Ruday Kamal Me Dhayan Dharat Hu

Author(s): Bhadraguptasuri
Publisher: Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra Koba
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008928/1

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hRdaya kamala meM dhyAna gharata huM (navapadajI para pravacano) Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vivecanakAra [AcArya zrI vijayabhadraguptasUrIzvarajI ma.] For Private And Personal Use Only 188

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punaH saMpAdana jJAnatIrtha - kobA tRtIya AvRtti vi.saM. 2035, 31 ogasTa 2009 maMgala prasaMga rASTrasaMta zratoddhAraka AcAryadevazrIpAsAgarasUrijIno 75mo janmadivasa. tithi : bhAdaravA suda-11, tA. 31-8-2009, sAMtAkrujha - muMbaI mUlya pAku peThuM rU. 135.00 kAcu peThuM rU.pa0.00 Arthika saujanya zeTha zrI niraMjana narottamabhAInA smaraNArthe ha. zeTha zrI narottamabhAI lAlabhAI parivAra USLELS zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAghanA kendra AcArya zrI kelAsasAgarasUri jJAnamaMdira kobA, tA. ji. gAMdhInagara - 382007 phona naM. (079) 23ra79ra04, 23276rapara email: gyanmandir@kobatirth.org website : www.kobatirth.org mudraka : navaprabhAta prinTarsa, amadAvAda - 98255988papa - TAITala DIjhAIna : Arya grAphiksa - 9925801910 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta zrI vijayabhadraguptasUrIzvarajI zrAvaNa zuklA 12, vi.saM. 1989 ke dina pudagAma mahesANA (gujarAta) meM maNIbhAI evaM hIrAbahana ke kuladIpaka ke rUpa meM janme mUlacandabhAI, juhI kI kalI kI bhAMti khilatIkhulatI javAnI meM 18 barasa kI umra meM vi.saM.2007, mahAvada 5 ke dina rANapura (saurASTra) meM AcArya zrImad vijayapremasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA ke karamakamaloM dvArA dIkSita hokara pu. bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ke ziSya bane. muni zrI bhadraguptavijayajI kI dIkSAjIvana ke prAraMbha kAla se hI adhyayana adhyApana kI sudIrgha yAtrA prAraMbha ho cukI thI.45 AgamoM ke saTIka adhyayanoparAMta dArzanika, bhAratIya evaM pAzcAtya tatvajJAna, kAvya-sAhitya vagairaha ke 'milasTona' pAra karatI huI vaha yAtrA sarjanAtmaka kSitija kI tarapha mur3a gaI. 'mahApaMthano yAtrI se 20 sAla kI umra meM zuru huI lekhanayAtrA aMta samaya taka athaka evaM anavarata calI. taraha-taraha kA maulika sAhitya, tatvajJAna, vivecanA, dIrgha kathAe~, laghu kathAe~, kAvyagIta, patroM ke jariye svaccha va svastha mArgadarzana paraka sAhitya sarjana dvArA unakA jIvana saphara dina-ba-dina bharApUrA banA rahatA thA. premabharA ha~samukha svabhAva, prasanna va mRdu AMtara-bAhya vyaktitva evaM bahujana-hitAya bahujana-sukhAya pravRttiyA~ unake jIvana ke mahattvapUrNa aMgarUpa thI. saMgha-zAsana vizeSa karake yuvA pIDhI, taruNa pIr3hI evaM zizu-saMsAra ke jIvana nirmANa kI prakiyA meM unheM rUci thI... aura isI se unheM saMtuSTi milatI thI. pravacana, vArtAlApa, saMskAra zibira, jApa-dhyAna, anuSThAna evaM paramAtma bhakti ke viziSTa AyojanoM ke mAdhyama se unakA sahiSNu vyaktitva bhI utanA hI unnata evaM ujjvala banA rahA. pUjyazrI jAnane yogya vyaktitva va mahasusa karane yogya astitva se sarAbora the. kolhApura meM tA. 4-5-1987 ke dina gurudeva ne unheM AcArya pada se vibhUSita kiyA. jIvana ke aMta samaya meM lambe arase taka ve aneka vyAdhiyoM kA sAmanA karate hue aura aise meM bhI satata sAhitya sarjana karate hue dinAMka 19-11-1999 ko zyAmala, ahamadAbAda meM kAladharma ko prApta hue. For Private And Personal Use Only

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prakAzakIya pUjya AcArya zrI vijayabhadraguptasUrijI mahArAja (zrI priyadarzana) dvArA likhita ane vizvakalyANa prakAzana mahesANAthI prakAzita sAhitya jaina samAjamAM ja nahIM parantu jainetara lokomAM paNa khUba ja utsukatA sAthe vaMcAtu lokapriya sAhitya che. - pUjyazrI 19 navembara 1999nA roja amadAvAdamAM kALadharma pAmyA pachI vipakalyANa prakAzana TrasTanuM visarjana karI teozrInA prakAzanonuM punaHprakAzana baMdha karavAnA nirNayanI vAta sAMbhaLIne amArA TrasTIone bhAvanA thaI ke pUjya AcAryazrInuM utkRSTa sAhitya janasamudAyane hameMzA maLatuM rahe te mATe kaMIka karavuM joIe e Azaya sAthe vizvakalyANa prakAzananA TrasTamaMDaLane A vAta pUjya rASTrasaMta AcArya zrI pAsAgarasUrijInI saMmati pUrvaka jaNAvI. baMne pUjya AcAryonI parasparanI maitrI ghaniSTha hatI. aMtima divasomAM divaMgata AcAryazrIe rASTrasaMta AcAryazrIne maLavAnI icchA vyakta karI hatI. pUjyazrIe A kArya mATe vyakti, vyaktitva ane kRtitvanA AdhAre potAnI saMmati prerakabaLa rupe ApI. teozrInA AzIrvAda pAmIne kobAtIrthanA TrasTIoe A kAryane AgaLa dhapAvavA vizvakalyANa prakAzana TrasTanI pAse prastAva mukyo. - vizvakalyANa prakAzana TrasTanA TrasTIoe paNa kobA tIrthanA TrasTIonI divaMgata AcAryazrI priyadarzananA pracAra-prasAranI utkRSTa bhAvanAne dhyAnamAM laI zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra-kobAtIrthane potAnA TrasTa dvArA prakAzita pustakonA puna:prakAzananA badhAja adhikAro saharSa soMpI dIdhA. te pachI zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra saMsthAnA kRtasAritA (jana bukasTola)nA mAdhyamathI zrI priyadarzananA lokapriya pustakonuM vitaraNa jAhera janatAnA hitamAM cAlu karyuM. zrIpriyadarzananA anupalabdha sAhityanA punaHprakAzana karavAnI zRMkhalAmAM prastuta zrI hRdaya kalamameM dhyAna dharata huM graMthane punaHprakAzita karIne vAcakone upalabdha karAvI rahyA chIe. zeTha zrI saMvegabhAI lAlabhAInA saujanyathI A prakAzana mATe zeTha zrI niraMjana narottamabhAInA smaraNArthe ha. zeTha zrI narottamabhAI lAlabhAI parivAra taraphathI je udAra Arthika sahayoga prApta thayo che e badala amo samagra zeThazrI narottamabhAI lAlabhAI parivAranA RNI chIe tathA teonI For Private And Personal Use Only

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hArdika anumodanA karIe chIe. AzA che ke bhaviSyamAM paNa teozrI taraphathI Avo ja udAra sahayoga maLato raheze. A AvRttinuM prUphariDIMga karI ApanAra zrI jagadIzabhAI prajApati, zaileSabhAI zAha tathA phAInala mUpha karI ApavAmAM saMsthAnA paMDitavarya zrI manojabhAI jenano tathA A pustakanA suMdara kampojhIMga tathA seTIMga karI ApavA badala saMsthAnA kapyuTara vibhAgamAM kAryarata zrI ketanabhAI zAha, zrI saMjayabhAI gurjara tathA bAlasaMgabhAI ThAkorano ame hRdaya pUrvaka AbhAra. mAnIe chIe. Apane amAro namra anurodha che ke tamArA mitro ane svajanomAM A preraNAdAyI sAhityanI prabhAvanA karo. zrutajJAnanA pracAra-prasAra mATe apAyeluM nAnakaDuM yogadAna Apane lAbhadAyaka thaze. punaH prakAzana vakhate graMthakArazrInA Azaya tathA jinAjJA viruddhanI kAMI kSati rahI gaI hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam. sujJone dhyAna AkRSTa karavA vinaMtI. anta, navA kalevara tathA sajA sAthenuM prastuta pustaka ApanI jIvanayAtrAno mArga prazasta karavAmAM nimitta bane ane viSamatAomAM samarasatAno lAbha karAve evI zubha kAmanAo sAthe... TrasTIgaNa zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra For Private And Personal Use Only

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gharma, kalA tathA zrata-sAdhanAnuM AhvAda ghAma zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAghanA kendra, kobA tIrtha amadAvAda-gAMdhInagara hAIve para AveluM sAbaramatI nadIthI najIka suramya vRkSonI ghaTAothI chavAyeluM kobA tIrtha prAkRtika zAMtipUrNa vAtAvaraNano anubhava karAve che. gacchAdhipati, mahAna jainAcArya zrImad kailAsasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nI divya kRpA ane yugadaSTA rASTrasaMta AcArya pravara zrIma pAsAgarasUrIzvarajInA zubhAziSathI zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendranI sthApanA 26 Disembara 1980 nA roja karavAmAM AvI. AcAryazrInI evI IcchA hatI ke ahIM dharma, ArAdhanA tathA jJAna-sAdhanAnI koI ekAda pravRtti ja nahIM, paNa anekavidha jJAna ane dharmapravRttino mahAsaMgama thAya, eTalA mATe AcArya zrI kelAsasAgarasUrIzvarajInI ucca bhAvanArUpa AcArya zrI kailAsasAgarasUri jJAnamaMdiranI sthApanA karavAmAM AvI. zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra anekavidha pravRttio paikI nIcenI zAkhAomAM satata prayatnothI dharmazAsananI sevAmAM tatpara che. (1) mahAvIrAlaya : hRdayamAM alaukika dharmollAsa jagADanAra parama tIrthaMkara zrI mahAvIrasvAmIno zilpakalAyukta bhavya prAsAda mahAvIrAlaya jovA lAyaka che. pahelA mALe garbhagRhamAM mULanAyaka mahAvIrasvAmI vagere 13 pratimAonA darzana alaga-alaga derIomAM karI zakAya che tathA grAunDa phalora para AdIzvara bhagavAnanI bhavya pratimA, mANibhadravIra tathA bhagavatI padmAvatI sahita pAMca pratimAnA darzana karI zakAya che. tamAma pratimAo eTalI suMdara ane cuMbakIya AkarSaNa dharAve che ke jANe ke sAme darzana karavA beThA ja rahIe! maMdirane paraMparAgata zailIthI zilpAMkanothI rocaka paddhatithI alaMkRta karavAmAM Avela che. jemAM pagathiyAMthI zarU karIne zikharanA guMbaja sudhI tathA raMgamaMDapathI garbhagRhanI dareka pradeza jotAM jaina zilpakalA Adhunika yugamAM punaH jIvita thaI hoya tevuM lAge che. daravAjA para kotarAelA bhagavAna mahAvIranA prasaMgomAM 24 yakSa, 24 yakSiNIo, 16 mahAvidyAo, vividha svarUpothI sajja apsarAo, devo, kinnara, pazu-pakSI tathA latAmaMjarI vagere A maMdirane jaina zilpa tathA sthApatyanA kSetramAM eka apratima udAharaNa pUruM pADe che. mahAvIrAlayanI khAsa viziSTatA e che ke AcArya zrI kailAsasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA aMtima saMskArano samaya eTale ke dara varSe 22 me nA roja bapore For Private And Personal Use Only

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be vAgye ne sAta miniTe mahAvIrAlayanA zikharamAMthI sUryakiraNa zrI mahAvIrasvAmInA kapALane sUryatilakathI jhagamagAve evI anupama tathA advitIya vyavasthA karavAmAM AvI che. dara varSe A AlhAdaka prasaMganA darzana khUba moTI saMkhyAmAM loko bhAvavibhora banIne darzana kare che. (2) AcArya zrI kailAsasAgarasUri smRti maMdira (gurumaMdi2) : pUjya gacchAdhipati AcAryadeva prazAMtamUrti zrImad kailAsasAgarasUrIzvarajInA puNya dehanA aMtima saMskAranA sthaLa upara pUjyazrInI puNyasmRtimAM saMgamaramaranuM nayanaramya kalAtmaka guru maMdira banAvavAmAM AvyuM che. sphaTika ratnothI banAvelAM A maMdiramAM anantalabdhi nidhAna zrI gautamasvAmIjInI manohara mUrti tathA sphaTikamAMthI ja banAvelI caraNapAdukA kharekhara darzanIya che! (3) AcArya zrI kelAsasAgarasUri jJAnamaMdira (jJAnatIrtha) : vizvamAM jaina dharma ane bhAratIya saMskRtinA jJAna vArasAnA vizALatama saMgraha dharAvatA aghatana sAdhanothI saMpanna zodha saMsthAnanA rUpe potAnuM nAma jALavI rAkhatuM A jJAnatIrtha zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendranA AtmA svarUpe che A jJAnatIrtha potAnA kAryo dvArA samAjamAM pratiSThita saMsthA tarIke nAma dharAve che. AcArya zrI kailAsasAgarasUri jJAnamaMdiranI aMtargata nIce pramANenA vibhAgo kAryarata che. (a) devardhvigaNi kSamAzramaNa hastaprata bhAMDAgAra (ba) Arya sudharmAsvAmI zrutAgAra (prinTeDa graMthonI lAyabrerI (ka) AryarakSita zodhasAgara (kamyuTara vibhAga sAthe) (Da) samrATa sammati saMgrahAlaya-A kalApUrNa myujhiyamamAM purAtattvanA adhyetA tathA jijJAsu darzako mATe prAcIna bhAratIya zilpakalAnI paramparAnA gauravazALI darzana ahIM karI zakAya che. pASANa tathA dhAtunI mUrtio, tADapatra tathA kAgaLa para lakhelI sacitra hastaprato, laghucitrapaTa, vijJaptipatro, kASTha tathA hAthIdAMtamAMthI banAvelI prAcIna temaja arvAcIna advitIya kalAkRtio temaja anya prAcIna vastuone khUba ja AkarSaka tathA prabhAvazALI DhaMgathI dhArmika tathA sAMskRtika gauravane anurUpa pradarzita karavAmAM AvI che. (I) zahera zAkhA-pUjya sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto temaja zrAvaka-zrAvikAonA svAdhyAya, ciMtana ane manana mATe jainadharmanI pustako najIkamAM ja maLI rahe te hetuthI jaina loko jyAM vadhu rahe che tevA amadAvAdanA pAlaDI Tolakanagara vistAramAM AcArya zrI kailAsasAgarasUri jJAnamaMdiranI eka zaherazAkhA I. sa. 1999 thI zarU karavAmAM AvI che ke je Aje caturvidha saMghanA zrutajJAnanA adhyayana mATe satata sevA ApI rahI che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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(4) ArAdhanA bhavana : ArAdhako ahIM dharmArAdhana karI zake eTalA mATe ArAdhanA bhavananuM nirmANa karavAmAM AvyuM che. kudaratI vAtAvaraNa tathA prakAzamaya be upAzrayamAM muni bhagavaMto nivAsa karIne potAnI saMyama ArAdhanAnI sAthe-sAthe viziSTa jJAnAbhyAsa, dhyAna, svAdhyAya vagereno yoga prApta kare che. (pa) dharmazALA : A tIrthamAM AvatAM yAtriko temaja mahemAnone rahevA mATe Adhunika suvidhAothI saMpanna yAtrikabhavana ane atithibhavana banAvavAmAM AvyAM che. dharmazALAmAM vAtAnukUlita (e.sI.) tathA sAmAnya ema badhA maLI 46 rUmonI suvidhA che. (6) bhojanazALA ane alpAhAra gRha ? A tIrthamAM padhArelA zrAvako, darzanArthIo, mumukSuo, vidvAno temaja yAtrikone jaina siddhAMtane anurUpa sAtvika bhojana maLI rahe te hetuthI vizALa bhojanazALA ane alpAhAragRha (kenTIna)nI suMdara suvidhA upalabdha che. (7) zrutasaritA A bukasTolamAM vyAjabI bhAve jaina sAhitya, ArAdhanA sAmagrI, dhArmika upakaraNo jevA ke keseTa, sI.DI. vagere puruM pADavAmAM Ave che. ahIM esa.TI.DI. TelIphonanI paNa suvidhA upalabdha karavAmAM AvI che. prakRtinA khoLe zAMta ane suramya vAtAvaraNamAM A tIrthasthAnano varSa daramyAna hajAro yAtriko lAbha le che. (8) vizvamaitrIdhAma-borIjatIrtha, gAMdhInagara : yoganiSTha AcArya zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI sAdhanAnuM sthaLa borIjatIrthano punaruddhAra parama pUjya AcAryadeva zrI padmasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nI preraNA temaja zubhAziSathI zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra sAthe saMlagna vizvamaitrI dhAmanA tattvAvadhAnamAM prAcIna derAsaranA jIrNoddhAra rUpe navanirmita 108 phUTa UMcA, vizALa mahAlayamAM 81.25 iMcanA padmAsanastha zrI vardhvamAnasvAmInI pratiSThA karavAmAM AvI che. vartamAna maMdiramAM A sthaLa para jamInamAMthI nIkaLelI bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmI vagerenI pratimAonI prathama pratiSThA yoganiSTha AcArya zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja dvArA karavAmAM AvI hatI. navuM maMdira sthApatya temaja zilpa e baMne jovA jevA che. ahIM mahimApura (pazcima baMgALa)mAM jagaDu zeTha zrI mANikacaMdajI dvArA 18 mI sadImAM kasoTI paththarathI banAvelAM bhavya ane aitihAsika jinAlayano punaruddhAra karavAmAM Avyo che. hAlamAM tene jainasaMghanI aitihAsika dharohara mAnavAmAM Ave che. nisaMdeha emAM A tIrthanA parisaramAM pUrva ane pazcima bhAratanAM jainazilyano abhUtapUrva saMgama thayelo che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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s AcArya zrI bhadraguptasUri (priyadarzana) racita va sarjita sAhitya aura vizvakalyANa prakAzana, mahesANA dvArA prakAzita upalabdha pustakeM (aba zrI mahAvIra jaima ArAdhanA kendra, kobAtIrtha se upalabdha va prakAzyamAna) hindI pustakeM pravacana 1. parva pravacanamAlA 25.00 2-4. zrAvakajIvana (bhAga 2, 3. 4) 150.00 zAMtasudhArasa (bhAga 1) 50.00 kathA-kahAniyA~ zodha-pratizodha (samarAditya : bhava-1) 30.00 dveSa-adveSa (samarAditya : bhava-2) 30.00 vizvAsaghAta (samarAditya : bhava-3) 30.00 vaira vikAra (samarAditya : bhava-4) 50.00 sneha saMdeha (samarAditya : bhava-6) 50.00 saMsAra sAgara hai 30.00 *prIta kiye duHkha hoya 50.00 vratakathA 15.00 kathAdIpa 10.00 phUlapattI 8.00 11. choTI sI bAta 8.00 12. kalikAla sarvajJa 25.00 13. hisAba kitAba 15.00 14. naina bahe dina raina 30.00 sabase U~cI prema sagAI 30.00 tattvajJAna jJAnasAra (saMpUrNa) 50.00 *samAdhAna 50.00 mAraga sAcA kauna batAye 30.00 pIo anubhava rasa pyAlA 20.00 zAnta sudhArasa (artha sahita) 12.00 motI kI khetI 5.00 7. prazamarati (bhAga - 2) 25.00 nibaMdha : maulika ciMtana 1. . svAdhyAya 30.00 15. " f " For Private And Personal Use Only

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je rU.co 10.00 3. 4. 6. ciMtana kI cA~danI jinadarzana zubharAtri suprabhAtam 6.00 che. 20.00 30.00 1-rU. vijJAna seTa (rU pusta5) gujarAtI pustako pravacano 1-4. dhamma zaraNaM pavanjAmi bhAga 1 thI 4 290.00 pa-7, zrAvaka jIvana bhAga 2, 3, 4 150.00 8-10. zAMta sudhArasa bhAga 1 thI 3 1pa0,00 11, parva pravacanamALA 50.00 12. manane bacAvo 15.00 kathA-vArtA sAhitya 13-15.nsamarAditya mahAkathA bhAga 1 thI 3 400.00 16. * pAMpaNe bAMdhyuM pANiyAruM 40.00 17. *prIta kiye du:kha hoya DI.-15-00 ji.-70.00 18. *eka rAta aneka vAta nIla gagananAM paMkheru 30.00 20. mane tArI yAda satAve 30.00 21. dostI 25.00 22. sarvajJa jevA sUrideva 30.00 23. aMjanA 20.00 24. phUla pAMdaDI 8.00 25. vrata dhare bhava tare 15.00 23. zraddhAnI saragama 30.00 27. zodha pratizodha 30.00 28. nirAMtanI veLA 2002 29, vArtAnI vATe 20.00 30. vArtAnA ghATe 20.00 31. hisAba kitAba 20.00 32. rIsAyelo rAjakumAra 20.0 33. *sulAsA 50.00 For Private And Personal Use Only

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34-36 jaina rAmAyaNa bhAga-1 thI 3 DI-465-00ja.-195.00 tatvajJAna-vivecana 37, mAraga sAcA kauna batAve 30.00 samAdhAna 40.00 39. pIo anubhava rasa pyAlA 20.00 40. *jJAnasAra DI.-220-00-115.00 41. *prazamarati DI.-301-004.-115.00 maulika ciMtana nibaMdha 42. huM to pala palamAM muMjhAuM 30.00 43. tArA du:khane khaMkherI nAMkha 40.00 44. na priyate 10.00 45. bhavanA pherA 15.00 46. jinadarzana (darzana vidhi) 10.00 47. mAMgalika (nitya svAdhyAya) 800 48. svAdhyAya 30.00 49, tIrthayAtrA 8.00 50. trilokadarzana 25.00 51. *laya-vilaya-pralaya pa0,00 52. saMvAda 40.00 53. huM mane zodhI rahyo chuM 40.00 54. huM tane zodhI rahyo chuM. 40.00 bALako mATe raMgIna citra 55. vijJAna seTa (3 pustako) 20.00 vividha 56. gItagaMgA (gIto) 20.00 pa7. samatA samAdhi 5.00 English Books 1. The Way Of Life [Part 1 to 41 160.00 Jain Ramayana [Part 1 to 3] 130.00 Bury Your Worry 30.00 Children's 3 Books Set 20.00 A Code of Conduct 6.00 The Treasure of mind 5.00 7. *The Guide Lines Of Jainism 60.00 * zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra, kobA dvArA punaH prakAzita For Private And Personal Use Only

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kSataiibhavI)) u9 OM asiAusA dajJAcAtebhyo namaH hRdaya Salati rihaMthasoj otvapadanuM dhyAna dharavAnI kalpanA mATenuM citra. For Private And Personal Use Only

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* vyAkhyAna paheluM ) arihAi-navapayAI jJAittA hiyayakamalamajjhammi sirisiddhacakkamAhappa-muttamaM kiMpi jNpemi|| - siri-nirivAra ET anaMta upakArI parama kRpAnidhi paramAtmA jinezvara devoe sArAya vizvanA hita mATe, dharmatIrthanI sthApanA karI, vizvane mokSamArga batAvyo. dharmanI ArAdhanA, upAsanA jIvonA hita mATe, kalyANa mATe batAvI. A vAta ApaNA hRdayamAM barAbara ThasI javI joIe. te mATe hRdayamAM prabala vizvAsa sthApita thavo joIe. A vizvAsa kyAre sthApita thAya? jyAre mokSamArga batAvanArA, dharmanI ArAdhanA batAvanArA tIrthaMkara paramAtmA pratye sneha pragaTe, rAga thaI jAya tyAre! paramAtmA sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhoH paramAtmazraddhA aneka prakAre pragaTa thAya che. sauprathama to sarvajJa paramAtmA sAthe saMbaMdha baMdhAya. saMbaMdha bAMdhavAnuM kArya dharmaArAdhanAthI zakya bane. gharmaArAdhanA karavA pUrve eka ja vicAra karavAno ke "dharmanI ArAdhanA karyA sivAya AtmakalyANa nathI. dharmaArAdhanAthI ja zAzvat zAMti maLe che." paraMtu kahevA mAtrathI, bolavA mAtrathI kAMI zraddhA utpanna thatI nathI. je jIvoe paramAtmAe batAvelI dharmaArAdhanA karI che, te ArAdhanAmAM jemane saphaLatA prApta thayelI che, temanA tarapha juo. carmacakSuthI nahIM, jJAnadRSTithI juo. e darzanamAMthI samyagadarzana pragaTa thaze! sammazraddhA pragaTaze. koI ema sAMbhaLe ke "amuka DaoNkTara sArA che', to sAMbhaLavA mAtrathI DaoNkTara para vizvAsa nahIM mUke, paNa "te DaoNkTarathI amuka mANasanI vyAdhi dUra thaI, temanI TrITamenTathI khUba phAyado thayo." pachI? tame bolI UThazo: "are! sarasa! DaoNkTara khUba sArA che! ApaNe paNa temanI pAse jaIzuM ne davA laIzuM Ama DaoNkTara para zraddhA sthApita thaI. vakIla, berisTara ke solisITara para vizvAsa kyAre thAya? jItI na zakAya tevA For Private And Personal Use Only

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hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata che muzkelIbharyA kesa te jItI batAve tyAre ne? tamane thAya ke "are! Avo na jitAya tevo kesa jItI gayA! kamAla karI!" pachI tamane te vakIla para zraddhA thAya ne? paramAtmazraddhA hRdayamAM pragaTAvo : eka bIjA raste paNa zraddhA utpanna thAya che. ApattimAM phasAyelI eka vyaktine tame sAco mArga batAvyo, muzkelImAM hovA chatAM te na mAne ane vadhu duHkhI thAya, pachI te ja kaheze ke "pelA bhAIe batAvelo mArga svIkAryo hota to A pariNAma na Avata...' Ama Thokara khAdhA pachI sAcA mArge vaLe! ane tamArA para zraddhAvAna bane. paramAtmAe je parama sukha, parama zAntino mArga batAvyo che, tenA para zraddhA sthApita karyA vinA ApaNe bhAgyanAM bahAnAM kADhIe chIe. pApanA udayanuM bahAnuM kADhI dharmapuruSArtha karatA nathI. dharmaArAdhanAmAM pIchehaTha thAya che. zAthI Ama thAya che? ApaNe paramAtmAne oLakhI zakyA nathI. paramAtmAnA aciMtya prabhAvathI ApaNe aparicita chIe, paramAtmAnI anaMtazaktine ApaNe samajI ja zakyA nathI.... A paristhitimAM koI manuSya maLe ane batAve ke paramAtmAnA batAvelA mokSamArga para cAlavAthI pote kevI rIte zAMti ane sukha meLavyAM, tyAre ApaNAmAM paNa zraddhA utpanna thAya. ame prabhunA mArgathI dUra rahyA hatA, paramAtmAnA prabhAvathI ajJAta hatA, tethI jIvana kleza, azAMti ane saMtApathI ribAI rahyuM hatuM, paraMtu paramAtmAno mArga maLyo, mArgane samajyA ane mArga para cAlavAthI phlezAdi nAza pAmyA." A pramANe sAMbhaLavAthI tamane thAya ne ke "to huM paNa te mArge cAluM?'_A che zraddhAno bIjo mArga. "paramAtmAe batAvelA mArge ja sukha zAMti maLe, te sivAyanA bIjA mArge duHkha azAMti ja maLe'-A prakAranI zraddhA thavI joIe. koI puruSa eka mArge jAya che, tyAM tene sukha ane zAMti maLe che, to evo vicAra Ave ne ke huM paNa A rastA para cAluM. te mATe mAre zuM karavuM joIe? nirAza na bano... cAlatA raho. prazna : paramAtmAnA batAvelA mokSamArga para cAlavAnI bhAvanA to thAya che, paNa cAlavAnI zakti nathI! uttara : zA mATe kAyara bano cho? mokSamArganI koI eka sAdhanA nathI, aneka sAdhanAo che. vaLI, mArga eka ja hoya, paraMtu koIka manuSya pAMca For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana mAIlanI jhaDape cAle, koI cAra mAIlanI jhaDape, koI traNa.... be.... eka mAIlanI jhaDape cAle! eka kalAkamAM eka mAIla cAlavAnI jemanI jhaDapa nathI, teo kalAkanA pAMca mAIla cAlanAranI sAthe cAlavA jAya to emanuM zuM thAya? kalAkanA pAMca mAIla cAlanArAonI jhaDapa joIne ema na vicAro ke 'bhAI, ApaNAmAM to cAlavAnI zakti ja nathI!' ema vicArazo to nirAza thaIne besI jazo! nA, beso nahIM.... cAlo! cAlatA raho! eka zrImaMta manuSya cAle che ne eka garIba manuSya cAle che, baMnenA cAlavAmAM ya pharaka hoya che. zrImaMta sAthe nokara-cAkara haze, Tiphina haze, khAvApIvAnI sagavaDa haze, paNa garIba sAthe? nokara nahIM ke khAvApIvAnI sagavaDa paNa nahIM! to zuM garIba cAlaze ja nahIM? musApharI karaze ja nahIM? garIba manuSya zrImaMta mANasanuM anukaraNa na karavuM joIe. dharmasAdhanAnA aneka prakAra : te pramANe mokSamArga para cAlavAmAM paNa anukaraNa na karI zakAya. je sAdhanA ekane mATe zakya hoya, te sAdhanA bIjA mATe zakya na paNa hoya. badhA jIvonI bAhya paristhiti ane AMtarika paristhiti samAna na hoI zake, tethI badhA jIvonI mokSamArganI ArAdhanA samAna na hoI zake, mahApurUSo je rIte mokSamArga para cAlyA, te rIte kadAca ApaNe na cAlI zakIe, paraMtu ApaNe ApaNA deza, kALa, pauruSa, avasthA, saMjoga, paristhiti.... anusAra to cAlI zakIe ne? prazna : dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM zuM pratyeka samaye eka sarakhI ja ArAdhanA karavAnI ke kALaparivartana sAthe dharmaArAdhanAmAM aMtara hoya? uttara : dainika jIvanamAM keTalIka dharmaArAdhanA to nakkI ja hoya, jema paramAtmAnuM pUjana, pratikramaNa, sAmAyika vagere. paraMtu viziSTa kALamAM viziSTa dharmaArAdhanA karavAnI paNa jJAnI purUSoe batAvI che. koI kALe vizeSa tapazcaryA karavAnuM kahyuM che, to koI kALe vizeSa jJAnopAsanA karavAnuM darzAvyuM che. koI samaye viziSTa dhyAna karavAnuM kahyuM che. dharmasAdhanAno kALa sAthe saMbaMdha : dharmasAdhanAnI sAthe kALano vizeSa saMbaMdha che! savAra, bapora ane sAMja (sAyaMkALa), Ama eka divasamAM jema kALa - For Private And Personal Use Only

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4 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM parivartana thAya che, tema dharmanI ArAdhanA paNa kALa pramANe badalAya che. bhinna bhinna dharmaArAdhanA bhinna bhinna samaye karavAno nirdeza karavAmAM Avyo che. jema dhyAna prabhAtamAM karavuM joIe, to paramAtmapUjana madhyAhne! vizeSarUpe tattvaciMtana rAtrimAM ane dharmazravaNa divasamAM! jJAnI purUSoe niyata karelA kALamAM te te dharma-ArAdhanA karavAmAM Ave to AtmA sAthe eno saMbaMdha baMdhAya. dharmane AtmasAt karavA mATe bhAva sAthe kALanuM paNa mahattva samajo, kALanA mAdhyamathI varSanuM vibhAjana thayeluM che : ziyALo, unALo ane comAsuM. traNeya RtuonA judA judA zArIrika-mAnasika prabhAva hoya che. e prabhAvone lakSamAM rAkhI, jJAnI purUSoe viziSTa dharmaArAdhanAo batAvelI che. ApaNe enuM mahattva, enuM rahasya samajavuM joIe. varSAkALamAM varasAda varasato hoya, AkAza vAdaLathI gherAyeluM hoya, vanaupavana ane gAma-nagaro pANI pANI hoya.... AnI asara jaDa-cetana padArtho para thatI ja hoya che. A kALamAM manuSyanI vizeSarUpe kAmavAsanA uttejita thatI hoya che. e kAmavAsanAne nAthavA mATe tapazcaryAno dharma Avazyaka che. mATe ApaNe joIe chIe ke ApaNA dezanA tamAma dharmonAM strI-purUSo varSAkALamAM ghaNI tapazcaryA kare che. tapazcaryAthI indriyadamana thAya che. dharmaArAdhanAmAM indriyadamana anivArya che. A rIte tapathI indriyo zAnta thAya tyAre mana dhyAna' mAM pravezI zake ane sthiratA prApta karI zake. Aso mahinAmAM jyAre varasAda baMdha thaI gayo hoya che, AkAza svaccha bane che, dharatI zasyazyAmalA banI hoya che.... pazuo ane mAnavonAM mana prasanna hoya che, tyAre 'tapa'nI sAthe 'dhyAna'nI upAsanA joDAya che, tethI Aso mAsa 'dhyAna' mATe khUba ja 'propara TAima" upayukta kALa che. A koI navI kalpanA nathI! prAcIna dharmagraMthomAM A vAta ApaNane vAMcavA maLe che, ane saMghamAM e mujabanI suvyavasthA cAlI AvelI che. bIjI eka vAta je vaijJAnika che, A vyavasthAne puSTa kare che; te vAta A cheH caitra ane Aso mahinAnI sAtamathI punama sudhI-A nava divasomAM sUrya ane pRthvI vacce khUba ja mahattvano saMbaMdha thAya che. sUryakiraNonI jaDa-cetana padArtho para asara thAya che. mATe A divasomAM vizeSa prakAranI dhyAnamArganI upAsanA karavAnuM kahevAmAM AvyuM che. svastha zarIra : dhyAna mATe jarUrI : 'dhyAna' dharavA mATe sazakta-nirogI-nirmaLa zarIra joIe, zarIramAM sAta For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana dhAtuo hoya che; te dhAtuo evI hovI joIe ke jethI dhyAna mATe zarIra yogya bane! zarIranI sAta dhAtuo anukULa na hoya to dhyAna na thaI zake. dhAtuomAM viSamatA na joIe. samAna dhAtuvALuM zarIra joIe. zarIranI dhAtuo viSama banavAthI manamAM vikRtio janme che ane vikRta mana dhyAna mATe sAva nakAmuM che. zarIranI sAta dhAtuono saMbaMdha bhojana sAthe hoya che. manuSya kevuM bhojana kare che enA mujaba enI dhAtuo banavAnI. AyaMbilanuM tapa A mATe to karavAnuM che! AyaMbilanuM bhojana evuM hoya che ke te sAta dhAtuone vadhu garama ke vadhu ThaMDI nathI banAvatuM, paraMtu dhAtuone sama banAvIne dharmadhyAnamAM sahAyaka bane che. mananA vikArone zAnta karIne ApaNe zrI navapadajInuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che. dhyAna dharavA mATe svastha-nirmala mana joIe ane te mATe zarIra anukULa joIe. jJAnI purUSoe zarIra anukULa rahe tevI bhojananI vyavasthA batAvI! te vyavasthA che AyaMbilanI. asthira, avyavasthita, vikSubdha ane caMcaLa manane sthira, vyavasthita, prasanna ane ekAgra banAvavAno upAya che jJAna! samyagujJAna prApta karyo. samyagujJAnathI mana sthira banaze, vyavasthita banaze, manamAM prasannatA patharAze ane ekAgratA Avaze. AyaMbilathI zarIra svastha banyuM ane jJAnathI mana svaccha banyuM, pachI navapadajInA dhyAnamAM besI jAo! sarasa dhyAna thaze. dhyeyanuM mahatva : dhyAna' jeTaluM agatyanuM che, tenA karatAM dhyAnano viSaya vadhu agatyano che. eka viSaya para mana ekAgra bane tenuM nAma dhyAna. dhyAna be prakAranAM che : prazasta dhyAna ane aprazasta dhyAna, je dhyAna sadgatimAM ane mokSamAM laI jAya te prazasta dhyAna. je dhyAna durgatimAM laI jAya te aprazasta dhyAna. svayaMbhUramaNa' nAmanA samudramAM "taMduliyo matsya hoya che, te khUba nAno hoya che. te moTA magaramacchanI AMkhanI pAMpaNa para besIne dhyAna dhare che! paNa konuM? matsyanA pahoLA thayelA moDhAmAM jatI AvatI mAchalIonuM! magaramacchanA mukhamAM mAchalIo jAya che ane jIvatI bahAra nIkaLe che.... taMduliyo matsya vicAre che ke "A magaramaccha kevo bevakUpha che? huM houM to For Private And Personal Use Only

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hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM ekeya mAchalIne jIvatI na javA dalI" tene maLatuM to kAMI nathI, paNa, Ama durbAna dharatAM dharatAM te marIne sAtamI nara ke jAya che. je vicAra karavAmAM kAMI ja na maLavAnuM hoya, tevA vicAra keTalA badhA karo cho? evA khoTA azubha vicAro manamAM cAlatA rahe che ne? sAdhu ane gRhasthano saMbaMdha? eka moTI sarakArI oNphisamAM kAma karanArA eka paricita bhAIe eka vakhata kahyuM : "zuM kahuM sAheba, A amArI oNphisanA moTA sAheba bhAre siddhAMtavAdI che; vyavahAramAM to kAMI samajatA ja nathI, nahi to haMmezanI betraNa noTo to AsAnIthI maLI jAya! A kALamAM jo eTalI uparanI kamANI na hoya to kema cAle, sAheba? zuM kahyuM eNe? samajyA? rUzvatakhorI upara amArI "signecara' (hastAkSara) levA mAgato hato e! ame kahIe ke, "hA bhAI, Aje moMghavArI keTalI badhI.... rUzvata koNa nathI letuM?" basa, eka sAdhu ATaluM kahI de eTale tamAro to beDo pArane? keTalAka bhakto potAnAM pApAcaraNo upara sAdhu purUSono sikko marAvavA cAhatA hoya che! koI saraLa bhoLA sAdhu hoya mArA jevA to.... sabhA : tame evA bhoLA nathI... mahArAjazrI : kema, tame bhakta ho, sarasa gocarI vahorAvatA ho, kapaDAM vahorAvatA ho, sAra-saMbhALa rAkhatA ho, ne tame kaho : "mahArAja sAheba, sarakAre to dhaMdhA toDI nAkhyA, have eka kArakhAnuM nAMkhavAnI icchA che... ApanA AzIrvAda joIe.' hA, sAdhunA AzIrvAda tamane tamArA pApamaya dhaMdhAomAM joIe tyAM jAgrata sAdhu kahe : are bhalA, AvA bhayaMkare AraMbha samAraMbha karo tame ane pApanA bhAgIdAra banAvo amane?' tame DUbo ne amane DubADo? tame maro ne amane mAra?' AvuM jyAre koI pUchavA Ave tyAre amAre spaSTa javAba Apavo paDe, goLa goLa nahi "amArI saMmati? saMsAra calAvavo tamAre, saMsAramAM pApa karavuM tamAre, ane temAM amArI saMmati? dimAga ThekANe che ke nahIM? navapadanuM dhyAna : ApaNI vAta to e cAle che ke ajJAnI jIva ghaNA evA arthahIna vicAro kare che... vyartha pApa bAMdhe che ne durgatimAM pheMkAI jAya che. jema taMduliyo matsya For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana pote kAMI khAI zakato nathI, paNa pApa dhyAnathI pApakarma bAMdhIne narake jAya che! mATe aprazasta... pApa dhyAnathI baco. pApa-dhyAnathI bacavA mATe jJAnI purUSoe zubha dhyAna-prazasta dhyAna batAvyuM che. te che zrI navapadajInuM dhyAna. A divasomAM (Aso suda 7 thI 15 sudhInA) vivekapUrvaka ane ullAsaumaMgathI dhyAna dharavuM joIe. bIjA divasomAM dhyAna dhare te karatAM A divasomAM karelA navapadanA dhyAnathI vipula karmanirjarA thAya che. dharmadhyAnanI sIjhana : vepArI jANe che ke sIjhanamAM vepAra karavo ne sIjhana vagara vepAra karavobannemAM keTalo pharaka? sIjhanamAM vepAra karIne sAlabharanI kamANI karI lo ne? pachI to ThIkaThIka cAle? tema A navapadanI oLInA divaso, te AyaMbilano tapa ane navapadanuM dhyAna karavAnI sIjhana che! dhyAnanI A sIjhanamAM konuM dhyAna karavAnuM che te bhUlazo nahIM. zrI siddhacakranuM dhyAna! dhyAnano zreSTha viSaya che siddhacakra! A nava divasomAM siddhacakranuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che. kevI rIte dhyAna karazo? kyAreya dhyAna karyuM che? jJAna vinA dhyAna nahi! mATe pahelAM to zrI siddhacakranuM jJAna prApta karavuM joIe. je jJAnI nahi, te dhyAnI nahi. mATe zarUAtamAM kahyuM tema tapazcaryAthI zarIrane nirmaLa karo ane jJAnathI manane svaccha karo. zrI siddhacakra navapadonuM eka saMpUrNa maMDala che. navapadonuM eka cakra te "siddhacakra' che. UMDANamAM jaIne ApaNe eka eka padanI vicAraNA karIzuM. dareka padanuM svarUpa, tenuM mahattva, teno prabhAva, dhyAnanI prakriyA, vagere samajavAnuM che. zrI siddhacakranuM dhyAna dharavAthI ApaNo AtmA prasanna thAya che, zAMti anubhave che. are! duHkhanA pahADa kema tUTI na paDe? Aphata ke saMkaTanA varasAda kema na varase? chatAMya zrI siddhacakranA dhyAnInuM koI kAMI bagADI zakatuM nathI. mayaNAsuMdarIe karelI ArAdhanA : mayaNAsuMdarIe zrI siddhacakranuM dhyAna karyuM hatuM ne? tenI paristhiti juo. pote rAjakumArI hatI. tenA pitAe kADhI mUkI. koDhiyA sAthe lagna karyA. nagaramAM mayaNAnI niMdA thaI rahI hatI. eka tarapha lokaniMdA, bIjI tarapha For Private And Personal Use Only

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8 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM koDhiyo pati! koDhiyo vaLI kevo? rastAno musApha2! tene nathI ghara, nathI koI uccakoTino paricita varga. hA, sAthe hatA 700 koDhiyA! AvI paristhitimAM mayaNAe zrI siddhacakranuM ArAdhana karyuM hatuM ne? A paristhiti kevI hatI? AvI duHkhamaya paristhitimAM mayaNAe ekAgratAthI siddhacakranuM dhyAna dharyuM hatuM.... te koI camatkAra na hato.... paraMtu enI pUrvAvasthAmAM eNe prApta karelA samyagdarzana ane samyajJAnano prabhAva hato. pitA rAjA, mAtA rANI. mayaNAnI mAtA jinamArgane anusaranArI hatI. paramAtmA jinezvaradeva pratye dRDha zraddhA dharAvanArI hatI. eNe mayaNAsuMdarImAM suMdara saMskAronuM siMcana karyuM ane jainadharmanA tattvone jANanArA vidvAna paMDita pAse mayaNAne bhaNAvI. paMDite pa2mAtmA jinezvaranuM tattvajJAna samajAvyuM. mayaNAe navatattva, karmano siddhAMta, mokSamArga.... AtmAno kramika vikAsa, cauda guNasthAnaka.... vagerenuM zikSaNa meLavyuM. mAtra A tattvo jANyA eTaluM ja nahi, paNa jIvana sAthe tene jaDI dIdhAM. karmanA prakAro jANyA. zuM karavAthI karma baMdhAya che? kyA karmathI kevuM pariNAma Ave che? A badhuM jJAna AtmasAt karI lIdhuM. jJAna jIvanasparzI hovuM joIe : 'huM sukhI hatI te zAthI? huM rAjAne tyAM kema janmI? A karma kyuM? mArI A vartamAna sthiti kyA karmanA udayathI thaI? huM zA mATe manuSya banI' Ama mayaNAe je jJAna prApta karyuM hatuM te jIvanasparzI hatuM. tethI tenuM jIvana suMdara banyuM, atyaMta nirmaLa banyuM. mAtAe siMcelA saMskAra, sadAcAra, zIla, zista, maryAdA vagere mayaNAnA jIvanamAM maulika guNa hatA. jJAna tathA saMskAra mayaNAnuM sAcuM dhana hatuM. jJAna-dhana atyAre kAma AvyuM, jyAre rAjAe kahI dIdhuM: 'tuM karma karma kare che-huM mArA puNya karmathI sukhI. mArA puNya karmathI A badhuM sukha che, ApathI nahi. sukhaduHkha karmane AdhIna che, to have A koDhiyo purUSa paNa tArA karmathI maLyo che.... e tAro bhartAra che....' e samaye mayaNAe zuM kahyuM? jANo cho? mayaNAe rAjAne kahyuM : 'pitAjI, jIvane potapotAnAM karmathI sukhaduHkha maLe che.... koI manuSya koIne sukhI ke du:khI banAvI zakato nathI....' rAjAe kahyuM : 'ema? ame kAMI ja karyuM nathI? zuM ame tane sukhI karI nathI?' rAjAno A ahaM che! manuSya koInA sukhamAM nimitta bane che, to manamAM mAne che ke 'meM ene sukhI banAvyo.' For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana koI tamane kahe ke "tame mane sukhI nathI karyo, mArA karmathI ja sukhI chuM..." to manane Thesa lAge ne? coTa lAge ne? basa meM kAMI ja karyuM nathI? AvI mArI kadara? A saMsAra che ja Avo!" AvI jAyane Avo vairAgya? paNa A ajJAnamUlaka vairAgya che. "are! te sukhI banyo, tenA puNya karmathI; te to phakta nimitta ja banyo! to pachI tuM abhimAna zA mATe kare che ke "meM sukhI karyo?" evI rIte koI manuSya tamane kahe to zuM thAya? "e barabAda tenA karmathI thayo che..." ema samajIne gusse na thAone? tame ghaNo vicAra karI, samajIne, sArA gharanI dIkarI sAthe tamArA putranA lagna karyA. dRSTi pahoMcI tyAM sudhI pahoMcADIne kArya karyuM. pariNAma juduM AvyuM. Ave che ne kharAba pariNAma? zAthI? te vicAra karyo? karmo vAMkA hoya tyAM tamAruM kAMI na cAle. sukha-duHkhanuM mULa kAraNa ? eno artha e che ke ApaNAM sukha-dukhano AdhAra che ApaNAM zubhAzubha karmo. hA, temAM bIjA jIvo nimitta banI zake, paraMtu mukhya kAraNa to karmo ja hoya che, dIkaro Qualified bhaNelo hoya, dIkarI Qualified-bhaNelI hoya- chatAMya saMsAra barAbara nathI cAlato, evuM bane che ne? mArA saMsArI avasthAnA eka paricita bhAI che. teo sI.e. (C.A.) che. temanuM lagna bI.esasI. ke ema.esasI. bhaNelI chokarI sAthe thayuM. lagna pahelAM to te bhAI khUba khUba prazaMsA kare. "basa, jevuM joIe tevuM maLI gayuM!' paNa DuMgara dUrathI raLiyAmaNA!" najIka jaIe to paththara, jhADa ne jhAkharAM! A sivAya hoya kAMI? bhAIne lagna pachI kaDavo anubhava thayo. patnIe eka vakhata saMbhaLAvyuM : "huM Qualified chuM, A gharakAma karanArI nokaraDI nathI... tame je kaho te hAjI hA karavA huM baMdhAyelI nathI. huM tamArI wife chuM..." te dharmapatnI kahetI nathI. huM wife chuM. Partner chuM! juo! A jamAnAmAM strI-svAtaMtrya che. huM paNa mArI marajI mujaba kharca karUM, game tyAM jaI zakuM. tame navaso hajAra kamAtA hazo to huM paNa sarvisa karIne pAMcaso kamAuM chuM....' bhAI to phasAyA! eka varSa thayuM, mArI pAse AvyA. moM UtareluM hatuM. meM pUchyuM : "zuM thayuM che?' teNe kahyuM : "tame kahetA hatA te ja thayuM.' For Private And Personal Use Only

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10 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM 'are! mArA kahevAthI kaMI evuM thayuM? meM to saMsAranuM svarUpa batAvyuM hatuM!' AjanuM-skUlanuM-kaoNlejanuM zikSaNa manuSyane abhimAnI banAve che. abhimAnathI aneka doSa janme che. je gharamAM abhimAnI strI hoya, te gharamAM zAMti na hoya! bhayaMkara duHkha : adbhuta samatA : mayaNA to nirabhimAnI hatI, kAraNa ke te jJAnI hatI, tenI pAse jJAna hatuM. te jJAne tene nirabhimAnI banAvI hatI. sAcuM jJAna abhimAnane bhagAve, mayaNAmAM namratA hatI, viveka hato. pitAe roSamAM kahyuM : 'le, A tAro pati. tuM jene karma kahe che; te karma tArA mATe A koDhiyo pati lAvyA che!' A sAMbhaLIne mayaNA rAjasabhAmAM UbhI thaI gaI ne bharasabhAmAM koDhI uMba22ANAno hAtha jhAlyo; tyAre mayaNAnA mukha para glAni na hatI, zoka na hato. e zuM koI jAdu hato? tene ema na thayuM ke 'mAro bhava bagADyo, bApe mAro bhava bagADyo.... AMkhamAM AMsu AvyAM hatAM? nA, kema nahi? 'are re! zuM karUM? mArA pApano A kevo udaya! jevAM mArAM karma' ema kahI te raDI kema nahi? je manuSya samaje che ke 'duHkha pApanA udayathI Ave che,' te manuSya du:kha Ave tyAre raDe kharo ? tame samajo cho ne? mAno cho ne ke 'pApa karmanA udayathI ja duHkha Ave', to pApanA udaya vakhate raDo nahIM ne? zoka na karo ne? mayaNA na raDI. tenI pAse jJAna hatuM. sAcuM jJAna hatuM. tethI du:khamAM udvega pAmI nahi, ne teNe koDhiyAno hAtha pakaDI lIdho! na dharmanindAnuM duHkha H nagaramAMthI jyAre mayaNA potAnA koDhiyA pati sAthe pasAra thAya che, tyAre lokaniMdA thatI sAMbhaLI 'juo! A jaina dharmanI ArAdhanAnuM phaLa! koDhiyo pati maLyo. jinamaMdire jatI hatI.... nigrantha sAdhuo pAse jatI hatI.... tenuM A phaLa maLyuM!' keTalAMka to rAjAne prasanna karavA mayaNAnI niMdA karatA hatA. rAjAne khuza karavA mayaNAnI niMdA! mane koI vyakti pratye roSa thayo, tenI niMdA mArI pAse AvIne koI kare to huM khuza thAuM! A paNa anAdi kALanI eka vAsanA che! tamane koI mAkhaNa lagADanAra maLI jAya, tamane khuza ka2vA tene tamArA zatrunI niMdA karavI Avazyaka che! bIjI bAju manuSyanI A nabaLAI che ke koI AvIne tenA zatrunI niMdA kare to ene majA Ave! For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana mayaNAe potAnI potAnA dharmanI niMdA sAMbhaLI, paNa te samatAmAM rahI. dharmanI niMdA sAMbhaLI tene duHkha jarUra thayuM, paraMtu tyAM e nirUpAya hatI. uMbararANAnI mahAnatA : mayaNA ane uMbararANA gAma bahAra gayAM. eka jhADa nIce beThAM, uMbarANA mayaNAne kahe che : "haju kAMI bagaDI gayuM nathI. kAgaDAnA gaLAmAM motInI mALA zobhatI nathI. huM koDhiyo kyAM ne tuM rAjakumArI kyAM? tuM mArA saMgamAM tArI jiMdagI zA mATe barabAda kare che? rAjAe bhale kahyuM, huM tAro pati banI zakuM tema nathI, tuM bIjAne...." mayaNAsuMdarInI mahAnatA : e AgaLa bolavA jAya tyAM mayaNAe tenA mukha para hAtha mUkI daI bolato aTakAvyo. mayaNAe kahyuM : "he svAmInuM, A dezamAM suzIla Arya kanyA je purUSano pati tarIke svIkAra kare, tene AjIvana pati tarIke mAne, te bIjA koI patinI kalpanA kare nahi, vaLI tame kaho cho ke : "mane koDha roga che." roga to azAtA vedanIya karmanuM phaLa che. azAtA vedanIya karmano udaya haMmezano nathI hoto. azAtA vedanIya pachI zAtA vedanIya karmano udaya Avaze ne zarIra suMdara banI jaze." azAtAno udaya Ave to zAtAno udaya kema na Ave? azAtA vedanIya karmano udaya samatAbhAve bhogavavo joIe. e bhogavAI jaze eTale zAtA vedanIyano udaya Avaze. ApaNe bAMdhelAM karmo ApaNe ja bhogavavAnAM che." pApakarmono nAza dharmasAdhanAthI karo. rovAthI ke roSathI pApa nAza pAmatuM nathI. jIva duHkhI thAya che, te potAnAM ja pApakarmothI. tamAre duHkha joItuM nathI, paraMtu pApa nathI choDavuM! duHkhothI mukta thavA pApono tyAga karavo ja paDaze. mayaNAsuMdarInuM divya vyaktitva: mayaNAnA vyaktitvane samajavAnI jarUra che. tenI pAse jJAna hatuM to te duHkhamAM samatA rAkhI zakI. jJAna vagara samatA rAkhavI-samatva bhAva rAkhavo zakya nathI. mayaNAe uMbararANAne (zrIpAlane) paNa sAcuM AzvAsana ApyuM. mayaNAne sarvajJanAM vacano para vizvAsa hato ane ubararANAne mayaNA para vizvAsa thayo! saMpUrNa vizvAsa karyo zrIpALe! te to jaMgalamAM bhaTakyo hato, tene jJAna zuM hoya? tene mayaNAe jJAna ApyuM. mayaNAe je pramANe dharma-ArAdhanA For Private And Personal Use Only

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12 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM batAvI, te pramANe teNe dharma-ArAdhanA karI. jJAnI to jJAnI, paNa jJAnInA kahyA mujaba cAle te paNa jJAnI! zuM karyuM mayaNAe? teNe patine kahyuM : "Apa ciMtA na karo. huM phakta sAMsArika-vaiSayika sukha mATe nathI paraNI. huM vaiSayika sukhonI bhikhAraNa nathI. ApaNA mAthA para deva-gurU che, pachI ciMtA zAnI?' zrI siddhacakranuM dhyAna karavA maulika yogyatAnI jarUra hoya che, te yogyatA mayaNAnA jIvanamAM ApaNane jovA maLe che. dhyAnanI prakriyA sAthe mAre tamane navapadanuM svarUpa samajAvavAnuM che. to e badhuM samajAvuM ke AtmAnI maulika yogyatA samajAvuM? nava divasomAM zuM samajAvuM ne zuM na samajAvaM? samasyA che ne? zrI siddhacakranuM dhyAna karavAvALA kevA hovA joIe? dhyAnI strI-purUSonuM vyaktitva kevuM hovuM joIe? dhyAna ane dhyAtA : dhyAna sAdhana che, dhyAtA sAdhaka che. dhyAnano viSaya zrI siddhacakrajI che. dhyAnI AtmA kevo hovo joIe? te mATeno Adarza mayaNAsuMdarI pUro pADe che. mayaNAe zrI siddhacakrajInuM kevuM adbhuta dhyAna karyuM hatuM? nava divasa mAtra AyaMbila ja nahotAM karyA, AyaMbila karIne kAma karyuM hatuMzrI siddhacakrajInuM dhyAna dharavAnuM. e dhyAnanI pUrvabhUmikAmAM hatuM samyagujJAna! vepAra moTo karavo hoya, paNa vepAranuM jJAna ja na hoya to? vepAranA jJAna vagara vepAra karavA jAya to zuM thAya? DaoNkTara banyA vinA davA kare to? mAre ke jivADe? mayaNAe uMbararANAne kahyuM : "svAmInu! Apa bIjuM kAMI na bolo. eka to amAro strI-janma ja azuddha.. aneka pApono udaya.... temAMya zIla vinAnuM jIvana... eTale to niHsAra jIvana... strI mATe zIla ja vibhUSA che ane zIla ja sarvasva che. zIlathI vadhIne kAMI suMdara nathI. zIla jIvana che! mATe he nAtha! mAre mATe to mRtyuparyata Apa ja mArA svAmI cho; bIjuM koI nahIM.... je thavuM hoya te thAo..... Apa mArI vAta nizcayapUrvaka mAno'... mayaNAsuMdarInI apUrva zIladaDhatA jovA jANe sUrya udayAcala para nIkaLI Avyo! prabhAta thayuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra zrI navapada pravacana jinamaMdiramAM camatkAra : mayaNAnI sAthe uMbararANA bhagavAna RSabhadevanA maMdire gayA. bhagavaMtanA darzana karatAM ja pati-patnInA hRdayamAM harSa UbharAyo.... romarAjI vikasvara thaI gaI.... baMnee bhAvapUrvaka bhagavaMtane namaskAra karyAM, mayaNAe bhagavaMtanI stuti AraMbhI! mayaNA viduSI hatI.... eNe hRdayanA bhaktipUrNa bhAvone kAvyanI bhASAmAM pragaTa karyA.... stuti karatAM karatAM te samAdhilIna banI gaI! 'vaM samAhitInA mayA nA thurM....' 13 dhyAtA-dhyeya ane dhyAnanI ekatA thaI gaI! indriyo ane mana.... badhuM ja paramAtmAmAM lIna thaI gayuM.... ane eka divya prabhAva tyAM pragaTyo.... bhagavaMtanA kaMThamAM rahelI zreSTha puSpamALA UchaLI.... sAthe sAthe bhagavaMtanA hAthamAM raheluM bIjorAnuM phaLa UchaLyuM! uMbararANAe phaLa grahaNa karyuM ane mayaNAe puSpamALA grahaNa karI.... mayaNAnI AMkhomAMthI harSanAM AMsu TapakI rahyAM! mayaNAe potAnA pati ba22ANAne kahyuM : 'he svAmI, Apano roga gayo samajo.... bhagavAna RSabhadeve e sUcavavA ja A kRpA karI lAge che!' paramAtma anugraha : paramAtma-anugrahanA acinya prabhAvane samajanArI mayaNAsuMdarI zuM kahe che? 'A bhagavAnanI kRpA che.' 'bhaNiyaM ca tIi sAmia! kiTTissai esa tumha taNurogI / bheLa so saMgono nAmo, nivara-ya-pasAgo' 5ramAtma bhaktimAM jo hRdaya harSita-romAMcita thaI jAya to tene zubha saMketa samajavo joIe. tame Avo anubhava jIvanamAM karyo che kharo? hRdaya harSathI UbharAI jAya.... AMkho harSanA AMsuothI chalakAI jAya.... romaroma vikasvara thaI jAya.... thayuM che AvuM? derAsaramAM korA jAo ne korA ja nIkaLo? jinabhaktino mahimA samajavAnI ane anubhavavAnI jarUra che. e vinAnuM jIvana rasahIna, sArahIna che. For Private And Personal Use Only paramAtmA pratye mayaNAnuM kevuM samarpaNa haze! acintya kRpAnI te pAtra banI gaI.... sAthe sAthe uMbara2ANA paNa prabhukRpAnA pAtra banI gayA!

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14 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM gurudevanA caraNe : tyAMthI mayaNa ubararANA sAthe upAzraye jAya che. tyAM zrImanicandrasUrijI nAmanA guru bhagavaMta birAjamAna hatA. bhaktipUrNa hRdayathI baMnee gurucaraNe vaMdanA karI. e vakhate AcAryadeva dharmano upadeza ApI rahyA hatA. mayaNAuMbarANA paNa upadeza sAMbhaLavA besI gayAM. upadeza pUrNa thatAM gurudeve mayaNA sAme joyuM. mayaNAne gurudeva oLakhatA hatA. AvI viduSI ane zraddhAvatI zrAvikAne kema na oLakhe? Aje mayaNAne eka purUSa sAthe AvelI joIne pUchyuM. "he vatsa, A dhanya purUSa... zreSTha lakSaNothI yukta puNyapurUSa koNa che?' mayaNAsuMdarI kema raDI? gurudevano prazna sAMbhaLIne mayaNAnuM mana bharAI AvyuM. mayaNA raDI paDI. raDatAM raDatAM rAjasabhAmAM je banyuM hatuM te Aja sudhInI badhI vAta karIne kahyuM. gurudeva, koDharogathI grasta patithI mane vaiSayika sukha nahi maLe tenuM mane duHkha nathI, paNa mithyASTi jIvo mArA jina-dharmanI niMdA kare che, tenuM mane pArAvAra duHkhe che.' prabhu, mArA para kRpA karI, koI evo upAya batAvo ke mArA patino koDha maTI jAya, ane niMdaka lokonAM moDhAM baMdha thaI jAya, dharmanI niMdA karatAM baMdha thAya. dharmanA prabhAvathI duniyA niMdA karatI baMdha thaI jAya. mane duHkha che dharmaniMdAnuM. jina-dharmanI niMdA mArAthI sahana thatI nathI, tenuM mane duHkha che." pabhaNei gurU bhadde ! sAhUNaM na kappae du sAvajja / kahiuM kiMpi tigicchaM, vijjaM maMtaM ca taMtaM ca / / mayaNA, tuM samajadAra che. tuM jANe che ke sAdhu purUSa gRhastha vagerene kadApi auSadhi, maMtra, taMtra na Ape ke je pApayukta hoya. AcArya mahArAje potAnI AcAramaryAdA samajAvI. mayaNAe kahyuM : "Apa kaho cho te sAcI vAta che. koI upAya che ke nahi te to Apa ucita samajo cho; pApa na lAge tevo niravadya upAya batAvavAnI kRpA karo.' niravagha upAyaH siddhacakranI sAdhanA : avadya eTale pApa, sAvadya eTale pApavALuM ane niravagha eTale pApa For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 15 vagaranuM. koI upAya pApavALo hoya; koI upAya pApa vinAno hoya. AcArya mahArAjAe kahyuM : "eka niravadya upAya batAvuM chuM." pachI guru mahArAjAe mayaNAne navapadanI ArAdhanA batAvI. "Aloka tathA paralokamAM sukha Ape tevI zrI jinezvara bhagavaMte navapadanI ArAdhanA batAvI che. A navapada sivAya vizvamAM koI parama artha nathI. samagra jainazAsanano sAra A navapada che. bhUtakALamAM je siddha thayA, vartamAnakALamAM je thaI rahyA che ne bhaviSyamAM je thaze, te badhA zrI siddhacakranA prabhAvathI! A navapadamAMthI eka eka padanI ArAdhanA karI keTalAya AtmAo A bhavasAgara tarI gayAM che, ne parama sukha pAmyA che. navapadanA saMyojanathI siddhacakra yaMtra banyo che." traNa parama tatva : A vizvamAM kAryasAdhaka traNa tattva che. maMtra, taMtra ane yaMtra, yaMtramAM sarvazreSTha zrI siddhacakra che. maMtramAM sarvazreSTha navakAra maMtra che. taMtramAM sarvazreSTha sAmAyika che. AmAM yaMtra te siddhacakra, maMtra te navakAra, ne taMtra te sAmAyika. traNeya tamArI pAse che. A jenI pAse che, tenI AgaLa traNeya bhuvanano vaibhava, devalokanA iMdrano vaibhava tuccha che. ajJAnI manaSya-jaMgalI bhIlane ratna maLyuM. te tene oLakhI na zakyo. tene kAcano TukaDo mAnI bakarInA gaLe bAMdhyuM. tenA mATe te kAcano TukaDo hato, tethI kAMI te kAcano TukaDo na hato. uttama vastu, zreSTha vastu prApta thaI jAya to kalyANa thaI jAya; paraMtu tenI zreSThatA-uttamatA samajAI javI joIe. koI mahAyogI, mahAjJAnI tamArA dvAra para Ave, paraMtu tenI oLakhANa na hoya to? te siddhapurUSa bhalene mATInuM sonuM karI ApatA hoya, paNa oLakhANa na hoya to zuM karavAnuM? mATe zrI siddhacakra, navakAra ane sAmAyikanI oLakhANa joIe. maMtra, taMtra, yaMtra-traNeyanI sAcI ArAdhanA jenA jIvanamAM AvI jAya, pachI zuM bAkI rahe? beDo pAra thaI jAyane? gurU mahArAje navapadanAM nAma batAvyAM; arihaMta, siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu, darzana, jJAna, cAritra ne tapa. For Private And Personal Use Only

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hadayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM zrI siddhacakranI racanA A navapadathI thayelI che. te racanA mahattvapUrNa che. AcArya bhagavaMte mayaNAne tathA zrIpALane zrI siddhacakranI ArAdhanA-vidhi batAvI. jene jenI ArAdhanA-vidhi karavI che, tene tenuM jJAna hovuM ja joIe. ArAdhanAnI vidhinuM jJAna hovuM joIe. Asana, mudrA, kALa ane dizAnuM paNa jJAna joIe. zrI siddhacakra-yaMtranA madhyamAM aSTadalakamala hoya che. te kamalanI karNikAmAM 3OM hrIM' sAthe arihaMta padanuM dhyAna karavAnuM hoya che! OM e praNavabIja che, arthAtu mokSabIja che. "" mAyAbIja che. pUrvadalamAM siddhapada, dakSiNadalamAM AcAryapada, pazcimadalamAM upAdhyAyapada, uttaradalamAM sAdhupada, agni khUNAmAM darzanapada, naiRtya khUNAmAM jJAnapada, vAyavya khUNAmAM cAritrapada ane IzAna khUNAmAM tapapadanuM dhyAna dharavAnuM hoya che. A adalanuM prathama valaya kahevAya, bIjuM valaya poDazadala (16 pAMkhaDI)nuM hoya che. temAM eka eka dalanA aMtare aSTavarganuM (, va, , 3, 4, 5, 5, za.) dhyAna karavAnuM. khAlI rahelAM ATha dalomAM namo arihaMtAI nuM dhyAna karavAnuM. trIjA valayamAM ATha dizAomAM ATha "anAhata'nuM dhyAna karavAnuM. be-be dalanA aMtare be-be labdhipada sthApavAnAM, ema prathama paMktimAM 16 labdhipada Ave. evI rIte bIjI ane trIjI paMktimAM paNa 16-16 labdhipada Ave. dareka labdhipadanI sAthe "OM pii marda namo ni ' bolavAnuM. tyArapachI yaMtrapIThathI labdhiparyata mAyAbIja vaDe (1) traNa rekhAothI cAre bAju vesTana karIne, tenI paridhimAM ATha, gurU pAdukAnI sthApanA karI, tene namaskAra karavAnA. cothI aDadhI rekhAnA aMte "zai' lakhavAnuM. tenI paridhimAM gurU-pAdukA (pAdanyAsa) sthApavAnI. cAreya dizAomAM jayAdi cAre devIonI sthApanA karavAnI ane cAre vidizAmAM jaMbhAdi devIonI sthApanA karavAnI. tyArapachI kalazAkAra yaMtranA uparanA bhAgamAM zrI vimalavAhanAdi adhiSThAyaka devo ane cakrezvarI vagere devIonI sthApanA karIne temanuM maMtrapado dvArA dhyAna karavAnuM. 16 vidyA devIo, gomukha vagere 24 zAsanadevo, cakrezvarI Adi 24 zAsanadevIonI sthApanA karavAnI, yaMtra kalazanA nIce-mULa bhAgamAM sUryAdi For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 17 grahonI sthApanA karavAnI ane gaLAnA bhAge naisarpika Adi navanidhinI sthApanA karI, enA maMtrAkSarothI dhyAna karavAnuM. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir te pachI kumudAdi daza dvArapAlo, maNibhadrAdi cAra vIronI sthApanA karavAnI. zrI siddhacakra yaMtra 'vidyAnuvAda' nAmanA dazamA pUrvamAMthI lIdheluM parama rahasyabhUta yaMtra che. tenA ArAdhanathI 'aNimA' vagere aneka mahAna siddhio prApta thAya che. zrI siddhacakranuM dhyAna ane dhyAtA H paraMtu tenuM dhyAna kevI rIte karavuM joIe? eyaM ca vimaladhavalaM jo jhAyai sukkajhANajohaNa | tavasaMjameNa jutto so pAvai nijjaraM viulaM / / nirmala ane ujjvala dhyAna ka2vAnuM! zukladhyAnanI pravRttithI evuM dhyAna thAya. tapa ane saMyama paNa sAthe joIe. to vipula karmanirjarA thAya.... yAva mokSasukhanI prApti thAya, mATe apUrva bhaktithI zrI siddhacakrajInuM dhyAna karavuM joIe. A siddhacakrajInI ArAdhanA karanAra manuSya (dhyAtA) kevo hovo joIe? tenuM varNana karatAM AcArya zrI ratnazekharasUrijI ma. kahe che : 1. kSamAyukta, 2. jitendriya, 3. zAnta, 4. nirmalazIla guNavALo, ane 5. vikArarahita cittavALo joIe. siddhacakra yaMtrane samajo : zrI siddhacakra yaMtra banAvavA mATe pAMca varNanAM dhAnya hovAM joIe. cokhA (zveta), ghauM (lAla), caNAnI dALa (pILo varNa), maga (lIlo varNa) ane aDada (kALo varNa). A ati mahattvanuM pUjana che. te caitrI pUrNimA tathA Aso pUrNimAnA divase mukhyarUpe thAya che, Aje to A mahApUjana ghaNAM thAya che, paraMtu tame ene samajo cho ke kema, e prazna che. zrI siddhacakra mahApUjana mAtra jovAnI ke sAMbhaLavAnI vastu nathI, paNa samajavAnI jarUra che. ArAdhanA karavAnI tyAre ja majA Ave ke jyAre barAbara samajAya. AcArya bhagavaMte mayaNAsuMdarIne zrI siddhacakrano pUro yaMtra samajAvyo. e samajyA pachI, tenI ArAdhanA kema thAya te samajAvyuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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18 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM AyaMbila tapa, brahmacarya ane dhyAna : navapadanA dhyAna sAthe tapa ane saMyama joIe. AyaMbilano tapa, brahmacaryarUpa saMyama ane zrI siddhacakranuM dhyAna; A triveNIsaMgama mAnavajIvanamAM thaI jAya to vipula karmanirjarA thaI zake. akSaya sukhamaya mokSa paNa zrI siddhacakranI kRpAthI prApta thAya! bIjI siddhi, riddhi, labdhio to tenA caraNomAM AvI ja paDe che. ArAdhanAnuM dhyeya (navapada) ane dhyAna batAvyA pachI dhyAtA (dhyAna dharavAvALo) kevo hovo joIe te batAve che. ArAdhaka kevo hoya? ArAdhaka khaMto, saMto, daMto joIe! "khaMto' eTale kSamAzIla joIe. "daMtI' eTale indriyonuM damana karanAra-nigraha karanAra joIe ane "saMto' eTale zAMta-prasanna joIe. navapadanA ArAdhakanuM vyaktitva AvuM joIe. ArAdhaka krodhI na joIe. tenAmAM indriyono unmAda na joIe. te azAMta na hovo joIe. nava divasomAM ochAmAM ochuM AvuM vyaktitva hovuM joIe. ArAdhaka AtmA je zubha saMkalpa kare te avazya tene phaLarUpe prApta thAya, bIjAnuM kharAba karavAno vicAra na karAya! e mATe tame A yaMtrano upayoga karo to te bIjAne kharAba barabAda na kare! AvA adhama vicAra karanAranuM potAnuM ja ahita thAya. bIjAne nukasAna thAya tevuM kalpavAne badale "sarvanuM kalyANa thAo'nI bhAvanA bhAvo. AvI sarvanA kalyANanI bhAvanAmAM tamAruM kalyANa AvI ja jAya che. ArAdhanA vakhate bIjA mATenI adhama kalpanA ApaNA manamAM pravezavI ja na joIe. samatA, zAMti ane saMyama jIvanamAM rAkhI vidhipUrvaka tapa ane dhyAna karo. Aso ne caitramAM zAzvat oLI hoya che. anaMtakALathI A divasonuM AdhyAtmika dRSTithI mahattva raheluM che. navamA divase zrI siddhacakra mahApUjananI ArAdhanA thAya che. nava vakhata A ArAdhanA karavAnI. te sADA cAra varSamAM pUrNa thAya. For Private And Personal Use Only

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A vyAkhyAna bIjuM ) zrI siddhacakranA upAsaka bano : parama upakArI pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta zrI ratnazekharasUrijI zrI zrIpALakathAnA prAraMbhamAM kahe che : "hRdaya kamaLamAM arihaMtAdi navapadonuM dhyAna dharIne huM siddhacakrano mahimA kahIza' te mahimA batAvIne saMsAranA jIvone siddhacakranA ArAdhaka ane upAsaka banAvavA che. A khUba ja mahattvapUrNa kArya che. bIjA jIvone navapadanA ArAdhaka-upAsaka banAvIne, temane mokSamArga para calAvavA, e zreSTha kArya che. A mahattvapUrNa kArya karavA mATe manuSyamAM AdhyAtmika zakti joIe; te zakti vinA kArya saphaLatApUrvaka pUrNa thatuM nathI. sArI rIte saMpanna thatuM nathI. tevI AdhyAtmika zakti prApta karavA mATe anaMta zaktinA bhaMDAra arihaMtAdi parameSThio sAthe saMbaMdha sthApita karavo anivArya che. temanI pAsethI AdhyAtmika zakti prApta karI zakAya che. upAsanAmAM dhyAna anivArya : zrI siddhacakra anaMta zaktino bhaMDAra che! temanI sAthe saMbaMdha sthApita karavAno che? A saMbaMdha sthApita karavA mATe eka adbhuta upAya che. te che navapadanuM dhyAna, siddhacakrajInuM dhyAna. jyAre jIva siddhacakranuM dhyAna dhare che, tyAre siddhacakranI zakti tenI (ArAdhakanI) zakti banI jAya che. zaktinuM saMkramaNa thAya che! dhyAna dharanAramAM zaktino saMcAra thAya che! siddhacakranuM dhyAna dharavuM saraLa nathI. te mATe guNonI maulikatA, viziSTa prakAranuM jJAna, viziSTa prakAranI zraddhA, viziSTa prakAranI mananI zakti ane sadAcAronI jarUra hoya che. mayaNA ane zrIpALane siddhacakranA zreSTha ArAdhaka batAvyAM che, kAraNa? temanAmAM maulika guNonI yogyatA hatI, viziSTa jJAna ane zraddhA hatAM, sadAcAra daDhatA hatI. apUrva manobaLa hatuM. mATe siddhacakranA dhyAna mATe teo zaktimAna banyAM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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20 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM mayaNAsuMdarImAM satva, vairya ane vIrya : jene sAdhanA karavI che, tenAmAM sattva, vairya ane vIrya Avazyaka che. mayaNA pAse e traNeya hatAM. teNe jinezvara paramAtmAnA siddhAMta para daDha vizvAsa sthApita karyo hato. "mArAM karma mArI pAse che. jo huM du:khI thaIza to mArA pApodayathI. mArA puNayano udaya thaze tyAre koI duHkhI karI zakavAnuM nathI. jIvo to nimitta mAtra che. A mAnyatA pramANe teNe bedhaDaka potAnA pitAne rAjasabhAmAM uttara ApI dIdho hato. sattva vinA siddhAMta-pAlana TakatuM nathI. siddhAMtanI carcA karavI ke siddhAMtano upadeza Apavo sahelo che, paraMtu jIvanamAM siddhAMta jIvavo muzkela che. mayaNAe jyAre uttara Apyo, tyAre pitAe-rAjAe koDhiyAne pakaDAvyo! te vakhate mayaNA dInatA nathI batAvatI ke "mAro koDhiyo pati? hAya, jIvanamAM kevuM duHkha? khera, mArUM jevuM karma!' tenA dilamAM nathI aphasosa ke nathI zoka. tenAmAM pairya keTaluM hatuM? eka bAju hato koDhiyo pati, bIjI bAju potAnA pitAno sakhata virodha, tIvra krodha, trIjI bAju mahela, vaibhava, sagAsnehI, svajano vagereno tyAga! ane nIkaLI paDI! zuM laIne nIkaLI hatI? kapaDAM badalavA mATe eka joDa kapaDAM paNa enI pAse na hatAM! pati pAse ubarANA pAse paNa zuM hatuM? tenA khissAmAM phUTI koDI paNa na hatI! chatAMya mayaNA svastha ane zAMta hatI. azAMta kyAre thaI? jyAre teNe dharmanI niMdA sAMbhaLI! deva ane gurUnI niMdA sAMbhaLI! tenAthI te sahI na zakAyuM, kAraNa ke temAM nimitta pote banI hatI. dharmanI niMdAnuM duHkha : mayaNA ucca Adarza, pavitra dhyeya ane nirvANanA lakSathI jIvana jIvatI hatI. tene na jANanAra ajJAna mANasoe niMdA karavA mAMDI, te vakhate te vicAre che : "lokaniMdAthI huM DaratI nathI, paNa mArA nimitte deva, gurU, dharmanI niMdA thAya che, enuM mane du:kha che." deva gurU, dharmanI niMdAthI bacavA teNe AcArya bhagavaMtane vinaMtI karI. AcArya bhagavaMte siddhacakranI ArAdhanA batAvI. mayaNAe uMbararANAne kevI ArAdhanA karAvI? mayaNA ane uMbararANA te ArAdhanA keTalI sUkSmatAthI samajyAM hatAM? mayaNAne saMskArI jaina mAtA pAsethI zreSTha saMskAro maLyA hatA. vidvAna paMDitaadhyApaka pAsethI samyagRjJAna maLyuM hatuM. tethI tene karmasiddhAMtanuM, navatattvanuM, For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 21 sAta nayanuM, cauda rAjalokanuM.... cAra gatimAM jIvonA paribhramaNanuM... vagerenuM sarasa jJAna maLyuM hatuM. paraMtu uMbarANA pAse zuM hatuM? e to koDhiyAonA saMgamAM rahelo hato! nahotA maLyA mAtAnA saMskAra ke nahotuM maLyuM paMDita pAsethI jaina dharmanuM jJAna! chatAM teNe mayaNanI vAta kema mAnI? zrIpALe to. pahelAM gurU mahArAjane ya joyA na hatA! tene mATe to badhI vAta navI hatI.... teNe mayaNAnI vAta mAnI...! ane siddhacakranI ArAdhanA karavA tatpara thaI gayo. kAraNa ke tene mayaNAnI yogyatAno paricaya thaI gayo hato. zrIpALanuM mana mayaNAe jItI lIdhuM hatuM! pahelAM bIjAnuM dila jItI lo. pachI enI pAse game te kAma karAvo! te tarta karaze. jyAM sudhI tame bIjAno sadUbhAva meLavyo na hoya tyAM sudhI enI pAse tame premapUrvaka kAma karAvI zakazo nahIM. bharasabhAmAM jyAM mayaNAe ubararANAno hAtha pakaDyo hato, tyAre ja uMbararANA stabdha thaI gayo hato! AryadezanI strIne pati eka : mayaNAnA apUrva sattva para te ovArI gayo hato. vaLI, jyAre baMne gAma bahAra gayAM hatAM, tyAre ubararANAe mayaNAne kahyuM hatuM ne? "haju kyAM bagaDI gayuM che? kAgaDAnA gaLAmAM motInI mALA na zobhe. tuM tAre bIjA yogya varanI pasaMdagI karI le." tyAre mayaNAe uMbararANAnA moDhA para hAtha mUkI tene bolato aTakAvyo hato; mayaNAe kahyuM hatuM : "Apa mArA sarvasva cho, meM sabhA-samakSa tamAro hAtha pakaDyo che. are! AryakanyA to manathI jeno patirUpe svIkAra kare te haMmezane mATe teno pati bane che!" uMbararANAe tyAre zuM kahyuM hatuM? "nahi, nahi, huM to koDhiyo chuM, tAro bhava nathI bagAvA mAgato." tyAre mayaNAe kahyuM hatuM : "pati-patnIno saMbaMdha kevaLa vaiSayika sukha mATe nathI, mane evI koI utkaMThA nathI. azAtA vedanIya karmathI duHkha AvyuM, zarIra koDhiyuM banyuM, azAtA pachI zAtA maLaze. dhIraja rAkho, badhuM sAruM thaze." zrAvikA AvI hoya ? mayaNAnA A vacanonI uMbarANA upara UMDI asara paDI hatI, tethI For Private And Personal Use Only

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22 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM mayaNA pratye prIti ane zraddhA utpanna thaI hatI! kaho, AvI patnInuM kahyuM pati mAne ke na mAne? "rAjakumArI chuM,' AvuM abhimAna to ene svapneya na hatuM. abhimAnI strI patino prema saMpAdana karI zakatI nathI. pati jyAre duHkhamAM hoya, ane patnI jo zrAvikA hoya, to te patine herAna kare ke AzvAsana Ape? patnI zrAvikA che ne? duHkha ane azAMtimAM tamane te apUrva tattvajJAnanI vAto karIne AzvAsana Ape che ne? potAnI vaphAdArI, kartavyaniSThA adA kare, to te zrAvikA-patnI potAnA patine zrAvakadharmamAM joDI de ane cAritramArge paNa caDhAvI zake! mayaNA ane zrIpALano saMbaMdha sAmAnya koTino na hato. tenA gRhastha jIvananA saMbaMdhamAM paNa jJAnadRSTi hatI. Avo saMbaMdha tamArA saMsAramAM durlabha ja ne? nathI ne Avo saMbaMdha? chatAM saMsAramAM coMTI rahyA cho ne? mayaNAnA nirmaLa vyaktitvanI zrIpALa para UMDI asara thaI, tenA pratye prIti thaI ne zraddhA vadhI. tene thayuM ke "A evI strI che ke tenA kahevA mujaba cAlu, to mane lAbha ja thaze. mArA bhalA mATe, kalyANa mATe e kahe che, mATe huM tenA kahyA mujaba lagna zA mATe? mayaNAe kahyuM : "ApaNe siddhacakranI ArAdhanA karIe.' to zrIpALe tarata hA kahI. Ajano zrAvaka hoya to zuM kahe? "tAre to ThIka che, A mAruM zarIra jue che? mane e lakhyuM khAvAnuM na bhAve, mArAthI AyaMbila na thAya.. mAre kAma paNa keTaluM che? tAre karavuM hoya to kara...' Ama ja kahe ne? kAraNa vicAryuM che? mAtra vaiSayika sukho mATe ja lagna? patnIne sahadharmiNI nahIM samajatAM mAtra vaiSayika sukhonuM sAdhana mAnavA lAgyA cho. eTale ekabIjAnI ArAdhanAmAM sAthI ke sahAyaka banavAnuM bhulAvA mAMDyuM che. dhAro ke caudazanA divase lagna hoya, chokarI dhArmika hoya ane te kahe, Aje huM AyaMbila karIza.' ne patine kahe, 'tame paNa AyaMbila karo." to te karI lene? are! AyaMbila karAvI devuM te paNa saraLa che; prema hoya to karI le. paNa AyaMbila sAthe siddhacakranI ArAdhanA pUjana, dhyAna vagere karavAnuM... e keTaluM muzkela? For Private And Personal Use Only

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23 zrI navapada pravacana duHkhamAM paNa ekAgratAthI dhyAna : mayaNAe zrIpALane pratipaLa kevuM mArgadarzana ApyuM haze? zrIpALane pUjA karavAnuM AvaDatuM na hatuM, ArAdhanAnI kaMI khabara na hatI. banne ArAdhanAmAM magna banI gayAM! ane siddhacakranuM dhyAna dharyuM. mayaNAe kevI du:khada ghaTanA vacce A ArAdhanA karI hatI? AvI ghaTanA banI gaI hoya to manamAM kAMI duHkha na thAya? are! sAdhune paNa duHkha thAya jo jJAnadRSTi na hoya to! A to saMsArI hatI. rAjakumArI hatI, vaibhavamAM UcharI hatI, tene kAMI thayuM nahIM hoya? chatAMya teNe sthiratA prApta karI hatI. tene divya sahAro hato paramAtmAno, sagUrUno ane dharmatattvano! mayaNAne deva-gurU ane dharma pratye kevI ane keTalI prIti hatI keTalI ananya bhakti hatI! teNe maMdiramAM jaI jinezvaranI stuti-bhakti karI hatI ne? kevI ucca koTinI hatI? jinezvara bhagavAnanA gaLAnI mALA ane hAthamAMnuM phaLa UDIne mayaNA-zrIpAla pAse AvyAM hatAM. zuM te jAdu hato? camatkAra hato? camatkAra hato to te zAno? zraddhA ane bhaktino camatkAra! paramAtmAnA zaraNamAM raho : mayaNAe evAM rodaNAM na royAM ke "prabhu, huM roja tamArI pUjA karuM chuM, darzana karuM chuM ane mane AvuM du:kha? keTalI musIbata? zuM karuM? tuM sahAya kara, tuM bacAva...' nA re nA, je badhuM ja jANe che, tene kahevAnuM zA mATe? paramAtmA anaMtajJAnI che, te sarva jANe che. ApaNI paristhiti, saMkaTa vagere zuM nathI jANatA? je jANe che, tene zA mATe kahevuM? jene paramAtmAnI oLakhANa che, tene khabara che ke teo anaMtajJAnI che, badhuM jANe che, te anaMta zaktinA nidhAna che ane anaMta karuNAnA bhaMDAra che! jenI pAse anaMta karuNA, anaMta jJAna ane anaMta zakti che, tene kahevAnI jarUra zI? paramAtmAnA anaMta jJAna para, anaMta karuNA para ane anaMta zakti para vizvAsa che? jo vizvAsa hoya, avicala zraddhA hoya to mAtra tame emanA zaraNe raho, tamArAM duHkha, tamArI azAnita.... tamAro phleza... enI phariyAdo karavI baMdha karo. e paramAtmAnA acinya prabhAve yogya kALe badhuM ja sAruM thaze. dhairya dhAraNa karo, adhIrA na bano. karmasattA karatAM dharmasattA vadhu balavAna : mayaNA to jJAnI hatI. te karmanA siddhAMtane ja ekAMte vaLagI rahenArI na For Private And Personal Use Only

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24 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM hatI. jema e karmanI zakti samajatI hatI, tema paramAtmAnA acijya prabhAvo paNa jANatI hatI. tamArI jema karmanA udayanAM rodaNAM rotI na hatI. "zuM karIe, pApa karmano udaya che.... du:kho sahana karavAM paDaze." jo tame kharekhara karmanA siddhAMtane mAnatA ho to tamAre karmanAM baMdhano toDavAno puruSArtha karavo joIe. e purUSArthathI dUra bhAgavA mATe ja jo tame karmonI prabaLatA mAnatA ho to judI vAta! bhale tame bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmInuM oThuM laIne kaho 'karmoe to bhagavAnane paNa na choDaDyA... paraMtu tame bhagavAna mahAvIre karmone toDavAno je bhavya purUSArtha karyo hato-tenuM AlaMbana ja nahIM lo to karmo tamane kacarI ja nAkhaze! karmonI zakti karatAM dharmanI zakti mahAna che, e samajo. dharmazaktithI game tevA karmo toDI zakAya che. dharmazaktino sahAro lo. dharmasAdhanAmAM kaSTa to sahana karavAM ja paDaze. kaSTabhIrUtA sAdhanAnA kSetramAM cAlI na zake. sAdhanAnA kSetramAM sattvahIna dharyahIna, vIryahIna manuSya cAlI zakatA nathI, siddhi prApta karI zakatA nathI. eka ja AyaMbilanI oLIthI camatkAra : mayaNAe AyaMbilanI oLI karI. siddhacakra-pUjana karyuM. snAtrajala uMbararANA para chAMTyuM ane koDha roga gayo, kAyA suMdara banI gaI. eka vakhata eka zrAvaka mane maLyA. mane kahe : sAheba, mayaNAe eka ja oLI karI hatI. pachI siddhacakra pUjana karyuM. jinaabhiSekanuM pANI zrIpAla para chAMTyuM ane zrIpAlano koDha roga gayo. meM to nava oLI pUrI karI.... bIjI vAra cAle che, mane to evo koI anubhava thato nathI!" meM kahyuM : mayaNAmAM je maulika yogyatA hatI te tame prApta karI che?" nA" mayaNAe je rIte zrI siddhacakranuM dhyAna karyuM hatuM te rIte tame karo cho?' nA!' mayaNA pAse jinazAsananuM je jJAna hatuM ane zraddhA hatI te tamArI pAse che?' "nA!' to pachI mayaNA zrIpAle je divya anubhavo karyA. te tame kevI rIte karI zako?' For Private And Personal Use Only

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25 zrI navapada pravacana vivekI zrAvaka kevA hoya? mayaNAnA jIvananI eka-eka ghaTanA jJAnapUrvaka juo to kharekhara te adbhuta jIvana dekhAze. mayaNA ane zrIpAlanI ArAdhanAmAM je pUraka tattvo hatAM, te paNa mahattvanAM hatAM, e kALanA zrAvako kevA samajadAra ane avasarane oLakhanArA hatA, te jANo cho? gurUmahArAja pAse jyAre mayaNA-zrIpAla pahoMcyAM hatAM, gurU mahArAje temane siddhacakranI ArAdhanA batAvI hatI te vakhate nagarInA zrAvako paNa tyAM hAjara hatA. gurU mahArAje zrIpAla ane mayaNAne je ArAdhanA samajAvI hatI, te pramANe sAMbhaLI hatI. gurUdeve mayaNA ane ubararANAnA ujjavala bhaviSyane batAvyuM hatuM, temAM dIrghadraSTi hatI, keTalIka vAto gurUmahArAja direct sIdhI nathI kahetA. samajanArA samajI jAya. vivekI zrAvaka gurU mahArAjanA upadezano Azaya samajI jAya che. e samaye zrAvako pahoMcyA ghera, ane koI lAvyuM hAra, koI lAvyuM sonA cAMdI, koI lAvyuM vastro.... ane sAdharmika evA mayaNA tathA zrIpALane paherAmaNI karI! A vAta barAbara samajAI? AnuM nAma sAdharmika bhakti! sAdharmika bhaktino prabhAva : zrAvakone gurUmahArAje zuM hint sUcanA ApI hatI ke "A tamArA duHkhI sAdharmika che. nirAdhAra che, emane sahAya karo!' Ama kaheluM kharuM? Ama kahevAnI jarUra paNa kharI? zrAvako jo sAnamAM samajI janArA hoya to kevAM sArAM kAma thAya? kevAM vivekI e zrAvaka haze? kevI adbhuta sAdharmika bhakti? ane jyAre zrAvakoe sAdharmika bhakti karI haze, tyAre zrIpAlanA mana para enI kevI suMdara asara thaI haze? kAraNa ke enA mATe to A navI ja duniyA hatI ne? mayaNAnA mana para paNa asara thAya ne? zrAvakonI kRtajJatAthI te gadgad thaI gaI. zrIpAlanA manamAM thayuM : "are, AvA divyagurU! Avo adbhuta dharmI AvA vivekI dharmI purUSo! ATalAM udAra! huM Avyo darzana karavA, bhagavaMtanAM darzana karyA, gurUmahArAjanAM darzana karyA, A darzana mane phaLadAyI banyAM.' For Private And Personal Use Only

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hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM. jo zrAvaka vivekI na hota to? hAla turta mATe mayaNA-zrIpAlane artha-purUSArtha dhana kamAvAnI pravRtti karavAnI na rahI. e dRSTie teo nizcita banI gayAM. vivekI zrAvakonA avasarocita viveke zrIpAla-mayaNAnA dharma-ArAdhanAnA mArgane saraLa banAvI Apyo. jo zrAvakoe sAdharmika bhakti rUpe paherAmaNI na karI hota to mayaNA-zrIpAlane potAnI AjIvikAno turta ja purUSArtha karavo paData ane jo e javAbadArI AvI hota to teo navapadanI ArAdhanAmAM siddhacakrajInI upAsanAmAM samaya vyatIta karI zakata ke kema e prazna che! kadAca ArAdhanA karata to emAM lIna thaI zakata ke kema e prazna che! teoe ArAdhanA nirbhayatAthI, nizcitatAthI ane mana para leza mAtra bhAra vinA karI! | niyamita jina-maMdira javuM, pUjana, jApa, dhyAna karavAM, jIvanane saMpUrNa saMyamita rAkhavuM, manamAM vikAra nahIM, vikalpa nahIM! zrI siddhacakrajInI ArAdhanAmAM mananA vikAra ane vikalpa dUra karavA ja paDe. zArIrika bhogasukhonA vikAra manamAM na Ave, navapada sivAya koI vicAra na Ave. vikAra ane vikalpathI baco: dhAro ke ApaNe mayaNAnI jagyAe chIe. ArAdhanA karavA beThA. jIvanamAM ATalI ghaTanAo banI gaI che, to ArAdhanA karatI vakhate te ghaTanAonA vicAro-kalpanAo manamAM AvI jAya ne? "rAjA.. rAjasabhA.... koDhiyo pati. lokaniMdA... pitAe Ama karyuM. mAtA raDatI rahI." ApaNane AvA vicAro AvavA zuM sahaja nathI? ApaNI jAtane te sthitimAM rAkhIne vicAro to mayaNAnI ucca sAdhanA, mayaNAnuM ucca vyaktitva samajAze. pachI mAtra "mayaNA puNyazALI hatI.' ema bolIne.... hAtha joDIne besI na rahetA.... mayaNAne vikAra-vicAra ke vikalpa kema na naDyAM? e zodhI kADhajo. deva-guru ane dharmanI zaktine oLakho : keTalAka kahe che-"karo dharma-ArAdhanA, paraMtu pApano udaya hoya eTale duHkha to Ave. bicArA bhagavAna zuM kare? e to vItarAga..." ApaNe tyAM ajJAnI loko karmano siddhAMta mAne to che paNa eno marma jANatA nathI.... tethI dharma para For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana azraddhA utpanna thaI, paramAtmA, gurU ane dharma pratye avizvAsa ane azraddhA utpanna karyA. "bhAI, ApaNAM pApano udaya hoya tyAM bhagavAna zuM kare? guru mahArAja zuM karI zake?" AvI bhramaNA UbhI thaI gaI che! zuM tIrthakara bhagavaMte karmano siddhAMta, azraddhALu banAvavA mATe batAvyo che? koI kahe che : "juo, roja maMdira jaIe, darzana karIe, jIvanamAM dharma apanAvyo toya duHkha keTaluM AvyuM? bhagavAna to vItarAga che. te zuM kare? gurU mahArAje bacAvyA nahIM! dharma karanArane paNa duHkha Ave, ATalo dharma kare toya duHkha? zuM evo niyama che ke dharma karanArane duHkha na Ave? zuM evo niyama che ke duHkha na Ave te mATe dharma karavo? duHkhathI AkuLa-vyAkuLa bane te dharmamAM sthiratA prApta karI zake kharo? deva gurU-dharma pratye zraddhA dhAraNa karyA vinA duHkha TaLe kharAM? dharmanI anaMta zaktimAM vizvAsa vinA cAle kharUM?' mayaNAmAM jo sAcI jJAnadRSTi na hota to tenA manamAM aneka vikAra ane vikalpo Avatadeva-guru-dharmanI aciMtya zakti para vizvAsa na hota to tenI siddhacakrajInI ArAdhanA saphaLa na banata, deva-guru-dharma pratyenA dRDha vizvAse ja te vikAro ane vikalpothI bacI zakI. navapadanuM dhyAna karo cho kharA? siddhacakrajInI phakta eka ja oLImAM mayaNa ane zrIpALane siddhi maLI. kAraNa? mana nirvikAra ane nirvikalpa hatuM. eka ja dhyAna siddhacakranuM navapada sivAya anya koI vicAra nahIM, zrIpAlanA manamAM paNa nahIM. meM pelA zrAvakane kahyuM : "nava oLI karI, 81 AyaMbila karyA, jApa karyA, paraMtu navapadanuM dhyAna na dharyuM!' zrAvaka kahe : dhyAna eTale zuM? mALA pheravo tyAre konuM dhyAna dharo cho? gharanuM? tijorInuM? arihaMta, siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu, darzana, jJAna, cAritra ne tapa-e navapadanA dhyAnamAM lInatA prApta karI hatI? AnaMda prApta thayo hato? duniyAno bhAra mana para laIne siddhacakranuM dhyAna karavA beso to kevuM pariNAma Ave? bhAvanikSepathI dhyAna karo: mana uparathI vicArono bhAra utArIne, vikArono mela dhoIne, navapadanA For Private And Personal Use Only

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28 - hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM dhyAnamAM lIna bano to atyaMtara Atmazaktine prApta karI zako. bhAva-nikSepa arihaMtAdinuM dhyAna karavuM joIe. je padano je bhAvanikSepa hoya tenuM dhyAna karo. jema tIrthaMkara samavasaraNamAM besIne dezanA ApatA hoya, tyAre teo bhAva tIrthakara! eTale arihaMtanuM dhyAna karatI vakhate kalpanAmAM samavasaraNamAM beThelA Irthakara paramAtmA lAvavAnA! manane temanAmAM ekAgra banAvI devAnuM. e rIte siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu vagere padonA dhyAnamAM paNa bhAvanikSepa dhyAna karavAno puruSArtha kara joIe. te te pado upara mananI ekAgratA thAya ane aMtaraMga AnaMda anubhavAya, tevI rIte ArAdhanA karavAnI che. zrIpAlane mAtAnuM milana : mayaNA ane zrIpAlanI nava divasanI ArAdhanA pUrNa thaI. zrIpAlanuM zarIra nIrogI thayuM. zrIpAlanA sAthIdAra koDhiyAo paNa nIrogI thayA. zrIpAlanI mAtA zrIpAlane zodhatI zodhatI te ja nagaramAM AvI pahoMcI. mAtA potAnA putrane na oLakhI zakI, paNa putre mAtAne oLakhI lIdhI. maMdiramAMthI bahAra nIkaLatAM ja mAtAne joIne te harSathI romAMcita thaI gayo! bolI UThayo AkAzamAM koI vAdaLa nahIM ane vRSTi thaI! mAtA! acAnaka ja tArAM darzana thayAM!" mAtA AnaMdathI bharapUra banI gaI. putra ane putravadhUne jotI ja rahI gaI. mayaNAe A patinI mAtA che, tema jANIne caraNomAM namaskAra karyA. zrIpAle kahyuM : "mAtA, A badho prabhAva che A tArI putravadhUno! kamo, 2. pahAvo sabvo imAe tuha nnhuhaae||' maulika yogyatA: zrIpAlanI mahAna maulika yogyatA samajAya che? mayaNA pratyeno teno guNAnurAga kevo? mayaNAnA upakArane zrIpAla bhUlatA nathI! upakArIno upakAra kadI na bhUlavo te kRtajJatA guNa! mayaNA kono prabhAva samajAve che? mayaNAe sAsune kahyuM : AcArya bhagavAne amArA para karuNA karI, kRpAdRSTi karI, ArAdhanA batAvI ane te nIrogI banyA!' ane AcAryadeva konI vizeSatA batAve che? potAnI nahIM, paraMtu "A to siddhacakrano prabhAva che!" For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 29 zrIpAla, mayaNA ane AcAryadeva-traNeyamAMthI koI patAnI baDAI gAtuM nathI! koI potAno prabhAva samajatuM nathI! A kevo adbhuta guNa che! ucca koTinA AtmAone mithyAbhimAna hoya ja nahIM. zrIpAlanI mAtA kevI puNyazALI! ene kevI putravadhU maLI? kevA gurUmahArAja maLyA! mayaNAno sAsu sAthe kevo saMbaMdha hato? sAsu ane vahu vacce keTalo sarasa saMbaMdha hato, jANo cho? mayaNAnI sAsu rAjarANI hatI. mayaNA pratye kevo prema ane vAtsalya rAkhatI hatI? mayaNAnA zAnta ane saumya vyaktitve sAsunA manane jItI lIdhuM hatuM. sAcA sAdhaka bano : siddhacakrajIno ArAdhaka-AtmA kevo hoya? ArAdhanA game tevI uttama hoya, paraMtu ArAdhakanAM ThekANAM na hoya to saphaLatA na ja maLe. ArAdhaka para ArAdhanAnI siddhino AdhAra che. sAdhya ane sAdhana uttama maLavA chatAM ja sAdhakanI yogyatA na hoya to siddhi prApta na thAya. "sAdhaka kevo joIe?" te samajAvavA mATe mayaNAnA jIvananuM sarvAgINa adhyayana jarUrI che. mayaNAne oLakhyA vinA siddhacakrajInA ArAdhakane oLakhI zakAze nahIM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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A vyAkhyAna trIjuM ) arihaMta pada parama upakArI AcAryabhagavaMta zrI ratnazekharasUrijI mahArAje "siri sirivAla kahA" nAmano graMtha racyo. zrIpALacaritra-zrIpALanI kathA temaNe lakhI. dhyAna : hadayakamaLamAM : graMthanA prAraMbhamAM emaNe kahyuM : "mArA hRdayarUpI kamaLamAM arihaMta Adi navapadonuM dhyAna dharIne huM zrI siddhacakrano mahimA kAMIka batAvIza." Ama joIe to emaNe bahu saraLa ane sAmAnya vAta kahI lAge che. paraMtu tenA para vicAra karavAmAM Ave to te sAmAnya vAta nathI. hRdayakamaLamAM arihaMta bhagavAnanuM dhyAna dharavAnuM emaNe kahyuM. "jJAnA' kahyuM. paraMtu mRtvA" na kahyuM. "smarIne,' "smaraNa karIne,' na kahyuM, paNa "dhyAna dharIne kahyuM te dhyAna jyAM tyAM karavAnuM nahIM, paNa hRdaya-kamaLamAM! koI sAmAnya kamaLa nahi, taLAvamAM pedA thatAM kamaLa nahIM, paNa hRdayarUpI kamaLa batAvyuM te kamaLamAM temaNe navapadanuM dhyAna dharyuM to dhyAna dharavAnI zI jarUra hatI? zrI siddhacakrano mahimA batAvavo che; te zrI siddhacakrano mahimA-prabhAva ane svarUpa batAvavA pote ArAdhaka banyA. potAne ArAdhaka banavuM saraLa che, paNa bIjAne ArAdhaka banAvavA kaThina che. te kaThina kArya saraLa banAvavA temaNe zrI siddhacakranuM zaraNa svIkAryuM jANe teoe zrI siddhacakrajInA caraNe aMta:karaNathI prArthanA karI na hoya! "he siddhacakrajI ApanI ArAdhanA dvArA ApanuM dhyAna dharIne, evI zakti meLavavA icchuM chuM ke duniyAnA jIvone huM mokSamArganA ArAdhaka banAvI zakuM!" hRdayakamaLanI kalpanA karIne tenA madhya bhAgamAM jene "karNikA' kahe che, temAM arihaMtanI dhAraNA karI, arihaMtanuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che. be pAMca miniTa nahIM; kalAka, be kalAka dharavAnuM che. dhyAnamAM zuM karavAnuM? dhyAna kevI rIte karavAnuM? dhyAnamagna thavAno upAya : huM tamane kahuM ke "A copaDI lo, vAMcI nAkho." to dhyAnanI rIta samajAze For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana kharI? dhyAna dharavuM eTale zuM karavuM, zuM vicAravuM? zAnuM ciMtana karavuM? e mATe pahelAM dhyAnanI prakriyA samajavI joIe. te prakriyA samajatAM pahelAM jemanuM je arihaMta bhagavAnanuM dhyAna karavuM che, temanI oLakha karavI paDaze. e oLakhANathI emanA pratye ApaNane evo rAga-anurAga-sneha pedA thAya ke ApaNe temanI sAme joIe ke ApaNe dhyAnamagna thaI jaIe! jenA para khUba ja rAga hoya, tenI sAme jotAM tenAmAM lIna banI javAya che. A che premanI parAkASThA! te parAkASThA maunamAM pariName che. arihaMtanI sArI oLakha thAya, temanA tarapha eTalo prema pedA thAya ke ApaNe temanI sAme jotAM ja tanmaya banI jaIe. zuM tame dALa roTIno vicAra karo cho? te to atyaMta paricita che. pachI teno vicAra zo? paricaya pachI vicAra nathI raheto. tevI rIte arihaMtano gADha paricaya che? jo che, to temanA mATe vicAra karavAno raheto nathI. arihaMta' ne oLakho: Avazyaka sUtra che, tenA upara AcArya zrI haribhadrasUrijIe TIkA lakhI che, te TIkAmAM "namaskAra niyukti che; te niryuktimAM arihaMta-paramAtmAnI viziSTa oLakha karAvavAmAM AvI che. te jo vAMco to arihaMta paramAtmAnI aneka uccatama vizeSatAonuM jJAna thAya; je ApaNI kalpanAmAM bharI na zakAya! ApaNI kalpanAsRSTi nAnI che. ApaNI kalpanAnAM 10-12 ekaranA sarovaramAM arihaMta bhagavaMtanA mahimAnuM anaMta-agAdha pANI bharavA prayatna karIe to te overflow uparathI vahevA lAge! evo anaMta prabhAva, anaMta mahimA paramAtmAno che. kalpanA sImita che, paramAtmAno mahimA asImita-anaMta-apAra che! sImita kalpanAthI e kema samajAvAya? paraMtu koI ne koI dRSTibiMdu laIne arihaMta paramAtmAno paricaya karavo ja rahyo. arihaMta paramAtmAnI oLakhANa karAvatAM AcArya bhagavaMta kahe che ke A saMsAra (cauda rAjaloka) eka bhayaMkara aTavI-jaMgala che, temAMthI ApaNe pasAra thaI rahyA chIe; jyAM roDa nahi, sIdho rasto nahi; je jaMgalamAMthI roDa jato hoya, tene aTavI kahevAya? aTavI eTale? jyAM koI purUSanAM padacihna na maLe. mArga na maLe tevI A saMsArarUpI aTavI che. temAMthI ApaNe pasAra thaI rahyA chIe. kyAM jaI rahyA chIe? cauda rAjalokane aMte siddhazilA tarapha jaI rahyA chIe ne? mArgadarzaka vinA kevI rIte tyAM pahoMcIzuM? mATe koI mArgadarzaka to joIe ne? For Private And Personal Use Only

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32 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM arihaMta mokSamArgadarzaka : arihaMta paramAtmA mArgadarzaka-mokSamArga batAvanArA che! mokSano mArga batAvanAra eTale acala. akSaya... anaMta... avyAbAdha sthAnano rAha batAvanAra. mokSamArga batAvanArA eTale jyAM parama sukha ane parama zAMti che, tyAM javAno mArga batAvanArA! mArga batAvanAranuM mahattva kone samajAya? je jaMgalamAM-aTavImAM bhUlyo paDyo hoya tene ne? rasto jaDato na hoya, vAgha, varU Adi hiMsaka prANIono Dara hoya tyAre koI mArga batAvanAra maLI jAya to? tyAre keTalo AnaMda thAya? bhavavanamAM bhaTakI rahyA chIe : tame jaMgalamAM kyAreka bhUlA paDyA cho? mArga batAvanAra koI maLyo hato? te vakhate tamane koI anubhava thayo hato? amane to khUba anubhava thAya! kAraNa ke amAre to jaMgalo ja khUMdavAnAM ne? tame puNyazALI! tamAre baMgalAomAM ne mahelomAM rahevAnuM! bhavanamAM bhUlA to ame paDyA chIe ne? tame mArga para cho ke mArgathI dUra? ThekANe cho ke bhUlA paDelA cho? jo tamane kharekhara ema lAgI jAya ke tame bhUlA paDacA cho.. A cauda rAjalokamaya vizALatama vizvamAM bhUlA paDyA cho, ane mokSamArge caDhavA mATe bebAkaLA banI gayA cho, to tamane mArga batAvanAranuM mahattva barAbara samajAze. mArga batAvanAra keTalA mahattvapUrNa che, te to bhUlA paDyA hoya te ja jANe! zrI arihaMta paramAtmA mArgadarzaka che, temanuM mAhAmya samajAya che? kyAM javAnuM hatuM? kyAM jaIe chIe? anaMtakALathI saMsAramAM bhUlA paDI bhaTakI rahyA chIe.... jyAre koI sAcA mArge caDhAvanAra na hoya tyAre zrI arihaMta paramAtmA maLI jAya tyAre kevo AnaMda thAya? mArgadarzakane oLakho : mArga para cAlatAM bhale eka-be ke ATha-daza bhava thAya; eno vAMdho nahIM, paraMtu mArga parathI jo UtarI gayA to 84 lAkha yonimAM bhaTakavAnuM. tamAre jyAM sudhI bhaTakavuM che? mArga para-mokSamArga para caDhavuM che ke nahIM? "kyAre.... kyAM rasto maLaze?' AvyA cho kyAreya AvuM pUchavA? mArga bhUlelo mArgadarzakane zodhe ane pUche!... zrI arihaMta paramAtmAne mArgadarzaka tarIke oLakhyA che? niHzreyasano mArga batAvanArA e parama karUNAvaMta che, e rIte emanAM darzana karyo che? For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana zrI arihaMta paramAtmA mokSano mArga batAvanArA che, eTaluM ja nahi, arthAt dharmanuM jJAna daIne, upadeza daIne mokSamArga batAvI dIdho, ema nahIM, A raste sIdhA javuM, DAbI bAju javuM, jamaNI bAju javuM-Ama batAvIne te bhAgI jatA nathI, paraMtu teo jIvone sAtha paNa Ape che! "kaMpanI' Ape che! "liphTa' Ape che... mATe teo sArthavAha che. arihaMta paramAtmA : sArthavAha : koI vepArIne eka nagare javuM che; paraMtu jaMgalamAMthI pasAra thavAnuM che. sAthe hAthI, ghoDA, strI, purUSo che, tamAre paNa e nagare javuM che. e jyAre tamane kaheH "cAlo amArI sAthe, ame rasto batAvIzuM, ame jaIe chIe.' tame vepArInI sAthe jAo, to e tamArI ciMtA karene? tema tIrthaMkara bhagavAna bhavATavImAM jIvone sAtha Ape che. sathavAro Ape che. mArganuM jJAna ApavA. sAthe sAthe paNa Ape che. mArga che eTale muzkelIo Ave, DAku-lUMTArA AkramaNa kare, jaMgalI pazu paNa dhasI Ave... to te vakhate rakSaNa karanArA ApaNuM rakSaNa kare ja. to!! ApaNe sAtha tyajI daIe ane ekalA bhaTakIe.... tyAM jaMgalI pazu ApaNane khatama karI nAkhe, temAM sArthavAha doSita nathI; sAthe rahIe to jarUra rakSA kare ja. kumArapALa mahArAjAe arihaMta bhaktinuM eka stotra banAveluM che, temAM teo kahe che - bhavATavIlaMdhana-sArthavAhaM tvAmAzrito muktimahaM yiyAsuH / kaSAyacIrairjina! lupyamAnaM ratnatrayaM me tadurpakSase kim? kumArapALa kahe che ke "he bhava-aTavInA sArthavAdarUpa jinezvara deva! muktie javAnI icchAvALA evA meM ApanuM zaraNa lIdheluM che; mArAM traNa ratnasamyagujJAna, samyagudarzana ne samyaphacAritra kaSAyarUpI cora lUMTI laI jAya che... chatAM Apa zA mATe upekSA karo cho? Apa mane bacAvo... sArthavAhanI sAthe janArA manuSyo e apekSA rAkhatA hoya che ke amane cora-DAkuothI ane jaMgalI pazuothI sArthavAha bacAve; paNa sArthavAhane choDI tame bIjI bAju cAlo, pachI jaMgalI pazu khalAsa na kare to zuM kare? cora DAkuo tamane luMTe nahIM to zuM tamArI AratI utAre? Ama arihaMta bhagavAna mArgadarzaka tathA sArthavAha che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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34 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM saMsArasAgaramAM nAvika : koI kahe ke mArI mArga "samudrano che, to arihaMta bhagavAna nAvika che! bhavasAgarathI tAranArA che. samudra-mArge musApharI karanArA konA para nirbhara rahe che? saMsAra sAgara che. bhayaMkara tophAnI sAgara che. saMsAra sAgaranI bhayAnakatA jyAM sudhI na samajAya tyAM sudhI ene jaladI tarI javAnI tamannA na jAge ane nAvikanuM mahattva na samajAya. samudramAM tophAna Ave, naiyA jyAre UchaLe, naiyAmAM besanAra gabharAyelAM hoya. 'zuM thaze?" "zuM thaze?' ema pokAra karatA hoya, tyAre kaptAna kahe, 'ciMtA na karo, tamane DUbavA nahIM dau... paNa dhyAna rAkho;naiyAmAMthI bahAra na kUdI paDatA; game teTalI AMdhI Ave, game tevuM tophAna Ave toya huM rakSA karIza!' je naiyAmAM besI rahe che, je gabharAto nathI, tenuM te rakSaNa kare che. jema bhava aTavI che tema bhava "sAgara" che. bhava aTavImAM paramAtmA mArgadarzaka tathA sArthavAha che, tema bhava sAgaramAM jahAjanA kaptAna che! nAvika che! bhavajaMgalamAM rakhevALa arihaMta H paramAtmA bhava-jaMgalamAM mahAgopa che. rakhevALa che. govALa pazuonuM eka bAju Ubho rahI, najara pheravato rakSaNa kare che. jaMgalI pazuothI bakarAM, gheTAM, gAya, bheMsa vagerene bacAvavA prayatna kare che. saMsAramAM Adhi, vyAdhi; upAdhi janma, jarA, mRtyu vagere jaMgalI pazuo che. atyAre tamane kyAM kyAM pazuoe pakaDelA che? mAluma che? Adhi, vyAdhi upAdhi zuM che? mRtyu zuM che? lAge che A badhAM jaMgalI pazuo? e pazuothI bacavAnI icchA che? arihaMta paramAtmA AvAM jaMgalI pazuothI jIvonuM rakSaNa kare che paNa jo temanI AjJAmAM rahIe to! jema bharavADane lAge ke "bhaya che, thoDo avAja kare, to ekadama badhA pazuo tenI pAse doDI Ave! tema bhayathI bharelA saMsAramAM arihaMta bhagavAna jyAre bolAve ke "A bAju Avo," to kaI tarapha doDI jAo? paramAtmA tarapha ke cAMdanI coka tarapha? paramAtmA jinezvaradeva ApaNA rakSaka che, e samajAyuM che? eka rakSaka bIjA jIvanI rakSA kyAre karI zake? jyAre bIjo jIva potAnI rakSA cAhato hoya! tame tamArI rakSA cAhatA ja na ho to bIjo tamArI rakSA For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 35 zA mATe kare? tame iccho cho ke Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi ane janma, jarA, tathA mRtyumAMthI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA tamArI rakSA kare? jo cAhatA ho to jarU2 2kSaNa karaze. arihaMta bhagavAna rakSA kare che! paraMtu e jema kahe tema ApaNe rahIe, e jema kahe tema karIe, to rakSA karI zake. bIjA rASTre ApaNA rASTra para AkramaNa karyuM. sarahada para sainiko UbhAM che, sainiko sarahada paranA gAmane kahe ke 'A gAma khAlI karo.' gAmavALA kahe, 'nA, gAma to khAlI nahIM karIe!' to sainiko rakSA karI zakaze? kAM to tamArI rakSA tame pote karo, kAM to je pramANe rakSaka kahe tema cAlo! rakSakanI AjJA anusAra je cAle tenI rakSA rakSaka karI zake, rakSakanI AjJA pramANe na cAle to tenI rakSA rakSaka karI na zake, pachI bhale bhagavAna hoya! paramAtmA bhava aTavImAM mArgadarzaka che, sArthavAha che, ane mahAgopa che, bhavasAgaramAM niryAmaka che! nAvika che. arihaMtanuM A eka prakAranuM svarUpa che. bhava-aTavImAM jaMgalI pazuothI rakSaNa karanAra govALa che, bhava sAga2mAM DUbatAne bacAvanAra niryAmaka che, bhUlelAMnA mArgadarzaka che, temaja sArthavAha che. jIvo mATe ATaATaluM karanArA e parama-tAraka paramAtmAnA aMtaraMga svarUpane paNa samajavuM joIe. arihaMtanuM aMtaraMga svarUpa : tamAre ghera vivAha hoya ne koI vyakti tamArI mUMjhavaNa dUra kare; mAMdagI Ave ne te vyakti sArasaMbhALa le; koI jhagaDo thAya to te vyakti sarasa samAdhAna karAvI Ape, tene tamo barAbara oLakhatA na ho to ema thAya ne ke 'A vyakti koNa? jyAre jyAre mane muzkelI-musIbata Ave che tyAre te dUra karanAra mahApurUSa koNa che?' vItarAga sarvajJa paramAtmAnI yathArtha oLakhANa karyA vinA emanuM dhyAna nahIM thaI zake. jema temanI upakAritA samajyA tema temanI viziSTa guNamayatA paNa samajo. 1. paramAtmA rAgavijetA che. rAga be prakAranA che : prazasta rAga ane aprazasta rAga, aprazasta rAga traNa prakAranA che : kAma, sneha ne dRSTi. kAma rAga eTale rUpa, rasa, gaMdha, zabda ane sparza pratyeno rAga. sneharAga eTale koI vyakti pratye rAga thAya. pachI For Private And Personal Use Only

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39 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM bhale tenI sAthe laDe! dIkaro khUba ja avivekI hoya; chatAMya tenA pratye rAga! zreNikane koNika pratye rAga hato ne? te sneha rAga! dRSTi-rAga eTale potapotAnA darzana (mithyA-mata) pratye rAga. jema vedAMtIne vaidika darzana pratye rAga, bauddhone bauddha darzana prati rAga! A traNeya prakAranA aprazasta rAgathI pApakarmano baMdha thAya che. paramAtmAe prazasta ane aprazasta rAga tathA daiSa para vijaya prApta karyo che. nathI temane rAga ke nathI ! prazasta rAga eTale arihaMta paramAtmA para rAga. temanA zAsana para rAga, temanA saMgha para rAga... arthAt je rAga karavAthI puNyakarma baMdhAya. jyAM sudhI AtmA vItarAga na bane; tyAM sudhI A prazasta rAga to karavAno ja. arihaMte banne prakAranA rAga miTAvyA, vijaya meLavyo tethI teo rAgavijetA. 2. paramAtmA dveSavijetA che. dveSa be prakAranA che : prazasta dveSa ne aprazasta dveSa. prazasta keka eTale karavA jevo ane aprazasta deSa eTale na karavA jevo. hA, dveSa paNa karavA jevo hoya che! pApo pratye karavAno..te dveSa dhRNA karo to pApa na baMdhAya.... jema-"A viSaya-kaSAyanAM pApa kevAM bhayaMkara che bhavobhava mane bhaTakAvanArAM e pApone kacarI nAkhuM. naSTa karI dauM..." Ama dAMta kacakacAvIne bolo joIe? paNa nA, tamane pApo tarapha dAMta kacakacAvatAM nathI AvaDatA..! jIvo pratye ja dAMta kacakacAvIne dveSa karone? samyaktane malina karanAra aticAro para aruci che? azraddhA tarapha arUci che? duSyAritra para dhRNA che? hiMsA, jUTha, corI tarapha dveSa che? pApo tarapha dveSa, dhRNA, tiraskAra te prazasta dveSa che. arihaMta paramAtmA, prazasta ane aprazasta rAga tathA deSanA vijetA che. krodha, mAna, mAyA ke lobha-emane kAMI paNa nahi! gozALAe AvIne bhagavAnane gALo dIdhI to bhagavAnane tenA pratye dveSa na thayo, ane samavasaraNamAM sUryacaMdra vaMdanArthe AvyA to bhagavAnane temanA tarapha rAga na thayo! jyAre ApaNI to kevI kaMgAla sthiti che? indra nahIM, indrano khUna (caparAzI) paNa jo bhakta thaI jAya to? khuza khuza! kema barAbarane? beDo pAra thaI jAyane? kAma ho jAya, nAma ho jAya! ApaNI kevI rAgAMdha sthiti ane tAraka 5ramAtmAnI kevI vitarAga-avasthA! paramAtmA rAga-vijetA che, dveSa-vijetA che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 3. paramAtmA pAMceya indriyonA vijetA che Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 37 pAMca indriyomAMthI eka paNa indriya paramAtmAnI AjJAthI viruddha jatI nathI, mATe indriya-vijetA! jyAre dhyAnanI vAta Avaze, tyAre kevI rIte ane kyA hetuthI dhyAna dharavAnuM che, te batAvIza, hamaNAM to material mAla saplAya karUM chuM! e mAlane kema apply - karavo, kevI rIte vAparavo te pachI samajAvIza. dhara banAvavA mATe jema iMTa, simenTa vagere materials ekaThAM karavAmAM Ave che ne! tema A to materials ApavAmAM Ave che, teno upayoga kyAM ane kevI rIte karavo, te pachI darzAvavAmAM Avaze. 52mAtmA indriya-vijetA che. jema ApaNane pAMca indriyo che, tema paramAtmAne paNa pAMca indriyo hatI. paraMtu teo indriyonA vijetA banyA.... ApaNe indriyonA gulAma banyA chIe. indriyonA be prakAra che : pudgalamaya jaDa indriyane 'dravyendriya' kahe che, Atmika pariNAmarUpa indriya 'bhAvendriya' kahevAya che. dravyendriyanA paNa be prakAra che : (1) nivRtti, ane (2) upakaraNa. zarIra para indriyonI AkRti dekhAya che ne? te pudgalasamUhanI viziSTa racanAo che, ane te ja nivRtti indriya! nivRtti-indriyanI bahAra ane aMdaranI paudgalika zakti te upakaraNa-indriya! bhAvendriyanA be prakAra che : (1) labdhi-indriya, ane (2) upayogaindriya. mati-jJAnAvaraNa Adi karmano kSayopazama te labdhi indriya! A eka prakAranuM Atmika pariNAma ja hoya che. upayoga-indriya kone kahevAya? jANo cho? labdhi, nivRtti ane upakaraNae traNanA maLavAthI zabda-rUpAdi viSayono je bodha thAya tene upayoga indriya kahevAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only zabda, rUpa, rasa, gaMdha ane sparzanA asaMkhya viSayono bodha ane bhoga ApaNe indriyothI karIe chIe. indriyonI sAthe mana joDAyeluM che ne? AtmA indriyo ane mana dvArA pAMca prakAranA viSayomAM bhaTakyA kare che ane ghora pApa karma bAMdhyA kare che. indriya vijetArUpe zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnuM dhyAna karo. paraMtu e to kaho ke tamAre indriya vijetA banavuM che kharuM ? jo banavuM hoya to eno A amodha upAya che. indriya-vijetArUpe paramAtmAnuM dhyAna dharavuM.

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hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM paramAtmAne cAra ghAtI karmono kSaya thaI gayo hovAthI sakala vizvanA sarva padArthonuM jJAna pratyakSa ja thatuM hoya che. AtmA sIdho ja padArthanuM jJAna kare, vacce indriyo ke mananA mAdhyamanI jarUra ja nahIM. hA, mana hoya kharuM, paraMtu eno koI upayoga nahIM! evI rIte paramAtmAne indriyo hoya kharI, paraMtu upayoga karavAnI koI ja AvazyakatA nahIM. gharamAM lAITa cAlu hoya badhe ja, pachI phAnasa saLagAvo kharA? zA mATe? paramAtmAnuM indriya-vijetArUpe dhyAna dharIne indriya-vijetA banavAnuM che! banazo ne? 4. paramAtmA pariSaha-vijetA che. have paramAtmAnuM "pariSaha-vijetA' rUpe jJAna karo. "pariSaha" eTale zuM, jANo cho? jJAnI purUSoe 22 "pariSaha batAvelAM che. mokSamArganI ArAdhanAmAM A 22 pariSaha para vijaya meLavavo anivArya che. mATe 22 pariSahonuM sAmAnya jJAna to meLavI lo! tamAre adhyayana to karavuM nathI ane taiyAra mAla para besI javuM che! to laI lo taiyAra mAla! 1-2. game tevAM sudhA ane tRSA (bhUkha tarasa) lAgI hoya, chatAM svIkArelI maryAdAthI viruddha bhojana-pANI na letAM samabhAvapUrvaka e vedanA sahana karavI te sudhApariSaha ane tRSApariSaha para vijaya kahevAya. 3-4. game tevI TADha ane garamI lAgatI hoya chatAM e dUra karavA akathya vastunuM grahaNa na karavuM ane samabhAve e vedanAo sahI levI te zItapariSada ane uSNapariSaha para vijaya. 5. DAMsa-macchara vagere jaMtuonA upadravamAM khinna na thatAM e vedanA samabhAve sahI levI te "deza-mazaka pariSaha para vijaya che. ka, nagnapaNAne samabhAvapUrvaka sahana karavuM te "nagnatva pariSaha' para vijaya che. 7. svIkArelA sAdhanAmArgamAM kaMTALAno prasaMga Ave tyAre kaMTALyA vinA vairyapUrvaka temAM abhiruci rAkhavI te "arati pariSaha' para vijaya che. 8. sAdhaka puruSa ke strIe vijAtIya AkarSaNathI na lalacAvuM te "strIpariSaha para vijaya che. 9. asaMgapaNe judAM judAM sthAnomAM vihAra karavo ane koI paNa eka sthAnamAM niyatavAsa na karavo te "caryA-pariSaha' para vijaya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 10. ArAdhanA mATe eka sthAne Asana bAMdhIne besatAM, AvI paDatA bhayone aDolapaNe jItavA te "niSadyA-pariSaha" para vijaya che.. 11. komaLa ke kaThina, sama ke viSama, jevI sahajabhAve maLe tevI jagAmAM samabhAvapUrvaka rahevuM te "zacyA-pariSaha" para vijaya kahevAya. 12, koI kaTu-kaThora zabda saMbhaLAve, gALa de, tene samatAbhAve sahana karavI te "Akroza pariSaha' para vijaya kahevAya. 13, koI tADana-mAraNa kare te sahana karavuM te "vadha-pariSaha" para vijaya. 14. bhikSAvRtti karatAM apamAna ke lajjA na rAkhavA te yAcanA pariSaha" para vijaya. 15. bhikSAmAM joItI vastu na maLe tyAre kheda na karavo te "alAbha pariSaha' para vijaya meLavyo kahevAya. 16. samatAbhAve roga sahana karavo te "roga-pariSaha' para vijaya che. 17. ghAsa-tRNa AdinI zayyAmAM paNa samabhAva rAkhavo te "tRNa-sparza pariSaha" para vijaya kahevAya. 18. zarIra para mela jAmI jAya chatAM snAnAdi na karavAM ane mela sahana karavo te "mala-pariSaha' para vijaya kahevAya. 19. satkAra maLatAM khuza na thavuM te "satkAra pariSaha" para vijaya kahevAya. 20. tIvra buddhi hoya chatAM enuM abhimAna na karavuM te "prajJA-pariSaha' para vijaya meLavyo kahevAya. 21. game teTaluM zAstrajJAna hoya, chatAM teno garva na karavo te "jJAnaparisAha' para vijaya kahevAya. evI rIte jJAnanA abhAvamAM dInatA na karavI te ajJAna-pariSada' para vijaya kahevAya. 22. sUkSma ane atIndriya padArthanuM jJAna na thavAthI dharma nakAmo lAge tyAre vivekathI zraddhA daDha rAkhavI te "adarzana-pariSaha' para vijaya kahevAya. A che 22 pariSaha paramAtmAe A bAvIse bAvIsa pariSaho para vijaya meLavyo! pariSaha-vijetArUpe paramAtmAnuM dhyAna dharavAthI ApaNe paNa vijetA banI zakIe... "mAre "pariSaha-vijetA banavuM che.' AvuM daDha praNidhAnadRDha saMkalpa hovo joIe. evI ja rIte paramAtmA upasarga-vijetA che! upasarga eTale saMkaTa-Apatti For Private And Personal Use Only

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40 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM upadrava. devo taraphathI, mAnavo taraphathI ane pazuo taraphathI ema trividha upasargo hoya che. game tevA upasargo Ave chanAM paramAtmA merUnI jema aDola, nirbhaya ane nizcala rahe! paramAtmA mahAvIrasvAmInuM jIvana jANo cho ne? sADA bAra varSa sudhI keTalA upasarga sahyA? "upasarga-vijetA' rUpe paramAtmAnuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che. aSTa prAtihArya tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI ATha prAtihAryanI zobhA adbhuta hoya che! ApaNe pratyakSa na joIe to jJAnadaSTithI te joIe! samavasaraNamAM vizALa azokavRkSanI chAyA hoya che. paramAtmAnI upara traNa chatra hoya ane mastakanI pAchaLa dedIpyamAna bhAmaMDala hoya che. paramAtmA maNimaya siMhAsana para ArUDha thayelA hoya che, ane be bAju devo cAmara DhALe che. AkAzamAM devo puSpavRSTi kare che. duMdubhi bajAve che, ane divyadhvani thAya che! kevuM adUbhuta vAtAvaraNa! kevA addabhuta prabhAvavaMtA paramAtmA! ane kevI divya mahimAvALI prabhunI vANI! AvA ramaNIya ane prasanna vAtAvaraNamAM besIne dharmano upadeza sAMbhaLavAno kevo apUrva AnaMda Ave! ApaNuM durbhAgya che ke ApaNe aDhI hajAra varSa moDA jamyA A bhAratamAM... e prabhunA kALamAM janmyA hota prabhunA caraNe jIvana samarpita karyuM hota to...? aSTa prAtihAryathI yukta arihaMta paramAtmAnuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che. cAra atizaya : jJAnAtizaya, vacanAtizaya, pUjAtizaya ane apAyApagama-atizaya bhagavaMtanA A cAra viziSTa prabhAva che. A cAra atizayo che. cAra atizaya ane ATha prAtihArya, maLIne arihaMtanA bAra guNo thAya che. arihaMtanuM dhyAna karavAnI rIta: arihaMtanuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che ne! ApaNe jyAre vistArapUrvaka (in detail) temanuM svarUpa samajatA hoIe to hRdayarUpI kamaLamAM temane birAjamAna karIne dhyAna dharI zakIe. pahelAM kamaLanI madhyamAM arihaMtane birAjamAna karavA, temane zveta varNanA For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana jovA, pachI ciMtana karavuM ke keTalA atizaya? keTalA prAtihArya? A badhuM ciMtavyA pachI teo mArgadarzaka, sArthavAha, nirdhAmaka temaja gopALa che-te ciMtana karavAnuM. pachI teo indriya-vijetA, rAga-dveSa vijetA; pariSaha vijetA, upasarga vijetA... vagere ciMtana karavAnuM. evI rIte "bhaya-vijetA'nA svarUpamAM paNa paramAtmAnuM dhyAna dharI zakAya. "namo nAM nimAyA' bolo cho ne? "namotthaNa" mAM "namo jihANa, jiabhayANa Ave che ne? pahelAM to khUba jApa karo, jApamAMthI citana cAlu thaze. pachI gADI doDaze! dhyAnamAM lIna thazo! jApathI ciMtana, ciMtanathI dhyAna. namo arihaMtANa!keTalo saraLa uccAra! nAnuM bALaka paNa bolI zake, eka paNa akSara saMyukta nahIM, keTalI saraLatAthI bolI zakAya che! "namo arihaMtANaM e to paMDiMga che; temAM uttama mAla chupAyo che. kadI navakAramaMtranuM pekeTa kholyuM che kharuM? te mahAnuM arthathI bharapUra che. tevA ja mahAn arthathI bharapUra logassa sUtra, namolyurNa sUtra che; e ochAM mahattvanAM nathI. e to Aje koI sAdhanA karatA nathI, ArAdhanA karatA nathI, manuSya jo A kSetramAM praveza kare to tene saMsAranI ALapaMpALa karavI na paDe. cauda varSano eka chokaro hato. bhaNavAmAM hoTha. bApe dIkSA lIdhI. sAthe chokarAne paNa dIkSA apAvI. dIkSA bAda kAMI bhaNyA nahIM, khUba ja khAya, khUba ja UMghe. bhaNavAnuM nAma nahIM. gurU mahArAjane ciMtA thaI ke A bhaNato nathI, jJAna vagara nuM zuM thaze? Ama eka-be varSa gayAM. "namolyuzaMkalpa' nAmano graMtha maLyo. te graMthamAM evI vAto prApta thaI ke gurU mahArAje enI sAdhanA karAvI. e munie sAdhanA karI. e muni sArA vidvAna banI gayA. sAdhanAno mArga dhyAna AdhArita bhinna bhinna dRSTikoNathI arihaMtanuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che. arihaMta-padanI 20 mALA pheravavAnI che. padmAsana ke pachI sukhAsanamAM besavAnuM. Asana-mudrAdizA vagerenuM lakSa rAkhavAnuM. bahAra jApa! aMdara dhyAna kamaLa-kaNikAmAM arihaMtaparamAtmAnI sthApanA karI temanI ArAdhanA-upAsanA karavAnI che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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vyAkhyAna thothuM ) siddha pada dhyAna sAthe kamaLano saMbaMdha : parama upakArI pUjya AcAryabhagavAna zrI ratnazekharasUrijI mahArAja zrI zrIpALanI kathAnA prAraMbhamAM e vAta kahe che ke "arihaMta Adi navapadonuM hRdayakamaLamAM dhyAna dharIne huM siddhacakrano mahimA batAvuM chuM', AthI e vAta phalita thAya che ke navapadanuM dhyAna hRdayakamaLamAM karavuM joIe. eTale dhyAna ane kamaLano koI saMbaMdha hovo joIe. ApaNAmAMthI keTalAke kamaLa joyuM paNa nahIM hoya! to pachI kamaLanI kalpanA ja kevI rIte Ave, ane emAM dhyAna paNa kevI rIte dhare? dhyAnano kamaLa sAthe koI viziSTa saMbaMdha che ja. kavioe kamaLano hRdaya sAthe saMbaMdha darzAvyo che, jJAnIoe temaja gaNadhara bhagavaMtoe hRdayane kamaLa kahyuM che! yogI purUSoe hRdayane kamaLa kalpI, temAM dhyAna dharyA che. dhyAna dharIne viziSTa siddhio prApta karI che! mATe hRdayakamaLanI kalpanA spaSTa thavI joIe. kamaLa jovuM joIe. Aje je vivecana ciMtana karavuM che, te mahattvapUrNa che, te mATe sAgodanuM A zAMtidhAma anukUla sthAna che. jema ekAtta prazAnta sthAna dhyAna mATe anukULa hoya che, tema dhyAnanI vAto paNa evA ja sthAnamAM thAya to te jaladI hRdayasparzI bane. Aje siddha bhagavaMtanuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che. dhyAna dharavAnuM jemAM che; te kamaLane samajavuM jarUrI che. hRdayane kamaLa banAvo : dhyAna dharavAnuM che hRdayamAM, hRdayane jJAnI purUSoe kamaLa kahyuM. hRdayarUpI kamaLamAM! bajAramAM vecAtAM maLatAM kamaLamAM nahIM! kAgaLanAM ke plAsTikanAM kamaLamAM nahIM. hRdayane kamaLa banAvo! te kamaLamAM navapadanI sthApanA karo, pachI tenuM dhyAna dharo. hRdaya ane kamaLano zo saMbaMdha? hRdayane upamA devAya che, te koIka ne koIka sAmyatA-samAnatAne laIne, jo koI ja samAnatA na hoya to upamA na devAya. to hRdaya ane kamaLamAM kaI samAnatA che? For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 43 hRdaya komaLa che. tema kamaLa paNa komaLa che. eka samAnatA komaLatAnI che. je hRdayamAM dhyAna karavuM che, je hRdayathI dhyAna karavAnuM che te hRdaya komaLa hovuM joIe; kaThora nahi, kUra nahIM. krUra ane kaThora hRdaya dhyAna nathI karI zakatuM; kAraNa ke e sthira nathI banI zakatuM. krUra ane kaThora hRdaya caMcala, asthira ane asvastha hoya che. bIjI samAnatA nirlepatAnI che. kamaLa nirlepa rahe che, kAdava-kIcaDamAM te utpanna thAya che, pANImAM te moTuM thAya che, chatAM kAdava ane pANI-bannene choDI adhdhara rahe che! kAdavamAM pedA thayuM, pANImAM poSAyuM ane bannene tyajIne alipta rahyuM ApaNI garbhAvasthA kyAM vItI? kIcaDamAMne? UcharyA kevI rIte? mAnA dUdhathI! A banne choDIne hRdayanI uparanI sthitimAM pahoMcI javAnuM! jANe kamaLa hRdayane kahe che : "mArA jevuM bana-jyAM janmyo, teno vicAra choDI de, jenAthI poSAyo, te khAnapAnano vicAra choDI de.' kamaLanA pAna para pANI nAMkho, pANI nIce sarakI jaze! tema hRdayane viSaya-vAsanAno sparza thatAM ja te sarakI paDavI joIe. jenA para vAsanAnuM pANI Take nahi, vikalpanuM pANI Take nahi, te hRdaya kamaLa kahevAya! hRdayakamaLa navapadanuM nivAsasthAna bane! hRdayamAM kamaLanI kalpanA : hRdayane apavitra karanAra koNa che? vikalpa ane vAsanA! asaMkhya vikalpavAsanAothI malina banelA hRdayamAM navapadanuM dhyAna na thaI zake. vikalpavAsanAothI alipta hRdaya ja navapadajInuM nivAsasthAna banI zake. hRdayamAM dhyAna dharavAnuM che. hRdaya-kamaLamAM dhyAna dharavAnuM che. kalAkAra kamaLane banAvI zake. hRdaya-kamaLanI kalpanA karavI te sAmAnya vAta nathI. te mATe abhyAsa joIe. AMkho baMdha karo, khIleluM kamaLa jUo.... dhIme dhIme najIka lAvo. hRdaya pAse lAvo... pachI hRdaya ane kamaLano abheda thAya! banne abhinna thAya. ATha pAMkhaDIvALuM kamaLa.... vacamAM karNikA.... siddhano lAla varNa : arihaMtanuM dhyAna sapheda raMgamAM karavAnuM che. siddhanuM dhyAna lAla raMgamAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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44 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM karavAnuM che. daSTi siddha bhagavaMta upara kendrita karavAnI. padmAsanastha AkRti.... ane lAla va.... lAla varNa zA mATe? jANo cho? lAla varNamAM AkarSaNa zakti che. " gA ' koIne AkarSavA mATe je maMtra japavAmAM Ave che temAM lAla varNathI dhyAna karAya che. padArtho paNa lAla joIe. jene AkarSavA hoya tene lAla varNamAM jovAno. jApanI asara e vyakti para thAya che. saMsAramAM koIne ApaNA tarapha AkarSita karavAnA hoya che; siddha bhagavAnanA dhyAnamAM ApaNe pote AkarSita thaI javAnuM hoya che! siddha bhagavAna tarapha ApaNe AkarSAI jaIe! siddhazilA kyAM? ahIMthI upara caMdraloka-sUryaloka Adi jyotiSa loka! tenAthI upara che vaimAnika devaloka, bAra devaloka) ane nava graayaka.... tenAthI upara anuttara devaloka ane tethI upara siddhazilA! vacalAM badhAM ja sTezano choDIne siddhazilA sAthe mAnasika saMbaMdha joDavAno che! te mATe siddha bhagavaMtanuM lAla raMgamAM dhyAna dharo. e dhyAna dharatAM dharatAM tame svayaM AkarSAI jazo! kheMcAvA mAMDazo gabharAzo nahIM ne? pahelAM to eka lakSya nakkI karo ke "mAre siddha paramAtmA sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhavo che! bAMdhavo che ne siddhanA aneka prakAra : saMsAramAM "siddha' zabda aneka arthomAM prasiddha che. saMsAramAM aneka prakAranA siddha bane che. dA. ta. koI karma-siddha, koI maMtra-siddha koI yoga-siddha, koI artha-siddha, koI abhiprAya-siddha, koI yAtrA-siddha, koI tapa-siddha ane koI karmakSaya-siddha! Ama A siddhonI Variety judI judI jAta tamArI sAme mUkI dIdhI.... kaho, tame kevA siddhanI pasaMdagI karo cho? vidyA-siddhanI ke karma-kSayasiddhanI? aneka prakAranI siddhio che! kaI siddhi cAho cho? ApaNuM prayojana bIjA koI siddhithI nathI, ApaNuM prayojana che. karmakSaya-siddhanI sAthe! jene saMpUrNa karmakSaya karavo che, teNe saMpUrNa tathA vizuddha AtmAnuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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45 zrI navapada pravacana siddha'no artha : siddha' zabdano artha jANo cho? jeNe potAnAM jUnAM karmone bALI nAkhyAM che te siddha! AtmA para lAgelAM sarva karmone bALI nAkhyAM che, te siddha. jemaNe ATha karmono kSaya karyo; ATha karmo : jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya, mohanIya ane aMtarAya A cAra "ghAtI-karma' kahevAya ane nAma, gotra, AyuSya ane vedanIya-A cAra "aghAtI-karma' kahevAya. Ama, ATha prakAranAM karmono jemaNe kSaya karyo-AtmAno karma sAtheno saMbaMdha toDI nAkhyo ane AtmA svaguNothI paripUrNa banyo. ATha karmanA kSayathI AtmAmAM ATha prakAranA kSAyika guNo pedA thAya che. ATha karmanA kSayathI ATha guNa : (1) jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA kSayathI AtmAmAM anaMta jJAna pragaTa thAya che. (te jANavuM) (2) darzanAvaraNIya karmanA kSayathI AtmAmAM anaMta darzana pragaTa thAya che. (te jovuM) sinemA juo cho ne? juo cho ane jANo cho! je dekhe ane jANe, tene keTalo AnaMda? devalokamAM DrAmA-nATaka cAle te deva-devIo cha mAsa sudhI joyA ja kare, toya kaMTALo nahIM! have cha kalAkanAM piksara UtaravA mAMDyAM che ne? cha kalAka vacce Interval inTaravala Ave ne? paNa jene jovAmAM ja khUba rasa che, te zuM kaheze? "badhuM bagADI nAkhyuM !' 24-id sil4 247 strid Ela 20144 414 al Inner and outer worldAMtarika ane bAhya samagra vizva joI zakAya. loka ane alokanuM pratyakSa darzana, pratyakSa jJAna! mokSamAM siddha AtmAo samagra vizvane jue che ane jANe che. tyAM majA che jovAnI ne jANavAnI! vizvanA yathArtha darzanamAMthI ane yathArtha jJAnamAMthI je AnaMda ane je sukha anubhavAya che tenuM varNana zabdomAM zakya nathI. te to anubhavano ja viSaya che. 1. jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA kSayathI anaMta jJAna prApta thAya che. 2. darzanAvaraNIya karmanA kSayathI anaMta darzana prApta thAya che. 3. mohanIya karmanA kSayathI vitarAgatA prApta thAya che. 4. aMtarAya karmanA kSayathI anaMta vIrya-anaMta zakti prApta thAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM 5. nAma karmanA kSayathI AtmA arUpI bane che. 6. vedanIya karmanA kSayathI avyAbAdha sukha prApta thAya che. 7. AyuSya karmanA kSayathI janma-mRtyu nahi evI akSaya sthiti prApta thAya 8. gotra karmanA kSayathI AtmAno agurU-laghu paryAya guNa utpanna thAya che. ATha karmanA kSayathI parama vizuddha AtmAmAM ATha akSaya guNa prApta thAya che. koI prazna kare ke : siddhane ATaluM sukha che, ATalAM guNo che, to temane sukhanuM koI saMvedana-koI anubhava che? hA; gAmaDAno koI mANasa nagaramAM jaI pAcho gAmaDAmAM jAya tene, jeNe zahera joyuM ja nathI tevo gAmaDAno koI bIjo AdamI pUche ke "te nagara kevuM che?" to tenI samakSa te nagaranuM varNana kevI rIte karaze? chatAMya te samajAvavuM saraLa che! muMbaIthI lAvelA phoTAo batAvaze : "A tAja hoTela, heMgiMga gArDana, pAlavA baMdara' vagere, te joIne pelo kaheze : "o hA ho! AvuM che te nagara!' siddhazilAthI saMdezo ke phoTA nathI AvatA: paraMtu je siddhazilA para lokAgre AtmA jAya che, tyAMthI pAchA nathI AvatA! jyAM saMdezo pahoMcADavAnI koI vyavasthA nathI ke jyAMthI koI phoTa AvI zakAto nathI. te siddhazilA kevI rIte samajAvavI!! Aje vaijJAniko kahe che ne ke teo caMdraloka para gayA! temaNe phoTAo mokalyA, saMdezA mokalyA, chApAmAM chapAyA! keTalAke te sAcA mAnI lIdhA, te chapAvanAra amerikAnI nAsA saMsthAne puchAvavAmAM AvyuM ke "A kharA ja phoTA che?' to teoe jaNAvyuM ke "tyAMthI to nAnA nAnA Dots (biMduo) Ave che, paraMtu te viSayanA jANItA vidvAno te biMduone joDe che; teno skeca banAve che, DijhAIna banAve che, pachI chapAya che. loko samaje che ke sAco phoTo Avyo! ThIka che; te to jyAM pahoMcyA, tyAMthI Dots TapakAM to AvyAM, paNa mokSa to khUba khUba dUra che! tyAMthI Dots biMduo paNa nathI AvatA! tevA mokSanI kalpanA ApaNe kevI rIte karIe? kevaLajJAnI samajI zake! ApaNA mATe For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana kevaLajJAna durlabha che! ApaNe jene joI zakatA nathI; jenuM pratyakSIkaraNa karI zakatA nathI, tene zAstra pratyakSa karI, zAstronA AdhAre vizvAse mAnya karI, te mATe purUSArtha karavo joIe. jJAnI purUSoe purUSArthanI paddhati batAvI che. mokSasukhanI koI upamA nathI ? mokSamAM sukha ananta che. te kevuM che? enI kalpanA nahIM karI zako... tame pUcho-"mIThAI ke mAkhaNa jevuM sukha che?" "nA" tame kaho-"suMdaramAM suMdara managamatAM kapaDAM paherIe ane je sukha thAya tevuM che?' 'nA!' khUba ja manapasaMda patnI maLI gaI. philma-ekaTresa jevI! tenAthI maLatA sukha jevuM te sukha haze?' "nA?' A badhAM to tuccha sukho che! mokSanA sukhanuM eka biMdu paNa nahIM! are, tame jene sukha kaho cho te to sukha ja nathI! sukhAbhAsa che! pachI mokSasukhanI tulanA enI sAthe thAya ja kevI rIte? te sukha laukika sukhothI nyAruM che. mokSasukhanI jhAMkhI kevI rIte thAya? laukika-bhautika sukhono tyAga karyA vinA lokottara sukhanI sAmAnya jhAMkhI paNa thavI saMbhava nathI! kariyAtavALA ke kvinAInavALA mukhathI sAkarano svAda anubhavAya? te anubhava karavA mATe moTuM sApha karavuM paDe ne? tema bhautika sukhothI tana-manane aLagAM karo. svaccha karo; pachI ja mokSasukhanA svAdanI vAta karo! moDhAmAM vinAInanI goLI rAkhIne prasanna karo : sAkarano svAda kevo mITho hoya? to e prazna anucita che, tema tamAre bhautika sukhomAM mahAlavuM che ane pUchavuM che : "mokSanuM sukha kevuM hoya?" zuM A mUrkhatA nathI? siddha zabdanA paryAyaH "siddha' paramAtmAnA paryAyavAcaka bIjAM nAmo che : 1. siddha eTale karmathI sarvathA mukta. 2. buddha eTale samagra vizvane carAcara vizvane jANanAra. (buddha = jANavuM. jemaNe vizvanuM samagra jJAna prApta kareluM che.) 3. pAraMgata saMsArano pAra pAmelA. saMsAramAM have koI prayojana nahi! saMsAranuM koI kAma zeSa nahIM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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48 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM saMsArathI pAra pAmI javuM che ne? tamAre haju saMsAranAM kAma bAkI haze? paNa ciMtA na karazo, tyAM gayA pachI paNa tamane ahIMnuM badhuM dekhAze! tyAMthI joyA karajo! paNa tyAM gayA pachI A badhAnI sAthe e saMbaMdha nahi rahe ke "A mAruM che!" jenI sAthe saMbaMdha na rahyo, pachI e lagna kare toya zuM? ane na kare toya zuM? paisA tenI pAse hoya toya zuM ane na hoya toya zuM? badhA roga mArApaNAnA che! mArApaNAmAM ja AnaMda ane udvega, harSa ane zoka, sukha ane duHkha vagere dvandra rahelAM che. "pAraMgata thaI gayA pachI AvuM koI dva8 nahIM! 4. ajara-siddha paramAtmA ajara kahevAya che. jarA eTale vRddhAvasthA, tyAM vRddhAvasthA nathI, tyAM taruNAvasthA ke bAlyAvasthA nathI. tyAM AmAMnI koI avasthA nathI! manuSya jIvananI badhI avasthAomAM vRddhAvasthA vadhu duHkhadAyI che! barAbara ne? tamane duHkhadAyI lAge che ne? teTalI duHkhadAyI taruNAvasthA ke bAlyAvasthA nathI lAgatI ne? jene jarA nathI te ajara, mokSamAM AtmAne vaddhAvasthA ja na hoya! zarIra ja nahIM, pachI zarIranI koI paNa avasthA kevI rIte hoya? vaddhAvasthA duHkhadAyI lAge ne? to paNa saMsAranAM sukho pratye virakti Ave che? ghaDapaNamAM paNa vairAgya Avyo che? nA re nA.... tame to sittera varSe paNa javAna! vRddhAvasthA duHkhadAyI : eka gAmamAM eka vaddha gRhastha rahe. tene ekano eka dIkarI, zeTha mAladAra hatA ane dIkaro eka ja. zeThe khUba zodha karI, eka bhaNelI gaNelI chokarI sAthe dIkarAnAM lagna karyA, sAsu to marI gaI hatI, dIkarAnI vahu gharamAM AvI eTale sasarAe-vRddhe badhuM ghara batAvyuM. "A rasoI ghara, A dIvAnakhAnuM, A DroIMga rUma, A beDa rUma, A tijorI, A sTora rUma, A koThAra-' badhuM batAvyuM.... thoDA divaso gayA ne DosAe dareka kAmamAM TakaTaka karavI zarU karI. putravadhU loTa kADhe to keTalo kADhyo? ATalo badho vadhAre kema kADhyo?' ocho kADhe to ya TakaTaka! rasoIgharamAM sArI sADI paherelI hoya toya Toke! bahAra jAya to TakaTaka ane gharamAMya TakaTaka! DosAo jo TakaTaka karavAnI Teva choDI de to devanI mAphaka pUjAya ne? paNa kuTeva chUTavI joIe ne! ahIM beThelA DosAo hAtha joDI dezo. TakaTaka nahIM karavAnA? che vicAra? zA mATe TakaTaka karavI? zA mATe apriya banavuM? TakaTaka karavAthI zuM tame For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 49 putravadhUne ke putrane sudhArI zakavAnA cho? to pachI zA mATe kleza karavo? vahu bahArathI Ave to kahe "moDuM kema thayuM? "15 ne badale 20 miniTa kema thaI? A koNa AvyuM? A koNa gayuM?' AvI TakaTakathI bAI to kaMTALI gaI. teNe potAnA patine TAITa karyo. "mane tamArA pitAnI AvI Taka Taka pasaMda nathI.. AvuM nahi cAle... dukAna che ke nahi? dukAne bese, phakta bhojana karavA ghera Ave!' dikarAe pitAjIne kahyuM : "Apa dukAna para beso to?" bApe kahyuM: "tuM mane kahenAra koNa? huM badhuM samajuM chuM!' dIkarAe kahyuM : "bIjuM kAMI nahi, paNa A piyara cAlI jaze, to roTalA ghaDaze koNa?' chevaTe nirNaya evo levAyo ke "dukAna para nahi ne gharamAM paNa nahi! paraMtu gharanA pAchaLanA vADAmAM eka oraDo che, air proof! havA ja na Ave tevo! temAM khATalo nAkhyo ne ApI eka ghaMTaDI, koI kAma hoya to DosAe ghaMTaDI vagADavAnI! have dIkarAne ghera dIkaro thayo. DokarA ane chokarAno meLa sAro jAme! nAnA chokarA DosAne vadhu pasaMda kare! mammI karatAM dAdAne vadhu pasaMda kare! chokaro nAno hato, te vAraMvAra dAdAnI oraDImAM jAya che. DosAne tethI samaya pasAra thato ane chokarAne ramavAnuM maLatuM! tamane "vyAja vadhu vahAluM lAge ne? mUDI karatAM vyAja vadhu vahAluM lAge kharuM ne? chokaro thoDo samajaNo thayo. eka vakhata teNe dAdAne pUchyuM : "dAdA! A ghaMTaDI zA mATe rAkhI che?" dAdAe kahyuM tArA pappAe ApI che. mAre kAma paDe tyAre vagADavAnI!' chokarAne thayuM ke "mArA pappA DosA thaze tyAre mAre paNa AvI ghaMTaDI ApavI paDaze!" chokaro pUche che, "mArA pappA DosA thaze?" dAdAe kahyuM, "hA." tyAre chokarAne manamAM thayuM ke "te vakhate mAre ghaMTaDI lAvavI kyAMthI? lAvane, A ja ghaMTaDI saMtADI dauM! eka divasa teNe ghaMTaDI laI lIdhI ane kabATamAM mUkI dIdhI. bALamAnasa upara kevI asaro paDe che, te samajAya che? For Private And Personal Use Only

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hadayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM bIjo divasa thayo. savAramAM cA-pANInuM pUchavA koI na AvyuM. ghaMTaDI na maLI eTale Doso rADo pADavA lAgyo. eTale vahue kahyuM : "tame jIvatA rahezo tyAM sudhI herAna herAna karI mUkazo, have zAMtithI jIvavA to do.' DosAe kahyuM : "paNa mArI ghaMTaDI jaDatI nathI!" putravadhUe chokarAne pUchyuM : "beTA, te ghaMTaDI lIdhI che!" chokaro kahe : "nA, mammI, tenA pitAe pUchyuM : sAcuM, bola, teM ghaMTaDI lIdhI che?, chokaro kahe : "nA, pappA." chevaTe enI mammI gusse thaI.... be-cAra thappaDa lagAvIne pUchyuM : "bola sAcuM, ghaMTaDI lIdhI che?" chokarAe hA pADI. "kyAM rAkhI che?" kabATamAM." ghaMTaDI maLI gaI! paraMtu putravadhUne corInuM sAcuM kAraNa zodhavuM hatuM teNe premathI ghaMTaDI coravAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM. chokaro kahe "sAcuM kahuM mammI? mArA pappA paNa gharaDA thaze ne? mArA pappAe temanA pappAne ghaMTaDI ApI, to mAre paNa mArA pappAne ApavI paDaze ne? mATe meM A ghaMTaDI ahIM rAkhI che!' e chokarAnA pitA A badhuM sAMbhaLe che! tyAM ne tyAM e potAnA pitAne caraNe paDI gayo. pitAjI, mArI bhUla thaI gaI, mApha karo; Ape janma dIdho, lAkhonI saMpatti ApI ne meM tamane AvA aMdhArA oraDAmAM rAkhyA! A nahi bane.... have ene gharamAM rahevuM hoya to rahe, nahitara jAya tenA piyara." pahelAM mArA pitAjI ne pachI tuM-teNe potAnI patnIne kahyuM. A to DosAno puNyodaya jAgyo eTale.. nahitara vRddhAvasthA-jarAvasthA duHkhadAyI, che. ghaDapaNanAM duHkha ghaNAM hoya che. mokSamAM vRddhAvasthA nahIM, vRddhAvasthAnAM duHkha nahIM! tyAM mRtyu paNa nahIM, tethI te amara kahevAya. jyAM janma, tyAM mRtyu. mokSamAM janma nathI, mATe mRtyu paNa nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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pa1 zrI navapada pravacana jyotamAM jyota maLI jaze tyAre! ajara-amara ane asaMga. tyAM koI pudgalano saMga nahIM. jaDano saMga nahIM. tyAM to cetanano cetana sAthe saMga! jyoti jyotimAM bhaLI jAya. te milana kevuM adUbhuta haze? anaMta AtmajyotimAM jyAre ApaNI Atmajyoti maLI jaze tyAre! kalpanA to karo! kalpanAmAM paNa keTalo badho AnaMda bharelo che! tyAM "aha" tathA "mamano saMga nathI. "huM" ne "mAruM" jyAM AvyuM tyAM ja muzkelI! dhyAna agni che : asaMga eTale paugalika padArthano saMga nahIM. siddha bhagavaMtone koI prakAranA mamatvano saMga na hoya. siddha paramAtmAnuM dhyAna hRdayakamaLamAM dharavAnuM che. hRdaya kamaLanI kalpanA karI, uparanA dalamAM lAla varNanA siddha-paramAtmAnI kalpanA karo. siddha, buddha, pAraMgata, ajara, amara, asaMga tathA akSaya, ATha guNo.... A badhuM siddha bhagavaMtonA dhyAnamAM ciMtavavAnuM che. tamo jANo chodhyAna agni che? dhyAnamAMthI agni utpanna thAya che. tame eka kalpanA karo : dhyAnanI AgamAM ApaNuM zarIra baLI rahyuM che... zarIra baLI gayuM... zarIra sAthe ApaNAM ATha karmo baLI gayAM... pachI rahI rAkha! sarovaranuM pANI UchaLavA lAgyuM.... ApaNA para e pANI AvavA lAgyuM. rAkha badhI sApha thaI gaI.... ApaNo AtmA sphaTika-ratna jevo nirmaLa banI gayo! te nirmaLa AtmAe Urdhvagamana karavA mAMDyuM... UDatAM UDatAM te anaMta jyotimAM maLI gayo!' dhyAna mATe prAkRtika vAtAvaraNa jarUrI mAtra pAMca miniTano A prayoga che. mATe vAtAvaraNa khUba ja zAMta joIeevA jaMgalamAM javuM joIe! dhyAna mATe suyogya vAtAvaraNa joIe. tana-mana upara vAtAvaraNanI asara thatI hoya che. naisargika vAtAvaraNa dharmadhyAnamAM khUba sahAyaka bane che; mATe to Aje ApaNe A tIrthabhUmi para AvyA chIe! yoganA prAcIna graMthomAM dhyAnanI je prakriyAo batAvelI che, te mujaba soe so TakA na karI zakAya, toya thoDI to karI zakAya, pAMca miniTanuM paNa dhyAna anaMta karmonI nirjarA karI Ape che. dhyAna e agni che! karmone bALavA mATe agninI jarUra che. A mATe For Private And Personal Use Only

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pa2 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM yogya Asana, samaya, sthAna, kALa, vAtAvaraNa badhuM apekSita che. vAtAvaraNa. sarjavuM paDe. dareka manuSya dhyAnanA mUDamAM AvI jAya. ciMtana karatAM karatAM dhyAnamagna banI jAya! saMkaTa samaye dhyAna siddha padanuM dhyAna zAMtinA samaye to karIe, paNa upasarga Ave, viziSTa prakAranuM saMkaTa Ave tyAre, kAyotsarga-dhyAnamAM UbhA rahIne siddhanuM dhyAna dharavAmAM Ave to vipnonAM vAdaLo vikharAI jAya, saMkaTanA pahADa adazya thaI jAya. are! bhUta-pizAca ane vyaMtarone dUra khasI javuM paDe! jo ke ApaNe to A ArAdhanAnuM lakSya ApaNA AtmAne parama vizuddha karavAnuM-rAkhavAnuM AjanA divase siddha bhagavAnanuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che ne? barAbara Asana lagAvIne siddha bhagavAnane hRdayakamaLamAM lAvo. uparanI pAMkhaDI para lAla raMganI mUrti raco. ekAgra banI dhyAna dharo. bIjA koIno praveza na thavA do. phakta tame ne siddha paramAtmA! banne vacce koI nahi. OM hIM namo siddhANaM'-A maMtrAlarano jApa karavAno che. e jApa sAthe "Apa siddha cho, buddha cho, pAraMgata cho, aSTakarmanA chedanArA cho.' vagere jJAnano upayoga dhyAnamAM karavAno che. jJAna haze to dhyAnamAM apUrva AnaMda maLaze. siddha padanuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che, siddhapada prApta karavA mATe! For Private And Personal Use Only

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vyAkhyAna pAMcamuM Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir AcArya pada parama upakArI pUjya AcAryabhagavaMta ratnazekharasUrijI, zrIpAlanI kathA kahetAM, navapadane potAnA hRdayakamaLamAM sthApIne, navapadanuM dhyAna dharIne, navapadano mahimA batAve che. je manuSya AvI rIte siddhacakranuM dhyAna dhare che, te manuSya cittanI apUrva prasannatA prApta kare che, karmanI nirjarA kare che, azubha karmano kSaya kare che ane zubha pariNAmanI vRddhi anubhave che. zrI siddhacakrajInA apUrva prasAdanA anubhavanuM varNana zabdomAM thaI zakatuM nathI. zrI arihaMtanuM dhyAna ane zrI siddha bhagavaMtanuM dhyAna kema karavuM te to samajI gayAne? Aje ApaNe AcAryapadanI oLakhANa temanA prabhAva ane svarUpa dvArA karIne, temanuM dhyAna kema karAya te vicArIzuM. cAra prakAranA AcArya AcArya cAra prakAranA batAvavAmAM AvyA che : 1. nAma AcArya, 2. sthApanA AcArya, 3. dravya AcArya, ane 4. bhAva AcArya, 1. nAma AcArya : jenuM nAma ja phakta AcArya hoya. rastA para bhaTakatI vyaktinuM nAma chApI dIdhuM : 'AcArya' phakta nAma ja. bharavADano chokaro hoya ne nAma rAkhyuM indra! to te zuM indra kahevAya? nA. phakta nAma che indra! 2. sthApanA AcArya : AcAryanI mUrti, pratimA e sthApanA AcArya kahevAya. 3. dravya AcArya : jene sAMsArika zAstronuM jJAna hoya, jema zilpazAstra jyotiSazAstra vagere zAstronuM. A zAstronuM. adhyayana karAvanAra, jema atyAre skUlanA AcArya hoya che ne? te dravya AcArya kahevAya. 4. bhAva AcArya : temanI aneka vizeSatA che. bhAva AcArya to pote svayaM paMcAcAranuM pAlana kare ane bIjAne pAlana karavAno upadeza Ape. paMcAcAra pALe ane paLAve. For Private And Personal Use Only

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54 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM paMcAcAra : pAMca prakAranA AcAra che : jJAnAcAra, darzanAcAra, cAritrAcAra, tapAcAra ane vIryAcAra. A pAMceya AcAra AcArya pALe ane teno upadeza ApI bIjAne paLAve. jJAnAcAra : pote jJAna meLave, jJAnI bane ane pote bIjA AtmAone jJAnano upadeza ApI jJAnI banAve. jJAnaprApti mATe ane jJAna-pariNati mATe ATha AcAronuM pAlana karavuM joIe. (1) kALanuM lakSa, (2) vinaya, (3) bahumAna. (4) upadhAna. (5) gurU samarpaNa, (3) sutra-zaddhi. (7) artha-zaddhi, (8) sUtra-artha ubhayano yathArtha svIkAra. AcArya A ATheya AcAro pALe ane bIjA jIvo pAse paLAve. darzanAcAra : samyagudarzananA AcAro svayaM pALe ane bIjAMne upadeza ApIne pAlana karAve. jinezvara bhagavaMtanAM batAvelAM tattvo pratye niHzaMka zraddhA! anya mato tarapha AkarSaNa nahIM, "A sAcuM ne te paNa sAcuM'.evI asthiratA nahIM, mUDhatA nahIM. satkAryonI anumodanA kare. dharma mArge DhIlA paDelAone protsAhita kare. AcArya svayaM zraddhAmAM daDha rahe ane zraddhAbhAvamAM zithila banelAone daDha banAve. tIrthakaranA caturvidha saMgha pratye hRdayamAM apAra vAtsalya dhAraNa kare. zaraNe AvelA jIvone karUNApUrvaka UMce caDhAve, temanA AtmAone nirmaLa-pavitra banAve. cAritrAcAra : pAMca samiti ane traNa gupti : A ATha che cAritranA AcAra. AcArya svayaM A AcAra pALe ne bIjA pAse paLAve. pAMca samitiH IrSA samiti, bhASA samiti, eSaNA samiti, AdAnabhaMDamattaniSNavaNA samiti ne pAriTTApanikA samiti. traNa guptiH manogati, vacanagupti ane kAyagupti. AnuM svayaM suMdara rIte pAlana kare ane anya pAse pAlana karAve. tapAcAra: tapa : -bAhya cha prakAre ane atyaMtara cha prakAre che. svayaM tapamAM purUSArthazIla bane; bIjA jIvone prerita kare, puruSArthazIla banAve. anazana, UNodarI, vRttisaMkSepa, rasatyAga, kAyakleza ane saMlInatA. A cha bAhA tapa, ane prAyazcitta, dhyAna, vaiyAvacca, vinaya, kAyotsarga ane svAdhyAya-A che prakAra abhyatara tapanA che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana varyAcAra : jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane tapa-A cAreyamAM virya phorave arthAt cAremAM purUSArthazIla rahe. ALasa nahi, pramAda nahi! pote puruSArthazIla bane ane anyane banAve. A rIte AcArya svayaM paMcAcAranA ArAdhaka che ane paMcAcAranA pracAraka che. praznaH AcArya mokSagAmI ja hoya? uttara : bhAva AcArya to mokSagAmI hoya ja. AcArya bhAva-AcArya che ke kema te to phakta temano AtmA jANI zake athavA viziSTa jJAnI purUSa jANI zake. AcAryanAM bIjAM lakSaNo: ApaNe AcArya pAse javuM che, temane samajavA che, to te paMcAcAra pALe che ke nahi? bIjAne paMcAcAranuM pAlana karAve che ke nahi? te jovAnuM! AcAryonAM bIjAM lakSaNo paNa zAstramAM batAvelAM che : paheluM lakSaNa : paMcAcAra pALe ne paLAve. bIjuM lakSaNa tIrthakaranI anupasthitimAM-temanA sthAna para AcArya tIrthakara samAna che. tirthayarasano sUrI'! jyAre tIrthaMkara paramAtmAno saMyoga na hoya tyAre caturvidha saMgha mATe AdhArabhUta AcArya hoya che. AcAryanuM sthAna keTaluM mahAna che? AcArya pada meLavavuM saraLa che paNa bhAva-AcArya banI rahevuM kaThina che! sAMbhaLavA mujaba, be jati hatA. AcArya pada levA mATe nakkI karyuM. teo mAravADamAM pahoMcyA. eka gAma pakaDyuM. dorAdhAgA karI be cAra bhakto banAvyA. gAmanA loko pAse vAta mUkI. "saMgha AcArya pada ApI zake.' gAma loko pAse nirNaya karAvyo. saMgha ekaTho thayo. patrikA chapAI ane eka-bIjAe ekabIjAne AcArya pada ApyuM! koI pUche : "AcArya pada koNe ApyuM?' to kahe : "saMghe." pAMca-pacAsa gRhastha maLI gayA eTale saMgha? saMdha kone kahevAya? jANo cho? kevo saMgha ane kevA saMyogomAM, kone AcArya pada ApI zake? kevI ane keTalI yogyatAvALA muni AcArya banI zake te jANo cho? zAstromAMthI e jANakArI meLavI che? paramAtmA jinezvaradevanA For Private And Personal Use Only

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pa hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM zAsanamAM AcAryanuM mahattva keTaluM UMcuM che? A badhuM Aje bhUlavA jevuM nathI! AcArya padanuM dhyAna dharavuM che. te mATe AcAryanuM svarUpa samajavuM jarUrI che. AcArya samagra jinazAsananA sukAnI hoya che. saMghanA AdhArastaMbha hoya che. makAnano staMbha kevo hovo joIe? majabUtane? polo nahi! DhIlo nahi! saDelo nahi! tIrthakara jevuM temanuM sthAna che. temano prabhAva adbhuta hoya, temanuM jJAna vizALa hoya; kSamAdi guNo, Indriyavijaya, prabhAvakatA vagere aneka guNonA bhaMDAra hoya. AcAryane mAthe saMgharakSAnI javAbadArI : trIjuM lakSaNa : AcArya caturvidha saMghane kuzaLa rAkhe. saMghanI kuzaLatAnI javAbadArI samaje. duSkALa vakhate vajasvAmIe saMghane AkAzamArge uThAvyo hatone? jyAM sukALa hato tyAM mUkI dIdho hato. "varAhamihire' marIne vyaMtara banIne saMghane khUba ja upadrava karyo tyAre zAMti arthe zrI bhadrabAhusvAmIe uvasaggahara' stotra racyuM hatuM ane saMghane upadravathI mukta karyo hato. zrI hemacaMdrasUrijI mahArAjanA samayamAM saMgha keTalo nirbhaya ane nizcita hato! eka vakhata evI ghaTanA banI ke hatI amAsa ane AcAryadevanA moMmAMthI nIkaLI paDI "pUrNimA'! vacana nIkaLI gayuM, have zuM karavuM? AcAryadave thALIne abhimaMtrita karI, AkAzamAM ghumAvI. pATaNanI AsapAsa bAra bAra koza sudhI caMdra ja dekhAya! e vakhate rAjAzAhI hatI. rAjA icche tema thAya. bhinnabhinna dharma ane darzanonA vAdavivAdano yuga hato! koIka khoTuM paDyuM ke orDara thAya, "jaino nIkaLI jAya nagaramAMthI!" to zuM thAya? mATe caturvidha saMghanA yogakSema mATe AcArya jAgrata rahetA hatA. viziSTa zaktino prayoga paNa karatA hatA.... chatAMya AtmabhAvamAM jAgrata rahetA! jevI rIte sakalasaMghanI rakSA mATe AcArya jAgrata rahetA, tema viziSTa vyaktinA yogakSema mATe paNa zakti-prayoga karatA. hA, jarUra paDe to vyakti mATe karavuM paDe! jo e vyaktimAM samaSTinuM hita samAyeluM hoya, jinazAsananI prabhAvakatA samAyelI hoya. jema kumArapALa mATe zrI hemacandrasUrijIe zaktiprayoga karyo hato. kumArapALa evA zrAvaka hatA. e kALe samagra saMghanA AdhArabhUta hatA. zrI kAlikasUrijIno prasaMga jANo cho ne? sarasvatI sAdhvI para gardabhilla rAjA Asakta banyo hato. sAdhvIne pakaDI maMgAvIne mahelamAM rAkhI hatI. kAlikasUrie rAjAne khUba samajAvyo. rAjA For Private And Personal Use Only

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57 zrI navapada pravacana na mAnyo.... to vezapalaTo karIne......... vizALa sainya sAthe rAjA para AkramaNa karyuM hatuM ane sarasvatI sAdhvIne bacAvI lIdhI hatI. AcArya A rIte caturvidha saMghane kuzaLa rAkhanArA hoya. AcArya jJAnI, karuNAvaMta ane dharmadezaka hoya : cothuM lakSaNa : AcArya zrutajJAnanA pAraMgata hoya. je kALamAM jeTaluM zrutajJAna hoya, temAM pAraMgata hoya. jJAnabaLathI jainazAsananI zAna vadhAre. koI paNa vAdI-pravAdI Ave to vAdavivAda karavAmAM AcArya pIchehaTha na kare! jaina zAsanano vijayadhvaja pharakato rAkhe. pUrve AcAryone vAda-vivAda mATe taiyArI rAkhavI ja paDatI hatI. pAMcamuM lakSaNa : paththaramAM paMkaja pedA kare! ziSya mUrkha hoya, jaDa-buddhi hoya, chatAMya AcArya tevA munine jJAnI banAve! potAnA jJAnanA baLathI, vAtsalyathI ane karUNAthI, kaMTALe nahi; jaDabuddhino ziSya che, eka vAra, be vAra, traNa vAra zIkhavavA chatAM na samaje, na zIkhe to kaMTALe nahi, ajJAnIne jJAnI ane mUrkhane samajadAra banAve, chaThThuM lakSaNa : AcArya niraMtara dharmano upadeza Ape, thAkyA vinA. jIvonA upakAra mATe! te jANatA hoya.che ke koNa jIva kevI rIte dharma pAme, kone kevo upadeza Apavo? upadeza devAmAM teo kuzaLa hoya che. tevI rIte jene upadeza ApavAno hoya, tene tenI yogyatAne paNa teo parakhanArA hoya che. temanI vedhaka jJAnadRSTi manuSyanI AMtara-yogyatA mApI letI hoya che. AcArya zrI hemacaMdrasUrijI : jyAre kumArapALa siddharAjanA bhayathI bhaTakatA hatA, siddharAje nakkI karyuM hatuM ke 'kumArapALane khatama karI devo'. kumArapALa bhaTakatA bhaTakatA khaMbhAtanI bahAra AvelA. e vakhate bhavitavyatAnA yoge zrI hemacaMdrasUrijI ma. paNa nagaranI bahAra padhArelA. tyAM eka adbhuta dRzya joyuM. eka adbhuta zukana thatAM joyA. eka moTo lAMbo sarpa! ane enA mAthe kAcaMDo nAcI rahyo hato! kumArapALe hemacaMdrAcAryanI bhavya AkRti joIne vaMdanA karI. gurUmahArAjAe kahyuM : 'vatsa, tuM hAla duHkhI che, paNa thoDA samaya pachI tuM rAjA thaIza. vi. saM. 1199 nA mahA vadI cotha, ravivAre puSya nakSatramAM tAro rAjyAbhiSeka thaze.' For Private And Personal Use Only

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58 hadayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM mahAjJAnI AcArya bhagavaMtanI vedhaka jJAnadaSTie kumArapALanA bhaviSyane joI lIdhuM.... kumArapALamAM temaNe mahAnuM yogyatA joI, tene upAzrayamAM rAkhyo hato. jyAre siddharAjanA sainiko AvI pahoMcyA tyAre AcAryadeve kumArapAlane jJAnabhaMDAramAM saMtADyo! siddharAjanA sainiko AvyA tevA pAchA gayA! kumArapALa rAjA thayA. paraMtu mAthe emaNe A. zrI hemacaMdrasUrine rAkhyA hatA. rAja kumArapALa : kumArapALanuM jIvana kevuM hatuM jANo cho? kumArapALa parama zrAvaka, dRDha zraddhAvAna, parama AItu hatA, prajAne ahiMsaka banAvI, jIvana vratamayasaMyamamaya banAvyuM, sAdharmikonA uddhAra karyA; jJAnabhaMDAronAM nirmANa karyA, hajAro jinamaMdira ane lAkhkho jinapratimAo banAvI. A badhAM satkAryonI pAchaLa AcAryadeva zrI hemacaMdrasUri mahArAjAnI preraNA, mArgadarzana ane protsAhana hatAM. AcAryadeve jJAnakSetramAM kevuM ujjavaLa ane adbhuta kArya karyuM! sADA traNa karoDa zlokanI racanA karI! 700 lahiyA lakhatA hatA! kumArapALa ane te pachI vastupAla-tejapAla vageree karoDo rUpiyAno sadvyaya karIne samRddha jJAnabhaMDAro banAvyA. pATaNa, khaMbhAta Adi nagaromAM te bhaMDAro hatA. kahevAya che ke musalamAnoe te graMtha bhaMDAranAM pustako bALI bALIne traNa divasa sainiko mATe bhojana taiyAra karAvyuM hatuM! tAraMgAnA pahADa para bhavya jinamaMdira : pUjya AcAryadevanI preraNA pAmIne kumArapALe aneka maMdironAM nirmANa karyA hatAM. temAnuM eka che tAraMgAnA pahADa paranuM bhavya maMdira! 32 mALanuM e maMdira che! e jagyAe uMdaranI 32 sonAmahora kumArapALe laI lIdhI hatI. jyAre kumArapAla siddharAjathI bacavA mATe jaMgalamAM bhaTakatA hatA, temanI pAse eka koDI paNa nahotI. tAraMgAnA pahADa para temaNe eka dRzya joyuM : eka uMdara eka sonAmahora laIne daranI bahAra Ave che ane vaLI aMdara daramAM jAya chebIjI sonAmahora lAve che... ema karIne te 32 sonAmahora bahAra lAvyo! kumArapAlane thayuM ke : "udarane sonAmahoranI zI jarUra?' temaNe sonAmahoro laI lIdhI. udara bahAra Avyo.... AjubAju joyuM... tapAsa karI, sonAmahoro maLI, mAthuM paTakI paTakIne maraNa pAmyo. uMdarane marelo joIne kumArapALane khUba duHkha thayuM.... rAjA banyA bAda A durghaTanAnI vAta For Private And Personal Use Only

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59 zrI navapada pravacana zrI hemacaMdrAcAryane temaNe karI. gurUdeve kahyuM : 'prAyazcittarUpe, jyAM uMdara marI gayo tyAM maMdira banAvavuM.' kumArapALe ati bhavya ane vizALakAya maMdiranuM nirmANa karyuM! Aja juo tenI bhavyatA ane suMdara kArIgarI! derAsaramAM vaparAyeluM lAkaDuM kevuM che? divAsaLIthI saLagAvo to saLage nahi, paNa lAkaDAmAMthI pANI jhare! Aje e maMdira UbhuM che.... kumArapAlano mahela Ubho nathI ke havelI UbhI nathI! zrI hemacaMdrAcArya kalikAlasarvajJa mahAna AcArya hatA. temaNe jainazAsananI zAna vadhArI, hajAro, lAkho zrAvakone dharmamArgamAM sthira karyA. paramAtmA jinezvaradevanA zAsanamAM 'AcArya' nuM sthAna keTaluM gauravapUrNa hoya che, keTaluM javAbadArIbharyuM hoya che ane keTaluM agatyanuM hoya che... te samajavA mATe zrI hemacaMdrasUri mahArAjA ane kumArapALanA jIvana-prasaMgonuM dhyAnathI adhyayana karavuM jarUrI che. jo Aje e adhyayana thAya to keTalIka ekAMta mAnyatAo je ghara karI gaI che, te dUra thaI zake ane jinazAsananI ArAdhanA-prabhAvanAnAM baMdha thaI gayelAM dvAro punaH khUlI jAya. AcArya jinazAsanano utkarSa karanArA hoya. sAtamuM lakSaNa : AcArya dezanI sarva bhASAonA jANakAra hovA joIe. dezanA je je pradezamAM jAya te te pradezanI bhASAnA jANakAra hoya. te pradezanI bhASAmAM upadeza Ape. ziSyone paNa temanI bhASAmAM adhyayana karAve. je dezanI je bhASA hoya, te dezamAM te bhASAmAM upadeza apAya to upadeza vadhu asarakAraka bane che. AThamuM lakSaNa : AcArya suMdara bhavya AkRtivALA hovA joIe. hA! bAhyarUpa paNa apekSita che! AcArya kurUpa na joIe. AcArya rUpavAna joIe! yogya vyaktinI pasaMdagI karavAnI hoya tyAre keTalIka bAbato jovI ja paDe. kuLavAna joIe, sulakSaNA joIe vagere. AcAryapadanuM gaurava jALavIe : paraMparA e che ke AcAryanI pasaMdagI AcArya kare. AjakAlanI vAta choDo. AjanI paristhiti vikaTa che. AjanI vAta karAya evI nathI! kevA hatA e gauravavaMtA bhUtakALanA mahAna AcArya bhagavaMto! akabaranA samayamAM paNa evA eka mahAna AcArya thaI gayA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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go hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM akabara bAdazAha pratibodhaka zrI hIravijayasUrijI mahAna prabhAvaka ane bhavya pratibhAzALI! 2000 sAdhu-sAdhvI temanI AjJAmAM hatAM. pratyeka kALe jinazAsananA eka nAyaka AcArya hovA joIe. temanI AjJAmAM bhale bIjA AcArya hoya, paraMtu badhA netA banI jAya to zAsananI durdazA samajavI. zAsana upara jyAre aneka bAhya AkramaNo thaI rahyAM che, ane AMtarakalaho phelAI rahyA che tevA samaye jo eka prabhAvazALI ane zaktisaMpanna AcAryane netA tarIke svIkAravAmAM Ave to vinAzamAMthI bacI zakAya ane zAsanane samRddha banAvI zakAya. jyAre muMbaI rAjyanI vidhAnasabhAmAM bAladIkSA pratibaMdhaka vidheyaka Avelo tyAre muMbaI rAjyanA mukhyamaMtrIe kaheluM : "eka AcArya kahe che ke : bAladIkSA na joIe. tame kaho cho ke joIe, mane potAne jaina dharma prati AkarSaNa che meM joyuM che ke jaina dharma jIvaMta che. jaina kuTuMbomAM meM joyuM che ke khAvApIvAmAM niyama zrAvaka abhakSya na le, bALaka kaMdamULa na khAya, strI purUSa rAtri bhojana na kare. Ama jaina dharma practical che, teo kahe : "mane jainadharma pratye ghaNo Adara che. tamane sahAyaka thavA taiyAra chuM.... paraMtu tame sahu eka thaIne Avo...' pachI to temaNe esenlImAM, be bhASaNo evAM Apyo ke je sabhyo kAyado lAvavAnI himAyata karatA hatA, temanAM paNa mana badalAI gayAM. bila public opinion Ama janatAnA abhiprAya para choDI devAmAM AvyuM ane aMte e bila UDI gayuM. AcArya evA hovA joIe ke jeo jinazAsanane pUrNa vaphAdAra hoya. temanI pAse bahumukhI pratibhA hovI joIe. Aje AcArya padanuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che, te pILA varNamAM karavAnuM che, te samaye AcAryanA 33 guNone lakSyamAM rAkhIne dhyAna karavAnuM che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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ja vyAkhyAna chaTuM upAdhyAya pada parama upakArI pUjya AcAryadeva zrI ratnazekharasUrijI mahArAja zrI zrIpAlacaritranA graMthano prAraMbha karatAM kahe che : "huM hRdayakamalamAM arihaMtAdi navapadonuM dhyAna karIne, zrI siddhacakrajIno kAMIka mahimA kahuM chuM.. navapadamAM manane sthira karo : zrI navapadanuM dhyAna hRdaya-kamalamAM karavAnuM che.... mATe bahAramAMthI aMdara Avo. hRdayamAM... tamArA hRdayamAM tamAruM mana laI jAo... "hRdaya kevuM?" enI kalpanA ApI-hRdayakamala jevuM che! kamalarUpe ja hRdayane juo! mananI AMkhoe jovAnuM che. e hRdayakamalamAM navapada jovAnAM ane eka-eka padanI AkRti upara ane eka-eka padanA akSaro para mana sthira karavAnuM. paraMtu eka niyama jANo cho manano? jenA para.... je vastu para ke je vyakti para ene prIti hoya che, enA para e sthira rahe che. vAraMvAra enA tarapha e doDe che. zuM navapada upara prIti jAgI che? vAraMvAra mana navapada upara jAya che kharuM? navapada para prIti kevI rIte jAge? e mATe navapadanuM bhavya vyApaka svarUpa samajavuM joIe. eka-eka padanuM svarUpa ane eno prabhAva samajavo joIe, to navapada pratye prIti jAgaze ane enuM ArAdhana karavAnI zakti pragaTa thaze. upAdhyAyanA ra5 guNa : jema arihaMtanA 12 guNa tame jANyA, jema siddhanA 8 guNa jANyA, jema AcAryanA 33 guNo tame sAMbhaLyA, tema upAdhyAyanA 25 guNa batAvavAmAM AvyA che. jANo cho 25 guNa? upAdhyAya 11 aMga ane 12 upAMganuM jJAna dharAvatA hoya ane suyogya AtmAone e jJAna ApatA hoya. 11 aMga ane 12 upAMganAM nAma jANo cho? tamArA zarIranAM aMga-upAMganI A vAta nathI! A to zAstronI vAta che! upAdhyAya e zAstrone jANe ane supAtra AtmAone enuM jJAna Ape. 11 aMganAM nAma A pramANe che : (1) AcArAMga. For Private And Personal Use Only

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hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM (2) sUtrakRtAMga. (3) sthAnAMga (4) samavAyAMga. (5) vyAkhyAprajJapti (9) zAtAdharmakathA (7) upAsaka dazAMga. (8) anta ka da zA (9) anuttarapapAtikadazA. (10) praznavyAkaraNa (11) vipAkasUtra. bAra upAMganAM nAma A pramANe che : (1) aupapAtika (2) rAjapraznIya (3) jIvAbhigama (4) prajJApanA (5) sUryaprajJapti (6) jaMbudvIpa-prajJapti (7) candraprajJapti (8) kalpikA (9) kalpAvataMsikA (10) puSpikA (11) pukhacUlikA (12) vRdizA. 11 aMga+12 upAMga = 23+1 karaNasittarI = 24+1 caraNasittarI = 25 caraNasittarImAM 70 vAto che ane karaNasittarImAM 70 vAto che. upAdhyAyanuM jIvana A caraNa-karaNanI ArAdhanA upAsanAthI maghamaghAyamAna hoya che. apramattabhAve suyogya AtmAone jJAnadAna karatA rahe! zramaNonA samudAyamAM upAdhyAyanuM sthAna mahattvapUrNa hoya che. AcAryane jo rAjAnA sthAne samajIe to upAdhyAyane yuvarAjanA sthAne samajavA joIe! jJAnopAsanAnuM mahattva : zramaNa saMskRtimAM ane zramaNasaMghamAM upAdhyAya bhagavaMtanuM sthAna ati mahattvanuM che; kAraNa ke paramAtmA zrI mahAvIrasvAmInA zramaNa saMghamAM samyagujJAnanI ArAdhanAne zreSTha sthAna ApavAmAM AveluM che. dina-rAtanA 24 kalAkamAM 15 kalAka jJAnopAsanA mATe rAkhavAmAM AvelA che! 6 kalAka nidrA mATe ane 3 kalAka AhAra, vihAra ane nihAra mATe rAkhavAmAM AvelA che... samaja paDe che? tamAre to paMdara kalAka arthopAsanA karavAnI ne? jJAnopAsanAnuM tamArA mATe kartavya kharuM ke nahIM? sabhA : kartavya to che, paNa kartavyanuM pAlana nathI karatA! pravacanakArazrI: saMsAranAM kartavyanA pAlanamAMthI UMcA Avo to A kartavyanuM pAlana karone! zrAvaka-zrAvikA varge potAnI jIvanacaryAmAMthI jJAnopAsanA kADhI nAMkhI, enuM pariNAma sArUM nathI AvyuM. jJAnopAsanAnuM mahattva bhulAI gayuM eTale "upAdhyAya pada'nuM mahattva paNa bhulAI gayuM che! tamo A padanuM mahattva bhUlI gayA cho, paraMtu Aje upAdhyAya-padanI vizeSa javAbadArI adA thAya to? ApaNA zramaNa saMghanI kheravikhera vyavasthA ThIka thaI jAya. pAMca praharanI jJAnopAsanA mAtra "zAstra-vacana' ja na rahetAM enuM pAlana sulabha banI jAya. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana upAdhyAyanuM Adarza vyaktitva : zramaNa samudAyane nirmaLa samyajJAnanI ArAdhanA karAvavAnuM mahAnuM kartavya je mahApurUSanA zire che te upAdhyAya bhagavaMtanA uttama vyaktitvanuM darzana 'namaskAra-niryukti' nAmanA graMthamAM thAya che. 13 (1) dvAdazAMga-svAdhyAyakaraNamAM upayukta. (2) pAparivarjaka. (3) dhyAnamAM lIna. (4) karmanAza karavAmAM udyamI. (5) AcArya padane yogya. 11 aMga ene 12 upAMga.... ityAdi AgamagraMthonuM adhyayana to e mahApurUSe kareluM ja hoya, vartamAnamAM upalabdha 45 AgamonuM talasparzI adhyayana karyA pachI to teone upAdhyAya pada maLeluM hoya che. upAdhyAyane 45 AgamonuM jJAna hovuM anivArya : sabhA : zuM upAdhyAya pada mATe 45 AgamonuM adhyayana joIe ja ? mahArAjazrI : emAM pUchavAnuM zuM che? adhyayana karyA vinA teo adhyApana kevI rIte karAve? ziSyone 45 AgamonuM jJAna kevI rIte ApI zake? eTale upAdhyAya pAse 45 AgamonuM jJAna hovuM ja joIe, e vAta samajAI gaI? are, mAtra adhyayana ja nahIM, paraMtu ciMtana-manana paNa joIe. anuprekSAsvAdhyAya joIe, to ja bIjA jIvone AgamagraMthonuM adhyApana karAvI zakAya. anuprekSA vinA jinokta tattvonI yathArtha prarUpaNA karI zakAya nahIM. upAdhyAyano anuprekSA-svAdhyAya to niraMtara cAlato hoya. For Private And Personal Use Only bIjAM jIvone jinokta tattvonuM jJAna ApavuM-e sAmAnya kArya nathI. svayaM jJAna prApta karavuM e haju saraLa kAma che, paraMtu bIjA jIvone jJAna ApIne temanA saMvega-vairAgyanI vRddhi karavI, e kArya viziSTa yogyatA mAgI le che. upAdhyAya bhagavaMta e rIte ziSyone jJAna Ape ke emanuM samyagdarzana nirmala banatuM jAya, samyagucAritramAM purUSArtha vadhato jAya ane saMvega-vairAgyamAM pratidina vRddhi thatI jAya.

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hadayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM upAdhyAya sadeva jJAnadAtA : bIjI vAta e che ke teo jJAnadAna ApatAM jarAya kaMTALatA nathI, ke jarAya thAkatA nathI. teonuM jIvana apramatta hoya che, bhAvakaruNAne dhAraNa karanArA e mahApurUSa sadeva suyogya ziSyone jJAnAmRta pivaDAvatA rahe che, bhalene jijJAsu AtmA rAtre bAra-be vAge jaIne emane prazna pUche! prema ane vAtsalyathI tUrta ja javAba Ape! AvA upAdhyAya bhagavaMtanuM dhyAna karavAnuM che, karazo ne? AvA upAdhyAya svayaM to pApamukta hoya ja, paraMtu emanAM caraNe-zaraNe rahenArA jIvAtmAo paNa pApamukta banI rahe che. pAponuM parimArjana karIne ziSyone nirmaLa ane vimala banAve che. jJAna vinA dhyAna nahIM ? jJAnI purUSa dhyAnI banI zake. jJAna vinA dhyAna nahIM! hA, ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAna hoI zake. dharmadhyAna ke zukladhyAna na hoI zake. nahIMtara to tame vinA jJAne mahAdhyAnI cho! kevuM ucca koTinuM ArtadhyAna karo cho! karo cho ne? upAdhyAya dharmadhyAnanI sAthe sAthe viziSTa koTinuM dhyAna paNa karatA hoya che; e dhyAnamAM teo jinokta tattvonuM rahasya pAmatA hoya che. dhyAnane agni kahevAmAM Avyo che. dhyAnAgnimAM karmakASTa baLIne bhasma thaI jAya che. upAdhyAya bhagavaMta A rIte vipula karmakSaya karI AtmabhAvane nirmaLa banAve che. dhyAnanI ArAdhanA eka viziSTa koTinI ArAdhanA che. AvA upAdhyAya AcArya padane yogya bane che, mATe teone yuvarAja kahevAmAM Ave che. AcArya pada mATe jevI tevI ryogyatA na cAle. jinazAsanamAM AcAryanuM sthAna sarvoparI che. 'hityayara samo sUri' AcAryane tIrthakara samAna kahyA che. tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtanA abhAvamAM AcArya tIrthakarasamAna hoya che, have vicAro AcArya padanI kevI uccatama mahattA che! paNa te bhAva AcArya mATe che! 36 guNothI zobhAyamAna AcArya tIrthakarasamAna samajavAnA che.... jene tene nahIM! traNa prakAranA sthavira : upAdhyAyane "sthavira' paNa kahevAmAM AvyA che. jinazAsanamAM traNa prakAranA sthavira hoya che. (1) vayasthavira (2) paryAyasthavira, ane (3) jJAnasthavira. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 65 jeo umaramAM moTA hoya, vRddha hoya teo vayasthavira kahevAya. jeo dIkSAparyAyamAM moTA hoya te paryAyasthavira kahevAya ane jeo zrutajJAnamAM pAraMgata hoya, viziSTa jJAnI hoya, teo jJAnasthavira kahevAya. vayasthavira, paryAyasthavirane ane jJAnasthavirane vaMdanA kare jo jJAnasthavira paryAyasthavira paNa hoya to! jJAnavira dIkSAparyAyamAM nAnA hoya chatAMya paryAyamAM moTA muni emane vaMdanA kare! kyAre? jANo cho? jyAre jJAnasthavira pAsethI jJAna levAnuM hoya tyAre! jJAnasthaviranuM jinazAsanamAM advitIya sthAna che. upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI : upAdhyAyanuM eka nAma "zrutavRddha" paNa che. zrutavRddha eTale jJAnavRddha. ahIM vRddha eTale "gharaDA' nahIM samajavAnA. ATha varSanI umaranA jJAnavRddha hoI zake. pUrvajanmanA viziSTa koTinA kSayopazamathI ahIM ATha varSanI uMmaramAM agiyAra aMganA jANakAra banI zake. are, traNa varSanI umaramAM vajasvAmIe pAraNAmAM paDyA paDyA 11 aMga yAda nahotAM karI lIdhAM? evI kiMvadattI che ke upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAje bAlyavayamAM gurU mahArAjanA mukhe 'navasmaraNa" sAMbhaLIne yAda karI lIdhAM hatAM. emanI mAtAe evo saMkalpa karelo ke gurU mahArAjanA mukhe navasmaraNanuM zravaNa karyA pachI ja moMDhAmAM pANI nAMkhavuM. evAmAM acAnaka dhodhamAra varasAda cAlu thaI gayo. divasa ne rAta.. varasAda cAlu ne cAlu. baMdha ja na thAya, gAmamAM Thera Thera pANI bharAI gayAM. derAsare ke upAzraye jaI zakAya nahIM evI paristhiti UbhI thaI gaI. jyAre mAtAe moMDhAmAM pANI paNa na nAMkhyuM tyAre nAnakaDA jasavaMte zriI yazovijayajI ma.] mAtAne kAraNa pUchyuM. mAtAe kAraNa batAvyuM. jasavaMte kahyuM : mA, huM tane navasmaraNa saMbhaLAvuM!' 'tane navasmaraNa kevI rIte AvaDI gayAM?' gurU mahArAjanA mukhe sAMbhaLavAthI!' ane jasavaMte potAnI mAtAne navasmaraNa saMbhaLAvyAM... ne mAtAno saMkalpa pUrNa karyo. A jasavaMta ja upAdhyAyazrI yazovijayajI banyA! kalikAlanA kevaLI e mahApurUSa vAstavamAM zratavRddha, zratasthavira.... Adi tamAma nAmone zobhAvanArA hatA. emanA agAdha jJAnathI ane apUrva tarkazaktithI prerAIne kAzInA brAhmaNa paMDitoe emane nyAya vizArada'nI padavI ApI hatI. teonA samakAlIna vidvAna zramaNoe emane "kalikAla kevali'nuM biruda ApyuM hatuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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ha6 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM jJAnI purUSa akaLAya nahIM, krodha na kare : kevo emano apramattabhAva haze! seMkaDo uttama graMthonI racanA karI che emaNe! keTALa nahIM, viSAda nahIM, eza-ArAma nahIM! upAdhyAya bhagavaMtanI A ja vizeSatA hoya che. e Akho divasa adhyApana karIne sUtA hoya ane koI jijJAsu vinIta ziSya jaIne koI prazna pUche, to turta ja eno javAba Ape... kaMTALI na jAya ke A ApaNe bhaNyA eTale A loko divasa ne rAta, herAna kare che ne? AnA karatAM na bhaNyA hoIe to kevuM sAruM! koI herAna ja na kare... ne majethI UMghI zakAya... A to rAtre ya sUvA nathI detA. mane kevI mIThI nidrA AvI hatI.... ne A munie AvIne mArI nidrA bagADI nAkhI...' AvA vikalpo na AvavA joIe. gusso na Ave. jema jJAnI pAse jJAna levA koI Ave, vAraMvAra Ave chatAM emane gusso na Ave, tema tame zrImaMta cho, tamArI pAse vAraMvAra loko dAna levA Ave to gusse na thAo ne? rAjI thAo ne? sabhA : khUba gusso Ave! mahArAjazrI : tamArI zrImaMtAI para gusso Ave ne? "are, kyAM zrImaMta banyA... A zrImaMta banyA, mATe ja loko herAna kare che... derAsara mATe TIpa... upAzraya mATe TIpa... pAMjarApoLa mATe. TIpa... basa, Akho divasa TIpa, TIpa ne TIpa..." ema manamAM thAya ne? zrImaMta banyA pachI, dAna lenArAo pratye jo gusso Avyo, to samajI lejo ke zrImaMtAI javAnI! pharI zrImaMtAI maLavI durlabha! evA zrImaMta paNa joyA che ke jeone satata dAna ApavA chatAM hRdayamAM kyAreya baLApo nathI thayo.... hA, AjanA viSamakALamAM paNa evA dAnavIra mahApurUSo che evI ja rIte AjanA A bhayaMkara kALamAM evA jJAnI mahApurUSo che jeo divasa ne rAta basa jJAnadAna karatA ja rahe che. game tyAre emanI pAse jaIne jJAna meLavo! emane kaMTALo nahIM, uga nahIM ke ALasa nahIM! lenAra thAke, paraMtu ApanAra na thAke! tame joyA che evA mahApurUSo? kadara che evA mahApurUSonI? jJAnI mahApurUSonuM mUlyAMkana karavAnI kSamatA joIe. buddhi joIe, e tyAre ja banI zake ke jyAre tame samyagUjJAnanA abhilASI hova. upAdhyAya padanuM dhyAna : AvA upAdhyAya bhagavaMtanuM Aje dhyAna karavAnuM che. aSTadala-kamalanI For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana kalpanA karo. karNikAnI nIcenI pAMkhaDImAM upAdhyAya bhagavaMtane juo. lIlAchama varSamAM amane juo. nano uvajJAyANaM padathI emano jApa karo. upAdhyAyabhagavaMtanuM bhAvanikSepathI dhyAna karavA mATe evI kalpanA karo ke upAdhyAya aneka suvinIta ziSyone jJAnadAna ApI rahyA che... emanA mukha para abhuta vAtsalya.... apUrva karuNA ane parama prasannatA chavAyelI che. ziSyo apramattabhAve, aMjali joDIne... saMbhramAdibhAva sAthe jJAnaprApti karI rahyA che..... kyAreka teonA mukha para abhuta-rasanI rekhAo UpasI Ave che. kyAreka teonA mukha para vairAgya rasanI gaMbhIratA chavAI jAya che, to kyAreka bhayAnaka rasanI asara emanA para taravare che.... basa, A dazya joyA ja karo ane jApa karatA raho. jApa karatAM karatAM dhyAnamAM lIna banI jAo. zrI upAdhyAyanA jApa ane dhyAnano eka prabhAva e paNa che ke emanuM dhyAna karanAra AtmA nIrogitA prApta kare che; paraMtu emAM lIlAraMganuM mahattva ghaNuM che. bhAva-ArogyanI prApti mATe A dhyAna ati Avazyaka che. jema tema besIne game tema navakAravALI gaNavAthI dhyAna nathI thatuM. dhyAna mATe Asana ane mudrA siddha karavAM joIe. karazone dhyAna? cittazuddhi mATe dhyAnane jIvanamAM sthAna Apo. Aje AyaMbila paNa lIlA raMganA varNanuM karavAnuM hoya che. raMganuM dhyAnamAM mahattva raheluM che; e mahattva jo tame samajo to vAta che! raMganA AMtara-bAhya prabhAvo che. e prabhAvono anubhava dhyAna dvArA thaze. arihaMtAdi navapadanuM dhyAna hRdaya-kamaLamAM dharavA mATe mayaNA ane zrIpAla tarapha juo; tamane mArgadarzana maLaze. je rIte temaNe dhyAna dharyuM, te rIte ApaNe paNa dhyAna karavAnuM che. manane haLavuM banAvo : dhyAna manathI dharavAnuM ne? dhyAna dharanAranuM mana halakuM hovuM joIe. mana para je te vicArono bhAra na hovo joIe. dhyAna dharanAranuM mana nirmaLa joIe, tenA para mela jAmelo na joIe. mayaNAnuM mana halakuM hatuM. enA para vikalpono bhAra na hato. enuM mana nirmaLa hatuM. vAsanAono mela jAmelo na hato. For Private And Personal Use Only

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hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM ciMtAno bhAra ane sukhonI vAsanA manane eTaluM kSubdha banAve che ke kSubdha mana dhyAnamAM lIna thatuM nathI. mayaNAnI AsapAsa evI ghaTanAo ane evA prasaMgo banelA hatA ke ciMtA thaI javI svAbhAvika hatI; paraMtu tene ciMtAo kema na thaI? kAraNa? tenI pAse jJAnadRSTi hatI. saMsAranAM sukhonI icchAono enA para bhAra na hato. ApaNI nirbaLatA keTalI che? thoDuM paNa sukha na maLe to becena thaI jaIe! sukhanI kevI ghora vAsanA! ekAdavAra samayasara cA na maLI to? UMcAnIcA thaI jAone? to samajavuM ke mana para sukhanI vAsanAno bhAra che. jamavAnA samaye jamavA na maLyuM to UMcAnIcA thaI jAone? tenuM reaction-pratyAghAta krodha, gusso, rIsa? to samajavuM ke mana para sukhanI vAsanAno bhAra che. TreinamAM sigAreTa pItA ho... pekeTa khAlI thaI gayuM. Treina have be kalAka sudhI UbhI rahevAnI nathI, sigAreTa mATe UMcAnIcA thaI jAo kharA? manamAM ne manamAM relavevALAne gALo devA mAMDone? mana upara sukhanI vAsanAno keTalo bhAra che? A nabaLAI dUra karavI ja rahI. e dUra karyA vinA mana dhyAnamAM ekAgra banI zakaze nahIM. mayaNAne sukhanI evI vAsanAo hota to te paNa dhyAnamAM magna na banI zakata. icchA ane vAsanA : prazana: to zuM mayaNAne saMsAranA sukhonI icchA ja na hatI? to pachI eNe dIkSA kema na lIdhI? uttara : jyAre mayaNAne tenA pitAe uMbararANA sAme AMgaLI cIMdhIne kahyuM. "A tAro pati!" A vakhate, jo mayaNAmAM vaiSayika sukhanI vAsanA hota to uMbarANAno hAtha na pakaData, athavA jarUra mayaNA kahI deta, "mArA bhAgyamAM je haze te pati maLaze. tamAre ApavAnI jarUra nathI..." ema kahIne te tyAMthI nIkaLI paData. icchA ane vAsanAmAM ghaNuM aMtara che. jo icchA ja na hota sukhonI, to to pachI paraNavAnI vAta ja na raheta. vAsanAmAMthI phariyAdo utpanna thAya che. vAsanAmAMthI kleza, saMtApa ane duHkha janme che. ucca jIvananuM ghaDatara kevI rIte thAya? mayaNAe phariyAda na karI. kAraNa? mana nirmaLa hatuM, vAsanAthI mukta hatuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana bhoga-sukhanI vAsanAthI rahita hatuM. te mATe ja navapadanA dhyAnamAM te lIna banI. mayaNAnA AvA vyaktitvanI pAchaLa enA AtmAnI yogyatA ane karmono kSayopazama to kAraNa kharo ja, paraMtu temAM nimitta kAraNoe paNa asara karI hatI. te nimittano vicAra karo cho? mayaNAnuM nAma levAthI pApa dhovAya ne? mayaNAnuM jIvana ucca Adarza gaNAya che ne? evI mayaNA banI kevI rIte? enI pAchaLa be mahA nimittoe kAma karyuM hatuM : eka hatI mAtA rUpasuMdarI ane bIjA hatA vidyAguru subuddhi. subuddhi gRhastha hatA, paraMtu jinamatanA jJAtA ane zraddhAvAna hatA. mayaNAne adhyayana karAvanArA e subuddhi jinezvara paramAtmAnA dharmazAsanane oLakhanArA hatI. mAtA rUpasuMdarI paNa jinadharmaparAyaNa zrAvikA hatI, ucca saMskArothI alaMkRta hatI, mokSamArganI ArAdhaka hatI. mayaNAnA jIvanane saMskArothI teNe ghaDyuM hatuM. saMskAradAtA tarIke prathama gurU e mAtA hatI! jenA gharamAM mAtA. gurU hoya te gharanAM bALako saMskArI bane che. jenA gharamAM mAtA gurU na hoya te gharanAM bALakomAM saMskAro AvatA nathI, TakatA nathI ne vRddhi pAmatA nathI. rUpasuMdarIe mayaNAne suMdara saMskAro ApyA hatA. saMskAronuM siMcana mAtra upadezathI nathI thatuM, mAtra Toka-Toka karavAthI nathI thatuM; je je prasaMga ghaTanA banatI hoya gharamAM, tenI AlocanA evI karavI joIe ke teno sAro prabhAva bALako para paDe. prasaMgocita jJAnadaSTi Apo : ghaTanA, prasaMga ke paristhiti laIne jJAna kevI rIte apAya? jANo cho? dhAro ke bALakanI tabiyata bagaDI. te asvastha banyuM; mAe tenI davA karI. pUratI kALajI lIdhI. baccuM sAruM thayuM. sAruM thayA pachI mA bALakane pUche : "tane tAva kema Avyo? khabara che tane?" bALaka kahe : nA. mAtA kahe : AtmAne "azAtA vedanIya' nAmanuM karma lAgeluM hoya che, te karma udayamAM Ave, eTale mAMdagI Ave. bALaka kahe : AvuM karma kevI rIte lAgyuM? mAtA kahe : ApaNe koIne mArIe, koIne duHkha ApIe to tevuM karma For Private And Personal Use Only

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o hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata chuM lAge. te pUrvabhavamAM koIne mAryo haze. koIne duHkha dIdhuM haze! tethI AvuM karma baMdhAyuM ane te karma udayamAM AvyuM eTale tAva Avyo. bALaka kahe : to huM koIne have nahi mAruM, koIne duHkha nahi dauM.... mAtA kahe : to evuM kharAba karma nahIM baMdhAya! jJAna AvI rIte apAya. saMskAro AvI rIte apAya. dhAro ke tamArI pAse lAkho rUpiyA hatA, cAlyA gayA. garIbI AvI. chokarA-chokarI raDavA lAgyAM-"ApaNe garIba thaI gayAM..." tyAre mA kahe: "juo, A dhana AvyuM hatuM te cAlyuM gayuM. AvyuM tyAre tame pUchayuM hatuM ke ApaNI pAse dhana kevI rIte AvyuM? nA. cAlyuM gayuM tyAre hAya hAya zA mATe karo cho? puNyanA udayathI dhana AvyuM hatuM, te puNya khalAsa thatAM cAlyuM gayuM. puNyano udaya kyAre Ave ane pApano udaya kyAre Ave, tenI ApaNane khabara na paDe! chokaro pUche : AvuM kema bane, mA? mAtA kahe : "ApaNe dharma karIe chIe, sAthe pApa paNa karIe chIe! vaLI dharma karIe chIe.... pachI pApa karIe chIe... to je kramathI ApaNe dharma ane pApa karIe chIe, e kramathI sukha ane duHkha Ave! sukha pachI duHkha ane duHkha pachI sukhI' tame eka lAIna goThavI : eka rUpiyo, eka kAMkaro, eka rUpiyo, eka kAMkaro ema kramaza: eka-eka vastu mUkI, pachI kramazaH upADo. zuM upADazo? pahelAM rUpiyo, pachI kAMkaro pachI rUpiyo ne pachI kAMkaro. tame je rIte mUkyA hoya, te rIte maLe jAya! thoDo dharma, vaLI pApa, vaLI dharma ane pachI pApa! puNyano udaya Ave eTale sukha, vaLI pApano udaya Ave eTale duHkha! satata puNyodaya joIe to satata dharma karo! cAra gatimAM sukha-duHkha : sAdhu marIne devalokamAM jAya evuM zAstramAM kaheluM che. zA mATe? taddana laoNjikala che! sAdhu eTale satata dharma karavAvALA. eTale temane evuM sthAna maLe ke jyAM satata sukha maLe, satata daihika sukha maLavAnuM sthAna che devaloka jyAM sukha ochuM ane duHkha vadhAre bhogavavuM paDe te manuSya jIvana. dharma For Private And Personal Use Only

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71 zrI navapada pravacana ocho ne pApa vadhAre karanArane manuSyajIvana maLe! paraMtu eka miniTa dharma ane pa9 miniTa pApa, 1 mahino dharma ane 60 mahinA pApA 1 varSa dharma ne 60 varSa pApa karanArane tiryaMca yonimAM janma maLe! jyAM ati alpa samaya sukha ane khUba vadhu samaya duHkha. pazu-pakSInA jIvanamAM ApaNe joIe chIe ke teone sukha keTaluM alpa hoya che ane du:kha keTaluM bhayaMkara hoya che! jIvanamAM sadaiva ghora pApa! jeNe hiMsA, jUTha, corI, vyabhicAra ityAdi pApo ja karyA hoya te mare to naraka gatimAM jAya. jyAM niraMtara duHkha ja bhogavavAnuM! Ano artha e che ke niraMtara sukha joIe to niraMtara dharma karo! karmakSaya karI zAzvata sukha anubhavo. mAtAo guru banaze? jyAre dhana jAya ane chokarA-chokarIo hAya hAya kare te vakhate mAtA gurU banI jAya! bALakone puya-pApanuM tattvajJAna samajAve! e tattvajJAnano saMskAra jo daDha haze to garIbI AvavA chatAM hAya hAya nahi kare, garIbI AvatAM temane mAtAnAM vacana yAda Avaze. te vicAraze ke "mA kahetI hatI ke puNyathI sukha ne pApathI duHkha Ave che." game tevA divaso Ave, paraMtu strI jo jJAnI hoya to parivAramAM zAnti! bApa thoDo ajJAnI hoya to cAle ne? paraMtu mA jo ajJAnI, to mAmalo khalAsa! kAraNa ke bALakane pAMca-sAta varSa sudhI mAno ghaniSTha saMbaMdha rahe che. pahelAM mAnA khoLAmAM! pachI mAnI najaramAM! pachI dhIme dhIme bALaka dUra jAya che.... jyAM sudhI bALakane mAno prema, tenuM vAtsalya maLatAM hoya che, tyAM sudhI jo A jJAna bALakane maLI jAya to tenuM jIvana uttama banI jAya. mayaNAmAM AvI jJAnadRSTi kyAMthI AvI? mAtAno upakAra! upAdhyAyano upakAra! mayaNAe pUrva bhavamAM dharma-ArAdhanA karI hatI." te vAta javA do. pratyakSa mAtAne juo. kevuM suMdara jJAna ApyuM! tamAre tamArAM bALakone samyagUjJAna ApavuM che? tattvajJAnanuM Tayuzana rAkhavuM che? are! tame loko to evA beparavAha banI gayA cho ke nathI tamane tamArA bALakonI paravA ke nathI saMghanA bALakonI paravA! mAtra peTa bharavA mATe dhana kamAvAnuM ne? zikSaNa ApavAnuM tame samajyA cho...? DhaMgadhaDA vinAnuM ne..? nahIMtara lAkho zikSita bekAro kevI rIte hota? tamane tamArA ke tamArAM saMtAnonA AtmAnI ciMtA che kharI? jyAM sudhI samyagUjJAna ApanArI paraba For Private And Personal Use Only

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72 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata haiM nahIM kholo; tyAM sudhI sAcuM jJAna maLavAnuM nathI ane jIvana sudharavAnAM nathI. pApothI aLagA thavAnA nathI. tamArA kuTuMbanAM bALako saMskArI che? jJAnI che? suvyavasthita jIvana jIve che? nahIM ne? tame mAbApa ja bedarakAra careless banI gayA cho! sArAM kapaDAM; sArUM bhojana, sArUM makAna vagere mATe tame dhyAna Apo cho paNa samyag jJAna maLe tenuM dhyAna rAkho cho? jarAya nahIM, bALakone jo sabhyajJAna ApavAmAM nahi Ave to temanuM jIvana barabAda thaI jaze. asaMkhya pApothI jIvana bharAI jaze. A bhava ne parabhava bagaDI jaze. mayaNA divyakRpAnuM pAtra kevI rIte banI? mayaNA upara devagurUnI kRpA UtarI hatI. te tenI yogyatA hatI. je yogyatA prApta kare che, te pAtra banI jAya che. yogyatA jJAna vagara, samajaNa vagara AvatI nathI. mayaNA bhagavAnanI kRpApAtra ane nirprantha AcAryadevanI kRpApAtra banI gaI hatI ne? paramAtmAnI kRpApAtra na banI hota to mALA ane bIjoDuM UchaLIne temanI pAse Avata kharAM? gurUmahArAjanI kRpApAtra na banI hota to gurUmahArAja siddhacakranI ArAdhanA tene batAvata kharA? mATe devagurUnI kRpAnA pAtra banavA mATe yogyatA banAvo, te mATe je jIvana parivartana karavuM paDe te ko, paraMtu manuSya potAnA jIvanamAM sat parivartana karavA mATe kamajora banI gayo che. jIvanaparivartana karavuM nathI : anyAya.... anIti karIne lAkho rUpiyA tame kamAyA ho, ne tamane kahevAmAM Ave ke 25 hajAra dharmamArge kharco, to haju kadAca kharca karI do. paNa ema kahevAmAM Ave ke 'havethI anyAya, anItithI dhana kamAvAnuM baMdha karo....' to tame mAno kharA? na mAno ne? kAraNa? temAM parivartana karavuM paDe! te tamane kaThina lAge che! eka divasa 'pauSadha' karavAnuM dabANa karIe to karI do, paNa 'eka divasa gusso na ka2vo, jUThuM na bolavuM,' ema kahuM to? 'heM...' karone? pauSadha karaze, paNa gusso karavAnuM nahi choDe! jyAM AMtarika-jIvananuM parivartana karavAnI vAta Ave che tyAM pIchehaTha karo cho; kAraNa ke jJAna nathI.... tattvanI sAcI samajaNa nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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3 zrI navapada pravacana pazumAtA ane mAnavamAtA : AcAryazrI haribhadrasUrijI kahe che ke prathama gurU te mAtA. zuM tamane mAtA gurU maLI? mAe gurU banI tamane ucca saMskAro dIdhAM? tattvajJAnanuM amRta pivaDAvyuM? mAruM to durbhAgya ke traNa varSano hato ane mA cAlI gaI! eTale mAtA taraphathI saMskAro na maLyA! paraMtu mAtAnA dUdhamAM jarUra saMskAra maLyA haze ja! mAtA potAnA dUdhanI sAthe tyAganI bhAvanA pivaDAve! kAnamAM kahe ke beTA cAritra levAnuM hoM!' pazumAtA paNa janma to Ape, dUdha paNa pivaDAve. nAnAM nAnAM galuDiyAne tenI mA dUdha nathI pivaDAvatI? temane nathI khavaDAvatI? to manuSyamAtAnI zI vizeSatA? jo e potAnAM saMtAnone zIla-sadAcAra, tyAga-vairAgya, vinaya-viveka, paramArtha-paropakAra, dhIratA-vIratA AdinA saMskAra na Ape to pazumAtA ane mAnavamAtA-enAmAM zuM aMtara? Adhunika mAtAe to potAnA saMtAnane dUdha pivaDAvavAnuM paNa choDI dIdhuM che? boTalanuM dUdha pivaDAve che! e dUdha konuM hoya che? janmatAMnI sAthe ja gAya ke bakarAMnuM dUdha pInAra bALaka pazu banaze ke manuSya? mAtAmAM zA mATe dUdha pedA thAya che? dezamAM jyAM sudhI mAtA "gurU' banI raheze tyAM sudhI bhAratIya saMskRti sacavAze, mAtA-gurU maTI ke saMskRti marI! tamane ciMtA thAya che A bALakonI? amArI A prajAne, paramAtmAnA zAsananI A prajAne jo AtmajJAna nahi maLe, to e prajAnuM zuM thaze? mokSamArganuM jJAna nahi maLe to zuM thaze!' A ciMtA thAya che? AtmajJAnI, mokSamArganA jJAnI strI-puruSo saMghamAM nahi hoya to saMghanI zI dazA? zuM saMgha eTale mAtra hADakAMono Dhagalo? ajJAnI strI-purUSono zaMbhumeLo? samyaga jJAna vinA vinAza: mAM guru nahi! bApa guru nahi! pachI dharmaguruo zuM karI zake? badhuM saMskaraNa dharmaguruo na karI zake. tame tamArI javAbadArI samajo to amAruM kArya saraLa thAya. tame tamArA kartavyathI vimukha thAo te nahi cAle. strI rasoI na kare to jhagaDo karo ke nahi? hA! bALakane enI mAtA samyagu jJAna na de to jhagaDo karo ke nahi? nA! For Private And Personal Use Only

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74. hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM kema? strI eTale nokarANI? gharanuM kAma karanArI nokarANI joItI hatI te maLI gaI! kharuMne? pahelAM mA guru bane, pachI bApa guru bane, pachI kaLAcArya gurU bane ane bALakone saMskAra Ape.... AjanI zALAomAM koI saMskAra maLatA nathI, adhyApako zuM vidyArthIomAM saMskArasiMcana kare che? ane vidyArthIone saMskAro meLavavAnuM game che? Aje samAjavyavasthA ane zikSaNavyavasthA bagaDI gaI che. bALako bhaNavA mAgatAM nathI, saMskArI banavA icchatA nathI to adhyApako-zikSako zuM kare? zikSaNa paNa vyavasAya banI gayo che... dhaMdho thaI gayo che. dharmaguruo paNa zuM kare? mAtA potAnuM kartavya na samaje; bApa potAnuM kartavya na bajAve... zikSaka potAnI pharajonuM pAlana na kare....... pachI evuM ajJAnI jaDa ToLuM kadAca amArI pAse Ave to ame zuM bhaNAvIe? keTalAka kahe che : sAheba, A skUlakaoNlejanA chokarAone kAMIka sudhAro... kevI rIte sudhAravA? A moTI samasyA che. sauthI moTI ciMtA e thAya che ke saMghanI kevI ghora upekSA thaI rahI che? tamArA peTanuM pANI hAle che? khATale moTI khoDa!" mAtA-pitAne ja jJAna nahIM, pachI te saMtAnone zuM jJAna Ape? paraMtu jo bALakone jJAna ApavAnI suvyavasthA na karI, to zuM thaze tenI ciMtA thAya che? upAdhyAya padanuM mahattva tene samajAze, je jJAnanuM mahattva samajaze. pAvarahAusanuM mahattva te samajaze je prakAzanuM mahattva samaje che. TAMkInuM mahattva tene samajAze, je pANInuM mahattva samaje che. DaoNkTaranuM mahattva te samajaze, je ArogyanuM mahattva samaje che. upAdhyAya padanuM mahattva samajavA mATe samyagUjJAnanuM mahattva samajAI javuM joIe. mayaNA ane zrIpAla samyagujJAnanuM mahattva samajelAM hatAM mATe upAdhyAya padanA dhyAnamAM lIna banI zakyAM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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* vyAkhyAnaH sAtamuM ) sAdhu pada parama upakArI pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta zrI ratnazakharasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA zrIpALanI kathAnA AraMbhamAM arihaMtAdi navapadanI ArAdhanA karavAno garbhita nirdeza kare che. potAnA hRdayakamaLamAM navapadanuM dhyAna karI, siddhacakrano mahimA darzAve che. "siddhacakrano mahimA saMsAranA jIvone jo barAbara samajAI jAya to saMsAranA jIvonuM hita thAya-kalyANa thAya,' e pavitra kAmanAthI graMthakAra AcAryadeve siddhacakranI ArAdhanA batAvI ane zrIpALanuM caritra kahyuM. tana-mana nirmala ane nIrogI joIe ? zrI siddhacakranuM dhyAna dharavA mATe mana svastha ane nirmaLa joIe, tana svastha ane nirmaLa joIe. mana vikalpothI ane vikArothI rahita hoya to te dhyAna dharavAmAM upayukta bane che. tana viSayabhogathI virakta hoya, pAMceya iMdriyonA viSayonA upabhogathI mukta hoya to te dhyAna dharavAmAM upayogI bane. dhyAna dharavA mATe mAtra mana ja nahIM, tananI paNa taMdurastI arthAt svasthatA ane nirmaLatA joIe. svasthatA ane nirmaLatA tyAre ja prApta thAya ke jyAre pAMceya indriyonA viSayo-zabda, rUpa, rasa, gaMdha ane sparzanA upabhogathI. iMdriyo mukta banI jAya. dA.ta. tame zrI navapadanuM dhyAna dharavA beThA. eTalAmAM reDiyo para saMgIta relAyuM.... priya zabda kAne paDyo.... jo e tame sAMbhaLyo to dhyAna bhaMga! athavA to gharamAM koIe apriya zabdo uccAryA ane tame te sAMbhaLyA to dhyAna bhaMga!mATe priya-apriya zabdano upabhoga ja nahIM karavAno! tamArI zravaNendriya e vakhate (dhyAna vakhate svastha rahevI joIe. "svastha eTale dhyAnamAM ja lIna! iMdriyone paNa navapadanA dhyAnamAM joDI devAnI! e dhyAnamAM joDAyelI rahe to ja nirmaLa rahe.... nahitara viSayonI viSTA cUMthatI raheze ane malina banI jaze! dhyAna vakhate koI bahArano zabda sAMbhaLavAno nahIM! For Private And Personal Use Only

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76 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM evI rIte-e vakhate game tevuM rUpa sAme Ave, strInuM, purUSanuM ke jaDa padArthonuM.... daSTi enA para javI ja na joIe. jo dRSTie rUpa joI lIdhuM to khalAsa! jyAM AMkhoe rUpano upabhoga karyo to malinatA AvI samajI enI sAthe ja mana paNa vikArI banI jaze ane vikalpanAM jALAM gUMthavA mAMDaze! mATe dhyAna vakhate dRSTi nAsikAnA agrabhAga para sthira rAkho athavA navapadanA citra para dRSTi kendrita karo. dRSTine ADIavaLI laI na jAo.... rUpa sAthe dRSTino saMbaMdha na ja thavA do. evI ja rIte sugaMdha ane durgadha. tame dhyAna mATe beThA, AjubAjunA bagIcAmAMthI puSponI suvAsa AvavA lAgI athavA dhUpanI sugaMdha AvavA mAMDI, e vakhate dhrANendriyano e sugaMdha sAthe saMparka na thavo joIe. e rIte ja mAno ke koI durgadha AvI. to paNa dhrANendriya emAM joDAvI na joIe. e khyAla ja na Ave ke ahIM sugaMdha che ke durgadha che! rasa ane sparzano dhyAna-samaye prazna ja nathI. arthAt dhyAna samaye koI khATA-mIThA rasano AsvAda karavAno hoto ja nathI. evI rIte suMvALA ke kharabacaDA sparzano paNa e vakhate saMbaMdha nathI. hA, mana e viSayomAM javuM na joIe! khAvAnA-rasAsvAdanA vicAro ke bhogasukhanA vicAro na AvavA joIe. tananI svasthatA ane nirmaLatA mATe A rIte pAMceya indriyone enA viSayothI nirlepa rAkhavI paDe. je rIte dhyAna samaye nirlepa rAkhavAnI tevI rIte dhyAna sivAyanA samaye paNa viSayothI indriyone jema bane tema vadhu alipta rAkhavAno prayatna karavAno. Asana ane mudrA : bIjI daSTie paNa zarIranI svasthatA-taMdurastI Avazyaka che. dhyAna dharavA mATe "Asana'nI sthiratA joIe! eTale ke sukhAsana athavA padmAsana rahevuM joIe. jarAya halavAnuM nahIM ke UMcAnIcA thavAnuM nahIM! A kyAre bane? zarIra rogI, azakta ane kamajora hoya to nizcalatAthI besI nahIM zako. mATe bhogasukho bhogavI bhogavIne zarIra azakta na karI do. dhyAna mATe Asanasiddhi hovI ja joIe. zarIranI caMcaLatA mananI caMcaLatA pedA kare che. mananI sthiratA mATe zarIranI sthiratA keLavavI ja paDe. zuM jApa-dhyAna karo cho ne? zuM zarIra sthira rahe che? ghaDIkamAM TaTAra to For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 77 ghaDIkamAM gharaDA DosAnI jema vaLI jAo! kharuM ne? kema Ama? zarIranI durbalatA! je te khAIne, je te pIne, jyAM tyAM bhaTakIne ane vaiSayika sukhomAM ALoTIne zarIra kamajora... vIryahIna karI dIdhuM! AvA zarIrathI dhyAna na dharI zakAya. AsananA lakSa sAthe "mudrAnuM paNa lakSa joIe. "mudrAmAM mastaka, daSTi ane hAtha kevI rIte rAkhavA dhyAna dharatI vakhate, e vicAravAnuM che. hAthamAM mALA kema pakaDavAnI te AvaDe che? game tema? cAra AMgaLI para mALA rAkhavAnI ane aMgUThAthI mALAnA maNakA pheravavAnA. jamaNA hAthamAM mALA rahevI joIe. bIjI paddhati paNa che-aMgUThA para mALA rAkhavAnI ane tarjanI AMgaLIthI maNakA pheravavAnA. DAbo hAtha DhIMcaNa para rahevo joIe. mALA vagara jApa karavuM hoya to paNa karI zakAya. UbhA UbhA jApa karI zakAya ane beThA beThA paNa jApa karI zakAya. UbhA UbhA dhyAna dharavuM hoya to barAbara be paga sIdhA rAkho, vAMkAcUkA nahIM, be paganA AgaLanA bhAga vacce cAra AMgaLanuM aMtara rAkhavuM, pAchaLa cAra AMgaLa karatAM ochuM aMtara rAkhavuM. ghUMTaNa sudhI banne hAtha DhIlA laTakatA rAkhavA, dRSTi-najara nAkanA TeravA para rAkhavI. ekadama TaTTAra UbhA rahevAnuM. AgaLa pAchaLa vaLI paNa javAnuM nahi, pAchaLa paNa jhUkavAnuM nahIM. kAussagna karo cho ne pratikramaNamAM? eka paga TaTTAra ane bIjo DhIlo! eka paga AgaLa ane bIjo pAchaLa! koInuM mAthuM nIcuM to koInuM AkAza tarapha! che DhaMgadhaDA? dhyAna dharavAnI vAta to pachI. dhyAna mATe UbhA rahetAM to zIkho. Asana ane mudrAnuM jJAna joIe ja. A to thaI Asana ane mudrAnI vAta. have manathI tamAre zuM karavAnuM che, te samajo. hRdayane kamaLa banAvo. sarasa khIleluM kamaLa! ATha pAMkhaDIovALuM! vacamAM karNikAmAM arihaMtanI sthApanA karo. ATha pAMkhaDIo para bIjAM ATha padonI sthApanA karo, pachI je padanuM dhyAna dharavuM hoya te pada para dRSTi sthira karo. Asana, mudrA vyavasthita hoya, tana ane mana svastha hoya, to suMdara khIlelA kamaLanI kalpanA karI zakAze. mana upara vAsanA ane vikalpanA bhAra haze to suMdara kalpanA thaI zakaze nahi, uttamamAM uttama kalpanA karanAruM mana uttama joIe! manane kamaLa para ekAgra karavuM. pachI je padanuM dhyAna dharavAnuM hoya te pada para dRSTi ekAgra karavI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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78 sAdhunA 27 guNa : Aje sAdhu padanuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che ne? jenuM dhyAna dharavuM hoya, enI kalpanA spaSTa hovI joIe. sAdhunuM kalpanAcitra sAdhunA 27 guNothI banAvavAnuM! jANo cho sAdhunA satyAvIsa guNa? hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata 5 (pAMca) mahAvratanuM pAlana kare, 6 (cha) kAyAnA jIvonI rakSA kare. 5 (pAMca) indriyono nigraha kare. rAtri-bhojanano tyAga kare, lobha rAkhe nahIM, kSamAne dhAraNa kare. citta nirmala rAkhe. vizuddha rIte vastranI pratilekhanA kare. saMyama yogomAM pravRtta rahe. mana-vacana-kAyAnA azubha yogono tyAga kare, bAvIsa pariSahone sahana kare.... ane maraNa-Adi upasarga sahana kare. sAdhu jIvananI ArAdhanAnuM A vizALa kSetra che. A vyApaka ArAdhanA dvArA sAdhu bhagavaMto potAnA AtmAne nirmaLa banAvatAM rahe. 17 prakArano saMyama : je sattara prakAranA saMyamanI sAdhanA kare te sAdhu! pAMca AzravothI virAma. pAMca indriyono nigraha. cAra kaSAyo para vijaya, ane mana-vacana-kAyAnA daMDathI virati, zramaNa jIvananI sAdhanAnuM A kSetra che. sAdhu evuM ugra tapa kare ke temanA zarIrano raMga badalAI jAya! aMdaranA karmono kALo raMga jANe bahAra Avyo na hoya! tethI zarIrano raMga kALo banI.gayo! eTaluM tapa-tyAga kare ke zarIra kALuM paDI jAya! mATe sAdhuno varNa kALo batAvavAmAM Avyo che! uttama sAdhaka : dhannA aNagAra : dhannA aNagAre kevuM ghora tapa karyuM? chaThTha tapanA pAraNe AyaMbila. Ama ATha mahinA sudhI tapanI sAdhanA karI ane chelle eka mahinAnuM anazana karyuM! 'anuttaropapAtika' sUtramAM temanuM varNana zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmIe kareluM che. For Private And Personal Use Only pUrve teo kAkaMdI nagarInA sArthavAhaputra hatA. akhUTa vaibhava vilAsa hatAM. 32 kroDa sonaiyAnA mAlika hatA. 32 kanyAo sAthe lagna karyAM hatAM. vaibhava vilAsamAM magna hatA. te nagarImAM bhagavAna mahAvIra padhAryA. temaNe upadeza Apyo. temanI asarathI dhanyakumAra 'dhannA aNagAra' banyA, vaibhAriMgari para sAdhanA karatA hatA. ATha mahinAmAM temanuM zarIra kevuM thayuM, tenuM varNana bhagavAne zreNika sAme kareluM; te varNana sAMbhaLIne zreNikane bhAvanA thaI ke

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zrI navapada pravacana 79 ahIMthI te mahAmuninAM darzana-vaMdana mATe vaibhAragiri jaIza, pachI mahele jaIza." jyAre vaibhAragiri parathI dhannA aNagAra UtaratA, tyAre temanA zarIranAM hADakAM khakhaDatAM hatAM! zreNike bhagavAnane pUchayuM : "ApanA cauda hajAra zipyomAM niraMtara caDhatA vizuddha adhyavasAyavALA zreSTha ziSya koNa che? bhagavAne kahyuM "zreNika, sAMbhaLa, cauda hajAra sAdhuomAM niraMtara caDhatA adhyavasAyavALA eka muni che.' zreNike pUchyuM : "koNa bhagavaMta?' bhagavAne kahyuM : "dhanno aNagAra! cAritranI vizuddhimAM AgaLa ane AgaLa vadhI rahelA che." te dhannA aNagAra chaThThanA pAraNe AyaMbila karatA hatA! AyaMbila kevuM? atyAranA tamArA AyaMbilakhAtAnA AyaMbila jevuM nahIM! te munirAjanA AhAra para to mAkhI paNa besavAnuM pasaMda nahotI karatI tevo AhAra letA! khIcaDI dAjhI gaI hoya, nIce kolaso banI gaI hoya. roTalI dAjhI gaI hoya.... dhumADo lAgyo hoya, be-cAra divasanI sukkI jevI kaDaka hoya, vAMkIcUkI banI gaI hoya... "A roTalI che,' te oLakhAya paNa nahIM, lAkaDA jevI thaI gaI hoya.... tevI nIrasa gocarI vahoratA AvA e dhannA aNagAra hatA! mahAmuninuM dhyAna karo : sAdhupadanA dhyAna mATe tamArI kalpanAmAM A mahAmunine lAvo. vaibhAragiri para dhyAnastha dazAmAM e mahAmuni UbhA che. ghora tapazcaryAthI zarIra kRza thaI gayuM che. bIjI bAju rAjagRhImAM, samavasaraNamAM zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra, magadha samrATa zreNika sAme mahAmuninI prazaMsA kare che.... kalpanAthI A dRzya juo. joIne ekAgra bano. mahAvIra bhagavAna samavasaraNamAM beThA che! zreNikanA praznano javAba che. dhyAnamAM, dhannA aNagAra sAdhanAmAM magna banelA dekhAya, hADakAnA mALA jevA dekhAya! samrATa zreNika tyAM gayA. vaibhAragiri para munine zodhe che... dhannA aNagAra vRkSonI ghaTA vacce UbhA che.... bAvaLanA raMga jevo temanA zarIrano raMga thaI gayo che.... zreNika pahelAM to oLakhI zakatA nathI. temane to muninuM zarIra vRkSa jevuM lAge che... jyAre muninAM darzana thayAM tyAre temane "A te jhADa ke For Private And Personal Use Only

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80 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM zarIra?" kharekhara! bhagavAne jevuM varNana karyuM tevuM ja zarIra che...' bhAvapUrvaka traNa pradakSiNA dIdhI. zreNike khUba khUba ti-anumodanA karI. zreNikane sAdhu-sAdhvI para khUba bhakti-rAga hato. kema? jANo cho? ene bhagavAna mahAvIra para khUba rAga hatA! bhagavAna para rAga hato, mATe bhagavAnanA zAsananA sAdhu-sAdhvI para paNa rAga hato! zrAvaka-zrAvikA para paNa snehavAtsalya hatuM. zuM tamane jinezvara bhagavAna para rAga che kharo? jo hoya to bhagavAnanA caturvidha saMgha para paNa avihaDa rAga hovo joIe! che are! tamArI to vAta ja karavA jevI nathI! AcArya para rAga, paNa AcAryanA ziSyo para virAga ne? e tamAro rAga ja nathI. yA to svArtha che, yA to DhoMga che! yA to vyaktirAga che! mArA prabhunA zAsananA sAdhu! mArA prabhunA zAsananI sAdhvI! mArA prabhunA zAsananAM zrAvaka-zrAvikA!" ema umaLako Ave che? sAdhanA-magna sAdhunuM dhyAna dharo. kAyotsargamAM magna sAdhunuM dhyAna dharo. svAdhyAyamAM lIna sAdhunuM dhyAna dhara. sAdhunI zuzruSAmAM lIna sAdhunuM dhyAna gharo, ema bhinna bhinna ArAdhanAomAM lIna sAdhaka-sAdhu puruSanuM dhyAna dharavuM joIe. eka sAdhu 4ra doSa TALIne gocarI lAve te paNa ArAdhanA che. eka sAdhu bIjA sAdhunI ArAdhanAmAM sahAyaka bane e paNa ArAdhanA che. sAdhu purUSanuM dhyAna A rIte dharavAnuM. huM kyAM sAdhupuruSanuM vizeSa rUpe dhyAna dharuM, ema pUcho cho? siMha aNagAra : huM dhyAna dharuM chuM siMha aNagAranuM koI vakhata dhannA aNagAranuM. siMha aNagAra zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA ziSya hatA. siMha aNagAra jaMgalamAM jaIne dhyAna dharatA hatA. moTe bhAge tapazcaryA karatA. pAraNAnA divase ja gAmamAM AvavAnuM! siMha aNagAra kharekhara siMha jevA ja satvazIla hatA. A sAdhanAnI pUrve bhagavAnanA caraNe rahIne 11 aMganuM jJAna meLavyuM hatuM. paramAtmAnI paramakRpAne pAtra banelA hatA. jJAna vagara sAdhanA na thAya. bhagavatkRpA vinA sAdhanA na thAya. jaMgalamAM rahetA hatA, chatAM koI caMcaLatA nahIM! eka vakhata evuM banyuM ke jyAre teo dhyAna dharatA hatA, tyAre be-cAra vaTemArga tyAMthI pasAra thayA. gaMbhIra vAto karatA jatA hatA. vaTemArguo For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 1 becena hatA. e bolatA hatA : 'A gozALe zuM karyuM? teNe tejolezyA bhagavAna para choDI.... tejolezyA bhagavAnane traNa pradakSiNA daIne gozALAnA ja zarIramAM pravezI gaI.... paNa tejolezyAnA tApathI bhagavAnanuM zarIra kALuM paDI gayuM.... lezyAnI garamIthI lohInA jhADA thavA lAgyA.... juo, traNa bhuvananA AdhAra, jemanA prabhAvathI bIjA jIvonA upadrava zAMta thaI jAya.... evA prabhune azAtAno udaya ?' A zabdo siMha aNagAranA kAne paDyAM.... dhyAna pUrNa thayA bAda te doDyA pelA vaTemArgu pAse, ane pUchyuM : 'zuM thayuM? pharIthI kaho....' musAphare kahyuM : 'Apa to jaMgalamAM raho eTale zuM khabara paDe ke bhagavAna para kevo upasarga thayo? are, zarIranI cAmaDI kALI thaI gaI, lohInA jhADA thAya che....' ATaluM bolatAM vaTemArgunI AMkhamAM AMsu UbharAyAM.... AMkho chalakAI gaI.... tyAM besI paDyA ane raDavA lAgyA. 'mArA prabhune ATaluM badhuM kaSTa?' Ama bolIne siMha aNagAra jaMgalamAM dhrusake ne dhrusake raDavA lAgyA. A bAju bhagavAne gautamane bolAvyA ane kahyuM: 'huM gautama, be sAdhuone jaMgalamAM mokalo, siMha aNagAra raDI rahyA che, temane ahIM laI Ave.' be sAdhuo jaMgalamAM pahoMcyA, siMha aNagAra codhAra AMsue raDI rahyA hatA; sAdhuoe temane bhagavAnano saMdezo Apyo. siMha aNagAra bhagavAna pAse AvyA. bhagavAnanA zyAma paDI gayelA zarIrane joI raDI paDyA. temanuM hRdaya bharAI AvyuM, AMkho raDI raDIne sUjI gaI hatI. bhagavAne kahyuM : 'A kaSTa zarIrane che, AtmAne nathI. 'zarIra paranuM kaSTa vItarAganA AtmA 52 asara ka2I zakatuM nathI. vItarAgane rAga na hoya ke dveSa na hoya, te to rAgadveSarahita hoya.' chatAMya siMha aNagAranA mananI zAMti mATe kahyuM : 'revatI zrAvikAne tyAM jAo, teNe koLApAka banAvyo che, te vahorIne laI Avo. paNa enA potAnA mATe je banAvelo koLApAka che, te lAvajo.' siMha aNagAranuM mana prasanna thayuM. temaNe pUchyuM : 'to prabhu A kaSTa dUra thaze? lohInA jhADA baMdha thaze? bhagavAne kahyuM : 'hA, mArA mATe te auSadha che.' For Private And Personal Use Only

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82 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM siMha aNagArane eTalo AnaMda thayo ke turta tyAMthI pAtra laIne ravAnA thayA! kevI tvarAthI ane UlaTathI cAlyA haze? pahoMcyA revatI zrAvikAne ghera! revatI to uMbaramAM UbhI hatI. teNe siMha aNagAra vize sAMbhaLyuM hatuM, teNe jyAM khuda siMha aNagArane potAne dvAre joyA, te bolI UThI : "prabhu Apa! mArA para kRpA karI! mArA dhanya bhAgya!' tene to thayuM ke mAre tyAM kalpavRkSa, kAmadhenuM pragaTa thayAM! siMha aNagAra bolyA : "revatI, koLApAkano khapa che. paraMtu je teM tArA mATe banAvelo che, teno khapa che.' revatIe be prakArano koLApAka banAvyo hato. eka bhakti mATe ane bIjo potAne mATe. tene thayuM : "mahArAjane kevI rIte khabara paDI gaI?" "bhagavAna, Apane kevI rIte khabara paDI?" siMha aNagAre kahyuM : 'trikALa jJAnI, traNa bhuvananA nAthane zuM ajAyuM che? temanI AjJAthI huM Avyo chuM.' revatI : "prabhue Apane mokalyA che?" siMha aNagAre kahyuM : "hA, prabhue tAre tyAM mane mokalyo che.' basa, A sAMbhaLIne revatI AnaMdamAM evI to garakAva thaI gaI, ke te AnaMda zabdomAM vyakta thaI na zake! tenI AMkhamAM harSanAM AMsu UbharAyAM, koLApAka vahorAvyo. jevo vahorAvyo, tevA ja siMha aNagAra tyAMthI ravAnA thayA. bhagavAnanI pAse pahoMcyA ane kALApAka prabhune vaparAvyo. koLApAka vaparAvatI vakhate siMha aNagAranA dilamAM kevI saMvedanA thaI haze? siMha aNagArane prabhu pratye asIma bahumAna hatuM. apAra bhakti hatI. siMha aNagAranuM hRdaya gadgad thaI gayuM! tIrthakara gocarI kare te bIjA joI na zake. tIrthakaranA AhAra-nihAra carmacakSuvALA jIvo na joI zake. koLApAkanA prayogathI zarIra nIrogI banyuM. lohInA jhADA baMdha thayA. jema jema zarIra svastha banatuM gayuM, tema tema siMha aNagAra prasanna thatA gayA. AvA siha aNagAranuM dhyAna dharo! siMha aNagAranI sAdhanA-vaTemArguonI vAtacIta-muninuM sAMbhaLavuM... rudana sAdhuonuM Agamana bhagavAna pAse bhagavAne batAvelA upAya-revatInA ghare javuM-revatIno AnaMda-koLApAka vahoravo. bhagavAna pAse AvavuM.... bhagavAnane vaparAvavAno AnaMda.. nIrogI banatuM zarIra..... For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana ra kevA sAdhu! prabhu pratye kevI apAra bhakti! keTalo sneha! A badhuM kyAre thAya? hRdayamAMthI saMsArano prema dUra thayo hoya, hRdayamAM paramAtmA sivAya koInuM sthAna na hoya tyAre! hRdayamAM evAM khAnAM nathI ke eka khAnAmAM strI rAkho ane bIjA khAnAmAM guru! eka khAnAmAM mIThAIno thALa ane bIjA khAnAmAM bhagavAna! AvuM na banI zake. hRdaya saMpUrNa maMdira bane, te hRdayarUpI maMdiramAM siddhacakranI sthApanA karo, pachI sAdhu padanuM dhyAna dharo, pachI juo prabhAva! hRdayamAM koNa? paNa ApaNA raMgaDhaMga nyArA che! hRdayane 'rijharva' rAkhyuM che! temAM kone besADavA che? konuM utthApana ka2vuM che? kAma-krodhAdine anAdi kALathI besADyA che ne? have kone besADavA che? anAdikALathI besADyA che, temanuM utthApana karavuM che? zuM te mATe muhUrta joIe che? to Aje sAruMmuhUrta che! hRdayamAM siddhacakra hoya, gharamAM bhale bIjuM badhuM hoya! zrIpALanA hRdayamAM siddhacakrajI hatA, ne gharamAM mayaNA hatI! mayaNAnA hRdayamAM siddhacakrajI hatA ne gharamAM zrIpAla hatA! zrIpAla ane dhavala zeTha : zrIpAla dhavala zeThanA hAthamAM paDyA. dhavala zeTha sAthe musApharI karI, dhavala zeTha pratye zrIpAlano dRSTikoNa kevo hato? zrIpAlano dRSTikoNa nirmala hato. 'mArA upakArI dhavala zeTha! mane jahAjamAM lIdho; sAthe besADyo, paradeza lAvyA.' paNa dhavala zeThanI buddhi bagaDI ane zrIpAlane anyAya karyo. kaSTa dIdhuM, samudramAM dhakko paNa mAryo! chatAM zrIpAle dhavala zeTha pratye jarAya ayogya vartAva na karyo. paradezamAM zrIpAle anya rAjakanyAo sAthe lagna karyAM. zrIpAlanI patnIo tarapha dhavalanI kuSTi thaI. jyAM sudhI zrIpAla che, tyAM sudhI enuM dhana ane enI strIo nahi maLe,' mATe zrIpAlanuM kAsaLa kADhavA zrIpAlane samudramAM dhakko mAryo. paNa te vakhate zrIpAlanA hRdayamAM siddhacakra sivAya koI na hatuM! saMkaTa samaye te ja yAda Ave che ke jene hRdayamAM besADela hoya! mAno ke gharamAM Aga lAgI, tame bIje ke trIje mALe cho, bahAra nIkaLavuM For Private And Personal Use Only

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hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM che. to kone yAda karazo? te samaye je priya haze tene bolAvazone? dIkaro priya haze to dIkarAne bolAvazo! ane strI priya haze to strIne bolAvazo! nIcenA mALa para hoya to ene lIdhA vinA bahAra nIkaLo kharA? e samaye e yAda Avaze jene hRdayamAM besADela haze! zrIpAlane dhavala zeThe samudramAM dhakko mAryo, tyAre zrIpAlane mayaNA yAda na AvI! bIjI koI strI yAda na AvI... yAda AvyA siddhacakrajI! samudramAM paDatAM ja siddhacakrajInuM smaraNa thaI AvyuM! ApoApa! je hRdayamAM birAjamAna hoya tenuM smaraNa karavuM paDe kharuM? yAda karavA paDe to samajavuM ke hRdayamAM sthApanA thaI nathI! sahaja rUpe yAda AvI jAya to samajavuM ke hRdayamAM sthApanA thaI gayelI che. zrIpAlane siddhacakrajInuM smaraNa sahaja rIte thaI gayuM. siddhacakrajInA divya prabhAvathI zrIpAlanuM rakSaNa thayuM. zrIpAlane dhavala zeThe samudramAM dhakko mAryo, to te paDyA kyAM? samudramAM ne? paraMtu paDyA magaramacchanI pITha para! chelle chelle zrIpAlane mAravA mATe dhavala zeTha khullI talavAra sAthe sIDI para caDhato hato ne? je talavArathI dhavalazeTha zrIpAlanA TukaDA karavAno hato, te ja talavAra dhavalazeThanA zarIramAM ghUsI gaI hatI ne? samudramAM zrIpAla bacI gayA, kinAre zrIpAlane dhavala zeTha maLyA. to zrIpAle zuM kahyuM? zuM karyuM? zuM zrIpAle dhavalazeThanI kAnapaTTI pakaDI hatI? "ThIka hAthamAM Avyo che, have tane majA cakhADuM.....' zuM Ama kaheluM? zrIpAlanuM bhavya vyaktitva: mAno ke tamane koIe dhakko mAryo hoya, paraMtu tame bacI gayA, pachI dhakko mAranAra tamane maLI jAya, to tame zuM karo? tene tame choDo kharA? sabhA : have to choDIe! , mahArAjazrI : kema? zrIpAlano paricaya thayo mATe! "zatru prati paNa zatrutA nahIM." "ahita karanAranuM paNa ahita karavAnuM nahIM! zrIpAlanA A bhavya vyaktitvane oLakhavAnI jarUra che. AvA uccatam vyaktitvavALA zrIpAlane mAnasamitra banAvo. emAMthI bhavya preraNAo prApta thaze. jIvana jIvavAnI dRSTi prApta thaze. ahita karanAranuM ahita nahIM karavAnuM eTaluM ja nahIM, zrIpAla to ethIya AgaLa vadhyA hatA! ahita karanAranuM paNa hita karyuM! dhavala zeTha muzkelImAM hato, zrIpAle tene choDAvyo. siddhacakranA ArAdhaka zrIpAlamAM maulika yogyatA kevI hatI? For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana zatrunuM paNa ahita na karavuM, zatru saMkaTamAM hoya, ane tene bacAvI zakAya ema hoya to bacAvavo. zatrune zatru na samajavo." bIjI vAta : zrIpAla, eka vakhatanA upakArInA upakArane kevo yAda rAkhe che! e upakArI jyAre zatru banI gayo che, zatrutApUrNa vyavahAra kare che, tyAre paNa zrIpAla enA aparAdho jotA nathI! uparathI "A upakArI che' e yAda rAkhI enA pratye mitratAbharyuM ja vartana rAkhe che! tame upakArIne hamezAM upakArI samajone? kadAca te apakAra kare to? enA apakAra yAda na rAkhatAM upakAra ja yAda rAkho ne? upakArI koNa? 1. duHkha dUra kare te upakArI. 2. sukha Ape te upakArI. eka vAra eka mANase upakAra karyo, pachI prasaMgavaza eNe tamAro apakAra karyo.... to emAM zuM yAda rAkhazo? upakAra ke apakAra? yAda zuM Ave? : mA putra-putrI para upakAra kare che ne? pachI dIka moTo thAya, lagna kare, vahu gharamAM Ave.... pachI tamArI mA ane tamArI patnI vacce meLa na jAmyo, mAe be zabdo tamane saMbhaLAvyA : "tuM patnIghelo che; patnIne jue che, tenuM sAMbhaLe che!" mAe kaDavA zabdo saMbhaLAvyA. have mAno upakAra yAda Ave ke mAnA kaDavA zabdo ja yAda Ave? jo mAtAno upakAra yAda na rahe to siddhacakrajInI ArAdhanA kevI rIte saphaLatA Ape? dhavala zeThanA upakArano badalo zrIpAle kevI rIte vALyo hato, jANo cho? rAjAnA sainikoe dhavalane pakaDIne muke TATa bAMdhI dIdho hato. zrIpAle e sainiko sAthe yuddha karIne dhavalane choDAvyo hato. dhavala zeTha bhale zrIpAlane potAnA vahANamAM besADI ene paradeza laI gayA hatA, ane e rIte upakArI hatA, paraMtu e zrIpAlanI patnI para kudaSTi kare, zrIpAlane samudramAM pheMkI de, A zuM nAnosUno aparAdha kahevAya? te chatAM zrIpAlanA hRdayamAM dhavala pratye koI roSa nahIM... koI durbhAvanA nahIM! zrIpAlanuM hRdaya kevuM haze? mayaNAnI jema zrIpAlano paNa paricaya karavo paDaze! For Private And Personal Use Only

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87 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM zrIpAlane mayaNAsuMdarI pAsethI jJAna maLyuM hatuM : zrIpAlanA hRdayamAM na hatI kaSAryonI malinatA ke na hatI veranI vAsanA. zrIpAlane mayaNA taraphathI jJAna maLyuM hatuM ne? siddhacakranI ArAdhanA karyA pachI, zrIpAla ane mayaNAsuMdarI vacce tattva-carcA thatI hatI! mayaNA jANatI hatI ke zrIpAla paradeza jaze to tenI pAse zraddhA, jJAna ane saMyama hovAM ja joIe. mayaNAe zrIpAlane jinazAsananuM kevuM anupama tattvAmRta karAvyuM haze, enI kalpanA to tame karo. AtmA, karma, puNya-pApa, Azrava-saMvara... nirjarA baMdha-mokSa.... ityAdi tattvo kevAM samajAvyAM haze ane kevA snehathI samajAvyAM haze! zrIpAla paradeza gayA tyAre mayaNAe aMtima kyAM vacano kahelAM te jANo cho? sabhA : khabara nathI. mahArAjazrI : to sAMbhaLyuM zuM? sabhA : sAheba, bhUlI gayA.... mahArAjazrI : A vAta bhUlavA jevI che? mayaNAe kahyuM hatuM ke 'svAmInAtha, Apa paradeza jaI rahyA cho. sAthe huM nathI, paNa ApanI pAse eka divya tattva che! e che siddhacakrajI! zrI siddhacakrajIne kyAreya bhUlazo nahIM. sukhamAM ke duHkhamAM, besatAM ne UThatAM siddhacakrajIne kadI na bhUlazo.' ane bIjI vAta zI kahelI? 'svAmInAtha, Apa paradeza jAo cho, paraMtu ApanI A sevikAne na bhUlazo!' tyAre zrIpAle zo javAba Apyo hato? 'bhadre, huM duniyAne haju bhUlI zakuM, parama upakArI siddhacakrajIne nahi bhUluM. siddhacakrajInI ArAdhanA jenI sAthe karI te tane bhUluM kharo? vaLI siddhacakrajInI ArAdhanA ApaNane je mahApuruSe batAvI, te paramakRpALu guru bhagavaMtane kadApi bhulAya kharA? 'huM koNa hato? koDhiyo..... gAme gAma rakhaDato.... teM mAro hAtha pakaDyo.... mane nIrogI banAvyo... zarIrane nIrogI banAvyuM, AtmAne nirmala banAvyo! For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 87 he priye! tane yAvajIva bhUlI zakuM tema nathI, bhale huM paradeza jAuM chuM, paraMtu mAruM mana tArI pAse ja raheze." patnI pati mATe zubha kAmanA kare! jyAM sudhI zrIpAla paradeza rahyA, tyAM sudhI mayaNA haMmezAM potAnA patinI zubhakAmanA karatI hatI. zrIpAla jyAM hoya tyAM sukhI rahe, evI zubhabhAvanA bhAvatI hatI. tame paNa bahAragAma to jatA hazo ne? pAchA AvIne zrImatIjIne kyAreka pUchyuM hatuM ke "AjakAla akasmAta bahu thAya che. huM jyAM houM tyAM kuzaLa rahuM." evI zubhakAmanA karo cho ke kema? pUcho to kharA! zrAvikA hoya to jarUra zubhakAmanA kare. mayaNAnuM hRdaya kevuM nirmaLa hatuM! zrIpAla tarapha avizvAsa nahi, AzaMkA nahi! siddhacakrajInA ArAdhaka zraddhAvAna hoya, nizcita ane niHzaMka hoya. zrI siddhacakrajInA ArAdhaka zrIpAlanI A mahAna siddhi hatI, ke temaNe dhavala zeThanuM kyAreya azubha na ichyuM. dhavala zeThe zrIpAlane khatama karavA prayatna karyo, zrIpAlanuM dhana levA dhamapachADA karyA ane zrIpAlanI strI meLavavA paNa valakhAM mAryA... AvA duSTa vRttivALA dhavala zeTha pratye paNa zrIpAle dveSa na karyo, enuM ahita na karyuM.... enuM kAraNa hatuM zrIpAlanuM nirabhimAnIpaNuM! jo zrIpAlamAM ahaMkAra-abhimAna hota to tene dhavala zeTha upara dveSa thayA vinA na raheta! zuM tenA jIvanamAM sukha-vaibhava na hatAM? zuM teNe aneka kaLAo meLavI na hatI? zuM potAnI vidyAthI rAjAone khuza karyA na hatA? zuM rAjasabhAmAM potAnI zaktithI vijaya meLavyo na hato? zuM rAjakanyAo sAthe lagna karyA na hatAM? chatAM zrIpAlane kyAreya abhimAna thayuM nahIM! enuM kAraNa tame jANo cho? siddhacakrajInI ArAdhanA karanAra zrIpAlanA hRdayamAM siddhacakrajI pratiSThita hatA! enAmAM 'kRtajJatA" nAmano zreSTha guNa hato. kRtajJatA guNa che kharo? dharmanI ArAdhanA karanAra jIvAtmAmAM "kRtajJatAno guNa hovo ja joIe. nAnAmAM nAnA bALakanA paNa upakArane kRtajJa purUSa bhUle nahIM. upakAra eka karyo hoya ane apakAra daza kare chatAM dharmAtmA upakAra ja yAda rAkhe. te ema kyAreya nahIM kahe ke "karyo moTo upakAra, eka upakAra karyo, ne keTalo herAna For Private And Personal Use Only

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88 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM karyo?' upakArIno upakAra bhUlI jAya te vyakti dharmakSetramAM pravezavA mATe yogya nathI. dhavala zeThe zrIpAlane khUba herAna karyA, paNa zrIpAla tenA upakArane bhUlyA nahIM! A kRtajJatAno mahAna guNa zrIpAlanA jIvanamAM hato. AthI tenI mahAnatA vadhI ane siddhacakrajInI ArAdhanAnI paNa mahAnatA vadhArI. guNavAna AtmA svayaMnI unnati kare che, ane bIjAnI paNa unnati kare che. dharma karanAranA be prakAra : dharmAtmA be prakAranA hoya che : (1) guNahIna dharmAtmA, (2) guNavAna dharmAtmA. (1) dharmanI kriyA ghaNI kare paNa guNa na hoya to te guNahIna dharmAtmA kahevAya. maMdiramAM pUjA kare ane gharamAM jaI gALo bole! upAzrayamAM sAmAyika kare ane ghera bIjAne trAsa Ape! ahIM AvepratikramaNa-dharmakriyA kare ane bajAramAM garIba para dayA na batAve. "paisA deto nathI? tArA gharanuM lilAma karAvIza! ghara laI le, strI, bALakone rastA para rajhaLatA karI de pachI kahe : "sAheba, zuM karIe? paisAnA mAmalAmAM badhuM ya karavuM paDe!" paisAnA mAmalAmAM badhuM ya kare te zrAvaka nahi; te jaina nahi, dayAkaruNA vinAno zrAvaka nahIM, jaina jaina nahIM. guNahIna dharmAtmA potAnI unnati to nathI karato paNa bIjA jIvone dharmathI vimukha kare che. loko Avo dharma karanArAo mATe zuM bole che, jANo cho? "A dharmAtmA? phalANAnAM bALa baccAMne rakhaDatAM karyA! Avo Ano dharma? juo, dharma karanArA moTA joyA na hoya to! niSphara che.. krUra che.. dilamAM dayAno chAMTo nathI.' Ama dharma pratye dhRNA utpanna kare. te guNahIna-karUNAhIna, kSamAhIna, namratAhIna mANaso dharmane lAMchana lagADe che. siddhacakrajIno ArAdhaka guNavAna dharmAtmA joIe. guNahIna svayaM ArAdhaka banato nathI, bIjA jIvone dharmasanmukha banAvI zakato nathI. zrIpAla guNavAna dharmAtmA hatA. temanA jIvanacaritramAM temaNe keTalAM sAmAyikapratikramaNa karyA, keTalI dharmakriyAo karI te vAMcavA nathI maLatuM, paraMtu teo siddhacakrajInA ArAdhaka hatA ane guNothI temanuM jIvana suvAsita hatuM, te prasaMge prasaMge jANavA maLe che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana jenAmAM zakti ane guNa banne hoya tevI vyaktio duniyAmAM virala hoya che. jenI pAse dhana che, teo samaje che ke 'dhanathI badhuM meLavI zakAya che!' eTale guNo tarapha durlakSya! paNa duniyA eTalI bevakUpha nathI. pahelAM to loko bolatA na hatA, paNa Aje to moDhe kahI de che! guNa nahIM hoya to zrImaMtonI durdazA thaI jaze. Aje dhanavAnonA vidveSI pedA thayA che. sAmyavAda dhanavAnono zatru che. Aje dezamAM 50 TakA loko sAmyavAdI vicAradhArAvALA thaI gayA che. baMgALa juo, keraLa juo, jyAM garIbI vadhu tyAM sAmyavAdano pracAra vadhAre. garIbonA hRdayamAM dhanavAno tarapha dveSa pedA karavo saraLa che. je dhaniko guNahIna che, temanA pratye dveSa thaze. guNavAna dhanavAna pratye dveSa nahIM thAya. guNothI ja manuSya amara bane che H Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir tame guNavAna hazo, tamArAmAM karUNA haze, garIbanuM duHkha dUra karavA prayatna karatA hazo to garIbo tamane gALo nahIM de. zrIpAla sAdhu to na hatA ne? zrAvaka hatA ne? Aje zrIpAlane zA mATe yAda karo cho! temanA dhanathI? temanA camatkArathI? nA. temanA guNothI! guNathI ja manuSya amara bane che. dhanavAna zrIpAla bhulAI jaze, guNavAna zrIpAla nahIM bhulAya. mayaNA yAda raheze, tenA guNothI! zrIpAla yAda raheze, temanA guNothI! guNonI suvAsa kAyama rahI jAya che, bIjuM badhuM bhulAI jAya che. jo tamArI suvAsa duniyA para mUkI javI che, to guNavAna bano! dhavala zeThe upakAra karyo eka ane apakAra karyA aneka, paNa zrIpAlane yAda rahyo upakAra ja! samajAya che zrIpAlanI A yogyatA? zrIpAlanA sthAne tame ho to? zuM bolo? 'bahu moTo upakAra karyo.... eka vakhata jahAjamAM laI gayo.... eTale zuM thaI gayuM? joyo moTo upakArI!' Ama ja kahone? kaliyuganA dharmAtmA! eka vyakti che. sametazikhara javuM che, Arthika sthiti sArI nathI, koI zeThanI kAra sametazikhara jAya che. tene sAthe laI gayA. jAtrA karAvI pAchA phare che. tyAM rastAmAM kAMIka ene vAMkuM paDyuM. to tene zo vicAra Avaze? - 'eka jAtrA karAvI tethI zuM? mane keTalo herAna karyo? oho.... bahu moTI yAtrA For Private And Personal Use Only

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9o hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM karAvI...." eka miniTamAM upakAra bhUlI jAya ne? Aje kRtajJatA guNano dukALa paDI gayo lAge che. navANuM upakAra karyA hoya ane eka apakAra karyo hoya to navvANuM upakAra bhUlI jAo ane eka apakAra yAda rAkho! chatAM tame dharmAtmA kahevAo! kaLIyuganA dharmAtmA! barAbara ne! svArthodha manuSya kyAreya kRtajJI banI zakato nathI! potAno svArtha siddha karavA mATe upakArIno upakAra kSaNavAramAM bhUlI jAya! koI para thoDo upakAra karyo, to tenAM gANAM gAyA karo ne? divasamAM traNa vAra to yAda AvI jAya ne? vahue sAsunAM kapaDAM mahinAmAM eka vAra dhoyAM hoya, to Akho mahino yAda karAvyA kare ne? daza varSa pahelAM koIne eka pAna khavaDAvyuM haze, to dasa varSa pachI paNa yAda devaDAvaze! paisAnAM be pAna jyAre maLatAM hatAM! kaheze : "yAda kara, yAda kara, meM tane pelA divase pAna khavaDAvyuM hatuM ne?' bhale pachI sAmAe tene pAMca vakhata jamADyo hoya, te yAda nahIM kare! maulika yogyatAno vikAsa : Aje manuSyamAMthI maulika yogyatA naSTa thaI gaI che, mATe dharmano mahela halI gayo che. polI pocI dharatI para mahela Take kharo? manuSyamAMthI maulika guNabhUmikA cAlI gaI, manuSya guNahIna banI gayo. thoDA ghaNA vaLI dharmakriyA kare che, paNa guNavAna na banyA! eka vyakti dharmakriyAo kare che, paNa guNavAna nathI. bIjI vyakti dharmakriyAo vadhu karatI nathI, paNa guNavAna che. A bemAMthI konA pratye vadhu prema thaze? bolo? sabhA guNavAna pratye! guNavAna hoya, zIlavAna hoya, tenA pratye svAbhAvika prema thAya che. bhale dharmakriyA ochI karato hoya, paNa jo guNavAna che, guNothI jIvana suvAsita che, to te dharmaprabhAvaka banaze ane potAnA AtmAne ujjavala karaze. zrIpAlanuM ArAdhakajIvana juo, kauTuMbika jIvana juo, sAmAjika vyavahAra juo, rAjya sAthenA saMbaMdha juo. kevuM unnata jIvana haze? jyAM jyAM zrIpAla gayA, tyAM tyAM guNonI suvAsa mUkatA gayA. eka paNa evo prasaMga nathI, ke jyAM temaNe doSanI durgadha prasArI hoya! For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 91 sAdhu padanuM dhyAna karavA mATe dhyAtAmAM maulika yogyatA joIe. sAdhanA kare te sAdhu! nirvANa-sAdhaka-mokSa sAdhaka dharma-ArAdhanA kare te sAdhu, sAdhunI bhAvanA 'Atmavat sarvamUteSu' hoya. temanA hRdayamAM UMca-nIcano bheda nahi, rAya-raMkano bheda nahIM. sarva jIvonA hitanI kAmanA hoya ane kalyANanI bhAvanA hoya. sAdhu kevA hoya? 1. sAdhumAM viSaya-sukhonI virakti hoya. 2. sAdhu svayaM sAdhaka bane ane bIjAne ArAdhanAmAM sahAyaka bane. 3. sAdhu lokasaMjJA tyAgI hoya. 'duniyA zuM kahe che? jamAno kevo che?' tenI ciMtA karyA vagara, jamAnAne anusaravAne badale prabhunA mArgane anusare. 4. sAdhu daza prakAranA yatidharmanuM pAlana karanArA hoya. koI mAna Ape ke apamAna kare, tenI ciMtA na kare. temane mana kaMcana ane paththara samAna hoya. mAna, apamAna bannene samAna gaNe. gALa ApanAra hoya ke sanmAna karanAra hoya, sAdhune mana banne samAna...! 5. sAdhu guru-AjJAnuM pAlana karavAmAM tatpara hoya. guru pratye hRdayamAM bahumAna dhAraNa kare. 6. sAdhu jIvananA prANabhUta saMyamanI sAdhanAmAM lIna hoya. 7. bhramaranI jema sAdhu gocarI vahoranArA hoya. bhramaranI mAphaka jude jude sthaLethI gocarI le. bhramara eka eka phUlamAMthI thoDo rasa cUse tema sAdhu eka eka gharathI thoDI thoDI gocarI le. bhamaro jema puSpane pIDA upajAvyA vinA rasa cUse, tema sAdhu gRhasthone pIDA upajAvyA vinA gocarI le. eka ja gharethI badhuM na vahore. 'bhara de maiyA jholI!' AkhuM tapeluM sApha na kare. go gAya, thoDuM thoDuM care ne? gAya ane gadheDAnA caravAmAM pharaka che? gAya upara uparathI care, gadheDA mULamAMthI ukheDI nAkhe! sAdhu gAyanI mAphaka-bhramaranI mAphaka thoDuM thoDuM le. tamA2A gharamAM daza jaNA jamanArA hoya to eka sAdhunI gocarI vahorI zakAya. sAdhune 42 doSa TALIne gocarI vahoravAnI hoya che. dA.ta. rasoI cAlu cUlA para hoya to na vahore. vahorAvanArano hAtha kaMpato hoya to na vahore. aMdhArAmAM paDeluM na vahore. sAdhunA praveza vakhate lAiTa karo athavA Ave pachI baMdha karo to paNa sAdhu gocarI na vahore. AvA AvA 42 doSa TALIne gocarI le. For Private And Personal Use Only

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hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM sAdhu : jaMgama tIrtha : Aje sAdhu padanI ArAdhanA karavAnI che ne? sAdhu eTale jaMgama tIrtha tIrtha be prakAranAM : jaMgama tIrtha ane sthAvara tIrtha. sthAvara tIrtha-eka sthAna para sthira hoya che. jema pAlitANA. tamAre tyAM yAtrA mATe javuM paDe! jaMgama tIrtha eTale haratuM pharatuM tIrtha sAdhu te jaMgama tIrtha. te tIrtha to tamArA ghera Ave! tIrthasvarUpa sAdhu bhagavaMtonI mana-vacana-kAyAthI ArAdhanA karI, AtmA para lAgelAM karmono kSaya karavAno che. sAdhu-padanI ArAdhanA sAdhu banavAnA saMkalpathI karajo. sAdhutAthI ja siddhi prApta thaI zake che. siddhi prApta karavI che ne? to sAdhutAmaya jIvana jIvyA vinA nahIM ja cAle. For Private And Personal Use Only

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A vyAkhyAna AThamuM ) samya darzana pada parama upakArI pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta zrI ratnazekharasUrijI mahArAja zrIpAla kathAmAM arihaMtAdi navapadanuM hRdayakamaLamAM dhyAna dharIne siddhacakrajIno mahimA batAve che. Ama to mahApuruSonA hRdayamAM siddhacakrajInuM dhyAna niraMtara cAlyA ja karatuM hoya che, paraMtu jyAre koI viziSTa prayojana Ave, ke koI mahAna paropakAranuM kArya hoya, tyAre viziSTa rIte siddhacakrajInuM dhyAna dharavAmAM Ave che. kAraNa zuM? dhyAnathI Atma-zakti jAgrata thAya che. zakti vinA paropakAranuM kArya saMpUrNa thatuM nathI. ApaNA potAnA hita-kalyANa mATe jeTalI zakti apekSita hoya che, tethI vadhu zakti paropakAranA kArya mATe apekSita hoya che. paropakAranuM kArya eka jiMdagI nahIM paNa aneka jiMdagI sudhI cAlu rahe, chatAM teno aMta nathI Avato. zrIpAlacaritranI racanA zA mATe? AcArya ratnazekharasUri mahArAjane mahAna kArya karavuM che! mahAna kArya saMpanna karavA mATe siddhacakrajInI ArAdhanA che. zrIpAla kathAnI racanA mAtra manoraMjana mATe AcAryane nathI karavI. temane janahRdayamAM siddhacakranI sthApanA karI, jIvonuM hita karavuM che! A nAnuM ke mAmUlI kArya nathI. moTuM kArya che. bIjI bAju kudaratano evo niyama che ke "ethasi vinAni' sArA kAmamAM hajAra vighna Ave! vipnavijaya karavA mATe parama tattvono sahAro levo joIe. siddhacakrajInI ArAdhanA vino ane Apattio dUra kare che; duHkha dUra kare che, mokSamArgamAM sahAyaka bane che. sukhathI bharapUra mokSa tarapha nirmaLa AtmAone laI jAya che. zuM A mATe siddhacakrajInuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che? ApaNI Atmazakti jAgRta karavA siddhacakrajInuM jema tema dhyAna dharavAnuM nathI, paraMtu hRdayakamaLamAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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94 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM dhyAna dharavAnuM che. teno artha e che ke bahAranI duniyAmAM bhaTakatA manane kheMcIne, bahAranI duniyAnA saMbaMdha toDIne, te saMbaMdha siddhacakrajI sAthe joDavAno che. navapadanuM dhyAna kevI rIte karavAnuM? je hRdayakamaLamAM ApaNe dhyAna dharavAnuM che. tyAM carmacakSu pahoMcatAM nathI, carmacakSu vaDe to bhItaramAM kAMI joI zakAtuM nathI, paNa manaHcakSu tyAM pahoMcI zake duniyAbharanA vicAro ane vikalpo jo manamAM cAlatA hoya to mana hRdayakamaLane na joI zake. hRdaya-kamaLane na jue to kamaLamAM rahelAM navapadane kevI rIte jue? navapada na dekhAya to mana sthira na thAya ane mana sthira na thAya to dhyAna na rahevAya. jyAM sudhI mana saMsAranI galIomAM bhaTakatuM hoya tyAM sudhI e hRdayakamaLane joI na zake. ane hRdayakamaLane na juo to siddhacakrajI para mana sthira kevI rIte thAya? mATe manane hRdaya tarapha vALo! hA! paNa e saraLa ane sahaja nathI! sAmAnya mAnavI mATe bAhya dharmakriyA karavI saraLa che. siddhacakrajInA gaTTAno abhiSeka karavo ke tenuM pUjana karavuM saraLa che, navapadanAM nAmo gaNavA-yAda rAkhavA paNa saraLa che.... navapadanI pUjA bhaNAvavI saraLa che, gIta gAvA saraLa che, paNa te navapadanA dhyAnamAM sthira banavuM sAmAnya mAnavI mATe saraLa nathI! chatAM azakya nathI! yogIne mATe dhyAna saraLa che : koI kAma asaMbhavita hotuM nathI. hA, te muzkela hoI zake. eTale vizeSa purUSArtha karavo paDe. jema saMsAramAM paisA kamAvavA mATe eka vyakti Teliphona para sadA kare che ane hajAro rUpiyA kamAI le che. nahi doDavAnuM, nahi mAMgavAnuM saraLatAthI kamANI thaI jAya che. bIjI vyakti che, daza rUpiyA roja kamAya che, paNa te mATe bAra bAra kalAka sakhata majUrI kare che, parasevo pADe che, te kamAya che kharo, paNa muzkelIthI! trIjo che bhikhArI. tene mATe kamAvavuM asaMbhavita che! eka vargane paisA saraLatAthI maLe che. bIjA vargane paisA mahenatathI maLe che. trIjA varga mATe paisA kamAvavA asaMbhavita che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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pa zrI navapada pravacana tema yogIpurUSo mATe siddhacakrajInuM dhyAna saraLa che! padmAsana lagAvIne besI gayA, AMkho baMdha karI dRSTi hRdaya-kamaLa para... navapada para mana sthira! yogIpurUSo saraLatAthI dhyAna karI zake che. zrAvaka aDadho yoga, aDadho bhogI! bIjo varga che zrAvakano. zrAvaka aDadhA yogI ane aDadhA bhogI! zrAvaka pUrNa yogI na hoya ane pUrNa bhogI na hoya! dA.ta. zrAvaka sAMbhaLe che jarU2, paNa niMdA nahi, bIbhatsa zabdo nahi, svaprazaMsA nahIM! Ama sAMbhaLavAnuM aDadhuM choDI de che. zrAvaka paraniMdA ane svaprazaMsA sAMbhaLe nahIM. zrAvaka reDiyo paranAM gIto sAMbhaLe nahIM. zrAvaka rUpa jue kharA paNa konuM? potAnI strInuM rUpa jue, parastrInuM nahIM, paramAtmAnuM rUpa jue, potAnuM nahi! barAbara ne? rUpa jue kharA, paraMtu jyAM teno adhikAra che tyAM! paudgalika-bhautika rUpa jovuM che, to te gharamAM jue! AdhyAtmika rUpa jovuM che to te paramAtmAnuM rUpa jue! kadApi parastrInuM ke potAnuM rUpa na jue. jene zarIranuM mahatva choDavuM che, teNe vAraMvAra potAnuM rUpa arIsAmAM na jovuM joIe. zarIranuM mamatva rAkhavuM che ke toDavuM che? to divasamAM vAraMvAra arIsAmAM tamAruM rUpa jovAnI Teva choDI do. zrAvakanI dhrANendriya viSayano upabhoga kare, paraMtu jeTaluM AvyuM teTaluM na suMghe! tevI rIte mAmUlI durgadhamAM nAkanuM TeravuM na caDhAve! zrAvakanI jIbha viSaya-bhoga kare paNa je abhakSya che, je anaMtakAya che, je apeya che, tenA svAda nahIM kare, tyAga karaze. jIbhanAM be kAma che : svAda anubhavavAnuM ane bolavAnuM. zrAvaka kadI kaTu zabda na bole; apazabda na bole, ahitakArI zabda na bole, zrAvaka sparzendriyanAM sukha bhogave, paraMtu svastrI sAthe ja. parastrIno tyAga karaze. svastrImAM tRpta raheze. paraMtu temAMya Asakta nahIM bane. viSaya-vAsanA ochI thAya, to brahmacarya pALuM, AvI bhAvanA rAkhe. Ama pAMceya iMdriyonAM viSayasukha tyAgavA tarapha tenI vRtti hoya. zrAvakanuM jIvana bhogI hoya, paNa saMpUrNa bhAgI nahIM. evI rIte zrAvaka saMpUrNa yogI paNa nahIM. sAMbhaLe te zrAvaka : zrAvaka" zabdano artha jANo cho? "zroti ti zrAva: sAMbhaLe te zrAvakI zuM sAMbhaLe? 1. jinavANIne sAMbhaLe, cothe guNasthAnake rahelA manuSyane jinavANI sAMbhaLavAnuM khUba game. For Private And Personal Use Only

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hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM 2. jinavANI sAMbhaLe ane AMzika rIte jIvanamAM utAre, te pAMcame guNasthAnake hoya. jinavANI sAMbhaLI jIva AnaMda anubhave, prasannatA pAme, tene samyaktano sparza thayo kahevAya. zrAvakane jinavANI sAMbhaLatAM eTalo AnaMda Ave ke kadAca koI AvI ene kahe ke "devalokanI apsarA AvI che, nRtya kare che, gAya che..to cAla, to te kaheze ke "A jinavANI sAMbhaLavAmAM mane je AnaMda Ave che, tenI AgaLa te apsarAnAM nRtya ane gIta kUcA che! jinavANInI sarakhAmaNImAM te nRtyagIta jhera che.' samyagadarzana : samakita kaho, samyakta kaho ke samyagdarzana kaha, samAna artha che. samyagu darzana eTale deva-guru-dharmanI zraddhA. paramAtmA arihaMta deva, guru nigraMtha ane dharma kevalaparamAtmAe batAvelo! A traNa tattvo paranI zraddhA te samyagadarzana. arihaMto maha devo, jAvajjIvaM susAhuNo guruNo / nikha-tritaM tatta, phaka samatta maNa deyaM ! arihaMta mArA deva, susAdhu mArA guru ane kevaLajJAnIe batAvelAM tattvomAro dharma_A che samyagadarzananI prathama bhUmikA. prazana : zraddhA-samyagdarzananI prathama bhUmikA zA mATe? uttara : saMsAramAM moTA bhAge evA jIvo hoya che, je jIvonI buddhino vizeSa vikAsa thayelo hoto nathI, jeo tattvanuM ciMtana karI zakatA nathI, UMDANamAM jeo jaI zakatA nathI, temane to phakta paramAtmA arihaMtanuM, susAdhuonuM ane kevaLI bhagavAnanA dharmanuM jJAna che! te jJAna paNa mAtra astitvanuM jJAna! emanuM svarUpa zuM che, tenI khabara nahIM! teo to eTaluM ja kahe ke : "paramAtmA arihaMta amArA deva. susAdhu amArA gurU ane kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMte batAvelAM tattvo-amAro dharma! A traNa para amArI zraddhA pUrI che. ' A che prathama bhUmikAnuM samyagdarzana. moTA bhAge loko AvI zraddhA karI zake. teo A traNa tattvonuM svarUpa jANatA hoto nathI, jANI paNa zakatA nathI. hA, AnuM mahattva ochuM nathI. Avo acaLa zraddhAbhAve AtmAnuM utthAna karavAvALo che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 97 Avo zraddhAbhAva koI manuSyane janmathI hoya to koI manuSyane prayatna sAdhya hoya. samyagudarzana nisargathI ane abhigamathI ? 1. pUrvajanmomAM zraddhAbhAva keLavyo hoya to ahIM zraddhAvAna mAtAne peTe janmyA hoya eTale samyagdarzana janmathI hoya. paramAtmA para, susAdhu para ane dharma para svAbhAvika ja zraddhA thAya. te mATe koI prayatna na karavo paDe. 2. koIne A zraddhAbhAva janmathI na hoya, paraMtu sadUguruno saMparka thAya, paricaya thAya, zraddhAvAna sAdharmikono paricaya thAya; temanA paricayathI samyagudarzana prApta thAya. 3. janmathI nahIM, sarUnA paricayathI nahIM, paNa keTalIka vakhata jAtismaraNajJAnathI zraddhAbhAva janme. koI vakhata pUrvabhava yAda AvI jAya che. pUrvabhavamAM ArAdhelA paramAtmAnI, sugurUnI, dharmanI smRti thAya che. jema samrATa saMpratine Arya suhasti mahArAjanA darzanathI pUrvajanma yAda Avelo! pUrva bhavamAM bhikhArI hato.... mAtra khAvA mATe sAdhu banelo.. paNa, deva-guru-dharma para prIti thaI gayelI. marIne te samrATa azokanA putra kuNAlane tyAM janmyo hato. Arya suhasti mahArAjane jotAM ene potAnA pUrvajanma yAda AvI gayo hato ane samyagdarzana pragayuM hatuM. evI rIte AdrakumArane abhayakumAre paramAtmA jinezvaranI mUrti mokalI hatI. tenA darzanathI AdrakumArane samyagudarzana pragaTyuM hatuM. A samyaggadarzana pAMca prakAranuM hoya che, traNa prakAranuM hoya che ane bIjA paNa enA prakAro che. 1. jinokta tatvomAM abhiruci-e samyakatvano prathama prakAra che. samyagadarzananA cha prakAra : 2. bIjI rIte samyaktvanA 6 prakAro paNa batAvavAmAM AvyA che. [1] dravya samyakta : paramArthane na jANato hoya, paraMtu jinavacanamAM abhiruci hoya. [2] bhAva samyaktaH paramArthane jANato, hoya ane jinavacana para zraddhAbhAva dhAraNa kare. | [3] nizcaya samyakta : ratnatrayI (jJAna-darzana cAritra) maya AtmAno zubha pariNAma. For Private And Personal Use Only

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98 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM [4] vyavahAra samyavaH samyagudarzananA bAhya AcArone pALe ane zraddhAbhAva dhAraNa kare. [pI nisarga samyakta : svAbhAvika rIte ja jinokta tattvomAM abhirUci hoya. [7] upadezajanya sabhyatva : sugurU Adino upadeza sAMbhaLIne jinavacanamAM rUci pragaTe. samyaktanA traNa prakAra : 3. trIjI rIte samyaktanA traNa prakAra che : (a) lAyopathamika sammasva. (ba) pathamika samyakta. (ka) kSAyika samyakta. A traNeya samyakvane samajavA mATe eka udAharaNa ApuM chuM. (a) eka mANasane tarasa lAgI che, ene pANI pIvuM che. enI pAse pANI che, paraMtu kacarAvALuM che. teNe e pANIne bIjA glAsamAM gALI nAkhyuM. garaNAmAM je kacaro rahyo, te to eNe pheMkI dIdho, paNa gALelA pANImAM paNa sUkSma kacaro rahI gayo hato. teNe pANInA glAsane sthira mUkI rAkhyo, kacaro pANInI nIce besI gayo! A thayo kacarAno kSaya+upazamanakSayopazama. garaNAmAM je rahI gayI te kSaya ane pANI nIce besI gayo te upazamAM Aja rIte mithyAtvamohanIya karmano kSayopazama thAya che. mithyAtvamohanIyakarmano keTaloka kSaya (nAza) thaI jAya ane keTaluMka karma zamI jAya tene lAyopathamika samyakta kahevAya. (ba) koI mANasa kacarAvALA pANIne gALI zakato nathI. gALavA mATe garaNuM ja nathI! e to pANInA glAsane sthira mUkI rAkhe che. kacaro pANInI nIce TharI jAya che! A thayo kacarAno upazama! ema mithyAtvamohanIyano upazama jIva kare, to upazama samakita kahevAya. paNa jema glAsa hale eTale kacaro upara Ave ane pANI kacarAvALuM thaI jAya, tema AtmA paNa caMcaLa bane, mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya, pramAda ane azubha yoga AdithI asthira bane eTale mithyAtva mohanIyano kacaro upara AvI jAya! samakita cAlyuM jAya! For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 99 (ka) trIjo mANasa to kacarAvALA pANIne evI rIte gALIne, ukALIne sApha kare che ke emAM jarAya kacaro rahe nahIM. "DisTIlDa voTara' hoya che ne?. DaoNkTara ijekzana ApavAmAM A pANIno upayoga kare che! tevI rIte AtmA mithyAtvamohanIyano sarvathA kSaya karI nAMkhe jarAya lezamAtra paNa mithyAtva na rahe.. tene kSAyika samyakta kahe che. sAsvAdana" ane "vedaka' : (4) cothA prakAranuM samyakta che sAsvAdana. A ati alpakALanuM samyakta che. agiyAramA guNasthAnakethI paDIne nIce Ave... bIjA guNasthAnake thoDI kSaNa rokAya. tyAM samyaktano sAmAnya svAda anubhave! jema goLa khAdhA pachI UlaTI thAya.... to UlaTI pachI thoDI kSaNa goLano svAda anubhavAya ne? tevI rIte samyaktano kSaNika svAda mAtra anubhave. (5) pAMcamA prakAranuM samyakta che vedaka sabhya. te to mAtra eka samayanuM ja hoya che! mithyAtvamohanIya ane mizra mohanIya karmano kSaya karyA pachI, samparva mohanIyanA puMjano kSaya kare, tenA aMtima samaye zuddha paramANunuM vedana kare, te vedaka samyakta! A badho viSaya adhyayanano che. atyAre ja tamane badhuM nahIM samajAya. bhaNyA nathI ne? tAttvika adhyayana karavuM joIe. A pAMceya prakAranAM sabhyatva saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karato jIva keTalIka vAra prApta kare che, te paNa samajavuM joIe. sAsvAdana" ane "upazama" samyakta pAMca vAra prApta karI zake. "vedaka' ane "kSAyika samyakta eka-eka vAra ja prApta kare. jyAre "kSayopathamika' samyattva jIva asaMkhya vAra prApta karI zake che. kAraka rocaka : dIpaka bIjI rIte paNa sabhyattvanA traNa prakAro zAstromAM batAvavAmAM AvyA che, (1) kAraka samyaktaH A samyaktavALo jIva ema mAne ke je jina-kathita tattva che; te te pramANe ja che. (2) rocaka sabhyatva: jinadharmamAM mAtra abhirUci hoya. (3) dIpaka sabhyatve : "dIvA nIce aMdhAruM' A uktine caritArtha kare! For Private And Personal Use Only

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100 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM svayaM mithyASTi hoya, paraMtu dharma upadeza dvArA bIjA jIvone dharmano bodha pamADe! "abhavI' ane "durbhavI' AtmAone A samyakta hoya. prazna : samyagudarzana ApaNane prApta thayuM che, te ApaNe kevI rIte jANI zakIe? svayaM nirNaya kevI rIte thAya? uttara: tame mane pUcho ke "mArAmAM samyagadarzana che ke nahIM? huM na kahI zakuM. hA, viziSTa zrutajJAnI, avadhijJAnI vagere kahI zake. samyagdarzanano nirNaya karavA mATe zAstromAM pAMca lakSaNo batAvyAM che. A pAMca lakSaNonA AdhAre tame svayaM nirNaya karI zako ke "mArAmAM samyagu darzana che ke nahIM?' samakitanAM pAMca lakSaNo : (1) sarva prathama-AstikatA : AstikatA eTale zraddhA. deva-gurU-dharma para zraddhAno bhAva. arihaMta paramAtmA, nigraMtha gurU, tathA kevaLIbhASita dharma para zraddhA. ema thavuM joIe ke "jo mAre mokSamArganI ArAdhanA karavI che to A traNeyanA sahAre ja karI zakuM!' deva-gurU-dharmanuM zaraNa akSaya pada Ape che, te sivAya koI akSaya pada ApI zake nahIM. je maMgalakArI che, je uttama che, je zreSTha che, tenuM ja zaraNuM ho! cattAri maMgalaM rihaMtA maMHi, siddhA, maMta sAhU maMgalaM, kevalipannatto dhammo maMgalaM / / vattari nomuttama arihaMtA loguttamA, siddhA loguttmaa| sAhU loguttamA, kevalipannatto dhammo loguttamA / / cattAri saraNaM pvjjaami| arihaMte saraNaM pavajjAmi / siddhe saraNaM pvjjaami| sAhU saraNaM pvjjaami| kevalipannattaM dhamma saraNaM pavajjAmi / A kramamAM rahasya raheluM che. jANo cho? pahelo nirNaya ke arihaMta, siddha, sAdhu ane dharma ja maMgalakArI che. kalyANakArI che! For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 101 maMgalakArI, uttama ane zaraNabhUta? je maMgalakArI hoya te ja uttama hoya. traNeya lokamAM arihaMtAdi uttama che. evA maMgalakArI, kalyANakArI ane hitakArI uttama arihaMtAdinuM huM zaraNa svIkAruM chuM. je uttama hoya te ja zaraNya bane! ApaNe arihaMta vagere cAra tattvone maMgalakArI samajIe. A samajIne temane samagra jagatamAM zreSTha-uttama mAnIe, te mAnyA pachI ApaNe temanA zaraNe jaIe. ApaNo manuSyasvabhAva evo che ke jene maMgalakArI mAne tene zreSTha mAne. koIne paugalika ke bhautika svArtha hoya che, to koIne AdhyAtmika svArtha hoya che! svArtha jyAM sadhAya tyAM jAya; tevI preraNA thAya ke "huM AmanA zaraNe jAuM," pachI tene tyAM jatAM koI baMdhana rokI zake nahIM. zraddhAnuM-AstikatAnuM A svarUpa che. jenA pratye tamane zraddhA haze, tame tene zreSTha samajavAnA ane temanA zaraNamAM tamArI jAtane surakSita mAnavAnA. jevA temanA zaraNamAM gayA ke AtmAmAM eka viziSTa prakriyA zarU thavAnI. te prakriyA che vairAgyanI. A prakriyAthI saMsAranA jaDa padArtho, bhautika sukha, ane pAMceya iMdriyonA viSayo tarapha mana vairAgyamaya thaze. jema jema zaraNAgatino bhAva vadhato jaze tema tema saMsAra tarapha vairAgya vadhu ne vadhu dRDha thato jaze. saMsAra tarapha vairAgya thaze, to ja mokSasukhanI abhilASA jAgrata thaze! eka sukha pasaMda na Ave, to bIjuM sukha pasaMda paDe! eka kApaDa pasaMda nA Ave, to bIjuM kApaDa pasaMda Ave! eka makAna na game, to bIjuM makAna game! bhale makAna maLe ke na maLe paNa game jarUrI tema saMsAra na game to mokSa game! saMsAra asAra che. e vAta samajo to mokSa sarasa che, sArabhUta che, ema lAge. kSaNika sukha pratye vairAgya Ave to zAzvata sukha pratye rAga jAge. saMsArasukhomAM anAsakta banI jAo to mokSa sukhamAM Asakti jAgaze. AtmAmAM samyagU darzana pragaTe eTale jema zraddhA, vairAgya ane saMvega pragaTe, tema anukaMpAno bhAva paNa pragaTe ane vRddhi pAme. anukaMpAnuM bIjuM nAma che dayA, jyAre saMsAranAM sukhonI icchA ja na rahe, pachI AtmAmAM kUratA rahe ja kyAMthI? saMsAranAM sukhonI abhilASAmAMthI krUratA janme che. gharamAM dara hoya to saMbhava che ke sApa nIkaLe! dara ja na hoya to sApa nIkaLe kyAMthI? te pramANe saMsAranAM sukhonI icchA-kAmanA te dara che, krUratA e sApa che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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102 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM mAno ke mane paisAno rAga che, huM tamArI pAse paisA mAguM chuM. paisA eTale saMsAranAM sukhonuM sAdhana. mAro svArtha che. huM mAnuM chuM, chatAM tame nathI ApatA, mAgavAno mAro adhikAra che, temAMthI janme che krUratA! koNika zA mATe zreNika pratye krUra banyo? kokine rAjyano lobha hato, svArtha hato, zreNika rAjya ApatA nathI; AthI koNikanA hRdayamAM krUratA pragaTI! zreNikane jelamAM nAkhyA. eTaluM ja nahi. jelamAM zuM karyuM? zreNikane koraDAno mAra paDato hato ne? zreNika bhagavAna mahAvIranA ananya-parama bhakta hatA. bhagavAnane potAnA hRdayamAM besADyA hatA. bhagavAnanA zAsanane besADyuM hatuM, tene AvuM asahya duHkha zAthI AvyuM? jo zreNika samajI gayA hota ane rAjya koNikane soMpI dIdhuM hota to A paristhiti na sarjAI hota. paraMtu rAjya sukhanA rAge rAjya choDavA na dIdhuM koNikanA hRdayamAM krUratA AvI. jyAM saMsAranAM sukhono tIvra rAga, tyAM krUratA Ave ja. samakita dRSTivALo AtmA saMsAranA svarUpane samajato hoya che. te mAnato hoya che ke A mArAM ja karmonuM phaLa che. tethI zreNika duHkha samatAthI sahana karI zakyA. temaNe vicAryuM ke "meM rAjagAdI na choDI, putrane te na ApI, rAjyanA rAge putramAM krUratA pedA karI! meM je karyuM, tenI sajA mAre bhogavavI ja joIe." potAnA praznonuM samAdhAna pote karI lIdhuM! zreNikane koNika pratye krUratA na AvI. dayAno bhAva banyo rahyo. anukaMpA eTale du:khI jIvo pratye dayA. bIjAnuM duHkha joIne AtmA kaMpI UThe, anukaMpAthI bharelA AtmAmAM samatAbhAva pragaTe che. pAMcamuM lakSaNa prazamanuM che. "zreNike bhagavAna mahAvIra pAsethI sAcI samaja - samyagujJAna meLavyuM hatuM : aparAdhI pratye paNa karuNA rAkho. tIrthakara paNa saMsAranI gatine na rokI zakyA, to pachI huM koNa mAtra? 1 am nothing! mAruM zuM vyaktitva che? huM kAMI nathI." aparAdhI jIvo pratye paNa roSa nahIM, krodha nahIM, aNagamo nahIM! upazamabhAva-prazamabhAva samakitadRSTi AtmAnuM lakSaNa che. eka kavie kahyuM che : upazama ANo, upazama ANo upazama rasamAM nANo re, viNa upazama jinadharma na sohe, jima jaga naravara kANo re." For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra zrI navapada pravacana upazama : jinazAsanano sAra : 103 AtmAmAM upazamabhAva pragaTa karo. upazamarasamAM sarvAMgINa snAna karo! upazamabhAva vinA jainadharma zobhato nathI. jagatamAM rAjA kANo hoya to zobhe? tema jaina upazama vinAno zobhe kharo? zama-upazama-prazama samAna zabdo che. paramAtmA jinezvara devanA zAsanamAM, A 'prazamabhAva'thI aneka AtmAoe 'kevaLajJAna' meLavyAnAM dRSTAMto noMdhAyelAM che! samyagdarzana guNa AtmAmAM pragaTyo che ke kema, eno nirNaya A pAMca lakSaNonA AdhAre karI zakAya. Astikaya, vairAgya, saMvega, anukaMpA ane prazamabhAva, A pAMca tattvo AMtarika che. te AtmAnA bhAva che, jenI cokasAI jIva pote karI zake athavA viziSTa jJAnI puruSa karI zake. tamAre aMge huM kAMI kahIM nahIM zakuM. mArAmAM avadhijJAna nathI! eka bhikhArI bIjA bhikhArIne zuM nyAla karI zake? ApaNI pAse koI viziSTa jJAnano vaibhava nathI! zrutasAgarane joyo che? zrutasAgaranuM eka biMdu paNa ApaNI pAse che kharuM? eTaluM matijJAna paNa nathI ke mahApurUSoe lakhelA graMtha sArI rIte samajI zakIe. kayAM cauda pUrvanuM jJAna! eka pUrva to nahIM, tenA asaMkhyAtamA bhAga jeTaluM paNa jJAna nathI! 45 AgamonuM jJAna nathI! sUtro yAda nathI, arthanI khabara nathI, pachI anuprekSA to hoya ja kyAMthI? gujarAtImAM kahevata che ke 'sUMThane gAMgaDe gAMdhI!' pAse sUMThano kakaDo mAtra hoya ane mAne potAne moTo vepArI! AvI amArI sthiti che! koI viziSTa jJAna nathI! mAtra ApaNuM AtmanirIkSaNa karatA rahIe to paNa jiMdagI saphaLa thaI jAya! tamArAmAM samyagdarzana che ke kema, teno nirNaya karavA mATe tharmomITa2 jJAnIpurUSoe ApeluM che. hA, tharmomITara jotAM AvaDavuM joIe! e na AvaDatuM hoya to amane batAvI zako! joI ApIzuM! For Private And Personal Use Only samyagdRSTi AtmAne paNa narakamAM kyAreka javuM paDe! te tyAM paNa te AtmA upazamabhAvano anubhava kare! te jANe ke 'meM bAMdhelA karmonuM phaLa mAre bhogavavuM ja rahyuM!'

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104 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM kArya-kAraNabhAvanuM jJAna : je kAryakA2Na-bhAva samaje che, tenuM duHkha aDadhuM ochuM thaI jAya che. duHkhanuM kAraNa jANo cho? duHkha zAthI Ave? pApathI ja duHkha Ave. A kAryakAraNabhAvanuM jJAna che ne? to jyAre duHkha Ave tyAre ema ja vicAro ne ke 'mArA pAponuM A phaLa che, mATe mAre bhogavavAnuM. samatA bhAvathI!' samyagdarzananA prakAzamAM A jJAna thaI jAya ke 'A mArAM bAMdhelA karmothI ja huM duHkhI chuM' to tamane vadhu duHkha nahIM lAge, zAMtithI duHkho sahana karI zakazo. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir azAtA vedanIya karmano udaya thAya eTale zArIrika duHkha Ave ja. samatAthI te bhogavI levAnuM! arhannaka zrAvaka : bhagavAna mallinAthanA samayamAM eka zrAvaka hatA. parama zraddhALu ane nirmala samyagdarzanavALA! emanuM nAma arhannaka. arhannaka zrAvakanA hRdayamAM deva-guru-dharma pratye apAra-akhUTa zraddhAbhAva hato! A zraddhAbhAva nava tattvanI sAcI samajamAMthI pragaTelo hato. kAM nava tattvo? tamane khabara che? tamArAM nava tattvo judAM che ne? batAvuM? paheluM tattva paiso! bIjuM tattva baMgalo! trIjuM tattva patnI! have AgaLa game te gaNAvo! A tattvo pAchaLa pAgala ja ne? nava tattvonAM nAma yAda nathI? ATalA divasa sudhI nava tattvano paTa nIce rAkhyo hato ne? dararoja ekavAra paNa vAMcatA hota to paNa navatattvo yAda rahI gayAM hota! have sAMbhaLI lo te nava tattvonAM nAma che : (1) jIva, (2) ajIva, (3) puSpa, (4) pApa, (5) Azrava, (6) saMvara, (7) baMdha, (8) nirjarA, ane (9) mokSa. A nava tattvonuM jJAna jene thAya tenuM samyagdarzana evuM nirmaLa sudRDha ane ucca koTinuM hoya ke uparanA devalokanA deva paNa tene zraddhAthI bhraSTa na karI zake. AvuM samyagdarzana A zrAvakamAM hatuM. eka vakhata A zrAvakanA samyagdarzananI prazaMsA devalokamAM indre karI! A sAMbhaLI eka mithyAtvI devane thayuM ke 'eka manuSyamAM ATalI zraddhA? ane devonI samakSa eka manuSyanI ATalI prazaMsA? indra paNa kevA che ke basa, prazaMsA karavA beThA eTale prazaMsA ja karyA kare! paraMtu devo sAme manuSyanI prazaMsA?' For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 105 A eTalA mATe tamane kahevAya che ke devalokanA deva manuSyane kevI rIte jue che! te tame samajo. devonI dRSTimAM manuSyo gaMdakImAM rakhaDatAM bhUMDa jevA lAge! manuSyalokanI gaMdakI eTalI UMcI UMDe che ke devalokanA deva ahIM AvavA rAjI nahIM. mithyAdRSTi deva zrAvaka ahaMnnakanI prazaMsA sahana karI zakyo nahIM, te to Avyo nIce. ahaMnnaka zrAvaka te vakhate vepAra arthe vahANo laIne samudra mArge musApharImAM hatA. pelo deva annaka zrAvakanA vahANamAM Avyo. te vakhate ahaMnnaka paramAtmAnI pUjAmAM lIna hatA. pahelAMnA jamAnAmAM lAMbI musApharIe zrAvaka jatA tyAre sAthe paramAtmAnI mUrti laI jatA! ahaMnnaka pUjA kare che. deve kahyuM : "are, A tuM zuM kare che? ArAdhanA karavI hoya to mArI kara. zA mATe A vItarAganI ArAdhanA? te karavAthI tane zuM maLavAnuM che?" ahaMnnake kahyuM : "tuM mane zuM deze?" deve kahyuM : "tuM icchIza te dhana, saMpatti vagere ApIza! annaka : huM icchuM te tuM nahIM daI zake! kahe, ApI zakIza? mAre mokSanirvANa joIe che, te tuM ApI zakaze? saMpattinI mane abhilASA nathI.... mArI pAse je dhana-saMpatti che, te paNa choDavAnI icchA rAkhuM chuM!' samajAya che ahaMnnakanI vAta? samyagdaSTi AtmA "heya nA tyAganI bhAvanAmAM ra! heyane choDavAnI icchA kAmanA kare! vAta samajAI gaI? to nirNaya tamAro thaI gayo ne? samyagdaSTi AtmA "saMsArane kyAre choDuM?' evuM vicAre ne? deve kahyuM : "ATaluM suMdara zarIra che, yuvAna vaya che, dhana che, te zA mATe choDavA mAge che? are, joIe to vadhu ApuM. devalokanuM sukha Apu. choDI de pUjA pATha, pheMkI de vItarAganI mUrti dariyAmAM." deve zeThane lalacAvavA khUba prayatna karyA; paraMtu annaka zrAvaka DagyA nahIM. deve jANayuM haze ke "vepArI che, dhananI lAlacathI DagI jaze! paraMtu annaka lAlaca AgaLa jhUkatA nathI! deve lalacAvavAnuM choDI dIdhuM ane DarAvavAnuM zarU karyuM teNe kahyuM : "mArI vAta mAne che ke nahIM? mAnIza to khyAla karI daIza, nahIM mAne to barabAda karI nAkhIza." annake paNa daDhatAthI kahI dIdhuM : "tArI vAta huM nahIM mAnI zakuM. devaguru-dharmane nahIM choDuM." For Private And Personal Use Only

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106 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM deva chaMcheDAyo. 'A tArI jIda che! khabara che tane tenuM zuM pariNAma Avaze? tArUM vahANa tUTI jaze, DUbI jaze, tuM DUbI jaIza. tArUM kuTuMba DUbI jaze..... koI kinAre pahoMcI zakazo nahIM, tuM khatama, tArUM kuTuMba khatama!' arhannake kahyuM : 'asAra mATe sArano tyAga nahIM karI zakuM!' deva bagaDyo! 'tuM konI sAme jIda kare che te khabara che?' arhazake spaSTa vAta kahI dIdhI : 'tuM mArUM kAMI bagADI zakato nathI! huM manuSya lokano chuM, tuM devalokano che. jo mArA puNyano udaya haze, to tuM mAro vALa paNa vAMko karI zake nahIM ane jo mArA pApano udaya haze, to tuM mane sukhI karI devAne zaktimAna nathI!' arhatrakanI A siMhagarjanA che! samyagdaSTi AtmAnI vANI siMhagarjanA hoya! te ceM ceM, cIM cIM' karanAra cakalAM na hoya! samaja paDI? siMha cho ne? vAru, arhannakanA sthAne tame ho to? lAlaca ke bhayanI sAme aDaga rahI zako ne? deva kahe : 'choDI de devagurune, ane pakaDI le mArA paga! nyAla karI dauM! putra dauM, dhana dauM, baMgalo ApuM.' AvuM kahenAra koI deva prasanna thAya to tame tenI zarata pALo ke nahIM? te kahe : 'maMdira javAnuM baMdha karI de, sAdhu pAse javAnuM baMdha karI de, dharma karavAnuM baMdha karI de!' saMsAranAM sukho mATe vItarAga paramAtmA, nigrantha sAdhu puruSo ane kevaLI bhagavaMtono dharma choDavo paDe to choDI done? kyAM che samyagdarzana? saMsAranAM sukho mATe deva-guru-dharma choDI mithyAdRSTi devo pAchaLa bhaTakanArAM A duniyAmAM kyAM ochAM che? evAM koI bAvA jogI maLI jAya ane kahe : 'zuM navakAramaMtranI mALA pherave che? bherujInI mALA pherava, dIkaro maLaze.... ane dIkaro maLI jAya.... to jiMdagIbhara konI mALA pheravo? hRdayamAM zuM bharyuM che? saMsAranAM sukhonI ja eka mAtra kAmanAne? putra-sukha, dhana-sukha ane zarIra-sukhanI kAmanAo laIne tIrthomAM paNa jAo cho ne? hA, jinamaMdiromAM jinezvaranI upAsanA to korANe rahI jAya! jinezvara paramAtmAne eka bAju rAkhI saMsAranAM sukha ApanArAM deva-devIonI upAsanA karanArAonI bhIDa jAme che. jinezvaranI AMgI mATe savA rUpiyo ane ghaMTAkarNa devanI AMgI mATe savAso rUpiyA! e devanI sAme eka paga para UbhA rahI mALA pherave! samakitaSTi jIvanAM AvAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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107 zrI navapada pravacana lakSaNo na hoya! paudgalika sukhonI kAmanAthI e mithyAdevone na bhaje. puNyapApanA siddhAMta para zraddhA dharAvanAra AtmAnuM teja apUrva hoya. arhatraka zrAvake devane sAva sApha saMbhaLAvI dIdhuM ne? deve kahyuM : 'bhale, to huM joI laIza, vahANane UMcuM karI ane nIce paTakIza.... AMdhI lAvIza, pachI tuM joje !' arhatrake kahyuM : 'Apa deva cho, dhAro te karI zako cho. paraMtu mAre to arihaMtanuM ja zaraNa che ane zaraNa raheze.' teNe cAra zaraNo aMgIkAra karI lIdhAM. arihaMte saraNaM pavajjAmi siddhe saraNaM pavajjAmi sArUM saraNe pavajjAmi kevalIpatranaM dhamma saraNe pavajjAmi Ama cAra zo aMgIkAra karI lIdhAM ane sAgArI anazana svIkArI lIdhuM; 'appAnuM vosirAmi|' karI kAryotsarga-dhyAna lagAvI lIdhuM. deve jahAjane sAta tADa jeTaluM UMcuM UchALyuM! tyAMthI nIce paTakyuM; pAchuM UchALyuM.... pAchuM paTakyuM.... paraMtu arhakanuM eka rUMvADuMya pharakatuM nathI. te deva vibhaMgajJAnathI jue che ke 'zrAvakanA bhAva kAMI badalAyA che ke nahIM?' tamane manamAM zuM thAya che? 'AvI jIda na rAkhavI joIe. saMsAramAM jIda rAkhe kema cAle? dharmanI bAbatamAM to chUTachATa cAle.' ema ne? baTATAvaDA bahu TesTaphula che.... koI maphata khavaDAve che ne bahu Agraha kare che to jIda na rAkho ne? AvA Dhacupacu dimAgavALA ane kamajora hRdayavALA mANasomAM samyagdarzana kyAMthI Take? deva kyAMthI Ave? pAkA samyagdarzanavALA bano, deva to kasoTI karavA Ave! deve joyuM ke 'A zrAvaka DhIlo thAya tema nathI.... zraddhAthI vicalita thAya ema nathI.' te ardhajJakanA caraNe jhUkI gayo ane cAlyo gayo. samyagdarzana : mokSanuM bIja : samyagdarzana mokSanuM bIja che. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke 'koI AtmA cAritrathI paDe, to te pharIthI cAritra dharma prApta karI zake che, paNa jo samyagdarzanathI bhraSTa thAya to tene anaMtakALa saMsAramAM bhaTakavuM paDe che.' For Private And Personal Use Only

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108 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM mATe paheluM kAma zraddhA nirmaLa karavAnuM, avicaLa banAvavAnuM karavAnuM che. mokSano AdhAra samyagdarzana che. jJAna ane cAritra uttama hoya, paraMtu samyagdarzana na hoya to nirvANa na maLe, samyagdarzana vinAnAM jJAna ane cAritra to abhavI jIvane paNa hoya! abhavI eTale kyAreya mokSamAM na janArA. AvA abhAvI jIvanuM jJAna sADA nava pUrvanuM hoI zake ane cAritra evuM pALe ke mAkhInI pAMkha paNa na dubhAya! eTaluM nirmaLa, eTaluM svaccha pALe! nirmaLa cAritra pALIne, marIne devalokamAM paNa jAya. tyAM asaMkhya varSa sudhI sukha bhogave! e cAritra eTalA mATe pALe ke cAritranA pAlanathI devalokanAM divyasukha maLe! paNa mokSa na maLe! "eka jiMdagI saMyamanuM thoDuM kaSTa sahana karIe to hajAro varSanuM devalokanuM sukha maLe!" cAritranuM lakSa saMsAranAM sukha! mokSa nahIM! samyagdarzana vinA mokSa maLe nahIM. koI zeTha kahe : "varSamAM eka mahino nokarI karavAnI. paNa 18 kalAka kAma karavAnuM. vacamAM jamavA mATe thoDo samaya maLaze, mAmUlI ArAma levAno, rajA nahIM. kAma eka mahinAnuM, pagAra bAra mAsano ApavAno! 11 mahinA dukAna para AvavAnuM nahIM bolo, kevI sarasa sarvisa kahevAya? kone karavI che? hAtha UMcA karo! sabhAH eka mahinAnI to takalIpha kharIne? mahArAjazrI : takalIpha? eka mahinAnI takalIpha sAme juo cho, 11 mahinAnA ArAma tarapha to juo! AvI sarvisa ahIM tamArA nagaramAM ApanAra koI nahIM maLe! A ophara sArI nathI? "hA ke nA" te to kaho. 11 mAsa ArAma, 1 mAsa nokarI! ame AvI nokarI ApavA taiyAra chIe! sAdhu jIvanamAM zuM kaSTa che? zuM sAdhu duHkhI che ane tame sukhI cho ema mAno cho? saMsArathI mukta thavuM che? sabhA duHkhI ame, Apa to sukhI! mahArAjazrI : "to duHkhI ja rahevuM che? sukhI nathI thavuM? jhagaDo thayo hoya to jAo cho ne vakIlanI pAse? plAna karavo hoya to zodho cho ne ArkiTekane? khADo khodavo che, to bolAvo cho ne majUra ne? lAiTaphiTiMga karavuM che, to bolAvo cho ne vAyaramenane? tame saMsArathI UkhaDI na zakatA ho to bolAvone amane? Apo AmaMtraNa! ukhADI daIzuM! UkhaDavuM che A saMsAramAMthI ke coMTI rahevuM che? For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 109 'tame kaho ke saMsAramAMthI amane UkheDI nAkho!' jo nathI kahetA to eno artha e thayo ke tamAre saMsAramAMthI nIkaLavuM nathI, saMsAramAM rahevuM che! jene potAnA gharamAM lAiTaphiTiMga karAvavAnuM ja na hoya tyAM vAyaramena jaIne Ubho 2he to? tame zuM karo? kADhI mUko ne? tamAre TrITamenTa nathI karAvavI ane DaoNkTara TrITamenTa karavA tamAre tyAM Ave to? tame zuM kahezo? 'DaoNkTara sAheba, magaja ThekANe che ke nahIM?' ema tamane pUchyA vagara ame AvI jaIe to tame zuM kaho? 'sAheba, gocarI levI hoya to lo bIjI vAta na karo!' barAbara ne? mokSamArganI ArAdhanA mATe samyagdarzana sarva prathama jarUrI che.... samyagdarzana prApta thayA pachI jIvane saMsAramAM ardha pugala parAvarta kALathI vadhu kALa nahIM bhaTakavAnuM. bodhibIja vAvI do : samyagdarzana prApta thAya eTale jIvanavyavahAra badalAI jAya. tamAro jIvanavyavahAra vizuddha bane; nirmaLa bane; jinAjJAne sApekSa jIvana bane. aSTadaLa kamaLamAM arihaMta, siddha, AcArya upAdhyAya, sAdhunuM dhyAna dharyA pachI siddhapada ane AcAryapada vacce samyagdarzana-padanI sthApanA karavI ane enuM dhyAna karavAnuM. samyagdarzana guNa che. guNanuM dhyAna guNI vinA na thaI zake; mATe samyagdarzana guNavALA uttama AtmAonuM dhyAna karavAnuM. zreNika, arhannaka, sulasA, kRSNa mahArAjA.... vagere mahApurUSonuM dhyAna karavAnuM. vItarAga sarvajJa paramAtmAnI AjJA mujaba jIvana jIvatAM sAdhu-purUSo upara ane kevaLajJAnIe batAvelA dharma para zraddhAvAna banI AtmabhUmimAM bodhi-bIja vAvI do, e ja zubhabhAvanA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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ja vyAkhyAna navamuM ) samyagUjJAna-pada parama upakArI pUjya AcArya bhagavAna zrI ratnazekharasUrijI mahArAjA, zrIpAlakathAnA prAraMbhamAM arihaMtAdi, nava padonuM hRdaya-kamaLamAM dhyAna dharIne siddhacakrajIno mahimA batAve che. karmacakra ane siddhacakra : siddhacakra eka evuM adbhuta cakra che, ke je cakra dvArA manuSya potAnA karmacakranuM bhedana karI zake che. karmacakranA ArA ATha hoya che. siddhacakranA ArA nava hoya che! karmacakra ATha karmanuM che, siddhacakra nava padanuM che. anaMta anaMta kALathI karmacakra ApaNA AtmA para pharatuM rahyuM che, pharatA rahelA karmacake ApaNane barabAda karyA che, ApaNA bhAva-prANano nAza karyo che, have te karmacakrano nAza karavo che? to eka ja upAya che, ane te siddhacakra! koI apUrva, adUbhuta ane game teTaluM sAruM cakra hoya, paNa tene pheravatAM na AvaDe, nizAna letAM na AvaDe, to cakra kAMI kAma karI na zake, mAtra zastra sArUM hoya teTalAthI zatru na jItAya, zastrane calAvatAM paNa AvaDavuM joIe. karmacakrane naSTa karo: siddhacakrane ghUmAvatAM AvaDavuM joIe. barobara ghumAvIne, nizAna laIne pheMkavAmAM Ave to te karmacakranA cUrecUrA karI nAkhe! siddhacakrane ghumAvavuM eTale siddhacakranuM hRdayakamaLamAM dhyAna dharavuM! siddhacakranuM dhyAna dharatAM AvaDI javuM joIe! dhyAna karatAM zIkhI jAo. karmacakranA cUrA thaI jaze. koI kaho "are re! huM zuM karuM? mArA para karmono bhAra ghaNo che!' A pokAra che nirbaLa AtmAno. jenI pAse siddhacakra na hoya te manuSya karmacakrathI bhayabhIta banIne raDavA besI jAya. DAkae gherI lIdhA che, samajAvaTa cAle tema nathI, to zuM karo? paNa jo hAthamAM zastra hoya, rAyaphala hoya, ane hRdayamAM zaurya, vIratA hoya to tame zuM karo? eka DAku nahIM pAMca-daza hoya to paNa pahoMcI vaLe ne? zatranA saMhAranuM For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 111 sAdhana na hoya ke dRDha manobaLa na hoya to to hAya hAya ja! jenI pAse manobaLa che, sAmano karavAnuM sAdhana che, te kapALe hAtha daIne nIcI muMDIe besI na rahe, te to vicAre ke 'zuM huM mAyakAMgalo chuM? DAku bhale ne game tevo hoya! sAmano karIza.' karmacakrane khatama karavA sAdhana to siddhacakrajI che ja, paraMtu dRDha manobaLa joIe. te na hoya to na cAle. manobaLanI khAsa AvazyakatA che. mAno ke zatruthI gherAI gayA cho, hatAza, nirAza thaI gayA cho, tyAM khyAla Ave ke 'gharamAM Teliphona che! lAIna kapAI nathI!' tarata ja polisane naMbara joDazo ne? polisa inspekTara kahe ke : 'acchA, polIsa pArTI turata Ave che!' ane polIsavAnane AvatI tame juo, to hiMmata vadhI jAya ne? tamArI sahAyatAmAM evI zakti AvI che, je DAkuothI vizeSa che! 'zatruthI amArI zakti vadhu che,' A khyAlathI manobaLa majabUta bane che. siddhacakranA sahAre nirbhaya bano : 'pharma game teTalAM hoya, game tevAM hoya paNa mArI pAse siddhacakra che! huM karmacakrathI Darato nathI! A vicAra karo to hiMmata AvI jaze. zrIpAle kyAreya karmano doSa kADhyo nathI. temane siddhacakra para eTalo badho vizvAsa hato ke game tevAM kaSTomAM paNa te hiMmata hAryA nahIM. mayaNA ghera hatI. zrIpAla paradeza hatA, paNa mayaNAnA hRdayamAM zaMkA, AzaMkA, bhaya kAMI na hatuM, tenI pAse siddhacakra hatuM! manobaLa hatuM. eTaluM ja nahIM paNa te siddhacakrane ghUmAvI rahI hatI ane nizAna laI rahI hatI! te hamezAM siddhacakranI pUjA karatI, tenuM dhyAna karatI hatI. dhyAna eTale siddhacakrane dhUmAvavuM ane prArthanA karavI eTale nizAna tAkavuM! prArthanA karanAra vyakti je vyaktine mATe prArthanA karatI hoya te vyakti para te prArthanA-baLanI, AdhyAtmika zaktinI asara thAya che! mayaNAnI ArAdhanA zrIpALanI kuzaLatAmAM ne saphaLatAmAM nimitta hatI. sudarzana zeTha saMkaTamAM hatA. tyAre manoramA gharamAM rahIne navapadanuM, paMca parameSThInuM nizcaMta mane, nirbhayatApUrvaka, nirmaLa hRdayathI dhyAna dharatI hatI. tene sudarzana zeThamAM leza mAtra zaMkA na hatI. zaMkAno kIDo manobaLa pholI khAya che! zaMkAnA kITANuo bhayaMkara hoya che, zraddhAne polI karI nAkhe che. zraddhAnA marmane, tenA garbhane khAI jAya che. tene pokaLa banAvI mUke che. zrI siddhacakranI arcitya zakti pratye zaMkAzIla manuSya zuM kaheze? 'siddhacakra mahAna che e kharUM, paNa amArAM karma bhAre hoya to siddhacakra zuM karI zake?' basa, A zaMkA! For Private And Personal Use Only

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112 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM jenI madada levAnI hoya tenI zaktimAM zaMkA AvI jAya to nizcitatA na maLe, saphaLatA na maLe. sahAyakanI zaktimAM zaMkA AvI eTale mAmalo khatama! sahAyakanI zaktinA ajJAnamAMthI AvI zaMkA janme che! jeTaluM Avazyaka jJAna hovuM joIe te nathI; te na hoya eTale Dagale ne pagale zaMkA thAya! uparacoTiyuM jJAna na cAle. tattvanA UMDANamAM javuM joIe. anuprekSA-jJAna zraddhAbhAvane puSTa kare che. tevo zraddhA-bhAva dRDha hoya to pachI bhale ne deva dAnava ke rAkSasa-vyaMtara Ave! bhayaMkara sarpa kema na Ave? teno zraddhA-bhAva akhaMDa... niHzaMka banyo raheze. joIe jJAnamUlaka zraddhA! siddhacakranI zakti mATe niHzaMka bano : gArUDIne potAnI maMtrazakti para zraddhA hoya che, tethI sAme game tevo bhayaMkara sarpa Ave, chatAM te Darato nathI! tene potAnI maMtrazakti para saMpUrNa vizvAsa hoya che; paraMtu je kSaNe te vizvAsa Dage te kSaNe sarpa tene mAre! sarva tattvomAM koI paNa rahasyabhUta tattva hoya to te siddhacakra che! navapada che! A tattva para ApaNI zraddhA niHzaMka hovI joIe. niHzaMkatA mATe jJAna hovuM joIe, te mATe jJAnapadanI ArAdhanA karavI joIe. e ArAdhanAmAM mukhya che dhyAna! jJAnapUrvaka dhyAna dharavAnuM! jJAnapadanuM dhyAna eTale jJAnI purUSonuM dhyAna dharavAnuM. jJAnIpurUSono jJAnaprakAza jovAno, nirmaLa samyagdaSTi cAritravaMta jJAnIpurUSonuM dhyAna dharavAthI ApaNA jJAnAvaraNIya karmano kSayopazama thAya. jJAnAvaraNIya karmano kSayopazama thAya to jJAna pragaTa thAya.... pragaTelI jJAnanI jyotane jalatI rAkhavA mATe haMmezAM jJAnI purUSanuM dhyAna dharatA raho. dIpaka bujhAI na jAya, tenuM dhyAna rAkhavuM paDe! ilekTrika lAiTamAM paNa phyujha UDI na jAya tenuM dhyAna rAkhavuM paDe ne? dhyAna rAkhavuM eTale vizeSa khyAla rAkhavo! jagatanI pratyeka kriyAmAM dhyAna Avazyaka che. rasoI cUlA para banatI hoya to cUlo holavAI na jAya tenuM dhyAna rAkhavuM paDe ne? rasoI dAjhI na jAya tenuM dhyAna paNa rAkhavuM paDe! mA potAnA bALakane kahe che, "kapaDAM paheravAmAM dhyAna rAkho." pitA potAnA putrane kahe che, "beTA paisA kharcavAmAM dhyAna rAkho." zikSaka vidyArthIne kahe che, "bhaNavAmAM barAbara dhyAna rAkho." evI rIte tabiyatanuM dhyAna rAkho, dukAnanuM dhyAna rAkho, gharanuM dhyAna rAkho, mahemAnonuM dhyAna rAkho...." ema keTalAM badhAM dhyAna rAkho cho? paNa siddhacakranuM dhyAna rAkho cho? mAtA, pitA, zikSaka, vaDIla badhA zA mATe dhyAna rAkhavAnuM kahe che? kAma bagaDI na jAya mATe ne? siddhacakramAM dhyAna nahIM rAkho to AkhI jiMdagI For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 113 bagaDI jaze e jANo cho? e paNa samajo ke jenuM dhyAna siddhacakramAM lAgI gayuM tenuM jagatamAM koI kAMI bagADI zakatuM nathI! zrIpALa ane mayaNAnuM dhyAna : mayaNAe siddhacakramAM dhyAna lagAvyuM. kevI hatI tenI mananI nirmaLatA? mananI pavitratAe zarIrane nIrogI banAvyuM hatuM, paraMtu loko zuM kahetA hatA? "juo, A zarIra koDha rogathI gherAyeluM hatuM, te kevuM nIrogI banI gayuM? kevuM suMdara! zarIra pahelAM to mana suMdara nIrogI banyuM hatuM! paraMtu lokonuM dhyAna zarIra para gayuM, mana para nahIM! A bahAranI vAta yAda rAkhIne tame ArAdhanA karo cho ne? tame badhAe strI, dhana, zarIrasauMdarya yAda rAkhyAM, aMdaranA parivartanane bhUlI gayA! zrIpALa-mayaNAnA mana para, hRdaya para, AtmA para siddhacakrajInI kevI asara paDI hatI? mana kevuM nirmaLa banyuM hatuM? hRdaya kevI prasannatA anubhavatuM hatuM. AtmAno ullAsa kevo hato? A badhuM bhUlI gayA ne? dhyAna dharavAthI zrIpALane je bAhya sukho maLyAM te tamAre joIe che, paraMtu aMdaranI cIja meLavavA iccho cho? AMtarika parivartana cAho cho? pahelA siddhacakranI ArAdhanA karIne AMtarika zuddhi prApta karo, pachI bahAranI siddhi to oTomeTika maLI jaze! kheDUta khetaramAM bIja vAve, ghauM vAve, te zAnA pAkanI AzA rAkhaze? ghaunI ne ke ghAsanI? ghAsanI icchA na rAkhe to paNa ghAsa maLe ke nahIM? valoNuM zA mATe karo? ghI ane mAkhaNa mATe ne? chatAM chAza to maLe ja ne? vacalI vacalI vAta to ApoApa maLe che! to siddhacakranI ArAdhanA mananI nirmaLatA mATe karo. AtmAnA sauMdarya mATe karo, bAhya dhana, rUpa vagere to vagaramAMge maLaze! vartamAna kriyAmAM lIna bano : mAro pati nIrogI-bane' A vAta navapadanI ArAdhanA vakhate mayaNA bhUlI gaI hatI. teNe AvI koI icchA karI na hatI. icchArahita banI hatI. patinA vicAro jo eNe karyA hota to tenI ArAdhanA DahoLAI jAta. ArAdhanAmAM ekAgra na banI zakata. phakta siddhacakrajI! mAtra navapada! e sivAya ene bIjuM koI dhyAna na hatuM. koI paNa eka dharmAnuSThAnanI ArAdhanA vakhate bIjA dharmAnuSThAnano vicAra na karavo joIe. bALakanuM dhyAna jamatI vakhate ramatamAM hoya to te sarakhI rIte khAI zake For Private And Personal Use Only

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114 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM nahIM ane ramatamAM paNa kAMI ukALI zake nahIM! eka dharmanI kriyA karatI vakhate bIjI dharmandhiAnuM dhyAna na rAkhavuM joIe. tamArI dharmakriyAonAM che ThekANAM? citta keTaluM caMcaLa? pratikramaNa cAlatuM hoya tyAre paDilehaNanA vicAra! paDilehaNa kare tyAre 'jaladI karo, devavaMdana karavAnuM che!' devavaMdananI kriyA cAlatI hoya tyAre maMdire javAno vicAra! maMdiramAM gayA to tyAM vyAkhyAnazravaNa mATe utAvaLa! vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatAM mALA pheravavAno vicAra! mALA pheravatA hoya tyAre bajAramAM javAno vicAra! vyAkhyAnamAM Ave tyAre vicAre ke 'kyAre jaladI pUruM thAya!' kAraNa? peTa bharavuM che! A rIte mananI caMcaLatA dharmakriyAone cUMthI nAMkhe che. mATe ApaNe je dharmakriyA karIe, te dharmakriyA sivAya AgaLa-pAchaLanI koI paNa kriyAno khyAla rAkhavo na joIe. dharmakriyAnA bhAvamAM DUbI javuM joIe, to ja kriyAmAM AnaMda Ave. vyAvahArika kriyAomAM caMcaLatA : saMsAranI kriyAomAM paNa mananI caMcaLatA satAve che ne? haju pathArImAMthI UThyA, tyAM cA pIvAno vicAra! cA pItAM pItAM 'are! nAhavAnuM pANI kADhyuM ke?' jaladI nAvuM che! nAhatAM nAhatAM rADa pADe 'kapaDAM kADhyAM che ne?' Ama nAhatI vakhate dhyAna kapaDAmAM! kapaDAM paheratAM paheratAM lakSa jAya bajAramAM, zAkabhAjI levAmAM....! Ama eke cAlu kriyAmAM dhyAna na rahe eTale cA pItAM pItAM DhoLAya! nAhatI vakhate zarIra para pANI nAMkhavAne badale jamIna 52 ja DhoLato jAya! kapaDAM paheratI vakhate buzazarTane badale koTa paherI le! je kriyA karavAnA ho te kriyAmAM dhyAna na rAkho to cAlu kriyA bagaDe ja. nakAmA vicArothI mukta bano : mAtA, pitA, kalAcArya, vaDIla, dharmaguru-badhAM kahe ke 'koI kAma karo to dhyAnathI karo' dhyAna eTale je kriyA karatA ho teno ja vicAra karavAno, anya koI vicAra karavo nahIM. paraMtu vicAromAMthI chuTakAro pAmavo azakya lAge che ne? bhojananI kriyAmAMthI chuTakAro pAmavo saraLa, paNa bhojananA vicAramAMthI chUTakAro pAmavo muzkela! evI rIte pANI pIvAnI kriyA choDavI saraLa, paNa pANI pIvAnA vicAro? ema kahevAmAM Ave ke 'Aje rAtre na UMgho.' to UMghavAnuM choDI AkhI rAta jAgazo! paNa ema kahevAmAM Ave ke 'vicAra na karo!' to pUchazo : 'sAheba, vicAra na karuM to zuM karuM?' For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra zrI navapada pravacana gaMdA vicArothI mukta bano : 115 sAmAnya kakSAno manuSya ema ja samaje che ke 'vicAro to Ave ja, te kema choDAya?' paNa tene khyAla nathI hoto ke vicAro paNa choDI zakAya che! apavitra gaMdA vicAra na karo. AtmAne malina kare tevA krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, corI, jUTha, parigraha vagerenA vicAro choDo, AvA apavitra, gaMdA vicArone manomaMdiramAM pravezavA ja na do. manamaMdira para baoNrDa lagAvo : 'beDa thoTsa, no eDamizana.' kharAba vicArone praveza nathI!' jyAM pAvarahAusa hoya che tyAM lakheluM hoya che ne ke 'hAIvolTeja, Denjara' sparza na karo, bhaya! tema ApaNe ApaNA manamaMdiranA daravAje borDa lagAvavAnuM. 'Evil Thoughts, Danger' gaMdA vicAro, bhaya!' zaheramAM jyAM gaMdA pANIno nikAla karavAmAM Ave che, tyAM borDa hoya che: Dirty water, Danger,' ahIM gaMduM pANI che. gaMdA pANImAMthI rogonA asaMkhya jIvajaMtu UDe che, ahIM na Avo... bhaya che. 'gaMdA vicAra na karo'-AvuM baoNrDa koNa lagAvI zake? jJAnI, jJAnIpurUSone dareka vakhate azubha vicArone praveza na karavA devA mATe potAne svayaM rokavA nathI paDatA. daravAjA para cokIdAra hoya che.... te ja kAma kare che. jJAnIpurUSa potAnA dhyAnamAM masta rahe che.... 'koI kharAba vicAra pesI na jAya' enuM vAraMvAra dhyAna jJAnI na rAkhe. azubha vicArone rokavAnuM kAma cokIdAranuM che. cokIdAra konA ghare hoya? zrImaMtane tyAM ne? rAjA mahArAjAne tyAM ne? minisTarane tyAM ne? jJAnI paNa zrImaMta che! rAjA che! tame jJAnadhanathI zrImaMta nahIM bano to cokIdAra nahIM rAkhI zako, ane cokIdAra nahIM hoya to koI paNa ghUsI Avaze! mATe jJAna-zrImaMta banavA jJAnathI rAjA, jJAnathI zrImaMta.... dhanavAna banelA evA jJAnI-purUSonuM dhyAna dharo. jevAonuM dhyAna dharazo, tevA banazo! For Private And Personal Use Only konuM dhyAna dharazo? jJAnI-purUSanuM dhyAna dharo. tevA eka jJAnI-purUSa che jaMbusvAmI. temanuM dhyAna dharI zakIe. jaMbUsvAmI : gRhasthAzramamAM paNa jaMbusvAmI kevA jJAnI hatA? temanA manamAM eka paNa

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116 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM vikArI vicArano praveza na thayo. sAme ATha ATha rUpavatI strIo beThI hatI, jaMbUkumArane rAgI banAvavA mATe vivAda kare che. teo nirNaya karIne AvI che. pachI bolavA, cAlavAmAM ke vAda-vivAda karavAmAM kAMI kasara rAkhe? chatAMya jaMbUkumAranA manamAM eka paNa kharAba vicAra Avato nathI! jaMbUkumA2 para koI asara nahIM! kAraNa? teo jJAnI hatA, teo nirvikArI rahyA. kevI temanI AtmadhyAnanI mastI! jarAya vikAra nahIM, jJAnI nirvikArI rahI zake! siMhaguphAvAsI muni : jJAna vinAno manuSya bhale cAra-cAra mAsanA upavAsa kare, chatAM koI gaeNraMTI nahIM ke te nirvikArI rahI zake! pelA siMha-guphAvAsI munine jANo cho ne? sthUlabhadrajInuM anukaraNa karavA kozyAne ghera pahoMcyA. paraMtu kozyAnuM mukha jotAM ja mohita thaI gayA, vicalita thaI gayA. UbhA UbhA kozyAne pahelI vakhata ja joI. mAtra keTalA zabdo sAMbhaLyA? 'mahArAja mAre ghera kema padhAryA?' rUpa joyuM, zabda sAMbhaLyA ane khatama, vikeTa DAuna! kozyAe koI phAsTa boliMga karI na hatI, halako bola pheMkyo hato! chatAM siMha guphAvAsI muninI vikeTa paDI gaI! tapa hatuM, cAritra hatuM, badhuM hatuM.... paNa jJAna na hatuM, tyAM ne tyAM manobaLa tUTI gayuM. kogyA sAme lAcAra banI gayA. sthUlabhadrajI : sthUlabhadrajIe eka comAsuM kozyAne ghera karyuM hatuM. kozyAe koI kasara rAkhI na hatI. nRtya karyAM. vigaIothI bharapUra bhojana taiyAra karyAM, paraMtu sthUlabhadrajI para koI asara na thaI. kAraNa zuM? temanAmAM jJAna hatuM! jJAnI tenuM nAma, jenA manamAM vikAro pravezI na zake, jJAnI vikArone manamAM pesatAM rokI zake che tevA jJAnI zrI sthUlabhadrajInA nAmanI mALA pheravo. jJAnI purUSanuM dhyAna dharavAthI temanA jJAnanI jyota ApaNAmAM prakAza pAthare che. jIvane nirvikArI banAve, akrodhI, alobhI, amAnI, amAyI banAve. viSaya-vikArone khatama kare tevuM jJAna joIe. mASatuSa muni : eka AcArya bhagavAne eka vRddha mANasane dIkSA ApI. vRddhane kAMI AvaDatuM na hatuM. eTaluM ja AvaDe ke 'guru-mahArAja je kahe te karavuM' ATaluM jJAna temanAmAM hatuM. A paNa jJAna che! samarpaNabhAva jJAnanI cAvI che! cAritra lIdhuM For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 117 paNa eka zabda ya yAda na rahe. tamane thAya : "AvAne dIkSA apAya?" hA, apAya. samarpaNabhAva hoya to apAya. muMbaImAM eka TuDiyo che, tyAM lakheluM che: 'tame moTuM hasatuM rAkho, bAkInuM ame saMbhALI laIzuM!' guru-samarpaNa agatyanuM che. eka vAra guru kahe, "A kUvo che, kudI paDo." to kUdI paDavAnuM! pachI zA mATe? kevI rIte?' prazno pUchavAnA nahIM. kAMI AvaDe nahIM, tyAre gurue kahyuM : "be vAta dhyAna rAkho. be padanuM jJAna ApyuM: roSa na karavo, rAga na karavo! "mA 5 mA tuSa." vRddha to mAMDyA bolavA. mAM ruSa, mA tuSa, mA rupa mA tuSa, mApatuSa...mA tuSa...' gurue kahyuM : "barAbara nathI!' vRddha zramaNa bolyA : "micchAmi duH ' pharIthI gokhavA mAMDacA.. pAchI bhUla thaI.... to pharIthI mini kuvahuM Ama keTalAMya varSo cAlyuM. paNa te bhUla na sudharI zakI te na ja sudharI zakI. gurU mahArAje khUba prayatna karyo... 12 varSa vItI gayAM... na to gurUne kaMTALo Avyo, na to ziSyane kaMTALo Avyo. pariNAma zuM AvyuM? bhale emane jJAnAvaraNa karmano kSayopazama na thayo, kSaya ja thaI gayo! kevaLajJAna pragaTa thaI gayuM! jJAnopAsanA : hA, jJAnopAsanAmAM kaMTALo, nirAzA, udAsInatA-A badhAM tattvo bAdhaka tattvo che. bhagavaMtanI AjJA evI nathI ke A badhuM ja bhaNI lo, paNa bhagavaMtanI AjJA evI che ke "adhyayanano prayatna cAlu rAkho." jJAnAbhyAsanI mahenata pUrI joIe. emAM pramAda-ALasa na cAle. jema saMsArIne zIdhra dhana na maLe chatAM meLavavAnI mahenata karavAmAM kacAza rAkhato nathI tema samyajJAna mATe yogya kAla, vinaya, bahumAna, upadhAnatapa, gurUno anapalApa, sUtra, artha ane tadubhayanA abhyAsarUpa A ATheya jJAnAcAranuM pAlana avazya joIe. mApatuSa munino satata prayatna kevo saphaLa thayo! bAra varSa sudhI be vAkya gokhyAM, paNa jJAnAvaraNIya karmano kSayopazama na thayo, jJAna na maLyuM, zrutajJAna na maLyuM, paNa kevaLajJAna maLI gayuM! sarvadhAtI karmono nAza thayo! mApatuSa muni vItarAga kevaLajJAnI banI gayA! jJAnI banavA mATe jJAnI gurUnA caraNe mana-vacana-kAyAthI samarpaNa karavuM paDe. jJAnaprApti mATe pramAda dUra karavo joIe. susta jIvo jJAna prApta nathI karI zakatA. 'vidyArthinaH kutaH sukham? sukhArthinaH kuto vidyA?' vidyArthIne sukha kyAMthI hoya ane sukhanA arthIne vidyA kyAMthI hoya? For Private And Personal Use Only

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118 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata chuM amArA eka paricita paMDitajI banArasamAM bhaNatA hatA tyAranI vAta che. temaNe potAnI vAta kahI : "ame kAzImAM bhaNatA hatA, tyAre coTalI khIlA sAthe bAMdhatA! jarA UMgha Ave ke coTalI kheMcAya! teoe kahyuM "rAtanA bAra vAgyA sudhI abhyAsa karavo paDato. savAramAM pAMca vAge UThIne abhyAsa karavA besavuM paDatuM!' teo vidyAnA arthI hatA. Aje tevA vidyArthI nathI. kharekhara jJAna prApta karavuM nathI, DigrI meLavavI che! Qualification meLavavuM che! jJAnI dekhAvuM che, jJAnI banavuM nathI. ethI jJAnano Adara nathI, jJAnInuM bahumAna nathI. kartavyaniSThA nathI. jJAnI puruSono mahimA ke prabhAva ocho thaI gayo che. prAcIna kALamAM gurukulavAsaH bhAratamAM prAcIna samayamAM gurUkuLa-Azramo hatA. tyAM sAmAnya vidyArthIonI sAthe rAjakumAro paNa bhaNatA. te AzramanA gurUjano pahelAM to navA AvanArA vidyArthIo pAse keTalAka divasa mahenata majUrI karAvatA! Azrama sApha karAve, lAkaDAM lAvavAnuM kahe. pANI bharavAnuM kahe! AthI vinaya, viveka, sevAnI tAlIma maLatI hatI. temAM taiyAra thayA bAda pAse besADI zAstronuM jJAna ApatA hatA. eka kalAka jJAna ApatA, te bAra kalAka jeTaluM thatuM hatuM! vinayapUrvaka meLaveluM jJAna bhale aDadho kalAka meLavyuM hoya, te bAra kalAka jeTaluM bane! eka mAsanuM jJAna bAra mAsa jeTaluM thAya. eka varSanuM jJAna eka jiMdagInuM jJAna banI rahe. gurUne paNa bhaNAvavAno mUDa Ave tyAre bolAve! aDadhI rAte ziSyane jagADI gurU kahetA-"Avo, tattva samajAvuM!" gurU to mAtra cAvI lagAvatA. e cAvIthI ziSyano jJAnabhaMDAra khUlI jato. jJAna vAstavamAM AtmAmAMthI pragaTa thAya che. vinaya, bhakti ane bahumAna jJAna khajAnAnI cAvIo che. Aje tamAre cAvI lagAvavI nathI ane tijorI kholI nAMkhavI che! lAta mArIne tijorI ughADavI che gurUnI niMdA, gurU pratye dveSa karIne jJAna meLavavuM che. mAstarone kahe che ne? pAsa na karyA, to pachI Avo bahAra! vartamAnakALanAM vidyAlayo? tamArI kaoNlejo ane skUlomAM zikSaNa aMge mIMDu thaI gayuM che mIMDu! kaoNlejamAM chokarA-chokarIne mokalo cho ne? bhale mokalo paNa e tamArA rahevAnA nathI! hAtha dhoI nAkhavAnA! Aje skUla-kaoNlejo zikSAnAM dhAma nathI rahyAM; burAIonAM dhAma banyAM che. tyAM nazA paNa thavA lAgyA! hA, ghaNA chokarA-chokarIo For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 119 gAMjA-aphINa vagere nazAmAM caDhI gayA che! skUla ke kolejamAM bhaNatAM chokarAnAM khIsAmAMthI cappa paNa nIkaLe ne? A to sAmAnya vAta thaI paDI che. "ema. e." thavA chatAM bhASAnuM jJAna nathI! viSaya para Mastery-prabhutva nathI! corI karIne, badamAsI karIne, adhyApakane mArI-DarAvIne pAsa thaI jAya che! bI. e. bhaNatA eka vidyArthIne pUchavAmAM AvyuM ke evo kayo dezabhakta hato jenA be putrone bhIMtamAM jaDI devAmAM AvyA hatA? vidyArthIe javAba Apyo : bhagatasiMha juo, jJAna! bhagatasiMha nahIM, te hatA gurU goviMdasiMha! temanA be putrone mogaloe jIvatA ne jIvatA bhIMtamA caNI lIdhA hatA. eka pAnAnA hindI lakhANamAM daza bhUlo! pachI aMgrejI ane saMskRtanI to vAta ja zI? dhArmika jJAna nahIM; vyAvahArika jJAna paNa kyAM che? keLavaNI saMsthAo jJAnaprAptinuM sthAna na rahI. mA, bApa ke vaDIla jJAna ApatAM nathI... saMsAramAM koI jJAna Ape nahIM, pachI upAzrayamAM Ave, tyAM kevI rIte jJAna maLe? jyAM sudhI vidyArthI avasthA che, tyAM sudhI AtmAnuM jJAna... samyagujJAna prApta karyuM nahIM hoya to tenuM gRhastha jIvana saMtapta banI javAnuM. mAnasika zAMti haNAI javAnI. AjanuM zikSaNa arthapradhAnaH chellAM daza-paMdara varSamAM thayelAM Adhunika lagno-tenI tapAsa thaI ke "temAM keTalAM saphaLa thayAM?' saphaLa eTale aMdaroaMdara jhagaDe nahIM; vyavasthita gRhastha jIvana jIve; samajaNapUrvaka rahe; tevAM keTalA TakA? phakta 10 TakA. bAkInAM 90 TakA lagna pheila! kAraNa ke gRhastha jIvana jIvavA mATe je jJAna meLavavuM jarUrI hatuM te vidyArthI avasthAmAM maLyuM nahIM. phakta sarvisa karavA pUratuM jJAna maLyuM. 200-100 kamAI le eTaluM ja. mAtra paisA ja jIvana che? nA, paisA ja jIvana nathI. paisAne ja jIvana samajanArAo jIvana hArI gayA che ane jIvana veDaphI rahyA che. paisA hovA chatAM jIvanamAM ghora azAnti ane ghora saMtApa anubhavI rahyA che. vyAvahArika jIvana jIvavAnuM sAcuM jJAna nathI. bIjA jIvo sAthe sadvyavahAra karavAnuM zikSaNa nathI. AtmAnI oLakhANa nathI, paramAtmatattva pratye zraddhAvizvAsa nathI. gurujanono saMga nathI..... to jIvana niSphaLa gayuM samajo. For Private And Personal Use Only

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120 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM sAdhu jIvanamAM paNa saMgharSo kema? AjanAM chokarA-chokarIone bAlyakALathI AvuM koI zikSaNa ApavAmAM AvatuM nathI... eTale emane dIkSA ApavAmAM paNa vicAra karavo paDe! AjanA kALe joIne vicAra karIne dIkSA na apAya to lenAra ane ApanAra baMnenI zAMti Take nahIM. enuM dimAga, enA vicAra, enI Choice-pasaMdagI... kevI che? te zuM icche che? teno Mood kevo che? A badhuM jovuM joIe. enI sAthe cAritra jIvananI ArAdhanA, jJAna taraphanI rUci, saMyama taraphanI sadUbhAvanA, anuzAsana mAnavAnI taiyArI, A badhuM jovAnuM. koI AvIne kahe, "sAheba, dIkSA levI che. ane mahArAje dIkSA ApI dIdhI! dIkSA lIdhI eTale vihAra karavo paDe ne? vihAra karavAno Ave eTale kahe : sAheba, mArAthI vihAra to nahIM thAya!' ame kahIe: karavo paDaze!" pachI zuM thAya? saMgharSa! e kahe : "mane to AvI ThaMDI gocarI nahIM cAle!" ame kahIe : "calAvavuM paDe!' to zuM thAya? saMgharSa! e kahe : "mane AvuM zAka nahIM bhAve' ame kahIe : "game te calAvavuM paDe!" to thAya? saMgharSa! bharAvAnuM kahIe, to kahe : "mana nathI lAgatuM!" tyAM saMgharSa! "tapa karo," ema kahIe, tyAre kahe : "tapa thatuM nathI." to tyAM saMgharSa! AvA saMgharSathI keTaluM Tenzana rahe? mAthe keTalo bhAra rahe? sAmAnya rIte kahevAthI tapa kare nahIM, vadhu kahevAthI gusse thAya! preraNA karavAnI paNa khAsa TaeNkanika hoya che. ziSyanI abhirUci kevI rIte jAgrata thAya, abhirUci pedA karavAnI zakti gurUmAM hovI joIe! ziSyonAM potAnAM kartavyo hoya che, tema gurUjanonAM potAnAM kartavyo hoya che! sahu potAnAM kartavyo samaje ? uttarAdhyayana sUtra ane AcArAMga sUtra vagere sUtromAM ziSyanAM kartavyo samajAvAyelAM che, tema bRhatkalpasUtra, vyavahArasUtra vageremAM gurUjanonAM kartavyo kahevAmAM AvelAM che. gurUe jema ziSyanAM kartavyo jANavAnAM che tema potAnAM kartavya paNa jANavAnAM che! guru to banI gayA, paNa potAnA kartavyonuM jJAna (utsa-apavAdanuM) na hoya to saMgharSa thAya ja. jJAna evuM hovuM joIe ke je jJAna ApaNA jIvanamAM samatA, zAMti, prasannatA pedA kare; manane nirmaLa kare, vikAronI ne vikalponI jALane khatama kare. prAcIna saMskRtinI bhavyatAno khyAla che? kevA hatA te mahApurUSo? kevA hatA puNyazALI gurUo? gRhasthAzramamAM rahevA chatAM te gurUjano pagAra letA nahIM! niHsvArtha bhAvanAthI jJAnadAna karatA hatA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra zrI navapada pravacana maMDanamizra ane nAvika : 121 eka prAcIna prasaMga che. maMDanamizra vidvAna paMDita hatA. temanI pAse ghaNA vidyArthIo adhyayana karatA hatA, maMDanamizra koInI pAsethI kAMI pagAra letA nahIM. jene je ApavuM hoya te Ape. eka divasa evuM banyuM ke maMDanamizranA gharamAM dhAnyano eka dANo paNa na rahyo. mAe kahyuM : 'beTA, gharamAM anAjano dANo paNa nathI! maMDanamitre kahyuM : 'Aje upavAsa karIzuM, mA!' mAe kahyuM : 'kAlanuM zuM?' maMDanamizne kahyuM : 'kAle dhAnya maLaze to bhojana karIzuM; nahIMtara kAle paNa upavAsa'' khUba svasthatAthI javAba Ape che. mAtAthI na rahevAyuM. temaNe kahyuM : 'AvI daridratAmAM zA mATe jIvavuM?' maMDanamizra bolyA : 'ApaNe kyAM daridra chIe? ApaNe jJAnadhanathI zrImaMta chIe. jJAnadhananA zrImaMtane dhana ke dhAnyanI paravA nathI hotI!' kevI sarasa vAta kare che! dhananA zrImaMtane jJAna ane dharmanI paravA nathI hotI! mAtA zuM kahe? mAtAe kahyuM : 'Adarza to sAro che, paraMtu mArI eka zikhAmaNa mAnI jA. tuM rAjasabhAmAM jA. tyAM rAjAnAM guNagAna kara, rAjA eTaluM dhana deze ke jiMdagIbhara pachI ciMtA nahIM, vaLI rAjA icche che ke maMDanamizra rAjasabhAmAM Ave. tAre mATe rAjAne ghaNuM mAna che!' For Private And Personal Use Only mAtAno Agraha joI, icchA na hovA chatAM, maMDanamizra rAjasabhAmAM javA nIkaLyA. rastAmAM nadI AvI. nadIne pAra karI sAme kAMThe javAnuM hatuM. nadImAM pANI hatuM. nAvaDI taiyAra hatI. nAvika tyAM beTho hato, keTalAka musApharo nAvaDImAM besI gayA. maMDanamizra besavA gayA tyAM nAvika bolyo : kema paMDitajI, paisA Apo.' maMDanamizra ; paisA to nathI. nAvika : to nahIM javAya. maMDanamizra : vagara paise nahIM javAya? nAvika : to pachI ame khAIe zuM?

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122 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM maMDanamizra : paNa mArI pAse paisA nathI. nAvika : tamAruM nAma zuM? maMDanamizra : loko mane "maMDanamizra' kahe che. nAvika : tame maMDana mizrajI? maMDana mizranI A zakala? kyAM javuM che? rAjAnI sabhAmAM? maMDana mizrAjI rAjAnI khuzAmata karavA jAya kharA? A tame maMDana mizra! maherabAnI karIne AvI khoTI vAta koIne na kahezo; ane maMDana mizrajInA nAmane kalaMkita na karazo.' A vAta sAMbhaLIne maMDanamizranI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayAM. temane manamAM thayuM : "A ajJAna gAmaDiyo.... teNe mane (maMDanamizrane) pratyakSa joyo nathI.... phakta mArA vize sAMbhaLeluM che. tenA manamAM maMDana mizra mATe keTalI UMcI kalpanA che?... mAre rAjasabhAmAM nathI javuM...."maMDanamizra manamAM vicAre che, tyAM nAvike joyuM ke temanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayAM che, tethI te gabharAyo.... te bolyo : 'he bhUdeva, mApha karo....... tamane nAvamAM maphata laI jaIza, pAchA na jazo! nArAja na thazo!. maMDanamitre kahyuM "bhAI, maMDanamizranI tArI kalpanAne huM khaMDita karavA mAgato nathI. peTa bharavA khAtara.... sarasvatIne vecavA rAjasabhAmAM jaIza nahIM.. huM tArA para nArAja nathI. teM to mane bhavya preraNA ApI che! nAvika kahe "to Apa ja maMDanamizra cho?' nAvika maMDana mizranA caraNomAM namI paDyo; raDI paDyo. kevA hatA e jJAnanA ArAdhaka ane upAsaka! paisAnI ke peTanI ciMtA kare to pachI e jJAnI kevI rIte? jJAnanI ArAdhanA-upAsanA mATe manuSya AvA mahApuruSone AdarzarUpe sthApavA joIe. viduSI sarasvatI : A maMDana mizranI patnI sarasvatI paNa mahAviduSI hatAM. zaMkarAcAryane parAjita karanAra maMDana mizra hatA. maMDanamizra ane zaMkarAcArya vacce vAdavivAda thayo, tyAre temanA madhyastha tarIke sarasvatI beThA hatAM! kevAM viduSI haze? A to che pUrvakALanI tejasvitA! paNa Aje? pati jJAnano arthI to patnI dhananI arthI! AvuM kajoDuM! athavA pati dhanano arthI to patnI jJAnanI arthI! AvuM kajoDuM! patnI pratikramaNa karavA jAya ane For Private And Personal Use Only

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123 zrI navapada pravacana pati sinemA jovA jAya! eka bIjAne samajavAnuM jJAna nahIM hoya, jJAna-daSTi nahIM hoya to jIvana barabAda thatAM vAra nahIM lAge. mATe ja vartamAna mAnavajIvana lezamaya, pApamaya ane kaSTamaya banatuM jAya che. amerikana jIvanapaddhati : amerikAnI sthiti juo : tyAM chuTAcheDA vAtavAtamAM tyAM family life kauTuMbika jIvana nathI. badhAMya alaga! chokarA ke chokarI 16-18 varSanAM thAya pachI temane koI kAMI kahI na zake. mAtA-pitA paNa kaMI kahI na zake! mAtApitAne kaMI kahevAno adhikAra nahIM! potAne game tenI sAthe lagna karI zake! nApasaMda paDyuM to chUTAcheDA! AkhI jiMdagI mental worries, mAnasika ciMtAothI herAnA mananuM balance nathI rahetuM! mananI samatulA jaLavAtI nathI! vicAro, duniyAbharanuM jJAna tyAM maLe che, paNa prasanna ane pavitra jIvana jIvavAnuM jJAna maLatuM nathI. je samyajJAna joIe te maLatuM nathI, jIvanano sAco AnaMda maLato nathI. samyagujJAna anivArya : parama sukha ane parama zAnti ApanAruM jJAna prApta nahIM karo to tamArI paNa AvI kaDhaMgI sthiti thavAnI. samyajJAna badhAMne maLe, nAnA ane moTA sahune maLe, tevI vyavasthA jaladI nahIM karo to pariNAma bhayaMkara Avaze. vRddha ane yuvAna, taruNa-taruNI,-kizora-kizorI, bALaka ne bAlikA, sahune jJAna Avazyaka che. samAjanA hitaciMtaka, saMghanA hitaciMtaka A aMge vicAra nahIM kare, saMdhane, samAjane jJAna nahIM Ape to bhaviSya aMdhakAramaya che. paristhiti hAtha bahAra jaze, Aje dezano kaMTrola dezanA netAonA hAthamAM rahyo nathI. hiMdu samAjamAM temanA dharmagurUonA hAthamAM lagAma rahI nathI. haju jaina saMgha para dharmagurUono prabhAva che, haju evI vyavasthA TakI che ke harakoI sAruM kAma karI zake ema che; maryAdA, vinaya kAMIka Takela che. paraMtu have lAMbA gALA sudhI vadhAre Take evuM lAgatuM nathI. tamArA dIkarA-dIkarI jyAM jAya che, te skUlakaoNlejomAM vinaya-maryAdA rahyAM nathI. je DosAo che, te to cAlyA javAnA ne! temanA sthAne yuvAna varga AvavAno. temanA dimAga, temanA vicAra.... Aje kevA banI rahyA che, te tame samajo cho? teo zuM karaze? tame dharmasthAnonuM sarjana karyuM, teo visarjana karaze! For Private And Personal Use Only

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124 jJAnadAnanuM mahattva samajo : sabhyajJAnanuM dAna ApavAmAM dhana to kharcAvAnuM. dara mahine 1,000 rUpiyA dhArmika zikSaNa mATe na kharcI zako? bAra mAsa mATe 12 hajAra! 52mAtmA jinezvara devanA upadezo-AjJAonuM jJAna ApavA mATe varSe bAra hajArano kharca vadhu gaNAya? hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata je zrAvakasaMdha paramAtmAnI bhakti suMdara kare che, je saMgha dharmiSTha gaNAya che, te saMgha paramAtmAnI AjJAnuM jJAna prApta karavA mATe daza-bAra hajAra na kharcI zake? zuM jJAnadAnamAM dharma nathI? jJAna-dAnano mahimA jANatA nathI? tamane zuM thaI gayuM che? mArA pratye tamane bhakti che, to huM kahuM to sukRtamAM kharca karo ke nahIM? to je paramAtmA pratye tamane ATa-ATalI bhakti che, temanI AjJA mAnavAnI nahIM? samyagnAnanI jyota jalatI rAkho. chokarA-chokarIonA vyAvahArika jJAna mATe keTaluM kharca karo cho? tamArA zaheramAM jainonAM ghara keTalAM? dareka ghara vyAvahArika jJAna mATe daza paMdara rUpiyAno kharca to mahine karato haze ne? keTalAMka ghara che gAmamAM? to mahine daza hajArano kharca thAya ne? bAra mahinAnA keTalA thAya? lagabhaga savA lAkha! je saMgha prati varSa vyAvahArika jJAna mATe savA lAkha kharcI zake, te saMgha samyajJAna mATe daza-bAra hajAra na kharcI zake? paheluM kAma dhArmika pAThazALAnuM kema na thAya? zuM chokarAone samaya maLato nathI? nA re nA, TAimano prazna ja nathI. teo temano samaya rakhaDavAmAM keTalo bagADe che? te tame jANo cho? dhArmika pAThazALA calAvavI hoya to koI sArA vidvAna adhyApaka lAvo ke jemanI pratibhA hoya, bhale sAro pagAra Apavo paDe to Apo. mahine 200300 rUpiyAnuM inAma rAkho. juo, keTalI saMkhyA thAya che! strI-purUSo badhAM ja adhyayana kare. divasamAM pAMca kalAka pAThazALA cAle. tyAM nAnA moTA, strIpurUSo sAdhu-sAdhvI badhAMnuM adhyayana cAle. For Private And Personal Use Only kahevAya che ke madhyapradezamAM ratalAma jevuM dhArmika zahera nathI! te mATe tame loko gaurava lo cho! to zuM evA bAra zrImaMta nathI maLatA ke jeo varSe eka hajAra rUpiyA jJAnadAnamAM Ape? mane khabara che-dara varSe keTalAMya kAryo pAchaLa tamArAmAMthI keTalAka bhAIo pAMca-pAMca hajAra rUpiyAno kharca kare che, te zuM dara varSe eka hajAra na ApI zake? khAsa dhyAna ApavAnI jarUra che.

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zrI navapada pravacana 125 samyajJAna mATe vizeSa kharca karavAnI jarUra jaNAya che. dara varSe 1,000 ApI zake tevA bAra zrImaMto AgaLa Ave. vadhu nahIM to pAMca varSanI yojanA karo. eka hajAramAM sarasa kAma banI jAya. sarasa makAna che, to vyavasthA paNa karI zakAya. dhArmika pAThazALAnI vAta karuM to lohI ThaMDuM paDI jAya che ne? ke pachI garama thAya che? samyajJAna zI rIte Apazo? dhArmika zikSaNa eTale mAtra gAthA, sUtra ja nahIM, sAthe sAthe jaina zAsananAMjaina dharmanAM mULabhUta tattvo, jIva vicAra, bRhasaMgrahaNI, cauda rAjaloka,.... karmagraMtha, AcAramArga, bhAbhaya vagere bhaNAvAya. jaina itihAsanI vAto ApI zakAya. ghaNuM ghaNuM bhaNAvI zakAya. puya-pApanA siddhAMta je samajAvavAmAM nahIM Ave to dezamAM bhayaMkara anartho thaze. svarga: naraka : puNya : pApa : eka vakhata eka yunivarsiTImAM nava vyAkhyAno goThavAyAM. badhI phekalTInA -ArTa-phekalTInA, sAyansa phekalTInA, kaoNmarsa phekalTInA nava-daza hajAra vidyArthIo samakSa vyAkhyAno thayAM. vidyArthIo sAthe vArtAlApa cAlato; keTalAMka vidyArthIo mArI pAse AvatA ane kahetA ke "sAheba, amane zIkhavavAmAM Ave che ke "puNya-pApa kAMI nathI! svarga-naraka to mAtra kalpanA che! lAlaca batAvavA svarga kacyuM. bhaya batAvavA narakanI kalpanA karI." meM emane sArI rIte puNya-pApanA siddhAMta samajAvyA. svarga ane narkanI satyatA siddha karI batAvI.... tyAre teoe kahyuM : "sAheba, AvuM amane koIe samajAvyuM ja nathI! saMskArasiMcana mATe pAThazALA jarUrI che ? puNya ane pApa para zraddhA na rahI to dharma koNa karaze? pAMca lAkhanA A tamArA upAzrayamAM koNa Avaze? 'upAzraya hola sarasa che. to nAcavA mATe Apo!" nRtya kAryakramo upAzrayamAM yojAze! sAmAjika ne rAjakIya parisaMvAdo upAzrayamAM yojAze! upAzrayo klabo banI jaze ne tamArAM ja chokarA-chokarIo klaba banAvaze! samajo, hRdayanA daravAjA kholo, chokarA-chokarIone saMgha samyajJAna na Ape to to pachI zuM karavAnuM? jene morning school savAranI zALA che, te chokarA-chokarIo vyAkhyAnamAM AvI zake nahIM. ravivAre bIjI For Private And Personal Use Only

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127 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM pravRttio hoya che, to amArI pAse Ave kyAre? AthI seMkaDo chokarAchokarIono sAdhu-sAdhvI sAtheno saMbaMdha tUTI jaze. mATe paramenanTa vyavasthA dhArmika pAThazALAnI hoya to savAre, bapore, sAMje, rAtre chokarA-chokarIo AvI zake. pAThazALAnuM kAma regyulara cAle. e mATe bAra zrImaMtonuM dhana maLe ane be traNa karmaTha kAryakaro maLI jAya, eTale kAma thaI jAya. jIvananA prAraMbhamAM samyajJAna maLaze, to temanuM pAchaLanuM jIvana haiyAhoLI, vagaranuM haze. temanuM jIvana dharmamaya, jJAnamaya banaze. pApanA udaye duHkha Avaze to paNa hatAzA-nirAza ke dIna-lAcAra nahIM bane. sukhano udaya Avaze to abhimAnI-garviSTha nahIM bane. Ama pApa-puNya ubhayanA udayamAM vivekathI samatulA jALavI jIvanane samAdhivALuM banAvI bhAvi ujvaLa karaze. A yojanA amalamAM mukAI jAya to A cAturmAsa saphaLa! ahIM navakAramaMtranI suMdara ArAdhanA thaI. AyaMbila-oLInI ArAdhanA thaI ane zrutajJAnanA upadhAna tapanI ArAdhanA thaI. have enA para A dhArmika pAThazALAno yojanArUpI kaLaza caDhAvI dezo ne? zuM kaLaza caDhyA vinA maMdira paripUrNa gaNAya? upadhAna paNa jJAnopAsanA mATe che : upadhAna-tapa paNa jJAnanI ja upAsanA che. navakAramaMtrano adhikAra prApta karavA, tenuM rahasya samajavA mATe aDhAra divasanuM tapa che. "IriyAvahI ane tassa-uttarI" sUtrano adhikAra prApta karavA, temanuM rahasya samajavA mATe pachInA 18 divasanuM tapa che. tyAra pachInA cAra divasamAM "arihaMta ceiyANa' ne "annattha-sUtra'no ne "vaiyAvacca"-sUtrano adhikAra prApta thAya che. vicAro karo ke ATha sUtranA adhikAra mATe vyakti ATaluM dhana kharce che! eka puNyazALI hajAro rUpiyA kharce che, to samagra saMgha maLIne be-traNa lAkhanuM phaMDa na karI zake? jJAnapadanuM dhyAna zvetavarNamAM karavAnuM che. jJAna-jJAnI pratye bahumAna jAgrata rAkhIne ekAgra banIne jo dhyAna karo to tame paNa jJAnI banI zakazo. Aje ATaluM ja. For Private And Personal Use Only

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* vyAkhyAna dazamuM ) samyaguM cAritrapada parama upakArI pUjya AcAryabhagavaMta zrI ratnazekharasurijI mahArAjA zrIpAla kathAnA prAraMbhamAM hRdayakamaLamAM arihaMtAdi navapadonuM dhyAna dharIne siddhacakrajIno mahimA batAve che. siddhacakrajInI ArAdhanA be prakAre che : bAhya ArAdhanA ane atyaMtara ArAdhanA. ArAdhanAnA be prakAra : bAhya ArAdhanAmAM AyaMbila-tapa, deva-vaMdana, siddhacakra yaMtranuM pUjana, sAthiyA, khamAsamaNAM, pradakSiNA vagere Ave che. siddhacakranI atyaMtara ArAdhanA eTale siddhacakranuM dhyAna. bAhya ArAdhanA AMtarika ArAdhanAmAM javA mATe che. bAhya ArAdhanA AMtarika ArAdhanAmAM preraka che. bAhya ArAdhanAmAMthI AMtarika ArAdhanAmAM praveza karavAnuM lakSya banavuM joIe. jyAM sudhI A lakSya na banyuM hoya, tyAM sudhI bAhya ArAdhanA AMtarika ArAdhanAmAM laI jaI zakatI nathI. zraddhA, prema ane bhakti : siddhacakranA pUjanathI siddhacakrajI tarapha hRdayamAM zraddhA, prema ane bhakti pedA thAya che ane dhyAnamAM Avazyaka paNa A traNeya tattvo che : zraddhA, prema ane bhakti, pUjAmAM pUjyanA caraNe samarpaNa karavAnuM hoya che. tyAga paNa karavAno hoya che. manano eka evo svabhAva che ke jyAM te samarpaNa karaze, jene mATe tyAga karaze, tenA tarapha zraddhA, prema ane bhaktivALuM te banaze. siddhacakranuM pUjana karyuM, siddhacakrano japa karyo, AyaMbilanuM tapa karyo, eTale saMsAranA asaMkhya viSayomAM phelAyelA mananuM sthira kendrIkaraNa thayuM. ADAavaLA bhaTakatA manane kheMcI lAvIne siddhacakra para sthira karyuM! have jo prema, zraddhA ane bhakti jAgrata thaI hoya to siddhacakranA dhyAnamAM khUba ja AsAnIthI praveza thaI zakaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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128 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM manane jyAM zraddhA che, jyAM prema che, jyAM bhakti che, tyAM dhyAna saraLa, sahaja ane nizcita rUpe thAya che. jIvananI koI paNa kriyA hoya, mana to emAM ja ekAgra banaze, jo ene e kriyA pratye zraddhA, prema ane bhakti haze to. chokarAne paramAtmA jinezvara tarapha zraddhA ja nathI, ane tene kaho ke maMdiramAM jA,' te jaze, paNa enuM mana paramAtmAmAM sthira nahIM ja bane. bALakane mAtA pratye bhakti nathI, pachI mAtA game te kaheze to paNa te mAnaze nahIM; kadAca te mAnaze, to eka AjJA mAnaze, 99 AjJAno bhaMga karaze! zraddhA, prema ane bhakti vinA siddhacakranI ArAdhanAmAM tame sthira nahIM banI zako. siddhacakranI ArAdhanAmAM sthiratA prApta karavA zraddhA, prema ane bhakti UbharAvAM joIe. e zraddhA vagere sAmAnya koTinAM nahIM cAle. duniyAmAM sahuthI vadhAre zraddhA siddhacakra upara joIe, sahuthI vadhAre prema ane bhakti joIe; arthAt ananya zraddhA vagere joIe. siddhacakranuM dhyAna kema nahIM?: siddhacakrajInI mAtra bAhya ArAdhanA karIne saMtoSa mAnavAthI nahIM cAle. ame haMmeza siddhacakrajInI pUjA karIe chIe,' mAtra pUjanathI saMtoSa mAno cho ne? paNa eTalAthI na cAle. eka vyaktine jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa Apo, te Ave, Asana pAtharo, pATalo mUko, thALI mUko, bhojana pIraso ane pachI kaho : "basa, kAma pUruM thayuM. have UbhA thaI jAo.' to tene tRpti thaze? are, tenuM mukhya kAma to have Ave che. bhojana karavAnuM! tema tame AyaMbilanuM tapa karo. khamAsamaNA do, sAthiyA karo...... siddhacakranuM pUjana karo, naivedya caDhAvo, phaLa caDhAvo, badhuM karo... paNa dhyAna na dhara! badhuM karIne je karavAnuM che.... jyAM pahoMcavAnuM che, tyAM na pahoMco to badhuM kareluM zuM kAmanuM? saMsAranI dareka kriyA pUrNa karavA ApaNe prayatna karIe chIe, paNa siddhacakranI ArAdhanA pUrNa karavAnuM kema rahI gayuM? tenAM kAraNo che : kAM to bAhya ArAdhanAmAMthI AMtarika ArAdhanAmAM praveza karavAno mArga nathI maLyo, athavA te mArga ApaNane batAvavAmAM nathI Avya athavA koIe mArga batAvyo to ApaNe ApaNI azakti batAvI! ema kahe che ke : jaIe to vadhu naivedya dharAvIe, vadhAre phaLa mIThAI dharAvIe.... paNa dhyAna to khUba ja kaThina che. e nahIM thAya.' kaThina? kaThina jarUra che, paNa azakya nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 129 dhyAna ka2vAno abhyAsa karavo joIe. varSe, be varSe, pAMca varSe jarUra pragati thAya. mATe siddhacakra para manane sthira karavA traNa vAto jarUrI che : prema, zraddhA ane bhakti. hRdayamAM A traNa vAto AvI jAya to siddhacakranA dhyAnamAM sthiratA sahaja rUpe ane saraLatAthI AvI jAya. siddhacakrajInI atyaMtara sAdhanAmAM pravezavAnuM lakSa banAvo. siddhacakranuM dhyAna, navapadanuM dhyAna je karavAnuM che, te mATe kamaLanI kalpanA pharo. ATha pAMkhaDIvALA kamaLanI kalpanA karo ane e kamaLamAM siddhacakrajInuM dhyAna dharo. upAdhyAyanI pAMkhaDI ane sAdhupadanI pAMkhaDI vacce je pAMkhaDI che, temAM cAritrapadanuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che! Aje cAritrapadanuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che ne? kevI 2Ite dharazo? te padanuM dhyAna kevI rIte dharAya? cAritravaMtanuM dhyAna H jenAmAM cAritra hoya, cAritranA guNa jenAmAM hoya, tevA cAritravaMta vaMdanIya sAdhupuruSanuM dhyAna dharavAnuM. cAritravaMtanuM dhyAna dharavA mATe mahAna cAritravaMta AtmAno paricaya joIe! jeNe uttama cAritra pALeluM hoya, je AtmA mahAna saMyamI hoya evA mahApuruSanuM dhyAna dharavAnuM. AtmA cAritranA mAdhyamathI mahAtmA bane che. hiMsA, jUTha, corI, abrahma, ane parigraha-A pAMca pApono sarvathA AjIvana tyAga karanAra AtmA cAritravaMta kahevAya. tame pApono AMzika tyAga to karI zako ne? hiMsAno saMpUrNa tyAga zakya na hoya to AMzika tyAga karo. saMsAramAM sarvathA asatyano tyAga na karI zako to amuka aMze to jarU2 tyAga karI zakAya. tevI rIte corI, abrahma ane parigraha A pApono alpamAtrAmAM paNa tyAga karI zako ne? pApono tyAga e ja mahAnatAno mArga che. je pApone pApa na mAne; jenA jIvanamAM bharapUra pApAcaraNa hoya, pApono tyAga karavAnI koI icchA ja na hoya.... to tene jaina ja kema kahevAya? pApono tyAga jene game nahIM; tene cAritravaMta game nahIM. binajarUrI pApono tyAga to karo : pahelAM anAvazyaka pApono to tyAga karo! pachI saMsAranAM Avazyaka pAponA tyAganI vAta! Avazyaka eTale cUlo saLagAvavo paDe, rasoI banAvavI paDe.... vagere. temAM pRthvIkAya, aplAya, teukAya, vAyukAya, vanaspatikAyanA jIvonI virAdhanA thAya che, paNa te sakAraNa che! paraMtu anAvazyaka pApo to For Private And Personal Use Only

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130. hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM choDI zakAya ne? jIvanamAM kyA kyA pApa anAvazyaka che, tenuM lisTa karo, teno tyAga karavAno saMkalpa karo. karazo ne? pApatyAgano prAraMbha thayo to samajavuM ke mahAnatAno prAraMbha thayo! saMyamanA be prakAra : saMyama be prakAranAM che : deza saMyama ane sarva saMyama. deza saMyama eTale alpa mAtrAmAM saMyama ane sarva saMyama eTale saMpUrNa saMyama. cAritrapadanA dhyAnamAM je mahApurUSonuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che, te saMpUrNa saMyamI sAdhu purUSonuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che. jemaNe pAMceya pApono trividha trividhe tyAga karelo hoya. manathI pApa nA kare, na karAve ke na anumodanA kare; vacanathI pApa na kare, na karAve ke na anumodanA kare; kAyAthI pApa na kare, na karAve ke na anumodanA kare. A pramANe trividhe-trividha pApano tyAga kare. manathI pApa na kare, manathI pApa na karAve, manathI pApa mATe anumodanA na kare, eTale zuM? dA. ta. manathI hiMsAno orDara Ape! jANe pote kamAnDara banI gayo! oNrDara Ape "phAyara' "goLIo choDo!' "mArI nAMkho!' A manathI pApa thayuM! sAdhupurUSa manathI AvuM pApa na kare. - bichAnAmAM hoya. TI. bI. thayelo che. tharDa sTeja che, pathArImAMthI UtarI zakato nathI.... to manathI pApa karAve! kevI rIte? manamAM gaDamathala kare.... bIjA pAse pApa karAvavAnA vicAro kare... ane pApa karAvI dIdhuM... evI kalpanAo kare... ane pachI manathI ja enI khuzI anubhave! sAdhupurUSa... cAritravaMta puruSa A rIte manathI pApa karAve nahIM ke anumodanA kare nahIM. AvI rIte vacanathI ane kAyAthI pApa kare nahIM, karAve nahIM ane anumodanA karAve nahIM. pAponI anumodanA na karo : AjanA chApAonA yugamAM, jenI sAthe kAMI ja levA-devA na hoya tevAM pAponI anumodanA vadhI gaI. jenI sAthe tamAre koI ja saMbaMdha na hoya, chatAM anumodanA karo ne? koI hiMsAnI ghaTanA chApAmAM vAMcI ke "sAruM thayuM! AvuM thavuM ja joItuM hatuM." bolI jAo ne? bolo nahIM, manamAM AvI jAya, to paNa pAponAM baMdhana thaI jAya che-te jANo cho ne? For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 131 amerikAe viyeTanAmane khalAsa karyuM, temAM tamane zA mATe AnaMda Ave? koI zatrudeza hoya, tyAM kAMI kharAba thAya to tamane zuM thAya? 'AvuM ja thavuM joItuM hatuM!' AvI nirarthaka anumodanA karavAthI tamane zo lAbha? tamane koI vaDA pradhAna banAvI deze? koI sArUM inAma maLaze? nA. jo kadAca inAma maLavAnuM hoya ane tame pApanI anumodanA karatA hoya, to kadAca mAnIe ke svArthane vaza thaIne A karyuM; paNa jyAM koI inAma maLavAnuM nathI, tyAM zA mATe pAponI anumodanA? pApono sarvathA tyAga karavA mATe ja sAdhujIvana : sAdhujIvanamAM A pAMca mahApApono manathI, vacanathI, kAyAthI trividhe trividhe tyAga karavAno hoya che. dIkSA letI vakhate saMkalpa-(pratijJA) karavAno hoya che ke 'huM pApa karIza nahIM, karAvIza nahIM, karanAranI anumodanA karIza nahIM', A saMkalpa manomana nahIM paNa arihaMta bhagavaMtanI sAkSIe, siddhanI sAkSIe, sAdhuonI sAkSIe, samyagdaSTi devonI sAkSIe tathA svayaM AtmAnI pUrNa saMmatithI pratijJA kare, mahAvrata dhAraNa kare. 'lIdhelAM mahAvratane dhakko na lAge-kalaMka na lAge' tenuM dhyAna rAkhe. aticAra na lAge, eno khyAla rAkhe. kapaDAM dhoyelAM hoya, tenA para DAgha lAge to gaMdAM thAya ne? tema jANatAMajANatAM koI doSanuM sevana thAya to mahAvratone DAgha lAge. mahAvratone aticAro na lAge, tenI sAvadhAnI rAkhe. mahAvratone dhAraNa karanArA AtmA kevA hoya? temanAmAM sattva mahAna hoya, manobaLa dRDha hoya, pAponAM game tevAM pralobhana Ave, te pahelAM potAnAM mahAvrata saMbhALe! pachI bIjI vAta kare. mahAvrata jyAM kalaMkita thatAM hoya, bhale bIjI ta2pha bhautika dRSTithI-sthUla dRSTithI saMsAranA lAbha thatA hoya, munine te lAbha nahIM lAge! jyAM lokopakAranI vAta che, tyAM jarU2 sAdhu upakAra kare; temanI bhAvanA jIvonuM kalyANa karavAnI hoya. temanA dilamAM jIvo pratye dayA-anukaMpA hoya, paNa je koI kAma karavAnuM hoya te sAdhujIvananI maryAdAmAM rahIne ja kare. maryAdAnuM ullaMdhana na kare. sAdhu pahelAM svayaM sAdhaka, pachI prabhAvaka. pahelAM AcAra pachI pracAra. potAnI sAdhujIvananI sAdhanA sAcavIne pachI dharmano pracAra kare, paNa pracAra mATe potAnI sAdhanAnA kSetramAMthI bahAra na nIkaLI jAya. 'have yuga palaTAyo che. jamAno badalAyo che, to sAdhue badalAvuM joIe'. badalAvuM eTale zuM? sAdhue sAdhupaNuM tyajI devuM e badalAvuM? For Private And Personal Use Only

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132 - hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM Aje keTalAka kahe che : "dezakALa badalAyo che. mATe sAdhue paisA rAkhavA joIe, lagna karavAM joIe, TreinamAM besavuM joIe, videzamAM javuM joIe? vagere vagere. tamArA lokone kevA sAdhu joIe che, eno vicAra karo! AvuM bolanArA paMDito have pedA thayA che! AvI vAto emane kevI rIte sUjhI, e jANo cho? AvAonI dRSTimAM IsAI dharma che! pahelAM yuropamAM romana ketholika dharma hato, temAMthI proTesTanTa' nIkaLyA! A proTesTanTa dharmamAM dharmagurune koI niyama nahIM! baMdhana nahIM! temanA sAdhuone mAtra pracAra karavAno! sAdhu eTale mAtra dharmanA pracAraka! bhale sAdhutAnA ArAdhaka na hoya, cAlaze ne? mokSamArga zuM che? mokSamArganI ArAdhanA zuM che, e kaMI ja tamAre samajavuM nathI! eTale ja Aje Thago phAvI jAya che. AjakAlanA bhagavAno! hamaNAM navA navA bhagavAna pedA thayA che ne? pahelAM to maMdira, sAdhu... niyamo, veza.... badhuM choDavAno upadeza Apyo! have temane thayuM, "ApaNe bhagavAna banavuM che, ziSyo to joIe! to mAMDavyA kaMThI bAMdhavA! te kaMThInA penDalamAM potAno phoTo! sAdhu banavA mATe mAtra bhagavAM kapaDAM paheravAnAM! bAkI badhuM tame karI zako! phakta bhagavAM kapaDAM paheravAnAM ane e bhagavAnano pracAra karavAno! AvI kaMThI tamArA zaheramAM paNa keTalAMke bAMdhI che ne? dhatiMga sivAya bIjuM zuM che? buddhizALI duniyAne ThagavAno evo plAna banAvyo che ke bhaNelAM gaNelAM buddhizALI paNa A cakramAM phasAI gayA! hA, jemaNe aMdaranI pApalIlA joI, teo pAchA vaLI gayAM. bhAratamAM eka vakhata "vAmapaMtha' cAlato hato, tenI A navI AvRtti che! mAtra viSayavAsanAno unmAda! nAcavuM ane kUdavuM! dhyAnanA nAme nagna banavuM! ochuM dhatiMga che? gujarAtanA eka gAmamAM ImiTezana-banAvaTI bhagavAna pahoMcyA! bahAra bagIcAmAM emanuM dhatiMga cAlI rahyuM hatuM... chokarA-chokarI Dim Light jhAMkhA prakAzamAM nAce, kUde, kapaDAM utAre! gAma lokone khabara paDI-lAkaDI letA ne so-baso pahoMcyA. rAtorAta temane bhagADyA! yugane nAme, jamAnAnA nAme je duniyAnA pravAhamAM taNAyo, te to maryo samaje. koI kahe che ke : "emAM zuM? lokone to lAbha thAya che ne? dharmano pracAra thAya che ne? bhale sAdhune chUTachATa levI paDe." jo A rIte sAdhusaMsthA potAnA AcAra-vicAramAM DhIla choDaze, to pachI punaH yatiyuga Avaze! For Private And Personal Use Only

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133 zrI navapada pravacana kaMcana ane kAminIno praveza : so-baso varSa pahelAM zithilatA AvI hatI, yatiyuga Avyo hato. yati paisA rAkhatA, pagamAM bUTa paheratA, vAhanamAM musApharI karatA, paNa eTalI daDhatA hatI ke strIne sparza karatA na hatA. jo ke chelle chelle e vAta paNa jatI rahI hatI. jema jema zithilatA Ave, tema tema kaMcana ane kAminIno praveza thAya ja. kAminI Ave eTale kaMcana Ave! yati gharabArI thayA. samagra bhArata dezamAM ATha-daza sAdhu ja saMyamanuM custa pAlana karanArA rahI gayA hatA. tyAM zrI satyavijayajI paMnyAse kriyoddhAra karyo ane saMyamI sAdhu-varga vadhavA mAMDyo. have pAchuM zithilAcArane uttejana maLavuM zarU thaI gayuM che! bakhaDajaMtara cAlu che? kAraNa? tame gRhasthAzramIone cAritra zuM che? mahAvrato zuM che? sAdhutA zuM che? tenuM jJAna che kharuM? batAvazo sAdhunAM mahAvrato keTalAM? kyAM kyAM? "pAMca samiti ane traNa gupti' eTale zuM? kadAca temanA nAma tamArAmAMthI be-cAra batAvI zakazo paNa sUkSmatAthI ane vistArapUrvaka puchAya to koNa javAba Apaze? tame sAdhujIvananA AcAra ane vicAranuM jJAna meLavavuM baMdha karyuM che. tame kahezo "amAre zuM levAdevA? amAre to sAdhunAM kapaDAM paheryA e sAdhu! emanA AcAra-vicAra e jANe!" ema ja ne? saMghanA AgevAna kevA hoya? sAdhujIvananuM jJAna zrAvaka-zrAvikAne na hoya to te sAdhu-sAdhvInI sAdhanAmAM sahAyaka na banI zake. are! saMghanA ke samAjanA AgevAna gaNAtA lokone paNa A viSayanuM jJAna che kharuM? saMghanA AgevAna koNa? oNlejamAM koI DigrI meLavI hoya, ke pa-25 lAkha kamAI lIdhA hoya te ja ne? sattAnA siMhAsana para besI samAjanuM, saMghanuM agrasthAna bhogave! dharmanA kSetramAM agratA bhogave! tene khabara nathI sAdhujIvananA AcAranI, khabara nathI sAdhutAnI, khabara nathI dharmanA siddhAMtonI! AvA AgevAno samAjane khoTe mArge dorI jAya ne? basa eka ja vAta! "duniyA badalAI gaI che, tame paNa badalAI jAo!' paNa temane pUcho ke havA badalAI che? pANI badalAyuM che? hA, tamAruM hRdaya mIThuM hatuM te kaDavuM banyuM che! paNa pANI kaDavuM banyuM che? pANI nirNaya kare ke ApaNe kaDavuM banavuM! kAraNa ke duniyA kaDavI banI che! duniyA badalAI che! Ama, havApANI paNa badalAI jAya to? jo ke have to havA ane pANI badalAvA lAgyAM che. vaijJAnikone ciMtA thavA For Private And Personal Use Only

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134 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM lAgI che ke A vikRta havA duniyAmAM bhayaMkara rogo phelAvaze! meDikala sAyansa Aje hatAza thaI raheluM che. pANI ane havA badalAya te samAjane, dezane, jagatane mATe jokhamakAraka che.... paraMtu sAdhu badalAya to? ghora anartha thaze. keTalIka jagyAe jamAnAnA oThA heThaLa sAdhutAnuM patana thayuM! mAtra bAhya kalevara rahyuM! AdhyAtmika bhUmikAthI thatuM patana jo tamArI samajamAM nahIM Ave to avanati thatI ja javAnI che. padayAtrA ati Avazyaka : ame rAjasthAnamAM vihAra karatA hatA. eka gAmaDAmAM gayA, tyAM ajaina lokoe kahyuM ; 'sAheba, padayAtrA mAtra jainamuni ja kare che. amArA gAmamAM amArAM saMta, sAdhu, bAvA, jogI koI AvatA nathI! tethI koI dhArmika preraNA maLatI nathI, mAtra jaina munio padayAtrA karatA ahIM Ave che, amane upadeza Ape che!' pAdavihAra keTalo mahattvano che, keTalo upakA2ka che, te samajAvavuM paDe ema che? Aje keTalAka kahe che; 'sAdhue TreinamAM besavuM joIe! plenamAM UDavuM joIe!' eka vyAkhyAna ratalAmamAM, bIjuM IndoramAM, trIjuM bhopAlamAM! keTalAne lAbha maLe? temanI najaramAM ratalAma, Indora, dilhI, muMbaI ane kalakattAnA loko che.... bIje badhe zuM pazuo vase che? zuM gAmaDAomAM mANaso vasatA nathI? emane dharmano upadeza koNa Apaze? je darzA hindu samAjanI thaI che, te dazA jaina saMghanI karavI che? hindu dharmanA saMnyAsIoe pAdavihAra tyajI dIdho. pariNAme gAmaDAnI prajAno saMparka tUTI gayo. e prajA dharmanA upadezathI vaMcita thaI gaI. paropakAra kyAre? Aje tamAre kaMI samajavuM nathI, vicAravuM nathI, UMDANathI ciMtana karavuM nathI. zA mATe eka manuSya saMsAra tyajIne sAdhu bane che? sAdhue AtmasAdhanA karavAnI che. sAdhu mokSa-mArganA ArAdhaka che. pahelAM potAnA AtmAne nirmaLa kare. e sAdhanA karatAM karatAM ema lAge ke 'paramAtmA jinezvaradevano mArA para atyaMta upakAra che, je samyajJAna mane maLyuM che, te duniyAnA yogya jIvone mAre ApavuM joIe. ema samajIne te upadeza gurUnI saMmatithI Ape. jyAM sudhI maryAdA sacavAya tyAM sudhI Ape! For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 135 sAdhujIvananuM mukhya kArya AtmasAdhanA : sAdhuno main business-mukhya vepAra che-Atma-sAdhanA! side business gauNa-vepAra che upadeza ApavAno. sAdhunuM mukhya kartavya Atma-sAdhanAnuM che. te mATe pAMca mahAvratonuM trividha trividha prakAre pAlana kare, SaDUkAya jIvonuM rakSaNa kare. saMyamI jIvana temanuM mukhya lakSya hoya. A lakSyamAM zithilatA AvI jAya to sAIDa bijhanesa mukhya thaI paDe ane meIna bijhanesa khatama thaI jAya! yuganA nAmathI jamAnAnA nAmathI sAdhunuM patana karavA prayatna karo. eroplenamAM besavAnI vAto karo, paisA pAse rAkhavAnuM kaho, badhI suMvALI rUpALI vAto karo... pAMca-pacAsa bhakto maLIne mahArAjane caDhAvI do... pachI? sAdhu paisA rAkhe, vimAnamAM paradeza jAya, videzayAtrA cAlu thAya. pachI cAritramAM zithilatA Ave.. mahAvratonA bhaMga thAya... eTale? eTale temane vicalita karanArA bhakto ja kahevAnA "mahArAje A zuM karyuM?" pachI teo ja mahArAjane dhakko mAravAnA! je sAdhu saMsArI lokonA kahevA mujaba cAlavA lAgyA, loka pravAhamAM vahI gayA, prajAne khuza rAkhavA prayatna karyo, jeo sAdhutAthI nIce UtarI gayA, temane e ja duniyA joDA mAre che! paramAtmA jinezvaradeve sAdhuone je kahyuM che, te sAcuM ja kahyuM che. temaNe kahyuM ke "A saMsArIothI nava hAtha dUra raho." zakti hoya to temane sanmArge lAvavA. paNa temanI vAtonA pravAhamAM vahI na jAo. duniyAthI tame doravAI na jAo; duniyAne tamAre sanmArge doravAnI che! tamAre to jinAjJAthI ja doravAvAnuM che. sAdhue potAnI AcAramaryAdAmAM rahIne, pramAda sevyA vinA upakAra karavo joIe. sAdhuno upakAra eTale mola-mArganA jJAnanuM dAna! sAdhu pAsethI jeo bhautika sukhonI apekSA rAkhe che, teo vAstavamAM sAdhune samajatA nathI. saMyamanuM pUrNa bhAna sAdhune hovuM joIe. zrAvaka-zrAvikAne saMyamI jIvananuM jJAna hovuM joIe. sAdhue pAMca AzravothI-hiMsA, jUTha, corI, abrahma ane parigrahathI virakta rahevuM joIe. sAdhue pAMca indriyono nigraha karavo joIe. sAdhue cAra kaSAyo-krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lobha para vijaya meLavavA prayatna karavo joIe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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136 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM kiSAyone jItavAnI sAdhanA : sAdhune kaSAya na Ave, ema nahi, paraMtu kaSAya paMdara divasathI vadhu Takavo na joIe. sAdhune abhimAna na Ave ema nahi, paNa paMdara divasa karatAM eka paNa kSaNa vadhAre na TakavuM joIe. sAdhune "saMjvalananA kaSAya hoya. tamane zrAvakazrAvikAne kyAM sudhI Take? kyAM sudhI kaSAya rahe to tamAruM zrAvakapaNuM Take? jANo cho? zrAvaka-zrAvikAne cAra mAsathI vadhu koI kaSAya na Take. eka divasa paNa vadhu Take to zrAvaka-zrAvikApaNuM DUla! tamArA kaSAya eka varSathI vadhu Take to tamAruM samyakta khalAsa! pachI tame samakitI nahIM, paNa mithyAtvadRSTivALA! eka varSathI vadhu tamAro kaSAya Take to tamAruM samyagudarzana khatama samajavuM. are, evA keTalAya bhagato che ke jeo eka varSa nahIM, pacIsa varSa sudhI bole nahIM! vaMzaparaMparAnuM vera cAlu rAkhe! chAtI ThokIne kahe : "mArA dAdAe, mArA pitAe A duzmanAvaTa cAlu rAkhI hatI, huM paNa cAlu rAkhIza.' bhale ahIM tuM chAtI ThokIne bole, durgatimAM karmo tArI chAtI evI Thokaze ke Ubho nahIM thaI zake! sAdhu jo jAgrata hoya to kaSAyane udayamAM ja na AvavA de; tene aMdara ne aMdara zAMta karI de, paNa kadAca teno phorsa vadhe ane udayamAM Ave to 15 divasathI vadhu na TakavA de. jene ApaNe zatru samajatA hoIe, te jo koI kAraNe ApaNA gharamAM AvI jAya, to tene rAkhIe ke gharamAMthI bahAra kADhavA prayatna karIe? te jaladIthI jAya tevo prayatna karIe ne? krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha vagere kaSAyone tame zatru mAno cho ke mitra? jo zatru mAnatA ho to tame tamArA gharamAM TakavA deza? hA, jo tene zatru na mAnatA ho to tame TakavA dezo. ane jo kaSAyane zatru na mAno to prabhunI AjJA pALI kahevAya? sAdhujIvanamAM jAgrata rahevAya to kaSAyane udayamAM AvatA rokI zakAya. keTalIka vakhata pANIno phorsa evo hoya che ke te paththarane paNa toDIne bahAra nIkaLe tema karmano phorsa jo hoya, to sAdhuno purUSArtha nakAmo paNa bane! chatAMya te evo purUSArtha kare ke tene 15 divasathI vadhu TakavA ja na de! kahe : "uThAva tArA bistarA poTalAM, ane nIkaLa ghara bahAra!" Ama sAdhu pAMca indriyo para vijaya prApta kare, pAMca mahAvratonI saMpUrNa pAlanA kare, cAra kaSAyo para vijaya meLavavA purUSArtha kare; manadeDa, vacanadeDa For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 137 ane kAyadeDathI virAma pAme. vicAramAM jAgrata, vacanamAM jAgrata, ane AcAramAM jAgrata rahe. bhagavAna jinezvaradevoe zramaNa-sAdhu mATe je sAdhanA batAvelI che, te sAdhanAmAM sAdhu magna rahe. AvA sAdhupurUSonuM cAritrapadamAM dhyAna dharavAnuM. OM PS no varittarA' A padano jApa karavAno. cAritravaMta mahApurUSonuM dhyAna dharo : gajasukumAra muninA mAthA para aMgArA bharelI sagaDI temanA sasarAe mUkI, chatAM sasarA pratye roSa na thayo. sasarAnA cAlyA gayA pachI dhAryuM hota to aMgArAne phagAvI zakata. paNa tema na karyuM. potAnA zarIra para mamatva ja nahIM! zarIrane baLavA dIdhuM! samatAbhAvamAM sthira rahI karmone paNa bALI nAMkhyAM! metAraka muni gocarI vahoravA gayA, sonI gocarI vahorAvato hato. teTalAmAM koMca pakSI AvyuM. sonIe banAvelAM sonAnA javalAM gaLI gayuM! sonI pAcho Avyo, javalAM na joyAM, AsapAsa tapAsa karI, na maLyAM tethI sAdhu para zaMkA AvI! jarUra A munie ja javalAM lIdhA che!" sonIe pUchyuM. sAdhu mauna rahyA. sonIne gusso Avyo. cAmaDAthI sAdhunA mastakane vIMTALyuM ane taDakAmAM UbhA rAkhyA. garamIthI cAmaDuM saMkocAvA lAgyuM. chevaTe khoparI phATI gaI. chatAMya muninI keTalI samatA! na to sonI para roSa karyo ke na zarIra para mamatva jAgyuM. zAMtithI, samatAthI badhuM sahana karyuM. khoparI tUTatAnI sAthe temane kevaLajJAna thayuM ane nirvANa pAmyA. mokSamAM gayA. AvA muninuM dhyAna dharo to? cAritravaMta evA mahAtmAonuM Aje dhyAna dharavAnuM che! AvA metAja muni, athavA gajasukumAra muni, dhannA aNagAra vageremAMthI koInuM paNa dhyAna dharo. badhAnuM dharazo ke ekanuM? sabhA : badhAMnuM dharaze! mahArAjazrI : nA, badhAnuM nahIM, koI eka mahAmuni nakkI karIne emanuM dhyAna dharo. tamArI pasaMdaInA koI mahAna cAritravaMta mahAtmAnuM dhyAna dharo. arihaMtanA dhyAnamAM ke siddhanA dhyAnamAM to pasaMdagIno prazna ja nathI. paraMtu AcAryapada mATe konI pasaMdagI karazo? kyA AcArya bhagavAnanuM dhyAna dharazo? For Private And Personal Use Only

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138 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM 1. AcAryapadanA divase hemacaMdrasUrijInuM dhyAna dharyuM hatuM ne? upAzrayamAM phoTo rAkhyo che. roja darzana karo cho ne? dhyAna konuM dharazo? jemanA dhyAnamAM tamAruM mana sthira thaI jAya, tevA AcArya bhagavaMtanuM dhyAna dharo. te mATe pU. hemacaMdrAcArya ke sudharmAsvAmI ke gautamasvAmI, game temanuM dhyAna dharo. 2. upAdhyAyapadamAM konuM dhyAna batAvyuM hatuM? pU. yazovijayajI upAdhyAyanuM dhyAna! samakAlIna sAdhuoe temane "kalikALanA kevaLajJAnI' kahyA che! 3. sAdhupadamAM siMha aNagAra ke dhannA aNagAranuM dhyAna dharo. 4. darzanapadamAM dRDha samakitInA rUpamAM ahaMnnaka zrAvaka-zrAvikAmAM sulasA zrAvikA! 5. jJAnapadamAM mahAjJAnI sthUlibhadrasvAmInuM dhyAna dharavuM. AMkha baMdha karo to sAme nirvikArI, jJAnasAgaramAM DUbelA sthUlabhadrasvAmI sAkAra thAya! 3. cAritrapadamAM traNa-cAra cAritravaMtano paricaya Apyo. gajasukumAra muni, metAraka muni, dhannA aNagAra, kuragaDu mahAmuni! mahAmuni kuragaDu kuragaDu mahAmuni rAjakumAra hatA. temanuM pUrvanAma lalitAMga hatuM. AcArya mahArAjano saMparka thayo. cAritra lIdhuM. karmano udaya kyAre thAya teno koI bharoso nahIM. dIkSA lIdhI, sAdhu banyA pachI sudhA-vedanIya karma udayamAM AvyuM! bhUkha bhayaMkara lAge? te paNa kevI! sUryodaya thAya ke bhayaMkara bhUkha lAge! khAvA paNa khUba joIe. bhUkha eTalI ke hamezAM gocarIe jAya tyAre ghaDo laIne jAya. temAM mAtra bhAta lAve. jAgRti hatI. peTa bhojana mAge che. te koI quality mAMgatuM nathI, tene quantity joIe. agni zuM mArge? lAkaDAM! zudhA zuM icche? bhojana! A muni zuM vahoratA? phakta bhAta! teo tevA pradezamAM haze ke jyAM ghare ghare bhAta banatA haze. jema madrAsamAM juo to bhAta ane AMbalInuM pANI! bihAramAM juo to bhAta ane dALa! khAvA keTaluM joIe? thALI bharIne! A munirAja evA koI pradezamAM haze. cAvalane "kura' kahevAmAM AvatA. ghaDAne "gaDu' kahetA. Ama "kurathI bharelo gaDu-ghaDo vahorI lAvatA eTale temanuM nAma "kuragaDu" muni paDyuM. pachI to nAma chapAI gayuM! sAdhuo temane kuragaDu muni' kahe. itihAsamAM prasiddha thayA, "kuragaDu muni' tarIke! temanuM mULa nAma lalitAMga muni hatuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 139 paryuSaNanA divaso AvyA, temanI sAthenA cAra munioe cAra-cAra mAsanA upavAsa karyA hatA. upAzrayamAM cAra mAsakhamaNa! AvA mahAna tapasvI jyAM hoya, temanI sAme roja gocarIe javAmAM kuragaDumunine zarama AvatI. khUba duHkha thatuM, paraMtu bhUkha evI bhayaMkara lAgatI ke gocarI lAvyA vinA chUTako na thAya. Ama saMvatsa2Ino dina Avyo. kuragaDu savAramAM UThyA, pratikramaNa-paDilehaNa karyuM ane gocarI mATe gayA. tyAre pelA cAra muni bolyA : 'are abhAgiyA! Aje paNa tuM peTa bharIza? Aje saMvatsarI che, Aje to tapa kara.' kuragaDu kahe : huM kharekhara, abhAgiyo chuM. Aje badhAMne upavAsa che, eka mAre ja peTa bharavA? te gayA. vahorIne pAchA AvyA. temanuM hRdaya gadgad thaI gayuM. badhA pratye vinaya khUba ja sAcave. sAdhuomAM evo vinaya hoya che ke je gocarI vahorIne lAvelA hoya, te mATe badhA sAdhuone nimaMtraNa Ape. kuragaDu munivare badhAne vinaMti karI. pAsuM AgaLa dharyuM, kAMIka lo, lAbha Apo.' teo pelA mAsakhamaNavALA cAra muni pAse gayA to teo temanA pAtrAmAM 'thU' karIne thUMkyA! kuragaDumunie tyAM zuM karyuM? temaNe vicAryuM : 'mArAM dhanya bhAgya ke A lukhkhA bhAtamAM A tapasvIoe dhI nAkhyuM! A amRtamaya ghIthI mArAM karmano kSaya thaze! teo pAtro laIne gocarI karavA beThA. pAtro khullAM paDyAM che ane teo AtmaciMtanamAM caDhI gayA. 'he AtmanuM, tArUM aNAhArI svarUpa che, tuM zuddha, buddha, niraMjana, nirAkAra che, kyAM sudhI A baMdhana? kyAM sudhI A AhAra karavo paDaze?' Ama ciMtana karatAM karatAM khUba pazcAttApa karyo ane temAMthI pragaTI samatA ghAtIkarma kSaya thayAM ane kevaLajJAna pragaTyuM! bIjI bAju pelA tapasvIo kuragaDu muninI niMdA karI rahyA hatA! 'are juo to kharA, A peTabharAne! kahe che ke 'kSudhA vedanIya' karmano udaya. zuM kapALa udaya? AhAra-saMjJAnA panAre paDaco che! hato rAjakumAra... khAvuM ja hatuM to zA mATe dIkSA lIdhI?' kuragaDu munie potAnA kAna para A niMdA na dharI. temanA pratye roSa na thayo. are; pAtramAM thUMkyA, teno paNa artha kevo suMdara karyo! 'huM lakhkhA bhAta lAvyo hato, A munivaroe emAM ghI nAkhyuM!' mazkarIne sArA arthamAM grahaNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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14. hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM. karI. pazcAttApa thayo ane samatA pragaTI. pariNAme kevaLajJAna thayuM! tyAM devonI duMdubhi vAgI, eTale pelA cAreya munivaroe vicAryuM : "A duMdubhi kyAM vAgI?" zAsanadevI sAmAnya strInuM rUpa laI tyAM AvI. pelA cAra mAsanA upavAsavALA munivaro ThAThamAThathI beThA che, devIe temane pUchayuM : "are, kuragaDumuni kyAM che!' A cAreyane thayuM ke : "ApaNe tapasvI ahIM chIe ane A strI hAtha paNa joDatI nathI?' teo bolyA : "e.... beTho tyAM.... khUNAmAM besI peTa bhare che!' zAsanadevIne khUba gusso Avyo. potAnuM rUpa pragaTa karyuM. te bolI : "kone kaho cho, peTa bharanAra? tame kevaLajJAnInI AzAtanA karo cho. tamane tapanuM abhimAna che. kuragaDu muni jagavaMdanIya che, temanI AzAtanA na karo, A duMdubhi vAgI te sAMbhaLI? e mahAmunine kevaLajJAna thayuM che!" cAreya muni bolI UThyA : kone? devIe kahyuM : kuragamunine! tamane nahIM. muni pUche che : "kuragaDune kevaLajJAna thaI gayuM?" cAreya ne Azcarya thayuM devIe kahyuM : zaMkA che temAM? tyAM to devo UtarI AvyA. suvarNa-kamaLa banAvyuM. te kamaLa para kevaLajJAnI kuragaDu munine birAjamAna karyA. devoe temane vaMdana karyuM. pelA cAreya munio ekabIjAnA mukha sAme joI rahe che; temane thayuM : are! ApaNe khUba ja bhayaMkara AzAtanA karI."te tapasvIo UThyA, kevaLajJAnI kuragaDu muninA caraNe paDyA. "amane kSamA karo' gaga svare hArdika kSamAyAcanA karI. ghora pazcAttApa karyo ane cAreyane kevaLajJAna thayuM. cAritrapadanA dhyAnamAM AvA cAritravaMta mahAmuniomAMthI koI ekanuM dhyAna lagAvo. hRdayakamaLamAM dhyAna dharIne karmono kSaya karo. For Private And Personal Use Only

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vyAkhyAna agiyAramuM) samyak tapa-pada parama upakArI AcArya bhagavaMta zrI ratnazekharasUrijI mahArAja zrIpALanI kathAnA prAraMbhamAM arihaMtAdi nava padonuM potAnA hRdaya-kamaLamAM dhyAna dharIne zrI siddhacakrajIno mahimA batAve che. siddha banavAnuM lakSya : jene siddha banavuM che, teNe siddhacakranI ArAdhanA karavI anivArya che. siddhi prApta karavAnuM jenuM lakSya che, AtmAnI nirmaLatA ane pUrNatA prApta karavAnuM jenuM lakSya che, tevA jIva mATe siddhacakranI ArAdhanA atyaMta Avazyaka, anivArya banI jAya che. paraMtu siddhacakranI ArAdhanA mAtra bAhya svarUpe ja kare, atyaMtara ArAdhanAmAM praveza na kare, to siddhi prApta thatI nathI. ApaNe kahIe chIe ke "amAre mokSa joIe, mokSamArga joIe, siddhigati prApta karavI che paNa kahevA mAtrathI kAMI prApta thatuM nathI. jo kahevA mAtrathI mokSa maLato hota to ApaNe badhAya molamAM pahoMcI gayA hota! anaMtakALathI, anaMta bhavothI, corAsI lAkha yonimAM bhaTakavA chatAM siddhi prApta na thaI. kAraNa ke ApaNI daSTi siddhacakra para gaI ja nahIM, gaI to TharI nahIM! je dharmasAdhanA, dharma-ArAdhanA siddhacakrane kendramAM rAkhIne karavI joIe, te na karI. siddhacakranI ArAdhanA ke navapadanI ArAdhanA mAtra bAhya pUjana-darzana rUpe ja karI. abhyatara ArAdhanA na karI. bAhyamAMthI abhyatara tarapha javAnuM che ? saMghamAM kaho ke samAjamAM kaho, siddhacakranI bAhya ArAdhanA ghaNI vadhI gaI che. poNoso varSanA vRddhane pUchazo to kaheze : "ATalAM badhAM AyaMbilanI oLI karanArA pahelAM na hatA. siddhacakranAM mahApUjana ATalAM thatAM na hatAM." paraMtu siddhacakrajI sAtheno AMtarika saMbaMdha tUTato gayo che. jyAM sudhI abhyatara ArAdhanAmAM praveza na thAya, siddhacakrajI AtmasAt na thAya, tyAM sudhI AtmAno For Private And Personal Use Only

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142 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM AnaMda prApta ja nahIM thAya. bAhyamAMthI atyaMtaramAM javAnuM lakSya banAvo. sthUlamAMthI sUkSmamAM javAnuM dhyeya nakkI karo. paramAtmAnuM maMdira ane paramAtmAnI mUrti e to skUlamAMthI sUkSma tarapha javAno mArga che! jinamUrti e to mAdhyama che : zrI siddhacakrajI, jinamUrti ke siddhacakrajInuM yaMtra e to AlaMbana che. e AlaMbananA AdhAre-sahAre atyaMtara sAdhanAmAM praveza karavAno hoya che. ApaNe tyAM 'mUrtipUjA' zabda pracalita che. vAstavamAM mUrtipUjA nahIM, prabhupUjA karavAnI che. jemanI mUrti che te paramAtmAnI pUjA karavAnI che. 'mUrti' to ApaNA ane paramAtmAnI vaccenuM mAdhyama che.!' paramAtmAnI mUrti gharanI bArI che. e bArInI bahAra anaMta AkAza dekhAya che! nAnI sarakhI bArImAMthI anaMta vizALa.... AkAza dekhAya che! paramAtmAnI mUrtinI bArImAMthI anaMta jJAnamaya anaMta cAritramaya paramAtmAnA svarUpanAM darzana thAya che, paNa ApaNe to bArImAM ja rokAI gayA! anaMta AkAza tarapha to joyuM ja nahIM! bArIne zaNagAravAmAM paDI jAya ane tene pUjavAmAM ja lAgI jAya to? koI pUche ke 'bhAI, bArI pAse UbhA rahevAnuM prayojana zuM che?' bArI eTalA mATe che ke anaMta brahmanA AkAzane joI zakAya, paNa sthULa dRSTithI, ajJAnatAthI ajJAnI jIva sthULamAM ja aTakI jAya che. paramAtmAnI mUrtinAM darzana-pUjana karatAM karatAM mUrti bhUlI jAo ane paramAtmAnA vAstavika svarUpamAM pahoMcI jAo, te jarU2nuM che. paramAtmAnA svarUpamAM lIna banavAnuM che. : koI vyakti sAthe prema thayo, to pahelAM tenAM kapaDAM joIzuM, pachI moDhuM, pachI AMkha! premanI parAkASTAmAM te badhuM bhUlIne premano mahAsAgara dekhAya! paramAtmAnuM pUjana, temanI AMgI vagere prAthamika bhUmikA che, te pachI samagra mukhAkRtimAM mana sthira bane, pachI mUrtinI AMkhomAM sthira thAya. pachI potAnI dRSTi baMdha karavAnI.... are! dRSTi ApoApa baMdha thaI jAya.... ane paramAtmasvarUpamAM bhakta khovAI jAya! paramAtmAmAM khovAI javAnuM che! brahmasvarUpamAM pahoMcavA mATe, paramAtmAnA svarUpamAM ramaNatA mATe bAhya kriyAo bArI samAna che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 143 dhyAnanI asara : 1880 nI sAlamAM eka vaijJAnika AdivAsIonA pradezamAM pahoMcyo. ApaNe tyAM AdivAsI che, tema yuropamAM paNa che, tyAMya jaMgalo che! e pradezamAM eka camatkArI vAta pracalita hatI. dhIme dhIme te vAta eka zaheramAM AvI. te vAta pahoMcI vaijJAnika pAse, tenA saMzodhana mATe vaijJAnika e pradezamAM pahoMcyo. e vAta zI? AdivAsI loko eka pUtaLuM banAve che. eka vyaktinI kalpanA e mATInA pUtaLAmAM kare che. koI roganI kalpanA kare ke : "Ane TI. bI. ke kensara thaI jAo." je vyaktinI kalpanA karI hoya tene te roga lAgu thaI jAya! bIjI vAta : AdivAsI loko koI vRkSamAM amuka vyaktinI AkRtinI kalpanA kare. tenA para dhyAna kendrita kare ke "AnuM mRtyu thAya, ane te mANasa mRtyu pAme! AmAM sAcuM zuM che? te tapAsavA vaijJAnika jaMgalamAM AdivAsI vacce pahoMcI gayo. teNe pote e prayoga joyo. teNe kahyuM : "eka vRkSa para prayoga karyo.' te vaijJAnike vRkSane pANI pAyuM. sArI sAra-saMbhALa levA mAMDI. te vRkSa para AdivAsIe prayoga karyo. ane pariNAma e AvyuM ke vRkSa mahinA-doDha mahinAmAM paDI gayuM ke saDI gayuM, khalAsa thaI gayuM. vaijJAnike te samajavA prayatna karyo, paNa samajI zakyo nahIM. to te zuM jAdu hatuM? maMtra hato? nA eka prakAranuM dhyAna hatuM. eka mUrtinI kalpanA karo. ApaNI kalpanA pramANe e vyaktinI AkRti joIe, tenA para dhyAnastha thavuM joIe, bhale pachI te mATIno piMDa hoya! tenA para A viziSTa dhyAnano prayoga karavAmAM Ave to te AkRti sakriya banI javAnI. mUrtipUjA upayogI che : je prajJAvaMta puruSoe A mUrtinI pUjAno upadeza Apyo, teo viziSTa jJAnI hatA; viziSTa zaktinA dhAraka hatA, vItarAga paramAtmAnI mUrti paramAtmAnA pradezamAM pahoMcavA mATe mAdhyama che. mUrtinuM mAdhyama suyogya che. paramAtmAnI mUrtinuM AlaMbana laIne, je rIte paramAtmAsvarUpamAM pahoMcavuM joIe, te rIte ApaNe pahoMcavA prayatna karatA nathI. ApaNuM e lakSa ja nathI; bAkI, For Private And Personal Use Only

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144 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM jinezvaradevanI padmAsanastha vItarAgabhAvamAM jhIlatI mUrtinA AlaMbane jeTalo vikAsa sAdhavo hoya teTalo sAdhI zakAya. pUjananI bAhya kriyA dvArA dhyAnanI atyaMtara kriyAmAM praveza karavAno che. dhyAnanI sAdhanA karatAM karatAM UMDANamAM javAnuM, dhyAnamAM agAdha zakti che. ApaNe navapadanA dhyAnamAM khovAI javAnuM che. apUrva lInatA prApta thavI joIe. dhyAnano viSaya rasika che. siddhacakra vizvamAM mahAnamAM mahAna tattva che, parama satya che ane addabhuta tathya che. AvA parama tathya parama tattva ane parama satya zrI siddhacakrajI maLyA pachI zuM kamI rahe? siddhacakranI ArAdhanAnI prakriyA ApaNane maLelI che. have karavAnuM che siddhacakrajInuM dhyAna! enAthI avazya AtmA nirmaLa bane che. AtmA parama zAMti prApta kare che. joIe che ne AtmAnI nirmaLatA? joIe che ne parama zAnti? ke azAntinI AgamAM saLagyA karavuM che? dhyAna mATe svastha ane saMyamI deha jarUrI che : dhyAna dharavA mATe zarIra nirmaLa joIe, svastha joIe, sazakta joIe. dhyAna dharavA beso tyAre zarIra duHkhe, kamara duHkhe, mAthuM UMcuMnIcuM thAya.... te nahIM cAle. zArIrika zakti prathama Avazyaka che. A zakti meLavavA mATe viTAmina bI. eNpleksanI jarUra nathI. A zakti-prApta thAya che saMyamathI! brahmacaryanuM nirmaLa pAlana hoya to adUbhuta zakti prApta thAya. bhale pachI tame dUdha, dahIM, ghI na khAo. bhale koI zaktinI davA na lo! A zakti vIryazakti che. vIryazakita dhyAna mATe ati Avazyaka che. yogI puruSo manasA-vacasA-kAryana brahmacarya pALatA ane jaMgalamAM jaIne dhyAna lagAvatA. be-cAra divasa nahIM, mahinAonA mahinA! varSo lagI dhyAna dharatA. AtmAnA zuddha-svarUpamAM lIna banatA. na garadana duHkhe, na AMkho khUle, na zarIra vaLe, na kamara jhUke. tamAre to eka miniTa paNa AMkho baMdha rAkhavI muzkela ne? kAraNa? tame saMyamI nathI! je saMyamI nahIM; te dhyAna dharavA mATe ayogya! zarIra svastha nahIM to mana kevI rIte sthira rahe? dhyAnastha banIne siddhacakrajInA eka-eka pada para manane joDatA jAo. pahelAM jJAnathI, pachI dhyAnathI te navapadano mana sAthe saMparka joDo. jJAnanuM dhIre dhIre dhyAnamAM parivartana thAya. pachI vicAra na rahe. pahelA "savikalpa' dhyAna For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 14pa dharo. tenA aMte "nirvikalpa" dhyAna dharI. "savikalpa dhyAna eTale eka-eka pada laIne tenA para pahelAM ciMtana, pachI manana ne pachI sthirIkaraNa. A rIte karatAM sArA-narasA koI vicAra nahIM, koI vikalpa nahIM, evI nirvikalpa dhyAnanI bhUmikA Ave che. mATe pahelAM savikalpa dhyAna dharo. Aje tapapadanuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che. "tapa' eTale zuM? tapapada : bhArata dezamAM "tapa"no artha thAya che, "khAvuM nahIM, pIvuM nahIM! eka divasa, be-cAra divasa, ke mAsa-bemAsa khAvuM nahIM, bhojana na karavuM, pANI na pIvuM. A arthamAM "tapa" zabda pracalita che. "tapa"no prAraMbha A arthathI thAya che, paNa pUrNAhuti A arthamAM nathI thatI. bhojana na karavuM' e tapa. Aje divasamAM ekavAra bhojana karavuM, ekavAra karavuM te paNa lukhkhabhojana karavuM ochuM khAvuM. ochI vastuo khAvI... A badhuM tapamAM Ave. 'bhUkhyA rahevuM,' "nahIM khAvuM' "ochuM khAvuM?-tapano A artha prAthamika bhUmikAmAM to ThIka che. paNa prathama kakSAmAM pahelA dhoraNamAM kyAM sudhI rahezo? tamAro dIkaro pahelA dhoraNamAM ekavAra nApAsa thayo, bIje varSe nApAsa thayo, trIje varSe nApAsa thayo-to tame kyAM sudhI calAvI lezo? eka varSa-be varSa nApAsa thAya to tamane ciMtA thAya ke nahIM? tamane ciMtA thAya ke "have kyAre pahelA dhoraNamAMthI bIjA dhoraNamAM jAya? chevaTe zuM karo? dhakko mAro! game tema karIne bIjA dhoraNamAM lAvone? to tame sAdhanAnI prathama kakSAmAM kyAM sudhI besI rahezo? tapanI A eka ja kakSA che? bIjI nathI? che. paNa AgaLa vadhavuM nathI ke vadhI zakatA nathI! zuM vicAro cho? "AgaLa na vadhAya to cAle, ema ja hoya! badhA kare che tema karo!" are, badhAM kare tema karAya? je vidyArthI bhaNe che ane jeNe AgaLa vadhavAnI tamannA che te bIjA hoTha vidyArthIo sAme joze ke potAnA adhyApaka tarapha joze? jene AgaLa vadhavuM che te vidyArthI, je vidyArthIo ramavAmAM, rakhaDavAmAM vadhu vakhata gALe che, abhyAsa tarapha bedarakAra rahe che, tevA vidyArthIo sAme joyA karaze? nA, te to hoziyAra vidyArthIo sAme joze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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143 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM tame dharma ArAdhanAmAM konI sAme juo cho? AsapAsanA loko sAme ke guru sAme? tapa karavAvALA konI sAme jue? tapazcaryAnI ucca kakSAe rahelA mahApuruSone joze ke pachI potAnA jevA reDhiyALa tapa karanArAone joze? paDatAnuM AlaMbana na lo : je bALakane bhaNavAmAM rasa nathI, tene tenI mA kahe; "besI jA bhaNavA, rakhaDavAnuM nathI." to bALaka zuM kaheze? "tuM bhaNavA mATe kahyA kare che, paNa jo pelA chokarAo sinemA jue che, pharavA jAya che... te zuM nathI bhaNatA? mArAthI Akho divasa bhaNa-bhaNa nahIM karAya...' jene bhaNavAnI jijJAsA nathI, AgaLa vadhavAnI icchA nathI, te AvAM udAharaNo Apaze, paNa je vidyArthI ema vicAre ke mArI mAnI icchA che ke mAre sarasa bhaNavuM, mArA adhyApaka icche che ke mAre pahelA naMbare AvavuM.'-AvAM vidyArthIo bhaNavAmAM dhyAna Ape che, dhyAna rAkhe che. ane adhyayananI ucca kakSA prApta karavAnuM lakSa rAkhe che. jene paisA kamAvA che te zuM defaulter-devALiyAno Adarza sAme rAkhaze? "A AgaLa kevI rIte AvyA? eka vakhata garIba hatA, vepAra thoDo zarU karyo hato, te kramazaH. kevI rIte AgaLa vadhatA gayA....? temaNe vikAsa kevI rIte karyo? Aje moTA udyogapati kevI rIte banyA? vagere.... paNa je vepArI vepAramAM ALasa karato hoya, pramAda sevato hoya; vepAra tarapha lakSa na Apato hoya, grAhako sAthe tochaDo vartAva karato hoya, "paisA Ave to ThIka ane na Ave to ThIka." AvuM karatAM jeNe devALuM kADhyuM hoya, tevAno Adarza rAkho kharA? nahIM ne? dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM tamArI AsapAsa na juo. paNa dharmakSetre mArgadarzana ApanArA gurujano zuM kahe che te juo. Aje to avidhi e ja vidhi banI gaI che ? derAsaramAM, upAzrayamAM keTakeTalI bhUlo karo cho? khoTuM anukaraNa keTaluM cAlI raheluM che? sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, devavaMdana, pUjana badhe avidhio pravezI gaI che.... A avidhio evI to rUDha thaI gaI che ke temAM parivartana lAvavuM muzkela banI gayuM che. avidhi evI to vyApaka thaI gaI che ke loko tene vidhi mAnatA thaI gayA che! For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 147 eka yuvAna bhAI hatA. temaNe nakkI karyuM ke paramAtmAnI pUjA karavI, to vidhisara ane samajaNapUrvaka karavI. teo pUjAvidhi jANavA mATe mArI pAse AvyA. meM badhI vidhi vyavasthita samajAvI. pachI bIje divase pUjA sAmagrI laI maMdire pUjA karavA gayA. pahelAM aMgapUjA, pachI agrapUjA ane pachI bhAvapUjA karI. tyAM eka mahAnubhAva (!) maMdiramAM AvatAM ja agarabattI laIne bhagavAna pAse pheravavA lAgyA! TheTha bhagavAnanA nAka pAse agarabattI laI gayA! pelA yuvAna bhAIe temane kahyuM : "dhUpa to agrapUjA che. pahelAM aMgapUjA karavI joIe, pachI agrapUjA thAya!' pelA zrAvaka bolI UThyA : "tame kyArathI pUjA zarU karI? pelA yuvAne kahyuM : AjathI pUjA zarU karI che." vRddha zrAvake kahyuM : "tame AjathI pUjA zarU karI, paNa ame to pUjA karatAM karatAM gharaDA thaI gayA, te amane khabara nahIM hoya? mane zuM zikhavADo cho?" pachI temaNe zuM karyuM te jANo cho? dhUpa karyA pachI bhagavAna sAme mALA laIne besI gayA! mALA pheravI pachI UbhA thaIne prakSAla karavA lAgyA! pelA yuvAne kahyuM : "pahelAM aMgapUjA thAya, pachI agrapUjA ane pachI bhAvapUjA thAya.... mALA pachI pheravAya." pelA zrAvake kahyuM : AvuM to haMmezAM ame karIe chIe. A phUlacaMdabhAI Ama kare che, A sukhalAla Ama kare che, A bhAvacaMda zeTha Ama kare che, badhA kare che, badhAM zuM khoTuM kare che?' Aje lokazAhImAM ajJAnIonuM ToLuM je kahe te sAcuM ane jJAnI kahe te khoTuM! bahumati loko kare te sAcuM ane laghumati kare te khoTuM! A majority bahumati ane minority laghumatinA siddhAMte bhayaMkara nukasAna karyuM che. paramAtma-pUjAmAM avidhio kevI vidhirUpa banI gaI che, tenuM A to tamane eka udAharaNa ApyuM. samAjamAM ane saMghamAM AvI to aneka avidhio vidhirUpa banI gaI che. AvuM zAthI banyuM? kAraNa ke te te dharmakriyAnuM vyavasthita jJAna, gurUjano pAsethI meLavyA vinA ja dharma-kriyAo karavA mAMDI che..... kAM to tamane koI mArgadarzana ApanAra maLyuM nathI athavA mArgadarzana ApanAra maLavA chatAM mArgadarzana lIdhuM nathI! sAmAyikanI kriyA barAbara karo cho? pratikramaNanI kriyA barAbara karo For Private And Personal Use Only

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148 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM cho? A dharmakriyAo aMge tamane koI pUchavA AvatA nathI! jene ghULamAM AnaMda mANavo che, jene sUkSmamAM AnaMda mANavo nathI, sUkSmamAM praveza karavo nathI, tevA badhA upara-uparathI dharmakriyA karyuM jAya che sAcA AtmasAdhako thoDA ja rahevAnA ? u. yazovijayajI mahArAje kahyuM che ke stowA-ratnavanina: rasto vAtmasAdhavA ' ratnanA vepArI keTalA hoya! bahu thoDA ne? tema AtmAnA sAdhaka keTalA? thoDA ja. ratnanA vepArI jeTalA! jema ratnonA vepArI AMgaLIne veDhe gaNI zakAya, tema sAcA dharma ArAdhako-AtmAnA sAdhako paNa AMgaLIne veDhe gaNI zakAya teTalA hoya. upara uparathI dharmanI ArAdhanA karanArA ghaNA hoya. sUkSma artha samajanArA, dharmanuM rahasya prApta karanArA ochA hoya. - jema koI mANasane AMkhe pATA bAMdhelA che, tene guphAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM che, bhIMtane hAtha lagAvI lagAvIne cAle che.... jyAM daravAjo Ave che ke hAthane zarIra khaMjavALavA bhIMta parathI UThAvI le che... daravAjo jato rahe che, ane te AgaLa vadhe che... Ama eka cakkara, bIjuM cakkara, trIjuM cakkara.....! ema karatAM karatAM daravAjo maLI jAya to bahAra nIkaLI jAya.... ema tame paNa jo lakSa rAkhIne kriyAo karo to daravAjo kyAreka maLI jAya! dharmanuM rahasya guphAmAM! eka vidvAne ThIka ja kahyuM che : "dharmanuM rahasya-tattva guphAmAM paDeluM che! dharmasya tattva nirita TETyA ' kiMmatI vastu khullI paDelI na hoya, khullI rahelI vastu kiMmatI hoI zakatI nathI. amerikA sonuM kyAM rAkhe che? aNubomba kyAM rAkhe che? te rahasya che! vadhu kiMmatI vastu tALAvALI peTImAM rAkho ne? koI tijorImAM rAkhe che. koIne lAge ke "gharamAM kiMmatI vastu salAmata nathI." to te 'seIpha vaoNlTa'mAM rAkhe che tyAM vIjaLIno karanTa hoya che ne? jo koI levA jAya to? vastu jeTalI kiMmatI, teTalI te UMDANamAM rakhAya che! dharma sasto nathI ke je mIThA-maracAMnI mAphaka khullA bajAramAM maLI jAya! dharmatattva meLavavA mATe UMDANamAM javuM paDaze. zrI siddhacakra most secret matter "hyApi zuddha tatva' che, tene pAmavA mATe gaherAImAM javA prayatna karo, paNa te prayatna te ja zUravIra ane dhIrapurUSa karI zake ke je kRtanizcayI che! paramatattva pAmavAnuM jeNe praNa karyuM che! For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 149 tapa be prakAre che : bAhya tapa ane abhyatara tapa. bAhya tapa cha prakAre che : bAhya tapanA cha prakAra : (1) anazana tapa: bhojanano tyAga, alpakAlIna ane sarvakAlIna, anazananA Ama be prakAra che. akAlIna eTale thoDo samaya bhojanano tyAga, upavAsa vagere. sarvakAlIna anazana eTale jIve tyAM sudhI anazana viMIva cAreya prakAranA AhArano tyAga. besaNuM, ekAsaNuM, AyaMbila, upavAsano anazanamAM samAveza thAya che, (2) UNodarI tapa : jeTalI bhUkha hoya, tenAthI thoDuM ochuM khAvuM. cAra roTalI khAtA hoIe to traNa khAvI! be koLiyA paNa ochuM khAvuM te UNodarI. (3) vRtti saMkSepa : bhojananI verAITI-sAmagrI ghaNI che. 15-20 che, temAMthI be-cAra ke vadhu vastuno tyAga. bhojana mATenI vRtti rokavI. (4) rasatyAga: rasano tyAga eTale jIbhane priya evA rasavALA padArthono tyAga karavAno. ghI, dUdha, dahIM, mIThAI, pharasANa .... vagere padArthono zakya tyAga, rasavALA padArthono tyAga athavA jenAthI jIbhamAMthI rasa chUTe teno tyAga! (5) kAyaphleza : A tapana bhojana sAthe saMbaMdha nathI. teno saMbaMdha zarIra sAthe che. zarIrane kaSTa devuM. zarIra kahe ke "taDakAmAM nathI cAlavuM' to tame kaho: "cAlavuM paDaze.' te kudama madArunanuM garamImAM jANIbUjhIne taDakAmAM cAlo to te tapa! ema bhinna bhinna rIte kAyAne jANIbUjhIne kaSTa ApavuM te paNa tapa che. (7) saMlInatA H zarIranI caMcaLatAno tyAga. caMcaLatAno tyAga eTale zarIrane sthira rAkhavuM. hAtha paNa na halAve, pagane UMco na kare. eka Asane, eka mudrAe besavuM tenuM nAma samyak lInatA. kAyAnuM koI jAtanuM halana-calana nahIM. kAyAnI koI kriyA nahIM. tapazcaryAnA kevA saraLa mArgo che A? koI kahe : "upavAsa nathI thato' to kAMI nahIM, UNodarI tapa karo. thoDuM ochuM paNa khAvAnuM na pAlavatuM hoya ane siMha mAphaka bhojana para tUTI paDatA ho to TesTaphula verAyaTIomAMthI ekAda ochI karo! svAdiSTa padArthomAMthI tyAga karI na zakatA ho to koI ekAda vigayano tyAga karo, anazana na karo, to UNodarI karo, te na bane to khAvAnI vastuo ochI karo, te na bane to chevaTe koI eka priya vastuno tyAga karo. A to nAnAM bALako paNa karI zake! For Private And Personal Use Only

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150 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM priyavastuno tyAga karo : gRhasthajIvananI vAta che. eka vakhata ame kalakattA gayA. sAdhujIvanamAM nahIM, gRhasthajIvanamAM. ame bAra chokarAo hatA. yAtrA mATe nIkaLyA hatA. kalakattAmAM tyAMnA eka sajjanane tyAM jamavAnuM nimaMtraNa maLyuM. amArI sAthe 10-10 varSanA nAnA be chokarA hatA. ame bhojana karavA beThA. amArAmAMthI ghaNA sAdhu banavAnI bhAvanAvALA hatA. be nAnA chokarA haMmezAM bhojana vakhate mArI jamaNI ane DAbI bAju besatAM. paNa A divase teo bannee siMDIkeTa karI hatI. banne sAthe beThA. bIjI bAju pIrasavAnuM zarU thayuM. dUdhapAkanI sarasa mIThI soDama AvI. pIrasanAra pahelAM mArI pAse AvyA. meM to dUdhapAka lIdho! pachI nAnA bALako pAse gayA, to temaNe nA pADI! dUdhapAka temane khUba priya! chatAM temaNe to nA pADI. meM temane pUchyuM to temaNe kahyuM : "je vastu vahAlI hoya teno tyAga karavo," evuM gurUmahArAje zIkhaveluM che ne!" huM to e be bALakone joI ja rahyo! mane thayuM : bALakono kevo addabhuta tyAga! huM tyAga na karI zakyo eno mane pArAvAra pazcAttApa thayo! lakSya hoya to AmAMthI koI ne koI tapa karI zakAya. eka nahIM to bIjuM! kAyaklezanuM tapa paNa karI zakAya. koI paramArtha ke paropakAranuM kAma karatAM karatAM, sevA karatAM karatAM kAyAne thakavI nAkhavAnI! te kAyakleza tapa kahevAya. evI rIte saMlInatA, eTale kAyAne sthira rAkhavAnI. AvA cha prakAranA bAhya tapanI ArAdhanA karatAM karatAM atyaMtara tapamAM pravezI zakAya. atyaMta2 tapanA cha prakAra : 1. atyaMtara-AMtarika tapamAM prathama prAyazcitta. je kAMI bhUla-pApa jIvanamAM thAya te gurUmahArAja pAse nivedita kare ane gurUmahArAja te pAponuM je prAyazcitta Ape, te prAyazcitta karavAnuM. temAM tapa, svAdhyAya, navakAravALI.... je kAMI karavAnuM Ave te karavAnuM. hRdayanI nirmaLatA-abhyatara tapamAM sarva prathama Avazyaka che. jyAM sudhI pApa chupAvazo, tyAM sudhI AtmAnI nirmaLatA prApta thaze nahIM. pachI prasannatA, nirbhayatA, ane nizcitatA kyAMthI AvavAnAM? hRdaya azAMtino anubhava karaze... mATe sauthI pahelAM kacaro kADho... hRdaya svaccha-nirmala banAvo. 2. vinaya: gurumahArAja pAse vinayapUrvaka javuM, vinayathI, namratAthI vAta For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 151 karavI. vinayamAM hoya che saraLatA. vinayamAM hoya che hRdayanI komaLatA. vaDIlono-gurUjanono vinaya e to dharmanuM mULa che. "vinayamUno gho." "dharmanuM mULa vinaya che. hRdayanI komaLatA vinA, vaDIlo pratye vinaya vagara koI guNa Take nahIM. vinayane AdhIna sarva guNo che. ane vinayazva mArUMvAyatta:' mRdutAnA sTeja para vinaya Ubho rahI zake che! te sTeja haThAvo to vinaya khADAmAM! vinaya mATe hRdaya komaLa joIe, mRdu joIe. 3. svAdhyAya : jenA jIvanamAM vinaya tenA jIvanamAM svAdhyAya, svAdhyAya eTale adhyayana. navuM jJAna-samyagu jJAna..... paramAtmA jinezvaradevonA zAsananuM jJAna meLavavA niraMtara prayatna karavAno, bhaNeluM bhulAI na jAya te mATe vAraMvAra tenuM punarAvartana karavAnuM, rIvijhana karavAnuM. 4. dhyAna H jJAna prApta thayA pachI tenuM sthirIkaraNa dhyAnathI thAya. dUdha sthira rahe to dahIM maLe. rAtamAM be-cAra vakhata halAvI jue ke "dahIM thayuM che ke nahIM?' to dahIM bane kharuM? dhyAnathI jJAnane sthira karAya che. jJAna ane dhyAne AvyA pachI abhimAnanI koI vikRti pedA na thAya tenuM lakSya rAkhavuM joIe. 5. vaiyAvacca : AcArya, upAdhyAya, nUtana dIkSita, vRddha, bImAra sAdhu, bAlamuni vagerenI sevA-bhakti. gRhastho mATe koI bImAra sAdharmikanI sevA te vaiyAvacca che. gharamAM je parivAra che, temane tamArA sAdharmika samajo cho? A mArA sAdharmika che' ema samajIne sevA karo to te dharma, paraMtu A mArI patnI che, A mArAM bALako che" mATe sevA karo to te gRhastha jIvananuM kartavya! pharaja! paNa vaiyAvaccane tapa na kahevAya! kriyA sAthe jJAnadRSTi joIe! dRSTimAM to gajaba jAdu che! dRSTi badalAya to jeTalA Azrava che, teTalA saMvara banI jAya! maMtrIe rAjAne gaTaranuM pANI pivaDAvyuM rAjA ane maMtrI jatA hatA. tyAM mArgamAM gaTara AvI. khUba ja durgadha AvI. rAjAe nAka dabAvyuM. pachI carcA cAlI. maMtrIe kahyuM : 'badhA pudgalonA khela che! zuM gaMduM ke zuM cokhkhuM?" pachI maMtrIe nokara pAse ghaDAmAM te gaTaranuM pANI maMgAvyuM. eka oraDAmAM sAta sTejavALI ghoDI banAvI. sahuthI upara pelA gaMdA pANIno ghaDo mUkyo. For Private And Personal Use Only

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upara hadayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM tenI nIce bIjo ghaDo mUkyo. ema eka nIce bIjA sAta ghaDA mUkyA. dareka ghaDAnI nIce kANuM ane upara garaNuM! uparanA ghaDAmAMthI pANI TapakIne nIcenA ghaDAmAM jAya. pahelA ghaDAnuM pANI gaLAIne bIjA ghaDAmAM... te pANI trIjA ghaDAmAM gayuM... temAMthI cothA ghaDAmAM AvyuM.... cothA ghaDAnI AsapAsa aMdara... bahAra suvAsita padArtha rAkhyA hatA. pANI suvAsita banI pAMcamA ghaDAmAM AvyuM. tyAMthI chaThThA ane pachI sAtamA mAM AvyuM. sAtamA ghaDAnuM pANI svaccha, sugaMdhI ane svAdiSTa banI gayuM hatuM. rAjAne potAne ghera bhojana mATe AmaMtrIne A pANI rAjAne pivaDAvyuM! mahArAjAe te pIdhuM ane kahyuM : "zuM sarasa sarabata che!" bIjuM mAMgyuM. maMtrIe ApyuM. mahArAjAe pUchyuM : "AvuM pANI lAvyA kyAMthI? AvuM pANI .to meM jiMdagImAM pIdhuM nathI." maMtrI kahe che : "mahArAjA, pIvAmAM majA che, jovAmAM nathI.' mahArAjAe jIda pakaDI! mAre A pANI kyAMnuM che, te jovuM che!' maMtrIe pharIthI kahyuM ke : "pIvAmAM je majA che, te jovAmAM nathI! paNa rAjAnI jIda! maMtrIe kahyuM : "bhale, cAlo batAvuM!' maMtrI rAjAne pelA oraDAmAM laI gayA. rAjAe kahyuM : "A zuM?" maMtrIe kahyuM peluM gaTaranuM durgadhavALuM pANI tamane A ja pANI rIphAInDa karIne, zuddha karIne pivaDAvyuM." vaiyAvacca : mahAna tapa : dRSTimAM pharaka che! gaTaramAM gaMduM pANI lAgyuM. makAnamAM svAdiSTa pANI lAgyuM! dRSTinuM parivartana karavuM e eka kaLA che. te jo AvaDI jAya to saraLatAthI bhavasAgara tarI javAya. vaiyAvacca eTale sevA. bImAranI sevA te uttamamAM uttama sevA che-tapa che. jIvone zAtA ApavI, samAdhi ApavI, samatA ApavI-e uttama sevA che. koI AtmAne zAMti ApavI, davAnuM anupAna ApavuM, zarIra dabAvavuM, davA devI-vagere sevA karavI te vaiyAvacca. AvI sevA karavAno avasara upadhAna tapamAM ghaNo maLe! upadhAna tapa karI rahyA cho ne? jeo upadhAna tapa na karI zake teo upadhAna karanAranI sevA to karI zake ne? upadhAna e tapa che, tema sevA e paNa tapa che! For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana upadhAnamAM tapanA 12 prakArano samAveza : Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 153 upadhAnanuM tapa bAhya tapa che, temAM vaiyAvacca-sevA te atyaMtara tapa che! strIo paNa A tapa karI zake. koI bALakI upadhAnanI tapazcaryAmAM DhIlI thaI gaI hoya, tame sazakta cho, DhIlAnI sevA karo to tene sAtA maLe ane preraNA paNa prApta thAya. tene thAya ke ahIM koI mArI sevA karanAra che!' upadhAnamAM bAhya ane atyaMtara tapa sahaja rIte thAya che. upadhAnamAM koI doSa lAge to AlocanA lakho, prAyazcitta lo. samaya maLe svAdhyAya karo. navakAra-logassano kAyotsarga karo, bImAranI vaiyAvacca karo, gurujanono vinaya jALavo ane paramAtmAnuM dhyAna karo. 1. anazana tapa thAya che! upavAsa ane nIvI! 2. UodarI vrata. nIvI vakhate karone? tethI tabiyata paNa sArI raheze! 3. upadhAnanI nIvImAM vastuo ghaNI hoya! to jarUra eka-be vastu choDI zakAya ne? Ane vRttisaMkSepa tapa kahevAya. zAmAM majA Ave? A nAnA chokarAo upavAsane divase masta! nIvInA divase vikeTa DAuna! nIvI pachI zarIra thoDI becenI anubhave. upavAsane divase savArathI sAMja sudhI ullAsa ja ullAsa! 4. rasatyAgaH nIvIne divase nIviyAtI vastuo ghaNI hoya! emAMthI je tyAga karo to rasatyAga kahevAya. 5. mALA pheravatI vakhate kAyAnI sthiratA rAkhavI, te saMlInatA! 6. kAyAne kaSTa to Apo ja cho ne! 100 logassano kAusagga karo cho ne? khamAsamaNAM Apo cho ne! saMvatsarInA pratikramaNamA keTalA logassano kAussaga Ave? 40 logassano ne? te paNa vadhAre lAge, ahIM upadhAnamAM haMmeza 100 logassano kAusagga karavAno! pratidina 20 navakAravALI pheravavAnI! kevuM tomaya jIvana! Ama bAreya prakAranA tapano upadhAna tapamAM samAveza thAya che. hA, bAhya tapa bIjAne dekhAya che. atyaMtara tapa bIjAone dekhAya nahIM! For Private And Personal Use Only tame upavAsa karyo to te tapa, paNa vinaya karyo te? vinaya karanAra tapasvI kahevAya? ApaNe upavAsa karanArane tapasvI kahIzuM, paNa vinayIne tapasvI kahIe chIe kharA?

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1pa4 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM sevA karanArane tapasvI kahIe chIe kharA? eka upavAsa karyo tene tapasvI kahIe chIe, paNa bAra bAra kalAka svAdhyAya karyo hoya to tene tapasvI kahIzuM? ApaNI pAse dRSTi nathI. dRSTine sUkSma ane vizALa banAvo. daSTi jo sUkSma ane vizALa bane to dareka jIva pratye keTalI sahAnubhUti ane prema pragaTe! atyaMtara tapanuM mUlyAMkana karo : sAdhu-sAdhvImAM paNa anazana tapa ja rUDha thaI gayeluM che. upavAsa, AyaMbila karyuM hoya, tene tapa gaNe, paNa svAdhyAyane tapa na gaNe! tapa karanAra svAdhyAya na kare to paNa te tapasvI! svAdhyAya karanAra upavAsa Adi na kare to te tapasvI nahIM! bAhya tapa to atyaMtara tapanI bhUmikAe pahoMcADanArI sIDI che. sIDI upara pahoMcavA mATe che. upara pahoMcyA pachI sIDIne gaLe na bAMdhI rakhAya. pachI tenuM vizeSa mahattva nathI. AtmA jJAna-dhyAnamAM paripUrNa lIna thaI javuM joIe. pachI tenI sAme roTalI hoya ke gulAbajAMbu hoya-baMne samAna! roTalI pratye roSa nahIM, gulAbajAMbu pratye rAga nahIM. upavAsa ane bhojana-baMne eka samAnI roTalI lakhI hoya ke ghIthI copaDelI hoya baMne eka sarakhI! bAhya tapanuM niraMtara AlaMbana rAkhI atyaMtara tapamAM pragati karyuM jAo. tapapadanA dhyAna mATe mahAna tapasvInuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che. je tapasvI mahAna hoya, jeNe bAhya ane atyaMtara tapamAM ajoDa siddhi prApta karI hoya ane temAM lInatA prApta karI hoya, tevA tapasvInuM dhyAna dharavAnuM. caMpA zrAvikA : AvI eka parama tapasvinI caMpA zrAvikA dhyAnamAM AlaMbana banI zake. baheno caMpA zrAvikAne potAno Adarza banAvI zake. teNe cha mAsanA upavAsa karyA hatA. apramattatA kevI hatI? mahAna mogala samrATa akabarane jagadguru hIravijayasUrijInAM caraNe jhukAvanArI caMpA zrAvikAnI tapazcaryAnuM avalokana karavAnI jarUra che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 155 caMpA zrAvikAnI apramatta tapazcaryAe ane prasanna mudrAe akabara upara gajaba prabhAva pADyo hato. akabare hAtha joDI pUchyuM : "ATalI zakti kyAMthI prApta karI?' caMpAe kahyuM : "jahAMpanAha, A kRpA che mArA devAdhideva arihaMta paramAtmAnI tathA guru mahArAja hIravijayasUrinI.' caMpAe potAnA gurunA aneka vidha guNa gAyA. akabare tarata ja hIravijayasUrijIne dilhI padhAravA nimaMtraNa mokalyuM. caMpAnI cha mahinAnI upavAsanI tapazcaryA kevI haze tenA para vicAra karajo. nadiSeNa muni naMdiSeNa munine atyaMtara tapanA Adarza banAvo! teo apUrva vaiyAvacce karanArA mahAmuni hatA. eka vakhata deve temanI kasoTI karI. deve sAdhunuM rUpa lIdhuM. upAzrayamAM AvyA. A vakhate naMdipeNane tapazcaryAnA pAraNAno divasa hato. gocarI laIne AvyA, jyAM pAtro kholyA, tyAM pelo deva sAdhuvezamAM Avyo ane kahevA lAgyo: "pelA sAdhu mAMdA che. herAna thAya che. kapaDAM bagaDI gayAM che. maLamUtramAM paDyA che ane ahIM tame gocarI karavA beThA cho?' A sAMbhaLI naMdiSeNa gocarI paDatI mUkIne UThyA. gocarI tyAM ne tyAM rahI. temaNe kahyuM : "mane khabara nahIM, mApha karo, huM hamaNAM ja AvuM chuM.' deva tADukIne bolyo: "zuM khabara nahIM? peTa bharavA sivAya bIjI khabara rAkhavAnI zI jarUra? thaI gayA moTA vaiyAvacca karavAvALA....!" paNa naMdiSeNa munine jarAya roSa na Avyo. naMdiNa tyAM gayA... bImAra sAdhu pAse. te paNa devanI mAyA! kapaDAM evAM bagaDyAM hatAM ke na pUcho vAta. viSTAthI kharaDAyelAM... munie sAdhune pANIthI sApha karyA.... kapaDAM dhoyAM.... bImAra sAdhue paNa saMbhaLAvyuM. joyA moTA vaiyAvacca karavAvALA... ahIM kyAranA paDyA chIe! khabara nathI?' Ama garamAgarama zabdo saMbhaLAve che. muni naMdiSeNa ThaMDA kaleje vaiyAvacca kare che. zarIra dhoyuM, kapaDAM sApha karyA, pachI kahyuM : "cAlo. sAdhu bolyA : cAlu kevI rIte? tuM joto nathI?' to bhale, mArA khabhA para besI jAo, huM laI jAu!' nadiSeNe kahyuM. naMdiSeNa te sAdhune khabhA upara besADI jyAM daza DagalAM cAlyA, tyAM sAdhue viSTA karI, naMdiSaNanuM zarIra bagADI mUkyuM. muni naMdiSeNe manamAM lezamAtra For Private And Personal Use Only

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157 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM roSa karyA vagara zAMtithI zarIra sApha karyuM. aruci bilakula pedA na thaI. sevAnI bhAvanAthI badhuM karyuM ane AgaLa vadhyA. jyAM daza DagalAM gayAM, tyAM pharIthI viSTA karI. Ama chatAM vaiyAvaccano bhAva jarAya DhIlo na paDyo, manamAM evo vicAra na Avyo ke 'ATa-ATalI sevA karuMchuM, tenI koI kiMmata nahIM.... koI sabhyatA nahIM.... u52thI mane dabaDAve che?' ApaNe hoIe to? saMbhaLAvI daIe ne ke : 'ThIka, cAlato thA tuM. sabhyatAno khyAla paNa nathI rAkhato? sevA karIe chIe, chatAM AvuM sAMbhaLavAnuM? A paDI tamArI sevA, AvuM sAMbhaLavA mATe sevA nathI karatA.... samajyA?' sAcuM kaho, AvuM ja saMbhaLAvo ne? naMdiSeNa muninA manamAM roSa nahIM, aruci nahIM. sevAno pAko raMga ke te Utare ja nahIM! bhale garama pANImAM nAMkho; sAbu ghasI nAkho, paNa raMga te raMga-pAko! leza mAtra Utare nahIM, kAco raMga hoya to? jarAka pANI nAkhyuM ne sAbu lagAvyo ke raMga khalAsa! sevAno raMga-vaiyAvaccano raMga evo pAko lAgI jAya ke game tevI kasoTI thAya paNa phikko na paDe. muninuM zarIra pharIthI bagaDyuM. garamAgarama ane khArAkhArA zabdo! chatAM bhAvamAM koI phera nahIM. aMte te sAdhu nIce UtaryA. potAnuM devarUpa pragaTa karI muni naMdiSaNanA guNanAM vakhANa karyAM ane potAnA sthAne cAlyo gayo. atyaMtara tapa mATe naMdiSeNa muninuM dhyAna aneka prakAranI preraNA Ape che. kevuM haze temanuM manobaLa? kevuM haze temanuM uttama lakSa? muniveSadhArI deve emanI sevAnA bhAva toDI nAMkhavA kevA ghaNa mAryA?.... chatAM e dRDha bhAvane toDI na zakyo. sAruM che ke Aje ApaNI parIkSA levA koI deva Avato nathI. zuM Ave? koI dRDha guNa hoya to Ave ne! mAmUlI prahAramAM ja jyAM bhAvo tUTI jatA hoya che, tyAM bhayaMkara prahAronI to vAta ja kyAM? eka bhikhArIno tyAga! bAhya tapa mATe Adarza che eka bhikhArInuM. eka bhikhArI eka munirAjanA saMparkamAM Avyo. munie tene pratijJA ApI: eka anAja eka vigaI ane eka zAkabhAjIthI vizeSa kaMI khAvAnuM nahIM. bhikhArInuM zarIra rogagrasta hatuM. bhikhArInA bhikSApAtramAM ghauMnI roTalI For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 157 AvI gaI eTale have bIjA dhAnyanI roTalI levAnI vAta nahIM. eka zAka maLI gayuM pachI bIjuM zAka levAnuM nahIM, eka vigaI AvI gaI, have bIjI vigaI levAnI nahIM. A niyama teNe barAbara pALyo. te nIrogI banyo. eka zrAvakane tenA pratye sabhAva jAgyo. garIba zrAvakanI sArI dharmaArAdhanA joIne, sAruM jIvana joIne, tapomaya jIvana, saMyamamaya jIvana joIne zrImaMta zrAvaka tenI garIbAI maTADaDyA vinA rahe kharA? A mAro sAdharmika bhAI! kevuM pavitra jIvana! prabhupUjA kare che, nItimattAvALuM jIvana gALe che, to mAre tenI garIbI maTADavI joIe'-A vAta gaLe Utare tevI che? ThIka vAta che? kumArapALano pUrvabhavaH naravIra : gujarAtanA rAjA kumArapALanA pUrvajIvananI vAta jANo cho ne? pUrvabhavamAM te khunakhAra DAku hato. tyAM jaMgalamAM munirAja maLI gayA. pachI gayo te ADhara zrAvakanI pAse. ADhara zrAvaka kevA? koI paNa duHkhI garIba hoya te ADhara zeThanI havelIe jAya, tyAM tene bhojana maLe, naravIra tyAM gayo, paNa bhojana karavA na beTho. zeThe tene bolAvyo ane pUchyuM: "kema bhAI zA mATe AvyA cho?' naravIra : "zeThajI, bhojana karavA." zeTha : "to pachI besI jA.' naravIra : nahIM jI, maphatanuM nahIM khAuM, sevAnuM kArya batAvo kAma karyA pachI jamuM." zeThane thayuM ke A koI sAmAnya vyakti nathI, koI Adarza rAkhIne jIvana jIve che. A sAmAnya nathI, jarUra pahelAM sArI sthiti haze, kAraNavazAt AvuM bhikhArI jevuM jIvana AvyuM haze." zeThe kahyuM : tane nokarImAM rAkhavAmAM Ave che. have bhojana karI le. tAre eka kAma karavAnuM : jyAM huM dharmasthAne-upAzraye ke maMdire jAuM tyAM mArI sAthe tAre AvavAnuM. mAruM batAveluM kAma karavAnuM.' ane te naravIra, zeThano jamaNo hAtha-rAITa henDa banI gayo! zeThe naravIrano hAtha pakaDaco. "maphatanuM bhojana nahIM, kAMI kAma karyA pachI bhojana!" A bAbate zeThane karyA hatA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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158 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM zrImaMtomAM AvI bhAvanA hovI joIe. to samAjano thara UMce jAya. ucca dhArmika, nItimaya jIvana jIvanArA garIba zrAvakono zrImaMtoe udghAra karavo ja joIe. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir bhikhArIe lIdhelA traNeya niyama jIvanabhara pALyA! bhikhArIe traNa niyamanuM dRDhatApUrvaka suMdara pAlana karyuM. teno parivAra vadhyo, paisAdAra thayo, paNa niyama na toDavA. zrImaMtAImAM paNa teNe niyama nibhAvyA......... TUMkAvyA, garIbAImAM lIdhelA niyama zrImaMtAImAM TakAve te mahAna! garIbAImAM niyama lo. bhAgya pharyuM, zrImaMta banyA. have zuM karavAnuM? niyama aMge kaMI ne kaMI bahAnAM zodho ne? 'pahelA rUpiyAnA 64 paisA hatA te have 100 paisA che,' niyama vakhate meM parsanala amuka rUpiyA mATe dhAraNA karI hatI.... A saMpatti parsanala nathI.' lAkho rUpiyA kamAyA pachI potAnI patnInA nAme, dIkarAne nAme beMkamAM jamA ka2Avone? hA, zrImaMtAImAM niyama TakAvavo muzkela che. A bhikhArI marIne rAjAne tyAM janme che, tyAM rAjyamAM 12 varSano dukALa paDavAno hato. te dukALa enA janmathI TaLI gayo! rAjAe A joyuM to teNe jyotiSIne pUchyuM : 'A zuM? tame to dukALa kahetA hatA ne? ahIM to sukALa che! kyAM gayuM tamAruM jyotiSazAstra?' jyotiSIe kahyuM : 'mahArAjA, koI agamya kudaratI ghaTanA bane tyAre A pramANe thAya; Apane tyAM mahAna tapasvI jIvano rAjakumA2 tarIke janma thayelo che, te mahAna bhAgyazALI che, temanA prabhAvathI A pheraphAra thayo che,' AjanA tapapadanA dhyAna mATe A bhikhArIno Adarza sAme rAkhIne dhyAna dharavAnuM che. pratijJApAlana mahAna dharma : e niyamamAM keTalI dRDhatA hatI? gharamAM vaibhava hato, badhA suMdara suMdara vastuo khAtA hatA. chatAM enuM mana lalacAtuM nahIM hoya? badhA mAla uDAvatA haze tyAre tenI patnIe Agraha nahIM karyo hoya? tenA dIkarAe ema nahIM kahyuM hoya ke 'pitAjI! niyama lIdho tyAre tame garIba hatA, Aje sthiti palaTAI che, to niyama paNa palaTAvo joIe!' Ama gharanA lokoe zuM Agraha nahIM karyo hoya? ema paNa kahyuM haze ke For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI navapada pravacana 1pa9 hamaNAM niyama javA do. gurumahArAja Ave to kahI dejo ane prAyazcitta laI lejo!' A tapapadanA dhyAna mATe dhannA aNagArano Adarza paNa rAkhI zakAya, paNa bhikhArI mATe bhikhArIno Adarza ja ThIka raheze! zuM ApaNe zrImaMta chIe? sAdhanAmAM to bhikhArI ja chIe ne? navapadanuM dhyAna pratidina dharo. prayatnapUrvaka ane niSThAthI dhyAna dharo. AtmA nirmaLa thaze, vartamAna jIvanamAM sukha, zAMti ane samAdhi prApta thaze. maMgalamaya jIvana jIvIne aMte mokSa dazA prApta karanAra bano e ja maMgaLa kAmanA. - pada varNa jApanuM pada arihaMta sapheda siddha lAla AcArya pILo upAdhyAya lIlo kALo sAdhu darzana % huM namo arihaMtANaM OM hrIM namo siddhANaM 30 hIM namo AyariyANa ke hIM namo uvajajhAyANaM OM hrIM namo loe savvasAhUNe OM hrIM namo daMsaNamsa 3% hIM namo nANassa hIM namo cArittassa 30 hIM namo tavassa sapheda jJAna sapheda cAritra sapheda sapheda For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhAvanAmRta ApaNI vicArasRSTinuM kendrasthAna "navapada banI jAya ane ApaNuM mana e kendrasthAne sthiratA anubhave tyAre apUrva AnaMdanI anubhUti thAya. navapada sAthe joDAyeluM mana abhuta camatkAro sarje che. AtmAnuM bhavya utthAna kare che... AdhyAtmikatAnAM ucca zikharo hAMsala karAve che. basa, mana navapada sAthe joDAvuM joIe manane navapada sAthe joDavA mATe, saMbaMdha bAMdhavA mATe mAtra vAMcana na cAle, te mATe joIe vAraMvAranI bhAvanA! sthira Asane besIne, madhura zabdomAM ApaNe eka-eka padanI bhAvanA bhAvatA rahIe... roja-roja bhAvIe.... navapadanI sAthe AMtaraprItino saMbaMdha baMdhAze. A bhAvanA lakhelI nathI! pragaTelI che. zrI siddhacakrajInA mahApUjananA samaye svayaMbhU AtmAmAMthI pragaTelI che! jyAre A bhAvanAo vANInA mAdhyamathI pragaTatI hatI tyAre eka mumukSu AtmAe ene akSara deha Apyo hato. sahu navapadapremI AtmAo A bhAvanAmRtanuM pAna karI anahada AnaMda anubhave e ja maMgala kAmanA. - bhadraguptavijaya T arihaMta-pada he prabhu! Apa traNa bhuvananA nAtha cho. vizvanuM kalyANa karanArA cho. bhavATavImAM sArthavAha cho, bhavasamudramAM nirdhAmaka cho. ame ApanA zaraNe AvyA chIe; amane A bhava-jaladhithI pAra karo. bhavarUpI aTavImAM krodha-mAna-mAyA ane lobhArUpI cAreya zatru amArI AtmasaMpatti-kSamA, namratA, saraLatA ane nirlobhatAne lUMTI rahyA che. te nAtha, ame ApanA zaraNe AvyA chIe. mana, vacana, kAyAthI ame ApanA caraNe samarpaNa karyuM che.... Apa ja amArA sarvasva che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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11 bhAvanAmRta jagannAtha! chatAM amArA cittamAM zAMti kema nathI? 'zaraNya! kAruNyaparaH pareSAM nihaMsi mohajvaramAzritAnAM / mama tvadAjJAM vahato'pi mUrjA zAnti na yAtyeSa kuto'pi heto|| he prabhu! Apa deva-devendrothI pUjita che. jyAre Apano janma thayo hato, tyAre indranuM siMhAsana paNa DolI UThyuM hatuM, janma samaye indra ahIM AvyA, saudharmendra pAMca rUpa karyA ane nAcato-kUdato Apane merUgiri para laI gayo. tyAM ThAThamAThathI cosaTha indroe ane karoDo devoe Apano janmAbhiSeka mahotsava manAvyo.. chatAM ApanA aMtaHkaraNamAM to jarAya utkarSa na jAgyo! dhanya mArA hRdayera! saudharmendra ApanI sAme baLadanuM rUpa karI nAcato hato, zuM samajIne? "prabhu! huM ApanI sAme na to devarUpamAM Ubho rahI zakuM.... na to manuSyarUpe. huM to ApanI sAme pazutulya chuM." jyAre Indra paNa ApanI sAme potAnI jAtane pazu samaje che to ame? are, ame to pazuthI paNa UtaratI kakSAnA chIe. dIkSA laIne Ape ghora upasarga sahana karyA. cAra ghAtI karmono kSaya karI Ape kevaLajJAna prApta karyuM. Ape dharmatIrthanI sthApanA karI. devoe samavasaraNa banAvyuM. aSTa prAtihAryanI divya vibhUtithI Apa zobhAyamAna hatA. azokavRkSanI zItala chAyA ApanA samavasaraNa para chAyelI hatI. ApanA upara traNa chatra zobhatAM hatAM. pAchaLa bhAmaMDala jhagamaga-jhagamaga thatuM hatuM. ApanI be bAju devo cAmara vIMjhI rahyA hatA. maNijaDita siMhAsana para Apa birAjatA hatA. divya dhvaninuM bhavya saMgIta ane duMdubhinA nAdathI vAtAvaraNa praphulla baneluM hatuM. paMcavarNanAM sugaMdhita puSponI vRSTi thatI hatI.... ApanA samavasaraNanI kevI addabhuta zobhA! chatAM Apane na hato koI para rAga ane na hato keSa! ApanI A divya vibhUtinAM jeNe darzana karyA teno janma saphaLa thaI gayo.... paraMtu mArA deva! te samaye huM kyAM bhaTakato hato? jyAre Apa ahIM hatA tyAre to meM ApanAM darzana na karyA.... karmoe mArA para krUratA varasAvI.... For Private And Personal Use Only

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162 hadayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM karmarUpI kuMbhAre saMsArarUpI cAkaDA para caDhAvI, kubodharUpI daMDAthI ghumAvI... mane duHkhapUrNa bhAjana banAvyo... he nAtha, AvA kUra karmothI Apa mArUM rakSaNa karo. Apa taraNatAraNa cho.. ame ApanA caraNomAM AvyA chIe.. ame pratijJA karIe chIe ke havenA bhAvomAM ApanAM caraNone choDI koInAM ya caraNo ame nahIM svIkArIe. bhavobhava tama caraNonI sevA, huM to mAguM chuM devAdhidevA, sAmuM juone sevaka jANI, evI sevakajananI vANI. ame ApanA caraNasevaka chIe.... rajatulya chIe. ame mohamAyAmAM phasAyelA chIe. aDhAra pApasthAnakomAM AtmabhAna bhUlelA chIe.... paraMtu Aja ame dhanya chIe. kRtapuNya chIe.... kAraNa ke Aja ApanAM darzana maLyAM! ATalA divasa to ApanA zAsananA svarUpane ame samajyA na hatA. Aja ApanI anaMtakRpAthI kaMIka svarUpa samajI zakyA chIe. have amane koI Dara nathI! kAraNa ke ame ApanI AMgaLI pakaDI che. hA, e AMgaLI chUTI na jAya e mATe kRpA Ape karavI paDaze! Apa acijya kRpA-kuMbha cho. he tribhuvananAtha! he jagadIzvara! he karuNAsiMdhu! he trilokapati. kRpA karo... ekavAra punaH ame prArthanA karIe chIe.... ghaTa-ghaTamAM ApanuM dhyAna raho.... ame ApanA svarUpamAM lIna thaIe. punaHpunaH prArthanA karIe chIe ke amArA AtmAne Apa pavitra karo. siddha-pada) he anaMta siddha paramAtmA! Apa cauda rAjalokanA upara siddhazilA para birAjamAna cho. Ape akSayaananta-avinAzI svarUpane prApta karyuM che. he bhagavaMta! Apano prabhAva aciMtya che. je koI ApanuM dhyAna dhare che, tenuM avazya kalyANa thaI jAya che. ApanuM dhyAna dharavAthI AtmA nirmala bane che; bhavabaMdhana tUTI jAya che. Ape cAra ghAtI ane cAra aghAtI karmono kSaya karI anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta vIrya, anaMta sukha, agurulaghutA, arUpitA, akSaya-sthiti ane vItarAgatA prApta karela che. ame paNa cAhIe chIe ke amArAM karmono paNa kSaya thaI jAya, amArA jIvanamAM paNa evo dhanya divasa Ave, paraMtu prabho! For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhAvanAmRta 173 ApanI kRpA joIe. amArI to zakti ja nathI. hA, Apa amArAmAM zaktino saMcAra karo to kAma thaI zake.... jarUra. prabho! Apa arUpI cho! ame arUpI vastunuM dhyAna kevI rIte dharIe? ApanA arUpI rUpane mUrtimAna banAvIne tenuM dhyAna ame karI zakIe. jo ApanI kRpA maLI jAya to A kArya saraLa banI zake. amArA Atma-pAtramAM niraMtara ApanI kRpA varasatI raho. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir yadyapi Apa caturgatimaya saMsArathI bahAra cho, tathApi sAMbhaLyuM che ke je koI ApanuM dhyAna dhare che te ApanA jevo banI zake che. zrI jJAnavimalasUrijIe kahyuM che: 'tuM hI aLago bhava thakI paNa bhavika tAhare nAma re, pAra bhavano teha pAme, eha arija kAma re...' he prabhu! ApanuM dhyAna dharatAM dharatAM bhavyAtmA ApanA svarUpane prApta karI le che. prabho! ApanI pAse anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta cAritra ane anaMta vIrya che. ame ema nathI kahetA ke Apa Aja ne Aja amane badhuM ApI do. paraMtu thoDuM thoDuM paNa ApavAnI kRpA karo. amane vizvAsa che ke Apa Apo cho... hA, ApavAnI rIta ame nathI jANatA. ApamAM rAgadveSa nathI chatAM ya Apa Apo cho! E he anaMta siddha bhagavAna! Apa arUpI banyA, siddhigatinA bhAgI banyA, ApanI pAse anupama, akathanIya guNasamRddhi che, temAMthI Apa kAMI paNa ApI do. mana-vacana ane kAyAthI ame Apane samarpita chIe. bhavobhava amane ApanuM zaraNuM Apo. cA2 gatithI chuTakAro karI do. bhavabhramaNathI mukta karI do. rAga-dveSa, Adhi, vyAdhi janma-maraNathI chuTakAro karI do. Apa amArI vinaMtIno svIkAra karo.... Apa ja amArA 'yogakSema' karanArA cho. OMAcArya-pada Hao ke vizvavaMdanIya! paMcAcAranI prabhAvanA karanArA AcArya bhagavaMta! ApanA caraNomAM ame vaMdanA karIe chIe. Apa 'paMcaparameSTimAM tRtIya pada upara ArUDha cho. Ape ApanA jIvanane paMcAcArathI pavitra banAvyuM che. Apa paramAtma zAsanane For Private And Personal Use Only

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194 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM samarpita cho. Ape jJAnAcAra, darzanAcAra, tapAcAra ane varyAcAranI suMdara ArAdhanA karI che ane je koI ApanA zaraNe Ave che; tene paMcAcAranuM dAna daI, tenI ArAdhanA karAvo cho. zaraNe AvelA jIvonAM cAritranuM yogakSema" karo cho. Apano svabhAva "bhIma' ane 'kAnta' guNothI yukta hoya che. ApanI eka ja bhAvanA niraMtara rahe che ke "mArA zaraNe AvelA jIvo mokSa-mArgamAM AgaLa ne AgaLa vadhe.' A bhAvanAne mUrtimaMta karavAnuM kArya Apa harahaMmeza karatA raho cho. Apa viSaya-kaSAyathI dUra cho. bIjA jIvonI viSaya-kaSAyanI Agane Apa ApanI vANIthI zItala karo cho. ApanI cittaprasannatA ane AtmatRpti apUrva koTinI che. Apa addabhuta chatrIsa guNonA mAlika cho. pAMca indriyo para Apano aMkuza avarNanIya che. brahmacaryanuM pAlana apUrva koTinuM che. kaSAyonuM to ApamAM nAmanizAna dekhAtuM nathI. pAMca mahAvratonuM pAlana kevuM niraticAra che! paMcAcAranI prabhAvanAmAM Apa kevA tatpara cho! pAMca samiti ane traNa guptinA pAlanamAM Apa apramatta cho. SakAyanA jIvonA Apa saMrakSaka cho. pRthvIkAya, apUkAya, teukAya, vAyukAya, vanaspatikAya ane trasakAyanA jIvo para Apa anaMta karuNA dhAraNa karo cho. SakAyanA jIvone Ape abhayadAna ApeluM che. ApanI parama kRpAnA sahAre ame paNa pAMca indriyo ane cAra kaSAyo para vijaya prApta karIe. brahmacaryanI nava vADonuM suMdara pAlana karanArA banIe. pAMca mahAvratonuM niraticAra pAlana karanArA banIe. paMcAcAranuM pAlana karatA pakAyanA jIvone abhayadAna ApIe, evI amArI bhAvanA che. jIvamAtra pratye ApanA hRdayamAM kalyANanI bhAvanA che. "sahunuM kalyANa thAo." kevI suMdara ane adbhuta bhAvanA! amArA hRdayamAM paNa AvI bhAvanA pragaTa thAya tevI kRpA karo. zivamastu sarvajagataH parahitaniratA bhavantu bhUtagaNAH / doSAH prayAntu nAzaM sarvatra sukhI bhavatu lokaH / / samasta vizvanuM ziva ho.... kalyANa ho... maMgala ho. sarva jIvo parahitamAM tatpara ho. sarvajIvonA doSono kSaya ho.... sarvatra sukhazAMtino prasAra ho. For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhAvanAmRta 165 Ape svArthabhAvanAnuM visarjana karI paramArtha bhAvanAnuM sarjana karyuM che. Ape kevaLa bhAvanAthI ja saMtoSa na mAnatAM bhAvanAne kriyAtmaka svarUpa ApyuM che. Ape 'mizana' ja evuM banAvyuM che. tIrthakara bhagavaMtonA abhAvamAM Apa ja zAsananuM sukAna saMbhALo cho. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI pachI Apa ja paramAtmazAsanane amArA sudhI laI AvyA cho. Ape je anaMta upakAra karyo che tenuM AMzika mUlya paNa cUkavavA ame samartha nathI. Ape paramAtmazAsananuM dAna daIne amane mahAna upakRta karyA che. ame ApanuM zaraNa svIkArIne amArI jAtane kRta-kRtya samajIe chIe. ApanI kRpA niraMtara varasatI raho.... amArA para dayA karo. * upAdhyAya-pada he upAdhyAya bhagavaMta! paMcaparameSThimAM ApanuM cothuM sthAna che. Apa parameSThi cho. parama iSTa cho. Ape ajJAnathI AMdhaLA banelA jIvone jJAnanI dRSTi ApI che. Ape amArI AMkhomAM divya-jJAnanuM aMjana karyuM che. kevo ananta upakAra! Apa jo amArI AMkhomAM jJAnanuM aMjana na karyuM hota to ame A vizvane samajI na zakata. Ape amane vizvadarzana karAvyuM. ATha karmonAM bhayaMkara duHkhonuM bhAna karAvyuM. vizvanuM svarUpa samajAvI mukta banavAnA upAyo batAvyA. sarvazreSTha ratnatrayInI. ArAdhanA batAvI. dinarAta ApanI eka ja bhAvanA rahe che ke vizvanA jIvone ajJAnanA ghora aMdhArAmAMthI kADhIne jJAnanA paramaprakAzamAM laI jAuM.' Apa ApanA zarIranI paNa paravA nathI karatA, potAno svArtha ane anukULatAnuM paNa dhyAna nathI rAkhatA.... basa, rAtadina paropakAranI ja pravRtti! 11 aMga, 12 upAMga, caraNasittarI ane karaNasittarI dvArA Apa ApanuM upAdhyAya pada sArthaka karI rahyA cho. amane pratisamaya-pratipaLa ApanA upakAranI AvazyakatA che.... kAraNa ke mokSamArga para prayANa karavAnI preraNA Apa Apo cho, ApanA jJAnaprakAza vinA mokSa maLavo azakya che. je manuSya ApanuM zaraNa nathI svIkArato te mokSamAM nathI jaI zakto. amane pUrNa vizvAsa ke Apa amArA hAtha pakaDIne mokSamAM laI jaI zako cho. ApanA pratye amane pUrNa zraddhA che... paraMtu ame hInabuddhi chIe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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167 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM ajJAnI chIe. pazu chIe. kamabhAgI chIe. kRpA karIne Apa ja jJAnAMjana karI do. 2 alabatta, ajJAnavaza ApanuM je bahumAna karavuM joIe, ame nathI karI zakyA, ApanI je sevA ka2vI joIe, pramAdavaza nathI karI zakyA, avivekanA kAraNe bhUlo to bhArobhAra thaI che. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir paraMtu prabho! Apa karUNAnA sAgara cho. Ape ja kahyuM che- 'ziSyamAM bAhya thoDo avinaya hoya chatAM jo enA aMtaHkaraNamAM zraddhA ane bahumAna hoya to te kSamApAtra che.' nAtha! zuM amArA avinaya-avivekanI kSamA Apa nahIM Apo? ApamAM to A vizeSatA che ke Apa avaguNI para paNa guNa karo cho! ame Apane prArthanA karIe chIe ke he deva! amane ApanA taraphathI niraMtara jJAnadAna maLatuM rahe, ame pratijJA karIe chIe ke AjathI yAvanirvANa ame ApanA zaraNe rahIzuM. nAtha! Apa amArA para kRpA karo. patitane nabhAvavAnuM vacana ApanA taraphathI maLI javuM joIe! sAdhu-pada Pa he sAdhu bhagavaMta! navapadamAM ApanuM pAMcamuM sthAna che. je koI ApanuM dhyAna dhare che teno moha kSaya pAme che, sAdhutA pragaTa thAya che. Apa pAMca mahAvrata, vinaya-vaiyAvacca Adi saMyama yogomAM niraMtara magna raho cho. potAnI sAdhutAmAM rahIne paramapada-prAptinuM je lakSa banAvyuM che, tyAM sudhI pahoMcavA mATe Apa satata prayatnazIla cho. he zramaNa bhagavaMta! kevI ucca koTinI Apa sAdhanA karo cho! he dhannA aNagAra! mAtra nava mahinAnuM cAritra.... paNa temAM kevI sAdhanA karI lIdhI! aMte vaibhAragiri para eka mahinAnuM anazana karI anutta2 devalokamAM pahoMcI gayA.... dhanya che ApanI adbhuta sAdhanA ane apUrva daDhatAne! he atisukumAla mahAmuni! mAtra rAtrinuM cAritra pALI Ape Apano manoratha siddha karI lIdho! dIkSA laIne te ja rAtre Apa smazAnamAM kAussagga dhyAne rahyA, Ape ApanA sukumAra zarIranI jarA paNa paravA na karI.... For Private And Personal Use Only

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117 bhAvanAmRta ziyALaNI potAnAM baccAM sAthe AvI ane ApanA zarIrane khAvA lAgI.... ghora kaSTane Ape samAdhipUrvaka sahana karyuM.... zarIrane khAvA dIdhuM... dharmadhyAna dharatA dharatA kALadharma pAmI "nalinIgulma vimAna"mAM pahoMcI gayA, he metAryaRSi! Apane dhanya che. sonIe ApanA mAthe cAmaDuM bAMdhI dIdhuM.... ApanuM mAthuM phATI gayuM... apAra vedanAmAM paNa Ape zukladhyAnanI dhArA lagAvI dIdhI.... karmakSaya karIne siddhigatine meLavI lIdhI. kevuM mahAt manobala! he gajasukumAla muni! somila sasarAe mAthA para kheranA aMgArA bharI dIdhA, paraMtu Ape jarA paNa roSa na karyo. zukladhyAnanI agnimAM aSTavidha karmane saLagAvI dIdhAM, kevuM anupama ApanuM Atmavairya! he baMdhaka muni! dhanya che Apane. rAjasevake ApanA zarIranI cAmaDI utArI. paraMtu ApanA manamAM jarAya glAni na AvI... kaThina karmone haTAvI dIdhAM. paraMtu prabho! e samajAtuM nathI ke AvuM manobaLa Ape kevI rIte meLavyuM? hA Ape saMyama laIne A samajeluM hatuM 'zuddhAtmadravyamevAhaM zuddhajJAnaM guNo mama' Ape AtmA tathA zarIranuM bhedajJAna prApta kareluM hatuM. Ape samajI lIdhuM hatuM ke huM zuddha AtmasvarUpa chuM. kevaLa AtmasvarUpA zarIra mAruM nathI. huM zarIra nathI..." A bhedajJAnanI kevI apUrva pariNati haze! rAjasevake cAmaDI utArI nAMkhI chatAM Ape jarAya roSa na karyo. Ape A tattva AtmasAt karI lIdhuM haze- cAmaDI to zarIranI Utare che.... AtmAnI cAmaDI utAravAnI zakti duniyAmAM koInI nathI. hA, zarIranI cAmaDI utAravAthI AtmA para lAgelAM karmonI cAmaDI Utare che! dhanya che ApanI apUrva samatA ane samAdhine! he kSamAdhana! Apa jAte ArAdhanA karo cho ane bIjAMone mokSamArganI ArAdhanAmAM sahayoga Apo cho. ApanuM astitva amArA mATe Avazyaka che. Apa pApamAM DUbatI duniyAne bacAvanArA cho. ame ApanA zaraNe chIe, kAraNa ke amAre paNa sAdhutA joIe che. mohavAsanA na joIe. amAre amArAM mohanAM baMdhana toDavAM che. duniyAnI rUparamaNIo amane AkarSita na karI zake evI sAdhutAnuM prakaTIkaraNa karavuM For Private And Personal Use Only

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138 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM che. ame ApanuM dhyAna nizadina dharIe chIe. jJAnI mahApuruSoe pharamAvyuM che ke je manuSya jevuM dhyAna dhare che te tevo bane che; e mATe ame dina-rAta ApanuM dhyAna dharIe chIe. paramAtmAnA zAsanamAM Apane "parameSThi'mAM sthAna prApta thayeluM che. ame vAraMvAra Apane prArthanA karIe chIe ke amArAM mohanAM baMdhana tUTI jAya. he prabho! Apa kRpA karo, ke jethI amArAM karmabaMdhana tUTe ane ane ucca kakSAnI sAdhutAne prApta karI zakIe. - darzana-pada ke he mahAnuM darzanapada! Apa ja mokSamArganuM mULa che. jyAM sudhI ApanA pratye amAro vizvAsa sthApita na thAya, amAro AtmA ApanA pratye samyam zraddhA dhAraNa na kare, amArA hRdayamaMdiramAM jyAM sudhI Apano vAsa na thAya, te paNa vyavahArathI nahIM paraMtu nizcayathI jyAM sudhI Apa amArA hRdayamAM na vaso tyAM sudhI ame kevI rIte zraddhA karIe ke amAro mokSa nizcaya thaze? dhanya che zreNika mahArAjA ane kRSNa mahArAjAne! jemanA hRdayamaMdiramAM ApanI sthApanA thaI hatI. te sthApanA paNa kevI? zAzvatu! jenuM kyAreya utthApana thavAnuM nahIM! jemanI prazaMsA paramAtmA jinezvara devoe paNa karI! paraMtu amArI to sthApanA ja vicitra che! kSaNamAM to ame ApanI sthApanA karI laIe chIe ke "sudeva-vItarAga sarvajJa, nirjhantha guru ane kevaLI bhagavAnanA dharma sivAya bIjA koInAM caraNa nahIM pakaDIe'; paraMtu kSaNa pachI ja svArthavaza utthApana karatAM ya vAra nathI lAgatI! amArAmAM mithyAvAsanAo bharelI paDI che. amAruM zraddhAna kevI rIte samyapha thaI zake? jyAM zraddhAna ja samyapha na hoya to mokSa kevI rIte thaI zake? eka dRSTie vicArIe to tyAM sudhI arihaMta paramAtmA, siddha bhagavAna, AcArya-upAdhyAya ane sAdhu paNa upakAra nathI karI zakatA. samyapha zraddhAna vinA, game tevo ucca suyoga maLI jAya to paNa amAruM kalyANa na thaI zake. he kRpALu darzanapada! jyAM sudhI amArA hRdayamAM Apa na padhAro tyAM sudhI ame game tyAM jaIe, amArI dRSTi doSa ja grahaNa kare che. paraMtu have Apa For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhAvanAmata 169 amArA hRdayasiMhAsane padhAro. kRpA karo... sarvatra guNa ja guNa dekhAya! arihaMta paramAtmAnI pAse jaIe, bAra guNa laIne ja vaLIe! siddha paramAtmAnI pAse jaIe ATha guNa prApta karIne ja rahIe! paraMtu e to pUrNa AtmA che.. emanAmAM doSanI saMbhAvanA ja nathI. AcArya bhagavaMta para dRSTi jAya ane chatrIsa guNomAMthI koI guNa laIne ja pAchI vaLe. upAdhyAya bhagavaMta tarapha dRSTi jAya ane pacIsa guNamAMthI koI guNa laIne ja pAchI vaLe! sAdhu bhagavaMta tarapha dRSTi jAya ane satyAvIza guNamAMthI koI guNa laIne ja pAchI vaLe! paraMtu kRpAnAtha! AcArya-upAdhyAya ane sAdhu tarapha to ame doSa dRSTithI ja jonArA banI gayA chIe.... basa, ame to amArI jAtane ja pUrNa samajIe chIe. jyAM sudhI samyagu darzanapadanI sthApanA nathI thaI tyAM sudhI amArI bhAvanAo adhama ja rahevAnI. he divya darzanapada! amArAM rome rome.... AtmAnA pradeza pradeze A bhAva kyAre jAgrata thaze? "tameva saLaM nirasaMgaM gaM ni ivave' te ja sAcuM ane niHzaMka che, je jinezvare kahyuM che. paraMtu amArAmAM AvI zraddhA kyAMthI! sAmAnya vipna AvatAM ja citta calAyamAna thaI jAya che. ame bhayabhIta ane zaMkAzIla banI jaIe chIe. he mahimAvaMta darzanapada! amArI pAse to dIpaka' samakita che! bIjA jIvone ame sadupadeza ApIe chIe, paraMtu amArA AtmAmAM "zUnya' che. jevI rIte dIpaka bIjA padArthone prakAzita kare che, paraMtu potAnA nIce aMdhAruM ja rahe che. vAstavamAM to koI paNa manuSya AvIne nidrAmAM paNa pUche ke : "satya zuM che? to amArA mukhamAMthI A ja zabdo nIkaLavA joIe ke : "tameva saccaM nissaMkaM jaM jiNehiM paveiyaM' paraMtu ame mandabuddhinA chIe; vivekavihIna chIe. amArAmAM kyAM evo zraddhAbhAva che? amAruM hRdaya kaMpe che.... jyAre zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtanuM A vacana yAda Ave che - 'daMsaNabhaTThassa natthi nivyANaM' darzanabhraSTanuM nirvANa thaI zakatuM nathI. prabho! amAruM zuM thaze? cArekora For Private And Personal Use Only

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170 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM aMdhakAra chavAyo che. hA, anaMta aMdhakAramAM paNa eka AzAnuM kiraNa dekhAya che.... zrI vItarAga bhagavaMte pharamAvyuM che. ekavAra paNa samyagadarzananI sparzanA thaI jAya to "ardhapula parAvarta thI vadhu saMsAra bAkI raheto nathI! basa, ame Apane prArthanA karIe chIe ke ekavAra paNa Apa amArA hRdayamaMdiramAM padhAro. ame hRdayamaMdiramAM ApanI pratiSThA karIzuM.... evI rIte pratiSThA karIzuM ke kyAreya tenuM utthApana na thAya! zAzvatukALa mATe Apa birAjita raho! punaH punaH amArI prArthanA che ke Apa ekavAra amArA aMtaHkaraNamAM padhAro! - jJAnaspada che he mahAmahimAvaMta jJAnapadA ApanA sivAya ghora aMdhakAra che. jyAre huM nigodamAM hato tyAre mane koI prakAranuM bhAna na hatuM, pachI avyavahAra rAzimAMthI nIkaLI vyavahAra rAzimAM Avyo. ekendriya, beIndriya, teIndriya, cauridriya ane paMcendriya banyo.... tyAM je jJAna hatuM te jJAnAbhAsa hato. paMcendriyamAM paNa devagati, tiryaMcagati, narakagati ane manuSyagatimAM bhaTakato rahyo. A caturgatimaya saMsAramAM bhaTakatAM mArAmAM samyagujJAnano abhAva ja hato. | divyadRSTinuM uddaghATana karanAra he jJAnapadI huM Apane oLakhI zakyo nahIM. meM mithyA devonI pUjA karI. dorA-dhAgA karanArA kuguruonI sevA karI, emanAM caraNo pUjato rahyo.... mithyA dharmanuM pAlana karyuM.... durgatiomAM bhaTakato rahyo.... prabho! ApanA vinA meM kevo ghora anartha karyo? samyaka tattvone mithyA mAnyAM.... mithyA tattvane samyagu mAnyAM..... oghadRSTimAM AvuM ja bane che. je saMsAra haya tyAjya che te upAdeya lAge che. upAdeyasaMyama heya lAge che. A vAta samyaguM jJAna vinA samajAya ja kevI rIte? "saMsAra tyAjya che ane mokSa upAdeya cheAvI bhAvanA samyagu jJAnanI bhUmikA che. game teTalA grantha bhaNI levAya, paraMtu cAritra mohanIyanA kSayopazama vinA jJAna samyagu nathI banatuM. bhavATavImAM bhaTakatAM bhaTakatAM saMbhava che ke kyAreka pUrvadhara paNa banyo hoIza... For Private And Personal Use Only

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171 bhAvanAmRta. paraMtu te samaye cAritra mohanIyano kSayopazama nahIM hoya.... huM nigodamAM paTakAI gayo.... bhagavAna jinezvaradeve pharamAvyuM che ke pramAdaparavaza cauda pUrvadhara paNa nigodamAM cAlyA jAya che! pramAdaparavaza jIva-ajIva, puNya-pApa, heya-upAdeya... kaMI ja na samajyo. bhautika vAsanAone paravaza paDI mArA AtmAne paNa na oLakhI zakyo. sarvajJa paramAtmA, nircantha sAdhu puruSo ane kevaLIpraNIta dharmane paNa na oLakhI zakyo. na emanuM zaraNuM svIkAryuM. he tattvaprakAzaka jJAnapada! ame prArthanA karIe chIe ke amArA hRdayamAM samyagu jJAnano dIpaka pragaTAvo, e dIpaka paNa jhAMkho na joIe.... telIyo na joIe. ratnadIpaka joIe, ke je haMmezAM prakAza Apato rahe, je kadApi bujhAya nahIM evo kevaLajJAnano ratnadIpaka joIe. hA, ApanI je je zarato che tenuM ame pAlana karIzuM. ame sadA guru mahArAjanAM caraNomAM vinamra banIne navuM jJAna prApta karIzuM. gurucaraNomAM amArA saMzayo dUra karIzuM. zaMkArahita banelA jJAnanuM niraMtara parAvartana karIzuM. dRDha thayelA jJAnanI anuprekSA karIzuM; ciMtana-manana karIzuM amArA jIvananI pratyeka rAta tattvaciMtanamAM pasAra thAya, amArA hRdayamAM mAtra jJAna ja nahIM, tattvaciMtananI evI dhArA cAle ke rAta kyAM vItI gaI... enI khabara paNa na paDe. tattvaciMtanamAM evI apUrva zakti che ke viSaya-kaSAyanI Aga bujhAI jAya che. pUjya upAdhyAyajI yazovijaya mahArAja paramAtmA jinezvaradevanI stuti karatAM kahe cheviSaya lagana kI agana bujhAvata tuma guNa anubhava dhArA, bhaI maganatA tama guNarasa kI kuNa kaMcana kuNa dArA? anubhavajJAnanI dhArAmAM jyAre AtmA nimagna banI jAya che tyAre kaMcanano Dhera paNa mATI barAbara lAge che. rUpasuMdarIono samUha hADakAMno Dhagalo dekhAya che. duniyAno koI paNa padArtha AkarSita karI zakato nathI. AvI anubhavajJAnanI dhArA tyAre ja cAlI zake che jyAre zAstrAdhyayana karyA pachI enA para ciMtana cAlatuM rahe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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172 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM he vizvaprakAzaka jJAnapada! evI kRpA karo... jevI zobhana muni para karI hatI. gocarI jatAM paNa jJAnano avirata pravAha vaheto hato. strIe pAtramAM patharA vahorAvI dIdhAM to ya koI khyAla na rahyo! evI kRpA karo jevI durbalikA puSpamitra para karI hatI! ame paNa cAhIe chIe ke jJAnanI pAchaLa pAgala banI jaIe. jo pAgala banavAmAM paNa rAga-dveSa ane moha ghaTe che to pAgalapaNuM paNa amane maMjUra che. he karuNAsAgara jJAnapada! ame Apane prArthanA karIe chIe ke amArA AtmAmAM samyagUjJAnano evo dIpaka pragaTAvo ke je kyAre ya na bujhAya. thAtripada akSaya cAritravibhUSita devAdhideva paramAtmA! ame evuM cAritra cAhIe chIe ke je vItarAgacAritra hoya. rAga ane cAritranI kaTTara zatrutA che. vairAgya ane cAritrano daDha saMbaMdha che. vairAgyanA sivAya cAritra hoI zake nahIM, paraMtu jyAre ame amAruM aMtara nirIkSaNa karIe chIe tyAre vairAgyanA sthAne rAga dekhAya che! ame icchIe ke amAro vairAgya majabUta thaI jAya. pAMca indriyonA pAMca viSayono rAga manda ja nahIM, mandara majUtama thaI jAya. pachI amArA mATe cAritranI ArAdhanA saraLa banI zake che. cAritrano veza dhAraNa karyA pachI paNa konA para vijaya meLavavo muzkela che te vAta vAcakavarya umAsvAtijI mahArAje batAvI che 'tatprApyaviratiratnaM virAgamArgavijayo duradhigamyA' viratino svIkAra karI lIdho; dIkSA grahaNa karI lIdhI, paraMtu vairAgya para vijaya meLavavo kaThina che. amAre cAritranI bhAvanA nahIM paraMtu vAsanA joIe che. jevI pAMca viSayonI vAsanA che, tevI ja vAsanA cAritranI joIe. e vAsanA cAritrapadanI ArAdhanAthI utpanna thAya che. cAritra' nAma sAthe, cAritrI mahApuruSo sAthe, cAritranAM upakaraNa sAthe For Private And Personal Use Only

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173 bhAvanAmRta pyAra thaI jAya, cAritra sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhI eka eka vastu sAthe dRDha rAga thaI jAya tyAre cAritranI vAsanA pragaTa thaI zake. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir amAre mAtra cAritrano veza nahIM, paraMtu cAritra-guNa joIe che. amArA AtmAmAM cAritraguNa pragaTI jAya, te mATe pAMca mahAvratonI pacIsa bhAvanAthI amAruM aMtaHkaraNa niraMtara bhAvita rahe. sivAya cAritra, amArA jIvanano bIjo koI Adarza na rahe! basa, A amArI abhilASA che. he bharvASitAraka cAritrapada! ame Apane prArthanA karIe chIe ke A manuSyajIvana cAlyuM na jAya tyAM sudhI cAritrane siddha karI laIe, te mATe zakti Apo. cAritranA vezanI sAthe ja amArA dehane agnidAha devAya ane cAritranA guNane laI AtmA paralokamAM cAlyo jAya. A amAruM kArya thaI jAya, te mATe ApanI niraMtara kRpA maLatI raho. ta-pada he prabho! caramatIrthapati bhagavaMta mahAvIradeva! Ape ghAtI karmono je nAza karyo, eka mAtra tapanA baLa para! Apa jANatA hatA ke 'mane A bhavamAM kevaLajJAna pragaTavAnuM che.' chatAM paNa Ape ghora tapano sahAro lIdho. tapapadanA AlaMbane karmakSaya karyo. Apa sADA bAra varSa sudhI palAMThIvALIne bhUmi para beThA paNa nahIM. Ape tapapadanI adbhuta koTinI ArAdhanA karI. cha bAhya ane cha AvyaMtara ema bAra prakAranA tapamAM Apa niraMtara mazagUla rahyA. ApanA dhyAnanI dhArA paNa ucca kakSAnI tapazcaryA hatI. koI divaso sudhI Ape dhyAnamAM SaDUdravyonuM ciMtana karyuM. dravyaguNa ane paryAyathI ciMtana karyuM, utpAda-vyaya ane dhrauvyathI ciMtana karyuM. dhyAnanI AgamAM Ape karmone saLagAvI dIdhAM. tapapadanI ArAdhanAthI vIryAntarAya karmano paNa kSaya-kSayopazama thAya che. ame paNa cAhIe chIe ke amArA vIryaMtarAya karmano kSaya-kSayopazama thAya. bAra prakAranA tapamAM vikAsa thAya. paraMtu prabho! amArI cAre bAju AhArasaMjJAe ghero ghAlyo che. ame AhAra-saMjJAne paravaza paDI gayA chIe. cAra kaSAya, cAra saMjJAo, pAMca mahApApa.... pAMca viSayo... A badhAnA For Private And Personal Use Only

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' 14 hRdayakamala meM dhyAna dharata huM gherAmAMthI mukta thavA mATe tapapadanI ArAdhanA karavI joIe. e vAta amArA hRdayamAM barAbara jacI gaI che. indriyonA unmAda ane kaSAyonA Aveza tApadanA sahArA vinA zamI zakatA nathI, evo amAro dRDha vizvAsa che, paraMtu e mATe joIe AMtaravIryano ullAsa! te kyAMthI maLe? bAhya-AtyaMtara tapanI bhUmikA para pahoMcavA mATenI zakti ApanI kRpAthI ja maLavAnI che; mATe amAre ApanI apUrva kRpA joIe. anazana, UNodarI, vRttisaMkSepa, rasatyAga, kAyakleza ane saMlInatA- A cha bAhya tapane amAre siddha karavA che. prAyazcita, dhyAna, svAdhyAya, kAyotsarga, vaiyAvacca ane vinaya- A cha prakAranA AtyaMtara tapanI Toce amAre pahoMcavuM che. Apa anugraha karo, AzIrvAda varasAvo..... amArI manokAmanA paripUrNa bane. he vizvavaMdanIya navapadajI! amAre ApanuM svarUpa prApta karavuM che. ame ApamAM abhedabhAve bhaLI jaIe te mATe ApanA sAme vinamrabhAve upasthita thayA chIe. amArI prArthanA che ke amArA AtmAmAM ApanA guNo pragaTa thaI jAya. pragaTa thayA pachI pratidina vRddhi thatI rahe; ane jIvanamAM evo eka dhanya divasa Ave ke ame navapadamAM vilIna thaI jaIe. evuM svarUpa prApta thaI jAya ke e svarUpa kyAreya khovAI na thaI jAya. A vartamAna svarUpa amAruM nathI... A to amAruM upAdhijanya svarUpa che. amArA AtmAne ucca-sarvottama padanI prApti ho, amAruM jinasvarUpa pragaTa ho.... e mATe Apa anugraha karo. zrI navapadajI mahArAjanI jaya ho. zrI siddhacakrajI bhagavaMtanI jaya ho. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AcArya zrI kailAsasAgarasUri jnyaanmNdir| kovA tIrtha Acharya Sri Kailasasagarsuri Gyanmandir Sri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra Koba Tirth, Gandhinagar 382007 (GU INDIA Website: www.kobatirth.org E-mail: gyanmandin kobatirth.org ISBN: 978-81-89177-05-8 For Private And Personal Use Only