The Flawless Vision Marathi

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Aradhana Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/034333/1

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dAdA bhagavAna kathita nijadoSa darzanAne... nirdoSa! Marathi

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SIGN dAdA bhagavAna kathita nijadoSa darzanAne... nirdoSa mULa gujarAtI saMkalana : DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna anuvAda : mahAtmAgaNa MORE OYOU

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prakAzaka : zrI ajita sI. paTela dAdA bhagavAna ArAdhanA TrasTa, dAdA darzana, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kaoNlejacyA mAge, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda - 380014, gujarAta. phona - (079) 39830100 O All Rights reserved - Shri Deepakbhai Desai Trimandir, Simandhar City, Ahmedabad-Kalol Highway, Adalaj, Dist.-Gandhinagar-382421, Gujarat, India. No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission from the holder of the copyrights. prathama AvRtti : 2000 novheMbara 2018 bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' ANi 'mI kAhIca jANata nAhI', hA bhAva ! dravya mUlya : 40 rupaye mudraka : aMbA oNphaseTa B-99, ilekTraoNniksa GIDC, ka-6 roDa, sekTara-25, gAMdhInagara-382044 phona : (079) 39830341

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samarpaNa nijadoSa darzana vinA, baMdhana bhavobhavAce aMtI; khulate dRSTI svadoSa darzanAcI, tarato bhavasAgara kitI. mI 'caMdu' mAnale tevhApAsUna, mULa cukAMcA jhAlA udaya; 'mI zuddhAtmyA' ce bhAna hotA, hoU lAgato cukAMcA asta, bhagavaMta variSTha, kartA jagAcA, maga cikaTale anaMta gairasamaja, vAjate rekaoNrDa paNa mAnato mI bolalo, mhaNUna vANI lAgate jivhALI. cukA cikaTUna rAhilyA kazAne ? kele sadA tyAMce rakSaNa, cukAMnA miLUna jAte jevaNa, kaSAyAMce jhAle poTa bharaNa. joparyaMta rAhatIla nija cukA, toparyaMtaca Ahe bhogaNe, disatAta svadoSa tevhA svataH hoto pUrNapaNe niSpakSa. deha AtmyAcyA bhedAMkanAvinA, pakSa gheto svata:cAca, 'jJAnI' bhedajJAnAdvAre, rekhAMkita karatAta sva- para yAcA. maga doSAlA pAhatAca ThAra, karato mazInaganacI Ata mAMDaNI, doSa dhuNyAcI gurukillI, disalyAbarobara kara 'pratikramaNa' cukA miTavato to bhagavaMta, maga nAhI kuNAcA variSThapaNA, 'jJAnI' ce adbhuta jJAna, prakaTa hota nija paramAtmapaNA. zuddhAtmA hoUna pAhato, aMtaHkaraNAtIla pratyeka aNU; 'bAvA'ce doSa dhutalyAne, sUkSmatvaparyaMtace zuddhikaraNa. 4 nijadoSa darzana dRSTIce, 'dAdAvANI' Ahe Aja pramANa; nijadoSa chedaNyAsAThI arpaNa kelA graMtha jaga caraNI.

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|trimaMtra namo arihaMtANaM namo siddhArNa namo AyariyANaM namo vajhAyANaM namo loe savvasAhUNaM eso paMca namubAro, savya pAvaNpaNAsaNI maMgalANaMca savasi, paDarma ivAha maMgalam 1 OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya 2 OMnamaH zivAya 3 jaba saccidAnaMda

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dAdA bhagavAna koNa ? jUna 1958 saMdhyAkALacI aMdAje sahAcI veLa, surata sTezanavara aloTa gardI hotI. relvecyA pleTaphaoNrma naMbara tInacyA bAkAvara basalelyA zrI aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela rupI dehamaMdirAta naisargika svarupAta kityeka janmAMpAsUna vyakta hoNyAsAThI AtUra asalele 'dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe prakaTa jhAle ANi nisargAne sarjana kele adhyAtmAce adbhUta Azcarya ! ekA tAsAta vizvadarzana lAbhale! mI koNa ? bhagavaMta koNa ? jaga koNa cAlavata Ahe ? karma mhaNaje kAya ? muktI kazAlA mhaNatAta ? ityAdI jagAtIla sarva AdhyAtmika praznAMcI rahasye saMpUrNapaNe prakaTa jhAlI. azAprakAre nisargAne vizvAlA pradAna kele eka advitIya, saMpUrNa darzana ANi hyAce mAdhyama banale aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela, je hote gujarAtacyA carotara jilhyAtIla bhAdaraNa gAvace pATIla, kaoNnTraeNkTacA vyavasAya karaNAre ANi tarIhI pUrNa vItarAga puruSa. tyAMnA prAptI jhAlI tazI te phakta dona tAsAta itara mumukSunAM suddhA AtmajJAnAcI prAptI karavita asata, tyAMcyA siddha jhAlelyA adbhUta jJAna prayogAdvAre. tyAlA akrama ( kramavirahIta) mArga mhaTale jAte. akrama mhaNaje kramAzivAyacA ANi krama mhaNaje pAyarI pAyarIne, kramAkramAne vara caDhaNe ! akrama mhaNaje liphTa mArga ! zaoNrTa kaTa ! te svataH pratyekAlA 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa ?' yAbaddlacI phoDa karUna detAnA mhaNAyace kI, "he disatAta te 'dAdA bhagavAna' nAhIta. he tara 'e. ema. paTela' Aheta. AmhI jJAnIpuruSa Ahota ANi Ata prakaTa jhAle te dAdA bhagavAna Aheta. dAdA bhagavAna tara 'caudAloka'ce nAtha Aheta, te tumacyAta paNa Aheta, sarvAMmadhye Aheta! tumacyAta avyakta rupAta Aheta ANi 'yethe' mAjhyA Ata saMpUrNapaNe vyakta jhAlele Aheta ! mAjhyA Ata prakaTa jhAlele dAdA bhagavAna' yAMnA mI paNa namaskAra karato. ' 11 vyApArAta dharma asAvA paraMtu dharmAta vyApAra nasAvA. yA siddhAMtAne tyAMnI Apale saMpUrNa jIvana vyatIta kele. saMpUrNa jIvanAta tyAMnI kadhIhI, koNAkaDUnahI paise ghetale nAhIta, ulaTa svataH cyA vyavasAyAtUna jhAlelyA phAyadyAtUna bhaktAMnA yAtrA karavita asata.

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AtmajJAna prAptIcI pratyakSa lIMka mI tara, kAhI lokAMnA mAjhyA hAtUna siddhI pradAna karaNAra Ahe. naMtara koNItarI havA kI nako! naMtara lokAMnA mArga tara havAca nA? - dAdAzrI parama pUjya dAdAzrI gAvogAvI, dezavideza paribhramaNa karuna mumukSUnA satsaMga ANi AtmajJAna prAptI karavita hote. dAdAzrIMnI ApalyA hayAtItaca pUjya DaoN. nIrubahana amIna (nIrumA) yAMnA AtmajJAna prApta karavUna deNyAcI jJAnasiddhI pradAna kelI hotI. dAdAzrIMcyA dehavilayAnaMtara nIrumA suddhA tyAMcyApramANeca mumuhUMnA satsaMga va AtmajJAna prAptI nimitta bhAvAne karavita asata. pUjya dIpakabhAI desAI yAMnA dAdAzrIMnI satsaMga karaNyAcI siddhI pradAna kelI hotI. pU. nIrumAMcyA upasthitItaca tyAMcyAca AzIrvAdAne pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzAta kityeka ThikANI jAUna mumuhUMnA AtmajJAna prAptI karavita asata, he kArya nIrumAMcyA dehavilayAnaMtara AjasuddhA cAlUca Ahe. yA AtmajJAna prAptInaMtara hajAro mumukSu yA saMsArAta rAhUna, sarva jabAbadAr2yA saMbhALata asatAnA suddhA mukta rAhUna AtmaramaNatecA anubhava gheta Aheta. __pustakAta mudrita vANI mokSArthIlA mArgadarzanAsAThI atyaMta upayogI siddha hoIla, paraMtu mokSaprAptIsAThI AtmajJAna prApta karaNe garajece Ahe. akrama mArgAne AtmajJAna prAptIcA mArga AjasuddhA cAlU Ahe. jasA prajvalita divAca dusar2yA divyAlA prajvalita karu zakato, tyAcapramANe pratyakSa AtmajJAnIMkaDUna AtmajJAna prApta karunaca svataHcA AtmA jAgRta hoU zakato.

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nivedana parama pUjya 'dAdA bhagavAna' yAMcyA praznottarI satsaMgAta vicAralelyA praznAMcI uttare detAnA tyAMcyA zrImukhAtUna adhyAtma ANi vyavahAra jJAnAsaMbaMdhI jI vANI nighAlI, tI rekaoNrDa karUna, saMkalana va saMpAdana karUna pustakAMcyA rupAta prakAzita kelI jAta Ahe. tyAca sAkSAta sarasvatIce adbhUta saMkalana hyA pustakAta jhAle Ahe, je AmhA sarvAMsAThI varadAnarUpa Tharela. prastuta anuvAdAcI vAkyaracanA marAThI vyAkaraNAcyA mApadaMDAvara kadAcita kharI TharaNAra nAhI, paraMtu dAdAzrIMcyA gujarAtI vANIce zabdazaH marAThI anuvAda karaNyAcA prayatna kelelA Ahe, kI jeNe karUna vAcakAMnA asA anubhava vhAvA kI dAdAjIMcIca vANI aikalI jAta Ahe. paNa tarIsuddhA dAdAzrIMcyA AtmajJAnAce acUka Azaya, jase Ahe tase tara tumhAlA gujarAtI bhASetaca avagata hoIla. jyAMnA jJAnAcA gahana artha samajUna ghyAyacA asela, jJAnAce khare marma jANAyace asela, tyAMnI yA hetUne gujarAtI bhASA zikAvI azI AmacI namra vinaMtI Ahe. anuvAdAtIla truTIMsAThI ApalI kSamA prArthito. vAcakAMnA..... hyA pustakAtIla mudrita pAThyasAmagrI mULataH 'nija doSa darzanathI nirdoSa yA gujarAtI pustakAce marAThI anuvAda Ahe. jithe-jithe 'caMdubhAU' yA nAvAcA ullekha kelA Ahe, tithe vAcakAMnI svata:ce nAva samajUna vAcana karAve. pustakAtIla koNatIhI goSTa jara tumhAlA samajalI nAhI, tara pratyakSa satsaMgAta yeUna tyAce samAdhAna miLavAve azI namra vinaMtI. dAdAzrIMcyA zrImukhAtUna nighAlele kAhI gujarAtI zabda jasecyA tase 'iTAliksa' madhye Thevale Aheta, kAraNa tyA zabdAMsAThI marAThImadhye tase koNatehI zabda upalabdha nAhIta kI jyAmuLe tyAcA artha pUrNapaNe samajatA yeIla. paNa tarIhI tyA zabdAce samAnArthI zabda ( ) kaMsAta lihilele Aheta.

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saMpAdakIya yA jagAta svata: kazAne bAMdhalA gelA Ahe ? du:kha kA bhogAve lAgate? zAMtI kazI miLavatA yeIla? muktI kazI prApta karatA yeIla? yA jagAta svata:lA je baMdhana Ahe te svataHcyA cukAMmuLeca Ahe. svata:lA itara koNatyAhI vastUne bAMdhalele nAhI. nAhI ghara-dAra bAMdhU zakata kI nAhI bAyako-mule bAMdhU zakata. nAhI dhaMdA-lakSmI bAMdhU zakata kI nAhI deha suddhA bAMdhU zakata. svataHcyA blaMDarsa ANi misTekaneca bAMdhalA gelA Ahe! arthAta nija (svata:cyA) svarupAcI ajJAnatA hIca sarva cukAMce mULa Ahe ANi maga pariNAma svarupa anaMta cukA, sUkSmatamapAsUna sthUlatamarupAta cukAMce sarjana hotaca rAhate. ___ ajJAnatemuLe dRSTI doSita jhAlI Ahe ANi tyAmuLe rAga-dveSa hotAta ANi nave karma bAMdhale jAtAta. 'svarupajJAna' prAptIne dRSTI nirdoSa hote. pariNAmasvarupa rAga-dveSa kSaya hoUna, karmabaMdhanAtUna mukta hoUna manuSya vItarAga hoU zakato. cukAMce svarupa kAya? tara 'svata:lA' samajaNyAtaca mULa cUka jhAlI Ahe, maga svataH nirdoSa Ahe, karekTa Ahe ase mAnUna samoracyAlA doSI mAnata jAto. nimittAcA cAvA gheNyAparyaMtace gunhe suddhA hota rAhatAta. ithe prastuta saMkalanAta 'jJAnI puruSa' azI samaja prApta karavUna detAta kI jyAmuLe svata:cI cukIcI dRSTI suTate ANi nirdoSa dRSTI prakaTa hote. parama pUjya dAdAzrI vAraMvAra sAMgata asata kI, 'he jaga kazA prakAre nirdoSa Ahe yAce AmhAlA hajAro purAve hajara hotAta va jAgRtI rAhate. paNa je purAve 'dAdAzrIMcyA' jJAnAta avalokIta jhAle te koNate asatIla? te ithe sujJa vAcakAsa ekA mAgUna eka prApta hota rAhatAta. prastuta saMkalanAcA jara sakhola abhyAsa kelA tara vAcakAsa nirdoSa dRSTIce aneka dRSTIkona prApta hotIla ase Ahe, je pariNAma svarupa tyAlAhI nirdoSa dRSTIcyA mArgAvara gheUna jAtIla. kAraNa jyAMcI dRSTI saMpUrNa nirdoSa

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jhAlI Ahe, azA jJAnIMcI hI vANI vAcakAsa avazya nirdoSa dRSTIcI 'samaja' prApta karaviNAraca ! dusar2yAMce doSa pAhilyAne, doSita dRSTIne saMsAra TikUna rAhIlA Ahe ANi nirdoSa dRSTIne saMsArAcA aMta yeto! svataH saMpUrNa nirdoSa hoto. nirdoSa sthitI kazI prApta karAvI ? tara dusar2yAMce nAhI paNa svata:ceca doSa pAhilyAne. svataHce doSa kazA prakArace asatAta, tyAsaMbaMdhI asalelI sUkSma samaja ithe darzanAsa yete. khUpaca bArIka-bArIka doSa dRSTIsa ughaDa karuna nirdoSa dRSTI banaviNyAcI parama pUjya dAdAzrIMcI kalA yethe sUjJa vAcakAsa jIvanAta khUpa upayogI paDela azI Ahe. nimittAcyA AdhIna, saMyoga, kSetra, kALAcyA AdhIna nighAlelyA vANIcyA yA prastuta saMkalanAta bhAsita kSati rupI doSAMnA, kSamya mAnUna, tyAsAThI suddhA nirdoSa dRSTI TheUna, muktimArgAcyA puruSArthAcA prAraMbha karuna saMpUrNa nirdoSa dRSTI prApta vhAvI, hIca abhyarthanA ! ! - DaoN. nIrUbahana amInace jaya saccidAnaMda. 9

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upodghAta nijadoSa darzanAne... nirdoSa 'dusar2yAMce doSa pAhilyAne karma bAMdhalI jAtAta, svataHce doSa pAhilyAne karmAtUna suTale jAte, hA Ahe karmAcA siddhAMta. 'huM to doSa anaMta haiM bhAjana chu karuNALa, ('mI tara doSa anaMtacA bhAjana Ahe karuNAmaya') -zrImad rAjacaMdra yA jIvAne anaMta janmAMpAsUna anaMta doSAMce sevana kele Ahe. yA anaMta doSAMce mULa ekaca doSa, ekaca cUka Ahe, jyAcyA AdhArAvara anaMta doSAMcI zrRMkhalA anubhavAsa yete. tI koNatI cUka asela? sarvAta moThA mULa doSa 'svataHcyA svarupAce ajJAna' hAca Ahe ! 'mI koNa Ahe?' evaDheca na samajalyAmuLe ta heta-hecyA raoNga bilIpha (cukIcyA mAnyatA) utpanna jhAlyA ANi anaMta janmAMpAsUna tyAtaca rutata gelo, kvacita ekhAdyA janmI jJAnI puruSAMcI bheTa hote tevhA maga 'tI' cUka saMpate, tyAnaMtara mAtra sarva cukA saMpU lAgatAta. kAraNa 'pAhaNArA' jAgRta hoto mhaNUna sarva cukA disU lAgatAta ANi jI cUka disate tI avazya nighUna jAte. mhaNUnaca tara kRpALudevAne puDhe mhaTale Ahe kI, 'diThA nahI nija doSa to tarIe koNa upAya?' ('pAhile nAhI nija doSa tara taraNAra koNatyA upAyAne') svataHce doSa disale nAhIta tara kase taraNAra? te tara 'pAhaNArA' jAgRta jhAlA taraca zakya hote. jagAcyA vAstavikatece bhAna nasalyAmuLe bhrAMta mAnyatAMmadhye, kI

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jyA pAvalopAvalI virodhAbhAsI Aheta, tyAtaca manuSya guraphaTata jAto. jyAlA yA saMsArAce niraMtara ojhe vATata rAhate, baMdhana AvaData nAhI, jyAMnA muktI priya Ahe tyAMnA tara jagAcI vAstavikatA, jase kI he jaga koNa cAlavate ? kazA prakAre cAlavate ? baMdhana mhaNaje kAya ? mokSa mhaNaje kAya ? karma mhaNaje kAya ? ityAdI sarva jANUna gheNe Avazyaka Ahe ! ApalA uparI (variSTha, baoNsa, mAlaka) yA jagAta koNIca nAhI ! svata:ca paramAtmA Ahe maga yAhIpekSA variSTha ANakhI koNa asU zakela ? ANi hA jo bhogaNyAcA ( duHkhadAyI) vyavahAra ApalyA vATyAlA AlA Ahe, tyAcyA muLAzI svata:cyAca 'blaMDarsa ANi misTeksa' Aheta ! 'svataH koNa Ahe' he jANale nAhI ANi lokAMnI je mhaTale, kI, 'tU caMdubhAU Ahesa' taseca svataHlA mAnale kI 'mI caMdubhAU Ahe, ' hI cukIcI mAnyatAca mULa cUka Ahe ANi tyAtUnaca puDhe cukAMcyA paraMparece sarjana hote. yA jagAta koNIhI svataMtra kartA nAhI, naimittika kartA Ahe. aneka nimitta ekatra yetAta tevhA eka kArya hote. tevhA Apale loka samora disaNAr2yA ekhAdyA nimittAlA svata:cyAca rAga-dveSAcyA naMbaravAlyA caSmyAne pAhatAta, pakaDatAta ANi tyAlAca doSI mAnUna tyAcA cAvA ghetAta. pariNAma svarupa svataHcyA caSmyAcI kAca adhika jADa hota jAte. (caSmyAcA naMbara vADhata jAto.) yA jagAta koNI koNAce kAhIhI bighaDavU zakata nAhI. taseca koNI koNAsa trAsahI deU zakata nAhI. ApalyAlA jo kAhI trAsa hota asato to muLAta ApaNaca dilelyA trAsAcA pariNAma Ahe. jithe muLAta 'svataHcIca' cUka Ahe, tithe maga saMpUrNa jaga nirdoSa nAhI kA Tharata ? svataH :cI cUka miTalI tara maga yA jagAta koNa Apale nAva gheIla ? 11

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he tara ApaNaca AmaMtrita kele hote teca samora Ale Ahe! jitakyA AgrahAne AmaMtraNa dile titakyAca majabUtIne te ApalyAlA cikaTale Ahe! je cUka rahita Aheta tyAMce tara luTArUMcyA gAvAta suddhA koNI nAva gheU zakata nAhI! evaDhA pracaMDa tara pratApa Ahe zIlacA! ApalyAkaDUna kuNAlA duHkhaM hote yAce kAraNa ApaNa svata:ca Ahota! jJAnIMkaDUna koNAlAhI kiMcitamAtra duHkha hota nAhI. ulaTa te tara anekAMnA parama sukhI karatAta! kAraNa jJAnI sarva cukAMnA saMpavUna basale Aheta mhaNUna! svataHcI eka jarI cUka saMpavalI tara to paramAtmA hoU zakato! yA cukA kazAcyA AdhAravara TikUna rAhilyA Aheta? cukAMcI bAjU ghetalI mhaNUna! cukAMce rakSaNa kele mhaNUna ! krodha jhAlyAnaMtara svataH tyAcI azA prakAre bAjU gheto kI 'he bagha, tyAlA jara rAgavale nasate nA, tara to saraLa jhAlAca nasatA!' mhaNajeca krodhAce AyuSya vIsa varSa vADhavUna ghetale! cukAMce rakSaNa karaNe baMda jhAle tara tyA cukA nighUna jAtAta. cukAMnA poSaNa detAta mhaNUna tyA tithUna halataca nAhIta! ghara karuna basatAta. yA cukA kazA prakAre saMpavU zakato? tara pratikramaNAne-pazcAtApAne ! kaSAyAMcA AMdhaLepaNA svata:ce doSa pAhU deta nAhI. saMpUrNa jaga bhAvanidreta jhopalele Ahe mhaNUna tara svata:ca svata:ce ahita karIta Aheta! 'mI zuddhAtmA Ahe' ase bhAna jhAlyAvara bhAvanidrA uDate ANi jAgRta hoto. cukAMce rakSaNa koNa karate? tara buddhI! vakIlApramANe cukAMcI bAjU gheUna vakilI karuna buddhI 'ApalyAvara' caDhUna basate! mhaNUna maga buddhIce calana cAlate. jevhA svataHcyA cukA mAnya karato tevhA cukAMce rakSaNa karaNe baMda hote, mhaNUna maga cukAMnA jAveca lAgate!

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jo koNI ApalyAlA ApalI cUka dAkhavato to mahAna upakArI! jyA cukAMnA pAhaNyAsAThI ApalyAlA puruSArtha karAvA lAgato, tyA cukA jara koNI samoruna ApalyAlA dAkhavata asela tara yAhUna sope ANakhI kAya? jJAnI puruSa opana Tu skAya (pAradarzaka) asatAta. lahAna mulAMsArakhe asatAta. lahAna mUla suddhA tyAMnA vinA saMkoca cUka dAkhavU zakato! ANi te svata:cyA cukAMcA svIkArahI karatAta! koNatIhI vAITa savaya lAgalI asela tara tyApAsUna kase suTU zakato? 'hI savaya cukIcIca Ahe' ase nehamIca Ata ANi bAhera sarvAMsamora suddhA vATale pAhije. pratyekaveLI tyAcA khUpa pazcAtApa kelA pAhije ANi jara ekadA suddhA tyAcI bAjU ghetalI nAhI tara tI cUka nighUna jAte. vAITa savayIMnA kADhaNyAcA hA AgaLA-vegaLA zodha parama pUjya dAdAzrIMcA Ahe! vItarAgAMjavaLa svataHcyA sarva doSAMcI AlocanA kelyAne te doSa tatkSaNI nighUna jAtAta! 'jasajazA cukA saMpata jAtAta, tasatase darzana khulata jAte.' parama pUjya dAdAzrIMcA hA siddhAMta zikaNyAsArakhA Ahe. 'jo phiryAda karato toca gunhegAra Ahe !' tulA samoracA gunhegAra kA disalA? phiryAda kazAsAThI karAvI lAgalI? TIkA karaNe mhaNaje dahAce eka karaNe! zaktI vAyA jAte zivAya nukasAnahI hote! samoracyAcI cUka disate titakI nAlAyakI Ata Ahe. vAITa Azayaca cukA dAkhavatAta. ApalyAlA koNI nyAyAdhIza mhaNUna nemale Ahe kA? pratyeka jaNa ApApalyA prakRtInusAra kAma karata asatAta. parama pUjya dAdAzrI sAMgatAta kI, 'mI suddhA mAjhyA prakRtInusAra kAma karato. prakRtI tara asateca nA! paNa AmhI tyAcyA toMDAvaraca sAMgUna 13

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deto kI malA tujhI hI cUka disata Ahe. tulA garaja vATata asela tara svIkAra, nAhItara bAjUlA Theva. prathama gharAtIla sarva ANi zevaTI bAherIla sarvaca nirdoSa disU lAgatIla tevhA samajAve kI AtA ApaNa muktIcyA pAyar2yA caDhalo. dusar2yAMce nAhI paNa svata:ceca doSa disU lAgale tevhA samakita jhAle mhaNUna samajAve! ANi jevaDhe doSa disatAta te niropa ghetAta, kAyamasAThI! samoracyAce guNa kiMvA avaguNa donhIhI pAhU nayeta! zevaTI donhIhI prAkRta guNaca Aheta nA! vinAzIca Aheta nA! tyAMcyAta zuddhAtmAca pAhAvA. parama pUjya dAdAzrI sAMgatAta kI, 'khisekApU aso kI cAritryahIna aso, tyAlAhI AmhI nirdoSaca pAhato! AmhI sat vastUlAca pAhato. hI tAtvika dRSTI Ahe. AmhI paeNkiMgalA pAhata nAhI!' jagAlA nirdoSa pAhaNyAcI hI eka mAtra 'mAsTara kI' (gurukillI) Ahe ! svataHcyA cukA kevhA samajatAta? jJAnI puruSa dAkhavatAta tevhA. jJAnI puruSa ziromAnya nasatIla tara sarva svacchaMdaca mhaTale jAte. ujeDAtIla cukAMcA tara kevhA nA kevhA aMta yeIla paNa aMdhArAtIla cukA jAtaca nAhIta nA! aMdhArAtIla cukA mhaNaje 'mI jANato!!!' akrama jJAnAcyA prAptInaMtara phakta Ataleca baghitale gele tara tumhI 'kevaLajJAna' satteta asAla. aMza kevaLajJAna hote, sarvAMza nAhI. Ata mana-buddhI-citta-ahaMkArAlA pAhata rAhAve. para sattetIla paryAyAMnA pAhata rAhAve. 'vastU, vastUcA svabhAva cukate tyAsa pramatta mhaNatAta. vastU tyAcyA mULa dharmAta rAhate te apramatta bhAva.' mokSa kevhA hoto? 'tujhe jJAna ANi tujhI samaja cUka rahita hote 14

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tevhA.' cukAMmuLeca thAMbale Ahe he sarva. japa-tapAcI AvazyakatA nAhI, cukarahita hoNyAcI garaja Ahe. mULa cUka koNatI? 'mI koNa Ahe ?' yAce ajJAna. tI cUka koNa miTavatAta? jJAnI puruSaca. doSa kazA prakAre nighato? doSa ziralA kasA he jara samajale tara tyAsa kADhaNyAcA mArga sApaDato. doSa zraddhene, pratItIne zirato ANi nighato suddhA zraddhene va pratItIne. zaMbhara Takke mAjhIca cUka Ahe azI jevhA pratItI hote, tyAnaMtara tyA cukAMce eka parasenTa suddhA rakSaNa kele jAta nAhI tevhA maga tyA cukA jAtAta! je koNI bhagavaMta jhAle te sarva svataHcyA cukAMnA saMpavUna bhagavaMta jhAle! parama pUjya dAdAzrI sAMgatAta kI, 'cUka koNAlA disate? tara cuka rahita cAritrya saMpUrNa darzanAta asate ANi cUka asalele vartana jyAcyA vartanAta asate, tyAlA 'AmhI' mukta jhAlelA mhaNato. AmhAlA AmacyA agadI sUkSma taseca sUkSmatara ANi sUkSmatama sagaLyAca cukA disatAta.' __ doSa hoto, tyAcI zikSA nAhI paNa doSa disalA yAce bakSisa Ahe. bakSisAne doSa jAto. mhaNUna AtmajJAnAnaMtara svataH svataH baddala niSpakSapAtI hoto, mhaNUna svataHcyA sarvaca cukA pAhU zakato! zuddha upayogIlA koNatehI karma sparzata nAhI. buddhI nehamI samAdhAna zodhata asate, sthiratA zodhata asate. buddhI sthira kevhA hote? dusar2yAMce doSa pAhile tara buddhI sthira hote kiMvA maga svataHce doSa pAhile tarIhI buddhI sthira hote. ajJAnateta dusar2yAMceca doSa pAhate, svataHce doSa disataca nAhIta. buddhI sthira hota nAhI mhaNUna DaLamaLata rAhate. naMtara saMpUrNa aMta:karaNa hAlavUna TAkate, kAhUra mAjavate. maga jevhA buddhI dusar2yAMce doSa dAkhavate tevhA svataHlA khare mAnUna

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sthira hote! magaca AtIla hullaDa zAMta hoto! anyathA vicArAMce kAhUra cAlUca rAhate. azA prakAre jagAta DhavaLADhavaLa hota rAhilI Ahe. azI sUkSma goSTa koNatyA zAstrAta sApaDela? jagAce sAra kuThalyAhI zAstrAta zodhUna sApaDaNAra nAhI, te tara jJAnIMkaDUnaca samajate. samorIla vyaktIce doSa disatAta, hIca saMsArAcI adhikaraNa kriyA Ahe! mokSAlA jANArA svata:cyAca cukA pAhata rAhato ANi saMsArAta bhaTakaNArA dusar2yAMcyAca cukA pAhata rAhato! abhiprAya ThevalyAne dRSTI doSita hoUna jAte. pratikramaNAne abhiprAya tuTatAta ANi navIna mana tayAra hota nAhI. AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara... dehAdhyAsa suTato ANi AtmyAcA adhyAsa basato tyAnaMtara maga nijadoSaca (svataHceca doSa) disatAta. kityeka doSa barphAsArakhe goThalele asatAta, te paTakana kase jAtIla? aneka tharavAle (AvaraNavAle) doSa asatAta mhaNUna te haLUhaLU jAtAta. jasajase doSa disU lAgatAta tasatase thara kamI hota jAtAta. kAMdyAcyA pAkaLayA asatAta nA tyAcapramANe. jAsta cikaTa doSAMce jAsta pratikramaNa karAve lAgatAta. 'caMdubhAU' kaDUna doSa hoto ANi te jara tyAlA AvaData nasela tara tyAsa 'doSa pAhilA' ase mhaTale jAte ANi je doSa disatAta te jAtAta. jIvana he svata:cyAca pApa-puNyAcyA gunhegArIcA pariNAma Ahe. ApalyAvara phulAMcA varSAva hoto to puNyAcA pariNAma ANi dagaDa paDatAta to pApAcA pariNAma Ahe! kiMmata Ahe samatAbhAve bhogUna gheNyAcI. jAsta karuna samasyA vANImuLe nirmANa hotAta. tithe jAgRtI ThevUna 16

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kiMvA mauna rAhUna samAdhAna ANAve. samyak dRSTImuLe nave doSa vADhata nAhIta ANi june doSa kamI hotAta. jJAna prAptInaMtara suddhA kaSAya hotAta paNa te lagecaca lakSAta yetAta ANi 'svataH' tyApAsUna vegaLAca rAhato. akrama vijJAnI (parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAna) yAMnI tara jJAna deUna paMcavIsa prakAracyA mohAMcA nAza karuna TAkalA. cAMgalyA savayI ANi vAITa savayI donhIhI bhrAMtI Aheta, ase sAMgUna tyA sarvAMpAsUna suTakA karuna dilI. samoracyA vyaktIlA tyAcI koNatI cUka dAkhavAvI? tara jI cUka tyAlA disata nasela tIca. ANi tI cUka kazA prakAre dAkhavAvI? jara samoracyAlA cUka dAkhavaNArA upakArI vATata asela taraca dAkhavAvI. 'kaDhI khAraTa jhAlI', ase bolUna bhAMDaNa karu naye. gharAtIla sarvajaNa nirdoSa disatAta va svataHceca doSa disatAta tevhA hotAta khare pratikramaNa. pratikramaNa kuThaparyaMta karAve? jyAcyAsAThI mana bighaData asela, satata AThavata asela toparyaMta. joparyaMta ApalA a~TaeNkiMga necara asela toparyaMta mAra paDela. (trAsa hoIla) ApalyAzI jara koNI saMgharSa karAyalA AlA tarI ApaNa saMgharSa karaNe TALale pAhije, ApaNa tithUna nisaTUna jAve! svataH kartA nAhI paraMtu samoracyAlA kartA pAhato tevhA svata:ca kartA jhAlyAsArakhe Ahe ! samoracyAlA kiMcitamAtra kartArupAta pAhile kI svataH kartA hoUnaca gelA! prakRtI bhAMData asela tarIpaNa tyAsa kartA pAhU naye. kAraNa to karata nAhI, 'vyavasthita zaktI' karate! doSa karaNArAhI ahaMkAra ANi doSa pAhaNArA suddhA ahaMkAra! doSa pAhaNArA nirvivAdapaNe ahaMkArI asatoca. divasabhara mAphIca mAgata rAhAvI. divasabhara mAphI mAgaNyAcI 7

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savayaca karuna ghyAvI. jJAnIMcyA kRpaneca kAma hote, yAta dhAvapaLa karAyacI nasate. kRpA kevhA prApta hote? jJAnIMcyA AjJeta rAhilyAne. AjJeta rAhilyAne Ata samAdhI rAhate. AtmA suddhA vItarAga Ahe ANi prakRtI suddhA vItarAga Ahe. paNa prakRtIce doSa kADhale kI tyAcI riaeNkzana yete. kuNAcAhI doSa disato to ApalAca doSa Ahe. dAdAjIMcA hA satsaMga, ithe mAra paData asela tarIhI hA satsaMga soDU naye. satsaMgAta maraNa patkArave paNa bAhera kuThehI jANyAsArakhe nAhI, satsaMgAta kuNAce doSa pAhU nayeta. nAhItara 'vajralepo bhaviSyatI!' mhaNUna ithe lagecaca pratikramaNa karuna dhuUna TAkAve nAhItara nikAcita karma bAMdhale jAte! jJAnI puruSAMce doSa kadhIhI pAhU nayeta. jJAnI puruSAMsamora buddhI vAparalI tara to khAlI ghasarato, narakAta jAto. ekhAdA viraLAca jJAnIjavaLa rAhUna tyAMcA ekahI doSa pAhata nAhI! toca jJAnIMcyA seveta javaLa rAhU zakato! __ dusar2yAMce doSa pAhilyAmuLe svataHce doSa pAhaNyAcI zaktI koMDalI gelI Ahe. koNAcIhI cUka nasate, cUka mAnAyacIca asela tara 'vyavasthita zaktI' cI mAnA ANi 'vyavasthita zaktI' mhaNaje svataHcAca hizoba svata:cyA vATyAlA yeto. svataH jyA cukA kelyA Aheta tyAMcA daMDa naisargika nimittAMdvAre svataHsa miLato. jJAnIMcI pratyeka karma divya karma asatAta. bAhya karma tara sAmAnya lokAMsArakheca asatAta paraMtu tyAveLI tyAMcI vItarAgatA nyAhALaNyAsArakhI asate! pratyakSacI (jJAnIMcI) vItarAgatA pAhilyAne ApaNa vItarAga banato! mokSArthIcI lakSaNe koNatI? saraLa ! opana Tu skAya! te svata:ce sAre doSa ughaDa karuna TAkatAta! doSAta ekAgratA jhAlyAne doSa disata nAhI. tanmayAkAra jhAlo

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mhaNUna doSa cikaTalA. to doSa pAhilyAne jAto. ApaNa svataH zuddhAtmA jhAlo, AtA pudgalalA zuddha karAyace bAkI rAhIle. tyAsa pAhilyAneca zuddha hoUna jAte. jo atikramaNa karato tyAlAca pratikramaNa karAyace asate. zuddhAtmA atikramaNa karata nAhI mhaNUna tyAlA pratikramaNa karAve lAgata nAhI. hA siddhAMta lakSAta ThevAvA. dAdAjI sAMgatAta kI, doSa hoNyApUrvIca Amace pratikramaNa suru hoUna jAtAta, ApoApaca! te jAgRtIce phaLa Ahe ! puDhIla jAgRtIta tara doSAMnA doSAMpramANe suddhA pAhAta nAhI. te 'jJeya' ANi 'svataH' 'jJAtA' jJeya Ahe tara jJAtApaNa Ahe. koNAlA doSitahI mAnU naye ANi nirdoSahI mAnU naye, phakta nirdoSa jANAve! svata:cyA prakRtIlA pAhaNe, caMdubhAU kAya karIta Aheta te pAhaNe hA zuddha upayoga Ahe. prakRtIlA kA pAhU zakata nAhI? tara AvaraNAmuLe. AvaraNa kazAne tuTate? jJAnI puruSa 'vidhI' (caraNavidhI) karavatAta. tyAcyAne AvaraNa tuTate. jJAnIMce suddhA sUkSmatara ANi sUkSmatama doSa hota asatAta, te doSa te pratikramaNAne svaccha karatAta. prakRtIcyA guNa-doSAMnA pAhaNArA koNa? prakRtI prakRtIlA pAhate, to pAhaNArA Ahe prakRtIcA buddhI ANi ahaMkArAcA bhAga! yAta AtmA nirlepa asato. AtmyAlA cAMgale-vAITa ase kAhI nasateca. prakRtIce doSa dAkhaviNArI prakRtI ucca koTIcI mhaTalI jAte kI jI AtmA prApta karaviNArI Ahe. prakRtIlA jo nirdoSa pAhato to paramAtmA! pAhaNyAta muktAnaMda! 12

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paNa AtmyAlA tara AnaMdAcI sudhdA paDalelI nasate. tyAlA tara jase Ahe tase pAhaNyAtaca sarvasva Ahe! ___doSAMmuLe aMtarAya ANi aMtarAyAmuLe saMpUrNa AnaMdAcA anubhava thAMbato! paramapUjya dAdAzrI svata:cyA jJAna dazece varNana karatAnA sAMgatAta kI, 'AmhAlA tara ekA kesAitakI cUka jhAlI tarI lageca lakSAta yete!' tara te Ata kase korTa asela?! kase jajamenTa asela? koNAzIhI matabheda nAhI. gunhegAra disato tarI tyAcyAzIhI suddhA matabheda nAhI! bAheruna gunhegAra, Ata tara koNatAca gunhA nAhI. mhaNUna dAdAzrI saMpUrNapaNe nirdoSa jhAleta ANi saMpUrNa jagAlA nirdoSa pAhile! jJAnI puruSAMcI ekahI sthUla kiMvA sUkSma cUka nasate! sUkSmatara ANi sUkSmatama cukAca asatAta. jJAnI azA cukAMce saMpUrNa jJAtA-dRSTA asatAta ANi tyA cukA koNAcehI nukasAna karaNAr2yA nasatAta, mAtra svataHcyA 'kevaLa jJAnAlA' ca bAdhaka asatAta! aMtima prakAracI jAgRtI koNatI? tara yA jagAta koNI doSIca disata nAhI! jyAne sarva cukA saMpavalyA, tyAcA yA jagAta kuNIhI variSTha rAhilA nAhI! mhaNUna jJAnI puruSAMnA dehadhArI paramAtmA mhaNatAta. dAdAzrI sAMgatAta kI, 'AmhI' doghe vegaLe Ahota. Ata je prakaTa jhAle Aheta te 'dAdA bhagavAna' Aheta. te saMpUrNa prakaTa jhAle Aheta, parama jyoti svarupa! je AmhAlA AmacyA AtIla cukA dAkhavatAta. ANi teca 'caudAlokace nAtha' Aheta! teca 'dAdA bhagavAna' Aheta! 360 DigrIce pUrNa bhagavAna !

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jaga nirdoSa jagAlA nirdoSa kazA prakAre pAhU zakato?! AtmadRSTIneca, pudgala dRSTIne nAhI! tattvadRSTIneca, avasthA dRSTIne nAhI! samoracyAlA doSI pAhato, to ahaMkAra Ahe pAhaNAr2yAcA! zatrUsAThI suddhA bhAva bighaDavata nAhI ANi jara bhAva bighaDaleca tara lageca pratikramaNAne sudhAruna gheto, tevhAca puDhacI pragatI hote ANi zevaTI zIlavAna hoU zakato. __ suruvAtIlA tara buddhI samoracyAlA nirdoSa pAhU deta nAhI paNa tarIhI nirdoSa pAhaNyAcI suruvAta kelI pAhije. naMtara jasajase anubhavAsa yeIla, tasatazI buddhI zAMta hote. jase gaNitAcA prazna soDavatAnA, uttara miLavaNyAsAThI eka saMkhyA dharAvI lAgate, 'samajA 100' hI saMkhyA manAta dharalI tara khare uttara miLate nA?! tyAcapramANe dAdAzrI suddhA eka saMkhyA (manAta) dharaNyAsa sAMgatAta kI, 'yA jagAta koNIhI doSI nAhIca. saMpUrNa jaga nirdoSa Ahe! tara zevaTI khare uttara miLelaca. jazI dRSTI tazI sRSTI. doSita dRSTIne samoracA doSI disato. ANi nirdoSa dRSTIne samoracA nirdoSa disato. jJAna miLAlyAnaMtara suddhA 'he jaga nirdoSa Ahe' he anubhavAsa yeta nAhI. tithe tara dAdAzrIMnI sAMgitale Ahe mhaNUna ApaNa ase nizcita karAyace kI, 'jaga nirdoSa Ahe.' jyAmuLe maga koNIhI doSI disaNAra nAhI. jithe he nizcita jhAle nasela tyAThikANI maga aseca mAnAve kI he jaga nirdoSaca Ahe! uttara mAhIta asale mhaNaje maga udAharaNa soDavaNe sope hoUna jAte nA! pratItIta tara zaMbhara Takke ThevAve kI he jaga nirdoSaca Ahe. doSita disate tI bhrAMtI Ahe ANi tyAmuLe saMsAra TikUna rAhilA Ahe!

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jJAna jANale he tevhAca mhaNatA yeIla kI tyAnaMtara Thokara lAgata nAhI. kaSAya (krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha) yA sarva ThokarAca Aheta! ANi toparyaMta bhaTakaNeca Ahe! kaSAyAMcA paDadA dusar2yAMce doSa dAkhavato! kaSAya pratikramaNAne jAtAta! mokSa prAptIsAThI karmakAMDa kiMvA kriyA karaNyAcI garaja nAhI, phakta AtmA jANaNyAcI garaja Ahe, jaga nirdoSa pAhaNyAcI garaja Ahe! tarI dekhIla jyAMnA jase anukUla vATela tase te karatIla, kuNAcI TIkA karaNyAcI garaja nAhI. nAhItara tyAcyAbarobara navyA karArAne bAMdhale jAU. svakarmAcyA AdhArAvaraca svata:lA bhogAve lAgate tyAta maga dusar2yA kuNAcA kAya doSa? mahAvIrAMcA kharA ziSya koNa? jyAlA lokAMce doSa disaNe kamI jhAle Ahe ! jarI saMpUrNa dazeta nAhI paNa suruvAta tara jhAlI! dharmAta ekamekAMce doSa disatAta te tujhe-mAjhe yA bheda buddhIne. ANi mhaNUnaca zrImad rAjacaMdrAnI ase mhaTale Ahe kI, 'gaccha matanI je kalpanA, te nahIM sadvyavahAra.' ('gaccha-matAcI jI kalpanA, to nAhI sadvyavahAra.') dAdAzrI sAMgatAta kI, 'AtA AmacyAkaDUna je kAhI bolale jAta Ahe te mAgIla janmAta rekaoNrDa jhAleleca bolale jAta Ahe. mAgIla janmAta cukIce rekaoNrDa jhAle hote tyAmuLe kAhI dharmAta 'hI cUka Ahe' ase bolale jAte. paNa Ajace jJAna-darzana tyAsa saMpUrNa nirdoSa pAhate ANi je bolale jAte tyAce lagecaca pratikramaNa hoUna svaccha hoUna jAte!' akrama mArgAta dAdAzrIMce Azcaryajanaka jJAnIpada prakaTa jhAle Ahe, yA kALAta! kuNAcyAhI kalpaneta suddhA yeU zakaNAra nAhI 22

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azI AzcaryakAraka bheTa jagAlA nisargAkaDUna miLAlI Ahe! nirdoSa dRSTI jhAlI, tevhApAsUna svataH (dAdAzrI) premasvarupa jhAle ANi tyAMnA tyAMcyA zuddha premAne kityekAMnA saMsAramArgAtUna mokSamArgAvara vaLavile! azA yA 'aghaTa-avadha' (je kamIhI hota nAhI ANi vADhatahI nAhI) azA paramAtma premAlA koTI koTI namaskAra!!! jevhA jaga nirdoSa disate, tevhA mukta hAsya prakaTate. mukta hAsya pAhilyAneca kitItarI roga nighUna jAtAta. jJAnI puruSAMce cAritryabaLa saMpUrNa brahmAMDAlA ekA boTAvara dharu zakela ase asate! ANi he cAritryabaLa kazAne prakaTate? nirdoSa dRSTIne! DaoN. nIrubahana amIna 23

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anukramaNikA 1. nijadoSa darzanAne... nirdoSa vizvAcyA vAstavikatA 1 hI bhAnagaDa ubhI karaNArA tUca ApalA variSTha koNa? 1 are, ghe bodhapATha yApAsUna mULa cUka koNatI? 2 cUka saMpaviNyAcI paddhata... cukA kevhA samajatAta? 3 AlocanA jJAnIMjavaLa jagAcA mAlaka koNa? 4 tasatazI vikasita hote sUjha ! na samajalyAne ubhe kele duHkha 5 navhatIca kadhI, tara jAIla kuThUna? samoracA tara Ahe mAtra nimitta 5 dahAce kele eka Tocata nAhIta bola, doSAzivAya 6 sarva du:khAMce mULa 'svata:ca' cAvA ghetAta nimittAcA 7 nAhI koNI doSI yA jagAta anumodanece phaLa 8 tevhApAsUna jhAle samakita AvhAna nasela tara pUrNatecI prAptI 9 zevaTI tara te prAkRta guNa ekAmadhUna anaMta, ajJAnatene 9 sarvAta moThA doSa donaca vastU vizvAta 10 pAhile nAhIta nijadoSa tara.... AmaMtraNa dile thappaDalA, bharapAIsobataM 11 kuNAcehI doSa baghU naye luTAru suddhA dUra rAhatAta, zIlavaMtAMpAsUna 12 tevhA AlA mahAvIrAMcyA mArgAta jJAnIMnA bhogAve lAgata nAhI 13 nAhI disale svata:ceca doSa 38 cUka saMpavato to paramAtmA 14 tyAlA mhaNatAta jaina dilA AdhAra cukAMnA, rakSaNa karuna 14 jevaDhe doSa, tevaDheca pAhijeta pratikramaNa 41 cAvI cukAMnA saMpaviNyAcI 14 AtmA svata:ca tharmAmITara samAna baMda karA kaSAyAMce poSaNa 16 he Ahe cukAMce svarupa AMdhaLepaNA nAhI pAhU deta doSAlA 17 jJAnIMcI tatvadRSTI buddhIcyA vakilIne jiMkatAta doSa 18 taralelAca tArato jJAnI svIkAra karatAta, nijadoSAMcA... 18 tevhA cUka saMpavalI ase... 46 doSa svIkArA, upakAra mAnUna 19 cUka kADhaNArA, Ata koNa? naye 41 24

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64 64 aMdhArAtalyA cukA 47 Aropa lAvalyAne thAMbate puDhIla... 59 nAhI tyAlA variSTha koNI 48 buddhI eksaparTa, doSa pAhaNyAta 60 dRSTI nijadoSAM prati 49 doSa pAhAveta svataHceca, nehamI pramatta bhAvAne disatAta paradoSa 49 doSa pAhate, tithe buddhI sthira vItarAgAMnI sAMgitale muktIcyA hetUne 50 muktI prApta karaNyAsAThI pAhAve.... garaja Ahe acUka jJAna ANi acUka... 50 yA, ekA goSTIvara cUkarahita jJAna ANi samaja 54 Ata asatoca to doSa purezI Ahe cukAMcI pratItI basaNe 54 svata:ce gaTAra durgaMdha dete ANi dusar2yAce cUka miTavatIla te bhagavaMta 56 gaTAra dhuvAyalA jAtAta cUkarahita darzana ANi cUka... 56 dRSTI abhiprAya rahita alaukika sAmAyika hA puruSArtha 58 asA aMta yeto guMtAguMtIcA nAhI sparzata kAhI zuddha upayogIlA 59 jithe suTalA mAlakIpaNA sarvasva.. 69 2. AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara... garuDa yetAca, sApa paLatAta 70 tithe puruSArtha kI kRpA? 86 niSpakSapAtI dRSTI 70 vItarAgabhAvAne vinamratA ANi saktI 87 tasatasA prakaTa hoto AtmaprakAza 71 'jJAna' prAptInaMtaracI paristhitI 88 guhyatama vijJAna 72 tevhA doSa hotAta te DiscArja rupAne...91 doSa asatAta tharavAle 73 zraddhene suru, vartanAne pUrNa... 93 gunhegArI, pApa-puNyAcI 74 soDU nakA kadhI 'hA' satsaMga 93 svarupa prAptInaMtara... 76 vaLavAve, doSa pAhaNAr2yA zaktIlA 94 mhaNaje jhAle jJAnI 78 'vyavasthita zaktI' kartA, tithe cUka disato dhabadhabA doSAcA... 78 koNAcI? gharAta TokAve koNatyA cukAMsAThI? 80 vrajalepo bhaviSyati... azI hotAta karma cokha 81 pAhato doSa jJAnIMce, tyAlA... pAhA samoracyAlA paNa akrtaa| 82 saraLa vyaktIvara jJAnI kRpA apAra 99 te Ahe ekAMtika rupAne ahaMkArI 83 guNa pAhilyAne guNa prakaTato 100 mahattvAce Ahe cukAMce bhAna hoNe 84 jikarma mhaNaje nijadoSa 100

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116 zuddha upayoga, AtmyAcA 101 ANi he jJAnagamya mhaTale jAte. 114 cukA, ujeDAtIla 102 svataHcyA cukAMnA svata:ca rAgavato 115 prakaTa hote kevaLajJAna, aMtima doSa.. 102 tevhA jhAlA saMpUrNa nikAla aMdhArAtIla cukA 103 kuThaparyaMta mana svaccha jhAle 117 dAdA 'DaoNkTara' doSAMce 104 toparyaMta variSTha AtIla bhagavaMta 118 doSa miTavaNyAce kaoNleja 104 bhinnatA tyA doghAMcyA jANaNyAta 119 AvaraNa tuTalyAne doSa disatAta 106 tyAmuLe aMtarAya... 121 vItarAgAMcI nirdoSa dRSTI 108 saMpUrNa doSarahita dazA dAdAMcI 121 doSita dRSTIlA paNa tU 'jANa' 109 jAgRtI cukAMsamora jJAnIMcI 122 karAyace nAhI, mAtra pAhAyace 110 mhaNUna 'AmacA' koNIhI variSTha nAhI 122 gahU svata:ceca nivaDA nA 112 mhaNUna 'jJAnI' dehadhArI paramAtmA 123 he tara iMdriyagamya jJAna 113 AtIla bhagavaMta dAkhavitAta doSa... 123 3. jaga nirdoSa bhagavaMtAne pAhile jaga nirdoSa 125 tithe koNAvara rAgavAla? 138 koNatyA dRSTIne jaga disate nirdoSa 125 nAhI koNI zatrU AtA 139 tattva dRSTIne jaga nirdoSa 127 sApa, viMcU suddhA Aheta nirdoSa 140 jaga nirdoSa, purAvyAsakaTa 128 mahAvIrAMnI suddhA pAhile svadoSa 141 zIlavAnAce dona guNa 128 abheda dRSTI jhAlyAne hoto vItarAga 142 he Ahe jJAnAce tharmAmITara 129 gaccha-matAcI jI kalpanA 142 eka rakkama tumhI dharAla? 130 Ajace darzana ANi mAgIla janmAcI dRSTInusAra sRSTI 131 rekaoNrDa 144 jaga nirdoSa anubhavAta... 132 AzcaryakAraka adbhuta pada, akrama aMtima dRSTIne jaga nirdoSa 146 jANale tara tyAsa mhaTale jAte 136 nAhI baghata dAdA doSa kuNAce 147 kaSAya bhAva doSa dAkhavatAta. 137 tevhA prakaTate mukta hAsya 148 135 jJAnIMce

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nijadoSa darzanAne... nirdoSa vizvAcyA vAstavikatA praznakartA: dAdA, jagAcyA vAstavikatebaddala kAhItarI sAMgA.. dAdAzrI : jagAtIla loka vyavahArAta dona prakAre rAhatAta, eka laukika bhAvAne ANi dusare alaukika bhAvAne. jagAcA bahutAMza bhAga laukika bhAvAneca rAhato, kI deva vara Ahe va devaca sarva kAhI karato. ANi punhA svata:hI karata jAto, devahI karata jAtAta. yAta tyAMnA kAhI virodhAbhAsa suddhA vATata nAhI. tyAMnA deva DokyAvara asela tara bhItI vATata rAhate kI 'khudA ye karegA aura vo karegA.' azA prakAre tyAMcI gADI cAlata rAhate. paraMtu jo atyaMta vicAravaMta asela, jyAlA svataHcyA DokyAvara kuThalyAhI prakArace ojhe nako asela, tara tyAcyAsAThI kharI vAstavikatA hI alaukikaca asAyalA havI nA ? alaukikatemadhye koNIhI uparI (variSTha) nAhIca. jagAta tumacyA cukAca tumacyA variSTha Aheta. tumace blaMDarsa (mULa cUka) ANi misTeksa (sAmAnya cukA) he donaca variSTha Aheta. dusare koNIca variSTha nAhI. ApalA variSTha koNa ? ase koNa mhaNU zakela? tevhA ohoho ! he kitI niDara asatIla ? ANi bhItI kazAcI ThevAyacI ? mAjhA asA zodha Ahe kI tumacA variSTha koNIca nAhI, yA jagAta ! ANi jyAMnA tumhI variSTha mAnatA, bhagavaMtAlA,

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nijadoSa darzananA ....nirdoSa te tara tumace svarupa Ahe! bhagavaMtAce svarupa kadhIhI variSTha asU zakata nAhI. te tumacyAsAThI anoLakhI Aheta mhaNUna te variSTha asU zakata nAhIta. maga variSTha koNa? tara tumace blaMDarsa ANi misTeksa. he dona jara nasatIla tara maga koNIhI tumacA variSTha nAhIca. mAjhyAtIla blaMDarsa ANi misTeksa saMpUna gelyA mhaNUna mAjhA koNIhI variSTha nAhI. jevhA tumhIhI tumacyAtIla blaMDarsa ANi misTeksa kADhUna TAkAla tevhA tumacAhI koNI variSTha rAhaNAra nAhI. ithe lavakara yeNyAsAThI tumhI tyA polIsavAlyAsobata bhAMDUna AlAta, polisAce samAdhAna kelyAzivAyaca AlAta, polisAne tumhAlA gADI thAMbavaNyAsa sAMgitale paNa tumhI gADI na thAMbavatAca ithe nighUna AlAta, mhaNUna to polisavAlA ithe yeto. tevhA tyAlA pAhUna tumhAlA lageca kaLate kI hA nakkIca mAjhyAsAThI AlelA Ahe. kAraNa cUka kelI hotI tI lageca tumacyA lakSAta yete kI, mAjhyAkaDUna hI cUka jhAlI Ahe. tI cUka saMpavA. mAjhe mhaNaNe kAya Ahe? kI tumhI nusatyA cukAca kelelyA Aheta, tyA saMpavA. AttAparyaMta dusar2yAMcyAca cukA disalyA, svataHcyA cukA disalyAca nAhIta. jo svata:cyA cukA pAhato, ANi tyA cukA saMpavato, to bhagavaMta hoto. mULa cUka koNatI? ANi yA bAjUlA sAdhU-saMnyAsI icchAMnA dUra sAraNyAcA prayatna karata asatAta. paNa tyA icchA jAtIla azA nAhIta. ulaTa duppaTa hoUna yetAta. mULa cUka kuThe ghaDalI Ahe he tyA lokAMnA mAhItaca nAhI. icchA hoNe hI mULa cUka nAhI, tyAcI mULa cUka zodhUna tyAsa thAMbavaNyAcA prayatna kelA pAhije. jase ApaNa baTaNa dAbale tara paMkhA baMda hoto. paraMtu jara cAlU paMkhyAlA pakaDUna to baMda karaNyAcA prayatna kelA tara kAhIhI niSpanna hoNAra nAhI. arthAta mULa cUka thAMbavalI pAhije. 'mI caMdubhAU (caMdubhAUcyA jAgI vAcakAne svata:ce nAva samajAve)

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa Ahe' hIca mULa cUka Ahe, mukhya cUka hIca Ahe. hA Aropita bhAva Ahe, hA kharA bhAva nAhI. jase ithe koNI iMdirA gAMdhI sArakhe kapaDe ghAlUna AlI ANi sarvAMnA mhaNAlI kI 'mI iMdirA gAMdhI Ahe.' ANi ase sAMgUna tyAcA phAyadA ghetalA tara tyAcA gunhA lAgU hoNAra kI nAhI? tyAcapramANe 'mI caMdubhAU Ahe,' yAcA niraMtara phAyadA gheta rAhato. hA Aropita bhAva mhaTalA jAto, toca gunhA Ahe. ___ mhaNaje tumacyA cukA ANi tumace blaMDarsa he donaca tumace variSTha Aheta. tumace blaMDarsa koNakoNate asatIla? 'mI caMdubhAU Ahe' he pahile blaMDara.' 'mI yAMcA mulagA Ahe' he dusare blaMDara. 'mI hicA navarA Ahe' he tisare blaMDara. 'mI hyA mulAcA bApa Ahe' he cauthe blaMDara. ase kitI blaMDarsa kele asatIla? praznakartA : aneka kele asatIla. dAdAzrI : ho. hyA jyA blaMDarsa Aheta tyA tumacyAkaDUna tuTaNAra nAhIta. AmhI blaMDarsa toDUna deto ANi naMtara jyA misTeksa Aheta tyA maga tumhI kADhAyacyA. kuNI variSTha nAhI. maga ugAca kasalI bhItI! tumhAlA he samajale nA kI kuNIhI variSTha nAhI? pakkI khAtrI jhAlI nA? cukA kevhA samajatAta? loka mAnatAta kI deva variSTha (uparI) Aheta, mhaNUna devAcI bhaktI kelI tara ApaNa suTUna jAU. paNa nAhI, koNI bApahI variSTha nAhI. tUca tujhA mAlaka, tujhA rakSakahI tUca ANi tujhA bhakSakahI tUca. yu Ara hola aeNnDa sola rispaoNnsibala phaoNra yuvaraselpha (tumhIca svataHsAThI saMpUrNa jabAbadAra AhAta.) svataHca svataHce variSTha AhAta. yAta dusarA koNI bApahI hastakSepa karata nAhI. ApalA vara koNI baoNsa Ahe te suddhA ApalyA cukAMmuLeca Ahe ANi aMDarahaeNnDa Ahe, tehI ApalyA cukAMmuLeca Ahe. mhaNUna cukA tara saMpavAvyAca lAgatIla nA?

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa svata:cI saMpUrNa svataMtratA, AjhAdI havI asela tara svata:cyA sarva cukA saMpalyAvaraca miLela. cUka kevhA sApaDate? jevhA 'svataH koNa Ahe?' yAce bhAna hote, paramAtmyAcA sAkSAtkAra hoto, tevhA! jagAcA mAlaka koNa? yA brahmAMDAtIla pratyeka jIva brahmAMDAcA mAlaka Ahe. mAtra svata:ce bhAna nasalyAmuLe jIvadazeta rAhato. jyAlA svata:cyA dehAvara suddhA mAlakIpaNAcA bhAva nAhI to saMpUrNa brahmAMDAcA mAlaka jhAlA! he jaga ApalyA mAlakIce Ahe ase lakSAta Ale, hAca mokSa! adyApa he kA samajale nAhI? kAraNa ApalyAca cukAMnI ApaNa bAMdhale gelo Ahota mhaNUna. saMpUrNa jaga ApalyAca mAlakIce Ahe. __ AmacA variSTha koNIca nAhI. varatI koNI baoNsa Ahe kiMvA koNI bApa basalelA Ahe, ase nAhI. je AhAta te tumhIca AhAta ANi tumhAlA zikSA deNArAhI koNI nAhI taseca tumhAlA janma deNArA suddhA koNI nAhI. tumhI svata:ca janma ghetA ANi deha dhAraNa karatA ANi maga parata jAtA ANi parata yetA. jAtA ANi yetA. tumacyA marjIpramANe vyavahAra cAlata Ahe. hiMdustAnAta yeIparyaMta tara samajA sarva naisargika, sAhajikarityA hota Ahe paNa ekadA hiMdustAnAta AlyAnaMtara thoDephAra samajate kI ApalyAkaDUna kAhItarI cUka ghaData Ahe. samaMjasa mANUsa itakeca jarI samajalA kI, kharokhara mAjhyAta itara kuNIhI hastakSepa karu zakela, duHkha deU zakela ase nAhI? tara AmhI sAMgU kI, 'nAhI, nAhI, nAhIca!!!' ANi jara vicArela kI maga 'mAjhA variSTha suddhA kuNI nAhI?' tevhA sAMgU 'nAhI, nAhI, nAhI!!!' tujhA variSTha tujhyA blaMDarsa ANi misTeksa Aheta. blaMDarsa kase toDAve? tara AmhI tyAlA sAMgU kI 'bhAU, tyAsAThI tara tU ithe ye.' ANi misTeksa kazA saMpavAvyAta? tara te AmhAlA tulA samAjAvUna sAMgAve lAgela. tyAnaMtara tU tyAMnA saMpava. AmhI rastA dAkhavU. mhaNaje misTeksa tulA saMpavAyacyA ANi blaMDarsa AmhI toDUna deU.

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa na samajalyAne ubhe kele duHkha yA jagAtIla sarva duHkhaM nAsamajutImuLeca Aheta. dusare je kAhI duHkhaM Ahe te sarva nAsamajutImuLeca Ahe. he sarva svataHca ubhe kele Aheta, na disalyAmuLe! bhAjalelyAlA jara koNI vicArale kI 'bhAU, tumhAlA kase bhAjale?' tevhA to mhaNela 'cukUna bhAjalo, mI kAya muddAma bhAjUna gheNAra? azI hI sarva duHkhaM cukAMmuLeca Aheta. sarva duHkhaM ApalyAca cukAMcAca pariNAma Ahe. cUka saMpalI kI jhAle ! praznakartA : karma cikaTa asatAta, tyAmuLe ApalyAlA duHkha bhogAve lAgate kA? dAdAzrI : ApaNaca karma kelelI Aheta mhaNUna ApalIca cUka Ahe. dusar2yA kuNAcAhI doSa nAhIca yA jagAta. dusare tara phakta nimitta Aheta. duHkha tumace Ahe ANi te samorIla nimittAcyA hAtUna dile jAta Ahe. sAsarA vAralyAce patra posTamana deUna gelA tara tyAta tyA posTamanacA kAya doSa ? samoracA tara Ahe mAtra nimitta ApalyAlA gharAcI aDacaNa asela tevhA ekhAdyA vyaktIne ApalyAlA madata kelI ANi rAhaNyAsAThI ghara dile tara azAveLI jagAtIla lokAMnA tyAcyAvara rAga (moha, AsaktI) utpanna hoto ANi jevhA tIca vyaktI ghara parata mAgela tevhA tyAcyAvara dveSa utpanna hoto. hA rAga-dveSa Ahe. AtA khare pAhatA yAta rAga-dveSa karaNyAcI garajaca nAhI, to tara nimitta Ahe. deNArA ANi gheNArA, donhIhI nimittaca Aheta. tumacyA puNyAcA udaya asela tevhA to deNyAsAThI bheTato ANi pApAcA udaya asela tevhA parata gheNyAsAThI bheTato. tyAta tyAcA kAhIca doSa nAhI. tumacyA udayAcyA AdhArAvara Ahe. tyAta samoracyA vyaktIcA kiMcitamAtrahI doSa nAhI. to tara mAtra nimitta Ahe, ase Apale jJAna sAMgate. kitI suMdara goSTa sAMgate!!

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa ajJAnIlA tara koNI goDa-goDa bolale, tara tyAcyAvara rAga (anurAga) hoto ANi koNI kaDU bolale tara dveSa hoto. samoracA goDa bolato te svataHce puNya prakAzita hota Ahe ANi kaDU bolato te svata:ce pApa prakAzita hota Ahe. mhaNUna muLAta tyA samorIla donhIhI vyaktIMnA kAhI deNegheNe nAhI. kaDU-goDa bolaNAr2yAlA kAhI deNegheNe nAhI. to phakta nimittaca asato. jo yazAcA nimitta asela, tyAcyAkaDUna yaza miLata rAhate. ANi apazayAcA nimitta asela tyAcyAkaDUna apayaza miLata rAhate. to tara mAtra nimittaca Ahe, tyAta kuNAcAhI doSa nAhI. praznakartA : sarva nimittaca mhaTale jAtAta nA? dAdAzrI : ho, tehI nimittaca Ahe. nimittAzivAya yA jagAta dusarI koNatIhI vastU nAhI. praznakartA : bAjArAtUna ithe satsaMgAta Alo yAta koNate nimitta? dAdAzrI : to tara karmAcA udaya Ahe. yAta nimittAcA kAhI praznaca udbhavata nAhI. bAjArAtIla karmAcA udaya pUrNa jhAlA mhaNUna yA karmAcA udaya ithe suru jhAlA, tyAmuLe ApoApaca vicAra yeto kI calA tithe satsaMgalA jAU. nimitta kevhA mhaTale jAIla? tumhI yethe yeNyAsAThI nighAlAta, dAdara sTezanalA utaralAta ANi thoDe cAlalyAnaMtara koNI rastyAta bheTale ANi te tumhAlA mhaNAle 'bhAU, ithUna parata phirA, calA mAjhe mahattvAce kAma Ahe. tevhA ApaNa samajAve kI he nimitta Ale. nAhI tara cAlatI gADI, karmAcyA udayApramANe cAlataca rAhate. Tocata nAhIta bola, doSAzivAya praznakartA : koNI ApalyAlA kAhI aikavUna jAto te suddhA naimittikaca Ahe nA? ApalA doSa nasela tarIhI bolata asela tara? dAdAzrI : ApalA doSa nasela ANi koNI kAhI bolela, ase bolaNyAcA adhikAra koNAlAca nAhI. jagAta kuThalyAhI manuSyAlA tumacA

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa doSa nasatAnAhI bolaNyAcA adhikAra nAhI. mhaNUna hA jo bolata Ahe, tI tumacI jI cUka Ahe, tyAcAca to mobadalA deta Ahe. ho, tI tumacyA mAgIla janmAcI cUka Ahe, tyA cukIcA badalA hA manuSya tumhAlA deta Ahe. to nimitta Ahe ANi cUka tumacI Ahe mhaNUnaca to bolata Ahe. ApalI cUka Ahe mhaNUnaca to bolata Ahe, mhaNaje to manuSya ApalyAlyA tyA doSAtUna mukta karata Ahe. tevhA tyAcyAsAThI bhAva bighaDavU naye. ulaTa ApaNa ase mhaTale pAhije kI, 'he prabhu! tyAlA sadbuddhI dyA.' itakeca mhaTale pAhije, kAraNa to nimitta Ahe. cAvA ghetAta nimittAcA AmhAlA tara koNatyAhI manuSyAsAThI kharAba vicAra suddhA yeta nAhIta. bare-vAITa karuna gelA tarIhI kharAba vicAra nAhI! kAraNa tI tyAcI dRSTI, tyA bicAr2yAlA jase disate tase to karato. tyAta tyAcA kAya doSa? ANi vAstavAta, ekjeMTalI he jaga kAya Ahe ? tara yA jagAta koNI doSI nAhIca. tumhAlA doSa disato, te tumacyA baghaNyAcyA dRSTIta phera Ahe. malA AttAparyaMta koNI doSI disaleca nAhI. arthAta koNIhI doSI nAhIca, ase mAnUnaca tumhI calA nA! Apale zevaTace sTezana Ahe, te seMTrala Ahe ase mAnUna cAlale tara tyAta phAyadA hoIla kI nAhI? tumhAlA kAya vATate? praznakartA : ho, phAyadA hoto. dAdAzrI : koNI doSI nAhI ase jANUna ghyAla taraca itara sarva nirdoSa vATatIla ApalyAlA! kAraNa ApaNa nimitta Ahota. ANi te bicArehI nimitta Aheta. Apale loka nimittAcAca cAvA ghetAta. nimittAcA cAvA gheNe, ase karatAta kA kadhI? nAhI nA? nimittAcA cAvA ghetAta kA? praznakartA : ho, AmhI nimittAcAca cAvA gheta asato, paNa ase karAyalA nako nA?

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa dAdAzrI : dusar2yAMce doSa pAhaNe yAsa AmhI nimittAcA cAvA gheNyAcI sthitI mhaNato. arere, tU nimittAlAca cAvalAsa? to tulA zivyA deto, hA tara tujhyA karmAcA udaya Ahe ANi hA udaya tulA bhogAyacA Ahe. tyAta to nimitta Ahe. nimitta tara upakArI Ahe, to tara tulA karmAtUna soDaviNyAsAThI AlA Ahe. to upakArI Ahe ANi tU tyAlA zivyA detosa ? tU tyAlA cAvAyalA dhAvatosa ? mhaNaje tU nimittAcA cAvA ghetalAsa ase mhaTale jAIla. mhaNUna he mahAtmA ghAbaratAta kI nAhI, AtA AmhI nimittAlA kadhIhI cAvaNAra nAhI ! 'yAne malA phasavale' ase bolaNArA bhayaMkara karma bAMdhato ! tyApekSA dona thobADIta mAralyA tara kamI karma bAMdhale jAIla. he tara jevhA phasavaNUka hoNyAcI veLa yete, ApalyA karmAcA tasA udaya yeto tevhAca ApalI phasavaNUka kelI jAte. tyAta samoracyA vyaktIcA kAya doSa? tyAne tara ulaTa Apale karma saMpavale, to tara nimitta Ahe. anumodanece phaLa praznakartA : dusar2yAMcyA doSAcA daMDa ApalyAlA miLato kA ? dAdAzrI : nAhI, yAta dusar2yA kuNAcAhI doSa nAhI. svata:cyA doSAneca samoracI vyaktI nimitta banate. he tara jo bhogato tyAcI cUka. karaNe, karaviNe ANi anumodana karaNe. tyA anumodanece suddhA phaLa yete. kelyAzivAya phaLa yeta nAhI. praznakartA : anumodana kazAsa mhaNatAta ? dAdAzrI : koNI kAhI kArya karatAnA Dagamagata asela tevhA tumhI mhaNAla kI, 'tU ApalA kara, mI Ahe nA !' yAsa anumodana kele ase mhaNatAta. ANi anumodana karaNAr2yAcI jAsta jabAbadArI mhaTalI jAte ! kAhI kelyAce phaLa koNAlA jAsta miLate ? tara jyAne jAsta buddhI vAparalI, tyAlA. mhaNaje tyAnusAra vATaNI hote.

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa AvhAna nasela tara pUrNatecI prAptI yA jagAta koNatIhI vyaktI tumace kAhI nukasAna karate, tyAta tI nimitta Ahe. nukasAna tumace Ahe mhaNUna rispaoNnsibala (jabAbadAra) tumhI AhAta. koNatIhI vyaktI kuNAce kAhIca karu zakata nAhI, ase he svataMtra jaga Ahe. ANi jara koNI kAhI karu zakata asate tara bhItIlA maryAdAca uralI nasatI! maga tara koNI koNAlAhI mokSAlA jAUca dile nasate. mahAvIra bhagavaMtAMnA suddhA mokSAlA jAU dile nasate! mahAvIra tara sAMgatAta kI, tumhAlA je anukUla vATata asela tase bhAva mAjhyAsAThI karA. tumhAlA mAjhyAvara viSaya vikArI bhAva yeta asatIla tara viSaya vikArI bhAva karA, nirviSayI bhAva yeta asatIla tara nirviSayI bhAva karA, dharmAce bhAva yeta asatIla tara dharmAce bhAva karA, pUjyapadAce bhAva yeta asatIla tara pUjyapada dyA. zivyA dyAyacyA asatIla tara, zivyA dyA. mI kazAlAhI AvhAna karata nAhI. jo kazAcehI AvhAna karata nAhI, to mokSAlA jAto ANi AvhAna karaNAr2yAlA yetheca paDUna rAhAve lAgate. nAhItara he jaga ase Ahe kI, te tumacyAvara cAMgale kiMvA vAITa bhAva niraMtara karataca rAhIla. tumhI khizAta paise Thevata asAla ANi jara ekhAdyA khisekApUne te pAhile tara to khisA kApaNyAcA bhAva karaNAra kI nAhI? kI yAcyAkaDe paise Aheta mhaNUna yAcA khisA kApalA pAhije. paNa tevaDhyAtaca gADI AlI ANi tumhI gADIta basUna nighUna gelAta ANi to titheca rAhilA. paNa loka ase bhAva karatAtaca. tumhI tyAMce AvhAna svIkArata nasAla tara koNIhI tumace nAva gheU zakata nAhI. kuNAcyAhI bhAvAta jara tumacA bhAva sAmAvalA nasela tara koNI tumhAlA bAMdhU zakata nAhI. ase jara koNI bAMdhale tara kadhI aMtaca yeNAra nAhI nA ? tumhI svataMtra AhAta, koNIhI tumhAlA bAMdhU zakata nAhI. ekAmadhUna anaMta, ajJAnatene hA DoLA jara hAtAne dAbalA gelA tara vastU eka asUnahI dona

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa disatAta. DoLA, he AtmyAce riyala svarupa nAhI, te tara rileTivha svarupa Ahe. tarI suddhA, eka cUka jhAlyAmuLe ekA aivajI dona disatAta nA? he kAcece tukaDe jaminIvara paDalele asatIla tara tyAta kitItarI DoLe disatAta? thoDyAzAca cukImuLe kitItarI DoLe disatAta? tyAcapramANe hA AtmA svataHhUna dAbalA jAta nAhI paNa saMyogAcyA prezaramuLe (dabAvAmuLe) ekAcI anaMta rupe disatAta. he saMpUrNa jaga bhagavat svarupa Ahe. yA jhADAlA kApaNyAcA phakta bhAva jarI kelA tarIhI karma bAMdhale jAte ase Ahe. samoracyA vyaktIsAThI thoDAsAca kharAba vicAra kelA tarIhI pApa lAgate ANi cAMgalA vicAra kelA tara puNya bAMdhale jAte. __ ApaNa ithe satsaMgAta Alo ANi ithe mANase ubhI asatIla tara manAta ase yete kI he sarva ithe kA ubhe Aheta? ase bhAva bighaDatAta. tevhA tyA cukIsAThI lagecaca pratikramaNa karAve lAgate. donaca vastU vizvAta saMyoga ANi zuddhAtmA he donaca Aheta. saMyoga kA nirmANa jhAleta? saMyoga sarvAMnA vegavegaLe yetAta. ho, ekhAdyAlA saMpUrNa AyuSyAta koNI mAraNArA bheTataca nAhI ANi ekhAdyAlA AyuSyabhara anekadA mAra khAvA lAgato. tara yAlA asA saMyoga juLUna yeto ANi tyAlA tasA, ase kA ghaDate? kAraNa tyAne kadhI kuNAlA mAraNyAcA bhAvaca kelA navhatA mhaNUna tyAlA ase saMyoga ANi hyAne mAraNyAce bhAva kele hote mhaNUna yAlA tase (mAra khANyAce) saMyoga juLUna yetAta. arthAta, he saMyoga kazAne juLUna Aleta, yAcIhI kAraNe sApaDatIla ase Ahe. he saMyoga koNatyA kAraNAMnI juLUna Ale hehI samajU zakate. rastyAta ekhAdA garIba mANUsa bheTalA ANi to khUpa raData asela mhaNUna tumhI tyAlA akarA rupaye deta asAla, tevhA hA bhAU mhaNela kI, 'rAhU dyA nA, tyAlA phakta ekaca rupayA dyA, akarA rupaye kazAsAThI detA?' AtA to paise gheNArA, tumhI paise deNAre, ANi yA bhAUne manAI kelI

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa mhaNaje aMtarAya paDalA. tyAlA paise miLata hote tyAta aMtarAya paDalA. tyA aMtarAya karmAmuLe tyA bhAUlA paise miLaNAra nAhIta. AtA he je sarva kele tyAceca sarva saMyoga juLUna Ale Aheta. he kAhI navIna saMyoga nAhIta. tumacA koNIhI variSTha nAhI, tyAcapramANe tumacA koNIhI aMDaraha~nDa (kaniSTha) dekhIla nAhI. saMpUrNa jaga svataMtra Ahe. tumacyA cukAca tumacyA variSTha Aheta. basa, tumacyA jyA cukA Aheta tyAca! cukA ANi blaMDarsa!!! ___ tAtparya, tumacI cUka nasela tara jagAta koNIhI tumace nAva gheU zakata nAhI. pAhA, rastyAta koNI nAva ghete kA? polisavAlA, cekiMgavAlA koNI kAhI trAsa detAta kA? hairANa karatAta kA? kAraNa tumacI cUka nasela tara koNIhI tumhAlA trAsa deNAra nAhI. AmaMtraNa dile thappaDalA, bharapAIsobata koNI ApalyAlA zivyA dilyA, ApalyAlA vAITa aikAve lAgale, tara ApaNa khUpaca puNyavAna mhaTale jAU, tyAzivAya to ApalyAlA bheTalAca nasatA nA! AjapAsUna dahA-paMdharA varSAMpUrvI mI ase sAMgata hoto kI, koNatyAhI vyaktIlA jara paizAMcI aDacaNa asela tara tyAne malA eka thappaDa mArAvI, mI tyAlA pAcaze rupaye deIna. asA eka mANUsa malA bheTalA hotA, mI tyAlA mhaNAlo kI, 'tulA paizAMcI aDacaNa Ahe nA? zaMbhara-donazecI? tara tujhI aDacaNa AjapAsUnaca dUra hoIla. mI tulA pAcaze rupaye deIna, tU malA eka thappaDa mAra. tevhA to mhaNAlA, 'nAhI dAdA, ase nAhI hoU zakata.' mhaNaje thappaDa mAraNArA ANAyacA tarI kuThuna? vikata ANalA tarIhI koNI bheTela ase nAhI, ANi zivyA deNArAhI bheTela ase nAhI. tevhA jyAlA ghara basalyA ase phrI oNpha kaoNsTa (phukaTa) miLata asela to tara bhAgyavAnaca mhaTalA jAIla nA! kAraNa malA pAcaze rupaye deUnahI asA koNI sApaData navhatA. he jJAna hoNyApUrvI mI svata:lAca zivyA deta hoto. kAraNa malA

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa koNI zivyA deNArA bheTalA navhatA nA! maga vikata kuThUna ANaNAra ApaNa? ANi vikata deNArahI koNa? ApaNa samoruna tyAlA mhaNAlo kI, 'tU malA zivI de.' tarIhI to mhaNela kI 'nAhI, tumhAlA zivI nAhI deU zakata.' mhaNaje paise deUnahI koNI zivI deta navhatA. mhaNUna maga malA svataHlAca zivyA dyAvyA lAgata hotyA, 'tumhAlA akkala nAhI, tumhI mUrkha AhAta, gADhava AhAta, ase AhAta, tase AhAta, mokSadharma kAhI kaThINa Ahe kI, tumhI evaDhA dhumAkULa ghAlUna ThevalAya?' azA zivyA svataHca deta hoto. dusarA koNI zivyA deNArA nasela maga kAya karaNAra? tumhAlA tara ghara basalyA zivyA deNArA bheTato, phrI oNpha kaoNsTa bheTato, tevhA tyAcA phAyadA karuna ghyAyalA nako kA? luTAru suddhA dUra rAhatAta, zIlavaMtAMpAsUna zIlacA prabhAva asA Ahe kI jagAta koNI tyAce nAva gheU zakata nAhI. luTAruMcyA javaLapAsa rAhata asela, pAcahI boTAta sonyAcyA aMgaThyA ghAtalyA asatIla, zarIrabhara sonyAce dAgine ghAtale asatIla ANi jara samora luTAru bheTale. tara luTAru tyAlA pAhatAta khare paNa hAta lAvU zakata nAhIta, sparza karu zakata nAhI. ajibAta ghAbaraNyAsArakhe he jaga nAhI. jI kAhI bhItI Ahe tI tumacyAca cukAMce phaLa Ahe, he sAMgaNyAsAThI AmhI Alo Ahota. loka aseca samajatAta kI, he jaga bekAyadezIra Ahe. praznakartA : samajUtIcIca kamataratA ! dAdAzrI : samajUtIcyA kamarataratemuLeca he jaga TikUna rAhIle Ahe. AmhI heca sAMgU icchito kI, jagAta bhItI bALagaNyAcI garajaca nAhI. hI jI bhItI vATate, to tumacA hizoba Ahe. hizoba cukatA hoU dyA. ithe punhA navyAne udhArI karu nakA. tumacyAzI koNI vAITa bolalA, tara tumhAlA vATate kI, hA malA vAITa kA bolato? maga tumhI suddhA tyAlA pAca zivyA ghAlatA. mhaNaje

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa 13 tumacA jo hizoba hotA to pheDatAnA navIna hizobAcI khAtevahI cAlU kelI. eka zivI udhAra hotI, tIca to parata karaNyAsAThI AlA hotA, tara tumhI te jamA karuna ghyAyacI hotI, tyA aivajI tumhI navIna pAca zivyA dilyA. hI eka zivI tara tumhAlA sahana hota nAhI ANi varuna pAca zivyA udhAra dilyA. AtA ithe manuSyAcI buddhI kazI kAya pohocU zakela? udhArI karuna ulaTa guMtAguMta vADhavato. navIna guMtA nirmANa karato. AmhI paMdharA varSAMpAsUna udhAra deta nAhI mhaNUna tara evaDhe sAre hizoba pUrNa jhAle nA! udhAra deNeca baMda kele! phakta jamAca karA. 'yAMnA' (svata:lA) sAMgitaleleca hote, kI jamA karuna TAkA. sope Ahe nA, mArga sopA Ahe nA? AtA he zAstrAMmadhye lihilele nasate. koNI kAhIca karu zakata nAhI. tumhI svataMtra AhAta. tumace variSTha koNIca nAhI. bhagavaMta suddhA variSTha nAhIta tevhA maga kAya! bhagavaMtAMcyA nAvAne tumhI AzvAsana ghetA kI bhagavaMta ApalyAvara dayA karatIla! 'puDhace puDhe baghU' ase bolUna cukIce kAma karatA, jabAbadArI oDhavUna ghetA! jJAnIMnA bhogAve lAgata nAhI kuNAlAhI ApalyAkaDUna kiMcitamAtrahI duHkha jhAle tara samajAve kI ApalI cUka Ahe. ApalyA AtIla pariNAma vara-khAlI jhAle mhaNaje cUka ApalI Ahe, ase samajate. jevhA samorIla vyaktI bhogate, tevhA tyAcI cUka tara pratyakSa Aheca paraMtu nimitta ApaNa banalo, ApaNa tyAlA rAgAvalo mhaNUna ApalI suddhA cUka Ahe. dAdAMnA kA bhogAve lAgata nAhI? kAraNa tyAMcI ekahI cUka uralI nAhI. ApalyA cukImuLe samoracyA vyaktIvara koNatAhI pariNAma jhAlA (thoDe jarI duHkha jhAle) ANi jara kAhI udhArI jhAlI tara lagecaca manAta mAphI mAgUna jamA karuna ghyAvI. ApalyAta krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobharupI kaSAya Aheta, tyAmuLe udhArI jhAlyAzivAya rAhataca nAhI. mhaNUna azA veLI jamA karuna ghyAve. ApalyAkaDUna cUka jhAlI asela tara udhArI hote paNa ApaNa lagecaca

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa kaeNza-rokaDe pratikramaNa karuna ghyAve. ApalyAmuLe koNAlA atikramaNa jhAle tara ApaNa te jamA karuna ghyAve ANi mAge udhArI ThevU naye. ANi jara koNAmuLe Apale atikramaNa jhAle tara ApaNa AlocanA, pratikramaNa ANi pratyAkhyAna karuna ghyAve. cUka saMpavato to paramAtmA jyAne ekadA nakkI kele kI mAjhyAta jyA cukA zillaka rAhilyA Aheta tyA malA saMpavAyacyA Aheta, tara to paramAtmA hoU zakato. ApaNa ApalyA cukAMmuLe baMnadhanAta aDakalo Ahota. cUka saMpavalI mhaNaje ApaNa paramAtmAca Ahota. jyAcyAta ekahI cUka uralI nAhI to svataH paramAtmAca Ahe. tI cUka kAya sAMgate? kI, 'tU malA oLakha, malA jANUna ghe.' he tara ase Ahe kI cukAMnAca svata:ce cAMgale guNa mAnata hoto. cukAMcA svabhAva kasA Ahe kI, tyA ApalyAvara niyaMtraNa karatAta paNa cukIlA cUka mAnale tara tI paLUna jAte. maga tI thAMbata nAhI. nighUca lAgate. paNa he tara kAya karatAta kI tyA cukIlA cUka Ahe ase jANata nAhIta, ulaTa tice rakSaNa karatAta. mhaNaje cukAMnA gharAtaca jevU ghAlatAta. dilA AdhAra cukAMnA, rakSaNa karuna praznakartA : dAdA, cukAMce rakSaNa kazAprakAre kele jAte? dAdAzrI : ApaNa kuNAvara rAgAvalyAnaMtara mhaTale kI, 'ApaNa tyAlA rAgAvalo nasato tara tyAlA samajaleca nasate, mhaNUna tyAlA rAgAvaleca pAhije,' yAmuLe tI 'cUka' ase samajate kI yA bhAUlA ajUna mAjhI oLakha paTalI nAhI. hA tara ulaTa mAjhIca bAjU gheto. mhaNUna itheca khA, pyA ANi rAhA. ekadAca jarI ApaNa cukAMce rakSaNa kele tara tyA cukAMce vIsa varSa AyuSya vADhate. koNatyAhI cukAMce rakSaNa karu naye. cAvI cukAMnA saMpaviNyAcI mana-vacana-kAyene pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAnAMcyA sAkSIne satata kSamA

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa mAgata rAhAvI. pAvalopAvalI jAgRtI rAhilI pAhije. ApalyAtIla krodhamAna-mAyA-lobhAce kaSAya ApalyAkaDUna cukA karavUna punhA udhArI karavatAta, asAca ApalA mAla Ahe. tyA cukA karavatAtaca ANi udhArI ubhI karatAta paNa tyAveLI ApaNa lagecaca, tyAcakSaNI mAphI mAgUna jamA karuna svaccha karuna TAkAve. hA vyApAra penDiMga ThevU naye. hA tara daraasala rokha vyApAra mhaTalA jAIla. praznakartA : AttA jyA cukA hota Aheta tyA mAgIla janmAcyA Aheta nA? dAdAzrI : mAgIla janmAcyA pApAMmuLeca yA cukA Aheta. paNa punhA yA janmAta cukA saMpavataca nAhIta ANi vADhavataca jAtAta. cUka saMpavaNyAsAThI cukIlA cUka mhaNAve lAgate. tice rakSaNa karu naye. hI jJAnI puruSAMcI cAvI Ahe. yA cAvIne kuThalehI kulUpa ughaDale jAte. ___ jJAnI puruSa tumacyA cukAMsAThI kAya karu zakatAta? tara te phakta tumacI cUka tumhAlA dAkhavatAta, prakAza dharatAta ANi mArga dAkhavatAta kI cukAMce rakSaNa karu nakA. paraMtu jara cukAMce rakSaNa kele kI, 'ApalyAlA tara yA jagAta rAhAyace Ahe, tara ase kase karu zakato?' are, bAbA, ! ase cukAMnA poSaNa deUna tyAMce rakSaNa karu nakosa. eka tara cUka karatosa ANi varuna kalpAMta karatosa mhaNUna kalpacyA aMtAparyaMta (kALacakra saMpeparyaMta) rAhAve lAgela! __ cUka oLakhU lAgalA mhaNaje cUka saMpate. kityeka loka kApaDa (vikaNyAsAThI mApa ghetAnA) tANUna-tANUna mApatAta ANi varuna sAMgatAta kI, Aja tara pAva mITara kApaDa kamI dile. eka tara he evaDhe moThe raudradhyAna ANi parata tyAce rakSaNa? cukAMce rakSaNa karAyace nasate. tUpa vikaNArA kuNAcyAhI lakSAta yeNAra nAhI azA prakAre tupAta bhesaLa karuna pAcaze rupaye kamAvato. to tara muLAsakaTa vRkSa lAvato. svata:ca svata:ce anaMta janma bighaDavUna TAkato.

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16 nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa baMda karA kaSAyAMce poSaNa ekhAdyA vyaktIlA cUka rahita vhAyace asela tara AmhI tyAlA sAMgato kI, phakta tInaca varSa krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha yAMnA jevaNa (poSaNa) deU nako. tevhA te sarva maratukaDe hoUna jAtIla. cukAMnA jara phakta tInaca varSa khAU ghAtale nAhI tara tyA ghara badalUna TAkatIla. doSa mhaNajeca krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhAce rakSaNa karaNe (tyAMcI bAjU gheNe.) phakta tInaca varSa tyAMce kadhIca rakSaNa kele nAhI tara tyA paLUna jAtAta. jJAnI puruSAMnI dAkhavalyAzivAya manuSyAlA svata:cyA cukAMcI jANIva hota nAhI. azA tara anaMta cukA Aheta. hI ekaca cUka nAhI. anaMta cukAMnI ApalyAlA gherale Ahe. praznakartA : paNa jAsta cukA disata nAhIta. thoDyAzAca disatAta. dAdAzrI : ithe satsaMgAta basalyAne AvaraNa tuTata jAtAta, tyAmuLe maga doSa disatAta. praznakartA : jAsta doSa disAveta yAsAThI jAgRtI kazI yete? dAdAzrI : ApalyA Ata jAgRtI tara khUpa Ahe paNa doSAMnA zodhaNyAcI bhAvanA jhAlelI nAhI. polisAlA jevhA corAlA zodhaNyAcI icchA hote tevhA cora sApaDato. paNa jara polisa mhaNata asela kI, 'corAlA pakaDaNyAcI kAhI garaja nAhI, to jevhA hAtI lAgela tevhA pakaDU.' maga kAya, corAcI tara majAca jhAlI nA? yA cukA tara lapUna basalelyA Aheta, tyAMnA zodhalyAvara lageca pakaDalyA jAtAta. saMpUrNa kamAIce phaLa kAya? tumhAlA jara tumace doSa ekA pAThopATha eka disU lAgale taraca kharI kamAI kelI ase mhaTale jAIla. hA sagaLA satsaMga svata:ce sarva doSa pAhAve yAsAThIca Ahe. ANi jevhA svata:ce doSa disatIla tevhAca jAtIla. doSa kevhA disatIla? jevhA svataH 'svayaM' hoIla, 'svasvarupa' hoIla tevhA. jyAlA svata:ce doSa jAsta disatAta to

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa ucca. jevhA yA dehAsAThI, vANIsAThI, vartanAsAThI saMpUrNa niSpakSapAtIpaNA utpanna hoto, tevhAca svataH svataHce sarva doSa pAhU zakato. AMdhaLepaNA nAhI pAhU deta doSAlA tulA tujhe kitI doSa disatAta ? ANi kitI doSa tU dhuUna TAkatosa ? praznakartA: doSa tara puSkaLa disatAta, jase kI krodha Ahe, lobha Ahe. dAdAzrI : te tara cAra-pAca doSa, he je disale te na disaNyAbarobaraca Ahe. ANi jara tulA itarAMce doSa pAhaNyAsa sAMgitale tara kitI doSa disatIla ? praznakartA : puSkaLa disatAta. dAdAzrI : puSkaLa doSa pAhU zakatosa. praznakartA : ho. dAdAzrI : rastyAne jAtAnA suddhA dusar2yAMce doSa disatAta, 'tulA cAlatA yeta nAhI, tU asA cAlatosa, tU asA Ahesa,' ase sarva doSa disatAta ANi svataH ce doSa mAtra disataca nAhIta. kAraNa krodha-mAnamAyA - lobhAmuLe AMdhaLA jhAlelA Ahe. lobhAne AMdhaLA, krodhAne AMdhaLA, mAyene AMdhaLA, mAnAne AMdhaLA, he sarva aMdha svarupa Ahe. ughaDyA DoLyAMnI AMdhaLA hoUna phiratAta, bhaTakata rAhatAta. hI kevaDhI moThI upAdhi mhaTalI jAIla ! saMpUrNa jaga ughaDyA DoLyAMnI jhopalele Ahe ANi sarva kAhI jhopetaca karata Aheta, ase mahAvIra bhagavaMta sAMgatAta. kAraNa te svata:ce ahita karIta Aheta. ughaDyA DoLyAMnI ahita karIta Ahe, yAlA bhagavaMtAMnI bhAvanidrA mhaTale. saMpUrNa jaga bhAvanidretaca Ahe. 'mI zuddhAtmA Ahe.' ase bhAna jhAlyAnaMtara bhAvanidrA sarvAMza (pUrNapaNe) gelI ase mhaTale jAIla, jAgRta jhAlo ase mhaTale jAIla.

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa buddhIcyA vakilIne jiMkatAta doSa jAgRta jhAlyAvara sarvaca lakSAta yete kI ithe ApalI cUka hota Ahe, azI cUka hota Ahe. nAhItara svataHlA svataHcI ekahI cUka sApaData nAhI. phakta dona-cAra moThyA cukAca tevaDhyA disatAta. svataHlA disatIla tevaDhyAca. kadhI ase bolatAtahI kI, thoDAsA krodha Ahe ANi jarAsA lobhahI Ahe, ase bolatAtahI paNa jara ApaNa tyAMnA sAMgitale kI 'tumhI krodhI AhAta.' tevhA svataHcyA krodhAce rakSaNa karatAta, bacAva karatAta. AmacA krodha hA krodha gaNalA jAta nAhI azI vakilI karatAta. ANi jyAcI vakilI karAla, to nehamI tumacyAvara varcasva gAjavato. jagAtIla sarva lokAMnA krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kADhAyace Aheta. kADhaNyAcI icchA koNAlA nasela? he sarva zatrUca Aheta, ase sarva jANatAta, tarI suddhA roja jevU ghAlatAta ANi doSAMnA vADhavatAta. svataHcI cUka disataca nAhI. tevhA maga manuSya cukAMnA khatapANIca deIla nA! jJAnI svIkAra karatAta, nijadoSAMcA... cUka jhAlI asela, paNa tyAce AyuSya kazAprakAre vADhate te mI jANata hoto. mhaNUna mI kAya karAyaco? sarva basale asatIla ANi tithe koNI yeUna mhaNela kI 'moThe jJAnI hoUna basale AhAta paNa tumacA hukkA tara suTata nAhI.' ase bolela nA, tevhA mI mhaNAyaco kI, 'mahArAja hA evaDhA AmacA kamakuvatapaNAca Ahe, he mI jANato.' tumhAlA tara he Aja kaLale paNa malA tara he AdhIpAsUnaca mAhIta Ahe. ANi mI jara ase mhaNAlo kI, 'AmacyAsArakhyA jJAnIMnA kAhI sparzata nAhI.' jhAle maga! to hukkA samajUna jAto kI ithe Apale vIsa varSAMce AyuSya vADhale! kAraNa mAlaka cAMgale Aheta, kasehI karuna Apale rakSaNa karatAta. asA kAhI mI kaccA nAhI. mI kadhIhI cukAMce rakSaNa kele nAhI. loka rakSaNa karatAta kI nAhI karata? praznakartA : ho karatAta, khUpa joradAra rakSaNa karatAta.

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa dAdAzrI : eka sAheba tapakIra oDhata hote, ase karuna! mI mhaNAlo, sAheba hI tapakIra oDhaNe tumacyAsAThI Avazyaka Ahe kA? tevhA te mhaNAle, 'tapakIra oDhaNyAta kAhI harakata nAhI.' mI (manAtalyA manAta) mhaNAlo, yA sAhebAMnA he mAhItaca nAhI kI te yA tapakIrIce AyuSya vADhavata Aheta! kAraNa AyuSya mhaNaje kAya? tara kuThalAhI saMyoga asela to tyAcA viyoga hoNyAce nakkI jhAlyAnaMtaraca juLUna yeto. ANi he tara je nakkI jhAlele Ahe tyAce parata azAprakAre AyuSya vADhavatAta! kAraNa jivaMta manuSya, have titake kamI-jAsta karata rAhato, maga zevaTI kAya hoNAra?! tara he sarva cukAMce AyuSya vADhavataca Aheta. pratyeka goSTIta tyAMce rakSaNa karata asatAta kI 'yAta kAhI harakata nAhI, AmhAlA tara sparzataca nAhI.' cukIcyA goSTIMce rakSaNa karaNe hA tara bhayaMkara gunhA Ahe. praznakartA : ANi je zuSka adhyAtmyAta kholavara utaralele asatIla te ase sAMgatAta kI AtmyAlA kAhI sparzata nAhI. he tara sarva pudgalace Ahe. dAdAzrI : ase tara ithe puSkaLa Aheta. gola-gola, gola-gola phiravatAta. tyAtalAca mAla, tyAsa zuSka mhaTale jAte. sarva aikalyAnaMtara maga mI sAMgato kI bhagavaMtAne sAMgitale Ahe kI itakI lakSaNe pAhijeta. mRdutA, RjutA, kSamA! ithe tara mRdutA disata nAhI. RjutA disata nAhI, asA tara tAThapaNA Ahe! tAThA ANi AtmA yAta tara khUpa aMtara Ahe. ithe tara nusatI polaMpola cAlata asate. he loka uttara deU zakata nAhIta. mhaNUna maga he sarva khoTenATe cAlavatAta. paNa mAjhyAsArakhe tara uttara detAtaca nA? lagecaca uttara detAta. birabalAsArakhe, agadI hajarajabAba. doSa svIkArA, upakAra mAnUna AmacyAta jarAhI ADamuThepaNA nasato, koNI AmhAlA AmacI

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa cUka dAkhavalI tara AmhI te lagecaca eksepTa (svIkAra) karato. koNI mhaTale kI hI tumacI cUka Ahe, tara AmhI sAMgU kI, 'ho bhAU, tU AmhAlA AmacI cUka dAkhavalIsa mhaNUna tujhe upakAra.' AmhI aseca samajato kI tyAne cUka dAkhavalI mhaNUna tyAce upakAra, maga doSa Ahe kI nAhI yAcA zodha ghyAyacA nAhI. tyAMnA disata Ahe mhaNUna doSa Aheca. mAjhyA koTAmAge lihile asela kI, 'dAdA cora Aheta'. maga loka mAge bolatIla kI nAhI? 'dAdA cora Ahe.' ase kA bolatAta? kAraNa mAjhyA koTAcyA mAge tase lihile Ahe, borDa lAvalA Ahe nA, to tyAMnA disato! to borDa jevhA ApaNa pAhato tevhA ApalyAlA samajate kI ho, mAge borDa lAvalA Ahe. jarI dusarA koNI lihUna gelA asela, paNa yA sarvAMnA vAcatA tara yete nA! praznakartA : dAdAMnI AptavANIta ase lihIle Ahe kI, 'dAdA cora Aheta.' ase jara koNI lihIle tara, tyAcA mahAna upakAra, mAnAvA ase lihIle Ahe. dAdAzrI : ho lihIle Ahe. praznakartA : mhaNaje te kase? praznakartA : ho, jara upakAra mAnale nAhI tara tyAta tumacA saMpUrNa ahaMkAra vara yeUna dveSAta pariNamita hoIla. tyAce kAya nukasAna hoNAra Ahe? tyAcyA bApAce kAya jANAra Ahe? to tara divALakhora hoUna ubhA rAhIla ANi tumhI mAtra svataHce divALe kADhale. svata:ce divALe nighU naye yAsAThI tumhI mhaTale pAhije, 'bhAU, tujhA upakAra Ahe!' Apale divALe nighU naye mhaNUna. to tara divALA kADhUnaca basalA Ahe. tyAlA kAya? tyAlA jagAcI paDalelI nAhI. to tara vATela te bolela. bejabAbadArIce vAkya koNa bolato? tara jyAlA svata:cyA jabAbadArIce bhAna nAhI toca. maga ApaNahI tyAMcyA sobata bhuMkU lAgalo tara ApaNa suddhA kutrAca mhaTale jAU. mhaNUna ApaNa mhaNAve, 'tujhe khUpa upakAra Ahe.'

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa 21 praznakartA : ApalyA doSAce bhAva udayAta Ale, te ApaNa pAhAyace ANi samajAyace, mhaNUna ApaNa tyAce upakAra mAnAve? dAdAzrI : ho, jithe-jithe doSa hota asela tithe AtUna upakAra mAnAveta, tevhA to doSa hoNe baMda hoIla. polisavAlyAvara abhAva hota asela tara, tyAce upakAra mAnAve, tyAmuLe abhAva hoNe baMda hoIla. Aja kuThalAhI manuSya khaTakata asela tara, 'to khUpa cAMgalA mANUsa Ahe, to tara ApalA upakArI Ahe' ase mhaNAla tara, te khaTakaNe baMda hoIla. arthAta he je zabda AmhI deta Ahota nA, te eka-eka zabda auSadhaca Aheta. he sarva auSadha Ahe! daraasala auSadha! nAhItara 'cora' mhaNaNAr2yAce paNa upakAra mAnA, he vAkya tumhAlA kase samajela? tumhI he sarva malA vicAraNyAsAThI tara yeNAra nAhIta ANi tumace pariNAma bighaDatIla. tyApekSA tumhI upakAra mAnA, dAdAMnI sAMgitalele itake tumhI mAnya karA kI, bhAU, tyAce upakAra Ahe, dAdAMnI sAMgitale Ahe mhaNUna. praznakartA : dAdA svataHca upakAra mAnatAta, maga AmhIhI upakAra mAnU, tyAta kAya harakata Ahe? dAdAzrI : ho, ApaNa asA hizoba lAvalA pAhije kI, 'he tara cAMgaleca Ahe, phakta coraca mhaNAlA, luccA Ahe, badamAza Ahe, nAlAyaka Ahe, ase sarva tara nAhI mhaNAlA nA.' itakA tara to cAMgalA Ahe nA? nAhItara kAya, tyAce toMDa Ahe, to vATela te bolela. ApaNa tyAlA nAhI mhaNU zakata nAhI. ApaNa upakAra mAnAve. upakAra mAnalyAne Apale mana bighaData nAhI. samajalaM! hI goSTa siddhAMtika Ahe. tI kazAprakAre, kI jara tumhI malA vicArale kI 'dAdA, to tumhAlA cora mhaNato, tara tumhI kAya karAla?' tevhA mI sAMgena kI, 'bhAU' tyAce upakAra mAnAve. ase kA sAMgatA kI upakAra mAnA? kazAsAThI? tevhA mhaNe koNIhI ase bolaNAra nAhI. hA kazAcA tarI pratidhvanI Ahe, to mAjhA svata:cAca pratidhvanI Ahe. mhaNUna

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa mI upakAra mAnato. he jaga pratidhvanI svarupa Ahe, yAcI mI zaMbhara Takke gaeNraMTI lihUna deto. mhaNUna AmhI suddhA upakAra mAnato tevhA tumhI suddhA upakAra mAnale pAhijeta nA! ANi tyAmuLe tumace mana paNa khUpa cAMgale rAhIla. kAraNa 'cora mhaNata Ahe' tarIhI tyAce upakAra mAnatA. nAhItara tumhAlA sahaja ase vATela kI, dAdAMnA ase bolato?! mahAvIrAMsAThI itake vAITa zabda bolata hote tarIhI lokAMnI te pacavale. tyAMcyA bhaktAMnI, sarvAMnI te zabda pacavale. je kAhI bolata hote te sarva pacavUna gheta hote. bhagavaMtAMnI tyAMnA tase zikavale hote. hI bhAnagaDa ubhI karaNArA tUca praznakartA : mhaNaje jaga nirdoSa Ahe he samajaNyAcI dRSTI AtA vikasita karAvI lAgela nA? dAdAzrI : jara yA vihirIta ApaNa kAhI bolaloca nasato tara kAhI jhaMjhaTa jhAlIca nasatI nA! ANi naMtara ApaNa samoracyA vyaktIcA doSa kADhato kI, 'tU malA ase kA bolalAsa?' bhAnagaDIcI suruvAta ApaNaca kelI ANi maga tyAlA vicArato kI tU AmhAlA azA zivyA kA detosa? tyAvara koNI mhaNela, 'are, tyAne tulA zivI dilI paNa tU ase bola nA kI, 'tU rAjA Ahesa." tevhA tohI ase bolela kI 'tU rAjA Ahesa,' basa. he sarva Apaleca praoNjekzana Ahe. are, ghe bodhapATha yApAsUna loka malA vicAratAta kI, tumhAlA tumace doSa sAMgaNyAcI kAya garaja Ahe ? tyAta kAya phAyadA? mI mhaNAlo, 'tumhAlA bodha deNyAsAThI kI jeNekaruna tumhAlA azI hiMmata yAvI. mI bolU zakato tara tumhAlA hiMmata kA yeU naye? nehamIca, je doSa hotAta nA, te dusar2yAMsamora ughaDa kelyAne mana pakaDale jAte. maga mana ghAbaruna rAhate kI he tara ughaDa karuna TAkatIla, ughaDa karuna TAkatIla. mana ulaTa ApalyApAsUna ghAbarata rAhIla

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa kI hA tara khUpa sAdhAbhoLA Ahe, sarva ughaDa karuna TAkela. AmhI tara (doSAMnA) saraLa sAMgitale kI, AmhI dusar2yAMsamora sarva ughaDa karuna TAkU. opana Tu skAya (pUrNa ughaDa) karuna TAkU. tevhA sarva doSa nighUna gele. tevhA sarva doSa vilaya hotAta. __ cUka saMpaviNyAcI paddhata... tumacyA kitI cukA hota asatIla? praznakartA : dona-cAra-pAca hota asatIla! dAdAzrI : koNa nyAya karato? hI cUka Ahe, asA nyAya karaNArA koNa? praznakartA : nukasAna hote tevhA vATate kI cUka kelI Ahe. dAdAzrI : tevhA tumacyA lakSAta yete, nAhI kA? paNa yAta nyAya karaNArA koNa? cUka karaNArA manuSya lageca cUka mAnya karata nAhI. nyAya karaNArA manuSya jevhA mhaNela kI hI tujhI cUka Ahe, tevhAca tyAcyA lakSAta yete. tevhA mAnya karato. nAhI tara mAnya karata nAhI. yA jagAta koNIhI ApalI cUka mAnya karIta nAhI. paNa jara tyAlA samajale tara mAnya karato. cukAMnA zuTa oNna sAiTa (pAhatAkSaNI ThAra) kele pAhije. nAhI tara cukA kamI hotaca nAhIta. tumacyA gAvI koNI cukA mAnya karato kA? praznakartA : mAnya nAhI karata. dAdAzrI : ho. koNIca mAnya karata nAhI. he baghA, akalecyA goNyA, vikAyalA gelo tara cAra ANehI miLaNAra nAhIta. akalecyA goNyA, vikAyalA gelo tara paise miLatIla kA? sarvaca akkalavAle, hiMdustAnAta tara sarvaca akkalavAle, tevhA koNa paise deIla? tumacyA gAvI koNIca cUka mAnya karata nAhI nA? ANi tU lageca cUka mAnya karatosa kA?

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24 nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa praznakartA : ho, lagecaca. mAjhI eka cUka sAMgU kA? dAdAzrI : ho. praznakartA : malA patte kheLaNyAcA khUpa nAda Ahe. dAdAzrI : ase hoya! patte kheLaNe hA tara hizoba Ahe. svataHca Ata hizoba bAMdhalA hotA. jase Tharavale hote teca sarva ApaNa AtA bhogata Ahota. praznakartA : AtA hA patte kheLato ANi khuza hoto, paNa tyAcyA bAyakolA he AvaData nAhI. dAdAzrI : tilA AvaData nAhI, tara tI bhogela. jo bhogato tyAcI cUka. tI jara bhogata nasela tara ticI cUka nAhI. ANi jara bhogata asela tara cUka ticIca Ahe. praznakartA : bAyako mhaNate, mI bhogataca nAhI. paNa navar2yAlA ase vATate kI bAyako bhogata Ahe. dAdAzrI : paNa tI svataHca sAMgate kI mI nAhI bhogata maga jhAle, praznaca mITalA! yA jJAnAagodara tI bhogata asela! paNa naMtara tilA samajale nA! kAraNa kAhI nA kAhI savaya asate. tyAcyAzI Apale kAhI deNegheNe nAhI. he tara mAla (karma) bharuna ANalele Ahe. svata:lA soDAyace asela tarIhI suTata nAhI. tI savaya maga tyAlA soData nAhI! AtA ApaNa jara tyAlA rAgAvalo tara tI ApalI cUka Ahe. tyAcyAviSayI vAITa vATUna ghetale tIhI cUka Ahe. kAraNa tI savaya tyAlA soData nAhI. praznakartA : paNa dAdAjI, tyAvara kAhI upAya tara asela kI nAhI? tI savaya soDaNyAsAThI kAhI upAya tara asalA pAhije nA? dAdAzrI : tyAvara ekaca upAya kI, he bhAU jevhA patte kheLata asatIla tevhA tyAMnA AtUna satata vATale pAhije kI hI cukIcI goSTa

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa Ahe, he cukIce Ahe, he cukIce Ahe. niraMtara ase vATale pAhije. ANi rojaca 'he cukIce Ahe' ase bolato paNa ekhAdyA divazI koNI mhaTale kI, 'patte kheLaNe hI khUpa vAITa savaya Ahe.' tevhA jara tumhI mhaNAlAta kI, 'nAhI, cAMgalI goSTa Ahe. ' tara maga punhA bighaDela. tyAveLI tara tumhI ase mhaTale pAhije kI, kharokhara hI cukIcI goSTa Ahe. mhaNaje tyAMnA jevhA udyukta karatAta, tevhA ( tI savaya) jivaMta ThevatAta he loka ! loka mhaNatAta nA, kI 'AmacyA savayI kA suTata nAhIta ?' paNa jivaMta ThevatAtaca kazAlA? punhA pANI pAjAyaceca nAhI nA. (cukAMce rakSaNa karu naye, tyAMcA pakSa gheU naye) loka tara ulaTa- --sulaTa bolatIla. tumhAlA samajale nA? ase ghaDate kI nAhI ? praznakartA : ho, ghaDate nA. dAdAzrI : mhaNUna te jivaMta rAhIle Ahe. mAjhyAsobatahI ase ghaDale hote. mhaNUna mI zodha lAvalA. yA sarva vastU asatAta paNa tarI AtUna tyAsAThI vegaLe rAhaNe. hukkA pita hoto tarIhI AtUna vegaLe, cahA pita hoto, tarIhI Ata vegaLe. lAcAra banavaNAr2yA vastU ApalyAjavaLa nasAvyAta. jarI lAcAra jhAlo, tarI AtA tyAtUna kase suTAve, yAcA upAya jANUna ghetalA pAhije. upAya jANUna ghetalA tevhApAsUna ApaNa vegaLeca Ahota. mhaNaje kAhI kALAnaMtara soDAyaceca Ahe, suTUnaca jANAra Ahe. ApoApa suTale taraca khar2yA arthAne suTale ase mhaNatA yeIla. ahaMkAra karuna soDalele kacce rAhate, te puDhIla janmAta punhA yete. tyApekSA samajUna soDalele cAMgale. 25 maga jyAlA jyA vastUcI savaya asela, pharsTaklAsa patte kheLAyace paNa manAta mAtra aseca vATale pAhije kI, he patte kheLaNe cukIce Ahe, ase nasAve, ase nasAve, ase nasAve. maga hajAra mANasAMsamora ApaNa upadeza deta asU ANi tyAveLI koNI yeUna mhaNAlA kI, 'AtA kAya, patte tara suTata nAhIta ANi ugAcaca dusar2yAMnA upadeza deta rAhatAta ? ! '

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa tyAvara to mhaNela, 'pattyAMcI harakata nAhI.' tara tevhA ase mhaNU naye. tyA aivajI ase sAMgAve kI, 'bhAU, patte kheLato, hI mAjhI nirbaLatA Ahe. praznakartA : hajAra lokAMsamora cUka kabUla karAvI kA? dAdAzrI: ho, kabUla kelI pAhije, mhaNaje maga patte ApalyA DokyAvara caDhUna basaNAra nAhIta. ANi tumhI jara ase mhaTale kI tyAta kAhI harakata nAhI, tevhA patte samajUna jAtIla kI, hA murkha mANUsa Ahe, ApaNa itheca mukkAma ThokalA pAhije. patte samajUna jAtAta kI he pokaLa ghara Ahe. mhaNUnaca ApaNa cUka kabUla karAvI, nehamIca! abrU jAIla tithehI, phakta abrUca nAhI paNa nAka jarI kApale jAta asela nA, tarIhI te kabUla karuna ghyAvI. kabUla karaNyAta mAtra pakke asale pAhije. mana vaza karAyace asela tara te cUka kabUla kelyAne hote, svIkAra karA nA, pratyeka bAbatIta svataHcA kamakuvatapaNA ughaDa kelyAne mana vaza hote. anyathA mana vaza hota nAhI. maga mana niraMkuza hoUna jAte. mana mhaNela, 'ApalyAlA have taseca ghara Ahe he!' AlocanA jJAnIMjavaLa tumhI tumacA doSa AmhAlA sAMgitalyAbarobara lagecaca suTUna jAto. tazI AmhAlA kAhI tyAcI garaja nAhI paNa tumacyAsAThI suTaNyAcA hA eka upAya (mArga) Ahe, kAraNa vItarAgAMzivAya koNAlAhI svata:ce doSa sAMgaNyAsArakhe nAhI. kAraNa saMpUrNa jaga doSitaca Ahe. AmhAlA tyAta kAhI vizeSahI vATata nAhI kI hA doSa jaDa Ahe ANi hA doSa halakA Ahe. ase AmacyAjavaLa bolalAta nAhI tarIhI AmhAlA ekasArakheca vATate. cUka tara mANasAkaDUna ghaDate, tyAta kAya ghAbarAyace? cUka miTavaNAre Aheta tithe sAMgAve kI mAjhyAkaDUna azI cUka hota Ahe. tara te mArga dAkhavatAta. tasatazI vikasita hote sUjha ! cUka saMpavela tara kAma hoIla. cUka kazI saMpela? tevhA mhaNe Ata

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa sUjha nAvAcI zaktI Ahe. ApaNa jevhA khUpa goMdhaLUna jAto tevhA sUjha paDate (sucate) kI nAhI? ApaNa ase nivAMta basUna rAhato tevhA AtUnaca sucate kI nAhI? praznakartA : ho. dAdAzrI : tI sUjha deNyAsAThI koNa yeta asela? sUjha hI ekaca azI zaktI Ahe kI, tI mokSAlA gheUna jAU zakate. jIva mAtrAmadhye sUjha nAvAcI zaktI asate. gAI goMdhaLatAta tevhA thoDA veLa ubhyA rAhatAta. cArahI bAjUMnI nighaNyAcA rastA sApaData nAhI tevhA tyA thoDA veLa ubhyA rAhatAta. maga AtUna sUjha yete (sUcate) tevhA maga tithUna puDhe jAtAta. hI sUjha nAvAcI zaktI Ahe, tI kazI vikasita hote? tara jitakyA cukA saMpata jAtAta, titakI sUjha vikasita hota jAte. ANi cUka kabUla kelI kI, 'bhAU, mAjhyAkaDUna hI cUka ghaDalI Ahe.' tevhApAsUnaca zaktI khUpa vADhata jAte. navhatIca kadhI, tara jAIla kuThUna? krodha kelA, he cukIce Ahe ase samajate kI nAhI? AtA te lakSAtahI Ale asela kI, are ! he jarA jAstaca jhAle, yAcA artha svata:cI cUka lakSAta AlI Ahe. naMtara bAheruna zeTha Ale ANi tyAMnI mahArAjAMnA mhaTale kI, 'mahArAja, yA ziSyAvara evaDhA krodha? tevhA parata kAhI vegaLeca bolatIla, 'krodha karaNyAsArakhAca Ahe, to khUpa AgAva Ahe.' are, tulA svata:lA he samajale Ahe kI, tujhyAkaDUna hI ghaDalI Ahe ANi tarIhI tyAce rakSaNa karatosa? (pakSa ghetosa) kasalA cakrama Ahesa tU? tyAveLI tumhI zeThalA kAya sAMgitale pAhije kI, 'malA mAjhI cUka samajalI Ahe. punhA kadhI ase karaNAra nAhI.' tevhA tI cUka saMpela.. mhaNaje zeTha yetAta tevhA ApaNa cukAMce rakSaNa karato, ase kazAsAThI? zeTha samora abrU vAcavaNyAsAThI? are! hA zeTha svata:ca bina abrUcA Ahe. kapaDyAMmuLe lokAMcI abrU Ahe. nAhItara lokAMcI abrU Aheca kuThe? disate kA kuThe?

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa dahAce kele eka he jaga 'rileTivha Ahe,' vyavahArika Ahe. ApaNa samoracyAlA eka akSara suddhA bolU naye ANi jara 'parama vinayAta' asAla tara khusapaTahI kADhU naye. yA jagAta kuNAcIhI khusapaTa kADhaNyAsArakhe nAhI. khusapaTa kADhalyAne koNatA doSa lAgato he khusapaTa kADhaNAr2yAlA mAhIta nAhI. koNAcIhI TIkA karaNe mhaNaje ApalI dahA rupayAcI noTa vaTavUna eka rupayAcI noTa miLavaNyAsArakhe Ahe. TIkA karaNArA nehamI svata:ceca gamAvata asato. jyAmuLe kAhIca hAtI lAgata nAhI, azI mehanata ApaNa karu naye. TIkemuLe tumacIca zaktI vAyA jAte. ApalyAlA jara disale kI he tILa nAhI paNa retIca Ahe, tara maga retIlA piLaNyAcI mehanata kA karAvI? 'TAima enDa enarjI' (veLa ANi zaktI) donhI vAyA jAtAta. he tara TIkA karuna dusar2yAMcyA kapaDyAMcA maLa dhutalA ANi svataHce kapaDe maLavalesa! te AtA kevhA dhuzIla!? kuNAcehI avaguNa pAhU naye. pAhAyaceca asatIla tara svata:ce pAhA nA! dusar2yAMcyA cukA pAhilyAne ApalI buddhI kazI hota jAIla! tyApekSA dusar2yAMce guNa pAhile tara mana kase khuza hota asate! sarva duHkhAMce mULa 'svataHca' samoracyAMce doSa kuThehI nAhIca, samoracyAMcA kAya doSa? te sarva tara heca mAnUna basale Ahe kI, hA saMsAra, heca sukha Ahe ANi hIca kharI goSTa Ahe. ApaNa tyAMnA samajavAyalA gelo kI hI tumacI mAnyatA cukIcI Ahe, tara tI ApalIca cUka Ahe. lokAMnA dusar2yAMcyA cukA pAhaNyAcIca savaya lAgalI Ahe. kuNAcehI doSa nasatAtaca. bAhera tara tumhAlA varaNa-bhAta, bhAjI-poLI, Amarasa-purI sarva kAhI banavUna jevAyalA vADhatAta, varuna tupahI soDatAta, gahU nivaDatAta, tumhAlA kaLatahI nAhI. gahU nivaDUna daLUna ANatAta. jara kadhI bAheracI duHkha deta asatIla tara gahU kazAlA nivaDatIla? arthAta bAherace koNI duHkha deta nAhI, tumace du:kha AtUnaca yeta Ahe.

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa dusar2yAMce doSaca pAhUca naye, doSa pAhilyAne tara saMsAra bighaDato. svata:ceca doSa pAhata rAhAve. ApalyAca karmAMcyA udayAce he phaLa Ahe! maga bolaNyAsArakhe kAhI uraleca nAhI nA? he tara sarva anyonya doSa detAta kI 'tumhI ase AhAta, tumhI tase AhAta ANi parata ekAca TebalAvara sobata basUna jevatAta. ase AtalyA Ata vaira bAMdhale jAte. yA vairAmuLeca jaga TikUna Ahe. mhaNUnaca AmhI sAMgitale kI, 'samabhAve nikAla karA.' jeNe karuna vaira miTela. nAhI koNI doSI yA jagAta pratyeka karmAcI muktI vhAyalA havI. sAsU trAsa dete tevhA pratyeka veLI karmApAsUna muktI miLAlI pAhije. tyAsAThI ApaNa kAya karAve? tara sAsUlA nirdoSa pAhile pAhije kI yAta sAsUcA kAya doSa? mAjhyA karmAMcyA udayAmuLeca tyA malA bheTalyA. tyA bicAr2yA nimitta Aheta. tara tyA karmApAsUna muktI jhAlI ANi jara sAsUcA doSa pAhilA tara karma vADhatIla, tyAta maga koNa kAya karela? bhagavaMta tarI kAya karatIla? ApaNa Apale karma bAMdhale jANAra nAhI azAprakAre rAhAve. yA jagApAsUna dUra rAhAve. pUrvI karma bAMdhale hote mhaNUna tara AtA ekatra Alo Ahota. ApalyA gharAta koNa ekatra Ale Aheta? tara jyAMcyAzI karmAce hizoba bAMdhale hote teca sarva ekatra Ale Aheta, ANi maga te ApalyAlA bAMdhUna mAratAta suddhA! ApaNa Tharavale asela kI malA tyAcyAzI bolAyace nAhI, tarIhI to toMDAta boTa ghAlUna bolaNyAsa bhAga pADato. are, toMDAta boTa ghAlUna kazAlA bolAyalA lAvatosa? yAceca nAva vaira. sarva purvIce vaira! tumhI ase pAhile Ahe kA kuThe? praznakartA : sagaLIkaDe teca disate! dAdAzrI : mhaNUnaca mI sAMgato nA, kI yA bhAnagaDIpAsUna dUra vhA ANi mAjhyAkaDe yA. mI je miLavale Ahe, te mI tumhAlA deto, tumace kAma hoUna jAIla ANi yAtUna suTakA hoIla. nAhI tara suTakA hoNAra nAhI.

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30 nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa AmhI kuNAcA doSa kADhata nAhI, paNa noMda gheto kI pAhA, he jaga kase Ahe ? sarva prakAre yA jagAlA mI pAhile, khUpa prakAre pAhile Ahe. koNI doSI disato tI ajUna ApalIca cUka Ahe. kadhI nA kadhI tara nirdoSa pAhAveca lAgela nA? ApalyA hizobAnusAraca Ahe he sarva. itakeca jarI tumhAlA samajale nA tarIhI te khUpa upayogI paDela. malA he jaga nirdoSa disate. tumacI azI dRSTI hoIla tevhA he koDe suTela. mI tumhAlA asA prakAza (jJAna) deIla ANi itake pApa dhuUna TAkIna kI, jyAmuLe maga tumacyAjavaLa prakAza rAhIla ANi tumhAlA (he jaga) nirdoSa disata jAIla. ANi tyAsobata pAca AjJA paNa deU. yA pAca AjJeta tumhI rAhAla tara tumhAlA je jJAna dile Ahe, tyAsa jarAsuddhA phaeNkcara hoU deNAra nAhI. tevhApAsUna jhAle samakita svata:ce doSa disatIla tevhApAsUna samakita jhAle ase mhaTale jAte. svataHce doSa disatIla tevhA samajAve kI svataH jAgRta jhAlo Ahota. nAhI tara sarva jhopetaca cAlale Ahe. doSa naSTa jhAle kI nAhI, yAcI jAsta kALajI karaNyAsArakhI nAhI paNa jAgRtIcIca mukhya garaja Ahe. jAgRtI AlyAnaMtara navIna doSa hota nAhIta ANi je june doSa asatIla te nighata rAhatIla. ApaNa tyA doSAMnA baghAyace kI kazAprakAre he doSa hota Aheta ! jitake doSa disatIla titake doSa niropa gheU lAgatIla.je jAsta cikaTa doSa Aheta te dona divasa, tIna divasa, pAca divasa, mahinA kiMvA varSabharAnaMtara paNa disale mhaNaje te nighUca lAgatAta. are, paLUca lAgatAta. gharAta cora ghusalA asela tara to kitI divasa lapUna basela? mAlakAlA mAhIta nAhI toparyaMta. mAlakAlA samajatAca cora lageca paLa kADhato. zevaTI tara te prAkRta guNa praznakartA : dAdA, AmhAlA kuNAce doSa baghAyace nAhI phakta guNaca baghAyace?

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa dAdAzrI : nAhI. doSahI baghAyace nAhIta ANi guNahI baghAyace nAhIta. he je disatAta te sarva prAkRta guNa Aheta. tyAtIla ekahI guNa TikaNArA nAhI. ekhAdA dAnazUra asela, tara tyAcyAta pAca varSApAsUna te pannAsa varSAMparyaMta teca (dAnezvarIceca) guNa asatIla, paNa jevhA sannipAta hoto tevhA to guNa badalato. he guNa tara vAta, pitta ANi kaphAmuLe Aheta. ANi yA tinhIMmadhye jevhA bighADa hoto, tevhA sannipAta hoto! ase guNa tara anaMta janmAMpAsUna jamA kele Aheta. paNa tarI ase prAkRta doSa jamA karu naye. prAkRta sadguNa prApta kele tara kadhItarI AtmA prApta karu zakela. dayA, zAMtI he sarva guNa asatIla paNa tithehI jara vAta, pitta ANi kapha bighaDale tara to sarvAMnA mArataca rAhato. yAsa tara prakRtIcI lakSaNe mhaNatAta. azA guNAMnI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhale jAte. jyAmuLe maga ekhAdyA janmAta 'jJAnIpuruSAMcI bheTa jhAlI tara (mokSAce) kAma hote. paNa azA guNAMmadhye guMtUna rAhU naye. kAraNa te guNa kevhA badalatIla te sAMgatA yeta nAhI. he svataHcyA zuddhAtmyAce guNa nAhIta. he sarva tara prAkRta guNa Aheta. yA guNAMnA tara AmhI bhovarA mhaTale Ahe. saMpUrNa jaga yA prAkRta guNAMmadhyeca vasale Ahe. saMpUrNa jaga he bhovar2yAsArakheca Ahe. he tara sAmAyika-pratikramaNa prakRtI karavUna gheta asate ANi to mAtra svata:cyA DokyAvara gheto ANi mhaNato kI 'mI kele.' he jara devAlA vicArale, tara deva mhaNela, kI tU kAhIca karata nAhIsa. ekhAdyA divazI pAya dukhata asela tara, mhaNela 'mI kAya karu?' prakRtI baLajabarIne karuna ghete ANi hA mhaNato kI, 'mI kele!' ANi mhaNUnaca to puDhIla janmAce bIja TAkato. he sarva udaya karmAMmuLe hota asate ANi svataH tyAcA garva karato. udaya karmAcA garva karato, tyAlA sAdhU kase mhaNAyace? sAdhU mahArAjAMcI hI eka cUka Ahe kI te udaya karmAcA garva karatAta. hI cUka hota asela ANi jara hI ekaca cUka saMpavalI maga tara kAmaca (kalyANa) jhAle! udaya karmAcA garva sAdhU mahArAjAMnA Ahe kI nAhI itakeca baghUna ghyAve. dusare bAherace kAhIca

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa baghAyace nasate. tyAMcyAta kaSAya asatIla tarI cAlela paNa udaya karmAcA garva nasAvA. basa, ikateca baghAyace. 32 pratyeka jIva anaMta doSAMce bhAjana Ahe. kRpALu devAMnI mhaTale Ahe kI, 'mI tara anaMta doSAMcA bhAjana Ahe karuNALa' ase bolA. sarvAta moThA doSa bhagavaMtAne saMsArI doSAlA doSa mhaTale nAhI. 'tujhyA svarupAce ajJAna' hAca sarvAta moThA doSa Ahe. 'mI caMdubhAU Ahe' toparyaMta dusare doSa TikUna Aheta. ANi ekadA jara 'svataHcyA svarupAce bhAna jhAle kI maga anya doSa paLa kADhatAta ! svata:cI ekahI cUka disata nAhI. ApaNa vicArale kI 'zeTha, tumacyAta ekhAdA doSa tara aselaca nA ? tevhA mhaNela 'hoya, thoDAsA krodha ANi jarAsA lobha Ahe. dusarA koNatAca doSa nAhI.' maga tithe tara tU anaMta doSa Aheta ase bolatosa ANi ithe punhA... donaca Aheta ase sAMgatosa! mhaNaje ApaNa vicArato tevhA tyAlA vATate kI ApalI abrU jAIla. are, paNa abrU hotIca kuThe ? abUdAra koNAsa mhaNAve kI jo manuSyAtUna punhA cAra pAyAta jAta nAhI, tyAlA mhaNatAta abUdAra ! are, evaDhA pakkA mANUsa tU. devAjavaLa tara 'mI anaMta doSAMce bhAjana Ahe' ase bolatosa ANi ithe bAhera donaca doSa Aheta ase sAMgatosa ! ApaNa jara vicArale kI, 'tU devAjavaLa bolata hotAsa nA ?' tevhA mhaNela, 'he sarva tara tithe bolAyace asate, ithe nAhI' tyApekSA tara TarabUja cAMgale, tyAcyAta evaDhe doSa nasatAta! are, devAjavaLa vegaLe bolatosa ANi ithe vegaLe bolatosa? ANakhI kitI cakkara phirazIla tU ? mhaNe thoDAsA krodha ANi jarAsA lobha Ahe, yA dona cukAMcAca mAlaka! bhagavaMta jevhA ithe vicarata ( vAvarata) hote nA, tevhA tyAMcyAta pAca lAkha cukA hotyA ANi hA donaca cukAMcA mAlaka ! bhagavaMta jevhA

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa dehadhArI hote nA toparyaMta tyAMcyAta dona-pAca lAkha cukA asAyacyA ANi hA Ahe bina cukAMcA! jara svata:ce doSa disata nasatIla, tara kadhIhI taraNyAcI (mokSAcI) goSTaca karu naye, azI AzAhI bALagU naye. manuSya mAtra anaMta cukAMce bhAjana Ahe. ANi jara tyAlA svata:cI cUka disata nasela, tara evaDheca samajAve kI, tyAcyAvara bhayaMkara AvaraNa Alele Ahe. tyAmuLe tyAlA cUka disataca nAhI. AtA tarI thoDyAphAra cukA disatAta? cukA disatAta kI nAhI tulA? praznakartA : AtA disatAta. dAdAzrI : cukAMcA svabhAva kasA Ahe kI, jI cUka disalI tI nighUna jAte ANi dusar2yA divazI parata tevaDhyAca navIna cukA samora yetAta. nivvaLa cukAMceca bhAMDAra Ahe ! he tara bhAMDAraca cukAMce Ahe. maga rAgavato ANi rAgAvalyAnaMtara samAdhAnahI karatA yeta nAhI. are kazAlA rAgavatosa? tU rAgAvalAsa nA tara AtA tyAcA nikAla tara lAva! jase ApaNa tATa uSTe kele asela tara te dhutA nAhI kA yeta? paNa hA tara rAgavUna basato ANi naMtara tyAlA tyAcA nikAlahI lAvatA yeta nAhI. maga toMDa phugavUna phirata rAhato! are bAbA, toMDa kazAlA phugavatosa? / nusate cukAMceca bhAMDAra, mhaNUna tara jIva hoto nA? nAhItara svataH ziva Ahe, jIva-zivacA bheda kA vATato? tara cukAMmuLeca. yA cukA saMpavalyA tara, suTakA hoIla. pAhile nAhIta nijadoSa tara.... pahile vAkya ase sAMgate kI 'mI tara doSa anaMtAce bhAjana Ahe karuNALa' ANi zevaTace vAkya sAMgate kI 'pAhile nAhIta nijadoSa tara, taraNAra koNatyA upAyAne!' 'anaMta doSAMce bhAjana Ahe,' he malA suddhA samajate. paNa disata

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa tara ekahI nAhI, maga taraNyAcA kAhI upAya Ahe kA ? kA disata nAhI ? svataHce doSa kevhA disatAta ? jasajase to jagAlA nirdoSa baghU lAgato, tasatase svataHce doSa disU lAgatAta. joparyaMta jagAce doSa kADhata rAhato toparyaMta svata:cA ekahI doSa sApaData nAhI. 34 jagAce doSa kADhatAta kA kuNI ? dusar2yAMce doSa kADhaNyAta khUpa huzAra asatAta ? eksaparTa asatAta, nAhI kA ? kuNAcehI doSa baghU naye praznakartA : malA samoracyA mANasAta guNAMpekSA doSaca jAsta disatAta, tyAce kAya kAraNa ? dAdAzrI : jagAtIla sarva lokAMce sadhyA aseca jhAle Ahe. dRSTIca bighaDUna gelI Ahe. samoracyAce guNa baghata nAhIta, paNa doSa mAtra lageca zodhUna kADhatAta! ANi tyAMnA doSa sApaDatAta suddhA, ANi svata:ce doSa sApaDataca nAhI nA ? praznakartA : samoracyA vyaktIce je doSa disatAta te doSa svataHmadhye asatAta kA? dAdAzrI : asA kAhI niyama nAhI, paNa tarI ase doSa asatAta. hI buddhI kAya karate ? svataHce doSa lapavata rAhate ANi dusar2yAMce doSa baghata rAhate. he tara vAITa mANasAce kAma. jyAcyA cukA saMpalyA asatIla to dusar2yAMcyA cukA baghata nAhI. tyAlA azI vAITa savayaca nasate. to sahajapaNe sarvAMnA nirdoSaca pAhato. jJAna ase asate kI kuNAcI thoDI suddhA cUka pAhata nAhI. praznakartA : manuSya dusar2yAMcIca cUka zodhato nA ? dAdAzrI : cUka kuNAcIhI pAhU naye. dusar2yAMcI cUka pAhaNe hA tara bhayaMkara gunhA Ahe. tU nyAyAdhIza Ahesa kA ? tulA ase kAya

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa samajate kI tU cUka pAhatosa ? moThA AlA cUka pAhaNArA? cUka pAhatosa mhaNaje tulA kAhI bhAnaca nAhI, bebhAna Ahesa. cUka asate kA ? dusar2yAMcI cUka pAhAyacI asate kA kadhI ? dusar2yAMcI cUka pAhaNe hA gunhA Ahe, bhayaMkara gunhA Ahe. svata:cI cUka tara disata nAhI. maga dusar2yAMcI cUka kA zodhata rAhatA ? cUka svataHcIca baghAyacI asate, dusar2yA kuNAcI cUka baghAyacI nasate. 35 ANi jara aseca cUka baghata rAhilo tara hA tyAcI cUka baghela ANi to hyAcI cUka baghela, maga kAya hoIla ? kuNAcIhI cUka baghAyacI nasate. cUka nasateca muLI. jo cUka kADhato, to agadI nAlAyaka asato. samoracyAcI cUka hota Ahe ase jara mI pAhile tara tI mAjhI nAlAyakI Ahe. tyAmAge vAITa Azaya asato. ho, cUka kazAlA pAhatosa ? pratyeka jaNa ApApalyA prakRtIpramANe kAma karata asatAta. tyAta kasalI AlI cUka ? he kAya nyAyAdhizAce DipArTamenTa Ahe ? sagaLeca ApApalyA prakRtInusAra kAma karata asatAta. mI suddhA mAjhyA prakRtInusAra kAma karato. prakRtI tara asateca nA! praznakartA : heca visarato kI samoracI vyaktI kartA nAhI. dAdAzrI : ho, tyAlA azI jAgRtI rAhilI tara kAhI harakata nAhI. samoracyAcI cUka baghitalI tithUnaca navIna saMsAra suru jhAlA. maga joparyaMta tI cUka saMpavata nAhI, toparyaMta tyAcA nivADA yeta nAhI. nirAkaraNa hota nAhI. manuSya guraphaTata jAto. AmhAlA tara kSaNabharahI kuNAcIhI cUka disalI nAhI ANi cUka disalIca tara AmhI saraLa tyAlA sAMgUna TAkato, jhAkUna Thevata nAhI kI bhAU, AmhAlA azI cUka disate. tulA garaja bhAsalI tara svIkAra nAhItara bAjUlA Theva. praznakartA : he tara tumhI tyAcyA kalyANAsAThI sAMgatA. dAdAzrI : tyAne sAvadha vhAve mhaNUna sAMgato, tyAmuLe to goSTIce

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nijadoSa darzananA ne. nirdoSa samAdhAna ANU zakela nA! ANi jara tyAne aikale nAhI tarIhI AmacI kAhI harakata nAhI. AmhI sAMgato kI ase kara ANi jara nAhI aikale tarI harakata nAhI. 36 praznakartA : ApalyAlA kAhIca vATata nAhI ? dAdAzrI : mI jANato kI hA kazAcyA AdhArAvara bolata Ahe ! udayakarmAcyA AdhArAvara bolata Ahe. mAjhI AjJA na pALaNyAcI tyAcI icchA tara nAhIca. azI icchA nasateca nA ? mhaNUna tyAlA gunhA lAgU paData nAhI, to udayakarmAcyA AdhArAvara ase bolalA, tevhA AmhAlA te vaLavUna ghyAve lAgate. jara prakRtI virodhAsa uThalI tara tithe AmhAlA pathya (saMyama) pALAve lAgate. svataHce tara saMpUrNa ahita karatoca paNa dusar2yAMcehI ahita karato. bAkI, saraLa prakRtIvAle cukA karatAta, karItaca rAhatAta. jagAta sAr2yA prakRtIca Aheta. tulA tujhyA cukA disatAta kA ? praznakartA : ho, cukA tara disatAta. dAdAzrI : ekahI cUka disata nAhI tulA ANi jitake kesa Aheta tyAhIpekSA jAsta cukA Aheta. tyA kazA samajatIla tulA ? praznakartA : cUka karaNe kiMvA na karaNe te karmAdhIna Ahe nA ? dAdAzrI : ohoho ! hA chAna zodha lAvalAsa ! baghA nA, jaNU lahAna muleca Aheta hI sarva ! bebhAnapaNA! baghA tarI, ajUnahI vicArato kI cUka karaNe kiMvA na karaNe he karmAdhIna Ahe kI kAya maga vihirIta kasA paData nAhIsa. tithe tara sAMbhALUna cAlatosa. ANi veLa AlI tara paLato suddhA, tithe kA karmAdhInapaNA bolata nAhIsa ? Trena yete tevhA relvecA ruLa olAMDatosa kI nAhI ? tithe karmAdhIna Ahe ase kA bolata nAhI. svata:ce doSa svataHlA kase disatIla ? disaNAraca nAhIta nA !

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa 37 kAraNa kI jithe mohAceca sAmrAjya asela, mohAne bharalele! mI amakA Ahe, mI asA Ahe, yAcAhI moha! svata:cyA padAcAhI moha asato nA? nAhI kA? praznakartA : ho, puSkaLa asato! dAdAzrI : tara heca Ahe. dusare kAhI nAhI. niMdA karaNyAsArakhe nAhI paNa sagaLIkaDe aseca Ahe. tevhA AlA mahAvIrAMcyA mArgAta jevhApAsUna svata:ce doSa disaNe suru hote tevhApAsUnaca kRpALudevAMcA dharma samajalA, ase mhaTale jAIla. svataHce doSa je Aja disata Aheta, te udyA disaNAra nAhIta, udyA parata navIna prakArace disatIla, paravA tyAhIpekSA vegaLyA prakArace disatIla, tevhA ApaNa samajAve kI, yAlA kRpALudevAMcA dharma samajalA Ahe to kRpALudevAMcA dharma pALata Ahe. joparyaMta svata:ce doSa disata nAhIta toparyaMta kAhIhI samajalele nAhI. kramika mArgAta tara kadhIhI svataHlA svataHce doSa disataca nAhIta. 'doSa tara puSkaLa Aheta paNa AmhAlA disata nAhIta.' ase jara koNI mhaNAle tara mI mAnela kI tU mokSAcA adhikArI Ahesa.' paNa jara ase mhaNata asela kI mAjhyAta dona-cAra doSaca Aheta, tara to anaMta doSAMnI bharalelA Ahe ANi sAMgato kI dona cAraca Aheta! tulA tujhe dona-cAra doSaca disatAta mhaNUna kAya tevaDheca doSa tujhyAta Aheta ase tU mAnatosa? mahAvIra bhagavaMtAcA mArga prApta kelA ase kevhA mhaNatA yeIla? jevhA dararoja svata:ce zaMbhara-zaMbhara doSa disatIla, rojace zaMbhara-zaMbhara pratikramaNa hotIla, tyAnaMtara mahAvIra bhagavaMtAcyA mArgAta AlA ase mhaTale jAIla. 'svarupAce jJAna' tara ajUna yAhUna kitItarI dUra Ahe paNa hA tara cAra pustake vAcUna 'svarupa' prApta kelyAcyA nazeta phirata asato. yAsa tara svarupAcA eka aMza suddhA prApta kelelA nAhI ase mhaTale jAIla.

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa jithe jJAna aDakUna rAhilele Ahe, tithe nazA vADhate. nazemuLe jJAnAvaraNa ANi darzanAvaraNa dUra hoNyAce thAMbale Ahe. mokSAlA jANyAsAThI itara kuThalIhI vastU bAdhaka nAhI. sarvAta moThe bhayasthAna svacchaMda ANi nazA heca Ahe! nAhI disale svataHceca doSa svata:ce doSa disatAta kA tumhAlA? praznakartA : svata:ce doSa zodhaNyAcIca garaja Ahe AmhAlA. dAdAzrI : ho, paNa te kA disata nAhIta? praznakartA : AmhI saMsArAcyA rahATagADyAta aDakalelo Ahota, tyAmuLe dainaMdina kAmakAjAtaca guMtalelo asato, mhaNUna disata nAhIta. dAdAzrI : nAhI, baghaNyAta kAhI tarI cUka hota Ahe. svata:ca jaja Ahe, ANi AropI mhaNaje gunhA karaNArAhI svataH Ahe ANi javaLa jo vakIla ubhA kelA Ahe to vakIla suddhA svataHca banato. praznakartA : mhaNaje svataHce khoTe rakSaNa karato. dAdAzrI : ho, sarva ThikANI rakSaNaca kele Ahe. ho, basa, dusare kAhI keleca nAhI. agadI khoTyA ritIne bacAva kelA sarva goSTIMcA. jaga ughaDyA DoLyAMnI jhopalele Ahe, mhaNUna maga doSa kase disatIla? tujhe doSa tulA disata nAhIta. manuSya svata:ce doSa kase pAhU zakela? praznakartA : thoDe sthUla doSa disatAta, sUkSma disata nAhIta. dAdAzrI : doSa kA disata nAhIta? 'Ata AtmA nAhI?' tevhA mhaNe, AtmA Ahe, mhaNaje jaja Ahe, jaja! ahaMkAra AropI Ahe. ahaMkAra ANi jaja (AtmA) donaca asatIla, tara sarva doSa disatAta,

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa bareca doSa disatAta, paNa he tara Ata vakIla (buddhI) ThevalA Ahe, mhaNUna vakIla mhaNato kI, 'he sagaLe dekhIla aseca karatAta nA!' mhaNaje pUrNapaNe doSAlA uDavUna TAkale. vakIla ThevatAta he tumhAlA mAhIta Ahe kA ? sarvaca vakIla ThevatAta. svataH jaja, svataH AropI ANi svataHca vakIla. bolA, AtA kalyANa hoIla kA ? praznakartA : nAhI hoNAra. dAdAzrI : ulaTa-sulaTa kAhIhI karuna vakIla nipaTavUna TAkato. ase ghaDate kI nAhI ? praznakartA : ho ghaDate. dAdAzrI : divasabhara teca te vAdaLa. ANi tyAcIca hI sarva duHkhaM Aheta. bolA, AtA svataHcyA kitI cukA bAhera yetIla ? svataHcyA kitI cukAMce sTeTamenTa (vivaraNa) deU zakela ? praznakartA : maga to kAya sTeTamenTa deto ? 39 dAdAzrI : DokyAvara jevaDhe kesa Aheta nA, tevaDhyA cukA Aheta. paNa svata:ca jaja, svataHca vakIla ANi svataHca AropI, tevhA maga cukA kazA sApaDatIla? niSpakSapAtI vAtAvaraNa utpanna hota nAhI nA ! niSpakSapAtI vAtAvaraNa utpanna jhAle tara mokSa saraLa Ahe. mokSa kAhI dUra nAhI. hA tara khUpa pakSapAta Ahe. jara dusar2yAMcyA cukA kADhAyacyA asatIla tara lageca kADhato. tyAsAThI to nyAyAdhIza Ahe, thoDAphAra, alpAMzAne paNa svata:cyA cukA kADhaNyAsAThI muLIca nyAyAdhIza nAhI. mhaNaje svataH jaja, svataH vakIla ANi svata:ca AropI, maga kase jajamenTa yeIla ? svataHcyA phAyadyAceca yeIla. praznakartA : soyIskara, basa ! svataHcI soya hoIla tase jajamenTa zodhUna kADhato!

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa dAdAzrI : mhaNUna tara saMsAra kadhI suTataca nAhI ! ekIkaDe tumhI soyIskara karata rAhatA ANi dusarIkaDe tumhAlA nirdoSa vhAyace Ahe, he tara zakyaca nAhI nA! vakIla nasela taraca svataHce doSa samajatIla paNa Ajace loka vakIla ThevalyAzivAya rAhata nAhIta nA ! vakIla ThevatAta kI nAhI loka ? 40 he jJAna dilyAnaMtara lagecaca samajate kI hI cUka jhAlI, kAraNa AtA vakIla rAhile nAhI. vakIla gharI gele, riTAyara jhAle. gunhegAra tara Aheta ajUna paNa vakIla rAhile nAhI. yA cukA jara saMpalyA tara svataHce bhagavatpada prApta hoU zakela ase Ahe. yA cukAMmuLe jIvapada Ahe ANi cukA saMpalyA tara zivapada prApta hoIla. jagAtIla lokAMnI svataH ce doSa pAhile nAhIta, mhaNUnaca he doSa TikUna rAhatAta, nivAMtapaNe mukkAma karatAta! tase tara to mhaNela kI malA mAjhe doSa miTavAyace Aheta, paNa doSa tara Ata pAyA rovUna rAhaNyAsAThI ghara bAMdhata asatAta. simeMTa TAkUna pAyA rovata asatAta. doSa he jANatAta kI hA murkha kAhIhI karaNAra nAhI. toMDAne bolato itakeca, to doSa kADhaNAra tarI kasA ? jo eka doSa saMpavU zakato to bhagavaMta hoto !!! ekaca doSa ! ekA doSAce nivAraNa karato to bhagavaMta hoto. ANi ithe tara doSAce nivAraNa hote paNa dusarA doSa ubhA karuna ! dusarA (navIna) doSa tayAra karuna pahilyA doSAce nivAraNa karato. bAkI svataHcI eka jarI cUka saMpavalI tarI bhagavaMta banU zakato. praznakartA : dusarA doSa ubhA hoNAraca nAhI, he kase zakya hoU zakela ? dAdAzrI : yA sarva cukAca Aheta paNa eka cUka saMpate, tI kevhA ?

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa tara samakita jhAlyAnaMtara saMpate, tyAzivAya saMpata nAhI. toparyaMta ekahI cUka saMpata nAhI. toparyaMta tara AdhI khodato ANi punhA bharato. khodato ANi bharato. khodato ANi bharato. koNatIca kriyA tyAlA kAmAsa yeta nAhI. sarva kriyA niSphaLa TharatAta! tyAlA mhaNatAta jaina tumacyAta dona-cAra doSa tarI asatIla kI nAhI? praznakartA : jAsta asatIla. dAdAzrI : dahA paMdharA doSa asatIla? praznakartA : mojale tara mojatAca yeNAra nAhIta. dAdAzrI : ho. tyAlAca jaina mhaTale jAIla. jaina koNAlA mhaNU zakato kI, svata:madhye ahaMkAra Ahe, doSa Ahe, azI jyAlA khAtrI Ahe. jarI tyAlA doSa disata nasatIla, paNa doSa Aheta azI jyAlA zraddhA Ahe, tyAlA jaina mhaTale jAte. svataH anaMta doSAMce bhAMDAra Ahe paNa te bhAMDAra tumhI kevhA rikAme karu zakAla? praznakartA : tI tara ApalI kRpA hoIla tevhA. dAdAzrI : khUpa moThI goSTa bolatAta! jevaDhe doSa, tevaDheca pAhijeta pratikramaNa anaMta doSAMce bhAMDAra Ahe, mhaNUna tevaDhe pratikramaNahI karAve lAgatIla. jevaDhe doSa bharuna ANale Aheta, te tumhAlA disatIla. jJAnI puruSAMnI jJAna dilyAnaMtara doSa disatIla, nAhItara svata:ce doSa svataHlA disata nAhIta, tyAceca nAva ajJAnatA. svata:cA ekahI doSa disata nAhI ANi dusar2yAMce pAhAyace asatIla tara khUpa sAre pAhU zakato, tyAce nAva mithyAtva. jJAnI puruSAMnI jJAna dilyAnaMtara, divyacakSU dilyAnaMtara svataHlA

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa svataHce sarva doSa disatAta. sahajahI manobhAva badalale tarIhI lakSAta yete kI hA doSa jhAlA. hA tara vItarAgI mArga, eka avatArI mArga Ahe. hA khUpa jabAbadArIcA mArga Ahe. ekA janmAta sarvaca svaccha jhAle pAhije. AdhI itheca svaccha jhAle pAhije. 42 mhaNaje phakta doSAMceca bhAMDAra AhAta. ithe jJAnavidhIta yAla tara mI tumace sarva doSa dhuUna deIna. te dhuNyAce mAjhyA vATyAlA Ale Ahe. tyAnaMtara svataHce doSa disatIla ANi svata: ce doSa disU lAgale tara samajAve kI AtA mokSAlA jANyAcI tayArI suru jhAlI. bAkI kuNAlAhI svataHce doSa disale nAhIta. AtmA svata:ca tharmAmITara samAna svataH je kAhI karato tyAta svataHcI cUka Ahe ase kadhIca tyAcyA lakSAta yeta nAhI. svataH je karata asela, sahajabhAve je kArya, kriyA karata asela tyAta svataHcI cUka Ahe ase tyAlA kadhIhI vATata nAhI. ulaTa koNI cUka dAkhavalI tara tyAlA te ulaTeca disate. to japa karata asela kiMvA tapa karIta asela, kiMvA tyAga karIta asela, tyAta tyAlA svataHcI cUka disata nAhI. cUka tara jevhA to Atmasvarupa hoto, jJAnI puruSAMnI dilelA AtmA prApta hoto, tevhA AtmA hA ekameva tharmAmITara samAna Ahe kI jo cUka dAkhavato, tyAzivAya koNIhI cUka dAkhavU zakata nAhI. svata:cI cUka kuNAlA disataca nAhI. cUka disalI mhaNaje (mokSAce) kAmaca jhAle nA ! cUka saMpavalI tara paramAtmA hoto. svataH paramAtmA tara Aheca paraMtu paramAtmyAcI sattA kevhA prApta hote ? cUka saMpate tevhA! paNa tI cUka saMpata nAhI ANi sattA prApta hota nAhI ANi lokAMce sAsu-sAsare banUna khuza hotAta. cUka saMpalI tara sattA prApta hote, paramAtmyAcI sattA prApta hote. he jJAna prApta jhAlyAnaMtara 'svataH paramAtmA Ahe' ase lakSya prApta jhAle, mhaNUna AtA to haLUhaLU zreNI caDhata jAto ANi sattA prApta hota rAhate.

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa bAkI, cUka dAkhavato toca kharA. kitItarI cukA Aheta ? jo koNI ApalI eka cUka sudhArato, jo ApalI sarvAta moThI cUka sudhAruna deto, tyAlA bhagavaMta mhaNatAta. 43 hA tara pUrvIcA abhyAsa asato kI mI sarvAMmadhye paramezvara pAhato, paNa bhAMDatAnA tara paramezvara vagaire sarva visaruna jAto ANi bhAMData basato, kI dUdha kA sAMDale ? svataHce mUla kAya muddAma dUdha sAMDela ? he tara Adi-anAdipAsUna cAlata Alele, bApAne mulAlA rAgAvale pAhije azI rIta Ahe. yAsa kAya mANusakI mhaNatAta ? mAnavatecA tara kasA sugaMdha daravaLato? paMcavIsa paMcavIsa mailAparyaMta sugaMdha daravaLato. svata:cyA sarva cukA disU lAgalyA tevhA samajAve kI AttA kAhI bhalaM hoIla. lokAMnA svata:cI eka suddhA cUka disata nAhI. he Ahe cukAMce svarupa ahaMkAra vilaya jhAlyAnaMtara cUka saMpate. ahaMkArAcA vilaya ApoApa hoNAra nAhI, to kAhI caTaNI vATaNyAsArakhA nAhI. ahaMkAra tara, jevaDhyA cukA disatIla, tevaDhyA pramANAta jAto. ahaMkAra mhaNaje cukAMce svarupa. igoIjama he cukAMceca sTrakcara Ahe. svarupAce bhAna nAhI ase mhaTale jAte, arthAta te bhAna visaralele Aheta. bhAna visaralelyAMmadhye saMpUrNa ahaMkArAneca bhAna visaralele Ahe. maga Ata tyAcyAkaDe kAya sAmAna Ahe tara Ata lahAna-moThyA cukA Aheta ! tyA cukA saMpatIla tevhA kAma hoIla. niSpakSapAtI vhAla tara svata:cyA cukA disatIla. Ata tara sarva zAstrAMcI vANI bharalelIca Ahe. cukA saMpavela tyAnaMtara vANI nighela, ANi tI vANI punhA niSpakSapAtI asAyalA havI. musalamAna basalelA asela tyAlAhI aikaNyAcI icchA hote, jaina basalA asela tyAlAhI ekaNyAcI icchA hote. sarva sTa~DarDacyA lokAMnA aikaNyAcI icchA hote, tyAsa niSpakSapAtI vANI mhaTalI jAte.

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44 nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa svata:ce doSa pAhaNyAta niSpakSapAtI ase koNa asatIla? tara te kRpALUdeva asatIla ANi tyAMce dona-tIna phaoNloarsa (anuyAyI) asatIla. bAkI svata:ce doSa pAhaNyAta pakSapAtAcA praznaca kuThe yeto? svataHce doSa pAhaNyAce samajataca nAhI. jJAnIMcI tatvadRSTI AmhAlA yA jagAta koNIca doSI disata nAhI. maga to khisA kApaNArA aso kiMvA cAritryahIna aso, tyAlAhI AmhI nirdoSaca pAhato! AmhI 'sat vastUlA'ca pAhato! tI tAtvika dRSTI Ahe. AmhI paeNkiMgalA pAhata nAhI, varAyaTIja oNpha paeNkiMga Ahe, tyAta AmhI tattvadRSTIne pAhato. 'AmhI' saMpUrNa nirdoSa dRSTI kelI ANi saMpUrNa jagAlA nirdoSa pAhile! mhaNUnaca 'jJAnI puruSa' tumacI 'cUka' miTavU zakatAta! dusar2yA koNAce yAta kAmaca nAhI. taralelAca tArato yA sarva cukA Ahetaca nA? tyAMcA tapAsahI kelA nAhI nA? praznakartA : ApalI kAhI tarI cUka hota Ahe itake samajate, paNa tyAtUna bAhera nighatA yeta nAhI ANi nighaNyAcA prayatna karato tasatase kholavara rutata jAto. dAdAzrI : prayatna karuca nakA. prayatna karaNe, mhaNaje samajA ithe khaDDA karAyacA asela ANi tithe khaDDA bharuna kADhAyacA asela, tyA aivajI jara tU tithe khaDDA karuna ithe bharalAsa, maga tyA kAmAce paise deIla kA koNI? praznakartA : nAhI deNAra. dAdAzrI : ulaTa varuna daMDa bharAvA lAgato kI hI jamIna kazAlA khodalIsa? zivAya kesahI hote kI tumhI ithe kA khodale? AtA tumhIca

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa tI jAgA parata bharuna kADhA. ANi tyAvara pANI ziMpaDUna jazI hotI tazI jamIna karuna dyA. ___mhaNaje he sarva loka je karatAta nA, te cukIcyA jAgI khodatAta. tyApekSA khodale nasate ANi koNAlA tarI vicArale asate kI, bhAU mAjhyA samasyA soDavUna dyA. mAjhI suTakA karA, tara koNItarI tyAlA soDavela. jo suTalelA asela to soDavU zakato ANi ekhAdA bAMdhalelA manuSya, jo svataHca DubakyA khAta asela, 'vAcavA' ase mhaNata asela tara 'melyA, tUca vAcavA vAcavA ase oraDatosa maga malA kasA vAcavazIla? praznakartA : samasyA soDavaNyAsAThI AttAparyaMta jyAlA zaraNa gelo titheca buDUna gelo, jyA DaoNkTarace auSadha ghetale tyAne dukhaNe vADhavale, kamI kele nAhI. dAdAzrI : te DaoNkTara nITa zikalele navhate. te svataHca DubakyA khAta hote. ANi je DaoNkTara ase mhaNata asatIla kI, 'ho, AmhI taruna pAra utaralo Ahota, tU ye.' tevhA ApaNa samajAve kI to svata:ca sAMgata Ahe nA! bAkI, ase koNIhI sAMgata nAhI kI AmhI taruna pAra utaralo Ahota. kAraNa tyAMnA mAhIta Ahe kI kadhI kAhI bhAnagaDa jhAlI tara loka samajUna jAtIla kI, he tara buData asatAnA oraData hote. loka tara oLakhatIlaca nA? tumhI tara taralele AhAta maga AtA buData asatAnA kA oraDatA? ase mhaNatIla kI nAhI loka? arthAta tevhA cAMgale saMyoga juLana Ale navhate. yAveLI cAMgale saMyoga juLUna Ale Aheta, mhaNUna (mokSAce) kAma hoUna jAIla. maga yAta prAptI kazI kAya hoIla? ohoho! DokyAvarace kesa tara mojatA yetIla paNa yAMcyA cukA mAtra mojatA yeNAra nAhIta. dararoja paMcavIsa cukA jarI lakSAta AlyA tara AzcaryakAraka zaktI

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa utpanna hoIla. saMsAra naData nAhI, khANyA-piNyAce naData nAhI. lokAMnA tapAnehI bAMdhale nAhI, tyAgAnehI bAMdhale nAhI. lokAMnA svata:cyA cukAMnIca bAMdhale Ahe. Ata tara amaryAda cukA Aheta paNa phakta moThamoThyA paMcavIsa cukAca jarI saMpavalyA tara savvIsAvI cUka ApoApa nighUna jAIla. kityeka loka tara cukIlA oLakhatAtahI paNa tarI svataHcyA ahaMkArAmuLe tyAsa cUka mhaNata nAhIta, ase kA ? ekaca cUka anaMta janma bighaDavUna TAkate. maga he kase paravaDaNAra ? kAraNa mokSAcA niyANAM (ApalyA saMpUrNa puNyAcyA badalyAta ekAca goSTIcI manokAmanA karaNe) kelA hotA. paNa tohI pUrNapaNe kelA navhatA, mhaNUnaca ase jhAle nA! dAdAMjavaLa yAve lAgale nA ? 46 tevhA cUka saMpavalI ase mhaTale jAIla pratyeka janmAta eka jarI cUka saMpavalI asatI tarIhI mokSa svarupa jhAlA asatA. paNa he tara eka suddhA cUka saMpavata nAhIta, ulaTa pAca cukA vADhavUna ThevatAta. bAhera sarva suMdara paNa Ata apAra kleza ! yAsa cUka saMpavalI ase kase mhaNatA yeIla ? tumacA variSTha koNIca nAhI. paNa cUka dAkhaviNArA pAhije. cukAMnA saMpavA, paNa svataHcI cUka svataHlA kazI sApaDela? ANi tyAhI kAya eka-donaca Aheta ? anaMta cukA Aheta ! kAyecyA anaMta cukA tara phAra moThyA disatAta. kuNAlA jevAyalA bolavatAnA itake kaThora bolatAta kI, tyAMcyA battIsa prakAracyA pakavAnnAMce AmaMtraNa asela tarIhI te AvaDaNAra nAhI. tyApekSA nasate bolAvale tarI bare jhAle asate, ase vATate. are, bolato tevhA azI karkaza vANI nighate ANi manAce tara asaMkhya doSa asatAta ! cUka kADhaNArA, Ata koNa ? ApalyA cukA koNa miTavU zakela ? tara 'jJAnI puruSa', kI je svata:cyA sarva cukA miTavUna basale Aheta. je zarIra asUnahI azarIra bhAvAne, vItarAga bhAvAne rAhatAta. azarIra bhAva mhaNaje jJAnabIja. sarva cukA

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa saMpavalyA naMtara, svataHce ajJAna bIja naSTa hote ANi jJAnabIja pUrNapaNe ugavate, te mhaNaje azarIra bhAva. jyAMnA kiMcitamAtra, thoDIhI mamatA dehAvara Ahe, tyAsa azarIra bhAva mhaNU zakata nAhI paNa dehAvarIla mamatA jANAra tarI kazI? joparyaMta ajJAna Ahe, toparyaMta mamatA jAta nAhI. 47 yA jagAta sarvakAhI sApaDate paraMtu svata:cI cUka mAtra sApaData nAhI. mhaNUnaca svata:cyA cukA dAkhaviNyAsAThI jJAnIMcI garaja Ahe. jJAnI puruSaca ase sarva sattAdhArI Aheta kI je ApalyAlA ApalI cUka dAkhavUna tyAce bhAna karavUna detAta, ANi tevhA tI cUka saMpate. ase kevhA hoIla ? tara jevhA jJAnI puruSa bheTatIla ANi ApalyAlA niSpakSapAtI banavatIla tevhAca. svataHsAThI suddhA niSpakSapAtIpaNA utpanna hoto tevhAca kAma hote. joparyaMta jJAnI puruSa sva svarupAce bhAna karavUna deta nAhIta toparyaMta niSpakSapAtIpaNA utpanna hota nAhI. 'jJAna' kuNAcIhI cUka kADhata nAhI, ANi buddhI sarvAMcIca cUka kADhate. sakhkhyA bhAvAcI suddhA cUka kADhate. aMdhArAtalyA cukA he tara 'jJAnI puruSa' Aheta, mhaNUna svataH lA svataHcyA doSAMcI jANIva hote. nAhItara svataHlA samajaNAraca kase ? maga tara cAlalI sTImara kocInacyA dizene ! hokAyaMtra bighaDalele Ahe, mhaNUna kocInalA cAlalI ! dakSiNelAca te hokAyaMtra uttara dAkhavate ! nAhItara hokAyaMtra nehamI uttara dizelAca gheUna jAte, asA svabhAvaca Ahe ! hokAyaMtra bighaDale mhaNUna to kAya karela? ANi svataHlA tara dhruvatArA pAhatA yeta nAhI. sarvAta moThI cUka mhaNaje svacchaMda, svacchaMdatemuLe tara pUrNa laSkara tayAra jhAle Ahe. svacchaMda, hIca moThI cUka. sahajaca jarI ase mhaTale kI 'tyAta kAya jhAle ?' mhaNaje jhAle, saMpale. tyAmuLe maga anaMta janma bighaDatAta. 'mI jANato' hI aMdhArAtIla cUka tara phAra moThI Ahe. ANi parata ase mhaNaNe kI 'AttA kAhI harakata nAhI' hI cUka tara sarvaca saMpavUna

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48 nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa TAkate. 'jJAnI puruSAM' vyatirikta ase kuNIca bolU zakata nAhI kI, 'ekahI cUka uralI nAhI.' pratyeka cukIlA baghUna tI cUka saMpavAyacI Ahe. sarva jaNa svataHcyA doSAneca bAMdhalele Aheta. phakta svataHceca doSa pAhata rAhilyAne suTatA yeIla ase Ahe. 'AmhI' svataHceca doSa pAhata rAhilo mhaNUna tara AmhI suTalo. nijadoSa samajale kI maga to suTata jAto. mhaNaje jJAnI puruSa tumacI cUka miTavU zakatAta, dusar2yA koNAlAhI he jamaNAra nAhI. AmhI tvarita cUka eksepTa karuna nikAla lAvUna TAkato. he kase Ahe kI, pUrvI jyA cukA kelyA hotyA tyAMcA nikAla lAvalA nAhI mhaNUna tyAca cukA punhA punhA hota Aheta. cukAMcA nikAla lAvatA AlA nAhI tyAmuLe eka cUka kADhaNyAaivajI dusar2yA pAca cukA kelyA. nAhI tyAlA variSTha koNI praznakartA : paNa dAdA, pratyakSa puruSAzivAya yA cukA lakSAta yeta nAhIta kA? dAdAzrI : kase lakSAta yeIla?! tyAMnA svata:cIca cUka samajata nAhI tevhA te dusar2yAMcI cUka kazI miTavatIla? jyAlA variSThAcI garaja nAhI, jyAlA koNI cUka dAkhaviNAr2yAcI garaja nAhI, toca cUka miTavU zakato. tyA vyatirikta dusarA koNIhI cUka miTavU zakata nAhI. jo svataH svataHcyA sarva prakAracyA cukAMnA jANato tyAlA maga variSThAcI garajaca nAhI. variSThAcI garaja kuThaparyaMta asate kI joparyaMta tumhI svata:cyA cukA pAhU zakata nAhI toparyaMta. ANi tumacyAta TharAvika prakAracyA cukA asatIla tara te tumacyA variSTha mhaNUna rAhatIlaca ANi hA variSThapaNA kevhA suTato? tumacI ekahI cUka, jI tumhAlA disata nasela tyA sarvaca cukA jevhA disU lAgatAta tevhA variSThapaNA suTato. hI tara niyamazIra goSTa Ahe nA! tumhA sarvAMnA svataHcyA kamI cukA disatAta mhaNUna tara mI variSTha Ahe ajUna. tumacyA cukA tumhAlA disU lAgalyA maga mI kazAlA variSTha hoU?

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa yA bhAnagaDIta mI kazAlA paDU? arthAta jagAcA niyamaca asA Ahe kI, jyAlA svata:cyA sagaLyAca cukA disatIla tevhA maga tyAcA variSTha koNIca nasela. mhaNUna tara AmhI sAMgato nA, kI koNI bApahI AmacA variSTha nAhI. ulaTa bhagavaMtaca AmhAlA vaza jhAle Aheta. 'AmhAlA' tara pratyeka cUka, svata:cI kiMcitmAtra cUka, kevaLajJAnAta disaNAr2yA cukA suddhA AmhAlA disatAta. bolA AtA, kevaLajJAna vartata nAhI, ANi tarIhI kevaLajJAnAta disaNAr2yA cukA AmhAlA disatAta! dRSTI nijadoSAM prati he jJAna ghetalyAnaMtara bAherace tara tumhI pAhAla, tI vegaLI goSTa Ahe paNa tumacyAca AtIla sarva tumhI pAhata rAhAla tyAveLI tumhI kevaLajJAna satteta asAla, paNa te aMza kevaLajJAna asate, sarvAMza nAhI. Ata vAITa vicAra yetIla tyAMnA pAhAyace, cAMgale vicAra yetIla tyAMnA pAhAyace. cAMgalyAvara rAga (anurAga) nAhI ANi vAITAvara dveSa nAhI. cAMgale-vAITa pAhaNyAcI ApalyAlA garaja nAhI. kAraNa mULa sattAca ApalyA tAbyAta nAhI, mhaNUna jJAnI kAya pAhatAta? saMpUrNa jagAlA nirdoSa pAhatAta. kAraNa he sarva 'DiscArja' madhye Ahe. tyAta tyA bicAr2yAMcA kAya doSa? tumhAlA koNI zivI deto, te DiscArja Ahe, baoNsa tumhAlA aDacaNIta TAkato, te suddhA DiscArjaca Ahe. baoNsa tara nimitta Ahe. jagAta kuNAcAhI doSa nAhI. doSa disato tI svata:cIca cUka Ahe ANi heca 'blaMDarsa' Aheta ANi tyAmuLeca he jaga TikUna rAhilele Ahe. doSa pAhilyAne, cukIce pAhilyAneca vaira bAMdhale jAte. pramatta bhAvAne disatAta paradoSa jagAta koNIhI gunhegAra nAhI. koNI gunhegAra disata asela tara tI ApalIca kamataratA Ahe. koNI gunhegAra disato hAca tumacA pramatta bhAva Ahe. khare tara apramattatA asalI pAhije. maga koNI gunhegAra disaNAraca nAhI.

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa praznakartA : pramatta bhAva mhaNaje kAya? dAdAzrI : vastu, vastUcA svabhAva cukate tyAsa pramatta mhaNatAta. vastU tyAcyA mULa dharmAta rAhate tyAsa apramatta bhAva mhaNatAta. vItarAgAMnI sAMgitale muktIcyA hetUne samaja nasalyAmuLe tumhI goMdhaLatA. yA goMdhaLAviSayI tumhI malA vicArale pAhije kI, mAjhA ithe goMdhaLa hota Ahe tara mI kAya kele pAhije? ase vicArAve, tyAsAThIca tara ApaNa satsaMga Thevata asato. eka jarI karma kamI jhAle tarI guMtAguMta divaseMdivasa kamI hota jAte. ekA divasAta eka jarI karma kamI kele, tara dusar2yA divazI dona karma kamI karu zakAla. paNa hA tara roja navIna guMtA karato ANi tyAsa vADhavataca jAto! he sarva kAya eraMDela piUna phirata asatIla? jaNu eraMDela pyAyalele asela ase toMDa karuna phiratAta he sarva. eraMDela vikata ANata asatIla kA? itake mahAga eraMDela roja kuThUna vikata ANatIla? AtIla pariNatI badalalI kI eraMDela pyAyalAsArakhe toMDa hote! doSa svata:cA ANi cUka kADhato dusar2yAcI, yAcyAne AtIla pariNatI badalUna jAte. svataHce doSa zodhA ase vItarAgI sAMgUna gele, dusare kAhIca sAMgitale nAhI. 'tU tujhyA doSAlA oLakha ANi mukta ho. basa, evaDhyAneca tulA muktidhAma miLela. evaDheca kAma karaNyAsa sAMgitale bhagavaMtAMnI. garaja Ahe acUka jJAna ANi acUka samajUtIcI eka AcArya mahArAja vicAratAta kI mAjhA mokSa kevhA hoIla? tevhA bhagavaMta sAMgatAta, kI jevhA tumace jJAna ANi samajUta acUka hoIla tevhA. hIca cUka Ahe ANi yAca cukImuLeca aDakUna rAhile AhAta. tumace jJAna ANi tumacI samajUta acUka hoIla tevhA tumacA mokSa hoIla. yAta bhagavaMtAne kAya khoTe mhaTale? praznakartA : barobara Ahe.

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa dAdAzrI : tevhA kuNI mhaNela, sAheba japa-tapa karAyace kA? tara jyA divazI tujhyA poTAta ajIrNa jhAle asela tyA divazI upAsa kara. japa-tapa karaNyAcI AmacI aTa nAhI. kasehI karuna tujhI samajUta ANi tujhe jJAna acUka kara. yAta kAya khoTe sAMgatAta bhagavaMta? cUka Ahe toparyaMta koNI mAnyaca karaNAra nAhI nA! ajUna tara bar2yAca cukA Aheta?! mI caMdulAla Ahe, yA bAIcA navarA Ahe, punhA asehI mhaNato kI yA mulAcA bApa Ahe. kitItarI cukA! hI tara cukAMcI paraMparAca Ahe. muLAtaca cUka. mULa jI rakkama Ahe, tyAta eka avinAzI Ahe ANi eka vinAzI Ahe. ANi avinAzIbarobara vinAzIcA guNAkAra karAyalA jAto, toparyaMta tara tI rakkama uDUna jAte. tI vinAzI, rakkama, maga navarA nAhI paNa bApa tara Ahe, hI rakkama Thevato toparyaMta tI rakkama uDUna jAte. mhaNaje guNAkAra kadhIca hota nAhI, uttara miLata nAhI ANi divasa badalata nAhI. zukravAraca kAyama rAhato. zukravAra badalata nAhI ANi zanivAra hota nAhI. evharI De phrAyaDe (dararoja zukravAra). bhagavaMtAne kAya ase sAMgitale Ahe kI tapa karA, japa karA, upAzI marA, upAsa karA, tyAga karA, ase sAMgitale Ahe kA? tujhe jJAna ANi tujhI samaja acUka kara, tyA divazI tU svataHca mokSa svarUpa Ahesa ! jivaMta dehadhArIcA mokSa!!! bhagavaMtAcI goSTa tara sopIca Ahe paNa tumhI kadhI tapAsa kelA kI, acuka jJAna ANi acuka samajUta kazI hoU zakate? tumhI tara asA tapAsa kelA kI Aja kasalA upAsa karu kiMvA kasalA tyAga karu? are! bhagavaMtAMne tyAgAcI aTa kuThe kelI Ahe? he tara sarva cukIcyAmArgAne cAlU lAgale, ADagallIta zirale. bhagavaMtAne kAya mhaTale hote kI, 'tU jJAna ANi samajUta acUka kara.' praznakartA : cUka nasalelI acUka samaja, hI goSTa punhA samajavA. dAdAzrI : ho, jevhA tumacI samaja acUka hoIla tevhA tumacA

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa mokSa hoIla. tumacI samajUtaca cukIcI Ahe. tI jevhA acUka hoIla, mAjhyAjavaLa satsaMgAta basAla tevhA nipaTArA hoIla. joparyaMta cUka Ahe toparyaMta nipaTArA kasA hoIla? cukA asatIla kA koNAcyA? puDhe kAya sAMgatAta kI, tU svataH mokSa svarupa Ahesa. tU svataH paramAtmA Ahe. mAtra acUka jJAna ANi acUka samajUtIce bhAna jhAle pAhije. jJAna kase asAve? acUka. ANi samaja kazI asalI pAhije? acUka. phakta jJAnaca asela tara papaI lAgaNAra nAhI. jhADa tara papaIce Ahe paNa eka suddhA papaI lAgaNAra nAhI, ase ghaDate kA? tumhI baghitalA nAhI kA papayA? praznakartA : baghitalA Ahe. dAdAzrI : baghitalA Ahe nA? are mUrkhA, tulA vADhavUna moThe kele tarI tU asA nighAlAsa? pANI pAjUna vADhavale tarIhI tU AtUna asA nighAlAsa? tyA jhADAlA papaI lAgataca nAhI. ___ tAtparya heca kI jJAna cUkarahita asale pAhije ANi samaja cUkarahita asalI pAhije. AtA phakta jJAnaca cUka rahita jhAle tarIhI kAhI upayogAce nAhI. samaja jara cUka rahita jhAlI tarI cAlela. kAraNa samaja hI hArTaparyaMta pohacate ANi jJAna he buddhIparyaMta pohacate. Ajace je jJAna Ahe, mhaNaje lokAMce je vyavahArika jJAna Ahe te buddhIparyaMta pohocate ANi samaja hI hArTaparyaMta pohacate, hArTavAle jJAna theTaparyaMta pohocavate, mokSAparyaMta pohocavate. tyAsa Apale loka sUjha mhaNatAta. hI jI samaja Ahe, tyAmuLe sUjha utpanna hote ANi sUjha muLe samaja utpanna hote, jI theTaparyaMta pohocavaNArI sarvottama vastU Ahe. cukImuLe tara hA saMsAra suddhA vyavasthita cAlata nAhI, tara maga cukImuLe kadhI mokSa hoU zakato kA? jJAna ANi samaja cUka rahita hoIla, mhaNaje jevhA tumhI jANAla kI jJAna tara ase Ahe ANi he tara sarva ajJAna Ahe, cukIce Ahe, tevhApAsUnaca jJAna prApta hota rAhate.

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa yA vayAta suddhA ase bolatAnA tyAlA lAja vATata nAhI kI, 'mI hicA navarA Ahe.' bolatAnA lAja vATate kA? ANi 'hA mAjhA navarA Ahe,' ase bAyako suddhA bolate. yA vayAtahI tyAMnA lAja vATata nAhI. aiMzI varSAce jhAle tyAMnAhI lAja vATata nAhI. kAraNa te jase jANatAta taseca bolatAta ANi lokAMnA samajela aseca bolatIla nA! maga kAya karaNAra? paNa te jJAna khoTe nAhI, te vyavahArika jJAna Ahe, khare jJAna nAhI. khar2yA jJAnAta tara tumhI zuddhAtmA AhAta ANi tehI zuddhAtmA Aheta. paNa tyA zuddhAtmyAce bhAna jhAle pAhije nA? AtA tara 'mI caMdulAla Ahe he bhAna Ahe, mI jaina Ahe he dusare bhAna Ahe. vaya caur2yAttara varSa Ahe, he suddhA bhAna Ahe. sarva prakArace bhAna Ahe. bAlapaNI kuThe-kuThe kheLAyalA gelo hoto yAcehI bhAna Ahe. nokarI kuThe-kuThe kelI, vyApAra kuThe-kuThe kelA yAcehI bhAna Ahe. svataH koNa Ahe? yAce mAtra bhAna nAhI. praznakartA : AtA te jJAna tumhI dyA. khare jJAna prApta karaNyAcI icchA jAgRta jhAlI Ahe mhaNUnaca ithe Alo Ahota. dAdAzrI : yA jJAnAsAThI tara janmojanma icchA asate, paNa kharA niyANAM kadhI kelA nAhI. jara kharA niyANAM kelA asatA tara saMpUrNa puNya tyAta vAparale jAte. niyANAMcA svabhAva kAya? tara tumace jevaDhe puNya asela te sarva niyANAM sAThI vAparale jAte. ithe tara gharAsAThI puNya vAparale gele, dehAsAThI puNya vAparale gele, yA sarva goSTIMsAThI puNya vAparale gele, paraMtu mokSAcA niyANAM kelelAca nAhI nA! mokSAcA niyANA kelA tara saMpUrNa puNya tyAtaca vAparale jAte. baghA nA, AmhI mokSAcA niyANAM kelA hotA mhaNUna sarvakAhI suraLIta cAlata Ahe. jyA kAhI aDacaNI asatIla tyA milamAlakAMnA asatIla, paMtapradhAnAlA asatIla paNa AmhAlA kAhIca aDacaNa nAhI.

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54 nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa cUkarahita jJAna ANi samaja praznakartA : cUkarahita jJAna ANi cUkarahita samaja jhAlI tara tU svata:ca mokSa svarupa Ahesa. khUpaca ucca koTIcI goSTa sAMgitalI. Aropita bhAva hIca muLAta cUka Ahe, baMdhana Ahe. dAdAzrI : ho ANi joparyaMta he vijJAna prakaTa hota nAhI, toparyaMta ase spaSTIkaraNa miLataca nAhI nA! zAstrAta ase spaSTIkaraNa kelele nasate! phakta zubha karA, kAhI tarI zubha karA, ase sAMgatAta paNa Aropita bhAva Ahe ase koNIca samajavata nAhI. kAraNa jJAnI puruSAMzivAya ase spaSTIkaraNa miLata nAhI. lokAMnA buddhIpUrvaka he samajalele asate kI kAhI tarI cUka ghaData Ahe, khUpa moThI cUka ghaData Ahe, ase samajate paNa tarIhI jJAnI puruSa bheTata nAhIta toparyaMta te kAya karatIla? AMbA asAca ukaData rAhato. loka khUpa samajadAra Aheta, te buddhIpUrvaka sarva samajUna sAra kADhatAta kI he sarva kAya Ahe? paNa tarIhI ukaData rAhatAta. ANi jJAnI puruSa bheTale tara sarva spaSTIkaraNa detAta. pratyeka zabdAce spaSTIkaraNa kele nAhI tara te jJAnI puruSaca nAhIta. spaSTIkaraNa vhAyalAca pAhije. jara ajJAnAne spaSTIkaraNa hota asela tara ajJAna kAya kamI hote? ajJAna navhate kA ApalyA gharI? sTaoNka bharuna hoteca nA! purezI Ahe cukAMcI pratItI basaNe loka mhaNatAta kI AtA AmhI AmacyA doSAMnA oLakhale Ahe paNa te doSa AtA tumhI kADhUna TAkA. tumhI AmhAlA mArA-ThokA, je karAyace asela te karA paNa AmacyAtale doSa kADhUna TAkA. tara AtA yAsAThI koNatA upAya? doSa ziralA kasA he tumhI zodhA, tyAnaMtara samajela kI doSa kazAprakAre nighela? doSa zirato tevhA tyAsa ghAlAve lAgata nAhI, mhaNUna

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa kADhateveLIhI tyAsa kADhAve lAgata nAhI. jI vastU ghAtalI asela tI kADhAvI lAgate. he tara malA sAMgatAta, mAjhyAtale doSa kADhUna TAkA. are, paNa doSa ziralA kazA? tevhA mhaNe, eka manuSya kusaMgAta paDalA tithe tyAlA khAtrI paTalI kI he loka tara majA karatAta mhaNaje hA mArga khUpa cAMgalA Ahe, khUpa chAna, sukha deNArA Ahe. tyAlA tyA jJAnAvara zraddhA basalI, pratItI basalI. azAprakAre mI yAMnA kAya karato? tyAMcyA jyA cukA Aheta tyAMnA te nAkAratAta kI AmacyAta ajibAta cUka nAhI. lokAMmadhye cukA Aheta mhaNUna tyAMcyA cukA tyAMnA dAkhavato. naMtara tyAMnA pratItI basate, haMDreDa parasenTa (zaMbhara Takke) kI yA sagaLyA cukAca Aheta ANi yAcA AmhI svIkAra karato, tevhA AtA tumhI AmacyA yA cukA kADhA! ase mhaNatAta. mI mhaTale, AtA kADhAve lAgaNAra nAhI. pratItI basalI mhaNUna AtA cukA nighU lAgatIla. tulA phakta mokaLe mana ThevAyace kI, 'bAbA tumhI nighA AtA.' basa, evaDheca bolaNyAcI garaja. pratItI basalyAneca cUka nighUna jAte ANi pratItI basalyAneca cUka Ata zirate. yAta ghAlAyace-kADhAyace nasate. hA kAya kArakhAnA Ahe? eka jarI cUka miTavAyacI asela tarIhI barAca veLa lAgato? kitItarI janma nighUna jAtAta. samajela azI goSTa Ahe nA hI? pratItImadhye DAga nAhI paDalA pAhije. praznakartA : dAdAjI, tumhI lakSaNe baghata nAhIta paNa saraLa mULa kAraNAvara upacAra karatA, ase DaoNkTara kuThe bheTatIla? dAdAzrI : DaoNkTara bheTata nAhIta tyAmuLeca tara hI samasyA Ahe nA! ase DaoNkTara bheTale nAhIta ANi ase auSadhahI bheTale nAhI, tyAcIca tara hI bhAnagaDa! mhaNUna maga pariNAmAlAca mArata rAhile, iphekTalAca! zraddhemuLe ziralA. pratItI saMpUrNa basalI, mhaNUna doSa ziralA ANi pratItIneca nighela. saMpUrNa pratItI jhAlI pAhije kI hA doSaca Ahe. maga to doSa nighela. hAca niyama Ahe. naMtara tyAcI bAjU ghetalI nAhI, proTekzana

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa (rakSaNa) kele nAhI, tara to doSa nighUna jAto. paNa punhA proTekzana detoca. ApaNa tyAMnA vicArale kI, 'sAheba, tumhI ajUnahI tapakIra oDhatA?' tevhA mhaNela, 'tyAta harakata nAhI.' yAsa proTekzana dile ase mhaTale jAte. manAta jANato kI he cukIce Ahe. mhaNaje pratItI basalI Ahe, paNa punhA proTekzana deto. proTekzana deU naye. proTekzana detAta kA loka? praznakartA : ho proTekzana detAtaca nA! dAdAzrI : abrU nighUna gelI Ahe, Aheca kuThe abrU? abrUdAra tara kAya he kapaDe ghAlUna phirata asela? hA tara jhAkata rAhato AbrU! jhAkUnajhAkUna abrU vAcavita rAhato. kapaDe phATale tara zivUna gheto, are koNI baghela nA, zivUna ghe. cUka miTavatIla te bhagavaMta svata:cI eka cUka miTavato tyAlA deva mhaNatAta. svata:cI cUka dAkhavaNAre tara khUpa asatAta paNa koNI miTavU zakata nAhI. cUka dAkhavatAhI AlI pAhije. jara cUka dAkhavatA yeta nasela tara tI ApalI cUka Ahe, ase mAnya karuna ghyAve. kuNAlA cUka dAkhavaNe he khUpa kaThINa kAma Ahe ANi tI cUka jo miTavUna deto to devaca mhaTalA jAto. he tara jJAnI puruSAMceca kAma. AmhAlA yA jagAta koNI doSI disataca nAhI. ____ 'AmhI' dRSTI saMpUrNa nirdoSa kelI ANi saMpUrNa jagAlA nirdoSa pAhile! mhaNUnaca 'jJAnI puruSa' tumacI 'cUka' miTavU zakatAta. dusar2yA koNAce he kAmaca nAhI. bhagavaMtAMnI saMsArI doSAMnA doSa mAnale nAhI. 'tujhyA svarupAce ajJAna' hAca sarvAta moThA doSa Ahe. 'mI caMdulAla Ahe, toparyaMta itara sarva doSa suddhA ubhe Aheta. ANi ekadA jara 'svata:cyA svarupAce' bhAna jhAle, kI maga itara doSahI nighU lAgatAta. cUkarahita darzana ANi cUka asalele vartana svataHcI cUka svata:lA samajate to bhagavaMta hoto.

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa 57 praznakartA : azA prakAre koNI bhagavaMta jhAle hote? dAdAzrI : jitakehI bhagavaMta jhAle tyA sarvAMnA svataHcI cUka sApaDalI, ANi jyAMnI cUka miTavalI te sarva bhagavaMta jhAleta. cUka rAhaNAraca nAhI azA prakAre cUka miTavUna TAkatAta. sagaLyAca cukA disatAta. azI ekahI cUka navhatI kI jI tyAMnA disalI nasela. agadI sUkSmAta sUkSma azA sarvaca cukA disatAta. AmhAlAhI AmacyA pAcapannAsa cukA tara dararoja disatAta ANi tyA suddhA sUkSmatara ANi sUkSmatama cukA disatAta kI jyA lokAMnA bilakula nukasAnakAraka nasatAta. he bolatA-bolatA kuNAce avarNavAda bolale jAte, tI suddhA cUkaca mhaTalI jAte. tI tara parata sthUla cUkaca mhaTalI jAte. cukA kuNAlA disatAta? tevhA mhaNe cUka nasalele cAritrya, tyAcyA zraddheta Ahe ! ho, ANi cUka asalele vartana vartanAta Ahe, tyAlA cUka disate. cUka nasalele cAritrya tyAcyA zraddheta asela, mhaNajeca cUka nasalele cAritrya saMpUrNa darzanamadhye asela ANi cUka asalele vartana tyAcyA vartanAta asela, tyAlA AmhI mukta jhAlA Ahe ase mhaNato. cUkavAle vartana jarI asale paNa tyAcyA darzanAta kAya Ahe ? __ sUkSmAta sUkSma cUka rahita cAritrya kase asAve? te Ata darzanAta asale pAhije. darzanAta agadI sUkSmAta sUkSma cUkahI nasela ase darzana asale pAhije, taraca cUka pAhU zakela nA?! pAhaNArA klIyara asela taraca pAhU zakela. mhaNUnaca AmhI sAMgata asato nA kI 360 DigrI vAle je bhagavaMta Aheta te saMpUrNa kliyara (zuddha) Aheta ANi te Amace anakliyaransa dAkhavatAta. he jJAna miLAlyAnaMtara sarvAMnA dona goSTI tara asatAtaca. jyAMnA jJAna miLAle nasela, tyAMnAhI dona asatAta ANi yAMnAhI dona asatAta. ____ yA jJAnAnaMtara Ata ANi bAhera pAhU zakato. mhaNaje Ata cUkarahita cAritrya he ase Ahe, ase to darzanamadhye pAhU zakato! ANi cUkarahita

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa cAritrya jitake tyAcyA darzanAta uMca gele, titakyA cukA tyAlA disatAta. Ata jevaDhe TrAnsparanTa (pAradarzaka) ANi klIyara jhAle, ArasA svaccha jhAlA kI lagecaca Ata disate. tyAta cukA jhaLakatAta! tumhAlA cukA disatAta kA? praznakartA : ho, disatAta. cUka rahita cAritrya jyAcyA darzanAta asate ANi cUka asalele cAritrya jyAcyA vartanAta asate mhaNUna disate kA? dAdAzrI : tyAmuLe lageca lakSAta yete kI darzana cUka rahita Ahe. cUka rahita cAritrya jyAcyA darzanAta asate, to sAMgU zakato kI hI cUka jhAlI. alaukika sAmAyika hA puruSArtha mhaNaje cukA disaNyAsa suruvAta jhAlI nA, tara tyA jitakyA disatAta titakyA nighUna jAtAta. ___tumhAlA thoDyAtarI cukA disatAta kA? dararoja pAca-dahA disatAta nA? tyA disalyA, mhaNaje AtA disaNyAce vADhata jAIla. ajUna tara puSkaLa disatIla. jasajase disU lAgatIla tasatase AvaraNa ulagaData jAIla ANi tyAmuLe maga jAsta cukA disU lAgatIla. kAhI doSa baMda hotIla ase nAhIta, te maga mAra khAIla tevhA anubhava hoIla, tevhAca te doSa baMda hotIla. mI jANato kI he doSa anubhavAzivAya baMda hoNAra nAhIta. baMda karaviNe he cukIce Ahe. jitake karAyace asela titake hoU zakela, ase Ahe. ANi kityeka mahAtmA karatAtahI. puruSArtha Ahe paNa te sarvAMnAca jamata nAhI. ApalyA ithe jI sAmAyika karavitAta nA, to moThA puruSArtha Ahe. cukAMcA svabhAva kasA Ahe kI ekadAcI cUka disalI kI tI jANyAcI tayArI karate, maga tI tithe thAMbata nAhI. doSa hoto tyAsa harakata nAhI paNa doSa disalA pAhije. doSa hoto tyAcI zikSA nAhI, paNa cukA disatAta tyAbaddala

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa 59 bakSisa miLate. kuNAlAhI svata:ce doSa disata nAhIta. AtmA prApta kelyAnaMtara niSpakSapAtI hoto, mhaNUna cukA disU lAgatAta. he jJAna dilyAnaMtara tumhI niSpakSapAtI jhAlAta mhaNUna AttA dehAcA pakSapAta tumhAlA zejAr2yAitakAca rAhilA Ahe, mhaNUna jI cUka asela tI disata rAhate. ANi disalI mhaNaje jANyAcI tayArI karate. nAhI sparzata kAhI zuddha upayogIlA AtA he jJAnaca tumhAlA tumacyAtIla cukA dAkhavate. 'caMdubhAU' kuNAvara saMtApale tara 'tumacyA' lakSAta yete kI Ahoho, kitI moThI cUka jhAlI! arthAta cukA disatAta tyAce nAva AtmA. niSpakSapAtI jhAlA tyAce nAva AtmA. joparyaMta tumhI AtmA AhAta toparyaMta doSa sparzata nAhI. jara tumhI zuddha upayogAta asAla tara tumacyA hAtUna ekhAde cukIce kAma jhAle tarIhI te tumhAlA sparzata nAhI. zuddha upayogIlA koNatehI karma sparzata nAhI. mhaNUna AcArya mahArAja AmhAlA vicAratAta kI, jIvAMcI ahiMsA pALaNyAsAThI 'AmhI anavANI pAyAMnI phirato, ANi tumhI tara gADyAMmadhUna phiratA. tumace jJAna khare Ahe, he AmhI kabUla karato paNa tumhAlA tyAcA doSa lAgata nAhI kA? tyAvara mI mhaNAlo 'AmhI zuddha upayogI Ahota.' Aropa lAvalyAne thAMbate puDhIla vijJAna samoracA nirdoSa disalA, tara doSI koNa disela? praznakartA : jyAcyAjavaLa ajJAna jAsta asela tyAlA jAsta doSI vATato. dAdAzrI : ho, samoracI vyaktI doSI vATate ANi jyAcyAjavaLa jJAnaca asela, tyAlA samoracI vyaktI ajibAta doSI vATata nAhI. AtA doSI vATata nAhI paNa maga doSa kuNAcA? kuNAcA tarI doSa

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60 nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa asalA pAhije nA? tara he jevaDhehI doSa hota Aheta te sarva tumace svata:ceca doSa Aheta. he sva:ceca doSa Aheta, ase jyAne pAhile nAhI, asA vicAra kelA nAhI ANi tyA doSAMcA nikAla karata nAhI ANi dusar2yAMvara Aropa lAvata rAhato, tyAmuLe puDhIla vijJAna baMda jhAle Ahe, thAMbale Ahe. tumace doSa jevhA tumacyA lakSAta yetIla tevhA tumhAlA puDhIla vijJAna cAlU hoIla.(samajela) buddhI eksaparTa, doSa pAhaNyAta yA jagAta koNIca doSI nAhI. doSa disatAta tIca ApalI bhrAMtI Ahe. hI goSTa thoDIphAra tarI tumacyA lakSAta AlI kA? praznakartA : thoDI AlI. dAdAzrI : koNIca doSI nAhI. doSI tara ApalyAlA ApalI buddhI ulaTa dAkhavata rAhate ANi tyAmuLeca hA saMsAra TikUna rAhilA Ahe. buddhIlA doSa pAhaNe cAMgale jamate. 'tyAne ase kele nA!' ApaNa sAMgitale kI tumhI tumacyA doSAMce varNana karA nA. tevhA mhaNela, ase kAhI vizeSa doSa nAhIta. eka-dona doSa Aheta bAkI vizeSa kAhI nAhI. doSa pAhAveta svata:ceca, nehamI praznakartA : koNI doSI nAhI mhaNaje svataH paNa doSI nAhI, asAca yAcA artha jhAlA nA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, malA kA dukhata Ahe ? samajA ekhAdyAne varuna DhekULa phekalA ANi to malA lAgalA, maga yAta koNAcA doSa mhaTalA jAIla? praznakartA : yAta tara koNAcAhI doSa nAhI. dAdAzrI : arthAta yAta mAjhAca doSa asela, mhaNUnaca ase ghaDale. tevhA ApalA svataHcA doSa tara pAhAvAca lAgela nA. ANi joparyaMta svata:cI cUka disata nAhI, toparyaMta manuSya puDhacI pragatI kazI karu zakela?

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa 61 jara koNI zivI dilI ANi tyA goSTIcA svata:vara kAhI pariNAma hota nasela, svataHcIca cUka Ahe ase svataHlA vATata asela ANi samoracI vyaktI nirdoSa Ahe ase samajUna svataH pratikramaNa karata asela, tara te bhagavaMtAce sarvAta moThe jJAna Ahe. heca jJAna mokSAlA gheUna jAte. evaDhAca zabda, AmacyA ekAca vAkyAce jarI pAlana kele nA, tarIhI to mokSAlA jAIla. doSa pAhate, tithe buddhI sthira praznakartA : arthAta doSa dusar2yAMcA nAhI, ApalAca doSa Ahe? dAdAzrI : ho, ase Ahe kI, buddhIlA ekA ThikANI sthira kelyAzivAya kAma banata nAhI. mhaNUna samoracyAcA doSa pAhilA tarI buddhI sthira hoIla. ANi jara samorIla vyaktIlA nirdoSa pAhile ANi svata:cA doSa pAhilA tarIhI buddhI sthira hoIla. kAraNa buddhI ApoApa sthira hota nasate nA! praznakartA : yAcA artha kuThe tarI doSa nakkIca Ahe. tithe doSa nAhI mhaNUna ithe doSa Ahe. dAdAzrI : ho, itakAca pharaka Ahe. praznakartA : AtA lakSAta Ale kI he nirdoSa kazA prakAre Ahe! dAdAzrI : kAraNa buddhI kAya mhaNate? buddhI samAdhAna zodhata asate, sthiratA zodhata asate. mhaNUna tumhI ekhAdyAcA doSa zodhUna kADhalA tara buddhI sthira hote. maga tyAmuLe yeNArI jabAbadArI kAhIhI aso, paNa koNAcA tarI doSa zodhUna kADhalA kI buddhI sthira hote. ANi doSa itara koNAcAhI nAhI paNa mAjhAca Ahe, tarIhI buddhI sthira hote. paNa azAprakAre buddhI sthira hoNyAcA mArga mhaNaje mokSamArga. AtA buddhI azIhI sthira hote ANi tazIhI sthira hote paNa jI

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa buddhI dusar2yA koNAvarahI Aropa karaNArI nasela azI buddhIcI sthiratA asalI pAhije. mhaNUna ApaNa svata:varaca ghetale tara yAce samAdhAna hoIla. ANi tyAmuLe maga buddhI paNa sthira hoIla nA! azAprakAre yA jagAta DhavaLADhavaLa hota Ahe. svata:cI cUka sApaData nAhI ANi dusar2yAcI cUka lageca lakSAta yete. kAraNa buddhI vAparalI Ahe nA! ANi jyAne buddhI vAparalI nAhI tyAcyAkaDUna cUka hoNyAcA tara kAhI praznaca yeta nAhI, kAhI takrAraca nAhI nA! yA gAI-mhazI Aheta, ase sarva anaMta jIva Aheta, tyA lokAMnA kAhIca takrAra nasate, bilakUla takrAra nasate. praznakartA : hI tara khUpa mahattvAcI goSTa nighAlI kI buddhIlA sthira karAyacI. pUrvI buddhIlA saMsArAta sthira karata hoto, tevhA doSa disata hote. dAdAzrI : ho, buddhIlA sthira karaNyAsAThI sAdhana pAhije, tevhA zevaTI svataH gunhegAra nAhI ase TharavatAta loka. ApaNa aseca sAMgato kI, 'to tara gunhegAra Aheca nA!' arthAta koNAvara tarI doSAropaNa karuna buddhIlA ApaNa sthira karato. mhaNUna buddhI jara sthira hota nasela tara dusare kAya karAla? tara tevhA tumhI ase mhaTale pAhije kI, hA mAjhAca doSa Ahe, jeNe karuna maga buddhI tithe sthira hote. nAhI tara buddhI jara hAlAyalA lAgalI kI Ata pUrNa aMta:karaNa DhavaLale jAte. jase ithe hullaDa jhAlA asela nA tyAcapramANe. mhaNUna buddhIlA sthira karAve lAgate nA. sthira karata nAhI toparyaMta hullaDa jhAlyAsArakhe hote. ajJAnI svata:cyA jabAbadArIvara buddhI sthira karato ANi tumhI svataHcIca cUka pAhUna sthira karatA ANi sthira kele mhaNUnaca hullaDa baMda jhAle nA! nAhI tara Ata vicArAMcI paraMparA cAlUca rAhate. jara ase mhaTale kI hI tyAcI cUka Ahe, tara maga ApalI buddhI sthira hote. maga nivAMtapaNe jevaNa goDa lAgate. paNa maga yAtUna saMsAra puDhe vADhata jAto. ApalyAlA tara saMsArAtUna mukta vhAyace Ahe. mhaNUna ApaNa

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa sAMgAve kI, 'cUka mAjhIca Ahe,' tevhAca buddhI sthira hoIla ANi maga jevaNahI goDa lAgela. arthAta buddhI sthira jhAlI pAhije. samajela azI goSTa Ahe nA? praznakartA : buddhI sthira hote, hI goSTa agadI barobara samajela azI Ahe. dAdAzrI : ho, ANi joparyaMta buddhI asthira Ahe, toparyaMta khAU deta nAhI, pIU deta nAhI, jhopUhI deta nAhI, kAhIca karu deta nAhI. mhaNaje hI manAcI caMcaLatA nAhI paNa buddhIcI caMcaLatA Ahe. buddhI sthira jhAlI mhaNaje prazna mITalA. praznakartA : ApaNa sAMgitale nA kI buddhI sthira hote, saMsArAkaDe kiMvA maga AtmyAkaDe... dAdAzrI : tumhI samoracyA vyaktIlA doSa dilA tara tumacI buddhI sthira hote mhaNUna tumhAlA khAU dete, piU dite, jhopU dete, sarva kAhI karu dete. paNa samoracyA vyaktIlA doSI TharavalyAne saMsAra kAyama rAhila. ANi mI kAya sAMgato kI jara saMsArAcA aMta ANAyacA asela tara mULa doSa tumacAca Ahe, vAstavAta he aseca Ahe. AtA svataHlA doSa dilA tarIhI buddhI sthira hoIla. buddhIlA ase nAhI kI svataHlA doSa kA dilA. paNa zevaTI buddhI sthira jhAlI pAhije. buddhIlA sthira kelyAzivAya cAlaNAra nAhI. he ase kAhI zAstrAta thoDIca lihiNyAta yete? ase Ahe kI, yA jagAce saMpUrNa sAra zAstrAta rAhIlelA nAhI. paNa AmhI he ughaDa karIta Ahota kI, yA jagAta koNIhI doSI nAhIca. he sarva je disate, mArAmArI, raktapAta, corI, labADI he je sarva hota Ahe tyAta koNIhI doSI nAhI, hI vAstavika dRSTI Ahe. vAstavika dRSTI ThevUna jara tumhI kadhI tALameLa basavalA tara tumacI doSa dRSTI nighUna jAIla ANi doSa dRSTI gelI mhaNaje tumhI khudA (deva) jhAle, basa! dusare kAhIca nAhI.

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64 nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa ___ muktI prApta karaNyAsAThI pAhAve nijadoSa he jaga nirdoSaca Ahe kAyamasAThI, sApa suddhA nirdoSa Ahe va vAgha suddhA nirdoSa Ahe. iMdirAjIhI nirdoSa Aheta ANi morArajIhI nirdoSa Aheta, sarvaca nirdoSa Ahe. paNa tarIhI doSa disatAta nA? dusar2yAMce doSa pAhaNe baMda jhAle hIca mokSAcI kriyA Ahe. doSa disatAta hI saMsArAcI adhikaraNa kriyA Ahe, mhaNUna ApalAca doSa, dusar2yA kuNAcA doSa nAhI. dusar2yAMce doSa pAhaNe baMda jhAle tyAlA mokSAce tikITa miLAle. arthAta svata:ce doSa pAhaNyAsAThI he jaga Ahe. dusar2yAMce doSa pAhilyAmuLeca jaga ubhe rAhIle Ahe. dusar2yAMce doSa koNa pAhato? tara jyAlA guruttama banAyace asela toca. mokSAta jANArA nehamI svataHcyA cukA pAhata rAhato ANi dusar2yAMcyA cukA pAhaNArA saMsArAta bhaTakata rAhato. jara koNI dusar2yAMce doSa pAhata asatIla, tara tyAlA kaMTALU nakA. to ithe bhaTakaNAra Ahe mhaNUna to doSa pAhataca rAhaNAra nA, to bhaTakaNAra Ahe. ANi tyAne jara ase kele nAhI tara to bhaTakela kasA? ___ yA, ekA goSTIvara tumhAlA jara ithe AvaData asela tara dusar2yAMnA doSI pAhata rAhA. saMsAra AvaData asela tara jagAlA doSI pAhata rAhA ANi jara saMsAra AvaData nasela tara ekA kinAr2yAvara yA. ekA goSTIvara sthira vhA. saMsAra AvaData nasela tara saMsAra doSI nAhI, ase tumhI pAhata jA. mAjhyAca doSAmuLe he sarva ghaDale Ahe. ekA kinAr2yAvara tara yAve lAgela nA? virodhAbhAsa kuThaparyaMta cAlela? mahAvIra bhagavaMtAMnA kuNIhI doSI vATale nAhI. tyAMnA tara varuna devatAMnI yeUna bhayaMkara trAsa dilA tarI paNa tyAMnA te doSI vATale navhate. Ata asatoca to doSa jaga doSI disU naye, nirdoSa disAyalA pAhije.

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa praznakartA : he khare Ahe nA kI, ApaNa jyAlA doSI pAhata asato, jyA dRSTIne doSI pAhata asato, te doSa ApalyAta bharalele Aheta. dAdAzrI : mhaNUnaca disate. praznakartA : ANi jitakyA aMzAne doSa disaNe kamI hota jAte titakyA aMzAne dRSTI svaccha hote, he khare Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : ho, titake svaccha hote. svataHce gaTAra durgaMdha dete ANi dusar2yAce gaTAra dhuvAyalA jAtAta doSa mhaNaje sarvAMcyA gaTArI Aheta, bAheracyA gaTArI ApaNa ughaData nAhI. lahAna mulAlAhI hA anubhava asato. he svayaMpAka ghara banavale Ahe mhaNUna gaTAra suddhA asaleca pAhije nA! paNa te gaTAra ughaDU naye. kuNAta amuka doSa asela, kuNI ciData asela, kuNI ghAMghraTapaNA karata asela, te pAhaNe yAsa gaTAra ughaDaNe ase mhaTale jAte. tyApekSA kuNAce guNa pAhilele cAMgale. gaTAra tara svata:ceca pAhaNyAsArakhe Ahe. pANI tuMbale asela tara svataHce gaTAra sApha karAve. ithe tara gaTAra bharale jAte, paNa lakSAtaca yeta nAhI! ANi lakSAta Ale tarI kAya karaNAra? zevaTI tI savayaca hoUna jAte. tyAmuLeca tara he sarva roga utpanna jhAle Aheta. zAstra vAcUna bolata rAhato kI, 'koNAcIhI niMdA karu nakA' paNa niMdA karaNe tara cAlUca asate. koNAviSayI thoDe jarI vAITa bolale tara tevaDhe nukasAna jhAleca samajA! bAheracyA gaTArAMcI jhAkaNe koNI ughaData nAhI paNa lokAMcyA gaTArAMcI jhAkaNe mAtra ughaData rAhatAta. eka manuSya daravAjAlA lAthA mArata hotA. mI vicArale, 'kA bare lAthA... mAratosa?' tevhA to mhaNAlA kI, kitIhI sApha kele tarI durgaMdhaca yeto. bolA AtA, hA kitI mUrkhapaNA mhaTalA jAIla! saMDAsAcyA daravAjAlA lAthA mAralyA tarIhI durgaMdha yeto, yAta cUka koNAcI? praznakartA : lAthA mAraNAr2yAcI.

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66 nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa dAdAzrI : hI kevaDhI moThI cUka mhaTalI jAIla? yAta kAya tyA bicAr2yA daravAjAcA doSa Ahe ? jagAta sarvaca lAthA mAruna-mAruna durgaMdhIlA svaccha karAyalA jAtAta. paNa tyA saMDAsacyA daravAjAMnA lAthA mAruna svataHlAca trAsa hoto zivAya daravAjehI tuTatAta. AmhI tumhAlA kAya sAMgata asato kI, yA dehAce je-je doSa asatIla, manAce doSa asatIla, te jitake tumhAlA disatIla, titake tumhI tyAtUna suTalAta. dusare mhaNaje tumhAlA doSa kADhaNyAsAThI DokephoDI karaNyAcI garaja nAhI kiMvA saMDAsAce dArahI ApaTata rAhaNyAcI garaja nAhI. saMDAsAcyA dArAlA lAthA mAralyAmuLe durgaMdha yeNe thAMbate kA? kA nAhI thAMbata? tyAne lAthA mAralyA tarIhI thAMbaNAra nAhI? boMbA mAralyA tarI? praznakartA : nAhI thAMbata. dAdAzrI : saMDAsAlA kAhI pharaka paData nAhI nA? azAprakAre he loka DokephoDa karatAta, bina kAmAcI DokephoDa ! navIna kAhIhI daLale nAhI ANi je AdhIce daLalele hote tehI uDavUna TAkale, bharaDUna, bharaDUna! ase kelyAne tara daLalele sarva uDUnaca jAIla nA! navIna daLalele tara jAU dyA paNa je pUrvI daLalele hote teca parata daLAyalA gheUna tehI uDavUna TAkale! hAtAta kAhIca urale nAhI. he je manuSya jIvana disate nA, te dona pAyAMaivajI cAra pAya hotIla ase jhAle Ahe. bolA AtA kitI phAyadA jhAlA? dRSTI abhiprAya rahita doSa pAhaNe baMda karA nA! praznakartA : jara doSa pAhile nAhIta tara, jagAcyA dRSTIne ApaNa eksesa phUla (jAsta mUrkha) nAhI kA TharaNAra? dAdAzrI : mhaNaje doSa pAhilyAne ApaNa saphaLa hoto ase mhaNAyace Ahe kA?

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa praznakartA : doSa pAhilyAne nAhI, paNa DisTiMkzana karAyace kI hA mANUsa asA Ahe, to mANUsa asA Ahe. dAdAzrI : nAhI, yAta tara jokhIma Ahe. yAsa prijyuDIza (pUrvagraha) mhaTale jAte. prijyuDIza koNAsAThIhI ThevU naye. kAla ekhAdyAne koTamadhUna paise coruna nele asatIla tara, to AjahI corI karela ase ApaNa gRhIta dharU naye. phakta ApaNa koTa surakSita jAgI ThevalA pAhije. dakSatA bALagalI pAhije. kAla koTa bAhera ThevalA hotA tara Aja yogya jAgI ThevAvA paNa pUrvagraha ThevU naye. tyAmuLeca tara he duHkhaM Ahate nA sAre, nAhI tara jagAta duHkhaM kA asatIla? ANi deva duHkha deta nAhI he sarva tumhIca tayAra kelele duHkhaM Ahe ANi teca tumhAlA trAsa deta Aheta. tyAta deva kAya karela? koNAsAThI pUrvagraha ThevU nakA. koNAcAhI doSa pAhU nakA, he evaDhe samajUna ghetale tara samAdhAna hoIla. tumhI pratikramaNa nAhI kele tara tumacA abhiprAya rAhilA, mhaNUna tumhI baMdhanAta AlAta. jo doSa jhAlA tyAta tumacA abhiprAya bAkI rAhilA ANi abhiprAyAne mana tayAra jhAlele Ahe. mAjhA koNatyAhI vyaktIsAThI kiMcitahI abhiprAya nAhI. kAraNa ekadAca pAhilyAnaMtara mI tyAcyAsAThI dusarA abhiprAya badalata nAhI. saMyogAnusAra ekhAdI vyaktI corI karIta asela ANi mI svataH tyAlA corI karatAnA pAhile asela tarI dekhIla mI tyAlA cora mhaNaNAra nAhI. kAraNa kI te saMyogAdhIna Ahe. jagAtIla loka tara jo pakaDalA jAto tyAlA cora mhaNatAta. to saMyogAdhIna cora hotA kI kAyamacA cora hotA yAcA vicAra loka karIta nAhI. mI tara kAyamacyA corAlA cora mhaNato AttAparyaMta mI kuThalyAhI vyaktIsAThI abhiprAya badalalA nAhI. 'vyavahAra AtmA' saMyogAdhIna Ahe, ANi 'nizcaya AtmyAzI' ekatA Ahe. AmhAlA saMpUrNa jagAviSayI matabheda nAhIta.

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68 nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa praznakartA : matabheda tara asUca zakata nAhI, kAraNa nizcayAne tara tumhAlA koNatIhI vyaktI doSI vATataca nAhI nA. dAdAzrI : doSI vATata nAhI, kAraNa vAstavAta tase nAhIca. he je doSI vATate nA te doSita dRSTImuLe vATate! tumacI dRSTI jara nirdoSa jhAlI tara tumhAlA koNIhI doSI vATaNAra nAhI! asA aMta yeto guMtAguMtIcA guMtAguMtIcA aMta kevhA yeto? rileTivha ANi riyala yA donaca vastU jagAta Aheta. oNla dhIsa rileTivhas Ara TempararI eDajasTamenTa, ANi riyala ija dI paramananTa. AtA rileTivha bhAga kitI ANi riyala bhAga kitI yAMcyAmadhye lAIna oNpha DimArkezana (bhedareSA) AkhUna dilI tara guMtAguMta baMda hote, nAhI tara guMtAguMta baMda hota nAhI. covIsahI tIrthakArAMnI hI lAIna oNpha DimArkezana AkhalI hotI. kuMdakuMdAcAryAMnI suddhA hI lAIna TAkalI hotI ANi AttA AmhI suddhA hI DimArkezana lAIna AkhUna deto kI jyAmuLe lageca tyAce sarva ThIka hoUna jAte. rileTivha ANi riyala yA donhIMcyA guMtAguMtImadhye lAIna oNpha DimArkezana, bhedareSA AkhUna deto kI hA bhAga tujhA Ahe ANi hA bhAga parakA Ahe. tara AtA parakyA bhAgAlA tU mAjhA mAnU nakosa, ase tyAlA samajAvale kI, maga prazna miTalA. __ hA tara parakA mAla haDapUna ghetalA Ahe. tyAcIca hI sarva bhAMDaNe cAlatAta, bhAMDaNe cAlUca rAhatAta. guMtAguMta mhaTalyAvara bhAMDaNa cAlUca rAhate, paNa svataHcI ekahI cUka disata nAhI, ANi tase pAhile tara pUrNapaNe cukAMnI bharaleleca Aheta! arthAta rileTivha ANi riyalace jJAna jhAlyAnaMtara svata:cyAca cukA disatAta. jithe baghAla tithe svata:cyAca cukA disatAta ANi Aheca svata:cI cUka. svata:cyA cukAMmuLe he jaga TikUna rAhilele Ahe, dusar2yAMcyA cukAMmuLe he jaga TikUna rAhilele nAhI. svataHcI cUka saMpalyAvara to siddhagatItaca nighUna jAto!

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa jithe suTalA mAlakIpaNA sarvasva prakAre svataHce jitake doSa disatAta, titake doSa AtUna kamI hotAta, ase kamI hota-hota jevhA doSAMce pote pUrNa rikAme hote, tevhA tumhI nirdoSa banatA. tevhA tumhI svata:cyA svarupAta AlAta ase mhaTale jAIla. AtA yAcA aMta kevhA yeIla? anaMta janmAMpAsUna bhaTakataca Ahota, doSa tara vADhataca jAta Aheta. mhaNaje jJAnI puruSAMcyA kRpeneca sarva kAma hoUna jAte. kAraNa jJAnI svataH mokSadAtA Aheta. mokSAce dAna deNyAsAThI Ale Aheta. tyAMnA kAhIca nako asate. __ saMpUrNa jAgRtI asate tevhA svata:cI ekahI cUka hota nAhI. eka paNa cUka hote tI ajAgRtI Ahe. doSa saMpavalyAzivAya nirdoSa hoUzakata nAhI ANi nirdoSa jhAlyAzivAya muktI nAhI. jevhA saMpUrNa doSarahita vhAla tevhA nirdoSa vhAla. kiMvA thoDephAra doSa bAkI asatIla tarIhI jara hA mAlakIpaNA soDUna dilA tara nirdoSa vhAla. hA deha mAjhA nAhI, hI vANI mAjhI nAhI, tara tumhI nirdoSa hoU zakAla. paNa AttA tara tumhI tyAce mAlaka AhAtaca nA? TAITala (mAlakI) suddhA Ahe nA? mI tara TAITala kadhIceca phADUna TAkale Ahe! savvIsa varSAMpAsUna eka sekaMda paNa hyA dehAcA mI mAlaka jhAlo nAhI, hyA vANIcA mAlaka jhAlo nAhI, manAcA mAlaka jhAlo nAhI.

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara... garuDa yetAca, sApa paLatAta zAstrakArAMnI eka udAharaNa dile Ahe kI bhAU, yA caMdanAcyA jaMgalAta kevaLa sApa ANi sApaca asatAta. gAravyAsAThI te caMdanAcyA jhADAMnA guMDALUna basalele asatAta. jaMgalAta caMdanAcyA jhADAMnA guMDALUna basatAta paNa eka garuDa AlA kI nusatI paLApaLa hote. taseca mI he garuDa basavale Ahe, tevhA AtA he sarva doSa paLatIla. zuddhAtmArupI garuDa basale Ahe mhaNUna sarva doSa paLUna jAtIla. ANi 'dAdA bhagavAna' zirI Aheta maga tyAlA kasalI bhitI! mAjhyA zirI 'dAdA bhagavAna' Aheta mhaNUna tara 'malA' evaDhI hiMmata Ahe, maga kAya tumhAlA hiMmata yeNAra nAhI? praznakartA : hiMmata tara purepUra yete ! niSpakSapAtI dRSTI dAdAzrI : 'svarupajJAnA' zivAya tara cukA disata nAhIta. kAraNa 'mIca caMdubhAU Ahe ANi mAjhyAta kAhIca doSa nAhI, mI tara khUpa zahANA-samaMjasa Ahe,' aseca vATata rAhate ANi 'svarupa jJAna' prAptInaMtara tumhI niSpakSapAtI jhAlAta, mana-vacana-kAyevara tumhAlA pakSapAta rAhilA nAhI. mhaNUna tumacyA cukA tumhAlA disatAta. jyAlA svataHcI cUka sApaDela, jyAlA kSaNokSaNI svata:cI cUka disate, jithe-jithe cUka hote, tithe disate, ANi nAhI hota tithe nAhI disata, to svata:ca 'paramAtma svarupa' hoUna gelA! vIra bhagavaMta hoUna gelA!! 'he' jJAna prApta kelyAnaMtara svataH niSpakSapAtI jhAlA. kAraNa kI 'mI caMdubhAU nAhI, mI zuddhAtmA

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara.... Ahe,' he samajalyAnaMtaraca niSpakSapAtI hotA yete. jevhA kuNAcA sahajahI doSa disata nAhI, ANi svataHce sarvaca doSa disatAta tevhA svataHce kAma pUrNa jhAle ase mhaTale jAte. yApUrvI tara 'mIca Ahe' aseca bhAna hote. tyAmuLe niSpakSapAtI jhAle navhate. AttA niSpakSapAtI jhAlAta mhaNUna svata:ce sarvaca doSa disaNe suru hote ANi upayoga Ataca vaLalelA asato, tyAmuLe dusar2yAMce doSa disata nAhIta! svataHce doSa disaNyAsa suruvAta jhAlI mhaNaje 'he' jJAna pariNamita hoNyAsa suruvAta hote. svataHce doSa disaNyAcI suruvAta jhAlI mhaNaje dusar2yAMce doSa disata nAhIta. yA nirdoSa jagAta koNIca doSI nAhI. maga koNAlA doSa deNAra ? doSa hA ahaMkArAcA bhAga Ahe ANi joparyaMta hA bhAga dhutalA jAta nAhI toparyaMta sarva doSa nighaNAra nAhIta, ANi toparyaMta ahaMkArAce nimUrlana hoNAra nAhI. ahaMkArAce nimUrlana hoIparyaMta doSa dhuvAyace Aheta. tasatasA prakaTa hoto AtmaprakAza 71 praznakartA : AtmyAcA adhyAsa jhAlyAnaMtara cukA ApoApaca kamI hoU lAgatAta kA ? dAdAzrI : nakkIca, cukA kamI hoNe yAceca nAva AtmyAcA adhyAsa. dehAdhyAsa jAto tasatase he utpanna hote. AdhI samakita hote, paNa tarIhI sarva doSa disata nAhIta ase samakita hote. tyAnaMtara maga jAgRtI vADhata jAte, tasatase svataH ce doSa disU lAgatAta! svataHce doSa disatAta tyAsa kSAyaka samakita mhaTale jAte. ase kSAyaka samakita AmhI ithe lokAMmadhye mophata luTavata asato. phakta mophataca nAhI, tara ulaTa AmhI mhaNato kI tumhI ithe yA, cahA suddhA pAjato, tarIhI yeta nAhIta pAhA nA, Azcaryaca Ahe nA ! yA cukA disU lAgalyA mhaNUna ApaNa sAMgAve, 'aho caMdubhAU ! tumhI atikramaNa kele, mhaNUna pratikramaNa karA' jagAta kuNAlAhI svata:cI cUka disata nAhI. jyAlA svataHcI cUka disate, tyAsa mhaNatAta samakita.

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa AtmA jhAlA mhaNaje ( svataH cA ) doSaca disela nA! doSa disalA mhaNUna ApaNa AtmA Ahota, zuddhAtmA Ahota, nAhI tara doSa disUca zakata nAhI. jevaDhe doSa disale tevaDhA AtmA prakaTa jhAlA. 72 jyAlA hI tara jAgRtIca nAhI. ekahI vyaktI azI nAhI kI, jAgRtI asela. hyA bhAUMnA joparyaMta 'jJAna' dile jAta nAhI toparyaMta tyAMcyAta koNatyAhI prakAracI jAgRtI nasate. jJAna dilyAnaMtara tyAMcyAta jAgRtI utpanna hote. naMtara cUka jhAlI tara jAgRtI asalyAmuLe cUka disate. varlDamadhye koNAlAhI jAgRtI nasate, phakta svataH cyA eka-dona cukA disatAta. dusar2yA cukA disata nAhIta. jJAna miLAlyAnaMtara tumhAlA tumacyA sarvaca cukA disatAta, hA jAgRtIcAca pariNAma Ahe! guhyatama vijJAna praznakartA : dAdA, samoracyA vyaktIce doSa kA disatAta ? dAdAzrI : svataHcyA cukImuLeca samorIla vyaktI doSI disata asate. dAdAMnA sarva nirdoSaca disatAta, kAraNa svataHcyA sarvaca cukA tyAMnI saMpavalyA Aheta. svataHcAca ahaMkAra samoracyA vyaktIcyA cukA dAkhavita asato. jyAlA svata:cIca cUka pAhAyacI Ahe tyAlA sarva nirdoSaca disatIla. jyAcyAkaDUna cUka hote toca tI cUka saMpavela. samoracyAcyA cukIzI ApalyAlA kAya deNegheNe ? praznakartA: dAdA, samoracyA vyaktIce doSa pAhAyace nasatIla tarI suddhA pAhile jAtAta ANi bhutaM gheratAta tara kAya karAve ? dAdAzrI : hA jo goMdhaLa uDavate tI buddhI Ahe, tI viparIta buddhI Ahe ANi khUpa jUnI Ahe ANi punhA tilA AdhAra dilA Ahe, tyAmuLe tI jAta nAhI. ApaNa jara tilA mhaTale kI tU mAjhyAsAThI hitakArI nAhIsa, tara ticyApAsUna suTU zakato. hA nokara asato nA, tyAlA mhaTale

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara... kI malA tujhe kAma nAhI ANi parata tyAcyAcakaDUna ApaNa kAma karavUna gheta rAhIlo tara cAlela kA? tyAcapramANe buddhIcA ekadAhI vApara karu naye! buddhIlA ajibAta sahakArya deU naye. viparIta buddhI saMsArAtIla hitAhitace bhAna dAkhaviNArI Ahe. jevhA samyak buddhI hI saMsArAlA bAjUlA sAruna mokSAlA gheUna jANArI Ahe. praznakartA : doSa suTata nAhIta tara kAya karAve? dAdAzrI : doSa suTata nAhIta paNa tyA doSAMnA 'ApalI vastU nAhI' ase mhaTale tara suTatAta. praznakartA : paNa ase mhaTalyAvarahI suTata nasatIla tara kAya karAve? dAdAzrI : je doSa barphAsArakhe goThalele Aheta te ekadama kase suTatIla? paNa tarIhI te jJeya ANi ApaNa jJAtA asA saMbaMdha ThevalA tara tyAmuLe te doSa suTatIla. tyAsa ApalA AdhAra asatA kAmA naye. AdhAra nasalyAvara doSa nighUnaca jAtIla. AdhArAmuLeca vastU TikUna rAhate. nirAdhAra jhAlI kI tI paDate. he jaga AdhArAne TikUna rAhile Ahe. nirAdhAra jhAle mhaNaje TikU zakaNAraca nAhI, paNa nirAdhAra karaNe jamata nAhI nA! to tara phakta jJAnIMcAca kheLa! he jaga anaMta 'guhya' Ahe, yAta 'guhyAta guhya' bhAgAlA kase samajU zakaNAra? doSa asatAta tharavAle tyA cukA maga jJeya svarupAta disatAta. jitake jJeya disatIla tevaDhyAMpAsUna mukta hota jAto. jase kAMdyAlA pAkaLyA asatAta tase doSa paNa pAkaLIvAle asatAta. jasajase doSa disU lAgatAta tasatase tyAMcyA pAkaLyA (thara) nighU lAgatAta. ANi jevhA sarva thara nighUna jAtAta tevhA te doSa muLAsakaTa kAyamasAThI niropa ghetAta. kityeka doSAMcA ekaca thara asate. tyAMnA dusarA thara nasato. mhaNUna tyA doSAMnA ekadAca pAhilyAne nighUna jAtAta. jAsta thara asalelyA doSAMnA punhA-punhA pAhAve lAgate,

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74 nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa ANi pratikramaNa kelyAnaMtara te nighUna jAtAta. ANi kityeka doSa tara itake cikaTa asatAta kI tyAMce punhA-punhA pratikramaNa karAve lAgatAta. loka mhaNatIla kI toca doSa punhA-punhA kA hota Ahe? tevhA mhaNe ho bhAU, paNa tyAce kAraNa tyAMnA samajata nAhI. doSa tara pAkaLyAMsArakhe Aheta, anaMta Aheta. mhaNUna je doSa disatAta tyAMce pratikramaNa kele tara te dhutale jAtAta. praznakartA : ekIkaDe ApaNa mhaNato kI he jJAna kriyAkArI Ahe ANi dusarIkaDe kAhI cUka jhAlI tara tyAsa nikAlI bhAva mhaNato tara hI eDajasTamenTa mhaTalI jANAra nA? dAdAzrI : yA sarva nikAlI goSTIca Aheta. yA sarva goSTI nikAlI Aheta, mhaNUna grahaNahI karu naye va tyAgahI karu naye. tyAgAta tiraskAra hota asato, dveSa hota asato ANi grahaNa karaNyAta rAga (anurAga) hota asato ANi yA sarva tara nikAlI goSTI Aheta! __tumacyAta doSa Ahe ase tumhAlA kA disate! yAcA purAvA kAya? tara mhaNe caMdubhAU koNAvara rAgAvale te tumhAlA AvaData nAhI. tumhAlA AvaData nAhI, yAcA artha tumhAlA caMdubhAUcA doSa disalA. ase divasabhara je AvaData nasatIla ase sarva doSa tumhAlA AtA disU lAgale. gunhegArI, pApa-puNyAcI he jaga 'vyavasthita' Ahe. 'vyavasthita zaktI' ApalI jI gunhegArI hotI tI punhA ApalyAjavaLa pAThavate. tevhA tilA yeU dyAve ANi ApaNa ApalyA samabhAvAta rAhUna ticA nikAla karAvA. mAgIla janmI jyA-jyA cukA kelyA tyA sarva hyA janmAta samora yetAta, mhaNUna ApaNa yA janmAta jarI saraLa vAgalo tarI tyA cukA ApalyAlA naDatAta, yAceca nAva gunhegArI! hI gunhegArI dona prakAracI Ahe. AmhAlA phule vAhilI tIhI

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara... 75 gunhegArI ANi AmacyAvara dagaDa phekatAta tI suddhA gunhegArI! phule vAhatAta tI puNyAcI gunhegArI va dagaDa mAratAta tI pApAcI gunhegArI Ahe. he kase Ahe? tara pUrvI jyA cukA kelyA tyAcI korTAta kesa cAlate ANi naMtara nyAya hoto. jyA jyA cukA kelyA te sarva gunhe bhogAve lAgatAta, tyA cukA bhogAvyAca lAgatAta. tyA cukAMcA ApaNa samatAbhAve nikAla karAvA, tyAta maga kAhIca bolAyace nAhI. na bolalyAne kAya hoIla? tara veLa AlI kI tI cUka samora yete ANi tI bhogUna jhAlyAvara nighUna jAte. ucca jAtIMmadhye bolalyAmuLeca tara guMtA jhAlelA Ahe nA! mhaNUna tyA guMtyAlA soDavaNyAsAThI mauna rAhilAta tara samAdhAna hoIla. ___'jJAnI puruSAMnI' guMtA kelelAca nAhI, mhaNUna tyAMnA AtA puDhacyA puDhe vaibhava miLata rAhate. ANi tumhA sarvAMnA AttA hyA janmAta 'jJAnI puruSa' bheTale Aheta. tevhA mAgIla guMtyAcA samatAbhAve nikAla karA ANi punhA navIna guMtA karu nakA, mhaNaje to guMtA punhA yeNAra nAhI ANi zevaTI samAdhAna hoIla. tevhA ApalyAlA cUka saMpavAvI tara lAgela nA! praznakartA : ho paNa koNakoNatyA cukA Aheta tyA disalyA tara pAhijeta nA! dAdAzrI : cukA tara haLUhaLU disU lAgatIla. mI tumhAlA sAMgata jAIna tasatase tumhAlA disU lAgatIla. tumacyAta cUka pAhaNyAcI dRSTI utpanna hoIla. tumacI icchA jhAlI kI malA AtA mAjhI cUka zodhUna kADhAyacI Ahe, tara tI sApaDalyAzivAya rAhaNAraca nAhI. AttA jo tumacA udaya Ahe nA, tyA udayAta jo doSa Ahe to rijharvoyara (sarovara) cA mAla Ahe. tyAta navIna mAla yeNAra nAhI ANi junA mAla nighaNyAce cAlU Ahe. suruvAtIlA khUpa jorAta nighela naMtara dona-pAca varSAMnI rikAmA hoto. naMtara hAka mAralI tarIhI yeNAra nAhI ANi kAhI varSAMnaMtara tara tyAcI kAhI vizeSa avasthA yeIla.

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa ANi tI sephasAiDa AmhI karuna dilI Ahe. mAtra evaDhe tumacyA lakSAta rAhile pAhije kI, sephasAiDa kelelyAcI AThavaNa kADhU naye. cAMgalyA savayI ANi vAITa savayI donhIMpAsUna sephasAiDa nAhI kA kelI AmhI ? praznakartA : ho. dAdAzrI : maga mhaNato, 'dAdA, malA ase kA hote?' mI Aja rAgAvalo hoto. are, jo rAgAvalA hotA, tyAlA pAhA nA! tyAlA tumhI jANale nA? pUrvI jANata navhate, pUrvI tara 'mIca kele' ase mhaNata hote. te AtA vegaLe jhAle nA ? praznakartA : ho. 76 svarupa prAptInaMtara... dAdAzrI : he sAyansa (vijJAna) Ahe. sAyansa mhaNaje sAyansa. paMcavIsa prakArace moha, cArjamoha mI pUrNapaNe baMda karuna TAkale paNa DiscArja moha tara bAkI rAhaNAraca ANi DiscArja moha tara mahAvIra bhagavaMtAMnA suddhA hotA, tyAMcyA sAmarthyanusAra. kAraNa tyAMnI karma khapavalele asatAta ANi ApaNa karma khapavalele nAhIta. te dahAce karjadAra hote ANi ApaNa lAkhAce karjadAra Ahota. tyAMnI karjAcI paratapheDa karuna TAkalI hotI ANi AtA tumhI suddhA paratapheDa karAla. basa, ApaNa karjAcA nikAla karaNyAkarItAca basalelo Ahota, tevhA ApaNa samabhAve nikAla karato nA ? ho, nikAlaca karAyacA Ahe. cAMgalyA savayI ANi vAITa savayI donhIhI bhrAMtI Aheta. ANi ApaNa AtA bhrAMtIcyA bAhera nighAlo. jo mAla ApalA nAhI tyAcA saMgraha kA karAvA ? ApaNa doSAMnA pAhAyace. doSa kitI disatAta te ApaNa jANAyace. doSAlA doSa pAhA ANi guNAMnA guNa pAhA. mhaNaje zubhAlA guNa mhaTale

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara... 77 ANi azubhAlA doSa mhaTale, paNa te AtmabhASeta tase nAhI. AtmabhASeta doSa kiMvA guNa ase kAhI nasateca. hI lokabhASecI goSTa Ahe, bhrAMta bhASecI goSTa Ahe. AtmabhASeta tara doSa nAvAcI vastUca nAhI. mahAvIra bhagavaMtAMnA koNI doSI disataca navhate. khisA kApaNArA suddhA doSI disata navhatA. jyAne tyAMcyA kAnAta khiLe Thokale, tyAcAhI doSa disalA navhatA. ulaTa tyAcyAvara karuNA AlI kI yA bicAr2yAce kAya hoIla! tyAcyAvara jokhImadArI tara AlIca nA, kAraNa to svata:ce svarupa jANata nAhI. svataHce svarupa jANata asela ANi tyAne khiLe Thokale asate tara bhagavaMtAMnA tyAcyAvara karuNA AlI nasatI, kAraNa to maga jJAnI Ahe. paNa to svarupa jANata navhatA mhaNUna to (khiLe mAraNArA) kartA jhAlA. ANi svarupa jANata asatA tara to akartA rAhilA asatA, maga kAhI harakata navhatI. mhaNUna goSTa thoDakyAta samajUna ghyAyacI. laoNgakaTa (lAMbacA rastA) nasatoca. hA zaoNrTakaTa (choTA rastA) Ahe. tumhAlA AtmyAcI jAgRtI AlI, suruvAta jhAlI, he sarvAta moThe mahattvAce kArya jhAle. eka kSaNa suddhA 'mI AtmA Ahe' ase kuNAlA lakSya basata nAhI, tevhA lakSya basale hI tara khUpa moThI goSTa ghaDalI. tyA divazI pApaMhI dhutalI jAtAta. tyAmuLe maga te niraMtara tumacyA lakSAtaca rAhate, visara paData nAhI. AtA karmAcA udaya jara joradAra asela tara te tumhAlA baicena karuna TAkate, thoDI ghusamaTa hote paNa te tumhAlA bAdhaka hota nAhI, tumacA AtmA nighUna gelelA nAhI, paNa tyAveLI AtmyAce sukha yeNe baMda hote. ANi Amace sukha yeNe kadhIca baMda hota nAhI, niraMtara asate. ulaTa sukha usaLata asate. AmacyA, sobata asaNAr2yAlA suddhA sukha vATate. AmacyA javaLa basalelA asela tyAlAhI sukha vATate. sukha uphALata asate. itake sAre AtmyAce sukha Ahe, hA deha asUna suddhA, he kaliyuga asUna suddhA! tumhAlA AtA cUka hote tI disate kA? samajate kA sarva?

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78 nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa jAgRtImuLe svata:ce sarva doSa, sarvaca disate. samoracyA vyaktIce doSa pAhaNe mhaNaje jAgRtI nAhI. ase tara ajJAnIlA khUpa hota asate. dusar2yAce doSa ajibAta disata nAhIta ANi svataHce doSa pAhaNyAta veLahI apUrA paDato. tyAceca nAva jAgRtI. mhaNaje jhAle jJAnI praznakartA : jitake vibhAva hotAta te sarva doSaca mhaTale jAtAta nA? dAdAzrI : AtA vibhAva hotaca nAhI. AtA je doSa disatAta nA, te mAnasika doSa disatAta. manaHparyavamuLe mAnasika doSa, buddhIce doSa, ahaMkArAce doSa arthAta aMta:karaNAtIla sarva doSa tumhAlA disatAta. caMdubhAUce (svataHce) doSa tumhAlA disatAta kI nAhI? praznakartA : ho. dAdAzrI : caMdubhAUce doSa tumhAlA disale mhaNaje tumhI jhAle jJAnI. he tara tumhI malA jematema dahA tAsaca bheTale asAla. tumacyA hAtAta, jyA hir2yAcI kiMmata suddhA mojatA yeNAra nAhI asA hirA mI tumacyA hAtAta ThevalA Ahe. paNa to hirA bALAcyA hAtAta AlyAmuLe tyAcI vhaeNlyU samajataca nAhI! disato dhabadhabA doSAcA... kSaNokSaNI doSa disatAta nA? praznakartA : kSaNokSaNI tara nAhI, paNa thoDe-thoDe disatAta. dAdAzrI : ajUna tara kSaNokSaNI disatIla. khUpa doSa Aheta, apAra doSa Aheta, paNa ajUna disata nAhIta. svataHce dahA doSIhI koNAlA disata nAhIta. dona-tIna doSa asatIla ase bolatAta, kAraNa doSa disU lAgale tevhApAsUnaca mokSAlA jANyAcI suruvAta hote.

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara... 79 doSAMcA dhabadhabA disato nA! jitake doSa disale titake gele (saMpale). punhA dusar2yA divazI tevaDheca doSa utpanna hota rAhatIla. niraMtara vAhataca rAhatIla. joparyaMta tumhAlA nirdoSa banavata nAhI toparyaMta vAhataca rAhatIla. paNa AtA mAtra halake hotA yeIla! __ dhabadhabyAsArakhe doSa disatIla ase kAhI karA, tyAta kAya jAsta mahenata Ahe? tumace je svarupa Ahe te svarupa ANi caMdulAla vegaLe. caMdulAlacA khAMdA thopaTA! caMdulAla kAhI cAMgale kAma karuna Ale asatIla tyA divazI mhaNAve, 'tumhI tara evaDhyA vayAta cAMgalA lAbha karuna ghetalA. tumhI suTAla tara AmhAlA soDAla.' joparyaMta tumhI cikaTUna basale asAla toparyaMta AmacI suTakA hoNAra nAhI. mhaNUna ApaNa mhaNAve lavakara kAma ATopUna satsaMgAtalA jA.' 'caMdubhAU ase karA, tase karA,' ase tyAMnA protsAhita karIta rAhA. tumhI tara variSTha jhAlAta ANi 'mulAMsAThI evaDhI hAya-hAya kazAsAThI karatA?' ase tumhI sAMgAyalA have. koNatyA janmAta mule navhatI? kutrI, mAMjarI, ekahI janma mulAMzivAya gelAca nAhI nA? nAhIta hI kharI mule! hI tara laukika vastU Ahe. he kAya khare Ahe ? he sarva rileTivha Ahe. hI dudhI oraDate kA, kI mAjhI mulaM kitI? zaMbhara dudhI lAgalyA tara zaMbharahI tujhIca mule! jazI pAnA-pAnAMnA dudhI lAgate tase yA lokAMnA diDa-diDa varSAta, dona-dona varSAta eka dudhI lAgata rAhate!!! dudhIbhopaLyAta suddhA jIva Ahe ANi yAMcyAta suddhA jIva Ahe. dudhIta ekendriya jIva Ahe ANi yAMcyAta paMcendriya jIva Ahe, paNa jIva tara doghAMmadhyehI Aheca nA! jIva tara doghAMmadhye sArakhAca Ahe! mhaNaje svata:ce doSa disata Aheta nA? caMdubhAUlA sAMgAyace suddhA kI 'caMdubhAU, ase kazAsAThI karatA? AmhI tumacI suTakA karU icchito, tumacI suTakA hoIla tara AmacIhI suTakA hoIla. caMdubhAU zuddha hotIla tevhAca tara ApalI suTakA hoIla. mhaNUna ApaNa Ata svata:lAca sAMgAyace kI 'caMdubhAU, tumacAca

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa doSa Ahe, tevhAca hI bhAnagaDa ubhI jhAlI ANi mhaNUna ase loka tumhAlA bheTale, tyAzivAya ase loka bheTatIla kA kadhI? nAhI tara phale vAhatIla azI mANase bheTatAta. pAhA nA, malA phule vAhaNArI mANase nAhI kA bheTata? tumhAlA samajale nA? __ gharAta TokAve koNatyA cukAMsAThI? jIvana sarva bighaDUna gele Ahe, jIvana ase nasAve. jIvana tara premamaya asAyalA have. jithe prema asela tithe cukA dAkhavAyacyA nAhI. cUka dAkhavAyacI asela tara tyA vyaktIlA nITa samajAvUna sAMgAve. tyAlA ApaNa sAMgAve kI, 'ase karaNyAsArakhe' Ahe. tevhA to suddhA mhaNela, 'bare jhAle malA sAMgitale' tumace upakAra mAnela. 'cahAta sAkhara nAhI,' asehI mhaNela. are, piUna TAka nA cupacApa. naMtara tilAhI kaLaNAraca Ahe nA? tevhA ulaTa tI ApalyAlA mhaNela, 'tumhI sAkhara kA mAgitalI nAhI?!' tevhA ApaNa sAMgAve, tumhAlA jevhA kaLela tevhA pAThavA. jIvana jagaNe jamata nAhI. gharacyA mANasAMcI cUka pAhAyacI nasate. pAhatAta kI nAhI Apale loka? praznakartA : rojaca pAhatAta. dAdAzrI : bApAcI, AIcI, mulAMcI, sarvAMcIca cUka pAhatAta. phakta svataHcIca cUka pAhata nAhI! kitI huzAra! akkalavAna! ase mUrkha loka Aheta he. paNa AtA zahANe vhA. mhaNaje atikramaNa karu nakA. jara kadhI ekhAdA ziMtoDA uDAlA kI lageca ApaNa samajUna jAve kI, hA DAga paDalA mhaNUna lageca dhuUna TAkAvA. cUka tara hoNAra, nAhI hoNAra ase nAhI, paNa cUka dhuUna svaccha karaNe he Apale kAma. praznakartA : paNa DAga disela azI dRSTI prApta jhAlI pAhije.

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara... dAdAzrI : tI dRSTI tara ApalyAlA prApta jhAlI Ahe. dusar2yAMnA prApta jhAlelI nasate paNa ApalyAlA tara prApta jhAlI Ahe nA, kI hI cUka jhAlI, ApalI cUka lakSAta yete. ApalI jAgRtI azI Ahe kI, sagaLyA cukA dAkhavate. thoDyA-thoDyA disatAta, jasajase AvaraNa sarakata jAte tasatase disU lAgatAta. jevhA gharAtIla sarva mANase nirdoSa disatAta ANi mAtra svata:ceca doSa disatAta tevhA kharI pratikramaNe hotAta. azI hotAta karma cokha praznakartA : mahAtmyAMcI azI sTeja (sthiti) kevhA yeIla kI, pratikramaNa karAveca lAgaNAra nAhIta? dAdAzrI : a~Teka karaNe visarela tevhA pratikramaNa karAyalA visarela. praznakartA : junyA doSAMce pratikramaNa kuThaparyaMta karAveta? dAdAzrI : doSa asatIla toparyaMta. ANi ApalyA doSAmuLe samoracyA vyaktIlA duHkha hota asela taraca mhaNAve, 'caMdulAla yAce pratikramaNa karA' anyathA pratikramaNa karaNyAcI garaja nAhI. __ praznakartA : hyA janmAta ase kAhI doSa kelele nasatIla, paraMtu bhutakALAta, pUrvIcyA janmI ase kAhI doSa kele asatIla kI jyAMce pratikramaNa karuna tyAtUna suTAyace asela tara te pratikramaNa kase karAve? ANi kuThaparyaMta karAve? dAdAzrI : mAgacyA janmI jhAlele doSa ApalyAlA kase samajaNAra? jo klema karata asela tyAce nivAraNa hoU zakate paNa koNI klema karata nasela tara? mhaNaje jo klema karata asela tyAce pratikramaNa karAve. dusar2yA kuNAzI kAhI deNaghaNe nAhI. jyAcI AThavaNa yeta asela, jyAcyAsAThI Apale mana bighaData asela, tyAce pratikramaNa

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa karAve, saMpUrNa jaga nirdoSaca Ahe paraMtu nirdoSa disata kA nAhI, yAce kAraNa kAya? tara te ApalyA Teka karaNyAr2yA svabhAvAmuLeca. ApalyAlA zivI deto to suddhA nirdoSa Ahe. mArato to suddhA nirdoSa Ahe, Apale nukasAna karato tohI nirdoSa Ahe. kAraNa hA sarva ApalAca hizoba Ahe. ApalAca hizoba ApalyAlA to parata karata Ahe. ANi to jara ApaNa punhA tyAlA parata kelA tara punhA navIna hizoba bAMdhalA jAto. mhaNUna je ghaDale tyAsa ApaNa 'vyavasthita' mAnale kI maga jhAle. ase sAMgAve kI 'ghyA, AttA hizoba pUrNapaNe cUkatA jhAlA.' nirdoSa pAhAla tara mokSa hoIla. doSI pAhile yAcA artha tumhI AtmA pAhilAca nAhI. samoracyA vyaktIta jara tumhI AtmA pAhilA tara to doSI nAhI. 82 pAhA samoracyAlA paNa akartA tumhI kAhI sAMgitale, tevhA tyAlA doSa disalA, tara tyAta kAya phAyadA hoto ? praznakartA : phAyadA kasalA ? nukasAnaca hote nA ! dAdAzrI : to koNatyA jJAnAcyA AdhArAvara doSa pAhato ? praznakartA : yAta jJAna kase asaNAra? to tara ajJAnatemuLe doSa pAhato nA ? dAdAzrI : ho, paNa tyAne jJAna ghetalele asela tarI suddhA doSa pAhato tevhA? to svataHce jJAnaca kacce karIta Ahe. svataH kartA nAhI ANi samoracyAlA kartA rupAta pAhato, mhaNaje to svataHca kartA jhAlyAsamAna Ahe. samoracyAlA thoDyA aMzAne jarI kartA pAhile mhaNaje to jJAnAta kaccA (kamI) paDalA ase Apale jJAna sAMgate. maga prakRtI jarI bhAMData asela tarI suddhA kartA pAhU naye. prakRtI bhAMDela suddhA. praznakartA : kityeka veLA tara khUpaca bhAMDate, maga he kAya Ahe ?

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara... dAdAzrI : khUpaca? are, he tara cAMgale mhaNAve, mArAmArI karIta nAhI, he cAMgaleca mhaNAve. nAhI tara prakRtI tara yAhUna puDhe jAte, baMduka gheUna mAge lAgate! ho, he ase sarva ghaDate, Ata jasA mAla bharalA asela tasA nighato. paNa kartA pAhile mhaNUna Apale jJAna kamI paDale. kAraNa he sarva parasattAca karata asate, tumacehI jJAna kadhI ase kamI paDate kA? praznakartA : ho, bar2yAcadA paDate. dAdAzrI : prakRtI bhAMDate tyAsa harakata nAhI, paNa 'tyAlA' kartA pAhU naye. prakRtI tara svataH jase DraoNIMga kele asela, mAgIla janmI jazI philma utaravalI, tyAnusAra bhAMDate suddhA, mArAmArI suddhA karate! paNa tevhA ApaNa kartA pAhU naye. divasabharAta kuNAkaDUnahI kAhIhI gunhA hota nasato. jevaDhe dusar2yAMce doSa disatAta tevaDhI kamataratA ajUna Ahe ApalyAta! sarva tumacAca hizoba Ahe. te Ahe ekAMtika rupAne ahaMkArI svata:ce doSa disatAta kA AtA? praznakartA : ho, disatAta. dAdAzrI : nAhI tara svataHlA svata:cA ekahI doSa disata nAhI. ahaMkArI manuSya svataHcA doSa pAhU zakata nAhI. phakta jANato kharA kI mAjhyAta moThamoThe dona cAra doSa Aheta, paNa sarva doSa pAhU zakata nAhI! __ kuNAkaDUna kAhI doSa jhAlA asela tara tyAta tIrthaMkara hastakSepa karata nasata. hA hastakSepa kelA jAto mhaNaje tyAta tevaDhA ahaMkAra Ahe. doSI baghaNArA ahaMkAra Ahe ANi doSa suddhA ahaMkAraca Ahe. donhIhI ahaMkAra Aheta!

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa praznakartA : ANi doSa karaNArA suddhA? dAdAzrI : to suddhA ahaMkAra Ahe ANi doSI baghaNArA suddhA ahaMkAraca Ahe. praznakartA : doSa suddhA ahaMkAra Ahe, ase kA sAMgatA tumhI? dAdAzrI : arthAta doSa karaNArA, basa. tarI doSa karaNArA ahaMkArI nasUhI zakato. Apale jJAna ghetalelA asela ANi pAca AjJAMce pAlana barobara karIta asela, tara tyAcyA doSAlA doSa mhaTale jAta nAhI. kAraNa to 'svata:ca' svata:ce doSa pAhaNArA asato. paNa doSa hA bharalelA mAla Ahe, 'tumacA' doSa nAhI. arthAta azI sApekSatA Ahe yAta, he phakta ekAMtika nAhI. paNa doSa baghaNArA tara ahaMkArIca asato. praznakartA : mhaNaje dAdAjI, doSa karaNArA hA ahaMkArI nasUhI zakato kA? dAdAzrI : nasUhI zakato. praznakartA : ANi doSa baghaNArA mAtra ahaMkArI asatoca. dAdAzrI : asatoca, ekAMtika rupAne. ekAMtika rupAne asatoca. yA jagAta doSa pAhaNArA ekAMtika rupAne ahaMkArI asatoca. ___ mahattvAce Ahe cukAMce bhAna hoNe cUka jhAlI he jara lageca lakSAta yeta asela tara koNI cUka karaNAraca nAhI nA! paNa maga covIsa tAsa jhAlyAnaMtara suddhA lakSAta yeta nAhI. praznakartA : he tara jevhA du:kha bhogave lAgate nA, tevhA samajate. dAdAzrI : bhogaNyAcA pariNAma tara sahA mahinyAnaMtara yeto, svataHlA kAhI samajataca nAhI.

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara... praznakartA : paNa dAdAjI yAta tara lageca lakSAta Ale hote kI ase kAhItarI hoIla. hyA bhAUne sAMgitalyAvara paTakana lakSAta Ale kI kAhI tarI gaDabaDa kelI. dAdAzrI : nAhI, paNa svata:hUna kAhI samajata nAhI. praznakartA : malA he svata:hUna samajale hote. dAdAzrI : tyAne sAMgitale, tyAne sAvadha kele mhaNUna mAge (vaLUna) pAhile. bAkI 'svataHhUna' tara kAhI hotaca nAhI. praznakartA : hyA bhAUne sAMgitale ANi lageca malA sTrAIka jhAle kI, mAjhyAkaDUna hI cUka jhAlI. dAdAzrI : cUka jhAlI he lakSAta yete nA? cUka jhAlI ase lakSAta Ale tevhAca sudhArato nA? lakSAta Ale kI maga lageca sudhArato nA? praznakartA : ho. dAdAzrI : maga barobara Ahe. cUka tara bAhera hotaca rAhaNAra. te tujhyA lakSAta yeIla, samajata jAIla. jevhA svataHcI cUka svataHhUna lakSAta yete tevhA mI mhaNela kI hA Ahe jJAnI! manuSya cukA karataca jIvana jagata asato. cukAMnAca satya mAnUna jIvana jagata asato. naMtara jevhA svata:lA kAhI bhogAve lAgate tevhA vicAra karato kI, he ase kA bare hote? tyAnaMtara lakSAta yete. paraMtu jevhA bhogalyAzivAyaca cUka lakSAta yete tevhA samajAve kI AtA jJAna pragaTa jhAle Ahe ! he jJAna Ahe ANi he ajJAna Ahe asA bheda paDalA pAhije. praznakartA : svata:cI cUka lakSAta AlyAnaMtara cUka hoNe thAMbate kA? dAdAzrI : thAMbata nAhI tyAsa harakata nAhI. lakSAta Ale mhaNaje puSkaLa jhAle. cUka hoNe thAMbela kiMvA thAMbaNArahI nAhI tarIhI mAphaca Ahe. cUka lakSAta yeta nAhI tyAlA mAtra mAphI nAhI. cUka hoNe thAMbata

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nijadoSa darzananA ne.. nirdoSa nAhI tyAsa harakata nAhI. bebhAnapaNAlA mAphI nAhI. bebhAnapaNAmuLe cUka hota asate. praznakartA : asA bebhAnapaNA anekadA jhAlA asela. bar2yAca ThikANI bebhAnapaNAca rAhata asato, tara tithe cukA hotaca asatIla nA? dAdAzrI : hotaca asatAta. cukA hota asatIla nAhI, hotaca asatAta! praznakartA : to bebhAnapaNA suTela ANi cUka disela, ase kazAprakAre hoU zakate? dAdAzrI : tyAsAThI tara jAgRtI AlI pAhije. pUrNa divasa mAphI mAgata rAhAve. pUrNa divasa mAphI mAgaNyAcI savayaca karuna ghyAvI. pApaca bAMdhale jAtAta. ulaTe (nakArAtmaka, cukIce) pAhaNyAcIca dRSTI jhAlI Ahe. tithe puruSArtha kI kRpA? praznakartA : cUka disela, yAsAThI jabaradasta puruSArtha karAvA lAgato? dAdAzrI : puruSArtha nAhI, kRpA pAhije. puruSArthAne tara ithe jarI kitIhI dhAvapaLa kelI tarIhI kAhI hoNAra nAhI. yAta puruSArthAcI garajaca nAhI. ithe tara kRpA miLavAvI! mhaNaje kAya? tara dAdAMnA rAjI ThevAyace ANi dAdA rAjI kevhA hotAta? tumhI tyAMcyA AjJeta rAhile tara. dAdA phakta itakeca pAhatAta kI, hA AjJeta kitI rAhato? phulAMcA hAra ANalA kiMvA dusare kAhI kele, he dAdA pAhata nAhIta. hArAcA tara thoDA lAbha hoto, tyAta saMsArI lAbha miLato ANi yAta suddhA thoDA lAbha miLato! sarva cukA saMpavaNyAsAThI eka tara yajJa (jJAnIMcI ANi mahAtmyAMcI sevA karAvI, asA yajJa) karAvA lAgela kiMvA maga svapuruSArtha karAvA lAgela. nAhI tara adhUnamadhUna darzana karuna gele tara bhaktIce phaLa miLela

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara... paraMtu jJAnAce phaLa miLaNAra nAhI. ApalI dRDha icchA Ahe kI jJAnIMcyA AjJetaca rAhAyace Ahe, tara tyAMcyA kRpemuLe AjJeta rAhU zakato. AjJA pAlana karato tevhA AjJecI mastI rAhate. ANi jJAnAcI mastI koNAlA rAhate kI jo dusar2yAMnA upadeza deta asela. he vijJAna tara rokha Ahe, tvarita phaLa deNAre Ahe. tumhI eka tAsa mAjhyA AjJeta rAhile tara kAya hoIla? samAdhi vATela! vItarAgabhAvAne vinamratA ANi saktI praznakartA : satsaMgAta phAIlIMcA samabhAve nikAla karaNyAcI goSTa nighAlI hotI, paraMtu vinamratA dAkhavalyAne cikaTa phAIla jAsta trAsa deta asela, tara maga tithe vinamratA dAkhavaNyAcI garaja nAhI. ulaTa to jAsta vAkaDA vAgela. dAdAzrI : azI kAhI garaja nasate. paNa tyAce uttara zodhatA yeta nAhI, tI levhala kADhaNe kaThINa Ahe. praznakartA : he kazAprakAre levhalamadhye ThevAve? dAdAzrI : he tara pratyeka manuSya aseca mhaNato, samoracyAcIca cUka baghata asato nA! cUka tara svata:cIca Ahe, paNa tyAMnA mI sAMgitale kI vinamratA dAkhavayAcI nAhI. tyAMcyAzI vItarAga bhAve rAhAyace. saktIta suddhA vItarAga bhAva asale pAhije. praznakartA : paNa ase rAhaNe kaThINa Ahe nA? ase kase rAhU zakato? dAdAzrI : uttama prakAre rAhU zakato. ApalA doSa nasela tara nakkIca rAhU zakato. ApalA doSa asela tara mAtra rAhU zakata nAhI. muLAta doSa ApalAca asato. jo dusar2yAMvara doSa lAdaNyAcA prayatna karata asato tyAcAca doSa asato. he tara svata:cI sephasAIDa (surakSitatA) zodhata basatAta! he dusare sarva tara Apaleca pratibiMba Ahe. koNI ApalyAlA kAhI

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa bolU zakata nAhI, ApalyAca gunhAmuLeca samoracA bolata asato. pratyeka veLI tumacAca gunhA asato paNa to tumacA gunhA tumhAlA samajata nAhI, mhaNUna tumhI dusar2yAMcA gunhA pAhatA. dusar2yAMcA doSa pAhaNe hI sarvAta moThI ajJAnatA Ahe ! AmhI nehamIca sAMgata asato kI, saMpUrNa jaga nirdoSa Ahe ANi tarIhI tumhI doSa kADhata rAhile tara mUrkhapaNAca mhaTalA jAIla nA? tulA nAhI kA vATata kI hI thiyarI vItarAgAMcI Ahe? praznakartA : ekjekTa vItarAgAMcI thiyarI! dAdAzrI : svata:ce doSa pAhaNArI mANase jiMkalI, mokSAlA nighUna gelI. ApalyA doSAzivAya ApalyAlA koNI kAhI bolUca zakata nAhI! tevhA jAgRta rAhA. praznakartA : dAdAjI, Apale zabda lageca kriyAkArI hoUna ubhe rAhatIla. dAdAzrI : he sarva zabda kriyAkArIca asatAta, paraMtu ApaNa jara yA zabdAMnA Ata ziru dile tara. ziruca dile nAhI, maga kAya hoIla? 'jJAna' prAptInaMtaracI paristhitI sApa, viMcU, siMha, vAgha, duzmana koNIhI tumhAlA doSI disale nAhI, tyAMcA doSa nAhI ase jara disale, azI dRSTI jhAlI, mhaNaje tumace kalyANa jhAle. ANi tI dRSTI tumhAlA prApta jhAlelI Ahe. tumhAlA yA jagAta koNIhI doSI disaNAra nAhI. praznakartA : hI dRSTI prApta jhAlIca Ahe. dAdAzrI : maga itheca mokSa sukha upabhogato. ithe AnaMdaca rAhato. joparyaMta dusar2yAMce doSa disatAta toparyaMtaca duHkha rAhate. dusar2yAMce doSa disaNe baMda jhAle mhaNaje suTakA jhAlI. praznakartA : kadhI tarI bAyakovara rAgAvato, tara tyAsa doSa pAhile ase mhaTale jAIla kA?

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara... dAdAzrI : paNa 'tumhAlA' rAga yeta nAhI nA? praznakartA : malA, zuddhAtmyAlA yeta nAhI. dAdAzrI : ho, paNa tevhA tara tumhAlA tumacA doSa disato. tumhAlA doSa disato nA? praznakartA : ho disato. dAdAzrI : arthAta tumhAlA tumacA doSa disato, paNa bAyakocA doSa disata nAhI nA? praznakartA : nAhI. dAdAzrI : basa, ApalyAlA itara kuNAcAhI doSa disAyalA nako. tumacA doSa, mhaNaje caMdubhAUcA doSa disato. paNa dusar2yA kuNAcA doSa disAyalA nako. praznakartA : paNa jevhA rAga AlA tevhA ticA (bAyakocA) doSa disalA, mhaNUna tara rAga AlA nA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, ticA doSa disalA mhaNUna tumhI mhaNatA kI, caMdubhAU doSI Aheta, paNa tumhAlA bAyako doSI disata nAhI. tumhAlA ticA doSa disata nAhI, caMdubhAUcAca doSa disato. arthAta tumhI svata:cA doSa baghatA kI, 'bhAU, hA tara caMdubhAUcAca doSa Ahe. svata:cAca doSa Ahe!' samajale nA? praznakartA : rAgAvalyAnaMtara ase vATate. dAdAzrI : rAgAvalyAnaMtara paNa caMdubhAUca doSI vATato nA tumhAlA? praznakartA : ho. dAdAzrI : tevhAca gunhA mhaTalA jAIla nA! ase jhAlyAnaMtaraca gunhA mhaTalA jAto. samorIla vyaktIcA doSa disata nAhI, svata:cA doSa

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa disato arthAta caMdubhAUcA doSa tumhAlA disato. caMdubhAU gunhegAra Ahe ase tumhAlA vATate. praznakartA : ho, dAdAjI aseca vATate. dAdAzrI : caMdubhAUlA tI (bAyako) gunhegAra Ahe ase vATate paNa tumhAlA caMdubhAU gunhegAra Ahe aseca vATate. caMdubhAUne bAyakocA doSa pAhilA va ticyAvara rAgAvale, mhaNUna caMdubhAU gunhegAra Aheta, ase tumhAlA vATate. 90 praznakartA : mAjhyA nokarAlA mI dona-tInadA hAkA mAruna uThavale tarI tyAne uttara dile nAhI. tyAveLI to jAgAca hotA. mhaNUna tyAcyAvara malA khUpa krodha AlA, tara tyAce kAya karAve ? dAdAzrI : krodha AlyAnaMtara tumhAlA doSa disalA kA ? praznakartA : dAdA, AdhI doSa disalA tyAnaMtaraca krodha yeIla nA ? dAdAzrI : ho, mhaNaje krodha AlA paNa naMtara vATale nA kI, tyAcA doSa nAhI. mhaNaje tumhAlA tumacI cUka disalI. praznakartA : lageca nAhI vATale. dAdAzrI : jarI naMtara, paNa tyAne cUka kelI nAhI, mhaNaje tI cUka tumhI svataH kelI ase vATale. tyAneca cUka kelI asatI tara svata:cA doSa disalAca nasatA ! praznakartA : paNa ase tara rojaca ghaDate ! rAga yetoca. dAdAzrI : tyAsAThI tumhAlA pratikramaNa karAve lAgela. paNa kazAsAThI pratikramaNa ? pazcAtApa karaNyAce kAraNa kAya ? tyAne ase kA kele? tevhA mhaNe, tyAne je kAhI kele te tumacyA karmAcA udaya Ahe. mhaNUna tara tyAne hI cUka kelI. koNatAhI mANUsa cUka karato te tumacyA nimittAneca karato. tumacyAca karmAcA udaya Ahe mhaNUna tyAne cUka kelI.

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara... tara tithe tumhAlA rAgAvaNyAcI garaja navhatI. tumhI yAcA pazcAtApa kelA pAhije. paNa AtA samajalyAzivAya aseca pazcAtApa karu zakata nAhI. gunhA disata asela paNa gunhA siddha jhAlyAzivAya pazcAtApa kasA karu zakela? te siddha jhAle pAhije kI are, hA tara mAjhyAca karmAcA udaya Ahe. mhaNaje azI samaja asalI pAhije. AtA jara koNI malA cApaTa mAralI tara mI lagecaca tyAlA AzirvAda deIna. yAce kAya kAraNa asela? to cApaTa mArato kA? yA jagAta kuNIhI kuNAlA cApaTa mAru zakata nAhI. pUrvI tara mI bakSisa Thevale hote. AjapAsUna tIsa varSAMpUrvI bhAratAta mI bakSisa Thevale hote kI, jo manuSya malA mArela tyAlA mI pAcaze rupaye rokha deIna. paNa malA koNIhI mAraNArA bheTalA nAhI. koNI duHkhI asela tara 'bhAU, duHkhAmuLe tU kuNAjavaLa usane paise mAgata asazIla tyApekSA tU mAjhyAkaDUna he pAcaze rupaye gheUna jA nA!' tevhA to mhaNela, 'nAhI re bAbA. usane mAgitalele paravaDela paNa tumhAlA cApaTa mAruna mAjhI kAya avasthA hoIla? he jaga pUrNapaNe niyamazIra cAlate. deva cAlavita nAhI tarI paNa sTraoNga niyamAnusAra Ahe. devAcyA hajerImuLe he jaga cAlate. mhaNUna tumacyAzI koNI doSa karata asela (trAsa deta asela) tara, to tumacAca pratidhvanI Ahe. jagAta kuNAcAhI doSa nasato. malA saMpUrNa jagAtIla jIvamAtra nirdoSaca disatAta. he je doSI disatAta, tIca bhrAMti Ahe. Apale vijJAna ase sAMgate kI tumhAlA koNatyAhI vyaktIcA doSa disato to tumacAca doSa Ahe. tumacyAca doSAce riaeNkzana (pratyAghAta) Alele Ahe. AtmAhI vItarAga Ahe ANi prakRtI suddhA vItarAga Ahe. paNa tumhI jitake doSa baghAla titake tyAce riaeNkzana yeIla. tevhA doSa hotAta te DiscArja rupAne... sarva nirdoSaca Aheta. doSI disatAta toca ApalA doSa Ahe,

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa koNatyAhI jIvAcA muLIca doSa nAhI. ase disale tara te jJAna mhaTale jAIla paNa tase disata nAhI nA? praznakartA : doSI pAhAyace nasate tarIhI doSI disate tyAsa DiscArja mhaTale jAte nA? dAdAzrI : DiscArja. DiscArja Tu bI haeNbicyueTeDa. jyAta svata:cI sattA nAhI tyAsa haeNbicyueTeDa mhaTale jAte. praznakartA : doSI disale tara te DiscArja kase mhaTale jAIla? dAdAzrI : doSI pAhANyAcA bhAva suTalA mhaNUna DiscArjaca mhaTale jAIla nA! paNa tyAne pUrNapaNe AjJA pALalI nAhI. to haLUhaLU AjJA pALata jAIla, tasatase zuddha hota jAIla. toparyaMta tyAce pratikramaNa karAve lAgela. praznakartA : paNa besikalI ase phiTa jhAle Ahe kI, nirdoSaca Ahe paNa kadhItarI ase doSI baghitale jAte. dAdAzrI : mhaNUnaca te 'haeNbicyueTeDa' Ahe, ase mhaTale nA. nasela karAyace tarIhI hoUna jAte. praznakartA : AmacI dRSTI ajUna nirdoSa kA hota nAhI? dAdAzrI : dRSTI nirdoSaca Ahe. praznakartA : nirdoSaca disale pAhije, hAca AmacA bhAva Ahe, paNa tarI suddhA dusar2yAMce doSa disatAta. dAdAzrI : doSa disatAta, tara jyAlA disatAta tyAlA ApaNa 'pAhata' asato, basa. Ata jasA mAla bharalA asela tasAca nighela nA? praznakartA : paNa tyAce pratikramaNa karAve lAgela nA? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa tara karAveca lAgela! asA mAla kA bharalA?

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara... zraddhene suru, vartanAne pUrNa... arthAta he Apale jJAna zuddha jJAna Ahe. samaja suddhA zuddha Ahe. saMpUNa jaga nirdoSa disale pAhije. prathama zraddheta nirdoSa Ale, AtA haLUhaLU samajamadhye yeIla, jJAnAta yeIla. svataH zuddhAtmAca Ahe nA! khisA kApalA tarI nirdoSa disale pAhije. je jANale te maga pUrNapaNe ApalyA zraddheta yete, tyAnaMtara vartanAta yete. mhaNaje ajUna pUrNapaNe zraddheta Alele nAhI. jasajase zraddheta yeta jAIla tasatase vartanAta yeta jAIla. to prayoga haLUhaLU hoto. ase ekadama nAhI hoU zakata! paNa te jANalyAnaMtaraca prayogAta yeIla nA?! praznakartA : paNa he tara bar2yAca kALApAsUna jANaleca Ahe nA? dAdAzrI : nAhI. yAsa jANale ase nAhI mhaTale jAta. jANale tara tyAsa mhaNatAta kI je vartanAta yeteca. arthAta pUrNapaNe jANalele nAhI. he tara sthUla jANale. jANaNyAce phaLa kAya? tara te lagecaca vartanAta yete. mhaNaje he sthUla jANale Ahe, ajUna tara yAce sUkSma, sUkSmatara, sUkSmatama hoIla tevhA vartanAta yeIla. soDU nakA kadhI 'hA' satsaMga hyA satsaMgAta mAra khAvA lAgalA tara mAra khAUna suddhA hA satsaMga soDU nakA. marAve lAgale tarI azA satsaMgAta marAve paNa bAhera maru naye. kAraNa jyA hetUsAThI melA, to hetU tyAlA jaoNIMTa hota asato. ithe koNI mArata nAhI nA? ANi mArale tara nighUna jAyace kA? he jaga niyamabaddha cAlata Ahe. AtA yAta kuNAcA doSa pAhilA tara kAya hoIla? kharokhara kuNAcA doSa asela kA? praznakartA : kuNAcA doSa tara nasela paNa malA ase disate. dAdAzrI : ase je disate, te darzana cukIce asate. samajA ApaNa eka vastU ithUna pAhilI, to ghoDA asela paNa ApalyAlA bailAsArakhA

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa disato mhaNUna ApaNa tyAlA baila Ahe ase mhaNato. paNa tithe javaLa jAUna baghitale tara samajate kI to tara ghoDA Ahe. tevhA ApalyAlA he nAhI kA kaLata kI, Apale DoLe kamajora jhAle Aheta! mhaNUna dusar2yAMdA ApaNa je pAhato te nakkI teca Ahe ase mAnU naye. praznakartA : dAdAjI ApalyA vhijana (dRSTI) ne kuNAcAhI doSa nAhI, tarI paNa malA ase kA disate? dAdAzrI : tulA je disate tyAta tU jJAnAcA upayoga karata nAhI nA! ajJAnaca cAlU Thevatosa. yA dAdAMcA cazmA ghAtalA tara doSa disaNAra nAhI. paNa tU nehamI tyA (ajJAnAcyA) cazmAneca pAhata asato. nAhI tara yA jagAta kharokhara koNIca doSI nAhI. hA mAjhA ati sUkSma zodha Ahe. vaLavAve, doSa pAhaNAr2yA zaktIlA kuNAcAhI doSa pAhU naye. maga tevhApAsUnaca samaMjasa hota jAto. vAstavIka kuNAcAhI doSa nAhI. hA tara binakAmAcA maeNjisTreTa banato. svata:ce doSa pUrNapaNe disata nAhIta ANi dusar2yAMce doSa pAhaNyAsa tayAra jhAlA. doSa pAhaNyAcI zaktI mANasAta Ahe, paNa tI svataHcA doSa pAhaNyAsAThI Ahe, dusar2yAMce doSa pAhaNyAsAThI nAhI. tyAcA durupayoga jhAlyAmuLe svata:ce doSa pAhaNyAcI zaktI baMdaca jhAlI Ahe. dusar2yAMce doSa pAhaNyAsAThI hI zaktI nAhI. to svata:cA doSa baghataca nAhI nA? ApaNa dusar2yAMce doSa baghato paNa te tyAMnA AvaDate kA? praznakartA : nAhI AvaData. dAdAzrI : maga na AvaDaNArA vyApAra ApaNa baMda karAyalA nako kA? 'vyavasthita zaktI' kartA, tithe cUka koNAcI? jAgRtI ThevAyacIca Ahe asA ApalA nizcaya asalA pAhije. cukAMcA prazna nAhI. ApalyA ithe cUka hotaca nasate. cUka tara 'jyAcI'

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara... hote, tyAcI svata:lA jANIvahI hote. kI, hI cUka jhAlI, paNa he 'vyavasthita zaktI' karate, paNa svataH nimitta banalA mhaNUna tyAce AlocanA-pratikramaNa - pratyAkhyAna kele pAhije kI, 'ase vhAyalA nako' tyAzivAya cAlaNAraca nAhI nA ! vastUca pUrNa vegaLI Ahe. karata Ahe vyavasthita zaktI. mhaNUnaca ApalyA ithe kuNAcAhI doSa pAhAyacA nasato nA! 95 hyA satsaMgAta kuNAcI cUka pAhaNyAcI dRSTIca soDUna dyA. cUka hotaca nasate kuNAcIhI. he sarva 'vyavasthita zaktI' karIta asate. mhaNUna cUka pAhaNArI dRSTIca kADhUna TAkAvI. nAhI tara ApalA AtmA bighaDela. praznakartA: cUka pAhaNArI dRSTI rAhilI tara caDhalelI pAyarI khAlI utarato nA ? dAdAzrI : mANUsa saMpUnaca jAto! sarva kAhI 'vyavasthita zaktI' karIta Ahe. he jJAna miLAlyAnaMtara sarva 'vyavasthita zaktIcyA' AdhArAvara hota asate. vrajalepo bhaviSyati... anya kSetre kRtam pApam dharma kSetre vinazyati, dharma kSetre kRtam pApam vajralepo bhaviSyati. bAhera kAhI doSa jhAlA asela tara tyA doSAcA ithe (dharma sthAnAta ) nAza hoU zakato paNa ithe jara pApa kele tara 'vajralepo bhaviSyati.' mhaNUna mI mhaTale, kI 'dhuUna TAkA. ' tevhA mhaNato kI, 'ho, mI cukalo. AtA yA puDhe kadhIhI ase hoNAra nAhI.' mI mhaTale, kuNAcAhI doSa pAhU nakA, ithe nakA pAhU, bAhera jAUna pAhA. bAhera pAhilele doSa ithe dhutale jAtIla paraMtu ithe pAhile tara vajralepa hoUna jAIla. sahajahI kuNAcA doSa pAhU naye. vATela tase vAITa karata asela, tarIhI doSa pAhU naye ANi jara pAhilA gelA tara ApaNa dhuUna TAkale pAhije, nAhI tara te vajralepa hoUna jAIla.

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nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa mhaNUna ithe lagecaca dhuUna TAkAve. vAITa vicAra Ale kI lagecaca dhuUna TAkAve. koNI cAMgale kele kI vAITa kele, te pAhaNyAcI ApalyAlA garaja nAhI. he dharmasthAna mhaTale jAte. gharI cUka kelI asela tara tI ithe satsaMgAta dhutalI jAte paNa dharmasthAnAta cUka jhAlI tara tI cUka nikAcIta hote. praznakartA : dAdAMjavaLa basalele asU tarIhI nikAcIta hote? dAdAzrI : nAhI hota. paNa tyAcA jasA lAbha miLAyalA havA tasA miLata nAhI. tara azA cukA hota asatAta. mhaNUna tumhAlA sAvadha karato. cUka jhAlI mhaNUna kAhI jJAna nighUna jAta nAhI. sAvadha kelyAmuLe zuddha hote nA? pAhato doSa jJAnIMce, tyAlA... tulA AmacA doSa disato kA kadhI? praznakartA : nAhI. dAdAzrI : kadhIca nAhI? ANi yA bicAr2yAlA pahilyAMdAca AmacA doSa disata Ahe. mhaNUna AmhI anoLakhI mANasAMnA AmacyA saMrpakAta jAsta Thevata nAhI, buddhI vAparalI kI doSaca disatAta mANasAlA, maga khAlI ghasarato. samaja nasalelA tara narkAta jAto. are, jJAnI puruSAcA, je sAr2yA saMsArAlA tAratAta, tyAMcyAtahI doSa zodhUna kADhalAsa! paNa hA anoLakhI mANUsa, tyAlA samaja nAhI. mhaNUna AmhI jAsta Tacamadhye Thevata nAhI. eka-dona tAsaca Thevato. phakta eka nIrubena, yAMnA kadhIhI doSa disale nAhIta, kityeka varSAMpAsUna sobataca rAhatAta paNa tyAMnA eka suddhA doSa disalA nAhI! eka kSaNahI AmacA doSa disalA nAhI, te hyA nIrubenalA! he suddhA eka Azcaryaca Ahe nA! tulA tara kadhItarI disata asela, nAhI? kadhIca nAhI? praznakartA : dAdAjI, Apale tara he vijJAna Ahe, yA goSTIMcI tara

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara... 97 adbhutatAca Ahe! ithe doSa pAhaNyAce kAhI kAraNaca nAhI, jyAMnA saMpUrNa, adbhuta jJAna dazA vartata asate! dAdAzrI : ase Ahe, kI, tumace jaina asatAtanA te cAMgale. evaDhAsA choTA mulagA asela to hI sAMgela kI 'dAdAjI sAMgatAta teca khare, dusare nAhI.' sarva jaNa aseca mAnatAta. ANi he dusarA sarva kaccA mAla. praznakartA : tumhI niraMtara agadI sUkSmatama upayogAta vartata asatAta, tithe tara kAhI doSa rAhataca nAhI nA? maga AmhI Apale doSa kase pAhU zakato? dAdAzrI : azI samaja nAhI nA, bilakUla samaja nAhI. praznakartA : kevaLajJAna svarupAta vartata asatA maga bAherace vATela tase aso, zrImad rAjacaMdrAMnI tara ithaparyaMta sAMgitale kI jJAnIMnA sannipAta jhAlA asela, tarIhI tyAMce doSa pAhU naye. dAdAzrI : paNa azI samaja asalI pAhije nA! samaja hI kAhI sopI goSTa Ahe ! praznakartA : ulaTa he vicAraNyAta, carcA karaNyAta AmhI vinaya cukato, tyA sarva cukA AmhAlA dhuvAyalA lAgatAta. dAdAzrI : jithe pAhAyace nasate tithehI pAhatAta, hehI Azcaryaca Ahe nA! dusar2yA ThikANI doSa pAhile tara te mI miTavUna deto, paNa ithe jara doSa pAhile tara koNa miTavU zakela? maga miTavaNArA koNI bheTaNAraca nAhI nA! mhaNUna mI sAvadha karato kI are, bagha haM, ithe sAvadha rahA. samaja nAhI nA bicAr2yAlA! koNatyAhI prakAracI samaja nAhI nA! tevhA ase thoDe-phAra jJAna dilele asela, tara tyA lokAMnA jAgRtI rAhate, jara cokha manAce asatIla tara. ANi tyAMnA dusarI kuThalIca samaja nAhI kI mI he kAya karIta Ahe! buddhI phasavate, paNa te svataHlA samajata nAhI nA! buddhI sarvAMnAca phasavate. je pAhAyace nasela tehI dAkhavate. yA bAbatIta mI nIrubenalA pAhile. tyAMnA eka divasa suddhA ulaTA

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa vicAra AlA nAhI. AmhI kuNAlA mArata asalo nA, tarIsuddhA nakArAtmaka vicAra nAhI. ulaTa nIrubenalA heca vATate kI dAdAjIMnI tyAce kAhItarI hita pAhile asela mhaNUna mArata asatIla! praznakartA : ANi kharokhara taseca asate. dAdAzrI : paNa AtA tithaparyaMta tyAMcI buddhI kazI pohocU zakela? praznakartA : ithe tara phakta karuNA ANi kalyANAzivAya dusare kAhIca nAhI. dAdAzrI : haLUhaLU tyAcehI sarva vyavasthita hoIla. praznakartA : yA jJAnAta tara jagAta suddhA kuNAlA doSI pAhAyace nasate maga jJAnI puruSAMce doSa pAhUca kase zakato? jagAlA nirdoSa pAhAyace Ahe. svata:cyA cukAMmuLeca doSa disatAta. dAdAzrI : ho, paNa manuSyAlA ase bhAnaca nAhI nA! bhAna asela tara ase karaNAraca nAhI nA? jokhIma patkaraNAraca nAhI nA? khUpaca moThe jokhIma mhaTale jAIla! mhaNUna tara tyA bhAUMnA sAMgitale kI, ATha vAjAyacyA AdhI tumhI ithe yAyace nAhI. AmhI cahA pita asU, maga dIDa kapa pita asU kI dona kapa pita asU! tevhA tyAcI buddhI dAkhavela kI, evaDhe dona kapa piNyAcI kAya garaja? eka kapa pyAyale asate tara kAya cukIce hote? praznakartA : pAhaNyAsArakhe tara AtIla sarva Ahe kI cahA pita asatAnA ApaNa kazA prakAre vItarAgatemadhye rAhatA! dAdAzrI : ase pAhaNyAcI zaktI kuThUna ANatIla? he tara ApalyA jJAnAne Ata gAravA (zAMtI) vATato. tevaDheca cAMgale Ahe nA! praznakartA : dAdAjI ApaNa tara sAMgatA nA kI, eka kSaNa suddhA AmhI AmacyA mokSAcA dhyeya kadhI visarata nAhI.

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara... dAdAzrI : eka miniTahI, are, eka kSaNa suddhA visarata nAhI. praznakartA : AtA pUrNapaNe mokSamArgAta rAhAyace ANi parata hA vyavahArahI sAMbhALAyacA. ekAhI vyaktIlA du:khaM hoU naye, tyAcA roga nighela, itake kaDaka bolAve lAgate, ase sarva karAve lAgate. dAdAzrI : maga dona luTAruMcI goSTa suddhA vAcato. praznakartA : ho, te paNa karAyace ANi mokSahI cukavAyacA nAhI. dAdAzrI : dona luTAruMcI goSTahI vAcAyacI. te pustaka hAtAta Ale tara tehI pUrNa karAyace. pepara vAcaNyAcyA phAIlacAhI nikAla karAyacA ANi he sAMgatAta kI, 'AmhAlA khupa kAma Ahe!' ghyA, Ale moThe kAma karaNAre! ithe pANI Thevale asela te malA ANUna detAta, malA pyAyace nasela tarIhI detAta ! tyAMnA vATate kI he kAma kele! malA pyAyace nasela tarIhI deta rAhatAta. mI mhaNato, 'nAhI, AtA nako.' paNa tyAsa te kAma samajatAta. AmhI je sAMgato nA kI 'karma bAMdhalI jAta nAhIta,' te tara aiMzI Takke pAca AjJA pALata asela taraca. nAhI tara karma bAMdhaleca jAtIla. AjJA pAlana kele nAhI, tara karma bAMdhaleca jAtIla. mAjhyAjavaLa divasabhara basUna rAhile tarI kAhI hoNAra nAhI. ANi malA sahA mahinyAMpAsUna bheTalA nasela paraMtu jara AjJece pAlana karIta asela tyAce kalyANa hoIla. bAkI ithe sarvAMnA zAMtI vATate, mhaNUna sagaLe basUnaca rAhatAta nA! kutrA suddhA ithUna haTata nAhI! mArale tarI punhA ithe yeUna basato. ekadA AmhI auraMgAbAdalA gelo hoto tevhA tithe eka kutrA mAjhyApAsUna dUra jAtaca navhatA. saraLa vyaktIvara jJAnI kRpA apAra mokSamArga hAtAta AlyAnaMtara jitakI dhAvapaLa (puruSArtha) tumacyAkaDUna hote titakI yAMcyAkaDUna hota nAhI. he tara sarva pramAdI khAte.

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100 nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa AmhAlA ucalUna ghyAve lAgate. mhaNaje he mAMjarIcyA pillAMsArakhe Aheta. mAMjarIlA ticyA pillAMnA svataH ucalUna phirAve lAgate ANi tumhI mAkaDAcyA pillAMsArakhe AhAta. tumhI tara pakaDUna ThevatA, soDataca nAhI, phAra pakke! DijAIna mhaNaje DijAIna! ANi yAMnA tara AmhAlA ucalUna ghyAve lAgate! kAraNa yAMcI saraLatA pAhUna AmhI khuza hota asato. ANi khuza hoto mhaNUna ucalUna phirato. saraLatA Ahe mhaNUna sarvaca (doSa) ughaDe karuna TAkatAta. sarva kapATa ughaDUna TAkatAta. ghyA sAheba, baghA AmacyAjavaLa hA mAla Ahe, ase mhaNatAta. ANi asaraLatA mhaNaje ekaca kapATa ughaDato. dusare kapATa tara sAMgitale taraca ughaDela, nAhI tara nAhI ughaDaNAra. ANi hA (saraLa) tara sAMgAyacyA agodaraca sarva ughaDUna TAkato. saraLatA mhaNaje kAya te tumhAlA samajale?! guNa pAhilyAne guNa prakaTato samoracyA vyaktIce guNa pAhile tara guNa utpanna hotIla. basa! ApaNa kuNAlA zivyA dilyA ANi to kAhI bolalA nAhI tara ApalyAlA kaLate kI yAcyAta kitI cAMgale guNa Aheta ! maga ApalyAtahI te guNa utpanna hotAta. ANi jagAta kuNAcAhI doSa nAhI. he sarva svata:cyA doSAMmuLeca Ahe. nijakarma mhaNaje nijadoSa he karma-karma ase gAta rAhatAta paNa karma mhaNaje nakkI kAya yAce tyAMnA bhAnaca nAhI. svata:ce karma mhaNaje nijadoSa. AtmA nirdoSa Ahe paNa nijadoSAMmuLe bAMdhalA gelA Ahe. jitake svataHce doSa disU lAgatAta titakI muktI anubhavAta yete. kAhI doSAMce tara lAkha lAkha thara (AvaraNa) asatAta mhaNUna lAkha-lAkha veLA pAhilyAne te nighU lAgatAta. doSa tara mana-vacana-kAyeta bharaleleca Aheta. AmhI svataH jJAnAta pAhile Ahe kI jaga kazAmuLe bAMdhalele Ahe. nijadoSAMneca bAMdhalele Ahe. nivvaLa

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara... 101 cukAMce bhAMDAra Ata bharalele Ahe. kSaNokSaNI doSa disatIla tevhA kAma jhAle ase mhaTale jAte. hA sarva mAla tumhI bharuna ANalA Ahe, to (malA) vicAralyA zivAyaca nA! zuddhAtmyAce lakSya basale mhaNUna cukA disatAta. tarIhI jara cukA disata nasatIla tara tyAsa nivvaLa pramAdaca mhaTale jAIla. zuddha upayoga, AtmyAcA AtmyAcA zuddha upayoga mhaNaje kAya? AtmyAcyA bAbatItahI durlakSa karu naye. jarAzI DulakI AlI tara pataMgAcA dorA aMgaThyAlA guMDALUna DulakI ghyAvI. tyAcapramANe AtmyAcyA bAbatItahI jarA suddhA ajAgRtI ThevU naye. yA mana-vacana-kAyece doSa tara kSaNokSaNI disale pAhijeta. yA duSamakALAta tara doSa nasela azI kAyAca nasate. jevaDhe doSa disU lAgatIla tevaDhI (jJAnAcI) kiraNe vADhalI ase mhaTale jAIla. yA kALAta he akrama jJAna tara AzcaryakAraka prApta jhAle Ahe. tumhAlA phakta jAgRtI ThevUna bharalelA mAla rikAmA karAyacA Ahe, sArakhe dhuta rAhAyace Ahe. anaMta cukA Aheta. cukA asalyAmuLe jhopa yete. nAhI tara jhopa kasalI? jhopa yete tyAsa tara zatrU mAnale jAte. pramAdacaryA mhaNatAta! zubha upayogAtahI pramAdAlA azubha upayoga mhaNatAta. jJAnI puruSa tara tAsabharaca jhopatAta. niraMtara jAgRta rAhatAta. AhAra kamI jhAlA asela, jhopa kamI jhAlI asela tevhA jAgRtI vADhate. nAhI tara pramAdacaryA asate. jAsta jhopa yeNe yAsa pramAda mhaNatAta. pramAda mhaNaje AtmyAsa gAThoDyAta bAMdhUna ThevaNyAsArakhe Ahe. jevhA jhopa kamI hote, AhAra kamI hoto tevhA samajAve kI pramAda kamI jhAlA. cUka saMpate tevhA tyAcyA cehar2yAvara lAITa (teja) yete. vANI suMdara nighate, loka tyAcyA mAge-mAge phiratAta. ApalyAta cukA nAhIta ase mAnUna basUna rAhilA tara cUka disaNAraca kazI? nivAMtapaNe jhopUna rAhato. Apale RSimunI jhopata nasata, khUpa jAgRta hote.

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102 nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa cukA, ujeDAtIla sthUla cukA tara samorAsamora saMgharSa jhAlyAne baMda hoUna jAtAta. paNa sUkSma, sUkSmatara, sUkSmatama cukA tara itakyA asatAta kI, tyA jasajazA nighata jAtAta tasatasA tyA manuSyAcA sugaMdha yeta jAto. yA cukA tara aMdhArAtIla cukA Aheta. tyA svataHlA disata nAhIta. jJAnI puruSa jevhA prakAza phekatAta tevhAca tyA disatAta. tyApekSA ujeDAtIla cukA cAMgalyA. tyA ilekTrisiTIvAlyA asatAta mhaNUna svataHlA lageca disatAta. praznakartA : ilekTrisiTIvAlyA cukA mhaNaje kAya ? dAdAzrI : tyA sarva ughaDyA cukA, AtalyAAta ghusamaTa karavUna nighUna jAtAta. tyAmuLe satata jAgRtIta rAhU zakato. tyA cAMgalyA mhaTalyA jAtAta. paraMtu aMdhArAtIla cukA tara kuNAlA disataca nAhIta. tyAta svataHca pramAdI asato, svataH aparAdhI asato ANi dAkhaviNArAhI koNI bheTata nAhI. ilekTrisiTIvAlyA cukAMnA koNI dAkhaviNArA tarI bheTato. svataHcyA cukA svataHlA cAvatAta, azA cukAMnA AmhI ilekTrisiTIvAlyA cukA mhaNato ANi aMdhArAtIla cukA mhaNaje svataHcyA cukA svataHlA cAvata nAhIta. jyA cUkA cAvatAta tyA lageca disatAta paNa jyA cAvata nAhIta tyA najareADa nighUna jAtAta. aMdhArAtIla cukA ANi aMdhArAtIla goSTI, tyApekSA tara kaThora mANasAcyA ujeDAtIla cukA cAMgalyA, maga tyA jarI DhIgabhara asota. jevhA nAvaDatI paristhitI AlI asela, koNI dagaDAne mArale tevhA cukA disatAta. sTrA~ga paramANUvAlI cUka asela tara tI lagecaca disate, azI vyaktI khUpa kaDaka asate. to jyA bAjUlA zirato tithe kholavara jAto. saMsArAta ziralA tara saMsArAta kholavara jAto. ANi jJAnAta ziralA tara jJAnAta kholavara jAto. prakaTa hote kevaLa jJAna, aMtima doSa gelyAvara 'mAjhyAta cUka nAhIca' ase kadhI bolUca naye. ase bolUca zakata nAhI. 'kevaLa' jhAlyAnaMtaraca cukA rAhata nAhIta. bhagavAna mahAvIrAMnA

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara... 103 'kevaLajJAna' prApta jhAle to kALa ANi svataHce doSa disaNe baMda hoNyAcA kALa ekaca hotA! donhIhI samakAlIna hote! ekIkaDe zevaTacA doSa disaNyAce baMda hoNe ANi dusarIkaDe kevaLajJAna prApta hoNe, asA niyama Ahe. jAgRtI tara niraMtara asalI pAhije. ithe tara divasAhI AtmyAlA goNIta baMda karuna ThevatAta, he kase cAlela?! svata:cyA doSAMnA pAhUna te dhUta gelyAne ApaNa puDhe jAto, pragatI hote, nAhI tarI zevaTI AjJeta rAhilyAne lAbha tara Aheca. tyAmuLe AtmA jopAsalA jAto. jAgRtIsAThI satsaMga ANi puruSArthAcI garaja Ahe. satsaMgAta rAhaNyAsAThI prathama AjJeta rAhile pAhije. aMdhArAtIla cukA are, manAta dilelyA zivyA kiMvA aMdhArAta kelelI kRtye bhayaMkara Aheta! to ase samajato kI, 'malA koNa pAhaNArA Ahe ANi he kuNAlA kaLaNAra Ahe ?! are, hI kAhI aMdheranagarI nAhI! hA tara bhayaMkara gunhA Ahe! yA sarvAMnA aMdhArAtIla cukAca trAsa detAta! 'mI jANato' hI aMdhArAtIla cUka tara bhayaMkara moThI cUka ANi parata 'AtA kAhI harakata nAhI' hI cUka tara mArunaca TAkate. ase tara jJAnI puruSAMzivAya kuNI bolUca zakata nAhI kI, 'mAjhyAta eka suddhA cUka zillaka rAhilelI nAhI.' pratyeka cukAMnA pAhUna tyA saMpavAyacyA Aheta. ApaNa 'zuddhAtmA' ANi bAheracyA bAbatIta 'mI kAhIca jANata nAhI' ase ThevAve, tyAmuLe maga kAhI harakata yeta nAhI. paNa 'mI jANato' hA roga tara zirAyalAca nako. ApaNa tara 'zuddhAtmA'. zuddhAtmyAta ekahI doSa nasato. paNa caMdulAlamadhye je-je doSa disatIla tyAMcA nikAla karAvA. aMdhArAtIla cukA ANi aMdhArAta dAbalyA gelelyA cukA disata nAhIta. jasajazI jAgRtI vADhate tasatase jAstIta jAsta cukA disatAta. sthUla cukA jarI saMpalyA tarIhI DoLyAMce teja badalUna jAte! aMdhArAta kelelyA cukA aMdhArAta kazA disatIla? jasajasA cukA nighata jAtAta, tasatazI vANIhI azI nighata jAte kI, kuNI dona tAsa aikataca rAhila!

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104 nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa dAdA 'DaoNkTara' doSAMce cukA puSkaLaca Aheta, ase jara jANale tara cukA disU lAgatAta ANi disalyAvara cUkA kamI hoU lAgatAta. AmhI kAhI sagaLyAMce doSa pAhata basata nAhI. AmacyAjavaLa asA rikAmA veLahI nasato. te tara tumace khUpa puNya jamA hote tevhA tumace doSa dAkhavato. yA doSAMmuLe Ata moThA roga utpanna hoto. jevhA tumace puNya udayAsa yete tevhA AmhI siddhIbaLAcA vApara karuna tyA vyaktIce oNparezana karuna tyA rogAlA bAhera kADhato. DaoNkTara oNparezana karatAta, tyAhIpekSA lAkha paTIne jAsta mehanata AmacyA oNparezanamadhye asate! doSa miTavaNyAce kaoNleja hasata-kheLata doSa miTavaNyAce he kaoNlejaca Ahe! nAhI tara rAgadveSAzivAya doSa jAtaca nAhIta. he kaoNleja hasata-kheLata cAlata Ahe. he suddhA eka Azcaryaca Ahe nA! akrama vijJAnAce he Azcaryaca Ahe nA! praznakartA : Apale zabda ase nighatAta kI, jyAmuLe te doSa tithUna nighU lAgatAta. ithUna zabda ase nighatAta kI te doSa tithe gaLUna paDatAta. dAdAzrI : gaLUna paDatAta nA? barobara Ahe. AtA tumhAlA tumacA doSa disata Ahe he kase samajela? tara mhaNe, caMdubhAU rAgAvato te tumhAlA AvaData nAhI. mhaNaje he tumhI jANale kI, caMdubhAUmadhye hA doSa Ahe. pakaDalA gelA to doSa. to doSa tumhI pAhilA. caMdubhAUta je doSa hote te tumhI pAhileta. 'diThA nahI nijadoSa to tarIe koNa upAya?' (arthAta pAhile nAhI svataHce doSa tara koNatyA upAyAne taraNAra?) nijadoSa pAhaNyAcI dRSTI utpanna jhAlI mhaNaje paramAtmA hoNyAcI tayArI jhAlI ase mhaTale Ahe ANi nijadoSa kuNAlAhI disata nAhIta. ahaMkAra Ahe toparyaMta pratyeka aNUta doSa Ahe. bhrAMtI jAte tevhA samajate kI, ahoho! caMdubhAU krodha karato te ApalyAlA

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara.... AvaData nAhI. 'caMdubhAU ase karato, ' hA caMdubhAUcA doSa pakaDalA gelA. pakaDale jAtAta kI nAhI sarva doSa ? 105 praznakartA : pakaDale jAtAta. paNa dAdA, tumace vAkya malA AvaDale hote. doSa disalA ANi gelA. disalA mhaNaje gelA. dAdAzrI : doSa disalA mhaNaje gelA. mhaNUnaca zAstrakArAMnI sAMgitale, mahAvIra bhagavaMtAMnI sAMgitale kI, doSAlA pAhA. doSAtaca ekAgratA jhAlyAmuLe doSAsa pAhile nAhI, AMdhaLA banUna rAhilAsa mhaNUna doSa tulA cikaTalA. tara AtA tyA doSAlA tU pAhilesa tara to nighUna jAIla. to kAya dAvA mAMDato ? he pudgala ApalyAlA sAMgate kI, 'tumhI tara zuddhAtmA jhAlAta paNa maga mAjhe kAya ?' tevhA ApaNa mhaNato kI, 4 'AtA malA tujhyAzI kAya deNegheNe ?' tevhA mhaNe, 'nAhI, ase cAlaNAra nAhI. he tumhIca bighaDavale hote, mhaNUna jase hote tase pUrvavata karuna dyA. nAhI tara tumacI suTakA hoNAra nAhI.' maga suTakA kazI hoIla ? tevhA mhaNe tumhI ajJAnatene pAhile tyAmuLe AmhI tumacyAsobata bAMdhale gelo ANi AttA jJAnAne pAhAla tara AmhI suTUna jAU. mhaNUna jJAnApUrvaka tyA doSAlA pAhilyAzivAya to doSa jAta nAhI. ajJAnAne bAMdhalele jJAnadvAre suTate. mhaNUna ApaNa pAhile. jJAna mhaNaje pAhaNe, pAhile kI suTale. maga vATela tasA doSa aso paNa tarIhI he akrama vijJAna Ahe... kramikamArga samajadArIpUrvakacA mArga asato. tyAta sarva soData - soData AlelA asato ANi ithe akramamArgAta soData soData AlelA nasato. mhaNUna kuNAlA duHkha hoIla ase bolale gele tara caMdubhAUlA sAMgAve kI, 'pratikramaNa karA, ase kA karatA ?' praznakartA: zUTa Ta sAITa, lageca. dAdAzrI : ho, pUrNa divasa nAhI, paNa jevhA ApalyAlA ase vATata asela kI hA doSa jhAlA, samoracyA vyaktIlA duHkha hoIla ase ApaNa bolalo tyAce pratikramaNa karAyace. ANi Apale mahAtmA tase karatAta

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106 nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa suddhA. zuddhAtmyAne pratikramaNa kazAlA karAyace? jo atikramaNa karItaca nAhI tyAne kazAlA pratikramaNa kA karAyace? he tara jyAne kele tyAlAca sAMgAyace, tumhI karA. saMpUrNa siddhAMta lakSAta ThevAvA lAgela. ANi to lakSAta rAhato suddhA. lihile tara visarAyalA hote. saMpUrNa siddhAMta lakSAta rAhato nA? ho.. te vayAmuLe satsaMgAta thoDe kamI yetAta paNa tarI tyAMnA sarva toMDapATha, sarva lakSAta rAhate. ApalyAlA tara kAmAzI kAma Ahe nA? ApalyAlA tara suTaNyAzIca kAma. praznakartA : malA tara tumacI eka goSTa khUpa AvaDalI hotI. tumhI tithe auraMgAbAdalA bolalA hotAta. dAdAzrI : ho. praznakartA : kI mAjhe pratikramaNa doSa hoNyApUrvIca hoUna jAtAta. doSa hoNyApUrvIca tumace pratikramaNa pohocatAta. dAdAzrI : ho, he pratikramaNa zuTa oNna sAITa. doSa hoNyApUrvI ApoApa cAlU hoUna jAtAta. ApalyAlA samajata suddhA nAhI kI he kase suru jhAle?! kAraNa he jAgRtIce phaLa Ahe. AvaraNa tuTalyAne doSa disatAta cukA disata navhatyA. AtmA prakaTa jhAlA navhatA mhaNUna cukA disata navhatyA. ANi AtA tara itakyA sAr2yA cukA disatAta, tyAce kAraNa kAya? tara AtmA prakaTa jhAlA Ahe. praznakartA : surUvAtIlA jevhA AmhAlA cukA disata navhatyA, tevhA kAya AmacA AtmA prakaTa jhAlA navhatA? dAdAzrI : prakaTa tara jhAlA hotA paNa haLUhaLU cukA disatIla ase mI karata hoto, AvaraNa toData hoto. jitake doSa utpanna hotAta titake doSa disalyAzivAya rAhata nAhI,

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara.... disalyAzivAya gele tara te akrama vijJAnaca nAhI. ase he vijJAna Ahe. vijJAnaca Ahe he! 107 doSa pratikramaNAne dhutale jAtAta. kuNAcyA saMgharSAta Ale kI maga doSa disU lAgatAta, ANi saMgharSAta yeta nAhI tevhA doSa jhAkalelA rAhato. rojace pAcaze-pAcaze doSa disU lAgale tara samajAve kI purNAhUtI javaLa yeta Ahe. praznakartA : paNa dAdA, he jJAna ghetalyAnaMtara ApalyAlA azI jAgRtI yete kI svataHce doSa disatAta, khUpa sAre pApahI disatAta ANi tyAmuLe maga bhItI vATate. dAdAzrI : tyAcI bhItI bALagalyAne kAya phAyadA ? pAhaNArA, hoLI pAhaNArA kharokhara jaLato kA kadhI ? praznakartA : nAhI. dAdAzrI : hoLI jaLate paNa hoLI pAhaNArA jaLato kA ? ANi he tara caMdubhAUlA hote, tevhA caduMbhAUcI pATha thopaTAvI kI bhAU, ase hoNAra. kele Ahe tara hoNAraca, ase mhaNAve. praznakartA : paNa lAMbUna suddhA caTakA basatoca nA, dAdA ! dAdAzrI : ho, cakaTA basato. praznakartA : itakI sArI pApaM kelI Aheta dAdA kI ase vATate kevhA suTakA hoIla! dAdAzrI : ho, te tara agaNita, apAra doSa kelele Aheta ! praznakartA : ANi te jevhA disatAta tevhA ase vATate kI, jara dAdAjI bheTale nasate tara Amace kAya jhAle asate ! dAdAzrI : svata:cI pApaM disU lAgatAta tevhApAsUnaca he samajUna

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa jA kI AtA ApalI DigrI vADhalI ! yA jagAta koNAhI svataHce pApa pAhU zakata nAhI. svataHce doSa pAhU zakata nAhI. (svataHce) doSa pAhile tara bhagavaMta hoto. 108 praznakartA : bAyakoce kiMvA kuNAcehI doSa disaNAra nAhIta ase kAhI karA, dAdA. dAdAzrI : nAhI, doSa tara disaNAraca. te disatAta mhaNUna tara AtmA jJAtA Ahe ANi doSa jJeya Aheta. praznakartA : paNa doSa disaNAraca nAhIta ase hoU zakata nAhI ? dAdAzrI : nAhI, doSa nAhI disale tara AtmA nighUna jAIla. AtmA Ahe mhaNUnaca doSa disatAta, paNa te doSa nAhIta, jJeya Aheta. vItarAgAMcI nirdoSa dRSTI vItarAgAMcI kazI dRSTI! koNatyA dRSTIne tyAMnI pAhile kI jyAmuLe tyAMnA jaga nirdoSa disale ? aho sAheba ! ApaNa vItarAgAMnA vicArale kI sAheba, tumhI tara kase, koNatyA DoLyAne pAhile kI jyAmuLe he jaga tumhAlA nirdoSa disale ? tevhA te mhaNatAta kI, 'te jJAnIMnA vicArA. AmhI tumhAlA uttara deNyAsAThI yeNAra nAhI.' DiTelamadhye savistarapaNe jJAnIMnA vicArA. mhaNaje mI je pAhile te tyAMnI tara pAhile paNa mI suddhA pAhile ! praznakartA : mhaNaje dAdA, nirdoSa jANAve, nirdoSa mAnU naye ase ? ANi doSI jANAve ase ? dAdAzrI : ApalyA jJAnAta doSI nAhI, nirdoSaca jANAve. doSI koNIca nasato. bhrAMta dRSTIne doSI Ahe. bhrAMta dRSTI dona bhAga pADate. hA doSI Ahe ANi hA nirdoSa Ahe. hA pApI Ahe ANi hA puNyavAna Ahe. ANi yA dRSTIne ekaca Ahe kI nirdoSaca Ahe. ANi tithe maga TALAca lAvUna TAkalA. buddhIlA bolaNyAcA skopaca (saMdhI) rAhilA nAhI. buddhIlA

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara... 109 hastakSepa karaNyAcA skopaca rAhilA nAhI. mhaNUna buddhIbAI tithUna mAge phirate kI, 'ithe AtA Apale cAlata nAhI. tevhA gharI calA.' tI kAya kumArI thoDIca Ahe ? vivAhIta hotI mhaNUna tara sAsarI jAte. buddhIbAI ApalyA sAsarI nighUna jAte. doSita dRSTIlA paNa tU 'jANa' praznakartA : mhaNaje dAdA, doSI paNa mAnU naye, nirdoSa paNa mAnU naye, nirdoSa jANAve. dAdAzrI : jANAyace sarvaca, paNa doSI jANU naye. doSI jANato tI tara ApalI dRSTI bighaDalI Ahe mhaNUna ANi tyA doSIsobata 'caMdubhAU' je kAhI karIta Aheta te 'ApaNa' pAhata rAhAve. 'caMdubhAUlA' 'ApaNa' aDavAyace nAhI. praznakartA : to kAya karato he ApaNa pAhata rAhAyace. dAdAzrI : basa, pAhata rAhA. kAraNa tyA doSI barobara hA doSI DokephoDa karIta Ahe. paNa hA 'caMdubhAU' suddhA nirdoSa Ahe ANi tI samoracI vyaktI suddhA nirdoSaca Ahe. doghe bhAMDatAta paNa doghehI nirdoSaca Aheta. praznakartA : mhaNaje caMdubhAU doSI asela tarIhI tyAlA doSI mAnU naye. paNa tyAlA doSI jANAve khare? dAdAzrI : ho jANAve. jANale tara pAhijeca nA? praznakartA : ANi sUkSma dRSTIne to nirdoSaca Ahe. dAdAzrI : sUkSma dRSTIne to nirdoSaca Ahe, paNa caMdubhAUce je kAhI karAyace asela te tumhI karA. paraMtu jagAcyA saMbaMdhAmadhye nirdoSa mAnAyace ase mI sAMgatoya. tumhAlA caMdubhAUlA TokAve lAgate kI, 'tumhI ase vAgAla tara cAlaNAra nAhI.' tyAlA zuddha phUDa dyAyace. azuddha phUDane hI dazA jhAlI Ahe tevhA AtA zuddha phUDa deUna samAdhAna ANaNyAcI garaja Ahe.

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110 nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa praznakartA : tyAne kAhI ulaTa-sulaTa kele tara pratikramaNa karaNyAsa sAMgAve lAgela kA? dAdAzrI : ho, te sarva sAMgAve lAgela. 'tumhI nAlAyaka AhAta' ase sAMgA. ho, ase suddhA sAMgU zakatA. paNa phakta caMdubhAUsAThIca dusar2yAMsAThI nAhI. kAraNa tI tumacI phAIla naMbara vana, tumacI svataHcI, dusar2yAMsAThI he nAhI. praznakartA : mhaNaje phAIla naMbara vana (svataH) doSI asela tara tyAlA doSI mAnAve, tyAlA rAgavAve. dAdAzrI : sarva prakAre rAgavAve, tyAcyAvara prijyuDIsa (pUrvagraha) suddhA ThevAvA kI 'tU asAca Ahe, mI jANato tulA'. tyAlA rAgavAve suddhA, kAraNa AtA nikAlaca karAyacA Ahe karAyace nAhI, mAtra pAhAyace praznakartA : paNa dusarI koNI vyaktI asela, phAIla naMbara dahA, tara tyAlA doSI pAhAyace nAhI. to nirdoSa Ahe ase? dAdAzrI : nirdoSa! are, ApalI phAIla naMbara dona (patnI) suddhA nirdoSa Ahe! kAraNa ApalA gunhA kAya hotA? tara sagaLyAMnA doSI pAhile paNa yA caMdubhAUcA (svataHcA) doSa pAhilA nAhI. tyA gunhyAce he riaeNkzana Ale Ahe. arthAta gunhegAra pakaDalA gelA. dusare koNI gunhegAra nAhIca. praznakartA : mhaNaje ulaTa pAhile gele. dAdAzrI : Ajavara ulaTaca pAhile. AttA sulaTa pAhile. hI goSTa samajUnaca ghyAyacI Ahe. karAyace kAhIca nAhI. vItarAgAMnI sAMgitalele phakta samajUna ghyAyace tyAta karAyace kAhIca nasate. ase samaMjasa hote vItarAga! jara karAyace asate tara manuSya bicArA thakUna gelA asatA!

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara... 111 praznakartA : ANi kele tara punhA baMdhana hoIla nA? dAdAzrI : ho, karaNe heca baMdhana! kAhI paNa karaNe heca baMdhana. japa kelA tara 'mI kele' mhaNUna baMdhana. paNa te sagaLyAMsAThI nAhI. bAheracyAMnA mI sAMgela kI japa karA. kAraNa tyAMcyAkaDe to tyAMcA vyApAra Ahe. doghAMce vyApAra vegaLe Aheta. praznakartA : svata:cI prakRtI disU lAgalI Ahe, sarvaca disate, mana-buddhI-citta-ahaMkAra sarva disate paNa tyAcA sTaDI (abhyAsa) kasA karAvA? tyAcyA samora jJAnAcA upayoga kasA karAvA? kazI jAgRtI rAhilI pAhije. dAdAzrI : prakRtI tara ApalyAlA samajateca. ApalyAlA kaLate kI hI prakRtI azIca Ahe ANi kamI samajale asela tarI divaseMdivasa samaja vADhata jAte! paNa zevaTI pUrNapaNe samajamadhye yete. mhaNUna ApalyAlA phakta kAya karAyace Ahe kI, he caMdubhAU kAya karIta Aheta te pAhAta rAhaNyAcI garaja Ahe, toca zuddha upayoga Ahe. praznakartA : svata:cyA prakRtIlA pAhAyace asate, te pAhile jAta nAhI ANi punhA cukata jAto tara yAta koNatI vastU kAma karate? dAdAzrI : AvaraNa. te AvaraNa tara toDAve lAgate. praznakartA : te kazA prakAre tuTate? dAdAzrI : ApalyA yethIla vidhIMmuLe divaseMdivasa AvaraNaM tuTata jAtAta, tasatase disU lAgate. he sAre AvaraNamayaca hote, kAhIca disata navhate, te haLUhaLU disU lAgale Ahe. tI AvaraNe sarva doSa pAhU deta nAhIta. AtAca sarva doSa disatIla ase nAhI. kitI disatAta? dahA-paMdharA disatAta kA? praznakartA : bareca doSa disatAta. dAdAzrI : zaMbhara-zaMbhara?

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112 nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa praznakartA : sAkhaLI cAlata rAhate. dAdAzrI : tarIhI pUrNa disata nAhI. AvaraNaM asatAta nA, tyAmuLe. puSkaLa doSa asatAta. vidhI karateveLIhI Amace sUkSmatara ANi sUkSmatama doSa hota rAhatAta, je dusar2yAMnA nukasAna karaNAre nasatAta, paNa te doSa AmacyAkaDUna hotAta he AmacyA lakSAta yete. AmhAlA te tvarita svaccha karAve lAgatAta. tyAzivAya tara cAlaNAraca nAhI nA ! disatAta tevaDhe tara svaccha karAveca lAgatAta. gahU svata:ceca nivaDA nA praznakartA : dusar2yAMcI prakRtI pAhaNyAcI savayaca nasela tara tyAsa kAya mhaNatAta ? dAdAzrI : dusar2yAMcI prakRtI pAhilI tarI tyAMce doSa mAtra pAhAyace nAhI. ApaNa samajUna ghyAve kI 'hA doSa Ahe' paNa doSa pAhU naye. te svata:ce doSa pAhaNyAsa zikale Aheta, maga ApalyAlA pAhaNyAcI kAya garaja ? praznakartA : nAhI, paNa te Apale doSa baghata asatIla tara ApaNa kAya karAve ? dAdAzrI : te Apale doSa baghatAta ANi punhA ApaNa tyAMce doSa baghitale tara he divaseMdivasa vADhata jAIla. tyApekSA jara ApaNa baMda kele tara tyAMnA kadhItarI vicAra yeIla kI, ' he kAhI thakata nAhIta. malA ekaTyAlAca thakavata rAhatAta.' maga tehI thakUna baMda hotIla. dusar2yAMcA doSa baghaNe he veLa vAyA ghAlavaNyAsArakhe Ahe. svataHcyA doSAMcA kAhI ThikANA nAhI ANi dusar2yAMce doSa baghata rAhatAta. are bhAU! tU tujhe gahU nivaDa nA ! dusar2yAMce gahU nivaDato ANi tujhyA gharI na nivaDatAca daLata rAhatosa! kAya he? praznakartA : paNa ase asate dAdA, kI Amace gahU tara nivaDalele

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara... 113 asatAta, paNa AmhI nivaData asU ANi jyAMcyAzI vyavahAra asela, te AmacyA nivaDalelyA gavhAta bina nivaDalele gahU TAkata asatIla tevhA AmhAlA tyAMnA sAMgAve lAgate kI, 'bAbA, ase karu nakA.' dAdAzrI : koNI bina nivaDalele gahU kevhA TAkela kI jevhA Apale gahU suddhA bina nivaDalele asatIla nA, tevhAca TAkela. Apale nivaDalele asatIla tara nAhI TAkaNAra. asA niyama Ahe. he tara iMdriyagamya jJAna praznakartA : nAhI, paNa dAdA ApaNa ekhAdyA vastUcA samabhAve nikAla karata asato, kI 'bhAU hI vastU cAMgalI nAhI.' hyA vastUmuLe kleza hota Ahe. hyA vastUmaLe vyavahAra bighaData Ahe. paNa samoracA manuSya samabhAve nikAla karaNyAaivajI ase mhaNela kI, 'mI tara aseca karaNAra. tulA je karAyace asela te kara' maga tithe vyavahAra kasA karAvA? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe nA, he sarva buddhIce cALe Aheta. jo pariNAma badalata nAhI, tithe pAhata rAhAve kI yAcA kasA pariNAma hota Ahe ! mhaNaje samoracyAcI prakRtI pAhata rAhAvI. AtA he cALe koNa karata asate? praznakartA : pudgala? dAdAzrI : buddhI karata Ahe. nAhI tara je pariNAma Aheta tyAMnA ApaNa pAhata rAhAyace. pAhile mhaNaje ApaNa AtmA jhAlo. ANi jara doSAMnA pAhAla tara prakRtI svarupa hoUna jAla. praznakartA : dAdA, loka tara ase sAMgatAta kI, 'AmhI tara tumacyA prakRtIcI cUka kADhata Ahota ANi AmhI tyAlA (cUka kADhaNAr2yAlA) pAhata asato kI hA tumacI cUka kADhata Ahe. dAdAzrI : nAhI, cUka kADhaNArA pAhU zakata nAhI ANi pAhaNArA cUka kADhata nAhI. kAhI niyama tara asatAtaca nA?!

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114 nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa praznakartA : mhaNaje tumhI cUka kADhUna ase mhaNatA kI, 'AmhI pAhata Ahota, AmhI cUka kADhata Ahota,' yAcA artha.... dAdAzrI : koNatAhI cUka kADhaNArA ase pAhU zakata nAhI, ANi pAhaNArA asela tara to cUka kADhU zakata nAhI. mhaNaje tyA pAhaNyAta ANi hyA pAhaNyAta pharaka Ahe. to iMdriyagamya pAhaNArA Ahe ANi hA atiMdriya mhaNaje jJAnagamya pAhaNArA Ahe. mhaNUna tyA iMdriyagamyalA 'pAhile' ase mhaNatA yeNAra nAhI. praznakartA : jara kuNAcIhI cUka kADhalI, yAcA artha.... dAdAzrI : kuNAcIhI cUka kADhaNe to tara sarvAta moThA gunhA Ahe. kAraNa he jaga nirdoSa Ahe. ANi he jJAnagamya mhaTale jAte praznakartA : paNa dAdA, AmhI he DiscArja rupAta pAhata asato kI, he pAhA, caMdubhAU kuNAcI cUka kADhata Ahe, te pAhata asato, maga he kAya Ahe? dAdAzrI : cUka kADhatAnA caMdubhAU je pAhatAta te buddhIgamya Ahe. praznakartA : mhaNaje hA caMdubhAU caMdubhAUlA pAhato te buddhIgamyaca Ahe? dAdAzrI : ho, te buddhIgamya Ahe. ANi jJAnagamya kevhA mhaTale jAIla kI kuNAcI cUka kADhata nAhI ANi pAhato tevhA jJAnagamya mhaTale jAIla. praznakartA : ho, paNa dAdA, dainaMdina vyavahArAta ekhAdyAveLI sAMgAve tara lAgate nA, kI hI goSTa barobara nAhI. dAdAzrI : 'sAMgAve lAgate' asA kAhI niyama nAhI. paNa sAMgitale jAte azI nirbaLatA sAhajikapaNe asateca mANasAta. AmhI suddhA, AmacyAsobata rAhaNAr2yAMnA sAMgata asato 'parata azI cUka kA kelI?'

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara.... ase sAMgato. paNa te sAMgitale jAte. samajalaM ? azI nirbaLatA sarvAMmadhye asateca. paraMtu ApalyAlA he samajale pAhije kI 'hI ApalI cUka jhAlI, ase vhAyalA nako. 115 tyAlA svataHlA ase vATale pAhije kI, he cukIce Ahe. tevhAca cukA kADhaNyAcI savaya haLUhaLU, DiscArja hota-hota saMpUna jAIla. he sarva DiscArjaca hota Ahe. svataHcyA cukAMnA svataHca rAgavato ekeka aDacaNI yetAta nA, tevhA agodara sahana karaNyAcI zaktI yete, tyAnaMtara aDacaNI yetAta. nAhI tara manuSya tithalyA tithe khalAsa hoUna jAIla. mhaNaje ase sarva niyama Aheta. praznakartA : dAdA, he sarva 'vyavasthita zaktI' karata asate ? dAdAzrI : yAlAca mhaNatAta 'vyavasthita zaktI.' mhaNUnaca ase sarva saMyoga ekatra yeUna maga tI zaktIhI utpanna hoIla, nAhI tara yA manuSyAce kAya hAla hotIla! tevhA AtA ajibAta ghAbaraNyAsArakhe nAhI. ApalyAlA tara he 'dAdA' Aheta ANi 'mI' Ahe basa, dusare kAhIca nAhI yA jagAta. 'dAdA' Aheta ANi 'mI' Ahe, AmhI dogheca. dAdAMsArakhI pracaMDa ' khumArI' asalI pAhije. koNI bApahI ApalA variSTha nAhI, azI. variSThAcehI variSTha mhaTale Ahe dAdAMnA ! praznakartA: dAdA, paNa AmhAlA tara ajUna AmacyA cukA ghAbaravatAta nA ? dAdAzrI : ho, tyA ghAbaravatIla. praznakartA : maga tumacyA sthitIparyaMta pohocatA-pohocatA tara... dAdAzrI : cukA ghAbaravatAta nA ! tehI ApalyAlA samajate nA, kI he koNa ghAbaravata Ahe ? ApaNa te jANato. paNa muLAta tara ApaNa dAdAca

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa Ahota nA? yAta tara kAhI pharaka nAhI nA? ApaNa ekaca Ahota nA ? ekadA Amace bhAgIdAra malA mhaNAle kI, 'sadhyA dona-tIna aDacaNI AlyA Aheta, khUpa moThyA aDacaNI Aheta.' mI mhaTale, 'jA, gaccIvara jAUna bolA kI bhAU, dona-tIna aDacaNI AlyA Aheta ANi AmhI tara dAdAMcI ba~ka ughaDalI Ahe, tevhA dusar2yA kAhI aDacaNI asatIla tyAMnI suddhA yAve. mhaNaje mI pemeMTa karuna TAkela, ase mhaNA. kAya sAMgitale ? pUrvI ba~ka navhatI mhaNUna upAdhI vATata hotI. AtA mAtra ba~ka Ahe mAjhyAjavaLa, dAdAI ba~ka, jevaDhyA aDacaNI asatIla tyA sarvAMnI ekadama yAve, ase mhaNA. ANi te bhAgIdAra gaccIvara jAUna mI sAMgitalele zabda bolaleta suddhA. moThyAne oraDUna bolale kI, 'jevaDhyA aDacaNI asatIla, tyA sarvAMnI yAve. malA pemeMnTa karAyace Ahe.' ho ugAca Ata hAya hAya.... ....dhotarAta UvA paDalyA mhaNUna kAya dhotara soDUna TAkAyace ? ase cAlate kA ? mhaNaje kadhItarI ase mhaTale pAhije. ApalI gaccI Aheca nA ? tevhA 'yA, sarva pemenTa karuna TAkato.' ase mhaNAve. 116 tevhA jhAlA saMpUrNa nikAla tumhI ghAbaralAta tara vastU jAsta cikaTatIla. ANi sarva phAIlIMcA nikAla jhAlA kI maga tumhI paramAtmAca AhAta. tumhAlA phAIlI Aheta kA ? praznakartA : ho, ho. dAdAzrI : ase hoya ? maga chAna. phAIlI Aheta mhaNUna tara jhaMjhaTa Ahe nA ! praznakartA : phAIlIMcA pUrNapaNe nikAla jhAlA ase kevhA mhaNatA yeIla? phAIla pUrNapaNe miTalI, ticA nikAla jhAlA ase kevhA samajate ? ase kevhA mhaTale jAte ? dAdAzrI : ApalyA manAta tyAcyAviSayI kAhI rAhata nAhI tyAcyAhI manAta ApalyAviSayI kAhI rAhata nAhI. mhaNaje kamplITa nikAla jhAlA.

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara.... 117 praznakartA : tyAcyA manAtahI nAhI rAhile pAhije. dAdAzrI : rAhile tarIhI ApalyAlA kAhI harakata nAhI. Apale mana pUrNapaNe kliyara jhAle mhaNaje jhAle. praznakartA : mhaNaje ApalyAlA tyAcyAviSayI vicAra suddhA yeta nAhI ase ? dAdAzrI : ho. praznakartA : tyAcyAviSayI vicAra yeNe suddhA baMda hote. dAdAzrI : ho. kuThaparyaMta mana svaccha jhAle ekhAdyA mahAtmyAsAThI AmacyA vicArAta pheraphAra jhAlA, AmhAlA vicAra yeta nAhIta, tarIhI tyA vyaktIsAThI vicAra yeU lAgale, mhaNUna malA vATale kI he kAya punhA navIna suru jhAle Ata ? koNatyA kAraNAne tyAcyAsAThI ase vicAra yetAta ? tasA tara cAMgalA mANUsa Ahe paNa AtA bighaDUna gelA Ahe kI kAya, nemake kAya Ahe ? aNi maga AtUnaca uttara miLAle kI, tyAcyA karmAcA udaya sadyA vAITa Ahe. tyAcA udaya phevarebala nAhI mhaNUna ase disata Ahe. mhaNUna maga AmhI tyAcyAsAThI komala manobhAva Thevato. kAraNa ekhAdyA mANasAcA udaya phevarebala asato ANi ekhAdyAcA phavarebala nasato suddhA. ase ghaDate nA ? praznakartA : ho, ghaDate. dAdAzrI : ase tara jagAta ghaDataca asate. paNa he tara jevhA AmhAlA sparzata asela azI goSTa yete, tevhA AmhI ekA bAjUne tyAcyA prati komala manobhAva Thevato. praznakartA : asA komala manobhAva tumhI kase kAya TheU zakatA ?

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa dAdAzrI : mhaNaje te jase disata Aheta tase AmhI tyAMnA mAnataca nAhI, te cAMgaleca Aheta, aseca mAnato. praznakartA : maga tumhI vyavahAra kazA prakAre karatA ? dAdAzrI : nirdoSaca Aheta nA ! mI tara tyAMcA nirdoSa vyavahAraca pAhilelA Ahe. maga doSI kA disatAta ? tara 'deara Ara kaoNjesa' (tyAmAge kAhI tarI kAraNa Ahe). nirdoSaca pAhile Ahe sarva. he jaga buddhIne doSita Ahe ANi jJAnAne nirdoSa Ahe. tulA tujhe patI nirdoSa disata nAhIta ? praznakartA : disatAta nA ! dAdAzrI : maga AtA tithe cUka kADhaNyAta kAya artha ? cUka tara, hA putaLA tyA putaLyAcI cUka kADhata asela, tara te ApaNa phakta pAhata rAhAyace. mhaNaje tyA prakRtIlA nihALAyace. toparyaMta variSTha AtIla bhagavaMta yAta anya kuNAce kAhIca nAhI, he tara ApalyAca cukAMce phaLa ApaNa bhogAyace. mAlakI ApalIca, kuNIhI variSTha nAhI, Ata basale Aheta te bhagavaMtaca Apale variSTha. te zuddhAtmA teca bhagavaMta. jyAMnA phAIla nAhI tyA zuddhAtmAlA bhagavaMta mhaTale jAte ANi jyAMnA phAIla Ahe tyAMnA zuddhAtmA mhaTale jAte. pAhA nA, tumhAlA phAIlI Aheta nA, lageca sarva samajale nA kI phAIlavAle zuddhAtmA, te zuddhAtmA mhaTale jAtAta. 118 praznakartA: dAdAjI, tumacyAsArakhI sthitI prApta karAyacI Ahe. sagaLyA phAIlI asUna suddhA tyA pezU zakaNAra nAhIta. dAdAzrI : mhaNaje AtA phAIlaparyaMta pohocalAta. AtA phAIlIMce samAdhAna karuna TAkAyace basa, mhaNaje pUrNa jhAle. sarva kAma saMpale. nAhI himAlayAta tapa karAve lagale kI nAhI upAsa karAve lAgale. himAlayAta tara kitIhI janmAMparyaMta tapa kele tarI kAhIhI niSpanna hota nAhI. cukIcA

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara... 119 mArga, sahajaca jarI cukIcA mArga asela paNa tyA mArgAne gelAta tara mULa sthAna gAThatA yeNAra nAhI. karoDo varSe phirata rAhilo tarIhI yeNAra nAhI! bhinnatA tyA doghAMcyA jANaNyAta praznakartA : prakRtIce guNa-doSa jo pAhato, to pAhaNArA koNa Ahe ? dAdAzrI : tIca prakRtI Ahe. praznakartA : prakRtIcA koNatA bhAga pAhato? dAdAzrI : to buddhIcA bhAga, ahaMkArAcA bhAga. praznakartA : maga yAta mULa AtmyAce kAya kAma Ahe ? dAdAzrI : mULa AtmyAlA kAya? tyAlA kAhI deNegheNeca nAhI nA! praznakartA : mULa AtmyAce pAhaNe-jANaNe kazA prakArace asate? dAdAzrI : te nirlepa asate ANi he tara lepIta Ahe. praznakartA : mhaNaje cAMgale-vAITa pAhato to lepIta bhAga Ahe ? dAdAzrI : ho, to sarva lepIta bhAga. praznakartA : buddhIne prakRtIce cAMgale-vAITa pAhile, he je pAhato, jANato, to svataH Ahe ? dAdAzrI : prakRtIce doSa pAhile tara tI prakRtIca jhAlI. tithe AtmA nAhI. AtmA asA nAhI. tyAlA kuNAcAhI doSa disata nAhI. praznakartA : ekamekAMcyA doSAMcI goSTa nAhI paNa svataH svata:ce doSa pAhato tI goSTa karata Ahota. dAdAzrI : tevhA prakRtIca asate. paNa tI ucca prakAracI prakRtI Ahe, jI AtmA prApta karaviNArI Ahe.

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120 nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa praznakartA : ANi prakRtIlA nirdoSa pAhato, to koNa pAhato? dAdAzrI : prakRtIlA nirdoSa pAhato toca paramAtmA Ahe, toca zuddhAtmA Ahe. dusar2yA kazAtaca hAta ghAlata nAhI nA! praznakartA : nirdoSa pAhaNyAta tyAlA kasA AnaMda miLato? dAdAzrI : to AnaMda, tyAsa muktAnaMda mhaTale jAte nA! praznakartA : mhaNaje pariNAmAbaddala kAhIca bolata nAhI. dAdAzrI : pariNAmAlA, prakRtIcyA pariNAmAlA baghataca nAhI. dona prakArace pAriNAmika jJAna Aheta. eka prakRtIce pAriNAmika jJAna, ANi dusare AtmyAce pAriNAmika jJAna. prakRtIlA tumhI nirdoSa pAhatA mhaNaje tumhI tyA pAriNAmika jJAnAta pAsa jhAlAta. doSI pAhatA tevhA tumhI guMtA nirmANa karatA. praznakartA : paNa te jase Ahe tase pAhaNyAta koNatA svAda cAkhata Ahe? dAdAzrI : tyAne tara to AnaMda cAkhalelAca asato nA, paNa to kAya mhaNato kI, malA AnaMdAcI kAhI paDalelI nAhI. malA tara he jase Ahe tase pAhaNyAtaca AnaMda vATato. mhaNUna AmhI kAya sAMgato kI 'jase Ahe tase' pAhA nA! tI sarvAta aMtima goSTa Ahe ! praznakartA : koNatyA jJAnaprakAzAcyA AdhAre to kuNAlAhI doSI pAhata nAhI? dAdAzrI : to kevaLajJAnAcyA aMzAne doSI pAhata nAhI. praznakartA : te kase jJAna Ahe ? dAdAzrI : te kevaLajJAna Ahe.

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara... 121 tyAmuLe aMtarAya... praznakartA : saMpUrNa AnaMda kevhA vartato (anubhavalA jAto)? sAre doSa nighUna gelyAnaMtaraca nA? dAdAzrI : AnaMda tara vartataca Ahe paNa je doSa Aheta te aMtarAya (vighna) nirmANa karatAta. mhaNUna tyAlA lAbha ghetA yeta nAhI. AnaMda tara AttA suddhA Ahe. paraMtu to AnaMda anubhavatA yeIla azI seTIMga karata nAhI nA ApaNa. saMpUrNa doSarahita dazA dAdAMcI svata:ce doSa pAhaNyAta tara suprIma korTavAlA suddhA pohocU zakata nAhI, tithaparyaMta jajamenTa pohocUca zakata nAhI. tithe tara svata:cA thoDAsuddhA doSa pAhU zakata nAhI. ANi doSa tara DhIgabhara hota asatAta. AvaraNa jAsta Aheta mhaNUna doSa disata nAhIta. ANi evaDhAsAca, phakta ekA kesAitakAca doSa jhAlA nA, tarIhI lageca lakSAta yete kI hA doSa jhAlA. mhaNaje Ata ase kase korTa asela? ANi he jajamenTahI kase asela? ANi tarIhI koNAzIca matabheda nAhI. gunhegArAzIhI matabheda nAhI. jarI gunhegAra disato tarIhI matabheda nAhI. kAraNa vAstavAta to gunhegAra nAhIca. to tara phaoNrenamadhye (bAhyabhAgAta) gunhegAra Ahe ANi ApalyAlA tara homazI (AtmyAzI) deNegheNe Ahe mhaNUna ApalyAlA matabheda asUca zakata nAhI nA! dAdAMce sthUla-sUkSma donhI doSa nighUna gele Aheta. ANi je sukSmatara ANi sUkSmatama doSa rAhile Aheta, te jagAlA ajibAta nukasAnakAraka kiMvA phAyadyAce nasatAta. jagAlA sparzata nAhI ase doSa asatAta. sthUla doSa mhaNaje tumhI mAjhyAsobata cAra mahIne jarI rAhilAta nA, tarI tumhAlA mAjhA ekasuddhA doSa disaNAra nAhI, covIsa tAsa sobata rAhilAta tarIhI.

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122 nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa hyA nIrubena Aheta, tyA niraMtara seveta asatAta paNa tyAMnA AmacA ekahI doSa disata nAhI. tyA niraMtara sobataca rAhatAta. jara jJAnI puruSAtaca doSa asela tara jaga nirdoSa kase asU zakela? __ jAgRtI cukAMsamora jJAnIMcI AmacI jAgRtI 'TaoNpa'cI (savocca) asate. tumacyA lakSAta suddhA yeNAra nAhI paNa tumacyAzI bolatAnA jithe AmacI cUka hote tithe lagecaca AmacyA lakSAta yete ANi AmhI tI cUka lageca dhuUna TAkato. tyAsAThI Ata yaMtra Thevalele asate, jyAcyAne lageca dhutale jAte. AmhI svataH nirdoSa jhAlo Ahota ANi saMpUrNa jagAlA suddhA nirdoSaca pAhato. aMtima prakAracI jAgRtI koNatI? tara jagAta koNIhI doSI disata nAhI. AmhAlA jJAna prApta jhAlyAnaMtara dararojace hajAro doSa disU lAgale. jasajase disU lAgatAta tasatase doSa kamI hota jAtAta ANi doSa kamI hotAta tasatazI 'jAgRtI' vADhata jAte. Amace phakta sUkSmatara ANi sUkSmatama doSa bAkI rAhile Aheta, tyAMnA AmhI 'pAhata' asato ANi 'jANata' asato. te doSa kuNAlA harakata karaNAre nasatAta paNa kALAmuLe te thAMbale Aheta ANi tyAmuLeca 360 DigrIce kevaLajJAna thAMbale Ahe. 356 DigrIparyaMta pohAcalyA naMtara thAMbale Ahe ! paraMtu AmhI tumhAlA pUrNa 360 DigrIce kevaLajJAna phakta ekA tAsAtaca deta asato, paNa tumhAlA suddhA te pacaNAra nAhI. are, AmhAlAca pacale nAhI nA! kALAmuLeca cAra DigrI kamI rAhilI! Ata pUrNapaNe 360 DigrI 'riyala' Ahe ANi 'rileTivhamadhye' 356 DigrI Ahe. yA kALAta rileTivha pUrNatelA pohocU zakela ase zakya nAhI. paNa AmhAlA tyAcI kAhI harakata nAhI, kAraNa Ata apAra sukha vartata asate! mhaNUna 'AmacA' koNIhI variSTha nAhI jyAMnA jitakyA cukA disata nAhIta, titakyA cukA tyAMcyA variSTha Aheta. jyAcyA sagaLyAca cukA saMpalyA, tyAlA koNI variSTha nAhI.

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AtmadRSTI jhAlyAnaMtara.... mAjhA koNIca variSTha nAhI, mhaNUna mI sarvAMcA variSTha, variSThacAhI variSTha! kAraNa AmacyAta sthUla doSa tara nasatAtaca. sUkSma doSa suddhA nighUna gele Aheta. sUkSmatara ANi sUkSmatama doSa asatAta, tyA doSAMce AmhI saMpUrNa jJAtA-dRSTA rAhata asato. mahAvIra bhagavaMta suddhA heca karata hote. 123 mhaNUna 'jJAnI' dehadhArI paramAtmA jJAnI puruSAta disU zakatIla azA sthUla cUkA nasatAta. yA doSAMcI mI tumhAlA vyAkhyA deto. sthUla cUka mhaNaje kAya ? mAjhyAkaDUna jara ekhAdI cUka ghaDalI tara jo jAgRta manuSya asela tyAlA samajate kI yAMnI kAhI tarI cUka kelI. sUkSma cUka mhaNaje ithe paMcavIsa hajAra mANasaM basalI asatIla, tara mI samajUna jAto kI, mAjhA hA doSa jhAlA paNa tyA paMcavIsa hajArA paikI jematema pAca manuSya sUkSma cUka samajU zakatIla. sUkSma doSa tara buddhIpUrvaka paNa disU zakatAta. paraMtu sUkSmatara ANi sUkSmatama doSa he mAtra jJAnAcyA AdhAreca disatAta. sUkSmatara ANi sUkSmatama doSa manuSyAMnA disata nAhIta. devI-devatAMnAhI avadhijJAnAne pAhile taraca disatIla. paNa tarI tara te doSa kuNAce nukasAna karata nAhIta, ase sUkSmatara ANi sUkSmatama doSa AmacyAta rAhilele Aheta ANi te suddhA yA kaliyugAcyA vicitratemuLe ! 'jJAnI puruSa' svataH dehadhArI paramAtmAca mhaTale jAtAta. jyAMcI ekahI sthUla cUka nAhI kI ekahI sUkSma cUka nAhI. AtIla bhagavaMta dAkhavitAta doSa... jaga dona prakAracyA cukA pAhU zakate, eka sthUla ANi eka sUkSma. sthUla cukA bAherIla pablika paNa pAhU zakate ANi sUkSma cukA buddhijIvI pAhU zakatAta. yA dona cukA jJAnI puruSAta nasatAta. ANi sUkSmatara doSa tara phakta jJAnIMnAca disatAta. ANi AmhI sUkSmatamamadhye basalelo Ahota.

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124 nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa mAjhyA jyA sUkSmatara ANi sUkSmatama cukA Aheta kI jyA 'kevaLajJAnAlA' aDavata asatIla, kevalajJAnAlA bAdhaka azA jyA cukA ghaData asatIla tyA cukA bhagavaMta 'malA' dAkhavatAta mhaNUna 'mI' jANato nA kI he mAjhe variSTha Aheta. ase nAhI kA lakSAta yeta? ApalI cUka dAkhavatAta te bhagavaMta ApalyApekSA variSTha Aheta kI nAhI? praznakartA : ho barobara Ahe. dAdAzrI : mhaNUna AmhI sAMgata asato nA kI, je AmhAlA cukA dAkhavatAta te 'caudAlokace' nAtha Aheta. caudA lokacyA nAthAMce darzana karA. cUka dAkhavaNAre koNa Aheta? caudAlokace nAtha! ANi te dAdA bhagavAna tara mI pAhile Aheta, Ata saMpUrNa dazeta Aheta. yAcI mI gaeNraMTI deto. mIca tyAMnA bhajato nA! ANi tumhAlA hI sAMgato kI 'bhAU, tumhI suddhA darzana karA.' dAdA bhagavAnAMcI 360 DigrI Ahe ANi mAjhI 356 DigrI Ahe, mhaNUna AmhI doghe vegaLe Ahota, he siddha jhAle kI nAhI? praznakartA : ho nA! dAdAzrI : AmhI doghe vegaLeca Ahota. je Ata prakaTa jhAle Aheta, te dAdA bhagavAna Aheta. te saMpUrNa prakaTa jhAle Aheta. parama jyoti svarupa!

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jaga nirdoSa bhagavaMtAne pAhile jaga nirdoSa praznakartA : mahAvIra bhagavaMtAMnI pUrNa jagAlA nirdoSa pAhile. dAdAzrI : bhagavaMtAMnI nirdoSa pAhile ANi svataHcyA nirdoSa dRSTIne nirdoSa pAhile. tyAMnA koNIca doSI vATalA nAhI. taseca mI suddhA nirdoSa pAhile Ahe, malA suddhA koNI doSI disata nAhI. phulAMcA hAra ghAtalA tarI koNI doSI nAhI ANi zivyA dilyA tarIhI koNI doSI nAhI. he tara mAyAvI dRSTImuLe sagaLe doSI disatAta. mhaNaje hA phakta dRSTIcAca doSa Ahe. praznakartA : nirdoSatA kevhA prApta hote? dAdAzrI : jevhA saMpUrNa jagAlA nirdoSa pAhAla tevhA! mI saMpUrNa jagAlA nirdoSa pAhile Ahe, tevhA mI nirdoSa jhAlo. hita karaNAr2yAlA ANi ahita karaNAr2yAlA suddhA AmhI nirdoSa pAhato. koNIhI doSI nAhI. tyAne jarI doSa kelA asela, tarI kharokhara tyAcyA pUrva janmAta kelA asela. paraMtu tyAnaMtara tara tyAcI icchA nasela tarIhI AttA to doSa hoto. tevhA to tyAcyA icche viruddha hoto nA? bharalelA mAla Ahe, tyAta tyAcA kAhI doSa nAhI nA, mhaNUna tyAlA nirdoSa mAnalA. koNatyA dRSTIne jaga disate nirdoSa pudgalalA pAhU nakA. pudgalavara dRSTI karu nakA. AtmyAkaDeca dRSTI karA. kAnAta khiLA ThokaNArA suddhA mahAvIra bhagavaMtAMnA nirdoSa disalA. doSI disato, tIca ApalI cUka Ahe. to eka prakAracA ApalA

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126 nijadoSa darzananA ne....nirdoSa ahaMkAra Ahe. he tara ApaNa bina pagArAce nyAyAdhIza banato ANi mAra khAta rAhato. mokSAlA jAtAnA he loka ApalyAlA goMdhaLavatAta, ase je ApaNa bolato te tara vyavahArAne bolato. iMdriya jJAnAne jase disate taseca bolato. paNa kharokhara, vAstavikateta tara loka aDavU zakataca nAhI nA! kAraNa 'koNatAhI jIva, koNatyAhI jIvAta hastakSepa karu zakataca nAhI' ase he jaga Ahe. loka tara bicAre, prakRtI jazI nAcavate tase nAcatAta, mhaNaje yAta kuNAcAhI doSa nAhIca. saMpUrNa jaga nirdoSaca Ahe. malA svata:lA nirdoSa anubhavAta yeta Ahe. jevhA tumhAlA nirdoSa anubhavAta yeIla, tevhA tumhI yA jagApAsUna mukta vhAla. nAhItara joparyaMta eka jarI jIva doSI vATata asela toparyaMta tumacI suTakA hoNAra nAhI. praznakartA : tyAta sarva jIva yetAta? mhaNaje phakta mANaseca nAhIta paNa kiDe, muMgyA he sarva suddhA tyAta yetAta kA? dAdAzrI : ho, pratyeka jIva nirdoSa svabhAvAce disale pAhijeta. praznakartA : dAdA, tumhI pratyeka jIva nirdoSa Ahe, ase mhaTale. AtA jara nokarIta mI kuThe cUka kelI ANi mAjhA variSTha amaladAra malA ase mhaNela kI 'tU hI cUka kelIsa,' maga to malA rAgavela, ThapakA deIla. AtA jara mI nirdoSaca asela tara malA koNI rAgavAyalA nako nA? dAdAzrI : kuNAce rAgAvaNe ApaNa pAhU naye. ApalyAvara rAgAvaNArA suddhA nirdoSa Ahe, ase ApalyA samajUtIta asale pAhije. mhaNaje kuNAvara doSa TAkU zakata nAhI. tumhAlA jitake nirdoSa disatIla, titake tumhI (yarthAtha) samajamadhye AlAta, ase mhaTale jAIla. malA jaga nirdoSa disate, tumacI dRSTI suddhA azI jhAlI mhaNaje he koDe suTela. mI tumhAlA asA prakAza deIla ANi itake pApa dhuUna TAkela kI, jyAmuLe tumacA prakAza TikUna rAhila. ANi tyAmuLe maga tumhAlA nirdoSa disata jAIla. ANi tyAcabarobara tumhI pAca AjJeta rAhAla tara tumhAlA je jJAna dile Ahe, tyA jJAnAlA sahajahI phaeNkcara hoU deNAra nAhI.

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jaga nirdoSa 127 tattva dRSTIne jaga nirdoSa AmhI saMpUrNa jagAlA nirdoSa pAhato. praznakartA : ase saMpUrNa jagAlA nirdoSa kevhA pAhatA yeIla? dAdAzrI : tumhAlA udAharaNa deUna samajAvato, maga tumhAlA samajela. samajA ekA gAvAta eka sonAra rAhatoya. pAca hajAra lokAMce gAva Ahe. tumacyAjavaLa je sone Ahe te sone tumhI tithe vikaNyAsAThI gelAta. tevhA to sonAra AdhI te sone ase ghAsela, ghAsUna baghela. AtA Apale sone jarI cAMdIsArakhe sapheta disata asela, bhesaLayukta sone asela tarI to rAgavata nAhI. to kA rAgavata nAhI kI, tumhI ase bhesaLayukta sone kA ANale? kAraNa tyAcI dRSTI tara phakta sonyAvaraca Ahe. ANi dusar2yA koNAkaDe gelAta tara to rAgavela kI, kI ase sone kA ANale mhaNUna? mhaNaje jo kharA sonAra Ahe to rAgavata nAhI. are, tumhI jara soneca mAgata AhAta, tara yAcyAta soneca pAhA nA! yAta dusare sarva kA pAhatA? evaDhe bhesaLayukta sone kA ANale? ase jara oraData rAhile, tara tyAcA aMta kevhA yeIla? ApaNa ApalyA parIne baghUna pAhUna ghyAyace kI, yAta itake sone Ahe ANi yAce itake rupaye miLatIla. tumhAlA samajale nA? yA dRSTIne mI saMpUrNa jagAlA nirdoSa pAhato. sonAra yA dRSTIneca jarI kasehI sone asale tarIhI tyAta soneca pAhato nA? dusare pAhUca naye nA? ANi rAgavatahI nAhI. ApaNa sonArAlA sone dAkhavAyalA gelo tara ApalyAlA ase vATate kI, 'to rAgAvalA tara?' Apale sone tara kharAba jhAlele Ahe ! paNa nAhI, to ajibAta rAgAvaNAra nAhI. to kAya mhaNela, 'malA bAkIcyA goSTIMzI kAya deNegheNe? maga to sonAra bina akkalecA Ahe kI akkalavAlA Ahe? praznakartA : akkalavAlAca mhaTalA jAIla nA? dAdAzrI : maga he udAharaNa barobara nAhI kA? praznakartA : barobara Ahe, ase udAharaNa dile kI paTakana lakSAta yete.

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128 nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa dAdAzrI : AtA he udAharaNa koNAlA mAhIta nAhI kA ? praznakartA : mAhItaca asela. dAdAzrI : nAhI, he tyAMnA kase lakSAta yeIla ? divasabhara lakSa lakSmIjIvaraca asate. ANi lakSmIcA viSaya saMpalA kI bAIsAhebAMcI AThavaNa yete. ANi bAIsAhebAMcA viSaya saMpalA kI punhA lakSmIcA viSaya AThavato. tyAmuLe dusare kAhI lakSAtaca nAhI rAhata nA ! maga dusare hizoba kADhaNyAce rAhUnaca jAte nA ? AmhI sonArAlA pAhile Ahe, malA ase vATAyace kI hA sonAra rAgavata kA nAhI kI, 'tumhI sone kA bighaDavUna ANale ?' tyAcI dRSTI kazI suMdara Ahe! ajibAta rAgavata nAhI. yAce sone cAMgale Ahe asehI kadhI bolata nAhI. paNa ase mhaNato 'basA, cahA-pANI ghyAla nA ?' are, bhesaLayukta sone Ahe tarIhI cahA pAjatosa ? tara yAta suddhA aseca Ahe. Ata tara zuddha soneca (zuddha AtmAca ) Ahe nA ? tAtvika dRSTIne pAhile tara kuNAcAhI doSa nAhI. jaga nirdoSa, purAvyAsakaTa AmhI saMpUrNa jaga nirdoSa pAhato. AmhI jagAlA nirdoSa mAnale Ahe. te mAnalele thoDeca badalaNAra Ahe ? ghaTakyAta badalela kA ? AmhI nirdoSa mAnale Ahe, jANale Ahe, maga doSI thoDeca vATaNAra Ahe ? ! kAraNa jagAta koNIhI doSI nAhIca. mI ekjaeNkTalI (jase Ahe tase) sAMgata Ahe. buddhIne prupha (purAve) dyAyalAhI tayAra Ahe. yA buddhIvAna jagAlA, hA jo buddhIcA prasAra jhAlelA Ahe tyAMnA prupha havA asela tara mI prapha deU icchito. zIlavAnAce dona guNa yA kALAta haMDreDa parasenTa (zaMbhara Takke) zIlavAna koNIca nasato.

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jaga nirdoSa 129 ase zIlavAna mAgIla paMcavIsaze varSAMta jhAle nAhIta. mAgIla paMcavIsaze varSAMcI jI karma Aheta, tyAta ase zIlavAna koNI hoU zakataca nAhI. zIla yete khare paNa pUrNatA yeta nAhI. praznakartA : paNa zIlacyA dizene tara jAU zakato nA? dAdAzrI : ho jAU zakato. praznakartA : tara tithe jANyAsAThI kAya karAve? hA mAjhA sarvAta moThA kaThINa prazna Ahe. tyAsAThI kAya karAve? te samajataca nAhI. praznakartA : thoDakyAta samajUna ghyAve kI kuNA zatrU viSayI suddhA Apale bhAva bighaDavU naye ANi jara bighaDalA asela tara pratikramaNAne sudhAruna ghyA. bhAva bighaDato to ApalyA kamataratemuLe bighaDato. mhaNUna tyAsa pratikramANAne sudhAruna ghyAve! ase karata-karata tI vastU siddha hoIla. ANi dusare mhaNaje yA jagAta koNIhI doSI nAhIca muLI. kharokhara pratyeka jIva nirdoSaca Ahe, yA jagAta. doSI disate hIca bhrAMtI Ahe. koNIhI doSI nAhI. he 'tyAcyA lakSAta rAhile pAhije. praznakartA : paNa he buddhIne samajaNe khUpa kaThINa Ahe. dAdAzrI : buddhI he samajU detaca nAhI. koNIca doSI nAhI ase buddhI samajUca deta nAhI. praznakartA : tara yAsAThI kAya karAve? dAdAzrI : he vAkya jara tumacyA anubhavAta Ale tara to anubhavaca tumhAlA sAMgela. mhaNUna prathama yA vAkyAne suruvAta karA. maga to anubhavaca tumhAlA sAMgela, mhaNaje maga buddhI zAMta hoUna jAIla. he Ahe jJAnAce tharmAmITara yA jagAcyA 'sAra' rupAta jara tumhI vicArale kI, yA jagAce 'sAra'

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130 nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa kAya Ahe ? tevhA mhaNe, 'jagAta koNatAhI manuSya doSI nAhIca. manuSyahI doSI nAhI ANi vAgha suddhA doSI nAhI.' mhaNaje yA uttarAvaruna pUrNa rakkama zodhUna kADhAyacI. uttara kAya Ahe, tara he jaga saMpUrNa nirdoSa svarupAta Ahe. jIvamAtra nirdoSa Ahe. doSI disate te svata:cyA ajJAnatemuLe. bolA AtA, kitI cukIcyA dhAraNeta AhAta tumhI? praznakartA : khUpaca cukIcyA. dAdAzrI : jevhA jaga nirdoSa disela, tumacA khisA kApata asela tarIhI tI vyaktI tumhAlA nirdoSa disata asela, tevhA samajAve kI karekTanesa (yathArthatA) vara ApaNa Alota. eka rakkama tumhI dharAla? zALeta zikata asatAnA aMkagaNitAta zikSaka zikavatAta nA kI kAhI jamata nasela tara sapoja (samajA kI) 100 ase sAMgatAta nA? ase nAhI kA sAMgata kI manAta 100 hA AkaDA dharA tevhA uttara yeIla. tevhA ApalyAlA vATate kI, zikSakAMnI 100 vara kAhI jAdU kelelI disateya. maga ApaNa mhaNU kI nAhI mI tara savvAze dharela. tevhA te sAMgatIla, tulA dharAyacI asela tI dhara nA! ase dharalyAnehI uttara miLela ase Ahe. azI eka rakkama mI tumhAlA dharaNyAsa sAMgU kA? yA jagAta koNIhI doSI nAhI. saMpUrNa jaga nirdoSaca Ahe. tumhAlA doSa disatAta kA? praznakartA : pAhile tara disatAta. dAdAzrI : kharokhara doSa nAhIca. tarIhI doSa disatAta, tI ApalI ajJAnatA Ahe. lokAMce kiMcitamAtra doSa disatAta tI ApalI ajJAnatA Ahe.

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jaga nirdoSa 131 hI rakkama dharalI ANi hI rakkama dharuna uttara ANale tara uttara yeIla ase Ahe. jagAta koNIca doSI nAhI. tumacyA doSAneca tumhAlA baMdhana Ahe. dusar2yA kuNAcA doSa nAhIca. koNI tumace nukasAna kele, koNI zivyA dilyA, apamAna kelA tyAta tyAcA doSa nAhI, doSa tumacAca Ahe. dRSTInusAra sRSTI praznakartA : kadhI asehI ghaDate kI, jI vyaktI Aja AmhAlA cAMgalI vATate tIca udyA tiraskArayukta vATate. parata tisar2yA divazI tIca vyaktI AmhAlA madata karaNArI vATate. tara ase kA vATate? dAdAzrI : tyA vyaktIta ApalyAlA jo badala disato to ApalA roga Ahe. vyaktIta badala hotaca nAhI. mhaNUna jo badala disato to ApalAca roga Ahe. ANi adhyAtma heca sAMgate nA! adhyAtma kAya sAMgate? tulA pAhatAca yeta nAhI. maga ugAcaca bAyakocA navarA hoUna kA basalA Ahesa? arthAta ApalyAlA pAhatA yeta nasalyAmuLe ase sarva ghaData asate. bAkI hI phaeNkTa (kharI) vastU nAhI. svataHsAThI samoracI vyaktI kAya mAnata asela, te kase samajaNAra? tumacyAsAThI ekhAdI vyaktI abhAva vyakta karata asela tara tumhAlA tyA vyaktIsAThI kAya vATate? praznakartA : abhAva vyakta kelA tara vAITa vATate. dAdAzrI : maga tumhI dusar2yAMsAThI abhAva vyakta kelA tara kAya hoIla? praznakartA : he eka koDeca Ahe kI, yAMcyAta malA cAMgalA bhAva disato ANi yA tyAMcyAta malA vAITa bhAva disato? dAdAzrI : nAhI, he koDe nAhI. AmhI jANato kI he kAya Ahe, mhaNUna AmhAlA koDe vATata nAhI. eka vyaktI malA roja vicArata ase

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132 nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa kI, yA mANasAsAThI malA vAITa bhAva kA yetAta? mI sAMgitale, 'tyA mANasAcA doSa nAhI, tumacA doSa Ahe.' praznakartA : paNa ApaNa jara vAITa asU tara sagaLeca vAITa disAyalA haveta. dAdAzrI : ApaNaca vAITa Ahota mhaNUnaca he vAITa disate. koNIhI vAITa nAhIca. vAITa disate te tumacyAca vAITapaNAmuLe vAITa disate. bhagavaMtAne hAca zodha lAvalA ANi tumhI je cAMgale mhaNatAta tohI tumacA mUrkhapaNA Ahe, phUlIzanesa Ahe. cAMgale-cAMgale mhaNato ANi jevhA ApaNa vicAru tevhA mhaNela, 'mAjhA vizvAsaghAta kelA.' paNa maga tU cAMgale-cAMgale kA mhaNata hotAsa? Aja cAMgale mhaNela ANi dahA varSAMnaMtara mhaNela kI, mAjhA vizvAsaghAta kelA, ase ghaDate kI nAhI? praznakartA : ase ghaDateca nA! dAdAzrI : ANi ase je cukIce disate te cAMgale Ahe asehI mAnU nakA. jaga nirdoSa anubhavAta... praznakartA : samoracA nirdoSa disela azI jAgRtI satata rAhilI pAhije nA? dAdAzrI : nirdoSa pAhAyalA ajUna tumhAlA barAca veLa lAgela. paNa tarI dAdAMnI sAMgitale Ahe mhaNUna kadAcita tumhAlA nirdoSa diselahI, paNa te phakta sAMgitalyAmuLeca disela. tumhAlA ekjakTa nirdoSa disaNAra nAhI. praznakartA : maga AmhAlA asA anubhava yeNAraca nAhI? dAdAzrI : AttAca tumhAlA anubhava yeNAra nAhI. praznakartA : ANi jara AmhI manAta ase mAnale kI ho, te nirdoSaca Aheta tara?

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jaga nirdoSa 133 dAdAzrI : tumhAlA he jJAna tara jhAle paNa tasA anubhava kadhI nA kadhI hoIla. paNa AtA tyA AdhIca tumhI ase TharavUna TAkale mhaNaje maga kAhI aDacaNaca nAhI nA! nirdoSa Ahe ase mhaTalyAmuLe Apale mana bighaData nAhI. tumhI kuNAlA doSI Tharavale tara prathama tumace mana bighaDate ANi te maga tumhAlA duHkha deteca. kAraNa kharokhara koNI doSI nAhIca. tumacyA akkalaneca tumhAlA doSI disate ANi tIca bhrAMtIcI jAgA Ahe. ho, tumhI malA nehamI sagaLyAMbaddala sAMgata asatA paNa mI koNAcI takrAra aikato kA?! praznakartA : AtA tumhI kAya sAMgitale kI tumhI malA nehamI sAMgata asatA. dAdAzrI : ho, paNa tumhI azA sarva goSTI sAMgata asatA kI hA ase karata hotA, to tase karata hotA, tara AtA tumhAlA samajale nA kI he sarva cukIce Ahe ? praznakartA : ho. dAdAzrI : sagaLA veLa vAyA gelA. sagaLeca nirdoSa Aheta. ase samajale kI, prazna miTalA. praznakartA : koNI AmacA khisA kApalA tara lageca AmhI mhaNato kI, hA mAjhyA karmAcA udaya Ahe, maga lageca to mANUsa nirdoSa disato. dAdAzrI : itake jara tumacyA jJAnAta Ale kI, hA mAjhyAca karmAcA udaya Ahe, mhaNUna to nirdoSa disato, he barobara Ahe. yAsa anubhavapUrvakace mhaTale jAIla. praznakartA : te anubhavapUrvakace mhaTale jAIla? dAdAzrI : ho. praznakartA : ApalyA karmAcA udaya Ahe ase disale tara?

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134 nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa dAdAzrI : ho, heca kI hA mAjhyAca karmAcA udaya Ahe, tyAcA doSa nAhI. yAsa jAgRtI mhaNatAta. ANi tumhI jara samajalyAzivAya aseca bolalAta kI, saMpUrNa jaga nirdoSa Ahe, tara te ajUna pUrNapaNe tumacyA anubhavAta Alele nAhI. mhaNaje kAhI bAbatIta tumace ase DisAIDa (nakkI) hoUna jAte ANi kAhI bAbI azA asatIla kI jyAta Disijana (nirNaya) hota nAhI. mhaNUna he tumhI mAnUnaca ghyAyace. naMtara jevhA TAIma yeIla tevhA te DisAIDa hoUna jAIla. ApalyAlA uttara mAhIta asela tara maga hizoba lihitA-lihitA jevhA uttara miLate tevhA samajate. uttara mAhIta asalele cAMgaleca Ahe nA! praznakartA : ho. AtA AmhAlA kuThalehI phaLa miLAle kiMvA kuThalehI kArya jhAle, plasa kiMvA mAyanasa (kamI kiMvA jAsta) paNa te ApalyA karmAcyA adhInaca Ahe, aseca mAnale jAte... dAdAzrI : ho, yAta dusare kAhIca nAhI. sarva kAhI Apaleca Ahe. mAyanasa mhaTale tarI Apale ANi plasa mhaTale tarIhI Apale. paraMtu vyavahArAta tumhI samoracyAlA ase sAMgitale pAhije kI, bhAU sAheba, tumhI cAMgale kAma karuna dAkhavale, ase bolale pAhije. ANi kharAba kele asela tara tyAlA ase mhaNU naye kI tumhI kharAba kAma kele. praznakartA : maga tyAlA kAya sAMgAve? dAdAzrI : tyAlA kAhIca sAMgAyace nAhI. tyAcyA prati mauna rAhAyace. kAraNa, jara cAMgale mhaTale nAhI tara tyAlA enkarejamenTa (protsAhana) miLaNAra nAhI. tyAlA vATela kI, he zeTha tara kAhI bolataca nAhI. to tara aseca mAnato nA kI 'he mIca kele!' tumacyA karmAcyA udayAne to karata Ahe, ase tyAlA mAhIta nAhI. to tara aseca mhaNela kI, 'he mI mAjhyA mehanatIne kele Ahe.' tevhA ApalyAlA 'ho' mhaNAve lAgate.

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jaga nirdoSa 135 aMtima dRSTIne jaga nirdoSa praznakartA : AtA koNatAhI manuSya malA nAlAyaka disata nAhI, ANi pUrvI tara malA sarvaca nAlAyaka disata hote. dAdAzrI : nAhIca muLI. hA tapAsa kelyAnaMtaraca mI sAMgitale kI, malA saMpUrNa jaga nirdoSa disate. praznakartA : zuddhAtmA pAhile nAhI tevhAca doSI disate nA? dAdAzrI : doSI kevhA disate kI jevhA ApaNa zuddhAtmA pAhata nAhI tevhA doSI disate ANi dusare mhaNaje tyAne tyAce 'sAra' kADhalele nAhI, ekjaeNkTalI jara 'sAra' kADhale tara to svata:ca mhaNela, doSa pAhaNArA svata:ca mhaNela kI, bhAU hI tara mAjhIca cUka Ahe. arthAta phakta zuddhAtmA pAhilyAnehI kAhI pUrNa hota nAhI. te maga puDhe-puDhe cAlUca rAhate. tevhA paddhatazIrapaNe nikAla jhAlA pAhije. mhaNaje tyAce 'sAra' kADhUna nikAla jhAlA pAhije kI kazA prakAre tyAcA doSa nAhI. ho tyAcA doSa nAhI tarIhI ase kA disate? mahAvIra bhagavaMtAMnI sAMgitale kI, saMpUrNa jaga nirdoSa Ahe, jI kAhI cUka hotI tI mAjhIca hotI ANi tI sApaDalI. ANi malAhI mAjhI cUka sApaDalI. ANi AtA mI tumhAlA kAya sAMgato? kI tumacI cUka zodhA. mI dusare kAhIca sAMgata nAhI. jo pataMgAcA dorA mAjhyAjavaLa Ahe, tasAca pataMgAcA dorA tumacyAjavaLahI Ahe. tumhI zuddhAtmyAce jJAna prApta kele mhaNUna pataMgAcA dorA tumacyA hAtAta AlA. pataMgAcA dorA hAtAta nasela ANi gaTAMgaLyA khAllyA, AraDAoraDA kelA, uDyA mAralyA tara tyAne kAhIhI niSpanna hota nAhI. paNa hAtAta dorA asela ANi to oDhalA tara tyAce gaTAMgaLyA khANe baMda hote kI nAhI? to dorA mI tumacyA hAtAta dilA Ahe. mhaNUna tumhAlA nirdoSa pAhAyace. nirdoSa dRSTIne zuddhAtmA pAhUna tyAlA 5sata.

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136 nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa nirdoSa TharavAyace. maga thoDyA veLAne punhA AtUna AraDAoraDA karela. 'to tara ase-ase karato, tyAlA kazAlA nirdoSa pAhatA?' mhaNUna ekjakTalI jase Ahe tase nirdoSa pAhAyace ANi ekjekTalI nirdoSaca Ahe. kAraNa he je jaga Ahe nA, je tumhAlA disate, to sarva tumacA pariNAma Ahe, kaoNjesa (kAraNaM) disata nAhIta. tara AtA pariNAmAta koNAcA doSa? praznakartA : kaoNjesacA doSa. dAdAzrI : kaoNjesa karaNAr2yAcA doSa. mhaNaje pariNAmAta kuNAcAhI doSa nasato. ase he jaga pariNAma svarupa Ahe. he tara mI tumhAlA agadI choTA 'tAraNa' (hizoba) kADhAyalA zikavale ajUna tara dusare puSkaLa hizoba Aheta. kitItarI hizoba jamA jhAle tevhA mI svIkAra kelA kI, he jaga nirdoSa Ahe. nAhI tara asAca svIkAra hoIla kA? hI kAhI nusatI thApa Ahe ? tumhI tumacyA pratItIta basavA kI he jaga nirdoSa Ahe, zaMbhara Takke nirdoSaca Ahe. doSIta disate tIca bhrAMtI Ahe ANi tyAmuLeca he jaga nirmANa jhAle Ahe basa, nirmANa hoNyAcyA mAge dusare koNatehI kAraNa nAhI. jJAnadRSTIne pAhAyalA gelo tara jaga nirdoSa Ahe ANi ajJAnatene jaga doSita disate. jaga joparyaMta doSita disate. toparyaMta bhaTakata rAhAyace ANi jevhA jaga nirdoSa disela tevhA ApalI suTakA hoIla. jANale tara tyAsa mhaTale jAte jANale tara tevhA mhaTale jAte kI, kadhIhI Thokara lAgata nAhI. khisA kApalA gelA tarIhI Thokara (duHkha) lAgata nAhI, ANi thobADIta mArale tarIhI Thokara lAgata nAhI, yAsa jANale ase mhaTale jAte. he tara 'mI jANato,' 'mI jANato' ase gAta rAhato. bAkI 'jANale' tara tyAsa mhaTale jAte kI, kiMcitamAtra, nAvApUratAhI ahaMkAra nasato. khisA kApalA,

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jaga nirdoSa 137 thobADIta mArale tarIhI kAhIca pariNAma hota nAhI. tevhAca 'jANale' ase mhaTale jAte. he tara khisA kApalA jAto tevhA 'mAjhA khisA kApalA polIsAlA bolavA!' azI boMbAboMba karato. are, kazAcyA AdhArAvara kApalA gelA he mAhIta Ahe kA tulA? jJAnI puruSa jANatAta kI kazAcyA AdhArAvara kApalA gelA. jJAnIMnA khisA kApaNArA gunhegAra disata nAhI. ANi yAMnA tara khisA kApaNArA gunhegAra disato. khisA kApaNArA nirdoSa Ahe tarI paNa tumhAlA doSI disato. mhaNUna tumhI ajUna kitItarI janma bhaTakAla. je pAhAyace te pAhile nAhI ANi sarva ulaTeca pAhile! jo gunhegAra nAhI tyAlA gunhegAra pAhile. pAhA tarI he ase cukIce jJAna zikUna Ale Aheta! paNa tarI loka je dharma karatAta, kriyAkAMDa karatAta tehI cukIce nAhI. paNa kharI goSTa, kharI vAstavikatA tara jANAvI lAgela nA? to khise kApaNAra tumhAlA gunhegAra vATato nA? tara polIsAMnA suddhA khise kApaNArA gunhegAra vATato ANi majurAMnA suddhA to gunhegAra vATato, maga yAta tumhI koNate navIna jJAna gheUna AlAta? lahAna mulAMnAhI kaLate kI, yAne khisA kApalA Ahe, mhaNUna 'hA gunhegAra Ahe', ase lahAna mulehI mhaNatAta. bAyakA suddhA mhaNatAta ANi tumhI suddhA mhaNatA. maga tumacyAta ANi tyA tyAMcyAta kAya pharaka Ahe ? 'mI jANato, mI jANato' ase mhaNatA, paNa lokAMjavaLa Ahe taseca jJAna tumacyAjavaLahI Ahe nA? tyAsa jJAna mhaNUca kase zakato? dusare navIna jJAna tumacyAjavaLa Aheca kuThe? 'jJAna' tara ase nasate nA? kaSAya bhAva doSa dAkhavatAta, kSaNabhara suddhA kuThalAhI jIva doSI jhAlelA nAhI. he je doSI disatAta te ApalyAca doSAMmuLe disatAta. ANi doSI disatAta mhaNUnaca kaSAya (krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha) karatAta. nAhI tara kaSAya karaNAraca nAhIta nA? doSI disate mhaNaje cukIceca disate. AMdhaLA, AMdhaLyAlA

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138 nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa ApaTato, azI goSTa Ahe hI. AMdhaLI mANasaM samorAsamora ApaTatAta he ApaNa samajUna ghetale ANi dUra ubhe rAhUna mhaTale kI, 'he tara AMdhaLe Aheta vATate.' evaDhe ApaTatAta yAce kAya kAraNa? tara tyAMnA disata nAhI mhaNUna. bAkI jagAta kuThalAhI jIva doSI nAhIca. ANi doSa disato to tumacAca doSa Ahe. mhaNUnaca kaSAya TikUna rAhile Aheta. dusar2yAMce doSa dAkhavato to kaSAyabhAvAcyA paDadA Ahe. tyAmuLeca dusar2yAMce doSa disatAta. ziMgAMsArakhe kaSAyabhAva asatAta, te vAkavalyAne vAkata nAhI. __ AtA krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha 'kamI karA, kamI karA' ase sAMgatAta paNa te kamI kevhA hotIla? te kAya kamI hotAta? vAstavikatece jJAna asela kI koNIca doSI nAhI, maga tara krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kamI karaNyAce kAhI kAraNaca urale nAhI nA! doSI disatAta mhaNUnaca pratikramaNa karAve lAgate nA? praznakartA : ho. dAdAzrI : ekhAdyAveLI mAgIla krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhacyA kAraNAne doSI disata asatIla tara pratikramaNa karAve lAgate. mhaNaje maga krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha nighUna jAtAta. tithe koNAvara rAgavAla? AtA DoMgarAvaruna eka DhekULa gharaMgaLata Ale va DokyAlA lAgale ANi rakta nighAle, tyAveLI tumhI koNAlA zivI detA? koNAvara rAgAvatA? DoMgarAvaruna evaDhA moThA dagaDa paDalA tara AdhI vara baghato kI koNI gharaMgaLavalA kI kAya? tithe koNIca disata nAhI. kiMvA maga mAkaDAne jarI gharaMgaLavalA asela tarI harakata nAhI. phAra tara tyAlA paLavUna lAvAla. tyAlA kAya zivyA dyAla? mAkaDAce nAva-nizANa kAhIca nAhI, maga kuThe

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jaga nirdoSa dAvA mAMDAla? nAva asalelyAvara dAvA mAMDU zakato, paNa mAkaDAce tara nAvahI nAhI, kAhIca nAhI. koNAvara dAvA mAMDAla ? zivyA kazA deNAra ? 139 tase tara mukAmAra mAra khAta asato paNa gharAta thoDe jarI vara-khAlI jhAle tara pUrNa ghara DokyAvara gheto! paNa tarI bhagavaMtAcyA bhASeta sarva nirdoSaca Aheta. kAraNa to jhopeta karato, tyAta tyAcA kAya doSa? samajA, jhopeta koNI mhaNAlA kI, 'tumhI mAjhe ghara jALUna TAkale, mAjhe puSkaLa nukasAna kele', tara AtA jhopeta bolaNAr2yAlA ApaNa gunhegAra kase TharavU zakato ? nAhI koNI zatrU AtA praznakartA : jaga nirdoSa Ahe, he koNatyA arthAne ? dAdAzrI : ughaDyA arthAne ! jagAtIla loka ase nAhI kA mhaNata kI, 'hA mAjhA zatrU Ahe. mAjhe yAcyAzI jamata nAhI, mAjhI sAsU vAITa Ahe. paNa malA tara sagaLe nirdoSaca disatAta. praznakartA : paNa tumhI tara sAMgatA kI, tumhAlA koNIca vAITa disata nAhI. dAdAzrI : koNI vAITa Aheca kuThe? maga vAITa kA baghAyace ? ApaNa samoracyAce sAmAna (AtmA) baghAyace ! DabIce kAya kAma? DabI pitaLyAcI aso kiMvA tAMbyAcI aso kiMvA lokhaMDAcIhI aso ! zatrU mhaNUna pAhilA tara duHkha hoIla nA, paNa zatrU mhaNUna pAhataca nAhI nA AtA tara tumacI dRSTI azI Ahe, cAmaDyAce DoLe Aheta, mhaNUna hA zatrU, hA cAMgalA nAhI, hA cAMgalA Ahe. AtA hA cAMgalA Ahe naMtara dona-cAra varSAMnI punhA tyAlAca vAITa mhaNAla. mhaNAla kI nAhI ? praznakartA : nakkIca mhaNato. dAdAzrI : ANi malA yA jagAta koNIhI zatrU disata nAhI. malA sarva nirdoSaca disatAta. kAraNa mAjhI dRSTI nirmaLa jhAlelI Ahe. yA cAmaDyAcyA DoLyAMnI cAlaNAra nAhI, tyAsAThI tara divyacakSU pAhijeta.

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140 nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa sApa, viMcU suddhA Aheta nirdoSa yA jagAta koNI doSI nAhIca. praznakartA : je kAhI Ahe te udayakarmAmuLeca Ahe, mhaNUnaca nA? dAdAzrI : ho, saMpUrNa jaga nirdoSaca Ahe. koNatyA dRSTIne nirdoSa Ahe? tevhA mhaNe, jara zuddhAtmA pAhilA tara nirdoSaca Ahe! maga doSI koNa Ahe ? tara bAherIla pudgala nA! jyAlA jaga mAnate, te pudgala...! ApalyAlA kAya jANAyace Ahe kI, Aja he pudgala udayakarmAcyA adhIna Ahe, svataHcyA adhIna nAhI, svata:cI icchA nasela tarIhI karAve lAgate. tevhA to bicArA nirdoSaca Ahe. mhaNUnaca AmhAlA saMpUrNa jaga, jIvamAtra nirdoSaca disatAta. jaga nirdoSa svabhAvAce Ahe. saMpUrNa jaga nirdoSaca Ahe. tumhAlA dusar2yAMce doSa disatAta te tumacyAta doSa asalyAmuLeca disatAta. jaga doSI nAhI, he jara tumacyA dRSTIta Ale taraca tumhI mokSAlA jAla. jaga doSI Ahe hI dRSTI asela tara tumhAlA itheca ArAmazIra paDUna rahAve. koNI japa karata asela, tapa karata asela tara ApaNa tyAcA doSa kA pAhAvA? 'vyavasthita zaktI' cyA tAbyAta jase asela, tase to bicArA karato. tyAta Apale kAya deNegheNe? ApalyAlA TIkA karaNyAce kAhI kAraNa Ahe kA? ApaNa tyAcyAbarobara navIna karAra kA karAvA? tyAlA jase anukUla vATela tase to karela. Apale tara mokSAzIca kAma Ahe mokSAzivAya dusar2yA koNAzIhI kAma nAhI. ANi AmhAlA jagAta koNIca doSI disata nAhI. khisA kApaNArA suddhA doSI disata nAhI. mhaNaje jagAtIla kuThalAhI jIva doSI disata nAhI. sApa aso, viMcU aso kiMvA koNIhI aso, jo tumhAlA doSI disato tyAcI maga tumhAlA bhItI vATAyalA lAgate. ANi AmhAlA doSI disataca nAhI. to koNatyA AdhAre doSI nAhI, to AdhAra AmhI jJAnAne jANato. doSI disate tI tara bhrAMtadRSTI Ahe, ho, bhrAMta dRSTI! hA cora Ahe ANi hA sAvakAra Ahe, hA amakA Ahe, hI sarva bhrAMta dRSTI Ahe. Apale 'lakSya' kAya asale pAhije kI,

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jaga nirdoSa 141 jIvamAtra nirdoSa Aheta. doSadRSTIne ApalyAlA doSI disate. tevhA ajUna ApalyA pAhaNyAta cUka hota Ahe, itake samajale pAhije. vAstavAta koNI doSI nAhIca. bhrAMtimuLe doSa disatAta. mahAvIrAMnI suddhA pAhile svadoSa corAne tumacA khisA kApalA tarIhI to tumhAlA doSI vATata nAhI, azI kitItarI kAraNe ghaDatIla tevhA mokSa hoIla. AtmajJAna jhAlyAnaMtara azI dRSTI hoNAra ANi tevhAca mokSa hoIla, nAhI tara mokSa hota nAhI. pAhAyalA gele tara, he je doSI disatAta, tI tumacI buddhI tumhAlA phasavate. bAkI yA jagAta koNI doSI nAhIca! buddhImuLe ApalyAlA ase vATate kI yAne AyuSyabhara kAhIca pApa kele nAhI tarIhI tyAcyA nazIbI ase kA? tevhA mhaNe, nAhI, he tara kitItarI janmAMce pApa, mhaNaje cikaTa pApa asatIla te uzIrA pikatAta. (udayAta yAtAta). AtA jara tumhI ekhAde cikaTa karma bAMdhale tara pAca hajAra varSAnaMtara te pApa udayAsa yete. karma vipAka hoNyAsa tara barAca TAIma jAto. ANi kityeka karma halake asatAta, te zaMbhara varSAta pikatAta, mhaNUna Apale loka mhaNatAta nA kI sAdhA-saraLa mANUsa Ahe, cAMgalA mANUsa Ahe. saraLa mANasAcI karma cikaTa nasatAta. ANi karma vipAka jhAlyAzivAya phaLa deta nAhI. AMbyAcyA jhADAvara evaDhA moThA AMbA paNa rasa nighata nAhI. vipAka jhAlA pAhije. he jJAna jhAlyAnaMtara AmhAlA suddhA koNI manuSya, koNI jIva doSI disalA nAhI. jevhA azI dRSTI miLela tevhA mahAvIra dRSTI jhAlI ase nizcita hoIla. mahAvIrAMcyA dRSTIta koNI doSI disata navhate. bhagavaMtAMnA kAnAta khiLe Thokale tevhA tyAMnA koNa doSI disale hote? praznakartA : svakarma. dAdAzrI : svakarma disale. devatAMnI DhekUNa TAkale, dusare kele, tisare kele, tarIhI doSI koNa disale? tara svata:ceca karma. svakarma.

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142 nijadoSa darzananA ne...nirdoSa mahAvIra bhagavaMtAMnA tyA lokAMnI (kAnAta) khiLe Thokale hote, tevhA tyAMnI lageca jJAnAta pAhile kI hA kasalA pariNAma AlA Ahe! mhaNaje kAnAta khiLe Thokale tyAMnAhI nirdoSa pAhile hote! jagAta kuNAcAhI doSa kADhaNyAsArakhA nAhIca. AmhI kadhIca kuNAcA doSa kADhIta nAhI. kuNAcA doSa nasatoca. bhagavaMtAnI sudhdA nirdoSa pAhile maga ApaNa doSa kADhaNAre koNa? tyAMcyAhIpekSA huzAra? bhagavaMtApekSAhI huzAra? bhagavaMtAMnIhI nirdoSa pAhile Ahe. jagAta kuNAlA doSI pAhile nAhI, tyAce nAva mahAvIra ANi mahAvIrAMcA kharA ziSya koNa kI jyAlA lokAMce doSa disaNe kamI jhAle Ahe. saMpUrNa dazeparyaMta hota nAhI, paNa doSa disaNe kamI hoU lAgale Aheta. abheda dRSTI jhAlyAne hoto vItarAga he je tumhAlA doSI disatAta tyAce kAya kAraNa Ahe, tara tumacI dRSTI vikArI jhAlI Ahe. tujhe-mAjhe karaNArI buddhI Ahe. he mAjhe ANi he tujhe, asA bheda karaNArI Ahe! joparyaMta doSI disatAta toparyaMta kAhIca prApta kele nAhI. AmhAlA koNAzIhI durAvA nAhI. jyAcI abheda dRSTI jhAlI, tyAlA bhagavaMta mhaTale jAte. he Amace ANi he tumace, he sarva sAmAjika dharma Aheta.yA sAmAjika dharmAMnIca guMtAguMta nirmANa kelI Ahe, dharma pALata jAtAta ANi ciMtA vADhata jAte. gaccha-matAcI jI kalpanA bAkI, kRpALudevAMnI mhaTale Ahe kI 'gaccha-matAcI jI kalpanA to nAhI sadvyavahAra. kalpanA tI mAtra kalpanAca nAhI, paNa teca AvaraNa svarupa jhAle Ahe. paNa tarI bhagavaMtAMnI tyAsa dharma mhaTale. to tyAcyA jAgevara dharmAtaca Ahe. tumhI zahANapaNA karU nakA. to je karata Ahe, to tyAcyA jAgevara

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jaga nirdoSa 143 dharmAtaca Ahe. tevhA tumhI buddhI vAparu nakA. 'tujhe cukIce Ahe,' ase kuNAlA kadhIhI mhaNU naye. yAlAca mhaNatAta niSpakSapAtI. 'tujhe cukIce Ahe' ase AmhI kA sAMgata asato? tara te tumhAlA samajAvaNyAsAThI, AmhI dusar2yA lokAMcI goSTa karIta Ahota. dusayAMcI TIkA karaNyAsAThI bolAyace nasate. ANi TIkA nasateca kuThehI, jara TIkA asela tara te vItarAgAMce vijJAna nAhI. tithe dharma nAhIca, abhedatA nAhIca. hA amakyA saMpradAyAcA aso kI, hA tamakyA saMpradAyAcA aso, paNa kuNAcIhI TIkA nAhI. bhagavaMta kAya mhaNatAta? niSpakSapAtIlA jara ApaNa vicArale kI, 'sAheba Apale kAya mata Ahe? he loka AmhAlA AMdhaLe vATatAta.' tevhA te mhaNatIla, tumacyA dRSTIne kAhIhI aso paNa te tyAMcyA jAgevara barobara Aheta. tevhA mhaNe, cora corI karata Ahe tara? tara te tyAMcyA jAgevara khare Aheta. tumhI kazAsAThI zahANapaNA karatA? tumhI phakta tyAlA nirdoSa dRSTIne pAhA. tumacyAjavaLa jara nirdoSa dRSTI asela, tara tyA dRSTIne tumhI pAhA. dusare kAhI pAhU nakA. ANi dusare pAhile tara mArale jAla. jase pAhAla tase vhAla. jase pAhAla tase tumhI vhAla. yAta kAya khoTe sAMgitale? he vItarAga samaMjasa Aheta nA! ase tumhAlA vATate nA? ithe tara he vaiSNava dharmAce loka ' vItarAgAMcA dharma' prApta karaNyAsAThI Ale Aheta. tyAMnA Azcarya vATale kI, aho! vItarAgI ase hote! tevhA mI mhaNAlo, ho, ase hote vItarAgI. tyAvara te mhaNAle, ase tara AmhI kadhI aikaleca navhate. mhaNUna tara te yA maMdirAta yetAta nA, ANi ulhAsapUrvaka sImaMdhara svAmIMce darzana karatAta! praznakartA : hI tara tumhI khUpa moThI goSTa sAMgitalI, 'jase pAhAla tase vhAla.' dAdAzrI : ho. tase pAhAla tara tumhI te rupa hoUna jAla. mhaNUna

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144 nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa mI kadhIhI dusare kAhI pAhile nAhI. kuNAlAhI doSI pAhU naye. svarupa je ulaTa disata Ahe, tyAsa ApaNa phiravUna sulaTa karuna TAkAve kI malA ase kA disale? Ajace darzana ANi mAgIla janmAcI rekaoNrDa AmhAlA saMpUrNa jaga nirdoSa disate, paNa te zradhdeta Ahe. zradhdeta mhaNaje darzanamadhye Ahe ANi anubhavAta Ale Ahe kI nirdoSaca Ahe. paNa tarIhI je vartanAta Ahe te ajUna suTata nAhI! AtA ekhAdyA saMtAMcI vAITa goSTa AlI. te kasehI asota paNa AmhAlA te nirdoSaca disale pAhijeta. tarI sudhdA AmhI bolato kI, 'te ase Aheta, ase Aheta, paNa ase bolAyalA nako. AmacyA zradhdeta tara te nirdoSaca Aheta. jJAnAta Ale Ahe kI nirdoSa Aheta, tarI sudhdA bolale jAte. vartanAta bolale jAte. mhaNUna AmhI tyAsa TeparekaoNrDa mhaNata asato!! Tepa rekaoNrDa jhAle, maga AtA kAya karu zakato? paNa TeparekaoNrDa iphekTiva Ahe nA, mhaNUna tyAlA (aikaNAr2yAlA) tara aseca vATate nA kI, he dAdAca bolale. praznakartA : ANi he bolata asatAnA, he cukIce ghaData Ahe ase Ata vATate kA? dAdAzrI : ho, bolatAnA, oNna di momenTa (tyAcakSaNI) mAhIta asate. he cukIce hota Ahe, he cukIce bolale jAta Ahe. praznakartA : te barobara Ahe paNa tyA saMtAMcI tI 'cUka' Ahe, ase bolale jAte tyAveLI lakSAta asateca nA kI yA apekSene hI tyAMcI 'cUka' Ahe? dAdAzrI : ho. koNatyA apekSene tyAMcI 'cUka' mhaTalI jAte te AmhI jANato, paNa tI mAnyatA tara pUrvIcI hotI nA! he sarva pUrvIce jJAna hote. hI AjacI TeparekaoNrDa nAhI. praznakartA : mhaNaje pUrvIce jJAna yA TepalA, bolaNyAsa madata karate?

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jaga nirdoSa 145 dAdAzrI : ho. ANi AttA sudhdA tI rekaoNrDaca bolata Ahe. paNa lokAMnA tara aseca vATate nA kI Ajaca dAdA bolale, AttAca dAdA bolale, paNa mI jANato kI he pUrvIce Ahe. paNa tarI dekhIla AmhAlA kheda tara hotoca nA ! ase zabda nighAyalA nako. eka akSara suddhA ase nighAyalA nako. praznakartA : paNa jara tumhI jase Ahe tase bolalA nAhIta tara aikaNAre sagaLe 'gairamArgAvara' jAtIla, ase hoU zakate nA ? dAdAzrI : aikaNAre ? paNa hI tara buddhIcIca dakhala nA ! vItarAgatelA tara kasalIca dakhala nasate ! praznakartA : paNa aikaNAre tara buddhIcyA adhInaca asatAta nA ? dAdAzrI : ho, paNa mAjhyA buddhIta Ale kI yAmuLe aikaNAr2yAlA nukasAna hoIla, mhaNaje nukasAna ANi phAyadA, praoNphiTa ANi laoNsa baghitale nA? praoNphiTa ANi laoNsa tara buddhI dAkhavate kI samoracyAce nukasAna hoIla ! tarIsuddhA AttA AmhI je saMtAMviSayI bolalo te Aja upayogAce nAhI. paNa tevhA AmhI ase mAnata navhato kI, he saMpUrNa jaga nirdoSa Ahe. praznakartA : mhaNaje tevhA buddhIcI dakhala hotI, aseca nA ? dAdAzrI : ho. tevhA buddhIcI dakhala hotI. mhaNaje hI 'dakhala' lavakara jAta nAhI nA ? praznakartA : arthAta sAre vartana pUrvIcyA jJAnAcyA AdhArAvaraca Ahe nA ? dAdAzrI : pUrvI joparyaMta buddhI hotI toparyaMta he Tocata hote. paNa maga buddhI gelyAnaMtara Tocata nAhI nA! buddhI tara pratyekAlA Tocata rAhate. nehamIca, joparyaMta buddhI Ahe toparyaMta kampera nDa kaoNnTrAsTa (tulanA ANi taphAvata) he cAlataca rAhate. praznakartA : ANi sidhdAMta ThevalA Ahe kI he nirdoSa Ahe.

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nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa dAdAzrI : mhaNaje nirdoSa Ahe tarI paNa he ase kazAmuLe ghaDate? ekIkaDe AmhI ughaDapaNe sAMgata asato kI saMpUrNa jaga nirdoSa Ahe ANi dusarIkaDe he ase zabda nighatAta. 146 AzcaryakAraka adbhuta pada, akrama jJAnIMce he sarva 'sAyansa' Ahe. hA 'dharma' nAhI. dharma tara, je bAhera cAlata Aheta tyA sarvAMnA 'dharma' mhaTale jAte. te rileTivha dharma Aheta. rileTivha mhaNaje nAzavaMta dharma ANi he tara 'riyala', lageca mokSaphaLa deNAre. lagecaca mokSAcA svAda cAkhavaNAre Ahe. asA mokSamArga cAkhalA Ahe, tyAcA svAda ghetalA Ahe, anubhavAta sudhdA AlA Ahe. 'saMpUrNa jaga nirdoSa Ahe' ase tumacyA 'samaja' madhye Ale Ahe, ANi mahAvIra bhagavaMtAcyA tara te anubhavAta hote. ekhAdyA veLI tumhAlA kAhI samajata nasela ANi kAhI bhAnagaDa jhAlI, tarI paNa lageca he jJAna hajara hoUna jAte kI, yAta tyAcA kAya doSa? he tara 'vyavasthita' Ahe, ase tumhAlA samajate. nimitta Ahe asehI samajate. sarva kAhI samajate. bhagavaMtAlA he anubhavAta hote. ANi AmacyA samajamadhye_Ahe. samaja AmacyAsArakhIca asate nA ! ekjekTa hajara, zUTa oNna sAITa samaja asate, mhaNUna he Amace 'kevaLa darzana' mhaTale jAte. tumace 'kevaLa darzana' ajUna hota Ahe. 'kevaLajJAna' hoU zakela ase tara zakya nAhI, maga ApaNa tyAsa kazAsAThI bolavAyace ? je hoNe zakya nasela tyAsa jara mhaTale, kI 'yA, yA' tara kAya hoIla ? 'kevaLa darzana' he kAya choTe pada Ahe? varlDace 'adbhuta' pada Ahe !!! yA duSamakALAta 'kevaLa darzana' tara AzcaryakAraka pada Ahe. suSamakALAta tIrthakarAMcyA veLI asalelyA padApekSAhI he pada 'ucca' mhaTale jAte. kAraNa AtA tara tIna Takke (guNa) asatAnA pAsa kele hote. mahAvIra bhagavaMtAcyAveLI tehatIsa Takke (guNa) asalyAvara pAsa kele jAta hote. 'saMpUrNa jaga nirdoSa Ahe' ase samajale nA !

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jaga nirdoSa 147 nAhI baghata dAdA doSa kuNAce tumace doSa suddhA AmhAlA disatAta paNa AmacI dRSTI zudhdAtmyAvara asate, udaya karmAkaDe dRSTI nasate. AmhAlA sagaLyAMceca doSa lakSAta yetAta paNa tyAcA AmacyAvara kAhIca pariNAma hota nAhI, mhaNUna kavine lihile Ahe kI, 'mA kadI khoDa kADhe nahI, dAdAneya doSa koInA dekhAya nahI.' ('AI kadhI khoDa kADhata nAhI, dAdAMnAhI kuNAce doSa disata nAhIta.') malA AtA koNI zivyA dilyA ANi naMtara mhaNela, 'sAheba, malA mApha karA.' are bhAU, AmhAlA mAphI dyAyacI nasate. mAphI tara AmacyA sahaja guNAtaca asate. AmacA svabhAvaca sahaja hoUna gelelA Ahe kI jo mAphIca deta asato. tU kAhIhI kelesa tarIhI mAphIca asate. jJAnIMcA to 'svAbhAvika guNa' banUna jAto. ANi to AtmyAcA guNa nAhI, ANi dehAcAhI guNa, te sarva vyatireka guNa Aheta. __yA guNAMvaruna ApaNa aMdAja kADhU zakato kI, AtmA ithaparyaMta pohocalA. paNa tarIhI he AtmyAce guNa nAhIta. AtmyAce svata:ce guNa tara theTa tithaparyaMta sobata jAtAta, te sarva guNa AtmyAce. ANi vyavahArAta he je AmhI sAMgato tI tyAcI lakSaNe Aheta. ApaNa kuNAcyA thobADIta mArale ANi te ApalyAzI hasata mukha asatIla tara ApalyA lakSAta yete kI tyAMnA sahaja kSamA Ahe. tevhA ApalyAlA samajate kI goSTa kharI Ahe. tumacI nirbaLatA AmhI jANata asato. ANi nirbaLatA asateca. AmacI sahaja kSamA asate. kSamA dyAvI lAgata nAhI, sahajapaNe miLUna jAte. sahaja kSamA guNa mhaNaje aMtima dazecA guNa. AmacyAkaDe sahaja kSamA asate. evaDheca nAhI, paNa AmhAlA tumacyAsAThI niraMtara ekasamAna

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148 nijadoSa darzananA ne... nirdoSa prema asate. je vADhate-ghaTate te prema nAhI. tI Asakti Ahe. Amace prema vADhata-ghaTata (kamI-jAsta hota) nAhI. ANi teca zudhda prema, paramAtma prema Ahe. tevhA prakaTate mukta hAsya praznakartA : Apale eka jarI akSara pohocale (samajale) tara nirdoSatA yeIla. dAdAzrI : ANi Amace eka akSara pohocaNyAsa veLahI lAgata nAhI. he je jJAna dile Ahe nA, mhaNUna eka akSara pohocaNyAsa veLaca lAgata nAhI. __saMpUrNa jaga nirdoSa disela tevhA mukta hAsya utpanna hoIla. ojhe nasalele mukta hAsya utpanna hoUca zakata nAhI asA niyama Ahe. eka jarI mANUsa doSI disata asela, toparyaMta mukta hAsya utpanna hota nAhI. ANi mukta hAsya tara manuSyAce kalyANa karuna TAkate. mukta hAsyAce ekadAca darzana kele tarIhI kalyANa hoUna jAte! tyAsAThI tara AtA svataH te svarupa vhAve lAgela. tumhI svataH te rupa jhAlAta tara sarva Thika hoIla. phakta parsanAliTIca kAma karIta nAhI, tara svata:ce je cAritrya Ahe te suddhA khUpa moThe kAma karate. mhaNUnaca tara zAstrakArAMnI ase mhaTale Ahe kI, 'jJAnI puruSa ekA boTAvara saMpUrNa bramhAMDAlA ucalU zakatAta.' kAraNa cAritryabaLa Ahe. cAritryabaLa mhaNaje kAya? nirdoSa dRSTI. nirdoSa dRSTI tumhI dAdAMkaDUna aikalI ANi ajUna tara tI tumacyA pratItImadhye AlI Ahe. AmhAlA tI anubhavAta asate. tumhAlA pratItI nakkIca basalI Ahe paNa ajUna vartanAta yeNyAsa veLa lAgela nA? bAkI, mArga hAca Ahe. mArga sopA Ahe ANi kAhI aDacaNa yeIla asA nAhI. jaya saccidAnaMda

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ciMtA (dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezanacI prakAzita pustake) marAThI bhogato tyAcI cUka 16. mRtyuveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara 2. eDajasTa evarIvhera 17. sevA-paropakAra je ghaDale toca nyAya 18. dAna saMgharSa TALA 19. trimaMtra mI koNa Ahe? 20. vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI krodha 21. camatkAra 22. satya-asatyAce rahasya pratikramaNa 23. vANI, vyavahArAta 9. bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma karmAce vijJAna 24. paizAMcA vyavahAra 11. pApa-puNya 25. kleza rahita jIvana 12. AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 26. nijadoSa darzanAne...nirdoSa ! 13. pati-patnIcA divya vyavahAra 27. prema 14. samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 28. gurU-ziSya 15. mAnava dharma 29. ahiMsA hindI 1. jJAnI puruSa kI pahacAna 20. prema 2. sarva duHkhoM se mukti 21. mAtA-pitA aura baccoM kA vyavahAra karma kA siddhAMta 22. samajha se prApta brahmacarya Atmabodha 23. dAna maiM kauna hU~? 24. mAnava dharma vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara... 25. sevA-paropakAra 7. bhugate usI kI bhUla 26. mRtyu samaya, pahale aura pazcAta eDajasTa evarIvheyara 7. nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa 9. TakarAva TAlie 28. pati-patnI kA divya vyavahAra 10. huA so nyAya 29. kleza rahita jIvana 11. ciMtA 30. guru-ziSya krodha 31. ahiMsA pratikramaNa 32. satya-asatya ke rahasya 14. dAdA bhagavAna kauna? 33. camatkAra 5. paisoM kA vyavahAra 34. pApa-puNya 16. aMtaHkaraNa kA svarUpa 35. vANI, vyavahAra meM... 7. jagata kartA kauna? 36. karma kA vijJAna 18. trimaMtra 37. AptavANI - 1 se 9 aura 13 (pUrvArdha-uttarArdha) 19. bhAvanA se sudhare janmojanma 38. samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pUrvArdha-uttarArdha) dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana dvAre gujarAtI ANi iMgrajI bhASeta suddhA barIca pustake prakAzita jhAlI aahe| vebasAiTa www.dadabhagwan.org vara suddhA ApaNa hI sagaLI pustake prApta karU shktaa| pratyeka mahinyAta hindI, gujarAtI ANi aMgrejI bhASeta dAdAvANI megejhIna prakAzita karIta aahe| 30; 3

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