Sanskar Sambhar

Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Chitrabhanu Granth Prakashan Mandir
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005896/1

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co Ruang 988806690 DOS02 or 3. deso....000: Os

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citrabhAnu zatthAvali : 5 saMsakAra saMbhAra [nIti-dhanI dharmasthAo] maNi prona sAmaracha jana sAne baMdhAra naM.367 surendrare. : lekhaka : munizrI candraprasAgarajI mahArAja (citrabhAnu)

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: prakAzaka : citrabhAnu graMtha prakAzana maMdira C/o bAlubhAI rUganAtha aMbAjIne vaDa, bhAvanagara . - saM. 2008 mUlya- 1-12-9 AnaMda prA. presa bhAvanagara

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3 mULa AtmA kayAMya paNa nathI, ema huM kahI zakuM chuM, ema chatAM pitAnI saghaLI kSationo pUrNa draSTA apUrNa mAnavI pote te kema ja banI zake ? ane Aje jyAre navasarjana ane navanimaNane pavana cAre bAju jhUkAya che, tyAre ApaNI prAcIna kathAo UgatI prajAnA navanirmANamAM upayogI thaze ema mAnI A kathAo sarjAyuM che. te vAcaka, A lakhANanA prazaMsApAtra prasaMgeno yaza vizvasAhityane Ape ane bhUlane pAtra prasaMgonI kSamA mane arpe evI yAcanApUrvAka A purANuM pUruM karuM chuM ! - citrabhAnuM boTAda 23-6-para :

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A ja nuM ja kAma 2 1 35 * 55 no eka pramANika karaNa kathA 2. pApanuM prAyazcitta - bhaktanI kamiTI 4 vaktA ane zrotA che. kalAnI upAsikA 6. mAnavatAmAM pAzavatA 7. kohInUra 8. tyAgI tame ke huM? ka. sa ga raMga 10. capalA 1. A te AjJA ke avajJA ?, : 12. buddhihIna nAyaka 13. eka AnI 14. jiyane Daka 5. zuM zItaLadAsa ? 16. eka prasaMga 17. eka virala vibhUti 18. hAranI jita 19, mAnavatAnI bhavAI 9 / 4 89 95 105 15 -125

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kalakattAnI rozanI jhagamaga jhagamaga karatI prakAza pAtharI rahI hatI." unALAne divasa hato, gulAbI pavananI mIThI laherIe AvI rahI hatI. unALAnI sAMje leke paribhramaNa karavA nIkaLe eTale mANasanI avara-javara paNa pramANamAM ThIka hatI. evAmAM lagabhaga aDhAreka varSanI umarane eka yuvAna kerInI TopalI laI Ama-tema jete pitAnA ghara bhaNI dhIme dhIme DagalAM bharI rahyo hato. enA ardhajINuM vastramAMthI kaMgAliyata DokiyAM karI rahI hatI; toya enA mukha paranI nirdoSa semyatA eka sajjanane chAje tevI te hatI ja. - sAmenI phUTapAtha para mane pasAra thate joI, e mArI pAse Avyo ane kahevA lAgyoH "bhAI, kerIo ghaNI ja mIThI che, leze?" ' kahyuM:-"mAre nathI joitI." ' are, bhAI! ghaNuM ja sastI che. sAMjane samaya che, mAre ghare javuM che, eTale ke, phakta bAra Ane Dajhana! kema leze ?" ATaluM kahI eNe eka niHsAso nAkhyo. ' meM kahyuM -"bhAI! javAde ne mAthAphoDa, mAre nathI joitI tArI sastI kerIo." A sAMbhaLI e gaLagaLo thaI gaye. enI AMkhamAMthI be AMsu daDadaDa sarI paDyAM! ociMtA AMsu joI mane kheda Azcarya thayuM. meM pUchyuM: "meM tane kAMI gALa dIdhI nathI chatAM tuM Ama kema gaLagaLo thaI gayo ?" abu lUchI teNe uttara ApyuM. "bhAI, mArA karmane rahuM chuM. zuM kahuM mArI karuNa kyAM? mArI bA ATha divasathI sakhata mAMdI che. tAva khUba Ave che. enA mATe davA lAvavA te zuM; paNa dUdha lAvavA pUratA paNa paisA mArI pAse Aje nathI ! be divasathI meM

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- eka pramANika karuNa kathA ne mArI nAnI bahene A kerIo sivAya kAMI khAdhuM nathI. roja pherI karuM chuM. cAra ATha AnAne mAla vecAya tenuM dUdha mArI bA mATe laI jAuM chuM; paNa Aje to eka paisAne paNa mAla vecANa nathI. Aje mArI e mAMdI bA mATe dUdha kyAMthI laI jaIza ? A vicAre mane gaLagaLa ne dukhI banAvyuM che." A karuNa dhavana sAMbhaLI mArI chAtImAM chUrInA ghA je kArame AghAta thayo. samAjamAM AvA ardha-nagna ne ardha-bhUkhyA vastra ne anna vinA keTalA mAnava jIvana vitAve che ? ane bIjI bAju kALA bajAranI lakSmIthI punita gaNAtA zeTha-zeThe keTalA mojazekhamAM nakAmAM pisA veDaphI rahyA che? A vicAra mArI najara AgaLa. eka vAra pharI vaLyuM. kahyuM: "je bhAI, huM paragAmane chuM. mAre kerIo joitI nathI. tAre joItA hoya te paisA ApuM." ema kahI huM khissAmAM hA nAkhavA gayo tyAM eNe dhIme chatAM dharyapUrvaka kahyuM: zeTha, mApha karaje. huM daridra chuM paNa dIna nathI. garIba chuM paNa bhikhArI nathI. mAre mAlanA paisA joIe, harAmanA nahi..." duHkhamAM paNa AvI anekhI dhIraja dharanAra A virala yuvaka meM jiMdagImAM pahela-vahele ja je ema kahuM te jaya khoTuM nathI. mane thayuM A ema te paisA nahi le paNa je AnI karIo kharIdI laIza te Ane paisA apAze. meM pUchyuM: " tArI TApalImAM kerIo keTalA rUpiyAnI che ?" , mAro savAla sAMbhaLI teNe jarA harSathI javAba ApeH cAra rUpiyAnI." * "ThIka, cAla mArI sAthe. mArA utArA para badhI kerIo nAkhI 2." kahI meM ene sAthe lIdhuM. cAra rUpiyA ApavA pAkITa tathA paNa aa rUpiyA nahotA, paracuraNa lAvavA meM ene zanI neTa pI kerInI epalI mArA oraDAmAM mUkI, hamaNA AvuM chuM " kahI e neTa vaTAvavA upaDI gaye.

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eka pramANika karuNa kathA e dAdara utaryo tyAM sudhI huM enI pAchaLa joI ja rahyo. mane eka ja vicAra Avato hato. garIbImAM paNa AvuM apUrva khamIra hoI zake che! zuM mAnavInI adInatA garIbIne gaLI jatI haze ? Ama vicAra karatAM thoDI rAha joI paNa te game te gayo ja. rAtre moDe sudhI paNa e jyAre na Ave tyAre mArI dhIraja khUTI gaI. mane thayuM ke A te daga nikaLyo. mane banAvI gaye, adInatAne nAme! e vAtane Aje trIjo divasa che. kapaDAM badalAvI huM bahAra pharavA javAnI taiyArI karI rahyo chuM tevAmAM hoTalanA eka (boye) nokare AvI khabara ApI "zeTha ! Apane koI nAnI chokarI maLavA mAMge che." A sAMbhaLI, huM vicAramAM paDI gayo. A ajANyA zaheramAM mane vaLI maLavA koNa AvyuM haze ? ane emAM vaLI nAnI chokarI ? e vaLI koNa haze ? mane thayuM, jeIzuM eTale khabara paDaze. meM kahyuM upara AvavA de.". thoDI vAramAM nekara, e chokarIne laI upara Avyo. dhArIne jotAM jaNAyuM ke A te pelA pheriyAnI bahena jevI ja lAge che ke - phATayAM-tUTayAM lUgaDAM, vikharelA vALa, AMsubhInI AMkhe ane zothI chavAyeluM meM joI, mArA haiyAmAM Azcaryamizrita dayAnuM jharaNuM vahevA lAgyuM. huM. pUchavA jato hato eTalAmAM eNe ja pUchayuM bengalorathI tame AvyA che ne ? mArA bhAI pAsethI kerIo tame ja vecAtI lIdhI hatI ne? le, A che rUpiyA. have mArA bhAI AvI zake tema nathI, e te pahoMcI gaye prabhune dhAma!" - A hadayadrAvaka vicitra ghaTanA sAMbhaLI, mAruM hRdaya kaMpI uThayuM. saMkalpavikalpanA taraMgathI haiyuM chalakAvA lAgyuM. AzvAsana ApI meM e bALAne namratAthI pUchayuM-"bahena ! raDa mA. tArA bhAIne zuM thayuM? ane zAthI marI gaye? te jarA maherabAnI karI jaNAvIza!

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eka pramANika karaNa kathA AMsu lUchIne eNe karuNa svare kahyuM-"bhAre bhAI, paracuraNuM laI, Apane ApavA AvatuM hatuM, rasto oLaMgavA jatAM moTara sAthe athaDAI paDyo ane mAthuM phUTI gayuM ! te ja moTaramAM nAMkhIne mArA bhAIne hospITalamAM khaseDavAmAM Avyo. ane mArI bAne ane mane A vAtanI khabara ApavAmAM AvI. ame turata jaIne joyuM te mArA bhAIne ghaNuM ja vAgyuM hatuM. mAthe temaja hAthe moTA pATA bAMdhelA hatA. amArA AvI gayAnA samAcArathI eNe AMkhe udhADI amane joyA. amArI eka bIjAnI najara maLatAM, AMkhe AMsuthI chalakAI gaI. mArI bAe enA AMsu lUchyA. eTale eNe kahyuM-"mA! tuM mAMdI che ne! ahi zA mATe AvI?" jarA thaMbhI eNe pharI kahyuM -"nA, nA, sAruM thayuM ke tuM AvI gaI ! pharI ApaNe kyAM maLavAnA chIe ?..." - mAthA para hAtha pheravatAM, bAe kahyuM--"beTA! gAMDapaNa zuM kare che? utAvaLo kAM thAya che? jarA zAnti rAkha, badhA sArAM vAnAM caze..." vacce ja bhAI bolI U-"mA! have zAti kevI ? zAnti te prabhunA dhAmamAM maLaze! have huM ghaNuM jIvanAra nathI. mArA jIvana-dIpakamAM tela khUTI rahyuM che. mA ! tArI pAse kSamA mAguM chuM. jIvanamAM mArI je kAMI bhUla thaI hoya te mApha karaje! tArI sevA te huM kAMI na karI zake, paNa tArI pAsethI sadAcAra ane sadavi. cAranI suvAsa laIne, A phAnI duniyAmAMthI jAuM chuM. jAuM chuM paNa mAMgaNI karate jAuM chuM ke-pharI avatAra le paDe te tArA jevI abhaNa paNa saMskArI mAtA maLajo! mA mane zaka ke cintA kAMI nathI-cintA mAtra eTalI ja che, ke bahena te thoDA divasamAM sAsare jaze, pachI tArI sevA koNa karaze?" ATaluM belI sAro bhAI raDI paDe. A vAta kahetI bALA paNa ekadama raDI paDI! bALA, jema jema A vedhaka ane karaNa kathanI kaheto gaI tema tema

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eka pramANika karuNa kathA amArAM li dravita thatAM gayAM. khaDaka jevA kaThaNa haiyAne paNa pIgAvI nAkhe evuM darda, enA zabdo ne prasaMgamAM chalachala bhareluM hatuM. AMsu lUchI, eNe AgaLa calAvyuM: "mArI bAe kahyuM-"beTA! Ama gabharu na thA. mArI cinA na kara ! darenuM rakSaNa kudarata kare che. atyAre te tArI cintA karavAnI hAya !" jarA ArAma laI, darda bharelA avAje eNe kahyuM: "mA! mAruM eka agatyanuM kAma che e tane bhaLAvuM chuM. bhUlI na jAtI hai. je, parama divase kerIo vecavA gayA hatA. sAMja sudhI khUba pharyo paNuM kerIo vecANI nahi tyAre eka bhalA zeThe mArI badhI kerIo kharIdI lIdhI ane mane dazanI neTa paracUraNa lAvavA ApI. huM chUTA paisA laIne ApavA jatA hatA tevAmAM meTara sAthe athaDAI paDyuM ne mAthuM phUTI gayuM. AthI cAra rUpiyA kerInA laIne bAkInA cha rUpiyA ApavA bAkI che. te tuM barave hoTalamAM beMgloravALA zeThane pahoMcADI deje. je tuM bhUlI gaI ne nahi pahoMcADe te huM bhavAMtaramAM deNadAra rahI jaIza ane zeTha samajaze ke Thaga maLe, adInatAnI vAta karI vizvAsaghAta karyo. garIbo luccA ja hoya che mATe vacanabhaMga na thAya mATe mAruM mRtyu thatAM pahelAM e rUpiyA pahoMcADI deje. mane oDhADavA kaphananuM vastra na maLe te vAMdho nathI paNa paisA te pahoMcavA ja joIe. ane e bhAIne kaheje ke- jummare Apane rAmarAma kahyA che." * "mA! mA! have mArI nase taNAI rahI che, zakti ghaTatI jAya * che. dIvAmAM tela khUTavA AvyuM che. have huM vadhAre jIvanAra nathI! enA bAne tuM barAbara sAcavaje ho! eAchuM AvavA daIza nahi! lo. have..huM jA...UM chuM." ATaluM belatAM te mArA bhAInI AMkhe . sadAne mATe mIMcAI gaI. bhAI! have te ame nirAdhAra chIe amArA pyAro bhAlA vinA !"..chellAM zabdo bolatAM pahelAM te e bALa bhUko thaIne jamIna para besI gaI, A yuvAna pherIyAnI jIvananA aMta sudhI pramANikatAnI avi

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eka pramANika kazu kathA breDa prIti joi, mArI najara AgaLa enI kAruNyamaya nirdoSa pratikRti taravA lAgI. me utAvaLamAM enA mATe je abhiprAya bAndhyA hatA te mATe mane pazcAttApa thavA lAgyA. mArAM nayanAnAM nIre e bhUlane dhoi nAkhI. madhuratAnI mAdaka bhUrakI chAMTIne sAmA mANusane vizvAsa ne zAntinI mUrchAmAM poDhADI denAra, buddhidhanA karatAM A akhudda keTalA zreSTha te mahAna hatA, tene khyAla te have mane AvavA lAgyA...! kharekhara, sumadhura jaLanu pAna karAvI e jharaNu sadAne mATe, sUkAi gayuM, saurabhanI eka suMdara laherI ApI, e vanapuSpa sadAne mATe cimaLAi gayuM. tejasvI karaNAthI prakAza pAtharI e dIpaka sadAne mATe bUjhAi gayA ! e yuvAna pherIyAnA gamanathI mAruM te jANe sarvasva luTAI gayuM ! bALAnI A kathA sAMbhaLavA hoTalanA dhaNA gRhastho bhegA thayA hatA. emaNe zAntithI A ghaTanA sAMbhaLI. emanuM adhAnuM haiyuM paNa dravI gayuM. meM emane uddezIne kahyuM " bhAi ! AvA eka pramANika garIbanA kuTumbane ApaNe kAMika madada karavI, e ApaNI ja che.'' badhAne mArI vAta gamI gai ane thADI ja vAramAM traNaso rUpiyA ekatrita thai gayA. A nAnI rakama, e bALAnA hAthamAM ApatAM meM kahyuM- bahena ! tArA pramANika bAndhavAnI yAdagIrImAM A nAcIja puSpAMjali laI amane AbhArI kara ! tArA bhAIe je naitikadhana meLavyuM te te A jIvana paryaMta bhUlAya tema nathI. e gayA paNa pAchaLa sa MskRtinI saba mUkatA gayA e gayA paNa amArA dilamAM mAnavatAnAM khI vAvatA gayA ! tArI e saMskArI mAtAne amArA jayahinda kaheje dilanA anyane toDI nAMkhe evI A karuNa ghaTanAne varSoMnA vahANuAM vahI gayAM. Aje paNu e dRzya najara AgaLa spaSTa rIte nathI rahyuM che. kayuM haiyuM bhUle Avu karuNa chatAM bhavya dRzya ?

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pApanuM prAyazcitta bIjAne gabaDato joI, pote saMbhALIne cAle-te jJAnI, pote eka vAra gabaDyA pachI bIjI vAra saMbhALIne cAle-te anubhavI; pote vAraMvAra gabaDyA chatAM unmata banIne cAle-te ajJAnI.

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ST puSpanI zobhA enI madhura suvAsamAM samAyelI che. sarovaranI zobhA nirmaLa jaLamAM samAyelI che, tema nara ne nArInI zobhA ziyaLanA rakSaNamAM samAyelI che. jema surabhiviheNuM puSpanI kImata kAMI nathI, jema lUNuviheNa bhejananI lahejata AvatI nathI, jema jaLaviheNa sarovaranuM mahattva kAMI nathI, tema brahmacaryaviheNa mAnavInI kiMmata paNa kAMI nathI. saMyamI AtmA, potAnI jAta mATe ane janatAne mATe jema kalpavRkSa samAna che, tema vyabhicArI AtmA, potAnI jAta mATe ane janatA mATe keTakakSa samAna che. saMyamI mAnava bhale saMsArano tyAgI na paNa hoya chatAM saMsAramAM rahI, kukarmothI bacI, pitAnuM ne bIjAnuM kalyANa sAdhI zake che. A ja vAta ApaNe eka suMdara daSTAntathI samajIe. : vaDodarAmAM be mitro rahetA hatA. ekanuM nAma udayacandra ne bIjAnuM nAma vidyutacaMdra. emanI maitrI evI gADha ke jANe puSpa ane sugadha ! . udayacandranuM lagna suzIlA sAthe thayuM hatuM. suzIlA jema rUpavatI hatI. tema guNavatI paNa hatI. enA saujanya AkhA gharane suvAsita karI dIdhuM hatuM. e daMpatinA varSo te kSaNanI jema pasAra thatAM hatAM. AnaMdanA dIvaso ghaNuM ja jhaDapathI pasAra cAya che, kharuM ne ? . . eka divasa vidhutacandra potAnA mitrane maLavA udayane ghera AvyA paNa udayacandra tyAre bahAra gayuM hatuM. suzIlAe ene satkAra karyo che ane svAbhAvika evA nirdoSa bhAvathI tenA pratye bahumAna rzAvyuM.

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pApanu prAyazcitta paNa vidyuta ane atha UMdhA karyAM. e jema suzIlAnA rUpamAM patagIe banato gayo tema potAnI vivekabuddhino paNa nAza karatA gayeA. ane ante kAmAnya banyA. A vAta keTalI sAcI che ke, kAmI doSone jo nathI ! jAmI hovAnU navacatti | : sayasanA mahattvane nahi samajanAra pAmara mAnavIne viSaya-vilAsanI tIvra abhilASA thAya emAM Azraya pAmavA jevu zuM che? mitrane mATe dhAradAra bhAlAnA dhAne sahana karanAra vidyutacadra, suzIlAnA eka nirdoSa kaTAkSane sahana na karI zakyA. enA cittamAM aneka Andolana upaDayAM. e bekAbU banyo. kAma vinA paNa mitranA ghera AvavA lAgyA ane madhura hAsyapUrNAMka nayaneA nacAvavA lAgyA. suzIlA catura hatI. te A bhedane kaLI gaI. UMDA khADAmAM gabaDatA potAnA patinA mitrane macAvavAne eNe nirdhAra karyo. zIyaLavatI suzIlAe kadI sadAcArane cheDe kharI? uthacaMdra ATha divasa mATe bahAragAma gayA hatA. suzIlA ghera ekalI hatI, ekAnta hatuM. A avasara ucita jANI vidyuttacandra mitranA ghera AvI pahoMcyA. suzIlA enI kuTila bhAvanA samajI gai, kAraNa ke enA haiyAmAM pavitratAnu jharaNuM vahetu hatuM. zu prakAza andhakArane na oLakhI zake ? 12 vidyutacandre smita karI kahyuM: " mArA mitra ghera nathI, tame ekalA che. tamArA rakSaNa mATe te tamane ekalavAyApaNuM na lAge e mATe huM zayana karavA Aje ahIM ja AvIza. '' viSayAdhIna AtmA viSayamAM evA te cakacUra banI jAya che ke te avasthAmAM lajjA jevI apUrva cIjane paNa jalAMjali ApI bese che ! kAmanA kIcaDamAM khUMcatA vidhutacandrane bacAvavAnI buddhithI suzIlAe kahyu jevI ApanI icchA ! " "" A karyuM priya zabdo sAMbhaLI enuM haiyuM AnaMthI nAcI UMDayuM.

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pApanuM prAyazcita enA manamAM aneka AnandanI laherIe laherAvA lAgI. e manamAM ja baba " cAlo, dhAraNa saphaLa thaI ! " paNa pAmane khabara nathI ke dhArelI dhAraNa te ghaNunI dhULamAM maLI gaI! - suzIlAe eka suMdara DholI DhoLe. ane enA para eka suMdara ane suMvALo gAlIce bIchAvyo. enA para rezama ane jarInA UMcAmAM UMcA selA pAtharyA. mArgamAM paNa UMcA UMcA gAlIyA pAtharyA ane oraDe eve to dIpamALAthI suzobhita karyo ke-jANe svargane eka TUkaDo pRthvI para avataryo; paNa AMgaNAmAM te khUba kIcaDa ne DAmara ja pAtharyuM. rAtrinA AThanA TakorA thayA ne ThAra ughaDayuM. dIpamALAnA jhagamagATathI jhagamagatA oraDAne joI, vidyutanA manamAM UrmionI baLo uchaLavA lAgI. ene thayuM ke A bhabhake te mAre mATe ja che ne ? ghuvaDa divase abdha bane, kAgaDe rAtre anya bane paNa kAmI te sadA abdha hoya che. kAmathI anya baMnelo vighata, oraDA bhaNI dho, paNa oraDAnA dvAra AgaLa bichAvelA rezamI gAlIcAo joI, e thaMbhI gaye. eka DagaluM paNa AgaLa na vadhI zako. eNe pUchayuM-"A gAlIcA ane jarInA zelAM zA mATe ? " . pRdula svare eNe kahyuM-"Apa padhAravAnA che eTalA mATe." : Azcaryacakita vidyute kahyuM-"A gAlIcA ane jarInA selAM ratAmAMthI kADhI nAkhe, kAraNa ke tamArA AMgaNAmAM kAdava ne DAmara paDyAM hatAM emAM mArA paga kharaDAI gayA che. A kharaDAyelA 5ma gAlIcA para mUkuM te e bagaDI na jAya?" ' hadayanA marmane viMdhI nAMkhe evA bhAmika zabdomAM suzIlAe kahyuM "vadhi nahi, Apa enA para khuzIthI paga mUke. bhale e bagaDI

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pApanuM prAyazcitta jAya ! tame tamAruM ne mAruM jIvana ja jyAM bagADavA beThA che tyAM A gAlIce zuM visAtamAM che? jIvana karatAM A gAlI ne vastro meMdhA nathI. AnAM mUlyAMkano koI divasa ApaNuM amUlya jIvanathI adhika thanAra nathI. tame je mAruM amUlya strItva luTe cho ane tamAruM kimatI puruSatva veDaphe che te bhale bagaDI jatAM A vastro! je sarvasvane saLagAvavA taiyAra che te taNakhalA mATe zA mATe raDe ? " A vedhaka zabdo vidyutacaMdranA haiyAmAM vidyutanI jema tIvra asara upajAvI gayA. enA haiyAmAM eka asahya ghA paze. jetajotAmAM haiyuM cirAI javA lAgyuM. pazcAttApanI eka virATa javALA pragaTI. ene mitradrohanuM bhAna thayuM. vivekanA netre ughaDI gayAM ane enA haiyAmAM aneka prakAranA Andolana upaDyAM. are, meM A zuM cintavyuM ! vizvAsaghAta ! mitradroha ! satItvane nAza ! mArA saMyamano bhaMga ! - ene cakarIo AvavA lAgI. AMkhe aMdhArA AvyAM. lajjAthI mukha avanata banyuM. e ekadama suzIlAnA caraNomAM DhaLI paDe. AMsuthI enAM paganuM prakSAlana karavA lAge. pazcAttApathI kuMLuM baneluM haiyuM bolavA lAgyuM. devI ! e devI! mane bacAva ! ziyalanI mUrti suzIlA ! tuM mane mApha kara. mArA jevA patitane uddhAra tuM nahi kare te bIjo koNa karaze? mA ! tuM dhanya che. pAzavatAnI durgandhathI gandhAtA mArA haiyAmAM te te AryasaMskRtinI amara sirabha prasarAvI che ! mArA A andhakAramaya jIvanamAM tArI A ziyaLanI jyota pathadarzaka bane ! " ATaluM kahI e cAlato thayo. mAjhama rAte e pApanuM prAyazcitta karavA bhayaMkara aTavI bhaNI upaDI gaye. - e gayo te gayo. pharI kadI e na dekhAyo. Aje paNa ene enA mitro zodhe che paNa eno patto kayAMya lAgato nathI!

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bhaktanI kasoTI mitro! bhArAmAM jo sadaguNanI suvAsa che, to e suvAsa mATe keDano abhiprAya pUchavAnI jarUra nathI. tamArA jIvananI suvAsa huM ja, sAmA mANasane bolato karaze. puSpo bhama6 rAone kadI kahe che kharAM ke amArI suvAsanAM tame guNagAna kare?

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meMg dhAtumAMthI banelA 'bhakta' zabda jo ke potAnA nAma sAthe jotAM sati harSoM thAya che, paNa e zabdanA arthamAM rahelA gAmbhIya potAnA jIvanamAM utAratAM mAnavane glAni thAya che! tethI pahelAM je punita jevA gaNAtA ' 2 bhakta zabda Aje upahAsane pAtra anatA jAya che ! kAine kahA ke bhaktarAja" te sAMbhaLanAra e biruda sAMbhaLI prasanna banaze, bhalene pachI e pApI kAM na hoya. bhalene pachI teNe kAI si mandira ke dhasthAnanuM pagathiyuM paNa joyu na hoya, to ya bhaktarAjanuM biruda to gamaze ja. pApI ke adharmI zabda potAnA nAma sAthe joDatAM kadI kAine gamatuM nathI. Avu pariNAma e AvyuM ke--sAco bhakta jaganI draSTithI adrazya rahyo ane kahevAtA bhaktava leAkanI AMkhamAM kAMkarInI jema khukheMcavA lAgyA. ante kahevAtA bhaktonA vicitra AcAravicAra joI, AjanA yuganA yuvA enA bhaNI AMgaLI cIMdhI sAcA bhaktanI paNa ThekaDI karavA lAgyA ! AvA ja eka banAva prAcIna sAhityamAM najare paDe che-- pRthvInA kAI eka vizALa pradeza para eka buddhizALI ne zraddhALu rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. nyAya ane nItithI rAjya karatA te nRpati potAnA kavyu mATe sadA ceta rahetA. samaye samaye peAtAne zuM zuM karavuM ? tenI sAcI salAha kAI ne kAI sAcA tyAgI pAsethI letA hatA. tyAgI vinA sAcI salAha Ape paNa kANu ? eka vakhata rAjA potAnA rasAlA sAthe upavana bhaNI saMcarI rahyo. tevAmAM vanamAMthI nagara bhaNI AvatAM kAi eka tejasvI

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18 bhaktanI sATI tyAgIne rAjA jue che. A avadhUtane joI, rAjA ghoDA parathI utarI temane namaskAra karI kAMika upadeza sabhaLAvavA vinatI kare che. alpabhASI avadhUte kahyuM:-"rAjana ! duniyAmAM potAnI zakti anusAra dharmanA pracAra karI dharmIo vadhAravA e dareka vyaktinI pharaja che, temAM paNa adhikAra pAmelAe te potAnI zubha nizcA--dvArA, te kArya adhika rIte karavu, e tenuM kartavya che. .tArA jevA zaktimAna pRthvIpati te e kA sahaja rIte karI zake ema che, mATe tArA rAjyamAM, bhakatAnI bhakti dinapratidina vadhatI jAya ne, navA bhakatA vadhatA jAya teveA. upAya kara." rAjAe vinItabhAve kahyuM:--"Apa AjJA kare te pramANe karavA taiyAra chu." TUMkamAM avadhUte kahyuM:- tArA rAjyamAM je bhakta hoya, tene kara-verA mApha karavA.' rAjAe te vAta svIkArI ane namana karI avadhUtanI rajA lIdhI. khIje divase gAmamAM tapAsa karatAM jaNAyuM ke-AkhA gAmamAM sAce bhakta te eka ja che. rAjAe teneA kara-verA mApha karyo ane je bhakta banaze tene kara-verA mApha karavAmAM Avaze." eve Dha Dhero pITAbyA. A DhaMDherA sAMbhaLI hajAro khuza thayA. badhAne eka ja vicAra AvyA cAlA bhakta banI jaie ! dara varSe hajArAneA ApavA paDatA karaverA maTI jAya, paisA bace ane Abaru vadhe! ahA! keaA majhAnA rAjAnA DhaDherA !" roja-barAja bhatA vadhavA lAgyA. mandira bhaNI leAkeAnAM TALe-TALAM javA lAgyA-jANe gaLapaNanA DAbaDA prati kIDiyAruM' ! lAMbI ceTI, kapALamAM TIlA, DeAkamAM mALA, lAMkhI jateAi, hAthamAM gaumukhI-A badhI hetI mandira AgaLa haDIyA-haDI karatA bhatAnI nizAnI ! jyAM jIe) tyAM bhakta, bhakta ne bhagata !

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bhAAnI kasoTI pAMca varSa pachI pharI pele avadhUta maLe. rAjAne saMpattihIna, cintAmagna, ane nidhana banelo joI avadhUte pUchayuM - "rAjana ! Ama udAsa kAM ? ApanI kaDI sthiti kema thaI gaI ?" "deva ! ApanI AjJA pramANe bhakatAne kara-vere baMdha karyo. Aje gAmamAM bhakta vagaranuM koI nathI, tethI kara-verA ApanAra paNa koI nathI." Ama namratAthI kahI avadhUtane jharUkhAmAM laI gaye ane lAMbA lAMbA TIlA TapakAM kADhI Ama tema haDIyAhaDI karatAM bhakatane batAvyA. - avadhUta samajI gayo ke bakaruM kADhatA uMTa peThe. jarA smita karI temaNe kahyuM: "rAjana ! AvatI kAle DhaDhero pITAvI kahevaDAve ke je bhakata hoya te kRpA karI rAjamahelamAM padhAre ane rAjyamahela pAvana kare. " - bIje divase A DhaDhero sAMbhaLI bhakate vicAravA lAgyA, ThIka, rAjAnA guru padhAryA che ! khUba mAlamalIdo uDaze! khUba prasAda vaheMcAze! ApaNe rAMdhavAnI pIDA maTI jaze. cAla mAlamasAlo uDAvavAnI majhA Avaze ! - coTIo phaphaDAvatA, lAMbA lAMbA TIlAM kADhI AvatA bhakatoe jotajotAmAM Abe rAjamahela bharI dIdhuM ane thavA lAgI bhakatonI dhasAdhasI ! " avadhUtanI sUcanA pramANe mukhyadvAra AgaLa AvI rAjAe kahyuM-mArA guru yAtrA karI gaI kAle padhAryA che. temane bhakata-telanI AvazyakatA che. bhaktane ghANImAM ghAlI tela kADhavAnuM che, mATe je bhakta hoya te AgaLa AvI jAya ! A bhayaMkara kasoTI sAMbhaLI bhayabhIta banelA bhakate bhAgavA lAgyA, paNa jAya kayAM? cAre bAju saMtrI-pahere kayAreya goThavAI gaye hate. aMdaranA bhakati TIlA TapakA lUMchI, mALA kaMThI teDI jyAM tyAM bhAgavA prayatna karavA lAgyA.

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ra bhaktanI koTI dvAra AgaLa ubhelA rAjAe ane avadhUte eka pachI ekane bahAra kADhI pUchavA mAMDayuM, "tuM bhakta che ne ?" . ' dhrujatAM dhRjatAM bhakate uttara ApavA lAgyA-nAsakAra ! nA, nA huM bhakta nathI. huM te bhUlathI ahIM AvI caDhayo." kaI kahe huM te UMghate hate paNa mAro bhAI mane tANI lAvyA. huM bhakta nathI." Ama je te uttara ApI page paDI, chUTI kArAnAM dama kheMcavA lAgyA. ane eka khare bhakata Avyo. teNe kahyuM -"Apa khuzIthI mArA zarIrane bhoga laI zako che. hu koinA upayogamAM Avate, houM te ghANImAM te zuM paNa kahe te rIte maravA taiyAra chuM. are, are, prasanna mukhe mAruM zarIra ane mAruM sarvasva ApavA tatpara chuM-je upakAra thatuM hoya te." A mANasanI nikhAlasa vANI sAMbhaLI, avadhUte kahyuM: "A khare bhakta che. bIjA badhA DhoMgI che." saunI pAsethI pAMca varSane caDela kara-vere udharA, ane vyAja sAthe yogya rIte vasula kare!" . vAcaka A daSTAnathI samajI zakaze ke-A daSTAntamAM AkhuM gAma bhakta banI gayuM. paNa parIkSAmAM eka ja jaNa uttIrNa thaye, tema Aje paNa bhakta ane bhakta jevI bIjI aneka birUdAvili loke dhAraNa kare che, paNa e biradAvalInI kasoTI thAya tyAre A bhakatanI jema pilI lIlenI zreNI goThave-jemAM na hoya mAMla ke na hoya tarkazuddha pramANiktA ! Aje sevAnA nAme, kegresane nAme. dharmane nAme-aneka biruda dhAraNa karI, aneka vyaktio nikaLI paDI che, paNa emanI agniparIkSAnI veLAe A daSTAntanI hakIkta te mUrta svarUpa nahi le ne ? padavIonA birudane dhAraNa karanArA mahAnubhAvone mAro A eka namra prazna che!

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vaktA ane zrotA aneka vAtonAM bhASaNo denAra karatAM eka vAtane AcAramAM mUkanAra vadhu sAro che mIThAIone gaNAvI janAra karatAM roTalAne 6 pIrasanAra vadhu sAce che.

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AjanA krAntikArI yuga, sadAcArI vaktAnI mAMgaNI kare che, sadAcArI "...durAcArI naha. evA sadAcArI vaktA-je eka ja hAla sAthe samAjane jagADe, je mAtra eka ja khulaMda avAja sAthe muDadAmAM paNa cetana lAvI zake...evA sadAcArI vaktA ke jenI divya dhoSaNAthI, adhama AnAM haiyAmAM eka kAramI kaMpArI chUTI rahe ane sami enAM haiyAM mayUranI jema nAcI UThe ! vaktA nI upadeza devAnu kAma dhaNuM saheluM che; paNu e upadezane potAnA jIvanamAM vaNavAnu kAma dhaNuM ja kaparuM --kaThina che. 66 je sahajatA upadeza devAmAM Ave che, te sahajatA upadezanA tattvAne AtmasAt karavAmAM AvI jAya te, upadezaka mATe AtmakalyANunA mA sugama ane saraLa sahaja banI jAma ! paNa Aje keTalAka prasiddha vaktAe zuM, ke koMgresa kAryakartA zuM; samAjoddhArakA zuM, ke kahevAtA dharmaguruo zuM; e badhA parane upadeza devAmAM te jANe vidyugI vimAna ! jyAre e upadezane potAnA jIvanamAM utAravAne samaya Ave tyAre jANe ragasiyuM gADuM ! e kahevAtA vaktAonA lAbhane apAra samudra zuM, ke e kAMgresa kAryakartAonA mAnatA unnata paryaMta zuM; e samAjohArakAnI mAyAnI kapaTabharI vicitra lIlA zu', ke dharmaguruone krodhathI dhamadhamatA saLagatA lohagAlaka zu-A badhAnu avalAkana ne sUkSma-draSTie karavAmAM Ave te ApaNu` puSpa-zu kAmaLa haiyuM eka kAramI kaMpArI anu. bhave ane cIsa pADI uThe.! ApaNane thAya ke ApaDA hatA tyAM ja paDyA che! eka DagaluM paNu AgaLa vadhyA nathI. A leAkeAthI hajAro tarI gayA, paNu A tA hajI viSayavilAsa ane vidveSanA kAramA

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24 vatA ane zrotA kIcaDamAM jetunI peThe khadabadI rahyo che. bApaDAomAM vANInuM cabarAkapaNuM ja nRtya karI rahyuM che. AcAramAM te zUnya ja! . . A viSaya para pATiyAne ane velAne eka prasaMga mane yAda Ave che. "DuMgara upara javAne raste . . sametazikharamAM, dharmazALAthI Deka dUra jaze eTale A pramANe lakheluM pATiyuM tamane pahelavaheluM najare paDaze. A pATiyA pAse eka suMdara velo che, te varSanA vAriNI vRddhi pAmate dhIme dhIme pATiyA pAse Ave che ane kramaza: vadhate vadhate pATiyAne viMTaLAIne enA upara caDhI jAya che. jotajotAmAM A vele pATiyAnI Toca sudhI pahoMcI jAya che. ane enA mAthA upara paga mUkI AgaLa vadhavA lAge che. pitAnA mAthA para paga mUkavAthI kupita thayeluM pATiyuM velAne kahe che: "e! ajJAnI uddhata velA! jarA bhAna rAkha! tuM konA mAthA para paga mUkI rahyo che ? huM badhAne rasto batAvanAra dharmaguru chuM. ajANyA mArgadarzaka netA chuM. sthavira chuM ane ghaNuM kALathI upakAranuM kAma karuM chuM. jyAre tuM AjakAla phUTI nIkaLelo phaNage! lAMbe tADa je thaI mane kAM DhAMkI de che ?" haLavuM smita karI velo kahe che: "bApu! Ape kahelI vAta keTalI satya che, te jarA have vicArIe . A badhAne rasto batAvanAra tame guru kharAM, paNa te raste tame keTaluM cAlyA? tame mArgadarzaka netA banI Daphoza mAro che; paNa te mArge bhaNI tame keTalAM DagalAM bharyA ? zuM e mArga anya mATe che? tamAre mATe nahi? Aja paMthathI hajAre pathike svasvanA sthAne pahoMcI gayA, paNa tame te hatA tyAM ne tyAM ja varSothI paDyA che. tamane te maLyuM taDakAmAM tapavAnuM, TADhamAM pUjavAnuM, varSAdamAM bhIMjAvAnuM, saDIne maravAnuM ane A ja jagyAe daphanAI javAnuM ! thoDA divasamAM tamArI jagyAe navuM pATiyuM

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vaktA ane zrotA Avaze. tyAre tamAruM nAmanizAna paNa nahi hoya, mATe hajuya cete! nahIM cete to mArA jevA lAkho velA tamArA mAthA para paga mUkIne gayA ane tame che tyAM sudhI jaze. cete ! jAgyA tyArathI savAra. bhUlyA tyAMthI pharI gaNe. samaya hajuya hAthamAM che, cetI lo nahi te pastAzo! bhale, tame vRddha che ne huM yuvAna-Adhunika chuM, paNa tamArAmAM ne mArAmAM ghaNuM aMtara che, huM cAlanAra chuM, tame beThelA che. huM AgaLa vadhIza. tame pAchaLa paDazo; mATe khaTiyAbhAI! kevaLa bIjAne bhAga batAvyA karatAM e bhAge eka eka paNa Daga bharaze te tamAruM kalyANa thaze, samajyAM ? ATaluM kahI vele pATiyA para thaI bAjunA vRkSa upara caDhI jAya che, A saMvAda ke ramya che! AmAM keTale bodhapATha bharelo che? pATiyAne velo ke suMdara pratyuttara Ape che! A rUpakamAM pATiyuM eTale vakatA ane velo eTale zrotA. naTanI peThe vaktA kevaLa upadeza ApI jAya tethI vaktAnuM zuM vaLe! e te hatA tyAMne tyAM ja che ne! - vAgyabhavavaDe vaktA zrotAne AMjI de che ane vaktatva-kaLAthI zrotAne DolAvI mUke che. pariNAme sAMbhaLelA upadezane jIvanamAM vaNI zrotA vaktAthI dhIme dhIme AgaLa vadhe che, vaktAthI paNa vadhu prakAza meLave che, tyAre vaktA barADe che: "tuM mArAthI AgaLa kayAM jAya che? tuM te Aja kAlane navIna zrotA kahevAya. huM tAro guru kahevAuM, khasI jA, tArAthI mArI AgaLa nahi javAya !". tyAre zrotA kahe cheH "gurujI! tamArI vAta satya che, paNa jarA mAruM paNa sAMbhaLaze? pipaTa "rAma rAma"ne upadeza Ape che paNa te "rAma"nA rahasyane samajAtuM nathI. tema tame kevaLa upadeza Ape che paNa e upadezanA rahasyane jIvanamAM utAratA zIkhyA nathI. have huM ye Apane samajI gayo chuM. ApanA upadezanI asara have mane nahi thAya. Apane mArI bhalAmaNa che ke vicAra sAthe vatana keLave, kAraNa

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vaktA ane zrotA ke jAheramAM rIMgaNane vakheDanAra ane gharamAM e ja rIMgaNune masAle bhabharAvI rAcImAcIne khAnAra bhaTajInA upadezanI asara keTalI thAya te sahaja samajAya tema che! ane bhaTachanuM keTaluM kalyANa thAya te jANavuM paNa kaThina nathI. dharma, rASTra ane samAja mATe marI phITavAnI hAla karanAra ane dhArmika ane naitika jIvanathI patana pAmatA upadeSTAone uddezIne zrI cidAnaMdajI mahArAja eka suMdara padadhArA Takora kare che. ' kathanI kahe sahu koI, raheNI ati durlabha hoI / kA LI ghara ve, kathanI tava jIvatI Ave che

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kalAnI upAsikA vAsanAnA vAtAvaraNamAMthI janmelI kalA, sarjana pahelAM ja mRtyu pAme che. che. kSaNika AvezamAMthI uddabhavelI kalA janmIne mRtyu pAme che. saMyasanA dIrghacintanamAMthI prabhavelI kalA huM ja amara bane che !

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sehAmaNuM rajanI, tArA aMkita aMbarane oDhI viharavA nIkaLI hatI, candrikA amIdhArA relAvI rahI hatI, pRthvIne zveta prakAzathI rUperI cAMdanI lIpI rahI hatI. niravatA prazAnta nidrAmAM viramI rahI hatI, gulAbI havAmAM taruvare jholAM khAI rahyA hatAM, cetanAsRSTinAM biDAyelA nayane para rajanI potAnA komaLa karavaDe sparza karI manda gatie pazcima bhaNI saMcarI rahI hatI, malayane samIra puSponI komaLa kaLIo sAthe gela karI rahyo hate, vacce vacce vasantanI kokSiA madhura TahUkA karI rajanInI gatine sucavI rahI hatI, tyAre eka yuvAna saMgItanA kalAdhara sAdhue, pitAnI haiyA -umine saMgItanA madhura sUromAM vahetI mUkavAne prAraMbha karyo. klAnA caraNamAM UbhI, jIvana saMdhyA jIvana ape nayanamAM divya svapnAMo. "vatsa! rahevA de! A samaya gAvAne nathI. A prazAnta rajanImAM sAdhuo mATe te mAnanAM ja gAna heya." vahAlabharyA zabdamAM bhAvidraSTA gurue sUcana karyuM. - gurudeva, zuM sAdhu banyA eTale bhAvanAne paNa tarachoDavAnI? zuM sAdhuo saMgIta kalAnA dezI hoya ? ane prazAnta rajanI e emanuM badhUna heya ? mane, mArA antaramAM uchaLatI umio preraNA karI rahI hoya ene huM kema saMdhI zakuM ? Urmione guMgaLAvavI e te jIvanane guMgaLAvavA jevuM thAya. gurudeva! chatAM ApanI AjJA pramANu!' tIvra vedanA anubhavatA kalAdhelA ziSya kahyuM.. ziSyanA haiyAmAM chalakAtI bhAvanAne guru enA bhAvagherA zabdo

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kalAnI upAsikA dvArA pAmI gayA. e vadhAH "vatsa! tArI umio para kuThArAghAta karavA huM nathI mAMgate; paNa tArA madhura kaMThamAM koI alaukika kamaLa mohinI bharelI che, je saMgIta kalAvihIna haiyAMne paNa thaMbhAvI de! emAM vaLI tArI vizva vijayetrI kavitA bhaLe eTale sacetanane te zuM paNa ardhacetanavALAne paNa nacAvI mUke ! e koInA mATe mohanuM sAdhana na thAya te kalyANa! teya tArI tIvra icchA ja hoya to tArI komaLa UrmionI velaDIone kacaDI nAkhavA huM . nathI mAMgato-tArA cittano AhalAda tAre mArgadarzaka bano!" " ane kalAdharanA komaLa kaMThamAMthI saMgItanA maMjula sUra relAvA lAgyA. puSpanA aMtaranI nAjuka mRdutA, enAM svare svaramAMthI jharavA lAgI. rAtrinI niravatAmAM mahakatAnI mahephila jAmavA lAgI. moralAM taruvarenI zAkhA parathI e parNakUTI pAsa AvI, pUrNa kalA karI nAcavA lAgyA. koyalaDI, A mAdaka sUra sAMbhaLI saMgItanA pUramAM taNAvA lAgI. saMgItanA sUro bhalayanA vAyu sAthe tophAna karatA dUradUranA medAnamAM ramavA lAgyA. be ja paLamAM kusumanA zRMgArathI sajja banelI vanasRSTi, divya saMgItamAM stabdha banI gaI! - paNa aruNue te A maMjula saMgIta, cAtakanI jema anacitta banI pIvA ja mAMDayuM..! aruNa saMgItakalAnI upAsikA hatI. e rAjakumArIe vilAsane Dekara mArI saMgItakalAne caraNe ja pitAnuM saMpUrNa jIvana samapyuM hatuM. zaheranA kRtrima vAtAvaraNane tyajI eNIe A kudaratanA mane vAtAvaraNavALI kuTiramAM vAsa karyo hato. divasabhara e kuTiramAM saMgItakalAnI mahephila jAmatI. saMgItakalAnA sAcA kalAdharo A kuTirane tIrtharUpa mAnatA ane emAM rahelI aruNAne, kalAnI pavitra devI bhAnatA. vAstavika rIte e svataMtra hatI. saMyamanI daSTie eNInuM jIvana

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klAnI upAsikA kaMThAra chatAM bhAvanAnI dRSTie atIva komaLa hatu, e kahetIH lAnA AtmAne samajanAra potAnA AtmAne suMdara rIte samajI zake che!' < 31. A vAkya e sahaja rIte khelatI paNa kharI rIte A siddhAnta enA jIvanamAM vaNAI gayA hatA. tethI ja e yauvananA puSpothI lacI paDatA upavanamAM pravezavA chatAM, kumArikA ja hatI. mAtra enI bhAva-gherI AMkheAmAM bhAvInAM kAi dUra dUranAM svapnAo dekhAtAM hatAM ane enA bhAvabhInA haiyAmAM aspaSTa chatAM mUtta eka jha MkhanA hatIHkoI sAcA kalAdhara sAthI sAthe jIvanaratha calAvavAnI. pachI bhale e kalAdhara garIba ke vaTemArgu kAM na hAya, paNa evA kalAdhara ke je kalAnA AtmA sAthe Atapreta baneleA hoya ! x x " A yuvAna sAdhunA saMgItanA sUroe enI phUTiramAM praveza karyo ane aruNAnA haiyAno kabajo lIdho. saMgItanI mastIthI AnaMda enA romeromamAMthI phUvArAno jema phUTavA lAgyA, enuM kalArasika antara koi agamya premabhAvane hIMDALe jhUlavA lAgyuM; zAnta haiyuM tophAne caDayuM ane lavArA karavA lAgyuM: 8 A te kavitA che ke kalAne dhodha ! A te kAvya ke bhAvanAne pravAha ! meAhitI sAkara khAne te A gAnAranA kaMThamAM nahi pADhI hoya ne ? A kalAdhara mane maLaze? mAruM adhUruM chatAM madhuruM svapna pUruM mArI jIvanasaritA A mahAsAgaramAM bhaLaze ? thaze ? A vicArAmAM A kalAdhelI aruNA kUTiramAMthI paNa kUTi bhaNI pagalIo bharavA lAgI. enA dila ane dimAgamAM e saMgIta guMjI rahyuM hatuM. e cAlatI hatI paNa enI ene khabara na thatI. candrikAne paNa meha upajAve evI enI rUpALI kAyA, pANInA relAnI jema paNuM phUTI bhaNI dhasI rahI hatI. tAra camakatA zubhra rUpALA nakhamAM potAnuM mAM joI rahyA hatA, atyAre ghelI banI hatI ! enuM saMgIta kahe enA paNu ke aruNDA, aruNA tA sarvasva kahA, je

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ra kalAnI upAsikA kahe te e parNakUTImAM hatuM. dhUnamAM ne dhUnamAM e parNakuTI pAse AvI thaMbhI ! dvAra para premabharyo eka Tako mArI, eNe kahyuM;-" saMgIta kalAnA kalAdhara ! mane rzana Apaze !" koyala kaMThIne A raNako sAMbhaLI, sAdhu te thaMbhI ja gayo. vatsa rahevA de..." bhAvidaSTa gurunuM vAkya yAda AvatAM ja enA hRdayamAM vicArane eka vaMToLiyo AvI gaye. e jaI gurunA caraNomAM paDe, "kSamA kare, deva ! kSamA kare.' ziSyanA mAthA para vahAlabharyo hAtha mUkI, guru vadhAH "vatsa ! kalAne samajI, kalAne pacAvanAra karatAM kalAnA kalAdhara para mAhita thanAra anekagaNA che, tethI ja Aje kalA vilAsanuM sAdhana banyuM che. bajAru cIja banatI jAya che, ane enAM pradarzane bharAya che, paNa kharI rIte kalAnuM mUlya kalA ja hoya ! teya jA, tAre vijaya che, kAraNa ke bAraNe AvanAra paNa mArga bhUlela sAcA kalAdharane ja AtmA che. tAre te mAtra mArga cidhavAne che. tuM emAM saphaLa thaIza! " gurunA AzIrvAda laI e bahAra Avyo. enA haiyAmAM koI bhavya maMthana hatuM. AMkhe tArAnI peThe camakatI hatI. pUrNa brahmacaryathI sAyelI enI kAyA cAMdanInA prakAzamAM vadhu prakAza pAtharatI hatI. enA aNahoLAyelA vAMkaDiyA vALa pavananI laherakhIo sAthe gela karI rahyA hatA. enI prazAMta AkRti bhavya manamAM sarjAyelI hatI ane enA eka para kalA gaMbhIra svapnamAM poDhI rahI hatI. aruNA te ene joI thaMbhI ja gaI. enA darzana thatAM ja eNInA haiyAmAM sAtvikatAe janma lIdho ane enA bhAvanAdarzananA tApamAM rahI sahI jhINI-pAtaLI kAmanAo ogaLI gaI. e vicAravA lAgI A avadhUta pAse AvI apUrva kalA ! duniyAne ajANu pAse AvI siddhi! kalA! e klA! tane paNa AvA virAgIonI mAhinI lAgI ?"

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kalAnI upAsikA karuNAthI bhIMjAyelA cittavALA saMte vicAra-taraMgamAM DUbelI aruNAne jagADatAM, sIdhe prazna karyo. "tame koNa?' . jAgRtinI duniyAmAM AvatAM eNe kahyuM huM ?..huM aruNuM!' atIva prazAnta avAje sAdhue prazna karyo "tame aruNA?? aruNu e te tamArI kAyAnuM nAma che. huM to tamArI kAyAnuM nAma nathI pUchato paNa kAyAmAM rahIne anantanuM gAna gAnAra gavaiyAnuM nAma pUchuM chuM. tamArA miyAnuM nAma pUchuM chuM. huM mAlanuM nAma pUchuM chuM tyAre tame bAradAnanuM nAma Ape che. " . A ane te enA hevAnI. aMdhArI khINamAM prakAzane puMja pAtharyo. bhUlI javAyelI pagadaMDIo eNe eka ja IzAre karI ciMdhI dIdhI. varSonI saMgIta kalAnI upAsanAthI paripakava banelA e phaLane eka pavananA izArAnI ja AvazyaktA hatI. e badhuM saMtanA e praznamAM alaukika rIte * samAyeluM hatuM. be ghaDInA gaMbhIra mInamAM aNunA nayanamAM koI divya teja chavAI gayuM. jene e zelatI hatI te aprApya vastu sahaja rIte prApta thaI gaI, ene harSane pAra na rahyo. khUba bhAvaghero dhIro zabdomAM eNe kahyuM: "huM eTale huM ja ! huM eTale anantanA saMgItane gAnAre amare gayo ! huM eTale nityane pAntha ! huM eTale Ananda sAgara ! huM eTale prakAzane puja ! huM eTale pavitratAnuM jharaNa! huM eTale kalAnA jharaNane prabhAva himAlaya ! saMta ! mane mAro anantano mArga maLI gayo, huM ja gAnAra chuM, huM ja sAMbhaLanAra chuM ane gAna paNa huM pote ja che, kalAne upAsaka huM chuM, kalAnI upAsanA huM chuM ane kalA paNa huM pote ja che le, namaste !'

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kalAnI upAsiyA gaMbhIra zAntimAM pUrNa zAtinuM mojuM pharI eka vAra pharI vaLyuM ane vilAsathI para evI koI ajANI duniyAnA mahApa the e cAlI gaI. prabhAte aruNAnA prakAzamAM duniyA jyAre snAna karI rahI hatI tyAre, guru ziSya, kaI urjunagiri zikharanI Toce pahoMcavA mATe sopAna para pagalIo mAMDI rahyA hatA. Aje paNa e bhavya bhUtakALanA kalAguru ane upAsakanI. e parNakuTi, kalAnA sAdhako mATe bhavya smRticihana che. enA caraNe besI keTalAye kalAdhare preraNA meLave che. * kalAdhara ! tuM paNa tyAM jaI saMyamanuM puSpa caDAvI Avaje. - - - -

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mAnavatAmAM pAzavatA - mAnava ane dAnavane AdhAra AkAra upara nahi, paNa AcaraNa upara che. jenuM AcaraNe AtmAnA uddhArane anukUla, te phe mAnava ane jenuM AcaraNe AtmAnA uddhArachuM ne pratikUla, te dAnava !

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* bRhaspatie bALasarSanA gAla para tama mArI, pitAnI zALAmAMthI taphAnI bAlasaryane kADhI mUke. tamAcAthI lAla thaelA gAlane paMpALatA paMpALatA sUrya pUrve ziAnA paDadAne cIrI bhUmaMDala para daSTi pheMkI tyAre pahelI ja vAra mAvajIbhAInI nizALa enI najaramAM AvI. mAvajIbhAInI nizALa eTale seTIone saMgrahAlaya! je vidhAtha tevI seTI. mAvajIbhAInI evI mAnyatA hatI-seTI vAge camacama vidhA Ave dhamadhama. emanI mAnyatAne akhataro emaNe ghaNaya vidhArthIo para karyo hato. A akhatarAthI emane ghaNAye vidhArthIomAM vijaya paNa maLyo hato. paNa mAvajIbhAIne sadbhAgye kahe ke durbhAgye kahe. somAne bhaNAvavAmAM teo niSphaLa nIvaDyA hatA. niSphaLa nIvaDyA enI citA nathI paNa cintA te samAne mArI mArIne seTIo khalAsa thaI gaI, enI che! eka divasa kaMTALIne tene kahevA lAgyA-"are, buddhinA bAradAna ! jeTaluM zarIra vadhAryuM che, eTalI akta vadhArI hatA te tAruM kalyANa thaI gayuM heta. A te urdu jema jema mArate jAuM chuM tema tema tAruM zarIra alamasta ane mahAkAya banatuM jAya che. meM tane bhaNavavA mATe tArA para jeTalI mahenata lIdhI eTalI eka gadheDA para mahenata karI hatI te kadAca gadheDe paNa mANasa banI gayo hata." A vAkya nizALa pAsethI pasAra thatA rAmu kuMbhAranA kAnamAM paDayuM, e tyAM ja thaMbhI gayA. ene eka vicAra churI Avya-A mAvajInnAI jabarA camatkArI lAge che ! gadheDAne paNa mANasa banAve che. mAro pe dhane gadheDe mANasa banI jAya te kevuM majhAnuM !

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mAnavatAmAM pAzavatA garajavAnane buddhi na hoya; ane kadAca heya- te paNa te samaye te pharavA cAlI jAya che. rAmunuM paNa ema ja banyuM. te nizAmAM jaI hAtha joDI mAvajIbhAIne kahevA lAgya-"mahetAjI ! Apa mAruM eka kAma na kare? Apa gadheDane mANasa banAve che. bhAre dIkare nathI. mArI pAse dhana karIne eka alamasta gadheDe che. Apa ene mANasa banAvI Apo te Apane meTo upakAra. Apa kaho te enA mahenatanA se rUpiyA paNa ApI jAUM," . rAmunuM A vicitra kathana sAMbhaLI emane hasavuM te khUba AvyuM. paNa hasavAne A samaya nahote. kAraNa ke eka kAMkarIe be pakSI uDADavAnAM hatAM. anucita hAsya mAnavane pAgalanI gaNatarImAM laI jAya che. ane sidhdha thayelA kAryane nAza kare che-A vAta mAvajIbhAInA dhyAna bahAra nahatI. eTale ja jarA gaMbhIra banI emaNe kahyuM-"khuzIthI tame tamAre gadheDe ahIM mUkI jajo. sAthe se nahi paNa base rUpiyA letA Avaje. A te gadheDAne mANasa banAvavAnuM che. mahenata kAMI jevI tevI na kahevAya. mAthAnA kapAsiyA nIkaLI jAya, samajyA ne !" mAnavIne putranI ghelachA keTalI hoya che! putra meLavavA mATe keTalI mAnatA, keTalI ArAdhanA, keTalI auSadhio, keTalAM maMtra-taMtrayaMtranI upAsanA ane keTalA paisAne dhUmADe kare che, chatAM maLavAnI te saMbhAvanA ane kadAca bhaLe; paNa te je nalAyaka nIvaDe te pUrvopAjita kIrti para kalaMkane kUcaDe mAre! mahetAjInI "hA" sAMbhaLI, rAmunuM haiyuM harSathI nAcI uThayuM. enI chAtI gajagaja pahoLI thavA lAgI. cAle; putra dattaka le enAM karatAM A base rUpiyAmAM ApaNe mAnIta gadheDe ja mANasa ane che. ane aputrApaNAnuM kalaMka TaLe che AnAthI vadhu Anandane prasaMga bIjo ka hei zake? rAmue te badhI vAta ghera jaI kuMbhAraNane kahI. vAta sAMbhaLatAM ja bhoLI kuMbhAreNanA nayanomAM teja camakI uThayuM,

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bhAvavatAmAM pAsavatA mukha para jhINuM hAsya nRtya karI gayuM. lalanAonA komaLa haiyAomAM . AzAnA aMkurA vagara varSAe phUTI nIkaLe che. "jAo, jaldI jAo.! ApaNuM pelA dhanAne jaladI nizALe mUkI Ave. A le base rUpiyA." ema kahI, kuMbhAraNe pese paise karIne bhegA karelA base rUpiyAnI kathaLI rAmunA hAthamAM mUkI. bAlasUryathI A lokonI mUrkhAibharyuM dazya na jovAyuM. e te pazcimane paDado cIrIne astAcaLanI pAchaLa saMtAI gayo. te ja samaye, rAmu pitAnI coTalI havAmAM phaphaDAvate zALAnA bAraNA AgaLa hAjara thaye. mAvajIbhAI tUTelI DAMDIvALA phUTelA cazmAmAMthI rAmune Avate joI, enA mananA bhAva e samajI gayA ke, putranI IcchA mAnavIne ke vevale batAve che! dhanA gadheDAne AMgaNAmAM bAMdhI, rUpiyAnI thelI mahetAjInA caraNomAM mUkI, eNe kahyuM-le bApA! A baso rUpiyA ane mAre vahAlo gadheDe. Ane khUba bhaNAvajo che. mArA dIkarAmAM jarAya khAmI na rAkhatA. tame kaheze te vaLI thoDuM inAma ApIza." rUpiyA baso gaNIne peTImAM mUkatAM emaNe kahyuM-"cintA nA . karatA rAmubhAI! bAra mahinA pachI Avaje ane tamArA dhanA dIkarAne laI jaje. je je, te kharA ke tamAre dhane bhaNune ke pipaTa je thAya che!" - putranI prAptinA sukhathI Dolate kuMbhAra ghara bhaNuM DagalAM bhare che. kharekhara, sukha te zuM paNa sukhanI kalpanA paNa duHkhanI gartAmAM paDatA mAnavIne ugArI le che; tema duHkha te zuM paNa bhaviSyanA - duHkhanI kalpanA paNa mAnavIne sukhanA girizikhara parathI gabaDAvI mUke che-sukhane duHkhanI kalpanAthI para banele mAnava ja vizvamAM mahAna che!

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mAnavatAmAM pAzavatA . . A ja gAmanI korTamAM kAnajIbhAI karIne eka kArakuna-gAmaDAnA vaDA ophIsara-hatA. jIvanamAM jarA paNa mAnavatA keLavyA vinA lAMca-rUzvata ane kALAM-dhaLAM karI ghaNAye rUpiyA bhegA karyA hatA. paisA-paisA mATe peTa phUTanAra kAThiyAvADanA kAnajIbhAIe kaMTrolanA A jamAnAmAM kALAbajAriAone sAro lAbha uThAvyA hate. kAThiyAvADathI AvyA tyAre eka nAnA jhUMpaDAmAM bhADe rahenAra Aje eka suMdara ane AjanA jamAnAnI chellAmAM chellI, DhabanI sAmagrIothI bharapUra havelInA mAlika bananAra kAnajIbhAInuM pUchavuM ja zuM ? eka te sattA ane bIjI saMpatti ? A bannene saMga thatAM ghaNIvAra mANasa paNa zayatAna banI jAya, tyAM zayatAnanuM te pUchavuM ja zuM! gAmamAM eka mANasa hatA ke je kAnajIbhAInA jhapATAmAM na Avyo hoya ? ane e kaye mANasa che ke jene kAnajIbhAI AMkhamAM kAMkarAnI jema na kheMcate heya ? paNa zuM thAya ? sattA AgaLa zANapaNuM zuM kAmanuM ? evAmAM eka divasa mAvajIbhAI kAnajIbhAInA jhapATAmAM AvI gayA. ghaNA divasa sudhI mAthAkUTa karI bhegA karela paisA, kAnajIbhAInA eka kalamane gode khaMkherAI gayA. paNa mAvajIbhAI te mAvajIbhAI. enI buddhi AgaLa te braha spati paNa pANI bhare! kAnajIbhAInA pApane ghaDe keDa e kAMI mahetAjIne mana mahAkArya na kahevAya. alabatta, eTaluM kharuM ke samayanI pratIkSA karavI paDe. Ama samayanI pratIkSA karatAM bAra mahinA vahI gayA. evAmAM ramu pitAnA gadheDAne mANasa thaI gaye haze ema dhArI, mANasane laI javA hAjara thayo-kema, mAvajIbhAI ! majhAmAM te che ne? bhAre dhane gadheDe bhaNI-gaNIne hathiyAra thaI thayuM haze kharuM ne? mAro dikara keka che te joI te lauM !" mAthA parathI pAghaDI nIce mUkatAM emaNe kahyuM -"bhAI !

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mAnavatAmAM pArAvatA keTalAya siAthI huM tamArI ja vATa jotA hatA. tamAro dhane ta kayAranAya mANasa banI gayA che. are, mANasa to zuM paNa bhaNI-- gaNIne vidvAna banyA che ane tamArA AvavAmAM vilaMba thavAthI nAkarIe paNa lAgI gayA che. tame te gAmaDAnA mANasa eTale tamane kayAMthI khabara ke tamArA chekarAnI keTalI nAmanA cAlA, huM tamane batAvu e kevA DAhyoDamarA thayA che ! ' zu mArI chekaro. nAkarIe paNa lAgI gayA ? ane zuM nAmanA paNa meLavI che? cAlA, cAlA, mane jaldI batAvA e hamaNAM kayAM che? ' tvarA karatAM kuMbhAre karyuM. thai che! eka mUrkha chokarAnA kharaDAmAM eka sATI phaTakAratA mAvajIbhAi mAlyA tamane tamArA cheka batAvavAmAM mane kAMi vAMdho nathI, paNa eka vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI che ke tamArA chekaro have pahelAnI jema gadheDe nathI rahyo. e to eka avala kArakuna kAnajIbhAi tarIke prakhyAta banyA che. eTale tamane pahelavahelA oLakhaze paNa nahi ane kadAca eLakhe tA paNu tamArA meleAdhelA veSa joI e zaramanA mAryA tamane khelAvaze paNa nahi; mATe huM tamane eka yukti atAvu e dhyAnamAM rAkho. kAnajI mAre tyAM hatA tyAre ane muMbaInA halavA khAvAnI Teva paDI hatI. e halavA jue eTale gAMDenA gAMDA banI jAya, ane e levA turata doDI Ave. tamAre paNa bajhAramAMthI eka muMbaInA halavAnI peTI laI levI. e peTI laI mArI sAthe cAlavuM ane huM batAvu tyAM ubhA rahI kAnajIne halavAnI peTI dekhADaze eTale e vagara kIdhe turata ja doDI Avaze. tamArI najIka Ave eTale enA gaLAmAM A dAraDu' nAMkhI jema gadheDAne kheMcI jAe tema kAnajIne paNa tamAre gAma' khecI jajo. hA eka vAta kahevAnI rahI gai. te e ke tame doraDuM gaLAmAM nAMkhIne kheMcazeA eTale tamane kadAca e lAtA paNu mAraze, baTaku paNa bharaze ane mAtha'-khAthI paNa karaze mATe rA

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mAnavatAmAM pAzavatA sAvadhAna banI enI sAthe kAma leje. bUmarANa sAMbhaLyA vagara ghasaDIne ghera laI jaze te ja patto khAze. have cAle huM tamArI sAthe AvuM. bajhAramAM muMbaInA halavAnI eka nAnI peTI kharIdI laIe, pachI korTe jaIe." rAmu ne mAvajIbhAI baMne rastA upara cAlyA jatA hatA. mAvajI bhAIne mana Ananda mAte nahote. lAMca rUzvata khAIne mAtelA kAnabhAIne ghATa Aje ja ghaDAvavAno hato. mANasane jIvanamAM evI paLo bahu ja thoDI maLe che ke jyAre e pitAnI dhArelI dhAraNA saphaLa karavA bhAgyazALI thAya ane emAM paNa pitAnI mahatvAkAMkSA pUrNa thatI hoya to enAthI dhanya jIvana bIjuM kayuM hoI zake ? halavAnI peTI laI baMne jaNa kacerInA khUNAmAM UbhA rahyA. cheTethI batAvatAM mAvajIbhAIe kahyuM "juo, rAmubhAI! pelo khurazI para beThela mANasa e ja tamAro chokaro, ahi UbhA rahI A halavAnI peTI batAvyA karajo ne IzAro karyA karaje. peTI jaze eTale enI maLe e doDI Avaze. pAse Ave eTale meM kahyA pramANe kheMcI jaje." mAvajIbhAInA kahyA pramANe rAmu te vAraMvAra peTI batAvate jAya ane IzArAo karate jAya. e bheLiyA gAmaDiyAne kayAMthI khabara hoya ke A yuktinA paDadA pAchaLa eka ajabanATaka bhajavAI rahyuM che. ane pote e nATakanA mukhya naTa tarIke kAma karI rahyo che. A vicitra duniyAmAM AvAM keTalAM nATaka roja nahi bhajavAtAM hoya ? bhoLAo mATe have A duniyA rahI nathI ! kAnajIbhAIne te lAMca khAvAnI Teva paDI hatI. ene te e dhaMdho ja hatuM tethI enI cakora najara kacerImAM pharatA mANasone jhaDapavAnuM kAma ja karatI hatI. je mANasa te tamAro ! evAmAM khUNAmAM Ubhele rAmu enI najarathI jhaDapAI gaye. rAmunA IzArAthI e samajI gayo ke-vAta kAMIka muddAnI che. kaphanInA khIsAmAM

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sAnavatAmAM pAzavatA hAtha nAMkhI, hasatA hasatA kAnajIbhAI rAmunI pAse jaI UbhA rahyA, kuMbhAra teA vATa ja jotA hatA. lAga joi eNe te doraDuM gaLAmAM nAMkhI kheMcavA ja mAMDayuM. kAnajIne thayuM ke A vaLI zI khalA ? jenI sAme kAi najara paNa na TheravI zake. evA prabhAvazALI avala kArakunane Ama gadheDAnI jema raDe bAMdhI kheMcAtA joi, kacerInA mANasA tA vicAramAM ja paDI gayA. A vaLI zAraMga jAmyA? lagabhaga badhA mANasA, kAnajIbhAInI kuTeva jANatA hatA. eTale badhAne thayuM ke bApA ! kuMbhAranI kAMI jakharI lAMca khAIne kAma nahi karI Apyu hoya, ema lAge che. ThIka che, zuM nATaka bhajavAya che te joyA karo. evAmAM eka tamAcA kAnajInA gAla para kheMcI kADhatA rAmue kahyuM- kheMca-tANu zenI kare che? sIdhI rIte dhera cAla, tArI mA vATa jue che. rUpiyA khasA ApyA te kAMi amastA ApyA che? tArA mATe tA ame mahenata karI karIne marI gayA, huM tane premathI levA Avyo tyAre tuM khAcabAthI kare che. gai kAle tA tu N gadheDA hatA. Aje kArakuna thai gayA tethI zuM thayuM? Ama kAMI cazmA ane ane ujaLI kaphanI paherIne karavA mATe thoDA ja ame rUpiyA kharcyA che. cAla sIdhA, niha to DAM mArIne harakhA karI daiza ! ,, * eTalAmAM te mANasAnuM moTuM TALuM bheguM thaSTa gayuM. tamAzAne kAMI teDu thoDu ja hoya che? kAinuM bhaluM karavuM hoya tyAM mANusAne * khelAvI melAvIne gaLuM besI jAya teAya eka bhegA na thAya ane kAnu bhUruM karavu hoya to mANusAne dhakelIne kAMDhA teAya na jAya--A rIta mANasAnA mAnasanuM adhaHpatana sUcave che, emAM kAnA be mata che. AsapAsanA badhA mANusA bhegA thaIne bannene chUTA karyo. kuMbhArane zAnta pADI, tephAnanuM kAraNa pUchyuM. rAmu tA eka nirdoSa mANasa ane emAM vaLI jAtane kuMbhAra ! ene mana tA chupAvavA jevuM kAMI hatuja nahi. AthI eNe athathI

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' ja mAnavatAmAM pAzavatA Iti sudhInI badhI vAta kahI saMbhaLAvI, enI vAta sAMbhaLI badhA meMmAM DUco mArIne hasavA lAgyA. badhAne kaTAkSa karavAne A apUrva avasara maLyo - A te gadheDAne mANasa banyuM ke mANasane gadheDe ! A ja samaye khabhA para lAMbe khesa hAthathI havAmAM laherAnavatA laherAvatA mAvajIbhAI AvI pahoMcyA. emaNe ToLAne uddezIne kahyuM-" bhAIo ! AmAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM kAMI nathI. A to eka zikhAmaNa che. lobhI mANasa potAnI mAnavatA mUkIne lobhanA pApamAM paDe che tyAre e mANasa maTIne gadheDo kema bane che, te AmAMthI samajavAnuM che ane te paNa eka manuSyanA veSamAM gadheDe chUpAelo hoya che, ApaNAmAMnA ghaNA evA mANase che ke je atyAre manuSyarUpe dekhAya che, paNa aMdara te pazu jevI vRttivALA che. pAzavatA jaze eTale ja sAcI mAnavatA Avaze." A prasaMga kAnajIbhAI barAbara samajI gayA. pote emanI pAse lAMca lIdhI enuM ja A pariNAma che; chatAM dhAryA karatAM parisuma haLavuM AvyuM. mAvajIbhAI dhArata to emane nokarI parathI cheDAvI zakta ane lIdhelI lAMca badala saLiyA pAchaLa paNa ekalAvI zakta; paNa e badhuM na karatAM emaNe te eka sUcana ja karyuM ke pApano parapoTo phUTe che tyAre ene kevo moTo bhayaMkara bhaDAko thAya che! mAvajIbhAI game tevA paNa eka zikSaka hatA. uttama ne udAracitta hatA, eTale ja emaNe rAmune khUNAmAM laI jaI samajAvyuM. base rUpiyA ane emane gadheDe pAchI ApI ene ravAnA karyo. mAvajIbhAI ghera gayA tyAre emanA mukha para saMtoSa hato. kAnajIbhAI ghera gayA tyAre emanA mukha para pazcAttApa kare; rAmu ghera gaye tyAre enA mukha para AzcaryuM hatuM, loko ghera gayA tyAre emanA mukha para smita hatuM. sUrya ghera gaye tyAre enA mukha para cintana hatuM.

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kohinUra - gyanI kAra ayogya na kare emAM chuM to yogyanI kadara che ja; paNa jyAre yogya che paNa yogyanI kadara na kare tyAre te kadara nahi karanAra yogya ayogya banato hoya che ! che gyane ayogya banato joI kayA ? sahadayInA AMkhamAM AMsu na Ave?

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nagarAja himAlayanI ghanaghera taghaTAvALI khINamAM narapAla dhanapAle ekadA jInIvAsa karyo. e raDhiyALI rAtrimAM nidrAdevInA hUMphALA kheALAmAM zayana karatAM dhanapAlanA mukuTamAMthI kohinUra hIro sarI paDe. prabhAte dhArA bhaNI prayANa karatA dhanapAle kohinUrane khUba zeLe. paNa te na maLe te na ja maLe. Akhare duHkhI banelA bhUpatie AgekUca karI .... sohAmaNuM sAMjane samaya hate. saritA madhura kalarava karatA pUrva bhaNI dhasI rahI hatI. sUryane suvarNavarNa sadhyAvarNa sAthe savarNa banyo hato, tyAre pelAM kohinUra . pAMdaDAomAM chUpAIne - haLavAM kiraNo pheMkI rahyo hato ' - lAkaDAne bhAre laI jatAM koI vanecara bhIlanI daSTine A kiraNoe AMjI nAkhI ! have e hAthamAM jhAlyA zAne rahe ? bhAre phagAvI, kUdako mArI, e hIrA pAse doDI Avyo. hIrAne hAthamAM letAM vanecarane vicAra Avya-A te khAvA lAyaka koI adaSTapUrva apUrva kuLa lAge che, ema jANI ene meMmAM mUkyo, cUsya paNa svAda nahi, cagaLA paNa gaLe nahi, cA paNa cavANe nahi, dAMtathI bhAMgavA lAge paNa bhAMgyuM nahi. ema karatAM UlaTo e abhAgIne dAMta tUTI gayo ane vahI lohInI dhArA. krodhathI dhamadhamate vanecara, kohInurane moDhAmAMthI kADhI. enI sAme Tagara-Tagara ghaNIvAra sudhI joi, belI uTheH "o kaThaNu pANiyA !tuM zobhIta che, suMdara che, citra-vicitra raMgathI cakacakti che, paNa mAre kAmane to tuM nathI ja. tane cUsya te svAda nathI. cagaLA paNa pigaLe nahi. cAle te cavANe nahi. teDavA gayo te mArA dAMta tUTI gaye. mATe tArA jevA kama

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48 kahInara nasIba kaThaNa pANAne rAkhI zuM karuM ? " Ama kahI zodhathI dAMta kacakacAvIne eNe hIrAne dUra dUra phagAvI dIdho. phagAvelo kohInUra e ja khINanI vanaghaTAmAMthI uddabhavelI, kAvyagaMgAmAM snAna karatA kavinA caraNakamalamAM AvI paDe, kavinA cara. zumAM paDelo e kohinUra manda Akranda karavA lAgyA. ' hA! rAjAnA mukuTa upare, zobhate huM sadA jyAM, leko AvI namana karatAM dekhIne mujane tyAM; re! re! Aje abuddha-jananAM hAthamAM huM caDhakyAM ? gALo ApI kavi-caraNamAM pheMkata tucchatAthI ! hA! koI moTA bhUpanA hAthe huM ca heta te mUrdhanyanA mukaTamAM zreSTha banata. tyAM sainya kAnti joI loke prasanna banata! koI mugdha mahArANIe joyo hota te pitAnA kamaLa kaMThamAM rahelA navalakhAhAramAM mane zobhAvata! koI parIkSaka jhaverIe mane nirakhe hata te makhamalanI sohAmaNuM gAdIvALI suvarNamaMjUSAmAM mUkI mane joI joI khuzI thAta ane sukhI banata! paNa hAya re! huM te maLe A gamAra vanecarane ! bane nukzAna! ene dAMta paDe ane mAruM apamAna thayuM ! hA! bekadarane kadara kyAMthI hoya? ajJAnane jJAnIonAM mUlyAMkana kayAMthI samajAya ? durjanane sajjanatAnuM mahattva kayAMthI samajAya? vilAsIne virAgInI viziSTatAonI majhA kyAMthI sAMpaDe ? tema amUlya guNenI kiMmata ghelA-gamArane kyAMthI hoya? pitAnA caraNamAM paDelA kohinUrane A vilApa sAMbhaLI, e sujJa kavie AzvAsana ApatAM kahyuM. "A kohinUra! Ama samajune zekasAgaramAM DUbavAnuM na heya ! A vanacara tArI kiMmata na samaje eTalA mAtrathI AkhuM jagata tArI kiMmata nathI samajatuM ema mAnavAnI bhUla karIza nahi.

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kevInara gamAra vanacare tArI kiMmata kyAMthI samaje? tuM paNa gamAra pAse mUlyAMkananI AzA zA mATe rAkhe che? e te tAruM ahobhAgya che ke eNe tAre paththarathI cUra nathI karyo! gamArathI bacI gayo e ja tAruM parama bhAgya samaja, tArI kiMmata to samajaze prajJa jhaverIo ane vizvanA padArthavettAo ! nirAza na thA! tArA jevA sAcA kohInuranI mAre mArA moMdherA jIvanamAM jarUra hatI. tArA vinA mArA alpakAravALA haiyAmAM prakAzanAM kiraNe koNa pheke? tArA vinA mArA amUlA hRdayane mahAmUluM koNa kare? Ama AzvAsana ApI kahInarane cuMbana karate kavi sAce hIre jagatajanane pUrva puNya maLe che......" kiMmatI kaDIo lalakArate kSitija bhaNI dhIrA Daga bharavA lAgye. kahIranuM mUlya kavie karyuM te kavinuM mUlya kahIre ! '

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tyAgI tame ke huM mAnavImAnavI! mAyA e jALa che. e dekhAya che suMdara paNa che. bhayaMkara. ene gUMthavI sahela che paNa ukelavI muzkela che. karoLiye potAnI AsapAsa jALa gUMthe che, paNa pachI e ukelI zakato nathI. gUMthelI ? jALamAMthI e jema jema chUTavA prayatna kare che, tema tema emAM e vadhAre ane dhAre re phasAto jAya che, tema tuM paNa tArI racelI che mAyAjALamAM phasAi na jAya te mATe sAvadhAna! arenerieren

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aneka manahara kusumalatAthI vyApta, vividha puSponI sArabhathI mahekatA, kSAnI gADha chAyAthI khvAelA, kAyalanA madhura kalaravathI kUjita madhuvanamAM, eka suMdara AsapAlavanA jhADa nIce eka taruNuvayanA tejasvI tyAgI samAdhimAM zobhI rahyA che! vasantanI vanarAjInuM amRtapAna nayanAne karAvavA gUjarezvara paNa madhuvana bhaNI vihAra karI rahyA che! AsApAlavanA vRkSa nIce beThelA taruNa tyAgIne joi, gUjarapara Azrcaryacakita cintave cheH ahI~ kevu saiA ! ahA zuM rUpa ! a Ana thI ubharAtI kevI bhavya AkRti ! AvA navayovanamAM paNa kevI paudgalika padArtho pratye upekSA! dhanya he AvA tyAgIone ! Ama gatinA gavane gALanAra e AjasvI yAgInA sAganI chabI gujarezvaranA mAnasa paTa para mudrAlekhanI jema kAtarAI gaI ? AthI gujarezvara traNa pradakSiNA daI, e yeAgInA caraNAmAM namaskAra karI prasannamukhe sanmukha ubhA rahyAM. samayajJa munie, rAjAne pratikhAdha karavAnA ucita samaya jANI, teNe rAjAne namratApUvaka punaH punaH vandana karyuM ! A banAvathI rAjA sAzca vicAravA lAgyA-"A zuM ?" hu tyAgIne namana karuM te te ucita che, kAraNa ke gRhastha, saMsAranA bAgAne bhAgI, paulika padArtho pratye AsaktivALA, mehapAzamAM jakaDAyelA; paNa A te tyAgI ! saMsAranA bhAgete lAta mAranAra ! paudgalika padArthomAM anAsakta ! mAhane mahAta karanAra ! tyAgI mane namaskAra zA mATe kare ?

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tyAgI tame ke huM ? be hAtha joDI savinaya rAjAe pUchayuM: gIzvara ! Ape mane namana karyuM, te zuM ucita che ?" enA praznanA uttaramAM munie pUchayuM, "rAjana ! tame mane zA mATe namana karyuM che ? A muMjhAvI nAkhanAra praznano uttara vivekapurassara ApatAM teNe kahyuM - "Apa jitendriya che, vibhava-vilAsathI virakta che, niramA che ane tyAgI che, tethI meM Apane vandana karyuM. " madhura smita-pune varSAvatA munivara bolyA - "rAjana ! huM tyAgI chuM, tethI adhika tyAgI te tame che ane tethI ja meM tamane namana karyuM. " | muninA A gUDha uttarathI rAjAnA haiyAmAM ananta AMdolananI eNi gatimAna thavA lAgI ! hajArone mahAta karanAra A raNabaMka eka tyAgI pAse nAcIja banI gaye! vidhAnanA aNaukalelA koyaDAne ukelanAra rAjA, muninA eka praznane na ukelI zake ! vinItabhAve rAjAe pUchayuM:-"saMyamina ! Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhinA kharAbAmAM paDelo huM te eka pAmara jaMtu chuM. rAjyanI aneka kAvAdAvAnI jaMjIramAM jaMkaDAele huM te eka bhIru kedI chuM. mohanI jALamAM paDelo huM to eka ajJAnI mRgala chuM, huM kaI rIte tyAgI hoI zakuM ?" gUrjarezvaranAM vicAra-sAgarane zAMta karavA munivara belyA - narapati! akhaMDita sukhane ApanAra darzana,jJAna ane cAritra AgaLa A duniyAnuM sukha zuM hisAbamAM che ? alaukika AtmaramaNutA AgaLa A lokika padArthonI zuM kiMmata che? sAcA Atmika sAmrAjya AgaLa A tamArA rAjyanA mUlyAMkana keTalA thaI zake? kevaLa traNa badAmanA ! have tame vicAre, meM te A apUrva sAmrAjya meLavavA mATe A nAcIja traNa badAmanI kismatanuM rAjya

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tyAgI tame ke huM ? cheDayuM. eTale tyajI ghaNuM meLavyuM, alpa cheDI anubhya meLavyuM. AthI huM te adhUra tyAgI chuM, paNa kharo tyAgI ane saMtoSI te tame ja che ! kAraNake je karoDo rUpiyA ApatAM paNa na maLe, je cakravartinA vizALa sAmrAjya ApatAM paNa na maLe; je ananta saMsAranA cakramAM paribhramaNa karatAM paNa na maLe, te durlabha mekSasAmrAjyane choDI tame traNa badAmanuM tuccha rAjya svIkAryuM che, tame te sAce hIre choDI kAcane svIkAryo che, jyAre me te kAcane choDI sAcA hIrAne svIkAryo che. mATe belo ApaNe bemAM adhika tyAgI huM ke tame ? mane tamAre tyAga adhika lAge che, tethI ja adhika yAgI evA tamane meM namana karyuM !" | muninA manamAM rahelA gUDha rahasyane samajI, prasanna banelA gUrjarezvara be hAtha joDI kahevA lAgyA - - "saMyamina ! Ape mane saMsAranA tuccha padgalika padArthonuM sAcuM bhAna karAvyuM chemohamAM mugdha banelA mane Ape sAce paMtha batAvyo che, ajJAna-aTavImAM aTulA paribhramaNa karatAM mane Ape jJAna-nagaramAM pahoMcADe che, Apane A amodha upadeza ane 5kAra huM kadI nahi bhUluM. ' Ape Apane mAnavabhava saphaLa karyo che, ane ApanA rU5- saMdarya ne prabhAva sArthaka karyA che. dhanya che Apane ane dhanya che ApanA samAgane ! ' he mahAbhAgyazALI ! ApanA dhyAnamAM meM bhaMga pADe tenI punaH punaH kSamA yAcuM chuM." Ama, e tyAgI legInA upadeza-amRtanA mIThaDA ghUMTaDAnA AsvAda karate gUjarezvara potAnA sthAna bhaNI gayo ! ' muni paNa apratibaddha-pavananI jema dharAtala para vicAravA lAgyA.

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saganAM ra'ga jenI jAta peAtAnA kAbUmAM nathI evA vara'gI mANasanI maherakhAnI paN yAre khaTTA marajImAM pheravAi jaze, e samajavuM bahu muzkela che, mATe evA avyavasthita cittavALA mANasAthI sadA cetatA rahejo.

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gilAbaMdha zatruo vadhAravA e mUrkhatAnuM lakSaNa che, paNa sajjanane gADha paricaya jAte karI durjananI mitrI karavI, e tenAthI DagaNuM mUrkhatAnuM lakSaNa che. sajjanane svAbhAvika mukhya suguNa e che ke-pAse AvelAne pitAnI suparimalathI suvAsita banAve che, tyAre durjananenisargika durguNa e che ke-pAse AvelAne pitAnI durgadhathI durgandhita banAve che. jema ke tame kastUrInA vepArI che, bhale tame kastUrI zarIre na lagADe paNa ene sajanyatAbharyo svabhAva tamane sarabhathI suvAsita banAvaze ja. AthI viparIta koI lasaNane vepArI che. vepArIe lasaNanA khetaramAM kezaranuM khAtara nAkhyuM hoya, aMkuro phUTatAM caMdananuM vilepana karyuM hoya, pAMdaDe pAMdaDe suMdara kapUra vagerenuM arcana karyuM hoya, te e lasaNano naisargika svabhAva ja e che ke, ATaluM ATaluM thaye chate paNa te ugatAMnI sAthe ja durgadhane phelAve karaze ja-pachI bhale ne enA mATe doDe upAya kAM na ryA heya ! sajjana bhale duHkhI sthitimAM heya, paNa sajjana sajajanatA jALave ja. ane durjana game tevI sArI sthitimAM hoya te paNa e pitAnI durjanatA dAkhave ja. * - te mATe tamane eka suMdara nItikathA saMbhaLAvuM? - mAMDavImAM dhanA dhabIne tyAM eka hRSTapuSTa alamasta gadheDe hatuM. tenI sAme ja gomA govALanA vADAmAM eka durbaLa pAtaLI gAya hatI. reja savAre gAya gadheDAne dhArI-dhArIne jue ane vicAre ke A gadheDe ke bephIkare ane alamasta che ? A AvuM te zuM khAto haze ke roja-ba-roja Ama vadhatuM ja jAya che ! " '. evAmAM jaMgalamAM caravA jatAM gadheDAne ane gAyane dhIme dhIme detI thaI. Ama roja gadheDe ane gAya jaMgalamAM sAthe ja pharavA jAya ane judI judI vAtanAM pitAnI bhASAmAM gappA mAre.

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18 saMgane raMga - eka divasa lAga joI lambakarNa gardabhane gAye hasIne pUchayuM. "he dIrdhadata-bhadanta-gardabharAja ! ApanuM zarIra te ghaNuM ja suMdara che, Apa evI te kaI amUlya cIja khAo che ke jethI ApanuM zarIra A hade paheMcyuM che?" pitAnA zarIranI AvI suMdara prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne gardabharAja te ekadama phUlAyA ane bhaMkaNa karI uttara ApyaH "he ge bahena! tane zuM kahuM ! eka paTelanI evI suMdara vADI che ke jemAM sadA lIlIchama vanaspatio te heya ja. ane judA judA phaLo paNa kadI kadI.. maLI Ave te naphAmAM. Ane huM sAhasa kheDI upabhoga karuM chuM. tamAre paNa je te khAvuM hoya to cAlo mArI sAthe." A vAta sAMbhaLI gAyanuM mana lalacAyuM. paNa gAyane khabara na hatI ke dujananI sobatathI thatA lAbha, te vAstaki rIte lAbha nathI paNa geralAbha ja che. toya lobhathI lobhAIne gAye te vADImAM AvavAnI hA pADI dIdhI.***** gadheDe lAga joIne rAtre potAnI sAthe gAyane laI te vADImAM gaye. vADImAM banne jaNa caravA lAgyA, gadheDe te pitAnA jAtisvabhAva pramANe je maLyuM te cAvavA ja mAMDyo. thoDIvAramAM te phaLaphUla, bhAjIpAlo, je maLyuM te khAIne peTa bharI taiyAra thaI gaye. paNa gAya te pitAnA jAtisvabhAva pramANe komaLa taNAcchAdita bhUmine zodhatI hovAthI ane dhIme dhIme caratI hovAthI haju te te bhUkhI ja hatI. evAmAM gabharAje gAya pAse AvIne dhaDAko karyo; "mAruM peTa bharAI gayuM hovAthI mane bhaMkaNuM karavAnuM mana thayuM che, mATe cAle ! huM te khAvAnI majhA te hamaNAM ja AvI hatI ane evAmAM A ociMte dhaDAko sAMbhaLI gAya camakI ane dInatAthI gAya bolI are! bhalA gabharAja! haju te meM barAbara ghAsa cAkhyuM paNa

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saMgano raMga nathI, tyAM tame cAlavAnI vAta kare che. mATe maherabAnI karI pA kalAka thobha ke jethI huM paNa peTa bharIne khAI lauM." durjanane jAtisvabhAva ja e hoya che ke potAnA paisAnA lAbhanI khAtara bIjAne rUpiyAnuM nukazAna kare, te ja niyama pramANe gadheDAe gAyane vicAra karyA vagara kahI dIdhuM: "huM te bhUMkaNu karavAne ja ! " ema kahI bhUMka bhUMkata pUchaDI UMcI karIne jhADI jhAMkharAvALI jarjarita vADa oLaMgI nAzI gayo. bicArI durbaLa gAyane te A vADImAMthI kaI bAju thaIne nAsI javuM tenuM bhAna ja na hatuM, emAM vaLI rAtri hovAthI mArga paNa na sUjhe, eTale Amatema vADImAMthI nIkaLavAnuM dvAra zodhavA lAgI. evAmAM gardabha karNazleTa zabda sAMbhaLI vADIne rakSaka dhekA laI deDI Avyo, paNa gadheDe te kyArano ya nAsI chUTa hatuM, paNa ThAra zodhatI gAya te tyAM ja hatI, eTale khIjavAIne rakSake dhekA vaDe gAyane khUba dhabakAvI ane vADAmAM bAMdhIne DabAmAM pUrI dIdhI. " : have gAya vicAravA lAgI. meM A zuM karyuM ? eka te A durjananI sobatanA pratApe corI karatAM zIkhI, uparathI mAra paDaye ane mAre mAlika mAraze te maphatanuM! kharekhara! jema mRgatRSNikAmAM jaLa dekhAya che paNa vAstavika rIte te bhrama ja che, tema bhale durjanathI bAhya daSTie lAbha dekhAya, paNa abhyantara daSTie te te kevaLa bhrama ja che! bIje divase gAyanA mAlike gAyane DabAmAMthI choDAvIne khUba mArI ane rakhaDelanI nizAnI tarIke gAyanA gALAmAM lAkaDAne DAMgara bAMge. bIjA divase vanamAM enI sakhIoe pUchayuM "bena! A DemAM zuM che?" tyAre eNe jaNAvyuM

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saMgano raMga kusaMgasaMgadoSeNa, sAdhavo yAnti vikriyAm / ekarAtriprasaGgena, kASTaghaNTAbiDambanA // 1 // kusaMga saMganA doSathI uttama puruSo paNa vipatti rUpa vikriyAne pAme che. eka rAtrinA prasaMgathI mAre kAchaghaMTAnI viDambanA thaI! durjana sAthe goThaDI, paga paga hoya kaleza" A vAkyanuM A kAlpanika-vArtA suMdara bhAna karAve che. gAya gardabhanI maitrI vaDe lAbha meLavavA gaI, paNa lAbha te na maLyo paNa ulaTI badanAma thaI. page page. kalezanI paraMparA vadhI ane durjananI goThaDIthI dujana banI! paNa ghaNA ema paNa kahe che ke-"nAM amane te kAMI durjananI asara thatI nathI" paNa temane pUcho ke svaccha, pavitra ane madhukara evuM paNa jaLa zuM gaTaranA pANImAM maLatAM malina, apavitra ane gaMdhAtuM nathI banatuM? zuM gaMgAnuM pavitra ane miSTa jaLa paNa jaladhimAM bhaLatAM lUNapaNuM nathI pAmatuM ? pAme ja che. tema durjananI sebatathI sadAcArane ane vicArane avazya dhakko lAge ja che. ane kApavAda paNa thAya che, mATe pApabhIru ziSTa janoe durjanane saMga sarvathA tyajI, kalpatarunI jema zItaLa chAyA ApanAra sajjana puruSone saMga kare e ja hitAvaha che.

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capalA che. mAnavIne dharmathI maLatuM sukha joIe che ? paNa dharma kara nathI! . adharmathI maLatuM dukha joituM nathI paNa chuM { adharmane chevo nathI! A rIte jIvana pasAra thAya te duHkha kayAMthI TaLe ane sukha kyAMthI maLe?

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kamaLa kamalinIne kalpanA paNa nahi hoya ke, sUryane asta thatAM saumya gaNAtA candra taraphathI vipattionI jhaDIo ociMtI ja enA para varSa jaze ! dhana-kubera dharmacaMdane paNa kalpanA nahotI ke puNya khalAsa thatAM, saMpattine sUrya ociMte ja asta thaI jaze ane jIvana andhakAramAM pheMkAI jaze. | amAvAsyAnI kALarAtri cAre bAju kAjaLa varSAvI rahI hatI, nirjana vAtAvaraNamAM nitAnta nIravatA chavAelI hatI. tevA samaye havelInA sAme mALe, suMdara rIte zaNagArelA oraDAmAM, rezamI rUthI bharelA galIpacI kare evA gAlIcA para. ozikAnA Teke pitAnI gauravarNa dehane TekavI, dharmacaMda kAMIka vicAra karI rahyA hatA. - zremantane vaLI vicAra Ave kharo ? hA. kone garIbane ? nA. anAtha vidhavAone ? nA. bhUkhyAM bhaDDAone ? nA. samAjane ? nA. te pachI kono vicAra Ave ? emane vicAra te eka ja heya-pitAnI saMpattine himAlayane vRddhi pamADavAna! hajAranA lAkha, lAkhanA koDa, kroDanA abaja ane aMbajanA...pachI nyAya zuM ke anyAya zuM ? dharma zuM ke adharma zuM ? pApa zuM ke puNya zuM ? satya zuM ke asatya zuM ? game te rIte paNa dravyopArjana karo! * jANe vijaLIne camakAro thayo ane dharmacaMda vicAramAMthI jhabakI UThe. AvA kAjaLa dhULyA andhakAramAM paNa prakAza pAthatuM pUrNimA jevuM goLa mukha, kamaLanI vikaselI pAMkhaDIo jevI AMkhe, sarala chatAM tarala kIkIo, vizAla keza-kalApa, mRNAlanA daMDa jevI bhujAo ane zubha vastramAM viMTaLAyelI saubhAgya jharatI dehalatA, AvuM eka yuvatInuM addabhuta lAvaNya joI, dharmacaMda te cakti ja thaI gaye. jIvanamAM kadI nahi jeela ane nahi kapela A dazyanI

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capalA upamA konI sAthe ghaTAvavI e ja eka vikaTa prazna thaI paDaze. eka mRdu hAsya-kiraNa veratI e bALA bolI-"zeTha! gabharAze nahi. huM tamArA ja gharanI rakhevALa- lakSmI chuM. Aje sAta sAta peDhI thaI huM tamAre tyAM dAsInI jema rahI chuM. tame dhanavAna kahevAyA, yazavAna banyA, dezadezamAM paMkAyA, tamArI ujjavaLa kIti cAre dizAMomAM prasarI, zeTha tarIke vikhyAta banyA A badhA pratApa tame mAre mAge tyAM ja tame bhUlyA !" * zeTha hAtha joDI, page paDI, kahevA lAgyA-" are mAtAjI! tame A zuM vaghAM ? A badho tamAro pratApa na mAnuM te kone mAre mAnuM ? A badhuM tamArI ja parama kRpAthI che, ema jANIne te huM ApanI pUjA karuM chuM, ApanI AratI utAruM chuM ane zukravAranA divase te tamArA nAmanI akhaMDa mALA gaNuM chuM, jApa zeTha ! tame bhUlo che. A pratApa bhAre nathI paNa mArA nAnA bhAI-puNyane che. puNyanA pabala pratApe ja mAnavI bhavya bhAgya khAvALo bane che. vizvamAM vijayavaMto nivaDe che; paNa aphasosa ke mAnavI e ja puNyane Thokara mAre che...dhikkAre che. tame paNa e ja bhAge jAo che. koI garIba tamAre AMgaNe Ave tyAre tame ene mALAthI vadhAre che ! koI suMdara kAryanuM phaMDa karavAnuM hoya te tame ene teDI pADavAnI vAta karI che. koI jJAti bhAI madada mATe Ave te krodhathI bhabhUkI uThe che, ane ene dhUtakArI kADhe che. hA. koI nAmanA thatI hoya te tame paisAne dhUmADo karo kharA Ama aneka rIte mArA nAnA bhAInuM apamAna thatuM hoya tyAM mArAthI kema rahevAya ? lo, have huM rajA lauM chuM. have mAtra sAta divasanI huM tamAre tyAM mahemAna chuM. mAruM sthAyI raheThANa tyAM ja che jyAM mAro bhAI puNya rahe che. lo. Avajo !" lakSmI adazya thaI gaI.

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viSayA zeThe jarA kaTAkSa karatAM kahyuM-"have mAre ApanuM kAMI kAma nathI. Apa khuzIthI sidhAve. mAre have vyApAra,ghauM ke nokarI karavI nathI. tamArI khuzAmata karavI nathI. tamArI cAlatAthI te viSNu paNa kaMTALyA ? huM te zuM hisAbamAM ! " hAsyanAM motI veratI, lakSmI kahevA lAgI--" zeTha ! huM capalA kharI paNa mAre bhAI puNya jyAM vase che tyAM huM acalA banI jAuM chuM. tame vizvAsa rAkhe. have tamAre nokarI ke vyApAra kAMI nahi karavuM paDe. mAtra ATaluM kAma karajo. AvatI kAle tamAre tyAM eka bA Avaze, ene mAnapUrvaka jamADavA besADaje. paDozInA gharanI strIne hAthe ene pIrasAvaje. ane adhuM khAI rahe eTale enA baraDAmAM be kAM mArajo, eTale e suvarNapuruSa thaI jaze. pachI e suvarNapuruSanA dhaDa sivAya hAtha-paga kApIne roja vecI nAkhavA. AthI tame gheDA ja divasamAM mahAna dhanika banI jaze." - zeThe kahyuM "A ThIka dhaMdhe batAvyo. bApaDA ! koI bAvAnI keDa teDI nAkhuM eTale pelAnI keDa tUTe ne mane sarakAra saLiyA pAchaLa dhakele. TADhA pANIe khasa kADhavAne mArga bahu sAro che ! mAre ghATa ThIka ghaDAya !" - " mArA para vizvAsa rAkhe. "amegha devIna tema amegha devavacana.' devanuM vacana acala heya. huM mokalanAra chuM te mAnavI nathI paNuM mAyAnuM rUpAntara che. tamane jarA paNa vAMdho nahi Ave." ATaluM kahI lakSmI adazya thaI gaI. | devInA kahyA pramANe bIje divase karavA mAMDayuM. bA AvIne hAjara thaye. zeTha potAnI paDozamAM rahetA hajAmanI strIne pIrasavA laI AvyA. adhuM jamI rahyo eTale be kAM lagAvatAM bA suvarNa puruSamAM pheravAI gayo!

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- capalA : A addabhUta banAva pIrasavA AvelI vALanI strI barAbara joI gaI. eNunA Azcaryano pAra na rahyo. e ghera jai. hajAma AgaLa phariyAda karavA lAgI--" tamArAmAM te kAMI ajja che! Akhe dADa lokonAM mAthAM muMDIne, dADhI cholIne, TapaTapa karIne ane mAthAkUTa karIne mAMDa mAMDa be rUpiyA lAve che. pelA ApaNI bAjuvALA zeThe te eka khAkhI bAvAne jamavA netaryo. be dhekA bhAryA eTale e senAne mANasa thaI gayo. have e theDA ja dahADAmAM paisAdAra thaI javAne. tame paNa evuM kAMka kare te kevuM majhAnuM!" . - "ala mArAmAM nathI ke tArAmAM ema kAMI dheka mAye kAMI canAnAM mANasa thatAM haze ? tuM te gAMDI che gAMDI." eNe kahyuM. - gaLe hAtha mUkatAM e kahevA lAgI -"tamArA sama ! meM najaro.' najara joyuM che. zeThANuM mane jamavAnuM lAvI ApatI ne huM bAvAne pIrasatI hatI eTalAmAM zeThe be dhekA mAryA ne senAne mANasa thai gayo. huM mAnuM chuM ke eNe kAramaMtra bharyo hato." 1 hajAmabhAine ala ghaNuMne ! eTale emane pAnuM caDatAM keTalI vAra ? jarA phUlAIne belo-" hA, have samajAyuM.ne kAramaMtra bolIne dhokA mAryA lAge che. ApaNe paNa tema kare." bIje divase prabhAtanA samayamAM ja kothaLI khIMTIe TAMgI, e bAvAnI zodhamAM nIkaLI paDe. kamanasIbe koI karma kUTelo bA ene maLI gayo. "bAvAjI! mAre tyAM kRpA karI jojana karavA padhAraze?" eNe pUchayuM. kema nahi ! kAma mUkI bhajanane svIkAra karavo joIe." eNe uttara vALyo. ghera lAvI bAvAjIne bhajana karavA besADayA. rasavatI evI banelI ke bAvAjI te nIcuM joIne mAla dAbavA ja maMDayA. UcuM jue to tamArA sama ! ' hameM dhIre rahI, pAchaLa jaI, jora karI, eka cheke enA baraDAmAM lagAvI dIdhe. bIje mAravA gayo tyAM te "e ! bApare !

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capalA , marI gaye!!!" cIsa paDI ane lokonuM moTuM ToLuM bheguM thayuM. A vAtanI khabara paDatAM havAladAra ne jamAdAra hAjara thayA, bAvAne davAkhAnAmAM mokalyo ne hajAmane saLiyA pAchaLa dhakelo. korTamAM jubAnI levAI. eNe kahyuM "zeThe karyuM tema meM karyuM.' A sAMbhaLI lokanI gammatane pAra na rahyo. anukaraNa e maraNa e A hajAmane kayAMthI samajAya? eka mahinA sudhI kesa cA. zikSA thaI. eka varSanI sakhata keknI sajA!

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A te AjJA ke avajJA? ghaNuM mANase potAmAM ati Avata. che ema batAvavA jatAM potAnI anAvahatanuM . pradarzana bharI bese che chatAM Arya te che tyAre thAya che ke jyAre e potAnI . che anAhatanuM pradarzana bharatA hoya tyAre paNa phe manamAM te potAnI kuzaLatAnuM gaurava anu bhavatA hoya che !

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* ktibhAganA mumukSu musAphre potAnA manemandiramAM A vAta mu sadA kAtarI rAkhavI joIe ke, sva-abhinivezathI agara alpabuddhithI bhagavata mahAvIradevanI suMdara AnAnA viparIta artha' ta na ja thavuM joie. jo temanI AjJAne ma` tamArAthI na samajAya to gItAnuM zaraNu svIkAro agara mauna sattAdhanam e sUtra svIkArA; paNa matikalpanA pramANe teA kAi kALe viparIta AcaraNa na ja karavu. " ALApa dhamo " e vAkaya satya che. pazu ene artha jo kharAbara dhyAnamAM na Ave te jema A vArtAnA nAyaka valabhA AjJAne zirAvadha gaNanAra chatAM AjJAnuM tAtparya barAbara na sama* javAcI upahAsyane pAtra banyA, tema prabhu mahAvIranI AjJAnuM aiduMmA~ nahi samajanAra mAnava pazu upahAsyane pAtra ane ane ArA kSakane adhye virAdhaka bane. A siddhAntane samajAvavA ApaNA lokasAhityamAM eka ramUjabharyuM suMdara dRSTAnta che. bhANapuramAM rahetA pelA valabA paNa. cA nAma tathA guNAHvALA vAkayane satya pADe tevA ja hatA. AvA valabhA dareka gAmamAM zodha karatAM eka-be maLI Ave che, paNa teone oLakhavAnAM khAsa cihnane dhyAnamAM rAkhavA joie. bheMsanA bhAI jevu. ke. paDadhama jevu mAthu, moTI moTI koDA jevI AMkho, bhuMDa jevuM nAka, cAmA jevuM peTa ane alamasta zarIra e ApaNuAvalabhAnA zarIranI khAsa khAsIyata hatI. bhAisAhebe potAnA phaLadrupa ajaba bhejAvaDe tA. gAmamAM prakhyAti meLavI hatI ! potAnI buddhi sAthe khAramA candramAnA ghaNA sAro meLa hato ! udhADA eTalA ane kratA roTalAnI mAMgaNI karI, nasImamAM e lakhAvI lAvyeA hatA.

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A te AjJA ke avA? te ja gAmamAM dhIrubhAI paTelane khetaranA kAmakAja mATe eka nekaranI jarUra che-A vAta gAmamAM phelAtAM A valabhAne vicAra Avyo " dhIrubhAIne nekaranI jarUra che ane bhAre nekarInI jarUra che, mATe cAla. tapAsa karI jouM !" valabhe vicArane amalamAM mUkavA turata dhIrubhAInA ghara tarapha cAlyo. bAraNuM AgaLa UbhA rahIne valabhAe hAka mArI "dhIrubhAI paTela gharamAM che ke ? " bAraNuM AgaLa AvatAM paTele uttara Apyo-"kema bhAI valabhA! ghaNe dahADe AvavuM thayuM ? " sAMbhaLyuM che ke, tamAre nokaranI jarUra che ane mAre karI rahevuM che, te rAkhazo ke?" valabhAe bhoLAbhAve badhuM kahI nAkhyuM. " . paTela jANatA hatA ke valabhe aklane ethamIra che, maMgAvazuM maracAM te lAvaze kothamIra; paNa paTelane nekaranI turata jarUra hatI eTale vicAryuM ke, roTalAnA TUkaDAthI kAMI valabhI jAya tevo na hate. ' dhIrUbhAIe kahyuM "je valabhA ! pagAramAM paDela reTa ane uparathI mahine traNa rUpiyA ApIza. paNa yAda rAkhavAnuM ke"huM karuM tema karavuM ane huM kahuM tema kahevuM." alanA duzmana valabhAe A zabdonI gAMTha vALI, ane kahyuM; "paTela! tame karaze tema karIza ane kaheze tema kahIza." bIje divase paTela mAthA upara bIjanuM piTakuM laI, valabhAne mAthe ThaMDA pANIne ghaDe upaDAvI khetara bhaNuM cAlyA. be mAIla dUra gayA pachI paTelane thAka lAgatAM bIjanuM piTakuM jamIna upara pheMkI, jhADa nIce thAka khAvA beThA. A banAva joI valabhAe vicAryuM ke, - paTela kare tema karavuM !" eTale mAthA uparane pANIthI bharelo ghaDo

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te AzA ke AvA ' piTakAnI jema jAmIna para pheMkI e paNa khaDa nIce thAka khAvA besI ga. ghaDe phUTI jatAM paTela khIjAIne barADI uThyA " mUkha ! A zuM karyuM ?" A vAkya sAMbhaLIne valabhAne bIjuM vAkya yAda AvyuM "paTela kahe tema kahevuM" eTale javAbamAM valabhAe paNa temaja kahyuM " mUrkha ! A zuM karyuM ?" AthI khIjAine paTele mAravo : mATe eka heDuM upADayuM. eTale valabhAe paNa sAmuM heThuM upADayuM. nokarane potAnI ja sAme DheDuM bhArate jaI paTelanuM magaja gayuM ane upADIne eka tamAco valabhAne coDI dIdhe . valabhAe paNa jamA Avela tamAce udhAra rAkhyA vagara paTelane eka tamAce evo ceDe ke paTelanA heza-kosa UDI gayA ! A tamAcAnA mArathI gabharAine paTela eka jhADa upara caDhI gayA, valabhe paNa te paTelanI pAchaLa vAMdarAnI jema phalAMga mArI jhADa upara caDI gaye. paTela AthI vadhu gabharAyA ! paTelane lAgyuM ke valo gAMThe banI gayuM che. AthI paTela . te jhADa uparathI kudako mAsa muThThIo vALI ghara bhaNI deyA. AthI buddhine rAjA valabhe paNu paTelanI pAchaLa jhADa uparathI kUdako mArI muThThIo vALI daDavA lAge, AgaLa paTela ane pAchaLa valabha, jAya bajAre doDyA. A ramUja banAvathI loko te AbhA ja banI gayA ! eTalAmAM paTelanuM ghara AvyuM. prajatA paTela gharanA khUNAmAM bharAI gayA, valabhAe paNa temaja karyuM te paTelanI sAmenA ja khUNe saMtAIne besI gaye. paTela bhayanA mAryA ghUrakI-ghUrakIne valabhAnI sAme jue, ane valabho ajJAnatAne lIdhe dhArI-dhArIne paTelanI sAme jue! DI vAramAM te gAmamAM khabara paDatAM mANasAnAM ToLAthI paTelanuM vera ubharAI gayuM. leko valane pUchI lI; go ! A zuM nATaka mAMDayuM !"

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A te AjJA ke avarA ? pitAnA phaladrupa bhejAmAMthI jANe buddhine phaNage ja na phUTatA hoya ema valabhAe uttara ApyoH -mAre ane paTelane karAra thayela che ke-paTela kare tema karavuM ane paTela kahe tema kahevuM' AmAM tamAre vacamAM paDavAnI jarUra nathI! A vAta sAMbhaLIne valabhAnA phaLadrupa bhejAnI prazaMsA karatA loke vikharAvA lAgyA. vAha re vaphAdAra nokarI ane vAha re buddhino camatkAra! Ane AjJA kahevAya ke avajJA ? A uparathI kathAne upanaya vAMcake vivekapUrvaka vicAravA jevo che. kare tema karavuM ane kahe tema kahevuM ' ATalI AzAnA rahasyane nahi samajatAM jema kathAnA nAyake AjJAnA bahAne avajJA karI mahAanartha utpanna karyo, tema ApaNe AjJAnA rahasyane samajyA vinA, mAtra zabdone ja vaLagIneM zAsana ane samAjamAM utpAta te nathI macAvatA ne! ane e rIte ApaNe amuka prasaMge AjJAne badale avajJA te nathI karatA ne! : ::: A

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buddhihIna nAyaka { netAnI pasaMdagImAM mANase ati sAvahuM dhAna rahevuM joIe. jene netA buddhihIna, zakiahIna ane cAritrahIna te prajA paNa, $ nibaLa ane asaMyamI ja thAya ne?

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veSa nAmanA gAmamAM rahetA sarvapazu nAmanA tApasanA A parAkrame koNe nathI sAMbhaLyAM? ane sAMbhaLyA pachI e ka gaMbhIra mAnava haze ke je enA parAkramo para na ha. hoya ? huM mAnuM chuM ke tame enA parAkrama nathI sAMbhaLyAM, eTale ja tame gaMbhIra jaNuo che. le tyAre tamane enuM eka kathAkaSamAMnuM parAkrama varNavI batAvuM. sarvapazu tApasane eka suMdara bagIce che. aneka phaLothI suzebhita ghaTAdAra vRkSo, pulakti puSpothI lacI paDatI velaDIo ane nayanane cira zAnti arpatI navapallavita kaMpaLIoA manahara bagIcAnI zobhAmAM abhivRddhi kare che! hamaNuM ja paDuM paDuM thatI phadaphatI. phAMdavALo sarvapazuM A bagIcAnuM rakSaNa sAvadhAnapaNe kare che. jIvathI paNuM vahAlI evI A vADInuM jatana karatAM, eka prabhAte vADInA kayArAomAM keTalAka gAyanA pagalAM, ene dhULamAM dekhAya che. pagalAM jotAM ja kupita thaelo sarvapazu vicArataraMgamAM taNAya che -A gAya nI haze? kayAre AvatI haze? kyAMthI AvatI haze ? bagIcAmAM pesavAnuM bAraNuM te sadA baMdha ja rahe che, chatAM A aMdara kevI rIte AvI haze ? game tema che ( 5NuM A gAyanI khabara levI paDaze-hADakAM kharAM karavAM paDaze ! " koka ja e virala bha0 mahAvIra je saMta haze ke je potAnuM bUruM karanArane paNa amIbharI daSTithI nihALate haze ! jagatamAM kahevAtA pAmara saMte te najIvI bAbatathI paNa kodhinA mahAsAgaramAM DUbI jAya che-maraNane zaraNa thAya che! bIje divase kAjaLa ghaLI rAtrimAM, hAthamAM eka lAkaDI laI, sAvadhAnapaNe bagIcAnA eka khUNAmAM beThela tApasanI kaDA jevI AMkhe aMdhakAramAMya vijaLInI jema camake che.

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vikIparAke mAjhama rAte AkAzamAMthI eka gAya utarIne, dhIragaMbhIra gatie, bagIcAmAM caravA lAge che A dazya joI, cakti bane tApasa ekadama deDIne gAyanuM pUchaDuM jorathI pakaDI le che, pUchaDuM paDatAM ja gAya gaganamArga pakSInI jema UvA mAMDe che. gAyanA pUchaDA para laTakate tApasa, upara gAyanI lAtathI gabharAya che, ane nIce pRthvInA UMDANane joi AMkha mIce che. na rahyo AkAzane ke na rahyo pAtALa ? jANe trizaMku ! thoDI ja vAramAM gAya koI eka svargIya upavanamAM jaI zaMbhe che. gAyanuM pUchaDuM choDI cAre tarapha daSTi pheravI, tyAre ja ene jaNAya che ke, bhavya mahelAtothI suzobhita A to svargane ja. eka vibhAga che. ahi mahAmUlA ratnathI jaDelA pagathiyAvALI vAvaDI pitAnA nirmaLa jaLarUpa svaccha dAMtamAMthI hAsya kiraNanA rUperI TukaDA pAtharI rahI che. A vAvaDImAM vikasatI kamalinI, sUryanA purogAmI acchanA rakatavaNuM mukhaDAne nirakhavA vAraMvAra UMcI nIcI thai rahI che. sUrya paNa pitAnI virahiNI kamalinIonA madhura smitanuM pAna karavA aruNanI pAchaLa dhasamasatA bhArate dheDe AvI rahyo che. A anirvacanIya dazyamAM magna banelA tApasanA kAnamAM navIna zabdone paDa paDe che - : tApasa! Ama mugdha kema banI gayuM che? je huM kAmadhenuM chuM, mArA ja A UMcAM maMdidha che. tArA nayanane cakita banAvI detI A ratnajaDita pagathiyAMvALI vAvaDI paNa mArI ja che, ane A phala, phUla ne velaDIothI viMTaLAela. ghanaghora ghaTAdAra tarArethI zobhatuM upavana paNa mAruM che. chatAM mArA jAti svabhAva pramANe mAruM A suMdara upavana mUkIne pArakA bagIcAmAM corIthI caravA jAuM chuM. jema kapUranuM khAtara nAkhe,

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* buddhihIna lAyaka sorabhavALA jaLanuM siMcana kare, ane pAnaDe pAnaDe kasturI ane caMdananuM vilepana karo teya DuMgaLIne jAtisvabhAva-durgadha jatI nathI, tema mAro paNa pArakA khetaramAM corIthI moTuM nAMkhI AvavAne jAtisvabhAva jato nathI !" tApasa vacce ja bele che-"tAre jema pArakA bagIcAmAM meM nAMkhavAno svabhAve che tema mAre koIpaNa corIthI khAI janAranAM hADakAM khAkharAM karavAne svabhAva che, tenuM zuM ?" kAmadhenu namra rIte vade che-prazna ThIka che. paNa uttara rasika che. je, tuM mAre tyAMthI siMha kezarIA lADavA khAI jaje ane huM tArA bagIcAmAM mArI IcchA pramANe carI jaIza. A vinimaya ThIka paDaze." ema kahI kAmadhenu siMha kezarIA enI AgaLa dhare che. lADavA khAI khuza banela sarvapazu A vAta maMjUra rAkhe che. tApasa te dvisa svargamAM vyatIta karI bIjI rAtrie kAmadhenunuM pUchaDuM pakaDI pRthvIpaTa para AvI, maTha bhegA thAya che! rasanA IndrithanA svAdathI uddabhava thate Ananda kSaNika che, paNa enuM pariNAma dIdhuM hAnikAraka che. talavAra karatAM rasanA Ini mAnavonA ghaNA bhAga lIdhA che. anya indriya karatAM. svAda IndriyanuM baMDa ati bhayaMkara che. rasanA para vijaya meLavanAra ja bIjI Indriyo para vijaya meLavI zake che--A vAta A pAmara sarvapazu tApasane kyAMthI samajAya ? ane tethI ja tApasa ane kAmadhenune, lADavAnA bhojana mATe gamana-Agamanano rivAja rAjane thaI paDe che. eka divasa tApasane eka vicAra uddabhave che--"siMha kezarIA kevA majhAnA che! zuM enI lahejata ! AvA apUrva modaka huM ekalo khAuM ane ziSya vaMcita rahI jAya, e kema bane ?"lADavA celAo khAze te mArA guNa gAze ane kaheze ke vAha re gurujI!" - brIja divase, A praznano ukela lAvavA mATe, gAyanI AgaLa

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ajliIna nAyaka A praznanI rajuAta kare che. ane kahe che ke " jo tamArI AjJA hAya tA.mArA paviArane ApanA lADavAnA mahemAna banAvu." 1 kAmadhenU, tApasanuM apamAna na karavA mATe ane joDelI maitrau nibhAvavA mATe, hA pADe che. kharekhara, uttama AtmAonA hRdyasAmara dAkSiNyAdi guNaratnAthI Ubhasato hoya che ! kAmadhenUnI 'hA,' sAMbhaLatAM ja tApasanu` phaLadrUpa bhejuM gagananagara bhaNI javAnI yukti zodhI kADhe che. rAtre badhA celAone bhegA karI e jaNAve che--"jIe, tamAre Aje rAtre kAmadhenunA mahemAna banavAnuM che. bhAjanamAM devatAI sahakezarI lADavA pIrasAze, mATe taiyAra thai jAo.' ziSyAne gurunI A kaDhaMgI vAta magajamAM na utaratAM, eka sAhajika prazna ziSyAthI pUchAI jAya che--ApaNe AkAzamAM kevI rIte jaizu, pAMkhA te nathI jethI UDI zakIe ?" paNa tyAM tA tapelA tApasa ga uThe che--"tamAre te vAtanI ciMtA karavAnI na hoya, guru huM chuM-nahi ke tame! tamAre te mArI AjJA ja zirAvandha karavAnta hoya. guru AjJAmAM tane sthAna nathI. jue, A kAmadhenU AvI rahI che. huM enuM pUchaDuM pakaDIne laTakIza. tame mArA paga majabUta rIte pakaDIne, mArA page laTako. tamArA ziSyA tamArA page laTakaze--ema sAMkaLanI jema hAramALAmAM gaDhavAI jazuM. pachI gAya AkAzamAM UDaze eTale ApaNe pa enA pUchaMkAnA AdhAre gagananagaramAM paheoMcI jaizu ane siMhaza rIAnA AsvAda karIzuM samajyA te ? " ATaluM kheAlatAM tA tApasanA mAMmAM pANI chUTavA lAge che. AkAzanI gulAbI havAmAM musApharI cAlu thAya che ! magananeA madhurA pravAsa jarA lAMbe samaya mAMge che. mAleenu aMtara kAmadhenu

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buddhihIna nAyaka A ToLAne laIne dhImI gatie kApI rahI che. ardho paMtha kapAI gayo hoya che, guru ne ziSyanA manamAM kaMIka avarNanIya gaganagAmI kalpanAo sAgaranA taraMganI jema udbhavI rahI che. evAmAM eka ziSya tApasane prazna pUche che-. "gurujI! siMha kezarIA lADavA kevaDA moTA che?" buddhizALI (2) guru potAnI kuzAgrabuddhinuM () pradarzana karatAM, be hAtha pahoLA karI kahe che "AvaDA moTA-" ' AvaDA moTA " A vAkya pUrNa thatuM nathI, te pahelAM ja ziSyonAM ToLA sahita kamanasIba sarvapazuM eka jabarajasta zilA para AvI pachaDAya che. rAtrinA zAnta vAtAvaraNamAM A manda buddhivALe tApasa ane lebhI ziSe karNanA paDadAne bhedI nAkhatI cIsa pADI pADIne taraphaDiyA mArI rahela che. emanA aMge aMgamAMthI phUTI nIkaLelI zeNita-saritA, karuNa rUdana karatI vahI rahI che. prabhAtamAM muDadAothI ubharAtI A bhayaMkara zilAnuM karuNa daSya joI eka kavinA mukhamAMthI A zabdo sarI paDe che. A sarve'pi lobhino yatra mndbuddhijnaashritaaH| tatra naivAnugairbhAvyaM tAM zrutvA modakI kathAM // buddhi vagaranA nAyakanI nizrAe jyAM lobhI mANaso vasatA heya tyAM, A lADavAnI vArtA sAMbhaLIne, tenuM anukaraNa karavuM nahi

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eka AnI ApaNA hAthe ja kALAM kAmo thatAM hoya te samajavuM ke ApaNe astAcaLa tarapha dhasIe chIe, ane ApaNA hAthe ? ujvaLa kAryo thatAM hoya te samajavuM ke huM ApaNe udayAcaLa para caDhIe chIe. | E UM.

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e divase ame cAlI-cAlIne thAkI gayA hatA. thAka khUba 'lA hato. relanA pATAnI bAjumAM cAlyA jatAM sAMja paDI gaI hatI. gAma haju dekhAtuM na hatuM, eTalAmAM eka sTezana dekhAyuM. tyAMnA sTezanamAstara ghaNuM ja bhalA ane jijJAsu hatA. emanI sAthe amAre jarAka vAtacita thaI eTale emaNe ja kahyuM: " tyAre AjanI rAta Apa ahIM ja mukAma karene, bahu AnaMda Avaze. huM paNa ahIM eklo ja chuM. mArI balI ahi hamaNAM ja thaI che. A jagatamAM mArA jevA ekalAne mATe Apane samAgama e te bhAgyodyanuM pratika gaNuya." ame thAkyA hatA. emanI saddabhAvanA hatI eTale emanI vinaMtine svIkAra ame karI lIdhuM. gADI AvavAnI taiyArI hatI eTale huM paNa tyAMnI hIlacAla jete rUmamAM beThe hate. dharatIne dhaNadhaNAvatI gADI goThaja sTezananA pleTaphormamAM AvIne UbhI rahI. e divasa unALAne hatA. sAMja namI gaI hatI. divasanA tApathI tapelI dharatI haju dhakhatI hatI, unI unI varALa haju - mAMthI nIkaLatI hatI. aMdhAruM dhIme dhIme jAmatuM hatuM. pravAsIonA zarIramAMthI parasevo jharate hate. bakarAnI jema pUrAyelA pravAsIo kIDAnI jema TaLavaLI rahyA hatA. keTalAka te tarasanA mAryA "pANI.. pANI " pikArI rahyA hatA. | gADIne Ave eka paLa paNa pUrI na thaI te pahelAM te pANInI rahela nAkhatAM traNa-cAra pheriyA deDA-deDa karavA lAgyA. emAM eka chokaro paNa hatuM, e atyAra sudhI mArI bAjumAM ja beTho be vAta karI rahyo hate. e bAjunA gAmaDAmAMthI pANInI Dela bharIne AvyA hatA ane pitAnI daridrakathA mane saMbhaLAvI rahyo hate;

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eka AnI paNa jyAM gADI AvI ke e vAta adhUrI mUkIne DAla laine doDayA, ane badhAnI bhege e paNa Tahela nAMkhavA lAgyA : lA ThaMDA wen....' "" pravAsIonAM moM para AzAbhera najara nAkhatA e A cheDAthI pelA cheDA sudhI doDAdoDa karI rahyo hato. sau potAnuM pANI jaldI vecI paisA meLavavAnI harIphAimAM UtaryAM hatA. Aje mANase paNu peAtAnuM pANI vecIne paisA ja meLavI rahyA che te ! e-traNa ThekANe pravAsIone ThaMDuM pANI pAi eNe be-traNa paisA meLavyA, ane e traNa paisAthI teA enA mAM para AnaMdanI surakhI AvI hatI, paNu enA AnanA kaTArAne chalakAvavA mATe ene hajI eka paisAnI jarUra hatI-mAtra eka ja paisAnI. eka paisA maLI jAya teA ete eka AnI pUrI thAya ! ane enI eka AnI eTale tamArA seA rUpiyA karatAM paNa kaMika adhika ! vastunI kiMmata to yanI bhAvanA para ja che ne! gADI upaDavAnI taiyArImAM hatI tyAM eka sajjananI hAka saMbhaLANI aya pANIvALA ! ' 66 sapheda vastra, eLelA vALa ane rImalesa cazmAthI zobhatI e AkRtivALA sajjana tarapha e pheriyA habhera doDI gayA, ane pravAsInA plAsTIkanA glAsamAM bhAvanAnA pravAha sAthe pANI reDavA lAgyA. pravAsIe eka glAsa pANI pIdhu' ane eka glAsa bharI bhaviSya mATe rAkhI lIdhu. gADI upaDavAnA samaye chekarAnA hAthamAM eka AnI mUkatAM eNe kahyuM : - alyA ! le, A eka AvI, e paisA pAchA Apa; badhA teA eka paisA ja Ape che paNa huM tA tane be paisA Apu` che! ' AchA ajavALAmAM, sAbhAra eNe eka AnI lIdhI ane me paisA pAchA ApyA. enuM nAnuM haiyuM A kaoNlaeNjIana pravAsInI dAratAthI nAcI uThayuM ane enAM mRtanutAnI dRSTithI gADI nayane

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eka AnI upaDI tyAM sudhI e pravAsIne joI rahyAM. gADI gayA pachI e nAcatA-kudato sTezana para Tama Tama baLatA dIvA pAse Avyo ane AnandabharyA nayane maLelA paisAne nirakhavA lAgyA. AnandathI ghelo banelo e pelI AnIne cuMbana karavA jato hato paNa AnI nayana-najIka AvatAM thaMbhI gayo. khaMjaranA ghA jevo eNe AMcake khAdhe, eno Ananda ogaLI gayo. meM parathI lohI UDI javA lAgyuM, be paLa pUtaLAnI jema avApha banI e AnI sAme joI ja rahyo. enA mene bhAva aNadhAryo balAyelo joI meM pUchayuM kema bhAI ! zuM vicAramAM ?" pitAnI phATelI TopI mAthA para sarakhI goThavatAM eNe kahyuM "mahArAja ! zuM kahuM Apane A insTITAITa dhoLAM lUgaDAMvALAonI viAta ? mAruM pANI maphatamAM pI. gayA e te ThIka, paNa sAthosAtha eka paIsAmAM paNa na khape evI sAva kheTI eka AnI ApI gaye ane be paisA lete gaye." enA dardabharelA A zabdo mArA hRdayamAM bhAlAnI jema bheMkAI gayA ! gaThajathI eka mAIla dUra enA gAme ene javAnuM hatuM eTale e potAnA gAma bhaNI nirAza DagalAM bharavA lAge. " e rIte meM ane sTezanamAstare Aja vAta para kalAka sudhI vicAraNA karI. mAnavInuM naiitikadaSTie keTaluM patana thayuM che ! mANasa cokhkhAI rAMkhe, sAro dekhAvavA prayatna kare, bahAranI TApa-dIpa kare; bhaNataramuM abhimAna kare; paNa zuM bhaNatarane A ja artha ke e abhaNe ne yuktipUrvaka chetaryA kare! hAya re! jIvanane sudhAravA mATe je jJAna meLavyuM te ja jJAna che. Aje jIvanane bagADatuM hoya te have konI AgaLa ruddha karavuM?

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vijayanA DA khIlatI uSA jevI 2 gIlI Iti Ave ke amAvAsyAnI rAtri jevA kAjaLa vainye apayaza maLe; amaratAne DhAla maLe ke bhayaMkara mRtyune bheTA thAe; bhaMDAra lakSmIthI chalakAi jAo ke lakSmIthI bharelA bhaMDAra khAlI thA; paNa nirNIta karelA satyapathathI eka DagaluM paNa khasavuM e pApa che ?-A siddhAnta anantanA pravAsIone che.

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dharA phATaze, Abha tUTaze, gagananA tArAone vasuMdharA para Dhagalo thaze, candramAMthI aMgArA kharaze, paththara para kamaLa Ugaze,, vizvane raMga palakamAM megha dhanuSyanI jema palaTAI jaze, sAgare bhAja mUkaze. teya mArA upADelA kAryane te koI rokI zakaze nahi. AvI dhiryatA ane vAstavika bhAvanAnI nakkaratAthI upADeluM virATa ane du:sAdhya kArya paNa sAdhaka mATe nAnuM ane susAdhya banI jAya che! A virATa kArya mArAthI thaze ke nahi?--Ama kevaLa vicArU mAM ja jIvana vyatIta karanAra pAmara mAnava, koI kALe kAryasiddhi karI zakato nathI! himmata ane utsAhana pUrathI Age kadama bharanAra mAnava ja vizvamAM vijayanI patAkA pharakAve che ! . kevaLa tagadIra para bharese rAkhI tabijane jatI karavI, e te mANasAInuM devALuM ane azaktinuM prakzana che! kAryanI dhagaza ane jhINavaTapUrvakanI sAdhanA, sAdhakane pUrNapaNAne kema pamADe che tenA para tamane eka prAcIna draSTAnta ApuM- ujANIne divasa che. mAnava sAgara upavana bhaNI ubharAI rahyo che. AnanuM vAtAvaraNa mUrta svarUpamAM dazyamAna thAya che. naTagaNunI kaLA Aje pUra bahAramAM khIlI che. eka catura naTa potAnI kAMdha para gAyane upADI kaLA kauzalyavaDe janatAnA haiyAne DolAvI rahyo che. lokonA mukhamAMthI eka ja avAja nIkaLe che. "zuM enuM baLa! zuM enI nipuNatA !" upavananA eka UMcA maMca para beThelA rAjA ne rANI A dazya joI prasanna bane che. rAjA rANIne kahe che " AnuM kevuM apUrva baLa ! gAya jevI gAyane paNa kAMdha para upADe che. ajaba che, AnuM baLa !"

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vijayane Dake te smita karI rANI kahe che: "rAjana ! Apane AmAM Azcarya zuM thAya che ? prayatna karatAM dareka kArya siddha thAya che. sAthe te vadhe. gAya to zuM paNa vajanadAra evI bheMsa paNa kAMdha para upADI zakAya che ?" kahevuM saheluM che, karavuM muzkela che. bolo cho tema karI te batAvo ke jethI khabara paDe ke kAma Ama thAya che." rAjA gaMbhIra banI AkSepa kare che. A samaya carcAne ayogya jANI, carcA paDatI mUkI, rANuM niradhAra kare che, ke A vAtane sacoTa purA avasare rAjAne Ape. kharekhara, nizcita hRdayanA mAne, bhujAvaDe sAgara tarI zake che, pagavaDe araNya oLaMgI zake che, bhayaMkara gaNutA siMhane vaza karI zake che, durdhara indriyane jaya karI zake che, duHsAdhya vidhAne meLavI zake che, manane niyaMtrita karI zake che, dhArelI dhAraNa saphaLa karI zake che, ane amogha muktine prApta karI zake che ! pote bolelAM vacanane kevI rIte pAra pADavuM, enI cintAmAM beThelI rANIne khabara maLyA ke, gauzALAmAM ene vahAlI gaNAtI bheMsane pADI avatarI che. A samAcAra maLatAM ja ene eka suMdara vicAra sUjhI Avya-gauzALA mahelanI nIce ja che. mAtra trIsa pagathiMyAnuM cheTuM che, ekAta che, cAla, AvatI kAlathI pADIne prayoga karIe * . bIje divase rANI vahelI uThe che, kachoTe mAre che. gAya dohe che. pIvAya teTaluM dUdha pI le che. bAkInuM pADIne pIvA de che. pachI pADIne pitAnI kAMdha para upADI traNa cAra vAra dAdara caDa utara kare che. ane pADIne gauzALAmAM mUkI de che. Ama roja kasarata vadhe che, snAyu (masaLa) goLa bane che. zakti sUre che. thoDA ja divasamAM komaLAMgInuM zarIra eka pilavAnanA rUpamAM pariName che. samayanAM

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vijayane ke vANuM vAhatAM pADI bheMsa bane che. rANue joyuM ke have A bheMsa upADavA eka pahelavAna paNa asamartha che. sadhyAnA raMgathI raMgIluM baneluM yugala paraspara vArtAnA jhapATA lagAvI rahyuM che. rANuM namra vadane kahI rahI che, "rAjana ! ApaNuM je ujANInA divase carcA thaI hatI ke "prayatna e mANasane pUrNa banAve che. tene huM pratyakSa pramANuThArA batAvavA utsuka chuM -je ApanI AjJA hoya te." rANI bIje divase, rAjAnI samakSa, gAmanA pahelavAna, baLavAna ane kaLavAna mANasone bhegA kare che ane bheMsane temanI samakSa raja karI uddaghoSaNa kare che, "A bheMsane eka ja mANasa potAnI kAMdha para upADI A dAdara para traNa vAra caDa utara karaze, tene eka hajAra rUpiyAnuM inAma ApavAmAM Avaze." A akhatarAmAM kaLavAna zuM ke baLavAna zuM, pahelavAna zuM ke buddhimAna zuM; badhA aphaLa jAya che, badhAnA meM para nirAzAnI chAyA chavAI jAya che. A kutuhala joI rAjA kahe che. " zuM A kArya zakya che ? eka gAya upADavI paNa mAnava mATe kaThina che, te pachI vajanadAra evI A bheMsa te kema ja upADI zakAya ?" rANI vade che " je ApanI AjJA heya, te A ApanI dAsI upADavA taiyAra che." vismaya ane AzaMkAnI daSTithI rANIne jeta, rAja AjJA Ape che. rANI ekadama kachoTe bhArI, bheMsa pAse Ave che, enI pITha para hAtha pheravI, jarA namI pitAnI kAMdha para rAbetA mujaba bheMsane upADI, dhamadhama karatI dAdaranA pagathiyAM caDavA lAge che. jotajotAmAM traNa vAra caDha utara karI, bheMsane enA sthAne mUke che! ,

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vijayane ke A gajabanAka baLa ane apUrva sAhasathI cakita banelA lokonA mukhamAMthI gaganabhedI avAja nIkaLe che-"vAha! kamAla karI ! kayAM rANunI komaLa kAyA ane jyAM A bhayaMkara vajanadAra bheMsa!" A avasare rANu janatAne uddezIne dhIra, gaMbhIra vANIthI prayatna dvArA mAnava pUrNa banI zake che. A vAta tamane samajAvavA mATe mAre A sAhasa karavuM paDayuM che. mATe AjathI sUtA ho to jAgRta bane. jAgRta hA te UbhA thAo. UbhA ho te sTAra bane. nirbaLa he to sabaLa bane. adhama he te dhamI bane. edI che te saceta bane, jagatamAM phateha meLavavI hoya te tamArI suSupta gupta zaktione pragaTAvo ! mArAthI A virATa kArya nahi bane evI nirmAlya vAta mukhathI uccAraze nahi. dhIra bane! vIra bane ! himmata rAkhe ! AtmAmAM ananta zaktio che. e zakitao vaDe tame tamArA AtmAnuM gADha andhakAra bhedI zako cho. e zaktio vaDe kevalya jyota pragaTAvI zako cho. e zakitaovaDe muktamahAlamAM AjhAda banI besI zako cho. mATe jAge ! ane tamArI gUDha zaktione pragaTAvI, vizvamAM vijayane DaMko vagaDA !!! eka aMgreja kavi paNa A vAtanI sAkSI pUratAM jaNAve che kePractice makes a man perfect.

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zuM zItaLadAsa? $ taratAM zIkhIne ja tAravA jajo, nahitara tameya DUbaze ane sAmAne paNa $ bAze, tema potAnI jAtane sudhArIne ja bIjAne sudhAravA jaje, nahitara tame ya bagaDaze ane bIjAne ya bagADaze.

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pApa jyAre pitAnA kUracakane eka vikarALa aTe pherave che, tyAre mAnavanA haiyAmAM dha pedA thAya che, ane mAnavanI mAnavatA krodhanA bheMkAra vAvAjheDAmAM zIrNa-vizINuM banI jAya che ! ' jema eka bhayaMkara jhaMjhAvAtathI ramaNIya ane cittAkarSaka upavana badasta thaI jAya che, jema eka virATa dharatIkaMpathI manahara ane khUbabasUrata mahelAtothI zobhatI nagarI bihAmaNu khaMDeramAM palaTAi jAya che, tema krodha dAvAnaLathI hajAro balake kroDa varSanI tapasyAo eka kSaNa mAtramAM baLIne khAkha thaI jAya che. ' krodha surUpa caherAne kurUpa banAve che. krodha dIrdhakALanI prItine palavAramAM nAza kare che, krodha AzrayasthAnane te bALIne bhasmIbhUta kare che paNa sAthe rahetA anyane paNa prAyaH saLagAvI de che; tethI ja te jJAnIo krodhane AganI upamA Ape che ! ' jyAM sudhI krodha samULa nAza na pAme tyAM sudhI mAnavane mukti durlabha te zuM paNa azakya che, paNa keTalAka ajJAnI AtmAo krodhanA kaDavA pariNAmane jANyA vagara mAnapAna meLavavA mATe bAhya samatA-zItaLatAne dhAraNa kare che, ane aMtaramAM kodhathI dhamadhamatA hoya che; paNa avasare krodha pitAnI zayatAnIyata pragaTa karyA vinA rahetuM ja nathI. zItaLadAsa nAmane eka saMta, vasaMtapuranA suramya upavanamAM dhUNI dhakhAvI jIvana vyatIta karate hate. enI kIrti cAre dizAmAM vAyunI jema prasarelI hatI. enI alaukika samatAnI vAta janamukhamAM vArevAre prazaMsA pAmatI. lokonI dhAraNa eka ja hatI ke zItaLadAsa je jitakrodha sAdhu eka paNuM nathI. A lokavAyakA samyagudaSTi zAtubhAinA gaLe na utarI. e paNa sArI rIte samajatA hatA ke jitendriya sAdhu-saMta vinA anya

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zuM zItaLadAsa? bAvAo mATe A apUrva siddhi zakya nathI ane emAM vaLI dhUNI dhakhAvI calama phUMkatA bAvAo mATe to nahi ja. satyanI gaSaNuM karavA mATe zAMtubhAIe eka divasa sAMje zItaLadAsanI jhUMpaDI pAse jaI kahyuM. "zItaLI ! je jAna hai?" dhuNImAM agni na hovAthI hasate moMe zItaLadAse kahyuM. * hilI ja rahI chuM" ThAvakuM meM rAkhIne pharI eNe kahyuM.. "mahevAnI ja ho to thoDI nipa" bAvAe jarA kaDaka thaI kahyuM: mA! kahate haiM nahIM, nira ka ja ?' zAbhAI samajI gayA ke have zItaLadAsa, uSNadAsa thavAnI taiyArImAM che eTale jarA prasannamukhe belyA. "nI! tha da rItanI re !" '. AIbara ane daMbhathI chupAve krodha lAMbA kALa sudhI Takate nathI. banAvaTa te aMte banAvaTa ja che. daMbhanA vartAlanI maryAdA jyAre parisamApta thAya che tyAre te potAnuM pAzavI rUpa pragaTa kare che. banAvaTI senuM tejAba AgaLa jema UghADuM paDe che tema zItaLadAsa paNa have ughADA paDavA lAgyA. lAla AMkha karI kahyuM. "abe gaddhA kahIM kA! sunatA hai yA nahIM? eka bAra kaha diyA kI Aga nahIM hai to phira kyoM jharArata karatA hai ?" zAstue vismayacakita Akhe kahyuM.

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zAta ? "bAbAjI! aba dhUvekA to goTA nIkalane lagA hai, mahera karake thoDI Aga dIjiegA!" have enAthI na rahevAyuM. ene chupele krodha pUrNa svarUpamAM pragaTa thaze. krodhathI dhamadhamatA cahere, cIpIo laI zItaLadAsa zAntabhAIne mAravA de. bAvAjInI pilane parapeTa phUTI gaye. daMbhanAM vAdaLo cIrAI gayAM. siMha-carmadhArI ziyALIyuM pakaDAI gayuM. zItaLadAsa sarvAga vyApa kadhI manI gayo. yA zAntunAye yu. .. __"zItaladAsajI ! aba to Ama bhabhaka utthii| Apa kahate the kI Aga nahIM hai, to yaha Aga kahAMse AI ? krodha vahI to Aga haiN| jaba taka Apake hadaya meM krodha tabataka isa kAyaklezoMse Apa ko mukti nahIM milegii| sunIyeH kAma krodha mada lobhakI jaba laga mana meM Aga / . taba laga paNDita mUrkha hii| saba hI eka samAna // samyagdaSTi zAntabhAInI A hitakara madhura vANI sAMbhaLI bAvAjI pitAnI bhayaMkara bhUla samajI gayA. enA haiyAmAM pazcAttApanI pavitra gaMgA vahevA lAgI. samatAnA amRta biMduo varasavA lAgyAM ane enA mukhamAMthI A zabdo sarI paDyA. Apa mere guru haiM, Apane muje satya mArga batAyA / yadi Apa na milate to merA janma vigaDa jAtA vyartha jaataa| maiM zItaladAsa nahIM hU~ lekina krodhadAsa huuN|

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eka prasaMga sattA, saMpatti ane yauvana-A triveNInA sagama AgaLa evA te dhasArA heAya che ke tyAM namratAnI naukA hUkhyA vinA rahetI ja nathI. chatAM AvA bhaya sthAnamAMthI paNu peAtAnI nokA je ugArI le che te sajjana nahi. paNa samaya !

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lAIpha opha elekajhAnDaramAM eka suMdara prasaMga Ave che-je mAnavane-vizeSe sattAdhIzane-kartavyanI bhUmikA bhaNuM dore che. A prasaMga jeTalo rocaka che teTalo ja romAMcaka che ! elekjhAnDara pahelo, raziyAne prANapriya samrATuM hatuM. samrATa tarIke nahi, paNa eka Adarza mAnava tarIke raziyAnA pratyeka naranArInA haiyAmAM enuM sthAna ajoDa hatuM. enuM nAma cAre dizAomAM prasareluM hatuM. enA nAma para lAkho-karoDe mAnavIe kurabAnIo ApavA taiyAra hatA-enA haiyAmAM mAnavatAne dIpaka sadA jalate. hata-vibhavanA vAyarA e amara-dIpakane bujhAvavA asamartha hatA. eka vAra e guptaveze-gAmaDiyAnA veze raziyAnI prajAnI jIvanacarcA jevA nIkaLyo. ekalo ja paribhramaNa karate, e eka nAnakaDA zaheramAM peThe, ane enI najara paDI eka akkaDa lazkarI amaladAra para! cAra rastA AgaLa eka suMdara makAnanI bhIMtane Teko daI e amaladAra Ubho hate. enA UbhA rahevAnI Dhaba ja kaI aNanama akkaDa pahADanI pratIti karAvatI hatI! . be paga pahoLA karI, chAtI phUlAvI, mUcha para vaLa daIne beparavAthI cIrUTa pItA A lazkarI pizAmAM sajja thayela amaladAra ne joIne, elekajhAnDara te daMga thaI gayo. mAnavI sattAnA madamAM ATalo matta thaI jato haze enI kalpanA AvA mahAnubhAvone te AvavI ja azakya ! namra mAnava badhAne namra ja mAne. jevI daSTi tevI sRSTi ! * jANe sahajabhAve elekajhAnDare tene namana karI pUchyuM--"sAheba! kAlegA javAno mArga kayo?" A te udara siMhane kahe che ke, tArA

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12 - eka prasaMga dAMta gaNavA de, tenA jevuM thayuM. nAnA mAnavIne vaLI moTA mANasa sAthe vAta karavAno zo adhikAra ? emAM vaLI eka sAMdhAraNa kheDUta asAdhAraNa mejarane prazna pUche eTale te AvI ja banyuM ne! ghUrakIne garvathI cIrUTane dhUmADe kADhatAM eNe kahyuM "nAkanI DAMDIe sIdho cAlyA jA." sattAthI chakI gayelA amaladAnI magarUrI para eka gUDha hAsya karI samrATe kahyuM "sAheba! Apane kheTuM na lAge te, Apane eka vAta pUchuM ?" garvathI haNahaNatA ghoDAnI Dhabe eNe TUMka uttara vALyo pUcha!" jarA sabhyatA batAvatAM elekajhAnDare pUchayuM-"sAheba! Apane hAdo koI moTo lAge che! Apa hamaNuM kyA hedAne zobhAve che ?" tuM ja kalpanA kara joIe ?" dhUmADAnA goTe enA meDhA para kUtAM eNe kahyuM. mAthuM khaMjavALatAM elekajhAnDare kahyuM-"Apane hado lephaTananTane he joIe ?" mejara -ethIya UMce. jarA Azcarya cakti thatAM elekajhAnDare kahyuM te pachI kepTana?" mejara - ethI ya UMce." - elekajhAnDara-" tyAre te mejara?" "vAha! teM kalpanA te barAbara karI! tuM kharekhara, haziyAra che. tArI belavAnI chaTA paNa suMdara che. vAru, have mane kahe joIe tuM koNa che?" dhUmADAne geTe jorathI kADhatAM mejare pUchayuM.

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eka prasaMga 12 salAma bharI elekajhAnDare kahyuM-" sAheba! mAro te vaLI zA hedo hoya ?" mejara chatAM kAMIka te he joIe. tArI bolavAnI rIta parathI!" elekajhAnDare - tyAre Apa kalpanA kare joIe. mejara-"grAma paMcAyatane membara ?" nITamAM AvatAM elekajhAnDare kahyuM "ethI U." mejara " kAraperala?" dhIre svare elekajhAnDare kahyuM - "ethI ya UMce." cakti thatAM mejare pUchayuM -" tyAre te lephaTananTa? " elekajhAnDara - ethI ya UMce." mejaraH- "keTana ?" . elekajhAnDara - ethI paNa UMce." jhINI najara enI sAme nAkhI, dhArI dhArIne jaI eNe pUchyuM -"mejara ?" ekapaLane paNuM vilaMba karyA vinA elekajhAnDare kahyuM - ethI paNa AgaLa." . jarA sabhyatA jALavI mejare pUchayuM "Apa karnala?" - " ethI ya AgaLa cAlo." mUchamAM hasatA elekajhAnDare kahyuM, "tyAre te ApazrI janarala sAheba che." cIrUTa phekI namana karatAM mejare kahyuM. ethI ya AgaLa." elekajhAnDare prazAnta uttara vALyo. lazkarI salAma bharatAM bhAMgyAtUTayA zabdomAM kahyuM "Apa sAheba philDa mArzala !" be DagalAM AgaLa vadhI, mejaranA khabhA upara hAtha mUkatAM eNe kahyuM--"vaLI eka vAra kalpanA karo joIe?" mejarane kaMTha raMdhAI gaye. kAyA kaMpavA lAgI. zarIra para

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104 eka prasaMga sevAthI rebajheba thaI gayuM. TopI utArI emanA pagamAM paDatA eNe kahyuM Apa nAmadAra rAjAdhirAja prajApAlaka mahArAjA pote ja che!" pitAnI uddhatAI ane akaDAInuM je kAramuM pariNAma AvavAnuM hatuM e ene yAda AvatAM enuM haiyuM kaMpavA lAgyuM. sattAno mada te kayArane ya gaLI gayo hate, have te gaLI rahyuM hatuM enuM zarIra ane gaLI rahyAM hatAM enAM hADakAM ! . . . cUMTaNImAM paDI eNe prArthanA karIH "mane mApha kare. mArI akkaDAIe mane maraNanA nIkaTamAM ANe che. huM bhIkha mAMguM chuM-- jIvananI ! prazAnta ne dhIra svare elekajhAnDare kahyuM--"tame kAMI aparAdha karyo nathI ke jethI mAre tamane mAphI ApavI paDe. paNa eTaluM te kharuM ke huM mArA amaladAra pAse je mAnavatAnI saurabhanI IcchA rAkhate hatote na maLI, paNa mane maLI pAzavatAnI gaMdha! mAnavInA adhikArano vikAsa thato jAya tema enI mAnavatAne paNa vikAsa thavo ghaTe, ene badale enI pAzavatAne vikAra thatuM jAya, -e keTalI zocanIya binA che. mANasAI sattAmAM ke padavIomAM nathI paNa enI suMdara saMskAritAmAM che !" vivekI mAnavanA haiyAmAM sadA aMkAI jAya evA DAM zabdarane verI, elekajhAnDara cAlyo gayo. A adabhUta vAta bIjA amaladAroe jANI tyAre badhA cakti thaI gayA. 'abhimAnathI unmatta thaI gayela haiyAomAM A prasaMge vinayane koI ajaba po paDyo ! saujanyapUrNa, madhurabhASI, kartavyaniSTha ane namratAnI mUrti samA vaDAo-netAo je prajAonA haiyAomAM birAjatA hoya-e prajA gauravanA sarvazreSTha zikharanI Toca para zA mATe na bese?

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eka virala vibhUti saMsAravanamAM kaMTaka para calI parizmAnta banelo ke jIvanayAtrI mane maLaze to huM, ruM mArA jIvana-upavanamAMthI meLavelA A huM cintana-puNe, enA mArgamAM pAtharIza, bhale, puSya chUdAi jaze paNa mIThI saurabhathI e pravAsIne apUrva zakti to maLaze ne! A AnandanuM mUlyAMkana arthanI gaNatarImAM masta rahenArA arthazAstrI karI zakaze kharA?

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sAne bhaDakAthI saLagatI duniyA para, vilAsamagra duniyA 2 para, pApathI khadabadatI duniyA para, caitra zuddha terasanA punita divase eka ajoDa bALake-vibhUtie avatAra lIdho. - AMkhamAM amRta, mukhakamaLa para madhura smita, haiyAmAM karuNA ane AtmAmAM akhaMDa vizva vAtsalya bharIne avatarelI A virala vibhUtine joI, duniyA daMga banI gaI. A virala-vibhUtinA AgamanathI duHkhiyArI duniyA para sukhanI gulAbI havAne saMcAra thaye. vasantanI kAmaNagArI kokilA AmravRkSanI zAkhA para Ananda ne ullAsathI mUlA jhUlatI, maMjula davanithI TahUkA karavA lAgI, kuMjanI ghaTAomAMthI manahara pakSIo manojJa-gIta gAvA lAgyAM. zubhra vastradhAriNI saritA, pUrNa svAsthathI jhaDapabhera madhura hAsya karatI, sAgara bhaNI dhasavA lAgo-vizALa AkAzamAM paribhramaNa karatA dinakarane komaLa prakAza-peja, dharA para varSavA lAge, ane avirata narakanI yAtanA bhogavatAM pIDita haiyAM, A zAnta ane sukhanA mukta vAtAvaraNamAM viharavA lAgyAM, vAtAvaraNa kAMIka aokika hatuM ! * A virala vibhUtine avatAra thatAM, svayaM devendro emanA darzanArthe AvyA, mahAna bhUpAlo aMjalipUrvaka emanI sAme zira jhukAvIne, namana karavA lAgyA; aneka mAnave emanI sevAmAM hAjara thayAM, ane vizvane vaibhava emanA caraNamAM khaDakAvA lAge. e divasomAM emanA hIvana raMga jAme. saMsArano raMga paNa khIlyo ane priyadarzanA jevuM saMskArI saMtAna paNa jagyuM, paNa A badhuM e virala vibhUtine mana puNyarUpI rogane nAza karavA mATe oSadharUpa ja hatuM. Ama karatAM trIza varSanA vANA te vijaLInA camakAranI piThe vahI gayAM. mAnavIne sukhanA divase keTalA sehAmaNuM lAge che !

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eka virala vibhUti duniyAnA saddabhAganA eka manahara prabhAte A virala vibhUtie vaibhavathI ubharAtAM rAjamaMdiro ane vahAlasoyAM snehIone tyAga karIne, mahAbhiniSkramaNa karyuM; kAraNa ke duniyA emane duHkhathI chalakAtI dekhANI. duniyA jyAre duHkhathI rIbAtI hoya tyAre A komaLa haiyuM sukhamAM kema vilasI zake ? A virala vibhUtinA vasamA viyoganI vedhaka vAMsaLI vAgI ane kSatriyakuMDa gAmanA upavanamAM eka ajoDa karuNa dazya jANyuM. A dazya A jIvanasamapaka virala vibhUtinI vasamI vidAyanuM hatuM. A dRzya anAtha haiyAMnI komaLa lAgaNIothI chalakAtuM hatuM. A dazya vacce hRdayavidAraka ghera DUsaka ane sAcAM AMsu paNa hatAM. hA! AkarI vidAya komaLatApUrvaka bhajavAtI hatI. A vidAyanA dazyamAMthI vAtsalya ane karuNAnI dhArA TapakatI hatI. A vasamI vidAyanI vAMsaLImAMthI haiyAne hacamacAvI mUke evA karuNa ane vedhaka sUro vAraMvAra AvI. nAjuka hayAMone vyathita karatA hatA. potAnA laghu bandhavanuM A mahAbhiniSkramaNa nandivardhananA vAtsalyapUrNa haiyAne valovI nAkhatuM hatuM jIvanamAM kSaNa mAtra paNa chUTa nahi paDanAra pitAno laghubA dhava Aje sadAne mATe gRhatyAga kare che. kharekhara, mAnavInI priya va tu jAya che tyAre enA jIvananuM sarvasva letI ja jAya che ! trIza varSa sudhI saurabhavALA taruvaronI zItaLa chAyAmAM viharanAra mAnavI, akhaMDa agni jharatA taDakAmAM tape, pupanI nAjuka zayAmAM piDhanAra mAnavI, kaMTaka para kadama bhare, lAkhonI salAma jhIlanAra mAnavI, raMka anAryonAM apamAna sahe; A kArya keTaluM kaparuM che, e te anubhavInuM haiyuM ja vedI zake-te A virala vibhUtinuM haiyuM ja ! svayaM Idra mahArAjAe mukata kaMThe prazaMsA karI- "Aje bhAratavarSamAM eka virala vibhUti che ke je maraNathI gabharAtI nathI ane

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eka virala vibhUti jIvanathI harSa pAmatI nathI, jene sukhanAM mane sAdhane khuza karI zaktAM nathI ane du:khanA kUra sAdhane mUMjhavI zaktA nathI. e mahA. vibhUtinI divya tapazcaryA Aje vizvamAM ajoDa che!--" A prazaMsAmAM koI sAmA ya mAnavInA tyAga, tapa ane dharmanI kevaLa atizakti karavAmAM AvI che ema tyAM sabhAmAM beThelA irSALu saMgame mAnI lIdhuM, ane sAthe sAthe nizcaya karIne UThe ke, e pAmara mAnavIne tyAga, tapa ane dhairyamAMthI calita karIne, IndranI prazaMsAne asatya banAvuM. A nizcaya karatAM ja saMgama deva maTI dAnava banyo, ane e virala vibhUti pAse Avyo. - siMhanuM rUpa dhAraNa karI mAnava-haiyAone vidArI nAkhe evI siMha-gajanAo karI joI, pralayakALanA meghanuM rUpa dhAraNa karI vijaLIonA kaDAkAbhaDAkA karI brahmAMDanA kAna pheDI nAkhe evA avAjonA akhatarAo paNa karI joyA. ane chelle sarva zaktio kendrita karI bhayaMkara rAkSasanuM rUpa dhAraNa karI, e virala vibhUti para trATakarAne prayoga paNa karI joye; paNa e badhuM niSphaLa nIvaDayuM ? AvA pralayanAM jhaMjhAvAta ane cakravAta vacce paNa jemane gherya dIpaka acala rIte jhaLahaLato jeTha, saMgama daMga thaI gaye. enA abhimAnanA cUrecUrA thaI gayA: abhimAna gaLatAM ja pate. ocarelA pApane pazcAttApa thavA lAgyo. e virala vibhUti pratye AcarelA ayogya vartanathI enA hayAmAM pazcAttApano bhaDako bhabhUkI ha, ane pitAnI jAtane dhikkArato e vibhUtinA caraNomAM paDI, ajaMlipUrvaka dIna svare kSamA mAMgavA lAge. prabho ! Apa zUravIra che, dhIra che, gaMbhIra che. ApanuM amika baLa anupama che, ApanAM tyAga, tapa ane zairya ajoDa che ! ApanI joDa A vizvamAM lAdhe tema nathI. Apano prazaMsA indra karI paNa huM adhama e na mAnI zakyo ane ApanI parIkSA karavA mATe AvyA; paNa Aje mane pUrNa satya samajAyuM ke, mArA

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110 eka virala vinnati jevA adhame potAnI mananI kaluSitatAthI ja ApanA jevA mahAmAnava nA guNe samajI zakatA nathI, ane IrSA ane abhimAnathI pitAnI jAtane ja mahAna banAvavAno prayatna karatA paribhramaNa kare che. Apa jagatanA pitA che Apa jagaccharaNa che, vizvabanyuM che, jagadAdhAra cho, adhamohAraka che, ane tAraka che. he karuNAsAgara ! mAro aparAdhanI kSamA kare. huM nIya chuM-adhama chuM-pApI chuM. mAre uddhAra ApanA ja hAthamAM che. nAtha ! mATe mane tAro !" AvA aghora ane bhayaMkara aparAdha karanArA saMgama para paNa vizvavikhyAta A virala vibhUtie te pitAnI amRta-jharatI AMkhomAMthI karaNAnI varSAja AraMbhI ! emanI vairAgya-jharatI AMkhamAMthI vAtsavyanuM jharaNuM jharavA lAgyuM. e punita jharaNAmAM snAna karI, bhAre haiye saMgama pitAnA sthAna bhaNI saMcaryo ! saMgame karelA aneka duHkho vayA pachI pharI emaNe Arya ane anAryavrajabhUmi bhaNI vihAra Adaryo. sADAbAra varSa sudhI mIna paNe ghora tapazcaryA karI. A divasomAM temanA para aneka viSama vipattinAM vAdaLAM eka pachI eka ema tUTavA lAgyAM, chatAM emaNe vairya, sahiSNutA ane zAMtipUrvaka emane prasannamukhe AvakAra Ape. Ama aneka yAtanAonA dAvAnaLamAM A tejasvI virala vibhUtinA karmo baLIne rAkha thayAM ane emane anaMta sUryanA prakAzathI camakato AtmA prakAzI uThayo kaivalyajJAna vyApI rahyuM ane aMdhakArane nitAMta nAza thayo. pUrNa AtmAnA prakAzathI dizAo vilasI rahI. A raLiyAmaNuM samaye emanA mukhakamaLa para aMkhaDa ane nirdoSa AnaMda, vizvavAtsalya ne prazAMta gAMbhIryane triveNI saMgama jAme ! " : sADAbAra varSa sudhI sevelA maunanuM divya teja A virala - vibhUtinA zarIranA romAMcoThArA phUvArAnI jema vasuMdharA para prakAza pAtharI rahyuM. varSone ane emane megha-gaMbhIra maMjula-dhvani sAMbhaLIne

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eka virala vibhUti zuM devo ke zuM dAna, zuM mAnavuM ke zuM ajJa prANuo; badhA emanI nikaTamAM AvavA lAgyA. emane upadeza sAMbhaLavA e badhA adhIrA banyA. A virala vibhUtie megha-dhArAnI peThe upadeza prAraM -mahAnubhAve ! jAge ! vilAsanI mIThI nidrAmAM kema patyA che ? tamAruM Atmika-dhana lUMTAI rahyuM che. krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lobha A cAra mahAna dhUrta che. e tamane mehanI madirAnuM pAna karAvI tamArA ja hAthe tamArI amUlya saMpattione nAza karAvI rahyA che, mATe cete ! sAvadhAna bane ! jAgarUka bane! ane e dhUna sAmano karo." A saceTa upadeza sAMbhaLI bhakto hAtha joDI kahevA lAgyA " nAtha ! Apa zaktimAna che. Apa A dhUrtone sAmano karI zako che, paNa ame nirbaLa chIe, dhUrte sabaLa che; amArAthI emane sAmane kema thaI zake ? amArA mATe A kAryo kaThina che-kaparuM che, agharuM che. Apa te samartha che. ApanI sarakhAmaNuM amArAthI kema thAya ?" 0 lokonI dInatAbharI vANI sAMbhaLI, e vibhUtie vIra-dhaSaNuM karI -" mahAnubhAvo ! AvI tyAjanaka vAcA na uccAre. zatruo pAse AvI nirbaLa vAta karaze te e tamAre nAza karaze. huM pratyakSa joI rahyo chuM ke tamAre AtmA baLavAna che-vIryavAnacheananta zaktiono bhaMDAra che. tamAre ane mAro AtmA zaktinI daSTie samAna che. mAtra pharaka eTalo ja che ke tamArA para karmano kacaro che, ane mArA AtmA parathI e kacaro dUra thayo che. tame paNa prayatna karI e karmanA kacarAne dUra kare ane pUrNa-prakAzI bane. kAyaratA choDI marda bane. khaDakanI peThe aDaga raho. Thedha vagere zatruonI sAme baLavo pokAro. huM tamane samarAMgaNamAM vijaya meLavavAnI bRha-racanA batAvuM."

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112 eka virala vibhUti A maMjula vANI sAMbhaLI loko prasanna banyA. jIvanavikAsanI nUtana dRSTi jANavA mATe badhA utsuka banyA. kadI na bhUlAya te manohara svara tyAM guMjI rahyo-"he devone paNa priya jane! A jIvana kevuM kSaNabhaMgura che tene jarA vicAra kare. yavina puSponI jema karamAI janAruM asthAyI che. saMpatti vijaLInA camakArAnI peThe kSaNika che. vaibhava saMdhyAnA raMganI jema asthira che. saMyogo mandiranI dhvajanI peThe caMcaLa che. AyuSya pANInA parapoTAnI jema azAzvata che. saMsAramAM mAtra dharma ja. eka evo che ke je sthAyI-acala-zAzvata che. A uttama dharma pALavA mATe dharmabdhatAne choDavI ja paDaze. dharmAnjatAne choDyA vinA satya dharma maLavo muzkela te zuM paNa azakya che ! dharmAlpatAe satya dharmane guMgaLAvI nAkhyo che, mAnavone abdha banAvyA che. A adhatAmAMthI hha ane kaMkAsanuM sarjana thayuM che. A dharmabdhatAthI mahAyuddho thayAM che. mAnavI, mAnavIne zatru thayo che. A ja aMdhatAne lIdhe jJAna paNa ajJAnamAM pheravAI gayuM che. hiMsA, paNa ahiMsAne nAme pragaTI che. pApa paNa puNyanA nAme jIvatuM thayuM che. adharma paNa dharmane bahAne pragaTa thayuM che mATe satya dharma meLavavAne ameghA upAya batAvuM chuM te pramAda tyajI sAMbhaLe jIvana-vikAsane amUlya upAya anekAntavAda che. anekAntavAnI kasoTI para dharmanI parIkSA suMdara rIte thaI zake che, mATe jIvanamAM anekAntavAda keLave, enA vaDe vizvAtmaya keLave. eka ekane samanvaya sAdhe. anekAnta e pUrNa daSTi che, enA vaDe vizvamAM rahelA satyatanuM gaSaNa kare. anekAntavAda e sAca nyAyAdhIza che! e ja vizvane niSpakSapAta sAce ane pUrNa nyAya Apaze. e asatyanA kALA paDadAne cIrI nAkhaze ane satyanA darzana karAvaze. A anekAntavAdane sthAdhAda kahe ke sApekSavAda kahe, badhuM eka ja che. A anekAtavAdanI daSTi jyAM sudhI jIvanamAM nahi Ave

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eka virala vibhUti 114 tyAM sudhI mAnavIne vikAsa thaMbhelo ja che, evo mAro svAnubhava che." anekAntavAdane A bhavya sidhdhAMta sAMbhaLI lokonAM haiyA AnandathI vikasI uThayAM. A nUtana dRSTi pratyekane AdaraNIya lAgI. tethI ja lokonAM mukhamAMthI A zabdo sarI paDyA. "kevI vizALa bhAvanA ! kevI vizALa daSTi ! deva ! Apa dhanya che. Ape je pUrNa prakAza meLavyo che te adbhuta che! Apa ApanI vANInuM amRta-jharaNuM A saMtapta saMsAra para avirata vahetuM rAkho, evI amArI namra vinaMti che, deva !" - A vibhUtine rUperI ghaMTaDInA jevo madhura dhvani punaH guMjI rahyo"bhAgyazALIo! huM je kahI gayo te jIvanadaSTinI vAta karI gayovicAravAnI vAta kahI gayo. have AcAranI vAta kahuM chuM. vicAramAM jema ekAntavAdane sthAna che, tema AcAramAM ahiMsAne sthAna che. ahiMsA e suMdara saritA che, aneka vaSita haiyAM enA jaLathI tarasa chupAve che. ahiMsA e setu che, ke je be vikhUTAM thI haiyAMene joDe che. ahiMsA e gulAbanuM phUla che, je potAnI mAdaka sirabhathI jagatane prakRllita kare che. ahiMsA e vasantanI koyala che, potAnA madhura saMgItathI hiMsAnA trAsathI trasita liDAone pramukita kare che ahiMsA e ja vizvazAMtine amogha upAya che. ahiMsA vinA vizvamAM zaktinuM sAmrAjya sthApavAno bIjo ekeya upAya nathI ja, ahiMsAnI amara candrikA ja vizva para amRta varSAvaze. . hiMsAnA pApe ja eka mAnavI bIjA mAnavIne jaLathI jema cUsI rahyo che. hiMsAnI bhAvanAe ja eka rASTra bIjA rASTrane kacaDI rahyuM che. hiMsaka mAnase ja vizvamAM atyAcAranI heLI saLagAvI che. hiMsAnA sAmrAjyae mAnavIne pIDita, vyathita ane dalita banAvyA che. hiMsaka dharmo nirdoSa pazuonA bhoga laI rahyA che, mATe AcAramAM ahiMsA keLave. dharmanA nAme mAtA pazuonuM rakSaNa karo. jAtivAdanA nAme dhikkArAtA dalita vargane uddhAra kare, ahiMsA

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114 eka virala vibhUti e amRta che. enuM tame pAna jarUra karo ! tame amara banaze ! bIjAone enuM pAna karAve te dukhiyArI duniyA para sukhanI gulAbI havAne saMcAra thaze." A preraNuM -dAyaka udUSaNathI bhakatamAM joma AvyuM. caitanyanA dhabakArA thavA lAgyA. vijaLInI jema emanA jIvanamAM anekAntavAda ane ahiMsAne pravAha vahevA lAge. durAgrahanI gAMThe gaLavA lAgI. vamanasya te baLIne khAkha thayuM. nibaLo sabaLa banyA. bIkaNe bahAdUra banyA. muDadAlo paNa marda banyA. zu vANIne virala prabhAva ! Ama sAkSAkAranI siddhi dvArA jIvanamAM koI alaukika sarjanalIlA sarjAtI gaI. tyAMthI A virala vibhUti vihAra karyo. gAmaDe gAmaDe pharI vaLyA. gAme gAma mAnavamaherAmaNa ubharAte! emanA darzana ane upadezathI mAna ane bhAratabhUmi pAvana thayAM. pUrA traNa dAyakAo sudhI akhaMDa upadezanuM jharaNuM vahAvI bhAratamAM zAntinuM sAmrAjya sthApyuM. ahiMsA-jaLanuM siMcana karyuM, satyanAM vRkSa ropyAM, asteyanA kayArA banAvyA, saMyamanA choDa. vAo para saMteSanA anekavaNuM pupi vikasI uThayAM. A khaMDera bhAratane mehaka-naMdanavanamAM pheravI nAkhavAnuM A bhagIratha kArya, A virala vibhUtie potAnA ja vidhamAna kALamAM, akhaMDa sAdhanAdhArA karI batAvyuM-e bhAratanuM ahobhAgya! paNa durbhAgyanI evI eka rajanI AvI ke jemAM A lakSaprakAzI, ojasvI dIpaka, pAvApura nagarImAM mAjama rAte, ekAeka bUjhAI gayo-nirvANa pAmyo. jJAnane svAbhAvika-dIpaka bUjhAtAM vizvamAM ajJAna-aMdhakAra vyApavA lAgyo. e andhakArane dUra karavA kRtrima dIpaka pragaTAvavA paDyA. ane loko ene kahevA lAgyA - divALI-'dI-5-A-va-li' e virala vibhUti vibhu mahAvIra ! tAruM madhura nAma Aje paNa mAnava haiyAnI amara vINAnA tAre jhaNajhaNI rahyuM che !

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hAranI jita khIjAne gakhatA joi, peAte saMbhaLIne cAle-te jJAnA, pete eka vAra gabanyA pachI khIjI vAra sa`bhaLIne cAle-te anubhavI. peAte vAravAra gakhavA chatAM unmatta banIne cAle"te ajJAnI !

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caMdra eTale caMDaka! Bdha e te emane ja. e jamAnAmAM emanA jevA ajoDa tapasvI kaI nahi-te-emanA jevA ajeDa krodhI paNa koI nahi! emanI AMkha phare ane ziSyo phaphaDI uThe, emanI hAka paDe tyAM ziSya thaMbhI jAya. | phUla ane phaLathI lacI paDatI velaDIovALA avaMtInA upavanamAM AcArya caMdra vihAra karatA AvI caDhayA. upavananuM manohara zAMta vAtAvaraNa joI emanuM citta tyAM karyuM. mANasanI dhamAlabharelI pravRttithI trAselA caMDasakane kudaratanA vAtAvaraNe ThAryA. emaNe eka vizALa vaDalA nIce potAnI beThaka jamAvI. upavanane sugaMdhamizrita zItaLa vAyu emanA zarIra sAthe gela karavA lAgyo, tyAre emane AtmA vicAranI duniyAmAM viharavA upaDyo - Aje saMyama lIdhAne cALIsa varSa thayAM. deza-dezamAM vihAra karyo, lAkhone upadeza dIdhe, kAjaLane paNa dhoIne dhoLuM kare evI ujajavaLa kIrti meLavI, aneka mANasone ziSya banAvyA, ziSya ane bhakatonuM eka meTuM maMDaLa UbhuM karyuM. A badhI bAhya pravRttimAM AtmAne te huM sAva ja visarI gayo. hAya re! meM jagatane pradhyuM paNa mAro AtmA te krodha ane kIrtinA mehamAM DUbI gayo! Aje gaNyA gaNAya nahi eTalA te ziSyo che. emAMthI roja ko'kanI bhUla te thAya ja. e bhUla huM joI zakatA nathI. TakyA vinA rahI zakato nathI. ane eka vAra kahyA chatAM paNa na sudhare eTale huM krodha karyA vinA rahI zakato nathI. A saMyogomAM ziSyo te. sudhare ke na sudhare paNa huM te krodha karI mAruM Atmadhana spaSTa rIte khAI rahyo chuM. enA karatAM A sAdhuomAMnA eka yogya sAdhune gaNune nAyaka banAvI, ene ja A samudAya soMpI, huM A prakRti-maIyAnA zAMta khoLAmAM ciMtanamaya jIvana kAM na vyatIta karuM?

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hAranI jita A vicAra emaNe rAtre potAnA ziSyone jaNavyo. ziSya A vAta sAMbhaLI ati prasanna thayA. A mArga sene sukhada lAgyo. cogya samaye gurunI bhakti paNa thAya ane vAre ghaDIe gurunA krodhanA bhaMga thatAM paNa bacI javAya. sUryanI jema gerahAjarI sAsa nathI, tema sUryanI covIsa kalAkanI hAjarI paNa sArI nathI. gurunI dekharekha vinAnuM jIvana kharAba che, te gurunI ati dekharekhavALuM jIvana paNa eTaluM ja kharAba che. ane tethI ja sane A madhyama mArga gamI gayo. aA banAva pachI tyAgI jIvananA pravAsIonA divase khUba suMdara rIte ane zAMta rIte pasAra thavA lAgyA. sau pitAnI AdhyAtmika pravRttimAM masta hatA. paNa emAM eka divasa raMga jAme. raMga evo jA ke vanamAM kadI na bhUlAya te ! vAta ema banIH avaMtInA dhanADhaya vepArInA putra dhanapAlanA e divasomAM lagna thayAM. navA paraNele dhanapAla potAnA mitro sAthe krIDA karavA nIkaLe. kaMku, meMdI ane AbhUSaNathI zobhate e munionA sthAna pAse AvI caDyo. tAjA ja karelA locathI telA mAthAvALA munione joI enA mitro gammate caDhayo. enI sAthe dhanapAla paNa tephAne caDhaya. samartha mANaso vAtAvaraNane ghaDe che paNa asamartha mANasane te vAtAvaraNa ghaDe che. lagnanA unmAda bharelA vAtAvaraNe dhanapAlane paNa tephAnI banAvyuM. "bhagavAna ! sajajanothI pUjita ane sukha denAra dharma amane Apa na saMbhaLAve ?" mitra sAme AMkhane IzAro karatA hasamukhe eka munine kahyuM. "mahArAja ! A tAjo ja paraNele che, paNa enuM mana saMsArathI virakta che. A paraNyo nathI paNa Ane paraNavuM paDayuM che. Ane viSaya viSa jevA kAramAM lAge che. saMsAranI A udAsI

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hAranI jita AtmAne Apa dIkSA ApI Ane uddAra na karI ? kaTAkSa karatAM kahyuM. A yuvAneAnA khelavAnA raMga parathI cAra sAdhuo barAbara samajI gayA. A dhama sAMbhaLavA nathI AvyA paNa mAtra vida karavA ja nIkaLyA che. paNa A jIvanapatha bhUlelAone khabara nathI ke A sthAna vitatuM nathI-paNa mAga bhUlelA pavitra sthAnane paNa apavitra sthAna banAvI mUke che, tyAganA dhAmane paNu bhAganA akhADA banAvI mUke che, vairAgyanAM sAdhanAne paNa upahAsyanAM sAdhanA mAnI bese che ! 119 ' khIjAe sAdhunuM mauna joi, ThAvakuM mAM rAkhI, hasamukhe banAvaTa AdarIH prabhA ! Apa te vyAsAgara! A kedIne zuM A saMsAranA keMdrakhAnAmAMthI Apa khabara nahI kADho ? " te sAgaranI bharatInI jema upahAsya paNa sthAna ane kALanI maryAdA mAMge che, sthAna ane kALanI maryAdA bhUlAya te mANasanI e ja sthiti thAya che je pralaya vakhate pRthvInI thAya che! dIkSAnI vAta amArA hAthamAM nathI. pe...lA AsopAlavatA vRkSa nIce beThelA amArA guruzrI che. emanI pAse jAo. e tamane je joie te Apaze. ' AcArya caDarudrane cidhatA eka munie yuvakAne kahyuM. dhAsa maLe to agni bhabhUke paNa ene jo kAMI sAdhana na maLe tA agnine potAne ja baLIne aMte zAMta thavuM paDe che, te ja rIte mazkarI karanArane paNa sAmethI krodhathI uttara maLe teA ane uttejanA maLe, paNa ene uttara zAMtithI maLe te! mazkarI karanArane ja nirAza thavu paDe che. A munimaMDaLa AgaLa nirAza thayeluM yuvaka vrunda petAnI mastImAM masta beThelA AcAya caDadra pAse AvyuM. svAmina! A amArA mitra saMsAranA dAvAnaLamAM saLagI rahyo che, ane emAMthI 44

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* 1ra0 hAranI jita bacavA mATe ApanA caraNakamaLanuM zaraNa zodhate A ApanI pAse Avyo che. Apa kRpA karI ane ugAra." upahAsyabharyuM namana karato hasamukha dhanapAlano hAtha pakaDI gurucaraNa pAse laI gayo ane kahevA lAgyo. "Aje ja, atyAre ja, Ane dIkSA ApI AnuM kalyANa karo." - zAMta beThelA caMDasakane A mazkarI atikrara ane anucita lAgI. upahAsya karatA yuvakandane joI e dhUpU thaI gayAM. emane krodha soLe kaLAe khIlI uThe. be dIkSAnI bhAvanA hoya to jAo thoDI rakha laI Ave, jethI laca-muMDana karuM " te gaI uThayA. .. gaMbhIra mIna jema upahAsyanA agnine ThAranAra pANI che tema krodha e upahAsyanA agnine vadhAranAra baLataNa che ! upahAsyanA hIMDaLe hIMcatA hasamukhe rAkha hAjara karI. krodhanA AvegamAM AvI caDadra banne hAthathI, bane eTalA jorathI, pakaDI loca karavA maMDI paDyA, pele cIsa nAkhavA lAgeH "are bApa marI gayo. have tamArI kadI mazkarI nahi karuM. A te hasavAmAMthI khasavuM thAya che, mane mApha kare......" paNa caMDaruddha zAna sAMbhaLe ? enI cIse sAMbhaLe te pachI e caMDarudra zAnA? emaNe to jotajotAmAM vALa kheMcI kADhayA, mAthuM muMDI kADhayuM. vararAjAnuM maMDAyeluM mAthuM joI sI khinna thayA, paNa A dhamAlamAM dhanapAlane AtmA jAgI UThayA. meM A zuM karyuM? eka tyAgInuM upahAsya ! je zAMta beThelA tapasvIone kasoTI karavAnA bahAne, cIDavavA jAya tene yuvAna kema kahevAya? yuvAna te che ke je vRddha, strI ane saMyamIonuM rakSaNa kare. paNa e rakSaka yuvAna ja pitAnI maryAdA mUke te pachI jagatane AdhAra koNa? zuM rakSaka ja bhakSaka banaze! paNa haju kaI bagaDayuM nathI. sAruM ja thayuM che. jemAM zAMtinI pahelAM ane pachI tephAna ani

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hAranI jita 121 vArya hoya che, tema saMyamanI paNa pahelAM AvA banAvo anivArya banI jAya che. have te svIkArele paMtha saphaLa ja banAvuM-Ama vicArI eNe potAnA mitrane kahyuM: " mitra ! zAMta thAo. azAMti na karo. dhamAla karavI vyartha che, je banavAnuM hatuM te banI gayuM. have bhaviSya mATe vicAra karavo rahyo. A mazkarI paNa mArA mATe te kalyANakAra ja nIvaDI che. maravA mATe khAdhela padArtha amRtane ghuMTaDe nIvaDyo. A paNa puNyano prabhAva che ne! jagatanA padArthomAM AnaMda pachI zoka hoya ja. lagnane AnaMda paNa eka divasa te viyoganA zAkamAM sarjAvA mATe ja janamyo che ne ! te pachI je meDA thavAvALo viyoga vahelo thAya te atizoka zA mATe kare ? vaLI ApaNe kahyuM ane AcAryazrIe lonca karyo, emAM emane za doSa ? ane kaheluM vacana pALavuM, e sajjananuM kartavya che. vacanabhaMga karanAra mAnava e mAnava nahi. paNa mAnavanA vizamAM dAnava che, mATe huM to svIkArelA A paMthano prANuM te paNa tyAga karIza nahi. tame sau zAMtipUrvaka ghera jaI zako cho. je vastu vamI nAkhI-ekI nAkhI te vastunI pharI IcchA karavI e to dhAnanuM kAma, mANasanuM nahi!" dhanapAlanuM AvuM zraddhApUrNa vaktavya sAMbhaLI se vismita mane vidAya thayA. yuvakonA maMthana ane Azcaryane pAra na rahyo. sUryanArAyaNa pazcimanAM dvAra ughADI gharamAM praveza karI rahyA hatA, saMdhyA enI pAchaLa pAchaLa cAlI AvI rahI hatI. nAraMgI raMganI sADI oDhIne gharamAM praveza karatI saMdhyAne joI paMkhIo paNa pitAnA mALAmAM praveza karI rahyAM hatAM. zaramALa saMdhyA aMdhakArane sALu oDhI aMdhArAmAM adrazya thaI, tyAre muni dhanapAle AcArya.caMDarudrane kahyuM : gurudeva! mAre ApanI pAse eka namra araja karavI che. mane 'mArA kaI mahAbhAgyanA udayathI A pavitra saMyama maLe che. paNa

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122 hAranA jita mane mArA kuTumbanA moTA bhaya che. hu mArA pitAne ekanA eka ja putra chuM ane tALe ja paraNelA, eTale A sayamanA samAcAra emane maLatAM ja e mane laI javA hamaNAM ja Avaze. mehamagra mANusA mane dhyeyathI calita karavA aneka upadraveA karaze mATe A sthAna cheADI devuM mane yAgya lAge che--pachI jevI ApanI iccha * bhAI samudAya moTA che, bALa ane vRddha sAdhue mArI sAthe ghaNA che; e badhA atyAre ekadama vihAra kema karI zake? " mUMjha varSothI hAtha para mAM TekavI AcArye kahyuM. 64 " te! ApaNe be jaNa ahithI vihAra karIe to ? sAdhu samun dAyane eka mahAmunine bhaLAvI ApazrI mane sAthe lai vihAra karavA kRpA na karo ? jo ke AthI Apane jarA kaSTa sahana karavuM paDaze, paNa ApaNe dhamAlamAMthI ugarI jaizuM " nave ukela kADhatA dhanapAle kahyuM. 66 A mA ThIka che. '' prasanna thayela AcAye kahyuM. "" rajanI dhIme dhIme jAmatI hatI. jaMgata. andhakAramAM lapeTAnuM jatuM hatuM. muni dhanapAla cAlyeA jatA hatA ane enI pAchaLa pAchaLa lAkaDIne Teke Teke vRddha AcAya caDadra cAlyA jatA hatA. e kAjaLa dhALyA adhArAmAM eka khADA AbyA, emAM ecitA AcAya caDadra gabaDI paDayA, ziSye emane dhImethI uThADayA, dhULa khaMkherI, dhIme dhIme pharI cAlavA lAgyA. theADe dUra gayA tyAM jhADanA eka huMThA sAthe jorathI AcAya athaDAI paDayA ane evI ThAkara vAgI ke paganI AMgaLImAMthI lAhInI dhArA vahevA lAgI. ane A venAthI vila banela caMDastrane dabAyelA krAdha, karaMDiyAmAMthI sApa uchaLI paDe tema uchaLI paDayA. 66 e duSTa !A te zuM karyuM ? me tane nahotuM karyuM ke pahelA jaine raste joI Ave ? A khADA-TekarAvALA unmArge mane zuM kAma lai AvyeA ? huM zAntithI avantImAM beThA hatA paNa tArI dIkSAnA kAraNe mAre aMdhArI rAtre Ama bhAgavuM paDayuM ane A vRddhAvasthAmAM tArA

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hAranI jita 12) mATe herAna thavuM paDyuM. paNa duSTa, tuM mArga paNa I na Avyo ?" Ama kahI krodhathI dhamadhamatA caMDake DaMDAthI enA mAthA para prahAra karyo. jAta para kAbU khe tenuM nAma krodha ! krodha Ave tyAre jJAnI ane ajJAnInuM attara maTI jAya che. baMne eka ja koTinA! tAje ja leca karelo have, mAthuM AvyuM hatuM, daMDano jarAka prahAra thatAM ja ekadama mAthAmAMthI lohI dhasI AvyuM. koNa jANe lehI ja enA jIvananI dizA palaTAvavA nahi pragaTayuM hoya ! A ghA vAgavI chatAM dhanapAla zAnta ja rahyo. e vicAravA lAgeH "hAya re! huM ke upadravI ! A mahAbhAgyazALI AcArya sAdhu samudAyamAM zAntithI saMyama jIvanamAM viharI rahyA hatA. meM AvI Amane anjArI rIte upADayA, ane muzIbatanI UMDI khADImAM utAryA A pAtakamAMthI huM mukata kaI rIte thaIza ? kyAM e bhaktibharyA haiye A-janma sevA karanArA pavitra ziSya ane kyAM huM prathama divasathI ja pIDA ApanAra adhama ziSya ? have huM khUba saMbhALIne guzrIne doruM ke jethI Amane jarA paNa vyathA na thAya !" Ama guzrInuM bhaluM icchate ane AtmAne dhikArate e khUba saMbhALapUrvaka cAlavA lAge enuM mana pavitra UrmiomAM - vAraMvAra DUbakI mAravA lAgyuM. pazcAttApanA pavitra jharaNAmAM e pharI pharI snAna karavA lAgyo. karmane mela enA AtmA parathI nIkaLI gayo. jIvanamAM aMtarAya karatuM aMdhAruM dUra thayuM. prakAza - jhaLahaLI uThyo. ane anaMta jyotathI prakAzane kevaLajJAnane dipaka enA haiyAmAM prakAzI uThe 'pUrvanAM darabAranA daravAjA USA bolI rahI hatI. sUryanA AgamananI taiyArIo thaI rahI hatI. laMgaDe aruNa cAre bAju kumakuma verI rahyo hato. paMkhIo svAgatanAM gIta lalakArI rahyAM hatAM. evAmAM sUryane ratha-sUryanArAyaNanA ghaDAno kharIthI UDelI prakAzanI dhULanA goTe goTA uDAData-dekhANe. e prakAzanA goTA

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14 hAralI jita muni dhanapAlanA mAthAmAMthI nIkaLatA lohInA raMga sAthe harIphAI karo rahyA hatA. te ja vakhate AcArya caMdranI najara e lohI kharaDAyelA ziSyanA mAthA para paDI. e dazya jotAM ja AcArya drajI uDyA, ene AtmA pokArI uThyo.. hAya re ! A zuM! prabhe! prabho! mane sadabuddhi Apa. mAruM jIvana vivekaya banI rahyuM che. krodha ane abhimAnanI asara mArA para sAmrAjaya jamAvI gaI che. jIvananA vAstavika mArgane bhUlI mana Aje vivaka bhraSTa banatuM jAya che. huM nIkaLyo hato jIvanano sAdhanA karavA, jIvanane ucca banAvavA, jIvananA marmane pAmavA, krodhane vijaya karavA-paNa Aje ? Aja te huM avanatinI gartAmAM gabaDI rahyo chuM. samaja paDatI nathI ke A viparIta gati kema? eka dhyeyaniSTha jIvanane A didhA ! jJAnI ane krodhI ! gaIkAlane saMyamI AvI kSamA rAkhe ane varSone saMyamI saLagatA lokhaMDane goLa bane ! dhikkAra che mane ! varSo sudhI tapa karuM temAM zuM vaLe krodha AgaLa pAmara ne paravaza banI janArA AcArya karatAM A nUtana sAdhaka keTalo zreSTha che ! jIvananI mahattA mALA, japa, dIkSAnA varSo ke tapa upara nathI paNa enI mAnasika sAdhanA upara che. mAnasika sAdhanAvihoNA sAdhaka mATe A badhuM kaSTa rUpa ja gaNAya"Ama AtmaniMdA karatA AcArya ziSya pAse kSamA-mAphI mAgavA lAgyA, "bhAI ! mArA aparAdhanI kSamA Apa." pazcAttApanA AMsu pADatA AcAryazrInA jIvanamAM kaivalya jyota pragaTI gaI. AtmA para coMTelA pApanA melane jovA mATe pazcAttApanAM AMsu karatAM pavitra jaLa bIja kayuM hoI zake ? jIvananA aMdhakArane ulecI guru-ziSya pUrNa prakAzamAM viharavA lAgyA ke

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mA na vatA nI bhavAI A zuM? garIkhe jyAre anna vinA narakanI yAtanA bhogavI rahyA che, tyAre A zrImantA hAsyanI lhANa karI rahyA che, nRtyanI mahephila uDAvI rahyA che, saMgItanA jalasA karI rahyA che, vibhUSAthI vibhUSita khanI DelI rahyA che ane annanA phUTa geAThavI tthA che! are, are ! zuM A ja mAnavatA ?

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sAMjano samaya hate, sAteka vAgyA hatA. upAzrayanI gelerImAM huM Ubho Ubha manahara saMdhyAnuM darzana karato hate. kudaratanI lIlA AkAzamAM koI alaukika rIte jAmI hatI. raMga te AkAzamAM chUTe hAthe ravAmAM AvyuM hatuM. kudaratanA bhaMDAramAM raMganI kayAM kheTa che ? saMdhyAnI e bhavya raMgalIlA joi, mAruM haiyuM nAcI UThayuM. . e ja samaye mArI najara eka dazya para paDI. kadI na bhUlAya evuM e dazya hatuM. sahRdayI mAnavInA AnaMdane cUsI le evuM e dazya hatuM. e dazyamAM mAnavatAnI bhavAI hatI, emAM vidhinuM krUra aTTahAsya hatuM! eka bAIe, eThavADa kADhI vadhelAM roTalAnAM cAra TUkaDAM eTalA para pheMkyAM. e joI, bhUkhyA kUtarAM e TUkaDAo para trATakI paDayAM. te ja kSaNe eka kALabhUkhyo mAnavI dhasI AvyuM. enA peTamAM bhUkhanA bhaDakA thaI rahyA hatA. bhUkhane mAryo e gIdhaDAnI jema bhamI rahyo hate. eNe kUtarAMone TUkaDAM khAtAM joyAM ane e ekadama samaLInI jema tyAM pahoMcI gayo. potAnI phATelI TepIvatI eka jhaDapa mArI, be TukaDA, eNe paDAvI lIdhAM. e TUkaDAM kUtarAnAM eThAM hatAM, ardhA cavAI gayelA hatA. kUtarAM, enA para dhase e pahelAM te eNe e TUkaDAM meMmAM mUkI dIdhAM. jANe nutana jIvana na maLyuM hoya tema malakAte e cAlate thayo ! e AgaLa cAlate hato. enI pAchaLa zerInAM kUtarAM hatAM. ..bhasa, bhasa ne bhasa kUtarAM khUba bhasatAM hatAM tema te kALabhUkhe mAnavI khUba hasate hato !

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128 mAnatAnI bhavAI kUtarAM mAnavInI A bhavAI jeI bhasatAM hatAM, enI krUra avahelanA joI bhasatAM hatAM. bhUkhe mAnavI, mAnavajAtanI A anAtha nirdhanatA jAI, hasate hate. e kahete have o hInakama mAnava ! tAre mATe Aje saMsAramAM kayAMya sthAna nathI. pazuo mATe pAMjarApoLa, paNa tArA mATe te te paNa nathI." bhasavAmAM hasavuM-ne- hasavAmAM bhasavuM te AnuM nAma!

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