Book Title: Anand Pravachan Darshan
Author(s): Anandsagarsuri, Sagaranandsuri
Publisher: Agamoddharak Pravachan Prakashan Samiti
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/011639/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakuraksa { AnaMda abAna darzana ze4 semsu- prriyrittmir gggggggg pravacanakAra pa. pU. Agama ddhAraka zAsanavAla AcArya deveza zrI AnandasAgara sUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhe preraNAdAtA pa. pU. prazAnta tapobhUti AcArya bhagavaMta zrI dazana sAgara sUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba saMpAdaka pa. pU. saMgaThThanapremI gaNivarya zrI nityodaya sAgarajI mahArAja sAheba prakAzake zrI Agane ddhAraka pravacana prakAzana samiti C/O zrI amaracaMda ratanacaMda jhaverI 77 e, vAlakezvara reDa. muMbaI 40006 Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana [TrasTa rajIsTarDa na kharaE 27 21 (su'ba) ] sayukta sauMskaraNa nala. 1000 vaizAkha vada 5, saMvata 2038 me-1982 kisata rUA. 25/ sa'phalana ane vyavasthA lAlacaMda khetasIbhAi zAha (vaNeAdavALA) bI. e. ( eNnasa), bI. TI, esa. TI. sI. zAMtikuMja 16, zatru ya seAsAyaTI zAntivana basa sTenDa pAse nArAyaNa nagara roDa, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-3800007 mudrakaH jyuMtIlAla maNIlAla zAhe khelA TAIpa seTIMga varkasa dhIkAMTA reDa, amadAvAda Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sapAchIya AkhAyakAlAt zubhazIlazAlinam nAgare kAviMdasattvazAlinama / magala kennimAlinama sadAna dasUri sAgarama vizve sadA va je mahAna zrutadhare peAtAnA jIvana kALamAM doDhasA uparAnta DhaLadAra granthAnI racanA karI hatI evA AgamoddhAraka zrI AnaMda sAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nA nAmathI jaina samAjamAM bhAgye ja kAI aparicita haze. je mahApuruSa niraMtara AtmAnI pratIti karAvanArI, kanA siddhAMtamAM zraddhA pragaTAvanArI ane dharmanuM yathA ArAdhana karAvanArI tAttvika ane mArmikavANInA dhodha gaMgAnA pavitra pravAhanI peThe nira'tara askhalitapaNe vahAvatA hatA, tevI agAdha ane amApa vANIne jhIlavAnu kArya sa. 1988 thI temanA vidvAna ziSya-praziSyAe karyuM . je divya puruSe prasannatA, pavitratA ane zItaLatA ApatI ane AtmAnI anubhUti karAvatI vANIne aneka pustakA dvArA bahAra paDAvI, samAja upara aneka upakAra karela che; paratu Aje te pravacanAnAM ghaNAMkharAM pustakA aprApya che, jyAre keTalIka nAMdhe, paNa amudrita che, "mudrita--amudrita tamAma pravacanA kramasara mudrita thAya, tA samAjane atyaMta upakAraka ane "--AvA vicArA nira'tara mArA magajamAM ghUmyA karatA hatA. sArA kAmamAM sau sahAyaka" A nyAye AgameddhArakazrInA bhaktava ane AgamamadirAnA TrasTIgaNanI zrI amaracaMda ratanacaMde jhaverIne tyAM mITIMga thaI ane me... preraNA karI ane tyAM " AgamAdvAraka pravacana prakAzana samiti " nI Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sthApanA karavAno nirNaya thayo pU gacchAdhipati A zrI hemasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA., pU. A zrI devendrasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. ane pU. A. zrI kailAsasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA AzIrvAda prApta thayA, sAthe pU A. zrI kaMcanasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA nuM mArgadarzana maLyuM. varSo sudhI niraMtara Agama dvArakanI vANInuM pAna karanAra, ghArmika ane sAmAjika kSetre prasiddhine prApta karanArA aneka saMsthAonuM sucArU saMcAlana karanAra, AgAdvArakazrInI aneka saMsthAomAM agragaNya sevA ApanAra khyAtanAma zrI atubhAI cImanalAla, zrI amaracaMda ratanacaMda jhaverI, zrI zAnticaMdra chaganabhAI jhaverI, zrI puSpasena pAnArada jhaverI, zrI niraMjana gulAbacaMda zekasI, zrI maphatalAla jhaveracaMda paMDita ane zrI phUlacaMda je. vakhArIyA jevA suvikhyAta, utsAhI, karmaTha kAryakartAo paNa A saMsthAne prApta thayA, jethI TUMka samayamAM ja pava mahimA darzana, "dezanA AhimA dazana" ane " AnaMda pravacana dazana" jevA daLadAra graMthe bahAra pADI zakyA AnaMda jharaNAM bhAga 1-2 tathA siddhacaka' mAsikamAMthI saMgraha karela, te "AnaMda pravacana darzana" che. anekavidha pratikULatA hovA chatAM mudraNa aMgenI saMpUrNa javAbadArI zrI lAlacaMdabhAI ke. zAhe saMbhALI lIdhI che, tethI A kAryane sAre vega maLe che. A grantha prakAzanamAM jemane pragaTa ke pracchanna sahayoga prApta thaye te sahunI kRtajJabhAve puNyasmRti karuM chuM. mArA dareka kAryamAM saMpUrNa sahAyaka bananAra gaNizrI navasAgarajI ma, gaNizrI azekasAgarajI ma, gaNizrI kalyANasAgarajI ma. gaNizrI caMdrAnanasAgarajI sa, munizrI kalpavardhanasAgarajI ma, tathA bAlamunizrI divyAnaMdasAgarajIne pUrNa sahakAra paNa noMdhapAtra che. mukhapRSTa rekhAcitra munirAjazrI hemacaMdrasAgarajI ma. sA. taraphathI sAbhAra prApta thayela che. tA 4-2-82, vAlakezvara nityadayasAgara gaNi. Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (p) paM.zu ... . sA...da...ra...sa...ma... je mahApurUSe siddhacakra" mAsika dvArA anubhUtinA sAgaramAthI uddabhavelI ane ciraMtana banavA sarjAyelI AgameAddhArakazrInI amaravANIne aneka lokonA aMtara sudhI pahoMcADI meAkSamArganA pravAsI banAvanAra siddhacaka ArAdhana, tIrthoddhAraka, zAsanaprabhAvaka AcArya devazrI cadrasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. ne zrI AnaMda pravacana darzana" koTI vadanapUrvaka sAdara samarpaNa karUM chuM. caraNaraz2a gaNi nityeAdayasAgara Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ YOU CONCATCWwtuwidzwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww ananya gurUbhakata ananya guphabhakata utsAhI kAryakartA kara : zAsana upara AvatA AkramaNone hasatA mukhe mukAbalo karavApUrvaka vijayadevasUrasaMgha goDIjI upAyajeoe sattAvIza varSa sudhI huM nA TrasTI,Agama dvArakazrInI aneka siddhacaka' mAsikanA ta trI saMsthAonA agragaNya kAryakartA banIne AgamedAraka zrInI vANIne 02 ane AgamoddhAraka pravacana prakAzana gheraghera pahoMcADI hatI aneka dhArmika saMsthAone AjIvana samitinA mukhya saMcAlaka sevA Apela te zeThazrI sva.zeThazrI pAnAcaMda rUpacaMda ama da ratanacaMda jhaverI (surata) (surata hAla mubaI) .TWITTUUNNuwwwwwwwwwwawat Carsco COCO uwWwwW Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya namaH Agama dvArake pravacana prakAzana samitinuM namra nivedana zrI AgamazAstra e jaina sAhityano mULabhUta khajAne che. vItarAga paramAtmAe arthathI ApelI dezanAne gaNadhara bhagavatee sUtrabaddha karI gUMthI te vANIne vikramanI pAMcamI zatAbdimAM devaddhi gaNi kSamAzramaNe pustakArUDha karI ane aneka bahuzruta jJAnI gItArthoe zUrNi TIkAo vagere lakhI, temAM vRddhi karI. A Agamika mahApuruSonI paraMparAmAM vIsamI sadImAM AgamedrAraka pU. AcAryadevazrI AnaMdasAgara sUrIzvarajI ma nuM nAma khUba ja mahatvanuM rahyuM che, jemaNe hastalikhita Agama graMthanuM jIvanabhara saMzodhana karI, satata parizrama karI temane mudrita karAvyA, eTaluM ja nahi, kiMtu tAtvika vicAraNAthI bharapUra, tarka ane dalIlothI yukta zAstrIya viSayenuM khUba ja UMDANathI talasparzI, AgamonI cAvIo samAna pravacane ApI aneka AtmAone uddhAra karyo. pUjyazrInAM AvAM tAvika ane sAtvika pravacane teozrInA ziSya-praziSyae lakhI, saMkalana karI, pustakarUpe prakAzita karyA hatAM, paraMtu temAMnAM ghaNuM Aje maLatAM nathI ane keTalAMka amudrita paNa che. aneka tatvajijJAsuo Agamika tAtvika vANathI vaMcita na rahe te hetuthI pa. pU. zAsana prabhAvaka pU. AcAryadeva zrI dazanasAgara sUrIzvarajI ma. sAheba tathA teozrInA ziSya saMgaThThana premI gaNizrI nityodayasAgarajI ma. sAhebanI preraNAthI AgamadvArakazrInAM tamAma pravacanane punaHmudraNa karavA zrI AgamAdAraka pravacana prakAzana samitinI sthApanA karavAmAM AvI che. zreyaskarI Agamika sevAne lAbha levA mATe nIcenI rojanAo mUkavAmAM Ave che. saMsthAna TrasTa rajIsTarDa naMbara : 2721 (Bombay) che.] rU. 5001 pAMca hajAra eka ApanAra "zruta samuddhAraka" kahevAze ne temane pheTe pustakamAM mUkavAmAM Avaze ne saMsthAnA sarva prakAzana temane bheTa apAze. Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rU. 251 paccIse eka ApanAra "zratabhakta" kahevAze ne temane saMsthAnAM tamAma pustaka bheTa apAze. rU1001 eka hajAra eka ApanAra "AjIvana sabhya gaNAze ne temane saMsthAnAM tamAma pustaka bheTa apAze. pa1 pAMcase eka ApanAra "yuta sahAyaka gaNAze ne temane saMsthAnAM navAM prakAzane bheTa apAze. AvA mahAna kAryo pUjya sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAhebanI preraNAthI, zrI saMghe. tathA dAnavIronI sahAyathI ja thaI zake tethI dAnavIrone Aje ja potAnA taraphathI tathA zrI saMghanA jJAna khAtAmAthI bane teTalI vadhumAM vadhu rakama makalI lAbha levA namra vinaMtI. | nivedaka zrI AgaddhArarka pravacana prakAzana samiti TrasTIgaNa 1 zrI anubhAI cImanalAla jhaverI amadAvAda, 2 zrI amaraca da ratanacaMda jhaverI muMbaI 3 zrI zAnticaka chaganabhAI jhaverI surata. 4 zrI puSpasena pAnAcaMda jhaverI muMbaI. 5 zrI nira jana gulAbacaMda cekasI muMbaI. 6 zrI maphatalAla jhaveracaMda paMDita amadAvAda 7 zrI phUlacaMda je. vakhArIyA surata AgamedAraka pravacana prakAzana samitinA nAmane DrAphaTa athavA ceka nIcenA sthaLe mokalI zakAze. 1 zrI anabhAI cImanalAla enDa 3 zrI zAnticaMdra chaganabhAI jhaverI AgameddhAraka saMsthA, gopIpurA, che. pa03/3, pAMcakuvA amadAvAMda-2 AgamamaMdiroDa, surata-2 phena-388095 phezana-28149 2 zrI amaraca da ratanacaMda jhaverI 4 zrI puSpasena pAnAcaMda jhaverI 307, sTeka ekSaceMja TAvara bhAvanA phebrIkSa zera bajAra 336, kAlabAdevI roDa, dalAla sTrITa muMbaI-400023 muMbaI-400002 phena-ra70712 phona-319725. bradharsa Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI. Agama dAraka pravacana prakAzana samiti sahAyaka mahAnubhAvenAM nAme zratasamudhAraka zrI. prabhAvatIbena chaganalAla sarakAra muMbaI-6 , vADIlAla sArAbhAI caMdraprabhasvAmI jaina derAsara, prArthanA samAja zeTha zrI. metIzAha AdIzvara jaina Tepala TrasTa bhAyakhAlA i metIzAha amIcaMda sAkeracaMda cerITebala TrasTa-pAlItANA 9 jhaveracaMda pratApacaMda supArzvanAtha jaina saMgha upAzraya vAlakezvara, muMbaI-6 zrI. vijayadevasUrasaMghanI peDhI, goDIjI mahArAja jaina derAsara dharmAdAkhAtAM muMbaI , matIdharamakAMTAnA jhaverIbhAIo muMbaI , bhavAnIpura jaina ve mU. saMgha kalakattA zeTha zrI. ratanacaMda gulAbacaMda jaina upAzraya surata (gaNi zrI. kalyANasAgarajInI preraNAthI) zrI. mahAvIra jaina ve yU saMgha-perA amadAvAda, (gaNi zrI mahAyaza sAgarajInI preraNAthI) zeTha zrI. dhIrajalAla mohanalAla ha. a.sau. tArAbena dhrAMgadhrAvALA muMbaI amaracaMda ratanacaMda jhaverI muMbaI puSpasena pAnAcaMda rUpacaMda jhaverI nirajana gulAbacaMda cekasI kulacaMda je vakhArIyA surata motIzA lAlabAga jaina cerITIjha - - zratabhakta zrI. rikhavadevajI mahArAjanI peDhI jhagaDIyAtIrtha , govAlIyA Teka (ArAdhanA) jaina saMgha muMbaI >> kalyANa prArthanAtha jaina saMgha, pATI zrI marIna DrAIva jaina saMgha pATaNa maMDaLa muMbai muMbaI Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - 10 AjIvana sabhya zrI. mIThAbhAI kalyANacaMda dharmakuMDa (pa. pU. A zrI. cidAnaMda sAgarasUrIzvara jI. ma.nI preraNAthI) , pArzvanAtha ve. mU. sagha. ghATake para muMbaI - (pa. pU. gaNizrI jitendrasAgarajI ma.nI preraNAthI) zeTha zrI. ratilAla pAnAcaMda DerolavALA, vaDedarA, (pa. pU gaNi, caMdrAnanasAgarajI ma.nI preraNAthI) zrI zAmaLAnI piLa jaina saMgha amadAvAda zrI. maMchubhAI dIpacaMda dharmazALI surata (pa. pU sA. zrI. mRgendrazrIjI manI preraNAthI) ke, maMchubhAI dIpacaMda dharmazALAnI bahene taraphathI surata che, jena AnaMda pustakAlaya che nAnacaMda ghanAjI TrasTa , zAntAkrujha jaina saMgha muMbaI , zrI ghATakepara munisuvratasvAmI jaina devasthAna peDhI muMbaI zrata sahAyaka zrI. vejalapura jaina saMgha (5 pU A. zrI. cidAnaMda sAgara surIzvarajI ma.sA.nI preraNAthI.) >> paramAnaMda jana saMgha - amadAvAda - (pa. pU A. zrI. kaMcana sAgara sUrIzvarajI ma.nI preraNAthI.) >> bIjevA jena saMgha bIjevA - (pa. pU. A. zrI. vijya Indradina sUrIzvarajI manI preraNAthI.) ) bhAvupa jaina saMgha muMbaI - (pa. pU. gaNi zrI. jItendra sAgarajI ma.nI preraNAthI.) >> mIThAbhAI kalyANacaMda dharmakuMDa kapaDavaMja (5. 5 gaNi zrI. naradevasAgarajI ma.nI preraNAthI.) Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ . mU. tapagaccha saMgha - (pa. pU. gaNizrI naradeva sAgarajI mAnI preraNAthI.) , khAnapura jaina saMgha amadAvAda - (pa. pU. gaNizrI mahAyaza sAgarajI ma.nI preraNAthI.) va, tIrtharaMjana vihAra khAnapura amadAvAda | (sAdavajI ma. zrI. guNodayAzrIjInI preraNAthI) ,, AdariyANA vIzA zrImALI jaina saMgha AdariyANuM , prInsesa sTrITa luhAracAla jaina saMgha muMbaI (munizrI kalpavardhana sAgarajInI preraNAthI.) , be meTala enDa ejI. Tulsa kaMpanI muMbaI che rAjasthAna jana saMgha-DoMgarI muMbaI (gaNizrI caMdrAnanasAgarajInI preraNAthI.) , tapAgaccha jaina saMgha jayapura (bAlamunizrI divyAnaMdasAgarajInI preraNAthI) , kAntilAla kALIdAsa, zAmaLAnI poLa amadAvAda , cANasmA jaina mahAjana peDhI cANasmA (munizrI rAjatilakasAgarajI ma nI preraNAthI) zeTha zrI kAntIlAla jekIzanadAsa vakhArIyA surata , zrI amRtalAla jekIzanadAsa vakhArIyA surata zrI sejita jaina saMgha (sAdevIjIzrI. ratnatrayAzrIjI ma.nI preraNAthI). * lIMbaDI jaina saMgha (munizrI. nyAyavadhanasAgarajI ma.nI preraNAthI.) >> navaraMgapurA jaina saMgha amadAvAda (sAdhvIjI zrI praviNAzrIjI ma.nI preraNAthI) TTrasTa rajIsTarDa naMbara : 2721 (Bombay) Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ praveza (le. pro. hIrAlAla 2. kApaDiyA ema. e.) dezanA--duniyA duHkhanA dariyAmAM DUbelI che. AnA vAstavika uddhAra karavA mATe--ene sanmArge vALavA mATe ekAMte kalyANakArI upadezanI dezanAnI AvazyakatA che. AvI denA ApavA mATe te sAcA ane saMpUrNa jJAna ane kharekharA anubhavathI ala kRta puru|ttama ja ceAgya gaNAya. A ja hakIkatane jana STi carittAtha karatI hAya ema jaNAya che, kemake jaina matavya pramANe jainAnA tIthaMkarA- dharmAMtI nA sthApA sarvajJa banyA vinA kadI dezanA detA nathI. vaLI te sarvajJa banyA bAda darAja me vAra traNa traNa kalAka sudhI ceAjanagAminI vANIrUpa pANIne vahevaDAvyA vinA pazu rahetA nathI. vizvavatsalatA tA ApeAApa ja peAtAnuM kAryAM kare ja ne ? keAI vyakti DUbI jatI hAya ane e kAThe UbhelA mANasanA jevAmAM AveteA DUmatI vyakti macAvavA mATe khUma pADe tyAM sudhI e thoDAka ja rAha jue ? jaina danamAM gurune svataMtra adhikAra nathI. emane teA tI kare atAvelA ja mArge cAlavAnuM che. asIlanA kahyA vagara enI vakIlAta karanArA tIrthaMkaranA ane emanA dhyeya ane rAha eka ja che AthI tA vizvanA kalyANa mATe jema tI karI dezanA de che tema 'guru' pade khirAjatI vyaktie paNa jaina zAsanane vaphAdAra rahI e kArya karavuM ja joie. AvI paristhitimAM AgamAddhArakane hAthe emanA sudI dIkSAparyAyane laine aneka vAra dezanA apAI che te ceAgya ja thayuM che. A dezanAonu bhASAdi rUpa mAhya kalevara bhale keTalIka vAra eka ja jaNAya, para Mtu emAM rahela AtmA te bhinna bhinna svarUpe che. viSaya-teozrInA vyAkhyAnamAM sarve Astikoe svIkArelAMemane mAnya deva, guru ane dharma e traNa tattvAmAM 'deva' tattvanI sauthI Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 13 vizeSa mahattA che; e khAkhata dAkhalA-dalIlapUrvaka rajU karAI che. vizeSamAM A dvArA, samabhAvI harimadrasUrie aSTaka-prakaraNa "mahAdevASTakathI kema zarU karyuM... te darzAvAyu che. sudevanA dhyeyane ane emaNe AMkelA mArgane anusaravu e sadgurunuM kartavya che. e vAta ahI vistArathI samajAvAI che. a-nya vyAkhyAnanA prAra`samA satra jIvAnu sAdhya sukha che' ema pratipadana karAyu che. AnA pachInA vyAkhyAnanA kramAMka jo ke pRthak apAye! che, chatAM viSayanI dRSTie ne e be maLIne eka dezanA pUrI thAya che. vAta ema che ke khIjA vyAkhyAnamAM kalikAlasarvajJa hemacandrasUri'e leAka balyAnI je hakIkata darzAvAI che tenA anusadhAnarUpa vaktavya pachInA vyAkhyAnamAM che. - AvI rIte eka vyAkhyAna bIjA vyAkhyAna sAthe sa'lagna che--e e maLIne eka dezanA khane che. eka vyAkhyAnamAM mekSa meLavanAranI saMkhyA samajAvAI che. khIjAmAM cAra bhAvanAnu --khauddha zvazanamAM ullekhAyela prAvihAranu svarUpa vicArAyuM che, koI vyAkhyAna manuSya-bhavanI dubhatAne sparze che teA kAi (aMtima) vyAkhyAna manuSya-bhavanI mahattA samajAve che. eka sthaLe Artta dhyAnanuM svarUpa nirUpaSNu che ane manane vaza rAkhavAnA bAdha apAyA che. temaja e vAtanA nirdeza che ke tIrthakara dhama batAve che, nahi ke manAve che. A tu' ane 'na' vaccenA bheda samajavA jevA che. eka vyAkhyAnane prAraMbha haribhadrasUriSkRta pacAsagane lakSIne karAyA che. evI rIte khIjAneA ratnazekharasUriSkRta sirisirivAlahAne uddezIne ane trIjAne kAlikAlasarvaijJa' hemaca'drasUrikRta triSaSThizalAkApuruSacaritrane uddezIne karAyeA che. agniparIkSA AgamAddhArakanI dezanA eTale sAmA pakSanA vakIlane hAthe sAkSInI karAtI UlaTa tapAsa. e jaina darzananAM stanyeA kevaLa rajU kare che ema nahi, paraMtu enA viSeAdhI paNa je Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rIte enI parIkSA na kare tevI enI AkarI parIkSA pote kare che. prAcIna ane niSpakSapAtI munivarenuM vaktavya cArTara benkanuM-so TacanuM suvarNa che. e hakIkata e enI agniparIkSA karI siddha karI Ape che che. dA. ta. vicAre nimna likhita padyanI samIkSA :____ "pakSapAto na me vIre, na dveSaH kapilAdipu / yuktimad vavana yasya, tasya kAryaH parigrahaH // " mahAvIra svAmInA ananya rAgI haribhadrasUrie lekatanirNayamAM A pramANe je udgAra kADhyA che tenI tArtika daSTie Agame ddhArake cakAsaNI karI che. pakSapAta eTale zuM? pakSapAta ane rAgamAM bheda che? "vI ne badale 'sAthe ane vidyAray? ne badale sinAgi jevA pratye kema nahi? uttarArdha zuM sUcave che? Ama aneka rIte A padyanI emaNe parIkSA karI che. ane enI satyatA pUravAra karI ApI che. gahana viSayanI chaNAvaTa-sUkSama nimedanuM nirUpaNe e jenA darzananI eka viziSTatA che. sAthe sAthe enA rUpe eka aTapaTa paraMtu khUba mahattvane viSaya paNa che. AvA gahana viSayane paNa laukika dAkhalA-dalIla ApIne ajene paNa sahelAIthI samajI zake. evI rIte Agama dvArake rajU karyo che. rajuAta-sAmAnya rIte zrAvake paNa je savAla uThAvatA acakAca ane chaDecoka belatAM Dare tevI vAta paNa bedhaDaka rIte Agama ddhAraka upasthita kare cheA vicAratAM mane eka prasaMga yAda Ave che. kahevAya che ke-I-veriTi (Inverarity) jevA dhArAzAstrI eka vAra potAnA asIla taraphathI belavA UbhA thayA tyAre bhUlathI pitAnA asalanI viruddha je sAmA pakSane vakIla kahe tevI ja vAte emaNe kahI. keIke emanuM dhyAna kheMcyuM tyAre emaNe kahyuM nAmadAra, A te mArA mitra-sAmA pakSanA vakIla-sAheba je kahe te meM kahyuM che, paNa te kevuM vajUda vinAnuM che te have huM batAvuM chuM.' Ama kahI emaNe AkhI vAta palaTI nAkhI. Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prastuta saMgrahamAM abhayakumArane mahAvIre dIkSA ApI tethI zreNika rAjAne keTaluM badhuM sahana karavuM paDayuM, keNike ke bhayaMkara utpAta macAvyo ItyAdi pApanA bhAgIdAra jANe mahAvIra na hoya ema rajUAta karI, ene saceTa radiye Agame ddhArake Apyo che, ane sAthe sAthe "sAce bhakta kene kahevAya ? te paNa darzAvyuM che. tIrthakara eTale dravya-daSTie mAMsanA locA ane bhagavAnanI pratimA eTale paththarane TUkaDe ema kahI e banenI vAstavika mahattA emaNe nizI che. vyAvahArika bodha-AgaddhAraka duniyAdArInI bAbatathI paNa paricita che. ethI te TaTTa, vAMdaro, uMdara, vIMchI vagere kema vate tenuM jhINavaTabharyuM vivecana emaNe karyuM che. gharamAM keLaNa lAvI besADa keLaNa", lavAda ane nyAyAdhIzanAM vartana, vaDhA ane vidhura vacce bheda, zatrune zatru te mitra, bheLAvanArAnI zabdachaLamAM ustAdI, kAyaTiyAnI madazA, phariyAdI tarIke sipAI, ghenuM vAgharIvADe gamana, AsAmI tUTe te zuM ? kaNabInuM vartana, vyAjanA prakAro, ItyAdi bAbate paNa A vAtanI sAkSI pUre che. aMgrejI zabdane praga-musalamAnI rAjya daramyAna keTalAka phArasI ane arabI zabdo gujarAtI bhASAmAM apanAvAyA tema aMgrejonA amala daramyAna aMgrejI zabdo gharagaththu banyA. AvI paristhitimAM AgamoddhArakane hAthe polIsa, membarazipa, kArDa-holDara, thiyarI ItyAdi zabdo vaparAyA che, te svAbhAvika che. | mukhya sUra-samagra vyAkhyAne-dezanA pAchaLa eka ja uddeza rakhAya che ke karmanuM svarUpa samajAvI saMsArI jIvone muktine mArga batAvo ke jethI e sadAne mATe duHkhathI mukta banI zAzvata sukhane bhekatA bane. hIrAlAla 2 kApaDiyA Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - - - - - - - - prAptisthAna 1. zeTha zrI amaracaMdabhAI ratanacaMda jhaverI 77 e, vAlakezvara roDa muMbaI-400086 2. zrI AgaddhAraka saMsthA gopIpurA-Agama maMdira roDa, surata-1 3. zrI semacaMda DI, zAha jIvana-nivAsa sAme, pAlItANuM (saurASTra) 4. zrI jazavaMtalAla gIradharalAla dozIvADAnI piLa, amadAvAda-1 5 zrI sarasvatI pustaka bhaMDAra hAthIkhAnA ratanapaLa, amadAvAda-1 6. zrI pArzva prakAzana nIzA poLanA nAke jhaverIvADa rIlIpharoDa, amadAvAda-1 7. zrI sevaMtIlAla vI. zAha mahAjana galI, jhaverI bajAra saMbaI-400002 Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacananA prakAza kALanA pravAha anAdi kALathI satata vahetA rahela che, te pravAha mAghAta-pratyAghAta jhIlatA, sahateA, peAtAnA kAMThAne samRddhi, sukhamaya, zAMtimaya manAve che. A agAdha pravAhamAM AgamA-vItarAga paramAtmAnA vANIneA caiAdha che. te dheAdhane jhIlaveA, samajavA, AtmasAt karavA ne sAmAnya buddhizALIne ApavA te saraLa ne sahaja kA nathI. tevu kAya karanAra bhagIratha jevAnI mahAna ane puruSArthanI ajeya sa`zeAdhana zakti ne khArAvAra sahanazIlatAnI AvazyakatA che. ane AvuM ja sAMpaDe che eka AnaMda sAgarajImAM.. teo nIDara, pratApI, prabhAvI, sa`zeAdhaka ne pravacanakAra hatA. gItAmAM zrI kRSNe prarUpela vacananA sAkSAtkAra zrI sAgarajIe karI, bhArata para paradezIenAM AkramaNA thayA, aMgrejonuM' zAsana AvyuM ne bhAratIya madhu' te paradezanA pArakA prakAzamA kathIra kaMcana lAgyuM, ne ajJAnatA ne arAjakatAnA vAtAvaraNamAM leAkeAne paradezI sattAmAM samRddhi lAgI. AvA vikRta vaTALamAM vicAratA leAkeAne eka maharSie saMskAranA ane saMskRtinA temaja sanmAnA sonerI mArga darzAvyeA. leAkeAnI zaMkA para satya-asatyanA bheda pArakhavA mATe chINI vaDe ghA karyAM, praznA upasthita karyo ne praznonA uttara ApyA. teozrInu pravacana eTale praznottarI. te samajavA mATe javalata mAnasa zakti, kuzAgra buddhi ane prakhara abhyAsa ne sateja smaraNa zakti joie. pU. AgamAhAraka prazno upasthita kare che. tenA uttara zA ane svITa Ape che, paNa tenI asara jema nacu kavInAIna dahanA meleriyA tAva tAtkAlika dUra kare tema A prazna-pravacA na kivanAIna che, je tAtkAlika sa'sAra bhavanA tApa ne tAvane dUra karavA samartha che. pU. sAgarajInAM pravacanAne graMthastha karavAnI zuddha, sAttvika, tAttvika mAla levAnI ane te jijJAsune ApavAnI kamara kasI che AgamAdvAraka pravacana prakAzana samitie. Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 18 e samitimAM AdhArabhUta khyAtanAma, vicakSaNa ne vivekI. zrAddharane pU sAgarajInA ananya, samaju bhakato che, jeoe pU. sAgarajInAM vyAkhyAne rasa mA che, jIvanamAM utAryo che, te AnaMda, te ullAsa, te prasannatA, te AtmIyatA, te romAMca anyane arpavA kaTibaddha banyA che. temane preraNA arpanAra, kAryapravRtta karanAra, tapomUni zAMta, dAkta, zAnta saraLa svabhAvI, vAtsalya mUrti, sadeva smita pAtharatA AcArya bhagavaMta zrIdazanasAgarajI ma. sA. che. ane pU gurUdevanA vicArone AcAramAM mUkanAra, uSmA ne hUMpha lAvanAra che saMgaThana premI zrInityodayasAgarajI gaNivarya. temanAmAM nAma pramANe sAgarajInA vicArone nitya udayamAM lAvavA. mATe tamannA che, dhagaza che, basa, badhAne sAgarajInA jJAnasAgaramAM DUbADI temane ane sAtvika AnaMda letA karavA. AvI zubhabhAvanA ne zubhakAmanA e gurUziSyanI alabelI jeDImAM che. temane yathArtha svarUpe nakara vAstavika banAvanAra che sujJa, saMskArI, janmajAta dharmaniSTha evA sAta TrasTIo jemanAM apUrva zraddhA, aDaga vizvAsa, ne aTaLa kAryaniSThAne kAraNe teo pU. sAgarajInAM vyAkhyAne mudrita karavA-karAvavA kaTibaddha thayA che. ane AvuM umadA-uttama-udAtta kArya karavAne atyAMza kahAve, levAnuM mane gurUkRpAe, puNya prApta thayuM te mAruM saubhAgya che. A pravacane samajavA mATe prAthamika nizcita vicAra-jJAnanI pUrvabhUmikAnI jarUra che pachI tene mAnasapAcaka banAvavAnI buddhi ne abhyAsanI jarUra che tathA AtmasAt karavA mATe samatA, zAti ne sthiratAnI jarUra che. chaghatha chu, bhautika bhUtAvaLathI vIMTaLAyela chuM, viSamaya vAtAvaraNamAM vimAsuM chuM tevAne hAthe thayela bhUla udArabhAve kSamya karI chAza na pItAM, mAkhaNa-navanIta mANaze evI vinaMtI- lAlacaMda ke. zAha (vaNedavALA) Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Agama dvArakazrIne apaparicaya bhakti ane zaktinA saMgama tIrthasamuM mahAgujarAtanuM kapaDavaMja zahera te Agama dvArakazrInI janmabhUmi. gAMdhI maganalAla bhAIcaMdanA supanI yamunAbenanI kukSiAe vi. saM. 1931nA aSADha vada 0)) nA divase hemacaMdabhAIne janma thayo. meTAbhAInI thayelI dIkSA ane. pitAzrInI saMyama pratyenI tIvratara bhAvanAthI addhi ane samRddhinI vacce paNa saMsAra pratye udAsInatA ne saMyama pratye tIvra jhaMkhanA vadhI. kuTumbIjanoe temane saMsAranI kedamAM nAkhyA, chatAM nitya pravacanasevanathI ane mahApurUSanI kathAonA zravaNathI hemacaMdabhAI jIvanane thAka utAravA lAgyA ne manamAM virAgya dharatA gharavAsI te mekSamArganA pravAsI banavA kaTibaddha thayA ne vi. saM. 1937 mahA suda. 5 nA bhAgavatI pravajyA- aMgIkAra karI, AnaMdasAgara banyA. paNa kALe ekale hAthe ja jANe potAnuM bhAgya ghaDavA na mekalyA hoya tema gurUdeva zrI jhaverasAgarajI cha mAsanA alpa samayamAM ja svarge sIdhAvI gayA. gurU manI zikSA aMtaramAM utArI jJAna ane cAritranI sAdhanAmAM pragati karavA lAgyA. marajIvAnI jema UMgha ane ArAma tajI sAhasa ane puruSArthanA pratApe jJAnasAgaramAM DUkhyA ane alpa samayamAM ja satata parizrama vaDe vividha viSayone aMge nAnI moTI kRtio racanArA ane pUrvAcAryonI prauDha kRtionA paThana pAThana ane saMpAdanakaranAra ane jaina samAjamAM pRcchA egya ucca vidvAnamAM agragaNya sthAna prApta karavA samartha banyA ane "sAgarajI'nA nAmathI sArAya, samAjamAM prasiddha thayA. jyAM sthAnakavAsIone joradAra pracAra hatA tevA rAjasthAnanA . pAlI zaheramAM cAturmAsa mATe zrIsaMghane Agraha thatAM tyAM padhArI" Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 20 -ajJAnanAM timira ulecI, jJAnanAM ajavALAM karavA 'sthAnAMgasUtra'nI dezanA ApI, aneka sthAnakavAsIone maMdiranA mArge caDhAvI pAtAnI pUNa pratibhAnAM darzana karAvyAM te vakhatanI tripuTI tarIke sAthe rahIne zAsananAM aneka kAryA karanAra sunirAjazrI nemavijayajI zrI maNivijayajI ane zrI AnaMda-- sAgarajIe paMnyAsapravara zrI gaMbhIravijayajI ma. sA. pAse ceAgAThana karyA ane visa.... 1960nA jeTha suda 10 nA panyAsapade Ardra thayA ane sattAvIza varSoMnA dIkSA paryAye surata saghanA atyAgrahe 1974nA vaizAkha suda 10 nA pa. pU. A. zrI vijaya kamalasUrIzvarajI ma. nA varadahaste AcAya padane varyAM. te mahApurUSe AgamAnI nava vAcanA ApavA pUrNAMka AgamAne mudrita karAvyA. temaNe 821457 bleAkapramANu ekasepa cetera Agama prakaraNe ane siddhAntika prathAnu sapAdana karyuM", 70 hajAra thleAkapramANa Agamika anekavitva granthAnuM abhinava sarjana karyuM, 60 hajAra zleAkapramANa gujarAtI-hindI sAhityanA paccIsa granthAnu' sajjana karyuM, e lAkha AApramANu Agama granthA ArasanI 6424 nI zIlAe para keAtarAvyA, e lAkha zrlokapramANa Agama granthAnuM 36 x 15nA tAmrapatro para aMkana karAvyuM, e lAkha leAkapramANa AgamAnuM 24 x 30nA lejara pepara upara zuddha mudraNa karAvyuM, prAcIna esI granthA upara 15000 leAkapramANa sauMskRta bhASAmAM prastAvanA lakhI peAtAnI pratibhAnAM darzana samAjane karAvI sAcA arthAMmAM AgameAhAraka banyA. ekalA suratamAM ja zeTha devacaMda lAlabhAI jaina pustakAddhAraphDa vi. sa. 1964, zrI tattvakhAdha jaina-- pAThazALA vi sa. 1968, jainAna'4 pustakAlaya vi. sa'. 1975, zeka Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ra nagInadAsa maMchubhAI jana sAhitya ddhAraka phaMDa vi.saM. 1986, zrI AnaMda. sAgarasUri jaina pAThazALA vi. saM. 2002 ane jainapustaka pracAraka saMsthA vi. saM. 2005mAM sthApI. A rIte suratane sAcI sonAnI surata banAvI. A jJAnanI saMsthAo sthApI tethI teozrI "suratanA. sAgarajI" tarIke oLakhAyA. maMdira te anekee banAvyAM, paraMtu jainadharmanA ItihAsamAM . jinabi ba ane jinAgamanI ekatA karI sarva prathama Agama maMdira, nirmANa karavAnuM puNya kArya te Agama dvArakazrIe ja karyuM. sametazikharamAM havA khAvAnA baMgalA baMdha karAvyA, aMtarIjImAM digaMbaronA kesamAM satyavAdI ne vijayI thayA, kezarIyAjI tIrtha mUrtipUjaka saMghanuM ja che, te sAbita karI vijaya daMDa caDhAvyo. jIvanA bhoge paNa cArUpa, aMtarIkSajI, kezarIyAjI, bhe pAvara vagere. aneka tIrthonuM rakSaNa karI zAsanazAla tarIke vikhyAta thayA. . zelANAnareza dilipasiMhajIne pratibadhI jIvadayAne paDaha vagaDAvavApUrvaka AkhAya mAlavAmAM dharmane pracAra karAvI, jinamaMdiranA uddhAra sAthe mAMDavagaDha, pAvara tIrthane uddhAra karAvI, aneka sthaLe pAThazALA vagere cAlu karAvI, jethI Aje paNa "sAgarajInuM mAlavA" kahevAya che. jainAnaMda puratakAlaya dvArA nAnAMmoTAM aneka zaheromAM jJAna-. bhaMDAra mukAvI sadAne mATe jJAnaparabe cAlu karI vi saM. 1971 mAM AgAdayasamitinI bhayamAM, vi saM. 192 jainAnaMda jJAnamaMdire jAmanagaramAM ane zramaNa saMgha pustakasaMgraha tathA RSabhadevajI kezaramala peDhI jevI aneka zAsanahitakara saMsthAonI sthApanA karI, saMghamAM jAgRti ANI ane zAsananI avicchinna paraMparATakAvI AkramaNakhorane harahaMmeza pratikAra karyo. Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 22 jIvanane aMtasamaya jANe bhayaMkara mAMdagI ane vyAdhiothI grasta dehe ArAdhanA mATe "ArAdhanA mAga" graMthanI racanA karI, paMdara divasa anazana svIkAravApUrvaka ardhapadmAsane mauna avasthAmAM cAre AhArane tyAga karavApUrvaka potAnA ziSya A. zrI mANijyasAgarasUri -ma ne saMgha ane samudAyanI javAbadArI pI zeTha maMchubhAI dIpacaMdanI dharmazALA (lIMbaDAne upAzraya)mAM saM. 2006nA vaizAkha vada 5, -zani sTA. TAIma 4-32 amRta coghaDIye svamukhe namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karatA svarge sidhAvyA. A rIte apratima pratibhA pUrNa jIvanathI lAkhane dharma pamADI, AgamasAhitya, saMghasevA, tIrthasevA, ujamaNuM, udyApana, dIkSAo, pratiSThA karAvavApUrvaka, tarka dalIlathI yukta sAttvika vANInuM pAna karAvI, paththara jevA hRdayane pIgaLAvanAra, mekSamArganI sAdhanA karanArane AlaMbanarUpa, tapa, japa ane saMyamathI suzobhita jJAnanA advitIya ArAdhaka evA A sUrIzvarajInuM jIvana darekane AtmavikAsa karavAmAM -sahAyaka bane ane ajJAnI jInA netra ughADanA DuM banI vyakita ane rASTranA jIvanaghaDataramAM mahatvane bhAga bhajave e ja IcchA sAthe sUrIjIne zata vaMdanA vAlakezvara, muMbaI-6 caMdrAnanasAgara gaNi zrI AgaddhAraka pravacana prakAzana samiti taraphathI AganI cAvIrUpa prakAzana parva mahimA darzana rU. 25 = 00 dezanA mahimA darzana rUA. rapa = 00 AnaMda pravacana darzana rUA. rapa = 00 SoDazaka prakaraNuM dazana rU. 25 = 00 Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ viSayAnukrama = prakAzakIya nivedana.... zrI amaracaMda ratanacaMda jhaverI ja saMpAdakIya-gaNivarya zrI nityeAdaya sAgarajI ma. sA. : Agama ddhAraka pravacana prakAzana samitinuM namra nivedana nivedaka-TrasTI gaNa je pravezaka -hIrAlAla 2. kApaDiyA # pravacanane prakAza -lAlacaMda ke. zAha * AgaddhArakazrIne alpa paricaya zrI caMdrAnanasAgara gaNi ka pravacana anukramaNikA. pAnA 1 thI 480 pAnuM . pravacana anukramaNikA pravacana viSaya 1. devAdhideva zrI tIrthakara bhagavAna 2. pariNati jJAna 3. dharma ane jJAnadharma 4. dharmane pAye 5. janmamaraNanI bhayaMkaratA 6. yathAvAdI tadAkArI 7. sukhaduHkha samIkSA 8. navapada 9. jenA darzanamAM aspRzyatAnuM vidhAna 10. dharmanAM cihno 50 107 138 144 153 Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 11. jJAnI 12. 13. 14. zrutapravAha 15 deva-guru-dha samyapha 16 17. pAMca prakAranA bhAva devanI ArAdhanA sabhya 24 18 jJAna ane kriyA 19. varAgyane viveka 20. mAtA-pitAnI javAbadArI 21. huM kANu ? 22. jya jinedra ane praNAma bhAga-4 1. jJAna pravRtti 2. mUrti pUjAnuM rahasya 3 AjanuM kaparuM' cAritrapAlana 4. zAstracakSu 5. dharmalAbha 6. jaina kANu ? 7. aMtarAtma 8. janma kalyANaka 9. upAdhi kema ? 10 muni ahiMsaka ke akicana 11. pAtaLA kaSAyathI manuSyapaNu 12 zarIra eTale darakhArI jamIna 13. jIvajIvana ane jaDa jIvana 14 anarthanuM mULa 15, mamatA 158 171 194 208 213 231 251. 262 270 304 328 344 348 354 374 383 389 400 421. 426 429 436 442 449 454 462 471 Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ devAdhideva zrI tIrthaMkara bhagavAna bau plifyiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII manuSyabhava durlabha che, kAraNa ke manuSyapaNuM meLavavA mathatA jIvo ghaNuM che. manuSyapaNAmAM paNa janmatAM kAMI paNa na karyA chatAM kaIne sukha vagere maLe che te parabhavanA puNyane prabhAva che. have manuSyapaNu pAmI pUNyA na karavAmAM Ave che te manuSya pAnuM kevaLa kharca karanAra, paNa kamANa na karanAra peDhI jevuM gaNAya. manuSyapaNAnI peDhImAM Idri, kaSA vagere uThAugIra grAuMDe che ane dAna-ziyaLa-tapa-bhAva vagere uttama grAhake che. manuSapaNAmAM pitAnuM sAcuM rakSaNa samajavA zuddha devatattvane pakaDe. zuddha devatattva ane dharmatattva apUrNAMkanA guNAkAra jevA che. je deva pUrepUrA jANakAra na hoya, te temane batAvela dhana tuMbaDImAMnA kAMkarA jevuM che. vartanapUrvaka sAcuM jANanAra ja kharekhara jaNakAra che. AthI zAstramAM prathama vItarAgapaNuM ane pachI sarvajJapaNuM prApta thAya che tema jaNAvyuM che. zrI siddhabhaDyAna ane tIrthakara bhagavAna bane sarvajJa sarakhA, chatAM tIrthakara bhagavAna guphAmAM aTavAtA mANasone prarama dIpaka batAvanAra jevA mArgadarzaka ane upadezaka che, mATe te parama upakArI che, temaja tIrthakara bhagavAnapaNuM eka bhavanA nahi paNa bhavAMtaranA prabaLa sadvartanane laIne pamAya che. dA. ta. neminAtha bhagavAne bAlyakALamAM jarA nivAravAnA upAya batA paNa saMhAramAM sAtha na ApyuM. tIrthakara bhagavAnanA janma vakhate Ikona Asana Dole che. Indro namukuNuM kahI jIve che. A tIrthakara bhagavaMta devAdhideva che. PIIIIII HAwwwwwIBHAIHistirring/IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII manuSyapaNunAM sthAna thoDAM : umedavAro ghaNuM zAstrakAra mahArAjA bhagavAn zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja bhavya jIvone dharmopadeza detAM aSTakacha prakaraNanI racanAmAM batrIza. aSTakamAM prathama mahAdevASTaka kahevAnA kAraNamAM ema jaNAvI gayA. * 1 Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana \ \ \ che ke Astika deva, gurU, dharma e tattvatrayIne mAne che temAM mULa AdhAra bhUta devatatva ja che. gurU te ja manAya che ke je deve kahelA AcAramAM vate deve kahelo AcAra te dharma manAya che. anya matomAM prathama bhUla ahIM ja thAya che. temane devatAva suMdara maLatuM nathI tethI khUluM che ke gurUtattva tathA dharmatattva paNa su dara maLI zake nahi. manuSyabhavanI suMdaratA devatavanI suMdaratA upara AdhAra rAkhe che. mATe ja manuSya mAtra devatatvane khAsa vicAra karavAne che manuSyabhava devata nA bhavathI paNa muzkelIthI maLe che devatAne upajavAnAM sthAna manu karatA asa ya gaNa che je padArtho ghaNA hoya temAMthI umedavAra koI paNa pAmI zake che. thoDI vastuonA umedavAromAM ghaNAne nirAza thavuM paDe 98 sthAnaH temAM gama ja manuSyanuM sthAna ochAmAM ochuM che tenA karatA bI jI kaI paNa ochI jAta nathI. devatAnI jAta lagabhaga pa0-papamAM naMbare che. manuSyapaNAnAM sthAna ochAM hovAthI ghaNA umedavAre nAsIpAsa thAya. devakanAM sthAno ghaNuM ane umedavAra DA, kemake devatAo, nArakIo, vikale driya ke eke driyanA jIve devalokamAM jaI zakatA nathI eTale eTalI jAtinA umedavAre te ApoApa ochA thAya che devatAnI gatine lAyakanA jIva ghaNA thoDA che. manuSya gatine lAyakanA jIva ghaNuM che. anaMtaka yamAMthI nIkaLelo manuSya thAya. Ama manuSyapaNAnA umedavAre ghaNuM che. ApaNane Avu durlabha manuSyapaNuM maLI gayuM umedavArI pAsa thaI gaI.paNa maLelu manuSyapaNuM bAdazAhanA khAjAnA bhUkA jevuM thaI paDayuM che. eka vakhata bAdazAha tathA bIrabala gokhama UbhA che tyAM mAge, eka dubaLe bhikhArI pasAra thAya che tene te hAlatamAM joI bAhazAha bIrabalane pUche cheH "bIrabala! ye durbala dubaLA kayuM ?" bIrabalaH "jahAMpanAha ! unako khAnekA nahi mIlatA !" bAdazAhaH "khAnekA nahi mIlatA ? bevaphapha hai kahIMkA ? khAnekA na male to khAjekA bhUkA kayU nahIM khAtA ?" Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ devAdhideva zrI tIrthakara bhagavAna urnarrrrrrrr bAdazAha pitAnI najare Ama bele che, kemake bAdazAhane mana te khAjAne bhUke e pheMkI devAnI cIja che, paNa jagatanI najare jIe te khabara paDe ke khAjAne bhUko paNa bhikhArIne maLI zakato nathI bAdazAha jyAM sudhI bAdazAhI najare jue tyAM sudhI e paristhitine khyAla kadApi AvI zakatuM nathI. jagatanI daSTie te bicArA bhikhArIne khAjAne bhUke jovAnuM paNa kayAM che? e ja rIte ApaNe manuSya zarIramAM AvyA, zarIre vadhyA, samajaNamAM vadhyA mATe manuSyapaNAnI durlabhatA cAlamAM AvatI nathI kemake daSTi prApta manuSyapaNAnI che. jeone manuSyapaNuM nathI maLyuM tevAM jhADa, phaLa, phUla, pAMdaDA vagerenI najare jUe te jarUra manuSyatva dulabha samajAya. pRthvIkAya, apakAya, teukAya, vAyukAya, vanaspatikAyamAM rahelA ja manuSyapaNuM na pAmyA ane ApaNe pAmyA tenuM kAMI kAraNa kharuM ke nahi? kyA puNyathI A manuSyatva sAMpaDayuM e bhale na samajAya paNa eka vAta te cokkasa ke kaI puNya prakRtithI ja te maLyuM che. janmatAM ja maLatAM sukha-dukhamAM A janmanuM kahyuM kAraNa che? , gAdI para AvelA bAdazAhane rAjyAdi Rddhi maLI te kayA kAraNe? A bhavamAM kyA prayatna che? rAjya meLavavA vageremAM to vaDIleno prayatna hatone ! bIjuM ke ahIM na jakhyuM ane pote kema janmyo ? rAjya mATe potAnI mahenata muddala nathI. rAjya kAMI uparathI (AkAzathI) utarIne AvyuM nathI. pote janmatAM pahelAM te sthAnanI pasaMdagI karI nathI ke ene ja janma tyAM thAya, temaja evI che ke pasaMdagI mAbApe paNa karI nathI. te A badhuM thavAmAM kAMI kAraNuM kharuM ke nahi ? kheLe (dattaka levAmAM ke thavAmAM te haju paraspara jevApaNuM hoya paNa janma levAmAM nathI. mAbApe dIkarAnA jIvane pasaMda nathI karyo ke avataranAre nathI mAbApane pasaMda karyA ! kanyA ApatI vakhate hajI e sukhI thaze ke nahi tenI tapAsa thAya che. pachI ja sa ba dha saMdhAya che paNa ahIM saMbaMdha keresA ? keIdalAla khare ke nahIM ? keTalAye vepAra evA hoya che ke jemAM sadA khUba thAya che Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ana da pravacana darzana paNa grAhaka vepArIne oLakhate nathI, vepArI grAhakane oLakhate nathI. mAtra banene dalAla jANe che. te ahIM Ave se kese karyo ? pUrve evAM karma karelAM ke jethI pote rAjyanA vArasarUpe AvIne avataryo. e aMtarAya teDelo ke AvI Rddhi vakhate ja putrapaNe AvI gayo. prathamanA bhavanuM sadbhAgya ja gAdIe lAvanAra che ghaNue che A rahyA ! teo kema rAjya na pAmyA ? kema tevI taka temane na maLI ? eka ja kAraNa che ke temaNe pUrvanA bhave tevuM puNya upArjana karyuM nathI. jeNe tevuM puNya upAsyuM tene tenA ge rAjya AvI maLyuM che. uThAugIra grAhakevALI peDhI cAle keTale samaya ? e ja rIte ApaNe A manuSyapaNuM pUrvenA bhavana bhAgyodaye pAmyA chIe. je peDhImAM kevaLa bhADA vagerenuM, munimanA pagAra vagerenuM kharca ja cAlu che ane grAhaka keI Ave nahi, ane Ave te uThAugIra Ave te te peDhInI dazA zI thAya ? tema ApaNe meLavelA manuSyapaNAnI peDhInI hAlata vicAraNIya che. AraMbha, samAraMbha, parigraha, viSa, kaSA, meha, mamatva, mAyA, kuTuMbakabIlA A badhA grAhako ! AmAM keI kamANa karAvanAre che? badhA ja eka na baranA uThAugIra cheH avvala darajajAnA dhADapADu che. se laIne nevuM paNa pAchA ApavAnI nathI! puNya keTaluM khavAya che? tenA badalAmAM zuM maLe che te kadI tapAsyuM? AvA grAhaka upara peDhI calAvAya kharI ? manuSyagatimAMthI durgatimAM javAnuM kAraNa e ja che ke puNya prakRti bhegavI laIe chIe (khavAtI jAya che) ane pApa prakRti bAMdhIe chIe puNyanA phaLanA bhagavaTAmAM rAcavA-bhAcavAthI pApa bAMdhIe chIe. je grAhako mAla to laI jAya, lIdhe ja jAya ane paisA Ape nahi te naphAnI vAta kayA karavI? tyAM te mUDI ja saphAcaTa thavAnI che! luccA grAhake mIThuM belanArA hoya che, me mAge bhAva ApanArA hoya che [pasA ApavA hoya te vadhe le ne !] iMdriyenA. viSe mIThA lAge che. vAdiSTa khAvAnuM maLe te hAAzA sAruM Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana 3H4. AyuSya bhegavIe tyAre bIje divasa maLe che. pAMcamAnuM AyuSya -pUruM thAya che tyAre ja chaDrAnuM AyuSya maLe che. eTale ekano kharca karIe chIe tyAra pachI bIjo Ave che. A pramANe vahetA pANInI mAphaka AkhI jiMdagI cAlI jAya che. jema ekAda dArUDiyo dArU pIne paDe che ane tene jagatanuM bhAna hetuM nathI. potAnA hitAhitanuM bhAna hetuM nathI. potAnI kIti, pratiSThAnuM bhAna hotuM nathI, ane samaya pasAra thaI jAya che, te ja pramANe A jIvAtmAne paNa tenA hitAhitanuM bhAna hetuM nathI. ane jIvAtmA kALa pasAra karIne karmomAM baMdhAte jAya che. AtmAne paNa e vAtanuM bhAna -rahetuM nathI ke huM koNa chuM ? kayAthI Avyo chuM? kayAM javAne - zuM ? ane mArI zI gati thavAnI che ! A jIva pite ema paNa nathI vicArate ke mAruM sthAna kayAM che ? ane huM ahIM kayAMthI ane kevI rIte Avyo chuM ? zarIranuM ratna karyuM ? mANasa jema dArU pIe che ane pachI masta thaIne rastAmAM paDe che tema A AtmA mehamadirA pIne masta banyo che, ane te -jagatamAM paDe che. tene potAnA svArthane paNa yAla nathI, ane -pitAnI cIjane paNa khyAla nathI. tame zarIranA ratnane AMkha gaNe che, AMkhanA je zarIrano bIje kaI paNa avayava tame kiMmatI -mAnatA nathI. e AMkhane loke ratna kahe che, ratnane A jagata jue che. ApaNI AMkha te A duniyAne jue che. badhI vastunuM avalokana kare che, ane tenuM ApaNane jJAna thAya che, chatAM e AMkhamAM paNa eka meTI kheDa e che ke te AkhA jagatane jue che, paraMtu potAne ja te joI zakatI nathI !! A jIva zarIra dhAraNa kare che eTale pahelavahelo te mAtAne -ane tenA stanane jue che, ane te ja AkhI duniyA che ema samaje che! mATe thaye eTale ramatamAM paDaye. tyA bAlamitrone ja jhaMkhe che ane te maLyA eTale badhuM maLyuM ema mAne che. nizALe Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM koNa ? 335 bhaNavA mAkalA eTale vidyA ane vidyAthIne ja jhaMkhe che, ane peAtAnA bhAIbaMdhA ane meAjamajAha maLI eTale temAM ja duniyA pUrI thaI che ema samaje che. have paraNe che. paraNyA pachI srIputrAdinI upAdhivALA thayA eTale tene ja jhaMkhe che, ane Akhare mRtyuzayyAe paDe che, tyAM paNa A zarIrajIvanane ja jhakhe che. mAMdA paDe che te ArAgyane jha Mkhe che : AreAgya maLyu tA viSayAne jha Mkhe che : viSayA maLyA tA tethI maLatA paulika lAbhane jhakhe che : eka lAbha maLyA tA khIje lAbha vicAre che paraMtu -- A AtmA AkhI jiMdagImAM eka paNa paLa evI meLavate nathI ke je samaye teNe jete peAtAne akhIne ema vicAyu` hoya ke hu* kANu chuM ? peAtAne vicAra karyo A AtmAe AkhI jiMdagIbhara jIvana dhAraNa karIne samaye samaye paisA-TakAnA, srIputrAdinA, mAlamilakatanA ane dhaMdhApANInA ja vicAra karyAM karyAM che. paraMtu teNe eka paNa vakhate peAtAne acA nathI. teNe evA vicAra kadI paNa karyAM nathI ke huM keNu chuM? ane mAruM A jagatamAM zu thavAnu che! teNe evA svapne paNa khyAla karyAM nathI ke huM A soMsAramAM zuM laIne AvyA hatA ? ane me zuM meLavyu' che ? ane zuM gumAvyuM che! je AtmA pote peAtAnA ja vicAra vinAnA che te bedarakAra zeThanI mAphaka adhogatie ja jAya che! uDAu mANasa-jugArIo haMmezAM peAtAnI kAthanI sAme jotA nathI. paraMtu keTalA kharacA karavAnA che te ja vAta tapAse che, paraMtu tenI e rItabhAtanu pariNAma e Ave che ke chevaTe te devALuM ja kADhe che! AtmA paNa AvA uDAu ane devALiceA ja che. te pe:tAnu AyuSya rAja rAja dharmAMrAdhana karyAM vinA bheAgavye jAya che, paraMtu have pachI zu" evA prazna kadI tenA aMtaramAM 'UThatA ja nathI !! have AvA devALiye lAhya-nAdArI le temAM tenA doSa ke bIjAnA doSa? Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 336 AnaMda pravacana dezana Avaka thai ke meTa ? tame tamAruM AyuSya rAjanu rAja bhAgavye jAme che. chela-chakhIlApaNu karA che ane kothaLI khAlI karA che, para'tu tamene kadI paNa evA vicAra nathI AvatA ke bhAI! A kothaLI khulAsa thaI gayA pachI mArI dazA TAMTIyA ghasavAnI thavAnI che, ane atyAre je chelakhaTAupaNuM bhAgavI rahyo chuM te avaLuM nIkaLI ApaNA jIva manuSyagati pAmIne mAnava AyuSya che, paraMtu te kadI evA vicAra tA karatA ja mAnavabhavanI peDhI kheAlI beThI chuM temAM meM Avaka karI che ke khATa meLavI che ?! A tA bhacAkara bedarakArI kahevAya ke taddana mUrkhAI kahevAya te vicAre, je mANasa jagatamAM mAtra kharacA karavAnI ja vAtA karyA kare che ane Avaka sAme jotA nathI athavA tA AvakanAM sAdhanA UmAM karavAnA prayatna karatA nathI te kevaLa chelakhaTAu ja che e nakkI mAnajo. e ja pramANe A AtmA ceAvIse kalAka AyuSya bhAgave che, trasapazu, paMcendriyapazu Adi badhu bhAgave che, paNa Avakane rastA karavAnuM e casakela jIvaDAne kadI bhAna AvavA pAmatuM nathI ! --- javAnu che ! bhAgavye ja jAya. nathI ke hu' ' A chelachamIlA phATalAla ! hela.khIlA thaIne pharanArA phekaTalAlae Avaka thAya tA te phekI detA nathI. e Avaka te gRpacUpa khIsAmAM bheLI karI de che, paNa Avaka thavAnuM icchavA mAtrathI Avaka thatI nathI, Avaka tA tyAre ja thAya che ke jyAre AvakanAM sAdhane sUjhe che! e ja pramANe A AtmAnu tAraNa paNa tyAre ja thai zake che ke jyAre AtmA puNyanA mArge vicAre che! mekSa athavA puNya e cakaDALane gheADA nathI ke pAi ApI eTale caDhI beThA ! chelabaTAu mANasa paisA Icche tenI mAphaka AtmA paNa puNyane jhaMkhe to avazya maLe che. japaNa jhaMkhavA mAtrathI puNyanI prApti thanI ja nathI. puNyanI prApti Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 337 te tyAre ja thAya ke jyAre AtmA puNyanA mArge vicAre che. AtmAne puNyanA rastA vicAravA mATe Aghe javAnI jarUra nathI ! e rastA enA hAthamAM ja che. kasturI mRganI mahadazA AtmAne puNya prAptinA rastA mATe bahAra jevAnI jarUra nathI. te rastA tenA AtmAmAM ja samAelA che paraMtu pelA kasturI mRganI mAphaka e rastA meLavavA mATe dUra dUra ja bhAge che ! manuSyatvanI puNyapaddhati bAMdhavAnI tAkAta bIjA koInAmAM nathI, paraMtu AtmAmAM- pitAnAmAM ja rahelI che. te bIjA pAsethI lAvavAnI nathI. ApaNuM mAnasa kevuM che? A jIvane sadAcAra tarapha svAbhAvika valaNa nathI, paraMtu durAcAra tarapha sahaja valaNa che, durAcAra AdaravA mATe tamane netaruM ApavAnI jarUra ja paDatI nathI ' ane sada cAra AdaravA mATe notaruM maLe te paNa tamArI tyAM javAnI pravRtti raheje hatI nathI. apalakSaNa tarapha AtmAne cAha svAbhAvikapaNe ja rahele che. kevaLa mANasonI ja vAta nathI, pazuomAM paNa e ja vAta che. tame ghaDAne ghAsa nAMkhI bAraNe bAMdhyo hoya ane tenI pAse ja tame ghAsa nAkhIne bIje gheDe bAMdhaze te dareka jaNa potAnA meM AgaLano Dhagalo kAyama hovA chatAM eka bIjAne Dhagalo joIne jIbha lapalapAvaze, arthAt AtmA AraMbha, parigraha, viSaya, kaSAya tarapha taiyAra ja che, kAMTAmAM paDavuM athaoNt narake javuM ane tenA mArgabhUta viSayAdi sevavAM e bAjue A jIva upadeza vinA ja mUkI paDelo che, jayAre bIjI bAjue tame jue che ke sadAcAre te vALelo paNa vaLa nathI ! kedakhAnAM, davAkhAnAM ane maMdire. koI evI dalIla karate Avaze ke jIvanuM svAbhAvika valaNa te pApa karavAnuM ja nathI, te tenI e dalIla TakI zakavAnI ja nathI. A jainetara jagatamAM kedakhAnAM ane davAkhAnA vadhAre che paNa 22. Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - AnaMda pravacana darzana nAmadhArI sAdhuone rahevAnA maTho-maMdiro ka upAzraye thADA che, te pachI sAcA sAdhuone mATe to keTalA haze enI kalpanA karavI ja basa che ' ApaNA samAjamAM paNa juo che ke upAye gaNyAgAMThayA che, paraMtu gRhasthanA ghare te agaNita che. AthI siddha thAya che, ke AtmAnI savAbhAvikatA tananI che, utthAnanI nathI A jIvane khAvuM, pIvuM, 9, devuM, ghAlamela, dhamAla, ItyAdi game che ane temAM ja rAcI rahelo che. A jIvane e vicAra kadI Ava nathI ke huM keNa chuM ? DacakI Avyo chuM? mArI zI dazA hatI ? zI dazA che ? ane zI dazA thavAnI che ? mAruM mULa svarUpa mane zI rIte maLI zake ema che ane mArA e svarUpanI prAptimAM mane kayAM viDyo naDe che ! ane e mArga viDyo huM kevI rIte TALI zakuM ema chuM ? dayA ane tenA prakAra A AtmA jyAre A vicAra kare che tyAre ja te bhAvadayAnI sthitine pAme che. dravyadayA samaju ane aNasamaju baMne AcarI zake che, kUramAM phUra mANasane paNa sAmA mANasane marato dekhIne dayA Ave che, paraMtu temanI e dayA bhAvayA nathI, paraMtu dravyadayA che, paraMtu A dravyadayAvALAe bAraNAM ughADAM rAkhIne khALe DUcA mAre che ! eka anya AtmA maravA paDa hoya tethI teo kaMTALe che, enI tene dayA Ave che, paraMtu pitAne ja AtmA seMkaDe janma ane seMkaDe maraNa pAme che, pAme che ane pAmaze, tenuM bhAna nathI ane e asaMya janmamaraNanAM kAraNone te dUra karavA mAgatA nathI ! maraNathI AkhuM jagata Dare che, AkhI duniyA jIvavA Icche che, paraMtu jagatano e Dara mAtra cAlu maraNane age ja che, ane tethI pratyeka jIva-aneka jIvo aneka maraNanI sAmagrI pratikSaNa teyAra ja kare jAya che, tethI koIne Dara ke kSobha thata nathI ! AtmA sittera kaDAkoDI sAgaropamanI mehanI sthiti bAMdhe che. e karma bhegavavAne keTalAM varasa joIe ? jagatamAM tetrIsa Ave che, enI tene sAce che, pAme che Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM koNa? 339 sAgarApame eka maraNu te cAkkasa ja che. A AtmAne sittara koDAkoDI sAgaropama sudhI thavAvALA asaya janmamaraNanA tA khyAla ja nathI, paraMtu tene mAtra eka ja A bhavanA maraNanA Dara lAge che, jagata mithyA tyAre satya zuM? A jagatamAM badhu mithyA che ane mAtra bhagavAnazrI jinezvaradavenAM vacanA, daiva, guru ane dharma e ja satya che. evA vicAra A AtmA sadAe peAtAnA aMtaramAM chuTayA kare ane te sivAya tene khIjo vicAra sarakhA paNa na Ave tyAre ja te sittera kADAkeADI sAgarApamanA maraNathI DaranArA bane che. je AtmA sittera kaDake! DI sAgarApamanA janmamaraNathI Dare che, te AtmA kapi paNa deva, guru ane dharma e traNa sivAya bIjI vAta peAtAnA hRdayamAM lAvI zakatA nathI. A AtmA bicArA jJAnAvaraNIya Adi karmanA apATAmAM paDayA che temAMthI te bicArAene kema bacAvI levA ene je vicAra Ave te e ja eka bhAvayA che ema samajo, paraMtu ahI yAda rAkhavAnu che ke je peAtAnI sthitine jotA nathI na karI pArakAnI sthiti joI zakatA nathI / je peAtAnuM zarIra na dekhe te pArakAnuM zarIra zI rIte dekhavAnA hatA ? arthAt paranI tmAyA svacA vinA AvavI e ghaNI muzkela che. eka saraNanI bIka che paNa... jyAM sudhI A bhAvayA na Ave tyAM sudhI te tamAre ema ja samajI levAnu` che ke khALe r3acA che ne bAraNA ughADAM che! badhA AtmA eka A bhavanA maraNuthI Dare che, paraMtu te khI4 thanArA anatA maraNeAthI kadI DaratA nathI A saMbadhIneA AtmAne hajI vicAra ja AvyeA nathI ! ane jayAM e sa`kha`dhInA vicAra ja nathI AvyA tyAM e saMbaMdhInI pravRtti te! hAya ja zAnI ! prastuta vicAra A jIvane nathI chatAM te vicAra AtmAmAM jAgRta karanArI "je kAI paNa vastu heAya te te bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevanuM zAsana che. bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevanA zAsana sivAya A vicAra mA Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 340 AnaMda pravacana darzana keIthI keIpaNa rIte AvA zakya nathI. bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevanuM vacana tame jANatA ho yA na jANatA ho to paNa tame saMsAranI pApapravRtti che temAM dhasI rahyA che ane e vyavahAra tamAre hAthe ghaDAye ja jAya che. e vyavahAramAMthI tamane cetAvIne sAvaceta karanAruM jo keIpaNa zAstra hoya te te zrImAna jinezvaradevanuM zAsana che. moTAmAM moTo upakArabhagavAna jinezvaradevane je ApaNuM para ke I meTAmAM meTe. upakAra hoya te te e che ke temaNe ApaNane sadagatinA ane durgatinA rastA batAvyA che; saMsAragati kevI rIte TALI zakAya, mekSa kevI rIte meLavI zakAya, karma AvavAnAM kAraNe kevI rIte rokI zakAya, karma kevI rIte bAMdhI zakAya e saghaLI vAte zrImAnuM jinezvaradevoe pitAnA jJAnathI jANune ApaNI AgaLa pratyakSa karI che. ane te zrImAnuM jinezvaradevone ApaNuM uparane bhavya upakAra che. ApaNe zrImAnuM jinendradevane pUjIe chIe, temane ArAdhIe chIe, temanuM guNagaurava karIe chIe, te saghaLAnuM kAraNa A eka ja che. tame dIvAmAM tela pUro ane dI saLagAve che e dIvo tamAre rojameLa lakhI ApatuM nathI, te tamArA hIrA pArakhI. ApatuM nathI, tamArA gharano kacaro sApha karI Apato nathI, paraMtu dIvAnuM je ajavALuM che te tame enA tejathI tamArAM saghaLAM kAme. karI zake che. keI ema kaheze ke dIvA vinA paNa mANasa pote pitAnA anubhava ane anumAnane AdhAre kAma karI zake che ane tene prakAzanI jarUra paDatI nathI, te pachI prakAza Avazyaka che ema zA mATe mAnI levuM joIe? aMdhakAra ane prakAza. . A vAta sAcI nathI. tame anubhava ane anumAnane AdhAre kAma kare che e vAta sAcI che. paraMtu tamane anubhava ane anumAnanI prApti paNa tyAre ja thAya che ke jyAre tame pahelAM e bAbatanI TreniMga lo che. vAraMvAra tame prakAzamAM vALyuM hoya to. Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vahu ke ? 31. pachI tame aMdhakAramAM paNa vALI zake che, paraMtu jamIna kevI che ? tenA upara kacarA pe zI vastuo paDe che ane te kevI rIte ulecAya che ? e saghaLuM tame prathama dIvAnA prakAzamAM jANuM le che. ane pachI jyAre tamAro svabhAva ja e thaI jAya che tyAre tame te pramANe vagara prakAza karI zake che. keIne tame janmatAMvAra ja aMdhArAmAM pUrI rAkhe ane tene jagatanA saMskArathI paNa dUra rAkhe, te te mANasa kadI aMdhakAramAM vALI zakavAne nathI ja. je dIvo cA prakAza ja na hoya te tame hIrA ke monI, jara ke jhaverAta; sonuM ke rUpuM kazuM ja pArakhI zakavAnA nathI. dIvAne je prakAzana hiya te kalcara motI ane sAcAM motI e baMnenI vacce kazo ja pharaka ApaNe joI zakatA nathI. AthI spaSTa che ke satyAsatyane nirNaya karavA mATe dI ke prakAza che to ja ApaNe satyAsatyano nirNaya karI zakIe chIe. prakAza na heya te? bhagavAna zrI jinezvara mahArAjane upadeza je ApaNA aMtaramAM "na vacce hoya te ApaNane badhuM ja sarakhuM che. dIvAno prakAza na hoya te ApaNane hIre ane kAca baMne samAna che. te ja pramANe bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevane upadeza paNa je ApaNA hRdayamAM na pace te karmabaMdhananAM kAraNe, saMsAranAM kAraNe, mokSane raste, e badhuM ApaNane sarakhuM ja che. ApaNI AvI hInadazA na thAya teTalA ja mATe ApaNe bhakti rUpI dI jAgRta rAkhavuM paDe che. e dIvo jAjavalyamAna rAkhavAne mATe ja zAstrakAra mahArAjAoe bhagavAna grI jinezvaradevanI bhakita karavAnI kahI che A saghaLAmAM mukhya vAta samajavAnI e che ke ApaNe je pramANe karma karyA hoya te ja pramANe ApaNane gati paNa maLe che. ApaNe karmo kharAba karyA hoya te sArI gatie Izvara ApaNane mokalI Ape evI Izvara pAse sula tAkAta nathI athavA to ApaNuM karmo ja sArAM hoya te ApaNI sagati TALIne ApaNane durgatimAM nAMkhavAnI paNa IzvaranI pAse aisA bhAranI tAkAta nathI ! Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 342 Anada pravacana darzana mAnavabhavanI thApaNa zI? A badhA uparathI samajavAnuM e che ke ApaNI sadagatinA AdhAra je kaMIpaNa cIja upara hoya te te ApaNAM ka upara che, paraMtu bIjA kazAnA upara nathI. have ApaNe je A peDhI chelI che. tene AdhAre tapAse. ApaNuM A mAnavanavI peDhImAM traNa rakama. jamA karelI che? 1. pAtaLA kapAya. 2. dAnarUcipaNuM ane 3. sadaguNapaNuM. ravabhAve pAtaLA kaSAya hAya arthAt gharabArane aMge thatA kaSA pAtaLA hoya te te A manuSyapaNAnI peDhInI eka thApaNa che. have kaI ema kaheze ke thApaNathI ja manuSyapaNAnI prApti thAya che te e thApaNa to badhA ja ekendrimAM paNa daSTie paDe che. te pachI. badhA ja ekendrio mAnavanimAM ja AvatA hovA joIe. Ane javAba e che ke pAtaLA kapAyo sAthe bIjI thApaNa. te dAnarUci che, paNa ahIM yAda rAkhajo ke dAnarUci ane devuM emAM AsamAna-jamInano phera che ke eka pAI dAnamAM Ape ethI tenAmAM dAnarUcipaNuM nathI ema samajavAnuM nathI, athavA keI lAkha rUpiyAnuM dAna kare te tenAmAM dAnarUcipaNuM che ema paNa mAnI levAnuM nathI. pa00 baTA ke 1500 gayA ? dhAro ke eka zrImaMta zeThe che. tenI AgaLa lananI TIpa Ave che. keIe e dAnanI TIpamAM be hajAra bharyA hoya to e zeThiya. paNa e AMkaDAne ja vaLagI paDe che ! phalANuM joIe be hajAra mUkyA temAM zuM thayuM ? are ! e te karoDapati che. lAkha Ape toya. ochA che, ame te phalANAnI sAme TUMkabhaMDeliyA gaNAIe. A varase vaLI vepAramAM beTa che, rUnA bajAra ThaDA che, lo 1501 laI jAo. evo e lavAre karIne A zeTha rU 1501 bharI ApI TIpavALAne vidAya kare che ane TIpavALo vidAya thAya ke zeTha manamAM khuza, Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM koNa? 343 thAya che ke cAle, rU. be hajAra bharavA paDe ema hatuM, paNa paMdaramAM pIDA maTI, A rIte je 500 bacAve che te pAMcase bacAvatuM nathI, paraMtu kharI rIte te 1501 gumAve che. 1501nuM mana thayuM paNa temAM dAnarUci na hatI, e te mAra khAIne musalamAna banyA hatA, eTale enA paMdara eLe jAya che. A daSTie je dAna kare che tenAmAM dAnarUcino abhAva gaNAya ane e dAna mAnavabhavanuM kAraNa banavA pAmatuM nathI! phalANAe game eTalA bharyA hoya, paNa mAre to mArI zakita pramANe ATalA bharavA ja joIe, A saMsArarUpI hoLI che ane je kAMI ahIM paDayuM rahe che te saghaLuM bhamIbhUta thaI jAya che, UlaTuM emAMthI bacAvIne dharmane mAge ApyA che te ja bacyA che evI jyAM samajaNa che te ja sthAne dAnarUci che. trIjuM zuM joIe ? have trIjI vAta vicAre. svabhAve pAtaLA kaSAye hoya ane dAnarUcipaNuM hoya, chata je durguNothI yukta hoya, lucce, niMdAbAra, nirbha jaLa ane nIti-hIna hoya, te AtmA paNa mAnavabhava na ja bAMdhI zake. jenAmAM svabhAve pAtaLA kaSAya hAya; jenAmAM DhAnarUcipaNuM hoya, lajajALu, dAkSiNya Adi saguNo hoya te tevA ja guNavALo mAnavabhava bAdhI zake che. tame A mahApavitra evuM bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevanuM zAsana pAmyA che, te chatA A traNa vastu tamAre meLavavI. keTalI muzkela che ? te pachI je AtamAM ajJAna che, jenAmAM jJAnano uddabhava thaye ja nathI, tene e vastu meLavavI keTalI muzkela hoya ? teno vicAra karo. ATalA ja mATe kAraNa dvArA mAnavabhava ke muzkela che te jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che. mAnavabhava ATale dulala che tene meLavavA mATe ApaNe AtmAne kaI divasa pUchayuM che ke mArAmAM A traNe guNe che ke nahi ? ane A traNa guNo je nahi hoya to pharI mAnavabhava maLI zake nahi. temaja huM keNa chuM ? kayAMthI Avyo chuM ? kayAM javAno chu ? te vicAra harahaMmeza karaze to ApoApa pAtaLA kaSAya vagere guNene keLavavA mana thaze ane pariNAme vistAra pAmaze. Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaya ijeka ane praNAma IIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIII SESEBEETRIB STESSLETTERS.CREELEDTELALISIEREN ANNEERLERERERS PERETTICHISI N A [jIva-achavAdi kare te Astika. jIvAdine na svIkAre te nAstika Ama chatAM nAstikane pRI Adi padArthone svIkAravA te paDe che ja. jenIonuM kartavya Azrava tyAga ane saMvaranA AdaravAmAM hoya che. jainee anyadarzananI sAthenA patravyavahAramAM jaya jinendra lakhavuM. jya jinendra e dRmevanuM pratIka che. jenoe paraspara sAdharmikane patra lakhatAM praNAma lakhavuM, pramANa eTalA mATe ke jainadharma pALela sI keI praNAma ne cogya che.] (IIIIIIIIIIIETEELLISESTITEZEROESTETIREDIBELNIHILISTEET ELIT SETETEFLECHE DN11 TFNINUIT: jagatamAM pravartelA darzana paikI keIpaNa darzana evI sthitivALuM nathI ke je darzanamAM kaIpaNa pakSa ke vastuno aMgIkAra karavAno hoya nahi eTale dareka darzana ane dareka matane aMge koIpaNa prakAre aMgIkAra karavAnuM te hoya ja che. dareka Astika darzanomAM te mokSaAtmA-deva-guru-dharma-adharma ane pudgala (jaDa) padArthanuM aMgIkAra karavAnuM hoya ja che, paraMtu nAstikamata ke jene paralokAdi nathI tethI ja balavA mATe "nAstika zabda bolavo paDe che ane jene lIdhe te potAne nAstika tarIke oLakhAve che ane jagata paNa tene nAstika tarIke oLakhe che, tevA nAsika matavALAne paNa pRthvI Adi cAra ke pAMca sUnuM satva che ema te potAnA pakSa tarIke aMgIkAra karavuM ja paDe che. eTale ke I paNa darzana ke mata aMgIkAra vastuthI zUnya nathI ane che nahi. eTaluM ja nahi, paraMtu paralokAdikanA sattvane mAnavAne lIdhe, ati ati ema belavAne lIdhe, pitAne Astika kahevaDAve che, ane jagata paNa teone Astika tarIke ja mAne che. te te sarva Astike potapotAnI apekSAe deva, guru, dharma ane tAva e cAra viSayamAM akhalita-mAnyatAvALA hoya che. Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * jaya jinendra 34pa Astika darzana mATe bhAga deva, guru ane dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM tathA tenI mAnyatAmAM pitAnA jIvananuM sAphalya gaNe che. ane bhaviSyanI jiMdagIonI suMdaratA cAvat mokSapadanI prApti paNa te ArAdhanA ane mAnyatAne AdhAre ja thavAnuM mAne che. parantu trikA* lAbAdhita niSkalaMka avvacchinna prabhAvazALI zrI jainazAsananA praNetA bhagavAna jinezvare tathA temanA upadezane ja amalamAM mUkyAM ane temaNe jaNAvelA sAdhyane ja sAdhavAmAM tathA sadhAvavAmAM tatpara banelA nircana gurumahArAjAo tathA hiMsAdike aDhAre pApanA sthAnakethI -pAchA haThavArUpa ane pAMca mukhya AzranI pratijJArUpa dharmane mAnanAre varga ja pitAne jena tarIke oLakhAvI zake che, eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu jaganA padArthonuM pRthakakaraNa anyamatavALAoe jyAre prakRtipuruSAdikarUpe, dravyaguNAdirUpe, pramANaprameyAdirUpe, AryasatyAdirUpe kareluM che, tyAre phakta jaina tarIke jAhera thayelo varga ja te jagatanA padArthanA pRthakkaraNamAM paNa AtmAnA kalyANanuM lakSya - rAkhIne tathA mekSanuM dayeca AgaLa karIne sAmAnya rIte padArthano jIva ane ajIva tarIke vibhAga mAnyA chatAM, te be vibhAgane tattva tarIke na gaNatAM, jIva ajIvanI sAthe karmabaMdhananAM kAraNe, karmonuM baMdhAvavuM, - AvatAM karmonuM rekAvavuM, AvelAM karmone nAza thavo ane yAvata sarva kALane mATe jeonuM karmabaMdha AdithI mukata thavuM--evAM sAta tone ane sAthe sAthe karmanA zubhAzubha vibhAga tarIke beMtAlIsa - zubhakarmo ane khyAzI azubha kamena vibhAga paNa AtmAnI zubhAzubha pravRtti nivRttinA cihna tarIke mAnIne jeo jIvAdika nave padArthone tatva tarIke mAne, teo ja potAne vAstavika rItie jana tarIke kahevaDAvI zake ane A ja kAraNathI bhagavAna umAsvAtivAcakajI mahArAja zuddha deva, guru ane dharmanA svIkArane ke zuddha tattva svIkAravAvALA AtmAnA zubha pariNAmane samyaktva tarIke gaNAvavAnuM mulatavI rAkhIne jagatanA padArthomAM jIvAdika tarIke vibhAga ane te jIvAdika vibhAgane tava tarIke mAnavuM tene ja samyaphadarzana tarIke eTale ochAmAM ochA zrAvaka tarIke gaNAve che. Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 346 Anada pravacana daza jo ke keIpaNa Astika darzana jIva-ajIva-puNya-pApa-karma AvavAnAM sAdhano-kamenuM ba dhAvavuM-karmonuM rokAvavuM, karmonuM tUTavuM ane mekSa e nava padArthone nathI mAnate ema te nathI ja arthAt sarva Astika darzanakArone e jIvAdika nava padAthAne mAnavAnuM thAya ja che ane te mAnavAnI pharaja tenA darzanakAra tene pADe che, paratuM bhagavAn jinezvara mahArAjanA zAsanane anusAranArA mahAnubhAve sivAya keIpaNa darzana ke matavALe tenI vyavasthAmAM e jIvAdika nava padArthone tatva tarIke mAnatA ke jaNAvate ja nathI. ane tethI ja ema kahI zakAya ke anya darzanakAre jIvAdi nave padArthone mAnavA- vALA chatAM paNa teo te jIvAdika nava padArthone tatva tarIke te mAnatA ja nathI. te jIvAdika nava paTArthone tattva tarIke mAnanAre je keI paNa varga hoya te te kevaLa bhagavAna jinezvara mahArAjanA zAsanane anusaranAre ja varga che. jainIonuM kartavya pUrve jaNAvyA pramANe mAtra jIvAdika navA padArthone svIkAravA mAtrathI pUrNa thAya che ema koIpaNa prakAre mAnI zakAya nahi, paraMtu jena dharmane anusaranArAonuM lakSyabidu agravaAdinA tyAga ane sa vara AdinA Adarane mATe ja aharniza hoya che. ane tethI ja te jene potAnA rUMvADe rU vADAmAM rAtri vize - gva de - jete gaja arthAt A nigraMtha pravacana ja artha che. paramArtha che ane te sivAya jaganI je kaMIpaNa cIja ke pravacano te bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara ana kAraka che. ekalI AvI vAsanAna pate dhAraNa karanArA heca te ja jenA kahevAya che ema nathI, paranuM jagatanA keIpaNa anya dazana ke matavALo tenI sanmukha hAjara thAya tyAre e jarUra vize gram de de re e kAra reDavAne mATe ja kaTibaddha thAya eTale anya danakAronI AgaLa AvI rIte janamatanI satyatA jA kera karavAnA pariNAme ja janamIe thI anyadhamIonI sAthe patravyavahAramAM jya jinendra lakhavAne vyavahAra rAkhI zakAya yAda rAkhavuM ke Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 347 jaya jinendra bhagavAna jinera mahArAjanA matane anusaranArAone te mukhya dharma e che ke bhagavAn jinezvara mahArAjanA matane anusaranArA je hoya te sarvane praNAma karyA ke layA sivAya rahI zake ja nahi, arthAt teo paraspara sAdharmikapAyuM hovA chatAM patramAM jaya jinendra lakhavAnI Teva rAkhe che. teo kharekhara jainadarzanane anusaranArAnI ke jenadarzananI kiMmatane samajanArA nathI. tatva eTaluM ja ke janadazanane anusaranArAone praNAma ja lakhavA ane anya dazanakArAnA patramAM ja jaya jinendranuM vAkya ke je rUpAdeva nirAze nuM eka koDa vAkaya tarIke che. mATe jinadarzanane anusaranArAoe lakhavA bolavAmAM aMgIkAranI suMdaratAne sUcavanAra zabdono tathA dhamInA bahumAnane khyAla rAkhIne pravartavuM joIe. dhavRkSa prabhu zrI jinezvara bhagavaMte prarUpela dharma e vRkSa che, samyakatva , e enuM mULa che, siddhA-te e enuM thaDa che, vrata (dezavirati ke sarvavirati) e enI DALIo che, aDhAra hajAra zIlanAM aMge e pAMdaDAM che, devanI Rddhi, manuSyanI Rddhi, e puSpo cho e dharmavRkSa, jinezvara bhagavaMtanAM vacanarUpI pANI nIkathI niraMtara sIMcAya che, ane prAnane emAMthI nivaNamakSarUpI phaLa maLe che, AvA vRkSane haMmezAM Adara, seva, anaMtA sAdhu vageree A vRkSa AdarI sevI. nirvANuM-phaLane meLavyuM che. UQADVJ Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Anada pravacana darzana bhAga-ra jJAnapravRtti - - pIyapamasamudrotthaM rasAyanamanASadham / ananyApekSamaizvarya jJAnamAhurmanISiNaH // 1 // DOODLOODDO Opapo pogon iding manuSyane potAnI pravRttine upayogI thAya tene sArthaka jJAna. pravRttine uM B upayogI na thAya te te jJAna khullI AMkhe khADAmAM paDe, jyA sudhI # jIvane jJAnanI prApti nathI thatI tyAM sudhI te dharma karI zaktA nathI. mATe 9 dareke jJAna tarapha pravRtti karavAnI khAsa jarUra che. BSELEngpur Ingredient hiMsA vagere kharAba che te aMtaHkaraNa kahe che, paNa keTalIka vastumAM aMtaHkaraNa uparAMta - jJAnInAM vacananI jarUra rahe che. mahopAdhyAya nyAvizArada zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja jaNAve che ke A saMsAramAM jyAM sudhI jIvane jJAnanI prApti nathI, tyAM sudhI te dharma prApta karI zakatuM nathI. je zAstra saMbaMdhI be vacana jANe, - samaje te ja dharmane adhikArI bane che. jyAM sudhI jJAnInAM vacanothI A AtmA nasIbadAra thaIne tatva meLavavA taiyAra thatuM nathI tyAM sudhI dharmane mATe te adhikArI thatuM nathI. niSpApa sthiti sAMbhaLavAthI ja mAlUma paDe che. arthAt niSpApa sthiti sAMbhaLyA vinA mAlUma paDatI nathI. duniyAnA vahevAro sAMbhaLyA vinA dheDA ja khyAlamAM Ave che? Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnapravRtti 39 mAravuM e cheTuM che. bIjAne mAratAM jue ke mane te nahi mArene! pahelAMthI mAravAnuM cheTuM samaje che ane udyama kare che. cheTuM na samajate hoya te tenI pAse sAdhana che ke nahi te zuM kAma tapAse ? mAravuM khoTuM e dareka kabUla kare che. hiMsA karanAre paNa hiMsA karavI beTI che, ema mAnI lIdhuM che. nahi te pite pitAne bacAva kema dhA? bele enI pahelAM ja aMdara baDabaDATa thAya, Ama beluM te te jANuM te nahi jAyane? keInI vastu uThAvavA pahelAM rakhene te dekhAze te nahi, ema manamAM thAya. hiMsA e kharAba cIja che" ema aMtakaraNa kahI Ape che. keTalIka evI pravRttio che ke jemAM aMtakaraNanI pravRtti ene lAvI jue che. paNa aMtaHkaraNa arUpIne lAvI jovAvALuM nathI je vastune mAruM aMtakaraNa kahe tene ja dharma mAna. jene mAnavAnuM nA kahe tene dharma mAnave nahi. paNa dharmanuM lakSaNa mAruM ataHkaraNa kahe te artha mAnava te barAbara nathI. ene mATe niyama che ke samagra pApathI viramavuM. pApa rahita sthitine pichANavI e tamArA anubhavanuM kAma nathI. rogarahita dazA e DokaTaranA kahyAthI mAluma paDe. ApaNI kapanAe kAma nathI lAgatuM. je e bAbatanA jANakAra hoya tenuM kahevuM kAma lAge. DokaTara kahe te ja kAma lAge. ApaNe zarIranA mAlika chIe. kSayathI pIDAtA hoIe, kSaya. nathI thaye ema kahIe tethI kSaya vagaranA thaIe kharA ke ? tethI kSaya maTI gaye ke ? kensara thAya tenI khabara meTA meTA DokaTarone paDatI nathI. koI kahe kensara nathI, tethI darada maTI gayuM ? dardIne jANavAvALA sarjana hoya te kahe ke "kesara nathI tethI jaNAya che ke kensara nathI" AthI kensara che te paNa moTA DekaTaranA kahevAthI mAnavAnuM. ApaNuM manamAM lAgyuM ke "nathI," tethI kensara UMDI. javAnuM nathI. dardanI bAbatamAM saMpUrNa jANakAra je hoya te puruSanA. nirNaya upara nakakI thAya. tyAM tArA mananI gaNatarI zI ? tArA zarIramAM te gaNatarI kara. "AtmA arUpI cIja che, A te badhuM Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 350 A pravacana darzana rUpI che. rUpInI te pUrI tapAsa karI le, AMtaraDAM kayAM che ? kayAM saDacAM che, te teA lagIra tapAsa? A cAmaDAnI jhuMpaDI mATe sarjanA joIe teA pachI arUpI, avyAbAdha evA je AtmA tenI sthiti jANavA mATe hu jANuM e ja dharmI, e kaI sthiti samajavI ? pApa zI cIja che ? pApathI nivRtta kema thavAya ? tenAthI zu phaLa thAya che ? tenI khakhara jinezvaranAM racelAM zAstrathI (vacanathI) mAluma paDe che, DokTara na AvyeA hAya tA rAga mAluma na paDe, paNa tAva tA mAluma paDe ke nahi ? tAvanI davA mAluma na paDe, tAva Ave te te mAluma paDe ne ? DaoNkaTara AvIne kahetA ja mAnavuM te paNa ekAMte kharAbara nathI. nIrogIpaNu DokaTaranA kahevAthI bhale mAnIe paNa rogIpaNu DokaTaranA AvyA pahelAM paNa jANIe. pApathI viramavAvALAnuM kalyANa thAya te zAstrakAra kahe tethI mAnIe. pApa ane adharma jANavA mATe upadezanI jarUra nahi ne ? AtmAne 'ge paNa pApa cheDavAM, pApanI nivRtti karavI tethI thatA phAyadA, pApa cheADavAthI ucca dazA khuda pApa e pApaNe tyAre ja jaNAya ke satpuruSanA upadeza hAya tyAre o AMkha kAMTA vAve eTalu nahi, paNa kAMTAne dekhADe paNu AMkha vavAnuM ane jovAnu AMkhathI mane che. AtmA pote pApane oLakhI lete hAya tA pApane cheDI dIdhu' hAya. hIrA jovA mATe AMkhanu sAmarthya che. patharA jovAnuM sAmarthya paNa AMkhanu che. pApanI nivRtti pApanAM nukasAna sAMbhaLavAthI mAluma paDe che. A pApapuNyanuM svarUpa sAMbhaLyA vinA mAluma na paDe. teA pachI AtmAnu kalyANa zI rIte thAya, te teA mAluma paDe ja kayAMthI ? pApanI nivRttirUpa kalyANa te sAMbhaLavAthI mAluma paDe, eka eka kAma ane, e bhegAM na bane. eka vakhata mithyAtvI leAkeA ekaThA thayA. rAtre ceArAmAM beThA. kAI e kahyuM : * navI vAta karI.'cArane kATavALanA khuMkhArAnA Dara, tevI rIte jaina leAkeAthI A khIjA leAkeA haMmezAM DaranA rahe. Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnapravRtti 351 emane purANe calAvavAM hoya, ethI teNe kahyuM : "ahIM zrAvaka na hiya te eka vAta karuM." teNe Amatema najara karIne vAta karavA mAMDI. keTalAka loke tIrthanI jAtrA karavA gayA hatA. e tIrthane evo prabhAva ke pANImAM pAMdaDuM paDe ke te mAchaluM thAya ane pAMdaDuM jamIna para paDe ke te tRta khIsakelI thaI jAya. evAmAM zrAvakuLane chokaro haze, te rakhaDate rakhaDate tyAM AvI caDyo. teNe pUchyuM : padaDuM aDadhuM pANImAM ne aDadhuM jamIna para paDe te zuM thAya ? khIsakolI thaze ke mAchaluM thaze ?" vacanamAM vastune vicAra kare, kahevAthI na mAne, te zrAvakanI gaLathuthImAM heya che. tema ahIM je pApathI nivRtti karavI e sAMbhaLavAthI mAluma paDe. pApanI sthiti sAMbhaLavAthI mAluma paDe. thoDA pApanI nivRtti kare, DuM pApa pravartAve tenuM zuM thAya ? sarvathA baMdha na kare, keTaluMka baMdha ne keTaluMka chUTuM. dezavirati emane sthaLa jInI virati, ne sUmanI chUTI, AvuM zuM thAya? athava dezavirati sAMbhaLavAthI mAluma paDe che. pApathI sarvathA virati sAMbhamaLavAthI mAluma paDe. tethI zuM karavAnuM? jANyuM eTaluM ja. bharUja rAjya hatuM. samAcAra AvyA ke phalANe lazkara laIne Ave che. "sAMbhaLyuM tyAMthI lazkara nIkaLyuM. to kaheH "jANyuM." sImADA pAse AvyuM te kahe: "bane" killAmAM peThuM te kaheH "haze ema paNa hAya" kilo lIdho te kaheH "ema thAya." A badhI khabara paDe paNa temAM vaLe zuM? jAsusae khabara te dIdhI paNa vajuM zuM ? pApathI sarvathA virati ane pApadezavirati jANavAthI mAluma paDe tethI zuM? manuSyane jANyA pachI potAnI pravRttine upayogI jJAna thAya "te te sArthaka jJAna gaNAya. pravRttine upayogI na thAya, te khullI -AMkhe riAmAM (khADAmAM) paDe. zerIe jue temAM vanyuM zuM ? Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ upara AnaMda pravacana karana na dekhyo hota to te dayAne pAtra raheta paNa khullI AMkhe divase paDe te te bevakUpha gaNAya, niMdAne pAtra kahevAya. maLeluM sAdhana upagamAM na levAya to te niMdAne pAtra thAya, sarvathA pApanI nivRtti, dezavirati, jANyA chatAM kalyANakArI raste AdaravAmAM na Ave te te dekhate chatAM zerIomAM paDayo. je zreyakara che tene AdaravuM. tyAre A uparathI pApanI viratine AdaravI dezavirati AdaravAnu jJAnane aMge mAnavAnuM? paNa te jJAna keI jhADa che ke tenAM phaLa kheravI levAM? jJAna kyAthI lAvavuM ? jJAna hoya te dharma thavAno. pApanuM svarUpa jaNAvAnuM. jJAna te AtmAne svabhAva che. te lAvavAnI cIja kyAM che ? paNa hoziyArI paNa kayA che ? taravuM e paNa AlaMbana sivAya banatuM nathI. jJAna e AtmAne svabhAva che, chatAM te Ala banathI pragaTa thAya che. AlaMbana na maLe to te pragaTa thatuM nathI ? te pachI ATalI badhI bhAMjagaDa zI ? maLyuM teya zuM ? ane na maLyuM teya zu ? jJAna vagara dezavirati vagere jANI na zakIe, te pachI kalyANakArI hoya te AdarI kyAMthI zakIe ? mokSaprAptine aMge jJAnanI pahelI jarUra che, e jJAna zIkhatA manuSyane bahu muzkelI paDe che. jIvavizArada navatatva bhaNavAvALA keTalA nIkaLaze? eke nahi. lakya e tarapha nathI. jevuM duniyAdArI tarapha lakSya che tevuM ahIM nathI. ahIM nathI zIkhAtuM. peluM hajAra gAu dara jaIne zIkhAya che. jJAna evI cIja che ke enA tarapha lakSya karyA vinA chUTake nathI. anaMtAbha rakhaDaze te paNa jJAnanI darakAra karyo vinA chUTake nathI jJAna meLavavuM paDaze jJAna na maLe tyAM sudhI AtmakalyANa cheTuM che. jagatamAM sArA padArthanI darakAra badhAne thAya che. bhakSaya vastumAM amRta kahI dIdhuM. paNa amRta cIja zI ? dariye DahoLatAM nIkaLelI te cIja. dee dariyo Dahenyo tyAre temAMthI nIkaLevI cIja te amRta che. AtmAmAM raheluM jJAna e amRta te che. emA ra kare paDI nathI. AtmAne svabhAva jJAna che. e. Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 353 jJAnapravRtti jJAnarUpI amRta mATe dariye DahoLavo paDe tema nathI. amRta te devatAnI vAtamAM gayuM. amArI vAtamAM amRtane avakAza nathI. pahelAM Dagale ne pagale devatAo AvatA hatA, te vakhate amRtanI vAta hatI. je kALamAM devatAnAM darzana durlabha tyAM darico DahoLyo, e vAta tavavALI na gaNAya. AjakAla rasAyaNa te mAne che ne? te AvelA ghaDapaNane nAza karI juvAnI lAvI de, game tevA bhayaMkara rogone TALI de paNa AtmAnA rogone te te UlaTA vadhAre che. viSaya, kaSAya, abhimAnane vadhAre che. jJAna AtmAnI aMdara rahelA ajJAnarUpI do, aviratirUpI doSa, koi, mAna vagere doSane jaDamULathI kADhI nAkhe. kASTaka auSadhi te vakhate doSa kADhI nAMkhe pachI dada jANe. rasAyaNa jaDamULathI darda kADhI nAkhe tevI rIte ahIM AmAmAM rahela ajJAna, avirati, pramAda kaSArUpI dardIne jaDamULathI kADhI nAMkhe te rasAyaNa jJAna che. A te vAta kharI paNa tAva maTADavAnI IcchA kene heya? tAva Avyo hoya tene TuvAnI moja hoya? daradamAM levAyA hoya tene jJAna rasAyaNa tarIke lAge. zAthI? daradI banIe tyAre phAyado karene ? vyavahAranI apekSAe bhale ApaNe ajJAnI heIe paNa nizcayanI apekSAe ApaNe ajJAnI, avirati nathI. - jJAna e AtmAnI ThakurAI che. ThakurAInI kiMmata svAbhAvika che. daridratAne age te nathI. AtmAne avirati vagere na mAna, AtmAnAM svabhAva azvaryane te mAnIzane ? jagatanA aizvaryamAM pArakuM maLe te paramezvara thAya lAkha meLave te lakSAdhipati kahevAya. jyAre ahIM AgaLa AtmAnuM kharuM azvarya jJAna che. bIjI kazI cIjanI jyAM darakAra nathI. AtmAnA svarU5 rUpa hovAne lIdhe bIjAnI darakAra vinA, rUpa arUpInI darakAra vinA AtmAnuM aizvarya hoya te te jJAna che. je buddhizALIo che te badhA jJAnanI A sthiti kahe che A atizayokti nathI mATe dareka AtmAe AvA jJAna tarapha pravRtti karavAnI jarUra che. 23 Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mUrtipUjAnuM rahasya - - - - - - - - HUUTOIT IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIII GREETSE TENIS TESTETI 110 SPESITTU LITTLEFIELD (TIECHILI 131!! !!! [ dharmanI prasiddhi devanA nAme hoya che. zivane mAnanArA ziva ane jinezvane mAnanArA jaina kahevAya che. dharma ane gurune AdhAra devara upara che AthI devatva zuddha hevuM joIe. mUrti bane che A AlabanI vicAradhArA pragaTe che. jevI mUrti tenI vicAradhArA jAge. AthI jilamUrti zAMta hoya che tyAM rAM, chokarAM ke hathiyAra heya nahi, jinezvara bhagavAnanI mUrti siddhAvasthAnI prApina vakhate tIrtha kara bhagavAnanI je sthiti hoya te sthiti banAvavAmAM Ave che, AthI ja bhagavAnanI mUrti kAussaga avasthAnI ane paryakAsananI be ja maLe che. tIrthakara bhagavAnanA paryakAsane kAussagna kare ke chabI paDAvavI e AzAtanA che. ApaNe mUrti bhagavAnanI sAkAra avasthAnI che. nirAkAra avasthAnI mUrti banAvI na zakAya. - dIvo padArtha darzAve che, paNa te padArtha sarjI zakatA nathI, tema tIrthakara bhagavAna ane temanI pratimA dharma banAve che. dharmamAM kaI parivartana na hoya dharma te sadAkALe eka ja rahe che. Agamo valabhIpuramAM lakhayAM temAM dezakALa na vicAryo paraMtu jJAnIonAM vacane jemane je rIte yAda hatAM te rIne utAryA. A mUrti e dharmamArgane batAvanAra che ]. S ME!! RETETELIT TITISATIES DEBLADERDEEETTILISTUNEESTHUMB ja dharmanI prasiddhi devanA nAme thAya che. sakala saMsAramAM dharmanI prasiddhi nathI to thatI gurune nAme divA nathI te thatI dharmane nAme. dharma, mata ke saMpradAca e prasiddhi mAtra devone nAme ja thAya che ane eTalA ja mATe viSaNune mAnanArAo te vaiSNa, zivane mAnanArAo che ane jinezvarane mAnanArAo jene kahevAya che. A uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke zAsana, III TIIIIIIIIIII Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mUrti pUjAnuM rahasya 355 sa`praGAya, mata ke pathAnA nAme detAe uparathI ja pravarte che. Aja kAraNathI sauthI paDele devatAnA nizcaya thayanI khAsa jarUra che. mudda deva nahi te zud guru paNa nahi. jo tame devanA nizcaya na karI zake! ane zuddha devatAne na meLavI zake, te tame! zuddha gurune paNa meLavI zakavAnA ja nathI kAraNa ke zuddha devatAe je AcAra kahI gayA che te ja AcArana zuddha gurue pALe che ane te ja zuddha gurue kahevAya ke je gurue zuddha deve kahelA acArAne ja pALe che. have zuddha dharma keAne kahevA tenA vicAra karI laie. zuddha devAe je AcAra kahyo che tene ja ApaNe zuddha dharma kahIe chIe. A saghaLA uparathI tame sheje jANI zakaze ke zu deva e zuddha guru ane zuddha dharmanA svarUpanu astitva che. guru ane dharma e khane tattvAnA AdhAra joI e tA te devattattva upara ja avala khele che. have tame sahelAithI samajI zakaze! ke je dharma ane guru e khanenA AdhAra devatattva upara ja che, tA te devatattva ja zuddha zeAdhavuM joIe ane sauthI pahelA nizcaya devatattvanA ja thavA e vAstavika ane jarUrI che. mULa sAruM hoya te phaLa sAruM ! tame jANA che ke je vRkSanAM mULiyAM sazakata ane ceAgya che te ja vRkSanAM phaLo paNa sArAM nIpaje che, je mULiyAM saDI gayelAM hAya te te vRkSa ane tenAM phaLeA paNa nakAmAM ja thAya che. e ja nyAye dharma ane gurunA jenA upara AdhAra che evAM devatattva nA pahelA nirNaya thavA e jarUrI vastu Thare che. je deva avyathita hAya ane arthahIna hoya te tene pariNAme guru ane dharma e ba ne tattvA paNa tevAM ja agyavasthita ane mithyAtvathI bharelAM ja rahe'vAnAM. guru ane dharma tattvanI zuddhatA devatattva upara ja avala enI che ane tethI ja sauthI pahelAM zuddha devatattvanA nizcaya karaveza ene ja zAstrakAra mahArAjAee ceAgya mAnyA che. gurudevanA Adhara Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - - - - - - - - 356 AnaMda pravacana darzana devo upara ja che ane gurUe devone ja Adarza tarIke batAve che. devanuM ja svarUpa che, te Adarza che. e Adarza darzAvIne te svarUpane pahoMcavAne mATe sudharma rUpa raste prayANa karavAnI uttejanA ane sahAyatA ApavI e ja guruonuM kartavya che. matipUjA cogya che ke agya? tIrthakara bhagavAnanI stuti karatA triI jinapurA mAtu ratanI DhInAmuM AvA zabdo mUkavAmAM AvyA che. bhagavAna tIrthakara devanI stuti karatAM A zabdo zA mATe mUkavAmAM AvyA che tenA have vicAra karo. ahIM kahevAno Azaya mULa e che ke AtmAnA sAdhya tarIke ane AtmAne prApta karavAnI vastu tarIke e ja vastu che ke je vastu bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkaradevoe prApta karI che. bhagavAna tIrthakara mahArAja jema AtmAnuM kalyANa karI zakyA che, te ja pramANe ApaNe paNa jo e ja mArge jaIe te ApaNe paNa ApaNA AtmAnuM kalyANa avazya sAdhI zakIe. A daSTie janazAsananI mUrtipUjA vaijJAnika ane vAstavika Thare che. jene mUrti pUjA kare che te. A rIte vyAvahArika, vAstavika ane vijJAna tathA mAnasazAstranA niyamone anusaratI che. paraMtu jenenI mUrtipUjA joIne bIjAo paNa mUrtipUjAne vAstavika TharAvavA maMDI jAya che. ahIM dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnuM che ke anyadarzanIo je mUrti pUjA kare che te IpaNa rIte cagya kiMvA vAstavika nathI. mairI-chokarAvALA bhagavAna e Adarza nathI. bhagavAna zrIjinezvaradevanI saumya ane. zAMta pratimA hoya che tene ApaNe joIe ke tUrta ApaNA AtmAmAM paNa evI saumya bhAvanA jAge che ke "ahA ! zuM A bhagavAnanA moDhA para zAMtatA ane saumyatA patharAelo che ! kharekhara, mAro. AtmA AvI dazA kayAre pAmaze ? ApaNA aMtaramAM jyAM Avo vicAra pravarte che ke tyAM ApaNuM mUrtipUjA saphaLa thAya che. have dhAro ke e ja ApaNuM tIrthakara bhagavAnane rANI sAthe ubhA rAkhIe, temanA hAthamAM hathiyAro ApIe athavA temane Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ smRti pUjAnu rahasya 357 UMTa, gheADA ke hAthI upara caDhI beThelA cItarIe, te e pratimAe dekhIne ApaNA aMtaramAM kevA vicAro AvavA pAmaze ? bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevanI pratimA ane strI, karAM ane zasro sAthenI devAnI pratimA e baMne pratimAmAM bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevanI pratimA te ja Adarza tarIke vadhAre vAstavika Thare che strI, chekarAM ke hathiyAra sAthenI pratimA rAkhavI enA kaze artha nathI ane e pratimA Adaza paNa thaI zakatI ja nathI. tame e vAta tA sahelAIthI mAnya rAkhaze! ke Adaza haMmezAM cAlu sthitithI vadhAre zreSTha ane UMcA prakAranA hoya che. strI, chekarAM ane zasrarUpa artha meLavavAnAM sAdhanA e saghaLuM teA tamArI peAtAnI pAse paNa vidyamAna che ja, tA pachI je vastu tamArI pAse che te ja vastuonI pAchaLa bhagavAna paNa bhaTakatA hoya bairInI pAchaLa gAMDAtura thaIne doDatA hoya ane hathiyAreAnA khaNakhaNATathI ja je zatruone jItI letA heAya, tevA AtmAe! tamArAthI kaI rIte zreSTha Thare che ke jene tame tamArA Ada TharAvI zakAya? kadAca koI ema kahe ke ApaNI samRddhi alpa che ane bairI-cheAkarAvALA zastradhArI bhagavAnanI strIe sa`pUrNa rUpavatI che, temanA dhanakASa pUrA bharelA che ane zastrasaMcAlanamAM teo paripUrNa kuzaLa che, mATe tee ApaNA Adarza che. te A javAba zu che ema ApaNe kadApi mAnI zakatA nathI, kema ke haMmezAM Adate te ja have joie ke je avicaLa hAi zake. kalyANamAnuM smaraNa kyAre thAya? dhana, putra, vebhava ItyAdi saghaLuM evuM che ke je sanAtana athavA avicaLa nathI, paraMtu te saghaLuM calita che. jo e saghaLI vastu calita che tA e saghaLI vastuothI yukata evA bhagavAna paNa Adeza thavAne mATe aceAgya ja che, e vAta spaSTa thAya che. meLavelI vastuonA tyAga e ja chellI sthiti heAvAthI, e tyAgathI paripUrNa evA tyAgI slagavAna e ja Adeza tarIke vAstavika che, e vAta taddana spaSTa Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 32 AnaMda pravacana da che. bhagavAnanI saumya ane zAMta mudrAne joIe chIe eTale ja kalyANanA rastAnuM smaraNa thAya che. ane e pavitra mUrtinAM dana. karIne ApaNe ApaNI nyUnatAne paNa vicAra karI zakIe chIe. bhagavAna zrI jinezvara mahArAjA vIraparamAtmAnI sAthe zeDhAnI prantimA hAya athavA bhagavAna RSabhadevajInI sAthe sumaMgalAnI pratimA hAya tA e pratimAo jovAthI svAbhAvika rIte ja tamAre tyAgane Adarza bhUlAi-bhUsAi jaze. ane tamene paNa evI ja suMdara strIe ane bhAgeApabhAge meLavavAnI ja IcchA thaze; jAgaze. jyAM tamArA hRdayamA bhAge pabhAganI bhAvanA janme tyAM tame tamArI nyUnatA paNa joI zakavAnA nathI. ane tamAru sAcApaNuM tyAM zuddha rahI zakavAnuM nathI. vastusthiti AvI heAvAthI ja je devA strIputrAdi upAdhivALA. ane zastrothI sajja che te devAne ApaNe kudevA kahIe chIe. ane. je saumya zAMta ane doSarahita hAya tene sudevA kahIe chIe. tyAga pachInI avasthA anukaraNIya.. have kadAca tame evA prazna karaze! ke jo tame strIe vALAne kudeva samajo che. te pachI zrI pArzvanAthajI vagerene tA strIe hatI. te tame tene zA mATe devatA tarIke mAnya rAkheA che! ? A praznanA javAba e che ke bhagavAna pArzvanAthajI ItyAdine strI hatI e vastu satya che. paraMtu e strIparivArAdine temaNe k geATA ja mAnyA hatA tene temaNe tAraNunuM sAdhana mAnyuM ja naheAtu, e upAdhine temaNe tyAgavA jevI ja mAnI hatI ane chelle e badhI upAdhinA temaNe tyAga ja karyAM hatA. AthI ja ApaNe temane uttama gaNyA che vaLI khIjI dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI vAta e che ke ApaNe bhagavAneAnI e strIputrAdivALI avasthAne paNa sArI mAnI ja nathI paraMtu temanI tyAga pachInI avasthAne ja ApaNe sArI mAnI che. bhagavAnanI paNa badhI dazA anukaraNIya nathI ja bhagavAne paNa peAtAnA tyAga pachInI dazAne ja sArI manAvI che, temaNe tyAga pahelAnI Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mUrtipUjAnuM rahasya 350 dazAne kadI sArI manAvI ja nathI. bhagavAnanuM cAritra Adarza ane anukaraNIya che, paraMtu te tyAM ja anukaraNIya che ke jyAM karmanI kSayopazama dazAne bhAva hoya. bhagavAnanI karmodayanI dazAmAM temane hAthe je kAryo thaelAM hoya te kAryo ke te dazA ene A zAsane kadI paNa anukaraNIya mAnela ja nathI vartana e ja dharma te pachI kathanInI jarUra zI? have tamane prazna e UThaze ke je A sthiti che te pachI AvI dazAmAM bhagavAnanI kathanI ane karaNa judA pADI zakAya ke nahi ? jainazAsanamAM ane anya zAsanamAM je kAMI taphAvata che, pharaka che te ahIM ja che. anya zAsanamAM temanA devanI kathanI ane karaNI e baMnemAM taphAvata che. ane e taphAvatathI Ubhe thato virodhAbhAsa TALavA ja temane kathanI te karaNanA bhinnatvane bhagavAnanI lIlAne nAme paDado nAMkhIne DhAMkI devI paDI che. ane jainazAsanamAM kathanI ane karaNa baMne eka ane avibhinna che. A jainazAsanamAM kathanI ane karaNa eka che, e jANyA pachI vaLI tamene eka prazna UThaze ke je A zAsanamAM kathanI ane karaNI eka che to pachI kathanIne judI zA mATe pADavAmAM Ave che ? jo kathanI ane karaNe baMne eka ja che te te pachI bhagavAna mAtra karaNa karIne ja besI rahe teTaluM ja pUratuM che, kAraNa ke bhagavAnanI karaNI jagata jue che ane tene ja te anusare eTale basa che. pachI vaLI bhagavAnane pAchuM kathana zA mATe karavuM paDe che ? bhagavAnanuM vartana te ja dharma che. ane e dharma pratyakSa hovAthI ja bhagavAnanI kathanIne pachI avakAza rahevA pAmate nathI. have A vicAramAM tame kevI bhramaNAmAM kuTAva che te joIe ! bhagavAnanuM je vartana che te te dharma che ja bhagavAne je kSayopazamane aMge ke kSAcikabhAvane aMge karyuM che, te saghaLuM dharmarUpa che ja. paraMtu tethI bhagavAnane dharmakathananI jarUra ja nathI, evuM kaI rIte sAbita thaI zakatuM ja nathI. tame jANo cho ke haMsa je rIte cAlI Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 360 AnaMda pravacana darzana zake che te rIte kAgaDAbhAI cAlI zaktA nathI. A prasaMge haMsane dharma che ke teNe kAgaDAne mATe paNa cAlavAne mArga darzAvo ja rahyo. bhagavAna zrI jinezvarano mArga e haMsano mArga che. e haMsano mArga ApaNe pratyeka jaNa kadApi grahaNa karI zakatA ja nathI. tethI ja bhagavAnane ApaNane yogya evuM dharmakathana karavAnI paNa jarUra paDI che. ane ApaNe e mAge ja dhImedhIme anusaravAnu che. bhagavAna zrI jinezvarade e eTalA utkRSTa bhAvamAM AvelA jIvo che ke teo je pramANe varte che, teo jevI karaNa rAkhe che tevI karaNe dareka ja je kadApi rAkhI zakyA nathI rAkhI zakatA nathI. ane rAkhI zakavAnA paNa nathI, eTalA ja mATe bhagavAnane bAlajIvonA uddhArane mATe dharmakathana karavuM paDyuM che. bhagavAnanuM anukaraNa karavAnI ja je vAta Ave ane badhA bALajIvo paNa anukaraNa karavA, ja maMDI jAya te temanI zI dazA thAya? te juo. bhagavAna palAMThI vALIne beThA kayAre ? bhagavAnanuM chadmasthapaNuM 12aaaa varSa parvatanuM hatuM. A sADAbAra varSamAM nidrAno kALa mAtra be ghaDI jeTaluM ja hatuM. je bhagavAnanA saghaLAM karmonuM pUrepUruM anukaraNa ene ja dharma mAnaze ane dharma AcaranArane ja dhamI gaNaze te kaye e bALajIva che ke je mAtra sADAbAra varSamAM mAtra be ghaDI jeTaluM ja kALa nidrA bhogavI zakaze? A sADAbAra varSanA kALamAM bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva kadI paNa palAMThI vALIne beThA nathI. temaNe jyAre satana tapazcaryAthI kevaLa- jJAnanI prApti karI hatI, tyAre ja teo palAMThI vALIne beThA hatA. have je bhagavAnanI karaNa ja dharma hoya to tamAre paNa chadmastha avasthAmAM palAMThI vALIne besavAno avakAza nahi rahevA pAmaze ane chatAM jo tame chadmastha avasthAmAM palAMThI vALIne besaze to tame bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkaradevanA zAsananI aMdaranA temanA anuyAyI gaNI zakAze ja nahi. AthI ja sahaja thAya che ke bhagavAne je Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 361 - mRtipUjAnuM rahasya karmodayathI kAryavAhI karI hatI te kAryavAhI e dharma nathI. te ja pramANe evA vatananA anukaratamAM dharma ArAdhana paNa nathI. bALajIne AdhAra zAnA upara ? bhagavAnanAM je kAryo karmanA udayathI thavA pAmyAM che te kAryanuM anukaraNa kadApi paNa hoI zakatuM ja nathI. bhagavAnanA haste thayelAM AraMbhasamAraMbhe e paNa dharma athavA dharmanuM anusaraNa heI zake nahiM, bhagavAnanA pazamabhAvavALuM je kartavya che, te ja bezaka anukaraNIya che, bIjuM nahi. paraMtu tenuM anukaraNa bhAgyazALI jIve vinA bIjeone mATe asahya che. AthI ja bALachAne mATe bhagavAnane dharmakathanarUpa dharmAjJAo ApavI paDI che. ane e dharmArA upara ja bALavAnA AdhAra che. tame jyAre kSapazamabhAvane pAma ane saMpUrNa zanivALA thAo tyAre bezaka tamAre bhagavAnanuM AcaraNa karavAnuM che. paraMtu tyAM sudhI tamArAmAM evI saMpUrNatA na Ave tyAM sudhI tamAre bhagavAnanI AjJA upara ja AdhAra rAkhavAno che zrImAnuM -zAstrakAra mahArAjAoe aDhI pahera sUvAnI AjJA ApI che. paraMtu dhAro ke kaI zaktizALI manuSya aDhI pahAra paNa nidrA na le, te tethI zuM ema kahI zakAze kharuM ke tevA gRhasthoe zAstrAjJAne lopa karyo che? nidrA levAnuM kAraNa zuM ? zrImAna zAsakAra mahArAjAe aDhI para sUvAnI AjJA ApI che, paraMtu te zA kAraNathI ApavAmAM AvI che te vicAravAnI jarUra che. nidrAno sarvathA parityAga karavAmAM tamArI zakti pahoMcatI nathI. teTalA ja mATe tamAre nidrA-aDhI pahoranI nidrA levAne mAge cAlavAnuM che. jo tame azakta rahyA chatAM paNa e mAge na cAlaze te tenuM pariNAma e Avaze ke tame UMce caDhI zakaze ja nahIM. arthAt azakatone zakti meLavavAno je raste che te ja bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevenI kathanI che. bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevanI kathanI ane karaNInuM -A rahasya che. chatAM yAda rAkhavAnuM che ke kathanI ane karaNImAM Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 362 AnaMda pravacana darzana muddAne bheda saMbhavI zake nahIM. je muddAo jainazAsanamAM raju thayA che tenAthI UlaTI ja vAta kathanImAM saMbhavI zakatI ja nathI. tame hiMsA karaje, jUThuM bolaje, cerI karaje, strIgamana karaje, parigraha rAkhaje, kothAdika karaje ItyAdi AjJAe kathanImAM kadI paNa AvI zake ja nahi. have e prazna mUkIne ApaNe mULa prazna, je "devanuM svarUpa kevuM hovuM joIe te prazna upara AvIe. - vItarAgapaNe mati kema? zrImAna jinezvaradevone ApaNe vItarAga svarUpe dekhIe chIe. zrImAna jJAnImahArAjAe e anaMtA baLanA svAmI che. govALiyAo AvIne khIlA mArI jAya che to paNa teo e saghaLuM zAMtithI sahana karI le che. bhagavAne AvA ghara upasargo veLAe paNa bhavya zAMti rAkhI hatI ane ApaNAthI e zAMti nathI rakhAtI enuM zuM kAraNa che ? A badhA vicAra ApaNane devatAonA svarUpa upara derI jAya che. bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevanI mUrtimAM tame dhyAna daIne joze te mAluma paDaze ke badhuM kalyANanuM ja lakSaNa rAkhavAmAM AvyuM che. anya lakSaNane pratimAomAM sthAna ApavAmAM AvatuM ja nathI. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI je pratimA che, te upara bhagavAnanI jJAnadazAnAM lakSaNe che. bIjAM lakSaNa nathI. e muddo bahu samajavA jevo che. je bhagavAnane jevo AkAra ane raMga hatuM, tevA raMga ane AkAravALI mUrti banAvI devI eTale ja je uddeza heta te to bhagavAne mAtAnuM stanapAna karyuM haze te vakhatanI bhagavAnanI mudrA heje AnaMdita ja haze. te pachI zA mATe mAnA sAthe stanapAna karatI bhagavAnanI pratimAo karavAmAM AvI nathI ? A saghaLAnuM kAraNa eTaluM ja che ke A badhAmAM dhyeya zuM che te tarapha dhyAna ApIne tene ja anukULa badhI vastuonI racanA karI che. bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradeva vItarAga svarUpe che AthI ja vItarAgapaNAnI mUrti hovAthI e mUrti dvArA ApaNe vItarAgatAnA Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mUrtipUjAnuM rahasya 363 dayamAM daDha thaI zakIe chIe. ane vItarAgapaNAnI mUrti ApaNane vitarAgatAnA dhyeyamAM Taka kare che. je bhagavAnanI mUrtine ApaNe vItarAgapaNe na rAkhI hota te ApaNe dazA paNa bIjAonA jevI ja thAta. Izvara ane avatAra e baMne vastu te ApaNe mAnIe : chIe. te ja pramANe bIjAe paNa mAne che. paraMtu temanI ane ApaNuM mAnyatAmAM eka mahatvane taphAvata che. e taphAvata zuM che te vicArIe. jayAre ApaNe avatAra ane . Izvara baMne mAnavA chatAM avatAramAMthI Izvara mAnIe chIe, jyAre . anya avatAra ane Izvara baMne mAnavA pUrvaka IzvaramAMthI avatAra mAne che. have IzvaramAMthI avatAra mAnatA vadhe Ave che ane virodha kayAM UbhA thAya che te joIe eTale ApaNuM ane anyonI mAnyatAmAM kenI mAnyatA sAcI che tene nikAla thaI jaze. Adarza ke joIe? IzvaramAMthI avatAra mAna ane artha e che ke nirmaLamAMthI malinatA mAnavI ane avatAramAMthI Izvara mAnava ene artha e che ke malinatAmAMthI nirmaLatA mAnavI. ApaNe bhagavAnane janma vakhate manaparyavajJAna, kevaLajJAna ItyAdi jJAna hatAM ane teo vItarAgarUpa hatA tema haragija mAnatA nathI, paraMtu ApaNe te spaSTa rIte ema mAnIe chIe ke tIrthakara bhagavAne jamyA tyAre temane kevaLajJAna , nahotuM, paraMtu bhagavAne jamyA pachI sAdhutvane aMgIkAra karyo ane. tatpazcAt temaNe mana 5ryavajJAna meLavI ghAtakarmano kSaya karyo hato eTale temane kevaLajJAnanI prApti thaI hatI tema mAnIe chIe. ApaNuM A mAnyatAne artha e che ke malinatA pahelI hatI , ane nirmaLatA pachI prApta thavA pAmI hatI. arthAt ajJAna pahelAM. hatuM ane jJAnanI jyoti te pachIthI prakaTa thavA pAmI hatI have jeo IzvaramAMthI avatAra mAne che teo kevA prakAranA bhramamAM kuTAya che te joIe. IzvaramAMthI avatAra mAnave ene artha te e ja thAya ke pahelAM Izvara-eTale zuddhatA ane pachI manuSyatva. Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 AnaMda pravacana darzana eTale malInatA. ene artha e thayo ke emane Adarza zuddhatA 'nirmaLatAne nahi, paraMtu malinatAne ja kare che. ane potAnA Izvarane niraMjana, nirAkAra, zuddha, buddha ane ti rUpa te mAne che, te pachI - savAla e thAya che ke enI mUti kaI ane zI rIte hoI zake ? have bIjI tarapha keI ApaNane paNa evo ja prazna pUchI zake che ke ApaNe paNa siddha mahArAjAone to niraMjana, nirAkAra, zuddha, buddha, mukta ane jJAnasvarUpa mAnIe ja chIe, te pachI evA niraMjana, nirAkAra bhagavAnanI pratimA ApaNe zA mATe banAvIe chIe? A praznane javAba e che ke ApaNe je pratimAo banAvIe chIe te pratimAo mukta evA siddha bhagavAnanI siddhAvasthAnI hatI * nathI, paraMtu siddho je dehamAM siddha thAya che te dehanI-te manuSyapaNAnI ja pratimA ApaNe banAvIe chIe ane tethI ja ApaNI pratimAnI kalpanA e vAstavika che. mati kaI avarathAnI heya? jainazAsana je tIrthakaronI mUrtine mAne che te mUrtinA saMbaMdhamAM paNa yAda rAkhavAnI jarUra che ke e mUtie tIrthakarapaNAnI athavA te bIjI avasthAnI mUrtio nathI, arihaMta mahArAjAonI paNa arihaMtAvasthA, kevaLI avasthA athavA te tIrthaMkarapaNAnI mUti * banAvavAmAM AvatI ja nathI, paraMtu siddhAvasthAnI prApti vakhate tIrthakara bhagAnanI je sthiti hoya te ja sthitinI mUtio - banAvavAmAM Ave che. bhagavAna zrI tIrthakarade jyAre kevaLI- - paNAmAM hoya che, tyAre UbhA rahe che, bese che, devajIMdAmAM teo - zarIra paNa lAMbuM kare che, vaLI tIrthakara bhagavAne siMhAsana para bese che tyAre paga pAdapITha para rAkhe che. vaLI teo zrI samavasaraNamAM 'birAje che, tyAre te paryakAsane nathI besatA paNa khurasI upara besIe , , ane paga nIce mUkIe te vakhate jevuM Asana heya tevuM Asana zrImAna tIrthakara denuM samavasaraNamAM hoya che te vakhate teo -pAdapITha para paga thApIne bese che. bhagavAna zrI tIrthakaradevanA zarIra Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mUrtipUjAnuM rahasya A rIte jude jude samaye judI judI dazA dhAraNa kare, chatAM bhagavAnanI je pratimA banAvavAmAM Ave che te dezanAnI mUrti, devaIdAnI mUrti ke vihAra vakhatanI mUrti hotI nathI. bhagavAnanI je mUrtio jaina-- zAsanamAM che, te saghaLI tIrthakara bhagavAne siddha thavAnA hoya te vakhatanI avasthAnI mUrtio hoya che. ApaNI mUrtiomAM mAtra be ja prakAra che H eka kAyotsargane ane bIje paryakAsanane A saMsAramAM mekSe gaelA AtmAe asaMkhya hoya che. atItakALe asaMkhya AtmAo meDhe gayA che, vartamAnakALe asaMkhya AtmAe mahAvideha kSetramAM mAse jAya che ane anAgata kALamAM paNa anaMtA AtmAo mele jaze siddho koIpaNa AkAre mekSe jAya che. jyAre saghaLA tIrthakara bhagavAne meze kAsaga ane paryakAsana be ja AkAre javAnA hoya che. A ja kAraNathI bhagavAna tIrthaMkaradevanI mUti be ja AkAravALI hoya che. ane te be sivAya trIjo AkAra saMbhava nathI. have AjakAlanA keTalAka DeLaghAlu sAdhuo DoLa kare che ane e tIrthakaranI rIte bese che, temaNe vicAravAnI jarUra che ke e AkAra kene che? ane kyA vakhatane che? sAdhuoe besIne kAusaga kare evuM kayA graMthamAM athavA kyAM lakheluM che ? vartamAna sAdhuo besIne kAussaga kare che temane khUllekhUle pramAda che. ane te pramAda na karavAnI spaSTa zAstrajJA che. kevaLa DeLa karavA tIrthakaranA rUpaka levAM emAM kaI puNya te nathI ja, para tu UlaTuM mahApApa che. zrAvake paNa jeo vatavALA che, temaNe paNa DAbA hAthamAM muhapatti ane jamaNA hAthamAM caravaLA rAkhavA sivAya kAussagna karavAnuM vidhAna keIpaNa zAstramAM lakhavAmAM AvyuM nathI. have e badhAne sthAne Aje kevI mUrkhAI cAlI rahI che te jarA dhyAna daIne juo Aje te zrAvake ane sAdhuone tIrthakara bhagavAnanA AkAre kAussagna kare che ane tevI chabIo paDAvI khuza thavuM che. vicAra, Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana karo ke ApaNI dazA zI thaze? tIrthakaranI mUrti banAvAya che temAM -bhagavAna zrI tIrthakara bhagavAna kSe gayA hoya te vakhatanA AkAre ja levAya che, bIjA nahIM, arthAt bhagavAnanI je UMcAmAM UMcI ane chellAmAM chellI dazA je anukaraNIya che, te ja dazA, te ja AkAra bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkaradevanI mUtimAM levAnuM che. bhagavAna zrI tIrthakaradevanI mUrtimAM karyo AkAra levA che ane te kaI vakhatano AkAra levAya che ane te ja AkAra pratimAjIne mATe zA mATe mAnya 2 khavAmAM AvyA che e vAta uparanA vivecanathI spaSTa samajI zakAya che. bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkaradeve be ja AkAre mekSe jAya che ane tethI ja temanI pratimA mAtra be ja prakAranI hoya che. jeo siddha thAya che tevA AtmAonI bAbatamAM Asanano niyama ja nathI. siddho aneka prakAre mokSe jAya che. siddha svarUpamAM - AtmA rahyo te siddhapaNAnI mUrtine keIpaNa sthaLe sthAna ja nathI. siddho ke arihaMta bhagavAne je samaye mAnavadehamAM hatA, te ja samayanI temanI sAkArAvasthAnI ja mUrti banAvavAmAM AvI che. ApaNI mUrtio, e niraMjana nirAkAranI mUrti nathI, paraMtu sAkArAvasthAnI ja mUrti che. ApaNe evuM sahelAIthI kahI zakIe chIe ke jeo pame- gharane nirAkAra mAne che, tevAone IzvaranI mati banAvavA adhikAra nathI. sAkArAvasthAmAM malinatA sivAya bIjA kazAnuM astitva ja nathI. anukaraNa kevuM joIe? ajaina zAsanae mUti karI paraMtu te evI banAvI dIdhI ke AtmAnA anurAgIone te jovAne paNa lAyaka na rahI. IzvaranI sati banAvI te sAthe strI paNa goThavI. have nItizAstra te sApha kahe che ke jene brahmacarya pALavuM che athavA jene saMnyAsa pALavo che, tevA sanyAsI ane brahmacArI baMnene strInI pratimA nihALavI harAma che. A rIte saMnyAsI ke brahmacArI mATe te pratimApUjA are ! pratimAdarzana karavuM e ja harAma Thare ! Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mUti pUjAnuM rahasya 367 have prazna upasthita thaze ke jenazAsana ATaluM pavitra che ane yuktiyukta che to pachI e jainazAsananA anuyAyIo muDIbhara kema che? ThIka. tame laDAImAM javA mATe jAte taiyAra thaI jatA nathI, paraMtu tamArA dezanA saMrakSaNa mATe tamArA dezanI senA laDI rahI hoya te tene tame vakhANe che e uparathI rapaSTa thAya che ke mahAna kAmane samajanArA bahu ceDA hoya che. ane tevA kAmane samajIne tene amalamAM mUkanArA tenAthI paNa ati ghaNA ochA ja hoya che. e ja pramANe jananuM dhyeya tyAgavatananu che. jenajhamanuM dhyeya ja mAtra tyAganuM hoya ane vartana majhA uDAvavAnuM hota to judI vAta hatI, paraMtu ahIM te dhyeya ane vatana baMne tyAganA che. AthI AvA ugravamanA pAlake ceDA hoya te svAbhAvika che marajI pramANe phAve te rIte vartavAnI chUTa hoya te te kuLAcAre dharma thayo te tevA ajJAna tarapha jhakanAra lAkha heya che zAnadazA e svAbhAvika nathI. paraMtu ajJAnadazA e svAbhAvika che. jagata ajJAnamaya che ane te ajJAna tarapha vahelI take jhuke che ane tyAga tarapha svAbhAvika rIte ja ochA jhUke che. dA. ta., dhAro ke eka sthaLe upadhAna- vahananI kriyA che e upadhAnavahananI kriyAmAM bhAga levA seMkaDe mANase bhegA thAya che. paraMtu temAM je sthaLe upadhAna thatA hoya te ja sthaLanA mANasenI saMkhyA bahu ja ochI hoya che. nirvikArI tyAgamAgane na anusarAya ane khalana thaI jAya te bane, paNa khalanane mArga te ja satya che evuM te karI pratipAdI zakAya nahi, Aje dharmanA kAryomAM chUTachATa mUkavAno muddo eka ja che ke jema bane tema saMkhyA vadhAravI ane potAnA TeLAmAM vadhAre mANase.ne kheMcI lAvavA. paNa je dharmane AtmakalyANane ja raste mAne, manAve che te siddhAtamAM chUTachATa mUkI zake che kema? alabatta, saMpUrNa tyAgane na anasarAya te bane paNa greca to saMpUrNa tyAganu ja joIe. tIrthakara svarUpa batAvanAra, dIvo padArtha darzAve che, paraMtu te dI keAI padArtha sarjI zakato Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 368 Ana da pravacana darzana nathI. te ja pramANe tIrthakara bhagavAna paNa dharma darzAve che. teo kAMI dharmarUpI paDhArthonuM sarjana karI zakatA nathI. AMdhaLA dekhI zako nathI ane AMkhavALe dekhI zake che. e enA svabhAvane kaI sarjanAro hoI zake ja nahi. e baMne vastu svAbhAvikapaNe ja che. prakAza dhoLA raMgane lIlo athavA lIlA raMgane dhoLe dekhADI zakatA nathI, paraMtu dhoLA raMgane gheLo ane lIlA raMgane lIlo dekhADavAmAM prakAza madadarUpa thAya che. e ja pramANe je je kAraNethI karmanirjarA thatI hatI, athavA je je kAraNe baMdhana ApanArAM hatAM, te te kAraNe ja tIrthakaroe batAvyAM che. ene artha e che ke tIrthakara bhagavAne dharmanA dezaka che, dharmanA prarUpaka che, dharmane prakAzita karanArA che, para tu teo dharmane sarjanArA nathI. jyAM dharmanI AvI sanAtana sthitine darzAvavAnuM ja kArya kare che, tyA dharmamAM paherA hoya e zakya ja nathI. temAM chUTachATa hoya e paNa saMbhavatuM ja nathI ane tethI ja dharmamAM kALanI paravRtie parAvartana hoya e paNa azakaya ja che. zrImAna tIrthakara bhagavAne e kevaLajJAnathI kAleka jANIne padArtha kahyA che, e kathanane pustakanI ke bIjA kazAnI jarUra ja nathI. je AtmA vastune dekhe che tene pustaka sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhavAnI jarUra ja rahetI nathI. pustakanI jarUra eka mAtra tene ja che ke je pote pratyakSa joI zakavAne mATe asamartha che. je pote jJAnathI samartha nathI. je pote jJAnasvarUpa nathI tevAone jJAnInAM vacanonI jarUra paDe che AMdhaLAne kaI vAta bIjAne kahevI hoya to dekhanAre te saMbaMdhamAM jevuM joyuM hoya ane jevuM kahyuM hoya tevuM ja te bIjAne kahI zake. kAraNa ke te vastu jevAne mATe azakata che. e ja pramANe jenA game je lakhAyAM che te bhagavAna kevaLa mahArAjAoe jema kahyuM che, te ja pramANe lakhAyAM che bhagavAna kevaLIone kahyuM che. te ja AgamakAroe- Agamoe lakhyuM che. bhagavAna zrI kevaLI mahArAjAoe je pramANe kahyuM hatuM te ja pramANe bhagavAna zrI gaNadharadevoe dhAyuM hatuM. te. Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ -- ------ --- mUrtipUjAnuM rahasya uhae ja pramANe temanA ziSyae anukrame dhAryuM hatuM, e ja pramANe paraMparA cAlu rahI hatI, paraMtu pAchaLathI smaraNazakti ghaTI tyAre kSamAzramaNa devaddhigaNie vallabhIpuramAM lakhavAnuM zarU karyuM hatuM. bhagavAna zrI sarva devoe je pramANe karyuM hatuM te ja pramANe AgamakAroe lakhyuM hatuM eTale ahIM keIpaNa prakAranI Apatti yA te zaMkAne sthAna ja nathI. jyAre vallabhIpura khAte Agame lakhAyAM tyAre kumate ochA na hatA. kumatavAdIonI haratI khuda vallabhIpuramAM ja hatI. e zatruonI vacamAM ja jinAga rUpI dastAveja taiyAra thayA hatA. have vicAra karo ke je dastAveja zatruonI vacce taiyAra thaye che te dastAvejanI satyatAmAM te zI khAmI hoI zake ! ApaNA saghaLA jaina Agame e valabhIpuramAM lakhAyAM hatAM, chatAM badhA AgamomAM joI le ke koIpaNa sthaLe soraThI chAyA e Agama graMthomAM UtaravA pAmI nathI. devaddhigaNinI potAnI teozrIne gurunI vAte paNa koI sthaLe temAM aMkita karavAmAM AvI nathI. zrImAnuM devaddhigaNine je pramANe yAda hatuM te pramANe teo lakhatA hatA. je siddhAMte e prasaMge lakhAyA hatA temAM je devagiNie pheraphAra karyo hota te temanA ahatattvanI chAyA temAM jarUra AvI ja heta ! bIjuM kAMI nahIM to temaNe potAnA gurunuM gaurava vadhAravAnuM te temAM jarUra kAMIpaNa lakhyuM hota, paraMtu teoe kazo ja koI sthaLe ullekha karyo nathI. AjakAla guru paranI bhakita ochI thaI che, te paNa jeo dhArmika pustakanuM prakAzana kare che teo pustakamAM potAnA guruonI DhagalAbaMdha chabIo le che, paNa bhagavAna devaddhigaNie evuM eka paNa kArya kareluM adyApi paryata kaI saMzodhake zodhI AvyuM nathI bhagavAna devaddhigaNie te phakta pitAne je vastu smaraNamAM hatI te ja sAvaMta lakhavAnI hatI, temAM kADhavA-ghusADavAnI vastu temane kAMI karavAnI na hatI. . je samaye valabhIpuramAM Agamo lakhavAnuM kArya cAlatuM hatuM te samaye bhagavAna zrI devagiNie khUNAmAM besIne gUpacUpa e hota ! bIje paNa lakhyuM hota, pararI bhakti ochI thai 24 Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 370 Anada pravacana darzana Agame ghasaDI kADhayA na hatAM. vallabhIpura khAte jainazramaNAnI mahAsabhA maLI hatI ane mahAsabhAmAM 580 zramaNu mahArAje vidyamAna hatA. A pAMcase ne e.sI zramaNamahArAjee je vicArA mAnya rAkhyA hatA te ja vicArI AgamAmAM lakhavAmAM AvyA hatA. lakhavuM tyAM paNa amuka ja lakhavu. ane amuka prakAre ja lakhavuM evA jyAM kaTTara niyama hAya tyAM keTalAkA ema mAne che ke amuka sthaLe pAThAMtara joie. ityAdi zabdo kahevA e mahAmUrkhAI ja che. sana mahArAjAoe je siddhAMtAnI jhAMkhI karI hatI ane je siddhAtA saMsArane darzAvyA hatA te ja siddhAMtA AjanAM pustaka mAM paNa cAlyA Ave che. AtmAnA pradeze| jema pahelAMnA mAnIe chIe te ja pramANe hajupaNu mAnIe chIe. teA pachI zakAkArAne ApaNe pUchI zakIe chIe ke tame zAstromAM evA te kayA pheraphAra dekhyA che ke jethI tamAne zaMkA thaI javAnuM kAraNa maLyuM che ? zAstramAM Ama hevu joIe'evI zaMkA uThAvavAne paNa tameAne kevI rIte avAza maLe che te tamAre sASita karI ApavAnu che. dharatIka'panA sa'bhava sarakhA, paNa jayAM dharatIkaMpa nathI chatAM tyAM kAI ema dhAre ke A beThaka tUTI paDaze te ? AvI zakA karanArAone te! besavAnuM paNa sthAna naM ja hAI zake. evA kayA jabarajasta purAvA tamene maLyA che ke je vaDe tame ema kahI zakI ke zAstramAM Ama hAvu' joie ? jenI zraddhAmAM pheraphAra na heAya tevAonI kriyAmAM pheraphAra heI zakatA ja nathI. dhyeya khasavu* na joie. dhyeya na khase teA koIpaNa jAtanI paMcAta ja nathI. jene dhyeya khase che tene ja zaMkA thavA lAge che. dhyeya ane zraddhA ane salAmata hoya tyAM eka a za paNa vicAramAM ke kriyAmAM pheraphAra saMbhavI zakatA ja nathI pachI keTalAka mUti ane deharAne Azrava gaNe che. ApaNe te bannene nirjaMganu kAraNa mAnIe chIe ahIM ApaNI ane temanI tAttvika Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 376 mUrtipUjAnuM rahasya mAnyatAmAM ja pharaka che ane jyAM tAvika mAnyatAmAM phera hoya tyAM samakita nahi. "je rUpe tatva hoya te rUpe ja tattvane mAne tyAre tene samyagdarzana thAya che ane tattvadarzana zraddhA vagara saMbhavatuM nathI. je tIrthakara bhagavAne thayA che, temaNe na dharma banAvyuM che athavA te na dharma pedA karyo che ema nathI. tIrthakara bhagavAne te vastu mAtra ke je jagatamAM eka yA bIje rUpe dRSTimAna hatI yA te adazya hatI tene svabhAva ja temaNe te batAvyo che. e uparathI ema nathI samajavAnuM ke tIrthakara bhagavAnanI hastI pahelA A saMsAramAM koIne puNya yA pApa lAgatuM ja na hatuM. tIrthakara bhagavAnanA thavA pahelAM paNa maMda kaSAyavALAo puNya bAMdhatA hatA. kaSAyathI je pApe thatAM, te sarvakALane viSe thatAM ja rahyAM hatAM, mAtra tIrthakara bhagavAne te je pApapuNya thatAM hatAM te pApapuNya ane te thavAnuM kAraNa eTaluM ja mAtra batAvI ApyuM hatuM. prakAzanuM udvAharaNa tamAre barAbara lAgu pADavAnuM che. manuSya AMkhe ughADe che, tyAre te prakAzane dekhe che. paraMtu teno artha e nathI ke te AMkha nathI ughADate te pahelAM prakAza te nathI. cA te pahelAM prakAza, prakAzanuM kAma ja karatuM nathI. prakAzanuM kArya jema saMsArane vastuo dekhADavAnuM che, te ja pramANe tIrthaMkaradevenuM kAma A saMsAramAM pApapuNya ane te thavAnAM kAraNene darzAvavAnuM ja che. A ja kAraNathI dharma, deza ke tIrthane pravartAvanAra tarIke tIrthakara bhagavAnane gaNyA che, paraMtu temane utpAdaka tarIke gaNyA nathI dharma e jagatane svabhAva che. jaina dharma e jeDI kADhelI navalakathA nathI, paraMtu jema darpaNamAM padArtha jevo hoya te ja dekhAya che, te ja pramANe jagatane je svabhAva che te ja spaSTa rIte jainazAsanamAM paDele che. dharma e jagatane svabhAva ja hevAthI e svabhAvamAM tIrthakara bhagavAnethI paNa pheraphAra thaI zakato nathI. ApaNe dravyAdine AzrayIne pheraphAra karI zakIe chIe, paraMtu tyAM paNa dharma batAvAne mATe, palaTAvavAne mATe nahi. bhagavAna mahAvIra Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 372 AnaMda pravacana na cAra tratAnAM pAMca mahAvratA karyAM. temA zabdachaLathI brahmAnA bhaMganA koI khATA lAbha na le te mATe karyAM. bhagavAna mahAvIranA sudhAre Azrava ane ba Mdhane rAkavAno hatA. khALalagna rokavA e sudhAre che, pazu punarlagnanI chUTa ApavI e sudhAreA nathI paNa brahmacarya'nA palaTo che. dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAvane AzrayIne pheraphAra thAya temAM nA nathI, paNa A pheraphAra mULa dhyeyane kAyama rAkhIne thavA joie, para tu mULa dhyeyanI kAyApalaTa na thavI joIe. have mULa vAtamAM AvIe. ApaNe tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanI mUrti - ene mAnIe chIe te parama Adaza rUpe mAnIe chIe. A Adeza devamAM avazya hovA joIe. je deva peAtAnI pAse strIne rAkhe tA te dhamanA pravartaka guru brahmacarya ne jIvanamAM kaI rIte utArI zake? jainetarAe pratimApUjanamAM jaineAnI nakala karI pazu te AkAra ke bhAva bannemAMthI eke temanI pratimAmAM lAvI zakayA nathI. guNAnA prakAra keTalA ? eTa * zrImAn tItha "karadevAnA AkAra manuSyanA dhyeyanuM cihna hAvu joie. devatattvamAM anukaraNIyatva hAya te te prakRti che. devAmAM anukaraNIya guNA heAvA ja joie. jo tenAmAM anukaraNIya guNA hAya, tA ja tenA ziSyA e mAge jAya ane e mArgone dha gaNI zake. arthAt dharma ane dharmanI pravRttie e saghaLAMnA mukhya AdhAra deva upara ja che. eTalA ja kAraNathI mahAdevanuM aSTaka pahelu gaNavAmAM Avyu che. emA guNA e prakAranA hoya che: eka sAdhaka dazA ane khIjI siddha dazA. nepAliyana mAnApATanA koI khela bhajave te! te nepeliyane karelI dezasevAnuM nATaka bhajavI zake ane tevA anukaraNIya guNAnI nakala paNa kare, paraMtu bhavAyA paNa neliyananA zarIranI gaMdI kriyAonu` kAMI anukaraNa athavA nakala karavA besatA nathI, nepeAliyana jyAre rAjadvArI jIvanamAM bahAra paDayA Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mUrtipUjAnuM rahasya 33 tyAre tene sAghaka dazAnI prApti thaI. e ja pramANe zrImAna tIrthakara de paNa jyAre sAdhu thayA tyAre teo sAdhaka dazAmAM pravezyA hatA. e ja pramANe siddha dazAnuM vicAravAnuM che. tIrthakaronuM jyAre devatva siddha thayuM tyAre teo kevA hatA e saghaLuM vigatavAra jANavAne mATe sAdhaka, tathA siddha dazAnA guNe batAvavA joIe. have kaI evI zaMkA karaze ke tIrthakara mahArAjAomAM devapaNAnuM siddhapaNuM AvyuM che te ThIka che, paraMtu je e siddhapaNuM amane upakAra karanAruM na hoya te e devapaNuM sAthe ApaNe zA mATe saMbaMdha rAkhavuM joIe ? ane e devApaNane ApaNe zA mATe vaMdana paNa karavuM joIe? tIrthakara bhagavAnanuM devatva e je saMsArane mATe upakAraka na hita te janazAsana e devatvanA kadI paNa vakhANa na ja karata, paraMtu e devatva ApaNane aneka rItie upakAraka che ja ane tethI ja e devatvane ApaNe vaMdana karavAnuM che. DU * anata upakArIoe vastu, dharma ane mekSa e be ja puruSArtha mAnyA che, artha tathA kAmane puruSArtha mAnela nathI. - dabadayA karatAM bhAvadayA ativiziSTa che. vyadayAne bhege paNa ke bhAvadayAnuM saMrakSaNa parama Avazyaka che. bhAvayAnA bhoge vyadayAnI vakIlAta e ghera miyAtva che. IIIIIIIIIIprrrrrrrrrrr Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3 AjanuM kaparuM cAritrapAlana apnnoucoupond bnspcncpbbbadun ceAthA ArAmAM jJAnI vidyamAna hatA, devatAe pratyakSa dekhAtA hatA. amuka dharma karavAthI amuka deva thayA ema khulAsA maLatA hatA. te vakhate dharmanI AcaraNA thAya te saheja che, paNa Aja jJAnIno gerahAjarImAM cAritra levAya agara dharma AcaraNA thAya te jarUra ki MmatI che. temAM kalyANuddhinA ghaNA saMbhava che. Logannnnnnnn paritijJAnapUrvakanA AghA muhapatti vakhatathI vadhAre vAra na thAya. A zAstrakAra mahArAjA pariNatibhede jJAnanA traNa bheda jaNAve che. svarUpa bhede pAMca bheda chatAM ahIM pariNatibhede traNa bheTTa kahe che. pariNati samajAvavAnI hAya tyAM te ja kahevAya : svarUpa vakhate te svarUpa kahevAya. AtmAnuM svarUpa jaNAvavu hAya tyAre tenAM svarUpanAM bhede jaNAvAya. jIva ane ajIva e tattvamAM badhAM nattva samAI jAya che, chatAM sAta ke nava tattva kahevA paDe che. AzravasavarAdi tattvA jIvaajIvamAM samAya che, te jIva-ajIvane aMge ja che, chatAM khIjAM tattvA jaNAvavAnA hetu che ke Azrava tathA madhane ajIvanA prAdhAnyavALA jIva jANe tA te tenAthI khase. tathA saMvara, nirjarA ane meAkSa tene jIvanA prAdhAnyavALA jANe te jIva tyAM khecAya, jIva heya tathA upAdeyane jANe tema ja tene chAMDI ke ADharI zake, jIvAjIvanA paNa upadeza ekalA jJeya tarIke nathI, paNa heya tathA upAdeyamAM paNa upayAgI thAya te mATe jaNAvyA che. zrutajJAnamAM akSarajJAna, paryAyavruta, padmazrutAdi bhedo vagere jANavAthI AtmAne kRtArtha mAnI levAya tema nathI, arthAt payaannara Adi Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AjanuM kaparuM cAritrapAlana 375 jANavAthI AmAne kRtArtha mAnavAne nathI. AtmA jyAre viSaya pratibhAsa jJAnamAMthI pariNati jJAnamAM Ave ane temAMthI pravRttijJAnamAM Ave te te jJAna meLavyuM saphaLa gaNAya. pariNati ke pravRttimAM AvyA vagaranuM jJAna zuSka che, nirarthaka che, phaLa vagaranuM che. anaMtI vakhata A jIva zrutajJAnane dhAraNa karanAra thaye, zrutajJAna dravyathI anaMtI vakhata AvI. gayuM, paNa te viSaya pratibhAsarUpe hatuM mATe ja phaLyuM nahi. AjakAla keTalAka kahevAtA adhyAtmavAdIo paNa kriyAnA. uthApake he bhavyajIvane kriyAthI calita karavA mATe temane kahe che keH merU jeTalA ghA muhapatti karyA. temAM zuM vaLyuM ?" vAta kharI, paNa pariNati jJAnavALA evA muhapattinuM grahaNa thayuM nathI, e ja na vaLavAnuM kAraNa che, pariNatijJAnapUrvakanA ghA muhapatti ATha vakhatathI vadhAre vAra na ja thAya. kalyANanI buddhithI grahaNa karavAmAM AvelA cAritranA bhava AThathI vadhAre hotA nathI. evuM cAritra AkhA bhavacakramAM ATha vakhata ja heya. tethI vadhAre vakhata na ja hoya. vadhAremAM vadhAre ATha vakhata heya. zrI gautamasvAmIne hAthe kheDUtane bodhazramaNa bhagavAn zrI mahAvIradeve pelA kheDUtane zrI gautamasvAmIjI pAse cAritra apAvyuM. e kheDUta bhagavAnane pUrvabhavane dveSI hatA, tethI te kheDUtane jIva potAthI te kaI paNa prakAre bedhibIja pAme tema nahotuM, tethI ja te zrI gautamasvAmIjI pAse te pamADayuMupadrava karanAranuM paNa kalyANa karavuM e eka ja dayeya. bhagavAnanuM hatuMbhakti karanAra te potAnA AtmAthI bhakti dvArA phaLa pAmavAne che, bhaktinA jorathI phaLa meLavavAne che, paNa bhagavAna vicAre che ke "kalyANane dezaka huM, upadrava karanArane ke pratikULane tAruM te ja tArapaNuM kharuM gaNAya." caMdanane kApanArI karavata, chedanArI chINa, bALanAro agni che chatAM e traNe sugathI thAya che ja. temAM caMdananuM ja gaurava che, bhakate. te bhaktithI tare che, paNa taravA taiyAra na hoya. DUbavA jatA hoya, Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 376 AnaMda pravacana darzana arthAt tAraka evA potAnAthI pratikULa hoya tevAne pANe tAranAra te vAstavika tAraka che. ethI ja bhavAMtarathI devI evA kheDutane pratibaMdha karavA zrI gautamasvAmIjIne zrI mahAvIra bhagavAne ekAyA. zrI gautamasvAmIjIe jaIne zuM karyuM? kheDUtane lAvIne pUchayuM tathA A rIte samajAvyuM- zrI gautamasvAmIjI : "mahAnubhAva !... A tuM zuM kare che ? kheDUta khetI!" zrI gautamasvAmIjIH "zA mATe ?" kheDUtaH "mArA peTa mATe tathA mArA kuTuMba mATe !" zrI gautamasvAmIjIH "khetImAM hiMsA thAya che, te hiMsAnuM tane kevuM phaLa maLaze? yAda rAkha ke te tAre ekalAe bhegavavuM paDaze. khAvAmAM jagala ane phUTavAmAM bhagale....! khAya pelA ane pApa tAre bAMdhavuM? parabhave pelA bhogavavA Avaze ke tAre bhegavavuM paDaze? zAka khAvAnuM te gharavALA baghAne che, paNa samAranAranI AMgaLI kapAya to vedanA tene ekalAne ja thAya che. corI karavA janAra kuTuMbAdi mATe te badhuM kare che, paNa corI karatAM pakaDAya te sajA tene potAne ja thAya che paNa kuTuMbane thatI nathI, paisA mATe keInuM khUna keI kare te mAlamAM badhAye bhAgIdAra thAya, paNa phAMsI te ekalA khUnIne ja thAya ! A badhuM to A lekamAM pratyakSa che ne ? -to pachI parabhave keNa bhAgIdAra thavA Avaze ? kuTuMbIo ahIM mAla khAvAnA ! mAra khAvAnA nahIM !" "ahI ja pApanAM phaLe bhagavatI vakhate kuTuMbIo jyAre alaga thaI jAya che, tyAre bIjA bhavamAM zuM teo kuTuMbI thavA Avaze ? ane peTa ! peTa ekaluM pApathI ja bharAya che ema koNe kahyuM ? vagara pApe paNa peTa bharAya che. rAMdhyA vinA paNa mAdhukarIvRttithI bhikSA mAgI lAvI peTa bharI zakAya che. kAcA pANIne aDavAnuM nahi, agnine aDavAnuM nahi. parigraha pApanuM mULa che tethI te rAkhavAne nahIM. hiMsA karavAnI nahI, asatya bolavAnuM nahIM, Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AjanuM kaparuM cAritrapAlana 377 corI karavAnI nahIM, viSayasevana ja saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra che tethI tene tyAga kare. paNa A badhuM dIkSAthI ja susAdhya che, mATe saMyama grahaNa kara !" kheDUte vicAryuM: "oho ! A te sAruM ! peTa paNa bharAya ane pApa paNa na baMdhAya !" tenA AtmAmAM jhaNajhaNATI AvI. mAMca UbhAM thayAM. apUrva AnaMda teNe anubhavyo ane pachI hAtha joDIne zrI gautamasvAmIjIne vinaMtI karI ke "bhagavAna ! je ema ja che te mane dIkSA ApIne tAre!" zrI gautamasvAmIjIe tyAM tene saMyama ApyuM ! pachI zrI gautamasvAmIe kheDUtane kahyuM ke "cAla, have mArA gurune vaMdana karavA !" kheDUta te A banI gayo! AzcaryamAM garaka thaI gayo! tene ema thayuM ke "AvA mahAna AcArya mahAtmAnA paNa guru ! aho! te kevAya haze !" te belI uThazeH "cAlo bhagavAna !" pachI guru ziSya baMne bhagavAnanI pAse AvI rahyA che. mArgamAM zrI gautamasvAmIjI mahArAjA bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra diva kevA che tenuM varNana kare che. tevAmAM samavasaraNa AvyuM, zrI gautama2vAmIjIe kheDUtane bhagavAna batAvyA ke "A ApaNuM gurudeva !" bhagavAnane jotAM ja kheDUtane pUrvabhavana Sa udayamAM Avya-uchaLe ane te tarata ema belyo ke "A jyAre tamArA gurUdeva ! tyAre A tamAruM sAdhupaNuM pAchuM !" ema kahI sAdhuveSa paDato mUkIne te cAlyA gaye. kheDUta khetaramAMthI samavasaraNamAM AvyA teTalI vAra teNe sAdhupaNuM dhAraNa karyuM. zrI gautamasvAmIjI cAra jJAnanA mAlika hatA. vaLI temane kheDUtane dIkSA devA paNa svayaM bhagavAne mokalyA hatA. kheDUtane bedhibIja pamADavuM hatuM. kalyANanI buddhivALuM cAritra AkhA bhavacakamAM ATha vakhata Ave che. te mATe kheDUtane cAritra ApyuM. samyakatvamAM ATha bhavane niyama nahIM. kSAropazimaka samyaktvanA asaMkhyAtA bhave thAya. kalyANanI buddhi vinAnA merU jeTalA ghA muhapatti karyA chatAM Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 378 AnaMda pravacana darzana kalyANa na thayuM temAM khoTuM nathI. temAM jo kalyANanI buddhi heta te jarUra kAma thaI jAta. bIDanI jamInanAM hajAro varasa sudhI ekaluM ghAsa UgyuM hatuM, kema ke tyAM anAja vAvyuM nahotuM. je vAvyuM nahIM te anAja uge kayAthI? paNa je tyA javAya te anAja ugavAmAM vadhe. nathI ja. anaMtI vakhata evAmAM kalyANanI buddhi thaI ja nahotI ane tethI atyAre paNa te buddhi nathI ema kema kahevAya ? agara samyaphavAdi AcAromAM atyAre paNa kalyANabuddhi nathI, ema kayA AdhAre belAya? saMyamamAM ke dharmakaraNImAM Aje karyuM pralobhana che? bajAramAM mAla Ave che te zerIvALA levA doDe che. zrI tIrthakara mahArAjAnA vakhatamAM cakIo, vAsude, rAjA-mahArAjAo badhA dharma mATe temanI pAse doDA doDayA AvatA hatA, te te. vakhate te pUjA-satkAranI IrachAe paNa sAdhupaNuM levAya ema saMbhava: che, te vakhate devatAo AvatA hatA, pratyakSa dekhAtA hatA, amukamanuSya cAritra levAthI devatApaNuM meLavyuM te A che ema spaSTa dekhAtuM hatuM. jeo deva, gurU ke dharmanI bhakti karatA hatA ane kALa karI devalokamAM utpanna thatAM ja potAne devapaNuM zAthI maLyuM ? te prazna thatAM potAnA jJAnathI ke sAmAnikanA vacanathI nirNaya karI jenA vege te maLyuM tenI bhakita karavA teo ahIM daDI AvatA hatA. tevA vakhatamAM cAritra levAnAM kAraNe sahaja che, paNa atyAre to evuM eka paNa karyuM kAraNa che ke jenAthI keIne cAritranI IcchA thAya? atyAre to devanAM darzananAM ja sAMsAM che, amuka dharma karavAthI amuka jIva rAjA thaye tevA dAkhalA jANavAne paNa avakAza nathI, jJAnI mahArAjA vidyamAna hatA tyAre e badhuM saMbhavita hatuM. atyAranAM jIvana ja evAM DhaMgadhaDA vagaranAM che ke jene sadAcAranuM bhAna sarakhuM nathI te tyAM cAritra sudhInI bhAvanA tene ke tenA dAkhalAthI bIjAne thAya ja kyAMthI ? Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AjanuM kapaDuM cAritrapAlana 39 tAtparya ke AjanA cAritramAM AvAM bAhya IcchAne lalacAvanArAM kAraNene abhAva hovAthI kalyANabuddhi ja mukhyatve hevAne saMbhava gaNAya. Aje kalyANabuddhi nathI ema kema kahI zakAya? Aje gharabAra vagerene sadaMtara tyAga kaI lAlace thAya che? kriyAnA uthApake AjanA cAritrane uDAvavA Icche che e ja che, bAkI atyAranA cAritramAM kalyANabuddhi rahI hoya ema sahaja mAnI zakAya tema che. vaLI dukAnezeThanI hAjarImAM munima vaphAdArI rAkhe temAM kAMI navAI nathI. hAjarImAM te vaphAdArI na chUTake paNa rAkhavI paDe che, zeThanI gerahAjarImAMrakhAyelI vaphAdArI te kharekhara sArI vaphAdArI che. cethA ArAmAM te jJAnIo vidyamAna hatA, devatAo pratyakSa dekhAtA hatA. amuka dharma karavAthI amuka deva thayA te A, amuka dharma karavAthI amuka rAjA thayo te A, tathA amuka pApathI amuka jIva narake utpanna thayo ke khALamAM utpanna thaye ke mRtyu ke bhayaMkara vyAdhigrasta thaye hatuM te A-ema paNa khulAsA maLatA hatA. mana paryAvajJAnI tathA avadhijJAnI dvArA paNa jANI zakAtuM hatuM dharmane lAbha, pApanI zikSA jyAre najare dekhAya te vakhate te dharma pratye vaphAdArI rahe temAM navAI nathI. te vakhate te dharmanI AcaraNathAya te sahaja che paNa Aje jJAnInI gerahAjarImAM, pratyakSadAkhalAo jovA jANavAnA abhAvamAM vaphAdArI sacavAya te khare ja kiMmatI che. Aje cAritra levAya agara dharmaAcaraNa karAya te jarUra kiMmatI. che tathA temAM kalyANanI buddhine ghaNuM ja saMbhava che. vaLI prAcInakALamAM bheganI sAmagrI sAmAnya janatA mATe mukela hatI, ane ghaNuM ochI hatI, jyAre Aje sAmAnya janatA paNa tamAma mAjazekha jogavI zake che, vaLI te vakhate te kaI rAjA-mahArAjA amuka nATaka karAve temAM amukane ja notaruM nATike. je te manuSya joI zakatA nahotA. Aja to be cAra rUpiyA kharcanAre aphalAtuna nATaka ane sinemAdi joI zake che. te vakhate nATaka, poSAka,alaMkArAdi upara rAjya taraphathI tathA nAtajAta taraphathI paNa aMkuza. Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ -380. AnaMda pravacana darzana -~-~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~-~~~-~~-~~- ~~-~- ~~~~ hate, tethI AjanA jeTaluM bhogomAM te vakhate raMgAvAnuM nahotuM. te vakhate maryAdA tathA aMkuza eTalA badhA hatA ke juvAnImAM savAzera dArUne kepha gaNAya te A aMkuzathI dAbI devAmAM Avato hato paNa atyAre te te kepha ghaDiyAmAMthI che ane aMkuza muddala nathI. Aje pAMcamA ArAmAM AvA sagomAM tyAganI bhAvanA thavI sahelI nathI. je vakhate AkhI duniyA bhegamAM ragadoLAI gaI che, jJAti tathA kuTuMbanAM baMdhAraNa evAM DhIlAM che ke kaI kaIne rekI zakatuM nathI, te vakhate tyAgane vicAra paNa kaI bhAgyazALIne ja thAya che. tyAga kare ke na kare te vAta judI, paNa tyAga sAre che ATalI bhAvanA thavAmAM paNa pudaya che te vakhate tyAgamAM vidane karanArA koI nahotA ? Aje te zerInu kataruM paNa tyAganI ADe Ave che. dIkSA vakhate kaleza thAya te naDatara lAge che. duniyAdArImAM thatA kalezane vadhAvavAmAM Ave che. lagna vakhate be vevAI cAra khAreka ke cAra sopArI ochI paDe temAM caDabhaDe che paNa tethI saMbaMdha tUTato nathI, vadhe che. cerImAM lagna thayA pachI to eka vevAI bIjA vevAInI AbarU bacAvavA thelInAM meM khUllAM mUkI de che, pachI paNa jamAI ne meM mAgyuM ApavA sasare taiyAra ja hoya che. kAma paDe vevAI, vevANa, naNaMda, jamAI badhA mATe tamAma ApavAmAM Ave che, kema ke A badhe bhega jate divase snehamAM pariNamavAno che tema te jANe che. mAMDavAnI gALe gALe nathI gaNAtI. mATe te tene "phaTANuM kahevAmAM AvyAM. dIkSA lenAra pAse paNa te kuTumbI pharI Avaze tyAre tenI ja pAse dharmakaraNa karavAne apUrva lAbha che, paNa jeo dharma kare che, tene mATe A badhI vAta che, paNa jeone kAMI karavuM nathI tevA hALIne ghereyA jevA gaTa dhULa uDADanArA che teo pachI zuM karavAnA che? tethI teo dharmamAM ADI dhamAla kare che. pUjA, mahatsava dIkSA pAchaLa teo zuM kare che? are ! ahI ja je dIkSA thaI te dIkSitane va danA karavA ke sukhazAtA pUchavA AvA varganA keAI gayA ? dIkSA lenAranI bAyaDI mATe laDanArAoe upakAra thAya te mATe kAMI karyuM? te bAyaDInI rakamanuM vyAja sAtane badale ATha AnA Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AjanuM paruM cAritrapAlana 38. ApavA jeTaluM paNa karyuM che? dIkSitane aMge kuTuMbanA kalezamAM paNa, dharmanuM bIja che. samajI zakAya te samajAya tevuM che. pANImAM taNAyeluM ane daTAyeluM dhana keI divasa paNa hAthamAM Ave, paNa baLI gayeluM kAMI hAtha Avaze nahIM. jenA hRdayamAMthI dharmanuM bIja baLI gayuM che. tevA vagara saMbaMdhanA, bhADUtI tathA bhADu paNa na maLe tevA gheraiyA banI. gAMThanI khIcaDI khAI vacce mAthuM mAranAra loke dIkSA tathA dharmanA dareka anuSThAnanI ADe Ave che, ane bakavAda tathA dhamAla kare che. atyAre bheganI sAmagrI jabarajasta che. pahelAM ATalI nahatI. atyAre dharmanI buddhi sivAya dharma karavAnuM thAya zAthI? atyAranA evA muhapati devakAdinI icchAvALAnI nahi, paNa kalyANanI buddhivALAnA gaNAvAne vadhAre saMbhava che. jo AmAM pariNatijJAna sAthe. pravRtti hoya arthAt mekSanI buddhivALuM saMyama hoya te AThathI vadhAre bhava thAya nahi. vaLI merU jeTalA ghA lIdhA temane paNa phaLa sAruM maLyuM ke TuM? te evA lenArA devaloka ja gayA che, paNa narake gayA nathI. have e vicAre ke ghA vadhAre lIdhA ? ke saMsArI paNa vadhAre rahyA ? evA lIdhA tenA karatAM anaMtaguNI vakhata mAtApinAdi karyA che tenuM phaLa zuM maLyuM? jenA saMgathI naraka-tirtha cagati maLe che te saMsArIpaNuM choDAtuM nathI ane jenAthI devaleka maLe che te dIkSA Adara thatuM nathI to gati zI ? zuSkajJAnathI kAMI vaLavAnuM nathI mATe pariNatimAM AvavAnI prathama jarUra che. AdaravuM kAMI nathI, na karavuM sAmAyika, na karavI pUjA, na karavuM pratikramaNa, na karavo pisaha, na karavA vihAra, na karavA vratapaccakkhANa ane bUma mAryA karavI ke jJAnano jamAno che. ene artha ? ArIsAmAM AkhuM pratibiMba paDayuM, paNa ArIse keIne oLakhe nahIM tema zAstronAM zAstro vAMcI javAya bhaNI javAya. paNa AtmAne kalyANane raste lAvavAne temAMnuM eka paNa vAkaya upayogI thAya nahIM te te zuSkajJAna che, viSayapratibhAsa jJAna che, evuM te - anaMtIvAra maLyuM ane gayuM paNa phaLyuM nahIM, ane phaLe paNa nahIM, Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 382 AnaMda pravacana darzana pariNatijJAnanI AvazyakatA che. zrIjinezvaradeva pratye zraddhA hoya, temanA sarvapaNAnI pratIti hoya, temanA zAsanane zirasAvaM mAnate. heya, tevAne je jJAna te pariNatirUpa gaNAya che. tamArA keInI pAse lAkha rUpiyA leNA che, patatA nathI, kerTamAM dA mAMDe, hukamanAmuM thayuM, tyAre keTale AnaMda thAya che ? hukamanAmuM thatAM kAMI pasA hAthamAM AvyA nathI. pisA hAthamAM AvavAne hajI vAra cheH hukamanAmuM bajAvaze ane maLaze tyAre paisA hAthamAM Avaze, paNa AnaMda te hukamanAmuM thatAM ja thAya che. te rIte pariNatijJAnathI paNa AnaMda thaI jAya. patAmAM kevaLajJAna che evuM bhAna thAya tyAre ja kevaLajJAnane naDatAM varaNa dura karavAnI bhAvanA jAge, e pariNatijJAna che. DUbate manuSya badhuM bhUlI jAya che, saMsArIne bAyaDI-chokarAM vagara bIjuM kAMI najare dekhAtuM nathIH DUbate vyartha bAcakA bhare che. pariNatijJAnavALAne kevabhajJAna prApta karavAnI IcchA jAge che. cha khaMDanA mAlika cakavatIoe rANIone, vahAlA kuMvarane, kuMvarIone, kuTuMbIone zI rIte dIkSA apAvI haze? e meha kema tUTo haze ? pote zI rIte saMcama lIdhuM haze ? te vicAre ! e badhA pariNatijJAnane prabhAva che ! tIrthakara, kevalI, gaNadhara ane viziSTa jJAnInA virahakALamAM viravacana AlabanabhUta che. Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zAstracakSu pApAmayoSadhaM zAstraM // Wooooooooo DODDDDDDDD conuncidungridge, karmanI sattAne eka kAyado nizcita thaI gayo che ke AtmAe kAyA sAthe joDAvuM ane vakhata bharAI jAya eTale cAlI nIkaLavuM. karmanI majUrI karIe ema mAlUma paDe chatAM enA e ja. enuM kAraNa ke ApaNe AMkha khelI nathI ane je AMkha khole nahIM tene mATe madhyAha tathA aMdhArI rAta e bemAM kaze phera nathI. ApaNu carmacakSu che. A carmacakSuthI jeTaluM joIe eTaluM ja mAnIe te AtmA, parabhava vagere mAnavAnuM sthAna nahi rahe. AthI A badhuM samajavA zAstragsanI jarUra che. te zAstracakSu ApaNane samajAve che ke jUhuM e pApa che sAcuM e satya che. AthI ja zA kahyuM che ke zAstrane na mAne te AMdhaLA. AMdhaLAne OM koI vastu sUjhatI nathI tema zAstravinAnAne sAcI beTI vastunI samaja paDatI nathI. anandingdongaging dareka bhave AtmAe majUrI karI che. zAstrakAra mahArAjA bhavya jIvonA upakAra mATe dharmopadeza detAM karamAve che ke anAdikALathI A jIva bhayaMkara bhavATavImAM rakhaDI rahyo che. A saMsAramAM bAhA padArthane AgaLa karIne dareka bhavamAM dareka jIva prayatna karI rahyo che. koI paNa jIva, kaI paNa bhavamAM, kaI paNa cIjane AgaLa karIne prayatna karyA vagaranA hato ja nathI. kharAka, zarIra, Indri, tenA viSayo ane viSayanAM sAdhano, A pAMca sivAya kazAya mATe prayatna karyo? ane ema ne ema cAle te bIjo prayatna thAya tema paNa che? bahu te ddo prayatna AbarU mATe kare te vAta judI ! A pAMcamAM te zuM tirthaM ca ke zuM manuSya? zuM bAlaka, Magogogoga Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 384 AnaMda pravacana darzana juvAna ke vRddha? badhA ja lIna che. manuSyamAM jarA meTe kahe ke U e kahe te varga AbarU umere che. nAnA ke halakAvargane AbarU hatI kyAre ke javAnI che? A cIjone sathavAre kayAM sudhI ? je jJAtimAM lagna e pavitra gAMTha gaNAya che, baMdhanakAraka gaNAya che, te jJAtimAM strInA bharose rAkhI zakAya che, tene ghareNuM sopI zakAya che. kabATa ke tIjorInI kuMcI paNa tene bhaLAvI zakAya. che. jIvanamaraNane saMbadha saMdhAya che ema jANe che mATe vizvAsa rAkhavAmAM Ave che. paNa manasvI lagna hoya te ? bhADUtI lagna hoya. te tene vizvAsa rakhAya nahIM, bhADUtI makAnanA jevA bhADUtI lagnamAM paNa marajI hoya tyAM sudhI saMbadha hoya che. meTA meTA surepIaomAM paNa misTara ane misInuM khAtu juduM hoya che. enuM kAraNa ekaja che ke te lagna marajiyAta sa baMdhanuM che. jyAM lagna tevuM hoya che tyAM mUDIne tathA jIvanane bharose rAkhI zakAto nathI. ApaNuM kemamAM jIvana sudhInA pharajiyAta saMbaMdhavALuM lagna che. marajiyAta saMbaMdhavALI lagnanI gAMTha upara bharose rakhAya nahi. tyAM te ghaDImAM rAga, ghaDImAM TheSa ! ema na thAya, tethI ja UMcI. jJAtivALAoe lagnanI tenI marajiyAta vyavasthA rAkhI nathI. A AtmAe kAyAnI sAthe lagna karyA che. A AtmA kAyAnI AhArAdipAMca cIja agara AbarU sAthe cha cIjane varyo che A pAMca ke cha vastu AtmAne adhavacamA rakhaDAvanAra che. AtmA AhArAdine mUkavA. mAgatA nathI, to paNa teNe tene mUkIne cAlI nIkaLavuM paDe che. karmanI sattAne e kAyado nizcita thaI gayo che ke AtmAe kAyA sAthe joDAvuM ane vakhata bharAI jAya eTale cAlI nIkaLavuM- chUTA paDavuM. A kAyadAmAM keTalI vakhata reMsAyA? dareka vakhata kAyadAnI karavatamAM kapAyA. dareka bhavamAM AhAra lIdhe, zarIra bAMdhyuM, Indriyo taiyAra karI, viSa meLavyA, tenAM sAdhane meLavyAM ane. vakhata khalAsa thayo eTale tarata khasyA ! Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1 - zAsUcakSa 385 keTalAka dezamAM kAma vakhate majUrone bolAvavAmAM Ave che ane kAma patyA pachI tagaDI mUke che, tema karmarAjA AtmA pAse majUranuM kAma karAve che. AhArAdi meLavavAmAM, taiyAra karavAmAM hisse charano chatAM karmarAjA jIvane tagaDI mUke che. karma eka jAtanA caMDALa tarIkenuM kAma kare che. hIrA-metI taiyAra karyA, meLavyAM paNa sUkIne marI gayA eTale zuM ? dareka bhavamAM bheguM karavAnuM? majUrapaNuM karI karIne AtmAne cAlI nIkaLavAnuM ja ne? eka paNa bhava majUrapaNuM karyA sivAyane game che? duniyAmAM majUranA praznamAM te eka be saMsthAnI vAta hoya, paNa ahIM te bhavabhavanI A sthiti che. AphrikAnA majUre jevI dazA che, tyAM vastu taiyAra thayA pachI majUrone kADhI mukAya che tema ahIM jIvane kADhI mukAya che. dekhatAM chatAM AMdhaLA. duniyAdArImAM eka vakhata dhape khAo te bIjI vakhata ala Ave? bIjI vakhata dhape khAo to trIjI vakhata akkala Ave. paNa ahIM te anaMtI vakhata ghaWA khAvA chatAM tamane akkala kema nathI AvatI? ApaNuM kALajuM kayAM ? pelA magarane te vAMdarAe kALajuM jhADe sUkavyuM che ema kahIne chetaryo hato, vAMdare jhADe caDhI gayo ane magara valakhAM mAravA lAgyo vAMdarAnuM kALajuM ThekANe hatuM tethI te bacI gaye, jhADe kALajuM sUkavyAnI vAta banAvI hatI. te vicAravA magarane kALajuM nahotuM mATe te banI ga. ApaNe karmanI majUrI bhAbhava karI paNa kALajA vagaranA havAthI pharI pharI majUrI karavA taiyAra thaIe chIe. ApaNuM kALajuM zAthI khavAI gayuM che ? viSayanI Asakti, kaSAyanA vege, Ara bha tathA parigrahanI pravRtti... A cArathI ApaNuM kALajuM khavAI gayuM che. karmanI majUrI karIe ema mAluma paDe, chatAM enA e ja, kAraNa ke AMkha khelI nathI. je AMkha bele nahIM tene mATe madhyAhna tathA aMdhArI rAta e bemAM kazo phera nathI. ahIM paNa jene A sthiti jovAne cakSu nathI, teone bhavobhava 25 Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 386 AnaMda pravacana darzana majUrI karavAnI tathA rakhaDavAnuM hoya temAM navAI nathI. chatI AMkhe AMkha mIMcIne cAle tenAmAM ane AMdhaLAmAM phera karyo ? zA e cethI cakSu che, karmanI majUrI jANIe, sAMbhaLIe, mAnIe, paNa AtmAne enI darakAra sarakhI na rahe, vicAra sarakhe na Ave, te pachI jANanArA-mAnanArAmAM ane na jANanArA, na mAnanArAmAM phera karyo? cAmaDAnI AMkha (carmacakSu) kene nathI? manuSya ho, ke janAvara he, carmacakSu te badhA dharAve che. devatAo avadhijJAna rUpI cakSuvALA che, teo carmacakSuvALAthI vadhAre joI zake che vimAnika deva pitAnAM avadhijJAnathI sAtamI naraka sudhI jue che. sarvArthasiddhanA devo potAnA avadhijJAnathI nIce aleka lagabhaga sudhI, ane upara siddhazilA lagabhaga sudhI jue che. carmacakSuvALA najIkanuM dekhe che, avadhijJAnavALA dUranuM dekhe che, paNa beya rUpI de che. pitAnA AtmAne, bIjAnA AtmAne, dharmAritakAyAdi arUpIne * batAvanAra keNa? e dekhADanAra te kevaLa kevaLajJAna ja che. je kevaLIonI cakSu che (siddha zabdathI karmakSaya karI muktie gayA, ane jene zarIra tathA mana nathI, tevA siddha mAtra ahIM levAnA nathI, paNa jeo kevaLajJAnavALA hoya te bhale terame guNasthAnake heya ke bhale caudame guNasthAnake hoya ke mekSe gayA hoya te badhA siddho levA. (siddhanI AvI vyAkhyA anugadvAramAM spaSTapaNe ja che) AthI jagatanI carmacakSu, detatAnI avadhicakSu ane kevaLInI kevaLacakSa che. ghAtI karmanA prAbalyane lIdhe ApaNe avadhi Adi cakSuvALA nathI. carmacakSuthI jeTaluM joIe eTaluM ja mAnIe te AtmA parabhava vagere -mAnavAnuM sthAna nathI. cethI cakSu kaI? zAstra e cothI cakSa. sAdhavaH TuraH ahIM sAdhu zabdathI "mekSa sAdhe te sAdhu" ema samajavuM, jeo, zAstrarUpI cakSuthI dekhAtA hoya te sAdhu tathA sajana. keI jIvane Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Wannurre n ar zAsUcaka mAravAthI thatuM pApa, keI ne paropakAra karavAthI te dharma te kaI cakSuthI joyuM? zAstranI cakSuthIne ? eka jUnuM belyo. eka sAcuM bolyo. jUThuM bolanArane pApI kahyuM, sAcuM bolanArane ghama kahyo te zAthI? zAstranI cakSuthI. - dayAmAM dharma tathA hiMsAmAM pApa, sAcAmAM dharma ane jUThAmAM pApa, zAhukArImAM dharma ane cerImAM pApa, brahmacaryamAM gharma ane raMDIbAjImAM (vyabhicAramAM) pApa, A badhuM mAnavAmAM Ave che, te zAthI? carmacakSuthI e nathI manAtuM paNa kevaLajJAnarUpI cakSuthI e jaNAya ane tevALAnA vacanothI manAya che. kevaLajJAnarUpI cakSuthI dekhAvAnuM che. kevaLajJAna sarvavyApaka che. paNa e lakhANa vagarane sede che. lakhANa vagaranA sodAnI bIjAne zI mAlUma paDe? korTa lakhANane do maMjUra kare che. kevaLajJAnarUpI cakSuthI kAleka badhuM mAlUma paDe paNa zAstrarUpI lakhANa na thAya tyAM sudhI jagarUpI kerTa maMjura kare nahi. cAra jJAna mUMgA che. temane prakAzaka koNa? hIrAnuM teja ta che, te hoya tyAM jhaLake che. ta na hoya te kiMmatI hIrA ane patharAmAM pharaka nathI. A badhuM zrutajJAna dvArA e prakAzamAM na Ave te kevaLajJAna sudhInA jJAna pAmelAmAM ane ajJAna jIvamAM pharaka paDato nathI. jeone sajajanamAM gaNAvuM hoya tevAne zAstrarUpI AMkha khUllI rAkhI te dvArA jevuM paDaze. zAstra vagara puNya-pApa keNa batAvaze? jIvAjIvAdi to keNa samajAze ? jene zAstra jUnuM hevAthI kharAba lAge teNe potAnA menA AkAra pheravavA paDaze. jene pacIsa varSanAM vacanomAM zarama Ave che teo lAkho, karaDe varSonAM meM AdinA AkAra kema enA e ja mAne che? zAstra na mAnanArathI pApa, puNya, dharma, adhama kaMI bolI nahi zakAya. je lokene nAstika banAvavA hoya te ja zAstrane khaseDI nAMkhavAM. arthAta zAstrane khaseDavAthI leke nAstika bane che. dhULa uchaLAvavI hoya te pahereluM kADhI nAkhavuM. paheluM kADhI nAMkhe te loko ApoApa dhULa uchALaze. Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 388 AnaMda pravacana darzana. bhAra * - je zAstrarUpI cakSuthI jue, te sajjana che, te sAdhu che. sAdhu ke sajjana dareka cIja zAstrarUpI cakSuthI jue che. sukhI zAthI thayA ke sukhI zAthI thavAya ? duHkhI zAthI thayA ke duHkhI zAthI thavAya ? e badhu... zAstre khatAvyuM che. zAstrane na mAne tenA jevA AMdhaLA kayA AMdhaLA zabda sAMbhaLI duHkha te thaze, paNa zAstra na mAnanAra mATe bIje zabda nathI. pArUpI rega TALavAne mATe auSadha zAstra che. dutithI DaranAre zAstrane anusarIne ja vavuM, zAne mAnanAra tathA tadanusAra vartanAra meAkSanA zAzrvatasukhamAM virAjamAna dhaze. ______ sane sukha vahAluM che, du:kha apriya che. Atmavat sarvabhUteSu sukhaduHkhe priyApriye jevA tArA AtmAne samaje, tevA jagatanA badhA AtmAne samaja ! tArA AtmAne sukha vahAluM che, ane du:kha aLakhAmaNu che, tema prANImAtrane sukha vahAlu che ane du:kha aLakhAmaNu che. mATe kAine sukhamA aMtarAya karavA nahIM tathA koIne du:kha DhanAra thavuM nahi. anyajIvAnI hiMsA karavI nahIM ! jagA jIve taraphathI hiMsAnI dRSTi dUra kara! A rIte AtmAne sArA raste ceAjavAmAM Avaze teA jarUra te meAkSane pAmaze. Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharmalAbha TrasTaDIDamAM je rakama je rUpe lakhAI hoya temAM pheraphAra karavAnI lezamAtra paNa TrasTIone sattA nathI. TrasTIo mAtra TrasTaDIDamAM lakhyA mujaba vahIvaTa karI zake che, tema munirAja vahoratAM "dharmalAbha belane vahere che AthI vaherela te vastu tene kAIne ApavAno adhikAra nathI. sAdhunI gocarI e mAdhukarIvRtti che. tene mahimA apUrva che. munio ! | mAdhukarIvRttivALA che. tyAga ja dharma che ane tethI ja kalyANa che. evuM spaSTapaNe kahenAra kaI hoya te gurumahArAje ja che. TrasTaDIDanI rakamane bIjI rIte upaga na thAya. je dharmamArge cAle che tevA gurUne gurU mAnavAmAM Ave che. adharmo pravartanArane gurU tarIke mAnavAmAM AvatA nathI. kema ke mahAvratadharAdhIrA, bhaikSyamAtropajIvinaH jeo mahAvratane dhAraNa karanArA hoya, e mahAvatenA pAlanamAM dhIra hoya, bhikSAmAtranA vyavahArathI jIvananirvAha karatA hoya ane sadaiva sAmAyikamAM zista haya, ane dharmane ja mAtra upadeza karanArA hAya, emane ja gurU tarIke gaNavAmAM AvyA che. paMcamahAgrata dharma che, mATe ja gurUnuM mAhAsya che. dharya samyakatvane aMge Avazyaka che. zuddhabuddhi kiMmatI tyAre ja gaNAya ke jyAre samyaphala tathA pairyanI kiMmata heya. A be vastunI kiMmata na hoya te gurUnI paNa kiMmata zI che ? tevI rIte guru jIvananirvAha paNa bhikSA mAtrathI ja kare che. janAvaro ke paMkhIo khAvA mATe zuM saMcaya kare che ke rAkhe che ? nahIM kusaMvadyA sAdhunuM bhAtu kevaLa kayAM? te heya kukhamAM ! arthAt asaMnidhi to janAvaramAM che paNa nirdoSa bhikSAnuM upajIvana Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 390 AnaMda pravacana darzana nathI. nirdoSa bhikSAnuM upajIvana te sAdhumAM ja che. teo vaLe AhAra paraThavI de paNa rAkhI nahIM mUke. ahIM paNa sahaja prazna thaze ke Aje laIne bIje divase khAya te rAtribhojana kahevAya, tethI sAdhu saMcaya na kare paNa vadhelo AhAra 'garIbane ke janAvarane je te aDacaNa zI ? uttaramAM jANavAnuM ke duniyAdArIne anubhavI hovAthI tamane e to sArI rIte mAluma haze ke TrasTaDIDamAM je rakama je rUpe lakhAI hoya temAM pheraphAra karavAnI lezamAtra paNa TrasTIone sattA nathI. TrasTIo mAtra TrasTaDIDamAM lakhyA mujaba vahIvaTa karI zake che. vidyAbhyAsa mATe lakhavAmAM AvelI rakamane jarUra hoya te paNa vastra ke davA mATe vAparavAnI TrasTInI sattA nathI. e ja rIte munimahArAjAo vaheratI vakhate kaI kabUlAta Ape che ? e kabUlAta jevI tevI nathI! dharmalAbha ! ! dharmalAbha eTale? ja DhAma dharmAmaH keInI pAsethI cIja levAne keIne hakka nathI. keInI paNa cIja pitAne maLe te ThIka AvuM dhAravA, vicAravAne paNa hakka keIne nathI. aMtarAyakarma bAMdhavAnI jaDa ja AvA vicAre che. "anyanI cIja potAne maLe to ThIka, pitAnI thAya to ThIka" Avo vicAra kare e ja aMtarAyakarma bAMdhavAno rasto che. tyAre sAdhu pArakI cIja kaI rIte laI zake? dhaja grAma: e zarate laI zake. pite niSkicana che, nirAraMbhI dhamI che, mahAvratadhArI che, saMcamarUpa dharmanA pAlananA sAdhana tarIke azana, pAna, khAdima, svAdima, vastra pAtra, kaMbala, dAMDA, pAnAM, pustaka, pothI Adi upakaraNanI AvazyakatA. che mATe te le che, temaja dharmAda ma. eTale je vastu levAmAM Ave tene upaga paNa phakata dharmane ja mATe karavAne. e paNa kabUlAta che ja, vaLI temAM paNa prazna thAya ke potAnA kSApazamika jJAna lAbhAdika mATe tene upaga thAya te te ThIka. paNa ziSya, AcArya, Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharmalAbha 39 ** * upAdhyAya, tapasvI, bALa, glAna, ane vRddhAdi munine mATe AhArAdi. kema levAya che? e AhArAdi dharmane AzrIne levAya che. sarva munivarenI haiyAvara paNa Atmadharma che. ane tethI ja AhArAdi letI vakhate pArthanI pariNatimAM pheraphAra thAya to doSa lAge. zrImaMtane ke garIbane apAtA dharmopadezanA svarUpamAM pharaka nathI. keI AbarUdAra ke mobhAdAra gRhastha pAchaLathI Ave ane tame tene AgaLa besADe te temAM tamArI ane tenI baMnenI zobhA che. potAnI meLe e AgaLa AvIne besI jAya to tene paNa zebhA rUpa nathI ane tamane paNa zobhA rUpa nathI. tame kadI ema dhAre ke pAchaLa besI jAya to ThIka. vyAkhyAnamAM vaLI nAnA-meTA zA? bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM vaLI nAnA-meTAne bheda che? AvuM vicAranArAe zAstrane samajyA ja nathI. samavasaraNamAM paNa zreNika rAjA ane RddhivALA vagerene AgaLa AvIne besavAnuM hatuM ke nahi ? pratikamaNanI maMDaLImAM AcArya meDA Ave tyAM sudhI bIjAo. kAussagnamAM UbhA rahe che. saddhimAna ke rAjA vagere kaI vAra Avela hoya to tene dharmopadeza ApavAne mATe AcArya mahArAja beTI thAya che. kadAca zaMkA thAya che pUrNa eTale cakavatI Adi teone pUrNa eTale jevI rIte dharma kahe tevI rIte tuccha eTale daridrI Adine. kahevAne che. dharma kahevAnI beya mATe sarakhAvaTa che. zrIAcArAMgasUtrakAra gaNadhara bhagavAne dharmakathana mATe beya mATe sarakhe niyama rAkhyuM. tI pachI pratikamaNuno vakhata vItI jAya chatAM rAjAdikane dharma saMbhaLAvavA AcArya kheTI zA mATe thAya ? e paNa prazna che ke udbhavaze, paNa jeone AgaLa-pAchaLa vicAra na hoya, mAtra zabdane ja vaLage, rahasya na samaje teone ja A prazna thAya, tevAo Ane bhUla gaNavA paNa taiyAra thAya. keTalIka vakhata jamAI ane dIkarAnuM nAma eka heya ane devadatta Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 38ra AnaMda pravacana darzana gAMDe che, ema dIkarAne kahyuM, paNa bIje sAMbhaLanAra te sthaLe, jamAIne goThavI de to te belanAra sAsu-sasarAnI kiMmata ghaTADe che. " puura tha tA ra Atha arthAt "jevI rIte cakravatine dharma kahe ke RddhimAnane dharma kahevo tevI ja rIte daridrIne dharma kahe." ema spaSTa che ke pachI pratikramaNa vakhate khATI thaIne paNa AcArye ddhimAnane ja kema dharmopadeza deve ? ahIM dharmanA prakAranI sarakhAvaTa che. vAkaya, vakhata, vistAra, besavuM, vagerenI sarakhAvaTa nathI. hiMsA viramAdi saMvara dharma, dAna-zIlAdi pravRttirUpI dharma RddhimAnane kahevo te ja daridIne kahe. 2 jA ane garIbane dAnazIlano dharma samajAva. baMnene hiMsA viramaNano dharma samajAvo. baMnene hiMsA AdimAM aDacaNa samAvavI darekane apAtA upadezamAM, svarUpathI leza paNa pharaka nathI. mahAvrata, aNuvrata, samyaktva, dAnadhama, zIladharma, tapadharma, bhAvadharma A tamAmanuM svarUpa jevuM daridIne kahevAya, tevuM ja zrImaMtane kahevAya. dharmanA svarUpanI apekSAe A vAta che. dharmanA parizrama Adi mATe e vAkaya nathI. have AcAryo rokAvuM te to dharmanA kALanI (samayanI apekSAe che. paNa rItimAM pheraphAra nathI. ene dharma detAM eTale dharmadezanA detAM aneka AtmAo dhamI thAya, dharma pratye kheMcAya, tevuM I tyAM AgaLa AcArya bATI thAya tyAM bAdha nathI. AvA prasaMge TAImane pheraphAra karI zakAya. deva bole nahIM paNa devanI AzAtanA bALI nAMkhe "janadharmamAM phakta bhAvane sthAna che dravyane sthAna nathI evuM belI keTalAke pote bhaLatuM ja kahevA mAge che. jemake eka vyaktine pahelI pUjA karavI che ane ghI bolavuM nathI tyAre te upara mujaba ole che, paNa kharI vAta e che ke devadravyamAM jatuM dravya teone potAnA kharacamAM na AvavAthI khaTake che. keTalAka sAdhuonI sthiti e thaI che ke temanA paracUraNa kharca eTalA vadhyA che ke zrAvake pAse mAgatAM meM duHkhI jAya che. eTale Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharmalAbha 393 evAomAMthI paNa keTalAkanI najara A devadravya upara gaI ke jethI zrAvakone cheDavA na paDe. devane aMge AvatI Avake dhArIe tyAM laI javAya evuM dhArI A navuM tUta UbhuM karyuM. e Avaka sAdhAraNamAM laI javAya pachI zrAvakane kahevuM na paDe. zrAvake paNa samajyA ke A te ThIka che, ApaNe paNa se-pacAsa kharcavA paDe che te bacaze ! parabAruM ne bAra !!! devadravyane dhakko mArIne A sthiti karavAmAM Ave tenI gati zI ! devadravyanI Avaka bhAMganArAo bhavAMtaramAM buddhihIna thavAnA, dharma prApti teo mATe muzkela thavAnI ane pariNAme durgatimAM rakhaDavAnA. bhAvapradhAnadharma" ema kahevAne A zaya vizuddha hota to ThIka, paNa upara pramANe viparita che. devadravyanI lAgaNIne aMge loke je belIthI bole che te levuM che ane kAma potAnuM kADhavuM che. emAM kaI dAnata che? saMgha devadravyane mAlika nathI; TrasTI che. TrasTIne pheraphAra karavAno kaze hakaka nathI. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke "zrI jinaprasAda -devadravyane veDaphI nAMkhavAnI AzAtanA thAya temAM deva bole nahi, paNa devanI AzAtanA bALI nAkhe ! bhaktidharmamAM dravyanI pradhAnatA pUjA vageremAM ghI bolAya che tene aMge je ema bole che ke jainadarzanamAM dravyane sthAna nathI: dravyavAna lAbha laI zake e krama zA mATe ?" te vacana vyartha pralAparUpa che. are ! zrI jinezvaradevane abhiSeka paNa idro ja kare che ne ? temAM paNa kema te che ne ? pahelAM bAramA devalokana iMdra abhiSeka kare, pachI dazamA devalokanA Idra kare, pachI AThamAne kare. ema kama te e vakhate paNa che. zrI RSabhadevajInI citAmAMthI aMgopAMga devatAo laI gayA, dADhAo paNa devo laI gayA : vratadhArI zrAvakane rAkha paNa muzkelIthI maLI, jeo ema le che ke -"RddhimattAne aMge dharmamAM pharaka nathI. teonA hRdayathI Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34 AnaMda pravacana darzana RddhimAnanuM sanmAna khamAtuM nathI, mATe teo ema bele che. zrIdazavaikAlikamAM devA kahyuM te paNa RddhimAne aMge ja che. pratikramaNAvasare rAjAmahArAjAne ke RddhimAnane AcArya dharmopadeza. devA khoTI thAya ane tethI AkhI maMDaLIne me DuM thAya te kALanI (samayanI) apekSAe che. dharmanA kathananA svarUpamAM ke rItimAM pharaka nathI. garIbane tapamAM lAbha batAvavAmAM Ave ane paisAvALAne khAvAmAM lAbha batAvavAmAM Ave che ema nathI. samyagdarzanAdi dharmanuM svarUpa to zrImaMta ke raMka tamAma mATe samAna che. dharmanA bodha saMbaMdhI parizramamAM pharaka paDe tyAM zAstrano bAdha nathI. mULa muddA para AvIe in me: sAdhu je le che te hakka tarIke nahi. AcArya, upAdhyAya, tapasvI, kAna, bALa, vRddhAdinI vaiyAvacarUpa dharmane aMge lAbhanI apekSAthI sAdhu annAdi grahaNa kare. che, denArane irA sTama che. denAra, sAdhune samyagdarzana, jJAna cAritramAM sahAcA de che mATe tene paNa dharmanI prAptirUpa lAla che. AvI pratijJA pUrvaka viratiyukta sAdhue grahaNa karelI cIja samyagdarzanAdi vagaranA jIvone Ape te potAnI pratijJA tUTe che. sAdhue vahorelI vastu samyagdarzana, samyajJAna tathA saccAritrarUkha dharma jyAM vRddhi pAmate heya tyAM ja vAparI zakAya. keIne ema paNa thAya ke saccAritramAM rahIne lIdhela padArtha rAkhamAM paraThavavAmAM dharma kayAMthI? tene mATe kahevuM joIe ke jene potAnA dharmanuM jJAna paNa pUruM jANavuM nathI tyAM zuM thAya? aSTapravacanamAtAmAM pAMca samiti ane traNa gupti che. pAriSnApanikA samiti paNa pAMca samitimAMnI eka che. paraDavavuM te paNa eka samiti che. samiti te mAtA che. samiti cAritranI utpAdaka che, piSaka che, bhakita sAthe viveka rahe e vAta judI che. paraThavavuM te samiti che. cAritrane aMza che. mai trIpalI vinaH A rItie sAdhuo je maLe tethI vRddhAdinI vaiyAvacca ane potAne nibhAva karanArA hoya che. Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharma lAbha 395 jainazAsanamAM spRsyAspRzyane vibhAga nathI ema nathI. bhikSAne jo dhama na mAnIe ane adhama mAnIe teA gurUne gurU kema manAya ? kaI paNa badalA ApyA vagara levuM te leAkeAmAM harAmanu lIdhuM kahevAya che. sAdhue vajrapAtrAdi le che tenA karyA badalA Ape che? ema koi kahetA ? je A mAdhukarIvRttinA mahimA harAmanuM gaNAya teA bhikSAmAtrathI nirvAha karanArA uttama che. ema magajamAM Ave kharU ? vRkSeA paranAM puSpAmAMthI jema bhamarA theDu thoDu laine peAtAnA nibhAva kare che, tema sAdhuo geAcarI le che, tethI teA tene mAdhukarIvRtti' kahevAmAM Ave che. anya matamAM paNa pAna' neya muni vagere smRtikArIe paNa kahyuM che. bhamarAnI mAphka nirvAhanI vRtti munie grahaNa karavI joie.smRti kahe che ke uttama kuLathI na maLe teA mlecchakuLathI paNa levuM. paNa mAdhukarIvRttithI ja levu. eka gharathI tamAma raseAi levI nahI'. devAnA gurU je bRhaspati tenA sarakhAne tyAMthI paNa tamAma raseAI munie levI kalpe nahI. keTalAke bhAvArtha samajyA vagara arthanA anartha paNa kare che. mAtra zabdane vaLaganAra manuSya vastuthIrahasyathI vegaLA jAya che. "mAdhukarIvRttithI mlecchakuLathI paNa munie gecarI levI, paNa eka gherathI tamAma raseAI levI nahI.' A uparathI smRtizAstrAmAM UMcanIcanA bheda nathI ane jena-zAstramAM te uccanIcanA bheda hAya ja kayAMthI ? ema kahenArAebhUle che ane khIjAne avaLe mArge laI jAya che. Ama kahenAra jo muni hAya tA tene pUche ketu nIcakuLamAM gocarI jaI AbyA ? atyAra sudhI tu DheDa-vAgharIne tyAM gocarI na gayA ? te emane TALyA te! te zune karyAne ! " ajugupsanIya, agahita kuLAmAM gocarI javAnuM vidhAna zAstrakArAnu che. AcArAMgamAM mULamAM gocarImATe kuLA jaNAvyAM che, jugupsanIya tathA gahaNIya kuLA varjya che. Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 396 AnaMda pravacana darzana mekSanA staMbharUpa samyapharitra che chatAM tene aMge paNa aDhAra dIpavALAne dIkSA na devAya te vAta jAhera thaI cUkI che. cUrNikAra lakhe che ke aspRzya lekene dIkSA ApavI nahIM. cAritra mATe paNa te adhama kuLavALAne agya gaNyA che. jenazAsanamAM spRzyApRzyano vibhAga nathI ema kahI zakAya tema nathI, tame game tema varte tenI sAthe zAstranI AjJAne saMbaMdha nathI. devatAI prayogamAM te upAya nathI chatAM pApanA tyAgamAM aDacaNa nathI. temane mADalIne niSedha che. vastIpatrakamAM evAoe keIe pitAne jaina lakhAvyA nathI, te jeo pote potAne je kahevaDAvavA mAgatA nathI teone tame zI rIte jaina kahI zakavAnA hatA? nadI vahetI hoya tyAM brAhmaNa tathA caMDAlanI AbhaDacheTa gaNavAmAM AvatI nathI. nadInA pravAhane pavitra gaNavAmAM AvyA che, te pachI jyAM koDakoDa devatAo hoya tyAM samavasaraNamAM apavitrapaNuM na manAya temAM aDacaNa zI ? te vakhate apavitratAne vyavahAra nahotA ? je metAryajInuM daSTAta AgaLa karavAmAM Ave che, temane janma mAtra aMtyaja kuLamAM thayo hato. dUdha paNa tyAMnuM nathI pIdhu, ke anAja paNa tyAM nathI khAdhuM janmatAM ja tene zeThane ghera lAvavAmAM Avela che zeThane tyAM ja te ucharela che ATha zeThIAonI kanyAo sAthe saMbaMdha paNa thAya che paraNavA jAya che, paNa jyAre pelA devatAnI khaTapaTathI e caMDALa che ema mAlUma paDe che tyAre kevI phajetI thAya che ? AThe kanyA pAchI jAya che ke nahi ? je pRthyAspRzyane vibhAga nahote te A kema banyuM ? pharI devatAe bAjI palaTI che. kahevAnuM tAtparya e prAcInakALamAM ke jainazAstramAM spezyAspRzyane vibhAga nathI ema nathI. ahIM paNa durgachanIya kuLe varjavAmAM AvyAM che. kahe che ke keTalAka krizciyana thAya che krizciyana nibhAva mATe thAya che jemane tevA sAdhana na hoya ane maLe che te krizciyana thAya che. matalaba ke dharmane e vAta sAthe saMbaMdha nathI. spezyAspRzyanA vibhAgamAM kAMI teo pratye tiraskAra kare ema nathI, dharma karavAnI Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharmalAbha 397 paNa temane manAI nathI : manAI vyavahAranI che. temane kevaLajJAna thAya te mAnavAmAM aDacaNa nathI. nIcatA be prakAranI che jAtithI tathA karmathI. jaMgalI kabUtaranu. iMDuM gAmamAM Ave, emAthI kabUtara thAya te paNa tenuM jaMgalIpaNuM na Te, anucita karma te halakAM karma che. jAti uttama hoya te kadAca adhama karma kare, temAM ane jAtithI adhama karmanA saMskAravALA hoya. temAM pharaka che. kapaDA para kAco raMga tathA pAke raga thAya chatAM e. be raMgamAM pharaka che. pAke raMga jato nathI. paraMparAnA kuLajanya. saMskAro pAkA raMganI mAphaka jatA nathI. "jAta evI bhAta e nathI mAnatA ? kanyAnA paisA lenAra bApane samajAvI zakAzeH te sahelAIthI samajI zakaze, kema ke vyavahAra kuLAcArathI uttama chatAM A sthitimAM te muko che mATe te le che. paraMparAthI naca gotravALA sIMgamAMthI saDelA jevA gaNAya. keTalAka krizciyana thayA, keTalAka bIjA thayA, te palaTa zAthI? evAoe te svArthanI bAjI mADI che. jyAM vArtha dekhe tyAM doDe ane hAtha joDe ! svArthamaya pravRttimAM ane svAbhAvika pravRttimAM pharaka che. "leccha kuLathI mAdhukarI vRtti levI tene artha plecchakuLathI gocarI levI te nathI. "gi' "paNa" zabda varace zA mATe kahevo paDayo ? svecchakuLamAM gocarI levA lAyaka nathI ema '' zabda ja puravAra kare che. svecchakuLanI gocarI levI te doSa che, paNa mAdhukarInI pavitratA evI ane eTalI jabbara che ke jenI AgaLa pele doSa kAMI visAtamAM nathI. mAdhukaravRttine mahimA jaNAvavAmAM Avyo che. keI zAstrakAra ema kahe ke-pratijJAnA bhaMgane prasaMge marI javuM, paNa bhaMga te na ja kare ene artha maravuM sAruM gayuM che ema te nathI ja. paNa maraNa karatAM pratijJAbhaMga vadhAre kharAba gaNe che. maraNa kharAba ja che, atIva duHkhadAyI che, jenI kalpanA paNa bhayaMkara che ane keIne te rucatuM nathI, chatAM pratijJAbhaMganuM du:kha enAthIce. bhayaMkara che, eTaluM ja jaNAvavAnI matalaba che. ema na hoya te. pratijJAbhaMga vakhate mArI nAMkhavAmAM lAbha gaNAI jAya. Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 398 AnaMda pravacana darzana // e ja mujaba mAdhukarIvRttimAM evA mahAna guNa che ke jethI mlecchakuLathI gAcarInA niSedha chatAM te pApa pelA mAdhukarInA lAbhanI pAse kAMI gaNatarImAM nathI. AthI mlecchakuLanI gocarImAM zAstraSTie vAMdhe nathI evA a karanAra ana kare che. AkhA gAmane, dezane pavitra karanAra deva che ema gaNIe chIe : evA devatAnA gurUnI pavitratAmAM pUchyuM ja zuM. uttamanA paganI raja (dhULa)ne paNa pavitra gaNavAmAM Ave che, teA pachI AvA devatAnA gurUne tyAMthI paNa tamAma rasAi levAnI manAi zA mATe che? mAdhurIvRttinA bhaMga na thAya teTalA ja mATene ? mAdhukarIvRttinA bhaMga thatA hAya tA devatAonA gurUnI pavitratAnI paNa gaNanA nathI. jema ahIM mlecchakuLanI geAcarInI chUTa nathI, temaja pavitra sthaLethI maLatI vastu levI ja ema paNu nathI. doSa banne pakSe ekAntamAM che. sAdhue bhikSAmAtrathI nirvAha karanArA che. jeo kahe che ke sAdhue maphatanu le che: khaleA ApatA nathI," te bhikSAdhanA svarUpane samajyA ja nathI. bhikSA je -harAmakhArI hAya, lUMTa hAya, dhADa hAya, maphatiyA mAlarUpe manAtI hAya, harAmanu anna che ema manAtu hAya tA bhikSAvRttine dhama gaNyA zI rIte ? ane jo te dharmarUpa na hAya teA pachI evI bhikSAmAtrathI ja nirvAha karanArA gurUne gurU paNa zI rIte gaNAze ? sAdhu thatA pahelAM teo chatI RddhisiddhinA tyAga kare che, strIputrAdi parivAranA mAhane mardana karIne Ave che, ane bhikSAvRtti kare che, e bhikSAvRttine dharma mAnIe tA ja sAdhunI uttamatA gaNI zakAya tema che. samyaktvamAM dhaiya ane bhikSAvRttimAM dhama manAya tA ja sAdhunI zreSThatA manAya tema che. temane te duniyAdArInA pakSa kheMce te sAre lAge, paNa sAdhuoe duniyAdArIne te pahelethI ja trividha trividhathI daphanAvI dIdhI che. "bhaja kaladAra'nI bhAvanA bhUlaze, te ja sAcA gurUne ALakhI zakazo. zreNika mahArAja rAjyathI bhraSTa thayA, ceDA mahArAjA sarakhA Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharmalAbha 39 vAvaDImAM paDI marI gayA, te badala bhagavAn mahAvIradevane ke temanA sAdhune dilagIrI nathI, temaja keNikane rAjya maLyuM temAM sAdhune - AnaMda ke saMtoSa nathI. te duniyAdArI sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhata te te pUjAta kharA? keIpaNa dhamI AMgaNeya UbhA rahevA deta nahIM ! sAdhuo duniyAnI RddhisamRddhimAM madadagAra thAya nahIM. duniyAdArInA viSayenI anukRLatA ene pratikULatAnI apekSAe gurUne upadeza nathI. e viSaye te gaLAne phase che. kAzInuM karavataH beya tarapha jatAM AvatAM raheze ane kApe ! duniyAdArInA rAga ane dveSa banene karavata jevAM samajAze tyAre ja eno tyAga karanAra gurUnI pUjyatA khyAlamAM temane Avaze. sAmAyikane dharma mAna, kalyANane mArga mAne, te ja gurUne gurU mAnI zake. tyAga e ja AtmakalyANanuM kAraNa che ema na manAya tyAM sudhI gurUne gurU tarIke mAnI zakAya tema nathI. tame te covIse kalAka basa eka ja "bhaja kaladAra! bhaja kaladAra !" ne jApa japI rahyA che ! eTale bese, Rddhi-samRddhi DUbADanAra che? ema kahenAra tamane sArA kyAMthI lAge ? A sthitimAM dharmanI uttamatA vasavI ja muzkela che. tyAM tyAgane upadeza ke tyAgI upadezaka pratye bhAva kayAMthI jAge ? tamane te gurU sArA lAgaze, temanA pratye bhAva jAgaze, ke je tamane jUdI jUdI cInA thanAra bhAva batAvaze, tejImaMdInA gALA Apaze, paNa e cALA lArA karanArA che. A mamatA ja kAraNa che ke jethI "tame gaLe sudhI DUbI rahyA che evuM sAcuM kahenAra tamane sArA nathI lAgatA. tamArA avaLA dhyeyanA kAraNe tame tyAgane dharma nathI gaNatA, tyAgIne gurU nathI gaNatA H ane gurU na gaNe te pachI taraNatAraNapaNe te gaNe ja zAnA? tyAga ja gharma chedharma tyAgamaya ja che, e vAta jyAre hRdayamAM Utaraze, jacaze, Thasaze tyAre ja samajAze ke mAre AtmA phasAye che, evuM spaSTa kahenAra traNa jagatamAM bIjo kaI nahi maLe, e te niHspRhI sAdhuo ja kahI zake. Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ||||||||| ----- jaina koNa ? jinezvara bhagavAna sa na deva che, kena ! jyAre kAi jagutuM na hatu, tyAre paNa temaNe pRthvI-ap--teka vAyu vanaspati vagere jIva tarIke jaNAvyA hatA, AjanuM sAyansa anyAre e vAyunA mizraNadhI pANI bane che tema kahe che te vAta jinezvarAe AgamAmAM vAyuyena jaLa che tema jaNAvyuM hatuM . zabda e AkAzane guNu che ema bIna matavALA pAkArI beAlatA hatA, tyAre zabda e pudgala dravya che te vAta jinezvara bhagava tAe kahI hatI, A badhuM sarvajJatA vinA na ja khatI zake. kemake AjanA sAyansanA sAdhatenA upayega vinA temaNe te jaNAvyuM hatuM. jinezvara bhagavaMtane deva mAnavA eTale chakAya te mAnavA ane kAya te mAnanAra ja jinezvara bhagatratane deva mAnI zake kAyanA jIve ApaNA jevA che e jANavuM ane te pramANe muzkela che, paraMtu te vartavAmAM ja jainapaNAnI saurabha che. Fu EXZEXERTZEER #IABETEEESEB CRXECEREZZER ET251171233 113426BEE tema che. chae vartavuM bahu ------- E SCIFI III:][II] xkk IRRIT ---- --------- dareka sa pradAya yA te deva, gurU ane dharma e traNa tattva mAnavA paDayAM che. A traNa tattvamAM paNa devata, mukhya che tenA upara ja khIjuM, khe tattvAne AdhAra che. rulent titioner I l l l l l l l l l l l nathI ke devatattva A saoNMsAranA dareka AstikAe deva, guru ane dhama e traNa tattvA mAnya rAkhyAM che. koipaNa Astika sa`pradAya evA je saMpradAya yA mata A traNa tattvomAMthI eka tattvanA jarI paNu asvIkAra karI zake. A traNa tattvo dareka saMpradAyane mAnya karavAM ja paDayAM che, paraMtu temAMya devatattva ja e saghaLA tattvAnI jaDa tarIke raheluM che. devatattvanA tyAga karIne bAkInAM e tattvAne ApaNe kadApi paNa sthAna ApI zakatA nathI. je devatattvanI suMdaratA hAya Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaina keNa ? 401 te ja gurutatvamAM paNa suMdaratA AvI zake che ane devatattvanI suMdaratA e ja dharmatatvamAM paNa suMdaratA lAve che. AthI ja devatatvane paheluM kahevAnI zrImAnuM zAstrakAra mahArAjAoe jarUra mAnI che. devatane AgaLa karavAnuM bIjuM eka kAraNa che. te kAraNae. che ke A jagatane dharmane mArge vALanAra je kaI paNa tattva heya te te devatatva ja che. A saMsAra anAdikALathI rAgadveSAdi vikAromAM dorAyelo hate. keIpaNa dharma yA saMpradAye A saMsArane e upadeza Apyo nathI ke tame viSayavilAsamAM doravAI jAo, tame vyabhicArAdimAM pravRtta thAo athavA bIjI kaSAyapoSaka pravRttio calAve. paraMtu te chatA paNa A saMsAra vinA kahe evA mAge dorAI gaye hate. kaDavI vastu kharAba lAge che e vAta koIne zIkhavavI paDatI nathI, mIThAza sArI che e vAta keAIne kahevI paDatI nathI. chatAM sa sAra mIThAzane mahAtuM banyuM che. potAne je vastu anukULa hoya te tene sArI lAge che ane pitAne je vastu pratikULa hoya te kharAba lAge che AtmAnI A pravRtti anAdikALathI cAlI AvelI che A pravRtti mATe AtmAne bodha Apavo paDate nathI athavA te tene zIkhavavuM paDatuM nathI. paraMtu e jJAna tene svAbhAvikapaNe ja raheluM che. Indriyone aMge anukULatAmAM sukha ane te ja Inicene aMge pratikULatAmAM duHkha, e vAta jIvana viSe svAbhAvikapaNe ja rahelI che e jJAna bALakapaNAmAM maLyuM nathI, paraMtu garbhamAMthI ja tene te jJAna thaeluM hoya che. eka rathane ekavAra evo banAva banyuM ke eka bAI garbhavatI hatI. A garbha ATha mAsane thaye. evAmAM acAnaka keI kAraNathI garbhamAMthI bALakane hAtha bahAra nIkaLI Avyo. yonimAMthI garbhane nIkaLelo hAtha pAcho aMdara jAya te mATe garbhavatI bAIe bahu prayatna karyo paNa kAMI patto lAgyuM nahi. keTalAye DokaTaro AvI gayA, keTalAya vaidyo AvI gayA paNa garbhano hAtha bahArane bahAra te keme karI aMdara jAya ja nahi! evAmAM evuM banyuM ke eka Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 402 AnaMda pravacana darzana mANase garbhamAMthI bahAra nIkaLelA e hAtha pAse dIvAsaLI saLagAvIne tenI uSNatA pelA hAthane lagADI eTale te ja kSaNe pelA ga hAtha aMdara khecI lIdho. have vicAra karo ke agni bALanAro che e vAta garbhamAM peilA bALakane kaNa zIkhavavA gayuM hatuM vAru ? kaI nahi. chatAM paNa e vAtanuM pelA garbhane paNa jJAna hatuM viSayethI sukha ane duHkha mAnavuM e jIvane svAbhAvika svabhAva che. anukuLa vizvamAM sukha mAnavuM ane pratikULamAM duHkha mAnavuM e te jIvane svabhAva che. eTalA ja mATe kalikAla sarvajJa bhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrajI mahArAjAe "vAmanad sarvadhu : rAti sAni e kamane aDadha loka pheravI nAMkhyo hato ane te kane ___Atmavat sarvabhUteSu-sukhe duHkhe priyApriye A pramANe goThavyo hato. sAce draSTA keNu thaI zake ? "tame jevo tamArA potAnA AtmAne dekhe che te ja pramANe sarvajana samudAyane dekhe." tame e pramANe jyAre jotAM zIkhaze tyAre ja tame sAcA dekhanArA gaNuM zakaze. e vAkya balavAmAM ghaNuM suMdara che paNa tacvataH e eTaluM suMdara nathI. ApaNe kAraNa tyAM ja mAnIe chIe ke jyAM kArya thatuM dekhIe chIe, te ja pramANe -AkhuM jagata AMkhevALuM hoI te AkhuM jagata dekhe che; paraMtu kharekharA dekhanArA teo ja che ke jeo saghaLA ja jIvonI aMdara pitAnA AtmAnA jevo ja AtmA dekhe che. je pitAne AtmA te parano AtmA, ane je parano AtmA te ja potAne AtmA. A vAta jeo jANe che ane jemaNe e vAta vicAra, vANuM ne vartanamAM utArI che te ja sAcA drA che, A vAta belavAmAM kevaLa sArI lAge che, tenA zabdo suMdara che paraMtu jyAre aMdara UtarIne joIe chIe tyAre mAlUma paDe che ke tenuM hArda evuM suMdara nathI. Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaina koNa? fo3 uparanA zabdo bolavA badhA taiyAra che, paraMtu teno marma vicAravA keIpaNa taiyAra nathI. A jagata kevaLa pitAnA AtmAne mATe ja Astika che, paraMtu saMsAra pArakA AtmAne mATe Astika nathI. je saMsAra saghaLA ja AtmAne mATe Astika hoya te pahelAM te e ja vAta vicAravAnI che ke AtmA kayAM che ? musalamAna -ane prinTanIe A saMsAramAM sarvatra AtmA mAnatA nathI. teo mAtra mANasemAM ja AtmA che ema mAne che jyAre hiMduo mANasa, kIDI, maMkoDA, pazu, pakSI, ItyAdi sarvamAM AtmA rahelo che ema mAne che. mAtra jainazAsana e ekaluM ja evuM che ke je mANasa, re, pakSI, kIDI, maMDI, vanaspati, pANI, pavana ane pRthvImAM paNa A mA che ema mAne che. jainatva kyAM che ene vicAra karo ! jAnavara, kI, keDI ItyAdimAM te AtmAne mAna ja rahyo. paraMtu pRthvI, a, tela, vAu ane vanaspati e pAMce sthAvaramAM paNa A mAne emAM ja janatva raheluM che ane e mAnyatAmAM ja tatva bIjA saghaLAM saMpradAthI bhinna che. jinezvarane deva mAnavAmAM adhiktA kaI? - have kaI evI zaMkA karaze ke janatvanI vyAkhyA karatAM ApaNe ekavAra evuM spaSTa kahI gayA chIe ke je jinezvarane devatA mAne che te jaina che. ahIM ApaNe ema kahIe chIe ke je chae kAyamAM AtmA rahele mAne che te jaina che. te pachI zrI jinezvaradevAmAM adhikatA zI rahevA pAme che? ApaNe zrI jinezvarone ja deva mAnIe chIe ne bIjAne deva nathI mAnatA tenuM kAraNa zuM? AMkha, kAna, nAka, hAtha ItyAdi badhAne che. te ja pramANe zrI jinezvarabhagavAnane paNa hatuM te pachI zrImAna jinezvaramAM adhiktA zI hatI ke jethI ApaNe temane deva mAnIe chIe ane bIjAomAM evI zI nyUnatA hatI ke jethI ApaNe tene deva mAnatA nathI ? zarIranI apekSAe jinezvaramAM ke bIjA devAmAM kazI nyUnatA ke zreSThatA te che ja nahIM. bIjA devAmAM ane jinezvaramAM je Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 404 AnaMda pravacana darzana pheraphAra che te temanA jJAna ane temanI vidvattAne laIne che, bIjA kazAmAM nathI. bIjA devoe pazu, pakSI, kIDI, maMDImAM ja jIva mAge che tyAre zrImAnuM jinezvara bhagavAne vanaspati sukAmAM jIva mAnya che. phesara jagadIzacaMdra bojhe hajAro rUpIA kharyA, seMkaDo prayoga karyA, jabarI mAthApheDa karI tyAre temaNe zeva karI ke vanaspatimAM paNa jIva che. have tame ema kahe che ke vanaspatimAM jIva che e zodha zrImAna bojhe karI. paNa janazAsananA pustako ughADI leze te mAluma paDaze ke zrImAnuM jinezvaradevoe to hajAro varSa upara e vAta sAnathI joIne te jagatanI sAme jAhera karelI che. zrImAna jinezvaradee pudagalanA guNadharmane anusarIne zabda e pudgalarUpa che ema jagatane jaNAvyuM hatuM tyAre e zabdane pudagalarUpe niyAyika, vizeSika, vaidika ke veDhAMtika, eke matavALAe mAnya ra na hatuM. temaja zabdane padArtha tarIke ke dravya tarIke paNa mAnela na hatuM te sarvajJoe zabdane pudagalarUpe pahelethI jAhera karela che. arthAt zAstromAM kahelA zabdanuM dravyapaNuM tIrthakaroe. jJAnathI joIne pahelethI ja jaNAvyuM hatuM. bhagavAna zrI tIrthakaradeve pAse nahatI keI leboreTarI ke prayogazALA, ke nahatA keIna saMzodhananA navAM navAM mazIne. teo te digaMbara devatA hatA. emaNe je satye saMsAranI sAme dharyA che te pragathI cA akhatarAthI nathI kahAM, paraMtu jJAnathI kahyAM che. zabdAdi viSAnuM jJAna Aje je satya. manAya che. e jJAna temane pahelethI ja hatuM. naiyAyika ane vaizeSikoe pANIne svataMtra tatva mAnyuM hatuM. e ja samaye zrI mahAvIradeve te spaSTapaNe jaNAvI dIdhuM hatuM ke pANa e pavanane vikAra che arthAta vAyunA mizraNathI pANI bane che. bhagavAnanA e zabdo te kALe keIe sAcA mAnyA na hatA. Aje 2500 varSo pachI, hajAro rUpiyAnA kharce, hajAro mAIla dUra rahelA gorAoe prayogo karIne e vAta jAhera karI. Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 405 - jena keNa? che ke be jAtanA vAyu bhegA thAya che eTale pANI bane che. tyAre - have A vAta AkhA saMsAre kAna pakaDane mAnya rAkhI lIdhI che. vicAra karo ke pANInuM pRthakkaraNa karavAne mATe bhagavAnanI * pAse kayAM ojAre hatAM ? temaNe kayAM ojArathI pANImAMthI hAIDrojana ane ophisijana vAyu judA pADayA hatA ? mArIne ghaDe karo hoya to ghaDArUpI kArya mATe mATIrUpa upAdAna kAryanI jarUra che. - ghaDArUpa kAryamAM mATI e upAdAna kAraNa che. jyAre cakaeNdaMDa ityAdi nimitta kAraNa che. ghaDArUpe je kaI vastu pariNAma pAmatI hoya te te mATI ja che. mATe mATI e upAdAna kAraNa che ane mATI e cakadaMDa ityAdinI madadathI ghaDArUpe pariNAma pAme che mATe te cakradaMDa ItyAdi nimitta kAraNa che. te ja pramANe pANImAM upAdAna kAraNa vAyu che ane nimitta kAraNa paNa vAcu ja che. have je tame ema kahe ke bhagavAne jJAna vinA ja A saghaLI vAta kahI che te tamAre javAba ApavAno rahyo ke kayAM ojAro vaDe ane kayAM mazIna vaDe bhagavAne A vastunI zodha karI hatI ? tame e praznano javAba ApI zakaze nahi ane AthI tamAre mAnavuM ja paDaze ke bhagavAne A saghaLAM vizuddha satye pitAnA jJAnathI ja joyAM ane bhAgyAM hatAM ane te sarva jagatane jaNAvyAM hatAM. pANImAM upAdAna kAraNa paNa vAyu che ane nimitta kAraNa paNa vAyu ja che e vAta AjathI aDhI hajAra varSo pahelAM bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevee saMsArane jAhera karI hatI. je vAta Aje aDhI hajAra varSa pachI aNIzuddha sAbita thaI che ane e satya ApaNe Aje anubhavI rahyA chIe. hAIDrojana ane okRsijana nAmanA be vAsuone bhegA karIne tenuM pANI banAvavuM e te Aje kolejane vidyAthI paNa banAvI zake che. te ja pramANe te sahelAIthI mazInamAM nAMkhIne pANInuM pRthakkaraNa karIne baMne vAyuone judA paNa pADI zake che bIjA zAsanavALAoe zabdane guNa mAnya che ane te ja - pramANe pANInA paramANu hevAnuM mAnyuM che. e mAnyatAo kevI Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 408 AnaMda pravacana darzana chae kAyanA jIvane kebala karanAra jinezvarane mAnI zake. samayanuM jJAna Ape, pradezanuM varNana kare, zabdanA ravarUpane jaNAve evo A jagatamAM bIje koIpaNa jJAnavALA nathI. mAtra tIrthakarabhagavAna ja evA jJAnanA daSTA che-vaNI che. ATalA khAtara zrI jinezvarane ApaNe devatA mAnIe chIe. ane e jinezvara bhagavAna jenA devatA che, te ApaNe jaina kahevAIe chIe. zrI jinezvarane deva mAnIe chIe te bIjA koInI apekSAe mAnatA nathI, paraMtu temanA jJAnanI apekSAe ja temane devatA mAnIe chIe have bhagavAna zrI jinezvarae kahelA chae thAya che mAnavA tene artha zI jinezvarone mAnyA e che. arthAt zrImAna jinezvaradevane deva mAnavA ane chakAya che mAnya rAkhavA e bane ekabIjAnA paryAya hoI temAMthI eka mAnyatAne mAnya rAkhanArAne ane mAnyatA mAnya hovI ja joIe ane tethI e bemAMthI game te eka mAnyatAne kabUla rAkhavAthI ane mAnyatA mAnya rahe che. zrI jinezvarane deva mAnavA ane e kAyanA jIvo kabUla na rAkhavA e bane evuM ja nathI. chae kAyanA jIvone kabUla na rAkhavA ane artha jinezvarane deva tarIke mAnavAnI nA pADavI eTalo ja che. idrinI ochAze AtmAmAM phera hotuM nathI. A saMsAramAM koI AdhaLe heya, koI bahero heya, keAI babaDe heya, lUla, laMgaDo hoya teTalA mAtrathI tenA manuSyapaNAmAM kaMI khAmI AvatI nathI, athavA pa cendriyamAMthI ekAda indriyanI khoDa hoya tethI te kAMI manuSya maTI jato nathI e ja pramANe jIvanI ekatA paNa samajavAnI che. dIvA para tamAre phAve tevI cImanI lagADe. joIe te lAla, lIlo pleba nAkho, joIe te sAmAnya leba nAM cA te joIe te drAkSanA jhamakhA jevA yA bIjA phezanebala leba Ave che tevA leba nAo paNa tethI aMdaranA dIvAmAM jarA paNa pheraphAra thatuM ja nathI, te ja pramANe cAra IndrivALe deha hoya Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaina koNa? 40 pAMca IndriyavALe daha he yA to eka yA be-traNa IndriyovALe deha ho, tethI jIvAtmA pheraphAravALe hote nathI. AthI spaSTa thAya che ke jeo zrImAn jinezvara bhagavAnane mAne che, temanI pahelI pahelI pharaja e che ke temaNe e kAyanA jIvone mAnavA ja joIe. ApaNI sthiti kharI rIte juo to cauTAnA cokasI jevI che. eka sArthavAha hate A sArthavAha bahAragAma javA nIkaLyo. bahAragAma jatAM rastAmAM tenI pAse paisA khUTayA. teNe vicAra karyo ke pAse kaMThI. kaMdora, vIMTI vagere ghaNuM cIja che. te hAlamAM eka vaTAvI laIzuM, pachI AgaLa navI karAvI levAze e nizcaya karI te sArthavAha eka cekasInI pAse gaye. cesIne kaDuM ApyuM. cokasIe kaDuM lIdhuM. kaseTI para caDhAvI tapAsI joyuM. tenuM cakakhu mAlUma paDyuM eTale pelA cokasIe te sArthavAhanA hAthamAM dasa paisA mUkyA ! sArthavAha te camake ! teNe cesIne pUchayuM : "kema bhAI ! A pittaLa che ke zuM ? senAne ze bhAva che ?" pelA cekasIe kahyuM : "senAno bhAva paise tolo che mATe tamene A dAgInAnA dasa paisA maLaze. sArthavAhe vicAra karyo, "A sAro lAge che, cAlone, ahIMthI eka tolA senuM ja kharIdI laIe." sArthavAhe kahyuM, "bhAI, mane eka pacIsa sinuM pacIsa tolA senuM Apo. cekasI kaheH "te nahi bane. mArA senAnI kiMmata rU. 25)ne telo che." dalAlaNa mATe asaMkhya jIvane saMhAra A cekasI pAraku senuM pese talAnA bhAve lete hatuM, paraMtu pitAnuM senuM pacIsa rUpiye telanA bhAve Apato hato, tevI ja sthiti ApaNI paNa che pRthvIkAya jIvALuM ApaNe capaTI mIThuM laI e, pANI laIe, vAyu laIe, e badhAmAM keTalA jIvone saMhAra thAya che? asaMkhyAta jIne. e rIte ApaNe saMhAra karIe chIe. paNa ApaNe A saMprayAbadha jIvonI kiMmata keTalI gaNIe chIe ? jIbhalaDIne saMtoSavA Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ so naH pravacana darzana jUkI che te sAkhita karavAnI have Aje kAMI jarUra nathI rahI. Aje AkhA jagate e vAta mAnya rAkhI che ke zabda e guNu nathI pa zakke e padArtha che ane te ja pramANe e vAta paNa siddha thai cUkI che ane te jagate svIkArI lIdhI che ke pANI e svataMtra tattva nathI ane pANInA sUkSma paramANu paNa thaI zakatA ja nathI paraMtu . pANI e e padArthAnuM rAsAyaNika kudaratI rIte ja thayelu sa yeAjana che. cha kAcanI samajaNa have kadAca koi evI zakI karaze ke ApaNe cha kAya jIvA batAvyA che, temAM asUkAya jIve teA judA ja khatAvyA che ne? A zaThAne jarUra sthAna che paNa e zaMkA samajatAM pahelAM asUkAya, vAukAya, teukAya, ityAdi jIve eTale zuM te samajavAnI khAsa . jarUra che. jenI pRthvI e ja kAyA che evA jIvAne ApaNe pRthvIkAya jIvA kahIe chIe. pANI e ja je jIvAnI kAyA che te jIvA pANIkAya jIvA kahevAya che. vayu ja jenI kAyA che tene vAyukAya javA kahe che, vanaspati e ja jenI kAyA che te jIveAne vanaspati kAya kahe che, jainazAsane kAyAne aMge je bheda pADelA che te bheda temA utpanna thayelA jIvAne age che. emanI kAyA tarIkenA bhedo . paramANu tarIke pADayA che ema kAI e samajavAnuM nathI. A mAnavadehanuM pRthakkaraNa karaze te tamAne tarata ja jaNAI Avaze ke dehamAM pANI, pRthvI, vanaspati, teja ane vAyu e badhAne saceAga che, mAnavadeha pavana, pANI, pRthvI badhAnA paramANuothI pariNamyA che, paNa te pariNamavanArA mANusa che. AthI ja e dehane mAnavadeha nAma ApeluM che. manuSyanA dehamAM pRthvI, pANI, vAyu e... saghaLAnA ceAga che paraMtu tethI te mAnavadehane ApaNe pRthvIkAya yA te vanaspatikAya kahI zakatA nathI, kAraNa e che ke mAnavadehamAM khIjA badhA azAnA leApa karIne AtmAe tene navA svarUpamAM pariNamAvI che. mATe ja e dehane mAnavadeha kahevAya che. AtmAe vanaspatikAya. ityAdine palaTAvI nAkhyA ane tene navA svarUpamAM pariNamAvela che. Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jina koNa ? 407 mATe ja te mAnavadeha kahevAya che e ja pramANe vAyunuM svarUpa palaTAvane je je AtmAe tene pANI rUpe sarje che-palaTayuM che tene apakAya kahIe te te kevaLa vAstavika che. jeo pANune ja tatva mAnI rahyA che ane pANInA paNa na pRthakkaraNa karI zakAya tevA paramANuo hovAnuM ja mAne che teo spaSTa rIte ajJAnane ja sevI rahyA che ke bIjuM kAMI ? niyAyike ane vazeSikee paramANunI kevA prakAranI vyAkhyA karI che te have vicAre. naiyAyike kahe che ke je sUkSama rajane chaThTho. bhAga che te ja paramANu che ane mImAMsake kahe che sUphama rajane je trIsame bhAga che te paramANu che. e paramANuonA nAnA paramANuo azakya che. have AgaLa vAta kare. hAlanA vijJAna pramANe eka nAnAmAM nAnA sUkSma kaNanA be karoDa ane 69 lAkha kaNiyA yAne bArIka paramANu thAya che bAhya zeAdhane AdhAre nIkaLeluM A pramANa che ane te pramANe pratyakSa vijJAne sAbita karyuM che. te have vicAra karaje ke taiyAyika ane vaizeSikone sAcA mAnavA ke temane kalpanAnA ghoDA doDAvanArA mAnavA? surepanuM vijJAna hajI vadhAre dUra jaI zakyuM nathI. te dRzya vastuo sudhI ja jaI zakayuM che, paraMtu vaijJAnika zodhakheALathI paNa jaina vijJAna AgaLa vadheluM che. jaina zAstrakAroe anaMtA suma paramANu mAnyA che. ane evA anaMtA sUma paramANu ekaThA thAya tyAre eka vyavahAra paramANu bane ema jaNAvyuM che. AvA asaMkhya vyavahAra paramANu ekaThA thAya tyAre najare dekhI zakAto kaNa bane che. paramANunA svarUpane ja jeo pratipAdatA hatA temanuM jJAna. kevuM mithyA hatuM te vAta Aje khUllI paDI jAya che samaya sarakhI kALanI bArIkI ane AkAza sarakhI pradezanI bArIkI je tIrthaMkarabhagavAne jaNAvelI te ja Aje sArA saMsArane mAnavI ja paDe che. AthI spaSTa thAya che ke A saMsAramAM koI sarvajJa hoya to te mAtra tIrthakara bhagavAne che. Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 410 AnaMda pravacana darzana. pUratI ja, tethI vadhAre nahi" peTarUpI vepArI e che ke keIpaNa tene mAla Ape, tene tene vAMdho nathI maga Ape ke caNa Ape ? kAcA Apo ke palALelA Ape che te te pitAne joIe teTaluM le che ane tenI IcchA pramANe ja tene je mAla Ape, te te vepArI e badho mAla pacAvI paNa zake che. paraMtu je vAMdho che te mAtra cAra AMgaLanI jIbhaDI rUpa A dalAlaNano ? e cAra AMgaLanI dalAlaNane majhA karAvavA mATe mIThuM, maracuM khArUM, khATuM, tIkhuM badhuM joIe. che e dalAlaNanA lADa pUrA karavAnI pAchaLa keTalAya jIvono saMhAra thaI jAya che, te ApaNe jotA nathI have je tame ema ja mAnatA che ke badhA AtmA samAna che. te pachI tame maracAMnA jIvAtmAone nirdaya banIne ghAta karI zako kharA ke? ahIM keI evo savAla karaze ke zuM kare? A saghaLA jIvo che e jANyA chatAM paNa mANasane svarakSA athe A jIne. ghAta karavo paDe che, kAraNa ke je te evuM na kare te jIve zI rIte ? e praznane javAba e che ke "tamAre anazana karavuM joIe paNa. dharmamAM tame pheraphAra karI zake nahi" dharma sarva kALane mATe eka sarakhe che ane eka ja sarakhA svarUpavALe paNa che. te tamArI AMkhenA jevo acaLa che. AMkha upara mAlikI tamArI potAnI che, chatAM AMkhe tamArI sagavaDa khAtara AgaLane badale pAchaLa AvI. jatI nathI. jema tamArI AMkhe paNa tamArI agavaDa-sagavaDane saMbhALatI. nathI, te ja pramANe dharma paNa tamArI agavaDa-sagavaDane saMbhALavA taiyAra heta nathI. anAdikALathI je dharma eka ja svarUpe rahele che, te dharma tamArI sagavaDatA khAtara pheravAI javAne nathI. jo tame tamArA jIva je ja bIjAne jIva gaNatA he to dALa, bhAta, zAka tame khAI zake ke kema e tamAre vicAravAnuM che. je mANasa potAnA pisAnA bhalAne khAtara bIjAnuM hajAra rUpiyAnuM nukasAna kare che te mANasane tame kevA gaNe che ? te pachI pitAnA kSaNika saMteSanI khAtara je bIjA asaMkhya jIvono saMhAra kare che te mANasane paNuM. tame ke zetAna mAnaze ? Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jena keNa ? 11, lAkhanI kethaLI Adi karatAM jIva vahAle kema? ApaNA A vartana uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke ApaNuM dazA cauTAnA cAkasI jevI ja che. mAruM enuM pacIsa rUpiye telo, paNa tAruM sonuM pese telo ! e dazAmAM ja ApaNe chIe. maratA manuSyane tame eka lAkha rUpiyAnI sonAnI kethaLI ane eka varSanI jiMdagI ApIne e bemAMthI game te eka cIja levAnuM kaheze te te kadI paNa senAnI kethaLIne pasaMda nahi kare, paraMtu eka varSanI jiMdagIne ja pasaMda karaze. saudharma devalokana Idra hoya yA te haLAhaLa narkane . kiDo hoya, paraMtu te bane jiMdagIne ja pasaMda kare che. turkastAnanA sulatAne potAnI rAjagAdInuM rAjInAmuM ApI dIdhuM hatuM. IrAnanA zAhe paNa gAdIno tyAga karyo hate, raziyAnA jhAre paNa gAdI choDI hatI, jarmana kesare paNa siMhAsanano tyAga karyo hato ane spenanA rAjAe paNa rAjagAdIne tyAga karIne paNa potAnI jiMdagI . bacAvI hatI. jiMdagI rAkhIne paNa temaNe rAjagAdIne lAta mArI hatI. paraMtu temAMthI paNa keI e nIkaLe na hato ke jeNe rAjagAdIne. khAtara jIva Apyo hoya! ApaNe ApaNI vartamAna jiMdagImAM ApaNI badhAnI sthiti joIe chIe ke ApaNe jIva bacAvavA khAtara ApaNo koIpaNa bhAga ApavA taiyAra thaIe chIe. jo ema na hota te A badhAe rAjagAdInAM rAjInAmAM na ApyAM hota ane jIvane bacAvyo hota. potAne pitAne jIva dezanA AkhA rAjya karatAM vadhAre mUlyavAna mAluma paDayo che, to vicAra karo ke ApaNane bIjAne jIva ApaNA jIvanA je ye divase vahAlo lAgyo hato je darekane jIvanuM mUlya cauda rAjaloka karatAM adhika lAge che, paraMtu e kiMmata darekane potAnA AtmA mATe lAge che. bIjAnA AtmAnI evI mahAmUlyavAna kiMmata koIpaNa jIvane mAluma paDatI nathI ? ApaNe ApaNuM jIvamAM ane bIjAnA jIvamAM pharaka na ja mAnya Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 41ra AnaMda pravacana darzana hota to ApaNe kadApi paNa ApaNI jIbhaDInI majhA mATe hajAro vanaspatikAyane bhoga lIdhe na hota. je ApaNane saghaLA jIvonI kimata A paNa chAtmA jeTalI ja mUlyavAna lAgatI hoya te ApaNe zA mATe ApaNe jIbhanA svAdanI khAtara vanaspatikAya ItyAdi hajAre jIvone barapha kADhI nAkhIe chIe ? tame kahezo ke e te jagatano vyavahAra che ane te mATe vanaspatikAyano bhoga levo paDe che paraMtu tamArA vyavahAranI khAtara kAMI jIvAtmAnI vicAraNAne ApaNe dara mUkI zakatA nathI, dharmanI pravRtti tamAre vyavahAra dhyAnamAM rAkhIne thatI nathI. - nadI pitAnA rastA uparathI cAlI jAya che, te e vicAra karatI nathI ke phalANe raste maganabhAI tarasyA beDa che mATe tene mATe huM ADe raste thaIne jAuM ? paNa nadI vahetI hoya tyAM jaIne tame pANI pI Ave tenI sAme nadIne vAMdho nathI hota cAre ema kahe ke "amene bIjo rasto sUjhatuM nathI tethI teo kAMI cerI karavAne pAtra TharatA nathI athavA temane corI karavAnI chUTa maLatI nathI. peAtAnA sarakhA bIjA ane mAnavA mukela che. mahAvatanI evI sthiti che ke "tame khame ke na khamo paNa e to pALavu ja paDaze" upasarga parisaha sahana karavAmAM tame tamArI zakti pramANe karo te cAle. paraMtu pAMca mahAvratamAM nyUnatA hoya te na cAle. pAMca mahAvrata, rArijana ItyAdimAM khamata akhamatane savAla nathI. AhArane age jJAna, darzana, cAritrane vadhArI zake te ja asUjhatA AhAranI chUTa hoI zake. | mULa vastu e che ke e kAyane jIvane ApaNA jevA jANavA e keTaluM muzkela che ? pahelI vAta to e ja che ke ApaNane jIe kAyanA jIvonI zraddhA ja nathI. je chae kAyanA jIvonI ApaNAmAM zraddhA hota to ApaNe pRthvI yA vanaspati kAyAdinI je vakhata virAdhanA karIe chIe. te samaye ApaNuM aMtaramAM bhayaMkara camakAre Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 413vo joIe. paraMtu zuM e camakAro ApaNA haiyAmAM kadI thAya che? je vakhate tame dIvAsaLI saLagAvo che, te vakhate asaMkhyAta te ukAyanA jenI virAdhanA thAya che ene tamArA hRdayamAM kadI yAla Ave che? pitAnA eka paisAnA lAbhane khAtara bIjAnA hajAra rUpiyAnuM nukasAna karanArane tame adhama kaho che, te pitAnI cAra AMgaLanI jIbha mATe bIjA hajAro jIvonI hAni karanArane, are ! potAnI eka IndriyanI majhAne poSavAne mATe hajAronI eka yA Indriyone sarvanAza vALanArAne tame ke kaheze ? sAdhu je samaye temane upadeza Ape che, te samaye tamane TADhiye (tAva) Ave che ane tame garajI UThe che ke A sAdhu ane AvuM kahe che. AvI rIte gusse thatI vakhate tame tamArA AtmAnuM kevI rIte satyAnAza vALe che te te vicAre tame koI kAma na karI zako te vAta judI che, paraMtu te vAtane viSe tamArI zraddhA te hovI ja joIene! tamArAthI kAMI na bane te bhale, paraMtu eTaluM te tamArA manamAM rahevuM ja joIe ke amArA kAryathI chae kAyanI virAdhanA thAya che ane aneka AtmAone pArAvAra nukasAna thAya che. ATaluM paNa jo tame tamArA manamAM dhAraNa karI zake te paNa tame mArgamAM che ema kahI zakAya. sabhyadRSTi jIva pApabaMdha ochuM kare ! korTamAM ApI dayA mAMgI zake che, paraMtu te pitAnI AMkha keTanI sAme gatI karIne nahi. ahIM tame virAdhanA rUpa guno karo. che, guru tamane AraMbha-parigrahanA doSa samajAve che, tyAre tame tenA para Akho kADhe che. e tamArI buddhine zuM kahevuM te tame ja vicArI le. tamArU Aje AvuM ja vartana che. te vicAra karo ke karmarUpI keTemAM tamArI zI dazA thavAnI che ? gune kare, chatAM korTamAM dIlagIrI darzAve te tamArI sajA ochI thavAno saMbhava che, paraMtu gune kare ane vaLI pAchA nyAyAdhIzane gALe do, te tamArA. Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - 414 AnaMda pravacana darzana upara be gunA thavAnA ane sajA paNa bevaDI thavAnI ja. A ja e vicArasaraNIe vaditAsUtramAM jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che ke takSavido . arthAt samyagadaSTi chemukhyatAe pApa kare ja nahIM ane 'kadAca pApa Adare te paNa asamyagadaSTi jI karatAM temane badhA e che ja thAya A vAta tamArI buddhi kabUla na rAkhatI hoya to bhale, paNa lAMbe vicAra karaze te tame A vastunuM satya samajI zakaze. dA. ta. eka chokare pahelI ja vAra hIrAnI vIMTI cerI lAve ane kerTamAM hAjara thaI mAphI mAMge ane bIjo chokare cerI kya pachI korTamAM hAjara thaIne jajane gALa de te pahelA ane bIjA chokarAne gune sarakhe ja hovA chatAM pahele AropI ochI sajA pAme, kadAca jaja tene cetavaNuM ApIne cheDI paNa de, jyAre bIje AropI barAbara TIpAI jAya. e ja pramANe mithyAdaSTi pApa kare ane pAya karIne pAcho khuzI thAya eTale tene sajArUpI baMdha vadhAre ja thAya jyAre samyagadaSTi AtmA pApa kare, paraMtu tene pazcAttApa paNa kare che eTale tene ene baMdha che ja thAya che. tame zrI bhagavAna mahAvIradevanA anuyAyI che, tame zrI gaNadharadevane mAno che, are ! tame jena che, tethI ja tamane baMdha ocho thAya che, ema mAnI leze nahi. paraMtu tame pApamAM bedarakAra nathI, pApa karatAM tamAruM hRdaya DaMkhe che, mATe teTalA ja pUrate tamane e baMdha che. guno karatAM thaI jAya paNa gunegAra pazcAttApa karIne dilagIrI darzAve che tene ochI sajA thAya. te ja pramANe ahIM paNa che. kerTamAM mAphI mAgatA gunegAra pramANe tame * bhUlathI bIjA ne phUTI mAre paNa tene pazcAttApa kare te tethI tamane baMdha paNa che ja thavAne samyaktvane aMge beTApaNuM jatuM nathI, mATe ja karmanA udaye pravRtti kare che ane samyakatva udayane -aMge mAphI mAMge che. A badhA uparathI mULa samajavAnI vAta e che ke e kAcanA che, A ja thAya chepazcAttApa paNa Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jena keNa? 415 jIvone aMge virAdhanA karyA pachI yA koIpaNa pApasthAnakane AdaryA pachI agara tene AdaratI vakhate A karavA jevuM te nathI, paraMtu dilagIrI pUrvaka na chUTake karavuM paDe che, e hadayamAM vicAra rAkhe te tamane baMdha che ja thavAne. A ja kAraNathI samyagadaSTine je kAma mATe baMdha ocho che, tyAre mithyASTine te ja kAma mATe baMdha vadhAre che. have kaI evo prazna karaze ke tyAre puSparUpI vanaspatikAya vaDe devatAonI pUjA karIe te e pUjAthI doSa lAge kharo ke nahi ? A praznane vicArIe. baMdha-pariNAmanA AdhAre upalA praznane javAba bahu ja kALajIpUrvaka vicAravAnuM che. pahelI te tamane evI ja zaMkA thaze ke prakSAla karatAM pUjAmAM pANI vaparAya che temAM asaMkhya jIve che. bIjI vAta e che ke bhagavAna zrI tIrthakarAnA janma vakhate phUlonA hAra paherAvavAmAM AvyA hatA. devakuru ane uttarakurunA pannasarovaramAMthI phUle lAvIne temane DhAvavAmAM AvyAM hatAM. te A saghaLA kAryathI vanaspatikAyanI virAdhanA thAya che kharI ke nahi ? uparanA udAharaNamAM zAstrakAro doSa hovAnI sApha nA pADe che kAraNa ke e kAryomAM pariNAma bhaktinA hovAthI tyAM doSa mAnavAmAM AvyA nathI. je ahIM pariNAma bhaktinA che, te pachI bhagavAnane prakSAla karIe chIe temAM paNa pariNAma bhaktinA ja che. te je prathama kAryamAM doSa nathI te bIjA kAryamAM doSa nathI ja e. svAbhAvika che. - - - - - - have keI evI zaMkA karaze ke te te bhagavAnane dharma merI te lApasI Ara parAIkI muskIe gaNI zakAya kharo ke nahIM? nahIM. bhagavAnanI pUjA tyAga meLavavA mATe che. bhagavAnane mATe zaMkAkAre evuM kahI zake ke "bhagavAna chakAya kajI mAnatA hatA ane tenI virAdhanA karavAmAM pApa mAnatA hatA, Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 46 anaDha pravacana darzana tA pachI AkhA jagatane mATe ahiMsAnA upadeza ApanArA bhagavAne peAtAnA ace vanaspatikAyanI virAdhanA thaI te age lakSya kema na ApyuM? te zuM AkhA jagate yA pALavI paNa mAre mATe dayAnuM nAma na levu eve temanA abhiprAya hatA ??? AzakA kharAkhara nathI bhagavAne peAtAnuM mAna, sanmAna vadhAravA mATe kadApi paNa peAtAnI phUle laine pUjA karavAnu te! kahyuM ja nathI. tA pachI bhagavAnanI pUjA zA mATe karavAnI che ? bhagavAnanI pUjA ApaNe karIe chIe tenuM kAraNa eTaluM ja che ke ApaNe temanA tyAgane aMge pUjA karIe chIe. bhagavAnanA tyAga ApaNe rUvADe rUvADe vase te mATe ApaNe bhagavAnanI pUjA karIe chIe tamAre paNa e ja tyAgane apanAvI levAnA che. paratu tame e tyAgane na apanAvI le, tyAM sudhI e tyAgamAM tanmaya thavAne mATe bhagavAnanI pU e sAdhana che tame savirsAta Adare, tenA piraNAmeA pAmeA te ja mATe bhagavAnanI pUjA karavAnI che. cauka rAjaleAkamAM abhaya paDahu majAvavA mATe bhagavAnanI bhakti karavAnI che dalAlI tarIke apAtA paise paNa vastunA mUlyane age hAya che jenI ki-mata vadhAre tenI dalAlI paNa vadhAre hoya che te ja pramANe tyAganA saskAra ApaNA AtmAmAM jamAvavA mATe, tyAganI bhakti karIe, tyAganuM svarUpa ApaNAmAM utAravA mATe ApaNe bhagavAnanI bhakti ane bhagavAnanuM pUjana karIe chIe. sAdhue vagara dalAlIe vepAra karanArA che, emane dalAlInI jarUra nathI, paraMtu sAdhue jeTalI zakti gRhasthAe meLavI nathI jethI teo thoDI dalAlI daine vepAra kheDe che arthAt e pUjArUpa dalAlI ApIne tyAga Dha kare che. Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMtarAtmA para IIIIIIIIIIIIImain. [prANI mAtrane aneka abhirucio heya che, chatAM te badhAnA mULamAM sukhanI abhiruci hoya che, A sukha meLavavA jIve anAdikALathI mahenata karI chanAM sukha maLavuM nahi tenuM kAraNa sukhanAM vAstavika kAraNonI pAchaLa teNe prayatna karyo nathI. jIve anAdikALathI prayatna karyo paNa te prayatna pudgala sukha mATe karyo che. pudgala sukha mATeno karelo prayatna Atmika sukha kaI rIte Ape ? pugala sukha mATe prayatna te bahirAtama che. je jIva pudgalo e ja pADa mAne ane tene AdhAre pravRtti nivRtti kare te aMtarAtmA je jIva pudagala ane AtmAne bhina mAne ane AtmAnA sukha mATe sarvatta bhagavaMtanA vacana pramANe pravRtti nivRtti kare te aMtarAtmA ane A aMtarAtmabhAva keLavI bhavya jIva kalyANa pAme che.] IIIIIIIIII iBliiniiiIIIIIIIIII jIva mAtranI IcchA sukha meLavavAnI che. A saMsAranAM jIvanI dhAraNAo bhinna bhinna hoya che, dareka jIvanI ruci-vRtti judI hoya che, tethI kahevAya che ke mudde sure timira ! jeTalA jIva eTalI abhiruci eTalA matabhedo. jIvamAM A sthiti che. temAM manuSyomAM vizeSatA e paristhiti che. ATaluM chatAM eka vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavA jevI che, nedhavA jevI che ke jemAM vRkSane pAMdaDAM, zAkhAo, DALIo tamAma aneka prakAre bhinna bhinna che chatAM e tamAmanuM mULa eka ja che tema bhinna bhinna abhirucione paNa mULa te eka ja che, e mULa kayuM? sukhanI IcchA ane dukha. para dveSa, anichA. jIvamAtranI IcchA sukha meLavavAnI che nArakIne jIva hoya, devatAno jIva heya, (nArakI hoya ke devatA hoya) ekendriyane jIva 27 Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 18 AnaMda pravacana darzana hoya, paMcendriyane jIva hoya, ja cAre gatimAMthI kaI paNa gatimAne chava hoya, cAhe to pAMca jAtimAMthI game te jAtine jIva hoya ke cauda bhedamAMthI keIpaNa bhedamAMne jIva hoya te gati, jAti ke bheTane cogya keI paNa prakAranI IcchA hoya paNa tenA mULamAM te icchA sukha meLavavAnI tathA duHkhanA nAzanI ja che. AvI IcchA jIva mAtrane che. anAdikALathI che ane tethI anAdikALathI tenI mahenata sukha meLavavAnI tathA du:kha dUra karavAnI hatI ane che. A vAtamAM koI paNa matavALAne matabheda nathI. saMsArane anAdi na mAnanArA eTale ke IzvarakRta mAnanArA darzane (darzanakAre) paNa jIvane te anAdithI ja mAne che. jIva anAdi che mATe sukha prApta karavAnI tathA dukha mArgane sadaMtara nAbUda karavAnI tenI mahenata paNa anAdinI che. je Ama che te saheje prazna thaze ke, te pachI jIvanI IrachA phaLIbhUta kema na thaI ? anAdinI cAlu mahenata chatAM sukha kema na maLyuM tathA dukha kema na TaLyuM ? sukha prApta karavAne tathA duHkhane daphe karavAne jIvane prayatna kAMI pAMca pacIsa varSano nathI, base pAMca varSathI nathI; yugothI nathI, palyopamAthI nathI ke sAgaropamethI nathI paNa anAdithI che ane te paNa cAlu che. A jIva prayatna vagara te kadI rahyo ja nathI, rahe ja nathI, kSaNa paNa, kSaNa te adhika gaNAya, zAstrakAranI bhASAmAM kahIe te samaya mAtra paNa A jIva pravRtti vagara rahyo nathI. mana, vacana, kAyAnI pravRtti kAyama cAlu ja hoya che. anAdithI mahenata chatAM sukhanI siddhi kema na thaI tathA duHkhanuM nivAraNa kema na thayuM ? samaya ane prayatnathI sukha maLatuM heta to A prazna ja na raheta. AnA javAbamAM anAdikALathI jIvane prayatna chatAM IcchA bara kema na AvI? kaho ke prayatna mAtrathI ke samayanA pramANa mAtrathI IrachA siddhi thatI nathI. ane jo ema thatuM hota to Aje A - heta ja nahIM. ane badhAe sukha meLavI lIdhuM hota. ane Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ^^ ^^^ ^ aMtarAtmA 19 //\/\ *./1 /1/10/^ jIva mAtranA duHkhane sarvathA nAza thaI gayo hota. zAstramAM yogya kAraNe mAnavAnI AvazyaktA svIkArI che te AthI ja che. seMkaDo ke hajAra varSa sudhI koI pAchuM valavyA ja kare te ghI nIkaLe kharUM? nahi ja. varSonAM varSo bhalene dhULane, nadInI retane ghANamAM palavAmAM Ave. A pIle to kaNa bArIka thAya paNa kAMI temAMthI tela nIkaLe kharuM? nahIM. tema sukhanI icchAmAM mahenata tathA saMyamanI saphaLatAne AdhAra rogya kAraNe para avalaMbe che. mahenata, mahenata mAtrathI saphaLa thatI nathI. vakhata, vakhatanA vItavA mAtrathI saphaLa thatuM nathI. ema nathI kahevAnuM ke udyama ke kALa nakAmAM che paNa yogya kAraNe maLe te ja udyama ane samaya kAryasAdhaka bane. udyamanI jarUra kharI? dUdhamAMthI emane ema kadI mAkhaNa nIkaLavAnuM nathI, talamAMthI paNa pIlavAnA udyama vinA tela potAnI meLe, jAte UbharAvAnuM nathI. udyama kare ja joIe ane udyama phaLavAne samaya paNa joIe ja. niSNAta vadhe ApelI aksIra davA paNa gaLA nIce UtaratAM ja asara karatI nathI. zarIramAM lehI vageremAM auSadha pariNamyA pachI ja tenI asara thAya che. kAryanI siddhi mATe sAcI mahenata joIe. kAraNamAM thayelI mahenata saphaLatA pAme che ane samaya paNa tyAM ja saphaLatA sAdhaka thAya che. A jIva anAdikALathI sukha meLavavA tathA kha dUra karavA Icche che. te mATe teNe mahenata nathI karI tema nathI. (vinA prayatna game teTalo samaya cAlyo jAya te paNa zuM vaLe? eka pagaluM na mAMDe te se varSe paNa eka gAu javAya kharUM? na ja javAya. tyAMnA tyAM ja) A jIva mana, vacana tathA kAyAnI mahenata vinA kSaNa paNa rahyo nathI, ane rahete nathI. kSaNane samaya te adhika che paNa zAstrakAranI bhASAmAM kahyuM ke eka samaya paNa evo nathI ke jyAre jIva, kAyA, vacana tathA mana dvArA mahenata na karate hoya. sagI kevaLa e ja bheda che ne ? Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 430 AnaMda pravacana darzana mrmmmmmmnaasranan yoga eTale mana, vacana tathA kAyAnA pudgalanA AdhAre pravRtti. te pravRtti te dareka kSaNe dareka saMsArI jIvane rahelI ja che. sAdhya chatAM, pravRtti chatAM kArya kema na thayuM e prazna saheje thAya ? kArya thAya te kALe ja thAya, kALa paripakava thAya tyAre ja thAya. cUlAmAM agni che, tapelImAM cokhA cUle mUkyA che, paNa tarata raMdhAI na jAya. raMdhAvAmAM samaya joIe. pravRtti, samaya tathA kAraNe joIe. e yAda rAkho ke vinA kAraNe-vinA kAraNa maLe, pravRtti tathA samayavahana mAtrathI jema kAryasiddhi nathI thatI tema kAraNe maLavA mAtrathI paNa vinA pravRttio ke samaya vinA kAryasiddhi thatI nathI. koThAmAM davA. jatA veMta asara na kare. prazna thaze ke samayanI vAta sAcI paNa anAdikALano samaya te gayo pachI have keTaloka samaya joIe? anAdikALathI cAlu mahenata chatAM na te sukhanI siddhi thaI, na te duHkhanuM nivAraNa thayuM. AnuM kAraNa zuM? enuM kAraNa mahenata je avaLacaMDI bAI jevI viparIta hoya to zI rIte kAryasiddhi thAya? avaLacaMDAInuM pariNAma eka avaLacaMDI bAI hatI. kahevAmAM Ave enAthI avaLuM karavuM e ja ene svabhAva hate. eka vakhata ghara AgaLa lagna prasaMga Avyo tyAre gharavALAMe vicAra karyo ke lagna jevA zubha prasaMge avaLacaMDI bAInAM pagalAM TaLe te sArUM? e kAMI jAo" kahevAthI jAya tema na hatI. AthI gharavALAe kahyuM. "juo !" ApaNA ghera lagnanuM TANuM che. mATe tamAre piyara javAnuM nAma levuM nahIM" basa ! avaLacaMDI kahe ke, "te piyara javAnI !" bAI cAlI, gharavALAe kahyuM : baLada ahIM kAma lAge mATe te laI na javAya.' avaLacaMDI kaheH "huM te baLada laI javAnI.* * Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMtarAtmA 4ra1. avaLacaMDI bAI baLada laIne cAlI. ghaNI tene mUkavA gaye. mArgamAM nadI AvI. nadImAM bane jaNa UtaryA. purUSe kahyuM, "paMchaDuM na pakaDIza, baLada bhaDakaze." eTale eNe te pUchaDuM pakaDayuM. nadInA madhya bhAgamAM pravAhamAM AvyA eTale purUSe kahyuM "pUchaDuM choDIza nahIM. avaLacaMDI kahe "A choDayuM. kharekhara teNIe pUchaDuM choDayuM ane nadInA pravAhamAM te taNAI gaI bhUMsavAnI nIti ja bhraSTa kare che. zAstrakAro kahe tethI UlaTuM ja karavAnI avaLacaMDAIvALA Aje eka varga che. zAstrakAre kahe tema karavAmAM te temanI kiMmata nathI ema mAnI amArI zI kiMmata?" ema kahIne potAnI kiMmata mATe teone navuM karavuM che. AtmAnI mahenata anAdikALathI cAlu che. e vAta kharI, paNa te mahenata asthAne karI che, viparIta dazAmAM karI che. bhUla paDe, bebAkaLA banI jeramAM cAle te UMDA jaMgalamAM jAya. vegathI cAlavuM cheTuM nathI paNa mArge cAlavuM joIe. viparIta mAgeADA mAge cAlanAra ISTa sthaLe pahoMcatuM nathI, mArge cAle te ISTa sthaLe pahoMcI zake. A jIve anAdikALathI prayatna te karyA paNa te UlaTA mAge karyA. e prayatna indriya sukhanA mATe karyA, pagalika siddhi mATe karyA. A rIte karAyele prayatna Atmika sukha zI rIte Ape ? . lehI hADakAnuM ke tALavAnuM? paudagalika sukhanI IcchA kevI che? keTalIka zerIomAM viparIta ' svabhAvavALA zvAna vase che. ane evI Teva ke khATakIvADe jaIne hADakuM kheMcI lAve. pachI eka khUNAmAM besIne cATe. kUtarAnA dAMta karatAM hADakuM majabUta hoya che. cAvatAM cAvatAM hADakAMne cheDe tALavAmAM vAge che, lohI nIkaLe che. te leAhI hADakAnA kakaDA upara paDe che, ethI zvAna ema mAne che ke hADakAmAMthI lehI nIkaLe che ane te khuzI thate thatuM cATe che, A daSTAMta keIe sIdhuM mAthe levuM nahi. mAtra vastusthitine vicAra karavA mATe che. Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana aMtarAtmA kone kahevAya? A jIva paNa pudgalarAgI hoya che tyAM sudhI hADakAnA kakaDA tarIke jagatanA pudagalene grahaNa kare che. ane temAM sukha mAne che. paNa ene bhAna nathI ke e sukha zAtA vedanIya puNya prakRtinuM che. je pugale lehI pedA kare che, te pugalo ajIrNAdi paNa kare che, jyAre zAtA vedanIyane udaya hoya tyAre e ja pudagalo khAdhuM pacAve. ane zarIramAM lehI bhare paNa azAtA vedanIyane udaya hoya tyAre e ja pudgalo tAva vagere lAvI lehane bagADe ane kamI kare, temaja zaktine haNa nAMkhe. A jIve anAdikALathI mahenata karI te vAta kharI paNa te. pudgala mATe karI che. potAnA AtmA mATe nahIM. zAstrakAra ATalA ja mATe kahe che ke, "he jIva! tuM bahirAtmA na bana, aMtarAtmA bana." "zAstrakAra dizA badalavA sUcana kare che. je jIva pudgala e ja paMDa mAne, tenA AdhAre pravRttinivRtti kare te bahirAmA. ane pudgala tathA AtmAne bhinna mAne, sukha duHkhanA kartArUpe zAtA, azAtAnA udayane, tathAvidha pugalone mAne tathA sarvajJanAM kahelAM vacana pramANe pravRtti-nivRtti kare te atarAtmA. AbarU kevI ? duniyAnuM daSTAMta, roja vyavahAramAM najare taratuM daSTAMta vicAre te vastu tarata samajAya. ATha daza varSanA chokarAne pUche ke AbarU, vaLI, koLI, pILI, bhAre ke halakI ? enA taraphathI karyo javAba. maLaze? sArA javAbanI AzA rAkhavI nirarthaka che kema ke te bicAro mAtra khAvA pIvAmAM, paheravA, oDhavAmAM, nAcavA-kUdavAmAM, ramatagamatamAM ja samaje che. "AbarU" e cIja zuM che enuM ene jJAna nathI, te bhAna te hoya ja kayAMthI ? "AbarU' e vastu bALaka mATe samajaNanA viSayanI bahAra che. AbarU rahI teye zuM ane gaI toye zuM ? ema bALaka te mAne kema ke AbarUne oLakhate ja Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMtarAtmA 4ra3 nathI. AbarUnI kiMmata na hovAthI tene AbarU rahyAne harSa nathI ke gayAne zaka nathI--aphasa nathI. jema AbarU eTale vyavahAranA AdhArarUpa cIja chatAM, mULarUpa chatAM bALakane tenuM bhAna nathI tema bAhyAtmAne, mithyASTine sarvajJanA. vacananuM jJAna nathI, mATe te vacanAnusAra vartanathI lAbha ane viruddha vatanathI hAninuM tene bhAna nathI. IndriyAmI jIva mithyAdaSTi bicAre zrI sarvapnadevanA vacanane jANa ja nathI pachI tene lAbhane pIchAne kyAMthI? duniyAdArInA vyavahArane sArI rIte samajanAra ja jANe ane mAne ke AbarU vadhe tevuM ja kAma karavuM, paNa AbarU ghaTe tevuM te prANAnta paNa na karavuM, kema ke AbarU gayA pachI UbhA. rahevAnuM sthAna ja kyAM che ? bALakanI buddhi mAtra khAvApIvAmAM eTale e te UlaTuM ema kahI de ke AbarUnA keTalA koLiyA thAya, keTalA ghuMTaDA thAya che te ja rIte pudagalAnaMdInI buddhi viSayakaSAyamAM ja pravartelI hoya che eTale viSayanuM zoSaNa thAya tevI pravRtti te na kare paNa piSaNa thAya tevI pravRtti te kare. A pravRtti samajune zobhe ? na zobhe, paNa "nAka te kaTTA paNa ghI te caTTA" ema keNa mAne ? asamaju e rIte nakaTA thaIne ghI cATavAmAM Ananda mAnanArA asamajIne kevA kahevA ? je AtmasvarUpa samajyA hoya te bIjuM kazuM na tapAse, te te mAtra eTaluM ja tapAse ke zrI sarvanA vacanAnusAra vartana thAya che ke nahIM. AvuM tapAse te aMtarAtmA bahirAtmA mAtra pudgalanA AnaMdane tapAse... zarIranA niSNAtane zarIra pAya te. AtmAnA niSNAtane AtmA kema na pAya ? zrIma, rAjAmahArAjAo zarIrane aMge vaidya, DokaTarane keTalA AdhIna rahe che? "A na khAvuM, A na pIvuM te tarata tene amala. teo pitAnI amaladArI baMdha karI veMkaTaranA hukamane tAbe thAya che. ne ? amuka rathaLe rahevA jAo, havA pherakare, te tarata tyAM doDI. javAmAM Ave che; kaDavAM auSadhe gaLe utArAya che, paraheja pADavAmAM. Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 424 AnaMda pravacana darzana Ave che, zarIramAM seyA bheMkAvAya che, A tamAma zAthI? zarIranuM samarpaNa zarIranA abhyAsIne thAya che. to pachI Atmahina karavuM hoya teNe AtmAne oLakhI, AtmasvarUpa prApta karAvanAra, AtmAne oLakhAvanAra zrI jinezvaradevanA vacana pramANe ja vartavuM joIe. zarIra mATe DokaTara kahe tema vartavAmAM gulAmI nathI mAnatA, te ahIM gulAmI zAthI mAne che ? je karmabaMdhananAM kAraNe jaNAve, karma rokavAnAM tathA nirjarAnA upAyo batAve ane tema karavAmAM Ave te AtmAnI dazA sudhare. tene zaraNe jaI AtmA sudhAravAmAM vilaMba kema thAya che? ke viparItatA kema che? vaidya, hakIma ke DokaTaranA kathanathI viparIta cAlanAra mAtane notare che. vaidya tela-maracuM khAvAnI nA kahe chatAM vyAdhigrata manuSya te khAya che tethI nukasAna thAya, tema jJAnInA vacana pramANe na karavAmAM Ave te nukasAna ja thAya, - buddhi to saMskAranI gulAmaDI che. jamAnA mujaba pheraphAra thAya che ke nahIM. jamAnAnI sAthe badhI vastu palaTAya che ema nathI. anAjane badale dhULa khAo che ? tIrthakaree dharma batAvyuM che, banAvyuM nathI. e yAlamAM rAkhe. sAdhana phare, sAdhya na phare. dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAva je ekane naDatA hoya te badhAne naDavA joIe ne ? | (sabhAmAMthI) jamAne buddhivAdane che. buddhi e saMskAranI te gulAmaDI che. hITalaranI najIkamAM bomba phATaye, te bacI gaye, te zuM kahe che? paramezvare ja mane bacAve." huM je karI rahyo chuM te paramezvarane jarUra game che ane tethI ja teNe mane bacAvyo. bIjI prajA upara rAjya karanArAo paNa kahe che: "Izvare ja amane bIjI prajA upara rAjya karavA saryA che. have AvuM kahenArAe buddhimAna nathI ema te nathIne ? emanuM A kathana svIkArya lAge che ? te mAnavuM che ? tyAre tAtparya e che ke game te buddhimAna manuSya paNa vacane te saMskAra mujabanAM ja kADhe che ne? zuddha mArga paNa sArA saMskAra Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMtarAmAM 425 mATe che. saMskAranuM prAdhAnya che, buddhinuM nathI. "bhagavAnane (game) gamyuM te kharUM evuM keIna maraNanA kAgaLamAM tame lakhe che, te zuM bhagavAnane evuM game che? tyAre AvuM keNa lakhAve che? kahe ke tevA saMskAro? je buddhivAda svataMtra kAryakara heta te ekya kayAranuMya thaI gayuM hota. lIbaDAne keI mIThe nathI kahetuM, sAkarane keI kaDavI nathI kahetuM, kema ke e saMsakAra rUDha thaI gayA che. kahevAnI matalaba e che ke buddhi te bicArI saMskAranI gulAmaDI che. mULa muddA upara AvIe. zArIrika jJAna na dharAvanAra te zuM, paNa tevuM jJAna dharAvanAra paNa bimArI vakhate paNa zarIra vijJAnanA niSNAtene AdhIna thAya che ! te ja rIte karmathI virakta thavA mATe AtmAe sarvajJanA kathana mujaba cAlavuM ja joIe, masANe kene javuM paDe? vaidya pAsethI tAmrabhasma lIdhI, te vAparI paNa tela, maracuM na choDavAmAM Ave te masANe ke javuM paDe ? lAkaDA bheguM keNa thAya? vidya ke daradI ? aMtaraAtmAne pravRtti-nivRtti karAvanAra cIja mAtra zAstra ja che. AgamanA AdhAre pravRtti tathA nivRtti karavAmAM dharma rahyo che. AgamanA AdhAre pravarte tathA nivate te aMtarAtmA. tema na kare che, ane tethI viparIta kare te bAhyAbhA, jaDAtmA, jaDabhArathI. duniyAmAM vaidyanA kathanathI viparIta cAlanArane jaDabhArathI kahevAmAM Ave che ne ? A vacane sarvakALane jANanAra sarvAnAM che. jamAne jamAne pokAranArAe jANavuM joIe ke A vacane traNe kALa jANanAra zrI sarvare kahelAM che. ajJAnane nathI mAnatA, jene jJAnanI khabara na paDe tevAne nathI mAnatA. ApaNe te traNeya kALanuM jJAna dharAvanAra zrI sarvadevanAM vacana mAnIe chIe. A rIte samajIne jeo aMtarAtmA paNa keLavaze teo anukrame AtmasvarUpane vikasAvI zuddhasvarUpane prApta karaze. vAstavika, sukhamaya, zAzvat sukha svarUpa saMpAdana karaze. - - - - Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ janmakalyANaka [ janmakalyANakane divase dAna, tapa vagere karavI joIe. kAle karelA vastu ja kaLadAyaka nIvaDe che. jinezvara bhagavAna pote jina che ane ApaNane jina banAve che. bIjA devo potAnI ja mahatvatA sUcave che. ApaNe bhagavAna mahAvIra ke RSabhadevane pUjIe chIe te jinapaNAne laIne pUjIe chIe, jinanI pAchaLa jaina dharmane ItihAsa che.] kalyANakane divase tapa, japa, dAna karavuM joIe. mahAnubhAvo Ajane pavitra divasa bhagavAna mahAvIra mahArAjanA kalyANakano che 360 divasa sUryodaya thAya che. divasamAtrane pavitra gaNe ke apavitra paNa tene udaya te hoya che. AjanA divasane pavitra zAthI? bhagavAna mahAvIranA janmane A divasa che, tethI tene pavitra gaNavAmAM Ave che. jemanA janmakalyANakano divasa, hajAro varSa gayA chatAM manAI rahyo che. A jagatamAM sAruM sarvane gamyuM che. A siddhAMta nirAbAdha che. e siddhAMtamAM apavAdane sthAna nathI. sArU sarvene game te pachI janmane lIdhe hajAra varSe gayAM, chatAM janmadivasanI pavitratA cAlI che ane cAlaze. vicAra karo ke AnI pavitratA keTalI? bhagavAna haribhadrasUrine jaNAvavuM paDayuM ke "jinezvaranA pAMce kalyANakane divase dAna, tapasyA, amAri paDa na kare to te taravAne lAcaka banate nathI je manuSya mahAvIra svAmInA kalyANakanA divase dAna vagere na kare ane bIjA dahADe kare che te kalyANa pAme nahIM." haribhadrasUri A eka pakSe besI rahyA che tema na mAnaze. rajAtrA kare to bhakti. tapasyA kare te AtmAnI nirmaLatA che. dAna kare to te AtmAnI udAratA, amAri paDahomAM chAnuM rakSaNa che tema Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ janmakathAke 4ra7: pachI te game tyAre kare ene mATe jaNAvyuM ke cagya pAtranA vakhate dAna na de ane ayogya pAtra AvyuM tyAre dAna de, temAM ApaNe pharaka mAnIe ke nahi, tema jagatamAM svAti nakSatranuM chIpalImAM paheluM pANI metI kare che. bAkInA vakhatamAM kAMI nahi. paNa. varasAdanuM nathI ema nahi, pANe varasAdanuM che. pote saMsArasamudrathI taranArA, AkhA jagatane uddhAra karavA mATe bhavAMtarathI taiyAra thaelA.. temano upakAra mAnanArA je na thaIe te, to pachI ApaNuM kalyANa thAya kaI rIte ? haribhadrasUrijIe pakSathI nahi paNa bhagavAnanA guNenI apekSAe A vastu kahI. je potAnI zakti hoya te bhakti te dahADe karavI joIe, na kare te te phaLane pAmI zakato nathI. bhagavAna jinezvara te jina bane che ane ApaNane banAve chepitAnI janmagAMTha, game tenI janmagAMTha tene AnaMda mAnanArA, ane bhagavAnanA janmadivase AnaMda na ujavanArA te kevA gaNAya ?" bhagavAnanA janmadivasane ATalI badhI mahatvatA ApavAnuM kAraNa zuM ?" jagatamAM badhA janma pAme che, emanA mAtApitAne janmadivasa nahipaNa bhagavAnane janmadivasa premIo ujave che. amerikAne uddhAra karanAra vaiziTanane thaye keTalAMya varSo thaI gayAM, paraMtu eka dezanauddhArakane aMge tene dezanA premIo tana, mana, dhanathI Irache che, mAnaApe che to pachI ApaNe jene ApaNuM jainapaNuM zAthI? anya mate - zivamatavALA zivathI, viSNumatavALA visthI cAlyA. jaina zAsanamAM jina nAmanA keI tIrthakara che ? te te nAmanA koI tIrthakara nathI jina e kaI vyakitanuM nAma nathI. RSabhadeva, mahAvIra svAmI te vyaktinuM nAma che ane jina te kiyAvAcaka nAma che. rAgadveSa ane mehane jItanArA te jina. jinane mAnanArA te jaina. te pachI tene mAnanAra koI paNa hoya te amAre vAMdho nathI. rikhavadevane mAnIe ke mahAvIra bhagavAnane mAnIe te jinapaNAne Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana - lIdhe mAnIe. mahAvIra bhagavAnanA janmadivasane pavitra gaNavAnuM keI kiraNa herA to temanuM jinezvarapaNuM che. te paNa evuM ke rajisTara nahi. mAkoe rajisTara thAya te bIjAthI na thAya; tema jinezvarIe pitAne tyAM jinezvarapAgu rajisTara kareluM nathI. te hANa karavAvALA ane preraNA karavAvALA che. "huM jinezvara thaye ema nahi paNa tame jinezvara bane, thAo, A upadeza denArA, che. jaina ne ajenanI vacce ATalo pharaka che. paNa te "nA" ne "tamAM pharaka che. jene jinezvarane banAvanAra mAne, ajene paramezvarapaNuM mAtra pitAnuM batAve paNa banAve nahi. jene paramezvara paNuM banAvavA mATe jinezvara bhagavAnane mAne, kuMbhAra mATI laIne ghaDe banAve che tevI rIte dezanA dvArA sarvajJa bhagavAna hemacaMdrasUrijI jaNAve che ke tamane uttamatAnA mAge, Toce lAvanAra koI hoya te mahAvIra -mahArAjanI dezanA-bhagavAna mahAvIra mahArAjAnI vANI jene ApaNe zAstro Adi kahIe chIe te ja vANI che. tamArA AtmAne bacAvanAra koI cIja hoya to te mahAvIra mahArAjanI dezanA. dezanA-vANImAM kaI tAkAta ke che je amAruM rakSaNa karaze ? duniyAmAM rahelA jANe che ke jamAvaTa karavAmAM mukhya kAraNa zuM? asamarthatAnI chAyA vyApI jAya che te. nyAyane age jabarA zUravIra, nyAyI, te kayA AdhAre ? to ItihAsanA AdhAre. je dezane ItihAsa dhovAI gaye te deza paNa dhovAI javAne, tevI rIte jinezvara bhagavAne ItihAsanI parAvRtti kare che. tamArA AtmAmAM je pudgalanI chAyA che ke pudgalathI sukha Ave te nyAya ane te jAya te nukasAna tene bhUMsI nAMkhavA. tamArA melo dhoIne tamArA aMtaHkaraNane zuddha karavuM te ja mahAvIra mahArAjAnI vANunuM kAma, bhavya jIvonA aMtarane viSaya; kaSAyane mahatva ApI rahyo che, tene samajAvavuM joIe ke A pioSAka nahi, paNa zeSaNa karanAra che. A samajAya kayAre ke aMtaranA mela dUra thAya tyAre bhavya janA aMtaranA mela dhoI nAkhavA mATe je kaMI kAma lAgatuM hoya te bhagavAnanI dezanA che te dezanA bhagavAnanA janmadivase ApaNe pAmIe chIe te te dahADe ArAdhanA karavI ane tethI te pavitra che, ane kalyANa karanAra che. Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ upAdhi kema chUTe? [A jIvanI sthiti harahaMmeza palaTAnI che. dhana, strI, kuTuMba ane zarIra tenA mukha meLavavAnA thAMbhalA che paNa te badhA thAMbhalA bhUkharI mATI jevA che, kema ke jIva mare tyAre te cAramAMthI eka sAthe AvatuM nathI. dhana tyAM ja paDI rahe che, strI gharanI DelI sudhI ane kuTuMba smazAna sudhI ane zarIra citA sudhI Ave che e upAdhine laIne jagatamAM dukha che. AtmAnuM sAcuM svarUpa samajAya te upAdhi ApoApa TaLe, ApaNe badhuM jevA prayatna karIe chIe, paNa AMkha jema pitAne jotI nathI, tema ApaNe ApaNA AtmAne jovA mula prayatna karatA nathI ane A prayatna nahi karavAthI ja ApaNe ane te che saMsAra rakhaDIe chIe. tiryaMca vagere gatimAM te AtmA ne oLakhavAnuM nathI banatuM paNa je manuSyabhava che temAM gata ane pUrvabhavano vicAra karavAnuM baLa che tyAM paNa pitAno vicAra na karavAmAM na Ave te AtmAnI zI che? sthiti thAya ? mATe AtmAne oLakhI upAdhi TALavI e ja kartavya che. | AtmAnI sAcI oLakha vinA jIvanA palaTAtA raMga.. kalikAlasarvajJa zrI hemacaMdrasUri bhagavAna triSaSThi zalAkAmAM kahe che ke "A saMsAramAM anaMtA jIvo che, dareka jInI pariNati ane sAdhya judAM che. chatAM je vargIkaraNa karavAmAM Ave te, kALA raMga vagere aneka prakAranA chatAM vagIkaraNa karIe te pAMca raMga kahIe. "jema raMgane aMge aneka bhedo chatAM vargIkaraNa karIe tyAre bhedo kahIe chIe tema dareka jIvanI judI judI IcchAo che, chatAM vagIkaraNa tyAre be ja IcchA che. e sivAya trIjI IcchA nathI, cAhe te ekendriya, paMcendriya nArakI ke devatAne vicAra karIe te paNa kharekhara IcchA be ja che. IrachA che te duHkha dura karavuM ane sukha. Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 490 AnaMda pravacana darzana prApta karavuM bIjI badhI bahekAvaTa che. duniyAnA saMjoge navAM navAM kAraNe utpanna thAya, tyAre bahekAvaTa thAya che. duniyAe cAMdI, sonAne kiMmatI na gaNyAM hota to kAMI na hatuM. jevI rIte duniyAnI bahekAvaTe kimatIpaNuM lAge paNa te badhI IcchAo kRtrima che. janme tyAre be ja IcchA hoya che: "sukhane meLavavuM ne dukhane - dUra karavuM." arthAt duHkhathI dUra thavuM ane sukha meLavavuM e jIvanane svabhAva che. sukha evuM mAne che ke bhojana karavA bese te lADavA pIrasyA hoya, DuM khAva eTale bIjA rasanI IcchA thAya. paNa -sukha bhegavatA kaI dahADe duHkhanI IcchA thatI nathI. palyopame sudhI sukha jogavIe paNa thoDuM duHkha bhegavIe ema thatuM nathI. vacamAM zAka tarIke paNa duHkha joItuM nathI. saheje keI cIja mAgIe to pAMca varSa maLe te basa, bAra mAsanuM sAdhana maLe te basa ema thatuM nathI. sukha joIe paNa te duHkhavALuM na hoya, AgaLa je -khasavAnuM na hoya, je sukhamAM AgaLa duHkha AvatuM hoya te te -du:kharUpa che. jhADa nIce beso to sukha maLe, paNa taDake vadhAre thAya tyAre tyAM besatA nathI. jhADa nIce besIe to pariNAme vadhAre tApa, bhUkha, tarasa lAge te tyAM besavAnI mUkhoI karI kahevAya. kalAka gumAvI dIdhe, jhADa nIce besavAthI vadhAre tApa thaye, tyAM AgaLa besI badho TAIma bagADe. eka be vAge mahemAna tarIke keIne tyAM jAo. te tyAM zuM maLe ? bAra lagI jAo te ThIka, pachI te badhAmAMthI -rakhaDavuM paDe. jhADa nIce zAMti hatI, chatAM tyAM besavAmAM mUrkhAI kema gAgo che ? AgaLa jenAthI duHkha thAya, vartamAnamAM sukha hAya paNa pachI, duHkha hoya te te du:kha ja gaNAya. 4 ApaNane badhI vAte sukha joIe che. dukha vagaranuM, haMmezAM rahevAnuM ane saMpUrNa AvuM sukha jIva mAge che. have mAgyA chatAM, sanamAM motInA cAka pUrIe tethI tenI kiMmata na Upaje, paNa tenAM kAraNe meLavIe tyAre kiMmata maLe. kuMbhAra mATI lAve tyAre ghaDo meLave, sALavIne lugaDuM vaNavuM hoya te teNe sutara lAvavuM joIe. kAraNa ke lugaDAMnuM kAraNa sutara che. Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ upAdhi kema chUTe ? 432 have evuM sukha mAgyA chatAM tame enAM kAraNe meLavyAM? je kAraNe nathI meLavyAM, to keI paNa rIte TakavAvALuM sukha nathI. pahelAM te ApaNe gabaDavAvALA chIe, ApAguM ThekANuM nathI, jyAM janamyA, tyAM mAtApitAe pAlana karavA mAMDayuM. te khAvA mATe bALakane nIce mUke te te rADa pADe che, e joIe te lAge ke A jiMdagImAM mAtAthI te chUTo nahi thAya. "mAne keI dahADo na chADuM" ema thAya. goThiyAo maLyA, tyAre mA te keha? mA baLavA jAya tyAre chokarAne kheLIne laI Ave. have gaThiyAmAM haLe, eTale mA keNa ne bApa keNa? keI nahi. tatvamAM goThiyA, pachI nizALe gayo, abhyAsamAM joDAye, pachI bhaNatara ane mAstara. pachI bhaNuM rahya; be paisA kamAvAnI sthitimAM Avyo. pachI kuTuMbakabIlAmAM bhaLyo, pachI vRddhAvasthA AvI, khAdheluM pace nahIM. eTale cheDI kuTuMbanI ciMtA. pachI te potAnI vyAdhi, jiMdagImAM sthirapaNuM keI ThekANe nathI, gaLA tarIke gabaDatA A jIva rahyo che. e gabaDatAM sukha meLavavA mATe mathe che. senAne kaLaza banAvavA hoya tyAM kacaro meLavyuM thAya zuM? pUrepUruM sukha, kaI divasa khase nahIM tevuM sukha joIe che. te mATe kaMcana, kAyA, kuTuMba, kAminI cAra meLave che. jagatano vyavahAra A cAra upara che. A cAra sivAya pAMcame thAMbhalo nathI. e badhAM bhUkharI mATInA thAMbhalA jevAM che; zaradInI havA lAge te mATInA thAMbhalA khasI paDe. A cAra thAMbhalA jenI upara jagata nAcI rahyuM che te bhUkharI mATInA thAMbhalA jevAM che. koDa rUpiyA meLavyA, rAja meLavyuM paNa jagata cheDI jIva cAlavA mAMDaze, tyAre koDamAMthI UDI paNa joDe AvavAnI nathI. chokarAM chekara kare che, paNa AjanA kAyadAne vicAre te teo kahe che ke amAre hakaka che; tyAM tamArI marajI na cAle. pahelAMnA samayamAM tame keTivaja ho, ane eka keDI, na Apo tyAre cAlatuM paNa Aje AvA hakaka tarIke levAvALA che tene mATe jiMdagI evI? tAro putra bAhoza ane bhAgyazALI Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 43ra AnaMda pravacana darzana che, to tuM dhana ekaThuM kare te tenI tene kiMmata nathI. putra kapUta hoya te pAMcane badale dasa lAkha bhegA karI ApI jAva to paNa te sApha A sthiti chatAM paNa putra je hakanA mATe haDakAyo thAya, tenA mATe jahemata uThAvIe chIe judA paDe tyAre cAhe te durjana vaLAvavA Ave, paNa A dhana koDa rUpiyA bhegA karIe te eka DagaluM paNa na Ave. e tyAM ne tyAM ja rahe, kemake te jaDa che, cetana nathI, strI cetana kharI paNa te ceka sudhI Ave. strIne aMge rAmacaMdra sarakhAe yuddha karyA padmAvatIne rAjI karavA aMge karaDene. ghANa nIkaLI gaye. evI strI paNa kayAM sudhI Ave ? coka sudhI. dhanane thAMbhalo tijorImAM rahyo, strIne thAMbhalo coka sudhI, ene karelI sagAI che. bApa beTAne aMge sagAI navI karelI kahetA nathI, ane sagAI karelI te kharIne ? janmanI sagAI te nahIM ne? janmanI sagAI hoya te te kAma lAge. "AMgaLIthI nakha vegaLA, eTalA vegaLA, strI ceka sudhI ane kuTuMba smazAna sudhI AvyuM tyAM te paNa hAtha joDIne besI javAnuM. kuTuMbane thAMbhale dhasya. ramazAne; e badhA khAvApIvAnA, hu" "mAru" kahevaDAvavAnA bhAgIdAra. sukhanA, paNa duHkhanA bhAgIdAra nathI. sukhadukhanI bhAgIdArI zarIra sAthe che. zarIranA sukhe AtmAne sukha thAya. sukhadu:khane bhAgIdAra hate te deha baLI gae pachI tArI joDe keNa ? A saMsAramAM sAdhana tarIke je vastu meLavIe chIe te A cAra che. e cAra sAdhana bhUkharI mATInA thAMbhalA jevAM che. AgaLa. zuM thaze tene tene vicAra Ave nahi, saravALe zUnya che. meLavyuM te mUkavAne mATe che. A jagatamAM je kAMI meLavIe mUkavAne mATe che. nathI te dhana, strI, zarIra ke kuTuMba kAma AvavAnuM. AtmAne pitAne jovAnI phurasada nathI.. huM keNa? mArI zI sthiti thaze ? mArI kaI sthiti hatI? e jevAne TAIma na maLe, AMkha je tarapha gaI te tarapha jue. AtmAnI sthiti evI vicitra che ke kharekhara AMkha jevI nibhaMgI. Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - - - - - - 15 upAdhi kema chUTe? 433 che, AMkha doDha DAhI che. te badhI vastune jue, bAjoTha, kamADane jue che paNa te pitAne na jue. AkhA jagatane AMkha jue. dUranA DuMgarAne jue paNa pAsenI kaNane na jue. pitAne na jue, mAtra parane jue. e AMkhanI kuTeva che. AtmAnI paNa A kuTeva che. janmathI mAMDIne maraNa sudhI bIjI-trIjI paMcAtamAM paDe che. khAvuMpIvuM, kuTuMbakabIla vagerenI paMcAtamAM paDe che, paNa pite keNa. che? e jevAne te taiyAra nathI. te jovAya zI rIte ? AMkha AMkhane. joI na zake, paNa sAme Arie dharIe te AMkha AMkhanuM svarUpa jANe. aA jagatanI paMcAtamAM paDe, emAM AtmA AtmAne joI zakate nathI. ghera beThA hoya te strI-ghareNAMnI vAta cAle, gAmamAM beThA hoya te gAmanI vAta cAle. ApaNe ApaNane oLakhIe e vAta kaI jagyAe cAlatI nathI. A jIva janme tyArathI maryo tyAM sudhI tene AtmAne jevA, jANavAnI phurasada nathI. jIva puNya bole che ke pApa le che e mATe vicAra nahIM. AMkha risAnI sAme Ave tyAre Arise AMkhanuM svarUpa dekhADe. tema A AtmA mahApurUSanI pAse Ave, tyAre AtmAne jevAno vakhata Ave. A jIvananI koDe pUrvanI jiMdagI hoya, te paNa dhana, kAminIne ja te joyA kare, pitAne jovAno vakhata Ave nahi, sapurUSanA samAgamamA AvIe, tyAre jevAne vakhata maLe. dhana mAlika nathI, strI mAlika nathI. badhAne mAlika AtmA che, tene vicAra nathI kAjInI kUtarInI kiMmata che, paNa kAjInI kiMmata nathI. kUtarI marI gaI tyAre gAma AbhaDavA AvyuM, kAjI marI gayo tyAre keI AvyuM nahIM. mAruM zuM e vicAra koIne Avyo nathI. kAjInI kUtarInI kiMmata che. samaju manuSya te kAjInI kiMmata karavAnI. pUrA mahApuNyanA saMjoge manuSya bhava, Aya kSetra vagere pAmyA. jyAre AtmAne na sudhArIe te kaI jiMdagImAM sudhArIzuM. jAnavara carI. Ave, dUdha Ape, ane te jiMdagI pUrI kare, mare tyAM DheDa ghasaDI jAya. e jiMdagImAM AtmAne vicAra nathI. ApaNe manuSyapaNAmAM Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 434 AnaMda pravacana darzana AvatI (bhaviSyanI) ane gaI (bhUtakALanI) jiMdagIno vicAra karI zakIe chIe. manuSya bhava, Arya kSetra vagere mahyuM che tenuM phaLa zuM? manuSyapaNamAM vadhAre e che ke pote pitAne jANe. pitAne nahi jANavAthI anAdikALathI jIva rakhaDe emAM navAI nathI. A bhavamAM AtmAne pite je nathI, jANyuM nathI te bIjA bhavamAM AtmAne dekhanAre kayAMthI thAya? AtmAne jaNAvanArA mahApurUSo maLe kyAMthI ? tevI rIte A jIve anAdithI AtmAne jANe nahIM, tethI anaMta bho pUrA karyA, janme tyArathI khorAka le, kherAka laIne zarIra meLave ane jagatamAMthI jAya tyAre zarIrane mUko jAya. A AtmAne nahote jANe tyAM sudhI jiMdagInI mahenata Ama ja karyA karI che. anAdi kALathI saMsAramAM janmamaraNanAM duHkha veThavAM paDayAM che. hIrAnI kiMmata kharI, paNa hIrAne jenArI AMkhanI kiMmata nahIM. tevI rIte ahIM upAdhinI kiMmata, paNa ene meLavanAra AtmAnI kiMmata nahIM, AtmAnuM jJAna nathI. AtmAne ajJAnathI duHkha thayeluM che, "have jAgyA tyArathI savAra have cetIne duHkha dUra karo, ThaMDI lAgI heya, hAtha akaDAI gayA hoya tyAre agninuM sevana, AtmAnuM ajJAna na heta te duHkhathI gherAta nahIM. AtmAnuM jJAna karavuM joIe. je lobha, mAna, mAyA thAya che, te vikAro che. siddhane AtmA ane ApaNe AtmA e bemAM lagIre pharaka nathI. e zuddha thayelA che ane ApaNe malina chIe. malinatA TALI daIe te siddha samAna chIe jevuM makAna caNAvavuM hoya te plAna kara joIe. kaDI IMTa mUke te plAna upara ja najara rAkhe tema AtmAe siddhi meLavavI hoya te je siddhi pAmyA hoya teno nakaze meLava, te najara sAme rAkha. plAna dhyAnamAM le te ja makAna te pramANe taiyAra thAya, tema siddha mahArAja kevI rIte thAya te upara ApaNe paNa dhyAna rAkhavAnuM, AtmajJAna-AtmAnuM svarUpa vicAre. Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ upAdhi kema chUTe? 435 senAnI kiMmata jANanAre te leDhAne ratie taLavA na jAya. - loDhAne te zerathI toLaze. tema AtmAnuM svarUpa jANavAmAM Avaze. tyAre upAdhine para svarUpe, ane AtmAnA guNone svasvarUpe jANaze. AtmAnuM bhAna thAya te upAdhi rahita thaI javAze. upAdhi strInI jAta che, rIsAmaNI che. te dekhe ke "mArI upara Adara che tyAM sudhI te sAthe rahe, anAdara dekhe te paraNelI piyare bhAgI jAya. upAdhi DUbADanArI che, upAdhine anAdara thAya te te ApoApa khase. AtmAnuM jJAna thAya tyAre upAdhi khase, tapasyA e ja kemanAza karavAne samartha che. AtmAnuM svarUpa samajyA vinA te A jagatanI karelI mahenata mITTImAM maLavAnI. AtmAnA bhAnane mATe je mahenata kare te sarva kAyamane mATe rahevAnI. kevaLajJAna ane mokSa meLavyuM e haMmezAM rahevAnuM. jiMdagImAM eka evI vastu meLavIe ke te kaI divasa na jAya, tene mATe mahenata karavI. A jagatnI aMdara jiMdagI sudhI mahenata kare che chatAM saravALe zUnya. upAdhine te ja cheDI zake ke jeo AtmAmAM lIna rahe. mATe AtmAmAM lIna rahI upAdhine cheDavI e ja zreyaskara che. AtmIyadaSTie devatAne bhava paNa AtmIyazakitanA AvirbhAvane vadhAravA mATe aMdhApA samAna che. Page #131 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 muni AhiMsaka ke akiMcana ? chadmasthapaNAmAM vicAra che. vaLIne vicAra nathI. 6 janme tyArathI AhAranA vicAra kare che. khAuM khAu te khAu' teNe eTaluM khAvu ke hajAreA maNanI koThIe khAlI thaI gaI. paNa tenu savAzeranuM peTa na bharAyuM. AhArasa nA ekendriyathI mAMDI badhAne che. tiya ca pace driyamAM AhAra te hatA, chatAM temAM kuTubanI ciMtA vadhI. te potAnA baccA mATe baLavAna sAme paNa thAya. manuSyamAM tethI paNa vadhu e ciMtA dAkhala thaI; sthAnanI ane paisAnI te! ciMtA evI ke camaDI tUTe paNa damaDI na chUTe." paisAnA mAhe aneka pApa karAvyA ATalA mATe te zAstrakArAe sAdhune ahiMsaka na kahetAM akiMcana kahyA, kicana avasthA ja gurunuM kAraNa che. Ama uttarAttara vicArAkti vadhI tema karmAM vadhyA. jIva mAtrane AhAra sattA che. zAstrakAra mahArAjA nyAyAcAya zrImad yaAAvijayajI upAdhyAyajI bhavya jIveAnA upakArane mATe 'jJAnasAra' racatAM jaNAve che ke "saMsAramAM jyA lagI chadmasthapaNuM che tyAM lagI saMkalpa vikalpa vagaranI avasthA kaiAI divasa hAtI nathI, ane kevalajJAna prApta thAya tyArapachI vicAranI jarUra nathI. arthAt kevaLIne vicAra hotA nathI. kAraNa ke jyAM lagI sarva dravya kSetra kALa ane bhAva vagerenu jJAna na thAya, tyAM sudhI ja vicArA hAya che jJAna thayA pachI, vicAranI jarUra hAtI nathI, kevaLajJAna thayA pachI kriyAnA kAraNeAnA nizcaya hAya. che. tethI vicAranI jarUra hAtI nathI. je mAtRbhASA hoya, tenA zabda vAMcIe ne kheAlIe temAM kAMipaNa vicAravAnI jarUra hotI nathI; kAraNa ke tenuM jJAna ApaNane che. sa jIveA sajJA vagaranA nathI Page #132 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ muni ahiMsaka ke akiMcana 437 AhAra saMjJA tamAma jIvane che. kAraNa ke AhAra na hoya te zarIra paNa na hoya, ane zarIra je na hoya to Indriye paNa na hoya. mAne ke AhAra saMjJA na hoya, mAtra ekalo AhAra hoya. paNa e AhAra lIdhe thAya che ke, vagara lIdhe thAya che. vaija nAmakarmane lIdhe tejasU zarIra baMdhAya, e taijas zarIrane lIdhe sudhA utpanna thAya ane AhAranI IcchA thAya, ane AhAra maLe eTale pachI saMtoSa thAya ane te na maLe te asaMtoSa thAya. jyAre bhUkha lAge tyAre baccAo rovA mAMDe che. zAthI? kahevuM ja paDaze ke sudhAe vedanA utpanna karI, AhAranI IcchA karI, paNa te na maLe eTale revA mAMDayo. ane AhAra maLe eTale te rete baMdha thaI jAya. AhAra maLyA pachI kaMI vicAra na thAya eTale tevuM baMdha thaI jAya, ema mAne che, tethI kaI baccAne rAvuM zIkhavavuM paDatuM nathI. balavAnuM cAlavAnuM zIkhavavuM paDe che. rovAnuM ApoApa te zIkhI jAya che. A rIte e AhAranI saMjJA dareka jIvane che. - AhAra saMjJAthI chUTavA tapasyA kare. A jIva anAdi kALathI AhArane aMge prayatna karate Avyo che. e khAvAnI saMjJAmAM ApaNe anAdithI rakhaDayA chIe. cAhe je ke ThAra jemAM hajAra maNa samAtuM hoya te bharAI jAya chatAM paNa savA zeranI A kANuM kaThI kaI dI' bharatI nathI. A ja hisAbe zAstrakAroe kahyuM che ke je pANI pIdhAM che, ane anAja khAdhAM che, tenA DhagalA karavAmAM Ave che te jagatamAM na mAya. kevaLa mAtAnuM dUdha ja je bhavabhava pIdhuM che te badhuM ekaThuM karIe te svayaMbhU ramaNa samudra-chelle samudra paNa mAnA dUdha AgaLa khAbeciyA jeTalo lAge ! anAdi kALanI apekSAe keTalI mAtAnA dUdha pIdhAM che ? eka eka mAtAnuM eka eka rUpiyAbhAra dUdha laIe, topaNa te vadhI jAya, kAraNa ke svayaMbhU ramaNa samudranuM pANI anaMta rUpiyA bhAra nathI. tema chatAM savA zeranI A peTanI kANI keThI bharAya nahIM ? e Page #133 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 438 AnaMda pravacana dazana na bharAya te icchA te zAnI bharAya? pUraNa gartA eTale jema pUrIe tema khADe ne khADe rahe, evuM duniyAmAM sadA cAle che. kUvAne aMge jema caNanAro nIce Utare tema IrachA, saMkalpa vikalpa evI cIja che ke "jema maLe tema khADe vadhe." eka rUpiye jenI pAse che, tene pUchIe keTalA rUpiyA joIe che? te te kaheze ke 100. khADe 99, 100 vALAne 1000, 1000 vALAne 10000 joIe, pachI lAkha joIe. vepAra kare te khADe purAya, paNa saMkalpamAM te vepAra karyo ke te khADe vo ! evI rIte AhAranA saMkalpa-vikalpamAM jaIe. ekendriyamAM AhAra keTale hate? beIndriyamAM tenAthI vaLe, teIndriyamAM caurIIndriyamAM vageremAM vadhate ne vadhatuM jAya che. ane paMcenidrayamAM paNa tethI adhika vadhe che. A vAta jyAre dhyAnamAM Avaze tyAre dhyAnamAM Avaze ke zAstrakAree tapasyA para jora zA mATe dIdhuM haze ? AhAra saMjJAthI chUTavuM hoya te AhAramAM utAratA cAle. eka manuSyane ApaNA upara atyaMta pyAra hoya, gaLe te vaLagate hoya, temAMthI chUTavuM hoya tyAre dhIme dhIme chUTIe chIe, evI rIte AhAra anAdithI vaLagelo che, ene sarvathA choDa che. mekSamAM gayA pachI AhAra karavAnuM nathI. AhAra cheDayA vagara mekSa maLatuM nathI. keTalAka mahAnubhave kahe che ke tapasyA eTale lAMghaNa kheMcavI. jJAnIone zvAsozvAsamAM karmakSaya thAya te teNe tapasyA zuM kAma karavI ? haju AvuM kahenArA sAce raste AvyA nathI. ApaNe jJAnI banavuM che? zAne mATe ? khAvAnI chUTa levA ! ajJanA mATe tapasyA karavAnuM zA mATe ? tIrthakara mahArAjA cAra jJAnavALA chatAM temaNe tapasyA karI. tamArI daSTie tame temane jJAnI mAne tevA jJAnIe paNa tapasyA karI che. mATe jJAnIe ekkasa tapasyA karavAnI jarUra che. ajJAnI zarIranuM dukha sahana na karI zake. Page #134 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 439 muni ahiMsaka ke akiMcana? jJAnI kone kahIe? aMtarAtmAne. bahirAtmAne jJAnI nathI kahetA. jyAre te aMtarAtmA che te zarIranA nukasAnathI ene zuM ! ene te zarIra beDI rUpa che. beDI nabaLI paDe te aMtarAtmA AnaMda mAne. banavuM che jJAnI ane tapasyAthI trAsa pAme che! aMtarAtmAne A vicAra-nizcaya. hovo joIe, ke AhAra choDIza tyAre ja mekSa maLavAnuM che. vAta dhyAnamAM laIzuM te mAlUma paDaze ke, AtmA Aja sudhI rakhaDe kema? te tene haMmezAM khAvuM khAvuM ne khAvuM tethI terakhaDa. paMkhIne svabhAva rAte khAvAno nathI. rAtre potAnA mALAmAM sthira rahe che. rAtre caravA nIkaLe te hera. rAtre khAnArane jagatamAM paMkhInI upamA nathI devAtI. TheranI upamA kone devAya? dahADe ke rAtrinA khAvAno ja vicAra hoya tene Dhora kahevAya che, samaju hoya te rAtanA na khAya. paNa jIva te Akho divasa ne rAta khAuM khAuM karI rahe che. jema A janmamAM che, tema anaMtA janmamAM AnI A ja dazA che. khAvuM, zarIra dharavuM ane zarIra cheDavuM. dareka bhavanI vAta vicAro. AhArane vicAra A jIvane haMmezano che. phakta ekalA ekendriyapaNAmAM nathI, paNa dareka bhamAM AhArane vicAra che yAvat, saMsI pacendriyamAM pAMce IdrinA vikAro AhAra sattAnA pariNAme ApaNane vaLagyA. sannI paMcendriyamAM enuM sAdhaka kuTuMba vaLagyuM. gAya ne vAcharaDAnA saMka9pa vicAre. jAnavarone paNa kuTuMba paratve bahu prema hoya che. baccAnA mahine lIdhe navI vIyANI gAya mArakaNuM kUde che, hariNI paNa vAghanI sAme thAya che ! A badhuM baccAnA nehane lIdhe bane che. baccA paNa mAne lIdhe doDe che, e zAne lIdhe ? kuTuMbanA mehane lIdhe te doDe che. kuTuMbapaNAnA saMkalpamAM tiryacapaNuM bhegavIe chIe. vivekarahitapaNAthI bALakane dhavaDAvyuM, pALyuM, baccAne bacAvavA khAtara lAkaDIo khAdhI paNa tenuM phaLa zuM? kUtarI baccAne pALe tethI kUtarIne lAbha zuM? A vicAra kone. Page #135 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 440 AnaMda pravacana darzAna hoya ? tiyacamAM vivekapaNu hAya kayAMthI ? evIrIte nivivekI manuSya paNa niSphaLa kAryAM kare. pariNAma vicArIne kArya koNa kare? tA ke vivekI kare. e ja tiyaMcanA saMkalpA haju paNa manuSyapaNAmAM AvyA che. kuTuMbane pALavA pASavA vagerenuM phaLa zu' te vicAyuM, hajArA pApA, hajArA adharmI karIe, deva pratye eDharakArI dAkhavIe ane gurUnI avajJA karIe te tenu phaLa zu? paNa jIvane gaLe te prANa hAya tApaNu kuTubanI ja ci'tA thayA kare che. manuSyamAM kuTuMbaciMtA sAthe paisAne meAha vaLagyA, vivekazUnyapaNAnu lakSaNa hajI manuSyapaNAmAM emanuM ema ja rahyu che. vahuone ghera AvyA pachI sAsuenI zI dazA thAya che te chatAM bIjAne paraNAvavA hAya tyAre evI ne evI rIte sAsu ghelI thaI jAya che. .. devagatimAM paNa e ja sthiti heAya che devatAmAM sagAnA kAI jAtanA samaMdha nathI. manuSyamAM eka mAtAnA jaNelA e bhAI hAya tema devamAM nava mahinA nathI rAkhavAnuM garbhamAM ke nathI pALavAnuM, chatAM mAhathI devatA gADA eTalA badhA thaI jAya che ke teneA pAra nathI. eka devI cyavI te devatA gAMDA thaI gayA. devatApaNAmAM kuTuMbapaNAnA mAha ema ne ema cAle che. manuSyapaNAmAM badhA karatAM paisAnI navI sthiti UbhI thaI, atyAra sudhI pAMca indriyAnI ja hatI, paNa kuTuMkhapaNAnI UbhI thaI, pachI sthAnanI-makAnanI ane pachI A paisAnI lAlaca UbhI thaI ! have paisA AgaLa AgaLanI ye gauNa thaI jAya che. IndriyAnA viSaye cheDavA paDe te kabUla. kuTuMbane duHkha thAya che te paNa te kabUla. te pelI sAta karatAM A AThamI sthiti te duniyAnA viSayAne paNa bhUlAve che. paisAne aMge ja paramezvarapaNAnI buddhi thAya e manuSya pa'cendriyapaNAmAM ja che. sAdhue tethI ja kahe che ke kicana aneA,' sAdhunu nAma ahiMsaka nathI rAkhyu, satyavAdI nathI rAkhyuM paNa akiMcana nAma rAkhyuM. sAdhumAM guNa ghaNA khadhA che paNa nAma Page #136 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ muni ahisaMka ke akiMcana? 44. te "akiMcana rAkhyuM, guNa hoya te paNa te guNa je parigrahamAM levA. te badhA guNe nAza pAmavAnA, ane je parigrahathI viramya te guNe nahIM hoya tenAmAM te paNa te AvavAnA nAmathI "akiMcana kahevAya." paNa svarUpamAM jaIe tyAre be bAbata kahevAya che. kaMcana-kAminI rahitapaNAnA aDDA tarIke kaMcana ane pravRttinA mULa tarIke kAminI hovAthI beya hitapaNuM te ja sAdhupaNuM. gherathI nIkaLe, e ja sAdhupaNuM. gharatyAga e pratrajyAne zabda che, sarvathA prakAre gharathI nIkaLI javuM enuM nAma ja pravayA. zabdArthathI vicArIe gharathI sarvathA nIkaLavuM. atyAre zuM kahIe chIe. vairAgya Avyo hoya te cheDI do ghara, zuM viSaya ke kaSA nathI cheDavA ? je kaMcana ne kAminI be chUTayA te pahelAnA badhA viSe ApoApa chuTaze. paMtagiyAnuM meta tenI AMkho lAve che. tevI rIte ApaNuM meta A AThamI cIja ja lAve che. jema vicArazakti vadhI, tema karma vadhyAM, paNa A AhAra, kuTuMbameha ane paisAnI paramezvarabuddhi TaLe te manuSyapaNAmAM ja badhuM pamAya. ElGIFGEE vakatAnA guNa (1) vacanazaktivALA, (2) vistAra ane sakSepane jJAtA, (3) priya kahenAra, (4) avasaracitane jANanAra, (5) satyavAdI, (6) saMdehane chedanAra, (7) saghaLAM zAstromAM nipuNa, (8) vastunA pUratA ane Avazyaka varNanamAM vilaMba nahi karanAra, (9) sapUrNa aMgavALA athavA vyaMgya rIte-ADakatarI rIte nahi kahenAre, (10) lokone raMjana karanAra, (11) sabhAne jItanAra, (12) ahaMkAra vinAne, (13) dharmanuM AcaraNa karanAra ane (14) saMtoSI hovuM joIe. GENERGESTIGElGRIETRIES Page #137 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [i[ pAtaLA kapAyathI manuSyapaNuM mana MIHIRAINIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEE IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII jIva mAtrane kavAya vaLagele che. paga aDe te sApe DaMkha de AmAM aparAdha keTalo ane saja keTalI ? A meTI sajA kavAyanI ugratAthI thAya che. jyAre jIvamAM kaSAya pAtaLA thAya tyAre manuSyapaNuM maLe che. A pAtaLA kaSAya svAbhAvika joIe, garaja hoya tyAre phodhane, mAnane, mAyAne ane lebhane gaLI jaIe te pAtaLA nahi, paNa svAbhAvika thAya te te pAtaLA. AthI ja zAsakArAe rAma vItha mU" kahyuM che. "jIvuM ane bIjAne jIvADuM" A madhyama vRttie manuSyapaNuM maLe che. jiirrrrrrrerrrrr r rrrrrrrrrrrrrii manuSya ane pazu badhA viSayanA vega pAchaLa ghasaDAya che. pU. AcArya mahArAja zrI haribhadrasUrijI dharmopadeza ApatAM jaNAve che ke "he mahAnubhAve ! A jIva IndriyonA viSa, ane mAnasika vikAre-A be tarapha anAdi kALathI jhakI rahyo che. indrienA viSaye mATe keIne upadeza ApavAnI jarUra nathI paDatI. jAnavaro paNa TADha vAya to taDake jAya ne tApa lAge te chAMyaDe jAya. che. manuSya ke jAnavaramAM e bAbata svAbhAvika joIe chIe ke taDake lAge te chAMyaDe ne TADha vAya to taDake jAya; temAM kaIne kAMI kahevuM paDatuM nathI. mAnasika vicAro ane gusso jAnavaramAM paNa hoya che. pArevA jevI jAta bilADI upara gusse thAya, manuSya paNa mAnasika vicAromAM rAcI rahela che eka sArthavAha keI sthaLe gayo che; cAlatAM cAlatAM tene pisAnI jarUra paDI, tethI eka zeTha pAse gaye ane tene kahyuM ke zeTha, mAre daza hajAra joIe che." Page #138 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAtaLA kaSAyathI manuSyapaNu 443 zeThe kahyuM ke amane zA vAMdhA che? ghareNu' mUkI jAva ane rUpiyA laI jAva." eka paNa tema teA udhAra Ape che. sAvAhanI pAse seAnu' hAya tA ApIne le ne! tenI pAse sAnu' nathI tepele! paisA ApatA nathI. chevaTe kUtarAne gharANe mUkIne daza hajArarUpiyA lIdhA. have zeThanA ghera cAra AvyA, cArI karatAM kUtare rADerADa pADI paNa zeThe gaNakAryuM nahi. ceArA mAla laine gayA tyAre kUtarA kha'dhana tADIne cArAnI pAchaLa gayA. cAree mAladATaye! te sthAna joIne kUtarA potAnA sthAne pAchA ALyA. savAre cArI thayAnI khakhara paDI. hAhA thaI, kUtarA zeThanA dhAtiyAnA cheDApakaDIne kheMcavA mAMDayA, tyAre zANA zeThe kahyuM ke A DoLa karatAnathI paNa ApaNane melAve che." zeTha te cheDAne AdhAre gaye, mAlajAnavare khAdIne ApyuM. mAla ApyuM eTale zeThane tA badalA vaLyA, kUtarAne gaLe ciThThI khAMdhIne zeThe tene ravAnA karyuM ne lakhyu ke tamArA tarAe amane vadhAre phAyado karyAM che mATe meM tene cheADI mUkayA che.' eka vakhate sAvAhe daza hajAra pAchA ApavA Ave che. AvatAM rastAmAM pahADa AvyA te pahADa uparathI kUtarAne joyA, ne sAvAhanA pattA gayA, kUtarAne kahyuM: nimakaharAma, badamAza, mArI AbarU upara pANI reDayuM ? jyAM kUtarA najIkamAM AvyA tyAre vaNajhArAe kahyuM ke tane dhikkAra che.' A sAMbhaLatAM kUtarA tA cakarI khAI paDayA ne marI gayA, vaNajhArA jyAM kUtarA pace che tyAM pAseAvI ne vaNajhArA jue che tyAM khakhkhara paDI ke kUtarAne gaLe cIThThI mAMdhelI che. ciThThI joIne temAM vAMcyuM tyAre sAcI khabara paDI. pachI teNe mahuja pazcAttApa kaceryAM ane zeThanA 10,000 ane peAtAnA bIjA teTalA umerIne kUtarAnI yAdagIrImAM tyAM taLAva baMdhAvyuM. mananA gumAnane, gussAnA ane prapa`cano vega manuSya ane jAnavara anemAM rahelA che. manuSya manuSyanA hisAbanI ane jAnavara jAnavaranA hisAmanI cAlakhAjI kare che leAbha tA pratyakSa badhAmAM joIe chIe, manuSya ane jAnavara banne viSayanA vega pAchaLaghasaDAI rahele che. Page #139 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 444 AnaMda pravacana darAna jeo InidrAnA viSayo pAchaLa doDI rahyA che tene dhamanI kiMmata nathI. nAnA bALakane AbarUne ke kiMmatane khyAla hete nathI. tame zAstro mATe be ke dharma phAkaDA mAravA, pIvA, oDhavA ke paheravA mATe kAma lAge che nAna che paNa tema bole che ke AbarU phAkaDA mAravA, pIvA, paheravA ke oDhavAmAM kAma lAge che ? nAnuM bALaka khAvAmAM ne pIvAmAM samaryuM che. phAkavAne saskAra eTale badhe paDe che ke nAnA chokarAne cATavuM batAve che te paNa cATavA jAya che. tevI rIte vastra vagere game te cIja batAve tene paNa te cATavAnI mahenata kare che. ene lata ja khAvAnI paDI che phAkavAvALAne ane pIvAvALAne AbarUnI kimata na lAge. tema dharma paheravAoDhavAnA kAmane nathI. te pachI te zA kAmane ? jeo IndriyanA viSayo ane mananA vicAro aMge doDI rahyAM che tene dharmanI kimata nathI. viSayanA vikAro ane mananA vegathI je dorAyelA nathI te samaje che ke A jiMdagIne AdhAra hoya te te dharma che te sivAya bIjuM kaMI nathI. pahelAM ApaNA janma para vicAra kare. A janma kenI pasaMdagIne mAtAnI IcchAne, pitAnI prArthanAne, ke chokarAnI IcchAne? te kahevuM paDe ke ekenA vicArane nahi. mAtApitAe rakhaDate je ne "A jIvane kukhe ke kuLamAM lauM, tema kare paNa "A mAtApitA sArA che mATe tenA ghera janma lauM? keInI IcchAne nathI. paNa janma kenA lIdhe thayo ? paMcendriyanuM akhaMDapaNuM te kenI IcchAnuM che ? jenI nasIbadArI, te ja manuSyapaNuM pAme che. * manuSyapaNuM maLyuM che pAtaLA kapAyathI. jagata tarapha dRSTi karIe bAdazAha ane bIrabala jharUkhe beThA che. tyAMthI kaI dubaLe nIkaLe che. bAdazAha bIrabalane pUche ke "bIrabala ! ce kabalA dabalA karuM hai." tyAre bIrabale kahyuM ke "sAheba ! khAvAnuM nathI maLatuM." Page #140 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAtaLA kaSAyathI manuSyapaNuM tyAre bAdazAhe kahyuM ke "bevakupha ! khAne kA nA mIle te khAje' kA bhUkA khAya. bhUkhyA kayuM rahe ? bAdazAhanA bhANAmAM khAjA AkhA mUke paNa te bhAgyA vinA. na rahe, kAraNa ke te bhUke na khAya. bAdazAhI kuLamAM janmyA, ucharyo,. tene lIdhe khAjAne bhUke nakAme lAge che, tyAre ema kahe che. je te jagata AkhAne najaramAM le tyAre mAlUma paDe ke makAInI gheMsa keTalI mukela che ? tevI rIte ApaNe paNa manuSyapaNuM pAmIne samajaNA thayA chIe. A manuSyapaNuM bAdazAhI khAjAnA bhUkko samAna che. keI divasa e. vicAra karyo ke A manuSyapaNuM kema maLyuM ? ApaNe ja manuSyo thayA tenuM koI kAraNa? A vicArane AkhI jiMdagImAM avakAza maLatuM nathI, anAdi krodhAdi vikArone avakAza che ja, manuSya kema. banyo te vicArIne ja avakAza nathI. ApaNe IndriyonA viSaye. tarapha ne mananA vikAre tarapha eTalA badhA khecAyelA chIe ke manuSya. kema banyA te jANavA-samajavAne avakAza ja na maLe. A. manuSyapaNuM rUpI peDhImAM thApaNa mUkI te keTalI ghaTI, keTalI vadhI, tene kAMI vicAra karyo? kaI purAMta upara A peDhI khullI mUkAI hatI teno vicAra karyo ? je ame nathI bhaNyA e nizALano ja boyakeTa che ema te nathIne? sAcI nizALa e ke jenuM nAma dharma che. dharma eka ja mATInI. peDhInI milakata batAvanAra che. jene aphINanI Teva paDI che tene pAMca pakavAnna Ape paNa kasuMba na Apo to te phakakA. lAge paNa kasuMbo ApIne mIThAnI gheMsa pAI do to paNa te tene mIThI lAge che. vyasana lAgeluM hoya te te maLyA pachI bIjI game tevI kharAba cIja maLe te paNa te sArI lAge. jene krodha para kAbU nahi te kayAM sAro rahevAne ? sApane eka chokaro aDe temAM tene nukasAna. keTaluM thayuM ? paNa teNe sajA keTalI karI te vicAre ! motanI sajA. karI. zAne lIdhe ? kodha para kAbU nahi, tene lIdhe. Page #141 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana ghAMcIe kahyuM hatuM ke "mAro baLada nyAya nathI bhaNyo, te sArUM che" eka nayAcika bhaNIne nIkaLyo. rastAmAM gAma AvyuM tyAM mAMgavA nIkaLyA. tyAM te eka ghAMcIne ghera AvyA. ghAMcI leTa ApavA AvyA tyAM sudhI paMDitajIne dhyAnamAM joyA. tyAre ghAMcI kahe che ke leTa ApavA Avyo chuM, atyAra sudhI zA vicAramAM paDayA che?" paMDitajIe pUchayuM ke "A ghaMTaDI keNu vagADe che ? ghAMcIe kahyuM, "mAro baLada tyAre paMDita kahe ke "kAraNa vagara te na bane" ghAMcIe kahyuM : huM bahAra gaye houM tyAre ghaMTaDI vAge tethI mane mAlUma paDe ke baLada phare che." tyAre paMDite kahyuM ke "te beThe beThe mAthuM halAve ne ghaMTaDI vAge ema na bane ? tyAre ghAMcIe kahyuM ke "mAre baLada nyAyanI luccAI nathI bha ." ApaNe vicAra karo ke nukazAna keTaluM thayuM ne keTaluM karyuM? -ane keTaluM te nyAyathI karyuM ? je Ave teno upayoga karI devo. ApaNe paNa pahelA bhavamAM kodha para kAbU vagaranA heta te ahIM na heta te kayAM heta ? kasuM be ke tene tyAM ja aphINIe poTaluM mUke, bIje na mUke. zAstrakAra kahe che ke krodhAdi cAra jenA pAtaLA heya, kutrima rIte te pAtaLA badhAne karavA paDe che. sAme kalekaTara maLyo hoya ane te cakacUra hoya ane tamane tenuM mAthuM vAgyuM hoya te paNa. tame kahe ke "sAheba mApha karazo. kAraNa ke te amaladAra che, te GdhuM karavAnuM jANe che. ahIM tamAro koI keTale pAtaLe ? bhIla kApaDa levA AvyA. te kaMgALa che. zeThe kApaDa kADhyuM ane tene bhAva kahyo tyAre pelAe kahyuM ke "zeTha, sAcuM bole." Page #142 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAtaLA kaSAyathI manuSyapaNuM 447 eTale pahelAM belyA te jUThuM thayuM ne? tethI tamane jUThThA kahyA chatAM tamane gumAna na AvyuM. kema ke gumAna kare te kethaLImAM kANuM paDI jAya; kaSAya evA pAtaLA karavAthI manuSyapaNuM nathI maLatuM, paNa te svabhAvathI maLe che. prapaMcamAM tame samajatA ho ke A prapaMca -gaLe paDaze to tame zuM kare ? akakalavAnanI AgaLa prapaMcanI vAta na karo, paNa sIdhI vAta karo. kAraNa ApaNe jANIe chIe ke tyAM bhADe phUTI jaze. svabhAve krodhAdi pAtaLA joIe. "durbalanA gunAne sahana kare tenuM nAma pAtaLA kaSAya. nA vIdha mUAna sAmarthya chatAM paNa apakArane badale na leve paNa tyAM kSamA ApavI. tame halakA kuLamAM janmyA ne bIjA halakA' zabdo kahe che te tame sahana kare, temAM navAI nahi. tevI rIte prapaMcamAM ne lebhamAM paNa pAtaLApaNuM svabhAve hoya te ja te manuSyapaNAnI milakata meLavI Ape. jyAre A cAra mAMcaDA thAya tyAre manuSyanA AyuSyane dara thAya. jyAre svabhAve kaSAyanuM pAtaLApaNuM thayuM jANapaNe ke ajANu paNe, tyAre manuSyapaNuM maLe. jANe-ajANe khUna kare te sajA thAya, tevI rIte manuSyajIvana keNa meLave ? te cAra kaSAya pAtaLA hoya te meLave. manuSyajIvana e gulAmI jIvana che. paradezI sattAnI. rUe gulAmI jIvana nahIM paNa duniyAdArInI apekSAe gulAmI jIvana. pRthvI vagara tame jIvI zake che ? pANI, havA, agni ne vanaspati vagerene choDI do ane pachI ja joIe ? te eka ghaDI paNa tame jIvI zake nahi. A jIvanamAM pRthvI--vagerenI daramiyAnagIrI vagara ApaNAthI kaMI thAya ja nahIM. tenA asahakArane sahana kare te kahevuM paDaze ke te banI zake tema nathI, pelA bhavamAM duHkhIonAM dukhe jene dayA AvI ne tene lIdhe je vasAvyuM, tene lIdhe A badhAne sahakAra maLe. manuSyanuM jIvana maLyuM, paNa vyaktitva kyAM rahe? te vyaktitva Page #143 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 448 AnaMda pravacana darzana tenA guNomAM raheluM che. bIjAnA bhoge pote jIve. A vicAre te kIDI che, kAraNa ke tyAre bIjAnA jIvananA bhoge paNa huM jIvuM tema hatA. duniyAmAM jyAM sudhI viveka nathI hote tyAM sudhI jIvananA bhoge jIvuM. guNe kema Ave che te upara dhyAna devAnuM. jIvananA. bhege jIvavAnI jagyAe jIvuM ne jIvADuM, AthI AgaLa vadhe. mArA jIvananA bhAge bIjAne jIvADuMbIjAnA jIvananA bhAge huM jIvuM te adhama. paNa mArA jIvananA bhege huM bIjAne jIvADuM te uttama. ane 1. huM jIvuM ne bIjAne jIvADuM A guNa madhyamane heya te ja manuSyapaNu AvI zake. 2. mArA jIvananA loge jIvADuM te devatAne lAyaka. 3. bIjAnA bhege javuM te naraka ane tiryaMcane lAyaka ane 4. huM jIvuM ne bIjAne jIvADuM te manuSyapaNAne lAyaka. ravabhAve pAtaLA kAyavALa, dAnarUcivALa ne madhyamaguNavALo hoya te manuSyapaNuM meLavI zake. A mATInI milakata laIne peDhI mAMDI che. paNa mATInI dukAnano vicAra kyAre karyo? ApaNe IndriyonA viSayone vicAra karIe chIe paNa ApaNe milakatano vicAra karatA. nathI te vicAra keNa karAve che ? te te eka dharma ja karAve. che. paraMtu dharma dareka Astika e mAnyA chatAM tenA bhedone pAra nathI. ne tethI kevI rIte oLakhave ? bAvAjI nAvA gayA. pAse hatI loTI tyAre tyAM AgaLa retamAM te dATI. nAhIne Ave tyAre dATela loTInI jagyAnI khabara paDe tethI tyAM retInI DhagalI karI. tevI rIte jeTalA. nAhavA AvyA, te dareke tyAM DhagalI karI. have bAvAjI nAhIne AvyA, tyAre mArI DhagalI kaI te samajavI muzkela thaI. dharmanI DhagalIo, badhAe karI paNa tattvavALI DhagalI kaI ? A dharmanI parIkSA. kaSa, cheda ane tApathI thAya che. AthI kaSa, cheda ane tApathIdharmanI parIkSA karIne dharma kara joIe. Page #144 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * 12 zarIra eTale darabArI jamIna para IIIIIIIIIIIII 11NMIETILIIN10118111111: SILITIES ApaNe sukha zAzvatAM ane dukha vinAnAM joIe che. sukha zAzvatAM te ane duHkha vinAnAM joIe to Indriyone kAbUmAM rAkhavI joIe te vinA zAzvatAM mukha maLatAM nathI. iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii dukhanI chAMTa vinAnuM sukha joIe. zAstrakAra zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja "jJAnasAra"mAM iMdriyajayASTaka karatAM sUcave che ke A saMsAramAM je jIva dekhIe te eke Idriya, beIdriya, teIdriya caurindriya, nArakI, devatA, tiryaMca ke manuSya hoya badhAnI eka ja IcchA hoya che. IrachAmAM bheda kAIne nathI. eka ja IcchA sukhanI heya che. dariyo eka ja. nadI kaI game tyAMthI jAya, paNa dariyo eka. badhI nadIo javAnI tyAM dariyAmAM. rastAmAM vacce vyavahAramA bhale Ave. tema jIvane sukha meLavavuM. game te hoya (nArakI Adi), paNa badhA mAge sukha. A joIe, peluM joIe, paNa badhuM sukha. sAdhane bhale judAM hoya, ke I makAna, kSetra, mahela, putra, strI dvArA sukha I che. dvAra game teTalAM hoya paNa IcchA eka ja sukhanI. DuMgarAnI nadI le te cheDe dariyAmAM. tevI rIte ahIM paNa keInI paNa IcchA le te cheDe sukha. je sukha karanArI vastu te saMgharIe. te ja vastu kAle duHkha karanArI thAya to tene pheMkI daIe. pahelAM kalyANa karanArI mA che. ema dhArI "mA, mA kare. meTA thaye tyAM mA pratye rAga ghaTI gaye, sukhanI sthiti mAlUma paDe tyAM sudhI mA. pachI tene choDI de che. zarIra sAruM hoya tyAre ne saDe tyAre kema ? sagAsaMbaMdhI, dhana, zarIrAdi sukha kAraNa mATe hoya tyAM sudhI temane sacavAya, ne teo duHkhanuM kAraNa jaNAya, te tene 29 Page #145 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 450 AnaMda pravacana darzana cheDIe. duniyAne cIjanI sagAi nathI. te teA sukhanI icchAthI tene vaLage che ne dukhanuM kAraNa mAlUma paDe tyAre te pheMkI de che. vicArIzuM te mAlUma paDaze ke badhAnuM dhyeya eka ja ke sukha meLavavu'. dareka kevu* sukha meLavavA mAge che ? kadara sArI hAya tenA kAMTALA heAya che. lADavA sArA paNu zAka, athANA vagara pIrase te khAnAra keTalA khAya ? cAra khAtA hAya tA be khAya ne athANuM zAka Ape! teA badhA khAI jAya. duniyAmAM sukha che. paNa sukhane aMge koI kaMTALatA nathI chatAMya e sukhathI kArya divasa te kaMTALe che ? gaLyu... khAtAM kaTALyA. tema sukha bhAgavatAM kaTALyA ? nA. kema ? kevuM joie che sukha ? vanta kulena saMmizra duHkhanI chApa paNa na paDelI hoya, tevu' sukha dareka Icche che. svapne paNa ema na heAya ke ATaluM duHkha Ave teA ThIka. chekarAnA zaNagAramAM A DAgha na ja joIe, na lAgavA joie. tema tamAre paNa sukhamAM du:khanA DAgha na oie. zarIra e teA rAvaLI jamIna che. zarIra cheDA eTale tenAM sukha mUkavAM paDe, emAMya vaLI keTalIka cIja ApaNI jiMdagI sudhI cAle, pachI keANa jANe ? pAMca indriyAnA karAra ApaNI jANa bahAra che? tameA khasA tyAre zarIra tamArU nahi; tame zarIranA nahIM; tame indriceAnA nahI ane indriyA tamArI nahIM. A karArathI AyuSya paNa jiMdagInA karArathI che paNa ApaNe sukha kAI karArathI levA mAMgatA nathI. kAIpaNa divasa ema nathI thatuM ke 20-25 varSa sukha Ave! pachI duHkha bhale Ave. A paNa manamAM na thAya ke A jiMdagI sukhathI pasAra thAya ane AvatI ji'gI Ave temAM bhale duHkha AveA. A zarIra-indriyanI zarata jiMdagIne cheDe pUrI thAya tenI ciMtA nahI, paNa duHkha na thAya enI ciMtA kharI. A zarIrAdi maLelAM che paNa te maLelAM kevAM ? rAjyamAM mATe zeTha hAya, tenI jamIna rAvanI rahe che, mAlikInI nahi. tenI peThe A sukha che. raheA tyAM sudhI meAja mANA. Page #146 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zarIra eTale darabArI jamIna 4pa1 cAra vIghA lo ke cauda vIghA le paNa hada cheDIne eka gAu jAya, te mULa jamIna sAthe levA devA nahi, cAra hAtha paga nahi. jyAM sudhI ahIM rahe tyAM sudhI kUdAkUda karI lo paNa tyAMthI nIkaLyA pachI kaMI na vaLe. te ahIM ne ahIM ujajaDa verAna paDI rahe e kabUla paNa rAvaLI jamIna bahAra jAya, ane ene na maLe. ahIMnA hoya tene ja maLe. tema zarIramAMthI nIkaLyA pachI, rAkhaDA thAya, tene kUtarA khAya, ziyALa khAya paNa tyAM tamAre hakka nahIM. Ane aMge jANIe chIe ke A zaratI che, zarata vagaranuM nathI. AgADha nathI ke jyAM rahe tyAM paNa mAlikI jAya. zarIra AgADha nathI. AvI jamInamAM ApaNe rahIe chIe ane rahyA chatAM rAvaLInI sthiti tapAsatA nathI. rALA kayAM kharacAya? AgADha jamIna upara beraDuM hoya tyAM. eTale rAvaLI jagA upara rALA na kharacAya. zarIrarUpa jagyA tIrthakaro ane gaNadharAdine paNa AgADha vecANa nathI maLI te pachI tuM kaI sthitine ke tane AgADha maLavAnI ? koIne maLI nathI, maLatI nathI ne maLaze paNa nahIM. pachI tyAM herAnagati mATe teTalA ja rALA kharacAya. rahIe tyAre mAnathI rahIe. kharacatAM vicAra karavo paDe te ja vAta. ahIM A rAvaLI jamIna, tene aMge puNya kharace paNa pagya bhogavIe te vakhate vicAra karo ke zuM karIe chIe ? pApa bAMdhe tyAre vicArI lo ke zuM thaze ? janmathI maraNa sudhI dareka kSaNe bAMdhelI puNyaprakRti teDIe chIe. rAvaLI jamIna mATe rAyanA kharacAya te vicAro cho ? ne temAM devuM e te gAMDe ja kare ? keI tyAM khoraDuM bAMdhI de, nahitara badhuM khalAsa. bIjI jagyAmAM javAya, devAM karAya paNa ahIM na pAlave, A rAvaLI jamInamAM rAcI puNyarUpI rAvaLa kharace ane pApanuM devuM kare che. AvuM karyA chatAM manamAM zuM hoya ke AvatI gatimAM duHkha na maLe. sukha keAI kALe khase nahi. -Ama jIva che sukha dukha vagaranuM ane koI divasa khase nahi teva, Page #147 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ para AnaMda pravacana darza te paNa saMpUrNa, adhurUM nahIM. bIjI cIja adhurI pAlave. taLAva. pANIthI AkhuM bhareluM hoya paNa loTA be loTAthI saMtoSa thAya. - dharma manomana sAkSIe e badhA mATe nahi hIrA peTImAM nAkhe, khIssAmAM nAkhe, paNa le kAcanA kakaDAbadhI dhAraNA pravRtti hIrAnI, paNa vastumAM vAMdho zuM? tethI kAca hIre thAya kharo ? nA. dhAcuM badhuM paNa thAya nahIM. ApaNe kahIe ke manemana sAkSI. are ! ApaNe manomana sAkSI hoya? te te cittavALAne ja hoya. ApaNe evuM sukha dhAryuM paNa tethI kAma nathI thatuM. vastu joIe.. ApaNe kahIe kriyA karma ane pariNAma baMdha e badhe nahIM. Akasmika pa hoya tyAM, nahi te musalamAna, brAhmaNa, dhAgApathI badhA A mAne che, paNa dhAre che zuM ? dharma badhA mAne che tethI dharma badhAnTa thaI javAne. kiyA bhale thAya paNa pariNAme dharma che ne? jyAM zAstrAdhAre zAstra samajI, zAstrane AdhAre pariNAma dhArI, zAstrathI. kriyA zarU karI tyAM palaTo thaI jAya. tyAM pariNAme dharma pANImAM mAkhI paDI, bacAvavA pravRtti karI, paNa jIva marI gai pachI hiMsA lAgI ke dayAnuM phaLa thayuM ? vicAre, lAbha bacAvavAne ne kriyA kaI thaI ? meta chatAM pariNati bacAvavAnI hatI, tethI lAbha. ko. hiMsA karavA mATe pravarte, chaTakI gaye, hiMsA na thaI te tenuM phaLa zuM? hiMsA chatAM ahiMsAnuM ane ahiMsA chatAM hiMsAnuM phaLa. kudeva, kugu, kudharma mAne che paNa sArA dhArIne mAne che ne? AthI ApaNuM sukhanI icchA savakALane mATe, saMpUrNa mATe chatAM phaLIbhUta kayAre thAya? tevAM kAraNe jeDIe tyAre saMpUrNa sukha joIe. te evuM sthAna che ke jemAMthI maLela sukha nAza na pAme. pAtra ze. te pAtra evuM hoya ke jyAM agADha vecANavALI, ochIvattI, na thAya tevI jagyA te mokSa. je cauda rAjalokamAM svAdhIna, agADha vecANanI mAphaka hoya kharacela che. rALA tyAM nakAmA jatA nathI. zarIrAdi rAvaLI jamIna, darabArI jamIna agADha vecANavALI hoya Page #148 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zarIra eTale darabArI jamIna to tyAM mokSa che. jyAM kula sattA ja AtmAnI hoya, pudgalanI nahIM. tethI sarva prakAre asaMkhyAtA pradezoe dareka samaye AtmA cAmRta thAya che. devAmAM DUbelA rAjyane cheDAvavA rAjavIoe karakasara upara keDa bAMdhavI joIe, na bAMdhe te jamInadArIne cheDI zake nahi. tame karakasara upara keDa bAMdhe. rAjavI zokha ochI kare te keDa bAMdhI zake, nahitara nahi. tema devAmAMthI tAre mukta thavuM hoya te tamAre keDa bAMdhavAnI jarUra che. te kayAre thAya ke Indriyone kAbUmAM rAkhavA mATe taiyAra thAya. tyAre pikAra karavAthI devuM chUTe nahi. paNa devuM cheDavAnuM lakSya rAkhavuM. tema tamAre paNa jeTalI tAkAta, sAmarthya ke zakita hoya te badhI pheravavI. A keDa bAMdhI rAjA rAjyane devAmAMthI choDave, tema tuM keDa bAMdhI, Indriya jItI zakIza ane tethI ja saMsArathI chUTIza ane mokSa meLavIza. ja bhAvadayAnAM nijharaNuM jharAvavA mATe jenA darzana jagatamAM jagyuM che. * jyAM sudhI bhAvadayAnuM tatva nihALanArA nahi thAo tyAM sudhI prabhumArganI badhI kAryavAhI sAyanI siddhi karI zakaze nahi. slee Page #149 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pa6 AnaMda pravacana darzana AkhA jagatanA badhA abhAva AvyA. A pAnuM nahIM evuM koNa belI zake ? Ane paNa oLakhe ane pitAne paNa oLakhe e ja bolI zake. A padArthane jANavA mATe enA abhAve paNa jANavA jeI e. e jyAre jaNAya? jyAre tenA mULa jaNAya tyAre abhAva paryAyane sIdhe zabda paraparyAya. svaparyAyane jANI zake nahIM te paraparyAyane jANe, tethI tyAM sudhI pharI jaNAI kahevAya nahIM. mATe jagatanA padArtho jANe, tyAre ja abhAva jANe ane abhAva jANe, tyAre badhuM jANe, mATe sarvajJanI jarUra che. A uparathI sarvajJapaNuM sAbita karyuM, kAlakanA jJAnane zAstramAM sthAna che te pachI te zuM lAbha karavAnuM? vagara prasaMganuM sarvarUpaNuM sAbita thayuM. tamArA prasaMga-je vagara phAyadAnuM jJAna te nakAmuM che. tenuM amArA zAsanamAM sthAna nathI. zAstrathI te phAyado UDI gaye, kAraNa ke kAlakanA jJAnanI jarUra zI che ? ane te jJAnathI phaLa zuM che? chatAM zAse te jJAnane jarUrI jaNAvyuM che. rAgI devane te nathI, tema zAstramAM jaNAvela phAyado ApaNane sUjhatuM nathI. paiso anarthanI khANa hoya te duniyAdArImAM "vasu vagaranA nara pazu, e vAta kema kahevAmAM Ave che? duniyAmAM nirguNIne paNa eka paisAdAra hovAthI mAre mAnavo paDe che. A manuSyanI maherabAnI joIe. "vasu vagarane pazu," e kahevatathI kharAba mANasane sAre gaNavo paDaze. netanA sATe jene janma Ape. herAna herAna thaI jemaNe janma Apyo. tene mATe karyo e ja chokare je paisA uDAvI de te "mAro parabhavane verI" ema kahevAya che. eka pisAnI khAtara vairI kahIne UbhA rahe che, game tevuM tamAre vaira heya paNa je enI taraphathI 500nI Avaka thavA lAge te kALajAne ghA hoya te paNa rUjhAI jAya, burAmAM buruM kAma karyuM hoya, te paNa DhaMkAI jAya. camI manuSyane vyavahAranI rItio paisA ApyA hoya, te jarA dabA Page #150 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jIvajIvana ane jaDajIvana 4pa7 hoya te tene DhoMgI, lucco kahI daIe chIe! jamAI hoya te tene kaho che, "be dahADA jamI jaje paNa paisA paisAnI vAta na karaze." vicAraze te jaNAze ke zAstra ane anAthanI jaDa kahe che. rAgI doSane dekhatA nathI. tamane paisA tarapha evI vicitra rAga-daSTi thaelI che ke paisA mATe mA sAthe, bApa sAthe, bAyaDI sAthe laDavA ane dariyAmAM DUbakI khAvA taiyAra che. ATalI rAga daSTi jene paisA 'upara che, e manuSyane paisA anarthanuM mULa che, e kema dhyAnamAM Ave? ja jarUti nI vAna, je pisAne paramezvara tarIke mAnanArA che -teNe derAsaranA paramezvarane AghA mUkayA che. aMtaHkaraNanA paramezvarane kaMI paNa bAdha Ave e na pAlave. e vakhate derAsaranA paramezvara para prIti rahe che? kayA paramezvara para prIti rahe che ? ahIM samyaktvanuM svarUpa vicAre. sAra ane asAranA mukAbalAmAM sArane haNa kare. ahIM zraddhAnI khabara paDe. jenA gharamAM coro pioTalA bAMdhe che. chatAM jenuM ekapaNa rUMvADuM 'UMcuM thatuM nathI. A dhAraNAo zI rIte rahI zake? eka ja hatuM temane pelA derAsaranA paramezvara hatA. sulasAnI pAse deva Avyo. je vakhate 1400 nava dIkSito bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne hatA. gautamasvAmine pa000 hatA. Aja te pAMcaso sAdhuo che. te vakhate azana, pAna, khAna vagerenI maMtraNane vidhi karyo. be sAdhu lakSapAka tela levA sulasAne tyAM AvyA. sAdhue gRhasthane tyAM vagara jeelI vastu na mAgavI. chatAM auSadha bheSaja hatuM tethI lakSapAka tela mAgyuM. eka lAkha rUpiyAnuM te lakSapAka tela che. sulasA eka sIse lAve, eTale devatA pheDI nAkhe. A vakhate manane pUchI joIe. akamI dUdha levA jAya te bheMsa marI jAya evA sAdhu che ke temane tela ApavA jatAM A zIze phUTI jAya, ane eka ja vicAra thAya che, DhaLAI gayuM paNa bIjo vicAra thatuM nathI. A zuddha pAtra, zuddha bIja, zuddha vastu chatAM ' mane lAbha na maLe. AvA mananA motInA ceka to pUrI jAo. : Page #151 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jIvajIvana ane jaDajIvana ka [MRAna 3 [ jyAM chadmasthapaNuM che tyAM vicAra che. A vicAra jIvajIvana ane jaDajIvana ema be prakAra che. jyAM sudhI virati na Ave tyAM sudhI jaDajIvana ane virati Ave eTale jIvajIvana, jIvajIvana chaThThA guNaThANa pachIthI ja thAya che. ane te ja parama upakAraka che ] jIvana be prakAranAM : jIvajIvana ane jaDajIvana, zAstrakAra mahArAjA nyAyAcArya zrImAna zrI yazovijayajI. mahArAja bhavya jIne upakAra mATe 23mA "lokasaMjJA aSTakamAM jaNAve che ke saMsAramAM koIpaNa jIva chastha che. saMpUrNa jJAna pAmyo nathI tyAM sudhI saMjJA vagarano hoya nahIM. je je jIvo kevaLI hoya. nahIM te badhA saMjJAvALA hoya. ane tethI ja jJAnamAM apUrNa che. kriyAnAM kAraNonI nizcitatA nathI. vicAra be prakAranA che : jIva. vicAra ane jaDa vicAra. A be prakAranA ja padArtho che. haMmezAM. vicAra padArthone thAya. je padArtha rUpe hoya tenA ja vicAre thAya. keIe svapnAmAM paNa AkAzanA phUlane vicAra karyo nathI. AkAzanuM phUla mane maLe e vicAra svapnamAM paNa A kharo ? te ja vicAra svapnamAM Ave che, je duniyAmAM hayAta hoya. jagatamAM padArtha ja be jIva ane jaDa, be jAtanA padArtha hovAthI trIjAne vicAra na heya. A vAta zAstrakArone paNa mAnya che. jIva ane jaDa jaNAvIe emAM sAMbhaLanAranuM zuM vaLyuM ? amAre jJAna e ja levAnuM ke jenAthI kAMI paNa phAyado thAya. jeo jJAnane sAdhya tarIke gaNatA hoya, phaLa tarIke gaNAtA hoya teone Page #152 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jIvajIvana ane jagajIvana 455. pUchIe ke, tamArA ISTamAM tAla keTaluM ? kaNIyA keTalA ? te tapAsyuM ? pachI pUche emAM phAyado zuM? je jJAna e ja phaLa hAya tA rastAmAM jeTalI cIje dekhavAmAM Ave te badhAnu jJAna meLavatA jAva, paNa emAM phAyado nathI. e tame kabUla karyu* gaNuzA, mAnaze e ja tamArA phAyadA. sujJanI siddhi phAyade kAne gaNyA ? hitanI pravRtti ane ahitanI nivRtti thAya e ja jJAnane phAyado karavAvALuM gaNavAmAM Ave che, jemAM hitanI pravRtti ane ahiMtanI nivRtti thAya. temAM ja phAyadA mAnavAmAM Ave che. badhI vastune jue magara na jue enI amAre jarUra nathI. amAre je ISTa hAya tene jevAnI jarUra che; tamArA sajJane gharamAM rahalI kIkIonI saMkhyA mAlUma paDI ene amAre upayoga ze! ? eka chANAnA DhagalAmAM thaelA kIDAnI gaNatarI sajJae jANI emAM amAre phAyado zu? ane na jANyu. tA nukasAna zuM? mATe A mRtyu niSphaLa jJAnahAvAthI amAre sana sAthe kAMI saMkha'dha nathI. deva kANu ? arihaMta paramAtmA. ApaNA hisAbe phaLavALuM jJAna jarUra mAnIe, tyAM sarvajJapaNAnI jarUra nathI. have ApaNe zu karavu ? tamA sarvAMnapazu mAnA nahIM. ISTa jANe te deva, sattu che ke nahIM tenI jarUra nathI paNa mahAnubhAve ! savAya' sammatta samyaktva e kayAM raheluM che. saM dravya ane sa paryAya enI aMdara samyaktva raheluM che. zraddhA lAyaka dravya ane pArkIM badhA thayA mATe sa jJAnanI jarUra che. kAipaNa paDhA khIjAnA abhAva vagaranA hAtA nathI, A peDhI jagatanA tamAma padArthonA asAvarUpa che. A peDhIne peDhI kahezeA, ghaDiyALa, pAnu. ane bIjuM kAMI kema nathI kahetA ? A peDhI jagatanA khIjA padArthAnA abhAva rUpe che. mATe have AmAM abhAva keTalA AvyA ? Page #153 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 458 AnaMda pravacana darzana jeo deva, gurU, dharmane aMge lAkha kharacanArAonI mananI kalpanA karatAM pUjI jAya che. ghanya bhAgya mArAM ke mArI pAse bIjuM che. bIje lAkhano zIro lAve che. have asUjhatuM thayuM. have bIje zaze lavAya kema? chardita doSa DhaLAtuM vaharAve te doSa lAge. tela DhaLI gayuM. A badhA vicAra sAdhune karavAne, e sAdhune zvAnane hetu hovAthI te tela laI zake, bIje paNa keDI nAkhe che. jagatamAM dIdhA lAkha khamAya paNa nukazAna keDInuM paNa nathI khamAtuM, paNa ahIM AgaLa te kahe che ke deva gurU nI lAgaNI phidA evAM nathI. nukazAnane aMge paNa bhAva palaTe na thAya temAM che. bIje zIze kUTa. jotajotAmAM be lAkhanuM nukazAna, meM pahelA bhavamAM dAna detAM aMtarAya karyo haze jethI citta, vitta ane pAtrane sAga levA chatAM huM dAna ApI na zakI. sAsu sasare zuM kaheze ? enI bIka nathI. zuM A sulatA jaMgalI rIMcha. hatI ema te nahI ne ? ene badhuM kuTuMba hatuM. parivAra hatuM, dAnanI taka maLI chatAM niSphaLa kema gaI. trIje lAve che. te paNa deva pheDI nAMkhe che. have e zIze nathI. meM nikAcine dAnAMtarAya bAMdheluM che, kAraNa ke saMpUrNa sAmagrI chatAM sa pUrNa pAtra chatAM mArAthI A dAna na banyuM. mArA dAnAMtarAyanuM keTaluM gADha aMtarAya A sAdhu nibhaMgI nahi, nibhaMgI huM, ene maLaze nahIM to te azAtA vedIne nirja karaze. paNa mArI zI vale ? mane te je lAbha maLavAne hate. te na ja maLyo. A daSTie vicAra kare tyAre samyaphavane thAMbhalo gaNAya, sulasA AvI daDha hatI tethI ja mahAvIre tene dharma lAbha kahevaDAvyuM hatuM. ApaNane vagara AMbe kerIo joIe chIe. kArataka mahine kaNabI DAhyo zuM kAma ? jeTha mahine je jera na de, e kArataka mahine DAhyo thaIne zuM karavAne ? jeTha mahine je karavuM nathI. ane kArataka mahine gADA laIne javuM che. Page #154 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 459 chavajIvana ane jaDajIvana dhanAzAlinI Rddhi heje ema lakhe che zI rIte ? sahI AgaLa 50000 hajArano parigraha che ane dhanAzAlinI Rddhi ho kaho te Ane artha zuM ? ApaNe niyamane paNa dhyAnamAM rAkhyA vagara meMDhuM phADIne beThA chIe. dhannAzAli mArka dAnanI pariNati evuM copaDAmAM lakhyu, paNa sAdhunI bhakita hojo, dAnanI pariNati hAje, sthUlibhadrajInuM ziyaLa ho, jaMbusvAmIjI jevI ziyaLanI dRDhatA ho. evuM kaI divasa divALInA paDAmAM lakhyuM kharuM ? gautamasvAminI labdhi hoje, abhayakumAranI buddhi hojo vagere lakhyuM, paNa te mahApuruSoe je karyuM, te karavA mATe taiyAra nathI. raNabA vagaranI kerIo chokarAne ramavAnI hoya. AMcaLa vagaranI gAya chokarAne khelavAnI, te dUdhanA kAmanI nahIM. ApaNe phaLane mATe huM phADIe, paNa enAM kAraNe jANavA mATe bilakula taiyAra nathI, tame to jhADa vagaranI kerIo khAvAvALA che. paNa dhyAna rAkhajo ke te dAMta teDI nAkhaze. sulasAnuM dRSTAMta devAvALAe bhAva upara vicAravuM ane saMskAro upara dhyAna pahoMcADavuM, je dhyAna pahoMcADe te gharane paramezvara haMmezAM meTa nahi banI jAya. jemAM jJAnanI nyUnatA hoya, kAraNonI anizcitatA hoya tyAM vicAra karavuM paDe. kevaLIne kAraNenI saMdigdhatA nathI, tethI temane vicAranI jarUra nathI. jyAM sudhI chadmasthatA rahelI che, tyAM sudhI kiyAno nizcaya nathI, phaLane nizcaya nathI, eTale tyAM vicAranI jarUra che. be prakAranA vicAra: jaDa vicAra ane jIva vicAra. jaDa vicAra kayAM sudhI? chaThuM guNaThANuM prApta thAya tyAM sudhI. tyAMthI kevaLa jIva vicAra. jaDanA vicAranI sattA kayAM sudhI ? jyAM sudhI chaThuM guNaThANuM na bane tyAM sudhI. chaThThA guNaThANA sudhI pApanI nivRtti kevI rIte mAne ? te nirvAha thAya tyAM sudhI pApa na kare, paNa nirvAha baMdha Page #155 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 460 AnaMda pravacana darzana thAya te pApa karavAmAM pAcho paDatuM nathI. samakitI thavAnuM badhAne ghaNuM game che. duniyA sArA zabdonI IcchAvALI che. zAhukArI badhAne game che, paNa zAhukArI rAkhavI nathI gamatI, moDhe bolavI ane dAkhavavI e to badhAne game che, cora paNa cArapaNe jAhera thavA mAgatuM nathI. mArgamAM AvavAvALAne samyaktva ja game che. keIpaNa jIva mithyAtvI thavA mAgatuM nathI, tamAma samakitI banavA taiyAra che. vicAra karavuM joIe ke samakitapaNuM kyAM che ? yAda rAkhajo ke anaMtI vakhate ApaNe samaktipaNAnI karaNI karI che. tIrthakara bhagavAnanI pUjA meTA ADaMbarathI karI che, maMdiro hajAro lAkhe vakhata baMdhAvyAM che, maMdiranI saMbhALa hajAro lAkhe vakhata karI che, mUrtio paNa bharAvI che. A badhuM karyuM. gurUne aMge hajAro dIkSAo apAvI, hajAre mahotsava karyA hajAro dIkSitanI karaNamAM madadagAra thayA, pauSadha, sAmAyika, prabhAvanA anaMtIvAra karI. AraMbha-samAraMbha cheDIne kuTuMbe kaLatA chatAM anaMtIvAra sAdhupaNuM ApaNe lIdhuM. keIpaNa kALe kakaLATa thayA vagara dIkSA thaI nathI. je dIkSA le ane kuTuMba cheDe tene te gamyuM hoya, paNa duniyAmAM je rahyA hoya tene kyAMthI game? tame tamArA phAyadA mATe kare paNa tenA svArthamAM dhake pahece, te temane kyAMthI sAruM lAge? e te ema ja samaje ke eka marI jAya. ane eka dIkSA le emAMthI gharamAM pharaka kayo paDe ? dIkSA lenArane bhale pharaka hoya, paraMtu kuTuMbane ke pharaka lAge ? kuTuMbavALAne baMne sarakhA. kAmakAja rojagAra vepAra vageremAM kuTuMbane pharaka zuM ? kaze nahIM. dIkSA levAvALo ene kAma lAgavAnuM nathI. mArA kuTuMbamAMthI kaI dIkSita thayuM nathI e vicAra keI divasa Ave che ? dharmiSTha kaleza nahIM kare, paNa dUra besI raheze. anaMtIvAra kuTuMbanA maraNathI zeka karIe chIe, tevI rIte kuTuMbane keIpaNa dIkSA le tyAre zAka ja kare che! Page #156 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jIvajIvana ane jaDajIvana 461. chokare dIkSA levAne che tevuM sAMbhaLe tyAre chAtI ane meTuM barAbara avaleke, bhale kazuM na bele; paNa aMtaHkaraNamAM AnaMda thatuM nathI. je sanmArga tarIkenI pavitramAM pavitra kArya tarIkenI chAyA haju hRdayamAM paDI nathI, tyAM harSane kRtrima utpanna kare paDe che. svAbhAvika harSa utpanna thatuM nathI. te tamane ema te kayAMthI ja thAya ke duniyAmAM ATaluM baccuM? A vicAra kayAreya paNa AvyuM ke je nIkaLe e ja bacyA. baccA tarIkenI buddhi kaI divasa Ave che? AzravamAM rahe ne baLatAmAMthI saMvaramAM jAya e taryo, mArAthI eka bara, taryo te dhanyabhAgya, e tarIkenuM aMtaHkaraNa kyAreya thayuM ? ane e . tarIkenuM aMtaHkaraNa thayuM hoya te te pote bace kema e vicAra haiya, ane ba sAMbhaLe che te AnaMda pAme, e dazA kayAM che ? have ahIM vicAre. A sthitie AkhI duniyA tare. ene taryAnI buddhi nahIM. A mArA pale lAgelA temAMthI keTalAne bacAvyA. nadInA pravAhamAM taNAI jatA hoya ne khalAsI paDe che, tenI . joDenA DUbatAne bacAvavAnI tenI pahelI pharaja che. saMsArasamudramAM badhA DUbI rahyA che. temAM ApaNe joDe rahelA te jarUra taravA joIe nA bacAvyAno je AnaMda thAya. te karatAM 1 DUbelAne zoka vadhAre thAya. pitAne Azare AveluM DUbI jAya temAM vadhAre zoka kare. ApaNane vaLagelAmAMthI eka paNa DUbe temAM ApaNuM nAzI ja kahevAya. magajamAM AvA prakAranI sthiti kyAre Ave ? jyAre, ApaNe daDha samativALA hoIe ane daDha samakitIpaNuM hoya tyAre . ja ApaNuM dharmakriyA saphaLa thAya che. Page #157 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ la anarthanuM mULa 5 FFEPS40 EDUCATIIREET:11://IT mAnyatAnA pharaka e ananu mULa che. nAnA che.karAne kAcanA kakaDA ane hIrAmAM phera lAgatA nathI, kemake tene tenI kiMmata samajAI nathI. tema AtmAnuM svarUpa samajAya nahi, tyAM sudhI chatrane kadhananAM kAraNeA mIThAM lAge che. AtmAnu svarUpa jItra samaje eTale tene cakravanI nI Rddhi ke devanI Rddhi kacarA jevI lAge che. A RddhinI pAchaLa rAcatA jIvA tene pAmara lAge che ene tene thAya che ke A bicArAnu zu thaze cha mAnyatA palaTANI eTale badhu... palaTAya che. O-----------:IRRI -------------...E jagatamAM mAnyatAnA phka te ananuM mULa che. jyAM mAnyatA UlaTI hAya, tyAM jJAna UlaTu thAya ane jJAna UlaTu hoya tyAM mAnyanA UlaTI thAya. je cheAkarAe kAcanA kaTakAmAM hIrAnI mAnyatA karI, te chekarA hAthamAM sAcA hIrA meLavI zake, tApaNa tene meLavavAnAM sAdhanA meLavavA na mAge. kAcanA kaTakArUpI je hIrA che, tenAM sAdhanA tapAsaze, ane tethI tene kAcanA kaTakAo maLaze, tyAre te khuza thaze. mahenata kAcanA kaTakA mATe karaze. sAcA hIrA ke tenAM sAdhanA jANavA mATe ke tene meLavavA mATe prayatna karatA khALakane ApaNe joI zakatA nathI. nAnA bALakanuM DhAMta bALakanA prayatna kAcanA kaTakA kema meLavavA ? te meLavavA mATe zuM karavuM? vagere mATe hAya che. te maLe tyAre kRtA ! A dazA bALakanI che. ApaNe AtmAne tenA svAbhAvika svarUpe mAnyA * nathI, jANyA nathI, ane tenA tarapha udyama karyAM nathI, tenI vAta Ave tA na game. nAnA cheAkarAne mATA jhaverInA cApaDA vagere na game. tene te kAcanA kaTakA peTImAM paDe eTale te dADha gaja kUda, Page #158 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anarthanuM mULa 463 je para (jaDa)mAM ramI rahyA, temaNe sva (AtmA)ne mAnya nahi, jANe nahi, tenA upara lakSya dIdhuM nahi, nAnA chokarAne mana jhaverAtane vepAra choDavA lAyaka. lAge tene jhaverInI dukAne besavuM paDe, cavanA hisAba jANavA paDe te tene meta jevuM lAge. tema ApaNe anAdithI AtmAnA svarUpanI vAta tarapha aruci-vALA hovAthI te game nahi, tethI UMgha Ave, pramAda thAya, ne bhUlI javAya, jema cavanA hisAba chokaro bhUle, paNa kAcanA kaTakAnA hisAba tene dhyAnamAM rahe. mArA sAta kAca hatA, temAMthI keNe lIdhA? 6 kema? dAgInA chevAI jAya tenI zodha mAbApa kare. chokarAne tenuM kAMI nahi, paNa kAcanA kaTakAnI gaveSaNA pote kare. jevI rIte e nAnA baccAnI mAnyatA, samajaNa ane vartanamAM kAcanA kaTakA para tatva hatuM, sAcA hIrAne mATe kAMI na hatuM, tevI rIte A paNa jIva anAdithI e sthitimAM che ke padagalika sukha ane tene ja hisAba, ane prayatna paNa e ja. te maLe temAM rAi, thAya te jAya -temAM nArAjI thAya. A jIvane karmabaMdhananAM kAraNe mIThAM lAge che. jIva AtmAnuM svarUpa nathI jANavA ke mAnavA taiyAra, tema nathI tenA upA meLavavA taiyAra. A vAta vicAraze te anaMtI vakhata A jIva jinezvaranA zAsanane pAmya, sAMbhaLyuM, chatAM tenI dazA evI ne evI ja rahI. keI paNa prakAre jema nAnA baccAnI dazA sAcA hIrA tarapha AvatI nathI, hIrAnI vIMTI enA hAthe ghAlI do, sAcA mANekathI maDhI do paNa tene te tene UlaTe bhAra lAge, temAM rasa nahi, to rasa zAmAM kAcanA kaTakAmAM. tema A jIvane duniyAmAM kaDavAmAM -kaDavI cIja hoya to dharma ane mIThAmAM mIThI cIja hoya te karma. karmabaMdhanA kAraNe mIThAmAM mIThAM. meMthI zabda bele nahi. nAnuM bALaka hIro nakAme che tema bela nathI, chatAM sAcA hIre kayo che oLakhavA te taiyAra nathI. sAcA hIrA mATe prayatna karavA, ke te maLI jAya te rAjI thavA bALaka taiyAra nathI, paNa kAcanA Page #159 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 464 AnaMda pravacana darzana kaTakAne oLakhavA ane meLavavA te taiyAra che. maLe te kUdavA lAge ane te jAya to revA taiyAra ! A jIva pIgalika padArthone sukhanAM sAghane mAnavA taiyAra thayo che, sukha mAnavA taiyAra che. "hIra" zabda nAnuM bALaka kAcanA kaTakAmAM lagADe che, tema A jIva padgalika vastumAM sukha lagADavA taiyAra che. paNa AtmAnA svarUpamAM sukha zabda lagADavA taiyAra nathI. nAnuM cheka hIrAnI kiMmata kAcathI kare. siddhamAM zuM khAvuM nahi, pIvuM nahi ane raDhavuM nahi. siddhanI tulanA lUgaDAMthI karI! nAnuM karuM hIrAnI kiMmata kAcathI kare. kAcanA kaTakAnA hisAbamAM sAco hI hoya te levA taiyAra paNa tyAM kaI buddhi che? tulanA kAcanA kaTakAnI sAthe! - siddhinuM sukha, siddhapaNuM ane siddhanI sthiti mAnavA taiyAra chIe, paNa paugalika sukhanI tulanAe te sivAya nahIM, tyAM khAvApIvAnuM nahi e savAla kayAre thAya? nAno chokare kAcamAM pAMca raMga dekhe, paNa hIrAmAM pAMca raMga dekhAya nahi tyAre kahe, "Ane zuM kare? AmAM pAMca raMga dekhAtA nathI. bicArA e ajJAna bALaka pAMca raMganA dekhAva para sAcA hIrAnI kiMmata karavA jAya, tethI jema te jarUra sAcA hIrAne lenAro thaI zake nahi, tema A jIva siddhinI sthiti ke sukha paugalika sukhanI apekSAe tapAse. khAvApIvAnuM maLatuM hoya ke haravApharavAnuM maLe te siddhapaNu joIe. te sivAya nahIM. Ama siddhi levA jAya te bALaka jema pAMca raMganA hisAbe sAcA hIrAne laI zake nahi, tema te siddhi laI zake nahi paNa nahi paNa ThagAya. pudgalane jIvana mAnyuM te apekSAe tulanA karavA jAya. jema ekalA kAcanA kaTakAthI rAcelA bALakane sAcA hIrAnI svapnamAM paNa savaDa nathI, tevI rIte AtmAnA zuddha svarUpane anAdithI rakhaDayA chatAM svapna paNa saMbhAruM nahi tethI anAdithI A jIva mithyAtvamohanIyamAM mazagula che. Page #160 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - - - - - - - - anarthanuM mULa AtmAnI oLakhANa kayAre Ave ? nAnuM baccuM sAcA hIrAne pAme kayAM ? tema A jIva AtmAnuM svarUpa samaje kayAM? sthiti sukha samaje kyAM ? jhaverIne hisAba e paNa jakaDI nAMkhe tyAre AvaDe. e hisAbe saheje nathI AvaDatA. AMtaraDAM UMcAM lAve, tyAre AtmAnI oLakhANa Ave. sAcA jhaverAtane moTe vepArI kAcanA TukaDAnA prayatnane kaI sthitie dekhe? kAcathI bharelI AkhI peTI che, te paNa sAcA hIrAnA jANakArane tenI kiMmata keTalI ? jene AtmAnuM sukha khyAlamAM AvyuM tene mana cakravatI te kAcanA kaTakAthI peTI bharanArA bALaka ja jevA che. adhika kaTakA ekaThA kare te tene vadhAre vahAlA lAge. tema ahIM paNa je AtmA tarapha daSTi karanArA, AtmAnA svarUpa, sAdhanane samajanArA, sthitine lakSamAM laIne te pramANe vartanArA che, temane devendra ke cakavatI sarakhA paNa vahAlA lAge. samakitI jIvane e AkhI cAre gatine saMsAra, ne iMdranI ke sAmAnikanI sthiti hoya te paNa baMdhu kaMTALAbharyuM lAge. jhaverAtanI parIkSA thaI gaI ke kAcanA kaTakAnI peTI karUNA upajAve. arara! AnI dazA zI ! kAcanA kaTakA bheLA karanAro A bALaka moja mAne che ! paNa jhaverInA jigaramAM jhera reDAya che. zAthI? A bicArAnI A dazA ? tevI rIte samakitavALe jIva cAre gatinA keI jIvane dekhe. tyAre tenAmAM te dayAno jhare pragaTe, mithyAtvane aMge jhera varase, tene thAya ? AnI dazA zI thavAnI ? mAnyatAnA palaTAne ane A badhuM che. nAnA bALake hIrAnI mAnyatA kAcanA kaTakAmAM karI. te meLavavA zuM mAMge ? kAcanA kaTakA. kAcanA kaTakA maLatA hoya tevAM sthAne te khALe. nAnA bALaka jhaverI bajAramAM nA pese kAcavALAnI dukAna hoya tyAM ja doDe che. tevI rIte A jIva jyAM pagalika sthiti hoya tyAM ja deDavA. taiyAra. jinezvaranA zAsanamAM-jhaverI bajAramAM javA ne evA paNa, 30 Page #161 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana taiyAra nathI. jhummaranA kAcane hIrA mAnIne beThelo chokaro jhaverI bajArane javA taiyAra nathI. paNa pharnicaravALAne tyAM kerA-AMTA khAvA taiyAra ! tema A jIva padagalika sukhanI dukAnamAM pherA khAI rahyo che. nAnu bALaka kAcanA kaTakAthI kUde che, tevI rIte A jIva jyAM -pagalika sAdhana maLI gayuM tyAM harSaghelA thavAne taiyAra ! vAya ke hAryA rahe nahi AvI dazA jagatanA jIvonI jovAmAM Ave te vakhate gaNadharanuM -aMtaHkaraNa zuM kare ? anaMtA vAryA nahi rahevAnA, hAryA te rahyA ja nathI. nAnA bALakane hIrAne kAca mAnate hAye rahete dekhaze? sitAro pAdhare hoya ne samajaNa paDe te rahe, bAkI nA chokarA kAcanA kaTakAthI hAryo ke vAye rahevAnuM nathI. A jIva padagalika padArthone sukhanAM sAdhane mAnate hAryo rahyo nahi ane vA paNa rahe tema nathI. pagalika padArthonA sukhane lIdhe hAryo rahyo hoya te anaMtI vakhata nigadamAM gaye hatuM, tyAMthI te cetI jAta, jema nAnA bALaka kAcanA kaTakAne hIrA mAnatA hAryA rahetA nathI, tema jIva pagalika padArthane sukhasAdhana mAnate hAryo raheto nathI. hAryo tyAre haDakAye thAya che. vAre tyAre valakhAM mAre che, have ene sudhAravAne raste karyo ? \ pagalika cIja nAza pAmI te, "o bApare ! mAruM Ama thayuM ema belI haDakAye thayo. are mahAnubhAva! tAruM kAMI nathI. e jaDa, ne tuM cetana. tAre ne ene saMbaMdha che ke jethI valakhAM mAre che? have sudhare kyAre ? kAcano hIro tUTI jAya te nAnuM bALaka poka mUke. mAbApa kAca khaseDI le to te rIsAI jAya. te hAryo, vAryo raheto nathI, tema A jIva anAdithI pudgalane sukha mAnI beThe tethI, tene lIdhe nathI hAryo rahe ke nathI vAryo rahete. rahevAne raste eka ja-samajaNa. samajaNa thAya te kAcanA kaTakAmAM vAre ke hAre te e rahe. je kAcanA kaTakA mATe rIsAte ke Page #162 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ^ ^^ annnnnarnarmann anarthanuM mULa 467 kaleza karatuM hatuM, te ja chokaro samaje te vakhata potAnI peTI piote khAlI karI kAcane pheMkI de che. tema A jIva AtmAnuM svarUpa, sukha, svAbhAvika dazA samaje te vakhate cauda rAjalokanuM IMdrapaNuM maLyuM hoya te te badhuM pheMkavAlAyaka te gaNe. paisAne khAtara pezAvara jaIe chIe, te cakavartIe cha khaMDa, nava nidhAna, cauda ratna kema choDayAM haze? eka lAkha bANuM hajAra strI tyaje te samaju banIne. zANA banelAe pheMkelA hIrA bIjA aNasamaju te tene lUMTanI milakata jANe. kAcanA kaTakAthI peTI bharanArA cukavatI sarakhA cha khaMDa vagere tyaje te vakhate bIjA kone Azcarya lAge ? je pugalanA paNa thaIne poSAtA hoya tene Azcarya lAge, paNa AtmArAmanA atithione te te svAbhAvika lAge. nAne cheka nAnA kAcathI bharelI peTI joIne khuza thAya, paNa jhaverIne te tethI kAMI nahi, AtmArAmanA atithine te cakravatI che khaMDa vagere tyaje ke Rddhi-samRddhi tyajI de tenuM kAMI nahi, tyAre mAluma paDaze ke A jIva kAcanA kaTakAmAM keTalo kALa aTavAyA ? badho kALa, anaMtA pudgalaparAvarta. A kALa kAcanA kaTakAnI keLavaNamAM kADho, A dazA gaNadharanA dekhavAmAM samajavAmAM AvI, tethI dayA utpanna thaI. kAcanA kaTakAne hIre mAnanAre hAryo ke vAye na rahe. pudgalanI bAjI kAcanA kaTakAne hIrA banAvIne beThI che. tema A jIva zuddha mArgamAM na AvyA, tyAM sudhI pagalika vRddhimAM harSaghelA thAya ne hAnimAM haDakAye thAya. kAcanA kaTakAne kacaro samajaNathI ja sarakAvAya, tema nahIM paNa jIva paddagalika padArthone sukharUpa, sAdhanarUpa mAnI beThA che te hAryo ke vA raste Ave tema nathI. te samajaNamAM Ave te paugalika padArthone sarakAvI de che, eka ekane UMcAnIcA gaNe nahi. e kAcanA kaTakAnI kiMmata na hovAthI AkhI peTI ke adhI peTI cheDe tenI tene kiMmata nathI. samajaNo thayo ne cheDe tenI kiMmata che. Page #163 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 468 AnaMda pravacana darzana sAcuM svarUpa samajavAmAM AvyuM, tyAM kAcanA kaTakA keTalA cheDayA tenI kiMmata nahi. samyakRtva prApta thAya te vakhate cakravata, zrImaMta mAMDalika pote hato tenI kiMmata have rahetI nathI. kAcanA keTalA kaTakA choDyA tenI samajaNa vakhate tenI kiMmata nathI. tema samyaphava-sAmAyika Ave, tyAM cakavatI ke daridrI badhA sarva sAvadhanA tyAgI hoya temAM koI jAtane pharaka nathI. tenuM tenuM kAraNa? "ajJAna dazAmAM vadhAre TAMTiyA bhAMgyA. tevI rIte ahIM samatAbhAvamAM jIva Ave te vakhata lAge ke A to badhA kAMTA vadhAryA hatA. keI paDe eka kAMTA para, keI paDe AkhI DALI upara, koI paDe AkhA bhArA upara. A padagalika padArthonI je adhika saMkhyAne te bhAre che. A to kAMTAne upADe, bhAre che. zAstrakAroe niSedha karela chatAM paNa keTalAka sAdhune e upADAne sajjaDa Dara lAge che ke jethI tene lIdhe niyANuM karanArA thAya ke "Avate bhave mane Rddhi buddhi ke kuTuMbakabIle na maLajo." evuM niyANuM karanAra cAritra pAme paNa kevaLajJAna na pAme. niyANuM karavAne niSedha kema? jIvato jAuM chuM paNa sAme manuSya ne Avajo ema zUravIra na bole. rU-jApAnIjha veranI vakhate raziyana sTImara taLiye pahoMcI gaI. jarmana cAnselarane kahevaDAvyuM, "kADhe bahAra !" raziyana sTImara che. tyAM AnAkAnI kare to te kAma na Ave. "kAM to bahAra kADhe, kAM te laDAImAM Utara!" je UtarI paDe tenI sAmA laDavuM che. tema AtmA evI rIte keLavA joIe ke game teTalI Rddhi, samRddhi hoya, tene toDI nAMkhavAne huM tAkAtavAn chuM." raziyA ekaluM Utare ke jarmana sAthe Utare. tema A AtmA mokSamArge prayANa kare te vakhate kee ADuM Avaze tenI darakAra nahi kare. cakraratna upara jene bharose che te keNa zatru haze ? keNa, AgaLa Avaze? tenI ciMtA kare nahi. jeNe karmadalane sAmAyikarUpI Page #164 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anarthanuM mULa 469 zatru hAthamAM lIdho che, tene AkhI duniyA zatru hoya to tene haThAvavA taiyAra. cakaratnamAM eka apalakSaNa karyuM che? gharane te pakSapAta kare, gAtrane manuSya virodhI hoya, AjJA na mAne te tyAM cakaratna cUpa rahe, paNa sAmAyika rUpI cakaratna pudgala para AtmA oLakhAya te tenI upara paNa jaya meLave. sAmAyika AtmAne avaLo na thavA de, kuTuMba avaLuM thAya to cakaratna sUpa, bharata, bAhubalajI bAra varSa sudhI laDayA. lehInI nIka vahevaDAvI. AvA vairanI vakhate cakaratna cUpa rahyuM. jyAre A samatA-sAmAyikarUpI cakaratna parane ane svane paNa pitAnuM parAkrama dekhADe. A sAmarthya upara jene bharese na hoya te zatru sAme na Ave, paNa sAmAyika te sAruM ema kahe, jene bharose hoya tene game teTalA zatru hoya te paNa eka paMDa basa che. sanakumAranI kathAmAM yakSe, rAkSase laDAImAM UtarI paDayA. tyAM ekalA cakavartIe khaDe kADhI nAMkhyo che. paMDa upara salAmata. jAta mahenata jhIMdAbAda. te sainyanI sajAvaTa na gaNe, paMDanuM ja parAkrama gaNe. tema ahIM sAmAyikavALA AtmA. paMDanA parAkramavALo hoya, tethI game teTaluM sainya Ave chatAM tene parAbhava karavA te samartha che. niyANAne niSedha karyo, chatAM keTalAka sAdhuo A saMsArathI trAsa pAmI gayA hoya te bole ke "mAre mArA mArge javuM temAM A mAthAkuTa zI? mATe A mAthAkUTa Avate bhave joIe nahi." AvuM niyANuM karanAra cAritra pAme, paNa kevaLajJAna na pAme. sAmAyikarUpI cakaratnane bhase na rahyo, tethI kevaLajJAna na pAme. vadhAre kAca bhegA karanAre samaje tyAre vadhAre duHkhI thAya. tema A jIva, tatvanuM svarUpa samaje, AtmAnuM avyAbAdha sukha pAmavAnI lAyakAta samaje tyAre prapaMca karyA hoya tene aMge rovuM Ave "tArA ane vikramAmi ag sirAmi' e te kAcane hIrArUpe gaNyA hatA, tene kakaLATa kaDhAya che. jema samaju thayelAne pahelAMnI dazA zaramAvanAra thAya, tema sAmAyikamAM caDhelo AtmA, Page #165 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gigo AnaMda pracna na samyaktvanA saudhanA zikhare caDhelA AtmA paudgalika sukhane aMge AMsu DhALe. samajaNamAM Ave tyAre tenI mAnyatA sudhare sAcA padArthA samaje te ja te mATe te mahenata kare. sAcA padArtho jaNAvavA, manAvavA khadhAmAM samajaNa rastA che. e vAta dhyAnamAM laI sudharmosvAmIjI pratimAdha pAmyA, pravrajyA lIdhI te vakhate A jagatane samaju kema manAvuM ?" ema thayu. \\AU AtmAnuM svarUpa samajAya te ApoApa sAcI mAnyatA Ave ane te Ave eTale enI meLe pudgala sukha uparathI rAga Utare ane kalyANa thAya. bhAvadIkSAnA aene paNa dravyadIkSA te grahazuM karavAnI khAsa AvazyakatA ja che. cauda rAjale kamAM sakALa mATe abhayadAna denArI tA dIkSA ja che. E} Page #166 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mamatA. XUMINNI HETTINI #FFILITHiiiggs Mamle= [badhA anarthanuM kAraNa mamatA che, vastu nathI. pitAne chokare bIjAne dattaka apIe eTale temAMthI mArApaNu chUTayuM. chokaro ane chokarI ane potAnA saMtAna chatAM chokarI mATe mAnyuM ke pArakA gharanI eTale tene lAgabhAga na hoya A duniyAnA badhA anartho mamatAne laIne che. ! UTNI!!Eiff Heiliff! [! TITHTHIHIIIIIIMAHA IIIIIIIII zAstrakAra mahArAjA kahe che : "badhA anarthanuM mULa kAraNa padArtha nahi, paNa mamatA che." daridrIne rAtre aMdhArAmAM keI rAjA ke amIra koDanI milakatanuM kahIne cheTuM kAgaLiyuM Ape te ajavALAmAM savAre te na jue, ne te khoTuM na jANe, tyAM sudhI tene keTalo AnaMda thAya che? nathI. phoDa hAthamAM AvyA, temaja vAstavika rIte nathI maLavAnA, chatAM paNa te vakhate te "mane koDa maLyA AvA mamatvabhAvathI sukha ane AnaMda te vede che, anubhave che. kroTivajane kaI khoTI khabara Ape ke rAjAe tamArI lAkhonI milakata lUMTI lIdhI ! bhale rAjAe na lUMTI hoya, paNa te kaTivajanA hadayane keTale AghAta thAya che ? A AghAta thavAnuM kAraNa paNa dravya taraphane mamatvabhAva che. baladevanA maraNanI khoTI khabara sAMbhaLI vAsudevanA prANa kema cAlyA jAya ? je vastunA nAzane aMge ja prANa jatA hoya te baladevanA maraNanA samAcAra beTA hovAthI prANa javA na joIe. tyAre kahe ke "vAsudevanA prANano nAza paNa baladeva pratyenA mamatvane AbhArI thAya." vastu maLavAnA juThThA saMka95thI paNa AnaMda, tathA Page #167 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 492 AtnaH pravacana darzana javAnA jUThThA samAcArathI paNa zeAka e kevaLa mamatvabhAvane laI ne ja thAya che. eka kroDanI milakatanuM makAna vecanAre veccuM', lenAre lIdhuM. bIje divase te makAnane nAza thayA : AgathI agara anya AphtathI makAna jamInadosta thayuM. AthI vecanArane pArAva!ra AnaMda, lenArane zeAkanI parAkASThA ! tenuM kAraNa zuM? mamatA ! mamatA !! mamatA !!! pahele divase tema thayuM heta te vecanArane zeka hatA, kema ke te khelata ke vecavA vakhata na AvyA,' lenArane Anada hatA ke milakata nathI vasAvI te sAruM karyuM, khacI gayA." khIje divase UlaTA ja mAmale ! A palaTA kANe karAvyeA ? mArA paNAnA bhAve ! mamatAe 11 tyAre e siddha thAya che ke vastunA nAzanA zeka keAIne nathI. je zAka ke kheda che te "amAru gaNu, mArI cIjanA nAza thaye" A bhAvanAne age che. jayAM mArApaNAnI sthApanA tyAM AnaMda, mArApaNAne nAza tyAM AghAta ! AthI mamatAbhAva e ja mAranArA padArtha che. mATe mamatvabhAvanA, mArApaNAnA nAza karavA joIe. zeka vastunA nAzane lIdhe nathI te, paNa tene aMge thayelA peAtApaNAnA nAzane lIdhe thAya che. eka rAjA hatA. tenI umara sAThe varSanI thaI acAnaka tenA ekanA eka pacIza varSanA kuMvara saMtAna vagaranA marI gayA. rAjyane vArasa kuMvara gayA, tathA te saMtAna vagaranA gayA, mATe rAjya nAvArasa rahyuM : A hAlatamAM rAjAnA kalpAMtane kaI pAra hAya kharA ? sauMsAranI mAyAmAM mUjhAyelA, mamatvabhAvamA magna banelA, AtmAnI oLakhANa vagaranA jIvAnI AvA prasaMge kharekhara karUNadazA thAya che. duniyA e paMkhIne meLA che,' ATalu dhyAnamAM levAmAM Ave te kAMI vAMdhA che ? paNa e jANavu, samajavuM, mAnavuM te ghaNuM muzkela che. Page #168 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samatA 473 rAjA ati zekAkula thayo. rAjA paNa vRddha hate eTale loke ene paNa jIvanane cheDe ja mAnatA hatA. paraMtu rAjA je AtmadaSTithI vicAre te hatuM zuM ane gayuM zuM?' ene te vaLI asesa zAne ? pudagala premIonI dazA pAgala jevI hoya che. A dizAmAM rAjAnA kalpAMtamAM zI UNapa heyara bharadariyAmAM paDele, taravAnA sAdhana vagarane DUbI jAya temAM Azcarya nathI. tema AtmAne tathA dharmane nahIM oLakhanArAo tevA saMyegavazAt saMsArasAgaramAM DUbI jAya, taLIe jaI bese temAM navAI nathI. rAjAnA zAkane pAra nathI ! A vakhate pradhAne vicAra karyo ke "AvA prasaMge zoka ke kahapAMtathI bacAvanAruM sAdhana AtmA tathA dharmane oLakhAvanAra gurU ja mAtra che. jagatanI jUThThI bAjIne tenA kharA svarUpathI samajAvanAra guru vinA bIjuM kaI nathI. mATe keI munimahArAja pAse rAjAne laI javAmAM Ave te jarUra zekanuM nivAraNa thAya" vAta paNa -kharI! pradhAnane upadeza kAma na lAge, kema ke Akhare e paNa jagatanI mAyAnA pUtaLAomAMnuM eka che. vaLI e rAjAne e sevaka che. svAmInA magaja upara AvA vakhate sevakane kAbu hoI zake nahIM. mahAtmAo keinA sevaka nathI, svAmI che. eTale teo ja satya upadezathI duniyAne zeka nivAraNa karI zake. "rAjA eTale bhavATavImAM bhamate bhUta! ene ThekANe lAvavA mAMtrika jevA muninI ; ja jarUra che, Ama vicArI nagaranI pAse udyAnamAM birAjamAna gurU pAse rAjAne pradhAna laI gaye. gurUmahArAje rAjAne saMsAranI anityatA samajAvI. meTe bhAge mehadhane upadeza vyartha nIvaDe che, chatAM gurumahArAje upadeza ApavA mAMDaH mahAnubhAva! saMsAra anitya che. keI jhaverI hIre kharIdavAmAM kigAya ane kAcanA TukaDAne hIro mAnI laI le, tenA karoDa rUpIA ApI de. e hIre sAcavavA tijorI vasAve, rakSaNa karavA Arabe. rAkhe, paNa jyAre mAluma paDe ke "e to kAcane TukaDe che, tyAre Page #169 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 474 AnaMda pravacana daraza na tenI kaI dazA ? koDa gayA, hIrAne badale kAca maLe ane je jAheramAM rUe te bevakUpha bane! enI hAlata te keThImAM moM rAkhIne ravAnI ja thAyane ! kema ke bhUla kAcanI nathI, bhUla potAnI che. kAcanA TukaDAne vizvAsaghAnI na kahevAya rAjana! tema te paNa kAca TukaDAne hIro mAnavAnI bhUla karI hatI. Azcarya che ke jagatanA ja pitAnI bhUlane retA nathI, pitAnA mithyAmatane retA nathI ane kAcane kakaLATa kare che ! prathama te hIrAnI buddhie kAca hAthamAM lIdhe te mUrkhAI! ane pachI ravA beThe te bIjI mUrkhAI !! AvI mUrkhAIe pote karavI ane uparathI pANImAM bAcakAM bharavAM! ! ! ethI hAthamAM zuM Ave? jagatanA tamAma padArtho kAca jevA asAra ane kSaNabhaMgura che, mUkha e jhaverI hIrAnI buddhie kAca levAnI bhUla kare, pachI kAca te kAca tarIke mAlUma paDe tyAre mAthuM pheDe, are ! rAtuM kADhe. tethI kAca kAMI kAca maTI hIre thaI jAya khare? e ja rIte kAca jevI saMsAranI mAyAne hIro gaNavAmAM Ave tethI te kAca jevI mAyA hIrA rUpa zI rIte bane? rAjan ! teM kuvarane tAra mAnavAmAM bhUla karI che. tArA belAne vavAthI e Avyo nahoto. temaja te kAMI ene javAnuM kahyuM nathI! AyuSyAnusAra jIvana bhegavI, leNadeNane hisAba patI jatAM ene. javuM paDayuM ! tAro heta te jAta zA mATe ? aphasa vyartha che. duniyA ajaba che. duniyAne vyavahAra paNa te ja che. keI marI jAya tyAre. pADozIo prathama sAthe jovA mAMDe che ane pachI hAtha pakaDI chAnA rAkhavAnuM kAma paNa teo ja kare che. chAnA rAkhanArA paNa pitAne ghera prasaMga Ave, tyAre rokkaLa karyA vinA nathI ja rahetA. bIjAne chAnA rAkhavAnuM samajAvanArAnI samajaNa te vakhate kyAM jAya che Page #170 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mamatA 47* jo jANe che teA peAtAnA ghera prasaMga AvyA tyAre bheMkaDo kema tANe rAnArI tathA phUTanArI che ? pAka kema mUke che ? khIjAnA ghera upadeza Ape che ke 8 keNu amarapaTI lakhAvI lAvyu' che ? ka pAse kAnu cAle che? jama AgaLa koInu jhera nathI paNa ema khAlanArIne tyAM eTale peAtAne tyAM prasaMga Ave che tyAre chAyAM le che ane rAjImAM gAya che, tenu zuM kAraNa ? e ja rIte duniyAdArIthI ra'gAyelA jANIne AtmAne AlAmAM nAMkhe che. AvI ajaba duniyAdArI che. ajama duniyAnI gajakha bharelI mAyAthI rAjana! tArA AtmAne acAvI le ! tAre tA eka kuMvara gayA che. paNa sagaracakavI ne sATha hajAra vara-(putro) ekIsAthe maraNa pAmyA hatA, tyAM cha khaMDanA mAlikanuM paNa zu cAlyuM ? :// rAjan ! duniyA taraph ce patto lAge tema nathI. kAIne saheje vairAgyanu mana thAya te duniyA te tarata tene duHkha ta vairAgya kahI de che. evu kahenArA pote vairAgyanu svarUpa te samajatA nathI, kalAI ne cAMdI kahenArA tA che!karAe maLaze, paNa cAMdIne kalAI kahevAnI bhUla karanArA tA che.karAya maLavA muzkela che. jyAre uttama evA vairAgyane paNa "bru:khagabhi ta" kahI halakI koTimAM mUkI de che. halakAne uttama kahevAnI vAtA dUra raheA : uttama padAne halakA kahI de che! sasAramAM keAI dhanavagaranA dIkSita thAya eTale tarata du:khana garbhita vairAgya"nI chApa Ape! duniyAmAM pANIseALa AnI dazA hAya ke tarata jUThThI chApa ! jUThThI chApa mAranArane sarakAra kevA gaNe ? tA sajJanAM tattvAmAM jarI chApa lagAvanAranI zI vale ? duHkhagarbhita vairAgya kanu nAma ? dhaNI marI jAya tyAre tenA zAkane lIdhe ghareNAM-gAMThAM ke sArAM vastro paheravAnA tyAga thAya, zarIranI zaiAbhA na karAya, enuM nAma duHkhagarbhita vairAgya ! Page #171 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - ~ ~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~~~ AnaMda pravacana darzana ~~ ~ ~~~ ~~ zokane lIdhe ke dunyavI duHkhanA lIdhe, gharamAM vahu, beTI ke bahena raDelI hoya tethI jamaNamAM na javAya tathA AnaMda prasaMgamAM bhAga na levAya, A tamAma duHkhagarbhita vairAgyamAM samAya che. zokanA kAraNe sAMsArika padArtho parathI rAga na UThayA chatAM vyavahArathI pravRttinI IcchA UThI javI, viSaya parathI mana haThI javuM te duHkhagarbhita vairAgya. zekane lIdhe rAtadivasa ucATa rahe, vikhavAda mATe ja nahIM, zekanuM pramANa eTaluM badhuM vadhI jAya ke AtmahatyA paNa karI nAMkhe ATalI hade zokanAM kAraNethI saMsAranA padArthothI mana pAchuM haThI jAya tenuM nAma duHkhagarbhita vairAgya! duniyA mAhagarbhita vairAgya kone kahe che? bApanI pachI chokare ke chokarA pachI bApa dIkSA le tyAre jagata tene mehagarbhita vairAgya kahI de che ! jene zrIjinezvaradevanAM vacane dhyAnamAM na hoya te ja AvuM bole. saMsAramAM cAre gatimAM herAna parezAna thavuM paDe che e khyAla na hoya, karmakSaya karI zAzvat sukha meLavavA mATe mekSe javuM joIe, e vicAra na hoya. mAtra lIlAne mAnanAra, lIlAvAlA devagurUne mAnanArA mithyAtvIro ane paMcAgni tapa karanArAone vairAgya te mohagarbhita vairAgya che. bAhubaLajIe dIkSA lIdhI, vaDAimAM na AtAvAnA kAraNe ke ? zuM te duHkhagarbhita ? sATha hajAra putro marI gayAthI sagaracakavatIe dIkSA lIdhI te mATe zuM kehagarbhita? zagarahitapaNuM te virAgya che. sAMsArika duHkhane lIdhe sAMsArika viSayo ke padArtho uparathI mana na haDI jAya paNa duSTa dukhothI herAna te kAya te dukhagarbhita virAgya tathA mithyAtva vAsita evAne je vairAgya te mehagarbhita vairAgya che. Page #172 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samA 477 tAseA paMcAgni tapa kare che temAM sAcI kalyANabuddhi nathI, mATe te mAhagati vairAgya che. game te nimitta maLatAM je jIvane sasAra asAra lAgyA hAya. ane je meAkSa meLavavA taiyAra thayA hoya, tenA vairAgya te jJAnagabhi ta vairAgya che : abhAgIne A vairAgya nathI. je vairAgya sasArathI pAra utAranAra che te jJAnagarbhita vairAgya che. mATe AvA verAgyathI AtmAne vAsita karI zekane TALavA joie, kemake sacega tyAM viyeAga nizcita che. upadezanA amala karavAmAM edI hAya te ulaTA upadezanA vAMka kADhe che! munie A rIte rAjAne sasAranI sthiti jaNAvI upadeza dvIdhA. paNa nadInA pANInA dhAmadha pravAha paththara para cAlyuM jAya paNa paNa sutaravA jeTalA paNa bhAga tenI aMdara bhInA na thAya, tema zAkamAM DUbela rAjAne muninA upadezanI asara thaI nahi. mAhadirAthI chAkaTApaNuM Avyu hoya tyAM Dhola-vAjA vagADo te paNa kAMI hisAbamAM nathI. meAhamidarAnA e prabhAva che ke tenA bhakatA tenuM pAna karanArAo ulaTA upadezakane vAMka kADhe che. * eka khAraDInA jhADa taLe eka eDhI sUtA hatA. pAkela eka khAra tenAthI eka hAtha cheTe paDyuM hatuM. khAra joine tene meAmAM pANI chUTatuM hatuM, paNa te evA enrI hatA ke UThavu` ke hAtha lAMkhekaravA te tenAthI bane tema nahAtu. tyAMthI kaMIka dUra eka UMTavALA UMTa para savAra thaine jatA hatA, tene edI kahe che- e UMTavALA ! jarA nIce UtarIne A khera mArA mAMmAM mUkane !" kaheA kevA edI !!! tema ApaNe paNa sauMsAranA mAhamAM evA lIna thayA chIe, ane mAyAnI mUMjhavaNuthI eTalA khadhA dIna banyA chIe ke zrI-jinazvaradevanAM vacanA hRdayamAM UtaratAM ja nathI, ane tethI peAtAnApramAdanA zu A paNe vAMka kADhIe chIe ? nahi. vAMka gurune. Page #173 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 478 AnaMda pravacana darzana duniyA keTalI doraMgI che? je keI sarala AtmAne gurune upadeza lAge te kaheze ke-sAdhue bhUrakI nAMkhI ! ane baDAI mAratAM kaheze sAdhu game teTale upadeza Ape, paNa ApaNane tevuM vartana pAlave nahi. ahIM pitAnI dInatA kabUlavI te dUra rahI, paNa paNa UlaTI baDAI ! keTalAka te ema paNa bole che ke-vairAgya zAna lAge ? vairAgya lagADavAmAM te vaLI ema paNa bake ke upadezakane samartha tyAga joIe !" A mehamadirAnuM chAkaTApaNuM badhe bakavATa karAve che. pelA mahAtmA munie saMsAranI asAratA, AyuSyanuM kSaNabhaMgurapaNuM, vairAgyanAM svarUpe, duniyAnI ajAyaba hAlata vagere vistArathI kahI rAjAne zeka zamanAthe upadeza te Apyo paNa te sajA! rAjA to rAjA ja hate ene upadeza lAge che te rAjA zAne ! dIkarA tathA dIkarI pratye bhAvanAmAM pharaka zAthI? have pelo maranAre kuMvara sArI legyAthI devatA thaye hate. te tyAM Ave che, munine vaMdanAdi karI, kalezanuM svarUpa jANI rAjAne potAnI hAlata jaNAvI pUche che ke-"rAjana ! tamane putranA jIvathI rAga che ke zarIrathI? je jIvathI rAga hoya te huM maryo nathI, paraMtu te ja jIva huM devatA thaye chuM. ane je pudgalathI rAga hoya te A zabane sAcavI rAkhe " rAjA mUMjhAya! have zuM kahevuM ? rAga te mArApaNAnA saMskArane ! rAjAe saMsAra choDI dIdho. khuda pitAnA dIkarAne keIne dattaka dIdhA pachI tenA para pitAno haka rAga keTale ? mArApaNuM mUkI dIdhuM eTale khalAsa ? dIkarA tathA dIkarI ane eka ja ghera ane eka rIte ja jamyAM che. chatAM gharanI milakatamAM putrIne hakaka keTale rAkhyo ? kema ke bhAvanA che ke putrI mArI nathI. bIje ghera javAnI che. mArA-mArI mArApaNAnI bhAvanAnI che. A badhAmAM mamatva ja kAraNa che. Page #174 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mamatA 470 warmersrsrsonnnnnnn m jema dunyavI sukha mATe kAma padArtha tathA tenA sAdhanane artha padArtha gaNIe chIe, tema AtmAnuM sukha mekSa che ane te meLavavAnuM sAdhana dharma che. artha eTale ahIM ekaluM dravya nahIM, paNa viSayanAM tamAma | sAdhane te arthe ane viSaca sukha te kAma. e ja rItie zAstranA upadeza pramANe AcaraNa thAya te dharma ane te dvArA maLatuM zAzvata sukhanuM sthAna te mokSa che. artha ane kAma, be purUSArtho laukika che. dharma ane mokSa be purUSArtho lokottara che. laukikamAM mUMjhAelA prathama te artha tarapha jhUkI rahyA che. arthanA mamatvane lIdhe gurUnA veSamAM AvelAnI paNa vicitra dazA thAya che ane bhagavAnanA mArgane uThAvanArA che evo artha kare che. e daSTAMta dhyAnamAM levA jevuM che ke keIka parigrahadhArI upadeza devA pATa upara beThA. hAthamAM vIMTIo ane veDhe paherelAM che. bhujAe kaDAM vagere paNa paherelAM che. have temane zrI upadezamALAnI rAsaraH40 e gAthAnI vyAkhyAne prasaMga AvyA. parigrahanI mamatAne lIdhe artha zahadathI jIvAdi padArtha laIne vyAkhyA karI. te sabhAmAM eka zrAvaka tatvane jANakAra, samaju, Tharela, vivekI tathA anubhavI hata, bhaktivALa paNa hatuM. teNe te artha mAnavAnI nA kahI. pachI navANuM jUdI jUdA artha karavAmAM AvyA, paNa upadezamALA bhaNele te zrAvaka te kabUla karatA nathI, tyAre ratnAkarasUri samajI gayA. (ahIM keI samaprabhasUri kahe che.) zrAvakane kahI dIdhuM ke kAle kharekhara artha samajAvIza. sUri samajI gayA ke Ane vITI kaDAM vagere khaTake che. potAnA parigrahanAM kimatI evAM motI maMgAvI, vaTAvI, tene cUro karyo. jatinuM dravya daherAmAM na kalpa! mahAvratane malina karIne meLavelA dravyane saMgha paNa na aDake ! ghera pApa lAge! Page #175 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 480 AnaMda pravacana darzana bIje divase te sAcA tyAgI banyA ane artha jaNAvyuM ke "paisA e ja anarthanuM mULa che ! artha eTale dravya temaja tenAthI viSaye. e adi Ave, rahe ke jAya te paNa magaja bhamAve che. mATe paisA anarthanuM mULa che. prathama tamAma munioe paisAne tyajela che, narake laI janAro che. mammaNa zeTha narake gayA te AraMbha parigrahane lIdhe ja. je arthane rAkhavA hoya te tapa vagerene ADaMbara zA mATe ? navvANuM ane na mAnanAra zrAvaka A arthathI tarata mAnI gayA. A artha vakhate mamatA gaI eTale sAcuM bhAna thayuM. duniyAmAM jIva mAtra vastunI mArAmArIthI nahi, paNa mArApaNAnI. mArAmArIthI herAna thAya che ane rakhaDe che. A bhAva maTo eTale badhI upAdhi chUTI. Dessa guNa prApta thayA pachI ja guNa pratye bahumAna prema ane sAcI sevA saMpAdana thAya che, mATe guNanA grAhaka bano. guNujane pratye bahumAna ane AdarabhAva vinA AtmabhAvanI sanmukha javuM e paNa bahu muzkela che. e|E] Page #176 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- _