Muni Jivanni Balpothi Part 02

Author(s): Chandrashekharvijay
Publisher: Kamal Prakashan Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/022885/1

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jaina zraSaNa ane zramaNIonA vindhatAraka abhyantara maLa [zrAmaNya]ne bharapUra pramANamAM peTTA karatu pustaka : * najIvananI bALapothI bhAga bIjo -munizrI candrazekharavijayajI A 137

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prakAzaka : kamala prakAzana TrasTa phonaH 385723 : 380143 jIvatalAla pratApazI saMskRti bhavana, 2777, nizALa, jhaverIvADa, rilIpha roDa, amadAvAda-1 lekhaka paricaya : siddhAtamahedadhi saccAritracUDAmaNi sva. pUjyapAda A. bhagavaMta zrImadvijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanA vineya munizrI caMdrazekharavijayajI zrI lAlabAga jaina ArAdhaka bahene taraphathI A pustaka chapAvavAmAM AvyuM che ane pUjya sAdhu-sAdhvIjInA karakamalamAM sAdara samarpita karavAmAM Ave che, li. kamala prakAzana TrasTa vatI, bhadreza zAha prathama sa skaraNa : nakala 1000 dvitIya saMskaraNa : nakala 1000 mahA vada trIja tA. 26-2-82 mudrakaH rAjubhAI sI. zAha kenimeka prinTarsa mAmunAyakanI poLa, amadAvAda-380 001 sexbIpaswo ja rU. 3- rd

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* anukramaNikA pATha 38 51 65 78 1. "bhagavAna "tapasvI hatA 2. dehAdhyAsa-tyAga 3. svadeSadarzana 4. sarva jIva-nehapariNAma 5. A kevI anAthatA ! 6. kyAM jovA maLaze AvuM grupa? 7. ArAdhake ! sAvadhAna 8. jamAnAvAda ane leherI 92 9. ati mahattavanA darzanAcAranA cA2 AcAre 104 10, nirgathethI ja jagata DUbaze ke taraze 118 11. samajI laIe; zAsanAdi pAMcane 131 12. saMgharakSA 145 ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevuM 1. bane tyAM sudhI ekAntamAM na besavuM 2. zleSma, ghUMka, mela vagerene ghasI nAkhavAM. 3. nakha paraThavatAM cUne meLava 4. apramattabhAve kriyAo karavI

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5. saMthArA upara pratikramaNa na karavuM 6. 'svajanadhUnana'ne kadI na bhUlIe 7. acittarajanA kAyAtsaga 8. leAcanI upekSA na karavI 9. nitya ekAzana ane uNAdarI 10. AghA be TAima; 15 dI'nuM pratilekhana 11. auSadhi chevaTe bhaLAve 12. ati vahelA ke meADA vihAra na karavA 13. mIjA pAmI jAya tevI geAcarI 14. kaTakA sAthe laIne geAcarI javuM 15. atyaMta na chUTake : AdhAkamI-doSa 16. cAmAsu` besatAM pahelAM 17. jAtajAtanAM phezanebala pAkITo 18. phATA : philma : TI. vI. 19. TapAla-pravRtti ochI rAkhavI 20, maMjana : vyAyAma aMge 21. eleApathI-auSadhA tyAgavA jevA 22. malina kapaDAMmAM sAvacetI rAkhavI 23. vijAtIya-saMpaka tyAgavA 24. bhAjanA ughADAM na mUkavAM 25. eDI pAtarImAM pANI; parAta pAse kApa 26. sAMje derAsarajI 27. sajAtIya-paza niSedha 28. upakaraNeAnA kasa kADhavA 17 17 19 29 30 31 40 41 42 54 55 pa 57 68 69 70 81 83 95 95 96 96 97 108

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29. ghaDiyALa vAparavA aMge 109 30. rAte lAITa aMge 110 31. vibhUSAne ajagara 121 32. glAnAdi sevA 122 33. udAra banavuM 122 34. abhigraho karavA 123 35. recaka dravya vadhu na levAM 123 36. pyAlo lUcha 124 37. vADe sApha rAkho 135 38. reDa upara mAtru na paThavavuM 136 39 zuddha vihAra karavo 137 40. bahAranI vastuo na vAparo 137 41. gokhatAM-bhaNatAM "upaga" rAkhave 138 42. IriyAvahI paDikkamavA aMge 148 43. pAtarA vagere vAraMvAra na raMgavAM 44. bArobAra kazuM na patAvavuM 150 45. vaMdanavidhi sAcave 46. pArkara, kemala vagere zAhI aMge 151 47. pANImAM cUne nAMkhavA aMge savAlo ane javAbo (1) zuM bakuza ke kuzIla cAritryathI bhavane aMta Avaze kharo? (2) navakAramAM ke bIjA tevA ja jApamAM bhAvanI alpatA AvI jAya che temAM tAkAta kharI ? 8 149 150 151

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6 (3) zAsana-sevAmAM sAdhvIjI mahArAjo kALA nAMdhAvI zake ? (4) munijIvanamAM citta kema azAnta rahe che? (5) ziSye gurvAjJApAlana na kare te zuM karavuM ? (6) tapAdi tathA bhakti na ja thAya te (7) gurvAdinI prakRti viSama hoya te zuM karavuM ? (8) tyAgIjIvananI saphaLatAno mULa mantra zuM? (9) tapAdi karavA ja joIe ? sevA karIe te na cAle? (10) zUnyAvakAza vakhate zuM karavuM ? (11) zuM saMskRtAdi vinA na cAle? gujarAtI anuvAdo tA maLe ja che. (12) munijIvananA vAseAvAsanI upamA ApI zakAya tevI e mAkhatA kharI ? (13) munijIvanamAM AhArAdimAM ke prakRtigata DhASAne jApADhi nivArI zakatA na hAya tA zuM karavuM ? (14) sAcA sAdhu niyamA devaleAkamAM jAya tyAM patanAdinI saMbhAvanA nathI ? sAdhupaNuM devaleAka-prApti mATe che ? (15) sAdhubhagavaMteAnA pasciya vinA sAvIjIe nirvAha karI zake ? (16) grupamAM vAraMvAra manaduHkha thatuM hoya tA zuM karavuM ? 19 21. 3ra 33 34 43 45 46 57 58 fa 72 73 74

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99 (17) vaLagADa mATe ApaNe tyAM koI upAya kharo? 84 (18) munijIvanamAM japanI jarUra kharI? 85 (19) sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAjAne, leDI DokaTare ane puruSa DokaTarenI ArogyAthe sahAya levI egya che? (20) "maTana-DelAvALA sAbu vaparAya ? (21) sauthI suMdara tapa karyo ? (22) saMyamajIvananI meTI virAdhanA kaI? (23) pavanAdine lIdhe citta-sthiratA jaLavAtI nathI tyAre zuM karavuM ? (24) jenA saMyamapariNAma bhagna thaI jAya tene zuM karavuM ? 111 (25) sAdhavajI ma. puruSa-paMDita pAse adhyayana karI zake ? 112 (26) keTalAka vibhinna grupanA sAdhu-sAdhavajI ma. niMdA kare te jaDabAtoDa javAba Apa ke mauna sevavuM ? 113 (27) sAdavajI mane vihAramAM mANasanI AvazyaktA kharI? 125 (28) DALIne upayoga karatAM sthira rahevuM yogya gaNAya ? (29) muni, svAdhyAyamagna hoya ke tapasvI ? 127 (30) sAdhvIjI ma. puruSane paccakakhANAdi ApI zake ? 139 125

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(31) jinAjJApAlanathI Arogya vaNasI javAthI deSAdinuM sevana karavuM yogya kharuM? 139 (32) gurukRpA prApti mATe zuM karavuM? upara (33) gurvAdinI sevAmAM ke svAdhyAyAdimAMthI vizeSa lAbha zemAM ? 154 saMvedana 23 35. 47 61. 75. 1. gurukRpA hi kevala... 2. khAmemi, micchAmi, vaMdAmi 3. pakaDI le; olA mAMcaDAne 4. jasaloke jeyuM; meM narkagAra ! 5. e, kiratAra! mane AdhAra tAre... 6. cAle, narakanA darzane 7. vIranI kIkImAM UbharAtuM darzana 88 8. khIlA ThekANA; vIranA kAnamAM 101 9. mAguM tArI mAyA 114 10. jhera amArAM utAro 128 11. sAMkaDA haiye, meTuM daita mAthuM ! 12. vyaktitvanirmANanA jaMgamAM astitvanI hArAkIrI! 155. 142

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ekarAranAmu cArekara Aga lAgI che; sAgarasikatAnI! akalpya vegathI vyApI rahyA che mithyAtvAdi dASA ! have tA jaina-saMghanA gaganane AMkhI che, e Aga, enI jvALAo. bezaka, jAgyA che ane doDavA che, khaMkhavALA.... jinavANInI dhAdhamAra jalavarSA thaI rahI che. parantu Aga ati bhayAnaka che; enI noMdha sakheda. paNa levI ja rahI. AthI ja Aga ThAravA gayelA keTalAka acchA acchA khamAvALA paNa AgamAM jhaDapAIne dAjhayA che, baLI gayA che, marI paNa gayA che. hA.. e te cAkkasa che ke sa saMganA tyAgIe ja [sAdhu, sAdhvIjI bhagava'tA] A Agane ThArI zake, ane te ya jIvaMta jinavANInA jaladheAdhanI dhIMgI vaSaeNthI ja. AmAM gAmaDAMnA mULanAMkhIne Aga ThAratA mANasAnu [mAtra dezaviratidharAvuM] teA kAma ja nahi. muni sivAya kAi A Aga na ThArI zake; e jeTalu nizcita vidhAna che eTalu ja e paNa nizcita lAge che ke munipaNAthI suzAbhita munie ja A Aga ThArI zake. mAtra veSadhArIe nahi tema mAtra mahAna vidvAnA ke sama vyAkhyAnakAra paNa nahi. e mATe te temanuM munitva ja jIvaMta dhabakArAthI dhamadhamatu' hevu' joI e. sAcuM munipaNuM eTale zAsranItinu dezakAlAnusArI sudara zrAmaNya...

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10 e zramaNya kevuM hoya? enI vicAraNA "munijIvananI bALapothI'nA be bhAgamAM vibhAgIkaraNa karIne saraLa bhASAmAM karavAnI keziSa meM karI che. jagatanA ane khAsa karIne jainasaMgha ane AryasaMskRtinuM sAcuM rakhevuM have te zramaNe ane zramaNae ja karI zakaze tevI ati daDha banelI zraddhAthI ja meM A be bhAgo lakhyA che. bIjA hajAre ropAM je kAma karI zake te mAtra eka ja sAcA zramaNa ke zramaNI karI zake te vAtamAM leza paNa zaMkAne sthAna nathI. have jyAre A zramaNa-zramaNIsaMghamAM saMkhyAbALa vadhatuM jAya che tyAre tenI guNavattAnuM dhoraNa paNa je vadhatuM jAya te jambara kAma thaI jAya. saMkhyAne vilakSaNa -vadhAre kyAreka guNavattAne ghaTADanAro banate hoya che. A bhayasthAna pratye vaDIlee berarakAra rahevA jevuM nathI. je ke ati bhayAnaka bhegarasanA cakacUra vAyumaMDaLamAM paNa jaina zramaNa-zramaNa saMsthA khUba ja unnata kakSAnuM jIvana ghaNuM moTA pramANamAM jIvIne sva-para-hita karI rahela che. paNa have kyAMka kyAMka - bhale 10 TakA-paNu manane kheda thaI jAya tevI anicchanIyatA praveza karavA lAgI che. A vAta AgaLa vadhe te nukasAna paNa pArAvAra thAya tema spaSTa lAge che. evA aneka bhadra pariNamI che A zramaNa-zramaNI saMghamAM che, jemane spaSTa mArgadarzana nahi maLavAthI ja azAstrIya paddhatinA jIvanane bhoga banyA che.

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11 A mALapeAthInA be bhAga khAsa temanA ja mATe che. AmAMthI temane spaSTa mAga maLaze; jenI upara -cAlIne tee peAtAnuM jIvana mUkha unnata manAvaze ane te rIte sva-para-hita sAdhaze. paNa nyAye khIjAne mArgadarzana ApavAnA hetuthI A lekhana-kAyuM. meM AraMbhyuM tyAre tenAM aMtima pRSThone lakhatAM mane thayuM ke A pustaka tA mArA ja peAtAnA jIvana mATe atyanta upayegI thaI paDe tevuM che. jema jema hu* lakhatA gayA chuM tema tema mane mArA jIvananI keTalIka UNapeA spaSTa dekhAvA lAgI che. me kAgaLAmAM utArelI keTalI ya bhAkhatA mArA ja jIva-namAM nathI chatArI te vAta khyAlamAM AvI che. mane tenuM khUba duHkha paNa thayuM che, muni--jIvananI A noMdha e jANe ke keTalAka aMze mArA jIvanamAM nahi paLAtA padArthAnI noMdha anI hAya ane e rIte mArA eka nibaLa aMganu ekarAranAmuM A nAMdha banI hoya tema mane lAgyu che. have tA eTaluM ja Icchu chu ke gurukRpAthI lakhAI gayelI A nAMdhanA padArthoM mArA jIvanamAM vyavasthita rIte avatAra pAme ane mane uttama kakSAnA tuni tarIkenuM gauravavaMtu jIvana bakSe. je kAI paNa A nAdha dvArA jIvanamAM pAme; tethI mane nimitta banavAnu je puNya prApta thAya tenA baLathI paNa huM eTaluM ja IcchuM chuM ke vahelAmAM vahelI take mAruM jIvana ucca koTinA antarmukha sata [nigrantha]nuM ane; jenA dvArA hu' susthira evuM sva-para-hita ArAdhI zakuM.... - *

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12 pUjyapAda, mAdA taraNatAraNahAra, sva. gurumAtAjI pAsedhI jANavA, sAMbhaLavA ke vAcavA dvArA padAtho sanyA che tene A mALapAthInA e bhAgamAM TapakAvyA che. chatAM mArI kAi samajaphera thai hAya ane apadyA lakhAyA hAya tA mane tenuM dhyAna doravAmAM Ave tevI sahune - te apadArthanA nirupaNunI kSamAyAcanA sAthe - vinaMti che. krAInI paNa vyaktigata TIkA karavAnA mA lezamAtra Azaya nathI, tethI tevuM ArApaNu kAI vAMcaka na karI le tevI vinaMtI karU chuM. huM ane mArA jevA sahu - ApaNe badhA A bALapeAthInuM manana karIe ane jIvananI pramAmrajanita zithi latAe ane truTine devagurunI kRpA pAmIne sara dUra karIe e ja ekanI eka bhAvanA che. bAkI tA ApaNA puruSA nI ApaNu jIvana unnata sujJa bhagavaMtanI jema ApaNe paNa paramAtmAnA caraNA pakaDIne eka ja ArajhU vyakta karavAnI che, tat tavADagho lignADasmi, nAtha ! tAraNa.. tAya... prAnta, vartamAna deza-kAlAnusAra paNa khUma ja sunnura cAritryadhanuM ArAdhana karIne sva-parahita sAdhatAM ahu mATI sa MkhyAmAM vidyamAna evA tamAma zramaNeA ane zramaNIonA AMtmAmAM paDelA vizuddha paramAtma bhAvane keATi koTi vaMdana karIne viramuM chuM. * vi. saM. 2035, peA. su. trIja tA. 1-1-'79 ghATI [mahArASTra] li. guru pAdapadma reNu muni candrazekharavijaya

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pATha : 1 bhagavAna "tapasvI' hatA anAdikALathI cAra gatinA saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatA jIve dareka bhavamAM janma laIne sauthI pahelA samaye, pahelI bhUla je kaI karI hoya te "AhAra levAnI bhUla karI che. teNe te vakhate zarIra banAvavAnI IcchA paNa karI na hatI. paraMtu pahelAMnA samayathI levAtA jatA AhAranuM zarIra banI gayuM, pachI te zarIramAM pAMca Indriyo vagere paNa taiyAra thaI gayAM. "paDhavA gayo namAjha ane masjida keTe vaLagI' enA je A ghATa thayo ke levA gaye AhAra ane zarIra vaLagI paDyuM. - have zuM pUchavuM? badhA bhege ane pApanuM medAna zarIra ane Indriyo ! zarU thayAM tophAne ! khelAtI gaI vAsanAo ! khaDe thate gaye; karmone gaMja! nita navA AvatA gayA; janama! Ameya anAdikALathI vAsanAo tagaDI te thaI ja hatI. have ene zarIra, pAMca indriye, mana ane sAta dhAtunI uttejanAo sahakAramAM maLyAM ! pachI bAkI zuM rahe?

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 emAM bAhya nimittonAM peTrola vAsanAnI e AgamAM ThalavAtAM gayAM. pachI to Akhe Atama bhaDake ja baLe ne? AvI durdama vAsanAone kAbUmAM laIne khatama karI devA mATe AhArane parityAga atyanta jarUrI che. AhArathI AraMbhAyelAM pApone AhAranA tyAgathI ja haNavA rahyA, A mATe ja jaina dharmamAM upavAsa vagere "anazana tipane khUba ja vadhu mahattva apAyuM che. game te kAmI mANasa paNa trIjA vagere upavAsathI taddana zAnta paDI jate hoya che. vAsanAone khatama zuM karavI? enA je vikarALa prazna bIje kaI nathI. paNa tapathI vAsanAo sahelAIthI naSTa thAya che mATe tapa je vAsanA-nAzane bIje kaMI saraLamAM saraLa rasto paNa nathI. hA tapathI mAtra zarIra zeSavAtuM hoya te te barAbara nathI. tapathI te vAsanAne zedhavAnI che. tema karavA jatAM - baMbAvALAnI aDapheTamAM AvI gayelA bALakanI jema - zarIra aDapheTamAM AvIne zeSAI jatuM hoya te tene jarA ya aphasosa paNa nathI. vAsanA-nAza mATenA bIjA rastAo ghaNA lAMbA ane aTapaTA che. jyAre A lakSanI tIvratApUrvakane vidhivat tapane raste sAva TUMke ane sacoTa che. paNa sabUra! upavAsAdi tapa te te ja vAsanAnAzaka che, jene pAraNAmAM uNodarI ane joradAra anAsakti paDelI che. A varSItapa karanAra puNyAtmA pAraNAnA divase

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 * paNa upavAsI banIne paramAtmA zrI AdinAthanI jema tera mahinAnA upavAsane lAbha meLave che. bAkInA tapa te tapa-dharmanI hAMsI karAvanArA banI jAya che. je vigaIo zatrunuM ghara che; te AyaMbila e mitranuM ghara che ane upavAsa e pitAnuM mAlikInuM ghara che. AthI ja trilokaguru paramAtmA mahAvIradevane zAstrakAra paramarSioe Thera Thera "tapasvI' tarIke saMbodhyA che. rA varSanI ghora sAdhanAnA kALamAM prabhu mAtra khiAIpIne !] AtmaciMtana karatA na hatA paraMtu temAMnAM 11 varSa te nijala upavAsarUpa bAhya tapanA ArAdhaka hatA. A ja vyavahAra-dharmanI mahattA sAbita karatuM sacoTa daSTAnta che. AMtara jJAnadazA pAmavA mATe paNa bAhya tapanI khUba khUba jarUra che. je sAco tapasvI che tene vAsanA kevI? je tapasvI nathI te nirvikAra zI rIte ? apavAdapUrvakanI A sAmAnya vyApti che. enA dvArA ApaNe yathArtha bAhya tapanuM mahattva svIkArIne jIvanane tapa:pradhAna banAvavuM joie. chatAM ya tapa na thaI zake te tenI AtmaniMdA karavI parantu jJAnano mahimA varNavatA bUmabarADA nIce tapa-dharmanI mahattA darzAvatA gItane dabAvI devAnuM pApa te kadI na karavuM joIe. tapanI mahattA jIvaMta raheze te ApaNI bhAchI peDhI tenuM sevana karIne mahAna banaze. sva-para kalyANanI sAdhaka banaze.

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munijIvananI bALapAthI-2 ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevu [1] ane tyAM sudhI ekAntamAM na esayu : jema ekAntamAM besavAthI ekAgratA vagere pAmavAnA lAbhe che tema tenAM keTalAMka nukasAna paNa che. jo kAI vyaktine lAbha pAmavA jatAM nukasAna vadhu thatu jaNAya te te vyaktie ekAntamAM Asana te na ja rAkhavuM parantu svAdhyAyAdi paNa karavA besavu na joie. eNe te jAhera hAlamAM, peAtAnA gurudevanI najaramAM ja besavu' ane tyAM ja svAdhyAyAdi karavA. bezaka, hAlamAM aneka leAkeAnI vanAdi mATe Avana-jAvana rahetI hAya che. paNa dIvAla tarapha mAM rAkhIne besI javAthI e AvanajAvananA keAI vikSepa paDaze nahi. chatAM ya 'avAja' vagere prazno naDatA hAya tA ya ekAntane pakSa sevavA nahi. meATA nukasAnathI khacavA mATe nAnA nukasAnane vadhAvI levu' ja rahyu. [2] zleSma, zUka, mela vagerene ghasI nAkhavA thUMkadAnImAM ke rastA upara paDelI dhULamAM jo kayAreka zleSma, thUka ke nakhanA mela vagere nAMkhavA paDe te tene te dhULa ke rAkha vageremAM kharekhara ghasI nAkhavAM joIe. jethI temAM mULa vagere kharAkhara maLI jAya. jo Ama na thAya te be ghaDI uparanA samaya pasAra thatAM te vastumAM samUcchima jIvonI utpatti thaI jAya.

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 AvuM ja kherIAnA UnanA kaTakA saMbaMdhamAM dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM. barobara ghasyA vinA te vastu be ghaDInI aMdara sUkAI jatI nathI. [3] nakha paraThavatAM cUno meLavavA ApaNe vadhI gayelA nakha kApavAnA che paNa tene ghasIne vyavasthita banAvavAnA - samAravAnA - nathI. tema karIe te aticAra lAge. [keza, rema, nakha samAya.] A kApelA nakhamAM mela paNa hoya che. A mela sAthenA nakha zarIranI sAthe ja rahe tyAM sudhI te te melamAM saMmUrNima jInI upatti thatI nathI; parantu nakha kApyA eTale tene mela paNa zarIrathI chUTo paDyo. have te melavALA nakhane kaI kaTakAmAM bAMdhI levAya teTaluM ja barAbara nathI. je kaTakAnA cheDe bAMdhI ja levA hoya te tenI sAthe temAM saheja cUne paNa ghasIne bheLavI devo joIe. sAruM te e ja che ke kApelA nakhane tarata ja - bAMdhavAne badale sIdhA - dhULamAM saheja khADe karIne dATI devA. evI mAnyatA che ke je kaI cakalI vagere nakha khAI jAya te te mRtyu pAme mATe tene dhULamAM DAka paNa UMDe dATI devA joIe. Ama karatAM cUno bheLavavAnI jarUrI rahe nahi. vaLI nakha paNa vadhu vadhavA devA nahi; temAM mela bharAtAM aneka doSa lAge che; [4] apramata bhAve kriyA karavI : evuM kaMI khAsa kAraNa na hoya te pratikamaNudi

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munijIvananI bALathI tamAma kriyAo paMcAga praNipAta Adi vidhipUrvaka karavAnI pahelethI Teva pADavAnuM rAkhe. nAnI IriyAvahInI kiyA heya ke "jAvaMti ane jAvaMta ke vidhi sAhuM be satro vaccenuM eka ja khamAsamaNuM hoya - badhuM ya yathokta vidhipUrvaka ja karavuM joIe. beThA beThA te kriyA karavAthI haiyuM zAstrAjJA. pratyenI piThAI pragaTa kare che; ethI tIvra viryAntarAya karma baMdhAya che. bhUtapUrva bhavamAM ghaNu luccAIe, piThAIo ane hADakAMnI harAmI kahevAya tevI upekSAo ApaNuM AtmAe karI che. have jyAre "bhava-viraha' karI devAnI amUlakha. paLa hAthamAM AvI che tyAre vaLI pAchA e kusaMskarane vaza thaIzuM te mahAmUluM saMyamarana hArI jaIzuM, re ! kevI kamanasIbI che ke trikanAtha devAdhidevane ane asIma upakArI gurudevane vaMdana karavAnA khamAsamaNuka paNa beThAM beThAM ke aDadhA ja vAMkA vaLIne patAvI devAmAM Ave che. ke A haze; upakArIonA upakArane ApaNe khyAla ?

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munijIvananI baLapothI-2 savAlo ane javAbo T savAla (1) : zuM vatamAnakALanA bakuza ke kuzIlasvarUpa cAritryanI dhamakiyAthI ati Avaze khare ? A kriyAonAM be ja pAsAM cheH 1. mokSanuM ja lakSa che. 2. tenA pratye sadUbhAva che. paNa bAkI badhu udhAra-pAsAmAM che. avidhi, ajJAna, anullAsa, AzAtanA vagere.......... javAba : bakuza ke kuzIla prakA2nuM cAritra e cAritra ja nathI evI bhramaNAmAM na raheze. e chaThThA naMbaranA guNasthAnanuM ja cAritra che. je dharmakriyAmAM mekSa pAmavAnuM eka mAtra lakSa ke ane tenA pratye pUrNa sadUbhAva che te have tenAthI mokSa pAmavAnI vAtamAM jarA ya zaMkA na karavI. | kriyAo pratye je sabhAva che; ane mekSanuM je lakSa che tathA temAM thatI tamAma avidhi Adi aMge je joradAra baLApa che; A traNeya guNe bhegA maLIne bIjA badhA doSone haDaselavA mATe samartha che. vaLI kriyAonuM phaLa - cittaprasannatA. vAsanA zuddhi vagere Aje ne Aje maLe tevI AzA ekadama na rAkhI zakAya. paNa phaLa jevA na maLe tethI kriyAo niSphaLa jaI rahI che tevuM kalpI levAnI bhUla nahi karavI. eka ghaDe che. dhAro ke te dasa hajAra TIpAMthI pUre

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 bharAya che. have temAM pANInuM ekekuM TIpuM nAkhavuM zarU karyuM. eka hajAra TIpAM nAkhyAM paNa hajI ghaDo na bharAya eTale "ghaDe kayAre bharAze ? kema bharAye nathI? zuM te bharAze ja nahi?" AvI adhIrAI thaI jAya te TIpAM nAkhavAnI kriyAnA phaLa pratye azraddhAmAMthI nirutsAhitA, veTha, kaMTALe vagere jarUra pedA thAya. paNa "ghaDe bharAI che rahyo che. mArI TIpAM nAkhavAnI kiyA ghaDe pUre bharAvA tarapha AgaLa vadhI ja rahI che!" e satyane je utsAhapUrvaka svIkAravAmAM Ave te kriyAmAM ulAsa, AnaMda vagere pedA thAya ane tenuM phaLa AnaMda ane chelle phaLaprApti, be ya maLI jAya. anAdikALanA rogonI ugratA ekAda bhavamAM kadAca ekadama maLI na paNa paDe che tethI nirAza na thavuM. A te jinekta ane guNadhara-gumphita kriyAo ane tenAM mannamaya sUtra che. tenA phaLamAM azraddhA ke adhIrAI AvavI na joIe. basa ukta lakSa sabhAva ane baLApA sAthe karatA ja rahe...jarUra phaLa pAmazo. sevAla (2) : roja navakAramaMtranI bAMdhI pAMca mALA gaNIe ke tevA ja RSimaMDala, namaNi Adi kaI ja5, ke keI tetrone pATha vagere karIne temAM bhAvanI alpatA ke kyAreka zUnyatA AvI jAya te ya te japAdimAM tAkAta hoya kharI ?

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munijIvananI bALapeAthI-ra jAma : A savAlane pahelA naMbaranA savAlanA sadgu'mAM samajIne javAba Apu chuM. jyAM meAkSalakSa vagere che tyAM je dravyakriyA paNa che tenI tAkAta paNu jarA ya AchI AMkavI nahi ke temAM azraddhA karavI nahi. eka dAkhale Apu', thoDAM varSoM pUrve muMbaImAM eka bhAI * Teva mukh ' huMmeza savAre 108 navakAra gaNutA hutA. tenA keAi paracA thAya tema te icchatA hatA; puN' bhAvanI alpatAvALA navakAranA te zuM paracA jovA maLe ? 'ema jAte ja vicArI letA. 9 paNa eka divasa temaNe A vAta zaktinA upAsaka ajaina bhAine karI. te zAkta badhu peAtAnI zakti-mAtAnA paracA dekhADavA A jaina bhAine zaktimAtAnA bhuvA pAse lai gayA. bhuvAne saghaLI vAta karI, pachI bhuvA dhUNavA lAgyA. tenA zarIramAM praveza thaI gayA hatA tema lAgyuM. dhUNatA dhUNatA te bhuvA pelA jaina bhAI pAse AvIne temane pradakSiNAe devA lAgyA ane pAchA pharavA lAgyA. vAravAra teNe Ama karyu. tyAre tyAre zAkta-bhAIe bhUvAne jana bhAinA zarIramAM pravezIne paracA dekhADavA kahyuM. dhUNatA bhUvAe jaNAvyuM ke, "e mATe ja A badhI mahenata karI rahyo chuM; paNa huM tenA zarIramAM praveza karI zakatA nathI. tene kahA ke te bhAi je mantrajapa hamaNAM karI rahyA che te cheADI de.... teA tarata huM praveza karuM. te sivAya te mantranI sAme mAru kAMi cAle tema nathI."

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munijIvananI bALapAthI-2 pelA jaina bhAI tyAM beThA beThA navakAra gaNI rahyA hatA. bhUvAnA zabdo sAMbhaLIne te navakAranI zakti upara stabdha thaI gayA. tyAMthI UbhA thaine ghare gayA. khUba raDayA eTalA mATe ke ! arerere, bhUvAone paNa dUra rAkhanAra navakAranI zaktimAM meM Aja sudhI zaMkA karyAM karI ! " 10 dravya-kriyAnI ke dravya-japanI paNa kevI pracaMDa tAkAta ! samrara ! A te bahAranA bhuvAne dravyakriyAthI jItI zakAyA; jo aMdaranA bhUvAone jItavA hAya te te pUrNa bhAvakriyA ja ArAdhavI joie. savedana gurukRpA i kaivala are ! are ! mArAM sADA traNa kreDa rIvAMDAMemAM anAdi vAsanAenI Aga bhaDake jalI raDhI che ! are ! are ! mArA AtmAnA asakhya pradeza vAsa-nAnI Aga ekI rahyA che ! are ! are ! mArA magajanA doDhaya amaja selamAM vAsanAonI beTarI cArja thaI gai che. are ! are! mAruM puNya, mArI zakti, mArI buddhi mArA jIvananI pratyeka paLa, pratyeka divasa; pratyeka mAsa,

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 11 pratyeka varSa A vAsanAonI pAchaLa pAyamAla thavA lAgyA che....mane kaI bacAve..mArA A vAsanA-piMDane koI ogALI nAkhe, vAsanA-piMDamaya mane kaI gALI nAMkho. AvI keI aMtaranI UMDI vedanAbharI cIsa upara cIsa eka dI mAro Atama nAkhI rahyo hato tyAre ekAeka sadbhAgye mArA hAthamAM eka pAnuM AvI gayuM. temAM meM vAMcyuM. "mAM gAlayati iti maMgalama" je mane (vAsanApiMDamaya mane gALI nAkhe te maMgala che. mArA manamAM savAla jAge ke, te keNa che je maMgala che? mAre enI tAtkAlika jarUra che. mane maMgala padArtha dekhADe." mArI jijJAsAne lIdhe ja, tene saMteSate eka ArSapATha mArI pAse AvIne paDyo, temAM lakhyuM hatuM, "gurukRpA. hi kevalaM, ziSya paraM maMgalaM." je ziSya banyuM tenA mATe te gurukRpA-eka mAtra gurukRpA ja maMgala che. kAMTALA ane kaMkarachAyA muktinA ghaMthe maMgala vinA te kadI na cAlI zake. paNa te. maMgala koNa ? gurukRpA... Aja sudhI ghaNuM maMgalo karyA paNa A maharavanuM maMgala ja najara bahAra gayuM. UlaTI gurukRpAnI jIvanavikAsamAM binajarUriyAta kalpI; athavA to tenI tAtvika carcA karIne nizcaya karyo ke A gurukRpAnI vAta A mAtrA zraddheya ane kAlpanika tatva che, namratAne keLavavA mATenI A kalapanA che, paNa vAstavika ke padArtha nathI.

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manijIvananI bALapothI-2 hAya ! mArI vadhu paDatI buddhimattAe A tAravaNa kADhIne ja mAru satyAnAza kADhyuM che. joradAra vidvatA, prazaMsanIya vyAkhyAnazakti, ugra tapazaktinu; aneka zinuM guruva vagere mArI pAse hovA chatAM ahe ! bhItaramAM vAsanAothI bhaDake jalate mAre Atama ! hAya ! Aje ja meM karelA amaMgalanuM mane bhAna thayuM. have ja gurukRpAno mahimA samajAye. nA...e kaI kalpanA nathI, e kaI zraddhAmAtranI vastu nathI; e eTale ja vAstavika padArtha che jeTalo huM pite chuM. mAre tenI pAchaLa paDavuM che. huM jANuM chuM ke e kRpA pAmavA mATe badhA ahaMkAra ane aramAnene mArA paga nIce mAre cUrI nAMkhavA paDaze. re! mArA samagra jIvananI mAre khetI karI nAkhavI paDaze. pazcAttApanA UnA UnA AMsuthI ja e khetarane sacavuM paDaze. dhIraja pUrI dharavI paDaze. hAbadhuM ja karIza. gumAveluM badhuM meLavI ja levuM haze te badhuM karavuM ja paDaze. huM paNa taiyAra chuM. mAre te vAsanAnA piMDamaya mArI jAtane ogALI nAkhavI che; e mATe je kAMI thAya te karI chUTavuM che. laI le ke mArI vidvattA, tapazakti, zAsanaprabhAvatA... ane badalAmAM mane Apa kaI vAsanAonI pUrNa zAnti. A sedA karavA ya huM taiyAra chuM. huM marI jAuM ane te dI mArI vAsanAo je jIvatI ja rahI gaI hoya

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 13 te enA jevuM bhUMDuM meta te kUtarAnuM paNa na hoI zake. basa gurukRpA ! kevala gurukRpA ! olA ekalavyanI jema ! ekapakSI rIte paNa gurubhakti karI che te ajoDa dhanurdhArI banI gayo ! mAre vAsanAviheNa banI javuM che. huM paNa kaI apekSA vinA - akhaMDa, avicala gurubhakti karIza. ADe. AvatA aMtarAnA khADA-TekarA pAra UtarIza ane gurukRpA pAmIne ja jaMpIza. mane khabara che ke mArA guru prazasta rAgI che. rAgI rIjhe che ! rIjhelAnI kRpA Utare ja che. have te te na maLe. te mArI bhakti ke pAtratAmAM ja khAmI, samajavAnI che. AjathI ja "gurukRpA hi kevalaM ziSya para maMgalaM ne jIvaMta dhabakAra haiye zarU karuM chuM. pachI vAsanA kyAM UbhI rahe che te jouM chuM !

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pATha : 2 dehAdayAsa-tyAga sAce dharmAraMbha thAya che, A tripuTIthIH jinAjJApAlana ke pakSapUrvakane dehAdhyAsa tyAga, svadeSadarzana ane sarvajIva hitapariNAma. ahIM ApaNe dehAdhyAsa-tyAga aMge vicArIzuM. yadyapi AhAranI saMjJA ane AhAranA padArthone rasa A dehAdhyAsanA ujake che te paNa kyAreka A saMjJA ane rasa ochA thaI gayA bAda paNa dehAdhyAsa jIvate rahI gayeluM jovA maLI jAya che. dehAdhyAsane ApaNuM sthUla arthamAM vicArIe te dehamAM vizeSataH Atmabuddhi tethI nIpajatuM dehanuM lAlanapAlana, dehanI sukhazIlatA. tapasvIe paNa kyAreka dehanI sukhazIlatAnA pakSamAM jovA maLe che. zarIra sAcavIne tapa karavAmAM, vyAkhyAna devAmAM ke vihAra karavAmAM A satyane sAkSAtkAra karavA maLaze. A bahu ja gaMbhIra honAratane kheMcI lAvanArI bIna hovAthI saMsAratyAgIoe A vAta barobara samajI

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munijI vananI bALapothI-2 15 levI joIe. zAstrakAra paramarSie eka jagAe kahyuM che ke, "sukhI avasthAmAM karele navakAra japa vagere dharma mRtyu ke roganI duHkhI avasthAmAM zaraNabhUta thatuM nathI mATe duHkhI avasthAmAM - hAthe karIne duHkha pedA karIne temAM - dharma kare jethI te abhyAsa paDI jatAM mRtyunI ke regAdinI pIDA vakhate paNa te dharma sabhAnapaNe ArAdhI zakAya." jeo dehanA khUba sukhazIla haze teo dehanA chellA zvAsAdinA samayamAM parameSThi-bhagavaMtenuM smaraNa zI rIte karI zakaze ? je aMta samaya (sAmAnyataH regAdinA dukhavALo) sudhAra hoya; ane tenA dvArA sArI gati pAmavI hoya te jIvanakALamAM dehanI sukhazIlatAne tilAMjali ApavI paDaze. hAthe karIne DAMsa-maccharanA caTakAnAM, ziyALAnI ati ThaMDInAM ke unALAnI ati garamInAM duHkhene vaheravAM paDaze. jANI joIne anta prAnta AhAra kare paDaze. ApaNe ArAdhe tapa sAce- zAstrIya - che ke nahi tenI pArAzIzI A che ke te tapa vaDe dehanI sukhazIlatAne ApaNe ThIka ThIka dUra karI zakyA chIe ke nahi ! ApaNA AtmAnI sauthI najadIkamAM dekhItI rIte ApaNe deha che, enI sAthe ApaNA AtmAne ekarasIbhAva che. je A jaDa tatva sAthe ApaNe rAga-saMbaMdha tUTo na hoya te mIThAI, phaiTa, me, vigaIo vagere sAthenA rAga-saMbaMdha toDI nAkhyA hoya to ya tene jhAjhe artha na rahe. kemake te badhA jaDa pudgale sezansa korTa,

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16 munijIvananI bALapothI- hAIkorTa jevA che. jyAre deha nAmanuM jaDa tatva suprIma ke jevuM che. je suprImamAM hArI gaye te badhI kerTomAM jI hoya te paNa hArI ja gaye ! ThaMDuM pAchuM, anukULa upAzraya vagere apekSAo ApaNuM dehAdhyAsanI tIvratAnI sAkSIrUpa che. ApaNe tene toDavI ja rahe. "game te avasthAmAM mAre cAlaze, mane phAvaze." evA zabdo sahaja rIte ApaNuM meMmAMthI nIkaLaze te ApaNe dhanyAtidhanya divasa haze. kevA hatA, te pitA-putra muni ! kIrtidhara ane sukezala! temanA dehane kramazaH vairiNI vAghaNu khAvA lAgI chatAM cUM ke cAM nahi ? kevAM haze, te khaMdhaka-muni jemanI cAmaDIo UtaraDAvAne prasaMga AvyuM te vakhate mArAone temaNe kahyuM ke, "tame kahe te rIte huM Ubho rahuM, jethI tamArA kAmamAM tamane leza paNa duHkha na paDe!" kevA haze te dazapUrvadhara vAsvAmIjI mahArAjanA bALa muni ! jemane anazana karatAM gurue vAryA ane pAchA mekalyA; te pAchalI bAjuethI AvI jaIne keI na dekhe tema dhagadhagatI paththaranI eka zilA upara sUI jaIne anazana lagAvI dIdhuM ? theDI ja paLamAM jemane deha mINanI jema ogaLI gayA ! jemanI vAta sAMbhaLatAM ya ruvAMDAM kaMpe che te mahApuruSane kaTi keTi vaMdana ! kayAre ApaNe A dehAdhyAsa-tyAga sara kadIzuM ?

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munijIvananI khALapeAthI-2 17 ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevuM [5] saMthArA upara pratikramaNa na karavu : savAranuM rAI-pratikramaNu saMthArA upara na karavu keTalAka saMthArAne uttarapaTTo thADAka khaseDIne te ja saMthArA upadya pratikamaNu karIne mana manAve che paNa te ya kharAkhara nathI. je kriyA apramattabhAve karavAnI che te kriyA kAMIka ArAma levA aMgenA Asana upara na karI zakAya. : je nAnuM Asana hoya tenI upara ja pratikramaNa karavuM. A pratikramaNa paNa gurudeva ke vaDIla jyAM pratikramaNa karatA hAya tyAM, temanI pAse jaine karavuM, AthI emanI upasthitimAM beThA pratikramaNu karavuM AdirUpa ALasa ke avidhi karavAnI vRtti pedA na thAya. [6] 'svajanadhUnana'ne kadI na bhUlIe H saMsArIpaNAnA mA, khApujI, bhAI, bahena vagere vaDhanAthe Ave tyAre temanI sAva upekSA karIne svAdhyAya ja karavAmAM Ave te temAM aucityabhaMgane doSa lAge. kadAca AgaLa vadhIne svajanAne kayAreka dharmo pratye ke ApaNA vaDIyA pratye durbhAva paNa thAya. parantu A vAtanI sAmA cheDe khIjI vAta che; jemAM svajanA AvyA eTale jANe ke geALanu' gADuM AvyuM. pachI

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18 munijIvananI bALathI-2 e divase tamAma svAdhyAya haDatALa upara UtarI jAya. nA..ATale badhe nehabhAva jarA ya gya nathI. vAta te kyAreya eTalI AgaLa vadhe che ke svajane mATe jamavA AdinI sagavaDa karavA mATe paNa ApaNe ja khUba utsAhita thaI jaIne badhI sUcanAo sthAnika dhamIjanene karavA lAgIe. " re ! A te asaMyama kahevAya ! zAstrakAra paramarSieAe karmanuM dhUnana [tyAga karavAnuM jema ApaNane upadezya che tema svajanadhUnana paNa upadezya che. "ucita badhuM thAya; paNa neharAganuM pradarzana te na ja thaI zake. AnA aMgenuM eka ati suMdara daSTAnta Ape. mAtA5ti pitAnA saMsAratyAgI putrane vaMdanA karavA gayA. snehanA bhAve mAtAe lAvevA TephInanI nirdoSa vastune lAbha ApavA mATe saMyamI putrane ane temanA gurune vinaMti karI. te ja paLe pitA te strIne tADUkIne kahevA lAgyA ke, "tAro kare zuM sAdhupaNumAM bhUkhe mare che ema tuM mAne che ? jethI TIphIna-bhakti karavA ahIM AvI che ? munijIvanane munijIvananI rIte jA vahevA devuM joIe. AvI "bhakti karIne te ApaNe ja ApaNu pUjyanuM ahita karI rahyA chIe !" kahevAnI jarUra nathI ke TIphInanA DabA tarata ja pAchA TIphInamAM peka thaI gayA. dhanyavAda e zramaNopAsaka pitAne !

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munijIvananI bALapethI-2 19 [7] "acittaraMjana kAyotsarga : dareka sAdhu ke sAdhvIjIe dara varSanI catra suda agiyArasathI caudasa sudhImAMnA lagAtAra kaI paNa traNa divasamAM sAMjanA pratikramaNa bAda "acittarajane kAryotsarga pharajiyAta karavAno hoya che. je A kAyetsaga bhulAI jAya te eka varSa sudhI bIjA caitra suda 11 sudhI kaI paNa prakAranA joga te karI na zake tema ja bIjAne joganI vidhi karAvI paNa na zake. dIkSA, vaDI dIkSA, padapradAna paNa na karI zake. upadhAna na karAvI zake. Agamo -bhaNI, bhaNAvI na zake. jaga karavA-karAvavAnA hoya ke na hoya te ya A A kAryotsarga dareke uparyukta samayamAM karI levuM joIe. tenI vidhi A pramANe che: IriyAva DikamIne, khamAsamaNuM devuM. pachI IcchAkAreNa saMdisaNu bhagavad ! acittaraMja ehaDAvArtha kAusagga karu ? Icche. acittaraja ehaDAvatha karemi kAusagga...belIne annattha sUtra kahevuM. pachI cAra legasasAgaravara...sudhI gaNavA. tyAra bAda pArIne pragaTa logasa kahe; ane avidhi AzAtanA micchAmi dukkaDaM devuM. savAlo ane javAba savAla (3) ; jinazAsananI sevAmAM sAthIjI mahArAje koI phALo noMdhAvI zake ?

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munijIvananI khALapeAthI-ra javAma : are nAnakaDI bALazrAvikA ke payyAzI varSInI DAsI paNa jinazAsananI sevA karI zake tA sa. saMganA tyAgI; sAdhvIjI mahArAja tA dhAre tA jamara zAsanasevA karI zake. 20 W - jijJAsAnuM yathAvidhi pAlana karavu te ja meTAmAM mATI pahelA naMbaranI zAsanasevA che. badhA sAdhvIjI A sevA karI zake che. paNu hA, te mATe ya temaNe temanI keTalIka khAnapAna, mAnapAnAdinI lAgaNIone tyAgavI tA paDe ja. - - AthI vizeSa ArAdhanA tapa, japa, vratAdghinI - munijIvananA aneka ceAgeAnI - je kare te vizeSa zAsanasevA karanArA kahevAya. - ATalu karyAM. mAda jemanI pAse viziSTa Adeya nAmakama vagerenI puNyAI hoya temaNe zAsanasevAnuM kharekharuM eka kAma karavA jevuM che; te ahIM jaNAvuM chuM. jyAM jAo tyAM bahenAne bhegA kareA. temane jinazAsana, jainasaMgha, jinAgamA vagere samajAve; zIlAdinA mahimA samajAvA; jamAnAvAda ane bhAgavAdanI bhayAnakatA samajAve...A badhu karIne temane vrata, niyamamAM jeTalA vadhu joDI zakAya teTalA joDo. sabUra ! ekadama badhAe ApavAnI utAvaLa na karajo. samajAvo; sa`viratidhama nA svIkAra sudhdhAMnI badhI ja ArAdhanAe; paNa jyAre je

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munijIvananI khALapeAthI-ra kAMI ArAdhavAnI bhAvanA jAge tyAre pAkI cakAsaNIpUrvaka ja pratijJA Apajo. A rIte ghara gharamAM jainazAsananA kriyAkAMDarUpa vyavahAranayane! - meAkSanA lakSanI pAkI samajaNapUrvaka - praveza karAvI devAze tA eka adbhuta zAsanasevA karI gaNAze. temAM ya khAsa karIne svadravye jinapUjA ane yathAzakti sAmAyika - e e tA - ghara gharamAM praveza pAmI javA jarUrI che; A e ja ArAdhanAo evI che ke je samagra kuTuMbamAM dharmAMnI suvAsa phelAvI zake che; ane svamAM viziSTa dhArmikatAnA pamarATa pedA karI zake che. 1 sAdhvIjI mahArAjo jo A kAma upADI leze te kadAca keTalAka vyAkhyAnakAra sAdhu-mahArAjokaratAM ya mUThIUMcerI zAsanasevA karI zakaze. savAla (4) : suni jIvanamAM ya citta satata azAnta kema rahetu haze? javAba : A khUba ja duHkhanlR khInA che. jyAM ekalI citta-zAnti che tyAM azAnti ! zu karmAMnA udaya kAraNa tarIke kahI devA ? nA.... A tA karmo upara Aropa mUkIne pote nirdoSa phUTI javAnuM ane. UMDANathI vicAratAM A azAnti pAchaLa paDelu tattva jovA maLe che, eka niyama che ke tame je Ape te pAmA. je

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22 munijIvananI bALapethI-2 tame bIjAne jIvana Ape te jIvana pAme; meta Ape te meta pAme trAsa Ape te trAsa ane azAtA Api te azAtA pAme. muni jIvanamAM ghaNI badhI bAbate tapa, tyAga, vrata japa vageremAM Azcaryajanaka pragati karI zakAya che e sarvamAnya hakIkata che. paraMtu A jIvanamAM jeo vaDapaNa pAmavAnI sAthe; pada pAmavAnI sAthe ke meTA tapasvI, vidvAna ke vyAkhyAtA vagere thavAnI sAthe - koI paNa guvAdinI avidhi, AzAtanAnA prabhAve-niMdA, kuthalInA kusaMskArone bhaMga banI jAya che teo te niMdAdinA pApe ja cittathI azAna bane che. bIjAone dhikakAranArA, tiraskAranArA, satata TIkA-TippaNa karanArA; chevaTe ghaDapaNamAM regAdithI. paNa azAnta ane asvastha banIne rahe che. cittanI azAntinuM mULa potAnI aMdara ja paDayuM hovA chatAM tene khyAla AchA acchA vaDerAone ke vidvAnene paNa AvatuM nathI e moTA khedanI vAta che. je cittazAnti pAmavI ja hoya che jenA je guNane jeTalA aMzamAM vikAsa thaI rahyo che tenI anumedanA ke gya prazaMsA karIne tenA tarapha sadbhAva vyakta kare. AnI sAthe tamAruM deSadarzana paNa pragaTa karo. AthI tamArI pUrve karelI nindAnI pApazuddhi thaze ane sAmI vyaktio tamArI prazaMsA pAmIne je cittazAti vagere pAmaze te tamane paNa maLIne ja raheze.

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 23 - saMvedana khAmemi, micchAmi, vaMdAmi saMskRtamAM eka vAkya Ave che; "gRhIta Iva ke zeSa, mRtyunA dharma AcAret " - "he jIva ! yamarAjAe tArA vALa kheMcIne pakaDyA che hive tane upADI le eTalI ja vAra) mATe tuM dharmanuM AcaraNa karI le." zuM meta ATaluM badhuM saraLa ane sahelAIthI AvI jatuM haze ? re! game tyAre - vagara neTise paNa - marI javAya che? kaI sthAnane kaI tithi; koI vAra koI kalAkane nizcaya nahi ! e badhuM anizcita ! ane mata nizcita ! te jIvananAM pApanuM prAyazcitta kyAre thAya? te vaira-virodhanuM visarjana karavAnI taka zI rIte maLaze ? je meta ekAeka AvI Ubhe; kadAca e hArTaeTeka ja hoya to zuM karavuM ? re ! AnA karatAM te peluM kensaranuM darda ke TI.bI. jevuM daI sAruM, jemAM neTisa maLe; jemAM daradI pote ja pitAnuM mota dhIme dhIme najIka AvatuM jatuM jue...jethI te badhA baira-visarjana, badhA pApa-prAyazcitta ane parameSThi bhagavaMtene keTa keTi vAra vaMdanA karI zake. Ama tenuM jIvana zuddha banI jAya; maraNa maMgala banI jAya; mahotsava banI jAya.

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24 munijanI bALathI-2 paNa A badhuM kAMI mArA hAthamAM thoDuM ja che? meta kayA rega vaDe kayA prakAra vaDe AvI bheTaze tenI zI khabara? te mAre AjathI ja badhI taiyArI pelA baMbAvALAnI jema - bela vAge ke doDavA ja lAgavAnuM - karI rAkhavI paDe. saddagurunI sAme vidhivat prAyazcitta, sarva sAthe kSamApanA ane tIrthayAtrAdi dvArA parameSThi-vaMdanA ! badhuM ja karIne taiyAra thavAnuM. te pachI je kAMI nAnI nAnI bhUla thAya tenA nivAraNa mATe huM traNa padane pATha karIza, tenuM bhAvapUrvaka artha ciMtana karIza. tenA arthone bhAvathI spazIza. AthI sarva pApa-prAyazcitta, vera-visarjana ane vaMdanA banI rahe. pachI kadAca chele samaye guru sAme, A badhuM na karI zakuM te ya traNa padonA pAThathI mArI jAte huM te karI zakIza. AjathI ja traNa padane japa - ajapAjapa ja - zarU karuM chuM. khAmemi, micchAmi ane vaMdAmi. huM sarva jIvane khamAvuM chuM. khAmemi savya jIve. huM mArAM saghaLAM pApanuM micchAmi dukkaDaM" dauM chuM. huM-micchAmi dukkaDaM. | hu anaMtAnaMta pAMce ya parameSThi bhagavaMtane (ane zeSa sarva vaMdanIyane) vaMdanA karuM chuM. -vaMdAmi jiNe cauvasaM. mRtyunI chellI paLomAM kadAca meta utAvaLe AvatuM haze te huM badhAM pada ane badhuM artha cintana kadAca nahi paNa karI zakuM te ya te vakhate tenA sArarUpe ja mArAM A traNa padanA uccAra haze ? khAmemi, micchAmi, vaMdAmi.

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 AjathI - hoTha phaphaDAvyA besatA, UThatAM huM... A traNa padonA mAnasa-jApa cAlu kar chuM. khAmemi, micchAmi, va'dvAmi. 25 vinA - satra; sUtA, - jagatanA sarva jIveA ! tamArI sAthe mArA A janmamAM ke janmAntarAmAM - kayAreka manasA, vAcA, ka NA vaira-virAdha, manaduHkhADhi thayAM hoya te te badala aMtaHkaraNathI trikaraNa cege huM khamAvuM chuM : tame mane udAratAthI kSamA Ape. meM mArA vartamAna jIvanamAM ke bhUtakAlIna jIvaneAmAM mithyAtva avirati AdithI prerAine je kaI prakAranAM pApe AcaryAM hoya te sattu trividhe trividha mithyA duSkRta icchu chuM. punaH punaH mAthuM namAvIne, bhAvapUrvaka te sarva pApeAnI niMdA-garha vyakta karu chuM. A jagatamAM trikALamAM; pare ya krama bhUmimAM je pAMce ya parameSThi bhagava'tA thayA che ane thaze te sane - temanA pratyeka guNane - huM trividhe anumAhuM chuM. emanI e AtmazuddhinI sva-paralakSI sAdhanAne ane siddhione bhAvabharyA praNAma punaH punaH karuM chuM. masa A tripadIne mane bhAvajapa prApta thAo. A japa mArA zvAsaprANu manI jAo. pachI game tyAre bhale meAta AvatuM. paLanA e meAtamAMthI ja huM A tripadInA prabhAve anupama janma prApta karI laIza. jemAM ajanmA thavAnI sAdhanA karIne mAre te janma saphaLa anAvI daIza.

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pATha : 3 svadoSadarzana je svadoSadarzana na kare e vaLI dhamI zene ?' kadAca e dharmane kriyAkAMDI heI zake. dharmanA AraMbhane pedA karatA guNemAM svadoSadarzananuM sthAna che. je dharma kare che emane jayAre dharmanuM ajIrNa pidA thAya che tyAre teo A pAyAnI IMTa - svadoSadarzana gumAvI bese che ane paraSadarzana karIne pitAne saghaLe ya dharma peIne sApha karI nAMkhe che. pArakAnA denuM darzana karavAmAM kaI evI ane khI rasalabdhi che ke jene cAkhyA pachI bhalabhalA acchA arachA dhama-jagatanA rUstame paNa cheDI zakatA nathI. bIjAone dArU AdinA nazA choDAvI zakanArA, jAte paNa kerI Adine rasa tyAgI zakanArA paradoSa darzanane rasa jyAre na tyAgI zakatA hoya tyAre ja paradoSadarzananA rasanI tIvratA ke mAdakatAnI ApaNe kalpanA karI zakIzuM. eka vAta nizcita che ke paradoSadarzana ane svadoSa

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 darzana be ya sAthe eka ja AtmAmAM rahI zakatA nathI. jeo pArakAnA dene jevA dvArA cUMthe che teo kadI paNa pitAnI jAtanA ekAda paNa deSane jevA saphaLa banatA nathI. kharekhara te ApaNI jAta ja eTalA badhA agaNita doSothI UbharAI gaMdhAI UThI che ke je te joIe te bIjAnA doSane jovA mATe AkhI jiMdagImAM kayAreya eka paLa paNa na maLe. svadoSadarzana karavAthI be lAbha thAya che. ethI svaguNa-- darzana ane paradoSadarzana be ya bahu kharAba avaguNene nAza thAya che. paradoSadarzanathI bevaDuM nukasAna thAya che. enAthI paraguNadarzana ane svadeSadaza - be ya lAbha khatama thaI jAya che. yAda rAkho ke A badhuM dharmanA AraMbhanA vakhate ja vicAravAnuM che. svadevadarzana ane paraguNadarzana je pAme nahi; paraSadarzana ane svaguNadarzanane je khatama karI zake nahi te AtmA game teTalA tyAga, tapa kare ke kaI mahAna zAsanaprabhAvaka bane tenAthI bIjA kadAca tarI jaze paNa, te pite te nahi ja tarI zake. kyAreka te ajaina dharmanA tyAgIonI A bAbatanI vizeSatA joIne ane jaina dharmanA keka tyAgInI A bAbatanI zUnyatA joIne haiyAmAMthI tINuM cIsa nIkaLI

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28 munijIvananI bALapothI-2 jAya che! raDatuM mana belI UThe che ke zuM A rIte A tyAgI jAtanuM ke jagatnuM kalyANa karI zakaze ? AgathI dAjhele pANImAM jAya; ane pANImAM ja Aga pedA thAya te pachI javuM kyAM ? mahepAdhyAyajIe sAcA saMsAratyAgInAM je lakSaNe adhyAtmasAra granthamAM batAvyAM che temAM kahyuM che ke, "sAco -tyAgI, virAgI AtmA pArakAnA doSanI bAbatamAM mULe, bahere ane AMdhaLe hoya. e e banIne ja pitAnI aMdara palAMThI mArIne nirAMte besI zake ane AtmAnA anaMta deSa-zalyanuM sUkSamatAthI ane pUrI zAnitathI darzana karIne tenuM umUlana karI zake. parAyA denA darzananA ragaDA keTalA ane temAM azAti keTalI badhI ? A AtmA svadoSadarzana mATe samaya ja kyAM meLavI zake? svadevadarzana kare che, te gItArtha guru pAse enuM Atmanivedana (AlecanA-bhavAcanA) karyA vinA rahI -zakti nathI. enuM je tapa vagere svarUpa prAyazcitta meLave che tene jaladIthI vahana karyA vinA TakI zaktA paNa nathI. evA prAyazcittanI pratyeka paLe enI AMkhe jodhAra AMsue raDatI rahe che. jIvanane kevI rIte pAyamAla karI nAkhyuM? tenAM saMvedanathI te hareka paLe kaMpI UThe che! dhanya che; AvA svadeSane ja jonArA ane paradoSa prati mUka, alpa ane baherA banI gayelA AtmAne ! keTi koTi vaMdana enAM caraNemAM !

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 23 ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevuM * (8) lacanI upekSA na karavI. sAmAnyataH dara cha mahine phigaNa ane zrAvaNamAM leca karAvavAnuM hoya che. koI magajanI bImArI jevA AgADha kAraNe phAgaNa mAsamAM leca na karAvI zakAya te bane, paNa saMvatsarI pratikamaNa pUrve te leca kare ja joIe. te vakhate ya mAthAmAM gUmaDAM thaI javAM vagere AgADha kAraNa AvI paDyuM hoya te zAstrokta vidhi pramANe, kAtara ke astro pheravIne paNa muMDana karAvI levuM paDe. AvuM muMDana karAvanArane zAstranIti mujaba dara paMdara divase ke dara mahine kAtara ke astrAthI pharajiyAta muMDana karAvatA rahevuM ja joIe; jethI sahune jANa thAya ane daMbhanuM sevana thaI javA na pAme. paNa A te AgADha kAraNanI vAta thaI. bAkI to. varSamAM be vakhata leca karAvavuM ja joIe. locanA to aneka lokottara lAbhe che paNa A kaDaka-niyamane bIje laukika lAbha e che ke je te agya vyakti dIkSA letAM hajAra vAra ApameLe aTakI paDe che, AthI muni-saMsthAmAM bagADa pasate ApameLe aTakI jAya che. je A lAcaniyamane DhIlo mUkavAmAM Avaze te AkhI muni-saMsthA agyapravezane kAraNe zithila thaIne pAyamAla thaze.. pitAnuM mAnavaMtu vyaktitva gumAvI besaze.

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40 munijIvananI bALapothI-2 munisaMghanI gauravAnvitane viziSTatAne jALavavA khAtara paNa dareke be vakhata leca karAvavuM joIe. (9) nitya ekAzana ane uNAdarI je zArIrika Arogyane khAsa vadhe na hoya te egabharaM ca bhoyaNune zAstravAda barobara Acara joIe. bIje meTo tapa kadAca na ja thAya; ane mAtra akhaMDita ekAzana tapa karAya te paNa te kheTuM nathI. akhaMDita-ekAzana-tapa karanArA bhAgyavAna mahAmAo Aje paNa sArI saMkhyAmAM che. dIkSAgrahaNanA divasathI 10, 15, 20-20 varSa sudhI ekAzananuM akhaMDa vrata Aje paNa che. parantu keTalAkane A vrata 10, 15 varSa bAda paNa cheDavuM paDyuM che. Arogya bagaDavAthI ja temaNe A vata mUkayuM hoya e samajI zakAya tevI vAta che. paNa AvI sthiti pedA kema thaI ? - tenuM mukhya kAraNa ekAzanamAM peTa bharIne ke tethI paNa DuM vadhu vAparavA aMgenuM lAge che. ApaNe tyAM udarI'nuM je vrata batAvyuM che te A ekAzanamAM je joDavAmAM Ave te prAyaH A vrata mUkavAnI pharaja na paDe. bezaka, upavAsa kare sahela che, paNa udarI agharI che. paraMtu tenA vinA akhaMDa-tratadhAraNane apAra AnaMda mANI zakAya tema nathI.

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munijIvananI khALapeAthI-2 (10) AdhA e TAima; 15 dI'nu' pratilekhana zAstravidha mujaba rajoharaNa e ya pratilekhananA samacAmAM cheADIne pratilekhana karIne bAMdhavuM joIe. temAM prAta:kALe pAMca vastrAnA pratilekhana vakhate; ane sAMje va pratilekhananA cheDe A vidhi karavAnI hAya che. 31 mana phAve tyAre ATha, nava ke agiyAra vAgye athavA sAMje saMdhyA sudhImAM game tyAre A vidhi karAya nahi ke divasamAM eka vAra athavA paMdara divase eka ja vAra rajoharaNa kheAlIne badhAya nahi. rAjanA binavaparAzanI tamArI upadhinuM pratilekhana dara caturdazIe karavu ja joie. tamAma vastro ane tamAma pustakonuM ( pUjaNIthI ) paNa pratilekhana karavuM joI e. pATa, pATalAne te divase vizeSa sUkSmatAthI pratilekhavA joIe. peka karela ekasa hoya te te paNa kheAlIne tenI cIjonu pratilekhana karavu' joI e. pahelI sayama-vidhie ! pachI ja parA nAM kahevAtAM kAryAM ! parAnA nAme svArthane kadI upekSita na samajave.

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munijIvananI bALapethI-2 savAlo ane javAbo savAla (5) ziSya gurunI vAta na ja mAne te zuM karavuM ? javAba : jo AvuM banatuM ja hoya te gurue AtmanirIkSaNa karavuM ane jevuM ke temaNe potAnA gurunI vAte mAnI hatI kharI? je nA. te javAba jaDI gaye. je hA....te e vicAravuM ke je vAta ziSya pAse karAvavI che te pite kare che kharA? je pite na karatA hoya te pite te AcaraNa zarU karavuM eTale tarata ziSya paNuM tema karavA lAgaze. chatAM ya je ziSya sAnukULa na bane te temane vAtsalyapUrNa zabdothI hitazikSA ApavI. jarUra paDe te chelle ThapakAnI bhASAmAM paNa thoDuMka kahI zakAya. AcArAMga sUtramAM rAjA dvArA ziSya upara dhAka besADAvIne gurue ziSyane sIdhe karI dIdhAne prasaMga paNa Ave che. ziSya uchuMbala banI jAya; AmanyAmAM na rahe te tenAthI kayAreka ghaNuM moTAM ahita thavA saMbhave che. kayAreka moTI zAsanahIlanA paNa thaI javA pAme. AvI sthitimAM navA zikhyA karavAnuM baMdha karavuM jarUrI lAge che, jethI junA ziSyonAM tephAna navA sAdhumAM na praveze. vistAra to bagIcAne karAya; ukaraDAne kadApi nahi.

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 agyane dIkSA ApI devAnI gurunI bhUlanuM A pariNAma te nahi heya ne? ekAda paNa agya vyaktine grupamAM praveza thAya te AkhA grupanAM sukhazAnti ane Atmahita Thebe caDI jatAM hoya che. hAthe karIne piTa ceLIne zULa UbhuM karyA jevI A vAta nathI ? savAla (6) : tapa na ja thAya che? zAna na ja caDe te? vaDIlenI bhakti na ja thAya che ? javAba : koI zArIrikAdi khAsa kAraNosara tapa na ja thAya che tethI nirAza na thaI javuM. tevI vyaktie vadhumAM vadhu tyAga kare, navakArazI karavI paDe te dUdhamAM sAkara na naMkhAvavI, khAkhare lukhe ja le. benI jarUra hoya te ekathI ja calAvI levuM. AvuM dareka bAbatamAM tyAganuM viziSTa jIvana jIvI zakAya. e ja rIte vadhu gAthAo bhale na caDe - kaMThastha na thAya - paNa te ya gokhavAne udyama te kare ja. roja traNacAra kalAka te gokhavuM ja. AnAthI jJAnAvaraNIyAdi karmane joradAra sopazama thaze. A bhave nahi te AvatA bhave sIdhuM kevaLajJAna paNa maLI jaze. e ja rIte glAnatA Adi kAraNe gurvAdi vaDIlenI sevA na thaI zakatI hoya te temanA pratye bhArobhAra bahumAnabhAva te rAkhave ja. "mArA guru" e ja5 zvAse zvAse cAlatuM rahe, rUMve rUMve temanA darzanAdine AnaMda prasarato rahe te kAMI nAnI-sUnI ArAdhanA nathI.

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24 munijIvananI bALathI-2 savAla (7) : vaDIla gurvAdinI prakRti kharekhara viSama heya te zuM karavuM ? javAba: caMDarUdrAcAryajI kevI viSama prakRti dharAvatA hatA? chatAM temanA ziSya kulavaTa dAkhavI te temane kevalya prApta thayuM. - je vaDIla gurnAdi pAMca mahAvratanA acchA ArAdhaka hoya ane jinAjJAna pUrepUrA - kaTTara - cAhaka hoya te temanI prakRtinI krodha vagere viSamatAone ziSya sahana karI levI te ja ziSyanI khAnadAnI che. dIkSA daIne je gurvAdi vaDIle saMsArasAgaramAM DUbatA ugAryA che e eka ja upakAra evaDe moTo che ke tenI sAme temanI prakRtinI viSamatA e kaI evI moTI vAta nathI ke je temane tyAgAdi karAvavA sudhI ApaNane laI jAya ! saMsAramAM te strI ja khAnadAna ane kulaprasUtA kahevAya che jene sAsare dhI pati maLe te ya tenI sevAmAM parAyaNa banIne jIvana jIve che. AvI strInuM daSTAnta laIne svakIya jIvana jIvavAnI keziza karavI joIe. vaDIlanAM kaDavAM veNathI akaLAI jAya te ziSya kahevAne lAyaka ja nathI. saMgaraMgazALAmAM kahyuM che ke, "dhikAra che, te ziSyane jene kaDavAM vacana kahetAM gurune khaMcakATa thAya che." viSama prakRtine ApaNe sahana kare prakRtine ya pharavuM ja paDaze. viSama maTIne sama thavuM ja paDaze. paNa te mATe paNa adhIrA na thaIe. dhIraja dharIne-phalAzaMsA rAkhyA vinA basa....gurusevA karyA ja karavI.

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 35 saMvedana pakaDI le; olA mAMcaDAne ASADhI vIjaLI jhabUkI rahI che. bhayAnaka kaDAkA gajavatI bhISaNatA phelAvI rahI che. theDI vAre vAre khAMge meghalA tUTI paDayA. baporane samaya chatAM ceraphera aMdhAruM jAmavA lAgyuM. sAgaramAM pANI caDavA lAgyAM. theDI vAramAM ghoDApUra dhasamasyAM. bhayanI sAyarana vAgavA lAgI. paNa te pahelAM te sAbare pitAnI bAthamAM keTalAM ya jhUMpaDAMne 'upADI lIdhAM hatAM. kutUhalI leke ToLe vaLIne dUra dUrathI sAbaranA ghoDApUranI kudaratI lIlAne AchA ajavALe nIrakhI rahyA hatA. taNAtAM vRkSe, cIso pADatAM kUtarAM vagere pazuo, kaI lAkaDAne vaLagIne taNAtI abaLA badhuM ya dhasamasatA vegamAM vegathI pasAra thatuM hatuM. jIvasaTosaTanA khela khelatA jIne jovAmAM ya kutUhalI leke Azcarya, AnaMda ane niHstabdhatAno anubhava karatA hatA. paNa amAvasyAnI aMdhArI rAte ya camakatI vIjaLInI kera to ajavALI ja hoya che tevuM eka dazya kudarate ahIM saryuM hatuM. lagabhaga kinArA upara rahele eka vaDale aDIkhama UbhuM hatuM. pANInI thApaTo ene dharatI upara DhALI zakI na hatI. lokhaMDI pATAone vALI nAMkhanArA, moTAM teti ga makAnane DhALI denArA pUramAM A vaDale paNa prazna hato. ze aDIkhama rahI gaye ? e sahunA lamaNe jhIMkAte dAtaraDA je e UbhuM hatuM ane keTalAkanA jAna bacAvate ya hate e parama sukhada Azcarya hatuM.

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munijIvananI bALathI-2 vaDalAnA mAthe keka mAMcaDe hate. mAMcaDe keka sApa hate, eka ghoDe caDI gayuM hatuM, eka paMkhI ya beThuM tuM; keTalAka mAnave ya beThA hatA. e badhA ya taNAtA sahune sAda daIne kahetA'tA, e... Ama cAlyA Ave, ahIM mAMcaDe caDI Ave bacI jaze." A sAda suNIne je AvyA te bacyA. bAkInA sahu DUbI gayA. ghoDApUra dhIme dhIme UtarI gayAM. viSaya ane kaSAyanI vakarelI vAsanAo e ApaNI jIvana-sAbaramAM umeTelAM. ghoDApUra ja che ne ? taNAya che, aneka AtmAo; gumAve che jAna ane jIvana ! prANu ane pratiSThA ! bajI rahI che, sAyarane sadguruonI vANanI ' paNa sAMbhaLe che ke zuM? sAMbhaLe te ya samaje che keNu enA saMketa ? A badhAnI vacce Ubhe che jIvanadAtA vaDale jinazAsanane mAMcaDe che; dharmakriyAone ane mULiyAM che; jinAganAM. enI upara je jaI beThAM che, te che; cAkezIe nAga; jAtismaraNavALo gheDe; mahAtmA gaDarAja jaTAyu ane kaMI sAdhu, sAdhavI, zrAvaka, zrAvikane mAnavagaNa ! jene bacavuM che tene Aje ya bacavuM muzkela nathI. je ke elA mAMcaDAnuM zaraNu le che e amara bane che; mAMcaDe te kadI DUbanAra nathI; lagIre tUTanAra nathI, kemake vaDale ja bhAre majabUta che. enAM mULa kayAMya TasanAM masa thAya tema nathI. bhale A hUMDA (bhUMDA) evI avasarpiNane kALa

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munijIvananI bALapeAthI-2 gaNAtA hAya; paNa jene taravuM ja che tene te DumADanArA kAi janmyA nathI, ane jene che ene tAravA kAi karuNAnA mahAsAgara pedA thaI zake ya tema nathI. 37 A kALamAM DUkhavu ja jagatanI karuNAthI dhamanA AraMbha karA; tamArI nakkara ArAdhanAthI enA virAma le. macAvAya teTaluM jagata ke ghara macAve....bAkI vAtamAM kAMI mAla nathI. ghaNAM kheMcI zake tevA A kALa nathI. paNa hA....mAM DUbI jAya teve 2 A kALa nathI. te cAle, elA mAMcaDAne ja vaLagI jaie. jyAM ghUghavAtA gheADApUranAM nIra kadI pahoMcI zakanAra nathI; keAIne DubADI zakanAra nathI. svajanA ane snehIjanA sAthe Ave te sArI vAta che; nahi te azaraNabhAvanA ane ekatvabhAvanA bhAvIne mAMcaDe caDI javuM e ja zreyaskara mArga che. vizvamAtranI anAkhI ajAyabI rUpa A mAMcaDA che. enA svarUpanuM vaNu na sAMbhaLe te meTA rUstamanAM ya vAMDAM UbhAM thaI jAya tema che. paNa mAMcaDAnA AzritA ! eka vAta sAMbhaLI le ke A mAMcaDAnI bahu jhAjhI vAta jagatamAM karo mA ! enAM mahu vakhANu paNa jAheramAM karo mA ! nahi te.... aneka luccA leke temAM besavA Avaze. enA vikAsanA nAme enA vinAza karavAnA prayatnA karIne eka vAra teA joradAra aMdhAdhUMdhI macAvI deze ! (temAM tee saphaLatA nahi ja pAme e bIjI vAta che.)

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pATha : 4 sava jIva-snehapariNAma vAstavika dharmanA AraMbhamAM je guNA paDelA che temAMnA eka che; sa jIva-snehapariNAma. zAstrakAra para Ae chaThThA-sAtamA guNusthAnanA cAritradhama ne sajIva-snehapariNAma svarUpa kahyo che. ceAthA guNasthAnavatI samyaktvanAM pAMca ligeAmAM paNu jI mAtra pratye anukaMpA - karuNA jaNAvAI che. - mArgAnusArI are ! ADhiyAmika avasthAmAM paNa sa" jIvA pratye dayAnA piraNAma jaNAvavAmAM Avye che. AvA sneha pariNAma jo saMsAratyAgInA jIvanamAM kacAMka pazu - kaI ekAda vyakti pratye paNa na jovA maLe te ? zuM munijIvanamAM kayAMya-kAka pratye aruci, droha, dveSanA pariNAma hoI zake kharo ? - munijIvananA snehapariNAmanI madhuratAnI te zI vAta karavI ! jo kharekhara e madhuratAnA prabhAva jovA hAya te kRSNa mahArAjAnA saMsArIpaNAnA moTA bhAI baladevamuninA jIvana tarapha dRSTipAta karI. teoe je vanamAM rahIne sAdhanA karI hatI te AkhuM vana temanA aMtaramAM UbharAIne

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 29 chalakAyelA nehapariNAmanI gADha asarathI pariplAvita banI gayuM hatuM. jAtyavairI pazuo pitAnA vairabhAvane tyAga karIne nehapariNAmathI UbharAI gayA hatA. re ! eTaluM te hajI bIjA keI ramaNa maharSi AdimAM ya jovA maLaze; paNa ahIM to ghaTanA khUba AgaLa vadhI hatI. e pazu yoninA aneka jIve A "vizvAmitra' muninA sAnidhyathI samyaktva ane dezaviratine pariNAma pAmyA hatA. keTalAkane jAtismaraNajJAna thayuM hatuM. temAMnA keTalAka tapa karavA lAgyA hatA; keTalAka jIvanano moTo bhAga kAryotsargamAM rahetA hatA. AvAM dazya joIne tyAM padhArelA pAMDavamunio stabdha banI gayA hatA. je munivratasvAmIjI ghoDAne ya nehapariNAmathI navaDAvatA heya; je prabhu-vIra zALA ane caMDakeziyAne paNa kramazaH 4thA pamA guNasthAne vahAlathI caDAvIne devakanI UMcI gatinA raste vaLAvatA hoya te AjanI duniyAnA ApaNe - dharmabheda, pakSabheda, ga7bheda ke kemabheda dharAvatA jIvone vahAlathI kema satkArI na zakIe ? re ! ApaNane ApaNuM ja dharmanA, pakSanA, gacchanA sAdharmike pratye tiraskAra kema pedA thaI zake ! are ! are ! rAta ne dI sevA karatA ziSya upara napharatane bhAva zA mATe pedA thAya che. jemane adhyAtma--gItAmAM siddhabhagavaMtanA sAdharmika kahevAmAM AvyA che e vizvamAtranA sarva jIvemAMnA

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munijIvananI bALapeAthI-2 ekAdA paNu jIva taraph drohAdinA pariNAma ! hAya ! ApaNuM zuM thaze ? 40 vaMdana che, te dhama ruci aNugArane ! jemaNe A snehapariNAmane kAraNe ja kaDavI tuMbaDInA 25the mRtyu pAmatA jIvAne mAtathI meAkaLA karIne jAte mAtane vadhAvI lIdhuM ! pUjana karIe, te agnikAputra AcArya ; jemane maraNAnta kaSTanI kAramI vedanA vakhate paNa peAtAnA lAhInAM paDatAM biMduethI pANInA jIvAne thatA trAsathI atyaMta trAsa pedA thayA ! puTTugalAzaktine lIdhe bIjA jIvAne pIDA ApavAmAM kadI pAchI pAnI thaI nathI. have e anAdi apakArane deDha uDADavA hAya te pugalAnI maDhIne AtmAnI thaine sahune snehanuM dAna karIe; meAkaLA hAthe, mAkaLA mane... nA..nA..A sivAya te parapIDAnAM pApeAnu prAyazcitta saMpUrNa to nahi ja banI zake. ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevu (11) auSadhi chevaTe bhaLAvA : kharo niyama tA e che ke koI paNa khAdya, peya ke

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 mAlizanI tailAdi vastu - auSadhi suddhAM - ApaNI pAse na hovAM joIe. jyAre, je vastune jeTalI mAtrAmAM khapa paDyo tyAre, te vastu, teTalI ja mAtrAmAM lAvIne tene te ja divasamAM upaga karI deve joIe. jevuM gocarI aMge tevuM ja ArogyanA auSadhi, tela vagere aMge. parantu hAla A viSayamAM yathAyatha pAlana thatuM jovA maLatuM nathI. te chevaTe eTaluM karavuM egya che ke divase lAvelI auSadhio ke tenI piTalI sUryAsta thatAM pahelAM gRhasthane seMpI devI; pitAnI pAse rAkhavI nahi. bIje divase jyAre jarUra paDe tyAre te vastuo pAchI lAvavI ane vaLI sAMja pahelAM bhaLAvI devI. je Ama karavAmAM na Ave ane rAtri daramyAna paNa pitAnI pAse rAkhI mUkavAmAM Ave te te vyaktine rAtribhejanano doSa lAge che. je zAstrIya niyama pramANe cAlIzuM te prAyaH Arogya ja bagaDaze nahi; tema thatAM uparyukta vyavasthAne ke deSane savAla ja Ubhe thaze nahi. (12) ati vahelo ke meDa vihAra na karo : zAstravidhi pramANe te divasanA trIjA praharamAM ja vihAra karavAne che. chatAM kAraNavazAt prathama praharamAM ane vizeSa kAraNe te sUryodaya pUrve paNa - prakAza thaI gayA Ada - vihAra thaI zake che. parantu AthI paNa vahelo - sAva aMdhArAmAM vihAra kare te ucita nathI. temAM ya vaLI niSkAraNa sAva aMdhA

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42 munijIvananI bALapothI-2 rAmAM vihAra kare che te khUba ja anucita che. A rIte sAMje sadhyA-samaya pachI aMdhAruM thaI jAya tyAM sudhI vihAra karatA rahe te ya taddana anucita che. kharekhara te kAmaLIne kALa thayo eTale vasatinI bahAra nIkaLavuM te ja ucita na gaNAya. ApaNe A maryAdAone kama se kama samajI te levI ja rahI. jethI avidhi sevatI vakhate paNa tene joradAra DaMkha te rahe ja; haiyuM dhiTha banIne cIkaNuM karmo te. na ja bAMdhe. | doSa sevAya te paNa kALa, jamAne vagerenA nAme deSane bacAva karavAnuM sauthI hIcakAruM pApa te ApaNe kadI na karIe. (13) bIjA pAmI jAya tevI gocarI: vyAkhyAnakAra gItArtha muni vyAkhyAna dvArA bIjA jIvene jeTaluM pamADI zake tenAthI ghaNuM vadhu gocarI lAva. nAra sAdhu ke sAdhvI pamADI zake. paNa te mATe teo gItArtha ke gItArtha nizcita havA ja jaIe. AthI ja gocarI temane ja mokalavAnuM jaNAvAyuM che. gocarI vahoravAnI rIta, vaheravAnA padArthane levAmAM maryAdA, mApa....AsapAsanuM vAtAvaraNa, te gharanI jarUriyAta vagere badhuM vicArIne ja vastu vaherAya. re ! eka vAra vastunI jarUra hoya te paNa je tene tyAgavAthI - nahi vaharavAthI - tyAM Ubhele yuvAna ke yuvatI jaina sAdhu-saMsthA.

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 43 tyAgabhAva upara ahobhAva pAmI jatA hoya che tema paNa karavuM joIe. te vakhate jarUriyAtane vicAra gauNa karI devuM joIe. A daMbha nathI paNa A ekalI parArthavRtti che. gocarI levA janAra vyakti je lAlasu haze to A kAma kadApi nahi karI zake. nirdoSa ane Avazyaka evA. paNa padArthano tyAga karI deve enAthI kyAreka je lobha. thaI jAya che e lAbha - e vastu vaherI lAvIne vAparyA bAda svAdhyAyAdi karIne paNa kayAreka hAMsala karI zakAte. nathI. IlAcImuni AdinA prasaMge caritragraMthamAM suvaNuM-- kSare AlekhAyelA che, jemAM gocarI-maryAdAnuM paripUrNa pAlana karatA munine joIne lAcI naTa, vAMsaDA upara kaivalya pAmI gayo ! ApaNuM gocarIvidhi sahune dharma pamADatI ja hevI joIe; lAlasupaNuthI adharmanI prabhAvanA karatI te na ja hovI joIe. 'TT TTIT savAlo ane javAba savAla (8) tyAgI-jIvananI saphaLatAno mULa matra zuM ? javAbaH vartamAnakALanA tyAgI-jIvana upara daSTipAtA

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munijIvananI bALapothI-sa karatAM enI saphaLatAne mULa-maMtra eka ja lAge che, pratikULatA e ja mAruM jIvana che." Ameya jeTalI anukULatA, sagavaDa, puNyadayanI prApti teTalI patananI vadhu zakyatA. jeTalI pratikULatA, agavaDa, kaSTanI prApti teTalI utthAnanI vadhu zakyatA lAge che. vizvamAM ya AvuM ja dekhAI rahyuM che. trilokaguru zAsanapati prabhu-vIra karmane kSaya karavA mATe vadhu pratikULatAne jarUrI samajIne anArya dezomAM padhAryA hatA. mahApuruSoe pratikULatAne kaI divasa avagaNa nathI ke tenAthI teo bhAgI chUTyA nathI. vartamAnakAlIna munijIvanamAM je kAMIka paNa anichanIya khaLabhaLATa jovA maLe che tenA mULamAM anukULatAnuM athI paNuM ane pratikULatAnuM zreSIpaNuM lAge che. dIkSA letA pahelAM ja mumukSu vyaktine karmagranthAdine abhyAsa karAvavAnI sAthe pratikULatAnA athIpaNAne mahimA ane tene ja bhAvI jIvanamAM bhArebhAra khapa je sArI rIte samajAvI devAmAM Ave te gurnAdinA kaThera vacanAdithI bhaDakI jaIne munijIvanathI UbhAgI javAnA, nAsI javAnA ke mArI mArIne tyAM ja jIvana pUruM karI nAMkhavAnA je thoDAka paNa prasaMge bane che te prasaMge kadI na bane. paNa khedanI vAta e che ke gurumAM paDeluM ziSyanuM lAlacupaNuM kyAreka munijIvananI bharapUra sukha, sagavaDe ane anukULatAonI jUThI jUThI lAlace rajU karI devAmAM Ave che. AthI eka ziSya vadhe che paraMtu pachI te e

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 para mAthAnuM zuLa bane che. jIvana paNa UbhayanuM ArtadhyAnamaya. banI jAya che. bahetara che ke ziSya ochA thAya; parantu munijIvananI kaThoratAnI vAta - bhAra daIne paNa kahevI joIe, jethI A jIvanamAM praveza karanAra vyakti eTaluM barobara samajIne praveza kare ke pratikULatAo ane IcchAnirodhane ja mAre mArA zvAsa-prANuM banAvavAnA che. jyAM sudhI e dhabakatA raheze tyAM sudhI ja mAruM munipaNuM jIvaze. savAla (9) : zuM tapa karave ja joIe? svAdhyAya. ke vaDIlasevA vadhu karIe to na cAle ? javAba: mekSa pAmavA mATe asaMkhya vege che. keI eka yugamAM niSNAtapaNuM (mAsTarI) meLavavA sAthe zeSa sarva ne ane tenA ArAdhakane koTi koTi hArdika vaMdana kaI AtmA kare che temAM zuM vAMdho ? ke svAdhyAyamAM, te keI glAnAdinI sevAmAM; te koI tapa te kaI parArthakaraNamAM niSNAtapaNuM meLave. hA... zeSa bIjA ne pratye tenA haiye leza paNa upekSA na joIe. tenA ArAdhako pratye bhArobhAra Adara joIe. paraMtu eka vAta jaNAvI dauM ke tapa e tapa ja che; e ApaNA jIvanane saMrakSaka sipAI che. svAdhyAya, vyAkhyAna vagere sAthe je tapa bhaLe te vAsanAnA tephAnane kyAre ya bhaya na rahe. anyathA A bhIti satata UbhI rahe kharI.

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 zAstramAM AMbila athavA upavAsa Adine ja tapa kahela che te khyAlamAM rAkhavuM. chatAM A viSayamAM vyaktigata khulAso te gItArtha guru bhagavaMta ja ApI zake. savAla (10) H kyAreka sAva navarA paDI javAya che; evA zUnyAvakAza vakhate zuM karavuM ? javAba : munijIvanamAM navarAza ? zI rIte ? keTalI badhI ArAdhanAo che? re ! phurasada maLe ja kyAMthI? je sAdhu be samayanuM pratikramaNa barobara karatA hoya; bala belIne ja be ya samaya tamAma pratilekhana karatA hoya; dUra dUra sudhI gocarI vaheravA jatA hoya, bahAra sthanDila jatA haya, joradAra svAdhyAya karatA hoya, gurnAdinI sevAne sArAmAM sAro lAbha letA hoya-temane navarAza maLe ja kayAMthI ? chatAM ya je navarAza maLatI hoya te parameSThi-5 kare; taduparAMta stavana, sajhA vagere gokhavA; taduparAMta kaI zAstragranthanuM pratanA pAnAmAM thoDuM thoDuM hastalekhana karavuM. A hastalekhananuM kArya keTaluM jarUrI che, te munijIvananI bALapothInA pahelA bhAgamAM eka ThekANe meM samajAvyuM che. A rIte paNa navarAza te TALavI ja. jeo pAse AvuM koI kArya hetuM nathI; teo gappAM mArIne, vikathAo karIne je samaya pUre kare te bahu moTA dezanA bhAgIdAra banI jAya.

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 47 khAsa karIne gocarI aMgenI vAte dvArA ghaNe samaya veDaphAI jate jovA maLe che. A bAbatamAM gaMbhIrapaNe vicArIne mokSAbhilASI sAdhu, sAdhvIoe kaI daDha nirNaya karI levuM joIe. khAlI paDI jatuM magaja (navarAzane samaya) e zetAnanuM kArakhAnuM che e aMgrejI kahevatane ApaNe kyAre ya na bhUlIe. In It saMvedana joke jeyuM; meM nakaLaMra ! keI kAraNavaza muMbaIthI adyatana hospiTala jasalokamAM javAnuM thayuM. kAma patAvIne pAchA pharatAM pAchaLathI keke bUma pADI... "e gurujI ! UbhA rahe.....ahIM padhAre...." huM tarata pAcho pharyo. eka speziyala rUmamAM mane laI javAmAM AvyuM. tyAM eka bahena hatAM. sAva baLI gayAM hatAM. mAtra bAvIsa varSanI vaya hatI. mRtyu jhapATAbaMdha najIka AvI rahyuM hatuM. bahena kAMIka svastha hatAM. | mAru mana zaMkA-kuzaMkAthI gherAI gayuM. e baLI gaI haze ? ke enA patie ja ene bALI nAkhI haze ! kaI bIjInA premane lIdhe te...

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48 munijIvananI bALapothI-2 tyAM eka AdheDa vayanI strI mArI pAse AvI. prasake dhrusake raDavA lAgI. e pelI abhAgaNI strInI mAtA hatAM. e mAtAnuM A ekanuM eka peTanuM saMtAna hatuM. dIkarI upara bhAre vahAla hatuM. lADakoDathI ucherIne sAsare vaLAvI'tI... tyAM be ja varSamAM saMsAra sameTAI gaye. pati ane sAsue bhegAM thaIne A abaLAne phUMkI nAkhI hatI. mAMgalika saMbhaLAvavA sivAya mArA ya kaI heza rahyA na hatA. karmanI viSamatAne visAra, UMDA nisAsA nAkhate huM bahAra nIkaLI gaye. thoDoka AgaLa vadhe. bIjI bUma paDI. vaLI pAcho keka speziyala rUmamAM dAkhala thaye ! jaladarathI pIDAte trIsa varSane eka yuvAna chelA zvAsa laI rahyo hate. sAva bebhAna hate. khUNAmAM enI yuvAna patnI be mAsuma bALakone laIne UbhI hatI ? sUnamUna ! avAcak ! AghAtabharapUra ! enA bhAvIne paMtha tarapha enI najara hatI. enuM sahAgaNu-svapna roLAI gayAne nirNaya makkama heye e karI cUkI hatI. enA sagA bhAI pAsethI jANavA maLyuM ke puSkaLa dArU ane bephAma durAcArane kAraNe enA banevIe jIvana akALe pUruM karI nAkhyuM hatuM. khera....Aje e banevI paNa prANathI chUTaze ane sAthe sAthe enI bahena paNa patinI chUTTA hAthanI mArapITa ane gALAgALImAMthI chuTakAro pAmaze !

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munijIvananI bALathI-2 49 abhAgaNI" jAhera thayelI bahenanA bhAIjju pratyeka vAkaya mArA aMtaramAM seksa vaisagya bharI ghahyuM hatuM. huM bahAra nIkaLI gaye. nyULI thALI bUma. speziyala kSmI rUmamAM dAkhala thatAM ja manamAMthI savAla jAgI paDyo ke zuM A AvI badhI kathAo speziyala rUmamAM bhajavAtI haze! janarala rDamAM AmAMnuM kazuM nahi hoya? rAma jANe. cAra vIsI vaTAvI gayela jaNAte eka sAva vRddha AdamI jANe maravAnI rAha jotA hoya tema tenuM mAM kahetuM hatuM. ane...hA... mArI kalpanA sAcI hatI tenI khabara pAMca ja miniTamAM mane paDI, meM vAsakSepa, mAMgalika zravaNavidhi patAvI tyAM ja buza-zarTa ane penTamAM adyatana rIte sajja eka yuvAna AvyuM. enA pagamAM dhamadhamATa hate; enA meM upara tiraskAra hatA. AvatAMnI sAthe barADI UDyo, "pappA ! davA kema letA nathI ? narse phariyAda kare che ! ATalA badhA rUpiyA kharca chuM tene pachI artha ze ? AnA karatAM te tamAre patI javuM joIe. samAjanI bIke mAre A badhuM karavuM paDe che te mATe. mAre TAIma vesTa thAya che te te jue!" budvA bApe mAMDa aDadhA beThA thaIne thotharAtA zabdomAM dIkarAne kahyuM, "dIkarA hareka paLe jamaDAnI rAha jouM mu. 4

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munijIvananI bALapAthI-2 chu, pazu e AvatA nathI. e AvI jAya te mArAthI tArA chuTakArA tA thAya; paNa mArA ya mArAthI chuTakAro thAya. eka paLa paNa jIvavAnI icchA nathI, paNa mAta dohyaluM thayuM che, tyAM zuM karuM ? have te tuja mane patAvI de te sAruM. tuM ya chUTe ! mArA jAna chUTe !" A sAMbhaLatAM mAruM mana DUsakAM laIne raDI paDyuM. arerere ! sukhI leAkeAnA svaga`mAM kevuM narkAgAra ! krIDA rUpiyAnuM aneluM A jasaleAka che? jamaleAka che ke sAkSAt narkAgAra che ? enA vicAra karatAM huM bahAra nIkaLI gayA ! hAya ! e mAnava ! A narkAgArane joI neya jo tane bhAgasukhA tarapha dhikkAra peDhA na thatA hoya te dhikkAra che tane ! ane tArI avaLacaMDI buddhine ! jAga.... jAga.... A mAnava ! jAga.... *

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pATha : 5 A kevI anAthatA ! ImA hu annA vi aNahayA nivA! tamegacito nihae suNahi. niyaMThadhamma lahiANa vi jahA, sIaMti ege bahu kAyara narA. uparane A leka uttarAdhyAyana sUtranA anAthI muninA adhyayanamAMthI lIdhe che. pitAnI jIvanakathA kahyA bAda anAthI muni, mahArAjA zreNikane uparyukta ka dvArA jaNAve che ke, "he rAjana ! meM je mArI anAthatAnuM varNana karyuM tenAthI kyAMya caDI jAya tevI bIjI anAthatA che te tuM ekAgracitte sAMbhaLa. je AtmAo saMsArane tyAgIne munijIvanane svIkAra kare che ane pachI te jIvananAM dehanI sukhazIlatAmAM paDIne zamaNujIvananI ArAdhanAmAM zithila bane che te kAyaratakAyara AtmAo jevA anAtha jagatamAM bIjA keI nathI." mAMDa maLela mAnavabhava ! mAMDa hAthe AvI paDeluM jeharaNa-ratna ! ane.... anAdinA anADI saMskAronA tephAna dvArA A nigraMtha-jIvananI pAyamAlI ! e, nirgastha ,

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52 munijIvananI bALapothI-2 tArAthI TADha, taDakAnAM duHkha khamAtAM nathI ! tArAthI bhUkhanAM duHkha sahAtAM nathI ! tArAthI apayaza-apamAna veThAtAM nathI ! tAre pRdayane bhegavI le che ! basa-sAdhunA veSe pakkA saMsArI jevuM madamasta khAnapAna ane ezArAmanuM jIvana jIvI levAnI tAlAvelI jAgI che ! sabUra ! je karavuM hoya te karaje. paNa eka vAra AMkha mIMcIne tArA saMbhavita bhayAnaka paralokane tuM najaramAM laI le ! je tyAM kevAM kevAM kAtila dukhenA vaMToLa jAmyA che! je tyAM cIro ane ciciyArIo saMbhaLAya che ! are A devagatinI vyantara ke vANavyantaranI duniyAmAM AvelA tArA jevA ja vicAravALA AtmAone je! na tyAM jIvI zake; ne tyAMthI - marIne- nIkaLI paNa zake ! "dasa hajAra ke tethI paNa vadhu varSanuM nizcita Ayu! hInatama "puthanA udaya sAthe mohanIya karmanA pApanI udayakAlIna vedanAo sahavA sAthe pUruM karyA vinA chUTako ja nahi. e AtmAonA sAdhuveSavALA vaDA kyAM gayA ! eche. kyAM gayA? padavIdAna ane oDhADatI kAmaLInA gaMja kyAM gayA? mAnacAMda detI sabhAo kyAM che? vyAkhyAmAM ekaThA thate mAnavamaherAmaNuM kyAM che? gocarImAM mIThAIothI ane phaLathI bharAtAM pAtarAM kyAM che? pelA badhA zithilAcAramAM hA jI hA....bhaNatA jIhajUrIA bhagate ya kayAM che? o nircatha! have A jagatanI sAme je ! A jaiinasaMgha sAme najara kara ! jamAnAvAda ane bhegavAdanA

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munijIvananI khALapeAthI-2 sANasAee ene - keTalA meTA dhamI dekhAtA mAnavAnA paNu, haiye : naheratA vyApI che ! 53 A, lakhI zakha ke jema jema A jagata vadhu ne vadhu naThAra thatu jaze tema tene uddhAravA mATe tAre tArA jIvanamAM vadhu ne vadhu kaThora thavuM ja paDaze. tArI vadhu paDatI kaThora. jIvanacarcA joIne ja kadAca A naThAra haiyAmAM kAI "sadbhAva pedA thaI zakaze. - aMzamAM - bhIDayo che.! kRtaghnatA ane kevI anAthI munie munijIvananI ezArAmIne je cAmake mAryAM che e te hada karI nAkhI che. sahune nAtha banavAne sajA yele nigrantha peAte ja anAtha ! parNa, re! Akhu jagata jayAre puddagalAnaMdamAM paDIne 'anAtha' manyu che tyAre te kAke tenA nAtha banavuM joie...tene sAcA raste devanArA rAhumara banavuM joI e. zakaze? nigrantha vinA te| A 'nAthapaNu" kANu pAmI zake ? e nigrantha ja anAtha' hAya tA ? svayaM anAtha...vaLI zI rIte anAthanA nAtha manI UThe....UThe....ApaNe sahu svanA hita mATe, ane paranA--sa"nA - hita mATe paNa anAthI munie darzAvelI anAthatAne dUra karIe, nigranthanA pAMcamA padmane lAMchanarUpa ApaNuM jIvana savara tyAgIe.

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paY munijIvananI bALapethI-2 ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevuM (1) kaTaka sAthe laIne gocarI javuM: kAMI paNa vaheravA jatI vakhate eka kaTako (luNuM) sAthe laI ja ja. vahorAvatI vakhate gRhasthanA pramAdAdithI kaI paNa TIpuM vagere jamIna upara paDI jAya te tarata ApaNe ja lUchI nAkhavuM joIe. je te lUchavAnuM kAma gRhasthane seMpIzuM te tenA kaTakAthI te lUchaze ane te kaTake kAcA pANIthI dhoze. e badhI doSa-paraMparAmAM mULa nimitta ApaNe banIzuM; eTale ApaNane ghaNo karmabaMdha thaze. A ApattimAMthI ugaravA mATe potAnA kaTakAthI pite ja lUchI levuM te yegya che. emAM je ghI jevA dravyane chAMTa vagere paDela hoya te te lUchayA bAda kazuM ya vaheryA vinA nIkaLI javuM joIe. AvA pazcAtakarmanA devane lIdhe ja ApaNe keLuM chAla sAthe rAkhavA daIne aDadhuM ja laIe chIe. jethI AkhuM ya utarAvIne chAla dUra karAvatA nathI, paraMtu aDadhuM keLuM AkhI chAla ApaNA nimittathI Utare nahi. jyAre jamIna lUchavI paDe tyAre te kaTake pAtarA vagerene lUchavAmAM vaparAya nahi e te samajAya tevI vAta che.

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 55 (15) atyaMta na chUTake AdhAkamAM doSa : khAsa ApaNane uddezIne banAvelI vastu te AdhAkarmI kahevAya. pachI te bhejana hoya ke vasati heya. A vastune upayoga bane tyAM sudhI na kara. zAstrakAra paramaSioe A vastune gAyanA lohI-mAMsa barobara jaNAvIne enA upabheganI tyAjyatA spaSTa karI dIdhI che. chatAM kyAreka na chUTake - asamAdhinuM nivAraNa karavA mATe - AdhAkamI vastunuM paNa sevana karavuM paDe che. evA vakhate aMtarane khUba baLatuM-jalatuM rAkhavuM. je A rIte AMtara pariNatinI rakSA thaI jaze te apavAdamArge sevele te doSa AtmAnuM ahita karavAmAM saphaLa nahi thAya. paNa jyAre ya A doSanuM sevana karavuM paDe tyAre temAM gItArtha gurunI AjJA prApta karavI; pitAnI jAte - sattA hAthamAM laIne - A doSanI sevyatA nakkI karI levAnuM jokhama karavuM nahi. gocarI lAvanAra muni gItArtha heya te eTalA kuzaLa hoya che ke gurvAjJAthI doSita vastu lAvIne paNa je glAnane vastu ApavAnI che tene gaMdha paNa AvavA na de te vastu deSita che. glAna muni sahaja rIte maLelI te vastu vApare. jethI tenA citta-pariNAmane AMcake na Ave ke lAMbe gALe dhiTUMTha na thaI jAya. yAda rAkhajo ke AdhAkIdeASanuM

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5 . munijIvananI bALapecI-2 niSkAraNa sevana brahmacaryAdi sarva vratanuM jaDamULathI nikaMdana kADhI nAkhanAruM che. (16) cemAsuM besatAM pahelAM : - varSa zarU thatAM pahelAM keTalI ya bAbatanI jayaNAe karI levI joIe. anyathA ghaNI moTI hiMsA thavAne saMbhava rahe. je kapaDAM atizaya melAM thaI gayAM hoya - evAM melAM ke temAM varSARtune bheja maLe ane pasIna bhaLe te te sukAya ja nahi te - tene varSo thatAM pahelAM kApa kADhI levuM joIe. jo Ama karavAmAM na Ave te bheja ane mela bhego thatAM te kapaDAmAM ga vagere anaMtakAya paNa utpana thaI jAya je ghaDA hoya te tamAmanA mukha kaTakAthI bAMdhI devA joIe. jethI khudalA ghaDAomAM bAvA, jALAM vagere thavAnI zakayatA UbhI - rahe. A sivAya jyAM jayAM anaMtakAyanI utpattinI zakayatA jaNAtI hoya tyAM tyAM jAte jyaNapUrvaka cUno ghasI de joIe: AvAM kAryo gRhasthane soMpavAM nahi. teo je jyaNAmAM eTalA sAvadhAnaH nahi. heya te cUne detI vakhate ja keTalIka hiMsA karI nAkhaze, jene doSa ApaNane lAgI jaze. jayaNanAM viziSTa sAvacetIvALAM kAryo te mukhya vyaktie jAte ja karavAM joIe. emAM te nUtana sAdhunuM paNa kAma nahi.

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munijIvananI bALapethI-2 57 (17) jAta jAtanAM phezanebala. pAkITe ? kharekhara te pAkITa ja na hovuM joIe. zAstravidhi mujaba te sIdhesaTa cerasa kaTake heya; jemAM pustaka lapeTI levAnuM hoya ane tene ja gALAmAM laIne gaLe laTakAvI devAnuM hoya. paNa have pAkITo AvyAM che. khera, chevaTe eTaluM te karavuM ja ke pAkaTa taddana sAduM heya, "thele" ja hoya; jarA ya meha na poSAya tevuM hAya. temAM eke ya khAnuM na ja hoya. khAnAmAM jIva pasI jAya to bicAruM marI jAya; khAnAnuM pratilekhana paNa ze karavuM ? pAkITane ceIna paNa na joIe. TUMkamAM, e jUnA jamAnAnA thelA jevuM hoya; pustaka bharavAnuM mAtra jarUrI manAtuM sAdhana heya. savAlo ane javAba savAla (11 : zuM saMskRta, prAkRtAdi bhASAjJAna, vinA na cAlI zake ? hAla gujarAtImAM ghaNa anuvA, bahAra paDe ja che ! javAba : gujarAtI e gujarAtI saMskRtAdi bhASA

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58 munijIvananI bALapothI-2 enI tole e na AvI zake. mULabhASAmAM je zAstrapadArtho jovA maLe enI majA ja koI judI che. gujarAtInuM te na chUTake zaraNa levuM joIe. je ApaNe jIvananuM sArAmAM sAruM UvIkaraNa karavuM heya te saMskRta vagere bhASAo; khUba sArI mahenata karIne taiyAra karavI joIe. kadAca tenA vyAkaraNa grantha na bhaNI zakAya te paNa hiMma-pravezikA'nA badhA bhAge khUba sArI rIte taiyAra karavA joIe. te rIte prAkRta - mArgopadezikA paNa taiyAra karavI joIe. A pachI nyAyagranthamAM tarkasaMgraha, muktAvali ane dinakarI jeTaluM paNa, kema se kama karI levuM joIe. je ATaluM Thesa adhyayana thaze te ja lokaprakAza, vizeSAvazyaka vagere granthone tathA mahopAdhyAyajInA aneka granthone ane haribhadrI granthane enA mULa svarUpamAM bhaNa. zakAze. ane tyAre ja tenA padArthonI vAstavika UMDANavALI samaja Avaze ane tyAre ja te padArtho jIvanamAM praveza karIne jIvaMta banaze. jyAM so rUpiyA kamAvAnA che tyAM dasa ja rU. kamAvavA heya te teTaluM gujarAtI kAma nabhI jAya kharuM. savAla (12) : munijIvanamAM khUba jarUrI be ja bAbate jaNAvo ke jene munijIvananA zvAsa ane ucchuvAsanI upamA ApI zakAya ? javAba : e be bAbate cheH saMyamanI yAtrA ane AhAranI mAtrA.

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 paTa A yAtrA ane mAtrA che; munijIvananA dhabakatA zvAsa ane ucchavAsa. vidhi ane niSedharUpa jinAjJAonuM zakti mujaba pAlana ane jenuM pAlana na thaI zake tene kaTTara pakSapAta e saMyamanI yAtrA che. jema ApaNuM lakSa ekAte mokSa che, tema ApaNe pakSa ekAnta jinAjJArUpa jinazAsana che. pAlana keTaluM karavuM ? emAM kALa, saMghayaNuM vagerenI paNa keTalIka vAra sahAyatAnI jarUra paDe che, paraMtu pakSapAtamAM te koInI jarUra nathI. mAtra ApaNuM viziSTa adhyavasAyanI jarUra che. mahopAdhyAyajI jevAe paNa kahyuM che ke, "pAlanamAM ame UNu UtarIe chIe te ya e, trilekaguru ! tArA pravacana uparanI amArI bhakti te rUMve rUMve ThAMsI ThAMsIne ja bharI che? ane amane lAge che. ke e pravacanabhakti ja kadAca amArA saMsArasAgarane pAra utAratI nAvaDI banI raheze. saMyamayAtrAnI pUrtimAM "AhAranI mAtrA joIze. ja. jeo davAnI jema AhAranI mAtrAne samajatA nathI ane vadhu paDatA pramANamAM dUdha vagere padArthonuM sevana kare che teo game teTaluM suMdara saMyamajIvana jIvavAnI khvAheza dharAvatA hoya paNa temAM teo niSphaLa jAya che; kemake AhArane atiga ane mithyAga tyAM paththaranI zilA paDIne TakarAte hoya che. re pANInI paNa mAtrA hoya che e vAtathI keTalA. sujJAta haze ?

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munijavatanI bALapothI-2 savAla (13) munijIvanamAM paNa je kaI AhArAdi saMbaMdhamAM kusaMrakAra paDela hoya athavA prakRtigata je krodhAdi cheSa paDelA hoya tene dUra karavAne kaMI raste khare ? game teTalo japa karavA chatAM te doSa nimULa na thatA hoya to zuM karavuM? javAba : jo ke je deSa ghara karI gayela hoya tene jemaNe nirmaLa karI nAkhe heya temanA nAmane japa ja A viSayamAM zreSTha upAya che, te paNa te japanI sAthosAtha te deSa pratye tIvra tiraskArabhAva te have ja joIe. je e tiraskArabhAva na hoya; UlaTI e deSa pratye kUNI lAgaNI paNa rahetI hoya te japa paNa niSphaLa jAya te navAI nahi. deSane daphanAvI devAnI tAkAta japa sAthenA tiraskAramAM che. japa e doSamukta-guNIjananA guNanI anumodanA che; te tiraskAra e doSanI gaha che. eka hakArAtmaka sAdhanA che. bIjI nakArAtmaka be ya bhegI maLe ke tarata ISTasiddhi thAya. kadAca A be ya karavA chatAM doSa dUra na thatuM hoya tema lAge te adhIrA thavuM nahi. have doSamuktinI dizAmAM kadama mAMDyo che, ane AgaLa vadhavAnI gati cAlu che te siddhinuM biMdu Avaze. ja; kadAca patha lAMbe kApavAne hoya te temAM dhIraja rAkhyA vinA bIje kaI rasto nathI. kyAreka nirmULa thatI khAMsI vadhu jorathI AvIne jema kaphane bahAra pheMkavA mAMDe che athavA nIkaLavA lAgeluM

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 bhUta vadhu joradAra dhamapachADA karavA lAge che, athavA te bujhAte dIpaka vadhu jorathI jale che tevuM kyAreka kokane deSanA nirgamana samaye paNa banatuM hoya che. AvA samaye uparyukta AzvAsana levuM, paNa akaLAvuM nahi ane sAce raste azraddhALu thaIne kadI che nahi. HA saMvedana e, kiratAra ! mane AdhAre tAre.., ke madamasta mahAlate have mAre Atama! puNayane joradAra udayakALa cAlate hita mATe te...cAre bAjuthI saphaLatA ! badhI bAjuthI anukULatA ! janmatAM ja garbhazrImatI rUpe dekhAvaDe ! buddhie tagaDe ! mAtapitAne lADakavAyo ! bhAIbahenane vahAle ! skUlamAM agresara! kelejamAM sarvezvara! AkarSakatA, yauvana, saMpatti, sauMdarya, lAvaNya... badhI vAte pahele!

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ra munijIvananI khALapeAthI-2 mArAM raiya svarga mane ahIM ja jaNAtAM hatAM; mAre meAkSanI koI jarUra na hatI. sAdhusaMtA ane vairAgI bAvAone tA tyAre huM sAva adbhUta mAnate. dharmAMnI vAtA sAMbhaLavAnI te mane joradAra ela' hatI. kriyAkAMDa karavAnI te vAta uccAravAnA yu keAImAM hAza na hatA sagA mAmApamAM ya nahi ! huM hateA tarakaDA ! taravarIe kolejiyana ! mAre koinI jarUra na hatI. paNa e yauvananA maDhamasta jAma pIdhA...khUba pIdhA....mane pUchazeA ja e zuM pIdhuM ? mA ke ethI eka dI huM mAMdagImAM paTakAyA ! rAge gherAyA ! na kalpI zakAya tevAM DhoM mArI upara caDI beThAM ! DAkaTaronI mahenata avaLI ja paDatI cAlI ! meM UMghra gumAvI; bhUkha gumAvI; zAnti gumAvI, hu rAte paNa jematema kharADavA lAgyA. tyAre ja mane khabara paDI ke mArI upara paNa koI savAzera che kharuM. tyAre ja mane khabara paDI ke sa Mpatti e kAMI jIvananuM sarva sva nathI. tyAre ja mane khabara paDI ke puruSAthI paNu para koI tattva che kharuM.... ane te badhuM zuM che ? te jANavAnuM ane vAMcavAnu meM zarU karyuM.... dhIme dhIme mane jagatanuM dana thayuM. te nazvara che;

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 tenA svajane azaraNa che, rUparaMge maDhelI kAyA azucithI bharapUra che vagere... pachI mane puNya ane pApakarmonI sattA samajAvA lAgI. pachI mane Atma-tattvanuM bhAna thavA lAgyuM. enI traNa avasthAe meM jANuM H bahirAtmA, antarAtmA ane paramAtmA... ane te vakhate "paramAtmatatvane meM jANyuM. temAM ja mane mArA zuddha AtmatatvanI jhAMkhI thaI.. are... are.. A zuM ? ughADI AMkhe meM jagata joyuM tuM. mIMcelI AMkhe mane jagatpati dekhAyA. mAre saccidAnaMdasvarUpa AtmA jovA maLe. jagatanA koI paNa AnaMdanI badhI ja carama sImAne ya vaTAvI jate AnaMda A paLomAM huM anubhavavA lAgyuM. enA puNyaprabhAve ja mane apAra cittaprasannatA prApta thaI zarIramAM zAtA pharI vaLI. TUMka samayamAM huM nIrogI banI gaye. ahA ! navuM jIvana ! navI daSTi ! have mane pilI mArI jAta uddhata, ukhala, napAvaTa, naphaphaTa, nIca zabdothI navAjavA jevI lAgI. kharekhara te vakhate huM lagAma vinAne mAtele Akhale hate. ethI paNa bhUMDe hate. khataranAka hate.

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anikavananI bALapothI-2 have sau prathama vidhipUrvaka pAmazuddhi karI levI che. pachI dharmamaya jIvanane AraMbha kare che. ane pachI tarata ja sarvasaMgatyAganA pathe Thaga mAMDI de che ! viziSTa keTinuM tapa, japa ane saMyamanuM suMdara jIvana jIvavuM che. gurudevAmAM tuMhI tuMhI banI javuM che. anatI kAmaNaathargaNAne pratyeka samaye bukaDe lAve che. paNa e kiratAra! A badhuM ya mArA puruSArthe thaI zake tema nathI. huM te vaLI kezu? enAmAM zakti keTalI? je tArI kRpA maLI jAya te mArA mATe meru jevuM A kAma aNu jeTaluM nAnuM banI jAya. tArI kRpAthI te sAgara paNa khAciyuM banI jAya. bhasa. kiratAra ! have mane tAro AdhAra che! tArI kRpAnuM eka ja kiraNa mArI upara pheMka. pachI je enA prabhAve huM AMtarajagatanAM kayAM zikhara sara nathI karatA? kaI kSitijemAM praveza nathI karI zakatA ? de de..kRpAmaya ! kRpAnuM eka ja kiraNa mane de... pachI joI le mAre jhapATe.

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pATha : 6 kyAM jovA maLaze, AvuM grupa? bhAratabharamAM janasaMghanA mAtra tapAgacchanA lagabhaga 1500 sAdhu bhagavaMte ane 4500 sAdhvIjI mahArAja = kula 6000 sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMte grAmAnugrAma vihAra karatAM aneka bhavyAtmAone pratibodha karI rahyAM che. anumAnathI lAge che ke teo badhA maLIne lagabhaga eka hajAra grupamAM vaheMcAyelA haze. pitApitAnI zakti mujabanI ArAdhanA dareka grupamAM thatI haze; parantu.. evuM koI grupa haze kharuM ? jemAM sahu vividha jinAjJAonuM svarUpa jANIne AvuM dhanyatama zAsana pAmyAthI rUMve rUMve AnaMdavibhera banatA haze ? kyAreka AMkhethI harSanAM edhAra azru vahI jatAM haze ? jemAM sahu arihaMta bhaktimAM otapreta rahetA haze ? jinAlaye cityavadana karatAM prabhubhaktimAM rasatarabaLa banI jatA haze ? jemAM sAcA arthamAM saMvigna ane gItArtha haze; Azrite pratye niSpakSabhAvanuM bharapUra vAtsalya vahAvatA haze ? jeo brahmacaryanA kaTTara pAlaka haze ? jeo vAcanAmu. 5

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munijIvananI bALapAthI-2 dAtA haze ? zAstrajJAnanA, ane munijIvananI vidhi niSedha rUpa AjJAonA pakkA jJAtA haze ? jemAM ziSyavaga gurunA paramabhakta haze ? jemanA pratilekhana mATe ke mAtru paraThavavA vagere mAmatAmAM zi paDApaDI karatA haze ? jemanA AsanethI UThavA mAtrathI lazkarI sainikanI jema tamAma ziSyA peAtAnA Asane UbhA thaI jatA haze ? jemAM tamAma ekAzanathI Achu' vrata nahi karatA hAya; miSTa vagerenA sahu tyAgI heAya; auSadha levAnI prAyaH jarUra paDatI na hoya ? jemAM kI ekabIjAne saMghaSa thatA na hAya; mAM caDI jatAM na hoya; khalake ekabIjA mATe sahu marI paDatA hAya. jemAM sutrapeArasI, atha pArasI vagere tamAma zAstrokta svAdhyAya-kALa sacavAtA hAya. vasatimAM praveza thAya ke tarata svAdhyAyanA ghoSathI bharapUra vAyuma`DaLanA sparza thatAM AgantukanA haiye AhlAda UbharAI jate heAya ? jemAM tapa karavAnI spardhA cAlatI hAya; gurudevane prasanna karavA mATe jarUrI vadhu svAdhyAyanI hADa bakAtI hAya ? 'tadghatti' sivAya gurudevane bIjo kAI javAma devAnA na hoya ? jemAM kALa vagerenA samayemAM gurudeva pAse badhA vITaLAIne beThA hoya ane munijIvananI caryA saMbadhamAM ke zAstranA koI pAThanA saMdarbhamAM tattvacarcA karatA hAya ?

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munijIvananI bALapeAcI-2 jemAM chApu, mAsika, sAptAhika - kazuM ya cAre ya ziSyagaNumAM keI vAMcatuM na hoya ? pratikramaNu bAda paNa dhUma svAdhyAya cAlatA hoya; bAcAya, vRSabha vagerenA zAstrAkta nidrA-kALa kharAbara jaLavAtA hAya ! 67 jemAM niSkAraNa doSita bhikSAne sadAya paNa tyAga hoya; cevividha sa pUrNa paNe zAstrIya hoya; gRhasthAnI sAthe besIne kadI keAI ziSya vArtAnAM gappAM kadI na mAratA hoya ? jemAM sahunI bhASAmAM madhuratA hoya; kapaDAmAM malinatA hAya; jIvanamAM nItaratI pavitratA hoya ? niMdA na hoya, kuthalI na hAya, AkSepa na hAya, prati-AkSepa na hoya ! satra jinAjJApAlana ke pakSapAta ! satra jIvamAtra pratye snehapariNAma; jaDamAtra pratye virAga ! satra barhuimu khatA pratye sUga ! antamu khatAnA dara ! Agantuka munio pratye sadbhAva ! gRhasthA pratye udAsInabhAva ! gurudeva pratye paripUrNa bahumAnabhAva gvAnAdi pratye vaiyAvaccanA Toca bhAva ! jemAM adhA khelatI vakhate muhapattinA upayAga arAkhara rAkhatA hoya, jemAM sahu pUjI-pramAne ja vastu letA-mUkatA jemAM sahu nirdoSa sthajhilabhUmie jatA hoya; hAya,

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68 munijIvananI bALapothI-2, jemAM sahu nirdoSa gocaranA AgrahI hoya? AvAM je je gra; jyAM jyAM vicaratAM hoya temane - temanI suvizuddha saMyamajIvana-prabhAne keTi keTi uchaLatA bhAva bharyA punaH punaH praNAma. ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevuM (18) pheTA : philma : TI. vI. pheTa eTale ApaNI bhItaramAM paDelA dehAdhyAsane ja pheTe nahi? pheTo e dehamAM AtmabuddhirUpa bahirmukhatAne mukhya ghAtaka che. je munimAM antarmukhatA nahi jovA maLe , te "antarmukhatA e mAtra zabdakozamAM ja maLaze ne ?' phaTAthI khUba cheTA rahevuM jarUrI lAge che. emAMthI ja aMjanazalAkA AdinI phime thaI. ane te dhArmika (5) hovAthI upAzrayamAM paNa kyAMka batADAI ! jethI keka munioe paNa jeI ! AgaLa vadhIne vAta TI. vI. sudhI paNa pahoMcI. bhaviSyamAM anumodanA mATe gharamAM darzana karavA mATe jarUrI kahevaDAvAtAM A sAdhanethI lAbha karatAM nukasAna vadhu jaNAya che.

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munijIvananI bALapAthI-2 munijIvananA zuddha bahirbhAvanA prApaka, pAlaka ane pASaka A vyavasAya eTale ? munisaMsthAnA prANu ane prANabhUta samyakavAdrinA nAzaka vyavasAya ! te ApaNe AnAthI khUba ja AghA rahIe teA sAruM. anyathA trileAkaguru trileAkaguru paramAtmA mahAvIradevAdinI philmA Utare, ke zrIpALanAM nATaka bhajavAya tenA virodha ahIna manIne raheze. (19) TapAla-pravRtti ochI rAkhavI : gRhasthAnI jema ApaNe ya vyavahAra' anulavyavahAra vadhI paDe teA julama thaI jAya ne ! ApaNA sAnnidhyamAM ujavAtA mahAtsavA vagerenI ka kAtrIe paNa ApaNe ja lakhavAnI ? A pAsTa-pravRtti keTalI badhI virAdhanAothI bharapUra che te zuM ApaNe nathI jANatA ? gRhasthonuM kAma gRhasthone ja karavA do. ApaNe sAkSAta eka kAma karIe; ane khIjAe kare temAM doSa khAkhatamAM Abha--gAbhanuM aMtara che. khIjI paNa niratha ka TapAleA na na lakhavI joI e. gRhasthonI takhiyata vagerenA samAcAra te vaLI tyAgIoe puchAvAya ? " tabiyata sAcavajo ! mAmAne skUlamAM kharAkhara "bhaNAvajo; dIkarAnA lagna thaI gayA haze, dIkarIne sAruM ghara maLyuM haze. " A te badhA zuM jainazAsananA sAdhunA zabdo hAya ? vadhu paDatA vyavahArane lIdhe ja ApaNA jIvananu -

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munijIvananI bALapethI-2 na samajI zakAya tevI dhImI rItathI sariyAma patana thaI jAya che. brahmacaryathI patana e ja munijIvananuM patana samajavAnI bhUla ApaNe kadI na karIe. svajane sAthe AvI vadhu paDatI lAgaNIzIlatA je tyAgIo rAkhatA hoya che teo temanA nikaTanA svajananA mRtyuthI raDI paNa jatA hoya che, temane dhaMdhAmAM gayelI nukasAnI jANIne becena paNa thaI jatA hoya che. temanI mAMdagInA samAcAra jANuMne DokaTara vagerenI bhalAmaNa paNa karatA hoya che. hAya saMsAra choDyA pachI A ke savAre saMsAra ! (20) maMjana vyAyAma aMge zrI dazavaikAlika sUtramAM saMsAratyAgIne daMtamaMjanane niSedha karavAmAM Ave che. yegazAstramAM dhyAnasiddhi mATe haThagarUpa vyAyAmane Avazyaka tarIke svIkAravAmAM AvyuM nathI. be ya vidhAne zAstrIya che; taddana yathArtha che. paraMtu Apaphadharma tarIke-vartamAnakALamAM A beyanuM sevana keTalAka tyAgIe karatA hoya tema jaNAya che. AmAM vartamAnakALano atyata halake, bheLaseLIo barAka vadhu bhAga bhajavate heya tema lAge che. jenuM peTa na bagaDe, tenA dAMta kadI na bagaDe. paNa je khArIka piTa bagADanAra hoya te tyAM zuddha ane sAvika kherAka

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munijIvananI bALapeAthI-2 'nirdoSa' teA kayAMthI lAvave ? jevAtevA ghI, tela ane dha, sAkara vagere ja'nidoSa'khArAka tarIke upalabdha ane che. kayAM e bhUtakALane khArAka ? kAM AjanA khArAka ? 71 taduparAnta, rasajanya rAgeAnI sAthe have Rtujanya rAge, vAMrisA, pradUSaNanA rAgeA umerAyA che; jene game teTalI sAvadhAnIe paNu nivArI zakAtA nathI. savAleA ane vALeA savAla (14) : je sAcuM sAdhupaNu pALe te A kALamAM A bharatakSetramAM kALadharma pAme tA niyamathI vaimAnika devalAke ja jAya teA tyAM tenuM patana na thAya ? zu' devalAke javA mATe sAdhupaNuM che ? javAma : samyaktvanI prAptithI ja A niyama lAgu thAya che. devaleAkamAM javA mATe sAdhupaNuM hAI zake ja nahi; sAcu' sAdhupaNuM meAkSanA lakSa vinAnuM saMbhave nahi. parantu A sAdhupaNuM pALatAM je deva, gurvAdi prazasta viSaye upara rAgabhAva rahe che ( je prAthamika kakSAemAM jarUrI pazu che) tenA kAraNe thayeaA puNyakha'dha devalekanI gati Ape che.

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7ra munijIvananI bALapothI- - - - - - - paraMtu sAcuM sAdhupaNuM jeo pALe che temanuM samagra jIvana viSayethI eTaluM badhuM virakta hoya che ke sAmAnyataH temanAmAM viSayavirAganA gADha saMskAra paDI gayA hoya che. AthI devalokamAM paNa temane tyAMnA viSaye pratye ratibhAva jAgrata thatuM nathI. e ratibhAva te temane thAya, jemaNe sAdhuvezanA svAMga nIce vAsanAone mAMDa mAMDa dAbI rAkhI hatI athavA vAsanAone khAnapAnAdi dvArA piSI hatI. vaLI jema mAnavagatinuM munijIvana pApakarmane kSaya karanAruM bane che tema tevA munione devajIvana maLe te te devajIvana bhego bhegavavA dvArA puNyakarmane kSaya karanAruM paNa bane che. vaLI te devAtmA tIrthaMkaradevonI dezanA ane tIrthAdinI yAtrAomAM ja meTo samaya pasAra karIne paNuM viziSTa koTinI ArAdhanA karatA rahIne pApakSaya paNa karatA hoya che. Ama temanA mATe te devajIvana paNa eka prakAranI sAdhanAnuM jIvana ja banI rahe che. muzkelI temane tyAM paDe che; jeo adhakacarA sAdhujIvanane jIvIne devalokamAM gayA che ! tyAM temanAM joradAra patana thAya che temAM navAI paNa zI che ? savAla (15) : je sAdhvIjIe sAdhu bhagavaMta sAthe bilakula paricaya na rAkhe to temanI jarUriyAta pUrI paDe kharI ? javAba : arerere ! A te ke ArAdhakabhAvanI mastIzUnya, maravA je savAla ? zuM e viziSTa puNya

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munijIvananI bALapeAthI-ra dharAvatA munie upara sAdhvIjInuM jarUriyAta-pUttinu jIvana che ? te te pachI ema paNa kahevu paDaze ke munienu jIvana paNa pelA zrImaMta-bhaktothI ja AgaLa dhape che mATe temaNe te bhaktonI khuzAmata karatA ja rahevI joI e. * 73 2 ! tyAgI te enA zrAmaNya'nI mastI upara jIve che ane kadAca koi azubhedaye ke alpa puchyAye koI jarUriyAtanI pUrtti na thai te tyAgI te Ana Mdaghananu' kharcu che ! ene vaLI enDru zenu AvI jAya ? ke saMsArI ghara zenuM yAda AvI jAya ? maLe te| . saMyamavRddhi ane na maLe teAtAvRddhi !" evA pATha geAcarI vahAravA nIkaLatA sAdhu ke sAdhvI bhaNyA hAya che. pachI AvI kevI namAlI vAta ! game te kAraNe paNa sAdhuone pazrciya sAdhvIjIe / mATe jarA icchanIya nathI. vaDIla sAdhvIjIo sAthe nAnI vayanA apariNata sAdhvIe paNa hoi zake che. te badhAnA hitanA vicAra o karavA hAya te A paricaya kAi paNa sa MjogeAmAM karavA jevA nathI. jarUriyAta pUtti mATe sAdhuenI zlAghA karavI ke temanA keTalAka kApAdinA kAma karI ApavA te badhuM atyaMta anucita che. AvA paricayamAMthI ja aniSTonA bhaDakA thAya che. jenA pariNAme keTalAkanI jItanI bAjI hAramAM rALAi gaI che.

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74 munijIvananI bALapothI-2 savAla (16) : sAthe rahIne badhA upAyo karavA chatAM paraspara manaduHkhanAM kAraNe vAraMvAra upasthita thatAM hoya te zuM karavuM ? javAba : je badhA ja upAya ajamAvyA pachInI A phariyAda heya te have eTaluM ja salAhabharyuM lAge. che ke tevI be vyaktioe premathI thoDA samaya mATe judA judA sArA grupamAM goThavAI javuM. vaDIlanA ya vaDIle hoya che. temanI sAthe eka vyakti goThavAya ane eka vyakti svasthAne rahe viyeganA samayamAM keTalIka vAra ekabIjAne samajavAnI ane pitAnI bhUlane najaramAM lAvavAnI taka maLI jAya che. AthI be vaccenuM aMtara pAchuM saMdhAI jatuM hoya che. Xxx * * * saMvedana cAle, nArakanA darzane anaMtane A yAtrI eka dI nAraka jovA mATe nIkaLI paDayo. svarge javuM muzkela che; nArakamAM javuM temAM zI vAra? saDasaDATa nIce UtarI jatAM pahelI nAraka AvI gaI. varNana na thaI zake evAM e bhayaMkara dazya hatAM. je chAtI vaja2 jevI karavAmAM na Ave te cokkasa phAra jAya tevuM tyAM bhISaNa tAMDava khelAtuM hatuM. ciciyArIo cIsa, mArapITa, maraNa samayanI kaNasatI vedanAo, nAsa

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 5 - bhAga, AjIjI, kAkalUdI. zuM tyAM hadayadrAvaka na hatuM ? e ja savAla hato. eka nArake kAramI tarasanA mAryA paramAdhArmika devAtmA pAse karagarIne pANI mAgyuM. mUchamAM hasate e devAtmA tyAMthI vidAya thaye. eka ja paLamAM jAma bharIne dhagadhagate sIsAne rasa laI Avyo. "le baccA ! A pANuM pI." jAmamAMthI nIkaLatI varALa joIne ja dhrujI UThelA e nArake e "pANuM pIvAnI ghaNI AnAkAnI karI paNa badhI niSphaLa gaI ! devAtmAe tene pakaDIne, jaDabuM khelIne e "pANI pAI dIdhuM. e babaDavA lAge, "maryalokamAM zeThIo hatuM. tenA kaMpAunDa AgaLa AvIne garIba AdamI pANI yAcate te gurakhA pAse lAte marAvine kaDhAvate. nAlAyaka! have ahIM paNa mAMge che !" devAtmAnA zabdo sAMbhaLIne A yAtrI te bApaDo. thIjI ja gaye. bIje kyAMka eka nArakane UMcakIne bhaDabhaDa jalatA. agnimAM pheMkI devAmAM Avye. bAjumAM ja eka nArakane dhagadhagatI - lAlacoLa leDhAnI pUtaLI sAthe AliMgana devaDAvavAmAM AvyuM. devAtmAo belyA, "durAcArI ! mAnava thaIne jAtIya-pApe. karavAmAM pAchuM vALIne kadI joyuM nathI !

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76 munijIvananI bALapothI-2 karavata vaDe khoparI cIratA, vikarALa paMkhIo vaDe zarIranA mAMsanI mijabAnIo karAvatA. UMdhA UbhA pakaDIne be page kheMcIne cIrI nAkhatA devAtmAone joIne te cakkara AvavA lAgyA ! hAya ! AnuM nAma nAraka ! yAtrI tyAM vadhu samaya thaMbhI na zakyo. pAcho vaLI jaIne maryalekamAM cAlI Ave. ghaNA divase ane ghaNI rAtrio sudhI e dazenI -bhayaMkara asara yAtrInA mana upara rahI gaI. paNa jyAre svastha thaye tyAre teNe vicAra karyo ke, "nAraka e kharekhara zuM che? enI kadAca nArakanI vAta karanAra dhama janene paNa pUrI khabara nahi hoya. mAre vizvanA saghaLA ya lekane A durgati samajAvavI che, ane sahune kahevuM che ke, "je kSaNika sukhane bhegavavAmAM tame AMdhaLA-bhIMta thaI jAo che tenI pAchaLa atizaya virATa duHkhanA DuMgara mAthe tUTI paDe che. A vAta tame keI na bhUle. nAnakaDA keI sukha khAtara, niMdA-kuthaLInA rasa khAtara; yazakItinI bhUkha khAtara, miSTAnAdi padArthonA svAda khAtara tame hajAro varSonI kALajhALa ane vikarALa duHkhanI aganakhAImAM dhakelAI javAya che. are, e mAnave ! tame AvuM kadI na kare." mAnavajIvana pAmIne bhegarase bhAna bhUlelAne ane munijIvana pAmIne ezArAmImAM ke ahaMkAra-tiraskAramAM khavAI gayelAone nArakanI A kathA mAre kahevI che.

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munijIvananI bALapAthI-2 bIjA ja divasathI anaMtanA yAtrI cAre ne cauTe leAkeAnAM ToLAMne bhegA karavA lAgyA ane nArakanI darda bharI sItamagAra kathA kahevA lAgyA. teNe sahune kahyuM. ke tamAzamAMnA keTalAka snehIjanA svajanA ane guru (vaDIla)janA paNa te duniyAmAM cAlyA gayA hoya te jarA ya navAI na pAmazeA. 77 nAnakaDA paNu mukhanA tIvratAthI leAgavaTA karavAmAM Ave te te pazu nArakanA dvAre AtmAne mUkI devAne samartha hAya che. anaMtanA yAtrInI e vAta sAMbhaLatAM DhALAmAMnA aneka puNyAtmAe stabdha thaI gayA ane vidhivat pApazuddhipUrvaka navuM jIvana navesarathI jIvavAnA dRDha saMkalpa karIne chUTA paDavA lAgyA. khIjA ja dvivasathI e bhavyAtmAee emanu ghara dhama maya banAvyuM, AtmakalyANanuM maMgaLamaya dhAma banAvyuM.

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pATha : 7 ArAdhake ! sAvadhAna jeo tapa kare che, svAdhyAya khUba kare che, vyAkhyAne dvArA lekapakAra kare che, je AhAranA tyAgI , kapaDAnA khAkhI che, bhegasukhanA virAgI che. te badhAM ArAdhaka kahevAya che. AmAMnA evA ArAdhakanI ApaNe ahIM vAta karavI che, jeo pitAne ArAdhaka mAne che; nA...eTaluM ja nahi paNa pite AvuM badhuM karatA hovAthI ArAdhaka che evuM jaNAve che ke dekhADe che. AvA ArAdhakane sAvadhAnIne eka sUra saMbhaLAva che. AvA ArAdhake ArAdhanAnI je parvatIya dhAra upara cAlI rahyA che te dhAra khUba ja sAMkaDI che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa te dhAranI be bAju meM phADIne UbhelI vikarALa khINe che. je jarAka cUke te te khINamAM evA gabaDI paDAya ke hADakuM ya hAthamAM na Ave. AmAMthI eka khINanuM nAma che, ahaMkAra. ane bIjI khINanuM nAma che, tiraskAra. jemanA jIvanamAM A be doe ochevatte aMze paNa praveza karyo hoya te badhA ArAdhakone jaNAvavuM

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munijIvananI khALapeAthI--ra che ke, tame tamArI ArAdhanAne pacAvI zakayA nathI. AthI tamane tenA ajINu upara ahaMkAra pedA thaye che ane jee tamArI jema tapa, japAdi karI zakatA nathI ke karatA nathI temanA pratye temane tiraskAranA bhAva pedA thayA che. 7 jeo pAse evI ArAdhanA nathI temane je ahaMkAra ke tiraskAra prApta thatA nathI te ahukAra ane tiraskAra uparyukta ArAdhakanA vane prApta thatA hAya che. kacAreka ema paNa mane ke anArAdhakA karatAM ya A ArAdhake vadhu bhava-bhramaNanuM durbhAgya pAmI jAya. jo ArAdhanA ArAdhana-bhAvapUrvakanI haze te temAMthI kadI AvA ahaMkAra ane tiraskAra peDhA thaI zakaze nahi. anyathA namaskAra gaNanArA paNa tenA gaNavAnA ahukAra pAmIne; nahi gaNanArA upara tiraskAra yAvat dhikkAra pedA karaze. kharekharA namaskArabhAva te che; kharekhare| namaskAra gaNanArA te che jene te nahi gaNanArA pratye; re ! te namaskArane tiraskAranArA pratye paNa tiraskAra kadApi jAgatA nathI khalake uttarAttara vadhu ne vadhu karuNAbhAva pedA thAya che. svAdhyAyazUrAne abhaNu upara; tapasvIne nitya navakArazI karanAra upara; tyAgIne atyAgI upara jo tiraskAra pedA thaze te te peAtAnuM samagra ArAdhanAnuM jIvana dheAIne sApha karI nAkhaze.

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80 munijIvananI bALapothI-2 pIDha sAdhuone nUtana sAdhuonI bhUle tarapha bALa-sAdhu ke sAdhvIjInI ramata tarapha; ahaM sAthe tiraskAra ane dhikkAra pedA thatAM prAyaH vAra lAgatI nathI. AnA pariNAme teo ekAntamAM besIne te badhAnI ThAvakA meMe niMdA karatA hoya che. kevA khedanI vAta che ke paradoSanI niMdA karavA sudhI pahoMcanArane pitAnI bhUla tarapha daSTi paNa jatI nathI. ghaNu anArAdhake, nUtane ane bAladIkSitanAM jIvana ArAdhaka (2) vaDIlonA AvA ahaMkAraprayukta tiraskAranA abhigamathI barabAda thaI jatAM hoya che. egya zikSaNa paddhatinA abhAve ja temanuM jIvana raheMsAI jatuM hoya che. have e vaDIlene keNa samajAve ke, "tamArA ahaMjanita tiraskArabhAvanI UnI UnI lahAya ja Azrita vyaktinA jIvana-cheDane saLagAvavAnuM kAma karI rahI che ! bhAre duHkhanI A vAta che. na jANe keTalAya jIne vikAsa sthagita thaI jatuM haze. badhAne mUkIne AvelA ane ahIMnA badhAne ja potAnA mA-bApa, bhAI-bahena tarIke jenArA je ahIMthI paNa lAta khAze te e jaze kyAM ? durgatimAM ja ne ? to emane evI sthitimAM mUkanArAnuM paNa durgati sivAya bIjuM zuM thaze? kyAreka grupanA mukhya vaDIla badhI rIte prakRtithI suMdara hoya che te bIjA ratnAdhikamAM kedanI prakRti eTalI vicitra hoya che ke tenA kAraNe paNa laghu sAdhu

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 ke sAvajanI saMyama-pariNatine jabaradasta dhakko lAgI jate hoya che, Ane upAya zuM ? upAya e ja ke evA ArAdhake pitAnA be mahAdoSane kAbUmAM le. * ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevuM (21) elepathI-auSadho tyAgavA jevAM , have te jenI upara cAre bAjuthI pastALa paDI rahI che, je roganAzaka havAne badale aneka rogonuM utpAdaka sAbita thatuM jAya che te "elopathI'nuM auSadha bane tyAM sudhI saMpUrNa tyAgavA jevuM che. A auSadhe zarIranI ghaNI zaktine teDanArAM che. kadAca te rogane dAbIne AyuSya laMbAvatA haze te paNa lAMbu AyuSya "rogI" tarIke ja pUruM karavAnuM hoya che. A vijJAna rogIne mAre che; rogane te dAbIne va bhItaramAM-jIvate ja rAkhe che. A uparAMta A vijJAna prANuonA pravezanI kura ribAmaNarUpa hiMsAnA ghAtakI pAyA upara UbhuM che. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa enI sIrora, eMsI ke nevuM TakA mu. 6

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 jeTalI auSadhio prANIja hAIne abhakSya che. khAsa karIne zaktidAtA tamAma auSadha. 82 ApaNA dehamAM abhakSya ane peya paDacA pachI ApaNuM AdhyAtmika sattva zI rIte jIvatuM rahe ? game tema karIne - thoDuM vadhu sahI levAnu rAkhIne paNa A elApathI'nA tyAga karavA joIe. ApaNI pAse ghaNA badhA rAgAnu sarvathA nirAkaraNu karI nAMkhatu ameAgha zastra -- upavAsa - kayAM nathI ? navakAramatranA japa sAthe jarUra pramANe traNathI sAta jeTalA ja upavAsa karI jue ane jue teneA camatkAra ! upavAsa te ApaNA mATe sepArInA kaTakA ! cittaprasannatA, upavAsa, UNeAdarI, brahmacaya ane vihAra....A pAMca te jaina-sAdhunA ArAgyanI jIvatIjAgatI jaDIbuTTIe che. jenu citta udvigna rahetu. hAya; je kaThThI upavAsa na karatA hoya; je dAkhIne vAparatA hAya; brahmacaya -pAlanamAM nabaLA hAya, vadhu paDatA samaya eka jagAe rahyA karatA hAya temane ja rAgeAnI senA gherI lai zake. padmara divasanA ekAda upavAsa paNa vIjaLInA karaTa jevuM phaLa khatADI de che. pazuo paNa rAga thatAM khAvAnu choDI ja de che ne ! je eka vAra davAnA krda paDaze tene sadA davAe khAvI paDaze; ane tyAM sudhI elepathIthI dUra raheA. levI ja paDe teA Ayuvedika (ke homIopathI) ja auSadhi

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 le. te davAo doSa sevIne paNa levI sArI ane elepathI nirdoSa maLe te ya nakAmI. elepathI prANamuktinA divase paNa ApaNane rogamukta karanAra nathI. tema thAya te ja tenA DekaTara vagerenAM khIsAM bharAtAM rahe. svArthanA ghAtakI pAyA upara ja e vijJAnanI racanA thaI che, pachI kyAM vAta rahI? (22) malina kapaDAMmAM sAvacetI rAkhavI | malina kapaDAM e te munijIvananuM bhUSaNa che, dUSaNa jarA ya nathI. enA kAraNe brahmacaryAdinI rakSA sulabha ane saraLa banI jAya che. paraMtu A bAbatamAM eka sAvacetI khUba dhyAnamAM levA jevI che. A ja malina vastro zAsanahIlanAnuM ughADuM ane vyApaka nimitta banI jAya che te vakhate tenA saMbaMdhamAM vicAravuM ja paDe. dA. ta, baidyane Are gya jevAnuM hoya; kaTTara zucivAdI brAhmaNa pAse pATha levAno hoya; viziSTa puNyavAna ane vyakti vaMdanAghartha AvanAra hoya te tevA samaye te kapaDAne kApa kADhI le te khUba jarUrI che; Avazyaka paNa che. je tema na thAya ane Agantuka vyaktine tene tevA saMskArane lIdhe gaMchA, tiraskAra vagere thAya che te durlabhadhi bane; jemAM ApaNe nimitta banI jaIne cIkaNe karma baMdha karIe. bIje adharma na pAmI jAya tenI kALajI karavAnuM

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 ApaNane zAstrakAronuM sApha sApha pharamAna che, te kadApi na bhUlavuM. bAstA jevAM dhaLAM kapaDAM paheravAnA zokhIna karatAM A mAladhArI munio atyaMta bahumAna ane ghanyavAdane pAtra che; paraMtu gItArtha gurudevanA uparyukta sUcana vakhate teo pitAne keI Agraha kadAgrahamAM na pariNamave tevI temanI pAse apekSA paNa rahe che. je teo zAstranA ja vacanane ekAMtika rIte pakaDIne gItArtha-gurunA abhiprAyathI paNa viruddha jAya te teo apariNata kahevAya. niSkAraNa puSkaLa apavAda sevI te ati pariNata che, jyAre ekalA utsargane AgrahI apariNata che. beyanuM hita saMbhavita nathI. hita te mAtra pariNuta AtmAnuM che, je saMvigna. ane gItArtha-gurunI AjJAne sadaiva zirasAvaMgha karIne. amalamAM mUke che. savAlo ane javAbo savAla (17) : kyAreka kharekhara vaLagADa jaya che te. te mATe ApaNe tyAM keI upAya khare? javAba : A aMgenA nakkara upAye aneka haze, parantu mArA khyAlamAM eka upAya che.

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munijIvananI khALapethI-2 vaLagADavALI vyakti pAte 41 divasa sudhI rAja 41 vakhata sa`tikara nI khIjI--trIjI gAthA gaNe. dareka vakhata A e gAthAthI pUrve ane chelle 1-1 navakAra gaNave phrA. ta., .. eka navakAra mIjI, trIjI gAthA punaH eka navakAra 64 A eka vakhata thayuM. Avu 41 vakhata. AgADha kAraNa sivAya A jaya 41 divasa da2miyAna khaDita thAya teA pharIthI 41 dvivasa mATe zarU karaveA. jo vaLagADavALI vyakti peAte A japa na karI zake teA mIjI vyakti peAtAnI sAme thADAka pANInI pAtarI rAkhIne A japa kare ane pachI te pANI vaLagADavALI vyaktine traNa navakAra melAvIne pIvaDAvI de. A ApaNA dhArmika upAya che. jhaTa jhaTa jenAtenA dorA vagere karavA te ucita jaNAtuM nathI. A sivAya huMmeza 27, 41 ke 108 uvasaggaharanA japa karavAmAM Ave te pANI pahelAM pALa' ma dhAyA jevu thAya, je jarUrI lAge che. savAla (18) : munijIvanamAM japanI jarUra kharI ! javAba : mane vyaktigata anubhave uparathI ema lAge che ke niyata, akhaMDa ane sadbhAvapUrvaka japathI amuka prakAranu maLa pedA thAya che je rAga, dveSAdghinA tIranI sAme kavacanuM kAma kare che.

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munijIvananI bALapethI-2 matrajapamAM zreSTha ane Avazyaka japa che, mannAdhirAja parameSThi-namaskArane. te pachI je japamAM vizeSa ulAsa pedA thAya te karI zakAya. sAmAnyataH SimaMDaLanA japane, tenuM stotra bolavA pUrvaka vizeSa pasaMdagI ApavAmAM Ave che. mahAnizIthanA goddavahana karanArA munio "vardhamAna-vidyA" gaNe che jyAre pUjanIya sUribhagavaMte sUrimitrane paTanuM ArAdhana karatA hoya che. game tema; paNa haMmeza ekathI be kalAkane japa thAya te jarUrI lAge che. chatAM A viSayamAM gItArtho je jaNAve te pramANe. savAla (19) : sAdhvIjIne puruSa-DokaTare ane sAdhumahArAjane leDI-DokaTrese aDe ane ArogyanA upacAra kare te Apaghama tarIke egya gaNAya kharuM? javAba : aMgata rIte mane te Apadudharma tarIke paNa A bAbata egya lAgatI nathI. AnAthI ghaNuM meTA ane pidA thavAthI pUrI zakyatA che. Aje te rege paNa evA pedA thayA che ke chAzavAre ne chAzavAre sAdhu ke sAdhvIjIne oparezanAdi mATe aneka divase sudhI hospiTalamAM rahevuM paDe che. A sthitimAM je uparyukta chUTa levAmAM Ave te kayAreka koIkanA jIvananuM ahita thaI jAya. vaLI eka daradInI sAthe sevA karanArI eka ke be vyakti paNa

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 87 hospiTalamAM hoya che. A chUTachATa jevAthI temane paNa sahelAIthI nukasAna thavAnI pUrI zakyatA che. je jarAtarAmAM Apadudharmane Azraya levAnI vAta karIzuM te tenI paraMparA khUba ja ghAtaka banIne raheze, te karatAM te bahetara che ke daI jIvatuM rahe. sahana karIne karmakSaya mATe yatna karIzuM, bAkI AjanA kALamAM je prakAranI sagavaDa joIe te maLavAnI pUrI zakyatA che; eTale uparyukta apavAda sevavAnI jarUra paDe tema nathI. AnI sAthe bIjI paNa eka vAta karI dauM ke sAdhvIjIne vihAramAM mANasa rAkhavAnuM anivArya hoya te temaNe bAIne ja rAkhavI joIe. evuM ja sAdhu mahArAje puruSane ja rAkhavuM joIe. bezaka, AjanI tyAgI-saMsthA mahadaMze suMdara keTinuM saMyama pAme che, chatAM AvI badhI kALajI levI joIe jethI navI ziSya-saMtati paNa ucca kakSAnA saMyamanA Adaze jANe ane e rIte te paNa jIve. savAla (20)H Aje "maTana-Tele' [pazunI carabI)vALA sAbu maLe che, te tene upayoga kare ke nahi ? javAba : AvI vastune upayoga na thAya te ja IcchanIya che. AvA sAbune badale DITarjana jAtanA sAbuo ane tenA pAuDare maLe che, jemAM "maTana-Tele Avate nathI. e sivAya ahiMsaka sAbu paNa tapAsa karatAM maLI Ave che. tene upayoga thAya te IcchanIya che.

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88 munijIvananI bALapothI-2 bAkI paristhiti evI AvI rahI che ke ghauM vagere loTamAM, dUdhanA pAuDaromAM paNa mAchalIne leTa tathA ghImAM pazuonI carabI vagere pharajiyAta bheLavAze. tAjetaramAM ja eka muninA pAtarAmAM mAchalInA leTanI jeTalI AvI gaI hatI, je vakhate ApaNe badhAe saMyamanI ArAdhanA kevI rIte karavI ? te meTAmAM meTo savAla thaI paDaze. je Aryava nahi te jainatvane ane tethI UMcA sAdhutvane jIvADavuM atyanta muzkela banI raheze. saMvedana vIranI kIkImAM UbharAtuM darzana e hatI ! jIvitavAmI paramAtmA vIranI pratimA ! nA...e hatA; trilokaguru, devAdhideva, zAsanapati, sAkSAta vIra-prabhu ! darzana karatAM Atamane anere AhUlAda thaye. darzana jAmatuM gayuM...enI carama sImAe pahoMcyuM. Ama ane paramAtama beyanI kIkIo jANe eka thaI gaI ane Atamane emAM zuM dekhAyuM ? sinemAnI paTTInAM dazya paDadA uparathI jema kramazaH pasAra thatAM jAya tema Atamane tyAM pAMceya kalyANakamaya prabhu vIranuM samagra jIvana dekhAyuM.

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manijIvananI bALapothI-2 89 dazamA devalokamAM anAsakta bhAve asaMkhya vane kALa pasAra karate prabhuvIrane tArakatama AtmA dekhAye ane ekAeka... vIjanA jhabukAnI jema AyuSya pUrNa karIne matsyalokamAM saDasaDATa cAlyA Avate e Atamane ! tejalisoTo ! prabhunuM avana-kalyANaka ujavAyuM. thoDI ja vAre; mAtA trizalA ! denA rAjA IndranuM Agamana ! meru-parvata! asaMkhya deve ! IndranA khaLAmAM bALa-vIra ! menuM kaMpana ! prabhunuM pUjana ! punaH trizalA devI pAse prabhunuM sthApana ! janmakalyANakanI ujavaNI thaI. bAda gRhasthajIvana ! yauvanakALa ! vardhamAnane lagnArtha vinavatI mAtA trizalA ! yazodA sAthe lagna ! putrIne janma ! mAtApitAne svargavAsa ! naMdivardhanavilApa ! ane...kAntika devenuM Agamana ! prabhunuM mahAbhiniSkramaNa ! dIkSA ! leca ! devadUSya ! vana tarapha sAva ekAkI cAlyA jatA prabhu ! dhAra azru sAthe vilApa karatA; lathaDatA pagale mahela tarapha pAchA pharatA naMdivardhana ! prabhunuM dIkSA kalyANaka ujavAyuM. 1rA varSanI ghora sAdhanAno AraMbha thaye. govALa ! zUlapANi ! gozAlaka ! caMDakauzika ! caMdanabALA ! saMgamaka ! atighara upasargo joyA ! upasargo upasargo haiyAmAM UMDI vedanA thavA lAghI ! tIrthaMkaradevanA tAraka AtmAnI paNa re ! kamarAja tane zarama naDatI nathI ! hAya ! paNa kevI ane khI cittaprasannatA ! saMgamanA kALacakra prasaMge

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munijIvananI bALapathI-2 ya kevAM suprasanna ? paNa ane.. dehika Asane birAjamAna prabhu ! lekAlekaprakAzaka kaivalyanI prApti ! prabhu; prabhu thayA. bhagavAna, bhagavAna thayA. tAraka; tAraka thayA. prabhunuM kevaLajJAna-kalyANaka ujavAyuM. grAmAnugrAma vihAra karatA; samavasaraNamAM besIne bAra parSadAne pratibodhatA vizvamAtra upara karuNAnI sahaja varSa karatA ? trIsa atizayethI saMpanna prabhu ! zAsanasthApanA ! saMghasthApanA ! dvAdazAMgI prakAza ! gaNadhara padArohaNa IndrabhUti gautama ! " vIra ! vIra ! " " geyamA ! goyamA !" dhvanine vAraMvAra nAda! apApApurI ! 16 praharanI dezanA ! bhasmagrahaprazna ! puNyapAla rAjavInAM svapnanuM varNana ! yoganirodha. caturdazama guNasthAna ! eka ja samayamAM siddhazilAnI. upara avasthAna ! siddhatva ! kIkImAM kIkI maLI ane trilekagurunuM kevuM adbhuta jIvana-darzana thayuM ! re ! Atama ! tane AvA nAtha maLyA che pachI tuM anAthanI jema - muphalIsanI jema - rAgadveSabharyA; vAsanAnI dhULamAM ALoTatA dhULiyA saMsArI-jI sAthe dostI bAMdhIne nAdAna ramata ramI rahyo che? UTha... UTha.... e Atama ! UbhuM thA... tAruM A jIvana nathI ! tArI

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 A ramata na hoya ! prabhu-vIrane sevaka vAsanAone gulAma kadI na hoya ! vIranuM nAma le, tArAmAM takSaNa vIratA utpanna thaI jaze, kAyaratA ane kAyaratatA himanI jema ogaLI jaze. cAla.... UTha... jIvana ghaNuM te pasAra thaI cUkyuM che. have te je maLI jIvananI mahAmUlI paLe ! pUjana karaje rAta dI, prabhu-vIranuM ! enI AjJAonuM yathAzakti pAlana karaje, ane zeSa AjJAone kaddara pakSapAta karaje. tAre uddhAra, mAre uddhAra, ApaNuM saune uddhAra e pUjana, pAlana ane pakSapAtanA triveNI saMgamamAM snAna karIne ja saMbhavita che.

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pATha : 8 jamAnAvAda ane lokaherI jinazAsananI sevArUpa rakSA karavAnI javAbadArI pradhAnapaNe je zramaNa-zramaNa saMghanA mAthe che e nircatha-saMghane chinnabhinna karIne khatama karI nAkhavAnI te tAkAta nathI te briTizaromAM ke nathI te dezI-aMgrejemAM ! nathI te sudhArAvAdanI bumarANa macAvatA jainemAM ke nathI te koI nAstikamAM ! e tAkAta e ja caturvidha saMghanA pradhAna aMgabhUta nircantha (zramaNa-zramaNI) saMghanA ja jamAnAvAda ane lekaherInI sakriya tarapheNamAM ghaDelI che. je nirgatha saMgha jinAjJAne ja pradhAna banAvIne deza, kALa, parivartana, navasarjana, pragatinI jUThI bumaraNamAM aMjAyA vinA suMdara rIte saMyamajIvananuM pAlana karatA rahe te vizvanI be mahAsattAo bhegI thaIne paNa jainasaMghane nAza karI zake tema nathI. paNa A nigraMtha saMgha upara najara karatAM kyAMka keTaleka ThekANe jamAnAvAdI rItarasamo tarapha kUNI lAgaNI

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munijIvananI bALAthI-2 ane lokenAM mAna sanmAnAdi meLavI ApatI kaherInI sabhAnapaNe svIkRti Deko devA lAgI che e bhAre khedanI bInA che. jainasaMghane sarvanAza bolAvavAnuM sAmarthya mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAyamAM che; paNa vartamAnakALamAM te tethI ya vadhu sAmarthya jamAnAvAdanuM ughADe choga sanmAna karavAnI pravRtti ane kaherInA AdaramAM che ema spaSTapaNe jaNAya che. A nircatha-saMghanAM evAM keTalAMka tane kezu samajAve ke, "tame je raste pagaluM mAMDI rahyA che te mAtra ApaghAtI pagaluM nathI paNa sarvadhAtI pagaluM che. tame tyAMthI pAchA pharo." keTalAMka kAraNosara je nirNAyakatAnI paristhiti, upasthita thaI che, je maitrInuM vAyumaMDaLa naSTaprAyaH thayuM che eNe ghaNA badhA koyaDAo sajya che ema lAge che. je mAtra cha mAsa mATe kaI gRhasthanuM ghara nirNAyaka sthitimAM AvI paDe te te gharane saghaLo sukha ane zAntiprada vyavahAra ramaNabhamaNa thaI jAya te nigrantha-saMghanI varSonI niyatA; ekavAkyatAno abhAva, amaitrIbhAva ane anicchanIya TIkA-TippaNanI havA badhA bhegA thaIne kayuM ahita karavAmAM uNu paDe ? khera....saMghanI vAta ahIM asthAne ane anadhikRta lAge che. dareka zramaNa ane zramaNue pitA pUrate ke

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munijIvananI bALapethI-2 pitAnA samudAya pUrate te eTale amala kare ja joIe ke temAM kyAMya hajAre miththAne pedA karanAra jamAnAvAda nAmane rAkSasa AMTApherA kare nahi; ke poSAya nahi. ane koI paNa vyakita mAnapAna-bhUkhI thaIne jinAjJAne lepa karAvatI lekaTerImAM taNAya nahi. je dareka grupa A nirNaya leze te ya mahadaMze A ApattithI UgarI zakAze. paNa A badhuM paralokadaSTi, AjJAbhaMjananA pApanI tIvra bhIti pedA thAya te ja zakya bane. je paraleka pratye sabhAna nathI ane pApa pratye atyanta bhIru nathI te sAdhu heya te ya chUpe nAstika che. AvI vyakti te sAdhunA svAMgamAM A lekanAM bhegasukhethI rasalahANI lUMTavA mATe ja sAbadI rahevAnI. AvA sAdhune emanuM bhaktamaMDaLa paNa maLI ja rahe che. pachI emanuM paNa zAsana cAlavA lAge che ke je zAsana jinazAsanane japhA pahoMcADatuM rahe che. eTale ja dIkSA ApatAM pahelAM pAtratAnI pUrepUrI cakAsaNI karavAnI khUba jarUra che, anyathA agyanI dIkSAthI pedA thanArAM badhAM pApAnA guNAkAra banIne gurunA AtmAne lAgu thavAnA che. A vikarALa viSamatAo pratye ApaNe jeTalA jaladI jAgI jaIe teTaluM vadhu sAruM che.

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 5 ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevuM *** (23) vijAtIya saMparka tyAgavAM? munijIvana vadhumAM vadhu svAzrayI hovuM joIe. pitAnI kaI paNa bAbata [mAtru paraThavavuM, e bAMdhe, kApa kADha, lUNuM kADhavuM, pratilekhana karavuM vagere ] khAsa kAraNa vinA bIjA munione ApavI joIe nahi; AvI pratijJA ja hovI joIe. keTalIka vAra munio sAvIjIne kApa kADhavA mATe kAmaLI vagere ApatA hoya che. sAdhvIo paNa AvA bhaktinA lAbha AgrahapUrvaka mAgatA hoya che. A ThIka nathI. jyAM Aghe, pAtarAdi paNa jAte TAMkavAnA ke raMgavAnA hoya che tyAM A kApanI vAta te rahI ja kyAM? bhaktinI paNa maryAdA hoya. je bhakti kAlAMtare nukasAna pahoMcADavAnI alapa paNa saMbhAvanA dharAvatI hoya tevI bhakti kadI thAya nahi. AvA saMparkane vyavahArenI viparIta asara nUtana, apariNata, yuvAna sAdhusAdhvIone avyakta rIte thatI hoya che. AthI paNa AvA vijAtIya saMparko na rakhAya te ja khUba ucita che. (24) bhAjane ughADAM na mUkavAM : pANInA ghaDA, phINavALI Dola, pANI ThArelI parAta vagere kadI khulelAM mUkavo na joIe. khullAM bhAjane

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2, jIvonI hiMsAnuM kAraNa banI jatAM upakaraNa maTIne adhikaraNa bane che. DolamAM je phINa paDyuM hoya to temAM mAkhI paDatAMnI sAthe ja cUMTI jAya che. (25) suMThI pAtarImAM pANa; parAta pAse kApa ? ghaDAthI eMThI pAtarImAM kadI pANI na levuM. ghaDAnuM pANI jarAka paNa jorathI te pAtarImAM paDe ke tarata te paNa eMThuM thaIne tene chAMTe pAche te ja ghaDAmAM paDI jAya. pUrI sAvadhAnI rAkhavAthI vadhe na Ave, paNa pApabhIru AtmAe AvuM sAhasa karavAnI jarUra nathI. eka niyama ja banAvI de ke patarI vagere pUrepUrA luchayA pachI ja temAM ghaDA vagerenuM pANI levuM. A ja rIte jyAM pANI ThAreluM hoya tenI najIkamAM kApa na kADhave ke lUNAM paNa na kADhavAM. jarAka bedarakAra rahI javAze te tarata te parAtanA pANImAM chAMTA uDI jaze. (26) sAMje derAsara) je vasatIthI se DagalAnI aMdara ja jinAlaya hoya te sAMje paNa darzana karavA javuM joIe. anyathA A niyama nahi. paNa sAMje jinAlayamAM darzana karavA janAre divA-lAITa thatAM pahelAM ja darzana karI AvavAne niyama rAkhavuM joIe. kyAreka samayasara javAnuM cUkI javAya te dIvA-lAITamAM te na ja javuM. "na gayAne" amuka daMDa rAkhI de.

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 eka vAta khyAlamAM rAkhavI ke game te samaye ekathI vadhu samaye jinAlamAM caityavandanAdinI anukULatA na hoya tyAre arihataceIANe.... annattha..... eka navakAra...... stuti....rU5 laghu caityavandana te badhA jinAlaye karavuM. (27) sajAtIya-sparza niSedha je ke ApaNuM munijIvana ja tapa ane tyAgapradhAna che eTale brahmacaryanuM nirmaLa pAlana karavuM e saraLa ArAdhanA banI jAya che. chatAM kyAreka nimitto ja evAM UbhAM thAya te pUrva saMcita karmo taphAna karI bese te saMbhavita paNa che. emAM ya vijAtIya nimittothI to hajI paNa aneka lajajAdi kAraNosara paNa dUra rahI zakAya che, paraMtu kyAreka sajAtIya nimitto koI ahitanA pagaraNa mAMDI de kharA. evuM na thAya te mATe eka niyama ja banAvI de joIe ke sajAtIyane paNa paza suddhAM na karavuM. glAna tyAdinuM kAraNa hoya che tevA vakhate vaDIlanI rajA meLavavI. uThADavAnI bAbatamAM ghAnA sparzathI ja uThADavA. gRhasthanAM saMtAnone kadI ramADavAM nahi. pAse besADIne dharmapreraNuM mATe paNa - nirdoSabhAve ya- vahAla batADavuM nahi. temane ramADavA jevI ceSTA karavI nahi. maharAjanI kaLA khUba ja akaLa che. ApaNe temAM ajANatAM ya phasAI jaIe te atyanta saMbhavita che. mu. 7

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 A viSayamAM je ati vadhu makkama rahe che temane prAyaH koI muzkelI UbhI thatI nathI. ane khIjI bAju, phrUTachATa lenArAnuM ahita thayA vinA rahetuM nathI. Tra savAlA ane javAmA savAla (21) : sauthI suMdara tapa karyA : javAba : mArI dRSTie AMkhila. kemake tenAthI dveSa TakI rahe che. eTale dIrgha kALa sudhI te thaI zake che. vigaienI temAM hakAlapaTTI che e khUba suMdara vAta che. zarIranAM peASaka tattvA je kaThoLamAM vadhumAM vadhu jaNAvAyAM te kaThoLa ja AMkhilanA mukhya khArAka che. vamAnakALamAM ghI, tela gAyAM che, ane khIjI mAjue peTa paNa bagaDaDyAM che tyAre ghI, tela ane maracAM, taLelAMnA tyAga karavAnI sahaja rIte jyAre jarUra UbhI thaI che tyAre tevI suMdara vastu zeAdhavAnI ke UbhI karavAnI jarUra nathI, e taiyAra prakriyA che, AMbilanI. anata kALathI cAlI AvatI jainazAsananI A prakriyA pradUSaNAthI bagaDelAM phaLa, phUla suddhAMnA kALamAM keTalI badhI yathArtha ane atyanta Avazyaka che? te vicArIe tyAre AMbilanA tapa upara AphrIna peAkArI javAya tevuM che.

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 dareke vardhamAna-tapanI paddhatithI avAranavAra eLIo karatA ja rahevI joIe, jethI zarIra ane AtmA beyanuM Arogya sacavAI rahe. savAla (22)H saMyamadharmanI sauthI moTI virAdhanA kayI kahI zakAya ? javAba : saMyama dharmanI sauthI moTI virAdhanA virAdhevA aMganuM a-prAyazcittIkaraNa che. deSa nAnuM hoya che mATe tenuM je yathArtha rIte prAyazcitta karavAmAM Ave che te dUra thaI jAya che, anyathA nahi. gAMTha kensaranI; ane kAMTo pagane... A bemAM vadhu jokhamI te ja che; jenuM unmelana karavAmAM AvatuM nathI. daDha prahArIe kensaranI gAMTha jevuM pApa karyuM paNa teNe umUlana karyuM. jyAre rUkimae mAtra vikArI najare parapuruSanuM darzana karyuM paNa tenuM unmelana na karyuM tethI daDhaprahArI te ja bhave mokSamAM gayA ane rUkima mahAna sAdhvI thavA chatAM dIrgha saMsArI thayA ! | munijIvanamAM svAdhyAya, tapa, sevA bhale karAya paNa prAyazcitta to karavuM ja joIe. mananA paNa tamAma AvegonI rajUAta karIne zuddhi acUka karavI joIe. prAyazcittaviheNuM utkRSTa paNa munijIvana be badAma jeTaluM paNa mUlya dharAvatuM nathI enI sahu neMdha le. - savAla (23) : kyAreka pavana paDI jAya che tevI pariNAma-bhagnatA cittAmAM AvI jAya che ! badhu bekAra jevuM lAgI jAya che. e vakhate zuM karavuM ?

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100 munijIvananI bALapothI-2 javAba : cittamAM AvuM jyAre paNa banatuM hoya tyAre te kayA nimittathI banyuM te zodhI kADhavuM ane nimittathI dUra rahevA prayatna kare; jethI pharI tevuM na thAya. kyAreka koI paNa nimitta vinA paNa AvuM bane che. te vakhate sahaja rIte udayamAM AvatAM keTalAMka azubha karmo kAraNa bane che, AvA samaye parameSThi namaskAra ane paMcasUtra (paheluM)ne vAraMvAra pATha kare. parameSThi bhagavaMtane vaMdanA evAM azubha karmonuM nivAraNa karI nAkhe che. bAkI munijIvanamAM tejI-maMdI jevuM cAlyA kare; taDakA-chAMyaDA AvyA kare te ya tethI nirAza na thaI javuM. ghaNuM musIbate ApaNane A saMyama-ratna prApta thayuM che. tene mAtra mAnasika hatAzAo, kheda ke nirasAhitAthI athavA nAnAM nAnAM bAhya chamakalAMthI eLe javA daIzuM te ApaNuM jevA bevakUpha bIjA kaI nahi gaNAya. ane pariNAma sthiratAnA badhA prayatno karavA chatAM paNa karmavazAta patana thaI jAya te ya te bhavitavyatAne AdhIna bAbata che. evuM kAMI paNa thatA pUrve je kAMI dharma-kamANI karI lIdhI te te mithyA thaI zakanAra nathI. mohakatAna cittathI je dharmArAdhanA karI te tUTI, paDI te ya senAne ghaDo tUTI paDyA barobara che, tenuM mUlya pUrepUruM ja AvavAnuM che.

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munijIvananI bALapeAthI-2 kAlanI kone khabara che ? zu tu... zuM na thaI jAya ? mATe ja 'Aja' ApaNI.... 'Aja' mAM... 'atyAramAM' ja....je ArAdhanAe karI levAya teTalI karI laI e.... pachI kAlanuM AreAgya; kAlane adhyavasAya, kAlanu jIvana....kAne khakhara kevAM huMze ? 101 kadI nirAza tho mA.... pariNAmathI paDeA te ya utsAhI banIne UbhA thai jajo....tarata AgaLa cAlavAnI gati vega pakaDI leze. savedana khIlA TAkANA; vIranA kAnamAM gussAnA AvezamAM AvIne bhAna bhUlelA A bharavADa ! teM vizvatAraka vIra-prabhunA kAnamAM khIlAM ThokayA ! A, pApI ! teM A zuM karyu ? .. dhanya che; te kharaka vaidyane ane te viSNuputrane tame vIra-prabhunA kAnamAM ThokAyelA khIlA mahAra khe'cI kADhaLyA ! prabhue tIvra veDhanAthI joradAra cIsa pADI ! saMgamakanA kALacakra paNa jemaNe uMhakArA nathI karyAM te vIra-prabhune khIlA kheMcAtI vakhate keTalI bhayAnaka vedanA thai haze ? je thayuM te... dhanya che; vaNiputra tane; teM kamAla karI che ! paNa e, vaNiputra ! tane dhanyavAda detAM mane mArI jAta upara

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102 munijIvananI bALapothI-2 - -- - -- - dhikkAra varasAvavAnuM dila thaI jAya che. mArI jAta mane atyAre yAda Ave che, hAya! kevAM eNe kAma karyA che ! vIra ane vIranuM zAsana ! be vacce keI pharaka nathI. vIre sthApeluM vIrazAsana e vIranuM ja avibhAjya aMga che, Aje e vIra nathI paNa vIrazAsana te jIvaMta che ! hAya! vIrazAsanane kevA kevA khIlA ThakyA che. mArI svachaMda manavRtti, mArI uchukhalatA, mArI tucchatA, mArI vAsanA; mAyA, kapaTa ane mAnapAnanI tIvra saMjJAne kAraNe meM evAM evAM kukarma karyA che je khIlA banIne vIrazAsananA aMgamAM sIdhA bheMkAyA che. meM mArA sukha ane svArthane tAtkAlika poSavAnI vRttimAM kadI e joyuM nathI ke AthI vIrazAsanane meM keTale meTa phaTake mAthe che! eka nAnakaDuM daSTAnta ApuM. mane tithinA divase paNa kerI khAvAnI IcchA thaI. meM jAhera karyuM ke "pAka phaLe tithinA divase bezaka vAparI zakAya. emAM koI doSa nathI." basa..mArA ane mArA AzritenA jIvanamAM A pApa pravezIne prasarI gayuM. vIrazAsananA parvatithinA parama kalyANakara niyamane khIle mArI dIdhe ! na jANe, AvA te keTalA khIlA meM ane mArI aMgata duvRttioe mAryA haze! zAsana sevA karavAnI te dUra rahI paNa khIlA mAravAnI pravRtti sadA banI rahI. pilI ajajA sAthvI mane yAda Ave che ke pitAnA

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 103 tIvra pApodayathI prerAIne "acitta pANI pIvAno tyAga karavAno vicAra karI dIdhe. ke bhayAnaka khIle ! mane pelA kamalaprabhAcArya yAda Ave che, jemaNe pitAnA apamAnanA bhayathI brahmacaryane paNa sApavAda jAhera karavAnI ati bhayAnaka bhUla karI nAkhI. eka khIlo prabhuzAsanane mArI dIdho ! vartamAnayuganA e caturvidha saMghanA sabhya ! Aje ApaNe sahu eka saMkalpa karIe ke ApaNuM ahika svArthonA piSaNa mATe ApaNe kadI prabhuzAsanane khIlo ThokavAnI bhUla na karI besIe. kyAM ApaNuM laghutama astitva ane vyaktitva! ane kyAM 21-21 hajAra varSa sudhI avicchinnapaNe prakAzita rahenArA vIrazAsananuM gauravavaMtu vyaktitva ane prabhutva ! jo khIlo ThokavAno ja prasaMga AvI paDe te ApaNuM svArthone ja khIlo mArIe! ApaNA sukhane ja pULe cAMpIe ! ApaNI vAsanAne gaLe ja TUMpo daIe ! paNa tenI surakSA rAkhIne vIrazAsananA keI paNa aMgane - saMghane, AjJAne, mokSanA uddezane, kriyAmArganA niyamane bAMdhachoDa vagerenA khIlA kadI na mArIe. tyAM khIlo nahi, khIlI paNa nahi re ! tenuM svapna paNa nahi. yAda rAkhIe; khIlA kheMcI kADhanAra pilA vaNiganA ApaNe vaMzajo chIe; pelA bharavADanA nahi...

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pATha : 9 ati mahatvanA danAcAranA cAra AcAre paMcAcAramAM khIjo AcAra dazanAcAra che. enA ATha AcAra che. emAMnA iMllA cAra upara ApaNe najara karIe. (1) upamR'haNA, (2) sthirIkaraNa, (3) vAtsalya ane (4) zAsanaprabhAvanA, jainasaghanA cAre ya vibhAge upara najara karatAM ema lAge che ke meATA bhAge A cAra AcAra| taraphanu lakSa gauNa thaI gayu che. hakIkatamAM A cAra AcArAthI ja jainasaMgha peAtAnA gauravAnvita zvAsaprANAne dhamakAvI zake che. jagatamAM mAthuM UMcuM rAkhIne UbheA rahevAne adhikArI ane che. A cAra AcAre! svalakSI hevA karatAM vizeSataH saMghalakSI yAvatsalakSI gaNI zakAya. saMghanI lokhaMDI majabUtAI A cAra AcArene AbhArI che. jyAre jyAre A AcAra gauNu anyA che tyAre tyAre saMgha, pakSa, gaccha, samudAya, grupa ke pratyeka vyakti

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 105 nabaLA paDyA che. kadAca vartamAnakALa evI nabaLAIno bhoga banelA ghaNuM ghaTakone kALa hoI zake. TUMkamAM ApaNe cAre ya AcAranuM svarUpa ane mahattva joI laIe. (1) upabuhaNA : bIjAnA guNanI hArdika anumodanA athavA prazasya guNanI khullI prazaMsA. je sAdhu ke sAdhvIjIe suMdara keI ArAdhanA, prabhAvanA karI hoya tenI ApaNe ucita rIte anumodanA (ke prazaMsA ) karavI ja joIe. AvI upavRMhaNa e vyaktinuM baLa khUba vadhArI mUke che ene ArAdhanAmAM puSkaLa vega maLI jAya che. UlaTa paze, je gurnAdi taraphathI cagya rIte upakhaMhaNa na thAya te te vyakti hatAza thAya che. kadAca te ArAdhanAne vega choDI paNa devA sudhI pahoMcI jAya che. zAstramAM evA AcAcaMnuM daSTAnta Ave che, jeNe jambara zAsanaprabhAvanA karIne AvelA pitAnA cAra ziSyonI upavRMhaNa na karatAM hatAza thaI gayelA ziSyae zAsanaprabhAvanAnI pravRttio paDatI mUkI. phalataH pAMce ya durgatimAM gayA. je kALamAM bahu theDA-cheDAmAM ya ati thoDA sAcA ArAdhako rahyA che te kALamAM temane TakAvIne AgaLa vadhAravAnI khUba jarUra che. upabRhaNAthI ja e banI zake tema che. sabUra ! ahaMkArane Aghe mUkyA vinA upavRMhaNe ApaNe kadApi karI zakanAra nathI enI noMdha levI rahI.

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106 munijIvananI bALapothI-2 (ra) sthirIkaraNa duSkarmanA udaye ke avaLA puruSArtha saMyamAdi yogomAM kyAreka koI asthiratA AvI jAya che. AvA samaye tenuM sthirIkaraNa karavuM e khUba jarUrI che. asthirane tiraskAravAthI zuM lAbha? enuM zuM hita? ethI te kadAca e saMsArabhege thaI jAya. ema na karatAM e AtmAne sthira kara joIe. dazavaikAlika sUtranI be cUlikA AvA sthirIkaraNa mATe bharapUra bedha Ape che. eka paNa AtmAne ApaNe bacAvI laIzuM te eno keTalo moTo lAbha ApaNane thaI jaze ? keI paNa samudAya hAya - te joyA vinA - te te asthira thatA AtmAne ApaNe badhA ja prayatna karIne saMyamamAM sthira karI devA joIe. hA....te mATe ApaNe haiye bharapUra vAtsalyabhAva hovo joIe. svAthI sAdhu ke sAvI A lAbha kadApi pAmI zakatA nathI. apekSAe jinAlayanA jIrNoddhAra karatAM ya vadhu lAbha asthira AtmAnA jIrNoddhAramAM paDe che. enI upekSA kema ja thaI zake? (3) vAtsalya : AzritAdinA denA jherane emane nasanasamAMthI navI kADhavAnI nakala je kaI guNamAM hoya te te vAtsalyamAM che. dhikkAra ke tiraskAra-mAtrathI kadI kaI

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munijIvananI bALapeAthI-2 sudharyAM nathI. sudharavAnI zakacatA mAtra vAtsalyabhAvamAM che. kadAca tethI paNa na sudhare te ya jAtane te danAcAranA A AcAra-pAlananeA seA TakA lAbha che. 107 vizvavAsalyanI vAtA karanArA ApaNane sagha vAtsalya spazyu haze kharuM ? ziSyavAtsalyane anubhavyuM haze kharU ? saghavAtsalyanA abhAve ja saMghanI sthiti viSama nahi manI hAya AzritA uparanA vAtsalyanA abhAve ja emanAM. jIvana AMcakAe khAI khAIne khatama thatAM naDu hAya ! (4) zAsanaprabhAvanA : mAtra ATha ja prakAranA vAdI, kavi, vyAkhyAnakAra: vagere prabhAvanA karI zake tevuM rakhe mAnI letA ! jinAjJAnA sAcA pAlaka kAI paNa hAya sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka ke zrAvikA pratyeka zAsananeA prabhAvaka che. 1 temAM ya gRhasthe mukhyatve dAnAdi cAra dharmAMnu suMdara ArAdhanA karavA dvArA ane saMsAratyAgIe zAstrAjJA mujabanA ja jIvananA kaTTara pakSa ane pAlana. dvArA prabhAvanA karI zake che. zAsanaprabhAvanA jevA keAI parA kArI dharma nathI mATe ja zAsanahIlanA karavA jevA kAi mItte adhama nathI. mATe ja pUjyapAda haribhadrasUrIjI mahArAjAe ajANatAM ya * zAsanamAlinya nahi karavAnI sahune preraNA karI che. " ..

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108 munijIvananI bALapethI-2 ke ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevuM mahAbhAIne patra (28) upakaraNane kasa kADhave ? jarUra pUratAM ja vastro vagere upakaraNe - zAstromAM batAvelI saMkhyAmAM rAkhavA joIe. A vastrAdine paNa pUrepUro kasa kADhavuM joIe. jarAka phATe ke tene vidAya ApI devAnI nIti IcchanIya na gaNAya. evA aneka mahAtmAo che, jeo eka ja saMthAre 20 - 25 varSathI thIgaDAM daI daIne paNa vApare che. jhaTa jhaTa navAM kapaDAM vAparavAno meha ApaNuM ahita karanAra che. ApaNe ApaNuM munijIvananI maryAdAo ane nItione custapaNe vaLagI rahIe e ja ApaNuM saundarya che. ene ja ApaNe khIlavavuM rahyuM. kapaDuM ekadama jIrNa thAya tyAM sudhI vAparI zakAya. pachI tenAM ja lUNAM thaI jAya. kAmaLI jIrNa thAya te tenA ja dhArI ke kherI thaI zake. pAtaru tUTI jAya te chevaTe tenA nIcenA bhAgamAMthI dAbaDIAnuM DhAMkaNuM banAvI levAya. bAkInA bhAgamAMthI sAyaNa banAvI zakAya. saMthAre phATe to temAMthI pAtarA nIce mUkavAnuM AsaniyuM banAvI levAya. Ama buddhithI te te vastunI upayogitA zodhIne AsaniyA pha

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 108 upakaraNane zakya teTale vadhu kasa kADhavAnuM lakSa rAkhavuM joIe. Aje te ApaNAM aneka upakaraNe AdhAkarmAdi deSavALAM hoya che. keTalAMka vilakSaNa banAvaTavALAM te keTalAMka khUba moMghAM paDatAM hoya che. je jarAtarAmAM tene vidAya ApavAnI kuTevane bhega banAya te te vyaktine vAraMvAra keTalA badhA doSa vagerene bhoga banavuM paDe ? zuM A ApaNane paravaDe tevI bAbata che ? (29) ghaDiyALa vAparavA aMge : kharekhara te ghaDiyALa vaparAya ja nahi. temAM covIse ya kalAka je mazIna cAle che, tenI aMdara vAyu. kAyAdinI ghaNuM virAdhanA thatI hoya che. ApaNA pUrvaje te zAstrokta nIti mujaba divase. dehanA paDachAyA uparathI ane rAte saptarSinA tArAnA gaNitathI samaya jANuM letA. svAdhyAyanA vega uparathI. paNa samaya nakkI karAto. Aje te ApaNe evI bhAvanA ja lagabhaga naSTa thaI gaI che. nahi te Aje paNa ukta gaNitanI jANa-- kArIvALA mahAtmAo vidyamAna che. khera....je A zAstravidhinuM pAlana karavAnuM sAmarthya na lAgatuM hoya te chevaTe pitAnI ArAdhanA mATe gRhasthAe vasatimAM (upAzrayamAM) mUkelA ghaDiyALathI samayanuM jJAna meLavI levuM joIe. paNa pitAnI mAlikI jevuM ghaDiyALa,

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110 munijIvananI bALathI-2 sadAya pitAnI pAse rAkhavuM te ucita na gaNAya. temAM ya vaLI tene cAvI jAte ApavI te paNa ucita na gaNAya. kharekhara, ghaDiyALanuM A pApa khUba vyavasthita rIte ApaNA jIvanamAM pedhI gayuM hoya tema lAge che. ApaNu mATe A bhAre khedane viSaya banI rahe ghaTe. (30) rAte lAITa aMge : rAtanA samaye upAzrayamAM lAITa, phAnasa vagerenA prakAzanI apekSA na rAkhavI joIe. AkhI rAta cAlatI teukAyanI virAdhanAne A bhayaMkara doSa che. chatAM je koI dAdara ja e heya ke jene caDavAUtaravAmAM vRddha sAdhu ke sAdhavajIne paDI javAne pUre bhaya rahete heya; e sthaLa ja evuM hoya, jyAM jIvajatune ke AsapAsanI vicitra ajaina vasatinA raMjADane bhaya rahetuM hoya athavA te munionI jIvana-rakSAne prazna hoya te tevAM AgADha kAraNosara A deSa na chUTake sevI zakAya; paNa emAM gItArtha-vaDIla ja pramANabhUta samajavA. bIjA koIe paristhiti aMge nirNaya karavAnI sattA potAnA hAthamAM levI nahi. kemake tema karanArathI jo agya nirNaya levAI jaze [jarUriyAtane vakhate binajarUriyAtane, binajarUrI vakhate jarUriyAtane] te tenA AtmAnuM ghaNuM moTuM ahita thaze. AthI ja kalpasUtra granthanA sAmAcArI vyAkhyAnamAM vAraMvAra, "AyariyA paccavAya jAti' kahyuM che.

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 111 savAlo ane javAbo savAla (28) : jenA saMyamapariNuma bhagna thaI gayA che tenuM zuM karavuM joIe ? javAba : zakya hoya tyAM sudhI tenuM sthirIkaraNa karavuM joIe. pariNAmabhagna thavAmAM keNa nimitta aLyuM che ? te zedhI kADhIne tenI upara vicAra kare joIe. je kaSAyAdinuM nimitta banyuM hoya te kSamApanAdithI nivAraNa karavuM. je brahmacaryanI bAbata hoya te saMsAranI vicitratAo, azaraNutA, asAratA, vipAkakaTutA vagere sArI rIte samajAvavA joIe ane vigaIone upaga ekadama ghaTADI nAkhavuM joIe. tevA prakAranA saMgane ane vAMcanane tyAga karAvavuM joIe. Ama khAsa kALajI laIne te AtmAne sthira karAya to te AtmA UgarI jAya; sthirIkaraNa vyaktine khUba meTo lAbha maLe ane zAsanahIlanAnuM nivAraNa thAya. paNa je ema ja lAgatuM hoya ke ghaNI badhI chUTachATa ApavAthI ja e AtmA mAtra thoDoka vadhu samaya kheMcI zake tema che, ane e chUTachATone cepa anyane lAgatAM bIjAone paNa uchUkhala thavAnuM ke azista AcaravAnuM zIkhavA maLe tema che, te ghaNAnAM hitanI rakSA mATe e AtmAne vidAya lete aTakAvavuM na joIe.

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112 munijIvananI bALapathI-2 vaLI je AtmAnuM sthirIkaraNa karavAmAM Ave tene tenI kSationuM pUrepUruM prAyazcitta ApavuM joIe. cheda vagere ApavAnI jarUra paDe te temAM leza paNa mehajanita kaI lAgaNI ADI AvavI na joIe. evA samaye je vaDIla beTI rIte bacAva ke lAgaNInA pakSamAM UbhA rahI jAya te temane ja bhayaMkara saMsAra vadhI jAya. vaLI prAyazcitta levAnI je bhagna-pariNAmI vyaktinI saharSa taiyArI na hoya te tenI pAtratA zuM? doSasevana karavAne kharekhare pazcAttApa te te ja che ke te sAme caDIne kaDakamAM kaDaka prAyazcitta mAge. pachI temAM cAhe teTaluM dehazeSaNa thatuM hoya ke svamAnabhaMga thatuM jaNAto hoya. savAla (25) : sAdavIjI mahArAja puruSa-paMDite. pAse adhyayana karI zake kharA? javAba : je sAdhvIjI mahArAje ja adhyayana ane adhyApananI kaLAmAM sukuzaLa banI jAya te temanI ziSyAone puruSa-paMDita pAse bhaNavAnI jarUra ja na rahe. ekabIjA bhaNatA - bhaNAvatA hoya; A ja uttama vyavasthA che. paDite pAsenA adhyayanamAM vijAtIya paricayanuM nukasAna saMbhavita che; bhale pachI tenI saMbhAvanAnA TakA khUba ocho paNa mukAya. paraMtu A sthiti IcchanIya che. nahi ja.

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munijIvananI bALapethI-2 113 chatAM je te rIte ja adhyayana karavAnI paristhiti upasthita thatI hoya te tenA aMge vizeSa kALajI rAkhI levI. yuvAna sAdhvIjIne adhyayana karavAnuM hoya te te bIjA paNa keTalAka sAdhvIjInI sAthe bese ane paMDita pAse bhaNe. athavA te potAnA gunA pIDha sAdhvIjIne sAthe laI jAya, jethI temanI suMdara rIte rakSA thaI jAya. AvI vyavasthA karIne jemane adhyayana karAvAya temane khUba ja Thesa adhyayana karAvI devuM. temanA vaDIlee te sAdhavIjIone dabANapUrvaka kahevuM ke, "evI rIte bhaNuM lo, jethI bhaviSyamAM tame ja bIjA sAdhvIjIone bhaNAvI zake." AvA sAdhvIjIo taiyAra thavA ja joIe te Agraha vaDIla sAdhvIjIo rAkhaze te tevA sAdhvIjIe jarUra taiyAra thaI jaze. savAla (26) : keTalAka vibhinna grupanA munie [ ke sAdavIjIo ] paraspara bhegA thAya che tyAre keTalAka vaDIla vagerenI niMdA thAya tevI vAto kare che ke carcA upADe che. temane jaDabAtoDa javAba de ke mauna ja rahevuM? javAba : ApaNA vaDIla vagerenI niMdA thAya tevI vAta upADavI ja na joIe. chatAM koI sagamAM tevI kaI vAta nIkaLI gaI hoya to je sAmI vyakti saraLa hAya ane samajavAnI buddhi dharAvatI hoya te zAntaci jarAya mijAja gumAvyA vinA tene saghaLI vAta karI zakAya. paNa je vyakti kadAgrahI hoya ke amuka prakArane mu. 8

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114 munijIvananI bALapothI-2 sahaja tiraskArabhAva dharAvatI hoya te mauna ja rahevuM sAruM ne? athavA tyAMthI UThI javuM sAruM ne? kadAgrahI sAthe AvI vAta karavAthI kyAreka to vAtAvaraNa vadhu dUSita thAya che; vaimanasyamAM vRddhi thAya che; are kyAreka samaSTigata rIte paNa tenAM nukasAna bhegavavAM paDe che. AthI ja "sabase baDI cUpa sivAya chUTako nathI. paramAtmA vira-prabhue caMDakauzikane bedha Ape paNa sagama pratye sAva mauna rahyA; mAtra AMkhe karuNAnAM azru vahevaDAvyAM. A daSTAMtamAM A ja vAta paDI che ne ? saMvedana Xx mAgu tArI mAyA anAdikALanA ekadhArA paribhramaNamAM paDelA agaNita azubha saMskAre ! vartamAnakALamAM maLeluM patanakAraka dUSita nimittothI bharapUra vAyumaMDaLa! ane pApAnubaMdhI puNyane joradAra udaya! anukULatA, AkarSakatA, atiparicaya, ekAnta ane aMdhakArasvarUpa kAma-rAjanAM Adhunika pAMca chUTatAM bANone satata mAro ! re ! ze bacavuM?

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munijIvananI bALapethI-2 115 he trizalAnA jAyA ! AmAM vAsanAomAMthI aMzataH chuTakAro ya ze saMbhave ? cAre bAjuthI pAponA paDachAyAoe mane gherI lIdhuM che! e trizalAnA jAyA ! lalATe cAMle hoya, bagalamAM caravaLe hoya ke deha upara tyAgI-jIvananAM, zveta vastro hoya; AnI ya e pApone zarama naDI nathI! huM eka vAmana jeve ! ane mArAmAMthI ja nIkaLeilA pApanA paDachAyAe virATa rAkSasa jevA ! mane ja mArAoe gherI lIdhuM che! nathI koI sAMbhaLI zake tema mArI vAta....kahI zakAya tema nathI, ane have te sahI zakAya tema paNa nathI. badhuM ja jovAI gayuM che, tana, mana ane jIvana karamAI gayuM che, yauvana. haNAI gayuM che; kauvata. barabAda thaI gaI che; buddhi. pAyamAla thaI che; jIvananI meMgherI paLe. kone kahuM? keNa sAMbhaLe ? evo te zuddha karyo rahI gaye haze Atama ? moTA bhAgamAM zaMkA paDavA lAgI che. cerane to badhA cora ja lAge ne ? emAM vaLI zAstrajJoe vAvaDa ApyA ke, A kALamAM, bharatakSetramAMthI sarvathA vAsanA-mokSa koIne paNa saMbhavita nathI. cAhe teTalI tapa-japanI sAdhanA kare, anuSThAnanI ArAdhanA kare, jinanI upAsanA kare."

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munijIvananI khALapAthI-2 hAya ! have zuM thAya ? vAsanAmAMthI chUTakAro saMbhavita ja nathI tyAM zuM karavuM? 116 paNa eka dI ekAeka kAne zabdo athaDAI gayA ane hatAza thai gayelA haiye utsAha bharAIne UbharAI gace.. AnaMda Ana Mda thaI gayA; keAI rAMkane leTarInI e lAkhanI TikiTaneA Dro lAgI jAya ane tene jeTalo AnaMda thAya tenAthI anaMtaguNu 'Anada thai gayA. mana kUdI kUdIne khelavA lAgyu.....bhale Aja--atyAre vAsanA-meAkSa nathI, have kAMi vAMdhA nahi, kemake Aje paNa; ahIM paNa--A ja bharatakSetramAM trizalAnA jAyAnI. mAyA tA maLI ja zake che. mAyA ! kRpA! AziSa ! A, trizalAnA jAyA ! tArA anugraha ! peAtAnA ! jo tArI mAyA maLI gaI tA mAre khIjuM zu? meATAnI kRpA maLe pachI teA khIjuM na rahe. ane te ya are ! are ! joie paNa kazuM ya bAkI A mAyAmAM te saghaLI vAsanAonA meAkSa karI devAnI apratihata zakti paDI che. A bhava ja mA AvatA bhave ke vaLatA bhave tarata meAkSa ! mAtra nava varSanI vaye kaivalyanI prApti karI ApavAnI che trizalAnA jAyAnI mAyAmAM! ja khAtarI paDI basa....basa....uve huM kAme lAgI jAu chu e * phelAyelA rAkSasI paDachAyAe-mArAmAMthI ja nIkaLIne huve mArAmAM ja samAvI dauM chuM.

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munijIvananA bALapeAthI-2 nA....huM te kAma nahi karuM. elA jAyAnI mAyA ja te badhuM karI deze. tA mAre zuM karavAnuM ? mAre mAtra mAyAmAM vizvAsa mUkI devAne ! mAyAne pAmavA mATe mArI kAyA e jAyAnA pUjanamAM ane enI AjJAonA pAlanamAM joDI devAnI. asa....je ene AjJApAlaka ane caraNakamalapUjaka che tene tenI mAyA maLIne ja rahe che. 117 ahA ! kevuM suMdara samAdhAna jaDI gayuM; A gItamAMthI....huM trizalAnA jAyA ! mAguM tArI mAyA. have kevuM suMdara manI jaze AjIvana ! A tana, yauvana ! have mAyA pAmIne nirmAyAvI thaIza, mana ane cAMllA, caravALA ke sAdhuveSane akalaMka mAtInA dANA jevuM nima La banAvIza. cAlo; vAtA baMdha karuM. kAme lAgI jAuM. duSTa mAMthI deva banI jAuM, jaya hA; mAyAnA sAgara mAyAtItanA ! X

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pATha : 10 nigranthothI ja jagata DUbaze ke taraze samagra vizvanA sukha ane zAtinI kaI dharI heya te te AryadezanAM mekSalakSI Aryadharmo che. paNa tene ya gakSetranI kaI dharI hoya te sAce jainasaMgha che. tenA paNa hitanI kaI dharI hoya to te saMsAratyAgI zrama ane zramaNIo che. teo zeSanAga jevA che, jenA mAthe AkhI dharatI che. AkhI dharatInAM sukha ane zAti saMkaLAyelAM che. jeTaluM temanuM jIvana dharmaprabhAvaka, teTaluM jainasaMghathI mAMDIne AkhA vizvanuM hita AkhA vizvamAM sukha ane zAti, maitrI ane pramada, tyAre Rtuo paNa yathAsamaya phaLe, tyAre samaMdare paNa mAjhA na mUke, tyAre sUraja paNa maryAdA bahAranI Aga na ke. lUMTaphATa, dhADa, cerI, baLAtkArAdi pApa ya pramANamAM a5 heya. jyAre A zramaNa-zramaNIonuM jIvana nabaLuM paDe tyAre badhI avyavasthAo pedA thAya. na tirthaM viNa niyaMThehiM vacana kahe che ke,

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munijIvananI bALapothI-ra 119 "zramaNa-zramaNInA zramaNa-zramaNa paNa vinA tIrthaMkaradeva-sthApita tIrtha TakI zakatuM nathI. A hakIkata atyanta yathArtha che. bhArata ane samagra vizvamAM je aghera garIbI, hiMsA ane nAstikatAnAM ghoDApUra dhamasyAM che tene khALavAnuM sAmarthya mUThIbhara zramaNa-zramaNIomAM che. teonI zAstranItinI ArAdhanAmAM che. temanA tapa, tyAga, vrata ane parameSThi japamAM tathA navapadadhyAnamAM che; temanA zAsanarakSAnA kAryotsargo putpAdanI ati pracaMDa zakti dharAve che. e putpAda vizvamAtranA sukhazAntimAM pariNamI zake che. pratyeka sAce zramaNa ke sAcI zramaNI "eke hajArA barobara che. enI ArAdhanAnI zuddhinI tAkAtanuM koI paNa zabdothI varNana thaI na zake. e zuddhimAMthI pedA thatAM puNyanA visphoTa (udaya)mAM "zuM zuM sAruM bane ?" ema kaI pUchaje ja mA ! UlaTuM "zuM sAruM na banI zake ?" ema pUcho. jainasaMghane ane samagra vizvane sAcA zramaNazramaNIonI jarUra che. paraMtu A munigaNa je vyApaka stare pedA kare haze te je vaDIlagayuM che teNe pitAnuM dhyAna A tarapha savizeSa kendrita karavuM paDaze. AvI dhanya sthiti pedA karavAmAM AvatI ADaze ane ADAM AvatAM dabANane dUra khaseDavAM ja paDaze. te vakhate temaNe je tevA anicchanIya mamatva ke mamata hoya te badhAne saharSa tyAgavA paDaze. khAza! miSTAnnAdinA tyAga

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120 munijIvananI bALathI-2 karatAM paNa A mamatva ane mamatane tyAga vadhu tAkAta mAge che ! A sivAya paNa bIjI keTalIka vAto vaDIla-vage ane bIjA tamAma munigaNe vicAravI paDaze. temAM khAsa karIne ziSyameha, zarIrameha ane padavI mehane zakya teTale vadhu ogALe ja chUTake che. A traNe ya prakAranI mahadazAne lIdhe saMghamAM keTalAMka sthaLe zaithilya ane saMgharSa tathA ahaMkAra ane dhikkAranAM valaNa vyApaka banyAM che. AvA duSita vAyumaMDaLane lIdhe saMgharakSA ke zAsanasevAnAM kAryo sUjhatA nathI. ekaladokalane sUjhe ane te tevAM kAryo kare te tene vega maLato nathI, UlaTuM kAmamAM dhakko maLe che. ApaNI upara prabhutvazAsananuM ane janasaMghanuM keTaluM moTuM kAraNa che e gaMbhIrapaNe samajavAnI paLe ekadama pAkI gaI che. A traNa je dI samajAze te divasathI e zAsana ane saMghanA abhyadaya mATe badhuM ja karI chUTavAnI AgabharI jhaMkhanA pedA thaze. te divase ADA AvatAM badhA savAle gauNa banI jaze. te divase pahela karavA ApaNe ja taiyAra thazuM, nAnAnI sAme javAnI-bheTavAnI ApaNe moTA chatAM tauyArI dAkhavIzuM. te vakhate ApaNuM jIvana zithIlatAnA sImADA oLagaze; nakAmI vAtanI taLeTIe cheDaze; nAnI nAnI ArAdhanAnuM caDANa paNa aMte pUruM karIne viziSTa koTinI bAjarI saMkhanA pAka mATe bahu

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 121 zAstrArAdhanAone zikhare jaIne ja jaMpaze. basa...tyAre ja ApaNe "eke hajArA" banIzuM. tyAre ja DUbatI saghaLI naiyAo ApaNuM sUphamanA baLe taravA lAgI jaze. te divase badhA jokhamamukta banI jaze. ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevuM (31) vibhUSAne ajagara : taddana navAM kapaDAM paheravAnI IcchA rahevI, athavA vAraMvAra kApa kADhIne cokhAM kapaDAM paheravAnI vRtti rahevI; Tinopala vApare, khUba cekhe kApa kADha, gaDI banAvIne kapaDAM sAcavavAM, kAmaLIne khUba kALajIthI vAparavI, muhapattinA dorA kAtarathI dUra karatA rahevA, Asanene mehapUrvaka sAcavavAM, potAnuM Asana ekadama vyavasthita pAtharavAnI cIvaTavALA rahevuM vagere..... vibhUSAnA prakAre che. jenI pAchaLa maharAja potAnI malAI mArI jAte hiya tevI uparyukta pravRttio vibhUSAnA gharanI che. A sthiti brahmacarya upara sIdhe hamale karanArI bane che. ethI vibhUSA e AtmaguNene bharaDo lenAra ajagara che. dazavaikAlika sUtramAM vibhUsAvattiyaM bhikabU , kamma baMdhaI cikANuM... kathI vibhUSAne cIkaNuM karma

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munijIvananI bALapeAthI-2 AMdhanArI, dhAra sa'sAramAM jIvane paTakanArI kahI che. carIranI te saMsArI'nuM jIvana che. ApaNe te TApaTIpA e sasAratyAgI chIe. 122. (32) glAnAdi sevA : vaDIla evA gurvAdinI sevA te| nitya hoya ja. parantu mALa, vRddha, glAna, tapasvInI sevA te kayAreka ja maLI jAya. AvA samaye peAtAnA svAdhyAyAdi cegane gauNa karI devA joie. svAdhyAyathI mukhyatve jJAnAvaraNIya kama nA kSayeApazama thAya; jyAre vaiyAvaccathI jJAnAvaraNIya uparAnta mAhanIya ka`nA paNa bhukkA khelAi jAya. vaiyAvacca, svAdhyAya ane tapa e traNa ceAgeA evI rIte ArAdhavA joie ke jethI tenI pUnA cAgane jarA paNa dhakko na lAge. 'jo gilANa' paDisevai se ma* Disevai' e paramAtmA vIra-prabhunu' vacana ApaNe kadI na bhUlIe. badhAM ja kAryAM paDatAM mUkIne paNa glAnAdinI sevA karavI joI e. nahi te kacAreka koIka glAnAdine tIvra AttadhyAna thaze te tenA deSatA bhAgIdvAra ApaNe manI jaizu. (33) udgAra banavuM : peAtAnI pAse game tevI sArI vastu hAya paNa suryeAgya pAtrane dai detAM kadI khacakAvuM nahi. pAtrane dAnanA lAbha maLe ja kayAMthI ? AvI taka teA kI javA na devI.

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 123 hA... tevA lAbha levA mATe sArI vastuone parigraha kadApi kare nahi; paNa sahaja rIte prApta vastune lAbha lIdhA vinA kadI rahevuM nahi. pachI tevI bIjI vastu maLaze ke nahi maLe? tenI kadI cintA karavI nahi. "tyAge usake Age. " AvI rIte ekabIjA vacenuM sAdharmika - premanuM saMbhAraNuM saMpanna thatAM kyAreka moTA lAbhe thaI jaze. (34) abhigraha karavA ? | munijIvananI rakSA abhigrahanI nAkAbaMdhI karavAthI. che. sAmarthya keLavIne - bAdhAo teDavAnI nirmAlyavRttipUrvaka nahi ja - jema bane tema vadhu dravya, kSetrAdinA abhigraha karavA. AthI varmAntarAya Adi karmano jambara kSapazama thAya che. zAstramAM vicitra abhigraha [ nadI. vacce Ubhe rahele hAthI sUMDhathI lADu vaherAve tyAre ja pAraNuM karavuM vagere ] khemaSi vageree karyAnA prasaMge Ave che. ApaNe paNa charIthI kaI zAka vaherAve; bAjumAM bilI UbhI hoya ane koI bhAta vaherAve tyAre ja te. zAka ke bhAta khudalA karavA....vagere TacUkaDA abhigrahe te. jarUrI karI zakIe. (35 recaka dravya vadhu na levAM? peTanI vAraMvAra garabaDa, kabajiyAta thatAM uNAdarI, lAMbA upavAsa Adi karavAne badale roja divela vagere.

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munijIvananI khALapeAthI--2 levAya te AMtaraDA khUba nabaLA paDI jAya. kAI recaka, pAcaka dravya levuM ja paDe te sUMTha sAthe haraDenA pAuDara ke garamAvA ja levA jevA gaNAya. khIjA isamagula, divela vagere ceAgya na gaNAya. haraDe - (10 AnI + 6 AnI) recaka nathI; pAcaka che; prAyaH te nirdoSa che; guNakArI che. raica mATe leAjana pahelAM ane pAcana mATe bhAjana mAda te laI zakAya. AMmilamAM triphaLAne pAuDara te ja rIte laI zakAya. paNa ane tyAM sudhI tenA vinAnuM Aregya banAvI devAya te sAruM. 124 (36) pyAlA lUchavA : - mAtru vagere mAdane bhInA pyAlA dhAra sAthe kharekhara lUchyA vinA kadI na mUkeA. iMTa upara mUkI devA mAtrathI khAsa karIne cAmAsA, ziyALAmAM - te be ghaDInI aMdara sUkAi jatA nathI. upAzrayamAM e sthaLe evA e mATA kaTakAM khAMdhavA joie; jenAthI khAle lUchI zakAya. A kaTakA paNu e ghaDImAM sUkAi javA joIe. te mATe tenA e cheDAne doDha hAthanA aMtare khAMdhavA; kaTakA moTA rAkhavA. (ekathI doDha hAtha paheALA; traNa hAtha lAMbA. ) e kaTakA pavanathI UDayA kare tema na bAMdhavA; naddhi teA vAyukAyanI virAdhanA thAya.

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munijIvananI bALapethI 125 savAla ane javAbo savAla (27) vihAranA nirjana athavA vicitra vasativALA rastAomAM sAvajane rakSA khAtara paNa mANasa levo ja paDe che. to tema kahI zakAya kharuM ke mANasa na ja levuM joIe? javAba : je rakSAne savAla hoya te jarUra mANasa le paDe; paNa te pUrve kahyA mujaba bAI hoya te. sAruM. kadAca puruSane ja levuM paDe to te aMgenI tamAma maryAdAonuM pUruM pAlana karavuM. bIjuM, te mANasa pAse pitAnI taNakhalA jeTalI paNa cIja upaDAvavI nahi. pANIne ghaDe vagere tamAma vastuo jAte ja levAnI hoya che. keI glAnAdi hoya to temane lAbha anya tyAgIo, laI zake che. mANasane potAnuM poTaluM vagere levaDAvavAmAM tenA dvArA je kAMI khAvA-pIvAdinI virAdhanAo thAya te badhAmAM nimittabhUta banavAne deza ApaNane lAgI jAya. AthI ja raste cAlatAM te mANasa ke (ke sAthe vaLAvavA AvelA jene vagere) ghAsa vagere upara na cAle tenI samajaNa paNa ApaNe temane ApI devI joIe. je teo ghAsa vagere upara cAle te tene nimittabhUta deSa ApaNane lAgI jAya. savAla (28): glAna ke vRddha sAdhu athavA sAdhvIjIe

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munijIvananI bALapeAthI-ra temanA vaDIlAnI sAthe DALImAM vihAra karatA rahevA joIe ke ekAda jagAe sthira thavuM joI e ! javAba : viziSTa keTinA zAsanaprabhAvakAnI vAtane apavAdarUpe vicArIne bAju upara mUkIe. bAkI hAthe karIne DALImAM vihAra karavA te ucita nathI jaNAtuM. vaDIleAe tevI glAna ke vRddha vyaktinA sthiravAsa aMgenI tamAma sagavaDa karI ApavI joI e. tevuM gAma vagere temaNe zeAdhI ApavAM joI e, jyAM sthiravAsa karavAmAM te ati glAna ke vRddhane kadI asamAdhi na thavA pAme, tenI sAthe vaiyAvaccanA viziSTa guNavALA muni paNa rAkhI ApatrA joI e. 126 kacAreka AvI vyavasthA nahi thai zakavAthI athavA vihAramAM sAthe ja rAkhavAthI viziSTa samAdhi sacavAze tevI kalpanAthI paNa glAnAdine DALImAM sAthe rAkhavA paDe che. kadAca koI prasaMgamAM A vicAraNA paNa ceAgya hAI zake, paNa e gItAnA viSaya che. je pradezamAM najIka-najIkamAM gAmA maLI jatAM hAya tevA pradezamAM glAna ke vRddhane (eka vAra DoLImAM ya tyAM paheAMcADI daI ne) jo rAkhavAmAM Ave te teo zaiDuka gheADu'ka cAlIne najIka-najIkanAM anukULa gAmAmAM cAturmAMsa karatA rahe. Ama temane sthiravAsane ya dveSa sevavA na paDe. jo teTaluM ya cAlavAnI zakti na heAya te sthiravAsa paNa karI zake. eka ja vasatimAM khUNA badalatA rahIne vihAra-caryAnI sApekSatAne jALavI rAkhe. paNa DALImAM ja sadA vaDIleA sAthe ke svayaM niSkAraNu pharavuM te ucita lAgatu nathI.

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munijIvananI bALapethI-2 127 have te DelIvALAnAM ya duHkha kAMI ochAM rahyAM nathI. temane trAsa kyAreka sthiravAsa karavAnI preraNA Ape te asahya banI jatA hoya che. savAla (29) : munijIvanamAM svAdhyAyanI pradhAnatA hovI joIe ke tapanI ? javAba : munijIvana eTale ja tapamaya jIvana. mahopAdhyAyajIe batrIsImAM kahyuM che ke jema jema saMyamajIvananI AMtarapariNati vikAsa pAmatI jAya tema tema sahaja rIte te AtmA tenA zarIra sAthe ja vadhu ne vadhu joradAra yuddha karavA lAgI paDe. deha sAthenA khUnakhAra jaMganuM saphaLatama zastra che : bAhya tapa, khAI-pIne khUba svAdhyAya kare bahu sahela che. paraMtu bhaNyA-gaNyA vinA ya ugra tapa kare bahu muzkela che. dehAdhyAsa upara tapa ja sIdhe prahAra karI zake che. paNa chatAM. kAraNavazAt je AtmA viziSTa tapa na ja karI zake teNe tenA bhArobhAra duHkha sAthe saMyamanA bIjA ye -svAdhyAya-mAM barobara lAgI paDavuM joIe. kema ke tapanI peDhI na cAlI; phaDacAmAM gaI te tenI nukasAnI sarabhara karavA mATe bIjI koI-svAdhyAyAdinI peDhIdhIMgI kamANa karatI-calAvavI te joIe ja; nahi te be ya bAjuthI evI barabAdI thAya, je bharapAI thaI zake nahi. badhI vAte zUrA te bahu thoDA ja tyAgIo maLI zakaze.

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128 nn A, triaAkaguru zAsanapati vizvanI mA ! jagaDha mA ! munijIvananI bALapothI-2 savedana jhera amArAM utArA paramAtmA ! sacarAcara tArA asIma vAtsalyanI vAta sAMbhaLuM chuM tyAre Azcaya vibhAra banI jAuM chu. teM mA manIne kevA kevAnAM jIvana sudhAryAM! kevA kevAnAM pApAnAM jhera nimU La karyAM ! zUlapANi vagere devenAM jhera nIceAvyAM ! geAzAlaka jevA adhamAdhama AtmAnA ya mithyAtvanuM jhera khatama karyuM. zatrune ya te cAhyo ! kharekhara tu ajabagajabanI mA che. jeNe tane sarvAMSTa upasa chatAM upasarga banI gayA. ] te banI gayA. karyAM [ Azaya na hatA ya devalAkanA devAtmA devA ane mAnaveAnAM jhera utAravAM te hajI sahela haze; parantu te* tA caDakauzika jevA kALettA STiviSa sApanAM ya jhera nIceAvI nAkhyAM! mAravA ja AvelAne te jIvADavo! DUbavA nIkaLelAne teM tA[! kALAtarAnI e kathA amArA haiye bhAre Azcaya ane apUrva Anada pedA karI jAya che. e deva ! paNa jyAre A badhI vAtane mane khabara paDI ke tuM alaukika

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 129 koTine gAruDika che ! devanA ane pazuonA ya, mitranA ane zatrunA ya jhera utArI nAMkhavAnI tArI koI ajaba alokika kamAla che, tyAre mane mAre svArtha yAda AvyuM che. kadAca e vAta huM karuM te khoTe nahi paDuM ke jagatamAtranAM jhera utArI nAkhanAra tuM mArI ragaragamAM vyApeluM jhera nahi nIcavI zake. nA... nahi ja. kadAca paDakArabharI bhASAmAM kahuM te ya te khoTuM nathI ke mArI nasanasamAM vyApeluM jhera tuM nahi utArI zake. e jagadaMbA ! zuM e jhera mithyAtvanuM che? nA. nA... mArI mA ! huM to pAke samakti chuM. sudevAdi sivAya kadI koIne mAnatA nathI ke namatuM nathI. zuM e jhera aviratinuM che ? nA re nA... tema paNa nathI. meM sarvaviratine svIkAra karI lIdhuM che. bhAre umaMgathI varaghaDe kADhIne nANa mAMDIne mArI pratijJAo karI lIdhI che. pelA de ane pazuo; mitra ane zatruonAM je jhera hatAM te mithyAtva ke aviratinAM ja haze. ane mArI mA tene te dUra paNa karI dIdhA che. paNa mAruM jhera te te sivAyanuM che. samyakavI ane sarvaviratidharanI paNa ragaragamAM e vyApe tevA prakAranuM kAtila jhera che. A jhera barobara prasare che, te mithyAtva ane aviratinAM jhera paNa AvI paDe che. mu. 9

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130 munijIvananI bALapothI-2 have ja tArI kasoTI che. je amAruM jhera tuM utArI de to kamAla thaI gaI kahevAya ! e jhera che, amArI prakRtimAM paDelA kakSAnuM ! chatA, ahaMkAratA, kSudratA, halakAI, svArtha zUratA, paratiraskAra, svasanmAna, niSpharatA, kRtanitA, kaThoratA... vagere vagere... e mA ! je amArA svabhAvamAM vyApIne svabhAva jevA banI gayelA jherane tuM utArI nAMkhe te huM tane A jagatane bejoDa gADika kahuM. je mArI prakRtimAM paDelI vikRtione tuM nirmULa karI de te tAre anaMta anaMta vAra upakAra mAnuM. basa, tyAre e mahAna gADika ! tArI mAyA zarU kara ! mArA jhera utArIne mane amRtatvanuM pradAna kara ! hA.... mane tArAmAM pUrNa vizvAsa che. e ja vakhate antarikSAmAMthI zabda saMbhaLAyA : "jene A gADikamAM pUrNa vizvAsa hoya te enA nAmane pitAno zvAsa banAve.... je kAMI jhera haze te UtarIne ja raheze." bAkI paDakAranI vAta karavAno kaI artha nathI. lagAve dhUna. arihaMtanA nAmanI ! pachI juo zuM thAya che !

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pATha : 11 samajI laIe; zAsanAdi pAMcane 1. zAsana. 2. saMgha 3. zAstra. 4. saMpatti. 5. dha. jinazAsana: saMghasattA : zAstramatiH dhArmi ka sa pattie mAkSalakSI dha vAda. A pAMcanI sAme geAThavAyelI pAMca tapa-- leAkasAzana. 2. rAjasattA. 3. bahumatI. 4. kAyadAe. 5. jamAnAvAda ane leAgavAda. jyAM sudhI vizvamAtranA ekAnte kalyANakara pAMca padArthAne ApaNe nahi samajIe tyAM sudhI ArAdhanAnAM aMgAmAM vega nahi Ave. vaLI jyAM sudhI e kalyANakArI padyArthIne khatama karatAM pAMca pratipakSI tattvAne nahi samajIe tA kadAca dharmanA nAme ja ApaNA hAthe adhama sevAI javAnI Dagale ne pagale pUrI zakayatA UbhI thayA caraze. te cAleA te pAMceya padArthone tenA pratipakSI sahita samajIe. 6. jinazAsana ane leAkazAsana : vizvanA savene sAcA ane sa'pUrNa sukha ane

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132 munijIvananI bALapethI-2 zAti prApta thAya te mATe trilekaguru tIrthaMkaradevee prakAzelI eka saMsthA : jenuM nAma che jinazAsana. ahIM paramagurue pharamAvelA AcAre ane jJAna gaNadhara svIkAre; temanI pAsethI nIce nIcenA yAvata sahu svIkAre. paramagurune suvizuddha jJAna AkhuM jagata svIkAre te AkhA jagatanuM kalyANa ja thAya ne? paNa A jinazAsana sAme lokazAsana geThavAyuM che. mahAguruonuM je saMtazAsana cAlyuM AvatuM hatuM, e saMtonA pratinidhirUpe rAjAe je suMdara rAjazAsana karatA. hatA te beyane khatama karavA mATe lekazAsana sthapAyuM. ghaNu badhA leke je kahe te satya.. te ja bhagavAna .. lekamAM moTI saMkhyA te garIba, abhaNa, pachAta, luccAo, svArthIo ane aparipake ja hoya ne ? AvA loko rAjalakSmIne zA mATe lUMTI na le ? zrImaMtane ya kema luMTI na le? e mATe ja emaNe bhegA thaIne lekazAsana sthApI dIdhuM. A zAsanapaddhati evI che ke nIce nIcenA aparipakava lekanA vicAro upara uparanA staranA viziSTa lekee svIkAravA ja paDe; nahi te te UMcA lekoe sattA uparathI khasI ja javuM paDe. 2, saMghasattA ane rAjasattA : pUrve saMgha ane tenI sAthe samAja, jJAti vagerenI sattA hatI. teo dharmamaryAdAo ane AryamaryAdAonuM barobara pAlana karAvatA; te maryAdAnI bahAra janArane daMDa

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munijIvananI bALapothI 13 3 detA. AthI samagra jainasaMgha ane samAjo, kema, jJAtiomAM keI uchuMbala banIne sattA ke saMpattinA jore bIjAone duHkhadAyaka pravRtti karI zakatuM nahi. have rAjasattA AvI. teNe saMghAdinI tamAma sattAo kApI nAkhI. AthI badhe uchuMkhalatA, svArthIndhatA vyApI. "baLiyAnA be bhAgane anyAya vyApaka thaye. badhA ya rAjasattAne parAdhIna thayA. temAM rahelA base, pAMcase mANasanI TeLI phAve te rIte koDe lekene kAyadA, kAnUnAdi vaDe trAsa ApI zakavAne samartha banI gayA. 3. zAmati ane bahumatI jenI pAse saMpUrNa jJAna nathI evA ApaNu jevA jIvAtmAe adhUrA jJAne game tevA nirNaye laI le tyAre sva-para sahunuM ahita thAya. Ama na thAya te mATe ja ApaNe sahu sarvajJa evA paramAtmAnI zAstramati pramANe ja cAlavAnuM rAkhatA. ethI eka akSara paNa viruddha jatA nahi. A zAstramati haMmezAM paraloka ane paramapadanA ApaNA bhAvI jIvananA hitane vicAratI, eTale sahaja rIte A lekanAM bhegasukha tarapha te aruci batADatI. AthI ja bhegararika jIvee tene UkheDI nAkhavA mATe tenI sAme "bahumatI' mUkI, bahumatI te haMmezAM bhegarasika jInI ja hoya. A bahumatInA jore temaNe evA nirNaya lIdhA, jethI chAnAM A lekanAM sukha, zAnti paNa homAvA lAgyAM..paraleka ane paramalekanI te vAta -ja kyAM rahI !

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134 munijIvananI bALapethI-2 4. dhArmika saMpatti ane kAyadAo pUjaNa, muhapatti ke derAsaranI dIvAthI mAMDIne siddhAcalAdi tIrtho e badhI ApaNuM dhArmika saMpatti che. kaI paNa saMsthA [jainazAsana] mAtra tenA kAryavAhaka gaNa [caturvidha saMgha ane baMdhAraNa zAstrothI na cAle, tenI sAthe tenI pAse saMpattinuM bhaMDoLa hevuM joIe. AvI ApaNuM uparyukta saMpatti che. eTale tene mekSalakSitA sAthe vadhu upayoga teTaluM ApaNA zAsananuM bAhya mALakhuM polAdI. AthI ja ApaNe vyavahAra-mArgane nizcayamArgane. pUraka gaNIe chIe. - A AkhuM pilAdI mALakhuM teDavA mATe ceriTI kamizanara ane kAyadAo; dharmasthAnomAM temanA DhAMcAno baMdhAraNo vagere virATa rInya gaThavAyuM che. ApaNe kadI ceriTI kamizanarAdine ApaNI aMdaranA savAle ukelavA mATe na nImavA joIe. ApaNe tyAM te mATe suyogya AcAryAdi munivare kyAM nathI ? 5. dharmavAda ane jamAnAvAda : keI paNa saMsthAne pitAne uddeza dhirma hoya che. A jinazAsana nAmanI saMsthAne uddeza - temAM joDAnArAne mAtra mokSaprAptine che. ahIM artha ke kAmanA keI paNa uddezathI joDAvAya nahi. ApaNe mekSalakSI A dharmavAda khatama karatA ApaNI sAme jamAnAvAda [deza; kALanuM bUmarANa ane bhagavAda

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 135 [A lekanAM bhautika sukhanI kAramI lAlasA] goThavAyAM che. ApaNe temAM kadI phasAvuM na joIe. jaya he, vizvakalyANakArI jinazAsanano. jaya he, tenA kAryakArI traNa zramaNapradhAna caturvidha saMghane. jaya he, tenA saMcAlana mATenA baMdhAraNasvarUpa dvAdazAMgI rUpa zAstrone ! jaya he, tenI tIrthAdi saMpattine. jaya he, tenA mekSalakSI dharmavAdane. 11 ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevuM (37) vADe sApha rAkhavo : je kaI saMgamAM nirdoSa skila-bhUmi eka, deDha mAIla dUra jaIne paNa na ja maLatI hoya te pyAlAne upaga karIne nirjana jagAmAM paraThavI devAnuM paNa thaI zake. te ya asaMbhavita hoya ane vADAmAM ja javuM paDe te vADA aMge ATalAM sUcane kAryakarane ApavAM : (1) vADAmAM retI bilakula na pAtharavI. (retImAM bhInAzathI kIDA vagere utpanna thAya che.)

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136 munijIvananI bALapothI-2 (2) rAkhane Dabbo mukAva. (3) Taba cekhuM karanAra vyaktine sUcanA apAvavuM ke cekhuM karyA bAda TabamAM paNa rahI na jAya mATe bhIMta sAthe nItaratuM mUke. - have A sukAyeluM Taba laIne tene upayoga karanAre temAM pAtaLA paDa jeTalI ja rAkha nAMkhavI. UThatI vakhate maLa upara pharI pAtaLI rAkha nAkhI devI. Ama karavAthI maLa upara jhINI jIvAte nahi bese. Taba sApha karanArane pANI vagerenI virAdhanA ochI karavI paDaze. paNa yAda rAkhajo ke Ama karIne ya ugArI zakAya tema nathI. kemake vADAno upayoga e ja mahA-moTuM pApa che. (38) roDa upara mAtru na paravavuM : nagaramAM kyAreka rAjamArgo upara mAtru paraThavavuM - te jhaTa sUkAI jatuM hoya te paNa - vAjabI nathI. jo AthI arjanane (have te jenone ya) 9ga chA thAya te ApaNane bhAre doSa lAge. bahetara che ke tevA sthaLe rahevuM ja nahi. vastutaH navAM upAzraye UbhAM karanAra A viSayamAM vizeSa dhyAna devuM joIe. upAzraya thoDoka nAna karIne paNa retIvALuM kapAunDa vALavuM joIe, athavA agAsI karIne paNa tyAM retI pAtharI zakAya. keTalAka munio moTAM zaheranI sesAyaTInA khAlI paDelA phaleTamAM rahI jAya che, jyAM sthahiMDala, mAtrAnI kaI khAsa anukULatA hotI nathI. tyAM teo game tyAM bese,

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 137 game tyAM paraTha, ke bAjuvALAone jugupsA thAya tevuM kare che tema karI thaI zake nahi. A rIte paropakAra karavAnuM zAstramAM kyAMya jaNAvyuM nathI. (39) zuddha vihAra karavo ? sUryAstanI be ghaDI pUvaeN cevihAra karI levo te zuddha covihAra gaNAya che. ekAzana karanAra tyAgIone te A khUba ja saraLa che. paNa bIjAe paNa ATaluM kare te IcchanIya te kharuM ja. ekAzana na karI zake teNe besaNuM karavuM joIe. sAMje besaNuM karavAnA lAbha karatAM geralAbha vadhu che. rAtre ravAdhyAya, japa ane dhyAna mATe sAMjanuM bhejana ane tenI upara ekadama pANI vAparavuM te be ya pratikULa che. Arogya mATe paNa sAruM nathI. hA... chatAM sAMjanA besaNAnI ja anukULatA hoya te sArI evI udarIpUrvaka karI zakAya kharuM. (40) bahAranI vastuo na vApare : bahAranI banAvelI-seva vagere paNa have vAparavA jevI nathI. kemake te badhI cIjo pazunI carabIrUpa telamAM ja taLAtI hoya che. e sivAya DabbAomAM taiyAra maLatI vastuo paNa tyAgavI jarUrI che. bernaviTA vagere pauSTika gaNAtI keTalIka vastuo abhaya havAne nirNaya thaI gaye che. A rIte bahAranA cyavanaprAza, jIvana, avaleha, biskiTa vagere paNa tyAgIo na vApare te ja atyanta

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munijIvananI bALapethI-2 ucita lAge che. cAsaNI vinAnI - pANImAM ja nelI pravAhI davAe paNa vAparI na zakAya. (41) gAkhatAM-bhaNatAM 'upayAga' rAkhavA : muhapattinA upayoga vinAnI sAdhunI kAi paNa zAstrIya-vANI paNa sAvadya gaNavAmAM AvI che. sthAnakavAsI sAdhue vAravAra upayAga rAkhavAnI vidhimAMthI mukti levA mATe muhapatti sAva mAMdhI dIdhI ane upayoga'rUpa apramattabhAvanA dhanI ArAdhanA gumAvI tyAre maMdira-mAgI sAdhu-sAdhvIjIe muhapattinA upayega ja cheDI dIdheA. e cheDA upara be geAThavAyA. nA....'upayega' kharAkhara rAkhavA joie. pADayA pachI kazuM muzkela nathI. vaDIle kharekhara pAlana kare te ziSye paNa sahelAithI pAlana karI zakejyAre lAMbA samaya sudhI geAkhavAnu hAya te te vakhate muhapatti mAM AgaLa pakaDI rAkhavI na ja phAve te chevaTe vastranA cheDA paNa mAM pharatA vITALI devAya. parantu te vakhate paNa che thUMkathI bhInA ne bhIne ja na rahe tenA upayAga rAkhaveA joIze. abhyAsa 138 zAstravidhine jIvanamAM utArI te| jue, pachI munipaNAnA AnaMdanI kevI majA Ave che ? gharaAMgaNe AMkhA UgyA che, chatAM jo kerI vinAnA rahIzuM; ane bahAra bhAgatA pharIzu te jJAnIenI najare khUba yApAtra gaNAza *

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 139 savAlo ane javAbo savAla (30) : sAdhavIjI gRhastha puruSane paccakakhANuM ApI zake? tenuM abhuei...pUrvakanuM vaMdana laI zake ? vAsakSepa nAkhI zake ? javAba: traNe ya bAbatane uttara nakAramAM che. kemake dharma puruSapradhAna che. jenA dvArA "zAsana" cAle; rakSAya; puSTa karAya tenI pradhAnatA.... ethI ja navakAranA prathama pade ane navapadamAM madhyavatI sthAne arihaMta bhAgavaMta birAjyA che; sarvakarma mukta siddha-- bhagavaMta nahi. ethI ja kevaLajJAnIo nahi, paNa gaNudhare. samavasaraNamAM tIrthaMkaradevanAM pAdapITha upara besIne dezanA Ape che. ethI ja nUtana AcAryane tenA guru-AcArya padapradAna vakhate vaMdana kare che. A niyama che. emAM strI jAtine halakI pADavAne kaI savAla ja nathI. AjanA buddhijIvI leke A vAtane avaLI rIte cakarAve bhale caDAvatA rahe, paNa sAdhvIsaMghe temanA cakarAvAmAM phasAI jatAM zAstrAjJA pramANe ja jIvana jIvavA mATe sadaiva tatpara rahevuM ucita che. savAla (31) : ArAdhanAnI tIvra vRtti ane jinAjJA. pratyene joradAra Adara hovAnA kAraNe kyAreka Arogyane sakhata dhakko lAgI jAya teTalI kaDakAI pALavA sudhI pahoMcI

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140 munijIvananI bALapothI-2 javAya che. paNa pachI Arogya eTaluM viSama bane che ke tene ThekANe lAvavAmAM aneka doSa sevavAnI pharaja paDI jAya che. te zuM karavuM? javAba : AvA vakhate ja te gItArthanI athavA gItArthatAnI jarUra paDe che. "jeTalA utsargo che teTalA ja apavAda che" (brahmacaryane choDIne) te zAstravAkyane artha A ja che he amuka saMgamAM apavAdamAgane Azraya le paDe tevA pratyeka AjJA-sthaLo che. ApaNe gItArthane ja ApaNuM jIvana soMpI daIe te A savAla upasthita na thAya. temane jyAre je kahevuM ke karAvavuM ApaNA mATe ucita lAge tyAre teo tema sUcana kare ane ApaNe te rIte ja cAlIe. paNa jyAre gItArthane abhAva hoya ane gItArtha : -tAnI parikamiMta matine ya abhAva hoya tyAre AvA savAla pedA thAya che. vartamAnakALanuM saMghayaNa AjanA rAkanI ati ochI guNavattA ane vAyumaMDaLamAM vyApelAM pradUSaNe dvArA baLane lAgatA dhakkAo vagere aneka dekhItA kAraNone kyAreka dhyAnamAM levAM paDe che. jo ke tyAgI mahAtmAnuM Arogya jarAtarAmAM kathaLatuM hoya athavA lAMbA gALe paNa pachaDATa khAdhA karatuM hoya te pitAnI jAtanA pite ja DokaTara banI jaIne pitAnuM Arogya zI rIte sacavAI

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 141 rahe che? te zeAdhI kADhavuM joIe. te jarUra pUratI sAcavaNI sAthe dharmamAM jeTalI pragati thaI zake teTalI teNe karavI joIe. ethI meTo kUdake mAravAnI tIvra utkaMThAne teNe kAbUmAM rAkhavI paDe. Arogya bagaDyA pachI je "ekasa-rethI mAMDIne AdhAkamI sudhInA aneka denuM sevana karavuM ja paDe tevI sthiti vAraMvAra pedA thatI hoya te ApaNI seja ApaNe mApI ja levI rahI ane te pramANe ja sADa tANavI rahI. TUMkamAM, AvI ArAdhaka-vyaktioe duHkhatA dile paNa madhyamamArgane svIkAra karI levuM paDe. je te tema nahi karaze te eka dI sadA mATe madhyamamArgamAMthI paNa nIce UtarI javAnuM meMDuM kamanasIba pedA thaIne raheze. Arogya bagaDyA pachI mAtra doSanA sevananuM ja duHkha nathI paraMtu je anukULa sahAyaka muni na maLe te AdhyAnane koI sumAra na rahe. AvI sthitimAM AyuSyane baMdha paDe te badhuM ya hArI javAya. AvA kAraNe paNa pahelethI ApaNI cAla evI nakkI karI levuM joIe ke kadAca jIvananA chellA divasa paNa e cAle ApaNe cAlatA hoIe. kALadharmanA divase paNa ApaNe ApaNuM nAnuM ya kAma keIne karAvavuM na paDe evI ArogyanI sthiti jaLavAI he te kevuM suMdara?

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142 munijIvananI bALapothI-2 | saMvedana sAMkaDA haiye : meTuM daita mAthuM ! pele presa-riporTa2! sau prathama enA ja peparamAM heDa-lAInamAM samAcAra te chapAvI zakyo ke, AzvamAM rAte eka ne cAlIsa miniTe thayele dharatIkaMpa ! lAkhe mANaso beghara ! hajAranAM maraNa! keDIbaMdha gAmaDAMonuM nAmanizAna sApha ! kaI paNa akhabAramAM madharAtanA A samAcAra savAre pragaTa na thayA. mAtra A presa-riporTa2 mahAzaye pitAnA akhabAramAM pragaTa karyA! cAre bAjuthI A presa-ripiTarane dhanyavAda maLavA lAgyA ! ATalA sarasa, garamAgarama, bIje kayAMya na pahoMcI zakelA samAcAra te laI A mATe sto ! pelo tiSI! eNe cha mAsa pUrve cInamAM pheMkanArA ati bhayaMkara vAvAjhoDAnI AgAhI karI hatI ! lAkhanI - jAnahAni jaNAvI hatI. teNe ApelI tArIkha suddhAM sAcI paDI. cInanA eka mahAnagara upara samaMdaranAM pAchuM pharI vaLyAM. dasa lAkha mAnave dharatI uparathI bhUMsAI gayA ! bIje divase bhAratanA e jatiSIe pitAnI AgAhI sAcI paDayAnA samAcAra moTA ka TAIpamAM pragaTa karyA ! prazaMsakenA puSkaLa dhanyavAda cAre bAjuthI UmaTayA !

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munijIvananI khALapeAthI-2 batrIsamA majalethI eka yuvAne paDatu' mUkyuM che. bicArA ilekiTrakanA tAranAM gUMcaLAMemAM phasAi gayA. nIce se kaDA leAkeA jovA mATe ekaThA thaI gayA. amAvALAo peAtAnI kAmagIrImAM lAgI paDyA. 143 te vakhate koI samAcAranA phoTogrAphara tyAM AvI caDayo. teNe jorajorathI bUmA pADatAM kahyuM, "A yuvAna ! paDe te pelI bAju na paDatA; A mArI bAju paDaje; jethI sarasa rIte phoTo skrepa' thaI jAya !" hAya ! kevA haiyAphUTayA buddhijIvI mANaseAthI A dezanAM nagara UbharavA lAgyAM che ! AvA ja mANasA dezanA vahIvaTanAM cAvIrUpa sthAne beThA che. dharatIkapamAM ke vAvAjhoDAmAM thayelI lAkhAnI jAnahAni upara emane lagIre zeka nathI; emane te AnaMda che; garamAgarama samAcAra maLyAnA, ke AgAhI sAcI paDayAnA ! pelAne te sarasa phoTo joie che....te mare ke jIve tenI tene jarA ya paravA nathI. dArU upara pratibaMdha mUktA rAjyane keTalA rUpiyAnI khATa jaze te ja A haiyAhINAe vicAratA hoya che ! "paNu dArUnA daitye gharagharamAM saLagAvelI azAntinI Aga, mArapITa, bhUkhamaro, garIbI vagere savAle te temane cAre ya sparzatA ja nathI. e paramezvara ! AveA haiyAnA hINA ane buddhine tagaDA mane kadI na banAvIza. nA....AdhyAtmika jagatamAM

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144 munijIvananI bALapothI-2 te AMsunuM ja mUlya che, saNasaNatA tarkanuM ke sacoTa tarkanuM jarA ya nahi. mAre tArI pratimAne Arasa vikamanI sAlanA AMkaDAthI mUlava nathI, mAre te temAM tane - bhagavAnane je che. garIbane, bhUkhyAone, patithI mAra khAtI strIne, cIse pADatAM Dukkarone ane pApIone joIne mAre te raDavuM che? tenA AMkaDA mAMDIne mAre zuM kAma? sAhityanI bhASAmAM mAre e vIra ! tArA upasargonuM varNana nathI karavuM, mAre te mauna rahIne raDI levuM che; dharAI dharAIne. mAre "mA" zabda upara pIeca. DI. nathI thavuM; mAre te be varSanA bALakanA haiyAmAMthI sahaja rIte nIkaLate "mA" zabda belI jANave che. prabhu! ame vadhu ne vadhu saMkhyAmAM moTA mAthAvALAo pedA thaI rahyA chIe, jemanI pAse haiyuM atyaMta sAMkaDuM che. bhAvI mATe A palaTAtI paristhiti khUba ja citAjanaka che tema lAge che, je hoya te duniyAnI zI vAta karuM. mArI ja vAta karuM ke mAruM mAthuM moTuM hoya te te tuM laI le ane badalAmAM mane vizALa haiyuM de! mAre buddhi na khape...mane lAgaNI joIe. je mArA dilanA tAretArane jhaNajhaNAve...saMvedane relAve...kamene. kaccaraghANa bolAve.

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pATha : 12 saMgharakSA suvihIta munibhagavaMte ane gItArtha AcAryabhagavaMtene mAthAnA zULanI vedanA UbhI karate je kaI savAla hoya te te trilokaguru tAraka tIrthaMkaradeva sthApita zramaNapradhAna caturvidha zrIsaMghanI rakSAne savAla che. e ApaNI ja evI AMgaLI che je paththara nIce dabAI che. jesathI, AvezamAM AvIne tene kheMcI levAnuM sAhasa karIe te ApaNI ja AMgaLI ApaNAthI ja tUTI jAya tema che. tene khUba zAntithI, svAsthaci, mUharacanA sAthe, bIjAne sahakAra laIne ja kADhavI rahI. pachI bhale kadAca vAra lAge, mahenata paDe, vedanA vadhu samaya sudhI anubhavavI paDe. - cUkI nathI jakIya mALakhAe gRhasthonI atha ane kAmanI vyathadhuM ne ane maryAdAone evI hataprahat karI nAkhI che ke teo temAMthI sarjAyelA keyaDAone ukelavAmu. 10

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146 munijIvananI bALapothI-2 - - - - mAMthI UMcA AvatA nathI ane tethI dharmapuruSArthane yathAvidhi AcarI zakatA nathI. AvAM ADakatAM rAjakIya AkramaNanI sAthe TrasTa, kAyadAo, baMdhAraNe vagere dvArA sIdhA paNa rAjakIya humalAo thaI rahyA che. AnI sAthe sAthe ApaNuM ghara paNa zraddhAhInatA ane zithilatAthI kayAMka kyAMka gaMdhAvA lAgyuM che. gRhastha vadhu ne vadhu zraddhAhIna banatA haze te tyAgIo thoDIka paNa saMkhyAmAM AcArahIna banatA haze. A be sthiti rAjakIya humalAethI paNa vadhu gaMbhIra jaNAya che. temAM ya tyAgIonuM alpa paNa zaithilya meru jeTalI vikarALa Apattione sajanAruM banatuM hoya che. A sivAya, bIjA paNa aneka prazno zrIsaMghamAM UbhA thayA che. jemAM devadravya, municaryA, ArAdhanA-nirNaya vagere saMbaMdhita bAbate gaNI zakAya, paraMtu A prazno - prazna hovA chatAM uparyukta prazno jeTalA atizaya vadhu gaMbhIra nathI ema lAge che. bIjI rIte ema kahI zakAya ke zraddhAhInatA, zaithilya ane rAjakIya sIdhA, ADakatarA hamalAo je haLAhaLa jhera jevA che; te bAkInA prazno garoLInA gara jevA che. je haLAhaLa che tenuM tAkIde biraNa karavuM joIe. garane prazna pachI pa eka vAgha ziyALa je A thaIe jeta ja ne, tenI sAme siMha AvIne trADa nAkhe che ziyALane paDate mUkIne vAgha, siMhanI sAme ja AvI jAyane? ja na

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 147 khUba vicAra karatAM lAge che ke bIjA sarvanAzI humalAne ApaNe lakSamAM laIne tenI sAme saMgaThita thaIne badhI ja zakti te tarapha kendrita karIe. pelA yudhiSThiranA zabdo, " tamArI sAme to ame pAMca nathI; ekaso pAMca chIe." e khUba vicAraNIya lAge che. osIA ane keraTAmAM ekIsAthe (uttara vaikriya zarIranI sahAyathI) pUjyapAda ratnaprabhasUrijI mahArAjAe jinabiMbenI pratiSThA karI hatI, paNa temAM potAnA mULa zarIrathI keraTAmAM temaNe pratiSThA na karI tethI tenA saMghane eTaluM badhuM mAThuM lAgI gayuM ke enA AvezamAM tyAM ja cAturmAsa birAjamAna kanakaprabhamunine sUripade ArUDha karI daIne saMghanI ekatAne dhakako mAryo. pUjyapAda ratnaprabhasUrijI mahArAjA dUraMdezitA vAparIne cemAsu pUru thatAM ja keraTA padhAryA. ane prathama pravezapravacanamAM ja keraTA saMghe pitAne beja aDadhe karyAnI anumodanA karI. ane bAjumAM beThelA svaziSyane pote ja vAsakSepa karIne sUripada upara sattAvAra rIte ArUDha karI dIdho. Ama saMgha-aikya AbAda jaLavAI gayuM. AthI paNa atyaMta vadhu chinnabhinnatA zrIsaMghamAM thaI cUkI nathI ? zAstranItinA AdhAre je kAMI thaI zakatuM hoya te badhuM ja karavuM rahyuM; te mATe badhI ja buddhi laDAvavI rahI; te mATe jeTaluM jenAthI namatuM jokhI zakAya teTaluM namatuM jokhI devuM rahyuM.

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148 munijIvananI bALapothI-2 je ApaNe saMgharSyA karIne saMgharakSA karI zakIzuM te Aje paNa jainasaMgha kAMI tapa, tyAga, dAna, zIla, saMyamAdi gAmAM jarA ya kAcuM nathI, kama nathI, pAcho nathI. paNa batrIsa pakavAnanA thALamAM nimaka ja khUTe che! je nimaka nAMkhaze, te ja zuM yugapradhAna sUribhagavaMta haze? avataro sUrideva! jaladI avatare. have sahana thatuM nathI. ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevuM (42) iriyAvahI paDijhamavA aMge : se DagalA upara gayA bAda IriyAva paDikkamIne ja svAdhyAyAdi karavo joIe. vihAranA rastAmAM Dila ke mAtru javuM paDe te. tarata - tyAM ja IriyAva paDikkamI levI joIe. derAsarajImAM yavandanAdi karatAM pahelAM ke upAzrayamAM svAdhyAyAdi karatAM pahelAM IriyApaDikamavI joIe. je IriyAthI svAdhyAya cAlu karyo te ja IriyAthI pAtrAnuM pratilekhana vagere bIjI kriyA karavI ucita nathI. kethake kriyAntara thAya pharI IriyApaDikkamavI

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 149 IriyA paDikamyA vinAne svAdhyAya ke japa AlocanA peTe AvelA prAyazcittamAM vALI zakAtuM nathI. pratilekhanAdi kriyA zarU karyA bAda te jyAM sudhI saMpUrNa na thAya tyAM sudhI vacamAM bIjI kaI paNa - svAdhyApa, japAdi kiyA thaI zake nahi. kadAca bhUlathI pratilekhana karatAM paccakkhANa ke Adeza apAI gayA hoya to tarata pharI IriyA paDikkamavI joIe. je bhUmi upara svAdhyAya, japa, gocarI karavAnI hoya tyAM IriyAva DikkamIne kAje levuM joIe. gocarI karyA pachI te jagA upara je kAje levAne che kAje letAM pahelAM IriyApaDikkamavAnI nathI, paraMtu kAje vidhivat paraThavyA bAda IriyA paDikramavAnI che. comAsAmAM divase kALa veLAe je kAje badhe levAne che tenI pUrvamAM ane pachI - be ya vAra - IriyA paDikTamavAnI che. (43) pAtarAM vagere vAraMvAra na raMgavAM : pUrve te pAtarAM vagerene gADAnI maLIne raMga thatuM. e maLI ane tenuM tela Arogyaprada hatuM. have je raMge nIkaLyA che ane je ragAna vaparAya che te Arogyane puSkaLa nukasAna karanArAM che. AthI pAtarAM vagere jema bane tema jUnA vaparAtA rahe, vAraMvAra raMgAya nahi ke navA navA badalAtA rahIne vaparAya nahi te khUba ucita che.

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150 munijIvananI bALathI-2 navAM pAtarAMnI gaMdha dUra karavA mATe tene 10-15 divasa sudhI dhULa khAvA devI joIe. athavA temAM rAkha, nAkhIne rAkhavAM joIe, athavA vAraMvAra chAzathI ke caNAnA leTathI chevAM joIe. tyAra pachI ja tene upaga zarU kara joIe. navAM taraNuM vageremAM ukaLatI - garama -- vastu lAvavAthI tene raMga phUlI jAya che e dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM. (44) bArebara kazuM na patAvavuM vaDIla ke gurudevanI AjJA meLavyA vinA kazuM karavuM nahi. nAnI pensila paNa maMgAvavI nahi ke derAsare ke mAtru karavA paNa - kIdhA vinA - javuM nahi, nAnI chatAM bahu mahattvanI A vAta che. je enuM yathArtha rIte pAlana nahi karIe te bahuvela saMdisAhu...vagere Adeza (jemAM mAtra AMkha maTamaTAvavI. lehInuM paribhramaNa vagere - azakya parihAra - nI rajA mAgI levAmAM Ave che te)ne artha ja zuM raheze ? bhaktone ke puNyane geralAbha kadI uThAve nahi. (45) vaMdanavidhi sAcaH sAmAnyataH mukhya vaDIla ane gurudevane savAra-sAMja be vAra vaMdana karavuM joIe ane bAkInA ratnAdhika (ApaNuthI moTA)ne eka vAra vaMdana karavuM joIe. A. bAbatamAM kadI upekSA sevavI na joIe. cAhe teTalI vidvattA ke tapazakti AvI hoya te paNa A upekSA karavI na joIe.

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 151 (46) pArka, kemala vagere zAhI aMge : jemAM cauda AnAthI vadhu bhAga pANIne che ane mAMDa be AnI bhAga spiriTa vagere jalada tejAbI dravyane che te pArkara vagere zAhI acitta che ke kema ! spiriTa vagere jalada dravye temAM sadA rahetAM hovAthI tenuM pANI acitta haze ema anumAna karIne A zAhI vAparavAmAM Ave che kharI. chatAM temAM manane DaMkha rahe che ke kadAca acitta nahi hoya to ? eTale sAru te e ja che ke tevI zAhI na vAparatAM Aje vaherI lAvelA pANImAM cUno ane zAhInI bhUkI nAMkhIne zAhI banAvavI ane tera kalAka pUrA thatAM pahelAM te kADhI nAkhavI. lAMbe lIre penamAM nAkhIne tene, sTIlane tathA tenI jIbhane khUNekhUNenI lUchIne sUkavI devI. A kaDAkUTa lAgaze, paNa bIje nirbhaya upAya koI jaNAto nathI. hA telanI ja banelI belapena kadAca tenA vikalpa tarIke cAlI zake kharI. (47) pANImAM cUne nAMkhavA aMge jyAre paNa pANImAM cUne nAkhavAno hoya tyAre pANImAM hAtha nAMkhe nahi paraMtu pahelAM cUne nAMkhIne lAkaDI jevA sAdhanathI badhuM pANI halAvI nAkhavuM. je hAtha pANImAM naMkhAya te nakhamAM rahele mela te pANImAM UtarI jatAM be ja ghaDImAM saMmUrNima jI utpanna thaI jAya.

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15ra munijIvananI bALapothI-2 T1 savAlo ane javAba savAla (32) : gurukRpA vinA uddhAra nathI ane te jhaTa maLatI nathI. mATe zuM karavuM? javAba : e vAta ekadama sAcI che ke deva-gurukRpA vinA uddhAra nathI. devanI bhakti ane gurukRpAmAM ja mehanIya karmanA bhukkA bolAvI devAnI sauthI vadhu zakti paDelI che. mohanIya karmanA viziSTa pazama vinA sAcuM muni jIvana zI rIte saMbhave? hA...te pazama vinA pracAraka banI zakAya; parantu prabhAvaka to kadApi nahi. tenA vinA sastI prasiddhi jarUra maLI zake paNa (AMtara) siddhio kadApi na maLe. eTale ja devabhakta ane gurukRpA atyaMta Avazyaka che. paNa A mATe evuM te kadI na bolAya ke "guru kRpA varasAvatA nathI." amAre zuM karavuM ? je gItArtha gurukRpA varasAvatA nathI te temAM ApaNI pAtratAnI khAmI ja mukhya kAraNa hoya che. A sivAya guru pitAnI kRpA varasAvI na de e saMbhavita ja nathI. ApaNI keTalIka vicitratAo, prakRtinI viSamatAo anAdinI sahacarI - kuTeva vagerene kAraNe ja kRpA varasatI hetI nathI. A sthitimAM guruthI virakta thavAnuM che tyAgIe pasaMda kare che te kharekhara atyanta dayApAtra che.

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 153 vastutaH temaNe gurunI vadhu sanmukha thavuM joIe. ekAda divasa ekAntamAM besIne ziSyabhAvane ekadama jIvaMta banAvIne temanAM caraNomAM mAthuM mUkIne; AMsuthI tene pakhALIne gadgad svare pitAnI truTio pUchavI joIe. pachI e je kAMI jaNAve te badhuM haiye lakhI ThaMvuM joIe. bIjI ja paLathI e truTio dUra karavAnA kAmamAM yuddhanA dharaNe lAgI paDavuM che. jema jema tamArAmAM pAtratA vikasatI dekhAze tema tema sadgurunI kRpA mana mUkIne varasavA lAgaze. bhagavAna vItarAga che, paNa guru te rAgI che. e rAgI che e vAta ziSya mATe khUba sArI che. rAgI ja rIjhe, ane rIjhe te varasI ja jAya. - have ziSya gurune rIjhavavAnA ja bAkI rahe che. yAda rAkhajo ke ziSyanI gocarI-pANI Adi bhaktithI sAcA guru kadI rIjhatA nathI. sAcA guru te ziSyanA AtmavikAsathI ja rIjhatA hoya che. ziSya kare prayatna pAtratA vikasAvavAne...ane pachI kRpA maLe che ke nahi te juo. bAkI khIsAmAM paisA ja na hoya ane pachI kahevuM ke, " dukAnamAM mAla ja nathI". te te jarA ya ucita na kahevAya. Aje te evA ya keTalAka AtmavikAsa () pAmelA ziSya jovA maLe che, jemane arihaMtAdinI japa vagere

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munijIvananI khALapeAthI2 prakAranI bhaktinu (!) evuM ghelu. lAgyuM che ke temAM temaNe jagatane te vIsaryu che paNa gurune, vaDIleAne ane glAnAdine ya tee vIsarI gayA che ! AvA ziSye peAtAne prApta thayelA japa, dhyAnanI siddhievu jayAre varNana karavA lAge che tyAre tenA pratye asIma dayAbhAva pedA thAya che ! 154 savAla (33) : vadhu lAbha omAM ? guru, vaDIlo ane zlAnAdi cAranA pratilekhana vagere sevAnA prakAromAM ke svAdhyAya, jinabhakti ane tapazcaryAmAM? A bemAMthI kayI penalamAM vizeSa lAbha che ? javAba : bezaka, pahelI penalamAM. jenI pAse ' sevA ' nathI tenI pAse te tenA vikAsanA pratyeka pagathiye patananI bhayAnaka jIvata zakayatAo satata AMTA mAratI jovA maLe che.. vidvattA, tapa ane mAhya zAsanaprabhAvaka zaktiethI lAbhanI sAthe nukasAnanI paNa eTalI ja joradAra zakayatAe rahelI che. vidvAnA, tapasvIe ane prabhAvake e te gurvAdvinI sevAmAM atyanta tatpara rahevu joie. enAthI prApta thatu rakSA-kavaca ja emanA vikAsane vinAzanAM gheADApUramAM DUbI javA detuM nathI. adhyAtmasAramAM maheApAdhyAyajIe khUma ja sAcu' kahyuM che ke " kAma te caMDAla che. e khUba ja ghAtakI ane niya che; ene zAstrakArI paDitAnI paNa zarama naDatI nathI....e badhAyane khatama karI nAMkhe che. hA....e tene ja jANakAra gItA zakatA nathI, jene adhyAtmazAstranA

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munijIvananI bALapothI-2 155 acchA jANakAra gurudevarUpI dvAnI mahatI kRpA prApta thaI che." ziSyanA jIvananuM sarvekRSTa kaI maMgala hoya te te "maMgala bhagavAna vIre" ke "dhame maMgala mukikaTuTha" nathI paNa gurukRpA-mAtra gurukRpA che e vAta sarvasaMgatyAgane pAmelA bhagavAna jinezvaradevanA cIdhyA mekSamArge cAlelA keI paNa sAdhu-bhagavaMta ke sAdhavajI mahArAja UMghanI paNa paLamAM na visare. je gurvAdi vaDIlajane ke nAnA paNa glAnAdi sAdhuonI sevAnI upekSA karavA sAthe "namo lee savasAheNuM" padane japa karaze te te ja nizcayanayathI "mA sAhasa" pakSIne jevo mUrkhAmIbharyo gaNAze. cAlo, ApaNe sau lAgI paDIe, ApaNA jIvananA dhAsaprANasamI gurukRpAne pAmavAnA kAryamAM saMvedana vyaktitvanirmANanA jaMgamAM astitvanI hArAkIrI !. A vAtanuM te ghaNAM varSe - Aje - munijIvanamAM bhAna thayuM ke vyaktitvanuM nirmANa karavA nIkaLelA ame keTalAke vAsanAo upara prabhutva te sparyuM paNa nathI. e

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156 munijIvananI bALapothI te ThIka paNa amArA paga taLethI astitvanI dharatI ja sarakI javA lAgI che ! je mAnavajanma ane munijIvana pAmIne vAsanAo upara vadhumAM vadhu prabhutva meLavI laIne ja jaMpavAnuM che, je mATe tapa, tyAga, vrata, japa ke prabhAvaka jIvananuM jAjaramAna vyaktitva taiyAra karavAnuM che te mAnavajanma ane munijIvanamAM zuM astitvanI ja hArAkIrI thavA lAge ! mAnavajanmanuM have pachInA bhAmAM astitva ja nahi hoya ! munijIvananuM astitva te pachI hoya ja kyAMthI? A zuM thaI gayuM ? vAsanAo upara viziSTa prabhutva bhale nathI maLyuM, paNa vyaktitvanuM nirmANa karavA jatAM "astitva ja kema rasAtALa navA beThuM che? tapasvI tarIkenuM ke vyAkhyAnakAra tarIkenuM paMDita, kavi ke sAhityaratna tarIkenuM kevuM mahAna vyaktitva jIvanamAM nirmANa pAmyuM che, je ene jue te tenuM anumodana kare che. AvuM nirmANa pAmatA vyaktitvanA paDadA pAchaLa ja munijIvananuM astitva maTI jAya tevuM bane kharuM? re ! "bane kharuM ?" e have savAla pUchavAnI zI jarUra che? jyAre javAba spaSTa jaDI gayuM che, AMkheAMkha joI lIdhuM che. tyAgI, khAkhI, tapasvI vidvAna, vyAkhyAnakAramAMthI

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munijIvananI baLapothI-2 157 na jANe keTalIya DigrIo te meLavI parantu e meLavavAnA samayamAM munijIvananI pAyAnI carcAone avagaNI. aSTa pravacana-mAtA'nA pAlanane vicAra svane paNa kadI na AvyuM. vidhivat pratikramaNa kadI na karyo, nirdoSa DilabhUmie dUra dUra javAnuM jIvana kadI na jIvye. bela belIne pratilekhana karavAnuM AkhA janmArAmAM ya sUjhayuM nahi. sadAya bhaktonA ToLAmAM rahenArA meM AdezanI bhASAmAM ja vAta karI. enI sAvaghatAno kadI khyAla na Ave che. zAstronA pATha bhaNe; paNa te leAko sAme zAstrajJa dekhAvA mATe. bhagavatI sUtranA prasaMge avadhAryA; paNa tenA dvArA lokamAM jambara pratibhA UbhI karavA mATe. tapa karyA mAnapAna mATe. namratA dAkhavI; vadhu sanmAna meLavavA mATe. tapa, japano teNe mahimA gAye jene tapa-japa sAthe kadI levAdevA na hatA. vardhamAna-tapanA AMbilanA pAyA teNe naMkhAvyA, jene eka dI AMbila paNa karavuM na hatuM. ghaNu lekonI upasthiti hatI tyAre jinAlayamAM stavana lalakArIne gAyuM; pratikramaNa - sUtro yathAvidhi che; paNa jyAre keI na hatuM tyAre veTha utArIne nAThe. vyaktitvanuM nirmANa pAmanAranI A kevI karama

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158 munijIvananI bALapothI-2 kathA che ke tethI ja tenA astitve hArAkIrI (ApaghAta) karI ! kone kahuM; kakaLatA uranI A vAta ! o prabhu ! tArA sivAya ! pelI udhaI! bicArI astitvane ja jaMga khele che. pilI cemAsAnI RtumAM jIvavA mathatI madhamAkhI ! astitva kAje ja jIve che ne ? pilI garoLI; enA astitva kAje ja TAMpIne beThI che ne? astitvanuM Atmavilepana te kaI na kare ! AvAM zudra jatuo ya na kare ! ane emanA karatAM kyAMya caDiyAta ! bhAratanA samagra mAnavagaNa karatAM ya mUThIUMce ! huM ! sAdhu ! mArA aSTa pravacanamAtAnA pAlananA astitvane paNa jALavI zakyo nahi. kalyANamitra ! mArA astitvane meM nAza (khUna) karyA che ? nA....eNe ja mArA uchuMkhala vyaktitvanAM tophAna joIne hArAkIrI (ApaghAta) karyo che ! hAya ! mAruM zuM thaze ?

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munijIvananI pAyAnI AcAra-saMhitA 11. navakArazImAM miSTa ane phreTa na lAve. 2. be ya TaMka UbhA pratikramaNa kare. 3. sAMjanuM pratikramaNa mAMDalImAM kare. 4. janAdinI mAMDalImAM yathAsthAne bese. 5. pyAlA barAbara lUchIne mUke. 6. vADAmAM pahelAM ane pachI rAkha nAkhe. 7. kApanI dorI sAMje cheDI le. 8. zeSakALamAM sUryAsta thatAM pahelAM ja pANImAM cUne nAkhe. 9. pUchyA vinA gocarI-pANI lAve nahi; ke vApare nahi. 10 pUchaDyA vinA nAnAmAM nAnI paNa vastu maMgAve nahi. 11. pUchaLyA vinA keI paNa AdhAkamI vastunI sUcanA kare nahi. 12. paisAnI vAta koInI kare nahi. 13. mAMDalInuM kAma vyavasthitapaNe karo. 14. cha AvazyakamAM ke pratilekhananI kriyAmAM bole nahi. 15. eMThA meMe bole nahi. 16. sAMje cakAra lAve nahi. 17. rAtre pratikramaNa bAda eka kalAka svAdhyAya kare. 18. vaDIlanI rajA vinA vAsakSepa nAkhe nahi. 19. vaDIlanI rajA vinA bahene sAthe vAta na kare. 20. be vakhata acUka ogha bAMdhe 21. rAtre daMDAsana vinA phare nahi. 22. ujhamAM kAmaLI vinA phare nahi tathA vAMce nahi. 23. rajA vinA ghaDiyALa rAkhe nahi. ra4. pustakanuM pAkITa tathA camAnI phrema vagere sAdAM rAkhe.

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160 25. glaeNkeTane pAtharavA mATe upayoga na kare. 22. glAna tathA vaDIlanA pratilekhanamAM eka vAra paNa hAjarI Ape. 27. AThe ya pravacana-mAtAne barobara upaga kare. 28. pAMca tithi ekAsaNuM kare, tathA kApa na kADhe. 28 niSkAraNuM bapiriyuM na le. 30. pAriThAvaNI levAmAM AnAkAnI na kare. 31. pAMgaraNI oDhIne beso. 32. rezamI jevI dekhAtI kAmaLI vagere na vApare. 33. vastra-pratilekhana UbhA rahIne ke palAThI mArIne beThA na kare. 34. phoTA paDAve nahi. 35. ochAdi mATe bhAre Agraha rAkhe nahi. 36. meM dhuo nahi. 37. dainika vagere (rajA vinA) vAMce nahi. 38. vaDIlanA vinayAdi sAcave. 39. vaDIlene haMmezA vaMdana kare. 40. sAMje vADAnI ke mAtru paraThavavAnI vastI joI le. 41. vaDIlanA vAparyA vinA vAparavA bese nahi 42. badhI upAdhi bhegI karIne ja beya TAImanuM paDilehaNa kare. 43. eThAM bhAjana vaDe ghaDAmAMthI pANI na le. 44. pANI gALatI vakhate tyAM bele nahi, 45. pANI gALatA pahelAM hAtha cekhA kare.

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kaiaiaikainnnai sara karI za ko cho ke tarata ja pUjanIya sAdhu-sAdhvIonA jIvanaghaDatara mATe atyanta upayogI prakAzano. lekhaka : munizrI candrazekharavijayajI prApta sthAna : kamala prakAzana TrasTa jIvatalAla pratApazI saMskRti bhavana, 2777, nizA pALa, jhaverIvADa, rIlIpha rADa, amadAvAda, phona : 38 5727, 380143 * * * * / 1 sAdhanAnI pagadaMDIe % 16 apUva svAdhyAya 2 zaraNAgati * 17 agamavANI 3 adhyAtmasAra 18 bhavabAlacanA 4 gurumAtA 19 jinazAsana rakSA * 5 virATa jAge che tyAre 20 jainadharmanA marmo * 6 mahApaMthanAM ajavALAM 21 virAma velaDI * 7 vaMdanA 22 pratikramaNa sUtra vivecanA 8 AtmA bhAga-1 9 jainadarzanamAM karmavAda 23 pratikramaNa sUtra vivecanA * 10 mahAmAra bhAga-2 11 aSTAhinA pravacano 24 munijIvananI bALapothI 12 9pasUtra pravacana 13 svarakSAthI sAvarakSA 25 muni jIvananI bALapothI 14 Atama jAge bhAga-2 * 15 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 26 munijIvananI khoLapAthI bhAga-3 * A nizAnIvALA pustaka hAla aprApya che. vltu bhAga-1