Chetna ka Vikas

Author(s): Chandraprabhsagar
Publisher: Jityasha Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/003960/1

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1 manuSya aura jagat ke bIca paripUrNa sambandha hai / manuSya kevala antarmukhI nahI raha sktaa| vaha kevala bahirmukhI hokara bhI caina se nahIM jI sakatA / jIvana kI pUrNatA kisI se TUTane meM nahIM, sabase jur3ane meM hai-- svayaM se bhI, jagat se bhI / manuSya to deharI kA dIpa hai, jise antarjagata ko bhI prakAzita rakhanA hai hai aura bahirjagat ko bhI / bhItara - bAhara kA dvaita bhI kyoM, sampUrNa jagat ko hI prakAzita karanA hai / Akhira jagat usI kI to pratidhvani hai| For Personal & Private Use Only

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88888888888888888888888888888 mere priya Atman! amRta kI abhIpsA Apa sabhI amRta sAdhakoM se mujhe Atmika prema hai| mAtra do-tIna dinoM kI alpa-sUcanA se bhI yahA~ dhyAna ke lie jitanA bar3A samudAya ekatrita hai yaha isa bAta kA sabUta hai ki Apa ke diloM meM dhyAna ke lie, dhyAna kI jyoti ko AtmasAt karane ke lie kitanI lalaka hai| maiM ApakI Atma-bhAvanAoM kA sammAna karatA hU~ aura Apa sabake bhItara baiThe prabhu ko praNAma karatA huuN| jaba maiM yahA~ nahIM thA taba kucha samarpita sAdhakoM ne, ahobhAva janita amRta mUrtiyoM ne dhyAna-satra jArI rkhaa| yaha unakA prema hai, samarpaNa hai| antarAtmA meM una sabhI amRta sAdhakoM ke prati pyAra bharA sthAna hai| dhyAna-zivira ke udghATana evaM grantha vimocana ke avasara para Apane mukhyamaMtrI, upamukhyamaMtrI evaM anya prabuddha tathA variSTha logoM ko Amantrita kiyA aura eka pratiSThApUrNa samAroha sampanna kiyaa| nilayam (zrI candraprabha dhyAna nilayama) kI isase pratiSThA bar3hI hai, usase bhI jyAdA arthapUrNa yaha hai ki Apa jaise cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/1 For Personal & Private Use Only

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amRta sAdhakoM ke bIca una hastiyoM ko baiThane kA maukA milaa| rAhagIra ko taruvara kI jitanI dera ke lie chAyA mile, rAhagIra ke lie utanA hI sukhada hai| rAhagIroM ko zItala chAyA dekara taruvara utanA hI gauravAnvita hotA hai| amRta kA sAhacarya jitanI dera mile, utanA hI saubhAgya! yaha eka sukhada saMyoga hai ki Apa sabake mana meM cetanA ke vikAsa kI, jIvana ke amRta kI abhIpsA hai| bahuta sAre loga to aise hote haiM, jinake lie na to jIvana kA koI artha hotA hai aura na hI jIvana ko amRta banAne kI koI utkNtthaa| aise logoM kI banispata ApakA darjA U~cA hai| amRta ho jAnA aura amRta pA lenA to eka mahAna bAta hai hii| abhIpsA aura utkaMThA jaga jAnA bhI kama mahatvapUrNa nahIM hai| abhIpsA to amRta-mArga kA praveza-dvAra hai| agara zuruAta abhIpsApUrNa ho to aMtas praveza meM bar3I suvidhA rahatI hai| ____ dhyAna-zivira apanI Atma-kSamatAoM ko cunautI nahIM hai, varan AtmakSamatAoM ko jagAne kA eka maMgala abhiyAna hai| zivira meM zAmila hone vAle loga, na bhIr3a haiM, na bher3a dhasAna haiN| yaha to bhIr3a se bAhara Akara kucha karane kI sakriyatA bhara hai| __manuSya meM itanI mahAna kSamatAe~ haiM magara kheda isI bAta kA hai ki AdamI ko apanI hI kSamatAoM kA koI bodha aura paricaya nahIM hai| dhyAna svayaM kA paricaya-patra hai| svayaM ko bhItara se jAnane kI, dekhane kI, apane-Apa se paricita hone kI eka sajaga dRSTi hai| tumane kabhI yaha socA ki jisa bIja ko hama eka mAmUlI-sA bIja samajhate haiM, usa akele bIja meM kitanI mahAna kSamatAe~ haiN| eka bIja se pUrA eka baragada khilatA hai, magara usa eka baragada se lAkhoM bIja paidA ho jAte haiN| yAnI sArA jaMgala, eka bIja se baragadoM se bhara sakatA hai| ____ manuSya bhI eka bIja hai para vaha bIja se bhI bar3hakara hai| bIja to kevala baragada hI paidA kara sakatA hai, para manuSya to manuSya ke alAvA aura bhI bahuta kucha paidA karane kI guMjAiza rakhatA hai| manuSya kI cetanA agara aMkurita ho jAe, to usakA yaha aMkuraNa hI svayaM meM paramAtmA kA janma hai|| hama loga dhyAna meM praveza kareM usase pahale kama-se-kama itanA jarUra par3atAla leM ki hamAre mana meM antas praveza kI koI bhAvanA, koI abhIpsA hai yA nahIM hai| abhIpsA jitanI gaharI hogI, dhyAna meM utanI hI gaharAI aaegii| kamajora abhIpsA ko lekara bhItara meM sudRr3ha staMbhoM kA nirmANa nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| bhItara soI caitanya-UrjA kA jAgaraNa nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| pyAsa ho to hI pAnI kA mUlya amRta kI abhIpsA/2 For Personal & Private Use Only

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hai| pyAsa ho, to hI pAnI, pAnI hai| pyAsa ho to paritRpti ke lie prayAsa ho skeNge| agara pyAsa ho to use nizcita taura para paritRpta kara lenA cAhie / pyAse marane kI bajAya, paritRpta hokara maranA jyAdA acchA hai| mujhe khuzI hai ki hamameM vaha pyAsa hai, vaha jyota hai| Apa saba yahA~ Ae hai| bUMda-bUMda hI sahI, ciMgArI-ciMgArI hI sahI para kama-se-kama ciMgArI to jala rahI hai| logoM ko yaha nahIM patA hai jise Aja ve ciMgArI samajhate haiM, yahI to vaha ciMgArI hai jo dIpa ko jyotirmaya kara degii| Aja taka jitane bhI amRta-puruSa hue, caitanyamanISI hue, nizcita rUpa se ve sabhI hamAre jaise hI the| jaba taka koI bhI sAdhaka yaha nahIM svIkAra karegA ki mahAvIra bhI mere jaise hI the, taba taka mahAvIra ko upalabdha nahIM kara paaegaa| buddha kI sambodhi AtmasAt nahIM kara paaegaa| eka bAta hamezA yAda rakho ki tumhArA janma paramAtmA kI pUjA ke lie nahIM varan svayaM paramAtmA hone ke lie huA hai| tumheM jIvana isalie nahIM milA hai ki mahAvIra kI pUjA hI karate raho, tuma jaina isalie ho ki tumheM bhI 'jina' honA hai| ___jIvana kA kalyANa mahAvIra, rAma, IsA yA muhammada ke nAroM se yA samArohoM se nahIM hotA hai| jIvana kA kalyANa svayaM ko samAroha banAne se hotA hai| tumhArI mahAnatA rAma yA mahAvIra ko pUjane se nahIM, svayaM rAma aura mahAvIra hone se hai| tuma rAmAyaNa ko eka kyA hajAra bAra bhI par3ha loge para agara jIvana meM na utAra pAe to bAra-bAra par3hane kA kyA artha hogA? vaha alaga rAstA dikhAegI aura tuma dUsare rAste para cale jaaoge| rAmAyaNa meM bhI do hI bAteM mahatvapUrNa haiM - pahalI yaha ki bhagavAna pada ko prApta karane vAle loga bhI nakalI mRga ke pIche, mRga-tRSNA ke pIche bhAgate haiM aura dUsarI yaha ki nArI lakSmaNa-rekhA kA ullaMghana karatI hai to rAvaNa dvArA apahRta hotI hai| cUka hamase yahI hotI hai ki hama kahate haiM bhagavAna nakalI hiraNa ke pIche daur3e; nahIM, eka insAna nakalI hiraNa ke pIche daur3A aura eka mahilA jisane lakSmaNa-rekhA kA ullaMghana kiyaa| nakalI hiraNa ke pIche rAma daur3e, patnI ko kho baitthe| patnI ne lakSmaNa-rekhA kA atikramaNa kiyA, use duzmana kI senA meM rahanA par3A aura rAma-rAvaNa kA yuddha huaa| nakalI hiraNa ke pIche daur3ane vAlA rAma, bhagavAna nahIM hai, vaha sirpha eka insAna hai| puruSa mRga-tRSNA se bace aura nArI maryAdA ke atikramaNa se| jaina kahate haiM mahAvIra meM itanI tAkata thI ki aMgUThe kA sparza kiyA aura pUrA pahAr3a hila gyaa| sarpa ne DaMka mArA, aura mahAvIra ke zarIra se dUdha nikala cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/3 For Personal & Private Use Only

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aayaa| hAthiyoM ne unheM uThAyA, jamIna para paTakA, pAMvoM se rauMdA para unakI aisI mahAna vajra-kAyA thI ki unheM kucha bhI na huaa| yaha bhakti kI eka atizaya dRSTi hai| hamArI bhakti ne ina amRta-puruSoM ko vaha rUpa de diyA hai jisase hameM lagatA hai ki hama kabhI mahAvIra nahIM ho sakate, rAma nahIM ho skte| isalie hama jIvana bhara rAma aura mahAvIra ko pUjate jAte haiN| lekina eka bAta jise maiM apane bhItara khuda jItA hUM vaha yaha hai ki maiM pUjA ke lie paidA nahIM huaa| maiM paramAtmA ko praNAma karatA hUM isalie ki mere bhItara bhI paramAtmA hai| hameM bhI vahI honA hai| manuSya kA janma pUjA ke lie nahIM, cetanA ke sampUrNa vikAsa ke lie hai, manuSya mukti ke lie hai| ApakI sAdhanA tabhI Age bar3hegI, jaba Apa yaha soceMge ki mahAvIra kA zarIra bhI mere jaisA hI hAr3a-mAMsa, asthi-majjA-rudhira kA hI banA huA thaa| vaha bhI mAM ke garbha se paidA hue the aura strI-garbha se utpanna kabhI vajra-kAyA vAlA nahIM ho sktaa| kahate haiM IsA masIha kuMArI strI ke garbha se utpanna hue the| yaha saba atizayoktiyA~ haiN| hama itane mahAna puruSoM ko kyoM aisI choTI-choTI bAharI bAtoM ke sAtha jor3a rahe haiM aura unheM bAhya dRSTi se mahAna banA rahe haiN| mahAvIra kI mahAnatA isalie nahIM hai ki unakA samavasaraNa racatA thA aura devI-devatA Ate the balki ve khuda meM jIkara mahAvIratva ko, mahAnatA ko upalabdha hue| agara mahAvIra kI jIvana-caryA ko dekho to zAyada kucha ghaTita ho ske| siddhAntoM ko par3hane-sunane mAtra se kyA hogA? zahara meM to itane bar3e svAdhyAyI loga haiM, itane dhuraMdhara paMDita haiM ki unheM jJAna dene kI jarUrata nahIM hai| para mujhe nahIM lagatA ki dIpa to bahuta dUra kI bAta hai koI ciMgArI bhI ho| hAM, ciMgAriyA~ haiM, Aga hai magara vaha Aga dhyAna kI Aga nahIM hai, prema kI jyoti nahIM hai| vaha, vaha ghRNA, dveSa, vaimanasya aura eka-dUsare ko kATane-pachAr3ane kI hai| Aga diyAsalAI kI aisI Aga hai jisakA kAma dUsare ke gharoM ko jalAnA hai| ve cAhate to usa diyAsalAI se rozanI kara sakate the, khuda kA aura auroM kA aMdhakAra dUra kara sakate the| para ve sirpha Aga lagA rahe haiN| ve nahIM jAnate ki ghara ke cirAga se, ve auroM ke nahIM apane hI ghara meM Aga lagA rahe haiN| prakAza unake lie hai jinake pAsa koI AMkha hai| jinake pAsa AMkha hI nahIM, unake lie hara prakAza aMdhakAra hai| doSa prakAza kA nahIM, doSa hamArI usa antaradRSTi kA hai jisameM prakAza ko pahacAnane kI koI tahaz2Iba hI nhiiN| Aja bhI mahAvIra ho sakate haiM, huA jA sakatA hai nizcita hii| maiM Apako bAra-bAra amRta kI abhIpsA/4 For Personal & Private Use Only

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prabhu isalie kahatA hUM ki sunakara hI Apako yAda A jAe ki mere bhItara bhI vaha hai| sohaM - maiM vaha huuN| zivo'haM - maiM ziva huuN| ___maiMne apane bhItara use dekhA hai, astitva kA vaha parama AnaMda cakhA hai, dhuMgharU bhItara thirake haiN| isalie jaba Apako dekhatA hUM to ApakA rUpa-raMga, zArIrika banAvaTa yA vastrAbhUSaNa nahIM dekhtaa| mujhe to yahI dikhAI de rahA hai ki mere bhItara jo tatva, jo Antarika zUnya, jo Antarika Ananda ghaTita ho rahA hai, vahI Apake bhItara bhI hai| jaise-jaise manuSya ke ajJAna kI parte haTatI calI jAtI haiM, Antarika zUnya ghaTita hotA rahatA hai, vyakti bhItara ke Ananda se ullasita, utsavita hotA rahatA hai| aisA mata samajhie ki maiM Apako koI siddhAMta denA cAhatA huuN| maiM to isa bAta kA khojI hUM ki apane jIvana meM zAMti aura Ananda kaise ghaTita kiyA jA sakatA hai| apanI AtmA ke Ananda ko, apane sahajAnanda ko kaise ghaTita kiyA jA sakatA hai| Ananda hamezA satya hotA hai| isalie jo vyakti Ananda kA khojI hai apane Apa satya usakA sahacara ho jAtA hai| vaha satyam zivam sundaram se Andolita ho jAtA hai| maiM to sirpha mAlI huuN| ApakI mahAnatA hai ki Apa mujhe bahuta kucha mAnate haiN| maiM to vaha mAlI hUM jo jAnatA hai ki bAgAna kaise lagAe jAte haiM, bIja meM se kaise baragada nikAle jA sakate haiM, kaise phUloM ko khilAyA jA sakatA hai| mana kA muni, mAnavatA kA maalii| Apa mujhe muni/mahAtmA kaheM, sadguru yA prabhuzrI kaheM jo jI bhAe, kaheM, saba ApakI icchaa| maiM to basa .....! svayaM kI anubhUtiyoM ne mujhe sikhAyA hai ki kaise phUla khila jAtA hai, kaise bhItara kI jyoti jAgrata ho jAtI hai, kaise cetanA kA vikAsa aura UrdhArohaNa ho jAtA hai aura kisa tarIke se AdamI madhura muskAte, haMsate-khilate, sabake sAtha milate hue bhI kitanA adhika svayaM ke prati apramatta, jAgrata aura jAgarUka raha sakatA hai| apane citta ke prati, apane Apake prati kaise tanmaya, zAMta aura sAvaceta raha sakatA hai| kucha bIja jo yahA~ Ae haiM, samarpita hue haiM yaha ApakA saubhAgya hai| jaba bIja TUTane ko taiyAra hai to anivAryataH usameM se aMkuraNa hogaa| jaba taka bIja svayaM ko bIja banAe rakhanA cAhegA vaha rAma, mahAvIra aura buddha kI mahAnatAoM ko, unake baragada ko, unake puSpoM ko, unakI surabhi ko, svAda ko, rasa ko, gaMdha ko, pauSTikatA ko kabhI bhI nahIM chU skegaa| bIja miTe to hI vRkSa ho cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/5 For Personal & Private Use Only

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paaegaa| bUMda sAgara meM girane ko taiyAra ho tabhI vaha sAgara ho paaegii| bUMda, kabhI bUMda nahIM raha sktii| vaha giregI cAhe dhUla meM gire aura miTa jAe, garma patthara yA lohe para girakara bhaSma ho jAe, kisI patte para gire aura osa ho jAe, sIpa ke muMha meM gire aura motI ho jAe yA sAgara meM gire aura virATa sAgara ho jAe / bUMda ko to miTanA hI hai, jindagI ko eka dina samApta honA hai, yaha to Apake dRSTikoNa para nirbhara hai ki Apa usa bUMda (jIvana) kA kaisA upayoga karanA cAhate haiN| khuda kyA honA cAhate haiM / apane Apa ko kyA banAnA cAhate haiM ? dhUlisAt honA cAhate haiM, jahara yukta bananA cAhate haiM, astitva meM miTa jAnA cAhate haiM yA motI bananA cAhate haiM, virATa sAgara ho jAnA cAhate haiM? dhyAna karane se koI sAkSAt devI-devatA dikhAI nahIM dete| tuma hI sAkSAt deva hote ho, devI hote ho / divyatA tumameM AtI hai / bhagavAn nahIM Ate, bhagavattA AtI hai / tumhArI hI bhagavattA ! basa, yaha samajho eka baragada nikharatA hai, bIja meM samAyA baragada / isalie isa bhrama meM kabhI na rahanA ki tuma kinhIM avatAroM kA darzana kara apanI sAMsArika kAmanA kI pUrti kara loge / aisA kabhI nahIM hogA / dhyAna to khuda jIvana kA AdhAra hai / jIvana ke AdhAra ko sudRr3ha karane kA AdhAra hai| dhyAna isalie hai ki hamArI maulika antaradRSTi khula jaae| dhyAna ke dvArA ApakI svayaM kI cetanA jAgrata hogI aura Apa tAMtrika-mAMtrika se chuTakArA pA skeNge| una logoM ke pAsa jAkara ulajhaneM nahIM sulajhavAnI pdd'eNgii| tumhArA viveka tumheM nirNaya karane kI kSamatA degA / dhyAna vaha zakti, bala va UrjA detA hai jisase hama apanI samasyAoM kA nirAkaraNa karane khuda sakSama ho jAte haiM / dhyAna vaha samajha hai jo samasyAoM ko samajhane kI kSamatA detA hai / dhyAna hameM koI maMtra-taMtra nahIM apitu vaha samajha aura viveka detA hai ki hama apane jIvana meM calane vAle jhaMjhAvAta kA sAmanA kara skeN| vaha kImiyA detA hai ki paMDita aura maulavI yA pAdarI ke pAsa jAne kI AvazyakatA nahIM pdd'tii| tuma apanI samasyAoM ko kitanI sulajhA pAo yaha tumhArI prabuddhatA, zrama va tumhArI niyati para nirbhara karegA para apanI samasyAoM ko samajhane kI kSamatA to jarUra rkhoge| tumhAre pAsa vaha mArga, vaha maulika antaradRSTi hogI / isake lie kahIM khojane nahIM jAnA par3egA / dhyAna isakA AdhAra hai| dhyAna, jIvana meM bhojana ke samAna jarUrI hai, mAnasikatA ke lie, Atmika paritRpti ke lie / maiMne bhI bahuta se taura-tarIke apanAe, nAnAvidha kriyAeM kIM lekina pAyA amRta kI abhIpsA / 6 For Personal & Private Use Only

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ki, ye sIdhe mArga nahIM haiN| Ter3hI-mer3hI pagaDaMDiyA haiN| mujhe lagA ki adhyAtma kA saMbaMdha manuSya kI antarAtmA se hai aura antarAtmA ko nirmala tathA pavitra banAne ke lie dhyAna ke atirikta anya koI mArga nahIM hai| sAre mArga dhyAna taka pahu~cane ke sAdhana haiN| dhyAna ko apanI gatividhiyoM ke sAtha, apane dainika jIvana kI kriyAoM ke sAtha jor3a lo to pratikramaNa bhI sArthaka ho jaaegaa| pUjA-prArthanA bhI sArthaka ho jaaegii| anyathA ina kitAboM kI pUjA-prArthanA ko hajAroM bAra doharA loge phira bhI nila rahoge, siphara rhoge| dhyAna meM gAoge, dhyAna meM gunagunAoge, dhyAnapUrvaka inameM jioge taba zAyada cAra zabda bolakara bhI bahuta kucha pA jaaoge| dhyAna se niSpanna ahobhAva khuda hI prArthanA hai| ahobhAva meM gAye-gunagunAye do bola bhI antara ke paTa kholeNge| jaba zabda mauna ho jAte haiM aura hRdaya kA mauna mukharita hotA hai, tabhI vAstavika Ananda ghaTita hotA hai| mauna se prArthanA prArambha hotI hai aura mauna meM hI pUrNa hotI hai| mauna prArambha hai, mauna madhya hai, mauna anta hai| svarNa sopAna hai mauna / jaba zabda cupa hote haiM tabhI asalI prArthanA, duA aura zubhakAmanAeM jIvita hotI haiN| zabda gauNa, hamArI antarAtmA ke spaMdana, hamArA dhyAna mukhya / bhojana bhI bahuta prema se kro| aisA nahIM kahUMgA zarIra ko sukhAte cale jAo aura upavAsa karo, zarIra meM tAkata nahIM hai phira bhI laMbe-laMbe upavAsa karate cale jaanaa| agara zakti hai jarUra tapa kro| bhojana zarIra kI AvazyakatA hai aura AvazyakatA kI ApUrti karanA manuSya kA karma hai| bhojana amuka prakAra kA ho yaha manuSya kI icchA hai aura icchA kA nirodha karanA, saMyama karanA manuSya kA dharma hai| AvazyakatA ke viparIta jAnA dharma nahIM, adharma hai| icchA ke sAtha bahanA adharma hai aura icchA kA niyamana, saMyama aura zodhana karanA dharma hai| mahAvIra ne tapa kI bAta kahI aura unake anuyAiyoM ke lie Aja eka hI dharma, 'tapa' bacA hai| mahAvIra ne yaha bhI kahA ki mere priya vatsa! maiM tumheM tapa ke bAraha prakAra de rahA hUM lekina hamane unameM se kevala eka prakAra ko hI tapa kI paribhASA samajhA hai, gyAraha prakAroM kI to upekSA hI kara dii| natIjA yaha ho rahA hai ki tapa karake hama parizuddha nahIM ho rahe haiN| jaba eka mAha taka upavAsa karane vAle vyakti ko maiM krodha karate hue dekhatA hUM yA dina meM ATha ghaMTe svAdhyAya karane vAle ko vidveSa aura vaimanasya kI ciMgAriyA~ phailAte hue dekhatA hUM to socatA hUM kahA~ hai tapa, kahA~ hai dharma? svAdhyAya ne jIvana meM kauna-sA jJAnamUlaka pariNamana kiyA? cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/7 For Personal & Private Use Only

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dharma unake lie hai jinake diloM meM Atma-jyoti ke lie koI antara-pyAsa hai, koI sAMcI lagana hai| dharma pratyeka ke lie nahIM hai, vaha to pipAsuoM ke lie hai, jijJAsuoM ke lie hai| dharma kA saMbaMdha dhana se, kula se nahIM balki vyakti kI lalaka, pyAsa, ruci aura dRSTi se hai| jisakI dRSTi khula gaI vaha sabhI jagaha se acchI bAteM hI legA anyathA dhArAvAhika rAmAyaNa dekhakara bhI tIra calAnA hI siikhoge| mahAbhArata se dyUta-krIr3A meM hI mahAratha hAsila kroge| yaha hamArI dRSTi para hai ki hama kisa taraha jI jAte haiN| agara hamAre bhItara vaha prabhutA hai, vaha caitanyadRSTi hai to zAyada kucha upalabdha kara sakate haiM, jIvana ko zikhara taka jI sakate hai| maiM to apanI ora se yahI nivedana karanA cAhUMgA ki hama logoM ko mahAvIra honA hai, buddha honA hai, rAma honA hai| hama apanI UMcAiyoM meM jo ho sakate haiM, vaha honA hai| mahAvIra aura buddha kA ghara-ghara punarsaMskaraNa nikAlanA hai| duniyA meM do taraha ke mahApuruSa hote haiM-eka to ve jo duniyA ko acchI-acchI bAteM dete haiM, acche siddhAnta aura acche vicAra dete haiM aura dUsare ve, jo duniyA ko jIvana dete haiM, jIne kI kalA dete haiN| isa mRtaprAyaH, digbhrama duniyA ko jInA sikhAte haiM, jIne kA varadAna dete haiN| mere pAsa koI siddhAnta yA zikSA nahIM hai, isalie jaba maiM bolatA hUM to yaha mata samajhie ki koI upadezaka huuN| mujhe upadeza dene kI pravRtti pasaMda nahIM hai| maiM cAhatA hUM saba apane Apa meM jieN| koI dUsarA bhI jIvana ke mahotsava meM zAmila honA cAhatA hai to use bhI sammilita kara lo tAki vaha hamArI taraha jI ske| prema, Ananda aura jIvana-mUlyoM ko AtmasAt kara jI sake, apanI antazcetanA ko jAgarUka kara abhibhUta ahobhAva se jI sake / zarIra bhale hI nazvara ho, para amara jIvana prApta kara le / mana bhale hI caMcala svabhAvI ho, para atimAnasa ke prakAza se paripUrNa ho jAye / maiM to sirpha 'jIvana' denA cAhatA huuN| jIvana, eka to vaha hai jo Apa mAtA-pitA se prApta karate haiM dUsarA vaha jisakA nirmANa Apako svayaM karanA hai| dIkSA kA artha hI yahI hai ki vyakti kA jIvana badalA, usake hRdaya meM jIvana ke prati sammAna kA bhAva jagA, jIvana meM bhagavAna ko nihArane kA bhAva jagA, jIvana ko rUpAntarita karane kI abhIpsA jgii| paramAtmA kabhI bhI jIvana se haTakara nahIM hai, yaha bAta maiM bAra-bAra kahanA cAhUMgA kyoMki paramAtmA zAzvata hai, vaha mRta nahIM, jIvita hai, AtmA kA hI parama rUpa hai| jo mRta hotA hai vahI maryoM meM vihAra karatA hai aura jo jIvita hotA hai vaha jIvana aura amRta meM vicaratA hai| jaba amRta kI abhIpsA/8 For Personal & Private Use Only

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jIvana meM paramAtmA kI zAzvatatA nivAsa karatI hai, to hama kahA~ DhUMDheM use / kastUrI kuNDala basai / apane meM dduubeN| cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/6 For Personal & Private Use Only

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prazna samAdhAna AtmA kA nirmANa kisane kiyA? - vijaya bAphanA AtmA kA nirmANa kisane kiyA, yaha pUchane kI bajAya yaha soco ki tuma AtmavAn hue yA nhiiN| jIva to sabhI haiM, para AtmavAn vahI hai jo janma-maraNa se mukta huA, kAmanA aura ahaMbhAva se mukta huaa| tuma pUchate ho AtmA kA nirmANa kisane kiyA? mere dekhe, abhI taka manuSya ne jitanI cUkeM kI haiM, unameM eka yaha bhI hai| tuma Aja bhI yaha nahIM pahacAna rahe ho ki tuma svayaM eka AtmA ho| nirmANa kisane kiyA? tuma atIta meM jAnA cAhate ho| vartamAna ko ThukarA rahe ho ki tuma Aja bhI eka AtmA ho ise jAnane kI koI abhIpsA yA utkaMThA nhiiN| atIta kI koI sImA nahIM hai| atIta kA itihAsa sAgara meM gote lagAne se bhI gaharA hai, AkAza meM ur3Ana bharane se bhI virATa hai| usa atIta ko bhUla jAo jisakA chora tumhAre hAtha nahIM laga sktaa| je pada zrI sarvajJe dIDUM jJAna mAM, kahI zakyA nahIM paNa te zrI bhagavAna jo| usa taka to sarvajJa kI bhI amRta kI abhIpsA/10 For Personal & Private Use Only

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pahuMca nahIM hai| hAlAMki maiM aisA na khuuNgaa| maiM yaha kahUMgA ki jaba tuma AtmA ko upalabdha ho jAoge, to aise prazna svayaM hI tirohita ho jAeMge, yA yUM kahU~ ki tumhArI paritRpti hI tumhAre prazna kA javAba hogii| aisA hI huA jaba buddha kisI mArga se gujara rahe the, unhoMne dekhA ki eka AdamI ke pAMva meM tIra lagA thA, vaha chaTapaTA rahA thaa| ve usake pAsa pahuMce aura kahA 'vatsa, apanA pAMva merI ora kara do, maiM tumhArA tIra nikAla duuN|' AdamI cillAyA, 'nahIM, tuma tIra bAda meM nikaalnaa| pahale yaha batAo ki tIra kisane mArA, kyoM maaraa|' jo galatI usa samaya usa vyakti ne kI thI hama Aja bhI vahI galatI kara rahe haiN| isa dharatI para jaba taka ajJAna rahegA ye galatiyA~ doharAI jAtI rheNgii| tuma apane tIra ko nikAla lo, darda khatma ho gayA, jAna bacI, lAkhoM paaye| kisane mArA, aba isa para itanA sira kyoM khapAte ho? surakSA kA intajAma bhara kara lo| AtmA kA nirmANa kisane kiyA? are, jaba tumane svayaM kA nirmANa hI abhI taka nahIM kiyA, tumhArA jIvana bhI tumase nahIM milA hai mAtA-pitA se pAyA hai, kauna kaha sakatA hai AtmA kA nirmANa kisane kiyA hai| atIta ke jitane bhI prazna uThAoge ve sabhI AkAza meM gubbAre ur3Ane ke samAna haiN| atIta bahuta acchA hai, lekina tabhI jaba hamArA vartamAna jIvana mahAna hogaa| isalie, ina savAloM ko dimAga se nikAla do ki duniyA ko kisane banAyA yA AtmA ko kisane bnaayaa| pahale murgI banI yA pahale aMDA banA, kaba banA ina praznoM ko chor3a do| ina savAloM ko jIne se hameM kucha nahIM milane vaalaa| pahale hI dimAga meM bahuta kacarA bharA huA hai, aise savAloM ko lAkara aura kacarA kyoM bhara rahe ho| tuma to yaha dekhane kA prayAsa karo ki Aja kI tArIkha meM tuma kyA ho? tumhAre bhItara kaisI sambhAvanAeM haiM, sRjana kI zaktiyAM haiM yA vidhvaMsa kI? aura agara vidhvaMsa kI zaktiyAM hoM to unheM kaise sRjana kI zakti meM rUpAntarita kiyA jaae| dhyAna kA kArya vidhvaMsa kI zaktiyoM ko sRjana meM parivartita karanA hai| dhyAna jIvana ko rUpAntarita karatA hai, antaradRSTi kA udghATana karatA hai, AtmavAna banAtA hai| jaba antaradRSTi khulegI taba tumheM uttara milegA tumhArA nirmANa kisane kiyA, tumhAre bhItara kauna hai| zabdoM se nahIM anubhUtiyoM cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/11 For Personal & Private Use Only

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se uttara milegaa| Apa apane bhItara jIne kA prayAsa kIjie taba Apako apane prazna kA sahI javAba svayaM se milegA zrImAna vijaya baaphnaa| kyA 'oma kA jApa, samaya mile to oNphisa, vyavasAya Adi ke sthAna para kiyA jA sakatA hai? - bhaMvaralAla dave dharma ke lie koI sthAna nahIM hotaa| jitane kSaNoM ke lie tuma dhArmika hote ho utanI dera ke lie tuma jahA~ hote ho vaha sthAna maMdira ho jAtA hai| maiM yahI nivedana karanA cAhatA hUM ki jaba Apa oNphisa meM raheM, apane vyavasAya meM raheM, usa samaya bhI agara Apa dhyAna meM jIte haiM, to yahI adhyAtma kA jIvana meM kriyAnvayana hai, yahI jiMdagI kI jiMdAdilI hai| yahI to cAhatA hUM ki yena-kena-prakAreNa vyavasAya karate hue bhI vahI bhAva jaga jAe, utane hI rasa se jitane rasa se Apa yahA~ DUbe haiN| kisI se milo to itane prema aura dhyAna se milo ki vaha cauMka jAe ki Aja maiM kisI se milA thaa| bhulAe na bhUla pAe aapko| agara bImAra ho jAo to usa bImArI ko bhI itanI mastI se, itane sAkSIbhAva se bhogo ki usa bImArI ko bhogate hue lage ki zarIra meM kaise, kyA-kyA dikhAI par3a rahA hai| kabhI yaha bhAva mata lAo ki mere bhItara yaha ghaTita ho rahA hai| yaha dekhane kA prayAsa karo ki zarIra ke isa aMga meM darda ho rahA hai| sAkSItva kA udaya vahIM hotA hai jaba vyakti pAMva meM uThane vAle darda ko bhI dekhatA apane sAmane se arthI gajara jAe to pahalA kAma hai dekho, dUsarA kAma hai soco| maiMne kahA ki dharma una logoM ke lie hai jinake diloM meM prakAza ke lie pyAsa hai, satya ke lie, antara-Ananda ke lie koI abhIpsA hai| yaha abhIpsA aura pyAsa tabhI jagatI hai jaba vyakti dekhatA hai aura socatA hai| jo socatA hai tatkAla kucha ghaTita hotA hai| agara pAsa se arthI gujara jAe to dekhA, para kevala dekhanA hI kAphI nahIM hai| dekhA to samyak darzana jarUra huA, para soco| jaise hI socane lagate ho turaMta lagegA yaha arthI to merI hI hai| jisa kSaNa yaha bodha hogA ki yaha arthI to merI hai, zarIra kaMpegA aura eka pyAsa kI kiraNa paidA hogii| AdamI jhanajhanAegA, phira se duniyA kI pravRttiyoM meM laga jaaegaa| phira jaba koI arthI dekhegA, punaH socegA aura vaha soca zarIra ke prati rahane vAle tAdAtmya amRta kI abhIpsA/12 For Personal & Private Use Only

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ko haTA degaa| jIvana meM ciMtana-manana honA hI cAhiye / manana hI manuSya kI paribhASA hai| AtmA hai| dhArmika manISA kahatI hai, calo to isa taraha ki koI kIr3A-makor3A na mara jaae| yaha acchI bAta hai, ahiMsA kA pAlana hai| lekina calo to hamezA yaha bodha kAyama rakho ki zarIra cala rahA hai, maiM to TikA huA huuN| buddha ne aMgulimAla se kahA thA, maiM to rukA huA hU~, ho sake to tuma ruka jaao| jisakA mana rukA huA hai, vaha calakara bhI acala hai| jisakA mana baha rahA hai, vaha rukA hokara bhI cala rahA hai| manaH sthiti para hI saba kucha hai| kahate haiM yUnAna ke bAdazAha sikaMdara hindustAna meM AyA aura hindustAna ko jiitaa| jaba vaha vApasa lauTane lagA to yAda AyA ki DAyoz2anIz2a ne kahA thA ki tuma bhArata se cAhe jitanI dhana-sampatti lekara AnA, para vahA~ se eka saMta ko jarUra laanaa| sikandara ko bhI yaha bAta smaraNa meM thI ki Akhira aisI kyA bAta hai| jisa gAMva meM vaha ThaharA thA, vahA~ usane apane sipAhiyoM se kahA, AsapAsa meM DhUMDho koI saMta hai kyaa| dekhA, eka saMta mila gyaa| sikandara ne apane sipAhI ko bhejA, saMta ko bulvaayaa| sipAhI ne saMta se jAkara kahA ki mahAna samrATa sikandara kA Adeza hai ki Apa unakI sevA meM cleN| saMta ne kahA 'jo AjJA mAnane vAlA thA, vaha aba nahIM rhaa| jo auroM kI AjJA nahIM mAnatA vahI sAdhu hai|' sipAhI kucha na samajhA, calA gyaa| sikaMdara cauMkA, usane apane senApati ko bhejaa| usane Akara saMta se kahA, 'tumheM patA hai tumane kisa ke lie vaha bAta kahI? tumheM calanA par3egA, hara hAla meM calanA par3egA, mahAn sikaMdara tumheM bulA rahA hai|' saMta ne kahA 'jise jarUrata hogI, vaha khuda yahA~ A jaaegaa| mujhe to sikaMdara kI jarUrata nahIM hai|' sikaMdara yaha bAta sunakara ki sikaMdara kI bhI jise jarUrata nahIM hai, vahA~ phuNcaa| usane saMta se kahA, 'tumane kisa samrATa ke Adeza kI avahelanA kI hai, jAnate ho?' saMta ne kahA, 'hAM,' jAnatA huuN| maiMne usa samrATa, usa vyakti ke Adeza kI avahelanA kI hai jo apane AsapAsa ur3ane vAlI makkhiyoM taka ko bhI apane niyaMtraNa meM nahIM rakha sktaa| agara tuma Adeza de sakate ho to ina makkhiyoM ko Adeza dekara batAo, maiM bhI dekhatA hUM tuma unheM kaise apane sAtha lekara jAte ho|' sikaMdara ko krodha A gayA, kahA, cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/13 For Personal & Private Use Only

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agara tuma saMta na hote, to maiM tumheM halAla kara detA, gardana kATa detaa|' saMta bole, 'hamane saba kucha dekhA hai, basa eka yahI nahIM dekhA, tuma kATo, hama zarIra ko kaTate hue dekheNge|' sikaMdara nahIM samajha pAyA aura zAyada Apa bhI nahIM samajha paae| usa vyakti ne yaha kahane kA dussAhasa isIlie kiyA ki zarIra jo kaTane vAlA hai vaha aura usa zarIra kA dRSTA, usa zarIra kA sAkSI donoM alaga haiN| vaha apane zarIra ko kaTatA huA dekhegaa| agara zarIra bImAra hotA hai to vaha bImAra hote hue zarIra ko dekhegaa| krodha uThatA hai to panapate hue krodha ko dekhegaa| sAkSI-bhAva, dRSTA-bhAva, jJAtA-bhAva / hama jAneMge, dekheMge, soceNge| isalie sAkSI bhAva, dRSTA bhAva ke sAtha jIte ho to vyavasAya kI dukAna, dukAna nahIM eka maMdira hai| usa dina tuma svayaM ko pakkA dhArmika mAna lenA, jisa dina tumhArA ghara aura dukAna bhI paramAtmA kA maMdira ho jaaye| kabIra kahate haiM : khAUM pIUM so sevA, uThU-bailUM so parikramA / khAnA-pInA bhI sevA ho jAe aura uThanA-baiThanA bhI parikramA-paramAtmA kI sevA, paramAtmA kI parikramA / nmskaar| amRta kI abhIpsA/14 For Personal & Private Use Only

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2 manuSya mere priya Atman, kA aMtaraMga bhagavAna jIsasa ke jIvana kI eka pyArI-sI ghaTanA hai| kahate haiM ki gailelI jhIla ke bIca jora kA tUphAna utthaa| usa tUphAna ke madhya eka naukA ghira gii| kinAre para lagane ke lie nAvikoM ne bahuta ceSTA kI para unheM saphalatA dikhAI nahIM de rahI thii| tUphAna kA vega nirantara bar3ha rahA thaa| nAvika jaba thakakara cUra ho gae aura mAna liyA ki aba to hameM DUbakara maranA hI par3egA, tabhI unakI naz2ara naukA ke eka kinAre para par3I, jahA~ eka vyakti soyA huA thaa| nAvika yaha dekhakara daMga raha gae ki isa uphanate-bhar3akate tUphAna ke bIca bhI koI isa prakAra gaharI nIMda so sakatA hai| unhoMne usa AdamI ko jhiMjhor3A aura cillAkara kahA - 'kyA tumheM patA nahIM hai ki kyA ho gayA?' vaha har3abar3Akara uThA aura pUchane lagA - 'kyA huA?' nAvika aura adhika cauMke, lekina ve kucha aura boleM isase pahale hI usa vyakti ne kahA - 'kyA tumheM apane-Apa para itanI bhI AsthA nahIM hai? kyA tumheM svayaM para cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/15 For Personal & Private Use Only

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itanI bhI zraddhA nahIM hai?' isI ke sAtha vaha khar3A huA aura naukA ke eka kinAre se dUsare kinAre para gayA aura uphanate hue tUphAna, bhar3akatI huI jhIla ko dekhakara pahale jora se hNsaa| phira jhIla ko saMbodhita karate hue kahA, bahuta ho gayA, aba zAnta ho jAo, paripUrNa zAnta / ' nAvika cauNke| unhoMne socA kyA isa AdamI para pAgalapana savAra ho gayA hai? yaha to aise kaha rahA hai jaise yaha uphanatI huI jhIla, koI nanhA-sA naTakhaTa bAlaka ho| lekina Azcarya to yaha hai ki sabhI nAvikoM ne dekhA ki jaise hI usa AdamI ne kahA, cupa zAMta ho jAo, vaise hI tUphAna thamane lgaa| dhIre-dhIre tUphAna zAMta ho gyaa| naukA kinAre A gii| bhagavAna yIzU ke jIvana kI isa ghaTanA ko atizayokti bhI mAnA jA sakatA hai| lekina mujhe to Aja bhI lagatA hai ki yaha kahAnI do hajAra varSa purAnI nahIM huI hai| aura yaha bhI kahA nahIM jA sakatA ki aisI ghaTanA ghaTita huI thI yA nhiiN| lekina maiM isa kahAnI ko sadA pratIka rUpa meM letA huuN| mujhe to lagatA hai hamAre bhItara kI jhIla meM isa samaya bhI joradAra tUphAna uTha rahA hai| hamAre apane hI mana kI jhIla meM, apane hI citta kI nadiyoM meM jabardasta tUphAna uTha rahA hai ki nAvika parezAna, duniyA parezAna / saba musIbata meM ghire hue dikhAI dete haiN| koI soca nahIM pAtA ki kyA mArga hogaa| lekina jo bAta yIzU ne kahI thI vahI bAta do hajAra varSa pazcAt maiM punaH doharAnA cAhatA hU~ ki 'kyA apane-Apa para AsthA kho cuke ho?' jo vyakti apane-Apa para se AsthA kho cukA hai vaha jIvana meM paramAtmA ke prati bhI AsthA nahIM rakha skegaa| paramAtmA to dUsare sthAna para hai, prathama sthAna para to manuSya svayaM hai| paramAtmA AkhirI hai, prathama manuSya hai| jisakA svayaM para vizvAsa nahIM hai usakA dUsaroM para kabhI vizvAsa nahIM ho sktaa| Atma-vizvAsa, paramAtma-vizvAsa kA pahalA aura anivArya caraNa hai| svayaM kA vizvAsa khone vAlA aura maMdira, masjida, giraje, gurudvAroM meM jAkara khudA aura paramAtmA ke prati apanI AsthA dikhAne vAlA AdamI Atmacyuta hai| tuma apane Apa ko dhokhA dekara, svayaM ke prati avizvAsa karake kisI ke prati bhI vizvAsa nahIM kara skte| Atma-zraddhA aura Atma-AsthA pahalI sIr3hI hai| duniyA meM Astika vaha nahIM hai jo kisI grantha, mandira, masz2ida yA paramAtmA ke prati apanI AsthA rakhatA hai| Aja ye paribhASAeM purAnI ho cukI haiN| paMDe, purohita, pujAriyoM kI aba sattA nahIM hai| Aja lokataMtra hai| hamArA aura ApakA manuSya kA aMtaraMga/16 For Personal & Private Use Only

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sAmrAjya hai| aba ye paribhASAeM badala cukI haiN| Astika vaha hai jo svayaM ke prati vizvAsa rakhatA hai| nAstika vaha hai jisakA svayaM se vizvAsa uTha gayA hai| agara maMdira meM yA saMtoM-mahaMtoM ko matthA TekanA hI AstikatA ho, taba to yaha AstikatA aura dhArmikatA bahuta sarala aura sastI hai| mAthA navAne meM kyA lagatA hai? kisI sAdhu ko dekhA nahIM ki lagA dI dhok| lekina vahI saMta tumheM kahe ki jarA, yaha kAma karate jaao| tuma turaMta kahoge dukAna pahuMcanA hai| mastaka navAnA kucha kaThina nahIM hai| lekina koI saMta kisI acche kArya meM tumhArA sahayoga cAhe to kahoge, abhI patnI se yA baccoM se pUchanA pdd'egaa| tumhAre dhana se, samaya se, parivAra se, sabhI se sastA tumhArA mastaka hai| mastaka ko navAnA koI bahuta bar3I bAta nahIM hai| agara tuma kisI ke pAMvoM meM jhuka bhI gae to kyA pharka par3atA hai! vyakti ke lie kevala mastaka navA lenA hI kAphI nahIM hotA, usakI AstikatA to usake svayaM ke bhItara se pragaTa hotI hai| abhI taka Apane yahI sunA hai ki usa ajJAta loka meM rahane vAlI, kisI adRzya sattA ke prati apanA vizvAsa rkho| lekina maiM Apase kahanA cAhatA hU~ ki sabase pahale khuda ke prati vizvAsa jgaao| dharma kI zuruAta paramAtmA se nahIM hotI, dharma kI zuruAta svayaM se hotI hai| adhyAtma kA pravartana kisI zAstra se nahIM, apanI hI AtmA se hotA hai| isalie jaba maiM 'Atma-darzana' kI bAta kahatA hU~ to yaha koI kAlpanika AtmA nahIM hai| apane-Apa ko dekhane kI bAta hai| Atma-darzana apane bhItara kI saccAI ko jAnanA, parakhanA aura nirIkSaNa karanA hai| dhyAna meM, kAlpanika yA zabda se baMdhI hamArI AtmA, cetanA yA UrjA ko mukta karate hue, vyakti ko usa saccAI kA patA lagAnA hai jo usake svayaM ke bhItara hai| isalie dhyAna meM kisI ne apane bhItara chipI damita icchAoM ko dekhA hai to mere dekhe usane Atma-darzana kiyA hai| yadi koI apane bhItara ke krodha ko pahacAna rahA hai to merI dRSTi meM usane Atma-jJAna kI ora kadama bar3hAyA hai| usane apane Apako jAnA hai, pahacAnA hai ki Aja merI kyA sthiti hai| yahI usakA Atma-darzana yA Atma-jJAna hai| Atma-jJAna AkhirI bhUmikA nahIM hai / Atma-darzana aura Atma-jJAna adhyAtma ke prathama caraNa haiN| AtmA arthAt tuma svayaM, tuma jo ho| isa zarIra yA mana, vacana, citta aura cetanA se haTakara AtmA nahIM hai| AtmA sabameM ghulI-milI hai| bIja meM se na jAne kitanI cIjeM khila-khilakara AtI haiN| bIja sabameM hai, bIja se khilI hara cIja meM hai| agara koI cAhe ki inheM alaga-alaga kara deM to inheM cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/17 For Personal & Private Use Only

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alaga-alaga nahIM kiyA jA sakatA lekina isake mUlabhUta siddhAnta yA mUlabhUta prakriyA ko hama jAna sakate haiM ki jIvana kA nirmANa kaise huA aura jIvana kA samApana kaise hogaa| vyakti ke bhItara kevala burAiyAM hI nahIM, acchAiyAM bhI chipI huI haiN| zubha kendra bhI haiN| phrAyaDa jisane itanA bar3A manovijJAna khar3A kiyA vaha bhI jIvana ke mUlyoM taka, jIvana ke mUlabhUta siddhAntoM taka nahIM pahuMca paayaa| usane kevala eka hI vyAkhyA dI ki manuSya ke mana meM damita icchAeM bharI huI haiM aura usake dvArA jitanI bhI galata pravRttiyA~ hotI haiM una sabake pIche usakI damita vRttiyA~ aura damita icchAeM hI kAma karatI haiN| lekina vyakti ke bhItara kevala bure hI nahIM balki acche saMskAra bhI haiM, acche kendra bhI haiN| hamAre bhItara acchI aura burI donoM hI sambhAvanAeM haiN| jaba hama dhyAna karate haiM taba ve sambhAvanAeM jagatI haiN| dhyAna meM donoM cIjeM sAtha-sAtha jagatI haiM, damita vRttiyA~ aura acche saMskAra / arthAt dhUla bhI ur3atI hai aura varSA bhI hotI hai| yadi ur3atI huI dhUla dekha pAoge to varSA hotI huI bhI dekha skoge| jo donoM cIjeM tumheM dikhAI na de, tumhArI anubhUti meM na Ae to jAnanA ki jo mArga tumane pakar3A hai usameM kucha-na-kucha kamI hai| yadi dharma ke mArga kA koI prayoga nahIM hai aura usakA pariNAma hama apane jIvana meM prApta nahIM kara pAte to usa dharma meM bhI kucha kamI hai| dharma kA koI mArga nahIM aura usa mArga kA koI mArgaphala nahIM to vaha dharma dikhAU Upara-Upara hogaa| agara jIvana ke mUlyoM kA, adhyAtma kA koI prayoga nahIM aura prayoga kA koI pariNAma nahIM to vaha adhyAtma sirpha rUr3hivAda, kriyAkANDa aura kaTTaratA hogaa| jIvana kA nirmANa kaTTaratA se nahIM hotaa| jIvana kA nirmANa jIvana-mUlyoM se hotA hai| jIvana ke mUlya kabhI bAhara se nahIM Ate, ve vahIM se Ate haiM jahA~ amUlya cIjeM chipI huI haiN| isalie damita icchAeM bhI pragaTa hoMgI aura acche saMskAra, acchI sambhAvanAeM bhI janma leNgii| mana, citta, vikalpa saba hamAre hI bhItara chipe haiN| agara hamAre mana meM yaha saMkalpa hai ki hama arihaMta-bhAva ke sAtha jieMge aura jIvana ke sAtha saMgharSa bhI kara leMge, taba zAyada kucha huA jA sakatA hai| maiMne apane gahare anubhavoM se pAyA hai ki vyakti jaba taka apane citta ke vikAroM ko zuddha nahIM kara letA, antarjagat ko ujjvala nahIM banA letA taba taka usake dvArA kiyA gayA pratyeka dharmAcaraNa mAtra paramparA nirvAha aura rUr3hivAda hotA hai| vyavahAra kA nibhAnA bhara hotA hai| manuSya kA aMtaraMga/18 For Personal & Private Use Only

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hamane koI kriyA kI yA AcAra-vicAra, vyavahAra pAlA aura ina sabake dvArA hamAre bhItara kI citta-zuddhi na huI yA vikAra kama na hue to usa dharmAcaraNa kA pariNAma kyA huA? aise dharmAcaraNa kA pariNAma kyA nirvANa aura mukti hogA? mukti aura nirvANa to citta ke vikAroM ke samApana se upalabdha hotA hai, na ki kisI patha para calate rahane se| citta ke vikAra thor3e se bhI kama ho jAeM to hama kathita dhArmikoM se adhika dhArmika hoMge kyoMki kisI bhI prakAra kA duSkarma, cAhe vaha vANI kA ho yA zarIra kA, saba hamAre bhItara se hI Ate haiN| hamAre manovikAroM se hI hamAre zarIragata aura vANIgata vikAra pragaTa hote haiN| yadi koI gAlI detA hai to usakA artha yaha nahIM ki usakI jabAna gaMdI hai apitu usake citta meM, mana meM itanI gAliyA~ bharI huI haiM, buddhi meM itanI vikRti hai ki jabAna gaMdI lagatI hai| yadi koI kisI ko cA~TA mAratA hai to yaha aparAdha usake zarIra dvArA isalie ho rahA hai ki usake mana meM cA~TA mArane kA bhAva hai| nizcita rUpa se manuSya ke bhItara manovikAra pragaTa hote haiM lekina bAhara nikale yaha jarUrI nahIM hai| pratyeka manuSya ke sAmane yaha sahaja samasyA rahatI hai ki vaha apane bhItara umar3ane vAlI icchA ko pUrA kare yA dabAkara rkhe| vaha apanI icchAoM kA nirodha kare yA upayoga kare / lekina pratyeka icchA kA upabhoga karanA bhI sambhava nahIM hai kyoMki bIca meM samAja, saMskAra, vyavahAra, saMskRti, sabhyatA hameM roka lete haiM aura jaba usakI icchAeM pUrI nahIM hotI to vaha unheM dabAnA cAhatA hai| lekina Atma-damana kA mArga kabhI bhI adhyAtma kA mArga nahIM ho sakatA kyoMki apanI icchA ko jitanA dabAoge usakI tAkata utanI hI adhika bddh'egii| spriMga ko jitanI zakti se dabAoge chor3ane para utanI hI tejI se jhaTakA lgegaa| isalie kisI bhI icchA ko dabAnA adhyAtma nahIM hai, vahIM hara icchA ko pUrI kara lenA sabhyatA nahIM hai to phira Akhira manuSya ke lie mArga kaunasA ho sakatA hai? jaba vaha apanI hara icchA ko parI bhI nahIM kara sakatA aura dabAye rakhe to aura jyAdA visphoTa kI sambhAvanA hotI hai; to bar3I muzkila hai, aba manuSya kyA kare? damana aura upabhoga donoM hI mArga ghAtaka haiN| manuSya ke sAmane yaha bahuta bar3I samasyA hai| eka ahiMsaka AdamI ke mana meM bhI kabhI-kabhI hiMsA ke bhAva bhar3aka uThate haiM aura kabhI-kabhI hiMsaka ke mana meM bhI ahiMsA ke bhAva A jAte haiN| jo vyakti abrahmacarya kA sevana karate haiM unake mana meM brahmacarya ke bhAva A jAte haiM aura jo brahmacarya kA pAlana karate haiM unake mana meM abrahmacarya kI kalpanA A jAtI hai| kisI pakSI ko piMjare meM kaida kara lo to vaha AkAza meM cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/16 For Personal & Private Use Only

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ur3anA cAhatA hai aura AkAza meM ur3ane vAlA socatA hai piMjare meM kitanA Ananda hai, baiThe-baiThe hI saba kucha mila jAtA hai aura mujhe dina bhara kitanA zrama karanA par3atA hai| isa mana meM itane virodhI bhAva kyoM paidA hote haiM? jaba ghara meM hote haiM to mana maMdira jAne ko kahatA hai aura jaise hI maMdira paha~cate haiM mana kahatA hai aba lauTa clo| hamArA mana hI maMdira aura madhuzAlA jAne kI preraNA detA hai| hamAre mana meM prAyaH anekoM prakAra ke virodhI vicAra dina-rAta uThate rahate haiN| caubIsa ghaMTe meM hama ginatI ke kArya hI kara pAte haiM lekina mana ke bhItara to hajAroM ghaTanAeM ghaTa jAtI haiN| Akhira aisA kyoM? hamAre sAmane Aja AtaMka yA zastrAstroM kI samasyA nahIM hai| Aja kA yuga to mAnasika samasyAoM kA yuga hai| 'mana' hI samasyA hai aura isa 'mana' se mukta ho jAnA hI samasyA kA samAdhAna hai| kintu hara vyakti apane mana se mukta nahIM ho sktaa| maiM Apako mana se mukta hone kI zikSA nahIM de rahA hU~ balki apanA mana jo vikRta mArga para jA rahA hai usa vikRta mArga se saMskArita mArga para lAne kI kalA sikhAnA cAhatA huuN| mana se mukta ho jAnA hara insAna ke lie svAbhAvika nahIM hai lekina mana ko samyaka dizA pradAna kara denA, yaha Ama AdamI ke lie sambhava hai| mana jo hara vakta daur3atA hai, yadi ekAgra aura tanmaya ho jAe to isakI pracaNDa UrjA hamAre Atma-sAkSAtkAra aura paramAtma-anubhUti meM sabase bar3I sahAyaka ho sakatI hai| hama apane mana ke svabhAva ko smjheN| isake vyaktitva, kartRtva aura astitva ko samajhane kI ceSTA kreN| jaba hama bhItara jhAMkate haiM to sabase pahale vicAroM kI anubhUti hotI hai| dimAga meM vicAra Ate haiM lekina ye vicAra Ate kahA~ se haiM? jahA~ se vicAra Ate haiM usI kA nAma 'mana' hai| mana to sirpha upakaraNa hai, eka yaMtra hai| vaha apane hisAba se kucha nahIM krtaa| mana ke nAgaloka kA svAmI koI aura hai| agara mana meM kucha acche yA bure vicAra Ate haiM to isameM mana kA doSa nahIM hai| isalie mana ko satAne, dabAne kA prayAsa mata krnaa| yaha mana to nirdoSa hai| isa mana kA eka svAmI koI aura hai jahA~ se sAre sphuliMga aura ciMgAriyA~ AtI haiM aura ve bAharI duniyA meM hajAroM taraha kI ghaTanAeM, tahasa-nahasa macAtI haiN| aura yaha svAmI hai -'citt'| ____mana acetana hotA hai aura citta sacetana hotA hai| mana jJAyaka hotA hai aura citta jJAtA hotA hai| citta ko hamArI hI cetanA se kucha UrjA milatI hai manuSya kA aMtaraMga/20 For Personal & Private Use Only

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jisase yaha sakriya rahatA hai| citta se jo vRtti paidA hotI hai usa vRtti kA nAma hI 'mana' hai| mana ke dvArA citta kI ApUrti hotI hai| mana se hI citta kI anubhUti hotI hai| Aja kA manovijJAna sirpha 'mAiMDa' (mana) taka pahuMcA hai| maiM cAhatA hU~ yaha manovijJAna aura adhika vistRta ho / usakA jJAna, usakI pahuMca kevala 'mAiMDa' taka hI sImita na rahe, vaha 'sAika' (citta) taka bhI pahuMca jaae| hameM mana ke pAra bhI jhAMkanA hogA ki Akhira ye acche aura bure saMskAra kahA~ se Ate haiM? hamane nahIM cAhA ki hamAre bhItara vikAra uTheM phira bhI ye vikAra kahA~ se uTha rahe haiM? hamane nahIM cAhA ki hama krodha kareM phira bhI yaha krodha kahA~ se A rahA hai? Apa socakara hairAna hoMge ki Apa kisI kA burA nahIM karanA cAhate phira bhI ye bure-bure vicAra kahA~ se A jAte haiM? ye saba hamAre citta se Ate haiN| kahIM aura se nahIM, hamAre bhItara se hI Ate haiN| apanI hara acchAI yA burAI ke jimmedAra hama svayaM haiN| hamAre mana kA sthAna vRhad mastiSka meM hai| mastiSka ke tIna bhAga haiM - agra mastiSka, madhya mastiSka aura pRSTha mastiSka / madhya mastiSka jise vRhad mastiSka bhI kahate haiM, yahI hamAre mana kA sthAna hai, mukhya kendra hai| mana aura mastiSka donoM eka hI sthAna para rahate haiN| mastiSka kA sambandha hamAre zarIra aura vikalpoM se hai jabaki mana kA sambandha kevala bAhara se hai| hamAre zarIra meM do jJAna-kendra haiM - mastiSka aura merudaNDa (rIr3ha kI hddddii)| mastiSka meM jJAnagrAhI granthiyA~ hotI haiM aura merudaNDa ke Asa-pAsa jJAnavAhI granthiyA~ hotI haiN| mastiSka meM do kendra haiM - jJAna-kendra aura kriyA-kendra / jJAna-kendra grahaNa karatA hai aura kriyA-kendra amuka-amuka kriyA aura gatividhi ko karane kA nirdeza detA hai| jaise mAna lIjie hama cala rahe haiM aura calate-calate pAMva meM kAMTA laga gyaa| kAMTA lagate hI mastiSka meM usakI saMvedanA pahu~cI aura hameM jJAna huA ki mere pAMva meM kAMTA lagA aura tatkAla kriyA-kendra ko saMketa milegA, vaha turaMta sakriya hokara hAtha ko Adeza degA ki kAMTA nikAlo aura hAtha apane-Apa vahA~ taka calA jaaegaa| kAMTA nikalegA aura aba usakI saMvedanA samApta ho gii| isa prakAra hamAre jJAnavAhI aura jJAnagrAhI kendra sadA sakriya rahate haiN| aba mana kA kArya zuru hotA hai| kAMTA nikala gayA, aba hama cala rahe haiM, aura mana zuru ho jAtA hai, pAMca sAla pahale bhI aisA kAMTA gar3A thA, phira bhI gar3a sakatA hai| mastiSka ne apanA kAma pUrA kara liyA para mana kA zuru ho jAtA cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/21 For Personal & Private Use Only

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hai| mana jitanA adhika kAma karatA hai utanI hI manuSya ke lie parezAnI ho jAtI __ ApakA par3osI milane AtA hai taba mastiSka kArya karatA hai aura jaba vaha calA jAtA hai taba mana sakriya ho jAtA hai| 'nahIM-nahIM' mujhe aisA nahIM kahanA cAhie thaa| maiMne aisA kaha diyA, galata pariNAma nikala sakatA hai| koI bAta nahIM, aba kala jaba vaha milegA to maiM apanI bAta isa taraha ghumAkara khuuNgaa| aisA kahUMgA - aba yaha mana cala rahA hai| mastiSka kA kArya pUrA ho gayA aura mana calatA calA jAtA hai| citta meM jo damita icchAeM, sambhAvanAeM chipI rahatI haiM unheM mana cetanA detA dhyAna ke dvArA vyakti apane usa citta ko udher3atA hai, kuredatA hai| citta meM jo bhI samAyA huA hai - mATI yA sonA - use jagAne kA prayAsa karatA hai, ukhAr3ane kA prayAsa karatA hai| jaba citta ukhar3atA hai to bahuta joroM kI dhUla uThatI hai lekina jitanI dhUla uThatI hai utane hI gahare bAdala bhI maMDarAte haiN| agara hamane bAdaloM ko saMbhAla liyA to dhUla miTa jAegI aura sirpha dhUla para hI dhyAna kendrita kiyA to tUphAna meM tuma svayaM hI naSTa ho jaaoge| bAdala para naz2ara DAla dI to brahmacarya ghaTita ho jAegA aura dhUla para naz2ara DAlI to vahIM vikAragrasta hokara bhoga ke mArga ko DhUMDhanA prArambha kara doge| Apa cAheM yA na cAheM citta to ukhar3egA, vikAra to pragaTa hoMge hii| isalie bIsa varSa kA yuvaka bhI krodha karatA hai aura sATha sAla kA vRddha bhI krodha karatA hai| donoM hI bhoga kA mArga cAhate haiM kyoMki dhUla uThatI hai| jaba taka isa dhUla ko samApta nahIM kiyA jAegA, isa para bAdaloM kI gaharI varSA nahIM kI jAegI taba taka yaha dhUla hameM parezAna karatI rhegii| Aja hI nahIM, marate vakta bhI parezAna karegI aura janma-janmAntaroM taka karatI rhegii| vikAroM kA patharIlA bhaTakAva jArI rhegaa| apane citta ke prati hama jitanA sAvaceta aura sAvadhAna raheMge, Atma-jAgrata raheMge, hamAre citta ke vikAra utane hI kama hote cale jaaeNge| acche saMskAra uThe, svAgata kro| burI bAteM ubharakara AeM unheM dUra haTAne kA prayAsa kro| jaba dhyAna karoge donoM hI bAteM uttheNgii| vikAroM ke Ane para zodhana kI prakriyA apanAie, aura acchI bAtoM ke uThane para unheM apane jIvana meM, vyavahAra meM, mUlyoM meM utArane kA prayAsa kiijie| taba hamAre jIvana meM Ananda, ahobhAva ghaTita manuSya kA aMtaraMga/22 For Personal & Private Use Only

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hogaa| hameM apanA jIvana bahuta mahAna lagegA, anyathA jIvana bar3A bhArabhUta lagatA mana kA kArya hai citta ke nirdezoM kA pAlana karanA, unakA kriyAnvayana krnaa| mana to saMdezavAhaka hai, dUta hai| mana to naukara kI taraha hai| citta use jo Adeza detA hai vaha pAlana karatA hai| mana to bar3A becArA hai, garIba hai| mana se hama jaisA karavAnA cAheM vaha kara sakatA hai bazarte hamAre citta kI zuddhi ho jaae| hamAre citta ke saMkalpa bahuta gahare aura unnata ho jAeM to hama mana se jaisA cAheM vaisA karavA sakate haiN| taba agara citta Adeza de 'mana kI jhIla tuma zAMta ho jAo' to yaha mana kI jhIla pUrI taraha zAMta ho jaaegii| yaha satya aura anubhUta tathya hai| maiMne sunA hai, mAlika ke yahA~ eka naukara kAma karatA thaa| eka bAra mAlika ne naukara ke sAmane baiMgana ke bhurte kI bahuta tArIpha kI ki yaha bar3A svAsthyavardhaka hai| bhalA naukara kaise pIche rahatA usane bhI mAlika ke sura meM sura milAyA - 'Apa ThIka kahate haiM mAlika, baiMgana kA bhurtA bar3A guNakArI hotA hai, jaldI pacatA hai, svAsthya banAtA hai, dimAga majabUta karatA hai|' mAlika ne socA jaba naukara bhI itanI tArIpha kara rahA hai to usane khAnA prArambha kara diyaa| patA nahIM eka dina kyA huA jaba mAlika sone lagA to use baiMgana yAda A ge| usane apane naukara se kahA - 'ye baiMgana bhI kyA vAhiyAta cIja hai| bImAra kara detA hai, peTa bar3hAtA hai, ajIrNa kara detA hai, pacatA nahIM hai| bahuta kharAba hai|' naukara ne kahA - 'mAlika Apa bilkula ThIka kahate haiN| baiMgana bahuta galata cIja hai| pAcanazakti kharAba karatA hai| baiMgana kA bhurtA bilkula nahIM khAnA caahie|' mAlika ko yAda AyA, eka dina isI naukara ne baiMgana kI itanI tArIpha kI thI aura Aja jaba maiMne kaha diyA ki baiMgana acche nahIM hote to Aja yaha bhI bhurte ko kharAba batA rahA hai| usane naukara se kahA, 'tumane baiMgana kI niMdA kI, ThIka hai| lekina maiM pUchanA cAhatA hU~ usa dina tuma tArIpha kara rahe the aura Aja niMdA kara rahe ho, kyoM?' naukara tapAka se bolA, 'usa dina bhI prazaMsA maiMne nahIM kI thI aura Aja bhI niMdA nahIM kara rahA huuN| taba bhI prazaMsA Apa hI ne karavAI thI aura Aja niMdA bhI Apa hI karavA rahe haiN| maiM ApakA naukara hU~, baiMgana ke bhurte kA nhiiN| merA kAma to mAlika kI AjJA mAnanA hai|' naukara, naukara hai aura mAlika mAlika / naukara mAlika ke lie hai| hamAre cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/23 For Personal & Private Use Only

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bhItara baiThA huA citta kA svAmI jaisA Adeza detA hai, hama vaisA hI karate haiN| agara citta kA svAmI madhuzAlA jAne kA Adeza detA hai, yaha madhuzAlA ke khvAba dekhatA hai| maMdira jAne kI icchA hotI hai to maMdira ke svapna dekhatA hai| ___ bhItara ke svAmI meM itanI vikRtiyA~ haiM ki yaha pratikSaNa parivartita hotA rahatA hai| hama hamezA yahI socate haiM (jo bahuta bar3I bhUla hai) ki mana se parezAniyA~ utpanna hotI haiM isalie mana ko ekAgra karo, mana ko TikAo, ise sApha karo / mana to becArA naukara hai| use kahA~ sApha karoge? yaha mana koI darpaNa nahIM hai, jise dho-pauMcha lo| darpaNa to vaha citta hai jahA~ zuddhi aura azuddhi kI sambhAvanAeM haiN| jahA~ zubha-azubha, maMgala-amaMgala, dharma-adharma kI samasta sambhAvanAeM chipI huI haiN| isalie citta ko zuddha karanA hai| citta ko zuddha karane ke lie hI dhyAna ke prayoga haiN| isa saMkalpa ke sAtha hameM dhyAna meM praveza karanA hai ki maiM apane citta ko zuddha karane ke lie hI dhyAna kA prayoga kara rahA huuN| yadi Apa isa saMkalpa ke sAtha ImAnadArI se dhyAna meM praviSTa hote haiM to nizcita rUpa se tIna dina pazcAt Apa apane dhyAna ke pUrva aura dhyAna ke pazcAt vAle jIvana meM spaSTa pharka paaeNge| merA vizvAsa jIvana-rUpAntaraNa meM hai| mere lie dIkSA kA bhI yahI artha hai ki vyakti kA jIvana badala jaae| coTI khIMcane kA yA veza badalane vAle saMnyAsa kA mere lie adhika artha (mUlya) nahIM hai| agara aisA ho sake to ahobhAgya kI bAta! lekina, agara jIvana badala rahA hai, hRdaya sAdhu ho rahA hai, jIvana svarga ho rahA hai, itanA paryApta hai| mana na raMgAe, raMgAe jogI kpdd'aa| mana na raMgAyA, sirpha kapar3e raMgate cale ge| prayAsa yaha ho ki hamArA mana samyaka-dizA svIkAra kre| hamArI damita icchAeM kabhI bhI upabhoga se pUrNa nahIM hoMgI varana upabhoga se vaha balavAna aura sazakta ho jAegI, eka abhyAsa Adata bana jAegI aura patA hI nahIM calegA ki kabhI koI icchA thii| isalie zodhana kI, citta-zuddhi kI prakriyA apanAnI hogii| hama subaha aura zAma ko jo dhyAna kareMge usakA khAsa uddezya yahI hai ki vyakti ke citta kI zuddhi ho, vikAra haTeM aura acchI sambhAvanAeM jAgrata hoN| hamAre jIvana meM Ananda aura khumArI umar3a pdd'e| eka ahobhAva jaga jaae| hama itane pavitra aura nirmala ho jAeM ki apane aura parAe kA bheda miTa jaae| na apane lie bure-acche raheM aura na dUsare ke lie bure-acche rheN| eka sthitaprajJatA manuSya kA aMtaraMga/24 For Personal & Private Use Only

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jaga jAe, samakaca-buddhi jaga jAe, sAmAyika bhAvanA jAga jAe, apane-parAe kA bheda miTa jaae| apanepana kA bhAva sabake sAtha hone para vyAvasAyikatA samApta ho jaaegii| jaisA dUdha hama apane beTe ko pilAeMge vaisA hI beceMge bhii| aisA karane para vyavasAya bhI zuddha dharmAcaraNa ho jaaegaa| dhyAna ke dvArA yahI prayoga karanA hai ki apane aura parAyepana kI bheda-rekhA miTa jaae| lAlacI aura lobhI jo milAvaTa kI davAeM becatA hai kabhI bhI apane bImAra beTe ko milAvaTI davAeM nahIM degaa| eka rizvatakhora dUsare se rizvata le sakatA hai lekina khuda ke beTe kA savAla Ane para rizvata na le sakegA / yahI apanepana kA bhAva jaba sabake lie ho jAegA taba vyavasAya bhI dhArmikatA meM pariNata ho jAegA / mere lie Apa sabhI eka jaise haiM, eka barAbara haiM, Atma-mitra haiN| kauna apanA aura kauna parAyA ? jyoti se jyoti jalAte calo, prema kI gaMgA bahAte clo| sabake lie tumhArA prema ho / tumhAre lie prema ke pAtra bhale hI badala jAeM lekina tumhArA prema akhaNDa, gaMgA kI taraha avirala bahatA rhe| prema nahIM badalanA caahie| bheda kI sthiti badala jAe, vaha sthiti jaga jAe jise gItA sthitaprajJatA kahatI hai, anAsakti kahatI hai / yaha saba sambhava hai, jo vyAvahArika jIvana meM ghaTita ho sakatI hai / hamArA mastiSka, hamArI UrjA aura adhika sakriya ho sakatI hai| kevala dhyAna kI gaharAiyoM meM DUbane kI AvazyakatA hai / hamArA prayAsa honA cAhie ki adhika sakriyatA Ae, citta kI zuddhi ho, hamAre vikalpa nirbala baneM aura acchI sambhAvanAeM jAgrata hoN| merA prema aura merI zubhakAmanAeM ApakA sAtha nibhAe / namaskAra / cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha / 2 For Personal & Private Use Only 25

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prazna samAdhAna sAMsArika jIvana meM kyA pUrNatayA cittazuddhi sambhava hai? cittazuddhi kA sambandha na saMsAra se hai na saMnyAsa se| yaha hamArI doharI nIti hai ki hamane jIvana ko saMsAra aura saMnyAsa ke do Tukar3oM meM bAMTa diyA hai| mere dekhe to hama na jAne kitanI bAra saMnyAsI yA gRhastha ho jAte haiM aura jinheM hama sAdha-saMta-saMnyAsI mAnate haiM ve bhI apane isa veSa meM saMsArI ho jAte haiN| jIvana kA sambandha vastu se nahIM hai, khUToM ko badala lene se bhI nahIM hai| jIvana kA sambandha citta ko zuddha karane se hai| agara saMsAra meM rahate hue citta nirmala karake jIte ho to saMsAra bhI saMnyAsa hai aura saMnyAsI hokara bhI vikRta citta se jIte ho to saMnyAsa bhI saMsAra hai| bhIr3a meM rahakara bhI ekAnta kA Ananda A jAe to bhIr3a bhI guphA hai, anyathA himAlaya meM bhI cale jAoge to vahA~ bhI vicAroM kI AMdhI, saMsAra ke rAgAtmaka sambandhoM kI A~dhI vahA~ bhI nahIM chodd'egii| isalie aisA mata socie ki cittazuddhi kA sambandha saMnyAsa yA saMsAra ke sAtha hai| manuSya kA aMtaraMga/26 For Personal & Private Use Only

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cittazuddhi kA sambandha hamAre jIvana-mUlyoM ke sAtha hai, antara-nirIkSaNa ke sAtha hai| manuSya ko nirantara prayAsa karate rahanA caahie| jaise Aja Apane snAna kiyA, dina bhara mehanata kI, pasInA AyA, mATI lagI, kala phira subaha snAna kiyaa| yaha subaha snAna kA krama jaise jIvana bhara jArI rahatA hai, vaise hI cittazuddhi kA upakrama bhI jIvana bhara jArI rahanA caahie| hameM satarka rahanA hai ki hama citta meM zuddhatA-pavitratA rkheNge| mAnA ki kisI ke bhItara koI vikAra uThatA hai, lekina usake mana meM agara maryAdA bana gaI hai, eka saMkalpa jaga gayA hai pavitratA ke sAtha, phira vaha DAMvADola na hogaa| tuma socate ho ki merI patnI hI sirpha merI patnI hogI zeSa sabhI nara-nAriyA~ mere bhAI yA bahana hoMge, saMkalpa ke sAtha, lekina sundaratA ko dekhate hI yaha bhAI aura bahana na jAne kahA~ vilIna ho jAte haiN| aisA nahIM honA caahie| citta kI zuddhatA isalie jarUrI hai razmi! tAki hamArI dRSTi pavitra rahe, hamAre vikalpoM meM anyathA-bhAva paidA na hoN| bhItara aura bAhara ke jIvana meM doharApana na ho, ekarUpatA A jaae| citta-zuddhi se jIvana meM samarasatA A jaae| isalie cittazuddhi anivArya hai| hamArA tanAva kama ho, hamAre andara Ananda ghaTita ho, hamAre vikAra kama hoM, hamameM pavitratA aae| agara aisA hotA hai to eka samajhadAra AdamI garIba hone ke bAvajUda apane mastiSka ke saMtulana ko bigar3ane nahIM detA aura dUsarA nAsamajha vyakti amIra hone ke bAvajUda apane mAnasika saMtulana ko bigAr3a detA hai| yahA~ kitane hI vyakti garIba-amIra hote haiM para yaha sthiti nitya, dhruva aura zAzvata nahIM hai| saba cIjeM badalatI rahatI haiN| jo vyakti viSama aura viparIta paristhitiyoM meM bhI apane mAnasika saMtulana ko banAye rakhatA hai, vahIM citta-zuddhi hai| kala tuma garIba the aura Aja amIra ho gae ho to sabakI upekSA karate ho| apane ko alaga samajhate ho| kala jinake sAtha rahate the, Aja chor3a cuke ho| para mata bhUlo Ane vAle kala meM phira vahI sthiti A sakatI hai| vaha bItA huA kala doharA bhI sakatA hai, vApasa bhI A sakatA hai, punarAvRtti bhI ho sakatI hai| isalie kisakI upekSA? sabake prati samAnatA, vahI prema kA bhAva, vahI maitrI-bhAva / agara aisA hai hamArA viveka, saMjIvitasakriya hai to hama viparIta aura anukUla donoM paristhitiyoM meM bahuta cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/27 For Personal & Private Use Only

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AnandapUrNa rheNge| sthitiprajJa hokara jieNge| hamAre mAnasika saMtulana meM durAva-bhaTakAva nahIM AegA / prayAsa kIjie jitane vikAra kama ho sakeM, hameM karate rahanA caahie| jaise Apa maMdira jAne ke lie pratidina snAna karate haiM usI taraha yaha bhItara kA bhI snAna hai / bhItara kA prakAza pragaTa ho sakatA hai lekina kAMca ke gole se DhaMkA huA prakAza jo kAlimA meM chupA huA hai kAlimA ke pauMchate hI prakAza bAhara taka AegA / kAlimA kala phira car3hegI, kala phira kAMca ko mAMjanA hogA / dhyAna isIlie hai / yahA~ to sirpha abhyAsa hai, praveza karavAyA jA rahA hai| dhyAna pratidina karanA hai / bhItara kA snAna, bhItara kA jAgaraNa, bhItara kI zuddhi pratidina honI cAhie / yahI manuSya kA kAyAkalpa hai / yahI cetanA ke vikAsa kA phArmUlA hai / citta zuddhi ke liye sadA satarka rho| adharma kI sambhAvanA jIvana-bhara rahatI hai, isalie dharma kA zivira jIvana bhara calanA cAhie / yaha zivira citta-zuddhi aura cetanA ke vikAsa kA Ayojana hai, tumhAre racanAtmaka nirmANa kA, tumhArI mAnasika aura cetanAgata UrjA ke vikAsa kA upakrama hai / tIvra zvAsozvAsa ke samaya zarIra meM kaMpana kyoM? mere prabhu, abhI to zarIra sirpha kaMpa rahA hai / mana to kaMpatA huA bahuta dekhA, Aja zarIra ko kaMpatA huA dekha rahe ho / agara koI vyakti sarovara meM kaMkarI pheMkegA aura Apa kaho ki sarovara AMdolita nahIM honA cAhie, yaha kaise sambhava hai? apanA ahobhAgya samajhie ki kucha to kAMpA, citta na sahI zarIra hI shii| Aja zarIra kAMpA hai kala citta bhI kAMpegA / vaha bhI hilegA-DulegA aura kAMpanA hI caahie| yaha to eka prasava pIr3A se gujaranA hai / hamAre bhItara jo bAlaka soyA huA hai use bAhara lAnA hai / sAre puruSoM ko mA~ honA hai aura maiM isI koziza meM hU~ / Apa ko abhI taka mA~ hone kA koI anubhava nahIM hai| mahilAoM ko anubhava hai / isalie maiM Apake soe hue mAtRtva ko jagAnA cAhatA hU~ / bhItara ke zaizava ko, bhItara kI khumArI ko, Ananda ko jagAnA cAhatA huuN| apane bhItara apane hI prayAsoM se kucha paidA karanA svayaM kA sRjana hai / antarjagat meM anubhavoM kA niSpanna honA manuSya ke lie usakA antar - prasava hI hai / bAIbila kahatI hai, prabhu baccoM ko milate haiM, baccoM meM praveza karate haiM, baccoM manuSya kA aMtaraMga / 28 For Personal & Private Use Only

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meM rahate haiN| hamAre zaizava meM prabhu hai| jaba koI itanA bar3A hokara apane zaizava ko phira se pA letA hai to usake hRdaya para paramAtmA kA avataraNa ho jAtA hai| koI prasava-pIr3A se gujare aura chaTapaTAhaTa na ho, AvAja na nikale, yaha kaise sambhava hai? jI bhI ghabarAegA, dimAga meM khiMcAva bhI hogA lekina gujaranA to pdd'egaa| binA gujare koI bhI vyakti mAM nahIM ho sktaa| bhItara kI saMtAna ko paidA karane ke lie isa prasava-pIr3A ko sahanA hogaa| bhItara ke zUnya meM utaranA hogA, AsamAna meM ur3anA hogaa| saMbhava hai Ane vAle kala meM Apa khUba cIkheM-cillAyeM - maiM gadhA hU~, maiM hAthI hU~, na jAne kyA-kyA kaha baittheN| isa pazutva ko hI to pahacAnanA hai| yaha bhI AtmajJAna kA eka caraNa hai| jaisA ki kala bhI tumane dekhA thaa| bhItara ke ajJAna aura pazatA ko pahacAnanA hI jIvana-nirmANa kA pahalA kadama hai| bagaira pazu kI pahacAna ke vAstavika manuSya kA janma hI nahIM hai| isalie zarIra kaMpatA hai kaMpane diijie| hA~, Aja zAma ko Apa khar3e hokara dhyAna kIjiegA, taba Apa naaceNge| mIrA bhI nAcI thI, caitanya aura sUra bhI nAce the| jaba taka ahonRtya na jagA, taba taka dhyAna se kyA gujare! mere Apako bahuta-bahuta praNAma haiM ki pahale hI caraNa meM Apa kucha hile, kucha kaMpe / eka choTI sI kaMkarI ne sAre tAlAba ko AMdolita kara diyaa| dhanyabhAga usa kaMkarI kA, jisane jagAyA, tAlAba ko AMdolita kiyaa| AtmA aura citta kyA hai? citta cetanA se sakriya hotA hai aura cetanA kA mUla srota hamArI apanI AtmA hai| AtmA arthAt hamAre jIvana kI UrjA, hamArA apanA jIvana, jIvana kI zakti aura praann| citta kA to dhIre-dhIre vikAsa hotA hai| citta kA nirmANa AtmA ke sAhacarya ke sAtha hotA hai| lekina jaise-jaise citta ke paramANu samApta hote cale jAte haiM, citta ThaMDA ho jAtA hai, zAMta ho jAtA hai aura AtmA jAgrata ho jAtI hai| citta jaba dabatA hai, ThaMDA par3atA hai taba jo cetanA jAgrata hotI hai, hamArI AtmA sakriya hotI hai| ise hama apane mastiSka ke agrabhAga meM usakI saMvedanA ko sahaja rUpa se anubhava kara sakate haiN| apane bhItara ubharate zUnya meM, svayaM ke AkAza cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/26 For Personal & Private Use Only

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meM saba kucha anubhava kara sakate haiN| citta aura AtmA ke madhya adhika dUrI nahIM hai| citta kA nirmANa paudgalika hotA hai lekina AtmA kA sambandha jIvanta UrjA ke sAtha hotA hai| jaise aMgUroM ko sar3Akara zarAba banAte haiM to usameM nazA apane Apa AtA hai ThIka vaise hI zarIra ke nirmANa ke sAtha mana va citta kA nirmANa svayameva ho jAtA hai| karma-vijJAna jise karma kI prakRti kahatA hai yogavijJAna aura manovijJAna use citta (sAika) kahatA hai| manuSya ke mana kI cetana aura acetana do sthitiyA~ hotI haiN| acetana-mana citta aura cetana-mana mana hai| dina bhara uThane vAle vicAra cetana mana hai aura rAtri meM jo svapna dekhate haiM vaha acetana mana kI sakriyatA hai| isa cetana aura acetana mana ko jahA~ se cetanA prApta ho rahI hai, ina sAre tAroM meM jisa kendra se vidyuta pravAhita ho rahI hai vaha 'AtmA' hai| zabda gauNa hai astitva mukhya hai| AtmA vaha tatva hai, jo jIvana kI mUla sacAI hai, jisake rahate hama jIvita haiM aura jisake nikala jAne ke bAda hama mRta ho jAte haiM / vaha tattva AtmA hai jise hama 'maiM' kahate haiN| maiM kA vAcyArtha hI 'AtmA' hai| hamAre bhItara rahane vAlA jo tattva yaha jAnatA hai ki 'yaha sukha aura yaha duHkha' vahI tattva AtmA hai| AtmA ko yaha jJAna citta, mana, indriya, mastiSka, snAyu taMtu, hamArI graMthiyAM, merudaNDa kI sakriyatA (kAma karane) se hotA hai| AtmA aMdhavizvAsa nahIM, vizvAsoM kA vijJAna hai| AtmA vaha cetanA hai, jisameM padArtha, prakRti aura jIvana ke rahasyoM ko khojane kI lalaka hai| AtmA yAnI tuma svayaM yAnI vaha jo jIvana ko 'jIvana' banAye rakhatA hai| bagaira AtmA kA jIvana, jIvana nahIM murdA hai, bagaira paride kA piMjarA isalie behatara hogA isa dhyAna-zivira meM Apa apane dhyAna ko kendrita kiijie| ho sakatA hai prAyogika rUpa meM Apako ahasAsa ho jAe ki mana ke pAra bhI koI cIja hai| koI sattA hai jahA~ se ye saMvega A rahe haiN| jaba ve saMvega zAnta hoMge, citta zAMta hogA taba Apako apanI cetanA kA spaMdana anubhava hogaa| svayaM kI caitanya-svarUpa meM pratiSThA hogii| anubhUti para adhika bala dIjie aura adhika prayAsa kiijie| jIvana ke antara manuSya kA aMtaraMga/30 For Personal & Private Use Only

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vidyAlaya meM anubhavoM kA mahatva hai| caitanya-sthita hokara isa pRthvI graha para jInA hI hamAre jIvana kA uddezya honA caahiye| dhyAna karate samaya AMsU kyoM Ae? ve bhItara kI kasaka aura pIr3A ke AMsU haiN| ina AMsuoM kI kasaka meM bahuta prasannatA aura Ananda hai| jaba bhItara umar3ane vAle kisI vicAra ko, bhAva ko, jubAna ke dvArA vyakta nahIM kara sakate, jubAna baMda ho jAtI hai AMsuoM ke dvArA A~kheM bolane lagatI haiN| jaba dila bhara AtA hai yA AtmA bahuta pulakita ho jAtI hai taba A~kheM umar3a AtI haiM, bhara jAtI ye AMsU ahobhAva ke haiN| ye AMsU bhItarI saMvegoM se utpanna huA tattva hai| bhItara kI UrjA jaba mastiSka ke taMtuoM ko sakriya karatI hai, unakI graMthiyoM kA sparza karatI hai, taba mastiSka ke AMsuoM kI thailI bhI sakriya ho jAtI hai aura ve bAhara umar3a kara Ate haiN| saba kucha cArja (sakriya) ho jAtA hai| ye AMsU ahobhAva ke, pavitratA ke, bhItara ke kaSAya ke nikalane ke pratIka haiN| ye AMsU prAyazcita ke bhI ho sakate haiM lekina mere lie ye AMsU ahobhAva ke haiN| ye AMsU Apako nayA banA rahe haiN| nahalA rahe haiM, nirmala kara rahe haiN| tumhAre ina AMsuoM ke motiyoM ko maiM svIkAra karatA hU~ aura apanI ahokAmanA ko samarpita karatA huuN| mere prabhu! tumheM mere praNAma haiN| dhanyabhAga jo ahobhAva ke AMsu umdd'e| cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/31 For Personal & Private Use Only

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mere priya Atman, cetanA kA UrdhvArohaNa hamArA jIvana hamAre lie tAnapUre kA saMgIta hai / jIvana agara saMgIta nahIM hai to saMgIta banAyA jA sakatA hai| tAnapUre ke tAroM ko sAdhane kI kalA A jAe to hareka tAnapUre se saMgIta paidA kara sakatA hai| duniyA meM do kisma ke loga hai eka to ve jo jIvana ke tAroM ko bahuta jyAdA kasane meM vizvAsa rakhate haiM, dUsare ve jo ina tAroM ko bahuta jyAdA DhIlA rakhate haiN| kucha loga aise dharma ke mArga para calate haiM jo unheM pUrI taraha asthi-kaMkAla banA de| dUsare ve loga haiM jo dharma kA aisA mArga cunate haiM jisase umara khayyAmI jindagI kA nirmANa hotA hai| khAopio, mauja udd'aao| unakA jIvana hippI kaTa hotA hai| jIvana-mUlyoM kI dRSTi se donoM hI paramparAeM, donoM prakAra ke loga cUka rahe haiN| kaI loga aise haiM jo itanI adhika tapasyA, itane adhika upavAsa karate haiM ki unakA zarIra sUkhakara kaMkAla ho jAtA hai| calane kI zakti nahIM rahatI, uThanebaiThane kA bala nahIM rahatA, basa par3e haiN| cetanA kA kArohaNa/32 For Personal & Private Use Only

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bAta-bAta meM cir3acir3A jAte haiM, krodha karate haiM, ahaMkAra pragaTa karate haiN| aise meM unase pUcho tuma kyA kara rahe ho, kaheMge tapasyA kara rahe haiN| ____ tapasyA kisa cIja kI ho rahI hai? tana kI? mana kI tapasyA to kahIM nahIM hotI, sirpha tana kI hI tapasyAeM ho rahI haiN| pariNAmataH jIvana ke tAnapUre ke tAra itane adhika kasa jAte haiM ki usakI tapasyA se Ananda pragaTa nahIM hotA varan krodha pragaTa hone lagatA hai| isalie sabase mahAn Azcarya ki tapasyA karane vAle aksara krodhI hote haiN| ve adhikAMzataH cir3acir3e svabhAva ke hote haiN| maiM tapasyA ke virodha meM nahIM huuN| mere lie tapasyA bahuta sArthakatA rakhatI hai, lekina vaha tapasyA jisase hamAre jIvana-mUlyoM kA nirmANa hotA ho| jisase hamAre mana kI chaTapaTAhaTa kama hotI ho| jisase hamAre krodha aura uttejanA ke saMvega samApta hote hoM vaha tapasyA, tapasyA hai| yadi koI bhikhArI tumase paise mAMgatA hai to tuma yaha kahakara ki isase bhIkha mAMgane kI Adata par3atI hai, paise nahIM dete ho| kahate ho ki vaha kamAkara khaae| jaba vahI kamAkara khAtA hai, mUMgaphalI becatA hai aura tumhArA beTA usase mUMgaphalI kharIdanA cAhatA hai, taba bhI tuma manA kara dete ho ki are yaha kAlA hai habzI jaisA, isake hAtha gaMde haiN| kamAkara khAtA hai taba bhI tumheM svIkAra nahIM aura bhIkha mAMgatA hai vaha bhI svIkAra nhiiN| tapasyA vahA~ hotI hai jahA~ donoM ke prati taTasthadRSTi/sthita-prajJA hotI hai| jaba donoM ke prati samAnatA hai tabhI tapasyA sArthaka hai| caubIsa ghaMTe bhojana na karake svayaM ko tapasvI samajhate ho, to ThIka hai| kabhI-kabhI upavAsa karanA zarIra ke lie lAbhadAyaka hai| lekina mahAvIra ne yA arhata-puruSoM ne aisI tapasyA karane ke lie kabhI nahIM kahA jisameM tuma dina-rAta krodha karate raho aura tana ko sukhAte cale jaao| cir3acir3a bhI karate raho aura tapa bhii| tapa jJAna mUlaka honA cAhie ajJAna mUlaka nhiiN| ajJAnamUlaka tapa ho, to svayaM pArzvanAtha jAte haiM aura kamaTha se kahate haiM tumhArI tapasyA tumheM narka meM bhI le jA sakatI hai| Akhira upavAsa vaha bhI kara rahA thaa| ajJAnamUlaka kI gaI tapasyA manuSya ke lie baMdhanakArI hotI hai aura jJAnamUlaka kI gaI kSaNabhara kI tapasyA bhI vyakti ke lie mukti kA nimitta banatI hai| vaha tapasyA jo hamAre zarIra ko sukhAye, tAnapUre ke tAroM ko adhika kase to bahuta kaTu-karkaza AvAja aaegii| usa karkaza dhvani ko koI bhI sunanA pasaMda nahIM kregaa| dIparAga yA malhAra rAga ko cher3ane ke lie tAnapUre ko sAdhanA hogaa| cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/33 For Personal & Private Use Only

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jIvana ke tAnapUre ke tAroM ko na to adhika kaso aura na adhika DhIlA chodd'o| yadi DhIlA chor3A to jIvana asaMyama ke mArga para jAkara sirpha pravRtti hI pravRtti ke mArga se gujarate hue na jAne kisa gaDDhe, khaMDahara yA nAlI meM DubA degaa| isalie tAroM ko sAdhanA hai| ___ yaha dhyAna-zivira Apako tAroM ko sAdhane kI kalA sikhAtA hai| dhyAna-zivira Apako bhagavAna nahIM banAtA lekina insAna jarUra banAtA hai| insAna pUrI taraha insAna bana jAe yahI jIvana kA mahAn dharmAcaraNa hogaa| tuma jaina, hindU yA musalamAna bano yA na bano, isase koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| mahatvapUrNa yaha hai ki tuma eka acche AdamI bane yA na bne| eka acchA AdamI svataH hI acchA jaina, acchA hindU yA acchA musalamAna bana jaaegaa| acchA insAna vahI banatA hai jo donoM atiyoM ko chor3a detA hai / madhyamArga, bilkula rassI para nRtya karane vAle naTa kI taraha / jo dAyeM aura bAyeM santulana banAe rakhatA hai | jIvana meM bhI donoM ora saMtulana cAhie, samatva cAhie, sAmAyika caahie| saMtulana hI saMyama hai yA yaha kahiye ki saMyama hI saMtulana hai| hamArI Adata ativAditA kI hai| saMsAra meM jAte haiM to pUrNa bhoga kI sAmagrI ke lie prerita kiyA jAtA hai aura agara kisI dharmasthAna meM jAte haiM to pUrNatayA tyAga karane kI bAta kI jAtI hai| aisI sthiti meM manuSya doharepana meM jItA hai| vaha kabhI 'yaha' aura kabhI 'vaha' kI duvidhA meM phaMsa jAtA hai| sthitiyA~ badalatI rahatI haiN| usakI manodazA AtmaghAtaka ho jAtI hai| bhItara se aura bAhara se manuSya ke do Tukar3e kara unheM Apasa meM saMgharSarata rakhatI hai| itane adhika kaso mata nirmama, vINA ke haiM komala tAra, TUTa par3eMge ve saba ke saba, kabhI na nikalegI jhaMkAra | itane adhika karo mata DhIle, vINA ke rasavaMtI tAra, koI rAga nahIM bana pAe, niSphala ho svara kA saMsAra / / apane jIvana kI vINA ke tAroM ko itanA bhI mata kaso ki ye tAra hI TUTa jAeM yA itanA DhIlA bhI mata chor3o ki svara kA saMsAra, saMgIta kA sAmrAjya hI kho jaae| bhagavAna buddha ne tIsa varSoM taka nirantara sAdhanA aura tapasyA kI lekina jaba unheM parama jJAna ghaTita hone ko AyA taba panihArina ke dvArA gAI gaI yahI paMktiyA~ buddha ke lie parama jJAna kA nimitta banatI haiN| apanI vINA ke tAroM ko cetanA kA UrdhvArohaNa/34 For Personal & Private Use Only

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bahuta adhika mata kaso aura na hI bahuta adhika DhIlA chor3o anyathA tuma bAhara se bar3e jJAnI ho jAo yA bar3e svAdhyAyI bana jAo yA bar3e AdhyAtmika kahalA loge lekina prApta kucha na kara pAoge / antarjagat para rUpAntara kI muhara nahIM hogI / cetanA ke sRjana ke nAma para zUnya rahoge / tAnapUrA preraka hai ki hamAre jIvana ke tAra bhI sadha jaaeN| maiM kahanA cAhatA hU~ ki apane tAnapUre ke tAroM ko na to adhika kaso aura na adhika DhIlA chor3o / agara adhika kasoge to tanAvagrasta ho jAoge / jo mastiSka meM jIte haiM, ve bar3e tanAva meM jIte haiM kyoMki unake tAnapUre ke tAra bahuta kase hue haiM / itane jyAdA kasa gae haiM ki unake dimAga meM sivA tanAva ke aura kucha hai hI nahIM / itane tanAva meM, ghanaghora tanAva meM jIte haiM ki rAta ko nIMda bhI nahIM aatii| agara rAta ko nIMda nahIM AtI ho to do miniTa ke lie apane dimAga se tanAva ko bhulA dIjie, yaha svIkAra karate hue ki maiM zUnya meM DUba rahA hU~ / zUnya ko svIkAra karate hue dimAga DhIlA chor3ie / Apa pAeMge ki Apa tanAvamukta ho rahe haiM aura nIMda A jaaegii| do miniTa meM hI nIMda A jaaegii| eka ghaMTA karavaTeM nahIM badalanI pdd'eNgii| jaise hI dimAga se tanAva do miniTa ke lie kama huA, tatkAla prasannatA ubharI; nIMda lenA cAhate ho to nIMda A jAegI yA kisI kArya ko karanA cAho to vaha kArya sahajatA se ho jAegA / manuSya mastiSka meM jItA hai| adhika mastiSka meM jInA, vikalpoM kI udher3abuna meM khoye rahanA hI tanAva kA kAraNa hai / hamAre tanAva kA sambandha apane hI manomastiSka ke sAtha hai / dina-rAta mana aura mastiSka kA umar3anA-ghumar3anA hI vyakti ke lie tanAva hai| manuSya ke jIvana kA mUla AdhArabhUta tattva mastiSka nahIM hai / agara vyakti kA mastiSka usake hRdaya meM tirohita / visarjita ho jAe yA saMyukta/saMsparzita ho jAe, to dimAga kA AdhA tanAva tatkAla samApta ho jAe / abhI taka yahI samajhA jAtA rahA hai aura manovijJAna bhI yahI samajhatA hai ki manuSya kA mUlabhUta AdhAra-tattva mastiSka hai, jabaki aisA nahIM hai / jIvana kA nirmANa kabhI bhI mastiSka se nahIM hotA apitu nAbhi se hotA hai / garbhakAla meM pahale mastiSka paidA nahIM hotA, nAbhi se jIvana kA nirmANa hotA hai / nAbhi kendra hai / jaba baccA garbhakAla meM rahatA hai taba vaha bhojana muMha se nahIM, nAbhi se karatA hai| isalie bacce ke paidA hote hI mAM se jur3A huA nAbhi kA sambandha kATa diyA jAtA hai / aura sambandha ke kaTate hI bhojana prArambha hotA hai muMha se / yaha jIvana kI kitanI bar3I saccAI hai ki jIvana kA nirmANa na to muMha se hotA hai aura na cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha / 35 For Personal & Private Use Only

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mastiSka se, jIvana kA nirmANa sadA nAbhi se hotA hai / nAbhi tumhArA jIvana hai, utsa hai, bIja se phUTane vAlA pahalA aMkura hai / jaba hama dhyAna karate hue nAbhi taka, nAbhi-kamala taka dhyAna kendrita karate haiM to isalie kyoMki vahA~ se hamAre jIvana kA nirmANa huA hai aura jo kamala Aja soyA huA hai vaha kamala punaH jAgrata ho jaae| agara nAbhi-cakra jAgatA hai to zarIra ke sabhI taMtra sakriya aura kriyAnvita ho jAte haiM / nAbhi kA jaganA jIvana kA jaganA hai| isIlie nAbhi kA jaganA itanA mahatva rakhatA hai / nAbhi aura mastiSka ke madhya eka anya mahatvapUrNa kendra hamArA hRdaya hai / nAbhi ke nIce yoga kI bhASA meM jise svAdhiSThAna cakra kahate haiM sarala bhASA meM use nIce kA UrjAcakra kaha sakate haiM, dhyAna ke dvArA use sakriya kiyA jAtA hai aura prayAsa kiyA jAtA hai ki vaha jagakara hamAre hRdaya kA sparza kara jaae| yadi nIce kA svAdhiSThAna cakra Upara taka saMvedanazIla ho jAe kaMTha (vizuddhi cakra / kaMTha maNi) taka sparza kara jAe to yaha hamArI jIvana UrjA kA, hamAre svAdhiSThAna-udAttIkaraNa hogaa| -cakra kA manovijJAna jise udAttIkaraNa kahatA hai, yoga kI bhASA meM vaha UrdhvArohaNa hai| nIce kI cetanA kA Upara kI ora UrdhvArohaNa ho jAnA aura Upara ke tanAva kA nIce kI ora gira jAnA, isI kA nAma jIvana meM yoga - vizuddhi hai / yadi Apake mastiSka meM tanAva hai, bojha hai, do miniTa ke lie ArAma se baiTha jAie aura apane mastiSka ko nIce hRdaya kI ora jhukA dIjie, lagegA tanAva apane Apa thama rahA hai| jo tUphAna dimAga meM uTha rahA thA vaha manda par3a rahA hai| yaha sahaja rUpa se hogA, bilkula sahajatA se / jaba bhI manuSya apane mastiSka ko chor3akara hRdaya meM praviSTa hotA hai, usakA tanAva samApta ho jAtA hai / hamAre jIvana kA paramAtmA bhI mastiSka meM nahIM, hRdaya meM rahatA hai| zraddhA, prema, karuNA sabhI kA nivAsa-sthAna hRdaya hai / manuSya kabhI bhI krodha hRdaya se nahIM karatA lekina prema ! prema to binA hRdaya ke sambhava hI nahIM hai / krodha, rAga, dveSa meM sadA mana sakriya hotA hai lekina prema, ahiMsA, karuNA, bhAIcAre ke mArga para hRdaya sakriya hotA hai / manuSya kA hRdaya jitanA adhika sakriya hogA vaha utanA hI pavitra aura dharmAtmA hogA aura mana kI adhika sakriyatA meM vaha tUphAnI banegA / krodha kiyA mana ne kAma kiyaa| prema kiyA, hRdaya bhara AyA / jo dila cetanA kA UrdhvArohaNa / 36 For Personal & Private Use Only

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ko bhA jAe vahI ThIka / yadi apsarA bhI ho magara dila ko pasanda na Ae to usakA kyA artha ? mana to hajAra bAteM socatA hai lekina hRdaya ! vaha to jahA~ TikA, basa Tika gayA / lagA to lagA hI rahA, socane kA kAma mana kA hai, svIkAra karane kA kAma hRdaya kA hai / hamAre jIvana kA kendra - bindu hamArA hRdaya hai / kintu mana ke sAmane to bhaugolika nakze bhI choTe par3a jAte haiM, itanA bar3A sAmrAjya hai mana kA / mana agara hRdaya ho jAye aura hRdaya agara phUla jaisA khila jAye, to sAdhanA pUrI ho gaI / hRdaya kA khilanA hI samagratA hai| khilA huA hRdaya hI jIvana kA Ananda hai / mana kA sAmrAjya atyanta vistRta hai / mana se adhika saMhAraka zastra koI nahIM hai / isI mana ke sAmane duniyA ke sabhI zAstra baune ho jAte haiM / yaha kATa bhI sakatA hai aura tAra bhI sakatA hai / yadi mana samyaka dizA prApta kara le to apanI pracaNDa UrjA ke dvArA jIvana kI mahAna sambhAvanAoM ko AtmasAt karavA sakatA hai / itanI mahAna sambhAvanAeM ki AdamI apanI una sambhAvanAoM ko dekhakara khuda hI daMga raha jaae| agara acchI sambhAvanA jaga gaI to azoka aura gAMdhI bana jAoge aura burI - hI - burI sambhAvanAeM jagatI rahIM to sTelina aura hiTalara ho jAoge / acchI aura burI sambhAvanA hI to nArI meM mA~ aura premikA kA rUpa dikhAtI hai / hamAre bhItara donoM prakAra kI sambhAvanAeM haiM / 1 mana kI to do hI bhUmikAeM hotI haiM eka tanmayatA aura dUsarI vyagratA / jaba mana tanmayatA se gujaratA hai to hRdaya ho jAtA hai aura vyagratA se gujarane para mana, mana ho jAtA hai / vyagratA ko tanmayatA meM badalA jA sakatA hai| rasamayatA pahalA sUtra hai / dUsarA sUtra mana kA nirIkSaNa karate rahanA hai| agara mana se alaga hokara mana kA pratidina pandraha minaTa nirIkSaNa karo, to mana kI vyagratA, udvignatA zAMta hogii| tIsarA sUtra hai apane vyagra mana ko pyAra kI, maitrI kI, mastI kI bhASA sikhaao| kisI aura ke krodha ko apane lie kasauTI samajho aura apane bhItara krodha na ho, isake lie mana ko prema kI bhASA sikhAo / zAMti se bolane aura socane kA pATha par3ho / mana tumhAre kahane meM nahIM calatA hai, isakA matalaba hai tuma mana ko sahI DhaMga se samajhA na pAye / mana kisI kI yAda meM tar3apatA rahe, mana dina-rAta bematalaba socatA rahe, jhaTa se ubdIgna, vyagra yA kuMThita ho uThe, to yaha hamArA Antarika gaMvArUpana hai / Akhira yaha mana kyA hai ? hamAre bhItara kI cetanA jo bAhara kI ora cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha / 37 For Personal & Private Use Only

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pravAhita hotI hai vahI mana hai / mana kA artha hai saMkalpa-vikalpa karanA, smRti aura cintana karanA, aura kalpanA karate rahanA / saMkalpa kA artha hai bAhya padArthoM ke prati mamatva kA jaganA / vikalpa kA artha hai - maiM sukhI, yA duHkhI hU~, Aha! mujhe pIr3A hai - yahI vikalpa hai / atIta kI bAtoM ko yAda karanA smRti hai / bhaviSya ke bAre meM socate rahanA kalpanA hai| apane vartamAna kI anuprekSA karanA cintana hai / mana kA sambandha traikAlika hai / vaha atIta, bhaviSya aura vartamAna se jur3atA rahatA hai| yadi mana atIta se jur3atA hai to vaha citta se jur3a jAtA hai / bhaviSya kI kalpanA karane para vaha buddhi ke sAtha sAMyogika hotA hai| jaba mana cintana karatA hai, vartamAna meM jItA hai to mana kI samApti ho jAtI hai sirpha buddhi sakriya rahatI hai| hamAre bhItara kI, cetanA kI UrjA jaba citta se saMyukta hotI hai to atIta kI kalpanAeM uTheMgI, bItI huI bAtoM kI yAda aaegii| jaba mana bhaviSya ke sAtha jur3egA to hama sirpha kalpanA karate raha jAeMge / mana AlocanAtmaka hotA hai, kAlika hotA hai / jo vartamAna kI vipazyanA karatA hai, anuprekSA karatA hai, vahI vyakti mUlataH apane Apa meM jI sakatA hai| bIta gayA so bIta gayA aura jo nahIM AyA usake lie phikara kisa bAta kI ? lAkha kozizoM ke bAda bhI batA huA samaya vApasa nahIM aataa| rUThA huA devatA to manAyA jA sakatA hai lekina gayA huA vakta kabhI vApasa nahIM AtA / jo cIja lauTakara nahIM AtI usake lie kyoM svayaM ko itanA lagAnA ? bItA, so, gayA / jo AyA hI nahIM, jo abhI khuda hI, honI ke garbha meM hai, usa kala ke bAre meM kyA itanA socanA ? hama soceMge, sArthaka kareMge apane vartamAna ko / jo apane vartamAna ko sArthaka karatA hai usakA bhaviSya bhI sArthaka hotA hai| jisakA vartamAna hI niSphala hai vaha bhaviSya kaise sArthaka kara pAegA? jisane apane vartamAna ko svarga na banAyA vaha kyA marakara svarga jA pAegA? jo jItA hI narka meM hai vaha mara ke svarga pAe yaha muzkila hai / jIvana ko svarga banAnA hotA hai, dharatI kA mandira banAnA hotA hai, tAnapUre kA saMgIta banAnA hotA hai / na atIta, na bhaviSya; hama jieMge vartamAna meM / hameM jo jIvana milA hai use abhI, Aja aura pUrNa ahobhAva ke sAtha jieNge| hama jitane adhika ahobhAva ke sAtha jieMge utanA hI hamArI lezyAoM kA zuddhikaraNa hogA / svarga-narka, dharma-adharma, pApa-puNya inakA sambandha marane ke bAda nahIM, hamAre jIvita rahate hai| marane ke bAda svarga meM jAeMge yA narka meM, yaha hama nahIM jAnate, cetanA kA UrdhvArohaNa / 38 For Personal & Private Use Only

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lekina itanA to patA hai ki Aja duniyA narka meM jI rahI hai| yadi isa jIvana ko svarga banA sakeM to bahuta balihArI hogii| vartamAna jIvana ko svarga banAnA mahAna kRtapuNyatA hogii| marane ke bAda to saba kucha mATI meM samA jaaegaa| jo honA hogA so hogaa| bhaviSya ko agara svarga banAnA hai, maraNoparAnta svarga pAnA hai to vartamAna ko svarga banAnA hogA, jIte-jI svarga ko upalabdha karanA hogaa| dharma jIvanta honA cAhie, pUrI taraha se caitanya honA caahie| svarga aura naraka citta ke hI alaga-alaga TApU haiN| citta kI saMskAra-dhArA ke sAtha svarga aura naraka bhI sAtha-sAtha calate haiM janma-janmAMtara se, janma-janmAMtara tk| citta kA lezyAmaMDala, manuSya kA bhAvamaMDala nirmala ho, bhItara kA svarga aura bhItara kA maMdira IjAda ho, dhyAna karane ke pIche yahI hetu hai| lezyAmaMDala ke vartuloM ko, usake raMgoM ko pahacAnane ke lie hI nAsAgra para dRSTi-dhyAna karane kI bAta kahatA nAsikAgra para dRSTi kA kendrIkaraNa mahAna sAdhanA hai aura atyanta vaijJAnika hai| jaba koI vyakti dRSTi ko nAsikAgra para kendrita karatA hai atyanta gaharAI ke sAtha, to jise manovijJAna ne, phraoNyaDa ne oNro kahA hai, jo kiraliyAna phoTogrAphI ke dvArA prApta hotA hai, vaha oNro kisI mazInI yaMtra meM nahIM hamArI apanI dRSTi meM hai| jaba hama atyanta gaharAI aura ekAgratA ke sAtha nAsikAgra para dRSTi kendrita kareMge to vahA~ eka vartula ghUmatA huA dikhAI degaa| hama pahacAneMge ki hamArA raMga kitanA sApha hai yA kitanA kalmaSa bharA hai| ___ mahAvIra ne eka acchA zabda diyA, lezyA / paMtajali ne jise vRtti kahA, mahAvIra usI ko lezyA kahate haiN| lezyA kA artha hotA hai jo ghera le, hama para hAvI ho jAe, jo hameM AzliSTa kara le / vyakti kI vRtti, lezyA jitanI nirmala hotI calI jAtI hai, vikAra-vihIna hotI calI jAtI hai utanI hI adhika vizuddhi aura pavitratA hamArI cetanA meM AtI hai| lezyAeM zuddha aura azuddha donoM prakAra kI hotI haiN| lekina zuddhatA lezyAoM se mukti nahIM hai| lezyAoM kA sambandha raMga ke sAtha jor3A jAtA hai| ve kAlI, nIlI, kabUtarI, gulAbI, pIlI aura sapheda hotI haiN| dhyAna-zivira meM yaha jo zveta vastroM kA prAvadhAna hai, hAlAMki veSabhUSA adhika mahatva nahIM rakhatI, lekina phira bhI zveta, jaise zukla lezyA pratIka hai ki lezyAeM pavitra aura nirmala honI cAhie, aise hI hamArI poSAka bhI utanI hI svaccha aura nirmala honI caahie| jaise hama sapheda vastroM para choTA-sA dAga bhI svIkAra nahIM karate haiM ThIka vaise hI cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/36 For Personal & Private Use Only

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hameM yaha preraNA mile ki hamAre bhItara bhI jarA-sA dAga nahIM laganA caahie| vastra to pratIka haiN| ujjvala svayaM ko banAnA hai| citta ko zAnta karo aura bhItara kI zAMti meM utro| dharatI ko aisI hI zAMti kI jarUrata hai, jo bhItara kI zAMti kA pratibimba bane / dharatI ko bhItara kI ujjvalatA caahiye| bhItara kI vaha gaharI zAMti dharA para lAyI jAnI cAhie | nAsikAgra para dRSTi kendrita karake apanI lezyAoM ko dekhA jA sakatA hai ki Aja hamArI sthiti kyA hai? hama apanI vartamAna sthiti ko dhyAna se jAna sakate haiN| jaba hama dhyAna meM baiThate haiM to apane citta aura mana kA pravAha dRSTi ke dvArA nAka para kendrita karate haiN| hamArA raMga aura rozanI bhItara kI cetanA ke dvArA nAka para AtI hai taba hameM patA calatA hai ki isa samaya hamArA AbhAmaMDala (oNro) kaisA hai! hamArI cetanA kI svacchatA, pavitratA kaisI hai|. yaha eka prakAra kI kiraliyAna phoTogrAphI huI jo hama apanI hI nAsikAgra para dekha sakate haiN| apanI gaharI hotI dRSTi se apanI hI pahacAna / subaha jaba sokara uThate ho to dhyAna se dekho tumheM apane cAroM ora kiraNoM kA samUha, eka AbhAmaMDala dikhAI degaa| hama mahAna saMtoM rahIma, kabIra aura mahAvIra, buddha ke pIche eka AbhAmaMDala ghUmatA huA dekhate haiN| yaha pratIkAtmaka hai| Aja kA vijJAna to kahatA hai yaha AbhAmaMDala per3a-paudhoM ke AsapAsa bhI dekhA jA sakatA hai| AbhAmaMDala kA artha hai hamArI vaha cetanA jo hamAre zarIra ke roma-roma se bAhara kI ora bahatI hai| jisa prakAra zarIra ke chidroM se bAla nikalate haiM, pasInA bahatA hai usI prakAra UrjA bhI bAhara pravAhita hotI hai aura hama jAna jAte haiM ki hamArI cetanA kI kaisI sthiti hai| yaha atyanta vaijJAnika aura manovaijJAnika prakriyA hai| jaba hama apanI dRSTi ko nAsikAgra para kendrita karate haiM taba zvAMsa ke dvArA hama dhIre-dhIre bhItara jAte haiM aura hamArA citta jagatA hai| hama apane mana ko kuredate haiN| jaba hama zAMta hote haiM taba mana ko jagAte haiN| soyA huA cetana tatva jagatA hai, hamArA avacetana mana jagatA hai| isa samaya jo cetana mana dikhAI detA hai vaha bilkula thor3A-sA hotA hai| isase adhika mana aura citta hamAre bhItara soyA huA hai| cetana mana jo hameM bAhara dikhAI detA hai vaha bilkula aisA hai jaise sAgara meM koI dvIpa ubhara kara AyA ho| bAhara jo miTTI-patthara yA bhUmi dikhAI detI hai usase kaI gunA adhika to sAgara meM bhItara samAI rahatI hai| hameM apane mana kI jo anubhUti hotI hai vaha sAgara meM par3e himakhaNDa ke samAna hai jo bAhara kama aura cetanA kA UrdhvArohaNa/40 For Personal & Private Use Only

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samudra ke bhItara adhika hotA hai / ajJAta mana bahuta bar3A hai aura jJAna mana bahuta - bahuta choTA hai| dhyAna-sAdhanA ke dvArA hama apane soye hue mana ko, citta ko kuredate haiM, ukhAr3ate haiM / itanA ukhAr3ate haiM ki citta kI jamIna sApha ho jAtI hai / Upara kI parteM kinAre haTa jAtI haiM / hamAre mana ke, jJAna ke, mastiSka ke, hRdaya ke tantu nizcita rUpa se sakriya kiye jA sakate haiN| apane zarIra ko, zarIra ke bhItara ke zarIra ko kaise sakriya kiyA jA sakatA hai aisA kisI bhI zarIra - vijJAnI ke pAsa sAdhana nahIM hai lekina dhyAna-yoga ke dvArA hama jaba apane antarjIvana meM praveza karate haiM to isase aMga-aMga ko sakriya kara sakate haiM / yaha bilkula vyAvahArika tathya hai / jaba hamane kisI aMgulI para pandraha minaTa taka dhyAna kendrita kiyA aura zarIra kI sampUrNa cetanA aura UrjA ko vahIM kendrita karanA cAhA to nizcita hI aMgulI meM bhI saMvedanA kA ahasAsa hogaa| pratIta hogA jaise yahA~ kucha piNDa ekatrita ho cukA hai| zarIra ke jisa aMga para bhI dhyAna kendrita karoge vaha aMga apane-Apa sakriya ho jAegA / zarIra para dhyAna kendrita karoge to zarIra sakriya hogA aura mana para dhyAna kendrita karoge to mana sakriya hogA / mastiSka para kendrita karane se mastiSka aura cetanA para kendrita karane se cetanA sakriya hogii| hara tattva, hara tantu sakriya ho sakatA hai / hamAre lie pahalI sAdhanA yahI honI cAhie ki hama jo bhI kArya kareM eka-mana ke sAtha kareM / bahu mana, bahurupie hokara koI kAma na kreN| agara bhojana bhI kara rahe hoM, to peTa meM DAlanA hI khAnA na ho, mana se khAnA ho / manoyogapUrvaka kabhI bhojana kiyA? jaba manoyogapUrvaka bhojana karoge to usameM bar3A svAda AegA / bhale hI vaha vastu tIkhI, phIkI yA mIThI kyoM na ho usameM bar3A rasa AegA / usa bhojana ko karane meM bhI bahuta tanmayatA AegI / susvAdu lagegA vaha, phira cAhe usameM mirca-masAlA bhI na ho / eka kAma, eka mana / jaba bhI koI kArya karo pUre mana se karo tAki usakA pUrA-pUrA Ananda bhI le sako / saMta vinobA bhAve ke sambandha meM prasiddha hai ki jaba ve apanI kuTiyA meM jhADU lagA rahe the aura kisI ne pUchA ki bAvA kyA kara rahe ho, to vinobA ne kahA, mAlA gina rahA huuN| jaba ve pauMchA lagA rahe the to phira pUchA ki bAbA kyA kara rahe ho? uttara milA dhyAna kara rahA hU~ / usane kahA Apa jhADU lagAte ho aura kahate ho mAlA gina rahA hU~, pauMchA lagAte ho aura kahate ho dhyAna kara rahA - cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha / 41 For Personal & Private Use Only

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hU~? vinobA ne kahA, hAM maiM jhADU lagA rahA hU~ aura mAlA gina rahA hU~ / jhADU lagAte hue bAvana tinake gire aura maiMne bAvana bAra rAma kA nAma liyA hai| mere lie Aja bAvana bAra ginanA mAlA huI / pauMchA lagAte vakta bIca meM cAra makor3e aura tIna ciMTiyA~ AIM unameM maiMne usI AtmA ko dekhA jo mujhameM haiM / unameM bhI vahI prabhu hai jo mere andara hai / una cIMTI aura makor3oM ko dekhate-dekhate merA dhyAna ho rahA thA / jhADU lagAnA bhI dhyAna ho sakatA hai| jaba tuma cIMTI aura kIr3e meM bhI paramAtmA ko dekha lete ho to dhyAna sadha rahA hai| dhyAna jArI hai / jhADU lagAnA bhI samAdhi ho sakatA hai| dhyAna, karma se, zrama se kabhI vimukha nahIM karatA / yadi dhyAna Apako niSkriya banA de to vaha jIvana ko mRtyu pradAna karegA, UrjA nahIM / hameM to karmaTha honA hai, zramazIla honA hai / Aja dhyAna kiyA to jo kArya kala taka cAra ghaMToM meM karate rahe vaha Aja do ghaMToM meM karo aura zeSa do ghaMToM meM vaha karo jo aba taka nahIM kara pAe / svayaM kA vistAra karo, apanI UrjA kA adhika saMpAdana va samIkaraNa kro| tumhArA likhanA, bolanA, jhADU lagAnA, bhojana karanA sabhI dhyAna ho jaae| jisa dina aisA hogA usa dina tumhArA ghara bhI maMdira ho jAegA / jhADU lagAnA bhI tulasI, candana aura rudrAkSa kI mAlA bana jAegA / aura agara mAlA pheranA hI prabhu-bhakti hai to maNiye lur3hakate jAeMge aura kabIra jaise loga majAka ur3AyeMge 'manavA to cahuM disi phirai' / ginatI pUrI ho jAegI, hala kucha na nikalegA / eka hI kAma hogA yA to rAma kA smaraNa hogA yA mAlA phiregii| agara yaha soco ki mAlA bhI phiratI jAe, eka sau ATha maNiyoM kI ginatI bhI ho jAe, bhagavAna kA nAma bhI ho jAe, nIce Asana bichAkara baiTha gae to sAmAyika bhI ho jAe, par3osa meM kahIM kucha ho rahA ho to usakI tarapha bhI jhAMka liyA jAe, mana bana gayA to kisI se bAta bhI kara lI jAe, agara itanI sArI cIjeM hotI haiM to vaha na dhyAna huA aura na sAmAyika huii| vaha tanmayatA nahIM hamAre mana kI vyagratA hogii| taba vaha dhyAna, zukla dhyAna nahIM, Arta aura raudra dhyAna ho jaaegaa| isalie eka mana aura eka kAma / jo bhI kArya kareMge eka mana se, tana se, vacana se, trividhakAya yoga se kreNge| yaha sUtra dhyAna meM rakhie eka kAma eka mana / yahI vyakti ke lie tanmayatA hai, rasamayatA hai / yadi aisA ho jAe to prabhu kI sevA ho jAegI, prasAda car3hAnA ho jaaegaa| bhojana bhI yaha socakara svIkAra cetanA kA UrdhvArohaNa / 42 For Personal & Private Use Only

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I karo ki yaha maiM nahIM khAtA, apane bhItara jo paramAtmA virAjamAna hai usa paramAtmA ko arghya car3hAtA hU~ / jaba aisA socoge to kabhI bhI bAjArU cATa-pakaur3I nahIM khA paaoge| kabhI tuma bhagavAna ko sigareTa pilA sakate ho ? zarAba, gAMjA-bhAMga pilA sakate ho ki le prabhu bhoga lagA / yaha tumhAre jIvana kA durbhAgya hai ki tumane svayaM meM prabhu na mAnA, dUsare meM prabhu na mAnA / sirpha eka sthAna - vizeSa meM prabhu ko sImita kara diyA ki vaha maMdira, masjida, girajA yA gurudvAre meM hai / vahA~ bhI prabhu hai, avazya hai / lekina asalI prabhu to tuma svayaM ho| isalie bAjAra bhI jAo to yaha mata soco ki bAjAra jA rahA hU~ / soco ki prabhu kI parikramA lagAne maMdira jA rahA huuN| apane zarIra ko bhI paramAtmA kA nivAsa sthAna / maMdira samajho / taba Apa zarIra ko bhI zuddha rkheNge| svaccha sthAna para rahanA pasaMda kreNge| svaccha vAyu-maMDala meM zvAsa leMge, svaccha khAnA khAeMge, svaccha pAnI piieNge| hara cIja meM svayaM hI pavitratA lAne kA prayAsa kareMge / jaba maMdira meM jAte ho to socate ho yahA~ krodha karanA pApa hai lekina jaba tuma svayaM maMdira bana jAoge aura krodha karoge to isase bar3A pApa aura kyA hogA ? maMdira meM jo pApa ho rahA hai usase to zAyada bacA bhI jAo lekina apane-Apa meM jo pApa ho rahA hai usase bacakara kahA~ jAoge ? dUsaroM kI A~kha meM to dhUla jhauMkI jA sakatI hai lekina apanI A~kha meM dhUla jhauMkakara kaba taka jI sakoge ? isalie kahatA hU~ prabhu! apane Apako dIna-hIna- daridra mata mAno / apane meM prabhu mAno / jo hai use bar3e prema se svIkAra kro| dUsaroM ko bhI jo tumhAre yahA~ AyA hai mehamAna mata mAno, samajho prabhu kA hI koI dUsarA rUpa AyA hai / taba maMdira meM jAkara jo prasAda car3hAte ho usase bhI adhika Ananda usa atithi / jIvita paramAtmA ko bhojana karAne meM AegA / jaba apane bacce meM bhI bhagavAna kRSNa kA rUpa dekha loge, usake prati bhI kRSNa jaisI zraddhA karoge tabhI bhagavAna kRSNa ke prati saccI zraddhA kara skoge| maiM yaha nahIM kahatA ki apane bAlaka ko cAMTA mata mAro, maiM to sirpha yaha kahanA cAhatA hU~ ki agara cAMTA mAro to pahale yaha soca lenA ki kyA bhagavAna kRSNa sAmane A jAe aura zaitAnI kareM to cAMTA mAra sakoge? bhagavAna Apake sAmane A jAeM aura unheM gAlI de sakate ho to ina saba logoM ko gAlI denA | agara bhagavAna ko apazabda nahIM kaha sakate to kisI se bhI na kaho / bhagavAna ko pAkara tuma jitane prasanna ho jAoge utane hI prasanna hara kisI se milate-julate uThate-baiThate ho jAo / cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha / 43 For Personal & Private Use Only

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koI milA, prabhu milaa| koI AyA, prabhu aayaa| maiM to aisA hI socatA huuN| bhale hI Ane vAlA apane ko kucha bhI, merA ziSya samajhe, lekina maiM to yahI bhAva rakhatA hU~ ki mere lie prabhu ke rUpa meM A rahA hai aura hara dina prabhu nayA-nayA rUpa lekara A rahA hai| saba rUpoM-AkAroM ke pIche basa vahI eka basatA hai, jItA hai| jaba hama saba jagaha prabhu kA bhAva rakhate haiM taba citta meM vikAra nahIM rhte| phira hamAre lie sAre insAna eka jaise ho jaaeNge| taba nArI aura puruSa kA vikAra bhI ghttegaa| hara vyakti paramAtma svarUpa hogaa| jaba hama maMdira meM pratimA ko virAjita kara usameM paramAtmA ko svIkAra kara sakate haiM to apane meM, aura apane se jur3e logoM meM paramAtmA ko svIkAra kyoM nahIM kara skte| dharatI kA bhagavAna dharatI para hai| hama sabake bhItara vaha virAjamAna hai| merA prema sabake lie hai, ghaTa-ghaTa meM samAye usa prabhu ke lie hai| sabake bhItara jo prakAzamAna prabhu hai, use merA praNAma hai| svIkAra kreN| nmskaar| cetanA kA UrdhvArohaNa/44 For Personal & Private Use Only

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prazna samAdhAna kaI dinoM pUrva jAnabUjhakara eka bhayaMkara galatI ho gii| mana meM bahuta bar3A pachatAvA rahatA hai| dhyAna karane meM bhI hamezA vahI galatI yAda AtI hai to mana khinna ho jAtA hai| abhI taka vaha galatI kisI para jAhira nahIM kI hai| jAhira karane para bahuta adhika parezAnI ho sakatI hai| kRpayA koI yogya sujhAva aura mArgadarzana deveM, jisase mana kI azAnti dUra hokara sukha-sukUna va zAMti mile! priya ..... jI, agara koI galatI jAnabUjhakara huI hai to hama use galatI kaise kaheM? galatI hamezA anajAna meM hotI hai phira bhI agara yaha ahasAsa ho ki yaha galata huA, jAnabUjhakara huA aura dhyAna karate vakta usakI yAda AtI hai, ise maiM Apake lie eka acchA saMketa mAnatA huuN| pahalI bAta, logoM ko prAyaH apanI galatI kA ahasAsa hI nahIM hotaa| agara kisI ko kaho ki tumane amuka galatI kI, vaha mAnegA hI nhiiN| aura ulTA jhallA utthegaa| tumheM hI bhalA-burA kaha baitthegaa| phira yaha to eka galatI yAda A rahI hai lekina jindagI meM jo itanI sArI galatiyA~ kI haiM cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/45 For Personal & Private Use Only

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unakI to koI smRti hI nahIM hai| maiM to kahU~gA cala rahe ho aura anajAne meM koI cIMTI bhI mara gaI to yaha bhI galatI ho gii| ApakI gardana para koI makkhI baiThI hai aura anajAne meM usa para hAtha uThA diyA, bhale hI vaha na marI phira bhI galatI ho gii| galatI honA svAbhAvika hai| manuSya ke jIvana meM bahuta galatiyA~ aura bhUleM bharI par3I haiN| hama apanA dhyAna galatiyoM para na deN| apane jIvana meM adhika guNa aura sadguNa kaise A sakate haiM isa para hama apanA dhyAna kendrita kreN| agara aMdhakAra se jUjhate rahoge to aMdhakAra se kabhI mukta nahIM ho paaoge| aMdhakAra se ubarane ke lie prakAza kI krAnti kI jarUrata hai| eka dIpa jalAo, aMdhakAra apane-Apa mittegaa| galatiyA~ honI svAbhAvika haiM lekina bhaviSya ke lie saMkalpa kIjie maiM galatiyoM ko punaH nahIM doharAUMgA aura agara galatI ho jAe to AMsU mata bhaaie| kyoMki isase koI prAyazcita nahIM hogaa| pahale apanA mana halkA kiijie| jisa para ApakA vizvAsa ho cAhe vaha ApakA mitra ho, parivAra kA sadasya ho, ApakA guru ho use apanI galatI kaha dIjie tAki mana halkA ho jaae| mana halkA kIjie aura apane jIvana meM guNoM kI, prakAza kI krAnti ko adhika se adhika lAne kI ceSTA kiijie| apane avaguNoM ko adhika yAda mata kIjie, apane guNoM ko yAda kIjie aura unheM bar3hAne kA prayAsa kiijie| guNa AeMge, avaguNa svayaM hI haTate cale jaaeNge| prayAsa guNoM ke lie hoM, avaguNoM ke prAyazcita ke lie nhiiN| guNoM kA maMthana kareM, tAki jIvana amRta ho| dIpa jalAeM, tAki aMdhakAra khuda miTe / calo, prakAza kI ora, amRta kI ora, amaratva kI ora / zakti-jAgaraNa hone para Apane svayaM ko atizIghra mukta kara liyA / kyA zaktipAta kI guru kI sAdhanA meM koI upayogitA nahIM? kyA guru kI kRpA kucha nahIM hotI? kyA hama svayaM guru bana jAne ke sakSama ho jAte haiM? pahalI bAta, zakti ke jAgaraNa para svayaM ko Apane atizIghra mukta kara liyaa| baMdhana mujhe pasaMda nhiiN| vaha baMdhana cAhe saMsAra kA ho, parivAra kA ho yA adhyAtma kA bhI kyoM na ho| yaha baMdhana hI to, jisake calate hama kahate haiM yaha merA maMdira, yaha tumhArA maMdira, yaha merI masjida, yaha tumhArA cetanA kA UrdhvArohaNa/46 For Personal & Private Use Only

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gurudvaaraa| dharma ke sAtha hone vAle baMdhanoM ke kAraNa hI digambara aura zvetAmbara do dharma hue| dharma-bandhana ke kAraNa ziyA aura sunnI, proTesTeNTa aura kaitholika, hInayAna aura mahAyAna do dharma hue| aura maiM vaha nahIM hU~ jo svayaM ko Apase bAMdhakara rkhuu| Apa agara baMdhakara rahate haiM to mujhe koI Apatti nahIM hai| lekina maiM khuda ko Apase bAMdhakara rakhU, yaha sambhava nahIM hai| adhyAtma hamezA svataMtratA kI bAta kahatA hai, Atma-svataMtratA kI bAta karatA hai| merA kAma to sirpha itanA hai ki bhItara zakti-jAgaraNa ho jaae| lAkha koziza karane ke bAda bhI agara zakti-jAgaraNa nahIM hotA hai to hI maiM 'zaktipAta' jaisI zaktiyoM kA prayoga karatA hU~ anyathA cAhe thor3A-sA bhI zakti-jAgaraNa kyoM na ho, hamArA apanA maulika honA caahie| guru kA kArya sirpha itanA hotA hai ki bhItara jo garbha dabA huA hai, jo bAlaka soyA huA hai eka miDavAipha kI taraha jarA-sA dhakkA de aura bAhara nikAla de / dAI svayaM bacce ko paidA nahIM krtii| kevala bacce ko paidA karavAne meM madada kara detI hai| guru kA kArya sirpha yaha hai vaha zakti jisase Apa anajAna haiM, abUjha haiM vaha pahelI sulajha jAe aura Apake bhItara cetanA kA jo astitva hai, use bAhara nikAlakara Apako dikhA ske| usa astitva ke sAtha Apa jIvana vyatIta kara sakeM, apane jIvana kA Ananda prApta kara skeN| Apa jAna sakeM ki jIvana kA vAstavika svarUpa kyA hai, Ananda kyA hai, tuma antarataH aura kaise svastha ho sakate ho, kaise svayaM kA svarga IjAda kara sakate ho| guru agara jAnatA hai ki cA~da vaha rahA to vaha aMgulI se izArA karake batA degA ki dekho tumhAre sAmane vaha candramA hai use dekho| aba agara tumheM candramA dikha gayA aura tuma use bhUlakara kevala aMgulI ko yAda rakhoge to baMdhana ho jaaegaa| aTaka jaaoge| maiMne to kabhI Apa sabhI ko apanA ziSya bhI nahIM mAnA hai| Apa apanI ora se mujhe jo mAnate haiM, yaha ApakI mauja! ApakA ahobhAva! maiM to basa, mAnasamitra huuN| eka aisA vyakti jo ApakA kalyANa cAhatA hai| mere lie to Apa sabhI prabhu haiM, aura prabhu hone ke kAraNa Apa sabhI kI prabhutA ko jagAne kA prayAsa kiyA hai| prabhutA jaga jAe, basa itanA kAphI hai| candramA pramukha hai, aMgulI cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/47 For Personal & Private Use Only

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gauNa hai| kauna dikhAtA hai isakA smaraNa rakho to balihArI aura na rakho to isakA jyAdA mUlya nhiiN| apanA kAma to ziSya banAkara use khuda kA dIpaka thamA denA hai| 'appa dIvo bhv'| agara mere hI sahAre calanA hai to kabhI bhI calanA nahIM sIkha paaoge| baccA yaha socatA rahe ki mujhe mAM kI aMgulI pakar3anI hai aura mAM na hogI to maiM nahIM cluuNgaa| mAM kA mUlya hai lekina taba taka jaba taka calanA nahIM siikhe| pAMva meM zakti A gaI phira bacce ko svayaM calanA caahie| guru kA kArya aisA hai jaise koI vyakti tAlAba meM utaranA cAhatA hai to....! to ke prazna-cinha ko kinAre khisakA detA hai aura kahatA hai cintA mata kara maiM tere sAtha huuN| maiMne tujhe pIche pakar3a liyA aba tU pAnI meM utara / vaha pAnI meM utaratA hai, phira DaratA hai| jaise navajAta pakSI kA baccA apane ghoMsale se do kadama Age bar3hAtA hai, phar3aphar3AtA hai ghabarAtA hai aura phira vApasa apane nIr3a meM lauTa AtA hai| vaha ghabarAhaTa, vaha bhaya miTAnA hI merA kAma hai| isalie maiM kahatA hUM pAnI meM nIce utaro maiMne pIche se pakar3a rakhA hai| lekina maiMne pakar3A nahIM thaa| sirpha yaha vizvAsa dilAyA thA, AzvAsana diyA thA ki pIche se pakar3a rakhA hai| pakar3A jarUra thA lekina yaha mata mAna lenA ki maiMne pakar3A thaa| mujhe to sirpha svayaM ko pakar3a kara calanA thaa| isa calane meM agara anya loga bhI sAtha meM aMguliyAM pakar3akara calate hoM to mujhe koI etarAja nhiiN| mujhe to apane dIpa ko jyotirmaya karanA hai aura apanA dIpa jyotirmaya karate samaya mere saMsparza se kucha aura dIpa jyotirmaya ho jAte haiM to yaha jyotirmaya saMgha kA nirmANa huaa| guru to sirpha nIce hAtha rakhatA hai aura kahatA hai hAtha-paira calAo, aba tairanA siikho| vaha hAtha-paira calAtA hai, tairanA sIkha jAtA hai aura acAnaka guru apanA hAtha haTA letA hai| AdamI tairatA rahatA hai isa vizvAsa ke sAtha ki mere nIce guru ke hAtha haiN| guru ne to tairanA sikhAyA aura hAtha haTA diyaa| saMsAra meM do prakAra ke guru hote haiN| eka ve jo apane celoM kI jamAta bar3hAnA cAhate haiN| jaise cilama-cakar3I kI jamAta bar3hatI hai aise celoM kI jamAta bar3ha jAtI hai| ve sirpha ziSyoM kI bhIr3a bar3hAte haiN| khuda to kahIM nahIM pahuMce hote lekina dUsaroM ko pahu~cAnA cAhate haiN| jo khuda nahIM pahuMce hote ve dUsaroM ko bhI kabhI nahIM pahuMcA skte| khuda to gaDDhe meM gireMge cetanA kA UrdhvArohaNa/48 For Personal & Private Use Only

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dUsaroM ko bhI gaDDhe meM le gireNge| mere anusAra isase adhika mithyAvAda aura koI nahIM hai / agara nahIM jAnate spaSTa rUpa se kaha do mere prabhu! maiM yaha nahIM jaantaa| koI vyakti dasa varSa taka tumhAre sAtha cale, apanI zraddhA ko laMgar3I mAre isase to behatara hai tuma isase pahale hI svayaM ko usase alaga kara lo / mere lie baMdhana kA mUlya nahIM hai / mere lie prema kA, sneha kA mUlya hai / 1 ahiMsA kI yahI sakarAtmakatA hai / merA sneha sadaiva Apake sAtha hai / merA tumheM yahI saMdeza hai : 'appa dIpo bhava' / apane dIpa Apa svayaM banie / jaise mere pAsa Akara Apa apane dhyAna ko sAdha lete haiM, jaba utanA hI dhyAna Apa apane ghara meM bhI karane lageMge, vaisI sAdhanA sadhane laga jAegI usa dina ke bAda merI jarUrata nahIM hogii| usake bAda Apako svayaM kI jarUrata hogii| jaba taka aisA nahIM hotA merI anivAryatA Apake lie banI rahegI / aura jaba taka anivAryatA hai, merI sevAeM Apake lie hAjira haiM / kyA jIvana kA lakSya eka hI honA cAhie? yadi eka hI ho to kyA mana meM pachatAvA nahIM rahegA ki hama apanI dUsarI kSamatAoM, pratibhAoM ko dabA gae, ubhAra nahIM pAe ? razmi mAlU, jIvana ke vikAsa ke lie manuSya kA lakSya to eka hI honA caahie| agara dasa lakSyoM taka pahuMcanA cAhoge to kahIM bhI nahIM pahuMca paaoge| kyA Apane apanI mAM se yaha bAta nahIM sunI ki sAta mAmAoM kA bhAneja bhUkhA rahatA hai / sAta mArga ho sakate haiM lekina maMjila to hara pagaDaMDI kI eka hI hotI hai / agara eka mArga se jA rahe ho aura dUsarI ora jAne kI icchA bhI ho jAe, to usa mArga kA Ananda bhI le AnA, para lakSya kA hamezA smaraNa rakhanA / jIvana ke mArga se gujarate hue dasa rAstoM ko apanA bhI baiThe to koI khatarA nahIM agara lakSya vismRta na kiyA / lakSya hI agara cUka gayA to bhale hI sIdhe rAste para bhI cale jAoge kahIM nahIM pahuMcoge / lakSya nirantara smaraNa rakhanA cAhie / eka samrATa dasa hajAra rAniyoM ke bIca rahakara, rAjya meM aparAdha aura daNDa kI vyavasthA kAyama karane ke bAvajUda vaha svayaM kI mukti kA lakSya rakhanA cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha / 46 For Personal & Private Use Only

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cAhatA hai to rakha sakatA hai| vyakti saba kucha karate hue bhI agara usakA lakSya mukti hai to vaha hara tattva se mukti hAsila kara legaa| aisA huA bhagavAna mahAvIra ke ziSya hue nandisena / nandisena bhagavAna ke pAsa pahuMce, unakA upadeza sunaa| upadeza sunakara kahane lage prabhu maiM Apake mArga para calanA cAhatA huuN| ApakA saMyama-patha svIkAra karanA cAhatA huuN| bhagavAna ne kahA nandisena abhI jaldI nahIM hai ArAma se svIkAra krnaa| lekina nandisena apanI bAta para ar3a gayA ki mujhe to yaha mArga svIkAra karanA hI hai| bhagavAna ne kahA agara aisI bAta hai to jarUra svIkAra kro| para pahale apane mAtA-pitA se anumati le aao| aisA kahakara nandisena ko ravAnA kiyaa| mahAvIra ke pramukha ziSya gautama ne pUchA, bhagavan Apane pahale to nandisena ko manA kiyA aura bAda meM Apa hI ne kaha diyA acchA dIkSA le lo| kahIM koI saMzaya thA? mahAvIra ne kahA, haaN| abhI to isake mana meM bahuta tIvra bhAva hai ki maiM muni banUM, sAdhU-zramaNa bnuuN| lekina isake jIvana kI niyati, jIvana ke saMyoga Ane vAle kala meM aise ho jAeMge ki ise apane gRhasthAzrama kA sevana karanA pdd'egaa| gautama ne kahA, prabhu jaba Apa jAnate haiM ki yaha gRhasthI kA punaH sevana karegA to Apane anumati kaise de dI? bhagavAna bole, vatsa yaha bhale hI gRhastha kA sevana kare, yA eka bAra mArga se phisala bhI jAe lekina Aja isakI jo zraddhA banI hai aura jIvana-lakSya kA nirmANa huA hai yahI lakSya ise punaH isI mArga para le aaegaa| bhale hI yaha duniyA kI nigAha meM phisalA huA kahalAe lekina Aja isakI jo zraddhA hai vahI zraddhA usa duzcAritra se samyak cAritra para lAkara khar3A kara degii| bhagavAna RSabhadeva ke maMDapa meM jaba aisI hI carcA calI ki samrATa vizva-vijetA bharata kI marane ke bAda kaunasI gati hogii| RSabha ne kahA yaha isI janma meM mukti prApta kara legaa| logoM ne socA, jo vyakti samrATa hai, itane pApa aura anAcAra karatA hai, jisa vyakti ke dvArA itanI sArI rAniyoM kA poSaNa hotA hai, sAre sAmrAjya meM itane daNDa diye jAte haiM, kyA vaha isI jIvana meM nirvANa aura mokSa ko upalabdha ho sakegA? bharata cakravartI ke kAnoM taka yaha bAta phuNcii| bharata ne usa vyakti ko bulAyA aura kahA maiM tumheM tela se bharA huA kaTorA detA huuN| tuma isa kaTore ko cetanA kA UrdhArohaNa/50 For Personal & Private Use Only

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lekara pUrI ayodhyA nagarI meM ghUmakara aao| Aja maiMne nagara ko bahuta sajavAyA aura zaMgArita kiyA hai, dekhakara Ao ki tumheM saba se sundara-acchI cIja kauna sI lgii| tumheM kauna sI zRMgArita vastu pasanda AtI hai| para eka bAta dhyAna meM rakhanA, tumheM saba kucha dekhane kI chUTa hai basa zarta eka hI hai ki kaTore meM se eka bUMda bhI tela na chlke| agara eka bUMda bhI gira gaI to tumhAre sAtha cAra subhaTa cala rahe haiM, gardana para talavAra A jaaegii| vaha claa| subaha se zAma taka pUre nagara meM calakara, ghUmakara, usake bIca jIkara AyA aura zAma jaba samrATa ne pUchA kyA dekhA? usane kahA, sirpha kaTorA; sivA kaTore ke aura kucha bhI nhiiN| agara hamAre pAsa jIvana kA koI bhI lakSya hai to cAhe jahA~ jAo, cAhe jaise jio| jInA hai bahuta utsAha bahuta Ananda aura bahuta utsava ke sAtha jInA hai| agara hama jIvana kA lakSya nirdhArita karate haiM to eka lakSya banAne se hamArI dUsarI kSamatAeM naSTa nahIM hoMgI, unakA damana nahIM hogaa| varan hamArA lakSya, hamAre saMkalpa, hamArI damita pratibhAoM aura kSamatAoM ko, yogyatAoM ko aura adhika jgaaeNge| ve hamAre lakSya ko pUrA karane meM adhika sahAyaka hoNge| mArga cAhe jitane baneM lakSya eka ho jIvana ke vikAsa kaa| aba yaha Apako nirdhArita karanA hai ki Apake jIvana kA mUla lakSya kyA honA caahie| sAre loga binA lakSya ke jIte haiM, jI rahe haiN| subaha hotI hai, zAma hotI hai, jindagI yUM hI tamAma hotI hai| vahI vyakti asalI jIvana jItA hai jisane apanA lakSya banAyA aura lakSya ke prati saMkalpita hai, samarpita hai, sarvatobhAvena ImAnadArI ke sAtha apane lakSya ke lie prayala karatA hai| nizcita rUpa se vaha lakSya ke nikaTa pahuMcatA hai| saphalatA usake caraNa cUmatI hai| Aja prAtaHkAla dhyAna meM Apake caraNoM kA sparza karane para mujhe mastiSka meM nIle gole aura phira usa nIle gole meM agni gole ke A jAne kA anubhava huaa| kisa kAraNa aisA dikhAI diyA thA? use apane jIvana meM maiM kisa rUpa meM svIkAra karU~? jaba kisI bhI vyakti ke bhItara apane guru ke sparza ke kAraNa koI bhI cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/51 For Personal & Private Use Only

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raMga, koI bhI prakAza prakaTa hotA hai to isakA apanA artha aura mUlya hai| dhyAna-mArga se gujarate hue Apako kaI raMga dikhAI de sakate haiM, prakAza dikhAI de sakatA hai| pratyeka raMga bhinna artha rakhatA hai, Apake vyaktitva ko pratibimbita karatA hai| yadi guru ke sparza se sapheda raMga dikhAI de, zveta prakAza, zveta phUla yA phala dikhAI detA hai to isakA artha hai ki guru ne Apako aura jyAdA nirmala, pavitra aura premamaya hone kA AzIrvAda diyA hai| agara lAla raMga dikhAI de to isakA artha huA ki unhoMne Apako aura jyAdA jJAnamaya hone kA AzIrvAda diyA hai| nIlA raMga dikhAI dene kA artha yaha hai ki tumhAre aMdara jo kaluSitatAe~ thIM, una kaluSitatAoM ko guru ne haraNa kara liyA aura, aura jyAdA nirmala hone kA AzIrvAda tumane paayaa| zaMkara nIlakaMTha kahalAte haiN| nIlA golA zaMkara kA pratIka hotA hai| jaba bhI manuSya ke bhItara kA jahara jagatA hai aura guru se amRta milatA hai, to jahA~ jahara aura amRta kA milana hotA hai, vahIM nIlA raMga prakaTa hotA hai| isalie mere priya vipinajI! Apako nIle raMga ke prakAza kA darzana honA, jahara aura amRta kA mizraNa thaa| acchA hogA yaha nIlA raMga aura nikharatA calA jaae| bAda meM dikhAI dene vAlA harA raMga ApakI pragati ke lie, Apake kalyANa ke lie hai| bhItara kA pradUSaNa khatma huaa| aMtara nirmala huaa| yaha jIvana ke lie, sAdhanA ke lie zubha cinha hai| adhyAtma-sAdhanA meM apane caraNa aura prayatna aura Age bddh'aaeN| merI zubhakAmanAeM Apake sAtha haiN| bahuta-bahuta prema / cetanA kA UrdhvArohaNa/52 For Personal & Private Use Only

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4 paramAtmA : cetanA kI parAkASThA mere priya Atman! dhyAna kA uddezya hamAre antara jagata meM base hue zaitAna ko pahacAnanA aura bhItara chipe hue paramAtmA ko pragaTa karanA hai / jo jIvana hameM dikhAI de rahA hai, isa jIvana ke pIche eka aura aisA jIvana ruMdhA par3A hai jisase hama sabhI anajAna haiM / dhyAna kA kArya hameM usa anajAna tattva se paricita karAnA hai, usa ajJeya aura ajJAta se sAkSAtkAra karAnA hai, svayaM ke astitva, vartamAna aura brahmarUpa ko AtmasAta karavAnA hai / yaha vyakti ke lie tabhI hogA jaba vaha vastuniSTha vyaktitva ko prayogadharmI mArga se gujaaregaa| mahAvIra kA prasiddha vacana hai 'vatthu sahAvo dhammo' / vastu kA svabhAva hI dharma hai| mahAvIra ke lie dharma kI itanI hI paribhASA hai ki vastu kA jo vyaktitva hai vaha vyaktitva hI dharma kA artha hai| yaha vyaktitva tabhI mukhara hotA hai jaba vaha apane svabhAva ko pahacAnane ke lie prayAsa karatA hai| jaba-jaba vyakti apane svabhAva meM hotA hai taba-taba cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha / 53 For Personal & Private Use Only

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vaha dharma meM hotA hai| yadi koI pazu hai to usakA pazu honA usakA vyaktitva hai aura pazutA meM jInA usa pazu kA dharma hai| zaitAna kI zaitAniyata, insAna kI insAniyata aura bhagavAna kI bhagavattA kA pragaTa honA unakA dharma hai| Aga kA dharma jalAnA hai, pAnI kA dharma ThaMDA karanA hai| hara vastu apane-apane svabhAva meM hai| svabhAva hI dharma hai| per3a-paudhe, pahAr3a, pazu-pakSI saba tattva apane-apane dharma ke anusAra cala rahe haiM taba insAna insAna ke rUpa meM zaitAna kyoM ho rahA hai? insAna kA pazu yA zaitAna ke rUpa meM honA hI usakA vidharma hai| yadi Apa apane svabhAva meM A jAeM, paramAtmA na bhI bana pAeM lekina insAna bana jAeM, bahuta hai| insAna kI bhalAI, pragati aura astitva isI bAta meM hai ki vaha pUrI taraha insAna banA rhe| jaise hama bAhara se insAna haiM vaise hI hameM bhItara se bhI insAna honA caahie| insAna kI zAna isI meM hai| manuSya jaba apane manuSyatva ke karIba pahuMcatA hai taba vaha apanI bhagavattA ke karIba pahuMcatA hai| merA prayAsa hai ki manuSya, manuSya ke aura adhika karIba aae| manuSya agara paramAtmA ke nikaTa AtA hai to yaha usakA akhaNDa saubhAgya hai, para jaba vaha svayaM ke nikaTa AtA hai to apane dharma ke nikaTa A rahA hai| yaha nizcita hai ki hara bIja meM vRkSa hone kI sambhAvanA rahatI hai aura jaise hara bIja vRkSa ho sakatA hai, aise hI hara manuSya bhagavAna bhI ho sakatA hai| manuSya ananta sambhAvanAoM kA svAmI hai| jaise bIja vRkSa kA svAmI hai, vaise hI manuSya bhagavattA kA svAmI ho sakatA hai| bIja vRkSa to honA cAhatA hai lekina bahuta ghabarAtA bhI hai ki kahIM TUTa gayA to? lekina vRkSa hone ke lie to bIja ko TUTanA hI hogA, jamIna meM bhI dhaMsanA hogA, khAda-pAnI bhI juTAnA hogaa| jaba sArI cIjeM upalabdha ho jAeMgI taba kahIM bIja vaTa-vRkSa banatA hai| iMsAna apane ahaMkAra ko bhI jIvita rakhe aura sarvakAra bhI ho jAe, yaha sambhava na hogaa| bUMda miTe to hI sAgara meM samA sakatI hai, sAgara ho sakatI hai| jaba taka bUMda bUMda banI rahegI taba taka sAgara nahIM ho sktii| jaba vaha sAgara meM samA jAegI vo ananta, virATa ho jaaegii| tuma guru ke pAsa jAkara apanA jJAna baghArate ho| apanI zAstrIya cetanA ko Aropita karate ho to guru ke pAsa jAne kA koI artha na hogaa| agara tarka-vitarka hI karanA hai to kisI paMDita aura maulavI ko DhUMDha lo| guru ke pAsa jAkara to sAre tarka aura vitarka samApta ho jAne caahie| hamArI jo mAnyatAeM haiM paramAtmA : cetanA kI parAkASThA/54 For Personal & Private Use Only

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unheM hI bacAkara rakhanA hai, unakA hI paripoSaNa karanA hai to bahuta se kendra haiM vahA~ taka pahuMca sakate haiN| guru ke pAsa tarka nahIM hotaa| guru ke pAsa jJAna samyak hotA hai| jaba koI tarkajAla meM jAtA hai, to vaha samyak jJAna se dUra hotA hai| jaba koI tarka karatA hai taba vaha apanI socI huI bAta ko, apanI mAnyatA ko dUsare para Aropita karanA cAhatA hai| agara usake mana ke, tarka ke anusAra bAta hogI taba vaha khuza ho jAegA anyathA adhika vitarka meM AegA, jalpa ho jAegA, vitaNDAvAda khar3A kregaa| jJAna tarka meM nahIM, paramAtmA tarka meM nhiiN| paramAtmA zabda meM nahIM, zabda ke pIche chipe bhAva meM hai, artha meM hai| vahI sArthakatA hai| vaha adRzya ke artha meM hai| bIja vRkSa ho sakatA hai agara cAhe to| insAna bhI bhagavAna ho sakatA hai bazarte vaha bhagavAna honA caahe| lekina vaha bahuta bhayabhIta hotA hai| socatA hai, kyA jarUrata hai bhagavAna banane kii| vaha kabhI kalpanA bhI nahIM kara sakatA ki maiM bhI mahAvIra ho sakatA huuN| maiM bhI kRSNa, rAma aura rahIma ho sakatA huuN| agara kisI ko kaho ki tuma mahAvIra ho sakate ho to vaha kahegA asambhava hai, mahAvIra honA bahuta kaThina kAma hai| basa mahAvIra hI mahAvIra ho ge| taba tuma mahAvIra nahIM bana paaoge| natIjatana tuma mahAvIra ke pAMvoM meM jAkara jhuka jAoge, praNAma kara loge, namaskAra karoge lekina mahAvIra nahIM ho paaoge| mahAvIra kabhI nahIM kahate ki tuma saba mere bhakta ho jaao| unhoMne yahI cAhA ki saba mahAvIra ho jaaeN| ve nahIM kahate ki tuma mujhe bhagavAna ke rUpa meM dekho, ve kahate haiM tuma svayaM meM hI bhagavAna dekho| so'haM / tumhAre bhItara vahI bhagavAn hai, yaha sadA bodha rkho| mahAvIra kA bhakta hone se koI mahAvIra nahIM ho sakatA lekina mahAvIra hone se mahAvIra ho sakatA hai| rAma nAma kI cadariyA or3hane se rAma nahIM huA jAtA, rAma hone se hI rAma ho sakatA hai| 'buddhaM zaraNaM gacchAmi' kA smaraNa karane se koI vyakti buddha nahIM hotaa| jaba taka sambodhi hAsila nahIM hogI koI bhI buddhatva ke dvAra para dastaka nahIM de sktaa| agara kisI bIja ko vRkSa honA hai to use pAne kA prayatna karanA hogaa| jamIna meM dhaMsanA hogaa| logoM kI najaroM meM bevakUphI aura pAgalapana kA kAraNa huA bhI khlaaoge| jaba-jaba isa duniyA meM kisI ko satya aura samyaktva upalabdha huA, AtmadRSTi aura Atma-jyoti prApta huI, duniyA use sadA pAgala hI kahatI rhii| loga tumheM hI pAgala nahIM kaheMge, unhoMne mahAvIra ko bhI pAgala kahA isalie zikArI kutte chodd'e| unheM bevakUpha kahA isalie kAnoM meM kIleM tthoNkiiN| krAisTa ko kraoNsa para laTakA diyA gyaa| cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/55 For Personal & Private Use Only

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sArI duniyA jise gadhA samajhatI hai aura jo gadhe kI gAlI ko bar3e hI prema se svIkAra kara sakatA hai, vahI vyakti AtmadRSTi se sampanna huA kahalAtA hai| vahI samyakva ko upalabdha huA kahalAtA hai| Apa svayaM kRSNa, mahAvIra, buddha ho sakate haiN| buddhatva kI punarAvRtti honI hI caahie| hama agara paramAtmA na bhI bana pAe, AtmA bhI bane raha gae, antarAtmA bhI pUrI taraha bane raha gae to bhI samajhanA ki kAphI kucha bana ge| maMjila kA lambA phAsalA pAra kara liyaa| paramAtmA ko khojane ke do hI mArga haiN| duniyA bhara ke jitane bhI dharma, mAnyatAeM yA paramparAeM haiM unako ina donoM mArgoM meM samAhita kiyA jA sakatA hai| prabhu ko pAne kA pahalA mArga hai tuma svayaM paramAtmA ho jAo yA jo paramAtmA haiM unake prati pUrNa samarpita ho jaao| yA to tuma sAgara ho jAo yA phira bUMda ko sAgara meM samAhita kara ddaalo| gaMgA jo baha rahI hai vaha gaMgAsAgara meM vilIna hokara virATa ho jAe yA gaMgotrI kI ora yAtrA karake apane mUla astitva meM lauTa aae| apane astitva kA vistAra hI manuSya kA vardhamAna rUpa hai aura apane astitva kA pratikramaNa hI mahAvIratva hai| apane astitva ke vistAra kA nAma hI brAhmaNatva hai aura astitva kA saMgopana hI kSatriyatva hai| jo apane pauruSa meM vizvAsa rakhatA hai vaha kSatriya hai| jo paramAtmA meM vizvAsa rakhatA hai vaha brAhmaNa hai| jo apane mana para vizvAsa rakhatA hai vaha vaizya hai aura jo vyakti apanI deha ke prati Asakti rakhatA hai vaha zUdra hai| janma se to hara koI zUdra hotA hai| brAhmaNa bhI janma se to eka artha meM zUdra hI hotA hai| brAhmaNatva to arjita karanA par3atA hai| sau meM se pAMca-dasa loga hI brAhmaNa ho pAte haiM, karmajAta brAhmaNa / aisA brAhmaNa to, zUdra bhI ho sakatA hai| brAhmaNa-kula meM janma lene vAlA zUdra ho sakatA hai aura zUdra kula meM janma lekara bhI apane karmayoga dvArA brAhmaNa huA jA sakatA hai| apane hI pauruSa ke dvArA jaba taka kSatriyatva nahIM AegA, rAjapUtAnA lau nahIM jagegI taba taka koI bhI brAhmaNa aura brahma nahIM ho skegaa| brahma meM jIne vAlA hI brAhmaNa hai| brAhmaNatva kA upArjana karanA par3atA hai| yaha manuSya kA dUsarA janma hai, apane hI pauruSa se apane ko hI diyA gayA punarjanma hai| ___ paramAtmA ko pAne kA pahalA mArga to yahI hai ki tuma svayaM paramAtmA ho jaao| na paramAtmA kI koI bhakti, na stuti, na prazaMsA, na yazagAna / tuma svayaM hI paramAtmA banoge yahI eka mAtra saMkalpa rahatA hai| mahAvIra, buddha aura pataMjali jaise loga to svayaM hI paramAtmA hone meM vizvAsa rakhate haiN| ve kahate haiM paramAtmA paramAtmA : cetanA kI parAkASThA/56 For Personal & Private Use Only

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ke prati to vaha jhukegA jisakA svayaM kA Atmabala yA bAhUbala nahIM hai| lekina dUsarA mArga paramAtmA ke prati samarpita ho jAne kA hai, apane ahaMkAra ke mastaka ko namA dene kA hai| isa mArga para calane vAle loga agara maMdira jAte haiM to jahA~ jUte kholate ho vahA~ apane ahaMkAra ko bhI apane dimAga se utArakara rakha diijiegaa| ahaMkAra ko sAtha le gae to maMdira jAnA nahIM ho paaegaa| eka mArga rAma kA hai, dUsarA mArga mahAvIra kA hai| eka mArga mIrA kA hai, dUsarA zaMkarAcArya kA hai| eka mArga caitanya mahAprabhu kA hai dUsarA mArga gorakhanAtha aura Anandaghana kA hai| eka mArga rAmakRSNa kA hai aura dUsarA mArga una logoM kA hai jo svayaM hI paramAtmA hone meM vizvAsa rakhate haiN| mIrA kA mArga ahobhAva kA hai aura Anandaghana kA mArga ahoyoga kA hai| jo bhAvanAoM meM jIte haiM unake lie mIrA kA mArga hai, zeSa ke lie Anandaghana aura gorakhanAtha kA mArga hai | mIrA, caitanya kA mArga bar3A sarala hai| jhuka gae, ahaMkAra namA diyA, natamastaka ho gae, paramAtmA kI AbhA hamAre bhItara pragaTa hone laga jaaegii| jaba hama svayaM hI paramAtmA ho jAeMge, hamAre bhItara paramAtma-svarUpa pragaTa hogA taba duniyA ke zAstra to hoMge hI, hamArI apanI vANI bhI zAstra ho jaaegii| jaba koI svayaM hI sadguru, tIrthaMkara yA paramAtmA ho jAegA taba mahAvIra RSabha, paMtajali yA buddha kI vANI hI zAstra nahIM hogI, apitu usakI vANI bhI zAstra ho jaaegii| paramAtmA to hamArA svabhAva siddha adhikAra hai| paramAtmA ko khojanA nahIM hotA, svayaM paramAtmamaya honA hotA hai| apane meM aura dUsare meM paramAtmA ko dekhane kI grahaNazakti ko pragaTa karanA hotA hai| jaba koI svayaM meM apane prabhu ko dekhatA hai to usakI dInatA kI graMthi samApta ho jAtI hai| yaha bhAva samApta ho jAtA hai ki maiM dIna-hIna-garIba-choTA yA daridra huuN| jaba vyakti dUsare meM prabhu mAnegA to bhItara ke ahaMkAra kI graMthi ki maiM auroM se var3A, maiM dUsaroM kA guru| yaha gurutA kI graMthi samApta ho jaaegii| jaba koI dUsare ko prabhu mAna rahA hai to gurutva kA ahaMkAra pragaTa hI kaise hogA? java vyakti hara kisI meM paramAtmA ko svIkAra karatA hai to usake bhItara se asamAnatA kI graMthi ki yaha choTA, yaha bar3A, UMcA-nIcA, kAlA-gorA, aMgreja-hindustAnI, Arya-anArya isa prakAra kI sArI asamAnatAeM calI jAtI haiM aura tava vaha sabhI ke sAtha sammAnanIya vyavahAra kregaa| naukara-mAlika kA bheda samApta ho jaaegaa| mAnavatA ke dharAtala para tabhI sahI arthoM meM sAmyavAda kI sthApanA hogii| paramAtmA ko mAnanA nahIM hai, use jAnanA, pahacAnanA aura darzana karanA hai| cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/57 For Personal & Private Use Only

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maMdira, masjida aura gurudvAre meM jAkara hama paramAtmA ko mAna bhI Ate haiM ki hamane prabhu ko namaskAra kara liyaa| masjida meM jAne se khudA ko aura maMdira meM jAkara paramAtmA ko mAnA to jA sakatA hai lekina jAnA nahIM jA sktaa| jAnanA to tabhI hogA jaba hamAre prAyogika jIvana meM hama hara kisI meM paramAtma-svarUpa kA nirIkSaNa kreNge| hamAre vyavahAra meM, hamArI dRSTi meM, hamArI vANI meM, hamAre cintana meM, jahA~ sarvatra prabhutA pragaTa hotI hai vahIM para paramAtmamaya jIvana banatA hai| agara mAnane se hI paramAtmA mila jAe to eka aMdhA vyakti prakAza ke bAre meM mAnatA to bahuta hai, prakAza ke bAre meM bAteM bhI kara sakatA hai, zAstra bhI sunA sakatA hai lekina itane mAtra se vaha paramAtmA aura prakAza ko jAna nahIM letaa| prakAza, prakAza hai| yaha prakAza unhIM ko milatA hai jinake bhItara apanI antaradRSTi hotI hai| zeSa ke lie to paramAtmA sirpha eka zabda hai, eka paramparA se, rur3hi se AyA huA zabda hai, kahIM koI jIvaMtatA nahIM hai| agara tuma mujhameM aura maiM tumameM paramAtmA nahIM dekha sakatA to mandira aura masjida jAkara bhI paramAtmA nahIM dekhA jA sktaa| maMdira meM jAkara vahA~ patthara kI pratimA dikhAI degI, paramAtmA kI pratimA dikhAI nahIM degii| isalie jIvaMtatA caahie| itanI jIvaMtatA ki hamArA jIvana hI paramAtmamaya ho jaae| sabameM prabhu ko dekhanA, yaha sUtra hai| paramAtmA kI yAda unhIM ko AtI hai jinake antaraghaTa meM usakI pyAsa jaga gaI hai| apane hI banAe paramAtmA ke sAmane prArthanA karane se kucha nahIM hogaa| usa paramAtmA kI prArthanA aura arcanA karo jisane tumhArA nirmANa kiyA hai| apane banAye paramAtmA kI prArthanA karoge? yA usa paramAtmA kI prArthanA karoge jisane tumhArA sRjana kiyA hai? sarvadizA meM paramAtmA hai| cAroM ora vaha hai| per3a-paudhe, pattI, pahAr3a saba jagaha para hai lekina vaha hamAre apane hI paramAtmA kA pratibimba rUpa hai| tuma paramAtmA ko bhI bAhara hI DhUMDhate ho| agara bAhara hI paramAtmA ko DhUMDhate rahe, sukha kI, Ananda kI, mahAjIvana kI talAza karate rahe to bAhara prakRti hai aura bhItara puruSa hai| bAhara kudarata hai aura andara paramAtmA hai| paramAtmA kI yAtrA atIndriya hotI hai| jaba hamArI pravAhAtmaka cetanA avaruddha aura zAnta ho jAtI hai, jahA~ indriyA~ vyartha ho jAtI haiM vahIM dhyAna sArthaka hotA hai| jahA~ indriyA~ aura mana nirarthaka ho jAte haiM vahIM dhyAna sArthaka hotA hai| isalie yaha mana aura indriyoM ke pAra kI atIndriya yAtrA hai| kevala bAhara hI DhUMDhate rahe apane bhItara na DhUMDhA paramAtmA ke sukha ko, to pariNAma yaha hogA ki tuma jahA~ DhUMDhane jAoge, paramAtmA : cetanA kI parAkASThA/58 For Personal & Private Use Only

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jahA~ se jA rahe ho aura jahA~ para jA rahe ho vahA~ pahu~coge, lekina jahA~ pahuMca rahe ho vahIM dUsarA AdamI khar3A hai / vaha bhI paramAtmA ko khojane ke lie apanI yAtrA prArambha kara rahA hai| usase pUcho kahA~ jAte ho, vaha kahegA vahIM para jahA~ se tuma Aye ho| phira to pahalA vyakti dUsare sthAna para aura dUsarA vyakti pahale sthAna para paramAtma-svarUpa ko DhUMDhatA phiregaa| tuma vahA~, vaha yahA~ / paramAtmA yahA~ bhI hai aura vahA~ bhI / jahA~ tuma ho, vahIM paramAtmA hai / paramAtmA tumhArI AtmA kI AbhA hai, cetanA kI parAkASThA hai / paramAtmA kI yAtrA indriyoM se nahIM, atIndriya hotI hai / indriyoM se hama prakRti kI yAtrA kara sakate haiM, padArtha kA anubhava kara sakate haiM / paramAtmA dehAtIta sthiti hai, indriyAtIta sthiti hai / indriyoM kA sukha anantaH indriyoM kA hI hai / tava manuSya ko sukha indriyoM meM milegA / apanI khopar3I kA kacarA vaha dUsare meM bharanA cAhegA aura dUsare kI khopar3I kA kacarA apane meM bharegA, sirpha sthAnAntaraNa ho jaaegaa| samApana nahIM hogA kacare kA, kaSAya kA / isalie jaba koI vyakti bahuta tanAva meM hotA hai, ghabarA jAtA hai, to apane par3osI ke ghara jAkara apanI vyathA sunAtA hai aura abhI usakI vyathA-kathA samApta bhI nahIM ho pAtI ki par3osI apanI rAma - kahAnI sunAne laga jAtA hai / tuma usako rote ho aura vaha tumako rotA hai / hAlata bilkula aisI ho jAtI hai ki jaba akabara aura bIrabala donoM gaDDhe meM gira jAte haiN| eka kIcar3a ke gaDDhe meM giratA hai aura eka amRta ke gaDDhe meM, aura donoM eka dUsare ko cATate phirate haiM / tuma apanI khopar3I kA kacarA dUsare ke ghara meM DAlate ho aura dUsare kA apane ghara meM le Ate ho / tumane yaha bAta to sIkha lI ki pAnI ubAlakara, chAna kara, prAsuka pAnI pio / jaba binA chAnA pAnI pInA tuma adharma samajhate ho to binA samajhe, binA soce - vicAreM kisI ke vicAroM ko apane dimAga meM le lete ho kyA yaha adharma nahIM huA ? kisI ke vicAroM ko bhI prAsuka karake svIkAra kro| bolane kA haka to sabhI ko hai, lekina utanA hI svIkAra karo jitanA sArthaka ho / 'sAra - sAra ko gahi rahe, thothA deI udd'aay|' una vicAroM ko grahaNa karo jinase ApakI vaicArika zakti bddh'e| unhIM vicAroM ko svIkAra karo jinase ApakI mAnasikatA nirmala aura tanAvamukta bane / ve vicAra svIkArya haiM, jo vyAvahArika hoM, tumheM pravuddha bnaae| yadi tuma kisI ke pAsa jAte ho aura vahA~ niMdA ke zabda milate haiM to vahA~ jAne kA kyA artha huA ? hamArI sArI yAtrA indriyoM kI hai / hama bAhara dekhate haiM, sunate haiM, pasaMda cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha / 56 For Personal & Private Use Only

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karate haiN| Aja subaha eka mahilA kaha rahI thI jaba dhyAna karate haiM to AsapAsa kyA ho rahA hai bahuta sunAI detA hai / tuma yahA~ ar3osa - par3osa ko sunane Ae ho yA svayaM ko dekhane-sunane Ae ho / AsapAsa se matalaba hai yA apane Apa se matalaba hai? yaha samUha to isalie hai ki samUha meM saba kucha hotA rahe lekina phira bhI tuma apane meM jI sako aura svayaM ko dekha-suna sko| jaba dhyAna meM koI anubhUti ho jAe to aise logoM se mata kaho jo svayaM hI aparipakva sthiti meM jIte haiN| agara kaha doge to loga tuma para hNseNge| tumhArI khillI ur3AyeMge, majAka bnaaeNge| aparipakva logoM ko apanA anubhava sunAoge to tumhArA anubhava bhI AdhA-adhUrA ho jaaegaa| maiM dekhatA hU~ loga bahuta khillI ur3Ate haiM / merI dRSTi meM to dUsare kI khillI ur3Ane se bar3A pApa aura koI nahIM hai| kisI ke sAtha majAka, manovinoda to kiyA jA sakatA hai, lekina kisI kI khillI ur3Ane kA adhikAra Apako nahIM hai / kisI ke sAtha saMvAda karane kA adhikAra to hai, para gAlI dene kA nahIM / kisI se prema karane kA, pucakArane kA, gAla para hAtha pherane kA haka to hai lekina cA~TA mArane kA haka nahIM hai / prema de sakate ho to do, saMvAda kara sakate ho to karo, lekina kisI kI khillI to mata udd'aao| salIkA rakho, adaba rakho / salIke kA majAka acchA, karIne kI haMsI acchI ajI, jo dila ko bhA jAe vahI basa dillagI acchI / haMsI majAka kucha bhI ho lekina eka sabhyatA, madhuratA, aisI miThAsa honI cAhie ki vyakti ApakI majAka se praphullita ho, majAka ko zarArata na samajhe / dUsaroM meM sukha mila sakatA hai bazarte hameM svayaM se apane Apa se sukha grahaNa karane kI kalA A jAe / svayaM se sukha aura Ananda ghaTita karane kI kalA AtI ho to dUsaroM se bhI sukha milegaa| agara svayaM hI tanAvagrasta ho to jisase bhI miloge hara koI tumameM tanAva hI sthAnAntarita karegA / yaha bar3I vicitra sthiti hai ki hamArA mana paramAtmA taka ko bAhara DhUMDhanA cAhatA hai / sukha ko bhI bAhara hI DhUMDhanA cAhatA hai / vaha dasoM dizAoM meM ghUmatA hai, bhaTakatA hai lekina sirpha eka dizA meM mana kI pahuMca nahIM hai jo dizA vyakti svayaM hai, usake apane bhItara hai| kabIra kahate haiM, 'manavA to dahuM disi phirai, yaha to sumirana nAhIM / tumhArA mana to dasoM dizAoM meM ghUmatA hai phira smaraNa kaise 'smaraNa' ho gayA ? dasoM dizAoM meM paramAtmA ko dekho, lekina isakA artha yaha paramAtmA : cetanA kI parAkASThA / 60 For Personal & Private Use Only

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nahIM ki apanI dizA meM na dekho| hakIkata to yaha hai ki jaba taka vyakti ne apanI gyArahavIM dizA meM, apanI antaradizA meM paramAtmA kI dhar3akana nahIM sunI, paramAtmA kA spaMdana anubhUta nahIM kiyA, jaba taka hamArA citta vikAra-vihIna na huA taba taka use dUsare meM bhI paramAtmA dikhAI de jAe yaha bahuta muzkila hai| anyathA tuma kisI bhI dharma-sthAna meM jAoge mana to apanI tarakIbeM DhUMDha legaa| mana kA kArya hI tarakIba nikAlanA hai| jo tarakIbeM nikAlatA rahatA hai vaha mana hai| dUsare ke mana ke mutAvika koI vAta kaha dI to vaha karane ko taiyAra ho jaaegaa| agara mana mutAvika vAta na huI to vaha tarakIbeM ddhuuNddhegaa| maiMne sunA hai, eka pote ne apane dAdA se pUchA Apa ghara meM kukara kyoM nahIM le Ate? dAdA ne kahA, veTA isalie kyoMki kukara dina-dahAr3e apanI vahU-beTiyoM ko sITI bajAtA hai| mana khUba tarakIbeM nikAla letA hai| use kukara nahIM lAnA hai to vaisI tarakIba socegA aura lAnA hai to paise ke intajAma kI tarakIba socegaa| dhyAna kA kArya manuSya ko apanI hI antara-dizA kI ora prerita karanA hai| java koI vyakti apanI hI antara-dizA meM jhAMkatA hai aura pUchatA hai 'maiM kauna hU~' 'ko'ham' to eka javAva AtA hai| hakIkata meM agara jAnanA cAhate ho to dekho| Aja jo sthiti hai| Aja tuma bUr3he ho sATha varSa ke| apane bhItara jhAMko aura pUcho 'maiM kauna hU~', 'merA atIta kyA rahA?' to patA calegA ki pahale maiM yuvaka thaa| isase pahale kyA the eka caMcala baccA, bacce se pahale kyA the? mA~ ke garbha meM rhaa| mA~ ke garbha meM jaba praveza kara rahe the taba sirpha eka aNu the| aNu se pahale, vIja se pahale kyA the, vo the jo Aja tuma svayaM ho| Aja tuma jo bhI ho eka vIja ke vistAra ho| eka aNu ke vistAra ho| yaha aNu itanA virATa ho sakatA hai| aura jaba eka aNu, eka pudgala phailate-phailate itanA bar3A ho sakatA hai to apanI antazcetanA jAgrata ho jAe to vaha paramAtmasvarUpa kyoM na ho paaegii| abhI to paramAtmA kI prArthanA bhI kitAvoM kI par3hI-likhI prArthanA hai| abhI jo doharAte ho vaha zabdoM kA doharAnA hai paramAtmA ke prati pyAsa nahIM hai| kisI ne kahA aura maMdira jAnA zuru kara diyaa| apanI pyAsa se maMdira nahIM ge| AlamArI kI kitAboM ne kitanA vojha kara diyA hai| hamAre bhItara satya kI abhIpsA, kahIM koI pyAsa janma hI nahIM le pA rahI hai| hamArI pyAsa damita icchA kI taraha ho gaI hai| hamArI abhIpsA bhItara kI antarAtmA meM kuMThita aura damita cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/61 For Personal & Private Use Only

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ho gaI hai| dhyAna kA uddezya hai vyakti kI abhIpsA, pyAsa jaga jaae| pyAsa hI na ho to pAnI kI kyA kImata? pyAsa ho to cullU bhara pAnI bhI pyAsa bujhA sakatA hai, anyathA ghar3A bhara pAnI bhI vyartha hai| isalie pyAsa ko jagAnA hai| prArthanA apane Apa jnmegii| abhIpsA paidA karanA hai, pAnI svataH nipjegaa| kitAboM aura koSoM meM tumheM pyAsa zabda mila jaaegaa| pAnI kI paribhASA mila jaaegii| para pyAsa to tabhI uThatI hai, jaba hama antara kA avalokana kareM, nirIkSaNa kreN| antara hI kyoM, jagat kA bhI nirIkSaNa kro| dekho aura phira jo dekhA hai, usake bAre meM manana karo, pyAsa isI taraha uThatI hai| kisI kI zavayAtrA dekhI, yaha darzana huaa| usa para soco, to lagegA, yaha merI hI zavayAtrA hai, yA eka dina merI bhI aisI hI arthI niklegii| yaha jJAna huA aura isa jJAna kA jo pariNAma hogA, vaha hai pyAsa / mujhe suna rahe ho, yaha zravaNa huaa| manana karo, to pyAsa pnpegii| merA kAma pyAsa jagAnA hai| mere yahA~ se jAne ke bAda, mere lie tumhAre bhItara jo tar3aphana jagatI hai, yaha zubha hai| merA kAma pUrA huaa| mujhe jo lau tumhAre bhItara jagAnI hai, vaha maiM jagA cukA aura vaha hai pyAsa / apanA uddezya to pyAsa kI lau ko jagAnA hai| itanI pyAsa ho ki binA pAnI ke AdamI tar3aphane lge| jaba itanI pyAsa jagatI hai tabhI guru se kucha prApta karane kI pAtratA arjita hotI hai| jaba sadguru pahacAna letA hai ki isake bhItara itanI pyAsa, abhIpsA aura mahatvAkAMkSA hai taba vaha svataH bina mAMge apanA uMDela detA hai| 'bina mAMge motI mile, mAMge mileM na cUna / ' apane Apa upalabdha ho jAtA hai pAtratA hone pr| abhI to Apa maMdira bhI paramAtmA ke lie nahIM jAte ho| saMsAra ko pAne ke lie maMdira jAte ho| kahIM koI mukadamA cala rahA hai vaha na hAra jAo isalie maMdira jAte ho| abhI dukAna meM bahuta ghATA laga rahA hai, paramAtmA ke maMdira meM jAne se zAyada ghATA kama ho jAe | abhI to zAdI nahIM huI hai maMdira jAne se kahIM koI jugAr3a laga jaae| isa taraha tuma paramAtmA ke cakkara lagA rahe ho| jaba dhana se hAra gae to dharma kA dAmana pakar3a liyaa| sukha tumheM chor3akara calA gayA to maMdira kA daravAjA pakar3a liyaa| jaba tuma apane dama para pratiSThA na karavA sake to boliyA~ aura car3hAvA bolakara dhana ko pratiSThita karane kI tarakIba DhUMDha nikaalii| java apane balabUte para apane pada para na baiTha sake to rAjanIti kI kursI kI taraha padoM ke pIche daur3ane kA silasilA zuru kara diyaa| paramAtmA : cetanA kI parAkASThA/62 For Personal & Private Use Only

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bhalA koI AdamI sevA ke lie rAjanIti meM AtA hai? sevA ke lie nahIM, padoM ke lie AtA hai| agara pada mila gayA to ahaMkAra phUla gayA anyathA dhara meM hI raha gyaa| abhI to Apa maMdira bhI jAte haiM, pUjA meM bhI jAte haiM para ImAnadArI se pUchie svayaM se, kyA sacamuca paramAtmA ke lie jAte haiM? tUma pUjA meM jAte ho kyoMki tumhAre phalAM samvandhI kI ora se pUjA hai| isalie usa sambandhI ke lie gajA meM jAte ho| apanI riztedArI ko nibhAne ke lie, apanI sAMsArikatA ko nibhAne ke lie tuma adhyAtma ke kendra para apanI dastaka dete ho| pariNAmataH kisI ko patA cala jAe ki yahA~ para svAmIvAtsalya hai, bhojana kA Ayojana hai to pUrA samAja ikaTThA ho jAtA hai, jaise ghara meM khAnA hI na khAte hoN| agara yaha patA cale ki kahIM para dharma-carcA cala rahI hai, to muzkila se pAMca-sAta vyakti mileMge ve bhI patA nahIM rAstA bhUla gae hoNge| isalie kahate haiM dharma ke rAste para ve jAte haiM jo pUrI taraha riTAyarDa ho gae haiN| samaya pAsa karane ke lie ve loga maMdira, masz2ida, gurudvArA, spAdhyAya-kendra ina sabameM jAte haiN| hA~, agara yaha patA vala jAe ki maMdira meM darzana karane ke lie koI bar3A netA A rahA hai, to phira dekho sAre ke sAre padAdhikArI aura koI padAdhikArI nahIM hogA to bhI DaMDe khAkara bhItara ghusegA ki usa netA ke sAtha phoTo A jaae| to maMdira meM isa paramAtmA kI pratimA kI kyA AvazyakatA hai, usa bar3e netA kI hI mUrti lagAo na, jinake lie Ate ho| aisA hI huaa| koI mahArAnI kisI mandira meM pahuMcane vAlI thIM! sabhI ko sUcanA ho gii| mandira meM itanI bhIr3a, vezumAra loga ikaTThe ho gae ki sambhAlanA muzkila / java mahArAnI mandira pahuMcI to itane adhika logoM ko dekhakara bahuta prabhAvita huIM ki are! mere deza meM itane dhArmika loga haiM ki itanI bar3I saMkhyA meM mandira pahuMca rahe haiN| vaha pujArI ke pAsa pahuMcI aura bolI - dhanyabhAga ki mere deza meM itane dhArmika loga haiN| pujArI ImAnadAra vyakti thaa| isIlie usane kahA mahArAnI Apa bhUla kara rahI haiM yaha socakara ki Apake deza meM itane dhArmika loga haiN| sacAI to yaha hai ki inameM se eka bhI vyakti aisA nahIM hogA jo mandira ke lie AyA ho / kala Akara dekhie vinA kisI ko sUcanA die, taba patA calegA ki inameM kitane bhagavAna ke pujArI haiM aura kitane kevala prpNcii| inameM se koI bhI dhArmika yA paramAtmA kA pujArI nahIM hai| mahArAnI ko vizvAsa na huA, vaha calI gii| aura dUsare dina vinA kisI sUcanA ke punaH AI to vahA~ kaue bhI ur3ate dikhAI na die| cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/63 For Personal & Private Use Only

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tumhArI pyAsa na ho aura paramAtgA bhI sAmane A jAe to tuma paramAlA ko pahacAna na paaoge| mahAvIra ke rahate loga unheM na pahacAna pAe, gAliyA~ dete rahe, kIleM ThoMkate rhe| jaba ve gujara gae to saba logoM ne unheM bhagavAna mAnanA zuru kara diyA / vyakti ke jItejI use kraoNsa para laTakAyA jAtA hai, sukarAta kI taraha jahara diyA jAtA hai, gAMdhI ko goliyA~ khAnI par3atI haiN| lekina jaba vaha mara jAtA hai taba dhUpa-dIpa, agarabattI se usakI pUjA kI jAtI hai| usake nAma kI akhaNDa jyota jalAI jAtI hai| phUla car3hAe jAte haiN| jIvita ko koI nahIM maantaa| jIte-jI hI mAna lo to zAyada kucha upalabdhi ho jaae| marane ke bAda to tuma sirpha unakI tasvIroM ko Dhote ho| jaba rAta meM sone ko takiyA milA thA tava kinAre kara diyA aura subaha takie ko kaMdhe para rakhakara sar3akoM para cala rahe ho! jIvita paramAtmAoM kI kadra hara koI nahIM kara sakatA, gRtyu hone ke vAda hareka paramAtmA kA mUlya AMkatA hai| hamAre lie jIvita paramAtmA kA mUlya honA caahiye| maiM una sabhI paramAtmAoM ko svIkAra karatA hU~, praNAma karatA hU~ jo atIta meM ho cuke haiN| vartamAna meM bhI jo bhale hI paramAtmA na hoM, lekina hama unameM mAna sakate haiM, svIkAra kara sakate haiM to avazya hI svIkAra kiyA jAnA caahie| yaha kalI hI phUla bnegii| hamArA paramAtma-svarUpa svayaM pragaTa ho| Apako jo anubhUti ho rahI ho, kSaNika anubhUti ko bhI saMjokara saheja kara rkhie| bUMda-bUMda se hI ghar3A bharatA hai| kSaNa-kSaNa kI anubhUti hI virATa hotI hai| agara bUMda kI hI upekSA kara dI to ghar3A kabhI nahIM bhregaa| agara anubhUti bhale hI bUMda ke rUpa meM ho; svAgata karo, svIkAra kro| isakI agavAnI karo, satkAra karo, kyoMki yaha hamArI apanI maulika upalabdhi hai | dharatI para sadpuruSoM kI kamI nahIM hai, vazarte tumhArI dRSTi asat na ho ! bure se bure AdamI meM bhI koI-na-koI acchAI mila jaaegii| tumhArI dRSTi agara ThIka hai, sat kI grAhaka hai, to prabhu kI mUrata sabhI Thaura hai, sat sarvatra hai| mAnava svayaM eka maMdira hai, tIrtha rUpa hai dharatI saarii| mUrata prabhu kI sabhI Thaura hai, antardRSTi khule hamArI / / Apa apanI dRSTi ko virATa kareM, bhUmA ko AtmasAt kareM / antardRSTi khule vagaira agara paramAtmA tumhAre sAmane pragaTa bhI ho gae, to tuma pahacAna hI nahIM paramAtmA : cetanA kI parAkASTA/64 For Personal & Private Use Only

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pAoge / pahacAna ke lie antardRSTi cAhiye, pAnI ke lie pyAsa cAhiye, amRta ke lie abhIpsA cAhiye / antardRSTi khulI to prabhu kA mandira Thaura- Thaura hai, DAla-DAla aura pAta-pAta hai / antarghaTa meM virAjamAna paramAtmA ko mere praNAma haiN| Apa sabake namaskAra / cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha / 65 For Personal & Private Use Only

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prazna samAdhAna samyak jJAna kise kahate haiM aura isase kyA lAbha prApta hotA hai? jaba vyakti apane bhItara chAe ajJAna ko pahacAna letA hai taba samyak jJAna kI zuruAta hotI hai| jJAna se jJAna kA prArambha nahIM hotA, ajJAna kI pahacAna se jJAna kA prArambha hotA hai| jaba vyakti apane asatya, avidyA aura mithyAtva ko pahacAna letA hai taba jIvana ke dvAra para samyak jJAna kI pahalI kiraNa utaratI hai / vyakti kA jJAna tabhI samyak hotA hai jaba vaha apanI anubhUtiyoM se gujaratA hai| vizuddha anubhava, aura anubhava kA vizuddha rUpa hI samyak jJAna hai / manuSya kA jJAna tIna prakAra kA hotA hai| eka jJAna pustakoM se, zAstroM se yA sunakara prApta kiyA jAtA hai, vaha zruta jJAna hotA hai / dUsarA rUpa vaha hai jisameM par3hane-sunane ke bAda vyakti apane cintana aura manana se niSkarSa nikAlatA hai| tIsare rUpa meM cintana-manana ke bAda anubhava se gujara kara jo niSkarSa nikalatA hai, vaha jJAna / koI bhI zabda cintana-manana se gujarakara apane bhAva kI taha taka pahuMcakara, bhAva ke artha ko sparza karate hue anubhUti ke mArga se nikala jAtA hai tava vaha jJAna samyak jJAna ho jAtA hai / paramAtmA : cetanA kI parAkASTA / 66 For Personal & Private Use Only

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jaba vyakti ko aisA jJAna upalabdha hotA hai to usake bhItara eka cAritra, darzana, AtmazraddhA, Atma-vizvAsa pragaTa hotA hai ki duniyA hila jAe lekina vaha apane mArga se kabhI nahIM ddigegaa| kyoMki jo usane jAnA hai vaha aTala hai / isalie samyakjJAna kI prApti para jo pahalI cIja upalabdha hotI hai vaha hai haMsa-dRSTi / vaha dRSTi jisase satya-asatya, vidyA avidyA, prakAza- aMdhakAra ke bheda ko samajhA jA ske| jIvana meM se doharApana calA jaae| kathanI-karanI eka ho jaae| kathanI-karanI kI, vicAra-kRtya kI ekarUpatA manuSya-jIvana kI Antarika sAdagI hai / apane bhItara kA vizvAsa jagAne ke lie, apane astitva ke prati AsthA jagAne ke lie jJAna kA samyak aura nirmala honA jarUrI hai / vyakti kA jJAna jitanA nirmala va samyak hogA vaha utanA hI samyak rUpa se jiegA, loka vyavahAra ko samyak rUpa se nibhAegA aura jIvana ko atyanta utsava aura Ananda ke sAtha ghaTita karatA huA sama aura viSama donoM hI paristhitiyoM meM apane Apa ko saMtulita aura sthitaprajJa banAe rkhegaa| yahI samyak jJAna kA pariNAma hai| samajhadAra AdamI abhAvoM meM bhI svabhAva meM rahegA aura nAsamajha AdamI anukUlatA ke bAvajUda vipanna, khinna aura tanAvagrasta rahegA / nAsamajha aura ajJAnI hokara sau sAla jIne kI apekSA samajhadAra aura jJAnI hokara sau dina jInA jyAdA zreSTha hai / jJAna, dhyAna jitanA hI jarUrI hai / maiM jise sambodhi kahatA hUM, vaha samyak jJAna kA hI paryAya hai / samyak bodha hI sambodhi hai / sambodhi jJAna kI sacAI hai, samyaktva hai| jJAna svAdhyAya se upalabdha hotA hai, manana se upalabdha hotA hai, anubhava se upalabdha hotA hai / jo jJAna-vRddha hai, vaha pUjya hai, sammAnanIya hai / vRddha to bahutere hote haiM, para jise sahI artha meM vRddha kahA jA sake aise vRddha kama hote haiN| umra se bUDhA honA bur3hApA hai para jJAna ko jInA bandhana - mukti hai| isa haisiyata se bUr3he bUr3he hokara bhI bacce jaise haiM aura bacce umra se bacce hokara bhI vRddha haiM / dharma-adharma, pApa-puNya, ucita-anucita, lohA- sonA, karaNIya-akaraNIya - saba ke bIca bheda-rekhA khIMcane vAlA jJAna hai| jisakI AtmA kI suI jJAna ke dhAgoM meM piroI huI hai, vaha saMsAra ke pacare aura kacare meM girakara bhI khotI nahIM hai, mila jAtI hai| jJAna agara samyak hai, satya, ziva, sundara cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha / 67 For Personal & Private Use Only

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hai, to piMjare ke dvAra anivAryataH khulate haiM, nirabhra gagana meM mukta vihAra hotA hai - Aja bhI, bhaviSya meM bhI, zAzvata / dhyAna, dhAraNA aura ekAgratA kA kyA artha hai? . paMtajali ne yogasUtra meM yoga ke ATha aMga vatAe haiN| dhyAna aura dhAraNA unhIM ke caraNa haiN| yoga ke ATha aMga haiM - yama, niyama, Asana, prANAyAma, pratyAhAra, dhAraNA, dhyAna aura samAdhi / / jhUTha na bolanA, hiMsA, corI na karanA, AvazyakatA se adhika parigraha na rakhanA, maithuna kA sevana na karanA, unakI maryAdA rakhanA yama haiN| pavitratA, saMtoSa, tapasyA aura Izvara-praNidhAna niyama ke aMga haiN| pavitratA ke lie jala-snAna se zArIrika pavitratA hotI hai| svAda-tyAga se indriya kI pavitratA hai aura krodha-kaSAya se mukta hone para AMtarika pavitratA hotI hai| sama aura viSama donoM paristhitiyoM meM apane mastiSka ko saMtulita rakhanA hI saMtoSa hai| svAdhyAya arthAt una zAstroM kA adhyayana karanA jinase jIvana mUlyoM kA nirmANa hotA hai yA svayaM kA Atma-cintana krnaa| jIvana ko jIte hue jaba saMgharSa kI sthiti A jAe to usa sthiti ko haMsate-haMsate svIkAra karanA hI tapasyA hai| niyama kA pAMcavAM aMga hai Izvara-praNidhAna arthAt Izvara ke prati bhakti / yoga kA tIsarA aMga hai Asana / jisa baiThaka meM Apa sukha-suvidhA pUrvaka lambe samaya taka baiTha sakeM, usa baiThaka kA nAma hI Asana hai / aura prANAyAma, apanI prANavAyu ko apanI zvAsa ko eka saMtulana aura tAratamya pradAna karanA hai| prANa + AyAma / AyAma kA artha hai sIr3hI / sopAna / prANa hama bhItara le rahe haiM, lekina bhItara le jAkara rokate haiM aura bAhara chor3ate hue bhI rokate haiN| bAhara aura bhItara rokakara hama vAyu ko AyAma, sopAna dete haiN| hama do zvAsoM ke madhya jitanA adhika avakAza dete haiM utane hI hamAre vikalpa kama hote haiM, samApta hote haiN| zvAsa ke sAthe hamArI pratyeka nAr3I, citta, mana sabhI sakriya ho jAte haiN| yadi hamane prANAyAma ke madhya, do zvAsoM ke bIca avakAza rakhA to do vikalpoM meM avakAza rahegA aura hama nirvikalpa hoNge| pratyAhAra kA artha hotA hai apane citta ko sAMsArika kriyA aura pratikriyA se lauTA laanaa| jise mahAvIra ne pratikramaNa kahA hai vahI paMtajali kI paramAtmA : cetanA kI parAkASThA/68 For Personal & Private Use Only

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bhASA meM pratyAhAra hai / lauTa AnA, vApasa ho jAnA, apanI iMdriyoM kA apane vaza meM ho jAne kA nAma pratyAhAra hai / java hamArA dhyAna, saMkalpa apane hI dhyeya ko grahaNa kara letA hai, svIkAra kara letA hai isa grahaNa karane ke bhAva ko dhAraNA kahate haiN| tIna cIjeM haiM- dhyAtA, dhyAna aura dhyeya / java hamArA dhyAna citta se jur3atA hai aura apane Apa meM lauTa AtA hai, apane dhyeya ko svIkAra kara letA hai, saMkalpita ho jAtA hai to vaha cIja dhAraNA hotI hai / dhyAtA aura dhyeya ke sambandha kA nAma dhyAna hai / arthAt dhAraNA dhyeya ko svIkAra karanA hai aura dhyAna dhyeya ke sAtha ekarUpa, ekarasa, ekasama ho jAnA hai / jahA~ dhyAtA, dhyAna aura dhyeya ke bIca ekarUpatA ghaTita ho jAtI hai, vahIM samAdhi hotI hai| jaba taka dhyAna, dhyAna rahatA hai taba taka dhyAtA aura dhyeya ke bIca sambandha to hotA hai lekina donoM eka nahIM hote / jahA~ dhyAtA aura dhyeya donoM ekarUpa ho jAte haiM vahIM samAdhi ghaTita hotI hai / aisI samAdhi ghaTita hotI hai ki paMtajali kahate haiM usakA pariNAma hotA hai prajJA / ekAgratA kA artha hai apane hI dhyeya ke prati saMkalpita, ekaniSTha ho jAnA / ekAgratA mana kI vaha sthiti hai jahA~ mana dhyeya meM vilIna, visarjita, sthira citta ho jAtA hai / ekAgratA prayAsa se karo, to raha-raha kara khaMDita ho jAtI hai / tanmayatA kA sahaja pariNAma hai ekAgratA / tanmayatA ho, to dhyAna, dhAraNA aura ekAgratA - tInoM binA kisI prayAsa ke ghaTita ho jAte haiM / tanmayatA mastI hai, rasa hai, utsava hai / karate-karAte, jur3ate-jur3Ate, hote-hote apane Apa ho jAtI hai tanmayatA / tanmaya hokara dhyAna karo, to dhyAna tumhAre lie amRta hai, anubhUti janya hai, bhItara ke zUnya meM utarane meM sahakArI hai| dhyAna meM tanmayatA ho, to dhyAna bhItara ke vijJAna se rU-ba-rU karavAtA hai, cetanA kA sahaja vikAsa karavAtA hai / bhItara ke soye svAmI ko jagAtA hai / hamArI vAstavika kSamatAoM ko ujAgara karatA hai / pahale guphAoM meM rahane vAle santa-mahAtmA loga dhyAna-yoga kiyA karate the, jabaki Apa ise sArvajanIna banAnA cAhate haiM? jo samajhate haiM ki dhyAna kevala RSiyoM-muniyoM aura guphAvAsiyoM ke lie hai to unakI samajha moTI hai aura dRSTi ekAnta-saMkIrNa hai / cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha / 66 For Personal & Private Use Only

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dhyAna kisI kA ekAdhikAra nahIM, varan mAnavAdhikAra hai| Akhira RSi-muni, guphAvAsI bhI manuSya hI haiN| rAga-dveSa ke jor3a-tor3a aura uThApaTaka kevala RSiyoM ko hI samApta karane hoM, aisA nahIM hai| manuSya mAtra ke lie sRjana kA mArga hai| vidhvaMza kA mArga saMskRti kA AdhAra kabhI nahIM ho sktaa| sRjanazIla pratibhA dvArA agara vidhvaMza bhI hogA, to naye sRjana ke lie aura vidhvaMzaka manovRtti ke dvArA sRjana bhI hogA to usake pIche vidhvaMza-visphoTa kI bU hogii| dhyAna kA mUla uddezya hai, manuSya ko pUrA manuSya bnaanaa| kisI ko hindU, jaina, bauddha, IsAI banAnA dhyAna kI yAtrA kA lakSya nahIM ho sktaa| acchA hindU, acchA jaina hone se acchA iMsAna prakaTa nahIM ho sktaa| eka iMsAna 'behatara' iMsAna banegA, to vaha svataH acchA hindU, acchA jaina, acchA bauddha ho jaaegaa| manuSya ke bhItara zaitAna bhI hai, insAna bhI, aura bhagavAna bhI hai| naraka aura svarga manuSya ke mana kI hI alaga-alaga pratikRtiyA~ haiN| manuSya kA saMskArita mana svarga hai aura vikRta mana nrk| mukti mana ke svarga-naraka ke donoM pahaluoM se Upara uTha jAne kA nAmakaraNa hai| bhagavAna, manuSya kI zreSThatama, mahAnatama sthiti hai| usakA iMsAna bane rahanA, usakI sahaja, para acchI avasthA hai| zaitAna 'iMsAna' kI girAvaTa hai| iMsAna kI unnata avasthA 'bhagavAna' hai| aura 'patana' avasthA shaitaan| dhyAna zaitAna ko iMsAna aura bhagavAna banAne kI yuga-yugIna mAnavIya kalA manuSya aura jagata ke bIca paripUrNa sambandha hai| manuSya kevala antarmukhI nahIM raha sktaa| vaha kevala bahirmukhI hokara bhI caina se nahIM jI sakatA / jIvana kI pUrNatA kisI se TUTane meM nahIM, sabase jur3ane meM hai - svayaM se bhI, jagata se bhii| manuSya to deharI kA dIpa hai, jise antarjagata ko bhI prakAzita rakhanA hai aura bahirjagata ko bhii| bhItara-bAhara kA dvaita bhI kyoM, sampUrNa jagata ko hI prakAzita karanA hai| Akhira jagata usI kI to pratidhvani hai| manuSya jagat se haTakara nahIM hai| RSi-muni bhI jagat meM rahate haiN| dharatI ke jahAja meM sabhI savAra haiN| Akhira na ghara dharatI se alaga hai aura na guphA / dhyAna sArvajanIna hai, sArI mAnavajAti ke lie grAhya mAnasa-vijJAna paramAtmA : cetanA kI parAkASThA/70 For Personal & Private Use Only

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aura jIvana kA AdhyAtmika, para anivArya mUlya hai / jIvana kI UrjA aura zakti kA adhikAdhika jAgaraNa aura upayoga ho, isI meM jIvana kA artha hai / jIvana meM jAgarUkatA, saMtulitatA, sakriyatA, upayogitA aura prasannatA kA vikAsa na kevala sArthaka jIvana mUlya hai, apitu yahI dhyAna kA abhiprAya hai / manuSya kA racanAtmaka aura sRjanAtmaka honA, na kevala svayaM manuSya ke lie apitu sAmAjika aura sAMskRtika takAjA hai / kaMThI vAle kI guphA meM khUMTI para laTakI jholI meM dhyAna kA dama ghuTa rahA hai / jagata se haTane - haTAne ke prayAsa meM kahIM usakI nirmama hatyA na ho jAye / dhyAna ko dharatI kA khulA prAMgaNa cAhie, ananta AsamAna cAhie, tAki vaha phUloM ke murajhAye se ceharoM ko phira se khilA sake, manuSya ko phira usake hI amRta se sIMca sake / namaskAra / cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/71 For Personal & Private Use Only

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mere priya Atman, caleM, sAgara ke pAra maine sunA hai, eka vyakti prabhuparamAtmA kI khoja meM sArI pRthvI kI parikramA kara rahA thA / parikramA ke daurAna use eka vRddha saMta mile| saMta ke cehare para cetanA kA alakha jaga rahA thaa| eka anokhA AbhAmaMDala thaa| duniyA kI muskAna se alaga muskAna thii| usa vyakti ne saMta se nivedana kiyA maiM Apake sAtha rahanA cAhatA huuN| Apa hI ke sAtha jInA cAhatA huuN| saMta ne kahA tuma mere sAtha raha sakate ho lekina eka zarta para ki maiM jo kucha bhI karUM tuma usake bAre meM koI prazna nahIM kroge| jisa dina bhI tumane mere kRtya ke bAre meM pUchA, maiM tumheM bhagA duuNgaa| usa ne zarta svIkAra kara lii| Akhira vaha prabhu ko pAnA cAhatA thaa| ___ donoM sAtha-sAtha cala par3e, gAMvajaMgala pAra karate hue nadI kinAre phuNce| vahA~ para eka naukA meM savAra hokara dUsare kinAre kI ora bar3hane lge| tabhI usa vyakti ne dekhA ki usa vRddha saMta ne naukA ke eka kone meM cheda karanA zurU kara diyA hai| vaha cauMkA, DarA bhI, para cupa rhaa| caleM, sAgara ke pAra/72 For Personal & Private Use Only

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kinAre laga gaI, ve donoM utara gae aura Age bar3ha ge| para usa vyakti ke mastiSka meM uthala-puthala macI huI thI / vaha aura adhika dhairya na rakha sakA aura pUcha hI baiThA ki Akhira unhoMne aisA kyoM kiyA ? eka to nAvika ne pAra lagAyA aura Apane ulTe usI kI nAva meM cheda kara diyA ? upakAra kA badalA apakAra se diyA ? saMta ne kahA tumane prazna pUchakara zarta bhaMga kI hai| aba tuma turaMta cale jAo / mere sAtha eka miniTa bhI nahIM raha sakate / vyakti ko apanI bhUla kA bhAna huA, usane kSamA mAMgI aura bhaviSya meM aisA na karane kA vacana diyA / kSamAzIla saMta ne sAtha rahane kI anumati de dI / calate-calate ve nagara meM phuNce| vahA~ ke rAjA ne jaba saMta ke Agamana kA samAcAra sunA to prasanna hRdaya se usakA svAgata kiyaa| kaI dinoM taka dharmasabhAeM, pravacana ityAdi hue| rAjA bahuta prabhAvita huaa| jaba saMta ne jAne kI icchA prakaTa kI to rAjA ne rAjakumAra ko vidA karane ke lie bhejaa| rAjakumAra saMta ko jaMgala taka pahuMcAne gayA / jaMgala meM pahuMcAkara jaba kumAra vApasa Ane lagA to saMta ne ekAeka usakA hAtha maror3A aura hAtha tor3a DAlA aura vyakti se kahA aba tejI se bhAga calo / vaha vyakti bahuta krodhita huaa| usane Age bar3hane se inakAra kara diyA | usane kahA tuma khataranAka AdamI lagate ho| pahale tumheM mere praznoM kA uttara denA hI hogA - tumane nAva meM cheda kyoM kiyA ? aura isa sundara se rAjakumAra kA hAtha kyoM tor3A? tuma kitane nirdayI ho ? itane dina rAjA ke yahA~ sammAna aura satkAra pAte rahe aura badale meM use kyA diyA ? rAjakumAra kA hAtha tor3akara duHkha aura pIr3A? merA tumhAre sAtha tabhI nirvAha hogA jaba tuma mere praznoM ke uttara doge / saMta ne kahA maiM uttara bhI dUMgA aura tuma jAne ke lie bhI taiyAra ho jAo / pahale nAva kI bAta suno| mAMjhI vahA~ se ravAnA hokara gAMva calA jAegA / kucha dera meM usa gAMva meM DAkU Ane vAle the| maiMne naukA meM cheda isalie kiyA thA ki DAkU nAva kA upayoga kara bhAga na sakeMge aura pakar3e jaaeNge| jAkara patA lagA lenA aura rAjakumAra, yaha bhaviSya meM AtatAI vnegaa| rAjA hokara nara-saMhAra karegA, krUratama atyAcAra karegA / maiMne hAtha isalie tor3A ki isa deza kA niyama hai ki rAjA vahI bana sakatA hai jisakA aMga khaMDita na ho / hameM sirpha prakaTa hI dikhAI detA hai, aprakaTa nahIM / hamArI dRSTi kevala vyakta para hI TikI huI hai, avyakta para nahIM / avyakta aura bhaviSya ko dekhane ke lie gaharI antaradRSTi cAhie / jaba taka abhivyakti ko mahatva doge, anubhUti taka cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha / 73 For Personal & Private Use Only

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nahIM pahuMca sakoge / khAlI ke khAlI, rIte pAtra raha jAoge aura apane hI artha lagA loge / hara vastu ke do pahalU hote haiM - dRzya aura adRzya / dRzya vaha jo tumheM sAdhAraNa A~kha se dikhAI detA hai / dRzya bhI sabhI ko eka jaisA nahIM lagegA / jaisI jisakI manaHsthiti, vaisA hI vastu-darzana / vaha usameM bhI apanI saMbhAvanAeM, apane vicAra, apane tarka lagA legA / dRzya to tumheM pustakoM, zAstroM, kozoM meM mila jAeMge lekina inase mUla na hAsila hogA, kevala tumhArI tarkazakti bar3ha jaaegii| lekina adRzya to jo jItA hai usameM milegA / usakI antaradRSTi kI jIvana-zailI se adRzya bAhara aaegaa| tumheM unake zAMti ke nirjhara, karuNA-maitrI ke svara sunAI nahIM deNge| tuma mana ke mAyAjAla meM hI itane khoe ho ki sadguru ko pahacAna hI nahIM pAte / tumhArA aMdhakAra itanA saghana hai ki koI kiraNa tuma taka pahuMca hI nahIM pAtI / maiM vaha dRSTi denA cAhatA hUM jo Apako prakAza kI pahacAna de sake / eka aMdhe ko kaba taka isa pAra se usa pAra taka pahuMcAte rahoge ? eka bAra pahuMcA diyA, do bAra pahuMcA diyA kyA jiMdagI bhara pahuMcAte rahoge ? bAra-bAra pAra pahuMcAne ke bajAya use vaha dRSTi dilAne kA prayAsa karo ki vaha svayaM hI isa pAra se usa pAra, isa patha se usa patha pahuMca ske| isalie mere pAsa na koI taMtra hai, na maMtra hai, mere pAsa to vaha kalA hai jo dRSTi khola ske| vaha jAnakArI hai, vaha sambodhi hai ki jaba dRSTi khulatI hai to aMdhakAra meM bhI cala sakate ho aura agara dRSTi nahIM hai to prakAza cAhe kitanA bhI adhika kyoM na ho hara rAha para aMdhakAra hI rahegA / prakAza kI pahacAna ke lie dRSTi jarUrI hai / aMdhe ke lie hara prakAza aMdhakAra hai| Apake pAsa AMkheM haiM / prakAza hI nahIM aMdhakAra ko pahacAnane ke lie bhI AMkheM caahie| AMkhoM ke kAraNa hI prakAza aura aMdhakAra kA artha hai / hama socate haiM ki aMdhe ke lie to saba aMdhakAra hai, para nahIM / usake lie na prakAza hai, na aMdhakAra hai| donoM hI nahIM hai / aMdhakAra ho yA prakAza, donoM ke lie hI dRSTi anivArya zarta hai / hamAre jIvana meM aisI kaunasI saMbhAvanA hai, aisA kaunasA tatva hai jise hama bhagavAna kaha sakeM, prabhu kaha sakeM, bhagavAna ke rUpa meM pahacAna sakeM? kyA hamArA yaha zarIra hai jise hama prabhu kaha sakeM ? nahIM, isa zarIra ko hama maMdira kaha sakate haiM para prabhu nahIM / yaha zarIra dvAra ho sakatA hai para paramAtmA nahIM / kevala hameM hI nahIM pazuoM ko bhI zarIra milA hai| pazu bhI zarIra vAle hote haiM / to kyA hamAre caleM, sAgara ke pAra / 74 For Personal & Private Use Only

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bhItara jo mana hai, usa mana ko hama prabhu samajheM ? nahIM, mana bhI aisA nahIM hai jise prabhu kaha skeN| zarIra to pazuoM ke hai para unameM mana nahIM hai, aura hamArA zarIra bhale hI pazuoM jaisA na ho, para mana to pazuvat hI vyavahAra karatA hai / nizcita hI mana to pazuoM jaisA hai / apane mana kA avalokana karane para tuma pAoge ki jaise baila kisI ko dekhakara sIMga mArane daur3atA hai, kuttA rAtri meM bhauMkane lagatA hai, billI dUdha para jhapaTa par3atI hai, sAMpa dUsare para apanA jahara ugalane ko taiyAra rahatA hai, usI taraha tumhArA mana bhI vyavahAra karatA hai / tumhAre mana meM na jAne kitanI ghRNA, kitanA vaimanasya, kitanA krodha bharA huA hai / mana aura mastiSka ke bIca kahIM koI saMtulana hI nahIM hai| mastiSka meM to sUcanAeM aura jJAna bhara rahe ho aura mana meM pazutA jArI hai| jJAna aura pazutA kA kahIM koI setu hai hI nahIM / dUsaroM para, naukaroM para cIkhane cillAne kI Adata yAnI kuttA mana meM baiThA hai / cir3acir3Ane kI Adata, dAMta kiTakiTAne kI, khisiyAne kI Adata, yAnI bandara bhItara baiThA hai / dUsaroM kA sira phor3ane kI pravRtti, yAnI sAMDa / amRta ko bhI jahara banAne kI pravRtti yAnI sAMpa | dhana-lobha-lAlaca meM dhaMsA rahanA yAnI kIr3A, kIcar3a kA kIr3A / aisA hai mana ! mana lobhI, mana lAlacI, , mana caMcala, mana cora / mana ke mata calie nahIM, mana ko kahUM na Thaura / / mana meM to pazutA bharI hai, phira prabhutA ! mana kI do hI sambhAvanA yA to pazu yA phira prabhu / jo prabhu se girA, vaha pazu / jo pazu se ubarA, vaha prabhu | jI o DI gaoNDa aura DI o jI DaoNga / patana aura utthAna ke ye do chora haiM / talahaTI yA zikhara / patana yA utthAna / Dhulamulapana nahIM calegA / aura dekhate nahIM hamAre bhItara pazu aura prabhu kA kaisA saMgharSa cala rahA hai ? prabhutA para pazutA kaise duzvAra ho jAtI hai ? aMdhakAra cirAga para kaise hAvI ho jAtA hai? Akhira aisI kaunasI cIja hai jise hama prabhu kaha sakeM? aura ve kaunase kAraNa haiM jinakI vaz2aha se hamAre bhItara itanA vaimanasya, ghRNA, krodha, dveSa bAra-bAra ubhara Ate haiN| AdamI nahIM cAhatA ki vaha burA soce yA burA kare, lekina phira bhI bAra-bAra vaha burA socatA hai aura burA karatA hai / ApakA yaha sApha-sutharA dikhAI dene vAlA ceharA, dina meM kitanI bAra cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/75 For Personal & Private Use Only

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badala jAtA hai, patA hI nahIM cltaa| eka dina meM kitane rUpa ho jAte haiM, kucha mAlUma hai? hara kSaNa, hara samaya tumhAre cehare badalate rahate haiN| itanA badalatA huA vyaktitva, itane badalate hue rUpa? subaha jise bilkula zAnta, zAlIna, prasanna dekhA dopahara meM use krodha se tamatamAte hue lar3ate-jhagar3ate, eka-dUsare kI kAMTa-chAMTa karate hue dekhate haiN| pahacAna hI nahIM pAte kyA yaha vahI vyakti hai? sAMjha ko vahI vyakti zarAba kI botala pIne ke lie macala rahA hai, idhara-udhara Dola rahA hai, apazabda bola rahA hai, samajha hI nahIM pAte ki yahI vaha subaha vAlA sabhya vyakti hai! suvaha jo vyakti maMdira meM jAkara vItarAgatA kI prArthanA kara rahA thA, nirvAsanA hone kI prArthanA kara rahA thA, rAta ko vahI vyakti apanI kAmanA-pUrti ke lie sAdhana DhUMDha rahA hai| vyakti ke itane rUpa badala rahe haiM ki patA hI nahIM calatA AdamI kaba kyA ho jaae| jo samudra subaha bilkula zAnta dikhAI de rahA thA vahI vakta ke badalate hI aise jvAra se bhara jAtA hai ki lahareM-hI-lahareM, taraMgeM-hI-taraMgeM uThatI haiM, nahIM pahacAna pAte ki kyA yaha vahI samudra hai! vyakti ke itane rUpa kyoM badala jAte haiM? ceharA nahIM bdltaa| Apa gore hoM yA kAle, AMkha-nAka-kAna saba kucha vaisA-kA-vaisA rahatA hai lekina taba bhI bahuta kucha badala jAtA hai| kaI mukhauTe utara jAte haiM, kaI car3ha jAte haiN| eka pati jo apanI patnI se bahuta prema karatA hai, usake vinA raha nahIM sakatA vaha bhI apanI patnI ke bAre meM yaha bhaviSyavANI nahIM kara sakatA ki usakA agalA pala kaisA hogaa| haMsatA huA ceharA kaba krodha meM tamatamA uThe, nahIM kahA jA sktaa| vyakti itanA badalatA hai| Akhira aisA kyoM hotA hai? kyA kAraNa hai? hara vyakti acchA socanA, vicAranA aura karanA cAhatA hai| phira bhI nahIM kara paataa| hamAre bhItara aisI kauna-sI cIjeM chipI par3I hai ki hama cAhane para bhI vaha nahIM kara pAte, hamAre zubha saMkalpa TUTa jAte haiN| java manuSya ko khujalI satAtI hai vaha khUba khujAtA hai, mastI AtI hai phira mavAda nikalatA hai| yaha dekha kara socatA hai, takalIpha huI, jalana huii| Ane vAle kala ke lie saMkalpa letA hai ava nahIM khujaaegaa| lekina jaise hI khujalI uThegI vaha sAre saMkalpa bhUla jAtA hai| Akhira ve kauna sI vRttiyA~ haiM jinake kAraNa hama cAhate hue bhI apane saMkalpoM ke prati sudRr3ha nahIM raha sakate / mere dekhe to hara manuSya meM saMvega haiM aura una saMvegoM ke pIche 'vaha' baiThA hai, jo kaThaputalI ko nacAtA hai, jaisA jI cAhe vaisaa| saMvega aura saMkalpa donoM caleM, sAgara ke pAra/76 For Personal & Private Use Only

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paraspara virodhI tAkate haiN| saMkalpa AdamI karatA hai, jabaki saMvega bhautika UrjA se utpanna hotA hai| zarIra aura mana meM bhautika aura cetanAgata UrjA samAyI hai / mana, prANa, zarIra aura cetanA saba eka-dUje meM ghule-mile haiN| jaba saMvega uThegA, to saMkalpa dharAzAyI ho jaaeNge| para hA~, agara hama saMkalpa ke sAtha apanI icchAzakti ko saMgaThita kara leM aura apane saMvegoM ke prati pUrNa sAvaceta raheM, to cetanA kI naukA bhItara ke jvAra-bhATe meM thaper3e nahIM khA paaegii| ise smjheN| saMvega yAnI sNklesh| manuSya ke bhItara do prakAra kI saMbhAvanAeM rahatI haiM jinheM hama saMkleza aura asaMkleza kheNge| jaba saMkleza kI pravRtti ubharatI hai to manuSya krodha, vaimanasya, ghRNA karatA hai, eka dUsare se lar3atA-jhagar3atA hai| saMkleza bhare adhyavasAyoM se hama burA socate haiM, burA jAnate haiM, burA jAnane ke prati utsuka hote haiM, burA kara DAlate haiN| taba hamAre bhItara saMkleza nahIM hotA, asaMkleza hotA hai taba hama acchA socate haiM, acchA jAnane ke prati utsuka hote haiM, acchA karane ke lie tatpara hote haiN| koI hamase kitanA bhI burA karavAnA cAhe phira bhI acchA karate haiN| yaha asaMkleza kI saMkleza para vijaya hai, zAMti kI zakti para vijaya hai| AtmA ke irda-girda kaSAya kA eka taMtra rahatA hai, kaSAya kA valaya rahatA hai, usake Upara adhyavasAya uThate haiM, vahIM se saMkleza ke jharane-nAle bahate haiN| ve dina-rAta bahate rahate haiM jAge hue bhI aura sote hue bhii| jaba vyakti mUrchA meM hogA to saMkleza ke sAgara se taraMgeM uTheMgI aura jaba vyakti asaMkleza meM hogA arthAt jAgrata/caitanya hogA taba manaHsthiti zAnta aura zUnya hogii| vaha taba acchA socegA, acchA jAnane ke prati utsuka hogA, acchA karegA apne-aap| Apa agara soceM ki acchA karUM, nahIM kara paaeNge| Apa cAheM ki burA na socUM, nahIM ho paaegaa| bure vicAra phira bhI aaeNge| bhItara ke sAgara meM jaisI taraMgeM ubhareMgI, vyakti vaisA hI karatA calA jaaegaa| mana burA soca rahA hai, vacana bhI bure nikaleMge, zarIra meM bhI burAI pnpegii| mana meM krodha kI taraMga uThI, vicAroM meM krodha kA ubhAra AyA aura zarIra meM krodha prakaTa ho gayA yAnI yaha AdamI ne burA kara diyA / saMkleza se bacane aura asaMkleza ko panapAne ke lie jAgRti cAhie / jAgarUkatA, aveyaranesa cAhie, hara samaya dhyAna, yoga kI sthiti AnI caahie| hama jitanA adhika dhyAna se jieMge, dhyAna se boleMge, dhyAna se kareMge, taba saMkleza panapegA bhI magara asaMkleza kA vajana, dhyAna kI gaharAI itanI adhika hogI ki saMkleza hAvI nahIM ho paaegaa| aisA nahIM ki saMkleza nahIM uThegA, krodha kI taraMga cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/77 For Personal & Private Use Only

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paidA nahIM hogI yA kisI ne burA kiyA to mana meM koI pratikriyA nahIM hogI / eka sImA meM hogI, lekina vaha prakaTa ho usase pahale jise hama avyakta yA aprakaTa kahate haiM vaha asaMkleza usa para hAvI ho jAegA aura saMkleza ubhara na pAegA / asaMvega, asaMkleza, apramAda kI upalabdhi cetanA kI vikasita zAntizIla sthiti kI paricAyaka hai / tuma jitane jyAdA mUrcchita rahoge utane hI adhika bure vicAra AeMge aura burAiyAM karate cale jAoge / AdamI apanI una burAiyoM ko bhulAne ke lie nazAkhorI karatA hai, zarAba pItA hai tAki apane duHkha bhulA sake / aba inheM kauna smjhaae| abhI kucha dinoM pUrva hI eka AdamI mujhe milA, muMha se durgaMdha A rahI thI / maiMne kahA, kyA tambAkU khAte ho ? kahane lagA sAhaba, Adata par3a gaI hai aura aisI Adata par3a gaI hai ki jaba taka jardA na khAe, prezara hI nahIM bntaa| aba pUchie unase jo tambAkU nahIM khAte ve zauca jAte haiM yA nahIM ? tambAkU kA zauca se kyA sambandha ? kyoM svayaM ko sar3Ane - galAne meM lage ho ? bIr3I-sigareTa pIkara, tambAkU khAkara tumane aisI galata phahamiyA~ pAla lI haiM ki tuma jAnate hI nahIM ki inakA tumhAre zarIra ke sAtha koI tAlamela hI nahIM hai / yaha to sarAsara tumhArI dhamaniyoM meM jahara ghulatA jA rahA hai / tumhAre mastiSka ko itanA gulAma nahIM honA caahie| tumhArA apane zarIra para itanA bhI niyaMtraNa nahIM? kaise-kaise pAgalapana hamane apane para hAvI kara lie haiN| ThIka hai Apa saMsAra meM haiM, vivAha kiyA hai lekina pati yA patnI dasa dina ke lie alaga ho jAe to rAteM nikAlanI muzkila ho jAtI haiM / are, tumane svayaM ko itanA aniyaMtraNa meM le liyA hai ki tumhArA jIvana pati yA patnI ke kAraNa jIvita laga rahA hai| tuma itane gulAma ho gae ho? yaha tuma apane pati yA patnI ke nahIM vAsanA ke gulAma hue ho / tambAkU yA sigareTa ke gulAma nahIM, apitu apanI burI AdatoM ke vazIbhUta hue ho / dhyAna yaha nahIM hai ki eka ghaMTA baiTha gae aura kisI prakriyA yA vidhi se gujara ge| vyakti kA asalI dhyAna yahI hai ki vyakti ke bhItara jaba koI burI Adata panapatI hai usa para apanA Atma niyaMtraNa rakhe / nahIM khAeMge, nahIM pieMge, dekhate haiM kyA mara jAeMge? maiMne to yahI pAyA hai ki jo nazAkhorI karate haiM unake mastiSka ke taMtu DhIle par3a jAte haiM, mAiMDa lUz2a ho jAte haiM / unheM kucha bhI patA nahIM calatA ki ve kyA bola rahe haiM, kyA kara rahe haiN| agara kisI ne Akara mujhe khabara dI ki vaha Apake bAre meM aisA anargala bola rahA thA, to sunUMgA jarUra, lekina pahale jAna lenA cAhUMgA ki vaha bolane vAlA kina kI saMgati meM hai / acchA, vaha kusaMgati meM hai: ThIka, koI bAta nahIM, usakA koI doSa nahIM / phira caleM, sAgara ke pAra / 78 For Personal & Private Use Only

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maiM dekhatA hUM ki vaha koI nazAkhora to nahIM hai| bhAMga, tambAkU, jardA yA zarAba aisI koI bhI vastu jisase mastiSka aniyaMtrita ho jAe, usakA sevana to nahIM krtaa| agara karatA hai taba bhI vaha nirdoSa hai kyoMki vaha apane niyaMtraNa meM nahIM hai| anargalatA, usameM nahIM zarAba se A rahI hai| hAM, agara svastha mastiSka se saMpanna vyakti koI bhI bAta kahatA hai, usakI bAta para gaura kiyA jAnA cAhie aura agara koI gaura nahIM karatA hai to vaha svayaM nAsamajha hai| asvastha vyakti ke dvArA kahI gaI sArI bAteM asvastha hotI haiM aura svastha vyakti asvastha bAteM kahatA hI nhiiN| sAdhu kabhI lar3AtA nahIM hai aura asAdhu lar3Ane ke sivA aura kucha karatA nhiiN| jo dUsaroM ko lar3Ae aura TAMga khIMce vaha asAdhu / mere priya! dhyAna Apake lie hai, Apa sabake lie hai, hama sabake lie hai| hameM dhyAna ke dvArA prayAsa, karanA cAhie ki hamAre saMkleza kA mahAsAgara yena-kena-prakAreNa zAnta ho jAe, ThaMDA ho jaae| hama apane bhItara acche saMskAra aura acchI AdateM ddaaleN| hamAre bhItara jo bure vicAra, pApa, duSkarma aura kusaMskAra haiM, unheM bhUlane kA prayAsa kareM aura acchI bAtoM ko lAeM, acchI bAteM grahaNa karane kI koziza kreN| acchA sAhitya par3heM, hamArI duSpravRttiyA~ khuda hI sudharatI calI jaaeNgii| jahA~ dIpa jalatA hai aMdhakAra svayameva hI samApta ho jAtA hai| jalate hue cirAga aMdhere ko nestanAbUda kara dete haiN| isalie maiM yahI nivedana karatA hUM Apa dhyAna karate haiM to apane-Apa meM jI rahe haiM, svayaM ko saMskArita kara rahe haiN| yaha bhUla jAie ki dhyAna guphAoM meM baiThakara karane vAle saMtoM yA yogiyoM ke lie hai| nahIM, dhyAna Apa sabake lie hai| maiMne dhyAna kI jo vidhi dI hai vaha Ama AdamI ke lie hai| cetanA kI zuddhi, cetanA ke saMskAra aura cetanA ke vikAsa aura rUpAntaraNa ke lie hai| Apa adhika na kara sakeM taba bhI pratidina subaha va saMdhyA paiMtAlIsa minaTa dhyAna kiijie| agara Apa loga samUha meM kara sakeM to bahuta acchA hai| dhyAna akele meM bhI kiyA jA sakatA hai lekina samUha meM dhyAna karane ke lie maiM isalie anurodha karUMgA kyoMki samUha meM karane se do phAyade haiM - eka to yaha ki itane sAre loga milakara jaba dhyAna karate haiM to sabhI kI UrjA milakara saghana ho jAtI hai| eka ke zarIra se ubharane vAlA AbhAmaMDala/AbhA kA valaya dUsare ke zarIra ko prabhAvita karatA hai aura hama sahaja hI cArja ho jAte haiN| dUsarA yaha ki agara kisI vyakti kI dhyAna meM ruci na bhI ho to vaha bhI eka-dUsare ko dekhakara prerita ho jAtA hai cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/76 For Personal & Private Use Only

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ki jaba usameM ghaTita ho rahA hai to mujhameM kyoM nahIM hogaa| taba hama jo paraspara bhAI-bahina jaise haiM taba ve hI hamAre prathama prabhu aura prathama guru aura prathama preraNAsrota ho jAte haiN| yAnI vAtAvaraNa bahuta jaldI cArja ho jAtA hai| Apa sabhI loga Age bar3heM yahI merI zubhakAmanA hai, merI maujUdagI ho yA na ho| yaha ApakA ahobhAva hai, aho samarpaNa hai ki Apako aharniza merI maujUdagI kA ahasAsa rahatA hai| Apa upalabdha ho rahe hai, AtmavAn aura atizaya AhlAdita ho rahe haiN| dhanyabhAga! mujhe prasannatA hai| aba kucha prazna / caleM, sAgara ke pAra/80 For Personal & Private Use Only

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prazna samAdhAna dhyAna meM lIna hone ke lie om kA uccAraNa karanA hI jarUrI hai? dUsare zabda yA mantra kA uccAraNa nahIM kara sakate? - sImA copdd'aa| jarUrata kI dRSTi se soco to jarUrI to kucha bhI nahIM hai, lekina kisI cIja ko jarUrI banAnA cAho to saba cIjoM kI jarUrata hai| kapar3A pahanate haiM, koI jarUrata nahIM hai| Apa binA kapar3oM ke bhI raha sakate haiM lekina kapar3e ApakI jarUrata hai| Apa bhojana na kareM calegA, bahuta se jainI upavAsa ke nAma para Der3ha-Der3ha sau dina taka bhojana nahIM karate para bhojana Apake zarIra kI AvazyakatA hai| jUte yA cappala Apa na pahaneM to calegA lekina pAvoM kI surakSA rakhanI hai to cappala ApakI jarUrata hai| takalIpha to taba hotI hai jaba vyakti AvazyakatAoM ko bhulA detA hai, AvazyakatAoM kI upekSA kara detA hai aura icchAoM ke anusAra, tRSNAoM ke anusAra jInA cAhatA hai| cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/81 For Personal & Private Use Only

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Apake zAstra, ApakI kitAbeM kahatI haiM naMge pAMva calanA cAhie, lekina merA abhimata hai ki rabara kI cappala pahanI jAnI cAhie kyoMki Aja ke jamAne meM audyogikoM ne aisI cappaloM kA nirmANa kara diyA hai jo Apake pAMva se bhI jyAdA narama hotI haiN| unase Apake pAMvoM kI apekSA kama hiMsA hogI lekina Apa camar3e ke jUte-cappala pahanate haiM yaha hiMsA hai| rabara kI cappala pahananA ApakI AvazyakatA hai lekina camar3e ke behatarIna jUte-cappala pahananA ApakI tRSNA hai| bhojana ApakI AvazyakatA hai, lekina vibhinna prakAra ke susvAdu bhojana karanA Apa kI tRSNA hai| bhojana jarUrI hai lekina sAtvika, jo mila jaae| namaka kama hai, khaTAI nahIM hai yaha binA soce bhojana karanA ThIka hai| ApakI jarUrata sirpha bhojana hai, svAda ke lie namaka, zakara, khaTAI DAlanA tRSNA hai| hAM agara Apako garmI car3ha rahI hai to nIMbU kA pAnI ApakI AvazyakatA hai| kapar3A pahananA ApakI jarUrata hai lekina yaha raMga, vaha sTAila yaha ApakI tRSNA hai| jahA~ taka dhyAna kI bAta hai 'om' ko agara mAno to jarUrI hai, na mAno to koI jarUrI nahIM hai| dhyAna meM praveza karane ke lie koI na koI praveza-dvAra to banAnA hI par3egA n? kisI rAste para calanA hai to praveza-dvAra banAnA hogaa| makAna meM andara jAnA hai to bhI praveza-dvAra cAhie / duniyA meM 'om' se bar3hakara anya koI mahApraveza-dvAra nahIM ho sktaa| duniyA meM jitane bhI maMtra haiM sabhI 'om' se niSpanna hue haiN| hinduoM ke to sAre zAstra kahate haiM ki dharatI para sabase pahale 'om' paidA huaa| 'om' koI zabda nahIM, sirpha dhvani hai, praadhvni| yaha to kaMTha kA saMgIta hai| Apa isakA uccAraNa karate haiM taba yaha zabda bhale hI hotA ho lekina merA prayAsa zabda se niHzabda meM le jAne kA hai| use gaharAte-gaharAte. 'om' kI sahayAtrA karAte hue 'om' kA antaramaMthana karAte hae, 'oma' se mukta kara denA hai| eka dvAra se dUsare dvAra taka le jAte hue 'om' zabda se chUTa jAnA hai| pahalA dvAra zarIra hai, dUsarA dvAra vicAra hai aura tIsarA dvAra mana hai| jaba hama 'om' kA uccAraNa karate haiM, anagaMja karate haiM to zarIra ko dvAra banAte haiN| 'oma' ke mAdhyama se bhItara praveza karate haiN| jaba hama sahayAtrA karate haiM to vicAroM ko niyaMtrita karate haiM yaha dUsarA dvAra hai| antaramaMthana meM mana nahIM baca paataa| zvAsa aura 'om' kA itanA saghana maMthana karate haiM ki zarIra, vicAra, mana saba caleM, sAgara ke pAra/82 For Personal & Private Use Only

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kucha chUTa jaae| taba Apa dekhate haiM ki aba to mana se 'om' bhI nahIM aataa| vahA~ eka zUnya ghaTita huA, hRdaya kA mauna ghaTita huA / amRta nipajA, ahobhAva paidA huA, Ananda ghaTita huA / 'om' Avazyaka hai| jAgaraNa ke lie, UrjA - kuMDa ke jAgaraNa ke lie OM aura zvAsa acUka upAya hai| lekina agara Apa binA 'om' ke bhI dhyAna meM praviSTa ho jAte haiM to Apa eka sIr3hI aura Age bar3ha cuke haiM, ApakA svAgata hai / mere pyAre prabhu! jaba koI majabUrI meM yA rojIroTI kI samasyA Ane para jaina dharma meM sAdhu-sAdhvI banatA hai, dUsare prakAra kA vyakti vairAgya Ane para dIkSA grahaNa karatA hai, donoM prakAra ke sAdhu-sAdhviyoM ke jJAna va dinacaryA meM pharka hotA hai| kyoM? - dilIpa zAha pahalI bAta to maiM yaha nivedana karanA cAhUMgA ki dIkSA maiMne bhI lI, koI pandraha sAla phle| lekina jaba mujhe jJAna huA, Atma-sambodhi upalabdha huI, taba mujhe lagA pahale maiMne dIkSA lI thI aura aba mere bhItara dIkSA ghaTita huI hai| jinase maiMne dIkSA lI ve eka alaga kisma ke guru aura jisa samaya mere bhItara dIkSA ghaTita huI taba maiM hI apanA guru thaa| mere bhItara kisI ne dIkSA ghaTita kI nahIM, apane-Apa ghaTita huI / ise puruSArtha samajhiye, pauruSa samajhie yA sAdhanA samajhie / mere dekhe dIkSA kabhI dI nahIM jAtI, dIkSA ghaTita hotI hai| agara maiM bhI dIkSA dene kA vyAmoha kara lUM to saikar3oM ziSya banA lUMgA para nahIM, maiM aisA nahIM karUMgA / aisA karane se mAtra celoM kI jamAta bar3ha jAegI, magara koI kahIM pahu~cegA nahIM / dIkSA rUpAntaraNa hai, jIvana parivartana hai / yaha koI veza-parivartana nahIM hai / jIvana rUpAntaraNa hI dIkSA hai / isalie maiM kahatA hU~ dIkSA sadA ghaTita hotI hai| jaba-jaba bhI Apako lage ki Antarika zUnya ghaTita ho gayA, UrjA kA urdhvArohaNa huA yA prakAza kI lau prakaTa huI, zarIra meM Aga paidA huI cAhe jisa prakriyA se, cAhe jisa kI maujUdagI se Antarika Ananda ghaTita huA, vahI hamArA guru, usI ke dvArA dIkSA sampanna huI / majabUrI yA abhAva meM dIkSA lene vAle aura vairAgyavAsI hokara dIkSA lene vAle meM to nizcita rUpa se pharka hogA hI / bhUkha ke mAre jo sAdhu banegA vaha sAdhu-jIvana meM kevala bhojana ko hI dekhegaa| bhojana usakI AkAMkSA cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha / 83 For Personal & Private Use Only

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hogii| vaha gRhastha ke ghara jAegA, vahA~ taraha-taraha kI cIjeM dekhegA para usakI najara to roTI chor3akara miThAI, phala para TikI rhegii| gRhastha kahegA mahArAja roTI deU~! mahArAja kaheMge nahIM roTI to bahuta ho gaI, hA~ vaha le lo, vaha yAnI mitthaaii| jo maunapUrvaka khAte haiM, khAte vakta bolate nahIM, sirpha izArA karate haiM, jo bhojana ke lie sAdhu banegA, sabhI jAnate haiM usake izAre kisakI ora hoNge| kyoMki vaha bhUkha ke kAraNa sAdhu banA hai isalie use sirpha bhojana hI dikhAI degaa| bhUkhe ko to bhojana meM hI paramAtmA dikhAI detA hai| use bhojana ke alAvA aura kucha nahIM dikhAI detaa| Apa to sAdhu kI kahate haiM, agara Apa bhI bhUkhe hoMge to yahA~ Akara bhI, mere pAsa Akara bhI yahI saba dekhanA caaheNge| nahIM? maiM saMtoM kA sammAna karatA huuN| saMta meM arihaMta kI AbhA hotI hai| saMta vaha, jo zAMta hai - udvegoM aura uttejanAoM se rahita hai| muni vaha jo mauna hai, mana ke kolAhala se mukta hai, sthitaprajJa hai| rojIroTI manuSya kI samasyA ho sakatI hai, para roTI ke lie tuma sAdhu kA bAnA pahana lo, yaha saMta nahIM, tumhArA aMta hai| aura Aja sahI saMta kama, rojI roTI vAle saMta jyAdA mileNge| himAlaya taka meM tumheM aise saMta mila jaaeNge| gaMgotrI maMdira ke bAhara eka saMta ko pAMca-pAMca/dasa-dasa paise mAMgate dekhA, to maiMne usase pUchA ki ye kyA bhikhArI kA kAma karate ho| tuma saMta ho, to ..... / jo bhI ho, AdamI phira bhI kucha ImAnadAra thaa| kahane lagA, jI, maiM saMta nahI huuN| to phira ye cogA kyoM pahanA hai / kahane lagA, gurujI! isako pahanane se bhIkha milane meM thor3I suvidhA rahatI hai| rojI-roTI kI samasyA ke kAraNa banA saMta, saMta nahIM, sAdhutA kA mukhauTA hai| yahA~ taka ki na kevala unakA veza, varan tyAga aura tapa bhI Upara-Upara hai, dikhAU bhara hai| Aja se karIba bAraha varSa pUrva jaba maiM ahamadAbAda meM thA, maiM nayA-nayA thA aura eka saMta jo hamAre yahA~ AyA karate the, sAla meM eka bAra bhI nahIM nahAte the, eka bAra bhI kapar3e nahIM dhote the, itane kriyA-custa ki hama dekhakara daMga raha jAte the| eka vakta kA bhojana karanA, eka vakta pAnI pInA, hama dekhakara cakita the| unake zarIra se gaMdha AtI thI, para ve nahIM nahAte the| maiM unakA sammAna-Adara karatA thA aura yaha mAnatA thA ki caleM, sAgara ke pAra/84 For Personal & Private Use Only

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zAyada ye bhagavAna ke dUsare rUpa hoNge| lekina jaise hI paryUSaNa Ae, mujhe sunane ko milA ki usa saMta ne, parva manavAne ke lie jo kalpasUtra par3hA jAtA hai, usa kalpasUtra ko par3hane ke lie taya kara rakhA hai ki dasa hajAra rupaye leNge| mere jIvana meM, maiMne jo krAntikArI ghaTanAeM dUsaroM ke jIvana meM dekhIM aura jinase maiM prabhAvita huA, unameM se eka yaha bhI hai / usake bAda jaba bhI ve hamAre yahA~ Ae mujhe nahIM lagA ki saMta haiM / jaise-jaise jIvana mUlyoM ke prati, jIvana meM hI svayaM ko nihArane ke prati bhAva bar3hate cale gae, yahI pAyA ki kisI kI bhI vezabhUSA se, caryA se, vaha kyA kara rahA hai, itane mAtra se nahIM jAnA jA sktaa| Apa kyA haiM, kisa kula meM paidA hue haiM, kyA karate haiM, kaunasA vyavasAya hai, bilkula nahIM dekhatA / nAma bhI smaraNa nahIM rakhatA kyoMki jAnatA hUM nAma bhI sAre Aropita hote haiN| (yahA~ baiThe logoM meM muzkila se pAMca chaH nAma yAda hoMge, basa cehare sabake pahacAnatA hUM / ) merI samajha se hamezA vyakti kI antaradazA ko dekhA jAnA caahie| usa vyakti kI AtmA ko dekhA jAnA cAhie / mahAvIra kI bhI dinacaryA ko dekhoge to sivAya samavazaraNa ke, sivAya devI-devatAoM kI AvAjAhI ke Apako aura kucha na milegA lekina aisA dekhane se koI bhI vyakti mahAvIra taka na pahuMca paaegaa| mahAvIra taka vahI pahuMca sakatA hai jo unakI antaradazA ko pahacAna rahA hai / mUlataH mahAvIra kI AtmA kyA hai, ise pahacAnane kI jisameM koziza hai vahI mahAvIratva ko upalabdha karatA hai / rAga, virAga aura vItarAga, merA vizvAsa to kevala vItarAgatA meM hai, rAga se bhI Upara uTha jAo, vairAgya se bhI Upara uTha jaao| itanA hI nahIM ki saMsAra se Upara uTho apitu saMnyAsa se bhI Upara uTha jaao| apanI antaradazA meM jio, apanI antaradazA ko sudhAro, use nirmala banAo aura apane Apa meM pratiSThita hoo| svarUpa meM pratiSThA hI sAdhutA kI pahacAna hai / dhyAna meM vicAra Ate haiM, unheM Ane deM yA rokeM ? - haMsa kumAra jaina rokane kI bhASA to mere pAsa hai hI nahIM / roke rokA bhI nahIM jA sakatA / jo AtA hai Ane diijie| mujhe to prabhu ne yahI jJAna diyA hai ki yadi tumhAre jIvana meM pratikUla saMyoga Ate haiM to unheM bhI Ane do aura anukUla saMyoga Ate haiM to unakI bhI agavAnI kro| donoM kA eka hI bhAva se cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha / 85 For Personal & Private Use Only

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svAgata kro| vyakti ke lie yahI vAstavika 'sAmAyika' hai| samatvabuddhi kA svAmI honA hI sAmAyika hai| jo AtA hai Ane diijie| pharka sirpha itanA hI rakhanA hai ki Apa unameM ulajha mata jaanaa| vicAroM ke srota Ane dIjie, unheM rokie mata / rokanA damana hai aura damana bhAvI visphoTa kI taiyArI ho sakatA hai| spriMga ko jitanA dabAoge utanI hI tejI se vaha uchlegii| dhyAna meM vicAroM ko rokA ki dhyAna Apake lie tanAva kA kAraNa bana jaaegaa| kyoMki aisA kara ke damana kara rahe ho| agara koI yaha socatA hai ki maiM Aga ko rAkha se DhaMkakara dabA dUM to Aga bujha jAegI? nahIM, rAkha se dabA doge to kucha samaya ke lie DhaMka jAegI para havA kA jhauMkA AegA, rAkha ur3egI, Aga phira se pragaTa ho jaaegii| isalie rokanA nahIM hai, citta meM jo bhI yAtAyAta calatA hai usase alaga hokara use dekhanA hai, dRSTA hokara, darzaka hokara / jaise hama philma dekhate haiM, citra Ate haiM, cale jAte haiM, para tuma alaga raha jAte ho| kucha vyakti philma ke sAtha tAdAtmya sthApita kara lete haiN| ve philma dekhate hue haMsane lagate haiM, rone lagate haiM, krodhita ho jAte haiM yAni ki aba philma una para hAvI ho gii| agara eka darzaka kI taraha, dRSTA kI taraha philma ko dekhate rahe, tIna ghaMTe bIta jAeMge, philma sirpha philma rhegii| hamArA mana eka citrakAra hai, vaha dina-rAta sapanoM ko banAtA rahatA hai| saMsAra kA nirmANa koI bhagavAna yA paramAtmA nahIM karatA, isa saMsAra kA sRSTA hamArA apanA citta hai| isalie citta meM jo yAtAyAta calatA hai, calane do| lekina bilkula yahI bhAva rahe ki maiM usase alaga hUM, dekhane vAlA hU~ ki kaise-kaise citra A rahe haiM, kaise-kaise vicAra A rahe haiN| do-tIna minaTa bAda pAeMge ki vicAra dhIre-dhIre zAnta hote cale jA rahe haiN| Akhira una vicAroM ko tAkata dene vAle to tuma hI ho| jaba tumane svayaM ko una vicAroM se alaga kara liyA to unheM zakti kahA~ se milegI, ve kaise AeMge? citta ke pAsa jitanI paudgalika tAkata hai, bhautika UrjA, vaha bahuta jaldI khatma ho jAtI hai| para jaise hI tumane apane-Apako usameM jor3a liyA, tuma baha gae, tuma, tuma na rahe sirpha vicAra ho ge| taba bhttkoge| vicAroM kI, kalpanAoM kI zRMkhalA zurU ho jaaegii| udher3a-buna calatI rhegii| jaise hI pahalA vicAra uThe usase alaga hokara dekho| are maiM vahA~ nahIM caleM, sAgara ke pAra/86 For Personal & Private Use Only

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hUM, maiM to yahA~ dhyAna-kakSa meM huuN| jaise hI dukAna kA khayAla AyA, gullaka uThI, baiMka kA dRzya to pUrA ubhara bhI nahIM pAegA ki vicAra laTaka jaaeNge| ve gira ge| phira jo hogA vaha dhyAna hogaa| taba Apa dhyAna meM, apane-Apa meM jI rahe haiN| Apa vicAra nahIM haiM kyoMki Apake vicAre vicAra nahIM aate| Apa koI aura haiM, aura jo alaga koI aura ho jAtA hai, vicAra zAnta ho jAte haiN| Apa dRSTA hokara citta ke yAtAyAta ko dekhie| draSTA-bhAva hI vAstava meM dhyAna kI AtmA hai| mauna se lAbha-hAni? - rAjeza zAha mere prabhu, Apane viSaya aisA uThAyA hai, jise mauna se hI samajhAyA jA sakatA hai| mauna se hI mauna ko samajhAyA jA sakatA hai| agara isake lAbha-hAni dekhane haiM to jaba maiM mauna meM hotA hUM, mere pAsa Akara sirpha AdhA ghaMTA baiTha jaaie| kucha bhI mata karie, sirpha dekhie ki vaha mauna Apake bhItara kyA ghaTita karatA hai| taba mere pAsa baiThanA hI Apake lie aisA ho jAegA ki Apa anacAhe hI zAnti ke jharane meM nahA rahe haiM, anacAhe hI Ananda ke nirjhara meM DubakI lagA rahe haiN| kucha aisA hone lagegA, jo sirpha mauna se hI sambhAvita hai| maiM cAhatA hUM Apa pratidina mauna avazya rkheN| yahA~ taka ki jaba Apa dhyAna karane ke lie baiThate haiM to usake AdhA ghaMTA pahale mauna le leM aura dhyAna karane ke bAda bhI kama-se-kama AdhA ghaMTA mauna meM raheM, tAki dhyAna kI taraMga Apake andara banI rhe| dhyAna kI tanmayatA kI taraMga ko paidA karane ke lie use banAye rakhane ke lie mauna acUka hai| abhI to ApAdhApI meM dhyAna ke lie cale Ate haiN| daur3ate-bhAgate hue dukAna se, ghara se Ate haiM aura dhyAna kiyA ki punaH usI bhAga-daur3a meM zAmila ho jAte haiN| natIjA yaha hogA dhyAna meM vicAroM-vikalpoM kI uThApaTaka jArI rhegii| mauna le lIjie, dhyAna meM praveza karane ke lie, dhyAna kI taraMga banAe rakhane ke lie| mauna lIjie svayaM meM jIne ki lie| loga mauna le lete haiN| phira dekhie unakA 'hAM-hUM, hUM-hA' kA vArtAlApa (hNsii)| mauna le lete haiM, taba bhI vahI pravRtti cAlU rahatI hai| agara bahuta Avazyaka ho yA tumhAre binA kAma cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/87 For Personal & Private Use Only

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nahIM cala rahA hai to do zabdoM meM likhakara bAta batA do| tuma mauna to le lete ho lekina usa daramyAna jitanA likhate ho usase kama to bolane se hI kAma cala jaataa| mauna lekara itanA likhate ho ki behatara hai bola hI lo| mauna apane meM jIne ke lie, apane vicAroM ko zAnta karane ke lie | bolane se jo vacana kI UrjA kharca hotI hai, usakA punaH saMcaya ho jAe, yaha bhAva agara hai to vicAra bhI nahIM uttheNge| mauna mana ko zAnta karane meM sarvAdhika sahacara bnegaa| mauna vAstava meM mana kI cuppI ke lie hai| jabAna kI cappI mauna kI vyAvahArikatA hai, para mana kI cuppI mauna kA mUla zAstra hai| mana kI mRtyu kA nAma hI mauna hai| mauna hI vaha kalA hai, jo samAja meM rahakara bha., samAja-mukta jIvana jilAnA sikhAtA hai| hara vyakti ko pratidina do ghaMTe mauna jarUra rakhanA cAhiye aura agara ho sake to pratimAha tIna dina kA mauna svIkAra kara lenA caahiye| yaha tridivasIya mauna vAstava meM saMnyAsa hai, tridivasIya prauSadha hai| agara AtmA ke svara sunane hai, bhItara kA saMgIta sunanA hai, to mauna anivArya hai| pahale bAhara se mauna, phira bhItara se maun| Atmika zAMti ke lie mauna se bar3hakara koI upAya nahIM hai| eka bAta hamezA khayAla rakho ki mauna ke daurAna acchI-se-acchI yA burIse-burI koI bhI ghaTanA ghaTe, mauna khulane ke bAda usake bAre meM koI pratikriyA vyakta mata kro| agara pratikriyA vyakta karane ke bhAva bane rahe to mauna kI koI sArthakatA na hogii| tumheM kisI ne gAlI dI, tuma socoge, ThIka hai bande, Adhe ghaMTe bAda mauna khula jAegA (haMsI), IMTa kA javAba patthara se dUMgA (teja haMsI) eka-eka zabda kA javAba duuNgaa| taba vaha mauna, mauna nahIM, bhItara meM krodha kA visphoTa hai| taba Apa bolakara jitanA krodha prakaTa karate, usase sau-gunA adhika apane bhItara saMcita kara lete haiN| isalie mauna ke daurAna kisI ne kucha bhI kahA, kaha diyA hogaa| apane to apanI mastI meM masta | hAthI agara yaha socane laga jAe ki pIche kutte bhauMka rahe haiM to hAthI cala nahIM paaegaa| sirpha apane meM jInA hai| agara aisA hai to mauna sArthaka hai| mauna kI sahI paribhASA, sahI artha, sahI lAbha tabhI jaba svayaM mauna meM houuN| merA mauna hI maiM hUM aura maiM merI zAnti meN| bAharI vAtAvaraNa se aprabhAvita rahanA, bhItara zAMti kA alakha jagAnA - yahI mauna ke lAbha haiN| caleM, sAgara ke pAra/88 For Personal & Private Use Only

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binA bhugate karma se kaise chuTakArA ho? - avanI mehatA itanI bhI kyA jaldI hai, bhaI! (haMsI) mujhe patA hai tuma chUTa nahIM sakate, agara maiM upAya batA dUM taba bhI nahIM chUTa skoge| agara maiM kaha dUM ki gRhasthI kI chor3akara A jAo, nahIM aaoge| hameM apane karmoM se hI itanA prema ho gayA hai ki hama chUTanA hI nahIM caahte| agara kisI ko umra kaida ho gaI hai aura bIsa sAla bAda use jela se nikAloge to vaha bAhara nikalanA nahIM caahegaa| vaha kahegA bAhara nikaleMge to mehanata karanI par3egI, sau dukhaH sahane hoMge; nahIM, apane to yahIM ThIka haiM, bina mehanata kA bhojana mila rahA hai| rUsa meM jaba lenina ne krAnti kI aura sAre kaidiyoM ko, umra kaida kATa rahe kaidiyoM ko bhI mukta kara diyA, lekina jAnate haiM kyA huA? sAMjha DhalI, rAta huI subaha sAre kaidI apane Apa hI jela meM lauTa aae| kahane lage, rAta meM so hI na paae| pAMva meM jaba taka jaMjIreM na hoM nIMda hI nahIM aatii| jela hI jinake lie ghara bana gayA hai bhalA, ve usa jela se kaise mukta ho skeNge| mere dekhe karma se mukta huA jA sakatA hai| bAhara ke saMyogoM se mukta huA jA sake yA na huA jA sake bhItara ke saMyogoM se nizcita rUpa se mukta huA jA sakatA hai aura dhyAna isake lie saphalatama prayoga hai| dhyAna vaha prayoga hai jisake dvArA Apa apane karmoM ko, saMyogoM ko, niyati ko svayaM samajha sakate haiN| bAharI saMyogoM ko to bhoganA hI pdd'egaa| acche yA bure jaise bhI saMyoga Ate haiM, unheM svIkAra karanA par3atA hai| unheM bar3e ahobhAva ke sAtha svIkAra kara lo| agara kisI ne tumhArI badanAmI kara dI to use bhI utane hI prema se svIkAra kara lo jitanI apanI tArIpha ko karate ho| karma to tumheM tIna dina takalIpha degA, vaha tIna minaTa meM hI khatma honA zuru ho jaaegaa| itanA ahobhAva honA cAhie, itanA svAgata kA bhAva honA caahie| ThIka aise hI jaise hamAre ghara meM atithi AtA hai aura jAte samaya kucha Dibbe miThAI ke dekara jAtA hai| hama to yahI samajheM ki agara hamAre jIvana meM duSkarma kA udaya ho rahA hai, karma A rahe haiM, pratikUla saMyoga, pratikUla niyati kA udaya hai, hama unakA bar3e prema, atyanta zAnti aura ananta dhairya ke sAtha svAgata kreNge| pariNAma Aja nahIM kala cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/86 For Personal & Private Use Only

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anivAryataH sahI hogA, svaccha va nirmala hogaa| samaya balavAna jarUra hai, para parivartanazIla hai| Aja jo cakkA nIce hai kala Upara hogA aura jo Upara hai AnevAle kala ko nIce hogaa| kucha karma aura karma-prakRtiyAM aisI hotI haiM jo antar-dharAtala ke prati nirantara saceta rahane se svataH naSTa hotI jaaeNgii| para kucha karma aise hote haiM, jinheM bhoge bagaira chuTakArA nhiiN| hara upabhoga bandhana hai, para usa upabhoga se karma kI nirjarA hotI hai, vRttiyoM kA visarjana hotA hai, jo dhyAna-dRSTi se, yoga-dRSTi se, samyak dRSTi se kiyA jAtA hai| kundakunda ne kahA hai yogadRSTi sampanna vyakti cetana athavA acetana, jisa bhI cIja kA sevana karegA, bhoga-upabhoga karegA, usase karma vigalita hI hoNge| dhyAna-anivArya mArga hai yogadRSTi ke lie, karma-mukti ke lie| ajapA japa-dhyAna adhika prabhAvI hai yA japa ke sAtha kiyA gayA dhyaan| yahA~ dhyAna meM zvAsa kI gati teja kyoM karavAI jAtI hai? - akhileza inhoMne do prazna uThAe haiN| caitanya-dhyAna meM do kar3iyA~ hai - yoM to pAMca caraNa haiN| pahale hama samajheM japa aura ajapA japa meM kyA pharka hai| japa use kahate haiM jisameM mana kI sakriyatA jArI rahatI hai| mana ke dvArA, mastiSka ke dvArA jisa maMtra kI smRti hotI rahatI hai use japa kahate haiN| jahA~ mana zAnta ho jAtA hai aura binA prayAsa ke bhItara ke hoMTha phar3aphar3Ate rahate haiM vahA~ ajapA japa hotA hai| bina japa kie jahA~ japa, cale bina bAjA ke jahA~ jhaMkAra uThe, bina badalI ke jahA~ phuhAra barase, vaha hai ajapA jp| ajapA japa bhI prabhAvI hai aura japa ke sAtha kiyA gayA dhyAna bhI prabhAvI caitanya-dhyAna meM maiMne jina caraNoM ko jor3A hai usameM pahale japa hai aura usake bAda ajapA jp| jaba taka hamArI 'om' aura sAMsa ke sAtha sahayAtrA calatI hai taba taka japa calatA hai| nirantara, vaha japa gahare se aura gaharA hotA jAtA hai| vaikharI, madhyamA, pazyanti aura parA | parA-manovijJAna ke jo cAra caraNa haiM, caitanya-dhyAna meM ve cAroM-ke-cAroM caraNa haiN| pahale sahaja, phira sAMsa kI maMdatA ke sAtha thor3A gaharA, phira caleM, sAgara ke pAra/60 For Personal & Private Use Only

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usake TheTha nAbhi aura kuMDalinI taka pahuMcAte hue atyanta gaharA aura usake bAda japa ko chor3a dete haiM, ajapA-japa prArambha karate haiM tIvra antaramaMthana ke saath| taba dimAga se haTakara 'om' nikalatA hai, taba nAka se sAMsa nahIM calatI. sirpha nAbhi aura hRdaya se hI 'oma' kA antaramaMthana hotA hai| vahA~ ajapA-japa ghaTita hotA hai| jinake ajapA-japa ghaTita ho gayA, binA mastiSka ke 'om' rahA aura binA nAka sAMsa rahI, unhIM ke bhItara anAhata nAda kI anubhUti hotI hai| ajapA japa ke bAda kA caraNa hI anAhata nAda hai, aisA nAda jahA~ bina bajAe tAlI bajatI hai| inake prazna kA agalA bhAga teja zvAsa se hai| ApakI sAMsa kI gati teja ho sakatI hai| sAMsa kI jaisI gati calatI hai, maiM to cAhatA hUM usameM kabhI kedAra rAga nikale, kabhI koI dIparAga baje, kabhI koI bhairavI chir3a Ae / maiM nahIM cAhatA Apa baiThate hI teja ho jaaeN| agara baiThate hI sAMsoM ko tIvra gati de dI to ApakA dhyAna vAsanA ke kendra ko spandita kara jaaegaa| isalie maiM pahale sAMsa kI prekSA niyaMtraNa karane ko kahatA huuN| sAMsa to hamAre jIvana kA AdhAra hai| hamAre jIvana kI pahalI abhivyakti zarIra nahIM. sAMsa hai| hama sAMsa ko niyaMtrita karate hue, use eka sura, laya, saMgIta dete hue dhIre-dhIre vicAroM ke, mana ke pAra hote hue antas-dhyAna meM praveza karate haiN| isalie sAMsa ko tIvra nahIM niyaMtrita karavAyA jAtA hai| sAMsa mahatvapUrNa nahIM hai, use to mAtra eka mAdhyama banAyA jA rahA hai, bhItara meM praveza karane ke lie| sAMsa prabala mAdhyama hai, mArga hai aMtas-praveza kaa| tIvra zvAsa-prazvAsa kuMDalinI-jAgaraNa ke lie, nAbhika UrjA ke jAgaraNa ke lie, jIvana kI mUlabhUta UrjA ke jAgaraNa ke lie behada sahAyaka hai| gahare aura tIvra zvAsa vAstava meM coTa hai kuMDalinI ko| soyI sarpiNI ko jagAne ke lie aMgulI kA sparza hai| aisA mAtra caitanya-dhyAna meM karavAyA jAtA hai| sambodhi dhyAna caitanya-dhyAna se bilkula bhinna sthiti hai| usameM zvAsa kI tIvratA nahIM hotI, mAtra vipazyanA hotI hai| pahale zvAsa kI vipazyanA, phira zarIragata saMvedanAoM kA anubhava, sUkSma granthiyoM kA visarjana, vikalpoM se mukti aura bhItara meM sAkAra hue zUnya meM antara-vihAra | aisA krama hai| cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/61 For Personal & Private Use Only

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caitanya-dhyAna ke jo pAMca caraNa haiM unameM pahale cAra caraNa prayatna haiM, puruSArtha hai, ceSTA hai, taba taka dhyAna nahIM sirpha prayAsa hai aura antima pAMcavAM caraNa hI asalI dhyAna hai| jahA~ na sAMsa para niyaMtraNa aura na 'om' kA smaraNa, kucha bhI nahIM, jo-jaisA bhItara ghaTita hotA hai ahobhAva ke sAtha usakA svIkAra hai| kuNDalinI jAgaraNa ke lakSaNa kyA hai, kaise mahasUsa hogA ki kuNDalinI jAgrata ho gaI hai| - rAmanareza yAdava dhyAna eka prayoga hai aura misTara yAdava Apa svayaM eka prayogazAlA haiN| mere dekhe dharma kA vahI rUpa honA cAhie jisakA apanA prayoga ho| jisameM prayoga nahIM, usakA mArga rUr3hivAda kA hogA, kevala paramparA ko nibhAne kA hogaa| dharma aura jIvana jahA~ samavet honA cAhate haiM vahAM dharma ko hamezA prayogAtmaka honA caahie| jina cIjoM kA prayoga hotA hai anivAryataH usakA pariNAma bhI hotA hai| usake lakSaNa hameM svayaM ko anubhUta hote haiN| yadi hamAre bhItara kuNDalinI-jAgaraNa hotA hai to usake lakSaNa hamako dikhAI deNge| sarvaprathama to kuNDalinI kyA hai? yaha yoga-sUtroM kI, yogazAstriyoM kI dI huI eka zabdAvalI hai| yoga-zAstrI kahate haiM jaise sat-yuga ghUmakara baiThA hai athavA soyA hai yA jAgA hai ThIka isI prakAra kuNDalinI bhI hamAre bhItara soI rahatI hai| cAhe vaha mahilA ho yA puruSa, yogazAstra kyA kahatA hai - pahale maiM vaha btaauuNgaa| manuSya kA jo mala-mUtra sthAna hai una donoM ke bIca kuNDalinI kA sthAna mAnA jAtA hai| yadi koI vyakti kAmottejita ho gayA hai to vaha khuda para kaise niyaMtraNa kare? apane pAMva kI donoM er3iyoM ko una donoM sthAna ke bIca le jAkara rakha do aura apane pUre zarIra kA bhAra usa para rakha do| tIsa saiMkaDa ke bhItara-bhItara usakI uttejanA zAMta ho jAegI kyoMki usakI kuNDalinI kA sthAna daba gayA, jahA~ se kAmottejanA uTha rahI hai| aba maiM apanI bhASA meM smjhaauuN| kuNDalinI aura kucha nahIM, yaha manuSya kA UrjA-kuNDa hai| manuSya ke zarIra meM alaga-alaga sthAnoM para UrjAeM rahatI haiN| mastiSka UrjA kA alaga samUha hai, yahA~ alaga snAyu haiM, alaga koSikAeM haiN| manuSya kA nirmANa mastiSka, hRdaya yA hAtha-pAMvoM se nahIM caleM, sAgara ke pAra/62 For Personal & Private Use Only

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balki nAbhi ke dvArA hotA hai| isalie vacce ke utpanna hote hI mAM kI nAbhi se jur3I huI bacce kI nAbhi ko turaMta alaga kara diyA jAtA hai| garbhakAla meM sabhI usI nAbhi ke dvArA bhojana, vAyu aura anya Avazyaka tattva grahaNa karate haiN| paidA hone ke vAda to hamArI paMcendriyA~ kAma karane lagatI haiM aura nAbhi kA saMparka TUTa jAtA hai| sAdhanA ke dvArA usI nAbhikamala ko punaH jAgrata kiyA jAtA hai| nAbhi kamala kI taraha hotI hai aura isakI nalI kaha leM yA DaMDI kaha leM, vaha DaMDI jahA~ para ikaTThI hai jisase vaha kamala khilatA hai vahIM kuNDalinI hai| manuSya kI kAma-UrjA bhI vahIM hai| vahIM usakA kuMDa hai| java kuNDalinI kA jAgaraNa hotA hai yA usa kuMDa kI zakti jAgrata hotI hai, tava koI tarala padArtha Upara nahIM car3hatA jaisA ki yoga zAstra kahate haiN| mere dekhe aisA nahIM hai| mere dekhe to jo tarala padArtha nIce rahatA hai, UrjA-kuMDa ke rUpa meM usameM rahane vAlI UrjA, adRzya zakti-vala vaha cetanA ke visphoTa ke rUpa meM Upara kI ora uThatA hai| nIce kI cetanA Upara kI ora ArohaNa karatI hai aura java Upara uThatI hai tava hameM nAbhi ke AsapAsa ajIva se spaMdana, adbhuta anubhUtiyA~ hotI haiM aura hRdaya meM cetanA kA saghana rUpa dikhAI detA hai| aisA lagatA hai jaise cetanA spaMdita ho rahI hai| hama jitane jyAdA Upara bar3hate cale jAeMge, hama spaMdita hote cale jaaeNge| spandana aura zakti kA srota anubhava karate jaaeNge| sAmAnyataH sAdhaka ko nAbhi-kamala/kuNDalinI/svAdhiSThAna para kucha spaMdana mahasUsa ho jAte haiM lekina vIca ke sthAnoM para spaMdana nahIM hote, sIdhe mastiSka meM spaMdana hote haiN| yaha zarIra kA vijJAna hai ki mastiSka kA sIdhA saMbaMdha rIr3ha hI haDDI se jur3atA huA jahA~ rIr3ha kI haDDI khatma hotI hai vahA~ UrjA kuNDa se mila jAtA hai| kuNDalinI kA bhI yahI sthAna hai aura kAma-UrjA kA bhii| kAma-UrjA, UrjA-kuMDa kA eka aMga hai| isalie java bhI kAma-vAsanA ke vicAra uThate haiM hamAre zarIra ke adhobhAga meM spaMdana zurU ho jAte haiN| uttejanA jaga jAtI hai| maiM yaha isalie spaSTa kaha rahA hUM ki hamAre mana meM koI bhrAnti na raha jAe, vilkula vahI jaisA jo maiMne jaanaa| hamAre nIce ke UrjA-kuMDa meM java spaMdana hotA hai, saMbhava hai bIca ke sthAnoM meM koI spaMdana na ho aura hama sIdhe rIr3ha kI haDDI ke mAdhyama se, suSumnA nAr3I ke mAdhyama se mastiSka meM pahuMca jAte haiM aura donoM bhauMhoM ke cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/63 For Personal & Private Use Only

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bIca cetanA ke spaMdana mahasUsa hone laga jAte haiM / mastiSka kI sUkSma nAr3iyA isase sazakta hotI haiM, prajJA kA jAgaraNa hotA hai / yahI kuNDalinI jAgaraNa ke lakSaNa haiN| jAgaraNa ke bahuta se lakSaNa ho sakate haiN| alaga-alaga logoM ke alaga-alaga anubhava | mujhe jaisA dikhAI diyA, vaisA maiMne batAyA / kRpayA ahobhAva smjhaaeN| - bAbUlAla jaina jaba prArthanA ke sAre zabda cuka jAte haiM, jubAna jise kaha nahIM pAtI hai, agara hama AMkhoM ke AMsuoM se bhI kahanA cAheM aura lagatA hai ki nahIM kaha pAe taba aisI sthiti meM jo antarabhAva jagatA hai usa antarabhAva kA nAma ahobhAva hai| jaise hama ghUmate hue gommaTeza zravaNabelagolA pahuMce / acAnaka hamane dekhA bAhubalI kI mUrti ko aura mukha se nikalA - are vAha ! aura 'vAha' ko kahane ke bAda Apa nahIM kaha sakate ki kyA vicAra A rahe haiN| eka aisI nIravatA, nirvikalpatA bhItara chA jAtI hai ki usa 'vAha' ke bAda jo bhAva banatA hai, usa bhAvadazA kA nAma ahobhAva hai / jahA~ sAre bhAva zUnya ho jAte haiM, ekamAtra antarabhAva zeSa rahatA hai vahI ahobhAva hai| yaha eka mahAna dazA hai| isase mahAna aura koI sthiti nahIM hotI jaba vyakti eka ahomUrti bana jAtA hai, ahobhAva meM DUba jAtA hai| maiM bhI java apanI mastI meM hotA hUM nahIM kahatA 'dharmalAbha' yA 'AzIrvAda' taba sirpha itanA hI nikalatA hai 'ahobhAva', 'ahokAmanA', aba tuma apane hRdaya se jaisA samajha sakate ho mere hRdaya ko vaisA smjho| yaha tuma para nirbhara hai, agara tumhAre bhItara bhI utanA hI ahobhAva hai to tuma samajha jAoge / tumhAre bhItara jo ahobhAva ghaTita huA hai aura bhItara vaha kSamatA hai, vaha antaradRSTi hai usa ahobhAva ko samajhane kI to zAyada tumhArI vANI ko maiM na samajha pAUM lekina tumhAre ahobhAva ko jarUra samajha jAUMgA, use avazya AtmasAt kara jaauuNgaa| vANI se tuma kitanA jhuke yaha vyAvahArikatA hai, vaha jo antara kI bhAva- dazA hai, ahobhAva hai vahI ApakI Atma- dazA hai / use zabdoM meM nahIM, jI kara hI jAnA jA sakatA hai / Apa svayaM samajha sakate haiM / ahobhAva se bhare praNAma, tuma jahA~ bhI hoge, jahA~ bhI karoge, mujha taka caleM, sAgara ke pAra / 64 For Personal & Private Use Only

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pahuMca jaaeNge| ahobhAva jagA yAnI tuma ullasita hue, tuma utsavita hue, bhItara meM DubakI lagAkara bAhara Ae / bhAvakendra kI atyanta nirmala, zAnta aura vItadveSa sthiti hai yh| ahobhAva meM jInA - yaha merA pahalA saMdeza hai aura yahI AkhirI bhii| dhyAna kA mUla uddezya hai samatA bhAvI ho jaanaa| lekina jahA~ krodha karanA jarUrI ho jAe taba ye sAMsArikatA jaise ko taisA karanA sikhAtI hai| yaha virodhAbhAsa ekAgratA meM bAdhA DAlatA hai? - razmi mAlU dhyAna kA mUla uddezya samatAbhAvI ho jAnA hai, parantu jahA~ krodha karanA jarUrI ho jAe tava . . . . . mujhe nahIM lagatA krodha jarUrI hai| manuSya ke jIvana meM kucha guNa prakRtigata hote haiM aura kucha guNa upArjita kie jAte haiN| krodha upArjita guNa nahIM hai, yaha apane Apa A jAtA hai| deza-kAla-paristhiti ke anusAra hamArA citta badalatA rahatA hai| tava vaha kabhI krodha, kabhI vAsanA, kabhI ahaMkAra, kabhI vaimanasya ke rUpa meM badala jAtA hai| krodha-vAsanA prakRtigata guNa haiN| yadi koI paccIsa varSa kA hai aura kahe ki mere mana meM to vAsanA uThatI hI nahIM hai to vaha sapheda jhUTha bola rahA hai, vuddha vanA rahA hai yA usake zarIra kI prakRti meM kucha kamI hai, khAmI hai| tuma bure vAtAvaraNa ko dekhoge anivAryataH krodha utthegaa| yaha prakRtigata guNa hai| sAMsArikatA kI paribhASA hamezA prakRti hotI hai| hama jitane prakRtigata calate haiM utane hI sAMsArika aura prakRti se jitane Upara uThakara jIte haiM, AdhyAtmika hote cale jAte haiN| utane hI hama kucha anya guNa upArjita kara lete haiM AdhyAtmikatA ke| agara kAmottejanA uThI, koI galata nahIM hai, yaha zarIra kI prakRti hai| yaha zarIra ke hArabhonsa kA sakriya honA hai| kisI ke dimAga meM bure vicAra Ae mujhe nahIM lagatA isameM koI doSa hai / zarIra kA nirmANa strI aura puruSa donoM ke hAramonsa se hotA hai| isalie jaba bhI puruSa strI ko dekhegA aura strI puruSa ko dekhegI ve prabhAvita hoMge, yaha prakRtigata hai| AdhyAtmikatA yaha hai ki vyakti ne prakRti para apanA niyaMtraNa pA liyaa| prakRti kA usa para svAmitva na rahA, varcasva na rahA / vaha prakRti kA prabhu huaa| vaha jaisA cAhe apanI prakRti ko calA sakatA hai| agara vaha niyaMtraNa karanA cAhe yA vahanA cAhe, tatkAla kara sakatA cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha/65 For Personal & Private Use Only

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hai| jaise - eka mahilA ko yA puruSa ko dekhA mana meM vicAra uThe vaha sundara hai aura bhI anya bAteM dimAga meM AIM, zarIra Andolita huaa| lekina tatkAla hama apanI AdhyAtmikatA lAte haiM aura usa para niyaMtraNa karate haiM - yaha maiM kyA soca rahA hUM yaha to merI mAtA-bahina ke barAvara hai, yaha to mere pitA-bhAI ke barAvara hai aura Apa dekheMge dasa sekeMDa bhI nahIM lageMge prakRti para ApakA niyaMtraNa hote, prakRti zAMta ho jaaegii| yaha ApakI AdhyAtmikatA huii| bhautika UrjA para AdhyAtmika UrjA kI vijaya huii| paMca kalyANaka pUjA yA mahotsava koI AdhyAtmikatA nahIM hai| AdhyAtmikatA to vaha hai java Apake bhItara nara uThA aura Apane nArAyaNa ko pratiSThita kiyaa| jitanI dera taka ye bhAva rahe utanI dera ke lie Apa bhI nArAyaNa ho ge| aise hI prakRti java ubhAra lAtI hai vyakti ke mana meM krodha utthegaa| jaise ko taisA vAlI nIti sAMsArika logoM kI hotI hai / una logoM kI hotI hai jo khuda durvala hote hai| tumhArA pitA tuma para krodha kara sakatA hai, lekina tuma pitA para krodha nahIM kara skte| kyoMki pitA khuda ko balavAna samajha rahA hai, Apa krodha nahIM kara pA rahe yaha ApakA viveka hai| naukara hai use Apane DA~TA, pyAra se bhI DAMTA jA sakatA hai, jaba pyAra se DAMTate haiM to usa DAMTa meM bhI bar3A Ananda AtA hai| AdamI kabhI pyAra se nahIM DAMTatA hamezA gAlI se hI DAMTatA hai| krodha karanA vilkula jarUrI nahIM hai| saMketa meM bhI koI vAta kahI jA sakatI hai aura krodha karake to Aja taka koI kisI ko samajhA nahIM paayaa| Apa apane krodha ko bhI saMketa ke mAdhyama se samajhA do zAyada aura adhika gaharAI taka pahu~ca jaaoge| java Apako krodha AtA hai aura lagatA hai ki jaise ko taisA vAlI nIti denI hai 'kama-se-kama' zabdoM meM apanI abhivyakti kro| jaise TelIgrAma karate haiM, usameM Apa nape-tule zabdoM kA prayoga karate haiM usI taraha krodha kro| java krodha karanA hI hai to maiM kahUMgA TelIgrAma aura TelIgrApha kI taraha karo - cAra zabdoM meN| Apane krodha para niyaMtraNa kara liyA aura apanI bAta bhI kaha dii| eka ghaMTA cillAte to usa para koI asara nahIM hotaa| cAra zabda kahe haiM usane usakA rAtabhara sonA muzkila kara diyaa| vaha so nahIM pAegA, dina meM raha nahIM paaegaa| ve cAra zabda vAra-bAra guuNjeNge| zAle, sAgara ke pAra/66 For Personal & Private Use Only

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jaise ko taisA dene ke lie to bahuta duniyA hai / tuma 'jaise ko taisA' dene ke lie nahIM ho| tuma jo ho, vahI ho| tumane agara jaise ko taisA de diyA to isameM tumhArI kyA samajhadArI rhii| tuma kyA ho, apanI ora se vaha do| jaisA vaha hai use vaisA hI de diyA to tuma, tuma nahIM, jaisA vaha hai vaise hI tuma / jitanA buddha vaha hai utane hI buddhU tuma / jo jaisA hai use tumane bar3I samajhadArI ke sAtha, jAgarUkatA aura viveka se javAba diyA, vaha jaisA rahe yA badala jAe, lekina tumhAre bhItara jarUra UrdhvArohaNa hogA, pavitratA aaegii| kisI ke krodha se tumhAre cehare para muskAna ubhara Ae to usakA krodha tumhAre lie maMdira kI sIr3hI ke barAbara hogA aura krodha se tumheM bhI krodha A jAe to vaha tumhAre lie naraka kI pahalI sIr3hI ke barAbara hogaa| vaha naraka marane ke bAda nahIM, turaMta milegA / krodha se tuma jaloge, tar3apoge aura Aga-babUlA ho utthoge| tumheM patA hai, jaba tuma eka bAra krodha karate ho to caubIsa ghaMTe meM ekatrita kI gaI UrjA khatma ho jAtI hai / mujhe DaoNkTara ne kahA donoM samaya bhojana krie| maiMne kahA eka samaya hI kAphI hai| usane pUchA kitanI roTI khAte haiM, maiMne kahA- do| usane kahA aura adhika khAyA kIjiye / para mere lie to do hI paryApta hai / subaha jaba dhyAna ke lie baiThe taba kucha bhUkha mahasUsa huI para jaba dhyAna karake uThe to peTa itanA bhara gayA, mana paritRpti se itanA sarAbora ho gayA ki mAno khUba bhojana kiyA ho / jaba bhUkha hI nahIM hai, peTa hI bhara gayA to bhojana kyA kiyA jaae| jaba lagegA ki usakI taraMga kama ho gaI hai, bhojana kara leNge| bhareMge isa peTa ko / Apa jo kahate haiM na kuMDalinIjAgaraNa, jaba vaha Upara uThatI hai hameM bhara detI hai, tAjagI de detI hai ki hameM khAne kI AvazyakatA nahIM pdd'tii| vaise yaha alaga sTeja (sthiti) kI bAta hai / mere prabhu ! krodha AtA hai, svAbhAvika hai lekina hama sirpha eka hI bAta sIkheM ki krodha ko jitanI miThAsa, prema, ahobhAva ke sAtha pragaTa kara sakeM to zAyada jaise ko taisA to diyA jA sakegA lekina phira vaha taisA nahIM hogA hamAre jaisA hogA / kyA gurujanoM ke pravacana ke pazcAta tAlI bajAnA ucita hai ? mere vicAra se amRta vacanoM ko sunakara jIvana meM utArA jAtA hai| tAlI to maMtrI ke cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha / 67 For Personal & Private Use Only

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bhASaNa ke pazcAt bajAI jAtI hai| vaise bhI tAlI bajAne se jIva-hiMsA hotI hai| - rajanI bAphanA maiM kisa prazna kA javAba dUM - gurujanoM ke pravacana ke bAda tAlI bajAnA ucita nahIM hai yA tAlI bajAnA hI ucita nahIM hai| kyoMki jIva-hiMsA to tAlI bajAne se hotI hai| guru ke pravacana ke pazcAt bajAne se hotI hai, isakA to koI saMbaMdha hI nahIM hai| hiMsA to hogI hI, cAhe rAjanetA ko sunakara bajAo yA candraprabha ko sunakara bjaao| eka vAta aura hai rAjanetAoM ke bhASaNa ke bAda tAlI bajavAI jAtI hai, aura guru ko sunane ke bAda tAlI bajatI hai| jo bajavAI jAtI hai usameM netA loga Ate haiM, mukhya vaktA bolatA hai aura cAra netA jo pAsa meM baiThe hote haiM, usake acchI bAta bolane para tAlI bajA dete haiM, bAkI bhIr3a bhI unheM dekhakara tAlI bajA detI hai| ve cAra sahAyaka netA Ate hI isIlie haiM ki tAlI bajavAI jA ske| jaba guru bolatA hai aura koI tAlI bajAtA hai to vaha tAlI bajatI hai, bajavAI nahIM jaatii| vaha kahI nahIM jaatii| koI eka bAra nahIM hajAra bAra kaha de, taba bhI tAlI nahIM utthegii| tAlI bajavAI jAe to usameM jIva-hiMsA hogI aura tAlI baja jAe to vaha puNya-kRtya ho jaaegaa| vaha sahajatA, vaha bAta jo TheTha dila meM pahu~ca gaI aura tumane tAlI bajA dI, vaha tAlI baja gaI, use kisI ne bajavAyA nhiiN| usa samaya tAlI sirpha hAthoM se nahIM hRdaya se bajatI hai| bhItara to itanI gar3agar3AhaTa hotI hai ki bAhara to sirpha do-cAra bAra hAtha pITakara raha jAte ho, bhItara kI tAlI to dinabhara calatI rahatI hai| bhItara jo jhaMkAra hotI hai vaha dinabhara jhaMkRta rahatI hai, tumheM jhaMkRta kara detI hai, AMdolita aura prabhAvita kara detI hai| jaba tAlAba meM kaMkara pheMkate haiM to eka hI taraMga uThanI cAhie? nahIM, jahA~ kaMkara giratA hai vahA~ se itanI taraMge uThatI hai ki pUre tAlAba ko AMdolita kara detI haiN| itanA hI nahIM ki kinAroM se TakarAkara khatma ho jaae| kinAroM se TakarAegI aura punaH utanI hI tejI se vApasa lauttegii| isalie mere prabhu, jIvana meM Apa hiMsA aura ahiMsA ke prati itane sAvaceta ho, yaha acchI bAta hai| maiM to hiMsA aura ahiMsA kA itanA hI artha lagAtA hUM ki vaha vyakti ahiMsaka hai jisakI antaravRttiyoM se, vidhvaMsa kI, visphoTa kI, hiMsA kI vRttiyA~ samApta ho cukI hai aura vaha hiMsaka caleM, sAgara ke pAra/68 For Personal & Private Use Only

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hai jo bhItara hI bhItara dUsaroM kA vidhvaMsa karatA rahatA hai / apanI vidhvaMsaka zaktiyoM ko sRjana meM lagA do to tuma ahiMsaka ho aura ahiMsaka hokara bhItara se tAlI umar3atI hai to vaha pApa nahIM, hiMsA nahIM, eka puNya-kRtya hai / bhItara se, jo bhI ghaTita hotA hai usa ghaTanA ko ghaTane dene se rokanA vyakti ke lie Atma- damana hI hai / agara tAlI bhItara se na umar3I ho kevala pracalanavaza bajA dI gayI ho to usa tAlI ko bajAne kA koI artha hI nahIM hai| aisI tAliyA~ to pramatta aura mUrcchita dazA meM bajAyI jAtI haiM eka tAlI vaha hotI hai jise hama prema kI tAlI kaheMge, bhakti kI tAlI kaheMge, ahobhAva aura pramuditatA se nipajI tAlI kheNge| kala zAma agara kucha logoM ne tAliyAM bajAyI to yaha vaisI tAlI nahIM thI jo kisI vaktA ke bolane para bajAyI jAtI ho, samAroha kA udghATana yA dIpa prajvalana karate vakta bajAyI jAtI ho / vaha tAlI to tumhArI cetanA se nipajI thI, abhibhUta hone se nipajI thI, Anandita hone ke kAraNa nipajI thii| jisa kSaNa tuma abhibhUta hue isa samaya apanI abhibhUtatA ko prakaTa karane ke lie sivA tAlI ke tumhAre pAsa koI sAdhana nahIM hogA / vaha tAlI to tumhAre lie sUradAsa kA karatAla thI / tAlI kI bajAya agara tumhAre pAsa Dholaka hotI, nagAr3e hote to tuma unako bhI bajA baiThate / rajanI! Apa apanI jagaha sahI haiM ki amRta vacanoM ko sunakara jIvana meM utArA jAtA hai| yahAM jo kucha bhI hotA hai vaha jIvana meM utarane kA hI pratIka hai| agara mIrA ke hRdaya meM kRSNa utara gaye aura mIrA ke pA~va ke ghuMgharu thirakane laga gaye to isameM koI prazna vAcaka bAta nahIM hai| 'paga ghuMgharU bAMdha mIrA nAcI re / ' yaha to jo rasa milA usa rasamayatA kA utsava bhara hai| kucha dhanyavAda aura ahobhAva aise hote haiM / jinheM vANI se nahIM karatAla se prakaTa kiyA jAtA hai, ghuMgharuoM se jise vyakta kiyA jAtA hai / bUMda-bUMda amRta Tapaka rahA hai / amRta kI phuhAreM gira rahI haiM / isa bUMda-bUMda ko apane kaMTha se nIce utarane do, apane hRdaya meM utara lene do taba apanI alamastI meM bhItara se jo kucha umar3a Aye vaha hamAre hone kA pramANa hogA, cetanA kA Ananda hogA / anta meM, sabake bhItara virAjamAna prabhu ko mere praNAma haiM, svIkAra kIjiye / cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha / 66 For Personal & Private Use Only

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dhyAna-vidhi caitanya-dhyAna savere prasanna hRdaya ke sAtha caitanya-dhyAna meM praveza kiijiye| kaI loga sAtha milakara dhyAna kareM to aura behatara / prathama caraNa : OM kA sAta bAra udghoSa evaM sAta bAra antara-anugUMja kiijiye| pratyeka udghoSa evaM anugUMja ke bIca tIna bAra sahaja sAMsa liijiye| dvitIya caraNa : prasanna AtmA se sahaja sAMsa ke sAtha OM kA sahaja smaraNa/jApa kiijiye| tRtIya caraNa : OM kI shyaatraa| pahale maMda-maMda sAMsa ke sAtha, pazcAt gaharI sAMsa ke sAtha OM kA gaharA smaraNa kiijiye| caturtha caraNa : teja sAMsa ke sAtha OM kA gaharA antara-maMthana kIjiye, taba taka, jaba taka thaka na jaaeN| paMcama caraNa : antazcetanA meM anAhada kI anubhUti kIjiye aura DUba jAiye ahobhAva neM, yAnI svayaM kI sahajatA meM nimagnatA / sambodhi-dhyAna zAma ko prasanna hRdaya ke sAtha sambodhi-dhyAna meM praveza kiijiye| pahale khulakara muskurAiye, tAki mAnasika tanAva aura bojha halkA ho jaae| prathama caraNa : dRSTi ko nAsAgra para kendrita kIjiye aura apane AbhAmaMDala ko phcaaniye| dvitIya caraNa : zvAsa para dhyAna kendrita kiijiye| svayaM ko sabase alaga karate hue taTastha bhAva se apanI vRttiyoM kI prekSA/vipazyanA kIjiye aura unase mukta ho jaaiye| tRtIya caraNa : nAbhi para dhyAna kendrita kiijiye| zarIra ke adhobhAga meM prANoM kA dhIre-dhIre saMcAra kIjiye aura punaH nAbhi para aaiye| caturtha caraNa : gahare zvAsa-prazvAsa ke dvArA UrjAkuMDa/ kuMDalinI ko jagAiye aura nAbhi, hRdaya, kaMTha ke kramika sparza kA ahasAsa karate hue mastiSka ke / grabhAga para UrjA kA samIkaraNa kiijiye| paMcama caraNa : zarIra ko zithila chor3ate hae svayaM meM antaralIna ho jaaiye| AnaMda evaM ahobhAva meM DUba jaaiye| For Personal & Private Use Only

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jitayazA phAuMDezana kA upalabdha sAhitya (mAtra lAgata mUlya para) phAuMDezana kA sAhitya sadAcAra evaM sadvicAra kA pravartana karatA hai| isa paripatra meM jor3A gayA sAhitya alaukika hai, jIvanta hai| isa jIvanta sAhitya ko Apa svayaM saMgrahIta kara sakate haiM, mitroM ko upahAra ke rUpa meM de sakate haiN| ina anamola pustakoM ke pracAra prasAra ke lie Apa sasneha AmaMtrita haiN| dhyAna/adhyAtma/cintana appa dIvo bhava : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara zrI candraprabha ke anamola vacanoM kA saMkalana; jIvana, jagat aura adhyAtma ke vibhinna AyAmoM ko ujAgara karatA cintn-koss| pRSTha 112, mUlya 15/caleM, mana ke pAra : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara vizva-stara para prazaMsita grantha, jisameM darazAye gaye haiM manuSya ke antara-jagat ke paridRzya; sakriya evaM tanAva-rahita jIvana prazasta karane vAlA eka manovaijJAnika yugIna grnth| pRSTha 300, mUlya 30/vyaktitva-vikAsa : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara hamArA vyaktitva hI hamArI pahacAna hai, tathya ko ujAgara karane vAlI pustaka, jo bacapana se pacapana kI hara umra vAloM ke lie upyogii| eka bAla-manovaijJAnika prkaashn| pRSTa 112, mUlya 10/saMsAra aura samAdhi : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara saMsAra para itanA khUbasUrata prastutIkaraNa pahalI baar| yaha kitAba batAtI hai ki saMsAra meM rahanA burA nahIM hai| apane dila meM saMsAra ko basA lenA vaisA hI ahitakara hai, jaise kamala para kIcar3a kA cddh'naa| pRSTha 168, mUlya 15/saMbhAvanAoM se sAkSAtkAra : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara astitva kI anaMta saMbhAvanAoM se sIdhA sNvaad| pRSTha 62, mUlya 10/jyoti jale bina bAtI : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara dhyAna-sAdhakoM ke lie sabase mahattvapUrNa pustaka, jisameM hai dhyAna-yoga kI hara bArIkI kA manovaijJAnika digdrshn|| pRSTha 108, mUlya 10/dhyAna kI jIvanta prakriyA : vijayalakSmI dhyAna jaise gUr3ha viSaya kA sahaja-sarala prastutikaraNa; dhyAna kI sarala prakriyA jAnane ke lie eka behatarIna pustaka / pRSTha 120, mUlya 10/ For Personal & Private Use Only

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jIvana-yAtrA : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara suprasiddha pravacanakAra zrI candraprabha ke mAnaka pravacanoM kA anokhA sNkln| jIvana ke hara kSitija meM kadama-kadama para rAha dikhAne vAlA yAtrA-stambha / maulika jagat meM jIne vAloM ke lie vizeSa upyogii| pRSTha 386, mUlya 50/prema ke vaza meM hai bhagavAna : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara / eka pyArI pustaka, jise par3he binA manuSya kA prema adhUrA hai| pRSTha 48, mUlya 3/jita dekhU tita tUM : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara astitva ke pratyeka aNu meM paramAtmA-zakti ko dikhAne kA zlAghanIya prayatna / pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/caleM, bandhana ke pAra : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara bandhana-mukti ke lie krAntikArI sandeza / pravacanoM meM hai bandhana kI pahacAna aura mukti kA nidAna / pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/vahI kahatA hU~ : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara adhyAtma ke upadeSTA lalitaprabhajI ke dainika samAcAra-patroM meM prakAzita starIya pravacanAMzoM kA saMkalana, lokopayogI prakAzana | pRSTha 48, mUlya 3/zivo'ham : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara dhyAna kI U~cAiyoM ko AtmasAt karane ke lie eka tanAva-mukta svastha mArgadarzana / jIvana-kalpa ke lie eka behatarIna pustk| pRSTha 100, mUlya 10/virATa saca kI khoja meM : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara satya kI ananta saMbhAvanAoM ko darzAne vAlA eka jyotirmaya ciMtana / pRSTha 64, mUlya 6/Atma-darzana : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara samasta sAdhakoM kI sAdhanA kA sAra hai Atma-darzana / akhila bhAratIya vidvata pariSada kI prazasta prkaashn-prstuti| pRSTha 40, mUlya 2/tuma mukta ho, atimukta : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara samasta vizva ke lie navasRjana kA AhvAna / Atma-krAnti ke amRtasUtra / pRSTha 100, mUlya 7/roma-roma rasa pIje : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara / jIvana ke hara kadama para mArga darzAte cintana-sUtroM kA behatarIna dstaavej| thor3e zabda, anamola vicaar| pRSTha 88, mUlya 10/dhyAna : kyoM aura kaisai : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara hamAre sAmAjika jIvana meM dhyAna kI kyA jarUrata hai, dhyAna kA tarIkA kyA ho sakatA hai, isa sambandha meM sIdhI aura svaccha rAha dikhAtI eka zAlIna pustk| pRSTha 86, mUlya 10/ For Personal & Private Use Only

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prema aura zAMti : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara mana kI zAnti evaM sukha kI upalabdhi ke lie eka prajJA-manISI dvArA mArgadarzana / kama pannoM meM jyAdA sAmagrI / pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/ mahaka uThe jIvana-badarIvana : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara vyaktitva ke nirmANa evaM samAja ke vikAsa ke lie buniyAdI bAtoM kA khulAsA / par3hiye, jIvana ko camana karane ke lie / pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/ tIrtha aura mandira : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara tIrtha aura maMdira kevala zraddhAsthala haiM yA aura bhI kucha ? jAnakArI ke lie par3hiye pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/ yahI pustaka / pRSTha 56, mUlya 3/ amRta-saMdeza : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara sadguru zrI candraprabha ke amRta - saMdezoM kA sAra-saMkalana / pyAle meM tUphAna : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara insAniyata evaM samAja meM AI kamiyoM kI ora izArA, Ama AdamI se lekara sampUrNa vizva ke dila meM bhar3akate tUphAna kA bebAka Akalana; sabhI lekha starIya aura anivAryataH paThanIya / pRSTha 60, mUlya 10/ paryuSaNa-pravacana : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara paryuSaNa mahAparva ke pravacanoM ko ghara-ghara pahu~cAne ke lie eka pyArA prakAzana; bhASA sarala, prastuti manovaijJAnika / par3heM kalpasUtra ko apanI bhASA meM / pRSTha 120, mUlya 10/ dhyAna : prayoga aura pariNAma : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara dhyAna ke vibhinna pahaluoM para jIvanta vivecana | bhagavAna mahAvIra kI nijI sAdhanA-paddhati kA spaSTIkaraNa / pRSTha 112, mUlya 10/ lAITa-TU-lAITa : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara dhyAna meM abhirucizIla logoM ke lie 'mAila - sTona' / vizva ke dUra-darAja taka phailI dhyAna-pustikA / pRSTha 62, mUlya 10/ da prijarniMga oNpha lAipha : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara mAnava-cetanA ke vikAsa ke hara saMbhava pahalU para prakAza / pRSTha 100, mUlya 10/ Agama / zodha / koza AyAra - suttaM : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara eka Adarza dharma-grantha kA mUla evaM hindI anuvAda ke sAtha abhinava prakAzana, zuddha mUlAnugAmI anuvAda / chAtroM ke lie vizeSa upayogI / grantha kA phailAva sImita, kintu prastutIkaraNa sarvocca / vijJAna evaM cintana ke kSetra meM eka khoja / pRSTha 260, mUlya 30/ For Personal & Private Use Only

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samavAya-suttaM : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara vizvavidyAlaya-pAThyakrama ke stara para taiyAra kiyA gayA jaina-Agama samavAyAMga kA sIdhA-sapATa mUlAnugAmI anuvaad| pRSTha 318, mUlya 30/kharataragaccha kA AdikAlIna itihAsa : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara jaina dharma kI krAMtikArI paraMparA kA dastAveja; kharataragaccha dvArA vicAra-zuddhi evaM AtAra-zuddhi ke lie kI gaI pahala kA aitihAsika vivaraNa | kharataragaccha mahAsaMgha, dillI kA paThanIya prakAzana / pRSTha 260, mUlya 30/candraprabha : jIvana aura sAhitya : DaoN. nAgendra mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara jI kI sAhityika sevAoM kA vistRta lekhA-jokhA / eka samIkSAtmaka adhyyn|| pRSTha 160, mUlya 15/upAdhyAya devacandra : jIvana, sAhitya aura vicAra : maho. lalitaprabha sAgara mahAn tattvavid upAdhyAya zrImad devacandra ke vyaktitva evaM kRtitva ke vibhinna pahaluoM para prazasta prakAza DAlane vAlA eka zodhaprabandha / __pRSTha 320, mUlya 50/hindI sakti-sandarbha koza : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara hindI ke suvistRta sAhitya se sUktiyoM kA sasandarbha saMkalana; bhAratIya santoM evaM manISiyoM ke cintana evaM vaktavyoM kA sAragarbhita sampAdana; Ama pAThakoM ke alAvA lekhakoM ke lie khAsa kAragara; eka AvazyakatA kI vaijJAnika ApUrti / do bhAgoM pRSTha 750, mUlya 100/paMca saMdeza : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara pustaka meM hai ahiMsA, satya, asteya, brahmacarya aura aparigraha para kAlajayI sUktiyoM kA anUThA smpaadn| pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/ meN| santa-vANI mahAjIvana kI khoja : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara AcArya kundakunda, yogIrAja AnaMdaghana evaM zrImad rAjacandra jaise amRta-puruSoM ke cune hue adhyAtma-padoM para bebAka khulaasaa| ghara-ghara paThanIya pravacana-saMgraha / hara mumukSu evaM sAdhaka ke lie upyogii| pRSTha 148, mUlya 10/bUjho nAma hamArA : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara yogIrAja AnaMdaghana ke padoM para kiyA gayA manovaijJAnika vivecana, jo pAThaka ko usake maulika vyaktitva se paricaya karavAtA hai| pRSTha 68, mUlya 4/deha meM dehAtIta : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara prasiddha adhyAtmavettA AcArya kundakunda kI Ter3hI gAthAoM para sIdhA saMvAda / viziSTa pravacana / pRSTha 72, mUlya 5/ For Personal & Private Use Only

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bhagavattA phailI saba ora : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara AcArya kundakunda ke aSTapAhur3a grantha se lI gaI ATha gAthAoM para bar3I mArmika udbhaavnaa| ise tanmayatApUrvaka par3hane se jIvana-krAMti aura caitanya-ArohaNa bahuta kucha sambhava / pRSTha 100, mUlya 10/sahaja mile avinAzI : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara pataMjali ke pramukha yoga-sUtroM para punarprakAza; yoga kI eka anUThI pustaka / pRSTha 62, mUlya 10/binA nayana kI bAta : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara adhyAtma-puruSa zrImad rAjacandra ke pramukha padoM para mAnaka pravacana / kaThina viSaya kA saralatama prstutiikrnn| pRSTha 100, mUlya 10/aMtara ke paTa khola : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara pataMjali ke dasa sUtroM para punarprakAza; yoga kI anUThI pustaka / pRSTha 112, mUlya 7/haMsA to motI cugai : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara bhagavAna mahAvIra ke kucha adhyAtma-sUtroM para sAmayika pravacana / pRSTha 88, mUlya 10/jyoti kalaza chalake : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara / jIvana-mUlyoM ko Upara uThAne vAlI, eka zreSTha pustaka jisameM naitikatA kI carcA hai, dhArmikatA kI cetanA hai aura hai sAtha meM adhyAtma kA amRta putt| bhagavAn mahAvIra ke sUtroM para vistRta cintana / - pRSTha 160, mUlya 20/ kathA-kahAnI silasilA : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara kahAnI-jagata kI aneka AjAda vAradAteM, pazopeza meM par3e iMsAna ke vikalpa ko talAzatI dAstAna / bAlamana, yuvApIr3hI, praur3ha bujurgoM ke antarmana ko samAna rUpa se chUne vAlI kahAniyoM kA saMkalana / pRSTha 110, mUlya 10/saMsAra meM samAdhi : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara samAdhi ke phUla saMsAra meM kaise khila sakate haiM, sacce ghaTanAkramoM ke dvArA usI kA sahaja vinyAsa / hara kauma ke lie zAnti aura samAdhi kA saMdeza / pRSTha 120, mUlya 10/lokapriya kahAniyA~ : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara jaina saMskRti ko ujAgara karane vAlI suprasiddha kathA-kahAniyoM kA saar-sNkssep| sahaja bhASA meM jainatva kI dhar3akana / pRSTha 48, mUlya 3/ For Personal & Private Use Only

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saMta harikezabala : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara aspRzyatA-nivAraNa ke lie bolatI eka raMgIna khaanii| baccoM ke lie sau phIsadI upyogii| pRSTha 24, mUlya 4/dAdA datta guru : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara pahale dAdA gurudeva AcArya jinadattasUri kI sarvaprathama prakAzita citra-kathA; jJAnavardhaka, rocaka bhii| pRSTha 24, mUlya 4/satya, saundarya aura hama : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara sundara, sarala prasaMga, jinameM saccAI bhI hai aura yuga kI pahacAna bhii| pRSTa 32, mUlya 2/ghaTa-ghaTa dIpa jale : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara rASTrIya patrikAoM meM prakAzita candraprabhajI kI una kahAniyoM kA saMkalana, jinameM jIvana-dIpa kI AtmA hara zabda meM phaila rahI hai| pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/kucha kaliyA~, kucha phUla : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara saMsAra ke vibhinna konoM meM hue sadguruoM kI una ghaTanAoM kA lekhana, jinameM chipe haiM jIvana-krAnti aura vizva-zAnti ke sandeza / pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/ kAvya-kavitA bimba-pratibimba : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara jIvana kI udher3abuna ko prastuta karane vAlI eka sazakta praur3ha kaavy-kRti| satya ke saMgAna kA abhinava prayatna / pRSTha 84, mUlya 7/chAyAtapa : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara adRzya priyatama kI kalpanA kI raMgIna bArIkiyoM kA manojJa citrnn| rahasyamayI chAyAvAdI kavitAoM kA eka aura abhinava prastutikaraNa / pRSTha 108, mUlya 10/jina-zAsana : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara eka anUThI kAvyakRti, jisameM hai sampUrNa jaina zAsana kA mArga-darzana / kAvya-zailI meM jainatva ko samagratA se prastuta karane vAlA eka mAtra sampUrNa pryaas| ___ pRSTha 80, mUlya 3/adhara meM laTakA adhyAtma : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara dila kI gaharAiyoM ko chU jAne vAlI eka viziSTa kaavykRti| par3hie, mastiSka ke parimArjana evaM jIvana ke samyak saMskAra ke lie| pRSTha 152, mUlya 7/ For Personal & Private Use Only

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gIta-bhajana-stotra prArthanA : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara caubIsa tIrthaMkaroM kI bhakti-vandanA; naI layoM meM rasa/bhAvoM kI abhivykti| pratyeka tIrthaMkara ke nAma svataMtra prArthanA aura bhjn| pRSTha 112, mUlya 15/mahAn jaina stotra : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara atyanta prabhAvazAlI evaM camatkArI jaina stotroM kA vizAla sNgrh| pRSTha 120, mUlya 10/dAdA gurudeva ke bhajana : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara dAdA gurudevoM kI bhakti, stuti meM race gAye gae, navInatama bhajanoM kA sNgrh| pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/zraddhAMjali : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara bhajanoM aura gItoM kA sampUrNa sNgrh| prabhAta-vandanA evaM bhajana-saMdhyA meM nitya upyogii| pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/jaina bhajana : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara lokapriya toM para nirmita bhAvapUrNa gIta bhajana / choTI, kintu pyArI pustaka / pRSTha 64, mUlya 3/ rajisTrI cArja eka pustaka para 8/-, sau rupaye se adhika sAhitya maMgAne para DAka-vyaya se mukt| dhanarAzi zrI jitayazAzrI phAuMDezana (SRI JIT-YASHA SHREEFOUNDATION) kalakattA ke nAma para baiMka-DrAphTa yA manIArDara dvArA bhejeN| Aja hI likheM aura apanA ArDara bhejeN| samparka - sUtra : zrI jitayazAzrI phAuMDezana 6 sI, esplAneDa ro IsTa (rUma naM. 28) kalakattA - 700 066 dUrabhASa : 20-8725/350-0414 For Personal & Private Use Only

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zrI jitayazA phAuMDezana dvArA sAhitya-vistAra kI abhinava yojanA apane ghara meM apanA pustakAlaya zrI jitayazA phAuMDezana, lAbha-nirapekSa evaM vizva-zreya ke lie samarpita saMsthAna hai | sAhitya-vistAra evaM kalA-prastuti ke kSetra meM isake apane kIrtimAna haiN| sadAcAra evaM sad-vicAra kI gaMgA-yamunA ko ghara-ghara le jAne ke lie yaha saMsthAna nirantara prayatnazIla hai| jaina-dharma ke una siddhAntoM evaM AdarzoM ko ghara-ghara pahu~cAnA hamArA uddezya hai, jinakI jarUrata hara samaya, hara vyakti aura hara samAja ko rahI hai| phAuMDezana ke vividha viSayoM se jur3e sAhitya ko bhArata ke pramukha patroM evaM vidvAnoM ne sarAhA hai aura usakI sevAoM ko anivArya bhI mAnA hai| phAuMDezana dvArA prasArita sAhitya yuga-yuga kI sampadA hai aura Adhunika cintana-jagat kI behatarIna prastuti / Ama AdamI se lekara vidyArthiyoM aura prabuddha logoM kI jJAna-kSetra kI hara jijJAsA kA samAdhAna dene meM yaha sAhitya lAjavAba ___ apanA pustakAlaya apane ghara meM banAne ke lie phAuMDezana ne eka abhinava yojanA banAI hai| isake antargata Apako sirpha eka bAra hI phAuMDezana ko eka hajAra rupaye kA anudAna denA hogA, jisake badale meM phAuMDezana apane yahA~ se prakAzita hone vAle pratyeka sAhitya ko Apake pAsa Apake ghara pahu~cAyegA aura vaha bhI AjIvana / isa yojanA ke tahat eka aura vizeSa suvidhA Apako dI jA rahI hai ki isa yojanA ke sadasya banate hI Apako rajisTarDa DAka se aba taka kA prakAzita sampUrNa sAhitya niHzulka prApta hogaa| lIjie! Apa hamArI isa sAhitya-yojanA ke AjIvana sadasya banakara apane ghara meM apanA pustakAlaya banAiye aura vyAvahArika jIvana kI bAtoM se lekara dhyAna, sAdhanA, samAdhi, cintana, pravacana, kahAnI, Agama, itihAsa evaM darzana-kSetra kI anamola pustakeM apane ghara meM vsaaiye| zrI jitayazA phAuMDezana 6-sI, esplAneDa ro (IsTa), kalakattA 700066 For Personal & Private Use Only

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