Aatm chaitanyani Yatra

Author(s): Kumarpal Desai
Publisher: Buddhisagarsuri Jain Samadhi Mandir
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/034268/1

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AtmacetanyanI IKU

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yoganiSTha AcArya buddhisAgarasurIzvarajI mahArAjanI bhavya pratibhA ane vibhUtimattAne darzAvatI adhyAtmarasathI bharapUra evI apragaTa rojanIzI AtmacaitanyanI yAtrA praNetA pa. pU. yoganiSTha AcArya zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. samatA sAgara pa.pU.A. bha. zrImad kIrtisAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. gacchAdhipati pa.pU.A.bhagavaMta zrImad subodhasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. AzIrvAda gacchanAyaka AcAryazrI manoharakIrtisAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. saMpAdaka AcAryazrI udayakIrtisAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. padmazrI DaoN. kumArapALa desAI

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yoganiSTha AcArya zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInA sUrIpada zatAbdI - varSa prasaMge graMtha prAgaTya, 15-6-2014, pAlanapura, ATMACHAITNYANI YATRA Edited By Acharya Shri Udaykirtisagarsuriswarji Maharaj Saheb Dr. Kumarpal Desai Published by Shrimad Buddhisagarsuri Jain Samadhi Mandir, Vijapur - 382 870 (C) prakAzake zrImad buddhisAgarasUrI jaina samAdhi maMdira, sTezana roDa, vijApura - 382 870. ji. mahesANA (u.gu.) kiMmata rU.: 200/-0 pahelI AvRtti : jUna, 2014 0 pRSThasaMkhyA : 192 + 08 mudrake ajaya ophaseTa, 15 sI baMsIdhara eNsTeTa, bAraDolapurA, amadAvAda-380 004.

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sUrIzatAbdI varSanA pAvana prasaMge zat zat vaMdanA pa.pU. yoganiSTha AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA

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apUrva bhaviSya darzana yoganiSTha AcArya zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajIe AjathI ekasothI paNa vadhu varSa pUrve I. sa. 1911 (vi. saM. 1967)mAM lakheluM A kAvya emanuM apUrva bhaviSyadarzana darzAve che. bhagavAna mahAvIranA zabdothI jagatamAM svAtaMtrya Avaze ema sUcavIne jANe ahiMsaka mArge AjhAda thayelA bhAratano saMketa ApatA na hoya ! bhAratanI AjhAdI pachI vizvanA aneka dezo ahiMsAnA mArge cAlIne AjhAda thayA. mahAvIranA zabdo eTale ke ahiMsAthI jagatamAM svAtaMtryano prakAza relAyo. A kAvyaracanA karI tyAre deza aMgrejonI gulAmI taLe kacaDAyelo hato ane te samaye dezanI AvanArI AjhAdIno aNasAra ahIM vyakta thAya che. mAnavajAtanI karuNA kevI thApaze eno emaNe khyAla Apyo che. yogavidyAnA zikhare birAjamAna yoganiSTha AcArya zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI vijJAnano mahimA kare che. e kahe che ke vijJAnanI ghaNI zodhothI atyAra sudhI je pragaTa thayuM nahotuM evI adabhuta vAto pragaTa thaze ane ApaNe joIe chIe ke jagatamAM vijJAne aneka kSetromAM navAM navAM saMzodhano karyA che. yoganiSTha AcAryano e samaya rAja-rajavADAMno samaya hato ane tyAre rAjAzAhI cAlI jaze ema kahe che ane jagatamAM udyogo ane kaLAnuM sAmrAjya sthapAze evI vAta kare che. AzcaryanI vAta e che ke emaNe lakhyuM ke eka khaMDanA samAcAra bIjA khaMDamAM paLavAramAM pahoMcI jaze ane Aje ApaNe mobAIla, kamyuTara ane TelivijhanathI Ano sAkSAta anubhava karI rahyA chIe. - AjanA vizvamAM nyAyano mahimA che, mAnava adhikArano mahimA che, vyakti svAtaMtryano mahimA che enuM darzana yoganiSTha AcAryazrIe ApyuM che ane bhagavAna mahAvIranAM tattvo jevAM ke ahiMsA, anekAMta, aparigrahano mahimA thaze evI emanI bhaviSyavANI Aje sAcI TharatI lAge che. keTalIka vyaktio potAnA yugane jotI hoya che, to keTalIka vyaktio vartamAna yugane pAra AvanArA yuganA prakAzane jotI hoya che. AvI vibhUtine krAMtadarzI eTale ke pele pAranuM jonAra kahe che. yoganiSTha AcAryazrInI krAMtadarzItA A kAvyamAM pade pade pragaTa thAya che. | eka dina evo Avaze eka dina evo Avaze, eka dina evo Avaze. mahAvIranA zabdo vaDe, svAtaMtrya jagatamAM thAvaze. eka dina...1 | sahu dezamAM svAtaMtryanA zubhadivya vAdyo vAgaze, bahu jJAnavIro karma vIro, jAgI anya jagAvaze. eka dina...2 avatArI vIro avatarI, kartavya nija bajAvaze, azru lhoi sau jIvanAM, zAMti bhalI prasarAvaze. eka dina...3 | sahu dezamAM, sahu varNamAM, jJAnIjano bahu phAvaze, uddhAra karaze du:khIno, karuNA ghaNI mana lAvaze. eka dina...4 | sAyansanI vidyA vaDe, zodho ghaNI ja calAvaze; je gupta te jAheramAM, abhuta vAta jaNAvaze. eka dina...5 rAjA sakala mAnava thaze, rAjA ne anya kahevAze, hunnara, kaLA sAmrAjyanuM, bahu jora loka dharAvaze. eka dina...3 | eka khaMDa bIjA khaMDanI, khabaro ghaDImAM Avaze, gharamAM rahyA vAto thaze, para khaMDa ghara sama thAvaze. eka dina...7 | eka nyAya sarve khaMDamAM, svAtaMtryatAmAM thAvaze, budhyaLei prabhu mahAvIranAM, tattvo jagatamAM vyApaze. eka dina...8 (iv)

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preraNAnI pagadaMDIo pa.pU.prazarmAnadhi AyArya zrImad kIrtisAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pa.pU. AcArya zrImad kailAsasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pa.pU.vizvAtsalya AcArya zrImad subodhasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pa.pU.prazarmA AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad manoharakIrtisAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA

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agkrama vii AzIrvacana viii nivedana adhyAtma yogInI AtmacetanyanA sAkSAtkAra samI apragaTa DAyarI - 5 AtmayogInI AMtarayAtrA 15 sadharma taNA zaNagAra 23 zrI ghaMTAkarNa mahAvIradeva AtmAnI sAhajika anubhUti 31 huM amara evA graMthaziSyo taiyAra karIza ! 41 adhyAtmayogInI najare AtmajJAnIno paMtha 47 pramANikatAno mahimA 51 pAdavihAra ane aMtaryAtrA So AcAryazrI buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInI kAvyaracanAo 186 A che 108 amara ziSya graMtho 190 pAdavihAranI pAvanabhUmi 192 cAturmAsano maMgala avasara

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parama pUjya prazAMtamUrti AcArya zrI manoharakIrtisAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA AzIrvacanA jinazAsananAM ajavALAM pAtharatAM aneka graMthonI racanA thatI hoya che, paraMtu A graMtharacanA e dRSTie virala che ke tenuM prakAzana karmayogI, dhyAnayogI ane jJAnayogI evA sUripuMgava yoganiSTha AcArya zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. sUripadanA zatAbdI varSa prasaMge thaI rahyuM che. | jinazAsanamAM AcArya padanuM aneruM mahattva che. AcArya bhagavaMta chatrIsa guNadhArI hoya che ane dezajJa, kAlajJa ane bhAvajJa hoya che. AcArya bhagavaMtanI manobhUmikA vize ema kahevAyuM che ke teo aTapaTA praznomAM mUMjhAI na jAya tevuM dhRtiyukta citta dharAvanAra, zrotAo pAsethI AhAra, pAtra ke vastunI icchA rAkhatA nahIM hovAthI anAzasI, mAyArahita, svabhAvathI gaMbhIra, dRSTithI saumya ane jyAM jAya tyAM sva-paranA kalyANaka hoya che. jinazAsanamAM ghaNA dharmaprabhAvaka AcAryo thayA che ane emAM sUripuMgava yoganiSTha AcArya zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInuM sthAna ati viziSTa che. vijApuranA kaNabI kuTuMbamAM janmelA bahecaradAsa potAnA yuganI bhAvanAonA buddhisAgara kahevAyA. samAjane sAcI dizA darzAvanAra karNadhAra banI rahyA. jinazAsananA sUtradhAra banyA. - A graMthanI bIjI eka vizeSatA e che ke emAM AcAryazrI buddhisAgarasUrizvarajInI rojanIzImAMthI thoDAMka kAvyo, nibaMdho ane vicAro darzAvavAmAM AvyA che. e dRSTie A graMtha yoganiSTha AcAryazrInA yoganiSTha AtmAnI ucca bhavyatAnI jhAMkhI Ape che. emanA vicAronI udAttatAno paricaya Ape che. A badhAne pariNAme ApaNe e mahAna AcAryanA hRdayamAM cAlatI bhAvanAone dRSTigocara karI zakIe chIe. A graMthamAM rajU thayelI bhAvanAo ane AdhyAtmika vicAraNAo AjanA samayamAM paNa samAjane ane sAdhakone eTalI ja upayogI che, jethI A graMtha e sahu koInA jIvanamAM dharma-unnatino saMdezo ApanAro banI raheze, tevI bhAvanA sevuM chuM. (vii)

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nivedanA e ekamAM aneka hatA. anekamAM e eka hatA. adhyAtmayogI AcAryazrI buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInuM jIvana mAtra be paccIsInuM, paraMtu emanA jIvananA pUrvArdhamAM eka utkaTa sAdhaka ane dharmajijJAsu AtmAno Alekha jovA maLe che. emanA jIvananA uttarArdhamAM jainAcArya tarIkenI emanI AgavI garimA najare paDe che. jinazAsanane pAmavAnA potAnA dhyeyanI ADe AvatA tamAma avarodho emaNe pAra karyA ane vijApuranA zeTha nathubhAIno sahayoga sAMpaDatAM jIvanautthAnanA sopAna para eka pachI eka DagaluM AgaLa bharatA rahyA. emAMthI mahAna tyAgI, tejasvI ane zAsanaprabhAvaka sUripuMgava samAjane maLyA. e mahAna yogI hatA, uttama kavi hatA, pravacana prabhAvaka hatA, mAnavatAnI bhAvanAthI paripUrNa hatA, vajAMga brahmacaryanuM teja dhAraNa karatA hatA. vizeSe to yogI AnaMdaghananI yAda Ape evA ane aDhAre AlamanI cAhanA meLavanArA masta avadhUta hatA. adhyAtmayogI yoganiSTha AcArya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInA e samayano paNa vicAra karavo joIe ke je samaye vahema, ajJAna ane bhUtapretanA bhayathI prajA bIkaNa banelI hatI, tyAre emaNe nirbhayatAno siMhanAda karyo ane prajAmAM mardAnagInuM prAgaTya karyuM. eka satyavIranI samyakudRSTi AtmasAdhutA darzAvatI emanI graMtharacanAo mAtra jainasamAjamAM ja nahIM, paNa virATa ane vyApaka janasamUhamAM AtmajJAnanAM ajavALAM pAtharanArI banI rahI. deza gulAmInI jaMjIromAM jakaDAyelo hato, tyAre emaNe emanI graMtharacanAo dvArA AdhyAtmikatAno zaMkhanAda phUMkyo. samaya jatAM keTalIka paraMparAo jhAMkhI paDe che ane vistRta thAya che, e rIte yogasAdhanAnI paraMparA visarAtI jatI hatI tyAre yoganiSTha AcAryazrIe potAnA dhyAnapUrNa jIvanathI ane utkRSTa graMtharacanA karIne yoganI parAkASThA batAvI. bAhyAcAromAM DUbelA samAjane AtmAnA Urdhva mArgano paricaya Apyo ane alaukika AnaMda ApatI adhyAtma- sAdhanAnI oLakha ApI. Ane kAraNe A graMthanuM nAma 'AtmacaitanyanI yAtrA" evuM rAkhyuM che. emAM AtmacaitanyanI sAkSIe vahetuM yogInuM jIvana kevuM hoya enA sahu koIne darzana thaze. A graMtha emanA jIvananA keTalAka prasaMgonuM punaH smaraNa kare che, to enI sAthe emanI bhaviSyane pArakhanArI dIrghadRSTine batAvatAM gadya-lakhANo ApyAM che ane emanAM kAvyonI mULa prata sAthe e kAvyo ApyA che. vaLI A graMthamAM Thera Thera motIo verAyA hoya e rIte yoganiSTha AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInA jIvanapreraka vAkyo che, to sAthosAtha emanI amara kAvyapaMkti ane utkRSTa gadyakaNikA ahIM maLaze. | A graMthanA kAryamAM pUjya sAdhu-sAdhvIjIoe ane amadAvAdanA judA judA zrIsaMghoe umadA sahayoga Apyo che. yoganiSTha AcArya zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInI dIkSA bhUmi pAlanapuramAM dharmapremI zrI gIrIzabhAI rasikalAla zAha parivAra (pAlanapura) dvArA A graMthavimocana thaI rahyo che, te AnaMdanI bInA che. A graMthamAMthI maLato Atmika UrdhvatAno saMdeza vAcanAra sahune sparzI jaze, tevI zraddhA che. - saMpAdako (viii)

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adhyAtma yogInI AtmacetanyanA sAkSAtkAra samI. apragaTa DAyarI pa.pU. AcAryazrI udayakIrtisAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. jyAM satya chupAI jatuM hoya ane hakIkatonA caherA para dupaTTo DhAMkI devAyo hoya tathA mAtra ne mAtra 'sva'nA sukhuM sukhu svarUpane ja cAlAkIpUrvaka pragaTa karAyuM hoya, evI DAyarIo to ghaNIya jovA maLe ...paNa jemAM adhyAtmane samAMtara rahI nijatvane asala svarUpe vyakta thavA devAyuM hoya, temaja zabda zabda satyanI soDama chaMTAI hoya evI DAyarI ja vAMcanArane parama AtmasaMtRSTinI anubhUti karAve...! hoya evI DAyarI ? hA, che, evI DAyarI paNa che. je apragaTa che, chatAM vAMcatAM ja AtmatRSAnuM zamana thavA lAge ane e DAyarI lakhAI che yoganiSTha AcArya zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInI satyapriya kasAyelI kalame. e DAyarI nokhI-anokhI ane sAcA arthamAM 'DAyarI' che, kAraNa ke kSaNa kSaNanI saccAIne raNakatA zabda thakI AlekhavAmAM AvI che. sarvatra AtmaciMtana ane AtmasaMvAdano AphlAda jovA maLe che. kAraNa ke kyAMya zabdachalanA ke vAstavano DhAMkoDhubo nathI. kAraNa ke roja roja kelenDaronA daTTAmAMthI phATatAM patAkaDAMmAM AkRti pAmatI saccAIne svecchApUrvaka vyakta thavA devAI che. kAraNa ? kAraNa ke te adhyAtmanA uttuMga zikhare birAjamAna parama vaMdanIya AtmayogInI DAyarI che. je che, te jemanuM tema che mAtra zabdomAM jhilAyA che prasaMgo.

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manane saccAIpUrvaka vahevA devAyuM che. sahajatA, saraLatA ane sAdhanA- A tripravAho eka sAthe ja vahe che. apramattabhAve AtmAnubhavane je che e svarUpe vyakta karavAnuM kAma kaparuM che. bhala-bhalA 'zreSThatva' pAmelA sarjako paNa jyAre potAnI DAyarImAM 'sva' ane 'bAhya'nI ghaTanAone AlekhavA bese che tyAre 'sva-hAni' thAya tevA prasaMgone maroDI-macakoDI nAkhe che. jemAM kyAMya satya zodhyuM jaDatuM nathI. 'sva-prazaMsAmAM paDI jato sarjaka zabdonA jaMgalamAM 'saccAIne khoI nAkhe che. paNa mane kahevA do ke A yoganiSTha AcAryazrInI apragaTa DAyarImAM je ujAgara thayuM che, te aNamola ane AtmapratItikara che. Ama to pUjyazrIe samayanA lAMbA pravAhanA laMbANakALanI rojanIzIo lakhI che, paNa e sarva suprApya nathI. mAtra eka ja varSanI rojanIzI prApta karyAno AnaMda ApaNe laI zakIe ema chIe. chatAM ATalI rojanIzI paNa pUjyazrInI bhavya ane adbhuta AMtarsamRddhino sAkSAtkAra karAvI jAya che. AMtarUpatha para AgaLa vadhavAnuM kAma agharuM hovA chatAM pUjyazrIe AtmamArga ane adhyAtmapatha para jJAnaDagalAM mAMDyAM che. vihAra, vyAkhyAna ane sAdhanAnI bharamAra vacce ya AcAryazrI buddhisAgarasUrijIe zabda sAthonA aMtaraMga saMbaMdhane akhaMDa atUTa rAkhyo che. emanA zabdomAM, emanI gajhalomAM emanuM Atmacaitanya dhodhamArapaNe pragaTatuM-pamaratuM-varasatuM vahetuM jovA muLe che. sIdhI vAta, ane sAcI vAta. bhItaramAM bhAva ghUMTAyA, bhASA cUMTAya, zabdaghUMTAya ane pachI AtmasAdhakanI kalama kalaravatI kalaravatI vyakta thAya. kyAreka teo 'sva'ne parama'mAM tabadIla karavAno bhAva anubhave che. ne eTale to apragaTa DAyarInA eka pRSTha para teo kahe che, 'uttama jJAna, darzana ane cAritra dvArA "sva"mAM paramAtmatva anubhavAo.' "AcArya zrImada buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInuM sAhitya eTale ? ene hiMdu paNa vAMcI zake, jaina paNa vAMcI zake ane muslima paNa vAMcI zake. saune sarakhuM upayogI thaI zake tevuM e kAvyasAhitya zrI buddhisAgarasUrijIne ApaNA bhakta ane jJAnI kavionI hAramAM mUkI de evuM che." ramaNalAla va. desAI

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pUjyazrInA padyamAM paNa AMtarsatyanI parama gati pragaTa thAya che. e kahe che, "vidyA ane zubha jJAna sama koI dAna nahIM ema dekhavuM. vidvAna jJAnI sama nahIM ko pUjya jagamAM pakhavuM." jJAna sanmAnane yogya che. vidvattA sadaiva AdaraNIya che. A sanAtana satya temaNe sahajabhAve abhivyakta karyuM che. pUjyazrIe AlekhelA 115 graMtho emanA Atmacaitanyano sAkSAtkAra karAvanArA che. tamAma graMtho tattvajJAna, ciMtana, adhyAtmabhAva, kAvyo ane jJAnopAsanAnA mahAgraMtho che. ne eTale ja to tatsamayanA vikhyAta sarjako paNa emanA sarjananI bhUri bhUri prazaMsA kare che. emaNe lakhela graMtha 'karmayoga' eTalo to svaye sArthaka ane bemisala che ke khuda lokamAnya TiLaka kahe che, "mane khabara hota ke tame 'karmayoga' graMtha lakhavAnA cho, to huM e viSaya para na lakhata." DAyarInA zabdomAM kyAMya DaMkha nathI ke kazo pUrvagraha nathI. basa, sahaja bhAve zabdadhArA vahe che. hA, eka vAta jarUra che. ImAnadArI ke prAmANikatA para bodhavANI uccAranArAono to A jagatamAM toTo nathI, paNa prAmANikatAne AcaraNamAM mUkanAra keTalA ? bahu ochA. AMgaLInA veDhe gaNAya eTalA. kadAca eTalA paNa nahIM ! teo avAranavAra 'samAdhisukhanI vAta kare che. adhyAtmamArgI manuSya AtmonnatinA lakSya sAthe agragama na karIne 'AtmasamAdhi'ne saMprApta karI zake che. teo DAyarImAM lakhe che : "Atma samAdhithI AtmAnI zAMtatA pragaTe che ane sahaja sukhanI khumArIno anubhavasvAda Ave che." A apragaTa DAyarI eka adhyAtma yogInI kalame lakhAI che ane tethI ja 'DAyarI sAhitya 'mAM te aNamola ane viziSTa pradAna banI rahe che. saMsAra sthita svArtha parasta vyaktio DAyarIo jarUra lakhe che, paNa emAM satya ochuM ane svaprazastinI mAtrA vadhu hoya che. pUjyazrI buddhisAgarasUrijInI kalame lakhAyela A apragaTa DAyarI adhyAtmamArge AgaLa vadhavA mAgatA zubhAzayI manuSyo mATe mAtra preraNAmRtanuM pAna karAvanAra ja nahIM, paramAtmatvanA darzana mATenuM dvAra kholanAra paNa che, jemAM satya che, adhyAtma che, sahajatA che, karuNA che ane savizeSa to Atmacaitanyano sAkSAtkAra che. "pragatinI parAkASThAtamu e jIvana ! mAtra be paccIsInuM ja jIvana ! be ja jIvanavasaMta ! ekamAM mAnava banyA, bIjAmAM mahAna ! paNa keTalI tarabatara karI mUke tevI suvAsa !" jayabhikhkha

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mahAkavi nhAnAlAlanI. yorgAna4 zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajIne aMjali e to kharekhara sAgara hato." "evo sAdhu saMdhane pacAsa varSoe maLo to saMghanA sadbhAgya." e to sAco saMnyAsI hato." "enA dilanI udAratA parasaMpradAyIone vazIkaraNa karatI." buddhisAgarajI mahAnubhAva virAmatAmAM khelatA, saMpragAyamAM to e zobhatA, paNa aneka saMpradAyIonA samudAya saMghamAM paNa emanI tejasvitA achAnI nahotI." "emanI bhavya mUrti emanA AtmasvarUpa jevI bhavya hatI. vizALa mukhAraviMda, ucca ane puSTa dehathaMbha,yogendra jevI dADhI !" "emano jabarajasta daMDa ! ApaNe sau mAnavajAta mUrtipUjaka chIe, ane e bhavya mUrti adRzya thaI che, paNa nIrakhI che temanA aMtaramAMthI te jaladI bhusAze nahi ja." AnaMdaghanajI pachI AvA avadhUta jaina samAjamAM thoDA ja thayA haze." - saujanya 0 zrI bhIDabhaMjana pArzvanAtha jaina zvetAmbara mUrti pUjaka saMgha godAvarI nagara, vAsaNA, amadAvAda

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AtmayogInI AMtarayAtrA padAzrI DaoN. kumArapALa desAI DAyarI eTale rojanIzI, dainika pravRttinI noMdha. kharuM jotAM DAyarInI AtmalakSI noMdha eka prakAranuM AtmasaMbhASaNa bane che, jemAMthI lekhaka AtmanirIkSaNa karIne potAnA guNadoSa joI zake che. moTA bhAganI DAyarIo bhautika pravRttionI noMdharUpe hoya che, ane temAM aihika sukha-du:kha ke saphaLatAniSphaLatAnuM athavA gamA-aNagamAnuM nidarzana karatI noMdho jovA maLe che. | paraMtu thoDIka evI paNa DAyarIo hoya che, jemAM kevaLa AdhyAtmika anubhavonuM nirUpaNa ja hoya che, ane lakhanAra emAM potAnA vAMcana, manana, nididhyAsana, AtmaciMtana, AtmAnaMda ityAdi AMtaraguhAmAM cAlatI ghaTanAonI noMdha Ape che. jo tenAmAM sAhityika zakti hoya to, tene lagatA gadya-padyanA udgAromAM sAhityika sugaMdha AvavA pAme che. niHspRha ane nirmama bhAve, kevaLa AdhyAtmika pragati ke pIchehaThanI noMdha ke nijAnaMdanI abhivyakti sATe lakhanArA virala hoya che. yogasAdhaka AcAryazrI buddhisAgarasUrijInI rojanIzI A prakAranI che. temanA sudIrgha jIvanakALanA lAMbA paTane AvarI letI aneka varSonI rojanIzIo emaNe lakhI hovA chatAM, emanI eka ja varSanI rojanIzI atyAre prApta thAya che. nAnakaDI DokAbArImAMthI mahelamAM najara nAkhIe ane jema tenI aMdara rahelI amUlya samRddhinuM darzana thAya, evo anubhava zrI buddhisAgarasUrijInI A eka varSanI rojanIzI parathI thAya che. AmAMthI temanA bhavya-abhuta jIvanakAryano khyAla AvI jAya che. AmAM teonA yoga, samAdhi, adhyAtmaciMtana, vizALa ane vaividhyapUrNa vAcana, lokahitakArI pravRttionuM Ayojana ane gajhalamAM mastIrUpe pragaTatA nijAnaMdanuM darzana thAya che. | samagra jIvanamAM eka varSanuM mahattva keTaluM ? paLano paNa pramAda nahi sevanAra jAgrata AtmAne mATe to aMtarayAtrAnA patha para prayANa karavA mATe pratyeka varSa nahi, balka pratyeka kSaNa mUlyavAna hoya che ane bhagavAna mahAvIranI paLamAtra jeTalAya pramAda nahi karavAnI zIkha, e rIte caritArtha thaI zake che. Ano jIvaMta Alekha AcAryazrI buddhisAgarasUrijInI vi. saM. 1971nI, mAtra eka ja varSanI DAyarImAMthI maLI jAya che. eka bAju vihAra, vyAkhyAna ane upadezanI dharmapravRtti cAle, bIjI bAju bhinna bhinna viSayonAM pustakonuM satata vAcana thAya, sAthosAtha mananI prakriyA to cAlu ja hoya ane A badhAmAMthI cUMTAI ghaMTAIne lekhana thatuM hoya. hajI ATaluMya ochuM hoya tema, avirata dhyAnasAdhanA paNa cAlatI ja hoya ane kalAkonA kalAko sudhI dhyAna lagAvyA pachI thatI AtmAnubhUtinuM amRtapAna

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karavAmAM AvatuM hoya ! AcAryazrI buddhisAgarasUrijInI A DAyarIomAM eka bAju sarjanaprakriyA-nibaMdho, kAvyo ane ciMtano ityAdino Alekha maLe che, to bIjI tarapha emanA vihAra ane vAcananA ullekho maLe che. A ullekho pramANamAM ochA che, paraMtu eka AtmajJAnInA ullekho tarIke te dhyAna kheMce tevA che. madhyakAlIna gujarAtI sAhityamAM jaina sAdhuone hAthe bahoLA pramANamAM sAhityasarjana thayuM che. arvAcIna yugamAM e paraMparAnuM sAtatya AcAryazrI buddhisAgarasUrijInI sAhityopAsanAmAM jovA maLe che. emaNe mAtra covIsa varSanA sAdhu-jIvana daramiyAna saMskRta, hiMdI ane gujarAtI ema traNa bhASAomAM kula 115 jeTalA graMtho lakhyA. e samaye sAdhusamAjamAM game te rIte ziSyo banAvavAnI hoDa cAlatI hatI; tyAre jJAnopAsaka buddhisAgarasUrijIe 115 'amara graMthaziSyo' banAvavAno nirNaya karyo hato. emanA 25 graMtho ciMtana ane tattvajJAnathI bharelA che; 24 graMthomAM emanI kAvyasaravANI vahe che, jyAre saMskRta bhASAmAM emaNe bAvIseka graMtho lakhyA hatA. emanA kAvyasAhitya vize gujarAtanA 'yugamUrti vArtAkAra' tarIke vikhyAta navalakathAkAra zrI ramaNalAla vasaMtalAla desAIe kahyuM hatuM : "zrI buddhisAgarajInuM sAhitya eTale ? ene hiMdu paNa vAMcI zake, jaina paNa vAMcI zake, muslima paNa vAMcI zake. saune sarakhuM upayogI thaI paDe tevuM e kAvyasAhitya, buddhisAgarasUrijIne ApaNA bhakta ane jJAnI kavionI hAramAM mUkI de evuM che." yoganiSTha AcAryazrI buddhisAgarasUrijInA vAcana, manana ane nididhyAsananI triveNIno anubhava paNa emanI A DAyarImAMthI thAya che. AgaLa sUcavyuM tema emaNe ghaNAM varSonI DAyarIo lakhI hatI, paraMtu atyAre to emanI vi. saM. 1971nI mAtra eka DAyarI ja upalabdha thaI che. paraMtu A rojanIzI e karmayogI, dhyAnayogI ane jJAnayogI AcAryanA vyaktitvane nakhazikha darzAvI jAya che. 1971nI A rojanIzInA AraMbhe teo gurusmaraNa kare che. gurusmaraNanA A kAvyamAM emanI tanmayatA satata taravaryA kare che. teo vicAre che ke, guru pAse mAgavAnuM zuM hoya ? - jyAM mAgyA vinA ja badhuM maLatuM hoya che. rojanIzImAM AlekhAyelA sAta kaDInA A kAvyanI eka khUbI e che ke, AkhA kAvyanuM Alekhana saheja paNa chekachAka vagaranuM jovA maLe che. hRdayamAM jAgato bhAva sIdhesIdho ja rojanIzInAM pAnAM para aMkAto gayo hoya tema lAge che. AmAM teone zAbdika pheraphAro paNa karavA paDyA nathI ! ahIM gurubhAvanAnuM gaurava karatAM teo kahe che : "UMghyo deva jagAvIyo re - deha derAsaramAMhI - "e yogitva, e sAdhutva, e kavitva, e vaktRtva, e Atmaprema, e mastI, e diladilAvarI anokhI hatI. kavi, tattvajJa, vaktA, lekhaka, vidvAna, yogI, avadhUta, ekalavIra, ema aneka saritAnA saMgama e buddhi-abdhimAM (buddhisAgaramAM) thatAM jovAya che." jayabhikhkhu 6

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pragaTe vani vanithI re - guruthI gurupaNuM mAMhI." - - A pachI AcAryazrI buddhisAgarasUrijI guruziSyanA aikyanI vAta karIne vi. saM. 1971nA nUtana varSanA prAraMbhe bhAvapUrvaka gurune smare che. teoe gAyelo A gurumahimA anubhUtinA pAyA para racAyelo hovAthI vadhAre hRdayasparzI banyo che. vijApuranA eka nirakSara kaNabI kuTuMbanA bALakanuM gurukapAe ja yoganiSTha AcArya tarIke AdhyAtmika rUpAMtara thayuM hatuM, e ahIM paNa joI zakAya che. rojanIzInA AraMbhe 'sva'mAM paramAtmabhAva anubhavavAnI potAnI jhaMkhanAne pragaTa karatAM teo - "sarva jIvonI rakSArthe pravRtti karAo. satya vadavAmAM jIvana vahyA karo. asteya, brahmacarya, parigrahatyAga vagerenI ArAdhanA paripUrNa dravya ane bhAvathI thAo. apramattapaNe AtmasamAdhimAM dravya ane bhAvathI svajIvana vaho. jaina zAsananI prabhAvanA thAya evA saMyogo prApta thAo. jaina dRSTie, zAsanarakSaka dRSTie, sarvajIvadayA dRSTie, sarva nAmonI apekSAe mana, vacana ane kAyAmAM kriyA (karma), yogitva ane jJAnayogitva pragaTo. adhyAtmajJAnanAM ucca rahasyonA anubhava vaDe AtmA sahajAnaMdamAM masta raho. apramatta bhAvanI jIvanmuktimAM zuddhopayoga vaDe sthiratA thAo. uttama jJAna, darzana ane cAritra dvArA "sva"mAM paramAtmatva anubhavAo." - A eka varSa daramiyAna emaNe aneka sthaLoe vihAra karyo hato. emAM mANasA, ridrola, vijApura, IDara, kheDabrahmA, kuMbhAriyAjI, aMbAjI, Abu, acalagaDha, dAMtIvADA, pAlanapura, siddhapura, UMjhA, mahesANA, bhoyaNI, vIramagAma, godhAvI, kalola, pAnasara ane pethApura jevAM jANItAM gAmo uparAMta anya gAmono paNa samAveza thato hato, paraMtu eka varSamAM karelA ATalA vihAra daramiyAna emanI vAcanapravRtti to satata ane tIvra vege cAlu rahI hatI. pote vAMcelAM pustakonI noMdha teo rojanIzImAM karatA jAya che. A eka ja varSamAM emaNe 'samayamAmRta', zubhacaMdra AcAryakRta 'jJAnArNavasAroddhAra" (bIjI vakhata), 'rAjendrabhidhAnakoza' (bhA.-1), 'jJAnacakra' (bhA.-8), mahAbalamalayAsuMdarI', "saMskRta tilakamaMjarI', "caMdraprabhu', 'vikramorvazIyam' (bhASAMtara), 'vihyaEratnamAlA' ane 'jaina dRSTie yoga' jevAM pustako vAMcyAM; jyAre AcArya AnaMdazaMkara dhruvanuM 'dharmavarNana', mananapUrvaka vAMcyuM ema kahe che, to mANasAnA darabAra pAsethI lIdheluM ratnamAla' pustaka vAMcIne pAchuM ApyAnI noMdha maLe che. e ja rIte sANaMdanI sarakArI lAibrerImAMthI lIdhelAM pustako vAMcIne pAchAM ApyAM, tenI yAdI paNa maLe che. A graMtho uparAMta gujarAtano arvAcIna itihAsa', 'kaNabI-kSatriya itihAsa' ane 'padmamahApurANa' jevA graMtho vAMcyA hatA, 'jIvanazaktinuM baMdhAraNa', 'svAmI rAmatIrthano sadupadeza' (bhAga 7), 'gujarAta sarvasaMgraha', 'svadeza', 'hiMdanI udyogasthiti', sAdhujIvanamAM AcArya padavI e ghaNo moTo banAva kahevAya, paraMtu A niHspRhI sAdhue potAnI DAyarImAM mAtra eka ja lITImAM A AkhIya ghaTanAnI tithi-vigata noMdhI che. kevI laghutA !

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'bhArata lokakathA', 'dariyApAranA dezonI vAto" jevAM pustako paNa vAMcyAM hatAM, "adhyAtmopaniSadanuM cothI vAra manana karyuM, to 'jaoNna oNpha Arka', 'kumudinI', 'AMkha kI kIrakIrI', 'zAMtikuTira', subhASitamuktAvali' tema ja 'narmakavitA' jevA graMtho paNa vAMcyA hatA. vaLI, vi. saM. 1971nI vaizAkha suda pAMcamanA roja zrI motIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDiyAe AnaMdaghananAM pado para lakhelI prastAvanA ane upodyAta vAMcyAnI noMdha paNa maLe che. A varSa daramiyAna emanI lekhanapravRtti cAlatI rahI hatI. 'karmayoga' nAmano emano graMtha chapAto hato e paNa noMdhyuM che. vihAra ane vyAkhyAno cAlatAM hatAM, enI sAthosAtha ATalI badhI jJAnapravRtti cAlu rAkhavI te virala ja kahevAya. kyAreka koI jijJAsuneya abhyAsamAM sahAyabhUta thatA hatA. saMvata 1971nI mAgazara vada amAse zA. mohanalAla jesiMgabhAIne pAMcamA karmagraMthanI sittera gAthA sudhI abhyAsa karAvyAnI noMdha paNa maLe che. saM. 1971nA poSa sudi chaThanI noMdhamAM teo lakhe che - | "sAMjanA samaye kaDI prAMtanA subAsAheba rA. goviMdajIbhAI hAthIbhAI darzanArthe AvyA. temane prajAnI sevA karavI, sAdhuono upadeza zravaNa karavo, prajAjanonAM du:kho tarapha lakSya devuM, lAibrerIo, borDiMgo vizeSa pramANamAM vyavasthApUrvaka ughADavA mATe upadeza dIdho. gAyakavADI rAjyamAM sAdhuone mATe saMskRta pAThazALA ughADavA upadeza dIdho." AvI ja rIte phAgaNa vada 8nA divase "pro. rAmamUrti senDonI mulAkAta laI dhArmika vicArono upadeza Apyo" evI noMdha paNa maLe che. - emano sAhityaprema sarvatra dekhAya che. teo gujarAtI sAhityanA vartamAna pravAho ane sAkSarothI paricita hatA. gujarAtI sAhityanA saMzodhaka zrI ke. ha. dhruva vize emaNe lakhelA apragaTa stutikAvyamAM A jJAnI ane dhyAnI yogIrAjane sAhityasaMzodhaka pratye keTalo Adara che, te pragaTa thAya che. teo kahe che : "milanasAra svabhAve sArA, sAkSaravargamAM pyArA, uttama vidyAnA AdhArA, sadguNanA avatArA. dhanya dhanya zubha mAta tAta ne, dhanya gurjara avatArI, moTA mananA zubha paramArthI, tava jIvana balihArI. amara karyuM nija nAma jagatamAM, guNakArI zubhakArI, 'buddhisAgara' maMgala pAmo, guNagaNanA bhaMDArI." AvI ja rIte sANaMdathI AcAryazrI buddhisAgarasUrijIe munizrI jinavijayajIne maitrIne biradAvatuM ane jJAnavRddhinI abhilASA pragaTa karatuM ATha kaDInuM kAvya lakhyuM che. A rojanIzIno keTaloka bhAga 'karmayoga', 'bhajanasaMgraha', 'jainagItA' ane 'sukhasAgara gurugItA' nAme emanA graMthomAM pragaTa thayo che. AthI ahIM apragaTa evA gadya ane padya bhAgane eka vAra teo potAnI DAyarImAM kabUtara para kavitA lakhatA hatA. kavitA lakhe tyAre teo emAM tanmaya banI jatA hatA. emanA aMtaranA bhAva ane kudaratanAM heta eTalA badhA ekarUpa banI gayA ke kavitAnI bIjI paMkti lakhAya te pahelAM to eka kabUtara AvIne emanI DAyarI para beThuM !

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jovAno upakrama rAkhyo che. AmAM sAcI bhaktine batAvatA emanA eka apragaTa kAvyamAM teo 'harino mAraga zUrAno che' ema kahetA jaNAya che. teo kahe che ke, mAtra mukhethI bhakta kahevaDAvavAthI kAma patI jatuM nathI. ene mATe to prayatna ane niSkAma bhAvanA jarUrI che. teo AvA kRtaka bhaktone pUche che : "kahe mukhathI tamAro chuM, tamone sau samarpaNa che. vicArI Apa uttarane, amArI zI karI sevA ? hane lakSmI ghaNI vhAlI, tane kIrti ghaNI vhAlI, kahe che bhaktino bhUkhyo, amArI zI karI sevA ?" Ama kahIne viveka vinA vitta kharacavAnI, asatya ane parigrahanI tema ja saMsAranA pravAhamAM gatAnugatika rIte taNAvAnI sAmAnya janonI manovRttinI vAta karIne bhArapUrvaka kahe che - 'gaNAvuM bhakta koTImAM, nathI kAMI vAta e helI.' AvI ja rIte anya kAvyamAM 5ramAtmAnuM jIbhethI raTaNa karanArAo sAme cetavaNI uccAratAM e kahe che ke 'NaNvaRRSi' ke 'Sauddha bhrahya' bolavAthI pAra nathI Avato. mAtra zabdothI prabhu prApta thaze nahIM, kAraNa ke paramAtmA to zabdAtIta che, ane dhyAnamArge ja pAmI zakAya che. akhAe gAyelA jIva ane brahmanI ekatAnA anubhavanI yAda Ape e rIte A jaina AcArya AnaMdabhera kahe che "sAdhanathI prabhu vegaLA, sAdhanathI prabhu hela; sAdhana sAdhaka sAdhyanA ekatve che gela." AvA paramAtmAnI jhAMkhI maunathI thAya che. enI khoja karavAnI jarU2 nathI. e to ApaNA aMtaramAM ja vaselo che. mAnavInI A ja viDaMbanA che ne ke e bahA2nuM badhuM jue che, paNa potAnI aMdara DokiyuM ya karato nathI ! ane bhItaranI duniyA ajANI rahI jAya che. e caMdranI dharatI para bhale jaI Avyo hoya, paraMtu AtmAnI bhUmi ene ajANI lAge che. A aMtaramAM rahelI AnaMdajyotanI jikara karatAM teo lAkSaNika Dhabe kahe che : "jyAM tyAM prabhujI zodhiyA, paNa prabhujI pAsa; AnaMdajyote jANIe, rAkhI mana vizvAsa. prema vinA prabhujI nathI, karo upAya hajA2; marajIvo prabhune maLe, bIjA khAve mAra. nirmala citta thayA vinA, Izvara nA dekhAya; koTI upAya karo, kadI kAka na dhoLo thAya." "A eka varSa daramiyAna racAyelAM kAvyomAM viSayavaividhya paNa ghaNuM che. emAM 'nAnAM bALako', 'juvAnI', 'mAtA', 'vRddhAvasthA'thI mAMDIne 'dezasevA', 'kanyAvikraya', 'sudhAro, yogya kara samajI', 'pragati', 'garIbo para dayA lAvo', 'baLI ! parataMtratA bUrI !', 'maLo to bhAvathI maLazo' ane 'virodho vi.saM. 1956mAM yoganiSTha AcAryazrI mANasAmAM AvyA. A samaye bhojana karatI vakhate svAdiSTa osAmaNa khUba bhAvI gayuM, paNa e ja paLe vicAra Avyo ke A to huM jIbhanA svAdano gulAma thaI rahyo chuM ! tarata ja A jAgRta AtmAe osAmaNamAM pANI nAkhI dIdhuM ane ene phikkuM banAvI ArogyuM. 9

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sahu samAvI de' jevI bhAvanAvALAM kAvyo maLe che, to 'sAgara', 'AMbo' ke 'padhAro, meghamahArAja !" jevAM prakRtine uddezIne racAyelAM kAvyo paNa maLe che. jyAre 'sAbaramatImAMthI grAhyazikSaNa', 'AtmAnI tRSNA prati ukti', 'zuddha cetanA satInI AtmasvAmI prati ukti" jevAM AdhyAtmika bhAvanAone anulakSIne thayelAM kAvyasarjanoya sAMpaDe che. emanI pAse zIghrakavitva hovAthI keTalAka patronA pratyuttara teoe padyamaya ApyA hatA. emaNe vi. saM. 1971nA bhAdaravA vada ekame 'ahIM jhaTa megha varSAvo" nAmanuM kAvya lakhyuM ane kavi kahe che ke, "A kAvya karyA bAda bhAdaravAmAM varSA thaI ane tethI gujarAtamAM duSkALa paDavAno hato tene sthAne sukAla thayo." kavie lakheluM 'smazAna' vizenuM kAvya to vizeSa noMdhapAtra che, te e dRSTie ke 240 paMkti jeTaluM lAMbuM kAvya A viSaya para bhAgye ja koIe lakhyuM haze. kAvyano aMta "phAgu'ne yAda karAve te rIte vairAgyarasamAM Ave che. teo kahe che - pragaTe vAMcyAthI vairAgya, bAhyAbhyatara pragaTe tyAga; hove zivasuMdarIno rAga, zAzvata sukhano Ave lAga. Adhi, vyAdhi sahu nAse duHkha, aMtaramAM pragaTe zivasukha; ratnatrayInI prApti thAya, | cAritrI thaI zivapura jAya. bhaNe gaNe je nara ne nAra, dharmI thAve te nirdhAra; buddhisAgara' maMgalamALa, pAme thAve jayajayakAra." eka kAvyamAM emaNe "bhagu, tava jIvananI balihArI" kahIne "jainapatranA adhipati bhagubhAI phatehacaMdane snehAMjali arpI che. snehAMjalimAM videha pAmela vyakti vize Adara darzAvavAmAM Ave che. paNa kyAreka AvI snehAMjali Adarane badale atizayoktimAM sarI jatI hoya che. AcAryazrI buddhisAgarasUrijIe lakhelI snehAMjalimAM emaNe bhagubhAInA nirbhaya ane sudhAraka vyaktitvane biradAvyuM che, sAthe sAthe emanA virodhIoe emane sapaDAvIne jelamAM bhUle mokalyA, paraMtu bhaviSyamAM emanI kiMmata thaze ema teo spaSTa kahe che. bArabAra varSa sudhI AkarA saMjogomAM 'jainapatra calAvyuM ane kyAreya koI badalAnI AzA rAkhI nahi, e sadguNane kavi darzAve che. paraMtu enI sAthosAtha, bhagubhAInA doSo tarapha AMkhamicAmaNAM karatA nathI. teo kahe che - rAjA hoya ke raMka, sAdhu hoya ke zrAvaka, jaina hoya ke ajaina, e darekane yoganiSTha AcAryazrIe upadeza Apyo. kyAreka to sAme pagale jaIne paNa ! sAcA dharmanI ADe potAnuM mAna-apamAna kadI na lAvatA, AthI ja badhI koma emano Adara karatI ane teo aDhAre AlamanA avadhUta tarIke jANItA thayA.

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'anizcita mana bhame bhamAvyo, kAyavyavasthA na sArI." bhagubhAInA jIvananI nakkara vigato para A snehAMjali AdhArita che. emAM kavi kyAMya ati prazaMsAmAM sarI paDyA nathI te noMdhapAtra bAbata kahevAya. A rojanIzInA gadyamAM, lakhanAranI ciMtanazIlatA pragaTa thAya che. AmAM aneka viSaya para mananIya lekho maLe che. Aja sudhI apragaTa evA prAmANikatA vizenA nibaMdhamAM teo kahe che ke, prAmANika vartanathI jeTalI AtmAnI ane anya janonI unnati thaI zake che, teTalI anyathI thatI nathI. vaLI, rAgadveSa vagere doSono jema jema nAza thato jAya tema tema prAmANikapaNuM vizeSa khIlatuM jAya che. AvI vyaktine vino ane saMkaTo naDe che, paraMtu te aMte vizvamAM unnatinA zikhare virAjita thAya che." AcAryazrI buddhisAgarasUrijI spaSTa kahe che ke, "manuSyamAM sarva guNo karatAM prathama prAmANikapaNAno guNa hovo joIe." Aje ApaNe joIe chIe ke, samAjamAM bhraSTAcAra ziSTAcAra banI gayo che. tyAre A upadeza keTalo sacoTa ane marmasparzI lAge che ! teo kahe che ke, | "je dezamAM prAmANika manuSyo hoya te deza svataMtratAthI ane unnatithI zobhI rahe che. dharma, rASTra ane samAjanI unnatino AdhAra prAmANikapaNA para che." AcAryazrI pAse vAstavika paristhitinuM spaSTa darzana hatuM ane tethI ja teo AryAvartanI avanati thavAnuM mukhya kAraNa 'prAmANika guNathI vimukhatA' che tema kahe che. nibaMdhanA samApanamAM potAnA vicAronuM navanIta tAravatAM teo kahe che - | "prAmANika guNa saMbaMdhI bhASaNa karanArA lAkho manuSyo maLI Avaze, paNa prAmANikapaNe vartanArA to lAkhomAMthI pAMca manuSyo paNa maLe vA na maLe, teno nizcaya karI zakAya nahi. prAmANikapaNe vartanAra mAnusAri guNane prApta karIne samyaktvanI prApti karI zake che, ane samyaktvanI prApti thayA bAda cAritryanI prApti karIne te mokSapadanI prApti karI zake che. Aryavarta vagere dezomAM prAmANikatAno yadi phelAvo thAya to lUMTaphATa, kleza, yuddha, mArAmArI, gALAgALI, korTomAM aneka prakAranA keso, kusaMpa ane azAMti vagereno nAza thAya emAM jarA mAtra saMzaya nathI. prAmANikapaNe vartavAthI ane bolavAthI kharekharI svanI ane anya manuSyonI unnati karI zakAya che. prAmANika manuSya potAnA vicAro ane AcArothI prAmANika guNanuM vAtAvaraNa vizvamAM phelAve che ane te prAmANika guNanA vAtAvaraNanA saMbaMdhamAM je je manuSyo Ave che te te manuSyone prAmANika guNanI asara thAya che." A vicAromAM AcAryazrInI dRSTi potAnI AsapAsanI vAstavika paristhitine pUrepUrI pArakhe che. AthI prAmANikapaNAnA dunyavI lAbho paNa te darzAve che. AnI sAthosAtha teo karmayogI e muni zrI buddhisAgarajI AhAra maLe, te badho eka ja pAtramAM bhego karIne khAI letA. teo savAramAM cA, bapore bhojana ane sAMje vALu - ema traNa vakhata bhojana letA nahi. covIsa kalAkamAM mAtra eka ja vAra gocarI grahaNa karavAnI. pachI jamavAnI koI paLojaNa nahi.

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AtmayogI hovAthI, AtmonnatimAM A guNanI upakArakatA darzAvavAnuM paNa cUkatA nathI. mAnavIe devI saMpatti vadhAravAnI che, ane e saMpattimAM prAmANikatAno guNa paNa keTalo phALo ApI zake che, te teo batAve che. | gaccha, saMghADA ane saMpradAyomAM cAlatA mamatva vizenI emanI AMtaravedanA paNa eka noMdhamAM vyakta thAya che. teo laghu vartuLamAMthI anaMta Atmazuddha vartuLamAM pravezavAnI himAyata kare che ane AmAM emanI vyApaka tema ja samanvayasAdhaka dRSTino paricaya sAMpaDe che. | teo potAnA vihAranAM sthAnonuM paNa varNana Ape che. e sthAnonA jainonI ane jainamaMdironI vigato Ape che. zilAlekhono jhINavaTabhera abhyAsa kare che. vi. saM. 1971nA mahA vada 13ne zukravAre delavADAthI Abu AvyA ane, eka itihAsanA saMzodhakanI jema teo potAnI noMdhamAM lakhe che - "vastupAla ane tejapAlanA derAsaramAM derANI-jeThANInA gokhalA kahevAya che, paraMtu te para lakhelA lekhanA AdhAre khoTI paDe che. tejapAlanI strI suhaDAdevInA zreyArtha te be gokhalAone tejapAle karAvyA che." - A rIte AcAryazrI jainamaMdironA zilAlekhono jhINavaTabhera abhyAsa kare che ane sAthosAtha dharmasthAnanA Atmajyoti jagADatA prabhAvane aMtaramAM anubhave che. AthI ja teo kahe che - - "cetanajIne kheDabrahmA, derola, galoDA vageremAM sthAvara tIrthanAM darzana karAvI AtmaramaNatAmAM vRddhi karavA yAtrAno prayatna sevyo." AcAryazrI buddhisAgarasUrijInI eka vizeSatA e che ke emaNe bhulAyelI yogasAdhanAne punaH pratiSThA ApI. A rojanIzImAM adhyAtmajJAna saMbaMdhI teo vistRta carcA kare che. AmAM emano zAstrano abhyAsa, vicAraka tarIkenI sUkSmatA, kathanane kramabaddha AlekhavAnI kuzaLatA tema ja potAnA kathayitavyane zAstranA AdhAro TAMkIne darzAvavAnI nipuNatA jovA maLe che. rojanIzInAM saDasaTha pAnAMomAM emaNe A viSayanI vistRta carcA karI che. | vihAra, vyAkhyAna, upadeza, vAcana, manana ane lekhanamAM rata rahetA A yogIrAjanuM lakSa to AtmAnI oLakha pAmavAnuM ja rahyuM che. A rojanIzImAM sAlaMbana ke nirAlaMbana dhyAnanI carcA karIne teo AtmajJAnapUrvaka AtmadhyAna dharIne, AtmasamAdhi prApta karavAnuM kahe che. A AtmasamAdhinI mahattA darzAvatAM teo kahe che samAdhisukha prApta karavuM e manuSyajIvananuM mukhya kartavya che... samAdhisukhane prApta karavuM e kadApi AtmadhyAna vinA banI zake ema nathI. AtmadhyAnamAM paripUrNa lakSya rAkhIne AtmadhyAnano sthiropayoge abhyAsa karavAthI sAlaMbana ane nirAlaMbana dhyAnanuM samyaka svarUpa avabodhAya che, ane tethI sAlaMbana ane nirAlaMbana dhyAnathI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna thavA pUrvaka AtmonnatinA mArgamAM vidyutavege Aje paNa sahu koI zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajIne aDhAre AlamanA avadhUta tarIke yAda kare che. jaina ane brAhmaNa, piMjArA ane pATIdAra, musalamAna ane ThAkaraDA-sahu koI eka saMta tarIke sUrijIne AdarabhAva ApatA hatA.

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gamana karI zakAya che, ema sadgurugamathI avabodhavuM." teo sAdhujIvanamAM thatA anubhavone Alekhe che. saMvata 1971nA zrAvaNa vada 7ne budhavAranA roja savAranA sADA sAta vAgye emaNe loca karAvyo. AtmajJAnIne A anubhava kevo bhAva jagADe che, enuM Alekhana A divasanI noMdhamAM maLe che. teo kahe che - - "loca karAvatAM AtmAnI sArI rIte samAdhi rahI hatI. loca karAvatI vakhate AtmAnA zuddha svarUpanI bhAvanA bhALI hatI ane hRdayamAM kuMbhaka prANAyAma dhAravAmAM Avato hato, tethI loca karAvatAM AtmAno zuddha pariNAma vRddhi pAmato hato... A kAlamAM sAdhuone locano pariSaha Akaro che. AtmajJAnanI kasoTI kharekhara locathI amuka aMze thaI zake che. zarIrathI AtmAne bhinna mAnyA bAda loca karAvatI vakhate AtmajJAnIne pariSaha sahavAthI amuka aMze anubhava prApta thAya che." Ama, A jAgrata AtmA jIvananI pratyeka kriyAmAM AtmAnA zuddha svarUpanI bhAvanA bhALe che. te hakIkata A locanI vigatamAM paNa jovA maLe che. dhyAnane mahattva ApanAra AcAryazrI buddhisAgarasUrijI jyAM kyAMya zAMti jue ke tarata AtmadhyAna lagAvI de che. koI vagaDAmAM jainamaMdira maLI jAya to te emane dhyAna mATe khUba anukULa lAge che. phAgaNa vada 10nA divase "sarasvatI nadInA kinAre retanA beTaDAmAM besI Ajaroja eka kalAka AtmadhyAna dharyuM." ema noMdhe che. to "joTANAmAM kSetrapAlanA sthAnanA oTalA para sAMjanA vakhate eka kalpakaparyata AtmadhyAna dharavAthI AtmAnA alaukika anubhavanI jhAMkhI thaI" ema noMdhe che. AtmAnubhava vilakSaNa hoya che. enI vilakSaNatA saMvata 1971nA poSa suda 10nI rAtre thayelA anubhavamAM najare paDe che. A anubhava ghaNo gahana hoya che ane teo potAnA AtmAnubhavane zAstrIya paribhASAthI pragaTa karatAM kahe che - poSa sudi dazamanI rAtre AtmA ane paramAtmAnI ekatAnA dhyAnano dIrghakAla, satata pravAha rahyo ane tethI je AtmAnaMda pragaTaTyo tenuM varNana karI zakAya tema nathI. AtmAnI niSkAma dazAnA satyasukhano apUrva sAkSAtkAra kharekhara anubhavamAM bhAsyo te vakhate rAgadveSanI upazamatA vizeSataH prakaTelI dekhAI. ekalArA gAmamAM nivRtti sthala vagere kAraNothI apUrva Atmasukha anubhavAyuM. upAdhirahita dazAmAM zuddhopayoga sahaja sukha anubhavavAmAM Ave che." pachInI rAtrino anubhava lakhatAM teo kahe che : "dezottaramAM rAtrinA vakhatamAM AtmAnI apUrva samAdhimAM vizeSa kAla vItyo." e pachI poSa vada 1nA divase IDaragaDhanA vihAra daramiyAna teo lakhe che - "raNamallanI cokI pAsenI dhUNIvALI guphAmAM agninA cotarA para aDadho kalAka dhyAna dharyuM tethI AtmAnI sthiratA saMbaMdhI apUrvabhAva prakaTyo ane tethI apUrva sahajAnaMda prakaTyo. AvI jaina samAjamAM, jaina paraMparAmAM dhyAnasAdhanA bhUlAtI jatI hatI. e sAdhanAne sajIvana karavAno samartha prayatna karanAra sAdhaka tarIke yoganiSTha AcAryazrIne adhyAtmamArganA pravAsIo oLakhe che. saMbhAre che.

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dhyAnasthitimAM sadA rahevAya e ja AMtarika utkaTa bhAvanA che evo adhikAra prApta thAo." | navA varSanI maMgalayAtrAnA AraMbhe A AtmajJAnInI je bhAvanAo bhALI hatI, eno varSane aMte hisAba paNa teo kare che, ane varSabharanI pravRttimAMthI jJAna ane dhyAnanI pravRttine ja jIvanapathanA vikAsanI nidarzaka mAne che, AthI varSane aMte A pravRttinI pragatino hisAba teo lakhe che - "Ajaroja bhAva divALIno aMtaramAM anubhava thayo. "saMvata 1971nI sAla dhArmika jIvanamAM prazasya nIvaDI. vihAra, yAtrA vagerethI AtmAnI sthiratAmAM vRddhi karI, rAgadveSanI khaTapaTamAM koInI sAthe UtaravAnuM thayuM nathI. uttarottara A varSamAM dharmapravRtti karatAM kaMIka vizeSakAla aMtaramAM dhyAnAdinI nivRttithI gayo. pethApuramAM comAsu rahetAM AtmasamAdhimAM vizeSakAla gayo. dharmapravRtti karatAM dharmanivRttinuM jIvana have vRddhi pAme che ane AtmasamAdhimAM vizeSa jIvana vyatIta karavAnI prabaLa skuraNA thayA kare che. saMvata 1960-61-'kuranI peThe A sAlamAM yogasamAdhimAM vizeSa rahevAyuM. sarva jIvonI sAthe AtmakyabhAvanAnI ane maitrIbhAvanAnI vRddhi thayA kare che ema anubhava Ave che. IDara, dezottara, vaDAlI, kheDabrahmA, kuMbhAriyA, AbujI, maDAra, siddhapura vagere sthaLe AtmadhyAna dharatAM aMtaramAM sahajAnaMdano, pUrva sAlo karatAM, vizeSa prakAre anubhava thayo. sarasvatI nadInA kAMThAno nirjana pradeza kharekhara bAhyasamAdhie aMtaramAM vizeSa sahaja samAdhi karAvanAro anubhavAyo. vaizAkha vadi 10. pethApuramAM praveza thayo. rUdana cotarA taraphanA TekarA upara ane AghAM kotaromAM vizeSa sthiratAe AtmadhyAnamAM masta thavAyuM. AtmAnI anubhavakhumArImAM vizeSata: mastadazA anubhavAya che. AtmajJAna-dhyAnanI paripakvatAmAM vRddhi thayA kare che evo anubhava Ave che. have vizeSataH nivRttirUpa jJAnadhyAnaramaNatAmAM karavAnI khAsa phuraNA UThe che, ane temAM vizeSa pravRtta karAya che. cha mAsathI jhINA vayoge dhArmika lekhanapravRttimAM maMdatA thAya che. tathApi kaMI kaMI pravRtti thayA kare che. upazama, kSayopazamabhAvanI Atmika divALInI jyotinuM dhyAna ane teno anubhava-svAda AvyA kare che. navIna varSamAM AtmaguNonI vizeSa khilavaNI thAo. OM zAMti." | - sanniSTha ane lokapriya yogInI bAhyapravRtti tarapha virakti ane AMtarika sAdhanAne lagatA saMkalpo ane uccAzayonuM ahIM darzana thAya che. gujarAtI sAhityamAM lekhako, rAjakIya netAo ne samAjasevakoe rojanIzIo lakhI che, paraMtu dhArmika netAo ane yogIsaMnyAsIoe evI noMdho rAkhI hoya evuM khAsa prakAzamAM AvyuM nathI. kadAca e prakAranI ghaNI noMdho e mahAnubhAvonA khAnagI Atmagata udgArorUpe lakhAI hoya topaNa e kALanA udaramAM svAhA thaI gaI hovAno saMbhava che. AcAryazrI buddhisAgara-sUrijInI rojanIzIonuM paNa ema ja thayuM lAge che. paraMtu emAMthI bacelI eka varSanI A noMdha eka yogInA AMtarajIvanamAM DokiyuM karavAnI taka Ape che ne temanA dezATana tema ja AMtaravikAsa darzAvatA AdhyAtmika pravAsanI jhAMkhI karAvIne jijJAsune e dizAmAM AgaLa javAnI preraNA Ape che te dRSTie paNa tenuM mUlya ghaNuM che. emanA 108 amara graMthaziSyo hajI Ajeya emanA amara kIrtistaMbho samA jhaLahaLI rahyA che. S 14 -

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sadharma taNA zaNagAra bhUkhI-sUkI dharatI AkAzamAM vAdaLone pokAre che : "re megha ! jaLa Apa ! zItaLatA Apa ! dAvAgnimAM saLaguM chuM. mArA ujjaDa banelA aMtarane hariyALuM banAva !" - baLyo-jaLyo mAnava vicAre che ke verAgnimAM jIvanabhara baLyo chuM. mAyAe bAMdhyo che. tRSNAe tapAvyo che. made nacAvyo che. karmanA khela khelyo chuM! kAma ane krodhe kakaLATa macAvyo che. AnaMdarUpa jIvana khuda bojArUpa banyuM che. vera, dveSa, ajJAna, vahema ane svArthanI mArI talavAra to ahirAvaNa ane mahirAvaNa jevI che, e jeTalA zatru saMhAre che, eTalA ja navA sarje che ! | dharatIno pokAra ane mAnavInI Aha tyAre ja zame che ke jyAre koI AdhyAtmika puruSanuM Agamana thAya che. dveSanI vAdaLIo enA prabhAve vIkharAI jAya che. mAnavI svArthanI vela para paramArthanAM phaLa nipajAvavA mAMDe che. saMsAra kuMbhArano dhagadhagato nibhADo nahIM, paNa koI zItala sarovara banI jAya che. ajJAnano kALamIMDha aMdhakAra bhedAI jAya che ane jJAnano prakAza sarvatra patharAya che. varSojUnAM vahema ane pAkhaMDanAM jALAM jIrNa-zIrNa thaI jAya che ne buddhi-prabhAthI janasamudAya suSupta avasthAmAMthI jAge che. jIvananI dizAvihIna sthitine ucca mArge prayANa karAvatI dhyAnanI alaukika kaDI sarjAya che. | vi. saM. 1930nA mahA vadi 14 ne mahAzivarAtrinA pavitra divase vijApuranA kaNabIvAsamAM zivA paTelane ghera bALaka bahecarano janma thayo. e divase zivA paTelane ghera chAzavAro hato paNa sahune chAzane badale mIThuM gorasa maLyuM ! otarA-cItarAnA tApa paDatA hatA tyAre zivA paTela ane aMbAbAI bALakane khoyAmAM suvADIne khetaramAM kAma karatAM hatAM. khoyAmAM doraDA para nAga vIMTaLAI vaLyo paNa nAga e bALakane DaMkha ApavAne badale enuM chatra banI gayo. samaya sarato rahyo. bALapaNathI ja A bahecara bahAdura hato. bhUtapretathI saheje Dare nahIM. eNe joyuM ke vahemanI vAtoe prajAne Darapoka ane mAyakAMgalI karI dIdhI che. eka vAra bahecara sAMjanA samaye bheMsone carAvI pAcho pharato hato. evAmAM be bhagarI bheMso tophAne caDI. eka to bheMsa ane vaLI bhAdaravo carelI eTale vaLI pUchavuM ja zuM ? ziMgaDe-ziMgaDAM athaDAvA lAgyAM. jorathI pheMkavA lAgI. evAmAM sAmethI eka gharaDA muni cAlyA AvatA hatA. bahecaradAse joyuM ke cAre paga ulALatI, ziMgaDAM vIMjhatI A bheMsa sAdhu mahAtmAne haDapheTe laI leze. paLabe paLano ja khela hato. bahecaradAse doDIne hiMmata ane capaLatAthI bheMsanAM ziMgaDAM pakaDI lIdhAM. vIpharelI bheMse nasakorAM phulAvI bhalabhalAnI hAma bhAMgI nAkhe evo chIMkoTo karyo, paNa baLavAna bahecaradAsanI pakaDa saheja DhIlI thaI nahi. zeranA mAthe savAzera maLyo. bheMsa be DagalAM pAchI haTI eTale bahecaradAse lAkaDI hAthamAM laIne jorathI vIMjhI ane muMjhAyelI bheMsa je dizAmAMthI AvI hatI dizAmAM pAchI bhAgI. munirAje bahecaranI bahAdurI joI AnaMda anubhavyo. sAdhunA dayArdra hRdayamAM vedanA jAgI, jANe bheMsane badale temanA potAnA para lAkaDI vIMjhAI hoya tevI vedanA emanA karuNAsabhara caherA para pragaTa thaI. dayAnA sAgara potAnA nimitte koI abola jIva du:kha pAme, te kevI rIte sahI zake ? pariNAme emanA aMtaramAMthI Aha ane AzIrvAda ekasAthe nIkaLyAM. zAMti, namratA ane sAttvikatAnI mUrti samA e vRddha munirAje 14-15 varSanA jorAvara, sazakta yuvAnane kahyuM,

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| 'are bhAI, A to abola prANI kahevAya. ene Avo phaTako na marAya. jevo jIva ApaNo, tevo hoya che sahuno. tArA phaTakAthI e abolanI AMtaraDI keTalI badhI kakaLI UThI haze! amAro dharma kahe che ke abolaneya AtmA hoya che ane eno jIva dubhAto hoya che.' yuvAna bahecara utsukatAthI pUchI beTho. 'te hai mahArAja, potAnI jAta karatAM pArakAnI vadhu phikara rAkhavAnuM kaheto A te vaLI kayo dharma ? mane kahezo?' mahArAje kahyuM, 'bhAI, amAro dharma e jaina dharma. e baLanI vAta kare che. paNa bAvaDAMnA baLanI nahIM. AtmAnA baLanI. e kahe che ke mAranAra moTo nathI. tAranAra mahAna che. tArI pAse je baLa che e bheMsa pAse paNa hatuM. paNa sAcuM baLa to AtmabaLa che. adhyAtmabaLa che. zarIranI zakti ane mananI zuddhi bhegAM maLe to ja jIvyuM sArthaka thAya.' | vRddha muninI lAgaNIbharI vANI jANe hetanI saravANI lAgI. hRdayamAM jhaMjhAvAtone badale zraddhAnI vela pAMgaravA lAgI. yuvAna bahecaradAsanA jIvanamAM navo prakAza patharAyo. enA suSupta saMskAro jAgI UThyA . abola prANIone jaDa mAnanAra bahecaradAsane abolanA aMtaranI vedanA samajAvA lAgI. vAcharaDAne godhalo banAvavAnI rIta para napharata jAgI. eNe joyuM ke mAnavI svArthanI najare joIne pArakAnuM ahita karatAM acakAto nathI. eNe samajAvyuM ke abolanI AMtaraDI dubhavavAnI na hoya paNa enA aMtaranA amI sarakhA AzIrvAda levAnA hoya. bahecaradAsa AtmabaLanI oLakha mATe munirAja pUjya ravisAgarajI mahArAjane maLavA gayo. - bahecaradAsa to munirAjanA darzana mAtrathI dhanya banI gayo. emanA AtmAnI nirmaLatA. emanI saumya mukhamudrAmAM pragaTa thatI hatI. emanAM nayanamAM jIvatattva paranI apAra karuNA anubhavAtI hatI. vaMdanuM prasAdasadana sadacaMdradaya sudhAmuco vAcaH | karaNe paropakAra yeSAM keSAM na te vandhAH || prasannatAthI bhareluM mukha, dayAthI chalakAtuM hRdaya, amRta jharatI madhura vANI ane jenAM kArya mAtra paropakAranAM hoya, te kone vaMdanIya na bane ? arthAtu te sarvathA vaMdanIya bane che. - pU. ravisAgarajI mahArAje A yuvAnane hetathI kahyuM, 'bhAI, paramAtmAne khoLavA javAnI jarUra nathI. e to ApaNA AtmAmAM ja beTho che. AtmAnA rAga-dveSa sAthe ApaNe yuddha karavAnuM che. ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa e A yuddhanAM zastro che. bAkI to pelA bhajanavALA kahe che tema, 'ghaTaghaTamAM rAma' rahelo che. tAre tArA aMtaramAM chupAyelA e paramAtmAnI pichAna meLavavAnI che." - bahecaradAsanA aMtaranI vela jANe pharI pAMgaravA lAgI. karmanAM kALA DibAMga vAdaLAMo vIkharAvA lAgyAM. hRdayamAM nirAzAne sthAne AzAno prakAza jhaLahaLI UThyo. vi.saM. 194panA Aso mAsanI zubha tithie bahecaradAsa vidyAzALAmAM zAstranA adhyayana mATe dAkhala thayA. vidyAzALAnA guru zrI ravizaMkara zAstrI pAse A kaNabI yuvAna jaina dharmanA marmarUpa navakAra maMtranuM paheluM caraNa zIkhyo. namo arihaMtANe. ane manomana e bhAvanAno vicAra karavA lAgyo jIbhanA svAdane to bALaka bahecaradAse pahelethI vaza karyo hato. kaNabInA A saMtAne bALapaNathI ja rAtribhojanano tyAga karyo hato. lasaNa ane DuMgaLI tajavAne pariNAme ghaNIvAra bhUkhyA rahIne divaso kADhyA hatA. kyAreka kAcA ghauM ke kAcI bAjarI cAvIne pachI pANI pI ne peTanI Aga bUjhAvI hatI. 16

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ke ataranA duzmanone jItanAra arihaMtane huM namana karuM chuM. ene samajAvA lAgyuM ke mAnavIe jagata jItavAnuM nathI, kAraNa ke jagatane jItanArA nepoliyana ane sikaMdara paNa Akhare hAryA che. mAnavIe jItavAnuM che enI aMdara satata cAlI raheluM mahAbhArata. eNe jItavAnI che mada, moha, mAna, matsara, ane krodha jevI AMtaravRttio. ene jItavAno je prayatna kare te ja jaina, | pAThazALAnA zikSaka zIkhave ke 'vicAranI khilAvaTa AcAramAM thAya to ja e vicAranI sArthakatA'. AcAra vinAnuM adhyayana e to pothImAMnAM rIMgaNAM jevuM kahevAya. pariNAme bahecaradAse rAtribhojana ane kaMdamULano tyAga karyo. eka kaNabI bALakane mATe A niyama bhAre kaThaNa hato. gharamAM moTe bhAge roTalo ne DuMgaLInuM zAka hoya to kyAreka lasaNanI caTaNI hoya. vaLI sAMjanuM vALu khetaramAMthI pAchA AvyA bAda rAtre ja levAtuM hoya. pariNAme keTalAya divaso bhUkhyA peTe kADhavA paDe. kyAreka kAcI bAjarI ke be-cAra mUThI maga kAcA ne kAcA cAvIne pANI pIvuM paDyuM. kyAreka khetaramAM ja sAMja paDI jatI to bhUkhyA peTe suI javuM paDatuM. A to tamannAnuM tapa hatuM. AthI manamAM AvI kAvyapaMktio ghoLAtI : jagamAM azakya nahIM koI kAja che, dhAre dRDha vizvAsa, sadguru sadvartanathI moTAM, naranArI ane khAsa re. | pitA zivA paTela zivapUjaka, mAtA vaiSNava dharma pALe ane bahecara ekacitte Asana lagAvIne jaina dharmanA abhyAsa ane ArAdhanAmAM lAgI gayo. ekeeka sUtra para khUba khUba vicAra kare. ekeeka tattva para UMDuM manomaMthana kare. dhArmika parIkSAmAM bahecara sauthI vadhu guNa meLave. vicAranI sAthe e AcAra bhUlyo na hato. pratikramaNa karavA mAMDyuM. oLI mATe AyaMbila karyuM. evAmAM vatsarAja jIjI nAmanA eka bAroTanA meLApe kavitAnI saravANI phUTI nIkaLI. thoDo samaya vakIla rikhavadAsa amUlakhanI peDhImAM vakIlAtanuM kAma zIkhavA lAgyA. kAyadAnAM pustakonuM vAMcana zarU karyuM. asIla, dAvo, apIla, vAdI-prativAdInI vamaLabharI apIlamAM aTavAyelA bahecaradAsanA AtmAe asIlanA rUpamAM dAvo dAkhala karyo ane bahecarane pUchayuM ke tArA jJAnano upayoga sAcAnuM khoTuM ane khoTAne sAcuM TheravavA karavA mAge che ? paramAtmAnI prAptinuM tAruM sAdhya A duniyAdArImAM sAva bhUlI ja gayo ? aMtaranA avAje bahecare aDhaLaka kamANI karI ApatI vakIlAta choDI. zikSaNano mArga paNa apanAvI joyo. eka vAra potAnA pitAe vAvelA "khADiyA' nAmanA khetaranI najIka Avela kAjumiyAMnA khetaramAM pahoMcI gayA. AMbAnA vRkSa nIce bahecarane jIvanano mArga maLI gayo. zaMkA ane vikalpothI gherAyeluM bahecaradAsanuM hRdaya svaccha arIsA jevuM camakavA lAgyuM ane kavitAnA rUpamAM emanI bhAvanA sarI paDI. muja jIvavuM nizcaya mukta thavA, prabhu sahAya karo tuja paMtha javA mana doSanI prabhu-japa che ja davA, pragaTAvo prabhu tuja mArga javA tuja akaLa gati, nahIM pahoMce mati, prabhu zraddhA premanI mAre gati "sAcA sAdhu hovuM, uccakoTinA sAhityakAra thavuM ane chatAM mAnavatAbharyA sahRdayI samAjasevaka banavuM - e traNe mahAbhAgya bahu ja thoDI vyaktiomAM dRSTigocara thAya che. zrI buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI evuM saubhAgya laIne avataryA hatA." - ramaNalAla va. desAI

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prabhu Apo sadA mujane sumati, prabhu vaNa dila bIjuM na icchuM rati. mahesANAmAM guru zrI ravisAgarajI mahArAja maLI gayA. bALapaNamAM emaNe ja sAcA baLano bodhapATha Apyo hato. AvA gurunAM darzana ane emano nitya sahavAsa, nitya paricaya ane nitya sevAbhaktinI bahecaradAsane sonerI taka maLI. bIjI bAju guru pAsethI karma, AtmA ane paramAtmAnI bahecaradAsane samajaNa sAMpaDI, eTaluM ja nahIM paNa dharma vizenI zaMkAonuM samAdhAna sAMpaDyuM. pUjyazrI ravisAgarajI mahArAjanI gurukRpAno bahecaradAsane anubhava thayo. evAmAM baheca2dAsane jANa thaI ke emanAM mAtA-pitA Aso mAsamAM cAra-pAMca divasanAM AMtare svargavAsI thayAM. ghera AvIne lokavyavahAra karyo. e pachI bahecaradAse nakkI karyuM ke have to kadI na mare tevAM mAbApa karavAM che. gurudeva ravisAgarajI mahArAjanA ziSya sukhasAgarajI pAse pAlanapuramAM bhAre dhAmadhUmapUrvaka dIkSA lIdhI. vi. saM. 1957nA mAgasara suda chaThThano e divasa hato. 27 varSanA bahecaradAse e divase nakkI karyuM ke stuti ane niMdAthI dUra rahIza. harSa ane zokane dhAraNa karIza nahIM. rAgadveSa rAkhIza nahIM, A jIvana jaina dharmane arpaNa karIza. dIkSAvidhi samApta thayo ane navA jIvanano prAraMbha thayo. bahecaradAsamAMthI muni buddhisAgara banyA ane AtmasAdhanAnI anerI yAtrAno prAraMbha thayo. muni buddhisAgara paThana-pAThanamAM DUbI gayA. Sadarzanano talasparzI abhyAsa karyo. 45 AgamonuM UMDuM avagAhana karyuM. sva-52zAstronA pAragAmI banyA. abhyAsanI maheka emanAM vyAkhyAnonI vANI banI ane pustakono zabda nathI. khuda kAzInA mahAmahopAdhyAyoe munirAjane 'zAstravizArada'nI padavI ApI. rAjA hoya ke raMka, sAdhu hoya ke zrAvaka. jaina hoya ke arjuna e dareka emano upadeza sAMbhaLe che. emane AdarapUrvaka vaMdana kare che. aDhAre AlamanA avadhUta tarIke teo jANItA thayA. AtmakalyANanA A mastavirAgI sAdhaka Thera Thera vihAra kare che. potAnA mananA vicAro Adarzo ane uddezyo samAja samakSa rajU karIne samAjane beTho karavA prayAsa kare che. samAjane baLavAna, jJAnavAna ane dhyAnavAna banAvavAno ahAleka pokAre che. emanA vizALa dRSTiphalakamAM koI sthiti, paristhiti ke dazA ajANI rahetI nathI. mAnavIne kAyaratA tajIne vIratAno upadeza Ape che, to samAjane vahemayavana sAthe yuddha karavA prere che. svadeza ane svadharmanI unnatinA ucca khyAlo vahevaDAve che. to yoga ane adhyAtmanAM zikhara tarapha jijJAsuone vALe che. saMsArano yAtrALu AdhyAtmika bhAvanAnuM bhAtuM laIne jAya e mATe ghaMTAkarNa vIranI sthApanA karI vaDodarAnareza sayAjIrAva gAyakavADanI vinaMtIthI teoe rAjamahelamAM jaIne pratibodha Apyo. e vyAkhyAna zravaNa karIne vaDodarAnareze Adara ane mAnapUrvaka kahyuM, 'jo thoDA paNa AvA saMto AryabhUmi para vicarIne janatAne sanmArge laI jAya to A AryabhUmino uddhAra jANe najIkamAM ja dekhAya che.' vaDodarAnareze vijayAdazamInA divase pADAnA vadhanI kuLaparaMparA hatI te yoganiSTha AcArya yoganiSTha AcArya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInI eka vizeSatA e che ke emaNe A tamAma graMthonI racanA karyA pachI e graMthonuM moTebhAge svayaM prUphariDiMga karyuM. potAnA graMtha mATenI kALajI ane cIvaTanuM A eka viziSTa udAharaNa che. 18

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buddhisAgarajInA upadezathI baMdha karAvI. mANasA, pethApura, varasoDA, IDara vagere rajavADAMonA rAjavIone upadeza Apyo tema ja mAMsAhAra, dArU, jugAra jevAM vyasanomAMthI mukta karyA. | vi. saM. 1970 mahA suda pUnamane divase pethApuramAM muni buddhisAgarajIne AcAryapada pradAna karavAmAM AvyuM. eka bAju UMDuM ciMtana cAle, krAMtikArI vicAro pragaTe. nijAnaMdanI mastImAMthI kavitAo saratI jAya. rASTranI samasyAo para paNa emaNe emanuM citana ApyuM. 'sAcuM te mAruM' e nyAye emaNe nIDaratAthI samAjanA hitecchu banIne kaDavI vAto paNa kahI. mAnyatA, rUDhi ane paraMparAmAM gUMcavAyelA samAjane jarUra paDye AgajharatI jabAnamAM barAbara jagADe tevA cAbakhA mAryA. vyAkhyAno to ghaNAM sAMbhaLyAM hatAM. paNa dharma-darzananI ATalI vyApaka, udAra ane sarvajanasparzI rajUAta sAMbhaLIne AcArya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI para zrAvako vArI gayA. kyAreka jaina dharmanI vIratAnI raNabherI bajAve. to kyAreka jJAnamArganA ajANyA pradezo potAnI vANIthI ughADI Ape. kvacit upadezaratnAkara ke dazavaikAlikanuM vAcana kare. to kvacita jaina dharmanI vaijJAnikatAnA sacoTa purAvA ApI enI vizvadharma tarIkenI mahattA darzAve. dharmaprAsAdanI eka eka bArI ane bAraNuM emaNe ughADI nAkhyuM. emano graMtharacanAno pravAha satata vaheto hato. padarzananAM pacIsa hajArathI vadhu pustakonuM adhyayana karyuM. covIsa varSanA sAdhujIvanamAM saMyamajIvananI saghaLI AcArasaMhitA sAcavIne 111 graMthonuM sarjana karyuM. gahana evA adhyAtmaviSayaka ATalA badhA graMthonuM ATalI badhI bhASAmAM sarjana karavuM te Aje to Azcaryano viSaya ja lAge ! eka pachI eka abhyAsa graMtho pragaTa thatA rahyA. jiMdagInA aMta sudhI lekhanakArya cAlu rahyuM. - adhyayAtmajJAna e ja yoganiSTha AcAryazrI buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInuM aMtima lakSa hatuM. AtmAnI paramAtmA sudhInI parama yAtrA para ja emanI najara TharelI hatI. ciMtanazIla svabhAva dharAvatA yogIrAjane sUtAM, besatAM ke vihAra karatAM eka ja raTaNA rahetI ke kaI rIte janasamudAyanI AdhyAtmika jJAnapipAsA bujhAve tevA graMtho ApuM ! samaya maLe eTale tarata lekhanamAM DUbI jAya ! ekAMta sthaLe jaIne AtmaciMtana ane adhyAtmalekhana karavA lAge. emane vicAra Avato ke A graMthone chapAvavAnuM, taiyAra karavAnuM ane tenI vaheMcaNI karavAnuM kAma upADI le tevuM maMDaLa hoya to kevuM sAruM ! A maMDaLa potAnA graMtha-ziSyone chelluM rUpa Ape, vyavasthita rAkhe ane yogya vaheMcaNI kare. vi. saM. 1964mAM mANasAmAM dezanA khUNekhUNethI mumukSuo bhegA thayA. zrI saMghe Agavo utsAha dAkhavyo. 'adhyAtmajJAna prasAraka maMDaLa'nI sthApanA thaI. A saMsthAe 125 uparAMta pustako prakAzita karyA. keTalAMkanI to cAra ke pAMca AvRttio thaI. briTiza ane vaDodarA rAjyanA keLavaNIkhAtAe keTalAya graMtho pAThyapustaka tarIke maMjUra karyA hatA. AvI adakerI hatI enI guNavattA ne marmasparzitA ! | yoganiSTha AcArya zrI buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja gujarAta, saurASTra, mAravADa, mevADa ne cheka dakSiNa mahArASTranA pradezomAM vihAra kare che. jaina ke jainetaro ja nahIM balka khristIo paNa emanI * * yoganiSTha buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInuM jIvana ApaNe mATe itihAsarUpa paNa banI rahe che, mArgadarzaka paNa bane che, ane AryasaMskRtinI dharmaudAratA ane matAMtara-sahAnubhUti upara pUrNa prakAza pADe che." ramaNalAla va. desAI che 19 -

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AmanyA rAkhI emane Adara Ape che. gAMdhIjInA vicAravANInI yogyatA samAjane darzAve che to bIjI bAju 5. madanamohana mAlaviyA ane lAlA lAjapatarAya sAthe dezanI unnatinI vicAraNAo kare che. potAnI e bhAvanA patro, kavitA, vyAkhyAna ke pustako dvArA satata pragaTa karatA rahe che. dArUno niSedha, sarvadharma samabhAva, harijano mATe nizALonI sthApanA tema ja khuda khAdI dhAraNa karIne yoganiSTha AcAryazrI sAcA svarAjyanI vAta samajAve che. - teo kahe che, "janmabhUmino droha na karavo joIe. iMdranI padavI maLe to paNa janmabhUmino droha na karavo joIe.' e samayanA mahAna sArasvato sAthe sAhityika goSThi kare che. mahAkavi nhAnAlAla, saMzodhaka zrI kezava harSada dhruva ane nATyakAra zrI raNachoDabhAI udayarAma sAthe teo gurjara-girAnI carcA kare che. bhajanomAM alakhano nAda vaheto mUke che ane kAvyonA kekAravathI sAhityasRSTimAM madhura gAna bharI Ape che. yoganiSTha AcAryazrInuM hRdaya sadAya yoganA abhyAsamAM khUMpeluM rahetuM. dhyAnanI nAnI-moTI prakriyA jANIne cheka haThayoga sudhI pahoMcI gayA hatA. rAtrinA samaye haThayoganI samAdhimAM DUbI jatA. kalAkonA kalAko sudhI koI kotara, guphA ke bhoMyarAmAM samAdhistha rahetA. koI vAra to traNa traNa divasanI samAdhi lAgI jatI ane e samaye teo koI divya AnaMdano anubhava karatA. eka patramAM teo potAno A apUrva AnaMda pragaTa karatAM lakhe che, 'vahAlA zuddhAtmAo, tamo amUlya samaya sadupayogamAM gALazo. niSkAma buddhithI huM koNa, kyAMthI Avyo. kyAM jaIza. zuM karavuM ityAdi vAkyo para ekAMtamAM vicAra karazo. baMdhuo, satsamAgamanA AnaMdano svAda karavA cAhuM chuM.' - AMtara pradezamAM sukha zodhuM chuM. AtmAmAM UtarIne kaMI AtmAnaMda svAdu chuM. te mATe meM deza, kuLa, jAta, lokalajjA, bhaya Adi sarvano tyAga karyo che ane kahyuM che ke, hama to duniyAse na DareMge AtamadhyAna dhareMge. emanuM kadAvara zarIra, bAlabrahmacaryathI jhaLahaLato nIrogI deha, ATha maNa vajananI kAyA sAthe kalAko sudhI zIrSAsana ke anya Asano karatAM jonArane emanI AtmazaktinI tAkAta najare nIrakhavA maLatI. aneka sthaLoe pAThazALAo, dharmazALAo, jinamaMdiro, jJAnamaMdiro, borDiMga,. seneToriyama vagerenI preraNA ApI. upadhAna tapa ane ujamaNAM karAvyo. zrI yazovijayajI jaina gurukuLamAM punaH prANa pUryo. amadAvAdanI zeThazrI lallubhAI rAyajI jaina borDiMga ane vaDodarAnI zrI dazA zrImALI vaNika borDiMga vagere aneka saMsthAo emanI preraNAnA pratIka samAna banI rahI. vijApuramAM bhavya jJAnamaMdiranI racanA karI. jainonnatinAM mahAna svapno jonAra yoganiSTha AcAryazrIe jIvanabhara kyAreya divase nidrA zrI buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInuM jIvanacaritra vAMcatA mane dharma ane saMpradAyanI ekatAnA abhyAsa upara bhAra mUkavAnuM khUba mana thAya che. hiMduo, bauddho ane jeno ekabIjAthI judA hovA chatAM vadhAre nikaTatA dharAve che, ema zrI buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajIne joIne ane temanuM caritra vAMcIne mane tIvra bhAna thAya che." ramaNalAla va. desAI

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lIdhI nathI. kadIya aDhelIne beThA nathI. svAdiSTa bhojana nirasa karyA vinA vAparyuM nathI. eka ja pAtramAM saghaLo AhAra Avato ne vaparAto. dhanADhaya zrImaMto ane samartha rAjavIo emanA bhakta hovA chatAM kyAreya khAdI sivAya bIjuM paheryuM nathI. emanAM camatkArika aMgalakSaNo ja emanA prakhara yogitvanI pahecAna hatAM. teo mokSamArganA mahAna pathadarzaka banI rahyA. vi.saM. 1981nA cAturmAsa mATe pU. A. buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajIne Thera TherathI vinaMtI karavAmAM AvI paNa buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI A vinaMtIne TALI detA hatA. badhAne eka ja javAba detA, bhAI, have koNa cAturmAsa karavAnuM che? A temano chello cAturmAsa thayo. vi.saM. 1981nI jeTha vada 3 ne maMgaLavAre prAtaHkALe mahuDIthI prayANa karyuM. rAtre nADI maMda paDI gaI hatI. DaoNkTaro mUMjhAyA hatA. savAre ATha vAgye vijApura padhAryA. samasta jaina saMgha ane anya nagarajano ekaThA thayA. darzanArthIonI bhAre bhIDa jAmI hatI. savAranA savA ATha vAgye padmAsane besIne dhyAnastha banyA ane bIjI ja kSaNe zAMta mudrA sAthe e nayano sadAne mATe mIMcAI gayAM. | saMsAra-sarovaranuM eka ramaNIya kamaLa anaMtamAM vilIna thaI gayuM. e kamaLa to gayuM paNa dizAo jANe enAthI mahekI rahI. mRtyune pAra karI janArA yogIne mATe mRtyu e to vastrapalaTA jevI sahaja bAbata hatI. A aDhAre AlamanA avadhUtane jaina ane brAhmaNa, pIMjArA ane pATIdAra, musalamAna ane ThAkaraDA sahu koI eka saMta tarIke Adara ApatA. koI emanA amara graMthaziSyone yAda kare che to koI jaina paraMparAmAM bhulAtI jatI dhyAnasAdhanAne sajIvana karanAra sAdhaka tarIke yAda kare. koI samAjamAM emaNe 1 sudhArA joIne samAjasudhAraka tarIke svIkAra kare to koI emanA rAjakIya vicAro joIne dIrghadraSTA tarIke smaraNa kare. to koI AtmAnaMda mastInA avadhUta tarIke oLakhe che. zivA paTela jevA udAra kaNabIne tyAM janmyA. zeTha nathubhAI jevA jainane tyAM UcharyA. gurudeva ravisAgarajI mahArAja pAsethI jIvanano rAha meLavyo. pU. sukhasAgarajI mahArAja pAse dIkSA laIne sAdhutA ujamALI karI. ekaekathI caDiyAtA graMtho lakhIne jJAnayogI banyA. samAja ane zAsananA hitanAM kAryo karIne karmayogI banyA ane dhyAnano prabhAva batAvIne teo dhyAnayogI banyA. dharatInI mATInI mahekamAMthI janmelo bALaka bahecara vizvavirala divyavibhUti jevA mahAna mAnavatAvAdI zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI thaI gayA. AvI virala vibhUtine gujarAtanA mahAkavi nAnAlAle ApelI aMjali keTalI yathArtha che. A mahAkavi potAnA zokasaMdezamAM lakhe che. 'e to kharekhara sAgara hato jaina saMgha Aje jANato nathI ke enuM keTaluM Atmadhana harAyuM che. yoganiSTha AcAryazrInI ekAvana varSanI jIvanayAtrA e sAmAnya kuTuMbamAM janmIne asAmAnya siddhi meLavI ucca divyatA prApta karavAnI romAMcaka kathA che. eka jIvanamuktanI ekAvana varSanI A yAtrA anekanA jIvanane mATe preraka banI che. a 21 -

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evo sAdhu saMghane pacAsa varSoe maLe to saMghanAM sadbhAgya. e to sAco saMnyAsI hato. enA dilanI udAratA parasaMpradAyIone vazIkaraNa karatI. jJAna ane bhakti paramAtmAyoga mATe jarUranAM che. paNa manuSyonA manuSya pratinA dharma ghaNA vIsare che. te pote potAnA saMkocanA durgomAM bharAI rahe che. buddhisAgarajI mahAnubhAva virAmatAmAM khelatA, saMpradAyamAM to e zobhatA, paNa aneka saMpradAyIonA samudAya saMghamAM paNa emanI tejasvitA chAnI nahotI. | 'emanI bhavya mUrti emanA AtmasvarUpa jevI bhavya hatI. vizALa mukhAraviMda, ucca ane puSTa dehasthaMbha, yogendra jevI dADhI ! emano jabarajasta daMDa ! ApaNe sau mAnavajAta mUrtipUjaka chIe, ane e bhavya mUrti adRzya thaI che, paNa nIrakhI che temanA aMtaramAMthI te jaladI bhUsAze nahi ja.' 'AnaMdaghanajI pachI AvA avadhUta jainasamAjamAM thoDA ja thayA haze. sAthanA ziSyamaMDaLanA to brahmajanmadAtA pitA ane zirachatra gayA che. keTalIka veLA AzvAsananAM vacana uccAravAM eye mithyA che. nAnAlAla kavinA jayazrI hari." - tA.ka. eka mAruM bhajana sAMbharI Ave che te lakhuM chuM. enuM prathama caraNa to jUnA eka prasiddha bhajananuM che. bAkInuM mAruM che. emAM zrI buddhisAgarajInI ja jANe AtmapratimA UtarI hoya che. mATe mokaluM chuM. maLe jo jati satI re koI sAhebane darabAra dhIMgAghorI bhArakhamAM sadudharma taNA zaNagAra punya pApanA parabandA koI brahmaAMkhalaDI anabhomAM ramatI UchaLe uranAM pUra sat cita AnaMde khelaMdA dharma dhuraMdhara zUra maLe jo jati satI re koI AhalekanA darabAra." yoganiSTha AcArya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI haMmezAM vivAdane badale saMvAdanA zodhaka rahyA. samAjamAM vinA kAraNe UbhA thatAM vivAdo joIne emanuM hRdaya atyaMta dravI jatuM hatuM. emaNe jIvanabhara maMDananuM kAma karyuM, khaMDananuM nahIM. ethI emanA pratyeka dharmakAryamAM emanI anekAMtadaSTinuM prAgaTya thAya che.

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zrI ghaMTAkarNa mahAvIradeva sAbaramatInAM khaLakhaLa vahetA nIra, eno 2maNIya tIra pradeza. hariyALA DuMgarA ane mAtAnI goda jevI guphAo ane enI vacce besI sohaMnA jApa japato jogI adbhuta lAge che. mananA mela TaLyA che. dilanA DAgha gayA che. dehanAM abhimAna gayAM che. bALuDo jogI jANe ramaNe caDyo che. adbhuta che enI e ramato ! pethApura gAma che. koI vAra pethApuranA rudana cotarAnI bAju cAlyA jAya che. dUra dUra kotaromAM UtarI jAya che. ekalA che. jhADImAMthI acAnaka be sUvara nIkaLe che. nAnI nAnI daMtUDI mANasane chedavA pUratI che paNa ahIM kone Dara che? sUvaro jue che, pelo bedhaDaka cAlyo Avato yogI ! AvIne sUvaronI boDa pAse e dhyAna dhare che. aDadho kalAka vItI jAya che. sAdhurAja khaDA thaIne cAlatA thAya che. tA. 17-11-15nI rojanIzImAM teo lakhe che, 'nirbhaya dazAnI parIkSA karavA dhyAna dharyuM. AtmAnI nirbhayatA anubhavI.' vaLI eka ora nirbhayatAnI dazA dekhAya che. zrImad buddhisAgarajI pethApuranA goLIbAranA medAnamAM pAMca zrAvaka saMtAnone yoganI prakriyA zIkhavI rahyA che. pote samAdhi lagAvI beThA che. tyAM otarAdi dizAnA vAMdhAmAMthI phUMphADA mArato eka sarpa teozrInI najIka AvI pahoMcyo. pAMce jaNA bUma pADI UThyA, paNa sUrijI na DagyA. temaNe hasatAM hasatAM kahyuM, 'e ApaNane upadrava karavA Avyo nathI.' sApano bIjo prasaMga zrIyuta mohanalAla lakhe che. mahuDInI kotarono vAsI mUchALo e sarpa hato. zrI mohanalAla bhAkhariyA gabharAI gayA. sUrirAje zAMtithI kahyuM, 'are, e to saMtonI pAse AnaMda kare che. Dara mA !' chellA varSomAM nitya jaMgalono sahavAsa ane te paNa nirjana jaMgalono ! zaheramAM mANasathI mANasa bhaTakAya ema jaMgalamAM jAnavare jAnavara athaDAya ! ekAda vAra vAMdarAnA zikAre nIkaLelA dIpaDA paNa maLelA. sAdhurAja najIka pahoMcatAM ja teo zikAra choDI cAlatA thaI gayA. koIka vAra karuNa dRzya jotAM teo vyAkuLa thaI jatA. eka vAra pAdarAnA vakIla zrIyuta mohanalAla hemacaMda sAthe mANasAnA kotaromAM pharatA hatA. acAnaka eka vAMdaro kUdatAM Theka cUkyo ane kotaromAM paDyo. sAme cha kUtarAM doDyAM. sAdhurAje bUma mArI 'vakIlajI, doDo doDo. pelAM kUtarAM vAMdarAne phADI khAze.' bIjA doDe e pahelAM potAno jabaradasta daMDa upADI pote ja doDyA. rasto sAro na hovA chatAM ThekatA-kUdatA tyAM AvI pahoMcyA. paNa kUtarAoe kAma khalAsa karyuM hatuM. pIMkhI nAkhelA vAMdarA pAse jaI kAnamAM puNya maMtra saMbhaLAvatA saMbhaLAvatA sUrirAje gad gad kaMThe kahyuM, 'he jIva tArI zubha gati thAo !' ane svAbhAvika che ke ATalI nirbhaya AtmadazA prApta karyA pachI svArthIluM jagata yogI pAse kaMI kaMI mAgavA paNa Ave ! jagata to svArthanI pUjA karavA rasiyuM che. deva hoya ke DAkaNa, saMta hoya ke 23

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setAna, mANasa hoya ke deva, game te kAM na hoya, potAnI svArthasAdhanA mATe e sahune puje ! A pavitra AtmAnI khyAti thatI cAlI, icchita prApti mATe aneka rogiyA-dogiyA AvavA lAgyA. A yogInA hRdayamAM sadAkALa sahunA kalyANanA maMtro raTAtA hatA. mAMganArane mAgyuM maLatuM paNa kharuM ! jene phaLe te mahimAno vistAra kare. jaMgalamAM gayelA mahAna yogI AnaMdaghanajIne evI vItI hatI, to bIjAnI zI vAta ! aputrIA rAjAe haTha lIdhI ke, "vacana siddhivALA cho. evo maMtra Apo jethI putra thAya.' yogIrAje chUTavA ghaNuM karyuM, paNa pelo svArthI mAnavI ema kaMI choDe ? yogIe maMtra Apyo. mAdaLiyuM banAvI bAMdhavA kahyuM. varSe dahADe to rAjano bhAvi dhaNI jabhyo rAjA to ThAThamAThathI yogIrAja AnaMdaghanajIne vadhAmaNe cAlyo. jaMgalanI koI guphAmAM beThelA yogIe kahyuM, 'bhoLA rAjA !ciThThI ughADa ! vAMca to, kayo maMtra che ?" rAjA mAdaLiyuM toDI vAMce che, 'rAjA kI rAnI ko laDakA ho to AnaMdaghana ko kyA ? na ho to bhI kyA ?' sahu vismaya pAmyA. rAjA kahe, 'yogIrAja , tamAruM vacana ne mArI zraddhA phaLI. jema sUrirAja jema jema badhAno saMga choDatA cAlyA. ema ema emanA saMgI vadhavA lAgyA. amadAvAdanA zeTha jagAbhAI jevA Ave, 'bApajI, malabAra TIMbara nAmanI kaMpanI kADhI che.' hajI e pUruM kahe te pahelAM sAdhurAja Ta5 daIne bolI de, 'khoTuM karyuM. lIlAM jhADa vADhavAno dhaMdho baMdha kara." paNa kaMpanI lAkhonI thApaNathI zarU thaI gaI hoya. have baMdha karavI eka mANasanA hAthanI vAta nathI. Akhare zabdo sAcA paDyA. kaMpanI zarU thatAM pahelAM tUTI gaI. kesa cAlyo, dIvAnI ne phojadArI cAlI. sajA thavAno ghATa Avyo. jagAbhAI zeTha sAdhumahArAja pAse AvyA. bahu bahu vinaMtI karI. Akhare eka mALA ApI. 'gaNajo , karyA karma chUTatAM nathI. chatAM dharma pasAthe sAruM thaze.' daMDa to devo paDyo paNa jelanI sajAmAMthI chUTI gayA. ane AvA to aneka kissA kahenArA amane maLyA che. kokane peTanI pIDA maTI che. kokane saMsAranI pIDa maTI che. koka kahe, 'emaNe nA kahI, huM na gayo ne mane lAbha thayo. eka sAdhvIjIne rAtre sarpa karaDyo. mAtra pANI mokalAvyuM ne sarpa UtarI gayo. eka bIjAne karaDyo, kahyuM, 'nahIM Utare. kALa coghaDiye karaDyo che.' - ghaniSTha paricaya dharAvanAra zrI bhAkhariyA kahe che, "mane TAiphoIDa tAva hato. dAktaro ciMtA karatA hatA. Temparecara haThe ja nahIM." yoganiSTha AcAryazrIe ahiMsA, asahakAra, khAdI, svadezI vrata vagere viSayamAM UMDo rasa laIne emaNe janasamUhane jAgrata karavAno prayAsa karyo che. emaNe jIvanabhara khAdI paherI hatI ane svataMtratAno mahimA karyo hato.

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mahArAjazrI ghera AvyA ne kahyuM, 'kyAM che tAva ?? ane joyuM to tAva nIcI DigrIe jato hato. savAre to sAruM thayuM. - cAturmAsa prasaMge koIka vAra zrAvakone bolAvIne sAdhurAja kahe, 'Aje sTezane jajo . koI AvanAra che. jamavAnI paNa jogavAI rAkhajo." 'paNa koIno kAgaLa to nathI.' 'chatAM jajo.' ne e divase mahemAno Ave ja . AvA aneka vizvAsapAtra mANaso pAsethI meLavelA prasaMgo noMdhI zakAya che paNa sujJa vAcaka kadAca DokuM halAvaze. nA re bhAI, AvuM te hoya, A kALamAM ? ame kahIzuM. svAmI rAmakRSNa paramahaMse juvAna vivekAnaMdano aMgUTho dAbI prabhujyotinAM darzana karAvyAM hatAM ne nAstika samA zrI vivekAnaMde karyA hatAM. tame zuM e mAnI lezo ? ame kahIzuM. muni devendrasAgara ane bhAkhariyA popaTalAlane teoe AtmajyotinAM darzana karAvelAM. tamArI e vAta ame panIe chIe. yoganI adUbhuta vAto mAnavI mAna zakato nathI. divase divase mAyakAMgalo banato samAja haLavadiyA brAhmaNa so lADu khAto e vAta Aje nahi to pAMca varSe jarUra gapa mAnaze ne rAmamUrti chAtI para hAthI Ubho rAkhato e vAta eka divasa ThaMDA pahoranAM gappAM mAnaze. jamAnAne potAnA gajathI sahu mApe che. vijJAnane nAme game te vAto svIkAravAmAM saMkoca na anubhavato AtmAnA sAmarthyanI vAto AvatAM zaMkA karavA lAge che. | maMtranI zaktithI sahu koI Aje avizvAsu che, kAraNa ke evuM niSkalaMka vajAMga brahmacarya Aje koIe joyuM nathI. AtmAnI evI nirbhayatA jANe lagabhaga adRzya banI che. ImAna nathI, dharma nathI. sagavaDiyo dharma che. | mAvA mATe mAthuM ApavAnI tamannA nathI. sevAmAMya svArthanI moTAI che. niSkalaMka cAritrya Aje durlabha banyuM che. mRtyubhayanI beparavAI Aje dekhAtI nathI. kalyANano, premano jharo jANe mAnavInA hRdayamAMthI zoSAI gayo che. ciMtA, asaMtoSa ane IrSA Aje mAnavajIvananA viziSTa aMga banyAM che. moTAImAM khapyAM che. dehanuM ja pUruM bhAna nathI tyAM AtmAnI yAda kone hoya ! | premano e aphATa jharo, brahmacaryano mahAna pratApa. AtmAnuM e divya sAmarthya jyAM bheguM maLyuM tyAM je kArya thAya te Aje camatkAra lAgaze. sAdhurAja lakhe che, 'eka vAra kabUtara para kavitA lakhatAM kabUtara bIjI paMktie DAyarI para AvIne beThuM." gujarAtanA prAcIna itihAsane ukelavAmAM AcAryazrIno apUrva phALo che. sUkSma saMzodhanabuddhi ane jhINI vigato meLavavAnI cIvaTa emanA itihAsagraMthomAM dekhAya che. emaNe koI rAjya ke dezano itihAsa lakhyo nathI, tema chatAM emanA itihAsamAM koI rAjya ke deza bAkI rahetA nathI.

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oTaramalajI nAmanA eka mAravADI bhakta hatA. addabhuta AjJApAlaka. ene dIkSA levAnI icchA thaI. sUrirAja cAhatA hatA ke vadhu dhamAla vagara dIkSA ApI devI. paNa gAmamAM khabara paDI ne sahu AvI pahoMcyA. badhAe Ama karavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM, tyAre emaNe spaSTa zabdomAM jaNAvyuM, 'saMnyAsano dIkSA utsava to evAone zobhe ke je kAM to lakSmI tyajIne AvatA hoya kAM sarasvatI laIne AvatA hoya, bAkI zA varajhoLA !' A oTa2malajI muni veze uttamasAgarajI. sUrijInA ananya bhakta hatA. eka vAra sUrijIe kahyuM, 'mArI game tevI AjJA pALe tevo koI ziSya che kharo?' uttamasAgarajI pAse hatA. temaNe kahyuM, 'kUvAmAM paDavAnI AjJA karo to kUvAmAM paDuM. AjJA Apo.' 'nahIM pALI zako AjJA !' 'jarUra pALIza.' 'to laMgoTa kADhIne mAMDo doDavA .' kUvAmAM jhaMpalAvavuM saheluM hatuM. A kArya muzkela hatuM. e rIte sUrijIe emanA abhimAnane phaTako mAryo ke mAnavIe magarUrI na karavI. Aje jyAM prema tyAM premAbhAva thatAM vAta lAgatI nathI. bhakto kahetA, 'sAhebajI, loko TIkA kare che ke Apa hamaNAM hamaNAM jAtrAe jatA nathI.' 'zuM jAtrAe jAuM ?' ne sUrijI kSaNabharamAM samAdhimAM sthira thaI gayA. thoDI vAre jAgIne kahyuM, 'yAtrA karI Avyo. eTalo AnaMda maLI gayo. bAkI to jaga je kahetuM hoya e kahevA de ! bhAI, peluM yAda che ne !' 'mAM ko kahAM DhUMDho re baMde meM to terI pAsa meM.' A sAdhurAja te zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI ! caritro cAritryane ghaDe che. potAnA guru sukhasAgarajI, dAdAguru ravisAgarajI, avadhUta AnaMdaghanajI, upAdhyAya yazovijayajInAM caritronuM Alekhana karyuM temaja zrImad devacaMdrajI vize Azare 2500 pRSThanA be mahAgraMtho gujarAtane ane jainasamAjane sarasvatIprasAda rUpe ApyA. 26

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AtmAnI sAhajika anubhUti - yoganiSTha AcArya zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI sAbaramatInA tIre ekalA cAlyA jAya che. cArekora sUnakAra che. UMDA kotaro bheMkAra lAge che. ekala-dokala mAnavI jyAM kadIya pharakavAnI hiMmata na kare, tevA vAMdhAo ane kotaromAM sUrijI nirbhayatAthI Daga bharatA jAya che. koI guphA jevI jagyAmAM jApa japavA besI jAya che. kyAMka padmAsana lagAvI dhyAnamAM DUbI jAya che. traNa-traNa, cAra-cAra divasa sudhI AvA sthaLe akhaMDa samAdhi lagAvI besI jAya che. koI UMDA kotaramAM vihAra kare che. nirbhayane vaLI bhaya zo? abhayane oLakhanArane bIka hoya kharI ? | yoganiSTha AcArya zrImad buddhisAgarasUrinI nirbhaya AtmadazAthI evA banAvo banyA ke jene jagata 'camatkAra' tarIke khapAve, jagata to svArthanI pUjA kare che. jagatanA loko potAno kaMIne kaMI svArtha siddha karavA mATe sUrijI pAse AMTA mAravA lAgyA. anera rogiyA-dogiyA ya AvavA lAgyA. sUrijI sadAya hRdayamAM sahunAM kalyANanA maMtro 2TatA hatA . emane siddhiomAM rasa nahoto, camatkArothI nAmanA jamAvavI nahotI, e to avadhUta yogI AnaMdaghananI mAphaka potAnI mastImAM magna hatA. mAganArane kyAreka mAgyuM maLatuM paNa kharuM. eTale jene phaLe e mahimAno vistAra kare. koInI peTanI pIDA maTI, to koIkanI sUrijInA AzIrvAde saMsAranI upAdhi ghaTI. vi.saM. 1975mAM mANasAnA zeTha vIracaMda kRSNAjIne peTanI bhAre pIDA upajatI, pIDA evI thAya ke jANe hamaNAM maraNa Avaze. aneka upacAro karavA chatAM koI auSadha kAragata nIvaDyuM nahIM. ekavAra pratikramaNa samaye ja sakhata pIDA upaDI; mRtyu sAme AvIne UbhuM hoya evo vedanAno anubhava thayo. sUrijIe ogho pheravyo ane teo sAjA thaI gayA. janmano roga gayo. pethApuranA eka zrAvakane vyAkhyAnamAM ja tANa (phITa) AvI gaI. varSothI A vyAdhi emane vaLagelI hatI. sUrijIe vyAkhyAna pUruM thayA pachI emanA zarIra para odho pheravyo ane tANa AvatI haMmezane mATe baMdha thaI gaI. | vi.saM. 1959nA moharamanA divase eka yuvAna mahesANAthI muMbaI jatA amadAvAda UtarIne sUrijInA darzana karavA Avyo. A yuvAna muMbaImAM dhaMdhAnI zodha mATe jato hato. sUrijIe keTalIka zikhAmaNo ApI. sAthosAtha muMbaImAM plega cAlato hovAthI eka maMtra Apyo. A maMtra bhaNavAthI plegano bhaya TaLaze ane unnati thaze ema kahyuM. e vyaktine to maMtrabaLe plega na thayo, paNa emaNe muMbaImAM pleganA keTalAya dardIonI sAravAra karI ane chatAM pote jIvaleNa cepI rogathI bacI gayA. vaLI eka vAta noMdhAI che. pethApura gAmamAM eka jaina sajjanane sarpa karaDyo. sagA-vahAlAM bhegAM thayAM ane marI gayelo jANI nanAmI taiyAra karI ane mRtadehane upADIne smazAne javA nIkaLyA. rastAmAM sUrijIno bheTo thayo. emaNe lokone pUchayuM, 'bhAIo, zuM thayuM che ?" lokoe javAba Apyo, 'rAtre A zrAvakane sarpa karaDyo hato ane te mRtyu pAmyo che.' AtmAnaMdI sUrijIe svAbhAvikatAthI kahyuM, "nA hoya, hajI to e jIvato che." Ama kahIne emaNe nanAmI choDavA kahyuM. keTalAke zraddhAthI ane keTalAke kacavAte mane nanAmI choDI. enA zarIra para surijIe traNa vakhata ogho pheravyo. pelo mAnavI ALasa maraDIne beTho thayo ! * * * che 27 ,

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| sUrijI cAturmAsa karavA mATe surata AvyA hatA. eka vAra teo tApI nadIne kAMThethI pasAra thatA hatA. tApInA UMDA jaLamAM eka mAchImAra jALa nAkhIne beTho hato. mAchalAM phasAya enI rAha joto hato. - AcAryazrI tenI samIpa gayA ane ene kahyuM, 'bhAI, tArI A jALa bahAra kADhI le. tuM mArA dekhatAM pharI jALa nAkhIza nahi." mAchImAra para sUrijInA vAtanI koI asara na thaI. emano hukama mAnavAnI ene zI jarUra ? mAchImAra ne avaLacaMDAI sUjhI. eNe potAnI jALa vadhu pahoLI karI. | surijIe eka kAMkarI laIne pANI tarapha pheMkI ane bolyA, "khera, tAre jALa nAkhavI hoya to nAkha, pahoLI karavI hoya eTalI pahoLI kare, paraMtu emAM eke ya mAchalI Avaze nahIM." mAchImAra hasI paDyo. sUrijI to kAMThe kalAka sudhI najara TheravIne UbhA rahyA. mAchImAre mAchaluM sapaDAvavA ghaNI mAthAkUTa karI., jALane khUba pheravI paNa kharI. paNa lAMbI mahenatane aMte jALa kADhIne jue che to jALamAM eka nAnuM mAchaluM paNa ene jovA na maLe. mAchImArane thayuM ke nakkI A koI yogI lAge che. doDIne emane page paDyo ane kahyuM, 'bAvAjI, koI hukama Apo.' sUrijIe javAba Apyo, 'Ajano divasa A pApanI kamANI baMdha kara ! jALa uThAvIne ghera jato rahe.' mAchImAre surijIne page lAgIne potAnI jALa uThAvI lIdhI. e ghara tarapha cAlavA lAgyo. vijApuranA vatanI cunIlAla durlabhadAsa ela.ela.bI.no abhyAsa kare parIkSA agAu bImArImAM sapaDAyA. pUratI taiyArI thaI nahi, parIkSA ApavAnuM mAMDI vALyuM. sUrijIne khabara paDatAM emane mAthe hAtha mUkI AzIrvAda ApatAM kahyuM, 'parIkSAmAM jaje . jarUra pAsa thaIza.' sUrijInI AjJA mAnI teo parIkSAmAM beThA ane pAsa thayA. | vi. saM. 1974mAM sUrijI potAnA vatana vijApuramAM AvyA. tyAM plega phATI nIkhalyo hovAthI gAma khAlI thaI gayuM hatuM. sUrijI kAjumiyAM nAmanA eka bhakta muslimanA khetaramAM AMbA nIce rAvaThImAM rahyA. jaMgalamAM maMgala thayuM. A AMbA para chellAM cAlIsa varSathI phaLa nahotAM AvyAM, te AMbo sUrijInA pavitra pagale, eja varSe phaLyo. e pachI varSovarSa enA para phaLa AvavA lAgyA. Aje paNa e AMbo gurU AMbA tarIke prasiddha che. * * ridrola gAmanA derAsaramAM eka bhUgarbha lagRha hatuM. ghaNA lokoe e kholavA mATe prayatna karyo, paraMtu ene koI kholI zakyuM nahi. eka vakhata surijI A gAmamAM AvyA. gAmanA jainoe varSothI baMdha rahelA bhUgarbhagRhanI vAta karI. sUrijI UMDI samAdhimAM UtarI gayA. dhyAna karIne joyuM to emane aMdara gujarAtanI prakRtine yoganiSTha AcAryazrI buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajIe kAvyasoMdaryathI maDhI ApI che. tApI, narmadA, tAraMgA, pAvAgaDha, giranAra, DAMga vagere nadI ane pradezanA ATalAM varNano bhAgye ja koI kavie ApyA haze. emAM paNa sAbaramatI nadInA sauMdaryane emaNe anupama kAvyothI pragaTa karyuM che.

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prabhunuM biMba dekhAyuM. bAjumAM ramatA eka nirdoSa baLakane bolAvIne A dvAra kholavAnuM kahyuM. nAnA bALake saheja jorathI dhakko mAratAM ja varSothI baMdha rahelAM kamADa khUlI gayAM. * * * sAcA yogIne mATe bhaviSya e khullI kitAba jevuM hoya che. bhAvine bhedatI emanI najara koIne AgAhIrUpa lAge kharI, paNa emane bhaviSyane khoLavA javuM pajatuM nathI; bhaviSyanI ghaTanAo emanI sAme sApha-sApha UbhI hoya che. mANasAnA eka sajjanano putra risAIne gherathI cAlyo gayo. emane AcAryazrI buddhisAgarasUri para bhAre AsthA. AvIne sUrijIne potAnI vItakakathA kahI. tyAre sUrijIe javAba Apyo ke, 'bahu ciMtA karazo nahi, thoDA divasamAM ja tamArA putrano patra Avaze." thayuM paNa evuM ja . ATha divasa bAda kalakattAthI emanA putrano kAgaLa maLyo ane teo tyAM jaIne ene pAcho laI AvyA. - eka bhAIne pethApuramAM ujavaNuM karavuM hatuM. surijIne te aMge maLavA javAno vicAra karyo, paNa te divase jaI zakyA nahi. trIje divase gayA tyAre sUrijIe kahyuM, 'kema, parama divase AvavAnA hatA ne ?" badhAne Azcarya thayuM ke sUrijIne A khabara kevI rIte paDI gaI ? * * * pethApuramAM sAgaragaccha ane vimaLagaccha baMnenuM jora cAle. sUrijI to gacchanA bhedamAM mAnanArA nahotA. emanuM jJAnI ane dhyAnI citta to AvI saMkucitatAone kyAranuMya bhedI cUkyuM hatuM. baMne gacchanA bALako sAthe zrI buddhisAgarasUri caMDIla (zauca) jaI rahyA hatA. evAmAM rastAnI vacce eka sApa paDelo joyo. bALako gabharAI gayA. sUrijIe emane hiMmata rAkhavA kahyuM. emaNe rastAnI vacce rahelA pAsane bAjue mUkI dIdho. sUrijI aDIla gayA. sAgaragacchavALA eka bALake kahyuM, 'joyuM ne, amArA sUri kevA samartha che! sApa jevA sApane pakaDIne bAjue mUkI dIdho.' vimaLagacchano bALaka A sAMbhaLIne ekAeka bolI UThyo, "oha, emAM vaLI kaI moTI vAta che ? sApane to madArI paNa pakaDe che, paNa tamArA sUrijImAM zakti hoya to perisamAM rahelA mAtA pitA zuM kare che, te mane batAve to huM emane kharA kahuM.' thoDIvAramAM AcAryazrI buddhisAgarasUri pAchA AvyA. bALakoe caDasAcaDasInI vAta karI. sUrijIe vimaLagacchanA bALakane kahyuM, 'bhAI, tArI AMkho baMdha kara eTale tane badhuM ja dekhAze." bALake thoDIvAra AMkho baMdha karI ane pachI kholI. sUrijIe pUchyuM, "zuM joyuM ?" bALake javAba Apyo, "are, AMkha baMdha karI tyAre phrAMsa dezanI rAjadhAnI perisamAM rahelA mArA pitAjI dekhAyA. teone paDI javAthI phrekTara thayuM hoya ema lAgyuM.' sUrijIe kahyuM, 'have ghera jaI ne tapAsa karaje. tAre ghera AnI khabara Apato tAra Avyo haze." bALaka ghara bhaNI gayo ane joyuM to ghera tAra AvIne paDayo hato. * * * "sAcA sAdhu hovuM, uccakoTinA sAhityakAra thavuM, ane chatAM mAnavatAbharyA sahRdayI. samAjasevaka banavuM - e traNe mahAbhAgya bahu ja thoDI vyaktiomAM daSTigocara thAya che. zrI buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI evuM saubhAgya laIne avataryA hatA." - ramaNalAla va. desAI

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bhAvanagara samAcAra nAmanA bhAvanagarathI nIkaLatA aThavADikanA taMtrI zrI jayaMtilAla morArajI mahetAne to sUrijInA yoga-prabhAvano sAkSAt anubhava thayo hato, emaNe sUrijIne yogavidyAnI tAkAta batAvavA kahyuM tyAre sUrijIe potAnI prANazakti brahmaraMdhramAM kendrita karIne batAvI. temanuM zarIra taMga thaI gayuM. paganAM AMgaLAM sAva sIdhA thaI gayAM. jayaMtIbhAIe joyuM to nADI baMdha hatI, hRdayanA dhabakArA saMbhaLAtA nahotA. zvAsozvAsanI kriyA paNa bilakula thaMbhI gaI hatI. dhIre dhIre e sapATa ane nicce STa lAgatuM zarIra cAreka AMgaLa UMce AvyuM. A dRzya joIne jayaMtIbhAI stabdha ja thaI gayA. * * eka vAra AcAryazrI buddhisAgarasUri emanA ziSyone vijApuranA upAzrayamAM koI sUtra samajAvatA hatA. ekAeka teo bolatA baMdha thaI gayA. hatheLIo ghasavA lAgyA. pAMca miniTa sudhI tao Ama hatheLIne ekabIjA sAthe ghasatA rahyA. teone A rIte hatheLI ghasatA joI eka ziSya jijJAsAthI pUchayuM, 'ApanI hatheLImAM khaMjavALa AvatI lAge che. khasa ke kharajavuM Apane pajavI rahyuM che ke zuM ?' sUrijIe hasatAM hasatAM kahyuM, "nA re nA. mane kazuM thayuM nathI. A to zatruMjayamAM bhagavAnanA derAsarano caMdaravo ekAeka saLagI UThyo hato. pavananA susavATAne kAraNe paLavAramAM moTI Aga lAge tevuM hatuM. AthI baMne hAthanI hatheLIo masaLIne e saLagato caMdaravo bujhAvI dIdho hato." | ziSyo to gurunI vAta sAMbhaLIne AzcaryamAM DUbI gayA. vijApuranA upAzrayamAM beThA beThA kaI rIte baso mAIla jeTalA dUra AvelA zatruMjayanA derAsarano caMdaravo be hatheLI coLIne olavI nAkhyo haze ? keTalAka ziSyoe AnI saccAInI khAtarI karavA mATe jhINavaTabharI tapAsa karI. emane jANavA maLyuM ke barAbara je samaye gurujIe hatheLIo maLI hatI, te ja samaye zatruMjayanA derAsarano caMdaravo saLagyo hato. te uparAMta ema paNa jANavA maLyuM ke e Aga ekAeka gebI rIte olavAI paNa gaI hatI. - AcAryazrI zrI buddhisAgarasUri pAse brahmacaryano mahAna pratApa hato. hRdayanA vAtsalyanuM akhUTa jharaNuM vahetuM hatuM. AtmAnuM divya sAmarthya emanI pAse hatuM. A badhuM jyAM bheguM maLe tyAM je kArya thAya te Aje kadAca camatkAra lAge . hakIkatamAM A camatkAra e to AtmAnI prabaLa tAkAtamAMthI ApoApa sarjAtI sahaja prakriyA hatI. sUrijIne mATe e mAna khATavAnuM ke dAma pAmavAnuM sAdhana nahotuM. AtmAmAM ApoApa satyanI je anubhUti thatI te pragaTa thatAM sAmAnya mANasane camatkAra samI lAgatI. sAcI pratibhA e svayaM camatkAra che ! yoganiSTha AcAryazrIe gujarAtI ane saMskRta baMne bhASAmAM utkRSTa graMtha sarjano karyA che. saMskRtamAM emaNe vIsa kAvyasarjano karyA che ane gujarAtI bhASAmAM kula 3000 kAvyo racyAM che.

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huM amara evA graMthaziSyo taiyAra karIza ! nAnakaDA bALakane bhaNavAnI bhAre lagatI lAgI. manamAM thayuM ke mAre khUba khUba bhaNIne vidvAna tarIke nAmanA meLavavI che. sarasvatI devInI eka chabI lAvIne gharanA gokhamAM mUkIne prAtaHkALe mAtA sarasvatI devInI ArAdhanA karavA lAgyo. snAna karIne chabIne praNAma karIne nizALe jAya, nizALamAM gurujano A chokarA para khUba bhAva rAkhe. sAMje nizALethI chuTIne ghera Avyo hoya tyAre kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI hoya. thAka khUba lAgyo hoya, toya A chokaro to ghera AvI daphatara TIMgADe. hAthapaga dhue. mAtA sarasvatIne dIvo kare, pachI bhojana karavA bese. kyAreka nizALamAM koI dAkhalo na AvaDe tyAre bALakanuM mana mUMjhAI jAya. ghera AvI sarasvatInI chabI sAme hAtha joDI ene prArthanA kare. "mArA para prasanna thAva. tame kaho te tamArI sevA karuM. Aje niyama lauM chuM ke jyAM sudhI tame prasanna nahi thAva tyAM lagI pAna, sopArI, aDadanI dALa ane TIMDoLAnuM zAka khAIza nahIM." - evAmAM ene eka maMtra maLI gayo. koI jUnI pothInA pRSTho para e maMtra lakhelo hato. mAtA sarasvatIne prasanna karavAno maMtra. khovAyelA bALakane ghara maLatAM jeTalo AnaMda thAya teTalo AnaMda A bALakane sarasvatIno maMtra maLatA thayo. e roja roja maMtrano jApa jape. pitA kheDUta eTale khetI karavAnuM kahemana vidyA meLavavAnuM kahe. haLa kheDavA karatAM ene pustako vAMcavA vadhu priya banyAM, pAkanI laNaNIne badale jJAnanI laNaNIno ene raMga lAgyo. - A kheDUtanA dIkarAnI jJAnanI khetI sadA cAlu rahI. vijApuranA kaNabI paTela bahecaradAsamAMthI e buddhisAgara banyA. AcArya banyA, yoganiSTha kahevAyA, saMto, mahaMto, rAjAo, tavaMgaro ane bhaktonI emanI AsapAsa ThaTha jAmavA lAgI, paNa sarasvatInI upAsanAne kadI AMca AvavA dIdhI nahIM. abhyAsa mAtra cha copaDI sudhIno thaI zakyo, paNa sarasvatInA sAdhakanI sAdhanA to jIvanabhara cAlu rahI. | bALapaNamAM DAhyAbhAI nAmanA mitrano moTo sAtha maLyo. A DAhyAbhAI pAse pustakono bhaMDAra hato. sarasvatIno cAhaka e bhaMDAramAM ekalIna banI gayo. vatsarAja jIjI nAmanA bAroTano emane meLApa thayo. bAroTane gaLathuthImAM kavitAdevI varI hoya che. vAtavAtamAM kavitA racI nAkhe. A bALaka manamAM vicAra kare, kavi dalapatarAma kevA haze ? jIjI bAroTa to paLamAM kAvya racI de che. AvAM kAvyo huM na racI zakuM ? | tarata doDyo mAtA sarasvatInA gokha bhaNI. be hAtha joDI prArthanA karI. "he mA, mane zakti Apa. mAre kavitA racavI che. mA ! tArA AziSa Apa." bALakanA hRdayamAM kavitAnI jyota jAgI UThI. aMtaramAM sUtelI kAvyavINAnA tAra raNajhaNI UThyA. manamAM kaMIkaMI bhAvo guMjavA lAgyA. ajabagajabanI Urmio UbharAvA lAgI. ApoApa eka kAvyanI racanA thaI.

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nAnakaDA bALakane bhaNavAnI bhAre lagatI lAgI. manamAM thayuM ke mAre khUba khUba bhaNIne vidvAna tarIke nAmanA meLavavI che. - sarasvatI devInI eka chabI lAvIne gharanA gokhamAM mUkIne prAtaHkALe mAtA sarasvatI devInI ArAdhanA karavA lAgyo. snAna karIne chabIne praNAma karIne nizALe jAya, nizALamAM gurujano A chokarA para khUba bhAva rAkhe. sAMje nizALethI chUTIne ghera Avyo hoya tyAre kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI hoya. thAka khUba lAgyo hoya, toya A chokaro to ghera AvI daphatara TIMgADe. hAthapaga dhUe. mAtA sarasvatIne dIvo kare, pachI bhojana karavA bese. kyAreka nizALamAM koI dAkhalo na AvaDe tyAre bALakanuM mana mUMjhAI jAya. ghera AvI sarasvatInI chabI sAme hAtha joDI ene prArthanA kare. mArA para prasanna thAva. tame kaho te tamArI sevA karuM. Aje niyama lauM chuM ke jyAM sudhI tame prasanna nahi thAva tyAM lagI pAna, sopArI, aDadanI dALa ane TIMDoLAnuM zAka khAIza nahIM." - evAmAM ene eka maMtra maLI gayo. koI jUnI pothInA pRSTho para e maMtra lakhelo hato. mAtA sarasvatIne prasanna karavAno maMtra. khovAyelA bALakane ghara maLatAM jeTalo AnaMda thAya teTalo AnaMda A bALakane sarasvatIno maMtra maLatA thayo. e roja roja maMtrano jApa jape pitA kheDUta eTale khetI karavAnuM kahe, mana vidyA meLavavAnuM kahe. haLa kheDavA karatAM ene pustako vAMcavA vadhu priya banyAM. pAkanI laNaNIne badale jJAnanI laNaNIno ene raMga lAgyo. - A kheDUtanA dIkarAnI jJAnanI khetI sadA cAlu rahI, vijApuranA kaNabI paTela bahecaradAsamAMthI e buddhisAgara banyA. AcArya banyA, yoganiSTha kahevAyA, saMto, mahaMto, rAjAo, tavaMgaro ane bhaktonI emanI AsapAsa ThaTha jAmavA lAgI, paNa sarasvatInI upAsanAne kadI AMca AvavA dIdhI nahIM. abhyAsa mAtra cha copaDI sudhIno thaI zakyo, paNa sarasvatInA sAdhakanI sAdhanA to jIvanabhara cAlu rahI. | bALapaNamAM DAhyAbhAI nAmanA mitrano moTo sAtha maLyo. A DAhyAbhAI pAse pustakono bhaMDAra hato. sarasvatIno cAhaka e bhaMDAramAM ekalIna banI gayo. vatsarAja jIjI nAmanA bAroTano emane meLApa thayo. bAroTane gaLathuthImAM kavitAdevI varI hoya che. vAtavAtamAM kavitA racI nAkhe. A bALaka manamAM vicAra kare, kavi dalapatarAma kevA haze ? jIjI bAroTa to paLamAM kAvya racI de che. AvAM kAvyo huM na racI zakuM ? | tarata doDyo mAtA sarasvatInA gokha bhaNI. be hAtha joDI prArthanA karI. "he mA, mane zakti Apa, mAre kavitA racavI che. mA ! tArA AziSa Apa." yoganiSTha AcArya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInI apratima jJAnasAdhanAnI vizeSatA e che ke emaNe potAnA pratyeka graMthanI prastAvanA svayaM lakhI che. vaLI e prastAvanAmAM graMtharacanAno uddeza ane enI pAchaLanI bhAvanA mArmika rIte pragaTa karI che. pariNAme emanA graMthonI mAphaka emanI prastAvanAo paNa emanI vyApaka vicArasRSTinuM pratibiMba pADe che. 32 -

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bALakanA hRdayamAM kavitAnI jyota jAgI UThI. aMtaramAM sUtelI kAvyavINAnA tAra raNajhaNI UThyA. manamAM kaMIkaMI bhAvo gUMjavA lAgyA. ajabagajabanI Urmio UbharAvA lAgI. ApoApa eka kAvyanI racanA thaI. "o izvara mAbApa tuM, che tAraNahAra; sA2o ka2 mujane prabhu, le mArI saMbhALa, sArI vidyA Apa tuM, durguNa doSo TALa; kRpA karI mujane prabhu, gaNaje tAro bALa. jagamAM moTo tuM dhaNI, tuM moTo rakhavALa; satya mArgamAM doraje, karaje muja para vhAla." Ama bALapaNamAM ja kavitAnuM jharaNuM suMdara rIte pragaTa thaIne vahevA lAgyuM. sAhityanuM sarjana ane AtmAnI sAdhanA e be emanAM jIvananAM mukhya dhyeya. A baMne dhyeyono sumeLa kAvyaracanAthI thayo. kavitAnI kalA aMtaranI bhAvanAmAM ekarUpa banI gaI. AraMbhanI kavitAmAM bhAvanA hatI, to dhIme dhIme emAM UMDANa sadhAvA lAgyuM. mAtrAmeLa ane chaMdameLanI emanI kavitA vadhAre gauravavaMtI ane manamohaka banI. A buddhisAgarajI sAdhu banyA paNa emanI jJAnasAdhanA cAlu rahI. sAhityasarjananuM ane kavittvanuM jharaNuMya vahetuM rahyuM. e jamAnAmAM sAdhusamudAya ziSyonI saMkhyA vadhAravAnI pravRttimAM paDyo hato. jema vadhAre ziSyo ema mahattA vadhAre. zrAvako emanA saMkhyAbaLane joI emane vadhu pUjanIya ane prabhAvazALI mAne. je sAdhune ochA ziSyo enI ochI bhakti thAya. ziSya banAvavAno moha vadhato cAlyo. saMkhyA vadhAravA pa2 naja2 rahetI tethI pAtratA bahu ochI jovAtI. eka vakhata to evo Avyo ke jaina bALakonI sthiti jokhamamAM AvI gaI. bALaka kalAka-be kalAka na dekhAya to mAtA-pitAnA haiye phALa paDatI. enI zodha enA goThiyAne ghera nahi, paNa upAzrayamAM thatI hatI. bALakone saMtADIne sAdhuno veza paherAvI devAmAM Avato. buddhisAgarajI mahArAja vicAra kare che ke ka2vuM zuM ? lokomAM vAto thatI hatI ke eka sAdhurAje to ekaso ne ATha ziSyo karavAnI pratijJA karI hatI. buddhisAgarajI mahArAjane AvI vAtothI bhAre duHkha thatuM. teo vicAra karatAM ke AvA vagara vicA2e thayelA sAdhuo kaI rIte dharmapravRtti kare. enAthI konuM kalyANa thAya. samajIne sAdhutA svIkA2nA2 eka sAdhu anekano tA2ka banaze. pote evA ziSyo cAhatA hatA je sadA amara hoya, kadI paNa veza yoganiSTha AcAryazrI buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInI jIvanakathAmAM paNa eka evuM adbhuta tattva che ke je koI nAstikanA hRdayane paNa palaTAvI mUke che. emano vihAra, ugra saMyama, gahana abhyAsa, vaMdanIya dIkSA, samAjane sAcI rAha ane dharmane sAcI dizA ApavAnuM emanuM kArya e emanA adbhuta rasanI parAkASThA samA jIvananA uttuMga zikharo che. 33

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choDIne bhAgI na jAya. kyAreya zAsananI avahelanA na kare. sadA sahunuM kalyANa kare. emaNe manomana nirdhAra karyo ke pelA pUjanIya sAdhunI mAphaka huM paNa ekaso ne ATha ziSyo banAvIza, paraMtu e graMtharUpe. mArI pAchaLa je sadA camakyA kare. mArA vicArone haMmezAM mUrta karyA kare mArI bhAvanAone samAjanA khUNekhUNe pahoMcADe ane jyAM jAya tyAM sahanuM kalyANa kare - AvA e ATha graMthaziSyo taiyAra karIza. jJAnanI sAdhanA hatI, kavinI kalpanA hatI, ciMtakanuM ciMtana hatuM ane paMDitoe vidvattAnuM dAna karyuM hatuM. vaLI gurudevonA AzIrvAdanuM baLa paNa hatuM. to pachI have vAra zenI ? evAmAM e sAdhurAjanI kalamane vahetI mUkanArI eka ghaTanA banI. muni buddhisAgarajInA dIkSAjIvananuM paheluM cAturmAsa suratamAM karyuM. A samaye emanA hAthamAM eka pustaka AvyuM. pustakanuM nAma hatuM 'jaina dharma ane khristI dharmano mukAbalo.' | eno hetu jaina dharmane utArI pADavAno ane khristI dharmano mahimA batAvavAno hato. jo emAM kevaLa khristI dharmanI mahattA batAvI hota to mahArAjazrIne enI sAme koI harakata nahotI. jo emAM sarvadharma samabhAvanI vAta hota to paNa teo tenAM sArAM tattvono Adara kareta. dalIlapUrvaka koI tAttvika vicAraNA ApI hota to ethI paNa emane khUba AnaMda thAta. paNa A pustaka to koI judA ja hetuthI lakhAyuM hatuM. eno irAdo svadharmanI pratiSThA mATe anya dharmanI niMdA karavAno hato. jaina dharmane hIna darzAvavA mATe lakhanAre pokaLa dalIlo ane juThThA AkSepo karyA hatAM, zarama upaje evI TIkAo paNa karI hatI. vaLI A pustakanA lekhaka koI khristI dharmanA anuyAyI nahI, paNa jitamuni nAmanA dharmapalaTo karanAra sAdhu hatA. emaNe jayamala padamIMga evuM nAma dhAraNa karIne A pustaka lakhyuM hatuM. sahunA dila ghavAyAM hatAM. samagra saMghamAM khaLabhaLATa macI gayo hato. badhAne kArI ghA lAgyo hato kAraNa ke eNe jaina dharma para sAva khoTA AkSepo karyA hatAM. peTa bharIne viSayamana karyuM hatuM. Ave samaye koNa jANe kema, paNa koInI jabAna khUlI nahIM. aMtara sahunuM saLage, paNa jIbha para uhaMkAro ya na Ave ! satyanA cAhaka munirAja buddhisAgarajIthI A badhuM joyuM jatuM nahIM. emanuM haiyuM kakaLI UThyuM. jAheramAM carcA karavA AhvAna ApyuM. kahyuM ke huM tamArA pustakanA tame karelA AkSepo aMge uttara ApavA mAguM chuM, Apa kaho te samaye ane sthaLe hAjara thaIza. niMdAkhoranuM hRdaya bIkaNa hoya che. potAnI bIka chupAvavA ja bIjAnI niMdA karato hoya che. yoganiSTha AcAryazrI jyAM zAMti, ekAMta ane suMdara vAtAvaraNa jotA tyAM dhyAna-samAdhi karatA hatA. kalperInI guphAomAM ane tAraMgAnA zrI ajitanAtha bhagavAnanA tIrthamAM paNa temaNe dhyAnasamAdhi sAdhI hatI. svAmI vivekAnaMdanAM lakhANo emaNe ghoLI ghoLIne pIdhAM hatA.

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munirAjanI vidvattA to jANItI hatI. emanI vAdavivAdanI zaktithI to bhalabhalA aMjAI jatA. munirAjanA paDakArano koIe svIkAra karyo nahIM. siMhanuM cAmaDuM oDhIne pharatuM luccuM ziyALa kadI garjanA karI zake kharuM ? muni buddhisAgarajInA paDakArano kazo javAba na maLyo. munirAja jANatA hatA ke AvAM pustako e to cepI roga jevA kahevAya. ene to UgatAM ja DAmI devA joIe. zrI buddhisAgarajI to palAMThI lagAvIne ghUMTaNanA Teke noTabukane TekavIne lakhavA mAMDyA. barUnI kalamathI lakhavAnuM zarU karyuM. rojameLa jevI DAyarImAM e pustakanI ekeeka dalIlano sacoTa javAba ApavA mAMDyA. kAma mAthe lIdhuM eTale pUruM pADavuM ja e to emano svabhAva hato. dasa divasamAM to emaNe e lakhANa pUruM karyuM. hRdayamAM saMtApa eTalo badho ke kalama vaNathaMbhI ja vahI rahI hatI ane aDhIso pAnAMno eka umadA graMtha jotajotAmAM lakhAI gayo. kyAMya ApavaDAI ke paraniMdA nahIM. lakhANanAM pAne pAne emanA saujanyanI suvAsa maheke, emAM emaNe virodhInI ekeeka dalIlano javAba Apyo hato, enuM ajJAna khulluM pADyuM hatuM. A graMthanuM nAma rAkhyuM - "jaina dharma ane khristI dharmano mukAbalo - temAM jaina-khristI saMvAda." graMtha lakhIne zrI buddhisAgarajIe zrI mohanalAlajI mahArAjane batAvyo. mahArAjazrIe vyAkhyAnamAM e graMthanI mukta mane prazaMsA karI. suratanA zrIsaMghe ja pustaka chapAvavAnuM hoMzabhera mAthe lIdhuM. e graMtha chapAyo. evI nakalo Thera Thera vaheMcavAmAM AvI. - eka nakala jayamala padmIMgane pahoMcADavAmAM AvI. e vAMcatAM ja jayamalano jIva UDI gayo. enI ekeeka vAtanuM AmAM sacoTa khaMDana karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. jaina dharmanI badaboI karavAnI enI mahenata ene potAne ja bhAre paDI. Akhare suratamAMthI ene bhAgI nIkaLavuM paDyuM. A agAu zrI buddhisAgarajIe ghaNAM kAvyo racyAM hatAM, paNa emano A pahelo graMtha to gadyamAM ja lakhAyo. | ekaso ne ATha graMthaziSyo racavAno emano bhekha hato. evAmAM vi. saM. 1980mAM kSINa thatA dehane joIne DaoNkTare jAhera karyuM ke madhupramehano roga eTalo vadhelo che ke Avo rogI cha mAsathI vadhu na bhALe. mRtyune tarI gayelA surirAja buddhisAgarajI hasyA ane kahyuM, "hajI to mAre ghaNA ziSyo banAvavAnA bAkI che, ghaNuM kAma bAkI che." A veLAe upasthita eka zrAvake sUrijIne kahyuM, "are ! Apa A kevI vAta karo che ? Ape kAvya, vyAkaraNa, yoga, tattvajJAna, itihAsa, caritra ane AdhyAtmika sAhitya jevAM aneka kSetromAM yoganiSTha AcAryazrIe kheDANa karyuM. potAnA kaDaka sAdhujIvananA AcAronA pAlananI sAthosAtha potAnA samayamAM sarjako ane AgevAno sAthe emano sadAno saMparka rahyo ane vakhatovakhata emanI pravRttione mArgadarzana ApatA rahyA.

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zAsana para ghaNo upakAra karyo che. Apane vaLI ziSyono kyAM toTo che ?'' sUrijIe javAba vALyo, "bhAI, A to mArA ekaso ne ATha ziSyo racavAnA manasUbAnI vAta che. mAre ekaso ne ATha amara graMthaziSyo racavA che. have kAma vege upADavuM paDaze." emaNe A mATe 'adhyAtma jJAna prasAraka maMDaLa' nAmanI saMsthA sthApI. A saMsthA dvArA potAnA graMthaziSyone pragaTa karavAno niradhAra karavAmAM Avyo. A baDabhAgI saMsthAoe graMthaziSyo pragaTa karavAnuM kAma barAbara karI jANyuM. unnata AdhyAtmika jIvananA pratighoSarUpe AcAryazrI buddhisAgarajInuM gadya ane padyamAM sAhityasarjana cAlatuM rahyuM. mAtra sAta dhoraNa sudhIno vyavahArika abhyAsa karanAra AcAryazrIe paMdara varSanI vayathI kavitA racavAno prAraMbha karyo hato. dohA, copAI, chaMda, savaiyA vageremAM kAvyasarjana karIne teo emanA zikSakane batAvatA ane zikSaka emanI sAhityika pratibhA joIne prasanna thatA hatA. e samayanA kezava harSada dhruva jevA prakhara saMzodhako ane kavi nhAnAlAla jevA sAhityasvAmIo sAthe AcAryazrI satata saMparkamAM hatA ane saMzodhaka kezava harSada dhruvanA avasAna samaye AcAryazrI buddhisAgarasUrijIe kAvya racIne emane aMjali ApI hatI. - AcArya buddhisAgarajIe sRSTisauMdaryanAM kAvyanI racanA karI, to sAthosAtha rASTrapremanAM gItonuM sarjana karyuM. bhajano ane pado jevAM prAcIna kAvyasvarUponI sAthe emaNe gajhalanuM paNa sarjana karyuM. A kAvyomAM emanA AdhyAtmika jagatamAM cAlatA bhAvo pratibiMbita thayA che. zraddhA, vairAgya ane sataasatunA DaMkonI emaNe vAta karI che. kabIra, mIrAMbAI, AnaMdaghana ke niSkulAnaMda jevA aneka bhaktakaviono prabhAva zrImad buddhisAgarajI upara joI zakAya che. eka bhajana kAvyamAM teo kahe che, "tuja premathI e azruo jhare e azruno sAgara karuM, e azrunA sAgara viSe, jhIluM jhIlAvuM sarvane." AvI ja rIte emaNe gadyamAM graMtha racanAo karI ane emAM tattvajJAna, itihAsa, vivecana, jIvanacaritra, patra, dharma, nIti ane samAjasudhAraNA viSayaka graMthonuM sarjana karyuM. vaLI emaNe saMskRta bhASAmAM soLa jeTalA graMtho racyA. AnI sAthosAtha sarasvatInI upAsanAne vega maLe te mATe amadAvAdamAM zrI lallubhAI rAyajI gujarAtamAM aneka sthaLoe emaNe garIbo ane sAdharmikonI sahAya mATe prayatna karyo. dakSiNa gujarAtanA dalita vargano uddhAra karavAno prayAsa karyo. amadAvAdanA milamajUrone karakasarathI jIvavAno ane dArUbaMdhIno upadeza Apyo, to thANA jillAnA koMkaNI mAchImArone emaNe jIvadayAnI preraNA ApI.

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borDiMga, vaDodarAmAM dazAzrImALI borDiMga (atyAre mahAvIra vidyAlaya), pAlItANAmAM yazovijayajI gurukuLa ane suratamAM ratnasAgarajI jaina hAIskUlanI temaNe sthApanA karI. | vi. saM. 1980mAM emaNe pethApuramAM cAturmAsa karyuM. pustaka prakAzananuM kAma khUba jhaDapI gatie cAlavA mAMDyuM. aneka nakala karanArA ekaThAM karyAM. mupha sudhAranArane satata kAme lagADI dIdho. | mupha sudhAranAra thoDA divasathI Avato nahoto. sUrijIne ciMtA thaI. ene bolAvyo tyAre | mupharIDare kahyuM, "mArI mA khUba bimAra che, AthI AvI zakato nathI." kAmamAM paLepaLanI kiMmata hatI, saheje vilaMba karyo pAlave tema nahoto. sUrijI thoDo samaya dhyAnamAM UtarI gayA ane pachI bolyA, "are, jarA A mArAM be paDakhAM para hAtha mUka to." | mupha rIDare hAtha mUkyo ane jANe agnithI dAjhayo hoya tema bolyo, "oha, A to khUba garama lAge che." sUrirAje kahyuM, "basa, to have AjathI tArI mAtAno tAva gayo jANaje ! have bhAI, jhaDapa karaje . ApaNe samayasara kAma pAra pADavuM che." bALapaNamAM sarasvatIne prasanna karavAnuM nIma lenAra sUrirAje e ja kAje anyanI bimArI paNa potAnA dehamAM laI lIdhI. | sUrirAje lakhatI veLA kajI Tebala to zuM, paNa DhALiyAno upayoga karyo nahoto. palAMThI lagAvI bese. sarasvatInI emanI sAdhanA zarU thAya. ghUMTaNanA AdhAra para emanI kalama vahevA lAge. lakhatI vakhate kadIya oThIMgaNa daIne bese nahIM. ' lakhavAnuM moTe bhAge ekAMtamAM rAkhatA. vijApuramAM bhoMyarAmAM besIne lakhatA. mahuDImAM paNa sAbaramatInA kAMThe AvelA jUnA kAryakanA maMdiramAM AvelA bhoMyarAmAM dhyAna dharatA ke pustaka lakhatA. A bhoMyarAno praveza eka kUvA jevo che. temAM utaravA mATe kUvAnI jema mAtra TekA ja goThavelA che, emAM pagathiyAM mUkelAM nathI. | upalaka najare to A nAno pANI vagarano kUvo ja lAge, paraMtu e samacorasa jagA pUrI thatAM ja lagabhaga beeka phUTano vaLAMka bAMdhelo che. e vaLAMka pUro thatAM ja eka khaMDa dekhAya. khaMDamAM eka ja jALiyuM ane e jALiyAmAMthI sIdho prakAza khaMDanI divAlo para athaDAya ane cAre bAju phelAI jAya. A jagA vasatithI dUra UMcI TekarI para AvelI temaja cArebAju baMdha dIvAlothI gherAyelI rahetI hovAthI A bhoMyarAmAM khUba ja zAMti rahetI. AvA zAMta ekAMta sthaLe teo graMtha lakhatA hatA. AvA tattvajJAna sAthe anubhavajJAnano anupama saMyoga AcAryazrIe emanA jIvanamAM ane kavanamAM sAdhyo che. potAnA AtmadarpaNamAM pragaTelA sAdhanAnA pratibiMbane emaNe akSararUpe pragaTa karyuM. savizeSa to emaNe saMskRta bhASAmAM tatvajJAnanA graMtho lakhyA ane saMskRtamAM lakhelA potAnA be graMtha para emaNe svayaM vistRta vivecanA karI che. S 37 -

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graMtho lakhavA mATe emaNe inDIpenano kadI upayoga karyo nahoto. mAtra barUnI kalama ke pensIlathI ja teo lakhatA. divasamAM lagabhaga bAreka pensIla vAparI nAkhatA. barUnI kalamo to haMmezAM cholIne taiyAra ja rAkhatI. potAnA graMthanAM prupho paNa teo jAte ja tapAsatA. jevo graMtha taraphano anurAga eTalI ja e mATenI cIvaTa. jevI AtmasAdhanA evI ja jJAnasAdhanA. zrImad tyAgI avasthAmAM 108 graMthonuM sarjana karyuM, mAtra covIsa varSanA sAdhukALamAM sAdhujIvananA vyavahAro ane dhyAnapradhAna AtmasAdhanAne akhaMDita rAkhI ATaluM samRddha sAhityasarjana koIe karyuM nathI. A graMtho saMskRta, hindI ane gujarAtI ema traNe bhASAmAM lakhAyA che . pacIsa graMtho to tattvajJAna ane AdhyAtma jJAnathI bharapUra che. covIsa graMthomAM emanuM kAvyasarjana vahe che. anya bAvIsa graMthomAM dharma ane nItino bodha sacavAyo che. A sivAya saMskRta bhASAmAM paNa bAvIsa graMtho lakhyA che . 'zrImad devacaMdrajI' nAmanuM be bhAgamAM lakheluM caritra e emano sauthI moTo graMtha che baMne bhAgane sAthe gaNatAM kula pacIsaso pAnAM thAya ! emaNe eka cosaTha pAnAno patra lakhyo. e patra 'tIrthayAtrAnuM vimAna' nAme pustakarUpe pragaTa thayo. emanA dareka graMthanI prastAvanA e jANe graMthanA hArda jevI ja lAge. AtmarItanyanI yAtrA saMdhimAMcamA lAbhAthI zrI gIrIrAbhAI ratilAla zAha parivAra (pAlanapura) aneka graMthonA racayitA AcArya zrI buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajIe Arya samAjanuM sAhitya joyuM hatuM, puSTisaMpradAyanA mahArAjo sAthe emaNe dArzanika vivAdo karyA hatA. khristI pAdarIo sAthe dharmacarcA karI emane satyadarzana karAvyuM hatuM. svAmInArAyaNa saMpradAyanI zikSApatrI paNa emaNe joI hatI ane muslima dharmanuM kurAna paNa emaNe vAMcyuM hatuM. A rIte emaNe jaina sAhitya uparAMta jainetara sAhityano sArI peThe abhyAsa karyo hato. 38

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sarasvatInI sAdhanA 108 graMthonA racayitA yoganiSTha AcArya zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajIe jaina sAdhunI jIvanacaryAnuM nakhazikha pAlana karavAnI sAthosAtha ane dhyAna-samAdhimAM dIrgha kALa pasAra karavAnI sAthosAtha 108 amara graMthaziSyonuM sarjana karyuM. yoganiSTha AcAryazrI graMthalekhana mATe ekAMta pasaMda karatA hatA ane jyAre jyAre vijApura ke mahuDI hoya, tyAre bhoMyarAmAM besIne palAMThI vALI, ghUMTaNa para DAyarI TekavIne lekhana karatA hatA. kyAreka prAtaHkALe teo graMtharacanA karavA besatA hatA, to kyAreka baporanI gocarI pachI lakhavA besI jatA hatA. AcAryazrI lekhana kare, tyAre pensila taiyAra rAkhatA hatA ane divasabharanA lekhana daramiyAna dasathI bAra pensila vaparAtI hatI. kyAreka e barunI kalamathI paNa lekhana karatA hatA. evuM paNa banatuM ke upAzrayanA ekAMta khUNe lakhatA hoya, tyAre koI zrAvaka ke jijJAsu Ave to te yoganiSTha AcAryazrIne niHsaMkoca maLI zakatA hatA. AcAryazrI emanI vAta sAMbhaLIne yogya mArgadarzana ApatA hatA ane jevA e vidAya thAya ke tarata ja punaH lekhanamAM pravRtta thaI jatA hatA. jJAnopAsanA pratye emano eTalo bhAva hato ke jIvananA aMtima divasomAM paNa emane emanI mahecchA vize koIe pRcchA karatAM kahyuM hatuM ke- "mAruM lekhana kArya to mArI jiMdagInA aMta sudhI lagabhaga cAlu ja raheze.' - saujanya @ zrI seTelAITa zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka jaina saMgha seTelAITa, amadAvAda -- U 39 -

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meM karmayoga vize lakhyuM na hota ! bhAratIya saMskRtinI eka ajoDa vicAradhArA te karmayoganI vicAradhArA che. zrImad bhagavadgItAmAM zrIkRSNanA mukhethI arjunano viSAdayoga dUra karavA mATe karmayoganuM nirUpaNa thayuM che. A karmayoga vize zrImada bhagavadagItAnA zloko sAthe ene jamAne jamAne mahAtmAo, saMto ane vicArakoe vivecana karyuM che. svAmI vivekAnaMda, zrI maNilAla nabhubhAI, lokamAnya tilaka ane saMta vinobA jevI vyaktio ane bIjA aneka sAdhu-mahAtmAoe AnA para potAnI dRSTithI vivaraNa-vivecana karyuM che. AzcaryanI vAta e che ke yoganiSTha AcArya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajIe karmayoganI vicAradhArAne darzAvatA graMtha para vivaraNa karavAne badale pote jAte 272 saMskRta zloko racIne jIvanano nicoDa Apyo che ane A karmayogamAM emanA gahana tattvajJAna ane yogavidyAnA vizALa jJAnano madhura sumeLa nirakhavA maLe che. AvA gahana viSayane AdhyAtmika bhAvanAno Urdhva rasapUTa ApIne enI chaNAvaTa karI che ane adhyAtmajJAna vaDe AtmonnatinA carama zikhare pahoMcavAnI bhUmikA racI ApI che. 1960mAM "karmayoga'graMtha lakhavAno vicAra karyo. 1970mAM enA keTalAka zlokonI racanA karI ane vi.saM. 1973nA mahA sudI pUname racAyelA 1025 pRSThanA A graMthamAM pacAsa pRSThanI to prastAvanA che ane jaina AcArya dvArA lakhAyelo hovA chatAM enA anekAMtavAdI dRSTikoNamAM gItAno jayadhvani ane karAnanI AyAtono divya nAda saMbhaLAya che. AmAM pravRttimAM nivRttino saMdeza pravAhI ane prAsAdika gadyamAM dRSTAMta sahita AlekhavAmAM Avyo che. A graMtha jyAre taiyAra thaIne chapAto hato, tyAre enA chApelA pharmA lokamAnya tilakane abhiprAya arthe mokalyA hatA, tyAre lokamAnya tilake lakhyuM, "jo mane zarUAtamAM khabara hota ke tame "karmayoga" graMtha lakhI rahyA cho, to meM karmayoga vize lakhyuM na hota. A graMtha vAMcI huM ghaNo prasanna thayo chuM. mane AnaMda che ke bhArata deza AvI graMtharacanA karanAra sAdhu dharAve che." saujanya zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha jaina zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka saMgha sarvamaMgala sosAyaTI, jayadIpa TAvara pAse, amadAvAda

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adhyAtmayogInI najare AtmajJAnIno paMtha yoganiSTha AcAryazrI zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajIe emanA samayakALamAM avadhUta AnaMdaghanajInI mAphaka adhyAtma yogano Ahaleka jagAvyo. e AdhyAtmikatAthI sAdhakamAM kevuM parivartana Ave che ane kevI mastI jAge che eno emaNe khyAla Apyo. vaLI e adhyAtmabhAvanA, vicAro bhAvanA ane vANImAM kevI rIte prakAzI rahe che eno emaNe emanA jIvana ane lekhanathI paricaya Apyo. emanI 108 graMthonI sRSTi para najara karIe to paNa emAM adhyAtmagItA, adhyAtmazAMti, adhyAtma bhajanasaMgraha ane sAthosAtha AtmaprakAza, AtmapradIpa, Atmatattvadarzana, Atmazaktidarzana jevA graMtho maLe che. A virala adhyAtmadarzana vize vi. saM. 1971nA karataka suda 10ne budhavAre (tA. 28-101914)nA roja emaNe potAnI rojanIzImAM A vizenA vicAro pragaTa karyA che. e vicAro ahIM AlekhavA sAthe enuM gaMbhIra ciMtana ane manana sahu koIne AtmajJAnanI ujvaLa dizA batAze. saMvata 1971nA kArataka suda 10 budhavAra tA. 28-10-1914nI nodha adhyAtmazAstrone vAMcavAthI ke zravaNa karavAthI athavA adhyAtmajJAnanuM kiMcit svarUpa avabodhavA mAtrathI adhyAtma jJAnanuM pariNamana thatuM nathI. adhyAtma tattvajJAtA thaI zakAya, paraMtu adhyAtmajJAna prApta karIne sukhadu:khanAM DhaMDhathI vimukta thavuM ane hRdaya para koI paNa zubhAzubhatvanI asara na thavA detAM sAkSI tarIke rahI AtmAnA guNoe AtmAmAM pariNamavuM e ananta guNa duSkara kArya che. adhyAtma jJAnamAM pariNamatAM AtmA vinAnI anya vastuonuM aha-mamatva jatuM rahe che - hADohADa adhyAtmajJAnanuM pariNamana thayA vinA nirUpAdhimaya niHsaMga nivRttimaya jIvana prApta thaI zakatuM nathI. pUrvanA munivarone adhyAtmajJAnanI kharekharI khumArI lAgI hatI ane hADohADa colamajIThanA raMganI peThe AtmAmAM adhyAtmajJAnanuM pariNamana thayuM hatuM, tethI teoe mAyAnA upara potAno paga mUkyo hato ane aneka ghora pariSaha sahavAne samartha thayA hatA. gajasukumAla, skaMdhaka sUrinA ziSyo, metAryamuni vagerenAM dRSTAMto ema jaNAve che ke adhyAtmajJAnanuM AtmAmAM kharekharanuM pariNamana thayA vinA bhAvacAritra nizcayacAritryapaNe AtmA pariNAma pAmI zakato nathI. adhyAtmajJAnanuM pariNamana thavAthI tyAga, dAna, kSamA, dayA vagere guNo kharI rIte pragaTI zake che. AtmAne sarva jaDa vastuothI ane dehAdhi jaDathI bhinnapaNe anubhavavAmAM Ave che, eTale sarpanI kAMcaLInI peThe ApoApa karmanAM AvaraNo vIkharavA lAge che ane nirAvaraNa sUryanI peThe AtmA sarvajJAnAdi zaktio vaDe prakAzI zake che. AtmajJAna thayA bAda kIrti ane apakIrtinI asara AtmA para na thAya evo abhyAsa pADavo joIe. koI gALo de ane koI stuti kare topaNa nAmarUpanI

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kalpanAmAM pariNamana na thAya evI rItano abhyAsa sevavo joIe. AtmajJAnIo duniyAnA mAna ane apamAna prati lakSa detA nathI. mAna apamAna stuti niMdA, harSa, zoka sukhadu:kha vagerenA saMyogo vacce AtmAne mUkIne temAM AtmA alipta keTalo rahe che tenI tapAsa karavI ane tevA saMyogo khAsa sevIne AtmAnI aliptatAne pragaTAvavI ke jethI punaH mohAdithI pAchA paDavAno prasaMga na Ave ane adhyAtmajJAnamAM AtmA pariName - adhyAtmazAstro vAMcIne ane zravaNa karIne adhyAtmajJAnavidU thavA mAtrathI AtmAnA svarUpamAM pariNamI zakAtuM nathI, paNa adhyAtmajJAnanuM pariNamana karavAthI sukha duHkhAdithI AtmA nirlepa rahI zake che. adhyAtmajJAna saMprApta thAya evA sagurunI upAsanA karIne ane adhyAtmazAstrono abhyAsa karIne aneka upasargo prApta thatAM AtmAnA upara zokAdinI asara na prApta thAya evI rItano abhyAsa sevavo joIe. hajAro manuSyo potAnI aneka prakAranI niMdA karatA hoya, te zravaNe saMbhaLAtI hoya. apamAna vagere dekhAtuM hoya to paNa AtmAnA upara jarA mAtra asara na thAya evI rIte jyAre potAno AtmAno anubhava Ave tyAre samajavuM ke adhyAtma pariNatie pariNamavAnuM thayuM kharuM. aneka prakAranI upAdhio mAthA para paDI hoya, mRtyu vagere bhaya sAme dekhAtA hoya, aneka prakAranA rogothI zarIra gherAyeluM hoya, tevA samaye AtmA taTastha sAkSI rahIne azAtAdi vede tyAre samajavuM ke adhyAtmajJAnanuM AtmAmAM pariNamana thayuM. zrI mahAvIra prabhu chadmasthAvasthAmAM anArya dezamAM vicaryA hatA te vakhate anArya loko temanI mazkarI-hAMsI karatA hatA. aneka kharAba zabdo vaDe gALo detA hatA. temanA para dhULa uDADatA hatA. temanI aneka kharAba zabdo vaDe nindA- helanA karatA hatA. AvA prasaMge mahAvIra prabhue adhyAtma jJAna vaDe svAtmAne sarva duHkhAdino sAkSI tarIke anubhavIne ane zoka apamAna AdithI aMtaramAM nirlepa rahIne kliSTa karmanI nirjarA karI hatI. jJAnI munivaro jyAM kliSTa karmanI nirjarA thAya, tyAM harSa zokathI vimukta niHsaMga thaIne vicare che. adhyAtmajJAnano upadeza devA athavA adhyAtmajJAnanAM pustako lakhavAM saheluM che, paraMtu bhAvAdhyAtma vaDe AtmasvabhAvamAM rahIne harSa zokAdi kaMthI nirlepa rahevuM e ghaNuM kaThina che. adhyAtmajJAnI munivaro AvI dazA saMprApta karavA kIrti-apakIrti mAnApamAna vagerenA saMyogomAM hAthe karIne khAsa Ave che ane tevAM kaMkomAM potAno AtmA na pariName evo khAsa abhyAsa seve che. A adhyAtmajJAnanuM paripakva pariNamana karavAne teo kIrti ane apakIrti vagerenA saMyogomAM AvIne potAnA AtmAnI parIkSA kare che. 'na maLe bAvo brahmacArI', 'na maLe tyAM sudhI satI', 'na maLe "nathI levuM nathI devuM, nathI paravA amIrInI, budhyabdhinI phakIrImAM, amIrI bAdazAhInI"

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tyAM sudhI tyAgI', 'koI na batAve tyAM sudhI zAMta', "kAminI na maLe tyAM sudhI niSkAmI' ityAdi to jagatamAM jyAM tyAM avalokavAmAM Ave che. adhyAtmajJAnanuM manana-smaraNa karIne AtmAne eTalo badho ucca karavo joIe ke dRzyanA zubhAzubha prasaMgomAM samAnabhAve pariName. zAtA ane azAtAnAM sthAnako prasaMgo; mohanAM sthAnako, prasaMgo, sAdhanomAM potAnA AtmAnI tulanA karavI ane uparyukta sthAno, prasaMgo ane sAdhanomAM hAlano AtmA potAnA dharmathI calita thato nathI evuM anubhavAya to vartamAna cAritryanI uttamatA pragaTe kharI ema jANavuM temaja parabhavamAM paNa hAlamAM prApta thayelA adhyAtmajJAnaguNa TakI raheze ema anumAna para AvavuM, anyathA adhyAtmajJAnanI paripakvatA karavA abhyAsa sevavo ane uparyukta saMyogomAM nirlepatA rahe evAM sAdhano vaDe anubhava grahavo. je mahAyoddho raNamAM laDavA jAya che, tenA hRdayamAM mRtyunI bhIti hotI nathI. nAmarUpanI ahaMvRtti vismarIne te yuddha kare che. te mujaba AtmajJAnI vizvarUpa raNakSetramAM mohanI sAthe yuddha kare che, te Avazyaka kartavya kAryo karavA chatAM zubhAzubha pariNAmathI lapAto nathI. AthI karma karavAno kharekharo adhikAra nirlepAdhyAtma jJAnIone dharI zake che. vizvanA lokonA zubhAzubha kolAhalo vacce UbhA rahIne nirlepa rahevAnI zakti jyAre prApta thAya che, tyAre avabodhavuM ke adhyAtmajJAnanI paripakva dazA thaI. | sarva prakAranAM Avazyaka kAryo karatAM rahIne antaramAM sarva jAtanI kAmanAono nAza thAya tyAre avabodhavuM ke karmayoganI kharI dazA pragaTa thaI. adhyAtmajJAna vinA karmayogano satyAdhikAra prApta thato nathI. adhyAtmajJAnapUrvaka karmayoga sevavAthI kyAMya baMdhana prApta thatuM nathI. sarvatra sarvadA sarvathA vAstavika svAtaMtrya karma karavAno adhikAra prApta karavo hoya to adhyAtmajJAnane AtmAmAM pariNamAvavuM joIe. pratyeka kArya karatAM duniyA mane zuM kaheze, A kAryathI mane yaza maLaze ke nahi ityAdi je je vicAro prakaTe che tethI AtmAnI zaktiono hrAsa-nAza thAya che, tethI jo potAnA AtmAnuM saMrakSaNa karavuM hoya to adhyAtmajJAna vaDe AtmAne pariNamAvavo joIe. sarva prakAranA adhikAra saMprApta Avazyaka kAryo karatAM chatAM nirmukta rahevAne mATe paripakva jJAna, dazA saMprApta karavI joIe. adhyAtmajJAna rUpe jyAre AtmA pariNAma pAme che, tyAre bAhya kAryomAM ahaM mamatvanI vRtti utpanna thatI nathI ane harSa-zoka rahitapaNe AtmAnaMdamAM magna thaIne karmayoga karAya che. adhyAtmajJAnIo mahAna uddezone hRdayamAM dhAraNa karIne karmayogane Adare che. teo samucchimanI "banyo huM vIrano celo, banAvIzuM sakala vIro, karyuM arpaNa jIvana saghaLuM, adhika nahiM dharmathI bIjuM."

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peThe kriyA pravRttimAM pravartatA nathI. adhyAtmajJAnIo vyavahAranaya pramANe vyavahAre bAhyathI pravarte che ane attarathI nyArA rahe che. tethI teo svocita kriyAyogathI bhraSTa thatA nathI. adhyAtmajJAnIonA hastamAM kharekharo kriyAyoga (karmayoga) rahelo hoya che. kriyA yoganA asaMkhya bhedo che, tethI te vize ekasarakhI sarvanI pravRtti amuka bAbatamAM hoya athavA na hoya, tethI kaMI carcAnuM kAraNa nathI. adhyAtmajJa munivaro zabdanA prahArone sahe che. jagatanA aneka vAkaprahArone sahana karIne svakartavya karmamAM aDaga rahe che. mRtaka dehane zuci dravyanuM lepana karavAmAM Ave ke puSpamALAonuM paridhAna karavAmAM Ave temaja tene azuci dravyonuM lepana karavAmAM Ave, to te baMnemAM tene kaMI harSazoka thato nathI. te rIte adhyAtma jJAnIo jagatanI zubhAzubha vRttithI marelA hoya che, tethI teone pUjavAmAM Ave ke niMdavAmAM Ave, to te baMnethI temane kaMI asara thatI nathI. evI zabdanA pratipAdya apramatta jIvanmukta mahAtmAnI dazA prApta karavAne tevo abhyAsa sevavo joIe ke jethI ajJAnathI bharelI duniyAnuM punarjIvana karI zakAya. adhyAtmajJAnI caitanyavAdI che ane je AtmajJAnI nathI te jaDavAdI che. jaDavAdIo pote AtmAo hovA chatAM jaDa vastumAM sukhanI kalpanAthI aham ane mamatvathI rAgadveSavRttithI aneka karmane bAMdhe che. AtmA ane karmanuM paripUrNa samyak svarUpa avabodhAyuM nathI, tyAM sudhI manuSya bAhya padArthonI prApti mATe vizvajIvonI sAthe yuddha kare che ane bhautika unnatimAM potAnuM sarvasva kalpI le che. jaDavAdI arthAt nAstikavAdI dharmanI kriyAo yadyapi kare che, topaNa te jaDavastuomAM ahaM-mamatva vRttithI tanmaya banIne rahe che. sikaMdara vagere bAdazAhoe AryAvarta para savArI karIne karoDo - asaMkhya manuSyono saMhAra karyo. bhale teo caitanyavAdI tarIke potAne mAnatA haze paraMtu teonAM kRtyo to jaDavAdIothI judA nahotAM ema kahetAM virodha Avato nathI. je manuSyo sarvajIvone potAnA AtmasamAna mAne che ane sarva jIvonI dayA vageremAM yathAzakti sevA dharmathI pravRtta thAya che teo kharekharA caitanyavAdIo che. - 'Atmavat sarvabhUteSu, ya pazyati sa pazyati' - e pramANe jyAM sudhI dRSTi thaI nathI, tyAM caitanyavAdI vA adhyAtmajJAnI banavAno kharekharo adhikAra prApta thato hoya ema kahI zakAya nahIM. caitanyavAdI ekendriyathI mAMDIne paMcendriya paryanta sarvajIvone sattAthI paramAtmAo tarIke bhAve che tethI te sarvajIvo prati ahiMsA bhAvathI vartI zake emAM zuM Azcarya ? arthAt kaMI paNa Azcarya nathI. jinendronuM kahyuM samajo-jinendronI gati pakaDo, paraspara sahAya ApIne - bano bahAdura sakala jaino."

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dhanAdi jaDa vastuo dvArA karoDAdhipati tarIke athavA rAjA tarIke potAne je mAnato hoya ane sarva jIvonI AjIvikA vageremAM sahAya na karato hoya, te prabhune athavA koI dharmane mAnato hoya, paNa vastutaH prabhu ke amuka dharma tenA hRdayamAM nahIM UtaravAthI je jaDavAdI ja che, ema teno AtmA ja kahI Ape che. dayA, dAna, paropakAra, kSamA, satya, asteya, brahmacarya, parigraha, tyAga, zuddhaprema, bhakti vagere caitanyavAdanAM lakSaNo che. e lakSaNo jyAM sudhI hRdayamAM na pragaTe tyAM sudhI game te dharmano manuSya potAne caitanyavAdI Astika tarIke mAnato hoya, topaNa te nAstika che arthAt jaDavAdI che ema avabodhavuM. punarjanmavAdI kharekharo je hoya che te pApanAM kRtyothI dUra rahe che. je caitanyavAdIo punarjanmane mAnatA nathI, teo kharI rIte pApakRtyothI dUra rahI zakatA nathI ane teo rajoguNa ane tamoguNamAM sadA Asakta rahe che adhyAtmajJAnIo punarjanmane svIkAre che, tethI teo kharekharA caitanyavAdIo che. adhyAtmajJAnIo sarvaprANIone sattAe paramAtmAo che evI ucca bhAvanAthI jue che, tethI vastutaH potAnI ucca bhAvanA dRSTithI potAnA AtmAne vyaktithI paramAtmA tarIke ucca bhAvanAnA saMskAro vaDe banAvavA samartha thAya che. adhyAtmajJAnIo adhyAtma jJAnabhAvanAthI eTalA badhA aMtaramAM masta thaI jAya che ke teo pazu-paMkhI jhADa vagerene paramAtmA rUpe avaloke che ane teone paramAtmabhAvanAthI namaskAra kare che. paramAtmAnI sAthe teo zuddha premathI tallIna banI jAya che, teo AtmAne ja paramAtmArUpa dekhe che. AvI dazA temanI paramAtma bhAvanAnA saMskAro vaDe vadhatI jAya che tema tema teonA manamAM udAra bhAva paNa vadhato jAya che. teo zArIrika vagere kriyAomAM pravRtti kare che to paNa temAM mUMjhAtA nathI, paraMtu UlaTA bhinna dazAvALA teonA udgAra vaDe anubhavAya che. ajJAnIo je je karmomAM (kriyAomAM) baMdhAya che, te te kriyAothI adhyAtmajJAnIo mukta rahe che arthAt rAgadveSathI temAM teo baMdhAtA nathI. musalamAnomAM 'analahaka' nAmano eka mahAtmA thaI gayo che. te potAnA AtmAne paramAtmArUpa ja mAnato hato. jaina zAstromAM saUT so paramaUT - mAtmA sa va paramAtmA - AtmA te ja paramAtmA che ema kahyuM che. analahakane AvI tenI mAnyatAthI zuLI para caDAvavAmAM Avyo, paNa kharekharI tenI analahakanI dhUnathI te analahaka ja rahyo. A uparathI samajavAnuM ke adhyAtmajJAnIo jJAnamArgIo "Atamadharma he nyArA, sAdhubhAI Atama dharma he nyArA, mana vANI kAyA se nyArA-niraMjana nirAkArA. tapa japa vratase bhinna apArA-jahAM nahi moha pasArA-sAdhu"

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sarvajIvone 52mAtmAo rUpe jue che, tethI teo ja kharekharI jagatanI kriyAo (karmo) vaDe unnati karavA samartha thAya che. adhyAtmajJAnIomAM hRdayamAM paramAtmA pragaTelA hovAthI ane tethI jIvatA jAgatA kharekharA thavAthI mohathI bharelA evA ajJAnI jIvone pratibodha ApIne jIvaMta ka2vAne samartha bane che. adhyAtma jJAnIonI zArIrika ceSTAothI parIkSA karavI e to vyartha che. teonA vicAromAM, bhAvanAomAM ane teonA AMtarika udgAromAM teo kharekharA prakAzI nIkaLe che. za2I2nA dharmo to sarva manuSyonA sarakhA hoya che. AtmAmAM paramAtmatva mAnIne teo AtmAmAM eTalA badhA masta banI gayA hoya che ke teonA zArIrika pravRtti dharmamAM paNa teonuM mana na lAgavAthI pUrva karatAM teonI judI avasthA anubhavAya che. adhyAtmajJAnIo jema koI zeraDIno rasa cUsIne zeraDInA kUcAone pheMkI de che tema SaDdarzana kathita dharmatattvone anubhavIne anekAnta dRSTithI AtmopayogI sAra bhAgane grahaNa kare che ane bAkInA bhAgarUpa kUcAone gurugamathI jJAna pAmIne pheMkI de che, tethI teonA hRdayamAM kadAgraha to raheto nathI. sarva jIvo para teo maitrIbhAvanA dhArI zake che. "bhakti mAtA, bodha pitA che', karmayoga che bhAI, upAsanA che vhenI nIti, jIvananI che kamAI." 46

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pramANikatAno mahimA Aje dezamAM sauthI moTI achata pramANika mAnavIonI che rAjakAraNa hoya ke dharmakAraNa badhe ja pramANika mAnavIonI khoTa dekhAtI hoya che. Ave samaye parama pUjya yoganiSTha AcAryazrI zrImad buddhisAgara-sUrIzvarajIe cheka vi. saM. 1971nI poSa vada AThama ne zanivAre arthAta I. sa. 1915nI navamI jAnyuArIe emanI rojanIzImAM pramANikatA vize vistRta noMdha karI che. A noMdha parathI khyAla Avaze ke mahAna sAdhupuruSo krAMtadarzI eTale ke potAnA jamAnAnI sImA oLaMgIne sarvakAlIna tattvone pekhanArA hoya che. emanI dRSTi vartamAnanA sImADA pAra karIne bhaviSyane jotI ane jANatI hoya che. yoganiSTha AcArya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajIno adyApi apragaTa rahelo pramANikatA vizeno lekha Aje paNa eTalo ja AcaraNa karavA yogya lAge che. pramANika manuSyanI mahattA darzAvIne enA prabhAvanI karelI carcA Aje jyAre cotaraphathI apramANikatAnuM AkarSaNa vyaktinA jIvanane gherI vaLavAnI koziza kare che tyAre A vicAro dizAsUcaka bane che. AryAvartanI avanati thavAnuM mukhya kAraNa apramANikatA jaNAvIne AcAryazrIe dharmanA AcaraNa, AtmAnI unnati, rASTranI pragati ane samAjanA utkarSamAM A pramANikatA keTalI prabhAvaka che teno paricaya Apyo che. jIvanazuddhi ane vyavahArazuddhi mATe e dIvAdAMDIrUpa che. yoganiSTha AcAryazrInA vyApara ane marmagAmI vicArono AmAMthI evo sacoTa paricaya maLe che ane mAnavInA manane sAce mArge vicAratA karI mUke tevuM saghana ciMtanapAtheya sAMpaDe che. saMvata 1971nA poSa vada 8, zanivAra, tA. 9-1-1915 pramANika vartanathI jeTalI AtmAnI ane anyajanonI unnati karI zakAya che teTalI anyathI karI zakAtI nathI. je manuSya pramANika thayo nathI te anyanI unnati karavAne zaktimAna thato nathI. je manuSya pramANikapaNe varte che, tenA para sarva manuSyono vizvAsa pragaTe che. rAga-dveSa vagere doSono jema jema nAza thato jAya che, tema tema pramANikapaNuM vizeSa pramANamAM khIlatuM jAya che. manuSyamAM pramANikapaNuM hoya ane tenAmAM anya doSo hoya, topaNa te aMte haLave haLave dUra thAya che ane te aneka guNo vaDe virAjita thAya che. pramANika manuSya prathama satyavaktA bane che ane pachI satyane AcAramAM mUkI batAve che. pramANika mANasa potAnuM vacana pALavA mATe jeTaluM bane teTaluM kare che. manuSyomAM sarvaguNo karatAM prathama pramANikapaNAno guNa hovo joIe. je manuSyamAM pramANika guNa prakaTayo hoya che, te dharmakRtyano tathA zuddha vyavahArakarmano adhikArI thAya che, je manuSyo pramANika guNAlaMkRta hotA nathI, te anya guNothI bhraSTa thAya che ane cha prakAranAM che 47

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saMkaTo prApta thavA chatAM ane maraNAMta upasarga thayA chatAM paNa e manuSya pramANikapaNe tyajato nathI. te manuSya vizvamAM unnatinA zikhare virAjita thAya che. manuSyanI kasoTI karyA chatAM paNa jyAre aDaga rahe tyAre avabodhavuM ke te kharekharo pramANika manuSya che. pramANikapaNuM dhAraNa karavAmAM vino, saMkaTo AvyA vinA rahetAM nathI. je manuSya pramANikapaNAne prabhusamAna mAne che, te manuSya pramANikatAne dhAraNa karavAne zaktimAna thAya che. pramANika manuSyanI jiMdagI jeTalI ucca gaNAya che teTalI anyanI gaNAtI nathI. vastutaH vicAra karIe to pramANika jIvanavALo nItimArgane anusaranAro thAya che. - ghaNA divasanA paricayathI manuSyamAM pramANikatA che ke nahIM teno nizcaya thAya che. pramANika manuSya jyAre kaMI paNa bole che, tyAre tenA vacana para anya lokonI ghaNI zraddhA thAya che. pramANika manuSyanA AcAro ane vicAronI anya manuSyo para kharekharI asara thAya che. pramANikatAno guNa khIlavavA mATe pramANika manuSyo ane pramANika guNadarzaka graMthonI sevA karavAnI ghaNI jarUrI che. pramANika manuSya A vizvamAM dRSTAMta vaDe jIvato rahe che ane tenA jIvanacaritranA dRSTAMtathI aneka manuSyone vAstavika lAbha prApta thAya che. pramANikapaNAmAM je sukha ane mahattA che, tevI mahattA anyatra dekhAtI nathI. pramANika manuSya mahAtmAonI saMgatithI bodhi bIja ane samyakatvanI prApti karavA zaktimAna thAya che. pramANika manuSya potanA sadvicAromAM makkama rahe che. pramANikapaNe prApta karavA mATe jeTaluM bane teTaluM karavuM ane jeTalo bane teTalo Atmabhoga ApavA prayatna karavo e ja satya kartavya che. pramANikapaNAne dhAraNa karavA mATe icchA, svArtha, lAMca, mAna, kapaTa, avizvAsa vagereno tyAga karavAnI jarUra che. bhaya-svAryAdinA vazamAM thayela manuSya pramANikaguNane dezavaTo ApavA samartha thAya che. je manuSya aneka prakAranI lAMcane vaza thAya che, te pramANikapaNAno tyAga kare che ane apramANikapaNAthI potAnI jiMdagIne kalaMkita kare che. je manuSya potAnA AtmAnI kiMmata karI zakato nathI, te apramANikapaNAne vaza thAya che. apramANikapaNe vartatAM rAjyAdinI prApti thAya to paNa te na icchatAM pramANikapaNA vaDe sAmAnya gRhasthanI jiMdagI gujAravAnI vRttine pramANika manuSyo icche che. pramANika manuSyo koIpaNa prakAranA svArtha ke pratikUla lobhane tAbe thaI apramANikapaNuM dhAraNa karavAne icchatA nathI . pramANika manuSyane pramANikatAmAM svarga ane siddhanA sukhanI mAnyatA hoya che, tethI te "bhUkhyAne bhojana, tarasyAne pANI, bole mIThI vANI, UMca ne nIcano bheda gaNyA vaNa, kare upakAra kamANI."

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pramANikapaNAmAM dRDha rahe che ane pramANikapaNAnA rakSaNa mATe garIbatvane mAna ApI varte che. aneka prakAranA ilakAbone tAbe thavAnA karatAM pramANikapaNAne aMtaHkaraNathI icchavuM joIe . pramANikapuruSanA manamAM jevuM hoya che tevuM vacanamAM hoya che ane tevuM kAyAmAM varte che. A vizvamAM koInA upara jo vizvAsa mukavAnI AvazyakatA svIkAravAmAM Ave to prathama pramANika manuSya para vizvAsa mUkavAnA vicArane aMgIkAra karavAmAM Ave che. pramANika vyaktie je jIvyuM, te ja jIvyuM. bAkI apramANika jIvana jIvanArA to vizvamAM karoDo manuSyo che, tenAthI kaMI jagatanuM kalyANa ane AtmAnuM kalyANa karI zakAtuM nathI. | game te rAjA hoya , zeTha hoya, sAdhu hoya athavA kalAvaMta hoya, paraMtu game te avasthAmAM pramANikatA jo hotI nathI to te avasthAnI kaMI kimmata paNa gaNI zakAya nahIM. A vizvanI vyAvahArika ane dhArmikonnatimAM pramANikatvathI je lAbha thAya che teTalo lAbha anya rItie thato nathI. pramANika manuSya AtmonnatimAM vidyuta gADInI peThe AgaLa vadhe che. pramANika jIvananI amUlyatA sadA sarvatra sarvathA avabodhavI, pramANika manuSya je pratijJAthI baMdhAya che tenAthI kadApi bhraSTa thato nathI. pramANika manuSya kadApi vacanano bhaMga karI zakato nathI ane harizcaMdra rAjAnI peThe jagatamAM pramANaka guNathI amara rahe che. mauna rahelA pramANika manuSyanA vartanathI jeTalI asara thAya che, teTalI anya apramANika manuSyonA karoDo ghaNA pokArothI kaMI paNa asara thatI nathI ema nakkI samajavuM. kharekhara A vizvamAM pramANika manuSya pratiSThA, kIrti ane sattAne prApta karavAne zaktimAna hoya che. - je dezamAM pramANika manuSyo hoya che te deza svataMtratAthI ane unnatithI zobhI rahe che. rASTranI unnati, dharmanI unnati, samAjanI unnati vagere unnationo AdhAra pramANikapaNA para che. pramANika guNa vinA saMghabaLa-dezabaLa-jAtibaLa ane dharmabaLa TakI zakatuM nathI. je manuSya potAnI pharaja pramANikapaNe bajAve che, te manuSya game te varNano hoya athavA game tevI sthitimAM hoya, topaNa te ucca ane pramANika che ema samajavuM. brAhmaNa, kSatriya, vaizya ane zudra e cAra varNano adha:pAta thavAnuM kAraNa pramANikapaNAmAM khAmI e ja avabodhavuM. AryAvartanI avanati thavAnuM mukhya kAraNa kharekhara pramANika guNathI vimukhatA thavI e ja che. pramANikapaNAmAM khAmI AvatAM AtmabaLa ghaTe che ane jagatanA satya- vyavahArano nAza thAya che. pramANikapaNAmAM khAmI AvatAM kusaMpa, kaleza, avyavasthA, yuddha , vizvAsaghAta vagere durguNo utpanna thAya che ane tethI AtmAnI ane anya manuSyonI avanatinI sAthe saMgha, samAja, nAta vyApAravidyA, rAjya, deza, dharma vagerenI avanati thAya che. "AtamajJAnI hoya to hamakuM, Atama rUpe jAne, buddhisAgara dilameM paragaTa, paramezvarakuM pramAne."

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koI manuSya vidvAna athavA sattAdhikArI hoya, teTalAthI te pramANika che evuM kadI mAnI levuM nahIM. guruno ziSya jo pramANika hoto nathI, to te kadI gurunuM pada prApta ka2vA zaktimAna thato nathI. manuSyanA mAthe vyAvahArika dRSTie dezanI, samAjanI, saMghanI, kuTuMbanI, nAtanI, AjIvikAnI, dharmanI, paropakAranI ane satya bolavuM vagere aneka jAtanI pharajo hoya che. jo te AmAMthI phakta eka pha2ja bajAvavAmAM paNa pramANika raheto nathI, to te anya pharajonA pramANikapaNAthI paNa dhIre dhIre bhraSTa banIne apramANikano ziromaNi bane che. dravya, kSetra, kAla ane bhAvathI pramANika guNane avabodhanArA utsarga ane apavAdathI vyAvahArika pramANika guNa avabodhanArA ane nizcayathI pramANika guNane avabodhanArA manuSyo pramANikatAno khyAla karavA zaktimAna thAya che. jyAM sudhI pramANikatAthI thatA lAbha ane apramANikatAthI thatI svaparanI hAni vagereno paripUrNa anubhava ka2vAmAM Avato nathI, tyAM sudhI manuSya vAstavika pramANika guNane prApta karavAne mATe zaktimAna thato nathI. pramANika guNasaMbaMdhI bhASaNa karanArAo lAkho manuSyo maLI Avaze, paNa pramANikapaNe vartanArA to lAkhomAMthI pAMca manuSyo paNa maLe athavA na maLe teno nizcaya karI zakAya nahIM. pramANikapaNe vartanArA mArgAnusAri guNane prApta karIne samyaktvanI prApti karI zake che ane samyaktvanI prApti thayA bAda cAritryanI prApti karIne te mokSapadanI prApti karI zake che. AryAvarta vagere dezomAM pramANikatAno jo phelAvo thAya to lUMTaphATa, kaleza, yuddha, mArAmArIgALAgALI, korTomAM aneka prakAranA keso kusaMpa ane azAnti vagereno nAza thAya, emAM jarA mAtra saMzaya nathI. pramANikapaNe vartavAthI ane bolavAthI kharekharI svanI ane anya manuSyonI unnati karI zakAya che. pramANika manuSya potAnA vicAro ane AcArothI pramANika guNanuM vAtAvaraNa vizvamAM phelAve che ane te pramANika guNanA vAtAvaraNamAM saMbaMdhamAM je je manuSyo Ave che, te te manuSyone pramANika guNanI asara thAya che. "merA Atama AnaMda nUra, amirasa chAya rahA. hama lAlana masta phakIra, agnirasa pAna lahA. brahmacidAnaMdamaya prabhu re, nirakhI huA mastAnA. buddhisAgara AtmameM re, huA parama gultAnA." 50

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pAdavihAra ane aMtaryAtrA yoganiSTha AcArya zrI buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInI rojanIzInA keTalAMka pAnAo joIe. A pRSTho para emanA vihAranA sthaLonI gAthA AlekhAI che to enI sAthosAtha emanA ciMtananI yAtrA paNa rajU thaI che. A vihAramAM teo e gAma ke nagaranA itihAsa para ciMtana kare che. enI sUkSma vigato Alekhe che. pUrve jaina dharmanI kevI jAhojalAlI hatI tenuM darzana kare che ane e rIte eka jJAnayogI. AcAryazrIno vihAra kevo hoya ane e vihAra samaye emanI rojanIzImAM kevI rasaprada ane adhyAtmapreraka noMdha thatI hoya eno jIvaMta citAra ahIM maLe che. vihAramAM AvyuM vaDAlI. saMvata 1971nA poSa vada 12, maMgaLavAra, tA. 12-1-1915 vaDAlImAM poSa vadi AThamanA roja samahotsava praveza karyo. vaDAlI prAcIna gAma che. vaDAlImAM naMbara jainonA be jinamaMdiro che ane amIjharA pArzvanAthanuM derAsara che. temAM zvetAMbara ane digaMbara baMne potAno dAvo kare che tethI je derAsara mATe bhaviSyamAM takarAra thavAno saMbhava rahe che. amIjharA pArzvanAthanI pAse jaina zvetAMbarIya mUrti che. hAla je rIkhavadevanuM derAsara che te saM. 1944nI sAla lagabhagamAM thayuM che. zrI RSabhadevanuM derAsara jyAM bAMdhavAmAM AvyuM hatuM tyAM pahelAM eka jUnI bhAgelI tUTelI dharmazALA hatI te dharmazALAne derAsara mATe khodavAmAM AvI tyAre nIcethI bhAgelA zikharavALuM derAsara nIkaLyuM tethI anumAna thAya che ke A vaDAlI ghaNuM prAcIna hovuM joIe. zrI zAMtinAthanuM bhoMyaruM jUnuM mAlUma paDavAthI jyAre te kholIne sApha karavAmAM AvyuM tyAre temAMthI manuSyanuM hADapiMjara nIkaLyuM hatuM. A gAmamAM RSabhadevanA derAsara nIce derAsara nIkaLyuM tethI ema siddha thAya che ke pUrve ahIM gAma vaseluM haze tenA karatAM jamInanuM taLiyuM UMcuM caDheluM hovuM joIe. vaDAlI gAmathI pazcime eka moTuM jaina derAsara hatuM ane te ghaNuM UMcuM hatuM tenA vize gharaDA manuSyo vAto kare che ke te derAsaranI chAyA eka gAu sudhI paDatI hatI. A uparathI eTaluM to siddha thAya che ke te derAsara prAcIna, moTuM ane UMcuM hovuM joIe. digaMbaronA maMdirathI ema anumAna thAya che ke pUrve A gAmamAM digaMbara jainonI vasati hatI paNa zA kAraNathI teonAM ghara na rahyAM te saMbaMdhI aneka tarkothI anumAna karI nizcaya para AvavAnI jarUra che. digaMbara jaino para koI rAjA vA musalamAna amIra taraphathI julma gujaryo hoya tethI teo bhAgI gayA hoya evo saMbhava rahe che athavA pATaNanA jaina rAjAonA vakhatamAM jainonuM jora vadhavAthI zAstrArtha prasaMge temanI hAra thayA bAda temanI vasati TaLavAno prasaMga Avyo hoya athavA temanI vasati maraNAdithI naSTa thaI hoya, ema anumAna thAya che. -- S 1 --

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rAjAonA vakhatamAM jainonuM jora vadhavAthI zAstrArtha prasaMge temanI hAra thayA bAda temanI vasati TaLavAno prasaMga Avyo hoya athavA temanI vasati maraNAdithI naSTa thaI hoya, ema anumAna thAya che. huMbaDa digaMbara vIsA jaino be prakAranA che. eka digaMbara visA huMbala jaino ane bIjA vIzA zvetAMbara huMbaDa jaino. vIzA zvetAmbara suMbaDa jaino prAya: vaDagacchanA AcAryonA gacchanI paraMparAnA che. vaDAlImAM zvetAMbara jainonI pUrva sArI jAhojalAlI hatI. vaDAlImAM pUrva zvetAmbara jainonI vasati hovuM joIe ane pazcAtu digaMbara jainonAM ghara vasyAM hovAM joIe. hAlamAM vaDAlImAM zvetAMbara jainonI vasati ane vyApAra ghaTavA mAMDyo che bhaviSyamAM je bane te kharuM. vaDAlI gAmanA jaino keLavaNI dharmazraddhA vyApAra vageremAM AgaLa paDatA nahIM thaze ane potAnI surakSAvRSTinA upAyothI pramAdI raheze to bhaviSyamAM temanA vaMzajone ghaNuM sahevuM paDaze. AzA che ke temanI AMkha khUlaze. vaDAlImAM pUrva cAvaDA rAjapUtonI vasati hatI. cAmuMDAdevInuM atre moTu maMdira che. cauhANa, rAThoDa vagere 2japUtonAM atre ghara che. vaDAlImAM pahelAM saMvegI sAdhu zrI nemisAgarajI mahArAja tathA zrI ravisAgarajI maharAje AvIne upadeza dIdho hato ane lokone sAdhunA A mArgathI vAkepha karyA hatA. A gAmamAM eka jaina pAThazALA che. jainono prAcIna pustakabhaMDAra nathI. jainonI jAhojalAlI saMvata 1971nA poSa vada 13, budhavAra, tA. 13-1-1915 IDara-vaDAlI, brahmakheDa derola poLo vagere vagere pradezamAM pUrva ghaNA jaino vasatA hatA evuM prAcIna maMdirothI siddha thAya che. A IDara pradezamAM pUrve aneka sattAvaMta gRhastha jaino vasatA hatA. evuM jaina derAsarothI siddha thAya che. A pradezamAM derola pAsenAM jainamaMdiro dekhavAlAyaka che. je sAdhuo-sAdhvIo ane gRhastha jaino A tarapha padhAre teoe derAsaro A taraphanAM dekhavAM joIe. poLonAM jainamaMdiro dekhatAM evo vicAra Ave che ke pUrve kSatriyavaMzI jainonA aneka gharo haze. musalamAna bAdazAhonA vakhatamAM A derAsaro atre baMdhAyelAM hovAM joIe, ema keTalAka dhAre che ane te bAbatanI dalIla Ape che ke bAdazAhonA bhayathI jyAre cittoDano rAjA bhAgyo tyAre te ahIM Avyo haze. tenI sAthe gRhastha jaino AvyA haze ane teoe jainamaMdiro baMdhAvyAM haze. amAruM dhAravuM evuM che ke cittoDa IDaranI peThe purve parvato pAse nirbhaya sthAno dekhIne jaina rAjAo vA jainetara rAjAoe poLomAM nagarI vasAvI haze, te vakhate jaina gRhasthoe pUrve jaina maMdiro baMdhAvyAM haze. brahmAnI kheDa vagere tarapha digaMbara jainonI pUrve vasati hatI, paNa pAchaLathI te naSTa thaI che. A deza / Tapha musalamAna bAdazAho taraphathI savArIo mokalavAmAM AvatI hatI ane tethI teonA vakhatamAM "jAgo Atama ! agama paMthamAM-nija upayoge cAlo. mana vacana kAyAthI zuddha thaIne, satyAnaMdamAM hAlo morA Atama re ! divya pradeze cAlo, vhAlAmAM tuM vhAlo."

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| huMbaDa digaMbara vIsA jaino be prakAranA che. eka digaMbara visA huMbala jaino ane bIjA vIzA zvetAMbara huMbaDa jaino, vIzA zvetAmbara suMbaDa jaino prAyaH vaDagacchanA AcAryonA gacchanI paraMparAnA che. vaDAlImAM zvetAMbara jainonI pUrve sArI jAhojalAlI hatI. vaDAlImAM pUrve zvetAmbara jainonI vasati hovI joIe ane pazcAtu digaMbara jainonAM ghara vasyAM hovAM joIe. hAlamAM vaDAlImAM zvetAMbara jainonI vasati ane vyApAra ghaTavA mAMDyo che bhaviSyamAM je bane te kharuM. vaDAlI gAmanA jaino keLavaNI dharmazraddhA vyApAra vageremAM AgaLa paDatA nahIM thaze ane potAnI surakSAvRSTinA upAyothI pramAdI raheze to bhaviSyamAM temanA vaMzajone ghaNuM sahevuM paDaze. AzA che ke temanI AMkha khUlaze. vaDAlImAM pUrve cAvaDA rAjapUtonI vasati hatI. cAmuMDAdevInuM atre moTu maMdira che. cauhANa, rAThoDa vagere rajapUtonAM atre ghara che. vaDAlImAM pahelAM saMvegI sAdhu zrI nemisAgarajI mahArAja tathA zrI ravisAgarajI maharAje AvIne upadeza dIdho hato ane lokone sAdhunA A mArgathI vAkepha karyA hatA. A gAmamAM eka jaina pAThazALA che. jainono prAcIna pustaka bhaMDAra nathI. jenonI jAhojalAlI saMvata 1971nA poSa vada 13, budhavAra, tA. 13-1-1915 IDara-vaDAlI, brahmakheDa derola poLo vagere vagere pradezamAM pUrve ghaNA jaino vasatA hatA evuM prAcIna maMdirothI siddha thAya che. A IDara pradezamAM pUrve aneka sattAvaMta gRhastha jaino vasatA hatA. evuM jaina derAsarothI siddha thAya che. A pradezamAM derola pAsenAM jainamaMdiro dekhavAlAyaka che. je sAdhuo-sAdhvIo ane gRhastha jaino A tarapha padhAre teoe derAsaro A taraphanAM dekhavAM joIe. poLonAM jainamaMdiro dekhatAM evo vicAra Ave che ke pUrve kSatriyavaMzI jainonA aneka gharo haze. musalamAna bAdazAhonA vakhatamAM A derAsaro atre baMdhAyelAM hovAM joIe, ema keTalAka dhAre che ane te bAbatanI dalIla Ape che ke bAdazAhonA bhayathI jyAre cittoDano rAjA bhAgyo tyAre te ahIM Avyo haze. tenI sAthe gRhastha jaino AvyA haze ane teoe jainamaMdiro baMdhAvyAM haze. amAruM dhAravuM evuM che ke cittoDa IDaranI peThe pUrve parvato pAse nirbhaya sthAno dekhIne jaina rAjAo vA jainetara rAjAoe poLomAM nagarI vasAvI haze, te vakhate jaina gRhasthoe pUrve jaina maMdiro baMdhAvyAM haze. brahmAnI kheDa vagere tarapha digaMbara jainonI pUrve vasati hatI, paNa pAchaLathI te naSTa thaI che. A deza tarapha musalamAna bAdazAho taraphathI savArIo mokalavAmAM AvatI hatI ane tethI teonA vakhatamAM keTalAMka bhAMgI nAkhelAM hoya evuM jaNAya che paraMta A dezamAM prAcIna maMdironA yoge kAraNaprasaMge bhoMyamAM jinapratimAo dATelI hovI joIe ane te koI koI ThekANethI nIkaLaze evo saMbhava rahe che. A dezanA jainomAM dhArmika jJAnanI vRddhi avalokavAmAM AvatI nathI. A deza taraphanA jaino sAmAnya rIte dharmazraddhALu ane sAdhuonA bhakta jaNAya che. teone sAdhuo taraphathI jo upadeza maLe to teo hA/ rmakAryamAM AgaLa paDato bhAga laI zake tema che. A dezamAM anya darzanIya maMdiro paNa ghaNAM che. "AvavuM jAvavuM levuM na devuM-pharavuM kharavuM na maravuM buddhisAgara zuddhopayoga-Atmaprabhupada dharavuM."

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A dezamAM sAdhuone zAMti rahe evuM che ane dhyAna karavA yogya sthAno paNa A dezamAM ghaNAM che. muMDaTI pAse eka jaina maMdira vagaDAmAM hAla che tenI yAtrA karavA jevI che ane tenI AzAtanA TALavAnI jarUra dareka jainoe svIkAravI joIe. A dezamAM jaino caDatInA zikhare haze ane teo pUrNa jAhojalAlI bhogavatA haze. temanAM kAryothI mAlUma paDe che. Abu-delavADAnuM tIrthadarzana saMvata 1971nA mahA vada 14, zanivAra, tA. 13-2-1915 mahA vadi dazamanA roja khareDiyAthI Abu para delavADA javA savAramAM ATha vAge vihAra karyo. buddhisAgara-kIrtisAgara, jayasAgara vagere sAdhuo sAthe hatA. saDakanA mArge cAlatA koI jAtanI agavaDatA naDI nahIM. nava gAu para AvyA eTale pAlaNapuranI zrAvikAe baMdhAvelI ane hAla rohIDAnA paMconI saMbhALa nIce rahelI dharmazALAmAM be kalAkano mukAma karyo. bhAtuM pANI vAparI aDhI vAge pAcho delavADA javA vihAra karyo. cAra vAgyAnA Azare delavADAnI dharmazALAmAM praveza karI mukAma karyo. vimalazAha ane vastupALanAM baMdhAvelAM jinamaMdiro dekhyAM. vastupAla ane vimalazAhanA derAsaramAM addabhuta koraNI dekhavAmAM AvI. cAra khaMDamAM AvI koraNI koI ThekANe nathI. kuMbhArIyAnAM e derAsaromAM ghummaTamAM karaNI che. allAuddIna vagere bAdazAhonA vakhatamAM AbujInAM derAsaronI koraNIne musalamAna taraphathI nukasAna pahoMcyuM che. yati RddhisAgara AbunA derAsaronI cALIsa pacAsa varSa pUrve sArI sevA bajAvI hatI ane gorA yuropiyana loko taraphathI thatI AzAtanA vAravAmAM AvI hatI. cAmaDAnAM jUtAM paherIne yuropiyano jinamaMdiramAM dAkhala thatA hatA. tenA sAme jainonI lAgaNI dukhAtI hatI tethI bhalA laoNrDa hArDIMge yuropiyanone vastranAM mojAM paherIne derAsaramAM javAno kAyado karI jainonI lAgaNIne saMtoSI che. jaina derAsaronA moTA lekho dekhyA teonI nakalo gaurIzaMkara ojhAe karI lIdhI che. jainonAM sarva tIrthonA lekhonI nakalo karIne eka jainatIrtha lekha nAmanuM pustaka racavAnI AvazyakatA svIkAravAmAM Ave che. delavADA pUrve prAcIna nagara hovuM joIe. pahelAM Aryo parvata para gaDha bAMdhIne rahetA hatA. cauhANa vagere kSatriyonI utpattimAM Abu mukhya sthAna bhogave che. guruzikhara nAmanuM zikhara 5500 phUTa UMcuM che. kheraDIthI delavADA 3300 phUTa UMcuM che. Abu parvatanAM ghaNAM zikharo che aneka jAtanI vanaspati ahI AbujI pa2 thAya che. aDhAra hajAra vanaspati Abu parvata para thAya che ema lokonI kiMvadaMtI zravaNa gocara thAya che. ghaNI jAtanI vanaspatione amoe dekhI. AbumAM hAlamAM yogasamAdhimAM yogIo Atama akala kalA hArI, hArI alakha ati nyArI, nahi tuM mAyA-nahi tuM kAyA, nahiM tuM pavana ne pANI re nahi tuM pRthvI, nahi tuM agni, nahi AkAra nizAnI."

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vasatA nathI. keTalAkonI mulAkAta thaI che. rAjaputAnAnA bAvana rAjAonA atre baMgalA che. AbujInA resiDenTa sAheba rahe che. zeTha lAlabhAI dalapatabhAIe laoNrDa karjhana jyAre AbujI para AvyA te vakhate atrenA derAsaronI rakSA mATe ane jainonI mAlikI mATe laoNrDa karjhanane sArI rIte javAba Apyo hato. acalagaDhanAM derAsaro 2maNIya che. caitra vaizAkha ane jeTha mAsamAM rAjAo yuropiyano ane gRhasthonI atre puSkaLa vastI thAya che. khareDInI dakSiNa dizAe traNa gAu para caMpAvatI nagarI hatI. temAM jainamaMdironAM khaMDiyero ane bhoMyarAM che. jainamaMdiro traNaso hatAM hAlamAM temAM khodakAma karavAmAM AvelAM bhoMyarAM vageremAMthI pratimAo nIkaLI zake evI saMbhava che. khareDIthI pAse pazcima dizAe amarAvatInagarI moTI hatI. bAdazAhonA vakhatamAM caMdrAvatI ane amarAvatI bhAMgI. Abu para paramAra rAjAonuM rAjya hatuM. jaina itihAsanA joyA avazeSa saMvata 1971nA mahA suda 3, somavAra, tA. 18-1-1915 kheDabrahmAmAM praveza karIne zrI mahAvIra prabhunAM darzana karyAM. caityavaMdana karyuM. zrI mahAvIraprabhunI pratimA bahu suMdara alaukika che. pratimAnI palAMThI para lekha jaNAto nathI. loko jaNAve che ke pratimA cothA ArAnI che. pratimAnuM svarUpa jotAM pratimA cothA ArAnI hoya ema lAge che. kheDabrahmAmAM AvuM alaukika prAcIna maMdira dekhatAM ema jaNAya che ke kheDabrahmA prAcIna zahera che. A derAsara pUrve atre anya maMdiro hovAM joIe ema anumAna thAya che. zrI mahAvIra prabhujInA maMdirathI bIjI ta2pha jatAM eka pozAla Ave che temAM gharaderAsara jevuM maMdira che. temAM prAcIna bhavya jinapratimA che te pratimA koI jIrNa prAcIna maMdira naSTa thayeluM temAMthI atre lAvavAmAM AvI che ema vRddha puruSonI kiMvadaMtIthI jaNAya che ane lAge che paNa atre kheDabrahmAmAM traNa-cAra varSa para prAcIna jinamUrtio nIkaLI hatI teone liMga nahotuM. IDaranA digaMbarIo potAnI che ema mAnI laI gayA che. hajI kheDabrahmAmAM prAcIna jinamUrtio daTAyelI hoya tema lAge che. kheDabrahmAmAM eka brahmAnuM moTuM prAcIna maMdira che. musalamAna bAdazAhonA vakhatamAM teno upa2no bhAga kaMI tejIyo hoya tevuM lAge che. brahmAjInA maMdira pAse eka moTI vAva che temAMthI loko pANI bhare che.brahmAnI kheDanI agnikhUNAmAM eka bhRgu RSino Azrama che temAM eka bAvo rahe che. bhRguRSinA AzramamAM mahAdevanuM deruM che temAM eka hAthanI lAMbI pahoLI jUnI IMTo che tyAM tapAsa karIne ame nirNaya karyo che. kheDabrahmAnI pAse vahenAra nadIne hariNagaMgA evA nAmathI brAhmaNo bolAve che. brahmAjIe atra yajJa karyo che ema brAhmaNo kahe che. kheDabrahmAnI uttare eka aMbAjInuM devaLa che te jUnuM hatuM pazcAt tyAM navuM "adhikArI julmIo sAme, UbhA rahevuM karIne saMpa, anyAyIno pakSa na karavo, anyAye nahIM aMte jaMpa." 55

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baMdhAvavAmAM AvyuM che. loko kahe che ke A zahera TheTha poLo sudhI nadInA be kAMThe hatuM temAM brAhmaNonAM pacIsa hajAra ghara hatAM ane huMbaDa vANiyAnAM aDhAra hajAra ghara hatAM. huMbaDa vANiyo jaina zvetAMbara dharma pALatA hatA ane keTalAka digaMbara matanA hatA ema saMbhaLAya che. kheDavADa brAhmaNa ane kheDavAla vANiyA je hAla prasiddha che te asala kheDabrahmAnA rahIzo hovA joIe. kheTakapurane kheDa kahevAmAM Ave zrI pAdaliptAcAryazrI kheTakapuramAM padhAryA hatA te kheDa A hovI joIe. kheDamAM huMbaDa jainonI dhAtunI bharAvelI jaina pratimAo pozAlanA maMdiramAM dekhI che tethI ema lAge che ke teo jaina zvetAMbarIya huMbaDa vANiyA hovA joIe. hAla A gAmamAM jaina zvetAMbara poravADa vANiyAnAM paMdara ghara che ane huMbaDa vANiyAonuM eka paNa ghara nathI. ahIMthI nAselA huMbaDa vANiyAo dakSiNa 2nelApura vageremAM vase che tethI ema anumAna karavAmAM Ave che ke pUrve temanA para koI rAjyano gusso thayo hoya vA keI anya kAraNa hoya brAhmaNonAM ekaso ghara che. jorAvarasiMhano baMdhAvelo eka baMgalo che. hiMduonAM prAcIna nAnAM maMdiro che. IDaranA rAjAnA tAbe A gAma che. eka hAthanI lAMbI pahoLI ane pAMca AMgaLanI jADI IMTo dekhAvAmAM AvI. kheDamAM jaina rAjA thayelA hovA joIe. derolanA prAcIna jinAlayanA darzane ! saMvata 1971nA mahA suda 4, maMgaLavAra, tA. 19-1-1915 Ajaroja kheDabrahmAthI derolanAM prAcIna jaina maMdiranAM darzana karavA vaDAlInA zaMbhubhAI mAdhavajI revAjI vagere pAMca cha zrAvako bhAIzaMkara zAstrI tathA buddhisAgara, kIrtisAgara, jayasAgara, udayasAgara saha gamana karyuM. kheDabrahmAthI pUrva dizAe derolano mArga Ave che. cAlatAM mArgamAM aMkola vRkSo ghaNAM dekhavAmAM AvyAM. aMkolanA telathI aneka tAMtrika khelo karI batAvavAmAM Ave che te aMkolanAM vRkSo atre svayaMmeva UgelAM dekhAya che. AMbA, rAyaNa, mahuDA, nirguDI, khAkharo vagere aneka vRkSo dekhyAM. kheDabrahmAthI sADA traNa gAunA Azare gamana karatAM derola gAma AvyuM. derolanI pazcime mahAdevanuM deruM tathA eka chatrI che. derola gAmamAM praveza karI eka phuMbaDa jainanA ghera pAtrAM vagere mUkI pAse raheluM jaina zvetAMbara maMdira dekhyuM ane jinapratimAonAM darzana karyAM. derAsaramAM mUlanAyakanI pratimAne saM. panna2sonI sAlamAM pratiSThita karavAmAM AvI che. mUlanAyakanI pratimA pAse bIjI be dhAtunI pratimAo che tene jaina zvetAmbara huMbaDa zrAvake bharAvelI hoya ema lAge che. huMbaDa zrAvako zvetAMbara ane digaMbara ema be bhedavALA hatA ema jaina pratimAo uparanA lekho parathI lAge che. derolanuM jaina derAsara prAcIna hoya ema lAge che. paMdaranI sAlamAM punaH pratiSThA karavAmAM AvelI hoya tema lAge che. gRhastha jainoe AvuM derAsara baMdhAveluM hovuM joIe. "abaLAo para julma karo nahi, saMtApo nahIM abaLA jAta, abaLAone duHkho detAM, deza koma paDatI sAkSAt." 56

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koI karoDAdhipati jaine jaina zvetAMbara maMdira baMdhAveluM lAge che. mUlanAyakanI pratimA para je zenuM nAma che te ja kadApi jaina derAsara baMdhAvanAra hoya to hoya. AjubAju bhamatI vageremAM je je derIo che. teonI palAMThI paranA lekhonI sAla vi. saM. 1500nI lAge che. jaina zvetAMbaranAM pAMcaso gharo ahIM soLamAM sattaramAM saikAmAM hatAM ane pAMcaso jaina zvetAMbara suMbaDa jaino ane pAMcaso huMbaDa digaMbara jaina huMbaDanAM gharo atre hatAM ema kiMvadaMtIthI sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave che. hAla vaDI pozAlano derolamAM eka upAzraya hato temAM pravezIne tenI jIrNatA avalokI pacIsa varSa para kheDabrahmAthI atre yatijI kalpasUtra vAMcavA AvatA hatA ane te vakhate jainonAM pacIza ghara hatAM. hAla eka paNa jaina zvetAMbara ghara nathI. digaMbarI huMbaDonAM dazabAra ghara che. - zvetAMbara jaina maMdira pAse naiRtya khUNAmAM eka suMbaDa ane betraNa vahorAnA lagolaga ghara che. zvetAMbara jaina maMdiromAM bhoMyaruM hoya tema lAge che. tenI bAMdhaNI uttama prakAranI che. amadAvAdamAM bahAranI vADImAM haThIsiMha zeThanuM jaina maMdira che. tenI barobarI kare vA tenI harIphAI kare tevuM zvetAMbara jaina maMdira che. jaina zvetAMbara maMdirathI uttara dizAe pAse-pAse be digaMbara jaina derAsaro che te baMnemAM praveza karIne avalokyAM. eka kASThasaMdhInuM digaMbara maMdira che ane eka mUlasaMdhInuM lAkheNuM jainamaMdira che. jaina zvetAMbara maMdirathI keTalAMka varSa pazcAtuM e be derAsara banyAM hoya tema lAge che. A derAsaranI pratimAonA lekha parathI jaina zvetAMbara maMdira pazcAtubhU te banyAM hoya ema samajAya che. derola gAmamAM eka jUnuM mahAdevanuM maMdira che. derola gAma vAghelA ThAkorane tAbe che. derola gAmanA vRddhone pUchatAM teoe derolane devanagarI jaNAvI hatI. derolathI poLa sudhI hAthohAtha pAMca zerI jatI hatI. eTalI badhI pUrve vasati hatI. sadevaMta ane sAvaLigA poLone pahelAM vijayanagara kahevAmAM AvatuM hatuM. tyAM thayAM che. hAla sadevaMta sAvaliMgAnI derIo che. derolathI pAlapoLo vIza gAu thAya che. bhAvaDA garAsIonI vasati ghaNI che. te loko bANanAM bhAthAM sAthe rAkhe che ane phare che. poLonI jhADImAM digaMbarI ane zvetAMbarI dasa paMdara moTAM derAsaro che. la tyAM ghaNI jhADI che. bhAvaDAone sAthe rAkhyA vinA tyAM gamana karI zakAtuM nathI. derolathI vihAra karI hiraNagaMgA nadI oLaMgI amo garoDA AvavA nIkaLyA. rastAmAM azoka vRkSanAM lagabhaga paccIza vRkSo dekhavAmAM AvyAM. zeraDI vAvelAM ghaNAM kSetro dIThAM. garoDA zrAvakonI vijJaptithI Ajaroja garoDAmAM praveza karyo. garoDAmAM ja poravADa zrAvakonAM pAMca ghara ane eka gharaderAsara che. kheDabrahmAthI mahorA ane tyAMthI aDAdarA jatAM kiMgala vRkSa thAya che. kheDabrahmAnA zrAvako bhAvika che. paraMtu jainonI vasati tyAM ghaTatI jAya che. derolamAM jaina zrAvakonA gharamaMdirane digaMbaro jALave che. "be ekaDA bhegA maLe agIAra jaga kahevAya che. baMne nadI bhegI maLe baLa pANImAM prakaTAya che. bhegA maLI bahu jana ghaNI zakti jagatamAM meLave, dhAryA kare kAryo ghaNAM zubha saMghazakti keLave."

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aharniza cAlatI vAcanayAtrA yoganiSTha AcAryazrIe emanA jIvanamAM Azare dasa hajArathI vadhAre pustakonuM vAcana karyuM hatuM. A pustakomAM dhArmika graMtho to kharA ja, paraMtu e uparAMta itihAsa, samAjazAstra, rAjanIti vagere viSayaka graMthonuM vAcana karyuM hatuM. vihAramAM hoya ke cAturmAsamAM hoya, paNa emanI vAcanayAtrA aviratapaNe cAlu rahetI hatI. veda, upaniSada, bhagavad gItA, purANo, sAMkhya zAstro, bauddha dharma vizenA mahattvanA graMtho, bAIbala, kurAna vagerenuM vAMcana karyuM hatuM. zrImad bhagavad gItAnA aDhAre adhyAya emaNe vAMcyA hatA ane 'karmayoga' pustakanA racayitA yoganiSTha AcAryazrIe ATha vakhata 'bhagavadgItA'nuM vAcana karyuM hatuM. sAmAnya rIte sahu koI eka gItAthI paricita che, jyAre AcAryazrIe sAta gItAonuM lekhana karyuM, jenAM nAma che AtmadarzanagItA, premagItA, gurugItA, jainagItA, kRSNagItA, adhyAtmagItA ane mahAvIragItA. e ja rIte emaNe AtmA ane adhyAtma vize ghaNI vivecanA karI. mahAyogI AnaMdaghanajInA padonA bhAvArthamAM rahelI AdhyAtmikatA pragaTa karavAnI sAthosAtha 'adhyAtmazAMti', 'AtmapradIpa', 'Atmatattvadarzana', 'AtmazaktiprakAza' ane 'AtmaprakAza' jevA graMtho lakhyA. A rIte AcAryazrIe jagatane vizALa graMthasamRddhi ane anupama vicArasRSTi ApyAM. sAMjaThya zrI AdinAtha zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka jaina saMgha mULanAyaka zrI vAsupUjya svAmI bhagavAna (zrI tArApurA cAra rastA pAse, amadAvAda-13) 58

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AcAryazrI buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInI kAvyasaritA yoganiSTha AcArya zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInA sUripada(AcAryapada)nI zatAbdI varSa prasaMge emanI kAvyayAtrAnuM darzana karatAM ema lAge ke arvAcIna yugamAM bhAgye ja koI jaina sAdhumahAtmAoe ATaluM vaividhyapUrNa kAvyasarjana karyuM haze. yoganiSTha AcAryazrInAM kAvyasarjanomAM emanA AtmalakSI bhavya jIvananuM pratibiMba paDe che. emanI dRSTi kAvyanA aneka prakAro para ghUmI vaLe che. bhajana, UrmigIta, rASTragIta, avaLavANI, khaMDakAvya, kAphI, cAbakhA, gaphulI jevA aneka kAvyaprakAro para emanI kalama AsAnIthI vihare che ane emAM emanA hRdayanA bhAvo ane AtmAnI mastI pragaTa thAya che. mAtra paMdaramA varSe kAvyaracanAno prAraMbha karanAra bALaka (becaradAsa) buddhisAgare duhA, copAI, chaMda ane savaiyAmAM prAraMbhika kavitAo lakhI, paraMtu e pachI emanI nisargadara kAvyapratibhA evI khIlI ke jene pariNAme emanI pAsethI vipula kAvyasaritAnuM darzana thAya che. emanI vizALa bhAvanAsaSTie joIe to prabhubhaktinA kAvyathI rASTrabhaktinA kAvya sadhI ane ethIya vizeSa bhAvi yuganI kalpanA karatAM kAvyo sudhInI racanAo maLe che. zAstravizArada yoganiSTha AcArya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajIe eka bAju bhajana, pada ane stavananI racanA karI, to bIjI bAju UrmigIto, prakRtikAvyo ane rASTrabhaktinAM gItonuM sarjana karyuM, to vaLI trIjI tarapha emanAM kAvyomAM AdhyAtmika mastI ane navA jamAnAno sUra pragaTa thAya che. yoganiSTha AcAryazrI buddhisAgarasUrizvarajI pAsethI narasiMha, mIrAM ke AnaMdaghananuM smaraNa karAve evI kAvyaracanAo maLe che, to bIjI bAju kavvAlI ane gajhala jevA Adhunika sAhityasvarUpomAM karelI racanAo maLe che. ahIM AcAryazrInI rojanIzImAMthI keTalAMka kAvyo mUkyA che ane sAthosAtha e ja kAvyane emanAM hastAkSaromAM ApavAno prayatna karyo che. emanA ja hastAkSaramAM lakhAyelAM kAvya parathI e sUcita thaze ke emanA hRdayamAMthI kAvyajharaNuM kevuM ApoApa ane sAhajika rIte vahetuM haze ke emane bhAgye ja koI paMkti to zuM, paNa zabdamAM sudhAro karavo paDyo che. vaLI A kAvyonI nIce yoganiSTha AcAryazrInAM lakhANomAMthI emanAM gadyamAM lakhAyelA mArmika vacano AlekhyAM che, jema agAu emanA gadya lakhANonI nIce emanI paghakaMDikAono AsvAda meLavyo hato tema. Avo, A yogIzvara AcAryazrInI abhuta kAvyasRSTimAM vihAra karIe. ja , - S 59 huM

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SATURDAY 24TH OCTOBER 1914. saMvata 1971 nA kArataka suda 6 zanIvAra tA. 24mI akambara sane 1914. mu. tA. 4 kaheja sane 133ra u.6-17 a. 5-43 pA. re. 13 Adaehasta sane 124 zrI jainapatranA adhipati-kArabhArI bhagubhAI phattehayone snehAMjali bhagu tava jIvananI balihArI, jIvananI - jainapatranA adhipati banI. lekha lakhyA te apArI saMkaTa heNAM ToNAM veThI. patra calAvyuM vicArI - bhagu - 1 siddhAcala Adi tIrthonI sevA gaNI mana pyArI. nirbhaya banIne lekha lakhyA hai - tethI jaina AbhArI - bhagu - 2 kaoNnpharansane sAhAya karI huM - pragati manamAM dhArI. moTuM mana rAkhyuM teM nakkI - jaina jagatane sudhArI - bhAga - 3 ke kai bAbatano sudhAraka - prAcIna rakSaka bhArI. eka patnIvrata pALyuM preme vyabhicAra dUra vArI - bhagu - 4 anizcita mana bhama bhamAvyo. kArya vyavasthA na sArI. bAkI hArAmAM guNa bahulA - guNarAgI AcArI - bhagu - 5 pratipakSIoe sapaDAvyo, rahIyo jela majhArI. Kaa jala bajhArI. jainakomamAM pachIthI hArI, thAze kismata sArI - bhAga - 3 nagarI nagaNI jainakomamAM - virala guNajJa naranArI. sevA prati badalo nA icchaDyo - paramArthe mana ThArI - bhagu - 7 bAra varSa paryata calAvyuM. jaina patra jayakArI. phrAnsadezamAM tanune tyAguM - zAMti maLo tava bhArI - bhagu - 8 ghaNo paricaya mArI sAthe. dharmasneha vadhArI. jyAM hoya tyAM tuM snehAMjali leM - hArdika prema svIkArI - bhagu - 9 jyAM hoya tyAM te zAMti pAmo - AzI: phaLo nirdhArI. unnata jIvana hAruM thAzo. e ja prArthanA mahArI - bhagu - 10 hArAmAM hArI gurubuddhi - oghe zraddhA sArI. buddhisAgara dharmalAbhanI - AzI: le nirdhArI - bhagu - 11 rAtrIe piMDastha dhyAna dharyuM, tethI mananI nirvikalpa dazA kevI hoya teno abhyAsa thayo hoya ema bhAsyuM. - S 60 -

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SATURDAY 24TH OCTOBER 1914, saMvata 1971 nA kArataka suda 6 zanIvAra tA. 24 mI aoara sane 1914. mu. tA. 4 choleja sane 133ra u.6-17 a. 5-43 5. re. 13 daehasta sane 14 zrI"nAtranA adhipati, kArabhA ) nathubhAI phatta jene naihA-jali. bhaNa na ba jIna nanI balihera jIvananI- - jena5tra adhipati banI. lekhalapyA te amArI. taka maNa ToNo beTho. patra calAvyuM bicAra-bharu-1 siddhAcala aditInI. riyA gaNImArI nirbhayabanIna lekha pyAre te jeta AbhAra. niH2. kerane nAthyakaro heM-pragati manamAM dhArI moTuM manokhu tenapho- jena jagane sudhArI-bharu-3 ke kebAbatane svaraka-prAcInata5bhAre. eNpanI vrataka me. vyabhicA2vA- * * * anizcita mana bhame jamAvyo. madhyavarana sAro. bAkI rAmAM gaja kharalA guNagI khA cAra -ra35 pranjioe sapaDAo raho majhArI. nakomamAM paghAta ArI thAze kismata sArI- -: bha3-1 mayura najINI jainomAM- virala naranAroniyA pratibadalo nA Iccha-paramAthI mana ThArIbha7 bAvanaparyata calAvyuM. jenapatrakAra - - kansadezamAMtanunAmuM- pati mane navabha. bha3dho paricaya mArI sAthe dharmane ha vadhato. jyAM che tyAM kunehalilaM-hArdikapremasvIkArI-bhaya-- nya hoya tyAM tirakhA - phaLa nidhari. unnatajIvana 3 thaze. eja prApti mAro- bharu-10 jAramAM hAlamubuddhi- zraddhAnI buddhiAra dhamalAnI AzI leni), nyu 11 AtmA ja potAno AtmA vaDe uddhAra kare che. mana, vANI ane kAyA e AtmAnAM traNa sAdhana che, AtmA potAnA jJAna pramANe teno upayoga kare che.' che 61 -

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SUNDAY 26TH OCTOBER 1914, saMvata 191. nA kArataka suda 7 ravIvAra tA. 25 mI akaTombara sane 1914 mu, tA. 5 laheja sane 133ra u. 6-18. a. 5-42. pA. ra. 14 ardIbehasta sane 124 kahe mukhathI tamAro chuM - tamone sau samarpaNa che. vicArI Apa uttarane - amArI zI karI sevA - 1. hane lakSmI ghaNI vahAlI - hane kIrti ghaNI vhAlI. kahe che bhaktino bhUkhyo - amArI zI karI sevA - 2. viveke vittanA kharce - karIne kharca pastAto. pravAhe lokanA mUMjyo - amArI zI karI sevA - 3. kare anyo tathA tevuM - karo kaMI zIrSa para paDIyuM. vadhAre anya lokothI - amArI zI karI sevA - 4. gaNAvuM bhaktamAM paheluM - ruce che cittamAM tujane. kharekhara bhakta dRSTie - amArI zI karI sevA - 5. rahI che kIrtinI paravA - vakhANe loka te sAru. kharI niSkAma dRSTithI - amArI zI karI sevA - 9. ame sevA ja karavAne - rahyA cheye kaho sahune. kaho sAcuM tyajI mAyA - amArI zI karI sevA - 7. kahyuM kIdhuM kaho kyAre - pharI gyA veNa bolIne. vicArI bolazo sAcuM - amArI zI karI sevA - 8. jagatamAM bhakta che viralA - kharA to sevako viralA. banIne dAsa, AjJAna - amArI zI karI sevA - 9. tamAro zuM kahyuM tethI - vahyuM zuM raheNI vaNa bole. kahone bhakti dRSTie - amArI zI karI sevA - 10. khamAtuM nA vacana bhAre - hRdayamAM e vicArI lyo. ghaNuM dIdhuM karyuM ochuM - amArI zI karI sevA - 11. kahyuM ke bhAvatuM hene - karyuM che vizva rItie. "aho ugAravALA kaMI amArI zI karI sevA - 12. upagraha sI thatA sTeje - nathI pratyupagraha dRSTi. karyuM niSkAmathI taddhatu - amArI zI karI sevA - 13. gaNAvuM bhakta koTImAM - nathI kaMI vAta e helI. buddhayaMbdhibhaktanI sevA - rahI svAtmasamarpaNamAM - 14. jJAnIonA sevaka banavAnI AzA rAkhavI, kiMtu ajJAnIonA guru banavAno kadI vicAra karavo nahIM.

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SUNDAY 26TH OCTOBER 1914, saMvata 191. nA kArataka suda 7 ravIvAra tA. 25 mI akombara sane 1914. mu, tA. 5 laheja sane 133ra u. 6-18, a. 5-42. pA. re. 14 ardIbehasta sane 1224 kahimunI tamArI chuM - tamone te samaye. vicArIbApa uttara- amArI karI rahevA -2 hane lakSmIdhaNI vhAlI - ne kIti dhaNI hAlIkahe che bhaktino bhUkhyo- AmArI karI sevA--- * 2vire vitta nA kharca-karIne kharSapastAtovivAha lekanA muM- amArI karI tevA----- kare anyotathI karoke IzAyarayaDIyuMvadhAre anya lokothI-amArI zI karI - gavuM bhaktamAM paheluM citamAM ja kharekharabhaktadRSTie- amArI zI kI vA-pa. rahI che kortinI paravA-vakhANa loka sA kharI nirakAmadathiI -amArI ne karI sevA9 ame sevA karavAne- mA thaIye kahuume tAtyajI mAyA. amArI zI karIne tevA vyuM kI zuM kahe kayAre- phAveNa bolIne vicArobela sAthe-amAro zI karI sevA----- gato bhakta che viralA kharA tairava vilA banIne dAsa khAnA. amArI zI karI sevA- 9 nA huM kayuM tela- baLavuM zuM rIvaNabolekahene bhakti amArI kanIauvA- khamanuM nA varSanA hRdayamAM evicArolya. ghauM ghauM karyuM cheamAro rIphara sevA-11 . je bhavatuM tene karyuM vizvarItine 'ao ugAravAno I. amArI zI pharI sevA-12, upagraha ro thatA tenI pratyupagraha dRSTi6 niSkAmathI tava- amArI thI karI raivA. 13 gAvuM bhakta kerImAM- naLa ke IvAta e helI bu kSadhibhaktanI saiyA- rIsvAtmasamarpaNamAM ja 'hindamAM janmelAoe hinda mATe sarva svArpaNa karavuM joIe, paraMtu anya dezo para ane anya dezIya prajAo para dveSa na dharavo joIe, emanI sAthe maitrIbhAva dhAraNa karIne vartavuM joIe.' garavo joIe, che 63 -

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MONDAY 26TH OCTOBER 1914, saMvata 1971 nA kArataka suda 8 semavAra tA. 26 mI akaTombara sane 1914. mu. tA. 6 jaheja sane 233ra u. 6-18 a. pa-4ra. pA. re. 1pa-AdIbehasta sane 124 huM tuMthI prabhu vegaLA - temAM prabhuno vAsa. huMmAM paramAtama rahyA - zabdAtIta e khAsa - 1. tattvamasisachadaM sadA - bole nAve pAra. zabdavAcya bhAvArthamAM - dhyAne jaya jayakAra - 2. nAgAthI prabhu dUra che - prabhu nAgAnI pAsa. nAgA DhAMkyA prabhu nahIM - samaje te prabhudAsa - 3. hA kahetAM prabhu nA thatI nA kahetAM che aNi astinAstimaya che prabhu - vyaSTi ane samaSTi - 4. sAdhanathI prabhu vegaLA - sAdhanathI prabhu hela. sAdhana sAdhaka sAdhyanA - ekatve che gela - 5. zabda thakI prabhunI kharI - jANo pUrNa judAI. paNa zabda vinA prabhu nA jaDe - parA phuraNA AI - 6. tapa japamAM prabhu nA rahyA - tapa japa prabhune mATe. prabhu kiriyANuM pAmavuM - zrI sadgurunA hAra - 7. bolyo prabhu dekhADato - maunI karAve jhAMkhI. jAgyo prabhu jagADato - dekhe to che AMkha - 8. bolyAthI prabhu vegaLA - kapaTa gAu karoDa. dUre prabhujI jANIe - antarUmAM laya joDa - 9. jyAM tyAM prabhujI zodhIyA - paNa prabhujI pAsa. Ananda jyote bhaNIe - rAkhI mane vizvAsa - 10. prema vinA prabhujI nathI - karo upAya hajAra. marajIvo prabhune maLe - bIjA khAve mAra - 11. nirmala citta thayA vinA - Izvara nA dekhAya. koTI upAya karo kadI - kAka na dhoLo thAya - 12. raheNI prabhunI rAkhIne - laya attaramAM dhAra. buddhisAgara saguru - gamathI zivapadasAra - 13. yuropamAM adhyAtmajJAna nathI. tyAM jaDabhogothI sukha maLe che evI prAyaH mukhya jaDavAdI mAnyatA che, tethI AryAvartanA caitanyavAdanI daSTie yUropa aDhI varSanA bALaka jevuM che.

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MONDAY 26TH OCTOBER 1914, saMvata 1871 nA kArataka suda 8 somavAra tA. ra6 mI akaTombara sane 1914. mu. tA. 6 jaheja sane 233ra u. 6-18 a. pa-4ra. pA. re. 1pa-AdIbehasta sane 124 enamaH hetuprabhu vegaLA- temAM jhabhune vArahuMmAM paramAtama rahyA bA tAta khAsa-1 nyasiDa sadA- ba lenAthe pAra za vadhyabhAvAma- dayAne yA2 2. nAgAthAbhu dUche- prabhu nA gAnI pati nA nA DhAMkayA mUtyunIM- ta ma jeteyjudAta.-3 harehetAM pa nA thatI nA jhahetA 3kti astinAsti maju- borakhane samari.--* sAdhanaLapravega-sAdhanathI=helamAdhuna sAdhakamayanA eNkahe che ge la.-5 zakrIprabhunI kharo. jo jUdAI. miNa balinA prabhunA je-parAkrUra zAkhA) 6 tapa jyamAM prabhunA 2 dhrA napajyaYbunamATe praki riyA | pAnavuM basanA re.... bAlyo prabhu dekhAto- mAno ke ve o prIbhomaju gADato- dekhe dekha kha --- --- bolyAthIjuvegaLA--kamaTe gAu karoDa hUre prabhu - khAmAM layaDa--- jyAM tyAM prabhu zodhIyA-pazgchapAsakhAnano bhaNIe rAkhI mana vikAsaprema vinA prastujhana - upAyabhara marajIe prabhune maLe=bIbakhA mAra- 11 nilicittamavinA Izvara nA dekhAya. upAya ka ko: keka na dhokho dhya-11, rIprabhunIkhIne-laya anAma.. buddhigata . gama vijaclA che 'hindavAsIonI bAhya paDatI ane bAhya parataMtratA thavAnuM kAraNa jAtibheda, kleza, dharmabhedayuddha, janmabhUmidroha, phATaphUTa, IrSA, vahema, ajJAna, durbasana, durgaNa ane vicArAcAramAM rahelI jaDavAdatA che." - $ 65 -

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MONDAY 1ST MARCII 1915. saMvata 1971 nA phAgaNa suda 15 somavAra tA. 1 lI mArca sane 1915. mu. tA. 14 bIlakhara sane 1333 u. 6-12 a. 5-8 pA. re. 21 zArevara sane 1224 vikrama kharo dAnezvarI svArpaNa karyA prANo aho. zrI karNa bhoja ne saMprati bharatAdi dRSTAMto kaho. zubha tIrtha jaMgama sAdhune je dAna de te bhava tare. pratyakSa phala che sAdhune je dAna de tethI khare - 19 bahumAnapUrvaka bhaktithI A bhava viSe phala thAya che. dRSTAnta enI jIvatAM gItArtha guruo gAya che. je jemanI zubhazaktio paranA hite je vApare. te dAna guNa siddhi karI bIjA guNo saheje vare - 20. zubha saptakSetre dAnane je vApare te pUjya che. paramAtmapada vege vare e dharmajIvana guhya che. je dAna deto jJAnanuM te jJAnanI vRddhi kare. te dharmajIvana sUtrano jIvaka banI siddhi vare - 21. vidyA ane zubha jJAna sama koI dAna nahi ema dekhavuM. vidvAna jJAnI sama nahIM ko pUjya jagamAM pakhavuM. je svAnyadyotaka Atmazodhaka jJAnadhanane Apato. te vizvamAM bhAnusamo karyAsakalamAM vyApato - 22. pAThaka banI je jJAna dhananuM dAna Ape sarvane. kartavya pharja sthira thato rAkhe nahIM mana garvane. te svarga siddhi pada vare upakAra nahi teno vaLe. saMgho jAti vizvo jAti jJAne thatI cetana baLe - 23. thAtI sadA jyAM Apa le zrutajJAnanI paramArthamAM. jyAM jJAnanA dAtAra jJAnIo paDe nA svArthamAM. e dezanI che unnati e dezane sahu ko name. jJAnIjanone jJAnanuM zubhadAna nizcayatA game - 24. vAcika kAyika zaktio je jJAnadAne vApare. mananI khIlelI zaktiyone jJAnadAne vyaya kare. zAnadAna sahAyamAM nijavitta kharce bhAvathI. bahukarmane te nirjarI jJAnI ane zubhadAvathI - 25. je abhayadAne rAcato bahu jIvanI rakSA karI. saMsArapAyodhi tare te janma mRtyu saMhArI. je dAnaro hoya che te dharmazaro thAya che. sahu dharmanI rakSA kare e dAna jinavara gAya che - 27. jagajIvanI tuSTi kare puSTi kare rakSA kare. zubhadAna vaNa cAle nahi. A vizvamAM kSaNabhara are. zubhadAna zvAsocchavAsa che A vizva jIvanamaMtra che. zubhadAne tyAM che mAna jagamAM dAna - 27 AryAvartanI eka capaTI dhULamAM je sAtvika aNu aNuo vilasI rahyA che, te anya bhUmimAM nathI ja. - 2 66 -

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MONDAY 1ST MARCH 1915, sna savata 1971 nA phAgaNa suda 1pa sAmavAra tA. 1 lI mA sane 1915, su. tA. 14 rabIlAkhara sane 1333 9, 6-12 a, 5-48 pA. ro. 21 zArevara sane 14 vikRmakharI dAvarI ya karyo ane zrInI none prati bhavana no va kuMbhatIjaMgamAAdhu ne keAna te Aba tare greTa rana banApura ba dAna te khare bahumAna thaMbhA AbhAvatA thAyache. kRSNana kharIda jIbha sAmA jemAsinanA ti pade ne dAnajIbhUmiti karI bI cunI A re. gubhA kSetranA 2 vApare te pUjyo paramAtmapadako edharmajIyana yuche. dAna deto tAnanuMte jJAnanIvRddhi kare sUryajInA no ilaka banI sakriye! vidyA khanepujAnAna stana kada namo navuM vijJAna tAnonI to zuM, ke premanuM agi 1 = a yAyotanuM AtmA aAzayanA to tavibhAganuramAM kanyAemAM vyo cha pAbUkanI je sapanAnI ma aneka dhanAM dAnavina baMna karna sthira manAI manei niupara nahino che. saMghapati gotatAnanI cetana baLa 23 vAtanadAro mutaravAnI mAM cA te bhAgAnanadAyane jJAnIo khaMDanA sthAyI kherI nI ukti ene pyuronanesArIne rAmanuM bhAna nizcata kAme - yudhdha karyAyaka tAnadAne lAkha mananI banelI zaktine strI stanamana jJAnandAnAnuM sadAyamAM nivistAbhAvI buphana che. nAnInane cunAvI jeabhAnerAto bahu jIvanIrakSAkarI rabArI citto che janamo je che. dharma dha dudharmanI pUre che eNdAna (navaragAATe ra6 gayI kahevato subhadAnavapAle vizvAsabhara re kuMbha)nava lAkha A ja zubhAna tyAre mAna vaidina -sa 'nAmardone sva-rAjyano hakka nathI. mardone svarAjya bhogavavAno hakka che. jeo jIvatAM pahelAM marI jANe che, teo svataMtra sva-rAjyakartAo che.' 67

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TUESDAY 2ND MARCH 1915. saMvata 1971 nA phAgaNa vada 1 maMgaLavAra tA. 2 jI mArca sane 1915. mu. tA. 15 bIlApara sane 1333 u. -12 a. 5-48 pA. re. 22 zArevara sane 1rara4 | HF /tA itI no * sahu dharmajIvana yaMtra che e dAna jagano dharma che. e dAna jananI pharja che ethI sadA zivazarma che. dAtAra bAMdhe kIrtinuM mandira avica dIpatuM. kavinuM karyuM bahuvarSa sudhI rahI sakazna jIpatuM - 28 dAnezvarI je hoya che te Aza paranI pUrato. dAnezvarI je hoya te duHkhI duHkho cUrato. dAnezvarI je hoya che te yAcanA sahato nahIM. zubhadAna zUralokanAM nAmo amara zobhe sahI - 29 kartavyarUpa ja pharja che zabhadAna de nijazaktithI. kartavyarUpa ja pharja che tava dAna de nija bhaktithI. kartavya Avazyaka sadA tava dAnanuM dina dinaprati. nijazaktinI e pharjathI adhike nahIM tava e gati - 30 kirtavya tAruM kara sadA nija zaktithI zubha dAnanuM. kirtavyadAnanI pharjamAM nA nAma zobhe mAnanuM. jyAM jyAM khare devuM ghaTe je je ja je zakti vaDe tyAM tyAM ja te tuM dekha re te teja tujane paravaDe - 31 tava zaktio je dAnamAM vaparAya te vRddhi lahe. vizvAsa evo rAkhIne tuM dAna kara jJAnI kahe. ekendriyAdi jIva sarve dAna pharja ja sAcave. jIvAjIvopagraha vaDe sarve jIve gaNadhara kave - 32 nIti prAmANyAntargata nIti vinAnuM jIvavuM te jIvavuM paNa dhULa che. sAmAnya nIti dharma che te vizva jIvana mULa che. nIti vinA rIti nathI nIti vinA sukha che nahIM. nIti ghare zAMti pratiSThA kIrtiyaza vadhato sahI - 1 jyAM nIti nahi tyAM dharma nahi attara vicArI dekhavuM. nIti vinA nara rAkSasA attara viveke pakhavuM. nIti vinA vidyA ane lakSmI thakI jaga zuM thayuM. sAmrAjya sAcuM nItithI A vizvamAM zobhI rahyuM - 2 nIti vize Izvara vase sAhAya devonI maLe. nIti vinA mAnavapaNuM zobhe nahIM jaga paLapaLe. jyAM nIti tyAM sahu dharma A jagamAM sadA vAso kare. sattA vadhyAthI zuM thayuM nIti vinA samajo khare - 3 prAmAya nItithI sadA zobhI rahe dinakara samuM. nIti vaDe je zobhato tenA aho pAye namuM. sannItinI zubha jIvatI mUrti banI vilasI rahyo. jayaguru A vizvamAM mahimA na jAve tava ko - 4 aMtaranuM jJAnabaLa jyAre mohanA eka vicArane paNa rahevA na de tyAre aMze aMze jainatva pragaTeluM samajavuM. che 68 -

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TUESDAY AND MARCH 1915. saMvata 1971 nA phAgaNa vada 1 magaLavAre tA. 2 jI mArca sane 1915. mu. tA. 11 ramIlAkhara sane 1933 3, 6-25, 5-49 pA. ze. kara zAvara ane 1224 kizatAbdi tI ho nIti} adhiniyamamaMdAnAnodhava khaMdA jananIDuMdI vaLa sadA virArma che dAtArothe pharsanuM mandira avicaladAkhanuM kebinuM karyuM bahuta sudhInA banne pa2 dhanezvara hoyache te kharA paranI krUratA dAnezvara jemano ta dAnezvarI hoya ne yAyanAsa bhArATonAM nAmo khatarobhesI-ra9. nirUpavadyuta nirmAtA kurtavyarUpa ja huM o na dAde mI kartA nAmaka jJAnamadA nidAna nirAtanI A ja kavi yIkhavavuMnahotayaeNgati la darzAvyuM tuM maMdA niIAiyadAnuM kartavyananI murtamAM nA jAma have mALanI ma jyAM jyAMkho devuM ghaTe che je roktiva tyAMtyAMja tenuM kharatA ' * tavaraktiyanamAM pacato tune paravaDe 31 vizvAsa evonA khIlatuM dAna karavAnI kahe kavi jIvana na- anejIbrAjIlApagraha vaDe vejI je gaNadhara kera nahIM nItimA nItivinAnuM jIvavuM thayuMmAM yu dhAnya vanI jariyananuM utta janInidhimAkotiSIna ikha nItinuM pratiti vize vadhato hI jyotihityodhanakhilanI. nIti vinA aa aa avidha pekhaze nIti vinA jatAanela yoga che V* tatA tya sUryanItithI binUnAM zojI rahyuM nItiviSe binalane mahAdevonImaLe nIti viAmanabaMrojenI mApa jyAM nItitvo Ahukhama A jagamAM addala vAgye ko prANyatithI to huM nakAsanuM ganivaDe che. jo te na khAvo" nyU thayuM nItithinA sama khare~ nItinI punajInItinI = yasa, khAvavAmAM mahimA na ye khabAja 'svataMtratA vinAnuM jIvavuM te pazujIvana che. bhayanuM jIvana a mRtyu che. sarva prakAranA bhayavinAnuM ane Asakti vinAnuM jIvana, te parama svarAjya jIvana che.' 69

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WEDNESDAY 3RD MARCH 1915. saMvata 1971 nA phAgaNavada 2 budhavAra tA. 3 jI mArca sane 191pa. ma. tA. 16 bIlakhara sane 1333 u. 6-11 a. 5-9 pA. re. 23 zAreva sane 1224 zraddhA jina dharmanI zraddhA varyo saMsA pAyodhi tI. tava citta hADohADamAM ne moma e bhI. zubhadharmano prAsAda pAyA sama khI zraddhA kathI. zraddhA vinA dharma ja nathI jozo sakala Agama mathI - 1 je dharmarUpI deha tenA vIryasama zraddhA khI. zraddhA vinA baLa nahi ja dekho anubhava e kI. zraddhA thakI maMtro phaLe zraddhA vinA nA kaMI thatuM. zraddhA vinA na je ke te kSaNa vinAzva thaI jatuM - 2 tarko upa tarko thatA tenA upa tarko thatA. Ape dalIlo je prabala te vizvamAM jItI jatA. je tArkikonA tArkiko te anyane jUThuM ke. tarko ko koTi game zraddhA vinA nA kaMI) ke - 3 tarko upa tarko ko paNa tarkano nahi pA che. zraddhA vinA tarko vaDe doDe kazo nahi sA che. jinakevalIe je kayuM zraddhA kI tenI khI. kartavya nija tuM ka sadA vizvAsathI manaDuM bhI - 4 zraddhA vinA prAmANya nahi prAmANya vaNa zraddhA nahIM. e be pasya jIvatA kANa ane kAryo sahI. zraddhA vinA phatteha nahi yAhoma jIvana nA thatuM. zraddhA vinA jivAya nA jagalokane nizcayamata - 5 zraddhA vinA nIti ane AcA sA nA Take. zraddhA vinA bakavAdiyo svAcchandathI ke ke bake. zraddhA thakI samyakatva che samyakatvathI cAritrya che. zraddhA kriyAnuM mULa che Anta sadA pAvitrya che - 7 zraddhA vinA mukti nathI koTI upAyo jo ko. zraddhA vinA zAnti nathI saMzaya thakI duHkhe mo. nizcaya vinA siddhi nathI katarka koTI keLave. nizcaya thakI siddhi thatI AcAmAM baLa maLe - 7 zraddhA vaDe vyavahAmAM prAbalya vadhatuM bahu he. zraddhA vaDe kartavyanI siddhi thatI jinava kahe nizcaya samuM ko bala nathI utsAha aMge ApatuM. nizcayabaLe sahu aMgamAM utsAha jIvana vyApatuM - 8 duHkhanI pAchaLa sukha che. satata utsAha, abhyAsa ane AtmabaLathI icchita vijayalakSmInI prApti thAya che. che 70 -

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WEDNESDAY 3RD MARCH 1915. saMvata 1971 nA phAgaNavada 2 budhavAra tA. 3 jI mArca sane 191pa. ma. tA. 19 rabIlApara sane 133 u. 6-11 a. 5-9 pa.re. ra3 zAreva sane 1224 ( ) - jinanivasirA-pAyodhi tarItava citta hAhAhane roma rozubhadhana kA nAdapavAsamakharIdda kI hAvinAdhanA jo e sApha kAmathI 1. PdhananI devIsiphAkharIbahAnibaLanavinI dekha anubhavameka zrAvakIma phaLe zraddhA vinA nA kaMI thatuM. avinAnare je te vi40 ja-2 taka utarata tenA upara taratAbApe dalebala <Page #81
FRIDAY 5TH MARCH 1915, saMvata 1971 nA phAgaNa vada 4 zukravAra tA. 5 mI mArca sane 1915. mu. tA. 18 bIlApara sane 1973 u. 6-10 a. 5-50 pA. re. 5 zArevara sane 1rara4 sAmagrIo sarve maLe paNa vairyavaNa zA kAmanI. sArI mati sajjana diye paNa dhairya vaNa te nAmanI. sAhAya ko bahu hoya to paNa dhairyavaNa jagahAra che. kSaNa kSaNa viSe dhIraja thakI jagamAM sadA jayakAra che. - 17 rANA pratApe dhairyathI nija rAjya pAchuM meLavyuM. zivAjIe dhIraja dharIne sainya sAruM keLavyuM. jyAM vairya che tyAM sarva che jyAM vairya tyAM zUnyatA. zraddhA ane dhIraja vinA prAmANyanI bahu nyUnatA. - 18 dhIraja vinA kAyara ane uchAMchaLuM mana thAya che. nija kArya siddhi prApti pAse AvI pAcho jAya che. zakti chatAM dhIraja vinA loko ghaNA hArI jatA. zakti chatAM dhIraja vinA loko ja khAve bahu khatA. - 19 dhIraja vinAnA lokanI kismata na koDInI thatI. dhIraja vinAnA lokanI ummara sakala eLe jatI. dhIraja vinAnA lokanI saMgata kare duHkho paDe. saMsAramAM dhIraja vinA nara duHkha paDatAM raDavaDe. - 20 prakhyAta je vizve thayA dhIraja thakI mana jANazo. zubha zairya Izvarasama gaNIne bhAvathI mana ANazo. zubhadhairyane dharavuM sadA caMcalapaNuM dUre karI. kartavya sadguNa pharja e tava dhAra vartana AdarI. - 21 pAcho haThI jA nA kadApi vairya manamAM dhAraje. saMkaTa paDe te vairyathI veThI pratijJA sAraje. zubhadhairyathI dekhIza anne mahugalo Agala rahyAM. zubhadhairyathI duHkho ane saMkaTa sahyAM mANasa kahyAM. - 22 zubhadhairya vaNa zubha zairyanI AzA kadI nahIM rAkhavI. attara vize sthiratA vadhe sukhavAnagI jhaTa cAkhavI. sthiratA vinA manapAtramAM bahu sadaguNo TharatA nathI. sthiratA vinA zAnti nathI e vAta AgamamAM kathI. - 23 sthiratA vinA pAtratA dRSTAnta jagamAM jAgatAM. sthiratA vinA caMcala jano ghara ghara bhame che mAgatAM. sthiratA vinA je kSaNika mananA mAnavI jaga zuM kare. vizvAsa teno nAtha to prAmANya tethI che dUre. - 24 kabaro ane smazAno tarapha juo eTale tamane AtmasukhanI dizA dekhAze. - S 72 -

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FRIDAY 5TH MARCH 1915, saMvata 1971 nA phAgaNa vada 4 zukravAra tA. 5 mI mArca sane 1915. mu. tA. 18 bIlApara sane 1333 u. 6-10 a. 5-50 pA. re. 5 zArevara sane 1rara4 sAmagrI sarvanazai paNa dharyavahu kAmanI rata rImati sajajanadi .2 che , tenA nAnIsA hAsya bahusaba Ivahu.hara sANakrike dhIru 1 kiko mAM sadA mA che ra gAjhatA re dayeLa ke "pAchuM meLavyuM rie dhIre dhIre enDa rana keLavyuM. che tyAM rajijyo na dheyano tyAM cacatA hAali navanA nI anyUnatA- 1 dhArA vinA kAma ane ubuM mane chenijAtinI che chatAMyA vinA loharIntA kriAito dhIraja ne te ve bA na pAke dhIrahinAna nItina koDanI thatI tajalinA nA le ii umara 29 khejha ja ne dhovAvanA nA nA saMto e paNa saMtAno dhI 2 la vinA dukha 2Davai-ra prakhyAta viSe daza gAyako ane jo zubha urya Isva2a ane te vo mu na kha dura sUryane javuM paDadA parata 2 - katavya e tatra 22 vartana : dara - 2 pAcho hato jenA dapi manamAM dhAro rasaMkaTapaDatA IcavelI. jhatinA sArarazubha ca dekhI ane mana makasa AgaladhAbharyA duHkhane kaTa mA bata ka yAM ---- zubhadheyabhIranI phI nAkhavI attara vadhe dhiratAlekhavA nI dayAkhavI . ski2tA- 2 sthiratA vinA manapatra arajadara 1La* rinalinA zani 10 evAta ema na 5 1 - rirasa vana nApAtra 6runa mana tae risatAdhana keyalanane dharAra jame + . vinA je kamananA mAnavI ja nA kara.. vizvAsano nA je te mAmA ma tevI che ? he bhArata !!! sarva lokone adhyAtmajJAnabaLa Apa. bhArata !!! tArAM sarva prajAkIya aMgomAM sattva, nirbhayatA, ekatA ane zuddhaprema vikasAva.'

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SATURDAY 6TH MARCH 1915. saMvata 1971 nI phAgaNa vada 5 zanivAra tA. 6 ThI mAya sane 1915, ma. tA. 19 rabIlA khara sane 1933 u. -9 a. 5-51 5. 2. 16 zArevara sane 1rara4. sthiratA vinA samatA nathI jagamAM juo jyAM tyAM pharI. sthiratA vinA siddhi nathI ne dhyAna AzA nahi jarI. sthiratA vinAno mAnavI zubha ThAma besI nA Thare. sthiratA vinA jyAM tyAM juo caMcala jIvo bhaTakI mare. - 25 sthiratA vinA to yoganI siddhi kadI nA thAya che. sthiratA vinA caMcala mane ciMtA ghaNI pragaTAya che. sthiratA vadhe tyAM sahu vadhe Ananda maryAdA nahIM. Ananda aparaMpAra sthiratA vRddhithI jANo sahI. - 26 sthiratA vinA zobhe nahIM cAritrano dIkSA grahI. sthiratA kharuM cAritra che sthiratA vinAnuM kaMI nahIM. sthiratA vinA anubhava nathI paramAtma padano vize. sthiratA vinA zivazarmano anubhava ane kyAMthI dise. - 27 sthiratA vinA ziva zarmano anubhava hRdayamAM thAya che. AtmAnubhava sthiratA vaDe paramAtmapada parakhAya che. sthiratA vaDe nija yogyatA pragaTe kharekhara jANavuM. vidyA samaye saddaguru nijaziSyane e mAnavuM. - 28 je rAjayogI maMtrayogI karmayogI ja jana thatA. sthiratA vaDe layayogIo A vizvamAM thAtA chatA. saMvara ane je nirjarAte vairya avalaMbI rahe. sthiratA samAdhi yogamAM paramAtma pada zobhA lahe. - 29 sthiratA vaDe sAdhutva che jyAM vyaktibhAve svairya che. tyAM upazamAdi bhAvathI nijavyakta vairya che. jyAM upazamAdi saddaguNo sthiratA lahe tyAM zarma che. jyAM upazamAdi sadaguNe sthiratA vadhe tyAM dharma che. - 30 e svairyanI vRddhi karI cAritra dIpAvyuM kharuM. Adarza jIvana zairyanuM bhAve sadA e anusaruM. tava dehavANI cittanI sthiratA vadhI anubhava karyo. te pUjya prANAdhAra mahArA dhyeya rUpe meM varyo. - 31 lokasaMjJA-kIrtisaMjJA vagere vAsanAo che, te AtmA nathI, tethI temAM Asakta thavAnI jarUra nathI.

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SATURDAY 6TH MARCH 1915. saMvata 1971 nI phAgaNa vada 5 zanivAra tA. 6 ThI mAya sane 1915. ma. tA. 19 rabIlA khara sane 1933 u. -9 a. 5-51 5. 2. 16 zArevara sane 1rara4 zvaratAvanA samAna ngamAM jyotyAM pharItivinA sidinakAne sthAna che na hi ja rI: sthiratA vinA ne mAnavI 2 ja nAma enA hare. ciranA vinA jyotane ja kaMpacha bhaTakI.mare 2pa kiratA vinAte haiMganI sidika do nA thAya che, ritAvanA aMyalamane ciMtA dhana heDa che sthiratA vadhatA vadhekhAnandamayadAna mAnanaaparaMpAra (rehata dipta ja 2 - ritharatAvanA nahIM yAtri sahe sthiratA khacaritra rAvatI , kaMInoriratA vinAnubhatranA paramAtamapadanAvile thatA vinA ziva zarmo anuttavaare kayo - 13 virata veDasamanianubhava yathAI. khAtmAnubhava vitAvI paramAtmapada parakhA che: smitA najatA Tekhokhara jANavuM vidyAma-6 muni zizna e mAnavuM ke jaLa maMtra karmayogIja jana jatA sthiratAvaDe gayo rano khAvizvamAM mAtA- kiMvarane ja najare ya avalaMbe rita samAdhi mAM paramAtmAnA 51 - 2 sthiratA rAkhyA vyatikAveryo. kamAdibhAva1i vyaka dRzya khyA umaramAdiso vitA stra che. upa2mAAM du rita vadhe ke pas -- * rIyunIvRrikopa privyuM : dabudhana speluM bha va tA ena. vadevALacarano vadha anubhava che sukhamAdhAve hAthe eNva3. dharmanA matabhedothI kleza-jhaghaDA, vaira--virodha thatAM aTakAvo ane vizvamAM sarvatra aikya pravartAvavA tamAro hisso Apo.' che 75 -

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MONDAY 8TH MARCH 1915, saMvata 1971 nA phAgaNa vada 7 sAmavAra tA. 8 mI mArca sane 191pa. 3. tA. 21 zrIkAbara sane 1336, 6-8 . pa-para pA. aa. 28 zAvara sane 124 ekAntanizcayavAdIone vyavahAranayanAavalaMbananA bodhanI AvazyakatA svIkAravAmAM sAhAyya AvakuMjoie thatI vyavahArathI siddhi - dharI nizcaya hRdayamAMhI - bahir vyavahAra avalaMbe. grahelAM kAryanI nakkI - thatI vyavahArathI siddhi. - 1 sA vyavahAra nayayoge - vahe zAsana karyuM sAcuM. mahAsaMghonnati karavA - thatI vyavahArathI siddhi. - 2 kharI Atmonnati karavA - sudhArA dharmamAM karavA. kharAM avalaMbano levA - thatI vyavahArathI siTi. - 3 caDyA bAda ja nahIM paDavA vighAtaka sAthamAM laDavA. vyavasthAo kharI paDavA - thatI vyavahArathI siddhi. - 4 karyA upakAranA mATe - samarpaNa zIrSanA sATe. kharI nija pharjInI vATe - thatI vyavahArathI siddhi. - 5 kharI nijadharma saMrakSA - vyavasthAzaktithI karavA. upAyo sarva AdaravA thatI vyavahArathI siddhi. - 6 apekSAo sakala samajI -- kharI upayogitA bAMdhI. buddhacabdhi dharma pragatinI - thatI vyavahArathI siddhi. - 7 OM zAntiH zAntiH zAntiH - svadezI vastuone vAparavI ane paradezI vastuo, paNa parataMtra na thavAya evI dRSTie upayoga pUratI vAparavI, tema chatAM anya dezIone roga, saMkaTa, duSkALamAM sahAya karavA sarva svAparNa karavuM. 76

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MONDAY 8TH MARCH 1915, saMvata 1971 nA phAgaNu va 7 sAmavAra tA. 8 mI mArca sane 1915, 2. tA. 21 rIlAkhara sane 13339. 6-8 a. pa-para pA, aa. 28 zArevara sane 1224 ekAnta nizcaya vAdIo navyava hAranayanAavalaMbana nobodhanI Avazyaka svIkAra yA mosA hA aaNjoiethato vyavahArathI sididharInizcayahRdayamAMhi- bahir vyo. aSo grahelAM kAryanI nakkI thatI vyavahArathI sidda sadAvyavahAranayayoga-vahe rAkhana karyuM sAcuM. mahAmaMAtikaravA thatI vyavahArathI sidira kharI otyaMta kuralA- sudara dharmamAM karavA. kharAM avalebano levA thI vyavahArathI sidi saMdhyA bAda raho paDathA-vidyAta pamAM laDavA vyavasthA kharI ghaDA pattI vyavahAro sidija karyA upakarAmATe samarpaNa zIkhanAre kharI niSphanIvAre thatI vyavyahArathI di kharI nirarmanaMrakSA vyavasthA zaktithIkAgo upAyo sarva aNIe patIvyavahAravIsiphiDe are o ke je velajI banI upayogi badhI buddhidharmapragatinI vastIva hArathI rad7 OM zAntiH zAntiH zAntiH ara 'satya, nyAya ane dayA premathI AtmAnI zuddhi karI prabhunA bhakta bano. udAra Azayone graho. jJAnane graho. pavitra hRdaya rAkho.' 77

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TUESDAY 9TH MARCH 1915. saMvata 1971 nA phAgaNavada 8 maMgaLavAra tA. 9 mI mArca sane 199pa. mu. tA. rara ramIlAkhara sane 1933 9. 6-7 a. 5-53 pA. za. 29 zAraMvar sane 1224 kavvAli - ame premI ame premI - vade che vizvamAM loko. kasoTIe caDhyA pazcAt - prasaMge prema parakhAto. - 1 amAruM sahu tamAruM che - samarpaNa sahu karyuM tamane. aho e bolavuM saheluM - ghaNI muzkela che raheNI. - 2 amArA cittanA svAmI - tame cho e kathe sarve. vipattimAM parIkSA che - ghaNA che kaheNImAM phAMgA. - 3 hRdayamAM prema parapoTA thatA naSTa thAtA sahuM. amAro prema sAco e - batAvI ApavuM moMghuM. - 4 kharI vakhate tamArA to - ame chaiye vade loko. - - - Du nathI kimmata vadhe evuM - vicArI cittamAM dekho. - 5 ghaDImAM prItinI rIti - ghaDImAM to kazuM kaMI nA. aho jyAM meLa evo che - nathI kimmata jarA tenI. phare je vRttinA phere - nimitto bAhyanAM pAmI. vadIne zuM kare jagamAM - pratijJAo karI kole. batAvo sahu karI bolI - viveke sahu vicArIne. buddhacabdhi kaheNI raheNImAM sadA che aikya saMtonuM. - 8 - he sattAdhikArIo ! tame tamane maLelI sattAno durupayoga na karo. hRdayamAM paramezvarane rAkhI varto. 78 6 -

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TUESDAY 9TH MARCH 1915. saMvata 1971 nA phAgaNavada 8 maMgaLavAra tA. 9 mI mArca sane 1915. ma. tA. rara ramIlAkhara sare 1333 . 6-7 a. pa-pa3 pA. Do. ra9 zArevara sane 1224 eeeee ai ta taMtAta he sagaekAtarutahAruhatAratatAnamaH - masaGkapramayaravAtA amI khaperenI vache vizvamAM na. karIepasyA haa-jharamara-1, mAnahu tA- sAma i kanane he balavuM saheluM ghI khAI rahe. pitaavisabhA 5rIla- bhAInI mane jaMga- hRdayamAM premaparA-katAne narupanAha ama mana e batAvI ApanoMdha - ja kharIyaratamAtA ame mevadejo nathI kismata - vicAracittAmAM 5 ghaDImAM nIti- kaDImAM to kazuM nA khA megA -naka kismAta mAnI tenI 6 karinAne nimitta brahmanAM pAmI " vedone che ke jyAmAM kA karI korsa-7 batArI bola-ciketaviyArIne budhdhi kverahemI-adA che eDayonu-. dehamAM rahIne potAnA AtmAnI zuddhi karo. gharanI zuddhi karo. jJAtinI zuddhi karo. dezanI, rAjyanI ane saMghanI zuddhi karo."

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ahIM jhaTa megha varSAvo ! yoganiSTha AcArya zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajImAM apAra anukaMpAbhAva hato. jIvonI vedanA joIne emanA AtmAne ati vedanA thatI hatI. jIvamAtra pratye karuNAbhAva dharAvatA AcAryazrIe kAramAM duSkALathI tapta mAnavajIvana ane pazu jIvana mATe vi.saM. 1971nA bhAdaravA vadI ekamanA divase prabhune prArthanA karatA kAvyanI racanA karI ane thoDA samaye duSkALa nivAraka varSA thaI, jenI yoganiSTha AcAryazrIe svayaM noMdha karI che e kAvya A pramANe che. vinaMtI sarva devone jI garathI dharma ghatArthe karuM te dhyAnamAM laIne, ahIM jhaTa megha varSAvo...1 tapasvIo tapa tapatA, tapo mahimAbaLe vege aho zAsanasuroprema, ahIM jhaTa megha varSAvo..2 jagatamAM dharmajIvonA, kharA puNya dayA lAvI prajusaNa parvamAM yatna, ahIM jhaTa megha varSAvo...3 e pachI yoganiSTha AcAryazrI parvAdhirAja paryuSaNamAM varSA varasAvavAnI vinaMtI karatAM kahe che, tamArI lAjane mATe, prabhAvakatA dharI manamAM game te yuktizaktithI ahIM jhaTa megha varSAvo...10 have to hada vaLI samajI, lagADo vAra nA kiMcita sukALa ja zAMtinA mATe, ahIM jhaTa megha varSAvo..11 karyuM A kAvya paramArthe, parAnA vegathI bhAve aho e satya karavAne, ahIM jhaTa megha varSAvo...12 kharuM Avazyaka kArya ja, nihALI kAvya kIdhuM A buddhacabdhi dharma lAbhArthe, ahIM jhaTa megha varSAvo..13 3OM zAMti zAMti zAMti - saujanya * zrI AMbAvADI jaina zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka saMgha - zrAvikA saMghanI baheno taraphathI : preraNA : pUjya mAdhyIzrI saMvegakalAzrIjInA ziSyA sAdhvIjhI muktiratnAzrIjI ane sAdhvIgrI mokSaratnAzrIjI

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tuM che tANahA ! vijApuramAM kaNabI kuTuMbamAM janmelA becaradAsane bALapaNathI ja sarasvatI sAdhanAnI tatparatA hatI. emanA sahAdhyAyI DAhyAbhAI pAsethI maLelA sarasvatImaMtranI teo vidhipUrvaka ArAdhanA karatA hatA. A samaye emane kavitA racavAno vicAra thayo ane emanA sahAdhyAyI mitra vatsarAja jIjI nAmanA bAroTa pAsethI kavitAno raMga lAgyo ane emaNe kAvyaracanAnA zrIgaNeza karyA. A che bALaka becaradAse lakhelI sarvaprathama kavitA, je gaMgotrI parathI jIvanaparyaMta kAvyagaMgA vahetI rahI. emanA A sarvaprathama kAvyamAM e Izvarastuti karatAM kahe che, o Izvara mAbApa tuM, tuM che tAraNahAra; sAro kara mujane prabhu ! le mArI saMbhALa. sArI vidyA Apa tuM, durguNa doSo TALa, kRpA karI mujane prabhu ! gaNaje tAro bALa. jagatamAM moTo tuM dhaNI, tuM moTo rakhavALa, satya mArgamAM doraje, karaje muja para hAla, mArA sahu aparAdhane, karaje prema mApha, bhUlacUka sudhArIne, manane ka2 ja sApha , alpabuddhi che hArI, Apo mujane jJAna, namana karuM vad sadA, Apo mujane sAna. saujanya zrI sImaMdharasvAmI jaina zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka saMgha - (zrI aMkura jaina saMgha) I : preraNA : pUjya mAdhyIzrI saMvenkalAzrIjInA ziSyA sAdhvIzrI muktiratnAzrIjI ane sAdhvIzrI mokSaratnAzrIjI 2 1 -

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WEDNESDAY 10TH MARCH 1913, saMvata 1971 nA phAgaNa vada 10 budhavAre tA. 10 mI mAca sane 1915 mu. tA. ra3 paMkhIlAkhara sane 1333 9, 6-7 a. 5-3 pA. re. 30 zAvara sane-1224 avasthA eka kyAM hArI bhamAvyo kyAM bhame che re vicArI jo hRdayamAMhI. prasaMge prApta saMbaMdhe avasthA eka kyAM hArI. karyA nizcaya tapAsI jo - pratijJAo tapAsI jo. = - 2 pratikSaNa citta badalAtuM - avasthA eka kyAM hArI. are badalAya kaheNImAM - are badalAya raheNImAM. have jhAjhuM kazuM zuM zuM ? avasthA eka kyAM hArI. - 3 kare che hAjI hA sahunuM - apekSA vaNa vinA samajI . rahyo nirbala vicAromAM - avasthA eka kyAM hArI. - 4 harAyA DhoranI peThe dhare phAMko guNo levA pratIti nA hane pUrI - thatI je je kahyuM temAM. = rahI bhamavA taNI vRtti. bahir antar rahe juduM - avasthA eka kyAM hArI. - 6 vicArIjo kachyuM je je - dharI le yogyatA pUrI. buddhacabdhibhakti zraddhAthI avasthA eka rahevAnI. - 82 - - janmabhUmino droha na karavo joIe, iMdranI padavI maLe, to paNa janmabhUmino droha na karavo joIe. 1 avasthA eka kyAM hArI. - 5 =

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WEDNESDAY 10TH MARCH 1915, saMvata 1971 nA phAgaNa vada 10 budhavAra tA. 10 mI mArca sane 115. mu. tA. ra3 bIlApara sane 1333 u. 6-7 a. 5-53.pA. re. 30 zAvara sane 1ra4 hironamaH avazva eka lhArI| | re bhamAvyo kayo re-vicArIhRdayanahi prasaMge prApta che. khavarAma lhAra - 1 kayA nizcaya hAsa ipratijJA tapAsa pratikSaNa citta bAlanuM avasthAeka yAtvArI-2 are bA kahe arabadalAyamImAM have jhAe kahyuM che zuM? khUbasmAe tyAto-3 kare che hAjIhAra- resAvatha vinAmu rahyo nibalaviyAmAM avasthAe kyArA hirAyaranI che- hI bhamavAtaNa vRttidha pha levA-avasthAeka kayA tyArI-5 pratIti nA lhanaprI- jatA rane kahyuM te bahira tarajU-avasthAomatkArI vicArIne karaje. dharIla yogyatA rIbadayAbhanimahAla-avasthA ane herAnI OM zAntiH3 matA itI ? bAlalagnanA pazu-yajJothI lAkho-karoDo manuSyono saMhAra thAya che. vRddha lagnathI dezanI paDatI ghaNI jhaDapathI thAya che. evA duSTa rivAjothI svadezIone prathama bacAvavA joIe.'

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THURSDAY 11TH MARCI 1915, tA. 11 mI mArca sane 191pa. 7. 6-6 . pR-14 pA. re. 1 mehera sane 124 savata 1971 nA phAgaNa vada 11 gurUvAre mu. tA. 8 ramIlAkhara sane 1733 anubhava bahu thaze tujane hajI tujane ghaNuM jovuM - ghaNuM suNavuM rahyuM bAkI. avasthA kSetra saMbaMdhe . - anubhava bahu thaze tujane. - 1 sukomala premanI vRtti - hRdayanI ArdratAvRtti. prasaMge teha badalAze - anubhava bahu thaze tujane. - 2 karI je mAnyatA manamAM - maLelA jJAnanA yoge. pachIthI te TaLI jAze - anubhava bahu thaze tujane. - 3 zubhAzubha karma anusAre - thaze saMyoga tava jyAre. tathA kaheNI ane raheNI - anubhava bahu thaze tujane. - gaNe che satya je hamaNAM - pachIthI bhAsaze juduM. vicAromAM thatAM vRddhi - anubhava bahu thaze tujane. - 5 rahI maryAda je hamaNAM - vicArone ja AcAre. - - 4 - nahIM maryAda te raheze - anubhava bahu thaze tujane. - 6 jaNAvuM chuM tyane je je hRdayamAM dhAraje saghaLuM. buddhacabdhisadgurusaMge - anubhava bahu thaze tujane. - 7 -- uttama manuSyonAM caritro vAMcavAthI tathA lakhavAthI potAnI tathA duniyAnI unnati thAya che. 84

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THURSDAY 11TH MARCH 1915, saMvata 1971 nA phAgaNa vada 11 gurUvAra tA. 11 mI mArca sane 191pa. mu. tA. 4 bIlApara sane 1333 u. 6-6 a, 6-54 pA. re. 1 mahera sane 1224 inH repanA : "anubhavabadhAtujana hajI ? jene huM jAva. ghaNu mathuM chuM pAkI aSakSa kSetranebala = anubhavavuM che tujane - 1 kamalatI -- hRdayanI jhAjhuM re karo che te badaba. 20 skubhabahu karo - karIne khAva. manamAM-mAtAnanAyo pachIthI taiTIja- khabhakta chuM' . zubhA jamekhanusAre- ha ga tathaws : takalIkhaje ramakhanujaba khUhune ke bicAromAM vRddhi-anujaba thaze tujana - dahI maryAda hara dama-viyonarwhyAre nahIM yAda na raheNI- anubhava bahu du: $ blAvuM chuM huMko - hRdayano dharanese) buddhezvarane AvuM navabahugu 7 janma " "" "AtmabhAve maravuM ane jaDa bhAve jIvavuM e ja janma-maraNanuM kAraNa che." che 85 -

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FRIDAY 12TH MARCH 1915. saMvata 1971 nA phAgaNa vada 1ra zukravAra tA. 10 mI mArca sane 1915. sa. tA. rapa rabAkhara sane 1333 u. 6-6 a. 5-54 5. re. 2 mehera sane rarara4. banIne yogya adhikArI hane jo yogya samajAyuM - havethI bhUla nA khAto. yathAzakti pravRtti kara - banIne yogya adhikArI. - 1 dazA hArI tapAsI jo - sujhADe je hRdaya hAruM. pachIthI kArya kara jJAne - banIne yogya adhikArI. - 2 hRdayamAM bhAvanA bIjo - hane je je pragaTa thAtAM. kriyAmAM mUkavAM sArAM - banIne yogya adhikArI. - 3 karI nizcaya anubhavathI - tapAsI cAla nija mArge. kharI Atmonnati mATe - banIne yogya adhikArI. - 4 hRdaya moTuM aho jenuM - kharo antara thakI moTo. thazo cAritryamAM moTA - banIne yogya adhikArI. - 5 ghaNI ullaMghI ghATIo - svadeze pahoMcavuM hAre. kharo thA sAdhyano yogI - banIne yogya adhikArI. - 9 tapAsI jo hRdaya hAruM - ghaNo tyAM avatarI UMDo. karyA kara kArya manamAnyuM - banIne yogya adhikArI. - 7 paDe je tApa te sahavo - paDe je TADha te sahavI. sahI le saMkaTo bhAve - banIne yogya adhikArI. - 8 thaze Atmonnati mArgo - badhA khullA ja upayoge. ruce te kArya kara bhAne - banIne yogya adhikArI. - 9 pravRttimAM paDyA paccAtu - jaNAve jJAna AgaLanuM. hane hArI pravRttimAM banI jA yogya adhikArI. - 10 kharuM prAmANya ghArIne - vahyo jA mArgamAM bhAve. buddhacabdhisattazikSAe - banIne yogya adhikArI. - 11 ka ittA itI do svArthamaya saMsAramAM paramArtha kRtyo sAra che.

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FRIDAY 12TH MARCH 1915. saMvata 1971 nA phAgaNa vada 1ra zukravAra tA. 10 mI mArca sane 1915. sa. tA. 25 23sana 13333 - 24. 5-54 5.2.2 bheDe 2 sane 5224. nAna yA antan" hanane yogya stanajayaM- haLabhUlanA khAto48vRttir-niine yAyamakirI-1 Eurenaa - yA . 50rasAne.banAne au4 )-2 FetinAle.hA . PR .nAnayAnand + naIngneti- MAIMERHIT MitmesimAnAnayoEi-- hog-unoTo. 404samora.jamAne mo5565 dha na levA pATI- paya tyAre NEnAnIyI-nAne yA05 mlayo tyatamI. ARMnamAnnAna yo55413 pozAlo. rAtesarI. tolAnIne yoaan-r romonati-rangeen64 yAma5 pravRttimA 5urt-m anuj. enIti nIlo55.. xn0440-4ma-milAya. ciutvezilAnant.10 RAGIPo r n dA..1 3 janmabhUmino droha na karavo joIe. IMdranI padavI maLe to paNa janmabhUmino droha na karavo joIe." D87 k

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FRIDAY 12TH MARCH 1915. tA. 1. mo Aga ane 1915 9, 6-6 a. 1-54 pA. rA. r mehera sane 124 saMvata 1976 nA phAruM vada 16 zukara 6. tA. 25 gIzAkhad sane 1333 prabhu tuja akalarUpa mahAbhArI - * alakha alakha jayakArI prabhu. vaikharI bhASAthI na kathAtuM - anubhava e nirdhArI. parApajyaMtImAM kaMI jhAMkhI - bhAvasuSumnApracArI - prabhu - 1 tamaguNa dRSTie che mahezvara - rajathI brahmAvicArI. - sattva dRSTie viSNu svarUpI - guNAtIta sukhakArI - prabhu - 2 sattva rajas ne tama guNa dRSTa - piNDe prabhu avadhArI. guNAtIta dRSTie piMDe sattA paramabrahma bhArI - prabhu - 3 piMDa padasyane rUparacadhyAne - ApoApa vicArI. alakha niraMjana nirbhayasvAmI - samatAbhAva vihArI dravye eka aneka paryAye - kartAhartA sadArI. - - SaguNa hAnivRddhi thAve - samaye samaye muddArI - prabhu - 5 nirAkAra sAkArasvarUpI - sahajAnandanI kyArI. sarvasvarUpI sarvathI nyAro - bhAse samAdhimajhArI nAmarUpathI bhinna sanAtana - jJAtAzeyaprakArI. buddhisAgara siddha svayaM prabhu - anubhavano udgArI - prabhu - 7 "prabhurasa pAmelA saMtonI, AMkhamAM AnaMda jhaLake re, prabhurasathI bhIMjelA hRdayamAM, parama prema rasa palake re." 88 - - prabhu - 4 OM zAntiH zAntiH zAntiH siddhapuramAM tapAgacchano upAzraya traNaso varSa uparano jUno che. te upAzrayamAM sthAne zrImad yazovijayajI upAdhyAya besatA hatA. te sthAne besavAmAM AvatuM hatuM tethI dhyAna dharatAM apUrva jJAna vicAro pragaTatA hatA tathA grantha lekhamAM apUrva udAra vicAro AvatA hatA. te sthAnamAM besatAM AdhyAtmika vicAronuM ghena rahetuM hatuM ke jenuM varNana na karI zakAya. upAdhyAye je sthAne besI jJAnasAra lakhyo hato te sthAnamAM besI dhyAna dharyuM hatuM. prabhu - 6

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FRIDAY 12TII MARCH 1915. saMvata 1931 nA hA vada 12 ] karAra tA. 15 mI mArca sane 191pa. che. tA. rapa rabIlAbara sane 1333 u. 6-6 a. pa-pa4 pA. ra ra mehera sane 1ra4 bu bhu tuja khAravhAlArI- blaalakhanmI khirIbhAyAthIna jatuM-- anubhava enidhIpayarayatImAM kaMI ja khI- bhAvakuNAcArI-ketu-1, taNumarieNoNmahebana- ranvIbrAvikasatraSTie bahurUpI- guNAtIta sukhakAro maMjura none tadR-pipaluaSaya ro: JtItakriepiDe- sattA khabraja bhArI. 5zu-3 piMDa pada-pI -Apa apAyArI alakhaninirbhayasvAmI rAmatabhAvavihAra-jIja philveeka pace- kahisadArIprazya hAnivRddhive namAyesuda-ga-2 nikA2ktasvarUpA = jIlmananda nIkayArI sava svAmI sacirabhArane samAdhimajhAro-9-6 nabarUpathI bhisanAtana tAyakArI buddhisAgarasidarya-anAja , nouNAvI-3 OMzAntiH zAnti zAnti 2162mAMtpAmarachanno upayoga zIkhaudhato jUno che. tapazcaryuM ane mauSTibhujI upAdhyakSa rAha jaine 2nA khabage taidhdhALanAMkhajUrvajJAtvacATatA hatA tathA mAM annadAra vicAryuM bahaeahaa oLamAM besatAM khAdamA niyAnuM yena ne hatuke che vaLa najarIyaupadayA che, jJAna nAnuM loe ho taiyA 11 - maLatuM - - 'bAhya duHkhonA tApathI AtmAno AnaMdarasa pAke che, teno svAda levAnI jarUra che. kerI tApathI pAke che, tyAre temAM rasa Ave che." che 89 -

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SATURDAY 13TH MARCH 1915. saMvata 1931 nA phAgaNa vada 13 zanivAra tA. 13 mI mArca sane 1915. mu. tA. ra6 bIlAkha sane 1333 u. 6-pa a. 1-papa pA. sa. 3 mahera sane 1224 sAmaLIyAnI pAghaDI - e rAga hAruM nAma na rUpa lakhAya - paramadeva AtamA hane nizadina yogIo gAya - paramadeva AtamA. sAta samudra oLaMgIne re - jAvuM pele pAra. dhruvanI tArI dekhIne re - vahANa calAvavuM sAra - parama - 1 siddhAcala darzana kare hare - siddhAcala tuja vAsa. siddhAcalane bheTatAM re - niraMjana avinAza - parama - 2 gaMgA kAMThe kAzImAM re - vizvezvara tuM khAsa. triveNInA kAMThaDe re - tuja jhaLahaLato prakAza - parama - 3 sarasvatI nadI kAMThaDe re - zobhI, siddhapura. vAsa karatAM tehamAM re - vAlvama vAdhe nUra - parama - 4 huM tuMthI je vegaLo re - mana makkAnI pAsa. zuddha samAdhi jhaLahaLe re - satya khudA vizvAsa - parama - 5 kSetra tripuTI prayAgamAM re - jJAna darzana sthiratAya. darzana arcana dhyAnathI re - janma maraNa dUra jAya - parama - 7 bhakti dvArikA kSetramAM re - Atama kRSNa nivAsa vRtti gopIo e zobhato re - dekhe jJAnI udAsa - parama - 7 mamatA sAbarakAMThaDe re - vidyApura AvAsa. nizcayabhAve je kare re - toDe karmanA pAsa - parama - 8 jagannAtha piMDe prabhu re - bhedA bheda na leza. samaje advaita bhAvathI re - nAse huM tuM nA kleza - parama - 9 brahmarabdha anubhava dazA re - pahoMce vAge tUra. bhAvavIra cetana bane re - pragaTAve nija zUra - parama - 10 anekAnta vraja dezamAM re - navarasanuM zubhatAna. buddhisAgara dhyAnamAM re - masta thayo lahabhAna - parama - 10 "upavAsothI Atama zuddhi, thAtI niSkAme kara jJAna, upavAsI thayuM sarvecchAne, tyAgI rAkhI prabhumAM bhAna." - 8 90 -

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SATURDAY 13TH MARCH 1915. saMvata 1931 nA phAgaNa vada 13 zanivAra tA. 13 mI mArca sane 1915. mu. tA. ra6 bIlAkha sane 1333 u. 6-pa a. 1papa pA. sa. 3 mahera sane 1224 2022 minInAratano sAmakhIyAnI pAdhaDI kharA - (21% 5.nA" dha diza.. hapta nAma na rUpalanAma 52maja khatamAM 62juM 1 7ne nidina yoga e gAya paradaivakhatamAM A taraphayubaMdhIne javuM nai pAra. dhuvanI tA.ra.debIne re bhacalAvavuM sAra. parama-2 siddhAcala hikora- sikra cala kusvAra - tilphayatane bheTatAMre- nijanaavinA 2-5-2, gaMgA skarTa na ramo reviveda nuM khAsa triveLA kAMThaDe - tu ja jhaLahaLate kA . parama-3 asvatInadI - jAnuM ddhikarabhArata; ttAM temAM ra. vAha vAdho nUra-24 huMjthI je aure mana taka)nI pAsa krInamAdhijhaLahaLela khuda vizvAsapAma-6 tritripuTokayAgamAM "rAna da2nisvAtAyadanizanikALa4- janma mara 62mya, ema-6 bhanidvArikA hai mera - khAtAkRSNanAtavRttiIsau dekhe jJAnI udA-rAma mamatA sAkAra-vidyAkura AvAsaLiyabhA 22- to? kAna parata.ama. nmajakU ~re-jodhazaidana : khaje khadevalAla- nA che GnA kara-ema. brAna% nubhavadara - vhe ye vaNe tvabhAvavI saraLa - TAve nira-pa- 10 arajadra jai morI -navanuM jannatAnabuddhigadyAnamAra- stI mastakalIbhAi 'tame pote ja maMDaLa (saMsthA) rUpa cho. upazama ane kSayopazama bhAve aMtaramAM maMDaLa bharo ke jethI bAhyamaMDaLanI upAdhimAM nirlepa rahI zakAya.'

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SUNDAY 14TH MARCH 1915. saMvata 1931 nA vada phAgaNa 14 ravivAra tA. 14 mI mArca sane 19pa. mu. tA. 27 bIlApara sane 1336 3, 4 a. 5-56 pA. re. 4 mehera sane 1224, vimalA nava karazo uccAra - e rAga jene nahi nija kimmatabhAna are tyAM zuM bake re. jene sarva vastunI kismata bhAse che Take re - evA mAnava AgaLa zuM upadeza karyA kare re. nathurA naguNA loko samajaNa vaNa pharatA phare re - jyAM nijanI kismata nA thAtI - vyakti mahattA nA samajAtI. evA mUDha janonA guru banyAthI zuM sare re - evA - 1 kare jhaverI ratna parIkSA - jANe uttama kismata zikSA. baherA AgaLa vedapurANo vAMce zuM vaLe re - evA - 2 sityazikhAmaNa ciMtana dhAre - kare kadAgraha manamAM bhAre. je jana adhikArInA bhakta thatAM paNa zuM maLe re - evA - 3 sAnnipAtika peThe bole - satya dalIlo jenA tAle. sugurI vAnarane upadeze ghara nijanuM TaLe re - evA - 4 zraddhAbhaktino nA dAvo - nahi upadeze mAne lhAvo. ene bhakta ziSya mAnyAthI ghara nijanuM baLe re - evA - 5 bhUkhyAne kismata bhojananI - bhogIne kimmata che tananI. jyAM nahi vastunI kismata tyAM sAra na nIkaLe re - evA - 9 samaje gurunI pUrNa mahattA - jANe je nijagurunI sattA. evA yogya jano upadeza zrama saphaLo khare re. buddhisAgaragurunA ziSyo jayakamalA vare re - evA - 7 po OM zAntiH zAntiH zAntiH 3 "itihAso zuM jaganA vAMce, nija jIvana itihAsa tapAsa, itihAso jIva karmanA lakhatAM, nabhamAM paNa nahi mAve khAsa."

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SUNDAY 14TH MARCH 1915. saMvata 1931 nA vada phAgaNa 14 ravivAra tA. 14 mI mArca sane 1915. mu. tA. 27 bIlAkha sane 133 u6-8 a. 5-56 pA. re. 4 mehera sane 1224, vimatA hAla 51 uccATa: khera ma - jene nahi najakimatabhAna khatyAM kere. ke jene vastunI kismata mAne che - khe mAnava khAmI 2upadeza karyA karazenathurA nagugala amanaputra gu pharatA pharere-- bhyo nijanIkitA . dhAtI-vyakramahattAtAra no namyu bacavA zuM sarereakhelA=1 kare jhaverIralaparI taebhagauttamasmitA ne AgaLaty, mobho hai vagere smitasima' yitanA kare kadAIma nAM nA - jana adhikAronA bhaktaka : zuM maLe--evA che bA-dahana zo je te yurI vALa2upadeze dhaninuM raLere- e - zraddhAbhaktino nA da-nahi upade malhAlA ene makara mAdhavaninuM bane che. jA .pa, bhU pragaTa kimata e jAnI-bhaLI kimatananI ne nahi ba stunI kismata tyAM khAna nIkaLa2-e 6 rakama je yurUnI DhA NatA-bhajani nIstAevAgyAno upadeza ja na kharebuddhisAga72nA zistha che. katala 1 ---9 = , OM zAntiH zAntiH zAntiH3 sarva vAte saMpUrNatA saMsAramAM koIne prApta thaI nathI ane thavAnI nathI.

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MONDAY 15T'I MARCH 1915. saMvata 1971 nA phAgaNa vada 0)) emavAra tA. 15 mI mArca sane 1915. mu. tA. 28 rabIlAkha sane 1333 u. 6-3 a. 5-56 pA. De. 5 me Dera sane 1224 kone upadeza devo evA mAnavane upadezo zubha karavA ghaTe re - jene zikSA Ape rAgAdika viSayo mATe re - zraddhAbhakti nijamana sAcI - guru upadeze raheto rAcI - paDatAM koTi vino dharmathI nahi pAcho haThe re - evA - 1 sugaro saguNo dakSa dayALu - paropakArI pUrNa mAyALu. paDato kadI nahIM je nindA vikathA khaTapaTe re - evA - 2 samatA ghAre moha ja mAre - satya viveke satya vicAre. zikSA ApI te sadgurunI manamAM bahu raTe re - evA - 3 sadguruno upakAra na bhUle - ahaMvRttimAM ja nahIM jhUle. sAcI Avazyaka nija pharja adA karavA aTe re - evA - 4 vinayAcAre varte bhAve - sApekSAe bodha suhAve. bole buddhisAgarasaguru rahe zubha saMga tere - evA - 5 "sAcuM na chAnuM jaga rahe, darakAra konI nA dharo, niMdA stuti para lakSya viNa nija jIvana pharajo anusaro."

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MONDAY 15T'I MARCH 1915. saMvata 1971 nA phAgaNa vada 0)) emavAra tA. 15 mI mArca sane 191pa. muM. tA. 28 rabAkhara sane 1333 u. 6-3 a. pa-pa6 pA. . 5 me ? sane 1224. aizItagata nAma tupasarasana. | kone upade devIevA mAnavane upadeza ja karavAthajene risa Ape che dikavi narezvarabhakti nijamana sAcI- upara rAcapaDatAM TIvata dharmathI nahi pache hare- svA1 aruNa daya- paropakArI nayaNuM paDato kahonahIra nijAvika khaTapaTa2-ajAze. manAyare mohammare- atyavare satyAire. zikSA ApI te varunI manamAM bahu Tera-khevADe rayAno upakAra na le-kha hesino janagbra. sAcI khAvazyaka nirja karavA de. evA vinayAyAvajirapa e bova kuhA bole buddharatA maraNa che zubhataMgara OM zAnti lokasaMjJA-kIrtisaMjJA vagere vAsanAo che, te AtmA nathI; tethI temAM Asakta thavAnI jarUra nathI. che 95 -

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THURSDAY 25TH MARCH 1915, saMvata 1971 nA caitara suda 9 gurUvAra tA. 25 mI mArca sane 1915 mu. tA. 8 jamAdIlAvala sane 1373 9. -58 a 6-2pA. ko. 15 mehera sane 14 kAnuDo na jANe morI prIta - erA. malli - 1 mallijina lAgyuM tuja guNatAna dhyAnanI caDhI khumArI re - mallijina. jyAM tyAM dekhuM tyAM tuM tuM - antaramAM vhAlA che tuM. sAMdhyo prIti tArotAra - kharI tuja lAgI yArI re bhAna bhulAyuM bhavanuM - duHkha nahi bhavanA davanuM. rasIlA tuja mastImastAna - banI para Aza nivArI re - malli kAmaNa teM muja para kIdhuM - manaDAne corI lIdhuM. - 2 = tethI paDe na kyAMye cena - cAturI e tava bhArI re - malli - 3 prIti na chUTe prANe - prItino rasa je bhaNe. prANo tuja para sahu kurabAna - meLanI rIta vicArI re - malli - 4 mArAmAM tuM hi samAyo - hArAmAM huM ja suhAyo. huM tuM sattA eka svarUpa - meLa e antara dhArI re - je je kahuM te jANe - antaramAM bheda na ANe. yAgyA ghaTe na meLa abheda bhAvamAM satya vihArI re - malli - 6 malli - pa huM tuM ja eka svarUpI - antarathI rUpArUpI. anubhava Avyo evo beza - niraMjanabhAva sudhArI re - malli - 7 meLa abhede rahevuM - sAcA bhAve e kahevuM. buddhisAgara maMgalamAla - anubhava sukhanI kyArI re - malli - 8 "azakya nahIM che manuSyane kaMI, alabhya nahIM kAMI jagamAM joya, ajarAmara pada mAnava pAme, mAnava prabhu-pratinidhi ja hoya." 96

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THURSDAY 25TH MARCH 1915. saMvata 1971 nA caitara suda 9 gurUvAra tA. 25 mI mArca sane 1915. mu. tA. 8 jamAdIlAla sane 1333 . -18 a. 1-2 pA. re. 15 mehera rAne 1rara8 nunI mallirjina lArzvaguNatAnadhyAnanIcarI khumArI mahilAnyAyAM tyAM-ajamolA 4, na ho prIti relAve kharINamlAnI yAdI masTijinarkheDutona bhAna bhUlazkebhaSa- dukhanAthanA dezanuM 2tIlAchamanI nAnakhanA paramANanidhyare - bhadrA-1: kAma je amArA manaDAne rojI tathI paDe na ena-1yArI ane bhAre mahilache prItina paNa pratinI jema >> g51. sahu kurabAna-LanIrItayiAre maYi bArAmAM tahi samAyo-hA huM bAyo have vAkaSarameLa khAdhArI malTiA jeje kahuM na jANe-khara nAM bhedatakhANe. yAkhyA ghena meLa ane bhASAzvavihArIrI malli 6 hetuM ekarUpI-khAjI rUparUpI anubhava e be nijAbhAva hala sare malika meLave rahevuM- ubhA kahevuM buddhiAgAmegalamAla-azakhavIzabira jene juo tyAM AtmAne juo ! je vicAro, tyAM AtmAne vicAro. sarva indriyono vyApAra paNa AtmAnI prApti mATe thavo joIe."

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FRIDAY 26TH MARCH 1915. saMvata 1971 nA caitara suda 10 zukavAra tA. 26 mI mArca sane 1915, 3. tA. 9 jamAdIlAvata sane 1333 9. 5-57 a. 6-3 pA. raze. 16 mehera sane 1224 marAThI sAkhInI dezI zrIyuta sAkSara varga ziromaNi - vidyAjIvana jayakArI. dhruva kezavalAla vidyopAsaka - sAhitya sevAkArI. pratiSThA kIrti re pAmo jaga jayakArI - vidyAvRddhimAM jIvana gALyuM - ajJAnanuM mULa bALyuM. - vidyArthIsaMghanuM duHkha TALyuM - nAma yazasvI bhALyuM - pratiSThA kIrti re - 1 gurjara deza dIpAvyo zAne, mAtRdezAbhimAne - grantha lakhyA jana varga pichANe samajI jana guNa ANe - pratiSThA - 2 sAhitya pariSatu pramukha tAlahI - gurjara bhASAone. - bhASA jIrNodvAraka rasiyA - banI rahyA zubha neme - pratiSThA - 3 savicAronA ja audArye - vidyAnA zubhakAryo. tanamanadhanathI rasiyA sAhAee - lAyaka sadguNAhArye - pratiSThA - 4 milanasAra svabhAve sArA - sAkSara vargamAM pyArA - - uttama vidyAnA AdhArA - sadguNanA avatArA - pratiSThA - 5 dhanya dhanya zubhamAtatAtane - dhanya gurjara avatArI. moTA mananA zubha paramArthI - tava jIvana balihArI - pratiSThA amara karyuM nija nAma jagatamAM - guNarAgI zubhakArI. buddhisAgara maMgala pAmo - guNagaNanA bhaMDArI - pratiSThA - 7 "cIcIyArI jyAM duHkhIonI, paDe tyAM saMto doDI jAya, cIsa paDe tyAM doDI jAvuM, AtmArpaNa karI karavI sahAya." 98 5 -

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FRIDAY 26TH MARCH 1915. saMvata 1971 nA caitara suda 10 zukaravAra tA. 26 mI mArca sane 1915 che. tA. 9 jamAdIlAla sane 1333 u. pa-pa7 a. 6-3 pA. re. 16 mehera sane 1224 rameews dirA gagl1 15h * * * * * jibarada kabajIvanajyakakhI dhAtu - yutadAririrI-i3 * . geja, sutra 69tte8 ziSTa, Ai- vi... AvA rI ninA gAmadiyA jIece6 gA-mULa vikiwheDaphyu-nAyara strI bhANuM-'M na RA rniIM- 1 esa gurjara deza dIyAze jJAne mAtmamArocAladhyAna pichANa-managazaSNA che | sAhitya pariSadUSaNuwtAhI-gubhATIne. bhathajINodedArariTAnI rAkhotea-7 sadaliyAronA khoda-vidyAnA zubhakIye tanamanadhana. siyAlAlAyaka milanAra svabhAve sAphavargamAMcauttama bina, hAra= rana banAaja tAcArayA dhanya zubhamAnatAne- dhI abatArI. he maLanA zubhaparamAtabajIvanabIhAro pratisA-6 amarapha nijanA jAta-zugarIgIrubhapharI buddhisAgara ja pAmI- suNagAnA bhaMDAjo- kratiSThA mAna aMtaranuM jJAnabaLa jyAre mohanA eka vicArane paNa rahevA na de tyAre jainatva pragaTeluM aMze aMze samajavuM. S 99 -

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STUNDAY 27TH MARCH 1915. saMvata 1931 nA caitara suda 11 zanIvAra tA. 27 mI mArca sane 191pa. mu. tA. 12 jamAdIlAla sane 1333 u. 5-56 a. 6-4 pA. re. 17 mehera sane 1224 bhoMyaNI mallinAthastavana - rAga prabhAtI mujane maLyA mallinAthajI - jJAna darzanadhArI. zakti anaMtI sAhibo - bhoktA nija guNabhArI - mujane - 1 ajarAmara arihaMtajI - lokAloka prakAzI - alakha agocara AtmatA - vizvAnanda vilAsI - mujane - 2 darzana dIThAM dilamAM - jyoti jyota milAvI. sarva tejanuM teja je - cAturI thaI cAvI - mujane - 3 parama prabhu paramAtamA - samatAsAgara sAcA - antaryAmI anAdithI - koI vAta na kAcA - mujane - 4 meLa maLyo mana mAnIto - bIjuM rahyuM kona bAkI nirakhatAM nayano nayanane - tArotAra jyAM tAkI - mujane - 5 bhAgI bhAvaTa sahabhavataNI - cidAnanda thayo cAvo. buddhisAgarabhAvathI - gAyo meLa vadhAvo - mujane 7 "anubhava Atmika sukhano Ave, tyAre jaDarasa rUci viNasAya, anubhava AvyA pAmyA vaNa ko, brahma rasIlo nahI gaNAya." a 100 -

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STUNDAY 27TH MARCH 1915. saMvata 1931 nA caitara suda 11 zanIvAra tA. 27 mI mArca sane 191pa. mu, tA. 12 jamAdIlAla sane 1333 u. 5-56 a. 6-8 pA. re. 17 mehera sane 1924 mImala hatA jainAtat - 3 B. mane masyA mallinAca* jJAnadarzanarI Tikti anaMto sAhibro- bhokatA nigurbhAgI * mujane. 81 52. ahiMta lokAlapakA2IalakhakhagIcasmata * bizvanandatribheTa-suta-. darzana dIdi 2 sama-bhyotinyo milAvIlIecrchuM teja - ApyurI thaI cAvI - murna paramaprabhu paramAtamAM tamatAnA gAya jAmInAdathI. keI vAte ja kracA-muneja maLa.mahayo manamAnIto- bIjuM rahyuM nabAnI. (naHkha nayana nayana= tArAtA tAkI- mune lAgI bhATa sahabhAtamI- cadAnandathazayAthIjuddhasAgarasAdI- gAyo aiLadhA- kabaro ane smazAno tarapha juo eTale tamane AtmasukhanI dizA dekhADaze." - a 101

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SUNDAY 2814 MARCH 1915. rAvata 1931 nA caitara suda 12 ravIvAra tA. 28mI mArca sane 1915, ma. tA. 1 jamAdolAvala sane 1973 u. pa-pa6 a.6-ja pa. re. 18 mehera sane 1224 saM. 1971 caitra sudi-11 amadAvAdanA zeTha - lallubhAI rAyajIne temanA zarIranI bahu mAMdagI vakhate lakhela upadeza - kaghAli karI zaraNuM jinezvaranuM - jagata sarve bhUlI jAvuM. kharA samabhAvamAM rahevuM kharuM upadezathI kahevuM - 1 duhA. sAkhI adA karI nija pharjana - yathAzakti anusAra sukhaduHkha AvyAM bhogavyAM - kara cintA na lagAra. svabhAve sahu thayA karatuM - gati kudarata taNI nyArI. ghaTe nA harSa dilagIrI - sakalathI bhinna nirdhArI - karI - 2 duniyA jUThI kAramI - evuM manamAM lAva. sarva saMbaMdho kAramAM - evuM manamAM bhAva. jarA nA lakSya de gharamAM - jarA nA lakSya de paramAM svabhAve AtmanA rahevuM - paDe te duHkha sahu hevuM - karI - 3) Indra candra nAgendrane - kadI na choDe kALa. dekhyuM sarve jUTha che - jevI mAyAjALa tyajIne sarva cittAo - prabhunuM dhyAna mana dharavuM. kharA vakhate rahI sAvadha - jarAnA motathI DaravuM - karI - 4 karyA karma sahu bhogave - korA jAko raMka. devuM cUkavA karmanuM - thaI dharme niHzaMka cidAnandI svayaM tuM che. dharelA dehathI nyAro. musAphara vizvamAM tuM che. tvane che dharma AdhAro - karI - 5 vaLe zuM ? hAyavarALathI - zaradazA saMbhALa. rAgadveSane pariharI - sarva karmane khALa. hane evuM ghaTe che ho - kharA vairAgyamAM rahevuM. kharuM zubha dharmanuM bhAtuM - kamAI sAthamAM levuM - karI - 9 AloyaNa bhAve karI - mamatA sahunI mela. prabhu svarUpe lIna thaI - AtmasvabhAve khela. zikhAmaNa cittamAM dhAro -- vikalpo saha thatA vAro. buddhacabdhi dharma che sAco - hRdayathI dharmamAM rAco - karI - 7 OM zAntiH3 "ajapA jApa te AtmaramaNatA, anahada dhvani aMtara upayoga (jAgRti) AdhyAtmika dRSTie arthane samajI sAdho anubhava yoga."

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SUNDAY 28TH MARCH 1915, saMvata 1976 nA caitara suda 12 ravIvAra tA. 28 mI mArca sane 1915. mu. tA. 11 jamA lAyala sane 1336 -5-4 pA. rA. 19 mAhera sane 14 2013) e 11 10 ra lAtI jIvajI temanA nI jhumAM ta kAnakAraNuM nAnuM --- rAve gulA samabhAvamAM raheluM, tuM khAzonuM divya nI adInuM jene akhA zakti anura yugamAM bhegI #cinagAra svabhAve sahu baLakanuMtikuratanI nyAtI ghaTanAhU dAro kubA bhinnatti DubiyA rRhItanI khaluM maLanI bAja AvI ne pIvAmAM enuM manamAM Aga gujarAtanA nava gharamAM nAnA dezamAM vAla AmaLA nuM kho ne.. kI-3 inducanAne kedIna ane phAsa devuM sarvabhUtI bI mAyAjhALa tyajIne tava cintAmyo prabhunuM namanadharavuM khAnada rI sAdhanAnA pIDanuM-4 kema huM jo bena karazanakAka devuM cUsavA nuM mana thaI dharmanirIka anaMndI bacavuM che gharanA dehathI nyAro yuvAna vizvonuM che, dharmavato pa vaLeY! hAyavarALo- 6 ebhALa mAnave ane khA jUnakhayuM poyarAmAM veryu kharUM zubhadhanuM bhAtuM kamAIkamAM UbhuM karo s mAyaNa bhAvakaro mamatA renanI neza buddhe naryuM khAtmastha bhale e za nakhanA cittamAMbI- vikarma satavAra 4 julyabdhidhatimAM e hRdhAMta kADa OMOMOM zAntiH uda 103 J prema-zraddhAthI karoDo gAu dUra chatAM, ziSya potAnI pAse che, ane zraddhA-prema vinA pAse chatAM karoDo gAu dUra che.

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MONDAY 29TIH MARCH 1915, saMvata 1971 nA caitara suda 13 sAmavAra mu. tA. 12 jama.dIlAvala sane 1993 u. 5-56 a. 4-4 paripUrNaparamAtmasvarupadarzananAudgAro rAga - dhIrAnA pade hAro na bheda pUro re - pAmuM kema talasAvo. dharIne dhyAna thAkyo re - pUrA na tame parakhAvyo. nakazA zAstronA che judA - bhinna lakSaNe bheda. ApaApanA nakazA bhede - kleza karI dhare kheda. parokSe na kazA vAde re --- prabho na thato tuM cAvo - hAro - 1 tIrthosthAvara bhaTakyA bhaTake - hajI na Avyo pAra. 1 je rIte tuM maLe te rIte . - jarA na vAra lagADa. mUMjhANI mati zodhe re - jarA na have akaLAvo sarva svarUpe pUrNa viloke - 2he na vAdavivAda. anumAnanI tarka koTIe - purAya nA guNakhAda. kahevuM zuM jhAjhuM bhakte re sarva samarpaNa tujane karatAM jo tuM nA dekhAya. = 1 * hAro - 2 samajI have jhaTa Avo - hAro - 3 tAguM karatAM zuM sAruM - bhedapaNuM na suhAya. prIti jo hoya premI re - have na jhAjhuM kahevarAvo - hAro - moTA thaI khoTAnA jevA - kadI na thAvo nAtha. - 4 mAro hAro bheda tyajIne - jhAlo abhedde hAtha. bhaktinA jo na bhUkhyA re - tadA tomAro nA dAvo - hAro - 5 samatA bhAve maLo yadA to - samatA sadAya pAsa. bhAdurI tyAM nahIM hamArI - koNa dhare tava Aza. - mUMjhAyelA manane re - zAne satya samajAvo - hAro - 6 jyAM darzana sAkSAt tamAruM - dhyAna samAdhi yoga. evA mArge nizadina rahevuM - maLaze kSAyika bhoga buddhisAgara gAve re - satyAnubhava ghaTa lAvo - hAro OM zAntiH 3 - 7 tA. 29 mI mArca sane 1915, pA. ra|. 2 mehera sane 1624 "amAro nizcaya jJAnasamAdhi, yoge prabhurUpa thAvuM teha, anubhava evo amane Avyo, prabhupada varazuM banI videha." 104

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MONDAY 29TH MARCH 1915. saMvata 1970 nA caitara suda 13 semavAra tA. 29 mI mArca sane 1915 mu. tA. 12 jamAdIlAla sane 133 u. pa-pa6 a. 4-4 pA.. ramehera sane 124 mAraNAvaramAtmasvarupadazAnanAnArA. hAre nahaida pUrare- pAnuM kaimataw vI. dharIneM dhyAna rensara natameparakhAkho. nA zarIranA ijUdha- sida. A mApanA nAde-kale harSa 2ii dhakheeparIna zALA patnI na to huM co svAro. 9. crTa cA aTake hajI Avyo che , je rItaitra maLe te rIte A goDa? muMw mI mati -na ha asLAyo - eco- 2 sarasvarUpe valokaeN-2henavAdavivAda hanumAnanI ta8TIe-farAyanA zumikhAIkahevuM zuM svaruM bhara=sama hajhare A* tyAra3 sarvasamaraNatunAbhe nA dekhyo, to tAruM karatA 42 - bhedana suyaprItine jyanI 2- have na sAruM kaMIrA vA moTAI khorAnAnA kadI nAnAsurata hI 2/medatyajIne- Tyalekhabhe da hAthabhaktinA najImA2katA to mAro nAIvo *9 rIte ? ramatAbhane maLavADha-samatA sadAya. karI tyAM nathI tvamA ro- roNadhara naja AzAchejha eja manare- dhane satyasama - tAro 6 dana sAmAvataruM-dhyAnamamA jI. erAmArge niudana dahe-maLaze nA A 4 bhoga unAgAgA= anubhaTa bhAtyAra 7 A 1 t {TI | manuSya sarvajJa nathI. mArI agara tamArI sarvanI bhUlo thAya. S 105 -

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TUESDAY 30TH MARCH 1159 saMvata 1931 nA caitara suda 14 maMgaLavAra tA. 30 mI mArca sane 1915. mu. tA. 13 jamAdIlAla sane 133 u. 6-31 a. 5-39 pA. re ra mehera sane 1224 mallinAtha tavarUpamAM - prema avihaDa lAgyo. nAmarUpanirahaMpaNe - bhAva anubhava jAgyo - malli. 1 premakhumArI aTapaTI - lAge te ja na jANe. anAmIprabhu nAmane - zuddha dhyAnamAM ANe - malli. 2 preme mamatA na prANanI - zUnya jaga sahu lAge. prema samAdhimAM tanmaye - pyArA jhaTapaTa jAge - malli. 3 tava prema khUbI ora che - maratAne jivADe. ApoApa svarUpanI - jyotie tuM jagADe - malli.4 lAgyo raMga je premano - hArI sAtha na chUTe. pIdho pyAlo premano - bharI guNa gaNa ghUMTe - malli. 5 rUpAtIta tava rUpamAM - tAna lAgyuM majhAnuM. koTI upAyo keLave - rahe nahIM kadI chAnuM - malli. 9 tava prItinA tAnamAM - bhAna bhUlyo parAyuM. buddhisAgarabhaktimAM - citta pUrNa chavAyuM - malli. 7 OM zAntiH zAntiH zAntiH mananA tAbAmAM jyAM sudhI AtmA che, tyAM sudhI te mananA kedakhAnAmAM kedI che." -- A 106

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TUESDAY 30TH MARCH 1159 saMvata 1931 nA caitara suda 14 maMgaLavAra tA. 30 mI mArca sane 1915. mu. tA. 13 jamAdIlAla sane 133 u. 6-31 a. pa-30 pA. re ra mehera sane 1rara8 mallinATa hAthana mallinAtha tavarUpamAM prema rahaDalAnAmarUpani rahemaNe= bhAvaanubha0 jA-mahila02 mimArIcharI- bhAge sajana hai nanAmIjInAmane dAnamAM - ma9i92. preme mamatA na paNanI- zUnTa kvasulAze premasamAcchamAM najare pyAreaTa nA like tavamakhubIo- maratAne jIvADe. yosvarUpanI- tio --ADe. mAi lAgyo raMgane premano- hArI ja na ghaTe. pIdho pyAlo premano bharI guNagaNa roTe. mahipa rUpAtIetavya rUpamAM nAnalAjhuM majhAnuM TIyA keLa- 2he nahIM dara che- mahila najhItinA rAnamAM- bhAna bhUlyoparA buddhisAga2baktimAM ciTUrNa chavANuMmalli7 iMjana nita-nAni vA kara mananA tAbAmAM jyAM sudhI AtmA che, tyAM sudhI te mananA kedakhAnAmAM kedI che."

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WEDNESDAY 1ST MARCII 1915. saMvata 1961 nA itara suda 15 budhavAre tA. 31 mI mArca sane 191pa, mu. tA. 14 janAdIlAvala sane 1373 9. pa-4 a 66 tA. rA. 21 mehera sane 124 mallinAtha stavana mallinAtha tava prItanI - rIta che kaMI nyArI. prANArpaNa karavuM paDe mamatA sarva visArI marajIvA thaI meLamAM - sAcA bhAve rahevuM. mallinAtha. 1 sAkSIbhAve sahu vizvamAM - rahevuM levuM ne devuM - mallinAtha. 2 suratAdhArI prabhu sAthamAM - karme bAhyanuM karavuM. - prabhunA zuddha svarUpane - nitya cittamAM smaravuM - mallinAtha. 3 citta rahe prabhu pAsamAM - cena lAge na jagamAM. prabhurUpa prema khumArInuM - tAna vahe ragoragamAM - mallinAtha. 4 zirasATe meLa meLavI - aikyalInatAdhArI. - = buddhisAgarabhAvathI - nizcayadivyAvatArI - mallinAtha. 5 OM zAntiH 3 mallinAtha stavana - pyArA. pyArA. 1 pyArA malijinezvaradeva sadAsukha Apazo re. vhAlA vege sAhAya karIne duHkho kApazo re saghaLuM mhArA mananuM jANe - zuM zuM kahuM prabhu tava A TANe. sAcA sevakane tava sarakho karIne thApazo re duHkhInAM duHkha sUre devA - sevaka sAre sAcI sevA. antara rome rome dhyAtA dhyAnamAM vyApazo re - pyArA. 2 sAkSIbhAve bAhyanI raheNI - sAkSIbhAve bAhyanI kaheNI. taTasthe nirlepI karaNI ka2vI mujathI thazo re huM tuM bheda jarA nA bhAse - sattAe parabrahma prakAze. Apo nijaguNa sthiratA bheda paDe nA jyAM kazo re pyArA. 3 pyArA. 4 sAhAya karo muja kSaNa kSaNa svAmI - kevalajJAnI nija guNa rAkhI. bhAve buddhisAgara zivapada ghaTamAM chApazo re - pyArA. 5 OM zAntiH 3 "AMtaraDI kakaLAvI julme, thazo na sukhiyA kyAre, kalaMka ALo deI juThAM, cAlo na naraka dvAre re." 108 - -

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WEDNESDAY 31ST MARCII 1915. saMvata 1931 nA caitara suda 15 budhavAra tA. 31 mI mArca sane 1915, ma. tA. 14 jamAdIlAla sane 1333 u. pa14 a. 6- 1. 6. 1 mehera rasane 12 OM jaina malphinA dastavana mallinAthavaprIvanI- rITa chekaMI arIpANaNa karavuM paDe. mamatavisArI-ma9inA-2 marajIvAI madhamAM- sAyAbhA.20 rahevuMsAhatabhAsahu vizvako-hevuM DhahuM ne deNuM mallinAtha.2. yuratA dhArI pra thama- kameba bakaravuM prabhunA chaThThaphapa- nitya cittamAM smaraNe mahilat3 pitta huM surasa-pena lAge na AmAM sumakhAnuM- tAna ja roga mAM-bhatrija riTeLaLavI- ekTalInatAdhArI. buddhisAga2bhAvaLa- niyadivyAvatArI malliE OMzAnti zrImalsinApistaSana cAra matijInezvara sadA sukha ApazorI vahAlA dege sAhacyakarI dakha kApAra-ccAra. saghaLuM chu.rAmananuM jANe zuM karyuM jItavakhATArayAsakanasaro karIne vApare dukhInAkapura kAyasAcIsA khA romarormadhyAta dhyAnampa vyAyazore---2, sAkSIbhAvai hanI, rahe. sAmAbAsyanI hemItaTaenima ka2NIkaravI muja dhIre-mAra3 huM bheda ja nA bhAse-sattAe paraNAgarIka Apo nakyuma kiratA bhadapanA karajaAu. vhATya karI mumbiyAmAM kevalajJAnI navu bApunI bAbudagara zivapada ghaTamAM chAzore pyArA OMzAnti duHkhanI pAchaLa sukha che. satata utsAha, abhyAsa ane AtmabaLathI icchita vijayalakSmInI prApti thAya che. - 2 109 -

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FRIDAY 2XD APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA atira vada 2 zukravAra tA. 2 jI eprIla sane 1915, ma. tA. 16 jamAdIlAla sane 1333 u. -53 a. 6-7 pA. ra. 23 mehera sane 1224 | mallinAtha stavana kAnuDo na jANe mArI prIta. mallijI nA meLa karI mahArAja - kadApi na dUre thAzo re. malli. helA hAre muja Avo - nayanothI dUra na jAvo. mahAre tuja vaNa nahIM AdhAra - hRdayamAM nitya suhAzo re - malli. 1 mAre to tuMja meLApI - prIti tava manamAM vyApI. mArI vinataDI che eka - palaka nahIM dUre jAzo re - malli. 2 zubha mama hArA mAthe - mujane jhAlIne hAthe. buddhisAgaramagalamela - karyo te pUrNa vihAlo re - malli. 3 OM zAntiH rU. prabhu mArA pyArAre - jIvananA AdhArA re mahane hAro Azaro hojI. mhane hArA vinA palaka nA suhAya - prabhu - jyAM dekhuM tyAM tAhyarUM - rUpa dekhAya. tava prItinA toramAM - Ananda ora jaNAya - prabhu - 1 jyAM tyAM hArI zaktinI - jotAM jhAMkhI jaNAya. pUrNa pratIti tAhyarI - kSaNa kSaNa hArI sAhAdhya. antaramAM eka vahAlA re - karuM kAlAvAlA re - vinataDI dila dharI hojI prabhu - 2 prakaTa thaI prabhujI hane - duHkhothI ja bacAva. jANyAne zuM jaNAvavuM - jyotijyota milAva. jyotarUpa sAsa re - nayanothI nA nyArA re - jhaLahaLa jyoti bhAsatA hojI prabhu - 3 anubhava dhyAne meM kahyo - pUrNAnandasvarUpa. zuM vANIthI varNavuM - rUpArUpasvarUpa guNa anantA hArA re - anubhavathI nirdhAryA re caDhyo na raMga Utare hojI prabhu - 4 mamhArA hArA rUpamAM bhedabhAva nA leza. sattAdhyAne vyaktino - rahe na kiMcita kleza. hArA guNa che mahArA re - malli prabhu jayakAca re - bhoMyaNImAM hiththAIyA hojI buddhisAgara bhakti sadA AdhAra - prabhu - 5 OM zAntiH3 je durguNa vyasano nahi jIte, napuMsakamAM te vaDo, manathI hAryo te jagathI hAryo, mana jIto, nahi raDo."

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FRIDAY 2ND APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA atira vada 2 zukravAra tA. 2 jI eprIla sane 1915, mu. tA. 16 jamAdIlAla sane 1333 u. 5-53 a. 6-7 pA. ra. 23 mehera sane 1rara8 mA masta ka .nArojA -jha... mallina meLakarImahArAjanA kadApi na kaeNra thaze. malsihelA hAre nuja Ava- nayana dUra na hareNana AdhAra- dayanityajIhAzo malliA1 mAre to ja meLApI- prIti taMba manamAM vyApI mArI vinaDIeka palaka nahIM bharemallira mAma zubhama mahArAjA-mu lIne hAye. buddhamAlamila kaye pUrNavihAra mATe navuM vNa mAre ya 2. jIvananA darehane daha roke hajI . hane hA2vanA 99 nA luhAya-4hu(c) de muMba tAha- ne dehadhvA* 18 patinA toramAM- bAnanda 27Iyo bhyAMtya hRArIzakSiAnI hatI jhAMkhI rU. tastharI-salaNa parIkSA * skulhAbAre-kAkA jhADI-venartholanIjI re. phaTa daIjI- bIja cAva bhassAne zAna - A ketamalAna: bhyo sApha-nayanA ne nAcAro tehavAna namavAne eNe-nanda pa* vANIthI varNacaM- pAdarUpa- . mu khinaH strAva anubhavAniyarienAM&tara chee - ha tyAnA rUpamAM mA be na le . sAzanavyaktino cahena ivAlerA"hAcamahA majAka - ne lohiAIhI. baMdhiga2bIjadAya 1 - 6 - 5 svArthamaya saMsAramAM paramArtha kRtyo sAra che.

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SUNDAY 4TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA caitara vada pa ravIvAra tA. 4 thI eprIla sane 1915. ma. tA. 18 jamAdIlAla sane 133 3. pa-para a. 6-8 pA. DIrapa mahera sane 1228 amAro cha prabhubelI (puNya karmarupa prabhu yAne AtmAnIzakti) kavvAli tamo iccho game tevuM - karI yukti prapaMcothI. nathI amane jarA bhIti - amAro che prabhu belI - 1 bUruM karatAM nahIM phAvo - badhI bAjI thaze UMdhI. game tevA prasaMgomAM - amAro che prabhu belI - 2 thaze jo pApInuM dhAryuM - rahe nA dharmI ko jagamAM. vicArone viveke e - amAro che prabhu belI - 3 vanomAM ne guphAomAM - bhayaMkara parvato mAMhi. bhayaMkara vAridhi maLe - amAro che prabhu belI - 4 bhayaMkara rAtrIo maLe - bacAve jherI prANIthI. sadA vizvAsa e manamAM - amAro che prabhu belI - 5 bacAve prANa nAzakathI - kharekhara ghora nidrAmAM. tamAruM nA thaze ghAyuM - amAro che prabhu belI - 6 karyuM je je dhavalazeThe - thayuM zrIpAlane sAruM. bane che zreyakara sarve - amAro che prabhu belI - 7 kaLAo keLavo koDI - thaze niSphala tathApi te. karyo nizcaya ahIyAvatuM - amAro che prabhu belI - 8 thatI saMbhALa aNadhArI - kare maMgala araNyomAM. vipattimAM aho nakkI - amAro che prabhu belI - 9 sujhADe sanmati samaye - prasaMgo meLave sArA. nirAzAo vize AzA - amAro che prabhu belI - 10 rahe kSaNa mAtra nA dUre - bajAve gupta urjAne. buyabdhidharmasamUrti - amAro che prabhu belI - 11 "nirbhaya tuM che AtamA-nAza hAro na thAto banavAnuM sau bane jatuM, kema mana gabharAto." S 112 -

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SUNDAY TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA caitara vada pa ravIvAra tA. 4 thI eprIla sane 1915. mu. tA. 18 jamAdIlAla vAna 1733 . pa-para a. 6- pA. Do. rapa mahera sane 120 amAze prabhubanI (puNyakariyaprabhumAnaAsmAnI ke kAla. tamo Irachogati- kayI yuti mAM bInathI khamane jarabhAti- khamA chevjubelI-1 bura karatAM nahAvo. badhAbA thazegametejA aMgonA-amara che # -- thI ne pApInuM dhAryuM nA kreja mI. biyone vike- amAro pra bI De vanone rAmabhayaMkaratomohi bhayaMkAvAmika-anA madanI bhayaMkAo nadI- bArImA lIdhI sadA vikAsamAM manamAM- amo subo jaya veNunAzakathA-kharekharo najAmAM namanAtha dhArya- amara che . ka pala- muMjAlane rAjya banaikeyara amAse be @7, kaLAo phaLaze koDI. daze nibatathApita uco nizcaya ahIMyAbata- amarabenI ta thatI saMbhALakhadhArI re raMgamAM viparina aho na - khamA belI-cajhaDe sanmati samaya- zo meLave che. nitu nIrika - khamA zrI he jhana - bajave guphameni bu kvaciMdhamasanUrti-amAre belI 11 parabhAvamAM paDavuM nahi - potAnA AtmAnuM hita karavuM. che 113 huM

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MONDAY 5TH APRIL 1915. savaMta 1971 nI catara vada 6 sAmavAra tA. 5 mI eprIla sane 1915. mu. tA. 19 jamAdIAvala sane 1333 9. pu-para a. 6-8 pA. ro- ra6 mehera sane 1924 [Aja roja rAmapurAthI vihAra karIne jakasI sTezananI saDake thaI kokatAvamAM mukAma karyo. vIramagAmavALA kacarA kastura gAMdhInA mukAmamAM vAsa karyo. rAmapurAnA daza zrAvako sAthe AvyA hatA -] "amArA te ArAma" amArA savicArone - gaNe je prANathI pyArA. pravarte dharmadraSTithI - amArA te kharA bhakto gaNI AjJA prabhu jevI - bajAve pharja potAnI. kare kartavya kAryone - amArA te kharA bhakto kharI zraddhA kharI bhakti - dharI saMsAramAM varte. = 114 2he mama pAsamAM manaDuM - amArA te kharA bhakto - 3 kare kAryo ahaMvRtti - tyajIne karma prArabdha. rahe nirlepa attarathI amArA te kharA bhakto -8 game tevI avasthAmAM - dharI saMtoSa haiyAmAM. - = pravRtti mArgamAM varte - amArA te kharA bhakto - 5 zubhAzubha karma vedaMtAM - dhare nA harSa dilhIrI. karyuM svArpaNa amone sahu amArA te kharA bhakto - 6 jaganA dRzyabhAvonI - zubhAzubha mAnyatA tyAgI. bajAve bAhyanI phanneM - amArA te kharA bhakto kare nA mRtyunI paravA - karI AjJA bajAvavAmAM gaNe je dharma AjJAmAM - amArA te kharA bhakto pravRttimAM nivRttimAM - viveke svAdhikAre je - 7 kare che kRtya karavAnuM - amArA te kharA bhakto - 9 ahaM bhoktA ahaM kartA tyajI ityAdi vRttio bane niHsaMga antarthI - amArA te kharA bhakto - 10 amArAM dharma vyAkhyAno - vicAre bahu apekSAe. kare kartavyamAM sthiratA = amArA te kharA bhakto 11 - - - "jyAM dekhuM tyAM prabhu bharapura re, joI rahiyo anaMtu nUra. vAge anahada nAdanuM tUra re, brahma sarvatra che mazahUra." -- - 1 2 8

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MONDAY 5TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA cAra vada 6 somavAra tA. 5 mI eprIla sane 1915. mu. tA. 19 jamAdIlAla sane 133 u. pa-para a.-8 pA. re. 26 mehera sane 1224 A che ja 2aa 2 i.jI bihaDakTa rIje ura tIvaTI , peiDa phaeI hoehamAMzu jI2magAvALA cha peTa mAM hasI zake to ja ) Utaful 08Aula- vApurA da211 avadhanI pri- alAre %2.rwto. 18thIusAvI-bahu ToNAnI karAyeni arajo je re. mAro - 2kharAkharIbhara dhI saMsAramAM te mana mAsamAM manaDuM kharekhara bhakato kare che. ane kArI.. 2he nedha bArI- khAte khAsatomametevo avasthAmAM dharausaMyoMyarAmAM zrAmAmAM strI. A te bakata-5 zababhakadetAdhanAhIdilagIrokarTa sAtha ane saha-amarAte arAjakata-6 gaja dubhAvonI yunAthabhamAnyAtAyAmI. 1. banne bAhanIphaamArA khoLAta7 karanA mRtyunI paravA karINAbaLabakkAmAM maNe dharmapattAmAM-agAsatejakatoparinivRtio-viveke svAdhikAra re karechetya karatuM-ajAte kharA bhakato-e hebata katyajIItyAdibratiya bananiHsaMga attara-akAzAkhAbhAta 1 , mAM dharmavyAkhyAnI viyANabahu apecchane 32 kartaye sthirata. amAre te bhakto-1 sarvane duHkha AvI paDe che. jJAnI samabhAve vede che ane ajJAnI ulaTo zoka karI baMdhAya che.

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TUESDAY 6TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA caitara vada 7 maMgaLavAra tA. 6 ThI eprIla sane 191pa. sa. tA. 20 jamAdIlAla sane 133 u. 5-5 a. 6-6 pA. ra27 mehera sane 124 karIne kalpanA vyApaka - gaNe vyApaka sakala jagamAM. kare sahu sAkSIvatu thaIne - amArA te kharA bhakto - 12 bane dharmatAnA mohe - gaNe nija Atma vatu sahune. dhare bhujamAM nahIM saMzaya - amArA te kharA bhakto - 13 dhare nA bhedanI vRtti - bane te zreya mATe sahu. gaNIne vizvamAM varte - amArA te kharA bhakto - 14 kadI nA svArthamAM muMjhe - dhare paramArthanI karaNI. vahe che zuddhopayoge je - amArA te kharA bhakto - 15 nahIM lepAya icchAo - karIne bAhyabhAvomAM. kaSAyone thatA vAre - amArA te kharA bhakto - 13 kutarkothI nahIM mUjhe - sutarkothI vahe azre. jagatu kaTuMba mAne che - amArA te kharA bhakto - 17 zubhAzubha bAhya dRSTie - gaNAtuM ne karAtuM je. kare te bAhya vyavahAre - amArA te kharA bhakto - 18 karyuM te nA karyuM mAne - niraMjana bhAvane dhAre. rahe sahu dazyathI nyAro - amArA te kharA bhakto - 19 ahaMtA nAma rUponI - tyajIne nAma rUponI. kare che pharjathI karaNI - amArA te kharA bhakto - 20 vato dhAre yathAzakti - pramAdo AvatA vAre. pravRtti sAttvikI dhAre - amArA te kharA bhakto - 21 rajovRtti tamovRtti - tyajIne dhyAnamAM varte. samAdhimAM rahe saheje - amArA te kharA bhakto - 22 dhare prAmANya vyavahAre - kare che zreya jIvonuM upagraha pharjane dhAre - amArA te kharA bhakto - 23 kadI kAyara bane nA ja - rahe AnandanI moje. prasannAye jIvana gALe - amArA te kharA bhakto - 24 rasIlA bhaktirasayoge - rahe saMsArathI saratA. buddhacabdhidharmadaSTie - amArA te kharA bhakto - 25 "aja avinAzI huM AtamA-mane koI na rozo, oLakhazo mane jJAnathI, ApoApane jozo, Atama rUpane oLakho, konA mAryA na marazo." -- S 116 ,

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TUESDAY CTH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA caitara vada 7 maMgaLavAra tA. 6 ThI eprIla sane 191pa. che. tA. 29 jamAdIlAla sane 1333 u. pa-pa a. -9 pA. ra. 27 mehera sane 18 karIne kalpanA vyApaka-gaNelA kare huM sAvathaIne-amArA kharAba-12 bane dhananA mohe- gaNe Avata dhare muja na ya - amArA para kharA bhakti -13 dhana benIvRtti bane te mATe ke , mAnavizyamAvata-rAto -17 u,nA svAyamAM jhe. dhare paramAnikAmI baheDa dvAyAma-khamAra khAjate- 25 naI le IcchAnabA bhAvomAM. kaSAyone batAvAra-amArA khabhakatokutaLinA mukhe sutI vahe garamAgarAtamon-17 nAyaba mahimaNone karaje. kare te bAhasava-amarekhara bhakto-1 karyuM tenA karamAne nirajanamA vadhAre reheharInyAro amArAte khabhako - ahetA nAmanI-tyajIne nAna che. Pien-amnna lA. te dhAre yathAzakti mA hoAbatAvAreyvRtti rAtridhAra ane khabhA 25. 2beritoti tyajIne dAnavorsasAthe te "amAre kharasAna. dharamAbavahAra- yajIvonuM upanA -atte bA -2 dora anA-maheno - pAnAcejIvanagA- khamAte mo-r smilA milakato -ro rakha . sukSahdhadalie-AmatebanA zuM kUtaruM bhase to ApaNe bhasIne uttara vALavo joIe ?

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THURSDAY 8 CH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1931 nA cAtara vada 9 gurUvAra tA. 8 mI eprIla sane 1915. mu. tA. 22 jamAdIlAvala sa , 1363 3. 5-9 a, 6-1 pA. ra. 29 kera :1224 "maLoto bhAvathI maLazo" parIkSA premanI samyaku - karIne prakRti meLe. viveke lAbha dekhIne - maLo to bhAvathI maLazo - 1 vicAryA vaNa utAvaLathI - karyAthI meLa nA sAruM. vicArI sarva saMbaMdho - maLo to bhAvathI maLazo - 2 mahattA meLanI zI che ? mahattAnI pravRtti zI ? tyajIne daMbhanI vRtti - maLo to bhAvathI maLazo - 3 maLyAmAM bheda nA bhAse - rahe nA svArthanI kAtI. kharuM prAmANya dhArIne - maLo to bhAvathI maLazo - 4 maLI pazcAtuM thayuM judA - paraspara dveSanI vRddhi. maLeluM e gaNI jUThuM - maLo to bhAvathI maLazo - 5 svabhAve meLa nA Ave - karo je meLa tANIne. nathI Ananda tethI kaMI - maLo to bhAvathI maLazo - 7 thato je meLa manamAnyo - sadA Ananda denAro. mahattA meLanI bodhI - maLo to bhAvathI maLazo - 7 rajovRjyA tamovRjyA - karIne meLa je maLatA. kSaNika e meLanA meLA - maLo to bhAvathI maLazo - 8 vahe juduM hRdaya bAhirU - prapaMconI vahe vRtti. nathI e meLa santono - maLo to bhAvathI maLazo - 9 kare nA svArthathI kALuM - banI vizvAsano ghAtaka. kharo vizvAsa lAvIne - maLo to bhAvathI maLazo - 10 anItimAM banI mazagula - pravRtti zuddha nA dhAre. nathI e meLano meLu - maLo to bhAvathI maLazo - 11 nahIM kaMI nyUnatA lAve - vipattimAM prasaMgoe. hRdayamAM satya avadhArI - maLo to bhAvathI maLazo - 12 tA itI na prabhu tuja bhakti evI karuM, prabhurUpa thaIne prabhune varu nirdoSI laghu bALaka peThe zraddhA prIti dharuM. nAma rUpanA mohane mArI, prabhumaya jIvana karuM." -- S 118 -

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THURSDAY 8 CH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA cAtara vada 9 gurUvAra tA. 8 mI eprIla sane 1915. mu. tA. 22 jamAdIlAla sa , 1363 3. 5-9 a. 6-1 pA. ro. 29 mahera reDane 1224 " mate bhAvathImaLaza ) parIkSA premanI - karIne prakRtineLeviveke lAbhadekhIna- ma ta bhavamaLa :vicAryAla che utAvaLI- yaLa meLa nA mAruM bicArI sarvasabaMdho - maLato bhAjathI maLaze -2 mahattA meLanI che? mahatta nI pravRtti cchane daMbhanI vRtti mati bhAvathI maLaza- 3 marIyA nainAbhA - 2hena svAInI kAtI" kharuM prAmA ra dhArIne maLo to bhAjI maLa2-4 maLI aAjudA-parasava kesanI maLeche ne gamI ja maLatI ja nathI maLA -5 bho meLa nA A be ja kare che te to ane na khAnanda temAM kaMI. ma La to bhAra che mana . 6 hatI je maLa kanakA - sadA khAnanda dena che mahattA maeNLanI badhI. taLatI bharavA maLe che 2jo vRca tamotsa- 62Ine meLa. maLatA tami. e mainana meLAne maLato bhAvathI maLatuM vahebUdu chuM dara bahira- 2payaunI vahevRtti. nathI e maLa sattAno maLaze te bhAvakI maLaal - dave nA svArthI jaLa banI AiranI dhAtaka - ro vizvAsaghavIne- maLatA bhAva maLae anI timAM banI chala- pravRtti thaInA dhare na nathI ke temanokaLa mauto bhA baLa maLa2, 12 naI che natA lAva- vipattimAM se phreMdAmAM addharImaLa bhAvaLanan2 % TAtA itI no ucca mArgamAM jeTaluM apakIrtinuM baMdhana che, teTaluM kIrtinuM baMdhana che. che 119 -

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FRIDAY 9TH APRIL 1915 saMvata 1931 nA caItara vada 10 zukaravAra tA. 9 mI eprIla sane 1915. : . tA. 23 jamAdIlAla sane 1333 u. pa-09 a, 6-1 pA. ra. 30 mahera sane 124 tyajI kApaTyanI vRtti - banI niSkAma attarathI. ahaMtA bhAvane tyAgI - maLo to bhAvathI maLazo - 13 vicArI meLanA bhedo - abhede AtmatA bodhI. viveke saMpa dhArIne - maLo to bhAvathI maLazo - 14 karIne meLa nizcayatA - maLelA bAhya saMyoge. kharekhara svAdhikAra ho - maLo to bhAvathI maLazo - 15 parIkSAnI kasoTIe - prathama caDhavuM ghaNuM sAruM. karI svArpaNa maLyuM tenuM - maLo to bhAvathI maLazo - 16 vyavasthAo sakala samajI - thatA te te ja meLonI. zubhAzubha meLa bodhIne - maLo to bhAvathI maLazo - 17 vicArI yogya meLApI - guNo je joIe tethI. karIne meLanI kismata - maLo to bhAvathI maLazo - 18 maLyA pazcAtuM thayuM judA - bano nA meLa e svapna. karIne cittanI zuddhi - maLo to bhAvathI maLazo - 19 maLyAmAM nA rahe khAmI - prasaMge meLane santo. aho e meLanI rIte - maLo to bhAvathI maLazo - 20 rahe nA jhera haiyAmAM - rahe amRta sadA manamAM. bhalA evA vicAromAM - maLo to bhAvathI maLazo - 21 nijAbhAvatu gaNI jIvo - karI maitrI kharA bhAve. sadAcAro vize preme - maLo to bhAvathI maLazo - 22 vicArI mela vyApakatA - banI tanmaya jIvo sAthe. kharA siddhatvanA meLe - maLo to bhAvathI maLazo - 23 tyajIne sAMkaDI dRSTi - sakalamAM AtmatA aikya parama advaitanA meLe - hRdayanA bhAvathI maLazo - 24 tyajI mamatA sajI samatA - parabrahma svayaM bodhI. buddhacabdhi zuddha saMmele - hRdayanA bhAvathI maLazo - 25 OM zAntiH 3 "hRdayanA bhAvanA puSpa, prabho pUju hune prema, anubhava jJAna dIpakathI, karuM tuja AratI jyAM tyAM, prabho ! tujathI bane aikya ja, sadAnI prArthanA e che." -- 120 -

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FRIDAY 9TH APRIL 1915 saMvata 191 nA caitara vada 10 zukaravAra tA. 9 mI eprIla sane 1915. : . tA. 23 jamAdIlAla sane 1333 u. pa-09 a, 6-1 pA. ra. 30 mahera sane 124 ula navA kaNabI karatabiMbaIti+nuMs3 : vaDaLat+ 1 7 ). | traphula daIbalamAddI: vasaMta- 1 12 tyajI kayanI vRtti banI nijhAma attarathIkhahaMtabhAine tyAgI- maLe to bhALa maLa : 3 bicArI meLanA bhau- khadakhA matAbodhIviveka epadhArIne- maLoto bhAvathI maLa2-ja karIne meLa nidhyakatA- maLelA bA ja seyoga are na svAdhikAra che.- maLI to bhAva maLa215 parItAnI ka rAkhe. prathama maLyuM hatuM sma karI svAmi na karyuM tenuM mota bhAvamaLo. 26 vyavasAo sakalasaka-thatA teja monI bhAinamaeNLa bodhIne maLato bhAva vA maLaze 9 vipArI yoma meLApA- ga je je che* tenA karIne meLanI kismata maLato bhALa maLa- 1 machayA pazcAt 6 jUdA- aja banI nA meLa e aikarIne cittanI 2- maLI to lAvA maLaza-10malhAmoM nA rahe khAna- Yii meLa sI. khaha ne meLanI rIte- maLato sAthI maLa che rahe nA jhera kAmo te maTe chUta radA manamAM bhala khevA vicAromAM mato bhALa maLo-21 nijabhAvatuLajI- karI mAkhavA. nA sadAkAro viSe prati mata bhAvaLa naLana vidhArI milAyakatA- banI tanmayajInosA sinAmeje. maashocaMne sAMkaDIha- sakala to eka . pama kheranA meLe. hadayanA bhAvathI maLo- unamatA cha samatA-paraMjhAbena : sthAdisaje hamanA bhAvaLamaLaa OM zAnti AtmAne nAma nathI ke rUpa nathI, chatAM karmanA yoge A badhI jaMjALamAM potAnI suratA dhAraNa karavI e kaMI sAmAnya vAta nathI. S 121 -

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SATURDAY 10TH APRIL 1915, saMvata 1971 nA caItara vada 11 zanivAra tA. 10 mI eprIla sane 1915 mu. tA. 24 jamAdIlAvala sane 1733 u. pa-48 . 6-12 pAra 1 AmAna sane 1224 prabhune amAro tuM sadA belI - samarpaNa sahu karyuM tujane. calAvyuM vhANa bharadariye - hane soMpyuM game te kara - 1 karyuM svArpaNa pachI mujane - bane tenI nathI paravA. tamAro huM ja japavAmAM - sadA tallInatA gamatI - 2 amArI prema AhUti grahIne o prabhu mhArA. mane tujamAM samAvA de - nathI evaNa kazuM gamatuM - 3 thatuM huM huM hRdayamAM je - samAvA deja tuM mAMhi. rahyuM je dUra huM tuMthI - samAvA de hane emAM - 4 anaMtI jyotimAM hArI anaMtA dharmathI mujane. sadA mATe samAvA de. pachIthI kara game tevuM - 5 khumArImAM sadA tuM tuM - bhulAyuM bhAna huM huM nuM. ahaMtAnA tyajI paDadA. mhene tuja rUpa jovA de - 6 game tevo tamAro chuM - tamArAmAM sadA rahevuM. game tevA upAyoe - kharuM evuM thavA detuM - 7 khajAne khoTa nA tyAre - nathI tuja vaNa kazuM mAre. hRdayanA bhAra jANIne - samAvA de hane tujamAM have jhAjhuM na kahevA de have nA dUra rahevA de. buddhAbdhi dharma dRSTi e sadA tavarUpa jovA de - 9 - OM zAntiH 3 - 8 "zarIra jAmA paheryAM badalyA-paNa tuM nitya suhAyo. sAkSI jJAne dekho jANo, brahmamAM brahma samAyo." 122

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SATURDAY 10TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA caItara vada 11 zanivAra tA. 10 mI eprIla sane 1915 mu. tA. 28 jamAdIlAla sane 1333 u. 5-88 a. 6-12 pA. Do. 1 AmAna sane 1224 amAre tuM sadAbelI- samarthitahu kyuMtujane calAvyuMhA Na bhAradariTe. nepyuMgamekara--1 karyuM svAbhiSI mune bane tenI nIpalAtamArohe panA-a tallInatA gamatI-2. amArI mahati 2 hIo * mane 3mAM samAvA daLavaNaka8ma-3 1d huM chuM daya >> samAvAde temane ha. 2kuMje 62 - amAre dekhyo ? anaMtI jyoti hArI-anaMtAdhajAgu sadA mATe amAvAzepIpI karamameNuM- khumArI sadA - julAbhAna huM mahetAnAsaIdA tunyUjha nevAde-6gamete tamAruM. tamAma adhavuM. game tevA u e ja 7 khajana go TunA hA-nAnveyakamAre. hRdayanA hAraja nA detumAM hajhAruM kahevA hArdularahevAde buphyudhdhidharmadaSTiesa dA tavana de apekSAe adhyAtmadaSTie AtmA te mahAvIra che. - 2 123 -

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SUNDAY 11TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA caitara vada 12 2vivAra tA. 11 mI eprIla sane 1915. mu. tA. rapa jamAdIlAvala sane 133 u. pa-48 a, 6-1ra pA..2 AbAna sane 1rara4 prabhune - (kavvAli) nathI tujavaNa jarA gamatuM - kahIM nA citta to ramatuM. karyuM kAmaNa are kevuM - thatuM jyAM tyAM prabho tuM tuM - 1 sadA evuM ja jo raheze - tadA to anya kaMI thAze. ataH evuM nihALIne - maLyA vaNa chUTako nA che - 2 prabho vahAlA hane maLavA - jarA nA anyanI paravA. jarA nA prANanI paravA - have jhAjhuM karyuM ? zuM ? - 3 rahyuM che je sakala mujamAM - rahyuM che te sakala tujamAM. rahyuM tubdhatva sattAe - nathI huM temAM jarA khAmI - 4 have talasAva nA jhAjhuM - satAvAthI nathI sAruM. maLone prANa !!! attarathI - milAvI jyotathI jyoti - 5 maLyA vaNa tava thaze hAMsAM - lagADo vAra nA kSaNanI. jagatanuM rAjya jAhunamamAM - javA do tAna tava lAge - 7 karyuM dekhuM gayo bhUlI - prabho tava tAnamastIe. have nA jhAjhuM thAvA dyo - nahIMtara bahu thaze varavuM - 7 thayo tava tAnano tarasyo - thayo tava bhAnano bhUkhyo. amArA cittamAM nakkI - prabho tuM che prabho ! tuM che - 8 paDe che bheda yAcyAmAM - paDe che bheda kahevAmAM. abhede levuM nA deva - bane te saha abhede che - 9 have to e thayuM nakkI - vinaMtIthI kazuM nA kaMI. parANe meLa nA thAto - svabhAve meLa sohAto - 10 svabhAve meLa je thAto - nathI maryAda tyAM rahetI. buddhacabdhi dharmadaSTie - abhede huM abhede tuM - 11 atri tA "amAro prema sarvatra-jarA nahiM svArthano chAMTo, sajIvana premathI saghaLA, navuM jIvana jaNAtuM re." che 124 -

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SUNDAY 11TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA caitara vada 12 ravivAra tA. 11 mI eprIla sane 1915, mu. tA. rapa jamAdIlAvala sane 133 u. pa-48 a, 6-1ra pA..2 AbAna sane 1rara4 - Asa mata rakamane ja khabaima, lAgyu ke da khalA DALa laharo 145 4 sA malAdavAmAM aADe ne ! mune kabrAli. nathI tujjaNaja gamatu-kahonAyittatoratuM. karyuM kAraNa e kevuM-kanyAM prabho tuM- ratadAna ja hero tadA to anya kaMI thAze. Te khata puMnihALI. mAcchAvaTanA che. - bho vhAlAne maLavA-bhA nA ayanIparAjarA nA prAgnI pazva have sAruM karyu? ! ke 2hayuM ne &labumAM tena+lavuDamAM rahyuMgvyava -ta-nAmAMja khAmI-r have talavAvanA chuM. satAvAnI sA: . maLone paNa mAna rI-milAvI sautiruM mahA vatavAMga lagAvAyanAthanIga cajamamAM-yAtpanata lAge kayuM dekhuM gayaoNnTrI- pa tava tAnamIehavenA jhAjhuMpAvA gha---nItAbahuva267 thayo navatAnonara 9tavabhAganobhUkhyo khamAyitamAno- pradche prabho! tuM chepaDecheda yAkhyA. pachI kaphavAmAM ane denA daane sahaao ** have e kayuM navA-bina nitina ke I. paNe meLa nA - svabhAve maLI svabhAve meja-nI maryAdA hatI budhdhiei -a dehuMkhatuM -1 mu*i PlhAni I 'tI AtmA amara che ane te dehonA saMbaMdhamAM vartato chatAM paNa sarvathI dehAtIta che, evo pUrNa nizcaya thAya to moTAmAM moTo mRtyubhaya TaLI jAya. S 125 -

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MONDAY 12TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA caitara vada 13 somavAra tA. 12 mI eprIla sane 1915, mu. tA. 29 jamAdIlAla sane 1333 u. pa- a. -13 5. re. 3 AbAna sane 1rara8 IIkAraka prabhu bhAvanA raMga dhIrAnA padano prabhujI raMga lAgyo re - TaLe nA kadI te TALyo. jaNAI prabhunI jhAMkhI re - Atama nija ajavALyo. prabhu sarovara haMsa tadA huM - vAri yadi to mIna. prabhu sAgara to taraMga huM chuM - puruSa prakRtirUpa lIna. prabhu bhAnu to kiraNo re - rasika rasa nirdhAyo. prabhujI - 1 prabhu prANI to huM chuM prANa ja - prabhu huM gAya. huM vatsa. prabhu mAta to huM chuM bAlaka - pitA tanuja prazasta. prabhu caMdra huM jyoti re - aMgagIbhAva ghaTa dhAryo. prabhujI - 2 prabhu gagana to huM thaI vAyu - huM prabhunI sAthe. prabhu svAmI to huM chuM sevaka - sAcI prabhu muja Atha. zakta prabhu huM zakti re - choDuM nA have koI vAryo. prabhujI - 3 dhyeya prabhu to huM zuM dhyAtA - dravya tadA paryAya. prabhu puSpa to huM chuM bhamaro - bhinnapaNuM na suhAya. Atama to huM jJAna ja re - khaLuM nA kadI ko khAvyo. prabhujI - 4 prabhu mukha to chuM huM vANI - prabhu nAka huM gabdha. prabhu premI to huM chuM prIti - bAMdhyo e pUrNa saMbaMdha. dazya prabhu to cakSu re - AdhArAdheya avadhAro. prabhujI - 5 je je karuM te hArI pUjA - boluM te tava jAya. je je ciMtana te tava dhyAna ja - ho zo bhakti e amApa. dRzya rUpa tavo jore - bhakSya ho tava AhAro. prabhujI - 9 meLa karyo che tyArI sAthe - sadA raho muja sAtha. nodhArAnA cho AdhArA - vijJapti dinanAtha. buddhisAgarabhAve re - antarUmAM tujane saMcAryo. prabhujI - 7 - ' za }- " "zubhArthe sarva indriyo, zubhArthe deha A dhAryo ! caDhyA caDhazuM caDhAvIzuM, bhaluM levuM bhaluM devuM."

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MONDAY 12TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA caItara vada 13 somavAra tA. 12 mI eprIla sane 1915. mu. tA. 29 jamAdIlAla sane 1333 u. pa-ada-13 pA..3 AbAna sane 1rara4 ajamera daroktavihArI svAnA pAmamAyA nIravezakuIvAna rabha . 1 - (nakono dhasa ImathaLa ne. godhAvImAyA yA rAeeeenamaH 4ju malumbanAvanA. dhIre nA dedanA IIkAraka lA. raMgasu -TaLanAI teTalI nhAI lyujhAMkhI jhuttane nyAze bhuja rekara huM na hatuda- vAri cadira mIna. prasujArAtI tahe-- 58 hira lIna mallubhADutI karama- 2sika rasa niyiA kat-1 praju thI te muja-majurAhula *humatatI he bAlaka- pitA tanar 21nattkahyuM ke huM jotara. khagogIbhA ja dhaTadhAyojha 2. (c) gaganato huM kahu rahe prabhunI sAthaprabhusvAmItouM eka sAcAlu khAya . pahaju huM zarira- borDanA IvA- 3 dhyeya to huM dhyAtA- sArA che etadArayAya paSama apaMbhamaro smiApaNuM na tu kaya khatama che tArA re-kharthanA karI ke khe bhuja mukhata uMdhuM- pratyunA huM gadhe. 3 teM prIti-bA eN eN ka ylu u-khAdhAra dhayakhavadhAro kahu-5 jai ja kaccha mujaba tava pa* je ciMtanatadhyAna-vairoja kenaekhamA zya patara- jayavatahAga 6 meLa kAtahAro sAthe sAro musAtha, nodhArAnA odhA- kajhipti dinanAtha, buddhisAgarabhAve kharUM kusaMcA-we9 * gata - ma", , , 6i55dA dabAve mtti dara mA ja hoya te tamAma lekhenI pataAdhaMkhatamatAparakhama jJAnI puruSo jIvanathI harSa pAmatA nathI ane maraNathI zoka karatA nathI. teo jIvatAM chatAM amuka daSTie deha prANanuM mRtyu anubhave che ane tethI deha ane prANa vagere sAdhanone vyavahAropayogI gaNI tenI sArasaMbhALa kare che. S 127 -

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TUESDAV 13TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA caitara vada 14maMgaLavAra tA. 13 mI eprIla sane 1915 mu. tA. 17 jamAdIlAla sane 1333 u. 5-46 a. 6-10 pA. re. 4 AbAna sane 12 Attaraprabhu aikya rAga-dhIrAnA padano ekameka rUpe re prabhujI banI gayA ame. zodhIne zodhI lIdhA re tamo ame amo tame. jalarasathI jema jala nA nyAruM - tilo thakI jema tela. puSpa thakI sugaMdha na nyArI - ema sattAe ja meLa. zodhe te pote e che re - dekhyA pachI koNa bhame - ekameka - 1 caMdra thakI jema jyota na jArI - bhAna thakI ja prakAza. taraMga sAgarathI nahIM nyArA - vRta thakI ja cIkAza. cidAnaMda cihune re - prabhujI pote jyAM tyAM rame - ekameka - 2 tirobhAvane AvirbhAve - prabhu anantAM rU5. zaktivyaktithI jyAM tyAM dekho - cetanA dharma anupa. piMDa ane brahmADe re - sattAdhyAne eha game - ekameka - 3 bheda kahuM to bheda na bhAse. sattAe ja abheda. abheda dRSTa antabhAve - janma jarA nahIM kheda. mukhane bhrAnti bhArI re - jJAnIne bheda sarva zame - ekameka - 4 karoDa nAme AkAre bahu - ghaTa ghaTa bhinna jaNAya. manovRttinA bhedabhedo - sApekSe satya thAya. bheda chatAM abhedI re - dekhe moha upazame - ekameka - 5 cAlatAM cAlatAM bhAse - beThAM sthira jaNAya. UMghatAM UMdhelo bhAse - jAgatAM jAgrata thAya. samajune vAta sahelI re - bheda kheda sarva ame - ekameka - 3 jJAna maLyuM guru gamathI jene - tene pUrNAnanda abheda meLe prabhune maLato - rahe na mohano phanda buddhisAgara bhAve re - prabhune prabhudeva name - ekameka - 7 prabhurasa pAmyA, prabhurUpa thaI A, ApoApa vilAsI re ! buddhisAgara saMta jIvaMtA, ghaTamAM vaikuMTha kAzI re,

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TUESDAV 13TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA caitara vada 14'maMgaLavAra tA. 13 mI eprIla sane 1915 mu. tA. 67 jamAdIlAla sane 1333 u. 5-86 a. 6-10 pA. re. 4 AbAna sane 12 re rerere uttara re ,,, Amarapramaaikaya" ekamekaperaxhujI banI gayAM. haiyAne dhIrekaMI amekhIe. TaTyAtmansanA tilokavo jematejapu sugaMdhananyArI- ema sattAeja keba che te ja rI- deoe bha bha= khemaka2 "kahInmotanArI bhAnuprA . taraMga sArI nahIM mA- tajaja hiA2* I cidAnaMdalihere- YllA pota jyAMyAM rame-kamanuM 20 tirobhAvane avibhavlu khanattArUpa vyaklikacaMde potanAdharmaanupapiMDa ane brahmAghara- sAdhyAnamaga-makaMDe bheda kahata bhedanamate sattAnta khabhedaabheda dUrNa anarabhAve-janmajAnoM kheda mUrvanabhrAntibhAro- tAnIne bhedasarvazame-ekamekra. 4 karoDanAne kAbaha-dhaTadhazitAya. manovRttinA bhedabhedo apase satya zaherabhedatAM bedara- dekhe 7 upazame- emejha cAlatAM calaMtabhA belsiyaudhatAM upalabhAsa- bhagatajagRtIya samajIne vAta karelI-amedakheda sarva khame-ekameka-6 : tAna mahamuM gamakha-tene pUNaninda dameLejhane maLatye-rahenohanadauddegarabhAre-jhalune prabhuname-khe meka-9 3 - mtti phannaH mukA- IyAvA- net?3 deva vairAgI AtmA mRtyunA bhayathI paramAtmasvarUpanI najIkamAM jAya che ne paramAtmAnuM zaraNa aMgIkAra kare che ane aMtaramAM paramAtmAno anubhava karIne pachI te nirbhaya bane che. che 129 -

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THURSDAY 17TH APRIL 1915, saMvata 1971 nA adhIka vaizAkha suda 1 budhavAra tA. 15 mI eprIla sane 1915, yu. tA. 8 jamAdIkAyala ane 6-oNpa pA . / bhAgana sane 1224 ka 3, 5-5 Apa svabhAvamAM re - e rAga kharA nija dharmamAM re cetana sadAya tyAre rahevuM. puNya pApathI sukha duHkha vedI kAMI na koIne kahevuM - kharA karmAdhIna saMsArI prANI-manamAM evuM jANI. jUThI jaganI bAjI mAnI - antarrno thA jJAnI nAmarUpanI bhramaNA moTI - mAna hRdayamAM khoTI. kAyA mAyA loTA loTI - sAthe nahIM laMgoTI - svArthataNI mAyA avadhArI - ceta ceta saMsArI. - mAyA nyArI kara nahi yArI - atte dUra thanArA - kharA - 3 pastAvAnuM ane thAze - ekAkI thaI jAze. kharekhara bIjAnI dayA karavI, e potAnI ja dayA che. bIjAnI dayAmAM potAnA AtmAnI dayAno mahimA samAya che. karI kamANI bIjA khAze - phajeta phALako thAze svapnA jevI jaganI bAjI - tyAM nA thAtuM rAjI. kyAre kAjI kyAre pAjI - kadI na koIne chAjI devagurunI zraddhA dhArI - kara jhaTa dharmanI yArI. * upayoge nijarUpa vicArI - dharmI thA nirdhArI - kharA - 6 cetaceta upayoga bhAve - dharma te sAthe Ave. buddhisAgaradharmazubhaMkara - karaze te sukha pAve OM zAntiH 3 130 kharA - 1 kharA - 2 - kharA - 4 - kharA kharA - 7 5

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THURSDAY 15TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1 971 nA adhIka vaizAkha suda 1 budhavAra tA. 15 mI eprIla sane 1915. mu. tA. 8 jamAdIlAla sane 333 u. 5-45 ane 6-5 pA. . ; AbIna sane 1224 , jeng te late 1 rUpa aAva - khera kharA nija dharmamAM reyatana tadAka vATe rahe. upapapaLa su ka du:khado kona DoIne -kharAke nate pANI * manamAM evuM ja jUha nI bha0 mAnI- khanano nI - kha * nAmanI moTI- mAna ha da erokAmamAyATArI- sApanahI morI. khare. svAtimAyAkhavadhAro. uta2taratAmAdhanA karanahiro- khattanane dhana- 13 pastAvane attara-ekAubha rofilmaganmuin fonunda murr. svamAnI bacha-sAMnA tuM - 3yAre ka kare 57-AI najhAma.. upayau nijarUpa biyArI- dhI kA ni dhA. kha6 4. gelA.sAya bahAradhara, aMka- karakhapAve a7 godharAnA kari * jAtanA mAravA de che. temane khaLAvatAM AvA pAuM? no e ane te kAmI akSara to mA hai zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM zrI vIraprabhue uttama sadupadeza Apyo che. | uttarAdhyayana satramAM bhinna bhinna viSayanAM adhyayano che. dharmakathAothI satra zobhI rahyuM che. emAM lakhelA sadvicArono phelAvo ApI duniyAmAM thAya tevA upAyo ApaNe levA joIe. - $ 131 -

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SUNAY 18TH API:IL 1916. saMvata 1971 nA a, vaIzAkha suda 4 ravIvAra tA. 18 mI eprIla sane 1915. mu. tA. 3 jamAdIlApara sane 1333 u. pa-63 a. 6-17 5. re 9 AbAna sane 1228 nahIM pALIza ko AjJA kadI umaMgamAM AvI - katho AjJA sadA mAnuM. kathuM chuM huM anubhavathI - nahIM pALIza ko AjJA - 1 nathI svArpaNa taNI vRtti - rahI svacchandatAvRtti. gaNAyA ziSya tethI zuM ? - nahIM pALI zako AjJA - 2 caNAo lohanA khAvA - aho duSkArya e jevuM. tathA zrIsadguruvaranI - nahIM pALI zako AjJA - 3 thaze mana dUrathI prIti - nahIM pAse rahI zakazo. kharI zraddhA vinA jANo - nahIM pALI zako AjJA - 4 vicAro budbudo jevA - ghaNA prakaTe ghaNA viNaze. thatuM evuM aho yAvatu - nahIM pALI zako AjJA - 5 jIvaMtAM mRtyunA jevI - dazA nijanI karyA vaNato. karyAvaNa premanI zuddhi - nahIM pALI zako AjJA - 7 haryAvaNa svArthanA doSo - ahamama tAta jyAvaNare. kSamA dhAryA vinA manamAM - nahIM pALI zako AjJA - 7 thatI AjJA thakI mukti - kharI nIti pravRttie. pratIti e thayA vaNa to - nahIM pALI zako AjJA - 8 viveke bhakti zraddhAe - karI svArpaNa sadA prema buryAbdhisadguruvaranI sadA pALI zako AjJA - 9 OM zAntiH3 ekabIjA prati maitrIbhAvanAthI juo; ane ekabIjAnA bhalAno zuddha vicAra rAkho. - S 132 -

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SUNAY 18TH API:IL 1916. saMvata 1971 nA a. vaIzAkha suda8 ravIvAra tA. 18 mI eprIla sane 191pa. mu. tA. 3 jamAdIlApara sane 1333 u. pa-3 a. 6-17 pA. ra 9 AbAna sane 1228 naI keAra katho ArA rAmanuM karI umaMga AjI-annakaMtuM huMcyo. 366 huM anubhavathI nahI pALIza khAnA== nathI AyaNitaNIvRtti- ahI antavRtta rANAyA rica tethI zuM?- nahIM pA.nI khAtA-2, paNAno lahanA khAvA- he dukhe nyuM. tathA anAdara banI - pAcho zokhAra: * nAma che dho mana (rAti- pAse haka kharI zraddho vinA ja nahIM pALI che AjJA ~viyAro buddabo jevA- ghaNA prakAza thayuM evuM khoyA- na ha pALIne khAtAavanA mRtyunA rU. 2. nija nI niyamito, kuca vaNa anA--inahI patI ke zA - 6 hayaSi sthAna che. ahemamatAtAvare. mAdhA vinA manamAM na pAke khAtA-7 thatI khAtAzrI muna- kharI nItinapratItie kamAvagato- nahIM pAchI AjJA : vivAsiha ma karI aA rAme kAra baLadarUvaranI saghaLI AjJA ra jemsa brahmacaryanA pratApe durjano dvArA karAyelA ghaNA upadravomAMthI nirvighnapaNe pasAra thavAya che. brahmacaryathI adyApiparyata jIvana vahana karAya che.

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Sey MONDAY 19TH APRIL 1915, saMvata 1971 nA a vaIzAkha suda 5sAmavAra tA. 19 mI eprIla sane 1915, su. tA. 4 jamAdIkSAkhara sane 133ra 7. 5-43 a. 6-17 pA. ra|. 10AbAna saMte 224 sadA AnandramAM chaiye nijAtmArUpane jANyuM - TaLI bhrAnti anAdinI. game tevI dazAmadhye - sadA AnandamAM chaiye - 1 pravRtti pharjathI karatAM - bahir vA gAmanI madhye. gaNyuM jUThuM jagat svapna - sadA AnandamAM chaiye - 2 grahyuM prArabdha bhogavatAM - maLe apamAna vA kIrti. gaNIe svapnanI bAjI - sadA AnandramAM chaiye - 3 gaNo amane game tevA - tamArI vRttinA bhede. - = nathI darakAra tenI kaMI - sadA AnandamAM chaiye - 4 amArA rUpamAM ramatAM - jagatanuM bhAna bhulAtuM. svayaM e bhAna sphurAtuM - sadA AnandamAM chaiye - 5 sabhAmAM bhASaNo detAM - tathA ekAntamAM rahetAM. gaNyuM sahu sarvanA rUpe - sadA AnandamAM chaiye - 6 thatuM saheje anubhavavuM - zubhAzubhathI rahI nyArA. buddhacabdhizu upayoge - sadA AnandamAM chaiye - 7 OM zAntiH 3 tamAruM je svarUpa bahArathI jovAmAM Ave che, te paudalika che. temAM tamAruM svarUpa nathI. tame jJAnadarzana-cAritramaya asaMkhyapradezamaya vyakti cho. 134

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MONDAY 19TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA a vaIzAkha suda pAmavAra tA. 19 mI eprIla sane 1915, sa. tA. 4 jamADIlApara ane 133 u. 5-43 a.6-17 pA. re 10 AbAna sane 224 hatodimarg nana | da! anandamAM inijatmAne ja muM- brA anAdinIgametevI. daramadhya- sadA AnandamAM aiza. pravRtti phI karatAM- baravALA mAnImathya. gayuM mAruM smata - na- adA khAnandamAM chaye 2. zraddhA2bdha rAhata- maLekhaDakhaDA na karI te goLame nI ba- sada khAtrajamo che ke be amane tevA*tamAravRtti navI da2kA2 tenI ke. sAdAkhA nanamAM ja khamApamAM ramatAM- tunuM bhAna kula tuMsva bhALatarAd- pada khAnanamAM che." sabhAmAM bhASaNa data- tathA ekAnta mahetAM uM ahu ja nA tadA khAnanamAM cheke 6 thatuM lejeekhanuja navuM-zabhAbhI rachInant upayoga- sada! A namo i - 1 OM zAnti game tevo manuSya hoya, to paNa tenA yogya guNonI ja prazaMsA karavI. prazaMsA karavAnA vakhate yogya guNo je je aMze khIlyA hoya, teTalA ja kahevA. S 135 -

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THURSDAY 22ND APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA a, vaIzAkha suda 8 gurUvAra tA. 22 mI eprIla sane 191che. mu. tA. 7 jamAdIlAkha sane 1333 u. pa-1 a. 6-19 pA. , 13 AbAna sane 1224 pragaTI Ananda helI, hRdayamAM pragaTI Ananda helI. nAmarUpa vRttithI nyArA - yogIjanoe pahelI - hRdayamAM - 1 anubhavadRSTithI avaloke - vRtti thaI nija celI. nAmarUpasAgaramAM rahetAM - nyArI nitya rahelI - hRdayamAM - 2 tanmayabhAve prabhunI sAthe - maLatAM pragaTI belI. mahAbhavanamAM chaloMchala thaI - akhaMDarUpa rahelI - hRdayamAM - 3 anubhava mastI masta banyAnI - divya pragaTatI keli. buddhisAgararasika yAne rasa - dazA maLI ja cahelI - hRdayamAM - 4 zAntiH rU kIDIthI mAMDIne indraparyaMtanA AtmAo eka sarakhA che. tamane koI duHkha Ape, to jema tamane duHkha thAya che, tema tame anya jIvone mAro cho, saMtApo cho, to tethI temane paNa duHkha thayA vinA rahetuM nathI.

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THURSDAY 22ND APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA a, izAkha suda 8 gurUvAra tA. 22 mI eprIla sane 191che. mu. tA. 7 jamAdIlAkha sane 1333 u. pa-1 a. 6-19 pA. , 13 AbAna sane 1224 saoNte namaH TATI, 5 = ndI . * 4 gaDha aA na--2 : nAmarUpa jarA ya ne e helpa-dura - nubhadazikhaba-vRttithaninAma-sAgaramAM rahetA- jyAre nitya rahe . * : tanmaya kSetranI sa - maLatAM pragaTelI. tranA lokaI khakhaMDarUra rahe ne hRdayamAM anubhamastImAbAna- digaTatIlabuddhisAgararasliArasa-awanubhadamAM maLI 13 - jyAre hRdayamAM krodha pragaTyo hoya, tyAre bane tyAM sudhI koInI sAthe vArtAlApa karavo nahi ane mananI zAMti thAya tevuM koI pada gAvuM. athavA manane zAMti thAya evuM koI pustaka vAMcavuM.

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FRIDAY 23RD APRIL 1915, saMvata 1971 nA a. vaIzAkha suda 9 zukravAra tA. 23 mI eprIla sa. 191ya. muM. tA. 8 jamAdIlApara sane 1333 u. pa-1 a. -19 pA. re.14 AbAna sane 1ra4. jIvane bodha bhajananI dhUna mUrkha mAnava zuM malakAya - karaNI jevuM phala tuM pAya. mahAruM hAruM karI malakAto - bhaNyA gaNyAmAM bhUla. Akhara kAMI sAtha na Ave - DahApaNa thatuM ja DUla - mUrkha - 1 prabhubhajanamAM ghare na prIti - dayA na karato dAna. parabhava jAtAM bhAtA pAkhe - nakkI thaIza nAdAna - mUrkha - 2 rAvaNa sarakhA cAlyA rAjA - dAnava ne kaI deva. mAyAnI mamatA mUkIne - santajanone seva - mUrkha - 3 ceta ceta cetana jhaTa caturA - rAkha prabhu para rAga. AMkhe joyuM sahu aLapAze - jAga jAga ghaTa jAga - mUrkha - 4 hajI karI le sukata hAthe - pAmIza bhavano pAra buddhisAgara sadguru bodha - Ananda aparaMpAra - mUrkha - 5 OM zAntiH3 ( kavi matA itI do... ", tamAro aMtarAtmA anya jIvone duHkha ApatA prathama aTakAve che teno tamo vicAra karo. koInA paNa AtmAne duHkha ApavuM te tamArA AtmAne duHkha ApyA barobara che. 2 138 -

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FRIDAY 23RD APRIL 1915, saMvata 1971 nA a, vaIzAkha suda 9 zukravAra tA. 23 mI eprIla sa. 191ya. muM. tA. 8 jamAdIlApara sane 1333 u. pa-1 a. -19 pA. re.14 AbAna sane 1ra4. jaitattarama gAya, normata mUrva mAnavAya- karAya karo mAta- bhavhAbAmAM bhUlaakhara kaMI sAdhana -DaharaNa thatuM phUla-bhU-1 prabhubhajanamAMdharanayota-dayAna karakanaparabhava jato tya -nakkara laI nAdAna khUbavaNasarakhAyAtsarAja dAnavane kaI , mAyAnI mamatAmUkI- sattotra ramUkhya3 payata potanA -bagaAMkhe joyuM haLavo- jagajagadhaTa jamabhUmi hajI karIle datahApAmAra bhavane pAra buddhasAgaraNaphabodhe--ananakhArezvara-mu.pa. - muni tA itI rolyo aneka zAstrono abhyAsa karavAmAM Avyo, temAMthI sAra e nIkaLe che ke rAga-dveSano nAza karIne AtmAnI zuddhi karavI. S 139 -

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SATURDAY 24TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA a. vaIzAkha suda 10 zanivAra tA.24mI eprIla sane 1915. yu. tA. 9 jamAdIlApara sane 1333 u. pa-1 a. 6-19 pA. re 15 AbAna ane rara4 | bhayatrasta mayurane tujane jarA paNa duHkha devAnI nathI vRtti mahane. bhayathI ghaNI zaMkA karI Ave nahIM te muja kane. A hRdaya saghaLuM dekhI le tyAM - drohanuM sthAna ja nathI. A hRdayamAM ahiMsA vinA bIjuM nathI dekho mathI - 1 upadeza tava rakSAbhaNI mArA thakI ja kathAya che. temaja chatAM bhIti dhare mArA thakI zuM jAya che? bhIti hane manamAM thaI to mApha mAguM are. mAphI mahane tuM Apa evuM prANuM chuM tujane khare - 2 mama Atmavat premI sadA tava jIvamAM mama prANa che. evI hRdayanI bhAvanAmAM prANa sahu kurabAna che. temaja chatAM tuM bhaya dhare tyAM jora mahAruM che nahIM. sevA bajAvuM mAhyarI e jANaje nizcaya sahI - 3 tujane thayo saMtApa re kAMI mAhyarI ceSTA thakI. nindu ane gahuM aho e bhAvathI dilamAM vakI. A vAtano sAkSI prabhu vA citta mAruM jANavuM. mArA viSe samajyA vinA ochuM jarA nA ANavuM - 4 pariNAma jevuM phala thatuM upayogamAM evuM sadA samajI hRdaya mAruM are tuM bhIti nA dharaje kadA. karuNA hRdayano tAra che e tAra tava mana jANaze. burAbdhisAcAbhAvathI meLo hRdayano mANaze - 5 OM zAntiH tame jo muktisukhane icchatA ho, to ekendriyathI mAMDI paMcendriya jIvonI dayA karo, sarva jIvonuM putravat rakSaNa karo. koIpaNa jIvanI AMtaraDIne duHkhavazo nahi. che 140 -

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SATURDAY 24TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA a. vaIzAkha suda 10 zanivAra tA. 24 mI eprIla sane 1915, mu. tA. 9 jamAdIlApara sane 1333 u. 5-8 a 6-19 pA. re 15 abAna sane 1ra4. bhamatrastamayurana tu jarAnA dukhadevAnI vyaktine bhayathI dhaNo kAkara ave kanai. ahRdayaradalehanuM na bhajIA hRdayamAM khAsa nA banI deomaza1 upade navabhaLa mArA kAma temachata bhItidhare mArAthI huM jAya che? bhIti ne manana thaI to mAmA jare. amaraphansane evuM mAnujanakha - mama khAnava mIratadAtavamAM mamajhA : evIhadayanI bhAvanAmAM kAyarataphurabAna che. temaja tAMtabhadhare tyAM be nahItevA banavuM mAdharomane niyaNe -- tujane ya satApareko. nAharIza. minunegakhoebhAva -kavI. lima vAtano saMha1 3vAyatta mArUMbhA DuM mAviSe samajAvenA dharanAruM che parabhAma nyu lata upaganAkhejmAM a7 hRdaya Akhare bhItinA 4 - 12. hRdakane to chetarata mana jaba ludhdhisAyAjAmeLehadakano mAho-1 gADariyA pravAhanI peThe vyAkhyAna zravaNa karavAne badale vyAkhyAna zravaNa karyA pazcAt tenuM vAraMvAra manana karavuM joIe. A B 141 -

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SUNDAY 25TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA a, vaIzAkha suda 11 ravIvAra tA. 25 mI eprIla sane 1915. mu. tA. 19 jamAdIlApara sane 1333 u. 5-40 a. 6-10 pA. re. 16 AbAna sane 1raraka dezasevA prema maMdAkrAntA jenA citte pratidina vasI deza sevA majhAnI jenA citte pratidina vasI dezabhakti majhAnI. jIvyo te A avanItalamAM zeSa nA jIvanArA. jANI mAnI hRdaya ghaTamAM dezanI dAjha rAkho - 1 ApyA bhoge tanamanataNA vittane khUba khacyuM. tenuM jIvyuM saphaLa jagamAM deza premI gaNAto. sevA sevA pratidina kare kAryayogI banIne. kAryo tenAM saphala jagamAM dezane lAbhakArI - 2 mAtA peThe nizadina gaNe mAtRbhUprIta sArI. mAtRbhASA para bahu dhare zuddhaprIti vicArI. evA loko zubha guNavaMza sarvanuM mAna pAme. svAtaMtrya e pratidina vadhI kIrtimAM pUrNa jAme - 3 romerome bharapUra rahI dezanI dAjha jene. AcAromAM agaNita rahI dezanI dAjha jene. vANImAMhI agaNita rahI dezanI dAjha sAcI. jIvyo te to saphala jagamAM dezanI prIti rAcI - 4 jeNe sevA pratidina karI dezanI dAjha dhArI. te A viSe zubha nara kharo dhanya che teha nArI. prItidhArI cUkava saghaLuM dezanuM dharma devuM. buddhacabdhie zubha mana thakI deza preme ja kahevuM - 5 tame sarva mArA mitro cho, tamAruM hita ciMtavavuM tevI maitrIbhAvanA tamArA prati niSkAmabhaktithI rAkhuM chuM.

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SUNDAY 25TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA a, vaIzAkha suda 11 ravIvAra tA. 25 mI eprIla sane 1915. mu. tA. 10 jamAdIlAkhara sane 1333 u. 5-4H a. 6-20 5. re. 16 AbAna sane 1224 - kAntA jenA citta pratidinavI de tevAmajhAnI jenA citrapratini thI dezabhakti majhAnIDet er bedre ennemi Datory couetlo bhInnAnI hRdayasbaTamAM dezanA 4 rAkho ApyA bhogatanamanatA virane khUbakharma takaluM phalangamAM ramI gIto te vAtadinaka krarogIbanIne kahenAM sAkalAnAM derAlAjakArI. mAtapanodana gaNana mAtRbhUrI sArImAtRbhASApatabakare kota vicAro* evA loko subhagamava samAna rAma svAtee epratidina vadhI karotimA Ijane-3 romerome bharapura.raho dezanI dAsane khAromAM khaNata 2hI dezanI rAgajanai. bAkInAhI agaNita be bAnI dhajharavAthIcho to sa na jAmA deza nIti rAjI- 4 jeNe sai pradina kI rAnI dAjhayAte viSe jana dhanya che tenAroprIti to sukavI devAnuM vuiMbahAei abhanayanI devI eja pharka-2 OM zAnti AkAzamAMthI thayela vRSTine taLAva vagerene bAMdhI temAM saMgrahavAthI duSkALanA samayamAM jaLanI amRta samAna kiMmata gaNAya che, tevI rIte upadezane hRdayamAM dhArIne, tenA saMskAro pADavAthI guru upadezanA virahamAM guruno upadeza tAjo rahe che ane tethI rAga-dveSanuM utpanna nivArI zakAya che.

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MONDAY 26TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA a. vaIzAkha suda 12 somavAra tA. 26 mI eprIla sana 1915. ma. tA. 11 jamAdIlApara sane 1333 u. 5-40 a. 6-20 pA. re. 17 AbAna sane 1224 cakalInA baccAne uddezI - (kavAli) paDyuM mALA thakI bacyA - vicAryuM nA are bhoLA. UDI nA tuM zake pUruM - thaze tyAruM have kevuM - 1 vighAtaka prANIo tajane - juve che lAga khAvAne. nathI kaMI bhAna tujane e - thaze tyAruM have kevuM - 2 UDI mALA viSe jAvA - nathI kaMI zakti tu ja mAMhI. UDI pAchuM paDI jAtuM - thaze tyAruM have kevuM - 3 phare tava pAchaLe mAtA - kare cittA ghaNI manamAM. rahe nIce ja rAtrImAM - thaze tyAruM have kevuM - 4 pratipakSI kayA tyArA - nathI te jANatuM pUruM. svacchandI thaI phare jyAM tyAM - thaze tyAre have kevuM - 5 mahantonI tyajI AjJA - dhare svAcchanda je manamAM. mahA duHkho lahe mAthe - thaze tyAre have kevuM - 6 dayA Ave dayAlune - have dekhI are manamAM. vicArI jo kharuM citte thaze tyAruM have kevuM - 7 zaraNyothI paDe juduM thatAM tenI dazA judI. hatuM te nA hatuM thAtuM thaze tyAruM have kevuM - 8 kazuM zuM zuM have jhAjhuM - the thoDuM samaja jhAjhuM. baddhacabdhisattazikSAne - dharI manamAM sukhI thAje - 9 - zata?ma * * * * he bhavyAtmAo ! aMtarmukha daSTivALA tame potAnA zuddha svarUpamAM ramazo, to gADha nidrAnI peThe A dekhItI jaMjALa temaja dehAdhyAsa paNa bhUlAze.

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MONDAY 26TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA a. vaIzAkhasuda 12 somavAra tA. 26 mI eprIla sana 1915, ka. tA. 11 jamAdIlApara sane 1333 u. 5-40 a. 6-20 pA. re. 17 AbAna sane 1234 makSA jidaole vallInAvo- kali paDayuMmALathI = vicAryuM ane DonA hai = "have kevuM- vighAmbatune- jugakhAvAna naLa kaI bhAnatujanee hatyA kare kevuM ? uDara mALavijavAna nI resiDanma vi. uDI pAchuM paDI jatuM- jo tyAre have kevuM -3 phare tava pAchaLe mAtA- kare cittA dhaNI manamAM rahe nIce ja rAtrImAM thaze tyAre kendramAM pratipalI kayA hA nAte svacchajoi renco- tAre have kemahanI chakhatA- svacchakhya manamomahAbalo mAthe hatA have kevuM-6 yAAvedayAla- tvane dekharemano vicArobapi thaze he have kevuM che mahArAja - thatI tenI daza do. hatuM te nA hatuM pAnuM atyAre zvaka che ke have DuM samajavuM bambriAntazikSA karI manamorIyAne AThamI vAra zrImad bhagavadgItA pustakanuM vAcana karyuM. jainAgamono abhyAsa karIne ane syAdvAdano anubhava laIne A pustaka vAMcavu joIe. gItArtho sva ane parasamayanA jJAtA hoya che. 8 145 -

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TUESDAY 27TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971nA A vaIzAkha suda 13maMgaLavAra tA. 27 mI eprIla sane 2015. . tA. 12 jamAdIlApara sane 1333 u. 5-79 a6-ra1 pA. re. 18 AkhAna ane ri4 jIvyuM tyAruM saphala jagamAM Atmabhoge gaNAze. majAkrAntA antaramAM jo manana karIne zu bhaluM vizva kIdhuM. kevAM kAryo jagahita taNAM beM karyA dekha bApu. khAdhuM pIdhuM jaga bahu pharyo zuM thayuM te karyAthI. jIvyuM hAruM saphala jagamAM Atmabhoge gaNAze - 1 attara nyo taja bahu naDe tene vAryA are hai. tAbe tenA ziza sama banI tuM rahyo aMza bhAve. mAyAnA tuM vaza thaI are AtmasattA visArI. jIvyuM hAruM saphala jagamAM Atmabhoge gaNAze - 2 saMsAre jo jana bahu mare zvAna peThe arere. kIdhuM sAruM jaga nahi jarA duHkha pAmI arere. mhArUM mahAruM dhana dhana karI dAnamAM vAparyuM nA. jIvyuM hAruM saphala jagamAM Atmabhoge gaNAze - 3 lakSmI lhAvo jaga zubha karI mUDha huM to na lIdho. sattA lahAvo jaga zubha karI mUDha hai to na lIdho. mUMgAM vherAM jana bahu raDe duHkha tenuM na TALyuM. mUrkha jo e manana karIne janmIne zuM ukALyuM - 4 duHkhI jIvo bahu TaLavaLe hAya hohA kare che. khAvA sAMsA bhramaNa karatAM dekha jyAM tyAM phare che. hArI pharja acala thaIne vAparI le maLyuM te. jIvyuM hAruM saphala jagamAM Atmabhoge gaNAze - 5 duHkhIone tana dhana vaDe sAja thAze majhAnI. saunuM sAruM mana vaca thakI pUrNa preme karAze. tyAre hArA hRdaya ghaTamAM devano vAsa thAze. jIvyuM hAruM saphala jagamAM Atma bhoge gaNAze - 9 tAruM bhaluM karavuM tArA hAthamAM che. anaMta bhavaparaMparAne tuM toDI nAkhaje, tuM zuddha bhAvanAthI kSamApanA karIza, to bhaviSyakALamAM vaira-jherano mULamAMthI nAza karI zakIza. a 146 -

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TUESDAY 27TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971nA A vaIzAkha suda 13maMgaLavAra tA. 27 mI eprIla sane 2015. . tA. 12 jamAdIlApara sane 1333 u. 5-79 a6-ra1 pA. re. 18 AkhAna ane ri4 chavyuM tyAre saphala , khAtmabhoge gaNI. anAmajo manana kara bhaluM hionDavuMkevAM kaye chatataNAM kayo dakhabAkhAdhuM pIdhuM ngaha hai zuM thayuM te kA nI -jIvyuM tyAre sakala ngamAM aAbhI gaNA-1 khArI bahanaDe vAyatve tA be ja simabanI raho aA bhAve mAyAnA s va Ikhara AtmatatA visArI huM jAuM aba gamAM svamAge gaNAza-1 saMsAre je janaare sthAna rahe arere. kIdhu nahi : papA nI mare 2 ja re dhanayana karo dAnamAMvAranachavuM naherUM lAmAM Atmabhogema lAvo nI praDhatonalIyAsattA che gajakarI mUDhate nalIyA mUgo badanabahu raDehubana kAvyamUna mana kone janana kAuM-ja durijIbaTaLavaLe hAyA kareche. khAvA sAjana bakaratAM badhAMta che. haraphakhavalapa vAparate maate chApelansamAM Atma gaNA duHkha ane tanadhana sAkAe majhAnImo4 3 manavaya ne karI tyAre adAo bovAsa dhAma. chabu Ara phala jAma aAgaLa -6 he cetana, udAra cittathI sAdhuonI unnati thAya ane jainadharma pALanArAonI saMkhyAmAM vadhAro thAya evA upAyo AdaravA mATe sAdhuonA vicAromAM ghaNA bhAge aikya karavA prayatna kara.

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WEDNESDAY 28TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nAma. vaizAkha suda 14 budhavAra tA. 28 mI eprIla sane 1955, jo tA. 13.mAdI dAkhara sane 1333 . paae , phankI prA. . 19 mAmAna sane 1224 - 7 -- - 9 hArA mArge anubhava ghaNA satyanA prApta thAze. pUrve jevo nahi nahi pachI pAchaLe ora thAze. hArAM kRtyo anubhava daI zikSako satya thAze. jIvyuM tyAruM saphala jagamAM Atmabhoge gaNAze pazcAttApo nayana bharaze AMsuDAM kheravIne. thAze kUNuM hRdaya saghaLuM IzvarI vAsa mATe. sonA mATe tana dhana ane je maLyuM te jaNAze. jIvyuM tyAre saphala jagamAM Atmabhoge gaNAze AMkhe AMkho anubhava karI sarvanAM citta jANe. duHkhe dukhI hRdaya banIne duHkhane khUba TALe. evI hArI pariNati banI svArpaNe bhAva raheze. jIvyuM tyAre saphala jagamAM Atmabhoge gaNAze mhAruM hAruM sakala visarI bhedanA kheda TALI. saunuM sAruM nijasama gaNI prema advaita bhAvI. saunA mATe jIvana saghaLuM mAnIne vizva chAze. jIvyuM tyAre saphala jagamAM Atmabhoge gaNAze naumAM besI sakala janane azvinI pAra jAvuM. sAmAsAmI madata karavI AtmamAM ekyabhAvI. saunAM kAryo nija sama gaNI pharja pUrI sadhAze. jIvyuM tyAre saphala jagamAM Atmabhoge gaNAze hArI pharjI sakala samajI pharjInI vATa leI. cAlyo jA tuM nija patha viSe sarvane sAthaleI. nIcAone zubha patha viSe cAlatAM zIkhavAze. jIvyuM tyAre sakala jagamAM Atmabhoge gaNAze UMcA nIcA viSama pathamAM rAkhIne hoMziyArI. jAtAM saunuM zubha jaga karI veThIne duHkha bhArI. utkrAntie vikasita baLe AgaLe to caDhAze. buddhacabdhisvara samajaga banI siddhapanthe vahAze - 13 -- 10 11 - 12 "duniyA dIvAnI che. duniyAnI dRSTithI jo dharma sAdhIe to kadI sAdhI zakAya nahIM. duniyAnI pratiSThAthI AtmA baMdhanamAM paDyo che ane paDaze." 148

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WEDNESDAY 28TH APRIL 1915. saMta 1971nA a, vizAkha suda 14 budhavAra tA. 28 mI eprIla sane 1pa. 'e hA13 jamIkSAkhara sane 1333 u. 5238 a. 1 pA. re.19 AtmAna ane 1224 haramA nukhavadha satyanA prApta che pU rva na.6ina I pAchaLa 25. herapha aMgabhadaI 22 huM hAlamAM Atma gaNAzepazvi: : nave: khAMsuDa khelIne. para Drada saghaLuM Izvara vAsa mATe sanama tana dhana-anerA najAro * tyAre te najamamAM mAtmabhAge gayI... " khAMkho anubhaya = sosa na dha: " arka nIdarabanInane ' eja hArIpera ga banAvAyeNe bhA27cha nuM saphala jyAM Atmabhoga hA re 5 # so bhedana pedarA - sonuM to nisamA ' che : bhAvI. nAnA mATe jIna dha mAnIne!' Sju hAre narala ra ma Atmabhoge esAra -10 nomAM laMDace : azcinIyArA che kAyamI nadatAvInsamAM manabhAvI. rana kayanika mIranA 7LyuM tyAre kabarAmAM abhyabhAga 11 hAraphata i-gIbATale. atipavikela che. nIrakhe bhaDarane lata lakhavA. ulkA ane khatmabhoge gaNa-12 unI vivAra ziyArI. jatA janmanI nakArI uttakherliMbichebenA caTaze. kavi vizvasana bIpi jIvonI dayA karavI tenA samAna koI dharma nathI. dareka manuSyo apekSAe dAktara che ane dardI che. ekabIjAnA dAktara banavAnI jarUra che. dravyavaidha ane bhAvavaidha banIne duniyAmAM prasarelAM rogone dUra karavA prayatna karavo joIe.

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THURSDAY 29TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 18 nA a, vaIzAkha suda 15 gurUvAra tA. 28 mI eprIla sane 1915. mu, tA. 16 jamAdIlApara sane 1333 u. pa-38 a. -2 pA. ra0 AbAna sane 1224 AtmollAsapragati pathamAM nitya tuM pAntha ! heje. | maMdAkrAntA vAgyA bhAvo hRdaya paTanA patra hAro ukelI. reM nA chAnuM hRdaya UchaLe abdhivat prema choLa. jJAnotyA pragati karavI hoya che e ja citte. AtmollAse pragati pathamAM nitya tuM pAntha vaDeja - 1 je je hArA hRdaya gamatuM pUrva saMskAra yoge. te te hArA pragati pathamAM prApta thAze prayatna. kartavyonA nizadina bhaNI pATha citta majhAnA. AtmollAse pragati pathamAM nitya tuM pAntha ! vheje - 2 sevA mevA sama mana gaNI sevaje sadgurune. tethI hAruM hRdaya vikase ne maLe satya jyoti. kartavyonA anugama vaDe pUrNayogI banIne. AtmollAse pragati pathamAM nitya tuM pAntha ! vaheje - 3 jevA bhAvo hRdaya UchaLe je adhunA majhAnA. tevA bhAvo nizadina raho e ja icchuM vicArI. hArA mArge acala rahIne AtmabhogI banIne. AtmollAse pragatipathamAM nitya tuM pAntha cheje - 4 zraddhAbhakti hRdaya karuNA maitrI mAdhyacyadhArI. saddaguNomAM mudita thaIne vizvanuM zreya icchI. kartavyono anubhava karI svAdhikAre viveke. AtmollAse pragati pathamAM nitya tuM pAntha heje - 5 duHkhI loko jaga bahu raDe duHkha saMhAra yatna. niSkAmI thai jagajunataNuM zreya kara nitya sarje. janmI sAruM avanI talamAM kRtya kIje subhAve. AtmollAse pragati pathamAM nitya tuM pAntha vaheje - 9 ratino lAla attaramAM karo niSkAmathI saghaLuM. kharekhara bhAva lAvIne kathI zikSA hRdaya dharaje - "AtmAnI ucca dazA prApta karavA sAruM sadaguNadaSTi aMgIkAra karavI joIe. AtmA sadAkALa pUrNAnaMdI che. duniyAnAM sArAM-khoTAM vacanothI te nyAro che." 150 -

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THURSDAY 29TH APRIL 1915, saMvata 19 nA a. vaIzAkha suda 15 gurUvAra tA. 29 mI eprIla sane 1915. su. tA. 14 jamAdIlAkhara sane 1333 . pa-38 . 6-2 pA. se. 20 AkhAna sane 1224 jIvAto arvAcIna Un:mananIyAvitti; keMdIno upayo cami che je kRti-jItanAra sarjakavitA ka devIpujako dhAbAmAM pekeja lakhyA -vIdA{this p)ay-JAY AtmAye tapamAM nityanuM pA je maMdAkuMntA vAcyA bhAvo hRdayapaTanA pagAroukalI renA ghAnuM hRdaya udyahai avyavat premo tena sAnonatya pragatikaravI hadekhAyane AtmollAse prargAnapathamAM nitya tu pAnya vhe jema hArI hRdayagamAM pUrvasaMskAra yogya tene hArA gotamAM prApta thAro prayatne kartavyonA nidenabhI pAcittana AlbAne gAtepathamAM nityanuMyAna he sevAmevA samamanaMgI sevatAne tethI ii hRdaya vikase nemaLe tyAta kartavyonA anugamavare pUrNayogIbanIne khAtmollAsa pragatipathamAM nityanuM pAvaeNjyu jyAbhAvohRdaya uLe jemadhunA majhAnA tevAbhAvo naradinarahIeIviSaNohIrAmA khabalaTIMga Atma sIbIne AtmIllAne tekhananuMmAnya mahAgni hRdayA meM mAro nomAM mudita vizvanuM zreSTha relI kartAnA anubhavakarI svAZkAra vibhA AtmollAme pragatipadyamAM nipAvyuM5 du:khIlAnI jAbAra hukhasaMhArane niSkrImIye AnA zreyArDanapharsa janmIsa avanItalamAM - nityanIbhAve AtmAhalAnI pragatipathamAM nilanuM pA vheje! - tino lakhamAM konikA {1}-taMbU khobhAvavAne sa. hRdaya--- he zAsana devatAo, jainazAsananI unnatinAM je je dvAra pUrve pAMca-cha zatakathI aMdhAdhUMdhIthI baMdha paDI gayA che, tene khullAM karavAmAM sahAya karo. 151

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FRIDAY 30TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA a, vaIzAkha vada 1 zukaravAra tA. 30mI eprIla sane 1915. mu. tA. 15 jamAdIlApara sane 1333 u. pa-38 a. 6-12 pA. ra. 2 AbAna sane 1924 zikSA bAkI hajI tava hI kArya yogI thavAmAM zikSA bAkI hajI tava rahI satya mArge javAmAM pAsAM sevI gurujana taNAM pUrNazikSA grahIne AtmollAse pragati pathamAM nitya tuM pAntha heje - 7 siddhAntonA anubhava taNI satya ke ziSya ! zikSA. AtmatyAgI jhaTapaTa banI deza sevArtha bhikSA. mAgI mAgI avanItalamAM AtmabhogI banIne. AtmollAse pragati pathamAM nitya tuM pAntha vaheje - 8 jIvonA sau zubhahita bhaNI tyAgamAM mukti vAso. jANI evuM sakala haravI cittanI vAsanAo. je je kADhyo sakala tajavAM tyAgamAM zreya jANI. AtmollAse pragati pathamAM nitya tuM pAntha heje - 9 dhovuM dhovuM bahu bhava karyuM pApa sahu jJAna yoge. sauno sAkSI thaI sahu kare lAva e yogyatAne. yogIonA hRdaya ghaTamAM pesIne tattva leI. AtmollAse pragati pathamAM nitya tuM pAntha heje - 10 utkrAnti che tava zubha sadA saddagurunI kRpAthI. utkrAnti che tava zubha sadA karmayogI thavAthI. nakkI evuM hRdaya samajI satya saMkalpa dhArI. AtmollAse pragati pathamAM nitya tuM pAntha vaheje - 11 mUMjhAto nA viSayasukhamAM satya kartavya bhUlI. lobhAto nA kSaNika jaganI vastuone vilokI. dekhI jANI jagata saghaLuM heya Adeya bodhI. AtmollAse pragatipathamAM nitya tuM pAntha ! vaheje - 12 zuddha preme sakala karavuM badhUnone vichedI. Atmajyoti - jagava ! ghaTamAM jJAna ne dhyAna yoge. kartavyonI pharaja lahIne lekha pharja lakhAyo. buddhacabdhinA hRdaya ghaTamAM bhAva sAco sahAyo - 13 kacyuM tava unnati mATe bajAvI pharja potAnI baddhabdhi bhAva lAvIne - sukhI thAo sagha dharme - 15 "nispRha sAdhuo vADAnA baMdhanamAM parataMtra rahI AtmahitamAM, sasamAgamamAM khAmI rAkhatA nathI. jyAM tyAMthI syAdvAda dRSTithI satya zodhI tenuM dhyAna karazo. uttama deha ane buddhino lhAvo lyo." S 152 -

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FRIDAY 30TH APRIL 1915. saMvata 1971 nA a, vaIzAkha vada 1 zukaravAra tA. 30mI eprIla sane 1915. mu. tA. 15 jamAdIlApara sane 1333 u. 5-38 a. i-2 pA. 2. 2 AbAna sane 1ra4. zalAbADhI hajIta 2hI kAryayogIkajAmAM ( 1 bAkI haja najaratho saramA sthAno pA ratA ratevI jAtai r[ @AgrahIne khAtmollAsta pragatimAM niyatama dhye ja (2ta dhAtonA anubhavatI saheleriyA (4ti - asatyAgI kaTekaTa banI dezasevAthInI mAgI mAnItalamAM AtmabhoLa banIne. khAtmollA gatima nityaapAne-- jIvonA ne 14mahitanAtI sAgara mojAyAse. vANIevuM sakala hara cittAnI bAjunA . je kAmyo 21kalatae bhAga rimo (1//* - AtmollAsa pragatimAM nityad pAnabaeNje - dhAnuM dhovuM bahubhaka pAsattAMta yaMga. nono 6 ka ha lAvakheyogyatAne yogIonA hRdayadhaTamAM pena tatva olAsekagatimAM na yAhee ubrAti tava zubha sadA sa yurUnI kRpAthIukAti tava adA kula 1 lAkha nakAmuM udasaka satya +9 dhAre. Atmola se tapa mAM nisarAnthalDa ?? AtanA viyavana recakahabhU0lobhAtonA samikAnI ne vi40. denI jAta tava hema desabena: khAsmollAsa pUmi nitya pAnyAje 2 ame sakala Daka banmanona veja zivajI khammAtamAlapaTamAMtAnane no kartavyonI lahane lekha lakhAyo. ' jonA hadayapada navesara hAryA che etauletA banatAnI 3jI sabdhadhana- adhika.15 AtmajJAnArthI manuSyono paNa prasaMgopAta yogya paricaya sevavo ane AtmasamAdhi sukhanA anubhavaprada mahAtmAo je hoya, teonI parIkSApUrvaka AlaMbanArthe nirupAdhipaNe rahevAya tevI rIte saMgati karavI. che 153 -

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MONDAY 3RD MAY 1915. saMvata 1971 nA a. vaIzAkha vada 4 somavAra tA. 3 jI me sane 1915. mu. tA. 18 jamAdIlApara rAne 333 u. pa-3 a. 6-24 pA. ra. 24 AbAna ane 1224 rahyo jo jIvato hoM zuM - karI vizvAsano ghAta ja - pratijJA chaMDIne pApI. karI kALuM vadana doSe - rahyo jo jIvato ho zuM ? - 1 mukhe mITho hRdayakAtI - guru drohI banI che. banIne karmathI bhAre - rahyo jo jIvato hoM zuM ? - 2 avajJA santanI nakkI - jaDA mULathI ukheDe che. banIne sattano zatru - rahyo jo jIvato hoM zuM? - 3 haThIlAI dharI manamAM - karI nApAka mana saghaLuM. bhasAbhasa bahu karI mukhathI - rahyo jo jIvato hoM zuM - 4 mukhe bolI pharI jAtAM - gayuM prAmANya potAnuM. pachIthI prANane dhArI - rahyo jo jIvato hoM zuM ? - 5 karIne maitrInA cALA - vade mIThuM prapaMcothI. arere drohathI pApI - rahyo jo jIvato hoM zuM ? - 9 kaLA kapaTI taNI koDI - bUrAI cittamAM jhAjhI. thaI sAmo gurujananA - rahyo jo jIvato hoM zuM? - 7 kRtajJa drohI pAkhaMDI - banI ghAtaka hRdaya mAMhI. jagatamAM lakSmI sattAthI - rahyo jo jIvato hoM zuM ? - 8 rahyo nA vANIthI sAco - rahyo nA cittathI sAco. karI meLa ja hRdaya chedI - rahyo jo jIvato hoM zuM? - 9 karIne dharmanAM TIlAM - dharI AcAra dharmonA. dharIne DhoMga dhaturA - rahyo jo jIvato hoM zuM ? - 10 banyo vizvAsaghAtI je - nathI te yogya kaMI karavA. buddhacabdhisattanI vANI - ruce te jIvato jagamAM. - 11 "kharI moTAI AtmasvarUpane jANavAthI che, dhanathI moTAI mAnavI, te mUrkha mANasanuM kAma che."

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MONDAY 3RD MAY 1915. saMvata 1931 nI a. vaIzAkha vada 4 somavAra tA. 3 jI me sane 1915. mu. tA. 18 jamAdIlAkha sane 1733 u. 5-3; a. -rapA. ra. 24 AbAna sane 1224 jo jIvate chekarI visano ghAtaja pratijJA iMDone pApIkarI kALuM vadana deje. ro cho ?- 1 mue mITho hRdayakAtI- dehobanIye banIne karmaLa bhAre- je jIvato che-2 khA sattanI namI. DAmULa ukheDe che. banIne sattane : 2o je jIte oN - 3 haThIlAI parImanamAM karonApAka manasadhaLuMbha ma bahaLImukha pahobhAve che.* mukha bIpI jatAM-galuM mAmAma patApIna prANene dhArI zakavo !-5 karIne maMtrInA thALa- vApa- . khare deha pApI- raho jevA TeMkaLA parItaeI keDI- burAI rojhAjhI. pI e surajanA e eka nAM kaMkI phatanI pAkhaMDI-banI dhAka hRdaya nmabha lI mAtAne raste jIvato che? nA vANI sAco nAcitta tA. kaLa hRdayado- ro vAtokarIne dhamarola- dharI yAradhInA dharone gadhastara-raha karatA -1 banyo jivAtI-athare yogya ramavA buksadhisattanI vANI vAte bhASAnA pAMDityamAtrathI AtmAnI zuddha dazA thatI nathI. bhASA karatAM AMtarika sadaguNonI phuraNAo vizeSa prakAre zobhe che. - S 155 -

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TUESDAY 4TA MAY 1915. saMvata 1971 nA a, vaIrazAkha vada 5 maMgaLavAra tA. 4 thI me sane 1915. sa. tA. 19 jamAdIlA khara sane 1333 u. 5-36 a. 6-24 pA. ra. rapa AbAna sane 1224 munirAjazrI jinavijayajI Avyo zubhaMkara patra tava te vAMcI AnandI thayo. paramArthanI pravRttimAM ullAsa bahu vyApI rahyo. je dezamAM je dharmamAM ajJAnIonuM jora che. kimmata nathI tyAM jJAtinI UMdhA ja zorabakora che. - 1 jyAM abdha zraddhA mAnyatA upadezakomAM hoya che. zaza zRMgavat pragatitaNI vAto are tyAM jAya che. duHkho paDe tyAM jJAnIone satya paLe cAlatAM. duHkho paDe ajJAnIone satya pantha vALatAM. - 2 ajJAnIonA vRndamAM to jJAnInI kimmata nahIM. zobhA lahe ajJAnIo tyAM mautrya sAdrazya sahI. hArI jatA nA jJAnIo tyAM duHkha koTI AvatAM. pravRtti pragati panthamAM jJAna prakAze phAvatA. - 3 uddhAravA jagalokane jJAnIjano yatno kare. duHkho paDe pahelAM pachIthI te kharo vijayI Thare. ajJAnIone jJAna Ape jJAnIo sevA pathe. kartavyamAM sthiratA dharI attara ripu sAthe mathe. - 4 jaga jJAnane phelAvavuM e jJAnIono dharma che. e panthamAM pAntha ja bane zAzvata samAdhi zarma che. mATe amArA mitra evAM kAryamAM rAcI raho. pAchaLa thakI zubhakAryanI kiMmata thaze himmata lahI. - 5 je je tamArA vicAro te amArA jANavA. jyAM satya tyAM bheda ja nathI sApekSabhAve ANavA. sAthI banIzuM sAthamAM svArpaNa karIzuM je maLyuM. buddhacablijinabadhu sadA tyAM sarvathA te mana maLyuM. - 7 OM zAntiH "je AtmasvarUpa jovA-jANavAnI icchA hoya, te mATe prayatna karatA hoya tevA mahAnubhAvane AhAra zuddhi, vyavahArazuddhi ane AcAraNAzuddhinI vadhAre jarUra che."

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TUESDAY 4TA MAY 1915. saMvata 1971 nA a. vaIzAkha vada 5 maMgaLavAra tA. 4 thI me sane 191pa. sa. tA. 19 jamAdIlA khara sane 1333 u. 5-36 a. 6-24 pA. ra. rapa AbAna sane 1224 munirAjazrIjinAvejavAlayakA 1 vikhatre 2kA te vI do .. paramArthanI pravRttimAM upara ba vyApI oNnallo dezamAM cae mAM khastAnI ja che* kiMmatattyAM rananI ja 22bA2che -- nya a ddAmAnanA upadezomAM huM ' 9 . patitamI 77 : hAM re - rA du:paDe tyAM nAnA ene sapanthayAro duHkha para khattAnI vaLarikhasIna vRndamAtorAni 1kitanI robhAlakhatAnIomAM moTA zahera, harInI nAnIdubakI AvatA pravRttiYratipazvamAM tAnakA phI ra -- tharavA lAge tAnane yAho paDe paheja pachI ta ma vija ? - maka, kartavyamAMkita ajAra ripu ke - nma tAna 1 varSanA ja dharma che e 51mAM maeNnsara nA svara datta tamA che ja , mATe khAmitraekrIma pAropAchaLaka janakapInI kaba taka himata laI-5 tamAre nahi amAru bhaNavA jyae satya janaja bhAve mANavA paraba banIk hpaNikapIema buSyinibandhadAtya sarvakaMmana maLyuM OMAnti AdhyAtmika jJAnadaSTie AtmA te ja bhArata deza che ane AtmAnuM cidAnaMda svarUpa che, te ja svarAjya che ane AtmA ja kharekharI satya janmabhUmi che. - 157 -

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WEDNESDAY 5TH MAY 1915. saMvata 1931 nA a, vaIzAkha vada 6 budhavAra tA. 5 mI me sane 1915, mu. tA. ra0 jamAdIlAkha sane 1323 u. pa-36 a. 6-14 pA. ra. 26 AbAna sane 1224 thavAnuM te thayA karatuM paDI sAmA banI helI - prapaMco keLavo koDI. nakAmA zuM bakyA karatA - thavAnuM te thayA karatuM. - 1 guNone durguNo mAnI - guNo sAme nathI jovuM. nathI paravA tamArI kaMI - thavAnuM te thayA karatuM. - 2 banIne mAna pUjArI - banIne svArthanA kIDA. bUruM karatAM nahIM phAvo - thavAnuM te thayA karatuM.- 3 kharekhara nIca dRSTithI - kadI nA ucca thAvAnA. khaNe khADo paDe te tyAM - thavAnuM te thayA karatuM. - 4 banI zayatAnanA bhakto - banAvo anyane tevA. thaze nA te thakI sAruM - thavAnuM te thayA karatuM. - 5 karo jevuM laNo tevuM - kharo e nyAyano kAMTo. phare nA pheravyo kothI - thavAnuM te thayA karatuM. - 7 amAre zuddha buddhithI - sadA kartavya karavAnuM. bUrAmAM nA kadI bhaLavuM - thavAnuM te thayA karatuM. - 7 paDe che zreyamAM vighno - nathI tethI jarA DaravuM. karyA karavuM banI sAkSI - thavAnuM te thayA karatuM. - 8 adA nija pharjane karavI - sadA e kRtya santonuM. buddhacabdhikudratI nyAye - thavAnuM te thayA karatuM. - 9 "zarIrAdi sukho kSaNika che, tenA mohathI mUMjhAIne anaMtIvAra jIvo mRtyu vaza thayA, paraMtu pratijJA pALavA mATe jeoe prANAhuti ApI tevA puruSo jagatamAM vizvavaMdha thaI gayA che."

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WEDNESDAY 5TH MAY 1915. saMvata 1971 nA a, vaIzAkha vada 6 budhavAra tA. 5 mI me sane 1915. mu. tA. 20 jamAdIlApara sane 1337 u. 5-36 a. 6-14 5. re. 26 AbAne sane 1224 yavAnuta piyAkarala paDIsAmAbanIdhI- paracoLavokoDI" kA karatA thavAnuM dhyAkad-1 tamAre karavAnI guNo sAmenI jevuM nathI paza8marI - thavAnuM te jayA karatuMbanIne mAna bharI- banIne thAkoDA buDha karo nahIM ja thavAnuM te payAkaranuMs kharekharanI dRSTiI- dudonA ucalAvAnA maNe khapahere-dhavA te thAkArabanAyAnanAbha-banAro banyavAthazaunA te sAruM thAta thayA karakaro vhoravuM- kho khe nyAyanokoTaphanAvyo - thavAnuM tethayAkara-6 amAre i- budidathI- sadA ma karavAnuM burAma nA kara bhaLavuM thavAnuM ta thayAna7 paDe cheemanA vino- nazA tepa hajAra DaravuM kayA duSka banI sAruM thavAnuM to thayA karavuM khada nija nevI adAo cara. budhdhikutIyAdhe-dhavAra palA amAruM svarAjya AtmAmAM che ane amAro AtmA te ja svadeza che, ane tenI prApti mATe amAruM mana, vANI, kAyAnuM jIvana che; tema chatAM bAhya svarAjyamAM pravartanArA rAjAone ane prajAone dharmarAjyadRSTie nyAya-nItino upadeza devA ame adhikArI chIe. S 159 -

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SUNDAY 9TH MAY 1915. saMvata 1971 nA a, vadhazAkha vada 11 ravivAra tA. 9 mI me sane 1915. mu. tA. 24 jamAdIlApara sane 1933 u. 5-34 a. 6-6 pA. ra. 30 abAna sane 1924 AttarasevA bhAvanA - (svagata). gAmegAme nagara nagare sarva jIvo prabodhuM. dezodeze sakala jananA duHkhanA mArga rodhuM. sevAmevA hRdaya samajI sarvane premabhAve. sevuM pharSe acala thaIne pUrNa niSkAma dAve. - 1 duHkhIonAM hRdaya dravatAM duHkhathI AMsuDAMe. hevuM evuM jaga zubha karuM ko na rahe duHkhaDAMe. AtmollAse satata balathI sarvane zAnti devA. dhAruM dhAruM hRdaya ghaTamAM nitya ho vizva sevA. - 2 sarve jIvo prabhu sama gaNI sarva sevA karyAmAM. sarve jIvo niksama gaNI prema saumAM dharyAmAM. sevA sAcI niza dina bano sarvamAM Iza pekhI. saumAM aikya mana vaca thakI zreSTha sevA ja lekhI. - 3 mahAruM saunuM nija mana gaNI sarvanuM teha mahAruM. sevA sAcI nizadina karuM premathI dhArI pyAruM. sevA yogI prathama banaze sevanA miSTa vhAlI. emAM zreya : pragati baLa che Atmabhoge supyArI. - 4 sevA maMtro nizadina gaNI duHkhInAM duHkha TALuM. sevA taMtro nizadina racI duHkha saunAM vidAruM. sevA yantro pratidina karI svArpaNe nitya rAcuM. hAruM hAruM sahu pariharI sevanAmAM ja mAcuM. - 5 sevA mATe prakaTa karavI Atmazakti prayoge. sevA vATe nizadina vahuM rAcIne Atmabhoge. thAvuM mAre pragati pathamAM sarvano zreyakArI. evI zakti mama sahamaLo yoga mArge vihArI. - 9 svArthonAM sau paDaLa TaLatAM sarva sevA karatAM. AtmazraddhA pratidina vadhe vizva duHkho haratAM. sevAnA sI anubhava maLo bandhano dUra jAo. AtmollAse pragati pathamAM sevanA cho karAo. - 7 "bhAratamAtA ! tArA saMtAno kyAre zrI mahAvIranI mAphaka pitRvatsala, mAtRvatsala thavAne bhAgyazALI thaze ? tArAM saMtAnomAM mahAvIranI acaLa pratijJA hRdayapaTa para sonerI akSare sadAne mATe lakhAyelI hovI joIe."

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SUNDAY 9TH MAY 1915. saMvata 1971 nA a, vadhazAkha vada 11 ravivAra tA. 9 mI me sane 1915. mu. tA. 24 jamAdIlApara sane 1377 u. 5-34 a. 6-6 pA. . 30 abAna sane 1224 AntazbhAvanA-(svagata gAmomAne nagaranagare sarvano praborDadaraddezo takalananA dukhanA mArga zodhuM rAmavA hadayasamajI sarva zremabhAve. navuM phaje ya jaIne pUrNa nijhamadAre--- 1 duHkhI enAM hRdayaravatAM duHkhathI suDAMo hRvuM evuM jAzubhaka na rahe duHkhaDAMe. khA bholAe satatabalaIne (nAdeva dhA dha hadayaTamAM nitya ho zvasevA=2 sajIvo prabhu samI sa vAtevAmAMsava nirUpaNa kema rasamAdhA bA sAa nizadinabana sarvamAM I, bI. emAM emanavayathI vAlekhI-3 2 ne nijamanagaNI sarvana teha kSatevA sAcI niti prema dhArI A relAyogIkamabanI netranA vihAlIemAM ya tibaLa AtmagesukhArIja sevAmaMtranadina zaeI dukhinAM khaTANuM selAto nizadinanI dakhasenAM vi. khevAyatro pratidinakarI cAraNe nitya rahuM raMjanahiro ranamAMja mAruM sevA mATe prakaTa karavI nazvaramayoga sevAvavidinabahe rAmanakhatmabhege. thavuM harapatipAvanakArI evI amaramaLo yogamRAvihAro-6 tA thano e paLaTaLasanmavera karatA khA-apratidina virUdaratA. sevAnAro navAba e kha@jhamatinA sabhyo koI paNa deze potAnuM gaurava na bhUlavuM joIe. anyonuM rakta reDavAmAM gaurava nathI, paNa anyone upakAra-sahAya karavAmAM potAnuM gaurava che. anyAya julma karavAthI to potAnI mahattAno nAza thAya che. - S 161 -

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MONDAY 10TH MAY 1915, saMvata 1971 nA a. vaizAkha vada 12 samavAra tA, 10 mI me sane 191pa. su. tA. 25 jamAdIlAkha sane 1777 u. p-33 . 6-27 pA. go. 1 Adara sane 1224 ii mAgamAM 30) I I invicti Contranamatin zata pra ciparIdevI 2) - 10 saumAM huM chuM sakala mujamAM sarva sAthe abhede. AtmAdvaita anubhava vaDe satta yA brahmavede. AtmArAmI satata thaIne sarvamAM brahma dekhuM. sevA saunI nija sama gaNI AtmanI pUrNa lekhuM. - 8 je A viSe niyamitapaNuM teha mhAruM gaNIne. je che vizve parama sukha te sarvanuM te bhaNIne. brahmAdvaita sakala jagamAM sarvane zarma devA. hojo hojo pratidina mane svArpaNe satya sevA. - 9 mArA madhye parama IzanI jyotinuM teja bhAso. vege vege timira ghanatA cittathI dUra nAso. pUrNAnande satata vicarI sarvane satya devA. thAvo thAvo nizadina are vizvanI satya sevA. vizve saunI pragati karavA dharma mArge majhAnI. sevA sevA pratidina cahuM bhAvanA citta ANI. saune dharme rasika karavA sarvane zAnti devA. buddhacabdhisahRdayagata ho vizvanI satyasevA. - 11 sadA amArI zubha bhAvanAo. phaLo majhAnI prabhu bhakti bhAve. sarve amArA mama citta bhAso. vizveza jyoti hRdaye prakAzo. sadA amArI zubha bhAva dharmo. khIlo viveke jaga aikyakArI. icchuM pAmuM sadA saukhya vicArasArA. phaLo sadA e ja dharmo amArA. - 13 AtmotkrAnti karavA sAra. sevA dharma ja che jayakAra. svAdhikAre sevA dharma. icchuM zAzvata zarma. - 14 karI sevA taNAM kAryo - ucca thAu sadA muddA. buddhacabdhidharma sevAmAM sarva svArpaNa karo. 15 - 162 12 - "pratijJApAlako A vizvamAM alaukika kAryo karIne nAma amara karI zake che. laghumAM laghu pratijJA pALavAnI TevathI moTI pratijJAo paNa pazcAt pALI zakAya che. pratijJAno droha athavA nAza karavAthI svAtmAno nAza thAya che."

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13 Be MONDAY 10TH MAY 1915, saMvata 1971 nA a. vazAkha vada 15 sAmavAra tA. 10 mI me sane 191pa. mu. tA. 25 janmAdIlAkha, sane 133 3 -kaOM . !-23 aa. Do. / Adara sane 1624 I - zata parade ISAC) a somAMhuMchuM nabumAM vasAthea AtmA teanubhavaDe ttayAbAvede AtmArAma satAthaIne sarcamAM brahmadanuM sevAnI, nabhagaNI A mana lenuM je A vyanamitapaNuM te mArUM gIne devie paramajIta tAvanuM khUTIne nesaDAmAM narama davA haaihoe pratidina tanevApatyasevA-8mAtA madhye garama ItrAnI jyotinuM ta ja bhAseTa vegeraga mirabananA cittathI dUranA phezanane tAvamaya vana satya devA bolo bAlI nAnikhare vadhanI - mAnI karavA dharmamArga mAnIsaMbAmA na taddana huM naganA cittakhANIsana batAvavakAryane ja bhusadhdhimahRdayagatahIM ja sabasevA-11 sadA amArI zubhabhAvanA phaLo macchanI che gu bhakti bhAve nava amArA mama e khAsa 10 bI jyAM ko sudhI amArI zubha bhAvanAdha khIlonA vivAAkarI. vaNuM na dA vicAranArAna k tadA khaimAM nA= 3 khAtmotjhAntiravAsAra lA sthApita evA ma AvuM karyu sAmyatImakarIsAtAMkAo zrI vAI vyavavadAlukA bui sAnidhya zu sarvasvAliya nAmardone svarAjyano hakka nathI. mardone svarAjya bhogavavAno hakka che. jeo jIvatAM pahelAM marI jANe che, teo svataMtra sva-rAjyakartAo che. 163

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MONDAY 17TH MAY 1915. saMvata 1971 nA vaIzAkha suda 3 semavAra tA. 17 mI me sane 1915, mu. tA. 2 rajajaba sane 1333 u. pa-30 a. 6-30 pA. re. 8 Adara sane 124 - AtmatAna tAna lAgyuM prabho tAhyarUM raga rage - tAna mastAna Ananda vyApyo. ogha AnandanA UchaLyA ghaTa viSe - jIva paramAtmarUpe ja chApyo. tAna - 1 sarva jaga AtmamAM otaprota rahyuM - vizva te AtmarUpe jaNAyuM. AtamA vizvarUpe suhAyo kharo saccidAnanda jaga sarva chAyuM. - tAna - 2 astinAsti apekSA thakI vizva sahu - Atma sarva pradeza samAyuM. sarvamAM huM prabhu sarva jaga muja viSe - vaita tama jora sarve vilAyuM. - tAna - 3 saccidAnandanA anubhave AtmamAM - masta thaIne jagata bhAna bhUlyo. saccidAnandanA pAraNe poDhIne - pUrNa gultAna thaI prema jhIlyo. - tAna - 4 nAma ne rUpanI bhAgI bhramaNA sahu - AtmamAM sarva devo nihALyA. jyotimAM jyota jAgI prabhu pUrNamAM - pUrNarUpe prakaTa jJAna bhALyA. - tAna - 5 Atma sAgara viSe zeyanA buddabudo - hAnivRddhi bharatI oTa thAtI. zeyane jJAna utpAdavyayadhavyanI - sarva lIlA thatI ne samAtI. - tAna - 7 pUrNa kahevAya nA pUrNa nahi lakSyamAM - Avato akaLane koNa kaLatuM. pUrNanI pUrNatA pUrNamAM bhAsatI - pUrNane anya koI no chaLatuM. - tAna - 7 tAhyaruM mAhyaruM bheda saha upazamyA - vaikharIthI kahyuM navajAve. jhAMkhI bhAse parAmAM parA premathI - satya chuTuM rahe nA chUpAve. - tAna - 8 jJAna gultAna mastAna nija bhAnamAM - alakhadhUne alakha rAma dIThA. buddhisAgara prabhu tAnamAM tanmayI - bhAva pAmyo parama brahma mIThA. - tAna - 9 akSayatRtIyA zataHkAla godhAvI "jyAre AtmazraddhA pagaTa thaze tyAre Atmaprema jAgRta thaze. AtmapremathI sarva jIvonI sAthe maitrIbhAvanA dRDha thaze." - $ 164 -

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MONDAY 17TH MAY 1915. saMvata 1971 nA vaIzAkha suda 3 semavAra tA. 17 mI me sane 1915, mu. tA. 2 rajajaba sane 1333 u. pa-30 ake-30 pA. re 8 Adara sane 1rara4 - - - - - - jAmatAna tAna lAgyuM prabho nA mAMgaro-tAnamastAnakhAnanda edha khAnandanA uchayAdhaTavi jIvaparAtmakAvyo- tAna che. sarvanA AtmamAM ota te rahya- vizvane AtmarUpa javuM Ata nA vivAre ahama kho racidAnana kvA avAyuM- tAna-2 asitanAstiasAtha kovizva sahu- Atmadeze samAyuM savamAM haMju vA suvi- detatA sarve vilAtAna-3 ayidAnandanA anubhavetAmAM- mana thaI jAbhAno rimAnandanA pANe potAne puktiA naI - jhIlyo tAnar nAmane rUpanI bhArI bhramaNAI* khAtmanAM sarva jamA - bhyotimAM ta bhIkhaka-pUjhikaTatAnabhA mA tAna-5 AtamasAgaraviyanA badabu - hAnidabhavatIeTa thAtIroyane tAna ItyAddavyayavyanI sarvalIlApatIne samAtItAna-6 pUrNa kahevAyanAnihilamo-Avato akaLane komukaLanuM pUnI pUti pUrvamAM bhAratI- pUni anya kSe nobata tAna-7 tavyAdha bheda mahI- vebapI kahyuM naivabhAve, mokhI bhAre pAmo pAmI- satyadharmohe nA chupAyelana nAnaputrAna.mAna najamAna - khalakhalakhavAmI buddhasAgarabhutAnamAM tanmaya- bhavapAe paramajhajamIThA tAna 4ttayakRtIna talAla godhavI. tribhuvananuM sAmrAjya tame Atmika pravRttithI, majabUta manobaLathI ane satata saudyamathI meLavI zakazo, kAraNa vijayI thavuM, icchIta meLavavuM e sauno janmasiddha hakka che. - $ 165 -

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FRIDAY 21TH MAY 1915. saMvata 1971 nA vaIzAkha suda 7 zukravAra tA. 21 kI me sane 1915 mu tA. 6 jaba sane 1333 u. -9 a. 6-31 pA. ra.12 Adara ne 1224 nAvyo pAse pratidina ghaNI yAdI tArI karAtI. ethI jhAjhuM nahi nahi the dekha hArI ja chAtI. AsuM sAre paravazapaNuM mohathI hoya dekho. zuM zuM kIdhuM hRdaya Utaro jJAnathI pUrNa paMkho. - 1 aMdhArAmAM sahu aDa vaDe dekhatuM nA kharuM zuM ? UMdhe mohe nahi mana dhare kRtya to huM karuM zuM ? jo jANe to nahi jaga viSe cena tene paDe re. AzAthI te pratidina khare cittamAM nA raDe re. - 2 hArA citte khaTa paTa thatI kArya cintA vaDe re. kevI rIte pragati pathamAM zaktio sAMpaDe re. bhAvI cintA kadi nahi karo svAdhikAre rahIne. thAze sAruM hRdaya gata e bhAvanAne vahIne. - 3 hArA mitro anubhava viSe pUrNa nA teha jANe. hoMce tyArI pragati pathamAM unnatibhAva ANe. thAvAnuM te sahaja banaze saguru bhakti bhAve. dharma tyAre zubha patha viSe zreya che pairya dAve. - 4 icchA tyAM to patha jaga thato dekhaze e ja dekhI. Atma zraddhA bahu bala vaDe pekhazo eja pekhI. saunuM dekho aDI nahi paDe thAya che je thavAnuM. sAruM sau che jaga sahu thayuM ne thaze jeha chAnuM. - 5 je je pharja tava zira rahI te bajAvI ja levI. AnandI thai jagata vicarI zAntithI pharja chevI. dharme nakkI jagata jaya che sagurunA pratApe. sohaM sohaM hRdaya raTanA ziSyane pUrNa vyApe. thAto nA tuM avanI talamAM zoke cintA prasaMgI. thAto nA tuM avanI talamAM mohathI khUba raMgI. rAga dveSa vividha viSaye mohamAM nA phasAto. saumAM rahIne sahuthI aLago thAva nA bAhya rAto. - 7 sohaM sohaM hRdaya ghaTamAM jApa japaje majAno. chAtA nI ne "brahmajJAnathI kaMI Atmazaktino prakAza thato nathI, AtmajJAnathI ja Atmazaktino prakAza thAya che. AtmajJAnanI tIvradazA ja cAritra che ane tethI karmano kSaya thaI jAya che." - $ 166 -

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FRIDAY 21TH MAY 1915. savata 1971 nA vaIzAkha suda 7 zukravAra mu. tA. 6 rajjaba sane 1333 u. 5-9 a. 6-31 budhdhi sAdhya ane sonAlIba sAthe pratidinabanIpAla varmA dhanano uttarI - sAdathI khela amadAvAda temacaMdadhaTAbhAIrolamena nacAvyA pAse pratidina dhIbAI tArIkaratI ethI jhAjhuM narinahiTuM dekhathArIja chAtI Amane jyAre parabharA paNa mogAvo dekho koI mAro vAnI hoya kho aMdhArAmAM AvuM eka ja dekhAtuM nAkhavuM e TI uthImoTImano huM nyUnoluMkare che je jAho to jA nizAne ja bigenanene tu khA re thI napratidina khare cihnamAM nArapU 4. citte khaTapaTa thatI kArya cintA tara upara leprajAtino zaktio saupa 1 bhAcina dinavikAsnA ghire rahIna cAro sArUM hRdayAta e bhAnAne bahAne nhA mitro anubhavabiMbe pUdhdhanA te na de. strI cenjarI pragatimAM unnati khabakho rAjAnuM temanuMjabanA sad bhaktibhA dharmendara zubhapabie eya dha ya ba IcchA tyAto paMcAyato dekhIe eja dekha AnabadhdhA ba ba pekharo ejamI tA. 21 DI me sane 1915, pA. rA. 12 Adara sane 1raraka 3 dekho aganazipa thAyachejeya bane sa soI jamana thayuM ne thI nhAnuM -- 5 eka tarahI teba bIja le bI nIla jobarI rAntithI je vhelI ame nakkIA ta ya nada,rUnA pratA soI soha yughdhaTanA ri dhya ne pUrNa vyA che - yAto nA tuM A bAtanamAM zoke cintAprasaMgI yAto nA te avanI tana aaN IthI khUbI rAmadenuM bibidha viSayomAMnA sA to so mAM hone sahuthI aLa mo nA honA bA che to - 0 huM, sahaNuM dhye baTamAM jApa paMje matrono 167 tIkepIkI tod tame pote ja maMDaLa (saMsthA) rUpa cho. upazama ane kSayopazama bhAve aMtaramAM maMDaLa bharo ke jethI bAhyamaMDaLanI upAdhimAM nirlepa rahI zakAya.

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MONDAY 24TII MAY 1915. saMvata 1971 nA vaIzAkha suda 10 somavAra tA. 24 mI me 1 + 9' . mu. tA. 9 rajajaba sane 133 u. -8 a. 6-3, pA. ra. 15 Ada, tA raho kAyama pragati pathamAM thatuM khulluM hRdaya saghaLuM - rahe saMkoca nA manamAM. visAmo vAta karavAno - raho kAyama pragata pathamAM. - 1 hRdayanA tAranA tAro - paraspara jyAM sadA hetA. visAmo meLameLApI - raho kAyama pragati pathamAM. - 2 paraspara hetanI vAto - paraspara hAyanI vAto. paraspara e pravRttio - raho kAyama pragati pathamAM. - 3 paraspara cittane kholI - hRdaya sAthe hRdaya joDI. karAto vATa visAmo - raho kAyama pragati pathamAM. - 4 paraspara zuddha prItinAM - hRdaya jharaNAM sadA vaheto. jarAnA bheda kheda ja jyAM - raho kAyama pragati pathamAM. - 5 guNo saheje pragaTa thAva - TaLe doSo sahaja yoge. sukhA dvate jIvana vahetuM - raho kAyama pragati pathamAM. - 9 zame jyAM sarva cittAo - aho te vAta vizrAmo. amone sarvathI vhAlo - raho kAyama pragati pathamAM. - 7 jIvaMtI Atma pratimA che - kharekhara mitra meLApI. maLe tene maLyuM saghaLuM - raho kAyama pragati pathamAM. - 8 hRdayathI zuddha meLApI - kharI tanmaya dazA vyApI. banI chAyA banyo AtmA - raho kAyama pragati pathamAM. - 9 Uge bhAnu sahaja vikase - hajAro gAuthI kamalo. paraspara meLa vizrAmo - raho kAyama pragati pathamAM. - 10 maLe ghebara zraddhALune - aho upamA ghaTe nA jyAM bakSyabdhisattavizrAmo - raho kAyama pragati pathamAM. pa, goganivArAya gavaMta "jJAna pAmyA bAda sahaja ciMtavana karatAM AtmAnubhava thavA lAgaze. AtmAnubhava thatAM je sukha thaze, te bIjAnI AgaLa kahI zakAze nahIM, evuM thaze." - S 168 -

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MONDAY 24TII MAY 1915. saMvata 1971 nA vaizAkha suda 10 somavAra tA. 26 mI me 19' . mu. tA. 9 rajajaba sane 133 u. -8 a. 6-3, pA. ra. 15 Ada, tA rahI kAyama pragatipathamAM thanuM khulluM hRdaya rata che= rahe saMkeyanA manamAM visAmo vAtaDalavAno rahI kAyama ratana -2 hRdayanA tAranA tArI- paraspara jyAM dAdaitA. visAmo meLaseLo- e kAyara kama tako - 2 5ramAtanI vAto para vAto.. paraspara pravRttiyo- kayA pratayakamAM- 2 akhAta- dasAke zrada joDI kante vATa visAmo, 1 kAyama pragata padhamAM - pavana urda kautinAM- dala jharaNaso vhato. ja nA je te ja - kAyama karatamAM guNo saheje pragaTa kare=TaLe doSo sahayoga sukhA hai jIvana vahetuM raNe kAyama jhagApamAM - jema -- sarjayittA- aho tevAtavimo. amone savaLa kAle . tevo kAyama jagatamAM : 7 jIvaMtI khAtmatimA che. kharekhara mitrameLApImaLe tenai ma ra ta tha chuM. ra kAyama gatirathama * : 6 21 jaLA-khI tamatadAd. banI chAyA ba nyA . 2 kramaka pUratikamAM - e nAma --i ja gAuna paramALavimo - 2 5mamaygatimAM9madhane. hona upAdhanAno budhdhisattAvAno- ro kAyamati jathamAM , goganiA AkArya gavaMta, karoDo gAu dUra chatAM prema-zraddhAthI ziSya potAnI pAse che, ane zraddhA-prema vinA pAse hovA chatAM karoDo gAu dUra che. - 8 169 -

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WEDNESDAY 26TH MAY 1915. zivata 1971 nA vaIzAkha suda 12 budhavAra tA. 26 mI me sane 1915. mu. tA. 11 2jaba sane 133 u. 1-18 a, 6-32 pA. Do. 1re A sane 1224. kartavyopadeza jAgI UTho hRdaya ghaTamAM pUrNa jyoti jagAvo. sAcI sevA jaga hita taNI tehamAM citta lAvo. khoTA khyAlo pariharI sadA cittamAM dharmavAso. sArAM kAryo nizadina karI vizvamAM ucca thAzo. - 1 AtmA che A parama vibhue bhAvanA citta bhAvo. maitrIbhAvI sakala nathI tucchatAne haThAvo. sAcA bhAve sakala janane duHkhamAM do dilAso. sArAM kAryo nizadina karI vizvamAM ucca thAzo. - 2 sarva jIvo ziva sukha laho karmanA ogha TALI. sarva jIvo ziva sukha laho rAga ne dveSa vArI. sAcI evI hRdaya ghaTamAM bhAvanAne vikAso. sArAM kAryo nizadina karI vizvamAM ucca thAzo. - 3 saunuM sAruM mana vaca thakI kAya lakSmI vaDe ho. Atma budyA pratidina karo lakSmIo sAMpaDe ho. tArI nitye pragati pathamAM Atmazakti prakAzo. sArAM kAryo nizadina karI vizvamAM ucca thAzo. - 4 tArA mATe sakala zubha che zuddha dRSTi prabhAve. tArA mATe sakala zubha che dharma sApekSa bhAve. evuM hArA hRdaya samajI moha karmo vinAso. sArAM karyo nizadina karI vizvamAM ucca thAzo. - 5 AtmA ceto catura samajI yoga sAro maLyo che. jJAnI yogI guru gama vaDe dharma to sAMpaDyo che. mATe nakkI avasara lahI jJAna mArge vilAso. sArAM kAryo nizadina karI vizvamAM ucca thAzo. - 9 sArAM karyo karI vizva AtmokrAnti karo sadA. buddhacabdhisaddagurujJAne pharja zIrSe vaho mudA. - 7 OMzAntiH "tamArA manamAM sadA zubha vicAro dhAraNa karo. mana tamane naThArA vicAramAM prere, to turata tame manane vega ApI, zubha vicAramAM ane zuddha vicAramAM prero." S 170 -

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WEDNESDAY 26TH MAY 1915. zivata 1971 nA vaIzAkha suda 12 budhavAra tA. 26 mI me sane 1915. mu. tA. 11 rajajaba sane 1333 u. 1-18 a, 6-32 pA. Do. 12 Adara sane 1224 sAdaka lim bu nA sta2 6mulAla DaHETU - jo ghare beM. jI uThTho hadaya gharamAM pUrNa nyo ti gAvA sArI serA vajaahaitatahaatema citalAvo vizakleiksa, khoTA khyAlo pariharI sadAcittamAMdhavAso sarakAyeda radinakarI svimAM uccatara - AtmA paramami bhAvanAstitkAjo metrIbhAvI sakalajanItucchatAne haThAno sAcanabesaDulaktane dukhada dilAsa - nA 2 uryo nizadina karI krisa ucca 20sabajIba kisa kalaha karmanA khaM dhaTALI saIjIno ja sukhalo rane kejarI. sAcI johudI bhASanA ne riso sAra tye jiMradinakurIadegummara sAnuM sAruM mana bacakulahusmarDa AtmabuddayA pratidina losa raho tArAnice ya gati pathamAM AtmarAtipraka sA rakAnizadinakara biamauccathaIM cte 3 Te lara. bhaTTe zuddha dRSTika tArA mATe salacala che sAheba ja erSarahRdayasajI moTarse kinAra tA 2kA2 nizadina rIji jau 20 AtmA caturasamajavA saraLa che - 7 1 - vI ka re gA ke hara dhI yartha che maTana hAsalI tAnajha jalaso sa2kaM nizadina ni to u rA. - 2 . 2 ku. dara. atkAnti pharo sa68 kalyazvi9ra jJAne pharSei bajaa OMzAMti 3 . . zudhdha evuM ka ekavAra samyakradRSTi thaI, to te pachI jIva game tyAM jAya to paNa potAnA AtmAno vikAsa ja karavAno. enA aMtaranI paramAtma dazA pragaTa karIne pragati karavAno ja. temAM saheje zaMkA nathI. che 171 -

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THURSDAY 7TI MAY 1915. rAvata 1956 nA vaIzAkha suda 13 gurUvAra su. tA. 12 jaLa sane 1333 3. 5-7 . 33 ','/ tA. 27 mI me sane 1915. pA. o. 19 dara sarTa goDI marelAM maDadAM jivADo re - phUMkI jIvanano maMtra. marelAM. jIvaMto jivADato re - amRta rasane chAMTI. UMghyo vizva UMghADato re - samaje chUTe mana AMTI. marelAM - 1 cidAnanda pragaTyA vinA re jIvo maDadAM jANuM. - Ananda ghana prakaTyA vinA re - jIvo jIvyA ja pramANa. marelAM - 2 Ananda sahyAM jJAna che re Anandarasa tyAM dhyAna. Ananda rasa tyAM gAna che re - Ananda rasa tyAM bhAna. marelAM - 3 zakti vinA maDadA samA re - jIvo jaga de maDAla. jIvana maMtra phUMkI bhalo re - vege vizva uThADa. marelAM - 4 maDadAlone svAstino re - nathI kazo adhikAra. jaladhi paNa nA saMgrahe re - maDaduM kADhe jhaTa bahAra. marelAM - 5 Alama alakha jagADIne re - maDadAMo uThADa. ananta zakti bhojane re - preme pUrNa jamADa. marelAM - 6 temAM prabhutA tAgharI re - buddhisAgara zaktioe - jIvanta vAdya vagADa. marelAM - 7 kSaNa nA vAra lagADa. "corAzI lAkha jIva yonimAM paribhramaNa karatA sarva jIvo mArA mitra che ema jANatA have mAro koI zatru jaNAto ja nathI. tema ja mAruM AtmasvarUpa bagADavAne koI jIva samartha nathI." 172

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THURSDAY 27TH MAY 1915. saMvata 1976 nA vaIzAkha suda 13 gurUvAra tA. 27 mI me sane 1915. mu. tA. 12 jaba sane 1333 u. pa-7 a. 6-33 pA. se.18 Adara 1224 ha C/C/raoNnamaH seMTaeNraeNDaeN seha4 kaaenenama: marelA maDAMkaDo-hIno maMtra . jIvato jIvaDa-mRtararAne TIudhyo vizvautAra-samaje cha manakhoTI-molsa-2 cidAnajasyavinareno maDadAM ja Anandaghana palaTayAcakoreskavolTAmA marelara panandara tAna-bAnandarAsaMdhyAna. AnanaHsagAna chekhAnandara mAna-maroDa rAtivinA maDadAsajIe gamaya maDadAla jIvanamaMtrakojero- ve unDa- marelA ja maDadAne sthAna nathI adhikAra mbinA mAM kADhe aTabahAra malama, Alama balabIna- maDadhavADa , banajAtine- paNa jyADa- maheka temAM nedharI- saNanA vAra lagADa- . buddhAganazakSioe-jheranA vAghavagaDama 7 OMAnti maraNa e vairAgya denAra zikSaka che. jJAnIone te che, tethI ja teo paramAtmAnI vizeSa bhakti kare che ane AtmadhyAnamAM paNa vizeSa upakAraka thAI pragati kare che. - S 173 -

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SATURDAY 29TH MAY 1915, saMvata 1971 nA vaIzAkha vada 1 zanivAra tA. 29 mI me sane 1915. mu. tA. 14 jaba sane 1333 u. 5-7 a. :-33 pa. re. 60 Adara sane 1924 kavAli bhalAInAM karI kAryo - kamANI dharmanI karazo. karyuM te Avaze sAthe - vicArI kAryamAM lAgo. - 1 bhaluM karatAM bhaluM thAze - bUruM karatAM bUruM thAze. tamArI zaktio sarve, bhaluM karavA maLI jANo. - 2 sarovara pAse AvIne - tRSAtura nA raho kyAre. bharyuM bhANuM kSudhA lAgI - aho nA khAya te mUrkhA. - 3 karo upakArano kAyo - yathAzakti anusAre. garIbomAM hRdaya huvA - tamArI unnati emAM. - 4 maLyuM nA khUTaze kyAre - kharekhara dharmanA pantha. nakAmA kharca tyAgIne - maLI veLA saphala karazo. - 5 namIne AmralaMbothI - adA karato pharaja AMbo. aho te kAraNe tenI mahattA patra toraNamAM. - 6 bhalA divaso bhalA mATe - bUrAmAM bhAga nA levo. nakAmA zokha mArIne - nakAmo kharca nA karavo. - 7 maLyAmAM bhAga sauno che - maLeluM sarvanuM mAnI. bhaluM saunuM karo tethI - thazo moTA kazuM sAcuM. - 8 rahe pAchaLa bhalI kIrti - vahe che karma to sAthe. ataH paramArtha kRtyomAM - bhalo nija hasta laMbAvo. - 9 haze tene sakala kaheze - bhalAmAM bhAga levAne. guNothI unnati thAze - susaMpI cAlazo jagamAM. - 10 paraspara saMpIne rahevuM - virodhI nA thavuM konA. buddhacabdhisadguru zikSA - hRdayadhArI thazo sArA. - 11 OM zAntiH "je gurunA upAsaka hoya che, temanI buddhi nirmaLa rahe che. brAhmI oSadhi khAvAthI jema buddhi nirmaLa rahe che, tema guru mahArAjane vaMdana ane temanI bhakti karavAthI buddhi nirmaLa thAya che." che 174 -

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SATURDAY 29TH MAY 1915. saMvata 1971 nA vaIzAkha vada 1 zanivAra tA. 29 mI me sane 1915. mu. tA. 14 jajaba sane 1333 u. pa-ra7 a. 6-33 pA. ra. 68 Adara sane 1rara4. mu-godhAvavipula milAla -kunA naun1- 114 nA aMda12 ma kAna mAM *ma kaDhAli bhalAInA kokA- kamANI dharmanI karaze karyuM te khAvA - vicAraNAmAM bhagau- 1 bhaluM karatAM bhalaMkAro karatAM jAya. tamAro niyata karavAmakham pArasa khAvIne nRvAranA rahe che. bharyuM bhAthuM lAgI- khalenA khAte # ko uparanAM ya zaktinuM garIbamAM ika juvo tamAunatimakuM nAmRTa - kharekhara dharmanA je. nakAmA kharcIne- mALA phalakara namana khASTralaMbana. khAsato pharajo che te che tenI- mahattapatratomAM-6 bhalA divaso bhalAma-rAmAM bhAga levo nakAmA khamArIne- nakAmA kharcana karaze- 3 mavAmAM bhaTA so-mahaMsavanuMmAna bhaluM sAruM karoLa - moTA suc ghaLIkAsa vahe che ke rasAke. ataH 12mAtrAma-lanindasta laMbAvo hane saba- jalAmAM bhAga levAne thaka unnati karI. jarsI cAlanAma * 522 saMpIne rahevuM - vizenA javuMkanA buzabrizikSA hadayadhArI tArA-12 OM niH vairAgI AtmA mRtyunA bhayathI paramAtmasvarUpanI najIkamAM jAya che ne paramAtmAnuM zaraNa aMgIkAra kare che ane aMtaramAM paramAtmAno anubhava karIne pachI te nirbhaya bane che.

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SUND IY 30TH JIAY 1915. saMvata 1971 nA vaIzAkhavada 2 ravIvAra - tA. 30 mI me sane 1915. sa. tA. 15 rajajaba rAte 1333 pha pa-27 a, 6-33 pA. Do. 21 Adara sane 124 tanmayahRdaye kartavyapragatibhAvanA AtmAo sau hRdayarasathI ekyarUpe rasAI. sAcA meLe anurUpa banI satyakI je sagAI. Avo sarve hRdaya gharamAM premapyAlA ja pIje. pesobhAve hRdayagharamAM aikyakrIDA ramIe - 1 hAruM hAre nahi nahi kazo bheda re cAlavAno. AtmAate paramarasamAM tanmayI bhAvatAno. chAnuM chAnuM nahi nahi kazuM AtmabhogI thavAnuM. UMcA UMcA pragati pathamAM pUrNa vege javAnuM. - 2 bheTo sarve nayana manamAM premanuM pAtra dekho. prItinA e hRdayarasiyA sarvemAM pUrNa paMkho. kAyA mAyA nahi nija gaNI svArpaNe pUrNa rAcI. evA meLe hRdayarasathI nitya rahIe ja mAcI. - 3 kAyA prANo vacana manane aikyarUpe karIne. meLe rahevuM anubhava baLe bhedabhAvo harIne. premAnandI satata thaIne vizvane svarga kAje. muktAtmAo sakala thaIe pUrNa Ananda lIje. - 4 ekIbhAve hRdayarasanuM pAna kIje majhAnuM. sarve sAthe sakala karavuM kArya sau ekatAnuM. sAthe khAvuM sahacara banI bolavuM sarva sAthe. sarve mAthe vahana karavuM kArya sau sarve hAthe. - 5 sAthe sarve pragati karIe sarva zakti samarpI. huM ne tuM e nahi nahi kazuM bheda jyAM AtmadaryAM. evA bhAva satata vahavuM ApaNo dharma evo. ekIbhAve anabhava vahI unnati mArga levo. - 9 evo nakkI pragati pathamAM ApaNo dharma sAco. sevI sevI pragatikaraNI AtmamAM pUrNa rAco. prAmAye satrakaTa karavI zaktio pUrNa bhAve. buddhacabdhisatmagativibhutA pAmavI eksadAve. - 7 zatA nI A "prabhunA guNonuM smaraNa athavA sagarunA ke AtmaguNa ciMtavanamAM manane roko, AmAnuM sAmarthya prApta karo ! AtmA vaDe AtmAno uddhAra thavAno che, he mitro ! tame potAnA sAmarthyathI ja saMsAra samudra tarI zakazo." 176 -

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SUNDAY 30TH MAY 1915. saMvata 1971 nA vaIzAkhavada 2 ravIvAra tA. 30 mI me sane 1915. sa. tA. 15 rajajaba rAte 1333 pha pa-27 a, 6-33 pA. Do. 21 Adara sane 124 ailla0eeeeeeenama samayaha yojakartavya pragatibhAvanA AtmAo hadayarasathI pesAIsAyAme anurUpa banI satyaDIne sAIAje save dravagharamAM premathyAla ja pIje pastobhAve udayadhamAM mekIDA 2 -1 DaMkhanAMnahi bhera cAlavAnaAtmA taiparamArasamAM tanmayIbhAvatAnaM - thAnuMdhAnuM nahi nahika AtmabhogI thavAnuM uMcA uMcAtimAM vize pada-~bheTosajanayanavacamAM mapAsadekho prItina ? huM dayasisamAM pimo kayA kayA naritiSThA pUra ne " aSA meLe hadayarana nisaroejamA ) kAyA vayanamana e karIne meLe rahevuM anubhavabaLe sadabhAvoharone mAnano satatakaIne vizvane svIkArya. kattA mATe saka. ey'khAnanacI aiThobhAve hadayanuM pAnakojenajhA : sarvasAye tabakaravuM kArya ekatAnuM te kevuM AcarabanIchuM tarata mATe vanakaravuM kAma sosAya- sAmAjika sarisipI. hu teonahana bhedanaArmAdIevabhAvetataa apahedharmane bhAkhanAvavA ujatimAta' ke - nika, pratiSamAM padha 'nAenI saba minI khAmamAM jAya prAmasaTaramAra gdhyabdhigativivRta,511 , zatA nI A jJAnIonA zarIrane jo mRtyu nA hota to te AgaLa caDhI zakata ja nahi. jJAnI mRtyuno kALo paDado cIrIne tenI pAchaLa AtmaprakAza jue che ne tethI ja teo nirbhaya bane che.

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MONDAY 31ST MAY 1913. saMvata 1971 nA vaIzAkha vada 3 semavAra tA. 31 mI me sane 191pa, mu. tA. 16 rajaba sane 1333 u. pa-7 a.6-33 pA. re. 19 Adara sane 1224 - kabUtarane pAradhI dayALu paMkhIo mAM - saDyo dANo nahIM khAtuM. karuNALu kabUtara tuM - dayAno pATha zIkhavatuM. - 1 rahe bhUkhyuM tathApi tuM - dayA nA tyAgatuM kyAre. zilAkaNa khAIne sahune - dayAno pATha zIkhavatuM. - 2 kadApi cAMca mAre nA - dayALu jana dhare rahetuM. garIbAI jaNAvIne - dayAno pATha zIkhavatuM. - 3 araNya pAradhI Avyo - mahAzIta thayo duHkhI. baLatuM lAkaDuM lAvI - paDelAM patra saLagAvyAM. - 4 paroNo pAradhI bhUkhyo - thayo e ApaNo atithi. paDIne agnimAM pyArI - zamAvuM huM kSudhA tenI. - 5 kabUtara ema patnIne - gRhasthAzrama kahe pha. suNI vAto kabUtaranI - kahe patnI paDuM pote - parasparamAM atithinuM - kharuM svAgata aho karavA. paDyAM be tApaNI maLe - karyuM svArpaNa atithine. - 7 kSudhA bhAgI atithinI - gRhasthAzrama saphaLa kIdho. hRdayamAM pAradhI samajyo - gRhasthAzrama taNI karaNI. - 8 pAradhI ema na ciMtye eha - AtmabhogathI zobhe meha. pArApatano sAco tyAga - kAyA para che mahAro rAga. - 9 pApI jana madhye ziradAra - pApa karmano lahuM na pAra. pApo karatAM jIvana gayuM - thoDuM Ayu bAkI rahyuM. - 10 pArApatanI peThe sAra - dayA dharma pALuM huM sAra. evo nizcaya manamAM karyo - nija ghara jAvA pAcho pharyo. - 11 mArge jAtAM sAdhu maLyA - pAradhIe manamAM je smaryo. vaMdana kIdhuM lAvI bhAva - bhavajaladhimAM tuM che nAva. 12 dhanya dhanya dharmI avatAra - bhava sinthathI mujane tAra.- 13 "guru te ja hadayamAM rahelA aMdhakArone nAza karanArA dIvA samAna che, gura te ja devane paNa oLakhAvanAra che. gurano dveSI narakamAM jAya che. je sajjana puruSa hoya che, te kadApi kALe gurunI niMdA prANa jAya to paNa karatA nathI." 178 -

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MONDAY 31ST MAY 1913. saMvata 1971 nA vaIzAkha vada 3 semavAra tA. 31 mI me sane 1915, mu. tA. 16 rajaba sane 1333 u. pa-7 a.6-33 pA. re. 19 Adara sane 1224 Aje zodhiiravArone araDAnA mana paranI binA aba ne kAma karyo. temanAma khaiLa khabAkI che kukatA na hatA dayapaMkhIomAM nahatuM. karUNAbu kabUtara dayA pATha zakhava-. pahebUbsa tathApituM=dayAnAyAgatuMrezilAka khAInesane dhyAno pATha zikhava-2 kadApi cAMpAnA-dhyAnujana hetuMgarIbaI javAne- dayAne nAhazikhave 3 aradhI Avyo. mahArAje kayo dubaLeTalAkaDaMlAvI- pahelAM masaLagApaNo paraMbhaLoe Apa ati paDInakhAnAnA mAle huM -5 kabUtara emapIne-gaharakata kahejo. chelA kabUtarane1-kapanI mAM - 6 parakhAMkhartilikha vAgatahovA pAyAnApaNIma-sthApI te7i lukAmaNa. atino-ceharamaka hRdayamatI.guhAmataLa karI paramapiaha-AtmabhopA ne * * pAvAgatano Apo tyAma prApa mArI 11pApAnamAre gharapApakarmano lanapAra pApo karatAnaple kArDa bAbA koray pArUnI pesAra dayALu ThaMn- . eNniyamana-ho-nijadharAve che . ! mA jatAM dhumava-pAradhIemanarama vana ko5vAbhAva. uSadhina che nAva che dhanya dhadhamidhvatA avasi tu jata - A vizva e kudaratano bAga che. temAM sarva jIvone ekasarakhI rIte jIvavAno haka che. koInA jIvavAnA hakkane lUMTI levo, e manuSyanI zubha vRttinuM lakSaNa nathI. 179 -

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WEDNESDAY 2ND JUNE 1915. saMvata 1931 nA vaIzAkha vada 5 budhavAra tA. 2 jI june sane 19pa. mu, tA. 18 24jama sane 1333 7 5-6 a, 6-34 pA. ro. 24 Adara sane 1224 prabhu tuja mahimA moTo re - akala kadI na kaLAya. prabhu. nAmarUpa mahimA vaDe re - saguNa tuM kahevAya. sajvara ja sIma guNa vaDe re - rUpa ananta jaNAya. prabhu - 1 naTanAgara jala khelato re - nAmarUpa dharI veSa. nAce jagata nacAvato re - vicarI sarva pradeza. prabhu - 2 sattvaraja stamaguNa vinA re - nirguNa tuM kahevAya. nAmarUpa jyAM nahIM kazuM re - bhAkhyuM na vaikharI bhaya. prabhu - 3 tarasyuM jalamAM mAchaluM re - mAnyuM e nahIM jAya. prabhu hRdayamAM che chatAM re - jagane nahIM dekhAya. prabhu - 4 manathI zodhI thAkatAM re - manano laya jyAM thAya. prakaTa prabhu tyAM jANavA re - anubhavIne e jaNAya. prabhu - 5 prItibhaktine jJAnathI re - yAtAyAta na citta. evuM citta thAtAM thakAM re - anubhava thAya pavitra. prabhu - 7 pAme te tava rUpa banI re - kahe na jagane koya. buddhisAgara dhyAnamAM re - bhAse parAmAM joya. prabhu - 7 OM zAntiH "eka kSaNamAtra paNa pramAda karavo yogya nathI. potAnuM koI nathI. vRttione na poSatAM AtmAnA sadgaNone poSavA joIe. tamAruM te sahajapaNe tamAruM che." che 180 -

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WEDNESDAY 2ND JUNE 1915. saMvata 1931 nA vaIzAkha vada 5 budhavAra tA. 2 jI june sane 19pa. mu, tA. 18 24jaba sane 1333 u pa-6 a. 6-34 pA. ro. 24 Adara sane 1rara4 prabhu tumahimA moTo - khaDala phona kaLAya. 47* nAmarU mahimA vaDe? - taruNa kahevAya a~ransAma guNavo-2 pukhanattama-- naTanAgara ja khelata-nAmarUpadharovaiyanAce nhAta nacAvata re- viya rI sarvapra deza--2, arajastama bhAvenA re. nijkahevAya. nAmarUpa jyAM narse kara bhAkhyuM na rabArobhAya.503 taraDuM 9mAM mAuM - mAnyuM eno bhaya maja dayanAM stara- jAne na dekhAya.prabhu- mana thAtAMre- manano laya thAya. ke tyAM jaNa- anubhaLIne e gAyapratiktine tAnA- yAtAyAtanacitta kheluMdhita to kare- kAne anubhavathAbitraka pAme te tavarUpabanI- na jyane kIyauddhatAne dhyAnamAM - bhASAmAM - 97 OMzAnti A vizvavartI jIvo prati tiraskAra athavA nIca daSTithI jovuM, e potAnA prati tiraskAra ke nIca daSTithI jovA barobara che. AthI karmayogIoe sarva jIvo prati zubha bhAvathI dekhavuM. che 181 -

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THURSDAY 3RD JUNE 1915. saMvata 1971 ne IzAkha vada 6 gurUvAra tA. 3 jI juna sane 1915, mu. tA. 19 rajajaba sane 1333 u. pa-6 a. 6-34 pA. ra. 25 Adara sane 1224 kadI vizvAsya nA bhoLo gatAgama nA paDe pUrI - nihALe nA bhalI bUrI. ghaDelo nA are goLo - kadI vizvAsyanA bhoLo. - 1 nihALe nA samaya kevo - game te bolato bole. kare vivAhanI varasI - kadI vizvAsa nA bhoLo. - 2 kare khulluM hRdaya jyAM tyAM - vicAre nA thaze zuM te. hRdaya jenuM vase mukhamAM - kadI vizvAsya nA bhoLo. - 3 bhalo vidvAna paNa zatru - hitasvI mUrkha nA sAro. vivekInA hRdaya jenuM - kadI vizvAsya nA bhoLo. - 4 Take nA cittamAM chAnuM - svajana zatru nahIM jANe. laDe TANe bharyA bhANe - kadI vizvAsyanA bhoLo. - 5 dhare nA dIrghadRSTine - nahIM gaMbhIra manano je. lahe nA hArda vAtonuM - kadI vizvAsyanA bhoLo. - 9 ghaTe jyAM mauna tyAM bole - ghaTe jyAM bolavuM tyAM mauna. ghaTe nA te kare jaldI - kadI vizvAsyanA bhoLo. - 7 apekSAo nahIM jANe - vinA DahApaNa thato DAhyo. hRdaya leI hRdaya bALe - kadI vizvAsyanA bhoLo. - 8 maLe tyAM mUtare meLe - kare bhaLabhaLa nakAmI bahu. kharI vakhate khase Agho - kadI vizvAsyanA bhoLo. - 9 nathI svasthAnamAM haiyuM - bhamAvyAthI bhame jhAjhuM. vase che vahAlamAM jhera ja - kadI vizvAsya nA bhoLo.- 10 calo mana cetIne sajJo - zikhAmaNa mAnazo sAcI. buddhacabdhisadgurusaMge - maLe che saguNo sarve. - 11 "mukti-sukha samAna bIjuM koI sukha nathI. zrAvakano dharma ane sAdhuno dharma pALavo te paNa mukti mATe che, ane mukti paNa dharmanA ArAdhana vinA maLI zakatI nathI." che 182 -

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THURSDAY 3RD JUNE 1915. saMvata 1971 ne vaIzAkha vada 6 gurUvAra tA. 3 jI juna sane 1915. ma. tA. 19 jaba sane 1337 u. 5-6 a. 6-34 pA. ro. 25 Adara sane 1224 aihae0ainamaH hadI vizvAsyanabhoLogatAgama nA paDe purI--nihALenA bhIburIpaDelo nA re goLI- dakSiAnA bhoLo-1 nihALe nA samayakerAmetebelato bole. ura vijAinI varasI- kavizvanA bheLo - 2 kacchajuMhadara -vicAranAthane kaMte. hRdalenDa vacce sukhamAM- kadakSiAnAbhenTa bhalo viphA jAna-hitI sUnA starovikohuda -kadI risTanA bhoLolenA cittamAM bA- anAvRnojaNelaDe raNe bhabhame. kadI dhyAnA bhoLo:dharanA dodhadakSine nahIM gaMbhIra mananojelahe nA badalAto . vizvAsyanA bhoLo -6 dhaTencAM monaso bole-ghaTenAM baubhUMsAMmonadhaTenA tere klo- kadara vizvAsanA bheLo apekSAonarNana-vinA DahaYetaDadhoudayaleI vyabAne 6 do vizvAsyanA bheLo. maLe tyAM kUtare mene= so karabhaLabhaLanakAmINa. khI vakhate masakhA-dArUnA bhoLonaLa svAna-bhabhamAbhaRA. vase che hAlamAM ja kadaravivAna bhoLa . manayatA nasato--( DA turer lubdhina -maLe che vakhate kadI vizvavartI manuSyo game te dharmanA hoya, game te dezanA hoya, teonA AtmAomAM ane mArA AtmAmAM sattAthI bheda nathI. teo te huM chuM, ane huM te teo che. sarva jIvonI sAthe mAro Atmika saMbaMdha che. - 2 183

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FRIDAY 4TH JUNE 1915. saMvata 1971 vaIzAkha vada 7 zukaravAra tA. 4 thI juna sane 1915 su. tA. 20 rajaba sane 1333 u. 5-6 a. -34 pA. re. 26 Adara sane 1rara4 tApane tapAve tApa zA mATe - bagADavuM nA jarA hAruM. musAphara para tape zAne - banI jAya zAnta samajIne. - 1 vinA vAMke tapAvAnI - nathI tava pharja mana samajI. ghaNo ukaLATa nA karavo - have evuM ghaTe sAcuM. - 2 tapAvAthI tvane kiMcit - nathI kaMI lAbha thAvAno. thatI hAni tapAvyAthI - have to zAnta thA banyuM.- 3 nathI sAruM ati sarve - sadA che varjya ati sarve. dharI maryAdA antaramAM - zamAvI tApa de hAro. - 4 pravRtti zobhatI hadamAM - rahIne kArya karavAthI. tapI maryAda cUkyAthI - aruci horaze saunI. - 5 nathI caDAtuM jagata kone - are hada bahAra jAvAthI. ughADI AMkha jo sAcuM - thaelI bhUla jo hArI. - 7 ghaNuM hada bahAra jAvAthI - are tava anna thAvAno. jagatamAM kAyado evo - TaLe TALyo nahIM kothI. - 7 raho nijamAnamAM samajI - saha kudarata nahIM UMdhuM. svabhAve mAna che saunuM - kahyuM thoDuM ghaNuM mAno. - 8 have hada bahAra nA jAto - nahIM to tuM phanA thAze. buksabdhidharma zikSAne - grahI zobhA laho sAcI. - 9 OM zAntiH "kSamApanAnI kriyAne aMgIkAra karazo, kSamApanAthI AtmA paramAtmA thAya che. sarva maMgalanuM ghara kSamApanA che. AtmajJAnathI kSamApanA sarva jIvo karo. sarva jIvo maMgala mALAnA svAmI bano." che 184 -

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FRIDAY 4TH JUNE 1915. saMvata 1971 vaIzAkha vada 7 zukaravAra tA. 4 thI juna sane 1915 su. tA. 20 rajaba sane 1333 u. 5-6 a. -34 pA. re. 26 Adara sane 1rara4 tApane tapAvetApAzcamaTebagAuM nA jAha supara tapezAbano jatta sane-1 vinA vAMke tayAvAnI nathI tavakramanasajIDhokaLATanAkara-8ne evuMghaTesavuMtayarAjAne kihi.nA keIlAbha thavAnohatI nitapAvyANa-hatAzAnta banpha3 atisarve naM lake atisa- sadA chevA karo mada anna mAM - samASTriIjha ' to dehAro. pravRtti zobhatIhadamAM = rahIne kArya karavAthI tapI mayadicUkyAthI kharUci zeraze sonI-5 nIcchauM jagata 1 hadabahAra javA dghADI okha je sAcuM dhakhelI bhUlabehArI dhaLuM hada nmajavA- are tayaatta thavAnogatano kAyado evo - Tapa TAbanolejao nijamAnama samajI- hai,kadata nahIM. svabhAve mAlade ronuM phargyuthoDuM ghaNuMmAnahave hadabahAranA vi- nahe te nuM phanA bu #bdhi dharma - prI robhA ho sAthI OM zAnti guru te ja hRdayamAM rahelA aMdhakArone nAza karanArA dIvA samAna che, gura te ja devane paNa oLakhAvanAra che. gurano dveSI narakamAM jAya che. je sajjana puruSa hoya che, te kadApi kALe gurunI niMdA prANa jAya to paNa karatA nathI." S 185 -

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krama 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. A che 108 amara ziSya graMtho nAma adhyAtma vyAkhyAnamALA adhyAtmagItA, Atma samAdhizataka, jIvanaprabodha, AtmasvarUpa, pamAtmadarzana Adi pAMca graMtho adhyAtmani anubhava paccIzI AnaMdadhana pada bhAvArtha saMgraha AtmaprakAza AtmapradIpa Atmatattvadarzana AgamasoDhA Atmazakti prakAza Atmadarzana AtmazilA bhAvano prakAza adhyAtma bhajanasaMgraha 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 12. 13. 14. izAvAsyopaniSada (jaina dRSTie) 15. kakkAvalI subodha 16. karmayoga 17. | karmaprakRti 18. kanyAvikraya niSedha 19. gujarAta bRhad vijApu vRttAMta 20. guNAnAga kulaka |21. | gahulI saMgraha bhA. 1 22. | galI saMgraha bhA. 2 23. 24. | gubodha 25. 26. gugIta gahulI saMgraha ciMtAmaNI jaina dharmanI prAcIna arvAcIna sthiti 186 pRSTha 206 205 125 248 bhASA gujAtI saMskRta gujAtI gujAtI canA sthaLa mANasA vijApu 460 gujAtI vijApu 1000 saMskRta/gujAnI mahesANA 800 saM.gu.mA. |pAdA 112 gujAtI 125 gujAtI 200 gujAtI 240 gujarAtI 125 gujarAtI 200 gujarAtI |pAdA mULa pAdA TIkAH vijApu 1965 800 gujAtI pAdA 1968 170 gujarAtI sANaMda 351 | saMskRta/gujAtI amadAvAda 110 | saMskRta/gujAtI vijApu 140 470 | saMskRta/gujAtI pAdA gujarAtI pethApu 150| hiMdI/gujAtI mahuDI 120 gujarAtI vijApu 200 gujAtI hiMdI |viSyamAM 360 | saMskRta gujanI prAMtija 225 gujarAtI mahuDI 300 | saMskRta/gujAtI| vijApu 25 gujAtI suta pAdA canA saMvana 1964 pAdA vijApu vizvamAM pAdA amadAvAda 1981 1959 1965 1964 1965 1974 1978 1962 1981 1980 1967 1980 1981 1973 1976 1981 1973 1966 1976 1976 1976 1967 1980 1968

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27. \ pethApu gujarAtI | vijApu jainagacchamataprabaMdha : jainasaMgha pragati gItA 28. | jaina dhArmika pratimAlekha saMgraha bhAga-1 jainopaniSada jaina dhArmika pratimAlekha saMgraha bhAga-2 jaina-khristI dharmano mukAbalo jaina sUtramAM mUrtipUjA jaina aitihAsika samALA bhA. 1 tattvabiMdu tattvavicA tattvajJAnadIpikA tIrthayAtrAnuM vimAna devavaMdana stuti stavana saMgraha zrImad devacaMdrajI bhA. 1 zrImad devacaMdrajI bhA. 2 devavilAsa-devacaMdrajI jIvana devacaMdrajI gUrja sAhitya (nibaMdha) dhArmika gadyasaMgraha patra sadupadeza bhA.1 dhArmika zaMkAsamAdhAna dhyAnavicA pratijJAnuM pAlana pamAtmajyoti pamAtmadarzana patra sadupadeza bhA.2 patra sadupadeza bhA.3 pUjAsaMgraha bhA.1 para. | pUjAsaMgraha bhA.1-2 pha00 gujarAtI | mANasA 300 gujarAtI gujarAtI | pethApu 280 gu.saM.mAhi. | pethApu | | prAMtija gujAtI gujarAtI muMbaI gujarAtI amadAvAda gujarAtI mahuDI gujarAtI vihA gujarAtI damaNa gujarAtI mA | mahesANA saM.gu.mA. | pAdA saM.mA.gu. | pAdA gu.mA. pethApu gujarAtI | pAdA gujarAtI gujarAtI mahuDI gujAtI | pAdA gujAtI saMskRta pethApu gujarAtI saMskRta amadAvAda gujarAtI saMskRta mahesANA gujarAtI vihA gujarAtI vihA 416 gujarAtI mahesANA 915 | gujarAtI || pethApu 1973 1973 1973 1980 1980 1981 1969 1996 1981 1960 1967 1978 1974 1974 1982 1980 1973 1981 1958 1973 1996 1969 1979 1980 1979 1980 pethApu " "dehadukha mahAphala' e nyAyane AcaraNamAM mUkIne AtmasAdhanamAM sAdhyadaSTie AgaLa vadhazo. AtmAnA guNo pratidina vRddhi pAme evuM lakSa rAkhavuM. utsAha, dhairya, udhoga ane vairAgathI AgaLa vadhI zakAya che."

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53. 70 | 1981 1963 1965 1965 160) premagItA bhajanasaMgraha bhA. 1 bhajanasaMgraha bhA. 2 bhajanasaMgraha bhA. 3 bhajanasaMgraha bhA. 4 bhajanasaMgraha bhA. 5 tathA jJAnadIpikA bhajanasaMgraha bhA. 6 kavAlI saMgraha bhajanasaMgraha bhA. 7 bhajanasaMgraha bhA. 8 bhajanasaMgraha bhA. 9 bhajanasaMgraha bhA. 10 bhajanasaMgraha bhA. 11 bhAta sahakA zikSaNa kAvya mitra maitrI mudrita je. je. graMthagAiDa (preka) yogadIpaka yogasamAdhi yazovijayajI nibaMdha lAlA lajapatAya ne jaina dharma vijApu vRttAMta vacanAmRta (bRhatuM) stavanasaMgraha samAdhizataka satyasvarUpa saMghakartavya prajA samAja kartavya zokavinAzaka graMtha | ceTaka prabodha saMskRta vihA 200| gujAtI | amadAvAda 367| gujarAtI,hiMdI. vihA 215. gujAtI/hiMdI| kAviThA 344|. gujarAtI,hiMdI | vihA 190 gujarAtI | vijApu 2OO gujarAtI | muMbaI | gujarAtI | vihA 850| gujAtI,hiMdI pethApu pa80| gu.hi.saM. | vijApu gujAtI/hiMdI | vijApu | gujaratI | | vijApu guja tImA. vijApu gujarAtI pethApu gujAtI pAdA gujAtI pAdA gujAtI pAdA gujarAtI | pethApu gujarAtI | | vijApu guja tI/mA. muMbaI gujAtI mahesANA 35O gujarAtI amadAvAda 225 gujarAtI | pethApu saMskRta 175 saMskRta prAMtija 175 saMskRta prAMtija 175| | | prAMtija 1965 1967 1968 1998 1973 1979 1979 1981 1974 1971 1981 1968 1980 1973 1967 1978 1962 1980 1900 1900 1900 1900 175 prAMtija saMskRta "pratijJApAlako A vizvamAM alaukika kAryo karIne nAma amara karI zake che. laghumAM laghu pratijJA pALavAnI TevathI moTI pratijJAo paNa pazcAtu pALI zakAya che. pratijJAno droha athavA nAza karavAthI svAtmAno nAza thAya che." - S 188 -

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80. 81. 82. 83. 84. 85. 86. 87. 88. 89. 90. 91. 92. 93. 94. 95. sudarzanA subodha sAbamatI guNazikSaNa kAvya sukhasAga gugItA snAtrapUjA padravyavicA ziSyopaniSada zokavinAzaka graMtha sAMvatsaki kSamApanA zrAvaka dharmasvarUpa bhA.1 zrAvaka dharmasvarUpa bhA.1 hopayoga dayAgraMtha zreNika subodha kRSNagItA zrI visAgajI catri vacanAmRta nAnuM 96. Atmadarzana gItA, saMskRta 97. | jJAnadIpikA, saMskRta 98. pUjA saMgraha-vAstu pujA 99. caitanazakti graMtha, saMskRta 100. vartamAna sudhAo 101. pabrahma niAkaNa, saMskRta 102. zrImaMta sayAjI gAyakavADa pAse | ApeluM vyAkhyAna, aMgreja 105. jaina sAhAda uktAvali, saMskRta 106. adhyAtma gItA 107. tattvapIkSA, vicA gujAtI 108, gu matmya, saMskRta 175 200 300 250 50 80 98 40 189 saMskRta gujAtI gujAtI 40 175 175 175 prAMtija pethApu iDa gujAtI/mA. | pAdA gujarAtI pethApu gujAnI pAdA vijApu muMbaI muMbaI prAMtija gujAtI gujAtI gujAtI saMskRta saMskRta prAMtija saMskRta prAMtija 175 saMskRta prAMtija A graMtho nAnA che. keTalAka anya graMthomAM aMtargata che. A graMtho nAnA che, keTalAka anya graMthomAM aMtargata che. A graMtho nAnA che. keTalAka anya graMthomAM aMtargata che. A graMtho nAnA che. keTalAka anya graMthomAM aMtargata che. A graMtho nAnA che. keTalAka anya graMthomAM aMtargata che. A graMtho nAnA che. keTalAka anya graMthomAM aMtargata che. A graMtho nAnA che. keTalAka anya graMthomAM aMtargata che. A graMtho nAnA che. keTalAka anya graMthomAM aMtargata che. A graMtho nAnA che. keTalAka anya graMthomAM aMtargata che. A graMtho nAnA che. keTalAka anya graMthomAM aMtargata che. A graMtho nAnA che. keTalAka anya graMthomAM aMtargata che. A graMtho nAnA che. keTalAka anya graMthomAM aMtargata che. A graMtho nAnA che. keTalAka anya graMthomAM aMtargata che. 1900 1971 1971 1958 1977 1959 1981 1967 1967 1980 1980 1980 1980 "prabhunA guNonuM smaraNa athavA sadgurunA ke AtmaguNa ciMtavanamAM manane roko, AmAnuM sAmarthya prApta karo ! AtmA vaDe AtmAno uddhAra thavAno che, he mitro tame potAnA sAmarthyathI ja saMsAra samudra tarI zakazo."

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pAdavihAranI pAvanabhUmi saMvata sthaLa 1957 pAlanapumAM dIkSA - pATaNa, cANasmA, moDhA, teja, kaTosaNa, bhoyaNI, Adaja, | amadAvAda, vaDodA, kheDA, mAta, peTalAda, kAviThA, bosada, khaMbhAta, kAvi, gaMdhA, suta (vaDI dIkSA sUtamAM thaI) 1958 kAvi, gaMdhA, jhaghaDIyA, bharUca, valasADa, DabhoI, vaDodA, pAdA, vaso, peTalAda, kheDA, mAta, sANaMda, godhAvI, bhoyaNI, joTANA, mesANA. 1959 chANI, ANaMda, vAsada, bosada, kAviThA, meLAva, vaso, sANaMda, godhAvI, sAMteja, kaDI, bhoyaNI, mANasA 1960 lodA, driola, Ajola, vijApu, gavAjA, mesANA. 1961 mahesANA-vijApu 1962 hiMmatanagara, rUpAla, TIMToI, zAmaLAjI, nAgaphaNA pArzvanAtha, vIchuvADA, DuMgapu, kezayiAjI, pAlanapu, pozInAjI, IDa, dAvaDa, AgaloDa, vijApu, prAMtIja, pethApu, noDA, mahesANA, amadAvAda 1963 prAMtija, pethApu, mANasA, pAnasa, kalola, kaDI, bhoyaNI, godhAvI, sANaMda 1964 godhAvI, lodrA, prAMtIja, mANasA, driola, gavADA, pIlavAI, gati, pAmola, khoDa, kabaTIyA, pIpaLAva, tAMgAjI, kheALu, mesANA, joTANA, bhoyaNI, kalola, Adeja, baMdhejA, lIMbodA, mANasA 1965 driola, mANekapu, lodrA, Ajola, lIMbodA, DAbhalA, mesANA, joTANA, bhoyaNI, kaDI, kaMDa, amadAvAda, sANaMda, godhAvI, bojA, nAyakA, mAta, vaso, kAviThA, bosada, AMkalAva, umeTA, pAdA, vaDodA, DabhoI, bosada, khaMbhAta, peTalAda, kheDA, amadAvAda 1967 sANaMda, mIyA, bAvaLA, gAMgaDa, koTha, dhaMdhukA, pAlItANA, vaLA, dholA, khaMbhAta, pAdA, dApu, pAleja, zino, jhaghaDIyA, kaTho, suta, Dumasa, suta 1967 sutathI muMbaI sudhIno pradeza 1968 suta, jhaghaDiyA, pAleja. pAdA, amadAvAda 1969 sANaMda, sesiA, kalola, pAnasa, mANasA, vijApu, prAMtIja, sANaMda, godhAvI, amadAvAda (gudevazrI sukhasAgajI kALadharma pAmyA.) 2 190 -

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1970 noDA, valAda, iMdroDA, pethApu, mANasA, lodA, Ajola, mahuDI, vijApu, zipo, khALu, tAMgA, vaDanaga, umatA, vIsanaga, mesANA, mANasA (AcAryapadavI pethApumAM thaI.) 1971 vIjApu, iDa, vaDAlI, tAMgAjI, AbujI, pAlaNapu, pATaNa, cANasmA, zaMkhezvajI, pATaNa, cArUpa, mesANA, pethApu 1972 godhAvI, sAMtaja, kalola, pAnasa, mANasA, prAMtIja, amadAvAda, pethApu, vijApura 1973 amadAvAda, ANaMda, vImagAma, upayiALA, zaMkhezvajI, pATaNa, cArUpa, mesANA, pethApu 1974 pIpaLaja, lIMbodA, mANasA, vijApu, AgaloDa, pAnasa, mesANA, vijApu 1975 vasoDA, mahuDI, kolavaDA, mANasA, mANekapu, pethApu, vaDodA, pAdA 1976 bosada, kAviThA, peTalAda, vaso, kheDA, amadAvAda, pethApu, mANasA,vijApu 1977 puMdhA, mANasA, sANaMda, puMjApA, nAdIpu, sojI, pAnasa, kalola, sesiA, sAMteja, godhAvI, sANaMda 1978 sakheja, elIsabrIja, amadAvAda, pethApu, mANasA, vijApu, lodrA, puMdhA, NAsaNa, | mahuDI, Ajola, driola, vijApu 1979 sANaMda, amadAvAda, pethApu, mANasA, vijApu (zrI ajitasAgajIne AcArya padavI) 1980 mahuDI, prAMtIja, godhAvI, amadAvAda, iMdroDA, baMdhejA, lIMbodA, driola, vijApu, mahuDI, pethApu 1981 mahuDI, vijApu (vijApu svargavAsa, jeTha vadI 3 caDhate paho) [bolDa TAIpavALAM sthaLo cAturmAsanAM sthaLo che.] "jo tame potAnA AtmAne nIca gaNazo, ane huM krodhI chuM, kapaTI chuM, vyabhicArI chuM, mahAdoSI chuM, pAkhaMDI chuM, nirdhana chuM, mohI chuM, dveSI chuM - ityAdi azuddha paryAyamaya potAnA AtmAne bhAvazo to tamAro AtmA tamane tevo bhAsaze."

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cAturmAsano maMgala avasa vikrama saMvata gAma suta pAdA mANasA mahesANA vijApu amadAvAda sANaMda mANasA amadAvAda suta muMbaI amadAvAda 1957 1958 1959 1960 1961 1962 1963 1964 1965 1966 1967 1968 1969 1970 1971 1972 1973 1974 1975 1976 1977 1978 1979 1980 1981 jeTha vadI 3 amadAvAda mANasA pethApu vijApu pethApu vijApu pAdA vijApu sANaMda mahesANA vijApu pethApu vijApu svargavAsa S 192 --