Main Kuch Hona Chahta Hu

Author(s): Mahapragna Acharya
Publisher: Jain Vishva Bharati
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/003080/1

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hU~

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM - AcArya mahAprajJa jaina vizva bhAratI prakAzana

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saMpAdaka : muni dulaharAja prakAzaka : jaina vizva bhAratI, lADanUM - 341306 (rAja.) jaina vizva bhAratI, lADanUM chaThA saMskaraNa : 2001 mUlya: 40.00 ru. mudraka : kalA bhAratI, navIna zAhadarA, dillI- 110032

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prastuti manuSya meM tIna durbalatAeM haiM-krUratA, viSamatA, svabhAva kI jaTilatA / ina tInoM ke pariSkAra sUtra haiM-karuNA kA vikAsa, samatA kA vikAsa, kaSAya-niyamana kA vikaas| dUsare zabdoM meMkrUratA samApta ho aura samatA jAge / viSamatA samApta ho aura samatA jAge / Aveza samApta ho aura sahiSNutA jaage| yahI 'maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM' kA pratipAdya hai| hUM' ke Age hai 'honA' isakA eka mAtra sAdhana hai-dhyAna / dhyAna kA artha hai-cetanA ke prati jAganA aura cetanA kA sAkSAtkAra krnaa| pahale jAgRti aura phira saakssaatkRti| cetanA ke viharaNa-kSetra ke AdhAra para nirNaya hotA hai ki maiM 'icchA-puruSa' hUM yA 'prANa-puruSa' hUM yA 'prajJA-puruSa' huuN| kahAM hai' ke dvArA kauna hUM' kA nirNaya hotA hai| jaba cetanA nAbhi ke Upara nAsAgra taka viharaNa karatI hai taba 'prANa-puruSa' pragaTa hotA hai| jaba cetanA bhRkuTi ke Upara sakriya hotI hai taba 'prajJA-puruSa' pragaTa hotA hai aura jaba cetanA nAbhi ke AsapAsa sakriya rahatI hai taba 'icchApuruSa' pragaTa hotA hai| jaise jyotiSa kA sauramaMDala hai, vaise hI adhyAtma kA sauramaMDala hai| jyotiSa meM nau graha mAne jAte haiM, adhyAtmaka meM bhI nau graha haiN| ina sabakA prabhAva hotA hai| manuSya kI viziSTatA ke cAra hetu haiM1. prANazakti ke sAtha cetanAzakti ko vikasita karane kA sAmarthya / 2. cetanA ke nae-nae AyAmoM ke udghATana kA sAmarthya / 3. cetanA ke vikAsa kA bodha / 4. cetanA-bodha kI kriyAnviti /

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'maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM'-isa svara se yathArtha kI sAdhanA prArambha hotI hai aura pratibimboM se pAra jAkara kRtakRtya ho jAtI hai| sacAI ko pAne ke lie sAkSAtkAra jarUrI hai aura apane anubhavoM ko dUsaroM taka pahuMcAne ke lie buddhi aura tarka jarUrI hai| hamArI cetanA ke tIna koNa haiMrone vAlI cetanA-yaha sukha meM se duHkha nikAlane vAlI cetanA hai| haMsane vAlI cetanA-yaha du:kha meM se sukha nikAlane vAlI cetanA hai| pUrNatA kI cetanA-yaha apUrNatA ko bharane vAlI puruSArtha kI cetanA AtmAnuzAsana ke pAMca ghaTaka haiMzvAsa para anushaasn| zarIra para anushaasn| indriyoM para anushaasn| prANa para anushaasn| mana para anushaasn| AcAryazrI ne 'manonuzAsana' likhA hai| mana kI anuzAsanA ke chaha aMga haiM-AhAra kA anuzAsana, zarIra kA anuzAsana, indriya kA anuzAsana, zvAsa kA anuzAsana, icchA kA anuzAsana, mana kA anushaasn| maiMne isa grantha para vyAkhyA likhii| zivirakAla meM ina viSayoM para vistAra se pravacana karane kA avasara milaa| kucha viSaya aura jur3e aura maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM' rUpAyita ho gyaa| isako par3hakara yadi pAThaka hone' kI ora prasthAna kareMge to nizcita hI ve hokara' rheNge| AcAryavara ne mujhe hone' kI ora prasthAna karAyA, protsAhana diyA aura usakI pariNati kA bhI sAkSAt kiyaa| yaha saba unhIM kI anukampA hai| isakA saMpAdana muni dulaharAjajI ne kiyA hai| AcArya mahAprajJa

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anukrama 63 icchA aura anuzAsana AhAra aura anuzAsana indriya anuzAsana zvAsa para anuzAsana 5. zArIrika anuzAsana ke sUtra vAcika anuzAsana ke sUtra 7. mAnasika anuzAsana ke sUtra 8. sudhare vyakti samAja vyakti se dhyAna : eka parama puruSArtha maiM manuSya hUM (1) __ maiM manuSya hUM (2) 12. maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM 13. maiM AtmAnuzAsana cAhatA hUM 14. maiM mAnasika saMtulana cAhatA hUM 15. brahmacarya ai is n xi wo va a arma 90 100 112 112 130 141

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icchA aura anuzAsana AcArya tulasI terApaMtha dharmasaMgha ke aura aNuvrata ke anuzAstA haiN| anuzAstA ko sahaja hI anuzAsana-priya honA hotA hai| unhoMne eka grantha likhA hai-'manonuzAsanam' / isakA artha hai-mana kA anuzAsana / vartamAna yuga kA sabase adhika lubhAvanA aura AkarSaka zabda hai-mana kA anushaasn| Aja mana kI samasyAeM jitanI jaTila haiM utanI saMbhavata: pahale kabhI nahIM thiiN| pahale bhI mana rahA hai, samasyAeM bhI rahI haiM, kintu mana kI samasyA utanI jaTila nahIM rhiiN| Aja ke udyogavAda aura paristhiti ne AdamI ko itanA vyasta banA diyA ki mAnasika udvega aura Avega prabala ho ge| vartamAna kA yuga saMcAra bahulatA kA yuga hai| ghaTanA kahIM bhI ghaTita hotI hai, AdamI use jAna letA hai| purAne jamAne meM aisA nahIM hotA thaa| ghara kI ghaTanA par3osI se bhI ajJAta raha jAtI thii| Aja vaisA nahIM hotaa| bhArata ke kisI bhI kone meM ghaTita hone vAlI ghaTanA samUce vizva meM kSaNa bhara meM phaila jAtI hai| saMcAra ke sAdhana itane vividha aura tIvragAmI ho gae haiM ki bAta kA phailAva kSaNa bhara meM ho jAtA hai| mAnasika samasyAoM kA yaha bhI eka bar3A kAraNa hai| Aja ke yuga ne mAnasika ulajhanoM ke lie jaisI urvara bhUmi taiyAra kI hai, vaisI urvara bhUmi pahale kabhI taiyAra nahIM thii| isa sthiti meM 'mana kA anuzAsana'-yaha zabda bahuta AkarSita karatA hai| yaha pratyeka vyakti ko bAMdha letA hai| prazna hotA hai-kyA mana kA anuzAsana prArambha meM hI hone vAlI ghaTanA hai yA isakA bhI krama hai? kyA yaha khicar3I ko bIca meM se khAne jaisA upakrama nahIM hai? zivAjI hArate ge| jaba kabhI unhoMne yuddha kA upakrama kiyA, hAra ge| eka bAra ve parivartita veza meM bar3hiyA ke ghara phuNce| bur3hiyA ne ghara Ae atithi kA manoyoga se Atithya kiyaa| eka thAlI meM khicar3I prosii| dhI prosaa| khicar3I kI sugandha ne unakI bhUkha ko aura adhika teja kara diyaa| khAne kI utAvalI meM zivAjI ne khicar3I ke bIca hAtha ddaalaa| hAtha jalane lgaa| kavala nahIM le paaeN| bur3hiyA ne dekhaa| usane muskarAte hue kahA-beTA! lagatA hai tuma bhI zivAjI jaise mUrkha ho? yaha sunate hI zivAjI cauMke! zivAjI aura mUrkha! yaha kaise mAM! unhoMne puuchaa| bur3hiyA bolI-beTA! dekha, zivAjI aisA hI to kara rahA hai| vaha zatru kI rAjadhAnI para AkramaNa karatA hai| vahAM zatru senA kA saMcaya hotA hai| zivAjI kA

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM AkramaNa viphala ho jAtA hai| yadi vaha pahale Asa-pAsa ke choTe-choTe kasboM ko apane adhIna letA cale to usakI zakti saMcita hotI aura phira vaha pUrI zakti se rAjadhAnI para AkramaNa kara vijayI ho sakatA hai| khicar3I ko pahale Asa-pAsa se khAte-khAte bIca taka pahuMcA jAe to pUrA kAma bana jAtA hai, anyathA nhiiN| zivAjI ko apUrva bodha-pATha milA eka anapar3ha kintu anubhavI bur3hiyA se| kyA mana kA anuzAsana garma-garma khicar3I ko bIca meM se khAne jaisA upakrama nahIM hai? kyA koI bhI vyakti mana ko pakar3a sakA hai? jisane bhI sIdhA mana ko pakar3ane kA prayatna kiyA hai vaha yA to mana ko pakar3a hI nahIM sakA aura yadi mana ko pakar3A hai to bIca meM hI aTaka gayA hai, ulajha gayA hai| pahale khicar3I ko ThaMDI hone kI jarUrata hai, phira dhIre-dhIre Asa-pAsa se khAte-khAte bIca taka pahuMcanA hai| merI dRSTi meM isa grantha kA nAma honA cAhie thA 'icchAnuzAsana'-icchAoM kA anuzAsana, icchAoM para anuzAsana / para grantha kA nAma rakhA hai-manonuzAsanam, mana kA anuzAsana, mana para anuzAsana / yaha eka bahuta bar3I sacAI hai ki sAmane vahI AtA hai jo dikhatA hai| jo DhakA par3A hai vaha kabhI sAmane nahIM aataa| nIMva ke AdhAra para koI nAmakaraNa nahIM hotaa| jhaMDoM ke AdhAra para nAmakaraNa hotA hai| jhaMDA sabako dikhAI detA hai| nIMva kA patthara kabhI dikhAI nahIM detaa| nIMva meM jo rahA huA hai, use koI Age lAnA nahIM cAhatA / Age vahI lAyA jAtA hai jo dikhatA hai| mana caMcala hai, yaha hama jAnate haiN| vaha caMcala kyoM hai, yaha hama nahIM jaante| manonuzAsanam meM mana ke anuzAsana kI eka pUrI prakriyA batalAI gaI hai| isa prakriyA ke chaha aMga haiM 1. AhAra kA anuzAsana / 2. zarIra kA anushaasn| 3. indriya kA anushaasn| 4. zvAsa kA anushaasn| 5. icchA kA anuzAsana / 6. mana kA anushaasn| mana kA sthAna chaThA hai| usase pUrva icchA kA sthAna hai| prANI kA lakSaNa hai AhAra krnaa| prANI kA lakSaNa hai zarIra kA honaa| prANI kA lakSaNa hai indriya-cetanA kA honaa| prANI kA lakSaNa hai zvAsa lenA, bolanA, socanA, cintana-manana krnaa| kintu Aja isa yAMtrika yuga meM ye saba lakSaNa DagamagAne lage

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icchA aura anuzAsana haiN| yaMtroM kA itanA vikAsa huA hai, ho rahA hai ki prANI kI pUrva-nirdhArita lakSaNa sUcI asta-vyasta ho rahI hai| kampyUTara ke AviSkAra ne sAre mAnava mastiSka meM halacala paidA kara dI hai| kampyUTara gaNita karatA hai aura kavitA bhI karatA hai| vaha roga kA nidAna karatA hai to sAtha-sAtha auSadhiyoM kA preskripsana bhI karatA hai| vaha kisI par3he-likhe DaoNkTara se acchA nidAna karatA hai aura roga nivAraNa kA sujhAva detA hai| socanA aura cintana karanA-prANI kA yaha lakSaNa bhI DagamagA gyaa| kampyUTara AdamI se acchA socatA hai, acchA nirNaya letA hai| icchA prANI kA akATya lakSaNa ho sakatA hai| kampyUTara aura kucha kara sakatA hai, icchA nahIM kara sktaa| icchA prANI kA gahanatama lakSaNa hai| yaha eka aisI vibhAjaka rekhA hai jo kevala prANI meM hI hotI hai, aprANI meM nahIM hotii| socanA mastiSka kA kAma hai| kampyUTara bhI eka prakAra kA mastiSka hI hai| vaha manuSya ke dvArA banAyA gayA hai| manuSya ke zarIra meM rahane vAlA kampyUTara (mastiSka) prakRti-pradatta hai| zvAsa bhI zarIra meM hone vAlI prakriyA hai| zvAsa kA kendra zarIra meM hai| icchA zarIra ke sAtha calane vAlA yantra nahIM hai| bahuta gahare meM jAne para usakA patA calatA hai| yaha bhAvanA-jagat meM hone vAlA eka Azcarya hai| yaha eka aisA daravAjA hai jo sUkSma zarIra se AtA hai aura sthUla zarIra meM khulatA hai| isI granthi ke AdhAra para AkAMkSA aura icchA paidA hotI hai aura usa icchA ke AdhAra para sAre kArya calate haiN| mana caMcala hotA hai icchA ke dvaaraa| icchA hotI hai antarmana meM, gahare sUkSma jagat meM aura mana becArA caMcala ho jAtA hai| vaha cakkara kATane laga jAtA hai| hama pakar3anA cAhate haiM mana ko| vaha hAtha meM kaise AegA? eka paMkhA tejI se cala rahA thaa| eka grAmINa aayaa| use itanI teja havA acchI nahIM lgii| usane socA paMkhe ko baMda kara duuN| usake hAtha meM lAThI thii| vaha uThA aura lAThI ko paMkhe se ar3A diyaa| lAThI bhI laDakhar3AI aura paMkhe kI tAr3iyAM bhI ldd'khdd'aaii| usane yaha socakara lAThI nIce kara dI ki saMbhavata: paMkhA ruka gayA hai| paMkhA phira calane laga gyaa| phira teja havA aaii| vaha ghabarA gyaa| usane paMkhe para lAThI se do cAra prahAra kie| lAThI bhI TUTa gaI aura paMkhA bhI hAnigrasta ho gyaa| usane socA-paMkhA jiddI hai| itanA karane para bhI banda nahIM hotaa| kyA hama bhI aisA hI nahIM kara rahe haiM? mana kA paMkhA cala rahA hai| hama use banda karanA cAhate haiM, para svica oNpha karanA nahIM caahte| jisa preraNA se mana kA paMkhA gatizIla ho rahA hai, usa preraNA ko rokanA nahIM caahte| paMkhA calatA hai bijalI ke pravAha se| svica oNna karate hI bijalI pravAhita hone laga jAtI hai|

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM usako roke binA paMkhA nahIM ruka sakatA / tAr3iyAM svataH nahIM calatIM / ve calatI haiM pIche kI preraNA se| jaba taka vaha preraNA rahegI, paMkhA calatA hI rahegA / hama kaha dete haiM- paMkhA dhUrta hai, caMcala hai, banda nahIM hotA / kaise hogA banda ? 4 hama anapar3ha grAmINa kI bhAMti mana ke sAtha vahI vyavahAra karate jA rahe haiN| sIdhA mana ko rokane kA prayatna karate haiN| lAThI se use rokanA cAhate haiM / vaha nahIM ruktaa| mana kA paMkhA taba banda hogA jaba usako gati dene vAlI preraNA ko roka deNge| vaha preraNA hai -- icchA / icchA kA vega mana ko vega de rahA hai / icchA kI vidyut ke Aveza Ate haiM, usakI taraMgeM AtI haiM aura mana becArA ghUmane laga jAtA hai| icchA dikhAI nahIM detii| vaha vidyut kA Aveza dikhAI nahIM detA / tAr3iyAM dikhAI detI haiN| AdamI dasa varSa, pacAsa varSa yA sau varSa bhI lar3atA calA jAe, koI pariNAma nahIM AegA / vaha lar3AI taba banda hotI hai jaba icchA ko pakar3a liyA jAtA hai / icchA hai to pramAda bhI hogA, kaSAya bhI hogA, yoga aura caMcalatA bhI hogI / hama caMcalatA ko nahIM miTA sakate, jaba taka hama krodha kI utpatti kI mUla preraNA ko nahIM pakar3a lete| isalie icchA para anuzAsana karanA bahuta jarUrI hai / eka choTA baccA badamAzI kara rahA thA / vaha kisI ke kapar3e, kisI kI pustakeM aura kisI ke rUmAla pheMka rahA thA / dUsare ne kahA- bacce ! aisA kyoM kara rahe ho? usane tapAk se uttara diyA- merI apanI icchA hai / tuma kauna hote ho kahane vAle ? sArI duniyA meM isase bar3A koI uttara nahIM ho sakatA / AdamI sar3aka ke bIca baiTha gayA / pathika ne pUchA- bIca meM kyoM baiThe ho ? usane kahA- merI icchA hai| kauna hai rokane vAlA ? kahA patnI ne pati se kahA- Apa bImAra haiN| DaoNkTara ne namaka na khAne ke lie hai / Apa kyoM khAte haiM namaka ? pati ne kahA- mujhe kyA khAnA hai aura kyA nahIM khAnA hai, merI apanI marjI hai| kauna hotA hai DaoNkTara aura kauna hotI ho tuma, mujhe manAhI karane vAlI / 'merI icchA'-yaha sabase bar3A uttara hai / isake sAmane saba anuttara haiM / parantu manuSya ne yaha anubhava kiyA ki icchA zAzvata nahIM hai, dezAtIta aura kAlAta nahIM hai / hara sthAna para, hara bAra icchA ko calAyA nahIM jA sakatA / isa anubhava ke pariNAma svarUpa icchA para anuzAsana karane kI bAta prApta huii| usane socA- jo bhI icchA jAge, jo bhI taraMga uThe, jo bhI vikalpa utpanna ho, use sarvatra lAgU nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| usa para niyaMtraNa honA cAhie, anuzAsana honA

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icchA aura anuzAsana caahie| isake AdhAra para samAja ne eka sUtra diyaa-icchaa-prisskaar| icchA kA pariSkAra karanA caahie| icchAeM apariSkRta hotI haiN| yadi icchA ke anusAra AdamI calatA cale to hamArA yaha sabhya samAja AdivAsiyoM kA samAja banakara raha jaaegaa| vyakti ke mana meM aneka prakAra kI icchAeM jAga sakatI haiN| yadi vaha saba icchAoM ko kriyAnvita karatA hai to samAja meM koI jI nahIM sktaa| mana meM mArane kI icchA jAgatI hai aura vaha kisI ko mAra DAlatA hai| mana meM dhana lUTane kI icchA jAgatI hai, dUsare ke ghara para kabjA karane kI icchA jAgatI hai aura vaha dhana lUTatA hai, dUsare ke ghara para kabjA karatA hai| pUchane para usakA uttara hotA hai-merI icchA huI aura maiMne vaisA kara ddaalaa| kauna hai mujhe rokane vAlA, kahane vAlA? isa sthiti meM nyAya kI sArI vyavasthAeM asta-vyasta ho jAtI haiN| isalie samAja ne icchA-pariSkAra kA sUtra diyaa| icchA kA pariSkAra yA zodhana honA caahie| icchA vahI mAnya ho sakatI hai jo dUsaroM kI icchA meM bAdhaka na bane, dUsaroM ko kSati na pahuMcAe, bAdhA na phuNcaae| icchA ke pariSkAra ke binA sabhya samAja kA nirmANa nahIM ho sktaa| kabhI-kabhI pariSkRta icchAeM bhI khatarA paidA kara detI haiN| samAja unako mAnya kara letA hai, para vaha una khataroM se baca nahIM sktaa| samAja dvArA yaha mAnya hai ki pati-patnI kA saMgama ho sakatA hai| yaha vyakti kI pariSkRta icchA kA niyama hai| kintu AdamI yadi isako sarva sAmAnya banAkara icchApUrti karatA calA jAe to vaha vAsanA ke bhaMvara meM girakara aneka rogoM kA zikAra ho sakatA hai| usakI sArI kAryajAzakti naSTa ho sakatI hai| isa paristhiti meM use icchA ke pariSkAra se Age bhI kucha socanA caahie| __par3hanA hai| svayaM ko adhyayana karanA hai| dUsaroM ko koI Apatti nahIM ho sktii| kintu koI vyakti yadi caubIsa ghaMTA par3hatA hI calA jAe to usakI AMkheM kharAba ho jAeMgI aura mastiSka vikRta ho jaaegaa| icchA kA bhI pariSkAra honA caahie| pariSkRta icchA ke lie bhI saMyama aura anuzAsana Avazyaka hotA hai| Ayurveda meM eka siddhAMta ke tIna avayavoM kI carcA hai| ve tIna avayava haiM-yoga, ayoga aura atiyog| ayoga ho to koI bAta panapatI hI nhiiN| kisI vyakti ko zikSA kA ayoga ho to vaha nitAnta murkha hI banA rhegaa| atiyoga bhI hAnikAraka hotA hai| koI vyakti rAta-dina par3hatA hI rahe to zakti-zUnyatA A jaaegii| vaha kucha bhI nahIM kara paaegaa| na ayoga ho aura na atiyoga ho,

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM kintu yoga honA caahie| dina meM 2-4 ghanTe par3hA, vizrAma kiyA, phira par3hA, phira vizrAma kiyaa| yaha hai icchA para anushaasn| yoga kA artha hai-pariSkRta icchA para niyaMtraNa, sNym| adhyAtma kA mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai-icchA para anuzAsana honA caahie| para prazna uThatA hai, anuzAsana kA upAya kyA hai? kyA koI jabarana niyaMtraNa kara de? nhiiN| anuzAsana svayaM jaage| manonuzAsanam meM isakI pUrI prakriyA batAI gaI hai| hamAre zarIra meM icchA aura bhAvanA ke sabhI kendra haiN| pratyeka vRtti kA kendra hamAre zarIra meM hai| jhagar3AlU vRtti kA kendra hai to kSamA kA bhI kendra hai| vAsanA kA kendra hai to vAsanA-vijaya kA bhI kendra hai| azAMti kA kendra hai to parama zAMti yA nirvANa kA bhI kendra hai| zarIra ina saba kendroM se bharA par3A hai| kevala prakriyA ko jAnane kI jarUrata hai ki kauna-sA baTana dabAne se kauna-sA kendra sakriya hotA hai| sudUra atIta se AdamI ke samakSa eka prazna AtA rahA hai-'maiM kauna hUM?' isa mahattvapUrNa prazna para aneka carcAeM huI haiM, ko'haM, ko'haM, ko'haM kI raTa hajAroM varSoM se hajAroM sAdhaka lagAte rahe haiN| hajAroM sAdhakoM ne apane astitva taka pahuMcakara isa prazna ko sAmAhita kiyA hai| maharSi ramaNa ne isa prazna ko bahuta ubhaaraa| ve raTate rahe-maiM kauna hUM? maiM kauna hUM? unakI pustaka hai-hU ema AI? (Who am I ?) maiM kauna hUM? Aja maiM isakI vyAkhyA bhinna prakAra se karanA cAhatA huuN| hameM yaha jAnane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai ki maiM kauna hUM? maiM AtmA huuN| maiM paramAtmA hUM, hama isa bAta ko bhUla jaaeN| maiM kauna hUM-ise hama zarIra ke saMdarbha meM smjheN| kyA maiM icchA-puruSa hUM? kyA maiM prANa-puruSa hUM? kyA maiM prajJApuruSa hUM? isakA uttara hameM mila sakatA hai| kahIM anyatra jAne kI jarUrata nahIM, kisI grantha ko par3hane kI jarUrata nhiiN| kucha bhI karane kI jarUrata nhiiN| hama yaha jAna leM ki zarIra meM maiM kahAM hUM, isakA uttara milA to maiM kauna hUM'-isakA uttara apane Apa hI mila jaaegaa| zarIra ke tIna bhAga haiM-1. hRdaya se Upara kA bhAga, 2. nAbhi ke pAsa kA bhAga aura 3. nAbhi se nIce kA bhAga / sAdhaka ko socanA cAhie ki zarIra ke ina tInoM bhAgoM meM merI cetanA, merA antarmana kahAM rahatA hai? cetanA nAbhi ke Upara vAle bhAga meM adhika rahatI hai yA nAbhi ke nIce vAle bhAga meN| jahAM citta yA cetanA adhika rahegI vahAM ke cakra yA cetanA-kendra adhika sakriya hoNge| nAbhi ke nIce sakriya rahegA to vahAM ke kendra adhika sakriya hoNge| hRdaya ke Upara vAle bhAga meM citta adhika viharaNa karegA to vahAM ke cakra adhika sakriya hoNge| jahAM cetanA kama ho

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icchA aura anuzAsana jAegI, vahAM niSkriyatA vyApa jaaegii| jahAM cetanA ko poSaNa milegA, vahAM jAgRti hogii| jahAM poSaNa nahIM milegA, vahAM suSupti hogii| hamako kevala yahI nirNaya karanA hai ki maiM kahAM hUM? maiM zarIra ke ina tIna bhAgoM meM se kisa bhAga meM adhika ramaNa karatA hUM? isa bAta kA nirNaya hote hI 'maiM kauna hUM' kA uttara mila jaaegaa| yadi citta nAbhi ke Asa-pAsa ghUmatA hai to mAna lo ki tuma icchA-puruSa ho| icchA jAgRti kA kendra hai| sArI icchAeM yahAM jAgatI haiN| yaha avirati kA kendra hai| yaha caturtha guNasthAna kA kendra hai| yahAM caturtha guNasthAna udghATita hotA hai, prakaTa hotA hai| yahAM icchAeM paidA hotI haiN| bAra-bAra yahAM Akara citta aTaka jAtA hai| citta ke kAraNa yahAM kA kendra sakriya ho jAtA hai| eka icchA ke bAda dUsarI icchA jAgatI rahatI hai| icchAoM kA pravAha-sA umar3a AtA hai, avirati kI bAr3ha A jAtI hai| eka ke bAda dUsarI avirati kI taraMga uThatI rahatI hai| yahAM nirNaya ho jAtA hai ki 'maiM icchApuruSa huuN|' yahAM icchA pradhAna hotI hai| icchAeM aura icchAeM / aura kucha nhiiN| una para hamArA anuzAsana nhiiN| __yadi cetanA hRdaya para, kaMTha para, nAsAgra para, bhRkuTi para, lalATa ke madhya bhAga meM aura sira ke Upara viharaNa karane lagatI hai, vahAM TikatI hai to nirNaya ho jAtA hai ki 'maiM prANa-puruSa hUM'-maiM prajJApuruSa huuN| jaba cetanA nAbhi ke Upara nAsAgra taka viharaNa karatI hai to prANa-puruSa prakaTa hotA hai aura jaba cetanA bhakuTi se Upara jAgatI hai taba prajJA-puruSa prakaTa hotA hai| cetanA ke viharaNa kSetra ke AdhAra para nirNaya hogA ki maiM icchApuruSa hUM yA prANapuruSa hUM yA prajJApuruSa huuN| 'kahAM hai' ke dvArA 'kauna hUM' kA nirNaya hogaa| jaba cetanA Upara sakriya hogI to Upara ke kendra jAga jAeMge aura nIce ke kendra so jaaeNge| jaba cetanA nIce sakriya hogI to nIce ke kendra jAga jAeMge aura Upara ke kendra so jaaeNge| jaba cetanA Upara sakriya hogI to icchA-kendra para apane Apa anuzAsana sthApita ho jaaegaa| sabase bar3I bAta hai-niyaMtraNa ke kendroM kA bodha honaa| eka mahilA moTara gAr3I ko tejI se calA kara le jA rahI thii| sAmane se pulisa kI gAr3I aaii| pulisa ne kahA-itanI teja raphtAra se moTara calAnA aparAdha hai| mahilA bolI-maiM jAnatI huuN| parantu kyA karUM, moTara kA niyantraNa-kendra mere vaza meM nahIM rhaa| mere hAtha se chUTa gyaa| itanA hI nahIM, maiM bhUla hI gaI hUM ki niyaMtraNa-kendra hai kahAM? vaha usI raphtAra se Age bddh'ii| per3a se ttkraaii| moTara samApta aura sAtha-sAtha cAlikA bhI smaapt|

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honA cAhatA hUM jaba niyaMtraNa - kendra hAtha se nikala jAtA hai taba samApta hone meM kisI ko dera nahIM lgtii| jIvana kI gAr3I taba taka hI surakSita cala sakatI hai jaba taka breka yA niyaMtraNa kendra hAtha meM rahatA hai / jaba niyaMtraNa kendroM se hAtha haTa jAtA hai to paga-paga para khatarA hI khatarA najara Ane lagatA hai / zarIra meM anaginata niyantraNa kendra haiM / mastiSka sabakA niyAmaka hai / nAr3I - saMsthAna, rIr3ha kI haDDI, suSumnA Adi bhI niyaMtraNa kendra haiN| jisa vyakti ne suSumnA meM citta kI yAtrA karanA samajha liyA, mastiSka meM yAtrA karanA jAna liyA yA zarIra ke Age-pIche, dAeM-bAeM aura Upara meM yAtrA karanA samajha liyA, usane bahuta rahasya samajha lie| eka niyantraNa kendra zarIra ke Upara ke bhAga meM hai, eka pIche ke bhAga meM hai, dAeM-bAeM hai, madhya meM hai| hama ina pAMca sthAnoM para zarIra ko pAradarzI banA sakate haiN| hamArA pUrA zarIra cumbakIya kSetra hai / vaha ina pAMca bhAgoM meM adhika cumbakIya bana sakatA hai| jaba vaha pUrA cumbakIya bana jAtA hai taba atIndriya cetanA paidA hotI hai-avadhijJAna paidA hotA hai / avadhijJAna ke pAMca prakAra banate haiM-Age ke bhAga kA avadhijJAna, pIche ke bhAga kA avadhijJAna, dAeM bhAga kA avadhijJAna, bAeM bhAga kA avadhijJAna, sira para kA arthAt madhya bhAga kA avadhijJAna / zarIra tathA zarIra ke niyaMtraNa - kendroM ko samajhe binA, isako kabhI cumbakIya kSetra nahIM banAyA jA sktaa| isakI vidyut kA upayoga nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / icchAoM para anuzAsana karane ke lie jarUrI hai niyantraNa kendroM ko samajhanA / icchA bhItara se AtI hai / prANazakti ke sAtha kAma karatI hai / yadi prANazakti kA sahArA na mile to icchA bhItara utpanna hogI para bAhara meM Akara niSkriya bana jaaegii| bhItara se koI bhI AtA hai aura yadi use koI sahayoga nahIM milatA hai to vaha nikammA bana jAtA hai / bar3e se bar3e vyakti ko bhI yadi sthAnIya janatA kA sahayoga prApta nahIM hotA hai to vaha AdamI nikammA bana jAtA hai, vaha kucha bhI nahIM kara sakatA / prANazakti kA sahayoga apekSita hotA hai / * eka lekhaka ne saMpAdaka ko likhA ki Apake patra meM kahAniyAM chapatI haiM, unake na sira hotA hai, na paira hotA hai / kitanI ajIba kahAniyAM chapatI haiM ! maiM Apako apanI kahAnI bheja rahA huuN| usake sira bhI haiM, paira bhI haiM / sampAdaka ne patrottara dete hue likhA-kahAnI acchI hai / usake sira bhI haiM aura paira bhI haiM, para usameM prANa nahIM hai, isalie vApasa lauTA rahA hUM / sira se bhI kAma nahIM calatA, paira se bhI kAma nahIM calatA, yadi prANa na ho to / prANa ho to sira bhI kAma kA hotA hai aura paira bhI kAma ke hote haiM / murde kA sira bhI kAma kA nahIM hotA aura paira bhI kAma ke nahIM hote| prANa ke sAtha hI maiM kucha

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icchA aura anuzAsana ve kAma ke hote haiN| jaba prANa kI zakti milatI hai, taba icchA apanA kAma karane laga jAtI hai| hama prANa-zAkti ko aise niyantraNa-kendroM meM saMyojita kareM jinase hamAre UparI bhAga ke kendra jAgRta hoM aura icchA paidA karane vAlA kendra so jAe, niSkriya bana jaae| aisA hone para icchA AegI, vilIna ho jaaegii| phira AegI, phira vilIna ho jaaegii| yaha eka prakriyA hai icchA para anuzAsana karane kii| manonuzAsanam meM isa prakriyA ko vistAra se samajhAyA gayA hai| hama use pddh'eN| bahuta par3hanA bhI jarUrI nahIM hai aura na par3hanA bhI acchA nahIM hai| kintu sabase pahale apane Apako jAna sakeM, use jarUra pddh'eN| jaba apane Apako bhI nahIM jAna pAte to phira par3hane kA artha kyA hogA? prazna ho sakatA hai-manonuzAsanam par3hane kI jarUrata kyA hai? hama AcArya tulasI ko jAnate haiN| una para vizvAsa hai hmaaraa| kabhI-kabhI hamArA bhrama bhI ho jAtA hai| hama jo jAnane kI bAta karate haiM, zAyada nahIM jAna paate| kisI mAdhyama se vyakti ko jyAdA jAna pAte haiN| jaba taka cetanA bahirmukhI rahegI, hama kisI ko bhI nahIM jAna pAeMge, nahIM pahacAna paaeNge| na hama apane Apako pahacAna pAeMge aura na dUsaroM ko pahacAna paaeNge| jaba cetanA antarmukhI banatI hai taba sabase pahale apane Apako jAnane kI bAta prApta hotI hai| jaba hama apane Apako jAnate haiM, taba dUsaroM ko jAnane meM suvidhA ho jAtI hai| hamArI samasyAeM hala ho jAtI haiN| svayaM ko jAne binA hamAre mUlyAMkana kI dRSTiyAM yathArtha nahIM hotiiN| hama jitane bhI krAiTeriyA banAyeMge, ve sAre arthazUnya hoNge| jaba hama svayaM ko jAna lete haiM, taba dUsaroM ko pahacAnane meM hameM koI kaThinAI nahIM hogii| taba hamAre sAre dRSTikoNa yathArtha hoMge, pahacAna yathArtha hogii| apane Apako jAnane ke lie antarmukhI honA Avazyaka hai| antarmukhI banane ke lie mana para anuzAsana karanA jarUrI hai aura mana para anuzAsana taba phalita hotA hai jaba icchA para anuzAsana sAdha liyA jAtA hai| isalie anuzAsana kA krama hogA * icchA para anuzAsana / * mana para anushaasn| isakA phalita hogaa-antrmukhtaa| icchA para anuzAsana hone para AhAra para anuzAsana svata: prApta ho jAtA hai| jaise-jaise icchA kama hotI jAegI, AhAra para niyantraNa hotA jaaegaa| AdamI jyAdA tyoM khAtA hai? icchA hI usakA mukhya kAraNa hai| AvazyakatAvaza koI adhika nahIM khaataa| pratyeka vyakti yaha anubhava kare ki vaha AvazyakatAvaza kitanA

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM khAtA hai aura icchAvaza kitanA khAtA hai? Azcarya hogA yaha jAnakara ki mAtra AvazyakatAvaza yA upayogitAvaza khAne vAlA, sau meM eka vyakti bhI mila pAnA kaThina hai| icchA ke kAraNa khAne vAle zata-pratizata haiN| zarIra kI mAMga utanI nahIM hai, jitanA AdamI khAtA hai| badalAI mausama hotI hai| AkAza bAdaloM se Acchanna hotA hai| zItala samIra bahatA hai| AdamI ke mana meM garma halavA khAne kI icchA paidA ho jAtI hai aura vaha bhara-peTa halavA khAtA hai| mausama ne icchA paidA kara dii| upayogitA kA prazna gauNa ho gyaa| AvazyakatA kA koI prayojana hI nahIM rhaa| abhI-abhI bhojana se nivRtta hue / bAjAra meM ge| koI cIja sAmane aaii| khAne ke lie mana llcaayaa| khA lI aura jaba taka bAjAra meM rahe, do-cAra bAra aura khA-pI liyaa| kyA vaha AvazyakatAvaza khA rahA hai yA icchAvaza khA rahA hai? khAne kI AvazyakatA bahuta kama hotI hai| yadi AdamI AvazyakatAvaza hI khAe to Ane vAlI aneka samasyAeM samAhita ho jAtI haiN| AvazyakatA kI pUrti ke lie khAne se AdamI dIrghAyu hotA hai, rogoM se bacatA hai aura Ananda se jItA hai| anuzAsana kA eka krama hai* icchA para anushaasn| * zvAsa para anuzAsana / * AhAra para anushaasn| * bhASA para anuzAsana / * zarIra para anushaasn| * mana para anushaasn| * indriyoM para anushaasn| maiM isI krama se manonuzAsanam kI vyAkhyA prastuta karanA caahuuNgaa| pahale hama mana para anuzAsana karane kI bAta na soceN| pahale bIja se cleN| bIja hai-icchaa| phira hama bela para, pattoM aura phUloM para dhyAna deN| phira anta meM phala para dhyAna deN| isI krama se sAdhanA cale aura hamArA bodhapATha bhI cle| isa prakAra calane se mana para anuzAsana karanA koI kaThina kArya nahIM rhegaa|

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AhAra kA anuzAsana eka bhAI ne pUchA-maiM jaisA hUM vaisA hI rahUMgA yA badala bhI sakatA hUM?' maiMne kahA - 'hamArI duniyA kA niyama hai - privrtn| hara AdamI badala sakatA hai| jo badalanA cAhe vaha badala sakatA hai| jo badalanA nahIM cAhe, vaha badala nahIM sakatA / 'parivartana zAzvata niyama hai| pratyeka padArtha meM kSaNa-kSaNa parivartana hotA hai / para AdamI jisa dizA meM parivartana lAnA cAhe usa dizA meM parivartana lA sakatA hai tuma bhI badala sakate ho / ' usane pUchA- 'kaise badala sakatA huuN| kucha upAya btaaeN| kyA AdateM badalI jA sakatI haiM?" maiMne kahA- 'bahuta acchI taraha se badalI jA sakatI haiM / yadi AdateM na badaleM to puruSArtha kA koI artha hI nahIM hotA, astitva kA koI artha hI nahIM hotA / saba arthazUnya ho jAtA hai, yadi AdamI na badale yA na badala sake / puruSArtha kI gAthA isalie gAI jAtI hai ki asaMbhava lagane vAlI bAta bhI usake dvArA saMbhava bana jAtI hai / Adata ko badalane ke lie AhAra - zuddhi karanI hotI hai / ' usane pUchA- bar3A Azcarya hotA hai, AdatoM ko badalane meM AhAra - zuddhi se kyA saMbaMdha hai? khAtA hUM apanI ruci ke lie, khAtA hUM svAda ke lie, khAtA hUM jihA kI tRpti ke lie| phira AdatoM kA isase kyA saMbaMdha ? AdateM kahIM, khAne kA prazna khiiN| yaha bilakula bemela - sA lagatA hai / maiMne kahA- bemela hai, yaha hamArI sthUlabuddhi kA nirNaya hai / vAstava meM yahI yathArtha hai / jisa vyakti ne AhAra- -zuddhi nahIM kI, vaha kabhI apanI Adata ko nahIM badala sakatA / gaharA saMbaMdha hai AhAra kA aura AdatoM kaa| AdateM banatI haiM caitanya-kendroM ke srotoM ke dvArA / hamAre mastiSka meM aneka bindu haiM, kendra haiM / ve hamArI pravRttiyoM kA saMcAlana karate haiN| AdamI nIMda letA hai| nIMda kA niyAmaka kendra hai mastiSka meM / AdamI haMsatA hai, rotA hai, socatA hai, ciMtana karatA hai| ina sabake alaga-alaga kendra haiM / smRti kA kendra hai, kalpanA kA kendra hai, buddhi kA kendra hai / jitanI mAnasika pravRttiyAM haiM, una sabake kendra haiM mastiSka meM / jo kendra sakriya ho jAtA hai, jAga jAtA hai AdamI vaisA hI bana jAtA hai| sAre jIvana kA saMcAlana ina mastiSkIya kendroM dvArA hotA hai| sAre kendra vidyutIya AvezoM ke dvArA aura rasAyanoM ke dvArA jAgate haiN| mastiSka ke apane rasAyana haiM / jaise zarIra ko

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM bhojana kI apekSA hotI hai vaise hI mastiSka ko bhI bhojana kI apekSA hotI hai| zarIra ko TaoNnika cAhie to mastiSka ko bhI TaoNnika caahie| Aja ke vaijJAnika mastiSka ke TaoNnikoM kI khoja meM lage hue haiN| prAcIna kAla meM atIndriya-jJAniyoM ne bhI isa viSaya meM aneka khojeM kI thiiN| Ayurveda ke graMtha ina khojoM se bhare par3e haiN| ina granthoM meM mastiSkIya TaoNnika aura nAr3I-saMsthAna ko bala-abala dene vAle padArthoM ke viSaya meM bahuta lambI carcA upalabdha hotI hai| mastiSka kA saMbaMdha hai vidyut ke AvezoM se aura rasAyana se| rasAyana banate haiM AhAra se| isa prakAra AhAra kA sambandha jur3a gyaa| jaisA AhAra vaisA rasAyana, jaisA rayAsana vaisI mastiSkIya kriyA aura jaisI mastiSkIya kriyA vaisA hamArA AcAra-vyavahAra, vicAra aura aadteN| yaha eka pUrA cakra hai| AhAra ko samajhe binA AdatoM ko nahIM badala skte| AhAra-zuddhi kie binA svabhAva kA parivartana nahIM ho sktaa| AdamI dUsare-dUsare kitane hI parivartana kare, svabhAva nahIM badalegA jaba taka ki vaha apane AhAra ke krama ko nahIM badala detaa| donoM kA gaharA sambandha hai| sabase pahale hamArA dhyAna AhAra para kendrita honA caahie| AhAra kA artha bahuta vyApaka hai| kevala muMha se khAnA hI AhAra nahIM hai| hama jo kucha bAhara se grahaNa karate haiM vaha sArA AhAra hai| nathunoM se jo zvAsa lete haiM, vaha bhI AhAra hai| bolane ke lie bAhya vAtAvaraNa se bhASA ke yogya paramANu lete haiM, vaha bhI AhAra hai| ciMtana ke lie mAnasika paramANuoM ko saMgRhIta karate haiM, vaha bhI AhAra hai| prANa kA AkarSaNa, bhASA kA AkarSaNa, cintana ke paramANuoM kA AkarSaNa Adi-Adi sabhI AhAra haiN| isa vyApaka artha meM hama AhAra ko smjheN| isako samajha lene para sArI samasyAeM sulajha jaaeNgii| AhAra-mastiSka ko atyadhika prabhAvita karatA hai| AdamI ne zarAba pii| mastiSka kA niyaMtraNa DhIlA ho gyaa| vaha pAgala bana gyaa| pAgala kisane banAyA? bhojana ne use pAgala banA diyaa| zarAba bhI eka prakAra kA bhojana hai, AhAra hai| bhAMga pii| AkAza-pAtAla eka ho ge| sArA saMsAra ghUmane lgaa| yaha bhI AhAra ke kAraNa hI huaa| bhAMga bhI eka prakAra kA AhAra hai| mAdaka dravyoM ke pariNAmoM se hama paricita haiN| kisI vyakti kI smRti kamajora hai| vaha brAhmI kA prayoga karatA hai, zaMkhapuSpI kA prayoga karatA hai, smRti bar3ha jAtI hai| Aja ke vaijJAnika smRti ko bar3hAne vAle aneka prakAra ke rasAyanoM kI khoja kara rahe haiM aura ve sAtha hI sAtha smRti ghaTAne vAle rasAyanoM kI khoja bhI kara rahe haiN| unakA mAnanA hai ki buddhi aura smRti sabake lie jarUrI nahIM hotii| jo cora haiM, luTere haiM, hatyAre haiM, khUkhAra haiM, unakI smRti ko kama kara diyA jAe, jisase aparAdha kama ho ske| isa sthiti

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AhAra aura anuzAsana ko ghaTita karane ke lie ve smRti ghaTAne vAle rasAyanoM kI khoja kara rahe haiN| isI prakAra smRti ko vRddhiMgata karane vAle rasAyanoM kI khoja bhI cala rahI hai| Ayurveda cikitsA paddhati ke anusAra smRti bar3hAne vAle dravya ye haiM-gorakhamuMDI, satAvarI, brAhmI, zaMkhapuSpI aadi-aadi| Aja ke vaijJAnika isa khoja meM pUrI tanmayatA se lage hue haiM ki kauna-sA rasAyana kyA kArya karatA hai? usake AdhAra para ve vibhinna rasAyanoM kA nirmANa kara rahe haiN| Ayurveda ke AcAryoM ne padArthoM kI khoja kI aura una padArthoM ke dvArA rasAyanoM ko paidA karane kA upAya btaayaa| prakriyA meM koI antara nahIM hai, mUla bAta eka hI hai ki una khojoM ke dvArA, una padArthoM ke dvArA mastiSka meM vizeSa prakAra ke rasAyanoM kA nirmANa karanA aura mastiSka kI zakti ko bar3hAnA yA ghttaanaa| donoM kArya ho sakate haiM, mastiSkIya zakti kA vikAsa bhI ho sakatA hai aura hAsa bhI ho sakatA hai| __ zArIrika daSTi se bhojana ke prabhAvoM kI jitanI khojeM haI haiM, utanI khojeM manuSya ke svabhAva ko rUpAntarita karane kI dizA meM kama huI haiN| Ayurveda meM bhI kama huI haiM aura elopaithika meM bhI kama haI haiN| Ayurveda ke AcAryoM ne bhojana ke aneka prakAra batalAe haiM-jIvanIya, bRhaNIya, dIpanIya, balya aadi-aadi| eka prakAra kA bhojana vaha hotA hai jo jIvanazakti ko bar3hAtA hai, usako banAe rakhatA hai| eka prakAra kA bhojana vaha hotA hai jo bRMhaNIya hotA hai, zarIra ko puSTa karane vAlA hotA hai| dIpanIya bhojana agni kA dIpana karatA hai| eka prakAra kA bhojana vaha hotA hai jo bala kI vRddhi karatA hai, aura bhI aneka prakAra haiN| dravya tIna prakAra ke hote haiM-zamana karane vAle, kupita karane vAle, saMtulana rakhane vaale| kucha dravya aise hote haiM jo vAta, pitta aura kapha kA zamana karate haiM, kucha dravya aise hote haiM jo vAta, pitta aura kapha ko kupita karate haiN| kucha dravya aise hote haiM jo vAta, pitta aura kapha ko sama avasthA meM rakhate haiM, saMtulita rakhate haiM, inake saMtulana ko bigar3ane nahIM dete| pitta ko kupita karane vAle dravya krodha ko bhI kupita karate haiM, pitta aura krodha kA gaharA saMbaMdha hai| jisa vyakti kA pitta kupita hotA hai, usakA krodha bhI kupita hotA hai| jisa vyakti kA kapha kupita hotA hai, usakA lobha bhI kupita hotA hai| kapha ko kupita karane vAle dravya lobha ko bhI kupita karate haiN| kucha vyakti lAlacI hote haiN| hajAra bAra upadeza suna lene para bhI unakI lAlacI manovRtti. meM koI antara nahIM aataa| ve becAre kyA kareM? unameM kapha kA prakopa banA rahatA hai taba ve usa lAlacI manovRtti se kaise chuTakArA pA sakate haiM? manovRtti nahIM

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM bdltii| kapha kA prakopa zAMta hote hI lAlaca kI vRtti meM antara A jaaegaa| kapha aura lAlaca kA gaharA saMbaMdha hai| vAyu ko kupita karane vAle dravya vyakti meM nirAzA ko janma dete haiN| jisa vyakti meM vAyu kupita rahatA hai vaha vyakti nirAza, Diprezana se grasta, mAnasika avasAda se yukta hotA hai| vAyu kA aura ina saba doSoM kA gaharA sambandha hai| AdamI kA jIvana bhojana se bahuta baMdhA haA hai| Atithya satkAra bhI isase prArambha hotA hai| do AdamI yA do aurateM jahAM bhI milatI haiM, bhojana kI carcA cala par3atI hai| eka bAra eka vyakti ne apane mitra ko bhojana ke lie AmaMtrita karate hue kahA-zAdI hai, bhojana karane jarUra aanaa| ThIka samaya para mitra pahuMca gyaa| usane dekhA nimaMtraNa dene vAlA mitra gadhe ko ragar3a-ragar3a kara nahalA rahA hai| usase pUchA-kyA kara rahe ho? uttara milA-gadhe kI Aja zAdI hai| ise nahalA rahA huuN| are, gadhe kI zAdI hai! bhojana kA nimaMtraNa diyA thaa| kyA khilAoge?' 'mitra! utAvale mata ho| jo dulhA khAyegA vahI tumheM khilaauuNgaa|' bhojana kI carcA jitanI vyApaka hai utanI vyApaka aura koI carcA nahIM hai| bhaktakathA arthAt bhojana kI kthaa| yaha kathA akAraNa nahIM hotii| AdamI bhojana se itanA baMdhA huA hai, jitanA vaha aura kisI se baMdhA huA nahIM hai| bhojana se zarIra banatA hai, rakta banatA hai, mAMsa banatA hai aura sArI dhAtueM banatI haiN| sAta dhAtuoM se pare jo oja hai vaha bhI bhojana se banatA hai| oja ko Aja kI bhASA meM vidyut kahA jAtA hai| sAre rasAyana bhojana se niSpanna hote haiN| jIvana kA pUrA cakra bhojana se saMcAlita hotA hai| hamArI sArI vRttiyAM bhojana se saMcAlita hotI haiN| bhojana ke AdhAra para pUre vyaktitva kA aMkana kiyA jA sakatA hai| jisa vyakti ne bhojana kA yathArtha mUlyAMkana nahIM kiyA vaha apane vyaktitva ko bhI kaise samajha sakatA hai? vaha apanI AdatoM kA vizleSaNa yA rUpAntaraNa kaise kara sakatA hai? jijJAsu ne pUchA-'itanI lambI carcA ke bAda yaha spaSTa samajha meM A gayA ki AdatoM ko badalane ke lie AhAra kI zuddhi bahuta Avazyaka hai| para Apa yaha batAeM ki AhAra-zuddhi kA tAtparya kyA hai?' ___ maiMne kahA-'mere zabdoM meM nahIM, manonuzAsanam grantha ke saMdarbha meM batA rahA haM ki jo bhojana hita, mita aura sAtvika hotA hai, vaha AhAra-zuddhi hai| jo AhAra hitakArI hotA hai, parimita hotA hai aura sAtvika hotA hai vahI AhAra zuddha hotA hai| yahI AhAra-zuddhi hai|

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AhAra aura anuzAsana pUchane vAlA itane se saMtuSTa nahIM huaa| usake mana meM aneka prazna aura ubhre| praznakartA svataMtra hotA hai, uttaradAtA prtNtr| usane Age pUchA-hita AhAra kI paribhASA kyA hai? maiMne kahA-hita kyA hai-isakI vyAkhyA bahuta lambI hai| kisa dRSTi se kahA jAe ki hita kyA hai? hamAre zarIra ke mahattvapUrNa aMga haiM-mastiSka, hRdaya, lIvara, phephar3e, tillI aura gurde| indriyAM-AMkha, kAna, nAka, jIbha aura tvacA-ye sabhI mukhya haiN| pUrA nAr3I saMsthAna kA bhI apanA mahattva hai| ina sabakI dRSTi se eka sAtha hitakara kI vyAkhyA nahIM kI jA sktii| mastiSka ke lie kucheka padArtha hitakara hote haiN| nAr3I-saMsthAna ke lie bhinna-bhinna padArtha hitakara hote haiN| jJAnavAhI nAr3iyoM ke lie jo padArtha hitakara haiM ve kriyAvAhI nAr3iyoM ke lie hitakara nahIM bhI hote| hRdaya ke lie koI eka padArtha hitakara hotA hai to AMkha ke lie koI dUsarA hI padArtha hitakara hotA hai| bahuta vizAla jJAna karanA hotA hai ki kisa avayava ko kauna-sA padArtha hitakara hai| kucheka vyakti ekAMgI dRSTi se hita' kI bAta ko pakar3a lete haiN| kaI vaidya kahate haiM-pippala bahuta hitakara hotA hai| maMdAgni ho, pAcana kI kamI ho to pippala kA sevana hitakara hotA hai| bAta ThIka hai| para isakI bhI eka sImA hai| maMdAgni ke samaya pippala kA sevana hitakara ho sakatA hai| parantu jaba vaha bImArI miTa gaI aura vyakti pratidina usakA sevana karatA hI rahe to vaha pippala bhI doSa-saMgrahakAraka ho jaaegii| hita kI bAta deza, kAla aura mAtrA ke sAtha jur3I huI hotI hai| deza, kAla aura mAtrA kI upekSA kara hita kI bAta nahIM socI jA sktii| kisI sthiti meM namaka yA kSAra khAnA Avazyaka hotA hai| para AdamI yadi namaka kA sevana karatA hI rahe to use aneka vyAdhiyoM kA sAmanA karanA par3atA hai| Ayurveda ke anusAra hRdayazUla kA roga namaka ke adhika sevana se hotA hai| adhika namaka khAne vAlA khalvATa ho jAtA hai, gaMjA ho jAtA hai| namaka gurde ko kamajora kara detA hai| hRdaya ke vibhinna rogoM meM namaka kAraNabhUta hotA hai| Ayurveda kA siddhAMta hai-pippalakSAralavaNAni, nAdhikAni bhojyAni-ye tInoM adhika mAtrA meM nahIM khAne caahie| tInoM hitakara haiM, yadi unakA sevana mAtrA sahita kiyA jAtA hai| tInoM ahitakara haiM, yadi unakA sevana mAtrA kA atikramaNa kara kiyA jAtA hai| prAcIna sAhitya meM ullekha milatA hai ki saurASTra ke loga namaka kA bahuta sevana karate the| ve cInI ke sthAna para namaka kA prayoga karate the| dUdha meM bhI namaka DAlakara pIte the| isalie ve puMstva ko kho DAlate aura hRdayazUla ke zikAra bhI ho jaate| kahIM-kahIM namaka kA hI zAka banAyA jAtA hai| jaise maTara aura ghIye kA

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM zAka hotA hai vaise hI namaka kA zAka hotA hai| usameM bhI namaka-mirca DAle jAte haiN| namaka ko bhI namakIna banAne kA prayatna hotA hai| isa zAka ko ve bar3I rucI se khAte haiN| yaha zAka kisI bhI dRSTi se hitakara nahIM hotaa| yaha svAdiSTa avazya hotA hai, para hitakara nhiiN| mAMsAhArI loga namaka bahuta khAte haiN| mAMsa ko pacAne ke lie namaka kI adhika jarUrata hotI hai| isalie mAMsAhAra kA artha hotA hai aneka bImAriyoM ko nimaMtraNa denaa| hitakara yA ahitakara kI vyAkhyA ekAMgI dRSTi se nahIM kI jAtI hai| aneka dRSTiyoM se usakI vyAkhyA karanI hotI hai| deza kI dRSTi se hitakara, kAla kI dRSTi se hitakara, sAra kI dRSTi se hitakara, avasthA kI dRSTi se hitkr| bacce ke lie proTIna kI atyadhika AvazyakatA hotI hai| dUdha kI bhI AvazyakatA hotI hai| para koI vyakti bacapana pAra kara yuvAvasthA meM calA jAtA hai aura proTIna kA atyadhika sevana karatA hai to vaha aneka rogoM ko nimantrita karatA hai| avasthA. kAla tathA anyAnya sthitiyoM ko dhyAna meM rakhakara jaba mAtrA sahita kisI padArtha kA upayoga karate haiM to bhojana hitakara hotA hai| dUdha acchA bhojana hai| parantu usako kaba, kitanI mAtrA meM lene kA sApekSa dRSTikoNa nahIM hotA hai to vaha acchA bhI burA bana jAtA hai| amRta bhI viSa bana jAtA hai| dUsarA prazna hai, mita bhojana kyA hai? hita ke sAtha mita jur3A huA hai| yaha mAtrA-bodha kA sUcaka hai| kauna-sI vastu kitanI mAtrA meM lenI cAhie, isakA jJAna Avazyaka hai| muni ke lie bhojana kA eka doSa hai-pramANAtikrAnta / muni pramANa se atirikta bhojana karatA hai to vaha isase spRSTa hotA hai| Ayurveda ke anusAra 'adhika khAnA' bhojana kA eka doSa hai| adhika khAne vAlA anAyAsa hI aneka rogoM ko nimantrita kara letA hai| bhojana ke do prakAra haiM-halkA yA laghu bhojana aura gariSTha bhojana / laghu bhojana vAyu pradhAna hotA hai| usameM agni tattva adhika hotA hai, isalie vaha supAcya hotA hai| gariSTha bhojana yA bhArI bhojana jala-pradhAna hotA hai| vaha na vAyupradhAna hotA hai aura na agnitattva pradhAna / isalie vaha duSpAcya hotA hai| adhika khAne para vaha vikRtiyAM paidA karatA hai| rAjasthAna prAnta ke kucheka loga bahuta miThAiyAM khAte haiN| bhoja aura miThAI paryAyavAcI jaise bana gae haiN| aisA bhI Atithya nahIM jahAM miThAI kA bhojana na ho| binA miThAI ke nimantraNa hI kaisA? ve atyadhika miThAI khAte. dUdha-dahI-makkhana khaate| sArI cIjeM gariSTha hI grisstth| pariNAma yaha huA ki ve loga jaba tIsa-cAlIsa varSa ke hote to bUr3he jaise lagane laga jaate| bur3hApe kA anubhava hone laga jaataa| zaktihInatA ke ve zikAra ho jaate| cAlIsa varSa bAda

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17 AhAra aura anuzAsana kisI kI mRtyu hotI to mAnA jAtA ki koI bAta nahIM, avasthA prApta thaa| Aja yaha mAnyatA badala cukI hai| Aja cAlIsa se sATha varSa taka kA AdamI yuvA mAnA jAtA hai| gariSTha bhojana AdamI ko akAla meM bUr3hA banA detA hai| gariSTha bhojana dekhane meM sundara, khAne meM svAdiSTa hotA hai, para usameM agnitattva paryApta mAtrA meM nahIM hote, ata: vaha pUrA pacatA nhiiN| ardhapakva bhojana vikRti paidA karatA hai, aura asamaya meM hI AdamI kAla-kavalita ho jAtA hai| ___bhojana-vijJAna meM mAtrA kA viveka bahuta jarUrI hai| halake yA laghu bhojana kI mAtrA bhI adhika nahIM honI caahie| gariSTha bhojana kI mAtrA to aura bhI kama honI caahie| para sAmAjika vyavahAra bhI ajIba hotA hai| dasa-bIsa mitra milate haiM, eka sAtha bhojana karane baiThate haiM to phira mAtrA kA viveka rahatA hI nhiiN| kaura dene vAle kA daura calatA hai aura udara-kUpa jo bhara cukA hai, usako aura DhUMsa-ThUsa kara bharA jAtA hai| jaba AdamI gale taka bhara jAtA hai taba khAne se hAtha khIMcatA hai| yaha isalie calatA hai ki AdamI ko AhAra kI mAtrA kA pUrA jJAna nahIM hai| hama jAne-anajAne isa prakriyA se apane priya vyakti ke prati bhI itanI zatratA kA vyavahAra kara dete haiM ki jitanA zatru, zatru ke sAtha nahIM krtaa| zatru itanA aniSTa kara hI nahIM pAtA, kyoMki usakI pratyeka kriyA ko sandeha kI dRSTi se dekhA jAtA hai| parantu mitra yA priya vyakti kI kriyA meM yaha sandeha nahIM hotaa| saba kucha acchA lagatA hai| vaha eka ora aneka bImAriyoM ko nimantraNa detA hai aura dUsarI ora priyatA kI anubhUti karatA hai| vaha socatA hai, Aja jaisA svAgata pIche kabhI nahIM huaa| bar3A majA aayaa| kitanA svAdiSTa thA bhojana! kitanI bar3hiyA thI sArI sAmagrI! vaha bhUla jAtA hai ki bhojana ke mAdhyama se usane aneka bImAriyoM ko nimantraNa diyA hai| mAtrA kA viveka bahuta Avazyaka hotA hai| __tIsarI bAta hai ki bhojana sAtvika honA caahie| yaha tathya gahare anusaMdhAna ke bAda prakaTa huA hai| jo bhojana citta-vRttiyoM meM vikRti paidA na kare, vaha hotA hai sAtvika bhojn| jisa bhojana se zukla lezyA ke vicAra jAge, padmalezyA ke prakaMpana uThe, vaha hotA hai sAtvika bhojana / jisa bhojana ke khA lene para mana dUSita ho, bure vicAra Ae, uttejanA aura vAsanA ubhare, krodha aura lAlaca kI bhAvanA ugra ho, hiMsA ke bhAva jAge, vaha bhojana tAmasika yA rAjasika hotA hai| kRSNa, nIla aura kApota lezyA ko ubhArane vAlA bhojana sAtvika nahIM hotaa| vaha hotA hai taamsik| vaha zarIra ke nIce ke kendroM ko sakriya karatA hai| sAtvika bhojana zarIra ke nAbhi ke Upara ke kendroM ko jagAtA hai, sakriya karatA hai| isa bhojana se Anandakendra, vizuddhikendra, jJAnakendra, darzanakendra aura jyotikendra sakriya

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18 . - maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM hote haiN| bhojana ke sAtha zarIra kA, caitanya-kendroM kA, vRttiyoM kA kitanA gaharA sambandha hai, ise jAnanA Avazyaka hai| __AdamI ke pAsa apAra sampadA hai, bhaMDAra bharA huA hai, phira bhI vaha bhikhArI banA huA hai| vaha bhikhArI, jo acchI AdatoM ko dUsaroM se mAMgatA hai, baddhi aura smRti ko dUsaroM se mAMgatA hai| khojatA phiratA hai ki buddhi kA vikAsa kaise ho? smRti kaise bar3he? acchA svabhAva kaise bane? acchI Adata kaise panape? vaha khojatA phira rahA hai| vaha apanI sampadA kI ora dhyAna hI nahIM detaa| vaha pUrA bhikhArI hai| jo dUsaroM se mAMgatA hai vaha bhikhArI hotA hai| caurAhe para baiThakara roTI-paise mAMgane vAlA hI bhikhArI nahIM hotaa| mAMgane vAlA hara AdamI bhikhArI hotA hai| eka bhikhArI baiThA thaa| usI rAste se rAjA kI savArI nikala rahI thii| pulisa ne Akara kahA-yahAM se htto| rAjA kI savArI A rahI hai| bhikhArI bolA-kyoM haTUM? rAstA sabakA hai| maiM nahIM htttaa| rAjA kauna hotA hai haTAne vAlA? pulisa ne kahA-'rAjA vaha hotA hai jo cAhe so kara ske| vaha itanA samartha hotA hai ki cAhe jisako deza se nikAla sakatA hai|' bhikhArI bolA-acchA, itanA samartha hotA hai rAjA! to eka kAma karo ki isa rAjya meM jitane macchara haiM, jitanI makkhiyAM haiM, una sabako nikAla do| yadi vaha aisA kara degA to maiM samajhUgA ki vaha rAjA hai| pulisa vAlA dekhatA hI raha gayA ki kaisA vicitra hai yaha bhikhArI ! pulisa vAlA bolA-yaha to sambhava nahIM hai| hamArA rAjA aisA hai jisake mahaloM para rAta-dina paharA lagatA hai| bhikhArI ne haMsate hue kahA-vaha kaisA rAjA! vaha to kaidI hai| jela meM rAta-dina paharA hotA hai| rAjA se kaho, vaha paharA haTA de| itane meM rAjA kI savArI pAsa A gii| bhikhArI rAjA ke sAtha cala pdd'aa| rAste meM eka dharma-sthAna thaa| rAjA vahAM utraa| andara gyaa| bhagavAna kI mUrti ke samakSa praNAma kiyA aura hAtha jor3akara bolA, 'prabho! kRpA kreN| merI sampatti bar3he, parivAra bar3he, vaibhava bar3he, sukha-suvidhA bddh'e|' vaha yAcanA karatA hI rhaa| bhikhArI kone meM khar3A-khar3A suna rahA thaa| rAjA utthaa| bAhara aayaa| bhikhArI ko dekhakara bolA-mAMgane Aye ho? maaNgo| milegaa| bhikhArI bolA-AyA thA mAMgane / yahI socA thA ki rAjA hai, amIra hogaa| vaibhavazAlI hogaa| mujhe degaa| merA dAridrya miTa jaayegaa| para maiMne dekhA hI nahIM, svayaM sunA hai ki Apa to bahuta bar3e bhikhArI haiN| maiM choTA bhikhArI huuN| Apa bar3e bhikhArI haiN| ____ Aja kA AdamI isI sthiti se gujara rahA hai| usake pAsa zaktiyoM kA akhUTa khajAnA hai| para dUsaroM se nirantara yAcanA karatA calA jA rahA hai| vaha apanI zaktiyoM ko pahacAna sakatA hai, yadi usameM sAdhanA kA bhAva jAge / sAdhanA kA

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AhAra aura anuzAsana artha hai-apanI zaktiyoM ko pahacAnane kA prayatna / apane bhItara ananta jJAna hai, ananta AnaMda hai, anaMta zakti hai| jaba vaha unako pahacAnane ke lie pahalA kadama uThAtA hai, taba vaha apane Apako pahacAnane meM samartha hotA hai| dhyAna kI sAdhanA apane Apako pahacAnane kA mahAna anuSThAna hai| isa anuSThAna kI saphalatA tabhI hai jaba AdamI apane Apako badala de, rUpAMtarita kara de| rUpAntaraNa ke lie AhAra-zuddhi kA abhyAsa Avazyaka hai| hita AhAra, mita AhAra aura sAtvika AhAra ke abhyAsa se rUpAntaraNa ghaTita hone lagatA hai| jaise-jaise yaha abhyAsa bar3hatA hai, zarIra kI vidyut badalatI hai, rasAyana badalate haiM, caitanya-kendroM kI sakriyatA bar3hatI hai| jo kendra sone yogya hote haiM, ve so jAte haiM aura jo jAgane yogya hote haiM, ve jAga jAte haiN| nIce ke kendra so jAte haiM aura Upara ke kendra jAga jAte haiN| jisa dina yaha jAgRti hotI hai, usa dina naI duniyA kA anubhava hotA hai, naye jIvana kI anubhUti hotI hai aura taba AdamI isa svara meM kaha sakatA hai-jo sampadA Aja taka nahIM milI, vaha Aja hastagata ho gii| jo jAgRti Aja taka nahIM AI, vaha Aja ghaTita ho gii| jijJAsA samAdhAna prazna:-AhAra ke dvArA rasAyana badalate haiM aura rasAyanoM se pravRttiyAM badalatI haiN| Aja kRtrima rasAyanoM ke dvArA pravRttiyoM ke badalane ke prayoga cala rahe haiN| phira unameM aura dhyAna meM antara kyA rahA? utara:-rasAyanoM kA nirmaNa kevala AhAra ke dvArA hI nahIM hotA, bhAvanA ke dvArA bhI mahattvapUrNa DhaMga se hotA hai| hama bhAvanAoM ke dvArA bhI mahattvapUrNa rasAyanoM ko nirmita kara sakate haiM, rasAyanoM ko badala sakate haiN| rasAyanoM ko badalane kI sabase ucita prakriyA hai dhyaan| AhAra dhyAna meM sahAyaka banatA hai| ucita AhAra ke dvArA ucita rasAyanoM kA nirmANa hotA hai| usase dhyAna meM sahayoga milatA hai, pravRttiyoM kI nirmiti meM aura unake rUpAntaraNa meM sahayoga milatA hai| kRtrima rasAyana nirApada nahIM hote| unake sAtha khatare bhI jur3e hue haiN| isa tathya ko svayaM vaijJAnika bhI svIkAra karate haiN| gobara kI khAda svAbhAvika hotI hai| usase bahuta acchA anAja paidA hotA hai| kRtrima khAdoM se anAja ke sAtha-sAtha viSa bhI paidA hotA hai| kRtrima khAda kI taraha hI hai kRtrima rasAyana / ve khatare se khAlI nahIM haiN| kRtrima rasAyanoM kA adhika prayoga cUhoM para, bandaroM para ho rahA hai| abhI manuSyoM para vizeSa prayoga nahIM ho rahe haiN| khatare bahuta lagate haiN| svAbhAvika bhojana aura dhyAna kI prakriyA ke dvArA yadi hama rasAyanoM ko badalate haiM to yaha atyanta nirApada aura lAbhaprada hotA hai|

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM prazna:- atIndriya jJAna (avadhi jJAna) ke Apane pAMca prakAra batalAe-Age kA, pIche kA, dAeM kA, bAeM kA aura nIce kaa| bAta samajha meM nahIM aaii| spaSTa kreN| uttara:- jaba avadhijJAna kI upalabdhi hogI taba pUrI bAta samajha meM aaegii| kiMtu kucheka tathya to avazya hI jJAta hue haiN| hamAre zarIra meM jo nAr3I-saMsthAna haiM, usameM eka hai senTrala narvasa sisTama kendrIya naadd'ii-sNsthaan| zarIra ke dAeM-bAeM do nAr3I saMsthAna haiM-simpetheTika aura peraasimpethettik| inameM se jo zAkhAeM nikalI haiM ve Age bhI haiN| caitanya-kendroM kA udgama pIche se prArambha hotA hai aura Age taka A jAtA hai| isalie prekSAdhyAna ke sandarbha meM hama zarIra ke Age ke bhAga meM bhI dhyAna karate haiM aura pIche ke bhAga meM bhI dhyAna karate haiN| dhyAna jaba paripakva hotA hai taba dAeM-bAeM bhI dhyAna karanA hotA hai| Upara (sira para) bhI dhyAna karate haiN| isa prakAra sAdhanA kA uddezya hotA hai-zarIra ko sphaTika-sA pAradarzI banA denaa| atIndriya jJAna kI upalabdhi ke lie zarIra ko pAradarzI banAnA Avazyaka hotA hai| jaba taka zarIra pAradarzI nahIM ho jAtA, jaba taka zarIra ke mukhya kendroM ko cumbakIya kSetra nahIM banA diyA jAtA taba taka jJAna kI razmiyAM chanakara bAhara nahIM A sktiiN| dIyA jala rahA hai| usa para saghana Dhakkana lagA diyA to prakAza bAhara nahIM AyegA, bhItara hI raha jaayegaa| yadi usa dIye para jAlIdAra Dhakkana lagA diyA jAtA hai to prakAza chana-chana kara bAhara AegA aura yadi Dhakkana pAradarzI hai to prakAza cAroM ora se phailegaa| jJAna ke pragaTIkaraNa ke lie caitanya-kendroM ko nirmala banAnA atyanta Avazyaka hai| __ kucha loga pUchate haiM, jaina sAdhanA paddhati meM caitanya-kendroM kI carcA kahAM hai? unheM jJAna honA cAhie ki avadhijJAna kI sArI carcA caitanya-kendroM kI carcA hai| pAMca prakAra se abhivyakta hone vAle avadhijJAna kI carcA caitanya kendroM kI carcA hai| nizItha aura namdI ke cUrNikAra ne atIndriya jJAna ko inhIM udAharaNoM se samajhAyA hai ki dIye para rakhe hue jAlIdAra Dhakkana se jaise prakAza-razmiyAM bAhara phailatI haiN| vaise hI zarIra kA jo bhAga, jo kendra nirmala ho jAtA hai usameM se jJAna-jyoti kI razmiyAM phailatI haiN| isalie avadhijJAna ke do mukhya vikalpa kie gae 0 dezAvadhi-zarIra ke eka bhAga se hone vAlA jJAna / 0 sarvAvadhi-samUce zarIra se prakaTa hone vAlA jnyaan| zarIra ke kisI bhI bhAga se vaha jJAna pragaTa ho sakatA hai| eka aMgulI se

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AhAra aura anuzAsana avadhijJAna ho sakatA hai| aMgulI itanI pAradarzI bana jAtI hai ki usase jJAna kI razmiyAM nikalane lagatI haiN| aMgulI ko kAma meM mata lo avadhijJAna nahIM hogA / sAdhanA ke kSetra meM yaha bahuta mahattvapUrNa carcA hai / prazna:- citta aura mana meM kyA antara hai ? icchA kaise paidA hotI hai ? uttara:- citta hai svAmI / mana hai usakA naukara / citta hai cetanA kA tantra aura mana hai mastiSka ke dvArA kriyA karane vAlA tantra / yaha cetanA kA tantra nahIM hai, kintu zarIra kA tantra hai jisameM cetanA AtI hai / citta hai zarIra ke sAtha 1 kAma karane vAlI cetanA / icchA kI utpatti kA srota bahuta gahare meM hai / icchA isa zarIra meM paidA nahIM hotI / icchA paidA hotI hai avacetana meM / adhyAtma kI bhASA meM kahA jA sakatA hai ki icchA paidA hotI hai adhyavasAya meM lezyA meM / icchA kA 1 21 sambandha kevala vartamAna zarIra se nahIM, vartamAna jIvana se nahIM, kintu atIta ke aneka janmoM tathA atIta ke sAtha kAma karane vAle sUkSma zarIroM ke sAtha jur3A hotA hai / isalie icchA bAhara ke nimittoM se bhI ho sakatI hai aura AMtarika nimittoM se bhI ho sakatI hai| bhItara meM icchA kA ajasra srota baha rahA hai, nimitta ke milane para icchA bAhara prakaTa ho jAtI hai / bahuta gahare meM utarakara hameM icchA kA adhyayana karanA hogA /

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indriya anuzAsana eka yuvaka mere sAmane khar3A thaa| maiMne pUchA-tuma kauna ho? uttara milA-maiM adhyAtma kA jijJAsu huuN| maiMne kahA-phira lalATa para zikana kaise? usane kahA-ulajhaneM ubhara rahI haiN| maiMne pUchA--adhyAtma ulajhanoM ko miTAne kA upAya hai| adhyAtma kA jijJAsu ulajhanoM meM ulajhA rahe, usake cehare para viSAda kI rekhAeM khacita raheM, isakA kyA kAraNa hai? kucha samajha meM nahIM aataa| usane kahA-bAta sahI hai| maiMne isa kSetra meM praveza kiyA thA ulajhanoM ko miTAne ke lie, kintu maiM to aura adhika ulajha gyaa| maiMne pUchA-yaha kaise huA? usane kahA-maiM vijJAna kA vidyArthI huuN| maiM adhyAtma ke kSetra meM isa AzA se utarA thA ki adhyAtma se jIvana sarasa banegA, rasamaya bnegaa| kintu jaise-jaise adhyAtma ke grantha par3he, mujhe nIrasa tathya hI mile| unameM rasahIna jIvana kI prakriyAeM hI miliiN| maiMne uttarAdhyayana pddh'aa| usameM milA 'rasApagAmaM na niseviyavvA'-rasoM kA adhika sevana mata kro| mahAbhArata pddh'aa| usakA svara hai-yogI kA bala hai nIrasa bhojana, arasa bhojn| mahAtmA gAMdhI ko pddh'aa| ve bAra-bAra doharAte haiM asvAda, asvaad| maiMne socA-manonuzAsanam nayA grantha hai, yaha Aja ke yuga kA grantha hai| isameM sarasa bhojana kA AzAvAdI svara milegA, rasamaya jIvana jIne ke upAya mileNge| use manoyogapUrvaka pddh'aa| usameM bhI yahI svara milA ki indriyoM ke rasa ko kama karo, indriya-zuddhi kro| AhAra kI zuddhi ke pazcAt iMdriya zuddhi kro| iMndriya-jaya kI carcA karate-karate adhyAtma ke sAre graMtha rasahIna bana gae haiN| isa rasahInatA ko dekhakara adhyAtma se Uba gayA huuN| maiM ulajhana miTAne ke lie AyA thA, para naI ulajhanoM meM phaMsa gyaa| mujhe vaha jIvana cAhie jisameM sarasatA Tapake / vaha jIvana cAhie jisameM rasa ho, Ananda ho, svAda ho| Aja ke yuvaka ke lie asvAda kI bAta arthahIna hai| isa vaijJAnika pragati ke yuga meM tyAgane yA chor3ane kI bAta mAnya nahIM ho sktii| mata dekho| mata suno| mata khaao| mata piio| mata bolo| mata chuo| sugandha bhI mata lo| mata karo, mata karo-isa niSedha ne jIvana kA sArA rasa cUsa liyA, use rasahIna banA ddaalaa| sArA jIvana Ikha ke chilake kI bhAMti rasahIna ho gyaa| adhyAtma ke AcAryoM ne jo kahA, jo batAyA, usase mujhe bar3I nirAzA huI hai| phira Apa pUchate haiM-cehare para zikana kyoM? ulajhana kI rekhA kyoM? zikana kyoM nahIM hogI? ulajhane kyoM nahIM ubhareMgI? adhyAtma meM praveza kara majhe bahata kaSTa haa| merI sArI AzAeM dhamila ho gii|

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indriya anuzAsana 23 AzAoM para tuSArApAta-sA ho gyaa| aba kyA kahUM? merA mArgadarzana kreN| maiMne kahA-bhale AdamI! itane kyoM ulajhate ho? adhyAtma ko chor3a do, tilAMjalI de do| jaise sAMpa keMculI ko chor3a detA hai, vaise hI tuma adhyAtma ko sadA-sadA ke lie chor3a do| usane kahA-yaha sambhava ho sakatA hai? maiM ise chor3a nahIM sktaa| maiM padArthoM ke sevana se Uba kara isa kSetra meM aayaa| yadi isako bhI chor3a dUM to phira 'No havvAe No pArAe'-na idhara kA rahA na udhara kA rhaa| padArthoM se bhI mujhe aruci hai| padArthoM ne mujhe pratAr3ita kara rakhA hai| unase mAnasika azAMti hI milI hai| usa azAMti se tarjita hokara zAnti kI khoja ke lie isa kSetra meM padArpaNa kiyaa| yahAM bhI zAMti nahIM milii| phira padArtha jagat meM jAkara kyA karUM? vahAM bhI azAMti hI azAMti hai| aba adhyAtma ko kaise choDUM? chor3akara kahAM jAUM? _____ maiMne kahA-tuma abhI samajhe nhiiN| tumane adhyAtma ko bhI pUrA nahIM samajhA hai| tumane na uttarAdhyayana ko samajhA hai, na mahAbhArata ko samajhA hai aura na manonuzAsanam ko samajhA hai| samajhanA bahuta kaThina hotA hai| jaba taka anubhava nahIM hotA, paramparA nahIM hotI, bAta samajha meM nahIM aatii| zivira meM dhyAna-sAdhanA karane vAlA eka sAdhaka batA rahA thA ki vaha do varSoM se dhyAna kA abhyAsa kara rahA hai, para usase kucha bhI hastagata nahIM huaa| zivira meM dasa dinoM ke krama se gujarA aura anubhava hone lagA ki kucha ho rahA hai| isakA niSkarSa hai ki bAta apane Apa samajha meM nahIM aatii| jaba taka cAbI hAtha nahIM lagatI, tAlA nahIM khultaa| maiMne Ayurveda kA eka graMtha pddh'aa| usameM pAnI ko ThaNDA karane kI kucha vidhiyAM batalAI gaI haiN| unameM eka vidhi hai-vastroddharaNa / vastra ke dvArA pAnI ko ThaMDA kiyA jA sakatA hai| pAnI ko vastra se chAnane se pAnI ThaNDA hotA hai| maiMne par3hA to bahuta Azcarya huA ki anuvAdaka ne kitanA galata anuvAda kiyA hai| anuvAda galata isalie huA ki anuvAdaka ko isa vidhi kA anubhava nahIM thaa| hama muni isa vidhi se bahuta parIcita haiN| jaba grISma Rtu meM yatra-tatra hameM garama pAnI prApta hotA hai taba isa vidhi se hama use ThaMDA karate haiN| ThaMDA bhI itanA ho jAtA hai ki mAno barpha kA pAnI ho| dasa-bIsa bAra chAnane mAtra se garama-pAnI ThaMDA nahIM hotaa| vastroddharaNa kI vidhi yaha hai| garama pAnI kA pAtra par3A hai| pAnI meM kapar3A ddaalaa| usako dvipaTa yA catuHpaTa vAlA kiyaa| usake donoM sire pakar3akara Upara uThAyA, phira pAnI meM DAlA, phira Upara utthaayaa| isa prakAra karate-karate pAnI ThaNDA ho jAtA hai| pAnI kapar3e ke sAtha Upara uThatA hai| havA lagatI hai| pAnI ThaMDA ho jAtA hai| isI prakAra garama pAnI kA pAtra Upara rakha diyaa| usameM eka kapar3A DAlakara, kapar3e ko nIce laTakA

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM diyaa| nIce eka khAlI pAtra rakha liyaa| dhIre-dhIre usa kapar3e ke mAdhyama se bUnda-bUnda kara pAnI nIce ke pAtra meM AtA rhegaa| kapar3e ko havA lgegii| aura Upara se nIce Ate-Ate pAnI ThaMDA ho jaaegaa| yaha hai-vastroddharaNa vidhi| __ kahane vAlA kitanA hI jJAnI ho, sarvajJa ho, para sArA dAyitva hotA hai samajhane vAle para ki vaha sarvajJa dvArA kathita tathyoM ko kitanI gaharAI se samajha pAyA hai| bahuta sAre loga kahate haiM-gItA bhagavAna kRSNa kI vANI hai, hama use samajhate haiN| dhammapada bhagavAna buddha kI vANI hai, hama use samajhate haiN| uttarAdhyayana bhagavAna mahAvIra kI vANI hai, hama use samajhate haiN| bhagavAna kRSNa ho, bhagavAna buddha ho, bhagavAna mahAvIra ho koI bhI ho| unase hameM koI matalaba nahIM hai| hameM dekhanA hai ki una vacanoM ko samajhane vAle kitanI gaharAI se una vacanoM ko samajhate haiN| Aja ve zabda pUre samajha meM nahIM Ate to bhalA usake nIce chipA sUkSma artha kaise samajha meM A sakatA hai? na jAne kitane galata artha kie jA rahe haiM! adhyAtma ke kSetra meM bhI yaha truTi cala rahI hai| isalie kahane vAle kahate haiM, adhyAtma nIrasatA paidA karatA hai| adhyAtma jIvana ko nIrasa nahIM bnaataa| adhyAtma hI eka aisI prakriyA hai jo jIvana ko ananta rasAyana banAne meM samartha hai| adhyAtma ke sivAya koI prakriyA aisI nahIM hai jo jIvana ko ananta rasAyana banA ske| padArtha ke sAre rasa, eka samaya mAtra ke lie rasa hote haiM, samaya bItane ke bAda ve rasahIna ho jAte haiN| garmI kA mausm| caTapaTa bhojana milA, AdamI ne use svAda se khaayaa| kucha hI samaya pazcAt pyAsa lgii| pAnI kA pahalA glAsa piyaa| lagA ki pAnI se bar3hakara amRta kyA ho sakatA hai! pAnI kA dUsarA glAsa piyaa| pyAsa kama ho gii| pAnI kA mUlya kama ho gyaa| pAnI kA tIsarA glAsa piyaa| pyAsa bujha gii| pAnI kA cauthA glAsa piyA taba lagA ki pAnI to nikammI vastu hai| usase peTa kyoM bharA jAe? aba pAnI kA glAsa sAmane AtA hai to lagatA hai kyoM le AyA pAnI? pyAsa ke samaya pahale glAsa ke pAnI meM jo rasa thA, vaha anta taka nahIM rhaa| jaise-jaise pyAsa bujhatI hai, pAnI nIrasa lagane lagatA hai| pratyeka padArtha kI yahI prakRti hai| pahale usameM bahuta rasa lagatA hai| jaise-jaise samaya bItatA hai, usakA rasa cukatA jAtA hai| kevala bhojana, pAnI kA hI prazna nahIM hai, kapar3e Adi sabhI padArthoM kI yahI prakRti hai| yadi hama usa prakRti kA AsUtra vizleSaNa kareM to jJAta hogA ki pahalI bAra padArtha jo Ananda detA hai, phira vaha Ananda nahIM milatA, kabhI nahIM miltaa| phira cAhe vaha vivAha ho. kisI kA yoga ho yA kisI kA sambandha ho| do mitroM ko tor3ane yA

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indriya anuzAsana 25 alaga karane kA sabase sIdhA upAya hai ki donoM ko sAtha meM rakha do| ve jitane pAsa raheMge dUra hote jaayeNge| ve jitane dUra raheMge, prema banA rhegaa| sadA sAtha meM rahane vAle pati-patnI kA prema bhI TUTa jAtA hai| sAtha meM rahane vAle pArivArika janoM kA prema bhI TUTa jAtA hai| na jAne vaha kitanI bAra TUTatA hai aura kitanI bAra sadhatA hai! mitra kA sambandha, priyatA-ye saba dUrI kI apekSA rakhate haiN| eka nizcita dUrI rahatI hai to ye nibhate haiM, calate haiM, anyathA nhiiN| nikaTatA Ate hI paraspara TakarAhaTa hone laga jAtI hai| mitratA TUTane laga jAtI hai| kyA padArtha jIvana ko rasamaya banAtA hai? nhiiN| vaha eka bAra rasamayatA kA AbhAsa hameM karAtA hai| kintu samaya ke sAtha-sAtha rasamayatA samApta hotI jAtI hai| padArtha ke sevana se AdamI meM itanI Uba jAga jAtI hai ki padArtha kA mUlya kama ho jAtA hai| eka saMnyAsI thaa| vaha bahuta prasiddha thaa| rAjA ke kAnoM taka usakI yazogAthA phuNcii| usane saMnyAsI ko rAjamahala meM Amantrita kiyaa| saMnyAsI gyaa| eka lakar3I ke AsAna para baiTha gyaa| bAtacIta ke samaya saMnyAsI ne rAjA se kahA-"mahArAja! jIvana kA sabase bar3A mUlya hai adhyaatm|' rAjA ko yaha sunakara Azcarya-sA huaa| vaha pUrNa nAstika thaa| usane kahA-adhyAtma mUlyavAna kaise ho sakatA hai? vaha svayaM amUrta hai| jisakA koI rUpa nahIM, AkAra nahIM, jo kucha bhI padArtha nahIM, phira vaha mUlyavAna kaise ho sakatA hai? saMnyAsI samajha gyaa| usane kahA-rAjana! yadi adhyAtma mUlyavAna nahIM hai to kyA tumhArA rAjya mUlyavAna hai! rAjA ne ahaM kI haMsI haMsate hue kahA-mahArAja! Apa ThIka kahate haiN| rAjya bahuta mUlyavAna hai| Apa dekheM, merA aizvarya, merI sampadA, merA khajAnA kitanA mUlyavAna hai! sAre loga usako pAne ke lie lalacAte haiM, tarasate haiN| loga cAhate haiM rAjA bananA hI zreyaskara hai| aisA eka bhI vyakti nahIM milegA, jisake mana meM rAjA banane kI tamannA na ho| mUlya hai tabhI to saba loga tarasate haiN| saMnyAsI bolA-tumhAre rAjya kA mUlya hai do gilAsa paanii| isa sthiti meM vaha mUlyavAna kaise ho sakatA hai? "mahArAja! Apa apanI bAta ko smjhaaeN|'' _ "rAjana ! kalpanA kareM ki Apa eka dina zikAra karane ke lie jaMgala meM ge| mArga bhUla ge| bhaTaka ge| dina kA smy| cilacilAtI dhuup| bharapeTa bhojana kiyA huaa| caTapaTA bhojn| pyAsa laga gii| bhaMyakara pyaas| yadi kucha samaya taka pAnI na mile to prANoM se hAtha dhonA pdd'e| jIvana-maraNa kA prazna upasthita ho gyaa| usa samaya yadi bhAgyavaza koI vyakti eka gilAsa pAnI lAkara

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM de, to rAjana! Apa use kyA deMge?'' "mahArAja usa samaya maiM usa vyakti ko AdhA rAjya de dNgaa|" "acchA rAjana! Apane pAnI piiyaa| saMyoga aisA banA ki atyadhika uSmA ke kAraNa Apake mUtra-nirodha ho gyaa| bhaMyakara, vedanA hone lge| Apa chaTapaTAne lge| prANa nikalane kI naubata A gii| usa sthiti meM koI kuzala vaidya, eka gilAsa pAnI meM auSadhi milAkara de, to Apa use kyA deMge?'' ___ "mahArAja! prANa bacAne vAle vaidya ko maiM apanA AdhA rAjya de duuNgaa| prANoM ke sAmane rAjya kA mUlya hI kyA hai?'' "rAjana ! aba samajha ge| Apake rAjya kI kImata hai do gilAsa paanii| use Apa bahuta kImatI kaise batA rahe haiM? AdhA rAjya to eka gilAsa pAnI pIne meM calA jAtA hai aura zeSa AdhA rAjya eka gilAsa pAnI nikAlane meM calA jAtA hai, to samUce rAjya kA mUlya do gilAsa pAnI se adhika nahIM hotaa|'' pratyeka padArtha ke mUlya kI yahI sthiti hai| yathArtha meM padArtha kA mUlya bahuta kama hotA hai| apekSA ke AdhAra para hI usakI mUlya vRddhi hotI hai| ___jisa dina sacAI kI AMkha khula jAegI. aisA lagegA ki hamane itanI baDI markhatA kI hai ki deva puruSoM ko mUlyahIna mAnate rahe haiM aura muoM ko mUlya dete rahe-adhyAtma ko mUlyahIna samajhate rahe aura padArtha ko mUlyavAna mAnate rhe| ___ adhyAtma kI yAtrA mUlya-prasthApanA se prArambha hotI hai, mUlya ke viveka se prArambha hotI hai| jaba samyagdRSTi jAgatI hai taba mUlyoM kA viveka jAgatA hai ki kisako kitanA mUlya denA caahie| AcArya vaha hotA hai jo isa bAta kA nirNaya kara sakatA hai ki kisako kitanA mUlya denA caahie| jisameM yaha viveka nahIM hotA, vaha AcArya nahIM ho sakatA, yadi koI AcArya bana jAtA hai to vaha AcAryatva ko nibhA nahIM sktaa| sabase bar3I bAta hai mUlyoM kA viveka / adhyAtma se samyagdRSTi jAgatI hai taba vyakti jisakA jitanA mUlya hotA hai, usako utanA mUlya detA hai| AhAra-zuddhi aura indriya-zuddhi kA siddhAnta mUlyoM kA siddhAnta hai| kisa AhAra ko kitanA mUlya diyA jAe, kisa indriya ko kitanA mUlya diyA jAe, yaha viveka-jAgaraNa para nirbhara karatA hai| adhyAtma ke AcAryoM ne AhAra ko bhI mUlya diyA hai aura indriyoM ko bhI mUlya diyA hai, kintu utanA hI mUlya diyA hai jitanA usakA mUlya hai, adhika mUlya nahIM diyaa| indriya-zuddhi kA yaha artha nahIM ki AMkhoM ko phoDa do-cakSu indriya kI zuddhi ho jaaegii| kAnoM ke pardo ko phAr3a do, zrotra-indriya kI zuddhi ho jAegI yA camar3I ko ukhAr3a do, sparza-indriya kI zuddhi ho jaaegii|

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indriya anuzAsana indriya- zuddhi kA artha hai ki jisa indriya kA jitanA mUlya ho, usako utanA hI mUlya denA, na kama aura na adhika / Aja samAja meM unako atirikta mUlya dene kI pravRtti bar3hI hai / isako miTAnA caahie| vyakti-vyakti ko yaha bAta samajhanI cAhie ki indriyoM kA jitanA mUlya mAnA jA rahA hai, utanA usakA mUlya nahIM hai| yaha bAta cAhe pratyeka vyakti ke samajha meM na Ae, kintu jaba manuSya indriyoM ko atirikta mUlya dene ke kAraNa pratAr3ita hotA hai, taba yaha bAta spaSTa rUpa se samajha meM A jAtI hai| pratyeka bAta pratAr3anA ke bAda hI samajha meM AtI hai, pahale nahIM / amerikA ke eka prasiddha udyogapati se kisI ne pUchA- ApakI saphalatA kA rahasya kyA hai? usane kahA - sahI samaya meM sahI nirNaya lene kI kSamatA ne hI mujhe saphalatA ke zikhara para car3hAyA hai| sahI nirNaya kA AdhAra hai- anubhv| anubhava kA AdhAra hai - galata nirNaya / maiMne aneka bAra galata nirNaya lie / una galata nirNayoM se hAni uThAI taba anubhava ke AdhAra para hI sahI nirNaya lene kI kSamatA jAgI aura sahI nirNaya ke AdhAra para saphalatA milatI gaI / galatI ke binA koI AdamI kaise sIkha sakatA hai 1 eka bAra bAdazAha ne bIrabala se pUchA- tumheM itanI buddhi kahAM se milI ? bIrabala bolA- mUrkhoM se| maiMne dekhA ki jina kAmoM ke AdhAra para vyakti mUrkha hotA. haiM, maiMne ve kAma chor3a die| maiM buddhimAna hotA gayA / duniyA meM mUrkho aura pAgaloM kI kamI nahIM hai / eka vakIla ne marate samaya apanI vasIyata likhii| usameM likhA ki merI sArI saMpatti mUrkho aura pAgaloM meM bAMTa dI jaaeN| kyoMki maiMne yaha sArI saMpatti mUrkho aura pAgaloM se hI baTorI hai / 27 pratAr3anAoM, galatiyoM aura mUrkhatAoM ke binA koI bhI AdamI sahI nirNaya para nahIM pahuMcatA / manuSya samAja ne bhI bahuta galatiyAM kIM / usane indriyoM ko bahuta mUlya diyaa| usake duHkhada pariNAma sAmane aae| use taba yaha bhAna huA kI indriyoM ko atirikta mUlya denA khatare se khAlI nahIM hai| jIvana meM bahuta hAni hotI hai, bar3I kaThinAiyAM uThAnI par3atI haiN| isase use bodha- pATha lete-lete indriya- zuddhi kI bAta suujhii| usane socA- indriya- zuddhi kI jAe / indriyoM ko atirikta mUlya na diyA jaae| una para vijaya prApta kI jAe / sahI samaya para sahI nirNaya adhyAtma ke AcAryoM ne kiyA aura unhoMne samAja ke sAmane indriya-zuddhi aura indriya-vijaya kI bAta prastuta kii| prazna hotA hai ki kyA aisA karanA saMbhava hai yA hama asaMbhava ko saMbhava banAne kA nirarthaka prayatna kara rahe haiM? yaha asaMbhava carcA nahIM hai| yadi hama niyamoM ko jAna leM to

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28 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM indriya-zuddhi ho sakatI hai, indriyoM para vijaya prApta kI jA sakatI hai| ___ hamArI duniyA meM bahuta sAre niyama haiN| padArtha kA apanA niyama hai aura adhyAtma kA apanA niyama hai| pratyeka vijJAna kA apanA niyama hotA hai| padArtha kI sUkSma prakRti aura saMracanA ke niyamoM kA hameM patA cala jAe to koI bAta asaMbhava nahIM rahatI aura yadi niyamoM kA patA na cale to pratyeka bAta asaMbhava hI hotI hai| __ maiM yahAM bola rahA huuN| Upara baiThe saikar3oM loga suna rahe haiN| na maiM unheM dekha pA rahA hUM aura na ve mujhe dekha pA rahe haiN| phira bhI sunane meM koI bAdhA nahIM hai| sau varSa pahale yaha asaMbhava lagatA thA, Aja yaha saMbhava ho gayA hai| Aja itanA saMbhava ho gayA ki duniyA ke kisI kone se koI bolatA hai aura vizva ke sAre loga suna lete haiN| sUkSma niyama kA patA calA aura yaha asaMbhava bAta bhI saMbhava ho gii| ___ adhyAtma sUkSma niyamoM kI khoja hai| adhyAtma kevala dharma kA hI vijJAna nahIM hai| vaha prakRti kA sUkSmatama gutthiyoM ko sulajhAne vAlA vijJAna hai| usake dvArA prakRti kA sUkSmatama adhyayana hotA hai, vimarza hotA hai aura sUkSma niyamoM kA patA lagAyA jAtA hai| prArambha meM yuvaka ne prazna upasthita kiyA thA ki adhyAtma arasa kI ora le jAtA hai| yaha ThIka hai, kyoMki adhyAtma meM praveza karate hI Apako rasoM ko chor3ane kI bAta kahI jAtI hai| usameM sabase jyAdA bala jIbha ko vaza meM karane ke lie diyA jAtA hai, indriya-vijaya kI bAta kahI jAtI hai| yaha kyoM? bahuta gaharA niyama khojA gayA ki manuSyoM ko sabase adhika bhaTakAne vAlI bAta hai-kaamuktaa| seksa bhaTakAtA hai| phrAyaDa ne ThIka kahA thA ki seksa manuSya kI mUla manovRtti hai| vaha samUce jIvana para hAvI rahatI hai| Aja ke zarIrazAstriyoM aura mAnasazAstriyoM ne kahA hai ki aura saba tanAva sAmayika hote haiM kintu seksa kA tanAva nirantara banA rahatA hai| kAmukatA bahuta bar3A khatarA hai| usa khatare ko miTAne ke lie adhyAtma ne pahalI bAta kahI ki jaba taka kAmukatA ko kama nahIM kiyA jAegA taba taka mAnasika azAMti kA prazna kabhI samAhita nahIM hogaa| kAmukatA kama karane ke lie jIbha kA saMyama anivArya hai| Azcarya hotA hai ki jIbha aura kAmukatA kA kyA saMbaMdha? jaba taka hama niyama ko nahIM jAnate taba taka hameM sambandha kA patA nahIM cltaa| jaba sUkSma niyama jJAta ho jAtA hai taba sambandha spaSTa ho jAtA hai| uttarAdhyayana sUtra kA eka padya haiM"rasA pagAmaM na niseviyavvA, pAyaM rasA dittikarA narANaM / dittaM ca kAmA samabhiddavaMti, dumaM jahA sAuphalaM va pkkhii||"

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indriya anuzAsana 29 mh bh s cakSu paira hAtha h m rasoM kA adhika sevana mata kro| rasoM ke adhika sevana se unmAda bar3hatA hai| jaba unmAda bar3hatA hai taba kAmukatA bar3hatI hai| kAmuka vyakti para kAma-vAsanA vaise hI AkramaNa kara detI hai jaise svAdiSTa phala vAle vRkSa para pakSI AkramaNa karate haiN| yaha kathana kisI ajJAnI kA nahIM hai| yaha kathana una vyaktiyoM kA hai jo isa sUkSma niyama ko jAnate the ki jIbha kA aura jananendriya kA nikaTa kA saMbaMdha hai, gaharA saMbaMdha hai| isa saMbaMdha kI vyAkhyA maiM taMtrazAstra ke dvArA karanA cAhatA huuN| taMtrazAstra meM pAMca tattvoM kI mImAMsA hai-pRthvI tattva, jala tattva, agni tattva, vAyu tattva aura AkAza tattva / ina pAMcoM tattvoM kI pAMca jJAnendriya haiM aura pAMca karmendriya haiN| pAMca tattva pAMca jJAnendriyAM pAMca karmendriya pRthvI tattva ghrANa apAna jala tattva jihvA jananendriya agni tattva vAyu tattva sparzana AkAza tattva zrotra vAk jala tattva meM sAre rasa samAviSTa ho jAte haiN| jala tattva kI jJAnendriya hai jihA aura karmendriya hai jananendriya / isa prakAra jananendriya aura jihA-donoM jala tattva se saMbaddha haiN| donoM kA gaharA saMbaMdha hai| jaba jihvA ko rasa adhika mileMge taba kAmukatA bddh'egii| jala tattva donoM ko puSTa karatA hai, siMcana detA hai| agni tattva kI jJAnendriya hai cakSu aura karmendriya hai pair| krodha kA pahalA lakSaNa hai AMkhoM kA lAla ho jaanaa| agni tattva ke bar3hate hI krodha ubharatA hai aura AkheM lAla ho jAtI haiM, bhRkuTi tana jAtI hai| krodha Ae aura AMkheM lAla na hoM, aisA nahIM hotaa| lAlI itanI bar3hatI hai ki vaha bAhara taka A jAtI hai| rAmAyaNa kA eka prasaMga hai| rAma ne sItA se pUchA-tuma jisa vATikA meM thI. usake phUla kaise the? sItA ne khaa-sphed| hanumAna se bhI vaha prazna puuchaa| usane khaa-laal| donoM the prtykssdrshii| donoM ke uttara eka dUsare se viparIta / kisako jhuThalAyA jAe, kisako sahI mAnA jAe? sItA ne kahA-jo maiM kahatI hUM vaha zata-pratizata sahI hai| sAre phUla sapheda the| hanumAna bolA-maiM jo kahatA hUM, vaha pratyakSa darzana kI bAta hai| sAre phUla lAla the| donoM meM vivAda bddh'aa| rAma ne vivAda ko sameTate hue kahA-donoM sahI ho| kaise? usa samaya sItA zAnta thI vaha zAMta rasa

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meM kucha honA cAhatA hUM meM snAta thiiN| kisI ke prati usake mana meM roSa nahIM thaa| usakI AMkhoM se amRta jhara rahA thaa| usako saba kucha sapheda hI sapheda dikha rahA thaa| usake lie sAre phUla sapheda the| hanumAna jaba laMkA meM gayA, usa vATikA meM pahuMcA, taba usakA krodha sImA kA atikramaNa kara cukA thaa| vaha krodha se lAla-pIlA ho rahA thaa| AMkhoM se agni varasa rahI thii| usa samaya use saba kucha lAla hI lAla dikha rahA thaa| sItA aura hanumAna donoM kA uttara sahI thaa| vATikA ke phUla sapheda aura lAla dikha rahe the| jaba krodha AtA hai taba AMkhoM se khUna barasane laga jAtA hai| kevala AMkha hI lAla nahIM hotI, phUla bhI lAla ho jAte haiN| sahI bAta yaha hai ki padArthoM ke rasoM kA saMyama kie binA kAmukatA ko kama nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| rasa aura kAmukatA paraspara saMbaddha haiN| donoM jala tattva ke dvArA jur3e hue haiN| jIbha ko siMcana milane kA tAtparya hai jananendriya ko siMcana milnaa| yaha kabhI nahIM ho sakatA ki manuSya jihA kA poSaNa karatA rahe, pUrA svAda letA rahe, jIbha ke svAdAMkuroM ko tRpta karatA rahe aura jananendriya ko vaza meM karane kI bAta bhI socatA jaae| vaha apane prayatna meM kabhI saphalatA nahIM pA sktaa| apavAda kI bAta ko hama chor3a deN| vaha sAmAnya niyama nahIM ho sktaa| adhyAtma. ne ina sUkSma niyamoM kI khoja kii| maiMne kevala eka niyama kA kathana mAtra kiyA hai| yadi hama sAre niyamoM ko jAnane kA prayatna kareM to jJAta hogA ki adhyAtma ke AcAryoM dvArA pratipAdita ye sUkSma niyama bhAvAveza meM kahe gae niyama nahIM haiM, unakA vaijJAnika AdhAra bhI suspaSTa hai| ye sArI sacAiyAM hai| manonuzAsanam meM AhAra-zuddhi ke bAda indriya-zuddhi kI bAta kahI gaI hai| isa grantha meM usake do upAya nirdiSTa haiM 1. svaviSayAn prati samyag yogH| 2. pratisaMlInatA c| indriya-zuddhi ke do upAya haiM-(1) apane-apane viSayoM ke prati samyag yoga honA caahie| (2) pratisalInatA honI caahie| ye donoM upAya do bar3e niyamoM para AdhArita haiN| pAMca indriyoM ke pAMca viSaya haiN| AMkha kA viSaya hai rUpa, kAna kA viSaya hai svara, ghrANa kA viSaya hai gaMdha, jIbha kA viSaya hai rasa aura tvacA kA viSaya hai sparza / ye pAMca indriyAM haiM aura ye pAMca inake viSaya haiN| pratyeka indriya kA apane-apane viSaya ke sAtha samyag yoga honA caahie| adhyAtma kA vyakti bhI indriya-viSayoM kA sevana karatA hai| vaha dekhatA hai, sunatA hai, cakhatA hai, sparza karatA hai, kintu vaha ina indriyoM tathA unake viSayoM ko bhalI prakAra se jAnatA hai| prazna hotA hai ki niyama kyA hai? cetanA kA niyama hai jAnanA aura

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indriya anuzAsana dekhanA / yahI cetanA kA svabhAva hai| kevala jJAtAbhAva aura kevala draSTAbhAva / cetanA kI vaha mUla prakRti hai / adhyAtma kA vyakti isa niyama ke AdhAra para calegA ki cetanA kA vyApAra kevala itanA hI hai| priyatA aura apriyatA usakA kAma nahIM hai / priyatA aura apriyatA - ye do gaMdI nAliyAM bAhara se Akara inameM milatI haiN| hamArI cetanA kI zuddha dhArA bahatI hai| usake sAtha kaSAya kI dhArA mila jAtI hai taba vaha vizuddha nahIM rahatI / taba indriya kA viSaya kevala viSaya nahIM rahatA, vaha vikAra bana jAtA hai / jaba viSaya vikAra bana jAtA hai taba rUpa hamAre lie kevala rUpa nahIM rhtaa| vaha priya yA apriya bana jAtA hai / taba rasa hamAre lie kevala rasa nahIM rahegA / vaha yA to svAdiSTa hogA yA asvAdiSTa hogA / hamArI sArI dRSTi cetanA kI dRSTi yA jJeya kI dRSTi na rahakara priyatA yA apriyatA kI dRSTi bana jAtI hai| isa dRSTi kA phalita yaha hotA hai ki vyakti yA to kisI se prema karane lagatA hai yA kisI se ghRNA karane laga jAtA hai| vaha kisI ko priya aura kisI ko apriya mAnane laga jAtA hai / priyatA isalie calatI hai ki apriyatA kA astitva bhI barAbara banA huA hai| prema isalie calatA hai ki ghRNA bhI sAtha-sAtha calatI hai| kevala priyatA nahIM cala sakatI / kevala apriyatA nahIM cala sktii| kevala prema nahIM cala sakatA / kevala ghRNA nahIM cala sktii| donoM sAtha-sAtha calate haiM / yA to donoM raheMge yA donoM nahIM rheNge| eka kabhI nahIM raha sktaa| aisA eka bhI vyakti nahIM hai jo kevala prema hI karatA ho| aisA eka bhI vyakti nahIM hai jo kevala ghRNA hI karatA hai| jo prema karatA hai vaha ghRNA bhI karatA hai| jo ghRNA karatA hai vaha prema bhI karatA hai I viSayoM ke prati samyag yoga kA artha hai ki vyakti jJeya ko jJAtA kI dRSTi se jaane| priyatA yA apriyatA ke bhAva ko nikAla de / yaha indriya- zuddhi kA pahalA upAya hai| isase cetanA svaccha rhegii| gaMdI nAliyAM usameM nahIM mileNgii| ve dUra jAyeMgI ho / viSayoM ke prati samyag yoga kA artha hai ki vyakti jJeya ko jJAtA kI dRSTi se jAne / priyatA yA apriyatA ke bhAva ko nikAla de / yaha indriya- zuddhi kA pahalA upAya hai| isase cetanA svaccha rhegii| gaMdI nAliyAM usameM nahIM mileNgii| ve dUra ho jAyeMgI / 31 dUsarA upAya hai - pratisaMlInatA / vyakti kA abhyAsa hai ki vaha bAhara kI ora jyAdA dekhatA hai| vyakti kI sArI lInatA padArtha ke prati hai, bAhara kI ora hai / ' bAhara ke prati usakI lInatA carama sImA taka pahuMca jAtI hai / vaha jidhara dekhane laga jAtA hai udhara hI dekhatA rahatA hai / yaha bacce kI pravRtti hai ki vaha ekaTaka lambe samaya taka eka bindu para dekhatA hI raha jAtA hai I

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM merI apanI ghaTanA hai / maiM choTA baccA thaa| dasa varSa kA bhI nahIM thA / maiM apane parivAra vAloM ke sAtha kalakattA gayA / janmA thA Tamakora meM / bahuta choTA-sA gAMva / kalakatte jaise bar3e zahara ko dekhakara Azcaryacakita raha gyaa| parivAra vAloM ke sAtha bAjAra meM gyaa| eka dukAna para mAla kharIdane ke lie ve ruke / maiM dukAna meM par3e vividha padArthoM ko dekhatA rahA / itanI cIjeM ! itanI bar3I dukAna !! kahAM hai Tamakora meM? maiM ekaTaka dekhatA rahA / parivAra vAloM ne mAla kharIdA aura calate bne| maiM dekhatA hI raha gayA / dhyAna TUTA to dekhA ki parivAra vAlA koI sadasya nahIM hai / maiM bichur3a gyaa| koI niyati kA yoga thA, AcArya tulasI ke caraNoM meM AnA thA, bhaTakate-bhaTakate ghara A gyaa| mere jaisA abodha baccA, jo bhaTaka gayA thA, surakSita ghara A gayA, yaha bhI eka daivI ghaTanA hI thI / 32 ekaTaka dekhanA yA bhAna bhUla jAnA - yaha bacce meM hI nahIM hotA, bar3e-bar3e vyakti bhI isake jAla meM phaMse rahate haiM / jaba koI priya rUpa, svara yA gaMdha sAmane AtA hai taba ve vyakti bhAna bhUla jAte haiM aura apane bodha ko bhI kho dete haiN| yaha prakRti unako cetanA ke dvArA sahI svabhAva kA anubhava nahIM hone detI / priyatA aura apriyatA kI bAta chUTatI hai jaba lInatA kA kSetra badala jAtA hai / yaha rasahInatA nahIM, kintu jo vyakti apane bhItara mahAna rasa ko khoja letA hai, usakI sArI lInatA badala jAtI hai, AkarSaNa badala jAtA hai I 1 prekSAdhyAna kA abhyAsa karane vAlA vicitra prakAra ke Ananda kA anubhava karatA hai| jaba vaha zvAsa- prekSA, zarIra - prekSA aura prakaMpana - prekSA meM lIna hotA hai taba bAhara kI lInatA apane Apa chUTa jAtI hai / usakA kAlabodha badala jAtA hai, dizA bodha badala jAtA hai| eka ghaMTA prekSA karate haiM aura anubhava hotA hai ki mAno dasa minaTa bIte hoM / yaha isalie hotA hai ki lInatA badala jAtI hai| bhItara kA rasa jaba jAgatA hai taba sArI sthitiyAM badala jAtI haiN| adhyAtma rasahIna banAne kI prakriyA nahIM, kintu apane bhItara chipe hue mahAna rasoM ko udghATita karane kI prakriyA hai / jisane apane bhItara ke rasa kI mahAna taraMgoM kA sparza nahIM kiyA, vahI vyakti bAhara ke padArthoM ko rasamaya aura bhItara ke rasoM ko nIrasa mAnatA rahegA / kintu jisa dina vaha isa samudra kI taraMgoM kA eka bAra bhI sparza kara legA, usake rasa kI sArI dhAraNA badala jAegI aura taba bhItara kA rasa-srota phUTa paDegA / indriya zadi ke do upAya patipAdita kie gae haiM

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indriya anuzAsana ___33 1. viSayoM ke prati samyag yog| 2. lInatA ko bdlnaa| rasa kI dhAraNA ko badalanA aura usakA anubhava krnaa| jo vyakti aisA kara letA hai usake lie indriya-zuddhi sahaja ho jAtI hai| usake lie upadeza kI AvazyakatA nahIM rhtii| vaha apane Apa hone vAlI jIvana kI mahAna ghaTanA bana jAtI hai|

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zvAsa para anuzAsana eka zivirArthI bhAI ne kahA-prekSA-dhyAna kA prayoga prArambha huA, eka ghoSa sunA-AtmA ke dvArA AtmA ko dekheN| mana bahuta prasanna huA ki hama AtmA ko dekha paayeNge| cira-svapna sAkAra hogaa| manuSya meM AtmA ko dekhane kI prabala lAlasA hotI hai| pratyeka vyakti AtmA ko dekhanA cAhatA hai, paramAtmA kA sAkSAtkAra karanA cAhatA hai| vaha unheM khulI AMkhoM se dekhanA cAhatA hai, sAmane khar3e hoM, vaise dekhanA cAhatA hai| mujhe acchA lagA ki basa, aba AtmA kA sAkSAtkAra ho jaaegaa| kintu prayoga ke prArambha meM hI kahA gayA-zvAsa ko dekheM / mujhe bar3I nirAzA huii| AyA thA Atma-sAkSAtkAra karane aura karAyA jA rahA hai zvAsa-darzana / svapna mIThA thA, para vaha bIca meM hI TUTa gyaa| kahAM Atma-sAkSAtkAra aura kahAM zvAsa-darzana ! prazna huA, kyA zivira meM zvAsa ko hI dekha pAyeMge? yadi yahI zivira kI phalazruti hai to yahAM Ane kI jarUrata hI kyA hai| zvAsa becArA roja calatA hai| ghara para calatA hai, dukAna meM calatA hai| sote, uThate, baiThate yaha calatA hI rahatA hai| use hama kahIM bhI dekha lete| itanA AyAsa uThA kara yahAM Ane kI AvazyakatA hI kyA thI? phira hameM batAyA kyoM gayA ki AtmA ke dvArA AtmA ko dekheM? tarka Akhira tarka hotA hai| pratyeka tarka kA pratitarka hotA hai| kamajora tarka ko balavAna tarka kATa detA hai| tarka kitanA hI balavAna ho usako kATane ke lie dUsarA tarka prastuta kiyA jA sakatA hai| duniyA meM aisA eka bhI tarka nahIM hai, jisakA pratitarka na ho, virodhI tarka na ho| eka bAra sunate haiM to lagatA hai ki tarka akATya hai| jo akATya hotA hai vaha tarka ho nahIM sktaa| anubhava mAtra akATya hotA hai| tarka kabhI akATya nahIM hotaa| tarka hai buddhi kA khel| jo buddhi se saMbaMdhita hai vaha akATya nahIM ho sktaa| anubhava kA saMbaMdha cetanA se hai| usake sAtha zAzvata satya kA pakSa hotA hai| tarka ke sAtha zAzvata satya kA pakSa nahIM hotaa| ___ maiM tarka meM nahIM ulajhA aura isIlie nahIM ulajhA ki kala hI maiMne mere AcArya se sunA thA-tarka meM sacAI nahIM miltii| tarka satya taka nahIM phuNcaataa| maiM ulajhA nhiiN| maiMne zivirArthI kI bAta sunii| do kSaNa mauna rhaa| phira maiMne kahA-bhAI! tumhArI bAta ko kATanA nahIM caahtaa| tarka ke prati tarka prastuta karanA nahIM caahtaa| eka kahAnI sunAnA cAhatA hUM aura isalie ki tarka nIrasa hotA hai. kahAnI sarasa hotI hai| jaba hama sarasatA kI bAteM kara rahe haiM to phira nIrasatA ko bIca meM kyoM lAyeM? tamhAre mana meM yaha prazna isaliye uhA ki tama niyama ko nahIM

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pravAsa para anuzAsana jAnate / yadi niyama jJAta hotA to yaha prazna samasyA nahIM bntaa| jaba taka hama niyama ko nahIM jAnate taba taka hara bAta samasyA bana jAtI hai / I eka AdamI daur3A jA rahA thA / pIche-pIche kuttA bhI daur3a rahA thA / AdamI kutte ke Dara se bhAga rahA thaa| Age AdamI daur3a rahA hai, pIche kuttA bhAga rahA hai para donoM kyoM daur3a rahe haiM? isa prazna kA uttara niyama ko jAna lene para hI diyA jA sakatA hai| AdamI bhaya ke kAraNa daur3a rahA hai? jaba bhaya bar3hatA hai taba AdamI kI eDrInala granthi kA srAva bar3ha jAtA hai| usa eDrInalIna rasa kI gandha kutte ko AtI hai, kuttA gandha ke pIche daur3atA hai| AdamI ke pIche kuttA nahIM daur3atA / kuttA daur3atA hai usa gandha ke pIche / AdamI bhaya ko chor3akara yadi khar3A ho jAtA hai, kutte ko gandha AnI banda ho jAtI hai aura vaha bhI khar3A raha jAtA hai| daur3atA huA AdamI svayaM kutte ko daur3AtA hai / gandha kA AkarSaNa kutte ko daur3AtA hai / AdamI khar3A rahanA nahIM jAnatA, isaliye saba usake pIche daur3a rahe haiM / yadi vaha khar3A rahanA jAna jAe to koI bhI pIche nahIM daur3egA / svayaM khar3A rahe to saba khar3e raha jaaeNge| hama niyama ko nahIM jAnate / dazavaikAlika Agama meM eka zloka hai 'hatyasaMjae pAyasaMjae, vAyusaMjaya saMjaiMdie / ajjhapparae susamAhiyappA suttatthaM ca viyANaI je sa bhikkhu / / ' isa zloka ko par3hA to lagA ki AgamakAra ne kitanI choTI-choTI bAtoM kA ullekha kiyA hai / AgamakAra kahate haiM-hAtha kA saMyama karo, pairoM kA saMyama karo, vANI kA saMyama kro| ye sArI sAdhAraNa bAteM haiM / kintu jaba niyama kA patA calA taba jJAta huA ki yaha zloka bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa hai / isameM diye gaye nirdeza bahuta mahattvapUrNa haiM / isa zloka kA niyama maiM pahale prastuta kara cukA hUM lezyA ke prakaraNa meM, 'AbhAmaMDala' grantha meN| dUsare niyama ko Aja prastuta karanA cAhatA hUM / yaha eka zloka hai / isakI kama se kama sAta sau vyAkhyAeM to ho sakatI haiN| eka niyama batalAyA gayA hai ki bhagavAna mahAvIra ke pratyeka vacana kI sAta sau vyAkhyAeM kI jA sakatI haiM / yadi koI adhika prajJA vAlA vyakti ho aura adhika nayoM kA jJAtA ho to usakI sAta hajAra, sAta lAkha, sAta karor3a yA sAta araba vyAkhyAeM bhI kara sakatA hai / parantu kama-se-kama sAta sau vyAkhyAeM to hamAre vaza kI bAta hai / yaha tabhI saMbhava hai, jaba hama niyama ko jAna jaaeN| niyama kA jJAna hone para naI-naI bAteM udghATita kI jA sakatI haiM / zloka meM tIna tathya batAe gae haiN| hAtha kA saMyama karo, paira kA saMyama karo aura vANI kA saMyama kro| isake dvArA tuma jitendriya bana jAoge / prazna hotA 35

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36 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM hai-kaise hogA? hAtha kA saMyama hogA to sparzana iMndriya para vijaya prApta ho jaaegii| ye saba jur3e jue haiN| inake sambandha kA niyama jJAta hone para inako jItanA sarala ho jAtA hai| Ayurveda ke AcAryoM ne likhA-AMkha meM pIr3A ho to paira kI aMguliyoM para tela lagAo, AMkha kI pIr3A zAMta ho jaaegii| yaha kaisA saMbaMdha? UMTa aura gadhe kA rishtaa| kahAM AMkha aura kahAM paira! para yaha eka sacAI hai| AMkha aura paira-donoM agnitattva se jur3e hue haiN| agnitattva kI jJAnendriya hai cakSu aura karmendriya hai pair| donoM kA niyama paraspara jur3A huA hai| yaha niyama ho jAne para unakA saMbaMdha mana meM Azcarya paidA nahIM krtaa| teja dhUpa meM calate haiM taba paira garma ho jAte haiM to sAtha-sAtha AMkheM bhI garamA jAtI haiN| AMkha bImAra hotI hai to pairoM ko ThaMDe pAnI meM rakhane se usakI bImArI zAnta ho jAtI hai| vAyutattva kI jJAnendriya hai sparzana aura karmendriya hai hAtha / hAtha kA aura sparzana indriya kA saMbaMdha jur3A huA hai| hAtha kA saMyama hone para sparzana indriya vaza meM ho jAtA hai| yaha bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa tathya udghATita huA hai| indriyoM para vijaya pAne ke aura bhI sarala upAya haiN| AMkha ko baMda kara do, dikhAI nahIM degaa| kAna meM aMgulI DAla do, sunAI nahIM degaa| nAka meM rUI DAla do, sugandha yA durgandha nahIM aaegii| parantu sparzana iMdriya para vijaya kaise pAI jAe? koI upAya hI nahIM lgtaa| yaha sabase jaTila prazna thaa| parantu isa zloka kA prathama zabda 'hatthasaMjae' isa prazna kA sacoTa samAdhAna prastuta karatA hai| hAtha kA saMyama karo, sparzana indriya para vijaya prApta ho jaaegii| vAyutattva kA saMbaMdha hai sparzana indriya se| vAyutattva kA saMbaMdha hai hamAre hAthoM se| dhyAna-kAla meM jinakoM vAyu adhika satAtA hai, jyAdA caMcalatA lAne lagatA hai, taba eka mudrA kI jAtI hai-vAyu-vijaya ke liye| sAdhaka padmAsana meM baiTha kara hAtha ke aMgUThoM ke nicale pauroM para kaniSThA aMgulI ko lagA detA hai| isa mudrA ke kucha hI samaya pazcAt vAyu kA prakopa kama hone laga jAtA hai| paira kA saMyama karane se AMkha kA saMyama ho jaaegaa| vANI kA saMyama karane se zrotrendriya kA saMyama ho jaaegaa| donoM AkAza tattva se saMbaddha haiN| AkAza tattva kI jJAnendriya hai zrota aura karmendriya hai vAk / ___ jaba hama ina saba niyamoM ko jAna lete haiN| taba yaha zloka hameM bahuta mahattvapUrNa lagatA hai| jaba taka niyamoM ko nahIM jAnate taba taka zlokagata bAteM sAdhAraNa-sI lagatI haiN| hAtha kA saMyama kro| hAtha kA kyA saMyama kareM? kyA usako hilAeM nahIM? kisI ko cAMTA to mAra hI nahIM rahe haiN| phira aura adhika kyA saMyama kareM? paira kA kyA saMyama kareM? kisI ko lAta to mAra hI nahIM rahe haiN| phira kaisA saMyama? jaba niyama jJAta nahIM hotA taba aneka prakAra ke prazna khar3e hote haiN| jaba

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zvAsa para anuzAsana 37 niyama taka pahuMca jAte haiM taba sAre prazna svata: samAhita ho jAte haiN| maiMne praznakartA zivirArthI se kahA-tuma isaliye kaha rahe ho ki tuma niyama ko nahIM jaante| niyama ko jAna lo, prazna samApta ho jaaegaa| eka vyakti ne kisI jauharI se kahA-tuma mere ghara para clo| mere pAsa eka bahumUlya hIre kI aMgUThI hai| usakA sahI mUlyAkaMna karAnA hai| jauharI usake ghara gyaa| pahale daravAje meM praveza kiyaa| vaha vyakti bolA-dekho, yaha rAjasthAnI zilpa hai| kitanI sundara kArIgarI hai! zilpI ne kitanA gajaba kA zilpa prastuta kiyA hai! dUsare daravAje meM praveza kiyaa| vyakti ne jauharI se kahA-dekho, kitanA sundara vAtAyana hai| isakI citrakalA ko dekho| kitane bhavya aura sundara citra haiM! citrakAra ne apanI sArI kalA yahAM abhivyakta kara dI hai| jauharI bolA-bhaMle AdamI! mujhe ina saba cIjoM ko dekhane-parakhane kA samaya nahIM hai| maiM to hIre kI aMgUThI dekhane AyA huuN| batAo, vaha kahAM hai? vaha bolA-dhairya rkho| jaba tuma A hI gae ho to merI sArI cIjeM dekho| yaha nahIM hogA ki maiM sabase pahale hIre kI aMgUThI dikhA duuN| ghara A hI gae to saba kucha dekhanA hogaa| donoM ne tIsare daravAje meM praveza kiyaa| vaha bolA-jauharI jI! dekho, kitanA sundara sthApatya hai! duniyA meM anyatra aisA sthApatya dekhane ko nahIM milegaa| isa prakAra vaha sAtoM daravAjoM kA varNana karate-karate jauharI ko ghumAtA rhaa| eka-do ghaNTA bIta gyaa| phira usane kahA-yaha hamArA atithigRha hai| yaha hamArA svAgata-kakSa hai| yaha bhojana gRha aura yaha zayanakakSa hai| tuma svAgata kakSa meM baittho| maiM nAzte kI taiyArI karatA huuN| ghara Ae ho to binA khAe kaise jAoge? isa prakAra vaha jauharI kA samaya letA rhaa| nAztA kraayaa| phira ghara kI chata para le gyaa| vahAM se nagara kA dRzya dikhaayaa| phira use bhUmigRha (bhohare) meM le gyaa| vahAM use eka Asana para bitthaayaa| AlamArI kholii| eka DabbI nikaalii| DabbI ko kholaa| usameM thI vaha hIre kI aNguutthii| usa para aneka vastra lapeTa rakhe the| eka-eka vastra khaNDa ko alaga kiyaa| phira aMgUThI lekara jauharI se kahA-yaha hai merI hIre kI aNguutthii| maiMne mere zivirArthI praznakartA se pUchA-kyA vaha jauharI mUrkha thA jo hIre kI aMgUThI dekhane AyA thA aura usako dekhane kI prakriyA meM aura-aura pacAsoM cIjeM dekhIM? vaha bolA-mUrkha kaise? yaha to kama hI hai| yadi vaha pahale daravAje meM nahIM AtA to bhUmigRha meM kaise jAtA? eka-eka daravAjA pAra karane para hI to vahAM pahuMcA hai| AlamArI nahIM khulatI to DibiyA kaise nikalatI? DibiyA nahIM nikalatI to aMgUThI kaise bAhara aatii| yaha to krama hai| sabako isI krama meM se gujaranA hotA hai| yaha

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38 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM murkhatA kyoM? yaha to samajhadArI hai| maiMne kahA-to phira tuma kaise mUrkhatA kI bAta karate ho? AtmA ko dekhanA cAhate ho, usakA sAkSAtkAra karanA cAhate ho to kyA zvAsa-darzana kiye binA Atma-darzana ho jAegA? zvAsa-darzana prathama dvAra hai| kyA prathama dvAra meM praveza kie binA bhUmigRha meM cale jAoge? yaha kabhI saMbhava nahIM hai| bAhara se chalAMga mAra kara bhItara nahIM pahuMcA jA sktaa| eka-eka daravAje ko kramaza: pAra karake hI bhItara taka pahuMcA jA sakatA hai| yaha nizcita niyama hai| AtmA taka pahuMcane ke lie sAta daravAje, pAra karane hoNge| pahale zvAsa ko dekhanA hai| zarIra ko dekhanA hai| zarIra meM hone vAle parivartanoM ko-rasAyanoM ko dekhanA hai| zarIra kI vidyut ke AvezoM ko dekhanA hai| usa vidyut dvArA hone vAle mastiSkIya parivartanoM ko dekhanA hai| pratyeka kozikA ko dekhanA hai| usameM hone vAlI prakriyA ko dekhanA hai| isa prakAra sthUla zarIra kI sImA ko pAra kara, phira sUkSma zarIra-taijasa zarIra ko dekhanA hai| vahAM ubharane vAle sAre prakampanoM ko dekhanA hai, pakar3anA hai| vahAM Ane vAle citroM ko dekhanA hai| vahAM se Age sUkSmatama zarIra-kArmaNa zarIra, karmazarIra taka pahuMcanA hai| vahAM se sArA taMtra saMcAlita hotA hai| bahuta bar3A taMtra hai vaha / vahAM lAkhoM karor3oM nahIM, asaMkhya karmacArI kAryarata rahate haiN| ve pratyeka kriyA ko sahI DhaMga se saMcAlita kara rahe haiN| vahAM kucha bhI anyathA nahIM hotaa| usa pUre taMtra ko dekhanA hai| pUre karmazarIra ko dekhanA hai| usakI pratyeka kriyA kA sAkSAt karanA hai| itanA hone para eka nayA mArga khulegaa| usa mArga para bar3hate hI saba kucha prakAza hI prakAza najara aaegaa| yaha hai cetanA kA darzana / yaha hai AtmA kA darzana, AtmA kA sAkSAtkAra / yaha hai hIre kI agUMThI, yaha hai usa hIre kI aMgUThI ko dekhane kI prkriyaa| tuma cAhate ho ki pahalA daravAjA khule hI nahIM aura AtmA taka pahuMca jAeM, paramAtmA mila jaae| yaha kabhI saMbhava nahIM hai| prApti kA krama hai| usakA atikramaNa nahIM honA caahie| yaha zarIrarUpI makAna bahuta bar3A hai vizAla hai| eka-eka kara isameM sAta parakoTe haiN| binA inako pAra kiye bhItara taka nahIM pahuMcA jA sakatA / bhItara se bahuta bar3I vyavasthA hai| use pUrNarUpeNa samajhe binA bhItara praveza nahIM ho sktaa| chalAMga kI bAta mata kro| vikAsavAda ne chalAMga kI bAta khii| kucheka loga chalAMga kI bAta karate haiM, usameM vizvAsa karate haiN| parantu adhyAtma ke mArga meM, sAdhanA ke patha meM chalAMga kI bAta sArthaka nahIM hai| vahAM krama se hI calanA par3atA hai| dhIre-dhIre eka-eka AyAma ko pAra kara, maMjila prApta karanI hotI hai|

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zvAsa para anuzAsana maiMne kahA, aba to samajha gaye tuma ki zvAsa ko dekhanA AtmA ko dekhanA hai| kyA daravAje ko makAna se alaga kiyA jA sakatA hai? kabhI nhiiN| yadi daravAjA makAna nahIM hai to kamarA bhI makAna nahIM hai| bAhara kA kamarA bhI makAna nahIM hai to bhItara kA kamarA bhI makAna nahIM hai| yadi daravAjA aura kamare makAna nahIM haiM to phira makAna hai kyA? usakA astitva kahAM hai? daravAje ko tor3a do, makAna kucha rahegA hI nhiiN| daravAjA bhI makAna hai, ghara kA AMgana bhI makAna hai| kamarA bhI makAna hai| sabako milAkara dekho, makAna najara AegA, sabako tor3a kara dekho, koI makAna rahegA hI nhiiN| kyA hAtha zarIra hai? nahIM mAneMge ki hAtha zarIra hai| AdamI kA hAtha sar3a gyaa| usako kATa kara alaga kara diyA to kyA zarIra nahIM bacA? zarIra to bacA, phira hAtha zarIra kaise? phira paira zarIra kaise? phira sira zarIra kaise? hAtha bhI zarIra nahIM, paira bhI zarIra nahIM aura sira bhI zarIra nhiiN| to phira zarIra hai kyA? saba ko alaga-alaga tor3akara zarIra ko nahIM dekhA jA sktaa| pratyeka avayava jur3A huA hai, vaha zarIra hai| TUTa jAtA hai, phira vaha zarIra nahIM hotaa| hama jur3I huI bAta ko dekheN| __ zvAsa AtmA hai| zvAsa kA darzana AtmA kA darzana hai| yaha Apako ajIva-sA laga sakatA hai, para hai yaha scaaii| kyA koI murdA zvAsa letA hai? kabhI nahIM letaa| zvAsa vahI letA hai jisameM prANa hote haiN| prANa usameM hote hai jisameM cetanA hotI hai| cetanA usameM hotI hai jisake AtmA hai| AtmA ke binA cetanA nahIM, cetanA ke binA prANa nahIM aura prANa ke binA zvAsa nhiiN| zvAsa cala rahA hai| usakA saMcAlaka kauna hai? usakA saMcAlaka hai aatmaa| AtmA ke nikala jAne para zvAsa bhI banda ho jAtA hai| to kyA AtmA ke dvArA jo saMcAlita hai, use dekhanA AtmA ko dekhanA nahIM hai? nizcita hI AtmA ko dekhanA hai| hama kevala zvAsa ko nahIM dekhate usake sAtha calane vAlI prANazakti ko bhI dekhate haiN| hama kevala cetanA ko nahIM dekhate usake adhiSThAna AtmA ko bhI dekhate haiN| isa tarka ke AdhAra para kahA jA sakatA hai ki zvAsa ko dekhanA-AtmA ko dekhanA hai| zvAsa-darzana Atmadarzana hai| isalie sAdhanA ke krama meM jaise AhArazuddhi aura indriyazuddhi apekSita hai, vaise hI zvAsazuddhi bhI bahuta Avazyaka hai| jaba taka zvAsa kI zuddhi nahIM hotI taba taka Atma-darzana kevala kalpanA mAtra raha jAtA hai| manonuzAsanam meM AnApAna zuddhi-zvAsazuddhi ke lie cAra bAteM apekSita batalAI haiM-prANAyAma, samatalazvAsa, dIrghazvAsa aura kaayotsrg| jaba zvAsazuddhi hotI hai taba Atma-darzana kA mArga prazasta hotA hai| pahalA sAdhana hai praannaayaam| isakA artha hai-prANa ko AyAma denaa| usako

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM lambA-caur3A karanA / prANa saMkucita rahatA hai to zvAsa kI zuddhi nahIM hotI / zvAsa eka bahuta bar3A taMtra hai| zvAsa hamAre vyaktitva ke donoM pahaluoM ko balavAna banAtA hai, unheM saMtulita banAtA hai / hamArA eka pahalU hai AMtarika vyaktitva kA aura dUsarA pahalU haiM bAhya vyaktitva kA / zvAsa donoM para zAsana karatA hai / vaha bhItarI jagat ko bhI prabhAvita karatA hai aura bAharI jagat ko bhI prabhAvita karatA hai| yaha eka ya -setu hai| jisane zvAsa kA sahI mUlya nahIM samajhA vaha Age nahIM bar3ha sakatA / jo vyakti mastiSka kA saMtulana karanA cAhe aura zvAsa kI upekSA kare to vaha kabhI saphala nahIM ho sktaa| zarIra aura mana kA saMtulana zvAsa ke binA nahIM ho sakatA / isalie prANAyAma bahuta jarUrI hai madhya 1 dUsarA hai dIrghazvAsa kA prayoga / dIrghazvAsa vAstava meM sahaja zvAsa hotA hai / AdamI zvAsa ko sahI DhaMga se lenA nahIM jAnatA / zvAsa to choTA honA hI nahIM cAhiye, laMbA honA cAhie / isalie dIrghazvAsa pada kA cunAva kiyA hai| sahaja zvAsa kA matalaba hI hai pUrA zvAsa, gaharA zvAsa / AdamI yaha jAnatA hI nahIM / sunA hai maiMne ki pAThya pustakoM meM yaha par3hAyA jAtA hai ki jisa zvAsa se chAtI phUle aura peTa sikur3e, vaha sahI zvAsa hotA hai / yaha kaise likhA gayA? isakA AdhAra kyA hai ? honA to yaha cAhie ki zvAsa lete samaya peTa phUlanA cAhie, chAtI nahIM / jisa zvAsa se peTa nahIM phUlatA, vaha sahI zvAsa nahIM hotA / zvAsa ke spaMdana peTa taka pahuMcane caahie| yaha sahI hai ki zvAsa phephar3oM se Age nahIM jaataa| phephar3oM ke Age eka mAMsapezI hai - DAyAphrAma / ise tanupaTa kahA jAtA hai| usake Age zvAsa jAne kA rAstA nahIM hai / para usakA dabAba Age taka pahuMcatA hai, vaha nAbhi taka pahuMcatA hai| bacce ko zvAsa lete dekheN| jaba vaha sotA hotA hai, taba zvAsa ke sAtha-sAtha usakA peTa phUlatA hai / yahI sahI zvAsa hai, para baccA jaise-jaise bar3A hotA hai, bhAvanAoM aura AvezoM se bharatA hai, vaise-vaise zvAsa choTA hotA calA jAtA hai, galata hotA calA jAtA hai / bhAvanAoM kA, AvegoM kA zvAsa ke sAtha gaharA saMbaMdha hai| gussA AtA hai, vaha zvAsa ko choTA kie binA nahIM A sakatA / Aveza yA Avega utaratA hai, vaha zvAsa ko choTA kie binA nahIM utara sktaa| hamAre zvAsa kI saMkhyA eka minaTa meM sAmAnyatayA 15-17 hotI hai| Aveza kAla meM vaha 30, 40, 50, 60, taka bar3ha jAtI hai / yaha nizcita niyama hai ki Aveza ko utArane ke lie zvAsa ko choTA honA hI par3atA hai / anyathA use ucita pRSThabhUmi nahIM miltii| binA AdhAra ke Aveza kaise utara sakatA hai? dIrghazvAsa kI sthiti meM Aveza A hI nahIM sakatA / bacapana meM AdamI dIrghazvAsa yA sahajazvAsa lene meM abhyasta hotA hai parantu jyoM-jyoM vaha bar3A hotA hai, zvAsa choTA karatA calA jAtA hai yA zvAsa choTA ho jAtA hai / 40

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zvAsa para anuzAsana yaha galata zvAsa hai| sahI zvAsa hai diirghshvaas| ise lenA hama nahIM jaante| jo pacAsa-pacAsa varSoM ko pAra kara cuke haiM, jo jaja haiM, vakIla haiM, DaoNkTara haiM ve bhI sahI DhaMga se zvAsa lenA nahIM jaante| bar3I ajIba kahAnI hai hamAre samAja kI, hamAre vijJAna kI ki jo pATha pahalI kakSA meM par3hAyA jAnA cAhie thA, vaha pATha jIvana bhara nahIM par3hAyA jAtA, nahIM par3hA jaataa| pahalA pATha ucita rUpa se nahIM par3hA jAtA, nahIM par3hAyA jAtA, isalie bAda meM par3hAye jAne vAle sAre pATha khataranAka bana jAte haiM, satAne vAle bana jAte haiN| yadi pahalA pATha ThIka DhaMga se par3ha-par3hA liyA jAtA hai to Age ke sAre pATha adhika lAbhadAyaka bana jAte haiN| tAtparya yaha hai ki jo AdamI sahI DhaMga se zvAsa lenA sIkha jAtA hai, vaha apane jIvana meM bahuta saphala hotA hai, phira cAhe vaha kisI bhI kSetra meM rhe| vyaktitva kA nirmAtA hai sahI zvAsa aura vyaktitva kA vighaTaka hai galata shvaas| isI pariprekSya meM tulasI adhyAtma nIDam' ne eka parikalpanA kI hai ki Aja ke pratyeka AdamI ko jIvana vijJAna kA pATha par3hAyA jaae| prAya: sabhI vidyAlayoM, zodha saMsthAnoM, ejukezanala insTITyUToM meM aneka viSaya par3hAe jAte haiN| vidyArthI una viSayoM meM niSNAta hokara nikalate haiM, para jIvana vijJAna kA baccA atyanta upekSita jIvana jI rahA hai| use koI yaha bhI nahIM pUchatA-kyoM bacce pyAsa to nahIM lagI hai? kauna pilAe usa pyAse bacce ko pAnI? aura sabako atirikta bhojana parosA jA rahA hai, lUMsa-ThUsa kara khilAyA jA rahA hai, para isa bhUkhe-pyAse bacce kI ora AMkha uThAkara dekhane ke lie kisI ke pAsa samaya nahIM hai| baccA atyanta upekSita, upekSita aura upekSita hai| jo AdamI jIvana-vijJAna ko nahIM par3hatA, usameM niSNAta nahIM hotA vaha samasyAoM se kabhI mukti nahIM pA sktaa| phira sthiti AtI hai ki vaha dUsare ke adhikAroM ko, saMpatti ko har3apane kI ceSTA karatA hai| aura-aura aneka burAiyAM usameM AtI haiN| eka DaoNkTara jA rahA thaa| eka yuvaka daur3A-daur3A AyA aura bolA-dhanyavAda DaoNkTara sAhaba, Apane merI bhAbhI kA saphala ilAja kiyA. usake lie dhanyavAda dene ke lie A gyaa| DaoNkTara ne pUchA-tumhArI bhAbhI ekadama svastha ho gaI? yuvaka bolA-hAM, DaoNkTara sAhaba! vaha samasta rogoM se mukta ho gii| rogoM se hI nahIM isa saMsAra se mukta ho gii| DaoNkTara bolA-phira dhanyavAda kaise? . DaoNkTara sAhaba! usakA vArisa maiM huuN| usakI sArI saMpatti mujhe mila gii|

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42 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM usakI sArI saMpatti mujhe mila gii| acchA ilAja kiyA Apane ki vaha jaldI cala bsii| anyathA usakI saMpatti ko pAne ke lie mujhe do-cAra varSa aura rukanA pdd'taa| Apane bar3A upakAra kiyaa| dhanyavAda / jo vyakti jIvana-vijJAna kA pATha nahIM par3hatA, vaha aisA hI karatA hai| tIsarA sAdhana hai-samatAla zvAsa / samatAla zvAsa kA artha hai-zvAsa lene meM jitanA samaya lage, chor3ane meM bhI utanA hI samaya laganA cAhie, kama yA jyAdA nhiiN| isakA abhyAsa bhI bahuta apekSita hai| cauthA sAdhana hai-kAyotyarga shithiliikrnn| kAyotsarga ke do artha haiM-kAyA ko zithila karanA aura cetanA ke prati jAgRta rhnaa| Aja kA AdamI AvezoM ke kAraNa bahuta tanAvagrasta hai| vaha zithila honA nahIM jAnatA, chor3anA nahIM jaantaa| vaha kasanA jAnatA hai, DhIlA honA nahIM / yaha kasane kI sabase bar3I samasyA hai| eka bAta dimAga meM A gaI, phira vaha jIvanabhara nahIM nikltii| eka ghaTanA ghaTita ho gaI, vaha mana se nikalatI nhiiN| kisI ne kucha kaha diyA, dimAga meM usakI gAMTha ghula jAtI hai| dimAga tanAvoM se bhara jAtA hai| pratyeka kriyA usameM tanAva paidA karatI hai, pratyeka ghaTanA tanAva paidA karatA hai| ghaTanA na ghaTe, yaha kabhI saMbhava nhiiN| ghaTanA ghaTatI hai| para jo vyakti zvAsazuddhi kI prakriyA ko jAnatA hai, vaha ghaTanA se baMdhatA nhiiN| ghaTanA ghaTI, use jaanaa| bAta samApta / usakA saghana saMskAra nahIM hotaa| pAnI para khIMcI huI lakIra yA bAlU reta meM khIMcI huI lakIra kA saMskAra saghana nahIM hotaa| lakIra khIMcI aura samApta / vaha adhika samaya taka nahIM ttiktii| pAnI kI lakIra tatkAla miTa jAtI hai| bAlU kI lakIra kucha samaya taka TikatI hai| havA calate hI samApta ho jAtI hai| kintu jaba vaha vicAra yA ghaTanA patthara kI lakIra bana jAtI hai, taba bhagavAna hI bcaae| Aja kI pratyeka ghaTanA AdamI ke dimAga meM patthara kI lakIra banatI jA rahI hai| tanAva kI samasyA se bacane ke lie kAyotsarga hI ekamAtra upAya hai| isakA matalaba hai-zithila bano, DhIle bano, itane zithila kI kahIM bhI patthara kI lakIra bane hI nhiiN| patthara kI lakIra banane kA maukA hI na mile| koI lakIra bane to vaha kevala bAlU kI lakIra yA pAnI kI lakIra bne| lakIra banI aura samApta ho gii| banane aura samApta hone meM samaya na lge| eka sAtha ho| kAyotsarga karate samaya zvAsa apane Apa zuddha aura manda ho jAtA hai| zvAsa ko zuddha aura manda karane kA cauthA sAdhana hai-kaayotsrg| prekSA-dhyAna ke abhyAsa meM ina sabhI sAdhanoM kA prayoga hotA hai| jaise-jaise zvAsa kI zuddhi hotI hai, vaha pavitra aura nirmala hotA calA jAtA hai aura hamArA Atma-darzana

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zvAsa para anuzAsana kA sphaTika pAradarzI hotA calA jAtA hai| eka dina aisA AtA hai ki eka ora khar3e ho tuma, eka ora hai yaha pAradarzI AtmA aura usake pIche jhAMka rahI haiM tumhArI aaNkheN|

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zArIrika anuzAsana ke sUtra eka sAdhaka ne kahA-maiMne sunA hai, zarIra anitya hai, azuci hai aura azuci se utpanna hai| eka bAra nahIM, aneka bAra maiMne sunA hai| yahAM maiM sAdhanA ke lie aayaa| mujhe kahA gayA-zarIra ko dekho| bAra-bAra kahA gayA, zarIra ko dekho| maiM asamaMjasa meM par3a gyaa| jo aci hai, anitya hai, nazvara hai, vijAtIya hai, gandA hai, hAr3a-mAMsa kA putalA hai, usako dekhane kA artha hI kyA ho sakatA hai? sAdhanA karanI hai| kisI bar3I cIja ko dekhanA hai| AtmA-paramAtmA ko dekhane kA prayojana hI kyA ho sakatA hai? koI prayojana nahIM hai| dUsara bAta hai, yaha zarIra milA hai sukha-suvidhA kA upabhoga karane ke lie| ArAma se raheM, ThaMDI havA meM raheM, ThaMDA pIeM, garama khAeM, sArI suvidhAoM ko bhogeM-yaha hai zarIra kA pryojn| zarIra bhoga kA sAdhana hai| yaha bhoga karane ke lie milA hai| hama becAre ko kyoM satAeM? dhyAna meM eka Asana para baiThanA hotA hai| sArA zarIra dukhane laga jAtA hai| paira darda karane laga jAte haiN| zarIra pasInA-pasInA ho jAtA hai| yaha zarIra ko satAnA hai, kaSTa denA hai| prazna bahuta ho sakate haiM, kintu yadi hama ina praznoM meM ulajhate cale jAeM to prazna bhI ananta hotA calegA aura uttara bhI ananta hotA clegaa| samAdhAna kabhI nahIM hogaa| ulajhanA nahIM hai| hama isa bAta ko svIkAra kara leM ki zarIra azuci hai, apavitra hai, nazvara hai, anitya hai aura yaha bhI mAna leM ki AdamI use satAtA hai| sthUla buddhi se kahI huI bAta sthUla buddhi se svIkAra kara lenI caahie| kahane vAlA jaba apanI sthUla buddhi se kahatA hai to uttaradAtA ko bhI sthUla buddhi kA prayoga karanA cAhie, jisase ki kahane vAlA bhar3ake nhiiN| maiMne praznakartA ke donoM tarka svIkAra kara lie| maiMne kahA-zarIra azuci hai, yaha tumane sunA aura sunAne vAle ne sunaayaa| donoM sahI haiN| sunane vAlA bhI galata nahIM hai aura sunAne vAlA bhI galata nahIM hai| hama mAnate haiM, hara AdamI janma letA hai aura mara jAtA hai| vaha anitya hai| hama jAnate haiM, zarIra meM se aci padArtha nikalate haiN| yadi zarIra ko sApha na kiyA jAe to koI pAsa meM Akara baiThanA bhI nahIM cAhegA kyoMki bhayaMkara durgaMdha usameM se nikalane laga jaaegii| pasIne se badabU AtI hai| mala-mUtra se badabU AtI hai| bahuta hI apavitra hai shriir| yaha to prakRti kI acchI dena hai ki hamArI dekhane, sunane aura sUMghane kI zakti sImita hai, sImA meM Abaddha hai| eka nizcita AvRtti para hI hamArI jJAnendriyAM kAma karatI haiN| yadi

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zArIrika anuzAsana ke sUtra indriyAM sImA se pare kA kAma karane laga jAeM, to AdamI apane svayaM ke zarIra ke pAsa bhI nahIM raha skegaa| vaha indriyoM ke viSayoM se itanA tanAvagrasta ho jAegA ki kucha hI kSaNoM meM vaha pAgala bana jaaegaa| prakRti kI koI aisI vyavasthA hai ki manuSya kA jJAna to bahuta vizAla hai, parantu indriyAM isa jJAna meM se thor3e se jJAna ko svIkAra karatI haiN| yadi kAna sAre zabdoM ko sunane laga jAeM to AdamI eka hI dina meM pAgala ho jaaegaa| yadi AMkheM sArI vastuoM ko dekhane laga jAeM to AdamI so nahIM pAegA, pAgala bana jaaegaa| yadi ghRNA saba kucha sUMghane laga jAe to hara kSaNa ke lie AdamI prasanna nahIM raha skegaa| usakA jI micalAtA hI rahegA, bamana hotA rhegaa| gaMdha AtI rhegii| pratyeka indriya kI vyavasthA kara lI ki vaha nizcita AvRtti yA phrIkvensI para hI apanA kArya kregii| yaha bahuta acchI bAta ho gii| anyathA AdamI ke lie jInA dUbhara ho jaataa| vaha taba kucha bhI nahIM suna pAtA, kucha bhI nahIM dekha pAtA aura kucha bhI nahIM sUMgha paataa| baha ina viSayoM se nirantara AkrAnta rahatA aura pAgala bana jaataa| hamAre svayaM ke zarIra se itanI badabU nikalatI hai ki yadi nAka usako grahaNa karane laga jAe to AdamI sahana hI nahIM kara paaegaa| para yaha nAka kI apanI sImA hai ki vaha sArI gaMdha meM amuka-amuka gaMdha hI svIkAra kara pAtA hai, isalie AdamI jI rahA hai| eka bAra vaijJAnika ne sAuMDa-prUpha makAna bnaayaa| usameM bAhara kI AvAja bhItara praveza nahIM karatI aura andara kI AvAja bAhara nahIM jaatii| kucha vaijJAnika prayoga ke lie usa makAna ke bhItara baitthe| mazIna kI-sI AvAjeM Ane lgiiN| unheM Azcarya huA ki ye AvAjeM kahA se A rahI haiM? zabda nirodhaka makAna meM bAhara se AvAjeM kaise A sakatI haiM? socane para jJAta huA ki bAhara se kucha bhI nahIM A rahA hai, zarIra ke bhItara jo eka vizAla phaikTrI cala rahI hai, sArI usakI AvAjeM haiN| rakta cala rahA hai dhamaniyAM kAryarata haiM, sArA nAr3I taMtra sakriya haiM-ye saba AvAjeM unakI haiN| jaba bAhara kI AvAja hotI hai taba bhItara kI AvAjeM nahIM sunAI detiiN| jaba bAhara kI khaTakhaTAhaTa banda hotI hai taba patA calatA hai ki bhItara meM kitanI AvAjeM ho rahI haiN| jaba vyakti dhyAna kI gaharAI meM AtA hai, zarIra-prekSA meM ekAgra hotA hai taba use jJAta hotA hai ki zarIra meM kahAM-kaise spandana ho rahe haiN| pahale patA hI nahIM cltaa| hamAre zarIra kI aisI vyavasthA hai, tabhI AdamI jIvana jI pAtA haiN| maiM isa bAta se inkAra nahIM karatA ki zarIra apavitra hai, azuci hai aura isa bAta ko bhI svIkAra karatA hUM ki dhyAna kI vividha prakriyAoM meM zarIra ko kaSTa hotA hai| sAta baje uThane vAle loga cAra baje uThate haiM, yaha zarIra ko kaSTa hI hai|

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM eka bhAI ne kahA-maiM ise kaSTa nahIM maantaa| jAganA kaSTa nahIM hai, Ananda hai| maiM sAta baje uThatA thaa| aba cAra baje uThatA huuN| tIna ghaMTA adhika jAgatA huuN| jAgane kA lAbha pratyakSa hai| zivira meM pratidina cAra bAra eka-eka ghaMTA kA dhyAna karAyA jAtA hai| yaha bahuta adhika hai| zarIra itanA abhyasta nahIM hai ki isako sahana kara ske| prArambha meM kama honA caahie| maiMne kahA-na ho to aura acchA hai| jarUrata hI kyA hai? isase acchA hai nahIM honaa| hama utanA hI karavAte haiM, jitanA Avazyaka lagatA hai| yadi itanA na ho to yatheSTa pariNAma nahIM A skte| itanA nahIM kiyA jAtA to phira na karanA hI acchA hai| usane kahA-Asana kie jAte haiN| zarIra dukhane lagatA hai| kamara meM darda ho jAtA hai| paira dukhane lagate haiN| mAMsapeziyoM meM darda ubhara AtA hai| to kyA Asana karanA zarIra ko satAnA nahIM hai? maiM bolA-Asana meM darda nahIM hotaa| Asana se vikRti ke sAtha chor3achAr3a hotI hai| snAyuoM ko vaisA abhyAsa nahIM hai| abhyAsa karane kA artha hai, unase cher3achAr3a krnaa| cheDachADa pratikriyA paidA karatA hai| koI cher3achAr3a kare, aura sAmane vAlA pratikriyA na kare to phira zarIra vItarAga ho jaaegaa| tuma cher3achAr3a karo aura zarIra pratikriyA na kare, yaha kaise sambhava ho sakatA hai? roga hai| davA mata lo| koI pratikriyA nahIM hogii| roga par3A rhegaa| jaise hI roga ke sAtha cher3achAr3a kI, vahAM riekzana hogaa| pratikriyA hogii| bhayaMkara pratikriyAeM hotI haiN| ise zarIra ko satAnA mAnA jAtA hai| sthUla dRSTi se yaha sahI lagatA hai| AdamI hamezA sthUla ko hI pakar3atA hai| gaharAI taka vaha nahIM jaataa| ___mAlika ne jhaMjhalAkara apane naukara se kahA tuma bar3e gadhe ho| naukara ne hAtha jor3akara kahA-mAlika! bar3e to Apa haiM, maiM to choTA huuN| naukara bAta ko pakar3a nahIM skaa| sthUla buddhi vAlA sthUla bAta ko pakar3a sakatA hai| vaha gaharAI taka nahIM jA sktaa| vaha yaha samajha hI nahIM pAtA hai ki kyA kahA jA rahA hai aura maiM kyA kaha rahA huuN| hamezA yahI sthiti banatI hai|| ___ maiMne Age kahA-mitra! gaharAI meM paiThane kA prayAsa kro| tuma kahate ho, zarIra satAyA jA rahA hai| isa bhASA ko badala do| artha ko samajho, bhASA badala jaaegii| zarIra satAyA nahIM jA rahA hai, sAdhA jA rahA hai| zarIra ko satAnA eka bAta hai aura zarIra ko sAdhanA dUsarI bAta hai| yaha satAnA nahIM hai, zuddhikaraNa hai| yaha kAyAzuddhi hai, zarIra kI zuddhi hai| jaba taka zarIra kI zuddhi nahIM hogI, zarIra

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zArIrika anuzAsana ke sUtra meM jame hue maloM ko dUra nahIM kiyA jAegA taba taka prakAza nahIM hogaa| yadi prakAza karanA hai to maloM ko sApha karanA hogaa| yadi Aloka karanA hai to dhuMdhalApana miTAnA hogaa| kAMca jaba dhuMdhalA ho jAtA hai taba vaha pratibimba ko pakar3a nahIM sktaa| kAMca pratibimba ko prakaTa karatA hai| para yadi mailA hai, to pratibimba prakaTa nahIM hogaa| kyA andhe kAMca se lAlaTena kA prakAza bAhara A pAegA? kabhI nhiiN| kAMca ko sApha karanA hI hogaa| saphAI karane meM kaSTa hotA hogA para saphAI kA uddezya kaSTa denA nahIM hotaa| kaSTa denA aura kaSTa honA, do bhinna-bhinna bAte haiN| ye donoM eka nahIM haiN| kAyA ko sAdhane meM kaSTa ho sakatA hai, para hamArA uddezya zarIra ko kaSTa denA nahIM hai| kaSTa dene kA uddezya ho hI kaise sakatA hai? sAdhanA kA aura dharma kA ekamAtra uddezya hai-du:kha-mukti, sabhI du:khoM se chuTakArA pAnA / to kyA jo duHkha se chuTakArA dilAtA hai, vaha duHkha dene vAlA ho sakatA hai? duHkha se duHkha hI milatA hai| du:kha se sukha nahIM miltaa| jisakA lakSya hai du:kha pAnA aura jo du:kha pAne ke uddezya se apane Apako du:khI banAtA hai, vaha sadA su:khI hI banA rhegaa| bhagavAna mahAvIra ne kahA-'duHkhI duHkha ko prApta hotA hai| sukhI kabhI duHkha ko prApta nahIM hotaa|' hama isa tathya ko aura gahare utarakara smjheN| kAyA ko sAdhane ke lie use tapAnA par3atA hai| khadAna se sonA nikalatA hai| para sone kI IMTe usase sIdhI prApta nahIM hotii| kitanI teja AMca meM se usa sone ke patthara ko gujaranA hotA hai ki jisakI kalpanA bhI nahIM kI jA sktii| yaha itanI teja AMca sahatA hai, isIlie miTTI meM se camakatA huA pIlA sonA bAhara nikala AtA hai| yadi sonA kahe-mujhe satAo mt| mujhe jalAo mt| kyA vaha kabhI sonA bana pAegA? vaha miTTI hI banA rhegaa| yadi sone ko sonA bananA hai, sone ke rUpa meM, camakate pIle rUpa meM use prakaTa honA hai to teja AMca se gujaranA hI hogaa| sone ko teja AMca se gujarane kA artha usakA satAnA nahIM hai| sArA prayatna usako camakAne ke lie hotA hai| uddezya bhinna hai| eka uddezya hotA hai camakAne kA aura eka uddezya hotA hai, satAne kaa| guru apane ziSya ko pratAr3anA detA hai, use miTAne ke lie nahIM, kintu use camakAne ke lie| miTAne kA uddezya hotA hai vahAM satAnA hotA hai aura jahAM camakAne kA uddezya hotA hai vahAM siddha karanA hotA hai| Asana isalie kie jAte haiM ki zarIra meM jame hue maila nikala jAeM, zarIra siddha ho jAe, zarIra sAdha liyA jaae| kucheka loga kahate haiM ki zvAsa phephar3oM meM pUrA pahuMcatA hI nhiiN| kaise pahuMce? bIca meM kitane avarodha paidA kara rakhe haiM? itane mala aura doSa jamA haiM ki zvAsa ko Age jAne kA avakAza hI nahIM mila paataa| yadi kisI vaidya ko cikitsA

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48 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM karanI par3e to kaI dinoM taka virecana denA par3e, taba peTa kI saphAI ho sakatI hai, jame hae maila nikala jAte haiN| phephar3e, peTa, nAr3I-saMsthAna sApha bhI ho jAeM, avarodha miTa jAeM to bhI sAdhaka kI dRSTi se itanA paryApta nahIM hai| sAdhaka ko aura adhika saphAI karanI hogii| cikitsA kI dRSTi meM mala sApha ho gayA, zarIra svastha ho gayA, kintu eka sAdhaka usase Age kI bAta socatA hai| vaha zarIrAvarodhaka mala ko hI sApha nahIM karatA, cetanA ke kSetra meM avarodha utpanna karane vAle maloM ko bhI sApha karatA hai| una maloM kI saphAI ke lie bhArI mAtrA meM virecana apekSita hotA hai| isa virecana meM aura zArIrika zuddhi ke lie prayukta virecana meM antara hotA hai| yaha virecana hai-Asana, prANAyAma, vyAyAma aadi| kAyazuddhi ke pAMca upAya haiM-kAyotsarga, Asana, baMdha, vyAyAma aura prANAyAma / ye pAMcoM zarIra kI pravRtti se jamane vAle maloM ko sApha karate haiN| kintu zarIra meM korA zarIra pravRtti kA hI mala nahIM jmtaa| usameM mala jamatA hai-bhAvanA, Asakti aura anta:karaNa ke dvaaraa| saMskAroM kA mala bhI jamatA hai| Aja parIkSaNa kie jA cuke haiM ki vicAroM ke viSa hamAre nAkhUnoM aura zarIra ke vibhinna avayavoM meM jamA hote haiN| ve anyAnya virecana yA kAyotsargAdi upAyoM se sApha nahIM kiye jA skte| koI bhI DaoNkTara yA vaidya bhI inakI dhulAI nahIM kara sktaa| inakI dhulAI hotI hai-nissaMgatA ke dvArA, anAsakti ke dvArA aura vicAroM ke snehIkaraNa ke dvaaraa| kAyazuddhi kA yaha chaThA upAya hai| jahAM zarIra meM itanI gandagI bharI par3I hai, vahAM usako zuddha kiye binA, zarIra ko sAdhe binA, kyA hamArA lakSya pUrA ho sakegA? kyA hama caitanya vikAsa kI dizA meM Age bar3ha sakeMge? kabhI saMbhava nahIM hai| svAsthya kA eka mahatvapUrNa upAya hai-rIr3ha kA lacIlA honaa| jisakI pRSTharajju lacIlA nahIM hotI vaha na zArIrika dRSTi se svastha hotA hai aura na mAnasika dRSTi se svastha hotA hai| Aja ke vyaktiyoM kI rIr3ha lacIlI nahIM hai aura ho bhI kaise sakatI hai? becArI ko bhojana bhI nahIM miltaa| yadi peTa ko pUrA bhojana nahIM milatA hai to peTa lar3AkU hai, vaha apanA sAmAna juTA letA hai| jo cupa rahatA hai, vaha upekSita hotA hai| saMbhava hai isalie lar3AkUvRtti kA vikAsa huaa| binA lar3e kAma nahIM clegaa| lar3o, lar3o aura lar3ate rho| kucha logoM kA yaha vicAra hI hai ki duniyA kA niyama hai-saMgharSa, lar3AI / isIlie sAmAjika cetanA ke kSetra meM kAma karane vAle logoM ne kahA-saMgharSa hamAre jIvana kA niyama hai| aneka samAjazAstriyoM ne, vikAsavAdiyoM ne aura drutasaMcAravAdiyoM ne bhI isI kA samarthana kiyaa| sacamuca

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zArIrika anuzAsana ke sUtra unhoMne sacAI kA udghATana kiyaa| duniyA kI prakRti hai ki binA lar3e kAma nahIM cltaa| isIlie yaha kahAvata bhI pracalita ho gaI - 'binA roe mAM bhI stanapAna nahIM kraatii|' jaba baccA rotA hai, tabhI mAM usa ora dhyAna detI hai / baccA zAMta soyA rahe to mAM kA dhyAna usa ora jAtA hI nahIM / lar3ane kI bAta anivArya ho gii| peTa lar3AkU hai / pAcana-saMsthAna lar3AkU hai, AMteM lar3AkU haiN| eka hI upavAsa meM dina ke tAre dikhane laga jAte haiN| bar3I kaThinAiyAM paidA ho jAtI haiM / kintu hRdaya, gurde, mastiSka, rIr3ha kI haDDI- ye AkrAmaka nahIM haiM, lar3AkU nahIM haiN| ina para hama dhyAna hI nahIM dete| isIlie aneka mala jamA hote cale jAte haiN| hamAre zarIra meM rIr3ha kI haDDI kA bahuta mahattva hai| sAre snAyu isameM se gujarate haiM, cAhe ve snAyu Upara se nIce yA nIce se Upara jAte hoM, ye saba isameM se gujarate haiN| yaha eka aisA mArga hai jo sabako niyantrita karatA hai| jo vyakti rIr3ha kI haDDI ko nahIM sAdha letA vaha sAdhanA ke kSetra meM bahuta saphala nahIM ho sakatA / jisakI rIr3ha kI haDDI lacIlI nahIM hai vaha mAnasika dRSTi se adhika vikasita nahIM ho sakatA aura zArIrika dRSTi se bhI vaha svastha nahIM ho sakatA / ar3akana honA, darda honA Adi saba isI ke pariNAma haiM / isIlie eka kuzala DaoNkTara sabase pahale isa bAta ko dekhatA hai ki rIr3ha kI haDDI kaisI hai? 1 Aja eka cikitsA paddhati pracalita hai, isakA nAma hai 'oNsTiopethI / ' usameM rIr3ha kI haDDI ke AdhAra para pUre zarIra kI cikitsA kI jAtI hai / dekhA jAtA hai ki rIr3ha kI haDDI meM kahAM kharAbI hai ? kyA AdamI ne kabhI rIr3ha kI haDDI ko lacIlA banAne kA prayAsa kiyA hai? kyA kabhI vaha use poSaNa detA hai? kabhI nahIM / isa ora usakA dhyAna hI nahIM jAtA / ko rIr3ha kI haDDI ko lacIlA karane kA upAya hai- Asana / Asana ke dvArA usako rakta milatA hai / Asana ke dvArA usako mAliza milatI hai| ye donoM use lacIlI banAte haiN| halAsana, arddhamatsyendrAsana Adi AsanoM ke dvArA rIr3ha kI haDDI pUrA rakta mila jAtA hai aura usakI acchI mAliza ho jAtI hai / vaha lacIlI hai / usakI zakti bar3hatI hai| rIr3ha kI haDDI lacIlI hotI hai to mana bhI lacIlA hotA hai aura zarIra bhI lacIlA hotA hai / kintu AdamI ina upAyoM ko kAma meM nahIM letA / davAI meM jitanA vizvAsa hai, utanA vizvAsa ina AsanoM meM nahIM hai / yahI kAraNa hai ki vaha sadA bImAra hI banA rahatA hai / 49 yaha prajJA-pradIpa dhyAna-sAdhanA kA kendra hai / dUsare zabdoM meM kahUM to yaha AdamI ke vibhinna dardoM ke prakaTa hone kA kendra hai| AdamI vibhinna prakAra ke doSoM kA bhaNDAra hai / vaha yahAM AtA hai / sAdhanA karatA hai / doSa ubharate haiM, ukhar3ate haiM /

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM zarIra meM aneka sthAnoM para doSa dardarUpa meM prakaTa hote haiN| eka anubhavI saMnyAsI thaa| usake pAsa eka ziSya aayaa| ziSya ne prasanna hokara kahA-lo, yaha tela detA hUM, yaha camatkArI tela hai| ise zarIra meM cupar3a lenaa| zarIra siddha ho jaaegaa| saMnyAsI calA gyaa| usane zarIra para tela cupar3a liyaa| bhakta loga Ate haiM aura ziSya ke zarIra ko dekhakara dUra se hI bhAga jAte haiN| eka dina bItA do dina bIte, tIna dina biite| usane socA, yaha kyA ho gayA? saikar3oM bhakta Ate, baiThate, pravacana sunate, aba dUra se hI bhAga jAte haiN| yaha kyoM? vaha apane guru ke pAsa gayA aura bolA-gurudeva ! yaha kaise parivartana A gayA bhaktajanoM meM? koI pAsa AtA hI nhiiN| guru ne kahA-ina dinoM tumane koI prayoga kiyA thA? ziSya bolA-koI prayoga nahIM kiyaa| eka saMnyAsI AyA thaa| usane tela diyA thaa| maiMne usako zarIra para cupar3a liyA thaa| basa, itanA hI kiyA thaa| guru ne usakA zarIra sUMghA aura sUMghakara kahA- are gajaba kara diyA tumane! vaha sudarzana tela thaa| usako lagAne se zarIra pAradarzI ho jAtA hai aura mana kA pratibimba usameM nikhara AtA hai| terA mana abhI sadhA nahIM hai| usameM aneka doSa haiN| vaha vikRta hai, gandA hai| itane dina taka vaha DhakA par3A thaa| koI use jAna nahIM pAtA thaa| isa tela ke prabhAva se terA anta:karaNa zarIra meM pratibimbita ho gyaa| bhakta AtA hai, dekhatA hai aura socatA hai-jinheM hama praNAma karate haiM, bhagavAna mAnate haiM, virakta mAnate haiM, ve hRdaya se itane gaMde haiM, mana se itane vikRta haiM, to hama inheM kaise praNAma kareM? kaise inakI bhakti kreN| ve dekhate hI bhAga jAte haiN| ziSya ! ise utaaro| tumhAre lie to tiloM kA yA sarasoM kA tela hI lAbhadAyaka hai| yaha sudarzana tela kI kathA hai| prajJA-pradIpa bhI sudarzana tela kA kAma kara rahA hai| jo loga yahAM sAdhanA karane Ate haiM, unake doSa prakaTa hote haiN| bhItara meM jo kucha ekatrita kara rakhA hai, vaha bAhara AtA hai| jaba doSa bAhara nikalanA cAhate haiM, taba AdamI ghabarA jAtA hai| vaha.zikAyatoM se bhara jAtA hai| vaha kahatA hai-maiM sAdhanA karane yahAM AyA thA, parantu pairoM kA darda bar3ha gyaa| kamara meM darda ho gyaa| gardana dukhane lgii| peTa bhI ThIka nahIM hai| maiM samajhatA hUM, pragaTa honA acchA hai| doSoM kA apanayana lAbhadAyaka hai| isase zarIra sadhatA hai| kArya-siddhi kA yahI upAya hai| sAdhanAkAla meM jo kucha kiyA jAtA hai vaha zarIra ko satAne ke lie nahIM, kintu zarIra ko sAdhane ke lie kiyA jAtA hai| zarIra ko sAdhane meM kaSTa avazya hI hotA hai, para sAdhanA kA prayojana kaSTa pahuMcAnA nahIM hai| AdamI bImAra hotA hai| vaha davAI letA hai| kyA davA lenA kaSTakara nahIM hotA? bahuta kaSTadAyI hotA hai| injekzana laga gayA Adhe minaTa meM, para usakA darda pAMca dina taka bhI nahIM

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zArIrika anuzAsana ke sUtra mitttaa| darda hotA hai, jvara A jAtA hai aura kabhI-kabhI paka jAtA hai| aisI sthiti meM usa rogI ko bhaMyakara kaSTa se gujaranA hotA hai| iMjekzana satAtA hai, parantu kyA iMjekzana zarIra ko satAne ke lie diyA jAtA hai? nhiiN| usakA uddezya satAnA nahIM hai, roga miTAnA hai| kyA Aparezana zarIra ko satAne ke lie kie jAte haiM? nhiiN| zarIra ko kaSTa avazya hI hotA hai, para Aparezana kA uddezya satAnA. nahIM ho sktaa| jahAM bImArI ko, doSa ko miTAne kI bAta prApta hai vahAM kaSTa kI bAta bhI prasaMgopAta hai, use alaga-thalaga nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| ____ maiM usa bhAI kI bAta ko svIkAra karatA huuN| phira zarIra kI siddhi meM zarIra ko satAne kI bAta A sakatI hai, kintu satAne ke lie nahIM satAyA jA rahA hai, apitu bImArI ko miTAne ke lie yA zarIra ko sAdhane ke lie kiyA jA rahA hai, kaSTa bhI ho sakatA hai aura satAne jaisI bhASA bhI ho sakatI hai| kAyasiddhi meM Asana, prANAyAma, baMdha Adi sAre upAya upAdeya haiN| kintu ina saba meM mahattvapUrNa hai, nissaMgatA kA pryog| zarIra bhAnumatI kA piTArA hai| yadi koI AdamI apanA pUrA jIvana lagA de phira bhI vaha pUre zarIra ko nahIM samajha pAtA / bahuta pecIdA hai zarIra taMtra / zarIra para camar3I dikhAI detI hai| korA raMga aura rUpa dikhAI detA hai| camar3I itanI hI nahIM hai| isakI racanA ko dekheN| isake eka varga seMTImITara meM do lAkha kozikAeM haiN| hamArI camar3I meM pasInA nikAlane vAlI do lAkha granthiyAM haiN| camar3I kA pUrA vivaraNa par3hane para lagatA hai ki camar3I kA yaha kArakhAnA bahuta vizAla aura pecIdA hai| maiM korI camar3I ke viSaya kI bAta kara rahA huuN| bahuta lambI-carcA hai| zarIra ko sAdhane ke lie nissaMgatA-anAsakti bahuta jarUrI hai| Asakti ke dvArA zarIra meM aneka doSa Ate haiN| jaba-jaba hamAre mana meM mUrchA ke bhAva jAgate haiM, Asakti jAgatI hai taba zarIra kA kaNa-kaNa mala se bhara jAtA hai| bar3I dayanIya sthiti bana jAtI hai| AdamI samajha hI nahIM paataa| vaha mala anAsakti ke dvArA hI ghulatA hai| zarIra-prekSA, kAyotsarga, nissaMgatA-ye sAre prayoga cetanA ke prati jAgane ke prayoga haiN| dhyAna kA artha zUnyatA nahIM hai| dhyAna kA artha hotA hai cetanA ke prati jAganA aura phira usakA sAkSAtkAra krnaa| dhyAna ke do aMga haiM-jAganA aura phira usakA sAkSAtkAra krnaa| pahale jAganA hotA hai| aura jaise-jaise jAgRti kA abhyAsa bar3hatA hai, vaha paripakva hotA hai taba sAkSAtkAra kI bAta AtI hai| zvAsa kA sAkSAtkAra, zarIra kA sAkSAtkAra, zarIra ke avayavoM kA sAkSAtkAra aura hote-hote eka dina AtA hai ki cetanA kA sAkSAtkAra ho jAtA hai|

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52 maiM kucha usa bhAI kA tarka ThIka hai ki zarIra gaMdA hai / vaha bAhara ke padArthoM se bhI gaMdA hai aura Asakti ke dvArA jamane vAle maloM se bhI gandA banatA hai / usa gandagI ko sAfa karane ke lie zarIra - prekSA bahuta bar3A sAdhana hai| hama yaha nahIM kaha sakate haiM ki zarIra gandA hI hai yA zarIra gandA nahIM hai / zarIra gandA hai, yaha bhI saca hai aura zarIra zuddha hai, yaha bhI saca hai / yadi zarIra korA gaMdA hotA to prekSA- dhyAna meM zarIra ko dekhane kI bAta nahIM hotI / zarIra gaMdA na ho to usakI saphAI kI bAta bhI prApta nahIM hotI / donoM kathana sApekSa haiM 1 1 honA cAhatA hUM guru jA rahe the| sAtha meM dasa-bIsa ziSya the / guru ko pyAsa lagI / ziSya daur3A-daur3A gyaa| pAnI bhara laayaa| guru ne dekhA, kahA, are, itanA gandA pAnI ! ziSya bolA- ThahareM, dasa miniTa bAda sApha pAnI le aauuNgaa| dasa miniTa bIte / sApha pAnI le aae| guru bole- are, pahale itanA gaMdA pAnI aura aba itanA sApha pAnI ! ziSya bolA - mahArAja ! nadI se pahale gAr3iyoM kA samUha gujarA thaa| pAnI gudalA gayA thaa| aba vaha pAnI dhIre-dhIre sApha huA hai, nitara gayA hai / sArA mala nIce jama gayA hai| guru ne kahA- hamArI bhI yahI sthiti hai / jaba Asakti kI gAr3iyAM gujaratI haiM taba cetanA gandI ho jAtI hai / jaba Asakti miTatI hai taba cetanA zuddha ho jAtI hai, nirmala ho jAtI hai / cetanA hI nirmala nahIM hotI, sAtha-sAtha zarIra bhI nirmala hotA hai / do dRSTikoNa haiM, eka hai zarIra ko satAnA aura dUsarA hai zarIra ko sAdhanA / eka hai zarIra kA gandA honA aura eka hai zarIra kA nirmala honA / yadi hamArA dRSTikoNa badala jAe, cazmA badala jAe to phira gaMde zarIra ko chor3akara pavitra cetanA kI dizA meM prasthAna ho sakatA hai| yadi dRSTikoNa badala jAe to zarIra ko satAne kI bAta chor3akara, kAyA ko sAdhane kI dizA meM prasthAna ho sakatA hai / yaha haiM hamArI kAyasiddhi kA upAya aura prayojana /

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vAcika anuzAsana ke sUtra darzana ke eka vidyArthI ne pUchA-hamAre jagat meM sabase jyAdA mUlyavAna kyA hai? kyA cetanA kA mUlya sabase adhika nahIM hai? maiM samajhatA hUM usakA mUlya sabase adhika hai, kyoMki sAre mUlya usI ke dvArA prasthApitaM hote haiN| cetanA kA jagat hai, isalie mUlya haiM saare| yadi cetanA na ho to koI mUlya ho nahIM sktaa| ___ maiM do kSaNa mauna rhaa| usakI vAka se sahamata hone meM bhI mujhe kaThinAI kA anubhava ho rahA thA aura asahamata hone meM bhI kaThinAI kA anubhava ho rahA thaa| kabhI-kabhI aise prazna sAmane Ate haiM ki unako svIkAra karanA bhI kaThina hotA hai aura asvIkAra karanA bhI kaThina hotA hai| maiMne kahA-maiM tumhArI prastAvanA se pUrNarUpeNa sahamata bhI nahIM hUM aura asahamata bhI nahIM huuN| isameM koI saMdeha nahIM hai ki cetanA bahuta mUlyavAna hai| hama sAre mUlyoM kI carcA cetanA ke AdhAra para hI karate haiN| jar3a jagat meM mUlyoM kI carcA kabhI nahIM hotii| jAnate hI nahIM, mUlyoM kI kyA carcA kareMge? mUlyoM kA jJAna hI nahIM hai to usakI carcA kaise hogI? avacetana jagat meM kisI mUlya kI prasthApanA nahIM hotI, mUlyoM kA koI siddhAMta nahIM hotA, mUlyoM kI koI carcA nahIM hotii| ye sAre siddhAMta banate haiM cetanA ke jagat meN| isalie cetanA ko sarvopari mUlya diyA jAe, yaha tarka-saMgata hai| kintu sarvAMgINa dRSTikoNa se dekhane para lagegA ki yaha bAta tarka-saMgata hote hue bhI truTipUrNa hai| cetanA mUka hotI hai| usake pAsa vANI nahIM hotii| cetanA apane taka sImita hai| usakA vistAra nahIM hotaa| cetanA kA sArA jagat choTA hai| usameM vistAra nahIM hai| duniyA kA sArA vistAra vANI ke mAdhyama se huA hai| yadi vANI na ho to hamArI duniyA simaTa jaae| yadi bhASA na ho, zabda na ho to vistAra kI bAta hI nahIM ho sktii| duniyA simaTa jAtI hai| phira korA vyakti bacegA, samAja nahIM banegA, saMbaMdha nahIM bnegaa| samAja kA vistAra aura saMbaMdhoM kA vistAra vANI ke mAdhyama se hotA hai| isalie maiM mAnatA hUM ki hamArI duniyA meM sabase adhika mUlyavAna hai vaannii| samUcI duniyA vANI ke dvArA nirmita hai| kucheka dArzanikoM ne yaha prasthApanA kI ki saMsAra zabda se utpanna huA hai| prArambha meM zabda paidA huA aura zabda se sArI sRSTi kA nirmANa huaa| mujhe lagatA hai ki yaha kathana vAstavikatA para AdhArita hai| sRSTi kA vistAra vAk se hotA hai, vANI se hotA hai| yadi vANI nahIM hotI to eka AdamI kisI dUsare AdamI ke sAtha saMbaMdha sthApita nahIM kara paataa|

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54 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM koI mAdhyama hI nahIM bntaa| na smRti hotI, na kalpanA hotI aura na cintana hotaa| jJAna ke tIna pahalU haiM-smRti, kalpanA aura cintn| ye tInoM vANI ke Azrita haiN| mana aura vANI ko alaga karanA samajha meM nahIM aataa| kyA vAstava meM mana aura vANI do haiM? jaina AcAryoM ne isa prazna para bahuta gaharAI se vicAra kiyA hai| unhoMne kahA-eka sthiti meM mana aura bhASA do nahIM rahate, eka bana jAte haiN| Aja ke manovaijJAnika bhI isI bhASA meM socate haiM ki mana aura bhASA ko sarvathA pRthak nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| mana kA kAma hai-smRti karanA, kalpanA karanA, cintana karanA, manana krnaa| kyA koI aisI smRti hai jisameM bhASA kA sAtha na ho? kyA koI aisI kalpanA hotI hai jisameM bhASA aura zabda na ho? kyA koI aisA cintana hotA hai jisameM bhASA yA zabda kA upayoga na ho? bhASA se gupta koI smRti nahIM ho sktii| bhASA se gupta koI kalpanA nahIM ho sktii| bhASA se gupta koI cintana nahIM ho sktaa| smRti, kalpanA aura cintana tInoM ke lie zabda caahie| binA zabda ke ve lagar3e haiM, cala hI nahIM skte| to phira mana aura vANI yA bhASA yA zabda ko alaga karane kI sImA kahAM hai? mujhe lagatA hai ki yaha bAta hameM sImA kA bodha karAyegA ki bhASA ko mUka mana kahA jA sakatA hai aura mana ko mukhara bhASA kahA jA sakatA hai| jaba mana mukhara hotA hai, bolane lagatA hai, taba mana kA nAma bhASA ho jAtA hai aura bhASA jaba mUka banatI hai, taba mana kA nAma bhASA ho jAtA hai| kitanA hI bar3A jJAnI ho, atIndriyadraSTA ho, yadi unake pAsa bhASA nahIM hai to vaha duniyA ke kAma kA nahIM hotaa| kevalajJAnI aura avadhijJAnI bhI bhASA ke abhAva meM anupayogI bana jAte haiN| kevalajJAnI bhI mUka ho sakatA hai| vaha jAnatA saba kucha hai para batA nahIM sktaa| vaha duniyA ke lie anupayogI hotA hai| muni ke lie eka vizeSaNa hai-'tinnANaM tArayANaM'-muni svayaM taratA hai aura dUsaroM ko tAratA hai| vaha svayaM apanI samasyAoM kA pAra pAtA hai aura dUsaroM ko bhI samasyAoM se pAra pahuMcAtA hai| yaha saba bhASA ke mAdhyama se hI saMbhava ho sakatA hai| bhASA ke binA aisA nahIM ho sktaa| bhASA ke abhAva meM vaha svayaM taira sakatA hai, dUsaroM ko nahIM tairA sktaa| 'tinnANaM tArayANaM' vAlI bAta bhASA ke AdhAra para hI saphala hotI hai| duniyA meM tIna prakAra ke loga haiN| eka bAdazAha thaa| usako eka naukara kI jarUrata thii| parIkSaNa ke lie aneka logoM ko bulaayaa| jaba AdamI rakhanA thA to parIkSaNa jarUrI thaa| kyoMki AdamI bahuta kAma dene vAlA hotA hai to AdamI bahuta khataranAka bhI hotA hai| koI khataranAka AdamI na A jAe isalie parIkSA jarUrI thii| upasthita logoM meM se

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vAcika anuzAsana ke sUtra 55 bAdazAha ne tIna vyaktiyoM ko cunA / zeSa ko vidAI de dI / bAdazAha ne tInoM vyaktiyoM ko sAmane khar3A kara kahA- batAo, ittaphAka se merI dAr3I meM aura tumhArI dAr3hI meM eka sAtha Aga laga jAe to tuma kyA karoge ? pahalA tatkAla bola uThA- hujUra! ApakI dAr3hI kI Aga tatkAla bujhA duuNgaa| merI dAr3hI kI Aga kI cintA hI nahIM kruuNgaa| dUsarA bolA - jahAMpanAha! pahale maiM apanI dAr3hI kI Aga bujhAUMgA aura phira ApakI dAr3hI kI cintA kruuNgaa|' tIsarA bolA- 'hajUra ! eka hAtha se ApakI dAr3hI kI Aga bujhAUMgA aura dUsare hAtha se apanI dAr3hI kI Aga bujhAUMgA / ' bAdazAha ne tInoM vyaktiyoM ke uttara sunakara kahA - 'pahalA AdamI avyAvahArika hai| duniyA meM aisA koI bhI AdamI nahIM hotA jo kaThina samaya Ane para apanI bAta na socakara dUsare kI bAta socatA ho / apanI hita - cintA na kara dUsare kI hita - cintA karatA ho / vaha vyakti sarvathA avyAvahArika hai / jo vyakti avyAvahArika bAta karatA hai, vaha hamezA dhokhA detA hai / ajJAnI vyakti sadA avyAvahArika bAta karatA hai / vaha aisI bAta karatA hai ki sAmane vAle ko lubhA letA hai, kintu use dhokhA detA hai / ' 1 'dUsarA AdamI svArthI hai| svArthI AdamI kisI kA bhalA nahIM krtaa| vaha khudagaraja hotA hai / vaha sadA apanI hI bAta socatA hai, apanA hI bhalA karatA hai / dUsare kI bAta ko vaha soca hI nahIM sktaa| vaha AdamI bhI khataranAka hotA hai / ' 'tIsarA AdamI vyAvahArika hai / vaha vyavahAra kI bAta karatA hai, sacAI kI bAta karatA hai / vaha na avyAvahArika hai aura na svArthI / vaha vyavahAra ke dharAtala para jItA hai / ' bAdazAha ne usa tIsare vyakti ko naukarI de dii| donoM ko vidA kara diyA / jo AdamI apanI bhalAI karanA jAnatA hai aura sAtha-sAtha dUsare kI bhalAI karanA bhI jAnatA hai vaha vyAvahArika hotA hai / yaha vyavahAra kI bAta hotI hai / hamArI duniyA meM yahI vyavahAra calatA hai 1 bhASA bhI eka aisA mAdhyama hai jisake dvArA apanI bhI bhalAI ho sakatI hai aura dUsare kI bhI bhalAI ho sakatI hai| bhASA meM bhalAI niSpAdana karane kI zakti hai to usameM burAI karane kI zakti bhI hai| donoM ora vaha samAnarUpa se calatI hai| bhASA meM jo kSamatA hai, bhASA ke dvArA jo saMpAdita hotA hai, vaha na mana ke dvAra hotA hai aura na zarIra ke dvArA hotA hai| isalie bhASA kA mUlya sabase adhika hai 1 hamAre jIvana- taMtra ke tIna sAdhana haiM-mana, vANI aura zarIra / sabase pahale

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56 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM hai mana / yaha cetanA ko bhItara se lAtA hai| usake bAda hai vANI aura phira hai shriir| yaha hai jIvana kI siimaa| hamArA sArA AcAra aura vicAra inakI sImAoM meM nirdhArita hotA hai| phira cAhe AcAra aura vicAra acchA ho yA buraa| koI burA vicAra mana meM ubharA aura mana taka hI sImita rahA to vyavahAra meM vaha alAbhaprada nahIM bntaa| mana meM AyA ki usa vyakti ko do-cAra lAta mArUM, cAMTe jamAUM yA usakA galA ghoTa duuN| yaha vicAra AyA, mana taka rahA to koI bAta nhiiN| AyA aura calA gayA, bhItara praveza nahIM ho sakA kintu jaba vahI vicAra bhASA meM A jAe to kyA hotA hai, saba usako jAnate haiN| AcaraNa kI sImA Age bar3ha gii| vyavahAra Age bar3ha gyaa| roSa paidA ho gayA, Akroza paidA ho gayA aura sAmane vAle vyakti kI bhRkuTi tana gii| bAta yadi bhASA taka hI sImita hotI hai, to kevala tanAva kI sthiti banatI hai| jaba vahI bAta kAyA meM utara AtI hai taba sthiti aura gaMbhIra bana jAtI hai| hAtha uTha jAtA hai| cAMTe jar3a die jAte haiN| lAteM mAra dI jAtI haiM / saMgharSa prArambha ho jAtA hai| mana kI eka sImA hai| vANI kI eka sImA hai| zarIra kI eka sImA hai| hamAre sAre AcaraNa aura vyavahAra-ina sImAoM meM calate haiN| isIlie sabase pahalA sthAna mana ko diyA gyaa| koI bAta mana meM Ae, saMyama kro| use mana taka hI sImita rkho| mana meM koI burI bAta na Ae, acchI bAta hai| para mana meM A jAe to use mana taka rkho| bAhara mata Ane do| yadi yaha sIkha liyA jAtA hai to bahuta sArI samasyAoM kA samAdhAna ho jAtA hai| jaba AdamI isa sImA se Age bar3hatA hai to vaha bAta usake vaza meM nahIM rahatI, vaha duniyA kI bAta ho jAtI hai| jaba taka mana kI bAta mana meM rahatI hai taba taka vaha vyaktigata bAta banI rahatI hai| para jaba mana kI bAta bhASA meM utara AtI hai taba vaha sAmAjika bana jAtI hai, vaiyaktika nahIM rhtii| vyakti aura samAja kI yahI sImA hai| jaba AcaraNa mana kI sImA taka hotA hai, vaha vaiyaktika hotA hai| vaha vyaktigata sImA hai| mana se bAhara jaba AcaraNa aura vyavahAra hotA hai vahAM vyakti kI sImA samApta ho jAtI hai| vahI samAja kA Adi-bindu bana jAtA hai| samAja kA Arambha vacana se hotA hai| vacana kI bAta zarIra para calI jAtI hai to isakA aura adhika vistAra ho jAtA hai| vANI eka aisI zakti hai jo eka ora mana kA pratinidhitva karatI hai to dUsarI ora zarIra ko uchAlatI hai| AdamI kisI se lar3atA hai to vANI ke dvArA lar3atA hai| AdamI kisI se prema karatA hai to vANI ke dvArA karatA hai| AdamI kisI ko apanA banAtA hai to vANI ke dvArA hI banAtA hai| AdamI kisI ko virodhI banAtA hai to vANI ke dvArA hI banAtA hai| vANI kI bahuta bar3I zakti hai| muMha se eka bAta nikalatI hai aura

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57 vAcika anuzAsana ke sUtra sAmane vAle vyakti ko jo cAhe so banA detI hai| __aMgreja pAnI meM DUba rahA thaa| eka bhAratIya ne dekhaa| usake mana meM karuNA jaagii| vaha tairanA jAnatA thaa| vaha pAnI meM kUdA aura aMgreja ko bacA liyaa| taTa para Akara aMgreja ne kRtajJatA kA bhAva prakaTa karate hue kahA-thaikyU / bacAne vAlA anapar3ha thaa| vaha samajhA nhiiN| usane samajhA-kaha rahA hai pheMka do| usane aMgreja ko uThAkara puna: pAnI meM pheMka diyaa| bolA-maiMne hI nikAlA aura mujhe hI kaha rahA hai pheMka do| yaha sArA vANI kA camatkAra thA, zabda kA camatkAra thA aura kucha nhiiN| nikAlane vAlA bhI vahI thA, pheMkane vAlA bhI vahI thaa| karuNA gAyaba ho gaI usake mana se| mana meM Akroza jAga gyaa| karuNA kA sthAna krUratA ne le liyaa| aMgreja pAnI meM tar3apatA rhaa| vaha taTa para khar3A use tar3apate dekhatA rhaa| isa duniyA meM vANI ke dvArA kyA-kyA nahIM hotaa| sArA itihAsa vANI para AdhArita hai| sArA jJAna vANI meM nibaddha hokara pustakoM meM prApta hai| jo kucha milatA hai, vaha sArA vANI ke dvArA milatA hai| vANI ke sAtha tIna zaktiyAM kAma karatI haiM: 0 eka hai vANI kI apanI shkti| 0 eka hai bhAvanA kI shkti| 0 eka hai vANI ke dvArA paidA hone vAlI taMraga kI shkti| ye tInoM zaktiyAM haiN| sabake pRSThabhUmi meM rahatI hai bhAvanA kI zakti / vANI ke sAtha bhAvanA kA bahuta bar3A saMbaMdha hai| jisa bhAvanA se jo vANI nikalatI hai vaisA hI kArya hone laga jAtA hai aura vaisI hI taMraga paidA hone laga jAtI hai| bhAvanA ke binA vANI ko samajhA hI nahIM jA sktaa| AdamI apanI bhAvanA se bhI bAta ko pakar3atA hai aura kahane vAle kI bhAvanA se bhI bAta samajha meM A jAtI hai| bhAvanA hai sUkSma vaannii| bhAvanA sabase adhika kAma karatI hai| jitane manovaijJAnika parivartana haiM, saba bhAvanAtmaka vANI ke dvArA hote haiN| bhAvanA zabdoM ke mAdhyama se AtI hai| bhAvanA zabdAtIta nahIM hotii| mana meM usakA eka AkAra banatA hai| vaha zabda kA hI AkAra hotA hai| eka bur3hiyA sira para gaTharI lie jA rahI thii| eka AdamI ghor3e para car3hakara jA rahA thaa| usane bur3hiyA ko dekhaa| mana meM dayA jaagii| usane kahA-mAM! maiM tumhAre gAMva hI jA rahA hUM / lAo, gaTharI ghor3e para rakha do| Age maiM ThaharUMgA, vahAM le lenaa| bur3hiyA ne gaTharI de dii| kucha dUra jAkara ghur3asavAra rukaa| bur3hiyA bhI pahuMca gii| pAnI piiyaa| bur3hiyA bolI-bhAI! aba tuma jAo, ghor3A bhI thaka gayA hai| gaTharI de do| bar3I kRpA kI, itanI dUra gaTharI le aae| ghur3asavAra ne gaTharI bur3hiyA

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM ko de dii| ghur3asavAra Age bar3ha gyaa| usake mana meM AyA maiM bhUla kara baitthaa| bur3hiyA kI gaTharI bhArI-bhArI thii| usameM kucha mAla avazya thaa| yadi maiM usa gaTharI ko lekara Age bar3ha jAtA to bur3hiyA kyA kara pAtI? maiMne bar3I mUrkhatA kii| AyA huA mAla vyartha hI lauTA diyaa| vaha vahIM ruka gyaa| itane meM hI bur3hiyA bhI dhIre-dhIre vahAM pahuMca gii| ghur3asavAra bolA-mAM ! thaka gaI hogii| lAo gaTharI do| Age ruka jaauuNgaa| bur3hiyA bolI-nahIM, aba gaTharI nahIM duuNgii| jo tumheM kaha gayA, vaha mujhe bhI kaha gyaa| bur3hiyA jAna gaI ki aba ghur3asavAra ke mana meM dhokhA dene kI bhAvanA A gii| ___ bhAvanA kI zakti prasaraNazIla hotI hai| bhAvanA hamArI sUkSma bhASA hai| yaha sUkSma vANI hai| eka vyakti ke mana meM jo bhAva yA bhASA banatI hai, sAmane vAle vyakti ke mana meM usakI pratikriyA bhASA meM bana jAtI hai| yaha aisA jAnA-pahacAnA manovaijJAnika satya hai jise koI ulaTa nahIM sktaa| vaha anyathA nahIM ho sktaa| eka vyakti kisI ke bAre meM acche vicAra karatA hai, acchI bhAvanA karatA hai, sAmane vAle meM apane Apa acche vicAra A jAte haiM, acchI bhAvanA A jAtI hai| burA vicAra karatA hai to sAmane vAle ke mana meM usake prati apriyatA kI bhAvanA jAne-anajAne paidA ho jAtI hai| vANI kI eka zakti hai bhAvanA aura dUsarI zakti hai uccaarnn| uccAraNa ke AdhAra para hI samUce maMtra-zAstra kA vikAsa huA hai| bhAvanA aura uccAraNa ke AdhAra para hI maMtra-zakti kA vikAsa hotA hai| taMraga kA siddhAMta bhI isake sAtha jur3atA hai| Aja vANI para Adhunika khojeM huI haiM, maMtrazAstrIya khojeM huI haiN| ina khojoM meM tInoM zaktiyoM kI bAta nirNIta huI haiN| tInoM bAteM jur3I huI milatI haiN| pahalI bAta hai bhaavnaa| dUsarI bAta hai uccAraNa aura tIsarI bAta hai uccAraNa ke dvArA utpanna vANI kI shkti| uccAraNa ke sAtha-sAtha taraMga paidA hotI hai| eka zabda kA uccAraNa hotA hai aura alphA-taraMga paidA ho jAtI hai| eka zabda kA uccAraNa hotA hai aura theTA-taMrageM paidA ho jAtI haiM, beTA taraMgeM paidA ho jAtI haiN| ina taraMgoM ke AdhAra para maMtroM kI kasauTI kI jAtI hai| 'om' kA uccAraNa hotA hai, alphA-taraMgeM paidA hotI haiM aura mastiSka rileksa ho jAtA hai, zithila ho jAtA hai| jaise-jaise mastiSka kI zithilatA bar3hatI hai, alphA-taraMgeM paidA hotI calI jAtI haiN| zithilana ke lie yaha bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa prakriyA hai| jitane bhI bIja-maMtra haiM unase bhinna-bhinna taMrageM utpanna hotI haiM aura ve mastiSka ko prabhAvita karatI haiN| bIjAkSara haiM-a, si, A, u, sA, aha~, om, hI, zrI, kliiN| ye sAre bIjamaMtra haiN|

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vAcika anuzAsana ke sUtra 52 inase utpanna taraMgeM granthisaMsthAna ko prabhAvita karatI haiM, anta:srAvI graMnthiyoM ke srAva ko saMtulita karatI hai| granthiyoM kA srAva 'i' ke uccAraNa se saMtulita ho jAtA hai| mastiSka asta-vyasta hotA hai| eka zabda kA japa zurU hotA hai aura mastiSka vyavasthita ho jAtA hai| dhyAna ke sAtha-sAtha japa kA bhI vizeSa prayoga cala sakatA hai| usase zAMti kI taMrageM utpanna hotI haiM, ekAgratA kA vikAsa hotA hai| kucheka akSaroM kA jApa ThaMDaka paidA karatA hai aura kucheka akSaroM kA jApa garmI paidA karatI hai| eka hajAra bAra "ra'' kA uccAraNa kreN| tApamAna bar3ha jaaegaa| "ra'' bIjAkSara hai| usake paramANu aisI taMrageM paidA karate haiM jo tApakAraka hotI haiN| isI prakAra ThaMDa paidA karane vAle bIjAkSara bhI haiN| AkarSaNa aura vazIkaraNa karane vAle bIjAkSara haiN| inase bhinna-bhinna prakAra kI taMrageM utpanna hotI haiM aura apanA prabhAva DAlatI haiN| taMragoM kA prabhAva Aja chupA huA nahIM hai| Aja yaha pramANita ho cukA hai| hamArI sArI duniyA taraMgoM kI duniyA hai| yahAM jo kucha bhI ho rahA hai, vaha sArA taraMgoM ke dvArA ho rahA hai| cintana kI taraMga, bhASA kI taraMga, zarIra se nirantara nikalane vAlI taraMga Adi-Adi aneka prakAra kI taraMgeM haiN| yaha duniyA nAnA prakAra kI UmiyoM aura taraMgoM se Akula-vyAkula hai| saba kucha taraMgamaya hai| taraMgAtIta kucha bhI nahIM hai| taraMgAtIta vahI ho sakatA hai jo bhASAtIta ho jAtA hai, bhASA se pare calA jAtA hai| jo vyakti bhASAtIta, vikalpAtIta aura cintanAtIta nahIM hotA vaha kabhI taraMgAtIta nahIM ho sktaa| dhyAna kA prayoga taraMgAtIta jagat kA anubhava karane ke lie karate haiN| kintu taraMgoM ke jagat se pare jAnA, gurutvAkarSaNa ko tor3akara antarikSa meM jAnA koI sAdhAraNa bAta nahIM hai, bahuta hI kaThina bAta hai| manuSya puruSArthI hai| usameM asIma manobala hai| usameM asIma saMkalpa hai| usakI cetanA prabala hai| usane gurutvAkarSaNa ko bhI bedha DAlA hai| vaha gurutvAkarSaNa kI sImA ko pAra kara antarikSa yAtrA karane meM pUrNa saphala huA hai| jaba koI vyakti vaijJAnika paddhati ke AdhAra para antarikSa kI yAtrA kara sakatA hai to dhyAna ke dvArA taraMgAtIta cetanA kA anubhava kyoM nahIM kara sakatA? aisA saMbhava hai| yaha kiyA jA sakatA hai| prazna hai vANI kI zakti kA vikAsa kaise ho? jaba taka vANI kI azuddhi nahIM miTatI, usake mala-doSa samApta nahIM hote, taba taka vANI kI zuddhi nahIM ho sktii| usakI azuddhi ko miTAne kA eka upAya hai-'pralambanAdAbhyAsAd vAkzuddhiH'-pralaMba nAda ke abhyAsa se vAkyazuddhi hotI hai| dhvani pralaMba hai| mana ke sAtha, bhAvanA ke sAtha saMbaMdha sthApita karane ke lie pralaMbanAda kA abhyAsa mahattvapUrNa

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__ maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM hotA hai| yaha uccAraNa kA eka prakAra hai| uccAraNa aneka prakAra ke hote haiM-udAtta, anudAtta, svarita, hrasva, dIrgha pluta aadi| maMtrazAstra meM hasvoccAraNa kA eka prakAra kA lAbha hotA hai, dIrghoccAraNa kA dUsare prakAra kA lAbha hotA hai aura pluta uccAraNa kA bhinna prakAra kA lAbha hotA hai| uccAraNa jitanA lambA hotA hai, UrjA usI ke anupAta meM nirmita hotI hai aura mana ke sAtha usakA saMbaMdha sthApita hotA hai| arham aura om kA lambA uccAraNa hotA hai| sAmaveda meM aneka prakAra kI uccAraNa-paddhatiyoM kA mahatvapUrNa ullekha hai| uccAraNa ke AdhAra para eka-eka maMtra kI hajAra-hajAra zAkhAeM ho jAtI haiN| bahuta sAre loga japa karate haiN| ve kahate haiM, itane varSa ho gae, japa se kucha nahIM huaa| kaise ho? niSpatti kaise mile? jaba taka maMtra-zabda ke uccAraNa kA rahasya hAtha meM nahIM AtA taba taka maMtra arthavAna nahIM hotA, zaktizAlI nahIM bntaa| guru ke binA uccAraNa-bheda se hone vAle parivartanoM ko nahIM jAnatA, vaha dUsaroM ko kyA batA sakatA hai? eka hI zabda uccAraNa bheda se pacAsoM pariNAma lA detA hai| om ke aneka prakAra ke uccAraNa haiN| eka prakAra kA uccAraNa eka kAma karatA hai aura usI zabda kA dUsare prakAra kA uccAraNa dUsarA kAma karatA hai| usakI pratikriyA badala jaaegii| pariNAma badala jaaegaa| bhASA ke uccAraNa kA bahuta mahatva hai| maMtrazAstra meM zabda ke uccAraNa ko prAthamikatA dI gayI hai| lAbhadAyI maMtra bhI galata uccAraNa ke kAraNa alAbhaprada bana jAtA hai| prAcIna jaina sAhitya meM uccAraNa ke aneka doSa batalAe haiM-jaM vAiddha vaccAmeliyaM hINakkhariyaM accakkhariyaM payahINaM jogahINaM ghosahINaM .......... / maMtra kA uccAraNa karate samaya maMtrAkSaroM ko kama bhI na boleM, adhika bhI na boleM eka dUsare meM milAkara na boleN| jahAM virAma lenA ho vahAM virAma leN| eka pada ke dUsare meM na milaaeN| zabdoM ke yoga kA dhyAna rkheN| ghoSa kA pUrA vicAra rakheM ucita zabda para ucita virAma na lene ke kAraNa artha kA anartha ho jAtA hai| sAre artha kA parivartana ho jAtA hai| jaba uccAraNa ke sAre doSa miTa jAte haiM taba vArNa bhI zuddha hotI hai| zabdAnuzAsana kA kathana hai-jo zabda kA zuddha uccAraNa karata hai vaha svarga meM calA jAtA hai, zabda usake lie kAmadhenu bana jAtA hai| dagdhAkSara kI bAta bahuta pracalita hai| yaha bhI uccAraNa yA racanApaddhati ka hI eka doSa hai| isase sArI bhAvanA hI badala jAtI hai| jIvana kA vRtta badala jAta hai| nAgaura zahara meM eka sevaka rahatA thaa| vaha kavitA likhatA thaa| eka racanA ve anta meM usane apane sthAna kA nAma likhaa| saMyogavaza likhate samaya usane 'nArga

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vAcika anuzAsana ke sUtra rame' aisA likha diyaa| use likhanA thA-'nAgaura meM' aura likha diyA 'nAgo rame' aisA yoga banA ki vaha usa racanA ke bAda kucha hI mahInoM meM pAgala ho gayA aura naMgA ghUmane lagA (nAgo rame' kA yahI artha hai)| vANI aura zabdoM kA saMyojana aura uccAraNa hamArI bhAvanA ko prabhAvita karatA hai| zabdoM kI zakti, bhAvanA kI zakti aura uccAraNa kI zakti ina tInoM ko samajhanA bahuta Avazyaka hai| yahI vANI-zuddhi kI prakriyA hai| pralamba nAda isI kA eka saMketa hai| vAkzuddhi kA dUsarA upAya hai-satya kA AlaMbana / uccAraNa kA viveka kara liyA, taraMgoM ko bhI samajha liyA, kintu usake pIche bhAvanA kA jo bala hai vaha yadi asat hai, asatya hai to saba kucha bigar3a jaaegaa| yadi hama Aja kI samasyAoM kA vizleSaNa kareM to pratIta hogA ki unake mUla meM asatya kA bahuta bar3A hAtha hai| isalie sArI samasyAeM jaTila hotI jA rahI haiN| Apa soceMge, asatya ke binA samAja kA vyavahAra hI nahIM cala sktaa| sArI rAjanIti, kUTanIti ke AdhAra para calatI hai| kUTanIti kA AdhAra hai-asatya / samAja kA choTe se choTA vyavahAra aura bar3e se bar3A vyavahAra asatya ke AdhAra para calatA hai| eka AdamI jhUTha bolatA hai, baca jAtA hai, satya bolatA hai, mArA jAtA hai| jaja ne aparAdhI se kahA-'tuma nyAyAlaya meM khar3e ho| saca-saca kahanA, jhUTha mata khnaa| acchA batAo, jhUTha bolane se kahAM jAoge aura saca bolane se kahAM jAoge?' ____ 'jaja sAhaba! jAnatA huuN| jhUTha bolane se naraka meM jAUMgA aura saca bolane se jela meM jaauuNgaa|' Aja pratyeka AdamI ke mana meM yaha AsthA baiTha gaI hai ki samAja meM saca bolane kA artha hai--ApadAoM ko nimantraNa denA, kaThinAiyoM meM phNsnaa| jo jhUTha bolane meM mAhira hotA hai vaha bar3e se bar3A aparAdha karake bhI baca jAtA hai| jo vyakti vAk-catura hotA hai, jhUTha ko chipAnA jAnatA hai, vaha saphala ho jAtA hai| jo saca bolatA hai vaha buddhU hotA hai, pAgala hotA hai, mUrkha hotA hai-yaha Aja kI AsthA hai isI AsthA ke kAraNa sArA vyavahAra gar3abar3A gayA hai| hama cAhate haiM ki anyAya miTe, anAcAra miTe, atyAcAra miTe, ImAnadArI aura prAmANikatA Aye, satya kA vikAsa ho| para yaha kaise ho? mUla ko hI kATA jA rahA hai| mUla meM hI bhUla hai, phira yaha saba kaise ho? __ bhagavAna mahAvIra ne satya kA sundara dRSTikoNa prastuta kiyaa| unhoMne kahA-satya vahI hai jahAM kAyA kI saralatA hai, bhAvoM kI saralatA hai, vANI kI saralatA

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62 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM hai aura avisaMvAditA hai / avisaMvAditA kA artha hai- visaMgatiyoM se pare ho jaanaa| eka dina eka bAta kahanA aura dUsare dina dUsarI bAta kahanA - yaha visaMvAda hai / satya vaha hotA hai jo avisaMvAdI hotA hai| dasa varSa pUrva jo bAta kahI vahI bAta pacAsa varSa bAda khegaa| vANI meM visaMvAditA nahIM hogI / kintu Aja bhAva bhI Ter3hA hai, vacana bhI Ter3hA hai aura jIvana ke paga-paga para visaMvAditA hai / isa sthiti meM vANI kI zakti kaise prApta ho ? vAkzuddhi kaise ho ? jisa vyakti kI vAk -zuddhi ho jAtI hai, usake muMha se nikalI huI bAta ko honA hI par3atA hai| vaha kathana anyathA nahIM hotA / vacanasiddhi kA sabase bar3A sAdhana haiM- satya / jo satyavAdI hotA hai usake kathana ko koI badala nahIM sktaa| usake kathana ko koI anyathA nahIM kara sakatA / usakI vANI kI taraMgoM meM, paramANuoM meM itanI zakti A jAtI hai ki prAkRtika ghaTanA ko vaise hI ghaTanA par3atA hai| eka vyakti meM satya kA, brahmacarya kA itanA bala hotA hai ki prakRti bhI usase prabhAvita hotI hai - bAdala hote haiM to bikhara jAte haiM aura nahIM ho to bana jAte haiN| RSirAya sAdhaka the / ve jaba bhI padavihAra karate AkAza meM bAdala maMDarAne laga jaate| Atapa maMda ho jaataa| vaha hotA hai| aura bhI na jAne kyA kyA ghaTita ho jAtA hai! satya kI zakti asIma hai / parantu Aja bacapana se hI yaha sIkha diyA jAtA hai ki saca bologe to mAre jAoge, jhUTha bologe to baca jAoge / jaba jIvana ko yaha maMtra milatA hai taba saca ko pratiSThita karane kA prazna hI nahIM uThatA / becArA satya kahAM, kaise pratiSThita ho ? vANI - zuddhi kA dUsarA upAya hai- satyaniSThA / jina logoM ne satya kI niSThA banAe rakhI, ve vilamba se bhale hI ho, Age bar3he haiN| yadi satya ke prati aTUTa niSThA hotI hai to usakA acchA pariNAma avazya AtA hai| prazna hai mUla niSThA kA / vaha banatI hI nahIM, banane se pahale hI mara jAtI hai / yadi vAstava meM satya kA prayoga ho to vANI meM bhI apArazakti A jAtI hai| isase vacanasiddhi hotI hai / kAyA kI zuddhi jarUrI hai / mana kI zuddhi jarUrI hai / kAyA aura mana donoM ke bIca meM baiThI hai hamArI sarasvatI - hamArI vAk devI / jaba taka vAk- zuddhi nahIM hotI taba taka kAyA bhI Ter3hI banI rahatI hai / vaha azuddha bana jAtI hai / mana bhI azuddha bana jAtA hai| isalie vAk devI kI, sarasvatI kI ArAdhanA sAdhaka ke lie bahuta jarUrI hai /

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mAnasika anuzAsana ke sUtra eka bhAI AyA / bahuta parezAna aura cintita / usake cehare se parezAnI Tapaka rahI thI / usakI AMkhoM meM nirAzA aura udAsI thii| aisA laga rahA thA ki usake prANa sUkhate jA rahe haiN| vaha kisI gaharI cintA se Akula-vyAkula ho rahA thaa| maiMne pUchA- aisI sthiti kyoM? kyA kisI Arthika jhaMjhaTa meM phaMsa gae ho| usane kahA- nahIM, Arthika kaThinAI kucha nahIM hai / bahuta saMpanna hUM / sArI sukha-suvidhAeM prApta hai| koI cintA nahIM hai / jitanA cAhatA hUM, usase adhika hI milatA hai maiMne kahA-kyA tuma pArivArika samasyAoM se AkrAnta ho ? I vaha bolA-nahIM, saubhAgya se mujhe aisA parivAra milA hai jo virala vyaktiyoM ko mila pAtA hai| sabhI merA bahuta sammAna karate haiN| sabhI merI AjJA kI pratikSA karate rahate haiN| eka ko bulAtA hUM, pAMca daur3e Ate haiN| parivAra kI ora se pUrNa nizcita huuN| itanA hI nahIM, mere pAsa rahane vAle naukara-cAkara bhI vinIta aura zramaniSTha haiN| maiMne pUchA- to phira parezAnI kA kyA kAraNa hai? usane nizvAsa chor3ate hue kahA- bAhara kI mujhe koI parezAnI nahIM hai / maiM apanI bhItarI parezAnI se vyathita hUM / bhItarI parezAnI yaha hai ki merA mana bahuta durbala ho gayA hai / vaha itanA becaina ho jAtA hai ki akAraNa hI maiM satAyA jAtA huuN| mana para merA koI niyantraNa nahIM hai / prAtaH kAla eka bAta socatA hUM, madhyAhna meM usako bhUlakara dUsarI bAta soca letA hUM aura sAyaM use bhI bhUlakara tIsarI bAta soca letA huuN| kisI bAta para mana dRr3ha nahIM rahatA / maiM samajha nahIM pAtA, yaha kaisI sthiti hai ? jAnatA hUM ki hiMsA bahuta burI hai / mana karatA hai ki aba maiM ahiMsaka rahUM / parantu jyoMhI hiMsA kI sthiti sAmane AtI hai, maiM hiMsA meM rata ho jAtA hUM, ahiMsA ko bhulA detA huuN| socatA hUM, gAlI nahIM dUMgA / loga kahate haiM, gAlI denA bahuta burA hai / gAlI dene se bacce bigar3a jAte haiM / ve bhI gAliyAM sIkha lete haiM / una para burA asara hotA hai / socatA hUM, gAlI nahIM denI caahie| kintu jaba uttejanA kA avasara AtA hai taba muMha se gAlI nikala hI jAtI hai / koI kAraNa nhiiN| pratidina bIsoM ghaTanAeM ghaTita hotI haiM / socatA hUM aisA nahIM karUMgA, samaya AtA hai aura vaisA hI kara detA hUM / maiM samajha nahIM pA rahA hUM ki mocane vAlA mana koI aura hai aura karane

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64 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM vAlA mana koI dUsarA hai| bhItara meM ye do bAteM hotI haiM / yaha saba kyA hai? sabase bar3I parezAnI yahI hai ki jo socatA hUM vaha kara nahIM paataa| saba kucha ulaTA hotA hai| isI se dina-rAta parezAnI meM rahatA huuN| ___ maiMne kahA-parezAna mata bno| yaha kevala tumhArI hI samasyA nahIM hai, pUrI mAnava-jAti kI samasyA hai| pratyeka manuSya kI yaha samasyA hai| manuSya kI hI nahIM, jisa kisI prANI meM mana kA vikAsa hai, vaha isa samasyA se AkrAnta hai| duniyA meM aisA eka bhI vyakti nahIM hai jo isa dvirUpa mana kI samasyA kA sAmanA na kara rahA ho| aisA karatA hai, yaha ThIka hai| para prazna hotA hai, kyA mana bhI do haiN| mana to eka hI hai| yadi mana eka hai to jisa mana se socA ki maiM amuka kArya nahIM karUMgA to usa mana ko vaha kAma nahIM karanA caahie| yadi mana eka hotA to AdamI kA socanA aura karanA eka hotaa| kintu usakA socanA aura karanA do hote haiM isalie yaha mAnanA hogA ki mana do haiN| aba btaaeN| kisa mana se laDUM, aura kisa mana kA niyantraNa karUM? kyA socane vAle mana se laDUM, usa para niyaMtraNa karUM? AdamI lar3ane kI bAta socatA hai, niyantraNa kI bAta socatA hai, parantu bahuta bAra aisA hotA hai ki jisa para niyaMtraNa karanA cAhatA hai, vaha to baca nikalatA hai aura jisa para niyantraNa nahIM honA cAhie vaha becArAM phaMsa jAtA hai| aparAdhI baca jAtA hai aura niraparAdhI pakar3a liyA jAtA hai| maiMne kahA-hamArA mana bilakula niraparAdha hai| usakA koI doSa nahIM hotaa| vaha to eka zakti hai| mana eka zakti hai, vacana eka zakti hai aura zarIra eka zakti hai| ye tIna zaktiyAM haiM, kArya ke sAdhana haiN| ye itane sazakta sAdhana haiM ki kisI bhAgyazAlI ko hI mila pAte haiN| tInoM mahAzaktiyAM haiN| kyA hama ina mahAzaktiyoM se lar3eM? kyA ina para niyantraNa karane kI bAta soceM? lar3ane aura niyantraNa karane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| ___ itanA mAyAjAla, itanA rahasyavAda ki kucha bhI samajha meM nahIM A rahA hai ki kyA ho rahA hai? mUla aparAdhI pakar3a meM nahIM A rahA hai aura jo sAmane A jAtA hai, use hI daMDita kiyA jA rahA hai| kucha aparAdhI kA patA hI nahIM cltaa| kucha aparAdhI sAmane hote haiM, ve jJAta ho jAte haiM ! mana koI doSa nahIM krtaa| vaha pavitra zakti hai| vaha hamAre tantra kA zaktizAlI avayava hai| hama usakA jaisA cAheM vaisA upayoga kara sakate haiN| kinta ajJAna ke kAraNa hama usa para niyantraNa karane kI bAta socate haiN| nirdoSI kA kaisA niyantraNa ? doSa kahIM aura hai| doSI koI aura hai| hamane kevala sthUla jagat ko samajhA hai| sthUla zarIra, sthUla vANI aura sthUla mana ko samajhA hai| kintu isa sthUla

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mAnasika anuzAsana ke sUtra ke pIche kitanA bar3A sUkSma jagat hai, isako samajhane kA prayatna hI nahIM kiyaa| prayatna karane para bhI samajha nahIM paae| yadi hama apane bhItara chipe hue virATa, sUkSma jagat ko samajha pAte to mana se lar3ane kI bAta AdamI ko upajatI hI nhiiN| sArA doSa sUkSma jagat se A rahA hai| sAre doSa bhAvanA se pravAhita ho rahe haiN| isa sthUla zarIra ke bhItara bahuta bar3A sUkSma jagat hai| vahAM se Ane vAlI bhAvanA kI dhArA mana ko kAma meM letI hai| mana becArA hai naukr| jaisA kAma sauMpA jAtA hai, vaisA vaha kara detA hai| naukara kitanA hI zaktizAlI ho, mAlika ke kahane ke anusAra use kAma karanA hI par3atA hai| kabhI-kabhI mana ko anacAhA kAma bhI karanA par3atA hai| doSa bhAvanA se A rahA hai| hama vahAM pahuMca nahIM pAte yA pahuMcanA nahIM cAhate aura mana se lar3ane kI bAta socate haiN| isakA pariNAma kyA hogA? hajAroM-varSoM se yA ananta kAla se AdamI se lar3atA rahA hai, para vaha Aja taka usako parAjita karane meM saphala nahIM huaa| jina logoM ne yaha jAna liyA ki mana ke sAtha lar3ane kA prayAsa vyartha hai, ve bhAvanA ke stara para, doSoM ko sudhArane meM saphala hae haiN| . AdamI kI Adata bar3I vicitra hotI hai| par3osI se duzmanI hotI hai| par3osI yadi zaktizAlI hotA hai to vaha apanA badalA nahIM le pAtA, kintu vaha par3osI kI gAya-bhaiMsa para lAThiyoM kA prahAra kara apanI duzmanI kA badalA lene kI koziza karatA hai| pUchane para kahatA hai, par3osI nahIM to usakI gAya-bhaiMsa hI shii| ye pazu bhI to usI ke haiN| hama bhI vaisA hI kara rahe haiN| bhAvanA taka pahuMca nahIM pAte to becAre mana ko hI daNDita karane laga jAte haiN| sAdhanA karane vAle vyakti ko isa parezAnI se bacanA caahie| use isa sacAI ko samajha lenA cAhie ki mana ke sAtha lar3anA vyartha hai| usake sAtha lar3ane kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| mana jo kare, use karane do| yadi lar3AI karanI hai to usase karo jo mana se yaha karavA rahA hai| usake sAtha lar3anA vyartha nahIM jaaegaa| usake sAtha bhI lar3anA nahIM hogA, usakA bhI pratirodha nahIM karanA hogA, para dUsarI paddhati se usa para niyantraNa karanA hogaa| bhAvanA, saMskAra aura vRttiyAM AtI haiM aura becAre mana para citra banAkara calI jAtI haiN| mana korA kAgaja hai, aura kucha bhI nahIM / citrakAritA kI parIkSA ho rahI thii| dasa-dasa, bAraha-bAraha varSa ke bacce parIkSArthI the| unako tIna citra banAne the| eka cUhe kA, dUsarA billI kA aura tIsarA kutte kaa| vidyArthiyoM ne tanmayatA ke sAtha citra banAe, unameM raMga bhre| parIkSA kA samaya samApta huaa| citrakAra adhyApaka eka-eka vidyArthI ke citroM ko

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66 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM parIkSaNa kara unako nambara de rahA thaa| eka vidyArthI ne korA kAgaja adhyApaka ke hAtha meM de diyaa| adhyApaka ne cir3hate hue kahA-yaha kyA! abhI taka eka bhI citra nahIM banA pAe? vidyArthI bolA-maiMne tInoM citra banAe the| kahAM hai citra ? pRSTha khAlI par3A hai-adhyApaka ne khaa| vidyArthI bolA-cUhA banAyA thA kintu billI use khA gii| are, billI kahAM hai? kuttA billI ko khA gyaa| acchA, to batAo, kuttA kahAM gayA? eka billI se usakA peTa nahIM bharA to vaha dusarI billI kI khoja meM calA gyaa| tInoM cale ge| merA kAgaja korA hI raha gyaa| yaha mana korA kAgaja hai| bhItara meM baiThA koI vidyArthI usa para cUhe kA citra banAtA hai to phira billI A jAtI hai, aura billI kA banAtA hai to kattA A jAtA hai aura kuttA bhI adhika samaya taka nahIM Tika paataa| vaha bhI kisI kI khoja meM calA jAtA hai| mana korA hI raha jAtA hai| citra banate jAte haiM aura miTate jAte haiN| hajAroM citra banate haiM aura cale jAte haiN| vaha anta meM rahatA hai korA kA koraa| aisI sthiti meM usa para citra banAne kA artha hI kyA hotA hai? usase lar3ane kA prayojana hI kyA hai? jisa para kucha bhI Tike nahIM, usase kyoM lar3A jAe? hameM usase lar3anA hai jahAM se ye sAre citra ubhara rahe haiN| kalpanA aura smRtiyoM ke citra, bhAvanAoM ke citra, bhalAI aura burAI ke citra-ye sAre citra bhItara se A rahe haiN| sAdhanA karane vAle vyakti ko parezAnI isalie nahIM hotI ki vaha sthUla jagat kI sImA meM nahIM jiitaa| loga pUchate haiM, jAnanA cAhate haiM ki kyA hamArA bhI koI sUkSma jagat hai? kyA hamArA koI sUkSma astitva hai? kyA isa duniyA se pare bhI koI duniyA hai? kyA marane ke bAda bhI kucha astitva rahatA hai? marane kI bAta kyoM socate ho? dUra jAne kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| tumhAre bhItara bahuta bar3I duniyA hai| marane ke bAda kyA hogA yaha prazna aura isakA uttara bhI tumhAre bhItara likhA huA hai| tuma bhItara kI duniyA ko dekho, sAre prazna samApta ho jaayeNge| AtmA aura paramAtmA ke prazna, pUrvajanma aura punarjanma ke prazna una logoM ne pUche jo sthUla zarIra kI sImA para simaTe rhe| jina logoM ne sthala zarIra kI sImA ko pAra kara diyA unake lie ye prazna samAhita ho jAte haiN| AtmA aura paramAtmA ko jAnane kA upAya sthUla zarIra aura mastiSka meM nahIM hai| yaha upAya zarIra aura mastiSka kI sImA se pare hai| jisane isa sImA ko pAra kara

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mAnasika anuzAsana ke sUtra liyA. usane saba kucha jAna liyaa| sImA meM Abaddha vyakti hajAroM-hajAroM upAyoM se bhI unheM nahIM jAna paataa| AvazyakatA hai, hama apanI vRttiyoM aura saMskAroM taka pahuMce, AsavoM taka phuNceN| hamAre bhItara Asrava haiM, jharane haiN| ve nirantara baha rahe haiN| ve itane bar3e srota haiM, jharane haiM ki kabhI sUkhate hI nhiiN| mithyAdRSTi kA jharanA hai, Asrava hai jo sabhI jharanoM ko pAnI saplAI karatA hai| eka Asrava hai-avirati / mahAna Asrava aura vizAla jhrnaa| isake kAraNa naI-naI AkAMkSAeM paidA ho rahI haiM aura mana ko vaha AkAMkSA kA pAnI nirantara mila rahA hai| usa pAnI se vaha sadA harA-bharA rahatA haiN| pramAda kA eka jharanA hai| vaha bhI choTA nahIM hai, bahuta bar3A hai| isake kAraNa AdamI sotA rahatA hai, jAgatA hI nhiiN| yaha mahAnidrA kabhI miTatI hI nhiiN| yaha sthUla zarIra becArA dina meM sAta-ATha ghaNTe sotA hogA, kintu pramAda kI nIMda caubIsa ghaMTA banI kI banI rahatI hai| nIMda TUTate hI nahIM, AMkheM khulatI hI nhiiN| kaSAya kA Asrava, jharanA bhI vizAla hai| usakA pravAha cAroM dizAoM meM phailatA hai| ahaMkAra, kapaTa, lAlaca, ghRNA, IrSyA, rAga-dveSa, priyatA-apriyatA usake upajIvI choTe-choTe jharane haiN| ye vividha prakAra ke jharane bhItara meM baha rahe haiN| saba jharanoM kA pAnI becAre mana para giratA hai aura vahAM se dUsaroM taka pahuMcatA hai| jo kucha AtA hai isa pAnI ke sAtha bahatA huA AtA hai| caMcalatA bhI isI pAnI ke sAtha AtI hai| yaha pAnI sArI gaMdagiyoM ko ekatrita kara lAtA hai aura becAre mana kI dhArA se, mana kI praNAlikA se hokara gujaratA hai| logoM ko yaha bhItara ke jharane dikhAI nahIM dete| mana kI nAlI. mana kI praNAlikA sabako dikhAI detI hai, aura loga socate haiM ki yaha sArI gandagI mana se hI A rahI hai| becAre mana ko doSI honA par3atA hai, usakI nalikA ko doSI honA par3atA hai| nAlI kA aparAdha hI kyA hai? nagara meM bahane vAlI gaMdI nAliyoM kA aparAdha kyA hai? unameM gandagI kahAM se AtI hai? kyA nAlI gandagI ko paidA karatI hai? nahIM, gandagI AtI hai gharoM se, phaikTariyoM se aura anyAnya audyogika saMsthAnoM se| parantu 'gandI' kA vizleSaNa nAlI ke sAtha hI jur3atA hai| are, nAlI gaMdI kaisI? vaha to sApha hai| jahAM se gaMdagI AtI hai, usakA upacAra hama nahIM jaante| hama nAlI ko sApha karane meM hI vizvAsa karate haiN| vaha sApha hotI hI nhiiN| gaMdagI kA srota Upara se nirantara baha rahA hai| jaba taka usakI saphAI yA usakA nirodha nahIM hogA. gandagI kabhI miTegI nhiiN| hama loga hamezA nAlI ko sApha karane kI bAta socate jA rahe haiM aura samasyA se parezAna hote jA rahe haiN| isa prakAra samasyA kA samAdhAna nahIM hogaa| Age se saphAI karate raheM aura pIche se gandagI kA pravAha satata cAlU rahe to usa saphAI kA koI artha nahIM hogA, saphAI vyartha hogii| yadi hama vAstava meM cAhate haiM ki saphAI ho to saphAI vahIM karanI hogI jahAM se gandagI A rahI hai|

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM prazna hai-kaise kareM? kyA kareM? sabase sarala upAya hai, gandagI ke una jharanoM ko baMda kara denA hogaa| AsravoM kA saMvara karanA hogaa| isameM mana kA sahArA le sakate haiN| isase mana kI zuddhi ho sakatI hai| jharanoM ko sukhAnA sabase pahalA upAya hai| dUsarA upAya hogA-mana kI nAlI ko banda kara denA jisase ki bhItara se jo Ae, vaha use svIkAra na kare, sambandha kaTa ho jaae| ye donoM upAya caleM to hamArI parezAnI kA anta hogA aura yaha prazna bhI samAhita ho jAegA ki socatA kucha hUM aura hotA kucha hai, yaha kyoM? AdamI phira yaha zikAyata kabhI nahIM karegA ki prAta: eka bAta socatA hUM, madhyAha meM dUsarA bAta socatA hUM aura zAma ko tIsarI bAta socatA hUM aura karatA kucha aura hI huuN| yaha saba kaise ho? pahale hama bAhara se cleN| pahale hI hama bhItara ke jharanoM se sambandha-viccheda kara deN| gharoM se sambandha hI tor3a deM, jisase gharoM kI gandagI ina nAliyoM taka pahuMce hI nhiiN| isakA upAya yahI hai| duniyA meM koI bAta nirupAya nahIM hotii| ___ mana ko zuddha aura svaccha karane kA upAya hai-saMkalpa kI dRr3hatA aura ekaagrtaa| gaMdagI Ate-Ate yaha nAlI itanI gaMdI bana gayI, itanI jarjarita ho gaI ki usakI zakti dvINa ho gii| usakI tAkata ko bar3hAne kA ekamAtra upAya hai-saMkalpa ko dRr3ha bnaanaa| mana kalpanAzIla hai| vaha bahuta kalpanA karatA hai| vaha nirantara kalpanA karatA hI rahatA hai| parantu koI kalpanA TikatI nhiiN| AtI hai aura calI jAtI hai| kyoMki kalpanA karane vAle mana kI zakti kSINa ho gii| AdamI bAhara se bhI prabhAvita hotA hai aura bhItara se bhI prabhAvita hotA hai| hamArI sArI duniyA prabhAvoM kI duniyA hai| kahIM kabhI tUphAna AtA hai, bavaNDara uThatA hai; AMdhI AtI hai| yaha kevala hamArI pRthvI kI ghaTanA nahIM hai| Aja ke vaijJAnika, purAne jyotiSI, khagolazAstrI aura AkAzIya-piNDoM kA adhyayana karane vAle mahAmanISI vyakti isa sacAI ko jAnate haiM ki dUsare grahoM meM ghaTanA ghaTatI hai taba pRthvI para AMdhiyAM, bhayaMkara tUphAna Ate haiN| vahAM kI pratikriyA yahAM hotI hai| akAla hotA hai, avRSTi aura ativRSTi hotI hai-ye bhI pRthvI kI ghaTanAeM nahIM haiN| inake sAtha bhI AkAzIya ghaTanAeM jur3I hotI haiN| hamArI samUcI pRthvI na jAne kitane AkAzIya piNDoM kA prabhAvita kSetra hai! vahAM ke vikiraNa. vahAM kI razmiyAM yahAM AtI haiM aura prabhAva DAlatI haiN| kucha varSoM pUrva eka bAra rAjasthAna meM bahuta varSA huii| logoM ne anumAna lagAyA ki abhI-abhI rAjasthAna meM aNu-visphoTa kiyA gayA hai, usI kA pariNAma hai| kintu sacAI yaha nahIM thii| sacAI yaha thI ki usa varSa sUrya meM kucha visphoTa hue the| usakI kucha vizeSa sthiti banI thI, isalie yahAM ativRSTi

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mAnasika anuzAsana ke sUtra huI thii| hamArI yaha pRthvI AkAzIya cumbakIya tatvoM se jur3I huI hai| hamArA mana bhI AkAzIya aura pRthvI ke cumbakIya tattvoM se jur3A huA hai / na jAne kitane cumbaka hameM khIMca rahe haiM / na jAne kitane AkarSaNa A rahe haiN| DaoNkTara naivadya ne adhyayana kiyA ki manuSya ke mana para candramA kA kyA prabhAva hotA hai ? jyotiSa ke anusAra mana kI sthiti bhI vaisI hI hogI / isalie sambhavata: yaha kahAvata cala par3I ki 'apanA-apanA candramA dekho / ' dUja kA cAMda aura pUnama kA cAMda mana ko bahuta prabhAvita karatA hai| usa DAkTara ne aura bhI aneka tathya khoja nikAle / una tathyoM ke AdhAra para yaha sArI bAta samajha meM A jAtI hai| aSTamI ke upavAsa kI prathA kyoM calI ? caturdazI, pUrNimA aura amAvasyA ko upavAsa aura pauSadha karane kI prathA kyoM cala par3I? isakI vyAkhyA hamAre pAsa nahIM hai| kintu DAkTara naivadya ne yaha bAta sthApita kI ki ina dinoM meM candramA samudra meM tUphAna lAne vAlA hotA hai, aura vaha mana meM bhI tUphAna lAtA hai| yadi ina dinoM meM upavAsa kiyA jAtA hai, dharma- jAgarikA kI jAtI hai to tUphAna miTa jAte haiM aura mana zAMta rahatA hai / yaha pramANita ho cukA hai ki hamArA mana bAharI sthitiyoM se prabhAvita hotA hai / vaha kevala candramA se hI prabhAvita nahIM hotA, aneka ghaTanAoM tathA vyaktiyoM se bhI prabhAvita hotA hai / mana bahuta hI grahaNazIla hai| bAhara se hara ghaTanA ko letA hai aura prabhAvita ho jAtA hai / kisI ne gAlI dI, kisI ne prazaMsA kI to tatkAla prabhAvita ho jAtA hai / yaha to bAhara ke prabhAva kI bAta hai / bhItara meM na jAne kitanA - kyA bharA hai| bahuta bharA huA hai / pitA ne kahA- beTA! bAjAra meM jAo aura bhUsA le aao| vaha bolA- pitAjI! bAjAra meM jAne kI kyA jarUrata hai ? skUla meM mAsTara jI kaha rahe the- tumhAre dimAga meM to bahuta bhUsA bharA hai / pitAjI! Apa usI ko kAma meM le / bAhara se kyoM maMgA rahe haiM ? 69 pratyeka vyakti ke bhItara bahuta kucha bharA hai / usakA anta hI nahIM hai| mana ko prabhAvita karane vAle jharane bhItara meM itane haiM ki unakI gaNanA muzkila hotI hai / bAhara aura bhItara ke prabhAvoM se mana ko bacAnA, use svaccha rakhanA, bahuta bar3I samasyA hai / donoM se nipaTanA sarala, sahaja nahIM hai| sAdhaka ko isa doharI samasyA kA sAmanA karanA hI par3egA, anyathA manaH zuddhi asaMbhava hai / aura koI upAya nahIM hai 1 manaH zuddhi ke do upAya batalAeM haiM- saMkalpa kI dRr3hatA aura ekAgratA kA abhyAsa | AdamI kA saMkalpa nahIM hotA ata: vaha apane kArya meM saphala bhI nahIM hotA / vaha kalpanA karatA rahatA hai| kalpanA kA kahIM anta nahIM AtA / kalpanA

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70 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM ko saMkalpa meM badala do| vaha itanI zaktizAlI bana jAe ki vaha kavaca bana jAe, vajra-paMjara bana jaae| itanA hone para na bAhara kA prabhAva par3a sakatA hai aura na bhItara kA prabhAva par3a sakatA hai| donoM prabhAva Ate haiM. paraspara TakarA kara cale jAte haiN| apanA prabhAva nahIM de paate| jaba kavaca aura vajrapaMjara kA nirmANa ho jAtA hai taba bhItarI zaktiyoM kA yA bAharI zaktiyoM kA kitanA hI AkramaNa ho, bhItara meM kucha bhI prabhAva nahIM ho sktaa| prazna hotA hai ki saMkalpa ko dRr3ha banAne kA upAya kyA hai? isakA uttara hai ki ekAgratA ke abhyAsa se saMkalpa dRr3ha banatA hai| jaise-jaise ekAgratA kI zakti kA vikAsa hotA hai, saMkalpa-zakti dRr3ha hotI jAtI hai| zvAsa-prekSA ekAgratA kA abhyAsa hai| jisane zvAsa ko dekhanA prAraMbha kara diyA, usane mana kI zuddhi kA krama zurU kara diyaa| hama lar3anA nahIM jaante| lar3ane kI hamArI paddhati dUsarI hai| duniyA meM aisA eka bhI vyakti nahIM hai jisake mana meM vikalpa na Ae, bure vicAra na Ae, caMcalatA yA azuddhi na aae| bure vicAra yA vikalpa Ate hI sAdhaka nirAza ho jAtA hai aura socatA hai, yaha kyA? itane dinoM taka abhyAsa kiyA, kucha bhI phala nahIM milaa| ATha-dasa dina ho gae, do-cAra mahIne yA varSa do varSa ho gae dhyAna karate-karate, para vikalpoM kA tAMtA TUTatA hI nahIM, vaise hI unakA pravAha cala rahA hai| lagatA hai, dhyAna dhokhA hai| isameM koI sAra nahIM hai| Aja se dhyAna ko tilAMjali detA huuN| Age bar3hane kA yA vikalpa se chuTakArA pAne kA yaha nirAzAyukta vicAra upayukta nahIM hai| jaba taka bhItara kA khajAnA pUrA khAlI nahIM ho jAegA taba taka vikalpoM kA tAMtA kaise TUTa sakatA hai? itane bar3e bhaMDAra ko khAlI hone meM eka-do varSa to kyA, aneka varSa laga sakate haiN| kisI vyakti kA bhaMDAra yadi kama bharA hai to khAlI hone meM adhika samaya nahIM laga sktaa|| bure vicAroM yA vikalpoM se chuTTI pAne kA ekamAtra-mArga hai-dhyAna / jo vyakti ekAgratA kA abhyAsa karatA hai| usameM itanA antara jarUra A jAtA hai ki vaha Ane vAle vikalpoM meM ulajhatA nhiiN| vicAra yA vikalpa Ate haiM, vaha draSTAbhAva se unheM dekhatA hai| ve cale jAte haiN| bure vicAra AeM to Ane deM, prArambha meM unheM rokeM nhiiN| citta ko zvAsa para TikA deN| zvAsa ko dekhane laga jaaeN| idhara burA vicAra cala rahA hai, udhara zvAsa-darzana cala rahA hai| prArambha meM burA vicAra zaktizAlI hogA, zvAsa-darzana kamajora hogaa| jaise-jaise abhyAsa bar3hegA, draSTAbhAva kA vikAsa hogA taba vicAra-zUnyatA kI sthiti prApta ho jaaegii| bure vicAra

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mAnasika anuzAsana ke sUtra rAkSasoM ke sadRza haiN| ina rAkSasoM ke sAtha lar3ane se zakti kSINa hogii| ina rAkSasoM aura pretoM ko Ane deN| unakA virodha na kreN| Apa apanA kAma karate rheN| eka dina aisA AegA ki bare vicAra yA vikalpa rUpI rAkSasoM kI zakti kSINa ho jAegI aura ve becAre zakti-zUnyatA kA anubhava karane laga jaaeNge| isa prakriyA meM zvAsa-darzana zaktizAlI hotA jaaegaa| ve rAkSasa mara jAyeMge aura zvAsa-darzana ciraMjIvI banatA jaaegaa| hameM zvAsa-darzana kI prakriyA ko bhI sahI saMdarbha meM samajhanA hogaa| galata-vidhi nirAzA paidA karatI hai| vidhi-pUrvaka yadi zvAsa-darzana, caitanya-kendra darzana, zarIradarzana kiyA jAe to ekAgratA pRSTa hotI jAtI hai aura taba bhI bhItara meM ubharane vAlI vRttiyAM, caMcalatA, bure vicAra, bure bhAva ina saba kI zakti kSINa ho jAtI hai aura hamArI vidhAyaka zakti kA vikAsa hotA hai aura RNAtmaka yA niSedhAtmaka zakti kamajora ho jAtI hai| Apa dekheM, mana sabake pAsa hai| phira bhI eka vyakti acchA aura eka vyakti burA, yaha kyoM? eka ghaMTA hama acche vicAra karate haiM aura eka ghaMTA bure vicAra karate haiM, yaha kyoM? yaha antara kyoM? kAla aura vyakti kA yaha antara sUcita karatA hai ki mana kA koI doSa nahIM hai| hamane mana ko bhayaprUpha nahIM bnaayaa| usake saMkalpa aura ekAgratA ko hamane puSTa nahIM kiyaa| usakI zakti kA vikAsa nahIM kiyaa| sAdhanA ke tIna bala haiM-mana kA bala, vacana kA bala aura zarIra kA bl| jaise-jaise mana kA bala bar3hatA hai, zaktiyAM vikasita hotI jAtI haiM aura bAhara kA prabhAva kama hotA jAtA hai| ekAgratA aura saMkalpa-zakti kA vikAsa hone para 0 purAnI AdateM badalatI haiM, naI AdatoM kA nirmANa hotA hai| 0 purAnI AsthAeM badalatI haiM, naI AsthAeM janma letI haiN| 0 purAne saMskAra chUTate haiM, nae saMskAra nirmita hote haiN| jaise-jaise saMkalpa-zakti bar3hatI hai, vaise-vaise ekAgratA kA vikAsa hotA hai yA jaise-jaise ekAgratA bar3hatI hai, vaise-vaise saMkalpa-zakti kA vikAsa hotA hai| jaise-jaise saMkalpa zakti bar3hatI hai, vaise-vaise mana kI zakti kA vikAsa hotA hai| mana taba pUrNa surakSita ho jAtA hai usakA kavaca vajramaya bana jAtA hai, koI use tor3a nahIM sktaa| taba bAhara se bhI mana ko prabhAvita nahIM kiyA jA sakatA aura bhItara se bhI usako prabhAvita nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| mana una bhItarI jharanoM ko kaha detA hai-apanA pAnI aura kahIM se bhaayeN| aba maiM Apake pAnI ko svIkAra karane kI sthiti meM nahIM haiN| bAhara ke nimittoM ko bhI vaha asvIkRti de detA hai| taba vaha nizcinta hokara apanA kAma karane laga jAtA hai aura sAdhaka caitanya ke mahAsAgara meM DubakiyAM lete-lete nahIM aghaataa|

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sudhare vyakti samAja vyakti se eka vidyArthI ne kahA-maiM smRti kA vikAsa karanA cAhatA hUM, ekAgratA kA vikAsa karanA cAhatA hUM aura apanI kucheka AdatoM ko badalanA cAhatA huuN| kyA yaha saMbhava hai? maiMne kahA-isa duniyA meM asaMbhava bhI kucha nahIM hai aura saMbhava bhI kucha nahIM hai| donoM sApekSa kathana haiN| hara bAta saMbhava bana sakatI hai aura hara bAta asaMbhava bana sakatI hai| usane kahA-mujhe batAeM ki kyA mere liye ye saba saMbhava hai? maiMne pUchA-tuma yahAM kitane dina rahanA cAhate ho? usane kahA-Adhe ghaNTA kA samaya hai| isase adhika samaya nahIM hai| maiMne kahA-taba saba asaMbhava hai| yaha buddhi kA lekhA-jokhA nahIM hai ki eka prazna pUchA, uttara diyA, samAdhAna milA yA na milane para tarka Age bar3hA aura vaha bar3hatA hI calA gayA / yadi buddhi ke stara para ina praznoM kA tuma samAdhAna cAhate ho to maiM kahUMgA ki saba asaMbhava hai| yadi tuma prayoga ke AdhAra para kucha karanA cAhate ho, samaya lagAnA cAhate ho to tInoM bAteM saMbhava haiN| hamAre samAne sabase bar3A AyAma hai-buddhi kaa| hamane buddhi ko itanA atirikta mUlya de diyA hai ki hama mAnane laga gae-isa saMsAra meM buddhi se bar3hakara aura kucha bhI nahIM hai| vAstava meM buddhi kA itanA mahattva nahIM hai, itanA bar3A sthAna nahIM hai| kintu jaba choTe ko bar3A sthAna de diyA jAtA hai aura bar3e ko choTA sthAna de diyA jAtA hai to vahAM nAnA prakAra kI samasyAeM utpanna ho jAtI haiN| yadi hama Aja kI samasyAoM kA vizleSaNa kareM to hameM jJAta hogA ki aneka samasyAoM kA janma isalie huA hai ki hamane buddhi ko atirikta mUlya diyA hai| ____ Aja kA AdamI badalanA bhI buddhi ke stara para cAhatA hai| vaha smRti kA vikAsa bhI buddhi ke stara para cAhatA hai aura ekAgratA kA vikAsa bhI buddhi ke stara para cAhatA hai| prayoga ke stara para jo ghaTita ho sakatA hai, use buddhi ke stara para kaise ghaTita kiyA jA sakatA hai? yaha bilakula asaMbhava bAta hai| buddhi kA kAma hai vizleSaNa karanA, nirNaya karanA, tarka karanA aura saMdeha krnaa| jahAM kahIM buddhi kA vyAyAma hogA, vahAM sabase pahale saMdeha hogA-yaha kyoM ho rahA hai? aisA kyoM kahA jA rahA hai? kyA rahasya hai? buddhi ho aura saMdeha na ho, yaha asaMbhava hai| buddhi ko saMdeha karanA hI hotA hai| koI bhI rAjanItijJa vyakti sAmane vAle vyakti kI bAta para

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sudhare vyakti samAja vyakti se saMdeha na kare to vaha kuzala rAjanItijJa nahIM kahalA sktaa| vaha kuzala kUTanItijJa nahIM ho sktaa| kUTanItijJa kI kuzalatA isI meM hai ki vaha pratyeka bAta ko saMdeha kI dRSTi se dekhe, kisI para bharosA na kare aura yaha bAta janatA ke gale utAra sake ki virodhIpakSa vAloM kI bAteM nirAdhAra haiM, jhUThI haiN| unake zabdakoza meM 'vizvAsa' zabda hotA hI nhiiN| pitA-putra nIce khar3e the| pitA ne kahA-bacce! chata para jaao| baccA uchalatA-kUdatA chata para cddh'aa| pitA ne kahA-beTe! chata se kado, maiM apane hAthoM para tumheM jhela luuNgaa| beTA bolA-pitAjI ! kahIM jamIna para gira par3A to coTa lagegI, kUdane meM bhaya lagatA hai| pitA bolA-beTe! Dara mata / maiM nIce nahIM girane duuNgaa| hAthoM meM thAma luuNgaa| tuma bhaya ko mana se nikAla do| bacce ne pitA para vizvAsa kara chalAMga lagA dii| pitA ne pahale se hI hAtha pasAra rakhe the| jyoMhi bacce ne chalAMga lagAI pitA ne hAtha sameTa lie / baccA dhar3Ama se jamIna para giraa| coTa AI, para vaha baca gyaa| bacce ne rote hue kahA-pitAjI! yaha Apane kyA kiyA? pitA ne kahA-beTe! maiM tumheM eka mahattvapUrNa sIkha denA cAhatA thA, vaha Aja maiMne tumheM de dii| tuma nahIM jAna sake / maiM yaha sIkha denA cAhatA thA ki yaha duniyA bar3I vicitra hai| isameM bharosA apane bApa kA bhI nahIM karanA caahie| ___yaha duniyA vyavahAra para calane vAlI duniyA hai| yaha buddhi ke stara para calane vAlI duniyA hai, jahAM yaha pATha par3hAnA Avazyaka ho jAtA hai ki bharosA bApa kA bhI nahIM karanA caahie| buddhi kA kAma hai saMdeha paidA krnaa| saMdeha ke bAda tarka paidA hotA hai| saMdeha burA nahIM hai| tarka bhI burA nahIM hai| ye bure kaise ho sakate haiM? jaba hameM buddhi kI duniyA meM jInA hai to saMdeha karanA hogaa| yadi yahAM saMdeha nahIM kareMge to bahuta bar3A dhokhA ho sakatA hai aura tarka na ho to bhI dhokhA ho sakatA hai| tarka bahuta bar3A AdhAra hai| isa Alambana ke dvArA vyakti aneka samasyAoM se pAra pA jAtA hai| yadi tarka na ho to sabhI nyAyAlaya banda ho jaaeNge| nyAyAlayoM kA sArA kAma tarka ke AdhAra para calatA hai| jisakA tarka balavAna hotA hai vaha jhUTha hone para bhI jIta jAtA hai aura jisakA tarka lacIlA hotA hai vaha saccA hone para bhI hAra jAtA hai| nyAyAlaya kA AdhAra hai tarka, tarka aura trk| yadi tarka na ho to nyAyAlayoM ke daravAje banda ho jaaeNge| vibhinna sampradAyoM kA astitva tarka ke AdhAra para hI TikA huA hai| AtmA hai yA nahIM-yaha tarka ke AdhAra para cala rahA hai| Aja se nahIM, hajAroM-hajAroM varSoM se AtmA ko siddha karane ke lie tarka die jA rahe haiM aura AtmA ke astitva ko nakArane ke lie bhI tarka die jAte haiN| eka varga AtmA

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74 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM ko siddha karane ke lie daravAjA khaTakhaTA rahA hai to dUsarA varga usI niSThA aura parAkrama se AtmA ko asiddha karane ke lie daravAjA khaTakhaTA rahA hai| yaha cala rahA hai aura buddhi ke sAmrAjya meM yaha ananta kAla taka calatA rhegaa| yadi tarka na ho to sampradAya Tika nahIM skte| yadi tarka na ho to saMgharSa aura lar3AiyAM cala nahIM sktiiN| lar3AiyoM kA calanA jarUrI hotA hai| samAja ho aura lar3AI na ho to vaha kaisA samAja! lar3AiyoM ke AdhAra para bahuta sAre nikamme loga bhI kAma ke bana jAte haiN| ve lar3AI ke kAma meM laga jAte haiN| bahuta sAre loga lar3AiyoM ke AdhAra para apanI jIvikA calA rahe haiN| do vyaktiyoM ko Apasa meM bhir3A dete haiM aura apanI jIvikA kamA lete haiN| kucha loga kahate haiM-ina do kI lar3AI miTa sakatI hai, para bicaule miTAnA nahIM caahte| agara miTa jAe to unakI rojI-roTI banda ho jaae| isa AdhAra para hajAroM vakIla bekAra ho jAte haiN| yaha sArA tarka kA camatkAra hai| ise hama bekAra kaise mAne? buddhi kA krIr3A-prAMgaNa bahuta vizAla hai| jitane khilAr3I olampika meM ikaTThe nahIM hote unase hajAra gunA khilAr3I buddhi ke krIr3A-prAMgaNa meM ekatrita hote haiM aura khela khelate haiN| eka hotA hai guru aura eka hotA hai shissy| ziSya guru kA hotA hai| guru ko svIkAra karanA duniyA kA sabase bar3A svIkAra hai| manuSya apane mAtA-pitA aura patnI kI bAta ko ThukarA sakatA hai, kintu guru kI bAta ko ThukarAnA nahIM caahtaa| guru devatA hotA hai| guru ko brahmA, viSNu aura bhagavAna kahA gyaa| guru ko saba kucha kahA gyaa| aisI sthiti meM unakI bAta ko kaise ThukarAyA jA sakatA hai? parantu jaba tarka bIca meM AtA hai taba AdamI guru kI bAta ko bhI ThukarA detA hai| eka kahAnI hai| guru aura ziSya donoM so rahe the| varSA kA mausama thaa| guru ne karavaTa badalakara ziSya se kahA-bAhara jAkara dekho ki varSA A rahI hai yA ruka gaI hai? ziSya AlasI thii| uThane kI icchA nahIM thii| usane tarka kA prayoga karate hue kahA-gurudeva abhI-abhI yaha kuttA bAhara se AyA hai| Apa isake zarIra para hAtha phera kara dekha leN| yadi isakA zarIra bhIgA huA hai to varSA A rahI hai, yadi vaha sUkhA ho to varSA banda ho gaI hai| sarala upAya hai| thor3I dera bAda guru ne kahA-ziSya rAta bahuta calI gaI hai| nIMda nahIM le pA rahA huuN| dIye kA prakAza sIdhA muMha para par3a rahA hai| uTho, dIye ko bujhA do| ziSya bolA-gurudeva ! dIyA kyoM bujhAeM, Apa apane muMha para kapar3A or3ha le, prakAza nahIM dikhegA, nIMda A jaaegii|

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mudhare vyakti samAja vyakti se kucha samaya bItA, havA teja calane lgii| guru ne kahA-'are' uThakara daravAjA banda kara do| sardI ke mAre ThiThura rahA huuN|' ziSya ne sote-sote hI kahA-gurudeva / maiM daravAje se bahuta dUra soyA huA huuN| Apa pAsa meM hI haiN| pairoM se dhakkA deM, daravAje banda ho jaaeNge| guru ne vaisA hI kiyaa| para teja havA se phira daravAje khulane lge| guru ne kahA-ziSya! aba uThakara daravAje ke Agala lagA do| ziSya tar3Aka se bolA-tIna kAma maiMne kara die to eka kAma Apa hI kara deN| jaba tarka bIca meM AtA hai taba guru aura ziSya kI bAta bhI kahIM raha jAtI hai| sacamuca eka bahuta bar3A prazna hai| hama svayaM Atma-vizleSaNa kareM ki hamAre jIvana meM hara kSaNa tarka Ar3e rahatA hai| jahAM tarka AtA hai vahAM samasyA ulajha jAtI hai| tarka ke dvArA sambhavata: pAMca pratizata samasyAeM sulajha sakatI haiM, para paccAnaveM pratizata samasyAeM aura adhika ulajha jAtI haiN| vaha gAMTha ghulatI jAtI hai| vaha rezama kI gAMTha bana jAtI hai, jo kholane para bhI nahIM khultii| maiMne usa bhAI se kahA-tuma tarka ke AdhAra para yadi vaha kAma karanA cAhate ho to vaha asaMbhava hai| prayoga ke stara para Ao. anubhava ke stara para utaro, vaha bAta saMbhava ho jaaegii| AdamI badalanA cAhatA hai, sudharanA cAhatA hai, vikAsa karanA cAhatA hai, para yaha saba prazyoga kie binA nahIM ho sktaa| dhyAna kA jIvana prayoga kA jIvana hai| koI vyakti yadi buddhi ke stara para use samajhanA cAhe to vaha kabhI nahIM samajha skegaa| Aja taka jisa kisI vyakti ne dhyAna ko samajhA hai, use prayoga ke AdhAra para hI samajhA hai, jJAna ke AdhAra para nahIM, vivecanA ke AdhAra para nhiiN| zivirArthinI eka bahina ne abhI-abhI kahA-maiMne jIvana meM yaha kalpanA kabhI nahIM kI thI ki aisA Anandamaya jIvana bhI jIyA jA sakatA hai| jIvana kA aisA Anandamaya pakSa bhI hai| para maiMne prayoga kiyA aura usakA pratyakSata: anubhava kara liyaa| maiM pUchanA cAhatA hUM, kyA tarka ke AdhAra para yaha bAta samajhI jA sakatI hai? eka bhAI ne kahA-maiMne yaha kabhI nahIM samajhA thA ki merA itanA caMcala citta bhI kabhI ekAgra ho sakatA hai| kyA yaha bAta tarka ke AdhAra para samajhI jA sakatI hai, samajhAI jA sakatI hai! kabhI nahIM samajhI jA sktii| isako kevala prayoga ke stara para yA anubhava ke stara hI samajhA jA sakatA hai| apane Apako badalane kA, vyaktitva ke rUpAntaraNa kA aura AdatoM ke parivartana kA sabase bar3A upAya hai anubhava ke jagat meM praveza paanaa| yaha anubhava kA jagat hI dhyAna kA jagat hai aura yaha dhyAna kA jagat hI anubhava kA jagat hai| AdamI kyoM bigaDatA hai, kyoM sudharatA hai-isa para bhI hama vimarza kreN|

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM bigar3ane ke kAraNa bhI bhItara maujUda haiM aura sudharane ke hetu bhI bhItara meM hotA hai / AdamI burA hotA hai bhItara ke kAraNoM se aura acchA bhI hotA hai bhItara ke kAraNoM se| bAharI kAraNoM se na bigar3atA hai aura na sudharatA hai| hameM bhItara praveza kara una kAraNoM ko khojanA hogaa| zarIra meM aneka granthiyAM haiM, ve manuSya ko banAne - bigAr3ane meM bahuta kAma karatI haiN| eka zarIra - zAstrI jAnatA hai ki vyakti ke nirmANa meM aura dhvaMsa meM granthiyoM kA kitanA bar3A hAtha hotA hai? vaha jAnatA hai ki inameM nAr3I saMsthAna kA kyA dAyitva hotA hai? jaba taka hama ina saba para dhyAna nahIM deMge taba taka sudharane - sudhArane kI samasyA kA samAdhAna nahIM hogA / roma meM ghaTita eka ghaTanA hai| dasa varSa kA eka bAlaka aparAdhI bana gyaa| aparAdha karanA usakA svabhAva jaisA bana gayA / pacAsa varSa taka usane aneka aparAdha kie / cAlIsa bAra jela gyaa| yAtanAeM sahIM / para vaha aparAdha ko chor3a nahIM skaa| usake aparAdha - vRtti ke kAraNoM kI khojeM prArambha huiiN| aneka vaijJAnika saMglana hue| usase pUchatAcha prArambha huii| eka vaijJAnika ne pUchA- kyA tumheM kabhI coTa AI ? usane kahA- eka bAra kAra kA eksIDenTa ho gayA thA / kanapaTI ke pAsa coTa AI thI / vaijJAnika ne usakI kanapaTI kA eksare liyaa| usase jJAta huA ki kanapaTI ke pAsa eka nAr3I meM kucha phaMsA huA hai| oNparezana kiyaa| usa nAr3I meM kAMca kA sUkSma Tukar3A phaMsA huA thaa| vaha jaba bhI avarodha paidA karatA, usa vyakti meM aparAdha kI bhAvanA ubharatI, aura vaha koI-na-koI aparAdha kara letaa| usa Tukar3e ko nikAla diyA gyaa| usakI aparAdha - vRtti samApta ho gii| vaha eka sabhya vyakti kI ginatI meM A gyaa| 76 hamAre zarIra meM kanapaTI kA bhAga mahattvapUrNa hai / kanapaTI ke pAsa smRti kendra bhare par3e haiM / jo kanapaTI ko samajha letA hai vaha smRti kA kAphI vikAsa kara letA hai I bhItara kI khoja se bahuta sAre aparAdha naSTa ho jAte haiM. 1 Aja rogI ko kahA jAtA hai - tuma manovaijJAnika jAMca kraao| aparAdhI ko kahA jAtA hai - tuma kisI manovaijJAnika ke pAsa jAkara mUla kAraNa kI khoja karAo / manovaijJAnika khoja AdhyAtmika khoja hai, bhItara kI khoja hai / manovaijJAnika bAharI khoja ko itanA mahattva nahIM detA / vaha bhItara kI khoja ko mahattva detA hai / manovaijJAnika khoja pUrI bhItarI khoja kI prakriyA hai / pAzcAtya dezoM meM rogoM kI DAkTarI jAMca ke sAtha manovaijJAnika jAMca bhI kI jAtI hai / aneka bImAriyAM zArIrika nahIM hotI. ve mAnasika hotI haiM, parantu zarIra meM abhivyakta hone ke kAraNa unheM zArIrika bImAriyAM mAna liyA jAtA hai|

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sudhare vyakti samAja vyakti se aura usI AdhAra para unakI cikitsA kI jAtI hai / para upacAra phalaprada nahIM hotA / roga nahIM miTatA / manovaijJAnika upacAra hotA hai aura vaha roga zAMta ho jAtA hai| dhyAna kI prakriyA bhItarI khoja kI prakriyA hai / zarIra prekSA karane vAlA sAdhaka jaba paira se sira taka eka-eka avayava kI prekSA karatA hai taba vaha bhItara kI gaharAI taka pahuMca jAtA hai| vaha bAharI khoja nahIM krtaa| vaha bhItarI khoja karatA hai / usa samaya prANazakti kA aisA pravAha hotA hai ki zarIra ke avayavoM ke avarodha miTa jAte haiN| asaMtulita prANazakti saMtulita ho jAtI hai, vidyut kA pravAha saMtulita ho jAtA hai / caitanya - kendroM ke avarodha miTa jAte haiM / eka AdamI zArIriqa zrama karane vAlA hai| dUsarA mAnasika zrama karatA hai| tIsarA dArzanika hai jo sRSTi kI samasyAoM ko sulajhAne meM lagA rahatA hai| cauthA vaijJAnika hai jo nae-nae AviSkAroM ke lie satata gahare cintana meM rahatA hai cAroM prakAra ke AdamI thakAna kA anubhava karate haiM, tanAvagrasta bhI hote haiM / hama yaha na mAneM ki bure ciMtana se hI tanAva paidA hotA hai, acche ciMtana se bhI vaha paidA hotA hai| zramika meM jo thakAna aura tanAva hotA hai. vaha dArzanika pahalU meM ulajhe hue dArzanika aura vaijJAnika pahalU meM ulajhe hue vaijJAnika meM bhI hotA hai| vaha bhI thakAna aura tanAva se mukta nahIM ho sakatA / kyoMki ye sArI zArIrika kriyAeM haiN| jo bhI vyakti jyAdA zrama karegA, vizrAma nahIM karegA to eDrInala kArTeksa para usakA prabhAva hogA / usase hArmonsa kA srAva adhika hogaa| vaha rakta meM milegaa| usase thakAna paidA hogii| jaise hI eDrInala kArTeksa kI sakriyatA bar3hatI hai, thAimasa sikur3ane laga jAtA hai| thAimasa gleNDa chAtI ke pAsa hotA hai / Ananda - kendra kA saMbaMdha isa thAimasa graMthi se ho sakatA hai / thAimasa kA kArya bahuta mahattvapUrNa hotA hai kintu eDrInala kArTeksa kI sakriyatA ke kAraNa vaha sikur3ane laga jAtA hai| zarIra ke eka avayava kI kriyA kA prabhAva dUsare avayava para par3atA hai aura taba saMtulana bigar3a jAtA hai| zarIra meM pUrA saMtulana hai, samanvaya hai / eka vyakti ke coTa lagatI F hai hai / para coTa kI kSati ko pUrA karane ke lie eDrInala kI zakti udhara laga jAtI / anukUlana UrjA bhI udhara khapane laga jAtI hai| pariNAma yaha hotA hai ki AMtoM meM chAle par3a jAte haiM / pAcana kA koI doSa nahIM, kintu jo UrjA AMtoM ko milanI cAhie thI vaha UrjA usa TUTa-phUTa meM, haDDiyoM ko ThIka karane meM laga gii| AMtoM ko pUrI UrjA milI nahIM / usameM chAle par3a ge| UrjA kA saMtulana, prANadhArA kA saMtulana aura vidyut kA saMtulana banA rahe, isa dRSTi se dhyAna kA bahuta bar3A mahattva hai / yaha saMtulana banA rahatA hai to vyakti 77

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78 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM sudharatA hai, AdateM badalatI haiN| AdatoM ke rUpAntaraNa meM ina granthiyoM ke srAvoM kA bar3A yoga hotA hai| graMthiyoM kA srAva santulita hotA hai to AdateM apane Apa sudharane laga jAtI haiN| dhyAna eka prayogazAlA hai vyaktitva ko sudhArane kii| AcArya zrI ne eka svara diyA-vyakti sudhre| Aja kA svara dUsarA hai-samAja sudhre| isa svara meM vyakti kI bAta ko bhulA diyA gyaa| kiMtu adhyAtma kA yaha svara nahIM ho sktaa| samAja ko sudhArA jA sakatA hai niyantraNa ke dvArA, kaThora anuzAsana ke dvaaraa| sudhArA jA sakatA hai-yaha prayoga nahIM karanA cAhie kiMtu kahanA cAhie use niyaMtrita kiyA jA sakatA hai|' yaha sacAI hai ki kaThora niyaMtraNa ke bAvajUda bhI vyakti Aja vahAM kA vahAM hai| bIsoM, tIsoM, pacAsoM varSoM ke niyaMtraNa ke bAda bhI eka inca bhI nahIM saraka pAyA hai| Aja bhI usameM lAlacI manovRtti hai| adhinAyakavAda yA kaThora kAnUna hone para bhI vaha bhraSTAcAra karatA hai, smagaliMga karatA hai tathA aura bhI aneka burAiyAM karatA hai| sAmyavAdI deza ke logoM meM Aja phira eka prazna ubharA hai ki itanA kaThora niyantraNa hone ke bAda bhI vyakti badalA nahIM hai| sAmAnya stara para hI nahIM. sarakArI stara para bhI isa bAta ko svIkAra kiyA gayA hai ki vyakti badalA nahIM hai| yaha bar3e Azcarya kI bAta hai| adhyAtma kA svara bahuta mahattvapUrNa svara hai| isI svara meM yaha gAyA gayA-'sudhare vyakti samAja vyakti se' / vyakti sudhara sakatA hai| usakA hRdaya badala sakatA hai| sudhArane kA ekamAtra upAya hai-adhyAtma / isake atirikta hradaya-parivartana kA koI sazakta mAdhyama nahIM hai| eka bhAI ne kahA-maiM zivira meM AyA, sAdhanA kii| aba maiM aisA anubhava karatA hUM ki maiM apane pUre parivAra ko zivira meM bhejN| maiMne pachA-kyoM? usane kahA-yadi parivAra ke sAre sadasya sudhara jAte haiM to merA jIvana bahuta zAMti aura Anandamaya ho jaaegaa| yaha sacAI hai, jaba vyakti sudharatA hai aura use yaha anubhava hone lagatA hai ki merI AdateM badalI haiM, mere Avega kama hue haiM. taba vaha cAhegA ki usakI patnI bhI Ae, putra bhI Ae, ve saba sadasya AeM jo badalanA cAhate haiN| rUpAntaraNa kI anubhUti jaba vyakti ko svayaM ko ho jAtI hai taba vaha pUre parivAra ko badalA huA dekhanA cAhegA, kyoMki usa sthiti meM hI zAMti banI raha sakatI hai. ghara kI sthiti ThIka ho sakatI hai| ___ dhyAna AdatoM meM parivartana lAne kA sazakta mAdhyama hai| tulasI adhyAtma nIDam' kA yaha 'prajJA-pradIpa' AdatoM ko badalane kI prayogazAlA banA huA hai| sAdhaka

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sudhare vyakti samAja vyakti se Ate haiM, sAdhanA karate haiM aura apane Apa meM kucha parirvatana mahasUsa karate haiN| Aja ke bar3e-bar3e manovaijJAnika bhI AdatoM ko badalane meM kaThinAI kA anubhava karate haiN| ve davAiyoM ke dvArA kucha rAsAyanika parivartana kara isa dizA meM kucha saphala hote haiM, para pUrI saphalatA unake hAtha nahIM lgtii| davAiyAM de dekara kaba taka badalA jA sakatA hai? davAiyoM kI bhI eka sImA hai| vAstava meM yadi hamArA anta:karaNa badala jAe, granthiyoM ke srAva badala jAeM, jaivika, rAsAyanika parivartana ho jAe to parivartana A sakatA hai| yadi bhAvanAtmaka prayogoM ke dvArA, ekAgratA ke dvArA, prANazakti ke dvArA, mAnasika prakriyAoM ke dvArA tathA zvAsaprekSA, zarIraprekSA aura caitanya-kendra-prekSA ke dvArA svata: hama rasAyanoM ko badalane meM sakSama hote haiM to phira kisI davAI kI AvazyakatA nahIM raha jaatii| ____eka bhAI zivira meM hai| vaha batA rahA thA ki usane lagabhaga pacAsa hajAra rupaye kharca kie haiM apane roga ko miTAne ke lie| roga thA anidrA kaa| aneka prayatna kie ki binA nIMda kI golI khAe nIMda A jAe, para vaisA nahIM huaa| zivira kI mahimA sunii| logoM ke anubhava sune / zivira meM rhaa| aba aisA anubhava ho rahA hai ki nIMda ke lie golI Avazyaka nahIM hai| binA golI lie sukhapUrvaka nIMda letA huuN| AcAryavara ne Aja hI kahA thA ki guru kA kAma itanA-sA hotA hai ki ve apane ziSya ko koI anubhUti karA deN| yadi ziSya kA anubhava jAga jAtA hai to use preraNA kI AvazyakatA nahIM rhtii| sudhare vyakti'-yaha bahuta mahattvapUrNa svara hai| jisa dina vyaktisudhAra kI prakriyA gatizIla hogI, usa dina se samAja-sudhAra kI prakriyA bahuta spaSTa ho jaaegii| __Aja AvazyakatA hai ki hama 'sudhare vyakti' ke siddhAMta ko tvarA se pracArita kreN| Aja kI duniyA meM saMcAra ke bahuta sAdhana haiN| yadi yojanA ho, anubhava ho aura buddhi ho to bahuta kucha kiyA jA sakatA hai aura yadi tInoM kI kamI ho to kucha bhI nahIM ho sktaa| ___vyakti-sudhAra kA svara aNuvrata ke sAtha uccArita huaa| jisa dina aNuvrata Andolana kA zubhArambha huA usI dina se yaha svara zaktizAlI bnaa| 'sadhare vyakti samAja vyakti se'-yaha hamArA eka lakSya hai| kintu samAja ke sudhArakoM se hamArA koI vivAda nahIM hai| Aja ke sAmyavAdI aura samAjavAdI logoM se hamArA koI virodha nahIM hai| ve bhI samAja ko sudhAranA cAhate haiM, aura hama bhI samAja ko

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM sudhAranA cAhate haiN| donoM kI prakriyA meM antara hai| ve sIdhA samAja ko sudhAranA cAhate haiM, kintu adhyAtmavAdI, vyakti ko sudhAra kara samAja ko sudhAranA cAhate haiM 1 bhaviSya hI batA sakatA hai ki kauna-sI prakriyA sahI hai? yadi hama tathyoM kA sahI vizleSaNa karate haiM to yaha sacAI bahuta spaSTa ho jAtI hai ki vyakti ko badale binA samAja ko nahIM badalA jA sktaa| sAmyavAdI pArTI kI riporTa kA aMza pddh'aa| usameM eka TippaNI thI- itane varSoM ke prayatna ke bAda bhI lagatA hai ki vyakti badalA nahIM hai / vahAM vyaktigata svAmitva samApta kara diyA gayA thA, para phira use AMzika rUpa se svIkAra karanA pdd'aa| sAmyavAdI vyavasthA meM jahAM bhraSTAcAra kI kalpanA nahIM kI jA sakatI vahAM karor3oM rubala kA ghoTAlA pakar3A gayA hai| na jAne kitane logoM ko phAMsI dI gaI, mArA gyaa| aparAdhI ko mAra do, sudhAra ho jAegA, yaha Aja mAnya nahIM hai| isa para kAphI cintana ho rahA hai aura phira se isa bindu para pahuMcA jA rahA hai ki vyakti ko bhItara se badalanA cAhie / do sau varSa pUrva AcArya bhikSu ne eka mahattvapUrNa siddhAMta pratipAdita kiyA thA ki hRdaya-parivartana ke binA dharma nahIM ho sakatA / yaha itanA mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai ki Aja kA samUcA yuga isa sacAI ko svIkAra karatA jA rahA hai - hRdaya parivartana ke binA dharma nahIM ho sakatA / hRdaya parivartana ke binA samAja nahIM sudhara sktaa| ye bAteM jaba spaSTa hoMgI taba adhyAtma kI jyoti prajvalita hogI aura taba vyakti sukhI banegA, samAja sukhI bnegaa| samAja sukhI banegA to rASTra samRddha, svastha aura sukhI banegA / 80

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dhyAna eka parama puruSArtha eka thA samAjazAstrI aura dUsarA arthshaastrii| donoM upasthita hue aura cintA ke svara meM bole-'dharma ne pahale hI deza ko niThallA banA diyA hai| zatAbdiyoM se dharma karane vAle loga nikamme hokara bhAgya ke bharose baiThe haiN| ve koI puruSArtha nahIM karate, zrama nahIM krte| katarAte haiM zrama se, kAma karane se| jaisA bhAgya meM likhA hai vaisA ho jAegA, yaha mAnakara cala rahe haiN| unakA sArA parAkrama asta ho gayA hai| unake puruSArtha kA pradIpa prAya: bujha gayA hai| dharma ne yaha sthiti paidA kara dI aura aba yaha dhyAna kA pracAra aura cala pdd'aa| loga isase aura adhika niThalle bana jaaeNge| jaise-jaise dhyAna ke pracAra kA vikAsa hogA, loga AMkheM mUMda kara baiTha jAeMge, nikamme ho jaaeNge| jo AMkha mUMda kara baiThatA hai use zAMti kA anubhava hotA hai, ArAma milatA hai, Ananda kI anubhUti hotI hai| yaha sArA niThallApana paidA karatA hai| jaise-jaise yaha bar3hegA vaise-vaise garIbI bar3hegI. samasyAeM bddh'egii| yaha rASTra aura samAja ke lie kalyANakArI nahIM hogA, hitakArI nahIM hogaa| isa pravRtti ko roka diyA jAnA caahie| maiMne sunaa| unakI cintA ko dekhate hue lagatA thA ki ve koI kRtrima bAta nahIM kaha rahe haiN| ve eka sacAI kA anubhava kara rahe haiM aura usako mAnasika vyathA ke sAtha prakaTa kara rahe haiM / isa sthiti meM dhyAna kI prakriyA ko calAnA eka prazna hai| yaha prazna una donoM vyaktiyoM ke mana kA hI nahIM hai, kisI bhI samajhadAra vyakti ke mana meM yaha ubhara sakatA hai| kyA ghaMToM taka, dinoM taka AMkheM banda kara niThallA hokara baiThe rahanA, kucha bhI utpAdaka zrama nahIM karanA, isa garIba rASTra ke prati anyAya nahIM hai? kyA adhyAtma kI carcAoM se rASTra kA hita ho sakatA hai? kyA isase samAja kA hita ho sakatA hai? __isa prazna kA ubharanA sahaja hai| yaha prazna taba taka ubharatA rahegA jaba taka vyakti kA dRSTikoNa ekAMgI rhegaa| ve sAre prazna aura sArI samasyAeM jo yathArtha ko chUtI haiM yA nahIM bhI chatIM, isIlie jItI haiM ki ve saba TUTe hue prazna haiM, TUTI huI samasyAeM haiN| ye prazna jur3e hue nahIM haiN| ye samasyAeM jur3I huI nahIM haiN| vijJAna yaha mAnatA thA ki jIvazAstra, vanaspatizAstra, rasAyanazAstra, paryAvaraNazAstra-ye saba pRthaka-pRthaka haiN| yahI mAnakara saba zAstroM kA svatantra rUpa se adhyayana kiyA jAtA thaa| isa adhyayana ke AdhAra para jo nirNaya lie gae, ve

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82 __maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM sahI avazya the, para inase pUrA samAdhAna nahIM milaa| vaijJAnikoM kA cintana Age bddh'aa| Aja ve mAnate haiM ki ve sArI zAkhAeM inTarkanekTeDa haiM, paraspara jur3I huI haiN| jaba taka inakA virodha samaveta adhyayana nahIM hogA, sArI zAkhAoM ko jor3akara nahIM dekhA jAegA, taba taka vAstavikatA hAtha nahIM lgegii| ekAMgI dRSTi ke dvArA lie gae sAre nirNaya apane Apa galata hote cale jA rahe haiN| Aja sArI zAkhAoM kA eka sAtha adhyayana karane kA prayatna cala rahA hai| syAdvAda kA dRSTikoNa vijJAna ke kSetra meM praveza pA rahA hai| vaha kahatA hai, tor3akara mata dekho| eka vastu ke ananta pahalU haiN| tuma jitanA dekha sako, sApekSa dekho| eka-eka pahalU ko dekhane se nirNaya taka to pahuMcA jA sakatA hai, parantu vaha sahI nirNaya nahIM hogA, pUrA nirNaya nahIM hogaa| vaha nirNaya nairyAtraka nahIM hogA, TheTha taka pahuMcane vAlA nahIM hogaa| vaha samasyA ke pAra pahuMcane vAlA nahIM hogaa| samasyA ke pAra taka tabhI pahuMcA jA sakatA hai jaba hamArA adhyayana sabhI pahaluoM se jur3A huA ho aura usI ke AdhAra para koI nirNaya nikle| samAjazAstrI kA eka nirNaya hotA hai, arthazAstrI kA eka nirNaya hotA hai| adhyAtmazAstrI aura mAnasazAstrI kA bhinna nirNaya hotA hai| ye sAre niSkarSa yadi baMTe hue hoM, unake bIca koI abhedya dIvAra ho to ve saba galata hoNge| koI bhI nirNaya saMpUrNa dRSTi se sahI nahIM hogaa| ve saba ekAMgI hoNge| ve saba sahI tabhI hoMge jaba bIca kI dIvAra tor3a dI jAe aura sabako sApekSatA ke sUtra se jor3a diyA jaae| mAlA tabhI bana sakatI hai jaba pratyeka manake meM eka dhAgA piroyA huA ho| manake alaga-alaga haiM, para dhAgA eka ho to mAlA bana jAtI hai| yadi dhAgA na ho to manakA, manakA hI rahegA, mAlA nahIM bnegii| mAlA ke lie eka sUtra kA honA jarUrI hai| sacAI ko pAne ke lie ekasUtratA ko pAnA bahuta jarUrI hai| ekAMgitA ke kAraNa dhyAna ke prati yaha dhAraNA bana sakatI hai ki dhyAna karane kA artha hai-nikammA rahanA, samaya kA apavyaya krnaa| jisane kevala samAja zAstra yA arthazAstra ko par3hA hai, usake mana meM yaha vikalpa uTha sakatA hai| aisA vikalpa uThanA asvAbhAvika nahIM hai, svAbhAvika aura yathArtha hai| kyoMki vaha kevala samAjazAstrI hai, kevala arthazAstrI hai| vaha adhyAtma ke rahasya ko nahIM jaantaa| jo samAjazastrI hai, use adhyAtmazAstrI yA samAjazAstrI bhI honA nitAnta Avazyaka hai| yadi vaha arthazAstra ko nahIM jAnatA to kabhI-kabhI dharma ke viSaya meM aisI bebuniyAdI bAteM bhI kaha DAlatA hai, jinakA samAja ke sAtha koI mela nahIM baiThatA, koI saMgati nahIM hotii| usakA upadeza kevala AkAzI ur3Ana raha jAtA hai| vyavahAra ke dharAtala para vaha kabhI jIvita nahIM raha pAtA / vastu ke aneka pahalU hote

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dhyAna eka parama puruSArtha haiN| pratyeka pahalU ko jAnanA bahuta Avazyaka hotA hai| isalie pratyakSa draSTA ko anantacakSu kahA gayA hai| eka cakSu se kAma nahIM calatA, do se bhI kAma nahIM calatA aura tIsarA netra khula jAne para bhI kAma nahIM cltaa| jaba anantacakSu khulate haiM, tabhI satya hastagata hotA hai / taba na arthazAstra bacatA hai, na kAmazAstra bacatA hai aura na samAjazAstra bacatA hai| kucha bhI nahIM bctaa| sabakA samAveza ho jAtA hai| isIlie eka siddhAnta sthira huA-jJeya saba kucha hai| saMsAra meM aisA kucha bhI nahIM hai, jo jJeya na ho| kisI ko jJeya kI sImA se pare nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| jahAM jJeya kA prazna hai vahAM koI bhI achUta nahIM hai| vahAM savarNa aura a-savarNa kA bheda nahIM hai| vahAM acche-bure, hitakara-ahitakara kA prazna nahIM hai| jJeya kI dRSTi se jitanA mUlya cetana tattva kA hai utanA hI mUlya pudgala kA hai| pudgala bhI jJeya aura AtmA bhI jnyey| mokSa kI AtmA bhI jJeya aura nArakIya yAtanA bhugatane vAlI AtmA bhI jJeya / bhavya AtmA bhI jJeya to abhavya AtmA bhI jnyey| koI antara nahIM aataa| antara AtA hai heya aura upAdeya ke prazna pr| dhyAna AdamI ko nikammA banAtA hai-yaha eka dRSTi hai| eka ghaMTA dhyAna meM baiThane vAlA sAdhaka koI utpAdaka zrama nahIM karatA, na khetI karatA hai aura na kapar3A bunatA hai| yaha eka pahalU hai| isakA dUsarA pahalU bhI hai| vyakti zrama karatA hai zakti se| zakti ke abhAva meM AdamI koI kAma nahIM kara sktaa| kAma hotA hai ekAgratA se| caMcala AdamI kAma meM kabhI saphala nahIM ho sktaa| ekAgratA aura zakti-ye donoM kArya kI dakSatA ke lie bahuta mUlyavAna haiN| kAma karanA eka bAta hai aura dakSatA honA dUsarI bAta hai| Aja ke vijJAna ne dakSatA ke vikAsa kA sUtra diyaa| yaha usakI amUlya dena hai| kAma pahale bhI hotA thA, para dakSatA kA vikAsa Aja jitanA hai, utanA pahale nahIM thaa| jo kAma pahale dasa ghaMToM meM hotA thA, Aja vaha dasa minaTa meM nipaTAyA jA sakatA hai| loga kahate haiM jApAna ne bahuta pragati kI hai| prazna ho sakatA hai ki kAraNa kyA hai? eka dizAntaraNa huA hai| unakI dizA badalI hai| usakA mUla kAraNa hai ekAgratA / jApAnI logoM ne dhyAna ke dvArA bahuta lAbha utthaayaa| ve svayaM yaha svIkAra karate haiM ki jApAna ke loga jaba se dhyAna karane lage haiM, unhoMne zarIra-bala pAyA hai, manobala pAyA hai| aneka prayoga calate haiN| dhyAna ke vizeSa prayoga karane vAlA vyakti ho, majabUta IMTeM hAtha meM letA hai aura unako cUra-cUra kara detA hai| yaha kalA dhyAna ke dvArA vikasita huI hai| lar3ane kI kalA vikasita huI hai| eka nihatthA AdamI zastra vAle vyakti ke sAtha lar3a sakatA hai aura vijaya pA letA hai| yaha bhI dhyAna kA prayoga hai|

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84 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM jApAnI logoM ne dhyAna ke dvArA manobala pAyA hai aura anuzAsana pAyA hai| anuzAsana kA itanA vikAsa kiyA ki jIvana kA visarjana haMsate-haMsate kara dete haiN| itanA anuzAsana ki ve kAma kabhI banda nahIM krte| ve har3atAla karate haiM para kAma baMda nahIM krte| har3atAla kA pratIka hai hAtha para kAlI paTTI bAMdha denaa| yaha krama dasoM dina taka calatA hai para kAma kabhI baMda nahIM hotaa| yaha anuzAsana kahAM se vikasita huA? kAma karane kI prakharatA kahAM se AI? yaha saba ekAgratA aura dhyAna se prApta huA hai| jisa rASTra ke nAgarika dhyAna nahIM karate, ve zakti-sampanna kabhI nahIM ho skte| Aja kA pratyeka vaijJAnika, jo gaharAiyoM meM DubakiyAM lagAtA hai, vaha kama dhyAnI nahIM hai| binA dhyAna yA ekAgratA ke nae tathya udghATita nahIM hote| dhyAna kI eka hI paddhati nahIM hai, eka hI prakAra nahIM hai| aneka paddhatiyAM haiM, aneka prakAra haiN| kucha paddhatiyAM abhyAsa karane se hastagata hotI haiM aura kucha anAyAsa, apanI pUrvakRta yogyatAoM se utara AtI haiN| nyUTana bahuta bar3A vaijJAnika thaa| eka bAra ghor3e para car3hakara jA rahA thaa| car3hAI aaii| vaha ghor3e se nIce utraa| lagAma hAtha meM lekara cala rahA thaa| dimAga meM koI prazna ubhraa| use sulajhAne lgaa| vicAroM ke jAla meM ulajhatA gyaa| gati dhImI ho gii| ghor3A maMdagati se calate calate Uba gyaa| sara hilaayaa| lagAma nikala gii| ghor3A bhAgatA huA ghara A gyaa| nyUTa na ghor3e kI lagAma pakar3e abhI bhI usI gati se cala rahA thaa| use patA hI nahIM calA ki ghor3A bhAga gayA hai aura usake hAtha meM kevala lagAma hai| ghara phuNcaa| ghor3e ke bAMdhane ke lie taiyAra huaa| dhyAna bdlaa| usane dekhA, hAtha meM lagAma hai, ghor3A to hai hI nhiiN| ghor3A astabala meM baMdhA huA hai| kyA ise hama ekAgratA nahIM kaheMge? usakA mana sabhI viSayoM se haTakara eka hI viSaya meM laga gyaa| yaha ekAgratA hai| cetanA kA eka hI pravAha meM pravAhita ho jAnA ekAgratA hai| koI bhI vyakti gaharI samasyA meM ulajhatA hai taba vaha dhyAna kI sthiti meM calA jAtA hai| gaharI ekAgratA sadhe binA sUkSma satya kA jJAna nahIM ho sktaa|| ___ zakti kA vikAsa aura ekAgratA kA vikAsa dhyAna ke dvArA hI ho sakatA hai| hamAre pAsa do zaktiyAM haiM-eka hai jJAna kI zakti aura dUsarI hai kriyA kI shkti| 'eka hai jJAnAtmaka zakti aura dUsarI hai kriyAtmaka shkti| ina donoM zaktiyoM kA vikAsa dhyAna ke dvArA ho sakatA hai| ina zaktiyoM ke vikAsa meM tIna bAdhAeM haiM-zarIra kI bImArI, mana kI bImArI aura prabhAva kI bImArI / jaba zarIra bImAra hotA hai taba jJAnAtmaka aura kriyAtmaka zaktiyAM so jAtI haiM, ThaMDI par3a jAtI haiN|

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dhyAna eka parama puruSArtha isase bhI khataranAka hai mana kI biimaarii| jaba mana Ahata hotA hai, use koI AghAta lagatA hai taba paira vahIM ruka jAte haiN| eka AdamI bahuta acchA kAma karatA hai| koI use kaha detA hai-gadhe ho, bebakUpha ho| yaha bhI koI kAma karane kA tarIkA hai? itanA sunate hI usake mana meM Aga sulaga jAtI hai, kAma karane kI bhAvanA TUTa jAtI hai, zakti kSINa ho jAtI hai| ___ mahAbhArata kA yuddha ho rahA thaa| eka ora arjuna aura usake sArathI the kRssnn| dUsarI ora karNa aura usakA sArathI thA zalya / yudhiSThira ne zalya se kahA-tuma hamAre viruddha hathiyAra avazya uThAnA, para merI eka bAta mAnanA, jaba bhI karNa prahAra kare taba kahanA-yaha bhI koI prahAra hotA hai! tuma prahAra karanA jAnate hI nhiiN| basa, ina vAkyoM ko doharAte rhnaa| zalya ne yudhiSThira kI bAta svIkAra kara lii| yuddha prArambha huaa| karNa ke pratyeka prahAra para zalya kahatA-yaha bhI koI prahAra hai? tuma prahAra karanA jAnate hI nhiiN| idhara arjuna ke pratyeka prahAra para kRSNa kahate-vAha! kaisA prahAra kiyA hai! vAha! kyA nizAnA sAdhA hai! pratyeka vAra para karNa hatotsAhita hotA aura arjuna protsAhita hotaa| karNa kA bala kSINa hotA gayA, usakI zakti TUTatI gaI, vaha zaktihIna ho gyaa| arjuna kI zakti bar3hatI gii| vaha pahale se adhika zaktizAlI ho gyaa| jaba mana para AghAta hotA hai taba zakti so jAtI hai| bar3e-bar3e karmaTha loga bhI akarmaNya bana jAte haiM, jaba mana para coTa lagatI hai| mana kI coTa bahuta bhayaMkara hotI hai aura jaba mana roga-grasta ho jAtA hai taba sArI zaktiyAM kSINa ho jAtI haiN| tIsarA avarodha hai-prabhAva kaa| prabhAva bhI AdamI ko bahuta prabhAvita karatA hai| koI vyakti jyotiSa para vizvAsa kare yA na kare, kintu vaha isa sacAI ko asvIkAra nahIM kara sakatA ki grahoM kA hamAre jIvana para prabhAva par3atA hai| yaha parama vaijJAnika tathya hai| yaha andhavizvAsa nahIM hai| loga jyotiSa ko yoM hI TAla dete haiN| yaha eka ekAMgI dRSTi kA pariNAma hai| yadi sarvAMgINa dRSTi kA vikAsa ho to jyotiSa ko asvIkAra karane kA koI kAraNa nahIM raha jaataa| jaina AcArya ne eka grantha likhA 'gaNivijjA' (saM. gaNividyA) / AcArya ko isakA adhyayana karanA atyanta Avazyaka hotA hai| kisa muhUrta meM aura kahAM dIkSA denI cAhie? kaba denI cAhie? adhyayana kaba zurU karanA cAhie? kisa dizA ke sammukha hokara karanA cAhie-yaha sArA viSaya usa grantha meM varNita hai| pratyeka AyAma ke pIche do pakSa chipe hue hote haiM-deza aura kaal| deza aura kAla ke binA koI bhI pravRtti prArambha nahIM ho sktii| maiM abhI-abhI purAne sAdhu-sAdhviyoM kI jIvaniyAM par3ha rahA thaa| AcAryoM ne unheM dIkSA dii| unakA

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86 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM dIkSA-sthala hai-vaTavRkSa / zubha muhUrta meM dIkSA dii| AcArya zakuna ko jAnate haiM, muharta ko jAnate haiM, deza aura kAla ko jAnate haiN| AcArya jaMgala meM jA rahe the| sAtha meM eka dIkSArthI vyakti thaa| AcArya muhUrta ke jJAtA the| unhoMne dekhA-zubha muhUrta calA jA rahA hai| unhoMne usa dIkSArthI ko gRhastha-veSa meM hI dIkSA de dii| vaha AbhUSaNa bhI pahale hue thaa| agale gAMva meM pahuMca kara usakA gRhastha veSa aura AbhUSaNa gRhasthoM ko saMbhalA die ge| lADanUM kI ghaTanA hai| jayAcArya zaucArtha jaMgala meM ge| dekhA, zakuna acchA huA hai| tatkAla sAdhuoM se kahA-sujAnagar3ha ke lie prasthAna kara deM, zakuna bahuta acchA huA hai| jayAcArya kucha sAdhuoM ko lekara sujAnagar3ha kI ora cala pdd'e| kisI sAdhu-sAdhvI yA zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ko kucha bhI patA nahIM claa| sthAna para saba unake lauTane kI pratIkSA kara rahe the| bAda meM kucha sAdhuoM ko bhejakara sAmAna maMgavA liyA gyaa| AcArya bhikSu vihAra kara jA rahe the| gAMva ke bAhara aaye| zakuna acchA nahIM huaa| vApasa lauTa aae| ___ AcArya ina sabake jAnakAra hote haiN| deza-kAlavid honA AcArya kA eka guNa hai, atizaya hai| eka kSetra meM hone vAlA kArya saphala hotA hai aura vahI kArya dUsare kSetra meM karane para viphala ho jAtA hai| eka kAla meM hone vAlA kArya saphala hotA hai aura vahI kArya dusare samaya meM karane para viphala ho jAtA hai| sauramaMDala se Ane vAle vikiraNa hamAre pratyeka kArya ko prabhAvita karate haiM, jaise jyotiSa kA sauramaMDala hai, vaise hI adhyAtma kA bhI sauramaMDala hai| jyotiSa meM nau graha mAne jAte haiN| adhyAtma meM bhI nau graha sammata haiM dAyAM mastiSka-guru kA kSetra laghu mastiSka-budha kA kssetr| zaktikendra-rAhu kA kSetra, budha kA kssetr| Anandakendra-maMgala kA kSetra / vizuddhikendra-candramA kA kssetr| svAsthyakendra-zukra kA kssetr| taijasakendra-sUrya kA kssetr| jJAnakendra-zani kA kssetr| sArA sauramaMDala hamAre zarIra ke bhItara hai| yadi kuNDalI ke AdhAra para yaha jJAta ho ki amuka graha abhI zubha nahIM hai, usakI gati hitakara nahIM hai, usako badalane kA upAya Apake pAsa hai| jyotiSa bhAgya-bharose baiThane kA siddhAnta nahIM

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dhyAna eka parama puruSArtha hai / jyotiSa bhAgya ko badalane kA siddhAnta hai / jyotiSa ke dvArA jAnA jA sakatA hai aura phira bhAgya ko badalA jA sakatA hai, graha ke pariNAma meM parivartana lAyA jA sakatA hai| puruSArtha kA siddhAnta isIlie mahattvapUrNa hai ki usake dvArA bhAgya kI pratyeka rekhA ko badalA jA sakatA hai, rUpAntarita kiyA jA sakatA hai| jyotiSa jJApaka hai, kAraka nahIM hai / vaha batalAne vAlA hai ki amuka ghaTanA ghaTita hone vAlI hai / jAna lene para jJAta ho jAne para, ucita upAya karanA hamAre hAtha meM hai ! jaise-jaise dhyAna kA vikAsa hotA hai, vaise-vaise hamArI prajJA nirmala hotI hai, zakti jAgatI hai aura puruSArtha prabala hotA hai, dhyAna kI sAdhanA se AdamI niThallA nahIM banatA kintu bhAgya ko badalane vAlA bana jAtA hai| vaha rAma bharose yA bhAgya bharose baiThane vAlA nahIM banatA, kintu vaha badalane kA dAyitva apane para or3ha letA hai aura usa puruSArtha meM sarvAtmanA juTa jAtA hai| vaha yaha mAnatA hai maiM bhAgya ko badala sakatA hUM, badalane vAlA hUM, badalane kI cAbiyAM mujhe prApta ho gaI haiM / jisa vyakti ne caitanya - kendroM para dhyAna kiyA hai, maMtroM kA dhyAna kiyA hai, raMgoM kA dhyAna kiyA hai, vaha apane zArIrika svAsthya ko bhI badala sakatA hai, mAnasika AghAtoM ko bhI badala sakatA hai, mAnasika granthiyoM ko bhI khola sakatA hai| aisI granthiyAM hotI haiM, jinako kholanA duSkara aura asaMbhava lagatA hai, ve granthiyAM dhyAna ke dvArA khula jAtI haiN| vaha vyakti grahoM ke prabhAvoM ko bhI badala sakatA hai| adhyAtma kA pUrA jyotiSa hai / usameM yaha jAnane ko milatA hai ki kisa mahIne meM, kisa rAzi meM, kisa caitanya - kendra para dhyAna karanA cAhie aura kyoM karanA caahie| apraila mahIne meM kisa kendra para, kisa graha kA dhyAna zubha hotA hai aura maI mahIne meM kauna-sA zubha hotA hai? amuka zakti ke vikAsa ke lie kaba, kahAM dhyAna kendrita karanA hai- ye saba tathya adhyAtma jyotiSa kI paridhi meM Ate haiM / yaha zakti jAgaraNa kA pUrA vijJAna hai / dhyAna karane vAlA nikammA nahIM hotA, niThallA nahIM hotA, AlasI nahIM hotA, akarmaNya nahIM hotaa| usameM eka Aga prajvalita ho jAtI hai, eka jyoti jala jAtI hai| usake Aloka meM vaha sahI dizA meM dekha sakatA hai. sahI kArya meM apanI zakti kA niyojana kara sakatA hai| zakti kA pUrA niyojana ho aura phalitArtha Ae choTA-sA use karmaNyatA nahIM kahA jA sakatA / karmaNyatA yaha hai ki kama zrama meM bahuta bar3I niSpatti ho / dhyAna karane vAle vyakti meM isa karmaNyatA kA jAgaraNa ho tA hai| vaha utanA hI zrama karatA hai jitanA apane lie, parivAra ke lie, samAja ke lie aura rASTra ke lie Avazyaka hotA hai| vaha anAvazyaka zrama nahIM karegA / vaha apanA zrama aisI gaisoM ke utpAdana meM nahIM lagAyegA jisase sAta minaTa meM pUrI 87

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____ maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM duniyA naSTa ho jaae| yaha bhI koI zrama hai? Aja hajAroM-hajAroM vaijJAnika aneka prakAra ke vAyarasa' banAne meM lage hue haiN| eka bAra aisA huaa| eka kAryAlaya meM vAyarasa kA eka DibbA par3A thA, vaha khula gyaa| usameM se kITANu phaile aura saikar3oM AdamI mara ge| ve vAyarasa yuddha ke prayojana se nahIM, kisI aura prayojana se khoje gae the| kintu Aja hajAroM-hajAroM vaijJAnikoM aura zramikoM kA zrama laga rahA hai, bar3e-bar3e kArakhAne cala rahe haiM jinakA prayojana yahI hai ki aise bhayaMkara vAyarasa paidA kie jAeM jisase kucha kSaNoM meM hI samasta mAnavajAti ko naSTa kiyA jA ske| aba hone vAlA yuddha aNuzastroM se nahIM lar3A jaaegaa| vaha lar3A jAegA gaisoM aura kITANuoM se / vibhinna prakAra ke kITANu banAe jA rahe haiM, jisase vibhinna prakAra ke roga utpanna ho skeN| yuddha ke maidAna meM eka prakAra ke kITANuoM kA visphoTa kiyA jAegA aura sAre sainika bhayaMkara jukAma se pIr3ita ho jaaeNge| usa sthiti meM zastra calAnA unake vaza meM nahIM rhegaa| ve nAka poMchate hI raha jaaeNge| na jAne kitane prakAra ke vAyarasa paidA kie jA rahe haiM! mUrchA lAne vAle vAyarasa, bImAriyAM paidA karane vAle vAyarasa, dasta lagAne vAle vAyarasa aadi-aadi| inakA upayoga yuddha kSetra meM hogA, isIlie vaijJAnika inake utpAdana meM lage hue haiN| yaha bhI koI zrama hai? karmaNyatA hai? jisase manuSyajAti kA kalyANa na ho, vaha vAstava meM koI kArya nahIM hai| vaha karmaNyatA nahIM hai| bodhidharma cIna ge| vahAM ke samrATa ne kahA-maiMne bhagavAna buddha ke upadezoM ke anusAra janahita ke aneka kArya kie| maiMne kueM khudavAe, bagIce lagAe, pyAU lagAI, janatA kA du:kha dUra karane kA prayAsa kiyaa| kyoM mahArAja! ye sAre puNya ke hI to kArya haiM? bodhidharma bole-mahArAja! ye saba kArya ullAsakArI haiM, kalyANakArI nhiiN| kalyANakArI kArya hai zIla kA aacrnn| tuma zIlavAna bano, samAdhi kA AcaraNa karo, prajJA kA AcaraNa kro| yaha saba kalyANakArI hai| yaha kalyANakArI zrama hai| tumane ullAsakArI zrama kiyA hai, kalyANakArI nhiiN| ___ Aja duniyA meM vinAzakArI zrama cala rahA hai| yaha isIlie ki logoM ne dhyAna chor3a diyaa| citta ko pavitra aura nirmala banAne vAle upAyoM ko chor3a diyaa| dhyAna korI ekAgratA nahIM hai| dhyAna kA prayojana hai--citta ko nirmala bnaanaa| citta meM jame hue kaSAya ke mailoM ko dho ddaalnaa| citta ko itanA nirmala banA diyA ki usameM koI zatrutA kA pratibimba na rhe| bheda kA pratibimba na rhe| usameM tarka kA pratibimba bhI na pdd'e| citta itanA nirmala bana jAe ki usameM koI kaluSatA rahe hI nhiiN|

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dhyAna eka parama puruSArtha ___ dhyAna karanA chor3a diyaa| zakti kA upayoga to cala rahA hai, kintu vaha vinAzakArI yA ullAsakArI upayoga mAtra hai, kalyANakArI nhiiN| kalyANakArI zrama, kalyANakArI karma aura kalyANakArI karmaNyatA jo cAhie, vaha nahIM cala rahI hai| ___ dhyAna ke dvArA vyakti meM karmajAzakti jAgatI hai, cetanA kA jAgaraNa hotA hai aura dizA badala jAtI hai| phira vaha vyakti prAthamikatA degA kalyANakArI karma ko| vaha ullAsakArI kArya utanA hI karegA. jitanA Avazyaka hai| vaha vinAzakArI karma kucha bhI nahIM kregaa| jaba taka samAja meM dhyAna karane kI pravRtti nahIM jAgegI, citta ko nirmala banAne kI prakriyA hastagata nahIM hogI tathA citta ke kaSAyoM ko sAmAjika saMgharSoM meM jamane vAle mailoM ko, pratikriyAoM, vivAdoM aura avasAdoM ko dho DAlane kI prakriyA hAtha nahIM lagegI taba taka kalyANakArI karma sabase kama hogA, ullAsakArI karma usase adhika aura vinAzakArI karma usase bhI adhika hogaa| yaha taratamatA donoM dizAoM meM hai, isakA Apa svayaM anubhava kareM / jaba dizA spaSTa hogI taba svayaM jJAta ho jAyegA ki dhyAna karane vAlA niThallA yA nikammA banatA hai yA vaha dhyAna ke dvArA kisI viziSTa zakti aura cetanA kA jAgaraNa karatA hai|

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maiM manuSya hUM (1) ArohaNa ke lie Alambana caahie| saMskRta sAhitya meM kahA gayA hai ki latA, paNDita aura strI tInoM ko Age bar3hane ke lie sahArA cAhie, koI Azraya caahie| prANI vikAsa kI prakriyA se gujaratA hai, use koI Alambana caahie| 'maiM manuSya hUM'-yaha sabase bar3A Alambana hai| hamAre jagat meM do prakAra ke tattva haiM--prANI aura apraannii| jisameM prANazakti hotI hai, jIvana-zakti hotI hai, prANa kA spandana aura prakanpana hotA hai, vaha prANI hai| eka aisA bhI tattva hai jisameM prANa kA prakampana nahIM hai, vaha aprANI hai| hama prANI varga meM Ate haiN| hama sAMsa lete haiN| hamArA hRdaya dhar3akatA hai| hamAre meM prANa kA prakaMpana hotA hai| prANa hamAre jIvana kA lakSaNa hai| jIvana eka bAta hai aura vijJAna usakA alaga caraNa hai| sabhI prANI vijJAna kI cetanA ko upalabdha nahIM hote| manuSya hI eka aisA prANI hai, jise vijJAna kI cetanA upalabdha hai| purAnI bhASA meM vijJAna kA artha hai-viveka cetanA yA anubhava cetnaa| Aja kI bhASA meM vijJAna kA artha hai-viveka cetanA yA anubhava cetanA kA vikAsa yA pariNAmAtmaka cetanA kA vikaas| ____ yaha vijJAna hara prANI ko upalabdha nahIM hotA, kevala manuSya ko hI upalabdha hotA hai| hama manuSya haiM-yaha eka bahuta bar3A Alambana hai UrdhvArohaNa ke lie, cetanA ke vikAsa ke lie| hamArI do zaktiyAM haiM-eka hai prANa kI zakti, dUsarI hai cetanA kI shkti| ye donoM zaktiyAM manuSya ko zeSa saba prANiyoM se bhinna karatI haiM / vanaspati jagat se pazu-pakSI jagat taka jitane bhI prANI haiM, una prANiyoM se manuSya ko bhinna karane vAlI zakti hai cetanA kA vikAsa. viveka kI zakti, anubhava kI shkti| manuSya hI viveka kara sakatA hai aura viziSTa prakAra kA anubhava kara sakatA hai| hama manuSya haiM isalie cetanA ke vikAsa ke adhikArI bhartRhari ne manuSya aura pazu ke bIca meM eka bheda-rekhA khiiNcii| unhoMne batAyA-AhAra, nIMda, bhaya aura maithuna-ye cAra sAmAnya vRttiyAM haiN| ye pazu meM bhI hotI haiM, manuSya meM bhI hotI haiN| inake dvArA pazu aura manuSya meM koI bhI bheda nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| unake bIca koI bheda-rekhA hai to vaha hai-dharma / dharma ke dvArA pazu aura manuSya meM bheda kiyA jA sakatA hai| zabda kI apanI zakti hotI hai| zabda ke artha kA vikAsa bhI hotA hai, hAsa bhI hotA hai| bhASA-vijJAna ke niyama ko jAnane vAle isa bAta ko jAnate haiM ki

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maiM manuSya hUM (1) zabda ke artha kA upakramaNa aura apakramaNa hotA rahatA hai| artha kA parivartana hotA hai| artha kA vikAsa aura hAsa hotA hai| Aja dharma zabda kA artha kucha badala gayA hai| Aja kA AdamI dharma zabda kI bhASA ko kama samajhane lagA hai aura vaha zabda kucha rUr3hiyoM ke sAtha jur3a gayA hai| yadi hama naI bhASA meM isa para cintana kareM to dharma ke sthAna para hameM eka dUsarA zabda khojanA hogA aura vaha zabda ho sakatA hai-vijJAna / manuSya aura pazu meM jo antara hai vaha vijJAna kA antara hai| pazu meM vijJAna nahIM hai| viveka kI cetanA nahIM hai| manuSya meM vijJAna hai, viveka kI cetanA hai| yahI pazu aura manuSya meM eka maulika antara hai| pazu prANazakti kA adhikArI hai, usameM prANazakti hai, para prANazakti kA vikAsa vaha nahIM kara sktaa| Aja taka vaha nahIM kara paayaa| eka pazu hajAra varSa se barAbara bhAra Dho rahA hai| vaha bailagAr3I se jutA huA hai, bhAra Dho rahA hai kintu usakI cetanA meM koI parivartana nahIM aayaa| na yaha prazna uThA ki mujha para bhAra kyoM lAdA jA rahA hai? na yaha prazna uThA ki yaha bhAra chUTa nA caahie| na usane koI krAnti kI ki mujhe bhAra-mukti milanI caahie| yadi manuSya kI cetanA pazu meM hotI aura pazu vidroha karate, krAnti karate to manuSya ke sAmane samasyAeM paidA ho jaatiiN| para becArA gAr3I se jutA baila Aja bhI mAra khA rahA hai aura vaise hI jutA huA hai jaise purAne jamAne meM thaa| kolhU se jutA huA baila AMkhoM para paTTI bAMdhe hue vaise hI cakkara lagA rahA hai jaise hajAra varSa pahale lagA rahA thaa| koI vikAsa nahIM huaa| na cetanA kA vikAsa haA aura na prANazakti kA vikAsa huaa| manuSya ne prANazakti kA bhI vikAsa kiyA aura vivekazakti kA bhI vikAsa kiyaa| do zatAbdiyoM pahale jo ciMtana thA, Aja vaha ciMtana bahuta vikasita ho gayA-sAmAjika samasyAoM ke saMdarbha meN| jIvana-praNAlI aura rAjanIti ke kSetra meM manuSya kA pratyeka caraNa Age se Age vikAsa karatA calA jA rahA hai| isakA kAraNa hai ki usameM viveka kI zakti hai, vijJAna kI zakti hai| korA jIvana honA bar3I bAta to hai| ajIvana se jIvana honA, aprANI se prANI honA eka vikAsa hai, bar3I bAta hai kintu kevala jIvana honA, kevala prANI honA utanI bar3I upalabdhi nahIM hai jitanI bar3I upalabdhi hai jIvana ke sAtha-sAtha vijJAna kI cetanA kA vikAsa honaa| prANazakti ke sAtha-sAtha cetanA kI zakti kA vikAsa honA aura naye AyAmoM kA udghATana honA, naI dizAoM kA prasphuTa na honA, yaha bahuta bar3I bAta hai| maiM manuSya hUM, isameM ye donoM bAteM samAyI huI haiN| maiM manuSya hUM isalie prANazakti kA bhI vikAsa kara sakatA hUM, prANa ke naye AyAma prasphuTita ho sakate haiM aura cetanA kI naI dizAeM bhI udghATita ho sakatI haiN| hamAre prANa kI aneka dhArAeM haiM, zaktiyAM haiN| unameM cAra mukhya hotI

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92 maiM kucha 1 haiM- zarIra-bala, bhASA-bala, manobala aura zvAsa kA bala / manuSya ne cAroM baloM kA, cAroM zaktiyoM kA vikAsa kiyA hai| zarIra bala kA vikAsa kiyA hai| pazu meM zarIra kA bala bahuta hotA hai, kintu apanI-apanI sthiti meM jitanA hai, utanA hI rahatA haiM / kintu manuSya bahuta vikAsa kara sakatA hai| bahuta teja daur3a meM Age bar3ha sakatA hai / bhArottolana meM vaha zakti kA kIrtimAna sthApita kara sakatA hai| acchA dhAvaka, acchA bhArottolaka zarIra ke vibhinna karataba dikhAne vAlA, gale ke sparza se sAMkala tor3a dene vAlA, lohe kI bar3I-bar3I sAMkala, jise hAthI bhI na tor3a sake, apanI kaTI se bAMdhakara use tor3a denA-ye prANazakti kI dizA meM, apanI zakti kI dizA meM manuSya vikAsa kiyA hai / kyoMki usameM viveka kI cetanA aura vikAsa kI cetanA hai, isalie vaha hara dizA meM vikAsa kI bAta socatA rahatA hai / eka manuSya meM viveka-cetanA nahIM hotI to pazu manuSya para hAvI ho jaataa| UMTa meM jitanA bala hotA hai, eka ghor3e meM jitanA bala hotA hai, eka bhaiMse meM jo tAkata hai usake sAmane manuSya 'ke zarIra kI koI tAkata nahIM hai / para ghor3A bhI manuSya ke vaza meM calatA hai. hAthI bhI manuSya ke adhIna hai, bhaisA bhI manuSya ke adhIna hai aura manuSya siMha ko bhI piMjare meM DAla detA hai| isakA kAraNa hai ki usakI cetanA meM vikAsa kI nirantara prakriyA calatI hai / nirantara vaha upAya aura samAdhAna khojatA rahatA hai aura samasyAoM se nipaTatA rahatA hai| eka AdamI ke mana me eka saMkalpa jagA ki mujhe eka bhArI bharakama sAMDa ko hAthoM para uThAnA hai| kaise saMbhava ho sakatA hai? kahAM sAMDa kA bhAra, kahAM sAMDa kI tAkata aura kahAM manuSya kA bhAra aura kahAM usakI zakti! kaise saMbhava ho sakatA hai? bar3I asaMbhava jaisI kalpanA lgii| kintu jaba cetanA kA AyAma khulatA hai to asaMbhava kalpanA bhI saMbhava bana jAtI hai, koI bAta durUha nahIM hotI / upAya socA- bachar3A janmA aura pahale dina usako uThAyA / uThA sakatA thA, saMbhava bAta thii| dUsare dina uThAyA, tIsare dina uThAyA / nirantara uThAtA rahA, uThatA rahA, uThAtA rahA / isa nirantaratA se usane itanA vikAsa kiyA ki bachar3A bar3A sAMDa ho gayA, to bhI use uThAne meM koI kaThinAI nahIM huI / nirantaratA eka bahuta mahattvapUrNa prakriyA hai, bahuta mUlyavAn bAta hai| pAMca minaTa bhI koI vyakti nirantara zvAsa kA anubhava karatA hai aura bIca meM yadi koI vikalpa na Aye to pAMca minaTa ke bAda aisA lagegA ki zarIra ko koI cArja kara diyA gayA hai, baiTarI ko itanA cArja kiyA gayA hai ki bhItara se prakAza kI, prANa kI UrjA kI dhArAeM daur3ane lagI haiN| zakti kA visphoTa hone laga gayA hai / nirantaratA meM jo zakti hotI hai, vaha kabhI bUMda meM nahIM hotii| bindupAta eka bAta hai aura dhArApAta dUsarI bAta hai / bindupAta hotA hai eka bUMda girI, do minaTa ke bAda phira bUMda girI / pahalI bUMda sUkha honA cAhatA hUM

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maiM manuSya hUM (1) 93 jAtI hai, dUsarI bhI sUkha jAtI hai, tIsarI bhI sUkha jAtI hai| pRthvI ke tApa meM aura reta meM bUMde sUkhatI calI jAtI haiN| eka hotA hai dhArApAta / dhArApAta kA artha hotA hai - pravAha / dhArA bahane laga jAtI hai aura nAle kA, nadI kA bar3A rUpa le letI hai / bindupAta se zakti kA vikAsa nahIM hotA / zakti kA vikAsa dhArApAta se hotA hai / bindupAta meM nirantaratA nahIM hotI aura dhArApAta meM nirantaratA hotI hai / bindupAta meM antarAla A jAtA hai / antarAla kA artha hai - kAla kA vyavadhAna / 'kAla: pibati tadrasaM'-kAla usake rasa ko pI jAtA hai| jo rasa hotA thA, bIca meM samaya, antarAla A gayA aura pahale ko kAla pI gayA, dUsare ko bhI pI gyaa| jahAM nirantaratA hotI hai, dhArApAta hotA hai vahAM kAla usake rasa ko pItA nahIM, kintu Age bar3hA detA hai / nirantaratA kA bahuta mUlya hai / nirantara anubhava krnaa| jisa vyakti ne zvAsa kA nirantara anubhava karanA sIkha liyA, usane zarIrabala, manobala aura vAkbala - vANI ke bala ko vikasita karane kA eka bahuta bar3A rahasya hastagata kara diyA / Aja sabase bar3I kamI yahI AI hai ki loga nirantaratA kI bAta ko bhUla gaye, zakti ke nirantara pravAha kI bAta ko bhUla gaye / Aja yahAM ke eka adhikArI ne batAyA ki ve eka varSa ke khelakUda korsa ko videza meM pUrA karake Aye haiN| unhoMne bar3e Azcarya ke sAtha kahA ki aba khelakUda ke sAtha pazcima ke logoM ne yoga ko aura jor3a diyA hai| bar3I vicitra bAta hai! aba khelakUda kA prazikSaNa lene bhI bAhara jAnA par3atA hai aura yoga bhI bAhara se sIkhanA par3atA hai| yoga yahAM se niryAta huA aura phira yahAM AyAta karane kI jarUrata par3a gii| eka hI kAraNa hai ki nirantaratA kisI bAta meM nahIM rahI, kisI bAta meM ekAgratA nahIM rhii| saba kucha vyavadhAna aura vyavadhAna / chUTA huA, chUTA huA; TUTA huA, TUTA huaa| aisA lagatA hai jaise hama bhUla hI gaye / pravAha ko bilakula bhUla gaye / hamArI prANa kI dhArA nirantara eka dizA meM pravAhita hotI rahe to Aja khelakUda ke kSetra meM, zikSA ke kSetra meM, vijJAna ke kSetra meM, hara kSetra meM bhAratIya pratibhA bahuta niryAta karane kI sthiti meM A sakatI hai| kintu nirantaratA aura ekAgratA ke abhAva meM sthiti yaha hai ki kabhI-kabhI bhArata ko svarNapadaka milatA hogA, para Aja to rajata aura kAMsya padaka milane para bhI Azcarya hotA hai ki eka-do to milA / sATha-sattara karor3a AdamiyoM kA deza aura vahAM kI yaha dayanIya sthiti, bar3A vicitra - sA lagatA hai / parantu isalie koI Azcarya nahIM hotA ki usakA jo sAdhana thA, mUla sUtra thA, vaha to hama khote jA rahe haiN| zikSA ke kSetra meM bhI yaha samasyA hai / adhyApaka ho yA vidyArthI ho, dhArA

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94 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM koI bhI ho, jitanA anuzAsana kA vikAsa, jitanA caritra kA vikAsa honA cAhie, isalie nahIM ho rahA hai ki na icchAzakti hai, na saMkalpazakti hai, na ekAgratA kI zakti hai aura na koI nirantaratA / kevala zabda dimAga para lAde jA rahe haiN| ThIka hai, zabda kA kAma jitanA hai, utanA to hogaa| zabda kI jitanI zakti hai aura zabda ke mAdhyama se jitanA vikAsa honA hai vaha to hogaa| isameM to koI sandeha nhiiN| kintu jo viziSTatA AnI cAhie, jo kSamatA AnI cAhie, jo dakSatA AnI cAhie vaha kaise AyegI? kArya honA eka bAta hai, kArya kI kSamatA kA vikAsa honA dUsarI bAta hai aura kArya-kSamatA meM dakSatA AnA tIsarI bAta hai| vaha dakSatA kaise AyegI? Efficiency kaise bar3hegI? nipuNatA kA to koI prazna hI nahIM hotaa| nipuNatA pustakeM nahIM lAtI, nipuNatA cetanA lAtI hai| cetanA aura pustaka donoM kA yoga ho taba to dakSatA bar3hegI, korI pustaka to hai para cetanA kI viziSTatA vahAM nahIM jur3a rahI hai to dakSatA sambhava nahIM ho sktii| mUla prazna hai nirantaratA kA, ekAgratA kaa| usa vyakti ne nirantara prayAsa kiyaa| nirantara prayAsa kA pariNAma yaha huA ki bhAra uThAte-uThAte, bachar3e ko uThAte-uThAte. eka dina aisA AyA ki usakI zakti kA itanA vikAsa ho gayA ki bhArI-bharakama sAMDa ko bhI usane hAthoM para uThA liyaa| yaha prayatna-sAdhya, viveka-sAdhya aura cetanA-sAdhya kArya hai| jApAna meM karATe aura jUr3o kA vikAsa huaa| yaha zarIra-bala kA vikAsa hai, itanA hAtha ko majabUta kara liyA jAtA hai ki talavAra kA bhI bAra hogA, hAtha kaTegA nhiiN| manuSya hI yaha vikAsa kara sakatA hai| yaha prANazakti kA vikAsa hai| prANazakti kA aisA vikAsa hotA hai ki zastra kA prahAra ho rahA hai para koI asara nahIM ho rahA hai| hamane AMkhoM dekhA ki eka bhAI ne zvAsa bharA, zvAsa ko rokA aura hAtha phailA diyaa| dasa AdamI laTaka gaye, para hAtha to Tasa se masa nahIM huaa| yaha prANazakti kA vikAsa hai| zarIra-bala kA vikAsa manuSya hI kara sakatA hai, kyoMki, usameM viveka hai| zarIra-bala ke bar3e adbhuta vikAsa manuSya ne kie haiN| Aja bhI yaha paramparA lupta nahIM hai, kintu usake prati jo mahattva kA bhAva honA cAhie, jo usakA mUlyAMkana honA cAhie vaha nahIM hai| kisa prakriyA se zarIrabala ko vikasita kiyA jA sakatA hai, bar3hAyA jA sakatA hai, hamArI yaha cetanA zAyada itanI jAgarUka nahIM hai| manobala kA vikAsa bhI bahata apekSita hai| itanA adbhuta manobala ki kaThina se kaThina samasyA A jAne para bhI ghuTane nahIM ttikte| thor3I-sI samasyA hai, AdamI ghuTane Teka detA hai| yaha bahuta bar3I samasyA hai| adhika loga aise mileMge ki

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maiM manuSyaM hUM (1) samasyA na Aye taba taka to saba ThIka hai, samasyA AI aura ghuTane Tikane meM dera nahIM lgtii| isakA kAraNa hai ki manobala nahIM hai| itanA kSINa hai manobala ki sahiSNutA kA vikAsa nahIM hai| kisI bhI sthiti meM rahane kI kSamatA nahIM hai| hama jisa duniyA meM jIte haiM, vahAM anukUlatA bhI hai, pratikUlatA bhI hai| vaha garmI hai pratikUlatA, vaha sardI hai anukuultaa| donoM haiN| eka sthiti kabhI nahIM ho sktii| na kabhI sardI kA ekAdhikAra hamAre yahAM hai aura na hI garmI kA ekAdhikAra / donoM barAbara calate haiN| hama apanI zakti kA aisA vikAsa kareM ki sardI ko saha sakeM, garmI ko bhI saha skeN| sardI ko sahanA bhI bar3A kaThina hotA hai, garmI ko sahanA bhI bar3A kaThina hotA hai| anukUlatA ko sahanA bhI bar3A kaThina kAma hai aura pratikUlatA ko sahanA bhI kaThina kAma hai| kabhI-kabhI to aisA lagatA hai pratikUla paristhiti kI apekSA anukUla paristhiti ko sahanA aura jyAdA kaThina kAma hai| jaba manuSya ke sAmane anukUlatA AtI hai taba Avega bar3ha jAtA hai, ahaMkAra bar3ha jAtA hai| AdamI use sahana nahIM kara paataa| bahuta bAra aisA bhI hotA hai ki eka sAtha adhika anukUlatA Ane para AdamI apane Apako bhUla jAtA hai| kabhI-kabhI prANa viyoga bhI kara letA hai| __ anukUlatA ko sahanA bhI bar3A kaThina hotA hai| hama loga dveSa ko to phira saha lete haiM para rAga ko nahIM saha paate| apriya saMvedanoM ko jhela lete haiM para priya saMvedana ko jhelanA bahuta kaThina hotA hai| hamArI zakti kA aisA vikAsa ho, jisameM hama anukUlatA aura pratikUlatA donoM ko jhela sakeM / manobala kA itanA vikAsa ho jAe ki anukUlatA ke sAmane ghuTane na Tike aura pratikUlatA ke sAmane bhI ghuTane na ttike| aise manobala kA vikAsa ho sakatA hai| bhAratIya cetanA meM zarIra-bala aura manobala ke vikAsa kI bahuta ghaTanAeM ghaTita huI haiM aura aisA adbhuta manobala ki jisakI sAmAnya AdamI kalpanA bhI nahIM kara sktaa| yadi hindustAna ke pAsa manobala nahIM hotA to itane bar3e sAmrAjya se azastra hokara lar3anA aura apanI zatAbdiyoM se khoye hue vaibhava ko, svatantratA ko puna: prApta kara lenA koI sAmAnya ghaTanA nahIM hai, viziSTa ghaTanA hai aura kevala manobala ke AdhAra para hI isameM bahuta bar3A kAma huA hai| aura bhI kucha paristhitiyAM ho sakatI haiM para una sArI paristhitiyoM meM manobala kA bahuta bar3A yoga hai| hama manobala kA bhI ThIka mUlyAMkana nahIM kara rahe haiN| vANI kA bala bar3A hI adbhuta hotA hai| hamArI prANadhArA yadi vANI ke sAtha jur3a jAye aura vANI kA bala bar3he to eka vyakti ke muMha se nikalane vAlI bAta viphala nahIM ho sktii| hamAre yahAM vacanasiddhi mAnI gaI hai| vacana kI siddhi jisa

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM vyakti ko hotI hai, usake muMha se jo bAta nikala jAtI hai, vaha ghaTita hotI hai| yAnI padArtha-jagat prabhAvita hotA hai, paramANuoM meM eka halacala ho jAtI hai aura una paramANuoM ko badalanA hI par3atA hai aura vaisI ghaTanA ko ghaTita honA par3atA hai| Aja bhI aise loga milate haiM ki jinake muMha se koI vacana nikala gayA, vaha bAta hotI hI hai| vacana meM itanI bar3I zakti A jAtI hai| yaha bhI prANazakti ke.vikAsa ke dvArA saMbhava hai, prANazakti jur3a jAye to zarIra kA bala kalpanAtIta bar3ha jAtA hai| prANa kI dhArA jur3a jAe to vANI kA bala bar3ha jAtA hai aura prANazakti kI dhArA jur3a jAye to mana kA bala bhI bar3ha jAtA hai| prANa kI dhArA jur3a jAye to zvAsa kA bala bhI bar3ha jAtA hai| Aja to hamArI sthiti yaha hai ki zvAsabala kI bAta to dUra rahI, zvAsa ko samyak lenA bhI nahIM jaante| samyak zvAsa kA lakSaNa hai ki peTa phUlanA caahie| sInA phUle, yaha koI samyak zvAsa kA lakSaNa nahIM hai| sInA to apane Apa phUlegA, kintu zvAsa ke kampana peTa taka jaaeN| jo hamArI mAMsapezI hai tanupaTa, vaha thor3A nIce jAye aura zvAsa lete samaya peTa phUle aura chor3ate samaya sikudd'e| jaba hama zvAsa lete haiM taba chaha-sAta lITara havA peTa meM jAtI hai| itanI havA jAtI hai aura usa havA kA dabAba jaba nIce jAtA hai to peTa phUlegA aura chor3eMge taba sikudd'egaa| bilakula sAmAnya-sI bAta hai| para samyak zvAsa bhI hamAre jIvana meM nahIM hai| jaba zvAsa samyaka nahIM hai, zvAsa kA bala nahIM hai to IMdhana ke binA cUlhA prajvalita nahIM hotA, zarIrabala, manobala, vAkbala, yaha zakti kA cUlhA taba jalegA jaba use zvAsa kA IMdhana milego| oNksIjana milegI, prANavAyu prajvalita hogI taba yaha cUlhA jlegaa| mUla bAta zarIrabala nahIM hai, mUla bAta vANI aura manobala nahIM hai| AdhArabhUta maulika bAta hai zvAsa kA bala, samyak shvaas|| zvAsa samyak hogA to zarIra kI zakti bar3ha jaayegii| Apa prayoga kara sakate haiM, anubhava kara sakate haiM ki kisI bhI avayava ko majabUta karanA hai, kisI bhI avayava ko niroga karanA hai, bImArI ko miTAnA hai to dasa minaTa kA samaya lgaayeN| nirantara dIrghazvAsa leM, zvAsa kA saMyama kareM aura citta ko usI avayava para TikA deM jise hama niroga karanA cAhate haiM, zaktizAlI banAnA cAhate haiN| kucha dinoM bAda Apa dekheMge ki usa avayava kI tAkata bar3ha rahI hai, zakti kA vikAsa ho rahA hai aura usa avayava kI rugNa avasthA, kamajorI samApta hotI jA rahI hai| eka-do dina meM cAheMge to bar3I asaMbhava bAta lgegii| nirantara kareM, lambe samaya taka kreN| Apako nizcita anubhava hogA ki parivartana ho rahA hai| usameM zvAsa kA yoga, IMdhana kA yoga jarUra caahie| IMdhana kI to Aja sArI samasyA hai, UrjA kI Aja samasyA hai| yadi UrjA ke binA prakAza hotA to Aja UrjA ke kSetra meM itane

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maiM manuSya hUM (1) anusaMdhAna nahIM clte| Aja sAre saMsAra meM UrjA para kitane anusaMdhAna ho rahe haiM! UrjA ke naye-naye srota khoje jA rahe haiM / hamArI bijalI UrjA ke AdhAra para calatI hai / cUlhe UrjA ke AdhAra para jalate haiM / yadi UrjA nahIM hotI to roTI bhI nahIM pakatI, prakAza bhI nahIM milatA, paMkhe bhI nahIM calate aura havA bhI nahIM miltii| sabake lie UrjA ke srota cAhie / yaha zvAsa hamArI prANika UrjA kA srota hai| jaba taka isa srota ko nahIM khoja liyA jAtA aura isa srota ko nahIM samajha liyA jAtA, taba taka ye cUlheM, cAhe zarIra ko pakAne vAle hoM, cAhe mana ko pakAne vAle hoM aura cAhe vANI ko pakAne vAle hoM ye kabhI jala nahIM sakate / isalie hameM sabase pahale dhyAna kendrita karanA hotA hai zvAsa kI UrjA para / zvAsa kI zakti jAge, zvAsa kA bala bar3he / dIrghazvAsa kA prayoga zvAsa kI zakti bar3hAne kA prayoga hai / jo AdamI choTA zvAsa letA hai vaha AdamI zvAsa bala ko vikasita nahIM kara sakatA, samyak zvAsa kahAM hai? choTA zvAsa calatA hai, bahuta choTA zvAsa / eka minaTa meM kucha loga 22 - 23 zvAsa bhI lene laga jAte haiM, bahuta choTA zvAsa lete haiM / gati honI cAhie manda zvAsa kI dizA meM, aura ho rahI hai tIvrazvAsa kI dizA meN| zvAsa kI gati manda hogI, zvAsa lambA hotA calegA, saMkhyA ghaTatI jaaegii| jaise-jaise zvAsa kI saMkhyA ghaTegI, jIvanazakti bar3hegI, dIrghAyu hogA AdamI, zarIra kI zakti bar3hegI, prANa kI zakti bddh'egii| jaise-jaise zvAsa kI saMkhyA bar3hegI Ayu kama hogI, zakti kA kharca jyAdA hogA / hama jAgate samaya jitane zvAsa lete haiM nIMda meM usase jyAdA zvAsa lene laga jAte haiN| jahAM jAgate samaya 15-16 zvAsa lete haiM vahAM nIMda meM 20-22 zvAsa ho jaayeNge| Avega kI sthiti meM zvAsa aura bar3ha jAte haiN| isakA artha hai ki jIvanazakti kA kSaraNa hone laga jAtA hai / hamArI zakti kA vyaya atirikta hone laga jAtA hai / jo AdamI svastha jIvana jInA cAhatA hai, dIrghAyu honA cAhatA hai, akAla mRtyu nahIM cAhatA, apane zakti bhaNDAra ko jaldI se khAlI karanA nahIM cAhatA, usake lie dIrghazvAsa kA prayoga sabase mahattvapUrNa aura mUlyavAna hai / yadi dIrghazvAsa kA abhyAsa kareM, zvAsa kI saMkhyA ko ghaTAyeM - 15 kI sthiti se 10-8-7-5 - 2 taka le jAyeM to apane Apa zvAsa kA bala bar3hegA, zakti kA vyaya bahuta ruka jAyegA / Aja ke zikSA jagat meM eka bar3I bhrAnti cala rahI hai / vaha yaha ki hama vijJAna ke itihAsa ko cAra sau varSoM kA itihAsa mAna rahe haiM aura pazcimI logoM ko hI vaijJAnika mAna rahe haiM / bhAratIya logoM ko to hama vaijJAnika mAnate hI nahIM haiM / kahAM kisI kA nAma AtA hai ? hamAre yahAM saikar3oM vaijJAnika hue haiN| unhoMne bar3I vaijJAnika khojeM kiiN| para itihAsa meM unakA ullekha nahIM hai| aba muzkila se kucha 97

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98 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM nAma Ane lage haiN| kucha vizvavidyAlayoM meM isa vaijJAnika itihAsa ke sAtha bhAratIya vaijJAnikoM ke nAma bhI jur3ane lage haiM aura prAcIna vaijJAnikoM kI khoja kA vibhAga bhI kahIM-kahIM khulA hai| parantu purAne logoM ko hama vaijJAnika to mAnate hI nahIM haiN| prAcIna bhAratIya vaijJAnika yogiyoM ne kitanI bar3I adbhuta khoja kI thI ki Aja taka itanA vikasita hone para bhI meDikala sAinsa vaha khoja nahIM kara pAyA hai| hamAre nAr3I-saMsthAna meM do prakAra ke sisTama haiN| eka hai volenTarI aura dUsarA hai oNTonarvasa-svata:cAlita aura icchaacaalit| icchAcAlita nAr3I-saMsthAna ke dvArA bhI bahuta zakti kA vyaya hotA hai| yahAM khoja yaha huI thI ki hama svata:cAlita nAr3I-saMsthAna para bhI niyantraNa kara sakate haiN| zvAsa ko roka sakate haiM, zarIra ke tApamAna ko kama kara sakate haiM, jo cayApacaya kI kriyA hai usako bhI hama dhImI kara sakate haiN| hRdaya kI ghar3akana ko roka sakate haiM aura kama kara sakate haiN| jitane svata:cAlita hamAre kArya haiM, una para bhI niyantraNa sthApita kara sakate haiN| una para niyantraNa karane kA artha hotA hai zakti ke vyaya ko roka denaa| Aja eka aisI khoja ho rahI hai aura nikaTa bhaviSya meM vikAsa meM Ane vAlI bAta hai ki AdamI ko zItIkaraNa kI prakriyA se jamA diyA jaaegaa| jIte AdamI ko zItIkaraNa kI prakriyA se barpha ke jaise jamA diyA jaaegaa| pAMca varSa, dasa varSa, pacAsa varSa jitanA cAheM, kolDasToreja meM jaise phala par3e rahate haiM, vaise par3A rhegaa| aura jaba cAheM ki punarjIvita karanA hai, usako garma kiyA, phira vaha sakriya ho utthegaa| usakI Ayu 50 varSa kI aura bar3ha gii| yAnI usakI jIvanazakti ko pacAsa varSa jIvita rakha diyaa| zakti-vyaya ko bacA liyA, roka diyaa| yahI to prakriyA thii| svata:cAlita nAr3I-saMsthAna ko banda kara diyA aura jIvanI zakti kA utanA kAla hamane bar3hA liyaa| bahuta mahattvapUrNa khoja thI, hamane bhulA diyaa| bilakula hI bhUla ge| hama Aja na zvAsa-saMyama jAnate haiM, na nAr3I para niyaMtraNa jAnate haiM, na tApamAna ko ghaTAnA jAnate haiM, na cayApacaya kI kriyA ko kama karanA jAnate haiN| ina sArI kriyAoM ko nirarthaka samajha kara hamane bhulA diyA hai| ___ hama kucha atIta meM lauTeM / vartamAna meM jInA bahuta acchA hai| vartamAna kA bodha bahuta Avazyaka hai, kintu kevala vartamAna se hI kAma nahIM cltaa| dhyAna kI prakriyA vartamAna meM jIne kI prakriyA hai| yaha ThIka hai ki AdamI jitanA vartamAna meM jIegA, usakI zakti utanI hI bddh'egii| kintu kevala vartamAna se hI to hamArA kAma nahIM cala sktaa| atIta meM bhI kabhI lauTanA hotA hai, bhaviSya meM bhI jAnA hotA hai| hamArA jIvana, smRti, cintana aura kalpanA-ina tInoM ke AdhAra para calatA hai| korI smRti, korA cintana aura korI kalpanA kAma nahIM detii| smRti atIta meM

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maiM manuSya hUM (1) lauTane kI prakriyA hai| kalpanA bhaviSya meM jIne kI prakriyA hai aura cintana vartamAna meM jIne kI prakriyA hai| ina tInoM kA samanvaya caahie| atIta meM lauTane kI bAta bhI sarvathA vyartha nahIM hai| hama atIta meM bhI lauTeM aura dhyAna deM ki kina upAyoM ke dvArA hamane zakti kA vikAsa kiyA thaa| ... maiM prANazakti ke vikAsa kI carcA kara rahA huuN| prANazakti kA vikAsa tIna dhArAoM meM cale-zarIra kI zakti, vANI kI zakti aura mana kI shkti| una tInoM dhArAoM ko vikasita karane ke lie zvAsa kA bala bar3he aura zvAsa-bala ko bar3hAne kA eka upAya ho sakatA hai-dIrghazvAsa kA pryog| jaise-jaise dIrghazvAsa kA abhyAsa bar3hegA to zikSA kA eka nayA AyAma khulegaa| vidyArthI ke jIvana meM eka naI dizA udghATita hogI ki vaha vidyArthI kevala bauddhika vikAsa vAlA vidyArthI nahIM hogaa| bauddhika vikAsa bahuta jarUrI hai para korA bauddhika vikAsa paryApta nahIM hai| usake sAtha aura bhI vikAsa caahie| buddhi kA vikAsa to bahuta hai, zarIra sAtha nahIM detaa| kyA hogA? Aja hI hamane eka vyakti ko dekhA jisake pAsa dhanabala bahuta hai| karor3oM kI sampatti hai para zarIra bilakula bekAra ho rahA hai| kitanA rugNa ho rahA hai? maiMne apane sahavartI muni se kahA ki itanA dhana hai, para yaha to nirantara du:kha anubhava kara rahA hai, kisa kAma kI hogI yaha sampatti? eka bAta se hamArA jIvana kabhI paripUrNa nahIM hotA, samagratA caahie| bauddhika vikAsa kI bAta bahuta acchI hai kintu usake sAtha-sAtha zarIrabala, manobala aura vacanabala kA bhI vikAsa honA caahie| unake vikAsa kA pahalA sUtra hai-zvAsabala kA vikAsa aura zvAsa-bala ke vikAsa kA pahalA sUtra hai-dIrghazvAsa kA pryog|

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maiM manuSya hUM (2) manuSya kI viziSTatA kA eka hetu hai-cetanA vikAsa kA bodha aura usakI kryaanviti| prANI jagata meM cetanA hai, kintu cetanA kA vikAsa kA bodha nahIM hai aura karane kI kSamatA bhI nahIM hai| usake pAsa koI sAdhana bhI nahIM hai| manuSya ne nirantara apanI cetanA kA vikAsa kiyA hai| use cetanA-vikAsa kA bodha bhI hai aura usake pAsa vikAsa kA sAdhana bhI hai| do stara haiM-eka hai-saMvedana kA stara aura dUsarA hai-cetanA kA str| prANiyoM meM pradhAnatayA saMvedanA hotI hai| ve saMvedana ke stara para jIte haiN| unameM saMvedanA adhika aura jJAna kama hotA hai| manuSya meM saMvedanA aura jJAna-donoM hote haiN| saMvedanA para niyaMtraNa karanA aura jJAna kA vikAsa karanA-yaha manuSya kI maulika vizeSatA hai| pazu kevala saMvedana karatA hai| vaha sukha-du:kha bhogatA hai, kintu usameM jJAna kA vikAsa nahIM hai| sukha-du:kha ke anubhava se pare jA sake vaisI cetanA kA vikAsa usameM nahIM hai| pazu meM jo hai vaha sahaja saMyama hai, kintu saMyama kA vikAsa nahIM hai, saMyama vikAsa kI cetanA bhI nahIM hai| pazu ke sAmane cArA AegA, khAdya AegA, bhUkha hogI to khA legaa| bhUkha nahIM hai to nahIM khaaegaa| kintu bhUkha hone para bhI na khAe, yaha cetanA usameM nahIM hai| bhUkha hone para khAnA, bhUkha na hone para na khAnA aura bhUkha hone para bhI na khAnA-ye tIna bAteM hai| pazu meM yaha tIsarI bAta nahIM hai| yaha sahI hai ki pazu bhUkha lagane para hI khAte haiM, bhUkha ke binA nahIM khaate| para manuSya kI cetanA ne yaha bhI vikAsa kiyA hai ki bhUkha lagane para bhI nahIM khAtA aura bhUkha na lagane para bhI khA letA hai| eka DaoNkTara ne bhoja kA Ayojana kiyaa| nagara meM saMbhrAMta vyakti bhoja meM sammilita hue| bhoja ke prArambha meM DaoNkTara ne kahA-'sabake sAmane bhojana parosa diyA gayA hai| bhojana prArambha karane se pUrva hama saba eka bAta soca leM ki hameM pazu kI taraha khAnA hai yA manuSya kI trh| sAre loga asamaMjasa meM par3a ge| ve DaoNkTara ke Azaya ko samajha nahIM ske| DaoNkTara ne apane kathana ko spaSTa karate hue kahA-pazu kI taraha khAne kA tAtparya hai jitanI bhUkha hai utanA khAnA aura manuSya kI taraha khAne kA tAtparya hai, bhUkha na hone para bhI khAte jaanaa| ___ bhUkha hone para bhI na khAnA-manuSya kI apanI vizeSatA hai| upavAsa kA vikAsa isI maulika vizeSatA ke AdhAra para huA hai| bhUkha hai, phira bhI AdamI do dina kA upavAsa, pAMca-dasa dina kA upavAsa, cAlIsa-pacAsa dina kA upavAsa kara

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101 maiM manuSya hUM (2) letA hai| kucha bhI nahIM khaataa| saMyama kara letA hai| saMyama cetanA ke vikAsa kA eka bindu hai| jaise-jaise manuSya Age bar3hA hai, vaise-vaise usane saMyama kI cetanA kA vikAsa kiyA hai, viveka kA vikAsa kiyA hai| prANI kI eka vizeSatA hai-icchaashkti| yadi hama dArzanika dRSTi se soceM-prANI kA sIdhA-sAdhA lakSaNa kyA ho sakatA hai to yaha spaSTa hogA-cintana, smRti aura kalpanA-yaha prANI kA lakSaNa nahIM bana sktaa| jo cintana karatA hai, jisameM smRti hai aura jo kalpanA kara sakatA hai, vaha prANI hai, aisA nahIM kahA jA sktaa| cintana, smRti aura kalpanA aprANI meM bhI hotI hai| acetana meM smRti hai, cintana hai aura kalpanA hai| kampyUTara isakA pratyakSa pramANa hai| Aja kA vikasita kampyUTara smRti kA bahuta bar3A mAdhyama hai| Aja ke loga tathyoM aura AMkar3oM ko yAda rakhane ke jhaMjhaTa meM nahIM jAte, ve sAre tathya aura AMkar3e kampyUTara meM DAla dete haiM aura jaba AvazyakatA hotI hai taba baTana dabAkara unako prApta kara lete haiN| tathya aura AMkar3e jyoM ke tyoM sAmane A jAte haiN| na vismRti kA bhaya aura na tathyoM ke kho jAne kA bhaya / saba kucha nishcit| kalpanA kI cetanA bhI Aja kampyUTara meM sannihita hai| kampyUTara roga kA nidAna bhI karegA aura auSadhi kA sujhAva bhI degaa| svAsthya ke lie anukUla aura pratikUla donoM tathya prastuta kregaa| vaha kevala nidAna hI nahIM karatA, rogopazamana kA upAya bhI karatA hai| kampyUTara cintana bhI karatA hai| vaha kavitA bhI karatA hai, lekha bhI likhatA hai| smRti, cintana aura kalpanA-yaha prANI kA lakSaNa nahIM bana sktaa| lakSaNa vaha hotA hai jo lakSya meM hI prApta ho, lakSya se pare prApta na ho| jo lakSya se atirikta meM bhI prApta hotA hai, vaha usa vastu kA lakSaNa nahIM bana sktaa| prANI kA lakSaNa hai-icchaashkti| yaha aisA lakSaNa hai jo cetana meM hI milatA hai, acetana meM nahIM miltaa| kampyUTara acetana hai| usameM aura bahuta sArI bAteM milatI haiM kintu icchAzakti nahIM miltii| icchA kA udaya kevala cetana meM hI hotA hai| manuSya prANI hai| usameM icchA hai| pazu-pakSI bhI prANI hai| unameM bhI icchA hai| jaise-jaise cetanA kA vikAsa huA, manuSya ne icchA saMyama kA sUtra siikhaa| usane parijJA sIkhI, viveka siikhaa| ye do zabda do chora para haiN| eka zabda hai icchA aura dUsarA zabda hai parijJA yA viveka / icchA honA eka bAta hai viveka karanA dUsarI bAta hai| parijJA do prakAra kI hotI hai| eka hai jAnane vAlI parijJA aura dasarI hai

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM 1 pratyAkhyAna karane vAlI parijJA, chor3ane vAlI parijJA / jAnanA ThIka hai, kintu chor3anA, tyAga karanA, pratyAkhyAna karanA - yaha cetanA kA bahuta bar3A vikAsa hai jisameM jJAna kI kSamatA hai, vaha ghaTanA ko jAna letA hai / ghaTanA ko jAna lenA eka bAta hai, kintu jAnane ke sAtha-sAtha ghaTanA meM bahanA, use na bhoganA, yaha dUsarI bAta hai / yaha cetanA kA nayA AyAma hai, cetanA kA bar3A vikAsa hai 102 manuSya do prakAra ke hote haiM - jJAtA aura bhoktA / kucha manuSya jJAtA bhI hote haiM aura bhoktA bhI hote haiN| kucha manuSya jJAtA haiM para bhoktA nahIM hote haiM 1 jAnanA aura bhoganA- - yaha prANI kA sAmAnya lakSaNa hai 1 pazu para kisI ne AkramaNa kiyA, prahAra kiyA / use piittaa| pazu bhI Akroza meM A jAegA, kyoMki usane ghaTanA ko jAnA hai, bhogA hai, isIlie usameM pratikriyA hotI hai| pazuoM meM ghora pratizodha kI bhAvanA hotI hai| UMTa aura bhaiMsa meM pratizodha kI tIvra bhAvanA hotI hai| varSoM bAda bhI de pratizodha lete haiN| yaha bhAvanA isIlie paidA hotI hai ki ve ghaTanA ko jAnate haiM, bhogate haiM / prANI kI sAmAnya prakRti hai - ghaTanA ko jAnanA aura bhoganA / kintu jinaprANiyoM meM cetanA kA vikAsa huA, unhoMne isa dizA meM aura adhika vikAsa kiyA ki ghaTanA ko jAna lenA kintu use bhoganA nahIM / jJAtA mAtra raha jAnA, bhoktA nahIM bananA / yaha bar3A vikAsa hai / sAdhanA ke dvArA cetanA ko nayA AyAma diyA gayA - ghaTanA ke sAtha-sAtha bahanA nahIM ghaTanA ko bhoganA nahIM, ghaTanA ko mAtra jAna lenA / dhyAna kA, darzana yA prekSA kA tAtparya hai ghaTanA ko jAna lenA, anubhava kara lenA / prekSA- dhyAna ke antargata hama zarIra- prekSA kA abhyAsa karate haiM / prazna hotA hai zarIra ko kyA dekhanA ? hameM zarIra ko nahIM dekhanA hai / zarIra ke raMga-rUpa ko nahIM dekhanA hai, AkAra-prakAra ko nahIM dekhanA hai| zarIra meM hone vAlI ghaTanAoM ko dekhanA hai / hamArA zarIra eka padArtha hai, vastu hai / jo vastu hai usameM vividha prakAra kI ghaTanAeM ghaTita hotI rahatI haiM / hamAre zarIra meM rAsAyanika parivartana hote haiM / zarIra meM UrjA ke dvArA nAnA prakAra ke parivartana hote rahate haiM / vividha paryAya udita hote haiN| tApamAna ghaTatA-bar3hatA hai / isa prakAra ke aura bhI aneka parivartana hote haiM / ina saba parivartanoM ko jAnanA, unake prati jAgarUka honA, yaha cetanA kA bar3A vikAsa hai 1 hamAre dhyeya do hote haiM-bAhya jagat yAnI vastu jagat aura antarjagat yAnI cetanA jagat / hama bAharI jagat ko bhI jAnate haiM, usameM hone vAle parivartanoM ko

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meM manuSya hUM (2) __ 103 bhI jAnate haiN| vaise hI hama antarjagat meM hone vAle parivartanoM aura pariNAmoM ko bhI jAna sakate haiN| kintu jo vyakti dhyAna ke abhyAsa se nahIM gujaratA, vaha sadA bAhya jagat ke parivartanoM ko jAnegA, bhItara meM hone vAle parivartanoM ko nahIM jAna paayegaa| jaba bAhya jagat hI dhyeya banA rahatA hai taba bahirmukhatA banI rahatI hai| dUsare zabdoM meM yaha bhI kahA jA sakatA hai ki jaba taka vyakti bahirmukha hotA hai taba taka usakA dhyeya vastu jagat hI banA rahatA hai| antarmukhatA ke binA Antarika jagat ko dhyeya banAne ke sAtha-sAtha aMtarjagat ko bhI dhyeya banA lenaa| zvAsa se hone vAle parivartanoM aura pariNAmoM ko jAnanA, zarIra meM hone vAle parivartanoM aura pariNAmoM ko jAnanA--yaha prekSAdhyAna kI prakriyA hai| isase Age bar3hane kA rAstA sarala bana jAtA hai| ye sArI prakriyAeM bhAratIya yoga kI thAtI thiiN| logoM ne inako vismRta kara diyaa| Aja pazcima ke loga yaMtroM ke mAdhyama se apane antarjagat ko jAnane kA prayatna kara rahe haiN| ve "bAyophIDabeka' paddhati ke dvArA apane bhItara hone vAlI ghaTanAoM aura parivartanoM ko jAnane kA prayatna kara rahe haiM aura phira unheM badalane kA prayatna kara rahe haiN| tApamAna ko ghaTAnA, bar3hAnA, nAr3I kI gati ko tIvra karanA yA manda karanA, phira unake lie sarala bana jAtA hai| jahAM darda hai. usakA anubhava karanA, usako kama karanA, yaha saMbhava hai| bhItara meM asaMkhya ghaTanAeM ghaTita hotI rahatI haiM, parantu dhyAna ke binA unheM pakar3A nahIM jA sktaa| yaha sahI hai ki AdamI nikaTa meM hone vAlI ghaTanAoM ko nahIM dekhatA, jaantaa| pracalita kahAvata hai-AdamI parvata para lagI Aga ko dekha letA hai, para pairoM tale jala rahI Aga ko nahIM dekha paataa| AdamI bAhya jagat se jitanA paricita hai utanA hI vaha AMtarika jagat se aparicita hai| AdamI apane astitva se bhI aparicita hai| vaha apane Apako nahIM jaantaa|| AdamI apane astitva ke sAtha saMparka sthApita kara sakatA hai| usakI bhI eka prakriyA hai| binA usa prakriyA se gujare, hajAra prayatna karane para bhI koI apane astitva ko nahIM jAna sktaa| usa prakriyA kA pahalA hetu hai-svArtha / svArtha bAhara bhI jAtA hai aura bhItara bhI jAtA hai| vaha ubhayamukhI setu hai| vaha bAhya jagat se antarjagat ke mAdhyama kA setu hai| jo vyakti bAhya jagat se antarjagat meM praveza pAnA cAhatA hai use isa madhyavartI setu kA upayoga karanA hI hogaa| ____ anta:praveza kA dUsarA mAdhyama banatA hai-shriir| zarIra ko dekhanA, jAnanA eka mahattvapUrNa prakriyA hai| zarIra ko dekhane kA artha yaha nahIM hai ki zIze ke sAmane khar3e hokara apanI pratichAyA ko dekhanA, rUpa-raMga ko dekhanA, AkAra-prakAra ko dekhnaa| inako dekhanA khulI AMkhoM se hotA hai| zarIra-prekSA kI kriyA banda

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104 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM AMkhoM se kI jAne vAlI prakriyA hai| na zIze ke sAmane khar3e honA hai, na pratibimba ko dekhanA hai aura na AMkheM khulI rakhanI hai| kintu hama khulI AMkhoM se dekhane ke abhyAsI haiN| pratibimboM ko dekhate-dekhate hamArI cetanA bhI pratibimba kI cetanA bana gaI hai| mUla cetanA kho gii| pratibimba aura parachAiyoM kI cetanA hastagata ho gii| hama parachAI ko pakar3anA cAhate haiN| sAmAnyata: parachAI pakar3a meM nahIM AtI. usako pakar3ane ke bhI upAya haiN| eka bAlaka dhUpa meM khar3A thaa| apanI parachAI ko dekhakara usake mana meM kutUhala huaa| vaha parachAI meM dIkha rahI apanI coTI ko pakar3ane daudd'aa| parachAI bhI daur3ane lgii| bAlaka daur3atA rahA, para parachAI ko pakar3a nahIM paayaa| vaha thaka kara cUra ho gyaa| itane meM pitA ne use dekha liyaa| ve aae| bAlaka bolA-maiM parachAI meM dIkha rahI coTI ko pakar3anA cAhatA hUM, para vaha pakar3a meM AtI hI nhiiN| pitA ne use Azvasta karate hue kahA-abhI pakar3a meM A jaaegii| tuma daur3o mata, Thahara jaao| bAlaka Thahara gyaa| pitA ne usakA hAtha pakar3A, hAtha ko sira para le jAkara coTI pakar3avA dii| aba parachAI kI coTI bhI bAlaka ke hAtha meM thii| parachAI yA pratibimba ko nahIM pakar3A jA sakatA / jaba manuSya kI cetanA pratibimboM kI cetanA bana jAtI hai taba bhrama utpanna hote haiM, aneka bhrAMtiyAM panapatI haiN| dhyAna kI sAdhanA yathArtha kI sAdhanA hai, pratibimba se pare jAne kI sAdhanA hai| hama pratibimboM meM hI ulajhate na raheM, mUla taka pahuMcane kA prayatna kreN| vartamAna jIvana kI samasyAeM, phira ve sAmAjika hoM yA Arthika, sAmUhika hoM yA vaiyaktika, pratibimboM ke AsapAsa cakkara kATatI haiN| yadi yathArtha ko pakar3A jA sake to aneka samasyAoM kA samAdhAna pAyA jA sakatA hai| Aja kI sthiti yaha hai ki mUla nirmUlya ho rahA hai aura pratibimba mUlyavAna mAnA jA rahA hai mUlaspoM na khalu sulabho dRSTireSAsti mugdhA, prAyo loka: pratikRtirato mUlyadAne vicakSuH / citraM mUlyaM nayati vipulaM caikatazcitrakakSe, yasyA nAryA muhuravamatA bhikSate caikata: sA: / eka kalAkAra ne gAMva kI eka sundara strI kA citra citrita kiyaa| kAlAntara meM usane usa citra ko apanI citra-pradarzanI meM rkhaa| eka vyakti ne use dasa hajAra meM kharIda liyaa| vaha citra lekara bAhara aayaa| eka bhikhArina bhIkha mAMga rahI thii| usane use dutkaaraa| usa bhikhArina kI dRSTi citra para pdd'ii| usI kA vaha citra thaa| mUla ko dutkAra mila rahI hai aura pratibiMba dasa hajAra kA mUlya pA rahA hai|

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maiM manuSya hUM (2) 105 - dhyAna kA artha hai-yathArtha kA anubhava / isameM kalpanA kI AvazyakatA hI nahIM hai| zvAsaprekSA meM zvAsa kA anubhava karate haiN| yaha yathArtha hai| isameM kalpanA ko avakAza nahIM hai| zarIra prekSA meM, zarIra meM ghaTita hone vAle parivartanoM kA anubhava karate haiN| yaha yathArtha hai, isameM kalpanA kI jarUrata hI nahIM hai| dhyAna meM yathArtha ke sAtha-sAtha calanA hai| kalpanA kA bhI apanA mUlya hotA hai, kintu yathArtha ko chor3akara kevala kalpanA meM hI bahate jAnA ucita nahIM hai| isa sthiti meM kalpanA bhI bhaMyakara bana jAtI hai| yathArtha kI chAyA meM kalpanA bhI kucha kAma de sakatI hai| kendra meM yathArtha hogA to kalpanA bhI upayogI bana sakatI hai| kendra meM kalpanA nahIM honI caahie| manuSya ne jJa parijJA aura pratyAkhyAna parijJA, jAnane vAlI dRSTi aura tyAgane vAlI dRSTi kA vikAsa kiyaa| isI ke AdhAra para samUce darzana kA vikAsa huA hai| Aja darzana kA artha bhI badala gayA hai| usakA artha mAtra jAnanA raha gayA hai| pustakIya jJAna ko hI darzana mAna liyA gayA hai| usameM anubhava ko koI mahattva nahIM milaa| .. bhArata meM darzana kI cetanA kA vikAsa saMyama, ahiMsA, astitvagata ekatA yA samAnatA ke sAtha huA thaa| yahI darzana kI mahattA hai| jahAM astitvagata ekatA yA samAnatA kI anUbhUti nahIM hotI, vaha darzana kevala bauddhika vyAyAma yA tarkazAstra kI praNAlI mAtra raha gayA hai| Aja maiM darzana ko tarkazAstra se bhinna nahIM dekha rahA hN| darzana kA artha hI ho gayA trkshaastr| Aja ke darzana kA vidyArthI jAnatA hai ki tarka ko chor3ane ke bAda darzana meM zeSa kucha nahIM bctaa| prArambha se anta taka tarka hI trk| tarka dvArA samarthana aura virodha, khaNDana aura maNDana / Aja kI pramukha carcA hotI hai ki dharma kI kasauTI tarka yA bauddhikatA honI caahie| jo dharma tarka aura buddhi kI kasauTI para kharA na utare, vaha dharma nahIM ho sktaa| yaha bAta prArambha meM ThIka lagatI hai| koI bhI AdamI kisI bhI sacAI ko svIkAratA hai to usakI kasauTI hotI hai tarka aura buddhi| tarka aura buddhi ke AdhAra para darzana kI kucha yAtrA kI jA sakatI hai| ve sIr3hiyAM bana sakatI haiN| kucha dUra ArohaNa karane ke lie, para ve zikhara taka nahIM pahuMcA paatiiN| sIr3hiyoM se do-cAra maMjiloM taka pahuMcA jA sakatA hai| parantu jahAM sau maMjile makAna para car3hane kI bAta Ae, vahAM sIr3hiyoM se car3ha pAnA durUha ho jAtA hai| AdamI thaka kara cUra ho jAtA hai| Aja kI sthiti to aisI bana gaI hai ki AdamI dumaMjile yA cAra maMjile makAna para bhI sir3hiyoM se car3hanA nahIM caahtaa| vaha liphTa kA prayoga karake hI Upara jAtA hai| jaba liphTa kharAba ho jAtI hai taba Upara car3ha pAnA muzkila ho jAtA hai|

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106 ___ maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM sIr3hiyAM ArohaNa kA mAdhyama hai| mAdhyama antata: mAdhyama hI hotA hai| koI bhI eka mAdhyama kabhI sArvabhauma nahIM ho sktaa| vaha sArvadezika aura sArvakAlika bhI nahIM ho sktaa| tarka aura buddhi ArohaNa ke mAdhyama haiN| unake sahAre hama ArohaNa kara sakate haiN| hama cetanA kI kaI maMjiloM ko, kaI staroM ko unake mAdhyama se pAra kara sakate haiN| kintu unake sahAre hama antima lakSya taka nahIM pahuMca skte| yaha saMbhava nahIM ho sktaa| jaise-jaise hama Upara car3heMge, tarka aura buddhi-donoM kRtakArya hokara nIce hI raha jaaeNge| isakA spaSTa anumAna hameM ho jaaegaa| jo vyakti anubhava kI cetanA ko vismRta kara kevala tarka aura buddhi kI cetanA ke sahAre Upara jAtA hai, vaha kucha dUrI ko pAra avazya kara sakatA hai, para mUla ko sparza nahIM kara pAtA, tAlA khola nahIM paataa| cetanA kA vaha tAlA anubhava kI cAbiyoM se khulatA hai| hamAre samakSa do sthitiyAM haiN| eka hai tarka aura buddhi ke vikAsa kI aura dUsarI hai antaraprajJA ke vikAsa kii| dhyAna ke binA antaraprajJA yA antarvRtti kA vikAsa nahIM ho sktaa| antarvRtti ke vikAsa ke binA sahI artha meM darzana kA vikAsa nahIM ho sktaa| Aja kI zikSaNa-saMsthAoM ke darzana vibhAga kevala tarka aura buddhi ko tIkhA banAne vAle vibhAga haiN| buddhi kA kAma hai-smRti aura tarka ko tIkSNa banA denaa| zastra ko tIkSNa banAnA eka bAta hai aura tIkhe zastra kA prayoga kaba, kahAM karanA hai, yaha dUsarI bAta hai| zastra kI mahattA upayoga para nirbhara hotI hai| tIkhe zastra se oNparazana bhI kiyA jA sakatA hai aura dUsare kA prANa-haraNa bhI kiyA jA sakatA haiM / tIkhe zastra se ubArA jA sakatA hai aura mArA bhI jA sakatA hai| yahAM AdamI ke sAmane do sthitiyAM A jAtI haiN| usane zastra kI dhAra ko teja kiyA para upayoga kI cetanA meM parivartana nahIM AyA to vaha zastra ghAtaka bana jAtA hai, mAraka bana jAtA hai| zastra-nirmANa kA samUcA itihAsa isa bAta kA sAkSI hai ki manuSya kA korA jJAna, korI zastra kI cetanA usako vinAza ke kagAra para le jAkara khar3A kara detI hai| jaba taka AdamI meM pratyAkhyAna parijJA, chor3ane kI cetanA kA jAgaraNa nahIM hotA. saMyama kI cetanA nahIM jAgatI taba taka vaha vinAza se baca nahIM sktaa| isalie darzana ke sAtha donoM bAteM jur3I hoMgI-tArkika cetanA aura anubhava kI cetnaa| vaha darzana nahIM ho sakatA jo kevala bauddhika aura tArkika cetanA kA vikAsa karatA hai| vahI darzana darzana ho sakatA hai jo bauddhika aura tArkika cetanA ke vikAsa ke sAtha-sAtha donoM ke dvArA utpanna pariNAmoM para niyaMtraNa rakhane kI kSamatA kA vikAsa karatA hai| aisA hone para hI hamArI cetanA ke vikAsa kI sArthakatA hai|

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maiM manuSya hUM ( 2 ) dhyAna kA prayoga cetanA ke vikAsa kA prayoga hai, darzana kA prayoga hai| Aja yaha sadyaska apekSA hai ki Aja ke dArzanika darzana ko nae pariprekSya meM samajhane kA prayatna kreN| kevala purAnI bAtoM se kAma nahIM clegaa| prAcIna samaya kI bAteM darzana kI paridhi meM AtI haiM, kintu madhyayugIna darzana yathArtha darzana nahIM rahA / vaha kevala bauddhika hI banA rahA / usameM se anubhava kI cetanA lupta ho gii| usa darzana. ne tarka ko bahuta Age bar3hA diyaa| hamAre prAcIna dArzanika bauddhika aura tArkika bala ke dhanI na bhI the, para ve RSi the, draSTA the / RSi hI vAstava meM dArzanika hotA hai / RSi kI paribhASA karate hue kahA gayA hai- 'RSidarzanAt-RSi vaha hotA hai, jisameM darzana kI kSamatA hotI hai, jo draSTA hotI hai / jo draSTA nahIM hotA, jo dekhane vAlA nahIM hotA vaha RSi nahIM ho sktaa| vaha muni aura tapasvI nahIM ho sktaa| usameM darzana kI - sAkSAtkAra karane kI kSamatA honI cAhie / 1 sAkSAtkAra karane kI prakriyA bhAratIya sAdhanA-paddhati kI dhurI hai| yahAM ke sAdhaka parokSa meM kama vizvAsa karate the, sAkSAtkAraM yA pratyakSa meM adhika vizvAsa karate / madhyayuga meM yaha bAta ulaTa gii| usa samaya meM dArzanika sAkSAtkAra kI prakriyA ko mahattva na dekara tarka ke AdhAra para tathyoM kA maMDana karane lge| darzana yA sAkSAtkAra para bharosA nahIM rahA, kevala tarka aura buddhi para bharosA bar3hatA gayA / aneka kAraNoM meM yaha bhI eka kAraNa rahA hai bhArata ke pichar3ane kA / Aja jo vikasita rASTra haiM, unake vikAsa kI bhitti sAkSAtkAra para AdhRta hai / sAkSAtkAra atIndriya cetanA ke dvArA bhI ho sakatA hai aura sUkSma upakaraNoM ke dvArA bhI ho sakatA hai| pazcima ke logoM ne sAdhanA ke dvArA atIndriya cetanA kA vikAsa nahIM kiyA, kintu aise sUkSma yaMtroM kA nirmANa kiyA ki unake mAdhyama se atIndriya padArthoM kA, tattvoM kA jJAna karane meM ve suphala ho ge| Aja ve sUkSma yaMtra atIndriyajJAna ke sthAnApanna haiM / jaba mukhya calA jAtA hai taba sthAnApanna vyakti usa kArya kA saMcAlana kara letA hai / Aja ke sUkSma vaijJAnika yaMtra atIndriya jJAna ke sthAna para kAma kara rahe haiM / unake mAdhyama se vaijJAnika aneka tathyoM kA sAkSAtkAra kara unheM jagat ke sammukha prastuta kara rahe haiM / 1 Aja dArzanika jagat vaijJAnika jagat se pichar3a gayA hai| Aja darzana isalie nisteja ho gayA ki usane sAkSAtkAra kI prakriyA ko chor3a diyA / vijJAna isalie AkarSaNa kA kendra bana gayA ki usane sAkSAtkAra kI prakriyA ko nahIM chodd'aa| jinake sAtha sAkSAtkAra kI prakriyA nahIM hotI, jo kevala anumAna ke AdhAra para calatA hai, vaha bahuta Age taka nahIM pahuMca pAtA aura atisUkSma satyoM ko nahIM pakar3a paataa| sUkSma satyoM ko sAkSAtkAra kI prakriyA ke dvArA hI pakar3A jA 107

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108 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM sakatA hai. samajhA jA sakatA hai| ve tarka aura buddhi ke viSaya nahIM bnte| yadi darzana ke sAtha phira sAkSAtkAra kI bAta jur3a jAe to yaha spaSTa hai ki darzana aura vijJAna kI dUrI miTa sakatI hai| ___ darzana pitA mAnA jAtA hai aura vijJAna putra / kintu Aja putra vijJAna itanA tejasvI, varcasvI aura yazasvI bana gayA hai ki loga pitA darzana ko bhUla hI ge| pitA kahIM kone meM baiThA ro rahA hai aura putra sAre saMsAra para ekachatra niyantraNa kara rahA hai| dhyAna kA prayoga darzana ko puna: apane mUla sthAna para pratiSThita karane kA prayoga hai| vaha punaH apane siMhAsana para ArUr3ha ho sakatA hai, apanI khoI huI tejasvitA ko prApta kara sakatA hai, yadi usake sAtha sAkSAtkAra kI prakriyA jur3a jaae| dhyAna sAkSAtkAra kA acUka mAdhyama hai| dhyAna ke abhyAsa ke binA sAkSAtkAra kI ghaTanA ghaTita nahIM ho sktii| dhyAna kI prAraMbhika avasthA meM sAdhaka ko kucha aTapaTA-sA lagatA hai| use vaha bhUlabhulaiyA pratIta hotA hai| aisA honA asvAbhAvika nahIM hai, bahuta svAbhAvika hai| kyoMki jisa vyakti ne cetanA kI gaharAI meM jAnA sIkhA hI nahIM, use dhyAna kI sArI prakriyA aTapaTI hI lgegii| aisA laganA svAbhAvika hai, kyoMki Aja kA AdamI cetanA ke stara para jI rahA hai, usa stara meM ye sArI bAteM hotI hai| hama isa bAta ko kabhI vismRta na kareM ki usa cetanA ke stara para jIne vAlA koI bhI vyakti, phira cAhe hajAra varSa bhI bIta jAeM, kabhI vikAsa nahIM kara sktaa| vikAsa kA mUla maMtra hai-sthUla se sUkSma meM praveza karanA, sthUla jagat se haTakara sUkSma jagat kI yAtrA krnaa| jina logoM ne sUkSma kI yAtrA nahIM kI, jina logoM ne sUkSma satyoM kA anubhava nahIM kiyA aura sUkSma meM praveza pAne kA prazikSaNa nahIM liyA ve sadA kATha ke ghor3e para hI savArI karane vAle raheMge, vo kahIM nahIM pahuMca paataa| ve kabhI sUkSma kA sparza nahIM kara skeNge| Avazyaka yaha hai ki zikSaka kI niSThA kevala pustakoM para yA kevala sthUla para na rhe| pustakoM ke atirikta bhI jJAna kA srota hai, sthUla ke atirikta bhI sUkSma kA koI srota hai-isa bAta para bhI usakI niSThA bne| yaha ubhayapakSIya niSThA manaSya ko Age bar3hAtI hai| ekapakSIya niSThA vikAsa ko rokatI hai| - hama cetanA ke AyAma aura vikAsa kI carcA kara rahe haiM tathA usI ke saMdarbha meM darzana kI mImAMsA kara rahe haiN| darzana kA artha hogA sAkSAtkAra tathA bauddhika aura tArkika vikAsa kI milIjulI prkriyaa| donoM Avazyaka haiN| bauddhika aura tArkika vikAsa bhI Avazyaka hai aura sAkSAtkAra bhI Avazyaka hai| yaha isIlie

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maiM manuSya hUM (2) Avazyaka hai ki vyakti vyakti hI nahIM hai, vaha samAja bhI hai, vaha samAja se jur3A huA hai, samAja kA ghaTaka hai| vyakti akelA nahIM hai, vaha dUsarA bhI hai| isa dRSTi se svayaM ke lie sAkSAtkAra tathA dUsare ke lie buddhi aura tarka / kalpanA kareM ki kisI eka vyakti meM sAkSAtkAra kI kSamatA hai, vaha sacAI ko sAkSAt jAnatA hai, para usake pAsa yadi buddhibala aura tarkabala nahIM hai to usakA jJAna sva taka hI sImita rhegaa| vaha apane satya ko dUsare taka nahIM pahuMcA paaegaa| vaha apane jJAna kA saMkramaNa nahIM kara sktaa| usako kamyUnikeTa nahIM kara sktaa| kamyUnikezana ke lie buddhibala aura tarkabala atyanta apekSita hotA hai| koI vyakti kevala bauddhika yA tArkika hai to vaha sacAI taka nahIM pahuMca paataa| sacAI ko hastagata karane ke lie sAkSAtkAra kI bahuta AvazyakatA hai| yadi korI bauddhikatA aura tArkikatA ho, sacAI na ho to na apanA bhalA hotA hai aura na dUsare kA bhalA hotA hai| Aja dArzanika aura dhArmika jagat meM bauddhikatA aura tArkikatA kA sAmrAjya hai| usameM sAkSAtkAra kA bala ho to itane matabheda nahIM ho sakate, itane vivAda aura saMgharSa nahIM ho skte| sacAI ko pAne ke lie sAkSAtkAra jarUrI hai aura apane anubhava ko dUsaroM taka pahuMcAne ke lie buddhi aura tarka jarUrI hai| eka tathya kA pratipAdana kara denA yA use kaha denA alaga bAta hai aura use dUsare ke gale utAra denA, hRdayaMgama karA denA dUsarI bAta hai| jahAM hRdayaMgama karAne kA prazna AtA hai vahAM bauddhika aura tArkika vikAsa bahuta jarUrI hotA hai| kevala kahI huI bAta samajha meM nahIM AtI, parantu jaba use tarka se samajhAyA jAtA hai taba vaha sIdhI gale utara jAtI hai, AdamI samAhita ho jAtA hai| ziSya ne guru se pUchA-gurudeva! itane loga dhArmika upAsanA karate haiM, dharma carcA karate haiM, pravacana sunate haiM, para unake jIvana-vyavahAra meM koI parivartana parilakSita nahIM hotaa| yaha kyoM? bahuta gaharA prazna thaa| to Aja bhI yaha prazna khar3A hai| lagatA hai yaha sArvakAlika prazna hai| Aja ke dhArmika jagat kI bhI yahI sthiti hai| loga dharma karate jA rahe haiM, para unake jIvana meM koI rUpAntaraNa ghaTita nahIM hotaa| guru anubhavI the| unhoMne prazna kI gaharAI taka praveza kiyA aura ziSya se bole-acchA prazna hai| eka kAma kro| zarAba se bharA eka ghar3A le laao| ziSya kiMkartavyavimUr3ha hokara guru ke cehare ko dekhatA rhaa| samajha nahIM pAyA ki prazna kA aura zarAba ke ghar3e kA kyA saMbaMdha ho sakatA hai? usane Adeza kA pAlana kiyaa| zarAba kA eka ghar3A le aayaa| guru ne kahA-sabhI ziSyoM ko yahAM bulaao| sabhI ziSya vahAM ekatrita ho ge| guru ne Adeza kI bhASA meM kahA-'pratyeka ziSya isa

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110 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM zarAba ke ghar3e se eka-eka cullU zarAba muMha meM le aura use tatkAla thUka de|' sabhI ziSyoM ne vaisA hI kiyaa| ghar3A khAlI ho gyaa| guru ne phira eka-eka ziSya se pUchA-kisI ko nazA AyA? sabhI ziSya bole-gurudeva ! nazA kaise AtA? nazA taba AtA jaba zarAba gale ke nIce utrtii| hamane to use muMha meM lekara hI thUka diyA thaa| use gale ke nIce utArA hI nahIM phira nazA kaise AtA? guru bole-prazna kA uttara A gayA? ziSya bole-samajha meM nahIM aayaa| guru bole-Aja ghar3e bhara-bhara kara dharma kiyA jA rahA hai aura kulle ke rUpa meM thUkA jA rahA hai| vaha gale ke nIce utaratA hI nahIM, vaha hRdaya kA sparza karatA hI nhiiN| taba usake pariNAma kaise A sakate haiM? jIvana meM rUpAnataraNa kaise ghaTita ho sakatA hai? dharma kA bhI apanA nazA hotA hai| vaha kaise Ae? jaba taka dharma kA kathana gale ke nIce nahIM utaratA taba taka usakA asara nahIM ho sktaa| dharma ko gale utArane ke lie buddhibala aura tarkabala apekSita hotA hai| donoM kA samanvaya honA jarUrI hai| maiM usI ko darzana mAnatA hUM aura usI ko dArzanika mAnatA hUM, jisameM sAkSAtkAra tathA bauddhika aura tArkika bala donoM kA samanvaya hotA hai| isa prakAra manuSya kI cetanA kA vikAsa aneka dizAoM meM huA hai, ata: usake lie jIvana aura vijJAna-donoM pakSa Avazyaka hai| manuSya kevala prANI hI nahIM hai| usameM kevala prANavattA hI nahIM hai, korA jIvana hI nahIM hai| jIvana ke sAtha-sAtha usameM vijJAna kI kSamatA, anubhava aura viveka kI kSamatA aura pratyAkhyAna kI kSamatA bhI hai| manuSya ke lie jIvana-vijJAna kA cunAva kiyA jA sakatA hai| pazu-pakSI ke lie isa viSaya kA cunAva nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / __Aja yaha bahuta Avazyaka pratIta hotA hai ki zikSaka-varga meM dhyAna aura dhyAna ke sAtha jIvana vijJAna kA samanyavaya ho| isI AdhAra para ve nayA cintana dene meM sakSama ho sakate haiN| abhI-abhI rAjasthAna ke ejukezana kamIznara e0 ke0 bhaTanAgara baiMkAka jAkara Ae haiN| batA rahe the ki vahAM kI sarakAra apane karmacAriyoM ke lie dhyAna kI vyApaka vyavasthA para ciMtana kara rahI hai| sabhI dezoM meM yaha cintA vyApta hai ki AdamI ke vyavahAra ko, AcaraNa ko kaise badalA jaae| Aja zikSakoM ko dhyAna zivira meM bhAga lete dekhakara ve bahuta prasanna hue aura mAnA ki yaha sadyaska apekSA hai| Aja vyakti, samAja, deza aura rASTra meM jo vibhinna prakAra kI cintAeM vyApta haiM usase mukta hone ke lie nae cintana kI jarUrata hai, nae darzana kI jarUrata hai| vaha nayA cintana aura nayA darzana dhyAna aura karma-donoM kA samanvaya hI ho sakatA hai| vaha jIbana-vijJAna aura pustakIya jJAna-donoM kA

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maiM manuSya hUM (2) 111 samanvaya ho sakatA hai| maiM ise bahuta kalyANakArI upakrama mAnatA hUM ki rAjasthAna zikSAvibhAga ne isa dizA meM kadama uThAyA hai| isake bahuta acche pariNAma saMbhava ho sakate haiN|

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM 'maiM manuSya hUM'-isa viSaya para saMkSipta mImAMsA hamane kii| maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM-yaha hamAre sAmane prazna hai| manuSya hUM to phira pazu honA to nahIM caahtaa| manuSya hUM to vanaspati jagat meM jAnA to nahIM caahtaa| utkramaNa ke bAda apakramaNa meM jAnA koI pasanda nahIM krtaa| jaba utkrAnti ho jAtI hai to apakrAnti kise pasanda hogI? kisI ko bhI pasaMda nahIM hogii| hara vyakti uttarottara vikAsa cAhatA hai| manuSya devatA bananA cAhatA hai yA mukta honA cAhatA hai| para devatA honA koI bar3I bAta nahIM hai| devatA svayaM cAhate haiM ki manuSya bneN| hamArI bhAratIya sAhitya kI dhArA meM aneka bAra yaha gAyA gayA ki devatA svayaM icchA karate haiM ki ve manuSya baneM aura manuSya janma meM kucha viziSTa upalabdhiyAM kareM, jo kevala manuSya janma meM hI kI jA sakatI haiM, dUsare janma meM nahIM kI jA sktii| AdhyAtmika cetanA kA ArohaNa vikAsa kevala manuSya jIvana meM hI saMbhava hai, dUsare jIvana meM saMbhava nahIM hai| samaddhi, vaibhava adhika ho sakatA hai, bhoga-vilAsa adhika ho sakatA hai, kacha cAmatkArika zaktiyAM adhika ho sakatI haiM, para nirantara cetanA ko gatizIlatA, ahiMsA kA vikAsa, astitva kI anubhUti aura pratyeka astitva ke prati sahAnubhUti-ye kevala manuSya janma meM hI sambhava hai, anyatra saMbhava nahIM hai| isIlie prArthanA ke svara meM kahA jAtA hai ki manuSya baneM aura Atmika utkarSa ko upalabdha hoN| 'tuma kyA honA cAhate ho?' 'manuSya hUM aura sahI artha meM manuSya bananA cAhatA huuN|' manuSya honA aura sahI artha meM manuSya honA bilakula do bAteM haiN| AkAra-prakAra jAti se manuSya huuN| kintu manuSyatA kA vikAsa nahIM hotA taba taka manuSya hone kI bAta sadA sAmane rahatI hai| ___hamArI lAkSaNikatA hai ki lakSya ke sAtha jaba taka pUrA lakSaNa ghaTita nahIM hotA taba taka saMjJA kA vyapadeza nahIM hotA, nAmakaraNa nahIM hotaa| gotra ke dvArA 'gota' hotI hai| manuSyatva ke dvArA manuSya ho sakatA hai| manuSyatva ke abhAva meM, kevala AkAra-prakAra se manuSya nahIM ho sktaa| do prakAra ke dharma haiM-vizeSa dharma aura sAmAnya dharma / sAmAnya dharma lakSaNa nahIM bntaa| vizeSadharma hI lakSaNa banatA hai| manuSya meM vizeSa dharma manuSyatva hai, isalie vaha manuSya hai| yadi manuSyatva nahIM hai to phira manuSya honA bhI saMdigdha bana jaaegaa| manuSya sahI artha meM manuSya honA cAhatA hai| vaha vyavahAra meM pariSkAra cAhatA hai, AcAra meM pariSkAra cAhatA hai, saMskAra meM pariSkAra cAhatA hai, svabhAva

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM meM pariSkAra cAhatA hai / hama sAmAjika prANI haiM isalie AcAra se pahale vyavahAra kI bAta hamAre sAmane AtI hai| dUsare ke prati jo hamArA vyavahAra hai vaha eka bahuta mahattvapUrNa prazna hai / usameM pariSkAra cAhate haiM / AcAra apanA bhI ho sakatA hai, dUsare ke prati bhI ho sakatA hai / usameM pariSkAra cAhate haiM / svabhAva vyaktigata hotA hai, manuSya usameM pariSkAra cAhatA hai / manuSya meM tIna durbalatAeM hotI haiM- krUratA, viSamatA aura svayaM ko hAni pahuMcAne vAlI pravRtti / ye tIna bar3I durbalatAeM hai| pahalI bAta hai krUratA / maiM vyavahAra meM pariSkAra cAhatA hUM- isakA artha hai ki vyavahAra meM krUratA hai vahAM komalatA, mRdutA cAhatA huuN| karuNA cAhatA huuN| merA vyavahAra dUsaroM ke prati karuNA se bharA huA ho 1 krUratA kA aMza dhula jAe, dhulatA calA jAe / krUratA samApta ho jaae| pUrI krUratA samApta ho jaae| Aja kI sArI visaMgatiyAM, Aja ke sAre virodhAbhAsa, Aja kI sArI samasyAeM-cAhe Arthika kSetra meM haiM, cAhe rAjanaitika aura sAmAjika kSetra meM haiM unakA mUla utsa hai- manuSya kI krUratA / krUratA ke kAraNa hI Arthika kaThinAiyAM paidA ho rahI haiN| Aja jo Arthika samasyAeM haiM unake mUla meM sabase bar3A kAraNa hai- manuSya kI krUratA / kyA krUratA ke binA koI AdamI kisI ko dhokhA de sakatA hai ? kisI ko lUTa sakatA hai? milAvaTa kara sakatA hai? rizvata le sakatA hai? ye sArI bAteM nahIM ho sktiiN| eka krUratA aisI prabhAvI ho gayI ki saba kucha khAo to bhI hajama ho jAtA hai| saba burAiyAM hajama ho rahI haiM / kabhI socane kA avasara hI nahIM milatA ki aisA nahIM honA caahie| eka bImAra par3A hai mRtyu- zayyA para / para jaba taka adhikAriyoM kI peTa pUjA nahIM ho jAtI taba taka haoNspITala meM bhartI honA bhI kaThina ho jAtA hai| eka AdamI ko Avazyaka kArya se kahIM yAtrA karanI hai, para jaba taka pUrI bheMTa - pUjA nahIM de detA taba taka TikiTa hI nahIM miltii| eka vyavasAyI gAyoM ko, bhaiMsoM ko binA mauta mAra sakatA hai / cAre meM aisI milAvaTa karatA hai ki cArA khAte hI pazu marane laga jAte haiN| kyA krUratA ke binA aisA saMbhava hai? kyA ATe meM milAvaTa, masAloM meM milAvaTa, dAla meM milAvaTa krUratA ke binA saMbhava hai? kabhI saMbhava nahIM hai / yaha sArI Arthika bhraSTAcAra kI kahAnI, krUratA kI kahAnI hai / hamArA vyavahAra zuddha ho| aNuvrata Andolana AcAra - zuddhi aura vyavahAra zuddhi kA Andolana hai| dUsare ke prati hamArA vyavahAra krUratA se mukta ho aura yadi krUratA se mukta hotA hai to aneka samasyAeM apane Apa sAmAhita ho jAtI haiM, phira unake samAdhAna khojane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotI / 113 dUsarI bAta hai - AcAra meM viSamatA na ho / viSamatA hamArI dUsarI samasyA /

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114 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM hai| Aja viSamatA se samUcA samAja pIr3ita hai| bar3I viSamatA hai| eka vyakti ke sAmane itanI samRddhi hai ki jisakA aMta nhiiN| aura dUsare ke pAsa abhAva kI itanI sthiti ki usakA bhI anta nhiiN| hama jAnate haiM ki jo bhI prANI banA hai, vaha bhojana ke binA apane jIvana kI yAtrA ko nahIM calA sktaa| manuSya kaise calAegA? kintu manuSya ke sAmane viSamatA ke kAraNa aisI kaThinAiyAM haiM ki jIvana-yAtrA ko calAne meM hI sArI prANa-UrjA samApta ho jAtI hai| zakti kharca ho jAtI hai| kucha kAma karane ke lie baca hI nahIM paatii| nayA kAma kaise kare? zakti rahatI hI nhiiN| subaha se jagatA hai aura sotA hai taba taka sArI zakti usI ciMtA meM khapa jAtI hai| pazu carane ko jAte haiM, subaha jAte haiM, zAma 3-4 baje taka becAre grAsa lete jAte haiM aura apanA peTa bharate haiN| phira to nizcinta ho jAte haiM, kintu AdamI ko khAne kI, carane kI cintA sote hue bhI satAtI hai, nIMda meM bhI satAtI hai| uThate bhI satAtI hai, sote hue bhI satAtI hai| cintA nirantara banI rahatI hai ki Aja kaise kAma calegA? isa viSamatApUrNa AcAraNa ne eka samasyA utpanna kI hai| AcAra kA pariSkAra cAhatA hai| isakA artha hai-samatApUrNa AcAra cAhatA huuN| AcArya somadeva ne likhA hai-'samatA paramaM aacrnnm|' AcAra kA sabase bar3A sUtra hai-samatA, sAmyabhAva, smaantaa| yaha kevala samAjavAda yA sAmyavAda kA hI satra nahIM hai| yaha hara ciMtana kI acchAI kA satra hai ki jahAM samatApUrNa mana:sthiti hotI hai vahAM samAja kA vikAsa hotA hai aura jahAM samAja kI AcAradhArA meM viSamatA hotI hai vahAM samAja kA patana hotA hai| AcAra ke pariSkAra kA artha hai-samatA kA vikaas| tIsarI bAta hai ki svabhAva kA parivartana cAhatA hUM, saMskAra kA parivartana cAhatA huuN| vaha svabhAva jo zArIrika, mAnasika aura AdhyAtmika hAni pahuMcAtA hai, zarIra ko bhI nukasAna detA hai, kaSTa detA hai, mana ko bhI saMtApa detA hai, mana jhulasa jAtA hai aura AMtarika vRttiyoM ko bhI kaSTa detA hai, usa svabhAva se mukti cAhatA hN| svabhAva kI jaTilatA ke kAraNa manuSya saMgharSa meM se gujaratA hai aura usakI eka bhaTTI jalatI rahatI hai, jisakI AMca sadA pratAr3ita karatI rahatI hai| cUlhe ke sAmane baiThane vAlA vyakti, rasoI banAne vAlA vyakti garmI kA anubhava karatA hai| para tabhI jabaki vaha cUlhe ke sAmane baiThatA hai| kintu hamAre bhItara to kaI cUlhe jala rahe haiN| kabhI krodha kA, kabhI ahaMkAra kA, kabhI vAsanA kA to kabhI bhaya kaa| na jAne kitane cUlhe jala rahe haiM! kitanI AMca paka rahI hai| usa AMca ke kAraNa svabhAva bigar3atA jAtA hai aura usakA pariNAma zarIra para hotA hai to zarIra rugNa ho jAtA

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM 115 hai| mana para hotA hai to mana rugNa ho jAtA hai aura bhAvanA para hotA hai to bhAvanAeM rugNa ho jAtI haiN| Antarika vRttiyAM rugNa hotI haiN| maiM unakA pariSkAra cAhatA huuN| bhAva kA pariSkAra cAhatA huuN| isakA artha hogA ki apane AvegoM para niyamana cAhatA hUM, AvezoM para niyamana cAhatA hUM, apane kaSAyoM para niyamana cAhatA hUM kyoMki isI se eka sukhada sthiti kA nirmANa hogaa| eka DaoNkTara ne bImAra se kahA ki tuma tambAkU pInA chor3a do| pAsa meM khar3e vyakti ne pUchA-DaoNkTara sAhaba! tambAkU nahIM pIegA to kyA isase yaha ThIka ho jAegA? DaoNkTara ne kahA-aura ThIka hogA yA nahIM mujhe nahIM patA, kintu merA bila cukAne kI sthiti meM jarUra A jaaegaa| itanA to hogaa| itanA dhUmrapAna karatA hai to artha-zakti to sArI dhUmrapAna meM hI cuka jAtI hai, phira bila cukAne kI sthiti meM hI nahIM rhte| ye tIna pariSkAra haiN| prekSA-dhyAna kA pUrA prayoga ina tIna pariSkAroM ke lie hai ki vyakti kA vyavahAra badale, AcAra badale aura svabhAva bdle| isakA dUsarA artha hogA ki krUratA samApta ho aura karuNA jaage| viSamatA samApta ho aura samatA kI cetanA jaage| Aveza samApta ho aura sahiSNutA tathA mAnasika zAMti kI cetanA jAge / isa artha meM yaha ghoSa hamAre sAmane hai ki maiM kucha honA cAhatA huuN|' aisA manuSya honA cAhatA hUM ki jisameM ye tathya pravAhita ho rahe hoN| mRdutA kI dhArA, samatA kI dhArA aura zAMti kI dhArA-yaha triveNI jisameM pravAhita ho rahI hai, aisA cetanA-sampanna manuSya honA cAhatA huuN| yaha hamArA nayA prasthAna hai| eka prAyogika prsthaan| hama siddhAMta kI bAta bahuta karate haiM, bahuta rasa lete haiM kyoMki dimAgI vyAyAma meM jitanA Ananda milatA hai utanA prayoga meM nahIM miltaa| dimAgI kasarata karane meM bar3I acchI bAta hotI hai| sIdhA kAma hai| usameM koI kaSTa nahIM hotaa| do AdamI baiThe haiM-bAtacIta zurU kI, uThe aura bAta samApta ho gii| koI bhI kaSTa nahIM hotaa| kucha bhI karanA nahIM pdd'taa| basa, kevala itanA karanA par3atA hai-eka jIbha idhara calatI hai, dUsarI jIbha sAmane calatI hai| to kevala jIbha ko hI calAnA par3atA hai, jIbha ko hI vyAyAma denA par3atA hai| svara-yaMtra ko, kaMThanalI ko hI vyAyAma denA par3atA hai, svara-sthAnoM ko vyAyAma denA par3atA hai aura kucha bhI nahIM karanA hotaa| prayoga meM to bahuta khapanA par3atA hai| prayoga kI bAta kaThina hotI hai| bAtacIta aura vAcika vinimaya kI bAta sarala hotI hai| yaha prAyogika bAta hai, parivartana kI bAta hai| pUrNatA kI dizA meM prasthAna karane kI bAta hI prAyogika bAta hai, isake binaa| prayoga ke binA hamArA prasthAna nahIM ho sktaa| hamArI cetanA tIna koNoM meM barAbara kAma kara rahI hai| eka cetanA kA vaha koNa hai jahAM AdamI rotA hai, vilApa karatA hai, du:kha kA anubhava karatA hai| dUsarA koNa hai-jahAM AdamI prasanna

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116 kahA hotA hai, hara samasyA meM se samAdhAna nikAla letA hai aura prasannatA kA anubhava karatA hai / tIsarA koNa hai- jo pUrNatA kI dizA meM prasthAna karatA hai, jahAM parama puruSArtha jAga jAtA hai, parama prajvalana aura paramajyoti prasphuTita ho jAtI hai / yaha hamArA tIsarA koNa hai| eka kahAnI ke dvArA isa bAta ko spaSTa karanA cAhatA hUMtIna bhAI the| mAM ne eka beTe se kahA- jAo, bAjAra se tela le Ao / zIzI lekara gayA, tela bharA, ghara kI ora ravAnA huaa| akasmAt aisA huA ki zIzI hAtha se girI, kAMca kI thI, phUTa gii| sArA tela bikhara gyaa| aba kyA hogA ? mAM ulAhanA degii| rotA huA ghara pahuMcA aura ruMAse svara meM mAM se bolA- 'zIzI gira gaI, tela bhI gayA aura paise bhI gae / ' vaha rone laga gyaa| mAM ne dUsare lar3ake se jAo / tela jarUrI hai tela le aao| vaha gayA, tela bharA / Ane lagA / koI Akasmika ghaTanAeM aisI hotI haiM ki jinakI vyAkhyA karanA kaThina hotA hai / aisI hI koI Akasmika ghaTanA ghaTI ki usake hAtha se zIzI gira gii| para itanA huA ki zIzI phUTI nahIM, tela bikhara gyaa| pUrA nahIM bikharA, kucha bikharA / zIzI utthaaii| usane bar3I saMtoSa kI sAMsa lii| daur3A-daur3A AyA aura mAM se bolA- dekho mAM ! kaisI ghaTanA ghaTI ? kitanI khuzI kI bAta hai ki zIzI girI kintu phUTI nahIM / tela bikharA para pUrA nahIM bikharA / AdhA baca gayA / vaha prasannatA se uchalane lagA / bar3I prasannatA kA anubhava kiyaa| mAM ne kahA- kAma pUrA nahIM huA / tela aura caahie| itane se kAma nahIM hogaa| aba mAM ne tIsare lar3ake se kahA- aba tuma jAo / aisA mata karanA jaisA inhoMne kiyA hai| tela lAnA hai| usane bhI tela bharA, Ane lagA aura usake sAtha bhI vahI bItA / zIzI gira gaI phUTI nahIM, pUrA kA pUrA tela khAlI ho gyaa| aisI auMdhI par3I ki tela gira gyaa| usane socA bar3I vicitra bAta hai| mAM ne tela lAne ke lie kahA thA, para yaha to bikhara gayA / usane saMkalpa kiyA- jaba taka zIzI pUrI nahIM bhara lUMgA taba taka ghara nahIM jAUMgA / vahIM se gayA bAjAra / zrama kA kAma khojA / zrama kiyA / sAMjha hote-hote paise kamA liye| bAjAra gyaa| tela khriidaa| pUrI zIzI bharI aura mAM ke pAsa phuNcaa| bolA- yaha lo tela / itanA samaya ? bolA- itanA samaya jyoti ko prajvalita karane meM lagA / maiMne jyoti jalAI hai, usameM itanA samaya lagA hai| 1 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM hamArI cetanA ke bhI tIna koNa hote haiN| eka rone vAlI cetanA, eka haMsane vAlI cetanA, prasannatA kA anubhava karane vAlI cetanA aura eka pUrNatA kI dizA meM prasthAna karane vAlI cetanA / jo vyakti cetanA kI gaharAI meM nahIM jAtA, dhyAna kA anubhava nahIM karatA vaha vyakti rone kI sthiti meM rahatA hai / thor3I-sI samasyA paidA hotI hai- aba kyA hogA? bAta to choTI-sI hotI hai / rAI jitanI

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM 117 3 samasyA hotI hai aura use pahAr3a banAkara sAre dina aura rAta duHkha bhogane laga jAtA hai / nIMda harAma, bhUkha harAma / aisA lagatA hai, mAno saba kucha kho gayA hai| choTI bAta ko bar3I banA letA hai| duniyA meM bahuta sArI ghaTanAeM bar3I nahIM hotiiN| hama apanI cetanA kI durbalatA ke dvArA choTI bAta ko bahuta bar3I banA lete haiM aura bahuta tUla de dete haiN| tUla hI duniyA meM jyAdA calatA hai / vAstava meM dekhA jAe to ghaTanA bar3I hotI hI nahIM hai / ina choTI-choTI bAtoM ko lekara paraspara lar3AiyAM, jhagar3e, kalaha, saMgharSa kI jvAlAeM, cinagAriyAM aura cAroM tarapha sphuliMga uchalate haiN| koI bar3I bAta nahIM hotI, kintu ye saba cetanA kI durbalatA ke kAraNa hote haiM aura dhyAna kI avasthA meM gae binA, kaSAyoM aura AvegoM ko zAnta kie binA durbalatA kabhI samApta nahIM hotI / yaha vaha cetanA hai jo hara samasyA ko pahAr3a banA detI hai aura rone kI sthiti paidA kara detI hai / kabhI-kabhI aisA bhI hotA hai ki AdamI duHkha meM se sukha nikAla detA hai aura sukha kI sthiti se bhI duHkha nikAla detA hai| AdamI sukha meM duHkha khoja letA hai| AzA meM nirAzA khoja letA hai aura utsAha meM se anutsAha khoja letA hai| yadi hama dhyAna se sarvekSaNa kareM to hameM patA calegA ki duHkha meM se sukha khojane vAle loga birale haiM aura sukha meM se duHkha 'khojane vAle loga asIma haiM, asaMkhya haiN| hara ghaTanA meM se duHkha 'khoja lete haiM I jaise makkhI acchI-acchI cIja ko chor3akara mala ko khoja letI hai, vaise hI loga aisI kamajorI ko pakar3a lete haiM / aMgulI sIdhI kamajorI para jAtI hai, doSa para jAtI hai aura sArA dhyAna usI meM laga jAtA hai| hara jagaha kRSNa pakSa ko khojane meM laga jAte haiM / zukla pakSa kabhI sAmane nahIM AtA, acchAI kI ora dhyAna nahIM jaataa| dhyAna sIdhA burAI kI ora jAtA hai / eka prakAra kI cetanA hai, rone vAlI cetanA hai / dUsarI cetanA pramoda kI bhAvanA vAlI hai, jisameM pramoda hai, harSa hai / dUsare kI vizeSatA dekhI to pramoda kI bhAvanA jAgI, harSa kI bhAvanA jaagii| kabhI koI hInatA kA anubhava nahIM huA aura apane puruSArtha kI ora hI dhyAna gayA / yaha haMsane vAlI cetanA hai| samasyA meM se samAdhAna khojane vAlI cetanA yA duHkha se sukha khojane vAlI cetanA- - yaha cetanA kA dUsarA koNa hai / aise loga bhI bahuta milate haiM jo isa cetanA kA vikAsa kara lete haiM aura nirantara sukha meM rahate haiM, duHkha kA anubhava nahIM karate / ajJAnI manuSya ke lie, pahalI prakAra kI cetanA vAle AdamI ke lie yaha saMsAra-samudra jahara se bharA huA hai aura dUsarI prakAra kI cetanA vAle manuSya ke lie yaha saMsAra - samudra amRta se bharA huA hai / amRta hI amRta hai usake lie / tIsare prakAra kI cetanA pUrNatA kI dizA meM prasthAna karane vAlI cetanA hai| vaha apUrNa se pUrNa kI dizA meM prasthAna karatI hai / kahIM bhI apUrNatA hai - parizrama

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118 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM karUMgA, puruSArtha karUMgA, use bhruuNgaa| khaDDe bhI bharUMgA, khAlI ko bharUMgA aura pUrA kruuNgaa| isa dizA meM prayAsa calatA hai| yaha hamArI sRjanAtmaka cetanA hotI hai| yaha hamArI racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa hotA hai| isa sRjanAtmaka cetanA ke dvArA hI manuSya-jAti kA vikAsa huA hai, samAja kA ratha Age bar3hA hai| cAhe sAhityika kSetra meM, sAdhanA yA saMskRti ke kSetra meM aura cAhe kisI bhI kSetra meM-jo-jo sRjanAtmaka cetanA prasphuTita huI hai vaha isI tIsarI cetanA ke mAdhyama se huI hai| dhyAna kA abhyAsa isa cetanA ke jAgaraNa kA abhyAsa hai| cetanA ko cetanA ke dvArA jagAyA jA sakatA hai| cetanA ke anubhava dvArA cetanA ke jAgaraNa kI yahI prakriyA rahI hai| dhAtavAda kI eka pUrI prakriyA hai| prAcIna bhArata meM bhI Ajakala jo vizeSa antarikSayAna banAe jAte haiM unameM dhAtu-zodhana kI bAta sabase adhika mahattvapUrNa hotI hai| dhAtu kA zodhana zuddha dhAtu ke dvArA hI kiyA jA sakatA hai aura koI upAya nahIM / eka zuddha dhAtu kA DaMDA banA diyA, usameM se sAre vijAtIya kaNa nikAla die| usa DaMDe ko ghumAte calo aura jo azuddha dhAtu hai vaha apane Apa zuddha hotI jAegI, usake vijAtIya kaNa nikalate cale jaaeNge| jaba taka vijAtIya tattva haiM, dhAtu zuddha nahIM hotii| zuddha dhAtu ke dvArA dhAtu ke zodhana kI prakriyA kI jaae| hamArI cetanA kI bhI yahI prakriyA hai| azuddha cetanA ke anubhava ke dvArA kabhI bhI cetanA kA zodhana nahIM ho sktaa| jaba taka cetanA meM rAga-dveSa kI taraMgeM bharI par3I haiM. jaba taka rAga-dveSa kI UrmiyAM jAga rahI haiM taba taka cetanA kA jAgaraNa nahIM ho sakatA aura cetanA zuddha nahIM bana sktii| dhyAna eka vaha prakriyA hai jisake dvArA vijAtIya tattvoM kA zodhana hotA hai| rAga-dveSa, kaSAya, vAsanA-ye sAre vijAtIya kaNa cetanA meM mile hue haiN| jaise hI dhyAna kA, rAga-dveSa-mukta prekSA kA prayoga hotA hai. cetanA se vijAtIya tattva nikalane laga jAte haiN| prekSA kA matalaba hai-dekheM, anubhava kreN| na rAga, na dveSa, na priyatA kA saMvedana, na apriyatA kA sNvedn| rAga-dveSa-mukta cetanA ke dvArA apanI cetanA kA anubhava kareM, jisase cetanA kA zodhana hogA aura ThIka yaha dhAtuvAda kI prakriyA hogii| yaha jIvana kI pragati kA, jIvana ke vijJAna kA eka mahAn anuSThAna hai| yaha vaha anuSThAna hai jisake dvArA vyavahAra kA pariSkAra hotA hai, AcAra kA pariSkAra hotA hai aura svabhAva kA pariSkAra hotA hai| ina tInoM kA pariSkAra hone kA artha hai-vyakti kA pariSkAra, samAja kA pariSkAra / yaha eka svapna hai aura itanA mIThA svapna itanA sunahalA svapna ki isa svapna ko sAkAra kiyA jA sakatA hai| duniyA meM koI sapanA adhUrA nahIM hotA yadi hamArA puruSArtha barAbara calatA rhe| koI bhI kalpanA aura sapanA sAkAra ho sakatA hai, yadi puruSArtha barAbara calatA rhe| apekSA hai sapanA dekhane kI aura apekSA hai samucita puruSArtha kii|

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maiM AtmAnuzAsana cAhatA hUM samAja meM jIne vAlA pratyeka vyakti kisI saMyama, niyama, niyaMtraNa yA anuzAsana ke sAtha jItA hai| svataMtratA kI bAta bahuta acchI hai kintu hamArI bahuta prabhAvI duniyA meM, nAnA prakAra ke saMkramaNoM aura prabhAvoM se gujarane vAlI duniyA meM svataMtratA sApekSa hI ho sakatI hai / nirapekSa svataMtratA kI bAta kabhI hameM prApta nahIM hotI / eka saMskRta kavi ne likhA hai pitA rakSati kaumAre, bharttA rakSati yauvane / putro rakSati vArdhakye, na strI svAtantryamarhati / / strI svataMtra nahIM hotii| kumArI hotI hai taba pitA usakI rakSA karatA hai, yuvati hotI hai taba pati rakSA karatA hai aura vRddha hotI hai taba putra rakSA karane laga jAtA hai 1 strI ke viSaya meM kahI gaI bAta sabhI para lAgU hotI hai / kevala strI hI nahIM, puruSa bhI svataMtra nahIM hotA / prANI jagat kA koI bhI prANI svataMtra nahIM hotA, itane prabhAva haiM hamArI duniyA meM / vAtAvaraNa kA prabhAva, paristhiti kA prabhAva, sauramaMDala kA prabhAva, dUsare dUsare prANiyoM kA prabhAva, vANI kA prbhaav| itane prabhAvoM kI duniyA meM hama jIte haiM, vahAM nirapekSa svataMtratA kI bAta socI hI nahIM jA sktii| anuzAsana aura niyantraNa barAbara calate haiM 1 eka antara hotA hai anuzAsana aura niyantraNa kA koI niyantraNa bAharI prabhAva se AtA hai aura koI niyaMtraNa bhItarI prabhAva se AtA hai| bAhara se Ane vAle niyaMtraNa niyaMtraNa kahalAte haiM yA parAnuzAsana kahalAte haiM, Aropita anuzAsana kahalAte haiM / bhItara se phUTane vAlA niyaMtraNa AtmAnuzAsana kI prakriyA hai / yadi dhyAna ke dvArA, kAyotsarga ke dvArA AtmAnuzAsana kA vikAsa na ho to dhyAna aura kAyotsarga bhI eka naze kI golI bana jaaegaa| golI lI, nazA A gyaa| ArAma kA anubhava huaa| nazA utarA phira vaisA kA vaisA / yaha yadi mAdakatA kI bAta ho aura eka sAmAyika upacAra ho to ise bahuta mUlya nahIM diyA jA sakatA aura na hI diyA jAnA cAhie / maiM mAnatA hUM ki dhyAna, kAyotsarga - ye sAmayika upacAra nahIM haiM, dIrghakAlIna upacAra haiN| tIna kAla haiM-atIta, vartamAna aura bhaviSya / atIta kA hamAre Upara bahuta prabhAva hotA hai / hama kitanI hI svataMtratA kI bAta kareM aura soMce, para atIta I

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120 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM ke prabhAva se kauna mukta hai? purAne jame hue saMskAra, vRttiyAM, saMjJAeM paga-paga para AdamI ko vivaza karatI haiM, bAdhya karatI haiN| atIta kI sAMkala se baMdhA huA AdamI daur3a rahA hai| bar3A Azcarya hai ki sAMkala se chUTA huA AdamI daur3a sakatA hai, para sAMkala se baMdhA huA AdamI daur3e, yaha bar3I vicitra bAta lagatI hai| ThIka kahA hai eka saMskRta kavi ne AzA nAma manuSyANAM, kaacidaashcryshrRNkhlaa| yayA baddhA: pradhAvanti, muktA: tiSThati paMguvat / / AzA nAma kI eka ajIba sAMkala hai| bar3I vicitra sAkala hai ki usase baMdhe hue AdamI to daur3ate haiM aura usase chuTe hue AdamI paMgu kI taraha baiThe raha jAte haiN| atIta se baMdhA huA AdamI bahuta cakkara lagAtA hai| atIta kA hamAre mana para bahuta prabhAva hai| manovijJAna ne mana ko tIna bhAgoM meM bAMTa diyA--avacetana mana aura cetana mana / AdamI cetana mana ke sahAre jo kArya karatA hai ve cetana mana kI apanI ghaTanAeM nahIM hotIM, ve prabhAvI ghaTanAeM hotI haiN| yaha prabhAva bAhara se bhI AtA hai aura bhItara se bhI AtA hai| avacetana mana meM jame hue saMskAra, avacetana mana meM jamI huI pratikriyAeM, avacetana mana meM jame hue pratizodha ke bhAva jaba-jaba ubharate haiM taba-taba cetana-mana sakriya hotA hai, vaisA hI abhinaya karane laga jAtA hai| cetana mana to becArA abhinaya karane vAlA hai| yadi abhinaya kA mUlasrota na badale to abhinaya karane vAle kA kyA badalegA? Aja kisI ne eka abhinaya kiyA, kala dUsarA abhinaya karane laga jAegA, parasoM tIsarA abhinaya karane laga jaaegaa| Aja krodha kA abhinaya kiyA, kala ahaMkAra kA abhinaya karane laga jAegA, parasoM lAlaca kA abhinaya karane laga jAegA, kabhI mAyA kA abhinaya karane laga jAegA, kabhI bhaya kA, kabhI vAsanA kaa| ye abhinaya isa raMgamaMca para nirantara calate hI cleNge| kahAM anta hogA inkaa| jaba taka avacetana mana meM, hamAre ajJAta aura sUkSma mana meM bharI haI preraNAeM nahIM miTa jAtIM, nahIM ghula jAtI, taba taka isa abhinaya kA anta nahIM hogaa| yaha dhyAna kA upakrama vartamAna ko miTAne kA upakrama nahIM hai| yaha abhinaya ke mUlasrota ko miTAne kA upakrama hai| bagIce meM likhA huA thA borDa para, phUla tor3anA manA hai| eka lar3akA gayA aura paudhA ukhADane lgaa| mAlI ne kahA-kyA karate ho? par3hA nahIM tumane, borDa para kyA likhA hai? usane kahA-par3ha liyA, tabhI to yaha kara rahA hUM, vahAM likhA hai-phUla tor3anA manA hai| maiM phUla kaise tor3a sakatA thA? kahAM likhA haiM-paudhe tor3anA manA hai? maiM to paudhe hI ukhAr3a rahA hUM, phUla kahAM tor3a rahA hUM?

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121 maiM AtmAnuzAsana cAhatA hUM hama bhI jaba phUla tor3ate jAeMge, pattiyAM tor3ate jAeMge to kabhI bhI anta nahIM hogaa| phUla ko sIMcoM, pattiyoM ko sIMco kAma nahIM bnegaa| phala tor3o, pattiyAM tor3o, kabhI kAma nahIM bnegaa| sIMcanA hogA to jar3a ko hI sIMcanA hogaa| ye Upara ke upacAra. ye tAtkAlika aura sAmayika upacAra bahuta upayogI nahIM ho skte| dhyAna kA vikAsa isalie huA thA ki AdamI sAmayika upacAra kaba taka kregaa| Akhira kaba anta hogA isa zrRMkhalA kaa| koI anta nahIM hogaa| eka bAta sunI aura acchI lgii| mana para prabhAva bhI huA, para kala vaise ke vaise| kala kI bAta to bahata lambI bAta ho jAtI hai| do ghaMTA ke bAda vaise ke vaise, kyoMki vaha sAmayika upacAra thA, eka zAbdika upacAra thaa| use naze kI golI bhI kahA jA sakatA hai| kintu dhyAna bhItara taka pahuMcAne vAlI prakriyA hai| vaha avacetana mana ko jhaMkRta karane vAlI aura usakA zodhana karane vAlI prakriyA hai| usa para jo maila jamA huA hai, usa para jo doSa jame hue haiM, vahAM saMskAra kI parateM gaharI jamI huI haiM, unako, ukhAr3anA aura itanA ukhAr3a denA ki pUrI dhulAI kara denaa| yaha brenavAziMga kI prakriyA bhI nahIM hai| vaha bhI Upara kI prakriyA hai| mastiSka kI dhulAI bhI Upara kI bAta hai| hama to pUre graMthi-taMtra kI dhulAI kI bAta kara rahe haiM, jahAM se sAre vyavahAra aura AcAra kI preraNAeM manuSya ko upalabdha ho rahI haiN| dhyAna ko na Upara kI ghaTanA samajheM, na bAhara ko chUne vAlA ghaTanA samajheM aura na satahI upakrama smjheN| yaha bahuta gahare ko chUne vAlA upakrama hai aura isIlie hai ki dhyAna karane vAle vyakti meM kabhI-kabhI krodha bhayaMkara rUpa se jAga jAtA hai, bhayaMkara vAsanA jAga jAtI hai, bhaMyakara vikAra jAga jAte haiN| vaha ghabarA jAtA hai ki calA thA dhyAna karane aura lene se denA pdd'aa| Apa mata ghabarAiye, itane mAtra se nahIM jAgegI, thor3e sparza se nahIM jaagegii| yaha una logoM meM jAgatI hai jo bahuta gahare meM cale jAte haiN| bahuta gahare meM dhyAna kI avasthA meM utarate haiM aura jaba bhItara kI dhulAI zurU hotI hai to bhalA itane dina kI jamI huI vAsanAeM bhI sIdhI hAra kaise mAna leMgI! ve bhI to apanA pratirodha kareMgI, phuphakAreMgI aura itanI bhayAnaka phuphakAra karatI haiM ki AdamI ghabarA jAtA hai| usI avasthA meM guru ke mArga-darzana kI jarUrata hotI hai ki yaha ghabarAne kI bAta nahIM, yaha zubha lakSaNa hai, zubha saMketa hai isa bAta kA ki bhItara kI pUrI saphAI ho rahI hai| isa sacAI ko hama na bhUleM ki eka kar3e-karakaTa kA Dhera hai| saphAI karanI hai to jaise-jaise hama saphAI kareMge nIce se durgandha hI aaegii| badabU aaegii| yaha kabhI nahIM hotA ki hama pUrI saphAI kareM aura badabU na aae| jo jamA huA hai vaha to nikalegA hii| usakA zodhana nahIM huA to vikAra bhItara kA bhItara rahakara apanI pratikriyA karegA aura AdamI ko sadA bImAra banAe rkhegaa|

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122 meM kucha honA cAhatA hUM svAsthya kA lakSaNa hai-bImArI kI jar3a ko ukhAr3a denaa| ukhAr3ate samaya bahuta kaThinAiyoM kA sAmanA karanA par3atA hai| yaha dhyAna kevala bAhara se badalane vAlI bAta nahIM hai| yaha anta:sparza hotA hai| bhItara se badalane kI prakriyA zurU hotI hai| isalie ise na to mAdaka-vastu kahA jA sakatA hai, na sAmayika upacAra kahA jA sakatA hai| yaha dIrghakAlika aura jar3a ko chUne vAlA upacAra hai| jaba saMskAra samApta hote haiM to phira hamAre abhinaya bhI kama hone laga jAte haiN| abhinaya to sArA saMskAra ke AdhAra para calatA hai| jaba mUla saMskAra hI nahIM hai to AdamI nAnA prakAra ke abhinaya kaise karegA? prazna hotA hai-dhyAna karane vAle vyakti ke mana meM eka sahaja hI vikalpa uThatA hai ki hama dhyAna ke adhikArI kahAM haiM? bartana to gaMdA hai, acchA bhojana usameM upayogI kaise banegA? kucha DAla diyA jAegA to vaha bhojana bhI gaMdA ho jaaegaa| kaise ho? tarka to ThIka lagatA hai| bAta ThIka lagatI hai ki gaMde bartana meM DAlA huA bhojana bhI gaMdA ho jaaegaa| yadi isa gaMdagI se isa tarka ke sahAre Darate raheM to kAma banegA hI nhiiN| ___dhyAna hI eka aisI zakti hai jo gaMdagI ko acchAI meM badala sakatI hai| jisameM yaha zakti na ho ki vaha gaMdagI ko acchAI meM badala sake. usake liye to tarka ThIka hai| bhojana meM yaha tAkata nahIM hai ki bhItara par3I huI gaMdagI ko vaha acchAI meM badala sake, svayaM acchA raha sake kintu dhyAna meM yaha tAkata hai ki svayaM pavitra hai aura Asa-pAsa ke vAtAvaraNa ko bhI pavitratA meM badala detA hai| gaMdagI chaTa jAtI hai| dhyAna kahIM bhI jAye, gaMde se gaMde hAtha meM bhI jAye to hAtha pavitra bana jAyeMge, aura pavitra banAne kA sAdhana hI kyA hai? pAnI kabhI nahIM socatA ki maiM gaMde hAtha meM kyoM jAUM? gaMde hAtha meM jAUMgA to gaMdA bana jaauuNgaa| pAnI yaha bAta soce to gaMdagI ko miTAne kA upAya hI samApta ho jaayegaa| hamAre pAsa koI upAya nahIM hai gaMdagI miTAne kaa| jahAM gaMdagI hai, pAnI jAtA hai aura gaMdagI ko sApha kara detA hai| usake atirikta saphAI kA hamAre pAsa sAdhana hI kyA hai? pAnI ko yaha bhaya nahIM hotA ki maiM jAUMgA aura gaMdagI sApha hogI yA nahIM? dhyAna vaha nirmala jaladhArA hai jo jahAM pravAhita hotI hai vahAM sArI gaMdagI samApta hotI calI jAtI hai| nirmalatA AtI hai, citta nirmala, zarIra nirmala, vANI nirmala, zvAsa nirmala, saba kucha nirmala hote cale jAte haiN| hama isa bAta se bhayabhIta na hoN| dhyAna kI bhUmikA meM koI gaMdA nahIM hai| usake lie saba pavitra hote haiN| hamArI ekaniSThA honI cAhie-gaMdagI ko miTAne kI kSamatA dhyAna meM hai| gaMdagI ko miTAyA jA sakatA hai aura abhyAsa ke dvArA miTAyA jA sakatA hai| yaha

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maiM AtmAnuzAsana cAhatA hUM 123 triAyAmI aura trisUtrI hamArI AsthA honI cAhie: 1. kSamatA 2. samApta kiyA jA sakatA hai yA vikAsa kiyA jA sakatA hai| 3. samApti aura vikAsa abhyAsa ke dvArA kiye jA sakate haiN| ye tIna sUtra haiN| ina para AsthA jame to AtmAnuzAsana bhI durlabha nahIM hai| AtmAnuzAsana taba prakaTa hogA jaba bhItara meM jame hue saMskAra ukhdd'eNge| una saMskAroM ko ukhAr3ane kI hamArI kSamatA hai| AtmAnuzAsana ko vikasita karane kI kSamatA hamAre bhItara vidyamAna hai| vaha kiyA jA sakatA hai| vaha asaMbhava yA azakya anuSThAna nahIM hai aura use abhyAsa ke dvArA kiyA jA sakatA hai| abhyAsa ke lie hameM mArga khojanA hogaa| usake sUtra upalabdha karane hoNge| usake sUtra haiM-saMyama aura tpsyaa| eka Aropita niyantraNa hotA hai, jo bandhana aura vadha ke dvArA kiyA jAtA hai| daNDa kA niyantraNa, daNDa kA anuzAsana / usake bhI do sUtra haiM-bandhana aura vadha / yA to bAMdhA jAegA, pITA jAegA yA mArA jaaegaa| isake sivAsa usake pAsa koI zakti nahIM hai| daNDa ke pAsa do zaktiyAM haiN| kisI AdamI ko bAMdha do, pITo, mAra ddaalo| jaba taka vaha bandhana aura vadha kI bAta rahatI hai taba taka AtmAnuzAsana kA vikAsa nahIM ho sktaa| jisa vyakti meM AtmAnuzAsana kA vikAsa ho jAtA hai vaha baMdhana aura vadha-donoM bhayoM se mukta hokara sarvato abhaya ho jAtA hai| samrATa sikandara ne eka digambara muni se kahA-tuma mere rAjya meM clo| usane kahA-nahIM cluuNgaa| sikandara dekhatA raha gyaa| sikandara kI bAta ko TAlane kI kSamatA bar3e-bar3e rAjA-mahArAjAoM meM nahIM hai| sikandara kA saMketa hI sabako prakampita kara detA hai, usa sthiti meM eka akiMcana sAdhu kaha rahA hai ki maiM nahIM jaauuNgaa| bar3A ajIba-sA lagA, dekhatA raha gyaa| bolA-sAdhu tuma nahIM jAnate maiM kauna huuN| samrATa sikandara huuN| tumheM nahIM patA ki mere Adeza ke atikramaNa kA kyA pariNAma hotA hai| jAnate ho? sAdhu ne kahA-'jAnatA hUM, phira bhI batA do kyA pariNAma hotA hai|' sikandara ne kahA-yaha hai talavAra / pariNAma hogA, tuma mAre jaaoge| sAdhu ne kahA-kisako DarAte ho? yaha mauta kA bhaya to kabhI samApta ho gyaa| mauta meM mujhe mArane kI kSamatA nahIM hai| 'mauta se maratA nahIM maiM, mauta mujhase mara cukI hai|' kisako DarAte ho tuma? mauta to becArI mujhase DaratI hai| tuma mujhe mauta se DarAte ho? kyA mauta se mujhe DarAnA cAhate ho? mauta to mujhase Dara cukI hai| mujhe kyA mAranA cAhoge? sAdhu kI bAta sunii| sikandara ke hAtha se talavAra chUTa gii|

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124 T bolA- mere pAsa jo antima sAdhana thA mRtyu kA, use to vaha svIkAra hI nahIM kara rahA hai, koI Dara hI nahIM rahA hai| bhalA kahIM na Darane vAle ko kaise DarAyA jAye ? duniyA bar3I ajIba hai ki Darane vAle ko hI DarAte haiM / jo nahIM DaratA use DarAne kI tAkata kisI sattA meM nahIM hai, kisI zakti meM nahIM hai| duniyA meM aisI koI zakti nahIM jo abhaya ko DarA sake / saba Darane vAle ko DarAte haiM / jo Darate haiM unheM. pulisa bhI DarAtI hai| dUsarA AdamI bhI DarAtA hai, aura kyA, cUhA bhI DarA detA hai / vaha bhI Darane vAle ko bahuta DarAtA hai / thor3A-sA khaTakA hotA hai to nIMda harAma ho jAtI hai, bar3I ajIba sthiti hotI hai / para saba DarAte haiM Darane vAle ko / jo abhaya bana gayA, bhayamukta bana gayA, use DarAne kI kisI meM bhI tAkata nahIM hotI / sikandara parezAna ho gayA aura bolA- acchA mahArAja! abhivAdana; aba jA rahA hUM / jisa vyakti ko bandhana aura vadha kA bhaya nahIM hotA vaha kabhI bhI bAharI niyaMtraNa se niyaMtrita nahIM hotaa| loga kahate haiM ki niyantraNa para niyaMtraNa A rahe haiN| kAnUna para kAnUna aura itane kAnUna kI kAnUnoM kA ambAra laga gyaa| AdamI ko patA hI nahIM lagatA ki yaha kAnUna hai| atikramaNa ho jAtA hai to nyAyAlaya meM upasthita honA par3atA hai. / vaha kahatA hai ki mujhe isa bAta kA patA hI nahIM thA / nyAyAlaya yaha nahIM kahegA ki tumheM patA thA ki nahIM thA / kAnUna banAne vAle banAte cale jAte haiM aura pakar3ane vAle pakar3ate cale jAte haiN| yaha kyoM ho rahA hai aisA? Dara ke kAraNa ho rahA hai| bhaya ke kAraNa ho rahA hai| burAI karatA hai, mana meM DaratA hai burAI to kara lI para kahIM pakar3A na jaauuN| yaha bhaya hI to pakar3A rahA hai usako / jaMgala meM jaba zera kI dahAr3a hotI hai, becAre hiraNa va anya pazu bhayabhIta ho jAte haiM, stabdha ho jAte haiM, calane kI zakti kama ho jAtI hai / agara ve daur3ate jAeM to siMha kaise pakar3egA unako ? para itane bhayabhIta ho jAte haiM ki siMha ko daur3ane kI jarUrata nahIM, apane Apa ve pazu usake muMha meM A jAte haiN| samUce samAja meM vyApta bhaya hI isa niyantraNa ko jaTila se jaTila banAtA jA rahA hai| isakA eka samAdhAna hai| vaha hai - AtmAnuzAsana kA vikaas| hamAre bhItara se anuzAsana jAge / anuzAsana jAgane kA artha hai ki vahAM vadha nahIM hai, bandhana nahIM hai| vahAM do preraNAeM kAma kara rahI haiN| eka saMyama kI preraNA aura dUsarI tapasyA kI preraNA / ye do preraNAeM prerita karatI haiM aura AtmAnuzAsana pragaTa ho jAtA hai / zarIra kA anuzAsana, zvAsa kA anuzAsana, prANa kA anuzAsana, vANI kA anuzAsana aura mana kA anuzAsana - ye pAMca anuzAsana ikaTThe hote haiM to phira eka banatA hai - AtmAnuzAsana / AtmAnuzAsana ke ye pAMca staMbha haiM, pAMca AdhAra haiM. ina pAMca anuzAsanoM ko upalabdha hue binA koI bhI vyakti AtmAnuzAsana ko upalabdha nahIM ho sakatA / maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM

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maiM AtmAnuzAsana cAhatA hUM 125 AtmAnuzAsI vyakti ke lie, AtmAnuzAsana cAhane vAle vyakti ke lie sabase pahale zarIra ko anuzAsita karanA jarUrI hotA hai| vaha hotA hai-saMyama ke dvaaraa| use kAya-siddhi karanI hotI hai, kAyA ko sAdhanA hotA hai| hAtha kA saMyama, paira kA saMyama-ye do bar3e saMyama haiM zarIra ke| paira uThatA hai usI dizA meM jisa dizA meM hama jAnA cAhate haiN| viparIta dizA meM eka caraNa bhI Age nahIM bddh'egaa| hAtha uThegA usI dizA meM jisa dizA meM hAtha ko Age bar3hAnA hai| galata dizA meM hAtha Age nahIM bddh'egaa| hAtha kA saMyama, paira kA saMyama, khar3e rahane kA abhyAsa, baiThane kA abhyaas| bar3A kaThina hai khar3A rahanA, bar3A kaThina hai baitthnaa| baiThane kA abhyAsa kyA sarala hai? bar3A kaThina hai| dhyAna karate samaya eka ghaNTA, pauna ghaNTA eka Asana meM baiThanA hotA hai| kisI kA paira so jAtA hai, kisI kA hAtha so jAtA hai, kisI kA zarIra so jAtA hai| bar3I kaThinAI kA anubhava hotA hai| aura jaba badalane lagate haiM to kabhI eka paira badalo, kabhI dUsarA aura badalate badalate AsapAsa ke bhAva badalane laga jAte haiN| bar3A kaThina hotA hai zarIra kA anuzAsana / zarIra para anuzAsana karane vAlA vyakti tIna ghaMTA taka ekAsana meM baiTha sakatA hai, tIna dina aura tIna mahIne aura tIna varSa baiTha sakatA hai| zarIra para anuzAsana karane vAlA vyakti tIna ghaMTe khar3A raha sakatA hai, tIna dina, tIna mahIne aura tIna varSa taka khar3A raha sakatA hai| karnATaka meM bAhubali kI pratimA hai| vaha vizva meM sabase bar3I pratimA hai| satAvana phuTa kI vaha pahAr3a meM utkIrNa kI gaI hai, kuredI gaI hai| vilakSaNa pratimA hai| hama logoM ne AMkhoM se dekhA hai| usakA sahasrAbdi mahAmastakAbhiSeka samAroha manAyA gyaa| bAhubali khar3e haiM-kAyotsarga kI mudrA meN| kaba se khar3e haiM? pratimA ke rUpa meM to eka hajAra varSa se khar3e haiM kintu sAdhanA-kAla meM bhI eka varSa taka khar3e rhe| muni bana gae aura kAyotsarga kI mudrA meM khar3e ho ge| khar3e rahe, khar3e rhe| dina bIte, mahIne bIte, pUrA varSa bIta gyaa| pUre varSa taka avicala mudrA meM khar3e rhe| kitanA kaThina hai yaha zarIra kA anuzAsana / vyakti kAMpa uThatA hai| eka ghaNTA bhI yadi khar3A rahanA ho to baiThate samaya zikAyata hotI hai ki paira so gayA aura khar3e rahate zikAyata rahegI ki paira thambhA bana gyaa| sArA rakta nIce utara gayA aura paira itanA stabdha raha gayA ki paira meM calane ki kSamatA hI nahIM rhii| kintu manuSya ke bhItara kitanI kSamatA hai usakA anumAna nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| mAnavIya kSamatAoM ke bAre meM hamArI kalpanA hI nahIM hotii| itanI ajJAta kSamatAeM hamAre mastiSka meM bharI par3I haiM ki mastiSka kA nabbe pratizata bhAga to kAma hI nahIM A rahA hai| yaha kSamatA kA bhaNDAra par3A kA par3A raha jAtA hai aura zeSa bace dasa pratizata ko kAma meM lene vAlA

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126 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM kauna hai? sAmAnya AdamI to do-cAra yA pAMca pratizata ko hI kAma meM letA hai| sAta pratizata ko kAma meM lene vAlA eka acchA AdamI, bhAgyazAlI AdamI bana jAtA hai aura dasa pratizata ko kAma meM lene vAlA to mahAna AdamI, bar3A AdamI bana jAtA hai| isa prakAra nabbe pratizata zaktiyAM to soI-kI soI par3I haiN| una zaktiyoM ko jagA sakeM, una zaktiyoM ko prakaTa kara sakeM, usa mahAsrota ko khola sakeM taba koI kAma banatA hai aura taba yaha anuzAsana pragaTa hotA hai| usa anuzAsana ko, una zaktiyoM ko jagAne kI prakriyA dhyAna ke sivAya Aja taka koI nahIM khojI gii| usa mahAna ajJAta srota ko upalabdha karane kA usa anantakAla se banda daravAje ko kholane ke lie koI cAbI bana sakatA hai to vaha dhyAna bana sakatA hai| zarIra kA anuzAsana bahuta kaThina hotA hai to zvAsa kA anuzAsana aura bhI kaThina hai| maiM Apase kahUM ki isa kamare meM baiThane vAle vyakti pAMca minaTa zvAsa nahIM leNge| kumbhaka karanA hogaa| pAMca minaTa nAka ko bilakula banda rkheNge| mujhe lagatA hai ki kamare meM koI milegA hI nhiiN| saba apane-apane Asana lekara vidA ho jAyeMge ki jahAM aisI asaMbhava bAta kahI jAtI hai vahAM hama baiThakara hI kyA kareMge? koI zAstrIyasaMgIta kA kAryakrama thaa| logoM ko nimantrita kiyA gayA thaa| hAla khacAkhaca bhara gyaa| saMgIta zurU huaa| koI sinemA to thA nhiiN| aba AlApa zurU huA to AdhA-pauna ghaMTA to A.............A...............A...............karane meM hI laga gyaa| logoM ne socA ki are, yaha kyA ho rahA hai, saba uThakara calate bne| sabhI cale ge| eka AdamI baiThA rhaa| AdhA-pauna ghaMTA to saMgItajJa kI AMkha hI nahIM khulii| jaba AMkha khulI to dekhA ki hAla to khAlI hai, kevala eka AdamI baiThA hai| usane kahA-calo, koI bAta nhiiN| zAstrIyasaMgIta bar3A durUha hotA hai| loga cale gae. koI bAta nahIM, lekina mujhe saMtoSa hai, kama se kama acchA zrotA to mujhe milaa| vaha bolA-'bAbUjI! maiM saMgIta-vaMgIta kucha nahIM jaantaa| yaha jo darI bichI huI hai use le jAne ke lie baiThA huuN|' mujhe lagatA hai ki darI le jAne vAlA baiThA rahA, para maiM kaha dUM ki pAMca minaTa zvAsa nahIM lenA hai to darI vAlA bhI nahIM rhegaa| usake lie bhI musIbata hai, vaha bhI calatA bnegaa| itanA kaThina hotA hai zvAsa kA saMyama! jo loga zvAsa zurU karate haiM ve zvAsa ko ThIka lenA sIkhate haiN| samyak zvAsa hotA hai-bhalIbhAMti zvAsa ko lenA, bhalIbhAMti chor3anA aura dhIme-dhIme rokane kA, saMyama kA abhyAsa krno| zvAsa kA saMyama hotA hai. zvAsa kA anuzAsana hotA hai| tIsarA hai-prANa kA anuzAsana / yaha usase bhI kaThina hai, bar3A kaThina hai| zvAsa kA patA to calatA hai ki A rahA hai| yaha jIvana kA lakSaNa hai| zvAsa calatA hai to AdamI jindA hai, zvAsa nahIM AegA to AdamI kaise jIegA? patA calatA hai

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maiM AtmAnuzAsana cAhatA hUM 127 kintu prANa to aura sUkSma bana gayA ki usakA patA hI nahIM cltaa| pakar3a meM bhI nahIM aataa| jaba prekSA-dhyAna ke abhyAsa meM kahA jAtA hai ki prANa ke prakampanoM ko pakar3eM, prANa ke pravAha kA anubhava kareM, prANa ke spandanoM kA anubhava kareM to loga kahate haiM kahAM ho rahA hai| yaha to bhUla-bhulaiyA hai| kucha patA hI nahIM cltaa| are! kaise calegI? sthUla jagat meM jI rahe haiM, sUkSma jagat kI bAta kara rahe haiM, kaise patA calegA? sakSma ko pakar3ane ke lie citta ko bhI sUkSma honA hogaa| jaba taka citta sUkSma nahIM hogA to sUkSma kA patA hI nahIM cala skegaa| ___jaba prANa ke anuzAsana kI kSamatA jAga jAtI hai to eka hAtha meM tApamAna ko bar3hAyA jA sakatA hai, dUsare hAtha meM tApamAna ko ghaTAyA jA sakatA hai| dAeM bhAga ke tApamAna ko bar3hAyA jA sakatA hai aura bAeM bhAga ke tApamAna ko ghaTAyA jA sakatA hai| ulaTA kiyA jA sakatA hai| cAhe jisa avayava ko stabdha kiyA jA sakatA hai aura cAhe jisa avayava ko adhika sakriya kiyA jA sakatA hai| kalA kA vikAsa, kauzala kA vikAsa, zilpakarma kA vikAsa-ye sAre prANa-zakti ke camatkAra haiN| prANazakti kA camatkAra hai ki AMkha ke dekhane mAtra se AdamI ko vahIM kA vahIM khar3A rakhA jA sakatA hai| AdamI ko sulAyA jA sakatA aura AdamI ko jagAyA jA sakatA hai| ye sammohana kI sArI kriyAeM prANa-zakti ke camatkAra haiN| lohe kI sAMkala ko tor3A jA sakatA hai| ye sAre prANa ke camatkAra haiN| prANa para anuzAsana hone kA matalaba hai svataHcAlita nAr3I para hamArA niyantraNa ho jAtA hai| . cauthA hai-vANI kA anuzAsana / vacana para hamArA anuzAsanaM / bahuta kaThina hotA hai vANI kA anuzAsana krnaa| mauna kA dina hai-muMha se nahIM boleNge| smRti AtI hai-kyA yaha vANI nahIM hai| smRti zabdAtIta nahIM hotii| cintana AtA hai| vaha bhI vANI hai| ciMtana bhASAtIta nahIM hai? zabdoM ke binA ciMtana nahIM hotA, ciMtana bhI eka vANI hai| kalpanA hotI hai| kalpanA kahAM se aaii| AkAza se Tapaka gaI kyA?. bhASA ke mAdhyama se hI to hogii| Apa bola nahIM rahe haiN| mana meM kalpanA kA cakra cala rahA hai| bola hI to rahe haiN| yAnI bahirjalpa nahIM ho rahA hai, antarjalpa ho rahA hai| tarka-zAstra meM do prakAra ke jalpa hote haiM-antarjalpa aura bhirjlp| ApakA bahirjalpa nahIM hai, kintu antarjalpa to cala rahA hai| Apa sapanA le rahe haiN| kyA ho rahA hai? bola rahe haiM, sapane meM bhI bhASA hai| vaijJAnika parIkSaNa kie gae ki sapane ke samaya meM bhI manuSya kA svarayaMtra sakriya hotA hai| svarayaMtra niSkriya ho jAe to phira smRti nahIM ho sakatI, kalpanA nahIM ho sakatI, ciMtana nahIM ho sktaa| yaha sArI sakriyatA svarayaMtra kI sakriyatA se hI ho sakatI hai| isIlie Apako nirdeza

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128 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM diyA jAtA hai ki vizuddhi-kendra para dhyAna kendrita kareM, kaMTha kI prekSA kreN| jaise-jaise isake gUr3ha rahasya ApakI samajha meM Ate jAeMge taba sahI mUlyAMkana hogA ki hama kyA kara rahe haiN| anyathA to aise lagatA hai ki kaMTha ko dekho, isa jIbha ko dekho, inako to kyA dekhanA hai? roja khA rahe haiM, dekha rahe haiM jIbha ko| sthUla bAta ko pakar3ate haiM, samajha meM nahIM aataa| jaise-jaise gahare utareMge, rahasya ko pakar3eMge taba jJAta hogA ki kaMTha ko dekhanA kitanA mUlyavAna hotA hai| jisa vyakti ne kaMTha para kAyotsarga karanA sIkha liyA, svarayaMtra ko zithila karanA sIkha liyA, usane bahuta sArI samasyAeM hala kara liiN| eka prazna ho sakatA hai ki sAmayika samasyAeM hala kara leM to Antarika samasyAoM kA samAdhAna bhI mila jAe, kintu samasyA kevala AMtarika hI to nahIM hai| samasyA kevala AvegAtmaka yA saMvegAtmaka hI to nahIM hai| yathArtha kI samasyAeM bhI muMha bAe khar3I hai| garIbI hai to roTI kI cintA, parivAra hai to lar3ake-lar3akiyoM ko par3hAI kI ciMtA, zAdI kI ciMtA, kitanA daheja, kitanI yathArtha kI ciNtaaeN| dhyAna karane se ve samasyAeM nahIM suljheNgii| Apane dasa dina dhyAna kA acchA abhyAsa kiyA, ghara para gae, aisA to koI jAdU nahIM hogA ki lar3ake-lar3akiyoM kI zAdI bhI maje meM ho jAegI, par3hAI ke kharce ke bila bhI Apa cukA deNge| yaha to nahIM hogaa| yathArtha kI samasyAoM kA samAdhAna karanA par3egA, tabhI samAdhAna milegaa| bar3I samasyA hai| to phira dhyAna eka sAmayika upacAra hI rahA ki yahAM dasa dina baiTha rahe, ArAma se rahe, kAyotsarga karate rhe| acchA lagA aura jaise hI usa bhaTTI meM gae vaise hI AMca Ane lgii| yaha eka svAbhAvika bAta hai| agara koI AdamI yaha soce ki dhyAna ke dvArA khetI bhI ho jAegI, roTI bhI mila jAegI, garIbI bhI miTa jAegI, vivAha-zAdiyAM bhI ho jAeMgI, par3hAI kA kharcA bhI mila jAegA, kapar3e bhI mila jAeMge to dhyAna ko aisA kalpavRkSa mAna liyA ki saba kucha ho jaaegaa| dharma ko bhI kucha loga kahate haiM ki dharma karo, saba kucha ho jAegA, maiM mAnatA hUM ki isase bar3A koI jhUTha nahIM ho sktaa| yaha to bar3A jhUTha hai| jisakI jitanI sImA, usakA utanA hI Akalana honA caahie| dhyAna koI ananta aura asIma zaktizAlI nahIM hai| dhyAna kI bhI apanI sImA hai| vaha apanI sImA meM hI kAma kara sakatA hai| Apake mAnasika tanAva ko, bhItara se Ane vAle tanAva ko, AvegoM, saMvegoM se Ane vAle tanAva ko miTA sakatA hai| Apa yaha samajheM ki vaha roTI bhI upalabdha karA degA to bahuta jhUThI kalpanA hogii| para eka bAta aura samajheM ki dhyAna roTI to nahIM de sakatA, vivAha zAdI kA kharcA to nahIM de sakatA, par3hAI kA bila va hoTala kA bila cukAne kI bAta to nahIM kara sakatA kintu ina yathArtha kI samasyAoM se jUjhate samaya jo parezAniyAM hotI haiM unase jarUra Apako bacA legaa|

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maiM AtmAnuzAsana cAhatA hUM 129 do bAteM hotI haiM-(1) samasyA kA sAmanA karanA (2) samasyA se parezAna honaa| ye bilakula do bAteM haiN| mujhe lagatA hai ki hindustAna kI garIbI meM aura samasyAoM meM sabase bar3I kaThinAI yaha hai ki samasyA ko sulajhAne ke lie jisa prakAra ke citta kI preraNA cAhie vaha nahIM hai, parezAna karane kI preraNA kAma kara rahI hai| agara hama ina do bAtoM ko alaga kara sakeM, pAnI meM Akara par3I huI gaMdagI ko sApha kara sakeM, pAnI ko philTara kara sakeM, to pAnI bilakula sApha hogaa| hama isa bAta ko nahIM samajha pA rahe haiM ki samasyAoM kA samAdhAna khojane meM, samasyAoM se jUjhane meM jisa prakAra ke citta kI AvazyakatA hai vaisA hamArA citta nahIM hai| jAte haiM samasyA kA samAdhAna karane ke lie kintu parezAna citta ke kAraNa eka aura samasyA paidA kara lete haiN| baccA jidda meM hai aura usakI jidda chur3Ane ke lie prayatna kara rahe haiN| yadi prema se kAma hotA hai to bAta bana jAtI hai kintu merI bAta nahIM mAna rahA hai-AyA, Aveza meM do-cAra cAMTe jar3a die, sulajhAnA jahAM kA tahAM rahA, bAta aura ulajha gii| par3osI se bAtacIta karanI hai, zAMti ke sAtha karanI hai-samajhaute kI bAta kahI, Aveza AyA, lAThiyAM uTha giiN| bahuta sArI yathArtha kI samasyAoM ko bhI hama apane dvArA ulajhA lete haiN| hama aise citta kA nirmANa kareM jisase samasyAoM kA sAmanA karane meM vaha sakSama ho| vaha kabhI samasyAoM se parezAna na ho| ___isa prakAra ke citta ke nirmANa ke lie AtmAnuzAsana apekSita hai| AtmAnuzAsana taba ghaTita hotA hai jaba vyakti meM zarIra, zvAsa, prANa, vANI aura mana-ina pAMcoM para anuzAsana karane kI kSamatA vikasita hotI hai| ina saba anuzAsanoM kA ghaTaka hai dhyAna / hama eka AtmAnuzAsana ko vikasita karane kI dizA meM prasthAna kreN|

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maiM mAnasika santulana cAhatA hUM hamAre pAsa kAma karane lie tIna sAdhana haiM-zarIra, vacana, aura mana / ina tIna sAdhanoM se hama jIvana-yAtrA kA saMcAlana kara rahe haiN| zarIra pramukha hai| usake binA kucha nahIM hotaa| vaha pahalI bAta hai| vacana isalie pramukha hotA hai ki binA usake sAmAjika saMparka nahIM judd'taa| vacana eka mAdhyama hai sAmAjika saMparka kaa| eka AdamI dUsare AdamI se jur3atA hai, usameM sabase bar3A mAdhyama vANI banatI hai| jinake pAsa vacana nahIM hai, vANI nahIM hai, ve samAja kI racanA nahIM kara skte| choTe-moTe Tole banA sakate haiM, pAsa meM raha sakate haiM para sAmAjika vyavasthA kI sthApanA nahIM kara skte| eka bahuta bar3A sAdhana hai-hamArA vacana / ina donoM se bhI zaktizAlI mAdhyama hai hamArA mana, jisake dvArA manuSya ne kucha vizeSatA upalabdha kI hai| zarIra saba prANiyoM ke hotA hai| bhASA sabameM nahIM hotI para pazu jagata meM bhI hotI hai| kisI bhASA meM do zabda milate haiM, kisI bhASA meM cAra zabda milate haiM aura kisI bhASA meM chaha zabda milate haiN| Ajakala pazuoM aura pakSiyoM kI bhASA kA bhI paryApta adhyayana kiyA gayA hai| saMparka kI dRSTi se zarIra se jyAdA mUlya ho jAtA hai vANI kA aura vANI se jyAdA mUlya ho jAtA hai mana kA, kyoMki mana saba prANiyoM meM nahIM hotaa| jinameM bhASA nahIM hai unameM mana nahIM hotaa| jinameM bhASA hai unameM bhI mana pUrA vikasita nahIM hotaa| manuSya ke pAsa pUrA vikasita mana hai| unameM bolane kI kSamatA bhI hai| aura ciMtana karane kI kSamatA bhI hai| eka AdamI totA kharIdane gyaa| dukAna para jAkara pUchA ki totA caahie| kaI piMjar3e dikhlaae| mUlya pUchA to batalAyA ki sau rupaye lgeNge| bolA-bahuta mUlya hai| dukAnadAra bolA-'mUlya bahuta hai para yaha bolanA jAnatA hai|' 'acchA', kaha kara grAhaka calA gyaa| dUsare dina AyA eka piMjar3A lekara aura bolA ki mujhe totA becanA hai| dukAnadAra ne pUchA-kitanA mUlya hai? usane kahA-'pAMca sau rupyaa|' itanA mUlya? maiM sau rupayoM meM totA detA hUM, dukAnadAra ne khaa| vaha bolA tumheM patA nahIM hai| tumhArA totA bolanA jAnatA hai, merA totA bolanA nahIM jAnatA, bar3A dArzanika hai, ciMtana karanA jAnatA hai| ciMtana meM hI masta rahatA hai| bolane vAle tote ke sau rupaye lagate haiM to ciMtana karane vAle ke pAMca sau rupaye honI hI caahie| bolane se agalA vikAsa hai ciMtana karanA, manana krnaa|

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maiM mAnasika saMtulana cAhatA hUM mUlya bar3ha-car3ha jAtA I hamAre pAsa tIna zaktizAlI sAdhana haiN| kArya saMcAlana ke lie - zArIrika kSamatA, vAcika kSamatA aura mAnasika kSamatA / yadi hama samasyA kI dRSTi se vicAra kareM to bhI zarIra eka samasyA hai, vacana bhI eka samasyA aura sabase jaTila samasyA hai hamArA mana / zarIra isalie samasyA hai ki bImAriyAM sabase adhika zarIra meM paidA hotI haiM / bur3hApA zarIra para utaratA hai| bur3hApA eka samasyA hai| bImArI eka samasyA hai / duHkha kA saMvedana eka samasyA hai| vaha zarIra ke mAdhyama se hotA hai to zarIra bhI eka samasyA hai| vANI bhI samasyA hai| jisa vANI ke dvArA bahuta sAre kArya sadhate haiM, para kabhI-kabhI aisA hotA hai ki isa vANI ke dvArA bahuta sArI samasyAeM jhelanI par3atI haiN| hama itihAsa ko dekheM, purAnI ghaTanAoM ko par3heM aura jIvana vyavahAra kA anubhava kareM to patA calegA ki vANI ke dvArA kaba, kisa prakAra, kaisI samasyAeM jaTila banI haiM? jaba aviveka hotA hai vANI kA, taba bar3I samasyA paidA ho jAtI hai / eka vacana muMha se nikala jAtA hai to mahAsaMgrAma jaisI sthiti bana jAtI hai| eka samasyA hai / isase jaTila samasyA hai - mana / jisane mana ko manA liyA, usane zarIra ko bhI manA liyA aura vANI ko bhI manA liyaa| donoM manA lie ge| mana svastha hotA hai, saMtulita hotA hai zarIra kI bImAriyAM bhI bahuta kama ho jaaeNgii| Aja kA yuga 'sAikosomeTika DijIjeja' kA yuga hai| zArIrika bImAriyAM kama hotI haiM, adhika manokAyika bImAriyAM hotI haiN| mAnasika bImAriyAM hI zarIra para utaratI haiN| AdamI davA letA calA jAtA hai / vaha socatA hI nahIM hai aura zAyada Ajakala ke DaoNkTara bhI kama dhyAna dete haiN| rogI ko itanI teja davAiyAM dete haiM, itanI bhArI Doja dete haiM, itanI eNTIbAyoTiksa ke prayoga calate haiM ki pratikriyA hotI calI jAtI hai| eka bAra jo davA ke cakkara meM phaMsa jAtA hai vaha to phaMsatA hI jAtA hai / phira to phaMsate hI cale jAo Age se Age / aisI anavasthA ho jAegI. ki jisakA kahIM anta hIM nahIM aaegaa| jisa vyakti ne mana ko sAdhA hai usake davAiyAM bhI kama ho jAtI haiM / hamArA anubhava hai ki zivira meM Ane vAle loga davAiyoM kI peTiyAM bhara-bhara kara lAte haiN| kintu jaba vApasa jAte haiM to peTiyAM vaisI kI vaisI unake sAtha surakSita calI jAtI haiN| davAiyoM kI AvazyakatA nahIM pdd'tii| jo davAI lene ke lie sAdhana sAmagrI cAhie, vaha unako milatI nahIM, taba davAI kI jarUrata kyA ho sakatI hai ? jahAM mAnasika prazikSaNa aura mana ko sAdhane kI kriyA hotI hai aura mana svastha hotA hai, vahAM becAre zarIra ko phira davAI kI jarUrata hI kyA hai ? koI 131

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maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM AvazyakatA nahIM hotii| mana ke sadha jAne para zArIrika samasyAeM bhI kama hotI haiN| mana ke sadha jAne para vAcika samasyAeM bhI kama hotI haiN| jaba mAnasika uttejanA hotI hai to vacana kI jaTilatA bar3hatI hai, vANI kA durupayoga hotA hai| jaba mana saMtulita ho jAtA hai to vANI kI samasyA apane Apa nirasta ho jAtI hai| alaga se prayatna karanA Avazyaka nahIM hotaa| bolegA, bahuta saMtulita bolegaa| asahiSNutA nahIM hogii| adhairya nahIM hogaa| itanA adhairya hotA hai AdamI meM ki sAmane vAlA pUrI bAta kahatA nahIM, pahale hI vaha ubala par3atA hai| are! suno to sahI ki agalA kyA kahanA cAhatA hai| kise avakAza hai ki pUrI bAta sune! pahale hI ubala par3atA hai, cAhe sAmane vAlA vyakti acchI bAta kahanA cAhatA ho| para patA hI nahIM cltaa| to yaha sArA mAnasika asaMtulana ke kAraNa hotA hai| yadi hama apanI vaiyaktika samasyAoM, sAmAjika samasyAoM, par3osI kI samasyAoM-ina sArI samasyAoM kA adhyayana kareM to patA calegA ki ina samasyAoM ko bar3hAne meM hamArA mAnasika asaMtulana eka IMdhana kA kAma kara rahA hai| aisA IMdhana hai jo nirantara Aga ko prajvalita rakha rahA hai| yaha jyoti bujhatI nahIM, zAzvata jyoti hai| kucha jyotiyAM to aisI haiM jo ki jalatI haiM aura bujha jAtI haiN| Aja kI bijalI kA to bharosA hI nahIM ki dina meM kitanI bAra Ae aura kitanI bAra calI jaae| para yaha mAnasika asaMtulana kI bijalI to aisI hai ki kabhI jAtI hI nahIM, hamezA apanA camatkAra dikhAtI rahatI hai| yaha bahuta bar3I samasyA hai mAnasika asaMtulana kii| kyoM hotI hai, isa para bhI kucha mImAMsA kreN| isakA eka kAraNa hai-uttejnaa| hamArI AvezAtmaka aura AvegAtmaka pravRttiyoM para hamArA niyatraNa nahIM hai| hara bAta meM uttejanA A jAtI hai| dhyAna kA artha bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai ki hama apane Apa para niyaMtraNa karane kI sthiti meM A jAte haiN| dhyAna se sAre Avega samApta ho jAyeMge, aisA maiM nahIM kahanA caahtaa| yaha to bahuta Age kI bAta ho sakatI hai| para yaha bhI kama bAta nahIM hai ki jaba cAheM taba daravAje ko banda kara sakate haiM aura jaba cAheM taba usa para tAlA lagA sakate haiN| vaha bhI to bahuta bar3I bAta hai| isIlie daravAje kA, tAle kA, kuMjI kA vikAsa huA ki AdamI surakSita raha ske| yaha apanI surakSA kA eka bahuta bar3A mAdhyama banatA hai| hamArI eka aisI cetanA jAga jAe ki Aveza Ane kI sthiti meM hama tatkAla daravAjA banda kara deM aura zAnta raha skeN| yaha kama bAta nahIM hai, bahuta mahattvapUrNa bAta hai aura kevala manuSya hI aisA kara sakatA hai| pazu nahIM kara sktaa| pazu ke sAmane uttejanA kI sthiti AegI, vaha uttejanA meM calA jaaegaa| cAhe bhaiMsa ho, bhaiMsA ho, sUara ho, rIcha ho, koI bhI ho, ve aise Aveza meM AeMge, phuphakArane

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meM mAnasika saMtulana cAhatA hUM 133 laga jAeMge aura tamatamA utthege| manuSya meM yaha kSamatA hai ki Avega kI sthiti hone para bhI vaha anAviSTa raha sakatA hai aura Aveza para niyantraNa kara sakatA hai| isa cetanA kA vikAsa manuSya ne kiyA isIlie vaha saMtulana kA jIvana jI sakatA hai| eka choTA baccA bhI uttejanA meM A jAtA hai| bar3A Azcarya hotA hai ki do-cAra varSa ke bacce bhI itanA gussA karate haiM ki dekhate hI banatA hai| eka bhAI AyA aura Akara bolA ki yaha choTA baccA hai, ise gussA bahuta AtA hai| usakI mAM baiThI thI, pitA bhI baiThA thaa| maiMne pUchA usakI mAM se ki gussA tumheM jyAdA AtA hai yA isake pitA ko gussA jyAdA AtA hai| usakI mAM ne kahA-usake pitA ko| aura zikAyata bhI pitA kara rahA thaa| maiMne kahA ki yaha to AnuvaMzikatA hai, paitRka saMskAra hai| tuma svayaM itanA gussA karate ho aura baccA itanA gussA karatA hai to tumheM burA kyoM laganA cAhie? nahIM laganA caahie| bar3A Azcarya hotA hai, pitA galiyAM bake, gussA kare, kucha bhI kare, burA nahIM aura lar3akA vaisA karatA hai to burA lagatA hai| yaha bar3I ajIba mana:sthiti hai| jaba maiM svayaM karatA hUM aura vaisA sAmane vAlA karatA hai to mujhe burA kyoM laganA caahie| dUsare ke AcaraNa bure lageM to apane AcaraNa bhI bure lagane caahie| para ve to kahate haiM ki hama to aba bar3e ho gae, yaha to aise hI calegA, isameM aba kyA pharaka par3ane vAlA hai? hara AdamI dUsare ko sudhArane kI bAta jyAdA karatA hai| dhyAna karane vAlA vyakti kabhI dUsare ko sudhArane kI bAta nahIM kregaa| dUsare ko sudhArane kI bAta rAjanIti kI bAta hai aura apane Apako sudhArane kI bAta AtmAnuzAsana kI yA dhyAna kI bAta hai| dhyAna karane vAlA vyakti apanA prayoga karegA yA apane ko acchA banAne kA prayatna kregaa| dUsarA koI cAhegA to mArgadarzana de sakegA ki yaha mArga hai tuma cAho to karo, na cAho to jaisI tumhArI icchaa| isase jyAdA kucha bhI nahIM / hama adhyApakoM kA zivira le rahe haiN| pahale pulisa vAloM ne dhyAna kA abhyAsa kiyA, phira aura logoM ne kiyaa| yaha zivira kA silasilA barAbara cala rahA hai| hama isa bAta ko sadA mAnakara calate haiM ki kauna vyakti kyA kara rahA hai? abhyAsa kara rahA hai yA nahIM kara rahA hai? ruci le rahA hai yA nahIM le rahA hai? jAnate haiM, patA hai ki kyA kaisA ho rahA hai, phira bhI hamArA koI Agraha nahIM ki aisA hI karanA hogaa| phira AropaNa ho jaaegaa| dhyAna hai vahAM AropaNa nahIM cala sktaa| mAtra mArgadarzana ho sakatA hai| yaha mArga hai, Apa cAheM to kareM, na cAheM to ApakI svatantratA hai| jahAM dhyAna kI svataMtratA meM hI bAdhA Ae to phira vaha dhyAna nahIM vaha to phira eka daMDAropaNa ho gayA, eka kArAvAsa ho gyaa| yaha kArAvAsa nahIM, yaha

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134 kucha 1 eka svataMtratA kI cetanAbhUmi hai, jahAM hara vyakti svatantratA se kAma kare / Apake mana meM prazna ho sakatA hai - phira vyavasthA kyoM ? anuzAsana kyoM ? yaha vyavasthA, anuzAsana to aneka AdamI haiM isIlie hai / ise Apa dhyAna ke sAtha na jodd'eN| yaha prazna koI dhyAna kA prazna nahIM hai, yaha to samUha kA prazna hai / yaha vyavasthA aura bAhara kA niyama hai, jahAM samUha hotA hai vahAM jarUrI hotA hai| dhyAna meM to pUrI svataMtratA hai / maiM kitanA hI balapUrvaka kaha dUM ki Apako dhyAna karanA hI par3egA / mAna lIjie, Apane usa Agraha ko nahIM ttaalaa| AMkheM banda kara lIM. baiTha ge| kyA dhyAna ho gayA ? dhyAna kahAM hogA? zarIra dhyAna kI mudrA meM baiTha gayA para dhyAna to taba hogA ki jaba Apa karanA caaheNge| nahIM karanA cAheMge to phAMsI kI sajA bhI kisI ko dhyAnI nahIM banA skegii| honA cAhatA hUM jo kriyA apanI AtmA kI sarvathA svataMtra aura pUrNa svataMtra cetanA kI kriyA hai use kabhI Aropita nahIM kiyA jA sakatA, thopA nahIM jA sktaa| yaha bilakula svataMtratA kA prazna hai aura isameM bAharI anuzAsana kAma nahIM detA / kintu Azcarya to vaha hotA hai ki eka vyakti svayaM vaisA AcaraNa karatA calA jAtA hai, para pitA ko apane putra kA, pati ko apanI patnI kA vahI kAma acchA nahIM lgtaa| isase bar3A kyA Azcarya hogA aura kyA viDambanA hogI ! rasoI meM kAMca kI gilAsa gira gaI, phUTa gaI aura thor3I dera bAda eka jhaMkAra huA aura vaha bhI samApta ho gyaa| lar3akA bAhara baiThA thA, usane pitA se kahA- kAMca kI gilAsa phUTI hai, lagatA hai- mAM ke hAtha se phUTI hai / to pitA ke mana meM eka jijJAsA jAga gii| naukara ko bhejA ki patA karo kisake hAtha se phUTI ? kyA huA hai ? naukara patA karake AyA, bolA-seThAnIjI ke hAtha se kAMca kI gilAsa girI, phUTa gii| pitA ne apane putra se kahA- tuma to yahAM para bAhara baiThe the, tumheM kaise patA calA? kyA koI atIndriya jJAna ho gayA? kyA koI tRtIya netra khula gayA hai? kaise patA calA kI tumhArI mAM ke hAtha se phuTI hai? usane kahA- - mujhe patA cala gyaa| pitA ne pUchA-kaise patA calA? beTe ne kahA- yaha to svAbhAvika hI hai ki mAM ke hAtha se phUTI thI isIlie eka minaTa meM hI usakA jhaMkAra samApta ho gayA / merI patnI ke hAtha se phUTatI to yaha jhaMkAra calatA hI rahatA, mAM kA jhaMkAra bhI sAtha hI calatA / hamArI bar3I vicitra sthiti calatI hai / eka AdamI svayaM AcaraNa karatA jA rahA hai, svayaM vyavahAra karatA jA rahA hai, vaisA hI vyavahAra apane se choTA kastA hai to bar3A apriya lagatA hai| zarAbI pitA apane putra ke lie cAhatA hai ki vaha zarAbI na ho jaae| eka dhUmrapAna karane vAlA nahIM cAhatA ki lar3akA bhI dhUmrapAna

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maiM mAnasika saMtulana cAhatA hUM 135 karanA siikhe| hamAre pAsa eka vyakti AyA jo bar3A saToriyA thaa| Akara bolA-mere lar3ake ko saTTA na karane kA saMkalpa dilA deN| mujhe bar3A Azcarya huA. are bhAI! tuma to itanA saTTA karate ho aura tuma yaha cAhate ho? vaha bolA-hAM, maiM jAnatA hUM ki saTTA karane vAlA kitanA du:kha bhogatA hai| maiM cAhatA hUM ki merA lar3akA to kama se kama isameM na phaMse-yaha kaise hogA? tuma to karate jAo aura tumhArA lar3akA isameM na phaMse yaha kaise saMbhava hogA? yaha bAta samajha meM nahIM aatii| apanA AcaraNa nahIM badalatA, para apane lar3ake ko, apanI patnI ko bacAnA cAhatA hai| isake pIche eka hI kAraNa hai-Aveza kama nahIM ho pA rahA hai| uttejanA kama nahIM huI hai| eka Aveza vAyu kA hotA hai, jise Ayurveda ke graMtha meM, caraka aura suzruta meM, bhUtAveza bhI kahA gayA hai| bahuta sAre Aveza vAyu ke hote haiN| ve bhUta ke Aveza mAna lie jAte haiM aura kabhI-kabhI pretAtmA kA Aveza-praveza ho jAtA hai| ye do Aveza to hote hI haiM aura inase bhI bar3A Aveza hotA hai-mUrchA kaa| AdamI meM itanI ghanI mUrchA hotI hai ki khulI AMkha hone para bhI dekha nahIM paataa| kAna khule haiM para suna nahIM pAtA, patA hI nahIM cltaa| yaha sthiti dhyAna ke dvArA samApta kI jA sakatI hai| mUrchA ko dhyAna ke dvArA hI tor3A jA sakatA hai aura jaba taka mUrchA nahIM TUTatI. yaha mAnasika saMtulana nahIM A sktaa| mAnasika asantulana kA bar3A kAraNa hai-uttejnaa| dUsarA kAraNa hai-Agraha / manuSya meM Agraha hotA hai, bAta kI pakar3a hotI hai| eka bAta ko pakar3a letA hai| du:kha pAtA hai, phira bhI chor3atA nahIM hai| saMtulana ko kho detA hai| anubhava karatA hai ki acchA nahIM hai phira bhI bAta pakar3a lI so pakar3a lii| maiM aisA kamajora nahIM hUM ki pakar3a lI aura chor3a dUM / chor3ane vAle ve dUsare loga hote hai| maiM koI baniyA nahIM hUM ki mUMcha UMcI ho yA nIcI ho| maiM to pakar3a kA AdamI huuN| pakar3a ko kabhI nahIM chodd'taa| yaha Agraha bhI bar3A asaMtulana paidA karatA hai. bar3e asamaMjasa meM DAla detA hai| AdamI AyA aura rupayA cukAnA thaa| sAmane lAkara sATha rupaye rakha die| usane pUchA ki bhAI! maiMne sattara rupaye die the, paiMtIsa eka bAra aura paiMtIsa eka baar| ye sATha kaise lAe? usane kahA-nahIM, paiMtIsa-paiMtIsa sATha hote haiN| usane kahA-nahIM paiMtIsa aura paiMtIsa sattara hote haiN| usane kahA-tuma hajAra bAra kaho, para maiM to nahIM maantaa| maiM to yahI mAnUMgA ki paiMtIsa aura paiMtIsa sATha hote haiM aura ye sATha rupaye maiMne tumhAre lA die| kyA kiyA jAe? bar3e asamaMjasa kI sthiti bana jAtI hai| Agraha bahuta asaMtulana paidA karatA hai| Apa sUkSmatA se dhyAna deMge to patA

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136 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM calegA ki pArivArika kaThinAiyoM meM, jidda kI prakRti sabase jyAdA takalIpha detI hai| eka bAta pakar3a lI aba nahIM chodd'eNge| samUce parivAra meM eka kalaha kA vAtAvaraNa bana jAtA hai| zAyada Apa loga jyAdA anubhava kara sakate haiM, bhuktabhogI bhI ho sakate haiN| hameM to itanA anubhava nahIM hai| sunate haiM, isake pariNAma se eka ghara meM kaI dIvAre khiMca jAtI haiM, kaI cUlheM jala jAte haiN| cUlhe jala jAeM, dIvAreM khiMca jAeM, koI bar3I bAta nahIM, kintu kaTutA ke kAraNa bApa aura beTA dasa-dasa varSa taka milate nhiiN| bApa dUsare vyakti ke Ane para haMsa-haMsa kara bAteM karegA, kintu lar3akA sAmane Ane para AMkha aise ghumA letA hai, ceharA ghumA letA hai aura akasmAt hI sAmane A jAe to AMkhoM meM garmI utara jAtI hai| bar3I ajIba sthiti hotI hai| isameM Agraha kA bahuta bar3A yoga hotA hai| mAnasika asaMtulana kA tIsarA kAraNa hai-pksspaat| pakSapAta bhI kama kAraNa nahIM hai| apanA saMtulana bhI bigar3atA hai aura sAmane vAle kA saMtulana bhI bigar3atA hai| ye zikAyateM bhI bahuta AtI haiM ki maiM pitA kA vinIta thA aura abhI hUM kintu pitA ne aisA pakSapAta kiyA ki eka beTe ko to sArA dhana de diyA aura mujhe aMgUThA dikhA diyaa| bar3e bhAI ke prati choTe bhAI kA, mAM ke prati lar3ake kA aura sautelI mAM ho to phira kahanA hI kyA! yaha pakSapAta kA bhI eka bar3A prazna hai| mAlika kA bhI apane karmacArI ke prati isa pakSapAta ke kAraNa mAnasika saMtulana gar3abar3A jAtA hai| asaMtulana kA cauthA kAraNa hai-asaMtulita aahaar| asaMtulita AhAra ke kAraNa bhI saMtulana bigar3a jAtA hai| isa viSaya para kama dhyAna diyA jA rahA hai, kintu Aja kI vaijJAnika khojoM ne isa bAta para bahuta prakAza DAlA hai| pAgalapana jo hotA hai vaha kevala mAnasika ulajhanoM ke kAraNa nahIM hotaa| asaMtulita bhojana ke kAraNa bhI AdamI pAgala bana jAtA hai| yaha jo poSaNa ke nirdezana kA viSaya hai, yaha bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai aura dhyAna kI sAdhanA karane vAle vyakti ke lie yaha jAnanA bahuta jarUrI hai| dasa roTiyAM khAeMge. korA anna hI anna khAyA, kArbohAIDreTa khAyA, zvetasAra khAyA, peTa to bhara jAegA para mastiSkIya saMtulana bigar3a jaaegaa| proTIna bhI cAhie, vasA bhI cAhie, lavaNa bhI cAhie, saba caahie| jaba bhojana pUrA saMtulita hotA hai to mastiSka bhI ThIka kAma karatA hai, saMtulana utanA nahIM bigar3atA, kintu jisa vyakti ko bahuta gussA AtA hai, vaha bahuta cir3acir3e svabhAva kA ho jAtA hai, bAra-bAra lar3AI-jhagar3A karatA hai, dina bhara parivAra ko satAtA hai to usako yaha bhI socanA cAhie ki koI na koI AhAra kA doSa isake sAtha jur3A huA hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra kI eka yAtrA huI thI AdivAsI bastI meM-saMthAla

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maiM mAnasika saMtulana cAhatA hUM 137 I paraganA jile meM / batalAyA gayA ki ve loga nirantara rUkhA bhojana karate the cikanAI nahIM khAte the isalie unameM gussA jyAdA bar3ha gayA aura jo tapasvI hote haiM. jyAdA upavAsa karate haiM, rUkhA bhojana karate haiM unameM gusse kI mAtrA bar3ha jaaegii| prasiddha hai tapasviyoM kA gussA / kitane krodhI hote the ve / durvAsA ke bAre meM prasiddha bAta hai| tapasyA ke sAtha gussA bar3hegA / tapasyA ke sAtha dhyAna calegA to UrjA dhyAna meM khapa jAegI, gussA nahIM bddh'egaa| korI tapasyA hI calegI to gussA bar3hane kI saMbhAvanA hai| rUkhe bhojana se gussA bar3ha jAtA hai, svabhAva ke cir3acir3e hone meM, lar3AI-jhagar3e kI Adata jyAdA hone meM bhojana kA bhI bahuta bar3A hAtha hai aura isa bAta para abhI hama dhyAna hI nahIM dete haiM / hama bhojana ko to aisA mAnate haiM ki yaha peTa kyA hai-ga - gaDDhA hai / 'hai / khAlI hai aura bhara do, basa / are ! kisase bharoge ? yaha socane kI kyA jarUrata hai? bhUkha lagI aura gaDDhA bhara gyaa| basa, aba ThIka hai| gaDDhA to bhara gayA para vaha bharA huA gaDDhA kyA karegA, isakA bhI koI anumAna hameM honA cAhie / pariNAma kyA hogA? udhara bhI to hamArA dhyAna jAnA caahie| usa bAta para dhyAna nahIM jaataa| dhyAna karane vAle vyakti ke lie bahuta mahattvapUrNa prazna hai - bhojana kA viveka / Apake sAmane prazna hogA ki Aja kI garIbI meM saMtulita bhojana kI bAta socI jA sakatI hai? kitanA maMhagA ho gayA bhojana ? eka sAmAnya garIba AdamI, sAmAnya AjIvikA vAlA AdamI kaise yaha kara sakatA hai aura Aja kA zikSaka bhI koI samRddha vyApArI to nahIM hai / samRddhi to nahIM hai| bar3I kaThinAiyAM haiM- AjIvikA ke saamne| pAMca sau, sAta sau yA hajAra rupaye milate haiM to caTanI ho jAte haiM, roTI kI bAta nahIM, korI caTanI meM cale jAte haiN| isa bhayaMkara maMhagAI meM saMtulita bhojana kI bAta kaise ho sakatI hai? prazna hai, sacamuca prazna hai| para koI prazna aisA nahIM hotA ki jisake sAtha samAdhAna na jur3A huA ho saMtulita bhojana kI bhI aisI tAlikAeM haiM ki jo sAmAnya bhojana meM pUrI ho sakatI haiM / tulasI adhyAtma nIDam kA eka yaha bhI kAryakrama hai ki saMtulita bhojana ke bAre meM prazikSaNa denA / zivirArthiyoM ko yaha samajhAnA aura vahAM dhyAna karane ke lie, sAdhanA karane ke lie jo loga Ate haiM, unheM isa viSaya para prazikSita karanA ki sAmAnya Arthika vyavasthA meM bhI bhojana ko kaise saMtulita kiyA jA sakatA hai / bahuta acchA proTIna dUdha se milatA hai| jIrA to sAmAnya bhojana meM kAma Ane vAlI cIja hai, usameM lohA hotA hai aura bhI sAmAnya - sAmAnya cIjoM meM aise tattva haiM / bAta kevala yahI hai ki unake viSaya meM hamArI jAnakArI nahIM aura kabhI isa dRSTi se socA nahIM ki bhojana saMtulita honA cAhie / 1 zarIra meM aneka aMga kAma kara rahe haiM / tillI, gurdA, hArTa, mastiSka,

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138 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM nAr3iyAM-ina sabako alaga-alaga prakAra ke rasAyana aura tattva caahie| alaga-alaga jarUrata hai| kucha loga itanA namaka khAte haiM, Upara se DAlate hI cale jAte haiN| are! itanA namaka khAte ho, jIbha ko bhI acchA lagatA hogA para becAre gurde se bhI salAha to karo ki tumheM kaisA lagatA hai| kitanI parezAnI hai gurde ko| adhika namaka khAne vAle garde kI, kiDanI kI bImArI se parezAna na ho, yaha kaise saMbhava hogA? kyoMki zarIra ko to itanA namaka cAhie nahIM aura jo vijAtIya hai use nikAlanA par3atA hai becAre gurde ko| choTe se gurde ke pAsa nabbe lAkha chalaniyAM haiN| sArI chalaniyoM se kAma lenA par3atA hai, phira bhI khAyA huA sArA vijAtIya tattva nikAlane meM becArA parezAna ho jAtA hai| itanI chalaniyAM calatI haiM, kisI cakkI ke pAsa jo ATA pIsane vAlI hai itanI chalaniyAM nahIM miltiiN| para AdamI nigalatA jAtA hai, DAlatA jAtA hai peTa meN| para kabhI gurde kI parezAnI kA anubhava hI nahIM krtaa| lIvara kI parezAnI kA anubhava hI nahIM karatA ki lIvara jitanA pAcaka rasa DAlegI utanA hI to chodd'egii| avazeSa gayA huA pacegA kaise-yaha patA hI nahIM hai| cInI khAte haiN| itanI cInI khAte haiM, khAne meM acchI lagatI hai para kabhI AMtoM se bhI pUcho, pakvAzaya se bhI pUcho ki kaisA hotA hai? itanI amlatA bar3ha jAtI hai ki sArI parezAniyAM paidA karatI haiN| cInI khAne meM mIThI lagatI hai aura pariNAma kyA hotA hai, khaTAI bar3hatI hai| jyAdA cInI khAne vAle ko khaTTI DakAreM AtI haiN| apaca hotA hai| AMvalA khaTTA lagatA hai aura vipAka mIThA hotA hai| bhojana kA saMtulana honA caahie| bahuta bar3I samasyA hai, isa bAre meM dhyAna nahIM dete aura bhItara meM mithyA AhAra ke kAraNa bahuta dUSita rasAyana banate haiM aura ve manuSya ko phira cir3acir3A banAte haiM yA jyAdA gussaila banAte haiM, yA bAta-bAta meM uttejita kara dete haiM yA jyAdA kAmavAsanA ko jagAte haiN| ina sArI vikRtiyoM ko paidA karane meM bhojana kA bahuta bar3A hAtha hai| mAnasika asaMtulana kA cauthA kAraNa hai-asaMtulita bhojn| pAMcavAM kAraNa hai-nAr3I-saMsthAna kI durbltaa| nAr3I-saMsthAna ke do mukhya aMga haiM-eka mastiSka aura dUsarA suSumnA kA sArA hissaa| suSumnA-zIrSa aura suSumnA-spAinala kaoNrDa (Spinal Cord) / ye nAr3I saMsthAna ke do mahattvapUrNa aMga haiN| jisakA spAinala kaoNrDa yA pRSTharajju dUSita hotA hai, usakA saMtulana bigar3a jAtA hai| Apa logoM ko kaThinAI hotI hai sIdhe baiThane meN| aTapaTA lagatA hai| kaI bAra kahA jAtA hai ki pRSTharajju ko sIdhA rakheM / are ! isameM ApakA kitanA hita chipA huA hai| pRSTharajju sIdhA rahatA hai to Apa zArIrika aura mAnasika kaThinAiyoM se baca jAte haiN| baiThane kA yaha DhaMga hai ki yA to loga jhukakara baiTheMge yA Ter3he baittheNge| Ayurveda kA zAstra-caraka kahatA hai ki pAnI pIo to samakAya-sIdhe rho| Ter3he

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139 maiM mAnasika saMtulana cAhatA hUM hokara pAnI mata piio| kisI se bAta karanI ho to Ter3he hokara mata kro| roTI khAnI ho to Ter3he hokara mata khaao| zvAsa bhI lenA ho to Ter3he hokara mata lo| sama raho, jisase ki saMtulana barAbara banA rhe| Ter3he hue to sArI kriyAoM meM antara Ane laga jaaegaa| nAr3I-saMsthAna kI durbalatA, pRSTharajju kI durbalatA aura mastiSka kI durbalatA-ye saba asaMtulana ke kAraNa bana jAte haiN| Ajakala eka cikitsA paddhati cala rahI hai-ossttiyopaithii| isa cikitsA meM aura kucha nahIM kiyA jAtA, kevala spAinala kaoNrDa para kucha prezara diyA jAtA hai| sAre rogoM kI cikitsA karate haiN| yahAM rogoM kI jar3a hai| yahIM se sAre zarIra meM narvas jAte haiM, phailate haiN| taMtuoM kA, snAyuoM kA aura dhamaniyoM kA jAla bichA huA hai, saba yahIM se hokara gayA hai| mUla yahI hai| yahIM se sAre alaga-alaga hote haiN| yaha hamArA kendrIya nAr3I-saMsthAna hai aura isake donoM ora anukampI aura parAnukampI nAr3I-saMsthAna haiN| yahIM se sArA kA sArA saMcAlana ho rahA hai| jaba nAr3I-saMsthAna hI durbala ho jAtA hai to phira saMtulana nahIM aaegaa| dhyAna hogA hI nahIM. kare bhI kyA? dhyAna to tabhI ho sakatA hai jaba nADI-saMsthAna majabUta hotA hai| koI AdamI bhArI-bharakama hai-Apako lagegA ki vaha bar3A haTTA-kaTTA hai, bar3A svastha hai| yadi zarIra meM mAMsa kama hai to lagegA ki yaha to thakA, patalA-dubalA AdamI hai| Apa unako kamajora mAna legeM aura usa bhArI-bharakama ko zaktizAlI mAna legeN| yaha mAnanA sahI nahIM hogaa| 'tejo yasya virAjate sa balavAn sthUleSu ka: pratyaya:'-jisameM teja hai vaha balavAna hotA hai, sthUla meM koI vizvAsa nahIM hotaa| mAMsa kA kAma to bahuta choTA / kAma hai| hamAre zarIra meM mUla hai-nAr3I-saMsthAna / jIvana kA artha hai-nAr3I-saMsthAna kI skriytaa| do hI sabase jyAdA zaktizAlI haiM-eka hai nAr3I-saMsthAna aura dUsarA hai granthi-saMsthAna / ye hI sArA prakAza phailA rahe haiN| saba kucha karA rahe haiN| mAMsa koI bar3I bAta nahIM hai| dUsarI dhAtuoM meM utanI tAkata nahIM hai| eka AdamI ko jJAna ho rahA hai ki aMgalI hila rahI hai, thor3A-sA chuA patA cala gyaa| kisa AdhAra para yaha jJAna huA? jitane seseMzana hote haiM, jitane saMvedana hote haiM, ve saba nAr3I-saMsthAna ke stara para hote haiN| do prakAra ke narvasa hote haiM-moTara narvas aura seMsarI narvas / seMsarI narva ke dvArA hameM jJAna hotA hai aura moTara narva ke dvArA kriyA hotI hai| kisI aMgulI se kucha chuA to seMsarI narva se patA cala gayA ki koI ThaMDI cIja chuI hai aura aMgulI hilAne kI jarUrata par3I ki usa cIja ko haTA denA hai to hamAre kriyAtaMtu kAma karane lge| usako haTA diyaa|

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140 __ maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM sArA jJAna aura kriyA kA saMcAlana ina nAr3iyoM ke dvArA hotA hai| nAr3I-saMsthAna kamajora ho jAtA hai to sArA saMtulana gar3abar3A jAtA hai| jo vyakti apane AvezoM, AvegoM para niyantraNa karanA nahIM jAnatA. dhIme-dhIme usakA nADI saMsthAna kamajora hotA calA jAtA hai| eka bAra gussA Ane kA matalaba hai ki Apake nAr3I-saMsthAna para eka teja dhakkA de diyaa| aba bAra-bAra dhakke mArate hI cale jAeMge becArA kaba taka shegaa| bahuta sahatA AyA hai| itanA sahana karatA hai ki ApakA lar3akA bhI itanA sahana nahIM karatA, ApakI patnI bhI itanA sahana nahIM karatI, vaha bhI Apako ThukarA detI hai| para becArA nAr3I-saMsthAna to aisA hai ki maunabhAva se Apake dhakkoM ko sahana karatA jAtA hai| Akhira jaba dekhatA hai ki bar3A parezAna kara rahA hai to TUTanA zurU kara detA hai| taba AdamI aMsatulita hotA hai, vikSipta hotA hai aura hote-hote AdamI kabhI arddha-pAgala kI sthiti meM aura kabhI pUre pAgala kI sthiti meM calA jAtA hai| ____ mAnasika asaMtulana ke ye pAMca kAraNa hamAre sAmane haiN| hama cAhate haiM mAnasika saMtulana banA rhe| hama isalie cAhate haiM ki mana svastha rhe| mana zAnti meM rhe| usakA yaha sabase mahattvapUrNa prayoga hai-zarIra-prekSA, zarIra ko dekhnaa| isase nAr3I-saMsthAna dRr3ha hotA hai aura kucha rasAyanoM kI pUrti bhI karatA hai| Apako jJAta honA cAhie ki kucha viTAmina hamArA zarIra paidA karatA hai| saba bAhara se hI hama nahIM lete haiN| hama bhItara se bhI lete haiN| sUrya kA tApa lagatA hai aura viTAmina 'DI' apane Apa A jAtA hai| isakA sabase acchA srota hai-sUrya kA taap| aura bhI bahuta sAre rasAyana, proTIna hamArA zarIra paidA karatA hai para karegA taba jaba hama anAvega kI sthiti meM rheNge| yaha dhyAna kA prayoga, mAnasika saMtulana kA prayoga kevala mokSa pAne ke lie hI nahIM hai, vartamAna jIvana ko sukha se jIne ke lie bhI hai| jisa dharma ke dvArA, sAdhanA ke dvArA vartamAna kI samasyAoM kA samAdhAna nahIM milatA vaha zAyada hamAre lie bahuta hitakara nahIM hotI aura bahuta upAdeya bhI nahIM hotii| hama adhyAtma kA, dharma kA punarmUlyAMkana kareM aura usake dvArA apane jIvanagata vartamAna kI samasyAoM kA samAdhAna kreN|

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brahmacarya indriyoM kA saMyama sAdhanA kA prathama kintu bahuta dUragAmI sUtra rahA hai / prArambha yahIM se hotA hai kintu bahuta dUra taka jAtA hai| pAMca indriyAM haiM - zrotra, cakSu, ghrANa, rasana aura sparzana / zabda, rUpa, gaMdha, rasa aura sparza-ye pAMca viSaya haiN| eka artha meM indriyoM kA jIvana hI vAstava meM jIvana hai / AdamI unhIM ko bhoga rahA hai aura unhIM ke sAtha jIvana ko calA rahA hai 1 zabda sunatA hai, rUpa dekhatA hai, gaMdha sUMghatA hai, rasa cakhatA hai aura sparza karatA hai| yadi yaha na ho to jIvana kucha lagatA hI nahIM ki jIvana hai / prazna hai - bahmacarya kA / brahmacarya ke bAre meM kucha dhAraNAeM vicitra - sI ho gaI haiN| sparzanendriya saMyama ko hI brahmacarya ke artha meM svIkAra kara liyA gayA / brahmacarya kA artha kevala sparzanendriya saMyama hI nahIM hai kintu paMcendriya saMyama aura isase Age vikalpa-saMyama, smRti-saMyama, aura cintana - saMyama bhI hai / mana aura indriya- ina sabakA saMyama hI brahmacarya hai / brahmacarya kA eka vyApaka artha rahA hai ki brahma meM jisakA caraNa hotA hai vaha hai - brahmacarya / brahma kA artha jJAna bhI hotA hai, brahma kA artha paramAtmA bhI hotA hai aura brahma kA artha gurukulavAsa bhI hotA hai / vAstava meM brahmacArI yA brahmacarya yaha gurukulavAsa se saMbaMdhita thA / jo gurukulavAsa meM rahatA hai yA gurukulavAsa kI caryA kA pAlana karatA hai vaha brahmacArI hotA hai, usake brahmacarya hotA hai / gurukulavAsa meM rahane kI vizeSa caryA thI - indriyoM kA saMyama aura mana kA saMyama / para hamArI dhAraNA yaha hai ki brahmacArI raheM to sparza ko saMyama kreN| sparza kA saMyama bhI kaise hogA? saba iMdriyAM paraspara jur3I huI haiN| eka ko TAlakara dUsare ko nahIM saMbhAlA jA sakatA / yadi zabda kA saMyama nahIM hai to sparzanendriya kA saMyama nahIM ho sakatA / yadi cakSu kA saMyama nahIM ho sakatA to sparzanendriya kA saMyama nahIM ho sktaa| ye sAre uddIpana haiM / pratyeka rasa ke paidA hone meM uddIpana Avazyaka hote haiM / jaba usake sthAyI bhAva, saMcArI bhAva saba sakriya hote haiM aura phira usako baMda karanA cAhate haiM, yaha saMbhava nahIM hotaa| sabhI kA saMbaMdha hai| unameM rasana aura sparzana- - ina do kA to bahuta gaharA saMbaMdha hai / brahmacarya ke sAtha rasa kA bahuta gaharA saMbaMdha hai / zarIra - vijJAna kI dRSTi meM rasana aura sparzana - ye paraspara jur3e hue haiM / donoM kA ghaniSTa sambandha hai / eka ko vaza meM karane para dUsarA apane Apa vaza meM ho jAtA hai / alaga se prayatna karanA jarUrI nahIM hotA / rasanA para niyamana nahIM hotA, saMyama nahIM hotA, svAda kA saMyama nahIM hotA aura sparzana indriya ke saMyama kI

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142 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM bAta jAgatI hai to bar3I kaThina bAta hai| ahiMsA kA sambandha zarIra se bhI hai, para zarIra kI vaha mAMga nahIM hai| satya kA sambandha, acaurya kA sambandha, aparigraha kA sambandha zarIra hai aura mastiSka se saMbaMdhita hai| kintu brahmacarya kA sambandha zarIra se bhI hai aura mana se bhI hai| usakI zArIrika mAMga bhI hai aura mAnasika mAMga bhI hai| purAnA siddhAMta kucha dUsarA hai ki vIrya kA skhalana hotA hai to brahmacarya khaMDita hotA hai| vIrya skhalita nahIM hotA, vaha Upara car3ha jAtA hai to brahmacArI hotA hai| use UrdhvaretA kahA jAtA hai| maiM to aisA nahIM socatA aura aisA saMbhava nahIM hai| kucheka zabdoM kA artha itanA badala jAtA hai ki hama eka rUr3higata artha mAnate cale jAte haiN| mAnane kI bar3I Adata hai| hara bAta ko mAnate cale jAte haiM / jAnane kA prayatna bahuta kama karate haiM / mUla taka, gaharAI taka jAne kI Adata bahuta kama hotI hai| zarIrazAstrIya dRSTi se aisA koI snAyU yA nalikA nahIM hai jisase vIrya Upara jA ske| vIrya kI jahAM graMthiyAM haiM vahAM se koI rAstA nahIM hai ki vIrya Upara car3ha ske| UrdhvaretA kA artha thA-prANazakti ko Upara le jAne vaalaa| prANa-vidyut Upara se nIce A sakatI hai| vidyut pUre zarIra meM phaila sakatI hai kintu vIrya ke lie to koI rAstA nahIM hai| mUla meM vIrya kA artha hI thA-zakti, UrjA / yaha jo zukra, vIrya aura rajas ko eka artha meM mAna liyA gayA hai yaha bar3I bhrAMti hai| ina sabake bhinna-bhinna artha haiN| . kahA jAtA hai-'maraNaM bindupAtena, jIvanaM bindudhAraNAt'-bindu kA pAta hone se maraNa ho jAtA hai aura bindu kA dhAraNa honA hI jIvana hai| bindu kA matalaba hI zukra kara diyA gyaa| isase bhI bar3I samasyA paidA ho gii| agara bindupAta se maraNa ho taba to koI AdamI jI nahIM skegaa| bar3I kaThina bAta hai| bindu kA artha hI prANa-vidyut hai| hamAre mastiSka meM jo prANa-vidyut hai usakA kSaraNa hotA hai to maraNa hotA hai| kyoMki jIvana kA mukhya AdhAra mastiSkIya prANa-vidyut aura mastiSka hai| pUre zarIra meM kozikAeM naSTa hotI haiM aura phira naI banatI jAtI haiN| mastiSka hI eka aisA hai ki jahAM kozikAeM naSTa hotI haiM para unakA punarnirmANa nahIM hotaa| sabase jyAdA surakSA karane kA sAdhana hai hamArA mastiSka aura phira prANa-vidyut / aba isa para dhyAna denA jarUrI hai ki kAma kI taraMga jaba paidA hotI hai, usase mastiSka kSubdha hotA hai| yaha mastiSkIya lobha hI khataranAka hai| mastiSka jitanA zAMta rahatA hai, AdamI utanA hI zaktizAlI banatA hai aura mastiSka jitanA udvigna, uttejita yA kSubdha hotA hai, AdamI utanA hI kamajora hotA hai| brahmacarya kA isI AdhAra para mUlyAMkana kiyA gayA hai| kucha loga bar3e parezAna ho jAte haiM ki

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brahmacarya vIrya skhalana ho gyaa| jisake vIrya skhalana ho gayA use ve brahmacarya nahIM mAnate, bar3I vicitra bAta hai / kaI loga to bar3e ciMtita ho jAte haiM / yaha koI itanI cintA kI bAta nahIM hai| agara kisI durbhAvanA se, kisI uttejanA se vIrya skhalana hotA hai to sacamuca ciMtA kI bAta haiM / yaha bAra-bAra nahIM honA caahie| kintu eka prAkRtika niyama hai ki jaba vIrya graMthiyoM meM samA nahIM sakatA to vaha bAhara nikalatA hai / yaha koI cintA kI bAta nahIM hai / anAvazyaka cintA bhI AdamI ko satAne I lagatI hai / aba rahA prazna brahmacArI kA, saba vyakti brahmacArI bana sake yaha to bahuta kaThina bAta hai, kaThina sAdhanA hai / sAmAnya vyakti apane 'kAma' kI pUrti karate haiM aura jIvana calAte haiN| kucha loga aise ho sakate haiM jo isa dizA meM usakA saMyama karanA cAhate haiM, saMyama karate haiM / aba prazna hai ati kA / 'kAma' kA atisevana bhI khataranAka hotA hai| usase zaktiyAM bahuta kSINa hotI haiM / sukarAta se pUchA gayA ki manuSya ko saMbhoga kitanI bAra karanA cAhie? unhoMne kahA- 'jIvana meM eka bAra / ' 'yaha saMbhava na ho to?" 'varSa meM eka bAra / ' 'yaha bhI saMbhava nahIM ho to ?' 'mahIne meM eka bAra / ' 'yaha bhI saMbhava na ho to?' 'phira kaphana sira para rakha lo aura cAhe jaise clo| ' yaha bilakula sahI bAta hai ki jo ati hai vaha bahuta khataranAka hai / kucha loga jo manovijJAna kI bhASA meM socate haiM ve aisA bhI socate haiM ki brahmacArI rahane vAlA pAgala ho jAtA hai, vikSipta ho jAtA hai / bAta bhI ThIka hai / isameM sacAI bhI hai ki abrahmacarya sukha hai | isameM koI saMdeha nahIM mAnA gayA hai| AdamI eka sukha ko ThukaratA hai, zarIra kI mAMga ko ThukarAtA hai to pratikriyA hotI hai, kucha vikSepa hotA hai aura pAgalapana - sA AtA hai / kintu yadi usase dUsarA bar3A sukha mila jAtA hai to pAgalapana nahIM AtA aura adhika AnaMda Ane laga jAtA hai / yaha pAgalapana kA jo prazna AtA hai vaha usa sthiti meM AtA hai, jaba AdamI prApta sukha ko chor3atA hai aura dUsarA sukha koI sAmane nahIM hotA / eka lakIra hai| usake nIce bar3I lakIra khIMca deM to pahale vAlI apane Apa choTI ho jaaegii| kintu lakIra korI rahatI hai to bar3I yA choTI kI bAta nahIM hotii| bar3A sukha upalabdha kiyA jAe to phira yaha bAta apane Apa gauNa ho jAtI hai / 143

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144 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM usakI sAdhanA ke kucha sUtra haiM / una sUtroM kA Alambana lene para sahaja sukha upalabdha hotA hai aura usase bhI jyAdA sukha upalabdha ho jAtA hai| dhyAna kI prakriyA meM antaryAtrA kA prayoga kiyA jAtA hai / antaryAtrA kA acchA abhyAsa hone para, suSumnA meM citta kI Upara aura nIce kI yAtrA hone para aise sukha kA anubhava hotA hai ki jaisA zAyada bhoga meM bhI nahIM hotA / darzanakendra para bAlasUrya kA dhyAna karate-karate aise spaMdana jAgate haiM, aise sukha kA anubhava hotA hai ki vaisA sukha kAma- - sevana meM bhI nahIM hotaa| agara hama isake vaijJAnika kAraNa ko samajha leM to bAta bahuta spaSTa ho jAegI / sukha kA artha hotA hai - mana kA saMkalpa aura vidyut - rasAyana kA yoga honA / vAstava meM jo sukha yA duHkha kA anubhava hotA hai vaha eka prakAra kI vidyut-dhArA ke sAtha hamAre mana kA yoga hone se hotA hai| eka prakAra ke rasAyana ke sAtha hamArA mana jur3atA hai to sukha kA saMvedana bana jAtA hai| dUsare prakAra kI vidyut-dhArA yA dUsare prakAra ke rasAyana ke sAtha mana jur3atA hai to duHkha bana jAtA hai| yoga honA mana kA - yaha eka bar3I bAta hai| hama apane bhItarI rasAyanoM ke sAtha, vidyut pravAhoM ke sAtha apane mana ko jor3a sakeM to bahuta sukha upalabdha ho sakatA hai 1 do granthiyAM khojI gaI haiM sira ke pIche, jise gupti kA bhAga kahA jAtA hai| vahAM choTI-choTI do granthiyAM haiM / ve paraspara saTI huI haiN| Aja kA vaijJAnika vizleSaNa yaha hai ki eka granthi jAga jAe to phira cAhe jitanI bhayaMkara ghaTanA ghaTita ho jAe AdamI ko kabhI duHkha nahIM hogA aura dUsarI graMthi jAga jAe to cAhe jitanI anukUlatA mila jAe, vaibhava mila jAe, sampadA mila jAe, bhoga mila jAe use kabhI sukha nahIM hogA / hamArI dhAraNA yaha hai ki sukha aura duHkha hameM bAhara se milatA hai, kintu sacAI yaha hai ki inakA saMvedana bhItara meM hotA hai / padArtha ho cAhe na ho, koI pharka nahIM par3atA / padArtha hone para bhI sukha-duHkha mila sakatA hai 1 milegA tabhI jaba isa prakAra ke prakampana aura spaMdana hamAre mana meM jAga jAeMge, usa prakAra kI taraMga jAgegI aura vidyut-dhArA kA yoga ho jaaegaa| yaha hamArI nitAnta saMvedanA kI prakriyA hai / hama jo niyamana kareMge, saMyama kareMge, vaha padArtha kA nahIM kreNge| hama saMvedanA kA niyamana kreNge| isa saMvedana ke rahasya ko samajha lenA hI brahmacarya ko samajha lenA hai / jisa vyakti ne saMvedana ko nahIM samajhA vaha isa rahasya ko nahIM samajha sktaa| vaha kevala bAharI vastu para bhaTakatA rahegA, bAharI padArtha para ulajhatA rhegaa| yaha sahI hai ki bAharI padArtha bhI nimitta banatA hai, usa saMvedanA ko jagAne kA nimitta banatA hai kintu sukha - duHkha dene kA nimitta nahIM banatA /

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brahmacarya 145 yauna hArmoMsa kA srAva saba vyaktiyoM meM hotA hai| pahale pIniyala graMnthi ke dvArA use roka liyA jAtA hai| vaha nIce nahIM jaataa| jaba bAlaka bAraha-teraha varSa kA hotA hai taba pIniyala niSkriya hone lagatA hai aura yauna hArmoMsa, uttejanA ke jo hArmoMsa haiM, ye srAva nIce jAne lagate haiN| yauna hArmosa kA gonADa meM AnA aura use prabhAvita karanA-yahI hai abrahmacarya / yaha bilakula zArIrika prakriyA hai ki ve hArmosa Ate haiM aura gonADa granthi ko prabhAvita karate haiM, kAmagranthi ko prabhAvita karate haiM aura taba kAma-vAsanA kI vicAradhArA jAga jAtI hai| jisa vyakti ne darzanakendra para. jyotikendra para dhyAna kiyA aura usa yauna-hArmoMsa ko niyaMtrita karanA sIkha liyA, usa vyakti meM parivartana A jaaegaa| ___kaI prakAra kI vRttiyAM hotI haiN| eka vRtti vaha hotI hai, jisameM yaha vAsanA jAgatI hI nhiiN| yaha to bahuta Age kI bhUmikA hai| eka vRtti vaha hotI hai, jisameM vAsanA jAgatI hai kintu satAtI nahIM aura eka vRtti vaha hotI hai, jisameM vAsanA jAgatI hai aura nirantara satAtI hai| ati-kAmukatA, kAmukatA aura akAmukatA-ye tIna avasthAeM bana jAtI haiM / gRhastha ke lie akAmukatA vAlI bAta to hotI nhiiN| vaha koI saMnyAsI to nahIM jo bilakula kAma kA saMparka na kre| aba zeSa do vRttiyAM bacatI haiN| eka to kAma kA sevana karatA hai aura vAsanA use vivaza kara detI hai, use satAtI hai| vaha satAe nahIM / vyakti niyamana kara sake. itanI kSamatA to hara vyakti meM jAganI caahie| usa para hamArA niyaMtraNa rahe, hama para hAvI na hoM, ve hamArI svAmI na baneM, hama unake svAmI bneN| una para hamArA niyaMtraNa ho, aura hama una para hAvI hoN| itanA hI karanA hai| Apa vItarAga kI dRSTi se kabhI na soceM ki dhyAna kareMge to saMsAra kaise clegaa| saba brahmacArI ho jAeMge, yaha bhI ati-kalpanA kI bAta hogii| yaha kabhI saMbhava bhI nahIM hai| aura bar3e-bar3e saMnyAsiyoM ke lie bhI kitanI kaThinAI kI bAta hogI yaha bhI jAnate haiN| isa bAta kI cintA na kreN| yaha soceM ki yaha bar3I jaTila vRtti hai, isa para niyaMtraNa karane kI thor3I-sI bhI vRtti hamArI jAga jaae| niyaMtraNa meM do bAteM haiM-eka niyaMtraNa hotA hai damana se| eka niyaMtraNa hotA hai udAttIkaraNa se / damana se aura adhika pratikriyA hotI hai aura pAgalapana vAlI bAta taba AtI hai jaba AdamI vRtti ko jabaradastI rokatA hai, niyaMtraNa karatA hai, niyaMtraNa karatA calA jAtA hai| damana karatA calA jAtA hai| damana kI pratikriyA se svarUpa citta meM kSobha paidA hotA hai, eka prakAra kA pAgalapana bhI A jAtA hai| pUrA nahIM to vyakti AdhA pAgala bana jAtA hai| jo loga zAdI nahIM karate unheM vikSipta avasthA meM hamane dekhA hai| yaha sthiti A jAtI hai atiniyaMtraNa ke dvArA / maiM jisa niyamana kI bAta

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146 maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM kara rahA hUM vaha jabaradastI dabAnA nahIM hai, kintu usa vRtti kA udAttIkaraNa karanA hai| usa vRtti ko itanA vizAla banA diyA jAtA hai vyApaka prayoga ke dvArA ki jisase satAne kI bAta samApta ho jAtI hai| isameM damana nahIM hotA, jabaradastI nahIM rokA jAtA kintu yaha eka aisI prakriyA hai jisase ve hArmoMsa kama srAvita hote haiM aura apanA kama prabhAva jatAte haiN| yaha sArA sAdhanA ke dvArA saMbhava hotA hai aura isameM caitanya kendroM kA dhyAna bahuta sahayogI banatA hai| jina logoM meM jyAdA uttejanA, jyAdA Avega, jyAdA kAmavAsanA jAgatI hai unake lie caitanya kendroM kA dhyAna jyAdA upayogI hai| ye sArI vRttiyAM nAbhi ke Asa-pAsa jAgatI haiN| kAmavAsanA gonADa meM jAgatI hai aura uttejanA eDrInala ke paas| unake srAva jaba adhika bar3hate haiM taba yaha adhika vAlI bAta hotI hai| anyathA jIvana meM jitanA apekSita aura Avazyaka hai utanA ho jAtA hai aura zeSa dhyAna dUsarI bAta meM rahatA hai| aba eka. sthiti yaha bana jAtI hai ki kAma kI tanAva itanA bar3ha jAtA hai ki usake alAvA kucha dikhatA hI nahIM hai| bahuta sAre loga isa prakAra pAgala bana jAte haiM ki jisako cAhate haiM usakA saMyoga nahIM milatA hai to AtmahatyA kara lete haiN| na jAne kitane yuvaka-yuvatiyAM AtmahatyA karate hoNge| aura bhI na jAne kitane aparAdha aura kitanI samasyAeM paidA hotI hoNgii| isakA kAraNa hai ki unameM niyaMtraNa karane kI kSamatA nahIM hai| pAnI tAlAba meM utanA hI Ae jitanA usameM samA sakatA hai| aisI sthiti honI cAhie ki nAle ko banda kiyA jA ske| bAMdha hai| usameM utanA hI pAnI Ae jitanI usakI kSamatA hai atirikta pAnI A jAe to bAMdha TUTane kA khatarA bhI paidA ho jAtA hai| yaha mAnA gayA hai ki sAmAnya AdamI meM yaha bhAva utanA hI Ae jitanA usameM zArIrika, mAnasika Adi dRSTiyoM se hAni na pahuMcAte hue apanA kAma kara ske| jina logoM ne brahmacarya ke ina pahaluoM para zArIrika dRSTi se, mAnasika dRSTi se, AdhyAtmika aura sAmAjika dRSTi se vicAra nahIM kiyA ve brahmacarya ke bAre meM bahuta bhrAMtiyAM pAlate haiN| zArIrika dRSTi se jaise manovijJAna kA siddhAMta haiM ki yadi AdamI kAmabhoga kA sevana nahIM karatA hai to bhI zarIra svastha nahIM rhtaa| yaha eka bar3I bhAMti hai| jo loga brahmacArI rahate haiM ve bahuta svastha raha sakate haiN| para ThIka yahI bAta hai ki usake sAtha mAnasika stara para vicAra karanA hogA ki zarIra se vaha abrahmacarya kA sevana nahIM kara rahA hai para mana se nirantara usakA sevana kara rahA hai to vaha zarIra se baca rahA hai kintu mana bilakula khulA hai to pAgalapana jarUra A jAegA, kaThinAI paidA hogii| usake sAtha-sAtha jaba zArIrika saMyama karanA hai to pahale mAnasika saMyama karane kI bAta sIkhanI hogI ki mana se kaise saMyama kareM aura WW

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brahmacarya 147 mana se saMyama karane kI bAta sIkhanI hai to AdhyAtmika saMyama kI bAta sIkhanI hogI ki bhItara ke srAvoM ko, bhItara ke rasAyanoM ko kaise niyaMtrita kara sakeM evaM vidyut pravAhoM ko kaise saMtulita kara skeN| yaha sAdhanA karanI hogii| AdhyAtmika sAdhanA hogI to mAnasika sAdhanA hogI aura mAnasika sAdhanA hogI to zArIrika sAdhanA hogii| ___ kucha logoM meM yaha prazna hotA hai ki jo brahmacArI hogA usakA zarIra tejasvI hogA, majabUta aura dRr3ha hogaa| yaha bhI eka bhrAMti hai, bahuta bar3I bhrAMti hai| acchA camakatA huA ceharA to usa vyakti kA hogA jisakA khUna jyAdA acchA hai| hamane khojA to yaha tathya nikalA ki jo acchA khAtA hai, pItA hai, pAcana acchA hai aura rakta acchA banatA hai to usakA ceharA cmkegaa| vaise vyakti ko hamane dekhA hai, jo ghora abrahmacArI hai, usakA ceharA aisA camaka rahA hai mAno lahU Tapaka rahA ho| khoja gayA to patA calA ki prAcIna sAhitya meM brahmacArI ke lie kahA gayA ki rAkha se DhakI haI Aga hai-bhItara meM jyoti hai aura Upara rAkha hai| kyoMki usane apanI sAdhanA ke lie tapasyA ke dvArA zarIra ko itanA tapA liyA ki mAMsa to bahuta sUkha gayA hai-bAhara se to rukhA laga rahA hai aura bhItara meM jyoti jala rahI hai| saMtavANI ko dekhA to kabIra kI vANI meM milA ki 'bAhara se to kachu na dIkhai, bhItara jalI rahI jota / ' bAhara se to kucha nahIM dikha rahA hai aura bhItara meM jyoti jala rahI hai| eka tejapuMja jaisA ho rahA hai| AcArya bhikSu kI vANI meM milA ki 'mAMsa lohI kama huvai tapasI taNai'-jo tapasvI hai usake mAMsa bhI kama hogA, rakta bhI kama hogaa| vaha to becArA sUkha jAtA hai| yogI kA pahalA lakSaNa hai-zarIra kI kRshtaa| dharmacanda ne eka saMsmaraNa sunAte hue kahA-abhI-abhI kalakattA meM maiM eka yogI se milaa| usako mere dvArA likhI gaI yoga kI kucha pustakeM diiN| usane ulaTa-pulaTa kara dekhaa| kucheka bAtoM para usakA dhyAna gyaa| usane pUchA-ina pustakoM meM jo likhA hai vaha anubhava kI vANI hai yA kevala siddhAMta kI bAta hai? maiMne kahA-anubhava kii| phira usane pUchA-likhane vAle kA zarIra kRza hai yA carbI se bharapUra ? maiMne kahA-atyanta kRza / yogI bolA-ThIka hai, maiM samajha gyaa| brahmacarya ke dvArA upalabdha hotI hai-sahiSNutA kI zakti, buddhi kI prakharatA yAnI sUkSma-satya taka pahuMcane kI shkti| brahmacArI meM itanA dhairya hogA ki vaha hara bAta ko sahana kara legA, adhIra nahIM bnegaa| dhIra kI paribhASA karate hue kavi kahatA hai-vikArahetau sati. vikriyante yeSAM na cetAMsi ta eva dhIrA:-vikAra kA nimitta hone para bhI jisakA citta vikRta nahIM hotA, vaha dhIra hotA hai| yahI dhRti hai| brahmacarya ke dvArA dhRti kA vikAsa hotA hai| manobala kA vikAsa hotA hai| loga

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148 Azcarya karate haiM gAMdhI kA eka muTThI bhara haDDI kA zarIra thA itanA dubalA, patalA, sundara bhI nahIM the, camakatA huA ceharA bhI nahIM thA kintu manobala itanA thA ki bar3I se bar3I sattA ke sAmane kabhI jhukane yA Darane kI bAta nahIM AtI thii| jahAM marane kI bAta hotI - sabase Age hote, kabhI mana meM yaha bhaya nahIM hotA ki maiM mArA jaauuNgaa| brahmacarya se Atma-vizvAsa, manobala, paidA hotA hai| yaha hamArI sUkSmazakti hai brahmacarya kI / isake dvArA AMtarika zaktiyoM kA vikAsa hotA hai| usakA zarIra se koI bahuta saMbaMdha nahIM hai, gaharA sambandha nahIM hai / yaha ThIka hai ki brahmacArI hogA to nAr3I-saMsthAna kamajora nahIM hogA, nAr3I-saMsthAna bahuta majabUta rhegaa| snAyuzakti majabUta rahegI / mastiSka kI zakti bahuta majabUta rahegI aura bahuta sakriyatA rhegii| usakA saMbaMdha AMtarika zaktiyoM ke vikAsa se adhika hai, zArIrika zaktiyoM ke vikAsa se kama hai 1 1 niSkarSa kI bhASA meM brahmacarya kA artha hai - saba iMdriyoM kA saMyama aura mana kA saMyama / jo vyakti jananendriya kA saMyama karanA cAhatA hai use vizeSa dhyAna denA hogA rasanendriya ke saMyama para / isIlie usa sthAna kA nAma bhI prekSAdhyAna meM hai - svAsthya kendra / yAnI vaha svAsthya kA kendra hai| AdamI utanA hI mana se aura bhAvanA se svastha hogA, jitanA ki svAsthya kendra usakA adhika niyamita hogA, vaza hogA, sadhA huA hogaa| jIbha para saMyama karanA, jIbha ko sthira karanA, jIbha ko J zithila karanA aura mauna karanA ye saba usameM sahAyaka banate haiM / ina sabase sahAyatA milatI hai 1 brahmacarya kI tIna avasthAeM haiM 1. pUrNa brahmacarya / 2. sImita brahmacarya / maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM 3. abrahmacarya - ucchRMkhala brahmacarya / ye tIna mArga haiN| eka mArga ko to chor3anA hai / ucchRMkhalatA ko chor3anA hai| do mArga zeSa raha jAte haiN| vaha apanI zakti para nirbhara hai| jisako yaha lage ki maiM pUre brahmacarya kI sAdhanA kara sakatA hUM to sabase acchI bAta hai / jisako lage ki yaha saMbhava nahIM hai to phira sImita brahmacarya kI bAta ho sakatI hai / ise kahA jAtA hai aNuvra kI bhASA meM 'svadAra saMtoSa' -apanI patnI meM saMtoSa karanA / na vezyAgamana, na parastrIgamana, na kanyAgamana / inakA bilakula parityAga karanA / yaha eka prakAra se sImita brahmacarya ho gayA / jaba hamArA dRSTikoNa sApha ho jAtA hai aura hama svAsthya kI dRSTi se-zArIrika, mAnasika aura AMtarika svAsthya kI dRSTi se vicAra karate haiM to ina

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brahmacarya 149 to donoM meM se eka rAste kA cunAva ho sakatA hai / kintu tIsare rAste kA cunAva sarvathA nahIM ho sakatA / vaha hamAre lie sarvathA varjanIya hotA hai / ye prazna haiM seksa ke viSaya meM / ina praznoM para hamane saMkSipta-sI carcA kii| bahuta Avazyaka bhI hai yaha carcA | kyoMki yaha sthiti Aja ke vAtAvaraNa meM bahuta jaTila banatI jA rahI hai / aura vizeSataH yuvakoM meM, yuvatiyoM meM, baccoM meM bahuta jaTila banatI jA rahI hai| kyoMki isa bAre meM unheM koI jJAna nahIM hai, koI prazikSaNa nahIM hai aura kabhI-kabhI prazikSaNa kI bAta calatI hai to prazikSaNa meM bhI saMkoca karate haiN| yaha saMkoca jaisI bAta to nahIM hai| baccoM meM bahuta burI AdateM na par3eM kyoMki bacapana se hI kucha prAkRtika, aprAkRtika sthitiyAM banane laga jAtI haiM / aprAkRtika DhaMga se vIrya kA nAza karane vAlA vyakti sacamuca pAgalapana kI sthiti meM jAtA hai aura zUnya ho jAtA hai / zaktiyAM usakI cuka jAtI haiM aura phira usakI snAyavika durbalatA ho jAtI hai| usake vaza kI bAta nahIM rahatI / yadi prArambha se hI baccoM ko usake prati sAvadhAna kiyA jA sake to usake acche pariNAma A sakate haiN| isameM ahita nahIM hotA, hita kI bAta hI AtI hai / kintu loga samajhate haiM ki yaha lajjA kA viSaya hai / lajjA kA viSaya kyA hai? jJAna hone para unake hita aura kalyANa kI bAta hai aura jJAna na hone para zAyada jyAdA ahita kI bAta ho sakatI hai| ina sAre pahaluoM se isa viSaya para hama cintana kreN| yaha viSaya sacamuca hamAre lie bahuta upayogI hai|

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manuSya meM vijJAna hai, viveka kI cetanA hai| pazu meM yaha nahIM hai| yahI manuSya kI vizeSatA hai| manuSya kI viziSTatA kA dUsarA hetu hai- cetanA vikAsa kA bodha aura usakI kriyaanviti| prANI-jagat meM cetanA hai, kintu cetanA ke vikAsa kA bodha nahIM hai aura karane kI kSamatA bhI nahIM hai| ___ 'maiM manuSya hai-yaha astitva kI svIkRti hai| maiM kucha honA cAhatA hU~'- yaha pariSkAra kI svIkRti hai| isa pariSkAra ke tIna sUtra haiM-vyavahAra kA pariSkAra, AcAra kA pariSkAra aura saMskAra kA prisskaar| vyavahAra ke pariSkAra kA artha hai- krUratA kI samApti, karuNA kI prtisstthaa| AcAra pariSkAra kA artha hai-krUratA kI samApti , samatA kI prtisstthaa| saMskAra ke pariSkAra kA artha hai- AvegoM kI samApti, sahiSNatA kI prtisstthaa| prekSA dhyAna kI prakriyA tInoM pariSkAroM kI ghaTaka hai| usase vyakti kA vyavahAra, AcAra aura saMskAra badalatA hai| 'maiM kucha honA cAhatA huuN| maiM aisA manuSya honA cAhatA hUM jisameM karuNA, samatA aura sahiSNutA kI pratiSThA ho| _ maiM aisA cetana-sampanna manuSya honA cAhatA hU~ jisameM mRdutA, samatA aura zAnti kI triveNI pravAhamAna ho|| __maiM duHkha meM se sukha nikAlane vAlI cetanA se sampanna manuSya honA cAhatA huuN| ___ maiM apUrNatA se pUrNatA kI ora prasthAna karanevAlI cetanA se sampanna honA cAhatA huuN| __ maiM hU~' kI cetanA se Age bar3hakara hone kI cetanA ko hastagata karanevAlA manuSya honA cAhatA huuN| 'basa, yahI hai 'maiM kucha honA cAhatA hU~ kI prtidhvni| -AcArya mahAprajJa caraNa vijjA kA pamAkkhA jaina vizva ritI lADanU jaina vizva bhAratI lADana-34130hArAja.)