Gautam Goshthi

Author(s): Muktivallabhvijay
Publisher: Pragna Prabodh Parivar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/006092/1

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gautama goSThi AcArya vijaya zrutivallabhasUri

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gautama mauSThi AcArya vijaya muktavallabhasUri prakAzaka : samakita yuvaka maMDaLa borIvalI

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moharAjAno anekAntAbhAsa pU. A. devazrI vijayaabhayazekharasUri ma.sA. sva. dAdAgurudeva zrI dharmajitasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI svapnasRSTi nirALI hatI. virATa jinamaMdiro ane vizALakAya jinabiMbonAM darzana karavAM ne enI bhakti karavIM. AvAM svapna emane ghaNI vAra AvatAM. AvA ja eka svapnamAM emaNe prabhujInuM khUba ja bhaktibhAva sAthe caityavaMdana karyuM. svapna AgaLa cAlyuM. prabhujIe emane pUchyuM: bola ! tAre zuM joIe ? ne emaNe kahyuM - mAre na rAga joIe, na dveSa joIe, na krodha joIe, na mAna joIe, na viSaya joIe, na vAsanA joIe. basa, prabhu ! ATaluM ApI de'. emanI A mAgaNI sAMbhaLIne prabhujI pabAsaNa parathI UThyA. pAse AvIne emanI pITha thAbaDIne kahyuM ke- 'vatsa ! kharekhara jemAMgavA jevuM hatuM, te teM mAMgI lIdhuM.' zuM vizALa sAmrAjya mAMgavA jevuM nathI? zuM abajonI saMpatti ke apsarA jevI strI mAMgavA jevI nathI? sAdhunI dRSTie vicArIe to zuM aneka ziSyo mAMgavA jevA nathI ? charI' pAlita saMgha-upadhAna-pratiSThA vagere zAsanaprabhAvanA mAMgavA jevI nathI ? prabhu kahe che ke mAMgavA jevuM e che ke jenA pachI bIjuM kazuM mAMgavAnuM na rahe, IcchavA jevuM e che ke jenA pachI bIjI koI IcchA karavAnI na rahe. Desire to be Desireless

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A vAta paramAtmAe karI che mATe to sAcI che ja, paNa AnI pAchaLa prabaLa tarka paNa che ja. zeTha vagara kahe potAnI rAjIkhuzIthI avasare avasare bakSisa ApatA ja hoya. vaLI eka avasare zeTha bakSisa ApavAnA vicAramAM che ja, paNa nokara adhIro thaIne baso- pAMcaso mANasanI hAjarImAM sAmethI mAgI le to 'sAmAnyathI huM bakSisa Apato nathI. huM kupaNa chuM'. loko mArA mATe AvuM vicAraze... AvA vicArathI zeTha nArAja thaze... kadAca bakSisa Apaze to paNa rAjIkhuzIthI nahIM. prakRtinuM paNa AvuM ja che. koI paNa jIva kAMI paNa satkArya kare eTale prakRti vagara kahe bakSisa Ape ja che. tema chatAM jIva jo. spRhA kare che, to e eno prakRti pratyeno avizvAsa che, ne enA kAraNe prakRti jANe ke nArAja thAya che. pachI paNa, bakSisa to maLaze, paNa emAM bhalIvAra zI rIte rahe? enA badale mane to ghaNuM maLyuM che. eno saMtoSa-ni:spRhatA e prakRtine dhanyavAda ApavA barAbara che. prakRti emAMthI jANe ke rAjI thAya che ne tethI pariNAma ghaNuM suMdara Ave che. "sahaMna mizrA so tUtha varIvara, mAMkA triyA so pAnI' pANI zakti na Ape, dUdha to Ape ja. spRhA vinA sahaja maLelI cIjamAM Asakti na karAvavI, sadupayoga thavo ne tethI uttarottara vadhAre sArI sAmagrI apAvavI ne sAthe prabaLa-vyApaka ni:spRhatAne janmAvavA AvI badhI zakti hoya che. je kramaza: jIvane saMpUrNa niHspRha banAve che. tathA spRhApUrvaka thatI prAptine zrI uttarAdhyayananuM nahIM hAhita hodo, hIdI hodo paTTa' A sUtra lAgu paDatuM hoya che. lAbha pAMca lAkhano thAya tyAre lobha paccIsa lAkha para pahoMcI jAya che ne " A A A

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lAbha paccIsa lAkhano thAya tyAre lobha eka karoDa para pahoMcI jAya che eTale ke lAbha karatAM lobhanI spIDa haMmezAM vadhu hoya che. tethI lAbha game eTalo thAya, lobha Ubho ja rahe che, je jIvane adhUrAzanoapUrNatAno ja anubhava karAvI prasannatAthI vaMcita rAkhe che tathA lAbha puNyane AdhIna che. puNya parimita hovAthI enI maryAdA AvI ja jAya che. paNa lobha? lobhane thobha nahIM... 'rUAgo grAsa samA anaMtayA...' pariNAma ? mambhaNazeThane joI lyo. subhUma cakravartIne joI lyo. mATe jJAnIo niHspRhatAno mahimA gAya che. spRhAne tyAjya kahe che. have bIjI eka vAta. kAkAe ApelA lAkha rUpiyAthI vepAra karIne enI vRddhi karavAnA badale bhatrIjo 'huM paNa lakSAdhipati' evA abhimAnamAM aTavAI jAya to sahaja che ke kAkA enI pAsethI lAkha rUpiyA pAchA laI leze. AvuM ja prakRti mATe che. ApaNe kAMI paNa satkArya karIe eTale 'Ane vadhAre sArI sAmagrI ApIza to vadhAre sAruM satkArya ka2ze' evA vizvAsathI prakRti jANe ke ApaNane vadhAre sAmagrI Ape che. paNa ApaNe jo enA abhimAnamAM paDI jaIe chIe to pachI prakRti ApaNI pAsethI e suMdara sAmagrI chInavI ja le che. mATe saMpatti-sattA vagere, bhautika ke jJAna-tapa vagere Atmika, koI paNa kSetramAM ahaMkAra e pIchehaTha karAvanAra tattva che. ane ahaMkAra e jo pIchehaTha karAve che, to namratA-laghutA e pragati karAvanAra che e spaSTa che. A vAta barAbara paNa che ja. 'potAnAthI adhika paNa koIka che' AvuM mAnanAra ahaMkAra karI zake nahIM. sahuthI adhika to pUnamano cAMda ja hoya che. ne enA mATe to ghasAtA javuM e ja bhaviSya

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' hoya che. ema, 'mArAthI nAnA anya paNa che' AvuM mAnanAra laghutA lAvI zake nahIM. sahuthI nAno to bIjano ja cAMda hoya che, uttarottara vadhatA javuM e ja enuM bhaviSya hoya che ane bIjanA cAMdanA loko cAhIne darzana karatA hoya che e bhUlavA jevuM nathI. name te sahune game. kevI vicitratA che. ahaMkAra karavo che, mATe potAnAmAM pUrNatAne jIva jue che, ne spRhA karavI che, mATe adhUrAzane jue che. dharmarAjA zrItIrthaMkaradevanI jema moharAjA paNa jIvane anekAntavAda samajAve che. dharmarAjA kahe che - ahaMkAra na Ave mATe adhUrAzane jo. ne navI navI spRhA na jAge mATe pUrNatAne jo. moharAjA bilakula UlaTuM zIkhavADe che. mATe e anekAntAbhAsa che. emAM banne bAju jIvano mo che. jyAre dharmarAjAnA anekAntane jANavAmAM ane jANIne jIvavAmAM jIvane lAbha ja lAbha che. AvA lAbhamAM sarvoccatAne hAMsala karanAra jIve eTale anaMtalabdhinidhAna zrIgautamasvAmI. panotI puNyAI evI che ke kalpanAtIta labdhionI prApti karAvI Ape, paNa spRhA ja kharI paDI che. najara sAme prabhunuM kevalajJAnAdi aizvarya rAkhyuM che eTale A labdhionuM kazuM mahattva ja nathI rahyuM pachI enI spRhA paNa zI ? ane vagara spRhAe maLI javA para ahaMkAra paNa zuM ? ane ahaMkAra nathI eTale bALasahaja laghutAvinaya-samarpaNa Ave ja. emAM jyAre prabhue karelA alaukika upakAranI smRti ane jJAnadaSTi bhaLe tyAre e parAkASThAne pAme ja. A parAkASThAno camatkAra juo. zrIsUrimaMtramAM arihaMtaprabhunA pAMca kalyANako, ATha prAtihArya ane 34 atizayonuM dhyAna dharavAnuM hoya che. eTale spaSTa che ke enA kendramAM

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(C) che : 9 : 9 : che : - ya . : che : 9 : : : 9 : :che. 6-7 : zrI arihaMtatva che. zrI vIraprabhue gautamasvAmI mATe sUrimaMtranI racanA karI paNa enA kendramAM potAne sthApavAne badale potAnA A panotA ziSyane ja sthApyo. koI paNa gurue ziSyanA karelA gauravamAM A zuM sarvotkRSTa gaurava nathI? Aje paNa badhA AcAryabhagavaMto zrIsUrimaMtranA jApa vakhate aSTApratihAryathI yukta zrI gautamasvAmInuM dhyAna dhare che. kharekhara zrI gautamasvAmIe prabhuvIrano vAstavika yoga sAdhI jANyo (yogAvaMcaka), saMpUrNa samarpita ziSya banI jAyuM (kriyAvaMcaka) ane prabhu sAthe abheda sAdhI jANyo. (samApattiphaLAvaMcaka) zrI gautamasvAmInA A lokottara saubhAgyathI Avarjita thayelA paMnyAsa zrI muktivallabhavijayajI gaNivare dilanA bhAvone akSaradeha ApavA mATe kalama upADI... zrI gautamasvAmInA caraNonI bhaktANI bhagavatIzrI sarasvatIdevInI AmAM atyaMta khuzIjanita vizeSa kRpA hoya ja. ne pote paNa siddhahasta lekhaka tathA kuzaLa ciMtaka. zrIsaMghane zrI gautamasvAmInI kaMIka lokottara pichANa maLI gautamagItA pustakarUpe. paraMtu bhaktithI oLaghoLa thayelA dilane saMtoSa na thayo. cittamAM navA navA ciMtanono pravAha dhasamasavA mAMDyo. kalama dvArA kAgaLa para Utaryo..! ane zrIsaMghane Aje ora eka suMdara upahAra maLI rahyo che gautamagoSThi pustakarUpe. ' cittane camatkRta kare evA ciMtananA camakArA pustakanAM pAne pAne daSTigocara thAya che. jema ke : 9 bhautika samRddhi ke siddhinA gulAba je choDa upara uge tyAM moTe bhAge spRhA ke mAnanA kaMTakapaNa najare caDatA hoya che.

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che : che. :-@ -... : 6 : @ : che : @ @ @ kaMTakahIna gulAbanA choDa jevI vismayakAraska ghaTanA eTale prabhu gautamasvAmI! ka darajI paNa jUnA mApathI kapaDAM sIvato nathI. dara vakhate navuM mApa le che. ApaNe to eka ja vAranA lIdhelA mApathI keTalIya vyaktio pratyenA abhigama ke valaNanA jhabhA leMghA sIvIne mArI macaDIne temane paherAvI daIe chIe. ka bIjAne sudhAravAmAM ApaNane jeTalo rasa hoya che, tenA karatAM tene 'bagaDelo' puravAra karavAmAM vadhu rasa hoya che. prabhu gautama eka AdhyAtmika krAntivIra che, jemaNe ahaMnA zikharane vinayanI taLeTI banAvI dIdhI. kAjaLagherI amAvasyAne jemaNe pUrNimAdIkSA ApI; nata rahIne unnata banyA; zUnya banIne pUrNa banyA; jhajhUmyA vagara mohane jhukAvyo. IcchAyoga vagere mATe pAyAnI zarato tarIke guNAdhika pratye bahumAna ane guNahIna pratye karuNA vagere kahevAyela che. atyaMta guNAdhika evA zrIgautasvAmI pratye to lekhakano UchaLato bahumAna bhAva pAne pAne ne paMktie paMktie jaNAya ja che, sAthe sAthe guNahIna pratyenI karuNA paNa Dagale ne pagale chatI thayA vinA rahetI nathI. eTale bALakanI traNa vizeSatAo dvArA gautamasvAmIne tAraka tIrtharUpe jaNAvanAra lekhake bhojana aMgenI traNa takalIpha, aMdhanI cAra pIDA, ahaMkAranI traNa dIkarIo, ATha madasthAna, tapa para satata TAMpIne beThelA cAra kaSAyo vagere dvArA sAdhakane suMdara

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mArgadarzana paNa pUruM pADyuM che. AnuM ja eka udAharaNa : prabhu gautamane to jANe prabhuvIranI mAtra eka sarvajJatA AgaLeya (potAnuM) badhuM phiEphasa lAge che. ane traNa sAMdhatAM tera tUTe evA cIMtharehAla lUgaDA upara ApaNo ahaM AkAzane AMbato hoya, to prabhu gautamanA nAmamaMtranI ArAdhanA have oksijananA silinDaranI jema ApaNe satata gaLe vaLagADI rAkhavA jevI che. eka sthAne Thanks Ego... so so salAma IndrabhUtinA ahaMkArane! vagere ciMtana dvArA lekhake "je thAya te sArA mATe...' niyamanI saMgati karI dekhADI che. vaLI aneka saMskRta zloko ane gujarAtI kAvyapaMktio TAMkIne lekhake svavaktavyanuM samarthana karyuM che. 1 zrI gautamasvAmInA nirahaMkAritA ane ni:spRhatA, A be guNone aneka alaga alaga ciMtano dvArA mukhya rIte upasAvavAmAM lekhaka khUba saphaLa rahyA che evuM koI paNa sahRdaya vAcakane pratIta thayA vinA nahIM rahe. "nisarganuM mahAsaMgIta" thI zarU thayelI lekhakanI ciMtanayAtrA navI navI kSitijone vividha viSayo dvArA sara karatI rahI che, ne haju vadhu ne vadhu kSitijone sara karatI rahe evI zubhakAmanA. kAraNa ke AtmA jJAnano khajAno che, jema jema ciMtana karatA jaIe ema ema navo prakAza lAdhato ja rahe che. A vAcako A pustaka dvArA zrI gautamasvAmInI vadhu UMDANabharI pichANa pAme, vadhu UchaLatA Adara bahumAnavALA thAya ne enA prabhAve ni:spRhatAnA spRhALu bane tathA nirahaMkAritAnA raMge potAnA ahaMne raMganArA bane evI apekSA sAthe. vi.saM. 2063, po.va.8 bhora (ji. pUnA) gurupAdapaghareNu abhayazekhara... . : | R. DI . :-9- : : : : 9 (C) je 6

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AtmAno InDaravyU zrAddhavidhi graMthamAM zrAvakanI dinacaryA darzAvI che. prAta:kAle UThIne zrAvaka dharmajAgarikA kare. majAno zabda prayojyo che - dharmajAgarikA, ghenanI davA laIne sUtelA daradIne jagADavA DhaMDhoLavo paDe. khUba DhaMDhoLo tyAre mAMDa jAge. jAgyA pachIya tenI AMkho to gherAtI hoya. DhaMDhoLavAnuM cAlu rAkhavuM paDe nahitara popacAM game tyAre DhaLI paDe. mohanidrA tenAthI paNa gherA ghenanI nidrA che. DhaMDhoLavAnuM satata ane sakhata cAlu rahe to thoDI jAgRti varatAya. dharmajAgarikA eTale DhaMDhoLIne jAtane jagADavAno AdhyAtmika prayoga... dharmajAgarikA eTale AtmAno InTaravyU. dharmajAgarikAmAM keTalAka prazno jAtane pUchIne tenA sahI javAba meLavavA yatna karavAno che. prazno majAnA che. ko'haM kA mama jAI, kiM ca kulaM devayA ca ke guruNo / ko maha dhammo ke vA, abhiggahA kA avatthA me // 1 // kiM me kaDaM kiccaM me kiccaM ca kiM sesaM, kiM sakkaNijjaM na samAyarAmi / kiM me paro pAsai kiM ca appA, kiM vAhaM khaliaM na vivajjayAmi // 2 // huM koNa ? mArI jAti kaI che ? mAruM kuLa kayuM che ? mArA deva koNa ? mArA guru koNa ? mAro dharma kayo ? mAre abhigraho zuM che ? mArI avasthA zuM che? meM mArAM kartavya bajAvyAM che ke nahi? meM akaraNIya to kAMI karyuM nathI ne ? mAruM koI kartavya huM cUkyo nathI ne ? huM pramAdane kAraNe zubhakaraNImAM mArI zakti gopavato to nathI ne ?

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bIjA mane kevo jANe che? huM mane kevo jANuM chuM? kyA doSone haju meM pakaDI rAkhyA che? prathama praznamAM ja gUMcavAI javAya tevuM che. huM koNa ? sahuthI sahelo lAgato A prazna sauthI adharo che. janmajanmAntaro vahI jAya toya A koyaDAno ukela na jaDe tevuM paNa bane. ane, A praznano sahI javAba maLyA pachI vadhu janmo karavA na paDe. ahIM gokhelA popaTiyA pATha jevA javAbanI koI vAta nathI. huM koNa? A prazna Ama to UThavo ja adharo che. A te vaLI prazna che? huM koNa ? huM hemacaMda... huM DAhyAbhAIno dIkaro... huM pethAlAlano pitA... huM kaniyAno kAko... huM maniyAno mAmo... huM malAno mAso... huM phalANAno juo... huM somAlAlano sALo... huM budhAlAlano banevI... huM jeThAlAlano jamAI... huM ATha karoDano AsAmI... huM moTI kaMpanIno mAlika... huM be phekTarIno mAlika... huM savAso sevakono zeTha... huM pAMca saMsthAono pramukha... huM tera saMsthAnA TrasTI... huM cAra saMsthAnA ceramena... huM dasa DigrIno dhAraka ! AvA to hajAro javAba, vagara pUrvataiyArIe ApaNe hoMzathI ApI zakIe. paNa, e dharmajAgarikA nathI. e to mohanidrAmAM thato naryo bakavAza che. hADamAMsanA piMjarAne huM mAnI levo te narI bhramaNA che. A bhramaNAne akabaMdha rAkhIne jIva anaMta bhavono pravAsa kheDI nAMkhe che. A bhramaNAne jIve khUba jatanathI sAcavI che. A bhramaNA ja | mAnakaSAyanuM prANatattva che. mAna-apamAnanA khyAlo A bhramaNAmAMthI nIpajyA che.

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nAnAmoTAno spardhAbhAva A bhramanI ja pedAza che. mobhA ane hodAnI harIphAI A ahaMviparyAsamAMthI ja pragaTI che. karmadatta pArakA kAmacalAu vaLagADane jIvaDo jAta samajI beTho che. A eka gerasamajanI pUNImAMthI teNe gerasamajonAM jALAM sarjyo che, ane mahI pote ja bharANo che. jeTalAM jALAM vadhe teTalo te vadhu vaTa mAre che. mAnakaSAyanA daradathI pIDAto jIva pote 'bApaDo' hovA chatAM jAtane 'bApu' mAnIne mUcho maraDe che. bhASAe mAnasaMjJAne oLakhavA mATe ghaNA rUDhiprayogo ApyA che. jamInathI adhdhara cAlavuM, TaTTAra cAlavuM, chAtI phulAvIne pharavuM, khabhA UMcA karavA, mUcho maraDavI, mAthAmAM rAI bharavI. abhimAnanI pIDA pagathI mAthA sudhI prasarelI hoya che. chaganabhAI rastA parathI pasAra thatA hatA. rastAmAM eka bhAIne joIne UbhA rahI gayA. te bhAInA hAtha pakaDIne Azcarya vyakta karatAM bolyAH are, maganabhAI! A zuM? tame to sAva badalAI gayA... oLakhAtAya nathI, tamArA vALa kALAbhammara jevA hatA, sAva dhoLA rU jevA thaI gayA !... tamArI AMkho kUvA jeTalI UMDI UtarI gaI!... DAcuM to sAva besI gayuM che!... zarIra para karacalIo keTalI paDI gaI che ! ane, zarIra to sAva UtarI gayuM che ! kAMI moTI mAMdagI AvI gaI che ke pachI koI moTI ciMtA ? maganabhAI, kaho to kharA... A badhuM zA kAraNathI badalAI gayuM ? are, mahAzaya !huM maganabhAInathI...cImanabhAIchuM. le... ! tame to nAmeya badalI nAkhyuM ? cImanabhAIne maganabhAI mAnI levAnI eka bhramaNAe

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keTalAM baccAMne janma Apyo ! biccArA jIvanI paNa A ja hAlata che. vinAzI pudgalapiMDane AI ema pote mAnI levAnI gaMbhIra bhUla thaI gaI. pachI te bhUlanA guNAkAra cAlyA. anAdi anaMta AtmAne te janmamaraNanI sImAothI baMdhAyeluM rAMkaDuM astitva samajI beTho. saccidAnaMdasvarUpIne te raMgarUpathI maDheluM ramakaDuM mAnI beTho. jAtano sAco paricaya ka2vA ADe moTuM vyavadhAna 'huM' che. 'huM'tUTe to 'huM'sAMpaDe. gaNadhara gautamasvAmInI jIvanayAtrA 'huM'nA ajJAnathI 'huM' nA AviSkAra sudhIno jIvaMta sAdhanApaMtha che. gautamasvAmInuM jIvanacaritra mAnakaSAyane jItavA mATenuM jANe virATa zastrAgAra che. temanuM nAma, jIvana, prasaMgo ane guNavaibhava saghaLuMya mAnanuM mAraNa bane tevuM che. gautamasvAmInA parama pavitra jIvanane AlaMbana tarIke rAkhIne khudanA ahaMne ogALavAnI ahIM eka maMthanaprakriyA mAtra che. gautamaprabhunI bhAvayAtrA karatAM karatAM mAnakaSAyanI pIDA kaMIka maMda paDe, te mATeno A eka nAnakaDo AyAsa che. pUrve gautamagItA pustakamAM gautamaprabhunA thoDA guNalA gAyA hatA. paNa, dharava kyAMthI thAya ? pharI pharIne guNalA gAvAnA oratA thayA kare tevI prabhu gautamanI guNagarimA che. nyAyavizArada pU.A.bha. zrI vijayabhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA, siddhAMtadivAkara gacchAdhipati pU.A.de. zrI vijayajayaghoSasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA, sahajAnaMdI pU.A.de

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zrI vijaya dharmajitasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA, sUrimaMtrasAdhaka pU.A.de. zrI vijayajayazekharasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA, bhavodadhinAraka pU. gurudeva A.de. zrI vijayajagavallabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA Adi pUjya guruvaryonA anarAdhAra upakArone kRtajJabhAve yAda karuM chuM. - A saMpUrNa pustakanA lakhANane vidvarya paramopakArI pU.A.de zrI vijayaabhayazekharasUri mahArAjAe khUba udAratA dAkhavIne samaya phALavI dhyAnathI tapAsI ApyuM che. teozrIe A pustakane eka kImatI ghareNA jevI suMdara prastAvanAthI alaMkRta karyuM che. - sadAnA sahAyaka, preraka ane protsAhaka AtmIya sahavartI munirAja zrI meghavallabhavijayajI ma. sA., munirAja zrI udayavallabhavijayajI ma. sA. tathA munirAja zrI hRdayavallabhavijayajI ma. sA. nA AtmIyabhAvanuM mUlyAMkana zabdothI za thaI zake? saMpUrNa pustakanuM prUpha-saMzodhana paMDitavarya zrI dhanaMjayabhAI jaine bhaktibhAvathI khUba niSThA, sUjha ane cIvaTathI karI ApyuM che. A pustakamAM zAstraviruddha kAMIpaNa lakhAyuM hoya to aMta:karaNathI kSamA prArtha chuM. micchA mi dukkaDaM. -muktivallabhavijaya mahA, 2063

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prakaraNasUci 1. cAho fzcaryam ! 2. ahaMkAranI aMtima yAtrA 3. saguNonuM saMgrahAlaya 4. gautamasvAmInI labdhi hojo 5. viruM macam | gautama v/s gogALo 7. jIvaMta sAdhunAnuM mUhAkAvyuM 8. ido pazcaryam ! 9. Thanks Ego! 10. pighaqno upavAsa 11. LioNANe 'huM' ! 12. moTA banavAno rAjamArga : nAnA bUno 13. garbhazrImaMtanA bhikhArIveDA 14. mA mahAnine . 15. vAdhyAtmika DI.bI. 16. tamaso mA kyotirgamaya / 17. kramabaddha kalcANayAtrA 18. prazaMsA : puSpa ke kaMDaka? 108 114

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jima gaMgAjaLa lahere laheke, jima kaNAyala teja jhaLake, tima goyama sobhAganidhi. jima rayaNAyara rayaNe vilase, jima aMbara tArAgaNa vikase, tima goyama guNa kelivaLe. zrI gautamasvAmI rAsa

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tuM moTAIIM mata rAcojI, hIro nAno paNi hoI jAcojI, vAdhe ukaraDo ghaNuM moTojI, tihAM jaIe laI loTojI, aMdhAruM moTuM nAsajI, nAnho dIpa prakAzejI, AkAza moTopiNa kAlojI nAnho caMdra kare ajuAlojI. -mahopAdhyAya yazovijayajI samudravahANa saMvAda hai gautamasvAmI! Apa labdhinA bhaMDAra hatA paraMtu prApta labdhio pratye Apane koI spRhA ke Asakti nahotI. je labdhi ke riddhi maLelI tenI upara paNa Apane koI Asakti nahi ane, mArI vAta karuM? maLyuM to kAMI nathI kadAca, maLavAnI saMbhAvanA paNa varatAtI nathI ane chatAM meLavavAnI kAmanA jarAya ochI thatI nathI maLyAnI koI magarUrI Apane nathI, nahi maLyAnI dInatA mane pArAvAra che. mArI A dInatAno koI upacAra karo.

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UAho Azcaryama! prabhu gautamasvAmI pAse camatkArika labdhiono bhaMDAra hato. tenA karatAM vadhu vismayakAraka vAta e che ke prabhu gautama svayaM eka moTo camatkAra hatA. mane sahuthI vadhu dayA gautamasvAmInI labdhionI Ave. biccArI evA nirabhimAnI ane niHspRhanI pAse jaIne bharANI ke temane eka vAra paNa pragaTa thavAno prAya: avakAza ja na maLyo! nirmANa pAmyuM tyArathI kAyama mATe koI zrImaMtanA lokaramAM purAI gayeluM ane ekAda vAra paNa koInA aMga upara caDavA nahi pAmeluM kImatI ghareNuM keTaluM dayApAtra lAge! mohanIya Adi karmono kevo tIvra kSayopazama karyo haze, prabhu gautame ke AvI aDhaLaka labdhio temane maLI! ane mohanIya Adi karmono kevo tIvratara kSayopazama karyo haze tyAre AvI divya labdhio maLavAchatAM teno prayoga karavAnA temane abharakhA ja na thayA! mithyAjJAnanA bhaMgAranuM poTaluM upADeluM hatuM, tyAre phUlIne phALako thaIne pharatA hatA ane jyAre jJAna ane labdhiono ratnakhajAno maLyo, tyAre prazaMsAnI spRhA ja kharI paDelI hatI! bhautika samRddhi ke siddhinAM gulAba je choDa upara Uge tyAM moTe (2) gautama goSThi -

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bhAge spRhA ke mAnanA kaMTaka paNa najare caDatA hoya che. kaMTakahIna gulAbanA choDa jevI vismayakAraka ghaTanA eTale prabhu gautamasvAmI! ekadaridra parivAranA bALakane bIjAM bALakonA mukhethI paiDAnuM nAma sAMbhaLIne peMDo khAvAnI lAlasA thaI. tenI mammIe revaDIno dANo ApI tene phosalAvyo; le beTA, khA A peMDo ane pachI to revaDInA dANA cAvatAM cAvatAM te peMDo khAdhAnA mithyAbhramamAM rAcato rahyo. te parivAranI sthiti sudharI. mAtA potAnA saMtAnanI kAmanAne ze bhUle? mAe sAcA peMDA lAvI bALakane ApyA. have to te moTo paNa thaI gayo hato. beTA! meM tArI sAthe chetarapiMDI karelI. tuM tyAre khAto hato te revaDI hatI. sAco peMDo to A che. paNa tyAre koI saMtanI preraNAthI mIThAI pratye vairAgya keLavI teNe peMDA sahita sarva mIThAIono tyAga karI dIdho hato. peMDo maLyo paNa... peMDo khAvAnI Asakti kharI paDI. gautama prabhu mATe "anaMtalablinidhAna' ke "labdhi taNA bhaMDAra' jevAM vizeSaNo prayojavAnuM mana bahu nathI thatuM. prabhu gautama kadAca nArAja thaI jaze to!Dara lAge che. A bhautikalabdhio, jemane mana AdhyAtmika labdhionuM dhAnya ugADavA jatAM UgI gayeluM ghAsa mAtra hatuM. temane A vizeSaNo pasaMda na ja paDe. nAnapa to lAge ja ne! muMbaInA koI zrImaMta jhaverIne potAnA vatananA bApadAdAnA vADAmAM moTI ghAsanI gaMjI hoya, tethI koI tenI oLakhANa 'ghAsanI gaMjInA mAlika' tarIke Ape to tene mAThuM na lAge? temanA mATe "anaMtaladhiniHspRha' ke "niHspRhatAnA bhaMDAra' jevAM vizeSaNo vadhu ucita lAge. paNa te vizeSaNoya prabhu gautamane to na ja game. te to kaheze "ni:spRha" vizeSaNa paNa mArI gautama goSThi 3 thI

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niHspRhatAne dUSita kare che. prabhu gautamamAM kauvata apAra hatuM. paNa vizeSaNonAM poTalAM upADavA mATe te mAyakAMgalA hatA. ane gau...ta...ma... e traNa akSaronA banelA zabdamAM evuM zuM khUTe che ke prabhu gautamane oLakhavA vizeSaNo prayojavAM paDe! ane lAkho vizeSaNothI paNa prabhu gautamanuM mUlyAMkana kyAM thaI zake evuM che? ghaDIbhara thaIjAya ke rahevA do, vizeSaNothI saryuM. zrI aMtarikSa pArzvanAtha prabhunA stavananI eka paMkti thoDI pheraphAra sAthe TAMkavAnuM mana thAya H "koDi vizeSaNa mila ke kara na zake, gautama guNakathana." gautama prabhu aDasiddhinA svAmI hatA. aNimA siddhino prayoga thAya, tyAre prayoga karanAranI kAyA sAva aNu jevaDI laghu banI jAya. gautama prabhu aNimAnA prayoga vagara ja evA laghu banyA ke aNimAdi siddhio temane vaLagI paDI ane mahimA siddhinA prayoga vagara evA mahAna banelA hatA ke temane mahAna puravAra karavA mATe labdhio niSprayojana banI rahI. e pAvana dazya kalpanApaTa parathI khasatuM ja nathI. cauda vidyAnA pAragAmI paMDita sAva ajJa bALakanI jema mastaka jhukAvIne ane be hAtha joDIne prabhune pUchI rahyA che. mayaM ciM tatta / bhaLatuM ja bhaNIne prAphesara tarIke paMkAI janAra vyakti asalI vidyAguru pAse sAco ekaDo ghUMTavA bese. kevuM lAge ? prophesa2paNAno bhAra utArI eka bALakanI laghutA pAmyA vinA A ze bane ? lokasaMjJAne kevI paraThavI dIdhI haze, vahAlA prabhu gautame ! AnaMda zrAvakanA AMgaNe micchA mi dukkaDaM mAMgavA gayA, tyAre manamAM vikalpa paNa na jAgyo : 'loko mArA mATe zuM vicAraze ?' prabhu mArA mATe zuM vicAre che, te vicAranuM pratibiMba mArA AcaraNamAM paDavuM gautama mauSThi* 4

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joIe tevI jemanI jIvanapratijJA che, tene mana lokanA pramANapatro eTale pastInAya rijekzananuM eka kAgaLiyuM mAtra! DasTabinamAM paDavA sivAya jeno bIjo koI aMjAma na hoya. biccAro loka! lokanI yunivarsiTInA pramANapatra to parIkSAmAM karelI corIthI paNa maLI jAya. jJAnI prabhunI yunivarsiTImAM koI phroDa ke phrojerI zakya nathI. duniyAnI dRSTi eTale phoTogrApharano kemero. meka-apa sarasa kare to beDoLa mANasa paNa phoTomAM henDasama lAge. nakalI dhArmikatAno aMcaLo oDhI lo eTale duniyA jhaTa dharmAtmAnuM pramANapatra ApI deze. paNa A bogasa pramANapatranI velyu keTalI? pAgalakhAnAnA pAgalo dvArA maLelA DAhyA' tarIkenA ke anDaravarlDanA dAdAo dvArA maLelA 'sarjana' tarIkenA sarTiphikeTa jeTalI! - prabhunI dRSTi eTale eksa-re vijhana, TI.bI.nuM cAMduM eksa-re kemerA sAme kevI rIte chupAvI zakAya? eksa-re kemerAne ThagI zakAya tevAM meka-apanAM prasAdhano duniyAmAM kyAMya Available nathI. jJAnInI yunivarsiTImAM parIkSA ApavAnuM bhAgye ja koIne phAve. tyAM uttIrNa thavA mATe "sAcuM AvaDavuM jarUrI che, mAtra "sAcuM lakhavuM nahi. sArA bano to ja sArA tarIkenuM pramANapatra maLe. AnaMda zrAvakanA AMgaNe UbhelA gautamasvAmIne traNeya kALano ane traNeya lokano samAja ekIavAje kadAya ghelA mAne, gautamasvAmIne tenI zI paravA? mAtra eka vIra prabhunA 'suyogya' tarIkenA pramANapatrathI te anaMta pramANapatro rada Thare! asala nANAM sAme nakalI nANuM kyAMthI TakI zake? - gautama goSThi *

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guNa anaMta gautama ke samarana, mithyA-mati-viSa gamiye, jaza kahe gautama-guna-rasa ke Arya, rUcata nahi hama amiye. ho ahanizi gautamagApAra namiye. -mahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI ma.sA. gautamaprabhAti stavana hai gautamasvAmI! mArI ane ApanI vacceno sarasava-meru jevaDo bheda maTADo. koI saheja mAruM apamAna kare, aNagamatAM be vacano bole ke mArI apekSA mujabanuM sanmAna na kare te sarva paristhitimAM huM chaMcheDAI jAuM chuM, ane, Apa ? koI prazaMsAnA puSpo caDAve stutio ane stavanAo race ke, bharapUra sanmAna Ape te chatAM Apa to sAva nirlepa ! sanmAna e to kaDhAyA dUdha jevI cIja che. ane, apamAna eTale kaDu kariyAtu ! mane kariyAtuM pacatuM nathI Apa kaDhAyA dUdha kevI rIte pacAvI zakayA! prabhu, ApanI bhaktithI mArI A pAcanazaktimAM vRddhi thAo.

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T UhaMkAnI aMtima yAtrA gautama prabhunI keTalI birudAvalI gAvI? gautama prabhune konI sAthe sarakhAvavA? samuhucetu samudra pavA sAgara konA jevo? to ke sAgara jevo. niyatinA yoge duHkhada accheruM thayuM ane prabhu vIranI zAsana-sthApanA eka divasa laMbAI. gautamasvAmI jevA gaNadharano yoga karAvIne niyatie jANe te aparAdhanuM prAyazcitta karyuM! mizrAdaSTi pAse raheluM jJAna paNa ajJAna gaNAya che. to mithyASTinA ajJAnanI to kaI kakSA gaNavI? jJAnathI sahu tare paNa ajJAna koIne thoDuM tAre? IndrabhUti gautamanI vAta ja nirALI che. AtmaviSayaka ajJAne ja gautamane prabhucaraNonA kinAre lAvavAnuM kAma karyuMne! jiMdagInAM 50-50 varSa ahaMkAramAM rAcanArA IndrabhUti ekAeka vinayamUrti kevI rIte banI zake? AvI uccatama yogyatAno prAdurbhAva acAnaka thaI jAya? kuMbhAranA nibhADAnI AgamAM ThaMDA pANI mATenA mATalAno paripAka thato hoya che. nibhADAnI AgamAMthI bahAra nIkaLeluM mATaluM ThaMDakano anubhava Ape. IndrabhUtinA ahaMkAranA nibhADAmAM aMdarakhAne vinayanI yogyatAno paripAka to nahi thaI rahyo hoya ne! ane mATaluM pAkI gayeluM jANIne eka - gautama gauSThi (7) vIra

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kuMbhakAranI adAthI prabhu vire sAcavIne nibhADAmAMthI bahAra kADhI lIdhuM, jemAM vinayanI zItalatA tarabatara thatI hatI! somila brAhmaNano paNa khUba vicAra Ave che. zArajAhamAM InTaranezanala krikeTa meca yojAya che. maeNca bIjAM rASTro vacce thAya ane yajamAna bane zArajAha, apApApurImAM somile yajJa mAMDyo. jANe yajamAna banIne eka aitihAsika maeNcanuM Ayojana karyuM! gobara vagere gAmothI IndrabhUtinI kaeNpTanazipa heThaLa AkhI IlevananI TIma UtarI paDI. spardhAmAM sAme cheDe hatA RjuvAlukAthI padhArelA prabhu mahAvIra. dazavidha zramaNadharma sahitanA A sukAnInI TIma sAme IndrabhUtinI TImano kharAkharIno jaMga khelAze tema kadAca somila ane bIjAoe dhAryuM haze. vAstavamAM keneDA viruddha oNsTreliyA maeNca jevo ghATa thayo. opaniMgamAM sukAnI IndrabhUti ja medAnamAM UtaryA ane prabhu vIranA prathama baoNle ja AuTa thayA. mAtra 11 baoNlamAM maeNca pUrI thaI gaI. IndrabhUtinI TImano skora hato - zUnya rane olaAuTa... paNa Ama to prAjJa ane paMDita hatA ne! paMDitAI kharI vAparI. vijetA TImamAM bhaLI gayA. have temanI TImane parAjita TIma kevI rIte kahI zakAya? prabhu vIra to jItIne jItyA. kamAla to IndrabhUti gautame karI teo hArIne jItyA! - indrabhUti gautamanI jIta temanA eka durlabha guNane AbhArI hatI. te guNanuM nAma - prajJApanIyatA. prajJAvAna banavuM - saraLa che. prajJApanIya banavuM duSkara che. prajJApanIyatA eTale sudhAraNAnI yogyatA. jenA AMtaradoSono upacAra sAdhya hoya te prajJApanIya. hitabodha pakaDatA na AvaDe te kadAca nyUnatA gaNAtI haze. paraMtu ghaNI vAra pakaDeluM choDavAmAM parAkrama hoya che. ahaMkAranA tophAnanA lekaAuTa vacce IndrabhUti gautame eka bArI khullI che gautama goSThi che -

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rAkhI hatI. te bArInuM nAma hatuM: prajJApanIyatA. te bArI dvArA prabhu viranI divyajyotie aMdaramAM ajavALAM relAvI dIdhAM. ahaMkAramUrti IndrabhUti jo vinayamUrti gautama banI zake ane ahaMkAranI Toca uparathI vinayanI Toca upara eka kUdake pahoMcI zake, te jANIe, tyAre khyAla Ave ke zubhanI saMbhAvavAnuM kSetra keTaluM virATa che! garviSTha IndrabhUtine jemaNe joyA ke jANyA che te temanA mATe mahAahaMkArI tarIkeno kAyamI abhiprAya bAMdhI de, to keTalo moTo anyAya karI bese? ApaNe Avo anyAya keTalAne karatA hazuM? koI vyaktine becAra vAra krodha karato joyo eTale krodhI tarIkenI temanA mATenI chApa manamAM goThavI dIdhI. pachI kAyama mATe te vyakti sAtheno badho vyavahAra tenI te chApane magajamAM rAkhIne thAya. manubhAInA gunAnI sajA kanubhAIne karavA jevA AvA anyAya cALA ApaNe khUba karatA hoIe chIe. kuMDalImAM viparIta sthAne beThelA maMgaLa ke zaninA graha, jenI kuMDalI hoya tene ja pIDA Ape. pUrvagraha evo graha che, beTho hoya mArAmAM ane siAvuM tamAre paDe.darajI paNa jUnA mApathI kapaDAM sIvato nathI. dara vakhate navuM mApa le che. ApaNe to eka ja vAranA lIdhelA mApathI keTalIya vyaktio pratyenA abhigama ke valaNanA jhabhbhA - leMghA sIvIne mArI-macaDIne temane paherAvI daIe chIe. patalo mANasa jADo ke jADo mANasa patalo banI zake; bALaka juvAna ane juvAna gharaDo banI zake; eksa-re I.sI.jI.nA riporTamAM pharaka AvI zake; koInI hAITa ke veITamAM pheraphAra thaI zake; UkaLatuM pANI DIpa phrIjharamAM mukAya to barapha banI zake. A badhI saMbhAvanAo svIkAravA ApaNe taiyAra, paNa dekhAtI duSTa vyaktimAM paNa sajjana banavAnI paDelI saMbhAvanAne svIkAravAnI ApaNI taiyArI keTalI? ahaMkArI IndrabhUti vinama gautamasvAmI banI zake te - gautama goSThita

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jANIne jAtane eTaluM ja pUchIe ke, koNa zuM na banI zake? zubhanI saMbhAvavAnuM kSetra keTaluM badhuM virATa che! sarvajJa ane siddha banavA sudhInI tamAma zubha saMbhAvanAone caitanyanA peTALamAM dabAvIne pratyeka bhavya jIvabeThelo che. gaNadhara gautamasvAmInuM caritra eka mahApravacana che, jenA vAkya vAkya jIvananirmANanA padArthapATha zIkhavA maLe che. prabhune parAsta karavA mAMTe upADe khabhA ulALatA ulALatA 5OOcelAonuM saraghasa laIne IndrabhUti brAhmaNa prabhunA samavasaraNa tarapha jaI rahyA hatA, tyAre koIneya kalpanA AvI haze kharI ke A IndrabhUtinA ahaMkAranI aMtima yAtrA jaI rahI che? jANe! IndrabhUtinI kAMdha upara besIne aMhakAra vadhastaMbha bhaNI na jaI rahyo hoya! gautama prabhue traNa moTA hanumAna-kUdakA mAryA che; potAnA jIvanamAM.... pahelo kUdako ahaMkAranI Toca uparathI vinayanIToca sudhIno. * bIjo kUdako prabhu pratyenA ahaMkAra prerita jAlima spardhAbhAvamAMthI prabhu pratyenA vinayapUrNa samarpaNa bhAva uparano. - trIjo kUdako ghora viSAdamAMthI kaivalyotpAdaka prakarSaprApta virAgadazAno. ahIM virAga eTale prabhu paranA sneharAganuM kharI paDavuM. kArelAM na bhAvatAM hovAne kAraNe kArelAMnuM zAka gharamAM bane to te divase saMgharSa karanAra vyakti ekAeka kArelAMno evo premI banI jAya che, gharamAM kArelAMnuM zAka na bane te divase gharamAM saMgharSa kare, to kevo Azcaryajanaka pheraphAra lAge A! jemano parAbhava karavA nIkaLelA te ja prabhunI caraNasevA vagara thI 1 gautama gauSThi 4

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gautamasvAmIne cena nathI paDatuM! Ama to bahu gaMbhIra oNparezana hatuM, ahaMkAranI gAMTha bahu vakarelI hatI. kensara jevA jAlima daradonuM oNparezana karatAM kalAko lAgatA hoya che. ahaMkAra jevA jAlima roganuM oparezana prabhue keTalI siphatathI ane keTalI jhaDapathI karI nAkhyuM! oNparezana karatA pUrve behozI jarUrI gaNAya che. paraMtu dUrathI haoNspiTala ke oNparezana thiyeTara jotAnI sAthe koI daradIne behozI lAgI jAya tevuM kyAMya sAMbhaLyuM che ? prabhunA divya samavasaraNanI divyatA nihALIne ja indrabhUti mugdha banI gayA. prabhue khAsa enesthesiyA Apavo na paDyo. "padhAro, indrabhUti gautama! sukharUpa padhAryA?' prabhu Ama bolI rahyA che, tyAre ApaNA jevAne lAge ke haju to enesthesiyA apAI rahyo che... tenI asara thaze pachI oNparezana zarU thaze.paNa le! jota jotAmAM A to oNparezana paNa thaI gayuM! ghaNA DaoNkTara evI kuzaLatA dharAvatA hoya che ke Ijekzana apAI jAya tenI daradIne jarAya khabara ja na paDe. ijekzana ApIne DaoNkTara spiriTa ghase tyAre daradI to kadAca e khyAlamAM hoya che ke DaoNkTara ijekzana ApatA pUrve mane spiriTanuM pUmaDuM ghasI rahyA che. prabhu vIra indrabhUtinuM oNparezana karatA pUrve tene Apalo madhura AvakAranA prasaMga parathI eTalo padArthapATha zIkhavA jevo che ke, enesthesiyA ApyA vagara oNparezana thAya nahi ane enesthesiyA ApatAM barAbara AvaDe to gaMbhIra daradanuM oNparezana paNa saraLatAthI pAra paDe che. ApaNe to game tyAre game tene ADedhaDa cIrI nAkhatA hoIe chIe. koInA doSanuM uddharaNa karavuM te kensaranA ke bAyapAsanA oNparezana jevI ja gaMbhIra kriyA che, eTale te karanAramAM eka niSNAta sarjana jevI sajjatA ane tenA jevuM jokhamadArInuM bhAna hovuM ghaTe. - gautama goSThi 11

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vidyArthI vargamULa kADhavAno dAkhalo gaNato hato. dAkhalAno javAba khoTo Avato hato. zikSake tene sAMtvana ApyuM: 'tAro dAkhalo gaNavAnI rIta khoTI nathI, tuM gaNatarI karavAmAM thApa khAI gayo che zikSaka upara vidyArthIne zraddhA ane sadbhAva vadhyA. teNe bahu sahajatAthI vargamULa kADhavAnI potAnI agharI bhulabhulAmaNIvALI rIta choDIne zikSakanI saraLa rIta apanAvI lIdhI. zikSake pahelA dhaDAke ja tenI rItano vAMka kADhIne tene dhamakAvyo hota to? prabhue indrabhUtine veda choDAvIne tripadI' pakaDAvI...paNa vedanI paMktione khoTI gaNAvIne nahi! koIne tenA doSa ke bhUlo gaNAvyA vagara tene bhUla choDAvavAnI ane guNa pakaDAvavAnI divyA kaLA A prasaMgamAMthI zIkhInalevAya? - sUkSma AMtaranirIkSaNa karIe to kadAca ApaNane pratIta thAya ke bIjAne sudhAravAmAM ApaNane jeTalo rasa hoya che, tenA karatAM tene "bagaDelo' puravAra karavAmAM vadhu rasa hoya che. te sudharI jAya to tene doSita kahevAno ApaNo AnaMda ApaNane jo lUMTAI jato lAge to ApaNI tucchatAnI ghanatAno AMka zuM hoI zake? je DaoNkTara mAtra kensaranuM nidAna karI jANe, paNa tenA upacAra karatAM na AvaDe to te DaoNkTara daradInI yAtanA anekagaNI vadhArI mUke che. kuzaLa DaoNkTara kensaranuM nidAna kare, upacAra kare. paNa tene kensara che tevuM daradIne kaLAvA na de. upacAra dvArA daradInuM kensara saMpUrNa maTADI de ane tyAre ghaNI vAradaradIne khabara nathI hotI ke mane je maTI gaI te bImArI kensaranI hatI. A kuzaLatA khAsa keLavavA jevI che. je prabhuvIre indrabhUti upara ajamAvI. (12) gautama goSThi che -

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krodha ajIraNa tayataNuM, jhavaNuM ahaMkAra ho, iniMdA kiriyA taNuM, vamana ajIrNa AhAre.... -mahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI ma.sA. aDhAra pApasthAnakanI sajhAya. DhALa-16 che gautamasvAmI! sAdhanAmArgano moTo avarodha te ""ne khUba sahajatAthI Ape khaseDI dIdho. huM to kayAranoya keTalAya dhakkA mAruM chuM. toya te TasanA masa nathI thato. ane mArA sAdhanApaMthano avarodha to te che ja, mArA samAdhi paMthamAM paNa te moTo avarodha banIne Ubho che. mAtra mArA 'huM'ne kAraNe huM keTalIya vAra durgAnanA kAdavamAM khUMpI jAuM chuM. prabhu, mArA 'huM'ne haTAvI dyo ne!

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HNonuM saMgrahAla, aMhakArathI UchaLatA IndrabhUtinuM varNana vAMcatI ke vicAratI vakhate paNa mAruM mastaka anAyAse ahaMkArI bAhmaNa svarUpe rahelA IndrabhUtinA caraNomAM ahobhAvathI jhUkI paDe che. kAraNa ke te, mArA pyArA prabhu gautamano dravyanikSepa kharo ne! dravyanikSepanA e gautama prabhune namaskAra karatA paNa gAtro romAMcita thaI jAya che. veSa tridaMDIno hato, paNa AtmA prabhu vIrano hato..... to bharata mahArAjAe traNa pradakSiNApUrvaka bhAvavibhora banIne vaMdana karyA ja hatAMne! . hamaNAM hamaNAM keTalIka vyaktio sAthe guru gautama viSe vAto thaI. dilacaspa kaoNmenTsa temanI pAsethI mane paNa jANavA maLI. Aje ja eka bhAI maLyA. temaNe mane hiMmatathI kahyuM, koI mane pUche ke tamArI sAme be vikalpa hoya, to tame zuM banavAnuM pasaMda karo? mahAvIra ke gautama!to huM eka kSaNanoya vilaMba karyA vinA jaNAvI dauM: huM gautama banavAnuM ja pasaMda karuM, temaNe kahyuM : kAraNa bahu spaSTa che, karoDapati banavA karatAM karoDapatinA dIkarA banavAmAM lAbha ghaNo che. ghaNI mahenata ane jahemate bApa karoDapati bane... ane dIkarAne to % (14) gautama goSThi -

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taiyAra vAraso maLI jAya. karoDapati banavA pratIkSA ane prakriyA ghaNI joIe. karoDapatinA putrane to AvuM kAMI karyA vinA mAtra prApti ja karavAnI ne! karoDapati banavAmAM jokhamo kheDavAM paDe. sAhisakatA keLavavI paDe ane sAvadhAnIya ghaNI rAkhavI paDe. dIkaro to vagara mahenate ane vagara jokhame mAlAmAla thaI jAya. sADA bAra varasa prabhue kevo vaNaja kheDavo paDyo, tyAre adhyAtmanA zrImaMta banyA ane cAlAka gautamasvAmI samarpita ziSya banIne A anaMta dAyajAnA adhikRta vArasadAra banI gayA ! bIjA eka bhAIe majAnI vAta karI. temaNe kahyuM : prabhu vIra tIrthaMkara hatA, zAsanapati hatA, gautamasvAmInA gurudeva hatA. paNa, eka bAbatamAM gautamasvAmI prabhu vIra karatAM caDiyAtA hatA. temane vinayanuM je pAtra maLyuM hatuM, tevuM prabhu vIrane kyAM maLyuM hatuM ? te to svayaMsaMbuddha hatA. zAstromAM tIrtha zabdanA cAra artha batAvyA cheH * tIrtha eTale tIrthasthApaka tIrthaMkara deva... tIrtha eTaleprathama gaNadhara... * tIrtha eTale caturvidha saMgha... * tIrtha eTale dvAdazAMgI. gautama prabhu prathama gaNadhara hatA, caturvidha saMghanA nAyaka hatA ane dvAdazAMgInA raciyatA hatA. cAramAMthI traNa artha to DAIrekTa temane lAgu paDatA hatA. prabhu samavasaraNamAM birAjamAna thatI vakhate 'namo titthasa' bolatA haze, tyAre gautamasvAmI tIrtha zabdanuM arthAnusaMdhAna kayA artha sAthe karatA haze ? prabhu gautama 'tIrtha' zabdanA prathama arthanI namakriyAmAM taraboLa hatA, to caturvidhasaMgha ane dvAdazAMgI pratye paNa temano vinaya apAra hato. gautama goSThi 15

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kaTukarmanA vipAka kevA hoya, te pratyakSa nihALavA prabhuvIranA vacanathI gautamasvAmI mRgAputra loDhiyAne jovA mATe tenA ghare gayA. rasI jharatA vikRta, bIbhatsa ane durgadhI A bALakane, jabhyo tyArathI tenAM mAtApitAe bhoMyarAmAM ja rAkhyo hato. Azcarya vyakta karatAM tenI mAtA mRgAvatIe prabhu gautamane pUchyuM : "bhoyarAmAM saMtADI rAkhelA A bALakanI mAhitI tamane maLI kevI rIte? atIndriya jJAnanA prabhAve ja Ape jANyuM haze!Apa kevA mahAjJAnI!''hakkathI maLatA yazanA phUlahArathI paNa haMmezA je bhAgatA pharyA che, te prabhu. gautama A maphatiyo jaza zAnA svIkAre ? tarata khulAso karyo "nA re meM mArA jJAnathI A nathI jANyuM, prabhu mahAvIre mane A jaNAvyuM che." Avo maphatiyo jaza koI padharAvatuM hoya, tyAre samaMtidarzaka hakAra bhaNIne svIkRtinA sahIsikkA karavA jeTalI aprAmANikatA to kadAca ApaNe na AcarIe, paNa AvA avasare khulAso karIne jazane jAkAro ApavA jeTalI prAmANikatA paNa kadAca ApaNe na AcarI zakIe. potAnA hakkano jazano Topalo paNa prabhunA caraNe dharI denArA gautamasvAmI, prabhuno jaza corI le kharA? he gautama prabhu! karmapariNatinI viSamatAnuM eka virala sempala jovA Apa mRgAvatInI havelInA bhoMyarAmAM gayAM. huM paNa zuM karma-pariNatinI viSamatAnI eka anokhI AITama jevo nathI? tenI Indriyo purAyelI hatI, to mArAM paNa cakSu (aMtarthakSa) biDAI gayelAM che, prajJApanIyatAnA kAna baMdha che ane rAgadveSanI keTalI rasI jharI rahI che? atyaMta jugupsanI mArI A sthitimAM karmapariNatinA pradarzananI dekhavA lAyaka eka ajAyabInAM Apane darzana nathI thatAM? ajJAnadazAnA bhoMyarAmAM purAyelA ane vibhAvadazAnI durgadhathI (16) gautama gauSThi

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gaMdhAtA A loDhiyAne jovA paNa Avo ne? ane mRgAputra loDhiyAnA karmavipAkanAM rahasyone jANavAnI ke tenI bhavaparaMparA ane mokSa sudhInI gati jANavAnI Apane jijJAsA thaI, tevI jijJAsA paNa mArA mATe, prabhu sevone! Ama to sahaja kalpanA thAya ke mRgAputra loDhiyAmAM karma pariNAmanI vicitratAnuM darzana karAvIne prabhu vIra, sajAga gautamasvAmIne vadhu sajAga karavA IcchatA haze. paNa sAthe sAthe asAdhAraNa kakSAnA puNyapuruSa prabhu gautamano daSTipAta thatA mRgAputra loDhiyAnI karmasthitinuM jora keTaluM nabaLuM paDI gayuM haze? jotAMnI sAthe jugupsA thAya ke bhUlecUke najara paDI jAya to AMkha ane nAka baMdha karI devAnuM mana thAya ane eTale ja jene bhoMyarAmAM mUkI rAkhelA tevA loDhiyAne nihALavA prabhu gautama sAmethI gayA ane tene joIne temane jugupsA thaI kharI, paNa...karma pariNati upara! gautamasvAmI pratye haMmezano mAre upAlaMbha rahyo cheH he gautama prabhu! tame prabhu vIranA anuvartaka hatA. paNa anuyAyI na banyA! potAnA parano rAga choDAvavA prabhu vIra satata samartha loyama! mA pamAyaNa !' nI Takora karatA rahyAM. jAlima rAganA kIcaDamAM khUpelA ApanA A zizune temAMthI bahAra kADhavA Apa kema koI Takora karatA nathI? ApanA premanuM pAtra prabhu hatA, paNa mArI rAgadhArA to pugalajagata para vahI rahI che. tyAre Apa kartavyayyata kema thaI rahyA cho? . besatA varSanA mAMgalikamAM prabhu gautamanA nAmano mahimA samajAvIne gautamasvAmInA nAmamaMtrano jApa karavA preraNA karelI. mArgalika pUrNa thayA bAda eka parivAra navI kharIdelI gADImAM besI talAsarI yAtrA karavA gayo. talAsarI pAse ja gADI khoTavAIne UbhI gautama gauSThi (17)

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rahI gaI. gADInA mikaeNnijhamanuM jarA paNa jJAna nahi. gADI ripera karavAnuM koI ojAra paNa temanI pAse nahIM. gautama prabhunA nAmamaMtranuM ojAra oNpareTa karyuM. badhA gautamasvAmInA nAmano jApa karavA lAgyA. baoNneTa kholyuM. ane gautamanuM nAma bolatAM bolatAM eka vAyarane hAtha lagADyo vAyara saheja chUTA paDelo lAgyo. tene mazInamAM kyAMka ThIka lAgyuM tyAM khosI dIdho. gADI tarata cAlu thaI gaI. gautamasvAmInI nAma pratyenI temanI zraddhA anekagaNI vadhI gaI. sAdhanAnI gADI ghaNI vAra khoTavAI jatI hoya che. kyAreka durdhyAna mana upara savAra thaI jAya. kyAreka sattva mAMduM paDe. tyAre prabhu gautamanuM nAma laIne, vAyara bharAvavA jeTalo manane sAdhanAmAM joDavAno saheja prayAsa karIe to sAdhanAnI gADI saDasaDATa pAchI doDatI thaI jAya ! miSTAnnapAnAmvarapUrNAmA / e gautamasvAmIno prabhAvaka paricaya che. miSTa annapAna ke vastrAdinI kAmanA gautamasvAmInA nAmathI pUrI thaI jAya te to eka saMketamAtra che ane bhajananA rasiyAne bhojana anukULa maLe ke pratikULa tenI khevanA paNa kyAM hoya ? zramaNane to kAmanA hoya che.... AdhyAtmika upalabdhionI ....... svAdhyAya ane sAdhanA sAdhakanuM miSTAnna che. .... samatA2sa te tenuM miSTapAna ... che ... gurukRpA ane prabhukRpAnuM kavaca e tenAM vAMchita vastro che. ane pUrNakAmA zabdanuM svataMtra arthaghaTana karIe to jaNAya ke prabhu gautamanA nAmano sAdhaka sarva kAmanAothI para banI jAya che, dharAI jAya che ane sarvathA kAmanArahita banavA rUpe te 'pUrNakAmA'banI jAya che. mANasa game teTalo svamAnI ke ahaMkArI hoya, teno svamAnabhaMga ke garvakhaMDana thavAnA prasaMgo banatA ja hoya che. abhimAna to rAjA rAvaNanuMya TakyuM nathI. garviSThanAM paNa garvakhaMDana ke abhimAnIonI paNa mAnahAni thatI dareke joI haze paNa garvanuM 18 gautama gauSThi

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garvakhaMDana ane abhimAnanI mAnahAni gautamasvAmI jevA sivAya koI karI zake? abhimAnanI chAvaNIno senApati tyAMthI bhAgI chUTIne namatAnI chAvaNIno senApati banI gayo. abhimAnaneya jabaro dagAbAja bheTI gayo! aMhakAra sAme thayelo A eka moTo mAyA prayoga! mAnanI mAnahAni ane mAna sAme mAyA prayoga karanAra gautamasvAmIe mAna upara krodha paNa kevo karyo ? abhimAna para krodhe bharAIne guru - samarpaNanI khAMDaNImAM kevo tene khAMDI nAMkhyo ! 5OO celAnA gurupada karatAM anekagaNuM vajanadAra prabhuvIranA ziSyanuM sTeTasa meLavIne prabhu gautame vAstavamAM to potAnI gauravavRddhi ja karI! jANe abhimAnanA lobhamAMcaDyA! koI ApaNane pUche ke prasiddha itihAsamAM paMkAyelA atyaMta ahaMkArI evAM pAMca aitihAsika pAtronAM nAma Apo. ApaNe tarata pahelA ke bIjA krame indrabhUtinuM nAma ApI daIe ane tarata bIjo prazna ApaNI sAme Ave ke prasiddha itihAsamAM paMkAyelA be-cAra vinayavaMta vyaktionAM nAma Apo, to ApaNe sauthI paheluM konuM nAma ApIe? gautamasvAmInuM - indrabhUti gautamanuM caritra jANyA pachI.jene ApaNe ahaMkAranI Toca samajIe chIe, te kadAca vinayanI taLeTI paNa koI zake... tevuM svIkAravAnI sajjanatA ApaNAmAM kyAre pragaTaze ? bharosaranI sajhAyamAM vaMkacUla, cilAtIputra, prabhava ke daDhaprahArInAM roja nAmotkIrtana karavA chatAM pallIpati, DAku, cora ke hatyArAmAM "mahAnubhAva' banavAnI paDelI virATa saMbhAvanAne svIkAravAnuM audArya paNa jo ApaNe keLavI na zakIe to A sajhAyano pATha ApaNo thoDo kAco na kahevAya? prabhu gautama pAsethI samajavA jevuM ghaNuM che. paraMtu prabhu gautama goSThi 19

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gautamane samajavA ati duSkara che. prabhu gautamane oLakhavAno - samajavAno jema jema prayAsa karato jAuM chuM, tema tema prabhu gautama vadhune vadhu akaLa banatA jatA hoya tevuM lAge che. AdhyAtmika bhUkaMpa thayo ane akkaDa indrabhUtinuM akaLa gautamasvAmImAM rUpAMtara thayuM. gautamasvAmInuM jIvana eka evuM kalaNa che, tame temAM paDo eTale vadhu ne vadhu emAM khUMcatA jAo ane kheMcAtA jAo. AvA vamaLamAM phasAvAnuM thAya, tyAre eka to aMdarathI koI kheMcatuM hoya ane bIjI bAju te kheMcAvAnuM gamavAne kAraNe bahAra nIkaLavAno ApaNo prayAsa koIthAya nahIM. basa, pachI majA jamajA! prabhu gautama eka Adhyatmika krAntivIra che, jemaNe ahaMnA zikharane vinayanI taLeTI banAvI dIdhI; kAjaLagherI amAvasyAne jemaNe pUrNimAdIkSA ApI;nata rahIne unnata banyA; zUnya banIne pUrNabanyA;jhajhUmyA vagara mohane jhukAvyo. prabhu gautamanuM jIvana eka vismayakAraka vismayavATikA che, jyAM Dagale Dagale vismayanAM kusuma mahekI rahyAM che. prabhu gautamanuM jIvana sadgaNonuM evuM saMgrahAlaya che, jyAM pratyeka sadgaNa eka enTika pIsa banIne zobhI rahyo che! prabhu gautama evI AIsabarga parsanAliTI che ke tame temano jeTalo tAga pAmatA jAo eTalA te tamane vadhune vadhu rahasyamaya jaNAvA lAge! prabhu mahAvIrane temaNe evA prItipAtra banAvyA che te sahunA atyaMta prItipAtra banI gayA! prabhu gautamane gotavA tame temanA jIvanaudyAnamAM praveza karo eTale Dagale ne pagale virATa vismaya sAthe tame athaDAI paDo. (2) gautama goSThi --

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ahaMkAra parameM dharata, na lahe tija guNa gaMdha ahaMjJAna tija guNa lage, chUTe parahi saMbaMdha -mahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijaya ma.sA. samAdhi zataka he gautamasvAmI! ApanA nAmasmaraNa mAtrathI abhilaSita kAmanAo paripUrNa thAya te ApanA nAmano acinya mahimA che. paNa, Aje to evo mahimA mArA para ajamAvo ke, huM ApanuM nAma raTuM ane, mArI sarva abhilASAo ane kAmanAo :sUkAM pAMdaDAMnI jema kharI paDe !

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- gautamasvAmInI labdhi hojo vepArIo copaDAmAM lakhe che : 'gautamasvAmInI labdhi hojo' gozALAnI labdhi yAcavA jevI nahi, gautamasvAmInI labdhi ja yAcavA jevI. tenuM kAraNa zuM? gozALA pAse labdhi ochI hatI ane gautamasvAmIjI pAse labdhio anaMta hatI... zuM eTale gautamasvAmInI labdhio ApaNe yAcIe chIe ? A kAraNamAM vajUda eTalA mATe nathI ke, maMtra-vidyA-labdhionI sRSTimAM ApanAra pAse hoya eTaluM ja athavA tenAthI ochuM ja tenA yAcaka ke sAdhakane maLe tevo kAyado nathI. ApanAra pAse hoyaH kama tenA karatAM anekagaNuM paNa mAMganArane maLI zake. gautamasvAmInI pAse kevalajJAna nahotuM, chatAM temanI caraNopAsanA karanArane kevalajJAnanI prApti thatI ja hatI ne ? gozALA pAse labdhi ochI hatI, tethI tenI ArAdhanAthI labdhi ochI maLe, e kAMI gozALAnI labdhi nahIM mAgavA pAchaLanuM sAcuM kAraNa nathI. gautamanI labdhi yAcavA pAchaLanAM sAcAM kAraNo judAM ja che. gozALAe labdhi pAmavA ugra sAdhanA karI hatI ane gautama prabhunI bAbatamAM to labdhio sAmethI AvIne temanA caraNomAM bharANI hatI. labdhie gozALAnuM vazIkaraNa karyuM hatuM, paNa gautama dvArA te svayaM vazIbhUta thaI hatI. gozALo labdhiono dAsa hato, labdhio 220 gautama mauSThi

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gautamaprabhunI caraNadAsI hatI. gautamasvAmInI labdhio mohanIya karmanA tIvra kSayopazamanI nIpaja hatI. gozALAnI labdhine sAhacarya mohanIya karmanA udayanuM hatuM. gautamanI labdhi vinayanA garbhamAMthI pedA thaI hatI, jyAre gozALAnI labdhi ahaMkAranA garbhamAMthI utpanna thaI hatI. kautukAdi tuccha vRttionA garbhamAMthI nIpajelI hatI. gautamasvAmI parama suyogya hatA. gozALo kupAtra hato. gautamasvAmInI labdhi yAcavA pAchaLa evo saMketa rahelo che, mane je kAMI maLo te pAtratAthI samanvita maLo. pahelA pAtratA maLo pachI ja prApti thAo." bhautika jagatamAM ane AdhyAtmika jagatamAM prAptino jeTalo mahimA che, tenA karatAM anekagaNo pAtratAno mahimA che. parSadAmAM gaNadharapadane pAtra jIvo nahotA, to prabhue kevalajJAna ane jinanAmakarmano vipAkodaya thavA chatAM zAsanasthApanA eka divasa laMbAvI dIdhI. sthUlabhadrasvAmI pAtratAmAM UNA UtaratA lAgyA to bhadrabAhusvAmIe cAra pUrvanA viccheda para pasaMdagI utArI. paraMtu sthUlabhadrasvAmIne chellA cAra pUrvano arthana Apyo. maMtra, vidhA, cuta, labdhi, sattA ke koIpaNa prakAranI zakti apAtranA hAthamAM Ave che, tyAre vinipAta sarjAya che. gautamasvAmInI labdhi hojo e mAMgaNI eTale pAtratAthI samanvita zaktinI yAcanA che ane temAMya zakti gauNa che, pAtratA mukhya che. gautamasvAmIne labdhio hatI paNa spRhA kharI paDelI hatI. gozALAnI labdhi spRhAthI kalaMkita hatI. gautamasvAmInI labdhi hojo' e niHspRhatAthI alaMkRta labdhi yAcanA che. ane jo niHspRhatA maLI jAya to labdhinI yAcanA taddana gauNa banI jAya che. labdhio ke zaktio puNyanA udayathI prApta thatI uttama upalabdhi hoya topaNa, te jyAre eka mautama mauSThi 23 .

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spRhAthI kharaDAya che, tyAre temAM rahelI uttamatAnuM bASpIbhavana thAya che. gautamasvAmInI labdhi yAcavA pAchaLanuM bIjuM eka mahattvanuM kAraNa e che ke temanI labdhi ThAranArI hatI, gozALAnI labdhi bALanArI hatI. gautamasvAmInI pAse hatI te akSINa mahAnasa labdhi, akSINa mahAlaya labdhi vagere labdhionAM nAma ane varNana tame vAMcyAM ja haze. thUMka, mUtra ke viSTAthI roga maTADavAnI labdhi hoya ke bhojananA bhAjanane akSaya banAvanArI labdhi ho... saMtApa ke ukaLATanuM zamana karanArI A labdhio che. nAnakaDA makAnamAM paNa jeTalA Ave teTalA badhA samAI jAya te mahimA akSINa mahAlaya labdhino che. koI makAna ke mahelamAM prayojita karI zakAya tevI A labdhi to ApaNI pAse nathI. paraMtu vizvanA sarva jIvo praveza pAmI zake tevo labdhiprayoga ApaNA dila para ApaNe na karI zakIe? gautamasvAmInI badhI labdhio bIjAne sukhazAtA ApanArI che. ane gozALAnI labdhi bALanArI che. puNyayoge zrImaMtAI vagere je kAMI zaktio saMpanna thAya te badhAne sukhazAtAdAyaka banI rahevI joIe, te gautamanI labdhi yAcavA pAchaLanuM rahasya che. riddhi to mammaNa pAse kyAM ochI hatI? chatAM yAcanA zAlibhadranI riddhinI thAya che ane gozALAne badale gautamanI labdhinI yAcanA thAya che. tenAthI sUcita thAya che ke guNasamanvita zaktinuM ja mUlya che. nirlepatA ane niHspRhatAthI ja zaktiprazaMsApAtra bane che. 24 gautama mauSThi

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parvata garva zikhare caDyo, gurukuM bhI laghu rUpa kahu tihAM acaraja kizyo ? kathana jJAna - anurUpa... 1 AThazikharagirirAja ke, ThAmeM vimalAloka to prakAza sukha kayuM lahe ?viSama-mAna-vazaloka... 2 mAna mahIdharacheda tuM, kara mRdutA-pavi-ghAta jayuM sukha mAraga saralatA, hove citta vikhyAta... 3 mRdutA komala kamala meM, vaja-sAraahaMkAra chedata he Ika palakameM, acarija eha apAra... 4 -mahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI ma.sA. samatA zataka hai gautamasvAmI! grenAITanI takatI upara lAkaDAnA pATiyA upara ke kAgaLanA pAnA upara amAruM nAma caDe te mATe ame havAtiyAM mArIe chIe. ane, Ape to nAma-vAsanAne sarvathA paraThavI dIdhI tethI prabhunA haiye ane hoThe ApanuM nAma caDI gayuM svAmI! ApanA nAmanI raTaNA amArI nAma-vAsanAne ogALanArI nIvaDo.

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3 varuM bhavya . ApaNe aMjAI jaIe chIe, gautamanI bhautika labdhionAM jhaLAMhaLAMthI. sUryanAM kiraNonuM AlaMbana laIne gautamasvAmI saDasaDATa aSTApada parvata para caDI gayA. te labdhiprayoga upara ApaNe ovArI jaIe chIe. sUryanAM kiraNo pakaDIne aSTApada giri caDyA, tenA karatAM moTI ajAyabI prabhu gautamanI e che ke te ahaMkAranuM doraDuM pakaDIne prabhunA caraNomAM pahoMcyA!sUryakiraNo pakaDIne caDyA to aSTApada upara sthApanA - nikSepAnA prabhu maLyA ane ahaMkAranA doraDethI caDayA tyAre bhAva-nikSepAnA prabhumaLyA! prAcIna vArtAomAM kyAMka kyAMka evo ullekha vAMcavA maLe che ke, bhIMta para laTakatA sApane pakaDIne koI meDI upara caDI gayuM. IndrabhUti bAhmaNe AvI ja kamAla karI. ahaMkAranA ajagaranI pUMchaDI pakaDIne te prabhunI meDIe pahoMcI gayA!! gautama prabhunA jIvana viSe vicAruM chuM tyAre mane pelI paMktinuM smaraNa thaI Ave che : madhuthapaviemadhuram zrIkRSNanA hoTha madhura, AMkha madhura, mukha madhura, vANI madhura, kaMTha madhura, cAla madhura, badhuM ja madhura, prabhu gautamanuM badhuM ja bhavya! temano vinaya paNa bhavya, ahaMkAra (26) gautama goSThi

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paNa bhavya. temano vairAgya paNa bhavya, rAga paNa bhavya. temano AnaMda paNa bhavya ane viSAda paNa bhavya! maMdira pavitra che. maMdiranuM badhuM ja pavitra che. maMdiramAM mUrti ane pUjAnA thALa pavitra che, to mUrtinA aMga upathI UtareluM nirmAlya paNa pavitra che... jene ahobhAvathI tame AMkhe aDADo cho ane pavitratAno pAvana sparza anubhavo cho. maMdiranA ghaMTa ane AratI pavitra che, to maMdiramAMthI nIkaLato kAjo paNa pavitra che. jene ahobhAvathI mastake mUkatAM bhautika ane AdhyAtmika daLadara pheDAI jAya che. tema prabhu gotama bhavya che ane temanuM badhuM ja bhavya che. prabhu gautama nAmanA maMdiramAMthI nIkaLelA nirmAlyatulya ahaMkAra ke rAga ane viSAda jevA kacarAne paNa bhavyatAnI dIkSA maLI ! krodhI caMDakauzika krodhathI dhamadhamATa karato prabhu pAse gayo ane tenA para prabhunI karuNA UtarI ane te kSamAzIla banyo. abhimAnI IndrabhUti ahaMkArathI dhamadhamATa karatA prabhu pAse gayA ane te vinayamUrti banI gayA. prabhue temanA para anarAdhAra karuNAvRSTi karI. prabhune upAlaMbha ApavAnuM mana thAya : 'prabhu! ame ApanI arcanA karIe chIe ane ApanI sAme dhamadhamATa nathI karatA e ja amAro guno ne? dhamadhamATa karanAra para Apa varasI paDyA ane arcanA karanAranI sAmya jotA nathI. Ama kema?' prabhu A praznano khUba suMdara pratyuttara vALe cheH "koI dhamadhamATa kare to te dhamadhamATane ogALI nAMkhavo te mAre mana ramata vAta che. huM prasanna thAuM chuM - abhimukhatAthI. IndrabhUti mArI abhimukha AvyA ane caMDakauzika paNa doDato doDato mArI abhimukha Avyo.... ane tethI ja mArI karuNA temanA dvArA jhilAI. je prabhunI abhimukha bane che tenA para prabhu rIjhe che. ApaNe prabhunI arcanA ghaNI karIe chIe, paNa prazna e che ke prabhu pratyenI gautama gauSThi 20

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abhimukhatA keTalI? prabhunI pAse besIne mukha saMsAra tarapha rAkhIe to abhimukhatA saMsArataraphanI thaI, prabhu taraphanI kyAM rahI? ane ApaNe to thoDA ja abhimukha thavAnuM che, ApaNA ane prabhu vaccenuM aMtara nivAravAnI prabhune eTalI badhI talapa che ke '99' DagalAM prabhu cAlIne sAme Ave che. ApaNe to prabhune levA mAtra eka ja DagaluM sAme javAnuM che. IndrabhUti brAhmaNane maLavA prabhue juvAlukAthI apApApurI sudhIno lAMbo paMtha kApyo. IndrabhUti mAtra yajJanA vADAthI samavasaraNa . sudhI sAme gayA ane temano nitAra thaI gayo! cheka dUrathI lAMbo paMtha kApIne prabhu kanakakhala udyAna sudhI padhAryA. caMDakauzike potAnA rAphaDAthI prabhunA caraNo sudhInI sAva nAnakaDI majala kApI ane teno beDo pAra thaI gayo! prabhu kyAranAya najIka AvIne ApaNI vATa jue che. ApaNe mAtra thoDAka abhimukha thavAnI jarUra che. prabhu to anarAdhAra varasIne kyAranAya ApaNuM bhAna bharI devA Atura che. ApaNe to mAtra bhAjana savaLuM karavA jeTalI tasdI levAnI che! jinAlayamAMthI nIkaLatI vakhate pAchA pagale nIkaLavAno vidhi che. prabhune pUMTha na thAya te viveka to kharo ja. uparAMta prabhunI pAsethI nIkaLyA pachI paNa prabhunI abhimukhatA tUTavIna joIe, te paNa ahIMsUcita thAya che. gautamasvAmInA jIvanamAM traNa ghaTanA ekasAthe banI. te prabhune sanmukha banyA, ahaMkArAdi parabhAvothI vimukha banyA ane svamAM khovAI gayA. prabhunI abhimukhatA-parabhAvothI vimukhatA ane ravanI aMtarmukhatA-A traNeya kamaLa ekasAthe khIlI UThyAM. (28 gautama gauSThi -

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mAnI kuM hoya na maLavattA guNa, madavA taba kAheko mAnI -cidAnaMdajI savaiyA hai gautamasvAmI! vinayanI pAtratA bhale mArAmAM na dekhAya... evo ahaMkAra to zIkhavo je prabhunAM caraNo sudhI dorI jAya! vairAgyanI bhUmikA bhale mArAmAM na UghaDI hoya... evo rAga to zikhavADo je parAbhaktino paryAya banI rahe ! AnaMdano dariyo bhale mArAthI dUra rahyo.... evo viSAda to mane cakhADo temaja gata

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gautama v/s gogALo prabhu gautamanuM jIvana eka jIvaMta vidyApITha che. jyAM adhyAtmanA kakko bArAkhaDIthI mAMDIne badhuM ApaNane zIkhavA maLe che. . gautamasvAmI pAsethI yAcavA jevuM eka kImatI ghareNuM eTale niHspRhatA. spRhAono vilaya thAya che tyAre gautamasvAmI nAmanuM tIrtha udbhava pAme che. spRhAonuM kharI paDavuM te ghaTanAnuM nAma che." gautamasvAmI. gautamasvAmIne 50 hajAra ziSyo hatA. paraMtu eka ziSyanI paNa spRhA nahotI. gautamasvAmI pAse anaMta labdhio hatI, paNa labdhionA pradarzana yojavAnI lezamAtra spRhA nahotI. gautamasvAmI pAse avadhi ane mana:paryava jevA jJAna hatA. paraMtu jJAnI tarIke paMkAI javAnI spRhA kharI paDelI hatI. temanI pAse cauda pUrvano virATa khajAno hato. paraMtu tenI upara mAlikIbhAva kyAM hato? mAlika to prabhune jamAnyA... ane pote to jANe koSAdhyakSa mAtra!temane prabhunA ziSya' hovAnuM gaurava ghaNuM hatuM. paraMtu "prathama ziSya' hovAno garva jarAya nahoto! jyAre ApaNAM manamAMthI eka nAnakaDI paNa spRhA pIgaLI jAya, 30 gautama gauSThi -

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tyAre AnaMdita thavuM ke Aje mArA jIvanamAM eka mini gautama ghaTanA ghaTI che. jyAre manamAM eka navI spRhA Uge tyAre mAnavuM ke prabhu gotama ane mArI vacce Aje aMtara vadhyuM che. prabhu gautamanuM UMcuM mUlya jo aMtaramAM prasthApita thayeluM haze, to temanAthI dUra haTAvanArI spRhAo ApaNane nahIM paravaDe. prabhu gautama ane gozAlakanI ghaTanAmAM keTaluM sAmya lAge! IndrabhUti gautama paNa sarvajJa na hovA chatAM potAnI jAtane sarvajJa mAnatA hatA tathA prabhunI sarvajJa tarIkenI khyAti temane khaTakatI hatI. gozAlaka paNa sarvajJa tarIke potAnI jAtano paricaya Apato hato ane te rIte pracAra karato hato. apApApurImAM IndrabhUti gautama prabhu sAme TakarAyA, zrAvastimAM gozAlaka prabhu sAme TakarAyo.. IndrabhUtinI ghaTanAmAM paNa prabhuno vijaya ane sAme pakSe parAbhava thayo. to gozAlakanI ghaTanAmAM paNa prabhuno vijaya ane sAme gozAlakano parAbhava thayo. prabhu sAmenA parAbhavathI ubhayanI asarvajJatAno pardAphAza thayo. prabhunI sAmenA parAbhava pachI IndrabhUti gautamane paNa samyagdarzana lAdhyuM, to gozAlakane paNa samyagdarzana lAdhyuM! banne ghaTanAmAM ghaNuM sAmya hovA chatAM keTaluMka UDIne AMkhe vaLage tevuM vaiSamya paNa hatuM. IndrabhUti sAme prabhue madhura vacanano prayoga kya. mIThA zabdothI AvakAra Apyo. gozAlakane prabhue kaThora zabdomAM ThaMThoryo. gozAlakane asarvajJa tarIke jAheramAM khullo pADyo. IndrabhUtinI asarvajJatAno upacAra karyo. prabhune to samyagdarzanano paripAka A banne prakAranA magamAM karavo hato. IndrabhUti nAmanA maga mIThA pANImAM sIjhavyA.. gozAlaka ealaga AbohavAmAM UgelA maga hatA, khArA pANI vagara sIjhe tevA nahotA. prabhue khArA pANIthI sIjhavyA. - gautama gauSThi 31 " 31 )

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bahu mahattvanuM vaiSamya banne ghaTanAmAM e che ke prabhu sAme parAbhava pAmelA IndrabhUti te ja bhavamAM kevalajJAna ane mokSa pAmyA. ane gozAlaka anaMtakALa saMsAramAM bhamyA pachI pAmaze ! A viSamatAnI rahasyakhoja karatAM jaNAya che ke IndrabhUti pahelA prabhu sAme TakarAyA paNa pachI prabhunA ziSya banI gayA. gozAlaka pahelAM prabhuno ziSya rahI cUkyo hato ane pachI prabhu sAme TakarAyo. IndrabhUtino aparAdha kadAca ahaMkAra prerita uzRMkhalatAno hato. gozALAno aparAdha gurudrohano hato. IndrabhUtie prabhunI sarvajJa tarIkenI prakhyAti sAMbhaLelI paraMtu gozALAne to prabhunI sarvajJa tarIkenI pratIti hatI. pote sarvajJa na hovA chatAM banne potAnI jAtane sarvajJa tarIke oLakhAvatA hatA, paraMtu banne dvArA apAtI sarvajJa tarIkenI oLakhANamAM eka pAyAno mahattvano pharaka hato. IndrabhUti potAnI jAtano sarvajJa tarIkeno paricaya Apato hato, temAM preraka paribaLa abhimAna hatuM ane gozALo potAnI jAtano sarvajJa tarIkeno paricaya Apato hato, temAM preraka paribaLa daMbha ane mAyA hatAM. gozALo sarvAMga kuTila hato. IndrabhUti aMdarathI khUba Rju hatA. IndrabhUti 'pote asarvajJa che' te jANatA hatA. paraMtu 'prabhu sarvajJa che' tevI paNa temane khabara nahotI. jyAre 'prabhu sarvajJa che' te paNa gozALA jANato hato ane 'pote asarvajJa che, tevuM prabhu jANe che' te paNa tene khabara hatI ane chatAM prabhu sAme potAnI sarvajJatAno dAvo laIne gayo! kevI naphphaTAI! daMbha jyAre nirAvaraNa bane che tyAre te naphphaTAInuM rUpa dhAraNa kare che. daMbha karatAM A naphphaTAI vadhu khataranAka che. daMbha e corI jevuM pApa che paNa naphphaTAI to sIdhI lUMTaphATa che. IndrabhUtie sarvajJa tarIkenA phAMphAM 32 - gautama mauSThi *

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bhale mAryA, paraMtu pote sarvajJa nathI' tevo potAnI jAta sAthe to temano ekarAra hato ja. potAnI jAta sAthenI A prAmANikatA e ja prabhu gautamanI pAkaTa banelI yogyatA hatI. jyAre koI potAnI jAta sAthe paNa ThagAI kare che, tyAre samajavuM ke daMbhanuM kensara phortha, phAInala ane asAdhyaprAyaH kakSAmAM che. gozALAno daMbha phaoNrtha sTejanA kensara jevo hato. gautamasvAmI paNa prabhunA ziSya ane gozAlaka paNa prabhuno ziSya.... paNa bannenA ziSyatvamAM keTalo moTo pharaka! gozALA pAse AMcakI lIdheluM ziSyatva hatuM. gautama pAse vidhipUrvaka pradatta thayeluM ziSyatva hatuM. prabhunA zAsanamAM gurudatta ane gurugamano mahimA ghaNo moTo che. guru dvArA nahi apAyeluM ziSyatva, sAdhanA ke zruta phUTI nIkaLavAnI zakyatA ghaNI! kevalajJAna pahelA tIrthaMkara paramAtmAne ziSya na hoya, ane kevalajJAna kalyANakanA divase ja ziSya na thAya te bane nahi. Azcaryo sarjAyA prabhu vIranA jIvanamAM kevalajJAna pUrve gozALo ziSya tarIke rahyo ane prathama gaNadhara gautamaprabhunA ziSya banyA paNa eka divasa moDA.jyAre na thavo joIe tyAre thaI paDelo ziSya eTale gozALo. IndrabhUti gautamamAM UMcI pAtratA hatI. paraMtu prabhu na maLyA tyAM sudhI ahaMkAre thoDo upadrava karyo. gozALAne prabhu maLI gayA hatA paNa pAtratA kyAM hatI? prabhue tripadI ApI, to temAMthI gautamasvAmIe dvAdazAMgInuM sarjana karyuM. gozAlakane prabhue tejolezyAnI vidyA zikhavADI, tenAthI teNe prabhune jamiTAvI devAnIdrohaceSTA karI! gautamano vAsa prabhunA caraNe hato. gozALo mAthe caDI beThelo ziSya hato. gozALo sAdhanAkALamAM prabhune mAthe paDyo ane pachI mAthe che gautama gauSThi 33 ja

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caDyo! chelle gozALAe potAnA bhaktagaNa samakSa khulAso karyo ke huM kharo sarvajJa hato ja nahi. prabhu ja kharA sarvajJa che. meM tamane badhAne ThagyA che. sarvajJa tarIkenuM to meM mAtradaMbhanATaka kheleluM hatuM. daMbha ane drohanAM be mahApApa AcaranAra huM mahApApIchuM. jovAnI vAta to e che ke Avo khulAso pote jAte karyo, chatAM tenA bhaktoe aMtarathI te khulAsAno svIkAra karyo. gozALo mRtyu pAmyo te pachI paNa te sarvajJa hato'tevAbhAmamAM te rAcatA rahyA. - have gautamano kisso tapAso. sarvajJa prabhu sAme IndrabhUti parAbhava pAmyA pachI potAnA anuyAyIo samakSa koI khulAso karavA gayA nathI. huM sarvajJa nahoto..prabhu ja kharA sarvajJa che.' Avo khulAso na karavA chatAM IndrabhUti gautamanA badhA anuyAyIo prabhunA anuyAyI banI gayA. prabhu sAme parAbhava pAmyA pachI IndrabhUti gautame prabhunA dharaNe kareluM "sarvasvanuM samarpaNa' e temano jAhera khulAso hato. gozALo ApaNane nakhazikha apAtra lAge. paNa Akhare teneya prabhu phaLyA. pAchI pharelI tejovezyAnA dAhamAM jANe mithyAtva mohanIya eka vAra to baLI gayuM. gozALAnI tejovezyA anekane bALanArI banI... paraMtu tene potAne mithyAtvanA dAhathI hAranArI puravAra thaI!bhagavAne zIkhavelI tejalezyA hatIne! ( 34) gautama gauSThi che -

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arva karI nara jatAM karatAM vividha tophAna mAthe meruM uThADatAM pahoMcyA. muzana. maraNa na chUTe chANIyA -dharmaratna vijaya hai gautamasvAmI! ApanI upAsanA 50 hajAra munivarone kevalajJAna prApaka sarvottamabhAvanI sparzanA karAvanArI banI. atyAre kSapaka zreNInA e bhAvonI sparzanA azakya che. paraMtu, vartamAnamAM saMbhavita sarvoccabhAvanI sparzanA to mane jarUra thAya eTalI karuNA to karajo.

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jIvaMta sAdhanAnuM mUhAkAvyuM prabhu gautamanuM caritra samarpaNanI sAdhanAnuM jIvaMta mahAkAvya che... jenI chaMdaracanA, padalAlitya, zabdasamRddhi, kalpanAvaibhava ane alaMkArano khajAno AMkhone AMjI de tevo che. sAdhanAne samarpita thaI javuM hajI saraLa che; samarpaNanI sAdhanA atyaMta duSkara che. kulavAlaka sAdhanAne samarpita thayA ane tenAthI siddhio paNa meLavI, paNa gurune samarpita na thayA to kuziSya tarIke kukhyAta thayA. prabhu gautame samarpaNanI sAdhanA karI, to temane akalpa siddhio maLI ane parama suziSya tarIke prakhyAta thayA. AnaMda zrAvakanA prasaMgamAM gautama prabhu ApaNane keTalA greTa lAge che! keTalA mahAna hatA, chatAMya eka zrAvakanA AMgaNe micchA mi dukkaDa mAMgavA javAmAM temane jarAya nAnapa na lAgI. ApaNe temanI A laghutAnI mahAnatA para ovArI jaIe chIe. paNa gautama prabhune pUcho to te kaheze 'AmAM meM zuM parAkrama karyuM? A to sahaja vAta hatI." AnaMda zrAvakanA AMgaNe ' micchA mi dukkaDa' mAMgavA javA mATe temaNe manane samajAvavAnI koI prakriyAmAM UtaravuM nahotuM paDyuM. mana hatuM ja nahi, kone samajAve? temanA mATe A sahaja ghaTanA hatI, kAraNa ke ( 36) gautama goSThi -

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jyAM moTAIno bhAra hoya tyAM ja AvA prasaMge nAnAnI lAgaNI pedA thavAno saMbhava rahe. moTAIno bhAra ane moTAIno bhAva ja jyAM kharI paDyo che, tyAM nAnapane koI avakAza ja kyAM che? mAnakaSAya gajabano che, sanmAnanI sthitimAM te pAgala banAvI de ane apamAnanI sthitimAM ghAyala banAvI che. eka mAna kharI paDe eTale sAdhanA keTalI saraLa banI jAya! mAna-kaSAyacokaDIno gaeNnga lIDara che. mAnahAni thatI lAge tyAM jhaTa krodhane AgaLa karavo paDe che. lobhakaSAyanA mULamAM paNa mAnanI bhUkha ja beThelI chene! karoDa rUpiyAnA lobhanI jhoLI bharAya tenA karatAM pAMca karoDa rUpiyAnA lobhanI jhoLI bharAvAmAM vadhu mAna maLe. mAnasaMjJAnA kyArAmAM mAnavI lobhasaMjJAnA khAtara pANI sIMcato rahe che ane mAyA paNa mAnanI bahena ja che ne! bhAIne paraNAvavA te saMpatti, prasiddhi, kIrti vagere rUpALI kanyAonAM apaharaNa karatI rahe che! prabhu gautama krodhI nahotA, saumya hatA. mAyAvI nahotA, saraLa hatA ane lobhI nahotA, nirmama hatA. kAraNa ke prabhu gautama "mAnI' nahotA, vinama hatA! gautamapadanI ArAdhanA e kaSAya-nAzanI ArAdhanA che. kaSAya e moTAmAM moTo ariSTa ane aniSTa che. sarvASTikarAve e sAdhanAnuM sUtra che. sarvAbhISTArthIne e siddhinuM ke lazrutinuM sUtra che. ane sarvanithAnA AnuSaMgika phaLanuM sUcaka sUtra che. bIjA zabdomAM kahIe to sarijhaLarAya e Process Formula che. sarvAgIdArthacine e ProductnuM paricAyaka pada che. sarvanithAnAtha - gautama mauSThi 37

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eByeProductnuM paricAyaka pada che. ApaNI najara bAya proDakTa para kadAca vadhu TharatI haze, paNa 'proDakTa' vagara 'bAyaproDakTa' kyAMthI hoya? rUnI avagaNanA karIne kapAsiyA khAtara koNa jiniMga phekTarI khole? sAdhanA e Process che. zuddhi e Product che. puNya e Bye-Product che. sAdhaka to sAdhanAthI ja kRtArthatA anubhave che. proDakTa ane bAyaproDakTa to tene sahaja saMprApta thAya che. eTale Ama joIe to sarvAriSTaprarAya e eka ja paryApta che. ApaNe prabhu gautama - jevuM AlaMbana pAmI sarvAriSTanA nAzanI sAdhanAmAM vega lAvIe. hamaNAM eka pravacanasabhAmAM prazna pUchayo : "gautamane vividha labdhiomAMthI tamAre ekanI pasaMdagI karavAnI hoya to kaI labdhi pasaMda karo?' sabhAmAMthI javAba maLyo: 'vinayanI labdhi.' meM bIjo prazna pUchyo : "camatkRtipUrNa bIjI badhI labdhio choDIne vinayanI labdhi pasaMda karavAnuM kAMI kAraNa?" eka bhAIe nikhAlasatAthI javAba Apyo : 'vinayanI labdhi Ave to tenAthI bIjI badhI labdhio kheMcAI Ave ne?' Ama to vinaya e sAdhanA che, labdhi nathI. paNa, gautamasvAmInA kissAmAM temano vinaya jANe sAdhanAsvarUpa nahi paNa, labdhisvarUpa hato. je karavI paDe te sAdhanA ane thaI jAya te labdhiIprabhugautamane vinaya Acaravonahoto paDato, AcarAI jato hato. pelA bhAIno javAba hato : 'amAre vinayalabdhi eTalA mATe joIe ke tenAthI badhI labdhio khecAI Ave. mane manamAM thayuM : vinaya e to pArasamaNi che. jeno sparza pAmatAnI sAthe lohakhaMDa suvarNa bane che. vinayaguNano sparza thatAM je kAMI A38gautama goSThi -

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maLe te badhuM labdhisvarUpa banI jAya che. AvA pArasamaNitulya vinayane labdhio rUpI kIlikAone khecanArA lohacuMbatulya gaNavo e to vinayaguNanuM avamUlyana che. prabhu gautamanAM caritrajalamAM jyAre DUbakI mAruM chuM, tyAre prabhu gautama nakhazikha bALaka svarUpa mane dekhAyA kare che. Ama to zAstrapradarzita bAla, madhyama ane budha e jIvonA traNa prakAramAMthI teo budha kakSAnA hatA, chatAMya bAla hatA. bALakanI traNa AgavI vizeSatAothI huM haMmezAM khUba prabhAvita chuM : nirdabhatA, nirgasthatA ane nizcitatA! bALakane daMbha karatAM na AvaDe. daMbha upara to moTerAonI IjArAzAhI kahevAya. manamAM juduM ane vacana-vartanamAM juduM evuM bALakamAM jovA na maLe.bALakanA vicAra, uccAra ane AcAra traNeya eka sIdhI lITImAM hoya. huM je bolIza ke karIza, tenI chApa bIjA upara zuM paDaze? tevuM vicAravAnI bArI ja haju bALakamAM khUlelI nathI hotI ane A bArI khUle tyAre te bArI vATe ja bALapaNa vidAya le che. bALakane nAgApUgA pharavAmAM zarama nathI naDatI. tene pote jevo che, tevo dekhAvAmAM jarAya lajjAno anubhava nathI thato. tethI tene daMbhanAM AvaraNa oDhavAM paDatAM nathI. bALakanI nagnatA nirlajjatAnA gharanI nathI, nirdoSatAnA gharanI che. daMbhanI gerahAjarIne kAraNe tene badhuM vicArapUrvaka goThavI goThavIne bolavuM paDatuM nathI. sAdhanAnA kSetramAM daMbha e keTalo moTo vikSepa che! daMbhanI hAjarImAM sAdhanA sAdhanA rahe che ja kyAM? adhyAtmasAranA daMbhatyAga adhikAramAM daMbhadoSanI duSTatAnuM dhrujAvI de tevuM varNana thayeluM che. daMbha sahitanI sAdhanAne lokhaMDanI nAvamAM dariyo taravA jevI AtmaghAtaka ceSTA tyAM gaNAvavAmAM AvI che. jyAMthI daMbhane sarvathA nagaranikAla maLelo che, tevuM eka - gautama cauSThi 39

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jIvananagara eTale prabhu gautama!prabhu gautama pAsethI mAMgavA jevuM keTaluM badhuM che! mUMjhavaNa thaI jAya... vinamratA mAMgu? samarpaNabhAva mAMguM ? ni:spRhatA ane nirlepatA mAMgu? ke temanI pAse rahelI bALaka jevI pAradarzakatA mAMgu? bALaka nirdabha hoya, tema nirgastha paNa hoya. bALaka koI paNa bAbatanI kyAreya gAMTha na vALe. te gaIkAle ramatamAM mArI sAthe aMcAI karelI, mATe Aje huM tArI sAthe nahi ramuM. AvuM bolatA tame koI zizune sAMbhaLyo che? mAtra 15 miniTa pahelAM ramatAM ramatAM jenI sAthe jhaghaDIne pote chUTo paDyo che, tenI ja sAthe soLamI miniTe premathI ramato te jovA maLe.tene yAda ja na hoya ke paMdara miniTa pahelAM kAMIka banyuM hatuM. kahevAya che ke bALakonI smaraNazakti tIvra hoya che. temanI vismaraNazakti paNa eTalI jatIvra hoya che, je nirgasthatAnA gharanI che. gautama prabhu sarvAganirgastha hatA. prabhu gotame prabhunA caraNa evA pakaDyA hatA ke koI gAMTha pakaDavAnI temanI pAse jogavAI ja kyAM hatI? pratyeka prasaMgamAM prabhu gautamanI nirgasthatAmahorI uThelI dekhAya che. bALakanI trIjI vizeSatA - nizcitatA. gharamAM Arthika kaTokaTI hoya. moMghavArI khUba vadhI hoya. gharamAM koI bImAra hoya ke gharamAM kadAca koInuM avasAna thayuM hoya, bALaka kyAreya ciMtAtura hoto nathI. ciMtAsparzIna zake tevuM bakhtara eTale zaizava! prabhu gautama paNa kevA nizcita hatA!kyAreka kyAreka kevalajJAnamAM thatA vilaMbane kAraNe ciMtA DokAtI lAge, paNa teya Akhare naciMta banavAnI ja ciMtA hatIne! nirdabhatA, nircanthatA ane nizcitatArUpI traNa puNyasalilAonA saMgamatIre racAyeluM tIrtha eTale prabhugautama! autama goSThi che -

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3 AtamasAbe dharma je tihAM jananuM zuM kAma ? jana-mana-raMjana-dharmanuM mUla na eka badAma -mahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI ma.sA. zrI yatidharma-saMyamabatrIzI gautamasvAmI, ApanI caritra-gaMgAmAM DUbakI mAruM chuM tyAre huM romAMcita thaI jAuM chuM. svAmI ! Apane jhUjhatAMya AvaDyuM, jhUkatAMya AvaDyuM ane, jhUratAMya AvaDavuM. Apa jhUjhacA to evA jhUkyA ke, prabhunA caraNonuM divya sAmrAjya sAMpaDyuM ! Apa jhUkyA to evA jhUkyA ke, jagata AkhuM ApanA caraNomAM jhUkI rahyuM ! ane, Apa jhUryA to evA jhUryA ke, kyAreya jhUravuM paDe tevuM koI prayojana ja UbhuM na rahyuM!

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0 (Aho sautharyam eka nAnakaDuM sApoliyuM paNa kAtila jIvaleNa sarpadaMza daIne ghAtaka nIvaDI zake. sApoliyuM ke sApa nahi paNa ajagara! ane teya-eka nahi paNa ATha ATha! ajagaranA ATha rAphaDAthI gherAyelI vyakti sAva Safe and Sound hoya tyAre ApaNane navAI lAge. kAraNa e hatuM ke te ajagaronA mukhamAMthI jheranI kothaLIja kADhI levAmAM AvelI hatI. ATha AtaMkavAdIothI gherAyelA hatA gautamasvAmI. paraMtu Black Cat kamAnDonuM jANe temane surakSA-kavaca maLeluM hatuM. A ATha ajagara athavA ATha trAsavAdI eTale ATha madasthAna. jenI madasthAna tarIke zAstromAM oLakhANa ApavAmAM AvI che, te ATheya prakAranA puNyavaibhavanuM svAmitva anubhavatA hatA gautamaprabhu. AmAMnA koI eka prakAranA puNyavaibhavane meLavavA paNa sAmAnya mAnavI valakhAM mArato hoya che ane temAM, puNyasaMyoge thoDI saphaLatA maLI jAya to ruAbano koI pAra na hoya ane prabhu gautamanAM caraNomAM A aSTavidha samRddhino asIma vaibhavaALoTato hato ane teo to tenAthI sarvathA para hatA. jAti brAhmaNanI hatA. varNavyavasthAmAM bAhmaNano krama prathama Ave. dhAryuM hota to A brAhmaNatvane teo bIjAne dhUtkAravAno ane (42) gautama gauSThiA -

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tiraskAravAno kAyadesarano paravAno mAnI zakyA hota, paraMtu jeNe jAtanuM ja vilopana karI nAkhyuM hatuM, teNe jAti to kyAMthI UbhI rAkhI hoya? jAta ane jAtithI para chatAM jAtivaMta eTale prabhugautama! bIjuM madasthAna kuLanuM che. kuLa UMcuM hoya to konA khabhA UMcA na thAya? saMsArI avasthAmAM ucca gotrIya vasubhUti brAhmaNanuM kuLa hatuM. dIkSA aMgIkAra karIne kuLa ane kuTuMbanA saMbaMdhanuM paMcanAmuM karI nAkhyuM. joke, pUrvanI tevA prakAranI paraMparAne kAraNe gRhasthAvasthAnA gautama gotranI oLakhANa to UbhI ja rahI. eTalI hade te oLakhANa UbhI rahI ke gotranuM nAma ja temanuM mukhya paricAyaka banI gayuM. vaLI, have to te prabhu vIranA vaMzaja banyA. vIranA variSTha kuLanA jyeSTha vaMzaja banyA. vIranA variSTha kuLanA jyeSTha saMtAna hatA chatAM kuLagarvano lezamAtra sparza kyAM hato? hA, prabhuvIranA dAsa tarIkenuM gaurava bhArobhAra hatuM. 'prabhu vIra jevA mane nAtha maLyA! huM temano caraNakiMkara! A raMkane AvuM sevA sAmAnya sApaDyuM! nyAla thaI gayo huM, mAlAmAla thaI gayo huM.' trilokapUjyanI pUjA maLyAnuM AvuM gaurava prabhu gautamanI ragaragamAM hatuM. AvuM gaurava kSAyopathamika bhAvanuM pharajaMda che ane bIjAne haDapheTamAM leto ke tiraskRta karato pelo garva to audayikabhAva hovAthI sarvathA varjya che. gauravanA lebAzamAM pAcho garva ghUsI na jAya tenI keTalI sAvadhAnI rAkhavI paDe! gaurava ane garva vaccenI bhedarekhA atyaMta nAjuka che, paraMtu prabhu gautame te nAjuka bhedarekhAno bhaMga kyAreya thavA na dIdho. temanAmAM nakhazikha prabhu vIranA dAsatvanuM gaurava jhaLahaLatuM hatuM, paNa garvanI lAgaNIno eka kAdava-chAMTaNo paNa tyAM sparyo nahoto. - gautama goSThi 43.

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trIjuM madasthAna che rUpa! jhaLahaLatuM rUpa aizcarya hatuM. devakumAranA tejane jhAMkhuM pADe tevI rUpakAnti hatI. samavayasasaMdAdig, vaMrisada nAra/vasaMthathaLe, bAyapunisapore 1 [artha : samacaturastra saMsthAnane tathA vajaRSabhanArAya saMghayaNane dhAraNa karanArA tathA kasoTInA paththara upara jAtivaMta suvarNane ghasavAmAM Ave to tenA jevA gauravarNavALA]. Avo to jeno paricaya che, teno rUpavaibhava kevo adbhuta haze ! mahA mAMDalikarAjA karatAM anaMtaguNa-rUpa baladevanuM, baladeva karatAM anaMtaguNa-rUpa vAsudevanuM. tyAra bAda cakravartI, vyattaradeva, jyotiSka deva, bhavanapatideva vagerenuM uttarottara anaMtaguNa, tenAM karatAM ekathI bAra devalokanAM devonuM rUpa uttarottara anaMtaguNa, bAramA devalokanA deva karatAM raiveyaka devanuM rUpa anaMtaguNa. tenA karatAM anuttaradevanuM rUpa anaMtaguNa. anuttaradeva karatA paNa gaNadhara bhagavaMtanuM rUpa anaMtaguNa. kevuM mohaka rUpa haze, svAmI gautamanuM! paraMtu kSayopazamabhAvanA jJAnAdi guNo upara paNa garvanI lakIra na pharakAvanArA A phakIra, audayikabhAvanA carmarupa upara garvana kare, temAM jarAya Azcarya nathI. rUpa ane parumAM kAMI pharaka nahIM dekhAnArA A mahAyogIne madamAM kAMI dama na lAgyo. tethI madasthAnonuM aizvarya aparaMpAra hovA chatAM svayaM tenAthI nirlepa ane nirALA rahyA. atulabalI hatA gautama prabhu ! chatAM nathI koIne bAjhayA ke nathI koI sAthe bAjhayA!rAgadveSane khAMDavA beselA che. tene vaLI bemAMthI ekeya prakAranuM bAjhavAnuM hoya ja kyAMthI? anuttaradeva karatAM paNa baliSTha hatA paNa koI hoMkArA-paDakArA temaNe kyAreya karyA nathI. khAlI baMdUke paNa bIjAne DarAvanArAono ahIM toTo nathI. (44gautama goSThi

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baoNmba ane baMdUkanI pAzavI tAkAto upara mAnavI Akho ne Akho phUTI mare che. prabhu gautama eka evuM vyaktitva che, jeNe atula baLathI koIne DAmyA to nathI, DarAvyA paNa nathI ane te baLa upara mustAka banIne koIne lalakAryA paNa nathI. are! hAthamAM masalano goTalo batAvIne koIne potAnA baLano IzAro paNa Apyo nathI ! prabhu gautama! vIryAntarAya karmanA prabaLa kSayopazamathI tathA saMghayaNanAmakarma vagerenA udayathI Apane A atula baLa maLyuM. paraMtu baLane gopavI rAkhavAnuM ke baLanA phAMkA nahi mAravAnuM baLa ApanI pAse kyAMthI AvyuM ? prabhu gautamano saghaLo jJAnAvaraNIyAdi karmano kSayopazama tathA nAmakarmAdino udaya mohanIyakarmanA kSayopazamathI anuviddha (yukta) hato. pAMcamuM madasthAna che - zruta! tripadImAMthI dvAdazAMgInuM sarjana karanArA e zrutasarjaka hatA. tripadInA nAnakaDA bIjamAMthI puSkaLa zrutarAzinI niSpatti karanAra e zrutakRSaka hatA. aMtaHmuhUrtamAM cauda pUrvano svAdhyAya karanAra e pUrvadhara maharSi hatA. sarvAkSa2-sannipAti jevI viziSTa labdhionA dhAraka hatA. janamAnasanI sAmAnyathI e khAsiyata rahI che ke, mANasa haMmezAM potAnAM ajJAnane chupAvatAM chupAvatAM jJAnI ane paMDita hovAno DoLa ane daMbha karato rahe che. mANasa pAMDityane pradarzananI cIja banAvato Avyo che. tyAre prabhu gautama eka evI vibhUti che, je 52ma jJAnI hovA chatAM sAva bALa ajJanI jema prabhunA caraNomAM bese che ane be hAthanI aMjali joDI nata mastake prabhunI kRpAdhArA ane vAgdhArAne jhIle che ane nItaratI jijJAsAthI prabhune prazna pUche che. ApaNo to prazna paNa ghaNI vAra jijJAsAnA peTamAMthI nahi, paNa ahaMkAranA udaramAMthI prasavelo hoya che. * gautama gauSThi 45

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bhara sabhAmAM pravacanakArane eka dhAradAra savAla pUchIne, pachI be AMkha ane be kAnane javAba jhIlavA mATe ekAkAra karavAne badale AjubAjumAM beThelI vyaktionA caherA upara pote pUchelA praznathI prasarelI pratikriyAo nihALavA AMkho Busy banI jatI hoya che ane be kAna, prazaMsAnA khAlI phorAM varase toya cAtakanI jema tene DhIMcI levAnI AturatA sevatA hoya che. sAmAnya mANasanI A mana sthiti sAme prabhu gautamanI hAITa keTalI lAge! chaThuM medasthAna che tapa. ApaNI avaLacaMDAI to juo, tAraka sAdhanAone paNa ApaNe dUSaNothI dUSita karI, zalyothI saMyukta karI ane garvanA Aphare caDI karmakSayanI e sAdhanAone karmabaMdhanuM sAdhana banAvI detA hoIe chIe. tapazcaryA e karmakSayanI amogha sAdhanA che. ghaNI vAra AtmaprazaMsAno eru tene AbhaDI jato hoya che, to kyAreka AzaMsA doSathI te sAdhanA malina banI jatI hoya che ane kyAreka te lAMghaNano paryAya banI jatI hoya che. chaThThane pAraNe chaThThanI tapazcaryA karanArA ane bAhya atyaMtara sarva prakAranA tapathI vibhUSita A vibhUtine tapazcaryAno mada jarAya nahoto. eTale to anya koI tapasvIne nIrakhIne ahobhAvathI jhUkI paDatA. dhanA aNagAranI tapazcaryA ane pariNatinA vIramukhe vakhANa sAMbhaLIne kevA ovArI gayA hatA! tapazcaryA evo sAdhanAyoga che, jenI upara cAreya kaSAya satata TAMpIne beThelA dekhAya. tapathI dhAtu tapatAM aMdara jo krodha-kaSAyanI gaMdakI bharelI hoya to te gaTaranuM DhAMkaNuM tapazcaryAmAM ghaNI vAra khUlI jatuM hoya che ane te azucinI badabUthI tapazcaryA gaMdhAI UThatI hoya che. aMdaramAM paDelA krodhano paricaya ApavA badala tapano AbhAra mAnavAne badale keTalAka tapane krodhanuM kAraNa gaNI tapane khoTuM vagovatA hoya che. (46) gautama gauSThiA -

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tapasvIe ahaMkArathI paNa khUba sAvadha rahevuM paDe che. te sAvadhAnI na hovAthI keTalAka tapasvI tapanA ghamaMDathI anyano tiraskAra ke nirbharsanA karatA jovA maLe che. tevAne mATe tapazcaryA e bIjAnI khIMsanA karavA mATeno lIgala rAITa banI jatI hoya che. tapanA garvamAM ahaMkAra bacI jAya che ane tapanuM to paMcanAmuM ja thaI jAya che. dekhAvamAM tapa ane mAyAzalyane sArI sAThagAMTha hoya che. aMtaranI kapaTavRtti kyAreka tapazcaryA jevA pavitratama yogano paNa bharaDo laI le che. AvuM bane tyAre saMsArakSayanI sAdhanA saMsAravRddhinuM kAraNa banI jatI hoya che. mAnasika stare thayelA pApano kSaya karavA lakSmaNA sAdhvIjIe ghora tapazcaryA karI paNa mana mAyAzalyathI dUSita rAkhyuM to ghora tapa karavA chatAMya dIrgha saMsAra vadhyo. bolo, mAyA kevI mahAmAyA che! e mAyAnI ThagAIthI bacavAnuM dhArIe eTaluM saheluM to nathI ja. to, nidAnazalya ke AzaMsAdoSathI lobha tapayoganuM vazIkaraNa kare che, tyAre mRtyuMjaya jevI ghora tapasAdhanA paNa lobhapizAcanA hAthanuM eka ramakaDuM banI jAya che. lobhakaSAyagrasta AdamI tapazcaryA jevA adhyAtmayoganuM paNa Commercialisation karI nAMkhe che! prabhu gautama tapasvI hatA ane niSkaSAyatapasvI hatA. sAtamuM madasthAna che lAbha. sarvavirati aMgIkAra karIne tuccha kUkA bhale choDyA, khAnapAna to UbhAM rAkhyAM che ne!bhikSAmAM roja ghebara ane ghArI; khIra ane khAjAM ke modaka ane miSTAnnanI vinaMtio thAya. jema khAnapAna pracura maLe tema mAnapAna paNa pracura maLe, pada maLe, pratiSThA maLe, prabhAvasaMpannatA maLe, ziSyonI saMpadA maLe ane Avazyaka tamAma upadhi maLe sAdA Dhoro pavachUTTA - e nyAye jema lAbha vadhe tema lobha vadhavAnI ghaNI zakyatA che ane managamatuM jhaTa maLe tyAre ahaMkArano - gautama goSThi (47)

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Apharo caDavAnI paNa pUrI zakyatA che. 'miSTAnna pAnAmbara pUrNakAmA' evo to jemanA nAmano mahimA che, temano khudano prabhAva to kevo hoya! Avazyaka padArthano avazya lAbha thAya te mATe sahu munivaro temanA nAmanuM maMgala karIne bhikSA mATe prayANa Adare che. prabhu gautamane khudane to lAbhanI zI kamInA hoya ? paraMtu tenA abhimAnano kyAreya paDachAyo paNa temanA para paDyo nahi. he gautamasvAmI ! AdhAkarmAdi udgamadoSothI ApanI bhikSA sarvathA doSarahita hoya te to barAbara che, paraMtu mAnapiMDa jevA utpAdananA doSothI Apa kevI rIte bacI zakyA ? samajAtuM nathI. aSTApada UtaratA tAjA dIkSita banelA tApasonAM pAraNAM mATe jyAre kSIranI AvazyakatA hatI, tyAre te aSTApadanI taLeTImAM paNa kSIrano sahaja lAbha thaI gayo ! lAbhalabdhinI joI lo kamAla ! gharamAM paraNIne ANelI patnI, jeno pote potAne svAmI mAne che, tenI pAsethI paNa managamatI ke mAMgelI vAnagI sadA maLatI nathI ane chatAM mANasa gumAnamAM phulAIne phAMkaDo thaI phare che. tyAre A prabhu gautama IcchAsiddha che, jyAre jenI AvazyakatA hoya te maLI jAya. sAme mevAmiSTAnnanAM thALa bharIne bhikSA levA Agraha karanArAono toTo na hoya... chatAM ahaMkAranI phUMka paNa temane aDatI nathI. ajabagajabanA che prabhu gautama ! bhikSAe nIkaLe tyAre bhikSAnI sAthe celA paNa raLI lAve tevI to anupama temanI lAbhalabdhi hatI. ane aizvarya to aparaMpAra hatuM! carama tIrthapatinA prathama gaNadhara tarIkenuM pada-aizvarya! cAra cAra jJAnanuM jJAna - aizvarya! jene dIkSA Ape tene avazya kevalajJAna maLe tevuM alaukika ane 480 gautama mauSThi - -

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advitIya prabhAva-aizvarya! camatkRtipUrNa apAra labdhionuM viziSTa labdhi-aizvarya! asAdhAraNa kakSAnA aDhaLaka guNonuM guNa - aizvarya devendrone paNa jhAMkhA pADe tevuM anupama rUpa - aizvaryA bRhaspatine kyAMya caDI jAya tevuM vidhA - aizvaryAnAmamAtrathI kAma sIjhe tevuM prasAda - aizvarya! arihaMtavata upadeza ApI zake tevuM viziSTa upadeza - aizvarya! aizvarya ja aizvarya! aizvaryanuM bIjuM nAma eTale prabhu gautama! prabhu gautamanuM saranAmuM lakhavuM hoya to lakhI zakAya- sarvatomukhI aizvaryanI Toce. ane te chatAM, te saghaLAMya aizvaryathI svayaM sAva nirlepa! mada to nahoto, A aizvaryamAM koI madhasvAda paNa te anubhavatA nahotA. temane mana A badhAM aizvarya koI visAtamAM nahotAM. prabhu varanA caraNakiMkaranuM pada 64 IndronA pUjyatva pada karatAMya temane mana caDiyAtuM pada hatuM. tenA thakI te kRtArtha ane kRtakRtya hatA. dAsatvanA e AnaMda AgaLa anyatra asulabha evA paNa e svAmitvanI koInoMdha paNa levAtI nahotI. jenoMjJAnIoe madasthAna tarIke paricaya Apyo che, te A jAti vagere ATheya bAbatamAM prabhu gautama asImanA sImADe pahoMcelA hatA ane chatAMya lezamAtra madano ochAyo paNa nahoto! sAmAnya thoDI vizeSatA maLatA mAnavI devanI jema jamInathI cAra AMgaLa adhdhara cAlato thaI jAya, UMTanI jema khabhA ulALato thaI jAya, hAthInI jema nAkanuM TIcakuM phulAvato thaI jAya ane tenI chAtI pa6nI thaI jAya tevI eka nahi paNa ATheATha bAbatanI prakarSaprApta vizeSatA chatAM gautama sthitaprajJatAnI sapATIne jarAya oLaMgatA nathI. te to mAne che ke A ATheya prakArano vaibhava e puNyodayanI rAsalIlA che ane kAM to motama mauSThi 20 mi

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kSayopazamabhAvanuM kAmacalAu A rasamAdhurya che. audayika ke kSAyopathamika bhAvanI bheTa upara phulAvAnuM zuM! puNyanA vIjapravAhano saplAya ocho thavAnI sAthe rUpa, aizvarya Adi badhI jhAkajhamALa olavAI javAnI. te puNyadatta udhAra ke uchInA mAla upara ghamaMDa kyuM to te jhAkajhamALa Dima thatAMnI sAthe te ghamaMDano pApaDa paNa havAI javAno. pArakA mAla upara ghamaMDanAM ghI-keLAM na zobhe. bhaMgura bhavyatA upara ahaMno kepha e narI mUrkhatA che. devendraprazasta deharUpa para sanatacakrIno mada kepha keTalA Takyo? eka mRpiMDanA kSaNika sauMdaryanI ghamaMDanI mazAlathI AratI utAranArI gaNikA vAsavadattA asAdhya rogano bhoga banI ane nazvara rUpa karamAyuM, tyAre te karamAyelI dehalatAmAM ghamaMDanI kabara racAyelI hatI. sattAnA siMhAsane caDIne potAnI hAkathI dharatIne dhrujAvanArAne chUpe veSe nibiDa jaMgalamAM bhaMDe hAle rakhaDavAnA vArA AvyA che. zrImaMtAInA kephamAM eka vAra cakacUra banelA vaibhavapationuM puNya paravArI jatAM hAthamAM caNiyuM laIne ghera ghera bhIkha mAMgavAnA dhaMdhA karavA paDyA che. varSo sudhI pI.ema nI posTa para rahI bhArata jevA vizALa deza upara rAja karanAra IndirAbahena gAMdhIne puNyalIlA pAMgaLI banatAM tihAra jelanA saLiyA pAchaLa dhakelAvuM paDyuM che. amerikA jevI vizvasattAne haMphAvanArA saddAma husainane aMdhArI guphAomAM saMtAIne divasonA divaso pasAra karavA paDyA che ane chevaTe phAMsInA mAMcaDe laTakavuM paDyuM che. puNya jevo dagAbAja A duniyAmAM bIjo koI nathI ane chatAM tenA bharose ahaMnI aTArIe caDIne mANasa ThekaDA mArato hoya che. ane kSayopazamabhAvanA gruta ke jJAna Adi guNo upara paNa gumAna (5) gautama goSThi che -

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kema karAya ? AvaraNa caDatAMnI sAthe te dIptine DhaMkAtAM vAra keTalI ? cauda pUrvadhara maharSi paNa jyAre nigodamAM paTakAya che tyAre akSaranA anaMtamA bhAga jeTalo ja nAmamAtrano jJAnaprakAza temanI pAse bace che. vinAzI vaibhava upara vaTa vyartha che. kSaNabhaMgura saMpadA upara UchaLakUda na zobhe. mAmUlI ane takalAdI mAla upara tumAkhInA tAgaDadhinnA anna ane uchAMchaLo mANasa ja kare. prabhu gautama to dhairyathI dhabakatuM ane gherAyeluM vyaktitva. sAgarane zaramAve tevA gAMbhIryano dariyo, pAkaTa, pIDha ane Tharela vyaktitva. rahevAyuM nahi ane prabhu gautamane puchAI gayuM : 'prabhu ! kAMI nathI chatAM Thasso mArIe chIe ke, 'dama siIneM ma naMddA' ane ATaluM badhuM ApanI pAse hatuM. amArA jevAnI dRSTie Apa abhimAna karavAnA kharo hakkadAra hatA. chatAM jarAya garvanI lAgaNI Apane kema na thaI? biccArI ATha ATha vipula saMpadAone paNa nirAzA ane niSphaLatAno ahesAsa ke aphasosa rahI gayo haze ke amArI kAMI kreDiTa na karI ! jarAya garva Apane kema na thayo ? vAtsalya nItaratI vANIthI pratyuttara vALatAM prabhu gautama mane kahI rahyA che H 'vatsa, e saMpadAo para garva kevI rIte karuM ? e mArI hatI ja kyAM ? e to prabhukRpAnI nIpaja hatI. tenA upara mArAthI mAlikIbhAva kevI rIte karAya ? huM ja jyAM prabhuno chuM tyAM mAruM zuM hoya ? sena me ghara: zrIta: vAsoni ne svaropi me / (mArA dAse gadheDo kharIdyo dAsa paNa mAro gadheDo paNa mAro) e nyAye huM paNa prabhuno ane mAruM je kAMI che te paNa prabhunuM. teno yaza mArAthI kema levAya ? meM thoDuM DahApaNa DahoLyuM : 'bhale A vipula samRddhi prabhukRpAthI maLI. paNa prabhunI kRpA to ApanI bhakti ane yogyatA thakI ja saMprApta * gautama mauSThi 51

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thaI chene? eTale, Akhare mAlikIhakka to Apano ja Avyo ne? ane tyAre svAmI premathI mArA mAthA upara TapalI mAratAM jANe mane kahI rahyA che ane, e bhakti tathA yogyatAnuM prAgaTya mArAmAM kevI rIte thayuM? prabhunI kRpA vinA eka sAmAnya zubha bhAva paNa sparze nahi, to viziSTa bhaktibhAva ke UMcI yogyatA prabhunI kRpA vagara kyAMthI sIjha? have bola, A labdhi ke siddhio upara mAlikIhakka prabhuno kahevAya ke mAro? mane kalikAla sarvajJanA udgAra yAda AvI gayA : matprasattestvatprasAdAdiyaM punH| 'mArI bhaktithI tArI kRpA, paNa tArI kRpA thakI to mArAmAM bhaktinA bhAva pragaTe che! parAyA mAla apanA karIne athavA pArako mAla potAno che, tevA bhramamAM bIjAne rAkhIne maphatiyA yaza ane phogaTanI prazaMsAnA hAratorA paheravA mastaka jhukAvIne UbhelA mAnavonI jaMgI katAra eka bAju najare caDe che, to bIjI bAju hakkanA yaza ane mAnapAnanIya eka phUlapAMkhaDI paNa mastake caDI na jAya te mATe AvyA ane aLagA rahetA prabhu gautama! nirahaMkAritAnAM haju ghaNI jagyAe darzana thAya paNa AvI TocanI prazaMsA-bhIrutA to gautama jevA virala vyaktitvamAM ja nikharI zake. potAnuM A lakhalUTa aizvarya prabhu gautamanA daSTipathamAM AvatuM nahotuM kAraNa ke temanI dRSTi to maMDAyelI hatI prabhu vIranA anaMta guNasAmAjya upara. aSTaprAtihArya ane 34 atizayanAM anaMta aizvarya jemanI najara samakSa ane hRdaya samakSa sadA taravaratA hoya te prabhu gautama potAnA viziSTa aizvarya upara mUcho kyAMthI maraDe? te to mAnatA hatA ke huM jo gaurIzaMkaranuM zikhara chuM, to prabhu vIra evaresTanA zikhare para gautama gauSThi -

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virAje che. eka nAnakaDI vizeSatA upara ahaMnA kasuMbA ghoLatI vakhate ApaNI najara uparanI aTArIe kema nahi pahoMcatI hoya, jyAM ApaNAthI cAra cAMda caDI jAya tevA viralAonAM vRMda agaNita saMkhyAmAM khaDA che? saheja najara tyAM doDAvIe to ApaNA ahaMkAranI ImArata kaDaDabhUsa thaIne tUTI paDe. ApaNe jo zera chIe to savA zera, doDha zera, poNA bazera, aDhI zera, traNa zera ane UThazerano duniyAmAM toTo nathI. anaMta aizvarya ke zAzvata AMtaraRddhi chatAM prabhu vItarAga che ane huM tenI sAme sAva mAmUlI gaNAtI siddhio para mustAka banuM? prabhu gautamanuM A gaNita ApaNe kyAre ghaMTIzuM? peMDo khAIne cA pIo tyAre khabara paDe ke je cAnI mIThAzane toDI nAMkhe tevAM paribaLo duniyAmAM cikkAra che, te cAe kaI vAta upara gumAna karavAnuM? te cA upara cakacUra zuM banavAnuM? akkaDa tADamAMthI mAkhaNa jevA mulAyama ApaNe kyAre banIzuM? vinazvara vaibhava upara ATaluM ghena? nAzavaMta najhArA upara A nazo? jene saDana, paDana ane vidhvaMsanano abhizApa varelo che, te takalAdI tUTIphUTI khATalI upara tumAkhI kevI rIte karAya? A saMsAramAM eka vinAzitA sivAya bIjuM zAzvata che zuM? prabhu gautamane to jANe prabhu vIranI mAtra eka sarvajJatA AgaLa badhuM phiEphasa lAge che. ane traNa sAMdhatAM tera tUTe evA cIMtharehAla lUgaDA upara ApaNo ahaM AkAzane AMbato hoya, to prabhu gautamanA nAmamaMtranI ArAdhanA have oNksijananA silinDaranI jema ApaNe satata gaLe vaLagADI rAkhavA jevI che. 6 - gautama gauSThi 53), D)

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je nija guNa-stuti sAMbhali, zira nIcuM dhare re, tasa guNa jAye UMcA, suravarane ghare re.........1 je nija guNa mukha bole, UMcI karI kaMdharA re, tasa guNa nIcA pese, bese tale dharA re........ 2 -mahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI ma.sA. samudra-vahANa saMvAda hai gautamasvAmI! Apa AnaMda-zrAvakane micchA mi dukkaDaM devA gayA hAlikane pratibodha karavA gayA, ke devazarmAne bUjhavavA gayA.. tevA koI paNa prasaMge prathama gaNadhara, mahAjJAnI ke 50 hajAra kevalInA guru tarIkenuM ApanuM sTeTasa Apane kAMI naDyuM nahIM. amArA sTeTasamAM kAMI dama nathI. ane, chatAMya Dagale ne pagale keTalIye bAbatomAM amAruM sTeTasa amane naDe che. amAruM A sTeTasanuM naDatara dUra thAya tevI karuNA karajo.

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Thanks Ego ! eka shoe companynI jAherAtamAM slogana mUkeluM hatuM : "Bottoms for the Toppers" jenI Bottom UMcI tenI Top UMcI. gautama mahAna (Top) hatA, kAraNa ke temanI vinamratA (Bottom) khUba uMcI hatI. temanI laghutAnI UMcAI mApI mapAya tevI nahotI. prabhu gautamane jANyA pachI kahevAnuM mana thAya - Toppers are always at the Bottom, aMgrejImAM eka sarasa vAkya che : If you wish to reach at the top begin at the bottom. prabhu gautama eTale AIsabarga parsanAliTI. tame bahu matho to kadAca tenI uparanI thoDI Toca jANI zako, taLiyuM to hAthamAM Ave ja nahi. temanA jIvanamAM tame game teTalA UMDA UtarI rahasyakhoja cAlu rAkho te khoja sadA adhUrI rahevA ja sarjAyelI che. kyAM garviSTha IndrabhUti ane kyAM vinama gautama! manamAM ghoLAtI AtmaviSayaka zaMkAno eka prazna koIne pUchavAmAM jemane potAnA ahaMnI ImAratane gobo paDI javAno Dara lAgato hato, te ja vyakti ajJa zizu banIne prabhu vIranI sAme 36 hajAra praznonI hAramALA race che. aho Azcaryam ! je 12-12 varSa gaNikAnA mohapAzamAM baMdhAyelA rahyA hatA - gautama mauSThi 25

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te ja sthUlibhadra muni te ja gaNikAnA AvAsamAM nakhazikha nirmohI cAturmAsa gALI AvyA, tyAre gurudeve duSkara duSkara' kahIne temane navAjyA. eka prazna pUchavAmAM paNa jemane potAnA ahaMkAranI ImArata sAme jokhama jaNAtuM hatuM, tevI ghamaMDI vyakti bALasahaja jijJAsAthI hajAro praznonI zRMkhalA race tyAre 'duSkara duSkara'nI jema "kamAla kamAla' kahIne te vinamatAnAM ovAraNAM levAnuM mana thAya. totiMga ahaMkArane mulAyama vinayamAM kanvarTa karanAra prabhu vIranI dakSatAne so so salAma! prabhuvIranuM to jANe doSavAnane guNavAnamAM kanvarTa karavAnuM mizana ja cAlatuM hatuM. garviSTha IndrabhUti, ghAtakI arjuna mALI ane krodhI caMDakauzika jevA kaika AtmAo prabhu vIranA A kanvarjhana progrAmano TArageTa banyA. "IndrabhUti brAhmaNa' "gaNadhara gautama' banyA, te eka brAhmaNanuM eka jaina tarIkenuM kanvarjhana nahotuM, paraMtu eka ahaMkArI paMDitanuM ekavinamra zramaNamAM kanvarjhana hatuM. vicAratA kyAreka lAge ke sAruM thayuM, IndrabhUti vagere agiyAreya bAhmaNo ahaMkArI hatA. IndrabhUtine AtmaviSayaka zaMkA hatI, to anya darekane koI alaga bAbatanI ja zaMkA hatI. koIne karmaviSayaka, koIne svargaviSayaka, koIne narakaviSayaka to koIne mokSaviSayaka. jo potAnA pAMDityano Apharo na hota to A dareka potAnI zaMkAnuM bIjA anya paMDita bAhmaNa dvArA nirAkaraNa karI zakata. agiyAreya bAhmaNoe paraspara ekabIjAnI zaMkAnuM nirAkaraNa karI nAkhyuM hota. ahaMkArane kAraNe temanA thayuM ane aMdaranI zaMkA aMdara ja rahI gaI. temanogata zaMkA sarvajJa prabhue jANI ne te zaMkAnuM nirmUlana karI batAvyuM, tyAre prabhu zAsanane A che(56) gautama goSThi

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gaNadharonI bheTa maLI! Thanks Ego! so so salAma IndrabhUtinA ahaMkArane! ahaMkArobapi bodhAya te to prabhu gautamanA mATe, ApaNA mATe to ahaMkAroDapi lAbhAya! indrabhUtie ahaMkArathI zaMkAne saMgharI rAkhI to AvA apratima buddhapuruSa ApaNane eka upAsya tattva tarIke sAMpaDyA. zrI bhagavatIsUtramAM gautamasvAmI ane viraprabhunA praznottaranI zailI nihALatA A guruziSyano saMbaMdha kaI UMcAIe haze, teno kAMIka aMdAja Ave. potAnI hoziyArInuM pradarzana karavA mATe e praznonI zreNI nahotI racAI. ahaMkAranA poSaNanI bhojanazALAmAM eka navI vAnagIno umero thayo hoya, te rIte gautama prabhue kyAreya e uttarone jhIlyA nathI. navI vAta sAMbhaLyA pachI rugNa vyaktitvane ahaMkAranA eTeka Ave, prabhu gautamane to vismayanA eNTeka AvatA hatA. ravivArIya zibiramAM kyAreka "mAtApitA pratyenA saMtAnonA kartavyano viSaya UMcakAyo hoya, tyAre sabhAmAM beThelA koI pitAjInI AMkha bAjumAM beThelA dIkarAne IzAro karIne jANe kahetI hoya che : 'sAMbhaLa, sAMbhaLa tAre khAsa sAMbhaLavA jevuM che. bIjA koI ravivAre mAtApitAnI saMtAno pratyenI pharajano viSaya cagyo hoya, tyAre te sabhAmAM te ja be vyakti vacce e ja nayanAbhinayanAM dazyanuM ri-kepa thatuM hoya che. mAtra rola InTaraceInja thaI gayo hoya che. pravacanasabhAmAM pravacanakAranA mukhethI UchaLatI pAghaDIo ane TopIo keTalAka vaNI letA hoya che ane jene jene baMdhabesatI lAge tenA mAthe oDhADI detA hoya che. pravacana cAlatuM hoya tyAre ghaNAkharA zrotAonA magajamAM pravacananI samAntara baMdhabesatAM mastakanI khoja paNa cAlu hoya che. prabhu gautama to evA zrotA che, je - gautama goSThi 57

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prabhunA mukhamAMthI nIsaratA pratyeka vacanane evI kUMcI samajIne grahaNa kare che ke jenAthI potAnA jIvananuM koI ne koI tALuM khUlI jatuM hoya. prabhu gautama jevuM zrotRtva paNa mArAmAM kyAre pragaTaze? kAMIka navuM jANavA maLe tene bIjAne AMjI devA mATenI TaoNrcabeTarI tarIke ApaNe tene saMgharI letA hoIe chIe. jyAre prabhu gautama mATe to jANavAnuM navuM kAMI nahotuM te chatAM prabhunI dezanA ke prabhunA uttaro jANIne khuda aMjAI jAya che ane te aMjAI javAthI ja te kRtakRtyatA anubhave che. anyanA guNa-vaibhavathI, prabhunAM vacanothI ke uttama vicArothI aMjAI javAno sAtvika AnaMda, potAnI pratibhAthI mAtra potAnI baDAI khAtara bIjAne AMjI devAnA tuccha ane tAmasI AnaMda karatAM, kAMIgaNo caDiyAto che. jaA (58) gautama goSThi che -

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zaila sAMbha jIma sadA rahe, vaMDo thayarI abhimAna namAvyo name nahi re, dUra vase dharmadhyAna -vizuddha vijaya tera kAThiyAnI sajhAya he gautamasvAmI! ahaMkAre Apane prabhuno bheTo karAvyo, rAge Apane prabhu sAthe prIta joDI ApI, viSAde Apane kevalyanI bheTa dharI... doSo paNa Apane phaLyA ane, mane to guNo paNa kyAM pUrA phaLe che? AzaMsA, apekSA, AtmazlAghA Adi zalyo ane azuddhiothI mArA yatkiMcit guNo paNa kharaDAyelA che ! Apane doSo paNa phaLyA mane guNo to phaLe... tevI kRpAvarSA karo.

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1 idhano upavAsa prabhu gautama pAse ghaNuM hatuM, te temanI vizeSatA nahotI, je hatuM te paceluM ane pariNata hatuM, te temanI moTI khAsiyata hatI. ajIrNa bahu moTo roga che. sarve: nIybhavA: rUpa, baLa, dhana, jJAna, tapa vagere zaktio puNyodayathI ke kSayopazamanA prabhAve maLI to jAya, paraMtu maLyA pachI tenuM pAcana thavuM joIe. jo te zaktio pace nahi to phUTI nIkaLe. koI paNa zaktino apaco aneka upAdhio UbhI kare. sAmAnya rIte ArogyanA viSayamAM mANasa bhojana saMbaMdhI traNamAMthI eka paNa takalIpha calAvI levA taiyAra nathI. pahelI takalIpha bhUkha na lAgavAnI. bhUkha na lAge to tarata te DaoNkTara pAse jaIne phariyAda kare che ane upacAra karAve che. bhUkha lAge paNa ruci na thAya to paNa te akaLAya che. bhUkha khUba lAge paNa bhojananI vAnagI AMkha sAme AvatAMnI sAthe UbakA Ave. A takalIpha paNa tene pIDe che. tarata arucinA doSano te upacAra kare che. trIjI takalIpha che; apacAnI bhUkha lAge, ruci paNa thAya ane tethI bhojana ArogI paNa zake, paraMtu khAdheluM pace nahi. je khAya tenuM ajIrNa thAya.A takalIphathI mANasa herAna herAna thaI jAya che. pAcananI phAkIo ane DAyajesTIva pIlsa khAIne khAdheluM (6) gautama goSThi che -

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pacAvavA mathe che. bhojananI jema zaktio ane guNo pacAvavA paNa khUba agharA che. hojarInI kSamatA karatAM vadhAre ke bhAre khorAka vaparAI jAya to ajIrNa thaI jAya che, tema potAnI yogyatA ane pAtratA karatAM vadhAre zakti ke guNa AvI jAya to te pacAvavAnuM kAryabhAre thaI jAya che. prabhunA zAsanamAM prApti ke pradAnano jeTalo mahimA che, tenA karatAM pAtratAno mahimA vizeSa che. pada, sattA, maMtra, vidyA, zrata vagere jo apAtranA hAthamAM jaI caDe to bhAre nukasAna notare. prabhu vIrane vaizAkha suda-10nAdine kevalajJAna thayuM ane te divase pAtra jIvono yoga na thayo, to zAsana sthApanA mulatavI rahI. vaizAkha suda-11nA divase IndrabhUti vagere suyogya jIvono yoga thatAM zAsana sthApanA thaI. kevalajJAnanA divase ja zAsana sthApanA thAya te anAdisiddha lokavyavasthAno bhaMga thayo. eka accheruM thaI gayuM. pAtra jIvo na maLavAthI kevalajJAnanA divase zAsanasthApanA na thAya tevuM accheruM banI zake, paraMtu pAtra jIvo na maLavAthI apAtrane gaNadhara banAvI koI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA kevalajJAnanA divase ja zAsananI sthApanA karavAnI anAdisiddhapraNAlikAne vaLagI rahe tevuM accheruM to kadApi na bane. prabhavasvAmIne svagacchamAM, zramaNasaMghamAM ke sakala jaina saMghamAM potAnI pATane vibhUSita kare tevI pAtratAvALo koI jIva na dekhAyo, to anyatra dRSTi doDAvI ane zayaMbhava brAhmaNane zodhI kADhyA, paraMtu viziSTa yogyane japATe besADyA. pUrvanA jJAnano viccheda thavAnA nukasAna karatAM ayogyane zrutAdhikAra ApavAnuM nukasAna zrI bhadrabAhusvAmIe moTuM jANuM. prApta zrutanA ajIrNathI ruSNa banela kAmavijetA sthUlibhadrajIne chellA cAra - gautama mauSThi 21

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pUrvanA arthanabhaNAvyA, te na ja bhaNAvyA. maLILe moganatyA: ajIrNa thayA pachI te maTe nahi tyAM sudhI tame khAvAnI yogyatA gumAvI dIdhI che. ajIrNanAM lakSaNo che : Apharo caDe, gaMdA oDakAra Ave, peTamAM cUMka Ave, aruci thAya, zarIramAM vikRti pedA thAya. . prApta zakti pace nahi, tene ghamaMDano Apharo caDe. ajIrNa thavAthI mukhamAMthI gaMdA oDakAra nIkaLe. jene zaktinuM ajIrNa thayuM hoya, tenA mukhamAMthI ApabaDAI ane AtmazlAghAnA gaMdA oDakAra nIkaLyA ja kare. ajIrNazastane potAnI hoziyArI hAIlAITa karyA vagara cena na paDe. ajIrNa thayuM hoya tene peTamAM cUMka Ave, tema jene zaktinuM ajIrNa thayuM hoya tene bIjAno utkarSa nihALIne peTamAM pIDA UpaDe. anyanA utkarSane te sahana na karI zake. ajIrNamAM bhojana ruce nahi. zaktinuM ajIrNa thatAM anya jIvo pratye tiraskAra ane phiTakAra pedA thAya. badhAne haDahaDakaravAnuM mana thAya. ruAbano ruAba kAMI anero hoya che. ajIrNa thatAM zarIramAM vikAro pedA thAya. zaktinuM ajIrNa thatAM, vANI ane vartanavikRta bane. zabdanA Tona ane volyuma pharI jAya. paNa prabhu gautama to pariNata mahAmuni hatA. labdhiono mahAvaibhava ane puNyanuM mahAsAmrAjya te pacAvIne beThelA hatA. AtmazlAghAnI vAta to dUra rahI, anya dvArA svayaMbhUthatI zlAghAthI paNa te vegaLA ane aLagA rahetA. A koI anokhI, nirALI ane anerI vibhUti hatI, jenI garimA asIma hatI paraMtu garva jarAya nahoto. pariNata zaktio teja ane oja rUpe temanA sakala astitvamAM eka rasa 62 gautama goSThi

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thayelI jaNAtI hatI. ahaM poSI zakAya tevA aDhaLaka vaibhavathI parivarelA gautama prabhu ahaMkArazUnya che. mAnakaSAyane AvI camacamatI tamAca bhAgye ja paDatI haze. ahaM ane mamanA kocalAmAM keda thayelA IndrabhUti, gautamasvAmI tarIke rUnA pUmaDA jevA laghu banIne adhyAtmanA ucca gaganamAM uzyana karavA lAgyA. jJAnasArano zloka hoThe ramI rahyo cheH ___ ahaM mameti mantro'yaM mohasya jagadAndhyakRt / ayameva hi najpUrvaH pratimantro'pi mohajit // 4 / 1 ahaM ane mamanA mannaprayoga dvArA moharAjAe jagatanA jIvone aMdha banAvyA che. sAmAnyathI melI vidyAno prayoga karanAra vyakti maMtra pote bhaNe ane tenI asara bIjA para thAya. moharAjAe to mAtra bhaNavAnI tasdI paNa potAnA mAthe na rAkhI. teNe jIvone ja A manna paDhAvI dIdho. IndrabhUti bAhmaNa paNa jorazorathI A maMtra raTI rahyA hatA. huM paMDita ziromaNi! mAruM jJAna! mArI pratiSThA! mArI kIrti! mAro ziSyagaNa!! ane A matranA satata jApathI aMdhApo temaneya lAgu paDyo. aMdha vyakti mUMjhAya ane akaLAya. potAnI AtmaviSayaka zaMkA nahotI pragaTa karI zakAtI ke nahotuM tenuM koI samAdhAna maLatuM. khUba mUMjhAro hato, paNa te bhogavyA vinA chUTako nahoto. aMdhatvanI e lAcArI hatI. aMdhanuM bIjuM duHkha e ke e bhUlo paDe. IndrabhUti mithyAjJAnanI ghora aTavImAM bhUlA bhamatA hatA, pathabhraSTabanelA hatA. aMdhanI trIjI pIDA- tene satata jokhama hoya.kyAreka Agane paNa aDI javAya ane kyAreka morathUthuM paNa moDhAmAM naMkhAI jAya. ahaMkArIne potAnA hitAhita dekhAya nahi. te satata potAnA AtmAnuM ahita gautama gauSThi 23 ja

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notarato rahe. indrabhUti bAhmaNa AtmahitanA rastethI khAssA dUra hatA. ane, aMdhanI cothI pIDA - e game tyAM paTakAI jAya ane game tenI sAthe athaDAI paDe. juone, IndrabhUti brAhmaNa prabhu vIra sAthe athaDAI ja paDyA ne! paNa, A to niSNAta Opthemologist hatA. temaNe to sAme AvIne athaDAI paDelA A Blind PatientnI tatkAla Eye-Surgery ja karI nAMkhI. koNa jANe temaNe kaI lesara prakriyA ajamAvI ke aMdha IndrabhUti have dRSTivaMta gautama banI cUkyA hatA! AMkhamAM dRSTi to AvI gaI ane hoTha upara raTAto magna paNa pheravAI gayo. "ahaMane "mama'nA maMtranI AgaLa "na' umerAI gayo. na ahana mama. A maMtranA garbhamAM temanuM astitva vilIna thaI gayuM. "huM kAMI nathI, mAruM koI nathI totiMga 'huMnuM eka virATa zUnyamAM visarjana thayuM. huMno bhArekhama bojo mAthA parathI UtarI gayo. IndrabhUtine vaLageluM ' nAmanuM bhUta prabhuvIranAmanA bhuvAe bhagADI mUkyuM. jaA (64) gautama goSThi -

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vinaya-zruta-taya-zAla triva haNe sarve mana te jJAnano bhaMjaka hove bhavobhave lyaka cheka viveka-nayanano mAne che e je chAMDe tafsa ne duHkha 2he che -mahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajIma.sA. mAnanI sajhAya hai gautamasvAmI!. hAlika jevAne paNa Ape bUjhavyo... 1500 jaTAdhArI tApasIne paNa Ape bUjhavyA... mane nahi bujhavo ? ane, hAla kadAca mArAmAM tevI pAtratA na jaNAtI hoya to bhale bUjhavo nahi, bujhAvo to kharA! viSayanI, kaSAyanI e durgAnanI AgamAM baLI-jaLI rahyo chuM karuNAmRtano chaMTakAva karIne mane bujhAvo... nAtha!

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bicyANe huM'! sAdhaka ane paramAtmA vaccenuM sauthI moTuM vyavadhAna ja huM che. sAdhanAmArgamAM huM jevo moTo vikSepaka bIjo koI nahi hoya. "huM'nA naDatarathI kyAreka te sAdhaka atizaya hatAza thaI jAya che. AvI hatAzAnI eka zAnadAra abhivyakti koI sAdhakapuruSanA hRdayodgAramAM jovA maLe che? e agocara tattva sAthe kyAM kazuM saMdhAya che? ekavacana pahelo puruSa tyAM vacce AvI jAya che. khUba Azcarya lAge - "huM'no DuMgaro kevI rIte Takato haze? 'huM ne UbhA rahevA mATe AdhAra ja kyAM che? koIne tenI 100 karoDanI saMpattino garva thAya che. paraMtu tenA te 100 karoDa samagra duniyAnI kula saMpattinA keTalA TakA thAya? ane traNeya kALanI tathA traNeya lokanI kula saMpattinuM ToTala karIe to tenA te keTalA TakA thAya? duniyAnI kula saMpattinA abajonA abajamA bhAga jeTalI saMpatti paNa potAnI pAse nathI ane mahAzrImaMta tarIkenA phAMkA mArato hoya te zrImaMta (!) kevo garIba lAge? 'khUba jJAnI chuM evuM je babaDato hoya te vyaktinuM jJAna tenA

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potAnA ja ajJAnanA keTalAmA bhAge che te jANavAnI te kyAreya koziza kema nahi karato hoya? koI C.A.nA gharanI dIvAla para laTakatuM tenuM C.A.nuM sarTiphikeTa eTale sAyansa, ArTsa, laoN, enjiniyariMga, meDikala, kamyuTara, maeNnejamenTa, paoNliTiksa, jarnAlijhama, baeNnkiMga, kosTiMga vagere aDhaLaka viSayonuM te ajJAna dharAve che, tenI eka jAhera ughoSaNA. potAnA vizALa AlIzAna baMgalAno jene garva pIDato hoya teNe, potAnA zaherano nakazo dorI temAM potAnA vizALa (!) baMgalAnuM sthAna zodhI levuM ane rAjyanA, rASTranA ke duniyAnA nakazAmAM te baMgalAnuM astitvakyAM?te vicArI levuM. - dareka vyaktino paricaya be prakArano hoya che : nirapekSa paricaya (Obsolute Identity) ane sApekSa paricaya (Relative Identity) potAnI pAMca karoDanA mAlika tarIkenI svataMtra oLakhANa e Obsolute Identity che. paraMtu kaMIka abajopationA astitvanA svIkAra pUrvaka potAnI karoDapati tarIkenI oLakhANa e Relative Identity che. dareka bAbatamAM mANasa potAnI Relative Identityne lAgu karato jAyato biccArA ahaMkAranuM zuM gajuM? ApaNo huM keTalo polo, bodo ane pokaLa che ane chatAMya tenuM vajana keTaluM bhArekhama hoya che! aizvaryahAni ke mAnahAninA hAI skelanA bhUkaMpa chatAM aDIkhama UbhI rahetI ahaMkAranI ImAratano pAyo keTalo polAdI haze!apamAna thAya che tyAre huM' para prahAra thAya che, paNa huM'nI vAsanA to bamaNA vegathI UchaLe che. arihaMtadeva AdinI apekSAe vicArIe to aizvarya, baLa vagere dareka bAbatamAM ApaNe "jhIro' chIe ane chatAM 'hIro' thaIne pharIe chIe. ApaNA huM' nI yoni eTalI - gautama gauSThi 27

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badhI kaThaNa che ke toDIphoDIne phuracA karI nAMkhe tevA bhayaMkara AMcakAo ane visphoTo chatAM te huM'nI kAMkarI paNa kharatI nathI. ahaMnuM sarvathA kharI paDavuM ane paramAtmasvarUpanuM prAgaTya thavuM. A baMne ghaTanA vaccenA kAryakAraNabhAvane koka kavie suMdara zabdadeha Apyo che : ahaMre ahaM! jAne tuM marI, bAkI je bace tenuM nAma hari. Ama to ahaM ane ardhavacce mAtra eka rephanuM ja aMtara che. paraMtu te sIdhuM kapAtuM nathI. ahaMnI ArAdhanA phaLe tyAre ahamAM rahelo repha agnibIja banIne ahaMne bALI nAkhe che. je zUnyAvakAza sarjAyo temAM ahaM AkAra le che. varSArUpe dharatIne maLatuM pANI Ama to dharatI upara rahelA dariyAnuM ja che. paraMtu dariyAmAMthI DAyarekTa dharatIne saplAya nathI maLato. pravAhI svarUpa choDI bASpa svarUpe samudranuM pANI kSArarahita banI gaganArohaNa kare che ane navesarathI zuddha pANInuM nirmaLa svarUpa dhAraNa karI dharatI para avaraNa kare che. A ja rIte ahanuM drIkaraNa thAya che, tyAre nirmaLa ahaMavatAra pAme che. je huM ne ApaNe kohinUra hIrA karatAMya kImatI mAnavAnA bhramamAM rAcIe chIe, te huM nI vAstavikakiMmata phUTelAThIkarA jeTalIyanathI. huM koNa mAtra? kALanA avirata pravAhamAM vahetuM eka taNakhaluM mAtra huM! virATa lokanA aphATa kSetranA koka khUNAnuM ekajhINuM TapakuM mAtra huM! anaMta AtmarAzinI vacce daTAyeluM eka jIvaDuM mAtra huM! karmarAjanI eka kikathI asaMkhya yojana dUra jaIne phaMgoLAI janAro eka daDo mAtra huM. yamarAjAnA virATa bhojanathALamAM paDelo ane game te ghaDIe tenA mukhano koLiyo banI janAro eka roTalAno TukaDo - 68 gautama gauSThi

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mAtra huM! moharAjAnA kriDAgharanuM temane khelavA mATenuM eka khilaunuM mAtra huM! dAvAnalanA dAhamAM sapaDAyelA bhavavanamAM dAhathI bacavA Amatema doDAdoDa karatuM sasaluM mAtra huM! virATa merunA koI eka jhINA kaMkarano eka nAnakaDo kaNiyo mAtra huM! ajJAnanI kAjaLagherI rAtanA ghora aMdhakAramAM tagatagato eka nAnakaDo khajavo mAtra huM! asaMkhya yojanamAna svayaMbhUramaNanA jalapravAhamAM pragaTelo eka kSaNika parapoTo mAtra huM ! astitvanA jaMgamAM homAIne svAhA thaI janArI eka AhutimAtra huM! rAgadveSanI bhaThThImAM satata zekAI raheluM eka sAMThIkaDuM mAtra huM! kALanI retamAM sarakI raheluM eka aLasiyuM mAtra huM! karmasvarUpI AkhalAnA moDhAmAM cavAI raheluM sUkA ghAsanuM taNakhaluM mAtra huM! moha madArInA IzAre khela khelatuM eka tophAnI mAMkaDuM mAtra huM! ane, AvA vaibhAvika, arthahIna, nakalI ane bhaMgura 'huM'ne kevo bhArekhama mAnIne ApaNe tenI AratI utArIe chIe! phUlahAra caDAvIe chIe ! ane rAtadina tenAM ovaraNAM laIe chIe ! IndrabhUti gautame prabhu vIranI kRpAnAM kiraNonA AlaMbanathI saDasaDATa vinamratAnI Toca para caDIne samarpaNanI UMDI khAImAM 'huM'no evo ghA karyo ke tenAM hADakAMpAMsaLAMnoya koI patto na rahyo. 'huM ane mAruM'no maMtraprayoga baMdha thayo. 'nA huM, na mAruM' maMtrajApa cAlu thayo ane IndrabhUti gautamane divya dRSTino ughADa thayo. 'cakSudayANaM' (prabhu cakSunA dAtAra che) padano temane sAkSAtkAra thayo. huM sarvajJa, huM mahAprAjJa, huM vAdIvijetA, huM 14 vidyAno pAragAmI.... A badhA vijJApana have virAma pAmyA. te badhA vijJApana * gautama gauSThi 69

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have niprayojana hatA. vijJApana to tyAM hoya jyAM gaLAkApa spardhAo cAlatI hoya. IndrabhUti have spardhAnI ramatamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gayA hatA. have te binaharIpha hatA. vijJApana to ene jarUrI che, jenA mAlamAM "mAla' na hoya. mAlaMmAla thaI gayelA mAletujAra A mAladArane have varTAIjhamenTanA ovaraheDUsa veThavAnI jarUra zI? nakalI hIrAne pablisiTInI lAya lAge, kohinUra hIrAne jAherAtanI jarUra zI? tame kyAreya gulAbanA puSpane potAnI pablisiTI karatuM joyuM che? ane vijJApananI to tene jarUra paDe, jene jarUriyAta vagaranAne paNa mAla padharAvavAnI jhaMkhanA UbhI thaI hoya. IndrabhUti gautama to have vepArI maTIne grAhaka banyA che. grAhakane vijJApananI jarUra zuM hoya? potAnA mAlanI pablisiTI karanAra kaMpanIne to jAherAtathI lAbha thAya che. Tarnaovara vadhe che. paNa potAnI ApabaDAImAM to mithyA AtmasaMtoSa sivAya riTarna kAMI nathI.bahu kaDavI paNa satya hakIkata e che ke tamArA huMmAM tamArA sivAya prAyaH koIneya ratibhAra paNa rasa hoto nathI. phoTo-AlabamamAM tamAro phoTo khUba suMdara che, tema tame mAno cho, paraMtu phoTo-AlabamanAM pAnAM pheravatI vakhate sahu potAno phoTo zodhe che. tamArA phoTomAM rasa kone che? koI saMsthAnA makAnamAM grenAITanI taktImAM tamAruM nAma golDana zAhIthI camakI rahyuM che. paraMtu te nAma vAMcavAmAM tamArA sivAya bIjA koIne bhAgye ja rasa paDato haze. ane chatAMya nAma ane rUpanI pAchaLa AkhI duniyA keTalI pAgala che! tamArA 'huMno meka-apa karavAmAM tame khUba vyasta cho. paNa eTaluM jANI rAkhajo ke sahu AyanA sAme DoLA - 70 gautama gauSThi -

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phADIne beThA che. tamArA haeNnDasama 'huM'no eksalanTa phoTogrApha jovA koI navaruM nathI. nAma ane rUpanA be pilara upara 'huM'no AlIzAna mahela racavA mANasa mathe che. vijhiTiMga kArDa, neIma pleTa, grenAITanI takatI ke phoTAnA AlabamanA bilDiMga maTIriyalathI 'huM' nAmanA mahelanuM kansTrakzana avirata cAlu hoya che. paNa kamanasIbI e che ke ahaMnA kansTrakzananI lAInamAM badhA ja bilDara che, gharAka koI nathI. mahelane jonAra paNa koI nathI. tame mAno cho ke mAruM apamAna thayuM ana mAruM sanmAna thayuM. paNa, tamArA te apamAna ke sanmAnanI koI paNa ghaTanAnI bIjuM koI bhAgye ja noMdha letuM haze ane jo bIjAnI noMdhamAM na Ave to apamAnajanaka ghaTanA apamAnajanaka rahetI nathI ane sanmAnajanaka ghaTanA sanmAnajanaka rahetI nathI. manamAM ja paraNIne manamAM ja vidhura banavAnI mUrkhatA AcarIne mANasa nAhakano rAgadveSa vamaLamAM phasAto hoya che. gautama goSThi 71

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-merA e jIvakuM baMdhana moTA jAna -merA jAkuM nahIM sAcI mokSa pichAna -merA e bhAvathI vadhe rAga aru zeSa rAga-zeSa-jAMlohiye (jyAMlIye) tolo tyAMlIye) miTe na doSa. - cidAnaMdajI kRta hitazikSA he gautamasvAmI! kyAM tame ane kyAM huM? 50 hajAra kevalInA guru tarIkenI... cAra jJAnanA mAlika tarIkenI... dvAdazAMgInA sarjaka tarIkenI... ke anaMta labdhinA bhaMDAra tarIkenI... vidha-vidha moTAI Apane varelI hatI chatAM, A badhA moTAInA vAghA Ape kyAM kadI paheryA hatA ! ane, moTAInuM maTIriyala mArI pAse kAMI nathI chatAMya huM to moTAIno vaTa paherIne pharuM chuM. mane vaLagelA moTAInA A bhUtane svAmI! bhagADo.

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3 moTA banavAno rAjamArga : nAnA bano je jana abhilaSe re, te to tehathI nAse, tRNa sama je gaNe re, tehanI nita rahe pAse. A vAta lakSmI mATe jeTalI sAcI che teTalI ja mAna mATe sAcI che. tamArA nAma-mAnanI ciMtA tame jeTalI ochI karo eTaluM tamAruM nAma ane mAna duniyAmAM vadhu rozana thAya. prabhu gautame mAnanuM jarAya mAna na rAkhyuM, to mAne temane keTaluM badhuM mAna ApyuM! nAmanI khevanA prabhu gautame sarvathA choDI, to temanA nAmamAM evo pAvara pedA thayo ke, temanuM nAma raTavA mAtrathI vAMchita sIjhe, ane tethI ja Aje lAkho hoTho upara gautama prabhunuM nAma rame che ! tamArA mukha parathI tamAruM nAma raTavAnuM baMdha karo, lokanA mukha upara tamAruM nAma ramatuM thaI jaze. jenI sattAmAM arUpI svabhAva daTAyelo che, tene rUpanuM abhimAna ? anAmI nAma pAchaLa mare ? sarvajJatA jenI AvRta thayelI che, tene to raDavAnuM hoya tenA badale pA ze2 paMDitAIno tene Apharo caDI jAya ? anaMta sukhano svAmI tuccha AbhAsika ane vinAzI sukha upara vaTa mAre ? abajopati zrImaMta thoDA kUkA ane ThIkarAMnI nAnakaDI DhagalI upara ruAba mArI rahyo che, je vAstavamAM potAnA che ja nahi, gautama goSThi 273

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varSaparaparyAditAnanI va: (sacit ane AnaMdaghana evA AtmAne para-pudgalAdi anya padArthonA paryAyonA utkarSamAM rAjIpo zeno hoya?) ApabaDAInA vyAsaMgIne jJAnasAra eka vedhaka prazna pUche che : "tuM pUrNa che ke apUrNa? jo tuM apUrNa che, to tAre haju ghaNuM meLavavAnuM bAkI che, to garva karavAno tane adhikAra ja kyAM che? ane jo kharekhara tuM pUrNa che, to tArAthI garva thAya ja kevI rIte? kAraNa ke jo. tuM garva kare to namratA tArAmAM khUTe che. tethI tArI pUrNatA ja asaMgata puravAra thaze." pU. upAdhyAyajI mahArAja ahIM anokhI adAthI AtmaprazaMsakane ceka meTa kare che. upadezamALA paNa khUba suMdara zikhAmaNa Ape che : "kiM ? parajaNabahujANAvaNAhiM, varamappasakhiyaM sukyN|' tAruM sukRtya bIjAne jaNAvavAnuM tAre kAma zuM che? tArA sukRtyane AtmasAkSika ja rahevA dene! paNa koNa jANe kema, ApaNA sukRtya ke saguNanI bIjAne jANa na thAya to jaMgalamAM UgelA puSpanI jema ApaNane sukRtya niSphaLa gayeluM lAge che! prazaMsAthI para banelA prabhu gautamanAM jIvana-sukRtyo ane aparaMpAra sadguNonuM kharuM mUlyAMkana e che ke, ApaNA koI paNa sukRtya ke sadgaNane garvano garabacaDAvIe. je potAne moTo puravAra karavA mathe che te oNTomaeNTikalI nAno puravAra thaI jAya che. ane chatAMya bIjAne Overtake karIne moTA banavAnI spardhA kemeyachUTatI nathI. haoNlivuDanI eka abhinetrIe lagna karyA ane lagna bAda mAtra 74 gautama goSThi -

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traNa kalAkamAM chUTAcheDA mATe korTamAM kesa dAkhala karyo. Divorce mATe doDI javA pAchaLanuM kAraNa mAtra eTaluM ja hatuM ke lagnanI noMdhaNInA rajisTaramAM patie tenA karatAM moTA akSarathI sahI karI hatI. premazaMkara bhaTTanI paMktio raTavA jevI che : "tuM nAno huM moTo, evo khyAla jagatamAM khoTo, A nAno A moTo, eto mUrakha karatAM moTo; khArA jaLano dariyo bhariyo, mIThA jaLano loTo, tarasyAne to dariyAthIce, loTo lAge moTo, nAno choDa mahekI UThe, kevo gulAba goTo! UMcA UMcA jhADe tamane jaDaze eno joTo? mana nAnuM te nAno, jenuM mana moTuM te moTo." moTI cAvI vakhAra ke goDAunanI hoya che, nAnI cAvI nANAM ane dAgInAthI UbharAtI tijorInI hoya che. bemAMthI kaI cAvInI mahattA vadhAre? vaoNziMgTana elekTonuM vAkyamamaLAvavA jevuM che : "mahattAnI prApti e mahApuruSonI pravRttionuM dhyeya nathI. hotuM, pariNAma hoya che." - prabhu gautamamAM A vidhAnanuM pratibiMba varatAya che. je saMpatti, sattA ke zakti upara ghamaMDano pAro UMce caDe che tenuM kyAreya kharekharuM valuation karAvyuM che kharuM? IrAnanA bAdazAha hAruna-ala-rasidane potAnI sattA ane saMpattino khUba ghamaMDa hato. eka kuzaLa tabIbanI adAthI abu zakIka nAmanA sUphI saMte tenA ghamaMDano tAva utArI dIdho. A saMte tene mAtra be prazno pUchayA : ka - gautama goSThi 75,

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1. dhAro ke tuM raNamAM bhUlo paDyo che. tRSAthI tAruM tALavuM zoSAya che. pANInAM TIpAM mATe tuM taraphaDI rahyo che. te vakhate tane koI eka pavAluM pANI pIvA Ape to tuM bakSisamAM tene zuM Ape ? bAdazAhe kSaNano paNa vilaMba karyA vinA javAba Apyo : aDadhuM rAjya. 2. dhAro ke tane asAdhya vyAdhi thayo che. badhA vaidyo ane hakImoe hAtha khaMkherI nAkhyA che ane te vakhate koI kImiyAgara tane eka auSadhanI guTikA khavaDAve ane khAtAMveMta tAro te asAdhya roga maTI jAya to te kImiyAgarane tuM zAnI bakSisa Ape ? bAdazAhe tatkAla javAba Apyo : aDadhuM rAjya. have A saMte sogaThI mArI : 'be jaNAne aDadhuM aDadhuM rAjya daI dIdhA pachI tArI pAse zeSa zuM rahe ? je rAjyanI kiMmata mAtra eka pavAluM pANI ane eka davAnI TIkaDI jeTalI ja che, te tuccha sAmrAjyanI sattA upara ATalo sanepAta zAno kare che ? ane tyAre pelA samrATanA ghamaMDabhavananA pAyA hacamacI UThyA saMta abu zakIka jabarI jazarekhAvALA haze, bAkI 'kaeNnsara' maTADavuM saheluM, 'huM'maTADavo muzkela. mANasanI sauthI vadhu Asakti 'huM' padanI che. bIjA tamAma viSayonI Asakti paNa moTe bhAge 'huM' padanI AsaktinI poSaka hovAthI Asaktino viSaya bane che. rUpiyA game che paNa bIjAnA rUpiyA joIne AnaMda nathI thato. AsaktinI lITIne mAtra rUpiyA sudhI nahi, rUpiyAthI AgaLa 'huM' sudhI lAMbI tANo, tyAre ja te AnaMdadAyaka nIvaDe che. AlIzAna baMgalo game che to koIno paNa gamavo joIe. potAno hoya te baMgalo AlIzAna na hoya topaNa AsaktinuM kAraNa bane che. 76 gautama goSThi

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kendramAM 'ahaM'ne besADIne mANasa vartuLo dore che. te vartuLanA parighamAM je koI baMgalA, moTara, paisA, putra, parivAra sthAna pAme che, te badhA sAthe te 'mamatva' joDe che. ane A rIte ahaMkAra ane mamakAranA be cakravALA ratha upara AruDha thaIne mANasa AsaktinA pradezano pravAsa kheDe che. ahaM ane mamanAM jALAM toDavAM bahu bhAre ! lagnavidhimAM evo rivAja che ke, pANigrahaNa mATe AvelA vararAjA lagnamaMDapamAM praveza karatI vakhate sa2valAnAM be saMpuTa upara paga mUkIne teno bhaMga kare che ane pachI lagnamaMDapamAM dAkhala thAya che. saMyamasuMdarIne varavA mATenA lagnamaMDapa samA samavasaraNamAM dAkhala thatAMnI sAthe IndrabhUtie ahaMkAra ane mamakAranAM be saMpuTane paga taLe kacaDI nAMkhyA. ahaM ane mama upara prabhu gautame goLIbAra nathI karyo, baoNmbablAsTa ja karyo che, jANe ! bhavonA bhavonI jahemata pachI paNa na bhAMgI zakAya tevA 'ahaM' ane 'mama'nA nazAmAM cakacUra banIne UchaLakUda karanArA IndrabhUti sAva zAnta ane vizrAnta banI gayA. eka saMta pAse AvIne koIe mAMgaNI mUkI : I Want Peace saMte tene kahyuM : I ane Want bannene bhUMsI nAkha, bAkI je vadhe tenuM nAma Peace gautamasvAmIe 'ahaM' ane 'mama'no vilaya karIne zAMtinuM sAmrAjya hastagata karyuM. IndrabhUti kevA badalAI gayA ! ahaMkArI guru maTI vinamra ziSya banI gayA tenuM Azcarya ApaNane osaratuM nathI. paraMtu Azcarya to te vAtanuM thavuM joIe ke je AvA vinayamUrti banavA sarjAyelA che, te jiMdagInAM 50-50 varSa'sudhI AvA ahaMkArI kema rahyA ? mullAjI kAma parathI rAtre ghare AvyA. bIbIe moTo jhaghaDo karI gautama goSThi 277

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nAMkhyo. AjubAjunA loko bhegA thayA. badhAne Azcarya thaI gayuM. A gharanuM klAImeTa to haMmeza samazItoSNa hoya che. acAnaka Aje A gharanuM Temparecara ATaluM vadhI kema gayuM? bhegA thayelA lokoe jhaghaDAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM, tyAre mullAjInI patnIe roSa ThAlavatAM kahyuM : "lagnane 20varSa pUrAM thayAM paNa Aje mane khabara paDI ke te roja dArU pIe che. AvA dArUDiyAne huM kevI rIte baradAsta karI zakuM?' badhAne khUba Azcarya thayuM. Azcarya vyakta karatAM koIe pUchayuM : 20varSa sudhI tamane khabara ja na paDI ke te dArU pIe che? to Aje kevI rIte khabara paDI? vadhAre DhIMcIne AvelA?" "nA, evuM nathI. Aje pIdhA vagara AvelA tethIAbnormallAgatA hatA.' vibhAvadazAne ApaNe eTalI hade svIkArI lIdhI che ke te ApaNane bilakula Normal lAge che. koI svabhAva tarapha jhUke ke te ApaNane asAmAnya lAge che. koIne kadAca lAge ke IndrabhUti tarIke Hero edl driel a Zero 64-4l. As I would not be a slave So I would not be a master. svAmI thavAnI pAyAnI zarata che - pahelA sevaka banavuM paDe. je laghu bane che, te ja mahAna bane che. ane tevI mahAnatA ja Real hoya che. Ego-Oriented moTAI nakalI noTa jevI che. nakalI noTanuM kaubhAMDa pakaDAtAMnI sAthe te noTa radabAtala Thare che. Ego-Oriented moTAI 'ahaMnuM kendrabindu tUTI paDatAMnI sAthe ja kaDaDabhUsa thaIne heThe paDe che. namaskAramaMtra e maMtra ziromaNi che. tenAM ghaNAM kAraNo che. temAMnuM eka mahattvanuM kAraNa e che ke, te "ahaMnuM visarjana karI ApanAro maMtra che. ApaNo sauthI moTo zatru ja "ahaM che. namaskAra mahAmaMtranA 68 akSaramAMthI 10 akSara to namoe rokelA che. tame mAtra eka navakArano (78) gautama goSThi

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jApa karo ane ahaM' upara namonA bhArekhama hathoDAthI pAMca prahAra thaI jAya. 'namo' jeTaluM nAbhimAMthI Ave eTalo prahAra joramAM thAya ane eTalo ahaM jaladI tUTe. 'namo arihaMtANaM'mAM 'namo' evuM baTana che je bhAvasahita dabAvavAthI ahaMkAranI lAITa off thAya ane namaskAranI lAITa cAlu thAya. 'namothI ahaMkAranuM utthApana thAya che. "arihaMtANaM'thI arihaMtanI pratiSThA thAya che. je vIMdhavAnuM hoya tene Target kahevAya, je sAdhavAnuM hoya tene Goal kahevAya. 'namo arihaMtANaM' padathI ahaMkAra vIMdhAya che ane arihaMta sadhAya che. madanakumAra aMjAriyAe eka kAvyamAM sAruM Azcarya veryuM cheH vAdhamAMthI vAdanabAda thAya to zeSa vadhe zAMti... sthitimAMthI upasthiti bAda thAya to zeSa vadhe ekAMta.... rakamamAMthI rakama bAda thAya to zeSa vadhe zUnya.... Ato badhuM sahaja che paNa A mANasamAMthI mANasa bAda thatAM zeSa rAkSasa kema vadhe che?" AzcaryanI vAta to kahevAya ja. eka rakamamAMthI te ja rakama bAda mautama mauSThi 79

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thAya to javAba zUnyanI samakakSa ja Avavo joIe. ane mULa rakamamAMthI teno amuka bhAga bAda thAya to je zeSa vadhe te mULa rakamathI nAnI hoya. paraMtu AzcaryonuM paNa Azcarya e che ke mANasamAMthI ahaMkAra bAda thatAM zeSa bhagavAna' vadhe che!!! jJAnasArayAda AvI jAya : apUrNaH pUrNatAmeti pUryamANastu hiiyte| pUrNAnandasvabhAvo'yaM jagadadbhutadAyakaH // 'ahaM ane mane khAlI karI tenAthI nyUna bano to tame pUrNa bano ane astitvanA phuggAmAM "ahaMnI havA jema jema tame bharatA jAo tema tema tame khAlI thatA jAo. pUrNAnanda evA AtamarAmano AvismayakAraka svabhAva che. ahaMkAranI bAdabAkI thatAM bhagavadbhAvanuM prAgaTya thAya che. te vAtanI khUba suMdara abhivyakti A kAvyamAM thaI che : ahaMkAra deze jo tuM paraharI to tArA jIvanamAM pragaTaze hari huMpadanAkhyAlamAM amatho tuM rAcato bhUlI bhagavAnane kaDhaMguM tuM nAcato Iza-AjJA jo leze hRdhyamAM dharI. to tArA jIvanamAM pragaTaze hari.... 1 huM ne tuM tuM nAkhela sadAkhelato para vikAse cadi AMkhaDItavaTharI to tArA jIvanamAM pragaTaze hari.... 2 (80) gautama goSThi -

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huM chuM to vizva che vRthA evuM mAnato, tArAthI saune kAMtuccha tuM pramANato? namra thaIne je karaze prabhucAkarI to tArA jIvanamAM pragaTaze hari...3 sAdhyarUpa Izvarane sAdhana tuM mAnato IcchAo tArIprabhupara tuM lAdato jobaje tuM jage, thaI prabhu-baMsarI to tArA jIvanamAM pragaTaze hari....4 A gItama mauSThi ja

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vinaya vaDaoN saMsAramAM, je gulamoheM adhikArI raeN mA guNa jAtre gaLI, citta juoN vicArI raeN OM jIva mAna na kIjIe. - zrI udayaratna mahArAja mAnanI sajhAya hai gautamasvAmI! vinaya e namratAno sUcaka che. vinayavaMta banavuM eTale namra banavuM namra banavuM eTale nIce rahevuM nIcA rahyA kharA paNa, teya sarvocca kakSAe jANe Apane Toce rahevAnuM ja phAvatuM... IndrabhUtinI avasthAmAM ahaMkAranI Toce rahyA... vinamra banyA to evA banyA ke, vinayanI Toce jaIne vasyA! Toca to Ape na ja choDI, hoM!

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garbhazrImaMtanA bhikhArIveDA giranAradhAmathI 12 ki.mi.no vihAra karIne sirasADa pahoMcyA. sirasADamAM nAnakaDuM ane ramaNIya abhinava tIrthadhAma che. tIrthanuM nAma cheH "mahAvIra dhAma.' bhavya manohara jinAlayamAM carama tIrthapati devAdhideva zrI mahAvIrasvAmI adbhuta che. raMgamaMDapamAM besIne ame caityavaMdana karI rahyA hatA. raMgamaMDapanA eka gokhalAmAM gautamasvAmI birAjamAna che. caityavaMdana pUrNa thayA bAda tyAM ja besI gayo. mArA daSTipathe trikoNa AkAra dhAraNa karyo. najara garbhagRhamAM birAjamAna paramAtmA mahAvIradeva para paDe.... tyAMthI tarata gokhalA tarapha phaMTAya. kSaNavAra AMkho baMdha karIne A bane upAsyatattvono bhAvadhArAthI prakSAla karuM. AMkho khUlatAM pharI daSTigabhArAmAM doDI jAya. yogAnuyoga te divase tithi amAsa hatI. kalpanAnI pAMkho phaphaDAvato 25-30 varSonA kALanA tharo vaTAvIne huM eka cokkasa kAlAvasthAna para kSaNamAM pahoMcI gayo. te kALa-mukAmanI tithi paNa amAsa ja hatI. sirasADanA A jinAlayanA garbhagRhanA pabAsanamAM mane pAvApurI ane raMgamaMDapanA gokhalAmAM guNiyAjI dekhAvA lAgyuM ane mArI cittabhUmimAM dIpAvalI-parva UjavAI rahyuM! - gautama goSThi (83

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dIpAvalI-parva eTale jANe amAsane maLelI pUrNimAdIkSA! amAsanI kAjaLagherI rAtanA aMdhArAM cAre kora patharAyelAM hatAM. prabhu vIranuM nirvANa thavAthI vizvanA bhAva-Adityano paNa asta thayo hato, tyAre AtmAnA gaganamAM kevalya candrane udita karIne gautamasvAmIe amAsane pUnamamAM palaTI nAMkhI. prabhu gautama jANe sarvatra amAsanuM pUrNimAkaraNa karatA rahyA! prabhu gautamanuM jIvana eTale amAsane pUrNimA banAvatIvismayakAraka camatkRtiono silasilo! ahaMkAranI gADha amAvasyA vinayanI pUrNimAmAM rUpAMtarita thaI. mithyAtvanI gADha amAvasyA zuddha samyakatvanI pUrNimAmAM rUpAntara pAmI. rAganI gherI amAsa prabhuprItinI pUrNimAnuM daivata pAmI. viSAdanI gADha amAsa kaivalya jyotino prasava karanArI pUrNimA banI. prabhu gautamanI upAsanA eTale aMdhakAranA sAmrAjya upara prakAzasattAnuM AkramaNa. ajJAnano ke mohano, rAgano ke roSano, viSayano ke kaSAyano aMdhakAra pajavato hoya, tyAre tame gautama nAmanI raTaNAnI svica 'On' karo eTale aMdhakArane nAbUda thaye ja chUTako. vaizAkha suda 11 eTale IndrabhUti gautamano mahAna parivartanayoga! ajJAnI ziSyonA guru hatA, temAMthI sarvajJa gurunA ziSya banyA. paMDita hatA, have jJAnI banyA. ahaMkArI hatA, have vinama banyA. hRdayanA UMDA bhaMDAriyAmAM zaMkA bharIne beThA hatA, have jijJAsAnA bhaMDAra banyA.prabhue zaMkAnI sAthe mithyAtvanA zalyanuM paNa uddharaNa karyuM. prazna UThe ke, prabhue paMDita IndrabhUtinI zaMkAnuM nivAraNa karyuM. jamAlInA bhamanuM nirAkaraNa kema na karyuM? to prabhuno potAno ziSya hato. ane gRhasthAvasthAnA jamAI paNa hatA. tene samajAvavA prabhue koziza kema na karI? vedavacananI zaMkA IndrabhUti gautamane prabhu sAthe joDanAro pula banI gaI. vIravacananI zaMkA jamAlIne prabhu vIrathI judA (84gautama goSThi

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pADatI dIvAla banI gaI. IndrabhUtinI zaMkAnuM nirAkaraNa karanAra prabhue ziSya jamADIne samajAvavA yatna paNa na karyo. IndrabhUtino upacAra karanAra prabhue jamAlInI TrITamenTa jarAya na karI kAraNa ke IndrabhUtine pIDA abhimAnanI hatI, paNa jamAlIne pIDA abhinivezanI hatI. abhimAna sAdhya che, abhiniveza asAdhya prAyaH banI jato hoya che. abhiniveza eTale asaha. abhiniveza eTale pakkaDa. potAnI mAnyatAno abhiniveza eTale kAgraha; koI vyakti vizeSa aMgeno abhiniveza eTale pUrvagraha ane koI vastu ke saMyogo mATeno abhiniveza eTale haThAgraha. "huM ja sauthI moTo jJAnI', huM ja sauthI moTo zrImaMta', 'huM ja sauthI vadhu baLavAna'... A abhimAnano AkAra che. paNa, "huM ja sAco,' te abhinivezano AkAra che. jJAnanuM, buddhinuM, pAMDityanuM ke anya koI paNa bAbatanuM abhimAna ogALavuM hajuM saraLa paNa abhinivezanuM galana lagabhaga azakya prAyaH banI jAya che. IndrabhUtinA manamAM UThelI AtmaviSayaka zaMkAnuM udbhavasthAna vedanI paMktimAM temane jovA maLelo visaMvAda hato. jamAlIne prabhuvacanamAM zaMkA nahIM azraddhA thaI ane A azraddhAnuM udbhavasthAna paNa eka visaMvAda ja hato. prabhunAM vacana ane potAnI mati vacceno visaMvAda. arthaghaTana karanAra satvagrAhI banI svayaM taTastha rahe, to zAstranI be paMkti vaccenA visaMvAdanuM nivAraNa sAdhya che. paNa zAstravacananA pratipakSI tarIke jo potAnI buddhi hoya to A carcA, zAstrArtha ke vAdana rahetAM vivAda ke vikhavAdanuM svarUpa dhAraNa kare che ane tenuM pariNAma prAyaH gADha abhiniveza ja bahAra Ave che. vardhamAne potAnI dIkarI rAjakumAra jamAlIne paraNAvI hatI, paNa zramaNa - gautama goSThi 85 -

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jamAlI prabhune potAnI buddhinuM kanyAdAna karI na zakyA. jyAM buddhi vacamAM paDe che tyAM satyAgrAhitA marI paravAre che ane (a) satyAgrahano prasava thAya che. vaizAkha suda 11nA divase eka bhavya pANigrahaNa mahotsava UjavAyo, jemAM IndrabhUti vagere 11 bAhmaNoe potAnI matinuM prabhu vIrane kanyAdAna karyuM. koI bAbata viSe manamAM eka abhiprAya Ubho thayA pachI, jyAre te abhiprAyano Agraha AvI jAya che, tyAre te abhiprAya abhinivezanuM rUpa dhAraNa kare che. jema potAnA paisAnuM, parivAranuM ke baMgalAnuM mamatva hoya che tema potAnA abhiprAya' pratye paNa mamatva baMdhAI jatuM hoya che. svaabhiprAyanuM mamatva abhinivezamAM pariName che. huM koI bAbatano abhiprAya ApIne chUTI jAuM tyAM sudhI bahu vAMdho nathI. have te abhiprAyanI 'mAro abhiprAya' tarIkenI oLakhANa bhale rahe, paNa huM tenAthI alipta chuM. paraMtu jyAre mArAmAM te abhiprAyano Agraha pravezI jAya che tyAre abhiprAya mAro nahi rahetA, huM abhiprAyano banI jAuM chuM... huM tenA mamatvanA khIle baMdhAI jAuM chuM. mamakAra e ahaMkAranI janetA che. "mAro baMgalo' e mamakAra che. temAMthI huM baMgalAvALo' tevA ahaMkArano prasava thAya che. mArI saMpatti e mamatvanI bhASA che. huM saMpattino mAlika' e ahaMkAranI bhASA che. mArI hoziyArI' e mamatvanI abhivyakti che. huM hoziyAra' e ahaMkAranI udghoSaNA che. paraMtu jyAre mamatvano viSaya potAno abhiprAya hoya che. tyAre tenAthI janmelo ahaMkAra abhinivezanA lebAsamAM dekhAde che. "'nAM be sTeTasa che. eka che svAbhivika huM ane bIjo che vaibhAvika huM. svAbhAvika huMnuM vismaraNa ane vaibhAvika huMno vaLagADa - e (86) gautama goSThi

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ApaNI moTI viDaMbanA che. zuddha Atmatattva tarIkenuM saMvedana eTale svAbhAvika 'huM'nI pratIti, paNa A sacoTa pratIti ati durlabha ane duSkara che ane AvI pratIti pAmavAno manoratha paNa bhAgye ja koIne thAya che. ApaNe to karmadatta vyartha upAdhiothI parivarelA bhArekhama astitvane ja huM mAnIne rAcIe chIe tenuM nAma che - vaibhAvika huM. eka ati zrImaMtanA baMgalAnI bahAra ramatA te zrImaMtanA nAnA bALakane koI mavAlI upADI gayo. tenA jariyAna jAmA utArIne tene phATalAMtUTelAM, melAM kapaDAM paherAvyAM. tenAM aMga paranAM AbhUSaNo kADhIne tene lagharavaghara dazAmAM mUkI dIdho. tenA hAthamAM caNiyuM pakaDAvIne bhIkha mAMgato karI dIdho. eka "zrImaMtanA saMtAna' tarIkenI potAnI oLakhANane te sarvathA bhUlI gayo ane eka kuzaLa bhikhArI tarIkenA rophamAM te rAcato rahyo. cakacaktA caNiyAmAM te pRthvInA sAmrAjya jevo mAlikIbhAva poSato rahyo. bhikhArI avasthAmAM rAcavA tulya che - vaibhAvika huMno ahaMkAra. zrImaMtanA saMtAna tarIkenI oLakhANanI jema ApaNe svAbhAvika "huM ne vistRta karI dIdho che. sAcA huM'nA anaMta Atmavaibhava upara hakkadAvo mAMDavAnI hesiyata paNa ApaNe gumAvI beThA chIe ane naThArA huMnA nazvara ane tuccha pathArAne ApaNe khudano mAla samajI beThA chIe. vidvAna, vAdI ke prakhara paMDita tarIkenA vaibhAvika huM'nuM nakalI mahoruM IndrabhUtie utArIne prabhunA caraNomAM mUkI dIdhuM. pAMDitya ane vidvattAnA vyartha ahaMkArano bhArekhama bojo mAthethI UtarI gayA pachI, gautamaprabhu kevA haLavAphUla banI gayA haze! I am somethingnI gherI garvAnubhUtithI IndrabhUti grasta banelA hatA. prabhune parAjita karavAnA abharakhA sAthe nIkaLyA ane gautama gauSThi 87 -

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dUrathI samavasaraNanuM divya aizvarya ane prabhunuM anupama rUpa nihALI stabdha banyA. te nihALavAmAtrathI eka AMcako anubhavyo; jenAthI ahaMkAranI ImArata dhrUjI UThI. prabhunI amRtavANI dvArA saMzayamukta banIne prabhunA caraNomAM sarvasvanuM samarpaNa karyuM, te sthiti eTale I am nothing. prabhunI caraNopAsanA dvArA prabhunA nirvANa dine gautamasvAmIe kevalya saMpAdita karyuM. I am nothingnI bhAvanA vaibhAvika '1'nuM visarjana karatI jAya che. somethingnA peTALamAM je kAMI raheluM hatuM teNe ja vibhAvikaI no uchera karyo hato. A vaibhAvika svayaM kharI paDe che tyAre mAtra rahI jAya che je svAbhAvika huM che. A ja AtmAnI pUrNa avasthA che. gautamasvAmInI A pUrNAvasthA joIne ApaNA mukhamAMthI sahaja udgAro sarI paDe - He is everything. I am somethingnA bhAre khaDaka parathI I am nothingnI taLeTI upara Utaro, pachI ja everythingnAMgirizaMge pahoMcI zakAya che. prabhune parAjita karavAnI nema laIne nIkaLelA IndrabhUti samavasaraNamAM pravezyA, tyAre prabhue mITho AvakAra Apyo. nAma daIne bolAvyA ane manogata saMzaya paNa kahI Apyo. te kSaNe IndrabhUtinA ahaMkArano Apharo Utaryo ane te upazama'mAM AvyA. prabhue vedapaMktino saMvAda sAdhI ApI temanI AtmaviSayaka zaMkAnuM nirAkaraNa karyuM, tyAre IndrabhUtimAM "viveka guNanuM prAgaTya thayuM. vivekanuM phaLa che - saMvara. sakala saMsArano tyAga karI temaNe prabhucaraNe saMyamadharmano svIkAra karI "saMvara' dhAraNa karyo. upazama, viveka ane saMvaranI traNa AdhyAtmika kakSAo IndrabhUtie kSaNomAM saMpAdita karI dIdhI. 88 gautama goSThi -

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(Ima tana dhana jobana rAjyano, ma dharo manamAM ahaMkAro re, e asthira asatya savi kAramuM, viNase kSaNamAM bahuM vAro re. mada ATha mahAmuni vArIye -mAnavijaya ATha madanI sajhAya hai gautamasvAmI, eka garviSTha brAhmaNanI bhUmikAmAM prabhu vIra mATe Ape kevuM kevuM vicAreluM! te IndrajALiyo che, dhutAro che, asarvajJa che.... ane tethI temane harAvavA Apa nIkaLyA. paraMtu prabhu vIranI kharI oLakhANa thaI pachI tarata ja Ape prabhu pratyeno abhigama badalI nAMkhyo. koI vyakti pratyenI amuka gerasamajane kAraNe kAMI viparIta abhigama manamAM bAMdhyo hoya ane pachI te gerasamaja dUra thAya topaNa te vyakti pratyeno manamAM baMdhAI gayelo abhigama ke aNagamo huM pheravI zakato nathI. sAcI sthitinI jANa thayA pachI to mArA anya pratyenA pUrvagraho jarUra pIgaLe tevA AziSa varasAvo.

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- mANaM maddavayA jiNe / / ahaMkAra to vikarALa che ja, tenI traNa dIkarIo paNa AtmAnA hIra ane nUrane cUsI nAMkhanArI DAkaNo che. A traNa dIkarIonAM nAma cheAtmazlAghA, paraniMdA ane asUyA. ahaMkArI IndrabhUtinI pharate A traNeya DAkaNo rAsaDA letI spaSTa varatAya. huM cauda vidyAno pAragAmI. mArA jevo paMDita ane vidvAna bIjo koI nahi.. huM sarvajJa.... A badhA lavArA AtmaprazaMsA nAmanI ahaMkArasutAnA hatA. prabhune IndrajALiyo, dhutAro, ThagAro kahIne niMdita karavAnI kuceSTA ahaMkAranI bIjI dIkarI paraniMdAnI hatI ane devo tathA mAnavone prabhunA samavasaraNa bhaNI jatA joIne IndrabhUtinA peTamAM tela reDAyuM. prabhunI sarvajJa tarIkenI khyAti te sahana na karI zakyA. asUyA kanyAnAM A kArastAna hatAM. ahaMkAra tenI traNa dIkarIone paraNAvIne jIvane gharajamAI banAvI de che. ane te dvArA jIvano banAvaTI bApa banI bese che. sasarAnA panAre paDelo jamAI sagA bApa samA paramAtmAne sAva visarI jAya che. doSanAzanA mukhya traNa upAya hoI zake : 1. damana (Supression) doSanI vRttine dabAvI devI. che - gautama gauSThi 2

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2. zamana (Suggestion) : bhAvanAonA ciMtana dvArA doSapratipakSI vicAraNAthI manana. 3. UrdhvIkaraNa (Sublimation) doSa-pratipakSI guNanA zaraNe javuM. A traNeya upAyono thoDo vistArathI vicAra karIe. tamane krodha khUba satAve che. tamane te doSa khUba khaTake che ane tenAthI bacavA matho cho, tame krodha sAme thoDA Akramaka bano cho. krodhanuM nimitta upasthita thAya tyAre, te sthaLethI khasI javAno tame nirNaya karo cho athavA te prasaMge tame kaDaka mauna dhAraNa karI lo cho. athavA pratyeka krodhanA prasaMga mATe tame daMDa nakkI karo cho. eka vAra krodha karuM to 100 rUpiyAnuM dAna karavuM athavA 100 khamAsamaNa devA athavA upavAsa karavo, vagere koIne koI prakAranA daMDa dvArA tame krodhanI vRttinuM damana karo cho. * prAthamika kakSAmAM AvA upAyathI thoDI saphaLatA maLe kharI paraMtu saMpUrNa ane lAMbA gALAnI saphaLatAnI zakyatA A prakAranA upAyamAM ochI che. vaLI A upAyathI krodhanI abhivyakti upara kadAca saMyama Ave, paNa krodhanI vRtti sarvathA na TaLe. ane kyAreka dabAvelI vRtti pratikriyA Ape ane bamaNA jorathI UchaLe te jokhama to kharuM ja. chatAM tava krodhavALAne A upAya Avazyaka che ja. A ja upAya prathama kAragata bane che ane A upAyathI kAmacalAu saphaLatA meLavavAnI sAthe bIjotrIjo upAya ajamAvatA rahevAthI bamaNA jorathI UchaLavAnuM jokhama rahetuM nathIne saMpUrNa saphaLatA meLavI zakAya che. krodha khUba kanaDe che, to krodha-pratipakSI vicAraNAothI manane khUba bhAvita karavuM te zamanaprayoga che. krodhanA Ihalaukika apAyo, pAralaukika vipAko, zArIrika, mAnasika ane AdhyAtmika geralAbho, krodha ane kSamAnA phaLano bodha ApatAM caritronuM vAMcana ane pArAyaNa; krodha-doSanuM zamana kare tevA sabhyo ane sAhityanuM vAMcana, krodha mautama goSThi 91

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pratipakSI bhAvanAonuM ciMtana... AvA badhA upAyo yojavAthI citta kSamAthI bhAvita bane che. A bhAvitatAthI cittamAMthI krodhanA saMskAra nabaLA paDe che. dhIrajapUrvakadIrghakALa sudhI niyamita rIte suSupta manamAMmAre krodha karavAno nathI, kSamAM rAkhavAnI che - tevuM sUcana ApatA rahevAthI cokkasa sAruM pariNAma maLe che. lAMbAgALe paNa nakkara lAbha karAvanAro A upAya che. trIjo akasIra upAya UrdhIkaraNano che. temAM doSane to jarAya sparza ja karavAno nathI. cittanI vRttinuM UrdhIkaraNa karavAnuM che. caMdananA jaMgalamAM vRkSanI DALIe DALIe vIMTaLAyelA sApane cIpiyAmAM pakaDI pakaDIne dUra karavAnuM kArya khUba kaparuM banI jAya, paraMtu eka moralAne caMdananA vRkSa para mUkI devAmAM Ave ane te eka Tahuko kare to te Tahuko sAMbhaLavA mAtrathI badhA sApa bhAgaMbhAga karI mUke. na koI jokhama, na koI niSphaLatAno bhaya. tema doSane kADhavAno prayAsa karavAne badale manane tenA pratipakSI guNanI upAsanAmAM joDI devuM, te doSanAzano sarvottama upAya che. zrI dazavaikAlikasUtranA AThamA adhyayanamAM A upAya pradarzita thayo che. uvasameNa haNe kohaM, mANaM maddavayA jinne| mAyaM cajjavabhAveNa, lobhaM saMtosao jinne|| upazamathI krodhane jItavo, mRdutAthI mAna para vijaya prAptakaravo, saraLatAthI mAyA ane saMtoSathI lobhane jItavo. sAmAnya kakSAno ane navosavo doSa paNa ghaNI mahenatathI paNa kADhavo muzkela bane che, to 50-50 varSa sudhI poSIne puSTa karelA ane parAkASThA sudhI pahoMcelA jaNAtA ahaMkArane gautamasvAmI eka kSaNamAM kevI rIte jItI zakyA haze? ane vaLI, ahaMkArano samULago nAza karyo. te kevI rIte banyuM tenuM rahasya ahIM uddaghATita thAya che. te ahaMkAra sAthe jarAya saMgharSamAM na UtaryA, temaNe ahaMkAragrasta vRttinuM ja UrdhvIkaraNa (9ra gautama goSThi che -

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karyuM. vinayaguNanuM zaraNuM svIkAryuM. "mAAM miyA nino sAkSAtkAra ApaNane gautamasvAmImAM jovA maLe. gautamasvAmInA jIvanakriIDAMgaNamAM vinaye ahaMkArane kho ApI. doSanAzanI sAdhanA e niSedhAtmaka sAdhanA che, guNaprAptinI sAdhanA e vidheyAtmaka sAdhanA che. banne guNakArI che ane sAdhakanI sApekSatAe alaga alaga sAdhanA phAyadAkAraka banI zake. eka vAtanI spaSTatA ahIM jarUrI che ke, guNa e doSanA abhAvarUpa nathI, paraMtu guNa e doSano pratipakSI che. krodha e doSa che. krodhano abhAva eTale kSamA, tevo artha nathI. alabatta, kSamAguNanI prApti thAya to krodhano abhAva acUka thAya ema krodhano abhAva thAya to kSamAguNanI prApti paNa avazya thAya ja. tevuM ja abhimAna ane vinaya mATe samajavuM. doSa upara niMdAgaha-tiraskAranA prahAra karavA dvArA doSano nAza thaI zake. tema, guNa tarapha ja tamArI daSTiTharI jAya to svAbhAvika rIte doSa tarapha tamArI pITha thaI javAnI che. gautamasvAmIe vinayanuM zaraNuM svIkArIne ahaMkArane mAta karyo. Ama, eka apekSAe doSanAzanI sAdhanA karatAM guNaprAptinI sAdhanA svataMtra ane bhinna che. paraMtu, anya dRSTikoNathI A banne sAdhanA eka svarUpa paNa mAnya che. ' pogalika padArtho pratyeno rAga ogALavA ApaNe tyAM anityAdi bhAvanAonA ciMtanano upAya batAvyo che. A bhAvanAo rAgavRtti para kAramA prahAro kare che. A prahAro satata thatA rahe to rAgavRtti nabaLI paDe ja. bhAvanAo bhAvatA bhAvatA bhAvadhArA para caDIne rAgadazAthI sarvathA mukta banyAnA dAkhalA caritragranthomAM aDhaLaka jovA maLe che. rAgathI bacavAno bIjo upAya che - rAganI vRttinuM UrdhIkaraNa. je rAga pudgalanA varNAdi guNo para patharAyelo che, te rAganI vRttinuM UrdhIkaraNa karIne tene paramAtmaprIti rUpe kanvarTa karavAmAM gautama goSThi 99 -

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Ave to bevaDo lAbha thAya - pudgalano rAga TaLe ane paramAtmabhaktino guNa vikasita bane. upekSA e bahu moTI sajA che. koI aNagamatA AgaMtuka tamArA AMgaNe padhAryA. tame temane jarAya bhAva na Apyo, tame temanA AgamananI ke upasthitinI noMdha sarakhI paNa lIdhI nahi, to.te kevA samasamI UThe ? tame temanI sAthe jhaghaDo karo to temanA AgamananI noMdha to lIdhI kahevAya ane te dvArA paNa tame temane mahattva ApyuM. sAmuM ja na juo, tame bIjAnI sAthe ja vAta karatA raho, te svayaM bhAgI jAya. doSo sAthe bAkhaDavAnI paNa jarUra nathI, eTaluM mahattva paNa zA mATe ApavuM? tenA astitvanI koI noMdha ja na lo... sIdhI kSamA sAthe dostI bAMdhI do. krodha samasamIne bhAgI jaze. gautama prabhue A ja karyuM. ahaMkAra sAthe koI saMgharSa na karyo. temaNe vinayanuM AlaMbana lIdhuM. ahaMkAra jAya bhAgyo! IndrabhUti gautame pahelAM ahaMkAra sAthe gADha maitrI bAMdhI hatI. potAnA ahaMbhAva pratye gADha pakSapAta sevIne jANe ahaMkAra pratye prabhodabhAva paNa khUba sevyo. ahaMkAra jyAre ghavAto lAgyo, tyAre sAva myAna ane glAna banyA. jANe potAnA ahaMkAra pratye temane karuNA UbharAI AvI ane chevaTe vinayanI soDamAM jaIne bharANA ane te dvArA ahaMkArane upekSAnuM pAtra banAvyo. doSonI dostI karavAthI doSo peMdhI jAya. doSonI duzmanI karIne doSo sAthe laDavAmAM paNa hArI javAnuM jokhama to kharuM ja ne ! doSanA virodhI guNanI chAvaNImAM jaIne Azraya levo te doSanAzano saraLa ane salAmata rasto che. 94 gautama bhauSThi 2

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karata prazaMsA saba mIla apanI paraniMdA adhikerI kaheta mAna jina bhAva bhakti bina zivagati hota na merI kyuM kara bhakti karuMprabhu terI -mAnavijayajI hai gautamasvAmI! IndrabhUti bAhmaNa tarIkenI avasthAmAM Ape kaika keTalAya vAdIone parAsta karyA. ApanI garadana vijayanI varamALAothI lacI paDelI hatI ane, prabhu vIra samakSa Ape parAjaya svIkAryo, Apane vijaya pAmatAM to AvaDavuM, parAjita thatAM paNa AvaDyuM. Apano vijaya kadAca bhavya haze parAjaya to bhavyAtibhavya hato. huM to jyAM hAravAnuM che tyAMya jItavA mATe havAtiyAM mAruM chuM. prabhu, mane hAratAM to zIkhavADo. che.

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G IdhyAtmika TI.bI. tA.11-9-2001nA divase AtaMkavAdInA humalAno bhoga banelA nyuyaoNrkanA Tvina TAvara tUTI paDyA ane vizvane dhrujAvanArI amerikana mahAsattA svayaM dhrUjI UThI. "ahaM' ane 'mama' mohasaltanatanA be aDIkhama TvIna TAvara che. sAdhakanI sAdhanA jyAre A Tvina TAvarane TArageTa banAvI tene toDI nAMkhe che, tyAre samagra vizvane kaMpAvanArI mohamahAsattA svayaM kaMpI UThe che. "ahaM" ane "mama'nA rvina TAvarane toDIne IndrabhUti gautame moharAjAne vikalAMga banAvI dIdho. mohanIya karmanA udayathI UThatI krodha, mAna vagerenI lAgaNIo audayika bhAva che. sAdhakanI sAdhanAnA samIrathI mohanIya karmanAM vAdaLAM thoDAM dUra haTatAM kSamA, vinaya Adi guNono thoDo prakAza relAya che, te kSAyopathamika bhAva che ane karmano sarvathA kSaya thatAM AtmAnA mULabhUta guNonuM sarvAza je prAgaTya thAya che, tenuM nAma kSAyika bhAva. mohanIya karma saMbaMdhI audayika bhAva e jIvano parAbhava che, kSAyopathamika bhAva e jIvano mohanIya karma parano pratighAta che ane kSAyika bhAva e jIvano vijayavAvaTo che. audayika bhAva e zatrunuM ghara che, jyAM pratyeka kSaNe mahAjokhama che. kSAyopathamika bhAva e mitranuM ghara 96 gautama goSThi

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che, je kALajhALa saMsAramAM eka vizrAnsisthAna che. paNa AtmAnuM khudanuM ghara to kSAyika bhAva che, jyAM sarvathA salAmatI che ane jyAM jIvano kAyamI vasavATa zakya che. saguNonI sRSTimAM audayika bhAvane koI skopa nathI. AtmAno kharo zaNagAra saguNa che, paraMtu lAyopazimaka bhAvanA sadguNo, e jenI thoDI ja azuddhi dUra thaI hovAne kAraNe camaka paNa sAva thoDI ja che evAM sAcAM naMga che. jyAre paripUrNa camakavALAM ornAmenTsa jevAM che- kSAyika bhAvanA saguNo. jIvane maLato kharo vijetA caMdraka kSAyika bhAva che. kSAyopathamika bhAva to AzvAsana puraskAra che. AvA azuddha, aspaSTa ane apakRSTa guNopara garva zuM karavAno? audayika bhAvanI riddhi to garva lAyaka nathI ja paraMtu kSAyopathamika bhAvanA guNono paNa garva na ja karAya. kSAyika bhAva to mAnakaSAya Adi sarva kaSAyanI samAptinI pedAza che. tethI ahaMkAra sarvadA ane sarvatraniSThayojana che. mAnakaSAya (mohanIya)nA udayathI ahaMkAra pedA thAya. mAna kaSAya (mohanIya)nA kSayopazamathI vinaya pedA thAya.prabhu vIre IndrabhUti gautamanA mAnakaSAyanA udayanuM mAnakaSAyanA kSayopazamamAM kanvarjhana karyuM, tyAre vinayamUrti gautama nIpajyA. ApaNe to prApta karelA kahevAtA vinayaguNanuM paNa abhimAna karIe ane niHspRha tarIkenI khyAti maLe, tenI paNa spRhA karIe evA chIe. paNa prabhu gautamanuM gotra ja juduM hatuM. temanA vinaya ane samarpaNane sahu vakhANatA hatA, paNa pote to mAnatA hatA ke kSayopathamika bhAvanA guNonI Dima-lAITa kSAyika bhAvanA pracaMDa teja AgaLa zuM visAtamAM? kSAyopazamika bhAva to jANe kSAyika bhAvanA ro-maTIriyala jevA che. nyU bAnDa proDakTanuM nirmANa karavAnA badale gumAna karavA rUpe - gautama gauSThi 7

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ro-maTIriyalamAM ja aTavAI zuM paDavAnuM ? ApaNe chadmastha chIe. chadmastha pAse jJAna karatAM ajJAna ane guNo karatAM doSo anaMtaguNA che. doSo ApaNI lAyabiliTI che. guNo ApaNI eseTsa che. eseTsa karatAM lAyabiliTIjhano AMkaDo aneka guNo ke anaMta guNo hoya te devALiyApaNuM che. devALiyAne potAnI saMpattino ahaMkAra karavAno koI adhikAra kharo? jenI Gained Property karatAM Gone Property anekagaNI hoya teno ahaMkAra keTalo vAjabI? jIvanI Listed Property no moTo aMza Lost Property e kavara karelo hoya tyAre garva zuM karavAno ? dharatIkaMpanI honAratamAM eka bhAInI be dIkarI, be bhAI ane mAtApitA mRtyu pAmyAM. pote ane potAnAM sagarbhA patnI, be ja jaNa bacyAM. A honAratanA bIjA ja divase sagarbhA patnIe eka putrane janma Apyo. A sagRhastha putrajanmanI ghaTanAne AnaMdanI ghaTanA tarIke UjavI zake kharA ? ApaNA yatkiMcit tapa, jJAna, dAna, vrata vagere guNo para garvotsava ApaNe kevI rIte UjavI zakIe ? ApaNo keTalo moTo guNa-parivAra moha lAvAthI thayelA AtmakaMpanI durghaTanAmAM daTAI mUo che, tyAre e motano malAjo kema cukAya ? eka rAjAno ghaNokharo pradeza zatrurAjAe pacAvI pADelo. potAnI sainyazakti saMgaThita karIne A rAjAe zatrurAjA para hallo karyo. khUMkhAra yuddhanA aMte A rAjAe zatrurAjAnI cuMgAlamAMthI thoDo pradeza pAcho meLavyo paNa A vijaya prApta karyA pachI tarata e jItelo pradeza A rAjA pAcho pelA zatrurAjAnA havAle karI de to ? tenA zauryanA rAsaDA levA ke pachI tenI mUrkhatAnA marasiyA gAvA ? AtmAnAM virATa guNasAmrAjyane pacAvIne beThelA moharAjA sAme jaMge caDIne jIva udAratA, dehAdhyAsatyAga ke Indriya-jaya jevA durlabha ane kImatI 98 gautama gauSThi *

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sadgaNone saMprApta kare ane pachI te saguNo upara garva kare to teno artha e thayo ke, mohane jItIne meLavelo mAla pAcho mohane ja havAle karyo. potAnA saguNo mATe AtmazlAghA e narI mUrkhatA che. bhojana karIne UThyA pachI tarata koI ALasa maraDe to vaDIlo bole che. "khAIne kUtarAne pheMkI dIdhuM. saguNa ke sukRtya AcarIne tenI koI ApabaDAI kare to kahevuM paDe ke, guNa jamIne teNe moharUpI kUtarAne dharI dIdho. mAnakaSAya nAmano pALelo zvAna bhAre jahematathI pakAvelA guNa-pakavAnanI jyAphata uDAve che. mohamAyA nAmanI akkA jIvane phosalAvIne tenA vazamAM rahelI prazaMsAkSudhA nAmanI gaNikAno gharAka banAvI de che ane tenA mAraphata jIvanI guNasaMpatti sitathI harI le che. biccAro jIva! prazaMsArUpI vezyAmAM pAgala banIne mAMDa mAMDa kamAyelI guNasaMpattino dhumADo karI nAMkhe che. mohaDAku duSTa pariNati dvArA durjanone lUMTe che ane mAnapariNati dvArA sajjanone. lobhakaSAyane jItIne koIe dAnanuM sukRtya karyuM, paNa mAnacaMDAlanI cokI upara moharAjA te bicArAno ghaDolADavo karI nAMkhe che. tapanA kauvatathI koI AhArasaMjJAnI cokI vaTAvIne hemakhema AgaLa vadhe, te tapasvIne paNa mAnakaSAyanA nAkA para moTuM jokhama! biccAro jIva! mAnakaSAya nAmanA vyaMtarane tuSTa karavA prazaMsAnI vedikAmAM sukRtya ane mahAmUlI sadgaNanI Ahuti ApI de che! mohAdhIna ane karmAdhIna evA ane anAdi saMsArapatha upara paryaTana karatA jIvane eka nAnakaDo paNa sadgaNa pragaTe, eTale jANe sAta khoTano dIkaro avataryo! paNa biccAro A jIva!potAnA sAta khoTanA dIkarA tulya saguNane potAnA hAthe prazaMsA-premane vadhastaMbha para gautama gauSThi 99

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caDAvIne TUMpo daIde che. ApaNuM nAnakaDuM paNa satkArya ke nAnakaDo paNa saguNa sonAnI aMbADI jevo che. sonAnI A aMbADI to niHspRha bhAvanA airAvaNa hastirAja para zobhe. ApaNe to A aMbADIne ahaMkAranA gadheDA para caDAvI daIe chIe. prabhu gautamanuM caritra niHspRhatAnI divyA saMgItazALA che, jenI dIvAlo evI sAunDaprUpha che, jemAM AtmazlAghA ke ApabaDAIno kAI ghoMghATapravezI zakto nathI. ApaNe to ApaNI namaskAranI sAdhanAne paNa ahaMkAranA kyArAnuM kyAreka khAtara banAvI detA hoIe chIe. ApaNI vaibhAvika dazAnA rAphaDAmAM paDelA ahaMkAra nAmanA nAgane ApaNe ja, ApaNAM ja sukRtyonI prazaMsAnuM dugdhapAna karAvIne tagaDo banAvatA hoIe chIe. pava: pa muvAnAM viviSavardhana...'' A subhASita ApaNe mAtra mukhapAThanahi, dilapATha karavA jevuM che. niHspRhaziromaNi prabhu gautamanuM caritra ApaNane ThokI ThokIne jANe kahI rahyuM che : he pAmara jIva!ahaMkAranI pizAca-pratimAne tArA satkAryonA suvarNa-varakhanI AMgI racavAnI ajJatAnuM TALI de. je sukRtya ane sadgaNa jAhera na thAya, tenI prazaMsA na thAya, tenA sATe thoDAM mAnapAna na maLe to jANe ke te sukRtya ane sadguNa niSphaLa gayAno ahesAsa thAya, teTalI hade ApaNe prazaMsA-premane poSyo che. kevalajJAna ane mokSa apAve tevI kevalI prarUpita kalyANakArI sAdhanA keTalI amUlya! mAnapAnanA nakalI nagada khAtara ApaNe te kImatI sAdhanAne ghaNI vAra phUMkI mAratA hoIe chIe. savA lAkhano mAla savAsomAM phUMkI mAranAro dIkaro gharakhoyo' kahevAya. kalyANakArI sAdhanAne prazaMsA khAtara phUMkI mAranAra kevo? ekanA ekamAlano be vAra sodo thAya nahi. sukRtya ke sAdhanAnA badalAmAM mAtra thoDIka prazaMsA - 100 gautama goSThi

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UpajAvI devI, te khoTano sodo che. AtmazlAghA e to AdhyAtmika TI.bI. che. jema kSayaroga zarIrane kSINa karI nAMkhe tema AtmaprazaMsA sukRtyane kSINa karI nAMkhe che. Aje Best out of wasteno krejha cAlyo che. ghAsa ke kacarA jevI cIjomAMthI paNa kAMIka suMdara sarjIne tenI mArkeTa UbhI karAya che. paraMtu sukRtyo ke saguNo AcarIne AtmAnI guNasaMpatti vadhAravAne badale mAnakaSAyane poSavA e to Waste out of Bestno UMdho pravAha lAge! Noise Pollution karatAM paNa khataranAka Praise Pollution che. ApaNAM nAjuka sukRtyone A hAnikAraka pradUSaNathI bacAvIe. - gautama goSThi 101

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maDha aSTa jinone dhAre, te durgati thaye biyAre; dekho jagatameM prAnI, du:kha lahata adhika abhimAnI. laghutA mere mana mAnI hai gautamasvAmI! lakhalUTa labdhiono khajAno hato ApanI pAse, ekAda-be prasaMga sivAya te labdhiono upayoga Ape kyAreya karyo nathI. mArI pAse je kAMI zakti che teno upayoga ja na karuM tevI nirIhatA to mArA mATe bahu dUranI vAta che. paraMtu, mArI te zaktiono huM kyAreya durupayoga na karuM te varadAna to mane Apo. -cidAnaMdajI

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0 tamaso mA jyotirgamaya / / IndrabhUti brAhmaNa coda vidyAnA pAragAmI hatA. prakADa paMDita hatA. mahA vidvAna hatA. vAdivijetA hatA. viziSTa jJAnI hatA. paraMtu vedo, purANo ane upaniSadonuM jJAna e emano kharo jJAnavaibhava nahoto. 14 vidyAonI vidvattA e temanI kharI jJAnapratibhA nahotI, thokabaMdha graMthonI upasthiti e temanI kharI jJAna-garimA nahotI. potAnA "ajJAnanuM jJAna' e temano paramatAraka jJAnavaibhava banI rahyo. saMdeha to ajJAnane lAkho vAtanA hoya. paNa te saMdeha pratye sajAgatA bahu durlabha che. ajJAnatAno aMtaraMga ekarAra duSkara che. sokreTIsane koIe pUchyuM : "badhA tamane grIsanA sarvazreSTha jJAnI mAne che, tame te vAtamAM saMmata cho?'' sokreTIsa to khUba nama ane nirAkArI hatA, chatAM temaNe niHsaMkoca kahyuM : "hA, mane lAge che ke grIsamAM sarvazreSTha jJAnI huM chuM, kAraNa ke ajJAnI to huM paNa chuM. tame paNa cho ane grIsanA moTA moTA paMDito paNa che. paNa temane pote ajJAnI che, te vAtanuM jJAna nathI. eTaluM jJAna mane vadhAre che, tethI huM sauthI moTo jJAnI kahevAuM ne?' ' ApaNe keTaluM jANIe chIe, te ApaNe jANIe chIe, paNa gautama gauSThi 103 *

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ApaNe keTaluM nathI jANatA, te ApaNe jANIe chIe? ApaNA ajJAnanA kSetraphaLanuM mApa ApaNI pAse hoya, to ApaNA jJAnanuM abhimAna ApaNane kyAreya naDe kharuM? ane kadAca naDI jAya topaNa IndrabhUtinI jema e ahaMkArane kharatA vAra na lAge. He who knows not, and knows not, that he knows not, is a Fool-Leave him. He who knows, and knows, not that he knows is asleep - Awakehim. He who knows not, and knows, that he knows not, is simple-Teach him. He who knows and knows that he knows is wise - Follow him. trIjuM vAkya khUba mahattvanuM che. je ajJAnI che paNa potAnA ajJAnathI vAkepha che, te vyakti saraLa che, te saraLa hovAthI ghaDatarane yogya che. trIjuM vAkya IndrabhUti brAhmaNanI pAtratAnuM paricAyaka che, to cothuM vAkya prabhu vIranI sarvajJatAnuM smaraNa karAve che. potAnA ajJAna pratye vAkepha hovuM, te gautama prabhunI kharI pAtratA hatI. te pAtratAne prabhu vIre UMcakI. te pAtratAno prabhu vIre karelo paripAka eTale ja gaNadhara gautama! -samartha jhena guru nAna-Inane maLavA mATe eka prAdhyApaka AvyA. prAdhyApakanI IcchA jhena tattvajJAna jANavAnI hatI. nAna-Ine prAdhyApakano satkAra karavA cA taiyAra karI. temaNe pyAlAmAM cA reDavAnuM zarU karyuM. pyAlo bharAI gayo, chatAM te cA reDatA ja rahyA. prAdhyApaka joI rahyA hatA ke pyAlo bharAI gayo che ane rakAbI 1040 gautama gauSThi

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chalakAvAnI taiyArImAM che. temanAthI rahevAyuM nahi. teo bolI UThyA: kapa ane rakAbI bane bharAI gayA che. have emAM vadhu cA samAI zake tema nathI.' - saMta nAna-Ina A ja pratibhAvanI pratIkSAmAM hatA temaNe sogaThI mArI : "A pyAlAnI jema ja tamAruM mana abhiprAyo, mAnyatAo ke dhAraNAothI sabhara che. jyAM sudhI tame tamAruM mana khAlIna karo, tyAM sudhI huM tamane jhena viSe zuM samajAvI zakuM?" IndrabhUti gautame potAnA AtmaviSayaka ajJAnane chatuM karIne virATa jJAna-prakAzane pravezavAnAM kamADa kholI nAMkhyAM. te uparyukta prAdhyApaka jevo ja prasaMga yuropanA mahAna vicAraka ospenjhIno che. ospenjhI mahAna rahasyavAdI gujIepha pAse gayA ane kahyuM : "huM jJAnaprApti mATe Avyo chuM. tame tattvanA UMDA pradeza sudhI pahoMcelA cho. jIvananA rahasyane pAmavAnI cAvIo tamArI pAse che, evuM meM sAMbhaLyuM che. te cAvIo prApta karavA ApanI pAse huM Avyo chuM." gurjIepha asAdhAraNa vyaktitvanA svAmI hatA. temaNe kahyuM : "ThIka che. tame paNa moTA jJAnI cho. yuropanA moTA vidvAnomAM tamArI gaNatarI thAya che. A koro kAgaLa lo ane tame je jANatA ho te tenA para lakho. pachI tame je nahi jANatA ho te huM tamane kahIza." ospenjhI koro kAgaLa ane kalama laIne lakhavA beThA. paNa jema jema e vicAratA gayA, tema temane potAnA jJAnanI adhUrapano khyAla Avato gayo. potAnA ajJAnano paricaya thatAM te dhrUjI UThyA. sUryanI garamIthI barapha ogaLavA mAMDe, tema gurjIephanI hAjarIthI temanuM jJAna sarI javA lAgyuM. Dil - gautama goSThi 105 *

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temaNe ghaNo samaya sudhI kAgaLa para kalama pakaDI rAkhI, paraMtu eka akSara paNa pADI zakyA nahi. chevaTe temaNe lAcArI sAthe ekarAra karyo : ''kSamA karo, huM ajJAnI chuM. A korA kAgaLa jevo chuM. tenA para je akSaro pADavA hoya te pADo." ane gurjIephe potAnI pAse rokAvAnI tene saMmati ApI. 'rogI chuM' AvI deDha pratIti Arogyaprada cikitsA karAvavA mATenI prAthamika zarata che. huM ajJAnI chuM' evo aMtaraMga ekarAra e jJAna saMpAdita . karavAnIkharI pAtratA che. AvI pAtratAno paripAka na thayo hoya ane jIva koInI pAse jJAna bhaNavA jAya tyAre te ane bhaNAvanAra bane takalIphamAM mukAtA hoya che. potAnA ajJAnane apragaTa rAkhIne jJAna bhaNavAnuM kArya vikaTa che. paNa, mAnakaSAya A vikaTa kAryane paNa AsAna banAvI de che. je ajJAna'mAM ghaNuMbadhuM apragaTa che, te ajJAnane khudane apragaTa rahevA devA mATe cAlAkIpUrNa bhAre jahemata uThAvavI paDe che. ajJAnane DhAMkavuM eTale aMdhakArane DhAMkavo. aMdhakArane miTAvI zakAya, DhAMkI kevI rIte zakAya? DhAMkeluM ajJAna game te kSaNe pragaTa thaI zake che. saMskRta bhASAno taman zabda aMdhakAra, ajJAna ane moha-e traNeyanuM ekasAthe pratinidhitva kare che. cAlo, prArthanA karIe : tamaso mA cotiyA - 106) gautama gauSThi -

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mAta na kIje mAnavI, mAna te duHkha nidAna mAne hoya malInatA, jimajaNa koluM pAna sumuNanA marvapaNe muNa jAya - marvapaNuM duHkhadAya -vizuddha vijaya tera kAThiyAnI sajjhAya he gautamasvAmI! ApanI pAse viziSTa dezanA-labdhi hatI. koI paNa vyakti ApanA upadezathI sahaja pratibodha pAmI jatI. ApanI bhaktinA prabhAve mArAmAM evI pratibodha-labdhi pragaTo ke huM mArI jAtane to jarUra bUjhavI zakuM mAro upadeza mane paNa kyAM sparze che ? huM mane sArI rIte pratibodha pamADI zakuM tevI pratibodha-labdhi mane pIraso.

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0 8mabaddha kalyANayAtrA "IndrabhUti gautama' prabhu vIranA samAgamathI "vinayamUrti gautama' bane che. prabhu varanA caraNakiMkara bane che. prabhu vIranA nirvANaprasaMganuM nimitte temanA prabhu pratyenA jAlima rAga upara eka visphoTaka baoNmbablAsTa kare che. A baoNmbavisphoTamAM prabhu gotamanA cAra ghAtikarmonuM sukhada nidhana thAya che ane cAra svarUpa-guNonA nidhAnanuM prAgaTya thAya che. prabhu gautamanI kalyANayAtrAnA A hatA paDAvo : 1. kazcidahaM ? kAMIka chuM. koDahaM ? huM koNa chuM? 3. nAkahe : kAMI ja nathI. dAso huM huM prabhuno dAsa chuM. 5. sohaM ? huM te ja chuM. 6. zivoShaM ? ja vItarAga chuM. prathama sopAna-garviSTha IndrabhUti tarIkenuM paMDitAInA bhArathI lacI paDeluM bhArekhama vyaktitva. anyano anAdara, tiraskAra ane parAbhava karavAmAM dhanyatA anubhavatuM ahaMthI kharaDAyeluM vyaktitva. - 108 gautama gauSThi che -

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ApabaDAInA lavArA okatuM abhimAnI vyaktitva. potAnI zreSThatAno zaMkhanAda phUMkyA karatuM pracAraka vyaktitva. somila brAhmaNa Ayojita mahAyajJanA vADAmAM sarvajJa prabhu vIranA vAvaDa sAMbhaLIne ahaMnA Apha caDeluM vyaktitva e IndrabhUtinI kalyANayAtrAnuM paheluM sTezana che. ahIMthI temanI kalyANayAtrAnuM maMgala prasthAna thayuM. prabhuvIranA samavasaraNanA phATaphATa thatA aizvaryanI vacce, IndrabhUti gautama AvI UbhA. sarvajJa prabhu vIranAM mAdhurya nItaratAM vacanothI temano ahaM mINanA goLAnI jema pIgaLI gayo. prabhu vIranAM samavasaraNanuM aphATa aizvarya, prabhu vIranuM adbhuta dehasauMdarya ane nItaratuM vacanamAdhurya - A traNeyane kA2Ne IndrabhUti prabhuthI Avarjita thaI cUkyA hatA. prabhunI sarvajJatAno svIkAra karavAnI sajjatA taiyA2 thaI cUkI. have to sacoTa pratItinI tIvra jhaMkhanA udbhava pAmI. pratItinA mApadaMDa mATe IndrabhUtie manogata AtmaviSayaka saMzayanI dhAraNA karI. temaNe prabhunI sarvajJatAnI sAbitI meLavavA, zabdasvarUpe abhivyakta karyA vinA, manogata saMzayane prabhu sAme dharI dIdho. AtmaviSayaka temano saMzaya jANe samavasaraNanA bhavya ane divya vAtAvaraNamAM 'ko'haM'no praznanAda banI rahyo. A kSaNe IndrabhUtine prabhu vIranA zrImukhethI anuttara sarvazreSTha AtmajJAna lAdhyuM. varNAdi guNone varelA pudgalano eka jaDa piMDa huM nathI. paMcabhUtanuM A nazvara khoLiyuM te huMnathI. nAma ane rUpanI mAtra kAmacalAu oLakhANa te huM nathI. mAtra eka bhavanI, janmathI maraNa sudhInI, yAtrAno pathika te huM nathI. saMbaMdhonAM jALAMthI gUMthAyelo kozeTo te huMnathI. janma-jarA-maraNanA cAkaDecaDelo eka nRSiMDa huM nathI. * gautama mauSThi 109

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huM to chuM AtamarAma! jJAnAdi anaMta guNonA mahAnidhAnano mAlika! anAdi anaMta! utpatti ane layanA kalaMkathI para! rAgAdinA kIcaDathI nirlepa! kalpAtIta ane kalpanAtIta ! atyAre nazvara kAyAnA paDIke baMdhAyeluM zAzvata astitva te ja huM chuM. Avo AtmasvarUpano kharo paricaya prabhunAM prathama paricayamAM thayo. IndrabhUtine pahelA prabhuno paricaya thayo, pachI potAno thayo. prabhunA prathama paricayamAM ja ahaMkArano jANe aMtimasaMskAra thaI gayo. IndrabhUtinA abhimAnano phuggo prabhunA samavasaraNamAM phUTI gayo. IndrabhUtinA mAthethI mithyAbhimAnano badho bhAra UtarI gayo. haLavAphUla thaI gayA. 'nA'haM'nuM dhvanimAdhurya IndrabhUtinA Atamane jhaMkRta karI rahyuM ! ahaMkArano karkaza kolAhala vilaya pAmyo.nirabhimAnitAnuM zAMta saMgIta guMjI rahyuM. ahaMkAranuM nirmUlana thatAM namaskAranI sAdhanA prAraMbha pAmI. prabhu vIra jevA paramopAsya maLyA. vinayamUrti gautama caraNopAsanAmAM layalIna banyA. prabhunI caraNachAyA temane mana cakravartInA ke zakrendranA siMhAsana karatAM paNa adhika mUlyavAna banI rahI. rAjendra ane devendranA pada karatAMya prabhunuM caraNarkika25da temane khUba vajanadAra lAgyuM. dAsatvanI ThakurAI pAmI te parama dhanyatAno AsvAda mANavA lAgyA. 'dAso'haM' e IndrabhUti gautamano sAcukalo gauravadhvani banI rahyo. zAla-mahAzAla vagerene pravrujita karIne gautamasvAmI AvyA. prabhu vIranA mukhethI nUtana dIkSito kaivalya pAmI cUkyAno adhikAra jANyo. gautama prabhu sahaja ciMtita banyA : 'huM jene dIkSA ApuM, te darekane kevalajJAna thAya, mane kyAre ?' prabhue dilAso Apyo : gautama, kheda na kara, mArA pratyenA gADha anurAgane kAraNe tAruM kevalajJAna aTake che. paNa, 110 gautama goSThi

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je svarUpa mAruM che, te ja svarUpa tAruM che. tArA te asalI svarUpa para rahelo parado A bhavamAM ja UThI javAno che. ApaNe baMne ekasama ane ekarUpa banI jaze. prabhuno A dilAso sAMbhaLIne prabhu gautamanA aMtaHstalamAM 'soDahaM'no maMtranAda keTalo ghero banyo haze ? Aso vada amAvasyAnI kAjaLagherI nizA prabhu vIranA nirvANathI vadhu aMdhAramaya banI ! bhAvaudyota asta pAmyo ! prabhu vIranA nirvANano saMdeza sAMbhaLIne gaNadhara gautamanA Atmadravya para hAIskelano AMcako lAgyo. te AtmakaMpanI ghaTanA thatAM ghAtikarmanI saghaLI ImAratono sarvathA dhvaMsa thayo. 'zivohaM'nI anuttara anubhUtino madhura dhvani jANe relAIUThyo ! prabhu gautama, temanI A kalyANayAtrAnA pratyeka paDAve keTalA bhavya lAge che! pratyeka paDAve temanuM AtmasauMdarya navA navA nikhAra pAmatuM rahyuM ane aMtima paDAve te sarvAze khIlI UThyuM ! mArA dAdA gurudeva sahajAnaMdI pU. A. zrI vijayadharmajitasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. avvala kakSAnA aMtarmukha sAdhaka hatA. sAdhanAmArganA aneka saMketo teozrIne svapnAvasthA ane dhyAnAvasthAmAM sUcita thatA hatA. eka vAra gADha nidrA daramyAna svapnamAM temaNe eka blaeNkaborDa joyuM. te borDa upara akSaro UpasyAH God is No where teozrI A akSaro vAMcI camakI UThyA. thoDI vAramAM A vAkyanA chellA zabdanA be vibhAga paDyA. teozrIe vAMcyuM : Godis Now here. paramAtmAnA astitvano svapnagata bodha ! paraMtu IzvaranA astitva sAthe ApaNe zuM nisbata ? * gautama goSThi 111

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javAba maLyo : Believe in God. IzvaranA astitvano daDha zraddhApUrvaka svIkAra to karyo. paraMtu, te paramAtmA ApaNuM kalyANa karI zake? pratyuttara sAMpaDyoH Trust in God. paraMtu, zA mATe ? To be God. konI jema? Just Like God. ane, sAdhanAmArgano aMtima paDAva : Tam God. A sAta aMgrejI vAkyo kramasara borDa upara UpasyAM. sAdhanAnI sopAnazreNi racAI gaI. gautamasvAmInI sAdhanAzreNi sAthe A sopAnazreNino tulanAtmaka abhyAsa karavAnuM jijJAsune gamaze. 112 gautama goSThi -

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avaguNa DhAMkaLa kAja karuM jinamata kriyA na tyajuM avaguNa cAla anAdinI je priyA daSTi rAgano poSa teha samakita gaNuM syAdvAdanI rIte na dekhkhu nijapaNuM viharamAna bhagavAna suNo muja vinaMti -devacaMdrajI vajradhara jinastavana he gautamasvAmI! ApanI ane mArI vaccenuM, Abha-gAbhanuM aMtara to juo ! Apa prazaMsApAtra hatA chatAM prazaMsAbhIru hatA! ane, huM ? jIvanamAM khAbakelA aDhaLaka doSone kAraNe niMdApAtra chuM chatAM, prazaMsAbhUkhyo chuM ! mArI prazaMsAnI bhUkha marI jAya tevI koI davA ApanI pAse kharI ?

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1 prazaMsA : puSpa ke kaMTaka? keTalIya malina vRttiono A jIvane anAdino vaLagADa che. pratyeka bhavamAM jIva khoLiyAM badalato rahe che ane malina saMskAronuM poTaluM sAthe pheravato rahe che. tamAma malina vRttio (Instincts) mAM be vRttione Poison Instincts tarIke oLakhI zakAya, jIvano kuTTo slal 124412/ 24 Q Poison Instincts : (1) PositionInstinct (ahaM) (2) Possession Instinct (mama) jJAnAsAra prakaraNanA mohatyAga aSTakamAM pU. upAdhyAyajI bhagavaMte A be vRttione jIvane aMdha karI nAMkhanArA moharAjAnA kAmaNamaMtra tarIke oLakhAvI che. eka aMgrejI suvAkyamAM e zlokano bhAva AkarSaka rIte abhivyakta thayo che. Where there is I, there is no Eye. ahaMkAra jIvane Humble banavA deto nathI ane mamakAra jIvane Honest rahevA deto nathI. gujarAtI bArAkhaDInA kula 396 akSaromAM sauthI vAMko akSara che : "huM chatAMya navAInI vAta to e ke, A huMnI asaramAM je Ave che te 114 gautama gauSTika

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sahuthI akkaDabanato jAya che. vyAkaraNazAstranI racanA vANInI sAdhanA mATe thaI che. paraMtu, vyAkaraNazAstra ApelI ghaNI suvidhAono upayoga jIva vANInI sAdhanA mATe ocho kare che, ahaM Adi malina bhAvonI puSTi mATe vadhu kare che. pahelo puruSa ekavacananuM sarvanAma - huM, AnuM jvalaMta udAharaNa che. karmaNi prayoga (Passive Voice) bhASAnI samRddhino bahu moTo vaibhava che. paNa, teno sauthI vadhu upayoga kadAca potAnI bhUlono bacAva karavA mATe thato haze!mArAthI krodha thaI gayo, mArAthI kaDavAM veNa bolAI gayAM, mArAthI kaparakAbI phUTI gayAM. kAMI khoTuM thAya tyAre karmaNi prayogano prayoga karavAthI aparAdha mAIlDa thaI jaMto anubhavAya che. paNa, kAMIka sAruM banyuM hoya tyAre te mArAthI thaI jatuM nathI. paNa huM karuM chuM. meMdAna ApyuM, huM prathama naMbare Avyo, meM tapazcaryA karI.. pahelo puruSa ane bIjo puruSa bhegA sAMkaLavA mATe gujarAtI vyAkaraNe eka alaga sarvanAma ApyuM ApaNe. paraMtu, A savalatano vadhAre upayoga baDAI hAMkavA mATe pahelo puruSa ekavacananA paryAya tarIke thato haze. jema ke, ApaNe to koIthI na DarIe... ApaNe to kyAreya moDA na paDIe... ApaNe badhAne mAnavuM paDe... bIjAnA kathanane potAnI bhASAmAM rajU karI zakAya te mATenI suMdara sagavaDa Indirect SpeechnA prayogarUpe vyAkaraNazAstra ApI che, paNa koInA kathanamAM vaghAra karIne mANasa vyAkaraNadatta A chUTano durupayoga kare che. Positive Degree, Comparative Degree 24 Superlative Degree- e traNa prakAranI DigrInI bIjAnI halakAI ane potAnI baDAI hAMkavAmAM udAratAthI upayoga thato hoya che. - gautama gauSThi 115

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Superior (44gi elu di Superiority Complex stal 1244 paDe te saraLa satyano buddhimAM praveza thato aTakAvatuM moTuM avarodhaka paribaLa mAnakaSAya che. mohavijaya karavA mATe moharAjAnI goThavelI ghaNI cokIo pasAra karavI paDe che. eka cokI tame hemakhema pasAra karo to AgaLanI cokI para kyAMya aTavAI jAo. bhalabhalA kherakhAMne paNa paTakI nAMkhe. AnaMdaghanajInA udgAro yAda AvI jAya : mugatitaNAM abhilASItapiyA} jJAna dhyAna abhyAse, vairIDuM kAMI ehavuM ciMte; nAMkhe avaLe pAse. kuMthujina!manaDuMkimahIna bAje. bAhubalajI rAjyalobha ke rAjyAzaktinI cokI vaTAvIne tathA AhArasaMjJA ane dehAdhyAsanI cokIo pAra karIne cheka kevalyasuMdarInA mahelanI lagolaga pahoMcI gayA. paNa mAnakaSAyanI chellI cokIe thoDA aTavAI paDyA! - sthUlibhadrajI khUMkhAra kAmaDAkunI khataranAka cokI bahu haLavekathI pasAra karI gayA to moharAjAe temanA jevA mahArathIne paNa mAnakaSAyanA nAke AMtaryA. gautamasvAmInA kissAmAM sAva UlaTuM ja banyuM. te ahaMkAranA kUMDALAmAMthI nIkaLyA to prabhupremanAM amRtavamaLamAM phasAyA. te vamaLamAM aTavAyA kharA tethI thoDA aTakyA paNa kharA paNa te aTavAI javAno paNa anero AnaMda hato. gautamasvAmInI to vAta ja nyArI che! jIvane sattA, zrImaMtAI ke mobhAnuM abhimAna thAya che. huM mATo zrImaMta. huM moTo TrasTI... huM moTo menejara... paraMtu, A badhI to jIvanI prAsaMgika oLakhANa (Occassional Identity) che. jIvanI 11 gautama goSThi -

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vAstavika oLakhANa (Actual Identity) to judI ja che. koI mahAnubhAve koI eka prasaMge lAla zarTa pahereluM hoya tethI temane lAla zarTavALA bhAI tarIkenuM oLakhavAnuM kevI rIte cAlu karI zako? eka ajANyA musAphare roDa upara eka pAnanA gallAvALAne koI cokkasa sthAnano rasto pUchyo. pelA pAnavALAe kahyuM : tame A roDa para sIdhA cAlavA mAMDo. rastAmAM ghaNI galIo Avaze. temAMthI, je galInA nAke kALuM kUtaruM sUteluM hoya te galImAM vaLI jajo . te gallAvALo savAre te rastethI Avyo tyAre te galI pAse kALuM kUtaruM sUteluM hatuM. ApaNe jyAre zrImaMta, sattAdhIza ke mobhAdAra tarIkenI ApaNI prAsaMgika oLakhANane ApaNI vAstavika oLakhANa jeTaluM vajUda ApI daIe chIe tyAre khabhA UlaLe che. ahaMkArane nAthavA mATe AtripadI haiye vasAvavA jevI che. 1. Look Above : jarAka upara najara karo. tamane je bAbatano garva thAya che te ja bAbatamAM tamArA karatAM caDiyAtA duniyAmAM ghaNA che. 2. Look Back : jarAka pAchaLa eka najara karo. Aje je che temAMnuM gaIkAle tamArI pAse kAMI nahotuM. Aje tamArI oNphisamAM 50 mANasano sTApha che. gaIkAle kadAca koInI oNphisamAM tame 2500 rUpiyAnA pagAramAM nokarI karatA hatA. = 3. Look Ahead : jarAka AgaLa najara rAkho. maLelo mobho, prApta karelA paisA ane saMpAdita karelI sattA - e badhuMya nAzavaMta che. AvatI kAle te badhuM tamArI pAsethI sarakI javAnuM che. je nazvara che teno nazo zA mATe? * gautama gauSThi 117

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bhale ne dUdha levAmAM Ave, paNa jo saMgrahaNInuM darada che to saravALe darada ja vadhe che. ema bhale ne sukRtanI sAdhanA karavAmAM Ave paNa jo mAnakaSAya tIva satAvato hoya to saravALe tenI pIchehaTha ja thAya che. ApaNe pahelA nakkI karIe ApaNe guNo vizvamAM jAhera karavA che ke AtmAmAM pragaTa karavA che? guNo jAhera karavAmAM je aTavAI jAya te guNo pragaTa karavAnA tenA mizanamAM pAchaLa rahI jAya che. sArA thavAnI sAdhanA sArA dekhAvAnI sAdhanAmAM kanvarTa thaI jAya e moTo AdhyAtmika DAunaphaoNla che. lokanI dRSTimAM UMcA dekhAvAnI IcchA thaI eTale siddha bhagavaMtonI daSTimAM ApaNe nIcA thaI gayA. ApaNe nakkI karavAnuM ke konuM pramANapatra ApaNane khape?lokanuM ke lokArAgatanuM (siddhanuM)? je prazaMsAne ApaNe puSpa mAnI beThA chIe, vAstavamAM te to sAdhanA mArganA kaMTaka che. prazaMsAprema sAdhanAmArgano moTo vikSepaka che. dAdA AdinAthane juhAravA girirAja caDavAno zarU karyo paNa pahelI parabe ja aTavAI gayA. prabhune bheTavA nIkaLyA ane prazaMsAnA vamaLamAM phasAI gayA. mAnakaSAya prerita prazaMsAbhUkha kyAreka to eTalI behada bane che ke hakkanI prazaMsAthI dharapa na thatAM aNahakkanI prazaMsAnuM pAna karavA paNa mana lalacAya che. dAmacorI ane kAmacorIthI DaranAro nAmacorIno vyasanI banI jAya che ane maphatiyo jasa levA badhe phAMphAM mArato thaI jAya ApaNA sAdhanAmArgamAM to pratyeka saphaLatAne deva-gurunA caraNe dharI devAnI vidhi che. deva-guru pasAya'e potAnA sukRtya, sadguNo 118 gautama gauSThi

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ke saphaLatA deva-gurunA caraNe dharavA mATeno samarpaNamaMtra che. eka nAnakaDo paNa sadguNa ke sadbhAva prabhunI kRpAthI ja nIpaje che. je prabhunI kRpAnuM pharajaMda che tenA para mAlikI ApaNI kyAMthI AvI? kharo sAdhaka to mAro svAdhyAya' 'mAruM dAna jevA zabdaprayoga karatA paNa Dare ke kyAMka tIrthakara-adattano doSa na lAgI jAya ! prabhukRpAthI je sAdhanAthaI che tene mArA nAme kevI rIte caDAvuM? jo ke, A kakSA kadAca ghaNI dUranI che paNa, bIjAnAM satkAryo potAnA nAme bhUlathI paNa caDI na jAya tenI sAvadhAnI to jarUra rAkhI zakIe. koI sukRtya AcaryA pachI bIjAnI "vAhamAM phulAI ke phlAI jaIe tyAre ApaNA te sukRtyanI "havA' thaI jaze, tevo bhaya bahu jarUrI che. - cAlo ApaNe prazaMsAbhIru banIe. gautamasvAmInuM parama pAvana caritra e parama auSadhi che jenuM sevana karavAthI mAnakaSAyanI pIDA maTyA vagara na rahe. gautama gauSThi 110

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prajJA prabodha parivAra (samakita yuvaka maMDaLa)nAM prakAzano na upavano pU. AcArya vijaya muktivallabhasUri ma. sA. likhita pustako nisarganuM mahAsaMgIta bujha bujha caMDakosiA zabdonuM sauMdarya zabdoMkA sauMdarya (hindI) hRdayakaMpa bhavyabhASA : mAtRbhASA vihAra yAtrA vicAra yAtrA mRtyunA janmAkSara (seTa) manane mahekatuM rAkho samAdhinI sIDI DhoLAyelo AnaMda * paLonuM sauMdarya kRtajJatAnI keDI kSaNonuM smita gautama gItA manano mahotsava gautama goSThi gautama gAthA Urmino utsava aMtaranuM aizvarya gautama garimA hasatI , pU. paMnyAsa zrI udayavallabhavijaya ma. sA. likhita pustako sukhanuM saranAmuM gharazALA zikSaNanI sonogrAphI Second Edition zatruMjaya satkAra manano meDikleIma arihaMta DoTa koma MIND YOUR mind zerabajAranI sismolojI bAla dIkSA no jaya

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mautama nAma labdhinuM piyara che te kadAca ApaNe jANIe chIe... guNonuM AzrayasthAna che te paNa udAya ApaNe jANIe chIe... pau, A nAma mAnakaSAyano saMgharmANa che tevo eka navalo pasciya keLavIe. motamasvAmInA pAvana bAlaMbane cAlo, mAnakaSAya sAme kharAkharIno jaMga khelI nAMkhIe.