Book Title: Arihant Dhyan
Author(s): Chandrashekharvijay
Publisher: Kamal Prakashan Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/034077/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karu00000yaNa garadhyAna jAni d aualiMETRA Scanned by CamScanner Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yogazAstranA aSTama-prakAza upara AdhArita ane vistArita, 48 mAnasa-citro svarUpe arihaMta-dhyAna -munizrI candrazekharavijayajI Scanned by CamScanner Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzaka : kamala prakAzana TrasTa jIvatalAla pratApazI saMskRti bhavana, 2777, nizApeALa, jhaverIvADa, rilIphoDa, amadAvAda-1 phona : 385023 : 380143 X lekhaka-paricaya : siddhAntamahedaSi saccAritracUDAmaNi sva. pUjyapAd . bhagavaMta zrImadriya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA sAhebanA vineya sunizrI candrazekharavijayajI prathama saMskaraNa : nakala 7000 caitra suda ekama tA. 26-3-82 * khaMDa 1 2 mudrakaH rAjubhAI sI. zAha yunimeka prinTasa JAmunAyakanI pALa, amadAvAda-380001 //bbb// mUlya ] 2* 3-00 000*) Scanned by CamScanner 143:3 madhu prinTarI dUdhavALA pALa, ghIkAMTA Da, amadAvAda sarava Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ D anukramaNikA mAstavika khaMha : 1 pU.pAda paM, bhaga. zrImad bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAjA sAheba 1-30 1. gaha : anumodanAzaraNaH 2. anubhavajJAnane apUrva mahimA 8. arihaMtanI upAsanA bhUmikA aMDara munizrI candrazekharavijayajI 31-60 1. puSyaH aparihArya zAkta 2. sUmanuM pracaMDa baLa 3, cAritra-nirmANa 4. A ravo, vizvakalyANane paMtha 5. devo bhUtvA 6vaM yajeta 6. AjananuM mahatva 48 mAnasa-citro rUpe sAlabana yAna khaMDa 3 muni candrazekharavijayajI 6-108 Scanned by CamScanner Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ I prakAzakIya pUjyapAda, saMyamamUti, vAtsalyanidhi panyAsa bhagavaMta zrImad bhadra MkaravijayajI mahArAjA sAhebazrIe zraharana, suzrAvaka bApubhAI kaDIvALA dvArA munirAjazrI candrazekharavijayajIte pAThavelI kRpA-prasAdI eTale A arihaMta-dhyAnanI prakriyA. yeAgazAstranA aSTama-prakAzamAM enuM mULa paDayu che. munizrIe katAragAma (surata), gheTI tathA chelle caMdanabALAmAM A prakriyAne sakaLa sauMdha samakSa rajU karI hatI. tene sAMbhaLyA bAda aneka puNyAtmAonI mAgaNI thaI ke A prakriyA pustaka rUpe bahAra pADavI joIe, jethI ma`trajapathI jeenuM citta paramAtmAmAM tanmaya na banI zakatuM heAya temane paramAtmAmAM tanmaya banavA mATe A prakriyA khUba upakAraka thaI paDaze. AthI pUjyapAda 5. bhaga. zrImad bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAjA sAhebane A prakriyAnuM lekhana taiyAra karIne meAkalavAmAM AvyuM. peAtAnI nAdurasta tabiyatamAM paNa te kRpAlue tenuM zravaNa karIne sudhArAe sUcavyA ane munizrIne te prakriyA parata karavA sAthe mAlelA patramAM te paramakRpAluzrIjIe jaNAvyuM ke "ekaMdare A lakhANa suMdara ane bhAvavAhI thayu che. AMtarika ArAdhanA mATe sAdhakone te atyaMta preraNAdAyI ane upakAraka banI raheze. ArAdhanAnA abhyAsa sAthene tamArA A prayAsa anumeAdanIya che." vAcakAnA ane ArAdhakAnA karakamalamAM AvI suMdara dhyAna-prakriyA mUkatAM ame aneza Ana anubhavIe chIe. tA. 1-12-81 vi. sa'. 2038, bhAga, sud pAMcama amadAvAda. Scanned by CamScanner li. TrasTI ma`DaLa kamala prakAzana TrasTa Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ arihaMta paramAtmAnuM w wwww sAlaMbana dhyAna TIT **ww prAstAvikam * khaMDa : 1 * ** pUjyapAda vAtsalyanidhi paM. bhaga. zrImad bhadrakaravijayajI mahArAja sAheba ****** * viSaya-sUci : 1. gaha : anumodanA: zaraNa 2. anubhava jJAnane apUrva mahimA 3. arihaMtanI upAsanA * * Scanned by CamScanner Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1. gA~ : anumeAdanA : zaraNu pote karelA upakAranA mahattva jeTaluM ja ke tethI adhika parakRta 'upakArAnu` mahattva che. evA madhyasthavRttitArUpa samatva bhAva e dveSadoSanA pratikArasvarUpa che. ubhaya prakAranuM samava rAgadveSane nirmULa karI AtmAnA zuddha svabhAvarUpa kevalajJAna-kevalardezanane utpanna kare che. temAM leAkAleAka pratibhAsita thAya che, paraMtu e keAIthI pratibhAsita thatuM nathI, kema ke te svayaMbhU che. tethI vItarAga avasthA ja parama pUjanIya che ane tene prApta karavAnA upAyabhUta gA~, sukRtAnumedana ane zaraNugamana e parama upAdeya che. -- vItarAgo'pyasau devA, dhyAyamAno mumukSubhiH / svargApavarga phaladaH zaktistasya hi tAdRzI // 1 // A deva vItarAga hAvA chatAM mumukSu vaDe jyAre dhyAna karAya che tyAre svargApava rUpI phaLane Ape che, kema ke temanI nizcita tevA prakAranI zakti che. vItarAgo'pyasau dhyeyo, bhavvAnAM syAd bhavacchide / vicchinnabandhanasyAsya tAdRga naisargiko guNaH // A dhyeya vItarAga hAvA chatAM bhavya jIveAnA bhavAoDhane mATe thAya che. maMdhana jeonA chedAI gayA che, temAM A naisagi guNA hAya che. vItarAga AtmAonA svabhAva ja temanuM dhyAna karanArAonA rAgadveSanA cheda karavAnA che. svamAyoDatoSaH |'-svabhAva tarkanA aviSaya che. vastusvabhAvanA niyama mujama vItarAga vastunA svabhAva ja sva para bhavAcchedaka che. koI paNa vastusvabhAva tarkathI agrAhya che. 3 Scanned by CamScanner Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (6) arahaMta dayALa (0 , arihaMtAdinuM zaraNagamana parArthavRtti ane kRtajJatAguNa vaDe dukRtagaha ane sukRtAnumadanarUpa bhavyatva paripAkanA be upAyonuM sevana thAya che. trIjo upAya arihaMtAdi cAranuM zaraNugamana che. ahIM zaraNugamanane artha e che ke jeo parArthabhAva ane kRtajJatAguNanA svAmI che, teone ja pitAnA eka Adarza mAnavA, temanA ja satkAra, sanmAna, Adara, bahumAnane potAnAM kartavya mAnavAM. parArthabhAva ane kRtajJatAguNanA sAcA arthI chanuM te be bhAvanI Toce (Climax) pahoMcelAonI zaraNAgati. bhakti, pUjA bahumAna vagere sahajapaNe Ave che. je te na Ave te samajavuM ke tene aMtarathI duSkRtagaha ke sukRtAnumodana thayeluM nathI. eTaluM ja nahIM paNa duSkRtagaha ke sukRtAnamedanane bhAva tenAmAM utpanna thaye, hoya te paNa te sAnubaMdha nathI, jJAna-zraddhApUrvaka nathI. jJAna ane zraddhAthI vihIne e duSkRtagartA ane sukRtAnumedanane bhAva niranubaMdha bane che, kSaNa vAra TakIne cAlyA jAya che, tethI tene sAnubaMdha banAvavA mATe te be guNene pAmelA ane tenI Toce pahoMcelA puruSanI zaraNAgati aparihArya che. e zaraNAgati, parArthabhAva ane kRtajJatAguNane sAnubaMdha banAvavA mATenuM sAmarthya pUruM pADe che, vIrya vadhAre che, utsAha jagADe che ane temanI jema jyAM sudhI pUrNatva prApta na thAya, arthAta te be guNonI kSAyika bhAve siddhi na thAya tyAM sudhI sAdhanAmAM vikAsa thatuM rahe che. tene anugraha paNa kahevAya che. sAdhanAmAM uttarottara vikAsa vadhArI siddhi sudhI pahoMcADanAra zreSTha prakAranA AlaMbane Scanned by CamScanner Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ( 6) arahaMta dayALa (0) pratye Adarane pariNAma ane tethI siddhi e temane anugraha gaNAya che. kahyuM che ke - AlaMbanAdazedbhUtapratyuhakSayayogataH / daghAnAnna, nija nopanA re | -adhyAtmasAra UMce caDhavAmAM AlaMbanabhUta thanArAM tane pratye AdaranA pariNAmathI siddhinI ADe AvatAM vidanene kSaya thAya che ane te vidhatakSayathI vegI puruSone dhyAnAdinA ArehaNathI bhraMza thatuM nathI. AlaMbananA AdarathI thatA pratyakSa lAbhane ja zAstrakAra arihaMtAdine anugraha kahe che. * arihaMtAdi cAranuM avalaMbana svarUpane bedhanuM kAraNa che. jenuM AlaMbana laIne jIva AgaLa vadhe che tene upakAra hadayamAM na vase che te pAcho patanane pAme che. eTale parArthavRttirUpI duSkatagaha kRtajJatAguNanA pAlana svarUpa sukRtAnamedanA ane te guNenI siddhine varelA mahApuruSanI zaraNAgati e traNe upAye maLIne -jIvane muktigamata-yogyatA vikasAve che, ane bhavabhramaNanI zaktine kSaya kare che. sAcI dukRtagaha ane sukRtAnamedanA, dukRtarahita ane sukRtavAna tAnI bhakti sAthe joDAyelI ja hoya che. tethI eka bhaktine ja muktinI dUtI kahelI che. kRtajJatAgaNa sukRtanI anumodanArUpa che. parArthavRtti duSkatanI gaharUpa che. duSkRtanI gaharUpa parArthavRtti ane sukRtanI anudanArUpa kRtajJatAbhAvathI vizuddha thayela aMtaHkaraNamAM zuddha AtmatatvanuM pratibiMba paDe che. zuddha Atmatatva arihaMta, siddha, sAdhu ane kevalikathita dharmathI abhina svarUpavALuM che. Scanned by CamScanner Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4 aMta dhyAna(0] arihaMtAdi cAranuM zaraNugamana e muktinuM ananya kAraNa che. mukti e svarUpa-lAbharU5 che. svarUpane bedha e arihaMtAdi cAranA avalaMbanathI thAya che. arihaMtAdi cAranuM avalaMbana svarUpanA. bedhanuM kAraNa che. AtmAmAM AtmAthI AtmAne jANavAnuM sAdhana arihaMtAdi cAranuM zaraNa-smaraNa che. A cAranuM samaraNa e ja tattvathI AtmasvarUpanuM smaraNa che. AtmAnuM svarUpa nizcayathI paramAtmatulya che, e badha jene thayele che, tene paramAtma-maraNa e ja vAstavika zaraNagamana che. AtmatatvanuM smaraNa vizuddha aMtaHkaraNamAM thAya che. aMtaHkaraNanI vizuddhi duSkRta gaha ane sukRtAnamedanathI thAya che. duSkata parapIDArUpa che. tenI tAvika gaha tyAre thAya che ke jyAre parapIDAthI upArjana karelA pApakarmane paropakAra vaDe dUra karavAne vilAsa jAge che. parArthakaraNane vilAsa e ja parapIDAkRta pApInI sAcI gahInA pariNAmasvarUpa che. dukRtagahamAM parArthakaraNanI vRtti chupAyelI che. sukRtAnumodanamAM parArthakaraNanuM hAdika anudana che. catuzaraNagamanamAM parArthakaraNa svabhAvavALA Atmatatvane Azraya che. Atmatatva pite ja parArthakaraNa ane parapIDAnA parihAraravarUpa che. AtmAne te mULa svabhAva prApta karavA mATe ja parapIDAnuM gahaNa ane paropakAraguNanuM anudana che. - zuddha svarUpane prApta thayelA arihaMtAdi cAra sarvathA parArthakarAvata hoya che. tethI te svarUpanuM zaraNa svIkAravA gya che. AdaravA gya che, upAsanA karavA lAyaka che. Scanned by CamScanner Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (pa) AMhanadayALa 1 ( 2 ).. zuddha Atmatatva haMmezAM potAnA svabhAvathI ja zuddhIkaraNanuM kArya kare che, tethI te ja punaHsmaraNIya che, reya che, zraddheya che, sarva bhAvathI zaraNya che, zaraNa levA lAyaka che. jyAM sudhI svata-pote karelA duSkRtanI gaha thatI nathI, eka nAnuM paNa duSkRtagahanA viSaya vinAnuM rahe che, tyAM sudhI svapakSapAtarUpI rAgadeSane vikAra vidyamAna che ema samajavuM. gahanA sthAne anumodanA hovAthI te misyA che, tethI vAstavika anumodanAnuM sthAna je para sukRta tenI anamedanA paNa sAcI thatI nathI. parakRta alpa paNa sukRtanuM anudana bAkI rahI jAya che, tyAM sudhI anumodananA sthAne anumodanAnA badale upekSA kAyama rahe che ane te upekSA paNa eka prakAranI gaha ja bane che. sukRtanI gaha ane duSkRtanuM anudana theDe aMze paNa vidyamAna hoya, tyAM sudhI sAcuM zaraNa prApta thatuM nathI. duSkRtanuM anumodana rAgarUpa che ane sukRtanuM gaeNa deSarUpa che. tenA pAyAmAM moha yA ajJAna yA mithyAjJAna raheluM che. - e miyAjJAnarUpI mohanIya karmanI sattAmAM arihaMtAdinuM zuddha AtmasvarUpa eLakhAtuM nathI, kema ke te rAgadveSarahita che. vItarAga avasthAnI sUjha-bUjha rAgadveSarahita zuddha svarUpanI sAcI oLakhANa thavA mATe duSkRtagaha ane sukRtAnudane savaze zuddha thavuM joIe. e thAya tyAre ja rAgadveSarahita avasthAvAnanI sAcI zaraNAgati prApta thaI zake che ane e zaraNAgati prApta thAya te ja bhavane aMta AvI zake che. bhavane aMta lAvavA mATe rAgaSarahita vItarAga avasthAnI Scanned by CamScanner Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ # (6) arahaMta dayALa () aMtaHkaraNamAM sUjha-bUjha thavI joIe. sUjha eTale zodha arthAta jijJAsA, ane bUjha eTale jJAna. vItarAga avasthAnI sUjha-bUjha duSkRtagaha ane sukRtAnamedananI apekSA rAkhe che. vItarAga avasthAnuM mahAtmaya pichANavA mATe hRdayanI bhUmikA tene yegya thavI joIe. e yogyatA gahaNIya ane anumodanIyanI anumodanAnA pariNAmathI pragaTe che. gaha dukRta mAtranI hevI joIe. e be heya tyAre rAgadveSanI tIvratA ghaTI jAya che. rAga na ane dveSa pratye dveSanI vRtti hevI e rAgadveSanI tIvratAno abhAva che. dukRtagaha ane sukRtAnamedananI hayAtImAM tenI siddhi thAya che. ethI vItarAgatAnA zaraNe javAnI vRtti jAge che. vItarAgatA e ja zraddheya, dhyeya ane zaraNya lAge che pachI vItarAgatA acinyazaktiyukta che. tenAthI vimukha rahenArane nigraha ane tenI sanmukha thanArane te anugraha kare che. lokAlaka-prakAzaka kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana ke je AtmAnuM sahaja svarU5 che, te vitarAga avasthAmAM ja prakAzI UThe che, anya avasthAmAM te vidyamAna hovA chatAM apragaTa rahe che. kevaLajJAna-kevaLadarzana vaDe kAlekanA bhAva hastAmalavat pratibhAse che. sarva dravyanA trikAlavatI sarva paryAnuM te grahaNa kare che. samaye samaye jJAna vaDe sarvane jANe che, ane darzana vaDe sarvane jue che. - vItarAganA zaraNe rahenArane temanA jJAnadarzanane lAbha maLe che. e jJAnadarzana vaDe pratibhAsita sarva padArthonA sarva paryAyAdinI kramabaddhatA nizcita thAya che. tethI jagatamAM banI gayelA, banI rahelA ane bhaviSyamAM bananArA sArAnarasA banAvamAM rAgadveSa ane harSazekanI kalpanAo nAza pAme che. arihaMta ane siddha paramAtmAnuM dayAna A e karmakSayanuM asAdhAraNa kAraNa che. ' jIvanuM rUpAMtara karanAra rasAyaNanA sthAne eka dayA che, te kAraNe Scanned by CamScanner Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 8 (4) ahita dhyAna (Gii tIrthakaroe dayAne ja vakhANI che. dharmatatvanuM pAlana, piSaNa ane saMvardhana karanArI eka dayA ja che ane te dukhI ane pApI prANuonA duHkha ane pApane nAza karavAnI vRtti ane pravRttirUpa che tathA. sAyika bhAvamAM sahaja svabhAvarUpa che. te svabhAva duHkharUpI dAvAnaLane eka kSaNa-mAtramAM zamAvavA mATe puSkarAva meghanI garaja sAre che. puSkarAva meghanI dhArA jema bhayaMkara dAvAnaLane paNa zAMta karI de che, tema AtmAne sahaja zuddha svabhAva jeone pragaTa thaye che, teonA dhyAnanA prabhAvathI duHkhadAvAnaLamAM dAjhatA saMsArI jInA duHkhadAha eka kSaNavAramAM zamI jAya che. zuddha svarUpane pAmelA arihaMtAdi AtmAonuM dhyAna temanA pUjana vaDe, ratavana vaDe, temanI AjJAnA pAlana Adi vaDe thAya che. zuddha svarUpane pAmelA AtmAonuM dhyAna e ja paramAtmAnuM dhyAna - che ane e ja nija zuddhAtmAnuM sthAna che. dhyAna vaDe dhyAtA dhyeyanI sAthe ekatAne anubhava kare che te samApatti che, ane te ja eka karmakSayanuM asAdhAraNa kAraNa che. nija zuddha AtmA dravya, guNa ane paryAyathI arihaMta ane siddha samAna che. tethI arihaMta ane siddha paramAtmAnuM dhyAna dravya guNa ane paryAyathI pitAnA zuddha AtmAnA dhyAnanuM kAraNa bane che. kAraNamAMthI kArya utpanna thAya che, e nyAye arihaMta ane siddha paramAtmAnA dhyAna vaDe sakala karmane kSaya thavAthI pitAnuM zuddha savarUpa pragaTe che. " karma kSayanuM asAdhAraNa kAraNa zuddha svarUpanuM dhyAna che. kahyuM - 1 mekSa kAmAkava ra gatimAno ta . dhyAnasAdhyaM mata tayya, taddhyAnaM hitAmAtmana // 1 // Scanned by CamScanner Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ | (A) aMhata dayALa (mI , sakala karmanA kSayathI mela utpanna thAya che, ane sakala karmane kSaya AtmajJAnathI thAya che. AtmajJAna paramAtmAnA dhyAnathI pragaTe che, tethI pitAnA zuddha AtmasvarUpanA lAbhArUpa mekSa meLavavA mATe paramAtmAnA dhyAnamAM lIna thavuM joIe, kema ke te dhyAna ja AtmAne mokSasukhanuM asAdhAraNa kAraNa hevAthI atyaMta hita kare che. svarUpanI anubhUti arihaMtAdi cAranuM zaraNu e zuddha AtmasvarUpanuM maraNa karAvanAra hovAthI ane tenA dhyAnamAM tallIna karanAra hovAthI taravataH zuddha AtmasvarUpanuM ja zaraNa che, ane zuddha AtmasvarUpanuM zaraNa e. ja parama samAdhine arpanAra hovAthI parama Adeya che. te mATenI yogyatA dukRtagaha ane sukRtAnamedanathI prApta thAya che, tethI duSkRtagartA ane sukRtAnudanA paNa upAdeya che. duSkatagaha ane sukRtAnumodanA sahita arihaMtAdi cAranuM zaraNa e bhavyatva paripAkanA upAya tarIke zAstramAM varNaveluM che, te yukti ane anubhavathI paNa gamya che. dukRtagaha ane sukRtAnumodana parArthavRtti ane kRtajJatAbhAvane uttejita karanAra hovAthI aMtaHkaraNanI zuddhatA kare che, e yukti che, ane aMtaHkaraNamAM ja paramAtma-svarUpanuM pratibiMba paDI zake che. e sarva gIpuruSone paNa anubhava che. samudra ke sarovara jyAre nitaraMga bane che tyAre ja temAM AkAzAdinuM pratibiMba paDI zake che. tenI jema aMtaHkaraNarUpI samudra ke sarovara jyAre saMka9pa-vikalparUpI taraMgothI rahita bane che tyAre ja temAM arihaMtAdi cAranuM ane zuddhAtmAnuM pratibiMba paDe che 10 Scanned by CamScanner Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ | A) arahaMta dhyAna | aMtaHkaraNane nitaraMga ane nirvikalpa banAvanAra dukRtagartA ane sukRtAnamedananA zubha pariNAma che ane temAM zuddhAtmAnuM pratibiMba pADanAra arihaMtAdi cAranuM smaraNa ane zaraNa che. smaraNa dhyAnAdi vaDe thAya che ane zaraNagamana AjJApAlananA aSyavasAya vaDe thAya che. AjJApAlanane adhyavasAya nivikalapa ci-mAtra samAdhine ApanAra che, ane nirvikalpa cinmAtra samAdhi arthAta zuddhAbhAnI sAthe ekatAnI anubhUtine aMgrejImAM Self Indentification (selapha AIDenTIphikezana) svarUpanI anubhUti paNa kahe che. e rIte paraMparAe svarUpanI anubhUti dukRtagartA ane sukRtAnumedananuM ane sAkSAt zrI arihaMtAdi cAranA zaraNagamananuM phaLa hovAthI te traNeyane jIvanuM tathAbhavyatve muktigamana-yegyava pakAvanAra tarIke zAstramAM oLakhAvavAmAM Ave che, te yathArtha che. - durlabha evA mAnavajIvanamAM te traNe sAdhano bhavya pakavavAnA upAya tarIke Azraya le e e pratyeka mumukSu AtmAnuM parama. kartavya che. Scanned by CamScanner Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2. anubhava jJAnanA apUrva mahimA bhaddaM subahusuyANa' savvapayatthesupucchaNijjaNaM / nANeNa josvAre siddhi pi gaesu siddhe ||1|| bhadra bahuzrutebhyaH sarvapadArtheSu pracchanIyebhyaH jJAnena ye'vatArayaMti siddhimapi gatAn siddhAn sa` padArthInA viSayamAM pUchavA cAgya te mahAgItAjJAnI bhagavatenuM kalyANa thAe ke jee peAtAnA nimaLa zrutajJAna vaDe siddhigatine prApta thayelA siddha bhagavaMtAnu paNa pratyakSa darzana karAve che. A aAnuM rahasya dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAva rUpe siddhanA svarUpane naya nikSepa ane pramANu vaDe vicAravAthI samajI zakAze. (jue adhyAtmagItA zlAka 5 thI 11, pR. 41-42) (1) siddha bhagava MtA (lekanA agrabhAga upara siddhazilA para birAjamAna thayelA) seMkaDo sUryAM ane cadronA prakAza karatAM paNa atyaMta ujajatraLa ane nirmaLa kevalajJAna rUpa prakAza vaDe leAkAleAkanA svarUpane pratyakSa nihALe che. sUrya dUra dUra UMce AkAzamAM hAvA chatAM tenA prakAza pRthvItala para patharAya che. te prakAzane joI amArI pAse ja che ema mAnI leAkA sUryanA pratyakSa darzIna tulya Anada anubhave che, kAraNa sUrya' ane tenA prakAzanA abhedya - saMkha dha che. nirdeLa jaLapAtra ke nima La dapa Nune taDakAmAM mUkI enI a Mdara dRSTipAta karIzuM, te emAM sUryanAM pratibiMba dekhAze, jANe AkAzamAMthI UtarI sUrya emAM praveza karI gayeA hAya, ema pratyakSa 3khAya che. Scanned by CamScanner 12 Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ S) arahaMta dayALa (0) O : = , * * taDake na hoya tevA sthAna para jaLapAtra ke darpaNa mUkavAthI sUryanuM pratibiMba temAM paDatuM nathI, AthI e nakkI thAya che ke jyAM prakAza (taDake) hoya tyAM sUryanI avazya hAjarI hoya che. ' sUryane prakAza sUryanA astitva ne sUcita kare che, evI. rIte siddha paramAtmAne kevalajJAnarUpa prakAza sarvatra vyApaka che. guNa guNIne abheda hovAthI jyAM temano prakAza che tyAM temanI kathaMcita vidyamAnatA che. paraMtu te jJAna prakAza arUpI hovAthI bAhya cakSu vaDe (te) joI zakAto nathI, teTalA mAtrathI te prakAzanI asattAavikSamatA mAnI zakAya nahIM, kAraNa AMtaradaSTithI, zAstracakSuthI, jJAnadaSTithI te prakAza jANI joI zakAya che. siddhazilA upara birAjamAna caMdra jevA nirmaLa kAMtivALA siddhasvarUpamAM tanmaya banI sAdhaka svayaM siddha svarUpI thaI svaAtmAne siddha samAna dhyAve che. parama jyotiSe, sadoditAdityavarNAyaH bhavadbhAvibhUtabhAvAvabhAsine, jagaccakSuSe, jagatkarmasAkSiNe jagata bhAsvate, vizvarupAya, jyotiSacakracakriNo mahAjyotiyo titAya vizvAtmane sarvAya, sarvajJAya, sarvadarzine, sarvatejomayAya caturdazarajvAtmaka jIvaloka cUDAmaNaye sarjAtAya (zakastava zrI siddhasena divAkara viracita) (vitarAga stava) - vino vAtA nino mo, niH sarvami jino jayati sarvatra, yo jinaH so'hameva ca // 1 // * sarva bhAveSu kartRtva-jJAtRtvaM yadisammatam Scanned by CamScanner Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ti | ahaMta dayALa (0) tyAre nirmaLa arIsAmAM caMdra ke sUryanuM pratibiMba paDavAthI jema samagra gRhakhaMDa te pratibiMbanA prakAzathI jhaLahaLI UThe che, tevI rIte nirmaLa ratna jevA sAdhakanA aMtaHkaraNamAM anaMtasiddha bhagavaMtanA tiH pujanuM pratibiMba paDe che ane sAdhakanuM hRdaya-maMdira te prakAzathI jhalahaLI UThe che. ghanaghora megha ghaTAothI AcchAdita thayela sUrya dekhAto nathI teTalA mAtrathI tene abhAva mAnavAmAM AvatuM nathI. siddhanA arUpI jJAnaprakAzane anubhava abhavya, durbhAgya ke mithyAdaSTine thaI zakatuM nathI, te paNa samyagra daSTi AtmAne avazya thAya che. divya dRSTinuM varU5 samyagadarzananI prApti pUrve pratyeka AtmA traNe karaNa kare che (yathApravRtti, apUrva ane anivRtti karaNa) karaNa eTale AtmAnAM vizuddha pariNAma, tenA dvArA mehAndhakArane nAza thatAM nirmaLa hadayamaMdiramAM siddha paramAtmAnAM darzana thAya che. ahI "karaNa" eTale divya-daSTi samajavI. jinAgamAM "puSita toDIrAvizuti, - puSiA amAri sAkSAt | bhAnudevIyAnapi darpaNe'zu saGgAnna phi votare kAttA /rU (sAdhAraNa jina stava zrI kumArapAla bhupAla kRta) 3 divyadaSTiH caramAvate he carama karaNa tathA re, bhava pariNati paripAka, deSa TaLe, vaLI daSTi khUle bhalI re prApti pravacana vAkoDA . (saMbhavajina stava AnaMdaghanajI) Scanned by CamScanner Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ( 6) aMhata sthAna che ja traNa karaNa dvArA anukrame graMthabheda ane samyagadarzananI prAptinuM rahasyamaya svarUpa vizada rIte varNavavAmAM AvyuM che. karma sAhityanA adhyayanathI paNa tenuM rahasya samajI zakAya che. gazAmAM paNa AtmadarzananA upAya rUpe je aSTAMga yeganI prakriyA batAvavAmAM AvI che temAM "samAdhi ane "samApattinuM je svarUpa darzAvavAmAM AvyuM che, tene abhyAsa sApekSa karavAmAM che Ave te yathApravRtti Adi traNe karaNanuM rahasya spaSTa thaI zake che. gadaSTi samuccaya'mAM kahyuM che keH "yegIne gurubhaktinA prabhAve" samApattinI siddhi thatAM tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnAM darzana thAya che, tema ja te graMthamAM divyadaSTine gadaSTi rUpe varNavI che. tenA uttarottara vikAsathI siddhasvarUpanuM spaSTa-spaSTatara darzana (zraddhA) thAya che. samApattinuM lakSaNa "jJAnasAramAM A mujaba batAveluM che? maNAvita praticchAyA, samApattiH parAtmanaH / kSINavRtau bhaved, dhyAnAdantarAtmani nirmale // 3 // (dhyAnASTaka) paramAtmAnA dhyAna vaDe jyAre cittanI malinavRttio kSINa thAya che tyAre aMtarAtmA nirmaLa bane che. nirmaLa AtmAmAM paramAtmAnuM pratibiMdha paDe che. te ja "samApatti che. nirmaLa maNi ke arIsA sAme rAkhavAmAM AvelA padArthanuM Abehuba pratibiMba te maNi ke arIsAmAM paDe che, te sarvane pratyakSa dekhAya che, tevI rIte dhyAtAnAM nirmaLa aMtaHkaraNamAM yevasvarUpa paramAtmAnuM pratibiMba paDatAM sAkSAt paramAtmAnAM darzana thAya che. tene Atmadarzana svarUpadarzana, jinadarzana ke AtmasAkSAtkAra paNuM kahI zakAya che, kAraNa te samaye sAta sAta rAjaleka apekSAe Scanned by CamScanner Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ) ahita dhyAna (i) |g dara rahelA siddha paramAtmA paNa hRdayamAM ja birAjamAna che, e anubhava thAya che tathA sva AtmA paNa sattAe siddhasvarUpI che, evI. daDha zraddhA, pratIti utpanna thavAthI zuddha cetanA abheda bhAve AtmatavamAM lIna banI jAya che. "pratimA zataka' graMthamAM mahApAdhyAya. zrI yaza vi. ma. pitAne jAta anubhava batAvatAM kahe che : paramAtmAnA dhyAnamAM tanmayatA siddha thAya che tyAre svayaM paramAtmA jANe sAme AvIne UbhA hoya, hadayamaMdiramAM praveza karatAM hoya, tyAM birAjamAna thaI madhura bhASaNa karatAM hoya tema ja samagra zarIramAM vyApI gayA hoya te anubhava thAya che. jema samavasaraNastha arihaMta paramAtmAnuM rUpastha dhyAna thAya che. tevI rIte samuddaghAtanI prakriyA, yeganidhanI prakriyA ane zazIkaraNa karI eka samaya mAtrAmAM lekapuruSanA lalATa sthAne siddha zilA upara pahoMcI anaMta siddhonAM jyotirmaya svarUpamAM lIna banelAM siddha bhagavaMtenuM dhyAna paNa thaI zake che. siddha bhagavaMtenA dhyAnanA abhyAsathI svaAtmAnuM paNa uparyukta prakriyA pramANe dhyAna karI zakAya che. A rIte pU. mahepAdhyAyajInA anubhavanuM rahasya avastha samajAze... kevalI samudaghAta prakriyAkevalI bhagavaMta pitAnA AyuSya karmanI sthiti karatAM je. vedanIyAdi (nAma-gotra) karmanI sthiti vadhAre hoya te samuddaghAtanI prakriyA dvArA te karmonI sthitine AyuSyakarmanI sthiti sadaza banAve che. e samuddaghAtanI prakriyAmAM pahelA samaye pitAnA Atmapradezane Scanned by CamScanner Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [g) arihaMtasthAvara zarIrathI bahAra kheMcI daMDAkAra (14 rAja loka UMce ane svadeha pramANa dhUla) parimAve che. bIja samaye pradezone kapATa AkAre (uttara-dakSiNa yA pUrva-pazcima lekAMta sudhI) parimAve che. trIjA samaye (pUrva-pazcima yA uttara-dakSiNa bIje kapATa AkAra banAvIne) te pradezane maMthAnAkAre arthAta cAra pAMkhaDAvALA revayAnA AkAre goThave che. cothe samaye vacalA AMtarA pUrI samagra lekavyApI bane che tyAra pachI pAMcamA, chaThThA ane sAtamA samaye u&mathI AMtarA, maMthana, kapATAkAramAM pradeza saMharI AThamA samaye daMDAkArane paNa saMharI pUrvavat dehastha banI rahe che. A pramANe "samuddaghAtInI prakriyAnuM vAraMvAra ciMtana karavAthI dhyAtAmAM paNa evI viziSTa dhyAnazakti pragaTe che jenA prabhAve dhyAtA svayaM jANe tevI ja prakriyA karate heya te anubhava thAya che, tathA te samaye jANe paramAtmAne sAkSAt samAgama thaye heya, te apUrva AnaMda anubhave che. e sarvajJa paramAtmA mArA hRdayamaMdiramAM padhAravA mATe ja jANe prathama samaye sanmukha AvIne UbhA heya, bIje samaye jANe hadayamAM birAjamAna thaI madhura svare belatA hoya ane cothA samaye samagra zarIramAM vyApI jaI tanmayabhAva pAmyA hoya te AbhAsa thatAM dhyAtAne prabhu sAthe ekatamilanane Anada niravadhi banI rahe che. A yAna prakriyA ati gaMbhIra rahasyathI bharelI che. mahAgItArtha jJAnI, anubhava yogIo ja tenA rahasyane samaka-(pAmI) zake a. 2 Scanned by CamScanner Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ovahata dayALa che. chatAM Adara-bahumAnapUrvaka tene abhyAsa karavAthI svasaMvedana vaDe tenuM kAMIka rahasya samajI zakAya che. - dhyAna prakriyAnI vizeSatA anya AlaMbana ke nirAlaMbana dhyAnamAM sAdhaka dhyeyanI sAkAra ke nirAkAra kalpanA karIne tenA ciMtana dvArA tanmaya banI sva AtmA sAthe tene abheda sAdhI sahaja samAdhidazA prApta kare che. A dhyAna prakriyAmAM samuddaghAta karatAM kevalI bhagavaMtanuM ciMtana karate yogI jyAre thA samaye sarva lekavyApI banelA te kevalI bhagavaMtanuM dhyAna kare che, tyAre svadehamAM paNa temanA Atmapradeza vyApI gayA hoya tevI kalpanA paNa karI zake che, tema ja vartamAna kALe mahAvideha kSetramAM vicaratA kevalI bhagavaMtemAMthI keIka kevalI samuddaghAta karI rahyA hoya te temanA lekavyApI Atmapradezane svadehamAM praveza thayele che ema zrutajJAnanA baLe jANuM AnaMda sAgaramAM jhIlavA lAge che. chAtAne dayeyanuM atinikaTa sAnidhya maLatAM je AnaMda prApta thAya che, te avarNanIya hoya che. bhaktirasamAM jhIlatAM bhaktane paramAtmAnA nAma, AkRti ane ' dravya (pUrvottara avasthA) paNa thaMcita bhAva paramAtmAsvarUpa lAge che, te jyAre paramAtmAnA nirmaLa Atmapradeze svadehanA sarva pradezamAM vyApta thayA hoya tyAre paramAtmAnA sAkSAt samAgama eTale ja AnaMda anubhavAya emAM kazI navAI nathI! bhakta sAdhaka bhaktirUpI lehacuMbakathI sAtarAja dara rahelA siddha paramAtmAne paNa pitAnA hRdayamaMdiramAM padharAvI zake che. te pachI lakavyApI banatAM kevalI samuddaghAta samaye sarvatra patharAyelA kevalI paramAtmAnA nirmaLa Atmapradezane svazarIramAM paNa vyApta thayelA gaNI Scanned by CamScanner Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ S) arahaMta dhyAna Ag parama vizuddha bhAvanA bhAva sAdhaka sphaTika ratna tulya nirmaLa AtmasvarUpamAM nimagna banI ekatva-milanane anubhava saraLatAthI karI zake che. athavA te Apa vItarAga ane kRtakRtya hovAthI cAre aghAtI karmanI sthitine samAna banAvavA mATe ja lekavyApI banyA che, paraMtu A nimite dhyeya rUpe mArA AtmamaMdiramAM padhAryA che, e amAre mana parama AnaMdanI vAta che. bharatakSetramAM atyAre kevalI bhagavaMta vagere atizAyI jJAnI mahApuruSane atyaMta viraha che. mahAvidehakSetramAM te sadA tIrthakara paramAtmA kroDa kevalI bhagavaMte ane abajonI saMkhyAmAM sAdhu bhagavaMte vidyamAna hoya che. tyAMthI akhalitapaNe mokSamArga cAlu che. jaghanyathI eka samayamAM eka, utkRSTathI eka samayamAM ekase ATha siddha thAya che. siddhigamanane utkRSTa viraha paNa cha mAsane ja paDe che. A rIte vicAratA nakkI thAya che ke vartamAnamAM paNa kevalI samuddaghAta karanAra kevalI bhagavaMte hoya che. sarvavyApI banelA te kevaLI bhagavaMte sarve sAdhaka AtmAone ati Azcarya ane AnaMda ApanAra (karanArA) bane che (kAraNa ke teo te samaye dhyAna dazAmAM magna banelA cegIone dhyeya rUpe parama AlaMbanabhata banelA hoya che, tethI te veLAe paramAtmAnuM niSkala nirAkAra dhyAna karavAthI abheda praNidhAna zIdhra siddha thAya che. 4 "yadvA...siddhayanti niSThitArthA bhavanti loka vyApi samaye, kalArahitamidameva tattva dhyAyato'smAditi // " (siddhahema zabdajAsa kRta TIkA) 19. Scanned by CamScanner Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ harahaMta yAna (G| dhAtA, dhyeya ane dhyAnanI ekatA rUpa samApatti siddha thatAM paramAtmadarzana thAya che. he...paramakagvaSI prabha...! mArI Aja AMtarika namra vinaMtI che ke Apa mArA mane maMdiramAM dhyeya rUpe sadA nivAsa karaje. jyAM sudhI ApanI sAthe abhedapaNe maLIne Apa je na banuM, tyAM sudhI mAre, mAtra ApanA ja caraNakamaLane AdhAra che. A duSamakALamAM jinAgama ane jinapaDimAja parama AlaMbanarUpa che. tenI ArAdhanA upAsanAthI ja AtmAnA zuddha svabhAvanI sAcI oLakhANa thatAM temAM satata ramaNa karavAnI kaLA prApta thAya che.. canned by CamScanner Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ S * * 3. arihaMtanI upAsanA Objective reality ... mAM sAme rahele sthUla padArtha athavA karmarUpa padArtha mukhya hoya che, jyAre Ideal reality mAM ApaNI cetanA katarUpa padArtha (subject) mukhya heya che. benA sagathI jagatane badhe vyavahAra vicArAdi cAle che. saMsAra ane mekSamAM Ideal reality ja mahatvane bhAga bhajave che. mana parva manuSya zai G-AkSaH | jIva dravyanA pariNAmamAM .R. te nimitta mAtra che. I. R. mukhya che. O. R. ne pAmIne ApaNI cetanA te AkAra grahaNa karI le che. Ane ja vizvavaMdya citizaktinuM nAma ApyuM che. cetanAe je AkAra grahaNa karyo hoya che te AkAra ane mULa object vacce kazo ja bheda lAgatuM nathI. -cetanAmAM thayele AkAra sUkSama hoya che ke jenuM cetanA ja saMvedana karI zake che, jyAre object e sthUla svarUpane padArtha hoya che ke jene bIjA paNa joI zake che. hadayamAM sthApita karelI prabhunI mUtine cetanA spaSTa rIte joI zake che, jyAre bIjA mANasane tyAM kazuM dekhAtuM nathI. bIjA mANasane jyAM chAtInI cAmaDI ja dekhAtI hoya che, tyAM cetanane sAkSAt prabhunI mUrti dekhAtI hoya che. vaLI e sUkSama hovAthI aMdara paNa kaI paNa sthaLe sthApita karI zakAya che. bAhya padArtha (object) ane tene avalaMbanathI UbhA thayelA cetanAnA AkAranI guNavattA ane zakti vize jarApaNa pharaka paDatuM nathI. mAtra sthUlatA ane sUkSmatA (bIjA leka paNa bAhyA indriyothI anubhavI zake ane na anubhavI zake) ATale taphAvata hoya che. keTalIka vAra te bAhya padArthomAM kharekhara na hoya chatAM tenA Scanned by CamScanner Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tes CarahaMta dayALa (f)] AkAramAM cetanAe je guNadharmo ApelA hoya che te te guNa dhanI asara cetanA upara thAya che. jema ke nizItha sUtramAM zaMkA. (samyaktvanA aticAra) vize eka udAharaNa Ave che ke, eka mAnA. be nAnA putra hatA, eka pUrvanI strIne hatuM ke eka pitAne hate; baMnene rAba ApatI hatI, jemAM maganA bIjA koI dhAnyanAM photarAM AvatAM hatA. rasa putra samajatuM hatuM ke mArI, mA mane sArI ja vastu Ape che. oramAna mAnatA hatA ke marelI mAMkhIvALI vastu mArI mA Ape che. satata A ja ciMtanathI e rogI thaye. enI cetanA regiSTa thaI. chevaTe e mRtyu pAme. bIjAne e ja padArtha khorAkanuM kAma ApyuM. zubha udAharaNamAM A vAta to pAnIyamavyamRtanityanucintyamAnaM kiMnAma no vissvikaarmathAti . e kalyANumaMdira sattvanuM vacana suprasiddha che. padArtha. vijJAna (sAyansa) je pRthakkaraNa karavA bese te A vAtane meLa jana bese. - rAbamAM koI mAraka tatva padArthavijJAnanA niyama pramANe na maLe ane pANImAM jheranAzaka sAmarthya ene na maLe. Ideal realitythI ja A vAta baMdha bese, eTale cetananA AkArane keTale baLavAna, banAve te ApaNI bhAvanA upara AdhAra rAkhe che. sAmAnya mANase jene kalpanA (Imagination) gaNIne avagaNe che, vicArake ene Real kahe che. hakIkatamAM vicAra karIe to object jeTalo Real padArtha che. tenA karatAM paNa anekagaNe Real, kharekhara Ideal padArtha che. paNa te barAbara ghaTa hoya te, prasannacara rAjarSi sAme eTale badhe spaSTa ane ghaTTa padArtha hato ke cakra2AjakanA bane cheDe poMcADavAnuM enAmAM sAmarthya hatuM. jagatanA kAma-krodha-lAbha Adi badhA ja vikAre, badhA ja kaSAya Idea ea 22 Scanned by CamScanner Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ a ) arahaMta dayAd (e) jU Reality upara ja cAle che. sAme sthUla padArtha hoya ke na hoya, paNa manamAM e AvyuM eTale badhA ja kAma Adi vikArene atyaMta prabaLa rUpe saje che. e te haMmezAMno sarvane spaSTa anubhava che. sAmI vyaktine (objectY) kharekhara ApaNu upara rAga-dveSa hoya ke na hoya paNa manamAM sthApelI sAmI vyaktine ApaNe rAgI ke dveSI sthApIne ApaNe badhA ja prakAranA rAga-dveSanA bhaMga banIne chIe. A sarvane svAnubhava che. Ideal nI mULa utpatti sthUla object mAMthI thayelI hovAthI saMbhava che ke keTalIka vAra object upara paNa asara upajAve, kAraNa ke tathAvidha adhyavasAyathI chUTelA mananAM paramANuo te ja sthUla padArtha pAse pahoMcIne tenA upara amuka asara karatAM hoya che. A ja niyamanA AdhAre keTalAka mANase pheTA upara kriyA karIne mULa rogIone sAjA kare che tema ja keTalAMka pUtaLAM, citra athavA nAmAkSara upa2 prAga karIne mULa vyakti upara vazIkaraNa-mAraNamohana-uccATana Adi karI zake che. object ane subject paraspara A rIte vizvamAM saMbaMdhita che. sthUla padArtha khAsa karIne pratyakSa jJAnamAM sAme hoya che. bAkInAM jJAnamAM sthUla padArthonA ApaNI cetanAmAM paDelA AkAre ja hoya che, chatAM ApaNane baMne eka guNayukta hovAthI sthala rUpe ja lAge che. ApaNe moTA bhAgane vyavahAra Ideal Reality upara ja cAlatA hovAthI chatAM ApaNane e vAtanI khabara ja na hovAthI ApaNe sUyamane badale ene sthUla ja gaNIe chIe, eTale citizaktine dhAryo upaga karI zakatA nathI. sthUla karatAM sakSama e vadhAre Real vadhAre paramArtha che. eTaluM samajIe te upAsanAmAga-mokSamArga ghaNuM saraLa thAya. jagatamAM je zabda brahmavAdIone, bauddhone, vedAMtI Adina Scanned by CamScanner Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ C[ SaurahaMta dhyAna (jhU je vijJAnavAda che te A Ideal RealitynuM ja eka prakAranuM spaSTIkaraNa ke pratipAdana che. prabhu jyAre AMkha sAme sthUla rUpe hatA, tyAre Objective Reality rUpe emanuM zarIra te te jIvo sAme hatuM. paraMtu temanI prabhu rUpe upAsanA te te vakhate paNa Ideal Reality rUpe hatI. atyAre te prabhu vize je kaMI ApaNe ciMtana-manana-dhyAna Adi karIe chIe, te badhu ja Ideal Reality rUpe che. sthUla padArthane jeTalo AkAra-ghATa apAte hoya teTale ja ApI zakAya, paNa Jdeal ne jeTale ane je AkAra Apavo hoya te atyaMta saraLatAthI ApI zakAya che. vizuddha caitanya e ja paramAtmA. e deza ane kALathI para che. Beyond the spece and time ema chatAM ApaNI dezakALanA saMskAranI vicAraNA dhyAnamAM letAM e sadA sarvatra che, ema paNa yathArtha rUpe ja kahIe. ApaNe A caitanyanA ja banelA chIe. (deha te ApaNuM bAhya pAMjaru che, baMdhana che) eTale paramAtmA ApaNI aMdara ane bahAra sadA ja birAjamAna che. mAtra jarUra che enI anubhUti levAnI-anubhUti keLavavAnI. anAdi kALanA saMskArothI dehAdhyAsathI sthUla padAthe sAme Ave eTale tarata evI pratIti thAya che. sAme na hoya te ye ka5nAthI sAme lAvIne enA svAdane rasAsvAda laIe chIe, kAraNa ke ApaNane ApaNAmAM cetanArUpatA karatAM deharUpatAnI ja bhrAMti sthira thayelI che. A dehAdhyAsane dUra karavA mATe vadhAremAM vadhAre nikaTa paramAtmAnA sAMnidhyamAM paramAtmAnI anubhUtimAM ApaNe rahevAnuM che, ane vizuddha caitanya sarva karuNAdi guNe ane sarva zaktithI yukta hovAthI A paramAtmAnuM ApaNe je Reall. pAse ja virAjamAna-yAre tarapha virAjamAna, saguNasaMpana Active dayALu canned by CamScanner Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ( ) arahaMta dayALa (0) ApaNuM rakSaka ane uddhAraka tarIke ApaNe samajIne jIvIe ane cAlIe te e ja rUpe ApaNuM trANu ane ApaNe uddhAra thAya che. sthUlane jeTaluM Real (vAstavika) padArtha ApaNe mAnIe chIe, teTale ja (bane te sthUla karatAM paNa vadhAre, na bane te skUla jeTale te khare ja) Real ApaNe Ideal ne anubhava joIze. A viSaya mAnavAne Believing ...nahIM, paNa kharekhara yealing (duHkha) anubhavavAne che. ApaNe arihaMta paramAtmAnuM vivecana sAyansa-padArthavijJAnanI paddhatie karIe chIe eTale kevalajJAna pachI bhagavAnamAM karuNA Adi kazuM nahIM. mokSamAM gayA pachI paNa paNa kaMI ja karavAnuM nahIM. e niraMjana-nirAkAra che. AvA AvA vicAre ane saMskArothI ApaNI upAsanAmAM prANa purAte nathI. Historical Reality ........2492d aga oyd 8. Historyal saMbaMdha paNa upAsanA pUratuM che. upAsanAmArga Akho Ideal Reality sAthe saMkaLAyela che. Historyne mukhya saMbaMdha haMmezAM spael and time sAthe rahe che. upAsanAmAM spael-timene ullekha karavA pUratAM gauNa che. mukhya saMbaMdha guNa ane temAM otaprota thavuM-vatva cheDIne zaraNe javuM enI sAthe che. sAmAnya prakRti bhUlAvalaMbI hovAthI skUla dvArA ja samajAvAya che. skUlanA ja avalaMbanane ApaNe cAlI zakIe chIe. kharekhara te ApaNe sarva Ideal RealitynI ja upAsanA karIe chIe. kSetravAre ja sarijhanarNataH samuviews paraMtu temAM bAhya padArthonA ISTa guNene Aropa karIe chIe. ApaNe bAhya paramAtmAne-arihaMtadevane sAyansa draSTithI niSkriya mAnya che. eTale Ideal arihaMtadevane ApaNe sakriya mAnI zakatA ja nathI. tethI ApaNuM upAsanA prabhune zaraNya mAnavA chatAM azaraNya rahe che, 25 Scanned by CamScanner Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ da| A) arahaMta dhyAna (i) | eTale ATalI badhI prabhubhakti hovA chatAM saMgha nirAdhAra jevo che. je paramAtmAne sakriya, pUrNa rUpe rakSaka mAnIne upAsanA karIe te ApaNane sarvadA sAdhAra-paNAno anubhava thaze. IdealnI ochI zakti mAnavI e ApaNe aparAdha che. sAyansa daSTie ApaNe aparAdha. che. upAsanAmAM sarvazakti saMpanna sakriya paramAtmA ja levA joIe. keInA rakSaka ke sahAya vinA svaparAkramI upAsanA e te Hero upAsanA che Hero... bAhubali vagere mahApuruSonI vAta judI che. ApaNe to PiotectionmAM je jIvI zakanArA manuSya. sAdhue Hero upAsanAnI ja vAta karatAM hoya che. ziyALa pAse siMhanuM parAkrama khIlavavAne upadeza karavA jevI A vAta che. eTale ApaNu. pUrva puruSae zaraNAgatinI upAsanA ja namaskAra mahAmaMtra, catArI maMgala Adi dvArA ApaNane ApI che. paramAtmAnI Ideal Reality khUba ja pAvaraphula bhAvanA dvArA ApaNe spaSTa ane ghaTTa banAvavI joIze. tatvajJAna paNa sAyansa jevuM nahIM paNa upAsanA jevuM joIze. Science ane Philosophy vacce A mULabhUta pharaka che. Idealy Reality samajyA pachI samavasaraNu, mahAvideha, lekasvarUpa AdinA prazno praNa saraLatAthI ukalI jAya che, kadAca kAle keI mANasa pitAnAM pramANe dvArA A badhA padArtho mithyA karAvavA prayatna kare te paNa A badhA padArthonI Ideal Reality abAdhita rUpe rahe che. ja. ApaNe kAma upAsanA sAthe che. ApaNe jemanI upAsanA karIe chIe te sImadhUra svAmI ApaNane jarUra tAraze ja. je te prabhune ApaNe spaSTa rIte Ideal Real anubhavIzuM te. kAraNa ke kharekhara te A badhI vizuddha tinyanI ja upAsanA che vithaddha tanyane ApaNe ApelA nAma-rUpa che. Scanned by CamScanner Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ # CS rehata dhyAna | ApaNI upAsanAne, divya prabaLa sAmarthyavAna banAvavA mATe mahApuruSoe samavasaraNa-atizaya Adi bhavyA tibhavya bhAvanAo ApaNane ApI che. vicArenA-vAdanA jhaMjhAvAtamAM AnI bAhyarthatA vize zaMkA jAge te ApaNe ene bAhyartha karatAM ye khUba ja vadhAre paramArtha rUpe parama paramArtha rUpe mAnIe, e IcchavAyegya che. eTale. ApaNuM mATe to A padArtho mAtra sat che. ApaNane te vijJAnavAda paNa nayavAda hovAthI mAnya che. jyAre e ekAMta upara jAya ke "vijJAna ja che, bAhya padArtha che ja nahIM tyAre durnaya bane che. evA paNa vicAre astitva dharAve che ke vijJAna ja bhinna bhinna AkAro vilase che. e vijJAnanI sthUla avasthA jene leke jaDa padArtha kahe che. vijJAnamAMthI ja jaDa padArtha utpanna thAya che. (pahelAM manamAM ke eka padArtha AvirbhAva. pAme che, pachI kAlAMtare te jaDa padArtha rUpe bAhya padArtha rUpe jagatamAM daSTigocara thAya che) AvA AvA vividha ekAMtavAde vijJAna vize. astitva dharAve che. te sAme ApaNe virodha che. bAkI te vijJAnavAda, ApaNane paNa mAnya thAya tevo che. Ideal Reality. A rIta. kharekhara ApaNane sAdhanAmAM pragatimAM-unnatimAM ghaNI upayogI che- Avazyaka che. cetanAnA AkAra dvArA ApaNI cetanAne ApaNe sudhAravAnI che. cetanAnI parama zuddha dazA te ja paramAtmA. AgamathI bhAva nikSepa-upagasvarUpa je che te ja Ideal Reality jANavAnI che. spaSTatA eTalI ja che ke External objecne ApaNe sata mAnavA TevAyelA chIe. eTale bhUta-bhAvi padArthone ApaNane upaga Ave che tyAre upaga te heya che, paNa upaganA viSayane asata mAnIne cAlIe chIe. kAraNa ke te vakhate External object hetuM nathI. deza-kAlanA ja vicAramAM baMdhAyeluM ApaNuM mAnasA. Scanned by CamScanner Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ haS ThaMta dayALa (0) upaganA viSayane dUra dezakALane mAnIne vahe che. tethI tenA sAMnidhyane ApaNane pratyaya (saMvedana) thatuM nathI. Object Reality ema jyAM lakhyuM che tyAM External Object artha gaNavA. Ideal Reality or Subjective and objective zu een - che. paNa tyAM subject ane object ApaNuM cetanAnAM AkAre che. Ideal RealitynAM A bhinna bhinna svarUpa che. mukhya vAta e che: External ane Inner ... vijJAnavAdo bauddha Adi External (bAhya) arthane InkAra kare che. jyAre ApaNe External ane Inner baMnemAM mAnIe chIe. Inner AkAra che. temAM External padArtha kAraNabhUta che. keTalIka vAra External padArtha vinA paNa Inner AkAra utpanna thAya che. je Inner AkAra utpanna thAya che. tene Real mAnave A upAsanAne pAye che. sAmAnya mANaso Immagination kahIne ene binamahattvanI vAta gaNe che. tyAre upAsake ene Real mAne che. A ja mahatvanI vAta ApaNe samajavAnI ja che. umeravAnI nathI, kAraNa ke vizeSAvazyaka TIkAmAM gurUnA virahamAM paNa gurunA upayogathI guruvirahanI asiddhi jaNAvI che e bilakula spaSTa sUcave che ke External gurumahArAja na hovA chatAM upagamAM rahelA Inner gurumahArAja paNa Real ja che. A rIte upAsanA karanArane deva-guru sadA nikaTa ja lAge che. External jeTalA ApaNane Real lAge che, teTalA ja ke tenAthI vadhAre Real je upagAkArane mAnIzuM te upagAkAra paNa External jeTaluM athavA tethI paNa vadhAre phaLa Ape che-Apaze. A Realityne ApaNe niraMtara bhAvanAthI khUba khUba daDha ghanaghanatara-ghanatama banAvavI joIze. A rIte daDha banAvanArane upAsanA Scanned by CamScanner Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hita dhyAna karatI vakhate External jeTaleA ja aheAbhAva Inner upara Ave che. AvA upAsakane sadA satra za Mkhezvara-siddhAcala che. ApaNI je adaDhatA che, te kAraNe ApaNe External AlaMbana levA mATe te te sthaLe javuM jarUrI bane che. paNu Adaza te sAme e rAkhavAnA che. ApaNune External thI deza-kALathI dUra heAvA chatAM paNa pUrNa sAmIpyanA anubhava kacAre thAya. A paNa eka sAdhanA che. dareka sAdhanAe amuka samaye pUrNa tarapha pahoMce che. cetanAnA AkArAne bhinna-abhinna ubhaya rUpe upAsI zakAya che. hAthamAM ApaNe ja chIe, chatAM hAthane joie chIe tyAre ApaNe draSTA ane hAtha eka bahAraneA padArtha hoya te rIte dRzya rUpe hAthane joIe chIe. e rIte cetanAnA ApaNA zuddha AkArane hRdaya AdimAM. sthApIne bhinna paramAtmA rUpe paNa upAsI zakAya ane sea bhAvathI abhinna rUpe paNa upAsI zakAya. pratimAjImAM paNa A rIte RealpaNuM che. te RealpaNAnI upAsanA karavAmAM Ave eTale e bhagavAna upAsakane mATe sat ane Real banI jAya che. A Reality thI phAyado mATe e che ke ExternalpaNuM. siddha karavAmAM ApaNu asAmarthya hoya te paNa upAsakanesa tIrthaMkara bhagavAnaneA, sImaMdharasvAmI bhaga. samavasaraNa Adi sat ane Real anelA ja rahe che, e rIte ene phaLa paNa maLe ja che. paramAtmA zuddha cetanA che, emAM anata sAmarthya che, Active sakriya che. jarUra che. ApaNe emanI te rIte upAsanA karavAnI che, jyAre Reality atyaMta ghanakhane che. tyAre External objectne 29 Scanned by CamScanner Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ arihaMta dhyAna Zhou paNa te sparzI kare che. ene pUrNa rUpe samarpi ta thavAya che tyAre yogakSema paNa pUrNa rIte anubhavAya che. . A Reality mAnavArUpa Belief rUpa karatA ghaNI ja vadhAre AgaLa jAya che, A Reality anubhavarUpa spaSTa feeling rUpa (sa Mvedana rUpa ) che. mATe ja viSaya pratibhAsa ' upayoga ane tattva savedana upayegamAM pharaka che. viSayapratibhAsamAM AkAra che, paNa AAkAranA sAmarthyane mAnavAnuM ja nathI, anubhavavAnI tA vAta ja kayAM ? tattva saMvedanamAM AkAra che, mAnavAnA che, enA sAmIpsa ane sAmayya nA Reality rUpe anubhava levAnA che. Scanned by CamScanner 30 Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ** * arihaMta paramAtmAnuM sAlaMbana dhyAna **** ***** bhUmikA khaMDa : 2 munizrI candrazekharavijayajI ******** **** ** viSayasUci : 1. puNyaH aparihArya zakti 2, samanuM pracaMDa baLa 3. cAritra-nirmANa 4. A rahyo, vizvakalyANane patha. 1vo maravA tegaM jata' 6, AlaMbananuM mahattava ww ++++ ++++++ * * **** Scanned by CamScanner Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : 1, puNyaH aparihArya zakti aMge te eka sAthe ApaNA jIvanamAM aviratapaNe cAlI rahyA che. sauthI moTo jaMga AMtarika vAsanAone che. anAdikAlIna vAsanAenA kAtila humalAo sAme AtmA lagabhaga mahAta-parAjita thaI cUkyA hoya te AbhAsa thayA kare che. AthI te trilokaguru para mAtmAe kahyuM che ne ke, "jeNe AtmA chatye teNe badhuM jItyuM". saMte e prabodhyuM che: "bIjA jaMge zA mATe khele ? khelavA je jaMga te tArA gharano ja che. tArA gharamAM ja khUnakhAra laDAI cAlI paDI che. ghora parAjaya tane sAMpaDI rahyo che. tArA guNenI kaleAma thaI rahI che. ghAsanI jema vaDhAI rahyA che; tArA guNe, tArI zaktio, tAruM AMtarasaundarya ... badhuM ya. mATe he Atmana ! aMdara ja yuddha kara. bahAranA chamaktAM jevAM yuddhothI phArega thA." saMtapuruSanI A ArSavANuM vAsanAonA jaMgane sauthI vadhu bhayaMkara jaNAve che. A jaMga pachI bIje paNa eka jaMga che, je Adya che, jenI avagaNanA karavAnuM ApaNane pAlave tevuM nathI. e jaMga che; ApaNuM asIma upakArI dharmazAsana-dharmasaMskRti uparanAM bAhya AkramaNa-saMbaMdhita. je rIte navI peDhI vikRtionA ghoDApUramAM hoMzabhera taNAI rahI che, je rIte lehIne sIMcelA ane maDadAMnA khAtara ugADAyelA zIla, sadAcAra, AtithyanA vaDalAo jamAnAvAdanI bhayAnaka AMdhImAM mULi 33 a, Scanned by CamScanner Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ja 6) arahaMta dayALa (0) yAmAMthI UkhaDI rahyA che e jotAM te ema ja lAge che ke A AkramaNanA paDachAyAne paNa paDakAravAnuM kArya ApaNA kSetranI bahAra che. A te thayA be jaMga.... hajI eka nAnakaDe jaMga paNa cAlI ja rahyo che hA... saravazALI AtmAo enI paravAha nathI karatA e vAta taddana sAcI che ane khUba sArI paNa che. badhAyanI te e tAkAta hetI nathI. jIvanamAM je duHkhe AvIne UbhAM rahe che temAM ke : TakI javuM - adIna banI rahevuM - te lagabhaga muzkela banI jAya che. evI viSama sthitimAM rahIne paNa cittanI pUrI prasannatA abAdhita zakhIne dharma dhyAnamAM otapreta rahevAnI kaLA te keka vIralAne ja hastagata thaI hoya che. eTale nAnakaDo paNa A ya eka jaMga che jenI sAva avagaNanA te na ja karI zakAya. vAsanAne jaMga sauthI maTe, dharmasaMskRti uparanAM AkramaNanA mukAbalAne jaMga paNa ghaNe gaMbhIra; ane jAgI paDatAM dukhenA taNakhAo paNa sAva avagaNanA karI devA lAyaka te nahIM ja. zuM karavuM? upAya haze A jaMgamAM yazazrI varavAne? vAsanAo dvArA AtmAne maLatI pachaDATa eTalI badhI joradAra hoya che ke emAMthI bhavenA bha sudhI pAchA beThAM thavAtuM nathI. dharmasaMskRti uparanAM AkramaNane jhapATe eTale sakhta hoya che ke e saMskRtine pharI beThAM thatAM seMkaDo varSo nIkaLI jatAM hoya che. ane kauTumbika, zArIrika vagere duHkhe paNa bhale TUMka samayamAM vidAya paNa thatAM hoya te ya tene phaMphADA ekadama gabharAvI daIne dharmavimukha karI le heya che. eTale upAya te keka kheLa ja raho. 34 Scanned by CamScanner Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ . | Sii rahaMta yAna dayAOT.CO/ - ::+ -*- , ma ha | ' A rahyo; te upAya. e che puNyanuM - vizuddha puNyanuM - utpAdana. vAsanAne janma detAM pApakarmo sAthe laDavAmAM bamaNA vegathI humalAo AvavAnI pUrI zakyatA che. laDIne jItI levAya teTalI saraLa e laDAI nathI. pApakarmone te enA ja jevA koI karma sAthe laDAvI mArIne khatama karI devA joIe. e karma che; puNyakarma. puNyakarma sAthe pApakarmane laDAvI mAre; ane te pApakarmone naSTa karo. jeTalA majabUta pApakarmo heya teTaluM majabUta ApaNuM puNyakarma paNa hovuM joIe; nahIM te te TakI na zake. viziSTa koTinA puNyathI e saddaguruga; kalyANamitrane saMga, anukULa dharmakSetra vagere thaI jAya che ke tethI vAsanAo sahaja rIte -zAnta-upazAnta banI jAya che. bezaka, A puNya jema zuddha (arthakAmanI AkAMkSA vinAnuM) hovuM joIe; te ja te jhaTa phaLe. mayaNAsuMdarInAM jIvana-prasaMgamAM teNe utpanna karelA ugra puNyanA camakArA ApaNane jovA maLe che. je AvuM zuddha ane ugra puNya hAMsala thAya te dhamIjane ke dharmasaMgha upara AvatAM dharmanAzaka AkramaNanI paNa pIchehaTha thavA lAge. je saMgha pAse puNyanI mUDI ochI thaI gaI hoya ke paravArI gaI hoya tevA saMghane ja koI AMgaLI karI zake ke aDapaluM karI zake ne ? puNyazALIne AMgaLI zI ane aDapaluM ya zenuM ? AkramaNanI te vAta ja kyAM rahI? Aje dhArmikajanenuM puNya ghaTayuM che e paNa eka hakIkata che. ene InakAra thaI zake tema nathI. vAsanAonuM nAzaka puNya A rIte 5. Scanned by CamScanner Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 6i) arahaMta dayALa (f) dharmazAsana uparanAM AkramaNane paNa mArI haThAvavAmAM khUba sarasa rIte sahAyaka banI jAya che. ane ... palAM khonAM chamakalAM gerIlA paddhatinAM hovAthI apekSAe moTA jaMga karatAM ya vadhu thakavI nAMkhanArAM hoya che, tene ya A ja puNya zAnta karI de che. cAlo have, e puNyatpAdanA mULamAM kayuM tattva paDeluM che te joIe. Scanned by CamScanner Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yyy 2. sUkSmanuM pracaMDa baLa tAkAta, krodhanI keTalI? ane maunanI keTalI? kAgaLa lakhele keTale vaMcAya ane kere keTale vaMcAya? bele; vaktA keTaluM ane monI saMta keTaluM ? vizvanA mAnane balavAmAM, doDavAmAM ghaNuM kAma karavAmAM sakriyatA dekhAya che. je belate na heya, doDAdoDa karate na hoya, niSkriya banIne besI raheto hioya, e nakAma-ALasu gaNAya che. adhyAtmanA sUkSama vizvanI samajaNa AthI sAva judI che. e te ema mAne ke krodha karatAM maunanI, doDAdoDa karatAM Izvara-praNidhAnanI, lakhelA kAgaLa karatAM kerA kAgaLanI tAkAta ghaNI vadhu che. krodhanA Aga nItaratA zabdothI pitA potAnA putrane kadI sudhArI zakate nathI; putrane je sudhArI zakaze te beThA maunathI-hoTha sadA mATe sIvI rAkhavAthI-ja sudhArI zakAze. dha heramITa Ina himAlaya' nAmanA pustakamAM, pila branTane eka vAta jaNAvI che ke, "sTIlanesa Ijha sTrentha." sthiratA e tAkAta che; tAkAtanI janetA che. A siddhAntane sAbita karatAM teNe jaNAvyuM che ke, "meTAM moTAM makAno ane vaDalAone UMcakIne pachADI nAMkhatA bhayAnaka vaMToLiyAmAM eTalI badhI tAkAta Ave che kyAMthI? e tAkAtanuM utpattisthAna te vaMToLanA udagamasthAna uparanA nAnakaDA biMdumAM che. vAyunuM e vartuLa kaI raNanI retImAM sthiraprAyaH banIne je cakkara kApe che tyAM ja tenI pracaMDa tAkAta che. dhIme dhIme e tAkAta vikasatI jAya che, vAyu vadhu ne vadhu vega pakaDate aMte bhayAnaka vaMToLamAM pheravAI jAya che. ha7 Scanned by CamScanner Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 6. aMhata dayALa (m) vaMToLanI aMdhAdhUMdha-sakriyatAnI janetA te nAnakaDA vAyunI sthiratAmAM ja paDelI che. A uparathI sAbita thAya che ke razUlanI tAkAta paNa sUphamamAM che.. hAthI game teTale skUla heya paNa tAkAta te tenAthI ghaNA sUkSama mahAvatamAM che. mahAvata karatAM ya vadhu tAkAta sUthama aMkuzamAM che, aMkuza karatAM ya vadhu tAkAta sUkSamatama buddhimAM che. - jenI pAse sUphamanuM sthira baLa che tenuM astitva mAtra pracaMDa sakriyatA utpana kare che. sUryanA gaganamAM astitvamAtrathI dharatInA abajo lekenAM anaMta kITANuomAM kevI joradAra sakriyatA AvI jAya che? sthUlane svAmI maMca upara Ave, bUmabarADA pADe te ya sabhAjane mAMDa zAnta paDe. paNa koI sUkSamanA svAmIne maMca upara lAve. e. hAtha halAvavA jeTale ja sakriya thaze ke tarata sabhAjane zAnta thaI jaze.. paNa kaI sUkSamatama baLanA svAmIne maMca upara lAve. ene te hAtha halAvavA jeTalI ya kriyA nahIM karavI paDe. maMca uparanA enA astitvamAtrathI sabhAjanemAM nistabdha zAti chAI jaze. ApaNe je jagatane jagADavuM hoya, mohanidrAmAMthI bahAra kADhavuM heya te vadhu ne vadhu skUla baLane Azraya levAnuM baMdha karavuM joIe. A baLathI vijaya pAmavAnI ApaNuM zraddhAne ApaNe khatama karI. devI joIe. tevI sthiti na Ave tyAM sudhI bhale ApaNe sthUla paribaLana: Azrita banIe, paNa tenI sAthe sAthe ja sUkSama baLonA utpAdana mATe nAnakaDuM paNa taMtra ApaNe goThavI ja devuM joIe. bhale upadeza ke paDe, lekha lakhavA paDe, bumabarADA pADavA 38 Scanned by CamScanner Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * ja 6) arahaMta dhyAna (0) : (ka) zae paDe....paNa jevuM te kAma patyuM ke tarata sUkSamatama baLanA sarjananI ArAdhanAmAM dAkhala thaI javuM joIe. bhUlamAM ja rAcIzuM; sUphamane avagaNIzuM te mata te bagaDavAnuM haze tyAre bagaDaze paNa sthUla aMgenuM mizana" paNa niSphaLa jaIne ja raheze. sUma baLenA prAgaTaya tarapha durlakSa sevatAM mahAtmAo cAhe teTale pUla ane sthalatama paribaLono pathAre dharatI upara prasArI de paNa aMte te pachaDATa ja khAya che. keI agamya rIte emanuM taMtra ekAeka UthalI paDe che, teo mAra khAI jAya che. AvI pachaDATa khAvA pAchaLa bAhya jagatanuM kaI paNa kAraNa e te mAtra nimitta kAraNa ja hoya che. hakIkatamAM te sUkSama baLanuM devALuM ja mukhya kAraNa hoya che. paNa emane ya keTalIka vAra pachaDATa khAdhA pachI ya A kAraNa jaDatuM ja nathI. eTale pelA nimitte kAraNe sAthe mAthA aphALavAnA. vadhu sthUlatama baLanA viSacakramAM phasAI paDavA jeTalI dayApAtra dazA UbhI thAya che. trilekaguru paramAtmA mahAvIradeva! vizva mAtrane mokSa-mAge deDatA-ekadama sakriya-karI devAnI tIvratama karuNAnA svAmI hatA paNa jyAre vAghA badalyA tyAre vizvamAM ghUmavAne badale teo vanamAM cAlyA gayA. khUba belavAne badale mauna thaI gayA. deDAdoDa karavAne badale kAtsargamAM sthira thaI gayA! kemake prabhune sUkSama baLe jAgrata karavA hatA. ane je dI e baLe jAgrata thaI gayAM te dIthI mAtra trIsa varSanA gALAmAM paramAtmAe kroDa mAna, abaje kalAkamAM je na 39 Scanned by CamScanner Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (1) aMhata dhyAna (0) karI zake, te karyuM...Aje 2500 varSe paNa prabhunA e sUramatama baLanuM jAgaraNa aviratapaNe cAlu raheze. A che; sUkSma baLanA prAgaTayanA pratibhAve. skUlamAM ja janmelA ane skUlamAM ja jIvatA ApaNane slamanAM baLanI tAkAtamAM je zraddhA besI jAya te razUlanI pAchaLa ApaNI barabAda thatI ghaNI zaktio UgarI jAya. ane e ja virATa zaktio dvArA sUkSamanuM prAgaTaya karIne vizvamAtranA kalyANamAM ApaNe alpatama hisso paNa nedhAvI zakIe. zI rIte sUma baLanuM utpAdana karavuM ? neMdhI le ke...cAritrya-nirmANa vinA sUkSama baLanuM utpAdana saMbhavita ja nathI. mu. po. - hugAvo 306706 lAlacandajI phAgaNiyA. jaina kumArapAla bArIvAsa meM jaina kumArapAla lAlacandajI vinada nivAta . 1, 2 naM. 15916. 2 , pArthi, mauche to. joke, R.M. darRra amane, patra mukhyaruM 400 012 Scanned by CamScanner Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3. cAritra-nirmANa AkhuM ya jagat duHkhamaya che. duHkhathI badhA jIve trAse che. duHkhane paDachAye paNa asvastha banAvanAre thAya che. dukhathI chUTavA mATe zuM karavuM, duHkhathI chuTakAre te maLI ja joIe. jIvAtmAne sukhanI jeTalI IcchA che tenA karatAM duHkhanA abhAvanI pahelI jarUra che. sukha kadAca na maLe te ya cAle, paraMtu duiHkhane na ja khape. dUdhapAka-pUrInuM jamaNa maLe ane mAthAne na UpaDela duHkhAve TaLe...A bemAMthI eka ja IcchA karavAnI hoya te mAthAnA duHkhAvAnA nAzanI ja IcchA jIvamAtra karaze. jaina zAstra kahe che ke je tame duHkhathI chuTakAro pAmavA IcchatA he te tame durgatithI (ghaNI vAra saddagati paNa durgatine sArI manAvatI-prApta thatI hoya che.) chuTakAre pAme. duHkha A durgatienI nIpaja che. durgatithI mukti pAmavA mATe azubha karmanA baMdhana na thavA de. azubha karmonA udayakALamAM ja durgati prApta thAya che. je te karma bAMdhavA na hoya teNe rAgadveSanI Atma pariNatine tyAga kare tevI pariNatithI satata dUra rahevA mATe jIvaMta prayatna karavo. rAgAdinI pariNatinI maMdatA thAya te ya cIkaNA karmabaMdha na thAya; tethI durgati na pamAya; tethI duHkha jovAnuM rahe nahIM. Ama A eka cekaDI pUrI thaI. have bIjI cokaDI zarU thAya che. jeNe rAgAdi pariNatine ghaTADI devI hoya te jinezvara bhagavaMtenI zAstrokta AjJAonuM vividhatA, bahumAnapUrvaka sevana karavuM. Scanned by CamScanner Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ai ,arahaMta dayALa (003 , tethI rAgAdi vAsanAone nAza thaze. tethI cAritryanuM nirmANa thaze. A rItanuM cAritrya-nimaNu e ja mAnavajIvananuM ekameva kartavya che. cAritrya-nirmANa thayuM eTale pitAnuM kAma pUruM thayuM. paraMtu have ahIMthI ja pArakAnuM hita karavAnuM kArya AraMbhAya che. uparokta rIte cAritrya-nirmANa karatA bhAgyavAna AtmAne "bAI proDakaTa rUpe nirmaLa puNyakarmane vipula baMdha thAya che. nirmANanI zuddhi karatA AtmAne puNyanI AdaraNIya puSTi prApta thaI jAya che. khetaramAM anAja pAmatA kheDUtane sAthesAtha prApta thatAM ghAsanI jema Ama zAstrajJA pAlanathI vAsanA-vigama, tethI cAritrya-nimatA. ane tethI puNyane saMgraha thatAM bIjI cekaDI pUrNa thAya che. A have khUba mahattvanI parArthalakSI trIjI cekaDI zarU thAya che. puNyano saMgraha e bahu jambara ghaTanA che. je kAma lAkhe mAna, kroDa mAnava-kalAkanA puruSArthathI nathI thaI zakatuM te kAma puNyanA saMgrahavALA eka ja AtmAnA astitvamAtrathI thaI jatuM heya che. tenI AsapAsanA vartuLamAM e puNyasaMpatti aNukalapyA camatkAra sajI nAMkhe che. zAstromAM evA eka puNyavAnanI vAta Ave che, jene janma thatAM ja bAravaNI nizcita dukALa nAza pAmyuM hatuM ane te ja samaye bAre khAMge megha mana mUkIne varasya hate. cAritrya-nimAMtA karanArA AtmAnI "bA--proDakaTa rUpe prApta thaI jatI puNyasaMpatti parArthalakSI bane che. sAmAnyataH ema kahI zakAya ke svanA hitanA kAryamAM pApazuddhinI vadhu jarUriyAta rahe che te paranA hitane sAdhavAmAM te AtmAne puNyakarmanI vadhu dRSTinI jarUriyAta rahe che. S Scanned by CamScanner Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ arihaMta dayALa puNyasa pattivALA AtmAnA astitvathI; ke upadezathI aNadhAryA kAryAM thaI jatAM hAya che. AkhA jagatamAM keTalI bhayAnaka garIbI vyApI che ? A garIbIne cAMya TapI jAya evI kreDo akhAla prANIonI hiMsA keTalI phelAI jAya che ? Akhu gagana e prANIenI ciciyArIethI UbharAI gayuM che ! AkhI dharatI emanA lehIthI chaMTAI cUkI che ! ane A hiMsA karatAM ya mAnavAmAM nAstikatA keTalI vyApaka banI cUkI che ? ane A nAstikatA karatAM ya buddhijIvI vagaRRmAM phelAyelI gerasamajo (nArI, dha, khetI, Ayuveda, hUMDiyAmaNu nikAsa, rAjyanI nidharmitA vagere....) keTalI bhayakara rIte phelAI che ? A cAre ya ekekathI caDiyAtAM gaMbhIra tattvA che ! AmAMnA ekAda tattvane paNa samagra mAnavajAtane bhegI thaine paNa ukelI zake tema nathI ! A kAma aMzataH paNa te ja AtmA karI zakaze jenI pAse vizuddha koTinI puNyasaMpatti che, enA astitvamAtrathI ke upadezathI anekenI garIbInA nAza thaI jAya; kreADo thavAne abhayadAna prApta thAya; yuvAnA ane yuvatIenI nAstikatAnA hima jhapATAbaMdha ogaLavA lAgI jAya; ane avaLamati buddhijIvIo ke sarakArI staranA mAnavAnI buddhimAM adhyAtmabhAvanI uSmA pedA thavA lAgI jAya. jIvamAtranu' kalyANu, sAcA sarvodaya, sAceA samAjavAda, sAcI vizvazAnti, sAcA sAmyavAda A prakriyAthI ja zakaya che. cAritrya-~~ nirmANa dvArA AtmarakSA karo....puNya sa Mgraha dvArA (sva-para) sa`jIvAnI rakSA karI. duHkha, du`ti, kama'kha'dhana ane rAgAdi pariNatithI 43 Scanned by CamScanner Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ / hita dhyAna pachI puNyasaMpatti dvArA bhaktanA agaNita jIvAne tenAthI bacAvI le. pahelAM tamArI jAtane macAve. A prakriyA sivAyanI sva-para hitanI koI paNa prakriyA rAjakIya, sAmAjika, sa MsthAkIya ke Arthika dharAra niSphaLa jaze. anekonuM hita karavA mATe janma pAmatI tamAma sasthAe pAse je jamA pAsuM che, tenA karatAM tenuM udhAra pAsuM ati ghaNu virATa ane bhayAvaha che. paNa sahu potAnA jamA pAsAne ja batAvIne vAhavAha karI letA haiAya che. udhAra pAsAnI gaMbhIra samasyAo pragaTa karI devAnI hiM*mata ane e rIte parAjaya kabUlavAnI taiyArI kAka vIralAmAM ja DAya che. AthI ja uparokta traNa ceAkaDIonI prakriyAnA vicAranA pAyA upara ja sva-para savenu' sAcuM hita ArAdhI zakAya e samaja have ekadama pAkI thaI javI joIe. A sivAyanI koi paNa sva-52 hitanI caNAtI imArata lagIre vizvAsya nathI ema spaSTapaNe kahI zakAya. ' bezaka, kadAca dezakALa AdinA khataranAka pravAheAne kAraNe A sAcI prakriyA paNa tarata phaLa na khatADe te saMbhavita che. paraMtu te ca sva-paranA hitanA sAcA ane ekameva mAge teA A ja che ema nizcitapaNe kahI zakAya. A sivAyanA mAgeryAM kAI kSaNika jhAkajhamALa dekhADI de te paNa atyaMta tyAjya che. Ama ApaNe eTaluM joI zakA ke vizuddha puNya, sUkSmanuM khaLa ane cAritrya-nirmANu vinA svanA ke parane kAI paNa prazna ukalI zake tema nathI. A traNe ya paribaLane pAmavA mATe haze koI upAya ? hA....eka ja-ariha'tazakti-ariSTha tanA sAkSakhana dhyAna-dvArA A traNe ya paribaLone ApaNe hAMsala karI zakIzu. 4 Scanned by CamScanner Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ v / 4. A ro vizvakalyANane paMtha e, jIvatva ane zivatvathI sarva, che sAthe sAmya dharAvatA dhamIjano ! katalakhAnAMomAM cAlatI pazuonI aghera kaleAma samayanI kAramI ciciyArIo tamane kAne saMbhaLAtI nathI ? emanI tIkSaNa, vedanAo tamArI AMkhe caDI nathI ? Dhagale thaIne paDatI e kAyamI tamArA cittapradezamAM kyAre ya UpasI nathI? hAya! A badhAne bacAvaze. keNuM ? emane belI banaze keNuM ? nirdoSa bicArA anaMta che ! baTATA, lIla, phUga vageremAM beThA che ! emane zekI, bhUja, sUkavIne khAI javAmAM Ave che ! A badhAne bacAvaze keNu? heraDhAMkharanI kevI lAcAra, paravaza ane becena duniyA ! anaMtazaktinA e svAmIo khAvA-pIvAne ya azakta ! pUrNa rIte svataMtra ! saMpUrNapaNe gulAma dazAmAM ! - nArakanI dharatInA charuonI te zI kathA karavI ? anaMta sukhanA e mAlike upara mahAduHkhanI talavAra pharI rahI che. emane bhaDake jalatI aganajavALAomAM pheMkIne jIvatA saLagAvAI rahyA che ! nahi mAravAnI karuNa kAkaludIo te adhama devAtmAe lAta mArIne TukarAvI rahyA che. are ! Amane keka te bacAve ! paNa keka te dayA gujAre ! temanI kevI karuNa cIse A dharatIe jANe saMbhalAI rahI che ! devAtmAo tarapha najara kare, IrSA, atRpti ane mithyAtvanA dAvAnaLamAM asaMkhya devAtmAo bhaDathuM thaI gayA che ! Scanned by CamScanner Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 6) arahaMta yAna () | deva-devInA cyavanakALanI virahavyathA; karuNasvaranA virahanA vilApa ! hAya ! sAMbhaLyA saMbhaLAtA nathI. tRpta ja rahevAne sajA cele AtmA atRptinAM kalaNomAM khUMpI rahyo che para-guNane jeIne pramoda karavAne ja svabhAva pAmela AtmA ISathI baLIjaLIne khAkha thaI rahyo che ! are, o ! A deva thayA te ya mAnava karatAM ya nIce UtarI gayA che ! emane keka te kAna pakaDIne samajAve ! unmArgethI pAchA vALa ! hAya, joyuM jAtuM nathI temanAM pApI puNyanuM vikarALa tAMDava ! asaMkhya AtmAone jhaDapathI bharakhI letuM ! maryalakanA mAnanI paNa kevI durdazA thaI che ! jene paramAmAe "mahAna" kahyo e mAnava vAsanAne bhUkhe thaIne keTalI hada sudhI adhama thaI rahyo che? olAM dhanADhyonI Alama tarapha najara te karo ? jANe vAsanAomAM sukha kadI Arogya ja na hoya e rIte chappaniyAnA dukALiyAnAM jema trATakyA che; vAsanAonAM sAdhana upara ! are ! are ! emane eTaluM te kaho ke A badhAM maDadAM che maDadAM! upara emanI jayAphata uDAve te te gIdhaDAM kahevAya che; gIdhaDAM! AnaMdanA zAzvata svAmIe ! tamAruM te A svapnAvasthAnuM ya jIvana . nathI ! e dharmAtmAo ! tamane tevI hajAro strIo nathI dekhAtI; je dArUDiyA ke iMdhI patinA hAthe mUDha mAra khAtI hoya ane "bacAve acA"nI cIse pADatI hoya ! tamane evI hajAre kanyAo nathI dekhAtI jenAM saubhAgyakaMkaNa TUMka ja samayamAM naMdavAI gayA hoya ! ane jethI je khUNe besIne reyA ja karatI hoya ! nabApA banI jatAM bALake svapnamAM "bApA !' kahIne bUma pADatAM hoya ! Scanned by CamScanner Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ arihaMta dhyAna mAtAthI vikhUTA paDelAM saMtAneA ! mA....mA....karatAM jyAM tyAM doDatAM hAya ! garIkhe ! bekArA ! tyaktAe ! vidhavAe ! yuddhabhUmi upara kapAtAM kalevarA! UDatAM dhaDa-mAthAMe ! vachUTatI leAhInI picakArIe ! maDadAM cU'thatAM gIdhaDAM ! hospiTalonA rogIe ! maraNapathArIe paDIne chellAM DacakAMonI tIkSNa vedanA bhegavatA mAnavA ! vAsanAnI pAchaLa pAgala banIne jIvana phekI detA zrImaMtA ! vikArAnA udrekane kAraNa AMtara-rUpa gumAvI daIne kurUpa banI jatI rUpagarvitA ! munijIvananI bhraSTa thaine leAriMga karatAM ya bheganA rasAsvAda levA mATe saMsAra prati -Daga bharatA AtmAe ! hAya ! anaMta catuSTacanA svAmIenA sukha, zakti, puNya, buddhi ane samayanA kevA phuracephuracA UDI rahyA che ! duHkhe ane pApe ! e dhasI janA ! jIvavanA nAte jIva mAtra ApaNA madhue che ! emanA kama janita trAsa joine zuM ApaNane koI saMvedana na thAya ? 2 ! lAkhA Tana mAchalAM, hajArI maNu deDakAM, lAkhe gADI ane maLado, hajAro vAMdarAM, sasalAM ane kIDIo, lAkhA bhUMDA ane DukkaronI katleAmathI; dhanavAnAnI AlameAmAM ubharAyelAM kAtila pApeAthI thatI AtmaguNeAnI katleAmanI; garImAnA jIvananAM dhyAna ane raudradhyAnanI DALIomAM bhaDathuM thaI jatI AtmatattvanI svabhAva dazAthI zuM ApaNe vyathita nathI khanI zakatAM ? Akhu vAyuma`DaLa katleAmathI UbharAyuM che. sIsA ane ciciyArIothI gaganamAM advaita vyApyuM che. zuM A badhAnI vacce ApaNane kai puNyA'nuM sukha maLI 47 Scanned by CamScanner Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hita yAna jatu hoya te te manapasaMda paDe tevuM che? zuM tevA sukhamAM ApaNane Ana che ? aja pe| nathI ? majA che? becenI nathI ? * mAru zu ? e pachI vAta karIzuM. A badhAnu zu che e vAta pahelI karavI paDaze. jo A sa Mvedana ApaNane hADAhADa lAgI jaze te e sava rakSA mATe ekadama sajja banI jaIzuM. badhI ja zithilatAone kha'kherI. nAMkhavA mATe kaTibaddha banI jaIzu. ane...pachI paramAtmAe pharamAvelI sarvavirati dharmanI chevaTe dezaviratidhamanI uttameAttama sAdhanAnAM seApAnA upara kramazaH Da mAMDatA jaIzuM. seAkreTisanA tattvajJAnathI prabhAvita thaI jaIne mahAna kavi gaNAtA pleToe peAtAnA kAvyasaMgraha bALI mUkayo ane sekreTisanA ziSya. banIne mATe philasUpha banI gayA. paramakRpALu paramapitA, trileAkaguru, tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI sa rakSAnI parama maMtrI ane parama karuNAmAMthI pragaTI jatI svarakSAnI lisUphIthI ApaNe prabhAvita thayA nathI ? jo prabhAvita thayA hoie tA. enI khAtarI ApaNI saghaLI eSaNAo ane kAmanAone saLagAvI devI joIe. jo haiye e mahAkaNunuM gIta pragaTa thaI jaze teA svarakSA anivAya ane Avazyaka evI AMtarika sAdhanA mATe ApaNe ekadama. taiyAra thaI zakIzuM. pachI AMtarika ArAdhanAnuM e jIvana game teTalu kaThora kAM na hAya? svarakSAnuM vizuddha jIvana jIvanAra eka paNa AtmA A dharatI; upara haze tyAM sudhI sUrya` peAtAnI Aga ekI zakaze nahI, samudra. 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A badhuM tyAre banaze; jyAre eka paNa AtmA "varakSAnI sAdhanAnI vedikA upara beThe nahIM hoya ! ahe ! ahA ! eka ja AtmAnA svarakSAjanita puNyanI paNa keTalI tAkAta ! - e dharatIne ya dhIraja rAkhavI paDe ! - ke sUrajane ya kAbUmAM rahevuM paDe ! - ke samaMdarane paNa marajAdI banavuM paDe ! - ke kALAM pApone paNa cUpacApa besI rahevuM paDe ! te AtmavizvAsa pragaTAvIe svarakSAnA vizuddha puNyamAM, enI sarva rakSAsAdhaka zaktimAM. keI nabaLA vicAra karajo mA. jamAnAvAdane aMdhakAra bezaka vadhu ne vadhu jAma thaI rahyo che ane jAme pADI rahyo che, paNa sabUra ! bIjI bAju dharma ane puNyanA baLane prakAza paNa vadhI rahyo che, ghere ane gADha banI ja rahyo che. aMdhakAranuM kAma aMdhakAra kare che. pApa prakAze enI kaca have AraMbhI che. bhamagraha Utaryo che, hatAzAne hAla te avakAza che ja nahIM. paNa te dhanya vAyumaMDaLanuM gaganethI avataraNa karAvavA mATe ApaNe nimittabhUta te banavuM ja paDaze. kaI paNa vastu ekAeka ApameLe te UtarI paDatI nathI ke AvI jatI nathI. evuM te ApaNuM puNya ja kyAMthI ke bhasmagrahanA vidAyanI veLAmAM ApaNuM jIvana hoya ! saMkrAtinAM e gaganamAM ApaNe nimittabhAva hoya ! a. 4. Scanned by CamScanner Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 6) 8arahaMta dhyAna () cAle, cAle, tyAre...UTho..UbhA thAo... khUba pirasa paDe tevI A vicAraNA che. haladIghATInA yuddhanA vAtAvaraNamAM rANA pratApanA azva cetakane ya porasa caDI gayuM hatuM ane pitAnA mAlikanI IcchA mujaba zaguraukhyamAM dhasI jaIne zatrurAjA mAnasiMhanA hAthInA peTa upara pitAnA paga TekavI daIne mAlikane zatrunI aMbADI sudhI pahoMcADI dIdhuM hatuM ! re ! e hAthIne ya cetaka upa2 khunnasa bharAI gayuM hatuM. tethI teNe keI sainikanI talavAra sUMDhathI AMcakI laIne cetakanA paga upara jhIMkI laIne tene laMgaDAto karI dIdhuM hatuM ! kSatrinAM pazuone ya raNamedAnamAM pirasa caDe ane sva-pararakSAnI suMdara prakriyA sAMbhaLyA bAda ApaNane sva-pararakSA sAdhI levAnuM pirasa na caDe e kema ja bane ? re! bhavAyA paNa bhavAImAM nATakIo veza pahere che te ya te ja bhAva bhajavI jAya che. siMha banelA bhavAyA mUkhIe; pitAnI pUMchaDI sAthe ramata karatA chokarAne tyAM ne tyAM ja khatama * karI nAMkhyuM hatuM ane vaLate ja dI satIne pATha laIne kharekhara citAmAM te jIvate bhaLI mUve hate. oha! nakalI veza paNa asalInuM kAma karI jAya te ApaNe asalI dharmAtmAe sarva nI rakSA kAje svarakSAne asalI dharma nahIM ArAdhI zakIe zuM? yAda rAkhe ke jinazAsana sarvanA hitanuM sAdhaka zAsana che. ene varelA AtmAne koInuM paNa ahita joyuM jAya nahI. eTale sarvanA hitamAM pariNAmanuM je kaI paribaLa hoya tene prApta karI levA mATe madhyA vinA te rahI zake nahIM. Scanned by CamScanner Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ T A arahaMta dayALa (0) sarvanA hitamAM, rASTranA hitamAM, prajA, saMskRti ane dharmanA hitamAM; jinazAsananA hitamAM je svarakSAnI sAdhanA pariNamanArI hoya te tene prApta karavA dila uchaLe ja. te svarakSArtha sUmanA baLanuM sarjana ane puNyanuM utpAdana jarUrI hoya te tene paNa te sAdhe. te mATe parameSi-zaraNAgati Avazyaka hoya te tene acUka vare. sAdhake juo ! vizvamAM sarvatra ghara saMhAralIlA cAlI rahI che. nathI mAtra bhAratamAM. kAraNa ke svarakSAnA sAdhake ahIM ja che. temanA baLe ja saghaLI aMdhAdhUMdhIone "ruka-jAone Adeza Ape che. jyAM sudhI e baLa jIvaMta ane vardhamAna raheze tyAM sudhI kazI AMca nahIM Ave. eka munine ke eka sAdhvIjIne dazavidha yatipamane suvizuddha AcAra paNa saghaLI Apattione sthagita karI devAnuM apratihata sAmartha dharAve che. basa tyAre have te sarvarakSAnI, saMskRtirakSAnI ke zAsanarakSAnI ApaNuM hAthamAM nADa AvI gaI ke parameSi-zaraNAgati dvArA sUmanuM baLa vadhArIne svarakSA kare. A zaraNAgatinAM be svarUpa cheH eka che varNamAtRkAnA dhyAnanI bhUmikA sAthenI japa, stava vagere vidhisvarUpa ane bIjI che parameSTinI AjJAonA yathAzakya pAlanasvarUpa-A AjJApAlana eTale zakyanuM pAlana ane azakya, duHzakyane jIvaMta sApekSabhAva. e suzrAvake ane suzrAvikAo ! -parizreyArthe tame saha ravadravyathI UchaLatA bhAvo lAsavALI jinapUjAmAM lAgI paDe. e sAdhake ! zramaNe! zramaNIo! ApaNe sahu paramAtmAnI AjJAonA suvizuddha pAlanamAM lAgI paDIe. Scanned by CamScanner Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rihaMta dayAna 1 viziSTa keTinI paramAtmA-bhakti gRhasthAnA jIvanamAM maLa utpanna karaze. viziSTa koTinuM jinAjJA-pAlana anugArAnA jIvananI tAkAta anI jaze. e ya bhegA maLIne zAsanarakSAthI mAMDIne sa`rakSA sudhInI tamAma rakSAonA yajJa mAMDaze. jaya hA; sa rakSezvara jinezrvaradevAnA ! jaya heA; svarakSAnA ArAdhaka sayamadharAnA ! svaya' (bhAvathI) deva banI gayA vinA devanI pUrI pUjA saMbhavatI nathI. devanA pUjaka te ja che; je devanI pUjA karatAM svayaM deva banI javAnI bhUmikAne spazI le che. Scanned by CamScanner pura Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 5 'devo bhUtvA devaM yajeta' svayaM deva banavA mATe devanA svarUpanuM darzana karavuM ja rahyuM. je jenAmAM ekAkAra thAya te bhAvathI te ja banI jAya. AthI ja mRtipUjA khUba jarUrI banI rahe che. A evuM AlaMbana che jenuM dhyAna dharatAM svayaM tavasvarUpa banI zakAya che. mUrtinI pUjA karatAM karatAM pUjA pUrI thAya ane mUrtimAM bhagavAna dekhAvA lAge. pachI citta ja mUtimaya-bhagavAnamaya banI jAya. ane Ama pUjA paNa jAya, mUrti paNa jAya ane jIva svayaM, tenA AlaMbane, bhagavAnasvarUpa banI jAya. Ama jIvAtmA svayaM bhagavAna bane che, bhagavAnane pUje che. -bhagavAnasvarUpa svayaM banavuM e bhagavaMtanI zreSTha kakSAnI pUjA che. paNa A sthiti lAvavA mATenI keTalIka pUrvabhUmikAmAM che tene samajavI joIe; eTaluM ja nahIM paNa te bhUmikAomAMthI pasAra paNa thavuM joIe. svayaM deva svarUpa banI javA mATe sau prathama te jagatanA sAcA svarUpane sAkSAtkAra karavo joIe. jagata vinAzI, azaraNuM, azuci vagere svarUpa che; te tene te ja svarUpe barobara jovuM joIe. Ama thatAM cittamAMthI jagatanA tamAma padArthonI vAsanA UkhaDIne sApha thaI jaze. dhyAnanI sthitimAM A vAsanAo ja vikSobha pedA kare che. jene jagata sahAmaNuM-khUba ja sarasa-jaNAya te bicAre zuM dhyAna kare ? dhyAnamAM e ja smaraNa cAlyA karaze. Scanned by CamScanner Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gT A ahaMta yAna (G)] A sthiti TALavA mATe sahAmaNuM dekhAtuM jagata kharekhara je. bihAmaNuM che te tene te svarUpe ja jotAM zIkhI javuM joIe. jethI dhyAnanI sthitimAM tenA pratye kaI ja sArI lAgaNI janmavA pAme ja nahIM. sohAmaNA dekhAtA jagatanA vAstavika bihAmaNA svarUpanuM bhAna thaI javuM e ja jagata-sAkSAtkAra che. A pachI bIjI bhUmikAmAM praveza thAya che. have kAma saraLa banI jAya che. atyAra sudhI "paramAtmAne je sAkSAtkAra thatuM na hate; maMdiramAM mUrtine jevA chatAM-tenA AlaMbana dvArA ya-prabhu dekhAtA ja na hatA, te have spaSTa rIte smaraNamAM AvavA lAge che. vikSobha pedA karanArAM citta-vamaLa dUra thayAM eTale cittamAM paramAtmAnuM pratibiMba suspaSTa thavA lAgyuM. Ama AMkha mIMcatAM. ja paramAtmA dekhAvA lAge te Izvara-sAkSAtkAranI ghUla bhUmikA thaI e pachI have Atma-sAkSAtkAranI chellI bhUmikA Ave che. sAme dekhAtA IzvaramAM AtmA saMpUrNapaNe ekAkAra-advaita banI jAya che. tyAre te svayaM Izvara banI jAya che. Ama IzvaranA svarUpanA ekIkaraNathI AtmA pitAnA suvizuddha svarUpanuM bhAna karavA lAge che. jyAM sudhI bhagavAna pratye bhaktibhAva hatuM tyAM sudhI ba nI lagana lAgI hatI; paNa jyAre AgaLa vadhIne bhagavAna jevuM ja pitAnuM bhagavAnathI bhinna AtmasvarUpa bhAsavA lAgyuM tyAre "s6nI. avasthA uddabhavI. paNa jyAre daitabhAva gaye ane be, eka thaI gayA te "ahaM ahaMnI Teca kakSAe caDANa thaI gayuM. AthI ja kahyuM ke, he prabhu! dehabuddhithI huM tAre dAsa chuM Scanned by CamScanner Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gs C) aurahata dhyAna (2 paNa chavabuddhithI tAre aMza ane AtmabuddhithI te huM tuM svarUpa ja chuM...eka ja-abhinna ja banI jAuM chuM. jIvanamAM jeTaluM mahatva bAhya gaNAtA vyavahAranayanI dharma, kriyAonuM che teTaluM ja mahatva AMtarazuddhinuM che, tenA mATe jarUrI dhyAnAganuM che. bahAranA karmaveganI sAthe sAthe ja dareka dharmAtmAnA jIvanamAM -AMtarika thAnaga paNa sthAna pAmavo joIe. je samaye saMgha, kuTuMba ke vyaktinA puNyabaLamAM ghaTADo thaye hoya te samaye te "advaitanA pAnanI tAtI jarUriyAta UbhI thAya che. Ama thaI gaI, sakaLa vizvanI ekatA. sarvajIvAzi (jIvanI ane zivanI)ne saMpUrNapaNe abheda sadhAye. ema lAge che ke AvA vaizvika abhedabhAvanI pratyeka paLamAM jAlIma karmomAMthI jIva chUTate haze; tIvra vAsanAomAMthI mukta thaI ja haze. eTaluM ja nahIM paNa vipula ane vizuddha puNyane e -svAmI banete haze. dharmasaMskatinA badhA ja stare upara je samaya ghaNanA ghA - jhIMkAI rahyA che ane tethI pratyeka starane teDIkeDI naMkhAyuM che te sthitimAM bAhya rIte ApaNe keTalA paDakAre karI zakIzuM ? keTalA jozathI AkramaNa karIzuM ? jhajhUmIzuM ? jenI pAse evI joradAra zuddhi nathI; evI kaI puNyavRddhi 5Na nathI e AtmA aMtaranI ekalI AgathI zuM karI zakaze? Aveza AvI jAya eTale kAMI lAkaDAnI talavAre laDavA DuM ja nIkaLI javAya ? 55 Scanned by CamScanner Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ati dhyAna (1) Aveza AvI jAya eTale kAMI dIvAla upara mukkI upara mukkI. thoDI ja lagAvAya ? zuddhi ane puNyavRddhi vinA tamAma sAMskRtika staranI rakSA sabhavita nathI. jo kharekhara ApaNA aMtare saMskRtinI rakSAnI dAjha. vasI hAya hAya tA uparAkta abhedanI ArAdhanAmAM rAja thoDI miniTopAMcathI dasa ja miniTa paNa-ApaNe sahue lagADI devI paDaze. devA bhUtvA, deva yajeta' khanavuM paDaze. pachI je zuddhi ane puNya-vRddhinuM nirmANu e ApameLe tamAma AtAnAM vAdaLAne vikherI ja nAMkhaze. kadAca ApaNe kazuM'ja karavu nahIM paDe. Scanned by CamScanner pa Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 6. AlaMbananuM mahatva # R AtmAnA svarUpanuM dhyAna e ja sarvotkRSTa dhyAna che, paraMtu e dhyAna ApaNe dhArIe teTaluM saheluM nathI. e dhyAnane AMbavA mATe prathama te vAtmavarUpa je paramAtmatattva che tenuM dhyAna jarUrI bane che. paramAtmAnA dhyAnamAM lIna banIne ja svAtmAnuM svarUpa dhyAna siddha karI zakAya. A ja saraLa mArga che. AthI ja jaina darzanamAM paramAtmAnA AlaMbanane khUba mahattava ApavAmAM AvyuM che. parameSThi - AlaMbanathI mAruM kalyANa thAya che. e AlaMbana pratye jene AdarabhAva jAge che te AtmAnAM aneka nibIDa kamene nAza thaI jAya che. ethI e AtmAnI dhyAnArohaNanI dhArAmAM kyAre ya bhaMga paDatuM nathI. paramAtmAnuM AlaMbana laIne, temAM ekatA keLavIne svayaM paramAtmaravarUpa banavAthI svAtmAmAM pracaMDa puNyavRtti ane pApazuddhi thAya che. e dhyAnanI pratyeka kSaNa sarva hitakara puNyanI jananI ane svaahitakara pApavAsanAonI hananI banI jAya che. A vAta zItalanAtha prabhunA ratavanamAM mahepAdhyAyajIe karI che: viSaya laganakI agani bujhAvata, tuma guNa anubhava dhArA; vAbhAI magananA tuma guNa rasakI, kuNa kaMcana kuNa dArA. svAtmA jyAre dhyAnanA abhedathI paramAtmasvarUpa bane tyAre tenAmAM viziSTa keTine atizaya pedA thAya che. Scanned by CamScanner Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ #g (A) arahaMta'dhyAna (2) - je vyantaro-tamAma bhegA maLIne paNa paramAtmAnA mAtra azuThanA rUpanuM nirmANa karavAne dharAra samartha nathI temAMthI ekAda ja vyatara samavasaraNanI aMdara paramAtmAnA atizayanA prabhAvathI paramAtmAnA jevAM ja bIjAM traNa pratirUpe banAvI de che. AthI ja prabhu caturmukha dekhAvA lAge che. arihaMta paramAtmAnA AlaMbanarUpa zaraNanI tAkAta acitya che. rAgIo je kAma rAganA bhAvathI na karI zake te kAma paramAtmA pitAnA vItarAga svabhAvathI sahaja rIte karI zake che. , e emanI acitya zakti che ke svayaM vItarAga hovA chatAM enI abhimukha thatAM AtmAne saMsAranA Toca- punuM arpaNa karatAM chele muktinuM pradAna avazya kare che. sUrya, agni pANI, gulAba vagere kadI kyAre ya kazI IcchA kare che? chatAM ya teo prakAza, uSmA, tRSAnivRtti ane sugaMdha Ape. che. emanI AvI zakti kyAMthI AvI? ene eka ja uttara che. ke e temane svabhAva. basa...parameSThi bhagavaMtane paNa sarvahitakara svabhAva che, je temanI abhimukha thAya tenuM nizcitapaNe hita thAya. kadAca jagatamAM kyAreya na hatI teTalI pApazuddhi ane puNyavRddhinI pApazuddhinI Aje jarUra pedA thaI che. jagatanA jIvanA hitane vicAra Aje atyaMta vadhu mahatvane banavA lAge che.' eTale ja Aje parameSThinuM AlaMbana AtmAnI Avazyaka banI gayuM che. Scanned by CamScanner Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ aMhata yAna'(6) gg bALajIve saraLatAthI AvuM AlaMbana laIne temAM ekAkAra banI na zake te samajI zakAya tevI vAta che. AthI ja ahIM bALajIvene mATe atyaMta sahelAIthI ekAgratA AvI jAya tevuM arihaMtadevanuM sAlaMbana-sthAna batADavAmAM AvyuM che. bezaka, AmAM kayAMka krama vagere bAbatamAM prazno udbhavaze; paraMtu te bAbatane gauNa rAkhIne bALajanI ekAkAratA lAvavAnI vAtane ja pradhAnapaNe najaramAM rAkhavA mATe khAsa bhalAmaNa che. buddhinA tatvane sparzavA karatAM A sthaLe ApaNe hadayanAM saMvedanene ja vadhu mahatva ApIzuM. cAle, have ApaNe te sAlabana-dhyAnamAM praveza karIe. cAritryanimatA pApazuddhi ane sUmanAM baLanuM utpAdana karIne pracaMDa puNyavRddhinuM kendra banIe. je kendra sarvanA hitanuM sahaja rIte kAraka banI rahe. Scanned by CamScanner Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ arihaMta paramAtmAnuM sacitra sAlaMbana dhyAna - khaMDa : 3 yogazAstra graMthanA aSTama prakAza AdhArita ane vistArita dhyAna-prakriyA - [48 mAnasa - citra sahita]. munizrI caMdrazekharavijayajI Scanned by CamScanner Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anukramaNikA vibhAga : 1. bhUmikA citro 1 thI 5 mAnasa citra : 1. paramAtmAnuM pragaTIkaraNa. 2. mahAkaruNAnI varSA. 3. nigrahasvarUpe deSadahana. 4. anaMta guNonuM dAna. pa. Atma sAkSAtkAra vibhAga 2. dehAdi dahana ane navadeha nirmANa citra naM 6 thI 8 mAnasa citra: 6. merunA siMhAsane avasthAna = kamaLaH ahaMnuM Alekhana 7. dehAdihana 8. vAyu ane jalathI zuddhikaraNa 9. navadehanirmANanI kriyA 10. navadeha - nirmAtA vibhAga 3. navadehanirmANa ane prabhunI padharAmaNI citrA naM. 9 thI 11 mAnasa citra : 9. navadehanirmANanI kiyA 10. navadehanirmAtA 11. prabhunI padharAmaNI vibhAga : 4 bhagavAna sImaMdharasvAmIjInA darzana ane samavasaNamAM gamana, citro 12 thI 17 mAnasa citra: 12. devasahAye vimAnamAM gamana 13. paramAtmAnuM sAkSAt darzana 14. caraNa sparza 15. samavasaraNa ArohaNa 16. samavasaraNamAM paramAtmAnuM darzana 17. pradakSiNApUrvaka stuti vibhAga : 5 dezanA zravaNa, dIkSA citro 18 thI 24 mAnasa citra: 18. indravinaMtithI paramAtmAnI dezanA 19. mArgAnusAri bhAva prApti 20. samyakatva prApti 21. dezavirati prApti 22. prabhunuM bolavuM 23. sarvavirati dharmane svIkAra 22. AnaMda parAkASTAnuM darzaka nRtya Scanned by CamScanner Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ! vibhAga : 6 munijIvananI vividha caryAe, citro 25 thI 35 | mAnasa citra : 25. pratilekhana 26. pratikramaNa 27. kAryotsarga 28. dhyAna 29. svAdhyAya 30. ja5 31. vihAra 32. leca 33. bhikSATana 34. gecarI 35. gurucaraNa sevA vibhAga : 7 mA~nI sthApanA ane amRtambAvananI prakriyA citro 36 thI 30 mAnasa citra : 36. gurudeva dvArA nAbhikamalamAM mardonI sthApanA 37. pAMca cakra bhedana dvArA brahmaranbamAM gamana 38. "mA~ nuM amRtasvarUpe plAna 39. nAbhimAM amRta - sAvara; temAM snAna vibhAga : 8 vidyAdevI - abhiSeka ane svarUpaciMtana citro 40 thI 45 mAnasa citra: 40. paDazadala kamala 41. vidyAdevIne abhiSeka tathA saMdeza 42. svAtmAnuM brahmarandramAM besIne svarUpa ciMtana... 43. It s huM 44. dAsA 5 hai 45. seo ' hai vibhAga : 9 kRtajJatA ciMtana, kSapakazreNi, kevalya. citro 46 thI 48 mAnasa citra: 46. devagurunI kRtajJatAnuM ciMtanaH temane vaMdana saptama guNasthAna - 47. kSapakazreNiH jIva ane ziva sAthe ekatA 48. mULa svarUpamAM Agamana ane zivasvarUpAnubhUtinuM jAgaraNa Scanned by CamScanner Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ G) rahata dayALa ( GST ! vibhAga-1 bhumikA mAnasa citro 1 thI 5 OM hI ahaM prasoda bhagavan mayi ! citra: 1 paramAtmAnuM pragaTIkaraNa A ma-pATha karatAM ja mArA AtmAnI sAme divyatejanuM vartuLa thAya che, te dhIme dhIme jAmatuM jAya che ane pachI temAMthI eka AkRti pragaTa thAya che ane te teja vartuLa vilaya pAmatuM pAmatuM te ja AkRtinA muLanI pAchaLa goLAkAre sthira thaI jAya che. A AkRti te bIjuM koI nathI, parantu sAkSAta paramAtmA mahAvIradeva che. teo have mArI sAme UbhA che, atyanta prasanna temanI mukhAkRti che. gulAbI raMganI ane sAta hAthanI temanI kAyA che. teo mArI sAme mane AzIrvAda ApatAM hoya te rIte hAtha rAkhIne UbhA che. citra : 2 mahAkaraNAnI varSA ' e paramapitA paramAtmAnI sAme mAro AtmA Ubho che. emanA karatAM mArI kAyA ThIka ThIka nAnI che. huM AnaMdavibhora banIne paramAtmAnI sAme joyA karuM chuM tyAM paramAtmAnI AMkhomAMthI mArI upara karuNu varasavA lAgI. dUdhanA jevI ja sapheda e dhAra mArA zarIranA badhA 64 Scanned by CamScanner Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ | | IlAdavALA | ja bhAga upara varasavA lAgI. te dhAra mArA sADA traNa kroDa roma dvArA zarIramAM peThI ane mArI nAbhimAM bharAIne UbharAvavA lAgI. tyAM na samAtAM tenI ghAra banIne te chAtI, gaLuM vagere mArgethI pasAra thaIne mArA mastakanA brahmaradramAM pahoMcIne brahmaradhrane phADayuM tyAMthI tenI joradAra vegathI sera chUTI ane te sIdhI UbhI ne UbhI upara sAta rAjalokanA cheDe pahoMcI. tyAM te dhAra phelAIne zarada RtunA vAdaLanI AkRti banI pachI tevA aneka dUdhALA vAdaLo vadhatA ane phelAtA gayA. AkhuM ya gagana vAdaLAthI ThasoThasa bharAI gayuM tyAre temAMthI jharamara varasAda paDato hoya te rIte te karuNanA vAdaLe samagra vizva upara varasavA lAgyA vizvanA sarva janUo-mAnavo, devo, strIo pazu, paMkhIo, nArako-sahu-A karuNAnI varSothI pariplAvita thayA. ahA! kevuM addabhuta ane AnaMdamaya A dazya che. vizvamAtra uparanI mahAmAtA-jagadaMbAnI mahAkaruNA mArI upara kevI varasI rahI che. temAM mArI paNa jIva mAtra pratyenI karuNA bhaLI che. be ya bhegI thaIne sAta rAjalokanA TocasthAnethI samagra vizvanA sarva jIva-jagata upara ekadhArI varasI rahI che. paramakRpALu jagadaMbAnI karuNAmAM AkhuM vizva snAna karIne dhanya banI rahyuM che! Scanned by CamScanner Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ | ilAja che ! jagadaMbAnI A mahAkarUNa ja amane sahune UMce lAvI rahI che ne? kalikAla sarvajJa bhagavaMte A ja vAta karI che ne? "mevAsAta vAhaM iyatI prApito muvama." citra H 3 nigrahasvarUpe doSadahana thoDIka paLI sudhI to jagadaMbAnI e mahAkaruNAnA snAnamAM je meM pasAra karI. tyAM ekAeka navI ja ghaTanA banI. e dUdhanI dhArA jevI karuNa vilaya pAmI gayA. je prabhu atyAra sudhI mAtA jevA vAtsalyamUrti dekhAtA hatA temanI mukhAkRti have pitA jevI gaMbhIra dekhAvA lAgI. temanA mukhamAMthI kUka kUka kUka kUka evA sUkSma avAja sAthe agnine bhaDake pragaTa thayo. te bhaDake sIdhe mArI upara Avyo. ane mArA samasta dehane pharI vaLyo. mAro deha ja nahi; mAro AtmA paNa e agnithI lapeTAI gayo. ane... ane.... thoDIka ja vAramAM e agninA prabhAve mArA sakaLa karmo baLIne khAkha thaI gayA ! deha paNa rAkha thaI gayo! aho! A agni ne bIjuM kAMI ja na hatuM paNa paramapitAnI nigrahasvarUpa karuNa ja hatI. eNe mArA sthUla dehanuM ane sUkSma karmonuM dahana karI nAkhyuM. hAza! mAro AtmA karmonA bhArathI haLavo thaI gayo! Scanned by CamScanner Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hita yAna) citra : 4 anaMtaguNAnuM dAna ghAtI karmonA doSathI tu mArA AtmA mukta thayA paNa . tethI tene satASa nathI. ekalA doSanAzathI zuM vaLe! sAthe anata guNAnuM sAmrAjya paNa joI e ne? AthI me paramakRpALune prAnA karI ke A anaMta guNAnA svAmI! Ape mArA doSAnu dahana teA karyuM` paNa have mane anaMta guNA Ape! ane.... A prArthanAnI bIjI je paLe paramakRpALu devAdhideva matakanA agrabhAgethI brahmamarandhramAMthI anaMta guNAnI anatI sera chUTavA lAgI je tyAMthI chUTIne avatuLAkAra banIne mArA mastaka upara AvIne mastakamAM samAvA lAgI. mArA brahmarantra dvArA e badhI guNAnI sere| mArA AtmapradezAmAM ThalavAtI gaI. thoDIka ja vAramAM mAro AtmA anaMtaguNAnA svAmI banyA. aho ! mAru Toca saubhAgya ahA! mArI dhanya paLo! ahA! paramAtmAnI mahAkaruNA ! mahAvAtsalya ! Scanned by CamScanner I 67 Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ icharihatANA ) citra: 5 AtmasAkSAtkAra paNa A te badhI mArA prAthamika vikAsanI bhUmikAnI doSa zuddhi hatI, guNaprApti hatI. dharmane vAstavika AraMbha te mAre have ja karavAno hato. guru-mukhe sAMbhaLyuM hatuM ke "AtmasAkSAtkAra vinA dharmane vAstavika AraMbha thaI zake nahi." eTale mane have te AtmasAkSAtkAranI laganI pedA thaI mArI sAme ja UbhelA prasannavadana paramapitAne meM kahyuM, "e, Atmadarzaka vibhu! Apa mane AtmasAkSAtkAra karAvo jethI huM dharmatatvane vAstavika sparzanAkaru." meM jevI A prArthanA karI ke tarata ja prabhunI AjJAcakra [be bhramaranI vacce tilaka karavAne bhAgamAMthI prakAza chUTavA lAgyo. je mane pagathI mAthA sudhI vyApI gayo. te vakhate mArI AMkho ekadama mIMcAI gaI. ane pachI mane atyaMta jhaLahaLATamaya tejane puMja dekhAvA lAgyo. baporanA be vAgyAno dhagadhagatA sUrya kevo hoya ? tenI sAme je najara karavAmAM Ave te kevo prakAzamaya jhaLahaLATa dekhAya ? hA...basa... te ja prakAzamaya jhaLahaLATa mane mIMcelI AMkhe dekhAvA lAge. - 68 Scanned by CamScanner Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hA.. paramapitAe ja mane AtmasAkSAtkAra karAvyo. hA...mArI prArthanA phaLI. vibhAga be: hAdidahana citra : 6 meranA siMhAsane avasthA - asaMkhya dvIpa ane samudro jevaDe eka ja virATa kSIrasamudra che. te dUdha jevo gheLo che. tenuM pANI dUdha jevuM che. temAM pANI UchaLI rahyuM che. AvA kSIrasamudramAM eka hajAra daLa (pAMdaDAM)nuM lIlA raMganuM virATa kamaLa che. tenI karNakAmAM eka lAkha yojana UMco evo meru dekhAya che. A merunA Toca bhAga upara sapheda raMganI saphaTikanI virATa zIlA che. tenI upara sphaTikanuM sapheda anupamasiMhAsana upara huM [mAre AtmA beTho che. mArA nAbhimAM ATha pAMdaDAnuM eka kamaLa che. A kamaLanA badhA pAMdaDA karamAI gayA hoya te rIte nIcA namI gayA che. jANe ke kharI paDavAnI taiyArImAM na hoya! A UMdhA vaLI gaelA ATha pAMdaDAnI nIce mA~ lakheluM che. citraH 7 dehAdi dahana e nI upara AlekhelA rephamAMthI agni pragaTa thAya che. te agninI javALAo vadhatI jatI TheTha nIce-mArA Scanned by CamScanner Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ iiii vihata dayALa ( paga sudhI - pahoMce che ane TheTha upara - mArA mastakanI pALa upara - jAya che. nIce- mArA paga AgaLa-trikoNIe kuMDi bane che ane temAMthI bhaDabhaDa javALAo cophera phelAya che. cAre bAju phelAelI javALAonI vacamAM huM [mAro AtmA] AvI gayo chuM. A javALAothI prathama te mAruM zarIra baLI jAya che. pachI mArI sAta dhAtuo baLe che. citraH 8 vAyu ane jalathI zuddhikaraNa - have e siMhAsana upara rahI gaI che; rAkha: rAkhane meTo Dhagalo. enI bAjumAM mAro deharahita AtmA. thoDIka vAramAM malayAcalanI dizAmAMthI pavana phUMkAvA lAge che. dhIme dhIme pavana atiugra banato jAya che. dhasamasate e pavana mArI tarapha Ave che ane pelI rAkhane uDADI mUke che. e zveta siMhAsana lagabhaga cekhuM thaI jAya che. paNa hajI rAkhanA sUkSma kaNo te tyAM paDelA ja che, eTale ene paNa sApha karavA mATe jharamara varasAda zarU thAya che. A varasAdathI ghevAIne sihAsana ekadama zuddha -zveta - thaI jAya che. vibhAga : 3 navadehanirmANa ane prabhunI padharAmaNI citra naM 9 thI 11 Go Scanned by CamScanner Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 8 ohata dhyAna ra ahA ! mArA junA deha baLIne bhasma thaI gayA ! kevu suMdara thayu...! paNa have mAre mArI mokSamArganI vizuddha ArAdhanA kAje dehanI tA jarUra paDaze ja. deha vinA to huM zI rIte ArAdhanA karIza ? tA have zI rIte navA dehanuM mAre nirmANa karavuM ? nA....have sAmAnya keATinA - malina - puddagalAmAMthI te navA deha mAre racavA ja nathI. have te! huM ati uttama keTima - zuddha - puddagalAnuM grahaNa karIne ja mAro navA deha, navuM mana, navA zvAseAvAsa vagere banAvIza. te te mATe mAre zuM karavuM ? ha... yAda AvyuM. paramAtmA devAdhidevanA ja pudUgalAne huM grahaNa karuM. enA karatAM utkRSTa puddagalA A jagatamAM bIjA kayA hoya ? emanA dehanA riztanA huM AhAra karIza, jemAMthI mAruM zarIra banaze; emanA cheDelA zvAsAvAsa, bhASA ane mananA pudgaleAnuM huM grahaNa karIne mArA zvAseAvAsa, bhASA ane mana banAvIza. cAla.... have tyAM ja pahoMcuM ! e paramAtmAnI pAse...ane navA dehanuM nirmANa karu.... [AMkhanA palakArAmAM mAro AtmA paramAtmA pAse pahoMce che ane navadehinarmANanI kriyA cAlu kare che] te A rIte : Scanned by CamScanner 71 Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hita sthAna ) | citraH 9 navadehanirmANanI kriyA (1) paramAtmAnI pAse jaIne huM mAM boluM chuM ane kalpanA karuM chuM ke paramAtmAnA zarIramAMthI prati paLa chUTatA rami - pudgalo mArA moMmA pravezI rahyA che. A AhAra karavAthI mAruM zarIra bane che. (2) e ja rIte huM prabhue bhASA - vargaNAnA, zvAsocchavAsa vaNAnA ane manovargaNanA visarjana karelA pudgalone lauM chuM ane mArI bhASA, zvAsocchavAsa ane mAruM mana taiyAra thaI jAya che. citraH 10 navadehanirmANa Ama siMhAsana upara birAjamAna evA paramAtmAnI sAme huM divyaka AkRtivALA yuvAnavayavALo Ubho rahuM chuM. ane pachI eka ja paLamAM tyAMthI vidAya thAuM chuM. citra : 11 prabhunI padharAmaNI have mane vicAra Avyo ke mAruM navasarjana to thaI gayuM. paraMtu je mAruM mana sAva khAlI raheze to temAM duSTa | to pesI jaIne teno kabajo laI leze. Ama thatAM to mArI saghaLI mahenata niSphaLa jaze. AvuM na bane te mATe huM paramAtmAne prArthanA karuM ke teo ja mArA manamaMdiramAM padhArI jAya. 72 Scanned by CamScanner Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ GrahedSyALA , ane meM paramAtmAne namrabhAve prArthanA karatAM kahyuM ke, "he prabhu! Apa mArA manamaMdiramAM padhAro; jethI koI azubha tattvano praveza na thAya." tarata ja padmAsananI mudrAmAM [pASANanA pratimAjI svarUpa birAjamAna prabhu e ja svarUpamAM mArA manemaMdiramAM padhArI gayA. je dizAmAM mAruM mukha hatuM te ja dizA sanmukha thaIne prabhu birAjamAna thayA hatA. jANe ke agIAra IcanA zveta varNanA pASANunA pratimAjI ja birAjI gayA na hoya ! prabhunA birAjamAna thatAMnI sAthe ja te kRpAnA parama pAvanakArI saMgathI mArA sakaLa Atma pradezamAM koI adUbhuta caiitanyano saMcAra thavA lAgyo. eka pachI eka evI sAta avasthAno meM anubhava karyo. 1. prabhu anaMta karuNAmaya hatA; temanA saMgathI mAro AtmA karUNAmaya thaI gayo. 2. prabhu anaMta AnaMdamaya hatA tethI mAro AtmA anaMta AnaMdamaya banI gayo. 3. prabhu anaMta sukhamaya hatA; mAro AtmA paNa anaMta sukhamaya banI gayo. 8. prabhu jJAnamaya hatA; mAro AtmA jJAnamaya banI gayo. 73 Scanned by CamScanner Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ S[ahita dayanI ! 5. prabhu viryamaya hatA; mAro AtmA vIryamaya banI gayo. 6. prabhu nirvikalpa samAdhimaya hatA; mAro AtmA paNa nirvikalpa samAdhimaya banI gayo. che. prabhu pUrNa samAdhisvarUpa hatA; mAro AtmA pUrNasamAdhirUpa banI gayo. A sAte ya avasthAmAMthI pasAra thatAM meM je jhaNajhaNATIo anubhavI tenuM varNana huM keme ya karI zake tema nathI. vibhAga : 4 bhagavAna sImagharasvAmIjInA darzana ane samavasaraNamAM gamana AvI dhanyatAmayI sthiti pAmyA pachI mane jabUdvIpanA mahAvideha kSetramAM birAjamAna paramAtmA sImaMdharasvAmIjInA darzanAdi karavAnI IcchA jAgI. mArA jIvananuM A sevita-svapna hatuM. basa...jyAM meM A vicAra karyo tyAM ja AkAzamAMthI eka devavimAna mArI tarapha AvI raheluM meM joyuM mArAthI thoDe ja dUra te AvI UbhuM. huM tarata tyAM gaye. vimAnacAlaka devAtmAe kahyuM, "A puNyAtmA cAla.... tane mahAvidehakSetramAM mUkI dauM.... tArI mana:kAmanA pUrNa karavA mATe ja huM ahIM Avela chuM." A sAMbhaLatAM ja mAre harSa niravadhi banI gayo. Scanned by CamScanner Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ho hata. dhyAna devivamAnamAM besatAMnI sAthe ja vimAna UDavA lAgyu. thoDIka ja paLomAM te mahAvidehanA gaganamAM AvI gayu ane nIce UtaravA lAgyuM. citra : 13 paramAtmAnuM sAkSAta darzana e vakhate ekAeka izAna khUNAmAMthI kAI madhura dhvani saMbhaLAMvA lAgyA. hA.. e divya-dhvani ja hatA. jyAM paramAtmA hoya tyAM A divya-dhvani eka pratihArya - rUpe ja. meM vimAna-cAlAka devAtmAne kahyuM, e, AkAraNa- badhuM ! prabhu IzAna khUNAmAMthI ja A tarapha AvI rahyA lAge che. ethI ja A divya-dhvani ApaNane saMbhaLAya che. teA vimAna dharanI upara AvI Ubhu` ane jevA mArA AtmA bahAra kUdI paDayo ke tarata ja dUra thoDeka dUra me sAkSAt paramAtmAne mArI tarapha AvI rahelA joyA. hA....e ja devAdhideva paramAtmA sImaMdhara svAmIjI hatA. emanI sAthe aneka prakAranA devA, mAnaveA vagere hatA. 500 dhanuSanI e virATa kAyA hatI. sauvaNI emanI kAyA hatI. devarahita suvarNanA kamaleA upara kramazaH pAdArpaNu karatAM teo AgaLa vadhI rahyA hatA. huM prabhunI tarapha jhapATAbaMdha cAlavA lAgyA. mArI najara paramAtmA samakSara hatI. 75 Scanned by CamScanner Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ rahetA dhyAnA (0) = = = te vakhate mane prabhunA ATheya prAtihAryo [pratihArI -sevaka-nIjema sadA sAthe rahenArI ATha vastuo] dekhAvA lAgI. prabhunI pAchaLa azokavRkSa joyuM. AkAzamAMthI devAtmAo dvArA thatI puSpavRSTi joI divyadhvani saMbhaLAto hato. be cAmaro AkAzamAM sAthe ja AvI rahyA hatA. siMhAsana paNa AkAzamAM sAthe AvatuM hatuM. prabhunI pAchaLa tejavartuLa svarUpa bhAmaMDala hatuM. AkAzamAM duMdubhi bajAvatA hatA. mastaka upara traNa chatra hatA. citra : 14 caraNasparza AvA aSTa prAtihAryayukta paramAtmAnuM darzana karatAM karatAM huM TheTha prabhunI pAse AvI gayo ane mArA jIvananI e ati dhanya paLe huM te paramAtmAnA caraNomAM mAthuM mUkI daIne jhakI gayo ! aho ! aho! caraNasparzanI e paLamAM mAro AnaMda! mArI sADA traNa kroDa romarAjio AnaMdathI UbhI thaI gaI hatI. mArI sAte ya dhAtuo anaMdamaya banI gaI hatI. === == = 76 Scanned by CamScanner Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mArA asaMkhya Atmapradezo AnaMdathI UbharAI gayA hatA. mane to keme ya mAthuM UMcakavAnuM dila thatuM na hatuM; paNa mAro AtmA anumAnathI jANato hato ke, "devAdhideva samavasaraNamAM dezanA ApavA mATe padhArI rahyA che" mATe mAre have vadhu samaya rokI rAkhavA te ucita nathI. caraNomAM jhakI gaelA mArA khabhA upara prasannatAthI hAtha mUkatA evA paramAtmAnI sAme harSathI bharapUra AMsu sAthe meM eka najara karI ane tarata huM tyAMthI bAju upara khasI gayo. prabhu AgaLa vadhyA. huM te vRndamAM joDAI gaye. citra: 15 samavasaraNu ArohaNa mArA mATe to mahAvidehakSetranI A duniyA sAva ja navI hatI. AsapAsa-pAsanuM vAtAvaraNa aneka Azca thI bharapUra hatuM. vaLI mAruM zArIrika baLacAlavAnI gati vagere sImita hatA. A badhA kAraNosara e vRnda sAthe huM cAlI na zakatAM pAcho paDI gayo. tAraka paramAtmA jyAre samavasaraNanA siMhAsana upara birAjamAna thaI gayA hatA tyAre huM to samavasaraNanA pahelA gaDhanA pahelA pagathIe paga mUkato hato. 77 Scanned by CamScanner Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dUrathI ja dharaNItala upara pratiSThita thayeluM traNa gaDhasvarUpa samavasaraNa jotAM ja mArI AMkho jANe ThaMDIgAra banI gaI zuM adbhuta enuM AkarSaNa hatuM? dharma nahi pAmelA che paNa enI divya AkarSakatAthI eka vAra to kheMcAI ja Ave. A samavasaraNa goLAkAra [kavacit te corasa paNa hoya che.]hatu. te traNa vibhAgarUpa hatuM. tene kula 20 hajAra pagathIyAM hatAM. samavasaraNane pahelo gaDha cAMdIne hato ane tenA kAMgarA senAnA hatA. bIje gaDha senAne hatA. ane tenA kAMgarA ratnanA hatA; trIje gaDha ratnane hatA ane tenA kAMgarA mANikayanA hatA. pahelA gaDhamAM vAhane hatA; bIjAmAM pazuo hatA ane trIjAmAM deva, dAnava, mAnavo hatA. prabhunI vANIne atizaya ja evo hato ke sahune te saMbhaLAtI ane potapotAnI bhASAmAM ja pariNAmIne kAne athaDAtI AthI pazuo paNa paramAtmAnI vANIne sAMbhaLI, samajI zakatA. hajAro pagathI caDatAM keIne thAka ja na lAge te ya tAraka prabhunA atizayane ja mahimA hate. mane khabara paNa na paDI ke huM kyAre samavasaraNanA ! trIjA gaDhanA chellA pagathIe AvIne Ubhe. 78 Scanned by CamScanner Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ | heta TAlanI sa citraH 16 samavasaraNamAM paramAtmAnuM darzana samavasaraNanI TheTha uparanA pagathIe - pUrva dizAnA praveza dvAra UbhA rahIne meM adUbhuta dazyo joyA. mArI barobara sAme siMhAsana upara caturmukha paramAtmA sImaMdharasvAmIjI birAjamAna thayA hatA. cAre ya dizAmAM beThelA sahune ema ja lAgatuM hatuM ke, "prabhu amArI ja sAme beThA che." e vakhate meM pharIthI ATha prAtihAryonuM darzana karyuM. prabhunI pAchaLanA bhAgamAM azokavRkSa hatuM. jenI ghaTA samasta samavasaraNa upara chAI gaI hatI. AthI saghaLe. zrotAvarga enI nIce ja beTho hato. devoe aDhaLaka puSpavRSTi ephera karI hatI. atyaMta AhUlAdaka divyadhvani bajI rahyo hato. devAtmAo prabhune cAmara vIMjhI rahyA hatA. paramAtmA ratnAdimaya siMhAsana upara birAjamAna hatA. caturmukha prabhune, cAreya bAju tejavartuLa-bhAmaMDaLa hatuM. AkAzamAM devo duMdubhino nAda karI rahyA hatA. tAraka devAdhidevanA mastaka upara traNa chatro hatA. samavasaraNanA trIjA vibhAgamAM deva, mAnavo vagerenI | bAra prakAranI parSadA beThI hatI. 79 Scanned by CamScanner Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ OM hitamAM che deva padAmAM devA hatA; devI padAmAM devIe hatI. zrAvaka padAmAM zrAvakA hatA. sAdhu-padAmAM sAdhue hatA. kevalI padAmAM kevalIo hatA. citra : 17 pradakSiNApUrvaka stuti upara eka yAjananA vistAravALuM addabhuta samavasaraNa joI ne meM paga upADayo. thoDI ja paLAmAM huM tAraka devAdhidevanI pAse pahoMcI gayA. te paramakRpAlune meM traNa pradikSaNA ApI. ane tyAra bAda pUrvAbhimukha birAjamAna thayelA prabhunI samakSa UbhA rahIne meM ratnAkara pacozInA pATharUpe stavanA zarU karI. te A rIte. ratnAkara paccIzI maMdira che. muktitaNA mAMgalyakriDAnA prabhu, ne iMdra narane devatA sevA kare tArI vibhu; sarvajJa che. svAmI vaLI ziradAra atizaya sanA ghaNuM jIva tu ghaNuM jIva tu bhaMDAra jJAnakaLAtaNA DAAA traNa jagatanA AdhArane avatAra he karUNA taNA, vaLI vaidha huM durvAra A saMsAranA du:khAtaNA, vItarAga vallabha vizvanA tuja pAsa arajI ucca', jANeA chatAM paNa kahI ane A hRdaya huM khAlI karuM rA zu bALake mAbApa pAse bALakrIDA nava kare. Scanned by CamScanner 80 Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (m) jIrA rAha ! - ta . .. -- - - - - - - - ne mukhamAMthI jema Ave tema zuM nava ricare temaja tamArI pAse tAraka Aja bheLA bhAvathI, jevuM banyuM tevuM kahuM temAM kazuM khoTuM nathI.... 3 meM dAna to dIdhuM nahi ne ziyaLa paNa pALyuM nahi, tapathI damI kAyA nahi zubha bhAva paNa bhAvyo nahi, e cAra bhede dharma mAMthI koI paNa prabhu nava karyuM; mahAruM bhramaNa bhavasAgare niSphaLa gayuM niSphaLa gayuM. 4 huM krodha agnithI banyA vaLI lobha sapaDo mane, go mAnarUpI ajagare huM kema karI dhyAve tane; mana mAruM mAyA jALamAM mohana mahA muMjhAya che, caDI cAra core hAthamAM cetana ghaNe cagadAya che...5 meM parabhave ke A bhave paNa hita kAMI karyuM nahi, tethI karI saMsAramAM sukha alpa paNa pAmyo nahi, janma amArA jinajI ! bhava pUrNa karavAne thayA, Avela bAjI hAthamAM ajJAnathI hArI gayA...6 amRta jhare tuja mukha rUpI caMdrathI te paNa prabhu ! bhiMjAya nahi muja mana arere! zuM karuM huM to vibhu ! patthara thakI paNa kaThaNu mAruM mana khare kyAthI drave? marakaTa samA A mana thakI huM te prabhu hAryo have...7 bhamatA mahAbhavasAgare pAmo pasAthe ApanA. je jJAna darzana caraNarUpI ratnatraya duSkaLa ghaNAM: Scanned by CamScanner Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ oha TA te paNa gayAM paramAdanA varAthI prabhu kahuM chuM kharu, konI kane kiratAra ! A pAkAra huM jaI ne karu !....8 ThagavA vibhu A vizvane vairAgyanA raMgo dharyA. ne dharmanA upadeza raMjana lAkane karavA karyA; vidyA bhaNyA huM yAda mATe keTalI kathanI kahuM ? sAdhu thaI ne bahArathI dAMbhika aMdarathI rahu...... meM sukhane methyu karyuM... doSA parAyA gAIne, ne netrane nidita karyA paranArImAM lapaTAI ne, vaLI cittane doSita karyuM ciMnI naThAruM para taNuM, he nAtha mAru gu thaze cAlAka thaI cUkayA ghaNuM..10 kare kALane katala pIDA kAmanI bihAmaNI; e viSayamAM banI aMdha huM... viDaMbanA pAmyA ghaNI, te paNa prakAzyuM Aja lAvI lAja Apa taNI kane, jANe sahu tethI kahuM kara mApha mArA vAMkane 11 navakAra maMtra vinAza kIdhA anya maMtro ANIne, kurazAstranAM vAkayA vaDe haNI AgamAnI vANIne; kuMdevanI saMgata thakI karyA nakAmAM AcaryA, matibhrama thakI ratne gumAvI kAca kaTakA meM grahyAM....12 Avela daSTimArgamAM mUkI mahAvIra Apane, meM mudhIye hRdayamAM dhyAyA madananA A cApane, ra Scanned by CamScanner Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ja netra bANone payodhara nAmane suMdara kaTI, zaNagAra suMdarIyA taNAM chaTakela thaI jemAM ati...13 mRganayanI sama nArI taNAM mukha caMdra nirakhavA vatI, muja mana viSe je raMga lAgyo a65 paNa gADho ati, te zrata rUpa samudramAM dhAyA chatAM jato nathI. tenuM kahe kAraNa tame bacu kema huM A pApathI....18 suMdara nathI A zarIra ke samudAya guNa taNe nathI. uttama vilAsa kaLA taNI dedIpyamAna prabhA nathI; prabhutA nathI to paNa prabhu abhimAnathI akakaDa karuM; copATa cAra gati taNI saMsAramAM khelyA karu..15 AyuSya ghaTatuM jAya to paNa pApa buddhi nava ghaTe, AzA jIvananI jAya paNa viSayAbhilASA nava maTe; auSadha viSe karuM yatna paNahuM dharmane te navI gaNuM banI mohamAM matAna huM pAyA vinAnA ghara caNuM....16 AtmA nathI parabhava nathI, puNya pApa kazuM nathI, mithyAtvInI kaTu vANI meM dharI kAna pIdhI svAdathI ravi sama hatA jJAne karI prabhu ! Apa zrI to are ! dIvo laIkveDapa dhikkAra che te mujane khare !..17 meM cittathI nahi devanI ke pAtranI pUjA cahI, ne zrAvaka ke sAdhuone dharma paNa pALyo nahi; Scanned by CamScanner Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hila dhyAna pAmyA prabhu narabhava chatAM raNamAM raDayA jevuM thayuM, dhobI taNA kuttA sAmuM mama jIvana sahu eLe gayu....18 huM kAmadhenuM kalpataru ciMtAmaNinA pyAramAM, khATAM chatAM jhakhyA ghaNuM banI lubdha A saMsAramAM je pragaTa sukha denAra tAro dharma te sevyA nahi, muja mUrkha bhAvAne nihALI nAtha ! kara karuNA kaI....19 me' bhAga sArA citavyA, te roga sama ciMtyA nahi Agamana IcchayuM dhana taNu' paNa mRtyune prIcchachyuM nahi. nahi ciMtavyuM meM naraka kArAgAra sama che nArIo, mabiMdunI AzA mahIM bhaya mAtra huM bhUlI gayA...20 huM zudgha AcArA vaDe sAdhu hRdayamAM nava rahyo, karI kAma para-upakAranAM yaza paNa upArjana nava karyA, vaLI tIrthanA uddhAra Adi koI kArya nava karyA. phogaTa are ! A lakSa cArAzI taNA pherA pharyA....21 guruvANImAM verAgya kero raMga lAgyo nahi ane, durjana taNAM vAkayA mahI zAMti maLe kayAMthI mane; taru` kema hu'saMsAra A, adhyAtma tA che nahi jarI, tUTela taLiyAnA ghaDA jaLathI bharAye kema karI ?....22 me parabhave nathI puNya kIdhuM ne nathI karatA hajI. tA AvatA bhavamAM kahA kayAMthI thaze huM nAthajI; Scanned by CamScanner 84 Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ di rahetA yAla ! bhUta bhAvi ne sAMprata traNe bhava nAtha ! huM hArI gayA, svAmI! trizaMku jema huM AkAzamAM laTakI rahyo...23 athavA nakAmuM Apa pAse nAtha ! zuM bakavuM ghaNuM, he devatAnA pUjya! A cAritra muja pitAtaNuM; jANe svarUpa traNa lokanuM to mahArU zuM mAtra A, jyAM koDane hisAba nahi tyAM pAInI to vAta kayAM?.24 tAharAthI na samartha anya dInane uddhAranAre prabhu mahArAthI nahi anya pAtra jagamAM jotAM jaDe he vibhu; mukti maMgaLa sthAna! teya mujane IcchA na lakSmI, Apo samyagraratna zyAma jIvane to tRpti thAye ghaNI..rapa vibhAga : 5 dezanAzravaNa ane dIkSA citro: 18 thI 23 indranI vinaMtIthI paramAtmAnI dezanA citra : 18 thoDIka paLe vItI tyAM saudharmendra UbhA thayA. devadhidevanI najIka AvyA. temaNe be hAtha joDIne, mAthuM namAvIne paramAtmAne vinaMtI katI, "he apAraNAraNa trilokagurU ! tAraka devAdhideva!mithyAtva, ajJAna, avirata kaSAya ane azubha yogone AdhIna thaIne jagatanA Scanned by CamScanner Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ | hA haTAkA aneka AtmAo saMsArasAgaramAM DUbI rahyA che; kAramAM pApa karIne tIvra du:khamAM ane durgatiomAM jhIMkAI rahyA che. e zAsanapati ! Apa e che upara mahAkaraNa dharAvo cho to mArI epane namra vinaMtI che ke jenA ! hita ane ahinane darzAvatI dezanA Apa saMbhaLAvo jethI aneka bhavyatmAo hitamAM pravRtti kare ane ahithI pAchA haTe." - indranI A vinaMti sAMbhaLIne trilokagurue dezanA AraMbha karyo. ahA ! gaMgotrInA khaLakhaLa vahI jatAM pANI karatAM ya gaMbhIra svare kevI madhamadhura dezanA prabha ApI rahyA hatA ! vizvamAtranA sakaLa jIvonA sakaLa pApanA pite jJAtA ane daSTA hovA chatAM emanA pratye lagIre tiraskArabhAva vyakta karyA vinA are! bharapUra vAtsalyabhAva sAthe prabhune pratyeka zabda nIkaLato hato. mAlakauMsa rAgamAM e dezanA sAMbhaLatAM mAro AtmA te moralAnI tema nAcavA lAgyo. mArA roma romamAMthI jhaNajhaNATIo pasAra thavA lAgI. Scanned by CamScanner Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ citraH 19 mArgonusAribhAvanI prApti ! te divase paramAtmAe bhavyAtmAnA vikAsano nIcethI uparano kama pharamAvyo. sau prathama paramAtmA bhavyAtmAnuM mAnusArI jIvana kevA pAMtrIsa guNothI suzobhita hoya ! temAM tenI nItimate uddhaveSa tyAga, Indriyanigraha vagere batAvyA. - jema jema huM A jIvana vikAsa sAMbhaLato gayo tema | tema jANe ke prabhunI vANInA atizayane lIdhe ja mArAmAM khare kharuM mArgAnusAripaNuM pariNAma pAmavA lAgyuM ke have hu sajajanane chAje tevA prakAranA vastro paheranAro. nIcI najare cAlanAro, sadAcArI jIvana vagerene svAmI banI jaIza tema mane pratIta thayuM. citra : ra0 samyakatva prApti - tyAra bAda trilokagurue samyadarzanano mahimA samajAvyo. tenA lakSa vagere kahyA. e sAMbhaLatA ja te vANI ane tene padArtha samyakatva mArAmAM pariNAma pAmI Scanned by CamScanner Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ra9 tathaG E | gayo. mAro AtmA viziSTa koTinA sabhyadarzananA bhAvane sparzI gayo. have mAro AtmA jina maMdire jinapUjA karavA lAgaze. dhamanarAgI banaze, saddaguru pAsethI jinavANInuM zravaNa karavA gAMDAdhelo banI jaze. - citra : 21 dezavirata prApti tyAra bAda paramAtmAe dezavirati guNonI prarUpaNa karI. e sAMbhaLatAM ja mArAmAM prabhunA e mahimAvaMtA, prabhAvathI dezavirati guNano kSAyopazama thayo. ahA! have huM sAmAyika vrata karIza, tapazcaryA vagere karIza e vicArathI mAruM mana AnaMdavibhora banI gayuM. - citra 22 prabhunuM bolAvavuM tyAra bAda paramAtmAe sarvavirati dharmane mahimA samajAvyo. sarvaviratinA svAmIo sukhe kevA alIna hAtha? du:khe kevA adIna hoya ? upasargo ane parIkSaNa kevI citta prasannatAthI sahAtA hoya? emanA 88 Scanned by CamScanner Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ahita dayALa (bI. "ahiMsAnI pratiSThA thAya tyAre temanI pAse jAtivairIjIvo paNa pitAnA virabhAvane kevA vIsarI jatA hoya? e mahAtmAone kevA potAnA aMgo ghasavA dvArA vahAla karatA hoya? e mahAtmAonA mitrI Adi bhAve kevA vikasita thayA hoya? sarva jIvo pratye emane kevA snehapariNAma hoya? deha pratye kaThoratA, jIvamAtra pratye karuNatA upakArI pratye kRtajJatA hoya ? vagere vAto sAMbhaLatAM mArA AtmAmAM na kalpI zakAya tevI dhrujArIo chUTavA lAgI ! | mAruM mana pukAra pADIne kahevA lAgyuM ke, "zuM mane sarvaviratidharma na jAmI zake? zuM huM AvI dhanya sithatiene na pAmI zakuM? re! A vinAnA jIvanano to kaze ja artha nathI. mAre A jIvanamAM praveza kare ja che. mAre vizvamaitrInA anaMta AnaMdane sparza ja che. re! emAM azakya zuM che? huM Aje ja A jIvanane svIkAra karIza. paNa sabUra !" mAruM ja mana kahevA lAgyuM mArAmAM te jIvana pAmavAnI lAyakAta haze kharI! pAtratA vinA te badhuM ja nakAmuM. mane mArI pAtratAnI zI rIte khabara paDe? e te A devAdhideva ja mArI pAtratA aMge kahI zake ane pachI yathAyogya karI zake." mArA manamAM eka sarasa vicAra Avyo ke, "A ! paramAtmA hamaNAM ja teno ghaTasphoTa karI de to kevuM sarasa ? | Scanned by CamScanner Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4 ahita dayALa (| mArA manamA bhAve to te sarvajJa prabhu jANe ja che. je mArAmAM sAdhu thavAnI pAtratA hoya to te kRpALu mane bolAve ane tarata dIkSA Ape." - jyAM huM Avo vicAra karuM tyAM ja paramAtmAe mane hAthethI saMjJA karI ke, "vatsa ! ahIM Ava A joIne huM to AnaMdamAM ardho gADo ja thaI gaye ! bAre parSadA mArI sAme jovA lAgI. anekonAM moMmAMthI zabda nIkaLI paDyA, "dhanyavAda ! kevo puNyazALI! prabhue ene bolAvyo! ekadama jaladI paramAtmAnI pAse pahoMcI gayA. vaMdana karI tyAM Ubho rahyo. kyAM e 500 vagere dhanuSyanI kAyA dharAvanAra mahAvidehanA mAna ane kyAM huM bharata kSetrane hA hAthanI kAyAvALo mAnavI! emanI vacamAM to huM sAva vAmanajI jaNAto hato! mane joIne keTalAkane to kutUhala paNa pedA thayuM. paNa A vAmanajInuM punyane kharekhara virATa hatuM ke tene khuda paramAtmAe bolAvyo hato. , citra: 23 sarvaviratidharmane svIkAra jJAnanA baLathI saudharmendra devAdhidevanA bhAvane jANI lIdhA hoya tema tarata ja teNe potAnI zaktithI saMyamadharmanA upakaraNone ratnajaDita suvarNathALa meLavI Scanned by CamScanner Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hiMta dayAnA lIdhe. eka ja paLamAM teo ne thALa sAthe prabhunI pAse AvIne UbhA rahyA. zrotAgaNo ghaNA cakora hatA. saghaLI paristhiti pAmI gayA. mananana mane khUba khUba dhanyavAda ApavA lAgyA. "ApaNe rahI gayA ane bharatano A puNyAtmA enuM kalyANa ArAdhI gayo !'' ' evo manogata bhAva anekanA moM upara spaSTa thato hato. adUbhuta vAtsalya sAthe prabhue mane kahyuM, "puNyavAna! saMyamaratna lovAne tane manoratha jAgyA che? to le, huM tArI vikasita pAtratA jANIne mArA hAthe tane rajoharaNa Apu chuM ane sAmayika vrata uccAravuM chuM." Ama kahIne paramAtmA siMhAsana upara UbhA thayA. IdranA thALamAMthI Agho lIdhe meM traNa navakAra gaNIne be hAtha vaDe dho lIdho. pachI prabhue mane "kati bhaMte sUtrano pATha bolIne sAmAyika vrata ApyuM. aho ! kevI te mArA jIvananI sarvottama paLo hatI! jIvananI sarvotkRSTa dhanyatAne huM te vakhate sparzI rahyo hato! vizvamAtranA sarva jIva sAthe have mAro maitrIbhAva! sarva sAthe snehapariNAma! are ! AnAthI adhika to mAnavajIvananuM bIjuM kayuM sAphalya hoI zake? e pitAnuM varNana karavA mATe mArI vAcA vilaya pAmI gaI hatI. Scanned by CamScanner Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hiaMhata sthAna ) citra 24 AnaMda parAkASThAnuM darzaka nRtya jevuM paramAtmAe mane sAmAyika vrata uzcarAvyuM ke tarata ja huM e odho laIne caturmukha bhagavAnanI cAre bAju nAcavA lAgyo. mArA AnaMdanI e heli hatI, mArI mastInuM e divyagAna hatuM. - sahu mArA AtmAnaMdane stabdha banIne joI rahyA. chevaTe huM munionI parSadAmAM jaIne muniveSamAM besI gaye. vibhAga : 6 munijIvananI vividha carcAo citro 25 thI 3pa munijIvanane eka kalAka, eka divasa ekeke mAsa jema jema pasAra thavA lAgyA tema tema uttarottara devonA ya sukhane TapI jAya tevI cittanI apUrva mastIne mAro AtmA anubhavavA lAgyo. mArA jIvananI pratyeka dharmakriyAmAM mane anero AhalAda AvatuM hatuM. enuM kAraNa e kriyAomAM sarvajIne sAcA AnaMdanI prApti abhilASA hatI: koIne ya leza paNa du:kha na ApavAnI pUrNa kALajI hatI. A rahI; te mArI keTalIka muni-caryA - - - - - - Scanned by CamScanner Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ihI rihetAhayALa (0) citra : 25 pratilekhana huM roja be ya vakhata mArA tamAma vastrAdinuM pratilekhana karato hato. UbhaDaka page besIne pratyeka vastrane vihita bela bolavApUrvaka huM kALajIthI joto hato, rakhe kyAMka keka jIva-jaMtU rahI gayuM hoya. citraH ra6 pratikramaNa banne ya vakhata huM dina, rAtanI prAyazcittarUpe pratikramaNa karato hato. ame saghaLA sAdhuo mAMDalImAM besIne je pratikramaNa karIe, je zuddha sUtroccAra thAya; zuddha sUtra ane tenA arthamAM cittanI je ekAkAratA thAya te to evI adUbhuta hoya ke game tevA juge jUnAM pApasaMskAro paNa mULamAMthI dhrujI UThe. citra : ra7 kAryotsarga keTalIka vAra khAsa karIne rAtrinA samaye nidrA UDI jatAM huM kAyotsarga karato. jAtajAtanA saMkalpa pUrvaka-ke bAjunA kuMbhAranuM gadheDuM bhUM ke tyAM sudhI kAryotsarga, koI bALakanA rUdanane avAja Ave tyAM sudhI kAsarga, ghaMTI daLavAne avAja saMbhaLAya tyAM sudhI kAyotsarga - huM karate. Scanned by CamScanner Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - ohata dhyAna kayAreka temAM paramAtmAnuM Alabana letA to kayAreka Sadbhavyanu ke 14 rAjaleAkanu ciMtana karatA. kAyAtsa mAM kayAreka DAMsa, macchara caTakA ya detA, mArA leAhInI khAsI mijabAnI uDAvatA; paNa te vakhate mane tenuM kazuM ya bhAna rahetuM nahi. citra : 28 dhyAna kayAreka huM parameSThI bhagavAnA dhyAnamAM besI jatA padmAsananI mudrAmAM lagAtAra traNa cAra kalAka sudhI besavAnI siddhi mane thaI hatI. dhyAnanI e paLAmAM huM jANe bhAnamAMthI khAvAI jatA ane jagata mArAmAMthI khAvAI jatuM. paramAtmA sAthe abheda bhAva thatAM jyAre AnaMdanI laharIe mArI rAmarAjimAMthI pasAra thatI e kharekhara dhanya paLeA hatI. citra : 29 svAdhyAya ane... svAdhyAya te mArA jIvana-prANa hatA. mArA tAraka gurudeve mane je paddhatie svAdhyAya karavAnuM zIkhavyu hatu te ja rIte - dhUNIne, mAM pAse muhapatti rAkhIne, sApaDA upara pustaka goThavIne, TaTAra besIne - huM gAkhatA hatA. mane A svAdhyAya vinA cena ja paDatuM na hatuM. roja traNa kalAka te! navu geAkhavAmAM ja nIkaLatA hatA. 94 Scanned by CamScanner Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahita kAna citra : 30 japa sayAonA samayamAM, kALaveLAe kyAreka rAtre paNa huM mannAdhirAjazrI navakArano japa karato hato. ahA ! mAnavalokanI kerIno ke devAtmAonA amRta rasAsvAda to A japanA rasa pAse atyaMta phIkako lAge. japanA samayamAM parameSThI bhagavaMtonI sAthe ekAkAra banI jato hato. mArAthI japa-mALA keme ya mukAtI na hatI. citra H 31 vihAra zeSakALanA samayamAM mArA gurudevAdi munivRnda sAthe huM grAmAnugrAma vihAra karuM chuM. mArI upadhi huM bAMdhuM chuM, taduparAnta mArA gurudevAdi vaDIlonA upakaraNe paNa lauM chuM. bhAra UMcakavA chatAM vaiyAvaccanA rasanA kAraNe mane kadI te bhAra lAgato nathI. eka gAmathI bIje gAma, bIje gAmathI nitya navA tIrthonI spanAo, jinamaMdiromAM adUbhuta pratimAjInAM darzane, aneka munio sAthe milana, darzana vaMdanAdi vagere.... A badhuM ya mane atyata AhlAdaka ane mArA saMyamadharmamAM vRddhikAraka banI rahyuM che. Scanned by CamScanner Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ heta dhyAna citra : 32 lAca dara cha mahine huM mastaka ane dADhInA vALanA munie pAse lAca karAvu chu. lAcanuM e kaSTa bhale game teTalu tINu gaNAtu haze paNa mArA mATe te atyanta Ana Mdajanaka kriyA che. jenI pratyeka capaTImAM anatI kANAvaNAonA bhukkA pyAlAI jatA hoya; je vakhate narakAdi durgationA tIvra du:khAnu` ramaraNa thatAM sUkSma paNa pApa nahi karavAnA daDha manArathA sevAtA hoya; je samaye dehAbyAsa keTalA Ache thayA che tenA AMka maLI jatA hoya; jemAM jinAjJAnu aNizuddha pAlana thatu hoya evA leAcane kaSTa teA kema manAya re! e teA mahotsavabhUta che! gurvAjJAthI huM bhikSA citra : 33 bhikSATana nIkaLuM chuM. baporanA dhAmadhakhatA kALa hoya; paga caMpAtA hoya tyAre 'dharmalAbha' 'dha lAbha' kahetAM zrAvakAnA kuLAmAM huM praveza karuM chuM. huM ane mArA soMghATaka muni betAlIsamAMthI eka paNa doSa lAgI na jAya tenI pUratI kALajI rAkhIe chIe. puNyAtmAe bhA2e bhaktibhAva dAkhavIne amane vaheArAve che tyAre ame paNa saMyamaba nI maryAdAonuM barobara pAlana karIe chIe. AthI aneka bhAvAtmAo dharma pAmI jAya che. 96 Scanned by CamScanner Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thAya che ke , te citraH 34 gocarI doSamukta bhikSAnI jhoLIupAzraye lAvIne vidhipUrvaka guru devane te gocarI batADIne ame munio zAstramaryAdA mujaba vartuLAkAre gocarI vAparavA mATe besIe chIe. gurudeve amane gocarI karatI vakhate lAgI javAnI zakayatAvALA je pAMca doSo batAvyA che, te aMge ame sahu ekadama sAvadhAna rahIe chIe; ane gocarI vAparIne tivihAranuM paccakakhANa karIne UbhA thaIe chIe. citraH 35 guru-sevA huM haMmeza khAsa karIne rAtrinA samaye gurudevanI tathA glAnAdi munivaronI sevA karuM chuM. gurudevanI sevA karatA temanA aMguThAne vAraMvAra mArI AMkha aDADu chuM; ane temanA paganA taLIAne mAruM mastaka. te vakhate mArA gurudeve mArI upara keTalo badho upakAra karyo che tenuM smaraNa karatAM huM gadgad thaI jAuM chuM. O O Scanned by CamScanner Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AihitI prApta thayo vibhAga : 7 : mardanI sthApanA ane amRtambAvananI prakriyA citra : 36 gurudeva dvArA nAbhikamalamAM arsanI sthApanA eka divasanI vAta che. gurudeva sUtA hatA. huM temanA caraNanI sevA karato hato. te vakhate gurudeva beThA thaI gayA. temanA mukha upara bhAre prasannatA jaNAtI hatI. mane lAgyuM ke gurudeva Aje mArI upara vizeSa kRpAvaMta jaNAya che. ane.... kharekhara tema ja hatuM Aje mane gurusevAnA mevA maLavAnA hatA. beThA thaelA gurudeve mane kahyuM, "vatsa? tuM traNa cAra dIdhI zvAsocchavAsa levA dvArA tArI nADIonuM zuddhikaraNa kara. mAre Aje tane 3 mantra vidhipUrvaka Apavo che. mArI prasannatAthI apAte A ma- tane zIghra phaLadAyI banaze." A sAMbhaLIne AnaMdavibhora banelo huM gurudeve jaNAvyA mujaba TaTAra besI gayo. traNa vakhata zvAsa lIdho ane mUkayo. A pramANe traNa dIrdha zvAsocchavAsanI kriyA pUrI thaI ke tarata ja mane evo bhAsa thayo ke gurudeve potAnI kaI parA-zaktithI mArA nAbhi sthAnamAM "adanI sthApanA karI dIdhI che. 98 Scanned by CamScanner Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eTaluM ghaTAda) mArI nAbhimAM mane e mantra spaSTa rIte dekhAvA lAgyA. tyAra bAda gurudeve kahyuM, "vatsa! have tArA A barda ne mATethI khelavA pUrNAMka upara uThAva ane TheTha brahmarandhramAM pahoMcADI de. tuM jyAre bhArapUrvaka ane moTethI na... beAlIza tyAre zarUmAM te hasva haze, tyAra bAda te dI thaze, pachI kramaza: bluta, sUkSma ane ati sUkSma banI jaIne brahmarandhramAM vilIna thaI jaze.'' gurudevanAM Adeza mujaba meM e pramANe mATethI kahyuM. kharekhara tema ja thayuM. chelle mArA avAjamAM mAtra tenA sUkSma raNakAra rahyo, ane te ya chelle zAnta paDI gayA jyAre ahasva avasthAmAM hatA. tyAre teNe nAbhimAM rahelAM maNipUracakranu bhedana karyuM ane tyAMthI te upara gayA. jyAre vruta banyo tyAre teNe kaIkamAM rahelAM vizuddha cakranu` bhedana karyuM. jyAre te sUkSma thayA tyAre teNe lalATamAM rahelAM AjJAcakranu` bhedana karyuM. jyAre te ati sUkSma thayA tyAre teNe brahmarandhramAM rahelAM sahastradaLa cakranuM bhedana karyuM. Ama te atisUkSma thaI ne svarUpe vilIna thaI gayA. 99 Scanned by CamScanner Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ viThaMd dayAnA ) citraH 38 a nuM amRtasvarUpe plAna " tyAra bAda atisUkSma svarUpe vilaya pAmelA te mane amRtatva thavA lAgyuM. ane te amRta binduo mArI pAchalI karoDarajaju dvArA nIce javA lAgyA. tenA TapakAMo nAbhisthAnamAM paDavA lAgyA. dhIre dhIre to nAbhisthAnamAM ghaNuM amRta bAvana thayuM. re! tyAM nAnakaDuM saravarIyuM ja banI gayuM. mAruM AkhuM nAbhisthaLa a nA rUpAntarita thaelA amRtanuM taLAva banI gayuM. citraH 39 nAbhimAM amRta sarovara ane temAM snAna A amRta-sAgaramAM huM kUdI paDaze ane temAM snAna karavA lAgyo. ardanuM amRtatvamAM rUpAntara! ane temAM sarvottapradeze mAruM snAna ! pachI AnaMdAnubhUtimAM to zuM kamInA rahe? enuM varNana paNa zuM thAya? vibhAga : 8 vidyAdevI abhiSeka ane svarUpaciMtana citra : 40 SoDazadala kamala jeTalAmAM huM e amRtasarovare snAna karI rahyo chuM teTalAmAM ekAeka te sarovaramAM-mArAthI thoDeka cheTe - soLa daLanuM eka kamaLa pragaTa thayuM. ati suMdara e 100 Scanned by CamScanner Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kamaLa hatuM. huM to tene joIne ja stabdha thaI gayo. tarata ja huM te kamaLa tarapha tarIne pahoMcavA lAgyA. tyAM pahoMcIne te kamaLanI pAMkhaDIonI vaccethI aMdara praveza karIne kamaLanI kaNikAmAM jaIne padmAsananI mudrAmAM TaTTAra besI gayo. mane e sthitimAM apUrva AhulAda pedA thavA lAgyo. citraH 41 vidyAdevIne abhiSeka tathA saMdeza jarAka vAra thaI tyAM to eka addabhuta Azcarya thayuM. te kamaLanI soLeya pAMkhaDIo upara soLa strIo dekhAvA lAgI. temaNe nakhazIza sapheda sADI paherI hatI. temanuM mukha nirvikAritAnA lAvaNyathI lasalasatuM hatuM. ethI ya vizeSa mAtA jevuM vAtsalya temanA aMgomAMthI nItaratuM hatuM. jANe ke te soLe ya mArI mAtAo na hoya! huM temanI sAme jovA lAgya-tyAre temaNe mane kahyuM, puNyAtmA! tuM ciMtA na karIza. ame soLa vidyAdevIo chIe. tane eka saMdeza ApavA mATe ja ame A karyuM che. amAre tane eka ja vAta karavI che ke, "tuM tArA svarUpamAM lIna thA." ATaluM bolIne te vidyAdevIo antardhAna thaI gaI. "tuM tArA svarUpamAM lIna thA." A vAkaye mArA cittamAM pracaMDa kaDAko bolAvyuM. huM ekadama sajAga banI 10 Scanned by CamScanner Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gayo. are ! mAre mArA svarUpamAM lIna thavAnuM che. te zuM A paLomAM huM svarUpa-lIna nathI? are! pahelAM mane e te koka batADe ke mAruM svarUpa zuM che? ' are! bhUlyo....e mAruM svarUpa-bhAna paNa mAre ja karavAnuM che. huM koNa chuM? te mAre ja zodhI kADhavAnuM che. paNa e mATe to mAre parama zAntinuM sthaLa zodhavuM paDaze. jyAM kaI na hoya, kazuM ja na hoya; sivAya deza ane kALa. haM....yAda AvyuM. jyAM sacarAcara vizvanuM keI tattva na hoya evuM nirava sthaLa to eka ja che. mArI pAse... te tenuM nAma che brahmaraddha! citra: 42 vAtamAna brahmaraznamAM besIne svarUpaciMtana A vicAra karatAM ja meM saMkalpa karyo ke mAre hamaNAM ja brahmarabramAM pahoMcavuM che.... saMka95 thatAMnI sAthe ja te pUrNa thaI gayo. eka ja paLamAM huM mArI koI acitya AtmazaktithI brahmarabramAM pahoMcI gayo. tyAM padmAsanastha thaI gayo. have huM mArA svarUpanuM ciMtana karavA lAgyo. 102 Scanned by CamScanner Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ citra : 43 enoDama huM mArI jAtane puchavA lAgyo s6 : huM koNa chuM? mAruM svarUpa zuM che? jyAre vAraMvAra meM A savAla pUchayA ja karo tyAre koI atAga UMDANamAMthI avAja Avyo : huM. huM ekalo chuM. mAruM koI nathI. vAraMvAra pas dhvani athaDAvA lAgyo. ane pratyeka vakhate mArI AsapAsa-cAre bAju nIcenI dharatIe UbhelA bA, bApujI vagere svajane; dukAna, gharabAra, gAma, nagara - saghaLuMya "mAru nathI. mAre temanI sAthe koI saMbaMdha nathI. temanA viSe rAgAdibhAvathI vicAro karavAnuM mAre leza paNa projana nathI - e vAta mane vadhu ne vadhu spaSTa thavA lAgI. ane ema thatAM thatAM chelle jANe ke mArA magajanA doDha abaja sela sAthe saMbaMdha dharAvatAM svajanAdi pratyenA rAgAdibhAvanA seMkaDo tAra taDAtaDa karatAM tUTI gayA. meM temanI sAthene saghaLo saMparka choDI dIdhe. mane mArA "DaEUR" svarUpane sAkSAtkAra thayo. paNa A ekalatA mane sAlavA lAgI. kadAca mArA anAdikALanA anekatAnA viparIta abhyAsanA kAraNe paNa tema thayuM hoya. na samajI zakAya tevI cittanI viSama sthitine huM anubhavavA lAgyo. - 103 Scanned by CamScanner Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ halayAna citra : 44 sAda pharI huM mArA svarUpanuM bhAna karavA mATe e ja prazna karavA lAgyA : de' huM koNa chuM? mAruM sva-rUpa zuM che? vaLI AtamanA atAga UMDANamAMthI avAja Avyo : sevaT', huM trilokaguru paramAtmAnA dAsa chu. A ja samaye mane AkAzamAM vAdaLAmAMthI pragaTa thaelA, mane AziSa detAM paramAtmA dekhAvA lAgyA. temane joI ne ja huM ardhapAgala jevA thaI gayA. mArA romAMca khaDA thaI gayA. mArA AtmapradezeA nAco UThayA. huM jorathI kheAlavA lAgyA. hA.... hA.... vAse, vAsaDa.....huM A dekhAya che te mArA svAmIne dAsa che; A paramipatAnuM baccuM chuM. dAsatvabhAvanA e AnaMda vavAtIta hateA. AkhA jagatanA svAmIne svAmitvanA je Anada haze tenAthI anataguNa AnaMda jagatapati paramAtmAnA dAsatvanA mane hatA. huM te vakhate te AnaMda anubhavI rahyo hateA. citra : 45 se dAsatvanA A AnaMdanI anubhUtimAM huM ekarasa banI gayA hatA tyAre kAI paLe - ekAeka mArI najaramAM 104 Scanned by CamScanner Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hi. ahita dayAnA che. je "rADa' pada hatuM tene rA dUra thaI gayo. ane mane sADa vaMcAvA lAgyuM. AthI meM mArI jAtane prazna pUchayo. se ?" javAba maLe: sAruM. ' are ! huM to te-svarUpa chuM. tenA dAsatvanI anubhUtimAMthI ane tenA svarUpanI anubhUti thavA lAgI. te parama-tattava, ane huM - Atma-tattava: amArA be mAM kaze bheda nathI. ame be eka svarUpa chIe. je enuM saikAlika svarUpa che te ja mAruM svarUpa che. A vakhate mArA AtmatattvamAM mane paramAtmatattva dekhAvA lAgyuM. banne abhinna jaNAvA lAgyA. A abhedAnubhUti karatAM mAro AtmAnaMda parAkASTAne pAmI gayo. vibhAga : 9 kRtajJatAciMtana, kSapakazreNi ane kaivalya. citraH 46 kRtajJatA-ciMtana AvI ati dhanya avasthA anubhavatA mane eka vicAra Avyoeka divasa huM kyAM hato? kevo aMtarane bhikhArI! avaguNane ukaraDAone svAmI ! doSanI gaMdhAelI gaTara jevo ! ane Aje huM kyAM pahoMcyo? are ! A badho kono mahimA ! emane to huM kema ja visArI zakuM ! hAya; e to narI kRtadhratA ja kahevAya ! e saghaLo mahimA mArA asImopakArI. taraNatAraNa 15 Scanned by CamScanner Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahayAna hAra deva ane gurunA che. devAdhidevanA anugrahe ane gurudevanI kRpAe ja huM AvI ati dhanya avasthAne pAbI zako chu. A vakhate aMtarIkSamAM mane mArA devAdhideva ane mArA gurudeva dekhAvA lAgyA. huM banne ya ne jotAM ja Ubhe thaI gayA. ane tyAM ja khamAsamaNuM daIne koTi koTi vaMdana karavA lAgyA. ahA ! mArA asImApakArI ArAdhyadevA ! te na maLyA hota teA A bhavarAnamAM huM kayAM bhaTakatA hota ! kRtajJatA guNanA sparza karatAM mane sAtamA guNasthAnanA apramattabhAvanI jhalaka prApta thaI. huM te ja paLe sAtamA guNasthAna upara ArUDha thayA. citra : 47 kSapakazreNiH jIva ane ziva sAthe ekatA eka vakhata A rIte apUrva jhalaka dvArA sAtamA guNasthAna upara mAro AtmA ArUDha thayA hatA tyAre jIva mAtra sAthenA mArA snehapariNAmanI dhArA ekadama vadhavA lAgI. mArI cAkera [ti ka] jIvatatva ja hatuM. sa jIvarAzi sAthe mAro abheda thavA lAgyA. ame sahu sa sArI jIvamAtra eka ja chIe evI ekatAnA huM anubhava karavA lAgyA. Scanned by CamScanner 106 Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hita yAta e vakhate bIjI paNa eka bInA banI ke mArI UrdhvamAM rahelA zivasvarUpa sakaLa siddha bhAgavatA sAthe paNa me abhedabhAva sAdhyo. mane amArA sahumAM abhinnapaNe zivadarzana thavA lAgyu. karma yukata ame sahu jIva : eka ka mukta ame sahu zivaH eka AvI sakaLa jIva ane sakaLa ziva sAthe mArA AtmAe je ekatA sAdhI te ja mArI kSapakazreNI banI gaI. mArA mAhanIyakanA curA kheAlAI gayA, mArA dhanadhAtI karmonA paNa saMpUrNata: nAza thaI gayA! huM vItarAga thayA; sajJa thayA. citra : 48 muLasvarUpamAM Agamana H zivaH svarUpAnubhUtinuM jAgaraNu vItarAgatA ane kaivalyanI parA-sthitinA anubhava mAro AtmA karI rahyo che. e svarUparamaNatAne AnaMda mANI rahyo che. huM vaLI pAchA bharatakSetranA te ja mAnava banI gayA. mane lAgyuM ke me dhaNuM badhuM AgamathI bhAvanikSepe mAru arihaMta svarUpa meM gumAvyuM che. hA....mArA svabhAvanu prAgaTaya gumAvyuM che te. A zI rIte banI zake ? te huM na 107 Scanned by CamScanner Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Si ahigyAna (O) | samajI zakayo paNa e ka hakIkatane mArAthI InkAra thaI zake tema na hatuM. paNa bIjI bAju e paramAnaMdanI anubhUtine huM kadI visarI zakuM tema paNa na hatuM. chatAM mane bhaya hato; A saMsArane ! tenI mAyAno! rakhe ne mane kyAMka e mAyA bhulAvAmAM pADI de! nA... nA...mArI svarUpAnubhUtine te huM kadI visarI ! na zakuM. have to bAhyathI huM bhale mAnavAtmA che. paraMtu abhyArathI to huM pUrNa paramAtmA ja chuMAvI sthitimAM huM sadAya A saMsAramAM anAsakta rahevAne. ane....e vakhate mArA manamAMthI eka pukAra nIkaLI gaye. prasIya bhagavanuM mayi ! he sarvezvara ! Apa mArI upara kRpA karo ke jethI mArA mULabhUta svarUpanA AnaMdanuM kyAre paNa visarjana na thaI jAya. ApanI kRpA vinA e saMbhavitaja nathI. - kRpAlo ! kRpA kare; kRpA karo, kRpA karo ahIM A maMtranI mALA gaNavI. tyAra bAda vIsa mALA 3 dR marda namaH padanI gaNavI. cunAla enamacaMda jaina 108 vAra ka. 00 02 Scanned by CamScanner Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3v35 vAla kiMmata rUA. 3-00 TAITala: 55 miTarsa, amadAvAda. phona : 2013 Scanned by CamScanner