Pravachan Parikamma Part 01

Author(s): Devratnasagar
Publisher: Shrutgyan Prasaran Nidhi Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/032473/1

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ucALA 8i0, bhAga - 1 muni devaratnasAgarA

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verazI bApA 25 mI zAlagiri... jinAlaya nirmANanI yAdamii rnt prasaMganI zobhA vizvamAM gavAze. atItAthuNItI chAbA bharAze. vIra gItamatA mArganI zAtA vadhaze. "guptasAmrAjaya udhAtA sarjAze.

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bhANabAi mAM saMghamAtA bhANabAi dhanya che mAtuzrI bhANabAi mAtAne dhanya jIvata batAvyuM ane zaNagAryu. jIvananI zatAbdinI zaraNAinA vAMjitratAde tamitAtha deva prasAdanI 25mI sAlagiri camakAvI dIdhI, tamArI udAratAne lAkha lAkhe namana. kaccha kaMThI, abaDAsA, mAkapeTa tamAma gAmone jAte kaMkotrI samarpita karI miThAi bokasanuM vitaraNa karI badhAne khArUo sudhI sAdhanonI goThavaNa karI bhAvomAM pUra umaTatA okhI vAgaDa paMthakanA tamAma saMghone nimaMtraNa ApI samagra kacchatuM sajajatazALI svAmivAtsalya dIpAvyuM che. tamArA parivAra taraphathI A pravacanaparikammAtA bhAga-1,2 prakAzita thai rahyo che. vaMdana opane... vaMdana ApatA sukRtone.. vaMdana opanA parivArane...

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| zrI khAruAmaMDaNa naminAthAya namaH | // giranAra kacchI bhavananA rAjAdhirAja munisuvrata svAmi ne namaH | Tii zrI koTa maMDaNa zrI zAMtinAthAya namaH | prava puriMkasmA bhAga-1 Alekhana : saMkalana jaina zAsananA javAhIra, sAhityasarjaka acalagacchAdhipati pU.A.bha.zrI guNasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA ziSya AgamAbhyAsI pU. gaNizrI mahodayasAgarajI ma.nA ziSya muni devaratnasAgara 99 zrutajJAna prasAraNa nidhi TrasTa clo c.A. talaka gAlA, 301, lakSmI nivAsa ko.o.so. lI. - prabhAta kolonI, roDa naM.-6, sAMtAkrujha (IsTa) muMbai - 400055. phona : 9867063099 mUlya 50/-rUA.

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jJAnamAra prasAdI puNyanA udayamAM chakI na jAya te dharmI Asakita , IrSA, napharata, krodha ane ahaMkArano mArga tochaDo banAvaze. jaldI pAchA vaLI jAzo traNa malinatAthI 1. apekSA 2. abhiyAna , 3. adekhAi thI jeTalA bacazo teTalI AtmAnI nirmaLa vadhaze. umara, zarIra ane anubhava vadhe paNa AMtarika jAgRttinI vRddhi na Ave to lAyakAta pragaTI nathI ema samajI levuM. ApaNI vartanI bhramaNAonA mULamAM mamatA che. 1) badhAja mAruM mAne 2) badhAja mane vaphAdara rahe. 3) dhAruM te karI zakuM? 4) mArI icchA mujaba badhA varte. 5) mane game te badhA ne game. 6) mane na game te koine ya na game. 7) mane ja samajAya che, bIjAne nahi. 8) huM je mAnuM, karuM, ane kahuM te satya ja hoya emAM bhUla na hoya. A bhramaNAothI chUTavAnI kSamatA maLo. jJAna pUjana karatA 'mane jJAnano lAbha thajo ane mArA jJAnAvaraNIya karmano kSaya thajo' evo saMkalpa ane prArthanA karavI. zarIra cha kalaMkothI dUSita che azuci, vyAdhi, bhUkha, sArasaMbhALanI apekSA, vRdhdhAvasthA, kAyAnAza, AvA zarIre rAga kema poSAya jayAM koi paricita sAdhu-sAdhvInA vaMdanArthe jAo to koi gAthA gokhatA hoya athavA sAmAyika karatA hoya to rUA. 5 ke 10nuM saMgha pUjana karajo.

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zrI Arya-kalyANa-gautama-guNa-guNodaya-kalAprabha mahodaya gurubhyo namaH jevo roga tevI devA, jevo doSa tevo upAya jJAnasAra ekavAra eka bhAi bimAra dardInI khabara-aMtara pUchavA gayA. tyAre e bimAra dardInI pathArI pAse ghaNA badhA kAgaLo patharAyelA joi AvanAre dardIne pUchyuM : oho! tame to AvI bimAra hAlatamAMya ophisanuM kAma karo cho? dardI AtmAe javAba ApyoH are bhAI! A ophisanA kAgaLo nathI paNa judA judA DokTaroe lakhI Apela davAnA kAgaLo che. judI judI davAo AmAM lakhelI che. ATalI davAonA kAgaLo hovA chatAM hajI roga maTato kema nathI? have to kAgaLo prabhune batAvI prArthanA karI rahyo chuM. basa, ApaNuM paNa AvuM ja che. ghaNA badhA roga lAgu paDyA che. kyAreka krodhano eTeka Ave che to kyAreka mAyAno tAva Ave che. kyAreka lobhanuM gumaDuM nIkaLe che to kyAreka mAnanuM mAigrena satAve che... koinI saphaLatA joi irSyAthI saLagI javAya che to potAnI vAraMvAranI niSphaLatAthI dInatA gherI vaLe che. daMbha-kapaTa ane juTha to cuDelanI jema vaLagI paDyA che. bAhya rogo AvyaMtara kSetramAMya halacala macAve che. to zarIra kSetre Tenzana, blaDaprezara, DAyAbiTIsa, tAva, ajIrNanI bheTa Ape che. judA judA DokTaro, therApIsTo, prANIja hIlIMga, gurubhagavaMto, mAnava cikitsako vagereo zarIra, mana ane AtmAnI TrITamenTa kare che, judA judA upAyo darzAve che. to judA judA upAyo sUcave che. dharma ane dharmakriyAo kAMi ochI nathI karatA, tapa-japa-dAna paNa kAMi ochA nathI? chatAM pariNAma / pariNati jAmatI nathI. nAnI amathI zakti jAgI tarata abhimAna AvIne UbhuM rahI jAya che. jarAka kyAMka prazaMsA thai to tarata garva AvyuM. mAyA-kapaTa ityAdi doSothI sevAyelo dharma phaLato nathI. gUmaDA upara plAsTIkanI paTTI lagAvI pachI malama lagADIe to maTe zI rIte? khoTA saMskAro keLavyA che. khoTo abhyAsa karyo che. puruSArtha avaLo karyo, paNa have upAya zuM?

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'jJAnasAra' graMthamAM mahopAdhyAyazrI yazovijayajI mahArAjA 32 aSTakomAM suMdarasamyaka-sarasa upAyo darzAve che. AjathI 350 varSe pUrve A mahAtmAe aneka rogonA upAyonI cAvI darzAvI che. doSa nAza karavAnI prakriyA sAme guNonA ughADanI saMbhAvanAo gajaba rIte batAvI che. ovArI javAyuM che, A graMtha para... pralobhanonI sAme pavitratA UbhI karavAnI ddaSTio... paralokane saddhara karavAnI cAvIo... paramalokanuM lakSya nizciMta karI de tevI preraNAono rasathALa pravacano rUpe vaheto karyo che. vahetA raho.... bhIMjAtA raho.... bhAvita bano.... kalikuMDa tIrtha kalikaTa (keralA) pravacana prasAdI puNyabaMdha, zubhAnubaMdha, RNAnubaMdha, azubhAnubaMdha, verAnubaMdha AmAMthI ApaNe satata kayo baMdha karIe chIe? - muni devaratnasAgara mahA suda -2 2070 sahAyaka bano... vizvAsapAtra bano... AbhAra mAnatA zIkho... kaSTo sahana karo guNone vahana karo guNavAnone namana karo ArAdhanA satata karo. * sakhata karo. * suMdara karo.

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jJAnasAra'nI bheTa denArA mahAjJAnI upA.zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja garavI gujarAtanA kanoDu gAmanI dharatI para dhanya mAtA saubhAgyadevI ane dhanyapitA nArAyaNabhAInA ghare eka tejasvI ratnano janma thayo. nAma hatu jasavaMta... e jANe mATInA khoraDAmAM e mANeka hatuM... bAlya avasthAmAM paNa bAla ravinI jema jJAnamAM teja jhaLahaLatA hatA... cAra varSanI nAnI vaye zravaNamAtrathI bhaktAmara stotrane kaMThastha karanAra A putranI pratibhAne pIchANI mAtApitAe jasavaMtane potAnA svArtha mATe saMsAramAM jakaDI na rAkhatAM jinazAsana mATe guruvarazrI nayavijayajI mahArAjanA caraNe arpaNa karyo... nAnI vaye bALaka maTI muni bananAra A jasavaMte have muni yazovijayajInA nAme saMyama jIvana sAthe jJAnadarzana cAritra tapanI uccatama sAdhanA AraMbhI. ' je vaye mAtAnA khoLAmAM bALaka rame te vaye jasavaMta gurumAnA khoLe ramato hato. je vaye bALaka ramatagamatamAM khuzI anubhave te vaye jasavaMta samyajJAnanA pAna karavAmAM masta hato. gurucaraNe saMsAranI lapa nahotI, saMyamanI saragama hatI. tyAgano pagathAra hato ane jJAnano raNakAra hato... bAlamuni yazovijayajI yuvA vayane pAmyA. kAzImAM bAra varasa, AgrAmAM cAra varasa tarka darzana nyAya Adi zAstrono prakhara abhyAsa karyo. 5ii potAnI pracaMDa pratibhAthI vAdIone parAjaya karI jinazAsanano jayadhvaja laherAvI navya nyAyanA 108 graMthanI racanA karI nyAyAcArya ane nyAyavizArada A be padavI prApta karI. deva gurunI parama kRpA ane sarasvatI mAtAnA putra samA A muni bhagavaMte AgamagraMthonuM dohana karI bhavya jIvonA hitArthe saMskRta prAkRta

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gujarAtI rAsA stavano Adi aneka racanAo karI... e aneka racanAomAM sarvazreSTha racanA eTale jJAnasAra graMtha.... je jJAnasAramAM prabhu zrI arihaMtadevanI vANInuM amRta mukAyuM che... yoga sAdhanAnI dizA khullI mukAi che... AtmAthI paramAtmA pada prApti sudhIno mArga nirdezIta karAyela che. batrIsa aSTakomAM batAvela Atmika guNa khajAnAmAM mAnavatAnI maheMka che, saMyamanI suvAsa che, paramapada prAptino payagAma che... vaMdana karIe e mahApuruSa mahAyogI mahAjJAnI upAdhyAyazrI yazovijayajI mahArAjane.... jeoe AvI adbhuta racanA karI... prabhuzrI arihaMtadevanI vANInI mahAna prasAdI jJAnasAra graMtha racanA dvArA ApaNA sudhI pahoMcADI.. A jJAnasAra aSTakono svapajJa bhAvArtha karanAra vidvAna pU. A. bha. zrI vijayarAjazekharasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA ne vaMdanA A saMkalanomAM jemanuM yogadAna lIdhuM che evA sarasvatI labdha prasAda, rASTrahita ciMtaka pU.A.bha.zrIvijayaratnasuMdarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pravacana prabhAvaka, rALa paTInA upakAraka, kAmaNa giranAra dhAmanA preraNA dAtA pU.A.zrIyazovarmasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA viddavarya jaina saMghonA viziSTa mArgadarzaka,jJAna bhaMDAra premI, pU.A.bha.zrI zIlacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnuM RNa svIkAra vaMdana karuM chuM.

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parama zraddheya guNasAgarasUrirAjanuM jIvanadarzana vi.sa. 1969 mahA suda-2nA divase acalagacchAdhirAja pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavaMta zrI guNasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI jIvana kuMDaLInA grahoe bAra khAnAomAM evI pakkaDa jamAvI hatI ke Aje 100-100 varSa pachIya e yugapurUSano prabhAva hajI vadhato ja hoya evo anubhava thAya che. divaMgata thayA pachI varaso vIte tema yAda dhUMdhaLI thatI hoya che. varcasva bhUMsAtuM hoya che. kALano, bhasmagraha to paraco batAve ja che. A puNya purUSanI yAda ane emanuM varcasva to kALane pachADI rahyuM che. varaso jema vIte che tema prabhAva ghero bane che. A puruSane vidAya thavAne 27 varSa vItyA. guru virahanA divasomAM gurunuM karuNAmRta varasatuM rahyuM che. emanI mahattA, Ajeya gavAtI rahI che. A mahA puruSe khoTa sAlavA dIdhI nathI. jemaNe dilathI yAda karyA hoya temane jIvaMta anubhavavA maLI che. eka vicArakanA zabdo yAda AvI jAya che "mahApuruSo jIvatA hoya che tyAre emane maLavAno samaya anaMta banI jAya che. jIvaMtathI chUTA paDI zakAya paNa divaMgatathI chUTA nathI paDAtuM. emanA smaraNano sahavAsa sadAno sAthI banIne ApaNAM ekAMtane ujamALa banAvyA kare che. ghaNIvAra kaTokaTI AvI che. mAraga sUjhayo nathI A parama puruSane yAda karI AMkho mIMcI rAkhI che. prArthanAnA bhAvathI, ArajhUnI arajathI aMtara bharI dIdhuM te sAthe ja kaTokaTIno sAmano karavAnuM mArgadarzana maLyuM che. pIchehaTha karavI paDI nathI. khAlIpo lAge tyAre emanA ja zabdonuM arthaghaTana kAnamAM guMjyA kare che. jAtanI nabaLAioe mAthuM uMcakyuM che tyAre Aja mahApuruSe ApelA saMskAro kAme lAgyA che. samagra kaccha ane gacchanA gaganamAM dharmalAbha gUMjI rahyo che. e mahApuruSano puruSArtha che. AvAsa yojanAnI iMTa kaho ke imArata kaho e A mahApuruSanI dUraMdezI hatI. Aje saccAino chAMyaDo jALavI zakavAmAM A yugapuruSanI kRpA-karuNA ja sadhiyAro dai rahyuM che. Aje e sahakAra emanI yAdamAMthI maLI rahyo che. A mahApuruSanA khoLe jIvanabhara rahevAnuM hatuM. Aje to mAtra yAdano AnaMda lai zakAya che. emane to bhavobhavanA sAthIdAra banAvI devA che. prAraMbhanA pAMca varasa emanA sahavAsamAM zvAsa lIdhA. Aje 27 varasathI ENew Its axis s t us at a wiss First s

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mAtra yAdathI taraboLa banavAnuM cAlu che. emanI saraLatA, sAdagI priyatA, nikhAlasatA, nirmaLatA eka eka dazyo Aje dekhAya che. pracaMDa puruSArthano jIvanamaMtra Aje samajAya che. e mahApuruSano pratyakSa saMga karanArA A dharAtala para hajI 30/35 varSa sudhI maLI Avaze. emanuM pratyakSa sAnidhya mANanArAo have AgAmI so varSamAM koi nahi bace. bacaze mAtra emanA dvArA sarjana thayelA sukRto. 200 graMthonA sarjana hoya ke 72 jinAlaya jevA virATa tIrtho hoya, 250 thI adhika zramaNa-zramaNInA mukhe 'ame guNasAgarasUrinA samudAyanA...' e hRdayaguMjanathI jIvaMta raheze. emanA nAmane, prabhAvane vadhu prANavAna banAvavAno prAmANika parizrama karavA jevo che. jiMdagI to dAyake dAyarka AgaLa vadhavAnI che. eka divasa amArA e dAyakAo pUrA thai javAnA che. emanA jevI sAdhanAnuM satva nathI. evI ArAdhanAnuM baLa paNa nathI. emanA jevI samaja ane gItArthatA nathI. gaMbhIratAnuM aMza paNa DokAto nathI. bhAvanAomAM uNapa che. uMcA adhyavasAyonI uDAna nathI khArA ToparA jevI lAgaNIonI abhivyaktimAMya saDelA svArthanI durgaMdha che tyAre emanA jevI aMtima samayanI sajjatA kevI rIte Avaze e mUMjhave che. amArA AtamarAmamAM guNono vaibhava Avaze ke kema? amArA jIvananA thoDA varaso sAhebajI sAthe vItyA che. amAruM nAma ApanI sAthe joDAyuM che eTalo harakha Aje vartAya che. bhAdaravA vida amAsanI aMdhArI rAtrimAM ATaluM amArA mATe prakAzanA kiraNo samAna che. bhagavAnanuM zAsana duniyAnA jIvone saMsArathI bacAvanAruM amogha AlaMbana che. mahApuruSe zAsananI javAbadArI potAnA khabhe upADIne ApaNI para bahu moTo upakAra karyo che. e upakAronuM RNa kadi vALI zakavAnA nathI. alavidAnI 27mI punita tithie sAcI gurubhakti RNamukti rUpa pharaja banAvI zakIe eTalI jAgRti Ave e ja bhAvanA. A jJAnasAranuM saMkalana ApanI ja zaktithI zakya banyuM che. mAruM kazuM ja nathI..... MAA ______WIT 8 HUNATHA & ENT YOU YAMAN

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'chellI sadInA smANita zrutakevaLI (pU. upAdhyAyajI mahArAjanI adhyAtmayAtrA 'jIvana kavananI jhAMkhI III -: vizeSaNo - AYU laghuharibhadra, dvitIya hemacandra, smArita zrata kevalI, 28 kurcAlIzArada, tArkika ziromaNi, mahAnatArkika, nyAyavizArada, nyAyAcArya, vAcakavarya, mahAmahopAdhyAya, che ke huM bIjamaMtra pada prasthApaka, zuddhAcAra kriyApAlaka, mahAt jaNAvaNa jyotirdhara, vAcakarAja, pAThakavarya, yogavizArada, satyagaveSaka, prakharataiyAyika, mahAna samanvayakAra, vAdImadabhaMjaka,padarzanavettA, sakala tArkika cUDAmaNi ka che -: sAhitya-viSaya :prAcInanyAya, navya nyAya, vyAkaraNa, sAhitya, alaMkAra, chaMda, kAvya, tarka, Agama, naya, pramANa, yoga, adhyAtma, tatvajJAna, AcAra, upadeza, kathA, bhakti -: sAhitya-bhASA :saMskRta, prAkRta, gujarAtI, hindI, mAravADI, mizra -: vihAbhUmi :unA, pAlitANA, siddhapura, surata, jesalamera, kAzI, iMdalapura, mahesANA, pATaNa, amadAvAda, khaMbhAta, ghoghA, Dabhoi kAkA kAna so as Restas Y N S xxx w Y S.. _ INY # 1 ts as Y ja karatA ja

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'amara upAdhyAyajInI sAlavANa siddhio * vi.saM. 1 6 99 rAjanagaramAM 8 mahA vadhAna. * vi.saM. 1701 viziSTa prajJA prApti kAje kANI prati vihAra. * vi.saM. 1703 kANIno kIrtidhvaja aNanama rakhAvatI tatrastha diggaja paMDito dvANa nyAyAdhAryuM ane nyAya vizArada birudANa. * vi.saM. 1704 dAgrAmAM naya. nizcayavAdI banArasIdAsanA ubhAganuM umUlana. * vi.saM. 170 8 gurjarapati mahobbatakhAna subAnI rAjasabhAmAM jANIvAsa pachI adbhuta 18 jIvavAnI kaLA dahana. * vi.saM. 1710 (tithi: poSa vada-13) pATaNamAM zrI dvArA nayayaka graMthanA cheka zloka paNa svAyelI zrI siMhavAdigaNI kSamAzramaNanI 18 0 0 0 zloka30 8 pAnA pramANa TIkAnA 48 0 0 zloka-73 pAnA mAtra 15 divasamAM granthastha kayu. * vi.saM. 171 0 saMvegIpakSanA 5. zrI traNaddhivimalajIne banAsakAMThAnA pAlanapura pAsenA goLA gAmamAM zrI mahAvIra svAmInA sAMnnidhyamAM diyoddhAra karyo hato ane temAM upAdhyAyajI sahAyatA karI hatI. vi.saM. 1733 chaMdalapura (hAlanA amadAvAdano te vakhatano jANIto vistAra) nA cAtumatimAM sthAnakavAsI zrAvaka meghajI mulajI dozI jinapratimA sthApanA mATe DhagalAbaMdha zAstra pATho chApIne mUrtipUjaka banAvyA jeno ullekha nA nimitte yAyelA 150 gAthAnA stavanamAM che. * vi.saM. 1 738 paMnyAsa zrI satyavijayajI mahArAje karelA kiyodvAra vakhate zrI upAdhyAyajIne sAmAvANI varNavatuM zAsana patra pragaTa karyuM hatuM. * vi.saM. 174 2 suratamAM zrAvaka rUpacaMda maMgaLayaMda ane mANeka zrAvikA nAdine 11 AMga saMbhaLAvyA tathA 11 AMganI sajajhAya rahI. A zAnadAra Raas prakAra zaw a wria S NI 10 jAmajA Atry and a R e Y NMS Exis Is This Y IN is SisiY aiL FEET Rasoini RaniY as a = yas Y IN Eia with

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'upAdhyAyujI vahevaDAvelI upaThANa-gaMgA. * mamatAzatakanI nA potAnA ziSya muni hemavijayajI mATe karI. * ghanamUNanA pitarAibhAi panAjInA zravaNArthe sisahastra nAma kodA graMthanI ppanA karI. * sakhyatvaSasthAnano bAlAvabogha zanagaranAM tArAcaMda premacaMda mANe racyo. * jJAnasAra bAlAvabogha zrAvaka zAMtidAsanA cittane aAnaMda pamADavA mATe racyo. * digaMbaravArya zrI vidyAmaMdi racita zabdasahastrI prakaraNa upara upAdhyAyajIne 8 0 0 0 zloka pramANa TIkA svI. kAzI chAbhyAsAMte upAdhyAyajI tatva ciMtAmaNI nAmano adabhuta graMtha paMDita pAsethI thoDA divasa mATe meLavIne kaMThastha karyo jene lakhI to prAyaH 10 hajAra zloka pramANa thAya. kAraNImAM paMDitajIne abhyAsa karAvavA badala pratidina cAMdIno 1 rUpiyo arpaNa thato hato. (tyAre 1 rUpiyAnuM 21 zera ghI maLatuM, jethI Aje rAnI koDonI kiMmata aMkAya). zrI upAdhyAyajI viyita dravyaguNa pathayi zaNanI guru zrI nayavijayajI mahArAje 171 1mAM lakhelI hastaprata bAje ya vidyamAna che. * upAdhyAyajI yita vairAgya kalpalatAnI prata 171 6mAM svarNagiri jAlora nagare guru zrI navijayajI lakhI hatI. * upAdhyAyajI kRta DhAtrizat tridikA mULagraMthanI prata nA. zrI jJAnavimalasUrijI svahaste lakhI ApI hatI. * upAdhyAyajInA 350 gAthAnA stavana paNa . zrI jJAnavimalasUrIzvarajI ane 5. paDhAvijayajI mahArAje bAlAvabodha racyo che. * upAdhyAyajInA graMtho lakhanAra lahiyA gadAdhara mahArAje 2 lAkha zloka pramANa nyAyaviSayaka graMtho lakhyA hatA. * jJAnayogI upAdhyAyajI chellI avasthAmAM potAnA nAmane badale paramAnaMda zabda vAparyo hato, jenI pratitI batrIsIthI thAya che. an in maxRY was assimis You TEES B 11 &i Ener an in | 11 kapaEY TELEPHERE

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upAghyAyajI ma. nA sAhitya dvArA mahopakAra : * zrI buDerAyajI mahArAja 'muhapatti kI yaf' nAmanA graMthamAM evuM lakhe che ke pote sthAnakavAsI paraMpaNa choDI mUrtipUjaka banyA pachI upAdhyAyajI rathita aghyAtmasAra sAdi graMtho vAMcyA bAda mana susthira sudaDha banyuM ane tyAre ja nizcaya karyo ke, AjathI upAghyAyajI mArA mAnasika guru! * paMDita sukhalAlajI paNa pU. upAdhyAyajI racita 'pratimA zataka' graMtha vAMcyA bAda ja sthApanA nikSepAmAM daDha zradALu banyA hatA. AvI keTakeTalIya upakAra gaMgA pU. upAdhyAyajIne vahAvI hatI. jene kAgaLamAM keTalI kaMDArAya? A bhale Agama graMtha nathI paNa prabhunI patharAyelI vANIno nicoDa jIvana mArgadarzana, kramika guNonA jIvane vikAsa mATe amarakRti che. jIvananI DhaLatI saMdhyAe badhA zAstronA avAhana pachI A sarjana che. pAchaLa 'sAra' zabda lAge, 'rahasya' zabda lAge, pradIpa zabda lAge, 'parikSA' zabda lAge AMkaDAothI graMtha oLakhAya evA seMkaDo graMthanA sarjana karyA. 32 aSTako che. kaMThastha karajo, artha samajajo. 12 GYAN #IYA 3 T

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siMkSipta sArI ATha-ATha zlokanuM eka aSTaka. evAM batrIsa aSTaka ane batrIsa viSaya. e viSayonI kramika goThavaNI che. goThavaNImAM saMkalanA che. goThavaNImAM sAdhanAnuM mArgadarzana che. A cAra zlokomAM batrIsa viSayonAM nAma che. graMthakAre "TabA'mAM hetupurassara eno krama samajAvyo che. paheluM aSTaka che pUrNatAnuM. lakSa vinAnI pravRttinuM koi mUlya nahIM, koi phaLa nahIM, eTale pahelA ja aSTakamAM lakSa batAvyuM pUrNatAnuM; AtmaguNonI pUrNatAnuM. A lakSa je jIvanuM baMdhAya, "mAre AtmaguNonI pUrNatA meLavavI ja che'- Avo saMkalpa thAya, to ja jIva jJAnamAM magna banI zake; mATe * bIjuM aSTaka che magnatAnuM. jJAnamAM magna! parabrahmamAM lIna! AtmajJAnamAM ja magnatA. AvI sthiti prApta thAya tyAre ja jIvanI caMcaLatA dUra thAya ane sthira bane. mATe magnatA pachI che trIjuM aSTaka che sthiratAnuM. mana-vacana-kAyAnI sthiratA. mananI sthiratA prApta karavAnI. to ja kriyAonuM auSadha kAma kare. sthiratAno ratnadIpaka pragaTa karavAno, to ja moha-vAsanAo moLI paDe. mATe cothuM aSTaka che amohanuM. "aha" ane "mama' e moharAjAno maMtra che. maMtrathI caDhelAM mohanAM jera "nAda'-"na mana'nA pratipakSI maMtrathI utAravAno upadeza ApavAmAM Avyo che. A rIte mohanuM jhera Utare to ja jJAnI banI zakAya, te mATe sta se was sitting a ts s aid swaY busiastasiY4 , B ala Hass is an as a w Yahi aiFi Yaas

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je pAMcamuM aSTaka che jJAnanuM. jJAnanI pariNati thavI joie. jJAnano prakAza prApta thavo joie. jJAnanuM amRta, jJAnanuM rasAyaNa ane jJAnanuM ezvarya prApta karavuM joie. to ja zAMta banAya, kaSAyonuM zamana thAya, mATe chaThuM aSTaka che zamanuM koi vikalpa nahIMne niraMtara AtmAnA zuddha svabhAvanuM AlaMbana! Avo AtmA indriyo para vijaya meLavI zake. mATe sAtamuM aSTaka che ijiya-jayanuM. viSayonA baMdhanothI AtmAne bAMdhatI indriyo para vijaya prApta karanArA mahAmuni ja sAcA tyAgI banI zake. mATe ( AThamuM aSTaka che tyAganuM. jyAre svajana, dhana ane indriyonA viSayono tyAgI muni bhayarahita ane phlezarahita bane che, ahaMkAra ane mamatvathI mukta bane che, tyAre enAmAM zAstravacanane anusaravAnI zakti pragaTa thAya che, mATe ke navamuM aSTaka che kriyAnuM. prItipUrvaka kriyA, bhaktipUrvaka kriyA, jinAjJAnusAra kriyA ane niHsaMgatApUrvaka kriyA karanAro mahAtmA parama tRpti anubhave che, mATe je dazamuM aSTaka che tRptinuM. svaguNamAM tRpti! zAntarasanI tRpti! dhyAnAmRtanA oDakAra! mikSara : suravI to zAnatRto niraMjJanaH'-bhikSu-muni ja jJAnatRpta banI parama sukha anubhave. Avo ja AtmA nirlepa rahI zake. disia TaiwadjA jaasis Yogi FagYkaxisuass Timix

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bhAga-1mAM 90 aSTako 1. pUrNatA-aSTaka 2. magnatA aSTaka 3. sthiratA aSTaka 4. mohatyAga aSTaka 5. jJAna aSTaka 6. rAma samatA aSTaka 7. indriya jayASTaka 8. tyAgASTaka 9. kriyASTaka 10. tRpti aSTaka 2 SiS S << karaja bajassess siY sign E

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nyAyAcArya zrI yazovijayopAdhyAyaviracitam zrI jJAnasAraprakaraNama | (ropajJamaSArthasahitam) aindravRndanataM natvA, vIraM tattvArthadezinam / arthaH zrI jJAnasArasya, likhyate lokabhASayA || iMdranA samUhathI namAyelA ane tattvArthanA upadezaka mahAvIra prabhune namaskAra karIne jJAnasArano artha lokabhASAmAM lakhuM chuM. pUrNatASTakam aindrazrIsukhamagnena, lIlAlagnamivAkhilam / saccidAnandapUrNena, pUrNa jagadavekSyate ||1|| anvaya sahita zabdArtha(1) ruva-jema rendrIsumana-Indra saMbaMdhI lakSmInA sukhamAM magna thayelA puruSathI vana-sarva na-jagata nInonanaM-sukhamAM magna thayeluM pravezya-dekhAya che. (tema) saM-sattA vijJAna ane zAnaHsukhathI pUrNa yogIthI (saMpUrNa jagata) pUrNa-jJAna, darzana ane cAritrathI pUrNa dekhAya che. (1) jema iMdranI lakSmInA sukhamAM mazagula jIva saMpUrNa jagatane sukhI 1 sattA = sadA svarUpamAM vidyamAnatA. zrI devacaMdrajI mahArAje satno zubha athavA zAzvata evo artha karyo che. emanI daSTie savitA padano artha zubha ke zAzvata jJAna ane sukha e bethI pUrNa evo thAya che.

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jue che, tema sattA, jJAna ane AnaMda e traNathI pUrNa vizvanA saghaLA jIvone jJAna-darzana-cAritrathI pUrNa jue che. jema vyavahAramAM sukhamAM mazagula badhAne sukhI jue che, tema pUrNa (sAmAnya kevalI, arihaMta ane siddha bhagavAna) badhA jIvone pUrNa jue che. nizcayanayanI dRSTie badhA AtmAo jJAna-darzanacAritrathI paripUrNa che. nizcayanayanI dRSTie bhrAMti nathI. pUrNatA yA paropAdheH, sA yAcitakamaNDanam / yA tu svAmaviLI zaiva, nAtyaratnavimAnimAra anvaya sahita zabdArtha (2) paropAe:-52vastunA nimittathI yA-je pUrNatA-pUrNapaNuM (che) sAte yAnvitamaGanam-mAgI lAvelA ghareNA samAna (che.) tu-paraMtu yAje svAmAvijI-svabhAva siddha (pUrNatA che) sA-te va-ja nAtyaratavimanimA-uttamaratnanI kAMti jevI (che.) (2) saMpatti Adi paravastuthI thatI pUrNatA lagnAdi prasaMge mAMgI lAvelA AbhUSaNo samAna che. jJAna-darzana-cAritra rUpa-svAbhAvika pUrNatA to zreSTha ratnanI kAMti samAna che. jema mAMgI lAvelA AbhUSaNothI thatI zobhA kRtrima che ane uttama ratnanI kAMti-zobhA svAbhAvika che, tema ajJAna jIvoe mAnelI dhanAdikathI pUrNatA kRtrima che, ane jJAnAdi AtmaguNothI pragaTelI pUrNatA svAbhAvika che. avAstavI vikalpaiH syAt pUrNatA'bdherivormibhiH / pUrNAnanvantu maLavAn, simitodhisannimaH / / / / anvaya sahita zabdArtha (3) va-jema nimi:-taraMgothI avye:-samudranI (pUrNatA avAstavika hoya che tema) vibhai:-vikalpothI (AtmAnI) avAstavI-avastuthI thayelI = kalpita pUrNatA-pUrNatA cAr-hoya tu-paraMtu pUrNAnantaH-pUrNa 2 *

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AnaMdavALo mAvAna-zuddha svabhAvavALo AtmA ristAmatoghanimaHsthira samudranA jevo (prazAMta hoya che.) (3) jema taraMgothI thatI samudranI pUrNatA avAstavika che, tema huM dhanavAna chuM vagere vikalpothI thatI pUrNatA avAstavika che. pUrNAnaMda svarUpa (siddha) bhagavAna vikalpa rahita hovAthI sthira samudra samAna che. samudramAM be rIte pUrNatA che. (1) taraMgothI ane (2) sthiratAthI. tema AtmAmAM paNa be rIte pUrNatA che. (1) vikalpothI ane sthiratAthI. vikalpothI thatI pUrNatA anitya che, kAraNake pUrve (bIjI gAthAmAM) kahyuM tema kRtrima che. sthiratAthI pragaTatI pUrNatA pUrve kahyuM tema svAbhAvika hovAthI nitya che. AthI nitya pUrNatA prApta karavA huM dhanavAna chuM vagere vikalpono tyAga karavo joIe. jAgarti jJAnadRSTizcet, tRSNAkRSNAhijAGgalI / pUrNAnandasya tatki syAd, dainyavRzcikavedanA ? ||4|| anvaya sahita zabdArtha(4) ve-jo tRMIUIdinAnnI-tRSNArUpa kALA nAganA jherano nAza karavAmAM gAruDInA (= madArInA) maMtra samAna jJAnavRSTi:-tattvajJAna rUpI daSTi nA rti-pragaTe che ta-to pUnadraca-pUrNa AnaMdavALAne sainyavRzcikTavevanA-dInatArUpa vIMchInI pIDA vimU-zuM cA-hoya? (4) jo tRSNArUpa kALA nAganuM jhera utAravAmAM gAruDI maMtra samAna tattvajJAna daSTi pragaTe che to pUrNAnaMda bhagavAnane dInatA rUpa vIMchInA DaMkhanI vedanA zuM hoya? sva-paranA viveka rUpa tattvajJAnadaSTithI tRSNAno kSaya thavAthI pUrNAnaMda banelA AtmAmAM dInatA hotI nathI. AnAthI tattvajJAnadaSTi tRSNAyano rAmabANa upAya che e jaNAvyuM. pUryante yena kRpaNAstadupekSaiva pUrNatA / pUrNAnandasudhAsnigdhA, dRSTireSA manISiNAm ||5|| = * 3 *

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anvaya sahita zabdArtha(6) yena-je dhanadhAnyAdi parigraha vaDe paUT:-hIna sattvavALA pUryanta-pUrAya che tartanI upekSA-upekSA kava-ja pUrNatA-svAbhAvika jJAnAdi guNanI paripUrNatA (che.) pUnaHsudhArinA-pUrNa AnaMdarUpa amRtathI Arda thayelI uSA-A vRSTi tattvajJAnarUpa daSTi manISa mUtattvajJAnIonI hoya che.) (5) je dhanAdikathI hIna sattvavALA jIvo pUrNa bane che tenI upekSA ja pUrNatA che. pUrNa AnaMdarUpa amRtathI Ardra banelI A dRSTi tattvajJAnIonI hoya che. tattvajJAnI AtmA dhanAdikathI nahi, paraMtu AtmAnA anaMtajJAnAdi guNothI pUrNatA mAne che. apUrNaH pUrNatAmeti, pUryamANastu hIyate / pUrNAnandasvabhAvo'yaM, jagadadbhutadAyakaH // 6 / / anvaya sahita zabdArtha(6) apUrNa: dhana dhAnyAdi parigrahathI rahita pUtA-jJAnAdinI pUrNatAne rata-pAme che pUrvamAga:-dhana-dhAnyAdi parigrahathI pUrAto (jJAnAdiguNonI) hAnine pAme che mAM-A pUnaHsvabhAva:AnaMdathI paripUrNa AtmAno svabhAva nahitalIya:-jagatane Azcarya karanAro (che.) (6) tyAganA pariNAma vaDe dhanAdika paudgalika padArthothI apUrNa AtmA jJAnAdi guNothI pUrNa bane che, ane pudgalothI pUrNa thato AtmA jJAnAdi guNothI hIna bane che. pUrNAnaMda AtmAno A svabhAva jagatane Azcarya karanAro che. laukika koThAra vagere dhAnyAdinA tyAgathI apUrNa bane che ane saMgrahathI pUrNa bane che. jayAre pUrNAnaMdano svabhAva AnAthI viparIta che. AthI pudgalAnaMdI jIvone pUrNAnaMdano svabhAva Azcarya kare che. * 4 *

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parasvatvakRtonmAthA, bhUnAthA nyUnatekSiNaH / svasvatvasukhapUrNasya, nyUnatA na harerapi ||7|| anvaya sahita zabdArtha(7) paratvakRta-paravastumAM AtmapaNAnI buddhithI karI che unmAthIvyAkuLatA jeoe evA mUnAthA-rAjAo nyUnaterasa:-potAnI nyUnatAne jonArA (che.) svatva, suraupUraca-AtmAne vize AtmapaNAnA sukhathI pUrNa thayelAne dareH iMdra karatAM paNa nyUnatAochApaNuM na-nathI. (7) pudgalamAM AtmapaNAnI buddhithI vyAkula banelA rAjAo paNa potAne apUrNa jue che. AtmAmAM AtmasukhathI pUrNa banelA munine iMdrathI paNa kamInA hotI nathI. pudgalAnaMdI jIvone game teTalI saMpatti maLe to paNa tRpti thatI nathI. tRSNA anaMta hovAthI sadA apUrNa ja rahe che. pUrNAnaMda AtmA iMdrasukhathI paNa anaMtaguNA sukhano anubhava kare che.' kRSNe pakSe parikSINe, zukle ca samudagdhati / dyotante saklAdhyakSAH, pUrNAnandavidhoH kalAH ||8|| anvaya sahita zabdArtha- (8) kRSNa pakSe parikSaNe-kRSNapakSano kSaya thaye chate zuvanne 2 samudghati-ane zukla pakSano udaya thaye chate sanAdhyakSA:-sarvane pratyakSa evI pUnattvavido:-pUrNAnaMdarUpa caMdranA nA:-aMzo = caitanya paryAyo dyotajo-prakAzamAna thAya che. (8) kRSNapakSano kSaya ane zuklapakSano udaya thatAM pUrNAnaMda AtmArUpa caMdranI sarva pratyakSa kalAo= caitanya paryAyo prakAzamAna thAya che. jema caMdranI kaLAo zuklapakSamAM ja prakAzita bane che, tema yo.zA. pra. 2 gA. 112, 114 a.sA.gA. 11, pra. 2.gA. 124thI 128, 235 thI 238.

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AtmAnA caitanya paryAyo zukla pakSamAM prakAzita = zuddha bane che. suda pakhavADiyuM caMdrano zuklapakSa che ane vada pakhavADiyuM kRSNapakSa che. AtmAno zuklapakSa ane kRSNapakSa kALa A pramANe che - je kALa adhyAtmanI prAptimAM bAdhaka bane te kALa AtmAno kRSNapakSa ane je kALa adhyAtmanI prAptimAM bAdhaka na bane te AtmAno zuklapakSa che. anAdikALathI saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karI rahelA jIvomAM je jIvano saMsAra paribhramaNa kAla eka 1 pudgala parAvarta jeTalo rahe che te jIvano e (aMtima eka pudgala parAvarta) kALa zuklapakSa che ane e pahelAMno kALa kRSNapakSa che. kAraNake caramAvartamAM (aMtima pula parAvartamAM) ja adhyAtmanI prApti thaI zake che. koIpaNa jIvane caramAvartanI pahelAM adhyAtmanI prApti thAya ja nahi. caramAvartamAM turata adhyAtmanI prApti thAya ja evo niyama nathI, paraMtu jo adhyAtmanI prApti thAya to caramAvartamAM ja thAya, caramAvarta pahelAM adhyAtmanI prApti na ja thAya evo niyama che. Ama, adhyAtmanI prAptimAM caramAvarta pahelAMno kALa bAdhaka banato hovAthI kRSNapakSa che, ane caramAvarta kALa bAdhaka na banato hovAthI zukla pakSa che. viMzativizikAra vagere graMthomAM caramAvarta kALane dharmayauvanakALa ane acaramAvarta kALane = caramAvartanI pahelAMnA badhA kALane bhavabAlakALa kahyo che. kAraNake - jema bALakane samajaNanA abhAve bhoga upara (vyaktirUpe) rAga hoto nathI, AthI tene dhUlikrIDAmAM AnaMda Ave che. paNa, e ja bALaka yuvAna bane che tyAre bhogarAga utpanna thatAM bAlyAvasthAnI dhUlikrIDA vagere kriyAo zaramAvA jevI lAge che. tema, acaramAvartamAM rahelA jIvane ajJAnatAnA yoge dhUlikrIDA jevI saMsAra kriyAmAM AnaMda Ave che. paNa e jIva caramAvartakALamAM Ave che tyAre 1 asaMkhya varSo = eka palyopama. 10 koDAkoDi palyopama = 1 sAgaropama. 20 koDAkoDi sAgaropama = avasarpiNI utsarpiNI rUpa eka kAlacakra. anaMtA kALacakro = 1 pudgala parAvarta pudgala parAvartanuM vizeSa svarUpa karmagraMtha, paMcasaMgraha vagere graMthothI jANI levuM. vi.vi. cothI viMzikA gA. 19-20, pAMcamI viMzikA gA.18-19, a.sA. gA. 18-19.

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dharmarAga utpanna thatAM saMsArakriyAo zaramabharI (haya) lAge che. Ama, caramAvartakALa zuklapakSa che ane acaramAvartakALa kRSNapakSa che. zuklapakSa - kRSNapakSanI A vyAkhyA dazAzrutaskaMdhanI cUrNinA AdhAre karI che. 'sthAnAMga sUtra vagerenA AdhAre dezona ardha pudgala parAvartakALa zukla pAkSika ane te pahelAno badho kALa kRSNapAkSika che. A kathana pramANe zukla pakSa - kRSNapakSanI vyAkhyA A pramANe karI zakAya. te samyagdarzanAdi mokSamArganI prAptimAM je kALa bAdhaka bane te kRSNapakSa ane je kALa bAdhaka na bane te zukla pakSa. saMsAra paribhramaNa kALa dezona ardha pugala parAvarta jeTalo bAkI rahe tyAre ja samyagdarzanAdi mokSamArganI prApti thaI zake. dezona ardha pugala parAvarta pahelAM samyagdarzanAdi mokSamArganI prApti na ja thAya. Ama, dezona ardha pudgala parAvartathI pahelAMno kALa mokSamArganI prAptimAM bAdhaka banato hovAthI kRSNapakSa che ane dezona ardha pudgala parAvartakALa temAM bAdhaka na banato hovAthI zuklapakSa che. jema dUdhamAM paDatI sAkara khalAsa nathI thaI jatI paNa vyApaka bane che, tema sarvamAM svanuM visarjana karanAro khalAsa nathI thato paNa vyApaka bane che. jo jo kiriyAvAI so bhavyo NiyamA sukkapakkhio / aMto puggalapariaTTassu sijjhai / je je kriyAvAdI (AtmavAdI) che te bhavya che, ane avazya zuklapAkSika che, te eka pudgala parAvartanI aMdara siddha thAya che. (dazA zrutaskaMdha cha8A adhyAyanI cUrNi). sthAnAMga pahelA sthAnanI TIkA tathA yo.bi.gA. 72 vagerenA AdhAre. jesimavaDDho puggalapariaTTo sesao a saMsAro / te sukkapakkhiA khalu avare puNa kaNhapakkhiA / (thAnA )

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apUrNatAthI pUrNatA tarapha jinazAsananI Adarza paraMparAmAM uccakakSAnA vidvAna kahI zakAya tevA paropakArI upA. zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja aneka samasyAnuM samAdhAna jJAnasAra graMthamAM ApI rahyA che. sAdhaka sAdhanA karatA kadAca jIvanamAM hatAza thaI jAya. jIvanamAM vizvAsa DagI jAya tyAre sthiratA ane vizvAsa sAthe utsAha bharavAnuM kAma upAdhyAyajI karI rahyA che. emanI kalamamAM zAhI karatA sarasvatI AvI rAjasthAnI bhASAmAM paNa temaNe aneka prAkRta haze eTale saMskRta racanAo karI che. - - amadAvAdano eka prasaMga : sAMje pratikramaNamAM sajjhAyano Adeza gurudeve Apyo. pote saMskRta sajajhAya bolyA. A saMskRta sajjhAya sAMbhaLI eka zrAvake kahyuM, "mahArAja, sajjhAya bolyA paNa khabara na paDI. kAzImAM bAra varSa rahIne ghAsa kApeluM ke gujarAtI sajhAya na AvaDe." Amane Ama samatA rAkhavI e alaga che ane samaya upara samatA rAkhavI alaga che. adhikAra vakhate dhikkAra maLe tyAre samatA rahe to jina zAsana phaLyuM kahevAya. padano mada Avavo saheluM che, paNa ene paramapadanI prApti nathI maLatI. bIje divase yazovijayajIe pratikramaNamAM sajjhAyano Adeza laI *gujarAtI sajhAya bolavA lAgyA. doDha kalAka sudhI bolatA rahyA. zrAvaka kahe pUrNa karo. tyAre yazovijayajI kahe, "A to bAra varSa kAzImAM je ghAsa kApyuM che e ghAsanA puDA ja vALuM chuM." pelA bhAIe AvI kSamA mAMgI. e bhAI yazovijayajInA preraNAsrota banyA. emaNe e bhAIne upakArI mAnyA ke jemanI mIThI TakorathI teo keTalI gujarAtI racanAo karI zakyA. teo jIvanabhara e zrAvakane yAda karatA rahyA. jJAnasAranA prathama zlokamAM khUba ja mahattvanI vAto samajAvI che. zabdArtha karatA bhAvArthamAM vadhAre AnaMda ane bhAvArtha karatA rahasyArthamAM vadhAre majA Ave. *

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AtmA pUrNa che ane jagatane pUrNarUpe jue che. sukhamAM rahela AtmA jagatane sukhI tarIke jue che. je apUrNa che tene badhuM apUrNa ja dekhAya che... kamaLo thayo hoya ene badhuM ja pILuM dekhAya, kharuM ne..? adhuruM darzana rAga-dveSa kare che. apUrNa darzana kaleza kare che. pUrNa darzana sukhI kare che. krodhanuM kAraNa apUrNa dRSTi che. kaSAyane AdhIna banelI vyaktinI apUrNa dRSTi che. adhurAmAMthI pUrA thavA mATe zuM karavuM? rAga-dveSa ochA karavAnI pravRtti kare, pUrNa daSTino vikAsa kare paNa jayAM sudhI pUrNa dRSTi na Ave tyAM sudhI guNadRSTi keLavavAnI jarUra che. kArelA khAo cho? hA... kaDavA hovA chatAM paisA kharacIne premathI khAo cho... prasannatAthI khAo cho. kAraNa? guNakArI che mATe... sudarzana cUrNanI kaDavAza hoMzathI svIkArI lo cho. kAraNa? guNakArI che mATe! padArtha game tevo hoya chatAM guNakArI che evuM samajAtA eno svIkAra karIe chIe. krodha kharAba che, paNa vyakti kharAba nathI. vyakti abhimAnI hovA chatAM paNa khUba ja paropakArI che. TUMkamAM "guNadaSTi avaguNane gauNa kare che.' zrIkRSNa mahArAjA neminAtha prabhune ThAThamAThathI vaMdana karavA jatA hatA. je vyakti pAse jAo, je prasaMgamAM jAo tene yogya banI javuM joIe. dhArmika pagaraNamAM karAtA ADaMbara aneka jIvone caDhavAnA AlaMbana che. ApaNane na samajAya to koI anuSThAnanI niMdA - TIkA na karAya. zrIkRSNa mahArAjA rAjAne zobhe evA vizALa parivAra sAthe vaMdanArthe jaI rahyA che. rastAmAM AgaLa jatA vaMdanayAtrA pharI gaI. hAthI para beThelA zrIkRSNa mahArAje vaMdanayAtrA pAchI pharavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM. AgaLa durgadhayukta kUtarI paDelI che. emAMthI asahya durgadha AvatI hovAthI vaMdanayAtrA have bIje rastethI laI jaIzuM. zrIkRSNanA AgrahathI e ja raste yAtrA AgaLa vadhI. prajAjano, maMtrI, rAjapuruSo badhA ja nAka

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para kapaDuM rAkhI AgaLa nIkaLI gayA. zrIkRSNa mahArAja saDelI durgadhayukta kUtarI tarapha daSTi rAkhI bolI UThyA. kUtarInI dADamanI kaLI jevI daMtapaMkti keTalI suMdara che. A che guNagrAhI dRSTi. Tebala para eka glAsa che artho dUdhathI bharelo che. eka mANasa AvIne kahe che, "glAsa dUdhathI aDadho bharelo che." bIjo kahe che, "glAsa aDadho khAlI che. jayAM "savaLI vicAraNA' che tyAM "guNadRSTi' che. jyAM vicAraNA "nakArAtmaka che tyAM 'doSadRSTi' che. jyAM adhuruM darzana, apUrNa daSTi che tyAM sudhI kaSAyo karUNanAda utpanna karaze. ArtadhyAna, ArtanAda karAvaze. moTAthI nAnA sahunA mATe rAjamArga A che. saMsAra choDavo sahelo paNa saMsAranA kAraNo choDavA muzkela che. tyAga karavo sahelo che paNa vairAgya jagADavo muzkela che. pUrNa banavuM che to guNadRSTino vikAsa karavo ja paDaze. Aja sudhI aneka lokone mApatA ja AvyA chIe. mApavA karatA pAmavAnI dizAmAM AgaLa dhapIe. * dUdha mIThuM thAya che, sAkarane svIkAryA pachI.... * nAka tarabatara thAya che, suvAsane svIkAryA pachI.... * jIbha svAdanI anubhUti karI zake che, mIThAIne svIkAryA pachI ja... * rU nI vATa prakAza relAvI zake che, divAsaLInA svIkAranuM sattva dAkhavyA pachI ja. A badhAyanA svIkAra karatA eka svIkAra bhAre gauravaprada banAvavAnI vAta jJAnasAra kare che. jo e svIkAramAM saphaLa banyA to khyAla thaI javAnA... paNa e svIkAramAM ApaNe taiyAra na thayA to behAla banavAnA.... e svIkAranuM nAma che : jagatanA jIvo ! koIpaNa kAraNasara ApanA hRdaya siMhAsanethI jIva pratye AdarasabhAva gayo to ApaNe samajI levuM ke aneka sadbhAgyonA ughADathI ApaNe vaMcita banI javAnA. jagatanA jIvo to AdarabhAvanA adhikArI che. jIvamAtra jJAnAdi anaMtaguNono svAmI che... paramAtmatulya che...

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paramAtmA ane enA vacce taphAvata eTalo che ke paramAtmAne jJAnAdi anaMta guNo rokaDe che, jyAre e ja jJAnAdi anaMta guNo jIvane copaDe che. 52mAtmAne saghaLAya guNono ughADa thaI cUkyo che jyAre e ja guNo jIvane sattAmAM paDyA che. AdarabhAvanI UMcAIe pahoMcavAmAM guNadRSTi khUba ja sahAyaka durbhAva e tiraskAranuM pariNAma che, to AdarabhAva premanuM pariNAma tiraskAra krodha-vera-hiMsAmAM pariName che, jyAre Adara maitrIvAtsalya-ahiMsAnI pratiSThA karAve che. Avo jJAnasAranI A jJAnagaMgAnA AcamanarUpe hRdaya guNasabhara banAvI daIe.... vilaMba zuM kAma? banaze. che. lAgaNInA pravAhane jIvaMta rAkhavAno eka zreSTha vikalpa che: RNa smaraNa guNa smaraNa. jeonA sahayogathI A jIvana cAlI rahyuM che e tamAmano samAveza RNa smaraNamAM karavAno... ane jeono Adarza banAvavAthI A jIvana sarasa banAvI zakAya e tamAmano samAveza guNa smaraNamAM karo. prasannatA pAmI jazo. 11 .

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' jotA zIkhI jAo.... parama upakArI yazovijayajI jJAnasAra nAmanA graMthamAM sarvAgI rahasyo ThAlavI rahyA che. jenI dRSTi pUrNa che ene jagata pUrNa dekhAya che. tIrthakaro | kevaLajJAnIo pote pUrNa che. teo AkhA jagatane pUrNarUpe jue che. prazna thAya ApaNe apUrNa chatAM pUrNarUpe jue? rahasya gurUgamathI maLI zake che. gurugama kalikAlanuM amRta che. gurUgama maLI jAya tenI sAme koI paDadA nathI. AvaraNa haTAvI rahasya samajAve che. enA mATe satata satsaMga jarUrI che. jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che nizcaya ane vyavahAra ema baMne dRSTi joIe. tIrthakaro nizcaya dRSTithI kahe che ke jagatanA tamAma AtmAo samyagajJAna - darzana - cAritrathI pUrNa che. tethI teo jagatamAtrane potAnI samAna jue che. sonuM mAtra zuddha.... jala mAtra pavitra... paramAtmAnA rahasyone samajavA gurUgama joIe. jagatamAM cAra vastuo durlabha che : (1) manuSya janma (2) zravaNa (3) zraddhA (4) saMyamamAM vIrya zAstranuM mAtra vAMcana nahi paNa zravaNa durlabha batAvyuM che. sthUlibhadrasvAmIne paNa bhadrabAhusvAmI pAse javuM paDyuM hatuM. pustaka vAMcI paMDita thavAya. gurUgamathI jJAnI banAya. pustakothI vidvAna thavAya.. gurUgamathI guNavAna banAya. zAstra sApekSa gurU joIze. apekSAe pUjA karatAMya pravacananuM mahattva vadhAre batAvyuM che. pUjA e paramAtmAnuM sthApanAdeha che, pravacana e paramAtmAnuM AjJAdeha che. cAra jJAnanA dhaNI gautamasvAmI paNa pratikramaNa kare. Avazyaka kriyAnI binaupayogItA kahI dhyAnamArgane AgaLa laIne phare che. teo paNa hajI prabhunA zAsanane samajI nathI zakyA. = * 102 -

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jagatanA jIvone jyAM sudhI apUrNa joIzuM to tyAM sudhI athaDAmaNa thavAnI. pUrNa daSTi na pragaTe tyAM sudhI jJAnadaSTi... ane jJAnadaSTinA prathama caraNamAM che guNadaSTi. AtmAnA pratibaMdhaka tattvo che rAga ane dveSa. kevaLajJAna meLavavA jevI cIja che, paNa mahenata karavAnI che mohanIyanA kSaya karavA mATe. mohanIyano kSaya thatAM ja dharmasattA kevaLajJAnanI bheTa Ape che. mo - moha, kSa - kSaya.... mohano kSaya thAya to mokSa. ghAtakarmothI mokSa aTake che. cAra je aghAtI che te kAyApradhAna che. ghAtI AtmapradhAna che. apUrNa evA ApaNe paNa guNadRSTi khIlavIzuM to eka divasa cokkasa pUrNa banI zakAze. guNadaSTino eTalo badho vikAsa karo ke saMsAranI athaDAmaNa ochI thaI jAya. guNa premane khecI lAve che ane prema pratiSThita thatAM parivartana zakya banI zakaze. eka chokaro skulamAM ramAtI mecano kepTana banyo. mecamAM vijetA banyo. hAratorA paherAvyA. skulamAM sanmAna thayuM. chokaro khuza thato ghera Avyo. dIkaro vijetA banyo che e khabara che ane cAra divasa pahelA eNe sIgAreTa pIvAnuM zarU karyuM che e paNa pitAjIne khabara che. dIkaro ghare AvatA ja pitA ene bheTI paDyA ne bolyA, "beTA, mAruM haiyuM Aje bharAI AvyuM che. tuM Aje vijetA banyo paNa AgaLa vadhatAM tuM tArA purUSArthathI AkhA hiMdustAnano kepTana banI vizvavijetA bane evA huM AzIrvAda ApuM chuM. vizvavijetA banavAnI bhAvanA dharAvanAre potAnI chAtI lokhaMDI banAvavI paDe. bAvaDAmAM jora lAvavuM paDe. beTA, AjathI tuM dUdha vadhAre pIje. tuM AgaLa vadhIza tema tema tArA saMparkamAM ghaNI vyaktio Avaze. emanI sAthe bahAra jAya to sAttvika AhAra leje paNa sIgAreTa kyAreya pIto nahi." Ama kahIne pitAjI aMdaranI rUmamAM cAlyA gayA. "pitAjI UbhA raho!" kahI chokaro pitAjInA pagamAM paDI dhrusake dhrusake raDavA lAgyo. "pitAjI! mane mApha karo. atyAre ja mane pratijJA Apo. huM jIvanabhara sIgAreTane hAtha paNa nahIM lagADuM." sudhAravAnI rIta zIkho. kahevAnI paddhati zIkho. = * 13 * =

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pahelA Positive pachI ja Negative. sIdho kyAreya koInI upara humalo na karo. vyaktine enI khAmI kahetA pahelA enI cAra khUbIo kaho. 1 tamAre jo koIne sudhAravA ja hoya to enA mananuM AkarSaNa tamArI tarapha karo. U kAM puNya juo ne kAM adhikAra juo. A baMne vAtano vicAra karIne ja koIne sudhAravAnA paropakAra karo. je vyaktine tame sudhAravA cAho cho te vyaktimAM zuM che? e juo. A nathI... A nathI. A daSTi che tyAM sudhI athaDAmaNa. A che... A che.. A daSTi AkhI sRSTi badalI nAkhaze. chene svIkAro.. nathI'ne choDI do. korTanA pagathiyA chUTI gayA : eka yuvaka korTamAM chuTAcheDA levA gayo. jaja mAnavatAvAdI hatA. temaNe kahyuM ke bhAI, tArI patnIne jotA dIkarI jevo prema ubharAya che. tamane zuM khAmI che te chUTAcheDA levA nIkaLyA? chokaro kahe che ke A taddana jUnavANI che. mArA mitro sAthe zekahenDa karatA paNa nathI AvaDatuM. huM hoTalomAM nAcuM to ene paNa nAcavuM joIe. jamAnA pramANe cAlavuM joIe. A junavANI sAthe jIvana kema nabhe? eka vAtano khyAla rAkhazo... phoravarDa mANasanI sAthe kyAreya athaDAzo nahIM. jayAM cho tyAM sArA cho. jaja sAheba! mArI sAthe rahetA ene AvaDatuM nathI. jaja kahe che tArI badhI vAta sAMbhaLI. have mArA praznonA javAba Apa. ene rasoI kevI AvaDe? sarasa... kapaDA kevA dhue che? cokhkhA... ghara kevuM rAkhe che? ekadama sArUM.... A sAMbhaLI jaja sAheba kahe, "bhAI sAheba! bIjI patnI karIza to enI pAse phoravarDanesa maLaze paNa A badhuM nathI maLavAnuM. bhAI, jarIka vicAra to kara, zuM bIjI patnI A kAmo karaze? o dosta! ene zA mATe choDe che?' - 14 -

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yuvAna bhIno bhIno thaI gayo. codhAra AMsue raDato raDato te korTanA pagathiyA utarI ghare gayo. * guNadaSTi keLavo kaleza nahIM thAya.... * girirAja uparanA pagathiyA paNa upakArI bane che tyAre dAdAnA darzana thAya che. * rastAnuM mArgadarzana ApatA lAkaDAnA borDa paNa upakArI bane che. jaDa vastuo paNa upakArI thaI zake to A cetana upakArI na bane emAM zuM Azcarya! marIna lAInsano dariyo bharatI Ave tyAre kAMThA sudhI pANI uchALe e enI sAcI pUrNatA nathI. oTa Ave tyAre pANI utarI jAya che. ekavAra pUrNa banyA pachI AtmA kyAreya apUrNa banato nathI. bAhya pUrNatA to puNya paravAratA cAlI javAnI. pApano udaya AvatA cazmA Avaze, hAthamAM lAkaDI Avaze, be zabdo bolatA hAMphI javAze.... bAhya pUrNatAmAM kyAMya mohAvAnuM nathI. AtyaMta guNo khilavavA eka paNa taka cUkavA jevI nathI. * dUdhanuM tattva malAI che, jyAre jIvananuM tattva bhalAI che e na bhUlazo. * puNya bheTathI maLyuM che, enA para mAlikIbhAva lAvatA nahi.... prahAra ane upahAra baMnemAMthI kayuM valaNa tamane phAve? lUMTavAnuM nahi ApavAnuM... tUTI paDavAnuM nahi jhUkI javAnuM... garama nahi narama dveSa nahi premasabhara banajo. phAvI jazo.

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te A te ' doDo paNa lakSa sAthe.... pUrNa banavA mATe pUrNanI upAsanA jarUrI che. lakSa vagaranI doTa te gati ane lakSa sahitanI doTa te pragati. muktinuM lakSa baMdhAze to jIvananI dareka hilacAla mukti meLavavA taraphanI banI raheze... lakSya bAMdho ke huM apUrNa chuM pUrNa banavuM che. pUrNatAno pakSa che virakti, pUrNatAno vipakSa che Asakti. jayA tRSNA tyAM dInatA. daSTino ughADa eTale AtmAno uddhAra kare... daSTino bagADa AtmAne barabAda kare... jene saMyamanI bhAvanA nahi te sAco zrAvaka nahi. ArAdhaka cho? to kyAreka to mAgo... tava zAsanasya bhikSutvaM dehi me paramezvara ApaNe badhA gesTa chIe, hosTa nathI. mahemAna chIe, mAlika nahI IcchApradhAna ghaNuM jIvyA.. saMjJApradhAna ghaNuM jIvyA... have AjJApradhAna jIvo to sAruM. ke * - eka prophesara TrenamAM besI jatA hatA. TikiTacekara TikiTa ceka karavA Avyo. prophesara TikiTa zodhavA lAgyA. bega tapAsI, bistarA tapAsyA paNa TikiTa kyAMya maLI nahi. TI.sI. kahe che kaMI vAMdho nahi. tamArA moDhA uparathI ja lAge che ke tame TikiTa lIdhI haze paNa bhUlI gayA lAgo cho. ArAmathI beso. TikiTanI ciMtA na karo. huM tamane lakhI ApuM chuM tethI AgalA sTezane tamane vAMdho nahi Ave. tyAre prophesara sAhebe javAba Apyo ke TI.sI. sAheba, TikiTa vinA tame calAvI lezo paNa TikiTa vagara mane kyAM javuM che enI khabara zI rIte paDaze? basa... jJAnasAra graMthamAM Aje lakSa ane pakSanI vAta samajavAnI che. lakSa ja khabara nathI to Akhare pahocIzuM kyAM? dizA vagaranI doTathI gati jarUra thAya che paNa AtmAnI pragati thatI

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nathI. ekavAra dizA nakkI karI do pachInI tamArI doTa pragatikAraka banI raheze. Aje lakSa nakkI karazo to AjanI ghaDI dhanya banI jaze. tRSA lAgI che... pANI pIvuM che e lakSa banyuM to tame kyAM jAo? tamArA paga paraba tarapha ja jAya. tarasanuM bhAna ne pANIno khyAla to pANiyArA pAse dorI jAya che. pANiyArA pAse javA mAtrathI tRSA chIpI jatI nathI. pANI pIvAno purUSArtha to karavo ja paDe che. sauthI pahelA lakSa bAMdho ke mAre pUrNa banavuM che. * mAMgI AvelI cIja alpa samayanI che. ratnano prakAza ke sUryano prakAza kyAreya uDato nathI. ratna jevo prakAza ApaNe meLavavAno che, je kadI pAcho jAya nahi. ratnonA prakAza jevI pUrNatA siddhone maLI che. ratna jevI prabhA ApaNane meLavavAnI che. jAMgulImaMtra jenI pAse hoya ene vIMchInA DaMkha asara nathI karatA, tema pUrNatA jenI pAse hoya ene dInatA rUpI vIMchIo kyAreya karaDatA nathI. tRSNA mANasane dIna banAve che, jyAM tRSNA che tyAM Asakti che. pUrNatAnA pakSe virakti che, jyAre vipakSe Asakti che. jene pUrNa banavuM hoya ene Asakti choDavI ja paDe. * rAvaNa jevo rAvaNa. keTalIya vidyAo jenI pAse hatI. dhUraMdharone bhU pItA karI de evI ajaba zakti hovA chatAM sItA pAchaLa bhAna bhUlyo. kAraNa..? Asakti. * bhImakAya hAthI paNa baMdhana AvatAM svataMtratA gumAve che. * AtamamAM kevaLajJAna vikasatuM hovA chatAM parIkSA ApavA mATe chokarAo aDadhI rAtanA ujAgarA kare che. teSa karatAMya rAga bhayaMkara che. jJAnadaSTi jAge tyAre AsaktinuM baMdhana tUTe. dInatA... hInatA.... khinnatAnuM kAraNa Asakti che. jJAnadaSTino vikAsa karo. daSTino ughADa AtmAno uddhAra kare che. jJAnI zvAsocchavAsamAM jeTalA karma khapAve teTalA kroDa varSe paNa ajJAnIthI karma nAza na thAya.

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jaMbusvAmI lagna karIne prathama rAte ATha-ATha patnIo sAthe beThA che. prathama rAte saMpUrNa ekAMta che. caDatI rAtanI aMdara jaMbukumAra patnIo sAthe zuM zuM vAto kare che. e prathama rAtrInI vAto AcArya bhagavaMtoe zAstramAM / caritromAM noMdhI che. pUjaya AcAryoe noMdha lIdhI e Azcarya nathI paNa noMdha karavA jevI vAto karI e Azcarya che. eka bAju apsarA jevI ATha patnIo eTale rAgane jagADanArI moha madirAnA pAtra dharIne UbhI che. jaMbukumAra pote vairAgI che. rAganA darzana sAme A AtmAe vairAgya TakAvela che. ghI sAme hatuM... agni hAjara... chatAMya jvALA bhabhUkI nahIM, te pIgaLyA nahIM. e ja jaMbuno bhUtakALa kevo? dIkSA lIdhA pachI 12 varSa sudhI potAnI patnIne bhUlI nahotA zakyA. zrAvaka kone kahevAya cAritranA abhAvamAM zrAvakapaNAnA vratane sArI rIte pALe te zrAvaka. kumArapALa... vastupALa... tejapALa... saMyama nahotA svIkArI zakyA paNa aMtaramAM eka ja jhaMkhanA cAritranI.... mAgavA chatAM dIkSA nahotI maLI evA kumArapALa paNa raDatI AMkhe paramAtmAne zuM kahetA hatA? tava zAsanasya bhikSutvaM dehi me paramezvaraM AvI bhAvanA to rAkho. paramAtmA pAse mAMgavuM ja hoya to kharekhara e ja mAMgavA jevuM che. vastupALa-tejapALa paNa gadgad thaI aMtaramAMthI uccAratA hatA ke "pAviyo hA hAriyo jiNadhammo'tArA zAsanane pAmI huM tArA mArge cAlI na zakyo tethI huM hArI gayo. Adarza unnata rAkho. khAnadAna, guNavAna mANasanA lakSasthAna UMcA hoya. gujarAtanA mazahUra kavie lakhyuM che "nizAnacUka mApha, nahi mApha nIcuM nizAna.'' mATe ja lakSa haMmezA UMcA rAkho. 18 .

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ja ghaTe. sasnehI pyArA re, saMyama kabahI mile.. bhAvanA to zreSTha hovI ApaNe badhA gesTa chIe, hosTa nathI. ghelachAmAM kyAMya rAcatA nahi. jinavacanonI asara jamAvI do... bhavabhavanI kasara haTAvI do...! mumukSu AtmAonA viDalonI anumodanA karavAthI paNa cAritra mohanIya karma khape che. garva ane gaurava baMne judA che. kroDapatinA dIkarA sAthe dIkarI paraNAvo ke kroDapatinI dIkarI sAthe dIkarAnuM lagna e garvano viSaya paNa kroDapati potAnA dIkarA-dIkarIone pArakA ghera na mokalatA 5ramAtmAnA paMthe mokalAve te gauravano viSaya che. mArU-tArUM karIne kare aMdhArUM enuM nAma saMsArI. mArU tArUM mAranArUM che e samajAve te sAdhu ! sAkSIpaNuM lAvo... kartApaNuM-bhoktApaNuM choDI nirlepa banI bhavajalamAM taratA thAo e ja zubhakAmanA... jharaNuM to pragaTa thavA taiyAra che paNa takalIpha e che ke ApaNe paththara haTAvavA taiyAra nathI hotA... hRdayamAM lAgaNIno pravAha sakriya thavA pratipaLa taiyAra hoya che paNa ApaNe budhdhinA paththarane haTAvavA taiyAra nathI hotA... zuM karavuM che bolo? * 19 *

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'karmo sAthe kusaMskAro haTAvo.... mahAna jJAnI mahApuruSa guNadaSTi vikasAvavAnI vAta samajAvI rahyA che. jyAM svArtha hoya che tyAM AkarSaNa pedA thAya che. svArtha dekhAya che to paisA meLavavAnuM AkarSaNa jAge che. je cIjanuM AkarSaNa te vastunI vRddhi karavAnI manovRtti thAya. aMte enA mAlIka banavAnI IcchA thAya. guNa pratye jo svArtha jAge to guNane meLavavAnuM AkarSaNa pedA thAya ane vRddhi karavAnuM temaja mAlika banavAnuM paNa mana thAya. je divase guNomAM svArtha dekhAze te divase guNonuM AkarSaNa jAgaze. saMpattinuM phaLa tarata maLe che mATe doDo cho. saguNonuM phaLa lAMbegALe maLatuM hovAthI eTaluM AkarSaNa nathI. * zAlIbhadrane tyAM 99 peTIo utarI e puNyanuM phaLa che. paNa 99 peTIo choDI e dharmanuM phaLa che. tamane puNyanA phaLamAM rasa che ke dharmanA phaLamAM? eka vAta satata khyAla rAkhajo... maLyA pachI jo chUTe nahIM to naraka gati taiyAra * cakravartIne ghaNuM maLyuM paNa choDyuM nahi to sAtamI nArakIe cAlyA jAya che. * mammaNane maLyuM ghaNuM paNa choDyuM nahi pachI zuM thAya ? tamArI bAjumAM 10 moTaravALo beTho hoya to rAjI ke 10 sAmAyikavALo beTho hoya to rAjI ? uttara : sAheba! ame to baMnene bAjumAM besADIe... dUdha ane dahIM baMnemAM paga rAkhavAnI vRtti pheravI do. kheDUta bI vAve ane ghAsa ugI Ave te mukhya nathI paNa anAja mukhya che. tema zAlIbhadrane 99 peTIo mukhya nathI, tyAga mukhya che. A jagatamAM tamAma bhogone bhogavI zakanAro eka bhogI pAkyo nathI ane A jagatamAM tamAma bhogone choDI zakanArA tyAgIo ghaNA pAkI gayA. jaMbukamAra lagnanI prathama rAtrie ja cAritranI vAta karI rahyA che. A ja moTuM parAkrama che. puNyanuM kAma sAmagrI ApavAnuM che, jyAre dharmanuM kAma anAsakta bhAva ApavAnuM che. - - 20 - --

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* pApanuM prasAraNa kyAreya nahi ! balabhadra muni gAmamAM gocarI vahoravA jaI rahyA che. rastAmAM eka kUvA AgaLa eka bAI pANI bharavA AvI hatI. sAthe nAnuM bALaka paNa hatuM. balabhadra muninuM rUpa joI aMjAI gayelI bAI ghaDAmAM nAkhavAnuM doraDuM bhUlathI bALakanA gaLAmAM nAMkhavAnI taiyArI kare che. tyAM munie kahyuM ke bhalI re bAI A zuM karI rahI che ? tarata muni vicAra kare che, "apUrNa darzanamAMthI yAtrA pUrNa darzananI karo." mAro ja ghora pApano udaya che. mAruM rUpa pApamAM nimitta bane che. te tarata ja jaMgalamAM cAlyA gayA. dharma jene game che te pApanuM prasAraNa kyAreya karatA nathI, pApane prasarAvatA nathI. balabhadra muni jaMgalamAM kema gayA ? bIjAne duHkhI banAvavA jema pApa che tema bIjAne pApI banAvavA e paNa pApa che. puNya hariphAI karAve che, dharma sahakAra karAve che. mAtra mane ja maLe te puNya ane sarva jIvone maLe te dharma che. puNyanA phaLa tarIke bhoga maLe che, dharmanA phaLa tarIke vairAgya maLe che. pacce zetAna banAvavAnA kArya karyA che, dharme sajjana banAvavAnA kAma karyA che. * traNa varSanA dukALa paDyA.... eka mahAjana eka zreSThIne tyAM phALo lakhAvavA gayA. e zreSThI bolyA ke, teo e kSetramAM janmyA. potAnA karmonuM phaLa bhogave che. ApaNe zuM karIe? jJAnIo kahe che ke Ave samaye Avo vicAra karI besI na rahevAya. potAnI pariNatine komaLa rAkhavI ja paDe. * tamArI udAratA parAkASThAe pahoMce che tyAre sAmAnI dInatA ja khatama thaI jAya che. * tamAro maitrIbhAva parAkASThAe pahoMce che tyAre vera-kaSAyabhAva khatama thaI jAya che. * bhagavAnano nirvikArabhAva parAkASThAe pahoMce tyAre samosaraNamAM urvazIo nRtya kare che toya koIne kAMI vikArabhAva pedA thato nathI. = * 21 *

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vartamAnakALamAM, ApaNe sukhI nathI, sukhI thavuM che, sukhI dekhAvuM che. ApaNe duHkhI chIe, duHkhI rahevuM nathI, du:khI dekhAvuM nathI. ApaNe dharmI nathI, dharmI thavuM nathI, dharmI dekhAvuM che. pApI chIe, pApI dekhAvuM nathI, marIe tyAM sudhI pApa choDavA nathI. * karmathI chUTavuM saheluM che paNa kusaMskArothI chUTavuM muzkela che. * samaya ane saMpattinI jyAre tANa paDe che tyAre tame dharmanA kSetramAM kApa mUkI do cho. saMsAranA kSetramAM haMmezA pahoLA cho ne dharmanA kSetramAM sAMkaDA banI jAo cho. * gulAbane meLavavAnI dRSTi hoya pachI kAMTA tene dekhAtA nathI, tema guNanI daSTi hoya to doSa kyAreya dekhAtA nathI. * jJAnasAra kahe che ke na bolavA yogya mauna to ekendriyamAM ghaNuM karyuM che paNa pudgala paricayamAM AvyA pachI mauna rAkhavuM e ja mauna che. * duzmananA gharamAMya phUla paDyuM hoya to sugaMdha Ape che tema tamAro dumana mAsakSamaNanI tapasyA kare to prazaMsA karo ne? dhaMdhAmAM eNe be hajAranI khoTa karAvI hoya ane e aThThAI karI nAMkhe to enI anumodanA karo? melA kapaDA paherIne dukAne AvanAra sAthe paNa dhaMdho karo ne? vepAramAM jema naphA sAthe nisbata che, tema mAre have guNa sAthe ja nisbata che, ema nakkI karo. sTImara mATe jema dariyo kAmano che, kaptAna mATe mIThA pANIno loTo kAmano che, zarIra mATe jema roTalI kAmanI che, tema AtmA mATe tyAga kAmano che, guNAnurAga kAmano che e na bhUlIe.. = * 22 *

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(lokavaibhava "taMhi paNa guNavaibhava saMsArasAgara taravA mATe anumodanA e jahAja che. puNya dvArA meLavelI cIjo bhogavaTA pachI cAlI javAnI che. svAbhAvika cIjo potAnI che, vibhAvika cIjo pArakI che. karme ApelI bheTa to karmasattA pote ja pAchI kheMcI levAnI che. sukhanI parama sImA e siddhadazA, duHkhanI parama sImA nigoda. vAhavAha e kacaro che, kaMcana to che Atmazuddhi. jagatanI sAkSI kadAca khoTI hoI zake paNa jAtanI sAkSI kyAreya khoTI na hoya. AvatI cIjo mATe harakha na karo, jatI cIja mATe AMsu na pADo. bhagamanuM smaraNa jema pApathI dUra rAkhe tema maraNanuM smaraNa paNa pApathI dUra kare che. mahAna jJAnI upAdhyAyajI mahArAja jJAnasAranA svAdhyAyamAM guNavaibhavanI vAto pUrNatAnA aSTakathI samajAvI rahyA che. lokavaibhavathI tarAtuM nathI paNa guNavaibhavathI sahaja tarI zakAya che. "mane badhuM maLI gayuM e sAcI pUrNatA nathI. | svAbhAvika pUrNatAnI prApti mATe ja prayatna hovo joIe. parabhAvika pUrNatA mAMgI lAvela ghareNAM jevI che. pArakA ghareNAMmAM zaNagAra ane zobhA hovA chatAM enA para potAno adhikAra mUkAto nathI. mudatIyA tAvanI jema badhuM ja cAlyuM jAya che. vairAgya paNa mudatIyo hoya che. sAdaDI ke prArthanAmAM jAo tyAre tamAro raMga judo ane lagnanA rIsepzanamAM jAo cho eno raMga judo dekhAya che. tame ahIM ho cho tyAre vairAgI, ne bahAra nIkaLatAM ja rAgI. kharuM ne? svAbhAvika pUrNatA ciraMjIvI che, vaibhAvika pUrNatA kSaNajIvI che. bhautika sukha-sAmagrI dvArA maLelI pUrNatA e uchInA lAvelA ghareNAM jevI che. pUrNa thatAM karma pAchI kheMcI leze. pAMca-sAta divasa mATe rokelI TeksI samaya chatAM choDavI paDe che. je cIja pArakAnI che te eka divasa parata karavAnI che. = * 23 * =

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karmathI AvelI bheTone levAno paNa adhikAra karmane che. prabhunA zAsanamAM sumati zrAvikAno prasaMga Ave che. be yuvAna dIkarA nadIe nAhavA gayA che. kudarate baMne DUbI gayA. baMnenI lAza ghare AvI. gharamAM be dIkarAonI lAzane sapheda cAdara oDhADIne sumatie patine addabhuta tattvajJAna samajAvyuM. "svAbhAvika upara svAminta cAle paNa vaibhAvika upara svAmittva na cAle." anaMta jJAna - anaMta darzana - anaMta cAritra Adi svAbhAvika che. duHkhanuM carama sthAna nigoda che, sukhanuM parama sthAna mokSa che. nigodanA jIvone kevaLajJAnano anaMtamo bhAga ughADo hoya, bAkIno bhAga DhaMkAyelo hoya che. jJAna e AtmAno svabhAva che. A hUDA avasarpiNI kALamAM ApaNane prabhunuM zAsana maLyuM che e ApaNuM sadbhAgya. bhUMDAmAM bhUMDuM enuM nAma hUMDA. kALa cAle che mAInasa... ne emAM plasa poInTa che prabhunuM zAsana sArA kALamAM vadhu bhakti karo to ochuM maLe paNa paDatA kALamAM thoDuM karavAthI paNa vadhu maLe che. zAlibhadranI khIra zenI hatI? bAsamatI cokhA, badAma, kesara, prakhyAta DerInuM dUdha zuM badhuM hatuM? chatAM khIra vahorAvI enuM phaLa zuM maLyuM? paramAtmAnA hAthe cAritra. vAha vAha to badho kacaro che. anumodanA e to kaMcana che. ApaNI AsapAsa caturvidha saMghamAM kyAMya paNa koI guNa dekhAya to aMtarathI anumodanA karo. prazaMsA vAcika che, jyAre anumodanA mAnasika che. AkhA divasamAM anumodanAnI eka mALA karo... 108 ArAdhakonA sukRto yAda karI gadgabhAve namaskAra karo. - samajaNanA gharamAM je Ave che te vyaktine pachI koI cIja gayA pachI vasavaso thato nathI. gharamAM eka zrAvikA jo dharma pAmI jAya to AkhI peDhI taratI thaI . jAya. gharamAM pitAjI pAse chokaro keTalo rahe ane "mA" pAse keTalo rahe? mAtA pAse ja vadhAre samaya raheto hovAthI mAtAnA jIvananA zubha saMskAro bALakamAM Ave che. == * 24 *

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prabhunA zAsana mATe lAkha rUpiyA choDavA sahelA che. annadAna ApI zakAya. vastradAna ApI zakAya. kanyAdAna paNa ApI zakAya. paNa... putradAna kaThIna che. jagatane samajaNanuM dAna Apo. sumati zrAvikA patine tattvabodha ApI jIvana jIvavAnuM baLa Ape che. "svAmi! kema bhUlI gayA? ApaNuM na hoya ane koI laI jAya to laDAya - jhaghaDAya nahIM. ApaNA na hatA to ApaNI pAse zI rIte rahe? karmasattAe ApaNane ramavA mATe ramakaDA ApyA hatA. mudata pUrI thatAM eNe pAchA laI lIdhA. AmAM zoka-saMtApa karAya nahi." duHkhanA samayamAM paNa samajaNathI bharela tattvajJAne hAma ane hiMmata ApI. karmanA gaNitane samajI jAo. eka rAjamAnya puruSe dIkSA lIdhI. vyaktitvALI hovAthI rAjA ene ratnakaMbala vahorAve che. A sAdhu utkRSTa caritra pALe che. roja paDilehaNa karI ratnakaMbala mUkI de che. e ratnakaMbala upara sAdhune rAga jAgyo. Ama, Akho hAthI nIkaLI gayo ne pUchaDuM aTakI gayuM. gurUe vAcanA | hitazikSAdi rUpe samajAve che. gurU taraphathI vAcanA vAtsalya maLe to ziSya niHzalya bane che. mAro ziSya rAgamAM DUbI jaze enI vedanA gurUne che. ziSya jyAre bahAra gayA che tyAre gurUe kAMbaLInA TukaDA karI badhA ziSyone ApI dIdhA.. mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoga vinAnuM samarpaNa, sugaMdha vinAnA AkarSaka phUla jevuM che. jyAM zuddhi tyAM prabhAva. zubha anuSThAna paNa zuddha bane tyAre prabhAva kalpanAtIta bane. ziSya AvIne jue che ke potAnI kaMbala dekhAtI nathI. gurUdeve kahyuM, badhAne ApI dIdhI... tamane lAbha maLyo." gurU pAse bolI to na zakAyuM paNa manamAM gAMTha vALI. gurUe na lIdhI hota to paNa 5-7 varSamAM e kAMbaLI saDI ja javAnI hatI. paraMtu AvI samajaNa mohanIya karmane samajavA na de. ziSyanA aMtaramAM abhimAna sAthe jhaMjhAvAta jAgyo. gurUnI sAme paDavAnuM kaThIna hatuM. tethI potAno alaga saMpradAya karI besI gayA. bharatI utaratA kAMTho nirjana thavAno ja che. ghara AvatA rIkSA choDavI ja paDe che. sTezana AvatA Trena mUkavI ja paDe che. basa, ATalI sahaja samaja padArtha ane vyaktio sAthe thavI jarUrI nahi anivArya che.

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azakti cAle paNa Asakti nahi 0 doSadaSTi sarvanAzanuM kendra che. doSadaSTi durguNonI rAjadhAnI che, pAponuM pleTaphorma che. vasavaso vinAza kare che, maitrIbhAvanA dharmatattvanI zarUAta kare che. guNadaSTi lAvazo to jagata upakArI lAgaze. saMsAramAM jAgatI tRSNA e dInatAnI janetA che. maraNathI na Dare ane janmathI Dare te jaina. AsaktinuM bIjuM svarUpa che krodha. Asakti gulAma banAve, virakti svAmI banAve che. maraNa pachI janma maLe te cAragati ane maraNa pachI janma na maLe te siddha gati. je hacamace te ukhaDe ja... pApone hacamacAvo. eka divasa ukhaDI jaze ja. O jJAnasAranA svAdhyAyamAM jIvanane maMgalatAno sparza karAvavAnI adbhuta vAtonI rajuAta karI che. mahAna puNya maLela A jIvana dhanya banAvavAnI preraNAo che. tucchatAnuM AkarSaNa chUTI jAya, kSudratAnuM kavaca utarI jAya, kRpaNatA cAlI jAya ne enI jagyAe AtmAnA guNonI zrImaMtAI prApta thaI jAya. udAratAnI sAthe mahAnatA jAmI jAya evI preraka preraNAo 'pUrNatA'nA aSTaka dvArA samajAvI che. jIvanamAM gaNadaSTinA vikAsanI vAto karI jJAnabhaMDAra nahi paNa guNabhaMDAra banAve che. aMdhakajInI cAmaDI utArAI... gajasukumAla muninA mAthe kheranA aMgArAnI pAgha baMdhAI... metArajanA zarIre cAmaDAnI vAghara vIMTALAI e samaye badhAe guNadaSTi keLavI zAzvata sukhanA bhoktA banI gayA. apakArIne upakArI mAne te ja sAcI guNadaSTi. Aje to saMsAra Akho AsaktinI AdhArazIlA para beTho che. ene toDavA jJAnadaSTirUpI vajana upADavAnI jarUra che. jJAnadaSTi AsaktimAMthI viraktimAM laI jaze. viraktimAM rahela e vyakti, vyakti na rahetA vibhUti banaze. - * 26 *

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tame kyAM beThA cho e mahattvanuM nathI paNa tamArAmAM koNa beThuM che e mahattvanuM che. jene jJAnadaSTi jAge tene tRSNAnA jheranI asara na thAya. ene dInatAnI asara na thAya. tRSNA bane ugra to mANasa thAya tyagra. - jaMbusvAminI ATheya patnIo kahe che, "svAmI, prApta thayelA bhogono tyAga karo cho ane aprApta yogone meLavavA jatA nahIM maLe to kyAM jazo?' - guNavAna evI ATheya patnIone jaMbukumAra madhubiMdunuM daSTAMta samajAve che. gADha jaMgalamAM eka mANasa jaI rahyo che. tRSNA mANasane game tyAM doDAve. acAnaka e mANasanI pAchaLa hAthI paDyo. mANasano maraNano ja vadhAre Dara che. siddhanA jIvone nirvANa pachI emano janma hoto nathI. janma pachI pharI janma ja nA maLe te siddhagati. janma jene keda lAge ane maraNa jene mukti lAge te jaina. samAdhi janma na mAMgatA jayavIrAyanA prArthanAsUtrAmAM samAdhi maraNa ja mAgyuM che. samAdhi maraNanI jabbara tAkAta che ke je janma maraNonA paribhramaNane ghaTADI de che. pApanA udaye janma to thaI gayo paNa have jo AsaktimAM phasAzo to barabAda thaI jazo. mANasanI pAchaLa hAthI paDavAthI mANasa gabharAI gayo. kyAM javuM enI ene khabara nathI. calanA alaga hai aura bhaTakanA alaga che. khAnA alaga hai aura pacAnA alaga che. sunanA alaga hai aura samajanA alaga che. lakSa vagaranI doTa e AMdhaLI doTa che. hRdayakSetrane pavitra karI do. hRdayakSetra pavitra thatAM ja dubhAvanAo TaLI jAya... sAMbhaLeluM pravacana phaLI jAya... hAthIthI bacavA mANasa jhADa para caDe che. hAthIe mANasane joyo. ene vicAra Avyo ke suMDhathI vRkSane pakaDI hacamacAvI nAkhuM. mANasa vaDanA jhADanI vaDavAIo pakaDI laTakI rahyo che. vaDavAI para laTakatA mANasanI najara nIce paDe che. nIce kUvo che. kUvAmAM ajagaro moM phADIne beThA che. kALajuM hacamacI jAya che. upara najara kare che to tyAM DALa upara madhapUDo che. vRkSanA kaMpanathI badhI mAkhIo uDI baNabaNa karatI enA zarIrane DaMkhe che. vedanAnI vacce jyAM moTuM khUlyuM e samaye uparathI eka madhanuM TIpuM moDhAmAM paDyuM. keTaluM sarasa...! keTaluM mIThuM...! vedanA... bhaya... badhuM ja bhUlAI = * 20 *

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gayuM. eka biMdunA svAda pachI bIjuM TIpuM paDe enI IcchAmAM bharamAI gayo. Avo svAda to pahelA kyAreya mANyo nathI, cAkhyo nathI. A saMsAramAM jeTalA bhogasukho bhogavo cho, emAM kAMI navuM to nathI ja. bhogasukhonuM punarAvartana che. he jIva! pApanI vAsanAthI tuM virAma pAma. hAthI pUrajozamAM jhAMDa halAve che. pharI pAchuM madhanuM eka TIpuM moDhAmAM paDyuM. mAkhIonA DaMkhane avagaNe che. vRkSa have DhaLavAnI taiyArImAM che. je vaDavAIo pakaDI che ene paNa sapheda-kALA UMdara kApI rahyA che. badhA ja bhayone eka ja madhubiMdunA svAdamAM bhUlI gayo che. e samaye tyAMthI pasAra thatA vidyAdhara A mANasane jue che. karUNatAthI prerAIne vimAna nIce utAryuM. "bhalA bhAI! tame mArA vimAnamAM AvI jAo. huM tamane dUra laI jAuM." tyAre pelo mANasa javAba Ape che ke basa, Avyo ja. eka TIpuM paDe eTale AvuM. TIpuM paDe eTale duHkha bhUlAI jAya. IcchAthI tRpti zakya nathI. IcchA AkAza samAna che. AkAzano kadAca cheDo maLaze paNa IcchAno cheDo nathI. IcchA pote chUTatI nathI, choDavI paDe che. vidyAdhara kahe che ke bhAI, huM tArA paga pAse vimAna laI Avyo chuM. tuM vimAnamAM paga mUka, vaDavAIo choDa. dInatA e mANasano moTAmAM moTo abhizApa che. tRSNA che tyAM tRmi nathI. dukAnomAM lakheluM hoya che - Aja rokaDA, kAla udhAra. paNa kAla to kyAreya AvatI nathI, tema chelluM TIpuM kyAre Avaze tenI khabara nathI. vidyAdhara kahe che jaldI kara nahIM to marI jaIza. paNa pelo mANasa to TIpuM paDe tenI vATa jovA lAgyo. Akhare vidyAdhara kaMTALI gayo. Asakti gulAma banAve che. e jIva eTale ApaNo AtmA. mohamAyA rUpI mAkhIo, hAthI rUpI yama, AyuSya rUpI vaDavAIo, rAtadivasa rUpI Udara, cAra kaSAyo rUpI ajagaro ane vidyAdharo eTale ame sAdhusaMto. ame tamane amArA vimAnamAM besADavA taiyAra chIe paNa tame AvatA nathI. je samaya ane je kSetramAM Asakti pragaTe te pApa samaya ane pApakSetra kahevAya. ATha rUpavatI patnIone tattvanuM bhAna karAvI rahyA che jaMbukumAra... eka bhavanI Asakti... eka bhavanI virakti... kevI che ghaTamALa.... azakti hajI cAle paNa Asakti kadApi nahi... te na bhUlIe. = * 28 *

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aMtaramAM je jhaNajhaNe, hoThe te raNajhaNe te nabaLA mANaso UMce bese to paNa enI vAta nIcI hoya ane sabaLA (sajjana) mANaso kadAca nIce hoya to paNa vAta UcI ja hoya. AcAra kadAca lAcAra hoI zake paNa vicAra to mahAna ja hoya! je vakhate aMtaramAM cetanA jAge te ja avasare dharmapaMthe jhukAvI do. sArI paristhitimAM dharma karI lyo. nabaLI paristhitimAM anumodanA karavA kAma lAgaze. sAruM AcaraNa karavuM saheluM che paNa sAro vicAra karavo muzkela che. kaThina che bhAvadharma padArtha premathI jeTaluM haiyuM bharI dezo teTalA Atma vaibhavathI khAlI thazo. bharavAnI pahelI zarata che "khAlI thavuM." bIjAne ekavAra khulAsAnI taka Apo.. bolatA AvaDe to jIMdagI jAhojalAlI che nahIM to moTI pAyamAlI che. dehamAM Atmabuddhi, yugalamAM sukhabuddhi e mithyAtvanI vyAkhyA che. - kAyAno moha na karo. upara DhAMkaNa bhale cAMdInuM hoya paNa aMdara to gaTara che. jJAnasArano A graMtha preraNAono sAgara che. AMtaracetanAnuM jAgaraNa karavAnI zIkha Ape che. cetanAnA jAgaraNamAM viveka rAkhavAnI mahattvanI sUcanA Ape che. viveka vagarano purUSArtha paNa nukasAnadAyaka che. purUSArtha sAcI dizAno hoya, sAcA arthano hoya to ajJAnatAnA oThA nIce aTavAI gayelI cetanA mULabhUta svarUpamAM prApta thaI jAya che. cetanAne mULa svarUpamAM lAvavI hoya to purUSArthamAM vivekano raMga bheLavI zAstronuM jJAna meLavI samajaNane keLavavAnI jarUra che. pUrNa banavA mATe apUrNa banavuM paDe che. je apUrNa bane te pUrNa bane che." A vAkyamAM paNa ghaNuM rahasya che. pUnamano cAMda pUrNa banI gayA pachI pharI apUrNa banato jAya che. eka vakhata birabala koI bIjA dezamAM gayo. e dezano rAjA | akabarano dumana hato. birabalane rAjaM darabAramAM laI AvavAmAM Ave = * 29 ,

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che. tyAM ene rAjA eka savAla pUche che ke bola birabala! mArAmAM ane tArA akabaramAM zuM pharaka? tamo koIpaNa pakSamAM ho paNa sAcuM hoya te sAcuM bolavAnI hiMmata to hovI joIe. vIlapAvara majabUta joIe. sAcAne sAcuM ane khoTAne khoTuM kahI zakavAnI hiMmata to joIe. parAdhInatA ke paravazatA koInI zA mATe? khumArI to joIe ja. nIcA sthAne hoya paNa vAta to UcI ja joIe. nAgIlA nIce beThI hatI paNa vAta UMcI hatI. bhavadeva muni UMce hovA chatAM vAta nIcI hatI. koyala nIce hovA chatAM vANI madhura, kAgaDo UMce uDe chatAM vANI karkaza. tame game tyAM ho paNa tamArI vicAraNA / Adarza thInkIMga - DesTInezana to UcuM ja joIze. lagnaprasaMge corImAM beThA ho ane tyAre tamane pUche ke levA jevuM zuM che? kharekhara! aMtaramAM je jhaNajhaNe e ja hoTha para raNajhaNe. lagna karavA beTho hoya toya bolI uThe - saMsAra mAMDuM chuM paNa vicAra to eka ja che sasnehI pyArA re saMyama kahI mila. samakti daSTi AtmA saMsAramAM kadAca lAcAra hoI zake paNa vicArothI to mahAna ja hoya. kedIne jema jelamAM rahevuM paDe che paNa IcchA nathI hotI tevI rIte A dehamAM AtmA rahe che. mULanAyaka kyAM che tenI khabara ochI paNa khalanAyaka kayo che enI pAkkI khabara. kumArapALa mahArAjA hemacaMdrAcAryajIne kahe che, gurUdeva! huM Apano bhakta. jaina dharma maLyo hoya, Apa mane paramAharta kahetA ho to zuM mArAmAM eTalI lAyakAta nathI ke mane Apano ziSya nathI banAvatA. mane kRpA karIne cAritra Apo. gurUdeva kahe che "aMtima rAjarSi thaI gayA have tAro naMbara na lAge.' Apa kaho to mAruM rAjaya paNa choDI dauM. rAja-rAjezvarane je sukha nathI te mahAvIranA mArge vicaratA sAdhu-sAdhvIjIone hoya che." prazamaratimAM pUjaya umAsvAmijI mahArAja lakhe che ke Indra-mahendronI pAse na hoya evuM sukha sAdhunAM caraNomAM ALoTatuM hoya che. 1444 graMthonA racayitA pUjaya haribhadrasUrijI mahArAja paMcAlakajInA 49mAM zlokamAM lakhe che ke - sAco zrAvaka roja savAranA uThI manoratho kare ke evo dhanya divasa kyAre Avaze ke huM saMsAranA saMgane choDI asaMgadazAne prApta karIza. AgArI mATI aNagArI banI prabhunA paMthe kyAre vicarIza? AjathI tamo paNa uThIne AvI bhAvanA bhAvo. kadAca zaktithI lAcAra hoya paNa bhaktithI mahAna thaI zakAya che. = * 30 *

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jinatattva kahe che - AcArathI lAcAra paNa vicArathI mahAna te zrAvaka. AcArathI mahAnatAvALo abhavya paNa cAritra le, nava pUrva sudhIno abhyAsa paNa kare, navaraiveyaka sudhI pahoMce - mAkhInI pAMkha na dubhAya evuM ucca cAritra pALe chatAM abhavya AtmAno mokSa kharo? nA. AcArathI mahAna banI zake che paraMtu te (bhAva) vicArathI mahAna banI zakato nathI. lAcAra banI jAya. samakitI AtmA navakArazI karavA beTho hoya tyAre paNa tapanA vicAra AvavAthI te mahAna tapasvI. lakSa enuM unnata hoya e ja AkhAya pravacanano sAra che. | vicArothI mahAna banavA mATe mahAtmAono saMga karo. mahAtmAonA vicAro mahAna hovAthI teno raMga ApaNane lAgaze. mudrano saMga ApaNane zudra vicAra Ape che. saMga tevo raMga. DuMgaLI pAse kapaDuM rAkhavAthI kapaDAmAMthI paNa enI durgadha Avaze. gulAba pAse kapaDuM rAkhavAthI emAMthI paNa suvAsa Avaze. 'vicAro sArA rAkhavA ema jaNAvIne mAro matalaba e nathI ke AcAro game tevA hoya to cAle. AcAra paNa bAhyadharmamAM prathama pAyo che, parama dharma che. vicAronI uccatA sAthe AcArone zreSThatAmAM laI javAnI ja preraNA che. AcAramAM pramAda e jhera che. jhera bhAvaprANonI katala karI nAMkhe che. * sArI sthitimAM saMpatti - samaya - saMjoga maLyA che, tyAre dharma karI lyo! kharAba paristhitimAM e anumodanA karavA kAma lAgaze. jeo savAranA ThaMDA pahore rasto nathI kApatA te taDakAmAM duHkhI thaI jAya che. kabIra kahe che - kala kara so Aja kara, Aja kara so aba; avasara bina jAyegA, phira karoge kaba? cora jevI dazA na thAya! corI karavAnA gunhAsara jaje corane cha mahinAnI jelanI zikSA ApI. cUkAdo ApyA pachI jaje kahyuM : "bhAI, dhoLA divase kAMI corI thAya? corI to rAtanA karAya." core javAba Apyo, "sAheba, rAtanA kaI jagyAe corI karavI enI tapAsa karavA mATe ja nIkaLyo hato. dukAnanI bahAra borDa lakheluM hatuM - kharIdI karavI hoya to Aje ja karo, AvatIkAle Avo cAnsa nahi maLe.' e vAMcIne tarata ja dukAnamAM khAtara pADyuM ane huM phasAI gayo... cora jevI ApaNI dazA na thAya enuM lakSa rAkhI AtmakalyANanA paMthe doDavA maMDo e ja AjanI zubhakAmanA.... C PDTa = * 31 * -

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'uttamatA guNa gAvo re....! - jJAnasAra graMtha dvArA upAdhyAyajI mahArAja sau jIvone sAcI samajaNa A 'pUrNatAnA aSTaka dvArA ApI rahyA che. samaya ghaNo baLavAna che. samayane sArthaka karI levA jevuM che. ArAdhanA dvArA ArAdhakabhAvane puSTa banAvavAnI dizAmAM pagaraNa maMDAya to kAmanuM. guNadaSTine keLavavA mATe anumodanAnI sthitimAM AvI jAo. caturvidha zrIsaMghamAM jayAM ArAdhanA/ArAdhakabhAva dekhAya tyAM jhUkI paDajo.. ke aThThAInA pAraNe aThThAIthI varasItapa karatA bhAyaMdaranA navInabhAI hoya ke sajoDe amanA pAraNe aThThama karI zatruMjayanI 8-8 yAtrAo karatA kaccha lAyajAnA TokarazIbhAI hoya! ke zatruMjaye 400-400 covihArI cha karanArA arihaMta siddha hoya! ke bArasAsUtra kaMThastha karI AkhI sabhAne DolAvatA A. zrI ajitayazasUrijI hoya ke pAMca hajAra juvAna haiyAone vyasanothI vALI sanmArge lAvatA paM.zrI caMdrazekharavijayajI gaNI ke A.zrI vijaya hemaratna sU.ma. hoya, pU.A.zrI ratnasuMdara su.ma. hoya ke pU.A.zrI yazovarma sU.ma. hoya! ke kensaranI bhayaMkara vedanAnI vacceya rojanA parameSThIne 108 khamAsamaNA denArA ApaNA bhavodadhitAraka gurUdeva guNasAgarasUma. hoya ke zatruMjayatIrthanI tamAma pratimAne 3-3 paMcAMga praNipAtapUrvaka khamAsamaNa denArA pUjaya A.bha. zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasU.ma. hoya ke lagAtAra 41-41 varSathI akhaMDa varasItapanI dhArAmAM AtmAne bhInuM banAvanArA A.zrI guNodayasAgarasU. ma. hoya ke pachI 289 vardhamAnatapanI oLI karanArA A.zrI rAjatilaka sU.ma. hoya ke sA.zrI haMsakIrtizrIjI hoya! ke 16 upavAsathI varasItapa karanArA sarasvatIbena hoya ke 4 varSanI uMmare aThThAInI tapazcaryAmAM jhukAvI denAro sAgara kAM na hoya! tapa-japa-dhyAna-jJAna-svAdhyAya - vaiyAvacca - sahanazIlatA - dAkSiNyatA - udAratA Adi guNo jyAM paNa dekhAya tyAM namaskAra karI do.. aMtarane ahobhAvathI chalakAvI do! "jina uttama guNa gAvatA, guNa Ave nija aMga." he jIva! A pAvana sthaLe AvIne ATaluM to zIkhI ja jajo. jJAnasAranA abhyAsathI to karma khape paNa guNIjanonA guNa gAtAM paNa karma khape. caturvidha zrIsaMghanA avarNavAda kyAreya nahi karatA. niMdA kadAca gamaze = * 32 * -

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paNa niMdA e durmati ApI chevate durgAta Ape che. tapa-tyAga jevA Atmika guNone bALanAra Aga jevI niMdA che. guNone yAda karI vaMdana karIe... zItala caMdana jevA vaMdana, bhavabhavanA karmonA baMdhana toDI nAkhe che. caturvidha zrI saMghane to ratnAkaranI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che. guNadRSTi keLavyA vinA pUrNadRSTi AvavI muzkela che. aMtaramAM vicAro virATanA rAkhIzuM to eka divasa ApaNe pote ja virATa banI jazuM. durguNI paNa guNavAna AtmAnA guNagAna gAya to sadguNI banI jAya. 'apUrNa pUrNatAmeti' eTale pUrNa thavuM hoya to apUrNa thavuM paDe. je khAlI thaI zake te ja bharAI zake che. AsaktithI khalAsa thazo to viraktithI bharAzo. pudgala premathI khAlI thazo to AtmaguNothI bharAzo. pUrNatA sa2vALe zUnyatA, bAhyAnaMdathI apUrNatA saravALe zAzvatapUrNatA. birabalane duzmana rAjA kahe che mArAmAM ane tArA rAjAmAM pharaka zuM? buddhizALI birabala kahe che, bAdazAha Apase akabara bAdazAha choTe haiM. Apa pUnama ke cAMda ho aura akabara bAdazAha to bIja ke cAMda hai. potAnI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI rAjA khuza thayA. rAjAe birabalane lAkho sonAmahoro bheTa ApI. rAjAo khuza paNa jaldI thaI jAya ane gusse paNa tarata bharAI jAya. birabale ApelA javAbanA samAcAra akabaranA darabAramAM pahoMcI gayA. akabara vicAre che, AvavA de. birabala jyAre akabaranA darabAramAM AvIne bAdazAhane namaskAra kare che tyAre akabara tADUkI uThe che, 'tArUM kALuM moDhuM nahIM batAvato. sipAIo, laI jAo birabalane, caDAvI do phAMsIe.' sipAIo gherI vaLyA. duzmana pAse enI moTAInI prazaMsA karI mane halako pADyo... birabala kahe che, bAdazAha! mArI vAta to sAMbhaLo... bAdazAha kahe che ke mAre kAMI nathI sAMbhaLavuM. birabala game tevo toya birabala hato. khulAso karavAnI taka saune maLavI joIe. pANImAM DUbelI vyaktine bacAvavA mATe pANI paNa ene be-traNa vAra upara lAve che. bacavAnI taka Ape che. mANasa pANIthI paNa nIce gayo. jIvana vyavahAramAM jenI sAthe raho ene nikhAlasa bhAve khulAsAnI taka Apo. moTAbhAganI gerasamajo dUra thaI jaze. khulAsAo khullA dilanA paDaghA che. cAnsa ApatA zIkho. ATaluM thaI jAya to kajIyA kaleza - kaMkAsanI hoLIo thatI aTakaze, nahiM to pAchaLathI AMsu pADavA paDaze. saMbaMdho bAMdhatA samaya lAge paNa tUTatA ghaDIno chaThTho bhAga paNa nathI lAgato. * 33 * =

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sarjana samaya mAMge che, saMhAra samaya mAMgato nathI. khulAso mAMga, svIkArajo paNa koIne tarachoDazo nahi. ke lagnanI AgalI rAte pavanaMjaya aMjanAsuMdarIne chUpI rIte jovA gayo. sakhIonA vinodamAM mauna rahelI priyatamA mATe anumAna gerasamajabharyuM baMdhAyuM. manamAM pUrvagraha baMdhAI gayo. jenA kAraNe lagna karI tarachoDI dIdhI. umaMga udvegamAM palaTAvI nAMkhyo. jo aMjanAne eka khulAsAnI taka apAI hota to? ke rANI cellaNanA mukhe sarI paDelA zabdo emanuM zuM thatuM haze? sAMbhaLI zreNika jevA zreNika paNa gerasamaja karI beThA ane celaNAne kasoTInI eraNa para caDAvI paNa prathama khulAsAnI taka ApI hota to...? ke rANI kalAvatInA hAthanA kAMDA kApavAnI AjJA karanArA mahArAjAe mAtra samAdhAna meLavI levA kalAvatIne khulAsAnI taka A sajA ApatA pUrve ApI hota to..? saMsAranA kSetramAM A vAta hRdaya gokhe kotarI rAkhazo - ke - aMtima abhiprAya ke anumAna ke nirNaya bAMdhatA pUrve sAmAne ekavAra khulAsAnI taka ApavI. saMbhava che ke baMdhAyelI gerasamajaNo dUra thaI zake che. birabala bAdazAhane kahe che ke ekavAra mArI vAta sAMbhaLo pachI sajA maMjUra che. jahAMpanAha! meM duzmana rAjAne pUnamano caMdra kahIne enuM apamAna karyuM che. enI kIrti ghaTatI jaze. tamo bIjanA caMdranI jema vRddhi pAmatA jazo. Ama bIjano caMdra kahI tamArI mahAnatA darzAvI che. akabara to A caturAI sAMbhaLI khuza khuza thaI gayo ne birabalane sajAne badale sonAmahorothI vadhAvyo. koIka kavie lakhyuM che ke - bolatA AvaDe to jiMdagI jAhojalAlI che, nahIM to moTI pAyamAlI che, chevaTe hamAlI che. ke Do. rAjendra prasAda tenA nokara pAse zAhIno khaDiyo maMgAve che. hAthamAM khaDiyo ApatA pahelA ja khaDiyo paDI gayo tyAre nokara kahe che ke tamoe to hAtha samayasara dharyo paNa huM ApavAmAM vahelo paDyo. tyAre rAjendraprasAda kahe che ke dosta! tuM ApavAmAM TAImasara hato paNa huM levAmAM moDo paDyo. A che vacanalabdhi. zAhIno khaDiyo le tUTI gayo paNa dila saMdhAI gayuM. badhuM tUTavA dejo paNa dila nA tUTe ane guNa jovAnI daSTi nA khUTe tenuM lakSa rAkhazo. svArthanA kAraNe vacanonI mIThAza vadhArI paNa have guNanA kAraNe vacanamAM mIThAza lAvI do. upabRhaNA karavA mATe ahaMkAra toDIe...

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samasyAonA bAvaLa zA mATe? mahAna tArkika ziromaNI upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI ma. tasvabharyA jJAnasAramAM jJAnadaSTi jagADI rahyA che. hRdayakSetramAM zubhabhAvono dIvaDo pragaTAvI rahyA che. sthAna - vastra - upakaraNa badalavAnI sAthe aMta:karaNa badalavAnI cAvI dekhADI rahyA che. vyakti tenuM mUlya ane mALakhAnI mahattvatA samajAvatA tattvadarzana karAvI rahyA che. yugalanI pUrNatA AkharI zUnyatA che. dehamAM Atmabuddhi ane pudgalamAM sukhabuddhinI bhramaNA che. jema jema Itijanya sukhonI spRhA tUTatI jAya, upabhoga ochA thatAM jAya tema tema AtmaguNonI pUrNatAno AnaMda vadhato jAya. Indriyajanya sukhono tyAga karo. enI spRhAno paNa tyAga karo. hamaNAM ja eka suMdara paMkti vAMcavAmAM AvI - anurAgA virAgaH vairAgyanI prApti anurAgathI. ApaNe samajIe chIe ke rAga ghaTADatA jaIe to vairAgya pedA thAya. paNa ahIM to rAgathI... AkarSaNathI vairAgyanI vAta jaNAvI che. A paMktinuM rahasya paNa majAnuM che. tAraka tattvo upara rAga keLavatA jAo to mAraka tattvo pratye rAga ghaTato ja jaze. dAna upara rAga vadhArI do to paisA parano rAga ghaTaze ja! pavitratAnuM AkarSaNa dilamAM vadhAro to vAsanA pratye aruci UbhI thaze ja! tane AtmasAta karatA jAo to AhAra saMjJA pratye napharata UbhI thaze ja! dharmasthAno pratye tIvratama Adara Ubho karI do to pApAnothI chUTavAnuM mana thaze ja! rAgane ghaTADavAne badale rAganA viSayane badalI nAkho.. badalAyelA e viSaya pratye atyaMta prIti UbhI karI do to tenA pratipakSI tattvo pratye vairAgya pedA thaze ja! paNa sabUra...! A ja hakIkata jokhamI paNa banI zake che. jo paisA para khUba rAga haze to dAna pratye vairAgya Avaze. * vAsanAnuM AkarSaNa dilamAM vadhI jaze to zIla pratye dveSa Ubho thaze. & ISTa-miSTa dravyo pratye jo dila jhukaze to tapa aLakhAmaNo banaze... mAraka tattvo pratye jo rAga vadhI jAya e pahelA tAraka tattvo pratye ekadama ahobhAva | gagabhAva vadhArI do. cokkasa kAMIka pariNAma Avaze. *

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ja guNadRSTinuM AkarSaNa jAmatA ja chidro jovAnI vRtti baMdha thaze ja! ja pUrNatAnuM AkarSaNa jAgatA apUrNatAno khaTako thaze ja! . A viraktinuM AkarSaNa jAmatA AsaktinA doraDA DhIlA paDaze ja! Aja divasa sudhI ApaNe vastunA parimArjana mATe khUba mahenato karI che paNa vRttinA parimArjana mATe ApaNane kAMI paDI nathI. je ApaNane maLyuM che teno kevo upayoga ApaNe karIe chIe tenAthI ApaNuM bhAvi nakkI thaze. bahAranuM sudhAravA karatA bhItaranuM sudhArI levAmAM pAchI pAnI na karIe. pudgalanI pUrNatA vebhAvika che, svAbhAvika nathI. hRdayamAM jagatanuM AkarSaNa haTAvI jagatapatinuM AkarSaNa vadhArI do. kAyAnI mAyAmAM kyAMya phasAI javAnuM nathI. nAgIlA bhavadeva munine kahe che - tamAruM AlaMbana laI meM janmojanmanA pApa dhoyA ane tame mArAmAM phasAIne kUvAmAM paDI rahyA cho. UbhA bhale taLeTImAM, paNa vicAro zikharanA karo. huM to aMtaramAM rojaroja vicAratI hatI ke je divase sAsu-sasarAnuM sevAnuM kArya pUrNa thaze teo A duniyAmAMthI vidAya thaze ke tarata saMyamanA A sohAmaNA mArge cAlI nIkaLIza. bhavadeva UMcA sthAne chatAM nIcA utaryA. nAgIlAnA premamAM pUrNa banavA gayA to vairAgyathI apUrNa banyA. rUpALI kAyAmAM pAgala banelAne jJAnIo kahe che ke tArI sUrata badalAI jaze. kaMcanakAyA karamAI jaze. rUparaMga badalatI A duniyAmAM evI Thokara khAIza ke ArasI sAme joIza to ArasI paNa karamAI jaze. saDelA lAkaDA para sanamAikA lagADela che. azucinI bharelI gaTara upara sonA-cAMdInuM DhAMkaNuM che. nAgIlA tattva samajAve che - A nazvara deha para mamatA rAkhavAthI zuM vaLavAnuM che. tamArA paMthe AvavA huM thanaganI rahI chuM. enAthI pahelA Apane patitAtmAmAMthI pavitrAtmA jovA jhaMkhuM chuM. paDyA pachI caDavAmAM ja kharI pAtratA che. jenI upara sAco prema hoya e vyakti paDe te na game, caDe te ja game. nAgIlAnI hRdayasparzI vAtathI bhavadevamuni kahe che - nAgIlA mane mApha karaje. 12 varSa sudhI bhavadattamuni mArA gurU hatA. AjathI e mArA bhAvagurU ane dravyagurU tarIke tane svIkAruM chuM. pazcAtApa sAthenA vacano kahetA zuddha saMyama mArganI ArAdhanA karavA cAlI nIkaLyA. utkRSTa ArAdhanA karI AyuSya pUrNa karI zivakumAra tarIke eka zreSThIne tyAM = * 36 *

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avataryA. bALapaNathI cAritranI utkRSTa bhAvanA che. mAtA-pitA kahe che - jamane ApIe paNa jatine nahIM. chaThThanA pAraNe chaThTha karI pAraNe AyaMbila karI divaso pasAra kare che. pApa sAro, baMdha sAro, paNa anubaMdha atyaMta jokhamI che. anubaMdha tIvra koTInA rAgadveSathI ja zakya che. bhavobhava sudhI kyAreka pachADI de che. 12 varSa pachI zivakumAra AyuSya pUrNa karI jaMbusvAmI banyA. Asaktie bhavadeva banAvyA. viraktie jaMbusvAmI banAvyA. 12 varSa sudhI nAgIlAno jApa japela e ja bhavadevanA jIva jaMbukumAra ATha-ATha rUpavatI patnIone lagnanI pahelI rAte vairAgyano upadeza ApI rahyA che. jaMbusvAmi sAthe enI ATheya patnIo pAmI jAya che. ne prabhavAdi 500 coro paNa pAmI jAya che. - sAdhu-sAdhvIjIonI jIMdagI joI bIjA pAmI jAya. che caMdanabALA sAdhvIjIne joI setukano bhAva jAgI gayo ne kalyANa sAdhI gayo. "sAdhune tyAM paNa saMsAra che...' evA vacano kyAreya paNa na bolavA. sAdhunI nirdoSa - pavitra jiMdagI joI bIjAne AlaMbana maLe. caDavAnA bhAvo jAge. patita AtmA paNa pavitra banI jAya. A kalikALamAM paNa ajAyabIbharI A saMsthAo che : (1) sAdhu saMsthA, (2) zrAvaka saMsthA. sAdhuonuM jhaLahaLatuM saMyama joI keTakeTalA anumodanA karI tarI jAya che. tamArI paNa paramAtmAnI AjJAbharI dinacaryA joI jainetaro paNa anumodanA karaze. A saMsAramAM rAjAne rAjA, maMtrIne maMtrI, sAsune sAsu, vahune vahu, gurUne gurU, ziSyane ziSya banatA AvaDI jAya to ahIMyA sukha sivAya kazuM ja nathI. badhA ja potapotAnI pharajo zuM che? eTaluM samajaze to saMsAramAM svargathI paNa sohAmaNo AnaMda utpanna thaze. samasyAnA bAvaLa kyAreya jiMdagImAM nahIM uge. AvanArane rahetA AvaDe ane lAvanArane rAkhatA AvaDI jAya evI jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA zIkhI jajo. samarpaNa sArI cIja che. | mana upara mAnavIno kAbU eTale vikAsa.. ane mAnavI upara manano kAbU eTale vinAza e na bhUlIe. 22 = * 30 *

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'sukha sAmagrImAM nahi, saMtoSamAM.... je mahApuruSo jyAre taLeTInI vAto karatA hoya tyAre saMdezo zikharano hoya che. mahApuruSonI tatvanI vAto paNa sattvane phoravavA mATe hoya che. eka yugala parAvarta jeTalo kALa jeno bAkI te zuklapAkSI. zuklapAkSika jIva jinavANIno rasIyo hoya, rAgadveSa tIvra na hoya, samyakta jene maLe teno ardha pudgala parAvarta kALa bAkI che. bIjAnA duHkha e potAnA duHkha bane che tyAre anukaMpA kahevAya. zAsananI prabhAvanA karavI hoya to zAsananA narapuMgavonA guNAnuvAda karo. zrutajJAna bolatuM jJAna che. letA paNa vinaya, pachI paNa vinaya. vivekano zatru abhimAna, saMsAranuM kAraNa ahaMkAra che. caramAvatakALamAM AvelA jIvanA traNa lakSaNa H (1) duHkhI jIvo upara atyaMta dayA hoya, (2) guNIjanono DhaSI na hoya ane (3) sarvatra aucityanuM pAlana karanAra hoya. sAco pazcAtApa pApane dhoI nAMkhe che. sAco ane zuddha dharma samajAI jAya to AtmAnI rasamastI kAMI judI ja thaI jAya. samyaka jJAnanI mahattA samajAvavA prabhue gautamane AnaMda zrAvakane tyAM mokalyA. samyak darzananI mahattA dAkhavavA aMbaDane sulasA zrAvikAne tyAM mokalAvyo ane dharmalAbha kahevaDAvyo. virati dharmanI mahattA dekhADavA puNiyA zrAvakanA sAmAyikanI prazaMsA bharaparSadAmAM karI. jenAmAMthI mada ane madana cAlyo jAya pachI enA jevo koI sukhI nathI. mAtra pravacana sAMbhaLavAnuM nathI paNa jAtane paNa saMbhALavAnuM che. manano svabhAva abhAva jovAno che. pUrNatA jovAno svabhAva AtmAno che. amAsanI rAte paNa sauMdarya joI zakAya che. jo daSTi keLavI hoya to ane jotA na AvaDe to pUnamamAM paNa kazuM na dekhAya. mananA bAdazAha pAse jagatano zahenazAha paNa bhikhArI bane che. jJAnasAranA A prathama pUrNatAnA aSTakanA sAtamAM zlokamAM sAcA sukhInI vAto karAI che. sAco sukhI koNa? sukhano anubhava koNa kare?

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sukhanA sAdhano maLI zake che. ghara, baMgalo, moTara A badhuM maLI javAthI kadAca mANasa sukhI banI jAya to to bhagavAna tyAganI vAto na kare. A vAtanuM rahasya zodhatA tarkasaMgata bhASAmAM kahI zakAya ke jeNe paravastumAM Atmabuddhi dvArA vyAkuLatA UbhI karI hoya e mANasane game teTaluM maLe paraMtu te sukhI nathI. ane para padArthamAMthI svatvano lAbha uThAvI lIdho che tene Indra karatAMya kazuM ja ochuM nathI. arthAt te IndrathI paNa vadhAre sukhI che. puNiyA pAse zuM hatuM? mahelAto, ImArato kazuM ja na hatuM. ane bIjI bAju 5ramAtmA mahAvIranA samayamAM mammaNa paNa hato. vIjaLI ane AkAzamAM gaDagaDATa sAthe mUzaLadhAra varasAda varase enI vacce nadImAM lAkaDA vINI rahyo hato. enI pAse badhuM ja hatuM. rANI cellaNA rAte jAgI gayA che. jharUkhAmAM UbhA che. vIjaLInA jhabakArAmAM A mammaNane joyo. yazovijayajI ma.sA. A ja vAta karatA kahe che ke jeNe padArthamAMthI sukhabuddhi uThAvI lIdhI hoya te mANasane je maLaze temAM saMtoSa haze ane mAruM mAruM karanArane game teTaluM maLaze toya ochuM lAgaze. saMtoSa hoya te sukhI... asaMtoSathI du:khI.... khuda zreNika mammaNanA ghera jaI baLada joIne kahe che ke bhAI! AkhuM rAjagRhInuM rAjya ApI dauM toya A pUrNa na thAya. ghaNuM che chatAM mammaNane ochuM lAge che. enI sAme ja rAjagRhImAM raheto puNiyo juo. zreNika puNiyAne maLavA gayA. abhaye kahyuM, zreNika Ave. sonA-motIthI vadhAvo. puNiyo vadhAvavAnI nA pADe che. rAjAe mammaNa ane puNiyA beu pAse joyuM. mammaNa pAse ghaNuM badhuM hovA chatAM rAMkaDo hato. puNiyA pAse dhana-dhAnya na hovA chatAM phAMkaDo hato. parigraha e moTAmAM moTo graha che. puNiyAe prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLI badhI ja saMpatti sAta kSetramAM ApI dIdhI. zazina mATe jApa che paNa A parigrahano koI jApa nathI. A graha saMtanA saMgathI - gurUkRpAthI dUra thAya che. anugraha vagarano parigraha herAna kare che. vAvaNI pachI lhANI karavAnI che. dharmakSetramAM dhana vAparyuM nahIM paNa vAvyuM kahevAya. ApaNane koInI mArUti joI AnaMda thAya. khuzInuM kAraNa padArtha che? nA. gharamAM sArI cIja AvI ane badhAnI sAme pADozIe AvIne kahyuM, oha! emAM zuM? mAre tyAM hajI gaIkAle ja A vastu phorenathI AvI * 39 .

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che. ne A sAMbhaLIne tamAro AnaMda gAyaba thaI jAya che. ATalIvAra AnaMda zAno hato? bIjA pAse A vastu nathI ane mArI pAse che eTale AnaMda Avyo. paNa mArI pAse che enA karatA bAjuvALA pAse sArI che. AnaMda gumAvI dIdho. jene AvatIkAlanI paNa ciMtA nathI te sukhI che. jenA aMtaramAM nahIM rAga dveSa, tene duHkha nahIM lavaleza. cAritra jIvanano mANe je Tesa, enA karmo thAya kALA meza. zAstromAM kahyuM che ke sAdhu jevA sukhI bIjA koI nahIM. bAra mahinAnuM zuddha paryAya thAya tyAre enA sukha AgaLa anuttaravAsInA sukhane paNa pANI bharavuM paDe. sAdhunA vastro paNa vairAgyanI vADa che. jemAM kaSAyanI dhADa paDe nahi. rAga mAlika thavAnI ja vAta kare jyAre vairAgya mAlikIbhAva uThAvI levAnI vAta kare che. pUrNASTakanI pUrNAhUtinI veLAe raMga vagaranA AkAzamAM jyAre kRSNapakSano aMta thAya che tyAre zuklapakSanI zarUAtanI vAto kahI rahyA che. jevI rIte kRSNapakSamAM caMdra na dekhAya, tevI rIte AtmA kRSNapakSamAM hoya tyAM sudhI pUrNa darzana na thAya. badhI kaLAnA darzana zuklapakSamAM AvyA pachI thAya che. kalAno artha thAya che AtmajJAna. mithyAtvanA aMdhakAramAM hoya tyAM sudhI kRSNapakSa. acaramAvatamAM hoya tyAM sudhI kRSNapAkSika ane caramAvatamAM Ave tyAre zuklapAkSika. caramAvartimAM Avela jIva zuklapAkSI che. eka pudgalaparAvartamAM anaMtA janmA thAya che. caramAvartamAM jIva Avyo che ke nahi tenI khabara zI rIte paDe? borDa Ave tyAre khabara paDe ke sTezana AvyuM tema haribhadrasUri mahArAje lakhyuM che ke je caramAvartimAM Ave te zuklapAkSika jIva bhadramUrti hoya. traNa lakSaNothI tene pArakhI zakAya : (1) du:khI pratye dayA, (2) kyAreya guNIno veSI na hoya, (3) sarvatra aucityanuM pAlana kare. caramAvatamAM ajavALuM Ave, haTe aMdhAruM. sarvatra aucityanuM pAlana kare eTale yathAsamaya yogya pravRtti karavI. AmAM ghaNIvAra thApa khAI jaIe chIe. caturvidha zrI saMghanuM aucityapAlana karavuM joIe. paMcAzaka graMthamAM jaNAvyuM che ke zuklapAkSika jIva jinavANIno rasIyo hoya tathA tIvra kakSAnA rAga-dveSa na hoya. - 40

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zama saMvegAdi pAMca lakSaNo hoya te samakiti kahevAya. paramAtmAnA zAsana uparanI zraddhA khUba jarUrI che. du:khInA du:kha joI aMtara vedanAthI bharAvuM joIe. korTanA samaye abrAhama liMkana jatA hatA. rastAmAM gADI UbhI rAkhI nIce utaryA. eka Dukkara kIcaDamAM phasAI gayuM hatuM. liMkane pote jAte phasAyelA Dukkarane kheMcI kADhyuM. ene du:khamAMthI mukta karI pachI gADImAM besI korTamAM gayA. sUTa gaMdo thayo hato. kapaDA badalavA jAuM to korTano samaya cUkI javAze e dahezatathI e ja kapaDe korTamAM gayA. badhAe sUTa kAdavavALo kema? pUchatAM DukkaranI hakIkata kahI. badhA hasavA mAMDyA. bIjA koI mANasane kahyuM hota toya kADhI Apata. liMkane javAba Apyo : bhAIo meM DukkaranuM duHkha dUra nathI karyuM. meM to mAruM duHkha dUra karyuM che. enA duHkhe huM duHkhI hato. bIjAnuM duHkha potAnuM bane te anukaMpArUpa banI jAya.... 22 Aga jema lAkaDAne khAI jAya che tema lAgaNI doSone pI jAya mANasa jema jema lAgaNIzIla banatuM jAya tema tema enuM hRdaya gadgad banatuM jAya che. satkArya karyA vinA rahI zakato nathI te koInA sukRta joI ene dhanyavAda ApavAmAM pAcho paDato nathI... - - 41 - -

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'vayaNe amata, nayaNe karUNA.... bolavuM sAruM ane karavuM kharAba.. che. dhaMdhAmAM koInA paisA levA pachI ApavA ja nahIM.. hAjarImAM prazaMsA karavI ane gerahAjarImAM niMdA. divasanA prakAzamAM sajana dekhAvavuM ane rAtanA aMdhakAramAM zetAniyata AcaravI.. che manamAM juduM ane vANImAM vartana juduM... jAtajAtanA bahAnA heThaLa kamajorIno bacAva karavo A badhuM che khoTuM jIvana.. daMbhanA paDadA oDhIne jIvAtA jIvana tarapha "jJAnasAra' graMtha samyapha samajaNa Ape che. kAramI karUNatAnA bhoga banelAne premathI sAcI samajaNa ApI rahyA che. dazya jagata ane dRSTi jagatanI vAstaviktA 'pUrNatAnA aSTakathI samajAvI rahyA che. yazovijayajI mahArAja. sAmagrIthI nahIM paNa saddaguNothI AtmA sudhI bane che A vAta yazovijayajI mahArAja zuklapAkSika kakSAthI samajAvI rahyA che. jIvamAtra upara vAtsalya pratiSThita thaI jAya to samaktinI saMbhAvanA cokkasa nirmANa thaI jAya che. vidheyAtmakano prasAra karavAnuM InAma paNa ahIM ja maLe che ane nakArAtmakane phelAvavAnI sajA paNa ahIM ja anubhavAya che. anaMtajJAnIo A zaktinA kALamAM sAmarthyane phoravI levAnI preraNA kare che. pAMceya Indriyo sAbUta hoya, zarIra svastha hoya, mana majabUta hoya tyAre dharmasAdhanAthI jIvana haryuMbharyuM banAvI levuM joIe... AvartonA Avarte kRSNapakSanI jema pasAra thaI gayA che. mUlyavAna cIjo kadAca maLI to jAya to tene jALavI rAkhavAnI sAvadhagIrI to paLepaLe rAkhavI paDe che. bhramaNAmAM rahI gayA to nizcita samajI rAkhavAnuM ke jIvana saphaLa banAvavAnI ane jIvana sArthaka banAvavAnI anaMtakALe AvelI taka veDaphAI javAnI che. - 42

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sAvadhagIrI rAkhavAnI che A jiMdagImAM : A jidagIne zaNagAravAnI mANasa lAkha mahenata kare che chatAM emAM bahu saphaLatA nathI maLatI ke nathI prasannatAnI anubhUti thatI. chatAM mANasa potAnI AzAo choDavA taiyAra nathI. zaktinA kALamAM zakti vadhAravA, saMpatti vadhAravA ane e dvArA potAnI jAtane surakSita karI devA mATe satata doDato rahe che. puNyayoge kadAca saphaLatA maLe che paNa jayAM samaya vIte che tyAM zarIra kSINa thatuM cAla che, Indriyo zithila banatI jAya che, vRddhAvasthA bAraNe TakorA lagAvavA mAMDe che.... pANInI mATalI. davAnI bATalI... lAkaDAnI khATalI. A traNanA sahAre jIvana pasAra karavAnA divaso Ave che. jiMdagIbhara ekaThI karelI sAmagrIo, zaktio, khyAtio badhuM mUlyahIna hatA evo khyAla Ave che. paNa tyAre jIvanane gauravavaMtu banAvavAnI koI taka hAthamAM nathI hotI. apUrNa dazAmAMthI pUrNa dazAmAM AvavA jabbara purUSArtha karavo paDaze. * svAdhyAya dvArA manane keLavI lo.. tapazcaryA dvArA karmone bALI do... * vaiyAvacca dvArA sukhazIlatA para ghA karo.. samarpaNabhAva dvArA svacchedamatinI vRtti para niyaMtraNa karo... viSayo ane kaSAyone kAbUmAM rAkhavA satata prayatnazIla banavAnuM che. jJAnasAra mAMgalyatAnuM paroDha jagADe che. jIvana saMskaraNa banAvavAnI preraNA Ape che. bhaMgAra banI gayelA vAsaNo paNa cakacakita thaI zake che, saDI gayelA lAkaDA paNa saMskArita banI AkarSaka banAvI zakAya che. phATI gayelA kapaDAmAMthI kAMIka navInatama banAvI zakAya che, to A jIvananuM saMskaraNa karavAmAM Ave to zuM na thaI zake? pUrNadaSTi na khIle tyAM sudhI guNadRSTinuM vistaraNa karI do. duHkhI para dayA, guNI para aSa tathA sarvatra aucityanuM pAlana karI do... caramAvartakALamAM praveza thaI jAya pachI saMsAra paribhramaNa sImita thaI jAya. * arNikAputra AcArya nAvaDImAM besI nadI pAra karI rahyA che. devIe bhAlA upara laTakAvyA. sAdhune joIne paNa koIne dveSa AvI jAya.

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gautamasvAmI hAlikane laI AvyA tyAre bhagavAnane joI ogho pAcho ApI bhAgI gayo. svAtinuM pANI mAchalInI chIpamAM paDe to motI ja bane ane kAdavamAM paDe to kAdava ja thAya. ahIM to arNikAputra AcArya bhagavaMta bhAlAmAM laTakI rahyA che. nIce lohI paDe che. garama lohI nIce paDatA apakAyanA jIvonI virAdhanA joI aMtara raDI uDyuM. "oha! mArA nimitte A jIvonI virAdhanA..." zuklapAkSika jIva bhadrika pariNAmI hoya. rAga-dveSa pAtaLA paDI gayA hoya. tIvrakakSAnA kaSAyo na hoya. - dharmarUci aNagAra gocarI paraThavA nIkaLyA che. bIjAnuM duHkha e potAnI saMvedanA banI gaI. - dharmaghoSasUri mahArAje yAvajIva che e vigaIo tyAgI dIdhI.. mULamAM haiye vaselI karUNA. * sarvatra aucityanuM pAlana : dharma purUSArthanuM sevana e pramANe karavuM joIe ke jethI artha purUSArtha ane kAma purUSArthane koI hAni na thAya. basa tevI rIte dharma | artha | kAma purUSArthanuM sevana e rIte karavuM joIe ke anya purUSArthane nukasAna na thAya. gRhastha jIvanamAM A rItanuM zikSaNa Avazyaka che. aucityanA pAlanathI viSamatAo ane vikSubdhatAothI gUMcavAI ane gUMgaLAI gayelAno mArga nIkaLe. haribhadrasUri mahArAja "dharmabiMdu' nAmanA graMthamAM aucityanI khUba suMdara samajaNa traNa prakAranA puruSanI prakRtithI samajAve che. 1. tAdAtvika : je mANasa maLelI saMpattino AgaLa pAchaLano vicAra karyA vinA khoTA kharcA kare che te tAdAtvika che. arthano nAza thavAthI dharma ane kAmano paNa nAza thAya che. mUlahara : je mANasa bApadAdAnI mUDI vApare che, navI kamANI karato nathI te. Avo mANasa jaldIthI kaMgALa banI jAya che. 3. kadarya : je mANasa pote duHkho sahana karI temaja nokaracAkarone paNa trAsa ApIne paisA kamAya che, bhegA kare che paNa kharcato nathI ane kadarya kahevAya che. temanuM dhana kAM to sarakAra laI jAya che. kAM to bIjA khAI jAya che, kAM to koI lUMTI le che.

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A mAtrA artha purUSArtha mATe ja nahIM paNa anya purUSArtha mATe paNa samajavuM. * putra mATenuM aucitya ane gurUnuM aucitya judu... * patnI mATenuM aucitya ane mAtA mATenuM aucitya judu... AvA jIvo mAtra vartamAnalakSI na hoya, bhAgoLadarzI paNa na hoya paNa paralokadarzI hoya che. - samrATa saMprati hoya ke kumArapALa ke vimalamaMtrI hoya ke vastupALatejapALa ke jagaDuzA ke bhAmAzA hoya. A badhAmAM badhI ja jAtanuM adbhuta aucityapAlana hatuM. aucityanA prabhAve dharmano prabhAva paNa teo pAtharI zakyA. aucityanuM pAlana sahu pratyenA kartavyonuM bhAna karAve che. * mAtra paisAnI doTa parivAra pratye durlakSa karAve.. * sattAnI doTa pApa-puNyanA khyAlane bhUlAvI de che.. jIvana e rIte jIvavAnI preraNA lo ke tamArAthI koI vibhAgane hAni na pahoMce... zukla pAkSikanI bhUmikAne pAmavA.... Avo jIvanamAM nayaNe karUNA lAvIe, vayaNe amRta vahAvIe ne hRdaye snehanI gaMgA lAvIe... a see abhayadAna samAdhidAna zAnadAna anukaMpAdAna supAtradAna A pAMceyamAMthI roja kAMIka karatA raho. = * 45

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magnatASTakam pratyAhRtyendriyavyUhaM, samAdhAya mano nijam / vinmAtravizrAnti, manarUtyamidhIyate ||1|| (1) phaeNndriyavyUo-iMdriyanA samUhane pratyAtya- viSayothI nivRtta karIne nina-potAnA mana:-manane samAdhAya-AtmadravyamAM ekAgra karIne vinmAtravizrAnti-caitanyasvarUpa AtmAne vize sthiratAne t- dhAraNa karato manA:-lIna thayelo rUti-ema abhidhIyate- kahevAya che. (1) iMdriyonA samUhane viSayothI nivRtta karIne potAnA manane AtmadravyamAM ekAgra karIne, caitanya svarUpa AtmAmAM sthiratA karato AtmA magna kahevAya che. ahIM yoganA ATha aMgomAM AvatA pratyAhAra ane samAdhi e be aMgo jaNAvyA che. iMdriyonI viSayothI nivRtti karavI e pratyAhAra che ane AtmAmAM ja mananI ekAgratA e samAdhi che.1 yasya jJAnasudhAsindhau parabrahANi magnatA / viSayAntarasaMcArastasya, hAlAhalopamaH // 2 // (2) yasya -jene jJAnasudhAsindhI-jJAnarUpa amRtanA sAgara samAna parabrahmaLiparamAtmAne vize manatA- magnapaNuM (che) tamya-tene viSayAntarasaMcAra:paramAtmA sivAya bIjA viSayamAM pravRtti karavI hAlAtopama:- jhera jevI (lAge che). ' (2) jJAnarUpa sudhAnA siMdhu samAna paramAtmAmAM magna jIvane jJAnathI anya rUpAdi viSayamAM pravRtti jhera jevI lAge che. jema amRtano AsvAda karavAmAM lIna banelo jIva jheranI IcchA 1 abhidhAna ciMtAmaNi gA. 83 ane 85 * 46 *

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paNa karato nathI. mAlatI puSpanA rasamAM lIna banelo bhramara bAvaLa vagere vRkSa upara besato nathI, tema AtmasukhamAM magna jIva rUpAdi viSayomAM pravRtti karato nathI. __svabhAvasukhamagnasya, jagattattvAvalokinaH / kartRtvaM nAnyabhAvAnAM, sAkSitvamavaziSyate ||3|| (3) svAvasuravamanasya- svAbhAvika AnaMdamAM magna thayelA nattisvIvalloni:- (ane) jagatanA tattvane (syAdvAdathI zuddha svarUpane jonAra yogIne jamavAnA+-anya bhAvonuM vaM- kartApaNuM - nathI, mAtra sakSatva-sAkSAt daSTApaNuM avazaSyate- bAkI rahe che. * (3) svAbhAvika AnaMdamAM magna banelA ane jagatanA tattvane yathArtha rUpe jonAra yogIne anya bhAvonuM =rAgAdivibhAva, jJAnAdi karma ane ghaTAdi rUpa para bhAvonuM kartApaNuM nathI, kiMtu daSTApaNuM che. arthAt Avo AtmA bAhya kriyAomAM A meM karyuM evA prakArano ahaMkAra karato nathI. te ema vicAre ke - mATI vagere bhAvo ghaTAdi rUpe pariName che temAM kuMbhAra vagere sAkSI mAtra che, to te kema abhimAna rAkhe ke ame ghaTAdi padArthanA kartA chIe. e pramANe bhASAvargaNA dravya varNapaNe, varNa padapaNe, pada vAkyapaNe, vAkya mahAvAkyapaNe ane mahAvAkya graMthapaNe pariName che, temAM graMthakAra sAkSImAtra che, to te kema abhimAna rAkhe ke huM graMthakartA chuM. sarva dravyo svasva pariNAmanA kartA che, koI dravya para pariNAmano kartA nathI. A daSTie (zabdanayanI dRSTie) AtmA sarva para kAryamAM sAkSImAtra hoya che, kartA nahi. parabrahANi magnasya, zlathA paudagalikI kathA / kvAmI cAmIkaronmAdAH, sphArA dArAdarAH kva ca ||4|| (4) parabrahmaji- paramAtmAnA svarUpamAM manasya-lIna thayelAne pauttiIpada gala saMbaMdhI thI- vAta snathI- nIrasa (lAge che), RAra:- cittamAM camatkAra karanAra manI-A vAnaronAvA - suvarNanuM-dhananuM abhimAna vava-kyAM hoya)? - ane vAra rA:- strInA Adaro va4-kyAM (hoya)? (4) paramAtmasvarUpamAM lIna banelAne pudgalanI vAta nIrasa lAge che. ene ajJAna jIvonA cittamAM camatkAra utpanna karanAra dhananuM abhimAna kyAMthI hoya? ane strI vize Adara paNa kyAMthI hoya? - . Xong 47.

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tekhoneyAvivRddhiryA, sAdho: paryAyavRddhita:| bhASitA bhagavatyAdau setthambhUtasya yujyate // 5 // ' (1) mAvatI- bhagavatI Jau-Adi graMthomAM paryAyavRddhita:- mAsAdi cAritra paryAyanI vRddhi thavAthI sAdho:- sAdhunI yA- je tenobhezyAvivRddhicittasukhanI vizeSa vRddhi mASitA- kahI che sA- te sthabhUtasya- AvA prakAranA jJAna magnane yute- ghaTe che. (5)bhagavatI Adi graMthamAM kahelI sAdhunA saMyama paryAyanI vaddhithI tejolezyAnI - cittasukhanI vRddhi AvA prakAranA jJAnamagna mahAtmAne ghaTe che. bhagavatI Adi graMthomAM nirdiSTa teolezyA vRddhino krama dIkSA paryAya kayA devothI adhika 1. mAsa. 2. mAsa. 3. mAsa. 4. mAsa. 5. mAsa. 6-7-8 9-10 mAsa. 11-12 vANavyaMtara bhavanapati (asUra sivAya) asurakumAra graha, nakSatra, tArA caMdra-sUrya kramazaH 1-2, 3-4, 5-6 7-8, 9-12. vaimA. deva kramazaH 9 traive.-5 anu. jJAnamagnasya yaccharma, tadvaktuM naiva zakyate / nopameyaM priyAzleSairnApi taccandanadravaiH // 6 // 1 (6) jJAnamanasya- jJAnamAM magna thayelAne -je zarma-sukha (che) tadte vahuM-kahevAne zayaMte- samartha thavAya Tva-ja na-nahi. (tathA) tatte sukha priyanteai:-priya strInA AliMgana vaDe (ane) candranadravai:- caMdananA vilepana vaDe atti-paNa meyaM-sarakhAvavA yogya na-nathI. 1. adhyAtmo a.2.gA. 14, a.sA. gA. 535, 3.2.gA. 192, bhaga. za. 14 3. 10, dha.bi.a. 6 no aMtima zloka 48 *

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(6) jJAna magnanuM sukha mukhathI kahI zakAya tema nathI. enA sukhanI priyAAliMgananA ke caMdana-vilepananA sukha sAthe sarakhAmaNI thaI zake ema nathI. jJAnamagnanuM sukha atIMdriya hovAthI vANIno viSaya banatuM nathI. tathA e sukha AdhyAtmika hovAthI svAbhAvika che, jyAre priyA-AliMgananuM ane caMdana-vilepananuM sukha kRtrima che. AthI e sukhanI priyA-AliMgananA ane caMdana-vilepananA sukhanI sAthe sarakhAmaNI thaI zake ja nahi.' zamazaityapuSo yasya, vipuSo'pi mahAkathA / kiM stumo jJAnapIyUSe, tatra sarvAGgamagnatAm? ||7|| (7) vacce-je jJAnAmRtanA vipRSa:-biMdunI pi- paNa samalaityapuSa:upazamarUpa zItaLatAne poSanArI mahAkrathA- moTI vArtAo (che.) tatra-te jJAnapIyUSe- jJAnarUpa amRtane vize sarvAnatA- sarva aMge magnapaNAnI -zI rIte tuma:- stuti karIe. (7) zama rUpa zItalatAnI puSTI karanAra je jJAnAmRtanA biMdunI paNa mahAkathA che, te jJAnAmRtamAM saMpUrNapaNe magnatAnI zI rIte stuti karIe? jene jJAnarUpa amRtanuM biMdu paNa prApta thayuM che tenA sukhanuM varNana karavuM kaThIna che to jene saMpUrNapaNe jJAnAmRtanI prApti thaI che tenA sukhanuM varNana zI rIte thaI zake? arthAtu na thaI zake. yasya dRSTi kRpAvRSTigiraH zamasudhAkiraH / tasmai namaH zubhajJAna-dhyAnamagnAya yogine ||8|| (8) vacce- jenI dRSTi- cakSu pavRSTi- kRpAnI vRSTirUpa (che, ane) :vANI zamasudhAvira:- upazamarUpa amRtano chaMTakAva karanArI che) THjJAnadhyAnamanAya- prazasta jJAna ane dhyAnamAM lIna thayelA tasne- te yonine- yogIne nama:- namaskAra (ho)! (8) jenI daSTi karUNAnI vRSTi kare che ane vANI prazama rUpa amRtane chAMTe che, prazasta jJAna-dhyAnamAM magna te yogIne namaskAra ho! 1. adhyAtmo. a. 2. gA. 13. * 49 * =

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'je je bhAta bhalAya to.... Indriyone viSayomAMthI pAchI vALavI, manane AtmasvarUpamAM sthApavuM ane AtmAne jJAnamAM sthira karavuM tenuM nAma mannatA. Indriyone nivRtta karo, manane dharma mArge pravRtta karo. che Indriyone bALo nahIM paNa vALo! selpha kanTrola e jinazAsanano mudrAlekha che. viSayo eTalA khataranAka nathI paNa emAM Indriyo bhaLe to ja khataranAka. pAgala banatI Indriyone je vALI zake e ja magnatAnA pradezamAM praveza karI zake. mana jAye to jAne do, mata jAne do zarIra, nahIM khIcegA kamAna to kahAM lagegA tIra. jo mana hAthamAM rahe to Indriyo aMkuzamAM Ave. ja mohAdi bhAvo jyAM ghaTe tyAM magnatA, mohAdi bhAvo jyAM vadhe tyAM ekAgratA. upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAje aMtima graMthamAM aMtima bhava thaI jAya e mATe pUrNASTakanI vAta karI. kRSNa ane zuklapAkSika jIvanuM svarUpa samajAvyuM. khaMDita AnaMdamAMthI akhaMDita AnaMda meLavavo che. upAdhimAMthI nirUpAdhika banavuM che. tUTatA ne khUTatA AnaMdane choDI akhUTa ane atUTa AnaMda meLavavo hoya teNe zuM karavuM joIe? pUrNa banavuM paDe. pUrNatAne lAvavA AgaLanI bhUmikAe AvavuM paDaze. magna banyA vinA pUrNa banAtuM nathI. DUbakI lagAvyA vinA motI maLatA nathI. magnatA eTale zuM? masta banI javuM che. paNa A to uparachallI magnatA che. sAgaranA kinAre paDyA che te to chIpalA che. ahIM to sAgaranA UMDANane sparzIne rahelI magnatAnI vAta karavAmAM AvI che. ApaNe ghaNIvAra saMgItamAM khovAI jaIe chIe to AjubAju zuM thAya che tenI khabara paDatI nathI. eka gharamAM loko TI.vI. para krikeTanI meca jovAmAM masta banyA. badhA jIvatA hatA ne jAgatA hatA. paNa meca jovAmAM mazagula banyA. e = * 50 *

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samaye gharamAMthI koIka cora keTaloka sAmAna upADI gayo ne khabara paNa nA paDI. A badhI dravyamagnatA. karNa-nayana-sugaMdha-vAtacItanI magnatA bhAna bhUlAve che. vAtacItanI magnatA eTalI jabaradasta che ke emAM keTalo samaya nIkaLI jAya che tenI jIvane khabara paNa paDatI nathI. eka bahenane bahAra javuM hatuM. gharamAM rahelA potAnA patine e bahena kahe che, huM be miniTamAM bahenapaNIne maLIne AvuM chuM, tame jarA dUdha halAvajo. jJAnasAra jinatattva samajAvatA kahe che ke vAtomAM keTalo samaya cAlyo jAya che e khabara paNa paDatI nathI. pustaka rasaprada hoya to kyAM sAMja paDI jAya che khabara paNa paDatI nathI. ApaNA gurUdeva samarAditya mahAkathAnA lekhanamAM evA magna banI jatA ke kyAreka sAMje pANI vAparavAnuM bhUlAI jatuM. ApaNI magnatA ane jJAnIonI magnatA judI che. khAvA-pIvAmAM sUvAmAM magna thaIe chIe, e magnatA pApanuM sarjana kare che, nukasAnI notare che. jJAnasAramAM darzAvelI magnatA e judI ja che. eka rAjA rastAmAM gAlIco pAtharI namAja paDhatA hatA. e vakhate eka bahenane saMdezo maLyo ke paradeza gayelo tAro pati jahAjamAMthI utare che. eNe to samAcAra sAMbhaLI doTa mUkI. bAdazAha namAja paDhI rahyA hatA. bahena patinA samAcAra sAMbhaLI bhAna bhUlI gaI. bAdazAhanA gAlIcA upara paga daIne nIkaLI gaI. e potAnA patine maLavAnI dhUnamAM doDI jatI hatI. bAdazAha A strIne joIne gussAmAM AvI gayA. mArI namAja bagADI gaI. vaccethI nIkaLI mArI namAja khalAsa karI nAMkhI. magaja AuTa thaI gayuM. bAdazAha rAha jue che. pelI bahena tyAMthI pAchI AvI. bAdazAhe rADa pADIne kahyuM, "UbhI rahe!" pelI strI kahe, "salAma, bAdazAha." bezarama... tane zarama na AvI? huM namAja paDhato hato ane tuM gAlIcA para paga daIne cAlI gaI. garama thavuM saheluM che paNa narama thavuM muzkela che. garamI to dareka gatimAM thAya che. manuSya gati meLavavA jevI naramAza che. garama thayelA bAdazAhane pelI strI kahe che, "bAdazAha! mane mApha karo. mane khabara nahotI ke Apa namArja bhaNatA hatA. mArA pati jahAja * 51 che.

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parathI utarI rahyA che e samAcAre bhAna bhUlI. ene maLavAmAM eTalI masta banI gaI ke emanA dhyAnamAM masta banelI huM Apane joI na zakI... bAdazAha! Apa khudAkI baMdagI karate the?" hA.... ane pelI strI hasavA lAgI. potAnI majAka-mastI uDAvatI joI bAdazAha kahe che, "tArI A himata?" pelI strI nirbhayatAthI kahI rahI ke bAdazAha! tame namAja nahotA paDhatA. jo namAja paDhatA hota to patinA pAchaLa pAgala banelI huM tamArA jevA bAdazAhane na joI zakI to jo tame khudAmAM masta banyA hota to eka strI tamArI najaramAM zI rIte caDe? bAdazAhane potAnI bhUla samajAI. te tarata bolyA, "bahena, tArI vAta sAcI che. khudAnI baMdagImAM hajI mane strI dekhAya che... mArI baMdagI adhUrI che." AvI paNa eka magnatA hoya che. viSayothI IndriyonA samUhano pratyAhAra karIne manane AtmAnI aMdara sthApIne sthiratA meLavavI te magnatA... pratyAhAra eTale enA viSayothI pAchI khecavI te. TUMkamAM jJAnadaSTinI sthiratA karavI. Indriyone vALavI bahu sahelI che paNa manane vALavuM muzkela che. Indriyone mAtra vALavAthI kAma nahIM cAle paNa manane paNa ekAgra karo. mohAdi bhAvothI para thaI AtmAnI aMdara sthira thavuM te sAcA arthamAM magnatA che. manatA judI che ane mastI judI che. ApaNane badhAne pUrNa banavuM che to magna banavAnI zarUAta cokkasa karavI rahI. magna nahI bananAra pUrNa banI zakato nathI. jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che ke Indriyone enA viSayothI vALo. Indriyo jo kAbUmAM na rahetI hoya to zuM karavuM? AMkha vAre vAre bIjAnA doSa jovA mATe talasatI hoya to zuM karavuM? anya kyAMka evuM lakhAyuM che ke Indriyo jo hAthamAM na rahetI hoya to khatama karI nAMkho. AMkho phoDI nAMkho. ahIM jJAnIo kahe che ke Indriyone bALo nahIM paNa vALo. jAta parano saMyama e jina zAsanano mudrAlekha che. khatama karavAnI vAta jina zAsanamAM che ja nahIM. e ja IndriyonI sahAyatAthI sAdhanA sAdhI levAnI che. pratyAhAranI kaLA zIkhavA jevI che. jamavA beThA ho ane thALImAM miSTAnna pIrasAya ane tarata bIjI miSTAnna Ave to levI na levI tamArA hAthamAM che. rasanendriya para vijaya = * para che.

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meLavavA taiyAra thaI jAo. Indriyane jJAnathI samajAvIne aTakAvI do. pAgala banatI Indriyone je vALI zake che, e ja magnatAnA pradezamAM praveza karI zake che. vAraMvAra bhale Indriyo jAya to paNa pharIpharI vALo. enA para kaMTrola lAvo. mana upara kaMTrola to jarUrI che. apekSAe zarUAtamAM mana bhale jAya paNa bhUlecUke Indriyone pravRtta nahIM karatA. kabIre sarasa vAta samajAvI che. mana jAe to jAne do... mata jAne do zarIra... nahIM khIcegI kamAna to kahAM lagegA tIra. eka saMta jamavA beThA. thALI pIrasAI. hAthamAM koLIyo laI moDhAmAM mUkyo ane jorathI rADa pADI. patnI doDatI AvI. jamavAnuM banAvatA AvaDe che ke nahIM? dALamAM mIThuM ja nathI. gharameM sabarasa kama paDA jo dAlameM DAlA nahIM? patnI hasatA hasatA kahe che ke ApakI bhItarame Aja harirasa kama paDA isaliye sabarasa kama mAlUma paDA. meM kabhI dAlameM sabarasa DAlatI hI nahIM. mananI ekAgratAthI viSayothI nivRtta thavAnI kaLA zIkhI jaIe to beDo pAra che. ATaluM nakkI karo : koInI lAgaNI meLavIne jo huM hasI rahyo chuM to lAgaNI ApIne mAre bIjAne hasatA rAkhavA che. ko'kanI karUNA pAmI jo huM jIvana TakAvI zakyo chuM to karUNAsabhara banI mAre bIjAnA jIvana TakAvavA che... ko'kanA premane pAmI mArI prasannatA TakI hoya to prema pradAna dvArA anyone paNa mAre prasanna rAkhavA che. * 53 *

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'vAsanA tophAta sarje, upAsanA samAdhAna leboreTarImAM prayoga karI rahelA nyuTanane eno mitra maLavA gayo. nyuTana prayoga karavAmAM masta che. jamavAnI thALI Tebala para taiyAra che. AvanAra mitro pIrasAyela thALIthI potAnuM peTa bharI lIdhuM ane daravAjAnI pAchaLa Ubho rahyo. prayoga pUrNa thayA pachI nyuTana jamavA mATe Tebala para beTho. thALI khAlI joI pote bole che - meM to jamI lIdhuM che. pharI prayogamAM masta banI jAya che. nyuTana ghera Ave che tyAre eno mitra ene pUche che ke nyuTana tuM Aje jamyo hato? nyuTane hA pADI. bhAbhI! keTalI thALI mUkelI? eka ja. e to huM jamI Avyo hato. ApaNe ahIM e vAta karavI che ke ekAgratA ane magnatA baMne judA che. nyuTanane ekAgratAnA pakSamAM laI zakAya. A.zrI kalApUrNasUrijI paramAtmAnI stavanAmAM khovAI jAya e magnatAnI bhUmikA kahevAya mohAdibhAvo nabaLA paDe ne magna thavAya te magnatA. eka pati-patnI acAnaka rAtanA pharavA javAnuM nakkI kare che. pati enI patnIne kahe che ke tuM jaldI taiyAra thaIne nIce Ava, pharavAnI jaldImAM patnI taiyAra thaIne nIce AvI. pAvaDara-lIpasTIka badhuM ja lagADyuM. taiyAra thavAmAM masta banelI patnIne AInAmAM jovAnI paNa phurasada na maLI. bahenone Adata hoya che. sAthe rahelAne e pUche ke "huM kevI lAguM chuM?" patie patnInuM moTuM joIne kahyuM ke "posTanA DabbA jevI.' sAMbhaLIne patnI gusse bharAI. hakIkatamAM zuM thayuM ke utAvaLamAM pAvaDarane badale kaMku moDhA para copaDIne hAlI AvI hatI. pharavA javAnI magnatAmAM taiyAra thavAmAM kevA goTALA vALI nAkhyAM. * viSayothI nivRtta banAve te ja magnatA sAcI. pAtra ane padArthanI mannatA saMsAra vadhAre che. svarUpanI magnatA keLavI lo. viSayonI Asakti toDazo to ja svarUpanI pratIti thaze. ekane toDo, bIjAthI joDo, nahItara pharI pharI doDo. - ahIM jJAnasAramAM magnatA'nI bIjA zlokamAM yoganA ATha aMgonI vAto mUkI che. dhyAna-dhAraNA-samAdhi zabdo bhAre che chatAM jIvanamAM sahaja che. pratyAhAra e jabaradasta aMga che. pachI samAdhinI vAta kahI che. ekAgra banI

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AtmAmAM masta banI jA. samAdhi pachI samApatti kahI eka miniTa mATe jJAnanI aMdara vizrAMti prApta kara. - e samApatti yoga yoganuM AThamuM aMga che. upAdhyAyajI mahArAje sAdI bhASAmAM mahattvanI vAta samajAvI dIdhI. yogathI meLavavAnI che magnatA. magna banIzuM to karmono viyoga thaze. A bIjA zlokamAM "parabrahmaNi' zabda khUba mahattvano che. A zabdano artha AtmA-paramAtmA. je jJAnamAM kSIra-samudranA sAgara samAna che e paramAtmAnI aMdara je AtmA DULyo hoya ene jagatanA padArtho kevA lAge? paramAtmA sivAya jagatanA padArtho jhera jevA lAge. paramatattvo choDI padArtha pAchaLa karavI paDatI pravRtti ene jhera pIvA barAbara lAge che. varadAna ApavAnuM che tyAM abhizApanI saMbhAvanA che. prema bharI zakAya che e ja pAtramAM TheSa paNa bharI zakAya che. ApaNA abhigama upara AdhArita che. paramatattva sivAya koI pravRtti ene priya lAgatI nathI. mIrA kahe che - kRSNa sivAya mane bIjAmAM rati jAgatI nathI." mIrAnI sakhI ene prazna pUche che - rANAe jherano pyAlo mokalAvelo tyAre tamane rANA upara napharata na thaI, gusso na Avyo? tyAre kRSNamAM divAnI banelI mIrA sakhIne javAba Ape che - mArA kRSNathI navarI paDuM to rANA upara mane gusso AvI zake ne? - navarAza ja nathI maLatI ne? paramatattva sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhI lo. paramAtmAmAM magna banI jAo. je eka tarapha vaLe che e bIjI taraphathI TaLe che. prabhu upara mana vALo to paulika padArtha uparathI mana TaLaze. manane vALyA vagara chUTako nathI. chUTuM mUkyuM to A mana kyAM jaze enI khabara paNa nahIM paDe. bahAranI duniyAmAM jovAnuM e zarU karI deze. pANIno svabhAva che vahevAno ane manano svabhAva che joDAvAno! mAnavInuM mana satata bAhya padArtho tarapha gati kare che. AkAzamAM navaraMgI rAsalIlA racAI che. vIjaLInA camakArAthI comera prakAza chavAI jAya che. guru-ziSya upAzrayamAM beThA che. mUzaLadhAra varasAda varasI rahyo che. vIjaLInA raMga pramANe bhaviSyanuM kathana paNa thAya. sapheda vIjaLI thAya to duSkALa paDe che. lAla vIjaLI thAya to dhamAla thAya che. raMgaberaMgI vIjaLIone jovA ziSya bArI pAse Avyo. AkAzamAM aneka prakAranA AkAro racAI rahyA hatA. jANe rAsalIlA jAmI. ziSyane sauMdarya jovAmAM AnaMda thavA lAgyo. gurUne kahe che, gurUjI, ekavAra ahIM Avo bahAra je jovAnuM che te adbhuta che. jovAnuM rahI jaze. gurUjI! ekavAra A AkAza darzana karo. gurU potAnA ziSyane kahe che, vatsa! tuM = * papa *

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bhItaramAM AvI jA. aMdara je AnaMda che te bahAra jovAmAM nahIM maLe. aMdara to addabhuta jyotinA darzana thaze. bahAramAM jeNe mana joDavuM eNe aMdarathI nAto toDyo. paramAtmA sAthenA joDANamAM addabhuta AnaMdanI anubhUti thaze. dUdha ane dahIM baMnemAM paga rAkhavAmAM jokhama che. * eka bhAI bImAra paDyA. bacavAnuM muzkela che. rAma... rAma... nAma yAda kare che. bhaktano avAja sAMbhaLI rAmajI taiyAra thAya che. taiyAra thaIne nIkaLavA jAya che tyAM pelA bhAIe hanumAnajIne yAda karyA. hanumAnajI taiyAra thaIne jAya che tyAM pelA bhAIe bhoLAnAthane yAda karyA. je deva AvavA taiyAra thAya enI agAu kola bIje lAgI jAya. padArthane pakaDo kAM paramAtmAne pakaDo. paramAtmAmAM samarpita banI javAmAM ja zreya che. pANI joDe paththara. paNa maLe ane sAkara paNa maLe. pharaka zuM paDe? sAkara ogaLI jAya. sAkara pANI sAthe maLatI nathI paNa bhaLI jAya che. jayAre paththara pANI sAthe maLe paNa nahIM ane bhaLe paNa nahIM. je prabhu sAthe bhaLe eno janma maraNa TaLe, nahIM to kAMI nahIM vaLe. paramatattva sAthe anusaMdhAna karatA jAo. padArthamAM jeTalI rasavRtti vadhAre tyAre samajavuM ke paramatattva joDe anusaMdhAna ochuM. saMta tukArAma zeraDInA sAMThA laI ghare AvatA hatA. patnIe dUrathI emane AvatA joyA. rastAmAM bAlagopAlo maLe che. badhAne eka eka sAMTho ApatA Ave che. ghera pahoMcyA tyAre zeraDIno eka ja sAMTho vadhyo je patnIne Ape che. gussAmAM AvIne enI patnIe e ja zeraDIno sAMTho enA baraDAmAM mAre che. zeraDInA sAMThAnA be TukaDA thaI gayA. vAsanAno saMbaMdha tophAna sarje che, jyAre upavAsano saMbaMdha samAdhAna sarje che. cAra mANasonI vacce rokaToka karo te na cAle. thAya tophAna. vIra bhagavaMte badhAnI vacce kaheluM, "gautama, AnaMda zrAvaka sAcA che.' ahaMdhI pUrNa bane e ahaMthI zUnya bane che. samarpaNatA samAdhAna karAvI de. tukArAmajI tamArI patnIe tamane zeraDIno sAMTho mAryo? javAba - mArI patnI pativratA che. ekalI zeraDI na khAya. mane toDavAnI mahenata na paDe eTalA mATe pote ja be TukaDA karI ApyA. pote eka TukaDo patnInA hAthamAM ApatA kahe che ke A cUsa! sAMTho keTalo mITho che. = * 56 -

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tukArAma roja potAnI bhaktimAM pAMDuraMgane kahetA tArI kRpA bahu sArI che. patnI AvI kajIyALI maLI tethI ja mAruM mana tArI joDe jaldI lAge che. duHkha to paramAtmAne yAda karAvanAra elArma che. kavie kahyuM che - sukhamAM sAMbhare sonI, du:khamAM sAMbhare rAma! sukhake mAthe zilA paDo, hari hRdayase jAya, balihArI usa duHkhakI, palapala hari smarAya. jeNe magnatA keLavI che tene sukha-duHkha kAMI karI zakatA nathI. jagatanI aMdara rahelo gamo-aNagamo enI pAsethI vidAya samAraMbha laI gayo hoya che. Aja divasa sudhI keTalAya vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyA... jagatane bhale sAMbhaLyA paNa chevaTe jAtane ja sAMbhaLazo, sAMbhaLazo to ja kalyANa thaze. mana padArtha sAthe joDAya to samAdhAna.. Apa svabhAvamAM re avadhu sadA magana meM rahenA... parama tattva sAthe je joDAyA che, tanmaya banyo che te ja potAno uddhAra - jirNoddhAra karI zakaze. svArthanI divAla toDyA vinA jIvanamAM paramArthavRtti jAgatI nathI. ane paramArtha vRtti sakriya banAvyA vinA jIvanamAM premano kharo AnaMda anubhavI zakAto nathI. = * 50 * =

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'dekha tere saMsAra kI hAlata.... saMsAmi asAre, nalthi suI veaNA ure, jANaMto Iha jIvo, na kuNaI jiNadesiya dharmo. vairAgyazatakamAM koI anAmi mahAtmA saMketa kare che ke Dagale pagale Adhi-vyAdhinA vAvAjhoDA phukAya che chatAM mANasa dharmamArge AgaLa vadhato nathI e A saMsAranuM moTAmAM moTuM Azcarya che. A saMsAra vyAdhithI pracUra hovA chatAM jinezvara praNita mArge Daga mAMDato nathI. Dagale-pagale takalIpha muzkelI agavaDa hovA chatAM rAga-dveSa ne mohane vaza thaI jinapraNita dharmamArge prayANa karato nathI. ghaNAne prazna thaze ke pUjA-sAmAyika, tapazcaryA, jApa Adi karatA hovA chatAM ema zA mATe kahe che ke dharmamArge AgaLa vadhato nathI. pUja, pravacana, sAmAyika e bAhyadharma che. ahI AtyaMtara dharma viSe vicAravAnuM che. paramAtmAnI zreSTha ane jayeSTha ArAdhanA / AzA e che ke aMtaranA rAga-dveSa chUTe. rAga-dveSa ochA karavA e dharma dravyadharmanI sAthe bhAvadharmanI khUba jarUra che. bhAvadharmathI daSTikoNa badalAya che. mana jo dhIra, gaMbhIra, zAMta, prasanna banatuM jAya to enI vIratA-gaMbhIratA-prasannatA jabaradasta hoya. ugratA ane vyagratA tyAM na hoya. paramAtmA mahAvIranA jIvanamAM paNa AkarA kaSTo AvelA. bhAvadharma joradAra hovAnA kAraNe dravya kaSTa niSphaLa jAya che. dharma karyA pachI duHkha na Ave evuM nathI. duHkho to Ave. dharmanI saphaLatA mAM? duHkha, takalIpha, musIbata, apamAna na thAya emAM? nA.. paNa ApaNe Atmadharma na cUkIe temAM. rAga-dveSa thAya nahI, samatA bhUlAya nahI e dharmanI saphaLatA. nimittamAM paNa vicalita na bane e dharmanI saphaLatA. Adhi-vyAdhi-upAdhi prAya: badhAnA jIvanamAM Ave. eka rakAbI tUTe ane kaleza thAya. gharamAM IrAna-IrAkanAM yuddhanuM sarjana thAya. dUdha phATI jAya tema mANasa paNa phATI jAya. AnaMda paNa badhAno alaga alaga prakArano... * saMbaMdha premIne svajana tapasyA kare to AnaMda thAya. zAsanapremIne caturvidha saMghamAM koI paNa tapasvIne jotAM AnaMda thAya. ApaNI anumodanA aMtarathI thavI joIe, = * 58 *

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prabhanI vANI aMtarasparzI banI jAya to dhIratA / gaMbhIratA TakI rahe. dharma karyA pachI samatA khilavI ja joIe. dardI DokTaranA davAkhAnAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLe tyAre ene ema thavuM ja joIe ke A DokTaranA kahevA pramANe mAruM darda cokkasa dUra thaze ja. - jinavANIthI phreza thAo to tamArA kalezo baMdha thaze ja. eka kalAkanuM AdhyAtmika jJAna e jinavANI che. prabhu vIrano paNa virodha karanArA hatA. sagI dIkarI emanI khilAphamAM UbhI hatI to ApaNA jevA pAmara jIvonA jIvanamAM AvuM thAya temAM zuM Azcarya! vIraprabhunA kAnamAM khIlA ThokAya toya samatA! he jIva! koInA kaDavA zabda sAMbhaLI ukaLe che zA mATe? kaDavA zabda sAMbhaLyA pachI paNa mana zAMta rahe e kAnano zaNagAra che. mukhano raMga lajjA. dharma maLe ane phaLe to ja A saMsAra TaLe, nahIM to game teTaluM TaLavaLe to paNa kAMI na vaLe. A saMsAramAM traNa cIjo sastI che : salAha, sUcana ane AzirvAda. A traNa vastuonA holasela vepAra mATe mAnavI harapaLe taiyAra rahe che. keTalAka vaNamAMgI salAha mATe harapaLe taiyAra hoya che. zarIramAM jhaDapI prasaranArI cIja jo koI hoya to te jhera che. sArI vastuno jaldI prasAra thAya ke na thAya paNa kharAba vastuno jaldI prasAra thAya che. amArA vihAramAM pAchaLathI pavana Ave to vihAramAM eka kalAkamAM pAMcanI jagyAe cha-sAta ki.mI. calAI jAya. paNa sAmethI pavana Ave to vihAramAM bAdhaka thAya. niMdako haMmezAM pAchaLathI bole che, je ApaNA mATe upakArI che. prazaMsako ApaNI sAmethI Ave che, je ApaNI pragatine roke che. hemacaMdrAcAryajIe potAnA eka graMthamAM prathama durjanane namaskAra karyA che. durjana jo mArI bhUla kADhaze to mAro graMtha sudharaze. sajjana to bhUla kADhaze ja nahIM. TIkAmAM raheluM satya ane prazaMsAmAM rahela jUTha jo mANasane samajAI jAya to itihAsa kaMIka judo ja lakhAyo hota. saMsAra ghaTADavo hoya to rAga-dveSa ghaTADI nAkho. Aje 'rakSAbaMdhana' che ne? eka benanA lagna thayA. vidAya vakhate bhAIe benane kariyAvaramAM ghaNuM badhuM ApyuM. 17 gADA bharIne karIyAvara Apyo. vidAya ApatA bhAInI AMkhamAM AMsu... kaLIyugamAM paNa satayuganA mANaso hoya che. = * 59 *

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ayodhyAmAM maMtharA hatI to laMkAmAM vibhISaNa hato. bhAI, benane pUche che, bena tane saMtoSa che ne? hajI kAMI ochuM lAgatuM hoya to bola! bhAI, tAre kharekhara ApavuM hoya to mane eka cIja joIe che. benanI vAta sAMbhaLI loko paraspara bole che, ATaluM badhuM ApyA pachI paNa kamAla che? * smazAnane kyAreya saMtoSa na hoya. * peTano khADo kyAreya bharAya nahIM. * sAgarano khADo paNa kyAreya bharAya nahIM. tema manano khADo bharavo bahu muzkela che. benonuM mana kyAreya dharAtuM nathI. bhAI kahe che bolI nAMkha. hajI zuM joIe che? bena kahe che 17 gADA bharI karivAra te ApyuM paNa jo tuM sAco bhAI hoya to eka gADAmAM derAsara Ape to kharekhara kariyAvara ApyuM kahevAya. tarata bhAIe eka gADuM maMgAvyuM ane gADAmAM eka ciThThI nAMkhI... ujama TUMka. Aje paNa navaTUMkamAM ujama phaInI TUMkanA darzana thAya che. ujama jevuM mAMgatA AvaDavuM joIe. jIvanamAM deva-gurU-dharma sivAya badhuM ja adhUruM che. sarva virati vinA jIvana adhUruM. cAritra na svikArIe tyAM sudhI badhuM ja adhUrUM. bhAI-bahenano bIjo dAkhalo. mAtA-pitAnI sAthe rahetA bhAI-bahena. baMnene paraspara khUba prema. zarIra judA paNa AtmA jANe eka na hoya evI lAgaNI! nirdoSa prema bhAI-bahenano che. samaya jatA bhAInA lagna thayA. eka vakhata mAtAnA peTamAM bhayaMkara vedanA thaI. e du:khAvAnI pIDAmAM mAtA khalAsa thaI gaI. bhAI-bahena ane pitA zAMtithI jIvana vitAvI rahyA che. eka divasa acAnaka bena cIsa pADIne jAgI jAya che. AkhuM zarIra kheMcAI rahyuM che. vaidya pAse laI jAya che. vaidya upAya batAve che ke je rIte karyuM te rIte tela banAvI cha mahinA e benane mAlIza karo. tela banAvavAmAM AvyuM. telamAMthI asahya durgadha Ave che. benanI mAlIza karavA koI taiyAra nathI. pitAne damanI takalIpha ne moTI uMmara! A samaye bhAIe cha mahinA sudhI rojanA traNa kalAka mAlIza karI. benanuM svAthya sAruM thaI gayuM. samaya jatAM bhAIe bahena mATe yogya varanI zodha karI. lagnaprasaMganI taiyArI karI. karoDapati gharanA chokarA sAthe sagapaNa nakkI thayuM. saMskAra joIne AgaLa vadho. ghaNIvAra saMskAronI khAmIne kAraNe kaleza thAya che.

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bhAIe benanA lagna karI vidAya ApI. bena sAsare gaI. vRddhAvasthAne pAmelA pitAnI chAyA paNa tyArabAda gumAvI. bhAI-bahenane khUba lAgaNI hovAthI 15 divase patra lakhe. ekAda mahine maLI paNa Ave. bhAI-bena baMne sukhI che. A saMsAra kAyama mATe sukhamaya hota to bhagavAna A saMsArane duHkhamaya na jaNAvata. udaya-asta, taDako-chAMyo, caDatI-paDatI A saMsAramAM anubhavAya che. bhAIne dhaMdhAmAM jabarI khoTa AvI. badhuM khalAsa thaI gayuM. khAvA-pIvAnA paNa ThekANA paDatA nathI. A paristhitimAM patnI paNa choDI cAlI gaI. kAMcIDo kyAre raMga badale kAMI kahevAya nahIM. saMsArano pratyeka paLe raMga badalAya che. bhAI vicAre che ke benanA ghare jAuM. ema vicArI benanA gAmanA pAdare pahoMce che. benane saMdezo mokalyo paNa bapora thavA AvI chatAM bena na AvI. bhAIne thayuM ke bena bhUlI gaI haze. vizvAsa e saMsAranuM bahu moTuM tattva che. bhAInI paristhitinA samAcAra benane maLI cUkyA hatA. bhAIe benanA gharamAM praveza karyo. banevI pAchalA bAraNethI bahAra nIkaLI gayA. Ina-AuTanI vyavasthArUpa A saMsAra che! vALa ane dADhI vadhelA che. kapaDA melA che. bena bhAIne joIne kahe che ke AvaDo moDo Avyo to jamIne ja Avyo hoIza. bene eka ThaMDA pANIno glAsa Apyo. bhAI samaje che paNa kAMI bolato nathI. thoDIvAra pADozI sahelI AvI. bAMkaDA upara mANasane joIne pUche che ke A koNa AvyuM che? jJAnIo kahe che ke A saMsAramAM sahu Imeja jALavavA TevAyelA che. bena bole che A to mArA bApAnA gharano rasoIyo Avyo che. benanA mukhathI AvA veNa sAMbhaLI bhAInuM aMtara cirAI gayuM. kAtaranI dhAra, cappanI dhAra, mazInanI dhAra ghasAya che paNa A eka evI cIja che, jema jema uMmara thAya tema tema dhAradAra thaI jAya che. e cIja che jIbha. charInA ghA karatAMya jIbhanA ghA bhayaMkara hoya che. bhAInI najara sAme bena sAthenI bALapaNathI mAMDIne lagna sudhInI smRtio tAjI thaI. ATalo prema dharAvatI bena mATe huM Aje nokara banI gayo. bahenapaNI to cAlI gaI. bena bhAIne kahe che, vahelo ajavALAmAM ghare pahoMcI jaje. tuM rokAvAno thoDo che? bhAI Ubho thaI cAlavA lAgyo tyAre bene khAvA mATe savArano sUko bAjarAno roTalo thelImAM Apyo. gAma bahAra jaI bhAI vicAre che, lohInA saMbaMdho paisAnA saMbaMdhathI tolAtA haze enI Aje khabara paDI. have jIvIne huM zuM karuM? jIvanano aMta ANavA taiyAra thAya che.

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dharma pAmyo hoya to vairAgya tarapha vaLe anyathA AgamAM baLe. sukhano sUraja lAvavA svayaM samajaNa lAvavI ja paDaze. jIvanano aMta ANavA bhAI kUvAnI pALe caDyo che. tamAcAnA mAra karatAMya tiraskArano mAra bhayaMkara che. saMsAramAM ekabIjAno tiraskAra karavAnuM baMdha karo. e samaye tyAMthI sAdhuonuM vRMda vihAra karatA nIkaLyuM. bhAI! jarIka Ubho rahe. avAjanI dizAmAM joyuM to sAdhuo. dhanya bhAga mArA! munidarzana maLyA. cokkasa sAruM thaze. gurUdevanI vAtsalyayukta vANI sAMbhaLI mastaka jhukAvI dhrusake dhrusake raDe che. potAnI ApavItI saMbhaLAve che. gurUdeva udaya ane astanI vAta samajAve che. zAma sUrajako DhalanA zikhAtI hai, Thokare InsAna ko calanA zIkhAtI che. bhAI, tane lAgelI Thokara ja tane mahAna banAvaze. gurUdeva kahe che pAcho benanA gAme jA. mana mAnatuM nathI chatAM tahatti karI AziSa meLave che. "jyAM Thokara lAge tyAM khodaje." A AjJA laI nIkaLyo. mahApurUSonI mahAnatA kevI che ke ekabIjAnuM nAma paNa pUchyuM nathI. AgaLa cAlatA rastAmAM Thokara vAge che. gurUnA vacanane yAda karI khode che to tyAM ratnanA nidhAna nIkaLyA. nidhAna eka jagyAe rAkhI dhaMdhAnI zarUAta kare che. 24 mAsamAM kroDonI saMpatti meLavI. hoMziyArI ane vAkacAturyathI rAjadarabAramAM paNa UMcuM sthAna meLavI lIdhuM. rakSAbaMdhanano divasa AvatA acAnaka benanI yAda tAjI thaI. rAjA pAsethI anujJA meLavI hAthI-ghoDA sAthe benanA gAmanA pAdare Avyo. sainikone benanA ghera mokalAve che. nAma-ThAma anusAra sainiko benanA ghare jaI 'tamAro bhAI Avyo che e pramANenA samAcAra ApyA. rAjanA sainiko joI benanA manamAM zaMkA paDI ke nakkI bhAIe kAMIka garabaDa karI haze. "mAro koI bhAI nathI. A javAba ApI dIdho. sainiko pAchA AvyA. bIjA mANasone mokalAvyA. Aja ghara che, Aja bena che. bena, tamane tamAro bhAI bolAve che. bena kahe che, mAro koI bhAI ja nathI. bena vicAre che ghara baMdha karI ahIMthI cAlyA javAmAM ja hamaNA majA che. sainiko AvIne bhAIne samAcAra Ape che. bhAI vicAre che A saMsArano trIjo phaTako che... bena nathI oLakhatI to huM to oLakhuM chuM ne? bhAI benanA ghara tarapha AgaLa vadhyo. A bAju banevI pAchale daravAjethI ghare pahoMcI jaI * 62 0.

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kahe che tAro bhAI hAthI para besI ThAThamAThathI tane maLavA Ave che. jaldI AratI taiyAra kara. AratI laI bena bAraNe UbhI rahI gaI. bhAI AvatA ovAraNA lIdhA. AratI utArI suMvALI rezamanI gAdI para besADe che. jamavAmAM vividha pakavAno taiyAra kare che. cAMdInI thALI pIrasAI. bhAI! have jamavAnuM zarU karo. tyAre bhAIe potAnA dAgInA kADhyA ane bAsuMdImAM jhaboLI kahyuM, he dAgInAo tame jamo. bena kahe che bhAI! gAMDA to nathI thayA ne? tyAre bhAI kahe che, nA bena, have to huM DAhyo thayo chuM. A mAruM jamavAnuM nathI. A to A zaNagAra joI pIrasavAmAM AvyuM che. mAruM jamavAnuM to A che. ema kahI sUko bAjarIno roTalo kADhe che. tyAM bena raDI paDe che. bhAI, mane mApha kara. dhananA mohamAM pAgala thaI gaI hatI. bhAI kahe che, bena, raDa nahi. jJAnIoe batAvela saMsAra svarUpane huM jANI gayo chuM. tane samajAvavA mATe ja Avyo chuM. prabhu tane sukhI rAkhe. Ama kahI bhAI benane ghaNA ratno-AbhUSaNo bheTa Ape che. lohInI sagAIrUpa A nAto che. ekavAra bena, tArI upara krodha hato paNa have nirmaLa banyo chuM. mane koI upara dveSa nathI. have huM mArA mArge jaIza... jIvanano mArga stavanamAM.... (rAga : A ja tujako pukAre mere gIta...) juThA jaganI joI meM jUThI rIta re, jUThI rIta re... jUThI rIta re.... jUThI mamatA.. jUThI prIta re... jUThA... (1) madhapUDAmAMhe madha jyAM lagI che, madha jyAM lagI che... mAkhInA pherA basa tyAM lagI che, tyAM lagI che... | madha khUTe madhamAkhInI pUrI thAye prIta re... (2) mArUM maraNa jyAre najadIka Ave, najadIka Ave, snehI svajanane matalaba raDAve, matalaba raDAve, mArA karatAM vhAluM saune potapotAnuM hita re... (3) C PS2 - * 63 * =

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maMjhila sAthe mArganI kiMmata jJAnasAranA magnatA aSTakamAM upAdhyAyajI mahArAja rAgane ghaTADavAnI vAta karI rahyA che. rAgane ghaTADI virAgamAM AvavAnI preraNA kare che. eka bolapena khUba game paNa bIjI enAthI sArI maLe to pahelI uparano rAga ghaTe. patnI-putra paisA badhuM bhale game paNa paramAtmA ethI vadhu ja gamavA joIe. virAgatA lAvo ane rAgane ghaTADo. padArtha uparanI prIti paramAtmA upara laI jAo athavA to AtmAnA anaMta guNo upara prIti pratiSThita karI do. IndriyonI magnatA to ghaNIvAra anubhavI have IndriyAtIta tattvonI pAchaLa magnatA keLavavAnI che. paisAno rAga ghaTADavA dAna upara rAga vadhArI do. vAsanA nathI chUTatI to upavAsa vadhArI do. saMsArano rAga nathI chUTato to saMyamano rAga vadhArI do. prabhunA zAsanamAM maMjhila karatA mArganI kiMmata vadhAre che. pAlItANA javA mATe mAtra DagaluM upADo ane anaMtA karmo sApha thatA Ave. bahAra AtmasAdhanA bagADe tevA hajAro nimitto che. sAdhu paDavA mAMge to ja paDe ane tame bacavA dhAro to ja bacI zako. sAdhutAmAM patana parANe che, jayAre zrAvakapaNAmAM utthAna parANe che. sarovaramAM kAMkarI paDe to tarata ja taLIye bese paNa enA uThelA taraMgo ghaNA lAMbA cAle. saMsAramAM paDatInA, kalezanA nimitto jarAka ja paNa udvega lAMbA samayano thAya che. AMkha, kAna sAcavavAnI kaLA hastagata thaI jAya to ghaNA nukasAnothI jAtane bacAvI zakAya. katRtvabhAva ane svAmibhAva choDI sAkSIbhAvamAM AvavAnI jarUra che. TrAphika jAma thaI gayo hoya ane ApaNe paNa gADI laIne nIkaLyA hoIe to ApaNe e TrAphikathI DisTarba thaI jaIe chIe paNa dUra ApaNe mAtra phuTapAtha upara UbhA hoIe ne e TrAphika joIe to vyathita na thavAya. dareka kriyAmAM sAkSIbhAva lAvIzuM to vyathA, vyagratA ane ugratA jaze. prabhunI pUjA karatAM jAgelA zubha bhAva ane ethI puNyano baMdha thayo. paramAtmAnI jagyAe gadheDAne besADIe to zubha bhAva na jAge mATe zubha bhAvane jAgavA mATe paramAtmAnI mUrti kAraNa che. enAthI baMdhAyelA puNyathI

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maLelI lakSmInA svAmi koNa? tame ke paramAtmA? jo paramAtmA hoya to e lakSmI upara tamAro svAmitva bhAva kema Ave che? zrI AryasuhastisUri mahArAjane joIne saMprati rAjAne jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM. vaMdanA karI kahyuM, mane je A rAjApaNuM maLyuM che te ApanA kAraNe. svAmitva bhAva hato ja nahIM mATe rAjapATa gurUdevanA caraNe dharavA taiyAra thayA. siddharSi gaNie kahyuM ke bhikhArIne pAMca paisA ApavAno zubha bhAva utpanna thAya che e bhAva upara paNa paramAtmAno adhikAra che. jiMdagImAM meM kazuM karyuM ja nathI, devagurU pasAthe thayuM ema ja bolIe chIe. ame pravacana ApIe, badhA vAhavAha kare e jaza amArAthI kema levAya. amAruM kAMI ja nathI. bhagavAnanI vANInI DilIvarI ame karI che. TapAlI tamane posTamAM 5 lAkhano ceka Ape. TapAlInuM kAma zuM? tamane mAtra DilIvarI karI devAnuM. emAM enuM potAnuM kazuM ja nahIM. AtmA para AvI gayelA abhimAnane toDavAno zreSTha upAya che svAmitvabhAva ane katRtvabhAva kADhI nAMkhavAno. vyavahAranA nukasAna karatAya adhyavasAyane nukasAna na thAya te saMbhALajo. lakSapAka telanA cAra cAra bATalA tUTI gayA paNa sulasAnA bhAva jarAya badalAyA nahIM. UlaTuM lAbha na maLyo enuM duHkha thayuM. kapa rakAbI tUTe e vyavahAre nukasAna che. galata mAnyatA jevI koI garIba sthiti nathI. mAnyatA kliyara karo, AcaraNa pachI. satyadarzana karatA snehadarzana karajo. sneha darzanamAM AtmA mukhya che ane satya darzanamAM padArtha mukhya che. pApa e paramAtmAnA vacanonuM vismaraNa che, ullaMghana che. smaraNa hoya to bhUlecUke pApa na thAya. magnatA lAvavAmAM je pratibaMdhaka tattvo che eno saMkoca karo, viSayono nigraha karo - saMkoca karo. bharavADa bIjAne ApavAnA dUdhamAM pANI nAkhe to Inkama vadhe to paNa potAne pIvAnA dUdhamAM pANI nAkhe to taMdurastI ghaTe. tema deva-gurUdharma ApaNA che. temAM chetarapiMDI karIzuM to ApaNuM ja nukasAna che. sAdhanAmArgamAM magnatA lAvavI che to prathama bahulatA lAvo. roja 10 derAsaranA darzana eka kalAkamAM karo. pachI alpatA lAvo. 1 kalAkamAM mAtra eka ja derAsaramAM darzana karo. pachI mArmikatA lAvo. eka ja bhagavAna para = * 65 *

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darzana mATe eka kalAka kADho. 34 atizayo, 35 vANInA guNo, samavasaraNa AdinuM dhyAna karo enAthI magnatA Avaze. * ajJAnI zuM kare che te mahattvanuM nathI paNa jJAnI zuM pratibhAva Ape che, kevI rIte Ape che e mahattvanuM che. * caMDakauzike DaMkha mAryo e mahattvanuM nathI paNa bhagavAne ene tAryo bacAvyo. e pratibhAva yAda rAkhavAno che. tamArA prasaMge 98 jaNa AvyA, ra jaNa na AvyA to tamAruM rIekazana zuM? kone yAda rAkho? 98 AvyA ene ke be jaNA na AvyA ene? pratibhAva kevo Apo? magnatA lAvavA bhAva ane pratibhAva upara lakSa rAkho.... rAvaNane sItAnA mAlika banavuM hatuM ane emAMthI sarjAyuM rAmAyaNa.. duryodhanane hastinApuranA mAlika banavuM hatuM ane temAMthI sarjAyuM mahAbhArata.. rAga ane Asakti lobhane kheMcI Ave che. sAvadhAna! = * 6 * =

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D D ] 'duHkhamAMthI mukti Ape sAkSIbhAva! | hRdaya jhukavA taiyAra thAya che, buddhi jhajhumavA taiyAra thAya che. ahaMkArI duHkhI thavA taiyAra paNa parAjIta thavA taiyAra nathI. jeNe pUrNatAnuM lakSa banAvyuM che teNe lakSa pUrNa karavA magna banavuM paDaze. A hRdaya para lAgelA ghaTanAnA ghA'mAMthI AghAta-pratyAghAta janme che. ghaTanAo ghA kare che tenuM kAraNa ApaNo katabhAva che. jiMdagI sudhI harAma rahyo tene chelle rAma bolo bhAI rAma sAMbhaLavuM paDe che. T sAkSIbhAva e jagatanA tamAma duHkhomAMthI mukta thavAno rAjamArga che. jagatamAMthI jeno moha marI jAya te ja sAco muni thaI zake. katabhAva tyAM durgati, sAkSIbhAva che tyAM sadgatinA dvAra ughaDe che. karmanirjarA karavI hoya to sagavaDa nahIM paNa sAmethI hasatA mukhe agavaDa mAMgo. T samakti daSTi AtmA, jJAnamagna AtmA eTale TrAphika polIsa, sAkSIbhAva e dharmadhyAnanuM kAraNa, katabhAva e dudhananuM kAraNa. be divasanA mahemAna, cAra divasa maherabAna ane ethI vadhu thayo to pachI thAya tophAna. _ ahIM nahIM koInI jAna nahi koInI kANa, to o mAnava! tuM zAne mAMDe mokANa. U roja novelTI mAMgo cho, have svabhAva novelTI banAvo. D D D D D AgamanA valoNA pachI je navanIta hAthamAM AvyuM temAMthI racAyelA A jJAnasAranA magnatA aSTakanA trIjA zlokamAM sAkSIbhAvanuM jJAna bharI AtmAne pUrNa banavAnI preraNAo ApI che. nAnakaDI ghaTanA ApaNane khaMDita banAvI de che. nAnI ghaTanA ApaNI magnatA toDI nAkhe che. ApaNe vyathita banI jaIe chIe enuM kAraNa zuM? ApaNA duHkhanuM kAraNa jagatanI ghaTanA nathI. ghaTanAthI duHkhI nathI thavAtuM, dhaNIvAra durghaTanAothI ghaNAnA jIvanamAM prakAza patharAyAnA dAkhalA sAMbhaLIe chIe. ghaTanA ApaNA hRdaya para ghA na karI jAya eTale ApaNe = * 60 * *

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jovAnuM che. hRdaya para ghaTanA ghA kare to AghAta lAge, pratyAghAta Ape. duniyAmAM je kAMI paNa thAya che enuM kAraNa? potAnA karma ja. ghaTanA ghA karI jAya che kartAbhAvane kAraNe ja. buddhithI joI ghaTanAnA kartA-bhoktA na banatA mAtra daSTa banI rahIe. tamane sukhI duHkhI karanAra huM chuM, tamAruM kazuM ja nathI cAlatuM.' A badhI vicAraNA katabhAvanI ja che. katabhAvamAMthI sAkSIbhAvamAM AvI javAthI jagatanA ghaNAM duHkhomAMthI chUTI javAMze. tamAma vyathA-vedanAmAMthI tarI javAnI hoDI che sAkSIbhAva. meM to sipha dekhanevAlA huMA dRSTAbhAva che. mANasa marI jAya tyAre ene upADIne smazAne laI jatA mANaso rAma bolo bhAI rAma bole che. AkhI jiMdagI harAma rahe tene A ja sAMbhaLavuM paDe ne? eka ja rastA uparathI koIkanI smazAnayAtrA ne koIkano varaghoDo nIkaLyo che. rastA para UbhelA TrAphika polIsane zuM thAya? harakha-zoka kazuM ja nahIM. TrAphika polIsa para koI asara nathI. enuM kArya rasto kliyara karI ApavAno. jAna hoya ke ThAThaDI, e jAnanA vararAjAne paNa jue ne smazAnayAtrAnA maDadAne paNa jue. baMne prasaMgomAM ene mAtra daSTAbhAva sAkSIbhAva dhAraNa karavAno che. A lagna huM karAvI ApuM chuM e kartAbhAva choDI do. samakti dRSTi AtmA e TrAphika polIsa jevo hoya. dila hoya ene phIla thAya, pelA roDa para ubhelA sTeTune kAMI thAya? jagatanI ghaTanAne sAkSIbhAve jotA zIkho. ghaTanAnA katA-bhoktA je bane che te duHkhI thAya che. huM mAtra jagatano sAkSI chuM. sAkSIbhAva AgaLa vadhI samya bane che. 'tame sAkSI cho paNa mArA mATe huM kartA-bhoktA chuM." A vAta upara mayaNA TakI rahI tyAre to zrIpAla-rAsa racAyo. jagatanI batrIsIe gavAyelavaMcAyela A rAsa prasiddha che. chevaTe vaLAMka e ja Avyo ne? bIjA mATe ApaNe kartA-bhoktA banI zakatA nathI. dhAreluM kazuM ja thatuM nathI. na dhAreluM thAya enuM nAma saMsAra, je sAkSIbhAvamAM na TakI zakyA to kaleza-kaMkAsamAM aTavAI javAze. "mArUM kaheluM na thayuM A bhAva paNa duHkhI banAve che. AtmamastImAM masta banelA saMtane bhakta pUchyuM, "mahAtman ! koI sAruM bole, kharAba bole tamArA caherA para kazI ja asara nathI tenuM kAraNa zuM?" = * 68 * =

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bhAI! eka kAma kara. hamaNAM koInI smazAnayAtrA jaI rahI che. e marelA mANasane ATha AnAno hAra caDAvI Ava. gurvajJA pramANe hAra caDAvI Avyo. saMta pAchA ene kahe che ke have smazAne jA. alakha niraMjana kahI maDadAne 2-4 gALo ApI pachI tArA pagamAMthI caMpala kADhI 2-3 phaTakA enI kabarane phaTakArI Ava. 'zraddhA e saMjIvanI che.' saMte je pramANe kahyuM e pramANe karI Avyo. saMte kahyuM have tuM ghare cAlyo jA. bhakta kahe che mArA praznano javAba to Apyo nahIM. saMta kahe che te maDadAne hAra paherAvyo, eNe kAMI kahyuM? te ene gALa ApI - jUtA phaTakAryA - kAMI pratyAghAta maLyo? bhAI! jagatamAMthI je marI jAya che te ja muni. moha jeno marI paravAre tyAre ja munipaNuM jhaLakI uThe che. je bane che te jotA rahevuM. krikeTa meca cAlatI hoya tyAre ampAyara 2me kharo? koI paNa pArTI sAthe rAga-dveSa kharo? koI paNa ghaTanAmAM rAgadveSa bheLavIe chIe tyAre ja karma baMdhananuM kAraNa bane che. koI paNa ghaTanAmAM rAga-dveSa kartA-bhoktApaNuM Avaze to cakravartI brahmadatta jevI hAlata thaze. sAkSIbhAva sadgatinA dvAra ughADI Ape che. dharma dhyAnanuM kAraNa bane che. ahaMkAra gauNa bane che. lIMbu ane sAkara bhegA thAya eTale zarabata banyuM. tamo kaho cho ke meM sarabata banAvyuM. jarAya nahiM. tame mAtra be vastuone bhegI karI che. pelA bhAIne meM dhaMdhe caDAvyA tyAre enuM ThekANuM paDyuM. AmAM amArI preraNA kAma karI gaI eTale kAma ATaluM jhaDapI ane sarasa banyuM. AmAM che kartAbhAva. A bhAva dUra karo. mAtra nimittane juo. to ghamaMDa nahIM jAge. mArUM puNya hatuM mATe mane lAbha maLyo A vicAraNA keLavo. magnatA sAkSIbhAva janita joIe. be dIkarA jhaghaDatA hoya, pitAjI beThA hoya e samaye pitA kahe kharA ke Ano vAMka che to to jhaghaDo vadhe. tophAna thayuM hoya tyAre bolAya nahIM. be nI vacce thato jhaghaDo tamArI upara uthalI paDe. pitA mAtra tyAre e jhaghaDAne daSTAbhAve joyA kare. dakhalagIrI kyAre jokhamagIrI thaI paDe. sAMsArika magnatA jokhamI che. saMsAramAM kadama kadama para jokhama che. sAcavIne kadama bharI maMjhila para pahoMcIe. * 69 .

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'vikathA nahIM have prabhu kathA.... jenuM bhojana nIrasa, tenuM bhajana sarasa. jenuM bhojana sarasa, tenuM bhajana nIrasa. che. prabhu sivAyanI kathA jIvanamAM vyathA vadhAraze. vAsanAne jyAM virAma nathI, tyAM mANasane rasa ne tyAM thAya te vaza... aMte baMne paravaza. yugala prema toDo, prabhu sAthe nAto joDo. saMsAra sAthe nAto choDo ne mohane moDo. bhagata - bhagADe, gabaDAve ne tagaDAve. jIvanamAM sAdhanA vinA mahAna banAtuM nathI. jyAM samarpaNa tyAM savAla baMdha. jIvana jIvavAnI jaDIbuTTI bhaMDArasamA jJAnasAra graMthamAM paramAtmasvarUpa magnatAne prApta karavAno rAha batAvAI rahyo che. je prabhunA svarUpamAM masta banI jAya che tene paudgalika kathAo nIrasa lAge che. prabhunI kathA mIThI lAge che. paramatattva joDe anusaMdhAna thaI jAya to padArtha sAthenuM saMdhAna aTake. dhana-dhAnya-kaMcana-kAminIne te Icchato nathI. prabhuno prema Ave to pudgala prema jAya. moTAne pakaDo to nAnA aMdara AvI jAya. pudgala premane AgaLa javA dezo to ja prabhuprema pragaTaze. bhajanamAM rasa hoya ene bhojana nIrasa lAge che. jenuM bhojana sarasa hoya ene bhajana nIrasa lAge che. dIkarA upara mAne svAbhAvika prema hoya. dIkaro tophAna karatA uparathI nIce paDI gayo. mAthuM phATyuM, lohI nIkaLyuM. DokTara pAse laI jAya, pATo baMdhAve. davA ApI. DokTara kahe ke khaTAza badhI baMdha ne e vakhate kerInI sIjhana hoya. gharamAM AphUsanA TopalA hoya. tyAre enI mA kerIne hAtha suddhAM lagADe nahIM. zA mATe? dIkaro na khAya te vastu mAtA mATe nIrasa banI jAya. dIkarA uparano prema padArtha uparanI prIti ghaTADe che. khAvAmAM khATuM, mIThuM, kaDavuM joIe ane e na maLe to lAla-lIlA-pILA thaI jaIe. prabhunI kathA gamI jAya ene pudUgula kathA nIrasa lAge eka bhAI AvyA. mahArAja jaIe chIe. kyAM? amerikA. chUTyA * 70 *

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have. kema bhAI AvuM bolyA? 15 divasa rahevA AvyA paNa A InDiyAmAM phAvatuM nathI. seTa nathI thavAtuM. bhAratamAM ja rahenArA thoDA varSo tyAM rahI Ave pachI kahe ahIM phAvatuM nathI. cAle bhAratanA roDa upara ane yAda Ave amerikAnA roDanI. kahe tyAMnA roDa kevA cokhkhA. jene je game tene ja gAvAnA. jJAnIo kahe che paradezathI AvelA InDiyA phAvatuM nathI tema prabhu sAthe prema thAya ane pachI A duniyAmAM phAvatuM nathI. zobhana muni gurU AjJAthI vahoravA gayA che. zlokanI racanAmAM masta che. zrAvakane ghera jaI gocarI vahoravA pAtaro mUke che. mananI vicAradhArA zlokamAM ja che. sAdhune potAnAmAM masta joI sujJa zrAvake pAtarAmAM tavo mUkI dIdho. zobhana muni pAtaro jhoLImAM nAkhI upAzrayamAM AvyA. gocarIno pAtra gurUjIne batAve che. ame je kaMI gocarI vahorIne AvIe e gocarI gurUjIne batADavAnI vidhi ja che. gurUe pAtarAmAM tavo joIne kahyuM, A zuM laI AvyA cho? parama tattvanI kevI mannatA. zobhana muninI magnatA kevI eTaluM ja ApaNe vicAravuM hatuM. yugalano prema AvI jAya to mahAvIranI pacheDI paheranArane paNa pachADe. ziSya vAparavA beTho. enA pUrve gurUjI rAbaDI badhI ja vAparI gayA. ziSyanuM magaja tapI gayuM. zikhara para pahocelAne taLeTImAM laI AvavAnuM kAma A yugala prema kare che. rAbaDIe keTaluM jokhama ubhuM karyuM. bhayaMkara krodha Avyo. e samaye to krodhane dabAvIne aMdaramAM rAkhI dIdho. aMtaramAM dhaMdhavAtA dveSane aTakAvazo nahi. nahi to divase divase vadhaze. gharanA khUNAmAM paDelo kacaro jema sAro nahi tema aMtaranA khUNAmAM rahela kacaro paNa sAro nahi. tarata ja kADhI nAkho. gharanA kacarA karatA manano kacaro jokhamI che. ziSya vicAre che ke avasare gurUne batAvI daIza. thoDA samaya pachI gurU kALadharma pAme che. pUrve sAdhu-sAdhvI kALadharma pAme tyAre temanA dehane sAdhu-sAdhvI pote ja jaMgalamAM paraThavI AvatA. kAyA kare che paNa mAyA maratI nathI. pApa naSTa thAya che paNa enA pagalAnI chApa bhUMsAtI nathI. pApanA saMskAro tamArA jIvanamAM cAle che. rAtribhojana - abhakSyanuM bhakSaNa karIne jainatvanA saMskAro tame bhUMsI rahyA cho. pArlAno eka yuvAna. nAma enuM rAju. pote sI.e. thayo. dilhIthI rASTrapatino paNa abhinaMdana patra Avyo. kuTuMba parivAramAM harSollAsa pragaTa thayo. rAjunA lagnanI tArIkha nakkI thaI. lagna goThavAyA. sidhdhacakra pUjana paNa jaNAvyuM. rAjunA

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pitAe potAnA dIkarAnA rIsepzananA kArDa paNa chapAvyA. rAtanA 8thI 10 jamavAnuM goThavyuM. rAjue kArDa joI pitAjIne kahI dIdhuM, rIsepzana rAtanA nahIM goThavAya. 500 jeTalA vI.AI.pI. mANaso Avaze mATe A phaMkazana rAtanA ja zobhe. rAjue kahyuM ke jo tame rAtanA ja phaMkazana rAkhavAnA ho to mAre paraNavuM ja nathI. beTA, ApaNA mobhAnA hisAbe A barAbara goThavyuM che. rAjunA jIvanamAM jainatvano sparza hato. prabhunI AjJA samAna tilakanuM huM apamAna to nahIM ja karUM. rAjue lagnano kAryakrama baporanA goThavyo. badhAne AmaMtraNa kArDa mokalAvyA. jainatvanI khumArIthI goThavAyelA phaMkazanamAM baporanA paNa saMpUrNa hAjarI rahI. premathI badhA baporanA jamyA. pitAe putrane dhanyavAda ApyA. AvA rAjuonAM darzana karajo. jIvanamAM parivartana lAvIne dIkarAe pitAne dharma pamADyo. tamane ja pravacanamAMthI kAMI bodha na thato hoya to dIkarAone mokalAvajo. e tamane dharma pamADaze. kharekhara! tame sAcA jaina cho ke nahi tenuM ceka-apa karAvajo. eka zeThe niyama lIdho. kyAreya paNa juThuM na bolavuM. zeTha ghera gayA. eka bhAI zeTha pAse ugharANI karavA AvyA. zeTha ghare che? zeTha zeThANIne kahyuM - kahI de zeTha ghare nathI. zeThANIe kahyuM ke tamAre to juThuM na bolavAno niyama che ne? tyAre zeThe uttara Apyo - eTale ja tane kahuM chuM ke tuM kahI de. AtmachalanAo, dAMbhika vRttio ApaNane kyAM nAMkhaze enI khabara nathI. gurUnA dehane vagaDAmAM mUkI AvyA pachI ziSya najara cUkavI pAcho vagaDAmAM gayo. prANavihoNA dehane pakaDI moTuM khole che. hAthamAM paththara laIne kahe che tamArI dADha duHkhatI hatI eTale rAbaDI pI gayA, tyArathI tamArI dADha mane khUMcatI hatI. lyo, Aje mane zAMti thaze. Ama kahI paththarathI dADha toDI nAkhI. jIvanamAM jeTalA pApa thAya che e badhA pApanA mULamAM pudgala prema che. nayanAbenane jeTalA TI.vI.mAM magna banAvyA eTalA prabhunA darzanamAM magna banAvo. prabhuno premI muktino premI bane che. parama tattvomAM samarpaNa AvatA aneka savAlo baMdha thaI jaze. mRgAvatIjI prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLI upAzrayamAM AvyA. emanA gurUNI caMdanabALAe kahyuM, "tamArA jevA kulInane AsUrIveLAe AvavuM zobhatuM nathI.' mRgAvatIjIe tyAre zuM pratidhvani Apyo? tame AvyA tyAre mane - * 02 *

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paNa kahyuM hota to bhUla tamArI che? AvuM kazuM ja bolyA nathI. samarpaNa judI cIja che. snehanA saMbaMdha judA ane svArthanA saMbaMdha judA. mRgAvatIjI be hAtha joDI micchAmi dukkaDam' ATaluM ja bolyA. AvA dRSTAMto avasare yAda karIe to jIvatA AvaDI jAya. mRgAvatIjI aMdhArAmAM dhrusake dhrusake raDyA. mArA gurUNIne ATaluM bolavuM paDyuM e duHkha hRdayamAM vyApI gayuM. moTA jyAre gussAmAM Ave tyAre zuM karavuM? mauna rahevuM. tame badhA jJAnabhaMDAra cho have guNabhaMDAra banI jAo. hAtha joDI UbhA raho. aMjalI e krodha upara pANI chAMTavAnuM kAma kare che. jevA sAthe tevA banIe to kazuM na vaLe. valopAta e muktinuM pravezadvAra che. vaDIlo sAme sAmano, saMgharSa na hoya, samarpaNa hoya. samarpaNa sahanazakti Ape che. samarpaNa e namratAnuM pratika che. namra banIne, sahunA dila jItIe. vikathAmAMthI prabhukathAmAM cittane joDIe... ApaNA jIvanane salAmata rAkhavA sahune sAcavI letA zIkho... sahune apanAvI letA zIkho... sAmAne bacAvI letA zIkho. anyane AvakAratA zIkhI jAo. nAnakaDI jIMdagImAM prasannatA pAMgarI uThaze... dayA khIlI uThaze... prema jhumI uThaze.. * 73 *

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jIvadayA sAthe jIbhayA pALo.... saMsAranA saMbaMdhomAM kamaLanI jema nirlepatA lAvo. jagatanA dhikkArathI krodha Avaze jyAre jAtanA dhikkArathI bodha Avaze. kasoTIthI sonuM parakhAya, jIbhathI mANasa parakhAya. jIvadayA sAthe jIbhaThayA pALo. sapATI joIne koInA dveSI banI javAya paNa taLIyuM jovAthI guNAnurAgI banI javAya. jJAnamagna AtmA eTale olaprupha AtmA. jJAnasAra graMtha aneka samasyAonuM samAdhAna karAvI jJAnadRSTi kholI Ape che. 'magnatA'nA 5/6 zlokanI aMdara sAdhuno paryAyanI vRddhi sAthe AMtara 5rINatinuM varNana karI rahyA che. paryAyanI vRddhi sAthe AnaMdanI vRddhi thavI ja joIe. bhagavatI sUtranI aMdara bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI 14mAM zatakanI aMdara sAdhutAnA AnaMdanuM varNana karI rahyA che. paryAya vadhe tema AMtaraparIkSatimAM AnaMdanI vRddhi thavI joIe. paryAya eTale AnaMdanA va. ahIM tejolezyAnI vAta jaNAve che. tejolezyAnA traNa artho kare che : (1) AMtarika AnaMda, (2) Atmika zakti, (3) AtmAno vizeSa pariNAma te adhyavasAya. Atmika AnaMdanA rasa ullAsa divase divase vadhatA jAya. paryAyano 1 mAsa pUrNa thAya. vaimAnika jevuM sukha pAme, cha mahinAno paryAya thAya tyAM saudharma devalokanA sukhathI enuM sukha vadhI jAya. 10 mahinAnA paryAyamAM ANata-prANata karatAMya enuM sukha vadhI jAya. 12 mahinA thAya tyAM anuttaravAsI devalokathIya enuM sukha caDI jAya. anuttaravAsIonA AnaMdane paNa nirUttara karI de. je mahAtmAne kaMcana-kAminI paththara samAna che ene ciMtA zuM? duniyAnA samrATa ke Indra pAse na hoya evuM sukha hoya. sAdhune kalpanAtIta sukha hoya. potAnI Indriyono pratyAhAra kare che. viSayothI pAchI vALI hoya che ane manane AtmAnI aMdara sthApyo hovAthI cAmaDI-sparza, jIbha-rasa, nAka-gaMdha, karNa-zabda, nayana-darzananA koIpaNa pudgala viSayamAM 4

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pravRtta na thAya. viSaya sukhathI nivRtta thAya e AtmatattvamAM pravRtta thAya. eka saMta rastA parathI jatA hatA. pAchaLathI emanI saMnyAsinI banelI patnI AvatI hatI. saMte rastAmAM cAlatA sonAmahora ane hIrAnI vIMTI joI. saMta vicAre che ke pAchaLa saMnyAsinI che, te A vastuothI mohAI jaze. tethI saMte pagathI dhULa vaDe sonAmahora ane hIrAnI vIMTI DhAMkI dIdhI. saMtane kAMIka karatA joI saMnyAsinIe saMtane pUchyuM - tame zuM karatA hatA? kAMI nahI. ati Agraha karatA saMte hakIkata kahI. tyAre saMnyAsinI kahe che ke, tamane hajI dhULamAM ane sonAmahoramAM pharaka dekhAya che paNa mane dhULamAM ane sonAmahoramAM kazo pharaka dekhAto nathI. sonAmahora ja dhULa che. tame to dhULa upara dhULa nAMkhI che. pudgala mATe jenI prIti chUTI gaI hoya enA mATe ja AvI vicAraNA zakya che. pudgalano premI zarIra ane saMsArano premI bane che. prabhu vIranA zarIra upara kIDIo kANAM pADe chatAM kazuM ja nahi ane tame zarIrathI alaga rahetA kapaDAM upara DAgha paDe to paNa rAga-dveSamAM aTavAI jAo cho! gharamAM hajAra rUpiyAnuM phensI jhummara vahunA hAthe tUTI gayuM. beTA! vAgyuM to nathI ne? A be mIThA zabdathI pudgala tUTyuM chatAM ApasamAM prema vadhyo. pAMca rUA.no glAsa tUTI gayo. tarata ja bolI uThe ke tArA hAtha bhAMgI gayA che? ATaluMya UMcakAtuM nathI. prema vadhyo ke ghaTyo? jIvadayA to pALo cho have jIbhadayA paNa pALo. kapamAM cA garama hoya to rakAbImAM kaDhAya, pachI phUMka marAya, pachI pIvAya. sIdhI ja pIvA jAva to? kyAreka zeTha garama thaI jAya to sIdhuM mAM lagAvAya ja nahIM. mIThA vacanothI phUMka mArajo pachI emanI sAthe bolajo. arasaparasa AnaMda pedA thaze. jJAnIo eka ja vAta spaSTa karI rahyA che. pudgala sAthe mAtra saMparka enI sAthe saMbaMdha joDAyo to khalAsa. AvazyaktA sudhI vAMdho nahi paNa e ja jayAre IcchA ane lAlacanI pAchaLa doDe eTale ja visaMvAda sarjAya che. pudgala prIti zarIra mATe jhera che. jhera jema zvAsocchavAsano aMta karI de che tema pudgala vairAgyarUpI zvAsocchavAsano aMta lAve che. parabhAvanI aMdara huM kartA ke bhoktA nathI. kartA-bhoktA mAtra jAta mATe ja chIe. svamAM AdhIna paNa paramAM parAdhIna. paramAM sAkSIbhAva dhAraNa kare ane svamAM kata-bhoktAno bhAva apanAve to e parama sukha manathI anubhave. = 0 05 .

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Aveza ane ahaMkArane dUra karavA mATe parabhAvamAM sAkSIbhAva keLavavAnI khUba jarUra che. - sAdhuno AnaMda anuttarane paNa nirUttara banAvI de. 12 mahinA, 6 mahinA, 1 mahino ke 1 kalAka paNa jo mana-vacana-kAyAthI sthiratApUrvaka ArAdhanA thaI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. sAdhu bhagavaMtanA zuddha saMyamanI anumodanA karanAra paNa tarI jAya. (IlAcIputra) vAMsa upara nAcI rahela IlAcI vicAre che ke jo rAjA rIjhe to dhana maLe ane dhana maLe to naTakanyA maLI jAya. zarIra sAthe paththara bAMdhanAro samudramAM kadAca tarI jAya paNa vAsanA sAthe mana bAMdhanAro to jarUra DUbI jAya. IlAcI nAca kare che paNa rAjA rIjhato nathI. rAjA khuda naTaDImAM mohAyo che. IlAcI sAme jharUkhAmAM jue che. eka rUpavatI kanyA lADuno thALa laIne UbhI che paNa vahoravA AvanAra muni UMcI AMkha karIne jotA nathI. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke vAcharaDAnI jema gocarI vahoravI. vAcharaDuM ghAsa nAMkhanAra koNa che e jotuM nathI, phakta ghAsa jue che. tema sAdhu paNa gocarI vahorAvanAra koNa che te na jue, na vicAre. tethI ApanAra pratye rAgavaiSa thAya nahi. A sAdhu bhagavaMta rUpavatI kanyA sAme hovA chatAM paNa najara paNa nAMkhatA nathI ane huM? dhikkAra che mane, mA-bApanI khAnadAnI choDI eka naTaDInI pAchaLa pAgala banI lokonI sAme nAcI rahyo chuM. ne IlAcIkumArane nAcatA nAcatA doraDA upara ja kevaLajJAna thayuM. prabhAva - sAdhu bhagavaMtanA darzana. jagatanA dhikkArathI krodha Avaze. jAtanA dhikkArathI bodha Avaze. jJAnamagna sAdhu mATe koI upamA nathI. caMdanano lepa karIne je ThaMDaka thAya enA karatA adhika ThaMDaka jJAnanI magnatAmAM hoya che. sonuM kevuM? dUdha kevuM? kahI zakAya paNa magnatAnuM sukha kevuM? kahI na zakAya. sajjana bAtA jJAnakI, paramukha kahI na jAya, muMge ko sapano bhayo, samaja samaja malakAya. jJAnamagna AtmAnI sarakhAmaNI na thAya. eDisane balbanI zodha karI. 36,000 balba toDyA pachI vIjaLIno prakAza jagatane maLyo. dIvA pragaTyA tyAre lokoe vicAryuM ke deva pragaTa thayA che. eDisanane balba keTalA gayA eno khyAla na hato e mahecchAmAM DUbI gayelo. reDiyamanI pAchaLa - * * *

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pAgala banelI meDama kyUrI mAla milkatathI dUra thaI gayelI. ekAgratA sapATI che, magnatA e UMDANa che. Ama to bagalo paNa ekAgra thAya che. skulamAM vArtA AvatI. eka pAMva se dhyAna lagAke, bagalA hamako detA jJAna, merI taraha choTe bacco, paDhanemeM rakho tuma dhyAna mahecchA, mastI, ekAgratA, magnatA badhuM juduM che. ekAgratA mATe AMkhanuM kAma che, mastI mATe mananuM kAma che ane magnatA mATe AtmAnuM kAma che. - C 22 bIjAnA duHkhe duHkhI thAya enuM nAma dayA ane bIjAnA sukhe sukhI thAya enuM nAma che prema. dayA vinA jo dharmamAM praveza nathI to prema vinA dharmamAM sthiratA nathI. kadAca zakti - sAmagrI saMyogano abhAva hoI zake paNa hRdaya to saMvedanazIla banAvatA ja rahejo . dayA vinA jIvananI ImArata dharAzAyI banI jaze. AtmanirIkSaNa karajo . ApaNI AMtarika sthiti kevI che? lAgaNItaMtra mUcchita to nathI thayuM ne?

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kAcatA cazmA tahi, have prematA cazmA... jenI AMkhamAMthI karUNA varasatI hoya, jenI jIbha upara amRtanI mIThAza hoya tevA AtmA jJAnadhyAnamAM masta yogI che. je nayaNe karUNA tarachoDI, tenI kiMmata phUTI koDI. dayA dharma e to nadI che, bIjA dharmo to enA kinAre ugelA aMkuro che. AMkhanI mIThAza karUNA ane vAtsalya vacananI mIThAza badhAne game tevuM vacana vartananI mIThAza koIne duHkha na thAya tevo AcAra. kaleza ane kaMkAza e jIvananI majA nathI e to UbhI karelI sajA che. kAcanA cazmA to ghaNA paheryA, have premanA cazmA AMkho para caDAvI to juo. jyAM prema ocho thAya che tyAM vahema pragaTa thAya che. vartuLa vagaranI virATa bhAvanA enuM nAma maitrIbhAvanA. vayaNa ane nayana mANasanI pAtratA nakkI karI Ape che. bIjA tamArAthI kheMcAIne Ave to samajajo ke tamArI AMkhamAM premano sAgara chalake che. jJAnasAranA mAdhyamathI jIvanamAM guNavaibhava chalakAvI devAnI masta preraNA relAvI rahelA upAdhyAyajI mahArAja magnatAnA aSTakanI pUrNAhUti karatA kahI rahyA che ke jenI AMkhamAMthI karUNA varasatI hoya, jenI jIbha upara amRtanI mIThAza hoya te mahAtmA jJAnadhyAnamAM magna yogI che. evA mahAtmAne mArA aMtarathI namaskAra ho. jJAnamagna yogIne oLakhavAnuM mepa lakSaNa citraNa A che. dhyAnayogInI A nizAnI che. AMkhamAM karUNA ane vacanamAM mIThAza... pAlanapuranA kavie sarasa lakhyuM che ke je nayaNe karUNA tarachoDI enI kiMmata phUTI koDI ja samajavI. saMta tulasIdAse paNa kahyuM che dayA dharmakA mUla hai, pApa mUla abhimAna, tulasI dayA na chAMDIe, jaba laga ghaTame prANa. dayA dharma e to nadI che. bIjA dharmo to enA kinAre ugelA aMkuro che. dayA pANI * 78 .

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che, prANavAyu che. pahelAnA kALamAM mahAtmAo jaMgalamAM dhyAna - jJAnamAM magna banatA tyAre pazupaMkhIo emanI bAjumAM AvIne besI jatA. haraNAo, siMha, sarpa paNa emanI chAyAmAM rahevA Ave. tamArI AMkhamAM karUNA che ke nahIM? jaMgalanA haraNiyAone AvavAnI jarUra nathI paNa kuTuMbanA sabhyo jo tamArI sAthe joDAyelA rahetA hoya to samajajo ke AMkhe karUNAnuM jharaNuM vahe che. AMkhe karUNA kyAre Ave? kALaje maitrI Ave tyAre. nirAkAra ahiMsAnuM svarUpa enuM nAma paramAtmA. mahAvIranA samavasaraNamAM vera-jhera sahu choDI Ave. ApaNA sAnnidhyamAM vera-jhera na thAya tenI takedArI rAkhajo. ApaNI AMkha phare ane koI je e jIvananI majA nathI paraMtu ApaNI AMkha jue ne koI paga pUje e jiMdagInI majA che. kaleza ane kaMkAza e to UbhI karelI sajA che. ApaNI AMkhethI karUNA varasatI hoya to loko sAmethI maLavA Ave. maitrIthI karUNA pragaTe che. eka AcArya bhagavaMta saMsArI avasthAmAM kroDapatinA dIkarA hatA. gAyakavADanI hAthInI savArI nIkaLe tyAre hAthI para besavAno lAbha emanA parivArane maLato evI emanI khAnadAnI hatI. AThama-pAMkhInA divase upAzraye jaIne pauSadha karatA. rAta paDe badhA sAdharmiko saMthArI jAya tyAre A zrImaMta yuvAna badhAnI pAse jaI badhAnA paga dabAve. sAdharmika jAgI jAya - bhAI tame? gharano nokara paNa pauSadha kare to enA paNa paga dabAve. zeTha, A zuM karo cho? Aje huM tamArA mATe zeTha nathI paNa tame mArA sAdharmika cho. sAdharmiko pratye aMtaramAM keTalo prema. AMkhamAM kevI karUNA? vacanamAM kevI mIThAza? A badhuM maitrIthI maLe che. jyAM prema ocho thayo ke tyAM vahema pragaTa thAya che. AMkhomAM evuM cuMbakIya tattva che ke badhAne joDIne rAkhe che. yogI kadAca na banI zakAya to bhogI rahIne yogI jevI daSTi keLavajo. atyAra sudhI svArthanI parIdhi upara ApaNo vyavahAra racAlayo, have niHsvArtha maitrIthI aMtarane chalochala bharI daIe. rastA uparathI kuMbhAranI chokarI jaI rahI hatI. gadheDo cAlatA cAlatA rastAmAM Ubho rahI gayo. chokarI pAchI vaLI gadheDAne kahevA lAgI - hAla bhAI hAla, moDuM thAya che. bAjumAM eka zrImaMta chokaro Ubho hato. chokarInI vAta sAMbhaLI hasavA lAgyo. eNe chokarIne pUchyuM - tuM A = 09 *

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gadheDAne bhAI zA mATe kahe che? chokarI bolI, enuM eka kAraNa che. Akho divasa mATalAno dhaMdho karatA 50 mANaso sAthe rakajhaka karavI paDe che. eka mATaluM levA mATe 25 mATalAne TakorA mAre. kyAreka to phakta TakorA mArIne cAlatA thaI jAya. e samaye jo vANI sArI na hoya to gharAka pAchA cAlyA jAya. eTale ja gadheDAne bhAI kahI bolAvuM chuM. gadheDAne gadheDo kahuM ane e prayoga vyavahAramAM paNa thaI jAya to mAro dhaMdho baMdha thaI jAya. prayojana bhale eka hoya paNa e zabdonI kaLA to zIkhavI ja rahI. soyathI kAma thatuM hoya tyAM talavAra upADanAra, zabdathI kAma thatuM hoya tyAM hAtha upADanAra, premathI kAma thatuM hoya tyAM krodha karanAra mANasa gAMDo che. aMtaramAM maitrI hoya e ja karUNA karI zake. rAmamUrtinI mAe lAkaDA kApI lAvavA jaNAvatA rAmamUrti lAkaDA lAvyA vinA pAchA AvyA. laMgaDAtA page AvatA joI mA doDatI sAme gaI. beTA A zuM? tArA pagamAMthI lohI nIkaLe che. putra javAba Ape che, mA, vAgyuM nathI paNa vagADyuM che. jhADa para kuhADI mAratA vicAra Avyo ene kevI pIDA thatI haze? eno anubhava karavA mArA paga para kuhADIno ghA karyo. aMtaramAM maitrI pragaTe to karUNA nayaNe ubharAya. cAreya bhAvanAnI zarUAta thAya che maitrIbhAvanAthI. traNeya bhAvanAnA UMDANamAM che maitrI. karUNA-pramoda ane mAdhyastha bhAvanA limITamAM che. jyAre virATa bhAvanA to che maitrI. pramodabhAvanA guNIjano mATe che. karUNA du:khIjano mATe che. mAdhyastha dharma vihoNA mATe che. paraMtu maitrI bhAvanA sakala vizvanA jIvo mATe che. maitrInI kukhamAMthI ja karUNA janme che. maitrInI kukha ja vAMjhaNI haze to karUNA kyAMthI janmaze? krodhanI abhivyakti kAM vacanathI kAM nayanathI thAya che. paNa nayana karUNApUrNa ane vacana vAtsalyapUrNa banAvI daIe to kaleza ke AvezanuM pragaTIkaraNa nahIM thAya. hRdayamAM prema ubharAya to ApoApa karUNA pragaTe. rAkha pANImAM paDe, dUdha sAkaramAM maLe ane nadI sAgaramAM bhaLe... A traNamAMthI ApaNI sAdhanA kaI cAle che? paDavAnI, maLavAnI ke bhaLavAnI? cAritra ane zAsana kone maLe? traNa trayI hoya tyAre... (1) tattvatrayI - temAM prathama sthAne rahela deva tattvanI upekSA kare e zAsana pAmI zakato nathI. (2) ratnatrayI temAM prathama sthAne rahela 80 * -

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samyagadarzananI upekSA kare e dharma pAmI zakato nathI. (3) yogayI - temAM prathama sthAne rahela manoyogano durUpayoga kare e samAdhi TakAvI zakato nathI. jJAnasAramAM jJAnI mahApurUSo viSayamAMthI vairAgya tarapha AtmAnI gati-pragati karAvI rahyA che. piMgalA rANIe amaraphaLa mahAvatane ApyuM tyAre mahAvata vicAre che A amaraphaLa vezyAne ApuM to sAruM thaze. mUrkha jevuM AcaraNa karAve te vAsanA. khAnadAnane tuccha jevuM AcaraNa karAve te vAsanA. mahAvare amaraphaLa vezyAne ApyuM. A phaLa tuM khAI le, amara banI jaIza. A phaLa tame ja khAI lo. mane tArA vagara nahIM cAle mATe A phaLa tane ApuM chuM. AnA vagara mane nahIM cAle te rAga, badhA vagara cAle - badhA vagara phAve te vairAgya. vezyA phaLa khAvAno vicAra karatA potAnA manane kahe che - huM amara banIza e vAta sAcI paNa huM amara banIne zuM karIza? ukaraDe beThelI eka vezyAno vicAra kevo? vyakti vicArothI AgaLa vadhe che. amara banI jidagIbhara pApo ja karavAnA. pApathI vadhu bhAre banIza. enA karatA koIka dharmAtmAne A phaLa ApuM. AkhA nagarano rAjA ja sauthI vadhu dharmAtmA che. phaLa laIne rAjAne kahe che Apane A phaLa bheTa devA AvI chuM. mANasa vANIthI mapAya. sonuM kasoTIthI parakhAya. phaLa joI rAjA vicAre che ke mArAthI zarU thayeluM rAunDa pharI pAchuM mArI pAse AvyuM. viSayanI vAsanA chUTe to Atmaghara tarapha pagalA paDe. anaMta saMsAra paribhramaNamAM ApaNe eka ja kAma karyuM che. e che doSo sevavAnuM ane doSo jovAnuM. : - 81 *

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sthiratASTakam vatsa! kiM caJcalasvAnto, bhrAntvA bhrAntvA viSIdasi / nidhiM svasannidhAveva, sthiratA darzayiSyati ||1|| (2) va7-he vatsa! varjhanasvItta :- caMcala aMtaH karaNavALo prIndI prIndI-bhamI bhamIne ji-kema viSIsi?-kheda pAme che? sthiratA-sthirapaNuM svasannidhau-potAnI pAse iva-ja nidhi-nidhAnane raSyiti-batAvaze. (1) he vatsa! tuM caMcala cittavALo banI sukha mATe paulika vastuone meLavavA jayAM tyAM bhaTakI bhaTakIne kheda pAme che. paulika vastuo maLatI nathI to tuM dIna banavAthI viSAda pAme che ja, paraMtu paulika vastuo maLavA chatAM atRpti ane IrSAthI viSAda pAme che. mATe tuM AtmAmAM sthira thA. AtmAmAM sthiratA tArI pAse ja rahelI anaMta jJAnAdi guNo rUpa saMpattinuM nidhAna batAvaze. jJAnadugdhaM vinazyeta, lobhavikSobhUkrcakai : / amladravyAdivAsthairyAditi, matvA sthiro bhava ||2|| (2) ganaMdrA-khATA padArthanA rUva- jevI zaircA-asthiratAthI novikSo majUrva :- lobhano vikArarUpa kUcaDA thavAthI jJAna,dhaM-jJAnarUpa dUdha vinayeta-bagaDI jAya ta-ema matvA-jANIne sthira:-sthira nava-thA. (2) asthiratArUpa khATA padArthathI lobhanA vikAra rUpa kUcA thavAthI jJAna rU5 dUdha bagaDI jAya che ema jANIne sthira thA. ricare hRdaye vitrA, vAtrAvArapApanA | puMJcalyA iva kalyANa kAriNI na prakIrtitA ||3|| (2) hR-cittasthire asthira hoya to citra-vividha prakAre

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vAknetrALAopanA-vANI netra ane AkAranuM saMgopana karavuM (te)puMzcatyA-kulaTA strInI va-jemastyALa riLI-kalyANa karanAra prItitA-kahela 7-nathI. (3) citta asthira hoya to, eTale ke sukhabuddhithI paudgalika padArthomAM bhaTakatuM hoya to vicitra vANI, netra ane AkRti-veSAdinI saMgopanA (aMdaranI lAlasAne chupAvavAnI kriyA) asatI strInI jema kalyANa karanArI kahI nathI. jema asatI strInI dekhAvathI thatI pratibhakti Adi kriyA duSTa Azaya hovAthI kalyANa karanArI banatI nathI, tema paudgalika AzaMsAthI thatI dravya dharmakriyA kalyANa karanArI banatI nathI. (kevaLa paudgalika tIvra AzaMsAthI thatI dharmakriyA kapaTakriyA che.) antargataM mahAzalya-masthairya yadi noddhRtam / kriyauSadhasya ko doSastadA guNamayaccha taH // 4 // (4) vi-jo antarpatA-aMdara raheluM mahAzatyam-mahAna zalyarUpa athairyuMasthirapaNuM dhRta-dUra karyuM na-nathI tavA-to zuLa-phAyado Jayacchata:-nahi ApanAra yiA-gauSadhasya-kriyArUpa auSadhano :-zo ddoSa:-doSa? (4) jo aMtaramAMthI mahAzalya rUpa asthiratA dUra na karavAmAM Ave to guNa nahi karanAra dharmakriyA rUpa auSadhano zo doSa? zarIramAM zalya raheluM hoya to sArI paNa davA lAbha na kare, emAM davAno doSa nathI. tema AtmAmAM paudgalika padArthonI AzaMsArUpa zalya raheluM hoya to dharmakriyAo lAbha na kare, balke nukazAna paNa kare, emAM dharmakriyAono doSa nathI. kiMtu zalyano doSa che. AthI zalya kADhavuM joIe. 1 sthiratA vAGmanaH kAyaiH ryeSAmaGgAGgitAM gatA / yoginaH samazIlAste, grAme'raNye divA nizi // 5 // (6) yeSAm -jeonuM sthiratA-sthirapaNuM vADmana: Ayai:-vANI, mana ane kAyA vaDe akRsitAM-tanmayatAne tA-prApta thayela che. te-te yoni-yogIo pramegAmamAM ararthe -jaMgalamAM vivA-divase (ane) fza-rAte samazItAsamabhAvavALA (hoya che.) (5) jemanI sthiratA mana, vacana ane kAyAthI caMdana gaMdhanI jema zrI cidAnaMda mahArAja kRta zrI kuMthunAtha jinastavana, a.ka.adhi. 9 gA. 12 vagere. * 83 *

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ekIbhAvane pAmI che, te yogIzvaro gAma-nagaramAM ane jaMgalamAM tathA divase ane rAte samabhAvavALA hoya che. sthairyaratnapradIpazced, dIpraH saGkalpadIpajaiH / tadvikalpairalaM dhUmai-ralaMdhUmaistathA''stravaiH ||6|| (6) ve-jo dhairyaratapravIpa:- sthiratA rUpa ratnano dIvo rIjha:-dedIpyamAna (che) ta- to navI nai-saMkalpa rUpa dIvAthI utpanna thayelA. vivaHvikalparUpa pUrva-dhUmADAothI tathA-tathA annapUrNa:-atyaMta malina matraa:prANAtipAta vagere AgnavothI anaM- saryuM. (6) jo sthiratA rUpa ratnano dIvo sadA dedIpyamAna che to saMkalparUpa dIpathI utpanna thayelA vikalparUpa dhUmADAnuM tathA atyaMta malina prANAtipAta Adi AgnavonuM zuM kAma che? arthAt je AtmasvabhAvamAM sthira rahe che tene saMkalpa vikalpo ane Asravo hotA nathI. parabhAvanI ciMtAne anusaranAra azuddha cAlatA e saMkalpa che ane tenuM vAraMvAra smaraNa e vikalpa che. 1 jema telAdino dIpaka thoDIvAra prakAza karIne gharane dhUmADAthI kALuM banAvI de che, tema saMkalpo kSaNika hovAthI kSaNavAra rahIne vikalpothI AtmAne malina banAve che. 2 udIrayiSyasi svAntA-dasthairya pavanaM yadi / samAdherdharmameghasya, ghaTAM vighaTayiSyasi ||7|| (7) yati-jo vItA-aMtaH karaNamAMthI astharva-asthiratArUpapavanaMpavananedrIviSyati-utpanna karIza (to) dharmasya-dharmamegha nAmanI sAthesamAdhinIpaTAM-ghaTAne vidhavaSyati-vikherI nAkhIza. (7) jo aMtaHkaraNamAMthI asthiratA rUpa pavana utpanna karIza to dharmamegha samAdhinI zreNine vikherI nAkhIza. dharmaM kaivalyaphalaM mehati varSatIti dharmameghaH' jenAthI kevaLajJAnanI prApti thAya tevA dharmanI vRSTi kare te dharmamegha samAdhi. jema ekAeka phUMkAyelo pracaMDa pavana vAdaLAnI zreNine vikherI nAMkhe

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che, tema sthira paNa AtmAmAM jo tevA prakAranA pramAdAdinA yoge asthiratA utpanna thAya to jenA yoge kevaLajJAnanI prApti thAya tevI uttama prakAranI samAdhino nAza thAya. pariNAme kevaLajJAna aTakI jAya. have pAtaMjala yogadarzananI apekSAe dharmamegha samAdhino artha joIe. pAtaMjala yogadarzanamAM saMprajJAta ane asaMprajJAta ema be prakAranI samAdhi kahI che. cittanI kilaSTavRttiono nirodha e saMprajJAta samAdhi ane kilaSTaakliSTa baMne prakAranI cittavRttiono nirodha te asaMprajJAta samAdhi che. dharmamegha samAdhi saMprajJAta samAdhinI parAkASThA rUpa che. jainadarzananI daSTie kSapakazreNikanuM dhyAna saMprajJAta samAdhi che. kAraNa ke temAM kilaSTa cittavRttiono nirodha che. kevalajJAna avasthA asaMprajJAta samAdhi che kAraNa ke temAM sarva prakAranI cittavRttiono nirodha che. jaina darzananI daSTie asaMprajJAta samAdhinA sayoga kevalajJAna ane ayoga kevalajJAna ema be bheda che. pAtaMjala yogadarzanamAM jene dharmamegha kahevAmAM Ave che te jainadarzananI daSTie ayoga avasthA rUpa ke kevalajJAnarUpa asaMprajJAta samAdhi che. tenI ghaTAne vikheravI eTale kSapakazreNine aTakAvIne kevalajJAnane rokavuM. asthiratAnA yoge kSapaka zreNino prAraMbha na thaI zake. kSapaka kSeNi aTakavAthI kevaLajJAna aTakI jAya-na thAya. ahIM bAlAvabodha (Tabo) A pramANe che. "pAtaMjala zAstramAM dharmamegha nAme asaMprajJAta samAdhi kahyo che. tenI ghaTAne vikheraze eTale AvatA kevaLajJAnane rokaze." cAritraM sthiratArupa mataH siddheSvapISyate / yatantAM yatayo'vazya-masyA eva prasiddhaye ||8|| (8) vArniM-cAritra sthiratA5-(yoganI) sthiratA rUpa (che) mata:-AthI siddha-siddhomAM upa-paNa puSyanta-IcchAya che. (mATe) yataya:- tio masyA:A sthiratAnI parva-ja prasiddhaye- paripUrNa siddhi mATe mavazyam-avazya vetantAM-yatna kare. (2) cAritra yoganI sthiratArUpa che. AthI siddhomAM paNa cAritra kahyuM che. mATe yatio sthiratAnI ja paripUrNa siddhi mATe avazya prayatna kare. 1 2. pAyo.pA. 1 sU.2 bhAvAgaNezavRtti tathA pA.yo.pA. 1 sU. 17-18 yo.vi.gA. 20nI TIkA yo.vi.gA. 418, 420, 421. * 85 =

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caraNa rUke to, maMjhila maLe nirAkAra banavA mATe ekAkAra banavuM jarUrI che. xsukhane meLavavA bahAra javuM paDe che... AnaMdane meLavavA aMdara AvavuM paDe che. ..... aMtasamaye samAdhi TakAvI rAkhavI hoya to atyArathI ja vyaktionA ane vastuonA sathavArA ochA karatA jAo. bahAra javAthI padArtha maLe, aMdaramAM vaLavAthI paramAtmA maLe.... padArtha kSetre vicArazIla bano to vairAgya maLaze... jIvakSetre lAgaNIzIla bano to vAtsalyanA svAmI banazo. samarpaNa je kAma kare te sattA, saMpatti paNa karI zakatA nathI. yogIone svakIya AnaMda, bhogIone parakIya AnaMda. upara jaIne paNa nIce AvavuM paDe jo hRdaya UMcuM na hoya to! jJAna-darzana-cAritranA khajAnA jovA hoya to bahAranA saMbaMdho kApI nAkho. skUlathI ghera AvelA dIkarAne enI mA kahe che - beTA, lezana karavA besI jA! ramatiyALa bALaka ramavA mATe cAlyo jAya che. mA pharIthI lAgaNIthI sabhara banI pAcho bhaNavA besADe che. pAcho ramatamAM doDI jatA bALakane mA lAgaNIthI prerAIne pAcho homavarka karavA besADe che. basa evI ja rIte mIThAsathI upAdhyAjI mahArAje satata bahAra cAlyA jatA jIvane kahe che he putra! tuM vAraMvAra bhaTakIne zA mATe kaleza pAme che. tane zuM joIe che? khajAno to tArI pAse ja che. mANasane je gamatuM hoya tene citta daIne sAMbhaLe. artha saMpatti mATe mANasa cArekora doDI rahyo che. te doDe che bahAra, paNa khajAno to aMdara che. . eka vedapAThI brAhmaNa koIka prasaMge jamavA gayo. jamaNavAramAM ghaNI vAnagIo che ane lADu paNa che. brAhmaNanI pasaMdagI lADu. tamArI taMdurastI phoTA uparathI jANI zakAya ke eksa-re uparathI? eksa-re e taMdurastInI gavAhI che. sArA mANasonI vacce paNa halakI vRtti AcaranAro mANasa * 86 .

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gamato hoya to samajI lejo ke AMtarika duniyAmAM ApaNe nIcA chIe. upara jaIne paNa nIce AvavuM paDe jo hRdaya UMcuM na hoya to. hRdaya jo UMcuM thaI jAya to arIsA bhUvanamAMya kevaLajJAna pAmI zakAya che. ApaNe to upAzrayamAMya zuM karIe chIe te kharekhara vicAraNIya che. aMdaranI jAgRti mATe upAzraya che. aMtaranI UMcAI te sauthI moTI UMcAI che. hAITa to ghaNAnI UMcI hoya paNa aMtaramAM lAITa na hoya to dharma kayAM Take? saraLa hRdaya che tyAM dharma Take che. bhadrika, nirdoSa, nikhAlasa, zuddha banyA vinA chUTako ja nathI. ko'kanI kharAba vAta sAMbhaLavA kAna jo saravA thaI jatA hoya to samajajo hajI aMdaranuM zuddha thayuM nathI. aMdaranI cAdara ujaLI joIe. brAhmaNe joyuM zuddha ghInA lADavA che. Aje mAnavI pote cokhkho hoya ke na hoya ene badhuM cokhkhuM ja joIe che. havA-pANI-dUdha-ghI cokhkhAM joIe che tema aMtara paNa cokhkhuM joIe. paramAtmA-guru-sAdharmikanA paricayathI prema pragaTavo joIe. premathI kaleIma-blema dUra thAya. cokhkhA ghIno lADavo thALImAM pIrasAyo. cokhkhA ghInI sugaMdha maheMkavA lAgI. phUlamAMthI to sugaMdha Ave paNa mANasamAMthI? mANasanI aMdara rahelA guNonI sugaMdha mahekavI joIe. mANasanI gerahAjarImAM enA guNonI suvAsa prasaravI joIe. phUla khIlIne eka divasamAM karamAI jAya paNa phUlanuM attaramAM rUpAMtara thaI jAya to phUlanA astitvanI satata yAda AvyA kare. ApaNe na hoIe ane ApaNe koI gAya enuM nAma jiMdagI. kavi gani dahIMvAlAe eka paMktimAM sarasa vAta lakhI che. jIvanano sAco paDagho e ja che ganI nA hoya vyakti ane guNo bolyA kare." phUlanI hAjarI na hoya chatAM attaramAMthI phUlanI sugaMdha AvyA kare. brAhmaNane lADumAM rasa paDI gayo. eka sAthe pAMceka lADavA peTamAM padharAvI dIdhA. gaLA sudhI bharAI gayA. jarA muMjhavaNa, becenI jevuM thayuM. DokTarane bolAvyA. DokTare eka goLI levAnuM kahyuM. brAhmaNe kahyuM, DokTara sAheba goLInI jagA hota to aDadho lADuM vadhAre na khAI leta. lebala game teTaluM uMcuM hoya paNa levala nIce hoya to zuM kAmanuM? bahAranI duniyAmAM je greTa banI zake te mokSamAM kadAca leTa banI zake che. namra banavAmAM ja jIvananI majA che. jene je game tenI ja te vAta kare che. aMdarano khajAno majAno che. bahAranI saMpatti sAthe nAto choDo to aMdaranI anubhUtirUpa

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paramatatvano sAkSAtkAra thAya. bahArano khajAno majAno nathI. AvatA pahelAya du:kha, AvatI vakhateya duHkha ane jAya toya duHkha, dhana mATe savArabapora-sAMja traNeya kALa ciMtA karavAnI? ahIM to AtmAno khajAno maLatA ja cittanI prasannatA, AvyA pachI paNa prasannatA ne javAnI to vAta ja nathI. sthiratA thayA vagara dekhAze nahi. - AkAzamAM sUrya patharAyela che. koI kAgaLa para taDakAnA prakAzamAM bilorI kAca dharavAmAM Avaze to nIce rahelo kAgaLa saLagavA lAgaze. sUryanA kiraNo ekatra thayA... zakti vadhI gaI. cittanI vRtti ekAkAra thavI jarUrI che. nirAkAra banavA mATe ekAkAra banavuM paDaze. sthira banyA vagara aMtaranuM dekhAze nahIM. lakhanaumAM navAba jharUkhAmAM beThA hatA. rastA uparathI eka mANasa paMkhA laIne "lAIpha TAIma phena, lAIpha TAIma phena' ema bolato jato hato. navAbe bolAvyo - paMkho lAva. 2-4 sonAmahora ApI paMkho lIdho. be-cAra kalAka pachI e mANasa pAcho tyAMthI pasAra thayo. navAbe potAnA mANasone kahyuM ke paMkhAvALAne pakaDI lAvo. jo lAIphaTAIma phenanI A dazA. be kalAkamAM to paMkho bhaMgAra thaI gayo. lAIphaTAIma phena kahI te mane chetaryo che. paMkhAvALo kahe che navAba, gusse na thAo. mAro paMkho alaga che. A paMkhAne hAthamAM sthira rAkhI moDhAne enI sAme halAvavuM joIe. AtmAno khajAno jovo hoya to ekavAra sthira banavuM paDaze. ApaNI aMdara zAMti nathI enuM kAraNa asthiratA. mana sthira bane to sukha maLe. ghaNA mANaso sukha meLavavA hilasTezano para jAya che. kharekhara sukha joItuM hoya to dila sTezana para javuM paDaze. dila sTezana para nahIM hoya ane hila sTezana para jazo to Tenzana laIne pAchA pharazo. cittanI sthiratA e AnaMda che. bahAra bhaTakavAthI aMdaranI cIja maLatI nathI retIne pIlavAthI tela maLaze kharuM? dhana-saMpattithI sukhI thaI javAtuM hota to zrImaMtonA ApaghAtonA samAcAra vAMcavA na maLata. * vAlakezvaramAM kalpavRkSa bilDIMgamAM rahetI abajopatinI dIkarI bhAratIe 14 mA mALethI ApaghAta karyo. keseTa kiMga gulazanakumAra zaMkaranA maMdira pAse goLIe devAyo. mAhimanA manIlenDare dhoLe divase jAna khoyo. Indra duHkhI ane puNiyo sukhI. sthiratA hoya to sukha che. kulaTA = * 88 * =

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strI jema kalyANa karatI nathI tema sthiratA vinAnI ekapaNa kriyA kalyANa nahIM kare. aneka viSayomAMthI eka viSayamAM manane joDI paramabrahmamAM mana sthira bane te yogano mULabhUta uddeza che. manane sthira karavuM bahu kaThina che. ekavAra bahAra bhaTakavAnuM baMdha karI bhItaramAM jovA taiyAra raho. nirAkAra banavA ekAkAra banavuM jarUrI che. eka gAmaDIyo thiyeTaramAM pizcara jovA gayelo. ardho kalAka vahelo ja cAlyo gayo. jene jemAM rasa hoya tyAM vahelo javAno. thiyeTaramAM vahelo javAthI karmabaMdha sivAya kazuM na thAya. pravacana maMDapamAM aDadho kalAka vahelA AvavAthI ArAdhanAnI anumodanAthI karmo tUTaze. pikyara zarU thavAno samaya thayo, bArI-daravAjA baMdha thayA, lAITo baMdha thaI pachI pikyara zarU thayuM. ajavALAmAM piksara zarU na thAya. ajavALAmAM vase te jJAnI, aMdhArAmAM vase te ajJAnI. aMdhAru thatAM ja gAmaDIyo bhaTakAyo. sIdho daravAjA pAse cokIdAranI bocI pakaDI. gAmaDIyo bocI pakaDe zaherIjana kolara pakaDe. gAmaDIyo kahe paisA kharcyA che. aMdhAru kema? badhAe samajAvyuM tyAre mAnyo. bahAranA bArI bAraNA baMdha thAya pachI ja aMdaranuM piksara dekhAya. aMdaranuM darzana thatAM ja mukhamAMthI zabdo sarI paDaze... cidAnaMdakI moja macI che... samatArasake pAnameM... 22/ bagaDelA chIe...' e ApaNI najara che jyAre sudharI zakIe ema chIe..." e anaMta jJAnIonI daSTi che... bolo kaI saMbhAvanA? kaI vAstaviktA?

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tirAkAra batavA ekAkAra banavuM jarUrI...... padArthanA kSetramAM be kalaMka che maLe che toya e tRpta banavA deto nathI ane nathI maLatA to e dIna banAvyA vinA rahetA nathI. ghare jaIne eTaluM kahejo ke have huM A gharano mahemAna chuM. zrImaMtAI ane garIbInA lAbha ane nukazAna jema magajamAM goThavAI gayA che basa evI ja rIte puNya ane pApanA nukazAno magajamAM goThavI do pachI puNya karyA vinA nahIM rahI zako ane pApa choDyA vinA nahIM rahI zako. mananA vicAra veravikhera che mATe ja anubhUti thatI nathI. manane ekAkAra karavA mATe rasa ubho karavo paDe che, nirAkArI banavA ekAkAramAM rasa ubho karI do. sahakAra ane sahayoganI vadhu paDatI apekSA saMkalezanuM kAraNa banne evI pUrI zakyatA che. anaMta upakArI zAstrakAra upAdhyAjI mahArAja jJAnasAramAM sAdhanAnI suMdara vAta karI rahyA che. magnatA vinA pUrNatA nathI to sthiratA vinA magnatA nathI. ApaNuM dimAga haMmezA asthira ja hoya che ene sthiratAnI AvazyakatA che. pUrNatA lAvavA magnatA ane e dvArA sthiratA lAvavI khUba Avazyaka che. bhItaranA darzana mATe moha-mAyAnI bArIo baMdha karavI ja paDaze. saMtonI prasannatAnuM kAraNa ja aMdaranuM darzana che. bahAranI duniyAmAMthI meLavelo AnaMda parakIya che. tyAgIono AnaMda svakIya che. pArakAne choDazo to potAnuM maLaze. hRdaya khAlI karI sthira banI jAo. padArtha pAchaLanI doTe kAM to atRpti vadhArI dIdhI che kAM to dInatA lAvI dIdhI che. padArtha taraphathI prIti paramAtmA tarapha vALavAmAM saphaLatA jeTalI maLe eTale aMze sArthaka thayuM gaNAya. mANasa asthira thAya che mATe ja du:khI thAya che. vyavahAramAM paNa vAraMvAra ghara badalAya to? sthiratA na hovAnA kAraNe duHkhI duHkhI thaI javAya che. pArakuM hoya te choDavuM paDe, potAnuM kayAreya choDavuM na paDe. 90 .

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cakravartInA sukha, svargamAM IndranA sukho, anuttaranA sAgaropamanA sukho potAnAM na hovAthI ekavAra badhAne ja choDavA paDe che. siddhonuM sukha potAnI mAlikInuM hovAthI kayAreya jatuM nathI. tAruM potAnuM che enI zodha karI zAMta banI jA. 1200 khADA babbe phUTanA khodIzuM to pANI nahIM maLe paNa eka ja jagyAe kArya AraMbhIzuM to pariNAma maLaze. AIglAsa nIce kAgaLa ke kApaDa kyAre baLe? kiraNo AI glAsamAM sthira banyA eTale A prakriyA thaI. kaSTa vagara jo karmanA kaSTo bALavA hoya to sthiratA jevo bIjo koI rasto nathI. je eka jagyAe sthira thaI zakto nathI te satata bhaTakyA kare che ane aneka du:khone bhogavyA kare che. piMgaLAnuM mana rAjAmAM sthira na thayuM ne mahAvatamAM lAgyuM tyAre piMgaLAe potAnI khuzI mATe amaraphaLa mahAvatane ApyuM. mahAvate vezyAne ApyuM. vezyA vicAre che ke huM amara banIne pApo ja karIza, rAjAne ApIza to raiyatanuM pAlana karaze. rAjAnA hAthamAM thALa che upara rezamI rUmAla DhAMkelo che rAjAe jevo rezamI rUmAla dUra karyo ne tyAM phaLa joIne coMkI gayA. A phaLa vezyA pAse AvyuM kayAMthI? rAjA pUche che, bena! A phaLa tuM kayAMthI lAvI? mAlika, ApanI dayAthI maLyuM che. Apa pUcho nahIM ke kayAMthI maLyuM che. basa Apa eno svIkAra karo ane mArI tamannA pUrI karo. rAjA vezyAne bAjunA khaMDamAM laI jaIne lAla AMkha karI pUche che. prajA vatsala rAjana! Apa A amaraphaLa khAIne amara banI jAo. bena, ekavAra mArA praznano uttara Apa. A phaLa te kayAMthI meLavyuM? vezyA namratApUrvaka kahe che, A phaLa mArA premI mahAvate mane ApyuM che je ApanA paTTahastino rakSaka che. rAjA vicAre che ke A rANIne ApeluM phaLa e ja che ke pAchuM bIjuM amaraphaLa che. vezyAnA phaLano rAjA svIkAra karI vezyAne rajA Ape che. rANI pAsethI amaraphaLa gayuM kayAM? mahAvata pAse AvyuM kayAMthI? rAjA becena banyA che. rAte potAnA AvAsamAM AvyA che. rAjAnuM mana sthira nathI. vikalponA vAyarAo vAI rahyA che. asthiratA, e UMghano paNa bhoga le che. eka sthAne sthira thavuM ja paDaze. tame Albama to ghaNA joyA haze. phoTo sAro kayAre Ave? sthira beso to! phoTo paDAvavA tame ekadama taiyAra cho kemerAnI cAMpa dabAya eTalo ja samaya barobara e ja vakhate tamane chIMka Ave to? phoTo pheIla... paisA pANImAM... AtmAnI ArAdhanAne asthiratA khalAsa karI nAMkhaze. paramAtmA mahAvIradeve prasannacaMdra viSe kahyuM, hamaNAM mare to sAtamI narake jAya. sthiratA vagara kalyANa nathI. A jJAnI bhagavaMtanA

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TaMkazALI vacano che. rAjA vicAre che rANIne amaraphaLa ApIne amara banAvavAnI mArI ghAraNA niSphaLa gaI. rAjAe ApaNI jema pravacano nahIM sAMbhaLyA hoya. e jagyAe tame hota to vicAra karata ke dhAreluM kazuM na thAya, na dhAreluM badhuM thAya enuM nAma saMsAra." rAjAne AvI lAITa thaI jAta to rAITa dizAmAM jAta paraMtu e samaye gAIDa na maLavAthI khoTI sAIDa hAthamAM AvI gaI. rAjAnA manamAM eka ja vicAra mahAvata pAse A phaLa AvyuM zI rIte? rAtrinA pathArImAM uMgha AvatI nathI. rANI ubhI thAya che. e samaye rAjA hale che. rANIne thayuM ke rAjA jAge che e jaI zaktI nathI. rANI IcchApApa tyAre ja kare che jayAre AtamarAjA sUtA hoya. A adhyAtmika duniyAmAM thayela pramAda eTale pApa. rAjA thoDIvAre khoTA nasakorA bolAve che. have rAjA sUI gayA che ema jANI rANI piMgaLA uThI. dhIme dhIme DagalAM bharatI jharUkhAmAM AvI. rAjA ekadama ubhA thaI gayA ne daravAjAnI ADamAM ubhA rahI gayA. rANI jharUkhAmAM gaI eTale hAthI barobara e jharUkhAnI nIce AvIne ubho rahe yazovijayajI mahArAja bahu mArmika vAta samajAvI rahyA che. mohAdibhAvothI ja asthiratA Ave che. mohAdinA kAraNe AtmApatananA mArge dhakelAI jAya che. A tamAma dazAmAMthI saguNa bahAra kADhe che. saMta tulasIdAse kahyuM che ke, samadarzI zItala dazA, jinakI addabhuta cAla, aise saddagura kIjIe, jo palameM kare nihAla. gautama svAmI jevA mAthe hAtha mUke eno beDo pAra thaI jAya. svAti nakSatramAM chIpanI aMdara paDeluM pANI motI bane che ane sarpanA moDhAmAM jAya to jhera bane che. ApaNI pAtratA prathama naMbaramAM che. pAtratA vagarano moTo bane te aMte khoTo paDavAno. paradeza gayelA rokaphelarane pUchavAmAM AvyuM, Apane jIvanamAM zAnI uNapa lAge che? abajo Dolarano mAlika rokaphelara kahe che sAcA mitronI uNapa che. patrakAro Adi vicAra kare che jenI AjubAju goLanI upara mAkhI phUlanI pAchaLa bhamarA gUMje tema mitro viMTaLAyelA che ane te kahe che ke sAcA mitronI uNapa che. mananI mUMjhavaNa rokaphelara pAse rajU karatA rokaphelare kahyuM, A rokaphelaranA mitro nathI. A badhA to DolaranA mitro che. rokaphelaranI pArTI uThe to badhA rUThe.

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eka kavie sarasa vAta karI che.... zerI mitro so maLe, tALI mitro aneka, yAme sukha duHkha vArIe, so lAkhaName eka. Avo mitro, sAthI, saMgAthI maLI jAya to ghaNIvAra kharAba kAmothI bacI javAya. jene bhItaranI vAta karI zakAya taddana haLavA thaI zakAya, tame bilakula khullA thaI zako, tamArI rAjI-nArAjI badhI ja vAto vyakta karI zako evAne jIvanasAthI banAvajo. ekavAra paNa zaMkAno kIDo saMbaMdhamAM jAgI jAya to khalAsa..... rAjA bhatRharine have zaMkA jAgI che.. mArI sarvasva jene mAnato hato....e ja bevaphA...dhikkAra che... saMsAranI harakSaNa asthira karI zakaze jo sAvadha na rahyA to ! jaDa pratyenA rAgathI bacavA vicArazIla banajo... ane jIvo pratyenA SathI bacavA lAgaNIzIla banajo... vicArazIlatAthI rAga kanTrolamAM raheze, jyAre lAgaNIzIlatAthI dveSa kanTrolamAM raheze. vicAra jaDane apAya lAgaNI jIvane apAya. sajjana banazo sagRhastha banazo. = * 93 *

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* * 'takarAra nahi paNa ekarAra.... dUdhamAM khaTAza bhaLe to phodA paDe. jJAnamAM asthiratArUpI khaTAza bhaLe to mohanA godA paDe. zrAvakanI ArAdhanA cAMdalAthI zarU thAya che ane caravalAmAM pUrNa thAya che. aMte to cAritramAM ja pUrNa thAya che. je bhagavAnane dharAvAya e ja peTamAM padharAvAya. AtmAnI ciMtA kare te dharmo ane zarIranI ciMtA kare te karmI. gItArthanI pravRttinI TIkA karatA pahelA lAkhavAra vicArajo. buddhithI jIvanAra takarAra kare che, hRdayathI jIvanAra ekarAra kare che. je gurU na ApI zake e gurU mATenI zraddhA ApI zake che. asthiratA e khaTAza che, jayAre sthiratA e dUdha che. upayoga-AtmAno mULa svabhAva, je yoga upayogamAM sthira kare e yoga suyoga bAkI badhA kuyoga. ja | upAdhyAyajI mahArAja lAgaNIbharyo saMbodhana karIne kahe che ke tuM bhamI bhamIne thAkI gayo hoIza, becena banyo hoIza, have thoDo sthira bana to zAzvata sukhane, zAzvata tattvane prApta karI zakIza. sthiratA pachI zAzvata kramanI prApti e jinazAsanano krama che. asthiratA AvatA zuM thAya che, khabara che? gharamAM paMcalakSaNI gAyanuM dUdha hovA chatAM amlavastu sTeja paNa paDI jAya to dUdha phATI jAya che. dUdhanA phodephodA thaI jAya che. jJAnamAM paNa asthiratArUpI khaTAza bhaLaze to mohanA godA ja maLaze. jJAnamAM vikRti Ave che lobhAdi ke mohAdinA kAraNe. vicAromAM mohAdibhAvonA uchALA asthiratA laI Ave che. jJAnanI aMdara vikAra Avaze to saMsArano vadhAro thaze. nirvikArajJAnathI saMsArano ghaTADo thaze. ahIM jJAna meLave te jJAnI. AvA jJAnI sAdhu-saMsArI koIpaNa hoya. Avo jJAnI banela jo lobhamAM paDe to jJAnarUpI dUdha naSTa thAya che. sthira banI padArthanuM ciMtana karavuM te jJAna. sthiratA adhyAtmanI che, asthiratA mohanI che. sAro padArtha joIne asthira banIe to samajavuM ke mohAdibhAvono uchALo Avyo che. asthiratAno praveza thato nathI tyAM sudhI gaDabaDano prasaMga Avato nathI. * 94 *

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jJAnIo kahe che. Ikkovi namukkAro...eka ja namaskAra saMsArasAgarathI pAra karI de. namaskAra kevo? mohAdibhAvonA kAraNe thatI asthiratAne dUra karI AtmabhAvamAM sthira banI namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa thAya to merUparvata jeTalA odhA lIdhI to paNa kalyANa thayuM nahi evI vAta zAstramAM Ave che. kaTAsaNA-aravalA keTalA thayA? kalyANa na thayuM. kAraNa? jJAnamAM asthiratArUpa khaTAza bhaLI mATe. jJAna vikArI bane che. jJAnane nirvikArI banAvavA ja jJAnI puruSo sthiratAnI vAta kare che. sthira banavAthI mohAdibhAvothI dUra thavAya che. nahitara mohAdibhAvo jIvane kayAMya paTakI nAMkhe che. 500 ziSyonA gurU sumaMgalAcAryane kamaranI bimArI thaI. besI na zakAya evI pIDA thaI. ziSyoe garama suMdara paTTo lAvI Apyo. enAthI thoDI rAhata thaI. zAtA thaI. jiMdagImAM rAga kone kayAM pachADe che enI koI geraMTI nathI. jhera caDe ke khAvAmAM AvI jAya to DokaTara kahe ATalA aMzathI vadhAre jhera zarIramAM gayuM hoya to paNa asara kare. rAgano aMza mAtra paNa mAraka che. tuccha vastu parano rAga paNa pachADI zake che. adhyAtmika duniyAmAM padArtha naMbara bemAM che. rAga prathama naMbaramAM. rAga jAgyo eTale khalAsa. AtmAnI hAlata kharAba karI nAMkhe. gurUmahArAjanA aMtima divaso cAlI rahyA che, ema emanuM zarIra jaNAvatuM hatuM. suvinita ziSyo aMtima nirdhAmaNAM karAvI rahyA che. ziSyo gurUdevane kahe che A paTTAno have tyAga karI do. gurUmahArAjanuM mana emAM bharamAI gayuM che. tyAgI tapasvI ziSyo vicAre che. gurUmahArAja A paTTAno tyAga karI zakatA nathI. tethI gurUdevane jaNAve che- Apane A paTTA upara khUba lAgaNI che. jo e jaDa padArthanI lAgaNI nAgaNI banIne DaMkhI jaze to bhavobhava jhera nahIM utare. jJAnanA dUdhanA bhaMDArA gurU pAse bharelA che. paraMtu mohAdibhAvonI khaTAza dUdhamAM (jJAnarUpI dUdhamAM) vikAra utpanna kare che. hajAro gelana pANI pAkuM karyA pachI emAM eka TIpuM kAcuM pANI paDI jAya to? badhuM ja kAcuM thaI jAya. hajAra lITara dUdhamAM eka TIpuM tejAba paDatA dUdha phATI jAya. gurU jJAnAmRtanA kaTorA bharIne beThA che. eka TIpuM jhera paDI jatA ziSyanI vAtano asvIkAra karyo. aNizuddha vratanI pAlanA hatI chatAM rAgamAM phasAyA to mRtyu pAmIne kayAM gayA? anArya dezamAM rAjakumAra tarIke utpanna thayA, eTaluM ja nahi paNa janmyA tyArathI be paga kamara sAthe joDelA maLyA. ahIMthI tyAM javuM hoya to nokaro upADIne besADe. asthiratA Avaze to jJAnarUpI dUdha phATI = * 95 *

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jaze. pachI kAMI nahi thAya. rAga-moha-lobhano praveza thatAM Atmapradezo kaMpita thAya che. e ApaNane pachI kayAM laI jaze? asthiratA bahu jokhamI che. kAyika asthiratA prathama dUra karIe. zarIra uparanA mohanA kAraNe kAussagamAM eka macchara hAtha upara bese to? tarata asthiratA! kAussaga karatI vakhate arihaMtanA dhyAnamAM sthira banavuM joIe. zrAvakanI ArAdhanA cAMdalAthI zarU thAya che ane caravalAmAM pUrNa thaIne AgaLa vadhatA oghAmAM pUrNa virAma thAya che. nAnakaDI paNa zuddhidAyaka kriyA phaLadAyI che. naivedhapUjAnA paNa rahasyo nyArA che. zrAvaka potAnA gharamAM banAvelI dareka vastu bhagavAnane dharAve. zrAvaka samajato hoya je bhagavAnane dharAvAya e ja peTamAM padharAvAya. jinavANInA rahasyo bahu nyArA che. jinavANI judA judA eMgalathI, abhiprAyathI ke abhigamathI samajI zakAya che. prabhune dharAvyA vinA khavAya nahi e A dezanI saMskRti hatI. tattvane samajo. 500 ziSyonA gurUno kALadharma thayA pachI ziSyo vicAre che ApaNA gurUdeva kayAM padhAryA haze? jJAnI ziSyone jJAnathI jANavA maLe che ke gurUdevano anAryadezamAM janma thayo che. ApaNA gurUdeva che tyAM nathI jaina dharma, nathI deva-gurUno saMga. ApaNA gurUdevanuM ApaNA mastake keTaluM RNa? gurUdevane dharma pamADavo joIe. vadhAre. AtmAnI ciMtA kare te dharmI, zarIranI ciMtA kare te karmI. kapaDA karatA zarIranI kiMmata vadhAre ane zarIra karatA AtmAnI kiMmata ziSyo vicAre che zuM karIe? tyAM jaIe to anArya dezamAM gocarIpANI na maLe. je jAya tene covihAra upavAsa karavA paDe. badhA ja taiyAra thAya che. badhAthI to javAya nahIM chatAM ghaNA ziSyono kAphalo anArya deza tarapha AgaLa vadhyo. ugra vihAro karIne tyAM pahoMcyA. ziSyoe tyAM jaIne nATakIyAno veza lIdho. suMdara saMgItanA kAryakramo rajU kare. rAjakumA2ne saMgItano zokha. saMgItamAM kuzaLa evI maMDaLI AvI che, enI jANa thatAM rAjadarabAramAM bolAvyA. milana thAya che. saMgItamAM rAjakumArane bhAre rasa paDyo. bIje divase paNa AvyA. nATakIyAnA vezamAM rahela ziSyoe dhIme dhIme saMgItanI aMdara gIta gAtA gAtA pUrvajanmano Akho ItihAsa rajU karI dIdho. sAMbhaLIne rAjakumArane jAtismaraNa jJAna thAya .96 .

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che. jAtismaraNa jJAna thatAM rAjakumAra bebhAna thaI jAya che. rAjA kahe che A dhutArAoe mArA chokarAne kAMI karI nAkhyuM. hAhAkAra macI jAya che. tyAM rAjakumAra bhAnamAM AvI jAya che. mane kAMI nathI thayuM. A maMDaLIne maLavA rAjakumAra pitAjI pAse abhyAsanuM bahAnuM kADhe che. abhyAsanA nAme emanI pAse jAya che. ziSyo namratAthI kahe che, ame ApanA upakArano badalo vALavA ahIM AvyA chIe. cAritra jIvananI suMdara vAto karI pharIthI cAritrA aMgIkAra karavA jaNAve che. ApanI vAta huM samajuM chuM paNa A paristhitimAM huM ArAdhanA kevI rIte karIza. ziSyo kahe che ane ArAdhanA karAvIzuM. ArAdhanA karAvazo e vAta barAbara paNa huM ahIMthI eka paga upADavA paNa samartha nathI. eka paTTAnA rAgamAM phasAIne huM kayAM phasAI gayo. gurUdeva Ape je mArge amane caDAvyA e mArge ame tamane khabhA para uMcakIne cAlIzuM, vihAra karIzuM. eka bAju ziSyonI yogyatA e pAtratA che, jayAre bIjI bAju rAjakumAranI puNyAInI caramasImA che. Apa caritra grahaNa karo ane amane ArAdhanA karAvavAno avasara Apo. rAjakumAra taiyAra thaI gayA. nATakIyAnA vezamAM rahelA ziSyo rAjakumArane tyAMthI laIne cAlyA gayA. utsarga mArga ane apavAda mArga judo che. bahAranI vAto sAMbhaLI kayAreya tattvathI vaMcita na rahevuM. aMtaraMga duniyAmAM jJAna judu ane tattva juduM. tattvanuM rahasya gurUgama vinA jaNAtuM nathI. pustako paNa game te lekhakonA na vaMcAya. zraddhAvALA ja pustako vaMcAya koIpaNa pustaka vAMcatA pahelA gurUdevanI rajA levAya. kayAreka jJAnanI aMdara ajJAna AvI jAya to mArga cUkI javAya. prabhu zAsananA rahasyo cArA che. samajI lo.. svIkArI lo.. jIvanane ajavALI lo...! ApaNA aMtaHkaraNamAM dayAnuM jharaNuM.. saMtanA aMtaHkaraNamAM che premanI nadI. paramAtmAnA aMtaHkaraNamAM che karUNAno sAgara...

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mananI asthiratA bhayaMkara... prabhunA zAsananI nAnI paNa kriyA jIvananuM kalyANa karavA samartha che. IriyAvahInI nAnI paNa kriyAe aImuttAne kevaLajJAna apAvI dIdhuM. prabhunA caraNe phUla caDAvyA pachI ApaNe haLavAphUla nathI thatAM kAraNa mana asthira che. Avezane ane vivekane ADavera che. zarIrazuddhi tarapha jeTaluM dhyAna ApyuM che eTaluM dhyAna manazuddhi tarapha kAM ApyuM che? kAyAnI asthiratA calAvI levAya. vacananI asthiratA nabhAvI levAya paNa mananI asthiratA to na calAvAya. saMta pAse jaIne saMta bano ke na bano paNa zAMta to banI ja jAo. na mahAna tArkika ziromaNI pUjya upAdhyAyajI mahArAja pAyAno prazna ane pAyAno pratyuttara ApatA jaNAve che ke prabhunA zAsananI nAnakaDI paNa kriyA jIvananuM kalyANa karavA samartha che. 'IriyAvahiyA'nI eka kriyAe aImuttAne kevaLajJAna apAvI dIdhuM. ApaNe karela kriyAothI uddhAra na thayo ane nAnakaDI kriyAe mahAna kAma karAvI dIdhuM enA rahasyanuM udghATana karatA upA. zrI yazovijyajI ma. kahI rahyA che ATalI moTI sAdhanA niSphaLa gaI enuM kAraNa kayuM? kriyArUpa auSadha levA chatA bhAvarUpa roga na gayo kAraNa? kriyAnI aMdara AvatI asthiratA. kriyArUpa auSadhano koI ja doSa nathI. jaDIbuTTI to ja saphaLa thAya jo roganA bIjano nAza thAya. aMtaranA rAga-dveSa dUra karavA nathI pachI kriyAo saphaLa kema thAya? mana-vacana-kAyAnI traNa peDhI che. tame sAmAyika laIne beThA cho ane acAnaka tyAre koIne tame tamAco mAro cho? sAheba! sAmAyika lIdhA pachI ubhA paNa na thaIe. sAmAyikamAM tame koIne gALa Apo cho? mahArAja! tyAre to mauna hoya che. 100 TakAmAMthI 33 TakA kAyAnA mArka tamane maLyA. 33 TakA vacananA mArka paNa tamane maLI gayA. AkhA sAmAyikamAM kharAba vicAra Ave che? sAheba! Ama to sArA ja vicAro Ave che paNa vacce mana kayAMka pharavA cAlyuM jAya che. eTale mananA 10 TakA mArga maLyA. mAtra * 98 *

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25 TakA losamAM gayA. 100 mAMthI 75 guNa to tamane maLyA 35 Take to garvamenTa paNa pAsa kare che to tamane to 75 TakA mArka maLyA. 75 TakA maLatA hoya to e sAmAyika niSphaLa gaI ema kema kahevAya? suratamAM dhIrubhAI nAme zrAvaka. temaNe eka mahinA mATe sAmAyika karavAno niyama lIdho. sAthe sAthe e divasa daramyAna sAmAyika na thAya to 100 rU. no daMDa rAkhyo. mahinA pachI dhIrubhAIne pUchayuM kema cAle che sAmAyika? mahArAja sAheba! biskula TAIma ja maLato nathI. 2500 rU no daMDa thayo che. to have AvatA mahinA mATe niyama choDI devAno vicAra che ke? nA re nA sAheba sAmAyika na choDAya. daMDa vadhArI Apo. keTalA? 1000 rUA. karI nAkho. sAheba! hajI sAmAyikamAM svAdadarzana nathI thayuM. tyAM sudhI ene choDavuM to nathI ja. be varasa mATenI pratijJA svIkArI lIdhI. be varasa bAda AjIvana sAmAyikano niyama svIkArI lIdho ane sAmAyikano daMDa 10,000 rU. karI dIdho. pachI dhIrubhAInA zabdo ja sAMbhaLo. sAheba! sAmAyika karu chuM tyAre aMdarathI puNiyA zrAvakanI anubhUti thAya che. prathama rasapUrvaka sAmAyika karo pachI sAmAyikanA phaLanI khabara paDe pachI ekAkAra banIne sAmAyika karAya to tanAvanI sthiti kayAreya na Ave ane suMdara sAmAyika karyAnI anubhUti thAya. - zrImaMtAI ane garIbInA lAbha ane nukazAna jema magajamAM jaDabezalAka besI gayA che evI ja rIte paDyuM ane pApanA nukazAna magajamAM goThavI do pachI puNya kayAM vinA nahIM rahI zakAze ane pApane choDayA vinA nahI rahevAya. dhAro ke tame bahAragAma gayA cho. tyAM tamArI pAse rahelA paisA khUTI jAya che paNa tamArI pAse keDITakArDa che. A kreDITakArDano artha zuM? jayAre paisA khUTe ne kArDa batAvIne ke game tyAre mANasa paisA/vastu meLavI zake. paralokamAM kreDITakArDa laI javA dharmamAM zraddhA rAkhavI paDe che. adhama - beAbarU thavAnA daSTikoNathI kharAba na kare. madhyama - paraloka na bagaDe mATe kharAba na kare. uttama - svabhAvathI ja pApa choDI de che. aneka kAraNothI bacI jAya che. adhama mANasa paNa paramAtmAnA darzana kare to paNa pApathI bacI jAya. jagatamAM tame sudharI zako evo ekaja * 99 *

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khUNo che te che phakta tamAruM aMtaHkaraNa. tAraka evI dharmakriyAnI jabbara tAkAta che. kriyA bhale nAnI paNa e bahumAna ane ahobhAvathI karAya to na dhArelA pariNAma jovA maLe. amane khabara che ke ame lIdhelA saMyamathI hamaNAM to mokSa nathI maLavAno paNa dhairyatA TakAvI rAkhI che, A bhave nahIM to AvatA koI bhavamAM pariNAma to Apaze ja. sAdhanA sukhanuM kAraNa bane ke na bane paNa prasannatAnuM kAraNa bane ja che. dharmasAdhanA karye ja jAo. pariNAmanI ciMtA na karo. na eka benane chellA sTejanuM kensara hatuM. mAMgalika saMbhaLAvavA eka bhAI mahArAjajIne laI gayA. rastAmAM bhAI mahArAjane kahe che ke sAheba! emane vedanA to eTalI badhI che ke vAta na pUcho. paNa samAdhi mArvelasa che. hospiTalamAM vhoMcyA. sAdhubhagavaMtane joI bahena ubhA thaI gayA. paNa emano eka hAya kAnanI nIce hato. gaLAnuM kensara hatuM. mAMgalika pUjyazrIe saMbhaLAvyuM. emanA palaMga sAme pArzvanAthanI chabI hatI. mahArAje pUchyuM, bena! vedanA thAya che. sAheba! vedanA ApavAnuM kAma to karmanuM che. mAre to zaMkhezvara sAhibo sAco, bIjAno Asaro kAco. basa, huM ne mArA pArasanAtha. mahArAje bAjumAM ubhelA bhAIne pUchyuM A hAtha kema Ama rAkhe che? sAheba e jagyAethI lAla ne sapheda kIDA paDe che. mahArAje kahyuM, mAre jovA che. rUmAla haTAvyo to sAce ja jIvaDA hatA. mahArAje benane pUchyuM, kAMI kahevuM che? sAheba! maravAnuM to mAre che ja mota najIka che paNa eka divasa paNa saMyama jIvana...sAdhvI veSa paNa maLyo hota to AnaMda thAta...mahArAja upAzraye padhArI gayA. sAMje pratikramaNa bAda pelA bhAIne bahenanI zAtA pUchI tyAre pelA bhAI kahe, sAheba bena to gayA. ApanA gayA bAda pIDA vadhAre thaI. emanI samAdhi jabarI. TiphinanA DabbAo dharIne ubhA hatA. khUba jaMtu nIkaLe paNa pote cAreya AhArane vosirAvI dIdhela... phakta eka ja gIta hoThe rahela...zaMkhezvara sAheba sAco. padArtha pratye haLavAphUla banavAnI A TrIka che. patnI sAthe vAMku paDyuM. RNAnubaMdha pUro thayo. dikaro mAnato nathI. ciMtA ochI. roga pedA thayozarIranI azuddhi bahAra nIkaLI...Ama vicAro to haLavAphUla thaI jaze saMbaMdhone eNsorTa karI do. bhartRharI saMbaMdhamAM aTavAyA che. jharUkhA nIce UbhA rahIne hAthIe sUDha UMcI karI. rANI enA AdhAre 100 *

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nIce utarI gaI. mahAvata kahe che roja vahelI Ave che Aje moDI kema AvI? rAjA jAgatA hatA. rAjA jAgatA hatA to zuM thayuM? huM tArI rAha joI thAkI gayo chuM. kahetA hAthIne bAMdhavAnI lokhaMDanI sAMkaLa laI phaTakAravA lAgyo. bIjIvAra AvuM nahIM thAya. huM roja cokkasa vahelI AvI jaIza. mahAvata mArato jAya che. rAjAne bhayaMkara gusso caDyo che. daravAjAnI pAchaLa ubho rahIne badhuM jue che. gussAthI talavAra laIne mArI nAkhavA AgaLa vadhe che tyAM vicAra Ave che jouM to kharo, AgaLa zuM thAya che? rAjA dhruje che. cAra paga AgaLa vadhI pAcho pharyo. piMgaLA mahAvatanA paga pakaDIne beThI che. emanA bhAvo joI rAjAnuM magaja cakarAI jAya che. rANI paroDha thatAMnI pahelA rAjamahelamAM AvI gaI. rAjA potAnA AvAsamAM pAcho Avyo. rAjAnA aMtaramAM kALI baLatarA uThI che. rAtanuM bhayaMkara dazya najara sAme pharakyA kare che. rAjA savAra paDatA eka kamaLanuM phUla laIne rANI pAse AvyA. rANIne sAMkaLano mAra vAgelo hovAthI aMgeaMgamAM pIDA che. rAjA AvyA eTale rAjAne joI moDhA uparathI vedanAne adazya karavA mATe khoTuM smita pragaTa kare che. rAjA rANI pAse AvyA. le A phUla. mane nathI joItuM. mArA hAthathI tane ApuM chuM. mArAthI uThAze nahi. thAkI gaI cho. hA. rAjAe kamaLanA phUlathI dhImethI mAryuM... o marI gaI... e pramANe rANI cIsa pADe che. rAjA pUche che sukomaLa rANI tane A kamaLano mAra vAge che? hA. kamaLanA mArathI mArA aMgaaMgamAM baLatarA utpanna thaI gaI...rAjA kahe che, mane aphasosa che mArA kamaLano mAra vAge che ane ... khyAla rAkhajo.... varasonI doDadhAma pachI UbhI karelI AbarU maraNa pachInA bIjA divase peparamAM AvatI cAra lITInI zraddhAMjalimAM sImita thaI, bIjA divase pastImAM rUpAMtarIta thAya che.

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( 4 jJAnamArga-bhaktimArga-vairAgyamArga kyo rAha pasaMda che? lAcAranI lAcArIno lAbha le te mANasa nathI. cImanI hoya to dIvaDo bUjhAto nathI. bhaktinI cImanI hoya to manano divaDo bUjhAze nahIM. * saMbaMdha hoya tyAM bhUla joI zakAya che paNa jayAM samarpaNa hoya tyAM bhUla dekhAtI nathI. mAchalI pANImAMthI bahAra Ave to bagalAno zikAra bane tema sAdhu dhyAnamAMthI bahAra Ave to saMsArano zikAra bane. * jayAM hoya ane hallo ja hoya tyAM hAyahAya hoya paNa jayAM praNAma ane namaskAra che tyAM ja camatkAra che. morDana banavAmAM saMskRtinI korDana tUTI che. * manane sthira karavAnA traNa mArga-jJAnamArga-bhaktimArga-vairAgyamArga. * gajavAmAM Ijekazane rAkhavAthI tAva na jAya tema mAtra jinavANI TapakAvavAthI bhavaroga na jAya. mahAna jJAnI bhagavaMta zrI upAdhyAyajI mahArAja jJAnasAranA trIjA aSTakamAM sthiratAnI mahattA samajAvI rahyA che. sAdhanA/upAsanAnI nAnI paNa kriyA tAranArI banI zake che. kriyArUpa auSadhamAM sthiratAnI jaDIbuTTInI AvazyakatA che. aMtaranI zuddhi vagara karelI kriyA chANa uparanA lIpaNA barAbara thaze. masjidanI aMdara namAja paDhatAM pahelA tyAM kuMDamAM rahelA pANIthI mukhazuddhi karavAno rivAja hoya che. roja krama pramANe badhA maulavIjInI hAjarImAM namAja paDhavA Ave. eka bhAIe AvIne maulavIjIne kahyuM. maulavI sAheba pANImAMthI khUba ja vAsa Ave che. to kogaLA kevI rIte karuM? be-cAra bAldIo bharIne pANI bahAra nAMkhI do. eNe tema karyuM. bIjA divase AvIne e ja vAta. 10 bAlTIo pANI bahAra DhoLI do. bhale. trIjA divase AvIne bhAI kahevA lAgyA "maulavI sAheba bhayaMkara durgadha AvI rahI che. 100 bAldI pANI hojamAMthI bahAra vahAvI do. eka bhAI kuMDa tarapha jaIne AvyA ane maulavIjIne kahyuM, Apa jarA kuMDamAM najara = * 102 -

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karo. joyuM to kuMDamAM eka mareluM kutaruM hatuM. hojamAMthI kutaruM bahAra kADhayA vinA durgaMdha jAya nahIM. kutaruM aMdara paDyu haze ane 100 nI 1000 bAldI pANI bahAra DhoLI daIzuM to paNa ApaNI durgaMdha TaLavAnI nathI. ApaNA aMtaranA zalya dUra karIne mAnasika zuddhi meLavavI ati Avazyaka che. zArirIka zuddhinuM lakSa Aja sudhI jALavyuM paNa eTaluM lakSa mAnasika zuddhi tarapha A jIve nathI ApyuM. gujarAtanA eka kavie sarasa gAyuM che ke, aMtarake AyanekI jaba saphAI ho jAyegI, bAdazAhI to kayAM khuda khudAI mila jAyegI. kriyAo karatA thoDuM pANI ochuM thaze paNa durgaMdha dUra nahIM thAya. mAre rAgadveSa dUra karavA che. mohajanita asthiratA dUra karavI che. ApaNuM mana asthira che. manane sthira karavA jJAna-bhakti-vairAgyanA koIpaNa eka mArgamAM cAlyA jAo. zreSTha mArga paramAtma bhaktino che. doDatuM mana ApaNA kaMTrolamAM Avaze. mana jayAM sudhI ApaNA hAthamAM nahIM Ave tyAM sudhI saravALo nahIM Ave. jJAna-bhakti ane vairAgya dvArA caMcaLa manane paNa nizcala karI zakAya che. paMDita maMDanamizra graMthanuM sarjana karI rahyA che. graMthasarjanamAM magna banelA paMDita mizranA 16 varSa pasAra thayA tyAre graMtha pUrNa thayo. graMthayAtrA samApta thaI have A graMthane zuM nAma ApavuM enI vicAradhArAmAM paMDitajI khovAyelA hatA. samI sAMje eka strI AvI bUjhAyelA dIvAnI aMdara tela pUre che. koNa cho tame? mArI rUmamAM tame kema dAkhala thayA? huM ApanI ardhAMganA. mArA dharmapatnI cho tame? zuM mArA lagna thayelA? AjathI 16 varSa pahelA tamArI sAthe lagna karI A gharamAM AvI chuM. paMDita maMDanamizra kahe che, tamAruM nAma zuM? mAruM nAma bhAmati. he bhAmati! mArA graMthamAM sahAyaka banavAno sauthI moTo phALo tAro che. A graMthane zuM nAma ApavuM e vicArato hato. A graMtha 'bhAmati' tArA nAmathI amara banaze. magnatA konI vadhAre? tArI ke mArI? jJAnamAM huM uMDo utaryo. tuM eka dharmapatni tarIke mArI bhaktimAM masta banI. 16 varSa pasAra karyA. rAjA rAmanI pAchaLa sItA jaMgalamAM cAlI nIkaLelA. laMkA jItIne rAmajI pAchA AyodhyA Ave che tyAre lakSmaNa-bharata badhAne rAma bheTa Ape che. laMkAvijyamAM jeno moTo phALo hato evA hanumAnajIne bolAvyA. tamArI sahAyathI ja laMkA jItI zakyA. hanumAnajI tamAruM mana taiyAra thAya e jagyA batAvo. e jagyA huM tamane ApI dauM. rAmajInI AjJA thatA hanumAnajI eka khUNAmAM besI raDavA lAgyA. lakSmaNa vicAre che ke hanumAna kema raDe che. rAmane bolAve che. rAma kahe che tamane ApeluM zuM ochuM lAgyuM? nA. to tame AnaMdanA avasare raDo * 103 *

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cho kema? huM mArA mAlikanI AjJA pUrI karI zakato nathI. meM evI koI AjJA karI nathI. hanumAnajI kahe che, Ape jaNAvyuM tAruM mana paDe e jagyA huM tane ApuM paNa meM to kayAranuMya mana ApanA caraNomAM samarpita karI dIdhuM che. to huM mana paDe evI vAtano kevI rIte amala karuM? samarpaNa che tyAM zarata nathI. sodo hoya tyAM zarata hoya che. jyAre paNa tyAre DAyavorsanI vAta nahotI. AryasaMskRtinA vahevAro ane maryAdAo paNa alaga kakSAnI hatI. ApaNuM moTuM pazcima tarapha thayuM che tyArathI pUrva tarapha jovAnuM bhUlI gayA chIe. Aje morDana banavAmAM saMskRtinI korDana tUTI rahI che. AjanA morDana jamAnAmAM arasaparasa maLo toya pahelA hAya ane hallo sivAya kazuM nahi pachI hAyahAya ja hoya ne tamArA jIvanamAM. praNAma ane namaskAra hoya tyAM camatkAra hoya. Aje mANasa mANasane maLato nathI enI Imejane maLe che. mAruM mana to kayArathI ApanA caraNamAM mUkI dIdhuM che, A hanumAnajInI bhavya vicAradhArA che. manane paramatattvamAM samarpaNa karavA dvArA paNa mana kaMTrolamAM AvI zake. rasto game te hoya paNa je lakSa che tyAM pahoMcavuM mahattvanuM che, pachI game tyAMthI jAo. hindustAnanA saMnyAsI amerikA gayA. jayAM utarelA enA bAjunA ja gharamAM eka bena gujarI gayA. saMta enA gharamAM jaIne bhAIne AzvAsanarUpa zabdomAM kahevA lAgyA, bhAI raDatA nahi. pelA bhAI kahe zuM kAma raDuM? kema AvuM bolo cho? mArI A chaThThI patni hatI. keTalI pAchaLa raDuM? mana bhaTake che tethI duHkhI thAya che. saMskRtinA rivAja paNa bodhadAyI hatA. lagna vakhate je cAMdalo karAya che tenuM rahasya e che ke eka sivAya badhAne AjathI mA-bena tarIke svIkAryA- evI bhAvanAnuM A cAMdalo sanmAna che. mana jenuM sthira tyAM zAMti. mana jenuM asthira tyAM azAMti. eka prasiddha mANasa mRtyu pAmyA tyAre sagA snehIoe zokasabhA goThavI. badhA e bhAI vize be-traNa vAkyo bolavA lAgyA. A ApaNA zreSThI khUba ja udAra hatA. khAnadAnIno mobho jALavI rAkhyo hato. bhagavAna emanA AtmAne zAMti Ape. 25-30 vyaktioe zraddhAMjali arpaNa karatA chevaTe badhAnuM ja vAkya samAna. prabhu, emanA AtmAne zAMti Ape! koIe ema na kahyuM ke bhagavAna emanI lADI-vADIgADI ke phaleTa Ape. ahIMya e bhAI pAse badhuM ja hatuM. phakta zAMti nahIM hoya mATe badhAe prabhu AgaLa emanA mATe zAMti mAMgI. kharuM ne? zAMti haze to badhuM ja che. jayAM sudhI mana sthira nahIM bane tyAM sudhI zAMti nahIM maLe. gharamAM keTalA badhA seTa chatAM rahenAro apaseTa. amArI pAse koI seTa na hovA chatAM pUrA seTa chIe. jenuM mana sthira thayuM te pUro sukhI. mana sthira na thAya to sAdhu paNa duHkhI. sAdhunI khumArI mastI enI nispRhatAmAM che. = * 104 *

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yogI bhale na bano paNa upayogI bano.... bheda che tyAM kheda che ane kheda che tyAM zAMtino cheda che. sthitaprajJa e che jenI prajJA jaya parAjaya ke lAbhAlAbhamAM sthira rahe. - cothImAM pheIla thanAra cothImAM rahe, trIjImAM pheIla thanAra bIjImAM jato nathI paNa manuSyajanma pAmI pheIla thanAra TheTha nIce narakanigodamAM paNa pahocI jAya. kAyA badalavI sahelI che paNa mAyA badalavI muzkela che. sthAna badalavuM saheluM che paNa dhyAna badalavuM muzkela che. je cIja samavasaraNamAM na maLe te kayAreka khATalAmAM sUtA sUtA maLe jo mAnasika adhyavasAya UcA hoya to. (avadhijJAna-AnaMda zrAvaka) kiyAe karma, pariNAme baMdha ane upayoge dharma che. yogI kadAca na bano to paNa upayogI to bano. game tevA pAtra-padArtha ane paristhitimAM jenuM mana khinna na thAya. dIna na thAya tenuM nAma yogI. karmabaMdhanano AdhAra paristhiti nathI paNa mana:sthiti che. cIjanI mAvajata jarUrI paNa mamatva binajarUrI. jinazAsananA marmane trIjA aSTakathI samajAvatA upAdhyAjI mahArAja jaNAvI rahyA che. jeo mana-vacana-kAyAnI sthiratAnA ekAMgIbhAvane dhAraNa karI beThA che teo yogIo hoya che. sthiratAne dhAraNa karanArA yogIone raNa-araNya-ula-mahela-zahera-gAmamAM hoya to paNa AnaMda Ave che. jaMgala ke mahelano bheda nathI naDato. bhedano khyAla Ave to kheda thAya che. bheda jene dekhAya tene kheda thAya che ne tyAM zAMtino cheda thAya che. jethI ApaNAmAM rahelI bhedadaSTi dUra karavI joIe. gItAmAM paNa sthitaprajJa yogIonI vAta kahI che jenI prajJA jayaparAjaya ke lAbhalAbhamAM sthira rahe, samatola rahe, sthitaprajJa yogIone samaktidaSTi paNa kahI zakAya. jayAM najaranI aMdara bheda to moharAjAnA gharamAM kheda, jJAnI bhagavAna kahe che - kuNa kaMcana, kurNa dArA, zItala jina * 105 -

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mohe pyArA. AvA yogIo kyAreya dIna na thAya. game tevA padArtha pAchaLa lIna na thAya. game tevI paristhitimAM khinna na thAya. pAtra game tevuM Ave, pAtrane kevI rIte levuM te ApaNA hAthamAM che. abheda banavA mATe bhedathI dUra thavuM paDaze. pUjaka Ave ane niMdaka Ave. dA.ta. pArzvaprabhu pAse kamaTha Avyo ke dharaNendra Avyo emanA mATe banne samAna.yogIo kamaLa jevA hoya che. maLabharyA-vamaLabharyA jaLamAM rahevA chatAM nirmaLa rahe. kamaLanI jema nirmaLa rahetI vyaktine koIpaNa paristhiti durthAna nathI karAvI zaktI. abhedadaSTi e sthiratA. nAnakaDI paristhitithI paNa ArtadhyAna thAya to e thaI mananI asthiratA. daSTimAMthI bhedapaNuM dUra thaI jAya to pAyo majabUta thaI jAya pachI game tevI ghaTanAono ghA lAge chatAM kheda thato nathI. gajasukumAlanA mAthe kheranA aMgArAnI pAghaDI koNe bAMdhI? sasarA -sagA ke pArakA? jayAM abhedadaSTi AvI che tyAM koI halacala nathI. samatA ane sthiratA che. tethI ja kevaLajJAna maLe che. samatA hoya to khInatAdInatA hotI nathI. phoTo paDAvavA gayA ho ane te vakhate chIMka AvI jAya to? mAtra kAyAnI asthiratA paNa phoTo barAbara AvavA na de to adhyAtmakSetre asthiratApaNuM ApaNane sArA dekhADaze? AnaMda zrAvakane tyAM gaNadhara gautamasvAmI padhAryA tyAre kaMI AnaMda zrAvake gahuMlI nahotI kADhI, khamAsamaNA ApIne vaMdana nahotuM karyuM. AnaMda zrAvakanA zarIre khUba azAtA vedanA hovAthI uThI paNa nahotA zakatA tethI temanI AMkhe AMsu AvI gayA. gautama svAmIne mananA akhUTa bhAvothI padhAro kahI aMdara bolAve che. AnaMda zrAvaka cAra jJAnanA dhaNI evA gautamasvAmIne kahe che mane ATaluM avadhijJAna thayuM che. gautama svAmI kahe che ke zrAvakane ATaluM kayAMthI? bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM je cIja na maLI te AnaMdane khATalAmAM sUtA sUtA prApta thaI gaI. svasthatAmAM na maLyuM te bimArImAM maLI gayuM. A badhuM ja mananI sthiratAno ajaba-gajabano pariNAma che. AdhyAtmika jagatamAM AMkhano AMdhaLo hoya tene kevaLajJAna thAya paNa hRdayano AMdhaLo hoya tene kevaLajJAna na thAya. gAma ane jaMgalanI aMdara jenuM mana sthira che, tene bAhya paristhiti AMtarika jIvanamAM kAMIpaNa pheraphAra karI zakatI nathI. je hetuM saMsArano che te ja hetu mokSano che. jenAthI saMsArasAgara tarI zakAya enAthI ja coryAsInA cakkaramAM pharI zakAya. lagnanI corImAM patnino hAtha hAthamAM che. tyAre guNasAgarane zuM thayu? kevaLajJAna paMcAzakamAM * 106 -

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samakti vize kahe che "saMsAre tanu mokSe citta." zarIra saMsAramAM mana mokSamAM vyAkhyAnamAM besIe chIe ema nahI paNa vyAkhyAna tamArA haiyAmAM besavuM joIe. pravacanano eka akSara paNa haiyAmAM besI jAya to beDo pAra thaI jAya. zrAvaka saMsAramAM kAyapAtti hoya cittapatti na hoya, kAyA saMsAramAM hoya paNa mana to aLaguM ja hoya. AdhyAtmika duniyAmAM paristhiti karatA manaHsthiti para karmabaMdhanano AdhAra vadhAre che. kriyAe karma, pariNAme baMdha ane upayoge dharma che. jainadarzanamAM be vyaktinI kriyA ekasarakhI chatAM karmabaMdha thavAmAM pharaka che. ApaNA dezamAM bahurUpiyAo AvatA hatA te rUpa badalI badhAne manoraMjana karAvatA hatA. Aje muMbaImAM tamane suMdara paNa suMdara rola bhajavatA AvaDe ne? eka ja divase siddhacakra pUjana, lagna ane prArthanA hoya. vyakti lagnamAM jAya to moDhA upara bharapura AnaMdamAM AvI jAya, khuzAlI vyakta kare. tyAMthI ko'kanI prArthanAmAM jAya to moTuM valakhuM pADI nAMkhe. prArthanAmAM jaI kharakharo paNa karI Ave. gaIkAla bhUlI jAo paNa AvatIkAla to evI hovI joIe. jemAM bhagavAnanI AjJAno bhaMga na thato hoya. kapALe kesarano cAMdalo karI mAthe kolasAnI bhUkI kayAreya na lagAvatA. ArAdhanA ochI thAya te calAvI levAya paNa bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana na thAya te na cAle. gaIkAlanA pApa upara jayAre pazcAtApa jAge tyAre ja AgaLa vadhAre. AcAra-vicAranI saMvAditA avazya hovI joIe. dahANumAM eka chokaro cetana kAMkarIyA enA pitA maganabhAI sAthe pravacanamAM Avyo hato. pravacana sAMbhaLIne ghare gayA. emanA gharamAM rAtre bhojananI prathA 8 thI 9.30 vacce samUhamAM 8-10 jaNA jame. jamavAno samaya thayo cetana kahe bA jamavuM nathI. maganabhAI kahe mane bhUkha nathI. be vyaktionI rasoI bagaDI. bIje divase kAkA-bApA pravacanamAM AvyA. rAtanA 8 jaNAnI rasoI bagaDI. gharanI strIo kahe che be divasathI kema koI jamatA nathI. rAtribhojana jevuM koI pApa nathI. janma jaina ApaNe AvuM vartana karIe e zobhAspada nathI tyAre cetananI bA kahe che mArA manamAM paNa keTalAya divasothI rAtribhojana baMdha karavAnI vicAraNA hatI paraMtu parivArane anukULa thaI rahevuM paDatuM hatuM. rasoI bagaDe enI ciMtA nahotI paNa AtmA bagaDe enI ciMtA hatI. AkhuM kuTuMba AtmahitaciMtAthI rAtribhojananuM tyAgI banyuM. cIja mATe cittane nahi bagADatA. bAvaLIyAnA rakSaNa mATe kalpavRkSane na ukheDAya. eka dharmiSTha zrAvaka saMsAramAMthI vidAya = * 100 *

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thayA. emanI sAthe ArAdhanA karanArA keTalAka bhAIo hatA. A zrAvako upAzrayamAM jaI jayAre sAmAyika- pratikramaNa karatA tyAre e samaye eka garoLI sthApAcAryajInI AjubAju pharyA kare. dUra karavA game teTalA prayatno kare paNa e tyAMthI khasatI nahotI. ekavAra jJAnI bhagavaMta padhAryA. zrAvakoe vAta karI. bhagavaMte kahyuM-sthApanAcAryajImAM kiMmatI ratno che. A garoLI e bIjA koI nahIM paNa tamArI sAthe ArAdhanA karatA bhAI je hamaNA A bhavamAMthI vidAya thayA te che. bhAIo! A saMsAramAM vyavahArika abhyAsa karato bALaka cothImAM pheIla thAya to kayAM jAya? cothImAM ja rahe che. trIjI ke bIjImAM jato nathI. jinazAsana kahe che manuSya jiMdagInI aMdara pheIla thanArA kayAM jaze enI koI geraMTI nathI. eka mAtra jaDano prema dharmiSTha vyaktine kayAM laI gayo. A nazvara cIjanAM mamatvae pavitra jIvanane raphedaphe karI nAkhyuM. Aje ja gharamAM svarga utAro. badhA vinA cAle paNa darzana-ArAdhanApUjana-sAmAyika vinA na cAle. ATaluM karazo to gharamAM hoLI che enI jagyAe divALI pragaTaze. saMpattinI relamachela... sagavaDonI vaNajhAra... padArthonA khaDakalA.. jamAvelI pratiSThA. jAlIma mAMdagI vacce svasthatA ApI zakaze? to eka kAma karo. zrImaMtAImAM namratA lAvo... saphaLatAmAM sajjanatA TakAvI rAkho. niSphaLatAmAM durjanatAnA zikAra na bano.. jIvana dhanya banAvo. - - 108 -

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sAdhatA "EASY nathI, siddhi "QUICK nathI, hajAro mAIlanI bahiryAtrA sulabha che paNa eka IMca jeTalI aMtaryAtrA bahu muzkela che. bahiryAtrAmAM puNya kAma kare che, aMtaryAtrAmAM dharma kAma kare che. atIta ane anAgatanI smRtiomAMthI bahAra nIkaLazo tyAre ja vartamAnanI anubhUti thaze. che. jenI najara sAme mAtra A lokanA ja sukho che te sukhArthI che, jenI najara sAme paralokanA sukho che te puNyArthI ane jenI najara sAme sukha nahi paNa sadguNo che te AtmArthI che. sAdhanA EASY nathI ane siddhi QUICK nathI ATalI vAta khyAlamAM rAkho. che samasyAne khatama karavAnuM kAma puNya kare che paNa samasyAne pedA ja na karavAnuM kAma dharma kare che. asthiratAnA pratibaMdhaka tattvo traNa che : prabhutva, svAmitva ane mamatva. mahAna jJAnI upAdhyAyajI mahArAja jJAnasAgaramAM 'sthiratA' aSTakamAM mahattvanI preraNA ApI pramAdathI bacAvI jIvana sAdhanAno prAsAda banAvI rahyA che. bhavothI A bahiryAtrA cAlu che. eka DagaluM paNa aMtaryAtrA thAya e bhAvanAthI tattva samajAvI rahyA che. atIta ane anAgatanA vaLagaNamAMthI bahAra nIkaLatA ja vartamAnanI anubhUti thavA mAMDe che. sUratamAM eka jhaverI dararoja pUjA karavA jAya. 9 thI 12 no samaya emano nakkI. pUjA bAda peDhIe jAya. eka divasa munimajIe kahyuM, zeThajI tame 9 thI 12 pUjA karavA jAo cho tyAre be-traNa vAra moTA gharAko AvyA. be traNa lAkhano sodo thaI jAta. Apa pUjA karIne vahelA Avo to sAruM. zeTha kahe che ema vAta che kAMI vAMdho nahi. AjathI tamAre paNa 12 vAgyA pachI AvIne ja dukAna kholavAnI. zeThano javAba sAMbhaLI munima to kaMI na bolyA paNa ApaNe hoIe to? AvuM kaMI kAma hoya = * 109 *

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to mane bolAvI leje. aMtara badalavuM bahu jarUrI che. kAyA badalavI sahelI paNa mAyA badalavI muzkela che. sthAna badalavuM saheluM paNa dhyAna badalavuM muzkela. dhyAna badalAya to sRSTi badalAI jAya. dukAna khullI hoya to 9 thI 12 nA samayamAM kyAreka vicAra AvavAno saMbhava che ke dukAne koI gharAka Avyo haze to? paramAtmAnA pavitra sthAnamAM mArA dhyAnamAM, pUjAmAM bhaMga paDe. mATe havethI tame 12 vAgyA pachI ja dukAna kholajo. siddhatva eTale zuM? AtmAnI saMpUrNa sthiratA e ja siddhatva. sthiratA AtmAno guNa che. dahIMvaDA khAvA che to dahIM banAvavuM paDaze. dahIM kayAre bane? dUdha sthira thAya tyAre. phoTo kyAre sAro Ave? zarIra sthira thAya tyAre. lAkho rU. nA sodAmAM mAruM mana asthira bane to mArI pUjA bagaDe. jJAnI bhagavaMta kahe che ke nakkI samajI rAkhajo dhaMdho bagaDe to hajI cAle paNa jIvana nA bagaDavuM joIe. A jIve dUdhanI, anAjanI, athANAnI ciMtA karI paNa kyAreya AtmAnI ciMtA karI? cA bagaDe to savAra bagaDe, pApaDa bagaDe to jamaNa bagaDe, athANuM bagaDe to varasa bagaDe, gharanI koI vyakti bagaDe to jIvana bagaDe ane AtmA bagaDe to bhavobhava bagaDe. bhavobhava ApaNI sAthe rahenAra AtmAnI ciMtA keTalI? cIja mATe citta na bagaDe te khyAla rAkhajo. jIvanamAM 14 pUrvano abhyAsa karanAra evA 14 pUrvadhArI paNa kAMIka kAraNasara anaMtakAlIna nigodamAM DhasaDAI gayA kAraNa kayAMya AvI gayelI asthiratA. sADInI dukAnamAM gayA. levAnI to 1 ke 2 che paNa jovAnI 25-30. sukSmadaSTi keLavo. dharmatattvane samajo. 25-30 sADImAMthI be pasaMda karI bIjI para tamane dveSa ne? sUkSma gaNita mananA che. game te paNa ArtadhyAna ane na game te paNa ArtadhyAna. koIpaNa sADI paheravA sAthe matalaba che. | jinazAsananI paraMparAnA eka yogI mahAtmA nAma buTerAyajI. mulacaMdajI mahArAja gocarI vahorIne AvyA. buTerAyajIne gocarIno pAtra Apyo. buTerAyajI pAtro laIne pIvA lAgyA. mulA...Idhara Ao. mulacaMdajI ma. ne mulA kahIne bolAvatA hatA. aMdara gurutattvano prema samAyelo hato. bhAvanagaranA divAna prabhAzaMkara paTTaNInA mAtuzrI gujarI gayA. zokasabhA rAkhavAmAM AvI. ghaNA darabArIo-snehIo AvyA. prabhAzaMkara ekadhAruM raDI rahyA che. tamArA jevAne raDavuM zobhe nahi, gharaDuM pAna kharI paDyuM. tyAre prabhAkara kahe tamArA mATe bhale e pILuM pAna hatuM paraMtu mAre mATe "mA" hatI. AvatIkAle prabho kahIne bolAvaze koNa? beTA prabho sAMbhaLavAmAM je AnaMda ( 110 - -

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Avato hato te prabhAzaMkara paTTaNI sAheba sAMbhaLavamAM nahIM Ave. cIjanuM mulya bahu judI cIja che. vastuno bhAva e paNa judI cIja che. mulA... yaha kayA lekara AyA hai? roja khaTTI khaTTI kaDhI lAtA thA Aja mIThI kaDhI kaise lekara AyA hai? mahArAja kaDhI nathI paNa dUdhapAka che. vastunA bhedanI jANakArI hovA chatAM STimAM bheda na Ave. jIvanamAM Dagale ne pagale kheda na joIto hoya to bheda dUra karo. ApaNane cAmAM sAkara na hoya to garama thaI jaIe chIe. jinatattvanA rahasyo hRdayamAM dhAraNa karI lo. ATaluM gaNita hRdayamAM kotarI lo ke cIja mATe cittane kayAreya bagaDavA devuM nathI. padArtha mATenuM mamatva ochuM karo. cIja e to mAtra A janmanI che. koIka kavie suMdara paMkti lakhI che mulko ke bAdazAha the, duniyA ke zahenazAha the, jaba duniyAse gaye taba khAlI hAtha che. cittanI sthiratA joItI hoya to rAga-dveSa ochA karI nAMkho. vastunI mAvajata e judI vastu che paNa mamatva e judI vastu che. mamatva che tyAM karmabaMdha che. ApaNA jIvananA sUryanA kiraNo tejamAMthI aMdhArAmAM na aTavAI jAya eno khyAla rAkhavo jarUrI che. piMgaLAnuM mana asthira thayuM mATe ja bhayaMkara sthiti sarjAI. piMgaLAnuM mana rAjA uparathI mahAvata upara gayuM. mananI sthiratA gaI. rAjAe piMgaLAnI pITha upara kamaLanA phUlano halako prahAra karyo rANI cIsa pADI uThI. tane A kamaLano mAra vAgyo? hA vAgyo. jiMdagImAM meM koIno mAra nathI khAdho eTaluM Aje vAgyuM che ke baLe che. tane A premathI kamaLa aDADyuM te vAge che ane mahAvatanI lokhaMDanI sAMkaLano mAra vAgyo enI koI asara nahi. A sAMbhaLI rANI dhrujavA lAgI. vAsanA ane vaphAdArI vacce vera che. rAjA kahe che joI lIdhI tane! Aja divasa sudhI tArA sivAya mArA mATe bIjuM koI nahotuM. Aje mane sAcI samajaNa maLI. kharekhara, A duniyAmAM koI koInuM saguM nathI. rAjA kahe che rANI na joIe, mahAvata na joIe ane e hAthI paNa na joIe. mahAvata ane piMgalAne hAthI para besADI sainikone Adeza karyo A hAthIne sauthI UMcA pahADa upara caDAvo. vizALa janamedanI umaTI che. loko taLeTIe ubhA che. hAthIne parvatanI Toce caDAvyo che. rAjAe Adeza Apyo have hAthIne nIce gabaDAvI do. traNemAMthI koIpaNa na joIe. krodha Ave che tyAre vivekadRSTi baMdha thAya che. hajAro lAkho - @ 111 *

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naranArIo A dazya joI rahyA che. hAthIne khINamAM gabaDAvo. mane A traNene chuMdAtA jovA che. Aveza bahu khataranAka che. premane tyAga vinA phAvatuM nathI tema anurAgane abhyAsa vinA cAlatuM nathI. eka cAturmAsamAM upara holamAM mahArAja sAheba beThA hatA tyAre eka bhAI paccakhkhANa levA AvyA. paccakhkhANa pachI kahe sAheba, nIce eka be sAmAyikamAM beThA che temaNe mane paisA ApyA che. mAsakSamaNanA tapa karanArane ApavAnA che. keTalA jaNa che? darekane 100 rU|. nI prabhAvanA karavAnI che. mahArAjajIe kahyuM ke bhAI tapa to hajI hamaNAM ja zarU thayuM che. puruM thavAnI hajI ghaNI ghaNI vAra che. benane paisA pAchA ApI Avo. e bhAI gayA paisA pAchA ApavA. thoDIvAramAM ja bhAI pAchA AvyA ne kahe sAheba, pelA bena paisA pAchA levAnI nA pADe che. benane u52 bolAvyA kahyuM mAsakSamaNa hajI hamaNAM ja zarU thayuM che. kadAca badhAnuM tapa puruM na paNa thAya. zuM kAma utAvaLa karo cho? tyAre e bene javAba Apyo - sAheba, emanAthI tapa bhale puruM na thAya paNa emanI mAsakSamaNanI bhAvanA to thaI che ne? tenI anumodanA mATe A prabhAvanA karavI che. A che tapa pratyeno rAga. saMsAra pratyeno rAga tUTe to vairAgya Ave paNa ahIM Aveza Avyo che. mahAvate hAthIne eka page UMco karyo pachI be paga pachI traNa paga upara adhara rAkhyAM. hAthI eka page khumArIthI ubho che. tALIonA gaDagaDATa saMbhaLAya che. loka kahe che rANI ane mahAvatane je sajA karavI hoya te karo paNa A keLavelA mUMgA pazuno ghAta na karAvo. e gunegAra nathI. Avo kaLAmAM kuzaLa hAthI bIjo nahiM maLe. khyAla rAkhajo. cIja mATe cittane na bagADatA.... sAdhanAo sahelI to nathI ane siddhi paNa kAMI tvarita to nathI ja. satata abhyAsa ane satata jAgRti joIze. cAra dRSTio keLavI lo mAIkroskopa jevI dRSTi eksa-re jevI dRSTi dUrabIna jevI dRSTi TelIskopa jevI dRSTi * 112

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abhiprAya nahi anubhUti.... ki atItanI smRti ane bhaviSyanI kalpanA e to manano khorAka che. hari karoDo-lAkhonI saMpatti labADa ke cora ke InkamaTekSavALA laI jAya enA karatA dharmanA kSetrane Apo ne? vari sukhathI dUra kare evA paribaLo hajI svIkArI lejo paNa saguNothI dUra kare evA paribaLo haragIja na svIkArajo. ki samasyAne khatama karavAnuM kAma puNya kare che ane samasyAne pedA ja na thavA devAnI bhUmikA dharma kare che. abhimAnanuM sukha, abhiprAyanuM sukha ane kalpanAnuM sukha mukhathI bolI zakAya che jayAre anubhUtirUpa Atmika sukha anubhavI zakAya che. mahAna jJAnI upAdhyAjI mahArAja sAcI prasannatAnI vAta jaNAvI rahyA che. asthiratA cittanI prasannatAne khaMDita karI nAMkhe che. atItanI mRtionA cakarAve caDela AtmA vartamAna samayanI aneka tako khoI bese che. bhaviSyanA kAlpanika raMgomAM aTavAI gayela mana anubhUtinA stara sudhI pahoMcI zakatuM nathI. manane majAmAM ja rasa che. bhUta bhaviSyanA vaLagaNamAM aTavAI jaI aneka tako veDaphI nAMkhe che. takAta saMsAra sarjanamAM vaparAI jAya che. vajasvAmIe zaradIne kAraNe kAna para sUMThano gAMgaDo rAkhyo hato pachI kADhatA bhUlAI gayo ne cheka sAMje pratikramaNa vakhate yAda Avyo eTale emanI pratikramaNamAMnI sthiratA gaI ane vicAryuM ke have mRtyuno samaya najIka Avyo che. mATe ja Ama thayuM. anAgatano vicAra ocho karo to sthiratAmAM vadhAro thAya. kamasekama ATalo to nirNaya karo ke derAsara. upAzrayamAM to bahAranuM vicArIza nahi. bAhya jagatanI koI vAta karaze to sAMbhaLIza nahi. sAMbhaLavAnuM cAlu raheze to pachI e vicAro upara kaMTrola raheze nahi. mATe bahirjagatanI vAta na sAMbhaLavAnI khumArI dAkhavo. muzkelamAM muzkela aMtaryAtrA che. bahiyAtrAmAM puNya kAma kare che. jayAre aMtayAtrAmAM dharma kAma , 113 ,

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kare che. mana para bhale kaMTrola na rahe paNa kAyA ane vacana para kaMTrola lAvo. yazovijayajI mahArAja jaNAve che ke asthiratAnA cAlaka baLa traNa che : prabhutva, svAmitva ane mamatva.. prabhutva eTale sattA jamAvavAnI ja vRtti. A vRtti kayAMya sthira thavA na de. ukALelA pANImAM jema kapaDuM UMcanIcuM thAya tema AvA AtmAo satata UMcAnIcA thayA kare. prabhutva jamAvavAnI vRtti bahu bhayaMkara che. A baLa satata TenzanamAM rAkhyA kare, skUla hoya ke koleja, paMcAyata hoya ke maMDaLI, rAjakAraNa hoya ke dhArmika saMsthAo hoya dareka jagyAe "naMbara vana' mATenI satata khevanA rAkhatA hoya che. AmAM ahaM puSTa thayA kare vaLI kayAMka noMdha ochI levAI, pAchaLa levAI to tarata ekazananI riekazananI vicAraNA AvI jAya. satata potAnI mArakeTa velyu AMkavAmAM ja samaya pasAra karI de.... "e to e vakhate huM hAjara hato eTale svAmivAtsalyanuM ATaluM sarasa goThavAI gayuM nahi to khabara paData..." "A to huM vacce hato eTale bilDara sAthe upAzrayano sodo thaI gayo nahitara hajIya meLa na paData...' kendramAM potAnI jAtane rAkhIne rAcatA hoya tethI anyanA sukRto ane suvAsa pacAvI na zake...cittataMtramAM satata asthiratA. huM eka sarvajJa chuM ne vaLI bIjo sarvajJA kayAMthI? IndrabhUti paNa prabhutvanI bhAvanAmAM ja rAcatA hatA. jayAM A vRtti hoya tyAM sudhI sthiratA nathI AvatI. jJAnanI ramaNatA paNa nathI jAmatI. varSonA paryAya sAthe pariNata na banIe to zA kAmanuM? eka saMyukta kuTuMbamAM preraNAdAyI ghaTanA banI. badhA bhAIoe bahAra pharavAno kAryakrama banAvyo. dareke potAnI patnIone vAta karI. badhI patnIoe pharavA javAnI nA pADI. kAraNa pUchatA jaNAvyuM ke bA nI bahAragAma javAnI pratijJA che. jo bA na AvatA hoya to te sthaLe amAre paNa javuM nathI. patnIo emanA patione kahe che. tame lagna bhale amArI joDe karyA che paNa bA pratye paNa amArI pharaja che. jayAM sudhI A dharatI para bA no zvAsa che tyAM sudhI temane choDIne ame kyAMya nahIM jaIe... ahIM vAta che prabhutva choDavAnI potAnI sAsumAM mAtAnuM svarUpa dekhAyuM che. | svAmitvabhAva eTale mAlikIbhAva, prabhutvamAM potAnuM varcasva jamAvavAnI bhAvanA hoya jayAre svAmitvamAM vastu-padArtha ke vyaktimAM mAlikIbhAva jamAvavAnI vRtti ramatI hoya. namirAjA dIkSA laI mithilAnagarI choDIne jAya che. tyAM mithilAmAM Aga lAge che iMdrarAjA 114 * :

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kahe che "jo tArI mithilA bhaDake baLe che." tyAre namirAjA muni banyA che. te kahe che- "baLe che te mAruM nathI ane mAruM che te baLatuM nathI.'nagarInuM svAmitva tyAgI dIdhuM che mATe tamAma sthiti paristhitimAM sthiratA che. hemacaMdrAcArya je kumArapALanA gurudeva hatA, teo ekavAra pATaNa padhAryA. te vakhate zAMtanuM mahetA kahe - "sAheba, ArAma karavA mATe tyAM padhAro." hemacaMdrAcAryajI potAnA ziSya parivAra sAthe emanA ghare padhAryA che. sAta mALano baMgalo che. zAMtanuM eka eka mALa batAvato jAya che ane enI vizeSatA vastuo kayAMthI lAvI...keTalI kiMmatanI lAvI AdinuM varNana karato jAya che. paNa gurudeva to eka paNa zabda bolatA nathI eTale mahetAne mUMjhavaNa thaI ke sAheba to kAMI bolatA nathI ke hasatA nathI ke huMkAro paNa detA nathI. Akho baMgalo batAvI nIce AvyA. mALA utaratA jAya ane mahetA mUMjhAto jAya. chelle hiMmata karI pUchuyuM - "sAheba, mAro baMgalo kevo lAgyo?' eTale sAthe rahelA ziSya javAba Apyo - "mahetA tu kumArapALa rAjAnA gurune pUche che ke baMgalo kevo lAgyo? aDhAra pApathI bharAyelo A baMgalo pApanuM kArakhAnuM che ane jo dharmasthAnakamAM pheravo ne pUcho to vAta alaga che. tamArI hiMmata kema thaI pUchavAnI?' eka paLano paNa vilaMba karyA vinA maheto hAtha joDIne kahe - "to sAheba AjathI A sAta mALano baMgalo upAzraya jANajo ' tamArA ghare AvIne ame AvuM kahIe to? to tame to kahI ja devAnA ke "sAheba ! mAruM ghara choDIne bIjA gharanI kahevAnI chUTa che." potAnA baMgalAnuM svAmitva tarata ja choDI dIdhuM. mAlikIbhAvamAM ja maravAnuM che. rAgadveSanA pariNAmo paNa tyAM ja thAya che. dharaNa zAhe rANakapurano bhavya jinaprAsAda banAvarAvyo. pUrA 99 koDano sadvyaya karyo. pUrNAhutinA avasare somapurA dharaNazAhanI pratimA jinAlayamAM mUkavAnI vAta karI rahyA che. tyAre dharaNazAhe kahyuM ke mArI pratimA mUkavI ja hoya to evI jagyAe mUkajo ke huM prabhune nIrakhI zake paNa jinamaMdiramAM darzane AvanArA mane kayAMya na nIrakhI zake. svAmitva na jAmI jAya e mATenI kevI takedArI rAkhI zakyA haze. AvA AtmAnI vRttio sthira che. mamatvabhAva - mohAdijanya bhAvonA kAraNe vastu AdimAM mamatA rAkhavI. paryuSaNAdimAM upAzrayamAM AvI kaTAsaNuM pAtharI jAo paNa tamane 0 115 0

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kaTAsaNA para nahIM tenI jagyA para mamatva bhAva hoya che. mAlika na hoya chatAM mAlika banI bese. mAtra be ghaDI mATe paNa mamatvabhAvathI vAsita banI jAya. eka jaNa kaTAsaNuM pAtharIne gayo ne bIjo AvIne dhaDa daIne kaTAsaNuM bahAra pheMkayuM. koIe ema karavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM to kahe - eka varasathI huM vATa joto hato. gayA varSe eNe mAruM kaTAsaNuM Ama ja pheMkyuM hatuM. je pApothI pAchA haTavAnI kriyA temAMya paNa A vRtti ramatI hoya. gADInI lAMbI musApharImAM eka jaNa potAnI jagyA para rUmAla pAtharI kahe - A jagyA mArI che. rUmAla pAtharI bAtharUmamAM gayo. pAcho AvIne jue che to tyAM bIjo mANasa beTho che. eTale eNe pelA bhAIne kahyuM - A jagyA mArI che. huM rUmAla pAtharI gayo hato. eTale pelA bhAI kahevA lAgyA ke kAle to tame vaDApradhAnanI khurazI para rUmAla pAtharI Avazo tethI kAMI khurazI tamArI thaI jAya? yazovijayajI mahArAja kahe che. A traNa bhAvothI mukta thAya to hajI sthiratA AvavAnI zakyatA che. traNamAMthI khataranAka che mamatvabhAva. koIno sAro baMgalo joI basa mAre paNa Avo ja hoya. tamArA na gaNAtA padArtha para mAlikIbhAva paNa nathI chatAM mamatva zA mATe? koInA sArA kapaDA joI mamatva jAge ke tarata ja vicAro ke mArA kapaDA paNa vagara rAge paheravAnA che to pachI mamatva lAvI durgatinuM kAraNa zuM kAma ubhuM karuM? anaMta jIvarAzimAMthI eka jIvane ja dharmanI sAcI RcI hoya bAkI veTha utAre AvA bhAvamAMthI mukti lAvIe tyAre ja sthiratAnI zakyatA vadhaze.... paisAthI dhanavAna banI zakAya paNa Atma zrImaMta banavA mATe hRdayane udAtta ane umadA ja banAvavuM paDe che.

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| kAraNa zodhI nirAkaraNa lAvo.....' - nAgaketunI puSpapUjA ane aImuttAnI IrIyAvahInI kiyA phaLI enuM kAraNa ekAgratA che. kAraNane jANo nirAkaraNa svayaM maLI jaze. - AMkhanA aMdhApA karatA mohano aMdhApo kharAba. AI ane mAI banne motanA maMtro che. ka kaMcana-kAminI-kuTuMba-kirtI ane kAyAnA A pAMca kakkAe evA dhakkA mAryA che ke ApaNA chakkA chUTI gayA che. laghugraMthanI racanA karatA upAdhyAjI mahArAja pUrNa banavA sthira banavAnI preraNA ApI rahyA che. sthiratA tUTe che kema? dharmatatva ApaNane AzA Ape che. vRttio sthira nathI e mAnI pravRttithI nivRtta nathI banavAnuM. Aje nahIM to kAle sthiratA Avaze. nAgaketunI pUjA ane aImuttAnI IriyAvahI kevaLajJAna ApanArI banI gaI kAraNa zuM? mana-vacana-kAyAnI ekAgratA. mAtra rogane jANavAthI roga dUra na thAya paNa roganuM kAraNa jANavAthI roga dUra thaze. AryuvedamAM jaNAvAyuM che ke rogane dabAvo nahi paNa roganuM kAraNa zodhI dUra karo. asthiratA nukazAna karanArI che. asthiratAnA kAraNo satsaMgathI ja samajAze. kAraNane dUra karIe to nirAkaraNa banI jazuM. AyaMbila ke ekAsaNuM karavAno vicAra karIe. karavAno divasa Ave ne savAranA mana thaI jAya asthira. AyaMbila karavAnuM ApaNuM kAma nahi. kAyika asthiratA karatA vaicArika asthiratA mANasane bahu moTA lAbhathI dUra rAkhe che. AyaMbila karazuM ne pAchuM mAthuM dUkhaze to? nahIM phAve to? AvA vicArothI ApaNuM AyaMbila thatuM nathI. A paNa asthiratA. AyaMbila nathI thatuM kAraNa svAdano prema, jIbhano prema. be saMnyAsIo kabIravaDanI nIce sAdhanA karatA hatA. be mAMthI eka juvAna hatA ane eka vRddha hatA. eka mANasa tyAMthI pasAra thayo. sAdhanA karatA saMnyAsIone joIne eNe pahelA juvAna saMnyAsIne pUchyuM ke huM bhagavAna pAse jAuM chuM, kAMI kahevuM che? eTale juvAna sAdhu kahe "nA bhAI, emane keTalI badhI upAdhio hoya, AkhA jagatanA pitA emane vaLI mArI vAta sAMbhaLavAnI phurasada kayAM? mAre kAMI nathI pUchavuM phakta eTaluM jaNAvaje ke bhagavAna che to = * 110 *

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majhAmAM ne?' basa ATaluM kahI pharI sAdhanAmAM lAgI gayo. have pelA mANase vRddha saMnyAsI pAse AvIne e ja prazna karyo to e kahe "hA, pUchaje ke mArI mukti kayAre thaze. sADA-cha varSathI huM tapa karuM chuM to enuM phaLa kayAre maLaze." bhale kahIne e bhAI to gayA ne pAchA mahinA divasa pachI pAchA AvyA. pahelA gayA juvAna saMnyAsI pAse. e to potAnI sAdhanAmAM ja masta hato. AMkha kholIne jovAnI paNa taiyArI na hatI. eTale vRddha saMnyAsI pAse gayo. vRddha saMnyAsIe to joIne tarata ja pUchyuM, kema bhAI! bhagavAna pAse jaI AvyA. 'hA' mAro saMdezo Apyo? hA Apyo. temaNe kahyuM ke hajI sAta bhava pachI emano mokSa thaze. A sAMbhaLI sAdhu tADUkI uThyA "hajI sAta bhava rahIne. sADA-cha varSathI to tapa karuM chuM tenuM kAMI nahi.' ema kahI paga pachADI saMnyAsI sAdhanAmAMthI uThI cAlyA gayA. pelA bhAI pAchA juvAna saMnyAsI pAse AvyA. joIne vicAra kare che ke A te kevo mANasa che potAnI javAnImAM tapa kare che ne huM bhagavAna pAse jaI Avyo to paNa ene jarApaNa pUchavAnI IcchA paNa nathI thatI. eTale e bhAIe sAmethI kahyuM, Apane mujhe pUchA nahIM thA phirabhI maine bhagavAna ko ApakI mukti ke bAre meM pUchA ki ApakI mukti kaba hogI? eTale sAdhu saMnyAsI bolyA pUchyuM to bhale pUchyuM paNa bhagavAne sAMbhaLyuM kharuM? hA. eTale saMnyAsI bolyA ke dhanya bhAgya mArA ke ATalI badhI upAdhiomAM paNa emaNe mArI vAta sAMbhaLI. e bhAI kahe emaNe kahyuM ke A kabIravaDa jenI nIce tame sAdhanA karo cho temAM jeTalA pAMdaDA che teTalA bhava pachI tamArI mukti thaze. ATaluM sAMbhaLIne juvAna saMnyAsI khuzIthI gAMDo thaI nAcavA lAgyo nAcatA nAcatA kahe - dharatI para to keTalA badhA kabIravaDo che temAM mArA mATe phakta A kabIravaDanA pAno jeTalA ja bhavo karavAnA. bhagavAna paNa keTalA dayALu che. emaNe mArA mATe keTalI dayA karI. nAcatA nAcatA e dharatI upara DhaLI paDyA ane tyAM ja mRtyu pAmyA ne sAthe sAthe mukti paNa maLI gaI. ApaNe rAha jovA taiyAra kharA? sthiratA mATe cAlatA raho. tapa karatA ho to karatA ja raho. jJAnIo jaNAve che ke asthiratAnuM kAraNa moha che. guNasthAnakanuM ArohaNa karatA paNa lobhakaSAya upara gayelAne paNa nIce paTakAve che. 11 mAM guNasthAnake pahoMcela AtmA nIce paTakAya che kAraNa? kaSAya. ATha karmamAM baLavAna cAra ghAti che. e cAra vAtimAM paNa baLavAna che mohanIya. e sauthI vadhu khataranAka che. ApaNI cetanA upara lAgeluM azuddhinuM kAraNa hoya to te mohanIya karma che. upayogamAM thatI azuddhi ApaNA ghAti karmo para AdhAra rAkhe che. ATha karmomAM mohanIyane dUra karavAmAM ja takalIpha che. mohanIya karmathI ja = * 118 *

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ApaNI aMdara asthiratAo ubhI thAya che. aMtaramAM rAga-dveSa paNa mohanIya karmathI ja thAya che. ahaM ane mama A be mohanA maMtro che. ahaMkAra ane mamakAra upara Akho saMsAra ubho che. sAcI vastunI samajaNa upara paDado paDyo che. AkhuM jagata AI ane mAInI khAImAM daTAI gayuM che. AI ane mAI uparathI koI jIva AI mAre to thaI jAya navAI ane cAkhe mokSanI malAI, mAruM ane tAruM aMdhAruM pedA kare che. mArA-tArAmAM mArAmArI lAgatI hoya to e hADamArI baMdha karavA jevI che. AMkhano aMdhApo hajI sAro paNa mohano aMdhApo bahu kharAba. mohano aMdhApo sAcuM darzana karavA deto nathI. padArtha darzana para pratibaMdha. sItAne upADI lAvyA tyAre maMdodarI rAvaNane kahe che ke mane samajaNa nathI paDatI ke...ATaluM bolatA raDI paDI hatI. rAvaNa kahe che maMdodarI tuM raDe che zA mATe? rAvaNa DhIlo thaI gayo. ene maMdodarI para jabaradasta prema hato. dareka vyaktinA be pAsA hoya che. eka pAsuM kharAba hoya to bIjuM pAsuM kharAba hoya ja evuM nathI. koI vyakti game teTalo krodhI hoya paNa premALa paNa teTalo ja hoya che. kayAre paNa eka dRSTie nahi paNa aneka dRSTie vicAra karo. eka ja apekSAe gaNita na mAMDo. jIvana dhanya banAvavA mATe dRSTine keLavavAnI jarUra che. maMdodarI tuM raDe che zA mATe? raNasaMgrAmamAM talavAra calAvI mAMsanA TUkaDA thAya chatAM jenuM hRdaya na pIgaLe e rAvaNa maMdodarInI bhInI AMkho joI dravI gayo. rAvaNa bahAra vAgha hato paNa gharamAM to premALa pati hato. bahArano rUAba je gharamAM lAve che te barabAda thayA vagara raheto nathI. gharamAM to mitranI jema rahetA AvaDavu joIe. ravizaMkara mahArAjanA jIvanamAM tyAga ghaNo hato. eka gAmaDAmAM eka daravAje Takoro mAryo. bena, sUvA mATe Avyo chuM. bAI kahe che mArI pAse sUvA mATe kazuM nathI. eka gAdalI paNa nathI. A mAro 12 varSano chokaro sUI zake eTalI khATalI che. bAInI vAta sAMbhaLI ravizaMkarajI kahe che mane nAnI khATalI paNa cAlaze. ravizaMka2 divase moTo hoya che ne rAte nAno hoya che. huM gharamAM jevo houM tevo bahAra paNa houM evo Agraha nA rAkho bahArano ruAba gha2mAM lAve, enA gharamAM kaMkAsa thayA vinA na rahe. tamArA gharamAM ane bahAranA paheravAnA kapaDA alaga ke eka ja? lagnanA sUTa Adi gharamAM na cAle tema gharano ane bahArano svabhAva judo rAkho. AtmiyatApUrvaka jIvatA zIkho. bahAra ba TempararI che aMdara zAzvata che e na bhUlIe. * 119 *

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. jIvana prAsAda banAve : praNAma...! upAdhyAyajI ma. jJAnasArano svAdhyAya karAvatA mohanI oLakha karAvI rahyA che. ahaMkAra kayAMya jAmavA deto nathI. asthiratAnuM kAraNa moha che. vyavahAramAM premALa banavAnI bhUmikA batAve che. maMdodarI rAvaNane kahI rahI che mArAmAM zuM ochuM che te sItAne upADI AvyA cho. sItAmAM vadhAre zuM che te pAgala banyA cho. rAvaNa maMdodarIne kahe che tuM mArA para vizvAsa rAkhaje. pUrvanA kALamAM roja savAre patni patine page lAgatI. praNAma to A saMskRtino prANa hato. svAmi ! tame parastrIne upADI kema lAvyA? mAruM mAnatA ho to sItAne pAchI soMpI do. maMdodarI rAvaNane kahe che. maMdodarI ! enI IcchA vagara eno sparza paNa nahIM karuM. ekavAra rAma sAthe yuddha karI sItAne pAchI soMpI daIza. maMdodarInI kevI yogyatA che. yuddhanI bhayAnakatAno citAra svAmine samajAve che. jo yuddha na thAya to hajAronA lohI nahIM reDAya... hajAro strIo vidhavA thatA bacaze. gharanA gharaDA vaDilonI lAkaDI nahi bhaMgAya. rAvaNa maMdodarIne kahe che ke tArI vAta sAcI che. maMdodarI kahe che sItAne soMpavI ja che to hamaNAM ja soMpI do. rAvaNa kahe che. ekavAra upADIne lAvyA bAda emane ema pAchI soMpI dauM to mArA nAkanI Ijjata zuM? huM ane mAruM bhalabhalAne AMdhaLo banAve che. ahaMkAra jAge tyAre AtmachalanA thAya. daMbha ApaNI vANImAMthI nIkaLe che. ekavAra rAmane yuddhamAM harAvIne pachI sItAne soMpavA huM taiyAra chuM. maMdodarI ghaNuM samajAve che. ahaMkArano jhera caDyo hoya tene game tevA gAruDIo Ave to paNa jhera utaravAnuM nathI. AI ane mAInI moTI khAI che. emAM paDyA pachI bahAra nIkaLavuM muzkela che. huM ane mArAnA nAnakaDA poInTa upara bAhubalIne kevaLajJAna aTakI gayuM. mahAna kiMmatI evuM kevaLajJAna pAmI na zakavAnuM kAraNa? ahaMkAra. mArA nAnA bhAIone huM vaMdana karuM? khalAsa. ghaNIvAra badhA bolatA hoya che huM micchAmi dukkaDama mAMgavA taiyAra chuM. paNa e mAMgavA Ave to. AdhyAtmika duniyAmAM pratibaMdhaka tattva ahaMkAra che. huM ane mAruM jayAM Ave che tyAM bhavasAgarathI taravAnuM bAruM baMdha thaI jAya che. huM ane mAruM choDAya to taravAno cAnsa maLI jaze. huM ane mArAnI aMdara aNamola jiMdagI vitAvI dIdhI have mAruMnI jagyAe ApaNuM bolatA zIkhIzuM to gharanuM tApaNuM pharI jaze. moharAjAnA maMtrone dezavaTo ApI do. moha jayAM sudhI nahIM ghaTe tyAM sudhI = * 120 *

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ahaMkAra naDaze. mohanI pakaDa chUTaze tyAre jIvanamAM adhyAtmanI vasaMta khilaze. mohanuM Adhipatya ghaTaze tyAre adhyAtmanuM Adhipatya vadhaze. uttarapradezamAM vAMdarAone pakaDavA mATe jaMgalomAM sAMkaDA moDhAvALA ghaDA mUkavAmAM Ave che. ghaDAmAM nIce caNA hoya che. vAMdarAo caNA levA mATe ghaDAmAM hAtha nAMkhe pachI hAthamAM caNA le tyAre muThThI vALelI hoya. ghaDAmAMthI caNAthI bharelo muThThIvALo hAtha bahAra nIkaLato nathI. aMdara phasAI jAya che tethI vAMdarAo ciciyArI pADe che. zikArIo AvIne vAMdarAne pakaDI le che. jo vAMdarAo hAthamAMthI caNA choDI de to hAtha sahelAIthI nIkaLI Ave. zikArIo vAMdarAone pakaDI na zake. caNAnI muThThI chUTatI nathI tethI jIvana hArI jAya che. uttarapradezanA vAMdarAo jevI ja hAlata ApaNI che. koIka pravacana moharAjAnI muThThI choDavA mATe nimitta banI jAya to karmasattA ApaNane pakaDI zakaze nahi. jarUra che mohanA Adhipatyane choDavAnI. mohanA maMtro jANyA paNa nirmohitAnA maMtro kayA? huM nahIM ne mAruM nahIM A che nihitAnA maMtro. e ahaMkArazUnya banAve che. te pUrNa bane che. ahaMkAra choDatA jAo. 'egoDaI nalthi meM koI..'nuM raTaNa karatA raho. he jIva! tuM AtmAnuM anuzAsana kara. huM koIno nathI koI mAruM nathI. samajaNano udaya e ja kharekhara jIvanano sUryodaya. jayAM samajaNano sUrya kUbe che tyAM ja du:khanI rAta Ave che. samajaNanA gharamAM du:khono praveza thavo prAya: mukela che. kaMcana-kAminI-kitI-kuTuMba kAyAnA A pAMca bhayaMkara kakkI e evA dhakkA mAya che ke ApaNA chakkA chUTI gayA che. saMtonI vANI avasare dIvAdAMDIrUpa banI jAya che. sagA traNa bhAI che. paraspara apAra lAgaNI ane prema che. mAbApane paNa dIkarAo pratye bhArobhAra vAtsalya che. traNeya bhAIonA lagna thayelA che. nAnA bhAInA ghera be dIkarA. vacalAne eka dIkaro ane moTA bhAIne tyAM eka dIkarI. samasta parivAra premathI jIve che. traNeya bhAIo vAta kare che. ApaNA jevo sneha ApaNI bhAvi peDhImAM paNa rahe to duniyAmAM nAma rahI jAya. TANe bhAIo dhaMdhAmAM masta-vyasta che. eka divasa acAnaka nAno bhAI kahe che mAre judA thavuM che. nAnA bhAInA moDhethI akalpanIya vAta sAMbhaLI pitAjI ane moTA bhAIo valakhA paDI gayA bhAI! A badhuM tAruM ja che. mAre kAMI nathI sAMbhaLavuM. eka ja vAta bhAgalA pADo. moTA bhAI kahe che tene joItuM hoya to AkhuM ghara ApI daIe paraMtu bhAgalAnI vAta zobhAspada nathI. pitAjI! tamAre bhAgalA karavA = * 121

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ja paDaze. beTA, mArA gharaDA ghaDapaNamAM tuM zA mATe herAna kare che. pitAjI, bhAgalA karyA vinA chUTako ja nathI. pitAjI moTA dIkarAone potAnI pAse bolAve che. dIkarAo, tamAro nAno bhAI mAnato nathI to have zuM karavuM? pitAjI tame kahI do bhAgalA nahIM paDe. tane jeTaluM joItuM hoya te badhuM tuM laI le. dIkarAo, pachI tamAre mATe zuM? dIkarAo kahe che ke kadAca amane gharamAMthI pahere lUgaDe bahAra kADhazo toya vAMdho nathI paNa A bhAgalA karavA to koI rIte yogya nathI. nAnAbhAIno pAvara joradAra hato. huM kahuM e pramANe bhAgalA karavA ja paDaze. nAnAbhAIne moTA bhAIo pharI kahe che bhAI tuM samajI jA. A bhAgalAnI vAto baMdha kara. nAno bhAI jind laIne beTho che. Akhare paMca bhegA thayA. huM je pramANe bhAgalA pADuM te pramANe tamane svIkAravuM paDaze. A vAta para sahIo paNa thaI gaI. have koI pharyuM to bApAnA sogaMda che. bhAgalAnuM rahasya jANavA badhA jAgRta hatA. nAno bhAI pitAjIne pUche che moTA bhAInI uMmara keTalI? pitAjI kahe 41 varSa. vacalA bhAIne uMmara 35 varSa ane mArI uMmara 24 varSa che. have sAMbhaLo mAro cUkAdo. moTAbhAIne 41 lAkha maLavA joIe. vacalA bhAIne 35 lAkha ane mane 24 lAkha rU| maLavA joIe. paMcanA mANaso vicAra kare che ke bhAgalA pADavAnI haThe caDelA bhAIe bhAga zuM vecyo? bhAganI IcchA dharAvato vyakti prathama peTa potAnuM bhare. Avo bhAga vaheMcavA pAchaLanuM rahasya zuM? bhAgalAnI vAta karI nAno bhAI sIdho pitAjInA pagamAM paDI gayo. bhAgalA karavA pAchaLanuM kAraNa zuM hatuM te sAMbhaLo. nAnA bhAInI AMkhamAMthI pANI sarI paDyuM. pitAjI, mAre koI bhAga nathI joIto paraMtu A bhAgalAnI vAta AvatI peDhIne taTastha rAkhe. have ApaNA dIkarAo paNa bhAga pADaze to A rIte ja pADaze. moTA bhAI mane mApha karo. pitAjI sahita traNe bhAIo raDI paDyA. nAnA bhAInI udAratA ane mahAnatAnuM darzana karo. ahaM ane mama jAya che tyAre ja AvA bhAvo pragaTe che. jIvanamAM adhyAtmanA puSpo khIlavavA mATe mohanuM Adhipatya ghaTADatA jAo. ekavAra AnaMdadhanajI vyAkhyAna karavA beTha". nagarazeTha jarA moDA paDyA. vyAkhyAna cAlu thaI gayeluM joIne AnaMdadhanajIne kahe vyAkhyAna kema cAluM karyuM. huM AvI jAuM pachI ja cAlu karavAnuM tame Ama vyAkhyAna cAlu karI do te na cAle. amAruM to tamAre sAMbhaLavuM paDe. AnaMdadhanajI mahArAja kahe amane zravakonuM sAMbhaLavAnuM? e na cAle. nagarazeTha kahe ame tamane * 122

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gocarI kapaDA badhuM ApIe chIe mATe amArI vAta to tamAre sAMbhaLavI ja paDaze. nagarazeThanI vAta sAMbhaLI AnaMdadhanajI kahe terA sabakucha le le muje kucha nahIM cAhIe AzA aurana kI kayA kIje... avadhu jJAna sudhArasa pIje.. bolatA AnaMdadhanajI nIkaLI gayA. jayAM paNa vaLataranI apekSA haze tyAM naDatara to thaze ja. apekSA jAgaze to ahaMkAra Avaze. enAthI krodha paNa thaI jAya. Aje krodha thaI gayA pachI samAdhAna nathI thatuM enuM mULa kAraNa che ApaNo ahaMkAra. A avasarpiNI kALamAM sau prathama laDAI be bhAIo vacce thaI enuM kAraNa (bharata ane bAhubalI) zuM? ahaMkAra ja ne! amadAvAdamAM eka bhAI mahArAja sAheba gocarI vahoravA nIkaLe tyAre rastAmAM acUka maLe. mahArAja sAheba pUche che huM savAranA gocarIe nIkaLuM ne tamo ahIMyA roja maLo cho. nemacaMdabhAI pAse Avo cho ke zuM? javAba sAMbhaLI mahArAja paNa AnaMdita thayA. mahArAja e mArA moTAbhAI che. huM dararoja pUjA karIne bhAIne page lAgavA jAuM chuM. moTA bhAIne page lAgavAnuM kAraNa? eka pravacanamAM sAMbhaLeluM ke moTA bhAI pitA samAna che. pitAjI nathI eTale prathama emanI pAse jAuM chuM. pANI paNa tyAM sudhI moDhAmAM nathI nAkhato. eka praNAmanA saMbaMdhathI keTalI honArato TaLe? praNAmathI saMsAramAM paNa svarganuM sarjana zakya che. kAmAMdhane aMta samaye pazcAtApanA agnimAM pAvana banAvavo sahelo che paNa lobhAMdhane aMta samaye paNa pazcAtApathI yukta banAvavo bahu muzkela che. = * 123 * -

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mohatyAgASTakam ahaM mameti mantro'yaM, mohasya jgdaandhykRt| ayameva hi napUrvaH, pratimantro'pi mohajit ||1|| (1) ahaM-I (mane) mama-bhAru iti-vo ayaM-sA mohasya-mono mantrabhaMtra(vAdhiSThitavidyA) jagadAndhyakRt -4tane sAMdhaNu 32nA2 (cha) ayam- eva-4 npuurvH-4|2puurv pratimantraH-virodhI maMtra api-555 mohajit-bhoDane (r)tanA2 (cha.) (1) huM ane mAruM e pramANe moharAjAno maMtra che. e maMtra jagatane AMdhaLuM kare che. nakAra pUrvaka A ja - huM nathI mAruM nathI e pramANe virodhI maMtra paNa che. te maMtra mohane jitanAra che, kAraNa ke te dharmarAjAno maMtra che. zuddhAtmadravyamevAhaM, zuddhajJAnaM guNo mama / nAnyo'haM na mamAnye cetyado mohAstramulbaNam // 2 // (2) zuddhAtmadravyaM-zuddha mAtma dravya eva-4 ahaM-I ( ) zuddhajJAnaM-sazAna mama-bhAro guNa:- (cha.) anya:- tethI bhinna ahaM-huM na-nathI ca-mane anyezrI 56rtho mm-bhaa2| na-nayI iti-bhe prabhArI ad:-| ulbaNam-tIvra mohAstrama-moDano nA 42vAna zastra (cha.) (2) pudgalasaMgathI rahita nija sattA rUpe rahela zuddha Atmadravya ja huM chuM, dhanavAna vagere rUpe huM nathI. kevaLajJAna vagere guNo mArA che, saMpatti Adi padArtho mArA nathI. AvI bhAvanA mohane mAravAnuM tIkSNa zastra che.' yo na muhyati lagneSu, bhAveSvaudayikAdiSu / AkAzamiva paGkena, nAsau pApena lipyate ||3|| (3) yaH-4 lagneSu- sAtA audayikAdiSu-mauyi vagere bhAveSumApobha muhyati- to na-nathI asau-me iva-sebha AkAzam-4151 paGkena * 124 .

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kAdavathI (lepAtuM nathI tema) pApana-pApathI site-lepAto na-nathI. (3) jema AkAza kAdavathI levAtuM nathI tema je vaLagelA audayika Adi bhAvomAM rAga dveSa karato nathI, te pApathI lapAto nathI. karmanA udayathI prApta thatA kAmabhogAdinA nimitta mAtrathI karmabaMdha thato nathI, paraMtu temAM rAga dveSa thAya to karmabaMdha thAya che. karmabaMdhanuM mukhya kAraNa rAgaleSa che. AthI karmanA udayathI AvatA sukha-du:khamAM rAga-dveSa na karanAra karmothI lapAto nathI. tIrthakara vagare jIvonuM gRhasthAvAsanuM jIvana A viSayamAM dRSTAMta rUpa che. 2 pazyanneva paradravya-nATakaM pratipATakam / bhavacakrapurastho'pi, nAmUDhaH parikhidyati ||4|| (4) mavapurastha :-bhavacakra nAmanA nagaramAM raheto pi-paNa pratipATar-poLe poLe paradravyanATakaM-janma jarA-maraNAdi rUpa pudgala dravyatA nATakane pazya- joto hava-ja mUDha-moha rahita paristhiti- kheda pAmato - nathI. (4) anAdi anaMta karma pariNAma rAjAnA pATanagara rUpa bhavacakra nAmanA nagaramAM rahevA chatAM ekeMdriya Adi nagaranI poLe poLe pagaladravyanA janma, jarA ane maraNa Adi nATakane jato moharahita AtmA kheda pAmato nathI. trIjI gAthAmAM audayikAdi bhAvomAM moha na pAmanAra pApathI lepAto nathI e jaNAvyuM che. A gAthAmAM audayikAdi bhAvomAM moha na thAya e mATe kevI vicAraNA-bhAvanA rAkhavI joIe te jaNAvyuM che. tevA prakAranA karmanA udayathI UbhI thatI anukULa-pratikULa paristhitimAM A badhuM pugalanuM nATaka che, mAruM svarUpa nathI ema vicAravAthI rAga-dveSa rUpa kheda thato nathI. rAjAHkarma pariNAma. poLa=e keMdriya Adi. prekSaka= moha rahita AtmA. pATanagara=bhavacakra. nATaka=janma jarA-maraNa-sukha-duHkha vagere. vikalpacaSakai rAtmA, pItamohAsavo hyayam / bhavoccatAlamuttAla-prapaJcamadhitiSThati ||5|| () vispaSavai-vikalpa rUpa madirA pIvAnA pAtrothI pItamohAsava-jeNe * 125 *

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moha rUpa madirA pIdhI che evo bhayaM-A mAtma-jIva hiM-kharekhara! sattAnaparsa-jayAM hAtha UMcA karIne tALIo ApavAnI ceSTA karavAmAM Ave che evo savaeNtAta-saMsAra rUpa dArUnA pIThAno nathatiSati-Azraya kare che. (5) vikalparUpa madyapAnanA pAtrathI moharUpa madirAnuM pAna karanAra A AtmA jayAM hAtha UMcA karIne tALIo ApavAnI ceSTA karavAmAM Ave che evA saMsAra rUpa dArUnA pIThAno Azraya kare che. jema dArUnA pIThAmAM dArU pIne nazAmAM rahelo mANasa sva-paranA vivekathI rahita banIne tALIo ApavI vagere ayogya ceSTAo kare che tema mohAdhIna jIva viSayasevanAdi anucita pravRtti kare che. nirmalaM sphaTikasyeva, sahaja rupamAtmanaH / adhyastopAthisambandho, jaDastatra vimuhyati ||6|| (6) kAtma-AtmAnuM sahanaM-svabhAva siddha paM-svarUpa TisyasphaTikanA va-jevu nirmanaM - svaccha (che.) tatra-temAMnaSyasta-upAdhi-sanDrantha:Aropyo che upAdhino saMbaMdha jeNe evo naha-avivekI vimulyati-muMjhAya (6) AtmAnuM svAbhAvika svarUpa sphaTikanA jevuM nirmala che. muDha jIva nirmala AtmAmAM karmajanya upAdhinA saMbaMdhano Aropa karIne muMjhAya che. sphaTika svabhAve nirmala-zveta hoya che. paNa kALA ke rAtA puSpanA yogathI te kALuM ke rAtuM dekhAya che. AthI sphaTikanA vAstavika svarUpane nahi jANanAra jIva kALA ke rAtA puSpanA yogathI kALA ke rAtA dekhAtA sphaTikane kharekhara kALuM ke rAtuM mAnI le. e pramANe AtmAnA svAbhAvika svarUpane nahi jANanArA jIvo AtmA zuddha hovA chatAM karmanA yogathI manuSya Adi rUpa dekhAtA AtmAne kharekhara manuSya vagere rUpe mAnIne muMjhAya che. anAropasukhaM moha-tyAgAdanubhavannapi / AropapriyalokeSu, vaktu mAzcaryavAn bhavet |7|| (7) mohatyA--mohano tyAgathI = kSayopazamathI manAro suvuM- sahaja sukhane anubhavana- anubhavatA pa-paNa (yogI) mAro priyatnokhuM- kalpita = 126 - -

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sukha jemane priya che evA lokomAM vavA- kahevAne AzcaryavAAzcaryavALA ma-thAya. (7) mohanA' tyAgathI (=kSayopazamathI)sahaja sukhano anubhava karanAra paNa Aropita sukhamAM prItivALA lokane sahaja sukha kahevAmAM Azcarya pAme che. sahaja sukhanuM svarUpa vANIthI samajAvI zakAtuM na hovAthI mUDha jIvone A sahaja sukha zI rIte samajAvavuM ema Azcarya pAme che. yazciddarpaNavinyasta-samastAcAracArudhIH / kva nAma sa paradravye-'nupayogini muhyati?||8|| (8) :--je vi-drA-vicata-samata-gavAra vIruM-thI-jJAnarUpa darpaNamAM sthApelA samasta jJAnAdi AcArothI suMdara buddhivALo (che) sa: te manuyojini--upayogamAM na Ave tevA padravya -pugala dravyamAM veva nAmakayAM muTyati?--moha pAme? (8) je jJAna rU5 darpaNamAM sthApana karelA samasta (jJAnAdi pAMca) AcArothI suMdara buddhivALo che te kAmamAM na Ave tevA pudgalAdi padravyamAM kayAM moha pAme? arthAt samyajJAna pUrvaka jJAnAdi AcAromAM otaprota banelo AtmA paradravyamAM kayAMya moha pAmato nathI. 1 2. jiMdagI satata TUMkI thaI rahI che... mota pratyeka paLe najIka AvI rahyuM che zarIra satata kSINa thaI rahyuM che puNyano koI bharoso nathI. mananA vicAronuM koI ThekANuM nathI. evA samaye je satkAryo karavA cAho cho, ene tvarita zarU karI do. jIvana jItI zakAze. = * 120 .

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'kAmasI karatAya mAnasajJA kharAba.... : ahaMkAra cheka upara pahocelAne paNa pADe che. ahaMkAranA kAraNe mANasa keTalA pApa karI saMsAra vadhAre che. ahaMkAra ane mamakAra ApaNA kAbUmAM, to saMsAra paNa ApaNA kAbUmAM. vaMdanA ane namratA e dharmano pAyo che. he prabhu! sArA kAryo karavAnI zakti Apaje paNa sArA kAmo thayA pachI garva na Ave eTaluM to jarUra Apaje. rogiSTane nabhAvavo sahelo paNa garviSThane nabhAvavo agharo. sAcuM samajyA pachI paNa khoTuM choDI zakatA nathI enuM kAraNa moha che. apekSAe krodhI sAro paNa ahaMkArI nakAmo. ja peTanI bhUkha pUrAya paNa prazaMsAnI bhUkha kema pUrAya? * moha jevuM koI viSa nathI. jene aDe tene naDe (mAre) mahAna tArkika ziromaNi upAdhyAyajI mahArAja AtmA azuddhamAMthI zuddha banato nathI, aMdhArAmAMthI prakAzamAM Avato nathI enuM rahasya zodhatA kahe che A jIva jagatamAM jeTalA pApo kare che tenI pAchaLa samajaNano abhAva che. sAcI samaja paDe to khoTA kAmo thAya nahIM. sAcuM samajavA chatAM paNa mANasa khoTuM choDI zakato nathI enuM kAraNa moha. A mohanuM aMdhAruM khataranAka che. bhalabhalA bhaNelAne paNa bhaTakatA karI dIdhA che. ajJAnI pApo kare e to ThIka paNa jJAnI paNa pApa kare e moTI ajJAnatA che. tenuM nAma moha che. mohanA aMdhArA jIvanamAM vyApI jAya che tyAre jIva kayA pApo karato nathI te savAla che. moha jene aDe tene badhA aDI jAya. mohanA be zastro che : ahaMkAra ane mamakAra. mANasane kayAMka abhimAna Ave che to kayAMka mamatva. koIpaNa kAraNe jAgelo moha mANasane veraNacheraNa karI nAMkhe che. Aje jIvanamAM jeTalI durghaTanAo thaI rahI che enI pAchaLa moha che. saMvatsarI jevA divase paNa kaTAsaNA pAtharavA kaleza thAya che enuM kAraNa moha che. mAruM kaTAsaNuM kema khaseDyuM? jayAM mAruM Ave = * 128 *

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che tyAM ja mokANa che. adhyAtmika jagatamAM jIvane jatA A cIjo aTakAvI de che. cheka upara caDelAne paNa nIce paTakI devAnuM kAma A ahaMkAra ane mamakAra kare che. A eka ahaMkArane poSavA jIva kevAkevA pApo AcarI nAMkhe che. ahaMkAra ane mamakAra upara ApaNo kAbU, to saMsAra ApaNA kAbUmAM, saMsAra vadhArI devAnuM ja kAma kare che. nAnakaDo ahaMkAra paNa pachADI Ape che. bhadrabAhusvAmI bhagavaMta pAse sAdhvIjIo vaMdana karI pUche che amArA bhAI mahArAja kayAM che? sAmenI guphAmAM che. bahena sAdhvIjIo vaMdana karavA gayA tyAM guphAmAM bhAInI jagyAe eka siMhane beThelo joyo. sAdhvIjIo gabharAIne pAchA AvyA. gurudeva! guphAmAM bhAI mahArAja to nathI, tyAM vikarALa siMha beTho che. gurudeva samajI gayA. have jAo tamArA bhAI tyAM ja che. benoe jaIne vaMdana karyAM. sthUlibhadrajIe jJAnano karela A nAnakaDo paNa ahaMkAra paNa tenuM pariNAma zuM AvyuM? pUrvenuM jJAna meLavyuM paNa arthanuM jJAna meLavI zakyA nahIM. jJAnAbhyAsathI vaMcita rahI gayA. guru pAse jaIne khUba raDe che. kSamA mAMge che. gurudeva kahe che sphulibhadra tane jJAnanuM ajIrNa thayuM tethI have tArA mATe jJAna kAmanuM nathI. sUtra arthathI 14 pUrva bhaNI na zakyA. jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che saheja paNa ahaMkAra Ave to ApaNe adhUrA. paramAtmAnuM zAsana maLyA pachI ahaMkAra thAya to? 84 covisI sudhI jemanuM nAma rahevAnuM e paNa hArI gayA. kAmasaMjJA karatAM paNa apekSAe mAnasaMjJAne jItavI muzkela che. lAkha rU|.nuM dAna karavuM saheluM paNa AgaLa besavA na maLe to? mAnasaMjJA para vijaya meLavanAra mahAna che. kayAre paNa mAnanI apekSA rAkhavI nahIM. ApaNI saMskRtimAM kAma thayuM dekhAya paNa koNe karyuM e na dekhAya. jamaNA hAthanI vAta DAbA hAthane khabara na paDe. pAMca-paccIsanuM dAna karyA pachI takatI para nAma Avaze ke nahi? tapa-japa-dAna ArAdhanA karyA pachI ahaMkAra ane mamakAra tUTaze to ApaNI gADI mukti tarapha saDasaDATa doDaze. jJAnIonA vacana yAda rAkhazo. sArA kAryo karyA pachI garva na Ave eTaluM to dhyAna rAkhajo. leNA karatA deNuM vadhI na jAya tenI takedArI rAkhavI. huM ane mAruM pachI Ave tAruM ane emAMthI dhIme dhIme thAya nyAruM. eTale jIMdagImAM thAya ajavALuM. A vAta samajAya to khUle muktinuM bAruM, pravacana thAya pyAruM. bhava Akho thaI jAya sAruM. duniyAmAM peTanI bhUkha to pUrI karI zakAya che paNa prazaMsAnI bhUkha pUrAtI nathI. upavAsa, chaThTha, aThThamanA paccakkhANa lenArA ghaNA, paNa * 129 *

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svaprazaMsA na sAMbhaLavI evuM paccakkhANa lenAra to koI virala ja hoya che. keTalAya mANaso evA hoya che ke koIne paNa khabara na paDe e rIte keTalAya zubha kAryo karatA rahe che. Aje nakkI karo ke ahaMkAra ane mamakAranA tophAno mArA jIvanamAMthI ochA karavA koziSa karIza. namo arihaMtANaM Adi pAMceya padomAM prathama zabda 'namo' che. roja navakAranuM jApa karanAramAM namratA na Ave to e jApa keTalo saphaLa thayo? dharmanuM mULa namratA che, vaMdanA che. dIvo laIne kUve paDo te na cAle. vAlakezvaramAM eka chokaro vyAkhyAnamAM Avyo. ene paisAno bahu garva hato. garvanA paNa aneka prakAro che. paMDita vIravijayajI gAmamAM hatA. vyAkhyAna cAlatA hatA. ThAkarAjIbhAI tyAMnA AgevAna. vyAkhyAna karatA AgaLa beThelAone saMbodhIne amo ghaNuM badhu kahetA hoIe chIe ema mahArAjajI paNa vyAkhyAnamAM thoDI thoDI vAre ThAkarAjIbhAInuM nAma le. vyAkhyAna pUrNa thayuM paNa ThAkarAjInA mukha para koI bhAva na hato. mUDa vagaranuM moDhuM lAgatuM hatuM. AgaLa beThelAono mUDa na hoya to vyAkhyAnanI jamAvaTa paNa na jAme. mahArAjajIe gAmanA eka mANasane pUchyuM ke nagarazeThano mUDa kema ThIka nathI? pelA bhAI kahe ma. sA. tame emane ThAkarAjI kaho to khuza na thAya paNa naraghAjIbhAI kaho to khuza thaze. bIje divase ma.sA. e naradhAjIbhAI kahIne vAtanI rajUAta karI to zeTha phUlIne phALako thaI gayA. saMsAramAM keTalAka kALInA ekkA jevA jIvo hoya, keTalAka cokaDInA ekkA jevA, keTalAka phUlInA ekkA jevA to keTalAka lAlanA ekkA jevA jIvo hoya! ApaNA karmo ja bhayaMkara che. koI apekSA rakhAya ja nahIM. pelo vAkalezvarano chokaro karoDapatino zeThano dIkaro hato. lADako hato. gharamAM badhA nAnAzeTha tarIke ja bolAve. e svabhAve krodhI ane garviSTha. badhA nokaro paNa enAthI gabharAya. A chokaro pravacana sAMbhaLIne ghare gayo. divAnakhaMDamAM sophA upara beTho che. e samaye eka nokaranA hAthamAMthI jhummara nIce paDatA tUTI gayuM. sAme ja beThelA nAnAzeThane joI nokara to dhrujavA lAgyo ane thayu ke moTo zeTha to hajI mAphI ApI de paNa A zeTha? tarata ja nokara nAnA zeThanA page paDyo zeThajI mApha karo. nAnAzeThano krodha jabaradasta. ghaNIvAra cA karatA kITalI vadhAre garama hoya che. nokarane ema ke nAnAzeTha hamaNAM ja soTI leze ne mAro baraDo bhAMgI nAkhaze. tyAM to - 130 *

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zeTha ubhA thayA. nokara vicAre che ke hamaNAM dhaDAdhaDa paDavAnI che. zeTha kahe che mArI pAse besI jA. jo A jhummara tUTayuM che kayAMka kAca vAgI jaze. tUTavAvALuM to tUTI gayuM. Aje tArA hAthe tUTuM kAle mArA hAthe tUTI zake che. tUTavAno ja eno svabhAva che. jo tUTavAnuM na hota to koInAthI na tUTe. bhAI, tane vAgyuM to nathI ne? nokara to habaka khAI gayo. vicAre che ke nAnAzeThamAM bhagavAnanuM rUpa kayAMthI AvI gayuM. nokara to Abho ja banI gayo. prabhunI vANIno prabhAva che. prathamavAra gurumukhe sAMbhaLIne anubhava karyo ke gusso na karIe to paNa cAlI zake che. jJAnIbhagavaMto kahe che tUTanAruM tUTe, phUTanAruM phUTe emAM tuM zAno mAthuM phUTe. cIjanuM mamatva mANasane AvezamAM Ave che. huM ane mAruM e ja du:khanuM kAraNa che. apamAna vakhate krodha jAge to jANajo ke ahaMkAra jAgyo che. krodhI hoya to abhimAnI hoya ja evuM nathI. eka sAdhu bimAra hoya tenI sevAmAM be sAdhu rahevA taiyAra hoya. eka krodhI hoya ane bIjo abhimAnI to jJAnIo kahe che ke krodhIne rAkhavA, abhimAnIne nahIM. krodhI kadAca eka kSaNe krodha karaze to bIjI kSaNe te namI jaze. paNa abhimAnIne to vAtavAtamAM khoTuM lAgaze ane eno gusso jaldI nahIM utare ane bimAra sAdhune ahaMkArInA vacanothI zAtAne badale azAtA paNa thaI jAya. rogISTane nabhAvavo sahelo paNa garviSThane nabhAvavo muzkela che. AdhyAtmika duniyAno rAjaroga abhimAna che. je jIvaleNa che. arihaMtane prApta karavA abhimAnanya banavuM paDe. A sp92 mAtra 15 divasa gharabahAra rahenAro mANasa akaLAI jAya che paNa varasonA varasa sudhI lAgaNItaMtrane phrIjamAM mUkIne jIvyA badala koI akaLAmaNa thAya che kharI? = * 131 * = =

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vikalpatI pasaMdagImAM thApa ta khavAya..... moha nAmanuM tattva bhalabhalA jJAnIone paNa mohAMdha banAvI saMsAranI zerIomAM nATaka karatA karI mUke che. * * * * jenI vaphAdArI enI taraphadArI enu nAma samajadArI. AtmA ane karmanA saMpUrNa chUTAcheDA enuM nAma mokSa. tuM kAMI laIne nathI Avyo, tuM kAMI laIne javAno nathI to pachI mAruM mAruM kema kare che? sAdhu mahAtmA ane sAdharmikane jotAM AMkhamAM prema ubharAya tyAre samajjo ke pUrvano RNAnubaMdha che. bhavAMtaranI dhamAlathI bacavuM hoya to azubha RNAnubaMdha na paDe tenAthI sAvadhAna rahejo. 52mopakArI jinazAsana prabhAvaka samartha mahApuruSa jJAnasAra nAmanA graMthamAM jaNAvI rahyA che ke A jagatane AMdhaLu karanAra, AtmAne bagADanAra, dekhe chatAM aMdhApo, jANe chatAM ajANa rAkhanAra koI hoya to moha che. samajadArone paNa chuTavA deto nathI. jIvane mohI banAvI nAnA prakAranA khelo karAve che. A jIva emAM phasAIne jagatanI zerIomAM mohanI madIrA pIne nATaka karato rahyo che. aMtaramAM pesI gayelo moha AtmA 52 rAja calAve che. moharAjA ajJAnI AtmA para potAnA rImoTa kaMTrolathI jIvane nacAvI rahyo che. mohanA ahaMkAra ane mamaMkAranA vAyaro A jIva sAthe joDAI gayA che. mAtra DAyala ghumAvavAthI kAma na Ave sAthe lAIna paNa kalIyara joIe. mohanI sAthe vAyara joDAyelA hovAthI naMbara tarata lAgI jAya che. nirmohIno naMbara lAgato nathI 'huM nahIM ne mAruM nahIM' e mokSanA maMtro che. ApaNane jAvuM kayAM che? ane ApaNe japIe chIe kone? 'jenuM khAya tenuM gAya' ApaNe to paramAtmAnA zAsanamAM chIe chatAM gIto to mohanA ja gAIe chIe. 'prabhu tAruM gIta mAre gAvuM che' to mAtra kahevAnuM, bAkI mohanA gIto gavAya che. paramAtmAno sAco bhakta koNa? bhakta mATe vaphAdArI konI? mohanI * 132 *

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ke mahAvIranI vaphAdArI? mahAvIranI vaphAdArI hoya tenA rAgadveSa nabaLA paDe. mohane harAvavA mATenA tIkSyamAM tIkSNa hathiyAra hoya to A che : huM zuddha Atmadravya chuM. enAthI judu che te mAruM nathI. mohanIya karma A jIvane potAnI oLakhANa karavA deto nathI. "huM koNa chuM' nI samaja upara ja bAkInA badhA vyavahAro amalI bane che. sAcI oLakhANa nathI. galatInA kAraNe doDatA jaIe chIe. tamane koI pa hajAranI sADI Ape to lezo? nA pADI dezo. kAraNa? enI pAchaLanuM prayojana che "huM puruSa chuM' puruSa nAme oLakhANa. tamArI pAse to kuTuMba ane samAje ApelI oLakhANa che paNa tamane tamArI potAnI oLakhANa nathI. ane ethI ja AdhyAtmika jagatamAM praveza thato nathI. AtmAnI oLakha traNa tabakkAmAM kahelI che : (1) sukhArthI (2) puNyArthI (3) AtmArthI. jenI najara sAme mAtra A lokanA ja sukho che. jIvanamAM zarIra ane manane kendramAM rAkhIne jIve. A lokanA sukhamAM ja rAce. kadAca AvA AtmAo yAtrA karavA jAya to paNa cAra jaNane pUche tyAM rahevAnI sagavaDo kevI che, dharmazALA to sArI che ne? tyAM bhojanazALA to barobara che ne? anaMtajJAnIo kahe che ke sukhane choDavAnI hiMmata keLavyA vinA dharmamAM praveza karavo muzkela che. koIpaNa ArAdhanA, tapazcaryA, yAtrA Adi badhAmAM zarIrasukhane kendramAM rAkhIne ja jIvatA hoya che. AvA AtmAone potAnI oLakha kayAreya thatI nathI. AvA jIvo sukhArthInI kakSAmAM Ave. jenI najara sAme paralokanA sukho che evA AtmAo puNyArthI che. A lokanI salAmatinI ciMtA kare te sukhArthI jayAre paraloka mATe sukhasalAmatinI ciMtA kare te puNyArthI, puNyArthI sukhane game tyAre gauNa karavA taiyAra thaI jAya che. boraDImAM upAzrayanI sAme eka musalamAna hajAmanI dukAna hatI. roja pravacana sAMbhaLavA jAya ane pachI ja dukAna khole. ekavAra jainano chokaro tyAM vALa kapAvavA gayo. vALa kApato hato tyAM eka bhikhArI Avyo eTale hajAma vALa kApavAnuM choDIne gallAmAMthI paisA kADhI bhikhArIne ApyA. A joIne e chokaro bolyo "mArA vALa kApavAnuM choDIne e bhikhArIne paisA ApavA kema doDyA.' eTale e muslIma hajAme e chokarAne kahyuM, "tamArA gurunA pravacana sAMbhaLavA jAuM chuM. temAM emaNe = * 133 * =

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kaheluM ke ApaNe koIne vakhatasara ApIe to ApaNane paNa vakhatasara maLe. ene meM jaldI 10 paisA ApyA tethI te jaldI bIjA pAse pahoMcI zakaze te vakhatasara potAnuM peTa bharI zakaze." Aje koIne ThArazuM to AvatIkAle ApaNuM ThAraze. ApavuM ja hoya to eka sekaMDano paNa vilaMba na karAya jenI najara bhaviSya sudhI doDe che evA jIvo puNyArthInI kakSAmAM Ave. AvA jIvone puNyatattva upara bharoso hoya. vAlakezvara caMdanabALAmAM jayaMtilAlabhAIe 40 lAkha rU. sAdharmikamAM ApyA. bIje ja divase e upAzrayamAM beThA hatA tyAM pAMjarApoLanA TrasTIo AvyA. 1 Dhorano rojano nibhAvakharca rU. 10 Ave che. bAjumAM ja jayaMtIbhAI beThA hatA tarata ja kahe 25OOO|--rUpa lakhI hamaNAM ja rasIda phADo. eTale TrasTIo vicAramAM paDI gayA kahe ke, pravacana pUrNa thayA pachI lakhIe to?" kema rasIdabuka nathI lAvyA?" lAvyA chIe. to pachI tamane zuM vAMdho che? ghaNI rakajhaka cAlI aMte jayaMtibhAIe turaMta rasIda phaDAvI. vyAkhyAna bAda TrasTIo jayaMtibhAIne prazna pUche che ke rasIda tarata ja phaDAvavAnuM kAraNa zuM? rasIda to pachIthI paNa phADI zakAta. jayaMtibhAIe Apela javAba paNa sAMbhaLavA jevo hato. e kahe ApaNI pAse puNyodaye AvelA paisA vahelI take dAnamAM ApI daIe teTaluM paralokanuM puNya vaheluM baMdhAya eTale vyAkhyAna pachI ApavA jevo vilaMba na karAya. paralokamAM sukha maLe tenI ciMtA ke A lokamAM ja maLe tenI ciMtA? puNyArthI AtmAo anaMtIvAra cAritra paNa svIkArI zake. tamane varSothI khurazI levAnI IcchA hoya paNa paisAnI sagavaDa na hoya ane bhAgyodaye tamArI pAse paisAnI sagavaDa thaI ane khurazI levA gharanI bahAra nIkaLo ane e ja samaye pAMjarApoLavALA TIpa mAMgavA Ave to tamAro naMbara kayAM lagADo? A lokamAM khurazInI vyavasthA ke paraloka mATenuM bhAthuM pAMjarApoLanA Dhoro mATenI paisA bharAvelI rasIda? vimalamaMtrI ane zrI devInuM lagnajIvana khUba sukhI hatuM. paNa zrIdevIne eka vAtanuM du:kha hatuM. ene ghera pAraNuM nahotuM baMdhAyuM. ekapaNa saMtAna nahotuM. zrIdevI roja raDe. ekavAra eNe patine kahyuM, game te karo paNa mane saMtAna apAvo. e have ApaNA hAthanI vAta nathI. bhagavAna upara bharoso rAkha. tame tapa karo. deva-devIne prasanna karI varadAna meLavo

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paNa kaMIka karo. eTale vimala maMtrIe devIne prasanna karavA tapa cAlu karyuM. devI prasanna thayA ne varadAna mAMgavA kahyuM. amArI pAse badhI ja samRddhi che paNa saMtAna sukha joIe che. devI avadhinA upayogathI joIne kahe che ke tame aThThama karI mane prasanna karyA che huM tamane be vikalpa ApuM chuM emAMthI pasaMda paDe te kahejo. paheluM che Arasa je derAsara baMdhAvavA kAma lAge ne bIjuM che vArasa je vaMzane calAvavA kAma lAge. vimalamaMtrI kahe ubhA raho huM mArI patnine pUchI AvuM. gayo patni pAse ne vAta karI nirNaya jaNAvavA kahyuM. zrIdevIe kahyuM, ATalA varasa sAthe rahyA to paNa mane na oLakhI? derAsara baMdhAvIe to hajAro-lAkho AtmAo darzana karI samyakatvane pAme to tame Arasa ja mAgo. ArasanA bhoge vArasa nathI joIto. Aje e bhavya derAsaro ubhA che. vimalamaMtrI pAse be vikalpa hatA. Arasa kAM vArasa. pasaMdagI eNe Arasa para utArI. vilpanI pasaMdagI e ja kharuM tattva che. haiye patthara rAkhI paralokano vicAra karI zake te AtmAo ja puNyArthI che. saMpatti - e eka evuM mAdhyama che ke je bhaya ane saMkalezanuM kAraNa banI zake che. to e ja saMpatti dvArA abhaya ane samAdhinuM paNa kAraNa banAvI zakAya che? saMpattino sadupayoga thato rahe e jarUrI che.. saMpatti kalezakAraka, duHkhadAyaka ke durgatidAyaka na bane eTaluM saMbhALajo. = * 135 *

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| huM koIto nathI, koIke mAruM nathI....! rAjA zreNika jaMgalamAM pharavA nIkaLyA che. jaMgalamAM eka vRkSa nIce rUpano TukaDo beTho che. rAjAnI najara e rUpavAna munivara upara jAya che. ATalI suMdara dehAkRti joIne rAjA e muni pAse jAya che ane pUche cherUpavAna dehanuM mamatva choDIne sAdhupaNuM zA mATe svIkAryuM? zuM takalIpha thaI te tame saMsAra choDIne cAlI nIkaLyA cho. jo tame anAtha ho to huM tamAro nAtha banavA taiyAra chuM. koI sAcavanAra na hoya to huM sAcavavA taiyAra chuM tamAro nAtha banavA taiyAra chuM. muni rAjAnI vAto sAMbhaLIne kahe che - rAjA tamArI vAta sAcI che. huM anAtha hato mATe ja dIkSA lIdhI. rAjA kahe che tame mArA ghare cAlo. atyaMta rUpavatI kanyAne tamArI sAthe paraNAvIza. tamArI sAthe mAro samaya paNa AnaMdathI pasAra thaze. koInA pravacana, vacana ane vyavahAra jema AkarSaka hoya che tema vyakti pote paNa sAmA vyakti mATe AkarSaka banI zake che. koIne joI aMtaramAM prema ubharAya to samajajo ke tamAro koI pUrvano RNAnubaMdha che. zubhano RNAnubaMdha hoya to lAgaNI uchaLe. lAgaNI uchaLe te sAruM paNa lAkaDI uchaLe te sAruM nahIM. sahu jIvo sAthe zubha RNAnubaMdha bAMdho. dareka jIvo mATe sAdhaka banIe paNa koIne ApaNe bAdhaka na banIe e khyAla rAkhavuM jarUrI che. koI jIva sAthe azubha RNAnubaMdha na bAMdho. zubha RNAnubaMdhathI bhavAMtaramAM paNa lAbha thaze. dahANu gAmamAM eka ghoDAne eno mAlika roja eka rastethI pharavA laI jAya. kayAreka bhUlathI jo bIjI galImAMthI ene laI jAya to e galImAM rahelA eka ghoDAne joIne e dhamAla macAve. ghoDAnI aMdara paNa azubha RNAnubaMdha jAge che. jJAnI bhagavaMta kahe che azubha RNAnubaMdha bhayaMkara che. jIvane vAraMvAra samajAve che ke tuM bAMdhe to zubha RNAnubaMdha ja bAMdha. Aje jeTalA sagA-svajano maLyA che te pUrvanA RNAnubaMdhathI ja bhegA thAya che. eka chokarAe potAnA pappAne pUchyuM ke pappA mane samaja nathI paDatI ke ApaNe kevI rIte bhegA thayA. tame kaho cho huM madrAsamAM janamyo, mammI kahe che mAro janma kalakattAmAM ane huM to janamyo muMbaImAM to pachI ApaNe badhA bhegA zI rIte thayA? RNAnubaMdhathI A jagatamAM koIka jIvo sAthI-saMgAthI banI joDAI 136 ,

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jAya che. oLakhANa-pichANa vinA paNa kayAreka saMbaMdho baMdhAI jAya che. ApaNe sImaMdharasvAmIne joyA nathI chatAM lAgaNI baMdhAya che. bhAvino vicAra karI jIvanamAM je vyakti maLI che tene snehathI nabhAvI lo to azubha RNAnubaMdha nahI baMdhAya. zubhanA RNAnubaMdhathI vastupAlatejapAla, zAlibhadra-pethaDa jevA dIkarAono saMyoga thAya. dI vALe te dIkarA. paNa ghaNA to dI pherave evA paNa hoya che. putrI, saMtAna, saMpatti, vArasadAra badhA judA judA che. ghaNA dIkarAo bApAne dharmanI ArAdhanA karAve che. mA-bApanI bhakti kare che. enAthI viparIta vartanArA dIkarAo mATe ghaNIvAra bolAtuM hoya che ke AnA karatA to peTe paththara pAkyo hota to sAruM kapaDA dhovA to kAma lAgata. AvuM ArtadhyAna karavAthI pharI pAchA karmabaMdha thaze. sAruM maLe to paNa ThIka ane kharAba maLe to paNa ThIka. game tevA pAtra ane paristhitinA saMyogathI saMsAramAM duHkhI na bano. ekavAra AtmAnI ciMtA karavA jevI che. cokhkhA kapaDA na bagaDe enI ciMtA karanArA potAnA zuddha AtmAne bagaDavA de kharA? kapaDAnI ciMtA karI, bUTa-cazmAnI ciMtA karI have ekavAra potAnA zuddha svarUpanI kALajI karavA jevI che. ciMtAmAMthI ciMtana pragaTaze ane e ciMtanamAMthI ciraMtana sukha pragaTaze. mohamAyArUpI kacarAmAM besatA pahelA rUmAla pAtharIne besajo . khAvAmAM paNa tuM moha na kara. labakArA mAratI phaNIdharanA pheNa jevI jIbha jevI bahAra nIkaLe eTale badhuM sApha. hAtha bagaDaze mATe kolasAthI dUra rahetA he jIva! AtmA na bagaDe mATe kamarajathI dUra rahejo. he jIva! karmarajathI bacavA kaSAyothI dUra jA. koI tAruM nathI, tuM koIno nathI. AvI raTaNAthI jIva kaSAyo karatA aTakaze. mohanA maMtrathI jayAre mukta thaze tyAre ja kharekhara kAma thaze. zreNika rAjA kahe che, munirAja cAlo ApaNe ghera. muni kahe che, tame mArA nAtha banazo. anAthI muni ane zreNika rAjA vacceno saMvAda khUba suMdara che. anAthI muni kahe che, roga Avaze tyAre tame mArI pIDA laI lezo? rAjA kahe che, pIDA to nahIM lauM paNa davA jarUra karAvIza. pharI muni kahe che, mota Avaze tyAre mane bacAvazo? rAjA kahe che, mRtyumAMthI koIne bacAvI zakAya nahIM. AmAMthI to mane paNa koI bacAvI na zake. tyAre muni kahe che, mRtyu sAme to tame pote paNa anAtha to eka anAtha bIjAno sAtha kevI rIte banI zake? eka saMta phakIrane bhUkha lAgI. saMta bhikSA levA gayA. saMte potAnI = * 130 *

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AgaLa cAlatA cAlatA rAjAne joyA. tethI saMtane thayuM AnI pAsethI bhikSA maLaze. e bhAvathI saMta rAjAnI pAchaLa pAchaLa rAjamahelamAM gayA. rAjA mahele pahoMcI namAja paDhavA besI jAya che. namAjamAM kahe che ke khudA tuM baDA ramagAra hai, terI duAe merA rAjaya kabhI na jAya. merI dhanadaulatameM barakata rahe. merA rAjya samaMdara taka baDhatA cale. rAjA namAja paDhIne ubhA thAya che, tyAM saMtane potAnA mahelamAMthI pAchA jatA joIne rAjA kahe che mahAtmA tame pAchA kema jAo cho? saMta kahe che kAMI nahIM. rAjA saMtanI pAse AvIne kahe che, tame pAchA kema jAo cho e jaNAvo? saMta kahe che Ama to huM bhikSA levA Avyo hato paNa je svayaM bhikhArI che te bIjA bhikSukane zuM Apaze. Ama kahI saMta cAlyA gayA. jene potAnI pAse che te ochuM lAge te bhikhArI. anAthI muni kahe che anAtha bIjAno nAtha zuM banI zakavAno. rAjA kahe che Ape cAritra kema lIdhuM. anAthI muni kahe che ke huM paNa sukhI pitAno putra hato. sAdhuo prAyaH potAnuM pUrva jIvana kahe nahIM. saMsArI saMbaMdhonI oLakhANa kADhe nahIM. sAcA mahAtmAonA jIvanamAM camatkAra hoI zake paNa mahAtmAo kayAre paNa camatkAra karatA nathI paraMtu camatkAra svayaM thaI jAya che. mahAtmAono paricaya-namaskAra-nispRhatA emanI mahAnatAthI thAya che. jIvanamAM rahela vyApaka guNo ane vizALa hRdayathI thAya che. jJAnIo kahe che deva-gurunA bhakta emanA camatkAro joIne nahIM paraMtu emanA vairAgyAdi guNone samajI emanA sAcA bhakta bano. eka divasa evuM banyuM AMkhamAM acAnaka pIDA upaDI. AMkhamAM zULa bhoMkAya evI vedanA thavA lAgI. AvI atizaya pIDA mArA mATe asahya banI paNa e sahevA huM lAcAra hato. mAtA-pitA-patnI mArI pIDAne jovA chatAM koI levA taiyAra nathI. AMkhanI bhayaMkara pIDAmAMthI huM chUTakAro meLavavA mAgato hato. eka divasa rAtanA nizcaya karyo ke roga jAya AjanI rAta to saMyama levuM mAre prabhAta. e zubha saMkalpathI mane rAtanA UMgha AvI gaI. mAtAe savAranA mane uThADyo. pIDAthI mukta thayelA mane joIne sau khuza thaI gayA. gharamAM lApasInA jamaNanI taiyArI thavA lAgI. jamatA pahelA meM badhAne kahI dIdhuM je karavuM hoya te Aje karI lo. Aja che tamArI paNa kAla mArI. AvatI kAle huM paramAtmAnA paMthe cAlyo jaIza. badhA raDavA lAgyA.tArA vinA ame zuM karazuM? meM kahyuM mArI AMkhamAM asahya pIDAmAM tame zuM karyuM? badhA mauna banI gayA. A saMsAramAM = * 138 *

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ApaNA mATe koI raDI zake paNa ApaNI pIDA koI laI nA zake. A pravacana sAMbhaLI aMdarano mAhyalo jAgI jAya to karmo bhAMgI jAya. Aje eka vAta barAbara ghUMTI lyo mArAthI dUra jAya che te mAruM nathI, mAruM che te jatuM nathI. egoDahaM nalthi meM koI.. terA hai so tere pAsa che, avara sabhI anerA... Aje A maMtro laI ghera jajo . mohanA maMtro jarUra phUTI jaze. huM koIno nathI, mAruM koI nathI." A avAja satata gUMjato rAkhajo. * ArAdhanAnA pAMca bAdhaka tattvo che +1) ALasa, (2) anutsAha, (3) anupayoga, (4) anAdara, (5) avidhi mANasane "gatimAM jeTalo rasa che eTalo "dizAmAM rasa nathI. pahoMcavAnI jeTalI utAvaLa che eTalI ene "banavAnI utAvaLa nathI. purUSArtha mATe tatpara che paNa "samyapha mATe tatpara nathI. enuM pariNAma zuM AvyuM? padArtha vRddhinI pAchaLa doDyo paNa prasannatAnI anubhUtithI vaMcita rahyo... pratiSThA suMdara jagAvI lIdhI paNa jIvana jamAvavAmAM vAmaNo puravAra thayo. moTAI maLI paNa mahAnatA dUra thaI gaI. = * 139 * =

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| pApI chatAM niSpApI ...! che je AtmA audAyika bhAvamAM moha nathI pAmato te AtmA pApa karavA chatAM pApathI lapAto nathI. saMsAramAM satI strI mATe patinI AjJA ziromAnya hoya che tema zAsanamAM bhakti mATe prabhunI AjJA ziromAnya hoya che. tame kayAM beThA cho e mahatvanuM nathI paNa tamArA hRdayamAM koNa beThuM che te mahattvanuM che. pApathI levAvuM na hoya to je maLe tene premathI svIkArI lo. saMgharSamAM sAmenuM pAtra nirdoSa hoya che je kAMI kharAbI che te ApaNA pUrvajanmonA karmanI che. bIjAne vALavo hoya to bALo nahi paNa sAMbhaLo. jJAnAbhyAsa karatA abhimAna na joItuM hoya to caudapUrvIo ane kevalInI jJAnazaktino vicAra karajo. karmanA gaNitano khyAla nahi Ave tyAM sudhI kaleza kaMkAsathI thatA nukazAnano khyAla nahIM Ave. jinazAsananA marmajJa upAdhyAjI mahArAja jJAnasAra graMthamAM ciMtanamanana karI maulika ciMtana skUla zabdomAM jaNAvatA kahe che ke AgamAM gayelo mANasa dAjhayA vagara pAcho na Ave, pANImAM gayelo mANasa bhIMjAyA vagara pAcho na Ave ne kAjaLanI koTaDImAMthI AbAda rIte bahAra avAtuM nathI tema pApa kare ane pApa na lAge tevuM banatuM nathI. AjanA vaijJAnika yugamAM phAyara phAITaro AgamAM jAya che tyAM Ica mAtra paNa baLatA nathI. pANImAM paNa evA kapaDA paherIne jAya ke bhIMjAyA vagara bahAra nIkaLI zake paNa ahIM to jJAnasAramAM sAmenA pAranuM ciMtana karatA kahe che ke jemAM AgamAM gayA pachI paNa bacI zakAya tema pApa karyA chatAM paNa niSpApI banIne saMsAra sAgara tarI zakAya che. pApa karyA chatAM pApI na banI zake evo suMdara rasto che. A saMsAranI aMdara game tevA pariNAmo Ave, vAvAjhoDA Ave chatAM je jIva audAyika bhAvanI aMdara muMjhAto nathI AkAzanI upara

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koI game teTalo kAdava uchALe chatAM AkAza koI divasa meluM thatuM nathI. tema audAyika bhAvanI aMdara na mUMjhAto AtmA pApa karavA chatAM pApathI lepAto nathI. eka gAmamAM samAcAra maLyA ke gAmanI pAdare guru mahArAja padhAryA che. rANIe rAjAne kahyuM ke diyara mahArAja padhAryA che huM vaMdana karavA jAuM chuM. rAjAe javA mATe rajA ApI. e samaye joradAra varasAda varasyo. varasAda baMdha thatA rANI mahArAjane gocarI vahorAvavA bhAtAno Dabbo sAthe laIne nIkaLe che. nadI kAMThe Ave che. nadIne sAme pAra diyara mahArAjane vaMdana karavA javAnuM che. nadI bharapura vahe che. nAva vagara nadI pAra thaI zake tema nathI. mahAsAgara ke bhavasAgara pAra karavA mATe paNa nAva to jarUrI che ne? nadI Aje gAMDItUra banI che. sAme kAMThe javAno koI avakAza nathI. nadI pAra karavA mATe koI nAva kinAre nathI. rANI pAchI mahelamAM AvI. rAjAe pUchayuM ke tame pAchA kema AvyA? nadI gAMDItUra banI che. koI nAva paNa nathI. nadI gAMDItUra banI hoya to pAra na karAya tema tamArI sAme koI gAMDotUra banyo hoya to tene oLaMgavo paNa muzkela che. rANInI vAta sAMbhaLI rAjA rANIne kahe che tuM nadI pAse kAMThe jaIne kaheje "mArA pati jo brahmacArI hoya to tuM mane mArga Apa." saMsAramAM satInA mATe patinI AjJA ziromAnya hoya che tema AdhyAtmika jagatamAM ziSya mATe gurunI AjJA sarvasva hoya che. rANIne khAtrI che ke nadI kAMI mArga ApavAnI nathI chatAM patinI AjJA pramANe nadIkAMThe AvIne kahe che, "he nadI rAjA brahmacArI hoya to tuM mane mArga Apa.' rANI ATaluM bolI tyAM to nadI tarata be bhAgamAM vaheMcAI gaIne vacce mArga thaI gayo. rANI sAme kAMThe pahoMcI jAya che. diyara mahArAjane vaMdana karI gocarI vahoravAnuM kahe che. sAdhu sAmethI AvelI gocarI vahorAve? hA...kAraNasara tame utsarga mArge jANo cho tema apavAda mArge rahelA niyamone paNa jANo... nizcayamAM jIvatA jIvo vyavahAranuM khaMDana karatA hoya che. jiMdagImAM kyAre evo koI avasara Ave to apavAda mArga paNa batAvyo che. sAdhu mahArAja dezanA kaI rIte Ape? nizcayapradhAna ane vyavahArapradhAna. lakSa nizcayano paNa dezanAmAM pradhAnatA vyavahArane Ape. muni bhagavaMte gocarI vahorIne vAparI paNa lIdhI. rANI diyara mahArAjane kahe che huM A nadInA pUra utare nahIM tyAM sudhI jaI kema zakuM? muni mahArAja kahe che, tame AvyA kaI rIte? enuM kAraNa hatuM. muni pUche che kayuM kAraNa? rAjAe kahyuM hatuM ke

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nadI pAse jaIne kaheje ke rAjA jo brahmacArI hoya to mane mArga Apa. A sAMbhaLI muni mahArAja kahe che ke have jo tamane nadI pAra karI javuM hoya to nadI pAse jaIne kahejo ke mArA diyara mahArAja jo upavAsI hoya to he nadI tuM mane mArga Apa. rANI to nadIkAMThe AvI ane munibhagavaMtanA jaNAvyA pramANe kahetA nadIe tarata mArga karI Apyo. rANIne A vAtamAM kazuM samajAyuM nahIM. ghaNIvAra ApaNI samajamAM nathI AvatuM e ApaNo doSa hoya che. mahAna vibhUtiono doSa nathI hoto. paNa ApaNA nabaLA kSayopakSamane lIdhe ApaNI samajamAM na Ave te barobara che. jJAna bhaNyA pachI abhimAna joItuM na hoya to 45 Agama sAme mAruM jJAna to biMdu che ane 45 Agamano abhyAsa karyo hoya to 14 pUrvIne yAda karavA ane 14 pUrvanuM jJAna meLavyuM hoya to kevaLI bhagavaMtone yAda karo. abhimAna kayAreya nahi Ave. jiMdagImAM kayAre paNa hiMmata na hAratA. jJAnAbhyAsamAM chakI na jaIe eno khyAla karajo. mArAthI paNa vadhAre jJAnavALA jJAnIo che. jIvanamAM duHkha Ave to mArAthI paNa vadhu duHkhI che enI sAme mAruM du:kha to kAMI ja nathI. sukhamAM chakI na jaIe ane du:khamAM DagI na jaIe. rANI ghera pahoMcI paraMtu gamatuM nathI. rAjA rANIne pUche che tuM becena kema dekhAya che? rANI kahe che rAjA brahmacArI hoya ane diyara upavAsI hoya to nadI mArga kevI rIte Ape e vAta mane samajAtI nathI. rAjA enuM kAraNa samajAvatA kahe che, huM bhale saMsAramAM chuM, lokone bhale lAgatuM hoya ke huM tArI sAthe rasabharI jiMdagI jIvuM chuM. (saMsAre tanuM mokSe citta) chatAM A zarIranA viSayasukhomAM mAruM mana nathI. tame kayAM jIvo cho e mahatvanuM nathI paNa tamArA hRdayamAM koNa beThuM che e mahattvanuM che. vyAkhyAnamAM beso paNa hRdayamAM vyAkhyAna na bese to? jenI AMtara jAgRtinuM jAgaraNa thaI gayuM hoya evo vyakti saMsAramAM rahe chatAM karmabaMdha karato nathI. kriyAe karma, pariNAme baMdha ane upayoge dharma- A sUtromAMthI mahAna rahasyo maLI zake che. he jIva! tArA pariNAmane bagADe nahIM. jayAre AtmAnA adhyavasAyo, vicAro, vezyA viparIta banaze tyAre karmabaMdha thayA vinA raheto nathI. audAyika karmanA udayathI koI paNa cIja maLe to rAgadveSa na karavA. ghaNA mANaso abhimAna kare che ke mAro chokaro DokaTara, vakIla, menejara tarIke uMcA hodA para che paraMtu kharekhara to mAro dIkaro zAsanane zobhAvI rahyo che ema kahevuM ja sAcuM gaurava che. rAjA kahe che mArA bhAI mahArAje kahyuM ke upavAsI hoya to... nadI mArga Apa.. e bhAIe vAparelI

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gocarImAM kayAMya rasa nahoto. khAvA chatAM upavAsI enuM nAma aMtarasAdhanA. pAtra-padArtha paristhiti maLyA pachI rAga-dveSa na kare to jIva lapAto nathI. audAyika bhAvanA kAraNe je kAMI maLe tyAre ekaja vicAra karavAno ke mArA ja potAnA zubha-azubha karmonuM A phaLa che. je rAga-dveSamAM lapAto nathI te pApI chatAM niSpApI che eTale to lagnanI corImAM guNasAgarane kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM. eka chokarAe potAnA pitAne pUchayuM, pitAjI! A lagnamAM patipatnino hastameLApa zA mATe karAve che? pitAjI kahe che ke beTA kustInA medAnamAM jayAre be jaNA laDavA taiyAra thAya tyAre prathama hAtha milAve tema A pati-patni saMsArarUpI medAnamAM praveza karatA pahelA hAtha milAve che. corImAM patino hAtha patninA hAthamAM che chatAM guNasAgara lepAya nahIM. jJAnIo kahe che tuM kayAM che e mahattvanuM nathI paNa tAruM dila kyAM che e mahattvanuM che. jIvananI dizA mATenA traNa vikalpo che. enI pasaMdagI karazo... (1) samRdhdha thavuM che. (2) samartha banavuM che. (3) zudhdha thavuM che. samRdhdha barabAda thaI zake che samartha kamajora banI zake che jyAre zudhdha AbAda bane che. zudhdha mATe sadgaNono vikAsa karajo . = 143 .

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ApaNe koNa chIe? ApaNe kyAM chIe? mahAna jJAnI yazovijyajI mahArAja 'amoha' nAmanA aSTakamAM ApaNe koNa chIe? ane ApaNe kayAM chIe? nI oLakhANa karAve che. bharata bAhubalInA yuddhamAM bAhubalI bharatane mAravA mATe prahAra karI hAtha UMco upADyo e aDadhe ja aTakyo. tene vicAra Avyo huM prathama tIrthaMkarano putra, jaina zAsanano zrAvaka chuM. basa eTalA ja vicAre e ugAmelA hAthe potAnA mAthAno paMcamuSTi loca karI nAMkhyo... mAtra huM koNa? nI vicAraNA paNa akAryamAMthI choDAvI zake. kuTuMba ane samAje Apela oLakhANa karatA mahAvIranA zAsanano zrAvaka chuM e oLakhANa gauravaprada che. pAlanapuranA navAbanA ghare mahAjana maLavA gayA. nokare upara jaI navAbane saMdezo Apyo eTale navAba pote jAte nIce utarIne mahAjanane maLavA AvyA. navAbanI puSkaLa jAhojalAlI che. navAbe mahAjanane khAsa jamavAno Agraha karyo. jamavAmAM khAsa sonAnI thALIo kADhI. mahAjananI sAthe navAbano 22 varSano dIkaro paNa jamavA beTho che. thoDIvAra thaI eTale navAbanA chokarAe bUma pADI nokarane macchI lAvavA kahyuM. A sAMbhaLI navAbe ubhA thaIne juvAnajodha chokarAne eka tamAco jhIMkI dIdho. (tamAro dIkaro kAMI AvuM kare to tamo mAro kharA? kadAca mArI paNa dIdhuM hoya to tenuM pariNAma zuM Ave?) navAbe gussAthI dIkarAne kahyuM, 'nAlAyaka, khabara nathI paDatI. gAmanuM mahAjana jamavA beThuM che ne temanI sAme tuM khAvA mATe macchI maMgAve che. eka divasa paNa rahI nathI zakto.' A che mahAjana pratyenI oLakhANa. mahAjananuM paNa mAna khUba jaLavAtuM. mahAjananA mANasoe kahyuM. 'javA do. bALaka che. dhIme dhIme badhuM samajI jaze.' navAbe kahyuM, 'ATalo moTo thayo. hamaNAM nahIM samaje to kayAre samajaze. ene samajAvavA mATe ja tamAco mAryo che ke rojidIM jiMdagImAM kAMIpaNa khAtA hoIe paNa jayAre gAmanuM mahAjana Ave to emanI adaba to jALavavI ja joIe.' Aje A oLakhANa bhUlAI gaI che. mAtra huM koNa? nI vicAraNA ghaNA pApothI bacAvI leze. bhagavAna mahAvIrano zrAvaka e oLakhANa spaSTa thaI jAya to e hoTalanA pagathIyA nahIM caDI zake. thiyeTaranA pagathIye nahIM pahoMcI zake. biyarabArane joI ja kema zake? amane koI 'thamsa apa' nI bATalI ophara kare kharo? svapramAM paNa * 144 *

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nahIM. kAraNa tamane khabara che amane A khape nahIM. sAdhunI paNa eka cokkasa prakAranI oLakhANa jAmI che. basa ema ja huM koNa? prabhu mahAvIrano zrAvaka A oLakhANa jAmI jAya to ghaNA pApakarmothI bacI jAya. ekavAra mahArAjajI muMbaInA parAmAM gocarI vahoravA nIkaLyA. eka zrAvikAnA ghare dharmalAbha ApI praveza karyo. zrAvikAe anya padArtho sAthe murabbo vahoravA mATe Agraha karyo. mahArAjajI, e zrAvikAne pUche che. sAheba! zrAvakanuM ghara che. Apane kahyuM evuM ja ahIM maLe. sAheba! Apane pUchavuM na paDe. kayAMya bhUla jovA nahIM maLe. zrAvikAe khUmArIbharyo javAba Apyo. mahArAjajI upAzraye pahoMcyA pachI te erIyAnA eka bhAIne te gharanuM eDresa kahIne e bena koNa che? e viSe mAhitI pUchI. eTale e bhAI bolyA, sAheba! e jaina zrAvikAnuM ghara che. e bena jIvavicAra, navatattva, daMDaka, saMghayaNI-cha karmagraMtha badhuM zIkhelA che. eTale mahArAjane vicAra Avyo ke bene barobara kahyuM hatuM ke "A zrAvakanuM ghara che." zrAvakapaNAnI khumArIbharI oLakhANa koI Ape evI ApaNI bhUmikA kharI? koNa? nI oLakhANa sAdhano, sAmagrI, saMpatti ane saMtatithI zuM ApavI? emAM zuM rAcavuM? cakravartI paNa cakravartIpaNAmAM mare to tenI bIjI koI gati nathI. sIdho ja narake jAya...padArtha ke padavIomAM kaMI mohAvA jevuM nathI. jagatamAM jeTalA bAhya padArtho che te sArA lAge che to tenA para naraka ane nigodanA lebala lAgelA che. te jotA zIkhI jAo. pralobhano sAme to 14 pUrvIonA paNa DUcA nIkaLI gayA che. jayAM A jIvane potAnI sAcI oLakhANa thaI che tyAM e jIvanuM parivartana thAya che. huM eTale A nathI. anyatvanI bhAvanA roja ghUMTAvI joIe. jIvanI oLakhANanuM trIjuM tattva che AtmArthI. jenI najara sAme sukha nahIM paNa sadguNo ja ramatA hoya. kendrasthAne mAtra AtmA ja hoya. jenA manamAM dharma ramato hoya. A AtmAo A loka ane paraloka bannene choDI zake. caramAvartakALamAM jIva pravezyA vinA saguNo saMbhavatA nathI. ApaNe sukhanI pasaMdagI karI beThA jayAre AtmArthI jIvo saguNone pakaDI rahyA che. Aje paNa parivAranA sabhyo vacce thoDI ghaNI zAMti anubhavAya che e sukhanA lIdhe nahIM paNa saguNone lIdhe. nahIM to ghara paNa veravikhera thaI jAya. gharanI dareka vyaktio mATe saguNono ja Agraha rAkho. - 145 0.

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saguNonA ughADe duHkhI parivArane paNa hasato rAkhyo che jayAre durgaNonI hAjarIe sukhI parivArane paNa zaitAna banAvI dIdhA che. mAtAe dIkarIne paraNAvI ane e be varSamAM vidhavA thaIne mA nA ghare pAchI AvI. mA e kahyuM "dIkarI je thavAnuM hatuM te thaI gayuM, temAM ApaNuM kazuM na cAle paNa dikarI lagna vakhate je ghareNAM tane ApyA hatA te pAchA laI Avaje." tyAre mA nI sAme jotAM dikarIe kahyuM, mA Aje huM vidhavA thaI chuM chatAM mArA sAsu-sasarAe mane jAkAro nathI Apyo. Aje ahIM AvI tyAre paNa emaNe kahyuM ke bhale thoDA divasa piyare rahI Avo e paNa ghara tamAruM ja che. paNa pachI pAchA ahIM AvatA rahejo . eTale mA e dAgInA tyAM che e barobara che. mATe have tuM mane pharIne enA viSe kazuM kahIza nahIM. thoDo samaya rokAIne pharI sAsare cAlI gaI. pAchI ekAda varSe mA ne maLavA AvI. eka divasa gharanA rasoDAmAM roTalI karatI hatI tyAre mAe dAgInA viSe vAta kADhI eTale dIkarIe kahyuM, mA meM tane pahelA paNa nA pADI hatI dAgInA viSe kAMI kahetI nahIM. e tyAM che eTale huM salAmata chuM. pharI pAchI zuM kAma pUche che? eTale mA to cUpa thaI gaI paNa thoDIvAra rahIne te ubhI thaI dikarI beThI hatI tenI pAchaLa jaI joradAra lAta lagAvI. dikarI saLagatA cUlA upara UMdhI paDatA e saLagavA lAgI. mAe dAgInAnA mohamAM sagI dIkarIne jIvatI jalAvI dIdhI. A ghaTanA 3-4 varasa pahelA ja banI che. A che jiMdagImAM sadguNono abhAva. Aje hajAro mA-bApo sAdhuo pAse pharIyAda laIne Ave che amAro dIkaro duHkhI che. e pharIyAda nahIM paNa dIkarAnA vAMke amo du:khI chIe ema jaNAve che. saguNono abhAva sarvatra hAhAkAra macAvI de che. zarIramAM je sthAna zvAsanuM che te sthAna jIvanamAM saguNonuM hovuM joIe. eka pati-patni che. patie ghare AvIne patnine vAta karI ke A mahine joIe evuM mArjIna dhaMdhAmAM thayuM nathI. ghara kema cAlaze? tarata ja patnie haLavAzathI javAba Apyo kAMI vAMdho nahIM Ave. gayA mahine thoDI thoDI bacata karI che ane bIjuM huM nAnuM nAnuM kAma karI laIza. mahino to ema ja kheMcAI jaze. ciMtA zuM kAma karo cho. A che sadguNono ughADa. du:khanI hAjarImAMya hasatA rahevAnI kaLA AvI jAya che. puNyanA prabhAvanuM ja jene AkarSaNa che eno saMsAra vadhato nathI. pakhaMDanA adhipatine 0 146

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saMtoSano oDakAra Ave evI koI saMbhAvanA nathI. SakhaMDa jItanArA bArakhaMDa jItavA nIkaLyA tyAre temanA paNa DUcA nIkaLI gayA che. ApaNI doTa jaDa padArtho pratyenI che. bhagavAne paNa karuNAthI prerAIne eka ja vAta samajAvI che ke tArA AtmAnA svabhAva sAthe joDAI jA. vastunA prabhAvamAM je aMjAI gayo che te toDI nAMkha. saguNonA ughADanI ekapaNa taka jatI na karazo. tamArA udhAra pADelA nAma upara koI tamane 5-15 gALa Ape toya mAthuM na pheravatA. tharmosanI zIzI sAme ubhA rahIne koIe tamAro phoTo pADyo. moTaranA paiDAnA sTIlamAM dekhAtA tame, ne e joIne koIe phoTo pADyo ne TuDIyovALAe tamAro phoTo pADyo. A traNa phoTA tamane koI batAve ane pUche A traNe phoTA konA che? to zuM javAba Apazo? ATalAmAM badhuM samajI jAo..... samRdhdha thavAnI jhaMkhanAvALA jIvo jagatamAM cikkAra che. samartha thavAnI kAmanAvALA jIvo thoDA ochA che jayAre zudhdha thavAnI abhipsAvALA jIvo to AMgaLInA veDhe gaNAya teTalA che. eka vAta khyAlamAM rAkhajo ... DhALa jema pANIne upara caDavA detuM nathI tema pralobhana mANasane zuddhinA mArge vikAsa karavA detuM nathI. pralobhananI vaNajhAramAM sauthI vadhAre satAvanArI cIja che saMpatti. dhananI bhUkha sadA juvAna hoya che. sAvadhAna....! 147 *

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pahelA khUbI...pachI khAmI.... saMtonuM tapobaLa A dharatIne TakAvanAruM che ane lIluMchama rAkhanAruM che. prema jAge tyAre paththara paNa bolavA lAge ane prema na hoya to mAvatara paNa mUMgA lAge. jene sAdhunI elarjI tene sadgatinI paNa elarjI thavAnI. je divase sAdhusaMto nahIM hoya, je divase sAmAyika nahIM hoya e divase chaThTho Aro (pralayakALa) Avaze. yazovijayajI mahArAja jJAnasAramAM mahattvanI samajaNa ApI rahyA che. jIvana sahaja banAvavA, saraLa banAvavA, suMdara banAvavA suMdara dRSTio dekhADI rahyA che. je AtmA audAyika bhAvamAM kayAMya mUMjhAto nathI te AtmA potAnA sadguNo TakAvI rAkhI zake che. AtmArthIpaNuM paNa tyAM ja che. raMgarAgathI bharapUra arIsAbhUvanamAM bharata mahArAjAne kevaLajJAna thayuM. enuM kAraNa zuM? anyatvanI bhAvanAnI vicAraNA. A mAruM che....A huM chuM...e mohanI vAto che. A paNa mAruM nathI...huM koIno nathI....A mohane jItI ApanArA maMtro che. rAga-dveSa nathI je mANasanA jIvanamAM tyAM to prasannatAno ghUghavato dariyo hoya che. sAruM maLe toya karmanI vicAraNA ane kharAba maLe toya karmanI vicAraNA. bhagavAna pArzvanAtha pAse kamaTha paNa Adhyo ane dharaNendra paNa Avyo. pAtra ane padArthano koI doSa nathI. dauSa to mAtra karmonA ja che. A gaNita jo magajamAM nahIM bese to tIvra koTInA rAgadveSa thaI jaze. kalakattAnI eka bilDIMgamAM mahArAjajIne vahoravA javAno prasaMga Avyo. gharamAM eka chokaro joyo. mAthuM moTuM, vALa vadhelA, laghara-vaghara kapaDA, nAkamAMthI lIMTo nIkaLato hato. AjubAjuM khAvAnuM verAyeluM hatuM. chokarAnA zarIra upara mAkhIo baNabaNatI hatI. mahArAja vahorIne bahAra nIkaLyA. sAmethI gharanA bhAI maLyA. mahArAjane vaMdana karI kahyuM. sAheba A gharamAM je chokaro che te mAro che. 12 varSathI sAheba A rIte nabhAvIe chIe. janamyo tyArathI enI A hAlata che. have to enI mA paNa kaMTALI gaI che. divasamAM cAra vakhata enA kapaDA dhovAnA enuM gaMdu sApha karavAnuM. 148 *

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have to badhA kaMTALI gayA chIe. ene sAcavavo paNa muzkela che. have to nakkI karyuM che AvatIkAle DokaTara pAse jaIne IzArAthI badhu ka2I patAvI devo che! pelA bhAInI vAto sAMbhaLI mahArAjajI kahe bhAI Aje bapore upAzraye Avajo. pelA bhAI bapore upAzraye AvyA. gurUdevazrInI rajA laIne mahArAjajI pelA bhAI sAthe vAtacIta karavA beThA. pelA bhAIe pharI pAchA bolavAnuM zarU karyuM. have to mahArAja e ja nizcaya karyo che. AvatI kAle ene paNa pIDAmAMthI kAyamI choDAvI devo. e chUTI jAya ne ame paNa chUTIe. Aja divasa sudhI to vaitaruM karyuM have kayAM sudhI sAcavavAno. kayAMka to hada hoyane ? bhAI bahu bolyA. ubharAne ekavA2 ThAlavI levA do. ulaTI thatI hoya to thavA do. jo dabAvazo to visphoTa thaI jaze. bhAI ghaNuM bolyA pachI kahyuM ke AvatIkAle IMjekazana apAvIne chUTakAro meLavI lezuM. ATaluM sAMbhaLyA pachI mahArAja bolyA A chokarAe pUrvabhavamAM kevA pApo karyA haze nahi? bhAIe kahyuM ke ghora pApo karyA haze. mahArAje kahyuM tamane 12 varSa sudhI khUba takalIpha thaIne? bhAI kahe, sAheba tamArI vAta sAva sAcI che. ene kema moTo karyo e to amAruM mana jANe che. bhayaMkara ghora pApo eNe karyA haze enuM ja A pariNAma che. bhayaMkara pAponA pariNAme ene beDoLa zarIra maLyuM che. ATalA saMvAda pachI bhAIe mahArAjajIne kahyuM mahArAja Aje Ape amArI vAta sAMbhaLI. Aja divasa sudhI koI amArI sAcI paNa vAta samajavA taiyAra nahotA. dareke amane ja doSI TharAvyA. Apa sAheba amane samajI zakyA eno AnaMda thayo. pahelIvAra amArI vedanAne Apa samajI zakyA cho. jIvanamAM koIne paNa satyamArge vALavo hoya to ene vALo nahIM paNa sAMbhaLo. sAMbhaLanAro ja vALI zake che. koIpaNa vyaktine sudhAravo hoya to pahelA enI khUbIo juo ne e khUbIo bolo pachI khAmIo batAvo. pahelA plasa poITa che ne pachI mAInsa poIMTa che. Ama vyakti jarUra potAnI bhUlano ekarAra karaze. e paNa eka mANasa che, ema vicArI koIne paNa toDo nahIM. gharamAM jamavA beThA cho roTalI kAcI AvI che have zuM karazo? Aje dALa to cetanA hoTalane Takkara mAre evI che. bAsamatI bhAta to dAMte vaLagyA che. zAka to suratanA UMdhIyAne paNa dUra rAkhe tevuM che ane roTalI 50 TakA to khUba sArI che. tarata ja rasoDAnI aMdara rasoI karI rahela bahena samajI jaze. jagatanA bhAvonI aMdara rAcavA-mAcavA jevuM nathI. eka kavinI suMdara * 149 *

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paMkti yAda Ave che. bannI saba mITTIkI bAjI usame hota kayuM rAjI. je pudgalanI bAjImAM rAjI ke nArAjI thAya che enA guNonI harAjI thAya che. A vAta ekadama tAjI che. ema A vAta aMtaramAM ekavAra sAjI banI jAya to jIvanamAM kadI nArAjI na Ave. pudgala padArthamAM paNa kayAMya gamo ke aNagamo nahIM. pudgala enA nAma pramANe varte che. tuM tArA zuddha svarUpe vartato jA. tame jeTalA aMdara utarazo eTalA e bhAvo tamArI aMdara UMDA utaraze. eka bhAI kahe mahArAja vyAkhyAnamAM to AvavAnI bahu IcchA thAya che paNa AvI zakato nathI. na AvavAnuM kAraNa? mane mANasanI elarjI che. sugaMdha-raMganI ghaNAne elarjI hoya che tema ghaNAne deva-gurunI paNa elarjI che. ghaNAne jinavANInI elarjI hoya che. evA AtmAo mATe sadgatinI paNa elarjI ja rahevAnI. A vizvamAM adbhuta tattva sAdhu tattva che, caMdrasUraja tUTI paDatA nathI, samudra mAjhA mUkI deto nathI enuM kAraNa hoya to sAdhuonuM tapobaLa che. je divase sAdhusaMto nahIM hoya, sAmAyika nahIM hoya to te divasathI chaThTho Aro jANazo. chaThThA ArAne rokavAnuM baLa sAdhanAmAM che. chokarAne IMjekzana ApI patAvI devAnA vicAramAM rAcatA bhAI kahe, bhale sAheba! have huM jAuM chuM. ApanI pAse bahu mana haLavuM thayuM. mahArAjajI kahe che, bhAI A chokaro koInA ghare nahIM ne tamArA ghare ja kema Avyo? posTamena paNa kayAreka gaDabaDa karI nAMkhe che. tema mANasanI paNa kayAreka bhUla thAya che. paNa A chokaro paDozIne tyAM janmavAne badale tamAre tyAM janma levAnuM kAraNa? bhAI kahe mArA pApa bIjuM zuM? mahArAje kahyuM, tamAro chokaro ghora pApa karIne janamyo e vAta barAbara paNa AvA bhayaMkara-rogI-beDoLa dIkarAnA bApa banavAnuM pApa konu? bhAIe kahyuM, meM AvA koI pApa pUrva karyA haze. mahArAja kahe che bhAI A to pArTanarazIpano dhaMdho che. tamArA pApo paNa enI sAthe joDAyelA che. pUrvajanmamAM tame paNa pApa karyA haze to tamArA gunAnI zikSA paNa ene zuM kAma? pelAbhAInA magajamAM A gaNita barAbara besI gayuM. pelA bhAI ghare gayA. mahArAja paNa 8-10 divasa bhavAnIpuramAM vihAra karI pAchA AvyA. pelA bhAInA dhare vahoravA gayA tyAre emanIya AMkho bhInI banI gaI. enA gharanuM dazya AkhuM badalAI gayeluM. chokarAnA vALa oLelA hatA. kapaDA paNa * 150 *

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vyavasthita hatA. AjubAjumAM paNa svacchatA hatI. sagI mA paNa apAra vAtsalya sAthe bAjumAM besI jamADI rahI hatI. le khAI le... keTalA divasano bhUkhyo che. pelo chokaro mUMgo che bolato nathI chatAM mAtA potAnI lAgaNInA dhodhathI navaDAvI rahI che. prema jAge che tyAre paththara paNa bolatA lAge ane prema na hoya to mAvatara paNa mUMgA lAge che. Aje mANasa kUtarAone pheravavAmAM AnaMda anubhave che. bagIcAomAM kUtarAone laI jAya che. paNa mA-bApane pheravavAmAM zarama anubhave che. jeo pharaja cUkyA che e ghaNuM badhuM cUkyA che. zAsanane samajyA pachI, jANyA pachI ApaNA nimitte koIpaNa vyaktine duHkha na thavuM joIe. bena potAnA dikarAne premathI jamADe che. mahArAja sAhebane AvelA joIne benanI AMkhomAM pANI AvI gayuM. tyAM sudhImAM pelA bhAIe hAthamAM peMDAno boksa lIdho ne kahyuM, mahArAja Aje to peMDA vahoravA ja paDaze. mahArAja kahe zAnA peMDA. mahArAja sAheba Aje A gharamAM mA-bApano janma thayo che. bolatA AMkho bhInI thaI gaI. upAzrayamAM badhAne e premanI prasAdI ApI. premanI A mIThAza che. dIkaro pApI che ema nahIM paNa huM pApI chuM evo khyAla AvatA aMtaHkaraNamAM thayeluM parivartana. kAMIpaNa gamo-aNagamo thAya che emAM doSa to ApaNe karelA karmono che. rastAmAM traNa varSano bAbalo Traka nIce cagadAI gayo. ghaNA loko bhegA thaI gayA. DrAIvarane pakaDI loko mAravA lAgyA tyAre chokarAnI mA kahe che ke DrAIvarane mAratA nahIM. mAro dIkaro to have gayo. te have pAcho AvavAno nathI. mArA dIkarAnA ane mArA karmodaya jethI AvuM banyuM. DrAIvarane koI mArazo mA! A benane maLavuM hoya to pAlitANA,pAse kIrtidhAmamAM jajone emane maLajo. karmanA gaNita samajAI jatA arasaparasanA manadu:kha, aprasannatA, kheda, badhuM cAlyuM jaze, jiMdagInI pratyeka paLe AnaMdanI anubhUti thaze. cAra cIjo lAvo (1) saraLatA, (2) namratA, (3) upazamabhAva, (4) dehAdhyAsa toDavAnI vRtti * 151 *

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tIrakho paNa harakho tahIM..... gharasaMsAramAM ane AdhyAtmika jIvanamAM puruSanI jIMdagImAM ahaMkAra ane strInI jIMdagImAM mamakAra bhayaMkara Aga lagADe che. dharatIkaMpa karatAMya dhikkArakaMpa bhayaMkara hoya che. mohanIya karmanA kSayopazama vagara AtmAne AMzika paNa sukhano anubhava thato nathI. AMkhamAM paDela taNakhaluM AMkhanI zaktimAM rUkAvaTa kare, pagamAM vAgela kAMTo cAlavAnI gatimAM avarodha kare tema kaSAya AvI jAya to sadgati mATe pratibaMdhaka thAya. nathI gayo aMtarano saDo mATe paramAtmA pAse jaIne raDo. karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa nIrakhavuM nathI paNa nIrakhIne harakhavAmAM che. je samajaNanA gharamAMthI jAya te gerasamajaNanA gharamAM pahoMcI jAya. mAMgalika thato dIvo aMtima vakhate adhika ajavALuM phelAvIne pUrNa thAya che. e dIvAno aMtima samayano jhabakAro adhika tejasvI suMdara dekhAya che tevI ja rIte yazovijayajI ma. potAnA jIvana bujhAvavAnA aMtima samaye A mahAna jJAnasAra graMthanI racanA karI che. ArAdhanA-upAsanAnI aneka jaDIbuTTIo batAvatA nirmohI banavAnI preraNA karI rahyA che. jJAnarUpI darpaNamAM jeNe potAnA samasta AtyaMtara avayavone joI lIdhA che tene bAhya avayavo upara koIjAtano rAga-dveSa nahIM thAya. jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che darpaNa dvArA AvyaMtara avayavo nIrakhyA pachI bahAra nIrakhavAnuM hotuM nathI. jayAM nIrakhavAnuM nathI tyAM harakhavAnuM hotuM nathI. nIrakhavuM kartArUpe hoya che, jayAre koIpaNa padArthane ApaNe kartArUpe joIe che tyAre ja harakhIe chIe. sAkSIbhAva ApaNane kartA bhoktAmAMthI dUra laI jAya che. sAkSIpaNAno bhAva jAgRta thavo e sauthI kiMmatI bheTa che. ekavAra tamArI STino ughADa thaI jAya pachI tamAre koI udghATana karavAnI jarUra rahetI nathI. zuddha AtmAne jeNe joI lIdho ene jagatanA koIpaNa padArthone jovAno moha lAgato nathI. nIrakhavAmAM karmabaMdha nathI paNa nIrakhIne * 152 *

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harakhavAmAM ja karmabaMdha che. yogadaSTi jevA graMthamAM jaNAve che ke kAMtAdaSTimAM praveza karela vyakti azubha kriyAnI aMdara paDela hoya tyAre karmabaMdha thato nathI. jJAnadaSTino ughADa atyaMta jarUrI che. jJAnadaSTi ughaDI eTale aNasamaja dUra thAya. jJAnI ekaja zvAsocchavAsamAM jabaradasta karmono khAtmo bolAvI de che. jJAnI ke jJAnayogI koNa? je jJAna meLavyA pachI jIvanamAM viSaya kaSAyathI mana pAchuM vALe te jJAnI kahevAya. pravRti kadAca badalAya ke na badalAya paNa pariNati badalAve te jJAnI. jo A pheraphAra jIvanamAM na thAya to A mANasa vidvAna che, paMDita che. AdhyAtmika pariNati na jAge, viSaya kaSAya maMda na paDe to samajavuM ke ApaNI jJAnadaSTi khullI nathI. jJAnanI pariNati tamArA ke mArAmAM AvI che ke nathI AvI e ApaNane tyAre samajAya jo koIpaNa ghaTanA ghA na karI jatI hoya. ghaTanA ghA na kare ane prasaMga pIDA na kare to kahI zakAya ke jJAnadaSTino ughADa thayo che. jJAnadaSTi AghAta-pratyAghAtane roke che. darpaNamAM ApaNuM pratibiMba paDe paNa paDyuM to nA rahe. pratibiMba AvyA pachI jhaLake paNa aMtaramAM jAme nahIM. dezya ke darzana kadAca na badalAya paNa enuM mUlyAMkana avazya badalAI jAya. jJAnayogI banatA jAo. padArtha-pAtrane nIrakho paNa harakho nahIM. jeNe potAnuM darpaNamAM darzana karyuM che evo yogI anaupayogI vAtomAM paDato ja nathI. phakIra ane ziSyo sAthe rastAmAM jaI rahyA hatA. baporanA namAja paDhavAnA samaye rastAmAM ja namAja paDhavA besI gayA. namAja paDhavAnI zarUAta karI tyAM to eka siMhanI trADa saMbhaLAI. ziSyo namAja paDatI mUkI AjubAju bhAgI gayA phakIra to khudAnI baMdagImAM masta beThA che. pelo siMha Avyo ane phakIranI traNa pradakSiNA ApIne cAlyo gayo. ziSyoe A dazya joyuM ane thayuM ApaNA guru mahArAja to vikarALa siMhathI paNa na DaryA. namAja pUrI karI teo AgaLa cAlyA. cAlatA cAlatA saMdhyAno samaya thayo. samI sAMja thatA badhA eka jagyAe rokAyA. saMdhyAkALanI namAja paDhavA badhA taiyAra thayA tyAM to gurudeve rADa pADI ahIMyA to maccharoe mane mArI nAMkhyo. kevA sthAne rokAyA cho. guru bebAkaLA banI gayA. te vakhate ziSyo hase che. gurubhagavaMta garama thaI gayA. tamane hasavuM Ave che jayAre huM vedanAthI pIDAI rahyo chuM. tyAre ziSyo hAtha joDIne namratApUrvaka kahe che gurujI amane hasavuM eTalA mATe Ave che ke jaMgalano rAjA siMha Avyo tyAre tame gabharAyA nahIM paNa hamaNAM maccharonA trAsathI gabharAI gayA. e vakhate phakIra javAba Ape che ke tamArI vAta barAbara = * 153 -

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che. jisa samaya ze2 thA taba mai khudA ke sAtha thA aura jaba macchara Aye hai taba mai tumhAre sAtha huM. jJAnardiSTa AvI aNamola cIjanI bheTa ApI che. sthUlibhadrasvAmi cha mahinA sudhI kozA vezyAne tyAM rahIne paNa potAnI dRSTi nirmaLa rAkhI zakyA.. mahAnizitha sUtramAM jaNAve che ke jayAM sudhI ApaNe svAdhyAyamAM lIna hazuM, jJAnardiSTamAM utarelA hazuM tyAM sudhI bAhya paristhitiono ApaNane koI vAMdho Avato nathI. parabhAvanuM kartApaNuM dUra karI jagatanI aMdara parabhAvamAM mAtra sAkSIpaNuM rAkhavuM. jJAnadRSTine majabUta banAvo. game tevI ghaTanA sarjAya chatAM khaLabhaLATa nahIM thAya. ziSyone rahasya samajAvI rahyA hatA tyAM acAnaka dharatIkaMpa thayo. badhA bahAra bhAgI gayA. joyuM to guru dekhAtA ja nathI. dharatI zAMta thatAM jue che to temanA guru emanA ema ja beThA che. ziSyo kahe che gurujI ame badhA to bhAgI gayA ane tame ahIMyA ja beThA cho. gurujI kahe che huM paNa bhAgI gayo hato. tame badhA bahAra bhAgI gayA ane huM mArI aMdara bhAgI gayo. jJAnIone ghaTanA durghaTanA kAMI karI zakatI nathI. amadAvAdamAM paMDita vIravijyajI ma. da22oja vyAkhyAna saMbhaLAve. premAbhAI jevA zrAvako gurudevanI sAme ja bese. premAbhAInI mukhAkRti joIne vIravijyajI mahArAjane pravacana karavAmAM AnaMda Avato. eka divasa premAbhAI vyAkhyAnano samaya thaI gayo chatAM AvyAM nahIM. vIravijyajI mahArAje vyAkhyAna zarU karyuM paNa mUDa jAmato nathI. sArAmAM sArA pravacano cAlatA hoya gurumahArAja je jinavANI saMbhaLAvatA hoya tyAre emano kSayopazama ghaNIvAra sAme beThelI vyaktione AbhArI hoya che. jijJAsAthI sAMbhaLanArA cAra ja hoya to paNa ghaNuM thaI jAya. premAbhAI moDA AvyA. pUjyazrI pUche che Aje moDA kema? sAkSIbhAva khIlI jAya to vyakti saMsAramAM dareka prasaMge mahAnatA keLavI zake che. premAbhAI kahe che, mahemAna AvelA temane vaLAvavA gayelo. vIravijyajI ma. ne vizvAsa nathI Avato. premAbhAI jinavANIne choDIne e samaye Avela mahemAnane mUkavA jAya nahIM. premAbhAIno uttara sAMbhaLyA pachI paNa mana mAnatuM nathI. tyAre bAjumAM ubhA rahelA zrAvaka mahArAjane kahe che emano juvAna dikaro mRtyu pAmyo ene vaLAvavA teo gayA hatA. saMsArI jIvomAM paNa AvI jJAnadaSTi vikasvara thayelI jovA maLe che. gautamasvAmIe paNa AnaMda zrAvaka pAse jaIne potAnI bhUlano svIkAra karyo hato. zrAvaka jIvanamAM viziSTa * 154 *

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lakSaNo keLavelA hovA joIe. mahAvIrasvAmie samyak jJAna, samyakadarzana samyakacAritra ane samyak tapa keTaluM mahAna che te zAsanamAM uttama zrAvako dvArA batAvyuM. uttama mahAtmAo dvArA batAvyuM. jJAnadaSTi meLavavAnI jhaMkhanA jAgI jAya to sAMsArika jIvana paNa samatAthI yukta banI jAya. game tevI ghaTanA banI jAya tyAre jJAnadaSTi AtmA ekaja vicAra kare. A ghaTanAnuM kAraNa mArA potAnA karmo ja che. jJAna STi jayAM pragaTI nathI tyAM ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAna thAya che. jIvanamAMthI kaSAyanI pariNati ochI kare te jJAnI kahevAya. gAmaDAmAM rahetA bApAne dIkaro zaheramAM ghera laI Avyo. ATha divasathI bApA dIkarAne ghera rahe che. bApA khUba zAMtithI jIve che. bApAne AMkhe dekhAtuM nathI. ATha divasa dharamAM putravadhuo-pautro-pautrIo sAthe khUba AnaMdathI pasAra karyA. ATha divasa bAda dikaro bApAne hospiTalamAM laI gayo. oparezana karAvI be divasa tyAM rahI gADImAM besI pAchA dIkarAne ghera AvatA hatA tyAre rastA upara kacarAnA DhagalA joIne kahe A zuM? gAmanI sarakAra kazuM dhyAna rAkhatI nathI. AvI vAto karatA karatA ghera AvyA. gharamAM AvIne beThAne bApA tarata bolyA, A ghara che ke ukaraDo? koI vastuonuM gharamAM ThekANuM nathI. vahuo hADakAnI harAma thaI gaI lAge che. eka divasamAM bApAnI vAtothI kaMTALIne vahuoe potAnA patine kahI dIdhuM ke bApAne jaldI gAma pAchA mUkI Avo. ATha divasa pahelA kaleza thato na hato ane pachI kema thayo? bApAne pahelA kacaro dekhAto na hato ane have dekhAvA lAgyuM mATe. prApta thayelI zakti paNa nukazAna ka2nA2I banI zake che. prApta thayelI zaktiothI virakti prApta karI AtmakalyANa karavAnuM hoya che je zakti jIvanamAM thatAM saMgharSone samApta karavA doDe che te zakti sArthaka che. badhuM ja pramANamAM joIe. sau jIvo sAthe maitrI karavI joIe paraMtu koInI sAthe atimaitrI na hovI joIe. atimaitrI paNa guNane badale doSamAM pheravAI jAya che. jJAnadRSTino ughADa thAya to darzanamAM bhale phera na paDe paNa mulyAMkanamAM phera paDI jAya che. samakakSanI IrSyA na thAya to guNano pramoda sAco. * 155 *

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'sukha....duHkha...bannene WELCOME! moharUpI madirAnuM pAna karanAra vyaktinI kevI dazA hoya che enuM varNana karatA yazovijyajI mahArAja "jJAnasAra'mAM jaNAvI rahyA che ke saMsAranA pIThA upara besIne vikalparUpI madIrAnA pAtro vaDe mohanI zarAba pIe che tyAre teo bhAna bhUlIne game tevA kAryo karatA hoya che. je AtmAmAM zreSThamAM guNono bhaMDAra rahelo che te paNa AzcaryakAraka pravRttio karato jovA maLe che. ApaNane je na game tevI kriyA anyane karatA joIne tenI upara dveSa na karatA jina tattva ApaNane kahe che samyakajJAna ApaNAmAM Ave tyAM mohanIya ceSTAo prAyaH cAlI gaI hoya che. koIpaNa AtmAnI nAnI moTI arucikara pravRtti joIne dveSa na karavo. jJAnano artha e che ke virati nahIM to sthavirati to avazya maLe. jJAnanuM sIdhu phaLa to virati ja che. jJAna meLavyA pachI parimArjana to thavuM ja joIe. ApaNI aMdara jJAna hoya to dhyAnamAM Ave che ke ATaluM jANavA ane samajavA chatAM je viparIta AcaraNa thaI rahyuM che enuM kAraNa moha che. eka nAnakaDo moha jIvane sAcI samajaNa hovA chatAM avasare sAcuM samajavA deto nathI. eka moha svAda vagaranuM bhojana calAvI levA taiyAra nathI. kapaDA e majA mATe nathI paNa maryAdA mATe che. pugalano prema eTalo naDe che ke enAthI jIvanamAM Dagale ne pagale rAga-dveSa thAya che. moha naDe tyAre vicArajo ke vyaktinI aMdara beThelo moha kharAba che vyakti kharAba nathI. mohamadirA pInAranI ceSTAo kevI hoya che? dArU pIdhelA mANasa jevI. enI sAme bolavAthI te samaye koI phAyado nathI. eka kavie sarasa kahyuM che ke, "haNo nA pApIne koI, dviguNa banaze pApa jaganA." eka bApanA be dIkarA hatA. eka dIkaro saMskArI hato ne bIjo bejavAbadAra banI dArU vagere pIto hato. to A bApa salAha kone Ape. samajune ja salAha Ape. pIdhelA vyaktinI sAme bolavAthI ApaNane sAme rIekazana ja maLavAnuM che. eka dArUDIyo cAra hAIve roDanI vacce rAkhelI polisanI kebInamAM ubho hato. havAladAra kahe che zA mATe ubho che? tyAre dArUDIyAe kahyuM AkhI duniyA pharI rahI che. paNa enuM zuM? duniyA phare che to enI sAthe mAruM ghara paNa pharaze...pharatuM pharatuM ghara ahIM Avaze to huM gharamAM cAlyo jaIza. dArU pIdhelo mANasa potAnI vAtamAM kaMTrola rAkhI zakto nathI. jJAnIo kahe che ke A madirAno nazo to 5-6 kalAke utarI jAya che paNa mohano nazo to hajAro lAkho varase utare ke na utare = 156 * =

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enI koI geraMTI nathI. je lokoe mohanIya karmanA kAraNe tophAna macAvyuM che emane mApha karo. mohamAM bhAna bhUlelI vyakti kSamAne pAtra che. kayAre paNa napharata na karo. jinabhakti jeTalI mahatvanI che enAthI vadhu mahattvanI jIvamaitrI che. jinabhakti karyA pachI jIvabhakti (maitrI) na Ave to ApaNo mokSa thavAno nathI. koIpaNa jIvanI ceSTAo joIne dveSa na karo. jinAlayamAM badhA ja bhagavAnanI pUjA zakya nathI paraMtu maitrI to vizvamAtranA jIvo sAthe zakya che. ApaNo duniyAmAM koI duzmana hoI zake paraMtu ApaNe koInA duzmana na hoI zakIe. jainonA koI duzmana hoya paNa jaina koInA duzmana na hoya. eka kavie lakhyuM che ke "gulamAM kAMTA cUMTavAnuM kAma karazo mA, camanamAM gulanuM jokhama vadhI jaze." kAMTA paNa phUla mATe upakArI che. Aje prazaMsakothI jeTalA paDayA che eTalA niMdakothI patana nathI pAmyA. ApaNI viruddhamAM koI jAya to vicArajo e mohanI madirA pIdhela che ne huM samajela chuM. sUratamAM eka pati-patni eka mahAtmAne AvIne kahe sAheba! ghara mATe je karavuM paDe te karI chUTIe chatAM amArI koI gharamAM kadara karatuM nathI. mahAtmAe bahenane kahyuM tame to samajU cho mATe tamane koI kahetuM nathI. jaMgalamAM jatAM rAmanI AMkhamAM AMsu zA mATe? rAmane vicAra Avyo ke mArA pitAe pUchavuM paDyuM ke tuM vanavAse jaIza...AjJA jayAM karAya tyAM karavAnI hoya. bena! tamane prazaMsA karAvavI hoya to baLavo karo. pelA bene kahyuM mArI mAtAnA A saMskAra nathI. bena! eTaluM dhyAna rAkhajo ke koI prasaMgomAM vAMka hoya to ApaNA karmono ja vAMka che. raMgunanA zrImaMta zreSThInI kanyAe dIkSA lIdhI. saMskArothI jIvana keLavAyeluM hatuM. Dabala grejyueTa thayelI e kanyA hatI. badhI ja rIte tejasvI e bene dIkSA lIdhI. gurujIe paNa ene khUba bhaNAvI. vakhata jatAM pUrvanA koIka karmodaye gurune potAnI A ziSyA upara abhAva thaI gayo. e pragaTa thayelo abhAva tyAM sudhI pahoMcyo ke emanI lAvelI gocarI na vApare. amArA saMyamajIvanamAM amArI lAvelI gocarI koI na vApare to ane to tarata ja duHkha thaI Ave. je ziSya potAnA saMyama paryAyanA 30-35 varasa pasAra karyA hoya e ziSya paNa gurunA caraNamAM bALaka banIne rahe ane kharekhara e ja ziSya mahAna che. A guru mahArAjane potAnI A ziSyA upara abhAva vadhato ja gayo. have to abhAvanI paNa hada AvI gaI. guNI gocarI vAparatA hoya e oraDImAM bhUlathI paNa e AvI jAya to guruNI potAnA ziSyAone kahe ke have A gocarI mArAthI nahIM - * 150 *

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vaparAya. enI najara lAgI gaI che. AvuM jayAre guNI bole tyAre ziSyAo potAnA guruNIne kahe A amArA nAnA gurubena che. kevA utkRSTa saMyamI che. emanA AvyA pachI to amAruM paNa cAritra vizeSa nirmaLa banyuM che. guruNI akaLAIne bolI uThayA khabaradAra! mane koIe salAha ApI che to. A bAju pelA vinayI ziSyA hasate moDhe badhu sahana kare che. potAnA ja karmono doSa vicAre che. kayAreka potAnA vaDila gurubenonA caraNomAM mAthuM nAkhIne raDI paDe che ane raDatA raDatA kahe che gurujI je kArya kare che te mArA hitanA mATe kare che. tamo teone mArA viSe kaMI na kahetA. guruNInA dilane azAtA na pahoMcADatA. gurujInI game tevI azAtA e mArA mATe svIkArya che. eka varSa vItyuM. A ziSyA khUba sahana kare che. ekavAra guNI bimAra paDayA. sAthe rahelA ziSyAo vaiyAvacca karI zake ema na hatA. tyAre A ziSyA guruNI pAse jAya che ane raDatA raDatA kahe che ke phakta traNa divasa mane sevAno lAbha Apo. sukha duHkha kAyama nathI TakatA. gurujIe anujJA ApI. traNa divasa evI aMtaranA bhArobhAra bhakti karI ke e guNIjI Aje e ziSyAne pUchayA vagara pANI paNa vAparatA nathI. A sAdhvIjIe kayAreya potAnA guruNIjI sAme baLavo na karyo. koIpaNa prakAranuM rIekazana na ApyuM. jo tame AvuM hoya to zuM karo? sAcA zrAvaka jo tame ho to sAdhusaMsthAnI niMdA bhUlathI paNa na karatA. AvA prasaMgo tIvrakoTinA jIvano cAritrA mohanIya karmano udaya hoya tyAre bane che. saMsAramAM jIvana ghaNuM mAna maLe che. mAna choDIne muni banavAnuM che. je mAna mUkyA vagara muni bane che e saMyama pariNatino khUnI bane che. saMyama jIvanamAM ghaNuM choDIne ghaNuM meLavavAnuM che. meghakumAra pahelA ja divase trAsI gayA. gurUnI AjJAnI mahattA keTalI? gurune pUchIne pachI ja jAuM. tethI ja patita parINAmI hovA chatAM paNa zreSTha pariNAmI banI kalyANa sAdhI gayA. je jIva cAritra mohanIya karma bAMdhe che e bIjA kayA karma nathI bAMdhato e savAla che. karmano baMdha thAya emAM bhAga koNa bhajave che. kaSAyo sauthI vadhAre karmabaMdha karAve che. A kaSAyomAM paNa moha potAno bhAga bhajave che. - nAstika evA pradezI rAjA dharma pAmyA. patni sUryakAntAne dharma gamato nathI. potAnA pati ATalA dharmI banI gayA. bhayaMkara krodha aMtaramAM cUMTAya che. rAjAne dharmamAM uchALo Avyo che. mohanI madirA bahu bhayaMkara che. = * 158 * --

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rAjA pakhkhI AdinA divase pauSadha kare che. baporanA samaye ekAsaNuM karavA bese che. sUryakAMtAe dUdhanA kaTorAmAM dharmI patithI chUTavA mATe jhera nAMkhI dIdhuM. pradezI rAjA ekAsaNuM karI rahyA che. badhI vAnagIonI sAthe patinA pATale dUdhano kaToro paNa mUke che. rAjA kaToro moDhe mAMDe che. dUdhamAM kaMIka pharaka jaNAyo. ekAsaNuM karI rAjA pauSadhazALAe gayA. rAjAo potAnA mATe pauSadhazALAo ane darzana mATe gRhamaMdira vagere banAvatA. tamane gharamaMdiranuM kahIe to kaho ke gharamAM anukULatA nathI. AzAtanA lAge. TI.vI. vageremAM to ArAdhanA ja thatI haze ne? mohanI sAthe esa.TI.DI. cAlu haze to paramAtmA sAthe kanekazana nahIM joDAya. rAjAne dhIme dhIme jhera caDe che. rAjA paDI jAya che. maMtrIo, sainiko doDatA Ave che. upacAro kare che. rAjA taraphaDI rahyA che. rAjA manamAM samajI gayA ke rANIe dUdhamAM kAMI gaDabaDa karI che. Agraha karI pIvaDAvavAno artha samajI gayA. 'namana namana meM phera hai, bahuta name nAdIna.." rAjAne rANI pratye aMtaramAM deSa nathI. rAga-dveSa vadhe eTalA rIekazana vadhe. svIkAra e samatAno prabhAva che. pratikAra e krodhano prabhAva che. pradezI rAjA dharmiSTha banyA che. rAjAne bhayaMkara vedanA che. jIvanamAM parama zAtA che. rAjAnI hamaNAM kasoTI thaI rahI che. dhavaMtarI vaidho jhera utAravAmAM niSphaLa gayA che. A bAju sUryakAMtA rANI vicAre che jo rAjA bacI jaze to mArI jiMdagI kedamAM AvI jaze. Ama vicArI dhrusake dhrusake raDatI potAnA vALa khullA karI tyAM Ave che. mAruM saubhAgya bhUMsAI jaze. mAruM zuM thaze? mohanIya karma khataranAka che. rAjA potAnA svabhAvamAM masta che. rAjA vicAre che he jIva! tuM prabhune Adhina che to tuM svAdhIna che. mATe samatA rAkhaje. rANInA manamAM eka vicAra ghUMTAya che. rAjA bacI jaze to? rAjA pAse jaIne potAnA vALathI rAjAnuM moDhuM DhAMkI dIdhuM. rANI mukhathI bolI rahI che ke game tema karI emane bacAvo ane aMgUThAthI rAjAnuM gaLuM dabAvI dIdhuM. rAjA saMsAramAMthI vidAya thaI gayAM. saMsAra keTalo bhayaMkara che. patinI pAchaLa satIo thanAra paNa che ne AvI strIo paNa che. saMsAramAM gamo-aNagamo, ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna karavA jevuM nathI. moha-mAyA e to baMdhana che. saMsAramAM mAtra karmabaMdhana thaze. dharmInA jIvanamAMthI bheda TaLI jAya che. samajadArI hoya to koIpaNa paristhitine lAbhadAyaka banAvI le che. AnaMdane avadhijJAna du:khamAM thayuM to bharatane kevaLajJAna arisAbhUvanamAM tattvane samajyA pachI. ATaluM dhyAnamAM rAkho. sukha duHkha banne mAre mATe sahAyaka che. karmanA udaya samaye prabhu tArI maherabAnI che. hAya hAya karavAthI zuM? samatA rahe e ja moTI vAta che. * 159 *

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svabhAva ke prabhAvamAM pasaMdagI konI ....! munisuvrata svAmI bhagavAnanI dezanA cAlatI hatI. bIjI bAju pa00 munivaro ghANIe pIlAtA hatA. ghANImAM pIlAvAnI vedanA samAna hatI chatAM pAlakathI thayelA A nukazAnane bhUlI zakyA to pAlaka pratyeno maitrIbhAva TakAvavA dvArA kevaLajJAna pAmIne mokSamAM padhArI gayA. jayAre e ja 500 munivaronA gurudeva naMdakasUri pAlaka taraphathI ubhI thayelI nukazAnIne bhUlI na zakyA to pAlaka pratye jAlIma durbhAva keLavIne saMsAranI yAtrAe nIkaLI paDyA. mukta thavAno eka ja vikalpa zreSTha che. ApaNA potAnA azubha karmonA udayane najaramAM rAkhIne thayela nukazAnIne hasI kADhavAnI hiMmata keLavI lo. duzmana tamArA karmo che pAlaka nathI." A vicAraNAthI samatAnI sahaja prApti thAya. prabhAvanA AkarSaNamAM mohAvA karatA AtmAnA svabhAvanA AkarSaNamAM AvavA jevuM che. zreNikane teno putra koNika rojanA 100 phaTakA mIThAmAM boLelI cAbuka vaDe mAre. AvatI covIsInA prathama tIrthaMkara thanArA puNyAtmAe keTalI vedanAo sahI haze. khullA baraDA para roja 100 phaTakA mAre. gaI kAlanA ujharaDA para mIThAnA pANImAM boLelI cAbukanA phaTakA zreNika to hasatA hasatA sahI le ane bolatA. dikarA, je mane bhagavAne paNa na zIkhavADyuM e tattvajJAna Aje huM tArI pAsethI zIkhyo eTale tuM mAro upakArI cho.' phaTakA paDe ane moDhAmAMthI cIsa nIkaLe. lohIluhANa zarIre bole - narakamAM jaIza to tyAM paNa AvI vedanAo sahevAnI che. dIkarAne kahe che, "emAM tAro koI doSa nathI. A to mArA karelA karmo udayamAM AvyA che. te mAre bhogavavAnA ja che." cellaNA dIkarAne vinaMtI kare che ke dikarA tuM nAno hato tyAre tArI eka AMgaLI kUkaDo khAI gayo hato tyAre tArA pitAe tane bacAvyo hato. mane ekavAra emane maLavAnI rajA Apa. khullA vALa dArUmAM bhIMjavI jayAre cellaNA zreNikane maLavA jAya che ane zreNikanA khullA baraDA para paDelA ujharaDAnI upara dArUnA TIpA paDe che tyAre thoDIka vedanA ochI thAya che. vedanAnI vacce paNa hasatA rahyA. prabhAva nA kendramAM zarIra hoya che jayAre svabhAvanA kendramAM AtmA hoya che. mANatuSa muni vicAre che ke gayA bhavamAM meM jJAnanI virAdhanA karI haze ke Aje mane jJAna caDatuM nathI. potAnA ja karmonI vicAraNAmAM ja pazcAtApa jAge che. gurunI pahelA kevaLajJAna pAmI jAya che. jANavA ane jIvavAnI khAI toDI nAMkhI. ( 10 )

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dhAro ke rajAno divasa che. tamo gADI laIne pharavA mAtherAna jaI rahyA cho. e samaye gADI kADhavA bahAra gayA ke tyAM koI AgAsI tIrtha javA mATe gADI mAMgavA Ave to tarata gADI ApI do? nA sAheba...ene paNa mAtherAna upADI jaIe. eka vAta khyAlamAM rAkhajo jANavA ane jIvavAnI bhedarekhA vaccenuM aMtara jeTaluM ghaTe eTalI sadgati najIka Ave. zIlacaMdrasUrijI mahArAje 12 varSanI uMmare ja dIkSA lIdhI ne saMyama svIkAryuM tyArathI ja cha vigaIno tyAga karyo hato. pote pravacana ke vAcanA ApatA tyAre eka jaNa dIkSA aMgIkAra karato. potAnA AtmAnA svabhAvamAM masta banyA mATe ja eno prabhAva joradAra paDato. 10 pUrvIo paNa je svabhAvane bhUlI gayA ne nigodamAM paTakAI paDyA. kikaro uMmaralAyaka thayo che ema vicAratA bApe dikarAnA vevizALa karavAnuM nakkI karyuM che. paNa dikarAmAM eka dUSaNa hatuM te vezyAgAmI hato. eTale koI sArA gharanI kanyA ApavA koI bApa taiyAra thato na hato. jJAnIo kahe che para padArtha para prIta vezyA jevI che. bApe dikarAne khUba samajAvatA kahyuM, dikarA tAruM vevizALa nakkI karyuM che. jo tuM vezyAgamana choDe to AvatIkAlathI ApaNA ghare sArA gharanI kanyAonI lAIna lAge tema che. tyAre chokarAe javAba Apyo pahelA chokarI Ave pachI vezyAgamana choDuM. have koI bApa potAnI dikarI kayAre Ape? vezyAgamana choDe tyAre. eTale ja A upanayanI jJAnIo samajAve che ke padArtha sAthenI prIta choDo to paramAtmA maLe. prabhAva ciMtA lAve te svabhAva khumArI lAve che. puNya prabhAve cakravartIpaNuM meLavI zakAya che jayAre dharmasvabhAve kevaLajJAna pAmI zakAya che. pakhaMDanA Adhipatya pachIya saMtoSano oDakAra Ave evI koI saMbhAvanA nathI. pakhaMDa jItanArAo bArakhaMDa jItavA nIkaLyA tyAre temanAya DUcA nIkaLI gayA. cakravartInuM eka vimAna upaDatuM nathI tene upADavA 16000 devatAo upaDyA. aMte e vimAna lavaNa samudramAM jaI paDyuM. aMte e cakravartI paNa marIne sAtamI nArakIe gayo. sAgaranA pANIthI kayAreya tRSA chIpAtI nathI paNa nadInA pANImAM to tRSA ghaTADavAnI tAkAta to che. sAgaranA pANIthI to tRSA vadhatI ja jAya che. A sAgaranA pANIno prabhAva ne nadInA pANIno svabhAva. prabhAvano aMta nathI evA jIvone tRpti thatI ja nathI. svabhAvamAM rahenArA AtmAnI joDe rahenArane paNa tRptinA oDakAra Ave che. jJAnasAramAM yazovijayajI mahArAja spaSTa vAta karI rahyA che. mohano , madirA e prabhAva che. AtmAnA anaMta guNo e svabhAva che. karmanI nirjarA karo, samatA guNa lAvo. mAthuM du:khaze to paNa upavAsa karIza ane upavAsa * 11 -

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karyA pachI mAthuM du:khaze to samatAbhAve sahana karIza. pradezI rAjAne paNa sAcI vAtanI jANa hovA chatAM koI rIekazana na AvyuM. cAre bAju mohanA tophAno che. jJAna ane samakti bannenuM phaLa to samabhAva che. pelo hAthI eka page ubho che. prajAjano tALIothI vadhAvI nAcI uThe che ane ekI sAthe badhA bolI uThe che Avo hAthI gumAvazo nahIM. rAjA mahAvatane AjJA kare che hAthIne choDI tame banne khINamAM jhaMpalAvI do. tyAre mahAvata kahe che evuM na bane. sAthe amane paNa jIvatadAna Apo. rAjA kahe che bhale tame traNeya nIce Avo. mahAvata hAthIne laI pahADa uparathI nIce utaryo. rAjA bhartuharIe hAthIno svIkAra karI mahAvata ane rANIne dezanikAla karyA. bhartuharI A asAra saMsAramAMthI vairAgya tarapha vaLyA. eka guru pAse cAlyA jAya che. emane kahe che mAre saMnyAsI thavuM chuM. guru bhagavaMta jJAnI hoya che. saMnyAsa ApatA pahelA kahe che. tuM ahIMthI ubho thA. piMgalA jayAM hoya tyAM ene jaIne kaheje. maiyA bhikSA denA, piMgalA upara jene keTalI napharata che. enI sAme jovA taiyAra na hato. AvA rAga-dveSathI ja saMsAra cAle che. samarAdityano janma paNa A rIte ja thayo che. rUpAsena-sunaMdAno janma cAle che. basa. A sAMkaLa bhavonI cAlatI rahevAnI. jo jAgI na zakAya to. krodha paNa lAMbo samaya ghUMTAya to vera banI jAya che. tame badhA to vyApArIo cho. konI pAse hisAba levA jAo? jenI pAse tamArA paisA levAnA bAkI hoya enI pAse kharuM ne? jJAnIo kahe che hisAbanA copaDAnI sAthe aMtaranA copaDA kilayara karavAnA che. rAga-dveSathI mukta banatA jAo. jo ahIyA paNa jIva rAga-dveSane vaza thaIne laDe to duniyAmAM paDe pachI vyAkhyAna vAMcanAro bhale raDe to paNa kazuM na vaLe. kaSAyonI mAphI mAMgI lo. ApaNane jema melA kapaDA nathI gamatA tema aMtaramAM lAgelA DAgha jo ApaNane nahIM game to ApaNuM kAma thaI jAya. pramAdamAM abhimAna AvavAno avakAza che. jayAre jIva jAgI jAya tyAre abhimAna dUra thaI jAya che. bhartuharI gurunI AjJA ziromAnya karI zodhato zodhato piMgalAnA rAjamahele jAya che ane nIcethI ja kahe che maiyA piMgalA muje bhikSA de. be-traNa vAra bole che. tyAre enA avAjano paDagho piMgalA sAMbhaLe che ane jharukhAmAMthI jue che. rAjAne joI piMgalA bhikSA laIne doDatI nIce Ave che ane rAjAnI jhoLImAM harSathI bhikSA Ape che. Aje ame paNa tamArI pAsethI rAga-dveSanI bhikSA mAMgIe chIe. tame paNa A vyAkhyAna maMDapa choDatA pahelA rAga-dveSa jhoLImAM padharAvatA jajo. AkAza jema kAdavathI lapAto nathI tema samaju AtmAo pApano udaya Ave tyAre paNa pApamAM levAtA nathI. bhayaMkara kakSAnA pApodaya Ave ane svakIya-parakIya duHkho Ave to paNa temAM = * 102

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levAtA nathI. mAnasika gaNita para cAlatA zIkho. 18 pApasthAnakomAMthI 17 pApasthAnako karavAthI thAya che. 18 muM mithyAtva zalya A jagatanuM moTAmAM moTuM pApa che je mAnavAthI thAya che. guNasthAnakano AdhAra paNa kAyA karatA mana upara vadhAre che. kAyA karatA paNa manathI pApa vadhAre thAya che. tapa nathI thatuM mATe ApaNe raDyA chIe paNa bhAvanA ja na thaI e mATe ApaNe keTaluM raDyA chIe? sAdhanA ochI thAya te cAle paNa bhAvanA ochI thAya te na cAle. bAhyadharmamAM yathAzakti cAlI zake paNa paNa AtyaMtara bhAvanA dharmamAM yathAzakti kema cAlI zake? sAdhanAnA kSetramAM kadAca pAchA paDo paNa bhAvanAnA kSetramAM to pAchA na paDatA. zAlibhadranA jIve saMgamanA bhavamAM khIra kevI vahorAvI hatI. elacI-kesara bAsamatI cokhA AdinI na hatI; e khIramAM to hatA mAgI lAvelA jADA cokhA, dUdha ne sAkara. e khIrathI zAlibhadrane zuM maLyuM? sAdhanAnA kSetramAM pAchaLa hovA chatAM bhAvanAnA kSetramAM AgaLa nIkaLI gayA. sAdhanAnA kSetra karatA bhAvanAnuM kSetra zreSTha che. karmabaMdha paNa mAnasika valaNa para AbhArI che. kAyika valaNa para nahI. mana pApI bane to nAnuM paNa pApa mahAna bane, jaina darzane kahe che pApa karavA chatAM lepAya nahIM evI sAdhanA jaina darzananI che. eka sAdhu benanA gAmamAM gayA. bena potAnA parivAra sAthe jharukhAmAM besI sogaThA khele che. e samaye rAjamArgethI pelA sAdhu pasAra thAya che. rANInI najara sAdhu upara paDe che. mAro moTo bhAI Avo ja sAdhu banelo. dhArIne jotA manamAM kahe che A to mAro sago mADI jAyo bhAI... AMkhomAMthI azrunI dhArA vahevA lAgI. sAdhu je dizAmAM gayA e dizAmAM rANInI najara maMDAyelI rahI. pApa kayAre manamAM praveze enI khabara na paDe. rAjA rANInA hAvabhAva ane AMkhomAMthI TapakatA AMsune joIne vicAre che ke nakkI A sAdhu ane rANIne koI saMbaMdha che. manamAM pApano praveza koIpaNa ghaDIe ne koIpaNa coghaDIye thaI zake che. A jIve haraghaDIye sAvadhAna rahevAnI jarUra che. A rANI ATalI badhI pelA sAdhune jovAmAM magna banI che..... nakkI kaMIka che... ? rAjA potAnA sevakone AjJA Ape che nagaramAM Avela sAdhunI jIvatA cAmaDI utArI lo. sAdhunI cAmaDI utAratA mArAo raDI paDe che ane sAdhu hase che. mArAo kahe che ane cAmaDI utArIe chIe ane tame hasatA hasatA sahana karo cho. sAdhu kahe che tamane jarApaNa takalIpha na thavI joIe. tame jema kaho tema ubho rahuM. dhanya che te mahAtmAne... nathI koinA doSa jotA....potAnA svabhAvanA AkarSaNamAM masta masta che. * 163 *

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sAdhanA sAthe bhAvanA jarUrI.....! paramopakArI upAdhyAyajI mahArAja hAla varasAvIne bhAvanAnuM sAmrAjya mana para jamAvavAnI preraNA ApI rahyA che. sAdhanAne jema dharma che tema bhAvanAno paNa dharma che. karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa kaSAya che. kaSAyo prathama manamAM pedA thAya che. mATe ja manane bhAvanAthI bhInuM bhInuM banAvI devAnI vAta kare che. saMsAramAM tame konI AjJA mAno cho? eka phoTogrApharanI badhI ja AjJAo mAnavA taiyAra thaI jAo cho jayAre paramAtmAnI keTalI AjJAo mAnI. paramAtmAnuM caityavaMdana karatA traNa dizAonI choDI mAtra eka ja dizAmAM prabhu sanmukha jovAnuM che. chatAM ApaNe zuM karIe chIe? hajAmata karAvavA jAo to hajAmanI badhI ja AjJA mAnavA taiyAra thaI jAo cho. jJAnIo kahe che AtmAnI salAmatI rAkhavI hoya to devagurunI AjJA mAnatA jAo. sAdhu bhagavaMta sthira ubhA che. cAmaDI utAratA utAratA Akhare teo DhaLI paDyA ane saMsAramAMthI vidAya thayA. emanI bAjumAM rahela ogho lohIthI kharaDAI gayo hato. AkAzamAMthI jatI eka samaDIe mAMsano TUkaDo samajIne oghAne laIne AkAzamAM uDavA lAgI e ogho yogAnuyoge rAjamahelanI agAzImAM paDyo. rANIe ogho joyo. are! A to mArA bhAI mahArAjano che ema kahetI rANI bebhAna thaI gaI. rAjA doDatA AvyuM zuM thayuM? upacArathI rANI bhAnamAM Ave che ane rAjAne kahe che tamArA nagaranI aMdara mArA bhAInI hatyA! sAdhu banIne Avela mArA mADI jAyA bhAInuM sanmAna thavAne badale khUna! A zabdo sAMbhaLatA ja rAjA potAnA myAna mAMthI talavAra kADhe che ane rANIne kahe che A talavAra calAvI de mArI upara. tArA bhAInI hatyA meM ja karAvI che. rANI hAthamAM talavAra le kharI? rANI pUche che eka pavitra muninI hatyA karAvavAnuM kAraNa zuM? rAjA kahe che manathI to vicAra karI bhayaMkara pApa karyuM che. have A jIbhane bagADavAnI mArI taiyArI nathI. rANI ati Agraha kare che tyAre rAjA potAnA manamAM Avelo vicAra jaNAve che. rANI kahe che te rAjA! ATalA varSanA sahevAsa pachI tamane mArI para ATalo ja vizvAsa, Ane kahevAya saMsAra! eka sekanDamAM rANInA vicAra palaTAyA. doSa mArA karmono che. vairAgyanA bhAvamAM rANI upara caDe che. svabhAva tarapha gamana kare che. bAjumAM rahela ogho hAthamAM le che tyAM ja rANIne kevaLajJAna thAya che. = * 164 * =

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rANIne dharma na maLyo hota to AkhI jiMdagI jhera banI jAta. dharmIne AvatA du:khathI dharmI jIvo adharmI pratyeno maitrIbhAva toDatA nathI. dharmarahita evA koIka pApIne AvatA du:khothI te jIvono dveSI banI jAya che. ArtadhyAnamAM lAgI jAya che. ghaTanA eka ja hoya che paraMtu bhItaramAM ciMtana alaga hoya che. pApIne maLatI lakSmIthI pApa vadhe ke ghaTe? zerabajArano AMkaDo vadhe enI ciMtA thAya che. paNa jIva AmAM tAro sapATo keTalo bolAyo che ene jo! dharmInA jIvanamAM koIpaNa ghaTanA banI jAya to ene te sArA mArge vALe. dharmI AtmAne sagavaDa maLatI jAya tema eno dharma vadhato jAya. agavaDa ke sagavaDa chatAM aMtaramAM dharmadhyAna hoya. dharmI AtmA bhagavAna pAse jaIne kahe mane badhuM ja cAlaze tuM mArA jIvanamAM sArI bhAvanA Apa. durbhAvanAmAM badhuM ja nakAmuM che. suzrAvaka kezavalAla vajecaMde pU. labdhi sU.ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM saMgha kADhayo. saMgha aDadhI maMjile phoMcyo haze tyAM samAcAra maLyA ke emanI pArTI uThI gaI che. jayAre kezavalAla saMghapatine A samAcAra maLyA teNe tarata ja koThAra saMbhALatA bhAIne bolAvyA ane pUchyuM anAja keTaluM che? pAMca divasa cAle eTaluM. paisA keTalA che? zrAvake amuka rakamano AMkaDo kahI batAvyuM. kezavalAle kahyuM ke Aje yAtrikonI bhakti mATe cAra miSTAnna banAvo. be mIThAI to taiyAra che. saMghapati kahe bhale taiyAra che. paNa Aje khUbaja bhakti ka2vI che. AcArya bhagavaMtane jayAre samAcAra maLyA tyAre temaNe kezavalAlane bolAvIne kahyuM ke kezavalAla yaha kayA hai? tane samAcAra maLyA ke nahIM? tyAre bhaktahRdayI gurubhakta saMghapati kahe che gurudeva samAcAra jANyA eTale ja AjanA divasanI bhakti jamAvI dauM kAle A saMghanuM zuM thaze kone khabara? pU. A. zrInI AMkhomAM AMsu AvI gayA. emaNe kezavalAlane kahyuM ahIM Avo tamane vAsakSepa ApuM. kezavalAla paNa pUrNa zraddhAthI vAsakSepa grahaNa kare che. saMgha kADhayA pachI mane AvI daridratA AvI Avo vicAra paNa temanA manamAM na Avyo. pApanA udaya samaye dharma ko ke na karo paNa pApakarma potAnuM kArya to bhajavavAno ja che. e divase kezavalAle mana mUkIne bhakti karI jeTalu vaparAyuM eTaluM vAparyuM. dharmanA prabhAve AkhI bAjI palaTAI gaI. dharmanI je rakSA kare tenI dharma paNa rakSA kare. mahApuruSo ghaNIvAra kahetA dhyAna rAkhajo saMghapati kayAreya rasoDAmAM jAya nahIM. tyAM vaparAtA ghI-telane joIne enA manamAM kayAMka koI yAtriko pratye kharAba vicAra AvI jAya to bhayaMkara pApa baMdhAI jAya. e dhana * 165 *

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kharcanAra saMpatinA karmakSayanuM nimitta kayAre karmabaMdhamAM pariNamI jAya. koIpaNa kriyA karyA pachI pa2mAtmA 52 bharoso rAkhazo to zULInuM du:kha soIthI sarI jaze. mAku zeThANI nemisUri mahArAjane vaMdana karavA jatA rastAmAM paDI gayA. cha mahinAno khATalo Avyo. koI kahe ke vaMdana karavA jatA hatA ne Ama thayuM. mAku zeThANIe khumArIthI javAba Apyo ke vaMdana ka2vA gaI mATe ja phekcarathI patI gayuM nahIM khalAsa thaI jAta. dharmIne ghera dhADa paDI A kahevatamAM ja goTALo che. dharmInA ghera dhADa che ja nahIM paNa karmoe rADa pADI che. pApodaya jenA jIvanamAM jAge enA ja jIvanamAM rADa paDe. paramAtmAnA karma hatA to upasargo sahana karavA paDyA. bharata cakravartine arIsAbhuvanamAM kevaLajJAna thaI zake che ane pa2mAtmAne sADAbAra varSa sudhI ghora pariSaho sahana karyA bAda kevaLajJAnanI prApti thaI. sauthI vadhu du:kha hoya to nigodamAM che. narakanA duHkho karatAya nigodamAM du:kha anaMtu che. AgamAM baLavuM ane telamAM taLAvuM e to manuSyagatimAM zakya che paraMtu janma-maraNanA anaMtA duHkho to nigodamAM che. sukhanI carama sImA e siddhazIlA che. ane duHkhanuM chelluM sTezana nigoda che. nigodanA jIvothI adhika du:khI A saMsAramAM koI nathI. rANI kevaLajJAna pAmIne rAjAne upadeza Ape che. rAjAne khUba pazcAtApa thAya che. ApaNuM zarIra cAle che zvAsathI ane ghara cAle che vizvAsathI. vizvAsano saMbaMdha tUTe tyAM trAsa sivAya kazuM na rahe. kuTuMbanA sabhyono vizvAsa bhaMga kayAre paNa na karatA. gharamAM badhuM ja hovA chatAM arasaparasa vizvAsa nahIM hoya to gharamAM zAMti nahIM hoya. vizvAsa e saMsAranI moTI saMjIvanI che. makAna paDe che dharatIkaMpathI ane jIvana paDe che. vizvAsakaMpathI. ApaNI bhAvanA badalAze to sAdhanA ciraMjIvI banaze. ApaNe pratikramaNa-svAdhyAya-mauna-aThThAI-mAsakSamaNa ArAdhanA karI karIne keTalI ka2vAnA? jayAre bhAvanA to divasanI dareka paLe bhAvI zakIe chIe. nAnI paNa ArAdhanAnI aMtarathI anumodanA karavAthI mahAna banI javAya che. anumodayAmi taM taM. rANIne kevaLajJAna ane huM? rAjA manamAM pazcAtApa karatA vicArI rahyA che mArA kayA pApano udaya? muninI hatyA karAvI...a22...huM chUTIza kayAre? tIvrakoTInA pazcAtApamAM utarelA rAjAne paNa tyAM ja kevaLajJAna thAya che. kayA pApo rAjAne bhogavavA paDyA? pazcAtApa dhue aMtaranA pApa. jJAnIo kahe che valopAta e muktinuM pravezadvAra che. amArA gurudeva paNa ghaNIvAra vAcanAomAM Aja vAta ghUMTI * 166 *

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ghUMTIne kahetA. dhokho thAya to karma dhakhI jAya' sAdhanA bhale paryuSaNAnI hoya, oLInI hoya, jJAnapaMcamInI hoya paNa bhAvanA to jiMdagI sudhI bhAvavAnI che. sAdhanAmAM kadAca kaMgAla hoI zake paNa bhAvanAnA kSetre to darekane zrImaMta banavuM ja paDaze. Ajano pApI AvatIkAlano puNyazALI banI zake che. gaIkAla sudhI phUlanI zaiyyA para sUnAro vyakti dhagadhagatI zilA para sUI zake che. eka vAta nakkI karo ke mAre mAruM kalyANa karavuM ja che. aMtaranI duniyAmAM jeTalI jAgRti vadhAre eTalI AtmamastI vadhAre anubhavAze. hRdayanI tucchatA ochI karI hRdayanI vizALatAne vadhAratA jaIe to cokkasa AtmakalyANa thaI ja jAya. dhana sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhavA janAro jIvana sAtheno saMbaMdha jALavI zakto nathI. ane jIvana sAthe saMbaMdha toDI besanAro kayAreya prasannatAnI anubhUti karI zakato nathI. eka vAta spaSTa nakkI karo - bIjAne najare caDatuM prasannatAnuM sukha joIe che ke bIjAnI najare caDatuM paisAnuM sukha joIe che? bIjAne khyAlamAM na AvatI evI cittanI zAMti joIe che ke pachI bIjAne khyAlamAM AvI jatI sAmagrIonI vaNajhAra ApaNane joIe che? bIjAne khabara na paDe evI aMtaranI nirmaLatA joIe che ke bIjAne khyAlamAM AvI jAya evI jhAkajhamALabharI pratiSThA joIe che? nirNayamAM thApa na khAtA..... saMpatti bhale ApaNI pAse Ave paNa ene rAkhI mUkavAnI bhUla na karAya. satata ene bIjA tarapha dhakelatA rahevuM. * kAgaDAne jo lAuDa spIkara ApavAnI bhUla na karAya... vAMdarAne dArU pIvAnI chUTa na apAya tema manane dhananI ghelachA pAchaLa dhakelI na devAya! 160

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sanmati ane zAMti dharmanuM pratyakSa phaLa che paramopakArI marmajJa upAdhyAyajI yazovijayajI mahArAja jaNAvI rahyA che ke A jagatamAM janamyA pachI jIvane anukULatA-gamo-aNagamo-sukhaduHkha je kAMI prApta thAya che tenuM kAraNa ApaNA potAnA karelA karma che. vartamAnamAM je maLyuM che bhaviSyamAM je kAMI maLaze ane bhUtakALamAM je kAMI prApta thayuM hatuM te badhAnA kendramAM ApaNA potAnA ja karelA karmo che. tIrthaMkaro banyA karmonA kAraNe. cakravarti-baladeva-rAjA-ka jeTalA banyA e paNa karmodayanA kAraNe. sukha duHkha karma 52 AdhArita che ane karma ApaNA para AdhArita che. pote bhUle ke jhUle to karma baMdhAya. koInA doSo gAIne ApaNe karmabaMdha bAMdhIe chIe. ane guNa gAIne nirjarA paNa karIe chIe. zubha ane azubha karmanA udayathI paristhitio sarjAya che. aMjanAnA jIvanamAM duHkha AvyuM enuM kAraNa zuM? enA karelA karma. bolavuM bahu saheluM che. jIvanamAM prasaMga Ave tyAre ApaNe bolI uThIe chIe ke ANe mAruM Ama karyuM? tema karyuM? karmanA gaNitane samajavAnI jarUra che. aMjanAnA bhavamAM eNe zuM bhUla karelI? ApaNe kahIzuM eNe to kAMI nathI karyuM? jayAre dazya kAraNa na dekhAya tyAre adazya kAraNarUpa karmone jotA zIkho. gha2mAM kaleza-kaMkAza thAya che tyAre potAno vAMka jotA zIkhI jAo. bIjAno vAMka nahIM kADho to kuTuMbamAM vAtAvaraNa taMga nahI thAya. ane taMga nahi thAya to ghara-gharamAM jaMga nahi thAya sanmati ane zAMti e dharmanuM pratyakSa phaLa che. tAtkAlika phaLa che. nAnA hatA tyAre aMjanAnI vArtA sAMbhaLelI. aMjanAnA lagna pavanaMjaya sAthe nakkI thayA. lagnanA AgalA divase pavanaMjayane aMjanAne jovAnI IcchA thaI, pavanaMjaya potAnA mananI IcchA potAnA mitra prahastine karI ke ekavAra aMjanAne jovI che. pUrvanA kALamAM chokaro-chokarI ekabIjAne lagnathI pahelA jotA paNa na hatA. AjanI vartamAnakALanI to vAto javA do. ekavAra 72 jinAlaye eka bhAI potAnA chokarAne laI AvelA. kahe mahArAja vAsakSepa Apo. dasa miniTa bAda bIjo eka parivAra chokarIne laIne Avyo. vAsakSepa lIdhI. banne parivAra derAsaramAM gayA. thoDIvAra bAda eka bhAI AvIne kahe sAheba tamArA vAsakSepathI to kAma thaI gayuM. sAdhunA vAsakSepathI AvA kAryo karAya nahIM. derAsaranI aMdara ke dharmazALAnI * 168 *

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rUmomAM AvA sAMsArika kAryo karavA e to pApa kahevAya. derAsaraupAzraya ke dharmazALAomAM pApanA paDIkAnI prabhAvanA karatA nahIM. kAraNa e sthAno koI phezana pareDa ke navarAtrinA grAunDa nathI. tIrthane pradUSita na karAya. pavanaMjayano Agraha chatAM mitra prahasti A IcchAne rahevA devA jaNAve che. eka rAtano to savAla che. kAle to lagna che. je mAtA-pitAne maMjUra hatuM te tArA mATe barAbara che. Aje ahIMyA ja gaDabaDa che. chokarAne je game te mA-bApane mAnya rAkhavuM ja paDe che. prahastie samajAvyuM chatAM pavanaMjayanuM mana mAnatuM nathI. vidyAne dhAraNa karanArA hovAthI banne jaNA paDadA pAchaLa chUpAyA che. tareha tarehanI vAto sAMbhaLe che. koIka sakhI vidyutaprabhanA guNo gAtI hatI to vaLI koI pavanaMjayanI niMdATIkA Adi paNa karatI hatI. aMjanA mArA badhAnI vAto sAMbhaLI rahI hatI. aMjanAnI sakhIonI vAto pavanaMjaya paNa sAMbhaLI rahyo hato. jenuM mana potanA hAthamAM na hoya eNe kAna para kaMTrola rAkhavo joIe. aMjanAne enI sakhIo meNA-ToNAM saMbhaLAve che chatAM emanI sAme e kazuM ja bolatI nathI. A joI pavanaMjaya anumAna bAMdhe che ke aMjanAnA manamAM mArA sivAya bIjo koI ramI rahyo lAge che. je lIlI lAITanI rAha na jue eNe ebyulansanI rAha jovI paDe. pavanaMjaya bhayaMkara gussAmAM AvI gayo. tarata hAtha talavAra para gayo. myAnamAMthI talavAra kADhI aMjanAne mAravA doDe che. tyAM mitra prahasti pavanaMjayano hAtha pakaDI le che. banne pAchA ghare AvyA. bIjA divase pavanaMjaya-aMjanAnA lagna thayA. aMjanA patigRhe AvI. lagnanA prathama divase aMjanA sugaMdhI hAra laIne beThI che. paNa pavanaMjaya na Avyo. cha-cha mahinA pasAra thaI gayA. tyAre aMjanAnI sAsu ketumatine khabara paDe che. e potAnA lADakA putrone samajAve che. tuM keTalA AnaMda-umaMgathI koDabharI kanyAne paraNI lAvyo che. tuM zA mATe enI pAse jato nathI? aMjanAe to ApaNA gharanI zobhA vadhArI dIdhI che. mAtA khUba samajAve che chatAM dharAra nA pADI de che. enI pAse javAno nathI. aMjanA sAta mALanI havelImAM patinI rAha jotI samaya vitAve che. keTalA varSo vityA? bAvIsa varSa pasAra thaI gayA. karmanI gati keTalI gahana che. pavanaMjaye aMjanAnI sAme paNa joyuM nathI. ketumatine enuM atyaMta du:kha che. e sAsu nathI paNa eka mA hatI. enA aMtaramAM apAra vAtsalya hatuM. Aje gharamAM sAsu phojadAra ane vahu jamAdAra bane che. pachI kahevuM zuM? namo arihaMtANaM, ketumati aMjanAne ghaNIvAra kahetI, beTI! mArA dikarAno = * 169 ,

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ja vAMka che. tyAre aMjanA kahetI, mA AvuM na bolo. aMjanAnI sAthe AvelI dAsI kaho ke sakhI kaho enuM nAma vasaMtA paNa aMjanAne ghaNIvAra kahetI A pavanaMjaya karatA paththara maLyo hota to sAruM thAta kAma to Avata. aMjanA tarata ja potAnI sakhIne kahetI ke emanA viSe eka zabda paNa bolIza nahIM. chatAM vasaMtAthI rahevAtuM nathI e kahe che ke e mANasa nathI hevAna che. aMjanA kahe che ke zAMta thaI jA. vasaMtA kahe che, tane ATalA kuhADA mAryA chatAM tuM ATalI lAgaNI zA mATe rAkhe che? tane herAna karavAmAM bAkI zuM rAkhyuM? aMjanA kahe che ke bena doSa emano nathI paNa doSa to mArA karmono che. bhAratIya saMskRtimAM ghaNI maryAdAo hatI. pavanaMjayanA manamAM eka ja kAraNa aMjanA mATe hatuM. aMjanAne mArA karatA koI bIjA upara vadhAre prema che. mArI upara jo ene prema hota to potAnI sakhIonI sAme mAro bacAva karata. mArI upara jene prema nathI enI sAthe jIvana vitAvavAthI zuM vaLe? zaMkAnuM jora keTaluM bhayaMkara che? eka vakhata rAvaNe pavanaMjayanA pitAne yuddha mATe bolAvyA. pavanaMjayanA pitA taiyAra thAya che. tyAre pavanaMjaya potAnA pitAne kahe che huM chuM to tamAre javAnI jarUra nathI. laDavA mATe huM jaIza. ziSyanA manamAM paNa potAnA guru mATe AvA ja bhAva hoya che. huM beTho houM tyAM sudhI mArA gurudevane koI takalIpha na ApuM. koI rITAyarDa kare enI pahelA ApaNe jAte ja rITAyarDa thaI jAo. TAImasara rAjInAmuM ApavAmAM ja kharI majA che. zreNika samayasara rITAyarDa thaI gayA hota to koNikane AvA pagalA levA na paData. zrAvakoe dukAnamAMthI ane bahenoe rasoDAmAMthI samayasara rITAyarDa thaI javAnuM jethI dIkarAo ke vahuone takalIpha na levI paDe. pitAnI AjJA laI pavanaMjaya yuddha mATe javA taiyAra thayA. A samAcAra aMjanAne paNa maLyA. 22 varSanA vahANA vahI gayA chatAM aMjanAe potAnA patinA mukhadarzana paNa karyA nahotA. aMjanAnI mAtAe kevA saMskAronuM siMcana karyuM haze ke jethI eka satI strI tarIke potAnA karmone nihALatI. eka mahelamAM divaso vitAve che. ApaNane roSa Ave che bIjA upara kAraNa ke ApaNe vAMka pelAno kADhIe chIe. AjathI jIvanamAM eka sUtranuM raTaNa karI do. he jIva! tArA karmono doSa che, tethI na kara koInI upara roSa. jiMdagImAM kAMIpaNa banI jAya tyAre A eMgala apanAvo. doSa potAnA jovAthI karmono kopa nahIM thAya. eka satya ghaTanA- amerikAmAM eka chokarA chokarIe potAnI marajI = * 100 *

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pramANe korTamAM jaIne lagna karyA. ekabIjAe sahI karI ane banne jaNa korTanA pagathIyA bhegA utaryA. pagathIyA utaratA utaratA chokarIe potAnA patine pUchyuM, ApaNe hanImuna mATe kayAM jazuM? chokarAe javAba Apyo ApaNe ApaNA ja dezamAM jazuM. chokarIe kahyuM ApaNe perIsa jazuM. chokaro kahe e nahIM bane ekavAra dezamAM pachI pharI kayAreka perIza jazuM. chokarIe haTha pakaDI tamAre perIsa cAlavuM ja paDaze. chokaro kahe che cAla pAchI upara. banne jaNAe pAchA upara jaIne DAIvorsa (chUTAcheDA laI lIdhA. A che saMsAra? jo karmonA doSa jotA AvaDI jAya to jiMdagImAM duHkha jevuM kazuM ja nathI. yuddhamAM javA mATe zubha divasa nakkI thAya che. zubha ghaDIe zubha prayANa thAya che. pavanaMjaya potAnA mitro sahita sainya sAthe prajAjanonA zukana laI prasthAna kare che. aMjanA paNa vasaMtAne kahe che tuM AratI vagere taiyAra kara. mArA svAminA huM paNa ovAraNA laIza. ApaNe koI paNa vyaktino tiraskAra karIe e vyaktine paNa hRdaya hoya che. ApaNe jaino bIja-pAMcama-AThama-agiyArasa-caudasa-pUnama Adi tithiomAM lIlotarI upara charI na pheravIe. basa! zaMkAnA jhera macAve kera. vasaMtAe AratI taiyAra karI. cokhkhA ghIno dIvo thALamAM taiyAra karyo che. yuddhamAM jatA patine maMgala karavA mATe aMjanA sAta mALathI nIce utarI. rAjamArganA kinAre AvIne ubhI rahI. be kalAka pahelethI ja patinA darzana mATe aMjanA adhIrI banI che. priyanA mArgane jANavo e paNa lahAvo hoya che. zreNika mahArAjA eTale to paramAtmA je dizAmAM hoya e tarapha sonAnA javalAthI dararoja sAthiyo karI paramAtmAne bhAvathI vaMdana karatA. bhagavAna Aje A sthaLe che evA samAcAra ApanArane mAthAnA mugaTa sivAyanA badhA alaMkAro bheTamAM ApI detA. aMtaramAM rahelA bhAvanI kiMmata che. karmanA gaNita khUba nyArA che. cAra dRSTio choDo (1) kamaLAnA rogInI daSTi, (2) ghuvaDanI daSTi, (3) samaDInI daSTi, (4) gheTAnI daSTi - 101

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prematI dhArA vahAvI to juo...! vAlakezvarano eka yuvAna zeTha ane tenI pAse kAma ka2nA2o nokara banne zibiramAM jatA hatA. banne jaNAe pravacano/vAcanAo sAMbhaLI samaja meLavI hatI. banne jaNA zatruMjayanI yAtrA karavA sAthe gayelA. dAdAne bheTavA umaMgathI pagathIyA caDI rahyA che. yuvAna zeTha potAnA nokarane kahe che Aje to dAdAnI joradAra bhakti karavI che. caDAvo laIne paNa dAdAnI pahelI pUjA karIzuM. pUjAnA vastro paherI raMgamaMDapamAM AvyA. sAro caDAvo bolI yuvAna zeThe pUjAno lAbha lIdho. banne jaNA dAdAnI pUjA karavA gayA. yuvAna zeTha dAdAnA caraNa sparzatA ja tenI AMkhamAMthI harSanA AMsu TapakavA lAgyA. enI sAtheno nokara enI paNa AMkha bhInI thaI gaI. zeTha potAnA nokarane pUche che mArI AMkhamAMthI to dAdAnA pUjananA AnaMdathI AMsu TapakI paDyA paNa tArI AMkhamAM AMsu kema? nokarano javAba paNa sAMbhaLavA jevo. nokara kahe che ke mArA manamAM vicAra Avyo zeTha to hajAronI bolI bolIne lhAvo leze paNa mArI to evI zakti nathI tethI pAMca grAma zuddha kesara laIne meM pUjArIne ApyuM ane kahyuM ke A mArI kesara tamArA caMdana sAthe lasoTI nAMkho Aje dAdAnA dareka bhaktonI pUjAmAM mArI kesarano lAbha maLaze. dAdAnI eja kesarathI Ape ane meM pUjA karI tyAre mane thayuM ke huM dhanya banI gayo. e dhanyatAnA bhAvathI AMkha bhInI banI gaI. yuvAna zeTha potAnA nokaranI bhaktipUrNa vAta sAMbhaLI Abho banI gayo. paisA bolIne ja lAbha levAya che evuM koNa kahe che? aMtarano bhAva joIe. aMjanA zukana ApavA nIce AvI che. dUrathI dhULanI DamarIo uDe che. vizALa sainya sAthe pavanaMjayano ratha AvI rahyo che. aMjanAnI AMkho darzana mATe talasI rahI che. aMjanAnI bAjumAM ubhelI enI sakhI vasaMtAnI AMkhamAM pANI AvI gayA. e vicAre che ke mArI zeThANI kevI bhoLI che? potAnA patinA darzana mATe ghelI banI che. aMjanA jayAM ubhI che tyAM pavanaMjayano 2tha AvI pahoMcyo. aMjanA AratI laIne bhAvathI ovAraNA laI rahI che. pavanaMjayano mitra prahasti A joIne vicAre che ke mAro mitra kadAca hamaNA pIgaLI jaze. eno Azaya khUba sAro hato paraMtu karmanA khelane samajavA muzkela che. prahasti kahe che dosta A strI bIjI koI nahIM paNa akhaMDa 102

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saubhAgyavatI satI strI aMjanA che. pavanaMjaya aMjanAnuM nAma sAMbhaLatA ja aMdarathI kaMpI uThyo. pavanaMjaya aMjanAnI AgaLa eka DagaluM AgaLa vadhe che. prahasti vicAre che ke A avasare jarUra pavanaMjaya aMjanAnA maMgala ovAraNA svIkAraze. paraMtu tyAM ja pavanaMjaye hAthamAM rahelI aMjanAnI thALI eka lAta mArI uDADI dIdhI. atyAre tAruM kALuM mukha mane batAvavAnI zuM jarUra hatI? aMjanA tyAM ja DhaLI paDI. ratha AgaLa cAlyo gayo. vasaMtA aMjanAne upADI mahelamAM lAve che. paMkhAthI aMjanAne vAyu vAya che. thoDI vAre aMjanA bhAnamAM Ave che. vasaMtAne pavanaMjayanA dhikkArabharyo vartanathI khUba ja gusso Avyo che. aMjanA bhAnamAM AvatA bole che, paramAtmA! mArA pApano udaya ATalo badho? ATalI badhI amAvAsyA kayAreya Take kharI? tyAre ja vasatA bolI uThe che, A niSphara ane nIca mANasano yuddhamAM jarUrathI parAjaya thaze. aMjanA potAnI sakhInA moDhe hAtha mUkatA kahe che, A tuM zuM bole che aMjanA? emano parAjaya? tuM emanA viSe eka zabda paNa bolIza nahIM. A to koI mAro ja pApodaya che. Aje nagaramAM nAnAmoTA badhA emanA guNagAna gAI rahyA che. e to keTalA badhA mahAna che. jayAM eMgala badalAya che tyAM athaDAmaNo kadI thatI nathI. eka benane enI sakhIe pUchayuM, sAsare gayelI tamArI dIkarI kema che? bIjI vAra pUchayuM, tamArI vahu kema che? A banne savAlonA javAba kevA Ave? eMgala badalavAnI khUba jarUra che. aMjanAno dRSTikoNa keTalo mahAna che. pavanaMjaya yuddha karavA mATe ghaNA AgaLa nIkaLI gayA che enI khabara nathI paDatI. eka samI sAMje pavanaMjaya ane mitra prahasti banne jaNA beThA che. tyAM bAjumAM eka cakravAkanuM joDaluM joyuM. cakravAkI khUbaja raDI rahI hatI. pavanaMjaye enA mitrAne pUchyuM ke A cakravAkI kema raDI rahe che? mitra kahe che cakravAkI virahanA duHkhathI raDe che. A pakSI Akho divasa sAthe hoya ane sAMja paDe tyAre banne vikhUTA paDe tethI te raDe che. pavanaMjaya kahe che mAtra 12 kalAkanA viyoga mATe raDavAnuM zuM hoya? mitra kahe che ke ATalI paNa judAI cakravAkI sahana karI zakatI nathI. pavanaMjaya kahe che A cakravAka to bilakula niSphara che. ene to raDavuM paNa AvatuM nathI. prahasti kahe che dosta tArI vAta sAcI che. pavanaMjaya kahe che eNe cakravAkIne sAMtvana to ApavuM joIe ne? mArAthI A cakravAkInuM duHkha jovAtuM nathI. tuM jaIne ekavAra ene samajAva! bhale paNa dosta tane khabara che kayAreka koInA zabdo zaNagArI zake che ane kayAreka e ja zabdothI koInA dilane saLagAvI paNa zakAya = * 103 *

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che. vANI samayasaranI zobhe che. samaya viNa zobhe nahIM paramAtmAnuM nAma, vivAha TANe gaNapatine maraNa TANe rAma. avasarocitta vANI bolAvI joIe. totaDI jIbha cAle paNa tochaDI jIbha na cAle. kayAreka mANasanA be zabdo graMtha jeTaluM kAma ApI zake. prahasti pavanaMjayane kahe che A cakravAkInI tane vedanA thAya che ne? pavanaMjaya kahe che ekavAra tuM ene zAMta kara. prahasti kahe che dosta! mArI eka vAta sAMbhaLIza? pavanaMjayanI najara prahasti tarapha maMDAI che. A vedanA tane kharekhara becena kare che ne? pAcho prahasti aTakI jAya che. pavanaMjaya kahe che tAre je kahevuM hoya te dila kholIne kahe. avasara joIne prahasti pavanaMjayane kahe che 12 kalAkanA viyoganA duHkhathI A cakravAkI keTaluM raDe che to mahendrapuranA mahelamAM 22-22 varSanA viyoge aMjanA kevI taraphaDatI haze? prahastinI vAta sAMbhaLI pavanaMjaya 2DI paDyo.marada mANasa paNa lAgaNInA kSetre DhIlo paDI jAya che. dareka vyaktinA khUNAmAM premanI dhArA vahetI hoya che. eno jo sparza karatA AvaDe to Ajeya premanI gaMgA vahe. pavanaMjaya kahe che hamaNAM ja jaIne enI pAse mAphI mAMgI AvIe. prahasti kAle javAnI vAta karatAM pavanaMjaya kahe che mAre to hamaNAM ja javuM che. aNunI bhaThThI ke vijaLInI bhaThThInA tApa karatAMya pazcAtApano agni bhayaMkara che. aMtara baLe che pachI ene prAyazcitatA pANI vinA ene TADhaka maLatI nathI. vidyAdharo hatA eTale tarata mananI IcchA pramANe aMjanAnA mahelamAM pahoMcI gayA. prahasti kahe che aMjanA satInuM jIvana kevuM pavitra che te juo. prahasti bAraNe TakorA pADe che. vasaMtA pUche che koNa cho? javAba maLyo huM prahasti chuM. aMjanA kahe che A mahelamAM AvavAno adhikAra pavanaMjaya sivAya koIno nathI. prahasti kahe che mAtA aMjanA huM agatyanA kAme Avyo chuM. aMjanA kahe che ghA upara mIThuM chAMTo cho. prahasti kahe che huM sAcuM ja kahuM chuM. aMjanAnA dehamAM paNa AnaMda ubharAya che. aMjanA vasaMtAne kahe che mArA dehamAM romAMca thAya che. ethI kadAca e AvyA hoya. tyAM ja pavanaMjaya da2vAjA pAse AgaLa AvIne bole che mahAsatI aMjanA gunegAra pavanaMjaya tamArA darabAre mAphI mAMgavA Avyo che. vasaMtA da2vAjo khole che. pavanaMjaya aMjanAne kahe che mane mApha karo. mAphI mAMgatAya zarama Ave che. aMjanA kahe che eka zabda bolatA nahIM. 22 varSa sudhI du:kha paDyuM * 174 *

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tenuM kAraNa chuM. pavanaMjaya kahe che meM tane tarachoDI, apamAnita karI, mAnasika paritApanA ApI. mane mApha karI de. tenI AMkho raDe che. gaMgAnA pANI pApa dhue ke na dhue paNa AMkhanA pANI pApa dhoI nAMkhaze. AMkhamAMthI pAparUpI pANInA dhodha vahe tyAre tana-mana tIrtha banI jAya. pavanaMjaya ane aMjanAno 22 varSa pachI prathama meLApa thayo. savAra thatA pavanaMjaya aMjanAne kahe che huM jAuM chuM. aMjanA kahe che. tamane yuddhamAMthI AvatA moDuM paNa thaI jAya. tame tamArA mAtA-pitAne jarA maLI Avo. pavanaMjaya kahe che huM tane ja maLavA ahIM Avyo chuM. aMjanA kahe che tamArA AvyAnI jANa tamArA viDalone nahIM thAya to mArI upara jokhama ubhuM thaze. pavanaMjaya kahe che bhAvimAM evuM kAMI thAya to A mArI vITIM batAvaje. huM yuddhamAMthI AvyA bAda rAjakumArane ramADIza. puNya jAge tyAre amAsa pUnamamAM palaTAI jAya che. pApa jayAre jAge che tyAre pUnama amAsamAM badalAI jAya che. pavanaMjaya ane prahasti tyAMthI vidAya le che. aMjanA vicAre che ke have mArA duHkhanA divaso gayA. bhAvinI paristhitinI aMjanA kalpanA paNa zI rIte karI zake? karmanA khela samajavA muzkela che. samaya pasAra thatA eka divasa ketumati aMjanA pAse jAya che. ketumatinI cakora najara che. beTA, kAMIka garabaDa lAge che? aMjanA kahe che Apano pratApa che. ketumati kahe zI rIte saMbhavI zake? aMjanA kahe che mAtAjI eka divasa ApanA putra ahIMyA AvyA hatA. aMjanAnI vAta upara ketumatine vizvAsa Avato nathI. aMjanAnA zIla upara ketumatine manamAM zaMkA utpanna thAya che. zaMkAnA jhera kuTuMbanA kera macAvI de che. ketuti kahe che mAro putra Avyo hoya ane mane maLyA vagara e cAlyo jAya e vAta mArA mAnavAmAM AvatI nathI. aMjanA tyAre pavanaMjayanI vIMTI batAve che. aMjanA kahe che mArI mAtAne vIMTI batAvaje tArI upara jarUra vizvAsa ka2ze. aMjanA ketumatinA khoLAmAM mAthuM mukIne dhrusake dhrusake raDe che. khoLo maLavo muzkela che. e khoLe samarpita banI mAthuM mUkanAra Aje durlabha che. kayAreya paNa Azritane dhutkArazo nahIM. ketumati aMjanAne tiraskAre che. karmanA gaNita kevA che..... be cIjo jarUrI (1) paramAtma bhakti, (2) gurUkRpAnuM baLa * 15 *

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- jJAnaSTakam majjatyajJaH kilAjJAne, viSThAyAmiva zUkaraH / jJAnI nimajjati jJAne, marAla iva mAnase ||1|| (2) rUva-jema zUra-Dukkara vichIyAna-vijhAmAM mannati-magna bane che (tema) ajJa-ajJAnI vinaM-kharekhara! majJAne-ajJAnamAM magna thAya che) rUva- jema matti:-haMsa mAna-mAna sarovaramAM nimannati-atyaMta lIna bane che. (tema) jJAnI- jJAnavaMta jJAne-jJAnamAM (atizayamagna thAya che.) (1) jema bhUMDa viSThAmAM magna bane che, tema ajJAnI = svaparanA vivekathI rahita jIva kharekhara ajJAnamAM = pudgaladravyamAM mazagUla bane che. jema haMsa mAnasarovaramAM atyaMta mazagUla bane che, tema jJAnI = svaparanA vivekavALo jIva jJAnamAM = AtmasvarUpamAM atizaya lIna bane che. - nirvAipavamarze , mAvyate yammuhurmuhuH | tadeva jJAnamutkRSTaM, nirbandho nAsti bhUyasA ||2|| (2) parva eka apa-paNa nirvANapa-mokSanuM sAdhana bhUta pada muhurkhadu:vAraMvAra maLyate-vicArAya che te -parva-ja jJAna-jJAna DakhuM-zreSTha che. mUsA-ghaNA jJAnano nirvastha-Agraha nAsti- nathI. (2) mokSanA sAdhanabhUta eka paNa padanI je vAraMvAra bhAvanA (=Agama ane mRtayuktithI manana) thAya te ja jJAna utkRSTa che. ghaNuM bhaNavAno Agraha nathI. sAvadhAnI - Ano artha e nathI ke ghaNuM na bhaNavuM, samyagdarzanAdi guNonI rakSA, zuddhi ane vRddhi mATe ghaNuM bhaNavAnI bahu jarUra che. ahIM ghaNuM bhaNavAno Agraha nathI evuM kathana bhAvanA jJAnanI mahattA batAvavA karavAmAM AvyuM che. bhAvanAjJAnathI jANeluM ja vAstavika jANeluM che ane bhAvanAjJAna pUrvakanI ja kriyA zIdhra mokSa ApanArI bane che. eka paNa padanA bhAvanAjJAnathI kalyANa thAya che. AthI ja sAmAyika pada mAtranI - - 106

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bhAvanAthI=bhAvanAjJAnathI anaMtA jIvo mokSa pAmyA che ema zAstramAM saMbhaLAya che. bhAvanAjJAna thoDuM hoya to paNa ghaNuM che, ane te vinA ghaNuM jJAna paNa popaTanA pATharUpa che. - jJAnanA traNa prakAra - zruta, ciMtA ane bhAvanA ema traNa prakAranuM jJAna che. zrutajJAna ciMtana-manana vinA mAtra zrutathI (sAMbhaLavAthI ke vAMcavAthI) thayeluM kadAgraha rahita vAkyartha jJAna te zrutajJAna A jJAna koThImAM rahelA bIja samAna che. jema koThImAM paDelA bIjamAM phaLanI zakti rahelI che, jo yogya bhUmi Adi nimitto maLe to temAMthI phaLa=pAka thAya, tema zrutajJAnamAM ciMtAjJAna ane bhAvanA jJAna rU5 phaLa = pAka thavAnI zakti rahelI che. zrutajJAnamAM hitamAM pravRtta karAvavAnI ane ahitathI nivRtti karAvavAnI zakti nathI. koThImAM paDeluM bIja jema upayogamAM AvatuM nathI, tema mAtra zrutajJAnathI lAbha (hitamAM pravRtti ane ahitathI nivRtti rUpa lAbha) thato nathI. AthI ja dharmabiMdumAM zrutajJAna uparAga mAtra che ema kahyuM che. jema japA puSpanA sAMnidhyathI sphaTika maNimAM japA puSpanA raMgano mAtra uparAga thAya che, paNa maNi tarUpa banI jato nathI. tema zrutajJAnanA yogathI AtmAne mArA bAhyabodha thAya che. AMtara pariNati thatI nathI. AthI tenAthI joyela ane jANela anarthathI nivRtti thatI nathI. ciMtAjJAna - sAMbhaLyA ke vAMcyA pachI atyaMta sUkSma ane suMdara yuktiothI ciMtAvicAraNA karavAthI thatuM mahAvAkyArthajJAna te ciMtAjJAna. A jJAna jalamAM paDelA telanA biMdu samAna che. jema telabiMdu jalamAM prasarIne vyApI jAya che, tema A jJAna sUtrArthamAM vyApI jAya che, arthAt je viSayanuM ciMtAjJAna thAya che, te viSayano bodha sUkSma bane che. bhAvanAjJAna - mahAvAkyartha thayA pachI e viSayanA tAtparyanuM =rahasyanuM jJAna te bhAvanAjJAna. A jJAnanA yoge vidhi Adi viSe atizaya Adara thAya che. A jJAna jAtivaMta azuddha ratnanI kAMti samAna che. jema zreSTharatna azuddha (kSAra AdinA puTapAkathI rahita) hovA chatAM anyaratnothI adhika dedIpyamAna hoya che, tema bhAvanAjJAna azuddharatna samAna bhavya jIva karmarUpa malathI malina hovA chatAM zeSa (mRtAdi) jJAnothI adhika prakAza pAthare che. A jJAnathI jANatuM ja vAstavika jANeluM che. kriyA paNa A jJAnapUrvaka ja karavAmAM Ave to jaldI mokSa prApta thAya che. bhAvanA = * 107 *

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jJAnathI padArthanuM jevuM jJAna thAya che tevuM zrutAdi jJAnothI thatuM nathI." svabhAvalAbhasaMskAra-kAraNaM jJAnamiSyate / dhyAndhyamAtramatastvanyat, tathA coktaM mahAtmanA ||3|| () vAva-nA-saMra-Ara-svabhAvanI prAptinA saMskAranuM kAraNa naM-jJAna rUdhyate IcchAya che. atiH-enAthI 31-bIjuM tu-to dhyAdhyamatram -mAtra buddhinuM aMdhapaNuM (che.) 2-ane tathA-te pramANe mahAtmanAmahApuruSathI 3varta-kahevAyuM che. (3) jenAthI AtmasvabhAvanI prApti thAya tevA saMskAranuM (vAsanAnuM) kAraNa bane te jJAna ISTa che. te sivAyanuM jJAna buddhino aMdhApo che. te ja pramANe mahAtmA pataMjala RSie kahyuM che. ahIM pataMjala RSine prathama yogadaSTinI apekSAe mahAtmA tarIke jaNAvela che. vAdAMzca prativAdAMzca, vadanto'nizcitAMstathA / . tattvAntaM naiva gacchanti, tilapIlakavad gatau ||4|| (4) nizitAna-tattvanA nirNaya vinAnA vAddAna-pUrvapakSane va-ane prativAlAna-uttara pakSane tathA- cha mAsa sudhI kaMThazoSa thAya te pramANe vartakahenArA gata- gamana karavAmAM tinapatrive-ghAMcInA baLadanI peThe tattvAntatattvanA pArane chata-pAmatA parva-ja na-nathI. mahAtmA pataMjala RSinuM vacana (4) anirdhArita arthavALA pUrvapakSa ane uttarapakSane kahetAM kahetAM cha mAsa sudhI kaMThazoSa kare, paNa gati karavAmAM ghAMcInA baLadanI peThe tattvano pAra pAmatA nathI.' svadravyaguNaparyAya caryA varyA parA'nyathA / iti dattAtmasaMtuSTi-muSTijJAnasthitirmuneH // 5 // (6) -dravya -juna-paryAya-va-potAnA dravya-guNa--paryAyamAM pariNativaryA-zreSTha (che) parI-tenAthI anya pariNati banyathA-zreSTha nathI tiema mane-muninI drattAtma saMtuSTi Apyo che AtmAno saMtoSa jeNe evI puSTijJAnasthati:--saMkSepamAM rahasya jJAnanI maryAdA (che.) - 108 -

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(5) potAnA zuddha AtmadravyamAM, potAnA zuddha jJAna darzana-cAritrAdi guNomAM ane potAnA zuddha vyaMjana artha paryAyamAM ramaNatA hitakara che. parA'nyathA 52dravya guNa paryAyamAM ramaNatA hitakara nathI. A pramANe muninA jJAnano saMkSepathI sAra che, je muninA AtmAne saMtoSa Ape che. - aSTa pravacana mAtAthI AraMbhI 14 pUrve sudhI muninuM zrutajJAna hoya che. e badhA jJAnano saMkSepathI sAra zo ? e praznanA uttaramAM ahIM jaNAvyuM che ke potAnA zuddha Atma dravya-guNa-paryAyomAM ramaNatA hitakara che ane para dravya guNa-paryAyamAM 2maNatA ahitakara che. muninA zrutajJAnano saMkSepathI A sAra che. saMkSepathI sAravALuM A jJAna muninA AtmAne 52ma saMtoSa Ape che. AthI muni bAhya bhAvomAM na 2matAM kevaLa svabhAvamAM ja rame che. asti ced granthibhijjJAna, kiM citraistantrayantraNaiH ? pradIpAH kvopayujyante, tamodhnIddaSTisve cet ? // 6 // (6) peT-joiiimajJAnaM-graMthibhedathI thayeluM jJAna asti- che. (to) vitraaneka prakAranA tantrayantrau:-zAstranAM baMdhanothI ?i-zuM? ve-jo STiAMkhaC-ja tamoghnI-aMdhakArane haNanArI (che to) prIvA:-dIvAo trakyAM mukhyatte ?-upayogI thAya ? (6) jo graMthinA bhedathI utpanna thayeluM AtmapariNativALuM jJAna che to vividha prakAranA zAstronA baMdhananuM zuM kAma che ? jo dRSTi ja aMdhakArano nAza karanArI che to dIvAonI zI jarUra ? dIpaka aMdhakAra dUra karavAnuM sAdhana che. AthI jenI AMkha ja aMdhakArano nAza karatI hoya tene dIpakanI jarUra paDatI nathI. tema, zAstro heya-upAdeyanA viveka rUpa (AtmapariNatimat ) jJAnanuM sAdhana che. AthI jo graMthibhedathI (samyakatvanI prAptithI) e jJAna thaI jAya to vividha zAstronI jarUra paDatI nathI. lAlabattI - Ano artha e nathI ke samyagdarzana prApta thayA pachI vividha zAstronuM adhyayana nakAmuM che. samyayagdarzana thayA pachI paNa samyagadarzanane vadhu zuddha ane sthira banAvavA mATe vividha zAstronuM adhyayana ghaNuM ja jarUrI che. ahIM jo graMthinA bhedathI utpanna thayeluM jJAna che to vividha zAstronAM baMdhanonuM kAma nathI evuM kathana graMthibhedathI thatA AtmapariNatim jJAnanI mahattA ane graMthibheda vinA thatA viSaya pratibhAsa * 19 *

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rUpa jJAnanI nirarthakatA batAvavA karavAmAM AvyuM che. jJAnanA traNa prakAra che. (1) viSaya pratibhAsa, (2) AtmapariNatimat ane (3) tattvasaMvedana. heya ke upAdeya vagere prakAranA viveka vinA A koI vastu che athavA amuka vastu che e pramANe mAtra viSayano-vastuno pratibhAsa jJAna te viSaya-pratibhAsa jJAna. bALaka viSa Adine joIne A koI vastu che eTaluM ja jANe che, paNa te heya che ke upAdeya che ? arthAt khAvA lAyaka che ke khAvA lAyaka nathI e jANato nathI. e pramANe jene jANela vastu-padArtha tAtvika dRSTie heya che ke upAdeya che athavA upekSaNIya che evo nirNaya na thAya athavA viparIta nirNaya thAya, eTale ke heya vastu upAdeya lAge ane upAdeya heya lAge tenuM jJAna viSaya pratibhAsa rUpa che. samyagdarzana rahita jIvone A jJAna hoya che. jenAthI tAttvika daSTie heya-upAdeyano viveka thAyate jJAna AtmapariNatimam (AtmapariNativALuM) che. A jJAna saMyama rahita samyagdaSTi jIvone hoya che. jenAthI tAttvika dRSTie heyopAdeyanA viveka uparAMta heyathI nivRtti ane upAdeyamAM pravRtti thAya te tattvasaMvedana jJAna. A jJAna mukhyatayA vizuddha cAritravALA sAdhune hoya che. abhyAsanA paripAkathI bhAva cAritranI prApti thatAM AtmapariNatimat jJAna ja tattva saMvedana rUpa banI jAya che. tattvasaMvedana jJAna vinA mokSanI prApti thatI na hovAthI A traNa jJAnamAM tattva saMvedana jJAna zreSTha che. paNa AtmapariNatimat jJAna vinA tattvasaMvedana jJAna na ja thAya. A diSTae AtmapariNatimat jJAna zreSTha che.1 mithyAtvazailapakSacchijjJAnadambholizobhitaH / nirmaya: zavaghonI, nanvatyAnanane |||| (7) mithyAtvanaitapakSa%0i-mithyAtva rUpa parvatanI pAMkhane chedanAra jJAnavnmyotizobhita:-jJAnarUpa vrajathI zobhita nirbhaya-bhayathI rahita coLI-yogavALo Anandranane-AnaMda rUpa naMdanavanamAM zavata-IMdranI jema navruti-krIDA kare che. (7) mithyAtva rUpa parvatanI pAMkhane chedanAra, jJAna rUpa vraja vaDe zobhAyamAna, ane nirbhaya yogI AnaMdarUpa naMdanavanamAM IMdranI jema krIDA kare che, arthAt AvA yogI (svAbhAvika) sukhane anubhave che. pIyUSamasamudrotthaM, rasAyanamanauSadham / ananyApekSamaizcarya, jJAnamAhurmanISiNaH // 8 // 180 *

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(8) manISi:-paMDito jJAnaM-jJAnane asamudra-3i-samudramAMthI nahi utpanna thayeluM pIyUSam-amRta aauSadham auSadha vinAnuM rasAyana-jarA ane maraNano nAza karanAra rasAyaNa ananyApekSam-bIjAnI apekSA vinAnuM pezcaryaprabhutva Adu:-kahe che. (8) paMDito jJAnane samudramAMthI nahi utpanna thayeluM amRta, auSadha vinAnuM rasAyaNa ane anyanI apekSA vinAnuM aizvarya kahe che. lokaprasiddha amRta samudramAMthI utpanna thayuM che. (evI lokamAnyatA che.) jayAre jJAna rUpa amRta AtmAmAM ja pragaTa thAya che. lokaprasiddha rasAyaNa mATe auSadhanA prayogo karavA paDe che. jayAre jJAna rUpa amRta mATe tevA prayogo karavA paDatA nathI. laukki aizvarya mATe saMpatti Adi bAhya sAdhanonI apekSA rahe che, jayAre jJAna rUpa aizvarya mATe tenI jarUra paDatI nathI. ApaNI saMpatti kyAM vaparAya che? ko'kanuM jIvana bacAvavAmAM ko'kanA AMsu lUchavAmAM ko'kanA jIvanane utsAhasabhara banAvavAmAM... upakArIonI bhakti karavAmAM... kamajorone sAcavI levAmAM A badhAmAM vaparAya to e saMpattinI vAvaNI che. ahIM to veDaphAya che cikkAra... vaparAya ochI ane vAvavAnI vAtamAM gallAM-tallAM kharuMne? * 181 *

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'jJAnI to mAnasarovaranA hasa jevA che...! sAmAnya prasaMgomAM je asAmAnya rIte varte che te jJAnI ane asAmAnya prasaMgomAM je sAmAnya rIte varte te ajJAnI. ja AdhyAtmika jJAnanA mAnasarovaramAM DUbakI mArato hoya te jJAnI ane bhautika padArtha tarapha ja AkarSaNa thAya che te ajJAnI. vAsanA ane kAmanA taraphanuM AkarSaNa te ajJAnI, upAsanA ane bhAvanA tarapha je khecAya te jJAnI. jiMdagInA chellA graMthamAM nyAyavizArada upA. zrI yazovijayajI jJAnasAranA pAMcamAM aSTakamAM jJAnI ane ajJAnIno pAyAno bheda samajAve che. sAmAnya rIte jANakArInA stara upara rAcato hoya te jJAnI nathI. sAcA jJAnInI vyAkhyA bahu dhyAnathI ApaNe sAMbhaLIe. sAcA jJAnInuM lakSaNa zuM? enuM AMtarika AkarSaNa kayAM hoya? mAnasarovarano haMsa potAnI najara mAnasarovaramAM ja mAMDe ane cAMca motI upara ja mAre. saguNonI RcI ane adhyAtmanA pANI pIe te ja sAco jJAnI che. haMsa pAse ujajavaLatA hoya tema jJAnIo pAse nirmaLatA hoya. sAmAnya prasaMgomAM je asAmAnya rIte varte te jJAnI ane asAmAnya prasaMgamAM paNa je sAmAnya rIte varte te ajJAnI. bhUMDanuM AkarSaNa kayAM? ane rAjahaMsanuM AkarSaNa kayAM? banne AtmA che paNa ekanI najara motInA cArA tarapha ane bIjAnI najara vijhA upara. saMsAranA sukho saDelA sapharajana para lagADelA varakha jevA che. badhA bahArathI dekhAvamAM sArA lAge che, AkarSaka lAge che paNa aMdara jovA jevA nathI. A jJAnInI dRSTi che. jJAnadaSTi nathI tyAM sudhI bahAranuM sAruM dekhAze. upara rAga che aMdara virAga che. plenamAM ghaNA jaNA saphara karI rahyA hatA. eka sITa para eka jenTalamena beTho hato. hAthanI pAMceya AMgaLIomAM hIrAnI vIMTIo che. paraphayumanI suMgadhathI Akho koTa heMkI rahyo che. golDana phremavALA camA che. bhAre parsanAlITI paDI rahI hatI. evA mANasanI bAjumAM jene besavA maLyuM e bhAI potAne dhanya mAne che. potAnA nasIbane vakhANe che. jenTalamenanI bAjumAM besavA maLyuM enuM gaurava thAya paNa gurudevanI sITanI = * 182 *

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bAjumAM besavA taiyAra thatA nathI. A jenTalamena sAthe bAjumAM beselA bhAI vAte vaLagyA. vAtono raMga jAmyo che. acAnaka pelA bhAIne hAthamAM khaMjavALa AvatA pelA jenTalamene potAnA koTanI bAya thoDI uMcI karI khaMjavALavAnuM zarU karyuM. tyAM bAjumAM beThelA bhAInI najara A jenTalamenanA hAtha para gaI. are! A mANasane to raktapitta thayeluM che. zarIra koDhathI gherAyela che. A to rogISTa che. tarata e bhAI ubhA thaI gayA. pelA jenTalamenane kahe che jasTa jarA eka miniTamAM AvuM! bhAI uThIne gayA te gayA pAchA e sITa para besavA na AvyA. eka miniTamAM zuM thaI gayuM? ATalo samaya e bhAInI najara jenTalamenanA koTanA zaNagAra para hatI. paNa e najara jayAre koTanI aMdara gaI tyAre .jJAnIo kahe che. bahAranA dehanA dekhAtA bhabhakAo joIne mohAI na jAo. aMdarane jotA zIkho. Aje khAdhelI bhAkharavaDI ke rasamalAI 2-3 kalAke pAchI peTanI bahAra Ave to? jovI paNa na game. koIpaNa pravRttine aMdarathI juo. AMtarika ane bAhya duniyAnA mApadaMDa judA che. jagatanA jIvo che rAgI, zrAvako che vairAgI, guru maLyA che tyAgI, bhagavAna che vitarAgI ne dharma maLyo che guNAnurAgI. jene ATaluM badhuM maLI jAya e che baDabhAgI. jJAnIo kahe che zarIra uparanI rUpALI cAmaDI e zarIra para lagADeluM sTenalesa sTIlanuM DhAMkaNuM che. kharAbamAM kharAba A zarIranI mila che. A zarIranI milamAM moM bagADavA jevuM nathI. AtmA jJAnI bane eTale zuM badalAya? ghara,nagara, paheraveza e badhA badalAya...? nA. jJAnI AtmAnuM AkarSaNa badalAya..pariNati badalAya e jJAnanuM sAcuM phaLa che. gaIkAla sudhI enA manamAM rahela daSTikoNo badalAI jAya. bAhya duniyAmAM pharaka na paDe paraMtu enI aMtaraMga duniyAmAM pharaka paDI ja jAya. jJAnInI vRtti-pravRttionuM parimArjana thaI jAya. daSTimAM tejasvitA pragaTI jAya jJAnI AtmAnuM AkarSaNa saguNo tarapha ja hoya. sArA tarapha ja hoya. upAsanA ane bhAvanA tarapha je kheMcAya te jJAnI ane vAsanA kAmanA tarapha je kheMcAyA te ajJAnI. jJAnI hoya enI pravRttionuM parimArjana thAya ke na thAya paNa vRttionuM parimArjana to thaI ja jAya. mRgAvatIne kevaLajJAna thayuM tyAre emano saMthAro nahoto badalAyo paNa emanI vicAradhArA badalAI hatI. eka AcArya bhagavaMtanI vaiyAvaccabhakti eka parama jJAnI AtmA karI rahyA che. rUDI rIte sevA kare che. ekavAra varasatA varasAdamAM gurudeva mATe gocarI lAvyA. varasatA varasatA gocarI zI rIte javAya? ema jayAre = * 183 *

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gurudeve pUchayuM tyAre bhaktimAM masta banelA mahAtmAe kahyuM ke huM acitta varasAda paDato hato tyAMthI ja gocarI vahorI lAvyo chuM. Apane sacitta acittanI khabara zI rIte paDe? e vakhate e tyAgI mahAtmAe kahyuM ke ApanI kRpAthI. tamane koI jJAna thayuM che? ApanI kRpAthI...pratipAtI ke apratipAtI, kAmacalAu ke kAyamI? tyAre emaNe kahyuM gurudeva ApanI kRpAthI apratipAtI. AcArya bhagavaMta tarata ubhA thaI gayA. hAtha joDIne kahe che mane mApha karo. me kevalajJAnInI ghora AzAtanA karI. guru rahyA chabastha paNa vinaya kare bhagavAna. jJAnI kayAreya potAnA mukhethI kahe nahIM " ke mane jJAna prApta thayuM che. A zAsanamAM kevalajJAnI paNa chaghasthanI sevA kare e ja jinazAsananI balihArI che. gurUbhagavaMta emane hAtha joDI namaskAra kare che ane potAne dhikkAre che. jJAnI AtmA saMsAramAM rahIne karmanA bhUkkA bolAvatA hoya che. jJAnI zvAsozvAsamAM keTalAya karmo khapAvI de che. kAjaLanA gharamAM rahevuM ane DAgha na lAge e zakya nathI paNa AdhyAtmika duniyAnA jJAnI puruSo pApa vacce hovA chatAM pApathI lepAtA nathI. gujarAtanA eka cAraNa kavie lakhyuM che - saMsArameM raho to aise raho, kyuM jIbha rahe mukhamAMhI. khAvata dUdha-ghI, para rahata cIkanI nAhI. khAdhA pachI jIbhane caNAnA loTathI ke garama pANIthI sApha karo cho. nA. basa jJAnIo kahe che ke saMsAramAM he jIva! tuM jIbhanI jema raheje. tArA jIvanamAM cIkAza nahIM lAge to phikAza nahIM Ave ane jhaDapI AtmavikAsa thaze. vinAzano svabhAva avinAzamAM palaTAI jaze. AcArya bhagavaMtane paNa e pazcAtApanI dhArAe kevaLajJAna apAvI dIdhuM. sAdhanAnA kSetre kadAca pAchaLa rahI javAya paNa bhAvanAnA kSetre to pAchaLa nathI ja rahevuM evuM nakkI karo. dhyAna to ucuM ja rAkhavAnuM che. roja navakArazI karanArano bhAva to aNAhArI banavAno ja hovo joIe. thoDuMka paNa mokSanuM ciMtana karAve to e zreSTha jJAna che. je jJAna mohanIyano kSaya karAve te jJAna zreSTha che. padArthane choDI jenI pariNati padArthanA bodha tarapha hoya e jJAnI che. jJAnI mANasa zAMta rahI zake che. ahIM ketumati aMjanAno tiraskAra kare che. kahe che Aje mArI bhramaNA dUra thaI gaI. pavanaMjaye to tane pahelethI oLakhI lIdhI. Aje mane samajAyuM ke tuM kulaTA cho. tArA lakSaNa sArA nathI. kaThora vacanothI prahAra karI ketumati potAnA pati pAse gaI ane kahe che, Aje tamArI 7ra peDhIne kalaMka lAgyuM che. ketumati badhI vAta kare che. rAjA aMjanAne bolAve che. = * 184 *

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aMjanAne jotA ja rAjA AMkha dabAve che. rAjA kahe che e kALamukhIne enA bApanA ghare mUkI Avo. rAjAno Adeza sAMbhaLI maMtrI kahe che ekavAra aMjanAno bacAva to sAMbhaLI lo. eka kAma karo pavanaMjaya Ave tyAM sudhI rAha juo. karmodaya jAge tyAre sajjanonI salAha paNa kAma AvatI nathI. Ama aMjanAne vIMTI kAma na AvI. rAjAe kaDaka zabdomAM AjJA pharamAvI ke A kulaTAne mahendrapuramAMthI dezanikAla karo. aMjanA ane vasaMtAne rathamAM besADavAmAM AvyA. nagaramAM vAyuvege vAta phelAI gaI. rAjamArga uparathI ratha pasAra thAya che. badhA loko pUche che. koIka kavie kahyuM che - sArA divaso mahI salAma karI je jhUkI jAya, mAThA divasomAM e ja sAme ghUMkI jAya che. koI kahe che paDachAyo sAthe nA choDe koI di. aMdhAre paDachAyo paNa sAtha choDI jAya che. aMjanA jue che ke Aje nagaravAsIo paNa mArI para tiraskAra varasAvI rahyA che. huM nirdoSa hovA chatAM gunegAra sAbita thAuM chuM. AmAM mArA karmono doSa che. sukhanA dahADAnI kalpanAmAM huM khovAI gaI hatI. tyAM acAnaka akAlpanika duHkha AvI caDyuM. sAsu-sasarAe mArI vAta na mAnI paNa mArA bhAIne samAcAra maLaze to e doDIne Avaze. svajanone yAda karI aMjanAnI AMkhamAM AMsu chalakAyA. ratha pitAjInA nagaramAM pAdare AvI pahoMcyo. aMjanA potAnA pitAne samAcAra mokale che. pitA-bhAI hamaNAM mane levA Avaze evI kalpanAmAM aMjanA rAha joI rahI che. jIvanamAM koIpaNa paristhiti sarjAya tyAre manaHsthitine kAbumAM rAkho. koIpaNa ghaTanA bane che te mArA karmone kAraNe ja che, AvI zubha vicAraNAthI AnaMdanA dIvaDA pragaTaze. karmono doSa che, bIjI para roSa karavAthI zuM vaLe? A jJAnadaSTi jAgavI jarUrI che. je samajazakti keLave che ke keTalAya pApakarmomAMthI nirjarA sAdhI le che. jJAnI ane ajJAnInA bheda sAMbhaLI saguNa taraphanuM AkarSaNa vadhArI dejo. halakI ane kSullaka vAtomAMthI cittane pAchuM vALa. * 185 * =

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prAsaMgika pravacana kavi dhanapALe paramAtmAnI samakSa prArthanA karI che ke huM bhagavAna banuM enA karatA huM tAro bhakta banI rahuM e ja mArI bhAvanA che. bhagavAna banI gayA pachI tArA guNa gAI na zakAya. tArA khoLAmAM nAcavAnuM saubhAgya TakI rahe eTaluM ja joIe. bhakta banI rahevAmAM ja majA che. bhakta bhagavAnanI bhaktine khAtara mokSa choDI devA taiyAra thAya che. muMbaI goDIjI derAsare roja bhavyatAthI pUjA karanArA girISabhAIe evI Teka karI ke jeTalI kamANI thAya tenA 25 TakA paramAtmAnI bhaktimAM vAparavA. bhaktimAM gAMDA banavAnI paNa eka kakSA che. jJAnIoe cAra prakAranA jIvonuM varNana karyuM che. (1) joIe che evA... (2) ApavuM nathI evA... (3) che ja nahi evA... (4) joItuM nathI evA... A cAramAM samrATamAM samrATa jo koI hoya to te 'joItuM nathI' evA che. devapALa rAvaNa pUrNiyo ItyAdi AtmAo 'joItuM nathI' evI TekavALA hatA tethI temanAmAM dharmanI khumArI hatI. 'joIe che' te gulAma che. koIne dUdha pIvuM hoya to ema kaheze ke dUdha joIe che. ga2ma joIe, sAkaravALuM joIe, kesa2vALuM joIe, jUnA glAsamAM nahIM paNa navA glAsamAM joIe, Adara satkArathI joIe...A che 'joIe'nI rAmAyaNa...! bIjo mANasa Ave che. e kahe mAre upavAsa che tethI nathI joItuM. bhogano bhikhArI jayAM jAya tyAM du:khI ane tyAgano pUjArI jyAM jAya tyAM sukhI. pavananA vAvAjhoDAnI vacce tamAre tamAro dIvo TakAvavAno che. A vAvAjhoDAmAM huM bacI jAuM tethI kALajI khUba karajo. zarIra sAthe zarIranuM joDANa che te vAsanA che. mana sAthe mananuM joDANa e prema che. AtmA sAthe AtmAnuM joDANa te bhakti che. pAnA nabaLA maLyA che paNa jo ramatA AvaDe to jIta nizcita thaI zake che. pAnA maLe che puNyathI ane ramavAnuM che puruSArthathI. * 186

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vivekAnaMda jenuM nAnapaNanuM nAma narendra hatuM te paradeza jaI rahyo che. mA pAse AziSa levA Avyo che. mAtA vicAre che ke A chokaro paradezamAM rahIne ApaNI saMskRtine barAbara vaphAdAra raheze ke nahi? tenI khAtrI karI lauM. eTale teNe narendrane kahyuM mAruM eka kAma karIza? to narendra kahe che bola mA zuM kAma che? beTA! bAjunA rUmamAM zAka samAravAnI charI paDI che te jarA laI AvIza? mAtA-pitAnI AjJA mATe buddhi na doDAvo. narendra tarata rasoDAmAM jaI charI lAvI mAtAnA hAthamAM ApI dIdhI tyAre mA kahe che beTA! tArA para hAtha nahi mUkuM to paNa cAlaze tAro vijaya thaze. AthI narendra vismayathI mAtAne pUche che Apa Ama kema bolo cho? tenI mAe kahyuM, charIno aNIdAra bhAga te tArI tarapha rAkhIne lAkaDAno bhAga te mane Apyo eno matalaba e ke darekanI pravRttimAM tuM bIjAnI ciMtA karIza ane e ja kAraNathI tuM badhe phAMvIza. hAlanuM zikSaNa che AvuM? AvA saMskAro che? atyAre to bApano prema nathI ane mAtAnuM vAtsalya nathI tyAM paramAtmAno anugraha kayAMthI meLavI zake? karUNatA che tamArA jIvananI ane mUrkhAmI che tamArA mananI... dareka sthaLe ane dareka paLe ene jagata pAsethI kAMIka ne kAMIka meLavatA ja rahevuM che ane koIpaNa sthaLe ane koIpaNa paLe sAmethI ApavAnI IcchA thatI nathI. A vRtti kevI kahevI? bhikhArIpaNAnI ke lUMTArUpaNAnI? = * 180 *

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' sthAna kayAM? dhyAna karyA? padArthane choDI jenI AMtarika pariNati padArthanA bodha tarapha hoya te jJAnI. problema vagaranI jiMdagI nathI paNa temAMya prasannatA TakAvI rAkhI zake te dharmI. jJAna, vairAgyano ughADa e cittanI haMsavRtti che. ajJAna ane rAga e cittanI kuMDavRtti che. adharmanA sthAnamAM paNa sAvadhAna AtmA saMvara dharma AcarI zake che. upAdhyAyajI yazovijayajI mahArAja jJAnasAranA jJAnASTakamAM jJAnI ane ajJAnIno bheda samajAvI rahyA che. lokottara jJAnInI vyAkhyA AgaLa laukika jJAnInI vyAkhyA arthahIna banI jAya che. maulika ciMtana ApatA jaNAve che ke padArthanuM AkarSaNa choDI tenuM ciMtana padArthanI pariNati tarapha hoya. jJAnIne padArthamAMthI maLato bodha mahattvano lAge. padArthanA pekiMga upara temanI najara na hoya. rAjahaMsanuM AkarSaNa mAnasarovara sivAya bIje kayAMya na hoya. jayAre bhuMDane sphaTIkanI zilA upara ke rAjamahelamAM besADavAmAM Ave to paNa tenI najara viSTA tarapha ja hoya. padArthanA gaMdavADanI jayAre mAMDavALa thAya che tyAre ja padArthanA svabhAvanuM ciMtana thAya che. pravRttimAM pharaka na thAya tyAM sudhI vRttionuM parimArjana karatA raho. vyAkhyAnamAM dukAnanI yAda jarUra AvI jAya paNa dukAnamAM vyAkhyAnanI yAda keTalI Ave? prabhuno zrAvaka dharmanI pravRttimAM kadAca pAcho paDe paNa vRttidharmathI to AgaLa ja hoya. akabara bIrabalanI vAta vAMcavAmAM AvelI. rAjA akabarane ekavAra bIrabalanI hAMsI uDAvavAnuM mana thayuM. bIrabala rAjasabhAmAM Avyo tyAre rAjadarabArIonI vacce rAjAe bIrabalane kahyuM, mane Aje sapanAmAM tArI yAda AvI. mane rAtro eka sapanuM AvyuM paNa javA de e kahevA jevuM nathI. bIrabala kahe jahApanAha saMbhaLAvo. rAjA kahe che, bIrabala tuM sAMbhaLIne nArAja thaI jaIza. tArI khuzI cAlI jaze. bIrabala kahe che sapanuM AvyuM ja che to kahI do. akabara kahe che sapanAnI duniyA khUba alaga alaga hoya che. nyArI hoya che. Aje - 188

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rAtre jayAre huM sUto hato tyAre sapanAmAM ApaNe banne ghoDA upara besI nagaranI bahAra pharavA mATe nIkaLyA chIe. nagara choDI ApaNe dUra dUra nIkaLI gayA chIe. ApaNA bannenA ghoDA ekabIjA sAthe TakarAyA. darabArIo rAjAnI vAta sAMbhaLavA utsuka banyA che. ghoDA TakarAtA ApaNe banne ghoDA uparathI nIce paDI gayA. ATaluM kahetA to rAjA kahe che bIrabala A to sapanAnI duniyAnI vAta che. tuM khoTuM na lagADato hoM! bIrabala kahe che emAM zuM? akabara kahe che huM je bAju paDyo e bAju attarano kuMDa hato ne tuM jayAM paDyo tyAM viSTAno kuMDa hato. akabara kahe che e vakhate mAruM cAlata to ApaNe banne attaranA kuMDamAM paData. tyAre bIrabala kahe che mAruM cAlata to ApaNe paData ja nahIM. saMsAramAM rahIne paNa dharma karI zakAya che e bolavuM nakAmuM che kAraNa ke aviratinA pApo dareka saMsArInA lalATe lakhAyelA ja hoya che. saMsArI mANasanA karelA mAsakSamaNathI sAdhunI navakArazI vadhI jAya che. saMsArIone khoTano dhaMdho vadhAre hoya che. eka mANasa mahine 50 lAkha kamAya ane 70 lAkhanI khoTa ubhI kare ane bIjo mANasa rojanA 50 hajAra kamAya che paNa khoTa thAya evuM kazuM ja karato nathI. A bannemAMthI zreSTha koNa? jJAnIo kahe che ke AMtarika duniyAnI vicAradhArA mahAna hoya che. zrAvaka bhale taLeTImAM beTho hoya chatAM enA aMtaramAM dAdAne bheTavAnI tamannA rahelI hoya che. darajInA kapaDA e zarIra para dhAraNa karatAM mana prabhuno pavitra veza meLavavA jhaMkhato hoya che. jJAnInI daSTimAM padArtha pratyenA mUlyAMkano judA hoya che. jJAnIo kahe che AMkhano aMdhApo judo ane hRdayano aMdhApo judo hoya che. hRdayano aMdhApo e gaMdavADa hoya che. AdhyAtmika duniyAmAM hRdayano aMdhApo dUra thAya to sAcI taMdurastI prApta thAya. akabara rAjAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne badhAne majA AvI gaI. koIkanuM nukazAna joIne paNa ghaNAne AnaMda thAya. DAhyAnI bhUla gAMDA mATe mahotsava banI jAya. jayAre AkhI sRSTi vasaMtanA AgamanathI khIlI uThe che paNa tyAre javAzA nAmanI vanaspati IrSyAthI sukAI jAya che. AdhyAtmika duniyAmAM sthAna karatA dhyAnanuM mahatva vadhAre che. lagnanI corI ane rAjagAdI upara paNa dhyAna badalAtA kevaLajJAna prApta thaI zake che. mananA pariNAma upara karmabaMdha thAya che. jeTalA hetuo saMsAramAM che teTalA hetuo mokSanA paNa che. eka mANasa tAjamahela pAsethI pasAra thayo. tAjamahela joI e vicAra kare che - zAhajahAMne mumatAjha upara keTalo prema haze ke enI yAdamAM * 189 ,

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Avo suMdara tAjamahela banAvyo. premanA amara pratika tarIke tAjamahela banAvanAra zilpInA hAthamAM gajabanI kamAla che. keTaluM suMdara eNe banAvyuM. jANe dhavala ArasanI adUbhUta ImArata! tAjamahela pAsethI eka saMta pasAra thAya che e vicAre che eka strI cAlI gaI enI pAchaLa rAjAe A tAjamahela banAvyo. AnuM nAma moha! rAga keTalo bhayaMkara che! re rAga! A badhA tArA tophAna che. tAjamahela to eno e ja hato. pharaka kayAM paDyo? jJAnI AtmA adharmanA sthAne paNa saMvara dharma AcarI zake che ane keTalAka dharmanA sthAnamAM paNa saMvarane badale Azrava apanAve che. zaMkhezvaramAM ke zatruMjayamAM pUjAnI thALImAM paNa dhamAla thaI jAya che. nAnA sTezana para gADI aTakI jAya che mATe lakSa sudhI pahoMcAtuM nathI. tIrthomAM ke jinAlayomAM jayAM karma khapAvavAnA hatA tyAM navA karmone AvakAryA. he jIva! tAruM koI paNa sthAnanI aMdara dhyAna na bagaDavuM joIe. tamAruM dhyAna zreSTha kakSAnuM rAkho. zrAvakajIvanamAM khumArI ane khamIra to hovuM ja joIe. khumArInI aMdara nirmAlya na bano. paramAtmAnuM zAsana pAmyA pachI khumArI-khamIrI ane aMtaranI amIrI jo ochI thAya to tenA jevI garIbI bIjI koI nathI. bhale beThA hoIe taLeTImAM paNa aramAno to zikharane aDe evA UcA ja hovA joIe. badhA darabArIo hasatA hasatA kahe che kharekhara! rAjAe suMdara sapanuM joyuM. bIrabalanI vijhAnI vAta sAMbhaLI badhA ja hasavA lAgyA. khuzAmatakhoro te AnuM nAma! khuzAmatIyA jeTaluM nukazAna kare eTaluM to duzmano paNa nathI karatA. khuzAmatakhoro sAmI chAtIe Ave che ane pITha pAchaLa ghA kare che. khuzAmatakhoro ane khIssAkAtaru vacce khAsa pharaka nathI. eka gajavuM khAlI kare che bIjo mANasane khAlI kare che. akabara rAjA phUlyo nathI samAto. e vicAre che ke Aje bIrabalane barAbarano ullu banAvyo. buddhizALI mANasanA javAbanI saune utkaMThA hoya che. badhAnI najara bIrabalanA moDhA tarapha che. rAjAnuM sapanuM sAMbhaLI bIrabale kahyuM, jahAMpanAha kayAM kahuM? meM paNa tamArA jevuM ja sapanuM joyuM. bIrabalanI vAta sAMbhaLI badhA hasavA lAgyA. bIrabala kahe che rAjAjI, tamArA sapanAthI mAruM sapanuM jarAka moTuM hatuM. tamArA sapanAthI mAruM sapanuM jarAka AgaLa cAlyuM. akabaranA cAra kAna thaI gayA. rAjA vicAre che ke bIrabala nakkI kaMIka garabaDa karaze. mecanI aMdara paNa chello dAva ghaNo nirNAyaka puravAra thato hoya che. akabara bhagavAnane yAda kare che. samaya Ave tyAre badhA bhagavAnane

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yAda kare che. A bIrabalane sArI samajaNa Apajo evI prArthanA akabara kare che. dareka problemamAM paNa jenI prasannatA TakI rahe te dharmI. jJAnIo kahe che karmanI bAjI ja evI che. rAjI-nArAjI to thavAnI ja che. tethI he jIva! rAjI-nArAjI kayAM sivAya pApanI tArAjI thaI jAya evA dharmadhyAnamAM lAgI jA. A bAju akabara vicAre che ke bIrabala buddhithI kAMI avaLuM na kare to sAruM. bIrabala kahe che rAjana, tame attaranA khADAmAM paDyA ne huM viSTAnA khADAmAM paDyo ATaluM to sapanuM tamAruM ne mAruM sarakhuM rahyuM paNa bAdazAha javA do sapanAnI vAta ja nyArI hoya che. bAdazAha kahe che bIrabala jaNAvI de pachI zuM thayuM? birabala kahe che ApaNe banne potapotAnA khADAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA. ekabIjAne ekabIjA para sneha ubharAyo. tame mane cATavA lAgyA huM tamane cATavA lAgyo. bIrabalanI A vAta sAMbhaLI rAjAno cahero gussAthI lAla thaI gayo. bIrabala kahe che jahAMpanAha! yaha to sapanonI duniyA hotI hai. have A bemAMthI hasavApAtra koNa? Akhare zreSThatA kone phALe gaI? Aje ahIMthI uThatA pahelA samajI jAo. A saMsAramAM jJAnI-ajJAnI zuM cATe che? ApaNane sthAna ane samaya to zreSTha maLyA che. have sAcI samajaNa keLavI lo to beDo pAra thaI jaze. sthAna nIcuM hoya to calAvI lejo paraMtu dhyAna to Ucu ja rAkhajo. vAMku paNa jJAna mokSamArganuM ciMtana karAve to zreSTha jJAna che. jJAna keTaluM bhaNyA e mahatvanuM nathI. jJAnavaraNIyanA kSayopazamathI koI 5-10-25-50 gAthA gokhI le paNa enAthI nirvANa pada prApta thatuM nathI. je jJAna mohanIya karmano kSaya karAve te zreSTha jJAna che. kAraNake mohanIya karmanA kSayathI ja AtmAnuM kalyANa thaI jAya che. eka padanuM paNa ciMtana thaI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. ApaNI pravRtti haMsa jevI bane ane haMsa jevA ApaNe banIe. aMte AMtarika padArtha taraphathI uThIne prabhu tarapha ApaNuM AkarSaNa vadhArIe. padArtha, pAtra, vyakti, prasaMga A badhAmAMthI bodha prApta karI zodha karI sAcI samajaNa keLavIe.. * 191 0

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'eka vAkya jIvana ajavALuM A moha ciMtA karAve, dharma ciMtana karAve. A vRttinA kaMTrolanI prosesa enuM nAma niyama. dharmI mANasanI vaya vadhe tema vrata vadhe. dharmamAM laya vadhe ne tenA pralaya ghaTe. A mahAgraMtho kayAreya je na Ape te kayAreka eka pada ApI de. je jJAna samIpamAM laI jAya, nirvANa padano pravAsI banAve evA jJAnanuM nAnakaDuM pada mahattvanuM che. je padanuM raTaNa nirvANanA paMtha sudhI laI jAya te pada mahAna che. mahAna evA graMthone kaMThastha karyA pachI paNa nirvANa padanI sAdhanA thatI na hoya to te sAcuM jJAna nathI. kaMThastha jJAna para hRdayastha jJAna bane to pravAsI nirvANapada prApta karI zake. zrutajJAnathI kadAca vivAdavikhavAda saMbhave paNa bhAvanA jJAnathI saMvAda jaLavAya. jenAthI mohanIyakarmano kSaya thAya, Atmadravya zuddha thAya, mana sthira bane te bhAvanAjJAna. jJAnanI prApti to ghaNAMne thAya che. paNa pariNatI to lAkhana meM eka hotI hai. jJAnanI prApti jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA kSayopazamathI thAya che pariNati e Abhyatara duniyAno saMdezo che. jIbha ane magajamAM AveluM jJAna e prApti che ane hRdayamAM AveluM jJAna e niSpati che. jIvanamAM bhAvanA jJAna pragaTe to namratA, samatA, udAratA Ave che. je jJAnathI mAtra vivAda ane vikhavAda thAya che te jJAna nirvANapadane mATe sAdhaka na banatA bAdhaka bane che. eka zabda paNa kayAreka mahAna graMthanI tulya banI jAya che. bhAvanA jJAna paNa camatkAra sajI zake che. valkalacIrI jaMgalamAM AvIne potAnI jhUMpaDImAM gayA. jhUMpaDImAM rahela potAnAM sAdhano-pAtro sApha karavA bese che. A valkalagIrI saMnyAsInA veze che. sAdhu hAtha halAve tene paDilehaNa kahevAya. A saMnyAsI potAnA pAtro sApha karatA vicAradhArAmAM caDatA tene jAti smaraNa jJAna thayuM. pUrvajanma huM sAdhu hato. eka pATA paDilehaNa kriyA paNa jIvanamAM camatkAra sarjI zake che. tethI ja kriyAmAM kadAca bhAva na Ave to paNa karatA jAo. koIpaNa kriyA niSphaLa nathI, e saMskAra to jIvanamAM pADatI ja jAya che. ane e saMskAra udayamAM AvatA jIvanuM kAma thaI jAya che. eka zeThane = * 192 *

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potAnA dIkarA upara khUba ja prema hato. zeTha dharmI hatA. jayAre dIkaro nAstika zIromaNa hato. eka ja bIjamAMthI kAMTAno ane phUlano janma thAya che. zeTha parama dhArmika hatA. zeThane potAnA dIkarAnI ciMtA thAya che. moha ciMtA kare ane dharma ciMtana pedA kare. ciMtA pedA kare te rAga ane ciMtana pedA kare te vAtsalya. zeTha vicAre che jenA jIvanamAM dharma nathI evA mArA dIkarAnA AtmAnuM zuM thaze? AtmAnA stara para ciMtA kare te dharmapatA ane zarIranA stara para ciMtA kare te mohapitA. zeTha dIkarAne ghaNIvAra samajAvatA paraMtu dIkaro bApanI vAta mAnavA taiyAra nathI. dharmI mANasanI vaya vadhe tema vrata vadhe. dharmamAM laya vadhe ne saMsAramAM pralaya ghaTe. dharma pAmyAnI nizAnI e dharmamAM lAgelI laya che. dIkaro Avo ja nAstika raheze to mAnavabhavane hArI jaze. zeTha dIkarAnA zarIranI nahIM AtmAnI ciMtA kare che. jJAnI mANasa bokSanI ciMtA na kare paNa emAM rahela mAlanI ciMtA kare. bokSa bagaDe to cAle paNa aMdara rahela miThAI bagaDe to na cAle. dhAro ke tame rastA parathI jaI rahyA cho. ne sAmethI Traka AvI rahI che. tyAM rastAnI vacce pANI kAdava vagere paDyuM che. to tame zuM karazo? kapaDAne bacAvavA jarA sAIDamAM ubhA rahI jazo ne? cAlo thoDAka AgaLa vadhyA tyAM sAmethI basa Ave che ane sAIDamAM khADo che. bIjI jagyA nathI. khADAmAM gaMdavADa che have tame zuM karazo? za2I2ne bacAvazo. kapaDA kharAba thaze to dhovAI jaze. zarIranI ane kapaDAnI vAta Ave tyAre jema zarIrane bacAvo cho tema zarIra ane AtmAnI vAta Ave tyAre kone bacAvazo? ahIM ja tamArI kasoTI che. nAnAmAM nAnA niyama dhAraNa karI AtmAne bacAvI lo. e niyamomAM vadhu bArIbAraNA khullA rAkhavAthI bahu phAyado thato nathI. ghaNA niyama sAthe chUTa laI letA bole gAma-52gAma chUTa. sAje-mAMde chUTa. Avo niyama uccAravAthI phAyado zuM? jJAnIo kahe che ke AvA duSamakALamAM dharmArAdhana karavuM duSkara che. ane tethI ja koIpaNa AtmAnI nAnAmAM nAnI kriyA ke dharmaArAdhanAnI bharapeTa anumodanA karo. eka rUpiyAnuM dAna Ape ke mAtra be miniTa paramAtmAnI bhakti kare tenI paNa anumodanA karo. aThThAImAsakSamaNa jevA tapa na karatA koI phakta cauvihAra-navakArazI tapa kare to tenI paNa anumodanA karajo. 64 IMdromAMthI ekAda IMdra paNa cauvihAra karI zakato nathI. anumodanA e dharmano guNAkAra che. A jJAnI vacana che. mAro dIkaro bhayaMkara saMsAramAM DUbI jaze. ghaNI mahenata karavA chatAM gharanA sabhyo sudharatA na hoya tyAre zuM karavuM? AvI phariyAda ghaNAnI hoya che. paramAtmA mahAvIranA samayamAM paNa evA hatA ke je 52mAtmAne sAkSAta * 193 *

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pAmyA chatAM na sudharyA. paramAtmAnA dasa zrAvako paikI mahAzataka zrAvake ghaNuM samajAvyA chatAM tenI patni revatIe mAMsAhAra na choDyo. jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che jayAre samajAvyA chatAM koI na samaje tyAre mAdhyastha bhAvamAM AvI jAo. dIkaro, ziSya, nokara samajAvyA chatAM na samaje tyAre bhagavAnane kahI devuM ke bhagavAna, tuM emane buddhi Apaje. mAdhyastha bhAva eTale AMkha ADA kAna karavA. upekSAbhAvamAM AvatA thAo. A bhAvanA dhyAnamAM rahezo to saMkaleza nahi thAya. bhavitavyatAnA AdhAre ene AgaLa vadhavA do. tuM tAruM saMbhALI le. parapariNati ajJAna che. yugala pariNati nIMdanIya che. "sva" pariNati prazaMsanIya che. zeTha vicAre che ke have zuM karavuM? jinatattva sAMbhaLyA pachI jo ApaNAmAM kAMI ja pharaka nahIM paDe to ApaNuM zuM thaze? jinavANI karNano nahi kALajAno viSaya banAvIe. tAre bIjAnuM bhaluM karavuM hoya to A lAlune vazamAM rAkha. he jIva! jayAre tAruM koI na sAMbhaLe to vicAraje ke emAM mAro karma che. jIvo sAthe bagADavAthI kazuM nahIM vaLe. hadanI AgaLa kahevA jazo to saMbaMdha tUTI jaze. cakorane Takora basa che. be-traNa TakorathI vadhAre e pachI TakaTaka thaI jaze. koInA upara TakaTaka karI khaTapaTa ubhI nA karazo. zeTha vicAre che ke koIpaNa hisAbe dIkarAne dharma karAvuM. lAgaNI ane sneha jayAre dharma sAthe joDAya che tyAre utthAna sarje che. jarUrIyAta e saMzodhananI mAtA che. zeTha eka yukti kare che. daravAjAnI sAme eka paramAtmAnI pratimA kotarAve che ane gharano daravAjo nIco karAve che. Ama karavAthI anAyAse paramAtmAnI samakSa mastaka jhUkAvavuM paDe. anicchAe paNa namaskAra thaI jAya. dIkarAnA aMtaramAM paramAtmAnA darzananI koI bhAvanA nathI chatAM saMskAra paDI gayA. bhAva Ave ke na Ave chatAM dharmakriyA karatA ja raho. enA saMskAra pADatA ja raho. bhavAMtaramAM kAma lAgaze. zeThano dIkaro maraNa pAmI samudramAM mAchalo thayo. dariyAmAM baMgaDI ane naLiyA AkAranA mAchalAo na hoya enA sivAyanA badhA ja AkAranA mAchalAo hoya. A mAchalAnA jIve dariyAmAM pratimAnA AkAranI mAchalI joI ane enI yAdadAsta tAjI thaI gaI. jAtismaraNa jJAna utpanna thayuM. mAchalAe tyAM ja aNasaNa karyuM. bhAvathI paramAtmAnI bhakti karI hota to enuM kAma thaI jAta. bhAva vagara paNa aMdara paDelA saMskAro kiMmatI che. samaja jAge che tyAre jalacara jIva paNa aNasaNa karI zake che. ekaDA vagaranA mIMDA jevI paNa kriyA karatA raho. kayAreka ekaDo ghUMTAI jaze to - * 194 * -

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taiyAra thayelA mIMDA enI sAthe joDAI jaze. kriyA to mAtra paDilehaNanI hatI paNa sAmAnya kriyAthI valkalagIrI jAgI gayA. e vicAre che AvuM kayAMka karyuM che. huM sAdhu hato e khyAla Ave che. aMtaramAM du:kha thAya che. kAraNa? huM sAdhu thaIne upara caDavAne badale pAcho nIce Avyo. upara gayA pachI nIce AvavuM e sauthI moTuM du:kha che. nIcethI upara javuM e guNavattA che. saMnyAsI vicAre che nIce javAmAM mAro ja pramAda kAraNabhUta che. pramAda e patananuM prathama pagathIyuM che. AtmA guNone barabAda kare enuM nAma pramAda. valkalacIrI ciMtanamAM caDatA ciraMtana jJAna utpanna thaI gayuM rAga-dveSane Adhina banelo jIva tophAna karI zake che. nirvANapada apAvanAra jJAnanI paMkti paNa mahattvanI che. mohanIyakarmano vadhAro te ajJAna. zALAmAM bhaNatA vidyArthI keTalA varSa kulamAM rahyo e mahattvanuM nathI paNa kevuM bhaNyo e mahattvanuM che. kayAreka ApaNe sUTAnI navamI gAthA AvaDe paNa paMdaramI bhUlI jaIe Ama kema? javAba che udayamAM AveluM jJAnAvaraNIya karma! zAsanamAM eka muninI vAta Ave che. e mahAtmA pahelA ghaNuM bhaNyA paNa pAchaLathI badhuM ja bhUlI gayA. khudanuM nAma paNa yAda na rahe. tyAre guru pAse jaIne kahe che ke have mAre zuM karavuM? aMdhakAramAM aTavAyelAne prakAza Ape, nirAzane AzA Ape ane udAsane ullAsa Ape tenuM nAma guru. gurudeve e mahAtmAne eka ja vAkya mAtuSa-mAtuSa gokhavA Apyo. gurunA hAthe maLelI prasAdInuM bhAvathI raTaNa karavA lAgyA. guru pratyenuM samarpaNa ane zraddhA camatkAra sarje che. zabdarUpamAM maMtrane yAda karavAmAM khovAI jatA. bhUlI jatA zabdane yAda karAvI ApanArano upakAra mAne che. 12 varSano samaya pasAra thaI gayo. A zabdathI nirvANapadanI sAdhanA karI lIdhI. jhaLahaLato kevaLajJAnano prakAza camakI uThayo. gurue ApelI dhuLa tejaMturI karatAMya kiMmatI lAgavI joIe. je graMtho na ApI zake te kayAreka ekAda pada paNa ApI zake che. jevI mAMga tevI bAMga ne satata najara sAme rAkhavA jevuM che. jJAnIo kadAca nIce AvI jAya to paNa enuM AkarSaNa to padArthanA svabhAva tarapha ja hoya che. haMsa ane bhUMDanuM kheMcANa banne alaga-alaga che eka vAkya paNa jIvana ajavALI levAya...! - 2 = * 195 *

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vartamAna nahIM, bhaviSyatI dRSTithI nIrakho moTAmAM moTo bhikhArI e che ke jenI pAse zraddhAnI mUDI nathI. jIvamaitrIne TakAvavA jIvanuM bhaviSyadarzana karo. je potAnA du:khane pacAve che e bIjAnA duHkhane haLavA karI de che. AtmaprazaMsA IcchanAro AdhyAtmika jagatano saToDIyo che. cAMdanI jevI dhavala ane mAkhaNa jevI mulAyama pAMkhone dhAraNa karanAra haMsa samAna jemanI vRtti che evA jJAnIonuM AkarSaNa nirvANapada taraphanI sAdhanA tarapha hoya che. ApaNo potAno mULabhUta svabhAva kayo? ghaNI vakhata vyavahAramAM ApaNe bolIe chIe ke Ano svabhAva bahu krodhI che, A bahu abhimAnI che, A to IrSyAthI bharelo che. nizcayanI dRSTie A badhA abhiprAyo khoTA che. tAro svabhAva krodhI che e vyavahAranI bhASA che. kharekhara krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha e AtmAno svabhAva nathI. AtmAno mULa svabhAva saccidAnaMda che. kSamA, namratA, saraLatA, saMtoSa, prasannatA e svabhAva che. ApaNe je vyavahArathI abhiprAyamAM jhUlIe che e vibhAva che. vyavahArardaSTie kadAca doSathI bharela haze paNa nizcayathI dareka jIva anaMta guNano bhaMDAra che. AtmadravyanI vacce koI bheda nathI. nizcaya satya judu che ane vyavahAra satya judu che. dareka jIvano svabhAva AnaMdasvarUpa ja che. he jIva! tuM bIjAno vartamAna jue che eTale ja rAga-dveSa thAya che. ApaNA e dveSamAM paNa kAraNabhUta bane che ApaNo vItI gayelo bhUtakALa! jJAnIo kahe che jIvano vartamAnakALa nahIM, bhUtakALa nahIM paNa vItarAgI evo bhaviSyakALa joIza to tane rAga-dveSa nahIM thAya. guru-ziSya jaI rahyA che. rastAmAM eka kasAIne jue che. ghaNAM bakarA kApelA paDyA hatA. kasAIne bakarAno vadha karatA joIne ziSya gurune kahe che ke A nirdoSa jIvanI hatyA karato A kasAIno jIva durgatimAM jaze. pravRtti thakI thato nirNaya e aMtima satya nathI. pravRttithI pariNAmano nirNaya thaI zake che. ziyALAmAM dahIM khAnArane zaradI thaI zake che. thAya ja evuM nahIM. ziSyanI vAta sAMbhaLI guru kahe che A kasAI be kalAka pachI kevaLajJAna pAmaze. jIvono vartamAnakALa na juo. bhaviSyakALa tarapha * 196 *

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daSTi rAkho. jIvono bhaviSyakALa jovAthI jIvo upara bhAva thaze nahi to durbhAva thaI jaze. AtmA e paramAtmA che. jaDa kayAreya paramAtmA nahIM bane. prabhunuM zAsana ati mahAna che. mAravADamAM to koInA ghare navI bheMsa Ave to enI AratI utAre. dareka jIvo e siddhonuM ro-maTIrIyalsa che. jIvamaitrI TakAvavA jIvanuM bhaviSyadarzana sarvazreSTha che. dareka jIvAtmA bhaviSyano paramAtmA che. ekavAra mAtra mokSanI jhaMkhanA jAgI jAya to avazya mokSa maLI zake che. guru kahe che A kasAIno jIva be kalAka bAda kevaLajJAna prApta karaze. ghaNIvAra ajANI-asaMbhavita lAgatI vAta zraddhAthI mAnavI joIe. zraddhA, e saMsAranI saMjIvanI che. A jagatamAM moTAmAM moTo kaMgAla koNa? jenI pAse zraddhAnI mUDI nathI e moTAmAM moTo bhikhArI che. jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che ke zraddhAthI bhraSTa thAya che tenuM nirvANa thatuM nathI. mArganI bhUlAmaNI cAle paNa zraddhAnI bhUlAmaNI na cAle. jinakI khAya bAjarI unakI bhare hAjarI. deva-gurue kahela vAtono ekavAra to zraddhApUrvaka svIkAra thavo ja joIe. samarpaNanI sAme svIkAra hoya savAla kyAreya na hoya. gurUnI vAta ziSya tahatti kahIne svIkArI le che. lAgaNI ane pharajanI sAmasAmI kheMcamAM mANasa sahuthI vadhu vyathita ane becena bane che. bhAMgelA hADakA hADavaidathI saMdhAya che. paraMtu mana bhAMgI jAya to ene sAMdhanAra hADavaida maLatA nathI. zraddhAnA sahAre ApaNI jIvana nAvaDI tarI jAya che. A kasAI bakarA kApI rahyo che. bakarA kApatA kApatA hAthamAM rahela charo acAnaka hAthamAMthI chaTakIne paganA aMgUThA para paDe che. aMgUTho kapAI gayo. khATakI ekAeka nIce besI gayo. aMgUThAmAMthI lohInI dhArA vahI jAya che. pIDA sahana thatI nathI. duniyAnI dunyavI ghaTanA eka ja hoya che paNa je dilamAM ghaTe che temAM bheda hoya che. zraddhA e hRdayano viSaya che. khATakIthI sahana thatuM nathI tyAre e khATakIne vicAra Ave che ke eka aMgUTho kapAI jatA mane ATalI vedanA thAya che to bakarAne keTalI vedanA thatI haze? pArakAnA du:khano vicAra potAnA duHkhane haLavuM kare che. eka ghare mAMgalika saMbhaLAvavA eka mahArAja gayA. e gharamAM yuvAna vayano dIkaro be divasa pahelA mRtyu pAmyo hato. svajanone zAMti maLe e hetuthI mahArAja gayA hatA. eka bhAI khUba raDatA hatA. emane eka bIjA bhAI AzvAsana ApatA hatA. mAMgalIka saMbhaLAvI mahArAja bahAra nIkaLyA tyAre AzvAsana ApatA bhAI mahArAjazrIne TheTha nIce sudhI mUkavA gayA. 0 19o * -

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mahAtmAe e bhAIne pUchayuM ke gujarI gayA e tamArA mitra thatA haze ne? tyAre e bhAI kahe je gujarI gayo e mAro dIkaro hato. mahArAja kahe che mAre pUchavuM nahotuM joItuM...bhAI kahe gurudeva mArI AMkha raDatI nathI paNa haiyuM hajAra dhArAothI raDI rahyuM che. tyAre mArI AMkho bhInI thaI jAya to A gharanA sabhyone AzvAsana Apaze koNa? potAnuM duHkha je pacAve che e bIjAnA du:kha haLavA karI zake che. pelo kasAI potAnI jAtane dhikkAre che. potAnI bhUla jayAre samajAya che tyAre jJAnano udaya thAya che. pelo kasAI ciMtananA gharamAM khovAI gayo che. ekAda kalAka pasAra thaI gayo. khATakI vicAra kare che. hajAro jIvone trAsa ApanAra mAruM zuM thaze. dhyAnamAM masta banyA. e pazcAtApathI aMtara bhInuM bhInuM banI gayuM. jatAM be kalAkamAM kevaLajJAnanI prApti e kasAInA jIvane thaI gaI. jayAre guru-ziSya pAchA vaLyA tyAre satya vAtanI jANa thaI. tethI jIvo sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhatA bhaviSyanI daSTi rAkho. vartamAnadaSTi na rAkho. bhaviSyamAM ahIM beThelA tamAma AtmAo paramAtmA banavAnA che. paramAtmA mahAvIre paNa potAnI upara upasargo varasAvanAra jIvo pratye paNa bhaviSyadaSTi rAkhIne karUNA ja varasAvI hatI. koIpaNa jIvanI vartamAna AcaraNo joIne rAga-dveSa karatA nahIM. prabhunA zAsananA prabhAve taravuM sahaja che. temAM bedarakArI dAkhavI to DubavuM paNa sahaja che. nAvamAM besanArA badhA tarI ja jAya che evuM thoDuM che. be saradArajI nAvamAM beThA hatA. eka kinArethI bIje kinAre emane javuM hatuM. nAva vacamAM pahoMcI tyAre nAvanI aMdara pANI AvI gayuM. saradArajIe joyuM to nAvanI aMdara kANuM hatuM. nAnA saradArajI moTA saradArajIne kahe A rIte nAvamAM pANI bharAze to DUbI jazuM. moTA saradArajI kahe che hamaNA badhuM vyavasthita karI ApuM chuM. koIka kavie kahyuM che, amIrI dilase hotI hai dhana se nahi, bujhurga akalase AtI hai ugrase nahi. pAkITamAMthI eka khIlo kADhyo ane je kANAMmAMthI pANI AvatuM hatuM tenI bAjumAM eka bIjuM kANuM pADyuM. bIjo saradAra kahe che are! A zuM karyuM? eka kANAMmAMthI nAvamAM pANI AvatuM hatuM. to bIjo kANo karI dIdho. have e kANAmAMthI pANI cAlyuM jaze. je nAva aDadhA kalAka pachI * 198 *

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DUbavAnI hatI te enAthI pahelA ja DUbI gaI. ApaNe ahIM rAga-dveSanA kANAM pADIzuM to DUbI jazuM. koInI upara rAga-dveSa na rAkho. nAnInAnI vAtomAM ApaNe garama thaI jazuM to pachI karama ApaNI zarama nahIM rAkhe. krodhAdi badhA doSo vibhAva che, virUpa che. paramAtmAnI kRpAthI svarUpamAM javuM che je jJAnathI AtmasvarUpanI jhaMkhanA jAge te jJAna ApaNA mATe zreSTha che. svarUpanI jhaMkhanAthI khumArI jAge che. paNa je divasathI AtmaprazaMsAnI bhUkha jAgI te divasathI dInatA AvatI jaze. sAco zrImaMta koNa? hAthamAM lIdhelA koLiyA sivAya prabhu pAse koInoya AbhAra mAnavAnI jarUrata jene na hoya e ja duniyAno sAco zrImaMta. paramAtmAnI kRpAthI kayAreka AnaMdadhanajI jevA nispRhI AtmAno dharatI para janma thAya che. ekavAra rAjA-rANI AnaMdadhanajI pAse AvI saMtAnaprAptinI kRpA karavA Agraha kare che. rAjAnA khUba AgrahathI AnaMdadhanajIe eka cIThThI rAjAne ApI. rANIe e cIThThI potAnA mAdaLIyAmAM sAcavI rAkhI. yogAnuyoga 9 mahinA bAda rAjAe ghera putraratnano janma thAya che. pAtra-padArthanI jhaMkhanAthI Aje teo deva-gurunA bhakta bane che. te kharA arthamAM bhakta nathI. nisvArthI tattvonI aMdara tame tamAruM svArthanuM jhera na lAvatA. rAjArANI AnaMdadhanajI pAse AvIne kahe che tame amArA para ghaNo upakAra karyo. mAruM sapanuM sAkAra thayuM. tyAre saraLa svabhAvI AnaMdadhanajI kahe mAdaLIyuM kholI emAM rahelI cIThThI vAMco. rAjAe cIThThI vAMcI to emAM lakheluM hatuM, rAjAne ghera dIkaro thAya ke na thAya emAM AnaMdadhanane zuM? pracaMDa khumArI hatI. nAnuM moTuM koIpaNa kArya kartutvabhAvathI na karo. prazaMsAnI bhUkha e ja moTuM duHkha che. peTanI bhUkha to saMtoSAya paNa prazaMsAnI bhUkha saMtoSAtI nathI. ApaNuM dhyAna svarUpanI sAdhanA tarapha rAkhavAnuM che. mArA svarUpanuM mane bhAna thAo evI raTaNA lAgavI joIe. laganI konuM nAma? nyochAvara thaI javAya. UMgha harAma thaI jAya enuM nAma laganI. basa AvI ja laganI svarUpanI zodha mATe rAkhavAnI che. emAMthI ja bodha maLaze. vibhAvamAM to anaMtakALa pasAra karyo have svarUpanI khojamAM khovAI javA jevuM che. jhaMkhanA enI tIvra banavI joIe. namratA, saraLatA, sadbhayatA, dAkSiNyatA, komaLatA Adi guNo badhA svarUpanI prAptinA pagathiyA che. = * 199 * =

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* * * * * * samajatA sUrajane ugavA to do ....! maryAdAnuM atikramaNa thAya tyAre rAmAyaNanuM sarjana thAya che. mithyAtvarUpI parvatane bhedavA jJAnarUpI vaja joIze. samaja e sukhanuM bIjuM nAma che. samyakatva e samajaNanuM bIjuM nAma che. nirbhayatA e jJAnanI pAchaLa AvatI sahacarI che. puNyanA sAtha vagaranI hoziyArI vAMjhaNI che. jJAnaSTinA vikAsamAM mohardaSTino rakAsa thAya che. devadurlabha manuSyabhavanA guNagAna jinazAsananA tamAma graMthomAM gavAyA che. Avo bhavya manuSya janma pAmI mANasa du:khI kema bane che. enuM kAraNa zuM? jagatanI aMdara je duHkha che enuM mULa kAraNa mithyAtva che. ane sukhanuM mULa kAraNa samakti che. mithyAtvarUpI parvatane bhedavA jJAnarUpI vajra je mahAtmAnA hAthamAM che te caMdananA naMdanavananI aMdara AnaMdapUrvaka vihare che. jJAna mANasane nirbhaya banAve che. Indra eka sekaMDa potAnI vajrane aLaguM na mUke. bhaya nathI tyAM du:kha nathI. nirbhayatA e sukhanuM bIjuM nAma che. ApaNe du:khI thaIe chIe potAnA ajJAnanA kAraNe. mithyAtva chedAya to ja samyaktvanI prApti thAya. mithyAtvanI pAMkho chedAya che te sukhI bane che. sukhI ane sukhano bheda kayo? mAtra sAmagrI maLI javI te sukhI nathI. sukhano saMbaMdha sAmagrI sAthe nahIM paNa samaja sAthe che. sukhano saMbaMdha saMpatti sAthe nahIM paNa saMtoSa sAthe che. sukhano saMbaMdha jagata sAthe nahIM paNa jAta sAthe che. mammaNa pAse dhana ghaNuM hatuM paNa samaja na hovAthI du:khI hato. mAnava mAtra sukhanA sAdhana meLavI le enAthI sukhI banato nathI. sAcI samajaNa enuM nAma samyakatva. samyakatva maLatA sAcI samaja maLe che ane samajathI sukha maLe che. rAjagRhInA puNiyA pAse zuM hatuM? be jaNA puratuM khAvAnuM paNa na hatuM. chatAM rAjagRhImAM sauthI vadhu sukhI puNiyo ja ne? samaja e sukhanuM bIjuM nAma che. aNasamajathI duHkhanI prApti thAya che. mithyAtva ke karmanI tAkAta jIvane 7mI nArakI sudhI laI javAnI che. jayAre dharma jIvane 7mI * 200 *

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nArakImAMya samAdhi ApavA pahoMcI jAya che. kensaranI bhayaMkara vedanAmAMya zrAvako prabhune bhAvathI vaMdanA karatA hoya. enA prabhAve vedanAmAMya samAdhi prApta karatA hoya che. gajasukumAla muninA mAthe kheranA aMgArA hatA chatAM mukha para adbhUta prasannatA hatI. asamAdhi, prasannatA, azAMti e ja duHkha che. ItihAsa kahe che gajasukumAla muni dIkSA laIne e ja divase paramAtmA nemanAthane kahIne jhaTapaTa AtmakalyANa karavA mATe smazAnamAM dhyAnastha banI gayA che. dIkSAnA pahelA ja divase munine kevaLajJAna! eka zrImaMta mANasa koI dardanA kAraNe hospiTalamAM che. vaLI spezIyala rUmamAM che. DokaTaro-sIsTaro sevAmAM hAjara che. rojanA hajAro rU|. nA Injekazano apAya che. bhAI dardanI vedanAmAM taraphaDI rahyA che. lAkho rUpiyA kharcAya che. A bhAI sukhIne ....? nA...kAraNa jIvanamAM samAdhi nathI. jinatattva kahe che mithyAtva bhedAI jAya pachI du:kha jevuM kAMI rahetuM ja nathI. ApaNI ajJAnatA ja ApaNA duHkhanuM kAraNa che. bIjAne ApaNA duHkhanA kAraNa kalpavA e ja mithyAtva che. nirbhaya banavuM haze to jJAna meLavavuM ja paDaze. nirbhayatA e jJAnanI sahacarI che. je jJAnI bane enI bahAranI duniyAmAM uthalapAthala thaI zake paNa tenI AMtarika duniyAmAM zAMti ane sthiratA ja hoya che. sAgara joyo che ne? uparathI ApaNane e uchaLato dekhAya che paNa aMdarathI e kayAreya uchaLato nathI. marajIvAne pUchazo to e paNa kaheze ke sAgaranI aMdara kayAreya tophAna nathI. e.sI.mAM beThA pachI aMdara ThaMDaka hoya paNa bhItara saLagatuM hoya to e.sI. paNa ThaMDaka na ApI zake. ghaNIvAra sAunDaprupha kebInamAM beThA pachI bahArano ghoMghATa herAna karato nathI. ApaNo prayatna jJAna meLavavA taraphano hovo joIe ke jenAthI nirvANapada prApta thAya. jANakArI ane jJAna bannemAM pharaka che. TeparekorDaranI keseTamAM badhuM bhareluM hoya eTalA mAtrathI keseTane jJAnI na kahevAya. jJAnanA pustakothI kabATo bharyA hoya teTalA mAtrathI te kabATa jJAnI nathI kahevAto. jJAna bhaMDAra kahevAya paNa jJAnI na kahevAya. mokSasAdhaka jJAna meLavazuM eTale sukhI banazuM. eka zAhajAdAne potAnI dIkarInA lagna karavA hatA. ghaNAM rAjakumAro joyA paNa kayAMya mana TharatuM nathI. ekavAra nagaramAM pharatA pharatA eka phakIra para mana TharI gayuM. rAjA potAnI dIkarIne pUche che ke A saMta sAthe tArA lagna karI dauM. rAjA jANatA hatA ke mArI dIkarInuM AdhyAtmika jAgaraNa thaI gayuM che. gharamAM rahIne AdhyAtmika jAgaraNa thaI zake che. dharma e bhAvanAno * 201 *

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viSaya che. eTale tyAM jorajulama na cAle ema tame ghaNIvAra kaho cho. nizALamAM javA bALaka taiyAra na thAya to tame ene phorsa karIne mUkI Avo cho ne. bALakane gharamAM bhaNAvo to na cAle? hamaNAM ja nAMgalapura vidyApIThamAM bhaNIne nIkaLelA chokarAo AvelA teo kahe sAheba nAnA hatA tyAre vagara mane bhaNyA to Aje TakI rahyA chIe. jJAna jene maLI jAya te du:khI banato nathI. dhArmika ArAdhanA mATe derAsara-upAzraye javuM joIe. ghaNIvAra vAtAvaraNa paNa dharmamAM sahAyaka bane che. apavAda mArga judo che ane satyamArga judo che. apavAda e mArga nathI. je ghaTanA kyAreka ja bane te mArga svarUpe banatI nathI. corImAM, arIsA bhuvanamAM koIne kevaLajJAnanI prApti thaI jAya ethI e mArga nathI banI jato. kayAreka banatuM satya kAyama mATe satya nathI banI rahetuM. jinazAsana kahe che paramAtmAnA zAsanane pAmyA pachI bhAvanAne vadhAravAnuM kAma karo. dravya-kSetra-kALano paNa mahimA hoya che. koIka kSetramAM jaIe to bhAvanA svayaM badalAI jAya che. tethI ja sAdhu-sAdhvIjIoe gRhasthanA gharamAM rahevAnI nA pADI dIdhI che. rAgavALA sthAnamAM rahevAthI sAdhunI IcchAone bahekAvavA nimitta maLe che ne vRttio uchaLaze. bhIMta uparanA citrone paNa jovA nahIM. A pAmara jIva avasarane Adhina thaI jAya che. syulibhadrajI vezyAne tyAMthI aNizuddha rIte bahAra AvyA ane emanA ja gurubhAI e vezyAthI patana pAmatA bacI gayA. apavAdika dharmanA daSTAMta kayAreya na levAya. kayAreka AcaravAno avasara Ave tyAre gItArtha gurunI rajA sivAya karAya nahIM. rAjA potAnI dIkarIne kahe che, A phakIra sAthe tArA lagna karAvavAnI mArI bhAvanA che. beTI tane maMjUra che? dIkarI kahe che Apa je karazo te mArA mATe yogya ja haze. pachI rAjAe phakIrane kahyuM ke mArI dIkarInA lagna tamArI sAthe karuM to? phakIra kahe che, mArI pAse jhUMpaDI sivAya kazuM ja nathI. rAjA kahe che mArI dIkarIne e badhu mAnya che. rAjAe zAhajAdInA lagna A phakIra sAthe karyA. zAhajAdInuM AtmajAgaraNa thayela hatuM. lagna pachI te phakIra sAthe enA ghare AvI. gharamAM kacaro kADhe che. gharamAMthI nIkaLe te kacaro ane upAzrayamAMthI nIkaLe te kAjo. sApha karavAnA lakSa sAthe nIkaLe te kacaro ane jIvadayAnA lakSa sAthe nIkaLe te kAjo. jhUMpaDImAMthI kacaro kADhe che tyAre hAthamAM eka poTaluM AvyuM. pUche che A zuM che? phakIra kahe che sAMjanA mATe sUko roTalo che. phakIranI A vAta sAMbhaLI zAhajAdI raDavA lAgI. te joI phakIre kahyuM ke meM to tane pahelethI - - 202 * =

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kahI dIdhuM hatuM ke mArI pAse kaMI nathI. tuM ahIM rahevA na IcchatI ho to cAlI jA tArA abbAjAna pAse. zAhajAdI pha2I dhrusake dhrusake raDavA lAgI. zAhajAdI kahevA lAgI tame tamArA manamAM khoTuM na lagADatA mane to 2DavuM eTalA mATe AvyuM ke tamane bhagavAna para pUrNa bharoso nathI eTale ja sAMjanA mATe roTalo rAkhI mUkyo. sAMjanI ciMtA tame karo cho. sAMjanI ciMtA phakIra zA mATe kare. zAhajAdInI samajaNapUrvakanI vAta sAMbhaLI phakIrane paNa Atmika AnaMda thayo. eka kavie suMdara lakhyuM che A... kalakI phikarame kyo bigADe Aja ke dinako, jisane diyA hai tanako, vahI degA kaphana ko. ghaNAM lokone vartamAnamAM AnaMda hovA chatAM potAnA bhUtakALa ane bhaviSyakALane yAda karI du:khI thatA hoya che. gaIkAlane yAda karI Ajane na bagADo. duniyAmAM ApaNAthI kazuM ja thatuM nathI. dareka saMbaMdhonI vacce maryAdA hoya che. zeTha-menejara, pitA-putra, bhakta-bhagavAna vacce maryAdA hoya che. jayAre maryAdAnuM atikramaNa thAya tyAre ja rAmAyaNa sarjAya che. sItAe lakSmaNarekhAnuM atikramaNa karyuM eTale rAmAyaNa sarjAI. deva-guru-dharmanA aciMtya prabhAvathI ja badhuM thAya che. ekalA puNya ke purUSArthanA bharose AgaLa vadhatA nahIM. lalATamAM lakhAyelA lekha pramANe badhuM ja thAya che. nikAcita koI karama upara koI mekha lagADI zakatuM nathI. bhUtakALanA karmo vartamAnamAM naDI zake che. paraMtu vartamAnamAM sAvadhAnI rAkhavAthI bhaviSya ujaLuM banI raheze. ApaNuM moDhuM joIne koI snehI kahe tAruM mukha joIne ciMtA thAya che. kAyAne sAcavavAnI salAha ApanArA ghaNA maLe paNa che. paNa AtmakalyANanI sAcI samajaNa ApI tene preraka baLa puranArA koka virala hoya che. eTale ja jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che ke sajjanono saMga karo. patananI paLomAM paNa bacI javAze. hAthI mAthe aMkuza hoya che. ghoDA mAthe lagAma hoya che. aMkuza vagarano hAthI ane lagAma vagarano ghoDo jema jokhamI che. tema lagAma vagarano mANasa paNa jokhamI che jIvanamAM koIne koI aMkuza to hovA ja joIe. zAstra aMkuza, loka aMkuza ane guru aMkuza A traNeya aMkuzo ApaNI vRtti-pravRttine kAbU rAkhe che. emanI AjJA ane bhAvanA ApaNe na TALI zakIe. vRttio salAmata to ApaNo AtmA paNa salAmata! * 203 *

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'zAstrono bodha..TALo vera virodha...! samudra vagara utpanna thayela amRta ane auSadha vagara pedA thayela rasAyaNa tenuM nAma jJAna. jagatanuM sAcuM darzana karavuM hoya to rAga-dveSa ochA karo. dAnanuM aizvarya vadhe tema bhaya vadhe. jJAnanuM aizvarya vadhe tema nirbhaya bane. 2 moTA thavuM hoya to nAnA banavAnI zarUAta karo. jJAnasAranA pAMcamAM "jJAna" aSTakamAM upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI ciraMtana ciMtanane vahAvatA kahI rahyA che ke jagatamAM koIpaNa duHkhanuM kAraNa hoya to ajJAnatA che ane sukhanuM kAraNa jJAna che. ajJAnatA tarapha AgaLa vadhato jIva duHkhI thAya che. jJAna tarapha AgaLa vadhato jIva sukhI thAya che. sukhanA sAdhanono abhAva du:khIne hoya, sukhIne nahIM. jJAnathI pUrNa AtmA sukhanA sAdhano vinA paNa sukhI che. jJAnanI caramakakSAnI vAta jaNAvatA kahe che ke samudra vagara utpanna thayela amRta ane auSadha vagara pedA thayela rasAyaNa enuM nAma jJAna, sAMbhaLyuM che ke amRta samudramAMthI pedA thAya che. paNa e amRta pIne Aja divasa sudhI koI amara banyA hoya evuM koIe kahyuM nathI. thoDA varSa pahelA vaijJAnikonI sabhA bharAI. eka vaijJAnike badhAnI vacce eka bATalI mUkI ane kahyuM ke 20 varSanI mahenata bAda meM A jalada esiDa banAvyuM che. A bahu jalada che. A jayAM paDe tyAM koI nA TakI zake. pIgaLI ja jAya. koI dravya TakI nA zake. vaijJAnika ATalI vAta karI besI gayo.jo esiDa jalada hota to bATalImAM zI rIte rahyuM? A vAtomAM tathya keTaluM? AdhyAtmika jJAnarUpI amRta koI samudramAMthI pedA thayuM nathI. auSadhimAMthI na banyuM hovA chatAM e adbhuta jJAnarasAyaNa che. e jJAna siddhomAM vilasI rahyuM che. sikaMdaranI eka vAta Ave che. sikaMdara koI talAvaDInuM pANI pIvA gayA. talAvaDInA kAMThe hajAra mANaso arasa-parasa laDI rahyA hatA. sikaMdarane DAhyA mANasoe kahyuM ke tame A amara talAvaDInuM pANI pItA nahi. rAjA pUche che kema?tyAre koIke kahyuM ame jayAre maravAnA nathI to jIvavA mATe jeTaluM meLavAya teTaluM meLavavA badhA laDI rahyA che. amara banazo to takalIphono pAra nahIM rahe. kharekhara sAcI vAta che. rAgadveSanA tophAno ajJAnadazAnA = * 204 *

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kAraNe ja chIe. vItarAga dazA prApta thatAM rAgadveSanA tophAna badhA ja cAlyA jAya che. rAgadveSanI vidAya pachI ja jagatanuM sAcuM darzana thAya che. koIpaNa vyaktine jANavI hoya to pahelA abhiprAya ke pUrvagrahanA cazmA paheryA hoya to utArI nAkhajo. e cazmA dUra karavAthI ja vyaktinuM sAcuM mUlyAMkana tamane prApta thaze. jJAna e amara yauvana Ape che. amara yauvana A nazvara evA dehanuM nahIM paNa AtmAnuM prApta thAya che. koIpaNa jAtanI apekSA vinAnuM aizvarya enuM nAma jJAna. rAjA badhe pUjAya ke na pUjAya paNa jJAnI sarvatra pUjAya che. dhananuM aizvarya vadhe tema bhaya vadhe paNa jJAnanuM aizvarya vadhe tema nirbhaya bane. guru-ziSya banne jaI rahyA hatA. gAma choDI jaMgalamAM AgaLa vadhatA gurue ziSyane pUchyuM AgaLa bhaya to nathI ne? ziSya kahyuM phakIrone zo bhaya? koIja bhaya nathI. thoDA AgaLa cAlyA bAda pharIthI gurue pUchayuM rastAmAM bhaya jevuM to nathI ne? ziSya kahe che gurujI ApaNA mATe bhaya jevI koI vastu ja nathI. thoDA AgaLa vadhyA bAda guru zaMkA nivAravA gayA. ziSya gurunI poTalImAM joyuM to sonAno gaThTho hato. ziSya manamAM vicAre che gurunA manamAM ja bhaya paDelo che. ziSya sonAnA gaThThAne kUvAmAM nAMkhI dIdho. ane poTalImAM eka paththara bAMdhI dIdho. phUlane bhaya hoya kAMTAone zeno bhaya? guru-ziSya AgaLa cAlavA lAgyA. guru pAchA ziSyane pUche che. jaMgalamAM bhaya to nathI ne ziSya namratApUrvaka javAba Apyo, gurujI bhayako to maine kUvameM DAla diyA. ziSya gurune satya vAta jaNAvI emane nirbhaya banAvyA. jJAna Ave eTale mANasa nirbhaya bane che. pArakuM nahiM paNa potAnuM parAdhIna nahiM paNa svAdhIna, bahAranuM nahi paNa aMdaranuM aizvarya enuM nAma jJAna. ApaNo paDachAyo ApaNI sAthe rahe che tema ApaNuM jJAna paNa ApaNI sAthe ja rahevuM joIe. jIvanamAMthI rAgadveSane ochA karavA atyaMta jarUrI che. siddhazilA para gayA pachI koI AtmA pAcho Ave kharo? e siddhonI pAse rAga-dveSane laIne jazuM to tyAMthI paNa rITarna thavuM paDaze. jIva nigodanuM anaMta duHkha bhogavI Avyo che. jagatamAM evuM koI sthAna nathI jayAM jIve janmamaraNa na karyA hoya. samyajJAnanI tAkAtathI ja akSaya sthitinA bhoktA banI jazuM. koIpaNa rIte paNa thoDuM jJAna meLavo. jJAna dhana evuM che jene koIno bhaya nathI. jJAna ApavAthI ghaTatuM nathI bIjAne ApavAthI vadhe che. AvuM adbhuta jJAna meLavavA prayatna karo. bAhya aizvaryanI prApti mATe jIva keTalI mahenata kare = * 205 *

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che. jJAnI AnaMdadhanajI jevA potAnA jJAnAnaMdamAM kevA masta hatA. emaNe to eTale sudhI kahyuM ke AzA auranakI kayA kIje, jJAna sudhArasa pIje' daherAsaronA mULanAyaka kayA che enI khabara nathI paNa khalanAyaka koNa che enI khabara che. jelamAM rahelA zreNikane cellaNAe kahyuM tamArI Aje A dazA? tame dIkarAne moTo karyo ja zA mATe? zreNika rAjA cellaNAne kahe che AmAM koNikano koI doSa nathI. badho doSa mArA potAnA karmono ja che. A koNike mAtra jelamAM ja pUryA na hatA paNa peTa bharavA mATe mIThAnI rAba ja maLatI hatI ane madharAte mIThAnA pANImAM jhaboLelA haMTarono 100100 phaTakAno mAra paDato hato. chatAM pitA zreNika potAnA karmono ja doSa vicAre che. tamane kayAreka duHkha AvI paDe to zreNikane yAda karajo. jJAna AvyA pachI jagata badalAya na badalAya paNa jAta to badalAI ja javI joIe. cellaNAthI potAnA patinuM du:kha joyuM javAtuM na hatuM e kahe che mArA peTe paththara pAkyo hoya to sAruM thAta! Aja divasa sudhI jeTalA AtmAo taryA enA mULamAM jJAnadaSTino vikAsa thayelo hato. jenuM mana taMdurasta nathI enA vicAromAM zAMti kayAMthI hoya. AkAzapuSpa jevI A vAta che. jIvanamAM jJAna AvyA pachI paristhiti badalAya ke na badalAya paNa manaHsthiti to badalAya ja che. jJAnI zAMta rahI zake e zAMta mANasa ja svastha rahI zake. zreNika rAjA zAMtithI cellaNAne samajAve che. jIvanamAM jJAnaSTi nathI AvI tyAM sudhI ja jIva duHkhI thAya che. jJAnadRSTino jayAM ughADa thAya che tyAM vicAradhArA badalAya che. jIva vicAre che tuM zuM kAma kare che roSa, tArA karmono che doSa. A che zAstrono bodha, AthI TaLe vera-virodha ne ubharAze Atmika sukhano dhodha. jJAnI AtmA Atmika sukhamAM ja mahAlato hoya che. A sukhanI sAme IndranA koI sukha TakI zakatA nathI. zreNika rAjA jelanI aMdara paNa sukhI ane ajJAnI jIva mahelanI aMdara paNa du:khI bane che. eka bhAI upAzraye da22oja jaI mahAtmAone vaMdana acUka kare. vaMdana karatA mahAtmAe enI AMkho lAla joI. magaja ne manamAM kAMI thAya to paNa AMkho lAla thaI zake che. pelA bhAI mahArAjane kahe che Aje to manamAM ema thAya che ke sAMjano sUryAsta paNa na jouM to sAruM. mahAtmA kahe che tamane zuM du:kha che? saMgama pAcho jato hato tyAre ja mahAvI2nI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA enuM kAraNa? mArA zaraNe AvelAne huM tArI na zakyo. pelA bhAI mahArAjane kahe che * 206 *

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ke sAheba Aje savAranA brekaphAsTa karavA beTho. huM dararoja eka kapa cA ane traNa pUrI lauM chuM. Aje be kapa cA ane pAMca-cha pUrI vAparI. AjathI 30 varSa pahelA mArA dharmapatni gujarI gayA. ekano eka chokaro khUba ja lADalo hato. dIkarA khAtara bIjA lagna karyA. dIkarAne moTo karI paraNAvyo. Aje e dIkarAnI vahue mane kahI dIdhuM pappA! cA-purI vadhAre lo eno vAMdho nahIM. paraMtu tamAre Agale divase kahI devuM joIe. mArAthI bIjI vAra pAchuM thaze nahi. koInAya dilane vacanothI dubhavazo nahi. jIbha jevI koI charI nathI. cappanI dhAra to hajI ghasAya paNa jIbhanI dhAra to uMmara vadhatA teja bane che. zreNika pAse jJAnadaSTi hatI mATe te sukhI hato. samaja kyAM che ene moTAmAM moTuM duHkha paNa du:khI banAvI zakato nathI. nirapekSa aizvarya joItuM hoya to jJAna daSTi meLavo. A saMsAranI aMdara jJAna ja evuM amRta che je AtmAne amara banAve che. je kAMI duHkha Ave ene potAnA ja karmonI bheTa tarIke svIkArI levAthI citta prasannatA jaLavAI rahe che. Aja sudhI jJAnadRSTi ApaNAmAM vyApelI hatI ene badale jJAnadaSTi keLavI lo. traNa mitro bhegA thAya che. emAMthI eka mitro kahe che mArA pitAjI mArA mATe 10 lAkha rU mUkIne gayA che. bIjo mitra kahe che mArA pitAjI mArA mATe 10 lAkha rUI uparAMta eka baMgalo paNa mUkI gayA che. A be mitronI vAta sAMbhaLI trIjA mitro kahyuM mArA pitAjI. to AkhI duniyA mArA mATe mUkI gayA che. A paNa jJAnadaSTi che. ajJAna haMmezAM adhurAza joza ane jJAna haMmezA madhurAza jozo. enI najara pUrNatA tarapha haze. jJAnI dareka paristhitimAM samaja keLavI letA hovAthI sukhI bane che. jJAna na hovA chatAM ApaNane sukha maLI jAya che e ApaNuM puNya che. puNyanA prabhAve sukha maLI jAya che. ane dharmane hAthamAM rakhAyela dIvAnI upamA ApI che. jJAnIoe puNyane sAMkaLe baMdhAyela divAnI upamA ApI che. sAMkaLa hovAthI maryAdA che jayAre samajaNano sUraja laIne game te sthaLa, prasaMgamAM jaze to tyAMya aMdhAruM haTAvI prakAzanI anubhUtino sparza karAvaze. zAnadRSTi jAgRta haze to kharAba paristhitimAMya mArga nIkaLI Avaze. samajanA sukhathI lIna banI...dInatAthI cha gAu cheTA raho.... haw 22

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G zamASTakam vikalpaviSayottIrNaH, svabhAvAlambanaH sadA / jJAnaca. paripALoya:, sa zama: rijhIrtitaH ||1|| (1) vittta-viSaya-ttIrNa:-vikalpanA viSayathI nivRtta thayela savA-niraMtara svamAvAtambana-AtmAnA zuddha svabhAvanuM AlaMbana jene che evo jJAnasyajJAnano ya:-je paripA-pariNAma sa:- te zama:-svabhAvariSThatita:-kahyo che. (1) jemAM ISTapaNAnI ane aniSTapaNAnI kalpanA nathI ane niraMtara AtmAnA zuddha svarUpanuM AlaMbana che evo jJAnano paripAka e zama che. A zama yoganA pAMca bhedomAM samatArUpa cotho bheda che. yoganA adhyAtma, bhAvanA, dhyAna, samAdhi ane vRttisaMkSaya ema pAMca bhedo che. ucita vRttivALALA vratadhArInuM maitrI vagere bhAva sahita jinapraNIta zAstrAnusAre jIvAdi tattvonuM ciMtana te adhyAtmayoga che. (1) jJAnAvaraNa Adi azubha karmano kSaya, (2) vIryollAsa rUpa sattvaprApti, (3) citta svasthatA rUpa zIla,ane (4) zuddha ratnanA prakAza jevo sthira bodha e cAra adhyAtmayoganAM phaLo che. adhyAtmanuM sevana karanArane adhyAtmayogathI moharUpa viSanA vikArono vinAza thAya che evo anubhava thAya che. AthI A adhyAtmayoga anubhava siddha amRta che. cittamAMthI kAmakrodhAdi kilaSTa bhAvone dUra karIne adhyAtmayogano ja vRddhi pAmato vAraMvAra abhyAsa te bhAvanAyoga. (1) kAma-krodhAdi azubha abhyAsanI nivRtti (2) jJAnAdi zubha abhyAsanI anukUlatA ane (3) cittavRddhinI vRddhi e traNa bhAvanAyoganAM phaLo che. sUkSma upayoga yukta ane pavana rahita gRhamAM rahelA dIpakanI jema sthira cittanI koI eka viSayamAM ekAgratA te dhyAna. (1) sarva kAryomAM svAvalaMbana-parAdhInatAno abhAva, (2) sarva kAryomAM sthiratA, ane (3) bhavanA anubaMdhano viccheda, arthAt bhavanI paraMparA thAya tevA karmabaMdhano abhAva e traNa dhyAnayoganAM phaLo che. * 208 *

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ajJAnathI karelI viSayomAM ISTapaNAnI ane aniSTapaNAnI kalpanAno vivekathI tyAga karIne samabhAva rAkhavo te samatAyoga. (1) tapanA prabhAvathI pragaTelI AmarSa Adi labdhionA upayogano abhAva, (2) dhAtIkarma kSaya, (3) ane apekSA rUpa baMdhanano sarvathA viccheda e traNa samatAyoganAM phaLo che. anyadravya (karma)nA saMyogathI thayelI mAnasika vikalpa rUpa ane zArIrika spaMdana (halanacalanAdi kriyA) rUpa vRttio pharIthI utpanna na thAya te rIte nirodha te vRttisaMkSaya yoga. mAnasika vikalparUpa vRttiono nirodha thatAM kevalajJAna pragaTe che. zArIrika spaMdana rUpa vRttiono nirodha thatAM zailethI avasthA thAya che. (1) kevalajJAna (2) zailezI avasthA ane (3) mokSa e traNa vRttisaMkSaya yoganAM phaLo che. anicchan karmavaiSamyaM brahmAMzena samaM jagat I AtmAbhedena yaH pazyedasau mokSagamI zamI ||2|| ' (2) rmavaiSamyuM-karmathI karelA vividha bhedone aniccha-nahi Icchato ya:jebrahmAMzena-brahmanA aMza vaDe samaM-ekasvarUpavALA nAt-jagatane AtmAkSetrenaAtmAthI abhinnapaNe paDye-jue sau-e zamai-upazamavALA mokSemImokSagAmI thAya che. (2) je karmakRta varNAzramAdi bhedane Icchato nathI ane caitanyasattAnI apekSAe eka svarUpavALA jagatanA jIvone potAnA AtmAthI abhinnapaNe jue che te upazAMta yogI mokSagAmI bane che. 1 ArurukSurmuniryogaM, zreyed bAhyakriyAmati / yoruddha: zamAveva, zuSpatyantaItakriya: rUA (3) yomAM-samAdhi upara JarukSuH-caDhavAne Icchato mutti:-sAdhu vAdyayiAnbAhya AcArane pi-paNa ye--seveyoda-yoga upara caDhelo antarratayi:- atyaMtara kriyAvALo (sAdhu) zamAv-zamathI va- ja zudhdhati-zuddha thAya che. (3) samAdhiyoga upara caDhavAne IcchatA muni bAhya AvazyakAdi kriyAne paNa seve che. yoga upara caDhelA muni atyaMtara kriyAvALA hoya che, ane yo.bi.gA. 31 tathA 358thI 367. 209

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upazamathI ja zuddha thAya che. ahIM yogArUDha thavAM eTale ke samabhAvane siddha karavA zuM karavuM joIe ane yogArUDha thayA pachI zuM karavAnuM rahe che e be praznono khulAso karavAmAM Avyo che. temAM pahelAM yogArUDha thavA AvazyakAdi bAhya kriyAnI jarUra che e vAta jaNAvI. yogArUDha thavA IcchanArA muni prIti, bhakti ane vacana rUpa zubha saMkalpamaya anuSThAno dvArA azubha saMkalpone haThAvIne yogArUDha bane che= samAdhine siddha kare che. yogArUDha thayA pachI bAhyakriyAonI jarUra nathI. yogArUDha muni bAhya kriyA vinA mAtra zamathIsiddha karelI samatAthI ja zuddha thAya che. prazna-to zuM yogArUDha sarvathA kriyA rahita hoya che ? uttara- nA. yogArUDhane asaMga kriyA hoya che. prazna-kevA sAdhuo yogArUDha kahevAya ? uttara-jinalpI, zreNIe caDhelA vagere sAdhuo yogArUDha che. AvA sAdhuone prIti, bhakti ane vacana kriyA na hoya, kiMtu asaMga kriyA ke atyaMtara kriyA hoya. samAdhi rUpa yoganA abhyAsakALamAM cittazuddhi mATe AvazyakAdi bAhya kriyAonI apekSA rahe che. e kriyAo karatAM karatAM jayAre samAdhi-samabhAva rUpa yoga sahaja siddha thaI jAya che tyAre kriyAnI apekSA rahetI nathI, azaktinA kAraNe lAkaDInA Teke cAlanAra ne zakti AvyA pachI lAkaDInI jarUra rahetI nathI tema. dhyAnavRSTerdayAnadyAH, zamapUre prasarpati / vikAratIravRkSANAM, mUlAdunmUlanaM bhavet ||4|| (4) dhyAnavRNe-dhyAnarUpa vRSTithI tyAghA-dayArUpa nadInuM zamapUra-upazama rUpa pUra prasarvati-vadhe chate vijAtIvRkSAnAM-vikAra rUpa kAMThAnA jhADonuM mUtA -mULathI nUtanaM- ukhaDavuM mave-thAya che. (4) dhyAna rUpa vRSTithI dayA rUpa nadInuM zama rUpa pUra vadhe che tyAre vikAra rUpa kAMThAnAM vRkSonuM mULathI ukhUlana thaI jAya che. - ahIM "dhyAna rU5 vRSTithI' ema kahIne dhyAna e zamanuM sAdhana che ema jaNAvyuM che. dhyAna zamanuM sAdhana che mATe ja pAMca prakAranA yogamAM dhyAna pachI samatAno nirdeza che. * 210 *

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jJAnadhyAnatapaH zIla samyakatvasahito'pyaho / taM nApnoti guNaM sAdhu yaM prApnoti zamAnvitaH ||5|| (1) mo-Azcarya che ke jJAna-dhyAna-tapa-zIta-saMkhyattva-sahita-jJAna-dhyAnatapa-brahmacarya-samyakta thI sahita upa-paNa sAdhu-sAdhu taM-te gui-guNane khoti-pAmato na- nathI caM-je guNane samanvita-zamayukta sAdhu prakhoti-pAme che. (5) kevuM Azcarya ! zamathI alaMkRta muni je guNo meLave che te guNo jJAna, dhyAna, tapa, zIla ane samyaktathI sahita paNa sAdhu zama vinA meLavI zakato nathI. jJAnAdi guNo hovA chatAM zama guNa na Ave tyAM sudhI vItarAgadazA, kevalajJAna vagere guNo meLavI zakAtA nathI. jJAnAdi guNo zama dvArA ja vItarAgadazA, kevalajJAna vagere guNonAM kAraNa che, arthAt jJAnAdi guNothI zamano lAbha ane zamanA lAbhathI vItarAga dazA Adi guNono lAbha thAya che. AthI jJAnAdi guNa yukta sAdhue e guNo dvArA zama bhAvane meLavavAnuM lakSya rAkhavuM joIe evuM ahIM garbhita rIte sUcana karyuM che. 1 svayambhUramaNasparddhi-vardhiSNusamatArasaH / muniryenopamIyeta, ko'pi nAsau carAcare ||6|| (6) svayamUramAWddhivartunusa tAra:-svayaMbhUramaNa samudranI spardhA karanAra ane vRddhi pAmato samatArasa che jeno evA muni -sAdhu yena-jenAthI 35mIta-sarakhAvAya sau-e koIpa-koIpaNa varIre-jagatamAM -nathI. (6) je munino samatArasa svayaMbhUramaNa samudranI spardhA karI rahyo che ane hajIyA vadhI rahyo che te muninI tulanA karI zakAya evo koI padArtha jagatamAM nathI. zamasUktasudhAsiktaM yeSAM naktaMdinaM manaH / kadApi te na dAnte rAgoragaviSormibhiH ||7|| (7) yeSAM-jemanuM manaH-mana navinaMti-rAtadivasa masUvaktasudhAsitaM-zamanA subhASita rUpa amRta vaDe siMcAyeluM che. te-teo drA-kadI upa-paNa rAgora | viSafmama:- rAgarUpa sarpanA viSanI laharIothI vaidyanta-baLatA na- nathI. (7) jemanuM mana samatAnA subhASito rU5 amRtathI rAta-divasa sIMcAyeluM rahe che teo kadI paNa rAga rUpa sarpanA viSanA taraMgothI baLatA nathI. = * 211 *

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garjajjJAnagajottuGga-raGgaddhyAnaturaGgamAH / jayanti munirAjasya, zamasAmrAjyasaMpadaH ||8|| (8) munirInaSNu-munirUpa rAjAnI -jJAna na 3jI-rata-dhyAnaturamA-garjanA karatA jJAnarUpa hAthIo ane UMcA, nRtya karatA dhyAna rUpa ghoDAo jemAM che evI zaH-sAmrArtha-saMdra-zamarUpa sAmrAjyanI saMpattio nakti-jayavaMtI che=sauthI utkRSTa che. (8) jemAM jJAna rUpa hAthIo garjanA karI rahyA che, ane dhyAna rUpa azvo khelI rahyA che evI, munirUpa rAjAnI zama rUpa sAmrAjyanI saMpatti sarvotkRSTa che. A asamAdhi lAvI Apaze.... nAnI nAnI pratikULatAmAM thato saMkaleza mananuM dhAreluM na thatA ajaMpo thAya. kaSTa sAdhya kAryamAM udvega cirakALathI sAdhya kAryamAM thatI adhIrAI. dhArelI vastu meLavavAnI utsukatA. ApaNAthI AgaLa vadhatA ArAdhaka para IrSyA. sva-doSano asvIkAra ke bacAvanI vRtti. maLelI cIjamAM ochApaNAno DaMkha. maLelI sAmagrIne TakAvavAnI gaNatarI. sArI cIjo meLavavAnA phAMphAM. bIjAnA doSone zodhavAnuM. tuccha svabhAva, asahiSNu vRtti kSudratA, dInatA, bhayabhItapaNuM. avicArIpaNuM. bIjAe karelA anyAyanI noMdha. = * 212 * =

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Atma kalyANato mArga samabhAva che ! padArtha ane prasaMgathI mo pheravI le tenuM nAma zama. samabhAva jIvane mokSamAgI banAve che. aMdaranuM e dravya che ane bahAranuM paryAya che. paryAyadeSTi rAga-dveSa karAve. bhUla kare ane mApha kare te mAnavavRtti ane bhUla kare tene mApha na kare te pazuvRtti. koInA para thatI napharata ane IrSyA e dveSanA ja paryAyavAcI zabdo che. upazama vagarano kSayopazama karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa bane che. mahAna tArkika ziromaNI jJAnasAranA mAdhyamathI pUrNa banAvAnuM lakSa ApyA pachI chaThThA zamASTakanI aMda2 pharamAvI rahyA che ke pUrNa banavAnuM lakSa baMdhAyu hoya to lakSanI sAthe enA pakSano paNa svIkAra karavo paDaze. puruSArtha karavo paDaze. koI vyaktine tarasa lAgI che to ene pANIyArA tarapha javuM paDaze. javA mAtrathI enI tarasa chIpAvavAnI nathI. pANI glAsamAM laIne pIvAthI tarasa maTaze. pANI maLyA pachI pANI pIvAno puruSArtha karavo paDaze. tema pUrNa banavA mATe samabhAvanI vRtti dhA2Na ka2vI paDaze. mAkhaNano sAra ghI ane maMthanano sAra mAkhaNa. tema sAdhupaNAno sAra saMyama paNa e saMyamano sAra kalpasUtramAM Ape che : upazamabhAva. Aje upazamanI vAto vicAravI che. zama nahI Ave tyAM sudhI kalyANa nahIM thAya. 'zama' no artha zuM? samatA. viSayonA vikalpathI jeno AtmA nivRtta thayo che ane jJAna-darzanacAritra taraphe jenI Atma pariNati jAgRta thayela che. jJAnanI prauDha avasthA enuM nAma zama. jayAre viSayo tarapha doDatuM mana saMkalpa vikalpa, goaNagamo, rAga-dveSanA padArthamAMthI nivRtti le che enuM nAma samabhAva. rAgadveSa jAgRta thAya evA padArtha pAtra-paristhiti Ave tyAre paNa jenI cittavRtti rAga-dveSathI para rahe enuM nAma zama. pravacana sAMbhaLyA pachI eTaluM to thaI jAya ke dALamAM kadAca mIThuM vadhAre thaI gayuM hoya to paNa samabhAva TakAvI rahe. dALa khUba sugaMdhI thaI hoya to paNa samabhAva TakAvI rAkhavo che. dALa khUba TesTI banI hoya tyAre samabhAva TakAvI rAkhIe to kAma thaI jAya. koI apamAna kare to sahI * 213 *

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laIe paraMtu ApaNI samakSa bharapura prazaMsA kare tyAre? samabhAva TakAvavo joIe. e samaye kayAM paNa rAga, ahaMkAra jAgRta na thavo joIe. prazaMsA e lapasaNI bhUmi che. apamAna ane prazaMsA banne prasaMgomAM jenI cittavRtti samAna rahe enuM nAma samabhAva. samabhAva eTale goLa ane khoLane sarakhA mAnavA e nahIM paraMtu bannemAM rAga-dveSa na karavo te samabhAva. rAga-dveSanA prasaMgomAM cittavRttine sthira rAkhavI je zamI te zivaM gamI.' jagatanI aMdara karmanI viSamatA bhale game teTalI Ave chatAM rAga-dveSa na thavA joIe. samabhAva dharAvanAra AtmA mokSe jAya che. jaDa pratye paNa rAga-dveSa na thavA joIe. abheda buddhi jarUrI che. dravyAMza jonAro samatA rAkhI zake che. paryAyAMza jonAro samatA rAkhI zakato nathI. huM-tame-DAhyo-gAMDo A badhA AtmAnA paryAyo che. paryAya kSaNika hoya sonAnA gaThThAne tame joyo, tamane gamaze paNa sAmAnyataH enA para rAga-dveSa nahIM thAya. paNa e ja sonuM ghareNAmAM palaTAya che tyAre e ghareNAM upara rAga dveSa thAya che. mULa tattvarUpe jovAthI rAga-dveSa nahIM thAya. paryAyanA bheda che. dravyamAM abheda che. je mArI aMdara che e ja tamArI aMdara vilasatuM dravya che. AtmA badhAno sarakho che. ApaNAthI koI vadhI jAya to dveSa thAya che ane ApaNAthI ochuM AvaDe to napharata rUpI dveSa thAya che. A badhA dveSanA saMto paryAyaSTinA kAraNe che. jinatattva kahe che ke paryAyanA badale dravya jovAnI kaLA zIkhI le. kapAsanA DhagalA para dveSa nahIM thAya paNa emAMthI banelI sADI upara? sAmAnya jJAnano paNa paripAka thavAthI paNa ApaNI vRtti sudharI jAya che. naramAMthI nArAyaNa banI potAnuM AtmakalyANa karavuM haze to samatA lAvavI ja paDaze. darzana-vaMdana-pUjA-sAmAyika-pratikramaNa kriyAthI siddhi maLaze ane jJAnathI prasiddhi maLaze. A banne siddhi-prasiddhi AdhyAtmika jJAnanI pUrti nathI. AdhyAtmika mArganA bhomiyA AmAM aTavAtA nathI. siddhi-prasiddhinI khevanA hotI nathI. ziSya kahe che gurujI! ApaNe nadInA pANImAM cAlatA cAlatA vAto karIzuM. gurujI kahe che pANImAM vAto karIe emAM zuM majA Ave ApaNe to AkAzamAM uDatA uDatA vAto karIzuM. ziSya to mauna thaI gayo. uDavAnI tAkAta to bhamarA ane mAkhI pAse paNa hoya che. ane taravAnI tAkAta to mAchalI pAse paNa che. AvI siddhiono matalaba zuM? siddhi enuM nAma je aMtaranI zuddhi Ape. zuddhi vagaranI siddhi ane pavitratA vagaranI prasiddhi patananuM prathama pagathIyuM banI jaze. yogIonI duniyA judI hoya che. ApaNe * 214 *

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rahIe chIe e duniyA yogIone gamatI nathI. AMtarika AkarSaNa jene pragaTayuM hoya te bahAranA kIcaDamAM kayAreya ramavA AvatA nathI. sAdhu pAchaLa bhakto doDe emAM bhaktonI zobhA che paNa jo sAdhu bhakto pAchaLa doDe to emAM sAdhunI zobhA nathI. jIvanamAM tapa na hoya to cAlI zake paNa khAvA chatAM khAvAnA padArthonI paDI na hoya te yogI che. mAna-pAna maLatA na hoya te yogI nathI paNa mAna-pAnanI jene paravA nathI te yogI che. saMta gopIcaMda ane bhatRharine bhakto khUba ja mAna Ape che. A saMtone bhaktonI bhaktimAM majA AvatI nathI. sAco vepArI vepAra keTalo thayo che te na jue to paNa kamANI keTalI thaI te tarapha najara rAkhe. goLa hoya tyAM mAkhIo to Ave ja. vAsakSepano camatkAra joI bhakto to Avaze ja. zuddhinA bIjamAM ja siddhinuM phaLa meLavanAra kharekharo yogI che. yogIonI pAse siddhio hoya che paNa kayAreya te batAvatA nathI. kuragaDu muni saMvatsarInA divase gocarI laI AvyA. emanI sAthenA traNeya mahAtmAonA mAsakSamaNa che. kuragaDu muni e mahAtmAone kahe che lAbha Apo. lokavyavahAra e paNa bahu mahatvanI vAta che. pelA mahAtmAo kahe che amAruM mAsakSamaNa cAle che khabara nathI. kuragaDu muni e mahAtmAo pAse gayA ane kahyuM lAbha Apo. "zarama nathI AvatI' ema eka mahAtmAe abhimAnathI kahyuM. eka munie apamAna karyuM chatAM bIjA-trIjA mahAtmAonI pAse paNa gayA. traNeya munionA tiraskArane AnaMdathI sahI le che. gacchatti karo to vAMdho nahIM paNa tame to sAthe garbhatti paNa karo cho ene vAMdho che. eka zaheramAM cAturmAse padhArelA munivarone tyAMnA eka zrAvake sAMjanA gocarI vahorAvavAnI vinaMtI karI. sUryAsta thavAnI thoDI vAra hatI. tethI nAnA munie javAba Apyo Aje moDuM thaI gayuM che khapa nathI. ATaluM sAMbhaLatA ja olA bhAI bolavA lAgyA...hA, khabara che tame zenA Avo? tamane to zrImaMto ke TrasTIonA ghara ja joIe che. dareka sAdhuo AvuM ja kare che. zrAvakanI AvI vAta sAMbhaLI A munivaronA gurudeva emane bolAvI pUchyuM bhAI! tamAruM ghara kayAM che? basa, ahIM bAjumAM ja che. gurudeva tarata pote e bhAInA ghare vahoravA gayA. e bhAIe pachI cAra mahinA sAdhu bhagavaMtonI ananyabhakti karI lAbha lIdho. kayAreya koInI niMdA na karavI. prabhu vIranI saMsthAmAM koI kharAba nathI. koInI paNa bhUla thaI zake che. AkhI duniyA kAMI kharAba thoDI hoya che? * 215 * =

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jJAnI, tapasvI, dAnI banavuM saheluM che paNa guNAnurAgI banavuM agharuM che. samatA rahevI e agharAmAM agharI che. kriyAthI siddhi-prasiddhi maLe paNa zuddhi to samatAthI ja maLe che. traNeya mahAtmAo game tema bolavA lAgyA chatAM kuragaDu munine jarA paNa Aveza na Avyo. gocarI vAparavA beThA. gocarI vAparatA vicAre che A mahAtmAo keTalA upakArI che. emanA krodhamAM huM nimitta banyo. mane dhikkAra thAo. adhyAtma yogamAM rahelA yogInA vicAro judA hoya che. A mahAtmAo mAtra bolIne zAMta na rahyA paNa kuragaDunA pAtramAM jaIne yUkyA paNa kharA. kuragaDu muni vicAra kare che A mahAtmAoe lukhkhA bhAtamAM ghI nAMkhI ApyuM, sAdhu khAtA jAya che ane karmane dhotA jAya che. roto jAya che ane karmane dhoto jAya che. samabhAvamAM caDelA A kuragaDu munine vAparatA vAparatAM kevaLajJAna thaI gayuM. tyAM kAzamAMthI deva-devI vaMdana karavA padhAre che. mAsakSamaNanA tapasvI mahAtmAo vicAre che ke ApaNane vaMdana karavA deva-devIo padhArI rahyA che. spRhA hoya tyAM spardhA thAya. traNeya vicAre che oho deva-devIo vaMdanArthe AvyA. je pUrNa che tene huM pUrNa chuM evI jAherAta karavI paDatI nathI. bharoso chalake nahi, chalake so AdhA, ghoDA so bhUke nahiM, bhuMke so gayA. samatAnI duniyAmAM utarelAne potAnI jAherAta karavI paDatI nathI. deva-devIo to pahelA kuragaDu mahAtmAne vaMdana karavA lAgyA. traNeya mahAtmAo A joIne garama thaI gayA. A deva-devIo paNa khAudharAne vAMde che. hamaNAM to ghaDo bharIne bhAta khAdhA. lAMca lIdhA vagara cAlI zake paNa ApyA vagara cAlatuM nathI. sAcane AMca nathI. mahAtmAo kahe che nakkI deva-devIothI kaMIka gaDabaDa thaI lAge che. tyAre devatAo javAba Ape che. bhUlecUke kAMI bolazo nahi. tame kaho cho ghaDo bharI bhAta khAdhA hatA emane ja ghaDIbhara pahelA kevaLajJAna thayuM che. traNeya mahAtmAo Azcarya vyakta kare che. devInA vacana sAMbhaLI traNeya mahAtmAo kuragaDuM muninA pagamAM paDe che. mAphI mAMge che. amane mApha karo ame adhama koTInI AzAtanA karI che. pazcAtApa karatA Akhare traNeya mahAtmAone kevaLajJAna thaI gayuM. tapa-tyAga-jJAna e badhI Treno che. paNa samabhAva e rAjadhAnI che. gautama pAchaLa rahyA ane aImuttA AgaLa nIkaLI gayA kAraNa zuM? samabhAva, samabhAvanA sAdhaka bano e ja zubhakAmanA... - = * 216 - -

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'jJAnarUpI gajasenA...dhyAnarUpI azvasenA jJAnasAranA mAdhyamathI ApaNane jIvananA vikAsakramanuM darzana karAvI rahyA che "zamASTakanI mahattvatAnuM darzana karAvatA jaNAve che ke bAhyajIvanamAM toM pheraphAra ghaNA thayA have AtyaMtaramAM palaTo lAvavo. paDaze. svarUparamaNatA prApta karavA mATe samabhAvathI bhAvita banavuM paDaze. bhagavAna mahAvIra maLaze toya kalyANa nahIM thAya ane eka abhavya AtmAthI kevaLajJAna maLI jaze. abhavya AtmA paNa kevaLajJAna apAvI zake. bhavyanA hAthe jIvo tare enA karatA abhavyatAnA hAthe vadhAre tare. mithyAtva dazAmAM rahelAne upakArI karI zakIe to sahavarti jIvono upakAra kema nahIM? mana thAya tyAre jAtanI niMdA karazo. jagatanI niMdA kayAreya na karazo. samabhAva jeTalo keLavAze eTale AtmAnuM kalyANa najIka Avaze. yoga upara ArUDha thaIne samabhAvane dhAraNa kare te kharekhara vaMdanIya che. samabhAva vagara uddhAra nathI. jJAnI-dhyAnI-tapasvImAM paNa jayAre samabhAva pragaTe tyAre mokSamAM jaI zake. traNa divasa mATe krodha nahIM karavAno tamo niyama lo kharA? krodha karyA vinA cAle nahIM evI mAnyatAmAM phasAI gayA cho. dareka pAtra-padArtha upara samabhAva keLavatA jAo. samabhAva haze tyAM vairAgyabhAva pragaTa thAya che je lokaherImAM taNAto nathI e ja kharo yogI che. bhartuhari ane gopIcaMda banne saMta bhaktothI chUTavA mATe nATaka kare che. guru potAnA ziSyane kahe che Aje bhikSAmAM roTalo laI Avaje. ziSya roTalo laI Avyo. ghaNA badhA bhakto tyAM hAjara che. guru ziSyanA hAthamAMthI roTalo jhUMTavI le che. ziSya kahe che A roTalo mAro che. huM lAvyo chuM. eka roTalA mATe banne vacce khUba laDAI jAmI gaI. A joI bhakto kahevA lAgyA, eka roTalA mATe je laDe che tene namavAthI zuM? bhakto AvavAnA baMdha thaI gayA. A saMtone to eTaluM ja joItuM hatuM. duniyA amArI pAchaLa paDe to ame nakkI paDavAnA. jJAnIo kahe che nasIba jAge che tyAre UMdhuM kareluM paNa sAruM banI jAya che. eka chokarInuM kyAMya ThekANuM na paDe. keTalAya brAhmaNone bolAvyA, kathA karAvI paraMtu chokarI mATe koI yogya vara maLato nathI. chokarInA mA-bApa badhA ja yogya jamAInI zodhamAM che. eka divasa chokarInA bApane eno jANIto | bhAIbaMdha maLI gayo. ekabIjAne khabaraaMtara pUche che. chokarIno bApa kahe che = * 210 *

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dosta! koI vAtanI ciMtA nathI. badhI rIte sukhI chuM chatAM..aTakI gayA. dosta pUche che kema aTakI gayo. chokarI uMmaralAyaka che enA mATe yogya chokaro hajI maLyo nathI. dosta kahe che emAM zuM doSa che? mAro dikaro paNa moTo ja che. to karI laIe nakkI! pitAjIe mahA suda pAMcamano lagnano divasa nakkI karIne cAMdalAno rUpiyo ApI dIdho. mA potAnA mAvitre gaI che tyAM bAjumAM rahetI potAnI bahenapaNInA ghare jAya che. banne jaNA ghaNA samayathI maLyA hovAthI vAtomAM lAgI gayA. benonI vAtomAM pUchavAnuM zuM hoya? moDIrAta sudhI banne sakhIoe vAto karI ane vAtomAM e potAnI chokarInuM sagapaNa sakhInA chokarA sAthe mahA suda-5nA nakkI karyuM. chokarIno bhAI paNa potAnA mitranA bhAI sAthe sagapaNa joDIne Avyo. traNeya jaNA pAchA ghera AvyA. badhA kahe che ane sArA samAcAra laIne AvyA chIe. pitAjI kahe che ke Aje huM eka moTuM Tenzana dUra karI Avyo chuM. dIkarI mATe yogya varanI pasaMdagI karIne Avyo chuM. tyAM dIkaro kahe che huM paNa mArA mitra joDe lagnanI vAta karI Avyo chuM. pitAjI ane bhAInuM sAMbhaLI mA kahe che mane pUchayA sivAya tame sagapaNa nakkI na karI zako. dIkarInI ciMtA mane ja vadhAre hatI. meM paNa dIkarI mATe yogya varanI pasaMdagI karI che. traNeya jaNa ekabIjAnA moM sAme jue che. traNeyanI vAta sAMbhaLI chokarIne Tenzana thaI gayuM. pelA traNeya laDavA lAgyA. dIkarI to jotI ja rahI che. evAmAM mahAsuda pAMcamano divasa AvI gayo. maMgala mUhUrta traNeya jAno AvI gaI. pitA kahe che meM nakkI karyuM che e chokarA sAthe ja lagna thaze. dikaro kahe che mArI IjjatanuM zuM? mA kahe che meM mArI dIkarI mATe je karyuM che te yogya ja che. tyAM pelI chokarI kahe che tame traNe bhegA thaIne tamArI IjjatanuM mAMDo cho paNa enI vacce mArI jiMdagInuM zuM? jJAnasAramAM to ApaNI sahunI jiMdagI viSe jaNAve che. pUnamano caMdramAM AkAzamAM khIlyo hoya tyAre ene dhoLI cAMdanImAM tArAonI gaNatarI zakya nathI. baporanA prakhara sUryanA tejamAM retInA kaNiyAnI gaNatarI zakya nathI ane uchaLatA samudrane joI e keTalo lAMbo che e kahevuM muzkela che. tema upazamarasamAM DUbelA muninA AnaMdane kahevAne koI samartha nathI. mahAtmAo jayAre AtmAnA svarUpamAM nijAnaMdanI aMdara masta bane che tyAre e AnaMdane varNavavA mATe zabdo paNa vAmaNA paDyA che. e AnaMdane mATe A jagatamAM koI upamA nathI. muninI AMtarika duniyAnI aMdara satata upazamabhAva ane samatAbhAva vilasato hoya che. unALAnA koI bapore koI vyakti tRSAtura thayo hoya e samaye ThaMDu pANI = * 218 *

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ene maLatA e keTalo AnaMdita thAya che. mAtAne potAno khovAI gayelo dIkaro maLe tyAre keTalo AnaMda thAya che e anubhavanI vAta che. samatAmAM rahe te sukhI. viSamamAM rahe te duHkhI. paramatattvanI aMdara anusaMdhAna karavuM eTale samarasamAM DUbavuM. rAgadveSarUpI bhoriMga sarpomAM kAtila daMzano jhera ene ja caDI zake che je samatArasathI bhIMjAyo nathI. jayAre samabhAvanuM pUra Ave che tyAre kAMThe rahelA viSaya-vikAranA jhADavAo ukheDIne taNAI jAya che. nimittanI aMdara citta-vicitta na thAya to karmabaMdhano avakAza raheto nathI. nimitto to badhA mATe Avaze. sUrya to potAnA niyama pramANe udaya pAme che. AMdhaLAne na dekhAya emAM sUryano zuM doSa? nimittanI aMdara samabhAvanuM pAlana karato AtmA sthira rahe che. nimitta sAme je aNanama ane aDola rahe che tyAre AvI paDelA vAsanAnA tophAno svayaM zAMta thaI jAya che. cittanI vRttio sama-viSamanA prasaMge zAMta rAkhavI tenuM ja nAma na samabhAva. jJAnarUpI gajasenA ane dhyAnarUpI azvasenA jenA AMgaNe 2me che te yogIne jagatanA koI du:kha sparzI zakatA nathI. DokaTaronI duniyAmAM kahevAya che ke mANasa rogI kayAre bane che? jayAre zarIranI prakRti viSama bane che tyAre mANasa rogI bane che. jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che ke vRttio jayAre viSama bane che tyAre AtmA rogI bane che. prakRtinI viSamatAthI rogI banAya paNa vRttinI viSamatA vacce samabhAvane dhAraNa karavAthI jIvanano AnaMda vadhu vilase che. pArzvanAtha prabhu pAse kamaTha Avyo ane dharaNendra paNa Avyo. prabhu pAse banne sarakhA. koI anukULa vartana kare, koI pratikULa vartana kare. prabhunI dRSTimAM koI bheda nathI. samabhAva jayA2e AtmAmAM pragaTa thAya che tyAre jIva mATe sukha-du:kha, mAna-apamAna badhuM ja sarakhuM che. sthitaprajJasya kA bhASA.' sukhadu:khamAM, lAbhAlAbhamAM, jayaparAjayamAM jenI prajJA sthira rahe tenuM nAma sthitaprajJa. mana sthira nathI rahetuM mATe viSamatA pragaTa thAya che. AtmAnI sthitine samabhAvamAM rAkhavAthI muktinI ImArata baMdhAya che. sAdhunA AMtarika AnaMdane vyakta karavA mATe calA-cala jagatamAM koI upamA prApta thatI nathI. samabhAva kevo vistaryo che eno eka dAkhalo joIe. eka mahAtmA jIvaDAone pharIthI cAMdAmAM nAMkhe che. koI zrAvake pUchyuM. mahAtmAjI A zuM karo cho? jIvanamAM kayAreya svAmivAtsalya to karyuM nathI. to A jIvaDAone Aje khAvA do. zabdo paNa alaukki hoya che. mahAtmAo 219 *

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khUNAmAM besIne keTalAya pAponI nirjarA karatA hoya che. eka sAdhubhagavaMta upAzrayamAM beThA hatA. tyAM eka bhAI AvyA. e bhAI AvatAnI sAthe bolavA lAgyA. tamane koI dhaMdho ja nathI. harAmanuM khAvA mATe joIe che. khAvA mATe joIe to tarata mAMgI lAvo. maphatanI jagyAmAM rahevAnuM. taddana bekAra cho. duniyAnA vyavahAra vicAra-prahAro koI asara karatA nathI. mAchalI jayAre pANInI bahAra Ave che tyAre rAga-dveSano zikAra bane che. sAdhu jayAre samabhAvathI bahAra Ave che tyAre rAga-dveSano zikAra bane che. samabhAvamAM DUbanAro saMsArathI tarI jaze. je DUbato nathI te tarato nathI. pelA sAdhu bhagavaMta samabhAvamAM UMDA utaryA che. kAMI bolatA nathI. bhAI Akhare bolIne thAkI gayA. vibhAva haMmezA thAka lagADe che ne svabhAva haMmezA thAka utAre che. vibhAvamAM rahezo to duHkhI thazo. svabhAvamAM ramaNatA karazo to sukhI thazo. bolatA bolatA thAkI gayelA bhAI chelle bole che mahArAja baherA cho ke zuM? pelA mahAtmAe hasIne javAba Apyo bhAI! tamAre pahelA ja pUchavuM hatuM ne? pelA bhAI kahe sAMbhaLatA hatA to javAba kema nahotA ApatA? zAMta-prazAMta upazAMta traNeya judA che. dehanA stara para samabhAva Ave to jIva zAMta bane. mananA stara para samabhAva Ave to jIva prazAMta bane. AtmAnA stara para samabhAva Ave to jIva upazAMta bane. pelA bhAIne Azcarya thayuM. ATalI hada sudhI bolavA chatAMya jarA paNa krodha na Avyo. mahAtmA pelA bhAIne samajAve che. dhAro ke ghare mahemAna AvyA che. cA-nAsto karyA pachI jayAre javA taiyAra thAya tyAre nAnA chokarAnA hAthamAM 5 -10 rUA nI noTa bheTarUpe Ape. e bheTa na svIkArAya to e noTa para mAlIkI konI? mahemAnanI potAnI ja ne? mahAtmAe prasannatAthI kahyuM tame mahemAna banIne AvyA eka kalAka sudhI bolyA. meM tamArI bheTa na svIkArI to mAlIkI konI? bhAI A vAta sAMbhaLI mahAtmAnA caraNe jhUkI paDyA. samabhAva pote tare che ane bIjAne paNa tAre che. AjathI jIvane samabhAvano bodha Apazo. A bAjumAM kanyAnI mA jamAIne poMkhavA mATe mAMDave Ave che. traNatraNa jaNA ubhA che. vicAre che have kone poMkhuM? C D E-- = = * 220 *

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'saMgharSamAM samAdhAna kayA...? jJAnasAranA zamASTakamAM lakhAyelI vAto jIvanamAM kotaravA jevI che. cittanI vRttione samabhAvamAM rAkhavAnI vAta karI che. kuTuMba, samudAya, saMgha badheja samabhAvathI sukha phelAya che. samabhAva nathI tyAM saddabhAva nathI. jayAM ahobhAva nathI tyAM saMgharSa che. samabhAvI banazuM to jIvanamAM viSayakaSAyanI Aga nahIM pragaTe. krodhAdi kaSAyo Ave che tyAM tophAno thAya che. dharmakriyAnI phalazruti zuM che? samabhAva, samabhAva e karmonA nAzanuM zastra che. AzravanuM sthAna paNa emanA mATe saMvaranuM banI jaze. samabhAva TakAvavAno che. mahAtmAo to sAmethI viparIta paristhiti ubhI karatA hoya che. jene rAga-dveSathI mukta thavuM che e pote ja rasto kADhI le che. pANInA jharaNAne joyuM che? jharaNAne vahevuM hoya to DuMgaramAMthI paNa mArga zodhI le che. himAlayamAMthI gaMgA kevI rIte vahe che? khaDaka paNa ene aTakAve paNa je aDaga tene khaDaka paNa aTakAvI zakatA nathI. dharmanA kSetre sAhasa, prayAsa e ja mahAna che. mANasa mahenata kare che ane kAMI meLave che to te kamAyo kahevAya. saMsAramAM mahenata karyA pachI paNa na maLe to mahenata mAthe paDI kahevAya. jainadarzana kahe che A zAsanamAM koInI mahenata mAthe paDatI nathI. ahIM to prayAsa e ja prApti. jIvaNazeTha paramAtmA potAnA AMgaNe padhAre e mATe kevI suMdara bhAvanA bhAve che. potAnAthI thatI badhI ja taiyArIo kare che. hamaNAM mArA prabhu padhAraze. jIvaNazeThanI AvI utkRSTa bhAvanA hovA chatAM paramAtmAnuM pAraNuM pUraNazeThanA ghare thayuM tyAre jIraNa zeTha vicAratA nathI ke mArI mahenata mAthe paDI. eka zaheramAM baporanA samaye eka chokaro munibhagavaMtane gocarI mATe bolAvavA Avyo. munirAje kahyuM ke khapa nathI. chokaro kahe che mArI mammIe kahyuM che eTale AvavuM ja paDaze. munirAje kahyuM ke taDako khUba che eTale mArAthI na avAya. chokaro kahe che mArI mammInuM to badhAe mAnavuM ja paDe. tame nahIM Avo ma.sA.! tyAre mahArAje hasatA hasatA kahyuM, Aje nahIM AvuM ho! e chokaro kahe mahArAja eka prazna puchuM. muni kahe bhale pUcha. chokarAe kahyuM. ma.sA. atyAre TrasTI bolAvavA Ave to tame jAo ke nahIM. mAre tamane kahevuM che ke sAdhuo kayAreya Avo bhedabhAva rAkhatA nathI. zrImaMta ho to tamArA ghare! ghaNAM mANaso ema kahetA pharatA hoya che, pelA mahArAja to ApaNA khissAmAM ho...! jema kahIe tema kare. pelA vakIla to ApaNA = * 221 *

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khissAmAM...! A badhI bhramaNAo che. yogya pAtro maLI jAya to paNa samajavA muzkela che. sAcA sAdhuonA darzana paNa tame kayAM karo cho. eka Dolara erIyAmAM eka bhAI mahArAjane maLavA AvyA. mane vAsakSepa naMkhAvavo che. khUba DaratA DaratA e bhAI bolyA. mahArAja kahe che bhAI! emAM dhrujo cho zA mATe? mahArAja ame garIba chIe. tame vAsakSepa Apazo ke nahi e vicArathI dhrujI rahyo chuM. munirAje janmadine vAsakSepa ApI mAMgalika saMbhaLAvyuM ane janmadina nimitte zubhecchAo paNa ApI. pelA bhAI mahArAjane kahe che. Apa garIbo sAthe paNa vAto karo cho? mahArAja kahe bhalA bhAI! A saMyama lIdhuM che tyArathI koI jAtanuM mamatva, mahatva na hoya. sAdhusaMsthA paisAne, dhanane mahattva ApanArI saMsthA nathI. guNiyala vyaktionI emAM jarUra che. mahattA dekhAya che. Aje tamArA dimAgamAM khoTI mAnyatAo ThasAI gaI che. eka moTA zaheramAM AcAryabhagavaMtAdi sahita munivaronuM comAsuM hatuM. eka muni pANInA ghaDA vahorI upAzrayanA pagathIyA caDI rahyA hatA. uparathI 2-3 beno pagathIyA utarIne nIce jatI hatI beno ApasamAM vAto karatI hatI. bahenonuM to evuM ja hoya. rAto pUrI thAya paNa vAto pUrI na thAya. eka bena bolyA ApaNA upAzrayanA AcArya mahArAjane bahu abhimAna che. vaMdana karyA paNa dharmalAbha paNa na dIdho. pANInA ghaDA lAvanAra munie A vAta sAMbhaLI lIdhI. muni bolyA dharmalAbha. bena bolI bApajI padhAro. munie bahenone kahyuM upara padhAro. beno bolI sAheba amArI kAMI vAto sAMbhaLI. muni kahe che hA. mahArAjajI, e to badhI amastI ja vAta hatI. munizrI bahenone upara laI AvyA. pUchayu AcArya bhagavaMta zuM karatA hatA? vAMcatA hatA. AcAryabhagavaMta sUrAnA vivecananI TIkA vAMcatA hatA. muni bahenone kahe che ke ubhA raho ne juo. muni AcAryazrI pAse jaI 2-3 vakhata matyaeNa vaMdAmi karyuM. paNa sAMbhaLyuM nahIM. muni ekadama najIka jaIne kahyuM tyAre AcAryazrIe joyuM. je mahAtmA tattvamAM khovAyA hoya emane bahAranI pravRtimAM khyAla na paNa rahe. pelI benoe tarata mAphI mAMgI. ApaNI keTalIka bhrAmaka mAnyatAo AMtaravikAsamAM avarodha utpanna kare che. satyanuM AyuSya ochuM hoya che jayAre jUThanuM AyuSya lAMbu hoya che. satya jaldI prasaratuM nathI paNa jUTha to tarata ja phelAI jAya che. sAcA sAdhunI to khumArI ja kAMI alaga hoya che. emane koInI paDI hotI nathI. - 222 0

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jinatattva ApaNane eka ja saMdezo Ape che. game tevI paristhitimAM paNa samabhAva tame TakAvI rAkho. gharamAM samabhAvamAM rahezo to upAzrayamAM ke maMdiramAM samabhAva keLavI zakazo. nahIMtara upAzrayamAM tophAna macAvI dezo. koI kriyAmAM paDe ADa, tame pADo rADa, sAmAnA peTamAM paDe phADa ane tamAruM moTuM ane vikarALa. kevI dayanIya paristhitinuM sarjana karo cho. ADa mATe IrIyAvahI che paNa rADa mATe zuM? rADa pADI samabhAvanI vADa toDazo mAM! karmanA udaya sArA hoya to apriya evuM kArya paNa priya banI jaze. ApaNA nasIbanA AdhAre AvuM badhuM thayA kare. badhAne velakama karatA zIkhI jAo. anaMta upakArI pU. vinayavijayajI mahArAje paNa zAMtasudhArasa' graMthamAM jIvonA paribhramaNane aTakAvavA mATe kahyuM che ke puNyanA yoge maLela sAmagrImAM pAgala na bana. aneka vakhata anubhava maLavA chatAM bodha levA taiyAra nathI.loko ene mUrkha kahe che. cakravartinA vaibhavo paNa khAlI thaI gayA. vaibhava paNa pANInA TIpA jevuM che. pavananI lahera Ave eTale khatama thaI jAya che. jIvane A jagatamAM traNa jAtanA AkarSaNo hoya che. zarIra AkarSaNa :- te jIvane evuM zarIra maLeluM ho. namaNu-kadAvara, bharAvadAra ane jue ke tarata ja tenA tarapha AkarSaNa thAya. bIjA jIvo upara prabhAva pADavA koziSa kare. buddhijanya AkarSaNa :- ghaNAM jIvonA zarIra nabaLA hoya chatAM potAnI buddhithI bIjA upara kAbU meLavI zake che. potAnuM dhAryuM kAma kaDhAvI zake che. pariNatijanya AkarSaNa :- te jIvane bhale taMdurasta ke dekhAvaDuM zarIra maLyuM hoya tema chatAM enA bhAva evA hoya ke game tevA kaSTo Ave chatAM te manuSya tarIkenI nItimattA, prAmANikatA jAnanA jokhame paNa choDe nahIM. jenI pariNati sArI hoya te sadgati pAmavAne lAyaka thAya che. bhale taMdurasta zarIra na hoya bhale buddhi ochI hoya chatAM pariNati sArI hoya te sadgati pAmavAne lAyaka thAya che. A jagatamAM mANasane game teTalI saMpatti maLe paNa jo tenI pariNati sArI na hoya to te avazya durgatimAM jAya che. pariNatimAM jarAya chUTachATa na cAle. jo emAM chUTachATa karavA jazo to saMsAramAM rakhaDatA thaI jazo. samAdhana pariNati karAve che. jJAnanuM pariNAma te pariNati. pariNAmonI paripakavatA che. te ja jIta meLavI zake che. game = * 223 * =

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tevA nimittonI vacce pariNatijanya hRdayavALo vicalita nahIM thAya. koIpaNa mANasa bIjA mANasano paricaya kare tyAre tAtkAlika te mANasanI pariNati khabara paDatI nathI. paNa jema jema paricaya vadhAratA jazo tema tema te mANasanI pariNatinI samaja AvI jaze ke A mANasa kevo che. yazovijayajI mahArAja zamASTakamAM aneka cAvIo samatAnI samAdhAnanI batAvI rahyA che. manuSyajanmanI durlabhatA, kaSAyonI bhayaMkaratA, jAlima durgationA paribhramaNa, nAnA nAnA nimittomAM rAga-dveSanA pariNAmo, eka ja gharamAM badhA rahetA hoya ane svabhAvathI badhA ja judA vartatA hoya A badhAnI rAmabANa davA samatA che. jJAnanI sAthe dhyAnanI mUDI che te samatA rAkhI zake che. sukha ke du:khanA to AyuSya bahu TUMkA hoya che.bahirAtma dazAmAMthI AMtaradazA pAmavAnI koziSa kare...4 thA guNasthAnakathI bAramAM guNasthAnaka sudhInI A AMtaradazA che. 13mAM guNasthAnake A AMtaradazAmAMthI paramAtmadazA prApta thAyache. pAtra, padArtha, prasaMga,paricaya badhAmAM potAnA pariNAma TakAvI rAkhavAnI jarUra che. A bAju traNa traNa vararAja paraNavA AvyA che. mA, bApa ane dikaro jIda laIne beThA che ke ame jenI sAthe nakkI karyuM che tenI sAthe ja lagna karavAnA. A bAju chokarI mUMjhAI gaI che. paristhitino sAmano karavAmAM mati mUMjhAI gaI che. kayAMya rasto dekhAto nathI. saghaLAya jhaghaDAnuM kAraNa huM ja chuM ne? huM ja na houM to badhuM ja zAMta thaI jaze. ema vicArI kanyA ghAsaleTa chAMTIne baLI gaI. traNeya vararAjAone A ghaTanAthI AghAta lAgI gayo. prathama vararAjA to kahe mane tArI para khUba ja prema tuM nahi to huM nahIM. Ama vicArI e paNa AgamAM kUdI paDyo. bIjA naMbaranA vararAjAne vairAgya thaI AvyuM ne e saMnyAsI banI gayo. eNe vicAryuM. sAdhanA karIza ane saMjIvanI vidhA sAdhIne mArI patnine sajIvana karI enI sAthe lagna karIza. jayAre trIjAe vicAra karyo jayAM mArI patni baLI gaI e ja jagyAe huM besI rahIza. huM kyAMya nahIM jAuM. pelo bhale saMjIvanI sAdhI Ave paNa huM ene rAkha ApIza tyAre thazene? saMsAra vicitratAothI bharyo che. samasyAo ubhI ne ubhI ja che. samAdhAnanuM amRta hovA chatAM rAga-dveSanI hoLI cAlu ja che. = * 224 *

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indriyajayASTakam bibheSi yadi saMsArAnmokSaprAptiM ca kAkSasi / tadendriyajayaM kartuM, sphoraya sphArapauruSam ||1|| (2) dri-jo saMsArat-bhavabhramaNathI vidhi-tuM bhaya pAme che. 4-ane mokSaprAuM- mokSanI prAptine kSiti- Icche che, to-to, driyanayaMiMdriyonA jaya tuM-karavAne RAra-pauruSa-dedIpyamAna parAkramane zlorapravartAva. 1. jo tuM saMsArathI bhaya pAme che ane mokSa meLavavAne Icche che to iMdriyono jaya karavA dedIpyamAna parAkramane phorava, arthAt mahA parAkrama kara. iMdriyone potapotAnA viSayathI rokavI e vAstavika iMdriya jaya nathI, kiMtu zubha ke azubha rUpa Adi viSayamAM rAga-dveSa na karavA e iMdriya jaya che. alabatta, iMdriyajaya mATe iMdriyone viSayothI dUra rAkhavI e jarUrI che. ethI iMdriyajaya sukara bane che, paNa eTalA mAtrathI iMdriyajaya thaI gayo che ema na kahI zakAya. iMdriyono viSayo sAthe saMbaMdha thavA chatAM vivekanA baLe temAM rAga-dveSa na karavA e ja vAstavika iMdriyajaya che. 1 vRddhAstRSNAjalApUrNe-rAlavAlaiH kilendriyaiH / mUrjAmatucchAM yacchanti, vikAraviSapAdapAH ||2|| (2) WILatApUrve: - tRSNArUpa jaLathI bharelA, drika - indriyo rUpa bAdvArtaH - kyArAothI, vRddhA - vRddhi pAmelA, viIRvaSapApA: - vikAra rUpa jherI jhADo, vitta - kharekhara atuccha- ghaNI mUcha- ghenanI avasthAne =mamatAne vachanta - Ape che. (2) kharekhara! tRSNArUpa jaLa vaDe saMpUrNa bharelA iMdriyorUpa kyArAothI moTA thayelA vikAra rUpa viSavRkSo gADha mUrchA Ape che =moha pamADe che. sAkaj 8 #tag #lia a nastasianderials #ii nA ra ra pa Italia, kausA YidAjadazakAyadA Yax 6 : E Yzati zakSAMzamAMti Y iaiAMza

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saritsahastraduSpUra-samudrodarasodaraH / tRptimAzendriyagrAmo, maya tRptoDantarAtmanA ||3|| (3) saritsahastra-TumbUra-samudra-vara-sovara: hajAro nadIothI na pUrI zakAya evA samudranA peTa jevo rUndriyagrAma: Indriyono samudAya tRptimAnatRptivALo (thato) |-nathI. (mATe) antarAtmanA- aMtara AtmAthI vRkSa: saMtoSI, mava-thA. (3) hajAro nadIothI na pUrI zakAya evA samudranA taLIyA jevA iMdriyono samUha game teTalA viSayo ApavAmAM Ave to paNa tRpta thato nathI. mATe Indriyone managamatA viSayo ApIne tRpta karavAnI dhAMdhala choDIne AtmAnA sahaja sukhathI tRpta thA`. AtmAnaMda viSayaiH pAzairbhavavAsaparAGmukham / ndriyALi nivaghnanti, morAnasya vijJAH ||4|| (4) moharAkhasya- moharAjAnA duirA- dAsa phandriyALi- indriyo bhavavAsaparAGmukham saMsAravAsathI udvigna thayelA AtmAnaM- AtmAne (paNa) viSayai: viSayo rUpa pAze: baMdhanothI nivRdhdhatti- bAMdhe che. (4) moharAjAnA cAkara rUpa Indriyo saMsAravAsathI vimukha thayelA AtmAne paNa viSayorUpa baMdhanothI bAMdhe che. - girimRtsnAM dhanaM pazyat, dhAvatIndriyamohitaH / anAdinidhanaM jJAnaM dhanaM pArzva na pazyati ||5|| (1) phaeNndriyamohita: - IndriyonA viSayomAM mohita thayelo mRitkrAMparvatanI mATIne naM- dhanarUpe pazyan- joto dhAti- doDe che. (paNa) pArzva - pAse rahelA anAvinidhanaM- anAdi-anaMta jJAnaM- jJAnarUpa naM- dhanane pati- joto na-nathI. (5) IndriyothI moha pAmelo jIva parvatanI mATIne suvarNa-cAMdI Adi dhanarUpe joto cAre tarapha doDe che, paNa potAnI ja pAse rahelA anAdi anaMta jJAnarUpa dhanane joto nathI. 1. pra. 2 gA. 48, u5.mA.gA. 197thI 202 23 08 2003)M ALOE EC ONE L" < s 226 === maa Yet the stati Mia Asia Af|| |_ _ | 18

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puraHpuraHsphurattRSNA, mRgatRSNAnukAriSu / nTiyArtheyvAvani, tyavasvI jJAnAmRta naDA: Ill (6) pura:pura: rajU - AgaLa AgaLa vadhatI jatI tRSNA jeone che evA naDI: - ajJAnIo jJAnAmRtaM- jJAnarUpI amRtane svI- choDIne mRtRnuwAriSajhAMjhavAnA jaLa jevA ndriyAASa- indriyonA viSayomAM dhAnita- doDe che. (6) AgaLa AgaLa vadhatI jatI tRSNAvALA mUrkha loko jJAnarUpa amRtane choDIne jhAMjhavAnA jaLa sarakhA iMdriyonA rUpAdi viSayomAM doDe che. pataGgabhRGgamInebha-sAraGgA yAnti durdazAm / ekai kendriyadoSAcced, duSTaiste kiM na paJcamiH ||7|| (7) renjo pati-pR-mIna-rUpa-sAra- pataMgiyuM, bhamaro, mAchalI, hAthI ane haraNa --ndriya-toSati- eka eka IndriyanA doSathI suzA- durdazAne =mAThI avasthAne yAnti- pAme che, (to) duduMdoSavALI, tai:- te parama: - pAMca IndriyothI ra - zuM na thAya? (7) jo pataMgiyuM, bhramara, matsya, hAthI ane haraNa eka eka iMdriyanA doSathI maraNAdirUpa durdazAne pAme che to duSTa pAMce iMdriyothI zuM na thAya? arthAt aneka prakAre durdazA thAya.' vikipadaa , samAdhidhanatarare ! indriyairyo na jito'sau, dhIrANAM dhuri gaNyate ||8|| (8) vivedidikSe- vivekarUpa hAthIne haNavAmAM siMha samAna samAdhithanasa:- samAdhirUpa dhanane lUMTavAmAM cora samAna driHIndriyothI ya:- je nita:- jItAyo -nathI sa - te dhIrA- dhIrapurUSonI yuri- AdimAM Tkhyate- gaNAya che. (8) viveka rUpa hAthIne haNavAmAM siMha samAna ane samAdhirUpa dhana coravAmAM cora samAna iMdriyothI je jItAyo nathI te dhIra puruSomAM agresara gaNAya che. and take a sittis #t as #wiis ViAMka kAMka n a s kAMdA rara.0 6 set in India # t alwarsiatias Ni Yadi zAsakAMiY # igzas

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tamane saMsArato Dara che? mahAna jJAnI upAdhyAyajI yazovijayajI mahArAja IndriyajayASTakanA zlokonA prAraMbhamAM ja ApaNane prazna pUche che tamane saMsArano Dara lAge che? mokSanI AkAMkSA che? jIva jo saMsArathI Darato na hoya to AgaLa vadhavAthI zuM? jJAnIo kahe che saMsAranA Dara lAgavAnA ghaNAM kAraNo hoya che. ekavAra eka mANasa kahe mahArAja! hamaNAMne hamaNAM niyama Apo! mahArAja kahe zeno? kArelAnA zAkano. paNa zA mATe? saunI pAse kAraNa maLI zake che. pApano bacAva ApaNane bagADaze. svIkAra ApaNane jagADaze. koIpaNa pApano bacAva na karo. mahArAja pelA bhAIne pUche che ke niyama zA mATe lIdho? bhAIe kahyuM, mane kArelAnuM zAka bhAvatuM nathI. gharamAM jyAre bane tyAre khAvuM paDe. mAthAkUTa thAya enA karatA niyama hoya to paMcAta nahIM. ahIM eka bIjI hasavAnI vAta yAda AvI jAya che. eka bhAI potAnI patnIne sTezane caDAvavA mATe AvyA che. Trena AvI. arasaparasa baMne ekabIjAne salAha Ape che. bhAI kahe che tuM sAcavIne jaje. tyAM pahoMcIne tarata phona karaje. patnI kahe che rAtanA moDe sudhI TI.vI. joIne jAgatA nahIM. gharanuM dhyAna rAkhajo. kAraNa vAtomAM besI jAo pachI tamAruM ThekANuM nahIM. pelA bhAI patnIne joI raDI paDyA ane raDatA kahe A 2-3 divasa tAro viraha sahana nahIM thAya. bahu duHkha lAge che. have e ja samaye eka bhAI potAnI patnIne levA AvyA hatA. gADI sTezana para UbhI rahI ane enI patnI nIce utarI. enA patine kahe che sAmAna upADo. pati sAmAna upADatA kahe che ke cAra divasathI vadhAre koIe saMgharyA nahiM ne? A sAMbhaLI patnI kahe che, juo sAme e bhAI raDI rahyA che - patnI jAya che mATe. tyAre pati kahe che ke mAre paNa have raDavuM che kAraNa enI jAya che mATe raDe che ane mArI AvI che mATe raDavuM che. saMsAra choDavAnI vAta vairAgI sivAya koI karatA nathI. vairAgya paNa traNa prakAranA jJAnIoe kahyA che. du:khagarbhita, mohagarbhita ane jJAnagarbhita. kharekhara mokSane IcchatA ho to tamAre zuM karavuM joIe? mokSasukhane meLavavA mATe Atmazaktine jAgRta karavI paDaze ane e zakti IndriyonA vijayamAM joDavI paDaze. Indriyajaya eTale dumArge jatI Indriyone sanmArge vALavI. AMkhathI kalAtmaka baMgalo joyo ane thayuM baMgalo bahu sarasa che. A thayo Indriyano parAya. Indriyo padArtha tarapha doDe e parAjya ane e ja Indriyo AtmAnA LL LLL LL18 * * * WE DIET WILL Y - 3 || 228 ||*****__*_*_* * !K****** 12211_A_*||********|

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svabhAva tarapha joDe e Indriyajaya. pAMca Indriya ane chaThThuM mana AnAthI thAya che matijJAna. ApaNA jJAnane dUSita banAvavuM kema cAle? ajJAnatA paNa na cAle? tame jamo ane ame vAparIe emAM zuM pharaka? saMsArI jame ane sAdhu vApare. Dhora khAya, janAvara khAya. tamo lArI upara Dalaba-roTI, pAuMbhAjI vagere jamo ke khAo cho? tame samajI gayA hazo. khAtA-khAtA ApaNe kahIe, "zuM TesTI che' tarata ApaNo parAjaya thavA mAMDe. Indriya dvArA AvatA padArtha upara samabhAva te Indriyajaya. dharmarUci aNagAra vahoravA gayA. kaDavI tuMbaDInuM zAka vahorI lAvyA. gurUne gocarI batAvI. sAdhu gurUne pUchyA vagara kAMIpaNa na karI zake. gurUe gocarI joI kahyuM, A zAkane nirdoSa bhUmie paraThavI do. e vAparavA yogya nathI. dharmarUci aNagAre tarata ja kahyuM tahatti. sAdhuono vinaya rAjakuLo karatAMya UMco hoya. eka rAjAe gurUdevane kahyuM tamArA samudAyamAM amArA jevo vinaya nathI. gurU kahe che parIkSA karI juo. gurUdeve ziSyane bolAvyo ane rAjAe rAjakumArane bolAvyo. baMnene Adeza thayo, gaMgAnA vaheNa joI Avo. baMne gayA. rAjAe baMnenI pAchaLa jAsusa mokalyA che. thoDA samaya pachI rAjakumAra Avyo. kahe gaMgAno pravAha pazcimathI pUrva tarapha che. thoDIvAra rahIne ziSya Avyo. javAba e ja Apyo. rAjA jAsusane pUche che baMnee pravAha kaI rIte joyo? jAsuse kahyuM, rAjakumAra rastA uparathI pasAra thatA mANasane pUchI lIdhuM ane pachI be kalAka dosto sAthe samaya pasAra karI ahIM pAchA AvelA. ane pachI gurUdeve ziSyone pUchyuM, tame zuM karyuM? ziSya kahe che ApanI AjJA thatAM huM gaMgAnA kAMThe gayo. pravAhanI sAcI samaja mATe pANImAM dAMDo mUkyo. dAMDo pazcimathI pUrva tarapha khasavA lAgyo pachI pAchI enI khAtarI karavA tyAM ubhelA bhAIone pUchI khAtarI karI Avyo chuM. rAjAne khAtarI thaI ke rAjakula karatA gurUkulano vinaya mahAna che. dharmarUci aNagAra gurUnI AjJAthI gocarI paraThavavA gayA che. A gocarI kyAM paraThavavI ema vicAre che. ema karatAM nirjIva bhUmimAM eka TIpuM paraThavyuM. paNa tyAM ja enI sugaMdhathI keTalIya kIDIo AvI ane marI gaI. muni vicAre che eka TIpAmAM ATalA jIvonI hiMsA thaze to ATalI gocarI paravatA keTalI hiMsA thaze? chevaTe vicAre che nirdoSa bhUmi to peTa che. eka sAkaranA kaNiyA para keTalI badhI kIDIo AvI jAya che ane pAMca-cha peMDA khAIne sUI gayelA mANasanA peTa para ekeya kIDI AvatI nathI. dharmarUci aNagAre peTane nirdoSa bhUmi mAnI zAka peTamAM paraThavI is a treetiAmAdAnA dasa ja zA dAdA dAda tv actresses s izes and Ess ts #t E & a 53, he * * E F za sit the 1 Y sika

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dIdhuM. zAka vAparatA jhera caDhyuM. zubha adhyavasAyo AvI gayA. mAtra bhojana karavuM e indriyajaya paraMtu rUci-arUci karavI te Indriya parAjaya. jJAnI bhagavaMto lakhI gayA che ke sAdhue gocarI lAvavI kema? vAparavI kema? zAstranI aMdara badhI ja mAhitI ApI che. jyAM moha naDe tyAM jIva paDe. caDavuM hoya to akSayAnaMda pedA karavo joIe. mAnasika valaNa jeTaluM badalAya teTaluM badalatA jAo. Indriyo kyAreya saMtoSa pAmavAnI nathI. Indriyo mATe sadA duSkALa che. viSayonI tRpti nahIM maLe. padArthothI dUra javAnI koziSa karo. Indriyo upara kaMTrola karatA jAo. A Indriyone game teTaluM Apo, rITarna to karatI ja nathI ane tRpti to maLatI ja nathI. koIpaNa Indriya kyAMya paNa jatI hoya tyAre ja aTakAvI dezo to karmabaMdha nahIM thAya. mokSa meLavavo hoya to Indriyone kAbUmAM rAkhavI bahu jarUrI che. IndriyonA javA mAtrathI jo karma baMdhAI jatA hoya to kevalInA paNa baMdhAya. saMta pAse koI citra AvyuM. citra joI rAga-dveSa thAya to karma baMdhAya. viSayo pote ekalA mAraka nathI paNa kaSAyo emAM bhegA maLe che tyAre te mAraka bane che. koI mahAtmA ArAmathI vAparavA beThA che. Indriyo gaI paNa mana na gayuM tethI karmabaMdha na thayo. sthUlabhadranI vATe ApaNAthI caDAya nahIM. e to uccabhAvanAthI bhAvita hatA. hamaNAM koI sAdhuo makAnamAM utaryA hoya ane gharanI dIvAla para strInuM citra hoya to paNa na jue. viSayothI mukta banatA jAo. mahAtmAo bhojanamAM rasa na Ave mATe bhojana sAthe kaDIyAtuM bheguM karIne paNa vApare. dhanno aNagAra. emano AhAra kevo hato? mAkhI paNa besavAnuM pasaMda na kare. A jIbhane evA bhojananA padArtho na Apo. viSayothI ApaNA kaSAyo poSAya che. eka mohaka cIja sAme AvI. ene jotAM ApaNuM mana ene meLavavA mATe uzkerAya che. tAre jo Indriyo upara jaya meLavavo hoya to karmanI nirjarA kara. saMsAramAMthI nivRtta banavAnI koziSa karatA jAo. savRttinI vicAradhArAthI Indriyo maMda paDe che. Indriyo upara vijaya meLavanAranI mokSaprAptinI IcchA eka divasa jarUra pUrI thaze. mokSamAM javA mATe pratikAraka hoya to viSayanI vAsanA che. Aje paNa zAlIbhadranI yAda Ave che ane bhAvathI mastaka jhukI jAya che. phulanI zayyA para je ucharyA hatA e ja zAlIbhadra dhagadhagatI zIlA upara aNasaNa kare che. phulanI zaiyA upara sUnArane aNasaNa levAnuM mana thAya? evA AtmAne yAda karavAthI ApaNe sparzendriyanA parAjayathI aTakI jazuM. zAstronA Adarzo tArI sAme rAkha. zakAza zAha, as sidiarainimumaiwani and Yusuai 5 zikAgALAmAM kANA vALA minimiiiiiiiiiY aidia

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cAmAM sAkara na hoya tyAre dharmarUci aNagArane yAda karo. phariyAda mahIM jIvana jIvanArA o mAnava! tArI paNa loko phariyAda karatA hoya che. jagata mAtrane sukha ApanArA siddhane koNa duHkha Ape che? koI nahIM. sAdhu mahArAjano vicAra karo. jevuM maLe tevuM calAvI le che. jIvane kahI do jIbhalaDI mATe tuM keTalA pApa kare che. ekavAra paNa tArI jAta mATe napharata UbhI kara. jIva! tuM kesaranA cAMdalA para kolasAnI bhukkI zA mATe lagADe che? prabhunA zAsanane pAmyA pachI IndriyonA viSaya pAchaLa gAMDAtUra banavAnuM? rAtribhojana - abhakSya bhakSaNa karavAnuM? bhagavAnane zAsanane pAmyA pachI A janma saphaLa thaze ke nahi? vicAravA jevuM che. saMskRtinuM zirSAsana thaI gayuM che. jinatattva kahe che pAMca IndriyothI parAjaya thavAno vakhata Ave tyAre tuM sAvaceta banI jaje. Indriyajanita pApo bhavobhava sudhI sAthe AvavAnA che. eka vAkya yAda rAkhajo jo Indriyano durUpayoga karazo to durlabha banaze. durUpayoga durlabha banAve, sadupayoga sulabha banAve. zarIranI saphaLatA mATe derAsaramAM prabhunA caraNamAM cAlyA jAo. prabhu sAthe cAmaranRtya karanArane naTa nathI banavuM paDatuM. kAyAthI pApa karyA pachI jo hRdayamAM vedanA thatI hoya to kAyAthI joradAra prabhubhakti karo. pUjA karatA mana bIje bhaTake to prabhunI AMgI karavAnuM cAlu karI do. eka chokaro pUjA karavA gayo. hajI bIjA traNa pradakSiNA karIne raMgamaMDapamAM AvIe tyAM to chokaro pUjA karIne bahAra nIkaLyo. bahAra pUchyuM, kema pUjA ATalIvAramAM thaI gaI? pelo chokaro kahe ma.sA. mane hebITa thaI gaI che. 10 varSathI karuM . jayAre navo navo TAIpa klAsamAM joDAyo hato tyAre thoDI vAra lAgatI hatI. have to rAtanA paNa phaTAphaTa TAIpa karI zakuM chuM. pUjAnuM paNa sAheba AvuM ja che. ghaNIvAra thAya ke prabhune sparza karavAnI taka maLI che. keTalAya bhavo pachI. prabhunA sparza jevuM koI sadbhAgya nathI. morArIbApue potAnI kathAmAM eka suMdara vAta kahI hatI ke ApaNAM karatA jaino vadhAre puNyazALI che kAraNake vaiSNavo ThAkorajIne sIdho sparza nathI karI zakatA jyAre jaino paramAtmAne sIdho sparza karI zake che. zAstromAM lakhyuM che ke pUjA karyA vinA garama rasoI jame to chaThThanuM prAyazcita Ave. pUjA karatA pUjyano pUjaka pUjya thAya che eTaluM na bhUlIe. * Managirathal gara d & said aYigitate Ess a Y Eli sa 231 . HY impsities in tYgItalia

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patana ane utthAta jJAnasA2mAM IndriyajayanI vAta cAle che. ApaNane thAya ke samabhAva AvyA pachI IndriyajayanI jarUra jaNAtI nathI tyAre jJAnIo kahe che moTA sthAne ArUDha thayelA AtmAo viSayasukhanI aMdara gAphela bane to tenuM patana thAya che. viSayomAM kaSAya bhaLe to patana cokkasa thAya che. pAMca IndriyonA sukha paikI koIpaNa sukha bhayaMkara che. eka nAnakaDo khAvAno svAda mahAtmAnA jIvanamAM keTaluM adhaHpatana noMtare che. eka varSanuM nahi paNa hajAra varSanuM cAritra eka rasanAnI pAchaLa niSphaLa nIvaDe che. viSayono vAraMvAra saMparka paNa patananuM kAraNa bane che. koIpaNa pApa moTA bhAge vacanathI thAya pachI manamAM ane pachI tanamAM Ave che. ekavAra Indriyamugdha banela AtmA mATe pAchA pharavuM muzkela banI jAya che. zAstramAM eka kathA Ave che, nAnAbhAIe dIkSA lIdhI ne varSo vItyA bAda ekavAra zarIramAM takalIpha AvI. sAdhana TakAvavA te samaye doSita AhAra vAparavo paDe che. have banyuM evuM ke zarIramAMthI bImArI cAlI gaI paraMtu gocarI upara AkAMkSA jAmI gaI. gocarImAM mana phasAI gayuM. eka lAlasA aneka pApanI janetA. eka IndriyanuM patana pAMceyamAM kAraNa bane che. rasanAmAM lubdha banela mahAtmA pAse emanA moTAbhAI Ave che. moTAbhAIne joI nAnAbhAI potAno ogho bAju para mUkI de che. bhAI mahArAjano saMketa moTA bhAIe samajI lIdho. patana joIne patana pAme te ajJAnI ane patana joIne vizeSa sAvadhAnI rAkhe te jJAnI. patanane joI tamAro purUSArtha pAMgaLo na banAvatA. A raste ghaNA akasmAta thAya che ema jANI koIpaNa DrAIvara gADI pAchI vALato nathI paNa e ja raste pUrNa sAvadhAnI ane sAvacetIpUrvaka AgaLa vadhe che. abajopati mammaNa marIne narake gayo. ahIM mANasa tare che dhanathI nahIM paNa UMcA manathI. anuttarathI mokSa najIka hovA chatAM emane paNa nIce utaravuM paDe che. vizvamAM niSpakSa zAsana jaina darzana che. zAstronI eka eka vAta tattvathI pUrNa hoya che. paramAtmAne paNa karma naDelA. karelA karma bhogavye ja chUTako che. ekanuM patana joI ApaNA utthAnanA sapanA cUra thaI jatA hoya to e ApaNI ajJAnatA che. nAno bhAI rajoharaNa mUke che e ja vakhate moTo bhAI svIkArI le che. eka hajAra varSanuM cAritra $1000*10* 418610111** * * L [[** WAIT!!*(C_IN_AL!18 232 #!A* !$ !A |MC) [eties||L 311. AIM & G !!!! Limiss||R

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rasanAnI lAlasAmAM veDaphI nAkhyuM. A jIMdagImAM sarjana takalIphavALuM che. saMhAra to eka miniTamAM thaI jAya. kokanuM patana joI potAnuM patana na thAya tenuM dhyAna rAkhavuM. bhAI ghera mahelamAM gayA. prAyaH e ja divase rasanendriyamAM lubdha banI sAtamI narake cAlyA gayA. ekamAtra jIbhanA svAde AtmamastIne dhULa cATatI karI dIdhI. mahAzataka zrAvaka atyaMta zAMta hatA. eka vakhata emanI patnI revatIe madirApAna karI khUba herAna karyA. mahAzataka krodhamAM AvI gayA ane AvezamAM kahI dIdhuM ke "ATha divasamAM tuM marIne narake jaIza.' kaSAyonA saMparka toDatA jAo. nimitta e pApanuM pravezadvAra che. jyAre mANasa padArthanI pAchaLa pAgala bane che tyAre e du:khane notare che. mA e dIkarAne kahyuM ke dIkarA cAlatI gADIe caDavuM nahIM kAraNa ke cAlatI gADI pakaDanArA ghaNA hoya che ane kyAMya kazuM paNa thaI jAya. dIkaro mA ne javAba Ape che, mA! khATalAmAM sUtA sUtA paNa marI javAya. mota to jayAM lakheluM hoya tyAM ja thAya. AvAone zuM kahevAya? maravuM paNa kAMI saheluM nathI. amAro upavAsa hoya to prAyaH ame gocarInI mAMDalImAM na jaIe. A caMcaLa mana cAnI sugaMdha ane zAkanI sugaMdhamAM phasAI zake che. IndriyorUpI kyArAomAM kusaMskArorUpI bIjAropaNa thAya to vRkSa banI jAya. spRhA jAge che tyAM Indriyone pAchI kheMcI lo. IcchApUrtinA dareka prayatno lAgelI AgamAM peTrola nAkhavA barAbara che. jayAM IcchA che tyAM rokANa che. IcchAthI tRpti kyAreya nathI maLavAnI. IcchAomAM phasAyelo jIva AtmasvarUpathI dUra pheMkAI jAya che. cAnA kapano je TesTa Ave che enAthI keTalAya puNyo vesTa thaI jAya che. cAyano eka kapa asaMkhya jIvonI hiMsA pachI nirmANa thAya che. eka cAya aMtaramAM pragaTAve lAya! eka bhogasukha pAchaLa keTalAya jIvonI hiMsA thaI jAya che. re Atama! sAvadhAna banI jA. pApa karyA pachI rAjI nathI thavAnuM. kadAca karmodaye koI pApa sevo cho to badhAne kaho ke huM khoTo chuM. sAco mArga to prabhuno mArga che. skUlamAM bhaNatA 500 vidyArthIo jo badhA ja phela thAya to bhaNAvanAra mAstaranI ja khAmI che. pravacano sAMbhaLyA pachI tamArAmAM kazo ja pharaka na paDyo hoya ane mArA badhA ja keso phula jatA hoya to mArAmAM ja khAmI che. nahi to AvuM na bane. dareka jainomAM ahiMsA vaNAyelI hoya ja che. eka nAnI kIDI upara paNa paga jo mUkAI jAya to aMtaramAM jhATako lAgavAno ja. vanaspati upara paga mUkavAthI eka garbhavatI strInA peTa upara eka taMdurasta yuvAna lAta mAre tyAre e strIne je duHkha EX Edditya Rituated Eagle R ed 2 33 * Twitter Vaisitiativesexister YkAM . is s tatstarts stars Eid as Best YexississimistiaYojnisit

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thAya enAthI anekagaNuM duHkha vanaspatine thAya. nakkI karo AjathI vanaspati upara paga mUkIne na cAlavuM. eka saradArajIne ApaghAta karavAnuM mana thayuM. relvenA pATA upara gayA. aDadho kalAka paNa bhUkhyA na rahevAya e potAnI sthiti hovAnA kAraNe sAthe Tiphina laIne gayA. aDadhA kalAka pachI Tiphina kholI khAvA beThA. tyAMthI pasAra thatA mANase pUchyuM, saradArajI yahAM kyA kara rahe ho? saradArajI kahe marane AyA huM. jayAM aDadho kalAka khAvAnuM nathI mUkAtuM tyAM maravAnI vAta kyAM Take? Aje mANasa tRpti mATe cArebAju bhaTake che. bhaTakatA bhaTakatA je padArthonA sevanathI thoDIvAra mATe zAMti maLe che ene ja samaje che ke tRpti maLI gaI. paNa e narI bhramaNA che. dArUnuM pAna karyA pachI te mANasa vicAre che ke dArUthI phurti AvI gaI e tenI vyartha kalpanA che. padArthomAM sukha ApavAnI tAkAta che ja nahIM. koI kahe che cAthI hurti AvI jAya che tyAre bIjAne ubakA paNa AvI jAya che. koI kahe che dUdhathI taMdurastI maLe che jyAre bIjAne dUdha pacatuM paNa nathI. A badhuM batAve che ke sukha padArtha ke koI viSayamAM nathI paraMtu mANasanA cittamAM che. mana jenAthI rIjhe tyAM sukha ane khIje tyAM du:kha. padArthanI aMdara sukha che ja nahi. Indriyone game teTalA khArA pANI pIvaDAvavAthI tRpti thavAnI nathI. ekavAra saMgIta sAMbhaLyA pachI tamane kyAreya evuM thayuM ke have kyAreya sAMbhaLavuM nathI. varSothI TI.vI. jovA chatAM kyAreya kahyuM ke basa, have A chellI vAra! AMkhanI kSamatA kadAca ghaTI jAya che. paraMtu AMkhanI pAchaLanA bhAgamAM rahelI lAlasAo kyAreya ghaTatI nathI. jeno je svabhAva hoya tenI pAsethI te maLe. sAkaramAMthI mIThAzane badale kaDavAza kyAMthI maLe? retImAM tela che ja nahi. game teTalI vAra pIlIe chatAM tela thoDuM maLe? basa AvuM ja IndriyonuM. deha mare che paNa vAsanAo nathI karatI. lAlasAo, IcchAo, atRptio nAgaNo thaI labakArA mAratI ja rahe che. emAM AtmAne samatAjJAna-sthiratA - magnatA kyAMthI Ave? mA jamAIone poMkhavA gaI che. A bAju TenzanamAM AvI gayelI chokarI gharamAM gaI. ghAsatela chAMTI Aga cAMpI dIdhI. dhamAlanI vacce AganA bhaDakA thayA. badhAe AvIne joyuM to chokarI baLIne bhaDathuM thaI gaI hatI. chokarA AvyA tyAre chokarI to cAlI gaI hatI. drAkSapAka jaba 6 :3 3 karAyA ) mare 234 SIEzA : IITE ITI zAkabhAjI ETINY RE! It is a Yes it

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hotA hai taba kAka caMcameM roga, karmanA udaye maLe ghaNuM paNa mANI zake na koya. chokarInI aMtimakriyAmAM traNeya jamAI gayA che. eka jamAI vairAgI banI bAvo thaI gayo ne cittA pAse besI gayo. bIjo du:kha sahana na thavAthI cittAmAM paDyo. (satto banyo itihAsanI prathama ghaTanA) trIjo vicAre che A be bevakUpha che. Ane to huM jIvaMta karIza ane pAchI ene ja paraNIza. Ama vicArI saMjIvanI levA te jaMgalamAM gayo. ghaNI mahenata ane sakhata parizrama pachI siddhakUpa prApta thAya che. rasa laIne harakhAto pAcho Avyo. chokarInI rAkha hatI tyAM Avyo. tyAM pelo bAvo beTho hato. koIne capaTI rAkha paNa upADavA nahotI ApI. jJAnagarbhita vairAgya hoya to judI vAta che. bAvo kahe che, rAkha pAse nahIM javAya. pelAe vAta samajAvI ke huM Ane jIvaMta karI daIza. pachI javA ApyuM. pelAe rAkha para rasa DhoLyo. tyAM camatkAra thayo ne chokarI UbhI thaI gaI. paNa tenI pAchaLa muzkelI e thaI ke pelo baLI marelo yuvAna paNa Ubho thaI gayo. karmanA khela samajavA muzkela. traNeya jaNA pharIthI laDavA lAgyA. eka kahe che huM enI pAchaLa baLI maryo mATe sauthI vadhAre prema mane che. tethI huM ja ene paraNIza. bIjo kahe che huM saMjIvanI na lAvata to A jIvatI ja na thAta. mATe huM ja ene paraNIza. bAvo kahe che meM rAkha sAcavI rAkhI tyAre ja e jIvatI thaI. mATe huM ja ene paraNIza. mANasa mare che paNa mAyA marI zakatI nathI. traNa vacceno jhaghaDo korTamAM gayo. korTamAM cukAdAnI mudata paDI. ApelI tArIkhe badhA korTamAM hAjara thayA. jaja badhAnuM sAMbhaLe che. chokarIno bhAI kahe che ke gharanI aMdara chokaro kamAto thAya pachI chokarAnuM cAle tethI meM jenI sAthe nakkI karyuM che tenI sAthe enA lagna thavA joIe. mA kahe che dIkarInI badhI javAbadArI mA upara vadhAre hoya che. tethI mArI pasaMdagI pramANe enA lagna thavA joIe. bApa kahe che mArI Ijjatano savAla che. traNeyanI vAta sAMbhaLI jaja vicAramAM paDI gayo. chokarI eka ane paraNanArA traNa. Avo kesa to pahelo ja mArI pAse Avyo che. jaja cukAdo ApavAmAM mudata mAMge che ane tArIkha paDe che....... I Kindle Edakkasaliji F i ra3pa ! as adia Views what YzakazaS thA Yatra IdYA

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' indriyonA majUra tahIM mAlika banIe mahAna jJAnI upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja aMtima graMtha jJAnasAramAM AtmAnI ucca bhUmikA baMdhAvI rahyA che. jJAnI-dhyAna-tapasvIvairAgI badhAne viSayonA saMparkathI cha gAu cheTA rahevAnI preraNA ApI rahyA che. IndriyonA kaMTrolathI ja zuddhatAnI prApti zakya che. viSayonI tAkAta pracaMDa che. lagnanI nimaMtraNa patrikA Ave che enI ene khabara che paNa patana kyAre thaze enI nimaMtraNa patrikA AvatI nathI. acAnaka ja AvI jAya che. patana eka divasamAM thAya che paNa enI bhUmikAno pAyo kyArathI zarU thaI gayo hoya che. ApaNane enI jANa na hovAthI ApaNane phakta patana dekhAya che. bhagavAna RSabhadevanA samayanI marIcInI ghaTanA ApaNe kyAM nathI jANatA? AtmAnA patana ane utthAnamAM koI coghaDiyA bAdhaka nathI. jIva jo gAphela rahe to game tyAre paDI zake che. marIcI kahe che ahIM dharma che ane tyAM paNa dharma che. ATalA varSonI sAdhanAmAM utsutra prarUpaNA na karanArA kapIlane khAtara eka vAkyathI potAno saMsAra vadhArI nAkhyo. sUryodaya ane sUryAstanI ApaNane jANa che paNa jIva kyAre patana pAmI jaze enI jANa nathI. koI bALa avasthAmAM to koI yuvAvasthAmAM to koI vRddhAvasthAmAM patana pAmyA che. kAcI ghaDIno vizvAsa karavA jevo nathI. prabhu vIrano AtmA zarIranI avasthAnA kAraNe anaMta saMsAra rakhaDI paDyo. jJAnIo kahI rahyA che jAgavAno samaya Avyo che. he jIva! tuM jAgI jA... tArA janama janamanA pApa dhoI nAkha. kuMbhakarNa paNa cha mahine to jAgato ja hato. be mahinA dhaMdho barAbara cAle to bAra mahinAnuM vaLatara maLI jAya Indriyo taraphanI prIti lagADI to patana nizcita che. eka khAvAnA svAdamAM masta banyA to kaMDarIka patana pAmyA. eka karmendriya pAchaLa haraNa pAgala bane che tyAre prANa gumAve che. saMgItamAM bhAna bhUle che tyAre zikArIno zikAra banI jAya che. ghaDInI gulAmI jIvane parataMtratA ApI de che. IndriyothI maLato pratyeka AnaMda kSaNajIvI ane alpajIvI hoya che. paNa enAthI baMdhAtA pApa ciraMjIvI hoya che. brahmAnaMdI jIva jyAre viSayAnaMdI bane che tyAre ciraMjIva duHkhane prApta kare che. viSayonuM AyuSya Essays a nd ass 236 TakA sists tax Nitarties at Rs 35 kilo zAkAkA kAlaVisit

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TUMkuM hoya che paNa tenAthI baMdhAtA pAponuM AyuSya ghaNuM lAMbu hoya che. eka AIskrImanA kapano svAda kyAM sudhI? mAvA-masAlAno AnaMda kyAM sudhI? padArtha pUrNa na thAya tyAM sudhI. eka dUdhInA zAkanI prazaMsA thaI gaI to e khaMdhakamuninI jIvate jIva cAmaDI utarI. hasatA je karma bAMdhyA te rovaMtA navI chuTe che. eka karma paNa bAMdhatA vicAra karajo . viSayono vAraMvAra saMparka thaze to kaSAya enI aMdara bhaLaze. karmabaMdhano AdhAra adhyavasAyo upara che. AMkhanA viSayamAM pAgala banI pataMgIyuM patana pAme che. rAtanA pragaTelA dIvAnA AkarSaNamAM bhamI bhamIne aMte e ja dIvAmAM homAI jAya che. bhamaro sugaMdhamAM bhAna bhUle che. kamaLa para besI sugaMdha levAmAM masta banI gayo. sUryAsta thatA kamaLa bIDAI gayuM. ApaNuM hRdaya deva-gurU ne sAdharmikone jotA khIlI javuM joIe. kamaLa mATe jema caMdrodaya jokhamI tema hRdaya kamaLa mATe pApodaya jokhamI. pApanA samaye hRdayakamaLa khIlavuM na joIe. sUryodayanI rAha joto bhamaro savAra thAya e pahelA hAthInI sUMDha dvArA ukheDAI hAthInI paga taLe khudAI jAya che. bhamarAnI tAkAta keTalI? kASTane bhedIne bhamaro bahAra AvI zake e bhamaro komaLa pAMdaDIne bhedI zakato nathI. bhUdavAnI kSamatA hovA chatAM pAmara banI jAya che. hAthIne pakaDavA zuM karAya che khabara che? eka hAthaNIne jhADa sAthe bAMdhavAmAM Ave che. enI AgaLa eka moTo khADo karAya che. enI upara ghAsa nAMkhI khADo DhAMkI devAmAM Ave che. e samaye tyAM Avela hAthI hAthaNIne jotA bheTavA doDe che ne doDatAnI sAthe khADAmAM paDI jAya che. khADAmAM paDela hAthIne cAra-pAMca divasa bhUkhyo rAkhavAmAM Ave che. AhAra na maLavAthI hAthI DhIlo thaI jAya che. pachI ene pakaDI levAmAM Ave che. mahAkAya prANI paNa sparzendriyamAM phasAtA AkhI jIMdagIno gulAma banI jAya che. eka eka IndriyonA doSathI jIva potAnA prANa gumAve che. ApaNane pAMca-pAMca Indriyo maLI che. pAMcamAM masta banI jazuM to zuM hAlata thaze? viSayothI phakta kAyA ja bagaDI hota to vAMdho nahi paNa mana, vacana ne kAyA TANeya bagaDe che. mana, vacana ane kAyAnA traNeya yogane pavitra banAvI lo. IndriyonA mAlIka banI jAo. Indriyono gulAma durgatino saMgAthI che. Indriyono mAlika sadgatino sAthI che. baMdhanI paLo hrasva hoya che jyAre udayanI paLo dIrgha hoya che. taMdulIyo eka vicAre sAgaropamamAM dhakelAI gayo. viSayonI aMdara Indriyo pravRtta na banavI joIe... Raji Raji Bra 3 0 E RE RE | Bal its si Y skin 192 kimN kimtiazziniities Yagirdia

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zAstramAM eka kathA Ave che. sudhana zrAvaka ratnAkarasUrijI pAse eka zlokano artha samajavA mATe Ave che. AcArya bhagavaMte e zlokano artha samajAvyo. sudhane kahyuM bahu sarasa samajAvyuM. bIje divase sudhana pAcho e ja zlokano artha vinayapUrvaka pUche che. AcAryazrI kahe che gaIkAle to pUchyo hato ne? sudhana kahe che Ape samajAvyuM hatuM paNa mane samajAtuM nathI. Apa pharIthI mane samajAvo. trIjA divase paNa e ja pramANe cAle che. viveka keTalo che. AcArya bhagavaMta pAse rahelI ratnanI poTalI joI lIdhI. ratnano moha choDAvavA mATeno sudhanano prayatna hato. ratnanI poTalI joI AcAryazrI khuza thaI jatA hatA. pApa game teTaluM dabAvo chatAM dabAze nahi. bhavaAlocanA karI jIvana zuddha banAvI levuM joIe. sudhana A ratnanI poTalI joI gayo hato. cha mahinA sudhI eka ja zlokano artha samajAvavAnI vAta sudhana laIne beTho che. eka divasa ratnAkarasUri vicAre che ke mArI buddhi pramANe A zlokanA ghaNA artho karyA paNa A zrAvakanA manamAM kema artha besato nathI. e vicAre rAtanA UMgha AvatI nathI tethI ciMtanamAM khovAI gayA che. aMdhArI rAte emanA aMtaramAM prakAza thaI gayo. mukha malakAvI AcAryazrI saMthArI gayA. bIje divase sudhane kahyuM, gurUdeva! artha samajAvo. AcAryazrIe ratnanI poTalI lIdhI ne khAMDaNIdasto maMgAvyo. khAMDaNImAM ratno nAkhatA jAya che ane kUTatA jAya che. sudhane kahyuM, gurUdeva! A zuM karo cho? kaMI nahIM. bIjIvAra sudhana pUche che tyAre AcAryazrI javAba Ape che ke tArA zlokono artha samajAvuM chuM. sudhana kahe che, gurUdeva! Aje artha barobara samajAI gayo. zrAvaka maLo to kharekhara AvA maLajo. AvA zrAvakonI sahAyathI patanamAM paDelo AtmA paNa utthAnanA mArge caDI jAya che. zreNika mahArAjA kahetA hatA ke cellaNA jevI patnI maLo. satpAtrano joga IcchavA jevo che. ratnAkarasUri mahArAjanA jIvanamAM pazcAtApanI Aga pragaTI che. paramAtmAnA caraNamAM aMtarabhInA haiye pokAra kare che. prabhu pAse potAnA pApone pokAratA eka suMdara kRti taiyAra thaI gaI. AMkhe AMsunI dhAra vahI hatI. e prArthanA Aje ApaNe ratnAkara-paccIsInA nAme oLakhIe chIe. ratnAkarasUri mahArAja kahe che ke kahevA beTho ja chuM tyAre kAMI bAkI nathI rAkhavuM. pazcAtApanI bhAgIrathImAM pAvana banI gayA. ApaNane pavitra banAvavA tarka, tAkAta ane takadIranI jarUra che. korTamAM kesa cAle che. bAvo cIpIyo vagADIne kahe che ke lagna mArI 128 1293 !!!!! 311313 321 E!$ 1913 1912 1 !$ | THI 238 kyAya - SOPIS PO LINE - ALLWE(AGE OF TA HTAT T 11t

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sAthe thavA joIe. jaje kahyuM badhA besI jAo. je yuvAna saMjIvanI laI Avyo ane chokarIne navuM jIvana ApyuM e to chokarIno bApa kahevAya. jajanI vAta sAMbhaLI bIjA be to rAjI thaI gayA. kahyuM, sAcI vAta che. pachI to emAM jAnaiyAoe paNa TApazI purAvI. dareka varanI pAchaLa jAnaiyAo to hoya ja! nyAya sAMbhaLavA badhA ja utsuka che. chokarI pAchaLa marIne je sato thayo ane saMjIvanInA prabhAve baMne jaNA sAthe jIvatA thayA eTale e to chokarIno bhAI kahevAya. joDiyA bhAI-bahena kahevAya. loko kahe jajanI vAta sAcI che. bAvAjI to cIpIyo laIne Ubho thayo. bAvAjIne joIne jaje kahyuM ke A kanyAne paraNavAne yogya che. jayAM jaje nyAya Apyo tyAM bAvAjI bhAgyA. vairAga utarI gayo. ghasI ghasIne rAkha dUra karI, nAhIdhoIne vararAjAnA vezamAM sajaja thaIne paraNavA AvI pahoMcyo. jIvane jyAM sudhI viSayasukhonI prApti nathI thaI tyAM sudhI ja te vairAgI rahe che. je samaye viSayasukho enI pAse hAjara thAya che tarata ja vairAgyano raMga utarI jAya che. Indriyajaya sAthe kaSAya vijaya khUba jarUrI che. azubhamAMthI zubhamAM AvI gayA chIe. have to zubhamAMthI zuddhanI aMdara javAnuM che. anaMtA jJAnIo vAraMvAra bhArapUrvaka jAgavAnI vAta kare che. jIvanuM aMtima sTezana kayuM? udarathI zarU thayelI yAtrA kabaramAM pUrI thAya che. A be yAtrAnI vacce pramAda na AvI jAya enI takedArI rAkhajo. zarIranI ciMtA to ghaNI karI, parivAranI ciMtA paNa karI, kuTuMba-samAjanI ciMtA paNa karI have AtmAnI ciMtA karavA lAgo to kyAMka ThekANuM paDaze. zaabhavasUri mahArAje manaka muninA AtmAnI ciMtA karI cha mahinAmAM enI sagati rIjharva karAvI lIdhI. jJAnI purUSonA aMtaramAM mArga bhUlelAone aMtarathI sAco rAha batAvavAnI adamya IcchA jAge che. tyAre AvA graMthonI racanA thAya che. emanI bhAvadayAnuM pariNAma A jJAnasAra che. keTalAka graMtho vedanAthI maLyA che to keTalAka graMtho vhAlathI maLyA che. viSayamAMthI vairAgyamAM AvIe ane vairAgyamAMthI aMte vitarAgI dazAmAM jaIe e ja zubhakAmanA. 22 che kAra | Registrajt ja joI che Y sinkAMsako ja Y ki kahJ p.ra9 RA B 8B% Eles & Sani ki Hi Yamini is a Yojna

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tyAgASTakam saMyatAtmA zraye zuddhopayogaM pitaraM nijam / dhRtimambAM ca pitarau, tanmAM visRjataM dhruvam ||1|| (2) pitarau-he mAtA-pitA ! saMyatAtmA-saMyame abhimukha thayelo huM zuddhopayofi-zuddha upayoga rUpa ninaM-potAnA pitAM-pitAno -ane dhRtiMAtmarati rUpa apnAM-mAtAno thaye-Azraya karuM chuM te-tethI mAM-mane ghuvaMavazya vikRnataM-choDo. (1) he mAtA pitA ! saMyamane abhimukha thayelo huM rAga-dveSa rahita zuddha AtmajJAna rUpa potAnA pitAno ane Atmarati rUpa mAtAno Azraya karuM chuM. AthI have tame mane avazya choDo. yuSmAkaM sagamo'nAdi-bandhavo'niyatAtmanAm / dhuvaikarupAn zIlAdi-bandhUnityadhunA zraye ||2|| (2) gandhava:-he baMdhuo! niyatAbhanA-anizcita che AtmaparyAya jemano evA puSpAjaM -tamAro nama:-meLApa anAdi-anAdithI che. ti-ethI adhunA-have dhRvaipAna-nizcita eka svarUpavALA zItAdrivadhUna-zIla vagere baMdhuono thaye-Azraya karuM chuM.. (2) he baMdhuo! baMdhu te zatru thAya ane zatru te baMdhu thAya e pramANe anizcita paryAyavALA tamAro saMbaMdha (pravAhathI) anAdithI che. AthI have nizcita rUpe eka svarUpavALA (niyamA hita karavAnA ja svarUpavALA) zIla, satya, zama, dama, saMtoSAdi baMdhuono Azaro lauM chuM. 1 jeNe saMyamano svIkAra karyo hoya tene saMyata AtmA kahevAya. chatAM ahIM jeNe hajI saMyamano svIkAra karyo nathI, paraMtu saMyama svIkAravAne taiyAra thayo che tene paNa saMyata AtmA kahyo e nizcaya nayanI dRSTie ghaTe che. nizcaya nayanI daSTie je kriyA karavA mAMDI te karI kahevAya. AthI saMyama levA mAMDyuM eTale lIdhuM kahevAya. kAkA kA kA kA kA kA kA khata jADA kAjhAjhAna kAra ja nA kAkA Kalpana Nikitis a thitralia Niw V NilatiL e itad #a Y Esikinstituti Kirti Pada 1, V WaIfBaa #toi #

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kAntA me samataivaika, jJAtayo me samakriyAH / bAhyavargamiti. tyaktvA, dharmasaMnyAsavAn bhavet ||3|| (3) -eka samatA-samatA jIva-ja me-je mArI jIntA-vahAlI strI che. sakriya-samAna AcAravALA sAdhuo che-mArA jJAta:-sagAvahAlA (che.) ti-e pramANe bIhAva-bAhyavargane svA-choDIne saMnyAsI-dharma saMnyAsavALo bave-thAya. (3) eka samatA ja mArI vahAlI patnI che, samAna AcAravALA sAdhuo ja mArA saMbaMdhIo che. A pramANe (pahelI, bIjI gAthAmAM ane trIjI gAthAnA pUrvArdhamAM jaNAvyA pramANe) bAhya parivArano tyAga karIne bAhyaRddhi Adi saMbaMdha audayika bhAva rUpa dharmanA tyAgavALo thAya, arthAt audayika bhAvane choDI kSAyopathamika bhAvavALo thAya. yogazAstromAM yoganA IcchA, zAstra, sAmarthya ema traNa bheda che. (1) AgamanA bodhavALA jJAnano pUrNa dharma karavAnI IcchA hovA chatAM pramAdanA yoge apUrNa- aticArAdi khAmIvALo dharma vyApAra IcchAyoga che. (2) zraddhALu ane pramAda rahitano zAstranA sUkSmabodhathI zAstra mujaba akhaMDaaticArAdithI rahita yathAzakti dharma vyApAra zAstrayoga che. (3) jenA upAyo zAstramAM sAmAnyathI batAvyA che, paNa vizeSathI batAvyA nathI, chatAM sAdhakanI zaktinI prabaLatAthI thato viziSTa (zAstramAM vizeSa rUpe nahi kahelo) dharmavyApAra sAmarthyayoga che. sAmarthyayoganA dharmasaMnyAsa ane yogasaMnyAsa ema be bheda che. dharmasaMnyAsanA tAttvika ane atAttvika ema be bheda che. audayikabhAva rUpa dharmano saMnyAsa - tyAga e atAttvika dharma saMnyAsa che. kSAyopathamika bhAva rUpa dharmano tyAga e tAtvika dharma saMnyAsa che. mana, vacana ane kAyA e TANe yogono tyAga e yoga saMnyAsa che. atAttvika dharma saMnyAsa pravrayAkAle hoya che. kAraNake tyAre audayika bhAva rUpa azubha dharmano tyAga thAya che. tAttvika dharma saMnyAsa kSapakazreNimAM AThamA guNasthAne hoya che.' jo ke, kSAyopathamika bhAvanA badhA dharmono tyAga to 12mA guNa sthAnanA aMte thato hovAthI saMpUrNa dharmasaMnyAsa yoga 12mA guNa-sthAne hoya. chatAM nizcayanayanI daSTie je kriyA karavA mAMDI te karI kahevAya. dharmasaMnyAsa karavA mAMDyo eTale karyo kahevAya. AthI tAttvika dharmasaMnyAsa kSepaka zreNImAM AThamA guNasthAne hoya evo nirdeza nizcayanayanI dRSTithI che. kavi ja Y aiFi sAis Yadi

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kAraNa ke kSapaka kSeNimAM kSAyopamika bhAvanA kSamAdi dharmano tyAga thAya che. yoga saMnyAsa 14mAM guNasthAne zailezI avasthAmAM hoya che. tyAM traNe yogonA tyAga thAya che. yoga rahita banelo AtmA mokSamAM jAya che. A gAthAmAM atAttvika dharma saMnyAsano nirdeza karyo. cothI gAthAmAM tAttvika dharmasaMnyAsano ane sAtamI gAthAmAM yogasaMnyAsano nirdeza che.1 dharmAstyAjyAH susaGgotthAH kSAyopazamikA api / prApya candanagandhAbhaM dharmasanyAsamuttamam ||4|| 1 (4) candrana-gandha-mamaM-caMdananA gaMdha samAna uttamam-uttama dharmasaMnyAsamdharmasaMnyAsane prApya-prApta karIne susa tthA :- satsaMgathI utpanna thayelA kSAyopazamijA :- kSayopazamavALA pi-paNa dharmA:-dharmo tyAkhyA :- tyAga karavA lAyaka che. (4) bAvanA caMdananA gaMdha samAna uttama dharmasaMnyAsane pAmIne satsaMgathI utpanna thayelA kSAyopazamika dharmo paNa tajavA lAyaka che. uttama dharmasaMnyAsa eTale tAttvika dharmasaMnyAsa. dharmasaMnyAsathI kSAyopazamika bhAvonI nivRtti thatAM kSAyika bhAvo pragaTe che. AthI A yoga tAttvika che. sugaMdha be jAtanI hoya che. eka svAbhAvika ane bIjI naimittika. paranA nimittathI vastrAdimAM AvatI gaMdha naimittika che. nimitta vinA caMdana vagerenI sahaja gaMdha svAbhAvika che. ahIM kSAyopazamika dharmo naimittika gaMdha jevA che. kAraNa ke temAM deva-gurU-zAstra vagere AlaMbananI apekSA rahe che. kSAyika dharmo svAbhAvika gaMdha jevA che. jema gaMdha caMdanano svAbhAvika dharma che, tema kSAyika bhAva AtmAno svAbhAvika dharma che. AthI ja ahIM dharmasaMnyAsane caMdanagaMdha samAna kahyo che. gurutvaM svasya nodeti, zikSAsAtmyena yAvatA / AtmatattvaprakAzena, tAvatsevyo guruttamaH ||5|| :) yAvatA-jayAM sudhI zikSAsAtmyana-zikSAnA samyak pariNAmathI JAtmatattvaprAzena-Atma svarUpanA bodha vaDe svastha-potAnuM gurutva-gurUpaNuM 7-na Page #263
yogya che. (5) jayAM sudhI grahaNa ane Asevana e baMne zikSAnA samyapha pariNamanathI zuddha AtmasvarUpanA (saMzaya ane viparyAsathI rahita) bodha vaDe potAnA AtmAmAM gurUpaNuM na Ave tyAM sudhI uttama gurU (jJAnadAtA AcArya) sevavA joIe ? ahIM gurUpaNuM AvavAnAM be kAraNono nirdeza karyo che. (1) grahaNa Asevana zikSAnuM samyak pariNamana. (2) zuddha AtmasvarUpano bodha. grahaNa Asevana zikSAnA samyak pariNamanathI zuddha AtmasvarUpano bodha thatAM gurUpaNuM Ave che. AthI sAdhue prathama grahaNa Asevana zikSA potAnA AtmAmAM pariName evA lakSya pUrvaka gurUsevA karavI joIe evo garbhita upadeza Apyo che. gurUnI pAse sUtra-arthano abhyAsa e grahaNazikSA. pratilekhanAdinI kriyAno abhyAsa e AsevanazikSA. arthAt sAdhu dharmanA AcAronuM jJAna meLavavuM e grahaNazikSA ane e AcAronuM pAlana karavuM e Asevana zikSA. athavA grahaNa karelA = svIkArelA vratAdidharmanuM jJAna (zikSA) meLavavuM te grahaNazikSA grahaNa karelA vratAdidharmanuM Asevana-pAlana thaI zake, e mATe pratilekhanAdi AcAronuM jJAna (zikSA) meLavavuM e Asevana zikSA. jJAnAcArAdayo'pISTAH, zuddhasvasvapadAvadhi / nirvikalpe punastyAge, na vikalpo na vA kriyA / / 6 / / (6) jJAnAvara - jJAnAcAra vagere AcAro upa-paNa zuddha-svasva-padraarvAdha- zuddha evA potapotAnA padanI maryAdA sudhI rUchA-ISTa che puna:- paNa nirvidhe- vikalpa ciMtAthI rahita tyAM-tyAgamAM vikalpa-vikalpa -nathI -ane kriyA-kriyA na-nathI. (6) jJAnAcArAdi paNa pota potAnA zuddhapadanI maryAdA sudhI ISTa che = sevana karavA joIe. nirvikalpa tyAganI avasthAmAM vikalpa nathI ane kriyA paNa nathI. 1. 2. vi.A.bhA. gA. 3459 dha.saM.bhA. 2 gA. 86 * jarAka che Y Ritatisthis Y kyates is a Y aiviizatiaaN kA Y imit

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jJAnAcAranuM zuddha pada kevalajJAna che. AthI kevalajJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI jJAnAcAranuM sevana jarUrI che. darzanAcAranuM zuddha pada kSAyika samyakatva che. AthI kSAyika samyatva prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI darzanAcAranuM sevana jarUrI che. e pramANe svazuddhapada yathAkhyAta cAritranI prApti na thAya tyAM sudhI cAritrAcAranuM sevana karavuM joIe. svazuddhapada parama zukaladhyAnanI prApti na thAya tyAM sudhI tapAcAranuM pAlana karavuM joIe. AtmavIryanI sarvathA zuddhi na thAya tyAM sudhI vIryAcAranuM sevana jarUrI che. AtmA jayAM sudhI uccakoTinI samAdhi yA dhyAnadazA prApta na kare tyAM sudhI amuka AcAronuM sevana karavA yogya che ane amuka AcAronuM sevana karavA yogya nathI vagere zubha vikalpo - saMkalpo hoya che. AthI e avasthAno tyAga savikalpa che. sAdhanAnI prAraMbhadazAmAM Avo zubha vilpa pUrvakano tyAga ja hitakara che. savikalpa tyAganI sAdhanA karatAM karatAM AtmA jayAre ucca koTinI samAdhi yA dhyAnadazA prApta kare che tyAre pUrvokta vikalpothI-saMkalpothI rahita banI jAya che, ane sarva prapaMcarahita svAtmAnubhavarUpa zuddhopayoga dazAmAM varte che. A dazAmAM vartatA tyAgIno tyAga nirvikalpa tyAga che. A dazAmAM huM amuka (AvazyakAdi) kriyA karuM vagere vikalpo-saMkalpo na hovAthI kriyA paNa na hoya. AthI ahIM kahyuM ke nirvikalpa tyAganI avasthAmAM vikalpa nathI ane kriyA paNa nathI. A e ja viSayano bhAva chaThThA aSTakanI trIjI gAthAmAM yo IIDha: zamAva suSyatyanta tA: e zabdomAM kahyo che. yogasaMnyAsatastyAgI, yogAnapyakhilAMstyajet / ityevaM nirguNaM brahA, paroktamupapadyate ||7|| (7) corIsaMcAlataH-yogano rodha karavAthI tyArI-tyAgavALo vitAsaghaLA yo-yogono -paNa tyane-tyAga kare rUti-e pramANe para-3ibIjAe kahela nAnu-guNa rahita brahma-AtmasvarUpa 355tte-ghaTe che. (7) kSAyopathamika dharmano tyAgI yoganA nirodhathI sarva yogono paNa tyAga kare. A pramANe bIjAe kahela guNa rahita AtmA paNa ghaTe che. sAMkhyadarzananA praNetA kapila vagere AtmAne sarvathA guNothI (jJAnAdi guNothI paNa) rahita mAne che. paNa te asatya che. AtmA kayAreya sarvathA guNarahita banato ja nathI. AtmA sarvathA guNarahita bane to AtmAnuM KER & stays is as HDA kaDAkAra, kAkA ka mA

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astitva ja na rahe. prazna : to pachI AtmA nirguNa che ema teo kahe che e kevI rIte ghaTe ? uttara : A aSTakamAM batAvyA pramANe dharmasaMnyAsa ane yogasaMnyAsathI aupAdhika guNothI rahita banavAthI AtmA nirguNa bane che. arthAt mukta AtmA aupAdhika (matijJAna Adi ane manayoga Adi) guNonI daSTie nirguNa che, paNa svAbhAvika kevalajJAnAdi guNonI daSTie to saguNa che. A ja vAta AThamAM zlokamAM kahI che. vastutastu guNaiH pUrNa-manantairbhAsate svataH / rupaM tyaktAtmanaH sAdho-nirabhrasya vidhoriva ||8|| (8) vastutaH-paramArthathI tu-to nirakhrastha-vAdaLathI rahita vidho:-caMdranI rUva-jema tyaktAtmanaH-choDyo che sarva vibhAvarUpa AtmA jeNe evA sAdho:sAdhunuM paM-svarUpa banatai:-anaMta juauH-guNothI ta:-svayaM bhArate-bhAse che. (8) paramArthathI to vAdaLAMothI rahita caMdranI jema sarvavibhAvothI rahita AtmA kevalajJAnAdi anaMtaguNothI paripUrNa svayameva bhAse che= pragaTe che. arthAt jema vAdaLa dUra thatAM caMdrano svAbhAvika prakAza guNa pragaTa thAya che tema sarvavibhAvo dUra thatAM AtmAnA svAbhAvika jJAnAdi guNo pragaTa thAya che. AthI AtmA sarvathA nirguNa che evI mAnyatA mithyA che. traNa prakAranI vaiyAvacca batAvavI 1. 2. anuzAsana upAlaMbha upakAra karavA dvArA. 3. (tyavata: savavemAva5: AtmA ena. sa: tyavattAtmA) hAlAja zAkhA zAkhAnArA kAma, 1 kapa samAjavAdI pAra ja zantita a Y GIRajeanities Y area : * Ess a YaminiiiiiiiiiiaYiNiting ults

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'zaddha upayoga e mArA pitA che che Indriyono jaya na thAya tyAM sudhI tyAgano bhAva Avato nathI. je upakArI che enA karatA vadhu upakArInA zaraNamAM javuM. guNAtIta ane rUpAtIta banAve te gurU. virAgI banyA vagara mA-bApa nathI choDAtA gItArtha banyA vagara gurU nathI choDAtA tema vItarAgI banyA vagara sat kriyAo paNa nathI choDavAnI. jayaNA pradhAna jIve te jaina aSTa pravacana mAtAnA khoLAmAM rame te aNagAra >> rAganA pAtro choDatA jAo, tyAganA pAtronuM AkarSaNa vadhAratA jAo. * savAranI pUjA rAtribharanA pApo, baporanI pUjA A janmanA pApo ane sAMjanI pUjA sAta janmanA pApo dhoI Ape che. # duHkhane gaLI jAo ane sukhane vahecI nAkho. jJAnasAramAM upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAjA AtmAne kramika rAha dekhADatA jAya che. Indriyone jItavAnI cAvIo meLavI. pUrNatA pAmavA Indriya jaya jarUrI che. Indriya damana alpakAlIna che jayAre Indriya jaya dIrghakAlIna che. viSayomAM mati pravarte tyAre viSa karatAMya bhayaMkara A viSayo adhogatimAM laI janAra che ema vicAravuM. IndriyonA vijayathI tyAga zakya bane che. zuddhaupayoga pitAnA sthAne che. Atmarati mAtAnA sthAne che. A be mAtA-pitA maLI jAya to anya mAtA-pitA karavA paDatA nathI. janma maraNamAMthI nitAra sulabha bane che. amadamAdi bhAIo bane ne samAdhi sahacarI banAvavAnI che. AdhyAtmika saMbaMdho goThavavAthI saMsAranA saMbaMdho chUTatA jAya che. saMsAramAM rahela bALaka roja enA mAtA-pitAne page paDe che eja bALaka dIkSA le che pachI mAtApitA ene vaMdana kare che. chokarAne have vaMdana karavAnuM hotuM nathI. e bALaka have gurUnA zaraNamAM che. gurU koNa ? aMdhakArane dUra karI prakAza phelAve. moha choDAve, ne mokSanI prIti karAve. AtmAne guNAtIta ane rUpAtIta banAve. AvA gurU maLI jAya to vitarAgadazA najIka AvatI thAya. chelle to gurU Miami Vivamuna Haiti siYiaiii 46 zaia YDAMtarinamidst N ews

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paNa chUTI jaze, svayaM siddha banI jaze. mAtA-pitAno tyAga eTale emanuM apamAna nathI, tarachoDavAnuM nathI, paNa choDavAnA che. zAlibhadra 32 patnIo choDI hatI. tarachoDI na hatI. tarachoDavAmAM mAnano aMza TakI jAya che jayAre choDavAmAM mAnano nAza thAya che. ApaNane to AdhyAtmika kuTuMba banAvavAnuM che. AdhyAtmika pAtronA svIkArathI bhautika pAtro ApoApa chUTatA jAya che. tIrthaMkaranI mAtA koNa? karuNA. to sAdhunI mAtA koNa - jayaNA. jayaNA pradhAna jIvana jIve te jaina. aSTa pravacana mAtAnA khoLe rame te aNagAra. AdhyAtmika saMbaMdhanA svIkAra vinA tyAga vakhaNAto nathI. arIsAbhuvanamAM kevaLajJAna thavAnuM kAraNa zuM? jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che zuddha upayoga. AvA pitAnI AjJAmAM hoya pachI pUchavuM zuM? mamatA, e upayogano nAza karAve che. viveka pUrvakano tyAga Ubho karatA jAo. peTa apaseTa hoya tyAre khAvAno tyAga thAya che paNa e kharo tyAga nathI. gharamAM jhaghaDo thayone mauna dhAraNa karI lIdhuM. paNa hakIkatamAM e mauna sAdhanA rUpe nathI. koI paNa kriyAmAM zuddha upayoganI anivAryatA jarUrI che. koI mANasa bhautika saMpatti kamAvavA paradeza gayo che. jeTalo samaya bahAra rahyo teTalo samaya eNe gharano tyAga karyo. kharekhara tyAga kone kahevAya? saMsAranI koIpaNa bhautika upalabdhi rIekazanathI choDe te tyAga nathI, ramaNatAthI choDe e tyAga che. meghakumAra, thAvasyA putra prabhunI mAtra eka dezanA sAMbhaLI ane emano zuddha upayoga jAgRta banyo. zAlibhadra keTalI dezanA sAMbhaLI ? ekapaNa nahIM chatAM vairAgya kema thayo ? zreNika rAjA zAlibhadranI havelIe Ave che. bhadrAmAtA zAlibhadrane kahe che ke zreNika AvyA che. zAlibhadranA sukhanI kalpanA to karo. zAlibhadra kahe che ene vakhAramAM nAMkhI do. zAlibhadrane ema ke zreNika nAmanuM kariyANuM haze. bhadrA kahe che ke beTA rAjA AvyA che. ApaNA e nAtha che. zAlibhadra nIce AvyA. zreNike gulAbanA goTAne joyuM. khoLAmAM besADayo tyAM to zAlibhadra paraseve rebajheba thaI gayo. zreNika kahe che laI jA bhadrA A phUlane nahitara karamAI jaze. rAjAnA zabda zAlibhadra jAgI gayo. eka eka patnIno tyAga karato jAya che. dIkSA svIkArano nirdhAra kare che. rAga karazo to rAganA nimitto maLaze. vAta zAlibhadranI bahena subhadrA pAse pahoMcI che. banevI dhannAjI snAna karI rahyA hatA. e samaye subhadrAnI AMkhamAMthI AMsunuM TIpuM dhannAjInI pITha upara paDe che. dhanAjI camakI gayA. zarIra para eka kalAkathI Dolo bharIne pANI nAkhuM chuM. asara thatI nathI. eka zeTha vyAkhyAnamAM moDA paDyA. svAbhAvika pUchayuM kema leTa thayA? * mAM , YramAM kayA AzA : 9 S << YjhAjhAjhAMjharakA AYuus

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sAheba! chokarA pAchaLa paDayo to. are! ene laI AvavuM hatuM ne? sAheba! ene nA lavAya. kema? kAcI buddhino che. amo to rIDhA thaI gayA chIe. ApanA vyAkhyAnamAM have vAMdho na Ave. sAheba! ene to tarata raMga lAgI jAya. vairAgya kayAre jAge e kahevAya nahi. mATe roja vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA ja joIe. dukAna para gharAka kayAreka cAra kalAke paNa na Ave paNa dukAna bAra kalAka khullI rAkhone? roja vyAkhyAnamAM AvavAnuM eka kAraNa che koI jIva jAgI jaze. vyAkhyAna saphaLa thaze. jo eka AtmA dIkSA le to saphaLa! 14 rAjalokamAM amArInI udghoSaNA enuM nAma dIkSA. dIkSA le e pratijJA kare. koI jIvane mArIza nahIM, marAvIza nahIM ane anumodanA karIza nahIM. jaDa ane jIva baMnenA rAga ne dveSa choDavAnA che. kayAMya paNa mamatva na hovuM joIe. nisihi kahIne derAsaramAM gayA pachI vAto karAya nahIM. paramAtmAnI pUjAnuM phaLa keTaluM? savAranI pUjA rAtrI daramyAna thayelA pApone dhoI nAMkhe che. zrAvaka jo nahoto hoya ane pUjA na kare to chaThThanuM prAyazcita Ave. derAsaramAM gayA pachI paNa jo rAgadveSa thaze to pUjA niSphaLa banaze. dhannAjI subhadrAjIne pUche che, "tuM kema raDe che?" zuM takalIpha che. duHkha kayAre koIne kahetA nahI. du:khane gaLatA zIkho. dhannAjI kahe che, "jIMdagImAM Aje pahelIvAra tArI AMkhamAM AMsu meM joyA che.' subhadrA kahe che nAtha! kazuM ja nathI. bahu ja Agraha kare che tyAre subhadrA kahe che, "tame to ahIM AnaMdamAM masta cho. mAro bhAIlo have dIkSA levAno che." dhannAjI kahe che, "zAlIbhadra dIkSA levAno che?' subhadrA kahe che, hA, roja eka eka patnIne choDatAM aMte dIkSA leze.' dhannAjI kahe che, "tAro bhAI bAyalo che. kAyara che. eka eka choDavAthI zuM? siMha jevo hoya to eka divasamAM choDI de." tame ekAMtamAM besI vicAro. paramAtmAne pUcho... he paramAtmA! Ape je kahyuM che e mArA aMtaramAM vasyuM che kharuM? kharI anubhUti thaze tyAre bhavapAra thaI javAze. AtmAnI aMdaramAM je AnaMda che eno svAda alaga ja che. AtmAnI zuddhi thaI jAya. dehAdhyAsa tUTI jAya pachI AtmAmAM anokhuM ciMtana pedA thAya che. zeTha potAnI patnIne sAsare levA gayA. jUnA jamAnAmAM paisAnI levaDa-devaDa na hatI. vastu ke jamaNa dvArA nakkI karavAmAM AvatuM. zeThe kahyuM tane je joIe te laI leje. gADAvALAe kahyuM, "mane tyAM jamADI dejo. jamaNamAM goLanuM garamANuM joIze.' haM... zeThe kahyuM, 'bhale." sasarAnuM gAma AvyuM. jamAIne jotAM sAsujI aDadhA aDadhA thaI gayA. gurU III Tarisissimiiiiiiiiiiiiii* 0 9 ItiiiY simiiiiia sissiY aiwala

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mahArAja karatAM jamAInuM mahatva vadhArene?. jIvanamAM tyAganI mahattA samajAya ene eka sAdhunA darzanathI ghaNuM maLI jAya. potAnuM tyAre e badhuM bhUlI jAya. sAsue joyuM jamAI AvyA che. thALIvATakA ne bAjoTha goThavyA. jamAIne jamavA besADyA. jamAI sAsune kahe che. A gADAvALAne paNa jamADajo. sAsu ene paNa jamavA besADe che. sAsujI rasamalAI-rAkhaDI jevI vAnagIo pIrase che. jamAIe to jamavAnuM zarU karyuM paNa gADAvALo jamato nathI. jamAI kahe che jamavAnuM zarU kara. sAsu aMdara rasoDAmAM gayA che. gADAvALo kahe che. mane to pahelA goLanuM garamANuM joIze. jamAI kahe che e paNa maLaze. ekavAra thALImAM pIrasAyuM che te khAI lo. gADAvALo gusse thaI gayo. meM tamane pahelAM ja kahyuM hatuM ane goLanuM garamANuM to joIze ja. gADAvALAne thALImAM pIrasAyela kalAkaMda ke rasamalAInI koI kiMmata nathI. mANasa garama thAya tyAre tenI asaliyata bahAra Ave che. gADAvALo kahe che. mane goLanuM garamANuM ApavuM che ke nahIM? zeTha ubhA thayA ane kahe che tane goLanuM garamANe joIe che to hamaNAM laI AvuM ane kahetAM zeThe hAthamAM eka moTo kalAkaMdano kaTako lIdho ane gADAvALAnA momAM nAkhI dIdho. gADAvALAne gusso ghaNo ja Avyo che paNa bolI zakato nathI. jayAM kalAkaMdano svAda Avyo tyAM goLanuM garamANuM bhUlAI gayuM. kalAkaMdanI dostI jIbha sAthe thaI gaI. kalAkaMdanA kaTakAnuM svAda cAkhyA bAda zeThane gADAvALo kahe che. zeTha bIjo lAvo ne ? zeTha kahe che. tArA mATe hamaNAM ja goLanuM garamANuM lAve che. kalAkaMdanI vAta karo. goLanuM garamANuM dhuLa pIvA gayo... zeThe khuza thaIne gADAvALAne jamADI rajA ApI. gADAvALAe zeThane kahyuM, bIjI vAra pAchuM sAsunA ghera AvavuM hoya to kahejo." ApaNI vAta ahIM pUrI thaI. jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che, ekavAra AtmAno svAda cAkhyA pachI pada vagereno AnaMda nahIM game. mIThAI khAdhA pachI goLanuM garamANuM gamatuM nathI. Atma ramaNatAmAM masta bananAro jIva bIje kayAMya javA taiyAra nathI. jagatanA padArtho ane priya nahIM lAge, AkarSaka nahIM lAge. rati badalAya to mANasanI gati badalAya. gati badalAya pachI sthiti paNa badalAI jAya. vyakti potAnI pUrva sthitimAM raheto nathI. enA paganI gati hoTala-thIyeTara ke pAnamasAlAnI dukAna tarapha thatI nathI. jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che, tArI rati tArI gatinuM kAraNa banaze. subhadrA dhannAjIne kahe che, "kathanI ati sahelI che. karaNI ati dohyalI che." dhasAjI kahe che, "emAM zuM che? subhadrA kahe che. tamArI ATha che. mArA bhaIlAne to 32 patnIo che." dhannAjI kahe che, "keTalI paNa hoya!" subhadrA kahe che, "boleluM vacana pALajo. pachI pAchA nahIM paDatA." patnIone khabara che ke A koI amane choDIne javAnA nathI. sarvAnumate dhannAjIne badhI ja kAla sA 4 zALAnAsakArA jA # Riis Y rAka Y att 5 vK years awAjaaps aartiwali HasyaniY sins

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patnIoe rajA ApI. dhannAjIne patnInA eka vAkyathI jhATako lAgI gayo. dhannAjI cAlyA. lIdhuM dIdhuM cUkate karIne. kesarI siMhanI jema cAlI nIkaLyA. patnIo vicAre che hamaNAM pAchA Avaze. dhannAjI to pAchuM vaLIne jotA nathI. have patnIone bhaya lAgyo. dhannAjI to aTakyA vinA gharamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gayA. tyAre patnIoe doDatI AvIne dhannAjInA paga pakaDI lIdhA ane dhannAjIne kahe che, "amAruM zuM thaze?' paramAtmAnuM zAsana niyamanI jema khAnadAnI paNa ghaNIvAra pApa karatA bacAve che. patananA prasaMge ke utthAnanA prasaMge khAnadAnIne yAda rAkhIe to jIvana khedAnamedAna nahIM bane. jIva tArI khAnadAnI zuM? jJAnadaSTi jema pApane bacAve che tema khAnadAnI paNa bacAve che. prabhunuM zAsana maLyuM e paNa khAnadAnI. khAnadAnIno khyAla kayAre khovAvo na joIe. dhannAjI to havelI choDI cAlyA gayA. patnIo AMsu sAratI rahI gaI. dhannAjI Ave che zAlIbhadranA mahelanI pAse. zAlIbhadra potAnI havelImAM sAtame mALe raheto hato. dhAjI nIcethI zAlIbhadrane hAkala nAMkhe. dhannAjInA zAlIbhadra sALA thAya. mohanA cALA, enuM nAma sALA. "e kAyara bAyalA zAlIbhadra! dhannAjI bolAve che. zAlIbhadranA kAne zabdo athaDAtA nIce Ave che. A to banevI! sALA-banevInI joDI kevI hoya. dhannAjI zAlIbhadrane kahe che, "nIce utara A zuM mAMDyuM che? tArA jevo buddhizALI rITelano vyApAra karavA beTho che. holaselano vyApAra ja ApaNane zobhe." samajanevAloM ko IzArA kAphI hai. zAlIbhadra eka ja jhATake bAkInI 16 patnIone choDI, doDatAM nIce AvyAM. A sALA banevInI joDI. prabhu pAse gaI doDI. prabhu Age rahI kara joDI kahe have vAra na karo prabhu thoDI. paramAtmAnA hAthe dIkSA lIdhI pachI zuM thayuM? majA karI hazene? 12 varSanI ArAdhanA bAda vaibhAragiri parvata upara jaIne baMne aNasaNa kare che. phUlanI zayA paNa jene khUMcatI hatI e zAlIbhadrane eka divasa saMsAra paNa khUMcyo ane mokSa gamI gayo. kaSTa vagara karma kASTa baLatA nathI. sUraja dhoma tape che. vebhAragIrInI dhagadhagatI zIlA upara jaIne suI gayA che. Atma parINatimAM DUbI gayo hoya e ja sUI zake che. cAmaDI baLe che. zAlIbhadranA mAtA darzana karavA Ave che. zAlIbhadra to Atma svarUpamAM masta banyA che. mAtA kahe che, "ekavAra beTA mArI sAme jo." mA ghaNuM kahe che. pudgala ramaNatA tUTI gaI che. teo potAnA zuddha svarUpamAM khovAI gayA che. mA kahe che, "beTA be vacano to bolo.' virAgano cirAga pragaTI gayo che. zAlIbhadra saMyama mArge jaI potAnuM kalyANa sAdhI gayA. aMte zuddha upayogane pitA ane Atmaratine mAtA banAvI tyAga bhAvamAM ApaNe sau AgaLa vadhIe. Eaad Eaa kATAlAna kADAjhA 56 dizA mA kAkA Raitanasia Niunditiiiiiia Awaria Vietnii 210 xxxiiiiiiiiiiiis is

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' vastuno svabhAva e dharma che. * tyAga vagara guranI prApti nathI ne siddhinI paNa prApti nathI. ke je tyAga pAchaLa virAga nathI te tyAga Atma kalyANa karanAra nathI. AdhyAtmika udaya vagarano tyAga e baMdhana che. zAsana maLe ne aMtara bhaLe to phaLe, nahi to kAMI nahI vaLe. tyAga pAchaLa vItarAganuM pIThabaLa hoya to vItarAga maLe. AMtarika vaibhava enuM nAma vairAgya, bAhya vaibhava enuM nAma tyAga. AMtarika jAgRtivALAno tyAga ja prazaMsanIya che. ke durthAna na thAya evo tapa karavo. . tyAgASTakanI vAta karatAM upAdhyAya yazovijayajI ma. kahe che. tyAga enuM nAma ke je tyAganI pAchaLa virAganuM bekiMga hoya ane te vitarAga tarapha laI jAya. tyAganI pAchaLa rAganuM bekiMga hoya to te tyAga durgatimAM laI jAya che. jIvanamAM tyAga anivArya che. ghaNIvAra zarIrAdinI ciMtA, svArtha viSayonI vRtti tyAga mATe kAraNa bane che. vinaya ratna munie 12 varSa sudhI tyAgI jIvana jIvI gurUnuM sAnidhya sevyuM. tyAga evo ke gurU paNa joI tAjuba thaI jAya. zuddha pariNatI, zuddha upayoga jAgavo joIe. AdhyAtmika duniyAmAM tyAgathI muktinI prApti thAya che. je tyAganI pAchaLa virAga nathI e tyAgathI mukti nathI. paNa durgati thavI saMbhavita che. zuddha upayoga ane Atmarati tyAga pAchaLa kAma kare to jIvane vitarAga banAve. paramAtmAnuM zAsana pAmyA mAtrathI ApaNuM kalyANa thaI jaze e to bhramaNA che. abhavyano jIva anaMtIvAra prabhunuM zAsana pAmyo. prabhunuM zAsana maLe paNa phaLe nahi kAraNa aMtaramAM bhaLe to kAMI vaLe nahIM to coryAzInA cakkaramAM TaLavaLe. abhavya AtmA badhuM ja pAme chatAM udhdhAra nathI kAraNa ? zuddha kriyA karavA chatAM e kriyAmAM aMtara bhaLatuM nathI. tyAganI pAchaLa virAga na hoya to te vitarAga banavA deto nathI. tyAganI pAchaLa ramaNatA e tIrthakara mATe vaMdanIya che. Indra siMhAsana upara bese tyAre prathama kone namaskAra kare? viratine. vinaya ratnanA jIvanamAM vairAgya nahoto jethI zuM pariNAma AvyuM? eka rAjAnuM khUna karI rAtanA ja ravAnA thaI gayo. charI is ass statistics ass samas rapa 9. kAra jIjaps satiritsa t stasiasmiY mirities airtelists satistii 651 Fits za za zazazas Vi

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kayAM rAkhI hatI? rajoharaNamAM mokSano upadeza ApanAra sAdhuthI charI rakhAya? nA. 2joha2Na le eTale tarI ja jAya evuM jaina zAsana geraMTI Apato nathI. rajoharaNa rAha che. suratamAM rogacALo phelAvAthI eka pati-patnI potAnA nAnA bALakane laIne muMbaImAM rahetAM potAnA svajanane ghare gayA. svajanane rAtanA vicAra Avyo kadAca emanA zarIramAM pleganA jaMtuo dAkhala thayA haze to pelA svajane rAtanA ja traNenuM khUna karI nAkhyuM. tamArI upara bharoso rAkhanArane kayAre paNa dago ApatA nahIM. tamArA khoLAmAM mAthu mukanArane tiraskAratAM nahIM. kSatriyo paNa zaraNe AvelA zatruone mAratA nathI. zAMtinAtha bhagavAne megharathanA bhavamAM zaraNe AvelA pArevAne potAnA prANanA bhoge rahyo hato. zaraNAgata pArevAnI dayA jo bhagavAna karatA hoya to ApaNe kayAre paNa vizvAsa bhaMga na karavo joIe. jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che, vizvAsa mUkIne tamArA gharamAM AvanAranuM kayAre apamAna na karatAM. jJAnI bhagavaMtanoe dareka vAto karatA jaNAvyuM che ke tArI zakti mujaba dareka kriyAmAM tAre tatpara banavuM joIe. tapa kayAre karavo? IndriyonI hAni na thAya, yoganI hAni na thAya ane durdhyAna na thAya e rIte tapa karavo joIe. dhArmika jIvananI vAto sAthe sAmAjika jIvananI paNa badhI ja vAto jaNAvI che. zrAvakoe dhaMdho kema karavo e paNa batAvyuM che. . raheThANa kayAM banAvavuM, lagna konI sAthe ka2vA vagere A zAsananI eka eka vAto sAMbhaLo to AbhA banI jazo. A 5ramAtmAe nigodathI mAMDIne sarvArtha sidhdhamAM pahoMcelA jIvonI ciMtA karI che. uThIne zuM karavuM joIe? uThIne prathama AMkho khole. uThIne pachI sIdho cAlavA na mAMDe. hatheLImAM sidhdhazilA nihALI 24 paramAtmAone vaMdana kare. tyArabAda je bAjuno zvAsa cAlato hoya e paga pahelA upADavo. sidhdhi sUri ma. da22oja eka lAkhano jApa karatA hatA. A vAkya u52 koI azradhdhA na karatA vicAra ApaNane ekavAra AvI jAya ke gocarI-pANI-ArAma-AhAra-vihAra kriyAnI sAthe ATalo jApa kevI rIte? mahAtmAo 14 pUrvano abhyAsa kare che. pUrva keTaluM moTuM? eka hAthI pramANa zAhIthI prathama pUrva lakhavuM hoya to lakhI zakAya? nAnuM bALaka - dariyo keTalo moTo enA uttaramAM potAnA be hAtha lAMbA karIne kaheze ATalo moTo. AvA mahAna 14 pUrvano pATha mahAtmAo keTalA samayamAM kare? aMta mUrhatamAM svAdhyAya karI le. A zAstranI vAto ApaNI buddhinI nAnI phuTapaTTIthI mApI zakAya nahI. vijJAnanI vAto sAMbhaLIne ApaNI zAstrIya vAtomAM kayAreya zaMkA karatA nahIM. jina tatvanI vAto TWITTRIBUT BHA avai#Y || 4 sAka 1222231 252 14 GALI_| |_ $13-JAMNE TET UuYsi|| - mins | || |

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zradhdhAthI svIkAro. jayotiSa zAstra paNa kahe che, prabhAte karadarzanathI buddhi maLe. prAtaHkAla maMgala thAya to rAtrI zAMtithI pasAra thAya. vinayaratna charIthI udAyana rAjAnuM gaLuM kApI cAlyA gayA. udAyana rAjA pauSadha karIne sUtAM kayAM hatA? gurU mahArAjanI pAse pauSadha karI. gurU mahArAjanA sahavAsamAM rAtrI pasAra karavAthI jIvana paNa dhanya banI jAya che. thoDIvAre bhInAzano anubhava thatAM gurU mahArAja jAgI gayA. AcArya mahArAja vicAramAM paDI gayA, A zuM? gurU ma. samajI gayA ke A vinayaratna rAjAnuM khUna karIne cAlyo gayo che. savAra paDatAM loko joze to bolavA mAMDaze. jaina sAdhue rAjAnuM khUna karyuM. A to zAsananI hilanA thaze. samudAyanuM gacchanuM nukasAna kadAca calAvI levAya, paraMtu zAsanane nukasAna thAya e to na ja cAle. mArI ke tamArI khAtara zAsanane kayAre paNa nukasAna na thavuM joIe. ApaNe keTaluM jIvavAnA ane paramAtmAnuM zAsana keTaluM cAlavAnuM che? zrAvaka zAsanane Thesa pahoMce evuM kArya kayAre paNa na kare. anuzAsana vagara zAsana cAlatuM nathI. paramAtmAnI AjJAthI gautama svAmI devazarmAne pratibodhavA gayA hatA. paMcAzaka sUtramAM eka suMdara vAta Ave che ke moTo samudAya hoya e vakhate gocarI AdinA sAmAnya doSa joI gurUkulavAsano tyAga karanAro moTA doSano bhoga banI patanane notare che. samudAyanI mahattA vadhAre che. haMmeza zrIphaLa bolavuM. jAyaphaLa bolavAmAM majA nathI. uMcA gharAka hoya ane mAla halako hoya to paNa na cAle. 52mAtmAnA zAsanane pAmyA pachI cAritra koI vyakti le to te gurUkulavAsamAM 2he. gurUdevano kayAre tyAga karavAno na hoya. kevalajJAna thayA pachInI vAta alaga che. kakSA kakSAe dharma karavAno che. pahelI kakSAe ahiMsA paramo dharma karavAno che. ANAe dhammo, vatyu sahAvo dhammo. anukrame dharma caDatI kakSAe thAya che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne pratikramaNa karavAnI jarUra na hoya ane gautama svAmIne da22oja pratikramaNa karavAnuM hoya. kevalajJAna thayA pachI. gautama svAmi pratikramaNa na kare. ucca kakSAmAM pahoMcelAne jarUra na hoya. eka vAkya AjathI vAgoLavA mAMDo - viSa karatAM viSayo bhayaMkara che. gaurI zaMkara mahArAjanI jamAla goLIonI vAtothI kazuM nahIM thAya. jAsuso pAchA AvyA. zatrurAjA kahe che. kema ATalA jaldI pAchA AvyA? jAsuso kahe che. A rAjAnA sainyanI koI gaNatarI ja nathI. rAjA kahe che tame zI rIte jANyuM? jAsuso kahe che mahArAja! akkalathI samajAI jAya evI vAta che. savArathI sAMja sudhI lAkho mANaso gAmanA taLAve AvI AX_its_Awes_1_-_LAALIST INIT)TEL L M 253 As resis Yo ******* 20 21 22 23 25249202323520200208

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gayA. ahIMyA laDAI karavA jevI nathI. A rAjAnA vizALa sainyanI sAme ApaNe to ghaDImAM hatA na hatA thaI jaIzuM. jAsusonI vAto sAMbhaLI rAjA paNa ciMtita banyo. have zuM karavuM. maMtrIne bolAvyo. maMtrIne rAjAe kahyuM have zuM karavuM joIe? maMtrIe kahyuM savAra thAya e pahelA ApaNe A dezanI hada choDI AgaLa nIkaLI jaIe emAM ja majA che. mANasane bhaya lAge tyAMthI bhAgyA vinA na rahe. savAranA rAjA jue che to potAnA nagaranI bahAra koI chAvaNIo nathI. sainikoe AvIne samAcAra ApyA, mahArAja! laDAI karavA Avelo rAjA laDAI karyA vinA ja cAlyo gayo." rAjA A samAcAra sAMbhaLI khuza thaI gayo. rANI pAse jaIne samAcAra Ape che. AkhA nagaramAM A vAta phelAI gaI. loko kahevA lAgyA kamAla thaI gaI. rAjA hAthI para besI sAjana mAjana sAthe gaurI zaMkara mahArAjane levA gayA. gaurI zaMkara mahArAjanuM rAjayamAM mAna vadhyuM. AvuM uMdhuM kareluM paNa puNyodaya jAge che tyAre mAnanIya bane che. pharI ekavAra virAganuM bekIMga tyAgane maLavuM joIe. pudgalabaMdI jIva have AtmAnaMdI banavA tatpara bane. virAga pUrvakano tyAga vitarAga banAvyA sivAya raheze nahi. vAcanAprasAdI. sAro gurUkulavAsa maLe puNyanA AdhAre, phaLe yogyatAnA AdhAre, dIkSA levA sAhasa joIe dIkSA pALavA sattva joIe dIkSAne saphaLa banAvavA sAcI samajaNa joIe. tyAgamAM choDavAno bhAva che, vairAgyamAM chuTakArAno bhAva che. jA jA jADAza naDAlA DAkalA DIje mArA kAkA kAkA kAkI kAkA kAlakAkAla Railwa f1w Yeativities in this kAlANI 2 1 4 inc Eaa Y # IkAma

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vairAgyanI AdhArazIlA che tyAga Indriyono jaya na thAya tyAM sudhI tyAgano bhAva Avato nathI. najara sAme aneka parIbaLo che. vairAgya pedA thAya to tyAga thAya jIvanamAM vairAgya AtmasAta thayo hoya to tyAga jIvanamAM AvyA vinA rahe nahIM. vairAgyanI bhUmikA zuM? vikarSaNa eTale vairAgya. je ghara pratye vairAgya hoya tenA pratye tyAga keTalo? tyAga pratiSThita thAya to vairAgya AvyuM samajavuM vairAgyanI AdhAra zilA tyAga che, viratInI AdhAra zilA vairAgya che. anaMta upakArI zAsrakAra upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja 'tyAga' aSTakamAM kahe che, tame eka vastuno ke eka vyaktino tyAga karo e mahatvanI vAta nathI. tame kaI rIte, kaI dRSTie tyAga karo cho e mahatvanuM che. mAtAno, pitAno, priyAno, svajana ane snehIno tyAga karavAnI preraNA ApanArA jJAnI puruSo tamane ahIM abhinava mAtA, pitA, priyA vagereno paricaya karAve che ne emanI sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhavA preraNA kare che. Indriyo para vijaya meLavanAra mATe sthUla jagatanAM pAtrono tyAga karavo sahelo banI jAya che. eka uttama sthAnane prApta ka2vA mATe pUrvanA sthAnano tyAga karavo paDe che. lokottara mAtapitAnI a-bhautika vAtsalyabharI godamAM khelavA mATe, laukika mAtApitAno tyAga karyA vinA kema cAle? hA, e tyAga dveSathI ke tiraskArathI nathI karavAno, paraMtu lokottara mAtApitA pratyenA tIvra AkarSaNanA kAraNe emano tyAga karavAno che... ApaNe e mamatAbharyA mAtApitAne vinavIe. ApaNane temanA baMdhanamAMthI mukta karavA prArthanA karIe. 'he mAtA ane pitA! kabUla karIe chIe ke Apano amArA 52 sneha che... paraMtu lAcAra chIe. ame ApanA snehano pratyuttara snehathI WL_C_DIL_KI_JAMATMETABLE(CTET)T - * . 255 Vi ______!* * 1W C 3021302302122222338323253230232338522323521212138

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ApI zakIe ema nathI... amArA hRdayamAMthI sneha mamatAnuM jharaNuM parama pitA evA "zuddha AtmajJAna tarapha vaLI gayuM che. amAro AnaMda Atmarati - mAtAnA darzanamAM, tenA utsaMgamAM ja samAyelo che. A mAtApitA pAse javA amAruM hRdaya talasI rahyuM che. have emanI sanmukha ja mana, vacana ane kAyAnA yogo kAma karI rahyA che. amane anujJA Apo. je tyAga jIvanamAM nathI - saguNa nathI, to evA jIvanathI khuza na thatA. saguNa ane tyAganA be vikalpa che, attaranA mizraNathI tela suvAsita bane e judu ane caMdananA vRkSamAMthI suvAsa uThe e judI... attaravALA telanI suvAsa uchInI lIdhelI che. jayAre caMdananI suvAsa potAnI che. dharma kriyA karI che te telanI suvAsa ke caMdananI suvAsa? mahArAjA zreNikanuM samyakdarzana kevuM?... caMdananI suvAsa jevuM. azubhano tyAga nA thAya paNa caMdananI sugaMdha na jAya e khAsa khyAla rAkhavo. "zuddha AtmajJAna' e pitA che ane "Atmati' e mAtA che. A mAtApitAnuM ja sAcuM zaraNa levAnuM che. A mAtApitA pratye rAga... sneha... mamatva... karyA kAmanAM che. mAtApitA karavA eTale zuM? mAtra mAnyatA nahIM cAle. dinarAta e mAtApitAnI sevA, upAsanA ane bhaktimAM lAgyA rahevAnuM che. arthAt, zuddha AtmajJAnane choDIne azuddha AtmajJAnanI godamAM bharAI besavAnI bUrI Adata choDavAnI che. pUjAo karI eTale sTeDI thayA paNa sthAyI nathI thayA! tenA pratyenuM AkarSaNa sTeDI nathI. rUci mATe koIne taiyAra karavA hajI sahelA che, paNa pravRtti mATe koIne taiyAra karavA muzkela che. traNa cIjo khyAla rAkho: pravRttiparivartana-parimArjana.. rUcinuM parIvartana badalAyuM - parIvartana nahIM thAya to pravRtti sTeDI raheze. - devagatimAM bacAvanAruM parIbaLa rUci che ane ahIM bacAvanArUM parIbaLa saMyama che. pravRtti to abhavI AgaLa hoya. jIvanamAM rUci badalI keTalI? caMdananI suvAsa sTeDI hoya tyAre samyak darzana saphaLa thAya che. rUci vinAnI pravRtti kadI ciraMjIvI banatI nathI. sAmAyikamAM pravRtti badalAya ke rUci? navAM mAtApitA to banAvyAM. tema navA bhAIo paNa banAvavA paDaze ne! bAhya pUla bhUmikA para rahelA bhAIono saMbaMdha choDavA mATe AMtara sUkSma bhUmikA para rahelA bhAIo sAthe saMbaMdha joDavo ja paDaze. bAhya jagatamAM baMdhutvano saMbaMdha kevo asthira che! Aje je bhAI, kAkA kA kA hila ATRA Y Ratilallah ka Y kA 256 mi. Eii 15 miAla amArA kAmamAM kAkA mAmA rAjas

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kAle te zatru! Aje je zatru, kAle te bhAI! koI saMbaMdhanI sthiratA nahIM. tevA saMbaMdho karI karIne jIve gADha rAga dveSa karyA... pApa bAMdhyAM... durgatiomAM paTakAyA... paNa have A mAnavabhavamAM jJAnojjavala prakAzamAM AMtara baMdhuo sAthe ja saMbaMdha ka2vo jarUrI che. he baMdhuo, anAdi kALathI tamArI sAthe meM saMbaMdha bAMdhyA... paraMtu na hato temAM niHsvArtha sneha... na hatI temAM pavitra dRSTi. bhautika svArthane vaza thaI meM tamane 'bhAI, bhAI' kahyA, paraMtu jayAM mAro svArtha ghavAyo ke meM tamane zatru mAnyA... zatru tarIke joyA ane zatru tarIkenuM AcaraNa karyuM... tamArAM ghara paNa lUMTayAM... sAce ja A saMsAramAM svArthavaza manuSya bIjA jIvo sAthe niHsvArtha saMbaMdha bAMdhI zakato nathI. to meM zAzvat... anaMta... evA zIla, satya, zama, dama, saMtoSa vagere guNone ja mArA baMdhuo banAvyA che. AtmAnA zIla... satya vagere guNo sAthe baMdhubhAva keLavyA vinA bAhya jagatano vAstavamAM tyAga thaI zakato nathI. bAhya jagatano tyAga karavo eTale hiMsA, jUTha corI, durAcAra, parigraha, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha vagere doSono tyAga karavo. eno tyAga karavA ahiMsA, satya, acaurya zIla, niSparigrahatA, kSamA, namratA, saraLatA,nirlobhatA vagere guNono svIkA2 ka2vo paDe. tene sthira karavA paDe teno ja Azraya karIne jIvana jIvavuM paDe. dUdha ane pANI ekameka hovA chatAM alaga che. paramAtmAnI pUjA AtmasAta thaI che ane nimitto AvatAM chUTe te dUdha ane pANIno saMbaMdha samajavo. kevaLInI pAse strI bese to paNa calita na thAya, kAraNake temanI AMkhamAM ke manamAM vikAra nathI hoto. ApaNe karalo tapa AtmasAta thAya paNa nimitto AvatAM tapa karavAnuM choDyuM te dudha-pANIno saMbaMdha samajavo. je maLI zake ane chUTI zake te ApaNuM na hoya. dharmanA kSetramAM praveza karyA pachI A levala para pahoMcyA pachI pramAda na karavo. siddhacakra pUjanamAM tattvanI pravRttinI nahIM rUci keLavavAnI vAta karI che. upAdhyAyajI mahArAje saMyamane tela jevuM kahyuM che. caMdana jevuM kevaLajJAna che. dharmanA be prakAra che. (1) caMdanamAM rahelI suvAsa-kSopazamikabhAva (2) telamAM rahelI suvAsakSAyika bhAva che. kSayopamika dharmo paNa tyAM sudhI ja jarUrI che ke jayAM sudhI kSAyika guNonI prApti nathI thaI. kSAyika guNo e AtmAnuM mULa svarUpa che . AL_ALAT ALI_WI_ME__TITANCE!OT | 257 !!!!*____ - 8108T18811 JU_J_A1&____LIC_DIL_T 1024

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satsamAgamathI "kSAyopathamika dharmo AtmAmAM pragaTa thAya che.. paramAtmAnA anugrahathI ane saddagurUnI kRpAthI matijJAna, zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna ane mana:paryavajJAna pragaTa thAya che. dezavirati ane sarvavirati prApta thAya che. kSAyopathamika kSamAdi guNono je tyAga thaI javo tenuM nAma dharmasaMnyAsa. zvAsa levAI jAya che; khorAka laIe chIe; davA levI paDe che. dharma to che, te karavo paDe che; karIe ke thaI jAya che? dharmamAM zvAsano tabakko kahyo che. prayatna nathI karyo chatAM zvAsa levAI jAya che. zvAsanI bhUmikAvALo dharma kayo? sAdhanA zakyathI karajo paNa bhAva sarvathI karajo . sAdhanAnI bhAvanA keTalI? bhAvanAmAM bAdabAkI karatA nahIM ne sAdhanAmAM badhuM jokhama uThAvavAnuM karatA nahIM. zakyanI sAdhanA paNa na kare enI sarva bhAvanA daMbharUpa bane evI pUrI zakyatA che. sarvathI bhAvanA ane zaktithI sAdhanA. bAkI bIjo dharma nathI. evuM koI pApa dekhADo je davAnA sthAne hoya! saMsAramAM dharma davAnA sthAne che ane pApa zvAsanA sthAne che. paralokamAM enI sAthe zuM AvavAnuM. sadgatine bagADI devAnI tAkAta pApanI rUcimAM che jayAre durgatine paNa sudhArI devAnI tAkAta dharmanI rUcimAM gamatuM hatuM toya na thayuM te pravRtti. gamatuM na hatuM ne gamyuM te rUci samyak darzana e dharmanI zarUAta che. zeThANI bajAramAM kaMI kharIdI karavA jAya tyAM tarata bhAvatAla kare. bhAvatAla vagara kAMI kharIdo evuM kAMI kharuM? Adata paDI gaI che. bhAvatAla na karavo e paNa zrImaMtAI che. kulI mAMge teTalA paisA ApI do? ke emAM paNa... dharmabindu graMthamAM haribhadrasUrijI ma. kahe che ke upADI zake tenAthI vadhu vajana koI pAse upaDAvo to pahelA vratanA aticAranuM pApa lAge che. majabUrI che enI ke e majUrI karI rahyo che ane tame enI sAthe bhAvatAla karI dayAbhAva ane bahumAna bhAva gumAvI dIdho. eka munivara dIkSA pahelA pAlItANA gayA. ghoDAgADImAM besavA tenI sAthe traNa vAta kabUla karI pachI beThA. (1) utAvaLe javA mATe ghoDAne cAbUka mAravI nahIM. (2) mArA sivAya koIne besADavo nahIM. (3) tane joIe teTalA rUpiyA ApIza. bhAvatAla nahIM karuM. ApaNe to nirjarAmAM tUTyA. dukAnamAM kAma karanArA mANasanAM gharanI mulAkAta lIdhI kharI? dhaMdhAmAM tame kadAca vadhumAM zA jADA jhAlA, sAmAjIka, zikAkAsAkAkA kAlA kALA zAMamaia Yaara sairasi #tasia Yiaiii 218 patia Yaari Kirtans it is

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vadhu paisA rokyA che paNa tamArA nokare to potAnI AkhI jIMdagI rokI che. jene A yAda na rahe tene jJAnasAra sUtra sAMbhaLavAnI tenI pAtratA nathI. majUramAM majUranAM darzana na karo paNa mANasanAM darzana karo, AkhI vRtti pharI jaze. sAvarakuMDalA mahAjanavADImAM praveza karyo. tyAMnuM bAMdhakAma evuM ke beThA beThA sAmenA gharamAM zuM cAle te badhuM dekhAya. sAme Itara komanuM ghara hatuM. eka divasa gharamAM badhA kALo kalpAMta karavA lAgyA. eka jaNane pUchyuM, zuM thayuM? to kahe emanA ghare ghoDo hato te marI gayo. janAvara marI gayAthI ATalo kalpAMta. vicAramAM paDI gayo. paMdara divasa pachI e gharanA mAlikane bolAvIne pUchayuM, "eka ghoDo marI gayo to emAM ATalo kalpAMta zuM kAma?' tyAre e raDI paDyo kahe "traNa varasathI ghoDo apaMga thaI gayo hato.' (gAmaDAmAM apaMga evA ghoDA pAchaLa AMsuM pADe che jayAre jIvatA mANasa pAchaLa zaheranA DAhyA gaNAtA mANasone koI saMvedanA nathI.) amAruM kuTuMba svastha A ghoDAnA kAraNe hatuM. A ghoDo nathI maryo, amArA parivArano eka sabhya maryo che. padArthanA tyAgathI tame dharmI nahIM banI zako. jIvono svIkAra karazo to dharmI banavAmAM takalIpha nahIM paDe. dharmanI zarUAta padArtha tyAgathI nathI paNa jIvonA svIkArathI che. jevI rIte sAMsArika svajanono tyAga karavAno che, tevI rIte atyaMtara AMtarika svajano sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhavAno che. te bAMdhelo saMbaMdha tUTI na jAya te mATe sadeva sarUnI upAsanA karavAnI che. jayAM sudhI nirogI na banAya, tyAM sudhI vaidya, DokTarone na tyajAya. tevI rIte jayAM sudhI ApaNane saMzaya-viparyAsarahita jJAnaprakAza na lAdhe, zudhdha AtmasvarUpanI jhAMkhI na thAya, tyAM sudhI jJAnI gurUno tyAga na karAya. arthAt jayAM sudhI gurUdevanI gurUtAno viniyoga na thAya tyAM sudhI uttama gurU sevavA yogya che. gurUnA anugraha sivAya Asevana zikSA jhIlI zakAtI nathI... te jhIlyA sivAya jJAnagurUtA prApta thatI nathI.... jJAna gurUtA vinA nahi kevaLajJAna ke nahi mokSa! mATe cittamAM saddagurUnI sAme daDha saMkalpa karo! he gurudeva! ApanI kRpAthI ja mArAmAM gurUtA Avaze. jayAM sudhI gurUtA na Ave tyAM sudhI sUtrokta vidhithI ane bhakti bhAvathI huM ApanI sevAupAsanA karIza. 8 zAka che Y kAM 18AkAMI ja Viaa _F Yasianitaries Yaarak

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khorAka khAIe eTale bhUkhano saMtoSa thAya. attaramizrata telavALo dharma khorAka kema bane? jayAM saMtoSa nathI evI jIMdagIno bharoso karavo nahI. caMdana jevo dharma zvAsa che. zvAsa je levAI jAya che. caMdanane potAnI sugaMdha che. aMtaHkaraNathI thaI jAya te caMdana jevo dharma. dharma jayAM sudhI zvAsamAM kanvarTa na thAya tyAM sudhI aTakavuM nathI. nIce paDeluM pANI pragaTa karavAnuM che, pedA nathI karavAnuM. dharma pedA karavAnI cIja ke pragaTa karavAnI? pragaTa karavAnI. Aja sudhI AtmAnI oLakhANa thaI nathI. kAraNa tuM pote AtmA che. saMyama paNa amAruM potAnuM nathI, maLyuM che. sAcI sadgati e ke je sAcI rUci laIne ravAnA thAya. 50 phUTanA aMtare derAsara hoya ne darzana karavAnI rUci ja na thAya to devalokamAM naMdIzvara lipanAM darzana karaze evI zakyatA kharI? vANiyo traNa jagyAe sthira rahe (1) phoTo paDato hoya tyAM (2) mAM nA peTamAM hoya tyAre (3) paisAnI vAta Ave tyAre, ekAgratAnA dRSTAMtamAM dhanalaMpaTa mANasa paisAmAM ekAgra bane. svArtha jevuM koI pApa nathI. davA jevo koI dharma nathI. dAna karyA pachI rakama cUkavo tyAre kaho cho ke vadhAre joIe tyAre Avajo ... jJAnAcAranI ArAdhanA tyAM sudhI karavAnI che, jayAM sudhI jJAnAcAranuM zuddha pada kevaLajJAna na pragaTe! darzanAcAranI sevA tyAM sudhI karavAnI, jayAM sudhI kSAyika samaktinI prApti na thAya. cAritrAcAranI upAsanA tyAM sudhI karavAnuM, jayAM sudhI "zukaladhyAnanI mastI na jAgI jAya! vIryAcAranuM pAlana tyAM sudhI karavAnuM, jayAM sudhI anaMta vizuddha vIrya ullasita na thAya. niSkarSa e che ke pAlana jJAnAcArAdinuM karavAnuM ane lakSa enA aMtima zuddha padanuM rAkhavAnuM. bhikhArI karatAM zrImaMtane takalIpha vadhAre hoya to te bhikhArI thavAnuM pasaMda kare? tamArI pAse aDhaLaka dhana paisA che mATe koI mAgavA Ave che. temAM duHkhI na thavuM. dharma tela jevo hoya to saMtoSa na mAnavo. attaravALA telamAMthI caMdanamAM kanvarTa thavAnuM che. pApone dUra karavA chatAM dUra thatA nathI. jema caMdananA vRkSane sApa vIMTaLAya che tema pApo vIMTaLAyA che. paNa jayAre caMdananA vRkSa para mora Ave che ne sarpa dUra thAya che tema mArA jIvananA pApone dUra karavA Apa mora banIne padhAro to mArA karma sarpa dUra thAya. zubhamAMthI azubha bane, azubhamAMthI zubha banI zake, paNa zuddha azubha bane tevuM koI kAraNa nathI. bhAre karmI AtmA puNyanA prabhAvamAM vibhAva tarapha dhakelAto jAya che jayAre haLukarmI AtmA svabhAvanI najIka Avato kAkA kAla rAta 260 Vina tithi trasik Nasiticians

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jAya che. dharma karatAM jene AnaMda nathI ene dharmathI AnaMda maLavo muzkela che. pApa karatAM je duHkhI che ene pApathI du:kha AvavuM muzkela che. mithyAtvI pApanA udayamAM du:khI hoya che samakti pApa karatAM duHkhI hoya che. hasatA hasatAM dharma karavo te hajI kadAca saheluM che paNa pApa raDatAM raDatAM karavuM e to khUba ja muzkela che. satva pracaMDa joIe... samarpaNa majabUta joIe... lakSa nizcita joIe... maMjhile pahoMcavAmAM pachI koI takalIpha nathI. dharmamAM vibhAva dazA ane svabhAva dazA vacce prabhAva Ave. pApamAM kheMcI janAra prabhAva che jayAre svabhAva prabhAvamAM kheMcI jAya che. paramAtmAnuM AkarSaNa che zuM? zuM kAma temanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA AkarSAyA... prabhAvane kAraNe... nirNAyaka baLa prabhAva che. bhAre karmI jIvane svabhAva khecyA vagara na rahe; haLukarmI jIvane prabhAva kheMcyA vagara na rahe. bhagavAnanI aMgaracanA zAne mATe karo cho? ... rAga che mATe... navakArano bhAva jAge ne mALA gaNI te judI. saMsAramAM svabhAva kheMce, dharmamAM prabhAva kheMce. svabhAva ane vibhAva banne dazAmAM laI jAya te prabhAva. prabhAvano virodha nathI paNa te vibhAva tarapha laI jaze to mAryA vinA nahIM rahe. sarvatyAganI parAkASThAnuM kevuM apUrva darzana karAvavAmAM Ave che! audayika bhAvono tyAga (dharmasaMnyAsa) karI kSAyopathamika bhAvomAM AvavAnuM. je mahAtmAe kSapaka kSeNi para ArohaNa karyuM... kSamA vagere lAyopathamika dharmo paNa cAlyA jAya... ane kSAyika guNo pragaTI jAya. paraMtu jayAM caudamA guNasthAnake AtmAe ArohaNa karyuM, tyAM yoganirodha karavA dvArA sarva yogono paNa tyAga karI devAmAM Ave che. kAyAdiyogano tyAga karavAthI zailezI avasthAmAM "ayoga' nAmanA sarvasaMnyAsarUpa sarvottama yoganI prApti thAya che. A sarva tyAganuM lakSa niraMtara rAkhIne ApaNe vartamAnamAM audayika bhAvonA tyAgano puruSArtha karavAno che. kAdavavALA raste cAlavAnA traNa vikalpa : (1) kAdavavALA raste cAlatA na paDe to camatkAra (2) kAdava vALA raste cAlatA paDI jAya to sahaja te karUNAne pAtra nathI. (3) kAdavavALA raste cAlatA paDIne Ubho ja na thAya te karUNatAne pAtra che. ApaNAmAMthI A traNamAMthI kayo vikalpa? sAdhanA karavA paDayA. paDI gayA ke paDyA ja nathI? kAdavavALA raste cAlatA na paDe teno mokSa nakkI. chUTI gayelI pUjAmAM krama to tUTe che, sAthe mana paNa tUTe che. 2. sthUli bhadra- paDIne bahAra AvyA. naMdiSeNa paDyA nahi. aSADhAbhUti paDyA ne tUTayA. na paDavA mATenA be vikalpa ane pahoMcavuM

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hoya teno eka vikalpa kahyo che - (1) paga majabUta joIe (2) hAthamAM lAkaDI joIe. pahoMcavAno vikalpa che. lakSa nizcita joIe. sAdhanA mArge javA mokSano lakSa rAkhavo. tame je ArAdhanA karo cho emAM lakSa zuM? saMgama - zAlibhadrane gocarI vahorAvatAM AnaMda Avyo kema? dharmamAM paDyo mATe. mitthAtvI pApanA udayamAM duHkhI hoya che. samakti pApa karatAM duHkhI hoya che. dharma karatAM AnaMda ke pApa karatAM duHkhI thavuM saheluM? derAsaramAM darzana karatAM AnaMda ke khetaramAM kAma karatA raDatAM rahevuM sAruM? AyaMbila karatAM AnaMdita ke dudhapAka raDatAM pIvo sahelo? bAhaDa maMtrIe derAsara banAvyuM kAma pUrNa thaI gayuM che derAsaranuM e samAcAre 16 sonAnI jIbha samAcAra ApanArane bheTa ApI che. thoDA divasa pachI samAcAra maLyA ke pavananA kAraNe bhamatino bhAga tUTI paDyo ane derAsara AkhuM khaMDita thayuM che e samAcAre pharI derAsara banAvavA mATe bAjumAM paDelI 32 sonAnI jIbho Ape che. bAjumAM beThelo mitra tene pUche che. derAsara banI gayAnA samAcAre 16, ne khaMDita thavAnA samAcAra 32 jIbha ApavAnuM kAraNa zuM? maMtrI kahe che mArA jIvate banAvAnA zubha samAcAre 16 ApI ane jIvate jIvata tUTI gayelA derAsarane pharI punarjIvita karavA pAchuM UbhuM karavAnuM sukRta mane maLe e vicAre ene meM 32 ApI. ApaNe pravRtti dharmathI zrImaMta chIe. pariNatI dharmathI bhikhArI chIe. copATImAM sudhAkarabhAI rahe che. temanA pitAjI maNilAlabhAI. sudhAkarabhAI vakIla che. 40 varasanA. kALusInI poLamAM amadAvAdamAM rahe. emane rAtro acUka baTATAvaDA khAvA joIe. pravacana sAMbhaLIne evuM parivartana AvyuM ke ThAma covihAranA ekAsaNAno abhigraha karyo. A.zrI bhuvanabhAnu sUrijI paNa e ja poLanA hatA. emaNe pUchyuM kaTokaTI kyAre AvI che? muluMDano chokaro kalpeza. 18-20 varasanI uMmara, maLavA Avyo. pahelA eka upavAsanuM paccakhkhANa lIdhuM. pachI kahe, vAsakSepa Apo. zenA? koleja cAlu che paNa agiyAra upavAsa karavAnI bhAvanA che. vipna bhale Ave paNa pAraNAnI vRtti na Ave mATe vAsakSepa Apo. paMdara divasa pachI Avyo pUchayuM kema thayuM? kahe vipno AvyA chatAM ovaraTeka karI gayo! bagaDelA A saMsArane sudhAravo che paNa choDavo nathI. tIrthakaroe bagaDelo saMsAra choDyo. mokSagAmI banyA. saMsAra choDavAnA prayatno je karaze te 100 TakA phAvI javAno. HIR AIRTEL radara. IkAjAma anastasilariyalalai gadia Valamit s* Famianoianistraigaiiiiiia ns

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eka paNa vAdaLa nahi. svaccha AkAza... pUrNimAnI rajanI ane soLe kaLAe khIlelo cAMda... joyuM che A dRzya? ahIM ApaNane zrI upAdhyAyajI eka abhinava cAMdanA darzana karAve che. 'juo... eka paNa karmanuM vAdaLa dekhAtuM nathI. svaccha sphaTikamaya siddhazIlAnuM AkAza che. 'zukalapakSa'nI anupama ujjavalA rajanI che... anaMta guNonI kaLAthI AtmAno cAMda khIlI uThyo che... basa nirakhyA ja karo... niraMtara... sadaiva nirakhyA karo... e sadodita cAMdane anaMtakALa nirakhyA karo. AtmAnA zuddha svarUpanuM. anaMta guNamaya svarUpanuM dhyAna kaThina karmonA marmane chedI nAMkhe che. jayAM sudhI e vAstavika anaMtaguNamaya svarUpanI prApti na thAya, tyAM sudhI e svarUpanuM dhyAna ane e svarUpane prApta karavAno mahAna purUSArtha cAlu rahevA joIe. jayAM e zuddha svarUpanI prApti thaI, pachI sArUMye vizva pUrNa dekhAze. evuM pUrNatAnuM darzana ka2vA mATeno kramika purUSArtha ATha aSTakomAM A rIte jANavA maLe che. pUrNatAnI dRSTi, jJAnAnaMdamAM mastI, cittanuM svasaMpattimAM sthirIkaraNa, mohatyAga, tatvajJatA, kaSAyono upazama, Indriyavijaya ane sarvatyAga. A rIte kramazaH sarvocca zikhare pahoMcI javAya. surendranaga2mAM maNiprabhavijaya ma. bimAra paDyA. rojanA ekAsaNA ja kare. DaoN. homiyopethika goLI ApI. cAra TAIma cAra-cAra goLI vAparavAnuM kahyuM. e to eka ja divasamAM hAlatA cAlatA thaI gayA. bIje divase DaoN. AvyA temane navAI lAgI. temaNe ATalA jaldI sAjA thaI javAnuM kAraNa pUchayuM to kahe eka TAImamAM ja AkhI bATalI davAnI khAlI karI nAMkhI. maNibhAInI 89 varasanI uMmare AcAryazrI emanA ghare gayA. AgaLa - takIyo rAkhelo hato ane enI upara vaLIne beThA hatA. cAra dravya para ekAsaNuM kare. vaghArelA mamarA-maganIdALa-karIyAtu ane pANI. e aDadho glAsa pANI mAMDa vApare. temanI patnIe vinaMtI karI. Apa kaho ke be TAIma pANI vApare!' pUjyazrIe pUchyuM. tame Akho divasa karo cho zuM maNilAlabhAI ? to kahe roja traNa kalAka AMkho baMdha karI sImaMdhara svAmInI dezanA sAMbhaLuM chuM. atyAre tyAM zuM cAle che? eTale tarata AMkho baMdha karI ane kahe, 'sImaMdhara svAmInI dezanA cAle che.' tyAM sAdhvIjIo kayAM beThA che? sAdhvIjIo beThA nathI UbhA UbhA dezanA sAMbhaLI rahyA che. Akhe AkhuM simaMdhara svAmInA samavasaraNanI dezanAnuM varNana kahI saMbhaLAvyuM. chevaTe pUjyazrIe kahyuM, 'eka vAta kahuM, have be TAIma pANI vAparavAnuM MAA TAA-18_1_----- 263 CA mimi - mi[ AATHEMA maLaY (1) Yea

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rAkho". sAdhanA mATe be majabUta paribaLo Continuity and with Interest dhIre rahIne mAthuM upara karyuM. jaina zAsananA AcAryanA pagalA mAre ghare paDe te mahAbhAgya che. paNa sAdhu to tyAga vadhAravAnI vAta kare ke ghaTADavAnI? ArAdhanA kare tene kadAca svarga maLe paNa ArAdhanA vadhArAne ne emAM AnaMda maLe tene mokSa maLe. haribhadrasUrijI kahe che, jayAM sudhI tArAmAM gurUtatva pedA na thAya tyAM sudhI tAre gurU pakaDI rAkhavAnA che. gautame mahAvIrane jyAM sudhI paDyAM? pote bhagavAna na banyA tyAM sudhI. mAnavagati, e kharekhara sadgati che. emAM dharma nathI karato e mota pachI sadgatimAM zI rIte javAno. Aja sudhI mokSa nathI e A traNamAMthI eka paribaLa che. (1) jemAM sukha cikkAra hoya te sadgati nathI. paNa jemAMthI sadabuddhi maLe te sadgati (2) sukha maLe ke na maLe to cAle paNa buddhi maLavI joIe (3) jina zAsanano paryAya zabda che - buddhi. kabIre bhagavAnane prArthanA karatA kahyuM, "A bhavamAM jo bhakti sAcI hoya tArA pratye to AvatA bhavamAM mane tAro bhakta banAvaje. ane jo bhaktimAM kacAza hoya to tArA bhajana jenA ghare cAlatA hoya tenA gharano nokara banAvaje. chatAM bhaktimAM kacAza hoya to tenA gharano kUtaro banAvaje ane chatAM paNa kacAza hoya to kUtarAnA zarIrano kIDo mane banAvaje." lAkaDI tarIke majabUta gurU pakaDajo. satva pagamAM potAnI meLe AvI jaze. gurU lAkaDI tarIke pakaDI samarpaNa bhAva rAkhavAno che. tyAganI rUci pedA karajo. phAvI jazo. ( vAcanAprasAdI ) tyAgamAM vairAgya bhaLe to yogamArge UrdhvayAtrA karAve. tyAgamAM vairAgya na bhaLe to te tyAga prAyaH daMbha svarUpa bane, abhimAnane poSe, bhava bhramaNamAM jakaDI rAkhe ane bhogamArga utsukatA tathA Asakti pedA karAve. vAMka E I

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kriyASTakam jJAnI kriyAparaH zAnto, bhAvitAtmA jitendriyaH / svayaM tIrNo bhavAmbhodheH parAMstArayituM kSamaH || 1|| G (1) jJAnI-samyagajJAnavALA yiAparaH-kriyAmAM tatpara zAnta-upazama yukta bhAvitAtmA-bhAvita che AtmA jeno evo teindriya-Indriyone jItanAra bhavAmnoche:-saMsAra rUpa samudrathI svayaM-pote tIf:-tarela che, (ane) parAn -bIjAone tArayituM-tAravA mATe kSama:-samartha che. (1) jJAnI, kriyAmAM tatpara, upazAMta, jJAnAdi guNothI bhAvitAtmA ane jitendriya sAdhu svayaM saMsAra-samudrathI tarelo che ane bIjAne tAravAne samartha che. kriyAvirahitaM hanta, jJAnamAtramanarthakam / gatiM vinA pathajJo'pi nApnoti puramIpsitam ||2|| (2) hanta-kheda sUcaka avyaya (khedanI vAta che ke-) yiAvirati-kriyA vinAnuM jJAnam ekaluM jJAna anartha-nirarthaka che. ti-cAlavAnI kriyA vinA-vinA pathajJa:-mArgano jANanAra avi-paNa rUpsitam-Icchita purasnagarane Apnoti-prApta karato 7-nathI. (2) kriyArahita ekaluM jJAna (mokSaphaLa meLavavA mATe) nirarthaka che. mArgano jANakAra paNa cAlavAnI kriyA vinA Icchita zahe2mAM pahoMcato nathI.1 1. a.sA. adhyAtma svarUpa adhikAra ane yoga adhikAra. pU.zrI upAdhyAyajI mahArAja kRta zrI sImaMdhara svAmInA savAso gAthAnA stavananI pAMcamI DhALa, a.u.a. 3 ga3. 13thI 18, zA. samu. gA. 679thI 691, a.kalpa. a. 8 gA. 9, u.mA. gA. 425-426, vi.A.bhA.gA. 1126 vagere jJAnakriyA prakaraNa tathA 1593mI gAthA, sa.tarka kA. 3 gA. 68, uttarA0 a.21 gA. 27. ***********im 265 THIS!!! T & CULL(LOWTPS UPYOG zabda nimite

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svAnukUlAM kriyAM kAle, jJAnapUrNo'pyapekSate / prIpaH svapravAzo'pi tainapUrvAvi yathA ||3|| (3) yathA-jema pravIpa:-dIvo svaprAjJa-pote prakAzarUpe (che, to) anna-paNa taitapUrvAtiM -tela pUravA vagerenI (apekSA rAkhe che tema) jJAnapUrkha:- jJAnathI paripUrNa pUrNajJAnI api-paNa jAte-avasare svAnuchUtAM-svabhAvane anukUla jiyAM-kriyAnI apekSatte-apekSA rAkhe che. (3) jema dIpaka svayaM svaprakAza rUpa hovA chatAM, tela pUravA Adi kriyAnI apekSA rAkhe che, tema pUrNa jJAnI paNa avasare svabhAva rUpa kAryane anukUla kriyAnI apekSA rAkhe che. 1 1 1. bAhrabhAvaM puruskRtya, ye kriyAM vyavahArataH / vane vanakSepaM, vinA te tRSiAkSiLaH IIII - (4) ke- jeo bAhyamAvaM-bAhya bhAvane puraskRtya- AgaLa karIne vyavahArataH-vyavahArathI yiAM-kriyAno niSedha kare che te-teo vatte-moDhAmAM jaivatakSepaM-koLiyo nAkhyA vinA-vinA tRptiAkSaLa:-tRptine IcchanArA che. (4) jeo bAhyabhAvane AgaLa karIne vyavahArathI kriyAno niSedha kare che teo mukhamAM koLiyo nAkhyA vinA tRpti Icche che. GAI sAra- AvazyakAdi kriyAo karavI e to bAhyabhAva che. mukti bAhyabhAvathI na thAya, kiMtu aMtaranA pariNAmathI thAya. AthI mukti meLavavA bAhya kriyAonI jarUra nathI ema kahIne kriyAono niSedha karanArAo mukhamAM koLiyo nAkhyA vinA tRpti IcchanArA che. jema mukhamAM koLiyo nAkhyA vinA tRpti na thAya tema AvazyakAdi kriyAo vinA paNa mokSa na thAya. ahIM yiAM vyavahArataH- evA pAThanA sthAne yiAvyavahArata:- evo samasta pATha paNa jovA maLe che. A pAThanA AdhAre AvazyakAdi kriyAnA vyavahArathI= AcaraNathI bAhyabhAvane= puNyabaMdhathI thatA devalokAdi sukhane AgaLa karIne jeo kriyAno niSedha kare che teo mukhamAM koLiyo nAkhyA vinA tRpti IcchanArA che." evo artha thAya. a.upa. a. 3 gA. 33 thI 37. TI TRUS BISLA A kSaNa mAMya chAMvala DhAMkaNa aia asi 266 * 1 TA nAjha sADA BA BRIJE sAvaraka

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tAtparya : AvazyakAdi kriyAothI puNyabaMdha thAya che. AthI AtmA karmothI chUTavAne badale baMdhAya che. nija zuddha AtmAmAM lIna rahevAthI ja AtmA karmothI chUTe che...Ama kahIne AvazyakAdi kriyAono niSedha karanArAo mukhamAM koLiyo nAkhyA vinA tRpti Icche che. guNavadbahumAnAde-rnityasmRtyA ca satkriyA / jAtaM na pAtayebhdAva-majAtaM janayedapi ||5|| (6) muLava -bahumAnAve:-guNijananA bahumAna vagerethI 7-ane nityasmRtyAvratAdinA haMmezA smaraNathI sayiA-zubha kriyA nAta-utpanna thayelA mAnaMbhAvane na-na pAtayet -pADe (ane) anAtaM-nahi utpanna thayelA bhAvane attipaNa nanaye-utpanna kare. (5) adhika guNavaMtano bahumAna vagerethI ane lIdhelA niyamonA nitya smaraNathI zubhakriyA utpanna thayelA zubhabhAvane na pADe ane nahi utpanna thayelA bhAvane utpanna kare.1 Adi zabdathI pApanI jugupsA, aticAronI AlocanA, deva-gurunI bhakti ane uttaraguNanI zraddhAnuM grahaNa karavuM. uttaraguNanI zraddhA eTale uttaraguNanI IcchA samyaktvanI prApti thaI hoya to aNuvrata vagerenI IcchA rAkhavI, aNuvratano svIkAra karyo hoya to mahAvratonI IcchA rAkhavI ema maLelA guNothI u52nA guNonI IcchA uttaraguNa zraddhA che. 1. kSAyopazamike bhAve, yA kriyA kriyate tayA / patitasyApi tadbhAva-pravRddhirjAyate punaH ||6| (6) kSAyopazamio-kSAyopamika bhAve-bhAvamAM yA-je yiA-tapa-saMyamane anukUla kriyA yite-karAya che. tayA-te kriyAthI patitasya-paDI gayelAne pipaNa puna:-pharIthI tadrAvapravRddhi:-kriyAnA bhAvanI vRddhi gAyate- thAya che. (6) kSAyopazamika bhAvamAM karavAmAM AvatI kriyAthI zubhabhAvathI paDI gayelA paNa zubhabhAvanI pharI vRddhi thAya che. arthAt jenA zubha bhAvo maMda zrA.dha.vi.gA. 7 thI 10, paMcA. 1 gA. 35thI 38, dha.bi. a.3 sU. 28. As KELETON ANY OF MOD_C_News_is_s." - 6 267 FAITHTH = AHIN 222222220 janu Yati ima - Yamini

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paDI gayA che tenA paNa zubha bhAvo lAyopathamika bhAvathI kriyA karatAM karatAM vadhe che ane jenA zubhabhAvo maMda paDyA nathI tenA zubhabhAvo kriyA karatAM karatAM adhika vadhe che athavA sthira rahe che. Aja vAta have pachInA zlokamAM kahI che.' guNavRddhayai tataH kuryAt, kriyAmaskhalanAya vA / ekaM tu saMyamasthAnaM, jinAnAmavatiSThate ||7|| (7) tatta:-tethI guNavRddharya-guNanI vRddhi mATe vA-athavA ravRtanA-nahi paDavA mATe jiyAM-kriyA kare , -eka saMyamasthAnaM-saMyamanuM sthAnaka tu-to ninAnAmU-kevalajJAnIone gavatiete-rahe che. (7) (kSAyopathamika bhAvanI kriyAmAM zubha bhAvone vadhAravAno ane sthira rAkhavAno guNa che.) AthI guNanI vRddhi mATe athavA sthiratA mATe kriyA karavI joIe. eka ja saMyamasthAna to kevalajJAnIne ja rahe che. kevalajJAnInA pariNAmo eka sarakhA rahetA hovAthI temane AvazyakAdi kriyAnI jarUra nathI. paNa kevalajJAnI sivAya bIjAonA pariNAmanI hAni-vRddhi thayA kare che. AthI temane sArA pariNAmanI rakSA ane vRddhi mATe AvazyakAdi kriyAnI jarUra che. vaco'nuSTAnato'saGgA, kriyA saGgatimaGgati / seyaM jJAnakriyA'bheda-bhUmirAnandapicchalA ||8|| (8) vavoDanunati:-vacanAnuSThAnathI mA-nirvikalpa samAdhi rUpa asaMga ziyA-kriyA saMti-yogyatAne pati-pAme che. sAte rUrya-A (asaMga kriyA) jJAkiyADakhepUti:-jJAna ane kriyAnI abhedabhUmi ekatArUpi che, (ane) mAnapicchanA-AtmAnA AnaMdathI bhIMjAyelI che. (8) vacanAnuSThAnathI nirvikalpa samAdhi rUpa asaMga kriyAmAM saMgatine yogyatAne pAme che, arthAtu vacanAnuSThAnathI anukrame asaMgakriyA siddha thAya che. te A (asaMgakriyA) jJAnakriyAnI abhedabhUmikA che. kAraNa ke 1. paMcA. 3 gA. 24, u. 5.gA. 391 saTIka. dai aaii Yaad a as ayiiial s8 rana Yaad Raisi Yaad tasia

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asaMgabhAva rUpa kriyA zuddhopayogarUpa jJAna ane zuddhavarSollAsa rUpa kriyA sAthe tAdAbhya ekarUpatA dhAraNa kare che. tathA te asaMgakriyA svAbhAvika AnaMda rUpa amRtarasathI bhijAyelI che. 1 guMDAnI bhayaMkaratA samajAya to polIsanI garaja jAge.... roganI nukasAnI dekhAya to koI sArA DokTaranI tAlAvelI jAge... AganI honArata najara sAme taravare to baMbAvALAnI AturatA Ave... basa... tevI ja rIte saguNa.... sati .... sadaguru.... zAsana... saMghanI garaja jema prabaLa bane tema aticAra... ghAlamela... goTALA ravAnA thAya. A anuvAdamAM AdhArabhUta bAlAvabodhayukta jJAnasAranI hastalikhita baMne pratomAM tathA mudrita baMne pratomAM sara kriyA satata evo pATha che. e ja pATha ThIka lAge che. kAraNa ke seya (zA caM) pada asaMgakriyA mATe vaparAyo che. jo rasa kriyA ema prathama vibhaktivALo ane (kSati pada sAthe) asamasta pATha na hoya to evaM padathI prakriyAno parAmarza na thaI zake. mudrita pustakomAM sakriya saMta evo pATha che. jo ke, baMne pATha pramANe bhAva to eka ja nIkaLe che. paNa upara kahyuM tema karana kriyA evo pATha ThIka lAge che. statistinYmi#insta #traitiatiTwitter SS FeedxYtitatistiits situated iY tireditix

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jyiAno yoga... teno prayoga... aMte upayoga zubha bhAvanI vRddhi mATe zubha kriyA jarUrI che. 0 saMbaMdhane bAMdhatA varSo lAge che paNa bagaDatA vAra lAgatI nathI tema bhAvane jAmatA vAra lAge che paNa bhAvane paDatA vAra lAgatI nathI. mATe manane haMmezA zubha kriyAmAM joDeluM rAkhavuM joIe. kriyAmAM jeTalo upayoga prabaLa bane eTalo karmakSaya sabaLa bane che. saMvaramAMthI AzravamAM javAnuM thAya tyAre jene duHkha lAge tenuM nAma zrAvaka. tame jemAM UMDA utaro e tamArAmAM UDuM utare. bhautika pAtra ke padArthamAM UMDA utarazo to duHkha vadhaze. mANasane sukhI karavAnI tAkAta koInIya nathI sivAya potAnI samaja. eka lAkha maMda mithyASTi AtmAo zubhakriyA dvArA jeTaluM puNya meLave teTaluM puNya samakita daSTi AtmA kSaNavAramAM paramAtmAnI pUjAnI kriyAthI meLave. upAdhyAyazrI yazovijayajI mahArAja "kriyASTakamAM kriyAnuM mahatva samajAvI rahyA che. guNanI vRddhi mATe ane doSanA ghaTADA mATe kriyAo avazya karavI joIe. prabhunA mArgamAM AgaLa vadhavA mATe zubha kriyAo jarUrI che. kevaLajJAnIo kriyA na kare to cAle kAraNa temane apratipAti kevaLajJAna hovAthI temanA bhAvo paDatA nathI. chamastha avasthAmAM bhAvo paDI jAya che. zubha bhAvonI vRddhi mATe chabastha evA ApaNane avazya kriyAo karavI joIe. kriyAmAM pramAda AvI jAya to AtmA nIce paTakAI paDe che. zubha kriyAonA yogamAM satata lAgI javAnuM che. manane parovI rAkhavAnuM che. eka makAna banAvavAmAM keTalI muzkelI che. samaya paNa khAsso lAgI jAya paNa e ja makAnane toDavuM hoya to? ApaNane koI vyakti sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhatA kadAca varSo lAge paNa e saMbaMdha kayAreka ghaDInA chaThThA

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bhAgamAM tUTI jAya che. azubhamAM jatA A manane rokavA satata zubha kriyAyogamAM joDAyelA raho. eka divasa cokkasa bhAvane kheMcI lAvaze. kUvAnA kAMThA para vAraMvAra ghasAtuM doraDuM to ghasAI jAya paNa kUvAno kAMTho paNa ghasAI ja jAya che. kriyAtmaka mArga mahAna che. AgaLa vadhatA rahIzuM to Aje nahi to kAle sAcI kriyA mArga hAtha AvI jaze. sAcA kriyA mArga mATe zubhakriyAnI jarUra che. zubhakriyAno upayoga jarUrI che. zubhabhAvomAM AgaLa vadhIzuM to karmakSaya cokkasa thaze. zubhakriyA karatA kriyAmAM bhAva vijaLInI jema jhabakI jaze to paNa kAma thaI jaze. prasannacaMdranA bhAI valkalacirInA kevaLa jJAnanuM kAraNa zuM? nAnakaDI kriyAe pAmyA pariNAma. saMnyAsI valkalacirI vanamAM potAnA khAvA mATenA jUnA vAsaNonI dhULa sApha kare che... sApha karatA karatA mana ciMtananA cakarAve caDyuM. AvuM meM kayAMka karyuM che? Avo vicAra kayAre Avyo? poMjavAnI kriyA karI tyAre ne? vicAramAM tallIna banAvavAnuM kAma paNa kriyAeja karAvyuM ne? je vicAramAM tame UMDA utaro e vicAra tamArAmAM UDe utare. jJAnIo jaNAve che ke prArA-padArtha ane paristhitinA vicAramAM UMDuM utaravA jevuM nathI. enAmAM UMDA utaravAthI parezAnIoja vadhe che. aMte jIva svayaM duHkhI thAya che. valkalacirIne pUrvabhavanA saMskAra yAda AvatAM ja jAtismaraNa jJAna thAya che. valkalacirI tApasa vicAre che ke pUrvabhavamAM huM sAdhu hato pAtra paDilehaNA huM A rIte karato hato. tame vAsaNa sApha karo ane sAdhu pAtrA sApha kare bannemAM pharaka che. sAdhunI kriyAmAM jayaNAnA bhAva che. tame kapaDA dhuo ane sAdhu kApa kADhe. kriyA ekanI ekaja chatAM bhAvamAM pharaka thaI jAya. Aje paNa sUratanA bAbulanAthamAM eka sukhI saMpanna zrAvaka Aje paNa bAtharUmasaMDAsano upayoga nathI karatA. kriyA sarakhI paNa bhAvamAM taratamatA AvI jAya. pAtrA pUMjatA jAtismaraNa jJAna thaI gayuM. tApasane aphasosa thAya che sAdhu banIne huM upara caDavAne badale huM nIce utaryo. ApaNane paNa Avo aphasosa thavo joIe. upAzrayamAMthI ghare javAmAM AnaMda Ave? zrAvakane saMvaramAMthI AzravamAM javuM paDe to duHkha thAya sAmAyika letA AnaMda thAya ke pAravAmAM AnaMda? eka sosAyaTImAM upAzraya hato. upAzrayanA eka sAmaNabena hatA. 1 ts s ats sta giriseva is a series |

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upAzrayanA sAmaNa kahe te pramANe thAya. sAmaNa kahe te pramANe sAdhvIjIoe karavAnuM. caumAsI pratikramaNa karavA bhegA thayA. sAmaNe kahyuM, "mahArAja! have pratikramaNa zarU karIe. sAthe sAthe kahyuM ke je utAvaLathI bolanAra hoya ene Adeza Apajo." aticArano Adeza paNa pote ja Apyo. sAdhvIjI ma, joyA kare. kazuM bolatA nathI. ajitazAMti AvI. sAmaNe kahyuM, "rAgathI na bolatA sIdhAja bolI jAo.' pratikramaNa thaI gayuM. rojano pratikramaNa bAda aDadho kalAka sAmaNa bese sAdhvIjI ma. pAse ane alakamalakanI vAto kare. pratikramaNa pachI saMsAranI vAto karavI hoya to tyAgIo pAse besatA nahIM. saMvaranA sthAnane abhaDAvavAnuM kAma na karatA. Aje to pratikramaNa bAda tarata sAmaNa cAlyA gayA. bIje divase sAdhvIjIe sAmaNane prazna pUchyo ke kAle pratikSmaNa pachI tarata kema cAlyA gayA? sAmaNe kahyuM, "e to gaI kAle TI.vI. upara citrahArano kAryakrama hato. eTale sUtro paNa jaldI pUrA karAvyA." AzravamAMthI saMvaramAM javA maLe to kharekhara! AnaMda thavo joIe. ApaNI kevI viSama paristhiti che. saMvaramAM rahyuM chate AzravanA daravAjA chUTatA nathI. eka pratikramaNano lAbha keTalo? pratikramaNano upadeza Ape tene 10 hajAra gAyonuM eka gokuLa evA 10 hajAra gokuLonuM dAna ApatA je puNya baMdhAya teTaluM puNya mAtra eka pratikramaNa karavAno upadeza Ape tene maLe. IriyAvahI karatA keTalo lAbha maLe? jJAnIo jaNAve che ke 500 dhanuSya pramANanI 28 hajAra navI pratimA banAve tene je puNya maLe teTaluM puNya eka IriyAvahI karatA thAya. paMcAzaka jevA dharmagraMtha vAMco to khyAla Ave. jAvaDa zAhe siddhagirino saMgha kaDhAvyo. enA mULa kAraNamAM vajasvAmI bhagavAna beThA che. vajasvAmIjI pAse eka divasa acAnaka divyaprakAza thayo. eka daivI puruSa pragaTa thaI kahevA lAgyo ke oLakhyo mane? vajasvAmIjI pUche che ke tuM koNa che? daivI deve javAba Apyo ke sAheba ApanuM huM sevaka deva thayo chuM e daivanI sahAyathI siddhagirino saMgha karAvyo. sAthe e tIrthano uddhAra karAvyo. vajasvAmIjInuM jIvana romAMcanuM che. vajasvAmIno janma thayo tyAre enA suMdara svarUpane joI AjubAjuvALI paDozI strIo eka bIjAne kahevA lAgI ke atyAre enA pitA hota to jarUra mahotsava karAvata paNa e to dIkSA laI gayA. bahenonA bolavAthIja ApaNane vajasvAmI maLyA. sTIone vAto karavAno svabhAva hoya che. eka bena DaoNkaTara pAse AvIne kahyuM ke mArA pati rAtanA bahu bole che. kAMIka davA Apo. DaoNkaTare jaya jaNA 272 vijJAna jAthA aa Baa N BRRRIEtta Eta Y atti - JaiBY hAMpanA kAraNa Y r

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kahyuM ke tamArA patine tame divase bolavAnI taka Apo badhuM sAruM thaI jaze... janmatAnI sAthe ja "dIkSA' zabda saMbhaLAyo. nAnakaDA vajasvAmI, e zabdathI jAtismaraNa jJAna pAme che. enA manamAM thAya che ke mArA pitAe dIkSA lIdhI to mAre paNa dIkSA levI che. mane dIkSA zI rIte maLe? jenI jarUra UbhI thAya tenI zodha zarU thAya. pANInI tarasa to pagalA pANiyArA tarapha, bhUkha lAge to gati rasoDA tarapha... pravacananI rUci pragaTI to pragati upAzraya tarapha. rUci pramANe pagalA maMDAya che. abhilASA e prakRtino praveza dvAra che. jevI tamArI abhilASA tevAM tamArA pagalA. vajakumAre dIkSAnI abhilASA karI ane mAtAno rAga toDavAnA pagalA bharyA. sunaMdA Ave ne raDavA mAMDe. Akho divasa raDayA ja kare. Akhare sunaMdA kaMTALI gaI. hara sukhanI sAthe duHkha joDAyeluM ja che. eka zeTha hatA. jarA takalIpha thAya ne moDhuM caDAvI de. patnIe pUchyuM zuM thayuM? zeThe javAba Apyo kAMI nahI. zeThANI bhAre pativratA che. Agraha karIne pUche che zeTha javAba Ape che ke A AkhI roTalI khAvAnI keTalI takalIpha thAya che. zeThANI kahe che kAlathI TukaDA karI ApIza. 2 thI 4 divasa pachI pharI zeTha udAsa thaI jatAM zeThANIe pUchatAM zeThe kahyuM roTalInA TukaDA moDhAmAM nAkhatAM kaMTALo Ave che zeThANIe kahyuM ke havethI huM moDhAmAM nAkhI ApIza. zeTha ATha divasa rAjI rahyA pachI pAchA nArAja zeThANIe pUchyuM vaLI zuM thayuM? zeThe kahyuM badhuM tuM karI Ape che paNa cAvavuM to mAre paDe che. zeThANIe kahyuM e tAkAta mArI nathI. khuda bhagavAna paNa ApaNane sukhI na karI zake. sukhI thavuM hoya to jAta mahenata jhIMdAbAda. sukha duHkhanA kAraNe ApaNe poteja chIe. ApaNe pote ja potAnI manovRttithI sukhadu:kha pAmIe chIe ATaluM gaNita ApaNane samajAI javuM joIe. sunaMdA kaMTALI gaI. te bolavA lAgI bApa Ave tyAre ApI dauM. prema hoya tyAM paththara paNa bolatA lAge ane prema na hoya to mA-bApa paNa mUMgA lAge. Ajano mAnavI badhAne sAcavI zake che, mA-bApane sAcavI zakato nathI. saMskArI mANasa pAse zrImaMtAI Ave tyAre saMgha, 99 yAtrA vagere karAve. kusaMskArI pAse lakSmI vadhe tyAre enA ghare borDa lAgI jAya "kUtarAthI sAvadhAna." vajasvAmInA pitAjI Aje gAma padhAryA che. raDavAnuM baMdha nathI karatA tyAre sunaMdA kaMTALI gaI. basa Aje A rotala bALakane enA pitAne soMpI daIza. pitAjI mahArAja gocarI #t s t atest Estate ext = = ra 73 kiss tarted its results is f aizarrett

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vahorAvavA nIkaLe che. gurU ma. kahe che Aje sacitta-acitta je kAMI maLe te laI Avajo. pitAjI mahArAja vahorAvavA ghera ghera jAya che. sunaMdAne tyAM vahorAvavA jAya che tyAre sunaMdAe vajane jhoLImAM vahorAvI dIdho. pAMca jaNAnI sAkSImAM e bALakane vahorI upAzrayamAM AvyA. A vajakumAra 11 aMga kevI rIte bhaNyo te AgaLa joIzuM. satata zubhakriyAno yoga pakaDI rAkhavA jevuM che. ja pravacana prasAdI - koIkane upayogI banavuM e yogI na banyAnuM prAyazcita che. sahu upara vhAla e ja vazIkaraNa che. sahunA mATe karI chUTavuM e ja kAmaNa che. graha karatA anugraha caDe che. AkAza karatA AzIrvAda caDe che. ciMtA mANasane caMcaLa banAve ciMtA mANasane nirbaLa banAve ciMtA mANasane niSphaLa banAve. nabaLA, nakAmA, nirarthaka ane nukasAnakArI dravyonuM dAna kyAreya na karazo. vastu mATeno haThAgraha, vyakti mATeno kadAgraha ane vicAra mATenA pUrvagrahathI bacajo. rAjakAraNamAM kAMsakAMThaYkalAka maa NadhAdiwasi as a Y as a

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rUci pravRttine lAve pachI pariNAma dekhADe * * * * ** sa * ApaNA sukha duHkhanuM bIja che ka. vyakti, e sukha duHkhanA nimitta mAtra che bAkI asAdhAraNa kAraNa che jAtanA karma. tIra nahiM paNa tIra pheMkanAra gunegAra, tema nimitta nahiM paNa kAraNarUpa karma javAbadAra che. nimitta upara rAga-dveSa karavA te zvAna vRtti, karmarUpa kAraNane toDavAno purUSArtha che e siMhavRtti. bhegA rahIne AnaMda meLavavo e snehadRSTi ane ekalA rahIne AnaMda meLavavo e tatvadaSTi. tatvadaeNSTi rAganA tophAna dUra kare snehadRSTi dveSanA tophAna zAMta kare. kAM tame sAdhu bano athavA sAdhu bhagavaMtanI joradAra anumodanA karo. zaktinA kALamAM jene kriyAno dharma na game ene azaktinA kALamAM manano dharma na game. na dhanavAna banavAnI rUci kadAca dhanavAna na banAve paNa guNavAna banavAnI rUci to guNavAna banAvyA vinA na rahe. manaHsthiti ane paristhitinI sAcI samaja ApI rahelA upAdhyAyajI mahArAja jaNAve che ke jagatamAM game tevA jhaMjhAvAto Ave toya bhItarI amIrAtamAM oTa na ANazo. suvAsa e puSpanI nizAnI che. tejakiraNa e prakAzanI nizAnI che. phaLa-phUlanA mULamAM bIja hoya che. bIja vagara phaLa-phUla zakya nathI. ApaNe je sukhaduHkha pAmIe chIe emAM paNa bIja samAyuM che. sAmAnyathI sukhaduHkha ApaNI vicAraNA para nirbhara che. koIno svabhAva ke vANI barAbara na hoya to gharamAM takalIpha thAya che. ApaNI nirAzA ke becenImAM koI vyakti nimitta bane che. sukhaduHkha ApanAra vyakti to nimittamAtra che. mULakAraNa zuM? mULakAraNa che ekaja. e che ApaNA potAnA karyo. jJAnI bhagavaMto A dRSTinA vikAsa dvArA sAcI zubha kriyAnuM adhiSThAna karavAnI vAta karI rahyA che. ApaNI dRSTi siMha jevI hovI E_KET |AR AGO !!!FERE!. 275 ULT_TEN TO THE GA}{T YiYi A size siYmi

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joIe, zvAna jevI nahi. siMha upara koI tIra choDe to te tIrane nahIM tIra choDanAra koNa che najara enI upara nAMkhaze. jayAre zvAna tIrane ja karaDavA doDaze. jina tattva kahe che nimitta para rAga-dveSa karavA te sthAna daSTi che ane karmarUpa kAraNane toDavAno puruSArtha karanAra e siMhadaSTi che. tIra gunegAra nathI. nizAnebAja gunegAra che. karmo karanAra koNa? ApaNe ja. nimitte kAraNathI citta vicalIta thatAM thokabaMdha karma baMdhAya che. jJAnI bhagavaMta jagatane duzamana nathI mAnatA, karmane ja duzmana mAne che. mAjI kahe che mArA gharamAM mane ghaDInuMya sukha nathI kAraNa ke dIkaro ane vahu barAbara nathI. karmo barAbara hoya to badhuM ja barAbara. mULa vAMka kono ? karmono... - eka bena potAnA dIkarAne tAva AvatA davAkhAne davA levA gayA. DaoNkaTare bALakane iMjekazana ApyuM. bALaka traNa kalAkamAM marI gayo. AjubAjuvALA paDozI DaoNkaTara pAse jaI dhamAla karavA lAgyA. game tema bolavA lAgyA. pelA bene badhAja paDozIone aTakAvatA kahyuM, "bALaka kaMI IjaMkazanathI nathI maryo, AyuSya ja alpa hatuM." AvA avasare manane samaja ApI samabhAvamAM rahevuM sAdhu mATe paNa kaThina che. bALakanA maraNamAM AyuSya ja alpa hatuM to DaoNkaTara zuM kare ? tatvadRSTino ughADa thAya che tyAre vicAro palaTAI jAya che. - eka sAthe sulasAnA 32 putronA maraNa thayA che chatAM sulatAnI svasthatA kevI gajabanI che. tatvadaSTi nathI ughaDatI tyAM sthAna UMcuM hovA chatAM dhyAna nIcuM rahe che. tatvadaSTinA ughADavAro jIva saMsArI chatAM sAdhu jevo che. rAga-dveSa ene sparzatA nathI. aviratinA ghora pApo cAlu hovAthI sAdhu na kahI zakAya. jyAre paNa nATakamAM sAdhu-sAdhvIjInA veza dhAraNa karIne nATaka na bhajavavA. ekavAra veSa paheryo pachI na utare. bhavAIyAe udayanamaMtrI mATe sAdhuno veza lIdho to e naTa bhavAIyAe veza na utAryo. A paramAtmAnA pavitra veza mATe kayAreya paNa nIcuM na bolavuM. mayaNAnA jIvanamAM tatvadaSTino kevo ughADa hato? vartamAna jIvanamAM snehadRSTino prathama ughADa thaze to paNa kAma thaI jaze. gharanA kalezo dUra thaI jaze. bhegA rahIne AnaMda meLavavo enuM nAma sneha daSTi ekalA rahIne AnaMda meLavavuM enuM nAma tatvadeSTi, ekAMtamAM yogIne to rAma maLavAnA. jayAre bhogIne to ekAMtamAM kAma jaDavAno. tatvadRSTinA ughADa vinA ekAMta ke anekAMta banne nakAmAM. kAma karI zakAya chaiA dAdA kAkA

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700 koDhiyAo bhegA rahI zake ane joDiyAbhAI sAthe na rahI zake enuM kAraNa zuM? snehadRSTino abhAva. tattvadRSTinA ughADa mATe 12 bhAvanAonuM ciMtana-manana ka2vA jevuM che. hamaNAM ghaNAM bolatA haze ke pAlItANAmAM to cotho Aro vartAya che. pramoda daSTi vinAno bolaze ke Ama badhuM to ThIka paNa saMghavI jarA lobhIyA che. tame jenI sAme laDI nathI zakatA tenI tame IrSyA karo cho. adekhAIne TALavA pramodabhAva che. pramoda bhAvano bhayaMkara zatru che IrSyAbhAva. snehadRSTinA ughADathI ghaNo lAbha thaze. yogadRSTi to ghaNI AgaLanI vAta che paNa jIvanamAM prasaMge prasaMge samajadaSTino ughADa karatA zIkho. zrIpAla mayaNAne kahe che 'kAkasya kaMThe kRtra ratnamAlAM...' A koThiyAnA saMgathI tArA kaMcanavarNo deha rogiSTa thaze. hajI tuM tArI mA pAse jA.. tyAre mayaNAe tattvadRSTisabhara javAba Ape che. 'svAmi! INa vacane jIva jAya...' kRpA karo! AvA vacana na kaho mArA jIvananA tamAma koDa tamArA saMge ja pUrA thaze. A dezanI saMskRti kevI mahAna hatI. pati eja paramezvara. khAnadAnI paNa kevI? amadAvAdamAM eka bena eka prajJAcakSu bhAIne vyAkhyAna pratikramaNamAM hAtha pakaDIne laI Ave. emane yogya sthAne besADe. emane besavA uThavAmAM koI takalIpha na thAya evI jagyAe kaTAsaNuM bichAve. bena cokkasa samaya thatAM emane laI jAya. koI bhAIe bIjAne pUchyuM A bena emane laI Ave, laI jAya te koNa che? e bhAIe javAba Apyo ke emanA dharmapatnI che. AvuM sAMbhaLyA pachI ApaNe zuM kalpanA karIe. e bhAIe pUchyuM. lagna pachI emanI AMkha cAlI gaI haze ne? e bhAIe javAba Apyo pahelethI ja A bhAI prajJAcakSu che. ApaNA manamAM tarata vicAra AvI jAya ke A bAInA mAtA-pitA paisAnI lAlacamAM kadAca aMdha sAthe dIkarIne vaLAvI haze? e bhAIe javAba Apyo ke e bena sukhI saMpanna zrImaMta dharanA dIkarI che. bannee potAnI IcchAthIja lagna karyA che. bhAInA pUNya joradAra che khUba suMdara ArAdhanA karAve che. AjanI jIMdagI kevI che? jiMdagI to jANe ramata che. pahelI miniTamAM paraNavuM ane bIjI miniTamAM chUTA thavuM e morDana lAIpha. mAtra lagnanI bAbatamAM ja nahiM paNa dIkSAne paNa 2mata samajI levAI che. ThAThamAThathI dIkSita bane ane najIvA kAraNasara gharabhegA thaI jAya... tatvadRSTino ughADa thAya to beDo pAra thaI _____ __EE! ~ 277 _is_MON_CE (28) STATUS_4__d_!$!# $ !AC 203523631213208062020806205 205 205 205 205 2153215 | Nastys_M_AM| C!AL)BN! E!_*_* *_

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jAya. snehadRSTi khIlaze to saMsArapaNa ujaLo banaze... rAga-dveSanI mAtrA ghaTADavAnI satata zubhakriyA karatA rahevAnI che. zaktinA kALamAM satata dharmakriyA karI lo. azaktinA kALamAM ArAdhanAnA pariNAmono lAbha maLaze. mAnava jIvanamAM mahatvanA be kAmo che. (1) svayaM bhavasAgara taravo (2) bIjAne tAravA. je samyapha jJAnavALA che, kriyAmAM tatpara che. upazamabhAvavALA che, aMtarathI bhAvita thayelA che vaLI jitendriya che. jJAnI ene kahevAya je jJAna ApavA taiyAra hoya, je pravRttino dharma karavA taiyAra nathI tene jJAnI na kahevAya. sakala jagata te eThavata, bAkI svapra samAna te kahIe jJAnI dazA, bAkI vAcA jJAna jJAnanI jANakArI prApta karo, jJAnanI mAhitI meLavI lo e jJAnane samajavAnI buddhi samyak karo. eTale DahApaNa hovuM jarUrI che. Aje jeTalI samaja che e eTalI pravRtti keTalI? zubhakriyAne pariNAma rUpa banAvavA rUcinuM nirmANa karo. pU. haribhadrasUrijI ma. jaNAve che "jJAnaMsya phalaM rUci' virati ekAda kSetromAM Ave che jayAre rUci sarva kSetramAM Ave che. jayAM tAkAta hoya tyAM virati laI Avo ane jayAM tAkAta nathI tyAM rUci pragaTAvI che. devalokanA devatAo mATe rUcino dharma che. manuSyanA bhavamAM viratino dharma sulabha che. je gatimAM je sulabha hoya te na kare te bhavAMtaramAM joradAra aMtarAya karma bAMdhe che. eka vAta samajI rAkhazo ke karoDapati banavAnI rUci hoya te kadAca saphaLa na thAya paNa guNavAna banavAnI rUci bhUlecUke niSphaLa na jAya. eka bAbata noMdhI rAkhajo ArAdhanA kare tenI to sadgati thAya paNa ArAdhanA game tenI paNa sadgati nakkI ja thAya. ArAdhanA to jarUra karo paNa ArAdhanAne gamADatA jAo. sAcI rUci pravRtti karAvyA vagara na rahe. pahelA bhUkha pachI bhojana pahelA tarasa pachI pANI bhagavAna paNa kahe che pahelA bhAvanA, pachI sAdhanA. dAna nathI karatA tenI vedanA satAve che ke dAna nathI gamatuM tenI vedanA che? anIti nathI ja gamatI ema ApaNe kahI zakIzuM kharA? badhAja jtArA pakSa YlavAsaNA che. jene $ well as ya tinYESTEREIGNyAMaiiiiiiia

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padArthomAM arUci ja kAraNa che. A janmamAM kriyA dvArA rUci evI keLavI lo ke zubha pravRtti satata thayA ja kare, dAna, zIla, tapa ane bhAva dharmanI rUci nirmANa karo. * 7 varSanA nAnakaDA paMkhilane laIne eka bena mahArAja sAhebane kahevA AvyA. sAheba! A chokarAne samajAvo. vaizAkha mAsanI kALajhALa garamI che. ene vardhamAna tapano pAyo nAkhavo che. tapa karavAnI nA nathI paNa pAyo dIvALI vekezanamAM kare. tyAre ThaMDaka haze tapa zarU kare eno vAMdho nathI paNa vacce aTakavo na joIe. ApaNe ja ApaNane pUchI juo duHkhanI ciMtA che ke pApa na thaI jAya tenI ciMtA che? derAsaramAM ke upAzrayamAM ApaNe puNya-pApanI vAto karIe chIe paNa bahAra nIkaLyA pachI sukha du:khanA cakarAvAmAM paDI jaIe chIe e ApaNI kamajorI che. parivAra duHkhI na thAya enI ciMtA karI paNa mAro parivAra pApI na thAya tenI ciMtA karI? pitA potAnA putranA sukhanI ciMtA kare, jayAre gurU potAnAM ziSyanA pApanI ciMtA kare. prabhu kahI rahyA che duHkhane veThIne paNa pApathI bacajo. baLadanA gaLA para charI calAvI kasAI eno phakta ekaja bhava bagADe che jayAre jene dharma para rAga hoya tene te karato aTakAvIne dIkarAnA janamojanama tenA mA-bApa bagADe che. mahArAja sAhebe dIkarAne samajAvyo, "hamaNAM nahiM Aso mahinAmAM karaje." paMkhila mAnI gayo. pAcho potAnA parivAra sAthe Aso mAsamAM Avyo. gharanA badhA ja sAthe AvelA. enI mammIe kahyuM sAheba! A vakhate to have jIde caDyo che. have ene aTakAvavAnI amArI tAkAta nathI ane have aTakAvavuM paNa nathI. paNa eka vAta che amane badhAne pratijJA Apo paMkhila vardhamAna tapano pAyo nAMkhe che. divALInA divaso che badhAnA ghare bane tema amArA ghare paNa mIThAI, pharasANa bane ane ghare jamavAnA bhANAmAM mIThAI pharasANa ja pIrasAya. sAheba! mana to nimittavAsI che. enA pariNAma TakAvavA ane mIThAI-pharasANanA tyAganA paccakhkhANa ApI do. eno tapa sukharUpa thAya tyAM sudhI amane pratijJA Apo. nAnakaDA bALake svIkArI virati ane parivAre svIkAryo tyAga. dharmaratna prakaraNa graMthamAM pUjyapAdu zAMtisUrijI mahArAjAe lakhyuM che ke bAjumAM rahenAra jo tamAro dharma karavA taiyAra thAya to tene dharma karavA anukULatA karI Ape te dharmI banavAnI bhUmikA che. a ways t a Editi Y ries and stars is at r a 279 in kA 2.79 is a siawAkAjAmAjAnA EngliANApamAna zaYzArA karAzaYcAMdA pAka Jain

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* boraDImAM caMpakabhAI punamiyAno parivAra che. emanA ghare lagna mATenI corI nathI baMdhAI. badhA cAritranA mArge gayA che. emane pUchatA kAraNa jANavA maLyuM sAheba! ame badhAne e ja rIte taiyAra karIe chIe.. + eka chokarI esa.esa.sI.nI borDanI parIkSA Ape. 2/3 pepara apAyA pachI e chokarI aMtarAyamAM besI gaI. parIkSA ApavAnI nA pADe che. badhA samajAve che ke tAruM varasa bagaDaze. chokarI javAba Ape che pepara lakhIza to jJAnAvaraNIya karma baMdhAze. varasa bagaDaze te cAlaze paNa bhava bagaDavo na joIe.. A che dharmanI rUci. AryuvedamAM lakhyuM che ke lohI bhojanathI nathI banatuM paNa khAvAnI rUcinA kAraNe thAya che. ApaNI sadgati thaze te dharma karavAnA kAraNe nahi paNa dharmanI rUcinA kAraNe sadgati thaze. zreNika mahArAja eka paNa tapa karyA vinA, cAritra lIdhA vinA tIrthakara nAmakarma nikAcana karyuM zAnA kAraNe? kayA paribaLanA kAraNe? tene mahAvIra gamyA. bacAvanAruM paribaLa rUcino dharma che, pravRttino nahIM. prAraMbhika kakSAnA jIvo mATe prathama rUci che pachI pravRtti che. devacaMdra sUri mahArAje banAvelA stavanamAM lakhe che ke - bhagavAna mArI AgaLa rUci che. e rUcinI nAvaDIthI saMsAra sAgara pAra karuM to tAro bhakta sAco. kUvAmAM paDelA ghaDA ane temAM rahela pANIne bannene bAhara lAvavAnI tAkAta doraDAmAM che... rUci, e doraDA svarUpe che. e ApaNI pAse che to ApaNe rAjA chIe. kriyAnA prAraMbhe rUci bahu jarUrI che. saMyama jIvana e makAna che. mahAvrata e thAMbhalAnA sthAne che ane yati dharma e dIvAlanA sthAne che. parama gati mATe A anivArya che. rAjakAraNa mAnaY HEAR NAli Ratansinistii 280.

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* * * * * * * pagaluM eka satakriyA tarapha... zarIranA bhavo A jIvane anaMtA maLyA che eTale zarIrathI A jIva pApo paNa anaMtA AcA che. kaSTothI ApaNane bacI javuM che eTale ja sakriyAo karatA nathI ane karavA jatA ApaNe samyak phaLathI vaMcita rahI jaIe chIe. Atmadarzana pachI karajo. prathama zarIra darzana karajo zarIra parano rAga avazya tUTaze. je sAdhakane kaSTo sAthe maitrI nathI te sAdhaka sAdhanAno AnaMda mANI zakato nathI. manamAM pedA thatAM zubha ke azubha vicArone kAyamI na mAnI lezo. puNyathI maLatA tamAma lAbhonuM zubha mATe rokANa kare e jIvana jItI jAya che. kevI karUNatA che ApaNA mananI. dharmanuM phaLa ApaNane akhaMDa joIe che ane bhAvo temaja kriyAo ApaNe khaMDita karatA rahIe chIe. 'pANI meLavavA jo nadI tarapha Daga mAMDavA ja paDe che to zubha bhAvo jagADavA sakriyAo tarapha pagalA mAMDavA ja paDaze. upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAje jJAnasAra graMthanA AdhAre kriyA aSTakamAM rUcinI vAta samajAvI. rUci e pravRttinI janetA che. kriyAnI tAkAta samajAvI rahyA che. kSAyopazamika bhAvamAM je tapa/saMyamane anukULa kriyA karAya che te kriyA paDI gayelAne paNa pharIthI tenA bhAvamAM lAvI zake che. jJAnanI niSpati kevI rIte kriyA karI tenA upara AdhAra rAkhe che. duSkALanA kALamAM pANI meLavavAnI IcchA thAya ane e pANI meLavavA nadInA paTamAM khodakAma karavAnA prayatno ka2Ie to jarUrathI saphaLatA maLe. pANI meLavavA jo nadI tarapha DagalA mAMDavA ja paDe che tema zubha bhAvo jagADavA satata sankriyAo ja AcaravI paDaze. khodakAma evI jagyAe karAya jayAM pANInI zakyatA hoya.. kriyAo evI rIte karAya je bhAvonI zakyatA lAvI zake. A rosest to receY3 281 1_*_*_*_*_* *_*_*_*### RY is assi

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prathama bhAva ke kriyA? ghA satata paDe to loDhAmAMya AkAra AvI jAya. tema 100 TakA kriyA karatA rahevAthI bhAva pedA thaI ja jAya. ApaNane kAyAnA bhAva ghaNA maLyA che. ane e e kAyAnA bhAvomAM pApo paNa khUba karyA che. galata saMskAro ane jIvanA potAnA avaLA purUSArthathI pApo A kAyAthI khUba thayA che. saMskAra eTale zuM? cokkasa prakAranI vRtti enuM nAma saMskAra. tamo piksara juo cho. emAMnuM dazya kayAMthI AvyuM? projekTaranI sahAyathI paDadA upara dazya dekhAya. paDadA upara dekhAtuM dazya te kAyA ane projekTara eTale mana. mananA paDadA upara seMkaDo vakhatanI kriyAthI je taiyAra thAya te saMskAra. sanamAIkAnA Tebala upara pANI paDyuM hoya. lUMchI nAMkho to e Tebala tarata svaccha thaI jAya... anyathA pANI sukAI bhale jAya paNa eno AkAra to paDI ja gayo... pharI pANI paDe to AkAra goThavAtA ja jAya. vartamAna janmamAM pApo na karIe to sUkAI jAya. navA janmamAM pApo na thAya. ApaNane to pApanI pravRttinA saMskAra sUkAvavA che. A janme thoDIka sAvadhAnI rAkhIe pApanI pravRttio sthagita karIe. samyajJAna pariNAma pAme to pravRttio paNa samyapha banI jAya. satata zubha kriyAone pakaDI rAkho. ApaNane kriyAo gamatI kema nathI? kAraNa che ApaNane kaSTo gamatA nathI. jayAM lezamAtra paNa kaSTa na paDe te karavA ApaNe taiyAra chIe. prabhu to kahe che, dehane kaSTa ane AtmAnuM ISTa. kaSTathI bacavA jAya te kriyAthI vaMcita rahI jAya. ane je kriyAthI vaMcita rahe te tenA phaLathI paNa vaMcita rahe che. sAkara dUdhamAM nAMkhatAja te ogaLI jAya che. hakIkatamAM sAkara dUdhamAM vyApta thaI jAya che. ApaNe paNa A kriyAothI vyApta banavAnuM che. uparanA guNasthAnakavALAne kriyAnI jarUra nathI paNa nIcenA guNasthAnakavALAne to satata kriyAnI jarUra che. sAdhanA sAthe mitratA karavI che ane saphaLatA paNa meLavavI che. sAdhanAno AraMbha kriyAtmaka dharmathI zarU thAya che. kUvAmAMthI pANI kheMcatA garagaDI para nizAna paDatA jAya ane pANI kheMcavAnuM paNa saraLa banatuM jAya. pUjA-sAmAyika-pratikramaNa satata karatA rahIe to AtmA upara nizAna AkAra jarUra paDatA jAya. Aje bhale nathI gamatA paNa samaya jatA gamavA lAgaze. abhyAsa sAtatyathI paDe E E NIA GIRIJu|urlfada | Jail :- KIRY ributtisgas Y Eligiosa

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manamAM uThatA sArA-narasA vicArone kAyama na mAnI lezo. zubha vicAra Ave eTale tarata amalIkaraNa karI lejo. nabaLA vicAronA amalIkaraNane vilaMbamAM nAkhajo. mahAna AtmA ene ja kahevAya je sArA vicAro amalamAM mUke. e adhama vicArothI sAta gAu cheTe rahe. zubha mUhUrta ane zreSTha mUhUrta bannemAM zuM taphAvata? banne alaga che. prabhunA zAsanane pAmelo AtmA zreSTha nahIM paNa zubhane kendramAM rAkhe. jIvanamAM jeTalA lAbha che ene zubhamAM badalatA jAo. puNyathI maLatA lAbhonuM paNa zubhamAM rokANa karI dhanya bano. bhagavAnanA zAsananI AkhI vyavasthA khUba nyArI che. vipno Ave tyAre to dharma kare paNa vipna na hoya tyAre paNa dharma karatA rahevAnuM che. manamAM, cittamAM je kAMI paNa sAro, zubha vicAra Ave to amalIkaraNa tarata karavuM. * gurUdeva! mArA 100 rUA. hamaNAM ja lo! kaccha mAMDavImAM jaina vADImAM A viSaya para jAhera pravacana hatuM. cAlu pravacane eka jainettara bhAI Ubho thaIne kahe sAheba! A 100 rUA laI lo! sAmAnyathI pUchatA javAba Apyo basa, rAkhI lo. bhAI, pravacana pachI Apaje. to kahe nA, hamaNAM ja laI lo. potAnI jIda upara ubho rahyo eTale ene atyAre ja paisA ApavAnuM kAraNa pUchatA teNe kahyuM, hamaNAM ja pravacanamAM sAMbhaLyuM ke sAro vicAra Ave to amala tarata karazo. pravacana bAda kadAca vicAra badalAI paNa jAya. bhAvo khUba caMcaLa che. caMcaLa bhAvone sthira karanAra kriyA yoga che. jainadharmanuM phaLa akhaMDa joIe to bhAva paNa akhaMDa joIe. kriyA akhaMDa hoya to bhAvo paNa khaMDita na thAya. prabhunA zAsanamAM sulasAno masta prasaMga Ave che. prabhu vIre sulatAne dharmalAbha kahevaDAvyA A vAta Indra mahArAje devalokamAM kahI. devatAone paNa enI zraddhAnI parIkSA levAnuM mana thayuM. nIce AvI munino veSa dhAraNa karI sulatAnA dvAre ubhA rahyA ane kahe che gurUdeva bimAra che emane mAliza karavA lakSapAka tela jarUrI che. sulatA potAnI nokarANI pAse tela maMgAve che. tela laI Ava. bimAra sAdhunI auSadhiyukta tela AvA sukRtano lAbha kayAre maLe? nokarANIthI bATalo lAvatA tUTI jAya che. bIjo bATalo lAvavA mokale che. bIjo paNa lAvatA tUTI gayo. trIjo lAvatA, teya tUTI paDatA cotho bATalo hAthamAM ApatA chaTakI paDe che. cAra cAra bATalA tUTI paDyA as is a Y kozakozamAMainkAMs a Yiaa jas # Histiwasinisw YiaiAkALa

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hovA chatAM nokarANI para jarAya gusso nathI karatA. gadgad bhAve muniveSamAM AvelA devatAne kahe che, Aje mAruM pUNya ochuM paDyuM. bimAra sAdhunI bhaktino lAbha na maLyo... ApaNe to e jANavuM che ke potAnA bhAva akhaMDa rAkhyA to phaLa paNa akhaMDa maLyo. bhAva AvyA vagara skulamAM dAkhala karAyela chokarAne pAMca varSa pachI svayaM skulamAM javAnA bhAva jAgavA mAMDe che. basa temaja, Aje bhale bhAva nathI. to tenI paravA na karo. bhAva nathI toya kriyA karatA raho. samaya jatAM samaja pragaTaze. samaja e bahu moTI cIja che. ApaNA to mananI vicitrAtA che. dharmanuM phaLa ApaNane akhaMDita joIe che. bhAvo tathA kriyAone khaMDita karyAja karIe chIe. bhAvone khaMDita thavA na do. khaMDita thanArA bhAvonI bAdabAkI satata karatA raho. eka vAta nakkI karo. mAro je viSaya nathI e viSayamAM rasa levo nathI. ciMtA karanArA cAra prakAranA jIvo che. (1) AtmAnI ciMtA kare te uttama. (2) viSayonI ciMtA kare te madhyama (3) paisAnI ciMtA kare te adhama (4) pArakAnI ciMtA kare te adhamAdhama. ApaNe ApaNA AtmAnI ja ciMtA karIe. pArakAnA gharamAM DokiyA zA mATe karIe. kriyAyogI banavAnuM che. AcArAMga sUtramAM bhagavAne kahyuM ke sAdhake sAdhanA mATenI eka vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavI. bIjAnI ceSTA mATe je baherA mUMgA ane AMdhaLA banI zake te ja sAco sAdhaka. vibhAva dazAthI bacavuM che. pramANikapaNe purUSArtha to karavo ja paDaze. azubhathI nivRtta thaIe, zubhamAM pravRtta banIe, aMte zuddhamAM jAgRta banIe. nAnA moTA kaSTo uThAvI laIe. je paththara TAMkaNAnA ghAthI vaMcita rahe te kaSTathI to bacI jAya che paraMtu pratimA banavAnA saubhAgyathI paNa vaMcita rahI jAya che. Avo, ApaNe tAraka kriyAone prANavaMtI banAvIe.. 1Na ka ka mA A je 284 nA ha | Etal / I

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nAno prayoga, kriyAno upayoga zraddhAno pAyo majabUta banAvo. pAMcamA ArAmAM zraddhAne TakAvavI te ArAdhanA suMdara jinavANI sAMbhaLavI pachI vAgoLavI AtmaciMtana prathama che pachI Atmazuddhi karo rAga-dveSa TaLe to vitarAgatA maLe to mokSanA zamaNAM phaLe nahiM to lAkha corAsImAM TaLavaLe.. dharmakartavyane baLa Ape evI zrAvikAnI prApti pApodayamAM puNyodaya che. jJAnasAranI aMda2 kriyAnI mahattA batAvatAM jaNAve che ke jeo kriyA mArgane gauNa karI nizcayane pAmavAnI vAta kare che, prabhune pAmavA mATeno mArga batAve che te yogya nathI. mANasa UMco hoya to tenI bhASA paNa UMcI hoya che. maMdiranA dareka zilpanI pAchaLa nakkI gaNita hoya che. nIcA makAnanA pAyA UMcA na hoya to cAle paraMtu UMcA makAnanA pAyA UMDA hoya che. pAyo majabUta joIe. ciMtanamAM UMDo utaranAra mahAna che. pravacananI be prakAranI zailI hoya cheH khaMDanAtmaka ane maMDanAtmaka. baMne pravacananI zailI hovA chatAM baMnemAM pharaka kayAM paDe che. akabaranA darabAramAM eka vaNakara kApaDano moTo tAko laIne Avyo. traNa mANaso e tAkAne upADI lAvyA hatA. rAjA vaNakarane pUche che A tAkAnI aMdara keTaluM kApaDa che? vaNakare kahyuM, ghaNuM kApaDa che. rAjAe kahyuM kApaDanuM mApa to hazene ? vaNakare kahyuM, bAdazAha ApanI sAta peDhIne kaphana thAya eTaluM A kApaDa che. bAdazAha A sAMbhaLI ekadama gusse thaI gayo. bAdazAhe kahyuM AvuM bolanArane to phAMsInI sajA maLavI joIe. bIrabale bIjI ja kSaNe bAdazAhane kahyuM bAdazAha! A vaNakaranA kahevAno matalaba Apa na samajyA. vaNakara kahe che, rAjAnI sAta peDhIne kApaDa kharIdavAnI jarUra nathI. e kApaDamAMthI kaphana paNa thaI jaze, eTaluM A kApaDa che. bAdazAhe kahyuM, ema vAta che. ene InAma Apo.... pUjya gurUdevazrI nAno hato tyAre AvI ja eka vAta karatA hatA. eka rAjAne paNa KT_ACKT_OVE_KI_T_CULATE_TITLE : 285 | |___!$23_07_15227_* *!!!ITE_____!P****** Use Yenisen es most OR CYCLE celine

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rAtanA svapra AvyuM mArA badhA dAMta paDI gayA. savAranA rAja jayotiSane bolAvyA, jayotiSe rAjAnuM svapra sAMbhaLIne kahyuM : rAjA tamArA sagAMsaMbaMdhI jotAM raheze ane tame khudA pAse cAlyA jazo. rAjAe AjJA karI caDAvI do phAMsIe. bAjumAM cAlAka maMtrI ubhA hatA. ApaNe game teTalA moTA banIe paNa pAse eka DAyo mANasa rAkho, kayAreka to kAma lAgaze. maMtrI dayALu che. rAjAne kahe che. A jayotiSe to khuba suMdara phaLa jaNAvyuM che. rAjAe pUchayuM, zuM kahe che? maMtrIe kahyuM tame keTalA nasIbadAra cho. tame koInuM paNa mota nahIM joI zako. rAjAe kahyuM yaha bAta hai? InAma ApIne khuza karo. mANasa UMco hoya enI bhASA UMcI hovI joIe. maMDanAtmaka zailI jIvanamAM kAmanI che. kemake temAM svIkAra che. ghara-bajAra samudAyamAM tamArI zailI maMDanAtmaka hovI joIe. upAdhyAyajI mahArAja kahe che, kriyA vagara paNa mokSamAM to javAya. jo moDhAmAM koLiyo nAkhyA vinA peTa bharAya to! peTa bharavA mATe khAvuM ja paDe. je loko bAhya kriyAno tyAga kare che emanA mATe samajavA jevuM che ke ApaNe jIvIe chIe paNa koIka kriyAthI ja ne! zvAsozvAsanI kriyA vagaranuM jIvana paNa kayAM zakya che. siddhadazA prApta thayA pachI kriyAnI jarUra rahetI nathI. sakriya banyA vagara kAMI meLavAtuM nathI. sidhdha banyA pachI niSkriya banI javAya che. chabasthone to sakriya banavuM ja rahyuM. jo nadI vahetI baMdha thAya to e nadInuM pANI gaMdhAya. mazIna baMdha paDI rahe to enA pArTasa paNa kaTAI jAya. dareka kSetramAM kriyA to jarUrI che. ApaNA jevA dhyAnanI vAto karIne banne bagADe che. nathI dhyAna thatuM, nathI kriyA thatI. zAsana ApaNA sudhI AvyuM che to kriyAmArgathI ja. mAtra AMkha baMdha karavAthI mokSa thaI jaze? jAgelo AtmA ja paramAtmA banI zake. UMdhatAM evA ajJAnI jIvone to koI tIrthakaro paNa jagADI zakatA nathI. je jAge che te pAme che. kriyAmArgathI ja prabhune ArAdhavAnA che. nizcayanI vAto ApaNane sAMbhaLavI game che. kharekhara game tenuM vAMco nahIM. nizcayanI sAthe vyavahAra joIe. azradhdhALunA vAMcanathI zradhdhA mArgathI bhraSTa thaI gayA. DesTInezana mUko. maMjIla to nakkI karavI ja paDaze. amadAvAdathI TrenamAM beThelo mANasa bhUlI jAya che ke kayAM javuM che, to te pahoMcI nahIM zake. eka lakSya banAvo. lakSya vagaranI kriyA mAtra doTa che. A kriyA karIne enAthI mAre kAMI pAmavuM che. evuM lakSya nakkI karI dho. lakSya haze to savAla thaze ke ApaNe lakSyanI najIkamAM chIe ke dUra chIe. kalikAla sarvajJa hemacaMdra sUri ma.ne savAla jAgelo ke mAro

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mokSa kayAre? ApaNane evo savAla jAgyo kharo? ApaNAmAM sthiratA nathI. kriyAthI eka ja Atmazuddhi mAMgo. tamArI amArI kriyAmAM phe2 sAmAyika levAnI ke pAravAnI nahIM. amAre jAvajIvanuM paccakkhANa che. kriyAmAM bheda hoya paNa phaLamAM abhedapaNuM che. lakSyamAM paNa bhedabhAva nathI. AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA banavAno ApaNo lakSa che. kriyAthI svarUpa dazAnI prApti karavAnI che. kriyAthI rAga-dveSa TaLe ane vitarAgatA maLe e ja ApaNuM lakSya hovuM joIe. mAre ahIMthI kayAM javuM che evo vicAra Ave che? javuM rakhaDavuM pharavuM emAM pharaka che. javAnI kriyA nakkI hoya che. lakSa sAthenI kriyAthI jarUra phAyado thaze. DaoNkaTara pAse davA lIdhA pachI nIrogI banavAno lakSa hoya che. lakSa sAthe pUjA ka2vA tame gayA ho pachI tyAM koIno dhakko vAgaze to krodha nahIM Ave. DesTInezana nahIM bAMdho to kaMI nahI thAya. kriyAmAM lakSya che to mana bhaLe che. mana vagaranI kriyA ka2vI te samUcchima kriyAo jANa ka2vI. khaMDita sukho koIpaNa kriyA ApI deze, akhaMDita sukho nahIM ApI zake. satata aMtaramAM raTaNA hovI joIe. rAga-dveSa TaLe ane vitarAgatA maLe. koIpaNa maMtramAM caitanyatA pragaTe to ja maMtra phaLe tema kriyAmAM prANa pragaTe to thoDI paNa kriyA phaLavALI bane. DozImAnI sAmAyikanI kriyA che paNa temAM mana nathI. lakSya nathI. to zuM thAya? vahune zikhAmaNa apAya "mahAvIra svAmInuM zaraNuM, khIMTI upara garaNuM!' eka kriyAnI aMdara aneka kriyA karavI moTo doSa che. ApaNI kriyA amRta kriyA banatI nathI. A kriyAono vicAra AvatI kAle karazuM. javAnuM kayAM che? e nakkI na hovAthI kriyAthI zuM? khAvAnuM zA mATe? peTanI aMdara zAMti thAya mATe.darekanI pAchaLa koIkane koIka kAraNa hoya che. (sabhAmAMthI koIke prazna pUchayo. mahArAja sAhebe kahyuM maryAdApUrvaka yogya prazna pUchavAnI chUTa che) bhagavAnanI parSadAmAM prazna koNa kare? gautama svAmi, jayaMti zrAvikA paNa prazna pUchatI hatI. nAnI moTI dareka kriyA phaladAyI bane che. vajrasvAmIne 11 aMga yAda rahI gayA tamane vyAkhyAnanA be zabdo paNa yAda nathI rahetA ne? tamArA badhAnI bhAvanA che. A borDanA lakhANanI pustikA bahAra paDe... huM to A vAtamAM bilakula mAnato nathI. huM ema mAnuM chuM pravacananA amUlya vacano kAgaLamAM nahIM paNa tamArA kALajAmAM chapAvA joIe. nizcaya vagara doTa na mUko. savArathI sAMja sudhI hAlato cAlato hIMcako tyAMno tyAM ja rahe che. jayAM mana, vANI varasI rahI che. vajrasvAmIne ghoDiyAmAM 11 aMga mukhapATha thaI gayA enuM kAraNa? DA_ALLCCC l << _T2C!ALL INTERED. 287 Desire Yaminies Wils Ye #!$!_________!!!sa foam raasil & vs mwfRANKLE

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vajrasvAmIne upAzrayamAM AryAo temaja zrAvikAo saMbhALe che. potAnA chokarAone prema karatAM mohanIya karma baMdhAya che. sAdharmikone prema karatAM mohanIya karma tUTe che. sAdhvIjI mahArAja roja 11 aMgano pATha kare che. ghoDiyAmAM rahelA bALakane 11 aMga sAMbhaLavA mAtrathI kaMThastha thaI gayA. A 11 aMga bAlyAvasthAmAM sAMbhaLavA mAtrathI yAda rahI gayA enA mULamAM mukhya kAraNa zuM? eka vakhata gautamasvAmI aSTApada tIrthe gayelA. tyAM vajrasvAmIno pUrvabhavano jIva deva tarIke vaMdana karavA Avelo. hRSTapuSTa evA gautamasvAmIjIne joI devanA manamAM emanI sAdhutA pratye zaMkA thaI. e ja samaye gautamasvAmIne potAnA jJAnano upayoga ApavAnuM mana thayuM. devanA manogata bhAva jANIne e devane pratibodhavA mATe tatpara banyA. e devane puMDarika-kaMDarIkano adhyayana kahI saMbhaLAvyo. A deva A adhyayana sAMbhaLI bhAvita thayo. A adhyayananuM devalokamAM pratidina 500 vAra adhyayana karavA lAgyo. jJAnAvaraNIya karma e e svAdhyAya dvArA eTaluM khapAvyuM. jethI sAMbhaLavA mAtrathI vajrakumAranA bhavamAM 11 aMga yAda rahI gayA. roja zIkhelAne vAgoLavuM joIe. eka akSara navuM na bhaNAya tyAre tyAre manamAM thavuM joIe ke mAro Ajano divasa niSphaLa gayo. ArAdhanA dvArA pAyo bharatAM jAo. pAyAne majabUta banAvatAM jAo. makAna ubhuM karavuM saheluM banI jaze. mahuvAmAM jayAre vajasvAmI rahelA che e samaye jAvaDa nAmano zrAvaka darzanArthe Avyo che. e yogya avasare tyAM eka devAtmA padhAryA. vajasvAmIne kahe che, ApanI kRpAthI huM kapardI yakSa banyo chuM. Apa mane RNathI mukti meLavavA mATe mAre yogya kArya pha2mAvo. mAtA-pitAnA upakArano badalo kevI rIte cUkavAya? sabhAmAMthI : mAtApitAnI sevA karI cUkavI zakAya. sevA e to vyAja che. dIkaro dIkSA le ane mA-bApane dIkSA apAve tyAre mA-bApanuM RNa cUkavyuM gaNAya. prabhunuM zAsana pAmyA pachI prabhuno upakAra vALavo hoya to zuM karavuM? je dharma ApaNe pAmyA chIe te bIjAne pamADavo joIe. devAtmA vajasvAmIne kahe che, mAre mAruM RNa adA karavuM che. vajasvAmIjI kahe che, meM tamArI upara upakAra karyo hoya evuM to mane yAda AvatuM nathI. gurUdeva! huM pUrvabhavamAM zALavI dArUDIyo hato. tame amArA gAmamAM AvyA tyAre upadeza saMbhaLAvyo hato. dArUnA vyasanamAM huM cakacUra hato. Ape mane kahyuM : ''tane dArU vagara cAle tema nathI to eka kAma kara. eka nAno niyama le. dArU pIvAnI chUTa paNa eka nAnI zarata. niyama - eka gAMTha choDIne pachI dArU FEET || BHAR 259249222332824255258 259 2 288 Y YOG PEK

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pIvo.'' meM niyama laI lIdho. A kriyA Apane to hasavA jevI lAge che. mahApurUSonI sAmAnya vAta paNa asAmAnya phaLa Ape che. temano eka ja zabda mahatvanuM kAma karI jAya che. zabdo mahatvanA nathI paNa e koNa bole che e mahatvanuM che. ''gAMTha choDyA sivAya dArU pIvuM nahIM.'' eka vakhata dArU pIvA beTho tyAre gAMTha chUTI nahIM, ghaNI mahenata karavA chatAM saphaLa na thayo. magajanI naso taDataDa tUTavA lAgI. cakkara AvavA lAgyA. tyAre koIpaNa prakAranA niyamamAM ApaNI jema chaTakabArI na zodhatAM niyamamAM sthira rahyo. devAtmA kahe che. ''gAMTha na chUTI. huM mRtyu pAmI navo kapardI yakSa banyo chuM.'' vajasvAmI devAtmAne kahe che, atyAre pAlItANAno udhdhAra karavA jevo che. duSTonuM mahatva jAmI jAya, tyAre sajjano pAchaLa khasI jAya che. duSTa devo pratimAjI u52 lohI ane mAMsanA lapeDAo karatA hatA. vajasvAmI devAtmAne kahe che. tAre RNa adA karavuM che to sidhdhakSetramAM tIrthane bhakto mATe nirbhaya banAvavuM joIe. tyAre jAvaDa kahe che, mArA 12 vahANo suvarNathI yukta hamaNAM AvyA che. mane udhdhAra karavAno lAbha Apo. traNe pAlItANA Ave che. navI mUrti 21 vakhata ratha dvArA upara laI javAmAM AvI. upara pahoMcADayA pachI te pratimAjI nIce ja AvI jatAM hatAM. have zuM karavuM? jAvaDane vajasvAmIjI kahe che, motane mATe taiyAra thavuM paDaze. A 2tha upara pahoMcyA pachI e rathanA paiDA nIce sUI javuM joIe. have A eka ja mArga che. navA kapardI sAhebajInI sevAmAM hAjara che. yakSanI sahAyathI, jAvaDanI niSThAthI ane vajasvAmInI pavitratAthI zatruMjaya nirbhaya banyuM. tIrNodvAra zakya banyuM. eka niyama pALavAnI kriyA kyAM pahoMcADe che. alpa niyamanI paNa tAkAta joradAra che. ApaNI niSThA, yogyatA ane purUSArtha jema jema khIlatA jAya tema tema mokSa najIka Avato jAya. #_utus_* *_I_E_FITH #VALS { 289 205 246243 2025 20 |____A_C(IT),_rievance be 24865 803

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* * * * 'vismaya, palaka pradhAnanI taiyArI | azubhamAMthI zubhamAM, aMte zuddhamAM. zaMkA e dharmakSetrano duzmana che. kiyA kAyasparzI banI have Atma sparzI banAvo. viveka vagaranI sattA sarvanAza karAve taka zodhI lo, takadIra badalAze. Azaya, bhAva ane kriyA traNeyane zuddha karavAnI ja mahenata karo. mAnasika valaNa upara kiyAno mukhya AdhAra che. * * * * * kriyASTakamAM upAdhyAya yazovijayajI ma. kahe che. asaMgadazAnI aMdara vikalpa rahita samAdhinI je sthiti che te aMtima svarUpa dazAne prApta karavA mATe paramAtmAe kahelI kriyAne anusaravuM paDaze. asaMgadazAmAM jJAna ane kriyAno bheda nathI raheto. jo koI paNa kriyAmAM upayoga rahe to e kriyA zudhdha bane che. vikalparahita samAdhi avasthAne prApta karavA mATe kriyA to karavI ja rahI e to nakkI vAta che. vacanAnuSThAna pramANe je jIve tene asaMgAnuSThAnamAM eka divasa praveza maLe che. kriyA dvArA ja akriya banavAnuM che. jayAM Atma pradezonuM spaMdana che, tyAM karmono baMdha che. spaMdana baMdha thAya tyAM karmono baMdha thato nathI. asaMga anuSThAna tarapha gati karavA mATe vacanAnuSThAna jarUrI che. jema kAMTo kAMTAne kADhe, loDhuM loDhAne kApe ema zubhakriyA ja AtmAne eka divasa akriya banAve che. kriyAthI kriyAno nAza thaze. je kriyA cAlI rahI che, enA nAza mATe zubhakriyA to karavI ja rahI ApaNI dareka zubhakriyA zudhdha kriyAmAM badalAvI (Transfer) joIe. kriyA karatAM umaMga vadhavo joIe. ApaNe zubha kiyA to ghaNI ja karIe chIe paraMtu zudhdha kriyA ochI karIe chIe. jo zudhdhamAM javuM hoya to kriyAne upayogavaMtI banAvavI paDaze. zudhdha banyA vagara niraMjana budhdha nahIM thavAya. ApaNI dareka kriyA yoga pradhAna nahIM paNa upayoga pradhAna banavI joIe. kriyA dvArA puNya paNa baMdhAya che. e puNyanA bhogavaTAmAM AnaMda AvI jAya to saMsAra lIluMchama banI jAya. puNya maLe e judu ane mAMgavuM e judu che. maLavAmAM vAMdho Avato nathI, mAMgavAmAM vAMdho Ave che. aata traiti if tilittittedjaatted it ii 290 kaDaka sa jA

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arthAta dharmathI sukha maLe paNa maMgAya nahIM. gItArtha AcAryonI vAta kayAre be mata thAya to emAM UMDA utarazo nahi. paramAtmAe kahelI dareka kriyAno Adara karo. vivAdamAM jazo to pAmavAnuM pANI nahIM zakAya. matamatAMtaromAM paDavAthI rAga-dveSanI paraMparA vadhe che. jayAM rAgadveSa thAya che, tyAMthI mokSa dUra thAya che. kriyAnI vAta karatA jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che, viSakriyA konuM nAma! mAnasika valaNa upara kriyAno moTo AdhAra che. Ihalaukika sukha ane prazaMsAnI IcchAthI je kriyA karAya enuM nAma viSakriyA. sanmAna ke bhautika padArthonI jhaMkhanAthI karAtI kriyA te paNa viSakriyA. zaMkhezvara dAdAnI aThThama zA mATe? mAruM ThekANuM paDI jAya e viSakriyA. kriyA karyA bAda yazanI IcchA na rAkho. A viSakriyA AtmAne bhavAMtaramAM paramAtmAthI dUra laI jAya che. garala kriyA! je kriyA karuM enAthI mane paralokamAM sukha maLe e garalakriyA che. viSa tAtkAlika mAre che. paNa dhImuM jhera rIbAI rIbAIne mAre che. viSa kriyA paNa khataranAka ane garala kriyA paNa nukasAnakAraka che. pUrNa nathI banyA tyAM sudhI kriyA jarUrI che. upara pahoMcavA sudhI jarUrI che. nisaraNI upara pahoMcyA pahelAM kADhI nAkhIe to? paDI javAya. kriyA kare paNa kriyAmAM upayoga na hoya, kriyA kAya sparzI hoya paNa Atma sparzI na hoya e ananuSThAna kriyA. ghaNIvAra koI kriyA karatAM hoya kriyAnI bAbatamAM pUchIe tyAre kahe khabara nathI Ama zA mATe karIe chIe! mahatva zuM che enI jANa paNa hotI nathI. gADarIyA pravAhanI jema karyA karavAnuM. gheTAmAM to zista hoya che mANasamAM A zistano paNa abhAva hoya che. gatAnugatika bedhyAnapaNe kriyA karatA hoIe chIe. kriyAthI lAbha nathI maLato ema ApaNane ghaNIvAra lAge chatAM paNa khabara na hoya e pramANe karyA karIe chIe. DozImA bhAgavata sAMbhaLavA beThA che. emanuM dhyAna jhADu-dUdhamAM ja paDyuM che to bhAgavata kayAMthI saMbhaLAya. uddeza vagaranI kriyAno samAveza ananuSThAnamAM thAya che. jo kriyA upayogathI thAya to eno paDagho rAtanA paNa thAya che. calaNA rANI sutA che. ThaMDInI sIjhana che. potAno hAtha (bahAra) ThaMDIthI cImaLAyo tyAre e bolI uThyA : "e zuM karatAM haze?" zreNika mahArAjAnA kAne A zabdo paDayA. huM to gharamAM chuM. nakkI celaNAnA manamAM bIjo koI vaselo che. zaMkA, e dharatIkaMpa sarje che. zaMkA macAve kera. zreNika savAranA uThe che. zreNika mahArAjA abhayane kahe che, aMtaHpurane saLagAvI do. jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che, rAga eTalA mATe bhayaMkara che ke emAMthI Aga kayAre nIkaLe che enI koI geraMTI nathI * It is a viEast rity tration ##### # Y sittities attit I s Tiwari raha6 E Fiza REXItaxtil a Elsa tries | Y #india #sisting Yagnities

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hotI. vyaktinA hAthamAM sattA Ave che tyAre viveka jAya che. sattA hAthamAM Ave tyAre svastha rahevA jevuM che. zreNika mahArAjAe gussAmAM AvI abhayane hukama karI dIdho. hamaNAMne hamaNAM aMtaHpurane saLagAvI do. ane rAjA pote paramAtmAnI pAse gayA. paramAtmAne pUchayuM ke celaNA satI ke asatI. eka guNa badhA gunAmAMthI jIvane bacAve che, te che vaDIlane pUchayA vinA DagaluM na bharavuM. meghakumAra Aja guNathI bacI gayA. je tamArA vaDIla hoya ene pUchayA sivAya koI paNa kArya na karavuM. bhagavAne kahyuM celaNA to mahAsatI che. rAjAne 52mAtmAnA vacana u52 pUrNa zradhdhA hatI. zreNika mahArAjA doDatAM ghoDe pAchA vaLyA abhayakumAra sAme maLe che. rAjA pUche che : 'aMtaHpurane saLagAvI dIdhuM?' abhaye kahyuM pitAjI ApanI AjJA pramANe kArya karyuM che. juo hajI sAme baLatI Aga dekhAya che. rAjAe abhayane kahyuM mane tArUM kALuM moDhuM batAvato nahIM. abhayakumAra to avasaranI rAha joIne ja beThA hatA kayAre e dhanya divasa Ave. zreNika rAjA aMtaHpura bAju Ave che. tyAM AvIne jue che to badhuM sahI salAmata che. aMtaHpuramAM abhaye Aga lagADI ja nahotI. aMtaHpuranI bAjumAM thoDA lAkaDA vigere saLagAvyA hatA. A bAju abhayakumAra doDato bhagavAna pAse Ave che. sarva saMgano tyAga karI cAritra grahaNa karI lIdhuM. zreNika vicAre che. oho! A to garabaDa thaI gaI. meM abhayane AvezamAM AvIne kahI dIdhuM ke cAlyo jA mane tArUM kALu moDhuM na batAvato. abhaya cokkasa bhagavAnanI pAse gayo haze. zreNika pharI pAchA bhagavAna pAse Ave che. abhayakumArane cAritra vezamAM joI zuM bole che? abhayakumAre takane jhaDapI lIdhI hatI. pitAjI AvyA to kahe che, dharmalAbha. zreNika rAjA celaNA pAse Ave che. celaNAne pUchyuM rAtanA tuM zuM bolatI hatI? celaNAe kahyuM, meM divasanA khullA zarIravALA mahAtmAne kAryotsarga avasthAmAM joyA hatA. emane meM dhyAnathI joyAM hatA. rAtanA mane jayAre ThaMDI paDI tyAre mahAtmA najara samakSa AvatAM bolAI gayuM haze 'e zuM karatA haze?' rAjAne satya hakIkatanI jANa thatAM aphasosa thayo. dhyAnathI sAdhune joyelA to e dhyAnamAM ramaNatA jAgRta thaI. ApaNI pUjA ApaNane prasannatA nathI ApatI kAraNa kriyAmAM upayoganI khAmI che. tadbhutu anuSThAnamAM kriyA pratye ene jabaradasta bahumAna hoya chatA paNa avidhio thaI jatI hoya. kriyA ochI vattI AvaDatI hoya paraMtu kriyA pAchaLano hetu spaSTa hovo joIe. e kriyA mokSanA hetuthI ja kare. kriyA mArgamAM zreSTha amRtakriyA che. jemAM Azaya, bhAva ane kriyA 20 1090 AENEALOLLAGE, " kama 8338_v! | E alw 312 LILA A .G *** 292 BEY as well as its six wee M

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ema traNeya zuddha hoya enuM nAma amRta kriyA. amRtakriyAmAM lakSa zudhdhi paNa hoya ane bhAva zudhdhi paNa hoya che. amRtAnuSThAnamAM javuM hoya tene kriyA zuddhinuM avazya lakSa rAkhavuM joIe. paramAtmAnA darzanathI enI vANI gadgad banI jatI hoya che. romAMca khaDA thaI jAya. amRtAnuSThAna tAtkAlika phaLe che. mayaNA derAsare jaIne AvI. sAsune kahe che, nakkI Aje e AvavA joIe. sAsu kahe che kayA kAraNathI kahe che. jayAre ati ugra kakSAnuM puNya thAya che tyAre romAMca khaDA thaI jAya che, tyAre AtmA amRtakriyAmAM praveza kare che. aImuttA muninI IriyAvahinuM tAtkAlita phaLa tame badhA jANo cho. paramAtmAnA zAsananI kriyA eTalI mahAna che ke te AtmAne pUrNatA apAvI de che. dareka kriyAmAM lakSya rAkho. lakSya vagaranI doTa ahIM ja aTakAvI do. kriyAmAM upayoga atyaMta jarUrI che. tame je kriyA karo nAnI ke moTI darekamAM upayoga rAkhatA zIkho. sAmAnya A upayoganI vAta che. logassa bolI rahyA cho. logassamAM vaMde-vaMdAmi Ave tyAM mAthuM na jhukAvo to juThu bolyAno doSa lAge che. A kriyASTaka sAMbhaLyA pachI AjathI nakkI karo ke eka divasa ApaNI kriyA amRtAnuSThAna banAvavI che. eka zeTha vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLI ghera gayA. rAtanA zeThANI sAmAyika laIne beThA che. tyAM gharamAM cora Avyo. zeThANI zeThane kahe che, 'cora Avyo jAgo cho?' zeTha kahe che hA. corane khAtara pADavA de pachI uThuM chuM. aMdara to AvavA de. aMdara AvI gayA. corI ka2vA de. coro tijorI pAse gayA. tijorI kholavA de. poTalo bAMdhavA de. poTalo laIne nIkaLe to kharA. coro poTalo laIne nIkaLI gayA tyAre zeTha doDe che. zuM vaLyuM? zeThane cora AvyA enuM jJAna hatuM paNa uThavAnI kriyA na karI to jJAna nakAmuM gayuM. paripakva hArdika samajaNa svIkAra samyak AcaraNa pachI ja svAnubhUti thAya. cittanI vihvaLatA e asamAdhinI ja jAherAta che. tRptino anubhava kema thAya? " Life | zammese W 293 - *_*_*_*_* IN mimic) - YcAMcamAM

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10 tRptyaSTakam pItvA jJAnAmRtaM bhuktvA, kriyAsuralatAphalam / sAmyatAmbUlanAsvAdya, tRptiM yAti parAM muniH ||1|| (1) jJAnAmRtaM-zAna35 amRta pItvA-pIne kriyA suralatA phalam-3yA35 485vRkSay 31 bhuktvA-mAIne sAmyatAmbUlam-samamA 35 tAbUta AsvAdyayAvAne muniH-sAdhu parAM-atyaMta tRpti-tRtine yAti-pAme che. (1) jJAnarUpa amRta pIne, kriyA rUpa kalpavelaDInA phaLa khAIne ane samatA rUpa tAMbUlano AsvAda karIne muni utkRSTa tRptine pAme che. svaguNaireva tRptizcedAkAlamavinazvarI / jJAnino viSayaiH kiM tai-thairbhavettRptiritvarI ||2|| (2) cet-Tho jJAnina-zAnIne svaguNaiH-potAnA zAna thI eva-4 aakaalm-ddNbhesh| avinazvarI-vinAza na pAme tevI tRpti-tRti bhavot-thAya (to) yaiH-manAthI itvrii-thodd| nI tRpti-tRpti (cha) tai:- te viSayaiHviSayothI kim:- zu? (viSayonI zI 432 che?) (2) jJAnIne potAnA jJAnAdi guNo vaDe sadAkALa vinAza na pAme tevI tRpti thatI hovAthI kSaNika tRpti karanArA viSayonI jarAya paDI hotI nathI. yA zAntaikarasAsvAdAd bhavettRptiratIndriyA / sA na jihvendriyadvArA. SaDrasAsvAdanAdapi ||3|| (3) zAntaikarasAsvAdAt-zAnta35 madvitIya 2sanA anubhavathI atIndriyA ndriyothI na anubhavI zaya tevI yA-8 tRpti :-tRpta bhavet- thAya sAte jihvndriydvaaraa-| indriyathI SaD rasa-AsvAdanAt-7 2sa yApavAthI api-5| na- nathAya. ARRIMARRIERASANNA 2 84 R EASINI MEANIYASANATARIKARANASIAN EMAILYRTRENDINTERVERELP8. sinYMESHREE KYTREET

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(3) koInI tulanAmAM na Ave tevA zAMta rasanA AsvAdathI anubhavagamya jevI tRpti thAya che tevI tRpti jivA IMdriyathI parasanA bhojanathI paNa thatI nathI. saMsAre svapnavanmithyA, tRptiH syAdAbhimAnikI / tathyA tu bhrAntizUnyasya, sAtmavIryavipAkakRt ||4|| (4) vanava-svamanI jema saMsAra-saMsAramAM mamamanI -abhimAnathI thayelI-mAnI lIdhelI mithyA-juThI tRpti-tRpti cA-hoya, tathya-sAcI tRpti tu-to brAntizUnyastha-mithyAjJAnathI rahitane hoya. sI- te mAtmavIryavipAAtmAnA vIryanI puSTi karanAra che. (4) jema svapnamAM modaka khAvAthI ke jovAthI vAstavika tRpti thatI nathI tema saMsAramAM viSayothI mAnI lIdhelI juThI tRpti thAya che. sAcI tRpti to mithyAjJAna rahita samyagdaSTine hoya che. te tRpti AtmavIryano vipAka-puSTi karanArI che. arthAt tRptithI AtmavIryanI puSTi-vRddhi thAya che. (tRptinuM lakSaNa AtmavIryanI puSTi che.) pudgalaiH pudgalAstRptiM, yAntyAtmA punarAtmanA / paratRptisamAropo, jJAninastanna yujyate ||5|| (1) purlaiH-pudgalothI punA-pudgalo tR-pudgalanA upacala rUpa tRptine yAnti-pAme che, puna:-ane rAtmanA-AtmAthI - AtmaguNonA pariNAmathI puna:-AtmA tRpiM-tRptine (pAme che) ta-tethI jJAnina:samyajJAnavaMtane paratRpisamAro:-pugalanI tRptimAM AtmAno upacAra yutha-ghaTato 1- nathI. (5) pudgalothI pagalo ja upacaya rUpa tRpti pAme che. tathA AtmaguNa pariNAmathI AtmA tRpti pAme che. AthI pudgalanI tRptino AtmA upacAra karavo e abhrAnta jJAnIne ghaTato nathI. anyadravyanA dharmano anya dravyamAM Aropa kare te jJAnI kema kahevAya? bhAva - svAdiSTa bhojanathI zarIramAM upacaya-puSTi vRddhi thAya che. bhojana pugalo che ane zarIra paNa pudagalo che. AthI pugalothI mugalo tRpti pAme che, nahi ke AtmA. AtmA ane pudgala baMne bhinna dravyo che. ja thI #g Y aipitatist i S ftuShiften

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AthI pudgalano tRpti rUpa dharma AtmAmAM kayAMthI Ave? Ama chatAM, bhojanAdi pudgalothI AtmA tRpti pAme che ema mAnavuM e ajJAnatA che. jJAnI AvuM na mAne, jJAnI to AtmaguNa pariNAmathI ja AtmA tRpti pAme che ema mAne.. jema ahIM bhojananA dRSTAMtathI pudgalothI pudgalo tRSTi pAme che enI ghaTanA karI tema pAMceya IndriyonA viSayonA dRSTAMtathI ghaTanA karI levI. madhurAjyamahAzAkAgrAho bAhye ca gorasAt / parabrahmaNi tRptiryA, janAstAM jAnate'pi na ||6|| (6) madhu-rAjya-mahA-JAzA-abrAhya-manoha2 rAjyanI moTI AzA jeone che evA puruSothI prApta na karI zakAya evA (athavA madhura-AkhyamahAzALA agrAhye-sAkara ghI ane uttama zAkathI grahaNa na karI zakAya tevA) ca-ane jorasAt-vANIthI (athavA dUdha, dahIM, ghI Adi gorasathI) vAghebahAra na anubhavI zakAya tevA parabrahmaNi-5ramAtmAmAM yA- je tRpti-tRpti (thAya che) ta M-tene nanA:-loko nAnate-jANatA api-paNa na-nathI (6) manohara rAjyanI moTI AzAvALAothI na anubhavI zakAya ane vANIthI na kahI zakAya tevA parabrahmamAM je tRpti che tene ajJAna loko jANatA paNa nathI! to anubhave kayAMthI? A zlokano bIjI rIte artha-sAkara, ghI ane uttama zAkathI na anubhavI zakAya tathA dUdha-dahIM-ghI Adi gorasathI bhinna evA parabrahmamAM je tRpti che tene ajJAna loko jANatA paNa nathI! to anubhave kayAMthI? viSayormiviSodgAraH, syAdatRptasya pudgalaiH / jJAnatRptasya tu dhyAna-sudhodgAraparamparA ||7| (7) pudghannai:-pudgalothI atRptasya-atRptano viSaya mi-viSa-IR:viSayanA taraMgarUpa jheranA oDakAra syA-hoya che. jJAnatRptasya-jJAnathI tRpta thayelAne tu-to dhyAna-sudhA-3ArI-paramparA- dhyAnarUpa amRtanA oDakAranI paraMparA hoya che. (7) pudgalathI atRptane viSayavilAsa rUpa viSanA (kharAba) oDakAra Ave che. jJAnathI tRptane dhyAna rUpa amRtanA (mIThA) oDakAranI paraMparA cAle LABELS LL LEAR A TA & R BUY Use U YT UL 296 | RNI 10)* *!!* * BIJA 8 AM 03 A < uYWeissin

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sukhino viSayAtRptA, nendropendrAdayo'pyaho / bhikSurekaH sukhI loke , jJAnatRpto niraJjanaH ||8|| (8) viSaye-atRRT:-viSayothI tRpta nahIM thayelA rUdra-pendra-mAdra:-Indra kRSNa vagere upa-paNa suni:-sukhI -nathI-ho-e Azcarya che ke nokrelokamAM jJAnatRta:-jJAnathI tRpta thayela niraksana:- karmamelathI rahita :-eka fpakSa:-sAdhu suravI-sukhI (che) (8) kevuM Azcarya! viSayothI atRpta IMdra, kRSNa vagere paNa sukhI nathI. A jagatamAM jJAnathI tRpta thayela ane karmarUpa aMjananI malInatAthI rahita sAdhu ja sukhI che. pAMca pramAdanI poTalI uMcakazo nahi.... sAMbhaLavA chatAM, jANavA chatAM dharma Acaravo nahi = pramAda. je AzayathI dharma ArAdhavAno hoya, te AzayanA badale bIjo Azaya bheLavavo = pramAda. ArAdhanA pachI pastAvo = pramAda. ArAdhanA pachI sva-prazaMsA | prasiddhinI bhUkha = pramAda. ArAdhanA pachI thatI paraniMdA, IrSA = pramAda. tRptino oDakAra cAkhavo hoya to A pAMcathI cheTA rahezo. at mixtartists arts E f mts & a t arted in this is an e tartart Viraniiiiiiitu Vati Sima Y Emirijani ats ass Yujon

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tapti aSTaka zarIra svastha rahe che samasthAnamAM, mana svastha rahe che samabhAvamAM, AtmA pavitra bane che sadbhAvamAM. padArthanA tyAganuM satva na hoya toya padArthanI pasaMdagInA tyAganuM satva to phoravajo ja. enA vinA rAganuM jora ghaTavuM muzkela che. je AtmA pAse jJAnanuM amRta, kriyAnuM phaLa ane samatAnuM tAMbula che e AtmA parama tRtine pAmyA vinA raheto nathI. bhoga AnaMda to halakaTane paNa sulabha che paNa tyAgano AnaMda to uttamane ja sulabha che. pratikuLatAnA samayamAM prathama kayA upAya para mana pasaMdagIno kaLaza DhoLe che? guNanA upAya para ke doSanA upAya para, je AtmA anaMta anaMta guNo paramAtmAnA jue che ane anaMta doSo jAtanA jue che e AtmAne pachI jagatamAM kAMI ja jovA jevuM rahetuM nathI. mananI moTI takalIpha e che ke ene je game che eno e mAlika thavA doDe che. ane mAlikI mATenI enI doDa ja jIvanane saMgharSothI vyApta banAvI de che. jJAnarUpa amRta pIne, kriyArUpa kalpavelanAM phaLa khAIne, samabhAvarUpa tAMbulane cAkhIne sAdhu atyaMta tRpti pAme che. - anaMta upakArI zAstrakAra zrI upAdhyAyajI mahArAje jJAnasAramAM tRpti aSTakamAM sarasa vAta karI che. tRptinI vyAkhyA zuM? je vastu eka vakhata meLavyA pachI bIjI vakhata meLavavAnI jhaMkhanA pedA na thAya tenuM nAma tRpti. zA mATe jagatamAM bhautika peyanuM pAna karavuM? malIna, parAdhIna ane kSaNamAM vilIna thaI janArA bhautika peya padArthonuM pAna karavAmAM jIvAtmAnuM mana rAga-dveSathI malIna bane che. ane chatAM paNa enI tRpti kalAka-be kalAkamAM vilIna thaI jAya che. have choDo e jagatanA peya padArthonuM pAna karavAnI lata! have to jJAnanA amRtakuMbha sAme juo. jayAre tRSA lAge

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tyAre e amRtakuMbhanuM amRta pI lo! temAM nathI rAga-dveSathI malIna thavAnuM, ke nathI jagatanA svArthI janonI gulAmI karavAnI. AvI tRpti kone? je AtmA pAse jJAnanuM amRta-kriyAnuM phaLa ane samatAnuM tAMbula che e AtmA parama tRptine pAmyA vinA raheto nathI. zrAvaka jIvananI ane sAdhujIvananI pavitra kriyAo, devalokanAM kalpavRkSonAM madhura phaLa che, uttama bhojana che. paraMtu e bhojana karavA pUrve AtmArUpI bhojanamAM paDelI pApakriyAonA eMThavADane sApha karI nAkhavI joIe. to ja tenA apUrva svAdano anubhava thAya. bhojana karyA pachI mukhavAsa paNa joIe ne? maghamagha soDama chalakAtI samatA, e mukhavAsa che. jJAnanA amRtajAma pIdhA ane samyaka kriyAnAM daivI bhojana karyA... paraMtu samatAnAM mukhavAsiyAM na lIdhAM to tRptino oDakAra nahIM Ave. kSaNika tRptinA puruSArthane tyajIne, cAlo ApaNe parama zAzvata tRmino puruSArtha prAraMbhIe. pravRttinA mULamAM tRpti che. zrama karavo paDe te saMsAra. jIMdagIbhara mATe vizrAma karavo paDe te mokSa. tenA mATe traNa vAta zAstrakAroe karI che. zarIra-mana-AtmA. zarIranA sthAne samasthAna joIe. zarIra samasthAnamAM svastha rahe che. mananA sthAne samabhAva joIe. mana samabhAvamAM svastha rahe che. AtmAne sthAne sabhAva joIe. AtmA sadUbhAvamAM pavitra bane che. viSama bhAva aMdara khaLabhaLATa karyA vinA nahIM rahe. samabhAva eTale zuM? ApaNe samabhAvamAM pasaMdagIno to khyAla rAkhyo nathI. samabhAvamAM enAlIsIsa karavAnI bhUmikA rAgadveSane toDatI jAya che. padArthanAM rAganAM be vikalpa che. (1) padArthano tyAga (2) padArthanI pasaMdagI pratyeno tyAga, padArthano tyAga saraLa ke pasaMdagIno tyAga saraLa? padArthano tyAga saraLa che. pasaMdagIno tyAga satva mAgI le che. rAga vinA pasaMdagInI vAta bhUlecUke saraLa nathI. padArthanA tyAganuM satva na hoya to ya pasaMdagIno tyAganuM satva phoravavuM ja joIe. enA vinA rAganuM jora ghaTatuM nathI. jeNe adhyAtma jagatamAM javuM che teNe samabhAva ane samasthAna jIvanamAM

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rAkhavA joIe. A be cIja haze to rAga-dveSamAM koI kheMcI nahIM zake. vibhAva dazAmAM kheMcI janAra rAga-dveSa che. kAryanA zarUAtanI ciMtA karo aMtanI ciMtA tame nahIM karo, bhagavAna para choDI do. koIpaNa vastu levA jAva te pahelI batAve te laI levI... cappala levA jAva tyAre je pahelI batAve te laI levI? mApanI na hoya toya? mApanI pahelI batAve che. jo dikarA mATe chokarI jovA jaIe to? vidarbhamAM Aja viSaya para pravacana cAlatuM hatuM. pravacana patyuM ke eka chokaro Avyo kahe, chokarI jovA jaIe, paNa pasaMda na paDI to amAre zuM karavuM? tyAre javAba Apyo, tame jayAre kanyA pasaMda karavA jAo cho tyAre e kanyA mAnasika rIte e ja vicAre che ke Aje pasaMda karavA AvanAra chokaro mane jarUra pasaMda karaze. ane tame ene pasaMda karatA nathI. tyAre e mAnasika rIte vaidhavya bhogave che. ane AvA keTalA chokarAo AvIne nA pADI jAya tyAre keTalI vakhata e mAnasika rIte vaidhavya bhogave che. A vAta enA magajamAM beThI. ghare jaIne bApAne kahyuM, tame pahelI chokarI dekhADazo tene mATe mArI hA ja haze. bIjI batADazo nahIM. bApA AvIne kahe "have mArI muMjhavaNa vadhI gaI mAMgu AvyuM ne kanyA jovA jAya tenAthI aDadho kalAka pahelA joyA vagara ja hA pADI dIdhI. lagna thaI gayA. Aje 62 varSanA kahe "amArI jIMdagI bahu sukha ane ArAmathI cAlI rahI che.' duniyAmAM evo kayo rasa che ke jeno varSo sudhI... janmo sudhI upabhoga karIne jIvana tRma banI gayuM hoya? zuM janmathI mAMDIne Aja dina sudhI ochA rasa anubhavyA? tRpti thaI gaI! nA kSaNika tRpti thaI. bIjA ja divase punaH atRpti! jayAM sudhI svaguNonI suvAsanA bhramara nahIM bano, tyAM sudhI jaDa padArthonI parivartanazIla suvAsa mATe bhaTakatA rahevuM paDaze. hA, svaguNo (darzana-jJAna-cAritra)nI suvAsamAM layalIna banyA pachI bhautika padArthonI suvAsa durgadha lAvaze. je zAntarUpa advitIya rasanA anubhavathI Indriyane agocara (kevaLa anubhavagamya) tRpti thAya che, te jilaeNndriya vaDe cha rasanA bhojanathI thatI nathI. pasaMdagIno tyAga ApaNA mATe paDakAra che. ApaNane to kapaDAnA tAMtaNe tAMtaNe moMkANa che. bhagavAna kahe che, dareka padArtha pratye vairAgya keLavaje nahIM to jamAvaTa nahIM thAya. eTaluM kaho cazmAnA phremanI pasaMdagI zenA mATe karo cho? ... bIjAne mATe... ene pUchyuM kayAre. "mArI phrema lAla zALA bAdaiAjA / nAgAyaAA mAgatA alia awala Vaitatisti Bharatia Vaida O Sania hatA. kAkAhA nA DAkalA zA MaujzakAza

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kevI lAgI?'' ane pUcho to javAba maLe ke tArA cazmAnI phremane jovAnI mane phurasada nathI to....? bhagavAnanA zAsanane pAmelo maryAdAvALA kapaDA pahere apa Tu DeTa nahIM. ame paNa pasaMdagI karIe paNa koI cIja amane DIsTarba karato hoya to ja. zAstromAM enA mATe chUTa ApelI che. ApaNI pasaMdagI rAga mATe ke svAsthya mATe? je paNa viSaya paristhitimAMthI pasAra thaI rahyA ho to te paristhiti paNa pasaMda che ema kaho: pasaMdagI choDo to te paNa paDakAra che. bhogano AnaMda to adhama mANasone paNa sulabha che. paNa tyAgano AnaMda uttama mANasone sulabha che. bhUrAbhAI holamAM zibira vakhate A muddo mukyo ne tyArabAda eka chokaro Avyo. kahe, 'meM mArI khAvA-pIvAnI vyavasthA badalI nAkhI somavAre cA, maMgaLavAre kophI, budhavAre-dUdha evI rIte karI nAkhyuM?'' zA mATe? 'eka ja vastunI Adata na paDe mATe. pudgala pratye viSaya bhAva na joIe, pudgala jIvo pratye durbhAva na joIe. samasthAna sivAya mokSa nathI. jIvanamAM samabhAva, sadbhAva hoya to mokSa nakkI che. jJAnanuM amRta, kriyAno khorAka ne samatAno mukhavAsa... mukhavAsanuM kAma zuM? parINAma zuM? mukhamAMthI sugaMdha Ave... samyak kriyAnAM bhojana karyA paNa samatAno mukhavAsa na khAdho to tRptino oDakAra nahIM Ave. madanarekhAnuM rUpa khUbaja joradAra hatuM. tenA para jeThanI najara bagaDI (AMtara zatru eTale zuM?) jenI sAthe AtmIya saMbaMdha che te badhAM AMtara zatru che. AtmiyatAno saMbaMdha konI sAthe; pratikuLatA Ave tyAre guNa Ave ke doSa? zraddhA joIe evI majabuta nathI. 'eka bujja' zabde caMDakauzikane asara na thaI. bIjIvAra bhagavAna bolyA ne caMDakauzika tarI gayo. pratikuLatAmAM guNa keLavavAnI buddhi jAge to rAjA chIe. pahelo bharoso konI upara? ATalA varSonI sAdhanA pachI paNa dharma 52 bharoso sthira nathI. kaTokaTInA samaye dharma kare to dharmI thavAnI jAherAta che. jeThe eka divasa kharAba mAMgaNI karI. madanarekhA coMkI (je kSetra choDavuM hoya tenA para komaLatA na rAkhavI. komaLatA rAkhazo to kaThora parINAma Avaze. doSa na gamatA hoya to tenA pratye komaLa na banajo. kaThora banajo.) madanarekhA kaThora banI. jeThe UMdho vicAra karyo- jayAM sudhI nAno bhAI jIvato che tyAM sudhI madanarekhA mane maLaze nahIM. (ApaNI moTAmAM moTI bhayaMkaratA e che je game che tenA mAlika banavA doDIe chIe ane mAlIkI mATenI A doTa ja jIvanane saMgharSothI vyApta banAvI de che.) enuM khUna karI nAMkhu *_OF_KA__************* __________ 301 HAY TYA

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to ja maLaze. eka divasa madanarekhA pati sAthe udyAnamAM pharatA hatA. A lAga joI moTo bhAI talavAra laIne Ave che. moTAbhAIne Avato joI nAno bhAI tenAM pagamAM paDyo. jevo pagamAM paDyo ke moTAbhAIe gaLA para talavAra calAvI. nAnAbhAInuM mAthuM laTakI rahyuM. moTo cAlyo gayo. madanarekhA vAta samajI gaI. jeThane potAnAM zarIra para rAga che. paNa teNe tyAre potAnA patinI sadgatino vicAra karyo. svapnanI peThe saMsAramAM abhimAna-mAnyatAthI thayelI tRpti hoya che. sAcI tRpti to mithyAjJAna rahitane hoya che. te AtmAnA vIryanI pRSTi karanArI che. vaiyika sukhomAM jene tRptino oDakAra Ave che? te bhrAnti che... kevaLa bhrAnti! mithyA kalpanA che. vilAsI vAsanAnI bhaDabhaDatI javAlAne kSaNa-be kSaNa e javALA zAMta thayA pachI kevI kAramI vedanAo, dhakhadhakhatA niHzvAso, dInatA ane udAsInatA chavAI jAya che. jIvAtmA kevo pAmara niHsatva ane azakta banI jAya che. uddIpta vAsanAonA nagna nRtyamAM paramAnaMdanI kalpanA karanAra manuSyane kALa ane karmanI kaThora thapATo khAIne kevuM kAramuM rUdana karavuM paDe che! tenAM jIvaMta udAharaNo ane ItihAsanAM pAtro para dRSTipAta karavAnI AvazyakatA che. to ja bhrAnti dUra thaze. sAcI tRpti prApta karavAno mArga dekhAze. AtmAnubhavanI'52ma tRpti karavAnA traNa upAyo pUjanIya devacandrajIe darzAvyA che. (1) gurUcaraNanuM zaraNa (2) jinavacananuM zravaNa ane (3) samyakatvanuM grahaNa. A zaraNa, grahaNa ane zravaNamAM jeTalo puruSArtha thAya teTalA aMzamAM AtmA anAdi bhrAMtithI mukta thAya che. 8 mahinA pahelA valasADamAM eka jaina bhAI caumAsInA divase jamavA beThA. patnIne pUche che 'zAka zuM banAvyuM che?' maganI dALanuM. 'tane khabara nathI mane roja kAMdAnuM zAka joIe che? pachI zuM kAma A zAka banAvyuM. kAMdAnuM zAka banAva.' patnIe kahyuM 'Aje kAMdA na khAva - Aje caumAsI che. AvatIkAle banAvI ApIza.' 'nA, mane joIe ja. dukAne jaIne kAMdA laI AvI zAka banAva.' ghaNIvAra samajAvyA chatAM na mAnyA. chevaTe patnI raDatI raDatI kAMdA laI AvI. sudhArIne zAka banAvyuM. pati jamavA beTho. jevo roTalI sAthe zAkano koLIyo moDhAmAM nAkhavA jAya che ne chAtImAM duHkhAvo upaDyo. eTeka Avyo. tarata paralokamAM ravAnA thaI gayo. eka sajjana DaoNkTara maLyA. kahe, '90 TakA kesa khalAsa hoya to KP*_*_* * * ***t l& 302 *||2*1) * * * * * ||A AN

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ame oparezana na karIe. tene AzvAsana ApIe. eka vakhata 60 varasanA bhAI. 90 TakA kesa khalAsa hato. eTale ene navakAra gaNavAnuM kahyuM. to kahe "gaNuM ke na gaNuM tArA bApanuM zuM jAya che? tamArI vedanA ochI thaze" traNa vakhata kahyA pachI paNa eja javAba maLyo. bApanA zabda prakaraNa pUruM thaI gayuM. nabaLI paristhitimAM A paribaLo, sabaLa paristhitimAM dharma na karyo tenuM pariNAma. sabaLa paristhitimAM dharma nahIM karo to nabaLI paristhitimAM navakAra nahIM game. AcArya tamArA ghare Avaze, navakAra saMbhaLAvaze. paNa tamArI pAtratA haze to ja navakAra gamaze. be vikalpa che : zAsana maLyuM che teNe pAtratA vadhAravAnI che ane zAsana nathI maLyuM teNe puNya UbhuM karavAnuM che. bAra varasa pahelAM muMbaInA parAmAM aMjana zalAkAno mahotsava hato. eka bhAInA ghare aMjana zalAkAnA upayogamAM AvanArI badhI vastuo paDI hatI. teNe saMghane vinaMtI karI mArI pAse vastuo paDI che te upayogamAM lo. patI jAya pachI ApI dejo. badhI ja vastuo sonAnI. saMghe vAta mAnya rAkhI. aMjana zalAkAno mahotsava pUro thayo. chelle divase samAraMbha hato. tyAMnA AgevAna ubhA thaI kahevA lAgyA, "A bhAIe saMghane aMjana zalAkAnA upakaraNonI bheTa ApI che. ame enI khUba khUba anumodanA karIe chIe.' temane paristhitino khyAla nahoto. pelo bhAI to Azcarya pAmyA. vagara pUche potAnA nAme sukRta thayuM. vicAre UbhA thaI raDI paDyA. 80,000nA upakaraNo tathA 21,000 bIjA sAdhAraNa khAtAmAM lakhAvI dIdhA. traNa tabakkAnI bhUmikA kahI che. pragati karo to premanA kSetre karajo . pragati kone mAno? atyaMta bahoLuM kuTuMba. gayA janamanA premanuM pratIka che. tamArUM bahoLuM kuTuMba nathI te jagyAnA abhAve ke hRdayanA saMkaLAzanA kAraNe? parivartana karo to hRdayanA kSetre karajo. doSonuM parImArjana karo. punarAvartana sakriyAnA kSetro karajo. sakriyAmAM punarAvartana karI mAsTara thAya tenI durgati thAya evI koI zakyatA nathI. jIvananA aMtima samaye patinI AMkhamAM lAlAza joI madanarekhA samajI gaI ke bhAInA vizvAsaghAtanA kAraNe AMkhamAM lAlAza che. madanarekhAnA peTamAM bALaka che. jeTha taraphathI zIlano bhaya che ane sAme Ek Y #AjakoTa #ka AlAM 4 Y rAjA

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patinuM mota che. rAganA kAraNe patinI durgati thaze e ciMtA thaI. kAnamAM kahyuM have kazuM vicAro nahIM. kAraNake tamane tamArA bhAIe nathI mAryo, tamArA karmoe mAryo che. mATe zAMta thAo. rUpanuM kAraNa kadAca durgatinuM kAraNa paNa banaze paNa dveSa na karo. bhAIne kSamA karI do! pati para tene prema. aMtaghaDIe enA hRdayanA parIvartananI IcchA. dhIme dhIme AMkhanI lAlAza ochI thatI gaI. tene kahe "paralokanI ciMtA karo. bhAIne mApha karI do, AMkhamAM AMsunA TIpA dekhAyA. AMkha sapheda thaI." madanarekhAne thayuM huM nyAla thaI gaI. traNa AMcakA AvyA ne khalAsa. (sapheda AMkha sadgatinI jAherAta kare che) madanarekhA mardAnagIpUrvaka UbhI thAya che. jeTha je raste gayA te raste jAya che. jeTha je raste jato hato tyAM ja bAjunI jhADImAMthI sApa bahAra AvIne ene DaMkha mAre che. ane te paNa tyAM mRtyu pAme che. baMne bhAInI smazAna yAtrA sAthe nIkaLe che. ekanI sadgati thaIne bIjAnI durgati. manane mAMgavAnuM rahe nahIM tyAM sudhI laI javo te tRpti che. jagatamAM sukhI koNa? jJAnathI tRpta thayelo karma rahita eka sAdhu sukhI che. bhautika padArthonA saMyogamAM vAstavika sukha-zAMti che ja nahIM. sAco sAdhaka jagatane joIne dharAya che. anaMta guNo bhagavAnanA jojo . anaMta doSo jovA hoya to potAnA jojo . je AtmA anaMta anaMta guNo paramAtmAnA jue che e AtmAne mATe pachI jagatamAM kAMI ja jovA jevuM rahetuM nathI. sukha tamArI pAse ja che. bahAra mAMgavA nahIM jAva. jene aMdaranA sukhanI khabara nathI te bahAra bhaTakayA kare che. jJAna bhaNyA, guNa nahIM. kriyA che paNa saguNa nathI. guNa nathI paNa samabhAva paNa nathI, tene tRptinI anubhUti thatI nathI. mATe prabhu kahe che tAre duniyAnA koIpaNa khUNe javuM hoya to jA... paNa tyAMthI vahelI take pAcho ghare AvI jA. upAdhyAyajI 'tRpti aSTakamAM parama karUNA varasAvI pudgalanA ait tia Y NEWS & It's a Y LS

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* * kacAza puNya, purUSArtha te parINatinI... yugalonA saMgrahathI ke upayogathI pudgalo ja tRpta thAya che. AtmAne enAthI kRmino koI anubhava thato nathI. dUdhanuM dahI tyAre ja bane che jayAre dUdhamAM dahIno aMza maLe che. AtmA paramAtmA tyAre ja bane che jayAre AtmAMmAM paramAtmAnA guNono aMza bhaLe che. je cIjanA smaraNa-darzana-zravaNathI ApaNe AnaMdita banIe chIe e cIja sAthe ApaNe AtmIya saMbaMdha hovAnuM nizcita thAya che. dharmathI baMdhAtuM puNya e pudgala che. paNa dharmathI ubho thato guNa e to paramAtmAno svabhAva che. je duSkRtyonA sevanamAM sukhanI anubhUti thaI hoya che e duSkatonuM smaraNa gaha karavA de e zakyatA bahu ochI che. jeNe potAnA AnaMda mATe uttama tatvone jIvanamAM kendrasthAne rAkhyA che enuM mAtra adhama thAya evI koI ja zakyatA nathI. * jagatpatinI pasaMdagI ane jagatanI pasaMdagI vacce kayAreya meLa paDato nathI. * * * pralobhanamAMthI AtmAne bacAvI pavitra banAvI rahyA che. pudgalo vaDe pulanA upacayarUpa AbhASika tRptine pAme che. jyAre AtmAnA guNa vaDe AtmA zAzvatI tRpti pAme che. jJAnIne pugalanI tRptimAM AtmAno upacAra ghaTato nathI. konAthI kone tRpti thAya? jaDa pudgala dravyothI cetana AtmAne tRpti thAya kharI? jaDa ane cetananA guNadharmo judA judA che. jaDanA guNadharmothI cetanane tRpti na thAya. AtmA to AtmaguNothI tRpti pAme. suMdara svAda bharapUra bhojanathI zuM AtmA tRpti pAme che? nA re nA. pudgalonI tRptimAM AtmAnI tRpti mAnavAnI bhUlane pariNAme AtmA pudgala premI banI gayo che. pudgalanA guNa-doSone joI rAga-dveSa karI rahyo che, pariNAme mohanIyAdi karmonAM navAM-navAM baMdhanomAM jakaDAI cAra gatimAM paribhramaNa karI rahyo che. anaMta upakArI zAstrakAra zrI upAdhyAyajI mahArAjanuM Text is avaiiii Yiaiting

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jJAnasAranuM saMsAra mATe jeTalA padArtho te badhAne eka pudgalanuM nAma ApyuM. eka phakta potAnA AtmAne durgatimAM jato bacAvI levo hoya to eno eka mAtra vikalpa Aja che. A jagatanA jaDa padArthonA purana -galanapaDana-saDananA svabhAvane satata najara samakSa rAkhavo ja paDaze. paraMtu "jaDa jaDane bhogave che... jaDa jaDane khAya che... AtmAne zuM lAgevaLage? A vicArane pakaDI laI jo tame jaDa padArthonA upabhogamAM lAgI rahyA... to AtmavaMcanA thaze, jaDa pudgalonI tRptimAM potAnI tRpti mAnavA TevAyelI vAsanA daDha thaze. bhogazakti gADha banI jaze. "jaDa jaDane bhogave che mAro AtmA bhogavato nathI... AtmA melo thato nathI..." Avo vicAra tamane jaDa padArthonA upabhoga pratye prere, pugalanA saMgI banAve to samajavuM ke tame paramAtmA jinezvara devanA vacanane samajI zakyA nathI, samyajJAnanI dRSTi lAdhI nathI. hakIkatamAM to e vicAravAnuM che ke "jaDa pudgalonA paribhogathI mArA AtmAne tRpti nathI thatI to have jaDa pudgalonA upabhoganuM zuM prayojana che? lAva, eno tyAga karato cAlu. enA bhogano vicAra paNa na Ave tevA jJAna-dhyAnamAM lIna banI jAuM.... Atma guNonI prApti, rakSaNa ane vRddhimAM purUSArtha karuM.' | game teTalA pulane jamAvI lAkho rUpiyAno mAlika thAya te pudgala ja che te zuddha karavA mAMgato hoya to paNa AtmA zuddha na thAya. mugalonA saMgrahathI ke upayogathI pudgalo ja tRpta thAya che. AtmAne enAthI tRptino koI ja anubhava thato nathI. pudgalathI pudgalanI ja tRpti thAya, AtmAthI AtmAnI ja tRpti thAya... dUdhamAMthI dahIM kevI rIte bane? meLavaNa nAMkhavAthI... dUdhanuM dahIM tyAre ja bane che jayAre dUdhamAM dahIMno aMza bhaLe che. AtmA paramAtmA tyAre ja bane che jayAre AtmAmAM paramAtmAnA guNano aMza bhaLe che. akhaMDa AtmA paNa nathI; akhaMDa paramAtmA paNa nathI. AtmAmAM paramAtmA zI rIte Ave? cauda bhuvananA svAmine najare nihALavAnI kriyAthI tRpti anubhavI zakAya. paramAtmAnA nAnAmAM nAnA guNane AtmasAta karo. paramAtmAnA guNano aMza eTale zuM?... temanA guNanuM potAnAmAM saMkramaNa karavuM te. guNavAna banavAnA traNa vikalpa kahyA che : (1) guNAnuvAda (2) guNaprasaMzA (3) guNAnurAga.

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dharmathI ubhuM thatuM puNya pudgala che. dharmathI UbhI thatI pariNatI te ApaNo svabhAva che. puNya eTale zuM? pApa jo duzmananA gharanuM che to puNya paNa duzmananA gharanuM che. teno bharoso karavo nahIM. ApaNane rasa zemAM? dharmathI thatA puNyamAM ke dharmathI thatI pariNatImAM. cakravartI, cakravartI thAya te paNa puNyanA yoge. temAM AtmAnuM kaMI kAma nahIM. ramakaDAthI bALaka ramI zake, e ramakaDA vaDe jIvI zake nahIM. jIvavA mATe khorAkanI jarUra paDe. mokSamAM javA mATe puNya kAma nahIM lAge. svabhAva kAma lAgaze. puNya AgaLa vadhAre to? AgaLa vadhAre e judu ane sahayoga kare e judu. puNya AgaLa vadhAre nahIM anukULatA karI Ape. nIsaraNI kayAM laI jAya? kUvA pAse mUkelI nIsaraNI nIce laI jAya che. mALIyA pAse mUkelI nIsaraNI upara laI jAya che. tamAruM puNya pracaMDa haze paNa e puNyanI nIsaraNI tamane upara laI jaze ke nIce laI jaze e nirNaya karma karaze. puNya karma pudgala che dharmanA kSetre praveza karo cho zenA mATe? pudgala mATe ke puNya mATe? sadguNa Ave to ja AtmA paramAtmA bane. sAdhanA karavAthI durguNa dUra thAya. puNya baMdhAya ane sAdhanA karavA puNya anukULatA karI Ape. sAdhanA karI tamAruM puNya baMdhAyuM ane rUpa maLyuM. e rUpa bhogamAM kAme lagADayuM. te rUpa vadhAremAM vadhAre pApa karAve. bhagavAna kahe che kaI cIjanAM smaraNathI; kaI cIjanA zravaNathI; temaja kaI cIjanAM darzana cittane prasanna kare tenAthI ApaNI kakSA nakkI thAya che. ApaNI kakSA kaI? smaraNanI, zravaNanI ke darzananI? tame pAMca jaNA beThA ho ane koI tamane samAcAra Ape ke koIe dasa lAkhanuM dAna ApyuM. bIjo samAcAra Ape ke koIe dasa lAkhanI kamANImAM napho karyo. tamane A baMne samAcAra sAMbhaLI kayA samAcAramAM AnaMda maLe? paraloka mATe A nirNAyaka baLa che. vaDAlA zibiramAM 44 pravacano ApyA. zibira pUrI thaI. gurU sAthe darzana karavA jatA hatA. bIje divase darzana karI bahAra nIkaLyA tyAM 2830 varSano chokaro raDato ubho hato. ene pUchyuM, 'tuM zibiramAM Avato hato. Aje zuM kAma raDe che?' to kahe huM upAzraye gayo hato, samAcAra maLyA ke tame ahIM cho. darzana karavA hatA. eTale bahAra vicAra karato Ubho rahyo. ane AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayAM. 44- 44 pravacanomAM mane je AnaMda thayo amane ATalo AnaMda thAya che to tamane keTalo AnaMda thato haze. tame to emAM jIvo cho. bhagavAna kahe che ke tuM ATalI mUDI UbhI karI de. AX_EET !5PX_ __!!! 307 ************ su YiSi Clefon 355 265 265363236245

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devacaMdrajI mahArAje stavanamAM kahyuM che, "suNI jana jana sukha tuja vAta, haraze mArA sAte ghAta re." AvI vAta sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave ane e bhUmikAmAM pote kaI zakIe ne gAMDA thaI jaIe evI bhUmikA kharI? pUjA karo ke na karo temAM rasa nathI. smaraNa-darzana-zravaNamAM ApaNI kakSA kayAM? smaraNamAM bhAva lAvo bhagavAna kahe che. jyAre darzana karavA jAo - karIne pharI pAchA darzana karavA jAo? mana thAya? vartamAnamAM jaMbUvijayajI ma.sA.nAM darzana karajo. ekavAra darzana karIne bahAra nIkaLaze ne pAchA aMdara darzana karavA jaze. paMdara vIsa vakhata darzana karavA jaze. eka divasamAM bhagavAnanA hajAra vAra darzana karavAnuM haiyAne gheluM lAgyuM che. tame kayAreya AvA gAMDA thaIne darzana karyA che? je cIjanA smaraNa-darzana-zravaNathI ApaNe AnaMdita banIe chIe e cIja sAthe ApaNe Atmiya saMbaMdho hovAnuM nizcita thAya che. koTIzilA para zrI rAmacaMdrajIe kSepaka zreNI lagAvI hatI. AtmAnaMda pUrNAnaMdanI agocara mastImAM lInatA jAmI gaI hatI. tyAM bAramA devalokanA Indra sItendra avadhijJAnathI joyuM... pUrvabhavanA snehe sItendrane vihvaLa karI mUkyo. teNe rAmacandrajIne anukULa upasarga karavA dvArA dhyAnathI vicalita karavAno nirNaya karyo. rAmacandrajI mokSamAM jAya e sItendrane na gamyuM. tene to rAmacandrano sahavAsa joIto hato. basa, sItendra Avyo nIce. ramaNIya udyAna ane vasaMtaRtu banAvyA. kokilAonAM madhura saMgIta gUMjatA karyA. malayAcalano maMdamaMda vAyu vaheto karyo. krIDAghelA bhramaronA guMjArava zarU karAvyo... kAmoddIpaka vAtAvaraNa sarjI dIdhuM. sItendra navoDhA sItAnuM rUpa dhAraNa karyuM. seMkaDo bIjI navayuvatI sarjI dIdhI ane bhavya nRtya zarU karI dIdhuM. saMgItanI divya sUrAvalI cheDI dIdhI... rAmacandrajInI sAme be hAtha joDI, kaTAkSa karatI sItA vinavavA lAgI. "nAtha! amAro svIkAra karo ane divya sukha bhogavo... mArI sAthe A seMkaDo vighAghara yuvatIonA yauvanano rasAsvAda anubhavo...' paraMtu e sItendranAM vacanothI, e divya saMgItathI ane e ramaNIya vasaMtathI mahAmuni rAmacandrajI jarAya vicalita na thayA. e to parama brahmanA rasAsvAdamAM parama tRpti anubhavI rahyA hatA. basa, thoDI kSaNomAM temano AtmA parama brahma svarUpa banI gayo... temane kevaLajJAna pragaTI gayuM. 3 O ? S.::: : ::::::

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sItendra mAyAjALa saMkelI lIdhI ane zrI rAmanA caraNomAM bhaktipUrNa hRdaye vaMdanA karI. kevaLajJAnano mahotsava karI prasannatA anubhavI. pudgalothI nahi dharAyelAne viSayanA taraMgarUpa jherano oDakAra hoya che. jJAnathI tRpta thayelAne to dhyAnarUpa amRtanA oDakAranI paraMparA hoya che. pudgalanA paribhogamAM tRpti? asaMbhava vAta che. game teTalAM pudgalono paribhoga karo atRptinI Aga saLagatI ja rahevAnI. pU. upAdhyAyajI mahArAje "adhyAtmasAra'mAM vAta kahI che. agnimAM IMdhana nAMkhavAthI agni zAMta nathI thato, paraMtu tethI to agninI zakti vadhe che ane bhaDako moTo thAya che! ema jagatanA paugalika viSayonA upabhogathI tRpti to nathI thatI, paraMtu atRminI Aga vadhe che. jJAna tRpta thayelA AtmAne dhyAnarUpa amRtanA oDakAra AvyA ja kare che. AtmAnubhavamAM lIna thaI gayA pachI AtmaguNomAM tanmayatArUpa dhyAna cAlyA kare che. emAM evI divya AnaMdanI... AtmAnubhUti hoya che ke te manuSyanI sAme jagatanA koIpaNa padArtha Ave to paNa te tenA pratye AkarSAto nathI. devapuranI bAjumAM gaDhazIzA gAma. eka jainetara bena roja pravacana sAMbhaLavA Ave. mAMDavI vihAra karavAnA chIe evA samAcAra maLyA ke vihAranA AgalA divase pati sAthe maLavA AvyA. vaMdana karyA. beThA. vAta karatAM kahe Aje eka du:khada ghaTanA banI. skUTara calAvatAM emanAM hAthamAMthI vIMTI kayAre paDI te khabara na paDI. kahetAM AMkhamAMthI AMsu AvI gayAM. temanI sthiti sAdhAraNa eTale huM kAMI bolavA jAuM tenAthI pahelA ja kahe vIMTI gaI eno aphasosa nathI paNa koIne maLI nahIM tene aphasosa che. koI laI jAta to be hajAra rUpiyAnI vIMTI kAma Avata paNa A to koIne maLI nahIM ane dhULamAM maLI gaI. zAstrakAro kahe che "jhADa paranI kAcI kerI pakavavI hoya to tene ghAsamAM nAkhavI paDe. tema jIvananI bhavitavyatA pakavavI hoya to sukRtonI anumodanA karajo. pApane yAda karI du:khI thavuM. sukRtane yAda karI AnaMdita thavuM saheluM che. paNa duSkatane yAda karIne duHkhI thavuM bahuM agharuM che. eka mammIe potAnA bALakane ramavA mATe vIMTI ApI. bAjumAM tenA pappA beThA hatA. bIjA ramakaDAM ane vIMTI sAthe bAbo ramato hato. evAmAM daravAje eka bhIkhAraNa AvI. potAnA bAbAne laIne te kahe, mane to game * * jo 28 makAna para che. * kaok a Yesters # writs S9First sta # # kalAka #aa zasizes a s

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tyAMthI maLI raheze paNa mArA bAbA mATe kAMIka Apo. eTale bAbAnA pappA UbhA thaI ramakaDAmAM paDelI vIMTI laIne upADIne ApI dIdhI. bhIkhAraNa e vIMTI potAnA dIkarAne paherAvI AgaLa cAlavA lAgI. bAbAnA pappA aMdara AvyA. patnIe joyuM kahyuM; "kayAM gayA hatA?' daravAje bhikhAraNa AvI hatI bALaka mATe mAMgI rahI hatI. eTale ramakaDAmAM vIMTI paDI hatI te ApI dIdhI. "he! vIMTI ApI dIdhI?' hA kema? e sAcI sonAnI hatI. sAMbhaLI e tarata bahAra doDayo. (tame zuM vicAro? e zA mATe doDayo haze?) AgaLa jatI bhikhAraNane bUma pADI UbhI rahe' che zeTha "meM tane vIMTI ApI hatI ne?" "hA pAchI joIe che?" "nA huM pAchI levA nathI Avyo paNa tane kahevA Avyo chuM e vIMTIne bIjA koIne ApIza nahIM. e vIMTI sAcI che. mATe tuM koInAthI chetarAIza nahIM sAvaceta raheje." mAgyA samI maLe jagatamAM eka cIja te prIta mAgye kadI nava maLe te cIja prIta." ApaNI mAnasika sthiti kayAM? aMta:karaNa sAthe TelI karo : smaraNa zravaNa-darzana traNe jIvanamAM kyAM che? duSkRta karatA ho to gamavuM na joIe, sukRta karatA ho to 100 TakA gamavuM joIe. smaraNa-zravaNa-darzanamAM ApaNI kakSA kayAM che? zakti hoya chatAM dharma nathI karatA te daMbha che. yogazataka graMthamAM : samakiti AtmAne khabara che ke bhogane durgatimAM kheMcI javAnI tAkAta che chatAM te bhogamAM zA mATe kUde che? pudgalonA upabhogamAM je mazagula che tenAmAM vairAgya durlabha samajavo. jIvanamAM jeNe AnaMdanI kakSA uttama rAkhI che tenuM mota adhama nathI. jeNe potAnA ja AnaMda mATe uttama tatvone jIvanamAM kendra sthAne rAkhyA che enuM mota adhama thAya evI koI zakyatA nathI. muMbaImAM vAlakezvaramAM eka bhAI rahe. saMtAno badhA paraNI gayA hatA kahe : "saMsAramAM rahIe eTale vahevAramAM javuM paDe, lagnamAM paNa javuM paDe. paNa jayAre lagnamAM jAuM ne vararAjAne jouM to aMtaHkaraNa raDe. eka saMsAranA rAganA pApamAM durgati karaze.' gAma surata-muMbaInA gIrIzabhAI pethANI. temanI dikarInAM lagna hatAM. tyAre maMDapamAM saMyamanA upakaraNo rAkhyA hatA. ne jamAI sAthe upakaraNo rAkhavAnI zarate kabUlAta karIne pachI vevizALa karyuM hatuM. upakaraNo rAkhavAnI nA pAData to vevizALa phoka karI deta. eka jaNa lagnamAMthI Aje zALA AdAna 19 zikA mAdhavapalALakaourisdivali IAEARS

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AvIne raDavA lAgyo. kahe, "lagnamAM gayo hato ke dIkSAmAM e ja khabara na paDI.' AvuM satva Ave evuM kayAreya thAya kharuM? bhagavAnanI AjJA sAme tIre taravAnI vAta che. jagata patinI pasaMdagI badhAe karI che paNa jagatanI pasaMdagI koIe karI nathI. jagatapatinI pasaMdagI ane jagatanI pasaMdagI vacce kyAreya meLa paDyo nathI. saMyama nathI paLAtuM kAraNa bhogenI IcchA che. vairAgya nathI lAgatuM kAraNa saMsAra para rAga che. vastupALe bAra saMgha kADhayA. 13mA saMdhe kALa karI gayA. temane je paNa saMpatti maLe te sukRte vAparavI. A eka ja lakSa. uttama prakAranI sAmagrI hovA chatAM jIva dharmI banato nathI ane uttama zAsana maLyuM che toya dharma karato nathI. anaMtA kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA. temaNe zarIrane pudgala mAnyu mATe kevaLajJAnanI prApti thaI. - cha khaMDano mAlika cikkAra samRddhi hovA chatAM mRtyu samaye raDato jAya che. jayAre sAmAyikanI mUDI laIne janAro puNiyo zrAvaka maraNa vakhate hasato hasato jAya che. peTamAM jAmelo maLa jema zarIranI zuddhi thavA deto nathI. aMtaramAM jAmelo rAga-dveSano maLa aMta:karaNamAM dharmane gamavA deto nathI. sAmAyika AtmAnI cIja che. cha khaMDano rAga pudgala che. maraNa vakhatanI samAdhi karatAM jIvanamAM karelI sAmAyikanI samAdhi AtmAnI vRddhine baMdhAve che. pudgalanI tRptimAM rasa nathI. AtmAnI tRptimAM rasa che. cauda pUrvIo pudgala pAchaLa gAMDA hatA. e kAraNe nigodamAM gayA. cakravartIoe pudgala choDyA. devalokane pAmyA. pudgalanI tRpti durgatinuM Reservation che. AtmAnI tRpti sadgatinuM Reservation che. zAstrakAra zrI upAdhyAyajI mahArAja kahe che : "tuM tArI jAtane - AtmAne jJAnI mAnato hoya, paNa phaLa tRptine AtmAnI tRpti mAnavAnI bhramaNAmAM jIvIza nahIM. pudgalanI tRptinA saMparka vinA tane cAlaze nahIM. paNa e khyAla rAkhaje ke e pudgalano upayoga hoya tyAM sudhI ja saMparka rAkhaje. haMmezA mATe tene kAyamI mAnI levAnI bhramaNA karIza nahIM. mArga para nirmamabhAve cAlyA jatA khaMdhakamuni jJAnAmRtanuM pAna karI tRpta banelA hatA. dhyAna-sudhAnA oDakAra cAlu hatA tyAM rAjAnA sainikoe AvIne temane pakaDayA... temanI cAmaDI utAravA taiyAra thayA. lohItarasI chUrIo kADhI... chatAM khaMdhakamuni to dhyAna-sudhAnA oDakAra ja khAI rahyA th Ratlam RAkAra Tags sAjA ti Bais a Y ailexitiranilraits: 9 Y aims ra 1 1 : * * * jhAjha#inspirasi #aa Etiati a Y Pistonianizatiaa haY IkAzaka

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hatA. sainikoe mahAmuninA zarIranI cAmaDI utAravA mAMDI... lohInI dhArAo vahevA lAgI.. mAMsanA TukaDAo kapAvA lAgyA. paraMtu A badhu mahAmuninA dhyAna-sudhAnA oDakAranI paraMparAne na toDI zakayuM! e paraMparAe to mahAmunine dharmadhyAnamAMthI zukaladhyAnamAM caDhAvyA... jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya, mohanIya ane aMtarAya-ghAtI karmono kSaya karI Apyo ane kevaLajJAna pamADI dIdhuM! vAstavikatA e che ke jJAna prApta karyA pachI jJAnInA manamAM e jJAnanAM tatvo, rahasyo dhoLAtAM rahevAM joIe. to ja jJAna e amRta che evo anubhava thaI zake ane e anubhava thayA pachI vaiSayaka sukhabhoganA anubhava akArA aLakhAmaNA lAge. viSayothI nahi tRpta thayelA Indra, kRSNa vagere paNa sukhI nathI, e Azcarya che. jagatamAM jJAnathI tRpta thayelo karma-maLarahita eka sAdhu sukhI che. jeNe pracaMDa mada ane madanane mahAta karI dIdhA che, jenA manamAM, vacanamAM ke kAyAmAM vikAranuM viSa naSTa thaI gayuM che, jemaNe 52-pudgalanI AzAono tyAga karI dIdho che tevA mahAtmAone to ahIM ja mokSa che. AvA mahAtmAo potAnA zarIra para rAga karatA nathI, zatru para roSa karatA nathI, rogothI vyathita thatA nathI, vRddhAvasthAthI akaLAtA nathI, mRtyuthI jarAya DaratA nathI, AvA mahAtmAo 'nitya sukhI' che! pUjaya upAdhyAyajI mahArAje A badhI vAtono mAtra be zaratomAM samAveza karI dIdho che! jJAna tRpta ane niraMjana mahAtmA mahA sukhI che. Atma guNa vikAsanA cha pagathiyA che..... 1. Atma svarUpa jijJAsA. 2. Atma svarUpa bodha. 3. Atma svarUpa rUci. 4. svarUpa pratIkSA 5. Atma svarUpa pratIti. 6. Atma svarUpa ramaNatA. ****** BK B 222222223055208124620205981816248 22 ** 312 + FRENCH B

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jJAnasAra 250 varSa pUrve racAyela jIvananuM sauMdarya che. mananI mAvajata che. guNa ane guNAnurAganI suvAsa che. 32 aSTakonA puSponI sugaMdha jIvana saMyamita ane surakSita banAve che. jIvananA aMtima samayano mAMgalika dIvo che. AmAM 10 aSTakonA pravacanono svAda che. jIvana lakSI bodhano AsvAda che. zruta tIrthano A prasAda che. jIvana caNataranI kUrma zilA che. RAJUL 9769791990