Book Title: Jain Ramayan Part 06
Author(s): Ramchandrasuri, Shreyansprabhsuri
Publisher: Smrutimandir Prakashan
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/022833/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaitA - JAY pAdaka rajoharaNanI khANa sItAne kalaka vyAkhyAna vAcaspati pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya 2AmacandrasUrIzva2jI mahArAjA prasidgha pravacanakAra pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya zreyAMsaprabhasUrIzva2jI mahArAja Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaina rAmAyaNa ane anya rAmAyaNo jo ke anya rAmAyaNo ane A jaina rAmAyaNo vacce ghaNuM ghaNuM aMtara che, anya rAmAyaNomAM ghaNe ThekANe rAvaNane rAkSasa, adhama tathA hIna tarIke citaravAmAM Ave che. taduparAMta parastrIlaMpaTa, duSTa ane narAdhama rUpe paNa rAvaNanI prasiddhi itara kathAomAM sthaLe sthaLe karavAmAM AvI che. paNa vAstavika sthiti taddana judI che. te graMthakAro paNa potAnA graMthomAM e vAtane to kabUle che ke "rAvaNe mahAsatI sItAjI para kyAreya baLAtkAra karyo ja nathI." jaina rAmAyaNamAM to evo spaSTa rIte ullekha che ke, rAvaNa-dazamukha sadAcArI tathA parastrIvimukha zIlavAna mahApuruSa hatA. nalakubaranI patnI uparaMbhA jyAre rAvaNanA rUpaguNathI AkarSAI rAvaNa tarapha kAmarAgabharI prIti ane AkarSaNa dharAve che ne te mATe ajeya evI nalakuberanI nagarInA dvArA ughADI ApavA mATe vidyAdAna karavAnuM pralobhana Ape che : ne teno je vakhate bibhiSaNa svIkAra kare che. tyAre rAvaNa vibhISaNa para Akroza vyakta kare che. A ja ghaTanA rAvaNanI sadAcArItAno paricaya karAve che. Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rajoharaNaolI khANa sItAne kalaMka + + + X X pravacanakA2 vyAkhyAna vAcaspati pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya rAmacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA saMpAdaka prasiddha pravacanakAra pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya zreyAMsaprabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAja Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ .gvayakAra........ pa2mA2AdhyavAda pa2magurudeva-52mopAsya zrI Atma-kamala-vIra-dAna-premasUrIzvara paTTadha22tna, guNatnaratnAka2, jainazAsanajyotirdha2, tapAgacchAdhipati, vyAkhyAnavAcaspata, pravacanagAruDI, - pa2magurudeva AcAryadeveza zrImad vijaya rAmacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA ........savAdaka....... siMhagarjanAnA svAmI, AcAryadeveza zrImad vijaya mukticandrasUrIzvarajI mahA2AjAnA paTTavibhUSaka, prazamaragsapayonidha, AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya jayakuMjarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA paTTAlaMkA2, prabhAvaka pravacanakAra, AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya muktiprabhasUrIzvarajI mahA2AjAnA padha22tna, prasiddhapravacanakA2 AcAryadeva zrImad | vijaya zreyAMsaprabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAja on rAsArANA : sUoorAjI khANa-6 sItA ne kalaMka vyAkhyAne vAcaspati graMthamALA-13 prakAzana : vi.saM. 2067 nakala : 3000 mulya : 75/bhAga 1 thI 7 : 500/-( saMpUrNa seTa ) prAptisthAna : zrI smRtimaMdira prakAzana TrasTa e/1, ghanazyAma pArka phleTa, 17, AnaMdanagara sosAyaTI, pAlaDI bhaThA, amadAvAda. phona : 26576864 Email: muktikiran99@yahoo.com prakAzaka : mudraka : zrI smRtimaMdira prakAzana, amadAvAda, Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rajoharaNanI khANa : jaina rAmAyaNa : para pravacanakAra maharSideva jainazAsana jayotirdhara vyAkhyAnavAcaspati pANacchAdhipati pU.AcAryadeva zrImaddu virAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArA Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzana - sukRtanA sa phatanA sahabhAgI mahAgraMtha prakAza @AddhivarI zrI lAlajI chaoldlAlajI | piMDavADA, jI. sirohI zrIpAlanagara, vAlakezvara, muMbaI. Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ RNa svIkAra 96 varSanA dIrgha AyuSyamAM 79 varSano nirmaLa cAritra paryAya ane 56 varSano ArAdhanA-rakSAprabhAvanA sabhara AcAryapada paryAya dharanAra paramagurudeva pU. AcAryadeveza zrImad vijayarAmacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA pArthIva dehanA aMtima saMskArathI pavitra-bhUmi para nirmita 'smRtimaMdira'nI pAvana pratiSThAnA upalakSyamAM 'smRtimaMdira prakAzana'nI sthApanA thaI tyArathI prakAzana kAryanI pA pA pagalI bharatAM ame Aje eka bhagIratha kArya karavA samartha banI rahyAM chIe. te deva-gurunI asImakRpAnuM pariNAma che. 'jaina rAmAyaNa : rajoharaNanI khANa' 7 bhAgamAM prakAzana karavAno vicAra thayo tyArathI eka moTuM Tenzana hatuM. paNa 'kRpA' zuM kAma kare che teno ame anubhava karI zakyA chIe. vyAkhyAna vAcaspati paramArAdhyapAda paramagurudevazrI jevA samartha mahApuruSanI bhalabhalAnAM haiyAne hacamacAvI detI dharmadezanAne sAkSAt sAMbhaLatA hoIe tevA A pravacanonuM prakAzana teozrInI mahatIkRpA sAthe, siMhagarjanAnA svAmI pU.A.zrI vijaya mukticandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA, samarpaNamUrti pU.A.zrI vijaya mahodayasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA prazamarasapayonidhi pUjya AcArya zrI vijaya jayakuMjarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA, pravacanaprabhAvaka pU.A.zrI vijaya muktiprabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI ane amArA mArgadarzaka pU.A.zrI zreyAMsaprabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI paNa asIma kRpAnuM phaLa che. samartha sAhityakAra pU. AcAryadevazrI vijayapUrNacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe 'prastAvanA' lakhI ApIne amArA A kAryane khUba ja gaurava bakSya che. piMDavADAnA vatanI hAla muMbaI vasatA zreSThivarya zrI lAlacaMdajI chaganalAlajI parivAre A sAhitya prakAzanano anero lAbha laIne amArA ullAsamAM abhivRddhi karI che. ame teonA khUba khUba RNI chIe. -smRtimaMdira prakAzana Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMvAdakanI kalame smRtinA sathavAre 'jaina rAmAyaNa'nA pravacano dvArA jaina-jainetara jagatane jaina rAmAyaNano nokho-sAva anokho paricaya karAvanArA vyAkhyAna vAcaspati pravacanagAruDI svargIya paramagurudeva pU.AcAryadeveza zrImadvijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA apAra upakArone koI zabdomAM ya varNavI zakAya tema nathI, janmathIgaLathUthImAMthI maLelA teozrIne sAdhu jIvanamAM satata sAMbhaLavAno ane mANavAno avasara saMsArI pitAjI zrIyut candrakAntabhAI lakSmIcaMda dozI (pachIthI munirAjazrI cAritrasundaravijayajI ma.)nI bhAvanAthI ane paramatAraka gurudevo siMhagarjanAnA svAmI sva. pU. AcAryadeva zrI vijaya mukticandrasUrIzvarajI pUrvadeza kalyANakabhUmitIrthoddhAraka pU. AcAryadevazrI vijayajayakuMjarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA ane pravacana prabhAvaka pU. AcAryadeva zrI vijaya muktiprabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI AzIrvAdapUrNa udAratAthI maLI zakyo, tethI ja prabhuzAsananA marmane pAmavAnuM yatkiMcit sAmarthya pragaTyuM ane eka mahAgaMbhIra sAgarane avagAhavA jevA A saMpAdananA kAryane karavA ullasita banI zakyo chuM. paramazraddheya gacchAdhipati sva. pU. AcAryadeva zrI vijaya hemabhUSaNasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI tAraka nizrAmAM vi.saM. 2062-63nA comAsAmAM zrIpAlanagaranI sthiratA daramyAna A saMpAdana mATe teozrInI anumati maLI tathA jaina pravacana pracAraka TrasTanA TrasTIvarya suzrAvaka zrI kAntilAla cunIlAle paNa A kArya mATe "pUjyapAdazrInA pravacanagraMtho ke pravacanone Apa badhA taiyAra karo ke saMpAdana karo te khUba jarurI che" AvI bhAvanAnA zabdo dvArA AvakAryuM tethI saraLa gatie saMpAdana zakya banI zakyuM. Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - jo ke muMbaIthI amadAvAda-rAjasthAna ane dilhInA vihAro pharI dilhIthI amadAvAda-muMbaInA vihAro ane anekavidha dharmautsavo AdinI vyAkSiptatAne kAraNe saMpAdana kArya khUba ja maMda gatie thayuM, chatAMya nizrAvartI munigaNa Adino A kAryamAM rahelo sahakAra avismaraNIya rahyo che. | mArA paramopAsya, siddhahastalekhaka pU. AcAryadeva zrI vijaya pUrNacandrasUrIzvarajImahArAjAe potAnI AgavI zailImAM prastAvanA lakhI ApIne mArA A kAryane khUba ja haLavuM banAvyuM che. tema chatAMya matialpatA ane kArya-adakSatAne kAraNe AvA bhagIratha kAryamAM svargIya paramagurudevazrInA Azaya viruddha ke zAstra viruddha kAMIpaNa kArya banyuM hoya to trividha kSamAyAcanA pUrvaka vAcakavargane eTaluM ja bhArapUrvaka jaNAvIza ke "svAdu: svAdu: pura: pura" nI nItine dhyAnamAM rAkhIne jemajema vAMcatA jazo tema-tema jainarAmAyaNano adbhuta rasAsvAda mANavA dvArA apUrva bhAvAnubhUti ane varNanAtIta AnaMdanI anubhUti thaze e niHzaMka che - saMpAdana zailI zrI vIrazAsana kAryAlaya dvArA vi.saM. 1989 thI "jaina rAmAyaNa' 7 bhAgamAM prakAzita thayA pachInI AvRttiomAM mahadaMze saMskRta zloko kADhI nAMkhavAmAM AvelAM hatAM. ahIM pharI e zlokone te-te sthaLe goThavI dIdhA che ane vAcakavarganI vAMcanamAM eka rasadhArA TakI rahe te mATe eka divasanA pravacana pachI bIjA divasanA pravacanamAM upadeza Adi rUpe navI-navI AvatI vAtone yathAvat jALavI rAkhIne je punarAvartana jevuM jaNAtuM hatuM, te dUra karyuM che ane te vakhatanI junI bhASAne thoDI maThArI che. kalikAlasarvajJa paramopakArI AcAryadeva zrImad hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA racita triSaSThizalAkApuruSa caritranA 7mA parvanA 10 sarganA AdhAre A pravacano mukhyatayA thayA hovAthI pUrve te-te sarga ane pravacanonA kramAMka mUkAyAM hatA te paNa dUra karIne akhaMDa-pravacano ahIM avatarita karAyA che. A navI zailImAM 'jetarAmAyaNa : rajoharaNanI khANa' evuM graMthanuM nAma rAkhIne sAte bhAgomAM mukhya viSayane dhyAnamAM rAkhI dareka bhAganuM nAmakaraNa nIce mujaba karyuM che. Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4 bhAga sarga nAma 1-2-3 rAkSasavaMza ane vAnaravaMza. rAma-lakSmaNane sItA pa-6 sItA apaharaNa 7-8/1 laMkAvijaya 8/2 ozIyALI ayodhyA sItAne kalaMka 9-10 rAma nirvANa A mukhya viSayone sucavanArA nAmAbhidhAna che. Thera-Thera avAMtara viSayo-prasaMgo ane sAMprata samasyAonA pratyAghAtomAM pravacanakAramaharSinuM hRdaya vAMcavA maLe che. (bhAga-6 'jaina rAmAyaNa : rajoharaNanI khANa' A mahAgranthamAM kalikAla sarvajJa zrI praNita triSaSThi sAtamA parvanA 'sItA parityAga' nAmanA AThamA sarganA pravacanakAramaharSi paramagurudevazrInA pravacano cothA, pAMcamA ane chaThA bhAgamAM samAviSTa karyA che. vyavahArika, tAtvika ane saiddhAMtika aneka praznonI chaNAvaTa A pravacanomAM vistArathI karAI hovAthI A pravacanonuM kada moTuM thayuM. 'sItAne kalaMka' nAmanA A chaThA bhAgamAM zeSa badhA pravacano saMgrahita che. devadravya jevo mahattvapUrNa viSaya ane dIkSA-bAla dIkSA aMgenI rahasyapUrNa vAtonuM zAstrAdhAre thayeluM mArmika vivecana padArthanI vAstavikatAne jaDabesalAka samajAvI de tevuM che. jainazAsanano kathAvibhAga AtmakalyANa mATe ja che e vAtane varNavIne 'Aje vairAgya sAme AkramaNa kema ?' e vAtane eTalA spaSTa zabdomAM rajU karavAmAM AvI che ke dharmavirodhI ane dIkSAvirodhI vargane vivekI zrotAo sahajatAthI oLakhI zake. A vibhAgano mukhya viSaya varNavatAM pahelAM zrI bharatajIne dIkSA pachI zrI zatrudhdhane je joIe te ApavAnI udAratA pUrNa rajUAtanI sAme zrI rAmacandrajI pAse zatrughnano mathurA mATe Agraha, mathurAnA te vakhatanA rAjavI madhuno prasaMga, parAjaya thatA madhurAjAnI svAdhyAyayogya zubha bhAvanA, mathurA upara upadrava, sAta maharSionA prabhAve upadrava nAza, ahaMdattazreSThi ane saptamaharSi Adi hadayaMgama viSayo khUba UMDI vicAraNA karavA lAyaka che. Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bAlyakALamAM baMdhu viraha pAmelA, rAma patnI tarIke vanavAsa pAmelA, ane rAvaNa dvArA apaharaNano bhoga banelA mahAsatI hajI ayodhyAnA sukha mANe teTalAmAM teone AveluM aniSTa svapna, nivAraNano upAya, teozrInI zokya baheno dvArA ja 'sItA kalaMka'nI upajAvI kADhelI vAtano pracAra, garbhanA prabhAvathI thayelo dohada ane mahendrodyAnamAM gamana, jamaNA netranuM pharakavuM, duSkarmanA udayane sUcavanArI ghaTanA, zrI sammetazikhara tIrthanI yAtrAnA nAme zrI rAmacandrajI dvArA sItAno parityAga ane sItAdevIne samyagdaSTi AryasannArIne zobhe tevo saMdeza. A badhuM zAMta citte mananIyapaThanIya che. dvi.vaizAkha vada-11, vi.saM.2066, siddhAMtamahodadhi sva.paramaguruvara svargatithi. tharA sadgurucaraNa sevAhevAkI AcArya vijaya zreyAMsaprabhasUri Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaina rAmAyaNa : rajoharaNanI khANa bhAga-1 thI 7 saMpUrNa grantharatnano lAbha lenAra dharmaparAyaNa jIvananA zreSTha nirmAtA zrI lAlacaMdajI chaganalAlajInA jIvananI AchI jhalaka naravIro zUravIro ane dharmavIrothI zobhAyamAna rAjasthAnanI dhIMgIdharA para Avela sirohI jillAnA piMDavADAmAM pU. pitAzrI chaganalAlajInA kuLamAM pU. mAtuzrI chogIbenanI kUkhe vi.saM. 1972mAM mahA suda 3nA teozrIno janma thayo. vardhamAna jaina yuvaka maMDaLanI sthApanA (piMDavADA) dvArA saMghanA aneka kAryomAM sAtha ApatA rahyA. piMDavADAnA panotA putra, premanA ghUghavatA sAgarasamA sva. pUjyapAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA parama kRpApAtra banI trIza-trIza varSo sudhI akhaMDapaNe karma sAhityanA prakAzanAdimAM kAryarata rahevA dvArA apUrva jJAnopAsanA ane bhAratIya prAcya tattva prakAzana samitinI sthApanA karAvI. Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jesalamera-amarasAgara-lodravapura-bhIlaDIyAjI-ajArI (piMDavADA)-AyaDa (udayapura) Adi aneka mahAtIrthonA jIrNoddhAranA kAryanI sAthe mevADanA agaNita maMdironA punaruddhAramAM amUlya phALo Apyo. suvizuddha saMyamamahAnidhi, vAtsalyavAridhi sva. pUjyapAda AcArdeva zrImad vijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI parama pAvanakArI nizrAmAM piMDavADAmAM etihAsika aMjanazalAkA pratiSThA mahotsava tathA vyAkhyAna vAcaspati paramokArI sva. pUjyapAda AcAryadeva zrImad rAmacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI tathA anya gurubhagavaMtonI nizrAmAM agresara rahI vizva vikhyAta Abu delavADA-brAhmaNavADA-udavADA-pUnAvAMsadA Adi aneka sthAnomAM bhavya aMjanazalAkA pratiSThAdinA prasaMgonI ujavaNI karI karAvI. hastagiri mahAtIrtha, sahasAvana giranAra, zrIpAlanagara muMbaI, jI.AI.DI.sI. vApI, caMdAvarakaralena borIvalI muMbaI AdimAM nUtana derIojinAlayonA nirmANamAM anumodanIya sahayoga Apyo. sahasAvana giranAra, delavADA Abu, zrIpAlanagara muMbaI, jI.AI.DI.sI. vApI jevA vizvaprasiddha sthAnomAM kAyamI dhajA caDhAvavAnA, mUlanAyaka tathA anya jinabiMbo bharAvavAnA tathA pratiSThAdinA lAbhomAM svadravyanI nyochAvarI karI. zaMkhezvara-brAhmaNavADAmAM navapadajInI oLInI ArAdhanA karAvavA jevA aneka sukRtonI samAdhinA, mukapazuonI surakSA kAje zibira-kempa anakeponI kAyo tathA sAmAjika kSetromAM agresara rahI tana-mana-dhanathI vividha sevAo ApI che. ubhaya gurudevonA kALadharma bAda tapasvIsamrA pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya rAjatilakasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA tathA gacchasamrATa pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya mahodayasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI paNa, evI ja kupA meLavIne zAsana prabhAvaka aneka kAryomAM agresara rahI, A ubhayanI nizrAmAM ja samAdhi pAmIne svargavAsI banyA. A H TTLE IYA BRIEF AusI zrubhasI ame puja:puna: aMjumodanA karIe chIe. - smRtimaMdira prakAzana Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAga- sItAne ka GIS (1) ApaNuM sukha ApaNe ja meLavavAnuM che. (2) uttama AtmAnI vicAradazAne oLakho (3) zatrughnane mathurAno Agraha zA mATe ? (4) ahaldatta zreSThi-saptarSi, AzAtanA ane pazcAttApa (5) sItAdevIne svapna ane aniSTa nivAraNano upAya (6) ApattimAM zaraNarupa eka dharma ja. (7) nyAyapriya rAjAo ane puramahattaro (8) kIrtinI kAmanA kartavyane bhUlAve che (9) zrIrAma-sItAnI nindA ane AjanI hAlata (10) janamAnasa ane dharmazAsana (11) mahAsatI sItAdevIno saMdeza 1/3/11/17 11:17:17 Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kramanirdeza che ( 4 ja - 29 - E A 32 | 10 | MIN 17/2018//RE. viSaya (1) ApaNuM sukha ApaNe ja meLavavAnuM che zrI jaina zAsanano kathA vibhAga paNa AtmakalyANa mATe ja che AtmakalyANa eja jIvanadhyeya vairAgya sAme AkramaNa kema ? zrI rAma lakSmaNanuM nikAcita karma covIsa zrI jinezvaradevo tabhavamukitagAmI vAsudevo tathA prativAsudevo niyANuM karIne ja Ave che baLadevo svarge mokSe jAya cakravartIo narake, svarge agara mokSe jAya ApaNuM sukha ApaNe ja meLavavAnuM che vAsudeva zrI lakSmaNajI te chatAMya vadhu nAmanA zrI rAmacandrajInI mahAna AtmAo sevakonI vaphAdArIne bhUle nahi e kAle anItinuM sevana na hatuM nAnobhAI je mAMge te moTobhAI ApI dene ? zatrunane mathurA mATe ati Agraha zaktinA sadupayoganI pUjA hoya vastu ane vastuno upayoga - e be vacce bheda pADatAM zIkhavuM joIe dharmAtmAnuM sattva sva-para baneyane lAbhadAyI hoya pramAda bhayaMkara che durgatithI bacavuM hoya to zrI rAmacandrajI tathA zrI lakSmaNajIe zatrunane dhanuSya-bANo A zatrughna e madhurAjAnA pramAdIpaNAnI mAhitI meLavI prazasta pravRttimAM viveka hoya che zatrughna mathurA bahAra madhune rokyo Atmika dRSTi vinAnA lokonI uMdhI pravRtti 17 AtmakalyANanI sAdhanAmAM ja chUTa nahi ? * sAco dayALuM koNa ? pApathI bacAve te 19 madhurAjAnI aMtima samayanI vicAraNA (2) uttama AtmAnI vicAradazAne oLakho maraNathI nahi paNa janmathI Daro * vAraMvAra janma na karavA paDe tevuM jIvana jIvo 24 madhu bhAvacAritrI banI devalokamAM gayo 'paumacariyam' mAM A prasaMganuM varNana haMmezA svAdhyAya yogya zubha bhAvanA saMsAra zAzvata paNa kharo ane azAzvata paNa kharo. viSaya-kaSAya rUpa saMsArano nAza karavAno prayatna enuM nAma dharma maryA vinA chUTako nathI. 29 parabhavano InkAra thaI zake ema nathI , paraloka na hoya to paNa sAcA tyAgIne kazuM nukasAna thatuM nathI 36 saMsAra tyAgIne saMyama takalIpha rUpa nathI jJAnInI AjJA mujaba tyAga karanArane hera ja che dharmIpaNuM pAmyA cho ke nahi tenI tapAsa karo. maraNa sudhAravA mATeya jIvana sudhAravuM jarUrI che zrI jinavacananuM smaraNa * zrI navapada bhagavaMta maMgalarUpa che. 351 zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnA zaraNano svIkAra 38) madhurAjAe AtmAnA ekatvano ane svabhAvano karelo vicAra, AtmasvabhAva pragaTAvavAno. abhyAsa karo dIkSAbhilASAnA abhAvane kamanasIbI mAno dIkSAnI mahattA ATalI badhI kema ? bInavaphAdArothI vastune halakI na manAya sAdhutAthI vaMcita hoya tevAone nahi mAnavA madhurAjAe potAnA hAthe lonca karyo saMthArAporisInI bhAvanAne roja yAda karo ! 42 camarendra zatruSNa para, kopAyamAna thAya che. rAjA ane prajA vacceno saMbaMdha 45 vaDIlo ane Azrito baMne kartavya vimukha banyAM che , sArA vAtAvaraNano prAraMbha gharethI karo zatrughnanA puNyano prabhAva mathurA nagarInA lokono pApodaya kevalajJAnI paramarSine zrI rAmacaMdrajIe pUchelo prazna 49 12 9 . IEEE I PI 46 S 41 17 Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pa9 106 * virAdhanAthI bacavA marAya ? * patitanA nAme dharmanI niMdA na thAya (3) zatrughnane mathurAno Agraha zA mATe ? zraddhApUrvaka zuddha hetuthI dharmakriyAo karo | zatrughnano jIva zrIgharanA bhAvamAM kAmarAganI bhayaMkaratA duniyAdArInI rAgamAM paDelAo svAmI pratye paNa vaphAdAra rahI zakatA nathI svArthAnya loko duniyAmAM game tevA sajjananI paNa khoTI niMdA karatAM acakAtA nathI zrApabhUta ane Atmika AzIrvAdarUpa Aje sAdhuonA saMsargathI dUra rAkhavAnI peravIo kevaLa badairAdAthI ja thAya che 64 * du:kha nimitta, paNa vairAgya jJAnagarbhita ja che 67 * gunAone rokavA karatAM paNa gunegAronI manovRtti palaTAvavAmAM vadhu lAbha che ratnatrayInI ArAdhanAthI ja sAcuM kalyANa artha ane kAmamAM ati lubdha AtmAo bhayaMkara anarthone kare che jIva mAtra pratye kalyANabuddhi hovI ghaTe 70 AtmasvarUpanA vAstavika khyAla vinAnuM jIvana zrApabhUta * koIne duHkha Apo nahi koInuM sukha chInavo nahi * kharekhara karmanI gati vicitra che kulonI uttamatAnuM kAraNa kauzaMbImAM kanyA ane rAjyano yoga acala mathurApurInA rAjasiMhAsane Avyo sajjana ane durjananuM e ja aMtara che aMkane zrAvastInuM rAjya ApyuM upakArakatAnI sAthe gaMbhIratAnI jarUra che aprazastatAne TALIne prazastatAne keLavo. arthIpaNuM sAcuM Ave to zuM asAdhya che ? 79 paranA bhUMDAnI ciMtA e AtmahiMsA ja che karmasattAnI prabaLatA karmanA udaya vakhate vivekI banavuM joIe dharmasattAne sarvasva mAno to karmasattA moLI paDe mathurAmAM vyAdhinAza thayAno prasaMga ane dIkSA saMbaMdhI thoDA praznottaro 83 AtmAnA arthI bananArA ja sAcA paramArthI che sau saMyamI bano evI ja bhAvanA hovI ghaTe 88 upadeza gRharaNyadharmano, paNa gRhavAsano nahi 89 gRhavAsane heya mAnyA vinA kadiye kalyANa nahi * zrI jainazAsananuM dhyeya jIvone saMsAravAsathI mukta banAvAnuM che. mathurAmAM vyAdhinAza (4) arhaddattazreSThi-saptarSi AzAtanA ane pazcAttApa avajJA karavI te ucita nathI guNavAna AtmAonI AzAtanAnA pApamAM na paDo ! munio mATe vinayahInatA e kAramo doSa che sudhAravAno prayatna paNa lAyakAta mujaba thavo joIe * ahaMdatta zrAvake saptarSionI kSamA mAMgI mathurAmAM pratyeka gharamAM jinabiMbanI sthApanA ratnaratha rAjAne zrI nAradajInI salAha 103 * zvAnavRtti nahiM siMhavRttine keLavo 103 nAradajIne mAravAno Adeza ane hukama thatAM nAradajInuM AkAza mArge gamana 105 yuddha, vijaya ane manoramAnI sAthe pANigrahaNa svAdhInatA ane parAdhInatA 107 * zrI rAma-zrI lakSmaNajIno parivAra 107 (5) sItAdevIne svapna ane aniSTa nivAraNano upAya 109 * putraprApti e zuM sukhanuM kAraNa che ? 112 putra thAya eTale bApanI durgati na rokAya ? 113 * koInA paNa puNyodayanI IrSyA na karo ! 114 duSkarmano udaya AvavAnI taiyArI 115 zIlanA arthI AtmAoe Aje sAvadha rahevuM joIe 117 zIlanA arthIe vivekapUrvaka maryAdAonuM pAlana karavuM joIe 119 zrImatI sItAjInI sapatnIo zrImatI sItAjI mATe tadna khoTI vAta rAmacaMdrajIne karI 121 karmasattAnA upadravathI AtmAne bacAvanAra kharekhara jaina zAsana che anukUla padArtho maLavA ke bhogavavA e IcchAne AdhIna nathI 123 zrImatI sItAjInA doSanI vAta lokamAM zokyoe phelAvI 124 vidyamAna ke avidhamAna doSone gAnArAono toTo nathI 124 nindArasikatA potAnA AtmA pratye keLavo 126 unmArganA rasiko dvArA mahApuruSo ane sanmArga upara thatuM AkramaNa 127 zrImatI sItAjIno dohada ane mahendrodaya udhAnamAM gamanA 128 zrImatI sItAjInuM jamaNuM netra pharake che 129 ApattinA samaye samAdhi jaLavAya te rIte raho ! 130 122 81 65 GO Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 131 139 du:khamAM paNa sukha anubhavI zakAya cakravartI ane IndranA karatAM paNa sAdhuo vizeSa sukhane anubhave che 131 du:khanuM kAraNa mamatvanuM baMdhana ! 133 muktimArganI ArAdhanAmAM dattacitta bano ! 134 AjanA dhIMgANA ane viplavanA vAtAvaraNa samaye zraddhALuonI pharaja 135 * karmasattA rIjhavI rIjhe paNa nahi raDaye pIgaLe paNa nahi 136 du:kha pratye nahi, paNa pApa pratye tiraskAra pragaTavo joIe 137 koI koInA paNa duSkarmodayane anyathA karI zake ja nahi 138 * dhIra ane vIra banI samabhAve veTho (6) ApattimAM zaraNarUpa eka dharma ja 141 Apatti veLAe dharmasthAnone tALA devAno thaI rahelo viSama pracAra 144 * dharmane pAmelo du:khamAM rIbAya nahi 145 dharmamAM paugalika AzaMsA na Ave tenI paNa kALajI rAkhavI joIe 146 tahetu - anuSThAnanuM bIja 147 lakSmInI kiMmata kacarA jeTalI 148 bhaktibhAva ane anukaMpAbhAva 148 khAsa vicAravA jevI vAta 149 * nagarIno satya vRttAnta kahenArA adhikArIo tarIke pUrva thatI nimaNuMko 150 sau potapotAnI pharaja adA karanArA bane e ja zAMtino mArga che 151 * rAjA, pitA ane pati sAtheno prajA, putra ane patnIno jhaghaDo 152 lokacarcAnA kAraNe ayodhyAnagarInA. ATha AgevAnonI matimAM paNa vipArvAsa thavo. 153 (7) nyAyapriyarAjAo ane puramahattaro puramahattarone zrI rAmacandrajInuM abhayavacana 157 vijaya nAmanA puramahattaranuM kathana 158 vijayanuM prastAvanA rUpa kathana tethI vadhu nukazAna thAya 160 zrImatI sItAdevI paranA apavAdanuM spaSTIkaraNa 162 sAcu arthIpaNuM AvavuM joIe 163 mokSanuM arthIpaNuM mokSa pamADanAra che te samajo ! 164 * tahna juDjha paNa apavAdane yuktiyukta TharAvavA mATe karAtI yuktio 165 balAtkAre paNa zrI rAvaNa zrImatI sItAjIne dUSita na ja banAvI zake 166 * A anyAya dveSathI nahi paNa kIrtinI . lAlasAthI ja thayo che 168 (8) kItinI kAmanA kartavyane bhUlAve che 101 * zAsana prabhAvaka AcAryanuM patanA 173 mAyApUrNa ekarAro 174 teonI parIkSA karavAnA be upAyo 175 trirAzI matanA sthApaka rohaguptano prasaMga 176 dharmAcAryoe lokaherIne paNa tyajavI ja joIe 177 loka dhArata to bIjI bAju paNa vicAra karavAnI sAmagrI hatI ja - 177 puramahattaronI A vicAraNA to zrI sthUlibhadrajIne paNa kalaMkti TharAve 179 cAritrazAlIone paNa cAritrahIna TharAvanArA 179 vijayanI zrI rAmacaMdrajIne chellI prArthanA 180 duSkarmanA udayanI bhayaMkaratA samajIne pApothI baco 181 * maLelI anupama takane gumAvo nahi 181 prazaMsApAtra bhAgyazALIpaNuM saphaLa banAvo 182 du:khathI mauna banI javuM 183 * aprazasta rAga saMsArane vadhAre che. ane prazasta rAga saMsArane kSINa banAve che 184 zrI rAmacaMdrajIno uttara 184 AvuM kahevA chatAMya hitavAdI banavAnI ja preraNA 185 rAta ane divasa jeTaluM ja bhakti ane upekSAnI vacce attara che bhaktinI kriyA karavAne azakta evo paNa bhakta upekSA karanAro to hoya ja nahi 186 bhakta to jAtane ya AphatamAM mUke 187 bhakto mATe ja anAmata 187 bhaktinI khAmI vinA upekSA hoya nahIM 188 zuddha AcAra-vicAranI preraNAnA sthAno teja bhaktinA sthAno che 188 avahelanA aTakAvavAno prayatna zAthI nathI thato e vicAratA daMbhI banazo nahi | 190 zrI tIrthaMkaradevo paNa avazya bhAvibhAvanuM ullaMdhana karI zakatA nathI 192 aprazasta tyAga saMsAravRddhinuM kAraNa ane prazasta tyAga saMsArakSayanuM kAraNa 193 (9) zrI rAma-sItAnI nindA ane AjanI hAlata 195 chUpI rIte zrImatI sItAjInI nindAnuM zravaNa 197 zrImatI sItAjInI sAthe loka zrI rAmacandrajI jevAnI paNa nidA ja karI rahyA che 198 AjanA dIkSAvirodhIone susAdhu saMsthA ja joItI nathI. 199 devadravyano zAstrAjJAthI viruddhapaNe upayoga karanAranI vicitra dalIlo 200 185 155 159 SS Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * dIkSA virodhIoe bALavaye apAtI dIkSA viSe ubhI karelI gerasamaja ane te vizeno khulAso * bALakamAM aNasamaja ane viSayavAsanAne AgaLa karanArAoe vicAravuM * dIkSA virodhIonI moTI vayanI dIkSA sAmenI dalIlo paNa pokaLa ja che * patnI ane kuTuMbanA bharaNapoSaNano prazna * mAtA-pitAdinA rudanano prazna * parivartanane jotA nathI * rAgAndha ane ziSyalobhAndha TharAvanArA loko * samasta sAdhusaMsthAne kalaMkita TharAvI zakAya ja nahi * vAta karanArAoe vicAravuM joIe * A kALamAM zrI gaNadharapada hoya nahi * eka abaja ne ATha ziSyo thAya toya dIkSAdharmanA pracArane aTakAvAya ja nahi * pharajane adA karanArA sAdhuone ja Aje dhamAlakhora Adi kahevAya che (10) janamAnasa ane dharmazAsana * loka prAyaH paraniMdAmAM rasika hoya che * zrI rAmacandrajIe carapurUSone mokalyA * zrI rAmacandrajInI vicAraNA zrI lakSmaNajIno krodha * sItAtyAganI vAtanuM uccAraNa * zrI lakSmaNajInI vinaMtI * zrI rAmacandrajInI apayazanI bhIrUtA page paDIne vinaMtI * zrI lakSmaNajIe mukha DhAMkIne cAlyA javuM * zrI rAmacandrajIne atyAre koI kAMI kahI zake tema ja nahi * lokanI jIbhe maryAdAnuM bandhana nathI * dharmAcArye rAjAnA sthAne 202 * yazanI ati IcchAnI bhayaMkaratA * A nindA nathI paNa svarUpavarNana che dharmadezakanuM dhyeya 204 banneya kiMmata vinAnA che * jAtane ja nindAmAMthI bacAvavAno prayatna 205 206 207 207 209 210 211 212 213 213 215 217 18 218 220 220 221 222 223 223 224 226 227 228 228 229 230 * lokanindAthI DarIne saddharmanI vaphAdArIne bhUlavI nahi * sArA ane sArA gaNAtA vacceno bheda * evI AjanI paristhiti che ja nahi kuvRSTi nyAyanuM ddaSTAMta kIrtinI kAramI lAlasA, doSano nazo * avivekI banIne guNasaMpannatAno apalApa karanArA bano nahi koIpaNa prakAranA Avezane AdhIna na banAya tema karavuM * preraka ane upakAraka prasaMga * yAtrAnA bahAne zrImatI sItAjIne jaMgalamAM choDI devAnI AjJA * zrImatI sItAjIne laIne kRtAntavadana ravAnA thAya che * dunirmito ane apazukano 7 zrImatI sItAjIno kRtAntavadanane prazna kRtAntavadanano dardabharyo javAba * kRtAntavadananuM dardabharyu kathana * zrImatI sItAne kAramo AghAta lAge che * vAraMvAra mUrchA * zrI rAmacandrajI sAthe vAta karavAthI kAMI ja vaLe tema che nahi (11) mahAsatI sItAdevIno saMdeza * mArI parIkSA to karavI hatI * huM mArA karmo bhogavIza paNa ApanuM kRtya viveka kuLane anurUpa nathI * mithyAdraSTionI vANIthI zrI jinabhASita dharmane tajazo nahi * zrImatI sItAjInuM hRdaya saundarya * mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIne jIvanamAM Adarza banAvo ! zubhAzubha karmonA vivekapUrvakano vicAra * patinA AtmahitanI kALajI rAkhavI, e paNa satI strIno dharma che ja * svakalyANanI bhAvanA vinA sAcA parakalyANanI bhAvanA pragaTe nahi lokaherImAM paDelAone mATe dharmatyAga, e paNa koI azakya vastu nathI kRtAntavadananI suMdara vicAraNA 231 235 236 237 240 241 244 245 246 247 248 249 249 250 251 251 253 256 256 257 258 259 260 261 261 262 263 Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApaNuM sukha ApaNe ja meLavavAnuM che. 1 'sukha' AtmAno potAno svabhAva che. AtmakalyANamAM ja sukha samAyeluM che. saMsArI jIva jene sukha tarIke mAne che te to du:kha ja che. jainazAsanamAM je kAMI karavAnuM che te AtmakalyANa mATe ja che, eTale jainazAsanano kathAvibhAga paNa AtmakalyANa mATe ja che e vAtanuM pratipAdana karIne A prakaraNamAM jIvanadhyeya tarIke AtmakalyANa batAvIne tresaTha zalAkApuruSo aMgenI vizada vicAraNA rajU karI che. ane teone vadhAremAM vadhAre ardhapudgala parAvartanamAM mokSe janArA batAvyA che. zrI rAma-lakSmaNa eka ja pitAnA saMtAna chatAMya zrI lakSmaNajI narake jAya temAM bhavitavyatAne kAraNa tarIke batAvIne mArgadarzaka-preraka ke sahAyaka game teTalA hoya ke na hoya paNa ApaNuM sukha ApaNe ja meLavavAnuM che. te vAtane darzAvavAmAM AvI che. -zrI Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApaNuM sukha ApaNe ja meLavavAnuM che. * zrI jainazAsanano kathAvibhAga paNa AtmakalyANa mATe ja che. AtmakalyANa e ja jIvanadhyeya vairAgya sAme AkramaNa kema ? zrI rAma lakSmaNanuM nikAcita karma * covIsa zrI jinezvaradevo tadbhavamuktigAmI * vAsudevo tathA prativAsudevo niyANuM karIne ja Ave che. baladevo svarge ko mokSe jAya ApaNuM sukha ApaNe ja meLavavAnuM che vAsudeva zrI lakSmaNajI te chatAMya vadhu nAmanA zrI rAmacandrajInI mahAna AtmAo sevakonI vaphAdArIne bhUle nahi e kAle anItinuM sevana na hatuM * nAnobhAI je mAMge te moTobhAI ApI dene ? * zatrughnano mathurA mATe ati Agraha * zaktinA sadupayoganI pUjA hoya * vastu ane vastuno upayoga e be vacce bheda pADatAM zIkhavuM joIe dharmAtmAnuM sattva sva-para banneyane lAbhadAyI hoya pramAda bhayaMkara che * durgatithI bacavuM hoya to * zrI rAmacandrajI tathA zrI lakSmaNajIe zatrughnane dhanuSya-bANo ApyAM zatrughna e madhurAjAnA pramAdIpaNAnI mAhitI meLavI prazasta pravRttimAM viveka hoya che * zatrughna mathurA bahAra maghune rokyo * Atmika draSTi vinAnA lokonI uMghI pravRtti AtmakalyANanI sAdhanAmAM ja chUTa nahi ? sAco dayALuM koNa ? pApathI bacAve te madhurAjAnI aMtima samayanI vicAraNA Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1 ApaNuM sukha ApaNe ja meLavavAnuM che. zrI jaina zAsanano kathAvibhAga paNa AtmakalyANa mATe ja che rAmAyaNanA A vRttAntone jANIne ApaNe zo bodha levo joIe ? ane ApaNA jIvana para A vRttAntonA zravaNanI kevI asara upajavI joIe ? eno paNa ApaNe prasaMge prasaMge keTaloka vicAra karI lIdho che. kathA dvArA paNa AtmakalyANakArI tattvonA rasanuM pAna karAvavuM, e ja A kathA vAMcanano hetu che. zrI jainazAsanano kathA vibhAga paNa AtmakalyANa mATe ja yojAyo che. lakhanAranuM, vAMcanAranuM ane sAMbhaLanAranuM AtmakalyANa thAya, eja hetuthI jIvana vRttAnto Adi saMbaMdhI kathAo zrI jainazAsanamAM lakhAI che. A uddeza kalyANanA artho evA upadeSTA ane zrotA-ubhayanI AMkha sAme ja rahevo joIe. A uddezane potAne mATe siddha karavo hoya, to vAMcanAre ane sAMbhaLanAre lAyakAta keLavavI joIe. vAMcatA ke sAMbhaLatA AmAM upAdeya zuM, jJeya zuM ane heya zuM ? - e samajavAnI pUrI cIvaTa rAkhavI joIe. kathAo vAMcIne ke sAMbhaLIne unmArge na dorAvuM ane sanmArgamAM susthira banne javuM, e jo ke, zraddhAsaMpanna samajuM AtmAo mATe muzkela nathI, paraMtu potAnI tathA paramaupakArI jJAnIonI vivekabuddhi tarapha bedarakAra bananArAo to, kathAvAMcana ke kathAzravaNa prasaMge saheje unmArge dorAI jAya che. ..ApaNuM sukha ApaNe ja meLavavAnuM che.. ............ 3 >> Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ leerdere er RRRRRRRRRRRRRR satAne kalaMka bhAga-6 AtmakalyANa e ja jIvanadhyeya 'AtmakalyANa eja jIvanadhyeya ane zrI jainazAsana e ja e dhyeyane prApta karavAnuM eka mAtra sAdhana' - ATalo nizcaya jo nirAbAdhapaNe yathArtha svarUpamAM thaI jAya, to vastune vastugate pichAnavI ane tenA jIvanamAM amala thavo, e saheluM thaI jAya. Aje jIvananA dhyeyanuM ThekANuM nathI. kAraNake zraddhAnuM ThekANuM nathI. zraddhAsaMpanna samaju AtmAo, bahu ja thoDA ane parabhAvamAM mUMjhAI rahelA AtmAo pAra vinAnA - AvI sthiti to anantakALathI cAlI AvI che ane anantakALa rahevAnI ja che. eTale ApaNe ApaNA AtmAne kaI kakSAmAM mUkavo che, e ja khAsa vicAravA jevuM che. amuka AtmAe rAjapATa choDI dIdhuM, pAra vinAnA bhogasukhone lAta mArI dIdhI ane kevaLa AtmakalyANa mATe saMyamano svIkAra karI, te mahAtmA saMyama pAlanamAM susthira banyA - evA evA vRttAntone vAMcatA ke sAMbhaLatA romAMca thavo joIe. enA vicAramAM evA puNyAtmAone hAtha joDAI javA joIe. 'ApaNAthI nathI thatuM. ApaNuM zuM thaze ?' evuM duHkha thavuM joIe. AtmakalyANanI sAcI abhilASA sahaja rIte, A badhA bhAvo utpanna karI de che. AtmakalyANanI sAcI abhilASA pragaTe te pachI saMsAratyAga na thAya e bane, paNa saMsAra pratye udAsInatA jarUra AvI jAya : kAraNake, AtmakalyANanI sAcI abhilASA ja te kahevAya, ke je saMsArathI mukta banavAnA svarUpanI hoya. vairAgya sAme AkramaNa kema? AtmakalyANanI vAto to ghaNA kare che, paNa AtmakalyANanI sAcI abhilASA ghaNA thoDAomAM ja pragaTelI jovAya che. ane ethI ja jaina samAjamAM Aje vairAgya sAme AkramaNa che, AtmakalyANanI sAcI abhilASA hoya, tyAM vairAgyano satkAra hoya ke vairAgyano tiraskAra hoya? Aje to keTalAka pAmaro kahe che ke amuka mahArAja bahu kharAba che, kemake, kevaLa vairAgyanI vAto kare che. AvuM bolanArAo keTalA badhA dayApAtra che ? jainakuLamAM janma pAmavA Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ chatAM e bicArAo jainatvathI vaMcita rahelA che. evA nAmanA jeno ja Aje zrI jainazAsananA mULabhUta siddhAMto upara ghA karI rahI che, kAraNake, temanA mithyAtvano udaya khUba ja joradAra che, temano saMsAra rAga gADha che ane ethI ja emane sAcA vairAgya pratye paNa sUga che ! zrI rAma-lakSmaNanuM nikAcita karma A bAju zrI bharatajIe dIkSA lIdhI, eTale koI rAjA to joIe ne ? aneka rAjAoe, prajAjanoe ane khecaroe zrI rAmacandrajIno rAjyAbhiSeka karavAnI prArthanA karI, paNa zrI rAmacandrajIe teone AjJA karI ke, "A lakSmaNa vAsudeva che, mATe temano rAjyAbhiSeka karo !' zrI rAmacandrajI baladeva che, ane zrI lakSmaNajI vAsudeva che, te baMneya baladevapaNAnuM ane vAsudevapaNAnuM karma evuM to nikAcita laIne AvyA che ke eno temane bhogavaTo karavo ja paDe. tresaTha zalAkApurUSomAM baladevonI tathA vAsudevonI paNa gaNatarI thAya che. covIsa zrI tIrthaMkaradevo, bAra cakravatio, nava vAsudevo, tava baladevo ane nava prativAsudevo, e tresaTheya uttama purUSo gaNAya che. e badhAya chevaTamAM chevaTa ardhapudgalaparAvartana jeTalA kALamAM to niyamA mokSe janArA hoya che. covIsa zrI jinezvaradevo tadbhavamuktigAmI zrI tIrthaMkaradevo to e ja bhavamAM niyamAM mokSe jAya, jyAre bIjAo mATe pheraphAra che. A tamAma sthAno, pUrve karelI dharmanI ArAdhanAthI ja maLe che zrI tIrthaMkaradevonA AtmAo to pUrve vIsa sthAnakanI ArAdhanA karI athavA temAMthI thoDA agara chevaTa eka sthAnakanI paNa ArAdhanA karIne, zrI tIrthakara nAmakarmanI nikAcanA kare che. te pachI eka bhava vacce karIne te tArakanA AtmAo antima bhavamAM traNa sunirmaLa jJAnone sAthe laIne ja Ave che, traNa sunirmaLa jJAnone garbhAvasthAmAM paNa dharanArA te tArakonA AtmAo, jJAnapradhAna jIvanane jIvanArA hoya che. AthI ja, e tArakonA saMsAra jIvanamAM paNa ekeya kriyA evI nathI hotI, ke je aucityane laMghavArI gaNAya, A rIte jJAnapradhAna jIvana jIvatAM dIkSita banI, AghaNuM sukha ApaNe ja meLavavAnuM che...... 1 iiiiiiiitu - 5 Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ( @g 6 kevalajJAna upArjI, tIrthanI sthApanA karI, zeSa jIvanamAM paNa aneka AtmAonA uddhAraka banIne e tArako zrI siddhapadane pAme che. vAsudevo tathA prativAsudevo niyANuM karIne ja Ave che vAsudevo ane prativAsudevonA AtmAo pUrve saMyamamAM niyANuM karIne Ave che. uMcI koTinA saMyamanI sAdhanA karelI hovAthI, niyANAnA yoge e AtmAone icchelI sthiti to prApta thaI jAya che, paraMtu maLelI sAmagrIno e AtmAo dvArA evo to upayoga thaI jAya che ke e vAsudevonA ane e prativAsudevonA AtmAo, tyAMthI marIne niyamA narake jAya che. Ama chatAMpaNa, e AtmAo bhavya hovAnA kAraNe temaja samyaktva pAmI cUkelA hovAnA kAraNe, chevaTa ardhapudgalaparAvartanamAM to jarUra mokSe jAya che. sabhA : nava nArada zalAkApurUSomAM nahi ? pUjyazrI : nA. tresaTha zAlAkApurUSomAM temanI gaNanA nathI, paraMtu e vAta sAcI che ke nArado vAsudevanA kALamAM thAya che, sabhA : nArado aMte mokSagAmI to kharA ne ? 8-co0```999 90232"|| pUjyazrI : jarUra, nArado caramazarIrI paNa hoya che. saghaLAya nAradonA AtmAo mokSagAmI to kharA ja. e AtmAo paNa thoDAja kALamAM muktie janArA hoya che. koIpaNa nAradano AtmA muktie na jAya, e bane ja nahi. kemake, e AtmAo samyaktva pAmelA hoya che. ahIM to vAta e che ke, tresaTha zalAkApurUSamAM nAradonI gaNanA thatI nathI. e to covIsa zrI tIrthaMkaradevo ane bAra cakravartio maLIne chatrIza ane nava nava prativAsudevo, vAsudevo ane baLadevo ema sattAvIza, e chatrIza ane sattAvIza maLI kula tresaTha, jyAre 72 uttama purUSonI gaNanA thAya che, tyAre temAM nava nAradono samAveza karAya che. e ja rIte 11 rUdrono samAveza karI, 83 uttama purUSo paNa gaNAya che. baLadevo svarge ke mokSe jAya baLadevonA AtmAo to te bhavamAMthI niyamA devaloke jAya athavA mokSe paNa jAya. jema zrI tIrthaMkaradevano jagatamAM joTo nathI, tema baLadeva ane vAsudevanA bhAtRsnehano paNa jagatamAM joTo nathI, Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vAsudeva jyAre mAre tyAre e kAyado ja ke, emanuM zaba laIne baLadeva cha mahinA sudhI phare. gADha snehanA yoge mohanI mUrchA AvI javAthI, bhAI marI gayo che - ema cha mahinA sudhI to baLadeva mAne ja nahi, paNa cha mahine koI samajAvanAra maLI jatAM, bhAInA zabano agnisaMskAra karIne saMyama grahaNa kare. vAsudevano viraha thayA pachIthI eka divasa paNa baLadeva gAdI na bhogave. pahelAMya vAsudeva ja gAdIpati bane. baLadeva ane vAsudevamAM gAdI vAsudevanI ja gaNAya ane prativAsudevane mAre paNa vAsudeva ja. vayanA hisAbe baLadeva moTA hoya, paNa vAsudeva traNa khaMDanI mAlikI bhogavavAnuM karma evuM to nikAcita laIne AvyA hoya che ke, koI paNa saMyogomAM vAsudeva traNa khaMDanA adhipati banyA vinA mAre ja nahi ane mare tyAre paNa traNa khaMDanuM Adhipatya bhogavatA ja mare. nAnAbhAIne gAdIpati banAvatAM baLadevane AMcako na Ave e khuzI ja thAya. nAnobhAI gAdIpati ke bane te chatAM paNa baMne vacce sneha sumAra vinAno hoya vAsudeva moTAbhAIno vinaya na jALave ema nahi. AgaLa e vAta AvavAnI che ke, zrI rAmacandrajInA maraNanA khoTA paNa samAcAro sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe ja zrI lakSmaNajI avasAna pAmyA. vAsudeva ane baLadeva vacce e rIte evo gADha sneha saMbaMdha hoya che. cakravartIo narake, svarge agara mokSe jAya tresaTha zalAkApurUSomAM covIseya zrI jinezvaradevo niyamA muktie jAya, vAsudevo tathA prativAsudevo niyANuM karIne ja Ave ane ethI marIne narake ja jAya, jyAre baLadevo kAM to devaloke jAya ane kAM to muktie jAya. prativAsudevo saMyama aMgIkAra karI zake ja nahi, e niyama; ane baLadevo saMyama aMgIkAra karyA vinA mAre ja nahi eya niyama. cakvartIomAM to koI muktieya jAya, koI devalokeya jAya ane koI narake paNa jAya. cakravartIonA je AtmAo saMyamanI ArAdhanAmAM niyANuM ryA vinA AvyA hoya, te AtmAo amuka kALa cakravartIpaNuM bhogavyA bAda teno tyAga karIne saMyama svIkAre che ane saMyamanI anupama koTinI ArAdhanAmAM sthira ....ApaNuM sukha ApaNe ja meLavavAnuM che... 1 itu itil illai illai illai Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 8 banI, sarva karmone kSINa karI, muktipadane pAme che athavA to puNyakarmano baMdha karIne devalokamAM jAya che. cakravartIonA je AtmAo niyANuM karIne ja AvyA hoya che, te AtmAo to jIvananA anta sudhI sAhAbI bhogavatA rahe che ane cakvartIpaNuM bhogavatAM bhogavatAM marIne narake ja jAya che. e samajI levAnuM chelle chelle paNa badhuM choDIne saMyama le te ja AtmAo tyAMthI marIne narake jatAM bace. ....sItAne kalaMka.....(1-6 zrI rAmacandrajI ane zrI lakSmaNajI, e tresaTha zalAkA purUSomAMnA che zrI rAmacandrajI baLadeva che ane tadbhava muktigAmI che, jyAre zrI lakSmaNajI vAsudeva che ane marIne narake janArA che. eka ja pitAnA be putro : baMneya zalAkApurUSo, chatAM eka mokSe jAya ane eka narake jAya ! kAraNa kAraNa e ja ke, baMnenA AtmAonI bhavitavyatA AdimAM evo bheda che ! ApaNuM sukha ApaNe ja meLavavAnuM che karmadaLanA yogathI je vahelo mUkAya te vahelo muktie jAya. emAM sagapaNa ke sIphArasa kAma lAge nahi. ApaNI mukti ApaNe ja sAdhavAnI che. bIjA mArgadarzaka, preraka, sahAyaka hovAnA yoge upakAraka kharA, paNa uMcAmAM uMcI koTinAya upakAraka, ApaNI muktine ApaNI sAdhanA vinA, nikaTa paNa lAvI zake tema nathI. mukti joIe to AtmAe ja ughata banavuM joIe. sArAM AlaMbano levAnAM, paNa AlaMbano laIne ya sAdhanA to ApaNe ja karavAnI. karmasattAmAM koInA bharosA upara rahyA kAma cAle tema nathI. e sattAne toDavAno prayatna ApaNe ja karavAno che ane e prayatna e ja sAcA sukhanI sAcI cAvI che. ApaNuM sukha ApaNI pAse ja che, dUra nathI paNa DhaMkAyeluM che karmanuM DhAMkaNa jatAMnI sAthe ja anaMta sukha pragaTI javAnuM che. Avo prayatna je koI karaze te ja sAcu sukha pAmaze, e cokkasa vAta che. ApaNe e joI gayA ke, zrI bharatajIe dIkSA grahaNa karyA bAda, aneka rAjAoe, prajAe ane khecaroe paNa bhaktipUrvaka rAjyAbhiSekane mATe zrI rAmacandrajIne prArthanA karI paraMtu zrI Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rAmacandrajIe prArthanAnA uttaramAM evI AjJA karI ke, namo vAsuddevoDayuM, mavamirAThamahidhyatAm ?' 'A lakSmaNa vAsudeva che, mATe temane ja tamAre rAjyAbhiSikta karavA.' ema zrI rAmacandrajIe pharamAvyuM ane ethI aneka rAjAoe, prajAe ane khecaroe paNa tarata ja zrI lakSmaNajIno rAjyAbhiSeka ryo. e vakhate zrI rAmacandrajIne paNa baLadevapaNAno abhiSeka karavAmAM Avyo. AThamAM baLadeva zrI rAmacandrajI ane AThamA vAsudeva zrI lakSmaNajI, te pachI to, traNeya khaMDanI pRthvInA rAjyanuM sukha pUrvaka pAlana karavA lAgyA. vAsudeva zrI lakSmaNajI te chatAMya vadhu nAmanA zrI rAmacaMdrajInI zrI lakSmaNajI vAsudeva banyA, gAdIpati banyA, paNa ke moTAbhAInI ja ANa vartAtI hoya ema dekhAtuM. moTAbhAIno vijaya sAcavavAnuM vAsudeva jarAya cUke nahi. gAdIpati vAsudeva ja hoya ane sAmAnya rIte vadhu nAmanA paNa vAsudevanI ja hoya, paraMtu A benA re, prasaMgamAM vadhu nAmanA zrI rAmacandrajInI thaI che. potAnI oramAna mAtA pitAe ApelA vacana khAtara zrI rAmacandrajIe vanavAsa 6 svIkAryo ethI tathA zrI rAmacandrajInI nItiparAyaNatA Adi guNovALI dazA supragaTa hovAnA kAraNe, zrI rAmacandrajInI khyAti eTalI badhI vadhI javA pAmI hatI ke, zrI lakSmaNajInI khyAti bIjA vAsudevonI jema paMkAvA pAmI nathI. zrI kRSNa vAsudevanuM nAma jeTaluM jANItuM che, teTaluM temanA bhAI zrI baLabhadrajInuM nAma jANItuM nathI jyAre AmAM ethI ulaTuM che zrI rAmacandrajInuM nAma eTaluM badhuM jANItuM che ke, zrI lakSmaNajInuM nAma yAda Ave, teya zrI rAmacandrajInA nAme ja prAya: yAda Ave. mahAna AtmAo sevakonI vaphAdArIne bhUle nahi A prasaMge yuddha vakhatanA upakAro athavA to yuddha vakhate karelI sevAone yAda karIne, zrI rAmacandrajI zrI bibhISaNa Adine bheTo Ape che, kemake e svArthI nahotA. AghaNuM sukha ApaNe ja meLavavAnuM tru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru .... 1 Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 ....sItAne kalaMka....bhAga-6 uttama AtmAo apakArInA apakArane bhUlI jAya che. paNa upakArInA upakArane bhUlatA nathI. vaphAdAra sevakonI thoDI paNa sevAne uttama AtmAo bhUle nahi. zrI rAmacandrajI zrI bibhISaNane Akhoya rAkSasadvIpa Ape che jo ke, laMkA to pahelethI bheTa ApI ja hatI. paNa have Akhoya rAkSasadvIpa bibhISaNane bheTa Apyo. te pachI sugrIvane Akhoya kapidvIpa arpaNa karyo. zrI hanumAnane zrIpuranagara ApyuM. virAghane pAtalalaMkAnuM, nIlane RkSapuranuM, pratisUryane hanupUranuM, ratnajaTIne devopagIta nagaranuM, ane zrImatI sItAdevInA bhAI bhAmaMDalane vaitADhyagiri upara AvelA rathanUpura nagaranuM rAjya ApyuM. potapotAnI hadamAM saune svataMtrapaNe rAjya bhogavavAnI chUTa ApI. e badhAya potAne vAsudeva baLadevanA sevaka ja mAne ane tevoja vartAva rAkhe, paNa te te pradezomAM temanuM zAsana svataMtrapaNe vartI zake. e kAle anItinuM sevana na hatuM A uparAMta bIjAone paNa judA judA pradezo bheTa ApyA bAda, zrI rAmacandrajI vicAre che ke, 'A nAnAbhAI zatrughnane zuM ApavuM?' cAra bhAIomAM zrI bharatajIe to dIkSA lIdhI, zrI lakSmaNajI vAsudeva tarIke gAdIpati banyA ane zrI rAmacandrajI baLadeva tarIke tyAM ja rahyAM. eTale bAkI rahyA eka mAtra zatrughna. jo ke, zatrughna ayodhyAmAM rahe to kAMI vAMdho nathI, paNa bIjAone amuka amuka pradezo apAya ane ene na apAya to e ucita nahi,AthI zrI rAmacandrajIe potAnA nAnAbhAI zatrughnane kahyuM ke, 'vastuchyuM rovate vatsa !, teM phezabhurI> !' zrI rAmacandrajIe bIjAone to potAnI marajI mujaba ApyuM, paNa zatrughnane to e ja kahyuM ke, 'tAre je deza joIto hoya te tuM laI le.' nAnobhAI je mAMge te moTobhAI ApI dene ? sabhA : vyAjabI mAMgaNI hoya to ! pUjyazrI : vyAjabI mAMgaNI kone kahevAya ? potAnA svArthane jarAya aDacaNa na Ave ane tema chatAM paNa nAnA bhAIne tenI icchA mujaba dIdhuM ema kahevAya, te ja vyAjabI mAMgaNI gaNAya, Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kema? Aje to mAMgaNI vyAjabI che ke geravyAjabI e nakkI karavAmAM paNa svArthanA yoge anIti sevAya che ahIM evuM nahotuM. zrI rAmacandrajIe zatrughnane kahayuM ke, tAre je deza joIto hoya te tuM laI le !' AnA uttaramAM zatrughna kahe che ke, mane mathurAnuM rAjya Apo !' A mAMgaNI vicitra che. zrI rAmacandrajI e samaje che ane ethI zatrughnane samajAve che. potAne mathurA ApavI nathI mATe samajAve che ema nathI, samajAvavAnuM kAraNa juduM ja che. zrI rAmacandrajI zatrughnane samajAve che ke, 'he vatsa ! te mathurApurI duHsAdhya che, kAraNake, mathurAnagarInA rAjA madhunI pAse amareje ApeluM eka zUla nAmanuM hathIyAra che rAjA madhuno camarendra mitra hovAthI, amarendra te phUla rAjA madhune ghaNA vakhata pahelAM ApeluM che. e devAdhiSThita hathIyAra dUrathI duzmananA sarva sainyano nAza karI nAMkhe che ane tema karIne te pAchuM rAjA madhunA hAthamAM ja cAlyuM jAya che.' zatrudhdhane mathurA mATe ati Agraha zrI rAmacandrajI A vastu darzAvavA dvArA zatrughnane mathurAnI mAMgaNI pAchI kheMcI levAnuM ane bIjA koI pradezanI mAMgaNI karavAnuM sUcave che; paraMtu zatrughnane to mathurAno ja moha lAgyo che. zatrughnane to koI paNa rIte mathurA ja joIe che AthI zrI rAmacandrajInI vAtane nahi gaNakAratAM zatrughna zrI rAmacandrajI pratye kahe che ke, "xxxxxxxxx, deva rA:qnaktido ? ? tavAritrya naqhaM zrA, mItA diauMca magdha ???? prayaccha mathurAM mAM, svayameva maghoraham / pratAdo$ doSyAmi, vyArid AdvaraH 2" he deva ! Apa rAkSasa kuLano nAza karanArA cho ane huM Apano ja bhAI chuM !' arthAt Apa jyAre rAkSasa kuLa jevA samartha vIrothI bharelA kuLano paNa nAza karI zakyA, to Apano bhAI huM, mathurA nagarInA madhu jevA rAjAne nahi jItI zakuM? madhu bIjAo mATe ajeya haze, paNa ApanA bhAI evA mArA mATe te ajeya nathI ja. vaLI 'jyAM huM tenI sAthe yuddha karavA gayo, eTale mArI sAthenA yuddhamAM tenuM rakSaNa karanAra koNa che? zrI rAmacandrajI jevA parAkramIno baMdhu chuM, eTale e mArI sAme TakI zakaze nahi; kAraNake huM enI sAme 11 .ApaNuM sukha ApaNe ja meLavavAnuM che... 1 oru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ abhidrabha bhaNa bhaNa 12 ...sItAne kalaMka....bhAga-6 yuddhamAM jaIza, eTale ene bacAvanAra koI nathI. Apa mArI ciMtA na karo. temaja huM e madhune zI rIte jItIza enoya vicAra na karo ! 'Apa mane mathurA Apo !' arthAt 'tane mathurAnuM rAjya ApyuM' eTaluM ja Apa ii gho eTale basa che ! te pachI to te madhuno pratIkAra huM svayameva karIza ! uttama vaidya jema vyAdhino pratikAra kare che, tema huM paNa madhuno pratikAra karIza. zaktinA sadupayoganI pUjA hoya zatrughnano A javAba, tenI parAkramazIlatA sUcave che. parAkramI purUSonA vArasAmAM paNa parAkramanI chAyA Ave che. ApaNe A parAkramanI kAMI prazaMsA karatA nathI. paNa kuLanI chAyA kevI paDe che te jovAnuM che, ApaNe kevaLa parAkrmazIlatAnA ja prazaMsako nathI, paNa ApaNe to vastuta: parAkramanA sadupayoganA ja prazaMsako chIe. bIjAonI jema zrI jainazAsana zaktinuM pUjaka banavAne ramAvatuM nathI. paNa zaktinA sadupayoganI pUjAnuM vidhAna kare che. AnuM A parAkrama jo svaparanA AtmazreyamAM vaparAya, du:khI AtmAonA du:kho dUra karavAmAM vaparAya, sajjanonI sevAmAM vaparAya, saMyamanI sAdhanAmAM vaparAya, ArAdhakonI ArAdhanAne nirvighna banAvavAmAM vaparAya, AtmAnA svabhAvane khIlavavAmAM vaparAya, to ApaNe parAkramanA evA upayogane khUba ja vakhANIe. vastu ane vastuno upayoga - e be vacce bheda pADatAM zIkhavuM joIe Aje ghaNAo vastu ane vastunA upayoga vacce je bheda pADavo joIe, te pADI zakatA nathI. samyaktvanA yoge vastu ane vastunA upayoga vacce rahelo bheda pArakhavAnI vivekazakti paNa pragaTe che. kharAbamAM kharAba paNa vastu, koIka avasare sArAnA hAthe evA sadupayogamAM AvI jAya che, ke bIjI sArAmAM sArI vastuthI je kArya pate tema na hoya, te ja kArya kharAbamAM kharAba vastuthI vivekInA hAthe shejamAM patI jAya. Ama chatAM paNa, kharAba vastunuM sArI vastu tarIke varNana na thAya. evA prasaMge to sadupayoga karanAranAM vivekane ja vakhANAya ane enAM vakhANa karatAM paNa, kharAba vastu sArI vastu tarIke na manAI jAya e mATe kALajI rakhAya. keTalIka vAra vastuno upayoga karanAranA vivekanI pradhAnatA hoya che, to keTalIkavAra Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vastunI pradhAnatA hoya che. eno nizcaya karatI veLA pariNAmanI upekSA na karAya. dharmAtmAnuM sattva sva-para banneyane lAbhadAyI hoya zakti ghaNI hoya, paNa eno durUpayoga thaI rahyo hoya to ? ghaNA kAyabaLavALo bIjA jIvone raMjADyA karato hoya to ? pApakarmone karavAmAM cakacUra raheto hoya to ? dharmano dveSa karato hoya to ? dharmamArgamAM vighno nAMkhyA karato hoya to ? dharmAtmAone paritApa upajAvavAnA ja prayatno karyA karato hoya to ? evAnuM satva evAne durgatimAM ja ghasaDI janAruM bane. dharmI satvazIla hoya to svapara-lyANa sAdhe ane adharmI dharmaSI sattvazIla hoya to sva-para baMnenA hitane haNanAro bane, dharmAtmAmAM bhale thoDuM sattva hoya, paNa te bIjAne nukasAna to nahi kare ne ? kAyadA bhagyo, paNa kAyadA hai jANIne yuktithI bIjAonuM hoImAM karavAnuM ja laI beTho, to e bhaNatara zA kAmanuM ? vastumAM jema sArA khoTAno viveka karavo joIe, tema upayoga paNa jovo joIe. Aje A vastu bhUlAI che. zatrughna kama parAkramI nathI. rAjA madhu zrI rAvaNano jamAI che, devI saMpatti bhogavanAro che. devAdhiSThita zastravALo che. bhalabhalA baLavAna rAjAo enI sAme AMgaLI cIMdhI zakatA nathI. zrI huM rAmacandrajIe paNa kahyuM che ke "evAne amAreya kema jItavo evI che amane mUMjhavaNa che. zatrughna A badhuM jANe che, chatAM "madhuno pratikAra huM svayameva karI laIza' ema kahe che ! A sattvazIlatA to che ja paraMtu eno upayoga vakhANavA jevo nathI. sabhA : A to vAsudeva ane baLadeva hatA ne ? chatAM AnAmAM baLa vadhAre kema? pUjyazrI : zrI rAmacandrajI vagerenuM puNya juduM che ane madhunuM puNya juduM che. zrI bharatajI cakravartI hatA, chatAM zrI bAhubalijImAM je baLa hatuM te zrI bharatajImAM na hatuM. zrI zreNiktI pAse rAjya hatuM paNa zrI zAlibhadrajI jevI bhogasAmagrI nahotI ane zrI zAlibhadrajI pAse devI bhogasAmagrI hatI, paNa rAjya na hatuM. A puNyabheda ! zrI lakSmaNajI vAsudeva tathA zrI rAmacandrajI baLadeva hatA e barAbara che. temAM koI vacce na AvI zake evA puNyavALA teo hatA eya 13 aghaNuM sukha ANe ja meLavavAnuM che... 1 itu atil atil itu illai itil illai Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 barAbara che paNa koI puNyavAnanI pAse te kALamAMya viziSTa sAmagrI hoya e bane. zrI rAmacandrajI zatrughnane aneka prakAre samajAve che, paNa zatrudhdha mathurApurI meLavavAno potAno Agraha cAlu rAkhe che zrI rAmacandrajIe joyuM ke A koIpaNa rIte mAne tema nathI.' eTale zrI rAmacandrajIe mathurAnagarInA rAjA madhune jItavAno upAya batAvatAM kahyuM ke, 'madhu je vakhate tenA mitra camareje ApelA zUlathI rahita hoya temaja pramAdamAM paDyo hoya, tevA samaye ja tAre madhunI sAme laDavuM !' pramAda bhayaMkara che A uparathI e paNa jANavAnuM maLe che ke, devAdhiSThita zastro paNa pramAdIne mATe sahAyaka banI zakatA nathI. viSaya kaSAyanI raktatA, e bhayaMkara pramAda che. ekalA ja baLa upara tAgaDadhInnA karavA ane potAnI sAmagrI tathA puNyanuM mApa nahi kADhatAM dhapAvye ja rAkhavuM. te potAnA nAzane pote notaravA jevuM che. e rIte to ri hajArono nAhaka saMhAra thAya. akAle keTalAya mare ane te chatAMya vastunI prApti na thAya, puNya kSINa thavA AvyuM hoya, tyAre ja prAya: AvuM nimitta maLI jAya che. madhu pAse kama sAmagrI nathI, paNa have teno parAjaya thavAno nirmAyo che. sAmagrIsaMpanna paNa pramAdI bane to hAre. rAjyanI sAdhanAmAM paNa pramAda jo bhayaMkara che, to dharmanI sAdhanAmAM pramAda bhayaMkara hoya, emAM navAI zI ? | durgatithI bacavuM hoya to zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAnI ArAdhanA akhaMDapaNe karavI hoya, teNe pramAdarUpa mahAzatruthI sadA sAvadha rahevuM joIe. durgatirupa dumatane bhedanAra ane akSayapadane pamADanAra saMyama rUpa zastra sAdhuonI pAse hoya che. saMyama rUpa zastrane je jALavI jANe, te durgatimAM jAya nahi ane alpakALamAM akSayapadano bhoktA banyA vinA rahe nahi paNa saMyama veSa pUratuM rahI jAya ane viSaya kyAya rU5 pramAdathI gherAI javAya; to durgati rUpa duzmana to phAvI jAya te svAbhAvika che. zAsananI ArAdhanA karIne AtmAne karmathI alipta banAvI devo hoya to pramAda sAme sAvadha banyA rahevuM joIe. kalaMka bhAga-6 Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "pramAda, e saMsAra bhramaNanI jaDa che ane saMyama, e saMsAranA nAzano sarvazreSTha upAya che." saMyamarUpa zastra ke je zrI jinavarendra ApeluM che, te jenI pAse hoya tenAthI saMsAranA vadhAranArA zatruo bhAgatA phare che. jeNe e zastrane grahaNa karyuM hoya teNe te zastra dUra na rahI jAya ane pramAdamAM paDI na javAya, enI khUba ja kALajI rAkhavI joIe. saMyamanI sAcavaNImAM lyANanA arthIe jarApaNa bedarakAra nahi banavuM joIe. zrI rAmacandrajI tathA zrI lakSmaNajIe zatrudhdhane dhanuSya bANo ApyAM zrI rAmacandrajIe zatrughnane kahA ke, madhunI sAthe tAre tevA ja samaye yuddha karavuM. ke je samaye te camarenDe ApelA phUlazastrathI rahita hoya temaja je samaye te pramAdamAM paDelo hoya !" ATalI sUcanA karIne hiM zrI rAmacandrajIe zatrudhdhane akSayabANavALAM be bhAthAM ApyAM temaja chuM kRtAntavadana nAmanA senApatine paNa zatrudhdhanI sAthe javAnI AjJA pharamAvI. zrI rAmacandrajIe ATaluM kema karyuM ? eTalA ja mATe ke hi zatrughna jyAre hiMmata karIne mathurAnuM rAjya jItavA jAya ja che, to che pachI e jItIne ja Ave. zrI lakSmaNajI paNa vijayanI ja AzaMsAvALA che. madhu uparano vijaya, e sAmAnya vijaya nathI. tevA 6 asAmAnya vijayane IcchatA zrI lakSmaNajIe paNa e vakhate zatrudhdhane potAnuM arNavAvarta dhanuSya ApyuM. temaja tenI sAthe potAnA agnimukha bANo paNa ApyAM. ATalI sAmagrI ApI, kAraNake, e loko AMdhaLIyA karanArA nahotA ! AvA avasare pariNAma vicAryA vinA kadama bharanArA e nahotA ! ane mATe ja zatrughna jIte evI IcchAthI, madhunI baLa sAmagrIno vicAra karIne jarUrI sUcanA ane sAmagrI ApavAnuM teo cUkatA nathI. zatrudhdhae madhurAjAnA pramAdIpaNAnI mAhitI meLavI A bAju, zatrudhdha tyAMthI mathurA tarapha prayANa kare che. niraMtara prayANa karIne te mathurAnagarInI najadikamAM AvI pahoMce che. zatruddha ane kRtAntavadana senApati vagere tenA saradAro evI rIte prayANa karIne AvyA che ke madhurAjAne temanA AgamananI kazI ja khabara paDI 15 ApaNuM sukha ApaNe ja meLavavA illai illai illai itu Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Releaser RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR sItAne kalaMka bhAga- 16 nathI. zatrughna vagere tyAM AvIne nadIkAMThe potAno paDAva nAMkhe che. zrI rAmacandrajIe karela sUcanAne yAda karavAmAM Ave che ane te sUcanAno amala karavAno nizcaya hovAthI, potAnI pAsenA bAhoza carapuruSone zatrudhdha mathurAnagarImAM tapAsa karavAne mokale che. madhurAjA kyAM che? ane tenI pAse amarenDe Apela phUla che ke nahi ? enI carapuruSo tapAsa kare che. chUpI rIte tapAsa karatAM, te carapuruSane khabara paDe che ke rAjA madhu mathurAnagarImAM nathI. mathurAnagarInI bahAra pUrva dizAmAM AvelA kubera' nAmanA udhAnamAM te potAnI jayaMtI nAmanI patnInI sAthe krIDA karavAne mATe gayela che. carapuruSo evI paNa bAtamI meLave che ke hAla rAjA madhu krIDArakta che ane amarelve ApeluM zUla zastra tenI pAse nathI, paNa te mathurAnagarImAM rAjA madhunI AyudhazALAmAM che ! carapuruSo e ja vakhate jaIne potAne maLelI mAhitI zatrughnane jaNAve che. prazasta pravRttimAM viveka hoya che juo ke, bhavitavyatA viparIta hoya, tyAre kevA saMyoga AvI maLe che, zatrughnane vijaya maLavAno che, eTale ene keTalI anukULatA maLe che, zatrughna prapaMca ramI rahyo che. atyAra sudhI te zAMti jALavIne beTho hato. yuddhanuM ekapaNa cihna eNe dekhAvA dIdhuM nahotuM. A zAMti ane A bAhozI, e dharma che ? zAnti zAnti evo jApa karanArAono hetu juo ! zAMti daMbharUpa hoya, to mahA azAMtinuM kAraNa. prazasta ugratA sArI, paNa dAMbhika zAMti kharAba. prazasta ugratA svAra mATe lAbhakArI ane dAMbhika zAnti svaparano ghAta karanArI. prazasta kone kahevAya ? e jarUra jojo ! prazastanA nAme aprazasta na poSAI jAya, tenI kALajI rAkhajo. paudgalika svArthavRttino eka aMza paNa jemAM hoya, te prazasta nathI. prazasta pravRttimAM viveka hoya ane kevaLa sva-paranA AtmahitanI daSTi hoya. jyAM eno abhAva, tyAM prazastano paNa abhAva, ATalI samajapUrvaka aprazastane tajI prazastane apanAvajo. Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zatrudhdha mathurA bahAra madhune rokyo carapuruSo dvArA madhurAjAnI pramAdavALI sthiti ane zUlazastra rahita dazA jANIne, zatrughna te ja rAtre mathurAnagarImAM praveza karyo. carapuruSoe paNa AvIne kahayuM ke 'astenoiyaM tasya yoghane zrI rAmacandrajInI paNa evI ja sUcanA hatI. zatrudhdha mathurApurImAM praveza karyo, eTale have vAta chUpI rahe ? vaLI A vakhate to yuddhanI ja saghaLI taiyArI hatI. bera udhAnamAM krIDAmasta banelA rAjA madhune tenI khabara paDI, eTale jhaTa te mathurA nagarImAM AvavA nIkaLyo. paNa zatrudhdha tene rastAmAM ja rokIne rUMdhI lIdho. zatrughnano pahelethI ja irAdo e hato ke madhurAjAne pAcho mathurAnagarImAM pesavA devo ja nahi. ane tethI camarenDe ApeluM phUla tenA hAthamAM AvI zake nahi. rAjA madhu mathurAmAM pesI zake ane AyudhazALA sudhI zatrudhdha tene hari pahoMcavA de, to peluM hathIyAra tenA kAmamAM Ave che ? paNa madhu rAjAne mathurAmAM be pesatA ja zatruddhe ruMdhyo, eTale tyAM ja yuddhanI zarUAta thaI gaI. Atmika daSTi vinAnA lokonI uMdhI pravRtti yuddhamAM zuM hoya ? mArAmArI ane kApAkApI ! yuddhamAM gayelo 2 jIvato pAcho Avaze ke nahi ? te kahevAya nahi maravAno saMbhava ghaNo ane jIvavAno saMbhava ocho. e maraNa kevuM? moTebhAge to tyAM duzmananA mANasone haNavAnI ja vRtti hoya ane durgAnamAM mare te durgatie gayA vinA rahe nahi. A bhavamAM akALe mRtyu ane parabhavamAM durgati, Ama chatAM paNa, koI yuddhamAM jAya tyAre duniyA ene phulahAro paherAve che. kAraNa? kAraNake duniyA evI ja vRttimAM paDelI che. yuddhamAM A bhavanuM akALe mRtyu ane parabhavanI durgatino ghaNo moTo saMbhava hovA chatAMpaNa, e raste janArAone koI aTakAvatuM nathI. mA-bApa aTakAve to mA-bApane kAyara tathA drohI kahevAya che. tAjI paraNelI patnI paNa 'mAruM zuM thaze ?' ema tyAM bolI zakatI nathI ke enI tyAM koI dayA khAtuM nathI, jyAre dIkSAnAM nahi jevA prasaMgamAM kAramo kolAhala karI mUkAya che. dIkSAmAM lyANa nizcita che, te chatAMya ! dIkSA jo zubha bhAvapUrvaka levAya ane 17 ....ApaNuM sukha ApaNe ja meLavavAnuM che. itu iiiiiiil itu Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR sitAne kalaMka bhAga-6 18 AjJAdhInapaNe paLAya to enAthI je kalyANa sadhAya che. tevuM bIjA kazAthI sadhAtuM nathI. Ama chatAM dIkSAnA prasaMgamAM kAramo kolAhala ane akAle maravA tathA durgatimAM paDavA jAya, tyAM abhinaMdana ! A dazAno jo vivekapUrvaka vicAra karavAmAM Ave, to samajAya ke, jenAmAM Atmika dRSTi nathI AvI ane paradRSTithI ja jeo gherAyA che, teo prAya: jJAnIothI uMdhe mArge ja cAlanArA hoya che. khera, ahIM paNa mArAmArI zarU thaI gaI. rAmAyaNanA raNanA AraMbhamAM zrI lakSmaNajIe jema kharane haNyo hato, tema A yuddhanA AraMbhamAM zatrughna pahelo ja madhunA dIkarA lavaNane mAryo. madhuno dIkaro lavaNa koDabharyo nahi hoya ? ene mATe ronAra koI nahi hoya? paNa tyAM mohanI vAta ja na thAya, ema mAne che ! AtmakalyANanI sAdhanAmAM ja chUTa nahi? dezanuM rakSaNa ke dezanI svataMtratAnI caLavaLamAM mAtA pitAnI AjJAne avagaNavAnI chUTa, sagAM-vhAlAMno tyAga karavAnI chuTa, mAthAM phUTe tyAM javAnI chuTa ane jelamAM goMdhAI rahevA mATe javAnI paNa chuTa, eja rIte sTImara ane vimAna vageremAM jyAM ghaNIvAra jIvaleNa akasmAto thAya che, evA sAdhanomAM besIne gharabAra tathA sAthI saMbaMdhI vagerene tyajIne paisA kamAvA paradeza javAnI chuTa ! paNa dIkSA levAnI chuTa nahi ! badhA ja vAMdhA. eka mANasa AtmAnuM lyANa sAdhavA nIkaLe tyAM ! AtmakalyANano sAco mArga gamato nathI. AtmA vize vAstavika vizvAsa nathI. enuM ja A pramANapatra che ne ? AtmAnuM kalyANa sAdhavA nIkaLanArane hAtha joDavAne badale Aje ene duSTamAM duSTa rIte paNa pAcho pADavAnA prayAso thAya che, e kaI dazA ? tamArAthI AtmAnu na sadhAya to tame jANo, thoDuM sadhAya to thoDuM sAdho, paNa AtmAnuM sAdhanArAonI ADe kAM Avo cho ? tamane tamArA svArtha mATe sAmAne pApamaya pravRttiomAM paDelo rAkhavAnI chUTa ane AtmakalyANanA abhilASIne jJAnIoe pharamAvelI rIte AtmakalyANa sAdhavAnI chuTa nahi, A kayAMno nyAya? Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAco dayALuM koNa ? pApathI bacAve te chokaro niSpApa jIvanamAM jAya e mATe rokakaLa ane chokaro pApamAM khUMce tenI cintA ke dayA kazuM ja nahi ! koI pApI bane evuM tamane keTaluM du:kha che ane koI dIkSita bane evuM tamane keTaluM du:kha che ? A benuM mApa kADho duniyAmAM seMkaDo AdamIo pApo AcarI rahyA che, enI dayA AvI ? seMkaDo AdamIo pApathI bacavAno mArga jANatA nathI, ajJAna che, enI dayA AvI ? koI divasa ema thayuM ke 'pApamAM masta banelA ajJAnIo bicArA zI rIte ugare ane durgati AdinA du:khothI kayI rIte bace ? du:kha khaTake che ane du:khane utpanna karanAra pApa khaTakatuM nathI, evuM kAraNa ? jene pApa khaTake nahi te ja dIkSAno virodha karI zake. dayALu dIkSAno virodhI hoya nahi. dIkSitanA mAtA-pitA vagerene mohathI du:kha thAya, tyAre sAco dayALuM dIkSitane pADavAno prayatna na kare, paNa mohAdhInomAM viveka pragaTAvavAno ja prayatna kare ! paNa e, samyaktva guNanI chAyA AvyA vinA prAya: bane nahi. Aje to AtmA, puNya pApa Adino vizvAsa nathI ane ethI ja zrI jinezvaradevonI AjJA mujaba apAyelI ane apAtI dIkSAno paNa virodha thaI rahyo che. moTe bhAge to AtmA tathA puNyapApa ane mokSa Adino vizvAsa nahi hovAne kAraNe dikaro mare te khamAya che paNa AtmakalyANanA mArge jAya te khamAtuM nathI, paNa e pApamAM sAtha denArA to mahApApIo ja che. ........ghaNuM sukha ApaNe ja meLavavAnuM che........ zatrughne yuddhanA AraMbhamAM ja madhunA lavaNa nAmanA dIkarAne haNI nAkhyo, ethI rAjA madhune khUba krodha caDhyo. pahelA madhuno dIkaro maryo, te enI hAranI nizAnI che. yuddhamAM jenA pakSamAM koI mukhya pahelo mare, te pakSanI prAya:hAra thAya che. potAnA dIkarAnA avasAnathI rAjA madhu have gussAmAM AvIne laDe che. potAnA dhanuSyanuM AsphAlana karIne te zatrughnanI sAme doDe che ane baMneya vacce zastrAzastrInuM ghora yuddha mace che. devo viruddha dAnavonA yuddhanI jema te yuddha ghaNo kALa cAlyuM ane zatrughna tathA madhu eka bIjAnA astrone astrothI chedatA ja rahyA. zatrughne joyuM ke, 'have sAmAnya hathiyArothI kAma nahi cAle. duzmana sAmAnya 19 @@ Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yue 20. @ @@@ @ hathIyArothI jItAya tema che nahi.' AthI zatrudhdha teja vakhate arNavAvarta dhanuSyanuM ane agnimukha bANonuM smaraNa karyuM. ApaNe joI gayA chIe ke, ayodhyAthI nIkaLatA pahelAM, zrI lakSmaNajIe te arNavAvarta dhanuSya ane agnimukha bANo, zatrudhdhane ApyAM hatAM. zatrughna smaraNa karatAMnI sAthe ja te dhanuSya tathA bANo tene prApta thaI gayAM ane te prApta thatAMnI sAthe ja dhanuSyane caDAvIne agnimukha bANo vaDe zatrughna zikArI jema siMhane ghAyala kare, tema rAjA madhune ghAyala karyo. madhurAjAnI aMtima samayanI vicAraNA A samaye madhurAjA ghAyala thayA bAda vicAra kare che ke zune pALo na meDayAnnnna hato narma[[[naH ?' "mArA mitra camarenDe ApeluM phUla mArA hAthamAM AvyuM nahi ane A zatrughna mArAthI haNAyo nahi ! potAnA parAjaya upara pote zoka kare che. AvA parAkramI rAjAne parAjaya sAle emAM navAI nathI paNa A buddhi sArI to nathI ja. duzmana haNAyo nahi, e vicAra kharAba ja che. paNa rAjA madhu puNyavAna che. enI vicArasaraNIne palTo khAtAM vAra lAgatI nathI. potAno antakALa najadika che, ema rAjA madhu samajI jAya che. ane ethI jIMdagImAM karavA lAyaka kyo na karavA badala rAjA madhunA hRdayamAM paritApa janme che. eTale pharIthI e vicAre che. sItAbe kalaMka bhaga- @ @ "gataM mama mudhA janma, jinendro na yadarcitaH / diAritAni na thratyAti, hRtta pAsey no mayA ? " "rAjA madhune lAge che ke, pote potAnuM jIvana nirarthaka gumAvI dIdhuM ! kAraNake, na to zrI jinapujA karI, na to zrI jinacaityo baMdhAvyA ane na to supAtramAM dAna dIdhuM ! zrI jinezvaradevane jo sArI rIte meM pUjyA hota, mArI zakyatA mujaba meM jo zrI jinamadiro baMdhAvyA hota ane supAtromAM jo meM dAna dIdhuM hota, to ja mAro A janma saphaLa thAta, AvuM rAjA madhu aMtima avasthAmAM cittave che. madhu rAjAno jIva jo uttama na hota, to prANa javAnI taiyArI vakhate ane te paNa AvI hAra khAdhA pachIthI, A jAtinI vicAraNA tene Avata kharI ? nahi ja, paNa A to sadgatigAmI AtmA che, eTale ene AvA vakhate potAno janma phogaTa gumAvyAno vicAra Ave che." @ che ke : @ Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ uttama AtmAnI vicAradazAne oLakho ayodhyAnI gAdI upara zrI lakSmaNajIno abhiSeka thayA | pachI, zrI rAmacandrajIe zrI zatrughnane je pasaMda hoya te mAMgI levA jaNAvyuM tyAre teoe mathurAnagarInI vAta mUkI, te mATe ghaNuM samajAvavA chatAM teo teno Agraha choDatA nathI, chevaTe zrI rAmacandrajI zatrughna sAthe kRtAMtavadana-senAnIne mokale che, ne zrI lakSmaNajI arNavAvarta dhanuSya Adi Ape che. mathurApati madhu sAthenA yuddhamAM parAsta madhu rAjA je bhAvanAomAM AruDha thAya che. te uttama AtmAonI vicAradazAne rajU kare tevI che. 'haMmezA svAdhyAya karavA lAyaka' tarIke paramagurudevazrIe jenI vicAradazAne varNavI che, te madhurAjA jinavacananuM smaraNa karI, svayaM mastakanuM laMcana karIne bhAvacAritrI banyA che ane yuddhabhUmimAM ja dehatyAga karIne devaloka sIdhAvyA che. te vigere , vAto A prakaraNamAM vAMcavA jevI che. 21 Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 22 *uttama AtmAnI vicAradazAne oLakho * maraNathI nahi paNa janmathI Daro. vAraMvAra janma na karavA paDe tevuM jIvana jIvo madhu bhAvacAritrI banI devalokamAM gayo 'paumariya mAM A prasaMganuM varNana haMmezA svAdhyAya yogya zubha bhAvanA * saMsAra zAzvata paNa kharo ane azAzvata paNa kharo viSaya-kaSAya rUpa saMsArano nAza karavAno prayatna - enuM nAma dharma * maryA vinA chUTako nathI. parabhavano InkAra thaI zake ema nathI. paraloka na hoya to paNa sAcA tyAgIne kazuM nukasAna thatuM nathI. saMsAra tyAgIne saMyama takalIpha rUpa nathI jJAnInI AjJA mujaba tyAga karanArane vhera ja che dharmIpaNuM pAmyA cho ke nahi tenI tapAsa karo maraNa sudhAravA mATeya jIvana sudhAravuM jarUrI che zrI jinavacananuM smaraNa zrI navapada bhagavaMta maMgalarUpa che zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnA zaraNano svIkAra madhurAjAe AtmAnA etvano ane svabhAvano karelo vicAra AtmasvabhAva pragaTAvavAno abhyAsa karo. dIkSAbhilASAnA abhAvane kamanasIbI mAno * dIkSAnI mahattA ATalI badhI kema ? bInavaphAdArothI vastune halakI na manAya * sAdhutAthI vaMcita hoya tevAone nahi mAnavA * madhurAjAe potAnA hAthe lonca karyo saMthArAporisInI bhAvanAne roja yAda karo ! caramendra zatrughna para kopAyamAna thAya che * rAjA ane prajA vacceno saMbaMdha vaDIlo ane Azrito baMne kartavya vimukha banyAM che sArA vAtAvaraNano prAraMbha gharethI karo zatrughnanA puNyano prabhAva mathurA nagarInA lokono pApodaya kevalajJAnI paramarSine zrI rAmacaMdrajIe pUchelo prazna virAdhanAthI bacavA marAya ? patitanA nAme dharmanI niMdA na thAya Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'uttama AtmAnI vicAradazAne oLakho | sabhA : zuM koI divasa madhurAjAe zrI jinezvara devanI pUjA ! nahi karI hoya ? pUjyazrI : ema kema kahevAya ? jIvanamAM kAMIkeya dharmavRtti na hoya, to antima samaye ane te paNa koInIya taraphathI khAsa preraNA pAmyA vinA AvA vicAro AvavA e banAvAjoga ochuM che? uttama che AtmAo pazcAttApa karatA hoya, tyAre AvuM vicAre te svAbhAvika che. pote rAjA hato. samartha hato, sAmagrIsaMpanna hato, e apekSAe te jevI jinapUjA karI zake, jeTalA caityonuM nirmANa karI zake ane jeTaluM supAtradAna daI zake, teTalA pramANamAM te te kriyAo teNe na karI hoya ane ethI ja teNe Avo vicAra karyo hoya e vadhu zakya che. uttama AtmAonI vicAradazAne samajatA zIkhavuM joIe. e puNyAtmAo pazcAttApa bhAvamAM huM mahApApI' huM mahA adhama huM gajabano viSayAsakta' vagere vagere vicAro kare, te svAbhAvika ja che. paNa, mAtra teTalA uparathI ja temane mahApApI, mahA adhama agara to mahAviSayAsakta mAnI levA e murkhAI che. maraNathI nahi paNa janmathI Daraze khera, ATalo paNa pazcAttApa karavAno samaya na Ave e icchavAjoga che. eka divasa saune maravAnuM to che ja. janmelo maravAno ja, e sunizcita vAta che. jyAre maraNa AvavAnuM ja che, ane te paNa ApaNI jANa bahAra, to pachI sAvadha thavuM emAM DahApaNa ke bedarakAra rahevuM emAM DahApaNa ? jJAnIo maraNathI DaravAnI nA pADe che. 23 uttama AtmAnI vizAradane oLakho...2 itu itu itil illai illai Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che(@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ sItAbe kalaMka bhagata 24 jJAnIo to maraNathI DaranArAone pharamAve che ke mRtyuthI tame Daro ke na Daro, paNa e to AvavAnuM ja che. kAraNake, janmelAnuM maraNa nizcita ja che. maraNa na joIe to janma na thAya evo prayatna karo kAraNake jeno janma nathI tenuM ja mRtyu nathI. A rIte pharamAvIne, maraNathI nahi DaratAM janmathI DaravAnuM jJAnIo sUcave che. ane zAzvata kALa mATe janmathI chUTAya evo A jIvanamAM prayatna karavAnI preraNA kare che. vAraMvAra janma na karavA paDe tevuM jIvana jIvo atre e vAta paNa khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI che ke, mRtyuthI naphphaTapaNe na DaravuM, e to UlaTuM nukazAnakAraka che. mRtyuthI bedarakAra banIne potAnA jIvanane pApamaya banAvI devuM, e to ekAnta anarthakAraka che. mRtyuno Dara kADhI nAkhavAnuM pharamAvanArAoe, janmathI DaravAnuM ane janmathI DarIne phera phera janma na karavo paDe evo suprayatna karavAnuM sAthe ja pharamAvyuM che, e na bhUlo ! AthI spaSTa che ke, mRtyuthI DarIne mRtyune dUra dhakelavAno prayatna karavo. eno kAMI ja artha nathI. mRtyuthI DaryA vinA, janma karavA na paDe evo prayatna karavo, e ja hitAvaha che. je AtmA A prayatnamAM jIvana gALe, tene pacAtApa karavApaNuM rahe nahi. koIpaNa kSaNe maraNa AvI pahoMce toya sAcA dharmAtmAone muMjhAvApaNuM rahe nahi. paNa e dazA AvavI te saheluM nathI. tame jIvanane ekadama niSpApa banAvI zako e banavAjoga che, paNa jIvanane niSpApa banAvatA pahelA pagalA tarIke pApabhIratA to keLavo ! sauthI paheluM kAma e karo ke, AtmAne pApathI DaranAro banAvI do ! pApathI DaranAro tIvra baMdha karato nathI. pApano vicAra AvatAM paNa ene du:kha thAya, pApa karavuM e ene game nahi. eTale ghaNAkharAM pApo to enAthI dUra ja rahe. je thoDAMka pApo te kare, teya baLatA haiye kare athavA to bIjAonI jema khUba rasapUrvaka na ja kare, eTale eno pApakarmano baMdha tevo majabUta paDe ja nahi. pApa karyA pachIya ene pazcAtApa thAya. jIvanamAM sAcI pApabhIrutA AvI jAya eTale niSpApa jIvana bahu dUra na rahe. evo AtmA ke jenAmAM thoDo ghaNo paNa pApano sAco Dara che, tene avasare zubha bhAvanA Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AvavI sahelI. jIvananA anta vakhate duniyAdArInA rAga-dveSa jene mUMjhave te durgatimAM ja jAya. AthI antima samayanI dazA upara gatino moTo AdhAra che. aMtima samayanI dazA sArI, to gati sArI ja. antima samaye AtmA duniyAdArInI mamatA choDe ane eka mAtra devaguru dharmanuM zaraNa svIkAre e dazA lAvavAne mATe atyArathI AtmAne keLavavo joIe. madhu bhAvacAritrI batI devalokamAM gayo rAjA madhu to uttama AtmA che. pote potAnuM jIvana ogaTa gumAvI dIdhuM evo paritApa karIne ja e aTakato nathI. yuddha bhUmimAM ja e pApavyApArono trividhe trividhe tyAga kare che. zatrughna pratyenA dveSanI bhAvanAne paNa hRdayamAMthI kADhI nAMkhe che. ane potAnuM saghaLuMya vosarAvI de che. ne rAjA madhu tyAM ne tyAM sarvaviratirUpa cAritrathI susaMpanna bane che temaja cAritrasaMpanna banIne zrI paMcaparameSThIone namaskAra karavAnI ja satpravRttimAM lIna bane che. zrI arihaMta zrI siddha, zrIAcArya, zrI upAdhyAya ane zrI sAdhu e pAMceya parameSThIonA zaraNanuM rAjA vadhu dhyAna kare che. A bhAvacaritramAM ja te mRtyu pAme che ane sanakumAra devalokamAM te mahaddhika deva tarIke utpanna thAya che. rAjA madhunI A jAtinuM uttama valaNa joIne, tyAMnA vimAnavAsI devatAo khUba prasanna thaI gayAM. teoe rAjA madhunA deha upara puSpavRSTi karI temaja 'madhudeva jaya pAmo !' evI AnaMdapUrvaka udghoSaNA karI. 'paumacariyam' mAM A prasaMganuM varNana zrI dazarathakumAra zatrughnanA rAjA madhunI sAthenA yuddhano A prasaMga A rIte pUrNa thAya che, paNa haju madhunA mitra camarendra madhunA vadhathI krodha pAmIne zatrughnane akLAvI mukvAne mATe je upadrava ryo, te vagere vRttAnta bAkI rahe che. e pahelAM ApaNe 'vajhaghariya' nAmanA zrI rAma caritramAMthI thoDuMka A prasaMganuM varNana joI levA icchIe chIe. rAjA madhue jIvananA antane najadika jANIne, je sura ane mananIya vicAraNA ane AcaraNA karI, teno ja vRttAnta ........ ..uttama AtmAnI vicAradazAne oLakha.......... 25 UUU Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ XRQ 26 ApaNe 'zrI paumacariyam' nAmanA rAmacaritramAMthI joI levo che. dukhI : .....sItAne laMDa....bhAga-9 suyasogasalliyaGgo, taM ciya haTThUNa dujjayaM sattuM / maraNaM ca samAsannaM, muNivarabayaNaM saraDu tAhe paDibuddho bhaNaDu tao, asAsae iha samatthasaMsAre / indriyavasANugeNaM, dhammo na kao vimUDheNaM // 2 // maraNaM nAuNa dhuvaM, kusumasamaM jovvaNaM calA riddhI / avaseNa mae tar3ayA, na kao dhammo pamAeNaM // 3 // pajjaliyammi ya bhavaNe, kuvatalAyassa khaNaNasamArambho / ahiNA daTThassa jae, ko kAlo mantajavaNammi / // 4 // jAva na muJcAmi lahuM, pANehiM ettha jIyasaMdehe / tAva imaM jiNavayaNaM, sarAmi somaM maNaM kAuM // 7 // tamhA puriseNa jae, appahiyaM niyayameva kAyavvaM / maraNaMmi samAvaDie, saMpar3a sumarami arahantaM // 6 // hoI Namo arahantANaM, siddhANa namo sivaM uvagayANaM / AyariyauvajjhAyANaM, namo sayA savvasAhUNaM arahanto siddho vi ya, sAhU taha kevali ya dhammo ya / ee havanti niyayaM cattAri vi maGagalaM majjhaM // 8 // jAvaDuyA arahantA, mANusarakhittammi honti jayanAhA / tiviheNa paNamiUNaM, tANaM saraNaM pavanno haM hiMsAliyacorikkA, mehuNapariggahaM tahA dehaM paccakhAmi ya savvaM, tiviheNAhArapANaM ca paramattheNa taNamao, saMthAro na vi ya phAsuyA bhUmI / hiyayaM jassa visuddhaM, tassAyA havar3a saMthAro // 11 // ekko jAyaDu jIvo, ekko uppajjae bhamaDu ekko / so ceva maraDu ekko, ekko cciya pAvae siddhiM // 12 // nANambhi daMsaNammi ya, taha ya caritammi sAsao appA | avasesA dubbhAvA, vosiriyA te mae savve // 13 // evaM jAvajjIvaM saGgaM, vosiriya gayavarattho so / paharaNajajjariyataNU, AluMccaDa attaNo kese ||14|| je tattha kinnarAdI, samAgayA pecchayA raNaM devA / te muccanti saharisaM, tassuvariM kusumavaravAsaM // 15 // ' ' ' ' ' ' ' w ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' w'' ' Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gharmALovo , aati daljha taddayadagra* ! jAo suro mahappA / divvaMgakuNDalAbharaNo 1116 / / - haMmezA svAdhyAya yogya zubha bhAvanA rAjA madhunI antimasamayanI A bhAvanA khUba ja manana karavA jevI che. zatrunI sAme samara bhUmimAM yuddha karatA A jAtinI sundara vicAraNA spharavI, e sAmAnya vAta nathI. zrI jinezvaradevonI AjJA pratye sAco sadbhAva pragaTyA vinA, A jAtinI vicAraNA sphare ja nahi. 'zrI jinezvaradevoe pharamAvelo dharma ja eka mAtra tAraka che ane e dharmanuM avalaMbana lIdhA vinA AtmAnI mukti nathI. A prakArano hArdika nizcaya thayelo hoya, to ja prANapaMkheruMuDI javAnI taiyArI hoya te vakhate paNa AvI suMdara manodazA bane. rAjA madhue karelI A vicAraNA, AtmakalyANanA arthIoe kaMThastha karI levA jevI che ane niraMtara enuM smaraNa karavA jevuM che. puNyAtmAoe niraMtara raTaNa karavA yogya eka suMdara strota rUpa A vicAraNA che. rAjA madhue potAnA atta samaye karelI A vicAraNAmAM otaprota banI jaIne, kalyANakAmIoe potAnA aMtaramAMthI paNa A prakAranI vicArazreNI pragaTe, evo prayatna karavA jevo che. rAjA madhuno putra lavaNa yuddhanA AraMbhamAM haNAyo, ethI te zokamaya banI gayo hato, temaja duzmana upara ene krodha paNa ghaNo Avyo hato. zoka ane krodhamAM AvIne rAjA madhue, potAnuM e baLa ajamAvavAmAM paNa kamInA rAkhI na hatI, paraMtu A vakhate rAjA madhu munivaranAM vacanonuM smaraNa kare che. ane pratibodha pAme che. putranA mRtyunI cintAthI e para bane che; ane potAnA AtmAnI cittAmAM pravRtta thAya che. saMsAra zAzvata paNa kharo ane azAzvata paNa kharo AtmacintA karatAM rAjA madhu A prasaMge vicAre che ke 'indriyone vaza banelA evA meM mUDhe A azAzvata evA samasta saMsAramAM dharmanuM Acaryo nahi." sabhA : saMsAra zAzvata ke azAzvata ? pUjyazrI : baMneya. saMsAra zAzvata paNa kharo ane azAzvata paNa kharo. uttama AtmAnI vicAradazane oLakho. itu itil illai illai 27 Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 28 Ricerca per ReklerlRRRRRRRIS sItAne kalaMka bhAga-3 sabhA : e kema? pUjayazrI : vyAtinI dravyArthika nayanI dRSTie saMsAra zAzvata che ane parivartananI paryAyArthika nayanI dRSTie saMsAra azAzvata paNa gaNAya. anantA AtmAo mokSe jAya, te chatAM eka nigodano anattamo bhAga ja muktie gayo hoya che, eTale jIvono moTo samUha saMsAramAM hoya ja che. saMsArano koI kALe atta AvavAno ja nathI. saMsAra to hato, che ane rahevAno. sArAya saMsAranuM astitva maTI jAya, evuM banyuM nathI ane banavAnuMya nathI. AthI saMsAra zAzvata paNa che, tema saMsAravartI mokSagAmI jIvonI apekSAe saMsAra azAzvata paNa che; kAraNake saMsArane chedIne anantA AtmAo muktie gayA che. saMkhyAbaMdha AtmAo vartamAnamAM paNa mahAvideha tuM kSetramAMthI muktie jaI rahyA che ane anantA AtmAo muktie { jaze. eTale mokSagAmI bhavyAtmAono saMsAra azAzvata hoya che, kAraNake saMsAra chUTe nahi tyAM sudhI mokSe javAya nahi. Ama chatAM, bIjA anantA jIvo jeo traNeya kALamAM mokSe javAnA nathI, evA te jIvo saMsAramAM hovAthI saMsAra to kAyama rahe che, paNa mokSane pAmelA AtmAo saMsArI maTI jAya che. potAnA bhavanI apekSAe paNa rAjA madhuno vicAra yogya gaNAya. manuSyabhava koIno ya zAzvata hato nahi, che nahi ane haze paNa nahi. zAzvata sthiti mokSa prApti vinA zakya nathI. ane mokSa saMsArIpaNAmAMthI bAtala thayA vinA zakya nathI. saMsArIpaNAmAMthI bAtala thavAne mATe eka mAtra anupama sAdhana anantajJAnI zrI jinezvaradevoe upadezelo dharma che. zrI jinezvaradevonI AjJAnI ArAdhanA, saMsArI tarIkenI ApaNI hayAti nAbuda karavAne mATe ja karavAnI che. zrI jinezvaradevoe pharamAvelA dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAno vAstavika hetu ja e che ke, potAno saMsAra nAza pAme, zrI jinezvaradevanA svarUpane jANanAra ane mAnanAramAM potAnA agara to bIjA paNa koInA saMsArane TakAvI rAkhavAnI bhAvanA hoya, e bane ja nahi. zrI jinezvara devane pichANanAro to, potAnA saMsArano jema bane tema vahelo nAza thAya, e ja Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ abhilASAne sevanAro hoya. jene saMsAramAM rahevAnuM game che, jene saMsAramAM rahevuM e sAru lAge che, tenAmAM sAdhupaNuMya nathI ane zrAvakapaNuMya nathI. potAnA ane sau koInA saMsArano nAza icchavo e uMcAmAM uMcI koTinI icchA che. AtmAmAM bhAvadayA pragaTyA vinA, e jAtinI uttama icchA pragaTe, e zakya nathI. 'jIvamAtranA saMsArano nAza thAo !' evI abhilASAnI utkaTatAmAMthI to tIrthaMkaratvanuM puNya sarjAya che. zrI tIrthaMkara nAmakarmanI nikAcanA evI ja puNyAbhilASAnI utkaTatAthI thAya che. viSaya-kaSAyarUpa saMsArano nAza karavAno prayatna - evuM nAma dharma saMsAra eTale viSaya ane kaSAya. viSaya-kaSAyano nAza eTale saMsArano nAza. jenA viSaya-kaSAya haNAyA, tenuM du:kha haNAyuM, tenuM paribhramaNa gayuM. viSaya-kaSAyanA yoge AtmAne janma maraNAdinA du:kho bhogavavA paDe che. viSaya-kaSAyanA yoge ja cAra gatimAM corAzI lAkha yonio dvArA AtmA janme che, mare che ane bhame che. AtmA svabhAve zAzvata chatAM, viSaya-kaSAyanA yoge A dazA bhogavI rahyo che. A mAnavabhava emAMthI nIkaLavAne mATe che. viSaya ane kaSAyathI mUkAvAno prayatna karavo, enA jevo A jIvanano bIjo koI sadupayoga nathI. viSaya ane kaSAyathI mukta banavAno prayatna, enuM ja nAma dharma. e prayatna anAjJAnIonI AjJA mujaba karavo joIe, ke jethI dharma dharmarUpa ja banyo rahe ane jevI rIte e phaLavo joIe, tevI ja rIte e phaLe. rAjA madhuthI e prayatna jevo joIe tevo na thaI zakyo, mATe te maraNa samaye aphasosa kare che. tamAre zuM karavuM che ? aphasosa karavAno vakhata Ave te pahelAM cetavA jevuM che ane cetIne ArAdhanAmAM rakta banI javA jevuM che. : maryA vinA chUTako nathI rAjA madhu vadhumAM vicAre che ke 'huM jANato hato ke, maraNa nizcita che, yauvana kusuma jevuM che ane Rddhi caMcala che chatAMpaNa meM mArA pUrva kALamAM parAdhIna banIne pramAdathI dharmane ryo nahi ! maraNa nizcita che, ema koNa nathI jANatuM? badhA ja jANe che. .......uttama AtmAno vicAradazAne oLakho......... 29 6 $G&@ Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ JERE 30 sItAne kalaMka....bhAga-6 duniyAmAM mUrkhamAM mUrkha AdamI jANe che ke, vahelA agara moDA, paNa koIno maryA vinA chUTako thavAno nathI. maraNa pachI chUTako thAya ja che, ema to nathI, kAraNake, mokSane nahi pAmanArAone niyamA bIjA bhavamAM javuM paDe che. khera, ahIM to vAta e che ke, jagatamAM janma pAmelAomAMthI koI maraNa na pAme e zakya ja nathI. A vAta barAbara che ne ? sabhA : badhAne maravAnuM to kharUM ja ! pUjyazrI : ane maryA bAda karmano yoga che tyAM sudhI bIje janmavuM paDaze, ema paNa kharUM ne ? parabhavano inkAra thaI zake ema nathI sabhA : che to emaja, paNa Aje ghaNAo evA che ke je parabhavane mAnatA nathI. pUjyazrI : parabhavane nahi mAnavA mAtrathI kAMI parabhavamAM javAnuM aTakI paDavAnuM nathI. puNya pApane nahi mAnanArane paNa potAnA zubhAzubha karmonA phaLo to bhogavavAM ja paDe che. saMsArI AtmAo dunyavI sattA sivAyanI bIjI koI viziSTa sattAne paNa AdhIna che, ema jIva mAtranA jIvana dvArA jANI zakAya che. e viziSTa sattA, jIva mAtranA jIvanamAM agatyanuM sthAna bhogave che, koIpaNa saMsArI jIva e sattAthI mukta nathI. amuka sthaLe jnma thavo, amuka sAmagrI maLavI, amuka prakAranA aMgopAgonI prApti thavI, amuka prakAranI zArIrika vedanAo utpanna thavI, buddhimAM taratamatA rahevI, yaza-apayaza meLavavo e vagere te sattAne AdhIna che, ke je sattAne jJAnIo karmasattA tarIke oLakhAve che. eka ja bApAnA be dIkarAo vacce buddhi ane aMgopAMga Adino pharaka kema rahe che ? eka ja kSaNe utpanna thayelA be bALakomAM eka ne dhAgA upara paDyA rahevAnuM maLe che, ane ekne mulAyama gAdI maLe che, te zAthI ? eka zrImaMta ane eka garIba, eka sattAvAna ane bIjo sevaka, eka buddhimAna ane bIjo mUrkha, eka vidvAna ane eka Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ abhaNa, ekane Thera Thera satkAra ane bIjAnuM ghera ghera apamAna, ekanA paTArA bharelA ane bIjAnA peTamAM khADo, ekane salAmI ane bIjAne lAta. A badhuM konA yoga thAya che, e vicAro to karmasattAnI pratIti thayA vinA rahe nahi. ane ethI, sAcI vAta to e che ke, buddhino sadupayoga karanAra koIpaNa vicakSaNa paralokno InakAra karI zake ja nahi. paraloka na hoya to paNa sAcA tyAgIne kazuM nukasAna thatuM nathI paraloka ja na hoya, to pachI pApathI DaravAnuM prayojana zuM ? sadAcAranI jarUra zI ? jIvana niyamana zA mATe ? paraloka na hoya to to kevaLa A loknA hita tarapha ja dRSTi rahevI joIe ane ethI A lokamAM sattAzALI tathA samRddhivAna banavAne mATe game tevuM pApa karatAM paNa nahi acakAvuM joIe.' ema koI kahe to teno zo javAba che? paNa vastutaH tema che ja nahi kAraNake paraloka che. paraloka na hota, to jIvonI utpattithI mAMDIne je je pharaka paDe che; te na paDato hota ! badhA samAnapaNe janma, samAnapaNe jIve ane samAnapaNe sAmagrI pAme, to to manAya ke paraloka nathI. paNa tema to kadi banyuMya nathI ane banavAnuMya nathI. sabhA : paNa kahe che ke paraloka na hoya to to je lokoe tyAga karyo, dehadamana karyuM, e badhAne nukasAna ja thayuM ne? pUjayazrI vastuta: e dalIla paNa barAbara nathI. paraloka che ja paNa e dalIlanI khAtara ghaDIbhara evI paNa vAta kabUla karI levAmAM Ave ke, 'paraloka nathI. te chatAMya e vAta pUravAra thaI zake tema che ke 'anantajJAnI zrI jinezvara devonI AjJA mujaba tyAga karanAra dharmAtmAone to lAbha ja che. vicAro ke mANaso dunvayI sAmagrI meLavavA mathe che, teno hetu zo che? eTalo ja che ke, potAnI icchA mujaba zAntithI jIvAya ? sabhA : hAjI. pUjayazrI : to samajI lo ke, zrI jainazAsanano sAco tyAgI 31 uttama AtmAnI vicAradazAne oLakho iiiiiiiiiiitu ...2 Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ CLRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRERS sitAne kalaMka....bha-6 32 e hetune susiddha karavApUrvaka ja jIve che, kAraNake e dunyavI tRSNAothI para banI javAnA prayatnamAM lIna rahevAnA yoge temaja upAdhi AdithI mukta hoIne, ghaNI zAntipUrvaka jIvI zake che. parabhavamAM jene mahARddhi meLavavAnI lAlasA che, rUpasundarIo meLavavAnI jenI lAlasA che, cakravartI jevI sattA meLavavAne je icche che, ane parabhavamAM dunyavI kIti kamAvavAne je Icche che, evA pAmaronI vAta bAjue rAkho: e bicArAone vastuta: paramArthanuM bhAna nathI, paraMtu je puNyAtmAone tevI koI lAlasA nathI. ane jeo AtmasvabhAvane pragaTa karavAnA nimitte ja dharma kare che, teo to A bhavamAM paNa anupama zAnti bhogavI zake che. jene IcchA thAya tene ecchika vastu na maLe to du:kha thAya, paNa jene tevI IcchA ja na hoya tene to duHkha na thAya ne? sabhA : nahi ja. saMsAra tyAgIne saMyama takalIpha rUpa nathI pUjyazrI : saMsAratyAgI sAMsArika bhogono arthI na hoya; jo mokSArthe ja AjJAvihita jIvana jIvato hoya to ja te sAco tyAgI che ane e ja tyAganuM sukha anubhavI zake che. saMsArano tyAgI saMsArano arthI hoya to mahAduHkhI, bAkI to enA jevo bIjo koI jagatamAM sukhI nathI. 'pote anantajJAnI zrI jinezvaradevonI AjJAnI ArAdhanA karavA dvArA potAnA AtmasvabhAvane pragaTa karavAno samaya najadika lAvI rahela che ane anantA jIvone abhayadAna ApI rahela che.' evA vicArathI paNa zrI jinazAsanano tyAgI mahAsukhI hoya che. AthI spaSTa che ke, zrI jinazAsanano tyAgI to potAnA tyAganuM phaLa tyAganI sAthe ja bhogavavA mAMDe che ene saMyama kaSTarUpa nathI lAgatuM. mosamamAM mAla raLI rahelA vyApArIone jema takalIpha takalIpharUpa lAgatI nathI, tema sAcA sAdhuone kaThora tapazcaryAmaya saMyama paNa takalIpha rUpa lAgatuM ja nathI. jJAnInI AjJA mujaba tyAga karanArane lahera ja che A rIte parabhava hoya ke na hoya, te chatAMpaNa sAcA saMyamIne Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ chetarAvA jevuM kAMI che ja nahi, dunyavI bhoganA pArthono saMgraha nahi tathA teno rasa nahi eTale tene te padArthone meLavavAnI, sAcavavAnI ke vadhAravAnI cintA nahi, temaja kAMI lUTAvAnuM nahi ke jethI haiyAne AghAta thAya ane poka mukavI paDe. emane kANa-moMkANanA samAcAroya AvavAnA nahi, zArIrika vedanA thAya ke upasarga parISahane sahavAno samaya Ave, tyAre paNa e samabhAvamAM rahevAno prayatna kare, eTale samAdhi rahe ane ethI temane te du:kha paNa bIjAonI jema du:khadAyaka nivaDe nahi. A ocho lAbha che ? nahi ja. saMyamanuM A to pratyakSa phaLa che ne ? ane jJAnIo pharamAve che ke, je tyAga A lokmAM AvA lAbha Ape che, te tyAga pariNAme AtmAne du:kha mAtrathI mUkAve che. temaja ananta ane zAzvata sukha pamADe che. jJAnIoe pharamAvyA mujaba paraloknI hayAti mAnIne dharmamAM rakta bananArAone mATe to A dRSTie jotAM, A lokamAMya, vhera che. ane pachI paNa vhera ja mAnanArAone to A bhavamAM ya du:kha che. ane parabhavamAMya du:kha che. A lokmAM teone dunyavI padArtho meLavavA, bhogavavA ane sAcavavAne mATe ghaNI ghaNI takalIpho veThavI paDe che, keTalAyanI gulAmI karavI paDe che ane jIMdagImAM saMkhyAbaMdhavAra potAnI dhAraNAthI viparIta banAvo banatA poko paNa mUkavI paDe che. dunyavI padArthonA lAlacuo sAcI zAnti anubhavI zakatA ja nathI. dunyavI sukhonA ja arthI banI tRSNAtura banelAonI cintAono pAra hoto nathI. AlokamAM A dazA ane paralokamAM ahIM karelA pApakarmonA phLo bhogavavA paDe e juduM ! paraloka AdinI zraddhAthI anantajJAnIonI AjJA mujaba jIvana jIvanAra, potAne mATe temaja jagatane mATe AzIrvAdarUpa bane che jyAre paralokne nahi mAnatA dunyavI bhogopabhogonI sAmagrImAM ja rAcanAranuM jIvana to, tene potAne mATe temaja jagatane mATe paNa bahudhA zrAparUpa ja nIvaDe che. che. paraMtu paralokane nahIM dharmIpaNuM pAmyA cho ke nahi tenI tapAsa karo A to paralokne nahi mAnanArAone aMge vAta thaI; paNa ..uttama AtmAnI vicAradazAne oLakha............ 33 DD Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRLars ....saMtAne kalaMka...bhAga-6 34 paraloka puNya vagerene mAnanArAo, paraloka-puNya-pApa vagerene mAnavAnI vAto karanArAo, Aje kevuM jIvana jIvI rahyA che ? pApane ane pApanA phaLane mAnanAro pApathI Dare ja nahi e kema bane ? parabhavane mAnanAro jIvanamAM kadi paNa 'parabhavamAM mAruM zuM thaze ? eTaloya vicAra na kare e zuM banavAjoga che ? nahi ja, ane ethI ja kahevuM paDe che ke, "ame paraloka - puNya - pApa vagerene barAbara mAnIe chIe.' tevI vAto karavI te judI vAta che ane anantajJAnIoe pharamAvyA mujabanI tatva zraddhA hovI te judI vAta che. sarva tattvazraddhALuo cAritrazIla ja hoya, ema nahIM. tattvazraddhALu tevA karmodayanA kAraNe cAritrazIla na ya hoya paratuM tattvazraddhALu cAritrazIla na hoya to paNa e cAritrano abhilASI to jarUra hoya tattvazraddhALu pApa karato hoya e zakya che, paNa tattvazraddhALu pApabhIru na hoya e zakya nathI. tame pApabhIru cho ? ke pApaphalabhIru cho ? pApaphalabhIru koNa nathI. du:khathI koNa DaratuM nathI ? du:khathI to so Dare che, paNa jJAnIo pharamAve che ke, 'du:khabhIru nahi paNa pApabhIru bano.' pApa vinA duHkha Ave e banavAnuM ja nathI. du:khabhIru banavuM hoya to du:kha mAtranA bhIrubano ane je samajapUrvaka duHkhamAtrathI ja DaranAro hoya, te pApabhIru na hoya e bane ja nahi, pApabhIrune pApa karavuM paDe toya keTaluM pApa kare ? ane jeTaluM kare teTaluM paNa kevI rIte kare, e jANo cho ? pApa karatAM pahelA pApa karatI veLAe ane pApa karyA pachI, tattvazraddhALu pApabhIru AtmAonI manodazA kevI hoya? emanA haiyAmAM pApa pratye Adara hoya ke tiraskAra hoya? pApano emane pazcAttApa hoya ke pApa karavAno emane AnaMda hoya? zrI vaMditAsUtramAM zuM bolo cho? samayagdaSTi jIva pApa karavuM paDe ane kare to kiMcit kare ane te pApa paNa evA du:khapUrvaka kare, ke jethI e pApano baMdha alpa paDe! A badhI vAtono khyAla karIne tame tatvazraddhALu cho ke nahi, te svayaM tapAsI juo. tamArAmAM dharmIpaNuM na hoya to ame dharmI evo khoTo ghamaMDa na karo. dharmIpaNuM na hoya to meLavavA matho ane hoya to khUba khUba keLavo kAraNake, maraNa Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nizcita che. maraNa koInuM rokyuM rokAvAnuM nathI. maraNa samaye pastAvuM paDe, tene badale atyAre cetavuM te vadhAre sAruM che. vahelA cetanArA maraNa-samaye paNa anupama zAnti bhogavI zake che, mATe hajuya ceto ane lyANa sAdho ! pachI to jevuM jenuM bhAvi ! maraNa sudhAravA mATeya jIvana sudhAravuM jarUrI che maraNa nizcita che. yauvana kusuma jevuM che ane Rddhi caMcala che, ATaluM jANyA pachIthI paNa, maraNa AvatAM pahelA sAdhavAjoguM sAdhI levA tarapha bedarakAra banavuM, yovanamAM bhAnabhUlA banavuM ane RddhinA gulAma banI dharmathI parAmukha banyA rahevuM, emAM kayuM DahApaNa che ? kusumane karamAtAM vAra keTalI ? ane karamAyelA kusumanI kiMmata keTalI? yauvanarUpa kusuma karamAya te pahelAM yauvanamAM mokSamArganI utkaTa sAdhanA karavA tatpara banavuM joIe temaja Rddhi caMcala hovAthI, tenA gumAnamAM nahi rahetA evo paNa bane teTalo vadhu sadupayoga karI levo joIe. yauvana bhogamAM jAya ane Rddhino 2, durUpayoga thAya, to maraNa sudhare ke bagaDe ? sabhA : bagaDe. moTebhAge ema ja thAya, mATe maraNane sudhAravuM hoya to jIvanane sudhAro, rAjA madhu maraNane AMkha sAme joI rahyo che. enuM yauvana vahI gayuM che ane lagabhaga hArI ja cUkyo che, ane Rddhi paNa javA beThI che AvA vakhate te pazcAttApa kare che ke, 'maraNa nizcita che. yauvana kusuma jevuM che ane Rddhi caMcala che, e jANavA chatAM paNa meM pramAdathI dharmane ryo nahi. viSayone AdhIna banI pramAdamAM paDI meM mAruM A jIvana eLe gumAvyuM. kharekhara, jIvana eLe gumAvanArAomAM paNa puNyAtmAone ja maraNa samaye Avo vicAra Ave che. zrI jitavacananuM smaraNa ATalo pazcAttApa karyA bAda, rAjA madhune ema thAya che ke, have zoka karye zuM vaLe ? AthI vicAre che ke, "ghara saLagavA mAMDyuM hoya tyAre kUvo ke taLAva khodavAnI zarUAta thoDI ja thAya che ? ane sApe DaMza daI dIdhA pachI kAMI maMtrasiddhi karavAno avasara hoya che? gharamAM Aga 35 uttama AtmAnI vizAradane oLakho...2 illai illai. atil iiiiitu Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ricercareer cercareerdereeris -satAne kalaMka bhAga- 36 lAge te pachI kUvo ke talAva khodavAno prayatna karavo e jema nirarthaka che. tema sApa karaDyA pachI tenA maMtrano jApa karI te maMtra siddha karavAno prayatna karavo e paNa nirarthaka che. evA vakhate to kUvAtaLAva khodavAno prayatna nahi karatAM temaja maMtra siddha karavA mATe maMtrajApa karavA nahi besatA, avasarocita rakSaNa karI levuM ja buddhimattA che. AthI ja rAjA madhu vicAre che ke, huM maravA paDyo chuM jIvitano saMdeha spaSTa dekhAya che : atyAre kAMI vizeSa dharma karavAno samaya nathI. eTale jeTalAmAM huM prANothI mUkAMu nahI, teTalA kALamAM mana:zuddhi karIne huM zrI jinezvaradevanA vacananuM smaraNa karuM A jagatamAM puruSe Atmahita avazyameva karavuM joIe, e kAraNathI mAruM maraNa najadika AvyuM chate, huM atyAre zrI arihaMta bhagavAnanuM smaraNa karuM chuM ! zrI arihaMta paramAtmAone mArA namaskAra ho ! zrI siddhipadane pAmelA zrI siddha bhagavAnone mArA namaskAra ho ! temaja zrI AcArya bhagavAnone, zrI upAdhyAya bhagavAnone ane sarva sAdhu bhagavAnone mAro sadA namaskAra ho !' zrI navapada bhagavaMta maMgalarUpa che A prakAre pAMceya parameSThIone namaskAra karIne, rAjA madhu paraloka - prayANanuM maMgala kare che. e vicAre che ke, A jagatamAM cAra vastuo maMgalabhUta che ane te cAra ja mane haMmezane mATe maMgalarUpa che. eka zrI arihanta bhagavAna, bIjA zrI siddha bhagavAna ane trIjA zrI sAdhu bhagavAna ke jemAM zrI AcArya tathA zrI upAdhyAya Adino samAveza thaI jAya che. zrI kevaLajJAnI bhagavAne pharamAvelo dharma cothA maMgalarUpa che, pahelA pAMca parameSThIone namaskAra karyo ane te pachI zrI navapadano maMgala tarIkeno svIkAra karyo, zrI sAdhu bhagavAnanA namaskAramAM jema zrI AcArya, zrI upAdhyAya ane zrI munino samAveza thaI jAya che. tema dharmamAM samyagadarzana, samyagrajJAna, samyaphacAritra ane samyaktapano samAveza thaI jAya che. Atmahitane mATe namaskAra karavA lAyaka viziSTa guNavAna vyaktio tarIke, parameSThIo tarIke, zrI arihantAdi pAMca che. ane jagatamAM vAstavika Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ maMgalabhUta koI hoya, to te arihantAdi navapado che. A vastu haiyAmAM jacI jAya, to kAma thaI jAya. maMgalanI kAmanA saune che. paNa maMgalakAraka A nava pado ja che; evo sAco vizvAsa virala AtmAomAM ja che. e vizvAsa pedA karo. lyANa sAdhavA mATe jyAM tyAM phAMphAM mAravAnuM choDo ane zrI navapadanI ArAdhanAmAM AtmAne lIna banAvo. zrI navapadanI ArAdhanA karanAranuM lyANa na thAya, e azakya che. zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnA zaraNano svIkAra rAjA madhu have zrI arihanta paramAtmAnA zaraNano svIkAra karatAM kahe che ke, manuSya kSetramAM jeTalA jaganAtha zrI arihanta bhagavAno che, te tArakone huM manathI, vacanathI ane kAyAthI namaskAra karuM chuM ane te tArakonuM ja mAre zaraNa che.' zrI arihanta paramAtmAnuM zaraNa svIkAravAmAM paNa zrInaveyapadanuM zaraNa AvI jAya che. kAraNake, naveya padonI utpattinA mULabhUta e che. zrI naveya padone prathama prakAzita karanArA e ja tArako che. rAjA madhu A prakAre maMgala karIne, atima paccakhANa kare che. hiMsA, mRSA, corI, maithuna ane parigraha e pAMceyanuM paccakhANa kare che arthAt-e pAMceyano mana, vacana ane kAyAthI tyAga kare che. potAnA zarIrano temaja sarva prakAranA AhAra - pANIno paNa rAjA madhu eja rIte tyAga kare che. potAnA zarIranuM game te thAya, tenI sAthe rAjA madhune have kazI ja nisbata rahetI nathI. A prakAranuM anazana svIkArIne, rAjA madhu vicAre che ke, vastuta: to tRNamaya saMthAro ane prAsuka bhUmi joIe, paNa te to che nahi huM to yuddhabhUmimAM hAthI upara beThelo chuM ! atyAre nirdoSa bhUmi zodhI tRNano saMthAro karavAne avakAza nathI. AthI rAjA madhu potAnA manane vALe che. jenuM hRdaya vizuddha che, teno te ja saMthAro che. potAnI hRdaya vizuddhine ja madhu rAjA pradhAnatA Ape che, kAraNake, tevo ja avasara che. ema ryA vinA chUTako nathI. AmAM jovAnuM e che ke, vidhino khyAla keTalo che ? itu il itu atil itu uttama AtmAno vicAradane oLakho...2 illai 37 Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Reencercarea CeleRLeRRRRIS satane kalaMka bhAga-6 38 saMyogonI jo anukULatA hota, to madhurAjA eklI hadaya vizuddhi upara ja ATalo bhAra na mUkata ! madhurAjAe AtmAnA ekatvano ane svabhAvano karelo vicAra A pachI madhurAjA AtmAnA ekatvano ane AtmAnA svabhAvano vicAra kare che. duniyAnA jIvo 'A mAruM te mAruM ema potAnA nahi evA padArthomAM mamatA dharAve che, paNa paramAM 'sva'nI buddhi e mithyAtva che. 'sva' 'svalAge ane 'para' 'para' lAge, e samyakatva che. paramAM svabuddhi mithyAtvanA yoge utpanna thAya che. jIMdagInA anna sudhI 'A mArUM' karyA karo, toya te sAthe AvavAnuM nathI. mAtA pitA, putra-putrI, svajana-saMbaMdhI vigerene tame potAnA mAyA karo, tethI kAMI koI sAthe AvanAra nathI. madhurAjA e ja vicAre che ke, 'A jIva, ekalo ja janme che, eklo ja te utpanna thAya che. ekalo ja te saMsAramAM bhame che, ekalo ja te mare che ane jyAre zrI siddhipadane te pAme che, tyAre paNa te ekalo ja zrI siddhipadane te pAme che, jJAna darzana ane cAritramaya AtmA zAzvata che. jJAna, darzana ane cAritra e traNa sivAyanA jeTalA AtmabhAvo dekhAya, te vastuta: AtmabhAvo nathI paNa vikRtabhAvo che. e durbhAvone meM vosirAvyA che. jJAna, darzana ane cAritramAM AtmA rame, to te svabhAvamAM ramyo kahevAya ane te sivAyanA bhAvomAM AtmA rame, to te durbhAvomAM ramyo kahevAya. durbhAvomAM ramato AtmA Dube che ane svabhAvamAM ramato AtmA tare che. A kAraNe, kalyANanA arthIoe pahelAM to durbhAvothI bacavA sAthe svabhAvamAM lIna banavAno prayatna karyA karavo joIe. svabhAvamAM e rIte prayatnapUrvaka lIna banatAM banatAM, AtmA durbhAvothI sarvathA mukta banI jAya che ane saMpUrNa svabhAvane pAme che. te pachI to tene kAMI karavApaNuM rahetuM nathI. AtmasvabhAva pragaTAvavAno abhyAsa karo AtmAno svabhAva jJAnAdimaya che. e svabhAva Aje avarAyo che ane durbhAvonuM sAmAnya pravartI rahyAM che. e ja kAraNe jJAnAdimaya Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svabhAvavALo AtmA janmamaraNAdi kare che. e ja kAraNe AtmA saMsAramAM aneka prakAranA du:khone bhogave che maraNathI bacavuM hoya, to janmathI bacavuM joIe. ane janmathI tyAre ja bacAya, ke jyAre AtmA durbhAvothI sarvathA mukta banavA dvArA saMpUrNa svAbhAvika sthitimAM mUkAya. e svAbhAvika sthiti te jJAna-darzana-cAritramaya dazA ! e dazA pAmavAno abhyAsa karavo joIe ane sarvaviratI dharmamAM ja e dazAno uMcAmAM uMcI koTino abhyAsa thAya che. sabhA : A to pAchI dIkSAnI vAta AvI. pUjyazrI : je hoya te Ave ja ! AjJAmaya zuddha dIkSita jIvana, e to AtmasvabhAva pragaTAvavAno amoghamAM amogha upAya che. zrI jainazAsanamAM suvizuddha dIkSitajIvanane paramakalyANakArI jIvana gaNavAmAM AvyuM che. je AtmAnA aMtaramAM AjJAmaya dIkSita jIvana pAmavAnI bhAvanAo pragaTyA kare che, teya parama puNyazALI che. kharekhara, ghora pApAtmAone ja dIkSA na game. dIkSA pratye roSa, eja temanA kAramA bhaviSyanI nizAnI che. dIkSAnI sAme sUga phelAvanArAo, A jagatamAM gajabanA bhAvahiMsako che. evAonI hAlata zI thaze ? e vicAratAM, e bicArAo pratye dharmAtmAonA antaramAM eTalI badhI dayA utpanna thAya che ke, tevA koI avasare to AMkha paNa bhInI thaI jAya. dIkSAbhilASAnA abhAvane kamanasIbI mAno dIkSA pratye tiraskAra phelAvanArA pApAtmAo paNa Aje emaja he che ke, 'amane dIkSA to game che' paraMtu emanuM AcaraNa evuM che ke, emano Avo vacana prayoga kevaLa ghaMbhika che, ema puravAra thaI jAya che. sabhA : mAre mATe ema nathI. pUjyazrI : A vAta vyaktigata nathI. tame dIkSAnA virodhI na ho, eTaluM ja nahI dIkSAnA abhilASI ho e ja icchavAjoga che kAraNake, sAcA dIkSita banavAnI sAcI kAmanA, eya paramaklyANanA parama kAraNomAMnuM eka paramakAraNa che. sabhA : evI abhilASA pragaTI nathI. .......uttama AtmAnI vicAradane oLakho......... ja 36 H6,66, >> Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 40 hela@@@@@@@@ @@@@@@@@@@@@@ ...sItAne kalaMka....bhAga-6 pUjayazrI : "evI abhilASA mArAmAM kyAre pragaTe ?' evA prakAranI kAmanA hoya toya sAruM 'AvI uttama sAmagrI maLavA chatAMpaNa mArAmAM dIkSAnI abhilASA pragaTatI nathI e paNa mArI eka kamanasIbI ja che.' ema mAnatAM ho toya lAbha ja che. dIkSAnI mahattA ATalI badhI kema? sabhA : gRhasthapaNAmAM kayAM dharma thato nathI ? pUjyazrI : koNa ema kahe che ke, 'gRhasthapaNAmAM rahelo paNa dharma karavA dhAre to thoDA pramANamAM paNa dharma na ja karI zake ? sabhA : to pachI dIkSAnI upara ATalo badho bhAra zA mATe? pUjyazrI : kAraNake, dIkSitajIvana, e eka uMcAmAM uMcI koTinuM niSpApa ane dharmamaya jIvana che. jyAre gRhasthajIvana sarvathA pAparahita nathI ane ekAnta dharmamaya paNa nathI ! sabhA : dIkSitajIvana ja sarvathA niSpA5 ane dharmamaya jIvana che, e kema? zuM sAdhuone pApa lAgatuM nathI ? pUjayazrI : jyAM sudhI sAdhu sAdhupaNAmAM ja susthita che, tyAM sudhI te sarvathA niSpApa ja che ane dharmamaya jIvana jIvanAro che. dIkSA levI eTale hiMsAdino tyAga karavA dvArA niSpApa banavuM ane cAritrapAlana karavuM eTale kevaLa dharmamaya jIvana jIvavuM. gRhasthAvAsamAM rahevuM ane A pramANe vartavuM e zakya nathI. gRhasthAvAsamAM rahela paNa jo dIkSAno abhilASI hoya, to ja te uttama prakAre gRhastha dharmanuM pAlana karI zake che. sarvaviratInI lAlasA vinA dezaviratino pariNAma paNa saMbhavato nathI ema paramaupakArI paramarSio spaSTa zabdomAM pharamAve che ane ethI dIkSA upara bhAra mUkAya che. bInavaphAdArothI vastune halakI na manAya sabhA : mANasa dIkSA na le ane gRhastha rahI uttama jIvana jIve, to tenuM kalyANa na thAya ? pUjyazrI : jIvanamAM jeTalI uttamatA hoya. teTaluM lyANa jarUra thAya : paNa enA pApanA dvArA sarvathA baMdha thayelA nahi hovAthI, te te pAponoya bhAgIdAra te bane che jyAre sAdhujIvanamAM to ekAnta dharma che. @@ Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sabhA : zuM badhA sAdhuo niSpA5 ane dharmamaya jIvana jIve che ? pUjayazrI : sAdhuvezavALA badhA ja evuM jIvana jIve che ke nahi, e vAta ahIM nathI. ahIM to siddhAntanI vAta cAle che ane te e ke sAcu sAdhujIvana e ja uttamamAM uttama koTinuM jIvana che ane game tevo uttama paNa gRhastha, susAdhu jevuM niSpApa ane dharmamaya jIvana jIvI zakato nathI.' jo ke vezamAM rahIne vezane bInavaphAdAra bananArAo paNa hoya, paraMtu eTalA mAtrathI mULa vastune halakI gaNavI ke kahevI, emAM DahApaNa nathI ja ! sAdhutAthI vaMcita hoya tevAone nahi mAnavA sabhA : sAdhuvezamAM rahevA chatAM sAdhutAthI vaMcita hoya tevAone to nahi mAnavA joIe ne ? pUjayazrI emA pUchavAnuM ja zuM? ApaNe tyAM jema sugurunA svIkAranuM vidhAna che. tema kugurUnA tyAganuM paNa vidhAna che ja. paraMtu kugurUono vAstavika tyAga teo ja karI zake che ke, jeo sugurunA 2 upAsako hoya. susAdhutAnuM arthIpaNuM jenAmAM nathI. dharma pratye jemane vAstavika AdarabhAva nathI teo to prAyaH kugurUonA tyAgI banavAne badale suguruonA ja tyAgI banI jAya che ! tamArAthI tyAgI na banAtuM hoya to tame gRhasvadharmamAM susthita bano ane evo prayatna karyA karo, ke jenA yoge sarvavirati najadika Ave. sarvavirati banavAnI abhilASA vinA ja gRhastha dharmane AcaranArAo to bhAvadharmathI vegaLA ja che. e dharmakriyA vAstavika dharmakriyAnI koTimAM ja AvatI nathI. sarvavirati dharma karatA gRhasthadharmane pradhAna mAnanArA to mithyAtvathI ja gherAyelA che. thoDo dharma thAya to thoDo karo, paNa dharmanA svarUpane samajI uMcI koTInA dharmI banavAnI bhAvanA keLavo. madhurAjAe potAnA hAthe lonca karyo AtmasvabhAva jJAna, darzana ane cAritramaya che e sivAyanA bhAvo te durbhAvo che. ane ethI ja AtmaciMtAmAM magna banelA madhurAjAe te sarva durbhAvone vosirAvyA. e prakAre mAvajIva eTale uttama AtmAnI vizAradazAne oLakho... itil il itil itu itil atil illai Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Se@g 42 sItAne kalaMka....bhAga-6 jIvananA anta sudhIne mATe saMgano tyAga karIne, madhurAjAe hAthI upara beThe beThe ja, potAnuM zarIra ghaNA ghaNA prahArothI jarjarita thaI gayeluM hovA chatAMpaNa potAnA hAthe ja potAnA mAthAnA vALono loca karI nAMkhyo. madhurAjAnI AvA samaye ATalI badhI uttama pravRtti joIne, yuddha jovAne AvelA kinnarAdi devo khUba prasanna thaI gayA ane rAjA madhu upara e ja vakhate te devoe kusumonI vRSTi karI. madhurAjA paNa dharmadhyAnamAM sthira rahyA ane samAdhithI mRtyune pAmyA ane tyAMthI temano jIva deva tarIke utpanna thayo. saMthArAporisInI bhAvanAne roja yAda karo ! zrI "paumacariya"mAMthI lIdhelo A prasaMga have pUrNa thAya che. madhurAjAnI antima samayanI bhAvanA yAda rAkhI levA jevI che. saMthArAporisImAM AvI ja bhAvanA Ave che ane sUtI vakhate tenuM smaraNa karavAnuM hoya che. saMthArAporisInuM AkhuMya sUtra kaMThastha karI lo, enA bhAvane samajI lo ane roja ene sUtAM pahelAM zuddha mane saMbhAro, to AtmAmAM ghaNI nirmaLatAM AvI jAya. rAtanA kAca mRtyu thaI jAya, topaNa AtmA ghaNI ghaNI pApa paraMparAothI bacI jAya. e sUtra ja evuM che ke, enuM smaraNa ane cintana karatAM karatAM yogya AtmA zubha dhyAnArUDha sheje thaI jAya ane dhyAnAnala, e to eka evo agni che ke, e prabaLa bane to game tevAM karmone paNa khAkha karI nAkhe. have A tarapha madhurAjAnuM mRtyuM thayuM eTale tarata ja, peluM devatArUpa trizula potAnA svAmI camarendranI pAse cAlyuM gayuM, camarendranI pAse jaIne te deve, zatrughne chaLa karIne madhurAjAne mAryAno vRttAnta jaNAvyo. potAnA mitranA mRtyuthI camarendrane khUba ja lAgI AvyuM. zatrughnanI pratye te khUba ja kopAyamAna banyo. potAnA mitrane haNanArane pote jAte jaIne haNI nAkhavAno camarendre nirNaya karyo ane e mATe tarataja teNe cAlavA paNa mAMDyuM. evA vakhate camarendrane veNadArI nAmanA garUDapati indre pUchyuM ke, 'kyAM jAva cho ?' camarendra zatrughna para kopAyamAna thAya che zatrughnanuM puNya che, eTale bacavAnI sAmagrI maLavAnI che, nahi to kyAM camarendra ane kayA zatrughna? sAmAnuM prabala puNya jAgatuM hoya Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che, tyAM sudhI to indro paNa temane kAMI karI zakatA nathI. jema tIvra pApano udaya hoya tyAre game tevo sahAyaka maLe toya du:khamAM ja sabaDavuM paDe che, tema prabaLa puNyano udaya hoya tyAre mahAbaLavAna ane bhAre sAmagrIsaMpanna paNa duzmano phAvI zaktA nathI; zrI lakSmaNajInuM puNya prabaLa hatuM mATe ja, aNadhArI rIte vizalyAnI prApti thaI gaI hatI ane ethI te maratAM maratAM bacI gayA hatA. zrI lakSmaNajInuM puNya jo prabaLa na hoya, to zrI rAvaNa temanA hAthe hAre ane haNAya, e paNa kyAMthI bane ? paNa temanuM puNya prabaLa hoIne ja zrI rAvaNa jevA samartha paNa rAkSasavIra temanA hAthe hAryA ane haNAyA. e ja rIte ApaNe jANIe chIe ke, narakamAM du:kha bhogavatA zrI lakSmaNajIne levA mATe zrI sItendra gayA hatA, paNa zrI lakSmaNajInA tIvra pApodayanA kAraNe, narakanI e kAramI vedanAmAMthI zrI sItendra paNa temane mukta karI zakyA nahi. jo Ama na thatuM hota, to te svArthI loko nabaLA duzmanane jIvavA ja na deta ! A jamAnAmAM paNa ghaNA baLIyA duzmana evA che ke, dhamapachADA to ghaNA ghaNA kare che. paNa phAvI zakatA nathI ane ethI manamAM ne manamAM baLI baLIne tIvra pApo upArje che. camarendranI zakti, sAmagrI ane sattAnA hisAbe jotA zatrughna to camarendra pAse eka tuccha mANasa gaNAya; paNa zatrughnanuM puNya jAgRta che, eTale bacavAnI sAmagrI maLI rahevAnI che. A prasaMge jyAre potAnA mitra madhurAjAnA vadhathI kopAyamAna banIne, zatrughnane haNavA jatA camarendrane, gurUDapati veNudArIe pUchyu ke, 'kyAM jAo cho ?' enA javAbamAM camarendre veNadArIne potAnA mitra madhurAjAnA vadhanI hakIkata jaNAvI ane hyuM ke, 'mArA mitrane haNanAra zatrughna atyAre mathurAmAM che ane tene haNavAne mATe ja huM jAu chuM.' veNadArI kahe che ke, 'dharaNendre zrI rAvaNane je amodha vijayA nAmanI zakti ApI hatI, te zaktine paNa ardhacakrI evA zrI lakSmaNe potAnA puNyaprakarSe karIne jItI lIdhI che. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa te zrI lakSmaNe khuda zrI rAvaNane haNyo che, to zrI rAvaNano sevaka ........uttama AtmAnI vicAradazAne oLakha.......... 43 hcchen >>>> Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ CRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR sata kalaMka - ja madhu e koNa mAtra che? vaLI zatrughna madhune yuddhamAM haNyo te sAcI vAta che. paNa zatrughna te kAma zrI lakSmaNanI AjJAthI ja kyuM che ! A rIte vaNArI zrI lakSmaNajInA puNyaprakano camarendrane khyAla Ape che. ane zatrughnane mAravA mATe nahi javAnI salAha sUcave che. paNa camarendra atyAre khUba roSamAM che eTale te kahe che ke, 'tame je zakti lakSmaNe jItyAnI vAta karo cho, te zakti to kumArikA evI vizalyAnA prabhAvathI ja te vakhate jItAI hatI; atyAre te vizalyA brahmacAriNI nathI, eTale eno prabhAva to gayo che. athavA to e game tema hoya, paNa te svAmin ! huM to mArA mitrano vadha karanArano vadha karavAne mATe jaIza ja !' brahmacaryano prabhAva joyo ? e prabhAva adbhuta che, paNa tenuM yogya pAlana thAya to ! camarendra zatrughnane mAravA cAlyo. Indra pAse zatrughna jIve ? hA, puNya prabaLa hoya to, evI sAmagrI AvI maLe ke jethI e jIve ja. puNya prabaLa hoya to, zatrunI zaktine niSphaLa banAvavAnI sAmagrI ene AvI maLe ja ! camarendra mathurAmAM AvIne joyuM to zatrughnanuM surAjya pravartI rahyuM hatuM ane sarvaloka susthita hato. zatrughna game tema paNa zrI rAmacandrajI jevA parama vyAyaparAyaNano bhAI hato. ene mathurAnagarInuM svAmitva joItuM hatuM, paNa prajAne raMjADavI nahotI. bIjI tarapha loka paNa samaje ke, bhale zatrudhdha rAjA gaNAya, paNa Akhara sattA to zrI rAmacandrajInI ane zrI lakSmaNajInI ja gaNAvAnI, eTale lokone kazI bhItI nahotI. AthI madhurAjA haNAyA bAda zatrughnane prajA taraphathI kazo upadrava sahana karavAno vakhata na Avyo, amarelve mathurAmAM sarvalokone surAjyamAM susthita joIne vicAra karyo ke, pahelAM prajAne upadrava karavA dvArA ja huM A madhunA zatru zatrudhdhane upadrava karuM! "ghAghanovaDhaveLovaDhavAgye naM madhudhiSam ?" Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rAjA ane prajA vacceno saMbaMdha pUrvakALamAM rAjA ane prajA vacce pitA-putra jevo saMbaMdha hato. rAjA vAtsalyabharyo hato ane prajA rAja bhaktivALI hatI. rAjAnuM duHkha prajAnA hRdayane vihvaLa banAvatuM ane prajAnuM du:kha rAjAthI sahAtuM nahi. prajA e ja IcchatI ke, 'amAro rAjA sadA sukhacenamaya jIvana gujAre ane rAjA e Icchato ke, prajAjano upadravarahitapaNe jIve !' rAjAnA bhogasukhanI prajAne IrSA nahotI ane prajAne lUMTI prajAne pIDavAnI rAjAne icchA nahotI. baMne ekbIjAnA kalyANanI ja abhilASA sevatA, baMneya parasparanA sukhamAM paraspara AnaMda anubhavatA ane ekbIjAnA duHkhe duHkhI thatA Aje dazA palaTAI che. pUrvakALa karatAM taddana viparIta paristhiti Aje pravartI rahI che. rAjAonI sAme cAlatuM AjanuM pracArakArya bhayaMkara che. ane prajA pratye rAjAonuM valaNa paNa ghaNIvAra trAsadAyaka hoya ema lAge che. prajAmAM rAjAnA sukhanI IrSyA ane rAjAmAM prajAsukha pratyenI bedarakArI, baMneya vacce jAya che ane ethI rAjA-prajAnI vacce navAnavA saMgharSaNo utpanna thaye jAya che. A Andolano baMne vargane mATe nukasAnakAraka ja banyAM che ane nukasAnakAraka ja banaze, ema paristhiti jotAM lAge che. vaDIlo ane Azrito baMne kartavya vimukha banyAM che A sthiti mAtra rAjA-prajA vacce ja pravartI rahI che ema paNa nathI. lagabhaga badhe A sthiti ochA vadhu pramANamAM utpanna thaI gaI che. ane dina-pratidina temAM vadhAro thaye ja jAya che. pati-patnI vacce, pitA-putra vacce, zeTha-nokara vacce, zrImaMta-garIba vacce, moTI-nAnI jJAtio vacce, uMcI-nIcI jAtio vacce ane ema lagabhaga sarvatra parasparanI maryAdA, mIThAza ane savRtti naSTa thatI jAya che. ekbIjA sAme sAmano karavAnI ane eka-bIjAne dabAvI devAnI manovRtti vadhI rahI che. vAtsalyanuM amI ane bhaktino prema beya lagabhaga alopa thaI gayAM che. vaDIlo ane Azrito baMneya potapotAnA kartavyathI vimukha banyA che. uttama AtmAnI vizAradane oLakho...2 il itu itil illai illai il 45 Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Percepcercepcepceperceris sItAne kalaMka bhAga-6 sabhA : ema kema? pUjyazrI : kAraNake, paudgalika svArthanI lAlasAthI lagabhaga so vadhAre paDatA gherAtA jAya che. potAnI pharaja pote adA kare che ke nahi te tarapha joItuM dhyAna apAtuM nathI ane sAmAnI jarA jeTalI paNa pharajacUka khamI khAvA jeTalI udAratA ane sahanazIlatA rakhAtI nathI. sabhA : A sthiti sudhare nahi ? pUjyazrI : A sthitine sudhAravAno upAya ja nathI ema to na kahevAya; paraMtu A sthiti sudhAravI hoya to AkhAya vAtAvaraNamAM pahelA palaTo lAvavo paDe. udAratApUrvakanI saMtoSavRtti prajAvargamAM keLavAya, evo prayatna thavo joIe. saMtoSavRttimAM kSudratA ane kAyaratA na joIe, paNa udAratA ane vIratA joIe. Aje je saMtoSanI vAto duniyAmAM thaI che, te sAco saMtoSa nathI; kAraNake temA udAratA ane vIratAne badale kSudratA ane kAyaratA poSAya che. sAco saMtoSa to tyAre Ave ke jyAre padgalika mamatA ghaTe, puNya-pApano vAstavika vizvAsa pedA thAya ane kevaLa A loknA sukha tarapha nahi jotA, paralokane paNa sudhAravAnI mana:kAmanA pragaTe. e vinA sAco saMtoSa Ave - kare nahi. sabhA : kahe che ke, svarAjya Ave to Apa kaho cho tevuM vAtAvaraNa prasarAvavAnuM phAve. pUjyazrI: sAruMvAtAvaraNa prasarAvavAne mATe sattAnI amuka prakAranI anukULatA joIe, e vAtano InakAra nathI, paraMtu svarAjya AvavA mAtrathI ja sAruM vAtAvaraNa prasarI jaze ema mAnavuM e bhUlabhareluM che. jo svarAjya Avaze to paNa sattA to amuka mANasonI ja rahevAnI ne ? (svarAjya nahotuM AvyuM te pahelA vi. saM. 1985mAM kahevAyelI eTale I.sa. 1929mAM pU.pAdazrIe pharamAvelI A hakIkata kahevAtuM svarAjya AvyA bAda Aje 63 varSa thayA paNa keTakeTalI sAcI ane spaSTa puravAra thaI rahI che te ApaNe joI zakIe chIe.) Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sabhA : hAjI. pUjyazrI : ane e sattAdhArIo je vicAratA haze, te ja prakAranA vAtAvaraNane vega maLavAno ne ? to pachI vartamAnanI sthiti uparathI bhaviSyanI sthitino khyAla karI lo, svarAjya AvyA pachI paNa sAruM ke bhUMDu zuM thaze, tenI kalpanA karavAnI ApaNI pAse je sAmagrI che, te e che ke, AgevAna gaNAtI vyaktionI vicAradazA samajI levI. temanI jAhera vartaNuka jovI. vicakSaNa banAya to ja A samajAya tema che. ahIM to vAta e che ke, koInAthI paNa thAo, paraMtu sAruM vAtAvaraNa phelAvA pAmo ! sArA vAtAvaraNano prAraMbha gharethI karo e vAtAvaraNa phelAvavAnI zarUAta saue potAnAM gharethI ja karavI joIe. potAnI jAtane sudhArI potAnA kuTuMbane kharAba vAtAvaraNanA kusaMskArothI bacAvI levAno prayatna karavo joIe. kuTuMbanA vaDIla tarIkenI pharaja adA karavA mATe paNa A prayatna karavo Avazyaka che. kuTuMbIonA mAtra aihika lyANa tarapha ja dRSTi na rAkho, paNa pAralaukika lyANa tarapha dRSTi rAkhAnArAya bano. saunA AtmaguNone khIlavavAno prayatna karo, ke jethI temanuM A bhavanuM temaja parabhavanuM paNa kalyANa thAya. zatrudhdhanA pUgyano prabhAva camarendra prajAne pIDavA dvArA ja mathurAnA rAjA zatrudhdhane pIDavAno vicAra karyo, e paNa eka prakAre zatrughnanA lAbhanI ja vAta gaNAya; kAraNake, amareje zatrughnane sIdho ja haNavAno prayatna kya hota, to zuM thAta e kahI zakAya nahi, paNa zatrughnano bacAva thavAno che, eTale camarendrane evuM ja sUjhayuM. puNyano ane pApano udaya kevI kevI rIte kAma kare che? te samajo ane pApathI bacavAno prayatna karo. madhurAjA pAse camarendranuM dIdheluM hathIyAra hatuM, chatAM puNya paravAryuM tyAre saMyoga evo Avyo ke, zastra dUra hatuM, pote pramAdamAM paDyo hato ane e ja take zatrughna yuddha AdaryuM hatuM. eka rIte zatrughnano puNyodaya vartato hato. eTale camarendrane pahelA prajAne pIDavA dvArA zatrudhdhane pIDavAno vicAra thayo. uttama AtmAnI vizAradane oLakho. illai ill illai 47 Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 48 leerderderdere ederlerler sItAne kalaMka...bhagata sabhA : prajAno zo gunho ? pUjyazrI : vartamAnamAM je sukha - du:kha Ave che, te vartamAnanI ja kAryavAhInuM phaLa che ema nathI. ati ugra evA puNya ane pApanuM phaLa A janmamAM paNa maLe che, paraMtu moTebhAge to pUrve baMdhAyelA puNya- pApane bhogavavA paDe che. A bhavamAM mANasa dharmI hoya, te chatAMya pUrvanuM pApa udayamA Ave to du:kha Ave e bane. e ja rIte A bhavano pApI pUrvanA puNyayoge sukhasAmagrI bhogavato hoya ema bane, AmachatAM, pApa vinA duHkha na Ave e vAta to nizcita ja che pachI te pApa A bhavanuM hoya ke pUrvabhavonuM hoya. mathurAnagarInA lokonuM paNa evuM ja koI pApa udayamAM AveluM hovuM joIe, ke jethI A nimitte paNa upadrava Avyo. mathurA nagarInA lokono pApodaya sabhA : paNa badhAnuM pApa eka sAthe udayamAM Ave, e kema bane ? badhAne eka sAthe ja eka sarakhA jevuM duHkha zAthI ? pUjayazrI ghaNA mANaso eka sAthe eka ja kriyAnA nimitte pApa bAMdhe, e bane ke nahi ? eka mANasa maryo ane sau ekasAthe 'sAruM thayuM evI bhAvanAmAM rata banIne, ekI sAthe pApa bAMdhe kharA ke nahi ? duzmanano AgevAna yuddhamAM haNAya, to sAmenA AkhA sainyamAM kaI lAgaNI phelAya ? anumodanAnA pramANamAM taratamatA bhale rahe, paNa eka sAthe pApa na ja baMdhAya ema to nahi ne ? sabhA : ekI sAthe pApa baMdhAya e to samajI zakAya tevuM Ape spaSTa kahyuM che. pUjyazrI : nATaka, sInemA vigeramAM paNa keTalAka prasaMgoe ekI sAthe pApa baMdhAtuM to haze ne ? sabhA : hAjI, paNa badhAne ekI sAthe ja udayamAM Ave ? pUjayazrI : emeya na bane ema nahi. sAmudAyika karmanA yoge evuM ya bane. zrI jainazAsananI karma viSayaka prarUpaNAno abhyAsa karIne pravINa bano, to AvI zaMkAo na thAya. ahIM to ApaNI vAta e che ke, pApanA udaya vinA du:kha Ave ja nahi, eTale te vakhate mathurAnagarInA te lokono pApodaya to kharo ja. Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prajAne pIDavA dvArA rAjA zatrudhdhane pIDavAno vicAra karIne camareje. zatrudhdhanI prajAmAM vividha prakAranA vyAdhio phelAvI dIdhA. prajAne pIDAtI joIne rAjA du:khI thAya te svAbhAvika che, paNa thAya zuM ? zatrudhdhane khabara nathI ke camareje A upadrava utpanna karyo che, paNa kuLadevatAe tene e hakIkata kahI. Ama upadravanA kAraNanI zatrughnane khabara to paDI, paNa camarendranI sAme TakavAnI ane camareje utpanna karelA upadravane upazamAvavAnI tAkAta zatrudhdhamAM nahotI, AthI zatrudhdha mathurA choDIne ayodhyAmAM zrI rAmacandrajI tathA zrI lakSmaNajInI pAse pahoMcavAno vicAra karyo ane te mujaba te ayodhyA pahoMcI paNa gayo. kevaLajJAnI paramaSine zrI rAmacaMdrajIe pUchelo prazna 8 e vakhate zrI dezabhUSaNa ane zrI phlabhUSaNa nAmanA chu kevalajJAnI paramaSio ayodhyAmAM padhAryA. zrI rAmacandrajI, zrI lakSmaNajI ane zatrughna vageree jaIne temane vaMdana karyuM. camarelve utpanna karelA upadravanA kAraNe zatrughna ayodhyA cAlI Avela che, ? zrI rAmacandrajIe pahelA nA pADI chatAM zatrudhdha mathurAno Agraha che mUkyo nahI. tethI A pariNAma AvyuM che, eTale zatrughnanA ATalA badhA AgrahanuM kAraNa jANavAne sau utsuka hoya te svAbhAvika che. temAM sadbhAgye anantajJAnIno yoga maLI gayo eTale AvI taka koNa cUke? AthI zrI rAmacandrajIe vaMdana karyA bAda e tAraka paramaSione prazna karyo ke, "AgrahI hetunA kena, zatrughno mathurAM prati ?" "he bhagavan! mathurA levAno zatrughnano ATalo badho Agraha kema thayo ?' zatrughnanA Agrahe saune zaMkAmAM nAkhI dIdhA hatA. ema A prazna paNa sUcave che. prabala kAraNa vinA zatrudhdha mathurA mATe ATalo badho Agraha seve ja nahi, evI temanI mAnyatA hatI. AvI mAnyatA hovI, e tevA kuLone mATe jema svAbhAvika che, tema AjanA jevA ucchaMkhalatAbharyA kuLomAM evI mAnyatA na hovI e paNa svAbhAvika che, zrI rAmacandrajInA praznano bhAva e che ke, zatrughnane mathurAnagarI 49 uttama AtmAnI vizAradane oLakho..........2 itil illai illai Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 50 levAnI icchA thaI e to ThIka, paNa mathurA mATe te AgrahI kema banyo ?' zatrughna kAMI avinIta na hato. zrI dazarathanuM kuTuMba e to uttama kuTuMbano eka suMdara Adarza rajU karanAruM kuTuMba che. zatrughna paNa e ja zrI dazaratharAjAno putra che. zrI rAmacandrajInI anicchA jaNAya tyAM te eka DagaluM paNa na bhare, evo vinIta che. Ama chatAM, paNa zatrughna mathurAne aMge AgrahI banyo; ethI ja Azcarya thayuM hatuM. sAro mANasa koI kharAba pravRtti kare, tyAre sheje lokone Azcarya thAya. uttama jIvana jIvanAro AdamI koIka vakhate adhama pravRtti kare, tyAre bahu vicAra karavo joIe. evA vakhate sheje ema manAya ke, tIvra pApodaya vinA AvuM bane nahI, tIvra pApano udaya to; uttamamAM uttama prakAranuM jIvana jIvanArA AtmAne paNa ekadama nIcAmAM nIcA sthAne paNa paTakI de che, nahitara cauda cauda pUrvonA jJAnane dharanArA mahAtmAo paTakAya? karmane AdhIna dazAmAM patana, e koI Azcaryane pedA karanArI vastu ja nathI. zrI naMdiSeNa kamavirAgI hatA ? devIe nA pADI ane khuda bhagavAne paNa niSedha karyo, chatAM temaNe dIkSita banavAnI potAnI icchAne ja saphLa karI. sabhA : bhagavAne jyAre niSedha karyo ane bhagavAna jANatA hatA ke AnuM patana thanAra che, to pachI bhagavAne dIkSA ja zuM kAma ApI ? ....sItAne kalaMka....(1-6 pUjyazrI : tevA prakArano ja bhAvibhAva che ema joIne ! bhAvi bhAvane mithyA karavA mATe koI ja samartha nathI. virAdhanAthI bacavA marAya? ApaNe to e vicArI rahyA chIe ke, zrI naMdiSaNa kevA prabaLa virAgane dharanArA hatA ? chatAM evA paNa virAgI tIvra karmodaye paDayA ke nahi ? dIkSita banyA bAda te puNyAtmA moha sAme kAramo hallo laI gayA che. te puNyAtmAe dIkSita banyA bAda unkTa tapazcaryAo AdarI che. pote lIdhelI pratijJAthI patana nahi pAmavA mATe, pratijJApAlaka dazAmAM ja mRtyune bheTavAnA prayatno paNa te puNyAtmAe karyAM che. Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sabhA : evA prayatno thAya ? pUjyazrI : jarUra thAya. svapara-klyANakArI pratijJAthI bhraSTa thaI virAdhanAnA ghora pApamAM paDavuM, tenA karatAM virAdhanAthI bacavAnA ja eka mAtra hetuthI jIMdagIno anta lAvavAno vicAra karavo, emAM kvaLa ArAdhaktA ja che ane jemAM sAcI ArAdhaktA hoya temAM aklyANanI saMbhAvanA ja nathI. evA paNa sarpo hoya che ke, je sarpo pote vameluM viSa pAchuM cUsavAne badale agnimAM baLI maravAnuM vadhAre pasaMda kare che. enI yAda ApIne, upakArIo sAdhuone lIdhelI pratijJAnA pAlanamAM sadA susajja rahevAnuM upadeze che. AjJAnI virAdhanA e ghaNI ja bhayaMkara vastu che, e kAraNe dIkSA levA AvelAne paNa dIkSA ApatAM pahelA evuMya kahevAya che ke, 'rogI auSadha pAmIne jo pathyasevanamAM jarApaNa kacAza na rAkhe to niyamA rogamukta bane che, paNa auSadha pAmIne jo kupathyane sevanAro bane che, to te auSadhane nahi pAmelAnA karatAM paNa vahelo maraNane pAme che. e ja rIte A dIkSA e paNa bhavarogano nAza karanAruM parama auSadha che, dIkSArUpI auSadha evuM to anupama che ke, Ane sevanAro jo pathyamAM bhUla na kare, to pariNAme zAzvata kALane mATe te niyamA sarvathA rogarahita bane che; paNa jo dIkSA laIne te kupathyane sevanAro bane, to vrata nahi lenArAnA karatAM paNa vadhu kharAba pariNAmovALo banatAM, vizeSa pApano bhAgIdAra athavA to vizeSa pApono saMcaya karanAro bane che. patitanA nAme dharmanI niMdA ta thAya zrI naMdiSeNa A jANatA hatA, ethI ja te puNyAtmAe vratabhaMgathI bacavA mATe jIvanano aMta vratastha dazAmAM ja lAvavAno vicAra karyo hato. evI pravRtti karavAne paNa e puNyAtmA cUkyA nahotA, paNa emanuM bhogAvalI karma nikAcita hatuM. e cheDe ? zrI naMdiSeNa jevA mahAvirAgI AtmAne paNa duSkarmanA tIvra udaye paTakyA. paTakyA teya kevA paTakyA ? patananuM sthAna kyuM ? vezyAnuM ghara, A ........ ..uttama AtmAnI vicAradazAne oLakho.......... 51 jn D.DA D.DI Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhabha bhabha para ochI vAta che ? A prasaMga sAMbhaLavo e to ThIka che, paNa AvuM jovA ke sAMbhaLavA chatAMya dharma pratye jarAya anAdara bhAvavALA nahi bananArA keTalA ? Aje eka sAmAnya patananI vAtamAM paNa ho-hA macI jAya che. evuM kAMIka kAraNa maLatA, game tevA sArA guruone ane dharmane paNa chaDecoka bhAMDanArA Aje ochA nathI. zuM e badhA je prakArano kAramo kAgArava macAvI mUke che, te temane sAdhutA bahu game che ethI ? sAdhutA upara sAco prema hoya, te to koInA patananA samAcAra sAMbhaLatA du:khI thaI jAya. patita pratye tenI dayA hoya ane ajJAna loka AvA prasaMgane joIne unmArge na caDhI jAya tenI cintA hoya ! koI paDe mATe mArgane kharAba kahevAya ? mArgane niAya ? patana e vakhANavA lAyaka vastu nathI, paNa patitanA nAme dharmanI nindA e to bhayaMkara rIte vakhoDavA lAyaka vastu che. karmano udaya kevo bhayaMkara hoya che, te samajavuM joIe. paDatAne jANIne, paDelAne jANIne, paDavAnA kAraNothI vadhu sAvadha banavAnuM hoya. A dRSTi Aje ghaNAomAM nathI, mATe keTalAko ajJAnatAdi kAraNe paNa avasare pavitra mArgane hAni pahoMcanArI pravRttimAM paDI I, svaparanA klyANano ghAta karanArA nIvaDe che. AvI rIte bhayaMkara pApanA nirarthaka bhAgIdAra banavuM e kAramI bhavitavyatA vinA azakya prAyaH che. ....sItAne kalaMka....bhAga-6 Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zatrughnane mathurAno Agraha zA mATe ? 3 zrI bharatajI AdinI jema zrI zatrughna paNa zrI rAmacaMdrajInA bhakta ja che. mathurAno Agraha choDI devA mATe vAraMvAra aneka prakAre samajAvavA chatAM zatrughnano te mATe Agraha rahyo tethI zrI rAmacandrajI Adine Azcarya thAya te samajAya tevuM che. teo vicAramAM hatAM te ja zrI dezabhUSaNa ane zrI kulabhUSaNa nAmanA kevalI bhagavaMtonI padharAmaNI thatAM zrI rAmacandrajIe e aMge prazna pUchatAM, uttaramAM teozrIe pUrvajanmonuM varNana karIne pUrvabhavomAM vAraMvAra mathurAmAM zatrughnanA AtmAno janma tenA AgrahanuM mULa che, tema batAvyuM ane pUrvabhavonuM varNana karyuM. kAmarAganI bhayaMkaratA Adi vAto A pUrvabhavonA varNanamAM zAMta citte vAMcavA-vicAravA jevI che. -zrI 53 Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ya zatrughnane mathurAno Agraha zA mATe ? zraddhApUrvaka zuddha hetuthI dharmakriyAo karo zatrughnano jIva zrIgharanA bhavamAM kAmarAganI bhayaMkaratA duniyAdArInA rAgamAM paDelAo svAmI pratye paNa vaphAdAra rahI zaktA nathI svArthAnta loko duniyAmAM game tevA sajjananI paNa khoTI niMdA karatAM acakAtA nathI. zrApabhUta ane Atmika AzIrvAda rUpa Aje sAdhuonA saMsargathI dUra rAkhavAnI peravIo kevaLa badairAdAthI ja thAya che. du:kha nimitta, paNa vairAgya jJAnagarbhita ja che gunAone rokavA karatAM paNa gunegAronI manovRtti palaTAvavAmAM vadhu lAbha che ratnatrayInI ArAdhanAthI ja sAcuM kalyANa artha ane kAmamAM ati sudhA AtmAo bhayaMkara anarthone kare che jIva mAtra pratye kalyANabuddhi hovI ghaTe AtmasvarUpanA vAstavika khyAla vinAnuM jIvana zrApabhUta koIne du:kha Apo nahi - koInuM sukha chInavo nahi kharekhara karmanI gati vicitra che kulonI uttamatAnuM kAraNa kauzAMbImAM kanyA ane rAjyano yoga acala mathurApurInA rAjasiMhAsane Avyo sajjana ane durjananuM e ja aMtara che aMkane zrAvastInuM rAjya ApyuM upakArakatAnI sAthe gaMbhIratAnI jarUra che aprazastatAne TALIne prazastatAne keLavo arthIpaNuM sAcuM Ave to zuM asAdhya che ? * paranA bhaMDAnI ciMtA e AtmahiMsA ja che karmasattAnI prabaLatA karmanA udaya vakhate vivekI banavuM joIe * dharmasattAne sarvasva mAno to karmasattA moLI paDe mathurAmAM vyAdhinAza thayAno prasaMga ane dIkSA saMbaMdhI thoDA praznottaro AtmAnA arthI bananArA ja sAcA paramArthI che sau saMyamI bano evI ja bhAvanA hovI ghaTe upadeza gRhasthadharmano, paNa gRhavAsano nahi gRhavAsane heya mAnyA vinA kadiye kalyANa nahi zrI jainazAsananuM dhyeya jIvone saMsAravAsathI mukta banAvAnuM che mathurAmAM vyAdhinAza Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3 zatrughnane mathurAno Agraha zA mATe ? zatrughnanA mathurA aMgenA AgrahanuM kAraNa darzAvatA, zrI dezabhUSaNa nAmanA kevaLajJAnI paramarSi pharamAve che ke, 'zatrughnano jIva bhUtakALamAM mathurAmAM anekavAra utpanna thayelo che.' pUrvabhavonA saMskAro paNa keTaluM kAma kare che ? te juo. kharAba saMskAronI kharAba asara thAya ane sArA saMskAronI sArI asara thAya te svAbhAvika che. bhavAMtaramAM paNa pUrvanA amuka amuka saMskAronI asara thAya che. zrI ArdrakumArane jAtismaraNa jJAna utpanna thavAmAM kAraNa kyuM ? zrI abhayakumAre bheTamAM mokalelI zrI jinamUrtinu darzana ja ne ? zrI jinamUrtinA AkArane jotA, 'Avo AkAra meM kyAMka joyo che.' ema zrI ArdrakumArane thayuM ane e vicAraNAmAMthI jAtismaraNajJAnanI prApti thaI. pUrvabhavanA uttama saMskAro keTalIkavAra bodhibIjanI prAptimAM, samyakcAritranI prAptimAM, yAvat kevaLajJAnanI prAptimAM paNa kAraNabhUta banI jAya che. pelA kheDUtano jIva, gaNadharadeva zrI gautamasvAmIjInA yoge, hemAAM pratibodha pAmyo ane bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra paramAtmAne jotAM ja bhAgI gayo, e pratApa pUrvanA saMskArono paNa kharo ne ? zrI valklacIrInA AtmAne kevaLajJAnanI prApti evA ja nimitte thaI hatI. pramArjatA pramArjatA vicAraNA, emAMthI dhyAnArUDhatA ane emAMthI kevaLajJAnanI prApti. pUrvabhavanA susaMskAro A kAma kare che. zatrughnane mathurAno Agraha zA mATe ?.......... 55 7-666 Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Boerererererererers -satIne kalaMka bhaja zraddhApUrvaka zuddha hetuthI dharmakriyAo karo. e ja rIte A bhavanA saMskAro AgAmI bhavamAM kAma to karaze ja ne ? sabhA kAma to karaze ja ! to pachI AgAmI bhavamAM kyA prakAranA saMskAro sAthe laI javAnI bhAvanA che ? susaMskAro ke kusaMskAro ? uttama prakArano bhAva na Avato hoya, topaNa bUrA saMskAromAMthI bacavA mATe ane susaMskArI banavA mATe, A jIvanamAM zuddha buddhithI dharmakriyAo karavAmAM ekAnta lAbha ja che. dharmakriyAo karavAno hetu dUSita na joIe. bahu zuddha bhAva na Ave te chatAM paNa A kriyAo zrI jinezvaradevoe upadezelI che ane ethI ekAtte kalyANakArI ja che' evI zraddhApUrvaka azuddha hetuthI rahitapaNe kriyAo karanArAnI kriyAo paNa kyAreya niSphaLa nathI javAnI ! e rIte ahIM sAmAyika, pauSadha, jinapUjana Adi karo, ethI ekAtte lAbha ja che. A prakAre AcarelA anuSThAno mokSaprApaka amRtAnuSThAnone paNa sulabha banAve che. AtmAmAM paDelA saMskAro bhavAMtare paNa jAgRta thAya che. mATe jIvanane zuddha buddhi pUrvaknI dharmakriyAthI kAyamanuM saMskArita banAvavA mATe udyamazIla banavuM, e ja DahApaNanuM kAma che. zatrughnano jIva zrIdharanA bhavamAM zrI dezabhUSaNa nAmanA kevaLajJAnI paramaSi 'zatrughnano jIva mathurAmAM anekvAra utpanna thayelo che ema jaNAvavA sAthe, zatrughnanA pUrvanA bhavone paNa varNave che. zatrughnano jIva pUrve eka vakhata zrIdhara nAmanA brAhmaNa tarIke utpanna thayo hato. te zrIdhara nAmano brAhmaNa jema rUpavAna hato, tema sAdhujanono sevaka paNa hato. enAmAM be vizeSatA hatI. eka rUpanI ane bIjI sAdhusevAnI ! eka vizeSatAe tene kAramAM kTamAM mUkyo ane bIjI vizeSatAe ene mAMthI ugArI lIdho. te rUpavAna hovAnA kAraNe tenA upara maraNAtta Aphata AvI, paNa tenAmAM sAdhusevAno guNa hovAnA Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAraNe te kaSTamAMthI ugarIne te jIvananI uMcAmAM uMcI koTinI avasthAne pAmI zakyo. banyuM evuM ke, ekavAra te mArge cAlyo jato hato, tevAmAM tyAMnA rAjAnI 'lalitA' nAmanI mukhya rANIe tene joyo. rUpavAna evA zrIdharane jotAMnI sAthe ja, lalitAnA hRdayamAM pApavAsanA janmI. lalitA rAjAnI mukhya rANI che ane A zrIdhara raste cAlato brAhmaNa che, sAmAnya mANasa che, chatAM juo ke, lalitAnA antaramAM kevI pApabuddhi pragaTe che ? viSayonA bhogopabhogomAM sukha mAnanArA kaI kSaNe kayuM akArya na kare te kahevAya nahi. prAyaH e sArA tyAM sudhI ja, ke jyAM sudhI tevA prakAranI sAmagrI AvI maLe nahi ! anyathA, brahmacarya pALavAnI tAkAta na hoya, paNa parastrI ke parapuruSanA tyAgamAM vAMdho kema hoya ? na chUTake pApa karavuM paDe e eka vAta che ane pApanI rasikatA e judI vAta che. Aje pApanI rasikatA bahu vadhI gaI che ane ethI dina-pratidina anAcAro vadhatA ja jAya che. pApanI rasiktA jAya ane pApanI bhIrUtA Ave, eTale durAcAro bhAgavA mAMDe ane sadAcAro AvavA mAMDe. ....... zatrughnane mathurAno Agraha zA mATe ?........ kAmarAgatI bhayaMkaratA rUpavAna evA zrIdharane joIne anurAgavatI banelI ane ethI zrIdharanI sAthe ratikriDA karavAne utsuka banelI lalitAe, zrIdharane potAnI pAse bolAvyo. AMkho vinAno AMdhaLo paNa mANasa jo vivekI bane to jIvanane sudhArI sadgatine pAmI zake che, jyAre chatI AMkhoe paNa kAmAturatAnA yoge vivekAndha banelA AtmA, potAnA A bhavane temaja parabhavane paNa kAramI rIte bagADe che. AMkhe AMdhaLAnuM te du:kha bahu hAni kare toya te bhava pUratI hAni kare, jyAre avivekthI AMdhaLo banelo A bhavamAM hAnine pAme ane parabhavamAM paNa du:khI thAya. chatAM paNa duniyAnA jIvo kAmarAgane AdhIna banI du:khI thAya che. kAmarAganA yoge kAmAturatA janme che ane 57 CO Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hR pa8 @@@@@@@@ @@@@@@ sItA kalaMka...bhAga-3 kAmAturatAnA yoge jIvo vivekAndha banI :khamAM DUbe che. tIvra kAmarAgavALA AtmAone temanI ajJAnatAnA kAraNe viSayopabhoganuM kSaNika sukha dekhAya che, paNa tenA pariNAme prApta thanAra bhayaMkara du:kho dekhAtA nathI. pariNAmano vicAra karavAnI zakti kAmarAgane AdhIna banelA AtmAomAM rahetI nathI. A kAraNe, kAmarAga e bahu ja bhayaMkara vastu che. artharAga ane kAmarAga, e baMne prakAranA rAgo aprazasta che, jyAre mokSarAga tathA mokSanA sAdhanabhUta dharmano rAga e prazasta rAga che. aprazasta rAga AtmAne vivekAndha banAve che ane prazasta rAga AtmAne suvivekI banAve che. rAga ane dveSa e kaSAyanA gharanI vastuo che, paNa prazasta rAga ane prazasta dveSa AtmAne kaSAyathI sarvathA mukta banAvavAmAM sahAyaka thAya che. ApaNuM dhyeya vItarAga banavAnuM che, kaSAyarahita dazAne prApta karavI e ApaNuM dhyeya che, paNa e sthitie pahoMcavAno upAya aprazasta rAga-dveSa kADhavA ane je rAga-dveSa hoya tene prazasta banAvavA e che. jyAM sudhI AtmAnA rAga dveSa prazastapaNAne na pAme tyAM sudhI suvivekamaya muktisAdhaka vartana thavuM, e zakya ja nathI. prazasta rAga-dveSano virodha, e to vastutaH muktinA sAdhanano ja virodha che. Aje artharAga ane kAmarAgathI gherAyelA prazasta rAganI nidA kare che; kAraNake, artharAga ane kAmarAge temane unmatta banAvyA che. kalyANanA arthIoe to samajavuM joIe ke, artharAga ane kAmarAgathI parA mukha banavuM ane mokSa tathA mokSasAdhaka dharmanA rAgI banavuM e ja kalyANano mArga che. rAga dveSanA nAma mAtrathI bhaDakI jaIne prazasta rAga dveSanI nindA karanArA to ajJAna - vilAsa karanArA che. duniyAdArInA rAgamAM paDelAo svAmI pratye paNa vaphAdAra rahI zakatA nathI kAmarAge ja lalitArANIne, zrIdharanA rUpane jotAM, kAmavivaza banAvI dIdhI. e kAmavivazatAne aMge te potAnA zIladharmane cUkI gaI ane kAmabhoganA hetuthI ja teNIe zrIdharane potAnA mahelamAM @@@@@@@ Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bolAvyo. vicAra karo ke, eka kAmarAganA pratApe te potAnA svAmI pratyenI vaphAdArIne paNa cUkI. je svAmInA yoge pote mahArANI padane bhogavI rahI che, aneka prakAranI sukhasAhAbI bhogavI rahI che, te svAmI pratyenI vaphAdArI upara chINI pheravatAM paNa tene AMcako Avato nathI. A kaI dazA ? kharekhara, AvI ja rIte duniyAdArInA rAgamAM phaselA sAdhu veSadhArIo potAnA svAmI zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAnI pratye bInavaphAdAra bane che. dunyavI lAlasAnA yoge, mAnapAnAdinI khAtara Aje keTalAko svAmI pratye bInavaphAdAra banyA che. svAmI pratye vaphAdAra teja rahI zake che, ke je potAnA sthAnane pratikuLa evI IcchAthI paNa para rahe che. satI strI mATe parapurUSa prati kAmarAganI daSTi, e paNa bhayaMkara vastu che. e ja rIte sAdhuone mATe 8 mAnapAnAdi prApta karavAnI abhilASA e kAramAM anarthanuM mULa che. pachI sAdhuveSa rahI jAya ane sAdhutA bhAgI jAya, to emAM jarA paNa navAI pAmavA jevuM nathI. have ahIM evuM bane che ke mahArANI lalitAnA bolAvavAthI zrIdhara mahelamAM jAya che, paNa te samaye, saMbhAvanA nahi chatAMpaNa, akasmAtu rAjA tyAM AvI pahoMce che. rAjAne akasmAt Avelo joIne lalitA paNa muMjhANI. potAnA mahelamAM parapurUSa kyAMthI ? ema rAjA vicAre ane pUche, te pahelA to lalitAe 'cora, cora' - evI bUmo pADI. zrIdharane bolAvyo hato pote paNa potAnuM pApa chUpAvavAne mATe te lalitAe nirdoSa paNa zrIdharane cora TharAvavAno prayatna ryo ! A to strI jAta ! adhama strIone phAvatuM na Ave to rAgIne paNa mAre ane virAgIne paNa mAre ! potAnA vacano mAnanArane paNa mAre ane na mAnanArane paNa mAre ! sAmAnya rIte strIomAM kAmarAgAdi doSo vizeSa pramANamAM hoya che, eTale tevA doSovALI strIo avasare ghaNI ja bhayaMkara nivaDe, toya temAM Azcarya pAmavA jevu gaNAya nahi. svArthAnya loko duniyAmAM game tevA sajjananI paNa khoTI niMdA karatAM acakAtA nathI A to A vAta che, paNa duniyAmAM potAnA bacAva khAtara, 59 zatrunane mathurAno Agraha 8 mATe ?................3 oru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru kkuru kuru Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ RICERCRRRRRRRRRRRRRRLRelees kalaMka....bha0- 60 potAnA duSkarmane DhAMkavA khAtara, potAnA pApane chUpAvavA khAtara, uMcI koTinA mahAtmAone paNa kalpita rIte kalaMkita karanArA kayAM nathI hotA ? Aje to moTAbhAganI e dazA thaI gaI che ke, potAnA doSa jovA nahi ane parAyA doSa zodhyA ke kathyA vinA rahevuM nahi. bApa ane dikarA vacce koI jo dIkarAne zIkhAmaNa devA jAya; to dIkaro bApanA achatA paNa doSone gAya; ane jo bApane zikhAmaNa devA koI gayuM hoya, to te dIkarAnA achatA paNa doSone gAya, kAraNake, beyane potAnA doSo chUpAvavA hoya che. AvuM Aje pati-patnI vacce. bhAI-bhAI vacce, mA-dIkarI vacce, mitra - mitra vacce, sagA-sagA vacce, ema lagabhaga sarvatra ochA-vadhu pramANamAM cAlI rahayuM che. A dazAmAM dharmanA drohIo susAdhuone mAthe paNa kalpita kalaMko oDhADe, emAM navAI zI che ? gherathI ne bahArathI moTebhAge temane evuM ja zikSaNa maLyuM che ke, potAnA doSo chUpAvavA mATe agara to koIpaNa prakArano svArtha sAdhavA mATe sAmAnA kalpita paNa doSo kahevA ! Aje keTalIkavAra kuziSyo paNa zuM kare che? pote udaMDa banIne gurUnI AjJAmAM na rahetA hoya, paNa koI pUche to potAnuM kharAba na kahevAya te IrAde, teo gurUnA achatA paNa doSone gAya che, keTalAka patito paNa Avo dhaMdho laI beThA che. pote patita thayo che, chatAM nidA sAdhuonI kare ! "sAdhuo ane guru kharAba hatA mATe mAre sAdhupaNuM choDavuM paDyuM. ema kahenArA patito paNa che. evAo potAnA bacAva khAtara, kIrtinI tuccha lAlasAne AdhIna banIne, taddana sAcI paNa apakItithI DarI jaIne, potAnA upakArIo upara taddana jUThThA paNa ALo mUkatAM gabharAtA nathI. potAnA patanane vyAjabI TharAvavAne mATe kalyANakArI mArgane nindanArA paNa che. ethI paNa vadhAre kharAba vastu to e che ke, evAonI AvI tadna dAMbhika ane jUphI paNa vAtone tALIothI vadhAvI lenArA Aje pAkyA che. sabhA: enuM kAraNa ? pUjyazrI : Aje keTalAka dharmadrohIo sAdhudharma ane Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhusaMsthA sAme pracAra karI rahyA che. temane AvAo maLe to sAdhuo pratye tiraskAra phelAvavAno temano IrAdo bara Ave. A kAraNe, teo evI vAsanAno pracAra karatA jAya che ke, mUrkhAo patitonA ekarAra upara jeTalo vizvAsa mUke, teTalo paNa vizvAsa sAdhupaNAne pALI rahelA mahAtmAo upara na mUke ! vAta e che ke, kevaLa potAnA svArthane ja jonArAo avasare bIjAne bhayaMkara koTinI paNa hAni karatAM acakAtA nathI. potAnA kSudra svArtha mATe, sAmAne keTaluM badhuM nukasAna thaze, te jovA ke vicAravAnI buddhi tevA svArthIomAM hotI nathI. tevA svArthIo potAnA bhAvino paNa vivekapUrvaka vicAra karI zaktA nathI. temanI dRSTi mAtra AlokanA dunyavI svArtha upara ja kendrita thayelI che. AvI svArtharatatA AryadezamAM paNa dina-pratidina vadhatI ja jAya che ane ethI sArA AcArone tathA sArA vicArone dezavaTo maLato jAya che. zrApabhUta ane Atmika AzIrvAda rUpa sabhA : A duniyAmAM svArthI koNa nathI ? sAdhuone paNa kAMI nahi to potAnA AtmAne tAravAno svArtha to rahelo ja che ne ? pUjyazrI dunyavI svArtha ane Atmika svArtha, e be vacce moTuM attara raheluM che. dunyavI svArthamAM paDelo potAnuM tathA bIjA ghaNAonuM bagADe che ane Atmika svArthamAM paDelo potAnuM tathA bIjA ghaNAonuM sudhAre che. sabhA : ema kema? pUjayazrI : dunyavI svArthanI vRttine AdhIna banelo AtmA, bIjAonA hitanA bhoge paNa potAnuM ja bhaluM karavuM, evI nemavALo hoya che, jyAre Atmika svArthavALo potAnA dunyavI hitanA bhoge paNa bIjA jIvonuM bhaluM karavuM, evI vRttivALo hoya che. Atmika svArthamAM rata banelo AtmA, potAnuM AtmakalyANa sAdhato hovA chatAM, tenAmAM paropakAranI pradhAnatA hoya che. bIjAonA hitane nukasAna karIne potAno svArtha sAdhavAnI vRtti tenAmAM hotI ja nathI. 61 ....zabdane mathurAno Agraha zA mATe ?....3 iiiiiiiiiiiitu Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ @@@@ 62 @@@@@@@@@@@ sItAne kalaMka bhAga- jyAre dunyavI svArthano jema vadhAre rasa, tema bIjAnA hitane nukasAna karIne paNa svArtha sAdhavAnI vRtti vadhAre, e sthiti thAya che. A rIte vicAra karazo to samajI zakazo ke, dunyavI svArthamAM rata banelA AtmAonuM jIvana jagatane mATe zrApabhUta che ane Atmika svArthanI sAdhanAomAM lIna banelA puNyAtmAonuM jIvana jagatane mATe AzIrvAdasama che. Atmika svArthanI sAdhanAmAM lIna banelo AtmA kadipaNa lalitA jevuM vartana kare nahi, jyAre evuM vartana dunyavI svArthamAM paDelAne mATe atizaya zakya che. duSTAtmAo potAnA thoDA bhalA khAtara nirdoSa evA paNa bIjAne prANAnta kTamAM mUkatAM acakAtA nathI eTaluM ja nahi, paNa bhayaMkara koTinA pApAtmAo to potAnA kSudra svArthanI pUrti mATe bIjA nirdoSanA prANono apAra karavAmAM paNa hoMziyArI mAnanAra hoya che. ApaNe joI gayA ke, raste cAlyA jatA zrIdharane rAjAnI mahArANI lalitAe joyo. zrIdharanA rUpane joIne te moha pAmI ane kAma krIDA karavAnI IcchAthI ja zrIdharane teNe potAnA mahelamAM bolAvyo. zrIdhara mahelamAM to gayo, paNa akasmAta rAjA te samaye tyAM AvI pahoMcyo. rAjAne Avelo jANIne kSobha pAmelI ane bhaya pAmI potAnuM pApa chupAvavAnA irAdAvALI banelI lalitAe 'cora, cora' evI bUmo pADI. AthI rAjAe paNa mAnI lIdhuM ke zrIdhara cora ja che ane ethI tene pakaDAvyo. strIne vazavartI AtmAo purUSa hovA chatAM purUSArthahIna che. viSayAdhInonI buddhi bahera mArI jAya che. evAonI AMkhe aMdhApo hoya che ane haiye haDakvA hoya che. e kAraNe evAo satyane joI, jANI ke vicArI zakatA nathI. rAjAne eTalo paNa vicAra thato nathI ke, AvanAra jo cora ja hoya to enI pAse corInA ojAro ke bIjA koI cinho hoya ke nahi ?' rAjAnA rANIvAsamAM pesavuM, e saheluM kAma che ? nahi ja, to pachI 'A zI rIte Avyo ?' e vagere nA vicAravuM joIe ? @@@@@@ @@@@@ Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vicAravuM to joIe, paNa rAjA viSayAdhIna che, enAmAMye viveka nathI ane mATe ja te vicArI zakato nathI. rAjAe to tatkAla te zrIdhara nAmanA brAhmaNane pakaDAvyo ane ene mRtyunI zikSA paNa pharamAvI dIdhI ! rAjAno hukama thatAMnI sAthe ja, rAjasevako paNa zrIdharane vadhasthAne laI gayAM. zrIdharanuM rUpa A rIte tenA upara bhayaMkara Aphatane lAvanArUM nivaDyuM.A prasaMganI zarUAtamAM ja ApaNe joyuM hatuM ke, zrIdharamAM be vizeSatAo hatI. eka kAramI Aphatane janmAvanArI ane bIjI A bhava tathA parabhavanI Aphatane TALanArI ! eka vizeSatA rUpa saMpannatAnI hatI ane enuM pariNAma e AvyuM ke zrIdharane gunhegAra tarIke vadhasthAne mAravA mATe laI javAmAM Avyo. paNa te zrIdharamAM jema rUpasaMpannatAnI vizeSatA hatI, tema sAdhusevakapaNAnI paNa vizeSatA hatI, zrIdhara koro rUpasaMpanna ja na hato, paNa amuka aMze guNasaMpanna paNa hato. sAdhusevA e sAmAnya koTino guNa nathI. sAdhunA sevaka banavAnI hRdayapUrvakanI sAcI IcchA bhAgyavAn AtmAomAM janme che. sAdhusevAnI vRtti e paNa sAdhupaNAnuM arthIpaNuM sUcavanArI vastu che. paisAno arthI jema zrImAnI sevAmAM lyANa mAne che ane bhogano arthI jema viSayasAmagrInI sevAmAM lyANa mAne che, tema AtmakalyANano arthI sAdhu sevA AdimAM lyANa mAnanAro hoya che. jenAmAM sAdhusevAno vAstavika guNa vikasyo hoya, te paramatAraka devAdhidevano paNa sevaka hoya ane devaguruno sevaka dharma sevAthI para hoya e bane ja nahi. sAdhusevAnA yoge eka to niraMtara zubha upadeza sAMbhaLavAno maLe che, bIjuM dharmAtmAonA darzanano lAbha thAya che. ane trIjuM kayA sthAne kevI rIte vartavuM joIe e zikhAya che. sAdhusevAnA A traNa phaLo jevA tevA che ? nahi ja. nitya zubha upadezanuM zravaNa prApta thAya, eTale AtmA kramaza: azubha vRttiothI ane azubha pravRttiothI paNa pAcho haThato jAya temaja zubha vRtti tathA zubha pravRtti tarapha svAbhAvika 63 ...budhdhane mathurAno Agraha 48 mATe ? iiiiiiiii ....3 Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ BLRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR be kalaMka....bha.-6 64 rIte ja AgaLa vadhato jAya. roja dharmane AdaranArA puNyAtmAonA darzana thAya, eTale anumodanAno bhAva utpanna thavA sAthe dharmane AcaravAnI preraNA paNa maLe. enA yoge dharmane sevavAno utsAha vadhI jAya. pavitra AtmAnuM darzana paNa laghukarmI AtmAone pavitra banAvanAruM nivaDe che. A uparAMta, je sthAne jevo vinaya karavAjoga hoya, te sthAne tevo vinaya karatAM paNa sAdhusevAnA yoge AvaDe. A AvaDe, pachI kamInA zI rahe ? A traNe jene prApta thAya, tene durguNo durathI namaskAra kare ane sadgaNo teno pIcho choDe nahi. Aje sAdhuonA saMsargathI dUra rAkhavAnI peravIo kevaLa badaIrAdAthI ja thAya che Aje AvA sAdhusevAnA guNa upara devatA mUkavAno prayatna thaI rahyo che. duniyAne sAdhuonA saMsargathI ja dUra rAkhavAnI peravIo thaI rahI che, sabhA : ghaNA sAdhuo veSadhArI pAke, ane sAdhutA vinAnA ghaNA hoya, eTale zuM thAya ? pUjayazrI : A dalIla ja nakAmI che. pahelI vAta to e che ke 'sAdhuomAM ghaNA veSadhArI ja che' evo nirNaya zI rIte karyo ? jIMdagImAM keTalA sAdhuono paricaya karyo ? thoDAka sAdhuonA saMbaMdhamAM suNI - suNAI vAto upara madAra bAMdhIne, te vAtomAM keTalI tathyAtathyatA che tenI tapAsa karavAnI darakAra ane mahenata karyA vinA ja, 'sAdhuomAM ghaNA veSadhArI che' ema mAnI levuM, emAM kaI buddhimattA che ? vaLI ghaDIbharane mATe ema mAnI laIe ke, 'sAdhuomAM ghaNA veSadhArI pAkyA che to paNa sAdhu mAtranA saMsargathI ja svayaM dura rahevAnI ane bIjAone dUra rAkhavAnI vAto karavI, emAMya kyuM DahApaNa samAyeluM che ? ghaNA vyApArIo anItimAna pAkyA, mATe vyApAra karavAnuM ke kharIdI karavAnuM koNe mAMDI vALyuM ? ghaNA zrImaMto anAcArI pAkyA,mATe zrImaMta banavAnI lAlasA keTalAe tyajI ghadhI ? Aje kahe che ke, dezamAM strI keLavaNI apAya che, AjanI .. Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ keLavaNI pAmIne ghaNAoe potAnuM jIvana barabAda karI nAMkhyuM che, chatAM AjanI keLavaNI potAnA chokarAone nahi ApavAno nirNaya keTalAe ryo ? joke, A badhI vAto to evI che ke ethI dUra rahevAno nirNaya karavAmAM Ave to nukasAnanA sthAne lAbha thavAnI vizeSa saMbhAvanA che, ema mAnIne ethI dUra rahevAno nirNaya nathI karAto ane sAdhumAtranA saMsargathI ja svayaM dUra rahI bIjAone paNa dUra rAkhavAnI vAto kema karAya che ? kharekhara, sAdhuomAM je veSadhArIo pAkyA te ja jo khaTakatuM ja hota ane te sAcA sAdhuonI sevAnA arthIpaNAnA yoge ja khaTakatuM hota, to to e pariNAma Avata ke evAo susAdhuonI zodhamAM nIkaLata, jayAM jayAM susAdhutA jaNAya tyAM namrabhAve zira jhukAvata ane janasamAjane evA sAdhuono ja saMsarga sAdhavA mATe preraNAdi karata. tevAoe AmAnuM kAMI ja karyuM nathI. ulTe susAdhuo sAme khoTA Aropo mUkavAnI peravI karI che ane potAnI pApavRttionuM samarthana karanArA kusAdhuono bacAva ja ryA ryo che. ethI paNa e vAta spaSTa thaI jAya ke, sAdhuonA saMsargathI dUra rAkhavAnI je peravIo Aje thaI rahI che, temAM koI zubha hetu che ja nahi, paNa kevaLa badaIrAdo ja che. AthI kalyANanA 8 arthI AtmAonI pharaja che ke, tevA adhama vRttivALA AtmAone macaka ApavI nahIM, eTaluM ja nahi paNa banI zake to bIjA paNa AtmAone tevAonI vAtothI bacAvI levAno prayatna karavo, svapara upakAranI sAdhanA mATe A kALamAM A rIte vartavuM e paNa khAsa jarUrI che ane zAsana prabhAvanAnuM kAraNa che, zakti chatAM paNa upekSA karanArA to virAdhaka bane che. Ato prAsaMgika vAta thaI, mULa vAta e che ke, rAjAnI AjJAthI zrIdharane rAjasevako vadhasthAne laI jAya che, tyAM eka kalyANa' nAmanA mahAtmA maLe che. zrIdhara vratadhArI sAdhupuruSa banavAnI pratijJA kare che, eTale te mahAtmA tene rAjasevako pAsethI choDAve che. mahAtmA zrIdharane choDAve che, chatAM gunAnI zikSAno hetu 65 buLa mathurAno Agraha 28 mATe ?...3 iiil itu itil iiiil itu Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ....satAne kalaMka bhAga-6 barAbara jaLavAya che. gunAnI zikSAno hetu zo? guno karanArane pote guno karyA badala pazcAttApa thavAnuM kAraNa maLe, bhaviSyamAM tevo guno na thAya te mATe gunegAra sAvadha bane ane loka paNa gunegAra banatAM aTake lokane paNa ema thAya ke, jo ApaNe guno karyo to ApaNane AvI zikSA thaze. gunA mATenI zikSAnA hetuo AvA ja hoya. thayelA gunAono pazcAttApa ane bhaviSyamAM gunA thatA aTake eTaluM phaLa jo zikSAthI prApta thaI jatuM hoya, to te kAMI ochuM phaLa nathI. vicAro ke, zrIdhara sAdhu bane, to zikSAno A hetu jaLavAya ke nahi ? kahevuM ja paDaze ke, sArAmAM sArI rIte A hetu jaLavAya. sabhA : mRtyunI zikSAthI bacavA mATe sAdhu thavAnI pratijJA zuM karI, e vyAjabI gaNAya ? e du:kha gabhita verAgya nahi? pUjyazrI : koIpaNa prasaMge mANasane kalpanA prAya: potAnI vRttio mujabanI ja utpanna thAya che. AvI kalpanA karI, paNa evI lpanA kema na karI ke, zrIdhara mULeya sAdhusevaka to hato ja, enAmAM sArA saMskAro to hatA ja, saMyogavazAt e phasAI gayo. paNa enA yoge ene viSayarAganI viSamatA samajAI, saMsAranuM svarUpa samajAyuM, dunyavI svArthamAM phaselAonI niSpharatA samajAI ane e badhAyanA kAraNe ene vairAgya utpanna thayo. ema thaI gayuM ke, AvA moMghA jIvanano akALe anna AvI jAya che; AvA jIvanane pAmIne sAdhavAjoguM huM sAdhI zakyo nahi, paNa have jo bacI jAuM to pramAdane tyajIne AtmakalyANa sAdhuM !" A jAtinI kalpanA kema na AvI? zrIdhara kevala mRtyunI zikSAthI ja bacavAne mATe sAdhu thayo hota, to eno e yAvajjava sundara prakAre nirvAha kema karI zakata ? zrIdhare to tyAMthI chUTIne tarata ja dIkSA grahaNa karI che ane potAnA zeSa jIvanane tapomaya banAvI dIdhuM che enA ja yoge te zrIdhara AyuSya pUrNa thaye tyAMthI durgatine pAmyo nathI, paNa devalokane pAmyo che. Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ duHkha nimitta, paNa vairAgya jJAnagarbhita ja che jJAnagabhita vairAgya utpanna thavAmAM du:kha nimitta bane, eTalA mAtrathI ja tene duHkhagabhita vairAgya kahI, tenI avagaNanA karanArA mUrkha che. pUrvanuM azubha karma udayamAM AvatAM du:kha AvyuM, duHkha AvatAM tenA kAraNabhUta karmono khyAla Avyo, karmono khyAla AvatAM AtmAnuM svarUpa karmothI AvarAyeluM che teno khyAla Avyo ane ethI AtmAnA svarUpane AvaranArAM karmono nAza karavAnI bhAvanA jAgI, to e vairAgya zuM vakhoDavAne pAtra che ? duHkha vakhate paNa sAco virAgabhAva utpanna thavo, e saheluM nathI. Aje duniyAmAM ghaNAya evA che, ke je du:khothI rIbAI rahyA che, chatAM paNa temane vairAgyanI vAtoya gamatI nathI. duHkha AvyuM paNa duHkhanuM mULa pApa che' evo khyAla Ave ane pApa pratye ghaNA pragaTatA pAparahita jIvana jIvavAnI abhilASA pragaTe, toya te ochuM nathI. e prakAre paNa jenAmAM vairAgya pragaTe tene paNa bhakti pUrvaka hAtha joDatAM zIkho, ke jethI tamArAmAM paNa vairAgyabhAvanA pragaTavA pAme ane e vairAgyabhAvanAnA yoge tame paNa sAcuM lyANa sAdhanArA banI zako. gunAone rokavA karatAM paNa gunegAronI manovRtti palaTAvavAmAM vadhu lAbha che. sabhA: zrIdhare dIkSA levAnI pratijJA karI tethI mahAtmA to tene choDAve, paNa rAjA tene choDI de te Azcarya nathI? pUjyazrI : emAMya Azcarya pAmavA jevuM zuM che ? pUrvakALanA rAjAo, AjanA keTalAka rAjAonI jema jaDavAdanI havAthI gherAyelA nahotA eka mANasa sAdhu thAya eTale hiMsAno tyAga kare, asatyano tyAga kare, adattAdAnano tyAga kare, abrAno tyAga kare ane saMyamapAlana mATe jarUrI je upakaraNo rAkhe, tenA uparanI paNa mUrchAno tyAga kare. AvA AtmAthI dezane lAbha ke hAni ? eka mANasane jelamAM pUrI rakhAya ke tenuM mRtyu nipajAvAya, tene badale te jo sAcA hRdayathI pavitra mArge AvavA Icchato hoya, to tene tema ....zatrudhdhane mathurAno Agraha 48 maTe ? illai illai illai illai itu ...3 che. Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ LeR 68 karavA devAmAM vAMdho zo ? A mArge AvelA svayaM hiMsAdi pApothI para rahe ane pracAra kare toya hiMsAdi pApothI nivRtta thavAno ja kare. AvA AtmAo ghaNA hoya, temAM rAjyane vastuta: phAyado ja che. dunyavI sattA kadAca zikSAno bhaya batAvIne amuka aMze gunAo rokI zake che, paNa gunAhita mAnasano palaTo karavAmAM te bhAgye ja saphLa nivaDe che. sAdhuo to gunAhita mAnasane palaTAvavAnuM kArya kare che. eka mANasane amuka gunAo karatAM aTakAvavAmAM je lAbha che, tenAM karatA koI guNo lAbha e mANasamAMthI guno karavAnI vRtti kADhavAmAM che. guno karavAnI vRtti kADhavAmAM susAdhuo jeTalA saphaLa nivaDI zake che, teTalA saphaLa prAya: bIjA koI ja nivaDI zakatA nathI. paNa A badhu Aje vicAravuM che kone ? Aje to keTalAka rAjAonI manodazA paNa vicitra che kAraNake, dunyavI hitanA vicAramAM teo paNa potAnA temaja potAnI prajAnA pAralaukika hitane visarI gayA che. ..saMtAne kalaMka....bhAga-6 ratnatrayInI ArAdhanAthI ja sAcuM kalyANa rAjAonI vAta to dUra rahI, paNa AjanA jaina kuLamAM janmelA keTalAkonI paNa kevI manodazA che ? jainatvane ane virAgabhAvane to gADha saMbaMdha hoya, jyAre Aje virAgabhAva sAme ja keTalAkone roSa che; paNa jyAM sudhI AtmAmAM virAgabhAva nahi pragaTe tyAM sudhI vAstavika kalyANa sadhAvAnuM nathI e nizcita vAta che. dunyavI Rddhino moha ke ahIM bhogavelA bhogo AtmAnuM kalyANa karanArA nathI, paNa akalyANa karanArA che. kalyANa to ratnatrayInI ArAdhanAthI ja che. zrIdhara ratnatrayInI ArAdhanAne pAmyo, teNe jIvananA anta sudhI ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA karI ane ante te devagatine pAmyo. zrIdharano jIva eja zatrughnano jIva che, paNa zatrughna thatAM pUrve tenA je bhava bAkI che, te kevaLajJAnI 52marSi zrI dezabhUSaNa munivara jaNAve che. te zrIdhara brAhmaNano jIva devalokamAMthI cyavIne te ja mathurAnagarImAM rAjakumAra tarIke utpanna thayo. rAjA caMdraprabhanI rANI Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kanakaprabhAnI kukSIthI utpanna thayelA tenuM nAma acala rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. te acalane tenI vimAtAthI utpanna thayelA bIjA ATha bhAIo hatA. te AThamAM sauthI moTAnuM nAma bhAnuprabha hatuM. bhAnuprabha Adi te ATheya uMmaramAM acalathI moTA hatA; paNa acala rAjA caMdraprabhane atyaMta priya hato. acala rAjA candraprabhane atyanta priya hovAne kAraNe, bhAnuprabha Adi tenA ATheya oramAna bhAIo, acala pratye IrSALu banyA. IrSALu banela temanA hRdayamAM evI zaMkA utpanna thaI ke, "ApaNe moTA hovA chatAM paNa ApaNA pitA ApaNane rAjya nahi ApatAM, ApaNAthI nAnA ane vaLI oramAna bhAI acalane rAjya Apaze kAraNake ApaNA pitAne acala upara atyanta prema che.' AvI zaMkA utpanna thavAne kAraNe rAjyanA ati lobhI evA bhAnuprabha Adi te ATheye 'acalane mArI nAkhavo' evo nirNaya ryo ane te mATe yojanA ghaDavA mAMDI. artha ane kAmamAM ati lubdha AtmAo bhayaMkara atarthone kare che ? vicAro, saMsAranI svArthaparAyaNatA ! rAga, dveSa ane ajJAnathI gherAyelA tathA e kAraNe artha ane kAmamAM ati lubdha banelA AtmAo, Avo bhayaMkara koTino paNa vicAra kare, nirNaya che, kare ke teno amala kare, toya Azcarya pAmavA jevuM kAMI che ja nahi. artha ane kAmanI prAptimAM potAnuM zreya mAnI beThelAo, potAnA te kalpita zreyanI sAdhanA mATe, keTalIkavAra to bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara koTinA duSkRtyo AcaratA AMcako khAtA nathI. evA pApAtmAone mana, potAnA thoDAka svArtha karatAM sAmAnI AkhI jIMdagI paNa tuccha bhAse che. potAnA kSudra svArtha khAtara bIjAnA prANonuM apaharaNa karatAM paNa nahi acakAtArA AtmAo A jagatamAM ghaNA hoya che. pUrvanA puNyayoge maLelI sAmagrIno upayoga, teo A bhavamAM bIjA jIvonA saMhAraka banavAmAM kare che paNa teo bhaviSyane bhUlI jAya che. pUrvanI puNyAI eka di' khatama to thavAnI ja che ane A bhavanuM pApa 69 ....zatruddha mathurato Agraha za mATe ? itil atil itt itil atil ail atai ....3 Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 70. RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRLRecercare satane kalaMka....bha88-6 paNa eka divasa udayamAM jarUra AvavAnuM che, te ghaDIe, atyAre rasapUrvaka pApa sevanArAonI kevI bhayaMkara hAlata thaze ? evAonuM bhaviSya vicAratAM dayA upaje tema che. potAnA sukhanI khAtara bIjAnuM sukha jhuMTavavAnI icchA sarakhI paNa uttama AtmAomAM utpanna thatI nathI, tyAM tevI pravRttinI to vAta ja zI karavI ? potAnA nimitte saMsAranA koI paNa jIvane duHkhI nahi banAvavAnI vRtti pragaTyA vinA, AtmAmAM uttamatA pragaTatI ja nathI. ApaNAthI bIjA AtmAone sukhI na banAvI zakAya tema hoya to tenI mUMjhavaNa nahi paNa saMsAranA koIpaNa jIvane duHkhI karanArI vRtti to ApaNAmAMthI javI ja joIe. ApaNane maLelI sAmagrI bIjA jIvone sukha prApta karAvanArI na nIvaDI zaktI hoya, topaNa te saMsAranA koIpaNa jIvane du:kha denArI na nivaDe tenI kALajI to dareke dareka mANasamAM avazya hovI joIe. jIva mAtra pratye kalyANabuddhi hovI ghaTe zakya hoya to bIjAne sukhI banAvavAnI ane te zakya na hoya toya kamathI kama bIjAne duHkhI nahi karavAnI kALajI je AtmAmAM pragaTe che, te AtmAo kramaza: potAnI unnati sAdhI zake che. AtmA koI kALe paNa sArAye saMsAranA jIvone sukhI banAvI devAnuM sAmarthya prApta karI zakto nathI, paNa AtmA evo to avazya banI zake che ke, saMsAranA koIpaNa jIvanA duHkhamAM teno leza paNa hisso hoya nahi, ane tenuM sthAna bhavyAtmAone, sukhanuM ja preraka hoya AvI AtmadazA eTale ke AtmAnuM AvuM suvizuddha svarUpa prApta karavAne mATe ja sukhanA arthI AtmAoe prayatna karavo joIe. A prayatna tyAre ja thaI zake, ke jyAre AtmAmAM prANI mAtra pratyenI kalyANabhAvanA pragaTe. saMsAranA sukSma ke bAdara, zudra ke azudra, tiryaMca ke manuSya ema jIva mAtra pratye AtmAmAM lyANabuddhi pragaTavI joIe. jIva mAtra pratyenI lyANa buddhi pragaTe, eTale koIpaNa jIvanA duHkhamAM nimitta thaI javAtuM hoya, to tenuM AtmAne duHkha thAya Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vitA, ane e duHkhanA yoge 'paradu:khamAM nimittabhUta thatAM kema bacAya ?" e vicAra Ave. e vicAranA pariNAme viveka vizuddha bane ane jIvanane saMyamI banAvavAnI preraNA jAge. AtmasvarUpanA vAstavika khyAla vinAnuM jIvana zrApabhUta A badhuM kyAre bane ? AtmAnA svarUpano vAstavika khyAla Ave tyAre ! jene AtmAno vicAra nathI ane parabhavano khyAla nathI, evo AdamI paropakAranI game teTalI vAto kare, paNa te sAco paropakArI banI zakto ja nathI. A bhavanA sukha mATe jene hiMsaka paNa pazuono vinAza karavAnuM mana thAya che, te AdamI duniyAmAM game teTalo uMco paNa gaNAto hoya, paraMtu tattvajJAnI mahAtmAonI dRSTie to te adhama koTIno ja AtmA che. AtmAnA sukhano jemane khyAla nathI ane podgalika sukha e ja jemanuM sAdhya che, tevA AtmAonuM jIvana to jagatanA jIvone mATe kevaLa zrApabhUta ja che. evA AtmAone temanA pUrvanA puNyayoge prApta thayelI buddhi, zakti ane sAmagrI, jagatanA jIvonA ekAnta alyANanuM kAraNa bane che, ane ethI evA AtmAonuM potAnuM bhAvi paNa aneka rIte ghaNuM ja viSama banI jAya che. ethI evA AtmAothI bIjAnuM thoDuM bhaluM paNa thaI jatuM hoya, toya temAM teonI svArtha vRtti ja hoya che. koIne duHkha Apo nahi koInuM sukha chInavo nahi manuSya mAtra e vicAra karavo joIe ke, 'ApaNane jema ApaNuM jIvana priya che, tema jagatanA saghaLA ja jIvone potAnuM jIvana priya che. jagatamAM koI duHkhI thavA icchatuM nathI, paNa sau sukhI thavAnuM ja Icche che. du:khane dUra karavAno ane sukhI banavAno eka ja mArga che ane te e ke, ApaNe bIjAne du:kha na devuM ane bane teTalA pramANamAM bIjAne sukhI banAvavAno prayatna karavo. ApaNane duHkha na gamatuM hoya to bIjAne du:khI banAvavAthI dUra rahevuM ane ApaNane sukha gamatuM hoya to kamathI kama koInA paNa sukhane chInavI levuM nahi. 71 .muLa mathurAno Agraha mATe ?........3 iiiiiiiiiiil itil atu Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 72 bIjAne du:kha devuM agara to koInuM paNa sukha chInavI levAno prayatna karavo, e to ApaNI jAte ja ApaNuM du:kha utpanna karavA jevuM che. paraMtu AtmabhAva vinAnA ane paudgalika ghelachAmAM paDelA AtmAo A vastune vicAratA ja nathI. tevA AtmAo to, AvI ekAnte klyANakara paNa vastune upadezanArA mahAtmA puruSo tarapha paNa, avasara pAmIne tiraskAra darzAvavAne cUktA nathI; kAraNake, teone sAcA mahAtmAonuM mahatmApaNuM khaTakyuM hoya che. durjano sajjana puruSonA niSkAraNa zatruo gaNAya che, kAraNake sajjana puruSo dvArA AcarAtI satpravRttio durjananone durjanarUpe jAhera karI de che ane ethI durjano sajjana puruSo pratye vastuta: niSkAraNa ja vairane rAkhanArA bane che. sAcI vAta e che ke, paudgalika svArthanI rasIktA ja bhayaMkara che. paudgalika svArthanI prIti jema-jema vadhatI jAya che, tema-tema savRtti ane sadAcAra baMneyano vinAza thato jAya che. paudgalika svArthanI ati prIti AdamIne AdamI rahevA detI ...saMtAne kalaMka....bha.-6 nathI, paNa hevAna banAvI mUke che. evo mANasa AkAre manuSya chatAM, rAkSasa jevA hiMsaka kAryo karanAro paNa banI jAya che ane ethI tevA AtmAone jo 'narapizAca'nI upamA ApavAmAM AvatI hoya, to te paNa yathAsthAne gaNAya te svAbhAvika che. A kAraNe, AtmakalyANanA abhilASI AtmAoe to potAnAmAM rahelI paudgalika svArthanI vRttine ja jaDamULathI nAbUda karavAne prayatnazIla banI javuM joIe. kharekhara karmanI gati vicitra che ahIM paNa paudgalika svArthane vaza thaIne bhAnuprabha Adi ATheya jaNA, potAnA oramAna bhAI acalane haNI nAMkhavAnA prayatnamAM ja paDyA; paraMtu sAmAnuM bhAgya sateja hoya to indro paNa tene ijA karavAne samartha nivaDI zaktA nathI. acala bhAgyavatta che, eTale tene bacavAno mArga maLI jAya che. acalane mArI nAMkhavAnI bhAnuprabha AdinI yojnAnI, te rAjyanA maMtrIne khabara paDI jAya che. Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ maMtrI dayALuM hovAthI acalane cetave che ane tethI acala paNa tyAMthI nAsI jAya che. juo ke, rAjAnA mAnItA paNa rAjakumArane rAjasAhAbI tyajI daIne, mAtA pitAdino tyAga karIne, ekAkIpaNe ja bhAgI javuM paDe che, karmanI gati ja vicitra che. bhAgyayoge acala akAla mRtyuthI bacI jAya che, paNa jeNe koI divasa TADha ke taDako sahela nathI, jeNe vAhana vinA kadI paNa musApharI karela nathI, saMkhyAbaMdha nokaro dvArA ja janmakALathI je sevAto Avyo che ane je rAjAno mAnIto kuMvara hovAnA kAraNe lADamAM ja ucharyo che, tevA acalane acAnaka ekAkIpaNe, vAhana vinA ja jaMgalanA mArge javuM paDe che. e paNa eka prakAranI bhAgyanI ja lIlA che ne ? kharekhara, karmanI gati vicitra ja che ane ethI ananta upakArI mahApuruSo karmanA saMyogathI AtmAne mukta banAvavAne mATe prayatnazIla banavuM, ene ja lyANanA mArga tarIke pharamAve che. acala mathurApurIthI bhAgIne koI eka vanamAM AvI pahoMce che ane vanamAM bhamI bhamIne divaso pasAra kare che. ATalI Aphata ochI hoya tema, vanamAM bhamatA evA te acalane pagamAM eka moTo kAMTo vAge che. acala potAnA hAthe e kAMTAne kADhI zakto nathI enA pagamAM asahA pIDA vadhatI jAya che. te kATAnA yoge paganI pIDA eTalI badhI vadhI paDe che ke, acala e vanamAM beTho beTho Akranda kya kare che. vanamAM Akranda karatAM mArgamAM beThelA te acalane eka kASThabhAravAhaka jue che. A kASThabhAravAhaka paNa, potAnA pitAe kADhI mUkvAthI potAnI nivAsa nagarI zrAvastIno tyAga karIne vanamAM AvI vaselo che. tenuM eka evuM nAma che. te aMke acalane Akranda karato joIne, potAnA kASThabhArane jamIna upara mUkyo ane acalanA pagamAMthI kAMTAne kheMcI kADhyo. kulonI uttamatAnuM kAraNa acala atyAre du:khadazAne pAmelo che, paNa mULa to rAjakumAra ..anudAne mathurAno Agraha za8 maTe ? illai illai iliiiiitu ....3 73 Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR satane kalaMka bhAga- 74 che ne? tenAmAM kRtajJatA ane ugharatA jevA uttama kulomAM svAbhAvika rIte pamAtA guNo hoya, emAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM nathI. jyanI uttama tA guNonI prApti ane teno vikAsa e sAmagrIne aMge ja varNavAyelI che. AtmaguNonI prApti ane tenA vikAsanI sAmagrI je kulomAM nathI temaja tethI viparIta prakAranI sAmagrI je lomAM vidyamAna che, te lo duniyAmAM uttama paNa gaNAtAM hoya, toya tattvajJa puruSonI dRSTie to te adhamakulo ja che A uparathI tamAruM kula kevuM che, eno ya vicAra tamAre karI levAno che. aMka nAmanA te puruSe acalanA pagamAMthI kAMTo kADhyA bAda, acale te moTA kAMTAne joyo ane te kAMTo pagamAMthI aMke kADhayo ethI tene khUba harSa thayo. harSita banelA te acale te kAMTo pelA aMkane Apyo ane potAnI pAse atyAre kAMI ja badalAmAM ApavAjonuM nahi hovAthI, potAnA kRtajJatAguNane pragaTa karatAM aMkane kahyuM ke he che bhAI ! te A sarasa karyuM. te mArA upara parama upakAra karyo che. have che jyAre tuM ema sAMbhaLe ke 'mathurApurImAM acala nAme rAjA rAjya kare che." tyAre tuM tyAM Avaje !" acala atyAre A sthitimAM bIjuM zuM kahI zake ke karI zake tema hato? paNa jemanAmAM kAMIkeya sajjanatA che, teo jyAre avasara prApta thAya tyAre upakArInA upakArano badalo vALavAno zakya prayatna karyA vinA rahetA ja nathI. A rAjakumAra acale paNa temaja karyuM che, te ApaNe have pachInA vRttAnta dvArA jANI zakIe chIe. kauzAMbImAM kavyA ane rAjayano yoga A rIte kAMTAnI pIDAthI mukta thAya bAda, acala pharato pharato kauzAmbI nAmanI nagarImAM pahoMcyo. tyAMno Indradatta nAmano rAjA, te samaye 'siMha' nAmanA dhanurvidyA zIkhavanArA gurunI pAse dhanuSyanI kaLAno abhyAsa karI rahyo hato. acale te joyuM ane tene paNa preraNA thaI ke "huM mArI dhanuSyakaLAne batAvuM.' acale potAnI dhanuSyakaLA darzAvI ane e joIne rAjA Indradatta khUba khUba khuza thaI Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gayo. rAjA Indradattane thayuM ke, "dhanuSyakaLAmAM Avo pravINa A acala, mArI putrIno svAmI banavAne lAyaka che. AthI teNe rAjakumAra acalanI sAthe potAnI dattA nAmanI rAjakumArikAne paraNAvI. vadhumAM teNe potAne AdhIna pRthvImAMthI keTalIka pRthvInuM svAmitva paNa rAjakumAra acalane arpaNa karyuM. A rIte rAjA banelA ane ethI, sainyabalane pAmelA acale, pahelA to aMga vagere dezo upara potAno vijayadhvaja pharakAvyo ane potAne prApta thayelA pRthvInA svAmitvane sArI rIte vistArI dIdhuM. acala mathurApurInA rAjasiMhAsane Avyo A pachI, te acala rAjAe potAnI mathurApurI upara paNa vijaya meLavavAno nirNaya ryo. potAnA vizALa sainya sahita teNe mathurAnagarI upara caDhAI karI. 'koI duzmana agara to jayAbhilASI rAjA ApaNI mathurAnagarI upara AkramaNa laI Avyo che ema dhArIne acalanA bhAnuprabha Adi te ATheya oramAna bhAIo, sainya sahita rAjA acalanI sAthe yuddha khelavAne mATe AvyA; paraMtu baLavAna ane yuddhakaLAmAM pravINa evA acale te ATheyane pakaDIne, potAnA baMdIvAna banAvI lIdhA. potAnA ATheya putrone pakaDAI gayelA jANIne, te ATheyanA ane acalanA paNa pitA rAjA caMdraprabhe, te ATheya rAjaputrone choDAvavA mATe potAnA maMtrIone molyA. yuddhamAM parAjaya prApta thayA bAda to, vijetA rAjAnI sAthe prAya: samAdhAna ja karavAnuM hoya ane e mATe maMtrIo ja vadhu upayogI nIvaDe te svAbhAvika che. rAjA caMdraprabhe moklelA maMtrIo acalanI pAse AvyA, eTale acale potAne mathurAnagarI kyA kAraNe choDavI paDI te vagere saghaLo ja vRttAnta te maMtrIone kahI saMbhaLAvyo. te vRttAnta sAMbhaLIne, rAjamaMtrIo tarata ja rAjA caMdraprabhanI pAse gayA ane saghaLI hakIkata jaNAvI. e hakIkata jANatAnI sAthe ja rAjA caMdraprabhanI parAjayanI pIDA dUra thaI gaI. potAno mAnIto putra ja Avo parAkramI nivaDayo che, ema jANIne rAjA caMdraprabhane atyaMta ...buddhane mathuraja agraha itil iiiiii i i i itu mATe ? .... 75 Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ leerderderderderdelereers sitAne kalaMka bhAga-3 76 AnaMda thayo. A rIte harSane pAmelA rAjA caMdraprabhe potAnA nAnA dIkarA acala mahotsava pUrvaka mathurAnagarImAM praveza karAvyo, tyArabAda acala sauthI nAno putra hovA chatAM paNa mathurApurImAM rAjasiMhAsana upara tene ja besADIne rAjA caMdraprabhe potAnA bhAnuprabha Adi te ATheya chokarAone kADhI mUkvA mAMDyA; paMtu udAra hRdayanA rAjA acale tema thavA dIdhuM nahi te ATheyane teNe potAnA 'adaSTa-sevako banAvyA ane e rIte temane sukhapUrvakanA nirvAhanI jogavAI karI ApI. sajjana ane durjananuM e ja aMtara che vicArI juo ke, A keTalI ane kevI udAratA che? bhAnuprabha Adie acalano vinA kAraNa vinAza karavAnI peravI karI hatI, jyAre acale bhAnuprabha Adi doSita hovA chatAM paNa temanI rakSA ja karI. acalane rAjasukha tyajIne ekAkIpaNe vanamAM bhaTakavuM paDyuM ane keTalAya du:kho sahana karavA paDyA. temAM nimitta to bhAnuprabha AdinI duSTatA ja hatI ne ? paNa aparAdhI upara paNa dayAbhAvavALA banIne upakAra karavo, evo ja sajjanono svabhAva hoya che. durjanono ja evo svabhAva hoya che ke, potAnA kSudra svArtha khAtara bIjA nirdoSone paNa nukasAna pahoMcADavA taiyAra thavu, uttama AtmAo to svayaM du:kha sahIne paNa, bIjA jIvone sukha ApavAno prayatna karavAmAM ja sukha anubhavanArAo hoya che. Aje to A prakAranI uttama vRtti pratidina naSTa thatI jAya che. keTalAka pApAtmAo to Aje A prakAranI uttama vRttine nAbuda karI nAMkhavAnA prayatno karavAmAM ja potAnuM, samAjanuM ane jagatanuM lyANa samAyeluM che, e prakArano pracAra karI rahyA che. AvA AgevAnonI prApti, e te te samudAyanA durbhAgyanuM ja cihna gaNAya. aMkane zrAvastInuM rAjaya ApyuM have ahIM evuM banyuM ke, acalanA pagamAMthI vanamAM kAMTo Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kADhanAra pelA aMke paNa sAMbhaLyuM ke, 'acala mathurAnagarIno rAjA thayo che.' AthI acalanA te vakhatanA vacanane yAda karIne, te aMka mathurAnagarImAM rAjA acalane maLavA mATe Avyo. rAjA acala te vakhate potAnI nATyazALAmAM nATAraMbhane nihALI rahyo hato. pelo aMka tyAM Avyo, paNa dvArapAlo tene pesavA kema de ? aMka aMdara pesavAne prayatna karavA lAgyo ane pratIhAroe dhakkA mArIne tene dUra karavA mAMDyo. barAbara e ja vakhate rAjA acalanI dRSTi tyAM gaI ane pratIhArothI marAtA aMkane jotAnI sAthe ja potAnA te parama upakArIne rAjA acale oLakhI kADhyo; eTaluM ja nahi, paNa kRtajJatA guNane dharanArA te rAjA acale, tarata ja aMkle potAnI pAse bolAvI lIdho ane potAnA upara karelA upakArane yAda karIne teNe aMkane tenI zrAvastInagarInuM rAjya arpaNa karyuM. kAMTo kADhavAnA badalAmAM zrAvastInagarInuM rAjya ApI devAmAM rahelI acalanI kRtajJatA ane udAratA samajavA jevI che. upakArakatAnI sAthe gaMbhIratAtI jarUra che nAnA paNa bIjAe karelA upakArane kadI ja bhUlavo nahi ane pote bIjA upara karelA moTA paNa upakArane kadI ja potAnI mahattA siddha karavA ke sAmAne hIna batAvavA Adi hetuthI kahI batAvavo nahI. kRtajJatA sAthe jema udAratA joIe, tema gaMbhIratA paNa joIe. agaMbhIrapaNuM sajjanane zobhe nahi. upakAra karanAre to vizeSa gaMbhIra banavuM joIe. gaMbhIra AtmAno upakAra ja sAcI mahattAne pAmI zake che, jyAre agaMbhIra AtmAno to upakAra paNa keTalIkavAra tenI agaMbhIratAnA yoge, viparIta pariNAmane pedA karanAro banI jAya che. Aje to mukhyatve upakAravRtti ja naSTaprAya: thaI gaI che ane je thoDI ghaNI vidyamAna che; temAMya bahudhA agaMbhIratAno saDo lAgelo che. AvI agaMbhIratAthI keTalIkavAra bIjAonA jIvano paNa naSTabhraSTa thaI jAya che. agaMbhIratAthI gherAyelA AtmAoe A bAbatano vicAra karavo, e paNa jarUrI che. ..zatrudhnane mathurano agraha zA mATe ?.......... 77 $ D Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ PRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRLARI sItAne kalaMka bhAga-6 78 | cAlu prasaMgamAM to evuM bane che ke, rAjA acale te aMkane zrAvastInagarInuM rAjya arpaNa karyA bAda, te acala ane aMka paraspara aTreta maitrIvALA banIne rAjya kare che ane amuka samaya rAjya karyA bAda te baMneya zrI samudrAcArya nAmanA mahAtmAnI pAse dIkSA grahaNa kare che ane aMte kAladharmane pAmIne te baMneya brahma devalokamAM uttama devo tarIke utpanna thAya che. tamane yAda to haze ja ke, kevalajJAnI paramarSi zrI dezabhUSaNa nAmanA mahAtmA, zatrughnanA pUrvabhavonuM varNana karatAM, A vRttAnta pharamAvI rahyA che. teozrI A pramANe pharamAvIne, zatrudhdhanA jIvano paricaya ApatAM pharamAve che ke, "he rAma! te brahma devalokamAMthI cyavIne acalano jIva tArA bhAI zatrughna tarIke utpanna thayo ane pUrva janmonA mohanA kAraNe te mathurAnagarIno AgrahI banyo,' aMkanA jIva saMbaMdhI paNa te kevalajJAnI paramaSi pharamAve che ke, 'te aMkano jIva paNa brahma devalokamAMthI cyavIne A tArA kRtAntavadana nAmanA senApati tarIke utpanna thayo che. zatrudhdhanA mathurAnagarI pratyenA ati AgrahanuM kAraNa zrI rAmacandrajIe pUchatAM, tenA uttararUpe zrI dezabhUSaNa nAmanA kevalajJAnI paramaSie, A rIte zatrudhdhanA jIvanA pUrvabhavo varNavyA. aprazastatAne TALIne prazastatAne keLavo : vizeSa paricaya zuM kAma kare che ? te A uparathI paNa samajI zakAya che. dharmI AtmAoe dharmanA sAdhanono jema bane tema vadhAre paricaya sAdhavo joIe, evo sAra A prasaMgamAMthI laI zakAya che. dharmanA sAdhanono bahumAnapUrvaka jema vadhAre paricaya sadhAya, tema lAbha ja che. zatrudhdhane mathurAnI pratye moha hato, paNa dharmI AtmAo dharmanA sAdhanonI pratye to rAga keLavI zake che ne ? jyAM sudhI rAga che, tyAM sudhI tene prazasta banAvI rAkhavAno prayatna karavAmAM AtmAnuM lyANa ja che rAga ane dveSanI aprazastatA TaLe ane prazastatA keLavAya, tyAM alyANanI saMbhAvanA ja nathI. ApaNuM dhyeya vItarAga Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ banavAnuM ja hovuM joIe, paNa vItarAga kAMI emane ema thoDA ja banI javAze ? vItarAga banavA mATe jarUrI pravRtti to AcaravI paDaze ne? vItarAga banavA mATe jarUrI pravRtti prazasta rAga-dveSa keLavyA vinA AcarI zakAvAnI nathI. aprazasta rAga dveSa e avaguNanuM mULa che. ane prazasta rAga-dveSa e saguNanuM mULa che. aprazasta rAga dveSa AtmAne saMsAramAM rakhaDAve che, jyAre prazasta rAgadveSa to AtmAne muktinI niTamAM ja laI jAya che. jema akriya svarUpa prApta karavA mATe sankriyAone AcaravI jarUrI che, ayogI svarUpe prApta karavAne mATe yogono sadupayoga karavo e Avazyaka che ane nivRttine sAdhavAne mATe sapravRttimAM yojAvuM e Avazyaka che, tema rAga ane dveSathI sarvathA mukta banavAne mATe, rAga ane dveSane prazasta banAvavA zuM e paNa Avazyaka che. rAga dveSa che to kharAba ja. jarUra mAtra ene aprazasta nahi rahevA detAM prazasta banAvavAnI che. e vinA muktinI kAmanA phaLavAnI nathI. AthI dharmI AtmAo e dharmanA sAdhanonI pratye draDha rAga keLavavAno prayatna karavo, e paNa lyANaprada hovAnA ? kAraNe jarUrI che. arthIpaNuM sAcuM Ave to zuM asAdhya che ? dharmanA sAdhanonI pratye daDha rAga keLavAya, to dharmanI ArAdhanA ghaNI sulabha banI jAya. dharmarAganI prabaLatA, AtmAne dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM prabala banAvyA vinA rahetI nathI. zatrughnane mathurAno moha hato, to teNe mathurA mATe prANanA jokhamavALu paNa yuddha karyuM ane bhAgya hatuM to jItyo. duniyAnA jIvo dunyavI sAhAbI Adine mATe prANanA jokhamo kheDe che, to samyagdaSTi AtmAo svaparanA kalyANane mATe avasare prANanA paNa jokhamo kheDe, temAM Azcarya zuM che ? jene jenuM arthIpaNuM, te tene mATe zuM na kare ? arthI samartha bane ane lAyakAta meLave to asAdhya zuM che ? paNa vAMdho ja arthIpaNAmAM che. AtmAnA mokSanI jevI joIe tevI laganI lAgatI nathI, eTale mokSa pamADavAnuM sAmarthya dharAvatI paNa je pravRttio thAya che. temAM 79 zatrunane mathurAno Agraha te mATe ?..... illai illai illai illai itu Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sibe kalaMka..bhAga-6 80 joItuM kauvata AvatuM nathI. zatrughnane mathurAnI laganI lAgI hatI, to zrI rAmacandrajI jevA vaDIlanI salAha sAme paNa te AgrahI ja raho; e ja rIte jene AtmAnA mokSanI laganI hoya, te potAnI dhAraNA pAra pADavA mATe AgrahI bane ke nahi ? sabhA: bane ja pUjyazrI : laganI vastu ja judI che. je vastunI laganI lAge che, te vastu meLavavA mATe AdamI jarUra paDaye mRtyunA mukhamAM paDavA jevuM sAhasa kheDatAM paNa acakAto nathI. AthI ja, AtmAnA mokSanI laganI lagADavAnI preraNA karAya che, jethI Aje duSkara lAgatI paNa muktisAdhanA sukara lAgyA vinA rahe nahi. paranA bhUMDAnI ciMtA e AtmahisA ja che madhunA mRtyu bAda zatrughna mathurAnagarI lIdhI, paNa camareje tyAM AvIne marakI phelAvI. zatrughna tathA tenI prajAnA saMtaranI enI bhAvanA hatI, paNa sAmo bhAgyavAna hoya tyAM Indro kAMI karI zaktA nathI. bhAgyavAnanI sAme savArI laI janArAo jAte ja TIcAIne pAchA paDe che, je pahADo jamInamAM ghusyA hoya, te pahADone sthAnathI khaseDavA mATe airAvaNo eTale zreSTha hastio bhegA thaIne dAMtothI prahAro kare toya te ja lohIluhANa thAya; pahADa tyAMnA tyAM rahe ane TIcanArA TIcAI mare. sAmo pApI hoya, chatAM paNa jo te pUrvanA ugra puNyanA udayavALo hoya, to ene ukheDavAnA prayatno karanArA pote ja nAza pAme che. nibhaMgIo jema jema mathe, tema tema vadhu thappaDa khAya. koInA paNa bhAgyanI IrSyA na karo. koInuMya bhUMDuM cittavavuM e potAnuM ja bhUMDuM cittavavA rUpa che bAhya dRSTie ema lAge ke "huM to phalANAnuM bhaMDu citavI rahyo chuM paNa jJAnIo pharamAve che ke "kharI rIte to tuM tAruM ja bhUMDuM cittavI rahyo che. koInA paNa bhaMDArI bhAvanA e potAnA AtmAnI hiMsA che. sAmo bhAgyavAn hoya to tame game teTaluM bhUMDuM cittavo toya tenuM bhUMDuM thAya nahi, paNa pelAnA pApano udaya hoya ane kadAca tamArI icchA phaLI paNa gaI, to paNa Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tethI zuM ? sAmAnuM bhUMDuM thAya ke na thAya, paNa bhUMDuM cittavanAranuM to bhUMDuM thayA vinA rahe ja nahi, e nirvivAda vAta che. karmasattAnI prabaLatA karmasattAnI sthiti ja koI judI che. mANasa dhAre kAMI ane pariNAma Ave kAMI. mahenata duzmanane mAravAnI kare ane durbhAgyano udaya hoya to potAnI yojanAmAM pote ja phasAIne mare. eka dharmasattA ja evI che, ke je pariNAme karma sattAthI mukta banAvI zake che ane karmasattAthI mukta na banAya tyAM sudhI paNa karmasattAnI maherabAnI TakAvI zake che. paraMtu dharmasattAnuM zaraNa paNa karmasattA kAMIka pAMgaLI bane tyAre ja svIkArI zakAya che. karmanI laghutA thayA vinA samyaktAdinI prApti thaI zakatI nathI. samyakvAdi pAmyA chatAM paNa karmasattA prabala hoya che, to bhogatyAga ane saMyama sAdhanA thavAmAM te attarAyabhUta thAya che. bhagavAna zrI ajitanAtha svAmIjInI sAthe saMsAra tajavAne temanA bhAI sagara taiyAra thayA hatA, paNa thAya zuM? cakravartI banavAnuM puNyakarma evuM prabala hatuM ke, saMyama le toya AjIvana sadhAya ja nahi. sabhA puNya bhogavavuM ja paDe ? pUjyazrI : jo tevA prakAranuM nikAcita karma hoya to bhogavyuM ja chUTako thAya, bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevo vItarAga ane sarvajJa banyA bAda tIrthanI sthApanA kare che, dezanA de che, samavasaraNamAM virAje che, vihAramAM suvarNa-kamala upara paga mUke che, e badhuM zAthI ? pUrve zrI che tIrthakara nAmakarma nikAcita karyuM che ethI ja. cakravartInuM puNyakarma paNa evuM ja hoya che ke, ekavAra to cha khaMDanA vijetA banavuM ja paDe ane eka lAkhabANuM hajArane paraNavuM ja paDe, e pachI suMdara bhavitavyatAvALA laghukarmI AtmAo tyAga karI zake. tadbhava muktigAmI AtmAo cakravartI thavA chatAM saMyama paNa sAthe, kevalajJAna paNa pAme ane mukti ya meLave e vAta judI che. e ja rIte samyagdaSTi AtmA paNa tathA prakAranA antarAyane kAraNe saMyama , .........anuSkAne mathuratano Agraha 8 mATe ?........3 itil iiiiiiiiiiitu Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 82 RCRRRRRRRRRRRRRRLaplars sitAne kalaMka bha0 sAdhanA na karI zake e zakya che. karmasattAnI AvI prabalatA vicAro, ke jethI karmabaMdhananI pravRtti lukhkhI banI jAya ane dharmasattAnA zaraNe rahI karmasattAthI sarvathA mukta banavAno zakya prayAsa karavA mALa banAya. karmanA udaya vakhate vivekI banavuM joIe karmanA udaya samaye AtmA vivekI banyo rahe, to udayamAM Avela karma javA sAthe bIjA paNa thokabaMdha karmo cAlyA jAya. badhAMya karmo kAMI nikAcita hotA nathI, ke jethI nirjarAnA prayatna dvArA nirjare nahi. je karma bAMdhyuM te dhAro ke udayamAM AvyuM ane teNe sArI narasI sAmagrI lAvI mUkI, paNa te vakhate AtmA emAM lepAya ke mUMjhAya nahi paNa samabhAve vede to pariNAme karmasattAne bhAge ja chUTako che. puNyayoge prApta thayelI sAmagrImAM je lIna na banyA te bacyA ane lIna banyA te DULyA. zrI sanatakumAra cakravartI rUpa parivartananuM eka nimitta maLyuM ke tarata cetyA to sAdhI gayA. brahmadatta cakravartInI AMkho phUTI to ye na cetyA to DUbI gayA. du:khanA nimitte paNa viveka jAgRta thavo, e kamabhAgyazAlitA nathI. du:kha AvyuM ne vastusvarUpa khyAlamAM AvI gayuM, ethI vairAgya bhAvanA utpanna thaI, to e vairAgya vakhoDavA jevo nathI paNa vakhANavA jevo ja che. e vairAgya vastuta: jJAnagarbhita ja che, kAraNake, du:khanA nimitte vastusvarUpano vAstavika khyAla AvAvanA yoge te utpanna thayela che. sabhA: cakravartIne paNa evuM thAya ? pUjayazrI : hA, azubhodaya badhuM kare. teNe puNyamAM evA kAMkarA verelA, duSkarmano udaya camarabaMdhIne paNa bhIkha mAMgato banAvI de ane raste rakhaDato bhikhArI paNa puNyanA udaye camarabaMdhI banI jAya, mATe temAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM kaMI che ja nahi. dharmasattAne sarvasva mAno to karmasattA moLI paDe A badhu samajIne lyANanA kAmIoe vivekazIla banavuM joIe. karmasattA pAse koInIya sIphArasa cAlatI nathI. zrI zreNika mahArAjAne ane zrI kRSNa mahArAjAne paNa narake javuM paDyuM, Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavAnanA bhakta banyA, eTale kAMI pahelAM narakta AyuSya bAMdhI lIdheluM te pharI jAya ? bhagavAnanI bhakti niSphaLa na jAya, paNa te pUrve ja nakkI thayuM tenuM zuM? zrIkRSNa mahArAjAe zrI nemInAtha svAmIjIne ghaNuM kahAM che, paNa e to karmasattAno savAla hato. temaNe karma evuM upArjeluM ke, narakamAM je hade javuM paDe tema hatuM temAM bheda paDyo. paNa narake to javuM ja paDyuM. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra deva jevA paNa AyuSyamAM vadhAro karI zakyA nahi karmasattAnA pratApe anaMtA caudapUrvIo nigodamAM gayA che. emAM lAMca-ruzvata ke sIphArasa cAle kare nahi. karmasattA pAse to rAjA ane raMka badhA mATe sarakho kAyado che. karmasattA to sAco nyAya tolavArI sattA che. ene doSa devo nirarthaka che. doSa to ApaNo che. che ApaNe karma bAMdhyuM tyAre tenuM phaLa bhogavavuM paDe che ne ? karma bAMdhatI che, veLAe vicAra karavo nahi ane phaLa maLe tyAre raDavuM, e DApaNa che? hajuya cetAya to bhaviSya sudhare. viveka keLavavo joIe. dharmasattAnI sevAne ja sarvasva mAnatA banI jAva, to karmasattA moLI paDe ane , aMte enA sAmAnyathI mukta paNa banAya. muni mukipaNe cUke ane meM pachI odho enI durgatine aTakAve, ema? maratI veLAe ogho bagalamAM hoya toya munipaNAne cUkelAnI durgati thAya. tyAM ogho zuM kare ? tameya tilaka moTuM karo, paNa jenapaNuM na keLavo ane pApamAM ja racyApacyA raho, chatAM tilaka tamane bacAve, ema? pApamAM khUMcelA daMbhI AtmAo to oghAne agara to pavitra tilakane lajave che, kalaMkita kare che ane ethI temanA pApakarmonI bhayaMkaratA ulaTI vadhI , jAya che. mathurAmAM vyAdhinAza thayAno prasaMga ane dIkSA saMbaMdhI thoDA praznottaro ahIM ApaNe joI gayA chIe ke, amareje AvIne marakI phelAvI tethI zatrughna ayodhyAmAM AvI gayela che. zatrughna ayodhyAmAM AvI gayA bAda, mathurAnagarInI najadiklI giriguhAmAM jaMghAcAraNa labdhivALA sAta paramaSio cAturmAsa AvIne rahe che ane ethI amarelve utpanna karelo vyAdhi nAza pAme che. e sAta paramaSio 83 .buddhane mathuratano Agraha 8 mATe? itil atil itu atil atu itu ....3 Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ReePerceper LRRRRRRRRRIS ...sIne kalaMka bhAga-3 84 koNa hatA, e vagerenuM varNana karatA A mahAkAvyanA racayitA, parama upakArI, kalikAlasarvajJa AcArya bhagavAna zrImad hemacandra sUrIzvarajI mahArAja pharamAve che ke itazca zrInaMdranasya, pramApurapure zAtuM ? bhAryAyAM dhAriNInAmanyAM, saptA'bhuvan kramAt sutAH // 1 // surIndraH canantaH pratido: sarvAsudra: 2 jayantazcAmarAzcApi, jayabhitrazca saptamaH // 2 // mAsanAM sutaM rAje, carcazrInandanojyA guro prItikarasyAMte, prAvAjIttaiH sutaiH saha // 3 // zrInandano thayau moTAM, surAnandA vastu te saptApyAsaMstapaH zaktyA, jaMghAcaraNalabdhayaH // 4 // viharatA purI namu-mathurAM te maDhAra ? prAvRT cAbhUttaDhA tasthu-radhizailaguhAgRham // 5 // ghavuM: ghaMSTamAdvIti, te tapAsa sAva hi ? utpatya daraDheSeSu, pAraNaM cakrire punaH // 6 // mUthoDA mathurAzana-ahayAM tattharetya gha tatprAbhAccamarabh Adhistana kSayaM yayau // 7 // prabhApura nAme eka nagara hatuM. tyAM zrInandana nAme rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. zrInandana rAjAne dhAraNI nAmanI bhAryA hatI ane tenAthI sAta putro utpanna thayA hatA. surata6, zrInanda, zrItilaka, sarvasudara, jayanta, cAmara ane jayamitra - ema e sAtanAM anukrame nAmo hato. A sAta putro pachI rAjAne eka AThamo putra thayo. graMthakAra paramarSi pharamAve che ke, A AThamo putra jyAre eka mahinAno thayo, tyAre zrInandana nAmanA te rAjAe tene rAjya upara sthApita kya ane pote pravajyA aMgIkAra karI zrImada rAjAe mAtra pote ja pravrajyA svIkArI ema nahi, paNa temanI sAthe temanA suranarjana Adi sAta putroe paNa pravajyA grahaNa karI. suranarjana Adi sAteyane dIkSA levAnI na hota, to to mAtra eka mAsanI ja uMmaranA putrane gAdIpati banAvavAno prasaMga prApta thAta nahi, paNa te sAteya potAnA pitAnI sAthe dIkSA grahaNa karavAne taiyAra thayA, eTale rAjAne te nAnA paNa putrane ja gAdI soMpavAno vakhata Avyo. Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sabhA : ATalI nAnI uMmaranA chokarAne mUkIne bApe dIkSA levI ane sAthe tenA sAteya vaDIla bhAIoe ya dIkSA levI, e zu vyAjabI gaNAya ? pUjyazrI : zA mATe vyAjabI na gaNAya ? : sabhA : e chokarAnuM gajuM zuM ? pUjyazrI : mAtra chokarAno ja vicAra karazo ke tenA pitAno ane tenA bhAIono paNa vicAra karazo ? sabhA : emano zo vicAra ? pUjyazrI : eja ke, emanA AtmakalyANanuM zuM ? jyAM sudhI AtmAnA svarUpano vAstavika khyAla prApta thayo nathI, tyAM sudhI AvA prasaMgo mUMjhave te svAbhAvika che. AtmAnA svarUpano vAstavika khyAla AvI jAya ane 'AtmAnA mULabhUta svarUpane pragaTa karavAno prayatna karavo, e ja A durlabha manuSyajIvanane saphaLa banAvavAno eka mAtra upAya che.' ema samajAI jAya, to AvA prasaMge khUba ja anumodanA bhAva pragaTyA vinA rahe nahi. AtmAnA mULabhUta svarUpane pragaTa karavAno prayatna karavo, e ja eka A mAnava jIvanane saphLa banAvavAno upAya che. A vastune Aje ghaNAo, jainakuLamAM utpanna thayelA hovA chatAM paNa samajatA nathI; ane ethI ja teomAM, mohane pedA karavAmAM vadhAre kAraNarUpa nivaDe evA saMsargone lAta mAranArAo tarapha sanmAnavRtti jAgavAne badale tiraskAravRtti jAge che. saMsAranI sukhasAhAbI, bAlavayaska putra ane yuvAna strI Adi pratyenA mohane tyajI daI, saMyamanI sAdhanA mATe ujamALa bananArA AtmAo pratye to sAcA zraddhALu AtmAonuM mastaka sheje namI jAya. ema thaI jAya ke, 'dhanya che AvA tyAgI AtmAone !' eTaluM ja nahi, paNa zraddhAsaMpanna AtmAone to potAnI pAmaratA mATe kheda paNa thAya, paNa Aje ghaNAone pAmaratA pAmaratA ja lAgatI nathI. 'saMsAravAsa du:kharUpa che ane saMyama sAdhanA ja kalyANakAraka che.' ema mAnanArA paNa thoDA che. ananta ........ ...zatrughnane mathurAno Agraha zA mATe ?.......... 85 He }@@ Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ @ @@ 86 upakArIzrI jinezvaradevonA zAsana upara sAcI zraddhA hoya, evA AtmAo jena gaNAtA AdamIonI hajAronI saMkhyAmAM paNa gaNyA-gAMThyA ja che. putra, strI, parivAra Adi to karmanA yoge AvI maLela che. vastutaH emAMnuM kAMI AtmAnuM nathI. AtmAnuM kaMI hoya, to te AtmAnA guNo che. eTale DAhyo mANasa to te gaNAya, ke je AtmAnA guNone pragaTAvavAne mATe ja prayatnazIla bane ane prayatnamAM jeTalI khAmI rahe te badala pazcAttApAdi karavAne cUke nahi. AvuM DahApaNa je puNyAtmAomAM pragaTe che, te puNyAtmAo bIjAonA dunyavI hitano anucita rIte vicAra karavAne mATe thobhatA ja nathI. 8-0c00.........kaIka 9)>?? AtmAnA arthI bananArA ja sAcA paramArthI che sabhA : Ano artha to e ja ke dareke pUrepUrA svArthI banavuM joIe. pUjyazrI : Aje duniyAmAM je arthamAM svArthI zabda vaparAya che tevA svArthI nahi, paNa sva eTale AtmA ane tenA arthI te svArthI, e arthavALA svArthI saue banavuM joIe. evA svArthI bananArAo ja sAcA paramArthI banI zake che. sAco paropakAra AtmArthI AtmAo ja sAdhI zake che. bhAvadayAthI vihIna AtmA je dravyadayA karI zake tenA karatAM bhAvadayAne pAmelo ghaNI ja suMdara rIte dravyadayA paNa karI zake che. dravya dayA paNa jo bhAvadayApUrvakanI hoya, to ja te suMdara prakAre phaLe che. AtmAne A saMsAramAM rakhaDatAM rakhaDatAM ananto kALa vahI gayo. vicAra karo ke, anantA kALamAM dareke keTalAye saMbaMdhIone rovaDAvyA haze ? ane haju jyAM sudhI saMsAramAM hoIe tyAM sudhI keTalAMye ApaNA nimitte raDaze ? potAnA nimitte koIneya rovaDAvavAnuM jene na gamatuM hoya, teNe to thoDAMka mANaso mohavaza thoDo samaya rUve toya tenI upekSA ja karavI joIe ane emanI dayA ciAvavI joIe ane avasare e ronArAMone paNa A mArge lAvavAnI bhAvanA rAkhavI joIe. AvI STi keLavyA vinA, ArAdhanIya AtmAonI ArAdhanA karavAne badale AzAtanA Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karanArA na banI jAva, to eTalA tame bhAgyazALI cho ema samajajo. je AtmAo sAcA svArthI sAcA AtmArthI banyAM che te AtmAo ja sAcA ane uttama koTinA paropakArazIla banI zakyA che. chokarAnI, bairInI ane rAjyAdinI kalpita dayA cittavIne, saMyamanI ArAdhanAthI vaMcita rahenArAo tAtvika dRSTie dayALuM ja nathI. tAttvika dayALu te che, ke jene AtmAnA lyANanI ciMtA che. sabhA AvI rIte dUdha pItA bALakane tyajIne dIkSA le, to zrI prasannacandra rAjarSinI mAphaka durgAnI banavAno prasaMga AvI jAya ne ? pUjyazrI : zrI prasannacandra rAjarSi bhUlyA, kaSAyAdhIna banyA ane ethI duryAnamAM lIna banyA e jema sAcuM che, tema saMyamI hatA to AtmAno khyAla Avyo, durgAnathI nivaryA ane AlocanAdi je karatAM kevalajJAnane varyA, e paNa sAcuM che ? zrI prasannacandra rAjarSi dIkSA nahi letAM, bALakanI ALapaMpALamAM ja paDyA raho hota, to kevalajJAna pAmatA ke rojanA durgAnanA bhoga banata ? zrI prasannacandra rAjaSie potAnA durgAnane khoTuM mAnyuM ke nAnA bALakna mUkIne pravrajyA grahaNa karI te khoTuM karyuM ema mAnyuM ? temanAmAM puna: vivekadIpaka pragaTatA, temane ema nathI ja thayuM ke meM kyAM vaLI dUdha pItA bALakane tyajIne dIkSA lIdhI, ke jethI AvA durgAnano prasaMga Avyo ?' vivekI AtmAone evo vicAra Ave ja nahi. kharekhara, Aje ghaNA mANaso evA paNa che, jeo zAstramAM AvatA dRSTAMtonA vAstavika bhAvane samajavAno prayatna karyA vinAja, manaphAvatI vAto karye jAya che. game tevI sthitimAM paNa zuddha virAgabhAvathI saMsArano tyAga karyo hoya, temAM durgAna AvavAne vadhu avakAza che ke saMsAramAM paDyA rahevAmAM durgAna AvavAno vadhu avakAza che ? saMsAramAM to Dagalene pagale durbAna utpanna karanArA saMyogo AvI maLe che, jyAre saMyamamAM to zubha dhyAnanA ja saMyogo vizeSa hoya che. saMyama sAdhaka AtmA jo sArI rIte sAvadha banyo rahe, to to dareke dareka saMyogo tene mATe zubha dhyAnane ja utpanna karanArA bane che. ....budhdhane mathurAno Agraha 208 mATe ?......3 iiiiiiiiiiiiiitu Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 88 (@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ satane kalaMka....bhaga-6 so saMyamI bano evI ja bhAvanA hovI ghaTe sabhA : zrI nandana rAjAe pote bhale dIkSA lIdhI, paNa temaNe moTA putrane saMsAramAM rAkhyo hota to zo vAMdho hato ? pUjayazrI : saMyamanA sAcA arthIo saMsArane dAvAnala AdirUpa mAnanArA hoya che, eTale teo koIne paNa saMsAramAM rahevAnI preraNA kare ja kema? temanI bhAvanA to sau koI saMyamanA upAsaka banI saMsArane chedanArA bane e ja hoya. sabhA : to pachI bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeve zrI nadiSaNa munine saMyama nahi letA saMsAramAM rahevAnuM kema kahayuM hatuM ? pUjayazrI : bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeve zrI nadiSaNane saMsAramAM rahevAnuM kahyuM na hatuM, paNa temane saMyama levAthI niSedhyA hatA. saMyamI banavAmAM temane niSedhyA tenuM kAraNa paNa eja hatuM ke, bhagavAna sarvajJa hovAnA kAraNe zrI nadiSaNanA bhogavyA vinA chUTako ja na thAya evA prakAranA bhogAvalI karmane jANatA hatA. e karma evuM hatuM ke dIkSA le to dIkSAthI bhraSTa karyA vinA rahe ja nahi. AvI virAdhanAthI bacAvavAne mATe jJAnI tArako dIkSAno paNa niSedha kare to te asvAbhAvika nathI. sabhAH jANe to niSedhAya ? pApa na lAge? pUjayazrI : je jANe tenAthI tevA prakAranuM kAraNa hoya to avazya niSedhAya ane ethI pApa na ja lAge paNa atyAre A bharatakSetramAM tevA jJAnI ja kyAM che ? sabhA : zrI nadiSaNane niSedhyA kharA ane pachI bhagavAne dIkSA paNa ApI dIdhI, e ThIka che? pUjayazrI : bhagavAne tevA prakAranA bhAvibhAvane joIne ja dIkSA ApI che. bhAvibhAvane bhagavAna ahaMnto paNa pheravI zakatA nathI. bhagavAne karelI AcaraNAne mATe te ThIka che ke nahi ?" evo prazna utpanna thAya, eneya potAnI kamanasIbI samajavI joIe. sabhA : AtmAnA svarUpane pragaTAvavAne mATe saMyamI banavuM e @@@@@@ @@@ Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ja mANasa mAtranuM dhyeya hovuM joIe, emane ? bIjuM koI dhyeya hoya to nukasAna ja thAya emane ? - pUjyazrI: barAbara che. AtmAnA svarUpane pragaTAvavAnA ja eka mAtra hetuthI, jinAjJA mujabanA saMyamI banavAnuM ja eka mAtra dhyeya, vivekI manuSya mAtranuM hovuM joIe. ethI viparIta dhyeya hoya to AtmAnuM ahita thayA vinA rahe ja nahi, e nirvivAda vAta che. jIvanamAM zakyatA mujaba zrI jInAjJAno amala karavAmAM ja sAcuM hita samAyeluM che, eTale jeo saMsArano tyAga na karI zakatA hoya, teo paNa gRhasthadazAmAM jeTale aMze zrI jinAjJAno amala karavAne prayatnazIla bane, eTale ja aMze kalyANane pAmI zake che, A kAraNe zrI jinAjJAne anusaravAmAM ja sarvasvane mAnanArA susAdhuono upadeza eja dhyeyavALo hoya. sabhA : eTale sAdhuo saMsAramAM rahevA IcchanArAone mATe nakAmAM ja ne ? pUjyazrI : saMsAramAM rahevA IcchanArA jIvone mATe sAcA sAdhuo nakAmA jevA ja gaNAya; kAraNake, saMsAramAM rahevA mATe teo madadagAra banI zakatA nathI. sAcA sAdhuo to saMsArathI mukta banavAmAM ja madadagAra nIvaDe. Ama chatAM, sAdhuo potAnA taraphathI saMsAranA jIvone je abhaya samarpe che tethI tathA yogya AtmAomAM : saMsArathI mukta banavAnI bhAvanA pragaTAvavAno zakya prayatna kare che e vagerethI sAdhuo vizvanA prANImAtranA upakArI to gaNAya ja. upadeza gRhasthadharmano, paNa gRhavAsano nahi sabhA: Apa to badhuM sAdhutAmAM ja lAvIne mUko cho. pUjyazrI : karmalaghutAne nahi pAmelA AtmAone ananta upakArIoe pharamAvelI kalyANakArI vAto paNa na rUce te svAbhAvika che. sabhA paNa bhagavAne gRhasvadharmano upadeza Apyo che ne ? pUjyazrI : bhagavAne gRhasthadharmano upadeza Apyo che, paNa gRhasthAzramamAM rahevAno upadeza nathI Apyo. gRhasthavAsano tyAga 89 ....buddhane mathuratano Agraha 48 mATe ?.....3 itu aliiiiiiiiitu Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ PerleRReRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRIS satane kalaMka...bhaga-3 90 karIne saMyamI banavuM e je AtmAone mATe zakya nathI, te AtmAo paNa AtmakalyANanI sAdhanAthI sarvathA vaMcita rahI javA pAme nahi temaja teo paNa krame karIne suvizuddha saMyamamaya jIvana jIvanArA banI zake, e mATe ja bhagavAne gRhasvadharma pharamAvyo che. upakArIo spaSTa zabdomAM pharamAve che ke, dezavirati dharmano paNa sAco ArAdhaka te ja che, ke je sarvavirati dharmanI lAlasAvALo che." gRhavAsane heya mAvyA vinA kadiye kalyANa nahi sabhA : gRhasthavAsamAM rahIne paNa zrI bharata mahArAjA kevalajJAna pAmyA ke nahi ? pUjayazrI : paNa zrI bharata mahArAjA gRhasthAvAsane sAro nahotA mAnatA. dunyavI sAmagrImAM bhAnabhUlA na banI javAya, e mATe to emaNe sAdharmika rUpa cokIdArone rAkhyA hatA. emanA jIvanano abhyAsa karo to mAluma paDe ke cakravartI chatAMpaNa teo AtmAnI ciMtA keTalI badhI dharAvatA hatA ? gRhasthAvAsane lyANanuM kAraNa mAnanAro eka paNa AtmA koI kAle kevaLajJAnane pAmyo nathI ane koI kAle kevaLajJAna pAmavAno paNa nathI. gRhasthAvAsamAM rahevA chatAM kalyANane sAdhanArA to teo ja banI zakyA che, ke jeo gRhasthavAsane heya mAnanArA banyA ane zrI jinAjJAnusAra saMyamazIla banavAmAM ja lyANa mAnanArA banyA teonA haiyAmAM to potAnA asaMyamano baLApo hato. ananta upakArI zrI jinezvaradevoe pharamAvelA tattvonI ruci pragaTyA vinA sAcuM kalyANa sadhAvAnuM ja nathI; ane e ruci pragaTe eTale AtmAne saMsAra pratye abhAva tathA saMyama pratye sabhAva thayA vinA rahe nahi. zrI jinezvaradevoe pharamAvelA ahiMsA, saMyama ane kaparUpa dharmanI sAcI upAdeyatA samajAI na hoya, tyAM sudhI ja AvA ja praznono udabhava saMbhavita che, mATe sAcA jijJAsu ho to zrI jinAjJAnA svarUpane samajavAne mATe prayatnazIla bano. zrI jainazAsananuM dhyeya jIvone saMsAravAsathI mukta banAvavAnuM che sabhA : jainazAsananuM dhyeya zuM? pUjyazrI : A jagatamAM jIva mAtrane duHkha pratye dveSa che ane Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ itu sukha pratye anurAga che, paNa ajJAna jIvo du:khanA kAraNone sukhanA kAraNo mAnIne, tenI ja sevAmAM rata rahe che tathA sukhanA sAdhanothI bedarakAra rahe che. zrI jainazAsana du:khanA ane sukhanA je koI vAstavika kAraNo che, te saghaLAM ja kAraNone samajAvavApUrvaka, du:khanA kAraNono trividhe trividhe tyAga karavAnI ane sukhanA kAraNonI trividhe trividhe sevavAnI preraNA kare che. saMsArathI mukta banavAmAM ja duHkhathI mukta banavApaNuM hoIne, zrI jainazAsananuM dhyeya jIvone saMsAramukta banAvavAnuM ja che. sabhA : saMsAramukta koNa banI zake ? pUjayazrI : ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa rUpa dharmanI yathAvidhi ArAdhanA karavA dvArA je AtmAo potAnA AtmAnI sAthe saMlagna banela karmone dUra kare te karmanA saMparkathI AtmAno svabhAva AvarAyelo che, e saMparkano sarvathA abhAva thaI jAya eTale AtmA saMsAramukta banI jAya. kalyANanA arthI AtmAo ja saMsAramukta banI zake, e mATe ja saMsAranA bhogAdine tyajavAno ane saMyamanI ArAdhanAmAM ujamALa banavAno upadeza che. zrI nandana nAmanA te rAjAne A vastu samajAI hatI, mATe ja temaNe potAnA sAta putronI sAthe zrI prItikara nAmanA guru mahArAjanI pAse dIkSA grahaNa karI. dIkSA grahaNa karyA bAda te zrI nadana rAjarSie evI to utkaTa ArAdhanA karI, ke jenA pratApe teo AtmasvabhAvane, AvanArAM karmonA saMparka mAtrathI mukta banI gayA ane zrI siddhigatine pAmyA. kharekhara, sAcA ArAdhakane mATe kAMI ja duSmApya nathI. mathurAmAM vyAdhinAza A tarapha zrI nandana rAjAnI sAthe ja dIkSita thayelA suranada Adi sAteya paramaSioe paNa sundara prakAre vrata pAlana karavAmAM ja dattacittatA keLavI hatI. potAnI tapazaktinA prabhAve teo jaMghAcAraNa labdhivALA banyA hatA. 'jaMghAcAraNa' labdhinA yoge buiddhane mathurAno Agraha za8 mATe?....... itui i i i i i che 1 Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AkAzagAminI zakti prApta thAya che. jaMghA cAraNa munivaro tiskRlokamAM jatAM eka pagale ja rucaka dvIpe jaI zake che ane pAchA vaLatAM pahelA utpAte zrI naMdIzvare AvI bIjA utpAte svasthAne pahoMcI zake che. have jaMghAcAraNa labdhivALA banelA te saptarSio vihAra karatA karatA mathurApurImAM AvI pahoMcyA, te vakhate varSARtu AvavAthI teo mathurApurInI najadIkamAM AvelA parvatanI guphAmAM AvIne kAlanirgamana karatA hatA. AvA labdhisaMpanna sAteya paramarSio mathurAnagarInI najadikamAM ja nivAsa karatAM hovAthI teonA tapa puNyanA prabhAvathI mathurApurImAM camarendra je vyAdhi utpanna karyo hato, te nAza pAmI gayo. Berecere recerca de Peppers ...sAta kalaMka....bhAga-6 Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ arhadattazreSThi-saptarSi AzAtanA ane pazcAttApa 6 pia fesia fu free l&5]} sil Fastes Ting Pol vivekI gaNAtA mahAnubhAvo paNa kyAreka viveka Dist Bir cUkI jatA hoya che. arhadatta zreSThi eka sArA ArAdhaka mahAnubhAva hatAM, paNa comAsAnA cAlu divasomAM vidyAbaLathI AkAzamArge ayodhyAmAM AvelA sAta-RSio ke jeo mahAsaMyamI hatA. teone avajJApUrvaka vaMdanA karI. sAdhu-asAdhuno cokkasa nirNaya karyA vinA viveka cUkAya te prabhuzAsanane maMjUra nathI. tenAthI guNavAna AtmAonI AzAtanAnA pApamAM paDAya che. are ! doSa hoya to paNa tene mATe samucita prayatna karavA hitakara che. paNa avajJA karavAthI AzAtanAno moTo doSa lAge che. jo ke arhadazreSThine vAtano khyAla AvatAM tene khUba pazcAttApa thayo che te kSamAyAcanA karI che. A prasaMga khUba ja preraka ane mahattvapUrNa che jene vigatavAra pUjyazrInA zabdomAM ja joIe. -zrI 93 Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 94 'ahaMdadattazreSThi-saptaSi AzAtanA ane pazcAttApa avajJA karavI te ucita nathI, guNavAna AtmAonI AzAtanAnA pApamAM na paDo ! * munio mATe vinayahInatA e kAramo doSa che. * sudhAravAno prayatna paNa lAyakAta mujaba thavo joIe zrAvake saptarSionI kSamA mAMgI * mathurAmAM pratyeka gharamAM jinabiMbanI sthApanA ratnaratha rAjAne zrI nAradajInI salAha * zvAnavRtti nahiM siMhavRttine keLavo * nAradajIne mAravAno Adeza ane hukama thatAM nAradajInuM AkAza mArge gamana * yuddha, vijaya ane manoramAnI sAthe pANigrahaNa * svAdhInatA ane parAdhInatA * zrI rAma-zrI lakSmaNajIno parivAra S LT Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahaMdadAzreSThi-saptarSi AzAtanA ane pazcAttApa have ahaMdatta nAmanA zreSThIe te sAta paramaSionI karelI avajJAno ane te badalanA pazcAttApAdino prasaMga Ave che. ekavAra te te paramaSio pAraNA mATe AkAzamArge ayodhyApurImAM AvyA. ayodhyApurImAM AvIne saptarSioe ahaMdana nAmanA eka zreSThInA gRhamAM bhikSAne mATe praveza karyo. ahaMdana zreSThIe temane vandanA to karI, paNa te avajJApUrvaka karI ane vicAryuM ke, "A sAdhuveSavALA koNa haze ? je sAdhuo cAturmAsa mATe ayodhyAmAM rahelA che, A teomAMnA to A nathI ja, to pachI varSARtumAM paNa vihAra karanArA A koNa haze ?' ahaMdana zreSThIne e vakhate evo paNa vicAra to Avyo ke A sAdhuvezavALAone huM pUchuM ke teo koNa che ?" paNa vaLI vicAra thayo ke, javA do, pAkhaMDIonI sAthe bolavAthI lAbha tha paNa zo ?' ahaMdatta zreSThI A pramANe haju to vicAramAM magna banelA che, eTalAmAM to temanI dharmapatnIe te maharSione vahorAvI dIdhuM ane bhikSA grahaNa karIne te maharSio paNa tyAMthI ravAnA thaI gayA. avajJA karavI te ucita nathI A prasaMga paNa vicAravA jevo che. ahaMdana zreSThI dharmAtmA che. sAdhuonA AcAra-vicArathI te aparicita nathI. varSARtumAM nUtana munione AvelA jotAM zraddhALu AtmAne kSobha thAya, te kAMI asvAbhAvika nathI. Ama chatAM, teNe vinA jAgye avajJA karI te ThIka 95 ahaMdazzreSTha-saddha Atana ane dazaratha.... itu itil il iiiiiiii Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ BLRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR sItAne kalaMka bhAga-6 na karyuM. zrAvanA hadayamAM sAdhuo pratye eTalo bhaktibhAva jarUra hoya ke, temanuM darzana thatAMnI sAthe ja pUjyabhAve hAtha joDAI jAya. "sAdhuveSamAM rahelA asAdhu evA paNa AtmAne jyAM sudhI asAdhu tarIke jANela na hoya tyAM sudhI tenI avajJA karavI e ucita nathI." sAdhuveSamAM rahela sAdhu sAdhu nathI paNa mAtra veSadhArI ja che, cAritrahIna che ema jANyA pachInI vAta judI che paraMtu evuM pAke pAye jANyA vinA ja avajJA karavI te yogya nathI ja. zrAvakonI e pharaja che ke, temaNe sAdhuveSamAM rahelAnI smalanA jaNAya to yogya tapAsa karavI joIe, doSa jaNAya to te doSanA nivAraNa mATe potAnI maryAdA mujabanA prayatno karavA joIe, upekSaNIya doSonI upekSA karatAM paNa zIkhavuM joIe ane jo sAdhutAnA nAzaka ja gheSo hoya to te anivArya jaNAyethI, tevA veSadhArIno tyAga paNa karI devo joIe. zrAvakoe kusAdhuono tyAga karavAno ja che, paraMtu kusAdhuonA nAme susAdhuonI paNa avajJAdi na thaI jAya, tenIya jarUrI kALajI rAkhavAnI che. jaMghAcAraNa labdhivALA sAta paramaSio varSARtumAM padhAryA hatA, eTale teone mATe zaMkA utpanna thavI e sahaja che, joItI khAtrI karyA vinA teone pAkhaMDI kema mAnI levAya? kyA kAraNe varSARtumAM vihAra karyo, e to jANavuM joIe ne? Ama chatAM, ahaMdana zreSThIe jevI bhUla karI, tevI bhUla tevA saMyogomAM thaI javI e du:zakya nathI paNa suzakya che. paraMtu Aje to koI peTabharAe ke zAsana drohIe chApAmAM lakhI dIdhuM agara to koI dveSIe kahI dIdhuM, eTale jhaTa mAnI lenArAono toTo nathI. Aje to evA paNa ghaNA mANaso che, ke jeo patitanA vacana upara vizvAsa mUke, enI vAtane vizvasanIya mAne ane cAritranA pAlanamAM ughata evA AcArya AdinI vAtane avizvanIya mAne. sAdhutA pratyenI arUcinA yoge ja ema bane che. sAdhutA pratye dveSI banelA keTalAka Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ to Aje, patitonA tadda juThThA ane potAnI jAtanA bacAva khAtara ja sugurUonI nidAthI bharelA sAhityanA nAme paNa, sAdhusaMsthAno ja mULamAMthI vinAza karavAno prayatna karI rahI che. evAo samajI le ke jenazAsana jayavaMtu varte che ane pAMcamAM ArAnA anna sudhI jayavaMtu vartavAnuM che. amArI hayAti na rahe e bane, paNa sAdhusaMsthAnA mULa to pAMcamAM ArAnA anta sudhI koI upAye ukheDI zakAvAnA nathI ja. sAdhusaMsthAnA mULa ukheDavA mathanArA pote ja ukhaDI javAnA che. guNavAna AtmAonI AzAtanAnA pApamAM na paDo ! sAdhuo tamane ema kahetA ja nathI ke tame sAdhutA hIna evA paNa veSadhArIone mAno !' sAdhuonuM kahevuM to e che ke tame tapAsa karatA zIkho. tamane gheSa jaNAya to khulAso meLavo. vagara tapAse, game tenA kahevAthI doravAI jaI, guNavAna AtmAonI AzAtanA karavAnA pApamAM na paDo !' Aje to evI paNa dazA pratyakSa dekhAI che. ke susAdhuone kalpita rIte vagovavAno dhaMdho laI beThelAo sAdhutAhIna veSadhArIonI prazaMsA Adi kare che. kharI vAta e che ke, teo veSadhArIone hathIyAra banAvIne, susAdhuo pratye janatAmAM arUci phelAvavAne icche che. AvA viparIta vAtAvaraNamAM kalyANanA arthI AtmAoe savizeSa sAvadha banavuM joIe ane khoTI vAtothI ke bhoLavAIne unmArge caDhI javAya nahi, tenI kALajI rAkhavI joIe. ahIM to jaMghAcAraNalabdhivALA pelA sAta mahAtmAo bhikSA karIne ahaMdata zreSThinA gRhamAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA ane te ja ayodhyAnagarImAM cAturmAsa sAthe birAjamAna zrI dhRti nAmanA AcArya bhagavAna je vasatimAM rahelA che te vasatimAM gayA. temane AvelA jotAnI sAthe ja. zrI dhRti nAmanA te AcArya bhagavAna ubhA thaI gayA ane gaurava sahita temane vaMdana karyuM. zrI dhRti nAmanA AcArya bhagavAne A pramANe ubhA thaIne ane gaurava sahita vandana 97 .......ahaMdUdattaSThi-saddha Atana ane cattA.... itu itil iiiiiiitu Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 98 RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRreers sItAne kalaMka...bhAga-6 karIne te sAta mahAtmAonuM bahumAna karavA chatAM paNa. . mahAtmAone 'akAlacArI' mAnIne zrI dhRti nAmanA AcArya bhagavAnanA sAdhuoe temane vajana karyuM nahi. | munio mATe vinayahInatA e kAramo doSa che sabhA : potAnA gurU satkAra kare che ema jovA ane jANavA chatAM paNa sAdhuo vajana na kare, e vyAjabI gaNAya ? nahi ja. munioe vajana na karyuM e vyAjabI karyuM che, ema kahevAya ja nahi. ahaddatta zreSThI karatAM paNa munio vadhAre doSapAtra gaNAya. potAnA gurU AcAryabhagavAna khuda ubhA thaIne vahana kare che, te chatAMya A akAlacArIo che' ema mAnIne munio vandana karatA nathI, e vinayaguNanI khAmI ja gaNAya. AvA AtmAo pariNata apariNatane lagatI parIkSAmAM niSphaLa ja nIvaDe. gItArtha gurU karatA potAne vadhAre DAhA ane samaju mAnavAno abharakho, teomAM ja janme che, ke jeone jJAna Adi prApta thavA chatAMya tenuM phaLa prApta thayuM nathI. munione mATe vinayahInatA e kAramo gheSa che. e zeSa munione mukipaNAthI bhraSTa karavAmAM paNa agatyano bhAga bhajave che. thoDuMka ja jJAna dharAvanArA paNa vinayazIla munio sArI rIte karI jAya che ane suvizada gaNAtuM paNa jJAna dharAvanArA uddhata munio DUbI jAya che. vinayahIna nathI to potAno uddhAra sAdhI zakto, ke nathI to parano uddhAra sAdhI zakto. vinayahInanuM jJAna tAraka nathI, paNa bojArUpa che. samyajJAnathI vinaya AvyA vinA rahe ja nahi. vinaya, e to dharmanuM mULa che. te sAta mahAtmAone zrI dhRti nAmanA AcArya bhagavAnanA sAdhuoe vajana na karyuM, paNa zrI dhRti nAmanA AcArya bhagavAne to teone AsanadAna karyuM. tyAM besIne te mahAtmAoe pAraNuM paNa karyuM. pAraNuM ryA bAda, te mahAtmAoe kahyuM ke, 'ame mathurApurIthI AvyA hatA ane hAla tyAM jaIe chIe.' zrI dhRti nAmanA AcArya bhagavAnane A pramANe kahIne, te sAteya Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paramarSio AkAzamArge gamana karIne potAne sthAne AvyA. A jaMghAcAraNa mahAtmAonA gayA bAda, zrI dhRti nAmanA te AcArya bhagavAne te mahAtmAonA guNonI stuti karI. AcArya bhagavAne karelI A guNastutine sAMLabhatA, te sAta mahAtmAonI avajJA karanArA sAdhuone mAlUma paDyuM ke, teoe avajJA karavAmAM bhUla karI hatI. teoe je mahAtmAone akAlacArI mAnI laIne svecchAcArI kalpyA hatAM. te mahAtmAo svecchAcArI nahIM hatA paNa jaMghAcAraNa munivaro hatAM, ema teone jaNAyuM. AthI teoe pote karelI avajJA badala pazcAttApa ryo. potAnI bhUla jaNAtAM pazcAttApa thavo, e paNa AtmAnI teTalI uttamatAne ja sUcave che. bhUla thavAmAM je khAmI gaNAya, tenA karatA bhUla bhUlarUpe jaNAyA bAda paNa pazcAttApa na thAya, to te moTI khAmI gaNAya. pote karelI athavA to kaho ke potAnAthI thaI gayelI bhUla, bhUlarUpa jaNAyA bAda paNa jeone te badala pazcAttApa nathI thato, teo to ghaNI ja adhamakoTinA AtmAo che. tevAono vistAra ghaNo ja muzkela banI jAya. .......arhattazSThi-saptarSi AzAtanA ane pazcAttA........... sudhAravAno prayatna paNa lAyakAta mujaba thavo joIe sabhA : AcArye sAdhuone Thapako na dIdho ? pUjyazrI : e kAma thaI gayuM guruoe dareka bhUla badala ziSyAdine Thapako daIne paNa bhUlano khyAla Apavo ane bhula thaI gayA badala pazcAttApa karAvavo, e ja kAma hatuM ne ? Thapako ja Apavo joIe, evo niyama nathI. sAmAnI lAyakAta mujaba sudhAravAno prayatna thAya. banavAjoga che ke, AcArya mahArAje jaMghAcAraNa saptarSionA guNonI je stuti karI, te avajJA karanArA sAdhuone temanI bhUlano khyAla ApavAnA hetuthI paNa karI hoya. keTalIka vAra doSapAtra AtmAone vAraMvAra Thapako denArAo to sAmAne dhRSTa banAvI de che. ethI eo sudharavAne badale bagaDe che 99 hcchen gre U Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 100 Berre RRRRRRRRRRRLapeerders sItAne kalaMka....bhaga-6 ane pUjanIya sthAnanI avajJA karanAro banI jAya che. gurUmAM paropakArarasikatAnI sAthe gaMbhIratA ane dhIratA Adi guNo paNa hovA joIe. doSita AtmAonI sAthe kaI rIte kAma pADavAthI teo doSamukta banI zakaze, e vicAravAnuM DahApaNa paNa hovuM joIe. keTalIkavAra gaMbhIratAbharyuM mauna agara to upekSA paNa evuM sundara pariNAma nipajAve che, ke jevuM suMdara pariName Thapako nipajAvI zake nahi. avasare paddhatisara kahevAthI lAbha thAya che ane anavasare jema tema kahI devAthI hAni thAya che. AmAM to ApaNe e ja samajavAnuM che ke, AcArya mahArAje ThIka lAgyuM tema karyuM, paNa pariNAma to sundara ja AvyuM. adatta zrAvake saptarSionI kSamA mAMgI zrI dhRti nAmanA AcArya bhagavAnanI vasatimAM banelA A banAvanI pelA ahaMdana zrAvakke paNa jANa thaI. ethI tene paNa pazcAttApa thayo. AvA jJAnI ane tapasvI mahAtmAonI potAnAthI avajJA thaI gaI, e badala tene bahu trAsa thayo. teNe to e munivaronI pAse jaIne pote karelI avajJA badala kSamA mAMgavAno nirNaya karyo. samyagdaSTi AtmAone nirguNInuM bahumAna ane guNInuM apamAna na khaTake, e bane ? guNI AtmAonuM apamAna thaI jAya, ethI to samyadRSTi AtmAone bahu du:kha thAya. karaNIya kriyA na thavAthI ane akaraNIya kriyA bhUlathI AcaravAthI paNa samyagdaSTi AtmA keTalo badho duHkhI banI jAya che, te A dRSTAta uparathI paNa ghaNI ja sArI rIte kalpI zakAya tema che. te sAta mahAtmAonI thaI gayelI avajJA badala, pazcAttApane pAmelo te ahaMddatta zreSThI, kArtika suda sAtame mathurA gayo. tyAM jaIne teNe prathama to zrI jinacaityonI pUjA karI ane te pachI pelA sAta mahAtmAonI pAse jaIne temane vajana karyuM temaja pote karelA avajJAdoSane jaNAvavApUrvaka kSamAnI yAcanA karI. uttama zrAvako kevI bhAvanAvALA Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hoya che, te samajavA jevuM che. ahaMdate evo bacAva na zodhyo ke, 'ApaNe kyAM jANI joIne AzAtanA karI che ? ApaNane zI khabara ke. A jaMghAcAraNa munio haze ? meM to temane svecchAcArI dhArIne ja avajJA karI hatI ne ?' sAcA zrAvako Avo bacAva na kare, te to samaje ke, guNIne meM avaguNI pyA, e mArI bhUla ! mane zaMkA paDI to mAre pUchavuM joItuM hatuM. AjanA ghaNA kharA to AvuM samaje nahi paNa khoTo bacAva ja kare; kAraNake, kugurUnA tyAganI ane sugurunA svIkAranI samyagdaSTi AtmAomAM je vRtti hoya che, tevI ja moTI khAmI che. tyArabAda, zatrughnane paNa khabara paDI ke, mArA dezamAM utpanna thayelo daivika vyAdhi sAta mahAtmAonA prabhAvathI zAMta thaI gayo che. AthI te paNa kAtikInA divase mathurAnagarImAM Avyo ane te mahAtmAonI pAse pahoMcyo. zatrughna AvIne te mahAtmAone vadana karavApUrvaka vinaMtI karI ke. 'Apa mArA gherathI bhikSA grahaNa karo !" zatrughnanI A vinaMtInA uttaramAM zrI jainadarzanamAM sAdhuone mATe rAjapiMDano niSedha karAyo che; e kAraNe te mahAtmAoe kahyuM ke, sAdhunAM rasanAviMDo na doqte ? 'sAdhuone rAjapiMDa levo dhe nahi !' A rIte potAne tyAMthI bhikSA grahaNa karavAnI vinaMtIno asvIkAra thavAthI, puna: paNa zatrughna te mahAtmAo prati vinaMtI karI ke, "XXXXXXXXX, yuTya mathyAvArikha: 2 maDhDheze daiviko rogaH zAMto yuSmatprabhAvataH / / 1 / / "tannovAnugrahAyeDha, tiSThata ? sarvA pravRttirbhavatAM, hyanyopakRtihetave // 21 // " Apa mArA upakArI cho. mArA dezamAM utpanna thayelo daivika roga ApanA ja prabhAvathI zAMta thayo che. AthI lokonA anugahane mATe Apa haju paNa ahIM thoDo vakhata sthiratA karo. ApanI ApanA jevA mahAtmAonI to saghaLI ja 100 ...ahaMdattaSThi- saddha Atazatalata ane .... atu itu atil itil itu il il illai Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 102 ....sItAne kalaMka.....(1-6 pravRtti anyonA upakAramAM ja hetubhUta hoya che.' zatrughnanI A vinaMtIno paNa te sAta mahAtmAo asvIkAra kare che. teo pharamAve che ke, 'te varSARtuno kAla cAlyo gayo, ke je kALamAM sthiratA karIne rahI zakAya. A to tIrthayAtrAno kAla che. eTale ame have vihAra karIzuM eka sthale munio sthira rahetA ja nathI.' A uparAMta te mahAtmAoe zatrughnanI manovRtti kaLI jaIne, ema paNa pharamAvyuM ke, 'gRhasthonA ghera ghera tuM zrI arihanta paramAtmAnA bimbane karAva, eTale A nagarImAM koIneya kadi vyAdhi thaze nahi." mathurAmAM pratyeka gharamAM jinabiMbanI sthApanA A pramANe kahIne te saptarSio uDIne anyatra cAlyA gayA. temanA bAda zatrughne paNa, teoe pharamAvyuM hatuM tema ghera ghera zrI jinabimba karAvatAM, loko nirogI thaI gayA. zatrughne te sAta paramarSionI paNa ratnamaya pratimAo karAvI ane mathurAmAM cAreya dizAomAM tene sthApana karAvI. AvI rIte zatrughnano mathurAnagarIno Agraha ane tenA pariNAmane lagato prasaMga pUro thAya che. have A mahAkAvyanA racayitA, paramaupakArI, kalikAlasarvajJa, AcAryabhagavAn zrImad hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA, rAma-lakSmaNe vaitADhyagirinI samasta dakSiNa zreNi upara meLavelA vijayanA vRttAntane varNave che. ahIM vijayanA vRttAnta tarIke yuddhanuM vizeSa varNana nathI karyu, paNa te pradezamA kayA kAraNe temane javuM paDyuM te vagerenuM varNana karyuM che. te samaye vaitADhyagiri upara 'ratnapura' nAmanuM eka nagara hatuM. A nagara vaitADhayagirinI dakSiNazreNinA AbhUSaNa rUpa hatuM. 'ratnaratha' nAmano rAjA tyAM rAjya karato hato. te rAjAnI 'caMdramukhI' nAmanI rANInI kukSithI janmelI 'manoramA' nAme dIkarI hatI. ratnaratha rAjAnI te dIkarInuM nAma mAtra ja manoramA hatuM ema nahi, paraMtu rUpe paNa te kanyA manoramA hatI. 'yauvanavayane pAmelI A kanyA kone ApavI ?' e vize rAjA ratnaratha ekavAra maMtraNA karI rahyA che. barAbara e ja vakhate nAradajInI tyAM padharAmaNI thAya che. Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ratnaratharAjAne zrI nAradajInI salAha nAradajI eTale? ati vAcALa... vagara pUchaye paNa bolI nAMkhe ane na hoya tyAM klaha paNa paNa utpanna karAvI de. nAradajI jema ati vAcALa tarIke oLakhAya che, tema te kalaha jovAnA AkAMkSI tarIke paNa oLakhAya che. ahIM emane moko maLI gayo. rAjA ratnaratha potAnI yovanavayane pAmelI putrI manoramA kone devI ? e vize maMtraNA calAvI rahela che, eTale nAradajI kahe che ke, 'A tyA to lakSmaNane lAyaka che. zrI rAmacandrajI jevAnA nAnA bhAI, zrI rAvaNa jevAne haNI rAkSasadvIpa upara vijaya prApta karanArA ane vAsudeva evA zrI lakSmaNajInuM nAma devAmAM Ama to zo ja vAMdho na gaNAya, paNa ahIM to gotravara hatuM. gotravera, e eka bhayaMkara jAtinuM vaira che.e vaira vaMzaparaMparAmAM paNa prAya: dIrdhakAla paryanta cAlyA kare che. te te kuLanA gotrIo, potAnA jIvana daramyAna kAMI ja na banyuM hoya toya, prAyaH paraspara vaira rAkhanArA hoya che. amuka gotra sAthe vera baMdhAyuM, eTale e gotramAM je koI janme tene vairI ja mAnavo, AvI vRtti gotra vairane AdhIna banelAonI hoya che. gotra vaira, e paNa jANe ke eka jAtino vAraso ja hoya, ema mAnanArA ajJAna ane vivekazUnya AtmAo paNa, A ja duniyAmAM sArI evI saMkhyAmAM astitva dharAve che. jAnavRtti vahiM siMhavRttine keLavo vivekI AtmAe to koI paNa jIvanA verI banavAnuM hoya nahi. vizvanA prANI mAtra pratye maitrIbhAva hovo joIe, paNa A koInIya sAthe vera nahi hovuM joIe. A saMsAramAM vaira to te vastunI sAthe keLavavuM joIe ke je vastu sAcosAca duzmanarUpa ja che. duniyAnA ajJAna jIvo ene samajatA nathI. duniyAnA ajJAna jIvo sAcA duzmananI sAthe laDatA nathI ane duzmane utpanna karelA duzmananI sAthe laDavAne taiyAra thaI jAya che. e siMhavRtti nathI paNa 103 ..ahiMdazreSThi-saddha Adata ane cattA.........4 iiiiiiiiiiii Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e bha raSTa 104 sItAne kalaMka....bhAga-6 zvAnavRtti che. siMha bANa tarapha nahi doDatAM, bANa mAranAra upara ja tarApa mAravA doDe che jyAre zvAna lAkaDI mAranAra upara nahi dhasatA lAkaDI tarapha doDe che. e ja rIte ajJAna jIvo paNa du:khanA vAstavika kAraNano nAza karavAne mATe prayatnazIla nathI banatA, paNa du:khanA vAstavika kAraNa yoge prApta thayelI sAmagrIno sAmano karavA tatpara bane che. e siMhavRtti nathI paNa zvAnavRtti che. vicAra karo ke'A saMsAramAM kharekhara duzmanarUpa kaI vastu che ?' sabhA : AtmAe pote bAMdhelA karma. che pUjyazrI : barAbara che. karma e ja moTAmAM moTo duzmana kAraNake, sarva Apatti enA yoge prApta thAya che.AtmA anAdikAlathI e karmarUpa duzmananA kArAgAramAM kedI banelo che. jyAM sudhI e kArAgArane bhedI bahAra na nIkLAya, eTale ke, tenAthI sarvathA mukta na banAya, tyAM sudhI saghaLAM ja du:khono saMpUrNa anta, e asaMbhavita vastu che. suvarNano mATI sAthe jevo ekameka svarUpa yoga che, tevo ja AtmAno karmanI sAtheno yoga che ema kahI zakAya. AtmA cetana che ane karma jaDa che. e beno je ekameka svarUpa yoga, te ja AtmAno saMsAra che ane tevA prakAranA yogano je viyoga te ja AtmAno mokSa che. muktAtmA sAtheno jaDasparza e vastutaH yoga kaheDAvavAne lAyaka nathI; kAraNake, AtmAne kAMI ja asara karI zakto nathI. evo sparza banyo rahe ethI muMjhAvavAnuM hoya ja nahi. tevA prakArano yoga ja duHkhadAyaka che, ke je yoga sparza mAtra rUpa nathI paNa ekameka svarUpa che, duniyAmAM sArI-narasI je kAMI sAmagrI prApta thAya che te zubhAzubha karmathI prApta thAya che. karmabaddha AtmAone duniyAnA duzmano bhale herAna karI zakatA hoya, paNa karmamukta AtmAne samarthamAM samartha paNa duzmana herAna karI zakato nathI. ApaNuM koI apamAna kare, ApaNane koI hAni pahoMcADe, tyAre agara tevA Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ i itu i i dareka prasaMge ApaNe samajavuM joIe ke eTalo mArA duSkarmano udaya.' Avo khyAla vairabhAvanAne utpanna thavA deto nathI ane verabhAvanA kadAca utpanna thaI gaI hoya to ya tene upazamavanAro nivaDe che. duniyAnA jIvo jo zvAnavRtti tyajIne siMhavRttine keLave, to A duniyAmAMthI ghaNAkharA kajIyAo nAbuda thaI jAya. ghaNAkharA vero zamI jAya ane pariNAme du:kha mAtranuM je kAraNa karma che. tenAthI AtmA sarvathA mukta banI jAya. nAradajIne mAravAno Adeza ane hukama thatAM nAradajInuM AkAza mArge gamana rAjA ratnarathane zrI lakSmaNajInI sAthe gotrarvara hatuM, eTale nAradajIe zrI lakSmaNajIne manoramA devAnI salAha ApI AthI ratnaratha rAjAnI putrI kopane pAmI, ane teNe potAnA nokarane bhUsaMjJA dvArA AjJA paNa pharamAvI ke, 'A vIra puruSa ne mAro !' jeonI sAthe gotravera hoya che, teomAMnA koIne paNa kanyA devI, e jagatamAM hiNapatabharyuM kArya gaNAya che; eTale potAnA gotranuM abhimAna dharAvanArA AtmAo AvI vAtothI paNa gusse thAya, emAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM kAMI ja nathI. rAjA ratnarathanI putrIe bhusaMjJA dvArA, nAradajIne mAravAno potAnA nokarone hukama pharamAvyo, ethI nokaro potAnI svAminInA hukamano amala karavA mATe ukyA te paNa buddhimAna evA nAradajI nokaronA hetune kaLI gayA. tarata ja pakSInI jema tyAMthI AkAza mArge gamana karIne uDIne, nAradajI sIdhA ja zrI lakSmaNajInI pAse AvI pahoMcyA. nAradajI buddhimAna hatA ane vaLI AkAzamAM uDavAnI zaktine paNa dharAvatA hatA, eTale jo ke enA phaMghamAM phasAyA nahi, paNa tethI temane cena paDyuM nahi, apamAna karavAnuM vacana evA ja moMmA pAchuM lakhAvavAno emaNe prayatna Adaryo kalahaprekSaNanA AkAMkSI AtmAne AvI taka maLe e to emane mana AnaMdano viSaya 105 ..adattaSThi-saddha Atana ane yAttA....4 i i i itu i Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 106 Percepcerelercepcepereris sItAbe kalaMka....bhAga-6 gaNAya. AthI zrI nAradajIe paheluM kAma to e karyuM ke ratnaratha rAjAnI te manoramA nAmanI rUpavatI nyAne paTa upara AlekhI. pachI e citrapaTa laIne nAradajI zrI lakSmaNajInI pAse gayA. zrI lakSmaNajIne te citra batAvyuM ane sAthe sAthe potAnA vRttAntane paNa AdithI mAMDIne anna sudhI kahI saMbhaLAvyo. viSaya sukhonA bhogavaTAmAM paDelA ane leza paNa apamAnane nahi sahI zakanArA AtmAone, A rIte paNa kSaNavAramAM yuddhane mATe uttejita karI zakAya che. eka to manoramA rUpe manoramA hatI ane emAM apamAnanuM kAraNa bhaLyuM, eTale pUchavuM ja zuM? sabhA: emAM apamAna ? pUjyazrI : zrI nAradajIe ratnaratha rAjAne zrI lakSmaNajIne kanyA devAnI salAha ApI mATe temane mAravAno hukama thayo, eTale emAM zrI lakSmaNajI jevAne potAnuM apamAna lAge te svAbhAvika che. ema paNa thAya che, evI te e jyA kevI, ke je tenA svAmI tarIke mAruM nAma sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe ja pulakita thavAne badale kopita thAya? enI tAkAta zI ? have to ene paraNya ja chUTako.' yuddha, vijaya ane manoramAnI sAthe pANigrahaNa ahIM to zrI lakSmaNajImAM manoramAnuM rUpa joIne anurAga pragaTyo che. manoramAnA rUpadarzanathI anurAgI banelA zrI lakSmaNajI kSaNavAramAM yuddha karavAne taiyAra thaI gayA ane rAkSaso tathA vidyAdharothI parivarelA te ratnapura nagaranI pAse AvI pahoMcyA. zrI lakSmaNajI jevAne mATe rAjA ratnarathane jItavo, e to sAmAnya vAta hatI. zrI lakSmaNajIe tene tarata ja jItI lIdho ane jItAyelA evA teNe paNa potAnI zrIdAmA' nAmanI kanyA rAmacaMdrajIne ApI ane 'manoramA nAmanI kyA zrI lakSmaNajIne ApI. A pachI, zrI rAmacandrajI ane zrI lakSmaNajI vaitADhyagirinI samagra dakSiNa eNine jItIne ayodhyAmAM pAchA pharyA ane sukhapUrvaka rAjyanuM pAlana karavA lAgyA. Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ....ahaMdazzreSTha-saddha svAdhInatA ane parAdhInatA juo ke, je kanyA jene paraNavAne icchatI nahotI, je kanyA jenuM nAma sAMbhaLatA kopane pAmI hatI, te ja kanyAne te ja zrI lakSmaNajInI sevAmAM javuM paDyuM, paraNavuM paNa paDyuM ane AdhIna paNa banavuM paDyuM. puNya pAMsarU hoya ane garva jIvananA aMta sudhI Takyo paNa rahe, paNa tethI zuM ? e garvanuM pariNAma to vadhAre parAdhIna banAvanAruM ja ke bIjuM koI ? saMsAranI caDatI - paDatI puNya - pApane AdhIna che. mANasa game tevo khumArIvALo hoya, paNa puNya paravAre eTale eno parAjaya thayA vinA rahe nahi. e rIte parAjayane pAmanAro kAramo ghamaMDI hoya to ye name nahi e zakya che; paraMtu mare ke kArAvAsa bhogave. e to cokkasa ne? enuM maraNa paNa durgatigamananI sAkSIrUpa hoya. saMsAramAM rahevuM ane svAmI na joIe ema kahevAnA cALA karavA, e IrAghapUrvaka jhera pIne maravA jevuM che. jene svAmI na joIe, saMpUrNa svAdhInatA joIe. teNe to saMsArane tyajI devo, bhAgavatI dIkSA grahaNa karavI, ArAdhanAmAM apramatta banavuM ane e rIte saMpUrNa nirjarA sAdhI mukta banavuM, muktAvasthA e ja eka saMpUrNa svAdhIna avasthA che. e avasthA pAmyA pachI koIja kALe leza paNa parAdhInatA prApta thatI nathI. evo prayatna to karavo nahi ane svAdhIna banavAnI vAto karIne khoTA udhamAto macAvavA, e potAnI parAdhInatAne vadhu sajjaDa banAvavA jevuM che, muktAvasthA, e svAdhIna avasthA che ane baddhAvasthA e parAdhIna avasthA che. baddhAvasthA rUpa parAdhInatA sajIva che temaja tene nirmULa karavAno prayAsa sarakho paNa che nahi, tyAM svAdhInatA sevavAnA manoratho, e agnimAM paDI ThaMDaka prApta karavAnA manoratho jevA viparIta pariNAmane pamADanArA manoratho che. zrI rAma-zrI lakSmaNajIno parivAra have ahIM pharamAvyuM che ke poDhazAnti-pUravadhU-sahacuM namrAhya tu ? mahiSyo'STAbhavaMstrata, vizalyA rupavatyapi // 1 // itil itu iyl i i i itu zatA ane pracAttA... 107 Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 108 @@@@ @@@@@@@@@@@ vanamAnA gha donyA-mAbhid 1 ratnamAlanacal / jitapadmA'bhayavatI, cASTamA tu manoramA // 2 // sunavo he zate sAdhe, taiSvaSTa mahiSIbhavAH / zrIdharo'bhUda vizalyAbhU, pRthivItilakaH puna / 13 / / jaucttyaaro vana-mAnAnonasaMpadh: / zrIkezI jitapadmAyA:, kalyANAyAstu maMgalaH // 4 // supArzvakIrtistu mano-ramAyA vimala: punaH / ratimAnAmUramaya-vatI satyadItidb: ko/ "rAmacanmaphenca - ccataravarataMtra methinI re pramAvatI ratinimA, zraDhAmAM tuM ghatudhidot " "zrI lakSmaNajInI kula soLa hajAra anta: pura vadhuo thaI, jemAM ATha paTarANIo hatI. te ATha paTarANIonAM nAmo anukrame vizalyA, rUpavatI. vanamAlA, lyANamAlikA, ratnamAlikA, jitapabA, abhayavatI ane manoramA - evA hatA. zrI lakSmaNajI kula aDhIso putronA pitA banyA, jemAnAM ATha putro ATha paTarANIonA hatA. vizalyAnA putranuM nAma zrIdhara hatuM rUpavatInA putranuM nAma pRthvItilaka hatuM. vanamAlAnA putranuM nAma arjuna hatuM. jitapadAnA putranuM nAma zrIkezI hatuM, kalyANamAlIkAnA putranuM nAma maMgala hatuM, manoramAnA putranuM nAma supArzvakIti hatuM, ratimAlAnA putranuM nAma vimala hatuM ane abhayavatInA putranuM nAma satyakIti hatuM ane zrI rAmacandrajIne cAra mAdevIo hatI jemanAM anukrame nAmo sItAdevI, prabhAvatI, ratinibhA ane zrIghamA e hatA." sItAne kalaMka....bhaga-6 @@@@@@@@9 Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sItAdevIne svapna ane aniSTo nivAraNano upAya mahAsatI sItAdevIe be aSTApada prANIone mukhamAM pravezatA joyA e be putronA avatAranuM sUcana hovA chatAM te be aSTApadone vimAnamAMthI cyavatA joyA tethI zrI rAmacandrajIne anISTanuM eMdhANa lAgyuM che. putraprAptinI saMbhAvanAthI rAmacandrajI khuza thayA che, paNa putraprApti e ja sukhanuM kAraNa nathI, enAthI mA-bApanI durgati aTakatI nathI. mithyASTionI e mAnyatA bhUla bharelI che. aniSTa svapna e duSkarmanA udayanI AgAhI karanAra che. paNa te kALe durthAna na karatAM dharma ja zaraNarupa che. tema samajI vivekapUrvaka vartavuM joIe e vAta ahIM bahu spaSTa karAI che. chelle 'ghAya: pravIThThA nodonimitA' kahIne mahApuruSo uparanA Aropa lokoe joDelA hoya che. e vAtane spaSTa karavA sAthe mahAsatIjI uparanuM kalaMkanA mULamAM teonI sapatnIonuM vicitra parAkrama varNavAyuM che. 109 Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 110 sItAdevIne svapna ane aniSTa nivAraNano upAya putra prApti e zuM sukhanuM kAraNa che ? putra thAya eTale bApanI durgati na rokAya ? koInA paNa puNyodayanI IrSyA na karo ! * duSkarmano udaya AvavAnI taiyArI * zIlanA arthI AtmAoe Aje sAvadha rahevuM joIe * zIlanA arthIe vivekapUrvakamaryAdAonuM pAlana karavuM joIe zrImatI sItAjInI sapatnIo zrImatI sItAjI mATe tadna khoTI vAta rAmacaMdrajIne karI karmasattAnA upadravathI AtmAne bacAvanAra kharekhara jaina zAsana che anukUla padArtho maLavA ke bhogavavA e IcchAne AdhIna nathI zrImatI sItAjInA doSanI vAta lokamAM zokyoe phelAvI. vidhamAna ke avidhamAna doSone gAnArAono toTo nathI. nidArasikatA potAnA AtmA pratye keLavo. unmArganA rasiko dvArA mahApuruSo ane sanmArga upara thatuM AkramaNa zrImatI sItAjIo dohada ane mahendrodaya udhAnamAM gamana zrImatI sItAjInuM jamaNuM netra pharake che ApattinA samaye samAdhi jaLavAya te rIte raho ! du:khamAM paNa sukha anubhavI zakAya cakravartI ane IndranA karatAM paNa sAdhuo vizeSa sukhane anubhave che duHkhanuM kAraNa mamatvanuM baMdhana ! muktimArganI ArAdhanAmAM dattacitta bano ! AjanA dhIMgANA ane viplavanA vAtAvaraNa samaye zraddhALuonI pharaja * karmasattA rIjhavI rIjhe paNa nahi raDaye pIgaLe paNa nahi du:kha pratye nahi, paNa pApa pratye tiraskAra pragaTavo joIe koI koInA paNa duSkarmodayane anyathA karI zake ja nahi * dhIra ane vIra banI samabhAve veTho Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ I sItAdevIne svapna ane aniSTa nivAraNano upAya A rIte zrI rAma-lakSmaNanA parivAranuM varNana karyA bAda, kalikALasarvajJa, AcArya bhagavAn zrImad hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA, zrImatI sItAdevI upara AvelA kalaMkanA vRttAntane varNavavAnuM zarU karatA pharamAve che ke, "ekavAra RtusnAtA zrImatI sItAdevIe rAtrine aMte svapna joyuM. e svapnamAM zrImatI sItAdevIe vimAnamAMthI cyavelA be aSTApada mRgone potAnA mukhamAM praveza karatA joyA. zrImatI sItAdevIe A vAta zrI rAmacandrajIne jaNAvI. javAbamAM zrI rAmacandrajIe zrImatI sItAjIne kahayuM ke, "be aSTApada mRgone te tArA mukhamAM pravezatA joyA, e sUcave che ke, tane be vIra putronI prApti thaze, paNa te be aSTApadamRgone te vimAnamAMthI je yavelA joyA, tethI mane harSa thato nathI. zrImatI sItAdevIe je be aSTApadamRgone potAnA mukhamAM praveza karatAM joyAM te be aSTApada mRgone temaNe vimAnamAMthI je cyavelA joyA, tethI zrI rAmacaMdrajIne koI aniSTa bhAvino khyAla Ave che. e vinA zrI rAmacandrajI jevA A pramANe kahe e bane nahi. sabhA : be vIra putro thavAnA che, e jANIne to AnaMda thAya ne ? pUjayazrI : vIra putronI prApti, e saMsArIonA AnaMdano viSaya bane te svAbhAvika che; paraMtu ahIM to sAthe aniSTanI lpanA saMtadevane svarNa ane aSTa nivAraNano upaya il iiiiiitu il itil illai """"""" ra 111 Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 112 ..sItAne kalaMka....bha.-6 khaDI thaI che, eTale AnaMda nathI thato, game tevA zUravIrane paNa aniSTanI klpanA hacamacAvI mUke che. aniSTa kone priya che ? aniSTa priya nathI, enA to A jagatamAM udhamAto che, paNa duniyAne khabara nathI ke, udhamAto aniSTavidAraka nathI paNa aniSTavardhaka che. aniSTathI sarvathA para to te che, ke je aniSTanA kAraNathI ja para che. aniSTanuM kAraNa AtmAnI sAtheno karmano saMbaMdha che. karmano saMyoga TaLe nahi, tyAM sudhI aniSTanI saMbhAvanA TaLe nahi. aniSTathI DaranArAoe to e saMyogane ja nAbUda karavA udyamazIla banavuM joIe. ene badale Aje to e saMyoga puSTa bane, eTaluM ja nahiM paNa e kAramA svarUpavALo bane, evA prayatno thaI rahyA che. je ahiMsAdi dvArA e saMyogone nAbUda karI zakAya, te ahiMsAdine paNa Aje to te saMyogane puSTa ane raudra banAvavAmAM upayoga thaI rahyo che. kharekhara, jenuM bhAvi bhayaMkara hoya che, teone mATe saMvaranA sthAno paNa AzravanA sthAno banI jAya che; je dvArA nirjarA sAdhI zakAya, tenA ja dvArA tevAo azubha karmabandhane sAdhe che. AthI upakArIo pharamAve che ke, jJAnIonI AjJA mujaba kevaLa mokSanA ja hetuthI saMsArathI virakta banIne ratnatrayInI ArAdhanAmAM rata banavuM, e ja aniSTa nivAraNano eka mAtra amogha upAya che. putraprApti e zuM sukhanuM kAraNa che ? zrI rAmacaMdrajInA kthana parathI paNa samajI zakAya tema che ke, ghaNA sukha vacce raheluM thoDuM du:kha jIvone iSTa nathI. jJAnIo pharamAve che ke, jIva mAtrane du:khathI paNa rahita ane antathI paNa rahita evuM sukha joIe che. anubhava paNa e ja kahe che. chatAM duniyAnA jIvo du:kha mizrita ane nAzavaMta evA sukhane ja vAstavika sukha mAnIne pravRtti karI rahyA che. putra vinAnA mANaso putranI icchA rAkhe che, temanI klpanA evI hoya che, ke 'putra hoya to sukha. A klpanA vyAjabI che ? AvI klpanAmAM viveka che ? putra koI di' mAMdo paDe ke nahi ? eka di' e maravAno kharo ke nahi ? e na mare, to bApane eka di' enI pahelA maravAnuM kharUM ke nahi ? koIneya maraNa choDavAnuM nathI. Page #131 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ? thayo, evA vakhate putranA mohamAM phaselAone keTaluM du:kha thAya paNa uDAu nIkaLyo to ? durAcArathI AbarUne baTTo lagADanAro nivaDyo to ? sabhA : du:kha thAya. pUjyazrI : e du:kha koNe ubhu karyuM ? sabhA : badhA kAMI evA nivaDe che ? putra : pUjyazrI : paNa koI evA nivaDatA ja nathI, ema to tame kahI zako ema nathI ne ? vivekI ane sadAcArI paNa putra mAMdo na ja thAya, evuM thoDuM ja che ? mare nahi, evuM thoDuM ja che ? e vadhAre jIve to bApane vahelA javuM paDe, e to cokksa che ne ? eTale putraprAptimAM kalpeluM sukha kevuM ? vinAzI ke avinAzI ? sabhA: vinAzI che. pUjyazrI H chatA putra prApti mATenI icchA keTalI ? sabhA : putra prApti vinA vaMza Take nahi ne ? pUjyazrI : dhAro ke, vaMza na Take, to paNa temAM nuksAna zuM ? vaMza TakAvavo, e sukhanuM kAraNa che ? maryA pachI keTalAka jovA AvyA ke, 'mAro vaMza Takyo che ke nahi ?' A saMsAramAM keTalA vaMzo nAmazeSa thaI gayA ? A duniyAmAM jenA nAmanI paNa koIne khabara nathI, evA keTalA vaMzo nAza pAmyA ? vaMzane TakAvIne zuM tamAre tamArA pApanuM kArakhAnuM cAlu rAkhIne maravuM che ? upakArIo to pharamAve che ke, jIvatA tyAga na thayo, to chevaTe maratI veLAe to jarUra saghaLuM vosarAvI devuM. maratI veLAe to A zarIrane paNa vosarAvI devuM joIe, ke jethI pAchaLanI koIpaNa kAryavAhI sAthe AtmAno saMbaMdha rahe nahi. putra thAya eTale bApanI durgati na rokAya ? sabhA : putra na hoya to durgati thAya ema paNa mAnavAmAM Ave pUjyazrI : e mAnyatA mithyAddaSTionI che, jemane vastu svarUpano khyAla nathI. putra ja jo durgatie jatAM rokI zakato hoya, to ...sItAdevIne svaghna ane aniSTa nivAraNano upAya.......... 113 icche utchen Dv. >> >> Page #132 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 114 RRRRRRRRRRRRRRReperleri .sItAne kalaMka bhAga- tevuM mAnanArAo bIjA paNa je dharma karma potAnI samaja mujaba kare che, tenuM kAraNa zuM? putravALA paNa pApI AtmAnI sadgati thAya, e zakya che ? pApodaye thatI durgatimAM, nathI to putra ADe AvI zakato, nathI to patnI ADe AvI zaktI. durgatithI bacavuM hoya to pApathI baco ane zubha sthAne pahoMcavA mATe dharmane sevo, jIvone durgatimAM paDatAM bacAvI laIne zubha sthAnamAM sthApana karavAnuM sAmarthya eka mAtra dharmamAM ja che ane dharma te ja che, ke zrI jinAjJAthI pratibaddha che. zrI jinAjJAthI viparIta paNe AcaravAmAM AvatA ahiMsAdi anuSThAno paNa dharma rUpa nathI kAraNake, ahiMsAdi anuSThAnone AcaravAno vAstavika vidhi jo koIe paNa batAvyo hoya, to te eka zrI jinezvaradevoe ja batAvyo che. ahIM zrI rAmacandrajIe zrImatI sItAdevIne kahyuM ke, 'be aSTApada mRgone vimAnamAMthI je cyavelA joyA, tethI mane AnaMda thato nathI.' enA uttaramAM zrImatI sItAdevIe kahayuM ke, dharmanA ane 4 ApanA mahAbhyathI sarva sAru thaze." kharekhara, je kAMI sAruM thAya che, te dharma ane dharmazIla AtmAonA mAhAmyathI ja sAruM thAya che. dharma ane dharmazIla AtmAonA mAhAbhyathI aniSTanivAraNa ane ISTaprApti zakya che. tathAvidha pApodaya hoya ane ethI kAramI paNa Apatti Ave, paraMtu dharmanuM zaraNa svIkAranAra AtmAo to ApattinA samayamAM paNa anupama zAnti bhogavI zake che. koInA paNa puNyodayanI IrSyA na karo ! A rIte zrImatI sItAdevI Avo uttara ApIne, garbha dhAraNa karavA lAgyAM. sItAdevI upara zrI rAmacandrajIno prathamathI ja vizeSa anurAga hato ane garbhadhAraNanA kAraNe te vadhyo. zrI rAmacandrajIno anurAga vadhe te zrImatI sItAdevInI sapatnIothI kema khamAya ? zrImatI sItAjIne putra thAya, to zokyonI kimata ghaTe ne ? kharekhara, A duniyAmAM mithyA mAnyatAono to koI toTo ja nathI. karmavazavartI ajJAna AtmAo jeTalI khoTI lpanAo na kare teTalI ochI. sAmAno anurAga vadhavA ghaTavAmAM ApaNuM puNya-pApa kAma Page #133 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kare che, eno khyAla ajJAna jIvone hoto nathI. samaju AdamI puNyavAnonI IrSyA na kare. bIjAne maLe te potAne na maLe, to 'bIjAno puNyodaya ane mAro pApodaya' ema samajavuM joIe. bIjAne sukhI bhALIne temanI IrSyA na karo ane bIjAne du:khI bhALIne temano tiraskAra na karo. zrImatI sItAjI garbhavatI banyA ane ethI zrI rAmacandrajInA vizeSa anurAgane pAtra banyAM, temAM IrSyA zA mATe karavI joIe ? IrSyA karyo lAbha ke geralAbha ? ApaNA prayatnathI kadAca sAmAne tenA azubhoye duHkha Ave, paNa ethI ApaNe je pApamAM paDIe tenuM zuM? IrSALu banelA AtmAo zuM nathI karatA ? IrSALuM pote baLe che ane bIjAne bALavA mathe che. sAmAnuM sAruM joI zakavAnI udAratA jenAmAM nathI hotI tenAmAM IrSAne pragaTatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. IrSA pragaTI eTale duvicAro AvyA ja ane pachI zarU thAya duSTa kAryavAhI. jenA pratye IrSyA hoya, teno nAza karavAnI peravI zarU thAya AtmA tevA samaye keTalA badhA adhama pariNAmovALo bane ? IrSyALanA saghaLA prayatno phaLe ja, evo niyama nathI sAmAno tevo puNyodaya hoya to na paNa phaLe. IrSALunA prayatno phaLe ke na phaLe, paNa IrSyALu AtmA pApathI kharaDAyA vinA rahe nahi IrSyA durguNa bahu bhayaMkara che. enA yoge avaguNonI paraMparA vadhI jAya che. ane guNo hoya to ya te nAza pAmI jAya che. IrSALu AtmAo mAyAvI paNa tevA ja bane che kAraNake mAyA keLavIne paNa teo sAmAnuM bhUMDuM karavAnI icchAvALA hoya che. zrImatI sItAdevInI sapatnIoe paNa IrSAnA yoge mAyA keLavI che. mAyAvinI banIne teoe sarala evA zrImatI sItAdevIne potAnI kapaTajALamAM phsAvyA che. duSkarmano udaya AvavAnI taiyArI IrSALu AtmAo chidro zodhavAno prayatna kare, paNa chidra vinAnAmAMthI chidro jaDe kyAMthI ? chidra jaDe nahi e ADI-avaLI pAyA vinAnI vAto kare, te zrI rAmacandrajI mAne nahi. bIjI tarapha zrImatI sItAdevI saraLa che. temanAM hRdayamAM pApa nathI, eTale e to sItAdevIne svaccha ane aniSTa nivAraNano uyaya.. il itu itt itu iiiiiitu .........5 115 Page #134 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 116 leerderderderderderderderis sItAne kalaMka...bhAga-6 zokyonI sAthe pUrvavat snehathI varte che. saraLa mANaso khAsa prasaMga paDyA vinAM bIjAne doSita mAnavAne taiyAra thatA nathI. sAmAnA sAmAnya doSone to uttama AtmAo gaMbhIratAthI sahI le che. sarala AtmAone to daMbhI AtmAo paNa potAnA jevA lAge. daSTi evI sRSTi e dekhe, paNa ema nathI. sArAmAM sArA paNa mANasane kalaMkita karI detA durjano vAra na lagADe. zrImatI sItAjI to potAnA satIpaNA upara mustAka hatAM, kemake, emanAmAM doSa na hato. nirdoSane bhaya zo? sadAcArI, sadgaNI haMmezA nirbhaya hoya che. paNa pUrvenuM pApakarma kAMI choDe ? pUrve upajeluM azubha karma to potAno prabhAva dekhADe ne ? zrImatI sItAjInA duSkarmano udaya AvavAnI taiyArIo cAlI rahI che. paNa temane tenI khabara kyAMthI hoya ? zrIrAmacaMdrajIne atyanta priya evA zrImatI sItAjIne lpanA paNa kyAMthI hoya ke mAre mAthe kAramuM kalaMka Avaze to Avaze paNa khuda zrIrAmacaMdrajI paNa mane tyajI deze?" TheTha zrI rAvaNane tyAMthI paNa je mahAsatI niSkalaMkapaNe pAcho phare, te mahAsatIne pote potAnA patinA ja gharamAM laMkinI gaNAze. evI zaMkA paNa kyAMthI Ave ? paNa duSkarmano udaya duniyAne asaMbhavita lAgatI paNa vAtone sahejamAM saMbhavita banAvI de che. zrImatI sItAjInI pratye IrSyALuM banelI temanI sapatnIoe, ekavAra prasaMga pAmIne zrImatI sItAjIne kahyuM ke - __ "kIyUpo rAvaNo'bhUttaM likhitvA pradarzaya / " 'zrI rAvaNa kevo rUpavALo hato, te AlekhI batAvo !' zrI rAvaNanI AkRti jovAnI A lokone utsuktA nahotI. A lokone to zrImatI sItAjIne kalaMkita tarIke jAhera karI zakAya tevuM koI sAdhana meLavavAnI ja utkaMThA hatI. A to kapaTathI vAto thaI rahI che. sapatnIo kapaTamAM rame che, tyAre zrImatI sItAjI saraLabhAve vAta kare che. zrImatI sItAjI saraLabhAve ja javAba Ape che ke, "++++mayA DraSTa: sarvI na hi rAvaUTE / dRSTo taccaraNAveva, kathaM nAma likhAmi tam ? // 1 // " zrI rAvaNane meM sarva aMge joyo nathI; me to mAtra tenA be pagane ja joyA che eTale huM tene kevI rIte AlekhuM? vAta sAcI che. zrImatI sItAdevIe Page #135 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI rAvaNane kadi paNa uMcI AMkha karIne joyo nathI. zrI rAvaNanA baMdhanamAMthI choDAvavA mATe tatpara banelA zrI hanumAna jevAno paNa sparza karavAno InakAra karanAra mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjI zrI rAvaNane jue kharAM ? zrI hanumAna to potAnA svAmInA sevaka hatA, tyAM bhaya rAkhavAne koI kAraNa nahi hatuM te chatAMya satIpaNAnA AcArapAlanamAM makkama rahI zrImatI sItAdevIe spaSTa kahyuM hatuM ke, 'parapuruSano sparza mAre mATe yogya nathI, mATe tame svAmInI pAse jhaTa jAo, khabara Apo ane te pachI je kAMI karavA yogya haze, te tamArA svAmI ane mArA nAtha zrI rAmacaMdrajI karaze." zIlatA arthI AtmAoe Aje sAvadha rahevuM joIe satIono A dharma hato. zrI rAvaNanA AvAsamAM zrImatI sItAjIne ghaNo kALa rahevuM paDyuM che. ghUMTaNIe paDI paDIne vinavaNIo karavAmAM zrI rAvaNe kamInA nathI rAkhI. rAga ane roSabeya zrI rAvaNe batAvyA hatA, lAlaca ApIne ane bhaya darzAvIne, ubhaya prakAre zrImatI sItAjIne zIlabhraSTa karavAno zrI rAvaNe prayatna karyo hato. AvA paNa zrI rAvaNanI dehAkRtinI zrImatI sItAjIne mAhitI nathI. Aje ? AjanI to satIo paNa judI ane zrImatIo paNa judI ! pUrvakAlanI satIo zaktisaMpanna ane mananI paNa majabUta hovA chatAM, parapuruSanA rUparaMgAdine jovA eneya bhayaMkara mAnatI; kema ke emane zIlanI kiMmata hatI. zIla e emanuM paramabhUSaNa hatuM. Aje to zIlanA sodA thAya che, zIla zuM cIja che, enI ja Aje joItI gama nathI. anAyAse zIla pALe e vAta judI, jema vAMkAne koI kanyA de nahi, kyAMya javA jogI jagyA hoya nahi ane ayogya sthAne javA jogA paisA hoya nahi, eTale manamAM ja duvicAro kare ane zIla pALe e vAta judI. sAdhana hoya ke na hoya, paNa zIla zIla rUpe paLAvuM joIe. zIla, e to strIjIvanano parama alaMkAra che. 'zIlane bAdhA pahoMce te karatAM maravuM sAruM - evI zIlasaMpanna AtmAonI manodazA hoya che. zIlanI kiMmata hoya to ja zIlarUpe zIla paLAya. parastrInA puruSathI ane parapuruSanAM strIthI aMgopAMga na jovAya. yuvAnomAM thayA pachI to mA-dIkaro ane bhAI sItAdevane svapna ane aniSTa nivAraNano uThayA....... itil illai illai il itai 117 Page #136 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 118 cerceReRLeReadere Release sItAne kalaMka bhAga-6 bena paNa maryAdAthI ja varte. bolavA-cAlavAmAM ane besavA uThavAmAM maryAdA hItapaNe yuvAnomAM mA-dIkarAthI ke bhAI-bahenathI paNa na vartAya. badhA nAradajI jevA akhaMDa brahmacArI na hoya ane zrImatI sItAjI jevI badhI strIo satI na hoya, zIlanA arthI AtmAoe niraMtara sAvadha rahevuM joIe ane kuzIlatAne leza paNa avakAza na maLe te joyA karavuM joIe. Aje to divase divase viparIta pravRtti vadhatI jAya che. parapuruSa ane parastrIno saMsarga vadhato jAya che. zIla saMhAraka evA e saMsargane Aje udayanuM cinha mAnavAmAM Ave che, puruSonI sabhAmAM strIo bhASaNa karavA jAya, pikanIka karavA jAya ke prabhAtapherInA nAme rakhaDavA nIkaLe, emAM udaya nathI paNa nAza che. dharmajIvanano nAza thAya, evA khela na hoya, duniyAnI sAdhanA mATe dharmajIvananA nAzanI pravRtti calAvanArAo game tevA dharmAtmA kahevAtA hoya, te chatAM paNa tatvajJa AtmAonI dRSTie to te badhA ajJAna ane adhama ja che. sabhA: Aje to AvuM bahuM cAlI rahyAM che pUjyazrI: mATe to dhyAna khecavuM paDe che. aMtaragata saDo vadhato jAya che. e pravAhamAM taNAvA jevuM nathI. sUryanI sAme jotAnI sAthe ja jema daSTi khaseDI levI paDe che. tema puruSe parastrI sAmethI ane strIe parapuruSa sAmethI daSTi khaseDI levI joIe. viSayavAsanA, e kAMI Aja kAlanI che ? anantakALathI jIvo emAM TevAyelA che, eTale nimitta, pAmIne paDatAM vAra lAge nahi. samartha brahmacArI mahAtmAone brahmacaryanA saMrakSaNa mATe nava vADo batAvI, tenuM kAraNa zuM ? te nabaLA haze kema? nahi. teo paramasattvazIla hatA, paNa te mahAtmAomAM sAcuM jJAna ane sAcuM paropakArIpaNuM hatuM. e AjanA jevA uThAugIra nahi hatA ke naiSThika brahmacaryAdinA nAme saghacAronI saMrakSaka maryAdAone dezavaTo daI de ane bIjAone paNa tema karavAnuM kahe. sabhA : zuM e badhAmAM koI sArA nahi rahetA hoya ? Page #137 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUjayazrI : ApaNe kAMI tevA jJAnI nathI ke, nizcayathI kahI zakIe. emAM paNa sadAcAra saMpanna AtmAo hovAno saMbhava che, paNa ApaNI to vartamAnanA vAtAvaraNa pUratI vAta che. e rIte vartanAra badhA ja zIlabhraSTa che ema na kahevAya, toya zIlanA niyamone jALavavAnI upekSA e zIlanI upekSA che, ema avazya kahI zakAya. zIlatA arthIe vivekapUrvaka maryAdAonuM pAlana karavuM joIe sabhA : bIjA dezomAM evuM kyAM thAya che ? pUjyazrI : tyAM roja chUTAcheDA thAya che ? tyAMnI adAlatomAM chUTAcheDA meLavavA mATenA rojanA dAvA keTalA hoya che ? e vAdIprativAdI ubhayanA nivedano keTalIkvAra to evA vicitra hoya che ke, svaccha vAtAvaraNavALA dezamAM janmelAne trAsa upaje. ghRNA thAya ke - A dhaNI dhaNIANI ? A dezamAM nAdArInI adAlato to AvI. have chUTAcheDAnI adAlato lAvavI che ? e adAlatone lAvavAnI Aje bhUmikAo taiyAra thaI rahI che. Aje bhoLAo dhArmika zabdonA nAme unmArge ghasaDAI rahyAA che. bicArA potAnI unnati mAnIne avanatinA mArge doDI rahyA che. evAo to khUba ja dayApAtra che. anAryadezanI vAta na karo tyAM to parane cuMbana thAya che ane game te puruSa game te strIno hAtha pakaDI nAce che. ahIM e karavu che ane zIla sAcavavuM che anAryadezanA rivAja jema jema phelAtA jaze tema tema zIla bhAgaze ane zAnti paNa bhAgaze. nAdArInI jema chUTAcheDAnI paddhatisara adAlato thaze. nAdAra AdamI sAMja sudhI paisA le ane bIjI savAre nAdArImAM jAya. AvI nAdArIne lIdhe jema kone tyAM jame mUkavA ke kone dhIravA enI paMcAta ubhI thaI che, tema chUTAcheDAnuM kAma cAlyuM eTale kone paraNavuM e rojanI paMcAta thaze, roja navI cUDI phUTatI saMbhaLAze. Aje marye phUTe che, pachI jIvate phUTavA mAMDaze. anAryonI chAyAthI chavAyelA mANasonI paDakhe na jAo, ..sItAdevIne svaghna ane aniSTa nivAraNano upAya............ 119 Page #138 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ KERKERK @g 120 sItAne kalaMka....bhAga-6 paNa pUrvanA RSi munione mAnanArAone zaraNe jAo, ke jethI durAcAra ghaTe ane sadAcAra vadhe. kalikALanA svayaM guru banI besanArane zaraNe na jAo, nagurAno mArga nAzaka che. anAja badhAM sArAM ja hoya ema nahi, evA paNa hoya, ke je khAtA Apharo caDhe. badhAM ja dUdha puSTikAraka nathI. pInArAno prANa lenArAM dUdha paNa hoya che. kahenAra to kahe che ke 'huM navo akhataro karu chuM' paNa sAMbhaLanAre zuM kAma haiyAphATa banavuM joIe ? kahevAtA akhatarAo pAchaLa to keTalI vAra bhayaMkara badIo chUpAyelI hoya che. A to Aryadeza che. AryadezamAM vyabhicArane irAApUrvaka notarUM ApavA jevA bhayaMkara anAcArone sthAna hoya nahi. parapuruSa sAthe parastrI ke parastrI sAthe parapuruSe hAtha meLavavAno hoya nahi. Aje kharAba vAtAvaraNamAM paNa koI koI sArA rahelA dekhAya che, te pratApa AryasaMskAronA che. janmathI rUDha thayelA sArA saMskAro paNa pApathI bacAvI zake che. irAdApUrvaka maryAdA hInapaNe vartavu, e to jANIjoIne zIlanAzane paMthe paDavA jevuM che. maryAdA jALavavA chatAM paNa aNadhArI Aphata AvI paDe, to ye tevA vakhate sattvano sadupayoga karIne bacI javuM e judI vAta che paNa zIlanA arthIe maryAdA to jarUra jALavavI joIe. ahIM zrImatI sItAdevI kahe che ke, 'meM zrI rAvaNane sarvAMge joyo nathI; meM to mAtra tenA be pagane ja joyA che; eTaluM huM tenA rUpane kema AlekhI zakuM ? paNa sItAdevInI sapatnIo japatI nathI. emane to game te rIte paNa zrImatI sItAjIne kalaMkita TharAvI zakAya; evo muddo joIe che. AthI zrImatI sItAjInI sapatnIo kahe che ke, ''tatvAhAvayyAbhivra tva, maitu nastahIne '' 'zrI rAvaNanA sarvAMgonI khabara na hoya to kAMI nahi paNa tenA caraNanI to khabara che ne ? 'tenA caraNone paNa AlekhI batAvo amane te jovAnuM kautuka che.' potAnI sapatnIonA AvA kthanamAM Page #139 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sarala evA zrImatI satIjI phrANA. zrImatI sItAjIe zrI rAvaNanA caraNone AlekhyA. temane khabara nathI ke, potAnuM A bhoLapaNa potAnA ja saMhAra mATe thavAnuM che. zrImatI sItAjInI sapatnIo zrImatI sItAjI mATe taddata khoTI vAta zrI rAmacaMdrajIne karI zrImatI sItAjInI mAyAvinI ane IrSyALu sapatnIone ATaluM ja joItuM hatuM. have teo rAmacaMdrajIne kahI zake tema hatuM ke, 'jenA upara Apa bhArobhAra prema rAkho cho, jene Apa mahAsatI mAno cho, te zrImatI sItA to hajI zrI rAvaNanuM smaraNa kare che. ame to ene ghaNI mahAsatI mAnatAM hatAM, paNa amArA je nAtha che, tene mukIne e bIjAnuM dhyAna kare che, ema joyA ane jANyA pachI sadbhAva kema rahe? Apane emane ema kahIe, to Apane ema lAge ke, "ame zokyapaNAnI IrSyAthI kahIe chIe. 'eTale Apa amArI sAcI paNa vAtane mAno nahi; paNa A juo. amArI pAse purAvo che. sItAe jAte ja A zrI rAvaNanA caraNone AlekhelA che. AvA prakAre eka mahAsatIne zire kalaMka oDhADavA taiyAra thavuM, e jevuM tevuM duSkarma nathI. eka zIlasaMpanna AtmAne, kevaLa IrSAne vaza banI A rIte kuzIla TharAvavAno prayatna karavo, e ghaNuM ja adhama kArya che, paNa paudgalika svArthamAM bhAna bhUlelAonI dazA ja koI vyArI hoya che. ahIM zrI rAmacandrajI AvyA, eTale zrImatI sItAjInI sapatnIoe temane kahyuM ke, "rAvaLazya smaratyaghANaso sAtA tava priyA ?" "sItAsvahastalikhitaM, rAvaNasya kramaddhayam / pacaitannAtha nA nahi, sItA tajjaiva nAthate ??" ApanI priyA sItA haju paNa zrI rAvaNanuM smaraNa kare che.' ATaluM kahIne pote ja AgrahapUrvaka zrImatI sItAjInI pAse cItarAyelA zrI rAvaNanA be pagane batAvIne kahe che ke zrImatI sItAnA potAnA hAthe ja AlekhAyelA zrI rAvaNanA A be pagane juo ane he nAtha ! samajo ke zrImatI sItA haju zrI rAvaNane ja icchI rahI che. je kAMI kamInA ! paNa zrI rAmacandrajI to ughara mananA gaMbhIra che, eTale temaNe to AvuM kAMI banyuM ja na hoya evo vartAva karyo." sItAdevane svapna ane aniSTa nivAraNa uThAvyA.... illai itu itil illai 121 Page #140 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 122 ..sItAne kalaMka....bhAga-6 karmasattAnA upadravathI AtmAne bacAvanAra kharekhara jainazAsana che have duSkarmano udaya zuM kAma kare che ? te juo zrImatI sItAjI mahAsatI che, paNa pUrvabhavonI karaNInuM phaLa to bhogavavuM ja paDe ne ? keTalAMka karmo evA hoya che, ke jeno bhogavye ja chUTako thAya. zrI tIrthaMkaradeva jevAne paNa antimabhavamAM tevA duSkarmono udaya Ave to bhogavavo paDe che. duSkarmano kAramo udaya to sattvazIla zraddhAsaMpanna AtmAne parama nirjarA sAdhavAmAM nimittabhUta banI jAya che. duSkarmanA udaya samaye samabhAva Takyo rahe, to kAma thaI jAya. zrImatI sItAjInA duSkarmano udaya tIvra che. paraNyA pachI vanavAsa javuM paDyuM, tyAMthI vaLI rAkSasa dvIpamAM bandhanamAM paDavuM paDayuM ane have ahIM AnaMda kare che, tyAM navuM tUta ubhuM thAya che, zrImatI sItAjInI rakSA karanArA thoDA hatA ? rAjA janakanI dIkarI, bhAmaMDala jevAnI bhaginI, zrI rAmacaMdrajI jevAnI ardhAMganA ane zrI lakSmaNajI jevA to jenA dIyara, zrImatI sItAjIne sevakono toTo hato ? nahi, paNa karmasattA pAse koInuM ye cAle nahi. karmasattAnA upadravathI prabhuzAsana vinA bacAvanAra koI nathI. prabhuzAsanane pAmelA AtmAone duSkarmano udaya na hoya ema nahi, paNa e udayAvasthAmAM ya, A zAsana te AtmAne rIbAvA detuM nathI.e dazAmAM paNa A zAsanane pAmelo sattvazIla hoya, to akhaMDa zAMti bhogavI zake che. prabhuzAsanane pAmelA AtmAne, duSkarmanA tIvra udaya samaye paNa, itara AtmAonA jevI glAni ke mUMjhavaNa thatI nathI temaja tevA prakAranuM durdhyAna paNa AvatuM nathI vicAravAnuM to e che ke, zrI . lakSmaNajI jevA jenA caraNamAM mAthuM mUke ane zrI rAmacandrajI jevA jene hRdaya Ape te AtmA kevI ucca koTino haze ? tevA paNa AtmAne je duSkarma na choDe, te tamane ane mane choDe, ema? nahi ja. AthI ja upakArI mahApuruSo upadeze che ke, 'klyANano vAstavika mArga to e ja che ke, udayamAM AvatA karmone samabhAve sahavAM ane baMdhathI bacI nirjarA sAdhavAno prayAsa karyA karavo.' Page #141 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anukUla padArtho maLavA ke bhogavavA e icchAne AdhIna nathI je samayanI vAta cAle che, te samayamAM zrImatI sItAjI rAja sAhAbI bhogavI rahyA che. rAjya potAne ghera che, paNa duSkarmanA udaye mUkavuM paDaze. duniyAnI cIjo meLavavI, TakavI ke bhogavavI e icchAne AdhIna nathI paNa puNyane AdhIna che. vagara puNye puruSArthathI e na maLe mAtra puruSArthathI maLe evI koI cIja hoya, to te eka mukti ja che, ema kahI zakAya; kAraNake, muktinI sAdhanAmAM puruSArthanI pradhAnatA che. muktinI sAdhanA e ja sarva sukha ane sarva svAdhInatAnI sAdhanA che. bIjuM badhuM maLe te puNyodaye. puNya paravAre eTale cAlyuM jAya agara ApaNe ja cAlatA thavuM paDe, mukti evI cIja che ke maLyA pachI jAya ja nahi. mukti eTale ? karmanA saMyogathI chUTakAro. ekavAra chUTakAro thaI jAya pachI baMdhAvAnuM nahi paNa pUrepUro chUTakAro thaI javo joIe. karmanA saMyogathI ja parAdhInatA janmelI che. agara kaho ke, moTAmAM moTI parAdhInatA ja e che. AtmAnA guNo e ja AtmAnI vAstavika saMpatti che ane e saMpUrNapaNe pragaTI jAya pachI parAdhInatA zAnI? pArakAmAM mArApaNAnI buddhi, e bevakUphI che ane pArakAne potAnu mAnI jhUMTavavA nIkaLavuM, e sannipAta che. keTalAnA paise eka saToDIyA zrImaMta bane ? zrImataM banavA AvelA seMkaDo bhIkha mAMgatA thAya, daridrI thAya, paisA gumAve, tyAre thoDAka puNyavALA paisAdAra thAya. zAthI ? lakSmI parAdhIna che mATe ! parAdhIna mATeno prayatna e du:khano prayatna ane svAdhIna mATeno prayatna,e sukhano prayatna. svAdhInatAnA prayatnanA nAme Aje duniyA parAdhInatAnI pUMThe pAgala banI che. paNa dunyavI sAhAbI bhogavavAnuM puNya khatama thatAM te choDye ja chUTako thAya che. bAtha bhIDaye ke rakSako rAkhyuM paNa e TakI zake nahi. AthI ja, vivekIoe emAM mUMjhAvAnuM hoya nahi. ...sItAdevIne svapna ane aniSTa nivAraNano upAya ......... 123 kahe eTa che che(c) che. Page #142 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zreNa 124 (@@@@@@@@@@@ sitane kalaMka bhAga-3 zrImatI sItAjInA doSanI vAta lokamAM zokayoe phelAvI ApaNe joyuM ke, zrImatI sItAjInI sapatnIoe zrImatI sItAjInI saraLatAno pUrepUro lAbha lIdho, zrImatI sItAjInI sapatnIoe IrSALu banIne mAyAbharyA vacanothI zrImatI sItAjIne bhoLavyA ane kotUkanA nAme temanI pAse zrI rAvaNanA caraNone cItarAvyA. pachI zrI rAmacaMdrajIne moDhe taddana banAvaTI hakIkata kahI, paNa temAM temane saphaLatA maLI nahi. udAra manavALA zrI rAmacaMdrajIe to gaMbhIratA jALavI ane zrImatI sItAjIne paNa jANa thavA dIdhI nahi. zrI rAmacaMdrajI zrImatI sItAjInI sAthe pUrvavat snehathI vartavA lAgyA. zrImatI sItAjInI sapatnIothI A khamAyuM nahi. pote mArelI sogaThInuM dhAryuM pariNAma AvyuM nahi, eTale zrImatI sItAjInI saMpatnioe AgaLa pagaluM bharyuM. potAnI dAsIo dvArA zrImatI sItAjInI sapatnIoe te vAta lokamAM phelAvI, ghasIoe vAta phelAvI ane lokanuM to pUchavuM ja zuM? loka to eka vAtanI so vAta kare. vidyamAna ke avidyamAna doSone gAtArAono toTo nathI A prasaMgane anulakSIne, parama upakArI, kalikALasarvajJa, AcArya bhagavAna zrImad hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pharamAve che ke, prAyaH pravA nodonirmAtA : moTebhAge apavAdo lokae ja nirbhelA hoya che, paNa vAstavika hotA nathI. A duniyAmAM vidArasikatA, e paNa eka bhayaMkara koTino doSa che ane e doSathI muktajano A lokamAM bahu thoDA hoya che. potAno svArtha siddha karavAnA hetuthI ja duniyA paranA bIjAnA chatA ke achatA doSone gAya che agara to sAMbhaLe che, ema paNa nathI svArtha na hoya toya, 'nidArasikatA' rUpa durguNane AdhIna banIne, paranA chatA ke achatA paNa doSone gAnArAo ane sAMbhaLanArAono A duniyAmAM toTo nathI. teoe samajavuM joIe ke, potAno svArtha hoya ke na hoya, te chatAMpaNa parAyA achatA ke chatA doSone gAvAnI @@@@@ Page #143 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ane sAMbhaLavAnI vRtti, e ghaNI ja adhama vastu che chatAM enAthI gaNyA-gAMThyA bhAgyavAno ja bacI zake che. bIjAnA vAstavika paNa guNone prasannatApUrvaka gAvAnI ane sAMbhaLavAnI vRtti e ghaNI umadA vRtti che, enAthI lAbha niyamA thAya che chatAM loko evA rasika nathI hotA ane sva-parane nukasAna thavAnuM jemAM suniyata che, evI nindAvRttinI lokamAM sahaja rasikatA hoya che. paranA chatA paNa guNone gAI ke sAMbhaLI zakavAmAM kRpaNa (?) ane paranA achatA paNa doSone sAMbhaLavA tathA gAvAmAM rasika evA udAra (?) jano, A duniyAmAM ochA nathI. vagara jANya, vagara tapAsa karyo, parAyA achatA paNa doSone gAvAne mATe tatpara bananArA A duniyAmAM ghaNA che e ja kAraNe upakArI mahApuruSa pharamAve che ke prAyaH pravaDhA nodoffmatA ? paranijAnI rasikatAnA yoge lokoe mahAsatIone kulaTAo tarIke, sajjanone durjana tarIke ane mahAtmAone adhamAtmAo tarIke varNavavAmAM kamInA rAkhI nathI. enA e lokoe svArtharasika banIne kulaTAone paNa mahAsatIo rUpe, durjanone paNa sajjano rUpe ane adhamAtmAone paNa mahAtmAo tarIke jAhera karavAmAM paNa kacAza rAkhI nathI. lokono A svabhAvane jANanArA upakArI paramarSioe, A ja kAraNe lokaherInA tyAga karavAnuM pharamAvyuM che. lokaherImAM paDelA AtmAo svaparahitanA sAdhaka nahi banatAM ghAtaka paNa bane che, ema upakArIo pharamAve che. lokanI nindArasikatAe to A duniyAmAM kAramo anartha macAvyo che. lokamukhe gavAtA mithyA apavAdane sahI zakavAne azakta AtmAo, keTalIkvAra AtmaghAta karavAne paNa prerAya che. paranidAnI 8 rasikatA AtmAne guNothI vaMcita rAkhI, doSonA bhAgI banAve che. paravindAnA rasika AtmAo guNavAna AtmAonI ati tIna koTinI paNa AzAtanA karanArA nivaDe che. paranA je doSo aneka AtmAonA hitane hAni pahoMcADanArA hoya, te doSothI hitakAMkSI jagatane mAhitagAra banAvI, hitakAMkSI jagatanuM rakSaNa karavAne ......satadevane svacchA ane aSTa nivAraNano upaya.... iiiiiiiiitu 125 Page #144 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 126 sItAne kalaMka....bha.-6 IcchanArA mahAnubhAvo paNa, doSita pratyenI dayAthI para hotA nathI. gheSitane zikSA karyA vinA cAle tema na hoya, zikSA na karAya to bhayaMkara anartha mace tema hoya, saMkhyAbaMdha AtmAonA hitane nukasAna pahoce tema hoya, to zaktisaMpanna upakArIo avasare zikSA karavAnuM cUkatA nathI, paraMtu temanI te zikSAnI kriyA paNa dayAmaya ja hoya che. jene zikSA karAtI hoya, tenA pratye paNa dayAnI bhAvanA to jevI ne tevI hoya ja che, svapara-hitArthe yathAvidhi zikSA karanAra dayALuM nathI paNa dveSI che, ema kahenArAo ajJAna che. evAone mahApurUSonA hRdayanI gama nathI. jyAre AvA kAramA gheSito pratye paNa dayAbhAvanA akhaMDa banI rahevI joIe, tyAre nirdoSone paNa doSita tarIke jAhera karavAnI vRtti dharAvanArAo ane rasapUrvaka nidA karanArAo, keTalA badhA adhama koTinA AtmAo gaNAya, eya vicAravA jevuM che. vidArasikatA potAnA AtmA pratye keLavo nidArasika bano, to te rasikatA kevaLa potAnA AtmA pratye keLavo. potAnAmAM je je doSo hoya te te doSonI ahataza nidA karo ane e doSone TALavA udyamazIla bano. paNa e to karavuM che kone ? A jagatamAM AtmavitrAmAM magna rahenArA AtmAonI saMkhyA ghaNI ja nAnI che, jyAre paranidA rasikothI to jagata ubharAI rahayuM che. bIjAonA doSone joIne to teo pratye vizeSa dayALuM banavuM joIe. temane te te doSothI mukta banAvavAno zakya prayatna karavo joIe. kAramAM doSitone paNa dayAvRttithI sudhAravAnA zakya eTalA prayatno karavA joIe. apratikArya gheSonI upekSA karavAnI hoya, paNa e upekSAmAMya dayAbhAvanA to hoya ja. 'kyAre e doSamukta bane ane akalyANathI bace' e vRtti avazya hoya. A vRttinI sAthe paranidAnI rasIkatAne jarAya meLa che ? nahi ja. potAnA achatA paNa guNo potAnA mukhe gAvAnI jeTalI tAlAvelI che, teTalI ja pArakA achatAM paNa doSone gAvAnI tAlAvelI che ane ethI ja saMkhyAbaMdha AtmAo hitane badale ahita sAdhI rahyA che. Page #145 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ unmArganA rasiko dvArA mahApuruSo ane sanmArga upara thatuM AkramaNa lokamAM paNa kahetI che ke, kUvAne moDhe garaNuM baMdhAya nahi ane lokane moDhe DUco devAya nahi." A kahetI paNa lokanA svabhAvano paricaya ApanArI che. lokanidAthI sarvathA bacavuM, e muzkela che. temAM paNa unmArganA umUlanapUrvaka sanmArganuM sthApana karavAne mATe prayatnazIla banelA mahApurUSonI muzkelIno to pAra hoto nathI. unmArganA rasiko tevA mahApurUSone mATe tadana kalpita vAto phelAvavA dvArA, teone phlekti TharAvavAnA paNa bane teTalA prayatno karavAne cUktA nathI. e rIte teo traNa uddezonI siddhi kare che. eka to e ke, unmArganA ucchedaka ane sanmArganA saMsthApaka mahApuruSone adhama tarIke oLakhAvI, ajJAna lokane temanA pavitra saMsargathI dUra bhAgato karI de che ! bIjI siddhi e che ke, unmArganA umUlana ane sanmArganA saMsthApananuM pavitra kArya karanArAomAM paNa jeo lokanidA sAme TakvAnI hAma dharAvatA nathI hotA, temane pharajIyAta mauna svIkAravuM paDe che ! ane trIjI siddhi e ke lokaherInA arthIo, 'unmArganAza' ane 'saddharmapracAra' nuM kArya choDIne ja aTaktA nathI, paNa tevuM kArya karanArAonA nirdako paNa banI jAya che. pote dhAraNa karelA veSanI rUe to unmArganuM umUlanapUrvaka sanmArganuM prakAzana karavAnI pharajathI teo baMdhAyelA hoya che, paNa lokaherInuM arthIpaNuM temane unmArgagAmI banAvI de che. AvAonA hai pApe aneka AtmAo sadharmathI vaMcita rahI jAya che. AvA zAsananA bhayaMkara duzmananI garaja sAre che ane samAjane DahoLe che. Ama chatAM paNa, potAnuM te pApa chUpAvavAne mATe teo, vaphAdAra = zAsanasevakone paNa nide che. jo ke sattvazIla mahApurUSo to AvI paNa Aphatone avagaNIne potAnuM pavitra kArya karyuM ja jAya che, paNa lyANanA arthI AtmAoe evA nirdakone ane temanA sAgrItone barAbara oLakhI levA joIe. khullA sAgrIto karatAM paNa chUpA sAgrIto bahu sitadevane svaccha ane aniSTa nivAraNano udyaya... oru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru 127 Page #146 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 128 leerdere er der er reelers sItAne kalaMka bhAga-6 bhayaMkara hoya che. dekhAva zAsanarakSakAdi tarIkeno rAkhe ane sAtha zAsananA duzmanone Ape, evAo ghaNuM ja aniSTa kare che. lokaherImAM paDelAonI A sAmAnya durdazA nathI, paNa kalyANanA arthIoe je samajavA jevI vAta che, te samajavAmAM cakora banavuM joIe, apavAdo kone hoya ? moTebhAge sArAnA ja apavAghe gavAya. je kharAba che, tene apavAdo zA ? moTebhAge apavAdo lokoe ja nirmalA hoya che, paNa vAstavika nathI hotA, ema samajI kalyANanA arthIoe sAvadhagIrI rAkhavI joIe. zrImatI sItAjIno dohada ane mahendrodaya udyAnamAM gamana A rIte ayodhyAmAM jyAre core ane cauTe e vAta carcAI rahI che ke, zrImatI sItAjI to dUSita che, tyAre mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjI to zrI rAmacandrajInA snehano upabhoga karI rahyAM che. ema karatAM vasantaRtu AvI. e samaye zrImatI sItAjIne zrI rAmacandrajIe kahayuM ke | 'garbhanA yoge khedita evA tamane vinoda pamADavAne icchatI hoya tema madhulakSmI AvI che. bakula jevA keTalAMka vRkSo evA hoya che, ke je strIdatta dohadothI ja puSpavALA bane che. enI yAda ApIne zrI rAmacandrajI, "AnaMda karavA mATe ApaNe mahendrodaya nAmanA udhAnamAM jaIe," ema zrImatI sItAjIne kahe che. e vakhate zrImatI sItAdevI kahe che ke, 'mane devapUjA saMbaMdhI ghehada utpanna thayo che, to udyAnamAM utpanna thayelA vividha prakAranAM sugaMdhamaya puSpothI mArA te dehadane Apa pUro. garbhavatI strIne thatA dohada uparathI paNa garbhamAM rahela jIvanI uttamatA-adhamatA kalpI zakAya che. uttama AtmAo garbhamAM rahelA hoya che, tyAre te te garbhavatI strIone uttama prakAranA dohado ja thAya che. mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjInA udaramAM rahelA AtmAo uttama che, eTale temane zrI jinapUjA karavA saMbaMdhIno dohada utpanna thayo. adhamAtmA udaramAM hoya to sArI paNa garbhavatI strImAM kharAba dohada Page #147 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ utpanna thAya che. zrImatI sItAjIe potAnA dohadanI vAta karI, eTale zrI rAmacandrajIe paNa tarata ja devapUjAnI saghaLI goThavaNa karAvI. zrImatI sItAjIe khUba bhAvollAsapUrvaka bhagavAna zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnI pUjA karI. A rIte devapUjA karAvIne, zrI rAmacaMdrajI zrImatI sItAjI Adi parivAra sahita mahendrodaya nAmanA te udhAnamAM gayAM. te ughAtamAM bIjA nagarajano paNa vasaMtotsava ujavavA mATe AvyA che. A vasantotsava kAmoddIpaka nathI, paNa kAmoSazAmaka che kAraNa ke, te ahaMta bhagavAnanI pUjAnA utsavarUpa che. nagarajanone A rIte AnaMda karatAM joIne, zrI rAmacaMdrajI paNa AnaMda kare che. saMsArI prANIo, gRhastho artha - kamanA tyAgI nathI hotA,paraMtu jenA zAsanane pAmelA AtmAo artha kAmamAM dharmane visarI jatA nathI. paudgalika AnaMdane bhogavavAnI sAthe teo pUjAdi dvArA Atmika AnaMdane paNa bhogavavAnuM cUkatA nathI. e kAraNe tevA AtmAo paudgalika sukhomAM evA lIna banatA nathI ja, ke jevA lIna bhogamAM ja sukha mAnanArA saMsArarasiko bane che. zrImatI sItAjInuM jamaNuM netra pharake che mahendrodaya nAmanA udyAnamAM AvyA bAda, ekavAra zrImatI sItAjInuM jamaNuM netra pharake che. strIonuM jamaNuM netra pharake ane purUSonuM DAbuM netra pharake, to te eka azubhanI nizAnI rUpa gaNAya che. bhaviSyamAM thanAra aniSTanI, e eka prakAranI AgAhI gaNAya che. potAnuM jamaNuM netra pharakatAMnI sAthe ja zrImatI sItAdevI zaMkAzIla banI jAya che. be kAraNa che; eka to garbhadhAraNa samaye, vimAnamAMthI cyavelA be aSTApada mRgone joyA hatA ane te saMbaMdhamAM zrI rAmacandrajIe kahyuM hatuM ke te kAraNe mane AnaMda thato nathI.' arthAt, te samayathI ja aniSTanI kalpanA ubhI hatI ane hamaNA jamaNuM netra pharakyuM, eTale zrImatI sItAjI ekadama bhAvi aniSTanI zaMkAmAM paDI jAya, te svAbhAvika che. A rIte zaMkAzIla banelA zrImatI sItAdevIe tarata ja potAnuM jamaNuM netra pharakyAnI vAta zrI sitAdevIne svaccha ane aSTa nivAraNano ulya....5 itil illai illai illai itu 129 Page #148 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Le@ 130 ....sItAne kalaMka....bhAga-6 rAmacandrajIne jaNAvI. zrI rAmacandrajI kahe che ke 'A ThIka nahIM... basa ATaluM kahetAMnI sAthe ja zrImatI sItAjInuM hRdaya bharAI jAya che. zrImatI sItAjI vedanApUrNa svare bolI uThe che ke 'rAkSasadvIpamAM mAre vasavuM paDyuM te chatAMya bhAgyane hajuM saMtoSa thayo nathI ? ApanA viyogathI utpanna thayeluM je du:kha, tenAthI paNa adhika du:khane zuM hajuM te Apaze ? A nimitta anyathA thAya ema lAgatuM nathI. juo ke, zrImatI sItAjInI vANImAM keTalI badhI pIDA che ? keTalI badhI bhIti che ? ApattinA samaye samAdhi jaLavAya te rIte raho ! Apatti to Avaze tyAre Avaze, paNa 'Apatti Avaze' evo khyAla mAtra paNa kevI Apattine khaDI karI de che ? mUMjhAye ke gabharAye avazya AvanArI Apatti kAMI thoDI ja AvatI aTakI jAya che ? jyAre mUMjhAye ke gabharAye ApattinuM AvAgamana aTakAvI zakAtuM nathI, to pachI Apatti AvyA pahelA kheda pAmavo, du:kha anubhavavuM, hAya, hAya, zuM thaze ? ema karavuM, ethI phAyado zo ? evI mUMjhavaNa ane gabharAmaNa du:khamAM ghaTADo karatI nathI, paNa du:khamAM vadhAro karanArI ja nivaDe che. Apatti AvavAnI che, ema jANIne to sAvadha banI javAnuM hoya. e ApattinA samaye AtmasaMpatti ragadoLAI jAya nahi, tenI vizeSa kALajI karavI joIe, Avela ApattinA nimitte AtmasaMpattine savizeSa pragaTAvI zakAya, evo prayatna karavo joIe acAnaka Apatti Ave to taiyArI karavAno samaya na rahe, paNa jo pahelethI ja khabara paDe to to tevA samayamAM samAdhi jaLavAI zake evI jogavAI thaI zake, paNa e kone mATe ? vivekIne mATe ! avivekI to Apatti AvavAnI che, ema jANIne ja mUMjhavaNamAM ne mUMjhavaNamAM adhamUA jevo thaI jAya. keTalIkavAra to, Apatti karatA paNa Apatti Avaze e vicAra moTI ApattirUpa banI jAya che. keTalAko to evA vicAromAM ne vicAromAM ja pAgala banI jAya che. eTale evI mUMjhavaNa agara to gabharAmaNa A lokanI ke paralokanI ubhayadRSTie ekAnte hAnikAraka ja che. AthI jagatanA jIva mAtra Page #149 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pratye upakAranI bhAvanAvALA jJAnI mahApurUSo pharamAve che ke, hitano upAya to e ja che ke, Apatti AvavAnI che ema jANIne sadvicAramAM lIna banI javuM ane e rIte AtmAne susthira banAvI levo. ApattinA samayamAM TakatI samAdhi to bIjI paNa anekavidha ApattionA mULane ukheDI nAkhe che. duHkhamAM paNa sukha anubhavI zakAya karmAdhIna AtmAonA sarva divaso sarakhA jatA nathI. karmAdhIna AtmAno ekapaNa bhava duHkhanA leza vinAno ja pasAra thAya, e zakya ja nathI. vizeSa puNyavAna hoya to sukhanuM pramANa moTuM ane vizeSa pApI hoya to duHkhanuM pramANa moTu paNa AdithI atta sudhInuM ekAnta sukhamaya jIvana karmAdhIna jIvone prApta thatuM ja nathI. ahIM beThelA saMkhyAbaMdha mANasomAMthI eka paNa mANasa ema kahI zakaze ke, mane mArI jIMdagImAM du:khano leza paNa anubhava thayo nathI. sabhA: evA mANasa to na maLe. pUjayazrI : Ama chatAM, du:khamAM paNa sukhano anubhava karI zakAya, evo mArga upakArI mahApuruSoe darzAvyo che. zrI jinazAsananA rahasyane pAmelA paramaupakArI mahApuruSoe darzAvelA mArganuM yathAsthitapaNe sevana karAya, to kAramA duHkhane pamADanArI sAmagrInA yogamAM paNa Atmika sukhano sundaramAM sudara AsvAda pAmI zakAya che ane sAthe sAthe duHkha mAtranI jaDa samAna karmasamUhanI nirjarA paNa sAdhI zakAya che. upakArIoe pharamAvelA mArgane pAmelA ane e mArganI ArAdhanAmAM apramatta banelA AtmAo, harakoI dazAmAM vartamAnakALe samAdhinA sukhane anubhavavApUrvaka, bhAvikALanA sukhanuM nirmANa karanAra bane che. evA AtmAono vartamAnakALa jema sukhamaya banI jAya che, tema bhAvikALa paNa prAya: sukhamaya ja banI jAya che. cakravartI ane indranA karatAM paNa sAdhuo vizeSa sukhane anubhave che vartamAnamAM sukhano anubhava karavApUrvaka, bhAvikALane paNa tidevane svapna ane aSTa nivAraNano ulya....5 iiiiiiitu atil itttu 131 Page #150 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 132 sItAne kalaMka bhAga-6 sukhamaya banAvavAno eka mAtra mArga e je che ke, anAupakArI, anAjJAnI zrI jinezvaradevoe pharamAvelA yathAvasthita muktimArga pratye nirmaLa zraddhA keLavavI ane e mArganI ArAdhanAmAM ja dattacitta banI javuM.' je nirdoSa che, chatAM anupama sukhano anubhava cha khaMDanA mAlika evA cakravartI paNa nathI karI zakatA ane devonA svAmI evA Indra paNa nathI karI zakatA, te sukhano anubhava sAcA nirgunho karI zake che.' upakArI mahApuruSo ema pharamAve che, eTaluM ja nahi, paNa sAcA nirgunho upakArIonA A yathArtha kathanano sAkSAt anubhava paNa kare che. sabhA : sAdhupaNAmAM zuM eTalo badhA sukhano anubhava karI zakAya che ? pUjyazrI : jarUra, sAdhupaNuM sAdhupaNArUpe hoya to, jeTale aMze sAdhupaNAnI suMdaratA, teTale aMze e sukhano anubhava. sabhA: e kema bane ? pUjayazrI : muMbaImAM roja keTalAM strI, purUSo ke bALakonA maraNo thatAM haze ? sabhA ghaNAMyanAM. pUjayazrI : zuM e badhAM ja maraNo tamane du:kha upajAve che ? tamArA haiyAne AghAta pahoMcADe che ? sabhA: e zakya nathI, pUjayazrI : kAraNa ? sabhA : ema te kAMI badhAnA maraNo du:kha upajAve kharAM? pUjyazrI paNa du:kha na upajAve tenuM kAraNa zuM ? sabhA : e badhAnI sAthe amAre saMbaMdha hoto nathI, e ja enuM kAraNa. pUjyazrI : saMbaMdha hoya to duHkha thAya ane saMbaMdha na hoya to duHkha na thAya, emaja ne ? sabhA : saMbaMdha na hoya paNa koInuM akAle mRtyu thayuM hoya agara to maranAranI pAchaLa nirAdhAra kuTuMba hoya, to e jANIneya paNa du:kha thAya. Page #151 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUjayazrI: e du:kha zAthI thAya ? sabhA : dayA Ave ethI. pUjayazrI dayAnI vAtane alaga rAkho. e sivAya ? sabhA : e sivAya to koI mare ane koIne duHkha thAya e na bane. pUjayazrI : tyAre maraNa e du:khanuM kAraNa hovA chatAMya, tame jyAM maranArane koI eTale para mAno cho, tyAM dayAnA kAraNa sivAya tamane du:kha thatuM nathI, e vAta nizcita ja che ne ? duHkhanuM kAraNa mamatvanuM baMdhana ! sabhA : A vAtane mArA prazna sAthe saMbaMdha ? pUjayazrI : hamaNAM samajAze. parAyuM koI maraNa pAme to du:kha na thAya ane potAnuM mAneluM koI mare to du:kha thAya, tyAre e du:khane utpanna karanAra maraNa che ke mamatva che, e vicAravA jevuM che. jyAM mamatva nathI tyAM dayAbhAvanA pragaTe e judI vAta che; koI upakArI jAya ane ethI du:kha thAya e judI vAta che paNa e sivAya to, jenA pratye mamatA nathI tenA mRtyuthI paNa du:kha thatuM nathI, e nizcita vAta che ne ? putra-putrInuM maraNa, mAtA-pitAdinuM maraNa, saMbaMdhionuM maraNa mohanA gharanuM du:kha upajAve che, kAraNake tyAM mamatva beThuM che. tyAre e du:khamAM mukhya kAraNa maraNa che ke mamatva che ? sabhA: mamatva. pUjyazrI : e mamatva nIkaLI jAya eTale tevA maraNanA kAraNe paNa mohanA gharanuM du:kha utpanna thavA pAme nahi, e sunizcita vAta che.e ja rIte potAnA zarIra uparanuM mamatva paNa TaLI jAya to ? sabhA: to zarIranA du:khe paNa du:khI na thavAya. pUjyazrI : ahIM eka vAta samajI levAnI che. potAnA zarIra upara Aphata Ave, potAnuM zarIra rogathI gherAya. evA samaye samabhAva TakAvavA mATe sahanazIlatAnI khUba ja apekSA rahe che. sAmarthyahIna jIvo tevA azubhodaya samaye asamAdhimayatAne pAmI jAya, e asaMbhavita vastu nathI. evA ..satadevane svapna ane aSTa nivAraNano uyaya....5 ili i i iiiiiiitu 133 Page #152 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 134 ....sItAne kalaMka....bhAga-6 samaye samAdhi jaLavAI rahe ane ArAdhanAmA vighna na Ave tyAM sudhI upacArAdithI para rahevuM e barAbara che; paNa tathA prakAranA sAmarthyanA abhAve jo asamAdhi thaI jAya tema hoya ane ArAdhanAmAM vikSepa paDe tema hoya to AjJAvihita upacAro karI zakAya che. have ApaNe cAlu vAta upara AvIe. A sAco sAdhu potAnA zarIrane paNa para mAnanAro hoya che. kAraNe, te dareka dazAmAM samabhAvajanita sukhano anubhava karI zake che. AzAvihita mArge samabhAvamAM masta rahenArane bAhya kAraNo du:kha upajAvI zakAtA nathI. cavartI ke indra Adine mATe AvuM samAdhisukha, indrapaNAthI ke cakravartIpaNA AdithI saMbhavita che ? sabhA : e to saMbhavita nathI. muktimArganI ArAdhanAmAM dattacitta bano ! sAco sAdhu AhArAdi maLe toya jevo prasanna rahe che, tevo ja prasanna AhArAdi na maLe toya rahI zake che. e AhAra le toya saMyamanA hetuthI, eTale maLI jAya to saMyamavRddhi mATe ane na maLe to tapovRddhi mAne. mAna maLe ke apamAna thAya, svAgata thAya ke tiraskAra thAya, ubhaya sthitimAM puNya-pApanA udayanA svarUpane samajanAra e samabhAve rahe, to e sukha koI sAmAnya koTinuM nathI. bAhya dRSTie jotA paramadu:khI jaNAya evA paNa AtmAo, aMtarathI paramasukhano anubhava karatA hoya, e susaMbhavita vastu che. jIvatA zarIranI cAmaDI utArAtI hoya, ughADe mAthe dhagadhagatA aMgArAnI sagaDI mUkAI hoya, vAdharanA baMdhanathI zarIranA hADakAM taDataDa tUTatA hoya ke Akhoya deha kAramA rogathI gasta banI gayelo hoya, evI dazAmAM paNa paramasukhane anubhavatA ane bhaviSyanA paramasukhane sAdhatA mahApuruSo muktimArganI parama ArAdhanAmAM ja lIna banyA hatA. AthI ja kahevAya che ke, du:khamAM paNa sukhano anubhava karavo hoya ane sAthe ja bhAvinA sundara sukhane sAdhavuM hoya to ene mATe eka ja upAya che; ane te e ke muktimArga pratye nirmaLa Page #153 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zraddhA keLavavApUrvaka, e mArganI ArAdhanAmAM ja dattacitta banI javuM. A mArganA zraddhALu AtmAo gRhasthadazAmAM hoya, toya bIjAonI jema sukhI dazAmAM unmatta ke du:khI dazAmAM dIna banatA nathI; paNa virala AtmAo ja AvA ati suMdara ane ekAnta hitakara paNa mArga pratye suzraddhALu banI zake che. AjanA dhIMgANA ane viplavanA vAtAvaraNa samaye zraddhALuonI pharaja ekAnta hitakara evA paNa mArga pratye teo ja suzraddhALu banI zake che, ke jeo sundara bhavitavyatAne dharanArA hoya che. vicakSaNa evA paNa bahulasaMsArI jIvo to, potAnI vicakSaNatAno upayoga evI rIte kare che, ke jethI temano bhAvikALa duHkhamaya banI gayA vinA rahe nahi. sanmArganA prarUpaka sadgurUono yoga prApta thavo, eja muzkela che; ane prApta thayelo e yoga phaLavo, e to ethI paNa vizeSa muzkela che; sanmArganI rUci pedA thavAne mATe, laghukamitA, e parama Avazyaka vastu che. evA paNa jIvo A saMsAramAM vidyamAna hoya che, ke je jIvo sadgurUnA kathananI ThekaDI karavAmAM ja AnaMda mAne. AvA jIvone sanmArganuM kathana phaLe zI rIte ? AjanuM vAtAvaraNa juo. Aje sarUonA vacanonI ThekaDI karavI, te to sAmAnya vAta thaI paDI che. evAne sadgarano yoga phaLyo kahevAya ke phUTayo kahevAya, e vicAro ! evAo nathI to pote ArAdhanA karatA ane nathI to bIjAone ArAdhanA karavAmAM sahAyaka thatA. sahAyaka thavAne badale vighna na kare toya basa, ema Aje kahevuM paDe tema che. Aje keTalAka jIvo sanmArganA ArAdhakone trAsa ApavAne mathI rahA che, potAnAthI ArAdhanA na thatI hoya, toya teoe bIjAne viplakAra zA mATe nivaDavuM joIe ? taddana khoTo paNa virodha karavAnI dhUnamAM Aje keTalAko zuM lakhI-bolI rahyA che ? samAjahitanA nAme A dhIMgANA hoya ? ane dhIMgANA pote macAvavAM, chatAMya doSa sAdhuone devo, eno artha zo ? jeomAM pramANikatA paNa na hoya, teo gALo na de, kalaMko na oDhADe to bIjuM kare paNa zuM ? teonI nema eka ja che ke, lokone koIpaNa rIte dharmasthAnomAM AvatA baMdha karavA. A saMtadevane svaccha ane aSTa nivAraNano uyaya..... iiiiiiiiilll 135 Page #154 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ PERCRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR sItAne kalaMka...bhA.-6 rIte dharmanI sAme baLavA jagavanArAonuM ApaNe bhale bUruM na IcchIe; teonuM paNa kalyANa thAo ema ja ApaNe IcchIe paraMtu teonA pApe teonuM bUruM na thAya e saMbhavita nathI koIpaNa jIvane muktimArga pamADavo e jema anupama koTino upakAra che tema koIpaNa jIvane muktimArgamAMthI bhraSTa banAvavo agara muktimArga pAmato aTakAvavo, e bhayaMkara koTino apakAra che. AthI muktimArganA zraddhALu AtmAoe, khAsa karIne AvA viplavanA samaye to, potAnA saghaLA ja sAmarthyano sadupayoga karIne, ArAdhakonA mArgane niSphaTaka banAvavA mATe saghaLuM ja karI chUTavuM joIe. yogya jIvo mArgathI vaMcita na rahI jAya e mATe zraddhALuoe vividha yojanAo hAtha dharavI joIe ane dharmavirodhI pracArono teTalo ja sabaLa paNa suMdara pratikAra karavAne ujamALa banI javuM joIe. karmasattA rIjhavI rIjhe paNa nahi razke pIgaLe paNa nahi zraddhALu AtmAonI A paNa eka agatyanI pharaja che, e samajavAne mATe buddhinI suMdaratA paNa joIe. mArganI prApti ane samaja vinA, A vastuno vAstavika khyAla Avavo muzkela ja che. A mArganI upakArakatAne tame samajo cho ? je mArga pAmavAnA yoge bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara paNa du:khanI sAmagrImAM sukhano anubhava karI zakAya che ane pariNAme zAzvata evA ananta sukhane pAmI zakAya che, te mArganI upakArakatA jevI tevI nathI. karmanI AdhInatA che, tyAM sudhI du:kha na ja Ave ema nahi paraMtu Ave duHkha ane sadhAya sukha' evo kImiyo darzAvanAra koI hoya, to te eka A jaina zAsana ja che. sukhanI sAmagrI maLavI ke duHkhanI sAmagrI maLavI, e pratApa kono? sabhA : zubha yA azubha karmano. pUjayazrI du:khanI sAmagrI AvI paDe tyAre mUMjhAye, dIna bace zuM udayamAM AveluM karma bhAgI jAya ? sabhA : nahi ja. pUjyazrI tyAre prayatna to e karavo joIe, ke jethI karmanI Page #155 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AdhInatA mULamAMthI ja TaLI jAya. e mATe udayamAM AvelA karmone samabhAve bhogavavA joIe ane samabhAva pragaTAvavAne mATe tathA tene TakAvavAne mATe, e paNa khyAlamAM rAkhavuM joIe ke, 'mArA ja pUrvanA kRtyonuM A phaLa che.' A khyAlamAM hoya, karmAdhInatAnI bhayaMkaratA samajAI hoya ane enAthI mukta banavAnI sAcI abhilASo pragaTI hoya, to sukha-du:khanI sAmagrI maLatA rAcavAnuM ke raDavAnuM mana kema thAya ? evA avasare moha mUMjhave nahi, enI sAvadhagIrI rAkhavI joIe. duHkha Avye dIna banavAthI ke rUdana karavAthI karmasattAne dayA Ave kare nahi e sattA to evI kaThora che ke e rIjhavI rIjhe nahi. ane raDIne pIgaLAvavA matho toya pIgaLe nahi. e sattAne toDye ja chUTako. duniyAmAMthI karmasattA nAbuda thavAnI nathI. paNa sujJa ane samartha banelA AtmAo potAnA upara e sattAnuM baLa na cAlI zake evo prayatna jarUra karI zake che ane emAM vijaya paNa meLavI zake che. e vinA du:kha mULamAMthI jAya ane sAcA sukhanI zAzvatakAlIna saMpUrNa prApti thAya, e zakya ja nathI. duHkha pratye nahi, paNa pApa pratye tiraskAra pragaTavo joIe ahIM zrI rAmacandrajI ane zrImatI sItAdevI mahendrodaya nAmanA udyAnamAM AnandathI divaso vitAve che, paNa eka vakhata zrImatI sItAjInuM jamaNuM netra pharake che. potAnuM jamaNuM netra pharakatAMnI sAthe ja zrImatI sItAjI azubhanI AzaMkAmAM paDI jAya che. azubhanI AzaMkAthI gherAyelA manavALA A zrImatI sItAjI, ekadama zrI rAmacandrajInI pAse Ave che ane potAnuM jamaNuM netra pharakavAnI vAta kare che. enA uttaramAM zrI rAmacandrajI kahe che ke "A sArUM nahi." zrI rAmacandrajInA AvA kthanane sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe ja zrImatI sItAjI vizeSa vihvaLa banI jAya che ane evA bhAvane pradarzita karanArAM vacano bolI uThe che ke, "mArA rAkSasadvIpanA vAsathI paNa haju bhAgyane zuM saMtoSa thayo nathI ? zuM hajuM paNa ApanA viyogajanya du:khathI paNa adhika du:kha te mane Apaze ? mAruM jamaNuM netra pharakavArUpa A nimitta anyathA to nathI ja." ..saMtAdevIne svapna ane aniSTa nivAraNano upAya........... 137 2) Ubha Page #156 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 138 leerderderderderdere RPRIS sItAne kalaMka...bhAga-6 zrImatI sItAjInA hRdayane azubhanA eka nimitta mAtre paNa keTalo badho AghAta pahoMcADyo ? e bahu ja vicAravA jevI vAta che. zuM temane prApta thanArUM duHkha e temanA ja potAnA pUrvakAlIna pApakAryanuM pariNAma nahotuM ? azubha karmanA udaya vinA du:kha Ave nahi ane pApakaraNI AcaryA vinA azubha karma baMdhAya nahi, e niyata vAta che; eTale duHkha potAnA ja pUrvakAlIna pApakAryanuM pariNAma che, e nistaMdeha che Ama chatAM, du:kha AvatA agara to du:kha AvavAnuM che evo khyAla, AvatAM du:khanA dveSIjanone AghAta thAya te asaMbhavita nathI. evA samaye vAstavika dhIratAne dhAraNa karI, vIratA keLavI, samabhAvamAM magna banavuM, e ja eka sAco taraNopAya che; paraMtu ema thavuM, e kAMI saghaLA ja AtmAone mATe zakya nathI. du:khanA AvAgamanathI agara to AvanAra du:khanA khyAlathI gabharAyelA jIvone, evI salAha ApavI joIe ke jenA yoge teo dhIra ane vIra banIne samabhAve du:khane sahana karI zake ! eTaluM ja nahi, paNa evA samaye du:khI AtmAonAM hRdayamAM pApa pratye ja tiraskAra pragaTe ane pApathI bacAvanAra dharma pratye AdarabhAva pragaTe, evI ja jAtinI sudara salAha ApavI e hitakAraka che paNa duniyAmAM AvI salAha ApanArA keTalA? sabhA : bahu ja virala. pUjayazrI : ApaNe e viralomAMnA ja eka banavuM joIe. salAha ApavI ja hoya to evI ja ApavI; nahi to bahetara che ke mUMgA rahevuM. anyanuM bhaluM na karI zakAya toya tenA bhaMDAthI to jarUra bacavuM. khoTI salAha ApanArAonA karatAM mUMgA rahenArAo paNa lAkha darajja sArA che. koI koInA paNa duSkarmodayane anyathA karI zake ja nahi vicArI juo ke, zrI rAmacandrajIe zrImatI sItAjIne zuM kahyuM haze ? tuM gabharAya che zA mATe ? huM beTho chuM tyAM sudhI tAro eka vALa paNa vAMko karanAra koNa che ? tArA mahela upara pahero mUkI dauM.' AvuM AvuM kahevA dhAre, to zrI rAmacandrajI kahI zake tema hatuM ke nahi ? zrI Page #157 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rAmacandrajI ema karavA dhAre to te karI zake ema paNa hatuM ke nahi ? traNa khaMDanA svAmI evA zrI lakSmaNajI jene caraNe mAthuM mUkatA hoya, tene mATe zuM na thaI zake ? emanI pAse sevakonI khoTa hatI ? sevakonI vAta dUra raho, paNa zrI rAmacandrajI ane zrI lakSmaNajI pote paNa kama samartha hatA ? nahi ja. Ama chatAM zrI rAmacandrajI evuM kAMI ja kahetA nathI; kAraNake, samajuM che. e jANatA hatA ke lAkhkho sainiko ane samarthamAM samartha paNa rakSako, bIjAnA duSkarmanA udayane anyathA karavAne samartha nivaDI zakatA ja nathI. kSapakazreNi mAMDanArA AtmAomAM e sAmarthya pragaTe che, ke je sAmarthyanA yoge teo, zakya hoya to sArAya vizvanA jIvonA karmono kSaya karI nAMkhe; paNa e zakya ja nathI. e zakya hota to to parama upakArIo eTaluM karavAne cUkyA ja na hota. zrI rAmacandrajI hoya, zrI lakSmaNajI hoya ke moTo cakravartI agara indra hoya, paNa koInA duSkarmanA udayane anyathA karavAnuM koInAmAM ya sAmarthya nathI. dhIra ane vIra banI samabhAve veTho A vastune samajanArA zrI rAmacandrajI, ApattInI AzaMkAthI atyanta khedane pAmelA zrImatI sItAjIne kahe che ke, vhevI ! mA emundvaha / '' arthAt 'he deva ! tame kheda na karo.' A pramANe kahIne, kheda nahi karavAnuM kAraNa samajAvatAM paNa zrI rAmacandrajI kahe che ke, "avazyameva bhoktavya, rmAdhIne suvAsue '' karmane AdhIna evA sukha-du:khone avazyameva bhogavavA paDe che. sukha-du:kha karmane AdhIna che ane karmanA nAza vinA teno nAza saMbhavita nathI, A kAraNe karmAdhIna jIvone e avazyameva bhogavavA paDe che. je vastune bhogavyA vinA cAle tema nathI, te vastune bhogavatA zoka zA mATe karavo joIe ? kheda rye zuM vaLe ? jyAre karmAdhIna sukha-du:kha bhogavavA ja paDe tema che. to evI rIte kAM na bhogavavA, ke je rIte tene bhogavatAM AtmA navIna duSkarmone upArjanAro bane nahi ane udayane nahi pAmelA evA paNa bIjA ghaNA ghaNAM karmonI nirjarAne sAdhanAro bane. du:kha AvavAnuM che, e nakkI vAta che, ene bhogavyA vinA chUTako nathI, raDye mAthuM ye kAMI vaLe tema nathI, to ....sItAdevIne svaghna ane aniSTa nivAraNano upAya........... 139 $, G 66 (c) Page #158 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 140 dhIra ane vIra banIne samabhAvapUrvaka Avela du:khane veThI levAmAM harakata zI ? emAM lAbha ke nukasAna ? sabhA : emAM ekAnta lAbha ja che. pUjyazrI : AtmA sAco dhIra ane vIra bane. to ene duHkha kAMI ja karI zakatuM nathI. Avela du:kha urdu upakAraka banI jAya che. vicAro ke kAramAM paNa du:khamAM sudara bhAvanAnA yoge utpanna thatuM samAdhisukha, e kevuM anupama sukha che ? e dazA to vartamAnamAM ya sukha de ane bhaviSyane sukhamaya banAve. ethI viparIta, duSkarmanA udaya samaye mUMjhAnArAo, asvastha bananArAo raDavA besatArAo, agara to mAthuM kUTavAne maMDI janArAo to, udayamAM Avela duSkarmane veThavA >> sAthe bIjA aneka duSkarmone upArjI, potAnA du:khamAM vadhAro karI de che. ethI evAo nathI to vartamAnamAM sukha anubhavI zakatA ke nathI to bhaviSyamAM sukha anubhavI zakatA. PRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrrr ..sItAne kalaMka bhAga-3 Page #159 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApattimAM zaraNarUpa eka dharma ja che.! aniSTa svapnanA darzanathI ane azubha nimittothI bhayabhIta zrImatI sItAdevIne zrIrAmacandrajI karmanI AdhInatAe sukha-du:kha bhogavavAM ja paDe che teno khyAla ApIne 'gharma zaramAvalphi' ApattinA kALe dharma ja zaraNa che ema samajAvIne devabhakti Adi mATe prere che. vAta paNa kharI che karmasattAthI bacAvanAra mAtra dharmasamAja che. Apatti karmanI AdhInatAthI Ave che. e samajAya to dharma ja zaraNarupa lAge ane kharekhara, dharma pAmelo hoya te du:khamAM rIbAya kharo ? ane du:khane bhogavavA jevuM mAne che, potAnA karmanA phaLasvarupe svIkAranAro hoya che. e vAta barAbara dhyAnamAM rahevI joIe ke dharma karavAno kharo hetu ApattinA nivAraNa sivAya kayo hoI zake ? saMsAra mArI Apatti ja che ne ? paNa e to artha paudgalika AzayathI dharmano upadeza ApavAno nathI. e vAtane ane mugdha jIvonI AzaMsA sahitanI paNa dharmapravRtti tahetu anuSThAnanuM bIja bane che te vAta ahIM khAsa vAMcavA jevI che. -zrI ? 141 Page #160 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 142 ApattimAM zaraNarupa eka dharma ja che Apatti veLAe dharmasthAnone tALA devAno thaI rahelo viSama pracAra * dharmane pAmelo du:khamAM rIbAya nahi * dharmamAM paugalika AzaMsA na Ave tenI paNa kALajI rAkhavI joIe * tahetu - anuSThAnanuM bIja * lakSmInI kiMmata kacarA jeTalI * bhaktibhAva ane anukaMpAbhAva * khAsa vicAravA jevI vAta * nagarIno satya vRttAnta kahenArA adhikArIo tarIke pUrva thatI nimaNUko * sau potapotAnI pharaja adA karanArA bane e ja zAMtino mArga che * rAjA, pitA ane pati sAtheno prajA, putra ane patnIno jhaghaDo * lokacarcAnA kAraNe AyodhyAnagarInA ATha AgevAnonI matimAM paNa vipArvAsa thavo aaru aNt purNloo Page #161 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApattimAM zaraNarupa eka dharma ja che karmAdhIna evAM sukha-du:kha avazyameva bhogavavA paDe che, e vastuno khyAla ApyA bAda, zrI rAmacandrajI zrImatI sItAjIne samAdhi pAmavAno mArga paNa darzAve che ane te darzAvatA kahe che ke, "tacchi manjire svasminuM, sevAnAmarvanuM zu ? prayaccha dAnaM pAtrebhyo, dharmaH zaraNamApadi // 1 // " zrI rAmacandrajI kahe che ke, tame tamArA gharanA jina maMdiramAM jAo; tyAM jaIne arihaMta paramAtmAnI pUjA karo ane supAtra evA AtmAone dAna do kAraNake ApattimAM zaraNa rUpa koI hoya, to te eka dharma ja che. karmAdhIna sukha - du:kha avazyameva bhogavavA paDe che, e samajIne dharmanA zaraNe javuM e samAdhine pAmavAno uttamamAM uttama mArga che. ApattithI ugAravAne vAstavika rIte koI samartha hoya, to te eka dharma ja che ane te dharma paNa te ja che, ke je zrI jinezvaradevoe prarUpelo che. ApaNe jaina chIe mATe ja ApaNe Ama kahIe chIe, ema nathI. je vAstavika che te ja ApaNe kahIe chIe. samyakta eTale zuM ? je jema che, tene tema mAnavuM. cetana ane jaDanuM je vAstavika svarUpa che te ja svarUpane mAnavuM ane ethI viparIta svarUpane mithyA mAnavuM. heyane heya ane upAdeyane upAdeya mAnavuM, e ja samyattva che. zrI jinota tattvomAM je ruci ene samyatva kahevAya che, paNa eno artha A ja che, kAraNake, zrI jinezvaradevoe ..AdhyattimAM raNaya eka dharma ja che..........6 itu illai illai illai , 143 Page #162 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ CARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRLeReelis 144 tattvonuM svarUpa jevuM che tevuM ja pharamAvyuM che. ethI viparIta kahenArA mithyAvAdIo che ane ethI teono dharma paNa mithyA ja che. sAco dharma te ja che, ke je zrI jinezvaradevoe prarUpelo che ane eja eka Apatti mAtrathI ugAranAra che. karmasattAnI AdhInatAmAMthI mukta banAvanAra dharmasattA che. dharma sattAnA zaraNane pAmelA AtmAo karmasattAthI sarvathA mukta na bane, tyAM sudhI paNa samAdhimaya mAnasika svAthyane sundara prakAre bhogavI zake che. ApattinA samaye bIjA koInuM paNa zaraNa kAryagata nivaDatuM nathI. A kAraNe, zrI rAmacandrajI zrImatI sItAdevIne prabhupUjA ane pAtradAna karavAnI salAha Ape che. zrI rAmacandrajI jevA samartha ane sattAdhIza paNa, khuda potAnI * priya vallabhA evI paNa patnIne AvI salAha Ape che. e vastumAMthI AjanAo jo vivekapUrvaka vicAre, to ghaNI ja sundara preraNA meLavI zake tema che; paNa Aje to dharmakathAone ya vAMcatA agara to sAMbhaLatA paNa khAsa vicAravA jevI vastuono vivekapUrvaka vicAra karanArAo bahu thoDA che. Apatti veLAe dharmasthAnone tALA devAno thaI rahelo viSama pracAra zrI rAmacaMdrajIe zrImatI sItAdevIne ApelI A prakAranI salAhane jANyA pachI to, evI bhAvanA utpanna thavI e sahaja che, 'nAyaka maLo to AvA maLo agara salAhakAra maLo to AvA maLo.' zrI rAmacaMdrajIe je bhAvanA ane je pravRttimAM rata banavAnI zrImatI sItAdevIne salAha ApI che, e sAmAnya koTinI nathI. e salAha vivekathI paripUrNa che. du:khathI mUMjhAnArA agara to rIbAnAra AtmAone evI ja salAha ApavI joIe, ke jethI teo AvelA duHkhane samabhAve sahI zake ane kALe karIne paNa sAcA kalyANanA bhoktA banI zake. Aje to duHkhI prajAne ethI viparIta ja salAha apAI rahI che paNa zrI rAmacandrajIe je salAha ApI che, ethI viparIta prakAranI salAha ApanArAo, e ghora mithyAdRSTio ja che. sItAne kalaMka bhAga-6 Page #163 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ evA nAyakonI pUMThe taNAnArI prajA sukhI nathI thatI, paNa du:khI ja thAya che. evA nAyakono tyAga agara to evAonuM kahevAtuM jitendriyapaNuM, e paNa eka prakAranuM mohanuM ja tAMDava che. samyagdaSTi AtmAone ethI AnaMda ke Azcarya thAya ja nahi. Aje to bekArone bahekAvAya che ane du:khIone vadhAre duHkha sAMpaDe evI salAha apAya che. vartamAnamAM unmata ane daMbhI AdamIo dvArA, unmatavAda prasAra pAmI rahyo che. ane ajJAna prajA lobhanI mArI enI pUMThe ghasaDAI rahI che. ApattimAM dharma zaraNarUpa che. e vAta bhUlAtI jAya che ane ApattinA nAme dharmasthAnone ja tALA devAnI vAtono pracAra vadhye jAya che. dharmanA yoge keTalAka karmo to kSINa thaI jAya che ane kSINa na thAya tevA paNa nikAcita karmono udaya : AtmAne pAmara banAvI zakto nathI. Apatti veLAe to dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM vizeSapaNe pravRtta thavuM joIe. ene badale pApanA mArge pravRtta thavuM, e to Apattine vadhAravAno ja dhaMdho che. podgalika arthanI siddhine anulakSIne karavAmAM AveluM tophAna ke te mATeno ghoMghATa e Apatti nivAranAra che, ema mAnanArA ane manAvanArA to, A jagatanA hitasvIo nathI. paraMtu hita saMhArako ja che. dharmane pAmelo duHkhamAM rIbAya nahi kharekhara, je avasthAmAM koInuMya kAMI cAlI zakatuM nathI, te avasthAmAM paNa eka dharma ja evo che ke, je sukhano anubhava karAvI zake che. je samaye moTAmAM moTuM lazkara, anubhavImAM anubhavI hakImo ane vipulamAM vipula Rddhi Adi paNa kAMI ja karI zakatAM nathI, tevA samaye paNa dharma AtmAne ajaba zAnti ApI zake che. duSkarmanA udaye pRthvIno zahenazAha paNa evA rogano bhoga thaI paDe che ke, sArAmAM sArA gaNAtA vaidyo, hakImo ke DaoNkaTarono ekapaNa upacAra saphaLa nivaDato nathI. AvA samaye, jo te zahenazAha dharmane pAmelo hoya che to rIbAto nathI. te durgAnathI unmatta banavAne badale, zubha dhyAnathI zAntine anubhavI zake che. dharmathI tatkAla roga maTI jAya che agara bIjI Aphato TaLI jAya che ema nathI; kAraNake dharma pAmatA pUrve 14pa aidhyattamAM zaraNaya eka gharma ja che ..........6 itu il iiiiiiitu Page #164 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ PRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRcercare .sItAne kalaMka...bhAga-3 te jIve tevA pApa karelA hoya, to tenuM phaLa bhogavavuM paNa paDe; paraMtu pApanA udaya samaye, dharmanuM zaraNa svIkAreluM hoya che to, AtmA tatkAla zAnti anubhavI zake che ane bhAvikAsane Apattimukta banAvI zake che. dharmano A prabhAva sAmAnya koTino nathI, ghaNo ja asAdhAraNa che, paNa eno vicAra ja na hoya tyAM thAya zuM? dharmanuM phaLa joIe paNa dharma na joIe e dazAmAM zuM thAya che? dharmamAM paugalika AzaMsA na Ave tenI paNa kALajI rAkhavI joIe sabhA : ApattinA nivAraNa mATe dharma karavAnuM kahI zakAya ? pUjayazrI : dharma karavAno hetu ja ApattinA nivAraNano che, tyAM 'ApattinA nivAraNa mATe dharma karavAnuM kahI zakAya ?' evA praznane avakAza ja raheto nathI. Apattino jaDamAMthI paNa vinAza sAdhI ApavAnuM ane nahi anubhavelA evAMya kalyANone pamADavAnuM sAmAA jo, koImAM hoya to te eka saddharmamAM ja che eTale ApattinA nivAraNa mATe dharma karavAnuM kahevuM, e ja eka vAstavika prakArano hitakAraka upadeza che. sabhA : barAbara che to pachI paudgalika AzayathI dharma karavAno upadeza kema na apAya ? pUjayazrI : sauthI pahelI vAta to e samajo ke, amuka jAtino podgalika Azaya siddha thAya, eTalA mAtrathI saghaLI ja Apatti TaLI jAya, e zuM saMbhavita che? sabhA : je vastu meLavavAnA hetuthI dharma karyo hoya, te vastu prApta thaI jAya, eTale teTalA pUratI to Aphata TaLe ne ? pUjyazrI : paNa e Aphata TaLatAM sudhImAM je paudgalika abhilASA AdirUpa durbAna thayuM, tenA yoge keTalI navI Apattio khaDI thaI, teno kAMI vicAra? sabhA e vicAravA jevuM kharUM. pUjayazrI : paudgalika abhilASA e pApanuM kAraNa che, ATaluM to tame samajo cho to e pApa puSTa thAya evA prakAre dharmano upadeza Page #165 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApavAno Agraha tame kvI rIte sevI zako ? upakArI mahApuruSo pharamAve che ke, muktinA irAde AcarelA dharmathI saghaLI ja Apattio dUra thaI jAya che, to upakArIonA vacano pratye zraddhA keLavIne nirAzasabhAve dharma karavo, e vyAjabI che ke paulika AzaMsAthI dharma karavo e vyAjabI che ? sabhA : paNa AzaMsA AvI jatI hoya to ? pUjayazrI : to e AzaMsA na Ave tevo prayatna karavo. vicAravuM ke, mane vastunI AzaMsA thaI jAya che, te vastu mane maLI paNa jAya, toya tethI mArA saghaLA duHkhano atta AvavAno nathI. vaLI e vastu mArI pAse vadhumAM vadhu eka bhavanA samayathI vizeSa mATe TakavAnI nathI; ane e vastu meLavavAnI icchAthI mAMDIne e vastu maLe ane bhogavAya tyAM sudhInA pApanI gaNatarI keTalI ? Ama aneka rIte vicAra karIne podgalika AzaMsAne TALavAno prayatna karavo. jJAnIonA vacanonuM niraMtara zravaNa ane manana Adi karavuM, ke jethI muktinI abhilASA tIvra banatI jAya ane paudgalika AzaMsA naSTa thatI jAya. tahetu-anuSThAtanuM bIja evA paNa mugdha koTinA jIvo hoya che, ke je jIvoe AzaMsA sahita AcareluM paNa anuSThAna tahetu anuSThAnanA bIjabhUta hoya; paraMtu khyAlamAM rAkhavuM joIe ke tevA jIvone bhavasvarUpa AdinI vAstavika mAhitI ja hotI nathI. tevA jIvo potAnI sevA prakAranI laghukamitAnA yoge sadanuSThAnanA rAgI bane che ane e dvArA lyANa mAnI anuSThAnane AcaravA tatpara bane che paraMtu teone jyAM bhava ane muktinA svarUpAdino khyAla Ave che, ke tarata teo padgalika AzaMsAno tyAga kare che ane e ja kAraNa che ke, mugdha jIvonA tevA prakAranAM anuSThAnone paNa tahetu -anuSThAnanA bIjabhUta gaNAya che. A vastu AgaLa karI paudgalika AzaMsAthI thatAM dharmAnuSThAnone paNa uttejana maLe evo prayatna karavo, e koIpaNa rIte ucita nathI. zAstrakAra-paramaSioe rohiNI AdinA tapane darzAvyo che, e 147 adyattamAM zaraNaya eka gharma ja che........6 itu al aiatu iiiitu Page #166 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 148 leerdereerde eRLeRLercers sItAne kalaMka...bhAga-6 vastune AgaLa karIne Aje keTalAka viSAnuSThAna ane garAnuSThAnano paNa upadeza ApI rahyA che; paraMtu teone e tapa zAthI darzAvyo che, konA dvArA kayA hetuthI apAya che ane kone apAya che, tenuM bhAna ja nathI. mugdha AtmAone mArgamAM praveza karAvavAnA hetuthI ja gItArtha mahAtmAo te te tapanuM dAna kare che; ane e ja kAraNe, eTale ke mArganI prApti e phaLa hoIne, e saubhAgyAdinI kAMkSAvALAne apAyelA hovA chatAM, tyAM viSAdipaNAno prasaMga ke tahetutvanA bhaMgano prasaMga nathI gaNAto. lakSmInI kiMmata kacarA jeTalI ahIM to zrImatI sItAdevI zrI rAmacaMdrajInI salAha mujaba vartavAne tatpara banI jAya che. zrImatI sItAdevIe ghera jaIne moTA ADaMbarapUrvaka bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevanI pUjA karI ane puSkaLa dAna karyuM. gharamAMthI kacaro pheMkI detAM bAIone leza paNa saMkoca thAya che ? nahi ja, kAraNake, e pheMkI devA jevI ja vastu che, ema e mAne che, lakSmInI mUccha naSTaprAya: thAya che ane dharmanI prIti jAgRta thAya che, tyAre sAmagrIsaMpanna AtmAonuM dAna evuM banI jAya che ke, jANe te kacarAne kADhI rahela che. emane mana lakSmInI kiMmata kacarAthI adhika nathI, evuM ghana lenArAone agara dAna detA jonArAone paNa lAgI jAya che. e vinA, dAna dAnadharma rUpe thavuM e saheluM nathI. keTalIkavAra tapAlana ane tapa Adi paNa jeTalI sahelAIthI thaI zake che teTalI sahelAIthI sAcuM dAna thaI zakatuM nathI. bhaktibhAva ane anukaMpAbhAva supAtradAnamAM rahelo bhaktibhAva ane anukaMpAdAnamAM rahelo dayAbhAva, AtmAne dAna dvArA paNa ghaNA ja suMdara phaLane pamADanAra bane che. paraMtu bhakti pAtro pratye dayALuM bananArAo athavA bhaktipAtro mATe ya dayAnI ja vAto karanArAo ajJAna che. zrAvakone mATe zrAvako e dayAnuM sthAna nahi, paraMtu bhaktinuM ja sthAna che suzrAvaka suzrAvakonI bhakti karavAmAM ja rAjI hoya che. anukaMpA ghanamAM pAtra jovAnuM nahi ane bhaktidAnamAM to pAtra jovAnuM. Page #167 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhaktipAtranI AzAtanA na thaI jAya, tenI paNa kALajI rAkhavI joIe. Aje bhaktinI paNa keTalIka kriyAo, te kriyAo AcaranArAonI saMdratA AdithI, AzAtanAnI kriyAo jevI banI gaI che. thoDI zakti hoya to thoDAnI bhakti karo, paNa bhakti karo te evI rIte karo ke jethI bhaktipAtronI AzAtanA thavA pAme nahi. ananta upakArI zrI jinezvaradevonI AjJA mujaba saMyamanA ja pAlana ane pracAramAM udyamavatta banelA mahAtmAo, e to bhaktinA zreSTha bhAjana rUpa che; paraMtu Aje kahevAtA zeThIyA temanI paNa dayA khAtA hoya, e rIte vartI rahI che. bhaktipAtro pratye bhaktibhAva na jAgavo, ane dIna, du:khI Adi pratye anukaMpAbhAva na jAgavo, e paNa eka prakAranI kAramI kamanasIbI che. pAtra AtmAo traNa prakAranA gaNAya che sarvaviratidhara mahAtmAo e uttama kakSAnA pAtra che. deza viratidhara gRhastho e madhyama kakSAnA pAtra che ane tathA prakAre virati karavAne azakta hovA chatA paNa mArgamAM sudara zraddhAvALA banI zAsana prabhAvanAdi saMbaMdhI zakya pravRttio karanArA samyagdaSTi gRhastho e jaghanya pAtra che. dAna denArAoe paNa A bhaktipAtra AtmAonI AzAtanA na thaI jAya, tenI kALajI rAkhavI joIe. AthI spaSTa ja che ke, lyANanA arthIoe dAnamAM paNa suvivekazIla banavAnI jarUra che. ke jethI te dAna paNa AtmAne mukti pamADanAruM banI jAya. khAsa vicAravA jevI vAta have je prasaMganuM varNana zarU thAya che, te prasaMga khAsa samajavA jevo che. zrImatI sItAjI jyAre zrI rAmacandrajInI salAha mujaba dharmakarmamAM vizeSa AdaravALA banyAM che, te vakhate zrI rAmacandrajI pAse bIjI ja vAta cAlI rahI che. ApaNe joI gayA chIe ke, zrImatI sItAjInI sapatnIoe IrSAne vaza banIne, mAyAthI zrImatI sItAjInI pAse zrI rAvaNanA caraNo cItarAvela hatA; ane zrI rAmacandrajIne te batAvIne zrImatI sItAjI haju paNa zrI rAvaNane ja IcchI rahyA che, evuM zrI rAmacaMdrajInA magajamAM ThasAvavAnI peravI ......AdhyattimAM zaraNa kru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru eka gharma ja che 149 Page #168 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 150 CP RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRere sItAne kalaMka bhAga-6 karI hatI, paraMtu zrImatI sItAjInI sapatnIonI te prapaMcabAjI niSphaLa nIvaDI hatI; kAraNake zrI rAmacandrajIe te tarapha kazu ja lakSya ApyuM nahi ane gaMbhIratA jALavI potAnuM vartana pUrvanI jema ja jArI rAkhyuM. AthI zrImatI sItAjInI sapatnIoe potAnI dAsIo dvArA zrImatI sItAjInA te doSasthAnane lokamAM prakAzita karyuM. pariNAma e AvyuM ke, AkhI ayodhyA nagarImAM e vAta prasarI gaI ane ghera ghera lokanA mukhe e ja vAta thavA lAgI ke sItA satI nathI paraMtu kalaMkinI che. ayodhyAnagarImAM ghera ghera carcAI rahelI A vAta, zrI rAmacandrajInA kAne zI rIte AvI ane te vAta sAMbhaLyA bAda zrI rAmacandrajIe zuM zuM karyuM, e vagere vAtonuM varNana have zarU thAya che. jyAre duSkarma udayane pAme che ane temAM paNa jyAre ati tIvra hoya che, tyAre zANA paNa anya AtmAo duSkarmodayavALA AtmAne mATe kevI manodazAne pAme che, e ahIM khAsa vicAravA jevuM che. nagarIto satya vRttAnta kahenArA adhikArIo ' tarIke pUrve thatI nimaNuMko pUrvakALamAM rAjAo evA paNa adhikArIonI nimaNuMka karatA hatA ke je adhikArIo nagarImAM cAlatI saghaLI ja hIlacAlonI vAstavika mAhitI rAjAne pUrI pADatA hatA. AvA adhikArIo tarIke rAjadhAnInA sAmAnya mANasonI nimaNuMka nahotI thatI, paraMtu agragaNya nAgarikone ja e adhikArapade niyukta karavAmAM AvatA hatA. AvA adhikArIonI A prakAranI nimaNuMka, e rAjAonI nyAyapriyatAno ja eka purAvo che, ema kahI zakAya. rAjakarmacArIo sattA Adino durUpayoga kare agara to rAjakuTuMbanA mANaso prajAne raMjADe, to rAjAne mAhitI ApanAra koNa ? rAjakarmacArIo agara to rAjakuTuMbIo to e vAta rAjAne jaNAve nahi ane prajAjano paNa teonI viruddha phariyAda karavAnI hAma bhIDe nahi, eTale prajAne pahoMcatA anyAyathI rAjA bInavAkepha rahe teya svAbhAvika che ane nyAyI rAjyanuM e paNa eka kalaMka gaNAya te ya Page #169 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svAbhAvika che. AthI prajAne nyAya ApavAne tatpara evA prajAnA sAcA rakSaka rAjAo, agragaNya prajAjanone, rAjyanI saghaLI ja hakIkato yathArthasvarUpe jaNAvavAnA adhikAra pade nIme, e rAjA-prajA ubhayane mATe hitAvaha ja gaNI zakAya, nyAyapriya prajArakSaka rAjA potAnI prajA pratye evA vatsalabhAvane dharanAro hoya che ke, potAno ekano eka dIkaro paNa jo prajAne pIDato hoya, to tene paNa te sahI zakato nathI. sajjanonuM saMrakSaNa karavuM ane durjanone daMDavA, e vyAyI prajAvatsala rAjAnI eka rAjakartA tarIkenI agatyanI pharaja che. e ja rIte prajAnI paNa rAjAne dareka rIte sahAyaka thavAnI pharaja che. e pharajane samajanArI prajA evA rAjAne paNa pUjya mAnatI ane ethI kvacit anyAya thaI jato, to paNa kSamAzIla dRSTie jotI. rAjA prajAvatsala banyo raheto ane prajA rAjabhakta banI rahetI, ethI ubhayane zAMti hatI. sau potapotAnI pharaja adA karanArA bane e ja zAMtino mArga che Aje to lagabhaga ethI viparIta dazA che ane e viparita dazAmAM vadhAro ja thayA kare evI prajA sevAnA nAme pravRttio thaI rahI che. rAjA prajAvatsala nathI raho, to prajA bhaktivALI kyAM rahI che che ? rAjA ane prajA ubhaya potapotAnI pharajane cUke, to rAjyamAM 6 kAramI azAMti prasaryA vinA rahe nahi. emAM moTebhAge garIba prajAno ghANa nIkaLI jAya. rAjA-prajA, pitA-putra, pati-patnI AdimAM paraspara pharaja rahelI hoya che. sukhano mArga e che ke, sau potapotAnI pharaja adA karavA tatpara bane. pati potAnI pharaja adA karavAnI kALajImAM rahe ane patnI potAnI pharaja adA karavAnI kALajImAM rahe "e ja rIte pitA-putra paNa potapotAnI pharaja adA karavAnI kALajI rAkhyA kare. Ama thAya to, saMyogAdine vaza thaIne pharajane cUknAra, prAya: potAnI bhUlane samajI sudhAryA vinA rahe nahi. Ane badale, sAmo pharajathI jarAka cUkyo eTale ApaNe paNa ApaNI ..AdhyattimAM zaraNaru eka dharma ja che......6 iiiiiiiiiiitu 151 Page #170 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ CRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRLaris 152 pharajane bhUlI javI, evI nIti akhatyAra karavAmAM Ave to pariNAma prAyaH e ja Ave ke, beu mArgabhraSTa bane. pariNAme parasparano saMbaMdha kaDavo banI jAya ane paraspara vaimanasya bhAva vadhI jAya. rAjA, pitA ane pati sAtheno prajA, putra ane patnIno jhaghaDo Aje AnAthI udhI ja vicAraNA ghara karI gaI che. potAnI pharaja tarapha jovAnI darakAra nathI ane sAmo leza paNa pharaja cUka kare, to tene khamI khAvAnI TevaDa nathI. potAnI pharaja adA karavAnuM bilakla lakSya nahi rAkhanAra AdamI paNa, sAmo potA pratyenI pharajane jarA paNa cUke nahi ema Icche che. prajA, putra ke patnI, rAjA | pitA ke pati taraphanI potAnI pharaja zI che ? eno vicAra sarakho paNa na kare temaja potapotAnI pharajone samajI eno amala karavAmAM bedarakAra rahe; Ama chatAMpaNa te prajA AdI rAjA, pitA ke pati potAnA taraphanI pharaja jarA paNa cUkyA vinA adA karyA ja kare ema Icche, e zuM vyAjabI che? vastutaH to sAmo ApaNA taraphanI pharaja keTale aMze adA kare che, e jovAnI bahu paMcAtamAM paDavuM ja nahi; ApaNe to ApaNI pharaja zI che teno vicAra karavo tenA amalane mATe zakya eTalo prayatna karavAnuM cUkavuM nahi. ApaNe jo AvuM ekadhAru vartana rAkhI zakIe, to vahelo yA moDo, paNa sAmo na ja sudhare e zakya che ? sAmAe ApaNA pratyenI tenI pharaja adA kare che ke nahi e tarapha nahIM jotAM, sAmA pratyenI potAnI pharaja adA karavAmAM prasAdI na banAya, to niSpharamAM niSphara hadayavALo paNa sAmo potAnI pharajano pAlaka banyA vinA prAya: rahe nahi chatAM paNa mAno ke, sAmo bahu ja ayogya hoya ane na sudharyo, toya ApaNane nukasAna zuM che? ApaNe ApaNI pharaja adA karIe ethI, ApaNane to ekAje lAbha ja che. A vastu nathI samajAI, mATe ja Aje tucchamAM tuccha koTinA paNa jhaghaDAo Thera Thera utpanna thAya che. Aje to prajA rAjAne raMjADe, putra pitAne saMtApe agara patnI patine du:kha sitAne kalaMka....bhAga-6 Page #171 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ de, evA paNa samaye jo koI kahevA jAya, to prajA, putra agara patnI ema kahI de ke, "amane kahevA AvyA cho, paNa amArA rAjAe, pitAe agara patie amArA tarapha vu vartana rAkhyuM che, e jANo cho? AvuM kahIne rAjA, pitA agara patinA taddana kalpita paNa doSone gAnArAo Aje ochA pramANamAM nathI. lagabhaga AvI ja sthiti rAjA, pitA ke pati banelAonI paNa che. Ama chatAM paNa svAmisevakabhAvanI dRSTie sevakavarga jo ullaMTha bane ane maryAdAhIna AcaraNa kare. to te vadhAre ThapakApAtra gaNAya, e nizcita vAta che. lokacarcAnA kAraNe ayodhyAnagarInA ATha AgevAnonI matimAM paNa viparyAsa thavo pUrvakAlamAM rAjA-prajAnI sthiti judI hatI. rAjA prajAvatsala bhAvathI bharelo hato ane prajA rAjabhaktibhAvathI bharelI hatI. AvA prajAvatsala ane nyAyapriya rAjAo potAnI rAjadhAnInA mahattara janone nagarInA satya vRttAntane jaNAvavA mATe niyukta karatA. zrI rAmacandrajIe paNa potAnI rAjadhAnI ayodhyAmAM evI vyavasthA karI hatI. ayodhyApurInA e mahattara janonA nAmA hatA. vijaya, sUradeva, madhumAna, piMgala, zuladhara, kAzyapa, kAla ane kSema. A ATha mahattara janonA kAne pelI vAta AvI temaNe joyuM ke sItA kalaMkinI hovAnI vAta lokamAM jozabhera cAlI rahI che. e viSe vicAra karatAM karatAM teone paNa e vAtamAM tathya lAgyuM. yAda che ne ke, A loka ane A puramahattaro teja che, ke jemaNe zrImatI sItAjInI sAthe zrI rAmacandrajI saparivAra ayodhyAmAM AvI pahoMcatA, moTo utsava ujavyo hato ane temanA Agamanane vadhAvI lIdhuM hatuM. have ATalA kALe AvA DAhA paNa mANasone lAge che ke, 'sItA niSkalaMka hoya e zakya ja nathI.' sItA niSkalaMka hoya evI vAta temane have buddhigamya lAgatI nathI. A loka ane A lokanA AgevAno ! kharekhara, zrImatI sItAjInA duSkarmanA tevA prakAranA udayane kAraNe ja jANe ke, lokanA AgevAnonI paNa buddhi viparyAsa aidyattamAM zaraNa itil illai illai itu itu eka gharma ja che .....6 153 Page #172 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 154 pAmI gaI che. have te vijaya Adi ATha puramahattara jano zrI rAmacandrajInI pAse Ave che, zrImatI sItAjI kalaMkinI hovAnI ayodhyA nagarImAM ghera ghera cAlI rahelI vAta, zrI rAmacandrajIne kahevAne mATe ja, A vijaya Adi ATheya AgevAno AvyA che, paNa zrI rAmacandrajI jevAnI pAse temanI ati vallabhA patnI zrImatI sItAjI kalaMkInI che evI vAta karavI, e kAMI ramata vAta che ? rAja teja haMmezA dussaha hoya che. AthI te vijaya Adi zrI rAmacandrajInI pAse Ave che to kharA, paNa namaskAra karIne mUMgA mUMgA ja ubhA rahe che ane ubhA ubhA paNa te vijaya Adi ATheya jaNA jhADanA pAMdaDAnI jema kaMpI rahyAA che. temanA zarIramAM pUjArI chUTI rahI che. puNyavAnanuM teja paNa evuM hoya che ke, enI viruddha vAta karavAno nizcaya karIne AvelA vIro paNa, samakSa pahoMcatAnI sAthe, pAmara ane mUMgA banI jAya che. zUravIra paNa mANaso tevA puNyavAnanA teja mAtrathI aMjAI jAya che. puNyano e paNa eka prakArano prabhAva ja che. leerderderderderderderdere satAne kalaMka....bha-6 Page #173 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nyAyapriyarAjAo puramahattaro e kALa evo hato ke rAjA-prajA vacce pitA-putra jevA vatsala-bhaktinA bhAva hatAM. ethI rAjAo potAnI nyAyapriyatAne jALavI rAkhavA nagaracaryA-para potAnI najara paNa rAkhatA hatAM ne nagaranA zreSTha manuSyone puramahattara tarIke niyukta karI sArA-narasA samAcArothI vAkepha rahetAM hatAM. zrI rAmacandrajIe paNa vijaya Adi ATha puramahattaronI niyukti karelI hatI. mahAsatI sItAdevInA pApano udaya AvavAnI pUrva taiyArI che, ethI vijaya Adi vicArako paNa khoTI vAtothI kevA prabhAvita thayA che ane kevI kuyuktio dvArA vAtanI rajUAta kare che, te jovA jevuM che. AkhA prasaMga-varNanamAM tarI AvatI zrI rAmacandrajInI uttamatA, udAratA ane nyAyapriyatA noMdhapAtra che. to mobhAnuM sthAna zobhAvanArAomAM joItI vivekazIlatA keTalI mahattvanI che te paNa samajavA jevuM che. 155 Page #174 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 156 nyAyapriyarAjAo puramahattaro * puramahattarone zrI rAmacandrajInuM abhayavacana * vijaya nAmanA puramahattaranuM kathana vijayanuM prastAvanArUpa kathana * * tethI vadhu nukazAna thAya * zrImatI sItAdevI paranA apavAdanuM spaSTIkaraNa * sAcu arthIpaNuM AvavuM joIe * mokSanuM arthIpaNuM mokSa pamADanAra che te samajo ! * tadna junnu paNa apavAdane yuktiyukta TharAvavA mATe karAtI yuktio * balAtkAre paNa zrI rAvaNa zrImatI sItAjIne dUSita na ja banAvI zake * A anyAya dveSathI nahi paNa kIrtinI lAlasAthI ja thayo che Page #175 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'nyAyapriyarAjAo puramahattaro puramahattarone zrI rAmacandrajInuM abhayavacana vijaya Adi te ATheya puramahattaro potAnI pAse AvyA, chatAM namaskAra karIne kaMpatA thatA mUMgA mUMgA ja ubhA rahI, ethI zrI rAmacaMdrajIne lAgyuM ke, "A loko koI gaMbhIra ane azubha vArtA kahevAne AvyA che, anyathA, A loko ATalA badhA pUje paNa nahI ane mUMgA mUMgA ubhA rahe paNa nahi." AthI temane nirbhaya banAvIne, teo je kAMI kahevA AvyA hoya te yathArthapaNe kahevAne mATe temane utsAhita banAvatA hoya, tema zrI rAmacaMdrajI kahe che, he puramahattaro ! tame to ekAnta hitavAdI cho, eTale ekAnta hitanI vAta bolanAra evA tamane abhaya ja che. zrI rAmacandrajInA A zabdo keTalA sundara che ? puramahattarone ekAnsahitavAdI banyA rahevAnI kevI sarasa preraNA Ape evA che ? nyAyapriya rAjAne AvA avasare AvuM bolavuM ja chAje. hitakara evI apriya paNa vAta sAMbhaLavA mATe hitanA arthIoe nirantara taiyAra rahevuM joIe. priyavAdIothI ja viMTaLAyelA rahevAne TevAyelA sukhI mANaso, prAya: adhogatine paMthe ja vaLe che; jyAre hitavAdIono Adara karanArAo potAnI sAmagrIno sundara prakArano upayoga karIne, sva-parahitane sAdhanArAo banI zake che. A mATe sukhI mANasone to khAsa karIne zrI rAmacandrajInA A zabdo yAda rAkhIne vicAravA jevA che. sukhI mANaso jo hitavAdIone Adara karanArA banI jAya, to temanA vyavyayarajAo puramahattaro.......7 itil iiiiiiiitu 1pa7 Page #176 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 158 8-000```kaIMka chaP??? jIvanamAM anupama palaTo AvyA vinA rahe nahi. teono mithyA ghamaMDa nAmazeSa thaI jAya ane maLelI sAmagrIno durUpayoga thavAne badale prAya: sadupayoga ja thAya. zrI rAmacandrajInI sAmagrI pAse AjanA sukhI gaNAtA mANasonI sAmagrI kevI ? atizaya tuccha traNa khaMDanuM svAmitva bhogavanArA e hitavAdIono Adara karI zake ane tame na karI zako to tenuM kAraNa zuM ? e vicAro ! zrI rAmacandrajI to hitavAdIone nirbhayapaNe hitavAdI banyA rahevAnI ja preraNA kare che. vijaya nAmanA puramahattaranuM kathana zrI rAmacandrajInA te kathanathI vijaya Adi te ATha puramahattaromAM kAMIka hiMmata Ave che. teone khAtrI thAya che ke, 'have game tevI apriya paNa vAta kahevAmAM Ave, to paNa vAMdho nahi Ave.' AvI khAtrI thavA chatAM paNa, te puramahattaromAM je vijaya nAmano te prathama mahattara che, te potAne kahevAnI vAta khUba ja sAvacetIthI, thAya teTalo buddhino upayoga karIne ane bane teTalI namra bhASAmAM ane vyavasthita prastAvanA Adi karavApUrvaka ja kahe che. vijaya nAmanA Adyamahattare zrI rAmacandrajIne je kAMI kahyuM tenuM varNana karatAM, parama upakArI kalikALa sarvajJa AcArya bhagavAna zrImad hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pharamAve che ke '' 'svAmijJavazyavijJapyuM, yahi vijJapyate na hi / vaMcitaH svAttajjA svAmI, vijJapta ghAtiduHzravat ''heva ! avyAM pravAhota, ghaTate phurghaToDAva hi ? yuktyA hi yadghaTAmeti, zraddheyaM tanmanISiNA // 2 // " "tathAai nAnI hatyA, rAvaLena raMsunA 2 vaiva nitye ta@ma-nyavAsIvDa ghiruM prazno ! 53'' "sItA raktA viraktA vA saMvittyA vA prasahya vA / strIlolena dazAsyena, nUnaM syAdbhogadUSitA // 4 // " "loko'pi pravadatyevaM pravadAmo vayaM tathA yuktiputta pravAhaM tan-mA sahasva yuddhaha ! 9' ' Page #177 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'jJAnannovAnitAM Iti, ninaM namivAmanAm / pravAdasahanena tvaM, mA deva ! malinIkRthAH // 6 // " vijayanuM prastAvanArUpa kathata A puramahattaromAM paNa AgevAna evo vijaya nAmano puramahattara, sauthI pahelAM te prastAvanArUpa kathana kare che ane temAM potAnI sthitinI cokhavaTa kare che. pote je vAta kahevAne icche che, te vAta potAne na chUTake ja kahevI paDe che, ema dekhADe che. zrI rAmacandrajIne e samajAvavA icche che ke, 'ame je vAta ApanI sevAmAM rajU karavAne AvyA chIe, te kevaLa ApanA pratyenI amArI pharajane AdhIna banIne ja kahevA AvyA chIe. AvI paNa vAta ame jo Apane na hIe, to amAruM e vartana Apane chetaravA samAna ja gaNAya ane ApanI sAthe amArAthI chetarapiMDI to kema ja thaI zake ?' AthI ja, puramahattara vijaya kahe che ke, he svAmin ! ame je vijJapti karavA AvyA chIe, te vijJapti avazya karavA yogya che; ame jo AvI avazya karavA yogya paNa vijJapti na karIe, to ame amArA svAmIne chetaranArA ja TharIe paNa, amAre je vastunI vijJapti karavAnI che, te sAmAnya nathI vijJapta evI te vastu ati duHzrava che.' Ama jaNAvIne vijaye jema potAnI sthitinI cokhavaTa karI, tema teNe zrI rAmacandrajIne sAvadhAna manavALA banAvavAno paNa prayatna ryo. vijJapti ryA vinA cAle tema nathI, vijJapti na karIe to svAmInI paMcanA karI gaNAya ane vijJapti karye chate tene sAMbhaLavI e paNa ati muzkela che. A rItinI zarUAta, vijayanI vicakSaNatA ane vinayazIlatAnI sUcaka che. A prasaMga vicitra che eTale judI vAta che; bAkI vaDIlo AdinI sAthe kema bolavu joIe ? e AmAMthI paNa zIkhI zakAya tema che. moTA adhikArIonI sAthe jeone prasaMga paDe che ane teone jyAre te adhikArIone apriya .....nyAyapriyarAjAo puramahattaro......... 159 JD. DJ D D D D.I >>(c) Page #178 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 160 sita kalaMka....bhAga-6 evI paNa vAta kahevAnI hoya che, tyAre teo AvI agara to AthI paNa vadhAre namra vANI bole che, kAraNake tyAM jo udhu paDe to moTuM nukasAna thavAno saMbhava che, ema teo samajatA hoya che. sadgurUonI sAthe bolavA-cAlavAnA prasaMgamAM paNa vANI namratAthI bharelI ja hovI joIe. paNa Aje moTebhAge sarva dharmasthAnomAM uddhatAI vadhatI jAya che. dharma sthAnomAM to vadhumAM vadhu vinayazIlatA jALavavI joIe. ene badale Aje jo koIpaNa sthaLe vadhumAM vadhu uddhatAInA darzana thatA hoya, to te prAya: dharmasthAnomAM ja thAya che. deva bole nahi, gurUe kSamA rAkhavAnI ane duSkarmanuM phaLa to jyAre maLaze tyAre vAta che ne ? AvI manodazAnA yoge buddhizALI AdamI paNa dharmasthAnonI AzAtanA ja karyA kare che. evA gurUe kSamA rAkhavI joIe ema kahe, paNa amAre kema vartavuM joIe eno vicAra kare nahi. tethI vadhu nukasAna thAya dharmasthAnomAM uddhata bananArAomAM buddhi nathI, AvaData nathI ke temane kazI gama nathI ema na mAnatA, enA e mANaso zeThanI pAse sAhebanI pAse kamANI karAvanAra grAhakanI pAse bhale daMbhathI paNa kevI rIte varte che, jANo cho ne? sabhA: pALelA kUtarAnI jema. pUjayazrI : e game tema, paNa tyAM teo khUba sAvadha, khUba namra ane khUba vicakSaNa bane che. AthI vicAravuM joIe ke, dharmasthAnomAM ja teo uddhata kema bane che ? kaho ke, tyAM svArthavivazatA che ane ahIM ? ahIM to jANe Ave toya te upakAra karavAne ja AvatA hoya tema evAone bhavanI bhIti ke pApano Dara nathI hoto ane ethI ja teo dharmasthAnomAM game tevuM uddhatAIbharyuM vartana AcarI zake che. uddhatAI, e jyAM sarvatra tyAjya che, tyAM dharmasthAnomAM to AcaraNIya hoya ja zAnI? upakArIo pharamAve che ke vinaya e dharmanuM mULa che. mULane haNIne phaLa koI pAmyuM che? mULa Page #179 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ haNAyuM eTale saghaLuM ja haNAyuM. dharma vinA kalyANa nathI. ane dharmanI prApti sadgurUo dvArA zakya che, eTaluM jo hRdayamAM jacI jAya, to dharmasthAnomAM vinaya svAbhAvika banI jAya. dharmasthAnomAM uddhata bananArAoe to khAsa cetavA jevuM che. cakravartI ke indra pAse uddhata banavAmAM je hAni che, tenA karatA I guNi hAni dharmasthAnomAM uddhata banavAmAM che. vyavahAranI uddhatAI sAmAnya rIte A loknI ja hAninuM kAraNa bane che; jyAre dharmasthAnomAM karela uddhatAI A lokamAM paNa e AtmAne kharAba kare che ane paralokamAM paNa kharAba kare che. A lokamAM ethI ziSTajanono tiraskAra prApta thAya che ane bhavAMtaramAM dharmanI prApti durlabha banI jAya che. dharmasthAnomAM AvanArA badhA ja uddhata hoya che ema nathI paNa Aje dharmasthAnomAM uddhata banIne vartanArAo vadhatA jAya che, e nirvivAda vAta che. dharmasthAnomAM irAdApUrvaka uddhata bananArAone durgati, ghaNA kALa sudhI pIcho choDatI nathI. A nukasAna samajAya, haiye jacI jAya, to dharma sthAnomAM uddhatAI karavAnA svapne paNa khyAla Ave nahi, paraMtu durbhavI ke abhavI ke bhAre karmI AtmAonAM haiyAmAM A vAta jace eya zakya nathI. ahIM to vijaya kahe che ke, 'he svAmin ! ame je vijJapti karavA icchIe chIe, te vijJapti avazya karavA yogya che; je vastu avazya jaNAvavA yogya hoya, te jo na jaNAvIe to ame svAmInI vaMcanA karI gaNAya ane vijJapti karye chate te ati du:zrava che.' A prakAranI prastAvanA karIne, mULa vAta upara AvatAM vijaya kahe che ke 'he deva ! zrImatI sItA devInA saMbaMdhamAM pravAda che. jo ke e pravAda durghaTa che; paNa durghaTa evo ya e pravAda yuktithI ghaTe che ane je pravAda yuktithI ghaTato hoya, te pravAdane te durghaTa hoya te chatAMpaNa buddhimAnoe zraddheya mAnavo joIe. joI vicakSaNatA? pahelAM potAnI sthitinI cokhavaTa karavA sAthe zrI rAmacandrajIne sAvadha banAvyA ane have vAtanI zarUAta karatAM e vAta zrImatI sItAdevIne nyAyaprayarAjAo puramahattaro.......... 161 U che. Page #180 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 162 @@@ @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ ...tane kalaMka bhAga-3 lagatI che enuM sUcana kare che. e sUcana paNa khUba saphAIthI kare che ane sAthe sAthe e vastu zraddheya che emapaNa saphAIthI jaNAvI de che. pahelA to kahe che ke, devInA saMbaMdhamAM pravAda che; pachI kahe che ke e pravAda durghaTa che; ane e pravAdane durghaTa kahIne samarthana to e ja vAtanuM kare che ke durghaTa evA paNa e pravAda yuktithI ghaTe che ane e kAraNe buddhimAnone mATe e durghaTa paNa pravAda zraddheya che. arthAt Apa jo buddhimAna ho, to Ape paNa A pravAdane zraddheya mAnavo joIe, evuM paNa ADakatarI rIte kahI de che. zrImatI sItAdevI paranA apavAdanuM spaSTIkaraNa ATaluM kahA bAda, vijaya e pravAdanuM varNana kare che. e pravAda evo che ke,' ema kahIne vijaya zrI rAmacandrajIne kahe che ke 'ratikrIDAnI kAmanAvALo zrI rAvaNa jAnakIne ekalI ja laI gayo ane tyAM, he prabho ! jAnakIne ghaNo kALa rahevAnuM thayuM. zrImatI sItA rakta hoya ke virakta hoya, paNa strIlolupa zrI rAvaNe tene samajAvIne ke baLAtkAre bhogavIne dUSita to jarUra karelI ! loka paNa A pramANe kahe che ane ame paNa kahIe chIe kAraNake, e pravAda yuktiyukta che to te svAmin ! Apa e yukti yukta pravAdane calAvo nahi !' kaho, A kevo yuktivAda che ? game tevo buddhizALI mANasa paNa jyAM ubhAge ghasaDAI jAya, eTale enI buddhi avanavA kutarko utpanna karyA ja kare. saMsAramAM yuktio paNa pAra vinAnI che. korTomAM zuM thAya che ? vAdI ane prativAdI baMne taraphathI judA judA kAyadA zAstrIo dalIlo kare. khoTAne dalIlo maLe ema na mAnatA. evA paNa kuzaLa mANaso hoya che ke, taddana khoTI vAtane paNa evI yuktisaMgata banAvIne rajU kare ke, sAmAnya mANasa to sahajamAM bhoLavAI jAya ane buddhizALI mANasonuM magaja paNa cakrAve caDhI jAya, evAya kutarkavAdIone pakaDI pADavAne samartha mANaso nathI hotA ema nahi, paNa e vAta nizcita che ke, bAhoza kutarkavAdIo ghaNAone unmArge ghasaDI zake che. Page #181 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAcu arthIpaNuM AvavuM joIe jema vANImAM tema vartanamAM paNa daMbhakuzaLa AtmAo hoya che citrakAra sapATa bhUmi, bhIMta ke vastra upara citra dore chatAM te kuzaLa hoya to jonArane amuka bhAga uMco ane amuka bhAga nIco Adi che, ema paNa batAvI zake. eja rIte daMbhakuzaLa AtmAo paNa haiyAmAM jhera rAkhIne ya mRdu vANI bolI zake ane pote durAcArI hovA chatAM ya sadAcArI hovAno dekhAva karI zake. AthI koInI paNa mIThThI vAtothI lobhAvuM nahi, paNa sArAsAranI parIkSA karatAM zIkhavuM. dharmanu arthIpaNuM jema jema jAya che, tema tema dharmanI parIkSA ane dharma guruonI parIkSA tarapha durlakSya vadhatuM jAya che. A dharma sudharma che ke kudharma ane A guru sugurU che ke kugurU e paNa dharmanA arthI AtmAoe jANavuM joIe. deva, gurU ane dharma traNeyamAM 'su' paNa hoI zake ane 'ku' paNa hoI zake. deva tarIke pUjAnArAmAM devatva na hoya, ane guru temaja dharma tarIke oLakhAnArAmAM gurutva ane dharmatva na hoya e azakya nathI. evA paNa deva, gurU ane dharma hoI zake che, ke je mAtra nAmanA ja deva, gurU ane dharma hoya. paNa paramArthathI te na deva hoya, na gurU hoya ke na dharma hoya. A kAraNe ja upakArIo pharamAve che ke 'su' ane 'ku'ne pArakhatA zIkho. kalyANa cAhatA ho, to 'ku' ne tyajIne 'su' ne svIkAro. paNa e konA mATe ? devane deva rUpe pUjavA hoya to ne ? gurUne gurU rUpe svIkAravA hoya, to ne ? ane dharmane paNa dharma rUpe sevavo hoya to ne ? deva, gurU ane dharmanI upAsanA je rUpe thavI joIe te rUpe nathI thatI, temAM mukhya kAraNa e ja che ke, evuM sAcu arthIpaNuM pragaTyuM nathI. ghaNI kharI bedarakArI arthIpaNAnA abhAvamAMthI ja janme che. sAcuM arthIpaNuM bedarakArIne dUra kare che ane kALajIne vadhAre che bedarakArI dUra thAya ane sAcI kALajI vadhe, to veSadhArIothI bacavuM e ghaNuM ja saheluM banI jAya. evo AtmA to hitakara vANI bolavAmAM ane hitakara vartana karavAmAM paNa kuzaLa banI jAya che. ........priyarAjAo puramahattaro.. .7 163 6. G 2) UbhuM U U Page #182 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 164 CPRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR sItAne kalaMka...bhAga-6 mokSanuM athANuM mokSa pamADanAra che te samajo ! vijayanA saMyogo vicAro. vijaya Adi ATheya kula mahattarone zrI rAmacandranI pAse mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karAvavo che. e tyAga paNa kevI rIte karAvavo che? zrImatI sItAjI satI nathI ema pUravAra karIne ! A kAma saheluM nathI, manamAM bhaya ocho nathI, paNa eka vastunuM arthIpaNuM zuM kare che ? e jovA samajavA jevuM che. arthIpaNAnA yoge mANasa zakya eTalo potAnI buddhino ane sAmagrIno upayoga karavAne nathI cukato. arthIpaNuM ayogya vastunuM hoya ane ethI buddhi tathA sAmagrIno durUpayoga thAya e vAta judI che; paNa e ja rIte jo kalyANakara vastunuM arthIpaNuM hoya, to buddhi ane sAmagrIno sadupayoga thAya, eya cokkasa ne ? sabhA: jarUra thAya. pUjyazrI : AthI ja kahevAya che ke, eka mokSanA ja arthIpaNAne tIvra banAvo. mokSanA evA arthI banI jAva ke bIjI koI ja vastunuM arthIpaNuM rahe nahi. koI paNa vastunI IcchA thAya, toya te evI ja vastunI icchA thAya, ke je mokSanI sAdhanAmAM sahAyaka hoya mokSa sAdhanAmAM sahAyaka sAmagrInI abhilASA thAya, toya te jaldI mokSa sadhAya e hetuthI ja thAya, evI manodazA keLavavI joIe. mokSanuM arthIpaNuM jema jema tIvra banaze, tema tema mokSanA upAyane jANavA ane AcaravAnuM athANuM paNa tIvra banaze.ethI samyattvaguNa nahi pragaTyo hoya to pragaTaze ane pragaTyo haze to vadhu ne vadhu nirmaLa banato jaze. samyagadarzana guNa e evo to anupama guNa che ke, e guNa pragaTatAnI sAthe ja AtmAnA saMsAravAsano anna alpakALamAM thavAno e sunizcita thaI jAya che. A guNa jema jema nirmaLa banato jAya che tema tema AtmA nirmaLa banato jAya che. samyakSyAritrane pAmI e AtmA sakaLa karmonA chedane sAdhanAro banI zake che, samyaphacAritrane pAmyA vinA sakaLa karmono samULa cheda zakya Page #183 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ .....ja nathI ane samyagdarzananI prApti vinA sammacAritranI prApti zakya nathI. A rIte mokSanuM arthIpaNuM pariNAme mokSane pamADanAruM nivaDe che. taddata juThThA paNa apavAdane yuktiyukta karAvavA | mATe karAtI yuktio ahIM to zrI rAmacandrajInI pAse zrImatI sItAdevI jevI temanI ati vallabhA patnIno tyAga karAvavAnuM ane te paNa e mahAsatIne kalaMkitA TharAvIne tyAga karavAnuM arthIpaNuM che. arthIpaNAne siddha karavAne mATe vijaya taddana khoTA paNa pravAdane yukti yukta TharAvavA mathe che. ethI e zrImatI sItAdevInI manodazAne, pairyazIlatAne ane sattvazIlatA Adine ekadama gauNa banAvI de che. e vAta jANe ke, vicAravA jevI ja na hoya, e rIte vijaya vAta kare che. e ema samajAvavA mathe che ke zrI rAvaNa jevo samartha rAjA parastrIlaMpaTa banIne parastrIne upADI jAya ane e ekalI ja ghaNA kALa sudhI tyAM vase, e saMyogomAM e game tevI 6 sArI paNa hoya, te chatAM paNa te dUSita thayA vinA rahe ja nahi ! ane eTale ja, vijaya evI saMkalanA goThave che ke, zrI rAvaNa zrImatI che, sItAjIne upADI gayo, te bIjA koI kAraNe harI gayo nahoto paNa kevaLa ratikrIDAnI icchAthI ja harI gayo hato. eka to zrI rAvaNa kevaLa bhoga lAlasAthI ja zrImatI sItAjI ekalAne ja upADI gayo ane zrImatI sItAjI paNa tyAM-tenA mahelamAM ghaNA kALa paryA vasyAM. Ama chatAM mAno ke, zrImatI sItAjI tenAthI virakta hoya, paNa zrImatI sItAjI tenAthI virakta hoya ke tenAmAM rakta hoya, teno kAMI artha ja nathI. sAme zrI rAvaNa kevo hato ? eja vicAravAnuM che. zrImatI sItAjInI sAthe bhoga bhogavavA talasato evo te zrI rAvaNa zrImatI sItAjIne bhogathI dUSita karyA vinA rahe e saMbhavita ja nathI. zrImatI sItAjI emAM saMmata na hoya e paNa saMbhavita che 165 yarAjAo puramahattara....7 itil atil aiatil itil itu atil itu Page #184 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 166 ...sItAne kalaMka....bhAga-6 paNa tethI zuM ? zrImatI sItAjInI saMmatithI ke balAtkArathI paNa zrI rAvaNe temane bhogathI dUSita to banAvelA ja; kAraNake zrImatI sItAjI sAthenA bhogano atizaya abhilASI, parastrIlaMpaTa evo zrI rAvaNa eka tarapha ane bIjI tarapha zrImatI sItAjI ekalA ja temaja ghaNo kALa zrImatI sItAjIne tenA ja tAbAmAM vasavAnuM thayuM. A saMyogomAM zrImatI sItAjI game teTalA zuddha manavALA hoya, to zrI rAvaNa temane dUSita na kare e koIpaNa rIte banavAjoga nathI. balAtkAre paNa zrI rAvaNa zrImatI sItAjIne dUSita na ja banAvI zakata. balAtkAre paNa zrI rAvaNa zrImatI sItAjIne dUSita na ja banAvI zake eka taddana banAvaTI paNa zrImatI sItAjI mATenA apavAdane sAco TharAvavAne mATe, juo ke zrImatI sItAjInA haraNa ane laMkAmAMnA vasavATane kevAM rUpamAM rajU karavAmAM Ave che sabhA : zrI rAvaNane to evo niyama hato ne ke koI paNa parastrIne tenI icchA viruddha bhogavavI nahi ? mATe to zrImatI sItAjI upara zrI rAvaNe balAtkAra karyo nathI ane zrImatI sItAjI sarvathA nirdoSa rahIne ja pAchAM pharI zakayAM che. zrI rAvaNane jo evo niyama na hota, agara to zrI rAvaNa potAnA te niyamanA pAlanamAM sajja na hota to zuM pariNAma Avata e jJAnI jANe. sabhA : zrImatI sItAjI ApaghAta karata ? pUjyazrI : e ya zakya che, paNa zuM thAta e ApaNe nizcitapaNe kema kahI zakIe ? zrI rAvaNe jo balAtkAra karyo hota, tevo prayatna karyo hota, to kdAca zIlanA mAhAtmyathI kAMIka avanavuM ja banyuM hota ! e game te thAta, paNa zrI rAvaNa balAtkAre paNa zrImatI sItAjIne bhogadUSita to banAvI zakta ja nahi mahAsatIo prANanA sATe paNa zIlanI ja rakSA kare. Page #185 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sabhA : zrI rAvaNane evo niyama hato, te chatAMpaNa vijaya AvI banAvaTa kema karI rahyo che ane zrI rAmacandrajI A vAtane mUMgA mUMgA kema sAMbhaLI rahyA che ? pUjyazrI : vijayane ane zrI rAmacandrajIne paNa zrI rAvaNanA e niyamanI mAhitI na hoya, e khUba ja banavAjoga che. A uparAnta ghaDIbhara ApaNe ema kalpIe ke zrI rAmandrajI zrI rAvaNanA e niyamanI vAta jANatA hatA, to paNa teo AvA samaye e vAtane AgaLa dhare nahi, te svAbhAvika ja che. sabhA : ema kema? pUjyazrI : enuM e paNa eka kAraNa che ke zrI rAmacandrajI kadAca evI vAta kare, toya vijaya Adi e vAtane mAne nahi. vijaya Adi kadAca moDhA moDha na kahI zake, toya pAchaLa bole agara manamAM vicAre ke potAnI patnI dUSita chatAM paNa, nirdoSa TharAvavA mATeno A eka, sAmAnya paNa buddhizALI kabUlI na zake evo, bacAva che. taNakhalAnuM AlaMbana laIne sAgarane tarI javAnI vAta jevI A hAsyAspada vAta che ane bIjA koI paNa prasaMgamAM zrI rAmacandrajI jevA buddhizALI svAmI AvI vAta na to uccAre ke na to koIe kahI hoya to kabUle. A to zrImatI sItAjI pratyenA mohe buddhine AvarI lIdhI che. mATe ja zrI rAmacandrajI ema kahe che ke 'zrI rAvaNane balAtkAre parastrIne nahi bhogavavAno niyama hato ane zrImatI sItAjI tenAthI virakta hoIne temane vinA balAtkAre zrI rAvaNa dUSita karI zake e zakya nahotuM, mATe zrImatI sItAjI nirdoSa che. bAkI zrI rAvaNa, ke jeNe kevaLa bhoganI lAlasAthI kapaTa karIne parastrInuM haraNa karyuM ane tema karatAM jene loklajjA naDI nahi temaja bApa dAdAnI AbarUne ane potAnA kulane vaMcita karatAM paNa jene AMcako Avyo nahi; eTaluM ja nahi paNa teNe zrImatI sItAne haryA pachI chelle chelle paNa choDI devAne badale phanA thavAnuM maravAnuM ...vyAryAprayarAjAo puramahattaro......... 167 ECK SC .U Page #186 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ @(@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ 168 pasaMda karyuM. rAjyano ane kulano nAza thAya enI darakAra karI nahIM tathA zrI bibhiSaNa jevAne paNa jeNe sAcI vAta kahetA kADhI mUkyA. te rAvaNa eka niyama khAtara zrImatI sItAjI upara baLAtkAra na kare, e zakya ja nathI. evAne vaLI niyama zA ane kadAca niyama hoya toya evA niyamanuM evAo pAlana kare ja zAnA?" zrI rAmacandrajI zrI rAvaNanA te niyamane kadAca jANatA hoya ane te AvA vakhate kahe, to vijaya Adi AvA AvA vicAro kare ke nahi ? temaja zakya hoya to AvI vAto moDhA-moDha nahi to pAchaLa paNa bole ke nahi? sabhA : e saMbhavita kharUM. pUjayazrI : eTale zrI rAvaNanA te niyamanI vAta zrI rAmacandrajI jANatA hoya toya na bole, te svAbhAvika che ne ? sabhA: hAjI. pUjayazrI : ulaTuM ema paNa bane ke, AvA prasaMge zrI rAvaNanA niyamanI vAta kahevAthI zrImatI sItAjI mATeno lokapravAda vadhAre gaMbhIra svarUpa dhAraNa kare, kAraNake, vijaya jevA kuzaLa mANaso potAnuM dhAryuM na thAya ethI koIpaNa rIte potAnuM dhAryuM karAvavAnI IcchAthI bilakula sAcI evI paNa vAtane barAbara khoTI lAge evA rUpe rajU kare, emAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM kAMI nathI. A anyAya dveSathI nahi paNa kItinI lAlasAthI ja thayo che sabhA paNa vijaya vagere te ATha jaNAne tevuM te zuM lAgyuM che. ke jethI teo mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIne kalaMkita TharAvIne temano zrI rAmacandrajI pAse tyAga karAvavAne ja tatpara banyA che ? zrImatI sItAdevI upara ATalo badho dveSa AvavAnuM kAraNa zuM? pUjayazrI bahu majeno prazna che. vijaya Adi puramahattarono haiyAmAM zrImatI sItAjI pratye dveSa che ema nathI. zrImatI sItAjIe sItAne kalaMka bhAga-6 @@ Page #187 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yayayayarAjA evuM kAMI ja karyuM nathI, ke jethI vijaya AdinA haiyAmAM zrImatI sItAjI tarapha dveSabhAva pragaTe. sabhA : to pachI Ama thavAmAM kAraNa zuM? pUjyazrI eno ja khulAso karAya che. zrI rAmacandrajI ane zrI lakSmaNajI jevA nyAyaparAyaNa ane niSkalaMka kItine dharanArA svAmI jene maLyA che, te prajAnA AgevAnonA haiyAmAM e bhAvanA hovI e svAbhAvika che ke, "amArA rAjAnA kuLamAM ke amArA rAjAnA zAsanamAM koIne paNa kazuM ja kahevApaNuM nahi hovuM joIe. rAjakuLanI ane rAjazAsananI Ijjata evI ja hovI joIe, ke jenI duzmanane paNa prazaMsA ja karavI paDe. AthI teo rAjakuLanI ke rAjazAsananI leza paNa nidAnI saMbhAvanA jaNAtAM, tene mULamAMthI ja DAmI devA mathe te svAbhAvika che. sabhA : barAbara, paNa satyAsatyano to temaNe vicAra karavo joIe ne ? pUjyazrI : satyAsatyano ane sAmAnA hitAhika Adino temaNe vicAra karavo joIe, e nirvivAda vAta che, paNa mANasa jyAre koI paNa dunyavI vastune mATe ati Atura banI jAya che, tyAre te te vastunI sAdhanamAM pote bIjAone kevo anyAya pahoMcADI rahyA che, eno ene khyAla raheto nathI; agara tevo khyAla Ave che toya te svArtha vivaza banIne tenI upekSA kare che. e ja rIte, je rAjAnI chatrachAyAmAM pote rAjadhAnInA mahattaro tarIkeno adhikAra bhogavI rahyA che, te rAjAnI kItine koIpaNa rIte jhAMkhapa nahi lAgavI joIe, evI vijaya AdinI kAmanA hoya e sahaja che; ane e kAmanAnI tIvratAnA yoge 'eka mahAsatI mahAkalaMkanAM bhoga bane" e vagerenI paNa teo upekSA kare, emAM kazuM ja Azcarya pAmavA jevuM nathI. itu iiiiiiiiitu huramahattaro. 169 Page #188 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 170 sabhA: eTale e lokoe bhUla nathI karI ? pUjayazrI : bhUla to karI ja che, paNa ahIM to e khulAso karAya che ke, evI rIte paNa kItinA atizaya arthI banelA mANaso, AvI, bhayaMkara paNa bhUla kare, to emAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM kAMI ja nathI. @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ ....sAbe kalaMka...bhAga-3 @@@@@@ @@@@@@ Page #189 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kIrtinI kAmanA kartavyane bhUlAve che. zrI rAmacandrajIe mahAsatI sItAdevIno tyAga karyo temAM kItinI kAmanA pradhAnapaNe kAma karI gaI che. ne vijaya Adie paNa potAnA svAmInI kItine kAmanAthI ja eka pakSIya vicAraNA karI che, bAkI bIjI rIte paNa vicAravAnI taka teo pAse hatI. kIrtinI kAmanA dharmAcAryone paNa bhUlAvAmAM nAMkhe che ethI ja zrI kamalaprabhAcAryajI jevA prabhAvaka AcAryonuM paNa patana thayuM AvA lokonI parIkSAnA be upAyo batAvavA pUrvaka ane rohaguptanA prasaMgane varNavIne lokaherInA tyAga upara ahIM bhAra mUkAya che. | vijaya AdinI vAta sAMbhaLIne du:khathI mauna banI gayelA paNa zrI rAmacaMdrajI pratye hitavAdI banavAnI ja vAta doharAvI che. sAco bhakta kyAreya upekSA karanAro hoto nathI. A vAtanuM vizad varNana A prakaraNane samRddha banAve che. -zrI ? 171 Page #190 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 172 kIrtinI kAmanA kartavyane paNa bhUlAve che. * zAsana prabhAvaka AcAryanuM patana * mAyApUrNa ekarAro teonI parIkSA karavAnA be upAyo trirAzi matanA sthApaka rohagrasano prasaMga dharmAcAryoe lokaherIne paNa tyajavI ja joIe * loka dhArata to bIjI bAjunI paNa vicAra karavAnI sAmagrI hatI ja puramahattaronI A vicAraNA to sthUlibhadrajIne paNa kalaMkita TharAve cAritrazAlIone paNa cAritrahina TharAvanArA vijayanI zrI rAmacaMdrajIne chellI prArthanA duSkarmanA udayanI bhayaMkaratA samajIne pApothI baco. * maLelI anupama takane gumAvo nahi * prazaMsApAtra bhAgyazALIpaNuM saphaLa banAvo du:khathI mauna banI javuM aprazasta rAga saMsArane vadhAre che ane prazasta rAga saMsArane kSINa banAve che zrI rAmacaMdrajIno uttara AvuM kahevA chatAMya hitavAdI banavAnI ja preraNA rAta ane divasa jeTaluM ja bhakti ane upekSAnI vacce attara che bhaktinI kriyA karavAne azakta evo paNa bhakta upekSA karanAro to hoya ja nahi bhakta to jAtane ya AphatamAM bhakto mATe ja anAmata bhaktinI khAmI vinA upekSA hoya nahIM. zuddha AcAra-vicAranI preraNAnA sthAno teja bhaktinA sthAno che avahelanA aTakAvavAno prayatna zAthI nathI thato ? e vicAratA daMbhI banazo nahi zrI tIrthaMkaradevo paNa avazya bhAvibhAvanuM ullaMdhana karI zaktA nathI * aprazasta tyAga saMsAravRddhinuM kAraNa ane prazasta tyAga saMsArakSayanuM kAraNa Page #191 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ | kIrtinI kAmanA kartavyane paNa bhUlAve che, mahAsatI sItAdevInA zrI rAmacandrajIe karelA parityAgamAM, kIti ane yazanI abhilASoe ja ghaNo bhAga bhajavyo che, anyathA A loka to kahe, paNa zrI rAmacandrajI jevA ke, jemanA haiyAmAM zrImatI sItAjI niSkalaMka hovAnI pUrepUrI khAtrI che, te zrImatI sItAjIno parityAga kare ja zAnA ? dunyavI vastuonuM arthIpaNuM e ja evI che vastu che, ke je tenA arthInI pAse jeTalA anyAyo ane anAcAro paNa na karAve, teTalA thoDA ja gaNAya kIti ane yazanI kAmanA, e paNa paugalika kAmanA che. e kAmanAne vaza banelA bhalabhalA paNa bhUle. zrI AcArya jevA trIjA parameSThIpade rahelA paNa AtmAo, jo kIti ane yazane kAmanAne AdhIna banI jAya, to unmArganA Asevaka ane pracAraka paNa banI jAya te svAbhAvika che. evAo potAnA padane ane veSane bevaphA nivaDe, e khUba ja saMbhavita che. kIrti ane yazane AdhIna banelA dharmAcAryo unmArganA umUlana ane sanmArganA saMsthApakanuM potAnuM kartavya, yathAsthita rIte bajAvI zake e zakya ja nathI. bolavAnA avasare teo chatI zaktie mUMgA rahe agara je bolavuM joIe ethI viparIta bole eya svAbhAvika che. zAsana prabhAvaka AcAryanuM patana avasare kIrtInI sahaja paNa lAlasAne AdhIna banI javAya, to eka vAranA zAsananA paramaprabhAvaka AtmAone paNa patana pAmatA vAra lAgatI nathI. kamalaprabha nAmanA, eka AcArya thaI gayA che. temanA saMbaMdhamAM ema paNa banyuM che ke, prabhuzAsananA e evA to saMrakSaka hatA ke, zAsananA virodhIo emanAthI kaMpatA. emanA pratApe, zAsananA virodhIo phAvI zakatA nahi. AvA samartha 173 kirtita kAmanA kartavyane paNa bhUlAve che.....8 il itu iru atu illai itil illai Page #192 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 174 leerderderderdeRLeRLeRRARI sItAne kalaMka bhAga-3 zAsana saMrakSaka ane zAsanaprabhAvaka paNa AcArya eka sAmAnya prasaMgamAM bhUlyA ane patana pAmyA. zAsananA virodhIo evA mahAtmAonAM chidro zodhavAmAM tatpara hoya ane jo jarAka paNa taka maLI jAya, to teno pUrepUro geralAbha levAno cUke nahi, e nirvivAda vAta che. ekavAra e zAsanasaMrakSaka AcArya bhagavAnanI anupayogAdi kAraNe bhUla thaI ane e bhUla viSe temane jAheramAM prazna pUchAyo. A vakhate koI tevA prakAranA duSkarmano udaya thaI javAthI, e bhUlane bhUla rUpe jaNAvI zakyA nahi ane utsutrarUpaka banI ghora saMsAramAM rUlanArA banyA. mAyApUrNa ekarAro vicAra karo ke huM bhUlyo' agara mArI bhUla thaI' ema teo zAthI kahI zakyA nahi ? khAsa karIne amuka sthAne caDhyA bAda thaI gayelI bhUlane, bhUla rUpe jANyA pachI paNa nirdabhapaNe jAheramAM kabula karavI, e saheluM nathI. kIrtinI lAlasAne kADhayA vinA e bane nahi. hAM, evA paNa daMbhI AtmAo jarUra hoya che, ke jeo potAnI sAmAnya paNa bhUlono ekarAra karavA dvArA ja potAnI ati bhayaMkara evI paNa bhUlone chUpAvavAno prayatna karatA hoya che. evAo potAnI sAmAnya bhUlono je ekarAra karatA hoya che. te ekarAra nirdabha nathI hoto paNa dakSmapUrNa hoya che. kItinI lAlasA mANasane aneka rIte nacAve che. je koI potAnI niMdA karatA hoya, te sarva kItinI lAlasAne jItI cUkelA ja che, ema mAnavA jevuM nathI. jema kItinA lobhIo avasare potAnA mukhe ja potAnI prazaMsA karavAne maMDI paDe che tema kIrtinA lobhIo avasare vinA prasaMge paNa potAnI niMdA karavAne maMDI paDe che. evAo, e AtmaniMdA evI saphAIthI karatA hoya che, evI mAyApUrNa rIte karatA hoya che ke bhoLAo temanI prazaMsA karavA maMDI paDe. khAsa vicakSaNo ja samajI zake, A AtmaniMdA pazcAttApapUrNa che. ke mAyApUrNa che ? kItine lAlasAne AdhIna banelA rAMkaDAonI AtmanidA pazcAttApa pUrNa hotI ja nathI. emAM to mAyA ja bharelI hoya che. tame vicakSaNa bano to duniyAnA sAmAnya vyavahAramAM paNa tame A vastune joI zako tevuM che. Page #193 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ i itu i i teonI parIkSA karavAnA be upAyo keTalAka mANaso evA paNa hoya che ke, je tamAre moDhe temanI prazaMsA karAvavA icchatA hoya che, eTale vAtanI zarUAtamAM te potAnA je kAryane mahattvanuM ane DahApaNabharyuM ke prazaMsAne yogya mAnatA hoya, te kAryane paNa eka sAmAnya kArya tarIke gaNAve agara kahe ke, "are, emAM te meM zuM karyuM che ? paNa evA AdamInI parIkSA karavI hoya to upAya che. e vakhate thoDI prazaMsA karIne ene jo tame raMgamAM lAvI zako, to e potAnI meLe ja potAnI prazaMsA karavA maMDI paDaze ane tyAre tame barAbara samajI zakazo ke 'A nAmadAra potAnuM heja ghasAtuM bolIne paNa, potAnI prazaMsA karAvavAno ja prayatna karatA hatA. bIjo paNa upAya che ane te e ke, sAmo AdamI potAnuM ghasAtuM bolavAnI zarUAta kare, ke tarata ja e vAtane jhaDapI levI. sabhA : eTale ? pUjayazrI : mAno ke, koI zrImate amuka dAna dIdhuM agara amuka utsava AdimAM kharca karyuM. tamane heje ema thAya ke 'ANe ATaluM paNa karyuM te sAruM karyuM. AthI tame avasara pAmIne kaho paNa kharA ke, 'zeTha ! tame amuka dAna dIdhuM ke amuka kAma karyuM e bahu sArU karyuM. e vakhate moTebhAge tamane evo javAba maLe ke, "ThIka have, emAM ame zuM karyuM ? amArAthI to kAMI thatuM nathI. vagere vagere e bole, eTale e vAtane jhaDapI laIne kahevuM ke 'ApanI vAta taddana sAcI che. Apane je zrImannAI ane zakti maLI che, enA hisAbe Ape kAMI ja karyuM nathI. ApanA jevA jo dhAre to ghaNuM ghaNuM karI zake. ApanA karatAM ochI sAmagrIvALA paNa amuka mANaso keTaluM badhuM dAnAdi kare che ? ethI paNa vadhu karavAnI zakti ane sAmagrI ApanI pAse hovA chatAMpaNa, Apa eTaluM ya nathI karI zakatA, e vAtane Apa sArI rIte samajo cho e AnaMdano viSaya che 'AvuM AvuM tame bolatA ho, te vakhate tenA haiyAmAM je asara thatI haze, te prAya: tenA caherA upara tarI AvyA vinA nahi rahe. e jo prazaMsAno arthI haze, to ene tamAruM kathana kaDavuM lAgaze ane e sAMbhaLatA kaMTALo Avato hoya tema kirtinI kAmanA kartavyane paNa bhUlAve che..........8 i i itil ili 175 Page #194 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 176 Repelekeerde eRLeRLeReeks sitAne kalaMka bhAga-6 jaNAze. vaLI e prasaMga banyA pachIthI, e tamArI joDe kevo vartAva rAkhe che, enA uparathI paNa tame tenI manovRttine kaLI zakazo. e jo kharekhara ja potAnA dAnAdine nahivat mAnato haze ane yathAzakya rItIe dAnAdimAM pravRtta thavAno abhilASI haze, to tamane potAnA hitasvI mAnaze. ene lAgaze ke AvuM kahenArA hoya to ApaNI khAmI ghaTavA mAMDe. AvA ja kalyANa mitra banavAne lAyaka che. hAjI-hA karanArAo ane khoTI paNa prazaMsA karIne ApaNane khuza karavA mathanArAo to dumananI garaja sAranArAM che." AthI e tamArA pratye vadhAre AdarathI joze. have jo AnAthI viparIta pariNAma Ave to, samajavuM ke, zeTha pahelA je potAnuM ghasAtuM bolyA, te to ApaNA moDhe potAnI prazaMsA karAvavAne mATe ja bolyA hatA. trirAzi matanA sthApaka rohaguptano prasaMga ApaNo muddo to e che ke, kItinI lAlasA, tene AdhIna banelA AtmAone aneka rUpe nacAve che, eTale bhUlano ekarAra paNa nirdanma ja hovo joIe. kIrtinI abhilASAne AdhIna banelAo avasare kAMto bhUlane bhUlarUpe jANavA chatAM jAheramAM svIkArI zakatA nathI ane svIkAre che toya mAyApUrNa rIte. kamalaprabha nAmanA te ekavAranA zAsananA samartha saMrakSaka paNa potAnI bhUla nahi kabUlI zakyA ane ethI uMdhu bolIne usUtraprarUpaka banyA. trirAzika paMthanA sthApaka rohaguptamAM paNa zuM banyuM che ? jo e rAjasabhAmAM jaIne khUlAso karata ke "e to pelo kuvAdI hato ane ene jItavA pUratuM ja meM traNa rAzinuM sthApana karyu hatuM paNa jIva ane ajIva ema rAzi to beja che' to kazu ja nahotuM; paNa mAnanA yoge rohaguptathI evuM kaMI ja banI zakyuM nahi. je gurUnA puNyapratApe ja e bacI zakyo hato, jIvato rahI zakyo hato, te gurUdeve tene ghaNuM ghaNuM samajAvyo paNa teNe mAnyuM ja nahi. eNe to chevaTe potAnA parama upakArI gurUdevanI paNa sAme thaIne, potAnI khoTI paNa vAtane sAcI TharAvavAno ja prayatna karyo ane nidbhava banyo. Page #195 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharmAcAryoe lokaherIne paNa tyajavI ja joIe A rIte kIrtine lAlasAne AdhIna banelA AtmAo anekavidha anarthonA utpAdako paNa banI jAya che. jyAM dharmAcArya jevA parameSThIpade rahelA AtmAo paNa, kIrtinI abhilASone AdhIna banavAthI Dube, tyAM bIjAo to gajuM ja zuM ? Aje jo sarva sthaLethI zAstrasaMmata vAto jAhera thavA mAMDe to aneka AtmAo unmArgagAmI banatA bacI zake. paNa lokaherImAM paDelAothI e zakya ja nathI. lokaherImAM paDelAo to, zAsananA saMrakSaNano prayatna karanArAonI paNa niMdA na kare toya ghaNuM che. evAo sAcI vAta bhale na kahe, paNa uMdhI vAta na kahe toya, ghaNuM che. jo ke, chatI zaktie avasare bolavA yogya nahi bolavuM e yogya nathI ja; paNa te na bane to kamathI kama uMdhu to nahi ja bolavuM joIe. dharmAcAryanuM pada bhogavavuM, e samajo to saheluM nathI. dharmAcAryanA pade rahelAonI jokhamadArI ochI nathI. dharmAcAryanA pavitra padane vaphAdAra rahelAne mATe, ene ujALavAne mATe lokaherIno tyAga karavo eya ati Avazyaka che. lokaherImAM paDelA AtmAo dharmAcAryanA pavitra padane ujALI zakatA nathI. avasare teo dharmAcAryanA pavitra padane kalaMkita ja kare che. lokaherI jyAM dharmAcAryanA pavitra pade rahelAone paNa unmArganA Asevaka banAvI de che, tyAM vijaya Adi viparita vicAromAM baddha thaI jAya, e zuM asaMbhavita che ? nahI ja. loka dhArata to bIjI bAjuno paNa vicAra karavAnI sAmagrI hatI ja vijaya Adi ATheya mahattaro atyAre e ja dhUnamAM che ke, zrImatI sItAjInA yoge zrI rAmacandrajInI nirmala kIrti malina banI rahI che, mATe zrI rAmacandrajInI pAse zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karAvavo. svAmInI kIrtine niSkalaMka rAkhavAnI atizaya lAlasAmAM phasAyelA teo, buddhizALI hovA chatAMya, ekapakSIya vicArasaraNImAM baddha thaI gayA che. teo e ja vicAre che ke, 'zrI rAvaNa kevo ?' nirlajja banIne kapaTa AcaravApUrvaka parastrIne harI janAro. ...kIrtinI kAmanA kartavyane paNa bhUlAve che.......... 177 DD D (c) DH Page #196 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 178 RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRS sItAbe kalaMka bhAga-3 parastrImAM laMpaTa ane e parastrIlaMpaTatA paNa kevI ? eNe na to potAnI AbarUno vicAra karyo ke na to kulanA kalaMkano vicAra karyo. zrImatI sItAjImAM lubdha banelA teNe kuTuMbanA kalezane gaNakAryo nahi, lakSayanI paravA karI nahi, rAjyanAzane gaNakAryo nahI ane atte pote paNa maryo. AvA mANasanA tAbAmAM zrImatI sItAjI ekalA ja ghaNAkALa rahe ane te chatAM paNa pelo temane bhogathI dUSita na banAve, e saMbhavita ja nathI. A loko tyAM sudhInI vAta kare che ke, zrImatI sItAjI zrI rAvaNamAM rakta ho ke virakta ho, e to jANe ke vicAravA jevI ja vAta nathI ! kharekhara, lokavAdanuM ThekANuM hotuM ja nathI. eka mANasanI Aje 6 taddana khoTI paNa khUba khUba prazaMsA karatAMya loka acakAto nathI ane bIje ja divase tenI taddana khoTI paNa khUba khUba niMdA karatA ya loko acakAtA nathI. loka dvArA jema khoTI prazaMsA thavI e saMbhavita che, tema khoTI siMgha thavI eya saMbhavita che. anyathA, teo ema vicArI zakta ke, je zrImatI sItAjI rAjasukhone lAta mArIne zrI rAmacandrajInI sAthe cAlI nIkaLyA te game tevA saMyogomAM zIlane cUke ja kema! teo ema paNa vicArI zakta ke, zrI rAvaNa game tevo duSTa hato, parastrI lolupa hato, paNa zrImatI sItAjI makkama hoya to te karI zuM zake ? mAno ke sAmAnuM paribala vizeSa hoya ane tenA tAbAmAM phasAyelI strIno azubhodaya tIvra hoya, paNa jo te strI zIlarakSAnI kAmanAvALI hoya to, sarvathA nirUpAya banI jatAM, potAnA prANano tyAga to karI zake ne ? sAcI satInA zIlane game tevA baLavAna paNa puruSa dUSita karI zaktA ja nathI. paNa loLe ke vijaya Adi ATha buddhizALI puramahattarone paNa Avo vicAra sUjhato ja nathI; eTaluM ja nahi. paNa koIne ya A apavAdanA nivAraNano vAstavika mArga paNa sUjhato nathI ! AmAM zrImatI sItAjIno tIvra azubhodaya paNa kAma karI rahI che. tIvra azubhodayanA yoge snehI paNa zatru bane che. Page #197 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tai puramahattaronI A vicAraNA to zrI syulibhadrajIne paNa kalaMkita TharAve bAkI vijaya Adie je rIte vicAra karyo che. e rIte ja jo sarvatra vicAra karavAmAM Ave, to to zrI syulibhadrajI jevA mahAtmAne paNa niSkalaMka mAnI zakAya nahi. sthUlibhadrajI mahAtmA kozA nAmanI vezyAnI citrazALAmAM cAturmAsa vasyA che; rasamaya bhojanone e mahAtmAe lIdhAM che kozA vezyA mAtra rUpavatI ja che ema nahi, paNa kalA saMpanna vezyA che zrI syulibhadrajI pratyeno teno rAga paNa jevo tevo nathI zrI syulibhadrajInA manane calita karavAne mATe teNe hAvabhAva dekhADavAmAM ke vinavavAmAM kamInA rAkhI nathI; ekAnta paNa che ane vadhumAM khUda zrI syulibhadrajIne paNa pUrve tenA upara atizaya rAga hato; A badhA saMyogomAM e niSkalaMka cAritranA pAlaka kema rahI zake ? ajJAna lokane Avo prazna ubho karIne evA mahAtmAne paNa che kalaMkita TharAvatAM vAra lAge nahi. kevaLa viSayarAgane ja uttejita karanArI e badhI sAmagrI hatI, chatAM mahAtmA zrI syulibhadrajI niSkalaMka cAritranuM pAlana karatAM tyAM rahI zakyAM, to zrI rAvaNa bhalene game tevA duSTa Azayane dharanArA hatA, paNa zrImatI sItAjI zA mATe niSkalaMka rahI zake nahi ? cAritrazAlIone paNa cAritrahIta TharAvanArA Aje paNa saMyamIonA saMbaMdhamAM vijaya AdinA jevA kutarko karanArAono abhAva che, ema na mAnatA. Aje paNa anekavidha kutarko dvArA saMyamazIla mahAtmAone cAritrahIna TharAvavAnA duprayatno thaI rahyA che. suvihita sAdhuonuM astitva jeone vighna rUpa lAge che, teo AvuM kare e svAbhAvika ja che. Aje kahevAtA sudhArako evI evI paNa pravRttio AcarI rahyA che, ke je pravRttio svapara-tAraka siddhAnto pratye zaMkA lAvI, sAcA lyANamArgane rUdhanArI che. sau koInA lyANanI kAmanAvALA suvihita sAdhuo lyANamArgane rUMdhato aTakAvavAnA zakya prayatno na kare, e kema ja bane ? evA virodhanI khAtara, cAritrazIla mahAtmAone ya cAritrahIna TharAvavA mATe kutarko vahetA mUkavA e mANasAI nathI. e 179 kirtinI kAmanA kartavyane paNa bhUlAve che...........8 itu itil atu il atil i Page #198 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ JERCER LeR KER 180 ...sItAne kalaMka....bhaga-6 to atizaya hIna koTinI adhamatA che, paNa sanmArganA dveSIo mATe e ja svAbhAvika gaNAya. vyavahAramAM paNa keTalIkvAra AvuM bane che. kutarko lAvIne keTalAya zrImantone ane keTalIya peDhIone pAyamAla karyAnuM sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave che. saddharamAM saddhara paNa peDhIne mATe, dveSIo evA kutarkone vahetA mUke, ke jethI ajJAna loka saMzayamAM paDe, lokano vizvAsa nAbUda thAya ane ethI loknI aNadhArI ugharANI vadhI jatA chatI sAmagrIe paNa e peDhIne budhavArIyA korTano Azaro levAno vakhata AvI lAge. unmArgagAmI banelA AtmAonI tarkazakti to Ama anekavidha anarthonI utpAdaka banI jAya che. vijayanI zrI rAmacandrajIte chelle prArthanA have vijaya taddana khoTA paNa loka apavAdane kutarko dvArA yuktiyukta jaNAvIne chelle chelle zrI rAmacandrajIne prArthanA kare che ke 'ApanuM kuLa nirmaLa kIrtivALuM che. ane enI mAphka Ape paNa janmathI mAMDIne atyAra sudhImAM nirmaLa kIrtine upArjI che, to he deva ! AvA pravAdane upekSA karavA dvArA ApanI te Ajanma upArjita nirmaLa kIrtine malina Apa karo nahi !' vijaya AdinA A parizramano hetu zo che ? enA vijyanA A kathanathI AbAda spaSTIkaraNa thaI jAya che. vijaya Adine lAgyuM che ke, 'zrImatI sItAjI kalaMkinI che' evA pravAdane jo zrI rAmacandrajI calAvI ja le, to ethI zrI rAmacandrajIe upArjelI kIrti malina bane ane potAnA svAmInI kIrti malina bane e vijaya Adine mATe asahya hatuM. AthI teonI buddhi khoTA paNa pravAdane yuktiyukta siddha karavAne prerAya e svAbhAvika che. vaLI zrImatI sItAdevInA tIvra azubhodayanA yoge, vijaya Adine vicAra karatAM karatAM pramANikapaNe paNa te pravAda taddana vyAjabI lAgyo hoya, toya te svAbhAvika che. Ama chatAM paNa vijaya Adi jevA buddhimAno paNa zrI rAmacandrajInI kIrtine nirmaLa banAvI rAkhavAmAM magna banI, zrImatI sItAdevI jevI svAminInA hitAhitano vicAra karatA nathI, e khUba ja kharAba che. temanA jevAe to AvA prasaMge mahAsatI sItAdevI Page #199 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMbaMdhI lokamAM prasarelo pravAda TaLe ane 'e mahAsatI niSkalaMkinI ja che' evo lokmAM abhiprAya pravarte eja jAtino prayatna karavo joIe. A to teo potAnA svAmInA sukhamAM paNa agni mUkvA jevuM ja kArya karI rahyA che. duSkarmanA udayanI bhayaMkaratA samajIne pApothI baco paNa vAta e che ke, duSkarmanA udaye zANAmAM zANA paNa AdamIo dvArA mUrkhAothI ya napAvaTa jevI karaNIo acarAI jAya che. duSkarmanA udayanI A bhayaMkaratA harahaMmeza dhyAnamAM rAkhavA jevI che. duSkarmanA udayanI bhayaMkaratA dhyAnamAM rahe, to pApa karatAM kaMpArI chUTyA vinA na rahe. duSkarmanA udayano jene khyAla che, te ghaNA pApothI bacI jAya che. ane je thoDAM pAponI AcaraNA thAya che, temAM paNa tenI rasiktA hotI nathI. pApAcaraNa thaI gayA bAda paNa tene pazcAttApa thAya che. koIpaNa pravRtti AcaratA pahelAM, tenA pariNAmano vivekapUrvaka vicAra karatA zIkho. kharAba pariNAmavALI pravRttithI dUra rahevAno ane sArA pariNAmavALI pravRttimAM otaprota banavAno prayatna karo, du:khathI Daro cho, to du:khanA kAraNa pApathI Daro. pApathI bacanArAo du:khathI bacelAo ja che. maLelI anupama takane gumAvo nahi A bhavamAM A vastune samajavAnI ane samajIne teno jIvanamAM zakya amala karavAnI tamane anupama taka maLI che. ananta saMsAramAM rajhaLatA jIvone AvI sundara taka vAraMvAra maLatI nathI. mahAbhAgyavAn AtmAo ja AvI anupama takane pAmI zake che. AvI takne khoI beThA, to enuM pariNAma zuM Avaze e hevAnI jarUra che ? AvI takane gumAvI denArA ane pAparasika banIne jIndagI pUrI karI denArA AtmAo durgationA evA cakrAve caDhI jAya che ke, kdAca ananta kALa paryanta paNa teone AvI anupama taktI puna: prApti thAya nahi. A jIndagImAM jeo A vastune samajatA nathI, teonI jIndagI eLe ja jAya che. A vastune nahi samajanArA game teTaluM bhaNelA hoya, toya mUrkhA ja che. kIrtinI kAmanA kartavyane paNa bhUlAve che. .......... 181 G Page #200 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ XeRS 182 sItAne kalaMka....bha.4-6 prazaMsApAtra bhAgyazALIpaNuM saphaLa batAvo tame samajo to tame ochA bhAgyazALI nathI. AryadezAdi sAmagrIo sahita manuSyabhava ane emAM paNa sadgurUnA mukhe satzAstronuM zravaNa karavAnI jogavAI jeone maLI che, teonA sadbhAgyanI prazaMsA koNa na kare ? AvA prazaMsanIya sadbhAgyane pAmavA chatAM paNa jo saMsAramAM rUlI jAva to to tamArI bhavitavyatA atizaya kAramI gaNAya. AvI prazaMsanIya bhAgyazALitAne pAmIne to tamAre tamArA jIvanane ekadama niSpApa banAvI devAno prayatna karavo joIe. svayaM niSpApa jIvanane jIvanArA banIne, zakyatA mujaba bIjA paNa jIvone niSpApa jIvana jIvanArA banAvavAno prayatna karavo joIe. niSpApa jIvana jIvanArA ane niSpApa jIvana jIvavAne tatpara banelA AtmAonA mArgamAM AvatAM vighnone TALI, temane niSpApa jIvana jIvavAmAM jeTalI sahAya ApI zakAya tema hoya, teTalI sahAya ApavI joIe. A jIvanane pApathI leza paNa kharaDavA devuM nahi ane pUrvanA pApo paNa nirjare tevo prayatna karavo. A janmamAM ekadama niSpApa banavA chatAMya, pUrvanAM pApakarmo udayamAM Ave e zakya che. evA vakhate paNa khUba ja sAvadhAnI rAkhavI evA vakhate paNa samAdhimaya manodazAthI bhraSTa na banAya, enI kALajI rAkhavI. pApanA udayane samabhAve sahavo. AvI rIte vartanArAo, potAnI prazaMsanIya bhAgyazALatAne sundaramA suMdara rIte saphLa banAvanArAo che. jeone mATe ekadama niSpApa jIvana jIvavAnu zakya na hoya. teo paNa pApakarmothI bane teTalA vadhu pramANamAM prayatnapUrvaka bacatA rahe ane niSpApa jIvana jIvanArA mahAtmAonI bhakti Adi anuSThAnomAM yathAzakya tatpara bane, toya potAnI prazaMsanIya bhAgyazALitAne saphaLa banAvI zake. AthI viparItapaNe vartanArAo, prazaMsanIya bhAgyanA bhogavaTAne pariNAme, nindanIya bhAgyane ja upArjanArA banI jAya che. mosamamAM ALasuM ane bedarakAra rahenAro vepArI raLavAne badale devALIo paNa banI jAya. e ja sthiti AvI anupama takano durUpayoga karanArAonI paNa thAya te svAbhAvika che. Page #201 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mana duHkhathI mauna banI javuM A bAju vijaya Adi puramahattaroe karelI prArthanAnI zrI rAmacandrajI upara kevI asara thaI ane zrI rAmacandrajIe kevo uttara ApIne te vijaya Adi puramahattarone vidAya kyuM tenuM varNana karatA, paramaupakArI kalikAlasarvajJa, AcArya bhagavAna zrImad hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pharamAve che ke "dafda cAtithI mUtAM, sItAM nizvitya rAghava: 4 sadyo'bhUd duHkhatUSNIkaH prAyaH premAtidustyajam / / 1 / / dhairyamAlaMbya kAkutstha-stAnuvAca mahattarAn / sAdhu vyavapi yuSyAmi-rna bhaktAH kvApyupekSakAH 12 // na strImAnakRte jAtu, sahiSye'hamihAyazaH / : pratijJA, visarna mahettarA rU??" vijayanA mukhathI karAyelI vijJaptine sAMbhaLatA zrI rAmacandrajIne khAtrI thaI gaI ke, 'sItA kalaMkanA atithi thayA.' zrI rAmacandrajIne zrImatI sItAjI pratye keTalo badho prema che, te ApaNe jANIe chIe, eTale zrImatI sItAjInA zire kalaMka Ave, ethI zrI rAmacandrajInuM haiyuM ghavAya te to svAbhAvika che. zrImatI sItAjIne kalaMkanAM atithibhUta banelA jANIne, zrI rAmacandrajI ekadama eTalA badhA du:khI thaI gayA ke, pahelAM to kAMI ja bolI zakyA nahi. kharekhara, premano tyAga karavo e prAyaH atizaya muzkela che. zrI rAmacandrajI barAbara samajI gayA che ke vijaya AdinI A prArthanAnuM rahasya zuM che? vijaye jo ke, spaSTa zabdomAM zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karavAnI vinaMtI karI nathI, paraMtu pravAdane upekSA karavA dvArA nirmaLa kItine malina nahi banAvavAnI vijJapti je rUpe karAI che, te jotAM e ja dhvanita thAya che ke, zrI rAmacandrajIe koIpaNa upAye zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karavo ja joIe, ema vijaya Adi IcchI rahyA che. zrI rAmacandrajI A na samajI zake e zakya nathI ane ethI ja paramaupakArI, kalikALasarvajJa AcArya bhagavAna zrImad hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja pharamAve che "prAyaH premAtindurrAnam ?" kIrtinI kAmanA kartavyane paNa bhUlAve che..... illai itu itil atu illai 183 Page #202 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 184 RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRLaRlepis sItAne kalaMka bhAga-6. zrI rAmacandrajI jo A pravAdane calAvI levA taiyAra na hoya ane tethI zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karavo paDaze ema lAgatuM hoya, to zrImatI sItAjI pratyenA premane dabAvyA vinA chUTako ja nathI; paNa ema premano tyAga karavo e saheluM nathI. jeTalo premano atireka, teTalo teno tyAga mukla. aprazasta rAga saMsArane vadhAre che ane prazasta rAga saMsArane kSINa banAve che A prema vakhANavA jevo nathI. A prema to AtmAne mUMjhave. Avo prema vivekI AtmAne paNa khUba khUba satAvI zake che. prema karavo ja hoya, to e vastuno karo ane evI rIte karo, ke jethI aprazasta rAga nAza pAme, rAganuM pramANa ghaTatuM jAya ane anne vItarAgatA pamAya. aprazasta rAga AtmAnA saMsArane vadhAre che ane prazasta rAga AtmAnA saMsArane kSINa kare che. vItarAga dazA pAmavAnI abhilASAvALA AtmAoe rAgane prazasta banAvavo joIe. prazasta rAga AtmAne evIja pravRttiomAM yoje che ke, je pravRttio dvArA duSkarmonI khUba khUba nirjarA sadhAya ane atte vItarAgatAne pamAya. prazasta rAga AtmAne koIpaNa prakAranI hAni karato ja nathI rAga mAtra tyAjya che e nirvivAda vAta che, paNa aprazasta rAgane kADhavAnI jema mahenata karavI paDe che tema prazasta rAgane kADhavAnI mahenata karavI paDatI nathI. prazasta rAgathI to svayameva rAganA kAraNono nAza sadhAya tevI vRtti janme che, ane pravRtti thAya che. prazasta rAganA yoge, e rIte rAganA kArANano nAza sadhAto hoIne, enAthI DaravAnI jarUra nathI. AthI rAgI AtmAoe potAnA rAganI aprazastatAne TALI prazastatA prApta karavI joIe. aprazasta rAga AtmAne aneka rIte mUMjhave che ane ethI vivekazIla AtmAone mATe paNa tenA premano tyAga karavo, e prAya: atizaya mukta che ema gaNAya che. zrI rAmacaMdrajIno uttara zrImatI sItAjI pratye atizaya prema hovAthI, pahelAM to zrI rAmacandrajI du:khanA mAryA mUMgA banI gayA paNa game tema toya e dhIra, Page #203 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vIra ane gaMbhIra che. samaju che. emane vijaya Adi puramahattaro upara jarAya krodha Avato nathI. zrImatI sItAjI viSe taddana khoTI ane te chatAM mahAkAranI vAto karanArA loko upara paNa, zrI rAmacandrajI roSavALA banatA nathI. azubhodaye AthI paNa vadhAre kharAba vAto thAya to e saMbhavita che, ema zrI rAmacandrajI samaje che ane ethI ja gheryanuM avalaMbana laIne, te vijaya Adi puramahattarone zrI rAmacandrajI kahe che ke tame A mane jaNAvyuM te sAruM karyuM. bhakto koIpaNa bAbatamAM upekSA karanArA hotA nathI. mAtra strIne mATe huM A loknA apayazane sahana karIza nahi !' A pramANenI pratijJA karIne, zrI rAmacandrajIe te vijaya Adi ATha puramahattarone vidAya karyA. AvuM kahevA chatAMya hitavAdI banavAnI ja preraNA khUba khUba dhIratAne dhAraNa kya sivAya, AvA saMyogomAM Avo uttara Apavo e zakya ja nathI. vijayanA mukhethI hadayane kAramo AghAta pamADanArI vAtane sAMbhaLyA pachIthI ane e vAta sAMbhaLatA haiyuM bhedAvA chatAM paNa Avo, uttara Apavo e atizaya dhIratAne dharyA vinA bane ja nahi. A puramahattaro jyAre A vAta zrI rAmacandrajIne jaNAvavA AvyA hatA ane namaskAra karIne jhADanA pAMdaDAnI jema kaMpatA ubhA rahyA hatA, tyAre paNa zrI rAmacandrajIe temane nirbhaya banAvatA hitavAdI banyA rahevAnI preraNA karI hatI ane atyAre paNa zrI rAmacandrajI evI ja preraNA karI rahyAA che. vijaye AvI hadayabhedaka vAta saMbhaLAvavA chatAM ane zrI rAmacandrajIe sAMbhaLavA chatAM paNa, zrI rAmacandrajI e ja kahe che ke, 'tame mane A vAta kahI te ThIka karyuM !' eTaluM ja nahi, paNa AvIya vAto bIjA prasaMge paNa vijaya Adi nirbhayapaNe kahI zake, e mATe zrI rAmacaMdrajI kahe che ke, 'bhakta AtmAo koIpaNa bAbatamAM upekSA karanArA hotA nathI.' rAta ane divasa jeTaluM ja bhakti ane upekSAnI vacce attara che kharekhara, zrI rAmacandrajInI e vAta taddana sAcI che ke, "bhakto koIpaNa bAbatanI upekSA karanArA hotA nathI. jeonA haiyAmAM kAmanA kartavyane paNa bhUlAve che. itil iiiiiiitil itttu : O''' 185 Page #204 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 186 RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRS sItAne kalaMka...bhA-6 koInA paNa pratye bhakti jAgI che, teo ja zrI rAmacandrajIe kahelI A vAtanA marmane pAmI zake ane hadayastha banAvI zake. bhaktithI zUnya AtmAo, A kathananA paramArthane pAmI zake e zakya ja nathI. koInA paNa pratyenI bhaktithI jenuM haiyuM bharapUra che, te AtmAne mATe to A kathana anubhavasiddha che. bhakta AtmAo jenA pratye bhakti dharAvatA hoya che, te AtmAnA hitAhitanI koIpaNa bAbatanI upekSA karanArA hotA ja nathI. bhakta AtmAo pote mAnelA bhaktipAtra AtmAnA hitanI nAzaka ane ahitanI kAraka evI koIpaNa bAbatanI upekSA karavA joNuM dhRSTa hadaya dharanArA hoya, e banavA joga vastu ja nathI. jyAM bhakti hoya, tyAM upekSA na hoya ane jyAM upekSA hoya, tyAM bhakti na hoya, e nirvivAda vAta che. upekSA ane bhaktine meLa ja nathI. rAta ane divasa vacce jevuM attara che, tevuM ja attara e upekSA ane bhakti vacce che. jyAM rAta hoya, tyAM te kALe divasa hoI zake nahi ane jyAM divasa hoya, tyAM te kALe rAta hoI zake nahi tema jyAM bhakti hoya, tyAM e upekSA hoI zake nahi ane jyAM upekSA hoya tyAM bhakti hoI zake nahi. bhaktinI kriyA karavAne azakta evo paNa bhakta upekSA karanAro to hoya ja nahi Aje A bAbata paNa khUba khUba spaSTIkaraNa mAMgI rahI che kAraNake, hitAhitanI upekSA karanArAo paNa potAne bhakta manAvavAno dAvo karI rahyAA che; eTaluM ja nahi paNa bhaktivaza upekSA nahi karanArA ane bhaktivatta gaNAtAone sAcA bhakta banavA dvArA upekSAne tyajavAno upadeza denArA AtmAone, jhaghaDAkhora Adi kahI, teo hindI rahyA che. ApaNe ema kahIe chIe ke, bhaktipAtranA hitAhitanI upekSA tyAMja saMbhavita che, ke jyAM bhaktimAM khAmI che. bhaktipAtranI sevA ane rakSA Adine lagatI pravRtti thavI ke na thavI agara to alpa thavI ke jarUrI pramANamAM thavI, e taddana judI vastu che ane tenI upekSA thavI, e paNa taddana judI vastu che haiyAmAM pUrepUrI bhakti hovA chatAM paNa bhaktipAtranI biskula agara to thavI joIe teTalI sevA ane rakSA Adi na thaI zake e Page #205 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakya che paNa haiyAmAM bhakti hoya to bhaktipAtranA hitAhitane lagatI koI paNa bAbatamAM upekSA to na ja thAya. sabhA : na jANatA hoIe to ? pUjyazrI : bhakta AtmAo tevuM jANavAnA zakya prayatnathI vaMcita ja hoya e zakya nathI. e rIte jANavAnA zakya prayatno cAlu hovA chatAM paNa, nahi jANavAnA kAraNe ja jeo na karatA hoya, teo upekSA karanArA che, ema kahevAya ja nahi. upekSA to tyAM ja gaNAya, ke jyAM jANavA yogya jANavAnI ke jANavA chatAM paNa potAne karavA yogya karavAnI bedarakArI hoya. evI upekSA bhaktanA haiyAmAM saMbhavatI nathI. bhakta to jAtane ya AphatamAM mUke - bhaktinA yoge AtmA svAbhAvika rIte ja bhakti pAtranA hitAhitanI cintAmAM magna thaI jAya che. pote mAnela bhaktipAtranI leza paNa nidAne e sAMbhaLI zakato nathI. bhaktipAtrane mATe jarApaNa ghasAtuM bolAya, to e sAMbhaLatA paNa enuM haiyuM ghavAya che. bhaktipAtranI thatI nidAne rokavAnuM jo potAnAmAM sAmarthya hoya, to e sAmarthyane e koIpaNa rIte gopavI zakato nathI. e to potAnA saghaLA ja sAmarthyano upayoga karavA dvArA, pote mAnela bhaktipAtranI thatI nindA Adine aTakAvavA mathe che e mATe lAgavagano upayoga karavo paDe, to lAgavagano upayoga karIne ane koIne vinaMtI karavI paDe to vinaMtI karIne paNa bhaktAtmA bhaktipAtranI thatI niMdA Adine aTakAvavAno prayatna kare che. e mATe ene potAnI saMpatti Adino bhoga Apavo paDe, to tema karavAne paNa te taiyAra thaI jAya che. bhaktipAtra uparanI Aphatane e potAnI Aphata karatAM paNa vizeSa mAne che ane ethI avasare jo potAnI jAtane AphatamAM mUkvI paDe, to tema karIne paNa te bhaktAtmA bhaktipAtra uparanI Aphatane TALavA mathe che. bhakto mATe ja anAmata ATaluM ATaluM karavAnI potAmAM tatparatA hovA chatAM paNa jyAre te ema jue ke, 'mArAthI A nindA Adi aTakavAya tema 187 kIrtanI kAmanA kartavyane paNa bhUlAve che...........8 iiiiiiiiiiiiitu Page #206 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ ....tane kalaMka....bhAga-6 nathI.' tyAre paNa te tenI upekSA to karato ja nathI. enuM haiyuM dubhAyA ja kare che. dubhAte haiye e evA ja vicAro karyA kare che ke huM bhakta chuM paNa kamanasIba chuM ke jethI bhaktipAtranI avahelanA Adi aTakAvI zakato nathI. kyAre koI evA bhakta pAke, ke je A avahelanAne TALe! evo koI nIkaLI Ave to, tenA caraNamAM mAthuM mUkyuM paDe to tema karIne paNa, huM A avahelanA Adine aTakAvuM ! AvA manodu:khano ane manomaMthanano sAco khyAla bhaktivihIna AtmAone kyAMthI Ave ? e to bhakta AtmAone mATenI ja anAmata vastu che. bhaktinI khAmI vitA upekSA hoya nahIM haiyAmAM bhakti hoya chatAM bhaktipAtranA ahitanI upekSA thAya. e vAta tamane koI paNa rIte baMdhabesatI lAge che? sabhA : nahi ja. pUjyazrI: tamane ema nathI lAgatuM ke, bhaktipAtranA ahitanI upekSA karanArAo agara to upekSA nahi karanArAone nidanArAo, evA dhRSTa hadayane dharanArAo che, ke je bhaktithI zUnya che ane 4 bhaktine cAhanArA paNa nathI ? sabhA : emAM zaMkAne sthAna ja nathI. pUjayazrI : khAsa karIne Aje to A vastu khUba ja dhyAnamAM rAkhI levA jevI che. jyAre jyAre tamane bhaktipAtranA hitAhitane lagatI koIpaNa bAbatanI upekSA karavAnuM mana thAya, tyAre tyAre tame nizcita mAnajo ke e bhaktinI khAmI che. e vakhate tame jAte ja tamArA AtmAne upAlaMbha dejo ! tamArA hadayanI tevA samaye parIkSA karajo. vivekapUrvaka parIkSA karI zakazo, to tame jAte paNa samajI zakazo ke bhaktipAtranI bhakti karatA paNa tame bIjI koI vastune vadhAre mahattvanI mAnI che ane mATe ja A upekSA AvI che. zuddha AcAra-vicAranI preraNAtA sthAno teja bhaktinA sthAno che A to ApaNe vicAryuM ke, 'jyAM bhakti hoya tyAM bhaktipAtranA hitAhitane lagatI koIpaNa bAbatamAM bhakto upekSA @@@ Page #207 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karanArA hoya nahi.' paNa 'bhakti kayAM hovI ghaTe ane kyAM nahi' eno viveka avazya hovo joIe. kalyANanA arthIoe bhaktinA sthAnothI sArI rIte mAhitagAra banavuM joIe. vivekazunya AtmAo abhaktipAtranI bhakti karanArA ane sAcA bhaktipAtranI AzAtanA karanArA paNa banI jAya, e susaMbhavita che. evI bhakti AtmAne tArI zakatI nathI ane e AzAtanA AtmAnuM akalyANa karyA vinA rahetI nathI. AthI bhaktinuM vidhAna karanArA parama upakArI paramarSio, e vAta paNa atizaya spaSTa rUpamAM ja pharamAve che ke, 'kalyANanA arthI' AtmAoe tevA ja sthAnone viSe bhaktivALA banavuM joIe, ke je sthAno paramArthathI bhaktine pAtra hoya.' sabhA : tevA sthAno kyAM ? pUjayazrI : je je sthAnonI bhaktithI sadhAya to AtmanistAra ja sadhAya, te sarva sthAno bhaktipAtra gaNAya. dhyeyamAM sunizcita bano, eTale ghaNA-kharA praznono tame tamArI meLe ja uttara meLavI zako. anAdikALathI ApaNo AtmA jaDa evA karmono saMyogavALo che che. ApaNe dhArIe ane yogya prayatna karIe, to ApaNo AtmA anAdikALathI karmonA saMyogavALo hovA chatAM paNa tene ApaNe karmonA saMyogathI sarvathA rahita banAvI zakIe e vinA du:khathI 2 sarvathA rahitapaNuM ane avinAzI tathA saMpUrNa sukhanI prApti zakya nathI. A kAraNe, AtmAno mokSa e ApaNuM dhyeya hovuM joIe. AtmAno mokSa zrI jinabhASita dharmanI ArAdhanA vinA zakya nathI. artha ane kAmanI sAdhanAthI mokSa sadhAya nahi, paNa mokSathI dUra ne dUra ja javAya; kAraNake artha ane kAmanI sAdhanA AtmAne vizeSa prakAre karmabaddha banAve che. zrI jinabhASita dharmanI sAdhanA ja AtmAne mokSanI nikaTamAM laI zake che ane anne mokSa paNa pamADI zake che. have vicAra karo ke, bhaktinA vAstavika sthAno kyA hoI zake? artha ane kAma pratye AkarSe, artha ane kAmanI lolupatA janmAve, artha ane kAmanI sAdhanAmAM yoje thavA koIpaNa svarUpe artha ane kAmanI heyatA bhUlAvIne ApaNA hRdayamAM artha ane kAmanI upAdeyatAne janmAve evuM koI paNa sthAna bhaktipAtra hoI zake kharuM? kIrtanI kAmanA kartavyane paNa bhUlAve che............8 iiiiiiiiiiiitu 189 Page #208 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 190 chu(@@@@@@@@@@@@@ sAta kalaMka bhAga-6 sabhA : nahi ja ? pUjyazrI: coksa? sabhA : bhale, mana artha ane kAma tarapha DhaLI jAya che paNa vicAra karatAM to artha ane kAma heya ja lAge che. pUjayazrI : jeTaluM heya lAge te saghaLuM tajI zakAya ema na paNa bane, paNa heya mAtrano heya rUpe ane upAdeya mAtrano upAdeya rUpe svIkAra thaI jAya, to ya te ghaNuM che. pachI heyano tyAga ane upAdeyano svIkAra sunizcita banI jAya che. zuddha mAnyatA, vahele ke moDe paNa zuddha AcaraNane ghasaDI lAvyA vinA rahetI ja nathI. sabhA : zuddha mAnyatA ane zuddha AcaraNA karAvanArAM je koI sthAno hoya, te sarva sthAno bhakti pAtra gaNAya, ema nakkI thayuM ? pUjayazrI : hA, je je sthAno zuddha mAnyatA ane zuddha AcaraNA AdinI preraNA Adi karavAnI sAcI ane svAbhAvika lAyakAta dharAvatA hoya, te sarva sthAno sunizcitapaNe bhaktine yogya gaNAya. je je sthAnonI bhaktithI karmanirjarA sadhAya agara paDe to zubha baMdha ja paDe, te sarvasthAno pratye lyANanA arthI AtmAoe bhakti keLavavI joIe, e nirvivAda vAta che, A bhakti paNa prazasta rAganA yoge ja janme che, eTale jeTalAM bhaktinA sthAno teTalAM prazasta rAganA sthAno, ema paNa khuzIthI kahI zakAya tema che. avahelanA aTakAvavAno prayatna zAthI nathI thato ? e vicAratA daMbhI banazo nahi A sthAnonI nindA Adi dvArA avahelanA thatI hoya, to ApaNe tenI upekSA karI zakIe ? sabhA: nahi ja pUjayazrI : upekSA karavAnuM mana thAya, to e bhaktinI ja khAmI che, ema coksa lAge che ne ? sabhA: hAjI. pUjayazrI : to Aje prabhuzAsananI je avahelanA thaI rahI che, tenI ApaNe upekSA na ja karI zakIe ne ? @@@@@@@@@ @@@ Page #209 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sabhA : nahi ja. pUjyazrI : ane upekSA karavAnuM ApaNane jo jarApaNa mana thaI jAya, to ApaNI zAsana pratyenI bhaktimAM teTalI khAmI che, e paNa cokkasa ne ? sabhA : hAjI, paNa karavA jevuM ghaNuMya lAge, chatAM zakti na hoya eTale zuM karIe ? pUjayazrI : ApaNI vAta upekSAnI che. ene mATe tame upekSA zabdano upayoga karI zakazo? sabhA : nAjI. pUjayazrI: basa tyAre, karavA jevuM lAge chatAM zaktinA abhAve ja na thaI zake, to e upekSA nathI. chatI zaktie bhaktine lagatI koIpaNa Avazyaka kriyAnI upekSA thavI joIe nahi. paNa bhaktine lagatI koIpaNa karavA yogya kriyA tame na karI zako, tyAre e vicArajo ke, 'emAM zaktino abhAva e ja kAraNa che ke koI paudgalika Asakti kAraNa che ?" zaktinA abhAvane nAme, paudgalika vRttinuM koI kAraNa hoya, to tene chUpAvatA nahi. evuM koI kAraNa hoya, to tene dUra karavAno ja prayatna karajo. ApaNe vicArI AvyA chIe ke prazaMsAnA arthI banelA dharmAcAryo paNa, dharmazAsananI thaI rahelI kAramI avahelanAnI, chatI zaktie paNa upekSA karanArA banI jAya che eTaluM ja nahi, paNa potAnI upekSAne kAraNe pote ziSTajanonA paNa mAnapAnane gumAvI bese nahi e mATe, kItinA lolupa banI gayelA teo, zAsanarakSAnI sapravRttimAM otaprota banelA mahAtmAonI saphAIthI nindAdi karanArA paNa banI jAya che. * evI ja rIte tame paNa koI paulika vRttine AdhIna banIne karavA yogya zAsanasevAthI te tamArAthI zakya hoya te chatAMya, vaMcita raho cho ke nahi, enI barAbara tapAsa karajo. daMbha rye kazo ja lAbha nathI. ulaTuM hAni che. bhakti nahi chatAM bhaktivALA kahevaDAvavA mathavuM e vistArano nahi paNa DUbavAno ja mArga che. vistArano mArga to e ja che ke, bhaktipAtra sthAnone viSe sAcA bhaktivALA banavuM; pachI bhalene koI bhaktihIna paNa kahe ! kirtita kAmanA kartavyane paNa bhUlAve che...........8 itu att att itu il itil illai 191 Page #210 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 192 PRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR sitAne kalaMka....bhAga-3 zrI tIrthaMkaradevo paNa avazya bhAvibhAvanuM ullaMghana karI zakatA nathI A prasaMgamAM zrI rAmacandrajIe, 'bhakta AtmAo koI paNa bAbatamAM upekSA karanArA hotA nathI.' ema bolavA dvArA vijaya Adi puramahattarone jema e vAtanuM sUcana karyuM che ke zrImatI sItAjInA pravAda saMbaMdhI paNa A vAtanI tame upekSA karI nathI, e tamArI bhakti sUcave che.' tema e vAtanuM sUcana karyuM che ke tamAre AvI agara to AthI paNa vadhu duHzrava evI ya vAta, jo amArA hitAhitane lagatI hoya, to jarUra kahevI.' zrI rAmacandrajInuM A prakAranuM sUcana paNa, temanI uttamatAnuM temanI vivekazIlatAnuM ja sUcaka gaNAya. je vAtane sAMbhaLatA paNa zrI rAmacandrajI AghAta pAmIne du:khanA vaze mauna thaI gayA, te vAta kahenArAone Avo uttara devA joguM kauvata, adhama AtmAomAM hoI zakatuM ja nathI. sabhA : AvA samaju ane vivekI hovA chatAMpaNa zrI rAmacandrajI zrImatI sItAdevI mahAsatI che evo nizcaya hovA chatAMpaNa, zrImatI sItAdevIno tyAga karavAnI pratijJA kare, e zuM? pUjayazrI : A vAtano paNa sAmAnya khulAso pahelAM thaI gayo che. aihika yazanI vadhAre paDatI kAmanAno ja e pratApa che. mAro yaza koIpaNa kAraNe pachI te kAraNa sAcuM hoya ke khoTuM hoya, paNa kalaMkita na ja banavo joIe, AvI manovRttine yoge ja zrI rAmacandrajI jevAne hAthe e vastu zakya banI che. bhavitavyatA paNa eka evI vastu che, ke bhalabhalAne bhUlave che. zAstrakAra mahAtmAo pharamAve che ke, zrI tIrthaMkaradevo jevA paramatArako paNa avazya bhAvibhAvane mithyA karI zakatA nathI. zrI nadiSaNa ane jamAlI jevAne khuda bhagavAne dIkSA kema ApI ? zuM bhagavAna jANatA nahotA ke, A AtmAonuM bhaviSyamAM patana thavAnuM che ? zrI nadiSaNa vezyAne ghera paDaze ane jamAlI tAraka zAsanano virodha karaze, ema bhagavAna jANatA nahotA ? bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra deva jANatA ja hatA. ahIM e prazna saMbhavita che ke, jyAre bhagavAna jANatA hatA, to Page #211 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pachI temane dIkSA kema ApI ? patana pAmaze ema jANatA chatAMya dIkSA devAya ? ane jo ema dIkSA devAya, to pachI, 'virAdhanAthI ghora saMsAramAM "rUlI" javAya che' e vagere vAtonuM zuM ? paNa zAstrakAra mahAtmAo eno khulAso karatA pharamAve che ke, 'e dIkSAo tathA prakAranA bhAvibhAvAdine kAraNe ja banI che' kAraNake zrI tIrthaMkaradevo paNa avazya bhAvibhAvanuM ullaMghana karI zaktA nathI. eTale bhAvibhAvanI sAme koIpaNa dalIla nakAmI ja che. ApaNe to patanane ke bhAvibhAvAdine paNa nizcitapaNe jANI zaktA nathI. AthI ApaNe to ananta jJAnIonI AjJA mujaba ja dIkSA devAnI hoya. yathAvidhi dIkSA devA chatAM dIkSA lenAra dIkSAno anta sudhI nirvAha karI zake evA che - ema zakya rIte nakkI karIne dIkSA dIdhI hoya te chatAM koI paDe e asaMbhavita nathI. ethI vidhi anusAra vartanAra guru doSita TharatAM nathI. AthI tame samajI zakazo ke, tevA prakAranI bhavitavyatA suvivekI AtmAone paNa bhUlAve che. ahIM e bhavitavyatAne saphLa thavAmAM je kAraNo maLyAM che, temAM zrI rAmacandrajInI yazanI icchAthI e paNa eka mahattvanuM kAraNa che. aprazasta tyAga saMsAravRddhinuM kAraNa ane prazasta tyAga saMsArakSayanuM kAraNa zrI rAmacandrajI potAnA apayazane AgaLa karIne 'eka strI mAtrane mATe huM tene sahana karIza nahi' ema bolyA che ane ApaNe AgaLa joIzuM ke evA prakAranI manovRttithI ja temaNe zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karyo che, eTale vAta judI che bAkI zrI rAmacandrajIno tyAga e koI sAmAnya tyAga nathI ja. zrI rAmacandrajIne zrImatI sItAjI pratye anahada prema che. ane te chatAM paNa teo zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karavAne tatpara bane che, eTale e tyAga ghaNo ja bhAre che, Avo bhAre paNa tyAga, yazanI icchAthI dUSita hovAnA kAraNe ja aprazastakoTimAM cAlyo jAya che. rAganI mAphaka tyAga paNa prazasta ane aprazasta hoI zake che. prazasta rAga jema saMsArakSayanuM kAraNa che. tema prazasta tyAga paNa saMsAravRddhinuM ....... kIrtinI kAmanA kartavyane paNa bhUlo che........... 193 -566-56EUR Page #212 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ raziSTa vyU rajU 194 ...sItAne kalaMka.....(1-6 kAraNa che. eja rIte aprazasta rAga jema saMsAravRddhinuM kAraNa che, tema aprazasta tyAga paNa saMsAra vRddhinuM kAraNa che. AthI aprazasta rAga jema heya che ane prazasta rAga jema upAdeya che, tema aprazasta tyAga heya che ane prazasta tyAga upAdeya che. tyAgano udbhava paNa rAgamAMthI ja thAya che aprazasta rAgamAMthI aprazasta tyAga janme che ane prazasta rAgamAMthI prazasta tyAga janme che. aprazasta rAganA yoge aprazasta tyAganA karanArA, tyAga karavA chatAMpaNa kalyANa sAdhI zaktA nathI eTaluM ja nahi paNa teo ghora saMsAramAM rUlanArA paNa banI jAya che. AthI jeTalo tyAga thaI zake teTalo evo ja karo, ke je koIpaNa prakAranI paudgalika abhilASothI dUSita na hoya ane zrI jinAjJAnI ArAdhanAvALo hoya. zrI rAmacandrajInA mahAbhAre evA paNa tyAgane ApaNe zI rIte vakhANIe ? e tyAga jo saMsArakSayanA hetuthI thayo hota, to ApaNe jarUra vakhANata; paNa ahIM to e tyAgamAM kevaLa yazanI icchA ja pradhAnatA bhogavI rahI che. e paNa samajo ke, zrI rAmacandrajI saMsAra kSayanA ja hetuthI matI sItAjIno tyAga karavAne tatpara banyA hota, to je rIte zrI rAmacandrajIe zrImatI sItAdevIno tyAga karyo che, te rIte zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga haragIja karata nahIM. e tyAga to koI anupama rIte ja thayo hota. atyAre to zrI rAmacandrajI evuM ja vartana karI rahyA che, ke jethI ajJAna AtmAonA hRdayamAM 'zrImatI sItAjI kalaMkitA che' ema ja ThasI jAya ! AvuM vartana koIpaNa rIte yogya gaNAya nahi. Page #213 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI rAma-sItAnI nidA ane AjanI hAlata zrImatI sItAdevI jevI mahAsatIne lokoe asatI tarIke ane suvivekI evA paNa zrI rAmacandrajIne rAgAMdha tarIke TharAvIne nIMdA karavA mAMDI, zrI rAmacandrajIe A kAnokAna sAMbhaLyuM ane 'sItA parityAgano nirNaya lIdho jo ke A tyAga prazasta nathI e ApaNe joyuM. paNa A prasaMgane pUjyApAzrIe AjanI hAlata sAthe sAMkaLatAM bAladIkSA ane devadravyAdinI bAbatamAM yatheccha bolanArA ane lakhanArA lokonI dharma virodhItAne spaSTa karI che. 'emane to ekaso ATha celA karIne gaNadhara thavuM che. AvA kapola kalpita vidhAnano pardAphAza karanAruM spaSTa nivedana mananIya che. chelle mahAsatInA tyAganI pAchaLa zrI rAmacandrajInuM lokaprazaMsAnuM ati arthIpaNuM javAbadAra TharAvAyuM che. je paNa A hAlatanuM spaSTa darzana che. 195 Page #214 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 196 zrI rAma-sItAnI nindA ane AjanI hAlata * chupI rIte zrImatI sItAjInI nindAnuM zravaNa zrImatI sItAjInI sAthe loka zrI rAmacandrajI jevAnI paNa nindA karI rahyA che AjanA dIkSAvirodhIone susAdhu saMsthA ja joItI nathI. devadravyano zAstrAjJAthI viruddhapaNe upayoga karanAranI vicitra dalIlo dIkSA virodhIoe bAlavaye apAtI dIkSA viSe ubhI karelI gerasamaja ane te vizeno khulAso bALakamAM aNasamaja ane viSayavAsanAne AgaLa karanArAoe vIcAravuM dIkSAvirodhIonI moTI vayanI dIkSA sAmenI dalIlo paNa pokaLa ja che * patnI ane kuTuMbanA bharaNapoSaNano prazna mAtA-pitAdinA rudanano prazna parivartanane jotA nathI rAgAbdha ane ziSyalobhAnDa TharAvanAra loko samasta sAdhusaMsthAne kalaMkita TharAvI zakAya ja nahi * vAta karanArAoe vicAravuM joIe A kALamAM zrI gaNadharapada hoya nahi eka abaja ne ATha ziSyo thAya toya dIkSAdharmanA pracArane aTakAvAya ja nahi * pharajane adA karanArA sAdhuone ja Aje dhamAlakhora Adi kahevAya che Page #215 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'zrI rAma-sItAnI nindA ane AjanI hAlata chUpI rIte zrImatI sItAjInI nidAnuM zravaNa khera, zrI rAmacandrajIe vijaya AdinA kahevA mAtrathI ja zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karI dIdho che ema nathI. vijaya Adi puramahattaroe jaNAvelA te lokapravAda viSe pote paNa khAtrI karI che. sabhA to pachI vijaya vigerenI samakSa pahelA pratijJA karI e khoTI ja ne ? pUjayazrI : zAthI? sabhA : jyAre khAtrI ja karavI hatI, to pachI te pahelA zrImatI sItAjInA tyAganI pratijJA kema karI ? pUjayazrI : tamArI samajavAmAM bhUla thaI hoya tema jaNAya che. mAtra strIne mATe huM A loknA apayazane sahIza nahi' evI ja zrI rAmacandrajIe pratijJA karI hatI AthI, pratijJA karavAthI, lokapravAda viSenI khAtrI paNa na thaI zake, ema kahevAya nahi. ApaNe joIe ke, lokapravAdanI khAtrI karavA jatAM zrI rAmacandrajIe kAnokAna zuM sAMbhaLyuM ? vijaya Adi ATha puramahattarone vighaya karyA bAda, zrI rAmacandrajI rAtanA samaye chUpI rIte potAnA AvAsathI bahAra nIkaLyA ane koI potAne oLakhI jAya nahi evI rIte ayodhyAnagarImAM pharavA lAgyA. ayodhyAnagarImAM chUpI rIte rahelA zrI rAmacandrajIe sthAne sthAne cAlI rahelA je janavAdane sAMbhaLyo tenuM varNana karatAM parama upakArI kalikAlasarvajJa AcArya bhagavAna zrImad hemacandrasUrIzvara mahArAjA pharamAve che ke "rAvaNenApanIteyaM, tagRhe ca ciraM sthitA / sattAnItA gha rAmeLa, satata va sa manyate ???? zriI rama-sItAjI jidda ane AjanI hAlata ...........9 itu il itu atil iil atu illai 197 Page #216 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 198 ....sItAne kalaMka....bha.-6 "sItArasena teneya, novakSu, yaM bhavet ? / nAdroDAva vyatRSar rAmo, na rasto DhoSamIkSate 25 ayodhyA nagarImAM Thera Thera e vAta cAlI rahI che ke, je zrImatI sItAne zrI rAvaNa upADI gayo ane je zrImatI sItA zrI rAvaNanA AvAsamAM ghaNo kALa rahI te zrImatI sItAne zrI rAma laI AvyA ane vaLI mAne che ke, e satI che ! zrImatI sItAmAM rakta evA zrI rAvaNe A zrImatI sItAne bhoga dUSita na karI hoya, e bane ja kema? eTalu paNa zrI rAme vicAryuM nahi ! paNa kharI vAta e che ke rAgI AdamI doSane joto ja nathI ! zrImatI sItAjInI sAthe loka zrI rAmacandrajI jevAnI paNa nindA ja karI rahyA che loka A rIte beyanI nindA karI rahyo che. zrImatI sItA satI nathI ane zrI rAma tenAmAM rAgI hovAnA kAraNe zrImatI sItAnA doSane joI zaktA nathI. lokno nirNaya keTalo behudo che ? zrI rAmacandrajIne buddhihIna kahI zakAya tema nathI ane zrI rAmacandrajI aNasamaju che ema paNa kahI zakAya tema nathI, mATe loka potAnI khoTI paNa vAtane sAcI TharAvavAne mATe zrI rAmacandrajIne rAgAndha TharAve che ! kharekhara A rIte zrI rAmacandrajIne mATe kAMI paNa bolyA vinA to zrImatI sItAjIne doSita TharAvI zakAya tema nathI; kAraNake koI ema pUche che, ke 'zuM zrI rAmacandrajImAM tamArA jeTalI paNa akksa nathI, ke ethI teo tame kaho cho ema zrImatI sItAjI asatI hovA chatAMpaNa temane satI mAne che ? Avo prazna udbhave ja nahi agara udbhavyo hoya to zamI javA pAme, e mATe loka e ja vAta kare che ke zrImatI sItAjI upara zrI rAmacandrajIne eTalo badho rAga che, ke jenA yoge teo zrImatI sItAjInA doSane joI zaktA nathI !' zrI rAmacandrajIne zrImatI sItAjI upara atizaya prema che e vAta sAcI che, paNa ethI zrI rAmacandrajI zrImatI sItAjI doSita hoya to paNa, zrImatI sItAjInA doSane joI ja na zake evA rAgAndha nathI ja ! Page #217 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A to lokoe upajAvI kADhelo Aropa che. lokoe pahelA nakkI karI lIdhuM ke zrI rAvaNa jevA zrI rAvaNe sItAne na bhogavI hoya e saMbhavita nathI, eTale zrImatI sItAne koI paNa rIte satI manAya nahi !" lokanA A nirNayamAM zrI rAmacandrajInuM vartana ADe AvavA lAgyuM kAraNake, zrI rAmacandrajI nyAyaparAyaNa tathA vicakSaNa Adi tarIke vikhyAta hatA ane teo to zrImatI sItAjIne mahAsatI ja mAnatA hatA. AthI paradoSa-rasika evA lokoe teno paNa upAya zodhyo ane zrI rAmacandrajIne evA rAgAndha TharAvyA, ke je rAgAMdhatAnA yoge temane zrImatI sItAjIno doSa paNa doSa rUpe dekhAya ja nahi ! Ama lokoe eka mahAsatIne asatI TharAvIne ane eka suvivekI AtmAne rAgAndha TharAvIne, baMnenI nidA karavA mAMDI, chUpI rIte ayodhyAnagarImAM pharI rahelA zrI rAmacandrajIe A vAta kAnokAna sAMbhaLI. AjanA dIkSAvirodhIone susAdhu saMsthA ja joItI nathI kharekhara, A prasaMga AjanA dIkSA prakaraNanI sAthe khUba ja baMdha besato che. sabhA : e kevI rIte ? pUjyazrI: eno kAMIka khyAla ApavAne mATe to A vAta uccArAI che. AjanA virodhIone mULa to zAstra cakSuvALI sAdhusaMsthA ja pasaMda nathI. zrI jinAjJAno zakya amala karavAmAM tatpara ane zrI jinAjJA pratyenI suzraddhA AdinI pracAraka sAdhusaMsthA tarapha ja teone sUga che, teo evI zrI jinAjJArata sAdhusaMsthAnuM astitva mITAvavAne ja IcchI rahyA che, paNa e vAta evI che ke, jeno teo spaSTa rUpamAM uccAra karI zake nahi ! sabhA kAraNa? pUjyazrI H kAraNa spaSTa che. teo jo AjJArata sAdhusaMsthAnuM astitva nathI joItuM ema bole, to AjanA ghaNe aMze avadazAne pAmelA paNa jainasaMghamAMthI teo potAnuM sthAna gumAvI bese. teone ...... 28ma-sItAnI jidda ane Aja hAlata...9 il iru itil iiiiii 199 Page #218 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 200 PRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRLars sItAbe kalaMka...bhAga-6 prAya: koI paNa jaina sAMbhaLe nahi ane kadAca sAMbhaLe toya moTe bhAge teono tiraskAra ja kare. A uparAMta, teo potAnA kathanathI ja potAne jaina tarIke oLakhAvavAne mATe sarvathA nAlAyaka che ema spaSTa rUpamAM puravAra karI de. vaLI keTalAka jainetarone paNa ema thAya, ke, A loko keTalI badhI nIca vRttivALA che, ke jethI sArI paNa sAdhusaMsthAnuM astitva ja na joIe ema kahe che !' AvuM pariNAma Ave, e teone koIpaNa rIte pAlave tema nathI. teone to jainasaMghamAM AgevAna banavuM che ane Itara samAjamAM sArA tarIke ja oLakhAvuM che. sabhA : jainasaMghamAM AgevAna banIne teo zuM karavAne icche che? pUjayazrI : emAM Arthika svArtha paNa hoya, kIrti kamAvavAno svArtha paNa hoya ane devadravyAdino upayoga zAstraviruddha rIte karavAno svArtha paNa hoya, jyAM sudhI jena saMgha sAcA sAdhuomAM suzraddhA dharAvato hoya ane sAcA sAdhuo vidyamAna hoI sthaLe sthaLe vicaratA hoya, tyAM sudhI jena saMghane zAstrAjJAthI viruddha mArge doravAnI abhilASAvALA teo na to AgevAna banI zake, na to samAjamAM sanmAna pAmI zake ane na to devadravAdIno zAstrAjJAthI viddhapaNe icchA mujaba upayoga paNa karI zake te svAbhAvika che. devadravyano zAstrAjJAthI viruddhapaNe upayoga karanAranI vicitra dalIlo sabhA : sAcA sAdhuo vidyamAna hovA chatAM paNa Aje keTaleka sthaLe zAstrAjJAthI viruddhapaNe devadravyAdIno upayoga thaI raho che, te kema? pUjyazrI : evA sthaLonA AgevAno Adi prAya: kusAdhuonI jALamAM phasAyelA che. Aje to amuka kusAdhuo paNa zrI jinAjJA virodhI jevA banI gayA che. Ama chatAM paNa, e vAta nirvivAda che ke te te sthaLoe paNa teo Icche che tevI svacchandI rIte, Page #219 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ devadravyAdino upayoga chUTathI karI zakatA nathI ja ane e pratApa sAcA sAdhuonA temaja suzraddhAsaMpanna gRhasthonA astitvano paNa che. sabhA : Aje keTaleka sthaLe vahIvaTadAra zrAvakonA gharamAM devadravya DUbI jatuM saMbhaLAya che athavA to teno durUpayoga paNa thato saMbhaLAya che, tenuM zuM ? pUjyazrI : sAcA sAdhuo e vastune iSTa mAne che agara e paNa sAcA sAdhuonI pasaMdagIno viSaya che, ema to nathI ja. sabhA : paNa zAstranI AjJAthI ekadama viruddhapaNe devadravyAdino upayoga karanArAonI sAme kahevAmAM Ave, ethI evA mANasone ADakataruM paNa uttejana maLe ne ? pUjyazrI : e to tyAre ja maLe, ke jyAre sAcA sAdhuo enI sAme bilakula mauna sevatA hoya. sabhA : sAcA sAdhuo enI sAme bole che ? pUjyazrI : jarUra. avasare e viSe paNa kahevA yogya kahetA sAcA sAdhuo acakAtA nathI ja. keTalAka prasaMgomAM to sAdhuoe khAsa dhyAna ApIne paNa, devadravyanA DUbatA ke DUbelA nANAM vasula thAya evA prayatno, zAstravihita rIte karyA che ane karye jAya che. A uparAMta devadravyano jo khoTI rIte upayoga thaI rahyo hoya to te tarapha paNa lAgatI vaLagatI yogya vyaktionuM dhyAna kheMcavAmAM Ave che. vahIvaTadArone ghera kvacit DUbI jatAM devadravyamAM, gRhasthonI AMkha zarama ane bedarakArI Adino paNa ghaNo hisso hoya che. vahIvaTadAra sAthe saMbaMdha hoya tethI ke tene khoTuM nahi lagADavAnA hetuthI paNa devadravyane DubatuM jANavA chatAM paNa upekSA karavAmAM AvatI hoya evuM keTaleka sthaLe jovAya che. dharmabhAvanA hrAsa pAmatI jAya, tyA e asaMbhavita nathI. keTalIka vastuo evI che ke je mAtra sAdhuothI banI zake nahi zraddhALu zrAvakono jarUrI sahakAra hoya to ja banI zake. A chatAM susAdhuonuM astitva hovAnA kAraNe, devadravyAdinuM rakSaNa paNa vizeSa prakAre thaI zake che e nizcita vAta che. have tame zrI rAma-sItAnI nindA ane AjanI hAlata. .......... 201 DDD DI >>>> 29p Page #220 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ JthI 202 karelA praznanA hetune spaSTa karIe. devadravya amuka pramANamAM DUbI jatuM hoya ke amuka aMze teno geraupayoga paNa thato hoya, ethI kAMI devadravyano zAstrAzAthI viruddhapaNe upayoga karavA tatpara banI zakAya nahIM. devadravya thoDuM paNa DUbe nahIM ke teno leza paNa gera upayoga thAya nahIM. evo prayatna jarUra thaI zake. paNa e vastune AgaLa karIne, devadravyano zAstrAjJAthI viruddhapaNe upayoga karavAkarAvavAno prayatna thaI zake nahi. vAparI zakAya evA kapaDAne DAgha paDe agara te kapaDuM meluM thAya to te DAgha agara melane dUra karavAno prayatna thAya ke kapaDAne ja phADI pheMkI devAya. sabhA kapaDAne ja sApha karAya. pUjayazrI : ATaluM samajo cho ane chatAM devadravyAdino zAstrAjJAthI viruddha upayoga karanArAono ke tema karavA mathavA icchanArAono bacAva karo cho ? sabhA: Aje evI dalIlo karavAmAM Ave che, mATe ja pUchayuM @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ ....satAne kalaMka...bhAga-6 pUjayazrI : have to samajAyuM ne ? sabhA : hAjI. dIkSA virodhIoe bAlavaye apAtI dIkSA viSe ubhI karelI gerasamaja ane te vizeno khulAso ApaNI cAlu vAta to e hatI ke, AjanA dIkSAvirodhIo mULa to jinAjJAmAM rata sAdhusaMsthAnA ja virodhI che, paNa e vAta teo spaSTa rUpamAM uccArI zakatA nathI, mATe ja temaNe AjanuM dIkSAprakaraNa upasthita karI dIdhuM che. dikSA ke jemAM hiMsAdIno sarvathA tyAga che ane tapazcaraNAdino samAveza che tene koI rIte kharAba kahI zakAya tema nahi hovAthI AjanA dIkSA virodhIoe pahelo hallo dIkSArthIonI sAme ryo. bALavayamAM dIkSA levAne tatpara bananArAone mATe teoe kahevA mAMDyuM ke e samaje zuM? ene saMsAranI gama zI ? yuvAna vaye AvatAM tenAmAM viSayavAsanA pragaTe @@ Page #221 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ane ethI e viSayavAsanAnA yoge kAM to te veSane ja tyaje ane veSane kAca na tyaje to paNa chUpA anAcArone seve ! vAstavika rIte to pUrvabhavane nahi mAnanArAo ane vairAgya tathA sanzAstranA adhyayana AdinA mahimAne nahi samajanArAo ja AvI dalIlo karI zake. pahelI vAta to e che ke, dareke dareka bALakane dIkSita banavAnuM mana nathI thatuM, paNa saMskArI bALakone ja dIkSita banavAnuM mana thAya che. utsarga-mArge bALakane evI dIkSA ApavAmAM AvatI ja nathI, ke je vaye te sarvathA aNasamaju hoya. cAritranA pariNAma Adine anulakSIne upakArI mahApuruSoe dIkSAnI jaghanya vaya tarIke ATha varSanI vaya pharamAvelI che. A uparAMta AThathI soLa varSanI uMmaranA bALakane tenI IcchA mAtrathI ja dIkSA apAtI nathI; paNa sAthe sAthe tenA mAtA-pitAdinI saMmati paNa jovAya che. bALaka dIkSArthI hoya ane tenA mAtA-pitAdinI saMmati thAya, to ja tevA bALakane yogya jAgyA pachI dIkSA apAya che. mAtA-pitAdi potAnA bALakomAM tevA prakAranI kazI ja lAyakAta na jotA hoya, te chatAM paNa dIkSA levAnI saMmati ApI de, e zuM azakya prAya: nathI ? mAtA-pitAdine saMtAna pratye keTaluM vahAla hoya che? sabhA: ghaNuM pUjayazrI: moha upara amuka aMze paNa kApa mUkyA vinA bAla vayaska saMtAnane dakSA apAvavI, e zuM zakya che ? sabhA: nAjI. pUjyazrI ane potAnA bALakamAM jo tathA prakAranI kaMIpaNa . yogyatA na dekhAya, to kalyANakAmI paNa mAtA-pitA potAnA bALakta tyajavA kema ja taiyAra thAya? vaLI dakSA denAra gItArtha mahAtmAo paNa dIkSArthI bALakanA saMskAra Adi jue te svAbhAvika che. A rIte dIkSita banelA bALaka, bALakALathI ja saMyamanI kriyAomAM joDAya ane saMvegane pedA karanArA tathA pedA thayelA saMvegane vadhAranArA zAstronuM adhyayana Adi kare, e evA ja 9 .zrI rama-sItAnI nandA ane AjanI hAlata itil iiiiiiiiiiitu Page #222 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ b @@ 204 ....sItAne kalaMka....bhAga-6 vAtAvaraNamAM uchare, ke jyAM sadAne mATe saMsAra asAra hovAnA ane viSayo viSathI paNa bhUMDA hovA Adino ghoSa nIkLato hoya, temaja jyAM viSayavirAga, kaSAyatyAga, guNAnurAga ane sankriyAomAM apramattatA keLavavAnI ja prayatnazIlatA cAlu hoya. AvI rIte ane AvA saMyogomAM varSonA varSo pasAra karI denAra bALaka, yuvAna vaya AvatA sudhImAM to prAya: evo vairAgyarata banI jAya ke, viSayavAsanA tenAmAM janme nahi ane kadAca janmI jAya toya tenA upara te sahejamAM kAbu meLavI le, paNa tene AdhIna bane nahi. A badhuM vicAranAra sahelAIthI samajI zake tema che ke sadgurUonI nizrAmAM rahelA bALadIkSitonuM patana, tathA prakAranA duSkarmanA udaya vinA prAya: zakya ja nathI ane tevA prakAranA duSkarmano udaya to bhuktabhogI evA paNa AtmAone pADanAro che, e nirvivAda vAta che. A kAraNe, e jAtinA patananI saMbhavitatAne AgaLa karIne, zAstravihita bALadIkSAno virodha karavo, e murkhAI ja che. vaLI bALadIkSito to zAsananA anupama koTinA prabhAvako paNa banI zake, e susaMbhavita che. bALakamAM aNasamaja ane viSayavAsanAne AgaLa karanArAoe vicAravuM dIkSAvirodhIo, bAladIkSAnuM samarthana karanArI ane bALadIkSA sAmenA virodhane nirarthaka TharAvanArI A bAbatone temaja AvI bIjI paNa khAsa dhyAnamAM levA jevI je ghaNI ghaNI bAbato che, tene dhyAnamAM na le te svabhAvika che; kAraNake, temane to jmiAjJArata susAdhu saMsthAnuM astitva ja joItuM nathI. ayodhyAnagarInA lokoe jema zrI rAvaNanI viSayalaMpaTatAnA nAme mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIne asatI TharAvI dIdhA tema dIkSA virodhIoe aNasamaja ane viSayavAsanAnA nAme bALakone dIkSA mATe ayogya TharAvI dIdhA. ayodhyAnagarInA lokoe jema jenA nAme kalaMka eno vicAra ryo, paNa jenA upara kalaMka teno vicAra ryo nahi, tema AjanA Page #223 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dIkSAvirodhIoe paNa aNasamajano viSaya vAsanAno vicAra karyo. paNa dIkSita bALako vayamAM vadhavA sAthe kevI samajamAM vadhatA jAya che ane e samaja AdinA pratApe temanAmAM viSayavAsanAno janma bahu mukta banI jAya che. eno vicAra karyo nahi, anyathA saMsAramAM rahelA bALakonI samaja anarthanA kAraNarUpa artha ane kAmane upAdeya mAnavArUpe sarjAvI e jema suzakya che, tema sadgurunI nizrAmAM rahI saMyamamaya jIvanane jIvatA bALakonI samaja artha ane kAmane heya mAnavA sAthe, eka mokSasAdhaka dharmane ja upAdeya mAnavA rUpe sarjAvI e suzakya che. A badhu samajAya, to koIpaNa vicakSaNa AtmA, bAlavayamAM paNa yathAvidhi apAtI zrI jainazAsananI dikSAno virodha ? karI zake nahi. dIkSAvirodhIonI moTI vayanI dIkSA sAmenI dalIlo paNa pokaLa ja che bALavayamAM apAtI dIkSAnI jema, moTI uMmaranI dIkSA sAme paNa AjanA dIkSAvirodhIoe hallo ryo che. bALadIkSAno virodha karavAne mATe, dIkSA virodhIoe jema bALakane vAlAyaka TharAvavAno prayatna karyo che, tema moTI uMmaranA mANasone apAtI dIkSAno virodha karavAne mATe, dIkSA virodhIoe moTI uMmaranA mANasone nAlAyaka TharAvavAno prayatna karyo che. moTI uMmaranA dIkSArthI AtmAone mATe, teo kAM to bairInI juvAnIne AgaLa dhare che, kAM to tenA kuTuMbanA bharaNapoSaNane AgaLa kare che, kAM to mAtA-pitAdI mohatA yoge rUdanAdi karatA hoya to tene kAgano vAgha banAvI kakaLATa rUpe AgaLa kare che ane tevuM kAMI na jaDe to e dIkSArthI thoDA divasa pahelAM to Ama karato hato ane tema karato hato vagere vagere vAtone AgaLa kare che ! dIkSA virodhIonI A dalIlo paNa, bALadIkSA viruddhanI dalIlonI jema pokaLa ja che. e loko zuM ema samaje che ke, dIkSArthI AtmAonI patnIo akulIna ja hoya che ? dIkSArthI AtmAonI patnIone zuM potAnA 20 ....zrI rama-sItAbI jindA ane AjanI halata.... itu atu itil illai illai Page #224 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 206 de eRLeRLeRLRRRRRRRRRRRLaris sItAbe kalaMka...bhAga-3 zIlanI cintA ja nahi hoya ? e badhAyane vidhavAone paNa paraNAvavAnI vAto karanArAne ane strIone svacchadI banAvI maryAdANInapaNe jAheramAM bhaLatI karavAnA manoratho sevanArA e badhAne dIkSArthInI patnInA zIlanI cintA hoya ane khuda dIkSArthIne potAnI patnInA zIlanI cittA na hoya, ema? teo potAnI mAbenane pavitra ane kuLavAna mAnI zake che, to dIkSArthInI patnIne paNa pavitra ane kuLavAna kema mAnI zaktA nathI ? zuM teo ema mAne che ke, temanI bena ane beTI Adi yuvAna hoya ane game te kAraNasara patithI dUra rahevAnuM thAya, to teo vyabhicAriNI banyA vinA rahe nahi ? jo teo potAnI bena ane beTIne Adine mATe tevuM mAnI zakatA nathI, to pachI dIkSArthI AtmAonI patnIonI yuvAnIne AgaLa dharatA teo kema zaramAtA nathI? patnI ane kuTuMbanA bharaNapoSaNano prazna e ja rIte patnInA ane kuTuMbanA bharaNapoSaNa Adine aMge paNa vicArI zakAya tema che. e badhAyanA bharaNapoSaNanI cittA jeTalI dIkSA virodhIone che, teTalI paNa dIkSArthIne nahi hoya, ema? bairInA banIne mA-bApane tyajI denArA ane tevo avasara AvI lAge to mA-bApane lAta paNa mAranArA temaja viSayavAsanAne tAbe thaIne anukULatA maLI jAya to bairIne paNa rIbAvI denArA Aje nathI ? evAo mATe AjanA dIkSAvirodhIoe zuM karyuM ? urdu evAo paNa dIkSAvirodhIomAM bhaLI jaIne, dIkSArthInI patnInA ane kuTuMbanA bharaNapoSaNanI vAta AgaLa dharI rahyA che. je dIkSArthI sUkSmamAM sUkSma dehane dharanArA jIva pratye paNa karUNAvALo banIne. koInI paNa hiMsAthI bacavA mATe prayatnazIla banavA Icche che, te dIkSArthI patnInA ane kuTuMbanA bharaNapoSaNa Adine lagatI zakyA vyavasthA karavAne cUke nahi, e nirvivAda vAta che; paNa dIkSAvirodhIonI nema judI che, eTale teo sAcI paNa vAtane chUpAvIne buddhihIna AdamIonA jevI dalIlo karavAne taiyAra thaI Page #225 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jAya che. amuka kissAomAM to, potAnuM bharaNapoSaNa karI zakavA uparAMta bIjAonuM bharaNapoSaNa karI zakAya eTalI sAmagrI hovA chatAMya, bharaNapoSaNanA nAme dhIMgANA macAvAyAM che. mAtA-pitAdinA rudanano prazna mAtA-pitAdinA rUdananI vAta to evI che, ke je atizaya saMbhavita che. putra ke putrI dIkSA le temAM rAjI hovA chatAMya, mohanA yoge AMsu AvavA te svAbhAvika che. evA samaye to vivekIoe temane evuM suMdara AzvAsana ApavuM joIe ke jethI mohanuM jora nabaLuM paDI jAya. evA samaye temanA mohanuM jora uchALo mAre. evo bIjAoe vartana karavuM e to katalathIye bhUMDo dhaMdho che. dIkSArthIe dIkSA letAM pahelAM potAnA mAtApitAdi vaDilonI anujJA meLavavAno zakya prayatna karavAno vidhi che. ane zakya prayatna karavA chatAMya anujJA na maLe to glAnauSadha nyAye teno tyAga karavAno paNa vidhi che. eTale anumati nahi ApanArAM agara to anumati ApavA chatAM paNa mohathI rIbAnArA mAtA-pitAdi dIkSA samaye athavA dIkSA pachI paNa amuka samaya sudhI rudana kare te svAbhAvika che. dIkSArthIne tenA rUdananI nirupAye ja upekSA karavI paDe che. ane tema karavA chatAM paNa tenA haiyAmAM e ja bhAvanA ramatI hoya che ke 'A mAtApitAdi paNa mArA upakArI che. temanA upakArano badalo bIjI koI rIte to vALI zakAya tema nathI. paNa jo huM temane saddharmanI prApti karAvuM, to ja temanA upakArano badalo vALyo gaNAya. AthI huM kyAre evo samartha banuM, ke jethI temane paNa dharmanI prApti karAvI zakuM !' A badhuM jo samajAya, to mAtApitAdinA mohAdhInatAnA yoge thatA rudanane AgaLa karIne dIkSAno virodha karavo, e paNa mUrkhAI ja lAge. parivartanane jotA nathI. dIkSA virodhIo dIkSArthInA pUrvakAlIna jIvanane kharAba cItarIne dIkSArthIne dIkSA mATe nAlAyaka TharAvavA mathe che. e paNa aghaTita ja che. jo ke dIkSArthInA pUrvakAlIna jIvanamAM teo klpa che zrI rAma-sItAnI nindA ane AjanI hAlata .......... 207 DD 9 MU UbhuM g&@ Page #226 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Q 2 208 sItAne kalaMka....bhAga-6 tevI ane teTalI badhI ja bUrAIo nathI hotI, paNa ApaNe dalIlanI khAtara mAnI laIe ke, dIkSAvirodhIo kahe che tevI ane teTalI saghaLI ja bUrAIo dIkSArthInA pUrvakAlIna jIvanamAM hatI; paNa tethI zuM ema sAbita thAya che ke evA mANasane bUrAIono tyAga karavAno koI adhikAra ja nahi hato ? evo AtmA zuM koI paNa kALe sAro banavA icche, to sAro banI zake nahi ? bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara pApane paNa AcaranAro, zuM koI sthaLe zuddha banI zake ja nahi ? tenAM haiyAmAM pApa pratye tiraskAra pragaTe, pApathI bacavAnI bhAvanA jAge, niSpApa ane dharmamaya jIvana jIvI pUrvabhavonA paNa pAponI nirjarA sAdhavAno ullAsa pragaTe, to e zA mATe pApa mAtrano tyAgI ane kvaLa dharmamaya jIvana jIvanAro banI zake nahi ? bahu pApane nahi AcaranAro, paNa pApavRttine dharanAro dIkSA mATe nAlAyaka che, jyAre bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara paNa pApane AcAranAro, paNa jyAM pApabhIrubanI pApa mAtrathI bacavA icche, eTale dIkSAne mATe lAyaka banI zake che. cAra cAra hatyAone karanArA paNa draprahArI mahAtmA banI zakyA ke nahi ? are, caMDakauzika jevo sarpa paNa samatAvALo banI zakyo ke nahi ? zuM manovRttimAM ane jIvanamAM evuM parivartana AvavuM, e azakya che ? sabhA : nahiM ja. pUjyazrI : dIkSA pAparakta AtmAone ApavAmAM AvatI nathI, paNa pApavirAgI AtmAone ApavAmAM Ave che. pApanA nivAraNa mATe dIkSA che, jenuM pUrvakAlIna jIvana game teTaluM pApamaya hoya, tevo paNa AtmA jo pApathI kaMpato bane ane pApanAza athavA saMsArakSayanA hetuthI dIkSA levAne Icche, to pariNAma vizuddhine pAmelo te gItArtha gurUo dvArA dIkSA devAvAne mATe lAyaka ja che. ayodhyA nagarInA lokoe jema zrI rAvaNa parastrIlaMpaTa hatA e ja joyuM, paNa zrImatI sItAjI kevA e vicAryuM nahi, tema AjanA dIkSAvirodhIo paNa dIkSArthInA pUrvakAlIna jIvanane jue che, paNa te Page #227 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pachI tenAmAM AvelA mahattvanA ane kalyANakArI parivartanane jotA nathI. rAgAdha ane ziSyalobhAdha TharAvanArA loko A rIte dIkSAvirodhIoe dIkSArthIone nAlAyaka TharAvavAnA bahu bahu prayatno karavA chatAM paNa te nAlAyakAta kalpita hovAne kAraNe suvihita AcAryAdi munivaroe tene jarApaNa macaka ApI nahi ane dIkSAo thatI ja gaI. A saMyogomAM dIkSAvirodhIone ema paNa pUchanArA maLe e asaMbhavita nathI ke bhAI ! tame dIkSArthIo nAlAyaka che ema jorajorathI pokAryo jAva cho ane tamArA sArA sArA ane vidvAna paNa guruo dIkSA ApTe jAya che, to zuM ? teo tame samajo. eTaluM paNa samajatA nathI ? tamane jeTalI tamArA che, samAjanI AbarUnI paDI che, teTalI paNa zuM tamArA sArA gurUone ya samAjanI AbarUnI cittA nathI ema? ke pachI tame ja dIkSArthIo nAlAyaka che evI vAto vagara samaye hAMkya rAkho cho ? A jAtinA praznano paNa dIkSAvirodhIoe javAba zodhI kADhyo. mahAsatI evA paNa zrImatI sItAjIne asatI TharAvavAne rasika banelA ayodhyAnagarInA lokoe jema nakkI karyuM ke zrI rAma rAmAnya banIne zrImatI sItAnA spaSTa paNa doSane joI zakatA nathI. tema dIkSAvirodhIoe paNa nakkI karI dIdhuM ke nAnA ke moTA dIkSArthIo nAlAyaka che e vAta to taddana sAcI ja che, paNa amArA sAdhuo eTalA badhA ziSya lobhI banI gayA che, ke jethI teo je Avyo tene mUMDyuM ja rAkhe che, lAyakAta bAyakAta kAMI ja jotA ja nathI. je ziSyalobhathI abdha banelA teone samAjanI AbarUnI paNa cittA na rahe te sahaja che." vicAra karo ke, zrI rAmacandrajIe kAnokAna paNa je janavAdanuM zravaNa karyu, tenI sAme AjanuM dIkSAprakaraNa keTaluM badhuM maLatuM Ave zrI rama-sabI jindA ane Aja hAlata ..... iiiiiiiiiiiiiil itu che? sabhA: AbAda maLatuM Ave che. 209 Page #228 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 210 PerleRReRCRRRRRRRRRRRRRRIC sItAne kalaMka bhAga-4 samasta sAdhusaMsthAne kalaMkita TharAvI zakAya ja nahi zrI rAmacandrajI rAgAlva hoIne zrImatI sItAjInA vAstavika paNa doSane joI zakatA nathI, e kathana jeTaluM khoTuM che, teTaluM ja suvihita AcAryAdi munivarone aMgenuM ziSya lobhAdhu hovAnuM AjanA dIkSAvirodhIonuM kathana khoTuM che. suvihita AcAryAdi munivaro to barAbara samaje che ke, ghaNA ziSyo ke thoDA ziSyo e kAMI taraNopAya nathI. ghaNA ziSyovALAo paNa unmArgagAmI banyA to DUbI gayA ane ekapaNa ziSya nahi hovA chatA paNa mArganI ArAdhanAmAM rata banelA mahAtmAo tarI gayA. sAcI sAdhutAnA AsvAdathI banazIba rahelA veSadhArIo ja ziSya lobhamAM phasAya ane ziSyalobhamAM phasAIne abdha bane. sabhAH evA Aje bilakula nathI, ema Apa kahI zakazo? Aje evA thoDA paNa nathI ? pUjyazrI: evA thoDA hoya ke vadhAre hoya, paNa eTalA mAtrathI samasta sAdhusaMsthA upara ja ziSyalobhanA alpapaNAno bhayaMkara AkSepa ThokI besADAya, eno artha zo che ? emAM kyI buddhimattA che? emAM kaI zAsananI sevA che ? evA hoya to evAone mArge lAvavAnA prayatno karavAnA hoya ke samasta sAdhusaMsthAne ItaronI dRSTimAM paNa khUba khUba halakI pADavAnA adhama paNa prayAso karavAnA hoya ? doSita AtmAone sudhAravAnI kAmanAvALA AtmAo to, jarUrI maryAdAno paNa tyAga karatA nathI ene badale na jovA doSita ke na jovA nirdoSa ane saghaLA ja sAdhuo ziSyalobhathI abdha banI gayA che evuM vAraMvAra jAhera karyo javuM, e yAno nyAya ? sabhA e to bahu ja kharAba kahevAya. pUjayazrI : chatAM Aje evu paNa cAlI rahayuM che ke nahi? sabhA : pracAra to evo ja thaI rahayo che. pUjyazrI : evA pracAranI sAme jarUrI pagalA levAnI zraddhA saMpanna gRhasthonI paNa pharaja che ke nahi ? Page #229 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sabhA : moTA moTA sAdhuoya bolatA nathI ne ? pUjayazrI: ethI tame tamArI pharajane kema bhUlI zako? sabhA: amArU sAMbhaLe koNa ? pUjyazrI kahetAM AvaDe to sAcI ane hitakara vAta zA mATe na sAMbhaLe ? kadAca thoDA sAMbhaLe to thoDA, paNa tethI tamane nukasAna zuM? tamane to, tame tamArI pharaja adA karo ethI lAbha ja thAya. sabhA : barAbara che. vAta karanArAoe vicAravuM joIe sabhA : kahe che ke Apane ekaso ATha celA karIne gaNadhara padavI levI che, mATe ja Apa A badhI dhamAla karo cho ? pUjayazrI : zAsanavirodhI juThThA mANasone amane dhamAlakhora kahevA paDe eya svAbhAvika che ane ajJAna AtmAo evAonI taddana jUThThI paNa saphAIthI kahevAyelI vAtone mAnI le, eya svAbhAvika che. bAkI AvuM to ghaNIvAra pUchAI gayuM ane ghaNIvAra enA khulAsA paNa karI devAyA. sabhA : ghaNA loko haju paNa e vAta kare che, emAM zaMkA karavA jevuM nathI. pUjyazrI : tame khoTI hakIkata jaNAvI rahyA cho, ema mAruM kahevuM nathI. tame to je vAta cAlI rahI che te vAta ja jaNAvI rahyA cho; paNa AvI AvI vAto karanArAone jyAM potAnI jokhamadArInuM ke potAnA hitAhitanuM bhAna na hoya, tyAM thAya zuM ? vAta karanArAoe te te vAtanI satyatA Adi viSe vicAra to karavo joIe ne ? sabhA : jarUra, paNa ghaNA karatA nathI. pUjyazrI : to teo sauthI pahelA to potAnA AtmAnuM ja ahita karI rahyA che. temanI vAtothI bIjAnuM ahita thaze to thaze, paNa temanuM ahita to niyamA thAya che. hitanI kAMkSAvALA AtmAothI to, e rIte vAto thaI zake ja nahi. jeo potAnA hitathI paNa bedarakAra banIne para nidAnA rasika bane che, teo to atizaya dayApAtra che. ..zrI rAma-sItA nindA ane Aja hAlata.. iiiiiiiiiiii 211 Page #230 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 212 CRRCRRRRRRRRRRRRreerdeki sitAne kalaMka bhAga-6 sabhA paNa khulAsA thatA rahe to vAtAvaraNamAM phera paDe. pUjayazrI e vAta judI che. tame e vAta uccArI che eTale teno khulAso to karIzuM ja, paNa AvI AvI vAto karanArAo, kAMI nahi to chevaTa potAnA hitanI khAtara paNa, khoTI ane ahitakara vAtono tyAga kare e IcchavA joga che. A kALamAM zrI gaNadharapada hoya nahi zrI jainazAsananA niyamonuM sAmAnya jJAna dharAvanAra paNa samajI zake tema che ke ekaso ATha, eka hajArane ATha, eka lAkha ane ATha agara to ethI paNa vadhu celAo karavA mAtrathI ja zrI gaNadhara padanI prApti thaI zakatI nathI. zrI gaNadharapadanI prApti zrI tIrthakaradevo sivAya anya koInA paNa dvArA thaI zakatI nathI zrI gaNadharadevo, zrI tIrthaMkaradevonA varada haste ja dIkSita banelA hoya che. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA zAsanamAM, zrI gautamasvAmIjI Adi agiyAra gaNadhara bhagavaMto thaI gayA che. bhagavAne pote ja teone zrI gaNadhara pade sthApita karyA hatA. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA zAsanamAM e pachI koI gaNadhara thayA paNa nathI ane thavAnA paNa nathI. koI atyAre potAne gaNadhara tarIke oLakhAve , to ApaNe tene gaNadhara mAnavAne taiyAra nathI ja. vaLI bIjI vAta e paNa che ke, bhagavAna zrI gautamasvAmIjI Adi puNyAtmAo gaNadhara banyA hatA, te ekaso ne ATha ziSyo thavAthI gaNadhara banyA hatA ema nathI. zrI gaNadharadeva te ja thaI zake, ke je ekaso ne ATha celAnA gurU hoya evo koI ja niyama nathI. A uparathI sAmAnya aklavALo paNa samajI zake tema che ke ekaso ATha celA karIne zrI gaNadharapadane prApta karavA viSenI lokamAM cAlI rahelI vAta, keTalI badhI banAvaTI ane behudI che ? AvI taddana banAvaTI ane ekadama behudI vAta karatAM paNa je loka na acakAya, te lokanuM ajJAna ochuM dayApAtra nathI. Page #231 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka abajane ATha ziSyo thAya toya dIkSAdharmanA pracArane aTakAvAya ja nahi sabhA : Apane ekaso ATha celA karavA nathI ? pUjyazrI : mAre evo koI niyama nathI ane evo koI niyama hoI zake paNa nahi. koIpaNa AtmAne sAdhudharma pamADavAnI bhAvanA e jema uttama bhAvanA che, tema potAno celo banAvavAnI bhAvanA e adhama bhAvanA che. sau koI zuddha sAdhudharmanA upAsaka bano, evI bhAvanA jarUra hovI joIe evI bhAvanA che paNa kharI; paNa mane ghaNA celA maLo' evI bhAvanA nahi ja hovI joIe. evI bhAvanA eka kSaNavAra paNa AvI jAya, toya sAdhuoe tene potAnuM kalaMka ja mAnavuM joIe. banI zake teTalI vadhu saMkhyAmAM kalyANakAmI AtmAone sAdhudharmanA pAlaka banAvavAno prayatna ame jarUra karIe, paNa e prayatna amArA ziSyo vadhAravA mATeno ja prayatna che." ema kahevuM e sarvathA khoTuM che. ame sAdhudharmanA pAlananI AvazyakatA samajAvIe, zrotAonA haiyAmAM e jaze ane teo jo amArI pAse ja dIkSita banavA IcchatA hoya, to ame amArI javAbadArI Adino paNa vicAra karIne jarUra dIkSA ApIe. e rIte ekasone ATha to zuM, eka abajane ATha ke ethIya vadhu ziSyo thAya, toya ame evA saMtoSanI vAta karIe nahi have amAre koIne sAdhu banAvavo nathI. eka abajane ATha ke tethIya vadhu ziSyo hovA chatAM paNa sAcA sAdhuo to, zuddha sAdhudharmanA pracArano zakya prayatna karyA ja kare ane je koI potAnI pAse dIkSA levAne taiyAra thAya, tene potAnI javAbadArI Adino paNa vicAra karIne dIkSA Ape ja. pharaja ne adA karanArA sAdhuone ja Aje dhamAlakhora Adi kahevAya che vastusthiti A che Ama chatAM paNa ame jo ziSya lobhane AdhIna banIne dhamAla macAvIe, to ame mahApApI ja chIe, e nirvivAda vAta che. ...zrI rAma-sItAnI jida ane AjanI hAlata atu iiiiitu itil illai 213 Page #232 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 214 @@@@ @@@@@@@@@@@@@@ sabhA ema nahi, ema nahi. pUjayazrI : paNa tame kema muMjhAo cho ? ame A veSamAM hoIe, eTale pApa amArA veSanI zarama rAkhe kare nahi. potAnA ziSyone vadhAravAnI lAlasAthI je koI dhamAla macAvatA hoya, te mahApApI ja che. ame to IcchIe chIe ke, amArAmAM evI pApavAsanA svapna paNa na Ave. paNa e to vicAro ke, AjanI dhamAla sAdhuoe utpanna karelI che ? sAcA sAdhuone to AjanI kahevAtA sudhArakoe utpanna karelI dhamAlano potAnI pharajane tAbe thaIne, sAmano karavo paDe che. amArA yoge zrI saMghamAM asamAdhimaya vAtAvaraNa na pragaTe, eno jema amAre khyAla rAkhavAno che. tema siddhAMta viplava jAgyo hoya, to tene saghaLA sAmarthyanA bhoge nAmazeSa banAvI devAno prayatna karavo, e paNa amArI pharaja che. AvI pharaja adA karavAnA kAraNe, amane koI dhamAlakhora kahe, jhaghaDAkhora kahe ke amAre mATe ziSyalobha AdinI banAvaTI vAto paNa vahetI mUke, to ethI ame gabharAIe nahi. amane to lAge che ke e bicArAo bIjuM kare paNa zuM? emanI zAsana virodhI kAmanAo, emane amArA yoge niSphaLa nivaDatI lAge, eTale e bicArAo amAre mATe game tevI juThThI paNa hakIkato lakhe ke bole, te svAbhAvika ja che. sita kalaMka...bhaga-6 @ @@ Page #233 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jana mAnasa ane dharmazAsana 10 zrI rAmacaMdrajI moTA lokopavAdathI DarIne zrI sItAdevIno tyAga karavA taiyAra thAya che tyAre zrI lakSmaNajI vinaMtIpUrvaka tema nahIM karavA Agraha kare che. paNa zrIrAmacaMdrajInI apayazabhIrutAe kaDaka valaNa apanAvyuM hatuM. zrI lakSmaNajIe "lokanuM moDhuM baMdhAyeluM nathI." ema kahIne janamAnasanI vicitratA vyakta karI paNa rAmacaMdrajI yazanI atIcchAmAM hovAthI sAMbhaLe tema nathI, teone koI bIjo kahI zake tema nathI. AvA janamAnasano khyAla rahe to rAma tarIke Aje dharmazAsana mATe A loko zuM karI rahyAM che? dharmAcAryo rAjAnA sthAne che, teo bhIma ane kAjoguNanA dhAraka hoya che, AvA mAnasane dharanArA lokonI sAme dharmAcAryo potAnI saghaLI zaktino upayoga kare che. upekSAnuM vidhAna che te paNa apratikArya doSo mATe ! bAkI chatAM sAmarthya upekSA sevAya to saMsAra paribhramaNa vadhI jAya te vAtane A prakaraNamAM sArI rIte varNavI che. kuvRSTinyAyavALuM dRSTAMta paNa rajU thayuM che. 215 Page #234 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 216 'jana mAnasa ane dharmazAsana loka prAya: paraniMdAmAM rasika hoya che zrI rAmacandrajIe carapurUSone mokalyAzrI rAmacandrajInI vicAraNA zrI lakSmaNajIno krodha sItAtyAganI vAtanuM uccAraNa zrI lakSmaNajInI vinaMtI zrI rAmacandrajInI apayazanI bhIratA page paDIne vinaMtI. zrI lakSmaNajIe mukha DhAMkIne cAlyA javuM * zrI rAmacandrajIne atyAre koI kAMI kahI zake tema ja nahi lokanI jIbhe maryAdAnuM baMdhana nathI dharmAcAryo rAjAnA sthAne banneya kiMmata vinAnA che. jAtane ja nindAmAMthI bacAvavAno prayatna * yazanI ati IcchAnI bhayaMkaratA A nindA nathI paNa svarUpa varNana che. dharmadezakanuM dhyeya lokanidAthI DarIne saddharmI vaphAdArIne bhUlavI nahi sArA ane sArA gaNAtA vacceno bheda che evI AjanI paristhiti che ja nahi kuvRSTi nyAyanuM duSTAMta kIrtinI kAramI lAlAsA, doSano nazo avivekI banIne guNasaMpannatAno apalApa karanArA bano nahi * koIpaNa prakAranA Avezane AdhIna na banAya tema karavuM preraka ane upakAraka prasaMga yAtrAnA bahAne zrImatI sItAjIne jaMgalamAM choDI devAnI AjJA zrImatI sItAjIne laIne kRtAntavadana ravAnA thAya che dunirmito ane apazukano zrImatI sItAjIno kRtAntavadanane prazna kRtAntavadanano dardabharyo javAba kRtAntavadananuM dardabharyu kathana zrImatI sItAno kAramo AdhAta lAge che vAraMvAra mUccha zrI rAmacandrajI sAthe vAta karavAthI kAMI ja vaLe. tema che nahi Page #235 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ I jana mAnasa ane dharmazAsana loka prAyaH paraniMdAmAM rasika hoya che sabhA : mULamAM to AvI vAto lakhanArA ke bolanArA thoDA hoya che, paNa pachI eno pracAra vadhI jAya che. pUjayazrI : prAya: emaja bane. ahI juone, mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjInA kalaMkanI zarUAta zI rIte thaI ? zrImatI je sItAjInI traNa sapatnIo IrSAvaza banI. potAnA pati zrI rAmacandrajIno zrImatI sItAjI pratyeno anurAga temanAthI khamAyo nahi, kapaTa karIne zrImatI sItAjInI pAse zrI rAvaNanA caraNonuM citraNa karAvyuM zrI rAmacandrajI pAse e citraNa rajU karIne zrI rAmacandrajIne bharamAvavAno prayatna karyo vicakSaNa evA zrI rAmacandrajIe gaMbhIratA jALavIne zrImatI sItAjInI sAtheno vyavahAra pUrvavat cAlu rAkhyo ane ethI zrI rAmacandrajIne $ bharamAvavAmAM niSphaLa nivaDelI zrImatI sItAjInI traNa sapatnIoe, zrImatI sItAjInA kalaMkanI vAta vahetI mUkI. zrImatI sItAjInI sapatnIoe IrSyALu banIne potAnI dAsIo dvArA lokamAM A vAta phelAvI. dhIre dhIre e vAta AkhI ayodhyAnagarImAM prasarI gaI ane ghera ghera eja vAta thavA lAgI ke, "zrImatI sItAjI asatI che ane rAma rAgAlva che.' A vAta utpanna karanArI traNa strIo ja hatI, paNa have vAta karanArA keTalA ? eja rIte atyAre susAdhuone mATe khoTI vAto lakhanArA ke bolanArA thoDA che, paNa pachI e vAto phelAvo pAmatI jAya che. sabhA : ema kema? pUjayazrI : paranidAnI rasikatA. e paNa ajJAna lokonI eka khAsIyata che. ajJAna loka bahulatayA paranidArasika hoya che. jina mahAsa ane dharmazA itu iiiiiiiiii .......10 217 Page #236 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 218 ...sItAne kalaMka....bha.-6 nahi to vicAra karo ke, zrImatI sItAjIe ayodhyAnagarInA lokonuM zuM bagADyuM che ? kazuM ja nahi. zrImatI sItAjIne asatI TharAvavAmAM ayodhyAnagarInA lokone zo svArtha che ? kazo ja nahi. chatAM vAto kevI cAlI rahI che ? Ama banavu, e pararinAnI rasikatA vinA zakya nathI. ajJAna loka svabhAve paraniAno rasika hoIne ja, eka mahAsatI mATe paNa AvI vAto karI rahyo che. ApaNe joI gayA ke, rAtrinA vakhate chUpI rIte potAnA AvAsanI bahAra nIkaLelA zrI rAmacandrajI sthaLe sthaLe evA janavAdane sAMbhaLe che ke, 'A zrImatI sItAne zrI rAvaNa upADI gayo ane sItA zrI rAvaNanA AvAsamAM lAMbo kALa vasI. te pachI zrI rAma tene pAchI to laI AvyA paNa vaLI pAchA tene satI mAne che. zrI rAme eTaluM paNa vicAryuM nahi ke, 'zrImatI sItAmAM rakta evA zrI rAvaNe sItAne na bhogavI hoya, e bane ja kema?' paNa rAgI AtmA doSane joto nathI!' zrI rAmacandrajIe carapurUSone mokalyA ayodhyA nagarImAM, mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjInA kalpita kalaMkane lagatI Thera Thera cAlI rahelI A ane AvI bIjI paNa vAtone sAMbhaLatA sAMbhaLatA, zrI rAmacandrajI potAnA AvAse pAchA phare che. potAnA AvAse pAchA pharyA, bAda puna: paNa zrImatI sItAjInA te apavAdanuM zravaNa karavAne mATe, zrI rAmacandrajI potAnA zreSTha evA carane mokale che. sabhA H pharI pAchA ? pUjyazrI : hA, lokApavAdanI pUrepUrI khAtrI karavAne mATe. zrI rAmacandrajInI vicAraNA zrI lakSmaNajIno krodha zrI rAmacandrajInI AjJAthI carapurUSo lokanA mukhethI apavAdane sAMbhaLavAne jAya che. ane ahIM zrI rAmacandrajI vicAramAM garakAva bane che temanA haiyAmAM lokonI vAto ghoLAI rahI che. zrI rAmacandrajIne pahelAM to zrImatI sItAjInA azubhodayane mATe bahu lAgI Ave che. zrI rAmacandrajI vicAre che ke, XXXXXXXXXX, mA yasyAH te taH / rAHbhAyo raudra-tasyAH mijamAnatam ? ? .. Page #237 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ je zrImatI sItAne mATe meM raudra evA rAkSasa kuLano kSaya ryo, te zrImatI sItAne mAthe A kevI Apatti AvI ? A vicAratA zrI rAmacandrajIne lokapravAdanI pokaLatAno vicAra Ave che. lokapravAda evo che ke, zrI rAma rAgAdha banyA che mATe zrImatI sItAnA doSane joI zakatA nathI, nahi to zrI rAma eTalo ya vicAra na kare ke, parastrIlaMpaTa zrI rAvaNa zrImatI sItAne na bhogave e bane ja kema? jANe ke, zrI rAmacandrajI zrI rAvaNanI te strIlolupatAne jANatA ja nahotA ! zrI rAmacaMdrajI jANe enA javAbarUpe ja hoya tema, evA bhAvanuM vicAre che ke huM e paNa jANuM chuM ke zrImatI sItA mahAsatI che ane zrI rAvaNa strIlaMpaTa hato ema paNa huM jANuM chuM !' A pachI hatAza jevA banI gayelA hoya tema zrI rAmacandrajI vicAre che ke, mArU kuLa niSkalaMka che e huM jANuM chuM, paNa ethI zuM vaLe ? A lokApavAdanI sAme mAre karavuM zuM?' A bAju zrI rAmacandrajIe mokalelA pelA carapuruSo Thera Thera gavAtA zrImatI sItAjInA apavAdane sAMbhaLIne thoDA ja vakhatamAM pAchA phare che ane zrI rAmacaMdrajIne pote sAMbhaLelI vAtane jaNAvavA Ave che. e vakhate zrI rAmacandrajInI pAse zrI lakSmaNajI, sugrIvA ane zrI bibhISaNa paNa hAjara che. carapurUSo to, pote zrImatI sItAnA apavAdane jevA rUpamAM lokonA mukhethI sAMbhaLyo hato, tevA ja sphaTa rUpamAM kahI batAve che, e sAMbhaLIne zrI lakSmaNajI ekadama kopAla banI jAya che. kopAla banelA zrI lakSmaNajI bolI uThe che ke, "jeo game tevA hetuo dvArA doSone kalpIne satI zrImatI sItAnI niA kare che, teono A huM kALa rUpa chuM !' zrI lakSmaNajI jevAne ATaluM badhuM lAgI Ave te svAbhAvika ja che, zrI lakSmaNajI barAbara jANe che ke zrImatI sItAjI mahAsatI ja che.' uparAMta, zrI lakSmaNajI potAnA vaDIla bhAI zrI rAmacandrajImAM zrImatI sItAjI patnI hoIne, temane pUjya mAne che temanA haiyAmAM zrImatI sItAjI pratye bhakti che ane ethI ja teo zrImatI sItAjInI nidAne sAMbhaLI zakatAM nathI. jaja mAnasa ane dharma itu itil atu itil atu itil itu itai ...........10 219 Page #238 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM 220 (@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ sItAne kalaMka bhAga-6 sItAtyAganI vAtanuM uccAraNa zrI lakSmaNajI A rIte krodhe bharAya che, jyAre zrI rAmacaMdrajI A vAtano potAnI dhAraNA mujabano niveDo, bane teTalI tvarAthI lAvavAne icche che. AthI teo kahe che ke, 'A caroe je vAta kahI te vAta to mane pahelA ApaNA vijaya Adi puramahattaro paNa kahI gayA che ane meM jAte paNa e vAta sAMbhaLI che. A loko jAte sAMbhaLIne AvyA che ane e ja vAta emaNe pratyakSapaNe kahI che. zrImatI sItAno tyAga karavAthI sItAnA svIkAranI jema loka apavAdane thaze nahi !' A rIte zrI rAmacandrajI pote zrImatI sItAno tyAga karavAnA nirNaya upara ja che, e vAtane uccAre che. zrImatI sItAjInA svIkArathI utpanna thavA pAmela lokapavAdano, zrImatI sItAjInA tyAga dvArA ja nAza thaze ema zrI rAmacandrajI mAne che. jenA svIkArathI nindA thAya che, teno tyAga karavAthI niA aTakI paDaze, ema zrI rAmacandrajInuM mAnavuM che. atyAre temanI AMkha sAme kevaLa lokanidA ja dekhAI rahI che ane lokanidAne aTakAvavA temanuM haiyuM talasI rahyAM che. e talasATamAM temane zrImatI sItAjI sagarbhA che ane AvI avasthAmAM temano tyAga karavAthI temanuM zuM thaze ? e vagere sUjhatuM nathI. loka prazaMsAnA ati arthIpaNAe zrI rAmacandrajInA vivekacakSuone AvarI lIdhA che; nahitara zrI rAmacandrajI jevA lonindA khAtara mahAsatI evA zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karavAne tatpara bane, e zakya ja nathI. zrI lakSmaNajInI vinaMtI taddana khoTA paNa lokApavAdathI DarI jaIne mahAsatI evA paNa zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karavAne potAnA vaDIla badhu zrI rAmacandrajI taiyAra thAya che, e jANIne zrI lakSmaNajIne pArAvAra kheda thAya che. zrI rAmacandrajIno paDato bola jhIlavAne sadAya tatpara rahenArA ane pote vAsudeva hovA chatAM paNa svAmI tarIkenI zrIrAmacandranI khyAtimAM ja rAcanArA zrI lakSmaNajIne lAge che ke, 'vaDIla bhAI zrI rAmacandrajI atyAre bhayaMkara bhUla karI rahI che. Page #239 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lokanI vANIne AvI rIte vajana apAya ja nahi' AthI ja zrI lakSmaNajI potAnA vaDIla bhAI zrI rAmacandrajIne vinaMtI pUrvaka kahe che ke, "he Arya ! loka evI vAto karI rahyA che, eTalA mATe zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karo nahi ! loka to ghaDImAM Ama paNa bole ane ghaDImAM tema paNa bole ! lokanI vANI to Ame ya apavAda denArI hoya che ane teme ya apavAda denArI hoya che. lokanA moDhAne koI baMdhana nathI. AthI jema phAvyuM tema apavAdane bolanArI lokavANIthI, Apa zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karo nahi!' A rIte lokavANInI avizvasanIyatA varNavyA bAda, surAjyamAM susthita evo paNa loka jo rAjadoSane jovA ke gAvAmAM tatpara bane, to rAjAoe tevA lokanI sAthe kevI rIte kAma levuM joIe, e vAtane spaSTa karatAM paNa zrI lakSmaNajI jaNAve che ke "noda: saurAnyajuthoDala, rAnaDhoSAro mavet ? zikSaNIyo na cettano-pekSaNIyaH sa bhUbhujAm // 1 // " lone jo ApaNA taraphathI koIpaNa prakAranI takalIpha hoya ane ethI te ApaNA doSone jovA ke gAvAmA tatpara banyo hoya to te eka judI vAta che ApaNA rAjyamAM tevuM to kAMI che ja nahi; ApaNA rAjyamAM to loka sukhapUrvaka jIvI rahyA che. Ama chatAMpaNa, surAjyamAM susthita evo paNa loka, jo rAjadoSamAM tatpara bane, to to rAjAone mATe te zikSaNIya che ane tema nahi to upekSaNIya che, rAjAe kAM to tevA lokonI zikSA dvArA sAna ThekANe lAvavI joIe ane tema na karavuM hoya to tevA lokanI upekSA karavI joIe paNa e sivAya bIjuM kAMI karavAnuM hoya nahi ! zrI rAmacaMdrajInI apayazanI bhIratA zrI lakSmaNajIe lokavANInA svarUpa AdinI je vAta kahI, tenI sAme to zrI rAmacandrajI kAMI ja kahI zake tema hatuM nahi ane bIjI tarapha temane koI paNa rIte A apayaza sahana nahoto karavo, e paNa nirvivAda vAta che. zrImatI sItAjI jevI mahAsatIno tyAga temane ISTa nahoto, paNa te sAthe zrI rAmacandrajI leza paNa apayazane ..jaja mAnasa ane dharmasaja ......10 itil iiiiiiii 221 Page #240 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 222 Reer RRCRRRRRRRRRRRRRRS sItA kalaMka....bhaga-9 sahavAne mATe taiyAra nahotA. A saMyogomAM teo, A vAtane jema bane tema TUMka ja patAvavAne icche, te svAbhAvika che. AthI ja zrI rAmacandrajI, zrI lakSmaNajIe kahelI vAtanA uttara rUpe kahe che ke, 'e vAta satya che ke, loka sadAne mATe ja evo hoya che, paNa pratiSThita vyaktione mATe lokaviruddha tyAjya ja che.' A pramANe kahIne, zrI rAmacandrajI jarApaNa thobhyA vinA, potAnA kRtAntavadana nAmanA senApatine AjJA pharamAve che ke, "araLe tyAM vavA sAteyaM garbhavatyA ?" 'garbhavatI evI paNa A sItAne kyAMka paNa jaMgalamAM tyajI de !' page paDIne vinaMtI zrI rAmacandrajInA mukhethI AvI AjJA nIkaLatAMnI sAthe ja, zrI lakSmaNajInuM haiyuM valovAI jAya che. zrI lakSmaNajIne lAge che ke, vaDIla bhAI atyAre kAramuM dussAhasa AcarI rahyA che. AthI zrI lakSmaNajI ekadama zrI rAmacandrajInA caraNomAM paDe che, zrI rAmacandrajInA caraNomAM paDelA zrI lakSmaNajI raDatAM raDatAM kahe che ke sItAddevyA mahAsatyA-syAnoDayamughito na hi ?" mahAsatI evA zrImatI sItAdevIno Apa A rIte je tyAga karI rahI cho, te koIpaNa rIte ucita nathI. paNa zrI rAmacandrajI koIpaNa saMyogomAM potAno nirNaya pheravavAne taiyAra nathI. atyAre temane koInuM kAMI sAMbhaLavuM nathI ke potAnA apayaza sivAyanI koIpaNa vAtano vicAra karavo nathI. AthI zrI lakSmaNajI pagamAM paDyA ane 'mahAsatI evA zrImatI sItAdevIno tyAga nahi karavAnI' raDatAM raDatAM vinaMtI karI, te chatAM paNa zrI rAmacandrajI potAnA pratye atizaya bhaktivALA ane vinIta evA zrI lakSmaNajIne atizaya dhRSTatApUrvaka kahe che ke "rAtaH paraM tvacA vadhyam ?" zrI rAmacandrajI zrI lakSmaNajIne sApha sApha zabdamAM pharamAvI de che ke 'A viSayamAM have tAre eka paNa akSara uccAravo nahi !' Page #241 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI lakSmaNajIe mukha DhAMkIne cAlyA javuM kaho, che kAMI kamInA ? zrI rAmacandrajInI AvI AjJA sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe ja, zrI lakSmaNajInuM rUdana vadhI paDe che. zrI lakSmaNajI vastrathI potAnA mukhane DhAMkI de che ane raDatAM raDatA potAnA AvAse cAlyA jAya che. zrI rAmacandrajInI jagyAe atyAre bIjuM koI hota, to zrI lakSmaNajI zuM karata, e kahI zakAya nahi, kAraNake zrImatI sItAjI pratye zrI lakSmaNajIno pUjyabhAva jevo tevo nathI. mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjInA leza paNa du:khane zrI lakSmaNajI sahI zake tema nathI. paNa kare zuM ? sAme vaDila banyu che ane vaDila badhu pAse vijJapti karavA uparAntano potAne kazo ja adhikAra nathI, ema zrI lakSmaNajI mAne che. zrI rAmacandrajIne atyAre koI kAMI kahI zake tema ja nahi sabhA : sugrIva ane zrI bibhISaNa tyAM hAjara che, to teo kAMI na kahe ? pUjyazrI : jarUra kahe, paNa kahevAne avakAza to hovo joIe ne ? teo eTaluM to samaje ne ke je zrI rAmacandrajIe zrI lakSmaNajI jevAnA kathanane paNa dhyAnamAM lIdhuM nahi, eTaluM ja nahi paNa pagamAM paDIne raDate raDate vinaMtI karavA chatAMya, jarAya vadhu nahi bolavAnI AjJA karI dIdhI, te zrI rAmacandrajI ApaNI vAta to sAMbhaLe ja zAnA? sugrIvane ane zrI bibhISaNane A vAta rUcikara che, evuM kAMI ja nathI, paNa saMyoga evA che ke, atyAre kAMIpaNa kahevuM e nirarthaka che, ema teo samaje che ane tethI ja mauna rahe che. sabhA: bIjA koI na kahe ? pUjayazrI : koNa kahe ? ane kahevAjogA saMyogo ya kayAM che ? ayodhyAnagarInA loko, 'sItA asatI ane zrI rAma rAgAdhe' evI ja vAto karI rahI che. khuda vijaya Adi ATha puramahattaro paNa Avo loka apavAda sahana karavA dvArA nirmala kItine malina banAvazo nahi evI zrIrAmacaMdrajIne salAha ApI gayA che ane zrImatI sItAjInI sapatnIoe to ISyavaza banIne A vAta vahetI mUkelI che, eTale zrI rAmacandrajInAM antaHpuramAM paNa chUpI rIte ya nindA cAlI rahI .....jaja mAsa ane gharmazAsana ......10 itu illai illai itu 223 Page #242 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 224 hee@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ kalaMka....bhAga6 sitane hoya te svAbhAvika che. AvA saMyogomAM kahe koNa ? ghaNokharo bhAga to zrI rAmacandrajI zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga kare emAM khuzI che ane je thoDAo 'mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIno zrI rAmacandrajIe tyAga nahi ja karavo joie' ema mAne che, teonuM kAMI paNa sAMbhaLavAne ya zrI rAmacandrajI taiyAra nathI, ema paNa zrI lakSmaNajI sAthenI temanI vAtacIta uparathI joI zakIe chIe. lokanI jIbhe maryAdAnuM baMdhana nathI zrI rAmacandrajIne jo vicAra ja karavo hota, to zrI lakSmaNajIe TuMkamAM paNa je kahyuM te pUratuM ja hatuM. jo vicAra karavAmAM Ave, to zrI lakSmaNajIe thoDA zabdomAM paNa ghaNuM ghaNuM kahI dIdhuM che. zrI lakSmaNajIe cokhkhuM kahevuM che ke 'lokanuM moDhuM baMdhAyeluM nathI.' sabhA eTale zuM? pUjyazrI : eno bhAva e che ke, lokanI vANIne koI maryAdA nathI. lokanI jIbhe maryAdAnuM bandhana nathI, ke jethI e je kAMI bole te vicArapUrvaka ja bole. ane asatya ke ahitakara evuM satya paNa bole nahIM loka to A asatya paNa ane ahitakara paNa bole. ajJAna lokamAM vahetI mUkAelI, sArAmAM sArA sajjanane lagatI taddana khoTI paNa vAta, kevA rUpamAM AvI jaze ane kyAM jaIne aTakaze te kahI zakAya nahi. vAta zarUAtamAM sAmAnya hoya, toya ajJAna lokanA moDhe caDhI gayA pachI, tene khUba khUba vadhI jatAM paNa vAra lAge nahi. zarUAtamAM je vAta sAmAnya hoya, te vAta vadhata vadhate evI paNa vadhI jAya che, jenA moM, mAthA ke TAMTIyAno kazo patto ja lAge nahi. pachI zANA gaNAtA paNa vastuta: doDha DAhA mANaso vicAra kare ke, loko ATaluM badhuM bole che, to kAMIka jarUra haze.' potAne zANA manAvatA AtmAo paNa satyAsatyanI jarUrI tapAsa na kare ane ajJAna loka bhegA eya hAMkaye rAkhe ke, 'AmAM thoDuM ghaNuM to sAcuM jarUra haze." lokano Avo svabhAva hoIne, evI kahevata paNa paDI gaI che ke kuvAne moDhe garaNuM baMdhAya nahi ane lokane moDhe DUco devAya nahi.' lokanA AvA svabhAvane jANanArAo jo rtavyazIla hoya, Page #243 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ to kadipaNa lokanidAne tAbe thaIne kartavyane cUke nahi. lokanidAne tAbe thaIne kartavyabhraSTa bananArAo, e game teTaluM bhaNelA hoya te chatAMpaNa, mUrkhAothI ya badatara che. mUrkhaomAM to akta nathI jyAre A to potAne eklavAna ane bhaNelA manAve che. mUrkhAo to kahe ke, 'ame bhaNyA nathI.' jyAre A to potAne vidvAna tarIke oLakhAve. AvA eklavAna ane vidvAna jyAre lokanidAne tAbe thaIne kartavyane cUke, tyAre eja kahevuM paDe ke "e bicArAo mUrkhAothI ne abhaNathI paNa badatara che.' ajJAna loka khoTI paNa nidA kare, eTalA ja kAraNe svaparahitakAraka kartavyane cUkAya ane ajJAna lokanI prazaMsA pAmavAnA hetuthI svaparanA hitamAM ghAtaka evAM paNa kAryono Adara karAya, e atizaya bhayaMkara vastu che, paNa lokaherImAM paDelAone mATe e vinA bIjuM saMbhavita paNa zuM che ? sAco kartavyazIla to te ja gaNAya, ke je sAcA ziSTajanonI apriyatA pamADe evA eka paNa kAryane AcaravA utsuka bane nahi ane ajJAna lokanI nidAne tAbe thaI, svaparahitakAraka evI eka paNa pravRttino tyAga kare nahi. jaina saMghamAM Aje jo AvA kartavyazIlo sArA pramANamAM hota, to jaina saMghamAM Aje je azAnti vyApI gaI che ane jaina samAjanA nAme Aje ItaromAM paNa je aNachAjatI vAto thaI rahI che, tenuM kAca nAmanizAna paNa na hota. paNa Aje to dharmAcArya jevA uttama pade pratiSThita gaNAtI paNa keTalIka vyaktio, khoTI paNa lokanidAthI DarIne mauna beThI che jyAre keTalAka to vaLI potAnI bhayaMkara lokeSaNAne chUpAvavAne mATe, kartavyaparAyaNa banelA puNyAtmAonI ane emAM madada rUpa banArAonI paNa nidAno dhaMdho laI beThA che. ajJAna loka dharmazAsananI judI rIte nidA karI rahI che ane evA dharmAcAryo Adi judI rIte nidA karI rahyA che paNa beunA taraphathI dhaMdho to svaparahitanA nAzano ja cAlI rahyo che. ajJAna loka karatAM paNa evA dharmAcArya Adi gaNAtAonuM vartana vadhAre doSapAtra ane vadhAre hAnikAraka che, e nirvivAda vAta che. ..jaja mAsa ane gharmazAsana ....10 iiiiiiiiiiitu 225 Page #244 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 226 cerceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeris kalaMka bhAga-6 sItAne dharmAcAryo rAjAnA sthAne zrI lakSmaNajIe rAjAonA kartavyano khyAla ApatAM paNa kahyuM che ke, surAjyamAM susthita evo paNa loka jo rAjadoSamAM tatpara bane, to te rAjAo dvArA kAM to zikSaNIya che ane kAM to upekSaNIya che.' dharmAcAryanA pavitra sthAnane alaMkRta karanArAo, zrI jainazAsanamAM rAjAnA sthAne gaNAya che, duniyAnA rAjAe jema potAnI pharaja adA karavAnI hoya che, tema dharmAcAryoe potAnI pharaja adA karavAnI hoya che. rAjAomAM jema bhIma - kAnta guNa hovo joIe, tema dharmAcAryo paNa bhIma-kAnta guNane dharanArA hoya che. ethI zAsananA drohIone dharmAcAryo bhayaMkara lAge te jema svAbhAvika che, tema dharmanA arthI jagatane to e mahAtmAo khUba khUba kSamAzIla, zAnta ane paropakAra parAyaNa ja lAge e svAbhAvika che. dharmAcAryo potAmAM doSa na Ave enI ane thoDo paNa gheSa AvI gayo hoya to tene mULamAMthI kADhavAnI kALajI rAkhanArA hoya che. Ama chatAMpaNa, nirdoSa evA te mahAtmAonI zAsananA drohIo nindA kare ane karAve te svAbhAvika che. sAcA dharmAcAyAM ethI jarA paNa Dare ke Dage nahi. e to potAnI nidAne paNa potAnI karmanirjarAnuM ja kAraNa banAvI de. AvA dharmAcAryo jyAre zAsananI sAme AkramaNa Ave, tyAre potAnA sAmarthyano khUba khUba upayoga karavA tatpara banI jAya che. sadharmanA TreDI banIne zrI saMghanuM aniSTa karavA tatpara banelA ayogya AtmAone, zrI jinAjJAnA ArAdhaka dharmAcAryo, potAnI saghaLI ja zaktino upayoga karIne roke. je koI dharmAcAryAdi, AvA AtmAone vAravAnuM potAmAM sAmarthya hovA chatAMpaNa, teonI upekSA kare che, te zrI jinAjJAtA virAdhaka banIne ghora evA saMsAramAM ja khUba khUba bhamanArA banI jAya che. ApaNe tyAM upekSAnuM vidhAna jarUra che, paNa te apratikArya doSone mATe ! sAmAnA doSo ApaNAthI apratikArya ja hoya, tyAM to upekSA sivAya bIjo koI mArga nathI; paNa sAmarthya hoya to zAsananA virodhIo AdinI upekSA karavAnI hoya ja nahi. ApaNe tyAM sAraNA, vAraNA, coyaNA ane paDicoyaNAno vidhi paNa che. e Page #245 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vidhi AdinA rahasyane jANanArAo kyAM kevI zikSA hoI zake ? ane kyAM kevI upekSA hoi zake ? e vagere vastune paNa sArAmAM sArI rIte samajI zake che. banneya kiMmata vinAnA che zrI lakSmaNajIe zrI rAmacandrajIne lokanuM moDhuM baMdhAeluM nathI ema paNa kahyuM ane surAjyamAM susthita evo paNa loka jo rAjadoSamAM tatpara bane, to kAM to zikSaNIya che ane kAM to upekSaNIya che ema paNa kahyuM. A rIte kahIne temaNe, mahAsatI evAM zrImatI sItAjIne lokApavAdane khAtara tyAga nahi karavAnI vinaMtI karI paNa yazanA atizaya arthI banI gaelA zrI rAmacandrajIe kevuM aNachAjyuM vartana calAvyuM, te ApaNe joI AvyA, 'sadAkALane mATe ja loka evo hoya che' e vAta zrI rAmacandrajIe kabUla karI, kAraNake, e vAta eTalI sAcI hatI ane vaLI anubhavasiddha paNa hatI ke ene koI paNa rIte khoTI kahI zakAya nahi paNa e vAta kabUla karIne ya zrI rAmacandrajIe bacAva evo karyo ke, 'evA paNa lokathI je kArya virUddha hoya. teno yazasvI banyA rahevA icchanArAoe tyAga karavo joie.' kharekhara, yazanA atizaya arthI banelA mANaso AvA vakhate e vAtane bhUlI jAya che ke, 'ajJAna lokane priya banavA jatAM ApaNe, jenI kharekhara priyatA prApta karavI joie, evA ziSTaloknI prItine gumAvI besIe chIe.' vastuta ajJAna lokano tiraskAra jema kiMmata vinAno che, tema ajJAna lokane satkAra paNa kiMmata vinAno ja che. jenI jIbhane kazI ja maryAdA nathI, je mANasone asatya ane ahitakara bolatAM koi bandhana ADe AvatuM nathI, tevo loka satkAra kare emAM rAcavuM eya mUrkhatA che ane tevo loka tiraskAra kare ethI gabharAi javuM e paNa mUrkhatA che. evA lokone jema satkAra karavAmAM sad - asaddo sAco khyAla hoto nathI, tema tiraskAra karavAmAM paNa sad - asaddo sAco khyAla hoto nathI. dhvajA jema A bAjuno pavana Ave to Ama uDe ane bIjI bAjuno pavana Ave to tema uDe, tema mukhanA bandhana vinAno loka Ira ( 66 ........jana mAnasa ane dharmazAsana .........10 227 Page #246 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ LER 228 ....sItAne kalaMka....bhaga-6 paNa ghaDImAM Ama bole ane ghaDImAM tema paNa bole eTale vivekazIla AtmAoe, tevA lokonA kathana Adi upara kazo ja madAra bAMdhavAno hoya nahi, paNa savRtti ane satyapravRttimAM ja susthira rahevAnu hoya, te svAbhAvika che. je loko satyAsatyano ane hitAhitano nirNaya karavAnI bedarakArI dharAve che, teonI vAto Adine vajana ApavuM, e to nAzane ja noMtaravA jevuM che. jAtane ja nindAmAMthI bacAvavAno prayatna zrI rAmacandrajI jo yazanA atizaya arthI banyA na hota, to zrI lakSmaNajIe kahelI taddana sAcI vAtano vicAra karavAne jarUra thobhata ane jo zrI rAmacandrajIe vivekapUrvaka vicAra karyo hota, to teo kadipaNa A rIte zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karavAne tatpara banata nahIM ! paNa bhavitavyatA ja koi vicitra che. zrI rAmacandrajI zrImatI sItAnA lokamukhethI thatA apavAdane sAMbhaLIne eTalA badhA mUMjhAI gayA che ke, pote emAMthI nIkaLI javAne icche che. zrImatI sItAdevInuM kalaMka kema TaLe eno emane vicAra Avato nathI, paNa A lokanI nindAmAMthI huM kema bacI jAuM eno ja emane vicAra Ave che, koIpaNa rIte ane koIpaNa bhoge teo, potAnI nindAne aTakAvavAno icche che ane ethI ja temane zrImatI sItAjInuM zuM thaze eno vicAra Avato nathI. 'zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karavA dvArA teo lokApavAdane TALavAne icche che.' ema nathI, paNa potAnI jAtane emAMthI bacAvI levA mATeno ja temano A prayatna che. jo AvI manodazA na hota ane sItAdevIne zire AvelA taddana khoTAM kalaMkane paNa dUra karavAno ja zrI rAmacandrajIno irAdo hota, to to zrI rAmacandrajIe zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karavAne badale, koI bIjo ja upAya ajamAvyo hota. yazanI ati icchAnI bhayaMkaratA zrI rAmacandrajIne eTalo paNa vicAra nathI Avato ke, 'garbhavatI evI paNa sItAne huM jaMgalamAM koIka sthaLe mUkI AvavAnI AjJA to karUM chuM paNa tyAM enuM ane garbhamAM rahelA jIvonuM paNa thaze zuM ?' tIvra banelI yazanI bhUkha paNa keTalI badhI bhayaMkara nivaDe che, Page #247 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e khAsa vicAravA jevuM che. zrI rAmacandrajIe jyAre ayodhyAnagarIno tyAga karyo hato, tyAre je mahAsatI svecchApUrvaka ja rAjyasukhone tyajI temanI sAthe cAlI nIkaLI hatI ane je mahAsatIe potAnA svAmInA sAnidhyamAM rahIne du:khamAM paNa sukhapUrvaka jIvI araNyomAM rakhaDavAnuM paNa pasaMda karyuM hatuM, te mahAsatIno te mahAsatI che' ema nizcayapUrvaka jANavA chatAMpaNa, mAtra ajJAna lokanI khoTI nindAmAMthI potAnI jAtane bacAvI levAne mATe sagarbhAvasthAmAM tyAga karavo ane tyAga karIne paNa tene kyAMka paNa jaMgalamAM choDI devAno hukama pharamAvavo, e zuM ochI bhayaMkara vastu che ? mahArANInuM sukha bhogavatI mahAsatI, araNyamAM ekalI kare zuM? koI hiMsaka pazu tene phADI khAya, to te paNa jIvathI jAya ane garbhamAM rahelA jIvo paNa jIvathI jAya, emaja bane ne ? 8 yazanI bhUkha ane apayazanI bhIrutAne AdhIna banelA zrI rAmacandrajIne atyAre eTalo paNa vicAra sUjhato nathI, e ochI che. vAta che ? A nidA nathI paNa svarUpa varNana che sabhA: zrImatI sItAjIno azubhodaya che ne ? pUjayazrI : zrImatI sItAjIno azubhodaya che' e vAteya cokkasa ane tevI bhavitavyatA che' e vAteya cokkasa paNa ethI zrI rAmacandrajInI kAramI yazolipsAno to koIpaNa rIte bacAva thaI zake tema nathI. jyAM sudhI rAmAyaNa vidyamAna raheze, tyAM sudhI zrI rAmacandrajInI A yazolisA to nidAvAnI ja ! zrI rAmacandrajImAM ghaNA guNo hatA ane tenI ApaNe avasare avasare prazaMsA karI ja che. guNano rAgI avaguNano dveSI paNa hoya ja. zrI rAmacandrajImAM ghaNA guNo hatA, mATe ApaNe temanI bhUlane paNa vakhANIe e na bane. guNane jema guNa rUpe ja varNavavo joIe, tema doSane paNa doSa rUpe ja varNavavo joIe. A kAMI nidA nathI. A to vastusvarUpanuM darzana che ane vastusvarUpanuM darzana karAvavAno hetu paNa e ja che ke, A sAMbhaLIne paNa lyANanA arthI AtmAo doSathI bacanArA bane. jeomAM doSa hoya, teone zeSano tyAga karavAnI preraNA prApta thAya ane jeomAM doSa na hoya, teo koIpaNa vakhate doSa na AvI 229 madada ane dharmaja il iiiil itu itu itil ittai na .........10 Page #248 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 230 BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR sItAne kalaMka....bhAga-6 jAya enI kALajIvALA bane, e ja ApaNo A badhA spaSTIkaraNano hetu che. zuddha dharmadezanomAM AthI viparIta hetuM hoI zake nahi. dharmadazakanuM dhyeya doSo nAza pAme ane guNo pragaTe, e ja dharmadezanAno hetu hoI zake. dharmadezakanuM dhyeya eja hovuM joIe. sAco dharmadezaka e ja dhyeyane avalaMbIne upadeza Ape. dharmadezakanA haiyAmAM, doSanAza ane guNaprApti, e sivAyanI kAmanAne to sthAna ja nahi hovuM joIe. sAco dharmopadezaka jIvAjIvAdi tatvonA svarUpanuM vivecana karato hoya ke kathA dvArA upadezapradAna karato hoya, paNa eno Azaya to e ja hoya ke, doSo nAza pAme ane AtmAnA guNo pragaTe'. A ja hetuthI dharmadezaka jyAM zeSanuM varNana Ave, tyAM doSanI tyAjyatA samajAvavAne mATe ane e doSo kevI kevI rIte AtmAne unmArgano upAsaka banAvI de che teno khyAla ApavA pUrvaka e doSothI kevI rIte bacI zakAya tema che e samajAvavA mATe, doSa ane doSita bannenA svarUpa AdinuM varNana kare. e ja rIte jyAM guNanuM varNana Ave tyAM paNa guNothI thatA lAbha ane guNavAn AtmAonI karaNIo kevI hoya e vagere samajAvIne guNonI pratye zrotAo AdaravALA bane e prakAranuM varNana kare. kalyANakAmI AtmAone doSitonA saMsargathI bacAvavA ane sAcA guNavALAno saMsargamAM sthApita karavA, evI kAmanA zuddha dharmadezakamAM hovI e paNa svAbhAvika che. A kAraNe, doSitone anulakSIne thatuM doSonuM varNana e jema nindA nathI, tema sAcA guNavAnone anulakSIne thatuM guNonuM varNana e mithyA prazaMsA paNa nathI. dharmanA arthI zrotAoe to khAsa karIne A vastune paNa samajI levI joIe, kAraNake dharmanA virodhIo taraphathI A rIte paNa bhadrika AtmAone bahekAvavAnA prayatno thAya te asaMbhavita nathI. mAno ke, zrI rAmacandrajInI sItAtyAganI tatparatAno prasaMga ApaNe vicArI rahyA chIe, eTale ene anulakSIne ApaNe, yazolisAnA yoge sanmArgathI vimukha bananArAo AdinuM varNana karIe, to e nindA che? sabhA: nindA to na kahevAya. Page #249 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUjyazrI : ApaNe evA paNa AtmAonuM kalyANa ja icchIe chIe, e nirvivAda vAta che, paNa evA AtmAo potAnuM alyANa sAdhI rahyAA che' ema samajAvIne, tevI rIte paNa akalyANanA sAdhanArA banI javAya nahi tenI kALajI rAkhavI joIe ema samajAvAya, to e khoTuM che? e paNa jarUrI nathI ? sabhA : jarUrI to che, paNa virodhio ene nindA kahe che ane aNasamaju mANaso virodhIonI vAtomAM bhaLI jAya che. pUjayazrI virodhIo ene nidA kahe, e to svAbhAvika ja che. aNasamajuone samajAvavAno ApaNe zakya prayAsa karIe, chatAM na samaje to jevI bhavitavyatA. kharekhara, ajJAna e mahAkaSTa che. ajJAnane sajJAna banAvavAno prayatna karavo, paNa ajJAnanI vAtothI lezapaNa mUMjhAvuM nahi. lokanidAthI DarIne saddharmanI vaphAdArIne bhUlavI nahi meM virodhIothI doravAIne ke emane ema paNa, ajJAna AtmAo game tevI TIkA ke nidA kare, ethI dharmI dharmane tyaje nahi. Aje dIkSA AdinA siddhAnta sAme AkramaNa che, AvA AkramaNanA samaye jeo dIkSA AdinA siddhAntane vaphAdAra rIte vaLagI rahe, teonI nidA Adi thAya te svAbhAvika che. have e nidA AdimAMthI potAnI jAtane koIpaNa rIte bacAvI levAne mATe, siddhAntanI vaphAdArIno tyAga karAya ? ane jo loka nidAthI potAnI jAtane bacAvI levA mATe siddhAntanI vaphAdArIno tyAga karAya, to e tyAgane zuM vyAjabI gaNAya ? sabhA vaphAdArI choDAya to nahi, paNa nindA sahavAnI tAkAta hovI joIe ne ? pUjyazrI : nidA sahavAnI tAkAta AvavI e mukta che, paNa siddhAntane vaphAdAra rahevuM hoya to e tAkAta paNa keLavye ja chUTako che. vicAra to karo, tame saddharmane sArI rIte vaphAdAra raho ane ethI koI tamArI nindA kare, to eTalA mAtrathI tamAruM bagaDe zuM? sabhA : A lokamAM kharAba kahevAIe, sArA gaNAtA mANaso joDe besavuM muzkela banI jAya ane koI vAra te mANasonuM kAma paDI ....jaja mAja ane dharmasaja itu itu itu atil itu atil itttu ...........10 231 Page #250 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - 232 hee@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ kalaMka....bhAga- jAya to teo kAma na paNa karI Ape, ema paNa bane. pUjayazrI: AthI vadhAre nukazAna to nahi ne ? sabhA: AthI vadhAre nukazAna to nahi, paNa A nukazAna kyAM ochuM che? - pUjyazrI : are, tame kaho cho ethI paNa vadhAre nukazAna thAya to te asaMbhavita nathI. evuMya banI jAya ke, bApa kahI de ke, tuM mAro dIkaro nahi ane gharavALI kahI de ke, tame mArA ghaNI nahi. evoya prasaMga AvI lAge ke, bahAra nIkaLo tyAre loka AMgaLI cIMdhe ane uzruMkhalo hurIyo hurIyo paNa kare. vyavahAramAM muzkelI Ave ane kadAca vyApAramAM paNa muzkelI naDe. sabhA evo vakhata AvI lAge e paNa saMbhavita kharUM. pUjyazrI : Ama chatAM upakArIo pharamAve che ke, kalyANanA arthI AtmAoe koIpaNa saMyogomAM saddharmanA siddhAntone vaphAdAra ja rahevuM joIe. saddharmanA siddhAntone vaphAdAra nahi bananArAo potAnuM kalyANa sAdhI zakatA nathI. saddharmanA siddhAntone vaphAdAra nahi bananArAo potAnA bhaviSyane sudhArI zakatA nathI. mahApuNyanA udaye maLelA cittAmaNi samA manuSyabhavane e AtmAo koDIno banAvI de che. je bhavamAM zuddha vivekane pAmI saMyamamaya jIvana jIvavAnI ane e rIte AtmAnA anantakAlanAM du:khano kSaya sAdhavAnI anupama sAmagrI che, te bhavane kevaLa A lokanA ja hitanI dRSTivALA banI vyatIta karI devo, e duHkhamaya saMsAranI musApharI vadhAravA jevuM che. A to sAmAnya AtmAonI vAta thaI, paNa jeo potAnI jAtane sadharmanA siddhAntone vaphAdAra tarIke oLakhAve che, teo saddharmanA siddhAntonI vaphAdArI lokanidAne kAraNe tyaje, to e kAramAM vizvAsaghAtIo paNa che. saddharmanA siddhAntone vaphAdAra tarIkenI nAmanA bhogavavI, e nAmanAnA baLe maLatAM mAnapAna bhogavavAM ane jyAre e siddhAntonI sAme viplava jAge, tyAre siddhAntonuM game te thAya tenI darakAra nahi karatA jAtane ja bacAvI levAnA prayatno AdaravA, e @@@ Page #251 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ghora saMsAramAM anantakALane mATe paNa rUlI javAno ja dhaMdho che. saddharmanA siddhAntonI vaphAdArIthI maLatA anekavidha ane anupama lAbhono jo vivekapUrvaka vicAra karavAmAM Ave, to kadipaNa, A lokanI nindAmAMthI potAnI jAtane bacAvI levAne mATe, saddharmanA siddhAntonI vaphAdArI tyajI devAnuM mana thAya nahi. ApaNo AtmA anAdikAlathI A duHkhapUrNa evA saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karI rahayo che. anAdikAlathI A saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karI rahelA ApaNA AtmAne kyAM-kyAM du:kho nathI sahavAM paDyAM ? nAraka tarIke, nigodIyA tarIke ane pazu-paMkhI Adi tarIke A saMsAramAM ApaNe je du:kho bhogavyAM che, tenuM ja varNana karavAne besIe, to teno pAra paNa Ave nahi. janma, jarA ane maraNanAM du:khane vAraMvAra sahavA uparAnta, ApaNe bhUkhanuM, tarasa, TADhanuM, taDakAnuM, vastrahInatAnuM, anukULa sAmagrInI hInatAnuM pratikULa sAmagrInI prAptinuM, vadhavuM, baMdhanuM, chedanuM,roganuM ane anekavidha apamAno tathA kalaMko AdinuM duHkha zuM ochuM saheluM che? sabhA : ghaNuM ya saha haze. pUjayazrI : anantakALamAM ApaNA AtmAoe A badhAM du:khone keTalIvAra sahAAM haze, enI gaNatrI paNa thaI zake tema nathI. haju paNa ApaNo AtmA jo saMsAranI rakhaDapaTTIe caDhI jAya to A badhAM ja du:kho ApaNe vAraMvAra paNa bhogavavAM paDe e sunizcita vAta che..... jyAM sudhI saMsAranI rakhaDapaTTIno sarvathA atta Ave nahi. tyAM sudhI du:khano paNa sarvathA anta Ave nahi ane saMsAranI rakhaDapaTTIno atta saddharmanI upAsanA vinA Ave e zakya nathI. saddharmanI upAsanAmAM rakta banelA saghaLA ja AtmAo, mAtra ekaja bhavamAM karelI ArAdhanAthI saMsAranI rakhaDapaTTIno anta pAmI zake che ema nathI mAtra eka ja bhavanI sadharmanI ArAdhanAthI paNa mukti pAmanArA nathI hotA ema nahi, paNa evA thoDA. vaLI ApaNane je zarIra AdinI sAmagrI maLI che. te sAmagrI dvArA .jaja mahAsa ane dharma iiiiiiiiiiii ...10 233 Page #252 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Berkeerderderderderderders 234 ApaNe A bhavamAM kadAca vadhumAM vadhu ArAdhanA karIe to paNa, ApaNe A bhavamAMthI ja sIdhA muktine pAmI zakIe e zakya nathI, kAraNake, ahIMthI sIdhA ja muktie pahoMcI zakavA mATe jeTalI ArAdhanA karavI joIe, teTalI ArAdhanA thavI. e AjanI ApaNane maLelI sAmagrI dvArA zakya nathI. chatAM paNa, ApaNe jo A bhavamAM bane teTalA vadhu pramANamAM saddharmanI ArAdhanAmAM magna thaI jaIe, to ApaNe ghaNA ja alpa kALamAM muktine pAmI zakIe ane jyAM sudhI mukti na pAmIe tyAM sudhI paNa prAyaH ApaNane anukULa sAmagrI ja maLyA kare. ethI ghaNuMkharUM duHkha to nAza pAmI jAya ane ArAdhanA paNa vadhatI jAya, A to paralokanI vAta thaI. sadharmanA vaphAdAra ArAdhakano paraloka sundara bane e jema nirvivAda vAta che, tema A loka paNa suMdara bane e nirvivAda vAta che, sadharmano vaphAdAra ArAdhaka sattvazIla banIne, game tevA viparIta : saMyogonI vacce paNa, anupama koTinA samAdhisukhano bhoktA banI zake che. Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhi paikI, e AtmA Adhi upara asAmAnya vijaya prApta karI zake che ane ethI ene, vyAdhi ane upAdhi, Itara AtmAonI jema satAvI zakatI nathI. kAramAM vyAdhi vakhate paNa e prasannacitta rahI zake che ane upAdhinI uthalapAthala vakhateya te anupama citta-zAntine bhogavI zake che. have eka tarapha A badhA lAbhone mUko ane bIjI tarapha tame je nukazAnone gaNAvyAM ane meM paNa sUcavyAM te nukazAnone mUko ! bannenI tulanA karI jUo to ! sabhA : ATalo badho vicAra karIe to to dharmanI vaphAdArI khAtara ja sahavI paDatI lokanidAno Dara bhAgI gayA vinA rahe nahi. pUjyazrI : vicAra to karavo ja joIe ne ? vicAra na karo to buddhi maLI toya zuM ane na maLI toya zuM? vadhumAM, ApaNe je nukazAnonI vAta karI AvyA, te nukazAnomAM lokanidA bhale nimitta rUpa banatI hoya, paNa te te nukazAno ApaNA tevA prakArano azubhodaya na hoya to na ja prApta thAya, e vAta to mAno cho ne ? sabhA : eya barAbara che. sItAne kalaMka bhAga-3 Page #253 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUjyazrI : evA vakhate samajavuM joie ke, 'A kAMi saddharma pratyenI vaphAdArInuM phaLa nathI, paNa meM pUrvakALamAM je duSkRtyo AcaryA che tenuM A phaLa che. kadAca A bhavamAM duSkRtyo na AcaryA hoya, paNa pUrvabhavomAM AcaryA hoya, to te tenuM paNa phaLa bhogavavuM paDe ne ? game tyAre paNa ApaNe ja AcarelAM kRtyonuM ApaNe phLa bhogavavuM paDe, to ethI mUMjhAvAnuM hoya ? ulaTuM, e phaLa na gamatuM hoya, to evuM phaLa bhaviSyamAM prApta thAya nahi, e mATe tevA duSkAryono ja tyAga karavAne tatpara banavAnuM hoya ane e mATe mukta banavAnI bhAvanAne ja sateja banAvavAnI hoya. AthI paNa tame samajI zakazo ke, ajJAna loknI niAne kAraNe ke e nimitte thatA nukazAnane kAraNe paNa, sadharmanA siddhAntonI vaphAdArIne cUkI zakAya ja nahi. sArA ane sArA gaNAtA vacceno bheda have tame nukzAno gaNAvatAM je ema kahyuM hatuM ke 'sArA gaNAtA mANaso joDe besavuM muzkela banI jAya' e viSe paNa jarA khulAso karI laie. sArA ane sArA nahi hovA chatAM paNa sArA gaNAtA ema vibhAga pADIne jo tame sArA gaNAtA mANasonI vAta karatA ho, to te barAbara che, paNa evA kharAba hovA chatAMya ajJAna duniyAmAM sArA gaNAtA AdamIonI sAthe besavAno abharakho zA mATe hovo joIe ? sabhA : e vAteya kharI che, paNa game te kAraNe tevAo joDe besavAnuM mana thaI jAya che. pUjyazrI : e kAraNane zodhavAno paNa tamAre prayatna karavo joie. koi ne koi paudgalika svArtha vinA evuM mana thAya e zakya nathI.bAkI ajJAna lokonI nindAne sahIne temaja e nimitte AvatI Apattione paNa sahIne je AtmAo saddharmanA siddhAntone vaphAdAra banyA rahe che, teo to, ApoApa sArA AdamIomAM uMcA sthAne besavAne lAyaka banI jAya che. ApaNo mULa mUddo to e che ke, zrI rAmacandrajIe karelI bhUlane bhUlarUpe varNavI, tevI bhUlathI bacAvavAno je prayatna thAya, temAM zrI rAmacandrajInI nindA nathI. dharmadezake evo paNa prayatna karavo joie. ApaNuM kahevuM e che ke, zrI rAmacandrajIe jema yazolipsAne AdhIna ........jana mAnasa ane dharmazAsana .........10 235 $, 6, kuul (r)@ Page #254 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ XPRK PRE 236 banIne, mahAsatI evA zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karavAnI tatparatA dAkhavI : paNa zrImatI sItAjI uparanuM kalaMka kema TaLe eno ke jaMgalamAM zrImatI sItAjInI tathA garbhamAM rahelA jIvonI zI dazA thaze? eno vicAra ryo nahi, tema kalyANanA arthI AtmAoe kadipaNa yazolipsAmAM ke ayazanI bhIrUtAthI phasAine saddharmanI vaphAdArIno tyAga karavo joie nahi. yazolipsAne AdhIna banelA AtmAone mATe, svayaM saddharmathI vimukha banI, bIjA paNa aneka AtmAone saddharmathI vimukha banAvavA, e atizaya saMbhavita vastu hoine, sadharmazIla AtmAoe to khAsa karIne yazolipsAthI paNa para rahevAno prayatna karavo joie. ..sItAne kalaMka....bhada-6 evI AjanI paristhiti che ja nahi sabhA : lokaherIne AdhIna nahi banelA hovA chatAM paNa, virodhIonI 'hA' mA aa ane 'nA' mAM nA meLavavAno vakhata ja Ave ? evuM kayuM kAraNa hoya, te ja bolone ? sabhA H kahe che ke, zAstramAM vRSTi nyAya paNa kahyo che ne ? pUjyazrI : zAstramAM vRSTi nyAyanI rIte paNa vartavAno vakhata AvI lAgaze, ema kahyuM che paNa dRSTi-nyAyano amala koNa ane kyAre karI zake, e jANo cho ? sabhA : sAmAnya khabara che ke rAjA ane maMtrI DAhyA hatA, chatAM gAMDA bhegA gAMDA banI gayA hatA. pUjyazrI : paNa kayA saMyogomAM ? keTalI coksAipUrvaka ane kayA hetuthI ? rAjA-maMtrIne DAhyA hovA chatAM paNa gAMDA banavuM paDyuM hatuM e jANo cho ? sabhA : kahe che atyAre ame e nyAye vartI rahyA chIe, bAkI ame zAsananAM kAmo kyAM nathI karyAM ke nathI karatA ? pUjyazrI : zAsananAM karavA yogya kAmo nahi karanArAonuM A kathana keTale aMze geravyAjabI che agara to vyAjabI che, e vastune tame paNa sArI rIte samajI zako e mATe, kuvRSTi-nyAyanuM upakArIoe pharamAveluM udAharaNa, joi levuM e ThIka thai paDaze. Page #255 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kuvRSTi nyAyanuM dRSTAMta zAstrakAra, mahAtmA pharamAve che ke, pRthvIpurI nAme eka nagarI hatI. e nagarImAM pUrNa nAmano rAjA hato buddhinidhAna evo subuddhi nAme tene eka maMtrI hato. eka vAra evuM banyuM ke lokadeva nAmanA koi uttamanaimittikane te subuddhi maMtrIe AgAmI kALa saMbaMdhI prazna pUchyo. lokadeva nAmanA te naimittike kahyuM ke, 'eka mahinA pachI ahIM evI meghanI vRSTi thavAnI che, ke je vRSTinuM pANI pItAMnI sAthe ja, te pANIne pInAro gAMDo banI jAya. paNa te pachI keTalAka kALe suvRSTi thaze ane tenuM pANI pIvAthI, gAMDo banI gayelo loka pAcho DAhyo banI jaze.' AthI cintAtura banelA subuddhi maMtrIe e vAta pUrNa rAjAne jaNAvI ane kartavyaparAyaNa pUrNa rAjAe paNa, paDaha vagaDAvIne lokane sAvadha banAvyo temaja sArA pANIno saMcaya karI levAnI AjJA pharamAvI. jana mAnasa ane dharmazAsana pelA nimittiyAe kaheluM te mujaba vRSTi thai, kuvRSTinuM pANI badhe bharAi gayuM. lokoe pahelAM to vRSTinA e pANIne pIdhuM nahi, kAraNake rAjAnI AjJAthI sArA pANIno saMcaya karI lIdho hato. paNa jema jema sArUM pANI khUTatuM gayuM, tema tema loko mUMjhAvA lAgyA ane tarasane sahana nahi karI zakvAthI kuvRSTinuM pANI pIvA lAgyA. jema jema loko kuvRSTinuM pANI pItA gayA, tema tema loko gAMDA banavA OM lAgyA. dahADe dahADe gAMDAonI saMkhyA vadhavA lAgI ane DAhyAonI saMkhyA ghaTavA lAgI. rAjA ane maMtrIne AthI du:kha to ghaNuM thAya paNa kare zuM ? lokane sArUM pANI ApavAno temanI pAse koi ja ilAja che nahi. dhIre dhIre rAjAnA sAmanto AdinA gharamAM paNa sArUM pANI khUTyuM ane teoe paNa jIva bacAvavAnI abhilASothI kuvRSTinuM pANI pIdhuM. ema karatAM karatAM evo vakhata AvI lAgyo ke, eka rAjA ane eka maMtrI, e be sivAyanA te pRthvIpurI nagarInA saghaLA ja lokoe kuvRSTinuM pANI pIdhuM ane sau koI gAMDA banI gayA. 237 QDD Page #256 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ 238 A dazAmAM rAjA ane maMtrI suvRSTinI rAha joI rahyA che. teone savaSTinI AzAe besI rahevA sivAya cAle tema nathI kAraNake suvRSTi thavI, e kAMI emanA hAthanI vAta nathI. paNa ahIM judo ja banAva banavA pAme che. gAMDA banI gayelA rAjasAmanto ane bIjA loko to nAcagAna kare che, game tema hase bole che, ane bIjI paNa gAMDAne chAjatI ceSTAo kare che. mAtra rAjA ane maMtrI e be ja jaNA tevuM kAMI karatA nathI. AthI gAMDA banelA rAjasAmanto Adi nakkI kare che ke, A banne jaNA pAgala banI gayA che, jo teo pAgala na banI gayA hoya, to ApaNI sAthe bhaLe kema nahi ?' ApaNI mAphaka nAca-gAna vagere kema kare nahi? | ATaluM nakkI karIne ja te gAMDA banelA rAjasAmanto Adi aTakyA nahi, paNa teoe to evo ja nirNaya karyo ke, 'vilakSaNa AcAravALA A rAjAne ane maMtrIne sthAnabhraSTa banAvIne, ApaNe : bIjA koI yogya rAjAnI ane maMtrInI nimaNuMka karavI.' gAMDA banelA rAjasAmanto AdinA AvA nirNayanI rAjAne che ane maMtrIne khabara paDI gaI. banne vicAra karavA beThA ke, have karavuM zuM? kAraNake, gAMDAo badhA hatA ane DAhA to mAtra A be ja jaNA hatA. teo gAMDAone samajAvI zake ke DAhA banAvI zake tema hatuM nahi ane gAMDAo utpAta macAvIne rAjyanI lagAma hAthamAM laI leto rAjA ke maMtrI teno sAmano karI zake emeya hatuM nahi. AthI rAjasaMpattinA rakSaNa mATe teoe nirNaya ryo ke, 'ApaNe paNa have gAMDA bhegA gAMDA banI javuM !' gAMDA bhegA gAMDA ja banI javuM, eno artha ema nahi ke, gAMDA ja banI javuM, paNa manamAM samajavA chatAM bahArathI AcaraNa gAMDA jevuM ja rAkhavuM. A rIte gAMDA jevo vartAva rAkhIne paNa, ApaNe bee rAjasaMpattinuM rakSaNa karavuM ane jyAre sUvRSTi thaze tyAre to sau sArAM vAnAM thaI raheze. A prakAranA dRSTAntane pharamAvIne sUcavAyuM che ke, evo paNa samaya AvI lAgaze, ke je samaye zAsana saMpadAnuM saMrakSaNa karavuM atizaya muzkela banI jaze ane zAsanasaMpadAnuM saMrakSaNa karavAnI bhAvanAvALA gItArtha mahAtmAone paNa veSadhArIonI jema vartavuM sitAne kalaMka bhAga-3 Page #257 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paDaze ! A dRSTAntane barAbara vicArazo, to tame paNa samajI zakazo ke, kuvRSTi nyAyano amala koNa karI zake ? ane kuvRSTi nyAyano amala kevA saMyogomAM thai zake ? Aje jo evA ja saMyogo hoya ane ethI ja teo vicAra judA ane vartana jUduM ema rAkhatA hoya, to vAta judI che, paNa vicAravA jevI vAta e che ke, 'zuM Aje evA saMyogo che ? veSadhArIonuM jora eTaluM badhuM vadhI gaeluM che ? gItArtha mahAtmAo AjJAnusAriNI vAta kahe, to tene samajavAne mATe zuM koI taiyAra ja nathI ? zuM gItArtha mahAtmAonI paDakhe rahe, evA susAdhuo ane suzrAvako Aje vidyamAna ja nathI ? sabhA AjanA saMyogomAM evuM to kazuM paNa kahI zakAya evuM nathI. pUjyazrI : je bolo te vicAra karIne bolajo. ahIM kAMI ne bahAra kAMi evuM karazo nahi. na samajAya ke na jace to pUchavAnI chUTa che. hamaNAM hamaNAM to khulAsAo karavAnuM ja kAma moTe bhAge cAlI rahyuM che. sabhA : prasaMga evo che ane Ape pUchavAnI chUTa ApI che eTale ADA avaLA prazno paNa pUchAya. pUjyazrI : to ApaNe khulAso ApavAnI kyAM nA pADIe chIe? ApaNe khulAso ApIe ja chIe. A nimitte paNa koine bhramaNA bhAge to paNa lAbha ja che. khera, ApaNe tyAM sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka ane zrAvikA ema caturvidha zrI saMgha gaNAya che. 'kuvRSTi nyAyano ame amala karI rahyA chIe' ema kahenArAo zuM caturvidha zrI saMghane pAgala jevo banI gayelo dhAre che ? A viSayamAM to bhArapUrvaka kahevuM joIe ke, A eka poLa bacAva che. jeo Aje bacAva karI rahyA che, teo ghora ajJAnamAM sabaDe che. Aje paNa evA saMkhyAbaMdha sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka ane zrAvikA vidyamAna che, ke jeo zrI jainazAsana pratye avihaDa rAga dharAve che ane siddhAntarakSA mATe jAtano bhoga Apavo paDe to jAtano bhoga ApavAne paNa taiyAra che. kuvRSTi nyAyanA amala AdinI vAto karanArAo to, temanA vizvAsamAM rahelA dharmazIla AtmAone paNa unmArge dorI rahyA che ane AjJArata sAdhu - sAdhvI .jana mAnasa ane dharmazAsana .......... 239 56-66 756EUR Page #258 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhU sabhA bhara 240 ....sItAne kalaMka.....(1-6 zrAvaka zrAvikAnI sthitine kaphoDI banAvI rahyA che. potAnI lokeSaNAnI kAramI bhUkhane chUpAvavAne mATe, A jAtino bacAva karavAne taiyAra thavAya, e to ghaNuM ja kharAba che. potAnI vAha-vAhane banI banAvI rAkhavAne mATe potAnI jAtane DAhI TharAvIne bIjA sarvane gAMDA TharAvavA taiyAra thavuM, e ghaNI ja adhama koTinI manodazA vinA zakya nathI. teo jo vicAra kare, to Aje temanI pAse paNa evA anuyAyIo che ke jeo temanAthI preraNA pAmIne jaina zAsananI rakSAmAM sahAya karyA vinA rahe nahi teo to evA uttama paNa AtmAonI sadbhAvanAno nAza karavAnuM mahAbhayaMkara pApa AcarI rahyA che. tamane nathI lAgatuM ke, lokaherInI kAramI AdhInatAnuM ja A pariNAma che ? sabhA : have to barAbara lAge che. kIrtinI kAramI lAlasA, doSano nazo pUjyazrI : kharekhara, kIrtinI kAramI lAlasA, sArA paNa AdamInA hAthe ghaNuM ja ayogya evuM paNa kArya karAvI ja de che. ahIM paNa zrIrAmacaMdrajI ajJAna lokanI nindAmAMthI potAnI jAtane bacAvI levAne mATe, mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIno sagarbhAvasthAmAM paNa tyAga karI devAne tatpara banyA che. atyAre emane zrImatI sItAjI jevAM mahAsatIne loka asatI mAne enI ke araNyamAM eklAM zrImatI sItAjIne choDI devAthI temanuM ane temanA udaramAM rahelAM bALakonuM zuM thaze ? enI kazI ja paDI nathI. emane cintA che mAtra potAnI nindA aTakAvavAnI ! AthI ema na mAnatA ke zrImatI sItAjI mATe emane kazuM ja lAgatuM nathI, lAge che to ghaNuM, paNa e ghaNuMya evuM ke jenI potAnA yaza pAse kazI ja kiMmata nahi ! paNa A to dhUna mAtra che, zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karyA pachI to, e mahAsatIno viraha veThavo paNa atizaya bhAre thai paDavAno che; paNa e to jyAre A doSano nazo utaraze tyAre ! atyAre to zrI lakSmaNajI jvAne paNa temaNe, 'eka paNa akSara nahi bolavAnI' AjJA pharamAvI dIdhI ane ethI zrI lakSmaNajIne moDhA upara kapaDAne DhAMkIne raDatAM raDatAM potAnA AvAse cAlyA javuM paDyuM. Page #259 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ avivekI batIte guNasaMpannatAno apalApa karanArA bato nahi have ApaNe A AThamA sarganA chellA prasaMgane jovAno ane vicAravAno che, ke je prasaMga A AThamA sarganAM 'sItAparityAga' evA nAmane sArthaka banAvanAro che. sItAparityAgane lagatA A chellA prasaMgane, zrImatI sItAjInA saMdezAe khUba ja mahattvano banAvI dIdho che. anyAyathI bhareluM ane atizaya krUratAvALuM gaNAya tevuM paNa potAnI pratye vartana calAvanAra potAnA svAmIne mATe ya mahAsatIonI kevI manodazA hoya che ? temaja saddharmane pAmelI mahAsatIo potAnA svAmInuM kevA prakAranuM kalyANa cAhanArI hoya che? e vastu mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIe zrI rAmacandrajIne kahevaDAyelA saMdezA dvArA ghaNI ja sundara rIte spaSTa thaI jAya che. mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIe zrI rAmacandrajIe kahevaDAvelA saMdezAnA marmane pAmI zakanArA puNyAtmAo, jarUra samajI zakaze ke, mahAbhAgyazALI AtmAone ja AvI sundara manodazAne dharanArI mahAsaMtInI prApti thAya che. sabhA : chatAM zrI rAmacandrajI jevAe paNa temano tyAga karavAnuM ja pasaMda karyuM ne ? .jana mAnasa ane dharmazAsana .........10 pUjyazrI : A viSe ghaNI vAto kahevAi gai che ane ghaNuM spaSTIkaraNa thai cUkyuM che. zrI rAmacandrajI tadbhava muktigAmI AtmA che, vivekazIla che, nyAyaparAyaNa che ane tema chatAMpaNa A vastu jyAre banI gai che, tyAre samajavuM joie ke, tathA prakAranI bhavitavyatAnA yoge uttamapaNa AtmAthI kvacita anicchanIya kArya paNa banI jAya che. zrI rAmacandrajImAM ghaNA ghaNA guNo hatA, chatAM teo saghaLA ja doSothI rahita hatA, ema to nathI ne ? A ja bhavamAM sarva doSothI rahita ane sarva guNothI paripurNa evI anupama dazAne zrI rAmacandrajI prApta karavAnA che, paNa e dazA to jyAre prApta thaze tyAre kharI. ethI atyAre temanAmAM eka paNa doSa nathI, ema to kahI zakAya nahi ne ? jo ke, AvA guNa saMpanna paNa AtmAnA doSanI vAta ApaNe na chUTake ja karavI paDI che ane karavI paDe che. kAraNake prasaMga evo ja banI gayo che ane ApaNe e prasaMgano paNa vicAra karyA vinA cAle tema nahi hatuM, 241 I, huM >>(c)D (c) Page #260 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ RICERCRRRRRRRRLaRBERLeReelis 242 anyathA AvA guNasaMpanna AtmAonI vAta jyAre cAlatI hoya, tyAre teonA alpa ane saMyogavaza utpanna thavA pAmelA doSone yAda paNa karavAnA hoya nahi. paripUrNa vItarAgatAne pAmyA vinA, sarva doSothI rahitapaNuM ane sarva guNothI saMpannapaNuM zakya nathI, paraMtu jyAM amuka viziSTa guNo hoya che, tyAM tevA guNaviziSTa AtmAonI doSa saMbhavitatAne AgaLa karAya nahi ane jyAM AtmasvabhAvane AvaranArA mithyAtvAdi doSonI pradhAnatA hoya, tyAM amuka amuka guNo lAgatA hoya, to paNa te guNo guNa rUpe nahi hovAthI, doSonI pradhAnatAne bhUlI zakAya nahi. vAMcanAra ke vicAranAra, bolanAra ke sAMbhaLanAra, saumAM A viveka hovo joIe. jemake, navA DhivighA saMsALio muttaorgna ?" 3. AvuM paNa varNana zAstramAM Ave. jIvo be prakAranA che : eka 3 saMsArI ane bIjA mukta. A sivAyanA koI paNa prakAranA jIva A ? saMsAramAM hatA nahi, che nahi ane haze paNa nahi. A saMsAramAM jeTalA ?i jIvo che, temAM koIpaNa kALe vadhAro ke ghaTADo thavAno nathI. navA jIvo che AvavAnA nathI ke vidyamAna jIvo sarvathA vinAzane pAmavAnA nathI, "huM A saMsAramAM je kAMI vidyamAna che, te koIne koI rUpe vidhamAna rahevAnuM che ane je koI paNa rUpe vidyamAna nathI, tenI koipaNa kALe utpatti thavAnI nathI. vidyamAnanA rUpAdimAM parivartana thayA kare e * bane, paNa sarvathA vinAza ke tatra navIna utpatti thAya, e to kadi ja bane nahi. yogya saMsArI jIvo mukta bane e bane, paNa tenI vidyamAnatAno kadi ja nAza thAya nahi. e ja rIte vidyamAna jIvomAM kAM to jIva saMsArI hoya ane kAM to jIva mukta hoya, paNa na saMsArI hoya ke na mukta hoya ane ethI jUdI evI ja koI trIjI avasthAvALo eka paNa jIva hoya, e saMbhavita nathI. have vicAra karo ke, caudamAM guNa sthAnake rahelA ayogI kevalI evA paNa AtmAo saMsArI gaNAya ke nahi ? teramA guNasthAnake vartatA zrI arihanta paramAtmAo ane bIjA paNa kevalajJAnI mahAtmAo saMsArI gaNAya ke nahi ? bAramA guNasthAnake vartatA ane paripUrNa vItarAgatAne pAmI cUkelA paNa puNyAtmAo saMsArI gaNAya ke nahi? kSapakazreNie sitAne kalaMkabhacga-6 Page #261 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ArUDha thaine, anukrame sAta ane ekavIsa samyaktva ane cAritra saMbaMdhI prakRtiono kSaya sAdhI rahelA AtmAo paNa saMsArI gaNAya ke nahi ? ane chaThThA guNasthAnakavartI AcArya Adi paNa saMsArI gaNAya ke nahi ? jyAre jIvonuM siddha ane saMsArI ema be prakAroe ja varNana cAlI rahyuM hoya, tevA prasaMgamAM zrI siddhAtmAo sivAya sarva jIvo saMsArI jIvonI kakSAmAM gaNAya te svAbhAvika che paNa te vAtanuM avalaMbana laine, game te vAtamAM sarvaviratidhara AcAryAdine saMsArI tarIke varNavavA taiyAra thavuM, e mUrkhatA che ane zAstrane zastra banAvavA jevuM che. koI paNa AtmA jyAre 'sAdhuo saMsAratyAgI hoya che' evuM varNana karato hoya, tyAre A vAtano virodha karavAne mATe ''nIvA iivaghAH saMsArano muArzva !'' - evI vAtano upayoga thai zake ? sabhA: nahi ja. pUjyazrI : ane jo koi paNa AtmA, zAstranI e vAtano tevo upayoga kare, to teNe mukhyatve potAne mATe zAstrane zastra rUpa banAvyuM, emaja gaNAya ne ? sabhA: hAjI. pUjyazrI : karmanirjarAnI sAdhaka pravRttione aMge paNa AvI ja rIte vicAravuM joie. zuM khamAsamaNa devAM, sUtro uccAravAM, e vagere kriyAo muktAtmAne karavAnI hoya che ? nahi ja, kAraNake, e akriya avasthA che. tyAM enI jarUra paNa nathI ane saMbhAvanA paNa nathI. e avasthAne AgaLa karIne koI, e avasthAne pamADanArI kriyAono apalApa karavA nIkaLe to ? sabhA mithyAtvanA tIvra udaya vinA evI pApabuddhi sUjhe ja nahi. pUjyazrI : e ja rIte prazasta rAga-dveSanI vAta. prazasta rAga dveSa, ke jenA vinA muktinI sAdhanA ja zakya nathI, teno virodha karavAne mATe koI, zAstrakAra mahAtmAoe pharamAvelA vItarAgatAnA dhyeyanI vAtane AgaLa dhare to ? prazasta rAganI upAdeyatAnA samarthananI sAme thavAne mATe ja 'vItarAga teja banI zake che, je sarva ........ jana mAnasa ane dharmazAsana .........10 243 @@@@@ Page #262 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 244 sItAne kalaMka....bhAga-6 prakAranA rAgono tyAga kare che, mATe prazasta rAga paNa aprazasta rAganI jema heya ja che' AvuM koi zAstranA nAme varNana kare to ? sabhA H to e paNa ghora mithyAtvanA udayathI rIbAi rahyo che, emaja mAnavuM paDe. pUjyazrI : AthI ApaNe A vAta spaSTa karI rahyA chIe ke, koIpaNa vAta karavI hoya tyAreya klyANakAmI AtmAe vivekane visaravo joie nahi. paripUrNa vItarAgatAne nahi pAmelA AtmAo paNa, evA guNothI saMpanna hoi zake che, ke je guNonI pAse amuka doSo gauNa banI jAya. ATaluM samajyA vinA tame guNasaMpanna paNa AtmAonA saMbhavita ke saMbhAvanIya doSone AgaLa karavAthI bacI zako, e bahu muzkela che. zrI rAmacandrajIe bhUla karI che, bhayaMkara bhUla karI che, paNa ethI teonI guNasaMpannatAno ke mahAbhAgyazAlitAno koipaNa rIte apalApa thai zake tema nathI. eya eTalI ja cokkasa bInA che. koIpaNa prakAranA Avezane AdhIna na banAya tema karavuM e keTalAka saMyogo evA hoya che, ke je saMyogomAM doSane vipharatAM vAra lAge nahi. virala AtmAo ja ethI bacI zake che. doSa vipharavo, paNa eka prakArano Aveza che ane Aveza e eka evI vastu che ke ene AdhIna banyA pachI to, sArA paNa AtmA dvArA atizaya anucita evI paNa kriyA banI jAya. uttama AtmAo prAya: Avezane AdhIna bane ja nahi, paNa cit Avezane AdhIna banI jAya to anucita kriyA thai paNa jAya A samajIne ApaNe to, game tevA saMyogomAM paNa ApaNo AtmA koipaNa prakAranA Avezane AdhIna bane nahi evo prayatna karavo joie. zrI rAmacandrajI atyAre AvezamAM che, temaNe zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga AvezamAM karelo che, doSa viphare tyAre AvuM paNa banI jAya e saMbhavita che. jo ke, zrI rAmacandrajIe yazanI kAmanAne AdhIna banIne je anucita kRtya karyuM che, teno ApaNe bacAva karatA nathI paNa AjanA keTalAkonI vAtane laie, to teo zrI rAmacandrajInI A anucita paNa karaNInI sAme Page #263 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ TIkAno eka akSara paNa bolavAne lAyaka nathI, e nirvivAda vAta che. ApaNe e vAta to eTalA ja khAtara cheDI nathI ke, evI vAtathI bhUlecUke paNa tevA prakAranI yaza:kAmanAnA tyAganI vAtane AMca Ave nahi, ajJAna lokanI nindAmAMthI e rIte potAnI jAtane bacAvI levAnI bhAvanAne leza paNa poSaNa na maLe ane evI bhAvanA sadAne mATe tyAjya ja che e vAta sArI rIte tamArA dhyAnamAM AvI jAya. e ja hetuthI ApaNe e vAtane cheDI nathI anyathA, zrI rAvaNanI strIlolupatAnI sAme eka paNa zabda uccAravAnI jema AjanA ghaNAo lAyakAta dharAvatA nathI, tema zrI rAmacandrajInI paNa e yazololupatAnI sAme eka paNa zabda uccAravAnI AjanA ghaNAo lAyakAta dharAvatA nathI, e sunizcita vAta che. zrImatI sItAjImAM atizaya rakta evA paNa zrI rAvaNe, potAnA parastrIne baLAtkAre nahi 8 bhogavavAnA eka mAtra niyamanI ja khAtara, zrImatI sItAjI upara 5 baLAtkAra kyuM nathI. emanI lolupatAnI bhayaMkaratAnI sAthe niyama che pAlananI aDagatA vicAravA jevI che. Ama chatAM raste cAlatAM paNa che jyAM tyAM DALIyAM mAranAra mANaso ya zrI rAvaNanI nidA karavAne tatpara banI jAya che, e zuM yogya che ? eja rIte eka phUTaDI berI - khAtara game tevo anucita AcaraNo AcaranArAone zrI che rAmacandrajInA AvA anucita paNa vartananI sAme bolavAno zo adhikAra che? sabhAH kazo ja nahi. pUjayazrI : chatAM ApaNe e vAtane nahi cheDavAnuM kAraNa e ja 1 che ke, koipaNa rIte doSatyAganI bhAvanA sateja bane. preraka ane upakAraka prasaMga ApaNI cAlu vAta to e hatI ke, AThamA sargano chello prasaMga vAMcavAnI have zarUAta thAya che ane e prasaMga, mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIe zrI rAmacandrajIne kaheDAvelA saMdezAthI atizaya mahatvano banI gayo che. ApaNe je vAtanuM zrI rAmacandrajIe karelA zrImatI sItAtyAganA nirNayane avalaMbIne spaSTIkaraNa karyuM che, te vAta paNa mahAsatI ane paramazuddha zrAvikA sItAdevIe zrI rAmacandrajIne ra4pa jana mAnasa ane gharmazAsana iiiiiiiiiiiiiiitu Page #264 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ @ @ bhAga-6 @@ @@@ 246 kahevaDAvI che. duHkhamaya dazAmAM paNa jo viveka jAgRta hoya che, to AtmA kvI sundara vicAraNA karI zake, eno paNa khyAla, mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjInA vartanamAMthI meLavI zakAya tema che. strIone mATe A prasaMga kadAca sauthI vadhAre upayogI che, ema kahI zakAya. A prasaMga ane emAM taravarI rahelI bhAvanA je koI strInA haiyAmAM jacI jAya, te strI potAnI ane potAnA pati AdinI paNa uddhAraka banI zake e susaMbhavita che. dharmazIla AtmAone mATeya A prasaMga ghaNo majevo che. ajJAna lokanI nidAthI gabharAIne, apara hitakAraka kartavyathI cUkanArAone mATe paNa, A prasaMga khUbaja preraka ane upakAraka che. yAtrAnA bahAne zrImatI sItAjIne jaMgalamAM choDI devAnI AjJA ApaNe joI AvyA ke, mahAsatI zrImatI sItAdevIno khoTA 3 lokApavAdathI tyAga karavo, e koIpaNa rIte ucita nathI' evI zrI lakSmaNajIe page paDIne raDatAM raDatAM vinaMtI karI te chatAM paNa zrI rAmacandrajIe e vAtane gaNakArI nahi. eTaluM ja nahi. paNa evI che sakhkhata AjJA pharamAvI dIdhI ke, 'A viSayamAM have tAre eka akSara paNa * uccAravo nahi.' AthI zrI lakSmaNajI kAMI paNa bolyA vinA ja, DuM vastrathI potAnuM moDhuM DhAMkIne raDatA raDatA potAnA AvAse cAlyA gayA.zrI lakSmaNajI A rIte cAlyA gayA, enI paNa zrI rAmacandrajI ' upara kazI ja asara thaI nahi, zrI rAmacandrajIe to zrImatI sItAtyAganA potAnA nirNayane, bane teTalI vadhu tvarAthI amalamAM mUkavAnI tatparatA dAkhavI. kadAca emane ema paNa lAgyuM hoya ke, "A vAta jo prasAra pAmaze, to zrImatI sItAtyAgamAM avanavI aDacaNo AvIne khaDI thaI jaze.' vaLI e vicAra paNa temane Avyo hoya e banavAjoga che ke, 'jo A vAtanI zrImatI sItAne khabara paDI jaze, to paNa muzkelI vadhI paDaze.' game tema, paNa zrI rAmacandrajI bane teTalI vadhu tvarAthI zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karavAne tatpara banyA che ane ethI zrI lakSmaNajI jevA cAlyA gayA ke tarata ja, zrI rAmacandrajI potAnA kRtAntavadana nAmanA senApatine AjJA pharamAve che ke, "sItAne sametazikharajI tIrthanI yAtrAno dohada utpanna thayelo che, eTale tuM e sitAne kalaMka. @@@@ Page #265 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bahAnAthI zrImatI sItAne vanamAM laI jA !' sabhA : zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga paNa kapaTapUrvaka ? pUjayazrI : eka doSa aneka doSone janmAve te svAbhAvika che, zrI rAmacandrajIne khAtrI che ke, "zrImatI sItAjI mahAsatI che ane tema chatAM paNa temano tyAga karavo che e nakkI vAta che, eTale AvuM kapaTa AcaravuM ja paDe ne ? sIdhI vAta kare ane zrImatI sItAjI pUche ke, loka bhale game tema kahe paNa Apa zuM mAno cho ?' to javAba zo devo ? vaLI pote mahAsatI hovA chatAM khoTA lokApavAdane kAraNe ja potAno tyAga karavAne zrI rAmacandrajI jevA taiyAra thayA che, evA vicArathI zrImatI sItAjInA hRdayane sakhata AghAta lAge ane ethI kadAca temanuM mRtyu paNa thaI jAya, to te vakhate zrI rAmacandrajInI zI hAlata thAya ? evuM che. kaMI bane, to to kadAca eno e nirdaka loka paNa evoya apavAda 2 bolatAM acakAya nahi ke, lokoe vAto karI, eTale rAme bairIne mArI * nAkhI.' sabhA : zrImatI sItAjIne sagarbhA hAlatamAM vanamAM ekalAM choDe, ethI paNa nindA thAya ne ? pUjyazrI: emAM ghaNo phera che. zrI rAmacandrajI zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karI rahyA che, paNa te chUpI rIte ! loka zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga 3 karyo eTaluM ja jANe, paNa jo kyAM ane kevI rIte zrImatI sItAjIno 2 tyAga karAyo e na jANe, to kadAca ajJAna lokamAM nidAne badale prazaMsAya thAya ke 'game tema paNa rAme apavAda jAgyo ke tarata potAnI che ati priya paNa patnIno tyAga karyo !' - zrImatI sItAjIne laIne kRtAsavadata ravAnA thAya che khera, tAttavadana zrI rAmacandrajInI e AjJAno amala karavAne tatpara banyo, tatpara banyo chuM, tene tatpara banavuM paDyuM kAraNake e game tevo toya nokara hato. zrI rAmacandrajInI AjJA utthApavAnuM tenAmAM sAmarthya nahotuM. e jANato hato ke, "zrImatI sItAjI mahAsatI che ane temano tyAga karavAmAM zrI rAmacandrajI bhUla karI rahyAA che.' paNa e kare zuM ? vAsudeva evA paNa zrI lakSmaNajIne moDhuM DhAMkIne raDatAM raDatAM cAlyA javuM paDyuM, tyAM kRtAntavadana jevA nokarathI to bolAya ja zuM? enuM haiyuM ra47 jina mAnasa ane dharmazAsana itu itil illai illai illai itu Page #266 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ relercepcrecerca de CERPARK 248 baLI rahyAM che, paNa baLatA haiye tene zrI rAmacaMdrajInA hukamane tAbe thayA vinA cAle tema nathI. sabhA : nokarI choDI de. pUjyazrI : nokarI choDavI e to sAmAnya vAta che, paNa rAjahukamano bhaMga karavo, e to kadAca mRtyune notaravA jevuM gaNAya ane badhA eTalA taiyAra na hoya te svAbhAvika che. have baLave haiye paNa zrI rAmacandrajInI AjJAno amala ja karavAno hoIne, te ThAvake moDhe sItAdevInI pAse jAya che ane kahe che ke, 'zrI sametazikharajInI yAtrArthe Apane laI javAnI zrI rAmacaMdrajIe mane AjJA pharamAvI che ane e mATe ratha taiyAra che, to Apa padhAro !' zrI rAmacandrajInI AjJAthI zrImatI sItAdevI dharmakriyAomAM rakta hatAM ja ane vaLI zrI 3sametazikharajI tIrthanI yAtrA karavAno temano dohada paNa hato eTale zrI rAmacandrajInA vizvAsu senApatie zrI rAmacandrajInI AvI AjJA saMbhaLAvI ke tarata ja teo AvIne rathamAM beThAM ane zrI vira rAmacandrajInI AjJA mujaba kRtAvaravadane paNa rathane ekadama mArI mUkyo. dunirmito ane apazukano nimitto ane zakuno, e paNa eka evI vastu che, ke jenA dvArA jANakAro sArA narasA bhAvino khyAla meLavI zake che. sArAM nimitto agara sArA zakuno jema sArA bhAvinAM sUcaka gaNAya che, tema kharAba nimitto agara kharAba zakto durbhAvinAM sUcaka gaNAya che. muhUrta karatAM paNa zakuna baLavAna gaNAya che. nimitta agara zakuna bhAvine ghaDanAra che ema nathI, paNa tevA prakAranA bhAvinA te sUcaka che. deza-kAlAdinA paNa tathA-prakAranA yogane pAmIne zubhAzubha karmo udayane pAme che. AthI ja upakArI mahApurUSoe dIkSA jevI pavitra kriyAne mATe paNa zubha muhUrnAdine levAno vidhi bAMdhelo che. ahIM A vAta ApaNe e mATe karI rahyA chIe ke, rathamAM besIne jyAre zrImatI sItAjI nIkaLyAM, tyAre temane sArAM nimittono ke sArA zakunono yoga na thayo, paNa dunimitono ane apazakunono yoga thayo, ema kathAkAra paramaSi AcArya bhagavAne atre pharamAvela che. rathamAM beThelAM zrImatI sItAjI A sItAne Page #267 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jue che ane jANe paNa che ke A nimitto ane A zakuto ThIka nathI paNa saraLatAne kAraNe, e viSe zrImatI sItAjI kazo vicAra ja karatAM nathI. sabhA : ema kema? pUjayazrI : potAne zrI sametazikharajInI yAtrA karavAnI ghaNI ja tIvra icchA che ane e mATe ja potAne laI javAmAM Ave che ema zrImatI sItAjI mAne che. vaLI zrI rAmacandrajInI-potAnA svAmInI AjJAthI pote jaI rahyA che ane svabhAvanAM sarala che. e badhAnA yoge dunirmitto ane apazakunono yoga thavA chatAMpaNa, zrImatI sItAdevIne bIjA vicAro na Ave e sahaja che. zrImatI sItAjIno kRtAttavadatane prasta kRtAttavadatano | dardabharyo javAba. 2 ahIM to ratha pUrajozamAM cAlI rahayo che. kRtAntavadana bane eTalI che utAvaLa karI rahyA che ema karatAM karatAM teo gaMgAsAgara utarIne siMhaninAda araNyamAM AvI pahoMce che. araNyamAM AvI pahoMcyA bAda, ? kRtAntavadana rathane thobhAve che ane nIce utarIne koI UMDA vicAramAM garakAva banyo hoya, e rIte ubho rahe che. dhIre dhIre tenI AMkhomAMthI - azrudhArA vahevA mAMDe che ane tenuM moTuM paNa phekuM paDI jAya che. e kRtAntavadanane A rIte mUMgo mUMgo chatAM raDato, plAna mukhavALo ane 2 cittAtura banI gayelo hoya tema ubhelo joine, zrImatI sItAjI mUMjhAya che. zrImatI sItAjIne to haju kazI ja kalpanA nathI, eTale kRtAntavadananI AvI ceSTAne joIne teo mUMjhAya te svAbhAvika che. bIjI tarapha temano tyAga karAyo che tathA temane A araNyamAM choDI devAne mATe ja pote ahIM laI Avyo che e vAta zrImatI sItAjIne kahevAne mATe kRtAntavadananI jIbha upaDatI nathI. AthI ja te AvI rIte vagara bolya cAlya ubho rahyo che. zrImatI sItAjI tene AvI rIte mauna dhArIne ubhelo joIne pUche che ke, "che zuM? tArA manamAM zuM du:kha che? zokagrastanI jema duHkhI mane tuM Ama kema ubho che?" kRtAttavadananuM dardabharyuM kathana have kRtAntavadana zuM kahe ? jIbha upaDatI nathI ane kahA vinA ra49 .jaja mahebasa ane dharmazaja ...... krukuru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru 10 Page #268 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrrrr 250 cAle tema nathI. A vakhate to tene potAnA sevakapaNA upara khUba khUba tiraskAra chUTe che. tene ema thaI jAya che ke, huM nokara hoIne ja mAre A karavuM paDyuM ne ?' mahAmusIbate te bolavA mAMDe che. ane te zrImatI sItAjIne e kahe che ke, he pavitra devi ! Apa pUcho cho, paNa huM zI rIte durvacana boluM? huM sevakapaNAthI dUSita chuM ane ethI ja mAre A duSkara evuM paNa kAma karavuM paDyuM che. Apane zrI rAvaNanA AvAsamAM je rahevuM paDyuM. tene aMge lokoe janmAvelA apavAdathI DarI gayelA zrI rAmacandrajIe, Apano vanamAM tyAga karyo che. carapurUSoe AvIne jyAre e apavAda zrI rAmacandrajIne kaho ane ethI zrI rAmacandrajI jyAre Apano tyAga karavAne ughata banyA, tyAre zrI lakSmaNajIe to loko uparanA ghathI lAlacoLa netrovALA banIne, Apano tyAga nahi karavAnI zrI 3 rAmacandrajIne vinaMtI karI, paNa zrI rAmacandrajIe koIpaNa rIte jeno amala thavo ja joIe evI siddhAjJA dvArA zrI lakSmaNajIne bolatA baMdha karI dIdhA, eTale te raDatA raDatA cAlyA gayA ane bIjI tarapha zrI rAmacandrajIe A kArya mATe mane mokalyo. devi ! kharekhara, huM pApI ja chuM. vyApadothI AkIrNa evuM A vana mRtyunA eka niketana samuM che. AvA araNyamAM mArAthI tyajAelAM Apa, kevala ApanA prabhAvathI ja jIvI zakazo.' zrImatI sItAjIne kAramo AghAta lAge che kRtAntavadane A rIte potAne je kAMI kahevAnuM hatuM te kahyuM to kharU, paNa enuM kathana jotAM ApaNe samajI zakIe chIe ke, eNe A vAta khUba dardabharI rIte ane bahu jALavI jALavIne ja uccArI che. Ama chatAM e vAta ja evI che, ke je zrImatI sItAjInA haiyAne kAramo AghAta pahoMcADyA vinA rahe nahi. AvI Aphatane leza paNa AghAta vinA samabhAve sahI levAnuM sAmarthya koimAM ja nathI hotuM ema to nahi, paNa javalle ja hoya che to cokkasa. pote nirdoSa che, tyajanAra paNa jANe che ke, A nirdoSa che ane sagarbhAvasthAmAM tajI devAnI AjJA pharamAvatAM pahelAM potAne kazuM ja pUchavAmAM AvatuM nathI A badhA saMyogomAM hRdayane kAramo AghAta pahoMce, to te koIpaNa rIte AzcaryakAraka ke vicitra vastu gaNAya nahi. jo ke AvA agara to ...satAne kalaMka bhAga-6 Page #269 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AthI paNa vadhAre viSama saMyogomAM ya adInatA TakI rahe, AghAta thAya nahi ane samabhAva banyo rahe evuM sAmarthya prApta karavAno ja prayatna karavo joIe, paNa e sAmarthyanI prApti bahu virala AtmAone ja thAya che. ahIM to parama upakArI, kalikAlasarvajJa, AcArya bhagavAna zrImad hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pharamAve che ke, kRtAntavadane kahelI vAta sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe ja zrImatI sItAjI mUrchAdhIna banI jAya che ane mUchita evAM te rathamAMthI sIdhA ja jamIna upara gabaDI paDe che. A joIne kRtAntavadanane to ema ja thaI jAya che ke, 'khalAsa. mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjI sakhata AghAtanA viSe mRtyu ja pAmyAM.' ane AthI : potAne pApI mAnato kRtAntavadana, ekadama raDavA mAMDe che. vAraMvAra mUccha A rIte kRtAttavadana raDI rahyA che, te vakhate vanamAM vAyu vahI ? rahyo che ane e vanavAyuthI zrImatI sItAjI kAMIka cetanAne prApta kare che che. vanavAyuthI kAMIka cetanAne pAmelA zrImatI sItAjI puna: mUcchane pAme che, vAraMvAra evuM bane che. zrImatI sItAjI ghaDImAM mUrchAne pAme che, to ghaDImAM cetanAne pAme che. zrI rAmacandrajI sAthe vAta karavAthI kAMI ja vaLe tema che nahi Ama ghaNo kALa vahI gayA bAda, zrImatI sItAjI svasthatAne prApta karIne kRtAntavadanane pUche che ke, "ito'yodhyA kiyaDhDre ?, rAmastiSThati kuna vA ?'' ahIMthI ayodhyA nagarI keTale dUra che ? athavA zrI rAmacandrajI hAla kyAM che? kRtAntavadana zrImatI sItAjInA A prastanA hetune kaLI jAya che, paNa e jANe che ke, "have khuda zrImatI sItAjI paNa zrI rAmacandrajIne maLe, toya teno kAMI artha ja nathI. zrI rAmacandrajI atyAre koInI paNa vAtane kAne dhare e zakya ja nathI. ane AvI ugra AjJA karanAranI zrImatI sItAjIe to vAta paNa zA mATe karavI jaja mahAsa ane dharmasaja ..........10 5ru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru 251 Page #270 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ( bha 252 joie ?' AthI kRtAntavadana kahe che ke, 'devi ! ayodhyA to ahIMthI dUra che, paNa Apa Avo prazna zA mATe pUcho cho ? ugra evI AjJAvALA zrI rAmacandrajInI to vAta ja karavA jevI nathI.' jyAre zrI rAmacandrajIe zrI lakSmaNajInuM kahyuM mAnyuM nahi ane kRtAntavadanane zrImatI sItAjIne vanamAM choDI AvavAnI AjJA pharamAvI, te vakhate zrI bibhISaNa ane sugrIva hAjara hatA; te chatAM paNa, teo kema kAMi bolyA nahi, teno khulAso kRtAntavadananA A kathanamAMthI paNa maLI rahe che. eka to zrI rAmacandrajInI evI chAyA ja hatI, ke jethI temanI A AjJAnI sAme koIthI paNa kAMi bolI zakAya nahi ane vadhumAM teo A prasaMgamAM ghaNA ugra banI gayA hatA. sItAtyAganA potAnA nirNayane pheravavAne pote koIpaNa saMyogomAM taiyAra nathI, ema zrI rAmacandrajInI vANI paNa kahI ApatI hatI. AthI ja kRtAntavadana zrImatI sItAjIne paNa emaja samajAve che ke, 'zrI rAmacandrajInI vArtAthI saryuM !' kRtAntavadananA A zabdomAM zrI rAmacandrajI pratyenI tIkhAza paNa che. e ema paNa sUcavato lAge che ke, 'A jAtinuM ApanI sAthe vartana karanAra temanI, Ape vAta paNa zA mATe karavI joie ?' ..sItAne kalaMka....bhaga-S Page #271 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAsatI sItAdevIno saMdeza 11 'sItA parityAga' A nAmane sArthaka banAvanAra chellA prasaMgane mahattva ApanAra zrImatI sItAjIno saMdeza che. anyAya ane atizaya krUra evA vartana calAvanAra potAnA svAmI pratye eka mahAsatIe 'mahAsatIonI manodazAno' ati spaSTa khyAla Ape evo saMdeza Apyo che. ApaNe jANIe chIe ke khoTA lokopavAdathI sItAdevInA tyAgano nirNaya karI pachI zrI lakSmaNajInI AjIjIbharI vinaMtIne paNa avagaNI che ane pachI zrI rAmacandrajIe zrI sametazikhara tIrthanI yAtrAnA bahAne jaMgalamAM choDI devAnI AjJA karI. kRtAntavadana senAnI teone laIne bhAre du:khAte haiye ravAnA thAya che, jaMgalamAM pahoMcIne hakIkata kahevA asamartha senAnInA rudanathI zaMkita sItAjI vigata jANIne kAramo AghAta anubhave che. mUcchita bane che. ane kRtAntavadanane zrI rAmacaMdrajIne pahoMcADavAno je sadezo Ape che te teonA hadaya saundaryanuM darzana karAve tevo che. A bhAganA A chellA prakaraNamAM A vAtanI sAthe kRtAntavadanI suMdara vicAraNA ApaNe vAMcIe.. -zrI ? 253 Page #272 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 254 mahAsatI sItAdevIno saMdeza mArI parIkSA to karavI hatI * huM mArA karmo bhogavIza paNa ApanuM kRtya viveka kuLane anurUpa nathI mithyAdraSTionI vANIthI zrI jinabhASita dharmane tajazo nahi * zrImatI sItAjInuM hRdaya saundarya * mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIne jIvanamAM Adarza banAvo ! * zubhAzubha karmonA vivekapUrvakano vicAra * patinA AtmahitanI kALajI rAkhavI, e paNa satI strIno dharma che ja * svakalyANanI bhAvanA vinA sAcA parakalyANanI bhAvanA pragaTe nahi * lokaherImAM paDelAone mATe dharmatyAga, e paNa koI azakya vastu nathI * kRtAntavadananI suMdara vicAraNA * O Page #273 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAsatI sItAdevIno saMdeza 11 kRtAntavadananA mukhethI A pramANe sAMbhaLavA chatAMpaNa zrI rAmacandrajI pratyenI zrImatI sItAjInI bhaktimAM phera paDato nathI. 'ugra AjJAvALA zrI rAmacandrajInI vArtAthI saryuM' ema kRtAntavadane kahevA chatAMya, parama patibhaktA zrImatI sItAjI puna: paNa kahe che ke, 'he bhadra ! mArA A saMdezAne tuM zrI rAmacandrajIne sarva prakAre kaheje ! arthAt 'A huM tane je kahuM chuM, te tuM zrI rAmacandrajInI pAse jaine yathAyogya rUpe jaNAvaje !' A pramANe kahIne mahAsatI zrImatI sItAdevI zrI rAmacandrajIne je saMdezo kahevaDAve che, tenuM varNana karatAM parama upakArI, kalikAlasarvajJa, AcArya bhagavAna zrImad hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pharamAve che ke, "yahi nirvAdabhItastvaM, parIkSAM nAkRthA katham ? ra zaMkAsthAne hi sarvo'pi, divyAdi labhate janaH " anumokSye svakarmANi, mandabhAgyA vane'pyaham ! nAnArUpaM tvakArSIstvaM, vivekasya kulasya ca thayA anariA tyAkSI:, svAmine vaheDAva mAm ra tathA mithyAdazAM vAcA, mA dharmaM jinabhASitam // 3 // " ' ' w' ' ''''' mahAsatI sItAdevIno saMdeza. ......... mahAsatI zrImatI sItAdevIe A saMdezo khUba ja valovAte hRdaye uccAryo che. A saMdezo sUcave che ke, zrImatI sItAjInuM haiyuM vedanA ane cintAthI ekadama bharAi gayuM che. zrImatI sItAjIne ema thai gayuM che ke, 'zrI rAmacandrajIe A karyuM zuM ? DarI jaIne paNa temaNe AvuM vicArahIna pagaluM bharavAnI jarUra zI hatI ? te DarI gayA to mArI 255 DD g 2)D) G Page #274 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ @ 256 parIkSA karI zakatA hatA. tema temanA vivekane ane kulane na chAje, evuM A sAhasa temaNe zuM vicArIne karyuM ? mArI vAta to bAjue rahI, paNa teo jo luccA AdamIonI vAtothI AvI ja rIte DarI jAya, to temanI kaI dazA thAya ? Aje DarI jaine temaNe mAro tyAga karyo, to kAle kadAca saddharmano tyAga kare ane ema thAya to temanuM bhAvi keTaluM badhuM kharAba thai jAya ?' zrImatI sItAjInA haiyAmAM A ja jAtinI vedanA temaja cintA hatI ane ethI ja zrImatI sItAjI potAnA saMdezAmAM e vAtane jaNAvI detAMnI sAthe ja mUrchA pAmIne bhUmi upara paTakAi paDyAM che. 3-2c ..sItAne kalaMka.. mArI parIkSA to karavI hatI zrImatI sItAjI sauthI pahelI vAta to e bhAvanI kahevaDAve che ke, 'he nAtha ! Apa jyAre lokApavAdathI bhaya pAmyA, to pachI Ape mArI parIkSA zA mATe karI nahi ? Apa jANo cho ke, divyo dvArA paNa satyAsatyanI parIkSA karI zakAya che ane zaMkAsthAne sau koI ema kare paNa che; e rIte Apa paNa divyAdi dvArA mArI parIkSA karI zaktA hatA. Apa jo divyAdi dvArA mArI parIkSA karavAne taiyAra thayA hota, to huM kAMi eno InkAra karata nahi ! are, Ape jo mane A rIte tyajatAM pahelAM vAta karI hota, to huM paNa kaheta ke - sarva loka kare che tema Apa paNa mArI divyAdi dvArA parIkSA karo ! Ape jo e rIte mArI parIkSA karI hota, to luccA lokoe utpanna karelo apavAda TaLI jAta, sarva koIne mArA satIpaNA viSenI khAtrI thai jAta, eTale bhaviSyamAM Avo koI apavAda utpanna thavAne avakAza raheta nahi, Apane AvI rIte mAro tyAga paNa karavo paData nahi ane mAre mAthe paNa AvI Aphata Avata nahi !' huM mArA karmo bhogavIza paNa ApavuM kRtya viveka kuLane anurUpa nathI A pachI zrImatI sItAjI evA bhAvanuM kahevaDAve che ke, 'mAre mAthe AvI Aphata AvI paDI che, e mATe Apane huM zuM kahuM ? huM ja maddabhAgyA chuM. huM samajuM chuM ke, mArA azubhodaye ja mAre zire A Page #275 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAramI Aphata AvI che; ane ethI huM to ahIM vanamAMya mArAM pUrvakRta karmone bhogavIza, paNa he nAtha ! Ape je A rIte mAro tyAga karyo, e zuM ApanAM vivekane ane ApanA kuLane chAjatuM karyuM che? Apa vivekI cho ane ApanuM kula uttama che, mATe ja mAre kahevuM paDe che ke, Ape je karyuM che. te to koIpaNa rIte ApavA viveka ane kulane anurUpa nathI ja ! satyAsatyanI parIkSA karavAnuM je koI paNa rIte zakya hoya, te rIte parIkSA karIne asatyano anAdara karavApUrvaka satyano Adara karavo, e ja ApanA vivekane ane kulane anurUpa gaNAya. koI avivekIe agara alIne AvuM du:sAhasa kyuM hoya, to te kSattavya gaNAya paNa ApanA jevA vivekI ane kulIna AvuM dussAhasa kare ! te kema ja kSattavya gaNAya ? ApanuM A kRtya ApanA viveka ane kulane kalaMka lagADanArUM che, eja mArA duHkhano viSaya che. mArA azubhoyane to huM zuM bhogavI laIza, paNa ApanuM A kalaMka kema TaLaze ?' mithyAdraSTionI vANIthI zrI jitabhASita dharmate tajazo nahi mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIe kahevaDAvelI A be vAto to evI che, ke je saddharmane nahi pAmelI hovA chatAM paNa bhAgyane mAnanArI ane A rIte tyajAelI zIlavatI strI kahevaDAvI zake paNa mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIe je chellI vAta kahevaDAvI che, temAM to temanuM suzrAvikApaNuM ghaNI ja suMdara rIte jhaLahaLI rahyuM che. zrI rAmacandrajInA bhAvinI cittA emAM suspaSTapaNe taravarI rahelI jaNAya che. zrImatI sItAjI evA bhAvanuM kahevaDAve che ke, 'khalajanonI vANIthI Ape eka ja dhaDAke mAro tyAga karI dIdho, e jo ke Ape anucita ja karyuM che, chatAM emAM eTalI badhI hAni nathI; paNa mane e cittA thAya che ke, khalajanonI vANIthI ATalA badhA doravAI janArA Apa, mithyASTi AtmAonI vANIthI zrI jinabhASita dharmano tyAga karanArA to nahi banI jAo ne ? huM ApanI pAsethI gaI e to sAmAnya vAta che, paNa jo zrI jinabhASita dharma ApanI pAsethI jaze, to ApanuM thaze zuM ? AthI khalajanonI vANInAM kAraNe tyajAelI evI paNa ApanI, mahAsata satadevAno saMde4 trukurukkurukkuru kuru kuru kuru kuru kuru 11 257 Page #276 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Putoo tnloo 258 sItA Apane vinaMti kare che ke, he svAmin ! Ape jema khalajanonI vANIthI eka ja dhaDAke mAro tyAga karI dIdho, tema mithyASTi AtmAonI vANIthI Apa zrI jinabhASita dharmano tyAga karazo nahi !' zrImatI sItAjInuM hadaya saundarya jo ke, parama upakArI, kalikAlasarvajJa, AcAryabhagavAna zrImad hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe badhI ja vAtonuM akSaraza: nirUpaNa kareluM che ane ApaNe tenA artha mAtrano ja uccAra karyo che ema nathI: paNa e parama upakArI mahAtmAe je nirUpaNa karyuM che, tenI pAchaLa A badho bhAva samAelo che, ema koIpaNa vicakSaNa AtmA sahajamAM samajI zake tema che. have tame vicAra karo ke, zrImatI sItAjIe je cha saMyogomAM A saMdezo kahevaDAvyo che, e saMyogo kevA che ? ane evA kaeN paNa saMyogonI vacce e zuM kahevaDAve che ? jenAM haiyAmAM potAnA meM patinA dharma mATenI ATalI badhI cintA che, tevI mahAsatI strI mahAbhAgyazALIone ja maLe, ema have tamane lAge che ne ? potAnI patnI upara taddana khoTuM kalaMka AvyuM, tyAre tenA nivAraNano koIpaNa upAya nahi karatAM potAnI patnIno ja tyAga karI 3 devAne tatpara bananArA ane loka nindAmAMthI potAnI jAtane bacAvI levAne mATe kapaTano Azraya laIne paNa, jaMgalamAM zIlavatI paNa : patnIne tyajAvI denAra pati mATe, zuM tyajAelI patnInA haiyAmAM durbhAva na Ave ? ene gALo devAnuM mana na thaI jAya ? sabhA : viveka ane kuLane chAjatuM nathI karyuM, ema to kahevaDAvyuM che ne ? pUjyazrI : e durbhAvathI kahevaDAvyuM che ? ene gALo dIdhI kahevAya ? hitanI kAmanAthI upAlaMbhanA zabdo kahevAya, ene durbhAva ane gALonI koTimAM laI javAya, to to e kAramuM ajJAna ja gaNAya. sabhA: A to khulAso thaI gayo. pUjyazrI pUchyuM e kharAba karyuM ema nahi, paNa Avo vicAra ja haiyAmAM janmavo joIe nahi. e mahAsatIe to cokhkhuM kahevaDAvyuM che ke, madabhAgyA evI huM vanamAM paNa mArAM karmone bhogavIza.' A Page #277 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vAtane kema bhUlI jAo cho ? bAkI anucita kAryane karatA patine paNa satI strIo, potAnI maryAdAmAM rahIne upAlaMbhanA zabdo paNa saMbhaLAvI zake che. zuM tame ema mAno cho ke, sAcI hitakAmanAthI nIkaLatA upAlaMbhanA zabdo, durbhAvavALA AtmAnA mukhamAMthI ja nIkaLI zake? ane je koI upAlaMbhanA zabdo kahe, te sarva durbhAvavALA ja hoya ? sabhA : nA jI. pUjayazrI : kharekhara, AvAM sudara heyA to tevA AtmAone ja prApta thAya che ke jeonI bhavitavyatA sundara hoya che. mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIne jIvanamAM Adarza banAvo ! sAcA satIpaNAne pAmavAnI abhilASAvALI strIoe ke mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIne Adarza banAvI levAnI jarUra che. mahAsatI che. zrImatI sItAjInA jevA hadayasaundaryane pAmelI strIo, duSTamAM duSTa ke evA paNa pati pratye durbhAvavALI banavAthI bacI zakaze temaja pati ane A kuTumba AdinI uddhAraka paNa banI zakaze. pati duSTa bane, amAnuSI , vartana calAve, bhayaMkara trAsa de - e badhuM ja kharAba hovA chatAM paNa, satI strIoe potAnA pavitra kartavyanI sAme ja najara rAkhavI joIe kartavyabhraSTa bananAra, nathI potAno uddhAra sAdhI zakAto ke nathI bIjA che koIno uddhAra sAdhI zakato. sAmo mArA pratyenA kartavyane cUkyo, to mAre ? paNa enA taraphanA mArA kartavyane cUkavuM joIe - evo vicAra karanAra ane e rIte vartanAra strI ke purUSa, hitakArI mArgathI bhraSTa ja thAya che. che. mahAsatI zrImatI sItAdevIe jo evo vicAra karyo hota, to teo potAnA mahAsatIpaNAne paNa gumAvI besata. mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIe evo vicAra nathI karyo, paNa eka patibhaktA suzrAvikAne chAjato ja vicAra karyo che ane ethI ja e mahAsatInuM vartana mahApurUSonI paNa prazaMsAne pAmI zakyuM che. AjanI strIo jo A vastune barAbara samajI le, hadayamAM otaprota banAvI le ane jIvanamAM eno zakya eTalo amala karavAne jo tatpara banI jAya, to AjanA anekavidha mUMjhavanArA gaNAtA praznono nikAla sahajamAM AvI jAya. , .mahAsatI sItAdevIno saMdeza.... iiiiiiiiiiiiiitu 259 Page #278 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 260 Bercepereredere Ricercars sItAne kalaMka....bhAga-4 strIoe koIpaNa saMyogomAM potAnA kartavyane bhulavuM joIe nahi ane patinA kalyANanI pUratI kALajI rAkhavI joie, ema mAsatI zrImatI sItAjIno A saMdezo paNa sUcavI rahayo che. AjanA saMyogomAM A vAta racavI ghaNI muzkela che, bahu ja thoDI strIone A vAta rUce e saMbhavita che, paNa kalyANanI kAmanAvALI dareka strIe A vAtane apanAvI levI e ja zreyaskara che. zubhAzubha karmonA vivekapUrvakano vicAra mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIe zrI rAmacandrajIne upAlaMbhanA zabdo jaNAvIne jema temanA kartavyano khyAla Apyo che, tema te mahAsatIe potAnA bhAgyadoSane paNa, vicAryo ja che. zubhAzubha karmano vivekapUrvakto vicAra AtmAne unmatta ane hatAza banatAM bacAvI le che e vicAra doSita prati paNa dayALu banAvanAro che game tevI taklIphamAM mUkvAra paNa AtmA tarapha e vicAranA yoge durbhAva janmato nathI. kharAbamAM kharAba sthiti veLAe paNa e vicAra, AtmAne khoTI gabharAmaNamAMthI bacAvI le che ane Apattine samabhAve sahavAnuM sAmarthya samarpe che. e vicAra to mokSanI abhilASone paNa sateja banAvanAro che. mokSanI sAdhanAmAM, e vicAra AtmAne khUba ja utsAhita banAvI zake che. du:khabharI sthitimAM paNa Atmika sukhano anubhava karavAne mATe, A vicAra khUba ja sahAyaka nivaDe che. paudgalika sukhanI vipula sAmagrI maLI hoya, tevA samaye paNa A vicAra AtmAne virAgabhAvamAM ramato banAvI zake che. zrImatI sItAjIe zrI rAmacandrajIne kahevaDAvelA saMdezAmAMthI A bodhapATha paNa laI zakAya tema che. Aphata denArane paNa doSa devA tatpara nahi banatAM potAnA duSkarmane doSa devo, e sAmAnya vastu nathI. potAnA duSkarmane ghaSa devo, e potAnA AtmAne ja doSa devA barAbara che ane je AtmAo e rIte potAnA doSane samajI zake che, teo potAnA AtmAne sarvathA gheSarahita banAvI devAne mATe, sArI rIte ujamAla paNa banI zake che. ane potAnA AtmAne sarvathA doSarahita banAvavAnI bhAvanAthI prerAIne doSarahita Page #279 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ banavAnA yathAsthita mArgane sevavAmAM ujamAla banelA AtmAone mATe, koipaNa kalyANa aprApya nathI, e paNa nirvivAda vAta che. AthI tame samajI zakazo ke, zubhAzubha karma saMbaMdhI jo vivekapUrvaka vicAra karatAM AvaDe, to ethI paNa AtmA ghaNA ghaNA lAbhane pAmI zake che. patinA AtmahitanI kALajI rAkhavI, e paNa satI strIono dharma che ja zrImatI sItAjIno A saMdezo e vAta paNa sUcave che ke, strIoe potAnA svAmInA AtmahitanI paNa khUba khUba kALajI rAkhavI joie. jo ke, patie paNa patnInA AtmahitanI pUrepUrI kALajI rAkhavI ja joIe, paNa ahIM strIno prasaMga hoIne, e vAta strIne aMge sUcavAya che. patnI jeTale aMze patinA AtmahitanI paNa A kALajI na rAkhe, teTale aMze e potAnA kartavyane cUke ja che, koI paNa . rIte patine khuza rAkhavo - eTalo ja satI strIono dharma nathI. satI strIono dharma to e paNa che ke, temaNe patinA AtmahitanI khUba khUba . kALajI rAkhavI. e mATe potAne duHkha veThavuM paDe to duHkha veThIne paNa, satI strIe patine lyANa mArge yojavAno ane lyANamArge yojAelo pati lyANamArgamAM khUba khUba susthita bane tevo prayatna karavo joIe potAnA kaSTane mATe patine lyANa mArganI sAdhanAmAM yojAtAM rokAvA agara to lyANamArge yojAelA patine lyANamArgathI bhraSTa banAvavAno prayatna karavo, e mohano ja cALo che. mohathI mUMjhAelI patnI, svabhAve sArI hovA chatAM paNa, evuM apakSya che. karI bese e jo ke saMbhavita che, paNa lyANane cAhanArI patnIe to evI mohanI mUMjhavaNathI sadAne mATe para rahevAno ja prayatna karavo joIe. svakalyANanI bhAvanA vinA sAcA parakalyANanI bhAvanA pragaTe nahi zrI rAmacandrajInA AtmAnI mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIe karelI cittAne, bIjA paNa AtmAo potAnA mATe preraka banAvI zake che. pitA putra, rAjA prajA, pati-patnI, svAmI sevaka, vaDila - laghu, bhAI - 0 mahAsatI sItAdevIno saMdeza itil atil iiiiiiiiiitu Page #280 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRLER 262 bena, naNaMda - bhojAI Adi sau koie parasparanA AtmakalyANanI bhAvanA keLavavI joIe. ApaNane maLela kuTumbIo koIpaNa rIte dharmane pAme ane ArAdhe, e bhAvanA saue apanAvavI joIe. koIno paNa AtmA alyANane sAdhanAro nahi banatAM, lyANane sAdhanAro ja bane - e bhAvanA sau koIe keLavavI joIe. paNa e bhAvanA kyAre janme e jANo cho ? potAnA AtmAnA vAstavika kalyANanI bhAvanA janme tyAre ! jenAmAM potAnA AtmAnA vAstavika kalyANanI bhAvanA jAgI nathI, te paranA sAcA AtmakalyANanI bhAvanAthI bhAvita mativALo banI zakato ja nathI. zrImatI sItAjInA haiyAmAM potAnA AtmAnA vAstavika kalyANanI bhAvanA hatI ane je mATe ja zrImatI sItAjI zrI rAmacandrajIne kahevaDAvI zakyAM che ke, 'khalonI vANIthI doravAI jaIne Ape jema mAro tyAga karyo, tema mithyASTionI vANIthI doravAI jaIne Apa zrI jinabhASita dharmano tyAga karazo nahi !" | lokaderImAM paDelAone mATe dharmatyAga, e paNa koI azakya vastu nathI mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjInA A kathanamAMthI, ajJAna lokanI nidAthI DaranArAo paNa suMdara preraNA meLavI zake tema che. khalonI nidAthI potAnI jAtane bacAvI levAne mATe, jeo chatA sAmarthya paNa siddhAntarakSAnA potAnA kartavyanI upekSA seve che, teo ajJAna lokathI moha pAmIne, kyAre sadharmane tyajI denArA banaze, te kahI zakAya nahi. khalorI nindA jene eTalA badhA pramANamAM DarAvI zake che, te AdamI dharma pratye rAga dharAvanAro hoya toya karI zuM zake ? e durguNanI sAthe ajJAnalokanI prazaMsAnA arthIpaNA rUpa durguNono yoga maLI jAya, to dharmatyAga e kAMI azakya vastu nathI. mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjI mAne che ke, khalajanonI nidAthI jeo potAnA viveka ane kuLane nahi chAjatuM evuM paNa kRtya karavAne taiyAra thaI jAya che, teo mithyAdaSTi AtmAonI vANIthI zrI jinabhASita dharmano tyAga sItAne kalaMka bhAga- Page #281 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karanArA paNa ghaNI ja sahelAithI banI zake che. mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjInI A vAta, lokaherImAM paDelA dharmAcAryo Adie paNa khAsa dhyAnamAM levA jevI che. teone mATe paNa AThamA sargano A attima prasaMga ane khAsa karIne zrImatI sItAjInA saMdezAmAMnI A vAta khUba ja preraka ane upakAraka che. kRtAntavadatanI suMdara vicAraNA ApaNe joI gayA chIe ke, potAnA pati zrI rAmacandrajIne pahoMcADavAno saMdezo kRtAntavadanane sAMbhaLyA bAda, mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjI puna: paNa mUccha pAmIne jamIna upara paTAkAyAM che. thoDI vAre teo cetanAne pAme che, uThe che ane kahe che ke, 'mArA vinA zrI rAmacandrajI jIvaze zI rIte ? are, re, huM to marI gaI chuM !' A zabdo + mohanA yoge ja bolAyA che. AvA uttama paNa AtmAone moha A rIte satAve che. kharekhara, mohane mAryA vinA chUTako ja nathI. mohane mAryA che vinA AtmAne sAcA sukhanI prApti thatI nathI. sabhA : marI gaI ema kahevAya ? pUjyazrI : ati du:khanA yoge evuM paNa bolAI jAya. AvA zabdo AktanI mohamaya asaranA sUcaka che. khera, eTaluM bolyA pachI mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjI kahe che ke, zrI rAmacandrajIne kaheje ke, sItA ApanuM kalyANa icche che ane zrI lakSmaNajIne mArI AziSa jaNAvaje. he vatsa ! have tuM zrI rAmacandrajInI pAse jA. tAro mArga kalyANakArI ho !' zrImatI sItAjInI A badhI vAto sAMbhaLIne tAttavadana to dimUDha jevo banI gayo che ane e ja thAya che ke, "zrI rAmacaMdrajInuM mRtyu kevuM ane zrImatI sItAjInI bhAvanA kevI ? dhanya che AvI satIone ! A zrImatI sItAjI, kharekhara ja, satIomAM zreSTha che." have potAne javAnuM hoIne kRtAntavadana khUba khUba rIte mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIne praNAma kare che ane zrImatI sItAjIne vanamAM choDI dhIre dhIre pAcho phare che. raste paNa e ja cittave che ke, AvA paNa viparIta vRttivALA svAmIne viSe je mahAsatI AvI bhakti ane AvI bhAvanAvALI che, tethI A mahAsatI kharekhara ja satIomAM mukhya che.' 263 mahAsatI satadevIno saMdeza il itil itu atil itu atil aiatu 11 Page #282 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sabhA abhibha bhabhabha 264 ....sItAne kalaMka....bhAga-6 kRtAntavadananA haiyAmAM je bhAvanA udbhavI, te bhAvanA yogya AtmAonA antaramAM udbhavavI e svAbhAvika ja che. kRtAntavadananA haiyAmAM e prasaMga najare jovAthI AvI bhAvanA udbhavI ane ApaNA haiyAmAM e prasaMganA kathAkAra paramarSie karelA AlekhananA vAMcana ane zravaNathI e bhAvanA udbhave. AvI bhAvanA yogya AtmAonA antaramAM ja udbhave che. ane AvI bhAvanA paNa AtmAne sunirmaLa banAvavAmAM sahAyaka nivaDe che. have AvI bhAvanAthI bhAvita antaHkaraNavALo kRtAntavadana . ayodhyA pahoMcIne zrI rAmacandrajIne zrI sItAdevIno saMdeza Ape che. / / ItizrI SaSTham bhAga samApta / / O Page #283 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sUrimaMtra samArAdhana saMskRta-prAkRta granthamALA * gautamapRcchA TIjha * * rupasena caritra * * kurmAputra caritram saTIka * bharhadabhiSeka pUjana * zrRMgAra vairAgya taraMginI * vattarAdhyayana jgyAgraha @ jItakalpasUtram kalpa vyavahAra-niziyasUtrANi ca * navA phIva (va) * navatatva saMvedana prakaraNa saTIka * samavasaraNa sAhitya saMgraha * ratnapAla nRpacaritram rs kulakam * paMcastotrANi * zruta caritrag * zrALuLa vivaSar - TIvjha - mAmAMta * praznapaddhati- sAnuvAda vyAkhyAna vAcaspati granthamALA 1. dhodha dharma dezanAno 2. paramagurunI jIvana saMdhyA (DhaLatI sAMjanI dvitiyAvRtti 3. bodhadAyaka kathAo 4. sAdhuvezano mahimA 5. jagadguru AcArya bhagavAna vijaya hIrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja 6. paricaya pustikA 7. karAla kalikALa * paramaguru kI jIvanasaMdhyA prakAzita thanArA pustako zrI jayAnaMdakevalI caritra atiyr zrI mukti-mahodaya granthamALA * yogadaSTi sajjhAya (sArtha) * jIvana jyotanA ajavALA sUrirAma sajjhAya saritA * sAdhanA ane sAdhaka * supAtradAna mahimA vidhi * prazna paddhati * pApamukti arthAt bhava AlocanA-1-2 * aba mohe samyagdarzana dIjIe... * paMca pratikramaNa sUtra huM to mAMgu samyagdarzana . bAla rAmAyaNa - vAna kAnAyaLa pApamukti arthAt bhava bhAlocanA 1-2 pApamukti arthAt bhava bhAlocanA 1kyuM kara bhakti karUM ? * zrI hradayapradIpa SiitrazikA * zrI vIzasthAnaka tapa mahApUjA muktikiraNa hindI-gujarAtI graMthamALA 1. guNa gAve so guNa pAve 2. sAgarakAMThe chabachabIyA 3. vANIvarSA 4. karIe pApa parihAra 5. mananA jharukhe 6. prabhuvIra ane upasago 7. paMcamAMga zrI bhagavatIsUtram bhAga-1 8. prabhuvIranA daza zrAvako 9. navapada zaraNa 10. bhagavAna zrI vajvAmIjI 11. gAgaramAM sAgara 12. huM AtmAM 13. mana ja rA 14. pramuvIra ja vI zrAvaja 15. prabhuvIra purva navarga 16. navava hI ALa 17. varlDa karINa navA Page #284 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI smRtimaMdira prakAzananA sadasyonI zubha nAmAvalI mukhya AdhArastaMbha : zrI dinezakumAra acaladAsa zAha, amadAvAda ja AdhArastaMbha : * zAha cImana popaTalAla pIlucAvaLA (surata) @ * sadeva smaraNIya sahayogI : * zAha hasamukhabhAI amRtalAla, lADola * zreSThivarya zrI kesarIcaMda motIcaMdajI zAha, damaNa mobhI: * pU. munirAja zrI cAritrasuMdara vijayajI ma. smRti * zrI samarathamalajI jIvAjI vinAkIyA parivAra - pUnA * zrI AzAbhAI somAbhAI paTela, subhAnapurA-baroDA * premilAbena vasaMtalAla saMkalecA parivAra, selavAsa-vApI sahAyaka : * paramaguru sUritraya saMyamasuvarNotsava smRti *pU.sA.zrI harSapUrNAzrIjInI smRti nimitte ha.kailAsabena *pU.sA.zrI cAritraratnAzrIjI ma. vardhamAna tapa smRti * zrImatI zobhanAbena caMpakalAla koThA *zrImatI gulAbabena navinacaMdra zAha, muMbaI * zeThazrI pannAlAla jhumakharAma, muMbaI * zeThazrI genamalajI cunIlAlajI bAphanA, kolhApura * zrI saMbhavanAtha vAMcanA samiti, muMbaI * zeThazrI taruNabhAI popaTalAla, lADola * mInAkSIbena sAkaracaMda ha. kuMjeza, muMbaI * zeThazrI jesIMgalAla cothAlAla mepANI, muMbaI * zrImatI vimalAbena ratilAla vorA, muMbaI * zeThazrI praviNakumAra vAlacaMda zeTha, nAsika * zeThazrI bAbulAla maMgaLajI uMbarIvAlA, muMbaI * zrI jaina zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka saMgha, ANaMda * nainAbena ramezacaMdra kAntIlAla coksI * zrI mahendrabhAI maganalAla zAha, amadAvAda *mAtuzrI lakSmIbena kezavajI cheDA, muMbaI (gAma-bhacAu) * zrImatI rUkSmaNIbena prANalAla chaganalAla zeTha parIvAra, malADa-muMbaI * zrImatI kalAvatIbena kIrtikumAra zAha, lodrA AHjAparANAno ujAsa ane kRtipatha para HISZEN hindI mAsika/gujarAtI pAkSika AjIvana lavAjama rU. 750 prakAzaka :zrI smRtimaMdira prakAzana amadAvAda Page #285 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rAmAyaNa ane sUrirAma siddhahastalekhaka pU.A.zrImad vijaya pUrNacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja kalikAlasarvajJa zrI hemacandrAcArya-viracita 10 parvo/vibhAgomAM vistRta triSaSThizalAkApuruSa caritranAM sAtamAM parvamAM rAmAyaNa tarIke prasiddha kathAvastu varNita che. zalAkA-puruSano artha uttama puruSa thAya. ethI sArthaka nAma dharAvatAM A caritramAM 24 tIrthakaro, 12 cakravartIo, navanavanI saMkhyA dharAvatA baLadevo-vAsudevo ane prativAsudevonAM jIvana rajU thayAM che. zrI munisuvrata svAmIjI bhagavAnanA kALamAM thaI gayelA AThamA baLadeva rAmacandrajI, vAsudeva rAvaNa ane prativAsudeva lakSmaNajInI jIvana-kathA eTale ja rAmAyaNa ! rAmAyaNa eTale rajoharaNanI khANa ! A jAtano sau prathama paricaya jaina jagatane karAvanArA pU. munirAja zrI rAmavijayajI mahArAja hatA. vi.saM. 1985/1986nI sAlamAM muMbaI lAlabAga bhUlezvaranA AMgaNe A ja pUjyazrIe jaina rAmAyaNanA AdhAre ApelAM pravacanonA prabhAve ja jaina jagatane evo khyAla AvavA pAmyo hato ke, jaina rAmAyaNa eTale ja rajoharaNanI khANa ! jemAM pAne pAne ane pAtre pAtra jovA maLe dIkSAnuM sanmAna ! rAmAyaNanI rasadhArAnA sau prathama ugAtA banavAnuM zreya jemanA zire abhiSekI zakAya, evA A pU. pravacanakArazrI ja AgaLa jatAM vyAkhyAna vAcaspati pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya rAmacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA tarIke rAmAyaNa eTale saMskRtino Adarza A rItanI anokhI oLakhANa ajainone paNa ApavAnA yazabhAgI banavA saphaLa rahyA hatA. vi.saM. 2007mAM amadAvAdamAM premAbhAI holamAM prati ravivAre jAhera pravacano rupe pU. pravacanakArazrIe rAmAyaNanA mAdhyame saMskRtino saMdeza suNAvyo ane amadAvAdanAM aneka dainikoe svayaMbhU preraNAthI prerita banIne e saMdezano je rIte vyApaka phelAvo karyo, enA pratApe ja ajaina jagatane paNa e vAtano khyAla AvavA pAmyo ke, jainonuM paNa eka adabhuta rAmAyaNa che ane saMskRtinA ajoDa AdarzathI e samRddha che. Ama, jaina-ajaina jagatamAM rAmAyaNanA prathama pravaktA- pravacanakAra tarIkenAM mAnasanmAnanA ekamAtra adhikArI pU. AcAryadeva zrImada vijaya rAmacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnAM zrImukhe vivecita jaina rAmAyaNanI pustaka zreNIne vAMcIzuM, to rAmAyaNa eTale rajoharaNanI khANa ane rAmAyaNa eTale saMskRtino Adarza-A jAtano paricaya keTalo badho yathArtha che, e samajAI gayA vinA nahIM ja rahe. A zreNInuM AkarSaka saMpAdana-saMkalana karIne prasiddha pravacanakAra AcArya zrI vijaya zreyAMsaprabhasUrijIe tathA prakAzanalAbha laIne piMDavADA nivAsI lAlacaMdajI chaganalAlajI parivAre adbhuta gurubhakti adA karyAno ahesAsa paNa, sAthe sAthe thaze ja. ( jaina rAmAyaNa: rajoharaNanI khANa : bhAga-1 prastAvanAmAMthI) Page #286 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ' ja ka . hatI ane kI 2 ja ritI 2 to prezarad : pled ke prazasta ugratA sArI, paNa dAMbhika ke zAMti kharAba. nI prazasta ugratA sva-para lAbhakArI, | dAMbhika zAMti -parano ti ( 1 dhAta karanArI che - She thI tA. 1 jI 0 kaf ke 0 te prazastanA nAme . ne azAna poSAI jAya che tenI kALajI rAkhajo. hatI podgalika svArthavRttino che eka aMza. paNa jemAM hoya, to te prazasta nathI. A prazasta pravattimAM viveka hoya, sva | paranI hitadRSTi hoya ' ATalI samajapUrvaka prazataka apanAvo nA ( / kA / vyAkhyAd dyAta caramALA | Re