Vismi Sadini Viral Vibhuti Part 02

Author(s): Hemvallabhvijay
Publisher: Sahasavan Kalyanakbhumi Tirthoddhar Samiti Junagadh
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/012070/1

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20.. virala vibhUti mI sadInI bhAga - 2 www.alnalibrary org

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Ayariya namukkAro, jIvaM moei bhavasahassAo; bhAveNa kIramANo, hoi puNo bohilAbhAe. AcArya bhagavaMtane dravyathI paNa karelo namaskAra jIvane lAkho bhavothI choDAvavA mATe samartha che ane bhAvapUrvaka karelo namaskAra bodhilAbha (samyakatvanI prApti) mATe thAya che. maNavayakAehiM mae, jaM pAvaM ajiaM sayA; taM savvaM ajJa gayaM, diDhe tuha suguru! muhakamale. he guruvara ! Aja sudhI mArA vaDe sadA mana-vacana-kAyA vaDe je koI pApa upArjana karela che te sarva Aje ApanA mukhakamalanA darzana thavA mAtrathI nAza pAmyA che. Bain Education international

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ciMtAmaNi sAricchaM, sammattaM pAviyaM maye ajaH saMsAro dUri kao, diTThe tuha suguru ! muhakamale. he guruvara ! ApanA mukhakamalanA darzanamAtrathI mAro bhavasaMsAra dUra thayo che, Aje mane ciMtAmaNi rata samAna samyakatvanI prApti thaI che bahumANa; oosiM purisANaM, jai guNagahaNaM karesi to Asanna sivasuho, hosi tumaM naththi saMdeho. AvA mahApuruSonA jo bahumAnapUrvaka guNagrahaNa karIza to tane alpakALamAM zivasukhanI prApti thaze temAM koI saMzaya nathI Esecation thermasse

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virala rabAdhaNubelaDI - paryAyasthavira pa. pU. zugharavijayajI ma. sa AMkha mIcuM chuM je pAMpaNanA paDadA upara e ajanca avismaraNIya drazyanI jhalaTha pragaTa thAya che anaMta kSitijanA paTa para... daze dizAone prakhara kiraNothI ajavALatA sUrajanI sAthe eka ekAkI tejasvI puruSa dhIma paNa makkama cAle eka pachI eka kadama uThAvI rahyo che. na saMtApa, na glAni, na virAma, na vizrAma..... mAtra potAnA dhyeya tara ekadhArI gati...! koi na Ave toye ekalo jAne re...' kavi ravIndranAthanuM A gIta eka pada dhvanimAMthI niraMtara pragaTI rahyuM che.. A ekAkI pravAsI eTale AcArya himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma. ! saMghanA saMpa kAje AjIvana AyaMbilanA ghora tapasvI, aDa saMkalpanA svAmI, siMhapuruSa, sUrajanI sAme cAlanAro aTaMkI viralo..... ! lAlAza paDato gauravarNa.... kadAvara kAyA.... prabhAvazALI vyaktitva ... pahelI najare sAmAne Dara lAge evo karaDAkIbharyuM cahero... vedhaka najara.... ochAbolI prakRti...! A emanI oLakha.! taTasthavicAradhArA... uMDu ciMtana... sthira nirNaya... nirbhaya abhivyakita... apramatta ArAdhanA..... kaThora tapoma jIvana....! A emanI vizeSatA ! vi.saM. 2016mAM emano prathama paricaya thayo, je AgaLa jatA jIvananA aMta sudhI sacavAya tevA gADha AtmIya saMbaMdhama pariNamyo. saM.2016nA vaizAkha mahine rAjasthAna piMDavADAmAM parama gurudeva gacchanAyaka AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijayapremasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI parama pAvanIya nizrAmAM atibhavya aMjanazalAkA pratiSThA mahotsavano prasaMga hato. samudAyanA moTA bhAganA padastho saparivAra piMDavADA padhArI rahyA hatA. pU.tapasvI paMnyAsapravara zrIkAMtivijayajI ma. tathA mArA dAdA gurudeva pU. paMnyAsapravara zrI bhaMdrakavi ma. Adi ghaNA badhA padasthonI nizrAmAM zrI zaMkhezvara mahAtIrthe navapadajInI oLI karI badhA pUjyo piMDavADA tarapha nIkaLyA, jaldI javA mATe huM pU. paM. kAMtivijayajI ma.nI TukaDImAM joDAyo. badhA alaga alaga gAmonA raste cAlatA AburoDamAM bhegA thai gayA caitra vada 11nA sAMje kivaralI gAmanI skUlamAM mukAma karyo. savAra paDI, sUyodaya thayo, potapotAnI upadhi bAMdhI ame sahu vihAra mATe taiyAra thayA tyAre pU. himAMzuvi. ma. nuM gaNavAnuM cAlu hatuM caitra-vadanI bhayaMkara garamI, rAjasthAnanI gharatI, 10 mAIla cAlIne svarUpagaMja pahoMcavAnuM hatuM chatAM emane jarA paNa utAvaLa nahi. pUrvAbhimukha besI nirAMte ArAdhanA kare. ugatA sUrajanA kiraNothI camakato emano tapaHpUrNa gaura rakata cahero ujjavala kAMtimAna kAyA... pahelIvAra ghArIne joyA, je Aje paNa evA ja smRtimA saMgharAyA che.

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AyaMbilanI oLI vihAramAM paNa cAlu hatI sUryodaya pachI thoDI ja vAramAM garamIno pAro caDhavA mAMDe. 9 vAgyA pachI paga baLe evI gajhatumAM 11-1ra vAge ArAmathI svarUpa gaMja AvyA ame to sUryodaya thatAM ja nIkaLI gayelA, paNa 10 vAge svarUpa gaMja pahoMcatA garamIthI trAhi mAm thaI gayelA, jyAre emane to A kALajhALa garamInI koI asara ja nahi emanI AvI ghIratA ne sahiSNutA joIne huM to khuba ja prabhAvita thayo. A mAruM emanI sAthenuM prathama milana... alapa kalapa paricaya....! pratiSThA mahotsavamAM to huM amArI bALa sAghumaMDaLImAM khovAI gayo. pratiSThA pUrI thatAM ja sahu sahunA cAtumasotra tarapha viharI gayA. 2018mAM pAchA caitra mAsanI AsapAsa pUjyazrI sAbaramatImAM bhegA thai gayA. 3-4- divasa sAthe rahyA tyAre emanI saraLatA, nikhAlasatA, karaDAkInA caherA nIce chupAyelI komaLatA ane taTasthauMDI vicArazIlatAno khAsso paricaya thayo. ghaNu navuM jANavA maLyuM. 2016 nI caitrI oLIthI mArA dAdA gurudevazrIe vahetI karelI maitrAdi bhAvonI anivAryatAnI vicAraNAe pU. premasUridAdAnA samagra samudAyamAM bhAre vaicArika saMgharSa pedA karelo. Akho samudAya be chAvaNImAM vaheMcAi gayelo. amuka padastho paMnyAsajI ma.nI vicAradhArAmAM pUrA saMmata hatA, keTalAka pUjyo asaMmata hatA. A vaicArika saMgharSanA samAdhAna mATe kalola nagaramAM pU.premasUridAdAnA sAnnidhyamAM badhA padastho bhegA thayA. ghaNA divaso sudhI vicAramaMthana cAlyuM A prasaMge bhalabhalA vidvAna munio taTasthatA jALavavAmAM gothuM khAi gayA tyAre mArA gurudevanA virodhapakSe rahelA pUjyonI sAthe besavA chatAM pU. himAMzuvi. ma. taTasthatA ane mArA gurudeva pratyeno Adara-sabhAve pUrepUro jALavI zakyA hatA. A saMgharSanA havAmAnamAM ja sAbaramatI emanI sAthe amAre rahevAnuM thayuM tyAre mArA jevA ugatA juvAna sAdhu sAthe emaNe aneka vivAdAspada, sAdhusamudAye cagAvelA prANaprazna jevA muddAomAM paNa je taTasthatA, ane uMDI samaja-sujhathI vicAraNA karI e uparathI huM eTaluM tAravI zakyo ke ghaNAbadhA ekAMta AgrahathI emaNe potAnA cittane buddhine mukta rAkhyuM che. koipaNa muddAnI niSpakSavicAraNA mATe emanA dvAra khullA hatA. badhAthI alaga abhiprAya ApavAmAM e nirbhika hatA. emAge tyAre mane spaSTa kaheluM ke 'mane tArA dAdAgurudevanI vicAradhArA ja ThIka lAge che.' emanA A nirNayane ThIka Therave tevuM ja pAchaLathI thayuM. kalolanA vaicArika saMgharSa pachInA be-traNa varSamAM ja mArA dAdAgurudevanI maityAdi vicAraNAnI saccAi ane anivAryatAne mAtra emano vaicArika virodhI varga ja nahi. paraMtu lagabhaga- zramaNa saMghanA samudAyo samajyA ane cAhaka banyA. koInI paNa zeha zaramamAM AvI satyane dabAvavAnuM emane phAvatuM nahi. asatyane oLakhyA pachI kayAreya namatuM toLatA nahi. emano A svabhAva AjIvana rahyo. tethI ja saccAI khAtara ekalapravAsI jevuM jIvana jIvyA. ATaluM dIrdha jIvana potAnA ja kaMDArelA mArge cAlyA, mastI ane prasannatAthI...!! jIvananA pAchalA bhAgamAM mArA dAdAgurudevano moTo vaicArika prabhAva emanA upara jovAyo. maityAdi bhAvonA paripAkasvarUpa anerA saMghavAtsalyathI raMgAine ''samagra zramAgasaMdha maitrIbhAvasaMpanna bane, saMpIlo bane, saune Adeya bane,' e ja ekamAtra AzayathI e AjIvana AyaMbilanA ArAdhaka banyA. e AyaMbila paNa nirdoSa dravyathI ja, emanI nitya ArAdhanA pUrI thAya pachI ja karatA, bhalene, sAMja paDI jAya, emanI A ghora sAdhanA mAtra saMdha-zAsananA abhyadaya mATe ja hatI. "rAmaNa zramaNAraraMtha maitrIbhAvasaMpanna bane, saMyalo baol, saune Adeya bane,"

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WAY VA ziSyo-Azrito mATe pUjyazrI bahu 555 hatA. koipaNa mumukSu emanI sAthe rahevA Ave eTale AyaMbila karIne ja sAthe rahevAnI zarata mukatA e paNa apramata abhyAsAdi ArAdhanA sAthe! mumukSu to vAta sAMbhaLatAM ja TharI jAya. ziSyanI lAlasA hoya to lADa laDAve ne ! pelA mumukSu be-cAra divasamAM ja bIjA guru zoghI le, eno emane raMja nahi. emanI sevAmAM paNa pUrA sahanazIla muni hoya, te ja TakI zake. jo ke mArI sAthe emano joradAra RNAnubaMdha hato. huM jyAre paNa sAthe rahyo tyAre phulanI jema mane sAcavatA vaicArika carcAmAM mArI vAta ke salAha moTe bhAge svIkArI letA, kayAreka emanI sUcanA karatAM viparIta karI nAkhuM to ochuM na ANatA, eTalo prema ane kRpA emanI mArA upara hatI. emanI vidAyathI zramaNa saMghane AdhArastaMbha samAna mahAna ArAdhakanI khoTa paDI ja che, paNa meM to mArA dAdAgurudeva pachI mane vAtsalyathI bhIMjavanAra, baLa ApanAra, AtmIya, vaDIla, kalyANamitra gumAvyA che je khoTa pUrAya evI nathI. mArA dAdAgurudeva ane pU. himAMzusUri ma. baMne upara giranAranA nemanAthadAdA ane moTA dAdAguru pU. dAnasUri ma. nI asIma kRpA rahI che. baMnenA AdhyAtmika zrAtanuM mULa A baMne ne devagurunI kRpA ja hatI. baMnenI sAdhanAsthalI sahasAvana ! baMnee AjIvana DoLIno paNa upayoga na karyo. baMne paramagurudeva premasUri ma.nA paramavizvAsapAtra ! A paNa eka saMyoga ja ne ! jIvanano saMkelo karatAM pahelA pU. himAMzusUri mahArAjAe potAnA ziSya tathA prANapyArA tIrtha giranAranI vyavasthAno havAlo mArA dAdAgurudeva pU. paMnyAsapravarazrI mahaMkaravi ma.sA.nA parivArane soMpyo te paNa sAMketika yoga che ne ? mahAna zAsanaprabhAvaka AcArya bhagavaMta zrI rAmacaMdrasUri ma.nA ziSyo baMne gurubhrAtAo - mArA dAdAgurudeva ane mahAtapasvI himAMzusUri ma. no devAtmA potAnA AdhyAtmika baLathI samasta zramaNa saMghanA amyudaya ane samAdhimAM nimita bane e ja chellI prArthanA.....! zI prArthanA

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tapagharmanI sAkSAtu : - deg deg deg degad. - pa.pU. A. prabhAkara su.ma.sA. jainazAsananA gaganamAM tapadharmanuM khuba ja mahattva che. ATha prabhAvakamAM pAMcamo tapaprabhAvaka kahela che. navapadajImAMnA padamAM chellA tapapadanuM mahattva khuba ja che. zobhAyAtrAmAM chelle rathanuM mahattva che tethI jaina jalayAtrAne rathayAtrI kahevAya che. dharmanA svarUpamAM ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa chello kahyo che. lagnanA pherAmAM jema chellA pherAnuM mahattva che tema dharmanA svarapamAM tapanuM khuba khuba mahattva che. jainazAsanamAM koIpaNa AcAranuM ke virAghanAnuM prAyazcita tapa thI ja thAya che. jJAnAcAra, darzanAcAra, yAtriAcAra, tapAcAra ane vicAranI bhUlanuM prAyazcita tapathI apAya che. tIrthakaramagavaMta paNa dIkSA laIne prathama ''tapagharma' Adare che. bAhya jagatamAM bAra prakAranI tapagharmamAM tapagharmanI je ArAdhanA karatA nathI te herAna thAya che. | DokTaro tathA vadho zarIranI bhUlonI zuddhi mATe aThavADika lAMghaNa karavAnuM jaNAve che. tema jainazAsanamAM AtmAnI zuddhi mATe pAkSika AlocanA upavAsathI kahela che. jenazAsanamAM pAMcatithiupavAsa karanArA hoya che. - jJAnAcAranI ArAdhanAthI magaja ane buddhinI zuddhi thAya che. darzanAcAranI ArAdhanAthI indriyanI zuddhi thAya, cAritrAcAranI ArAdhanAthI aMgopAMganI zuddhi thAya che. tapAcAranI ArAdhanAthI zarIranI temaja zarIramAM rahela dhAtuonI zuddhi thAya che. vIryAcArathI AtmAnI zuddhi thAya che, - AvA tapagharmanI sAkSAt mUrti samAna AcArya bhagavaMta himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI jIvanayathI AvI ArAghanA jANavA maLe che. teoe hajaronA tAraNahAra evA AcArya bhagavaMta rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja pAse grahaNa zikSA ane sAkSAtu cAtrimUrti AcArya bhagavaMta premasUrimahArAja pAro AsevanazikSA grahaNa karI hatI. dIkSA lai A. bhagavaMta himAMzusUri ma.nA rome romamAM, nasa nasamAM ane lohInA eka-eka buMdamAM tapadha" lakhAi gayo hato ke kotarAi gayo hato ! are jaDabesalAka eka eka zabdavAkyamAM tapadharma aMkAi gayo hato. je mahApuruSe jIvanamAM ''sADA agyAra hajAra AyaMbila tathA traNa hajAra upavAsa" tapa karela, nirdoSa gocarInA pracaMDa- gaveSaka ane AcAranI custatAnA sabaLa prabaMdhaka hatA. are ! AcArya padavI pachI paNa jAte upadhi upADI che. bhayaMkara garamImAM paNa tarasa lAgatAM sAmethI lAveluM pANI vAparatA nahi, teo pUrvanA maharSionI yAda apAvanArA hatA. je vastu AhAranI nirdoSa maLe ekaluM ghI, ekaluM dudha to tenAthI ja teo tapanuM pAraNuM karatAM hatA. cAno adhyAsa mArA jIvanamAM hato meM tene cAdevI mAnI hatI paraMtu temanA yogathI cA mane DAkaNa jevI lAgavA lAgI, tyArabAda mArA jIvanamAM khumArI vadhI hatI.

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dkho kad tapa karatA ha paraMtu tapa karAvatAM suddhA 01Le tapasvInI kALajI, bhakid tLe tapasvI pratye vAsa tApaNuM ucu soTInuM jALavI zakatA hatA. meM temanI nizrAmAM bAra IhanAmAM sADAtraNa mAsAmaNa karyA hatAM. te pahelA cha havAmAM bIjI ghaNI tapasyA karAvI hatI. | temanA bhagavatInA jogamAM eka bhAvuka vihAramAM sAthe hato. temanI pAse pAkuM mIThuM (balavaNa) hatuM ane temanI gocarI lAvavAno huM lAbha leto hato ekavAra balavANanI jarUra paDI ane najIkamAM ghara hovAthI te bhAvuka pAse balavANa maMgAvyuM ane lAvyo temane khabara paDI gai tethI temaNe jaNAvyuM ke have tArI lAvelI gocarI mATe vAparavI nathI. meM ghaNI ja AjIjI karI ke kRpA karo have pharIthI AvuM nahi bane tyAre mane jaNAvela ke apavAdano upayoga nA chuTake ja karavAno hoya kAraNa ke apavAda paNa utsarganI sAdhanA mATe che. AvA sAdhaka tapasvI chanA pAraNe AyaMbilanI vardhamAnatapanI lAMbI oLI kare. zatruMjaya - giranAra emanA haiyAmAM vasI gayela. zrI zatruMjayanI navvANuM yAtrA karI upara mAsakSamaNa karela ane tenA pAraNe AyaMbila karatAM. temaja giranArajInI navvANuM bAda mAsakSamaNa pachI paNa pAraNuM AyaMbilathI karatAM AvA mahApuruSa sAthe mAre bApa-dikarA jevo saMbaMdha hato. mAre koivAra manabheda paDato paraMtu matabheda hato nahi. teone jyAre satya samajAi jAya pachI nikhAlasatApUrvaka bhUla kabula karatAM, 'saMvatsarInI sAcI ArAdhanA karavA mATe badhAM mane mUkI deze to huM ekalo paNa sAcI ja ArAdhanA karIza.' teo AvI sAcI khumArIvALA hatA mATe ja AvA mahApuruSane chellA tera varSa daramyAna pU. zAsanaprabhAvaka paMnyAsa candrazekhara vi. ma. nI udAratAthI 'hamavallabhavijaya' jevA sAcA sAdhaka, vaiyAvaccI ane nAmanA ke kAmanAthI para evA munibhagavaMta maLI gayAM. jeone Aje lAgalagATa 3500 uparAMta AyaMbila cAlu che. teo himAMzusUrimahArAjanA paDachAyAnI mAphaka temanI sAthe rahyA hatAM. dhanya himAMzusUrIzvarajIne ! dhanya tapasvI hemavallabhavijayane! | temanA saMsArI dIkarA nAcArya nararatnasUri mahArAja saraLadi, Gad1, bhakid vAsAvALI ja murti hadi. pitA sttAM pahelAM dIkarA RRCLasUri mahArAje dIkSA grahaNa karelI hatI, chatAM paNa ghaNAcArya padavImAM pitA mahAna banAvI pote moTA hovAM chatAM paNa oNs HdalA sevaLI mArUSthyA ane sarva koi teno khajAdzamuM kahetA hatAM. nAnAnI paNa nAnA bALakanI jema sevA karatAM teone jotA puSpaculA sAdhvI ane vaiyAvaccI naMdISaNa muni yAda AvatAM. AcArya himAMzusUri mahArAja ane AcArya nararatnasUri mahArAjanI bhagavAnanI bhakita paNa joradAra hatI. olIcArya tarasUri mahArAjanI kriyAyuddI zuSka jananI sutdIne uDAvI de tevI hatI. zall banne mahApuruSono mArA upara ojudai upakAra che. te ne koTIza vaMdanA sAthe ...... koTI koTI vaMdanA 'jainazAsananAM gagaLAmAM viharatA sUrya - caMdra samA dedIpyamAna * AcArya bhagavaMta zrI himAMzusUri tathA prAcArya bhagavaMta baRRLasUri mahArAjALe. '' www.gamelbrary.org

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zaizavanAM. EU-Uthapaths j saMbhAraNAM For Private & Person parama tavI pU.AcAryadeva zrImad vijayahimAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja tathA prazAMtamUrti pU. yAdava zrImadbhagavaMta varasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnuM nAmasmaraNa thatAM ja saMyamajIvananA zaizavakALanI keTalIya mUrtio tAjI thai javA pAme che. kAraNa ke siMhasavA svAmI pU. AcAdita zrImadvijayamukitA sUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI nizrA uparAMta ubhaya pUjyonI savizrAmAM sAMgalIbijApuranA cAturmAsa sahita zeSakALamAM paNa ThIka ThIka rahevAnuM banyuM hatuM. tyAre paMnyAsapadA dhAraka tarIkeno ubhaya-pUjyono paryAya cAlato hato. bhISma sAdhanA, kaThora jIvanacaryA, khaDaka jevuM khaDatalapaNuM, apUrva tyAgavRtti, anyane mATe kusuma jevI komaLatA chatAM jAta mATe vajra jevI kaThoratA, sAMbhaLatA paNa chAtI dhabakArA cUkI jAya evuM tIvra-tapazcaraNa ityAdi anekavidha guNonuM sadehe pragaTIkaraNa ane vicaraNa eTale ja jANe zrIhimAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja ! mAtra paDyo bola ja jhIlI levAnI tatparatA nahI, paraMtu vaDIlonA iMgitAkAra parathI ja aMtaranA bhAvo kaLI jaine e bhAvonI pUrti karI devAnA puruSArtha pUrvakano vinayopacAra, kSaNekSaNe - paLepaLe ane pagale pagale jayaNApradhAna vRtti-pravRtti, bALaka jevI nikhAlasa ane sAlasa manovRtti, zarIrathI kheMcAine paNa pitA- muninI sevA khAtara ghasAi javAnI bhAvanA, pitAmuni taraphathI maLatA ThapakAne goLanI jema gaLyo mAnIne hasate mukhe gaLI javAno ativirala bhaktisabhara bahumAna bhAva ityAdi javalle ja jovA maLatA guNonI hAlatI-cAlatI mUrti eTale ja jANe zrInararatnasUrIzvarajI mahArAja ! pitA-putra tarIkenI ajoDa joDI tarIke samudAya ane saMyama mATe AdarzabhUta eka navo ja adbhuta itihAA suvarNAkSare aMkita karI janArA ubhA pUjAnI sAthe pU. paramagurudevazrI muktiyadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAneM bhavo bhavato koiNALubaMdha haze. ema kahyA lakhyA vinA cAle ema nathI. vihAra daramiyAna jyAre baMneno bheTo thaI javA pAme, tyAre sAMjanuM pratikramaNa pUrNa karIne teo evI jJAnagoSThimAM khovAi jatA De, rAta kyAM pasAra thai jatI ane savAra kayAre khIlI uThatI, evo khyAla ja na raheto ane savAranuM pratikramaNa paNa e ja beThaka para pUrNa thatuM. Ama chatAM e jJAnagoSThi pUrNa thavAnI tRptino maoNDakAra paNa aa anubhavAto. AvA dharmabeTanA DAraNe ja sAMgalI-bijApuranA rAAturmAsa pachI piMDavADA sudhIno vihAra, A pachI jesalamera taraphanuM vihAra-virAraNa vagere abeMka sthaLe baoNlA prasaMgomAM teozrInI hiMmata, khamIrI aneM sAhasikatAno je anubhava thavA pAmyo, e Aje varSonA varSo vItavA AvyA chatAM bhUlAyo nathI. Y.org

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kolhApura-zAhapurImAM ujavAyelA pratiSThA-prasaMge je khumArInuM darzana thayuM e to adbhuta hatuM. banyuM evuM ke, muMbainA eka atiprakhyAta saMgItakAranuM pratiSThA prasaMge Agamana thayuM hatuM. * rAte bhAvanAnA avasare e saMgItakAre potAnI Adhunika vicAradhArA mujaba maMdiramAM thoDIka vAranI bhAvanA pUrI karI daine pachI maMDapamAM moTI medanI vacce gAMdhIjInA gItaDAM gAvAnI zaruAta utAro najIka ja hato, IthI pa.pU.paM. himAMzudjayajI a[, nA kALamAM gAMdhIjI nA be gItaDAMnA zabdo pravezatA dkho ubhA thai gayA ane pa.pU.paM. muktavijayajI mahArAjane haoNaiNe kahyuM * *gAje hajI pahelAM ja divasa A saMgItakAra gAMdhIjInA gItaDAM gAtA chaTakAvavAmAM rvAha khAvuM, to roja khAvuM ne gAvuM nATaka bhajavAze, mATe cAlo ! [1paNe maMDapamAM pahoMcI jai onLe sabhAne sAcuM samajAvI ke, pratiSThA- prasaMganI ll iDapamAM zuM khAI zakAya ane zuM na gAI zakAya ? " ' A sAMbhaLyA pachI pa.pU.paM. zrI muktivijayajI mahArAja tarata ja rAta hovA chatAM maMDapamAM jaine satyanuM samarthana karavA taiyAra thaI gayAM. pa.pU. paM. zrI himAMzuvijayajI ma. paNa temanI sAthe maMDapamAM jai ubhA. rAtanA samaye maMDapamAM padhArelA pUjyone joine sau Azcaryamaya banI gayA. e saMgItakAre paNa vismaya anubhavyuM ene thayuM ke, gAMdhInA gItaDAM gAvAnI mArI pravRttine paDakAravA to AmanuM Agamana nahI thayuM hoyane ? sabhAne besI jaine potAnI thoDI vAta sAMbhaLavA pUjyoe jaNAvatA sau besI gayA bAda pUjyazrIe nIDaratA pUrvaka kahyuM ke- "bhagavAnanI bhaktino A mahotsava che ane enA mATeno ja A maMDapa che. A maMDapamAM bhagavAna sivAya bIjAnA guNo ke gIto gavAya ja nahi. koine gAMdhIjInA gIta gAvA hoya, to A maMDapanI bahAra moTuM cogAna khulluM paDyuM che tyAM e gAi zake che paNa saMghanuM AmaMtraNa svIkArIne ahIM AvyA bAda AvI pravRtti karAya, to e saMghanA droha jevuM gaNAya Aje mahotsavano pahelo ja divasa che A rIte rAte ahIM AvavuM e amArI maryAdAne anurupa na gaNAya. Ama chatAM jainazAsananI maryAdAnI jALavaNI to vadhu agatyanI gaNAya mATe ahIM AvIne ATaluM jaNAvavuM jarUrI gaNAya. AzA rAkhIe chIe ke have AthI vadhu kaMi ja kahevAnI jarUra nahIM rahe." sabhA sAjI gai olo saMgItakAra paNa sAla mAM samajI gayA, hoMzI bhagavALA ja gIto / bhAvaLAmAM gavAyA chefooM savAra paDe jo pUrve to saMgIdDAoN jevAM vidAya lai lIdhI. bIjo paNa eka prasaMga yAda Ave che. jesalamera taraphano vihAra hato. e pradeza eTale retALa rANabhUmi ! ekavAra sAMjano 5-6 mAilano vihAra karIne vyavasthApakoe jyAM rAtavAso karavAnuM goThavyuM hatuM, tyAM pahoMcIne joyuM to eka moTI jhUMpaDImAM sAdhu-sAdhvI baMneno utAro goThavavAmAM Avyo hato. baMne vacce eka paDadAnI ADa goThavavAmAM AvI hatI. e jaMgalamAM A sivAya bIjI koi vyavasthA zakya na hatI. pUjyoe A joine kahyuM ke, ''rAte vihAra na karavA pAchaLanuM eka kAraNa 'saMyamamaryAdA' che. paraMtu ahIM rokAvAthI A maryAdAno jo bhaMga thato hoya ane rAte paNa ahIMthI vihAra karI javAthI jo A maryAdA paLAtI hoya, to AvA sthAne na rokAtA ahIMthI vihAra karI javo, emAMja saMyamadharmanuM pAlana gaNAya." - pUjyoe ATalI bhUmikA racIne pachI pUchayuM ke 'ahIMthI AgaLa koi gAma Ave kharuM ? javAba maLyo ke 8-10 mAila sudhI koi gAma hovAnI zakyatA nathI. hA! ahIMthI pAMceka mAila dUra eka parabanuM makAna Ave che, paNa e rahevA jevuM nathI. pa.pU.paM.zrI himAMzudjayajI mahArAje kahyuM keM, ''oliTalo Azaro to ghaNo gaNAya. gADI nI jhUMpaDImAM to mArAthI rahI zakAya ja nahI.' chaoNmaLI vAtamAM Teko pUrAvavA pa.pU.paM. zrI mukitavijayajI mahArAje kahyuM ke, ''jo parabamAM mA~ rAta gALIzuM, mArI bIjI koi ciMtA nA karatAM ahIM rahIche tame sAdadIjI dhoLI dhArALara saMbhALa lejo.' sUryAsta thai gayA bAdaLo che vihAra punaH cAlu thayo saMyamanI surakSA mATe til vihAra viSiddha hovA chatAM tipl-vihArathI ja saMyama surakSita rahe cheat jaNAtA pUjayo vihAra karIne meM paraba-svAumAM pahoMcI gayA. AvA anekAneka prasaMgo pUjyazrInA jIvana sAthe saMkaLAyelA che jenI smRti thatAM ja pUjyazrInA saMyama-prema upara vArI javAya che. A to mArA zizujIvananAM saMbhAraNAM thayAM ! chelle | pUjyazrI sAthe pAlitANA pannArupA dharmazALAmAM rahevAnuM thayuM tyAre vaMdanAdi - vyavahAra na hovA chatAM pUjyazrIe vAtsalyapUrvakano je vyavahAra karyo ane amuka amuka tAttvikavicAraNA karavA gheTI-gAmamAM AvavA je rIte Agraha karyo, e vAtsalya ane e Agraha hajI smRti paTa parathI bhUMsAyo nathI. temaja zrIhimAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI AsapAsa covIse kalAka paDachAyAnI jema sevArata pU. A. zrI nararatnasUrijI ma. nuM smaraNa thatA to mastaka namananI mudrAmAM jhukI gayA vinA nathI rahetuM.

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yANA, jIvadayA ane paLepaLe paMjavA-pramArjavAnI cAritracaryAnuM zrInararatnarijI mahArAja jAge prayogAtmaka svarupa rAmAM ja hatA. emanI AvI cAritracaryA jotA ja samitiguminuM pAlana kai rIte karavuM joie. enI prayogAtmaka pratIti thai AvatI. pitA AcAryadeve jANe tapazcarAga dvArA tapagAgane gaurava apAvyuM , jyAre putra AcAryadeve pitRvArupa vaiyAvaccenA mAdhyame vinayagAgane gauravAnvita banAvyo baMne pUjyo pota-potAnA kSetre navo ja itihAsa sarjAya ane suvArNAkSare lakhAya evuM virala jIvana jIvI gayA. huM jINI je sANa pyAsI 8 yeii hilAlA jevuM hIrAkI jesI bI kaI che grAbhAALa jevuM tapogaganano zukatAro... . * jI - pa.pU. A. vijayamukitaprabha su.ma.sA. siddhAMtamahodadhi, sarasthApricUDANa, sarvAdhaszramaNasArthAdhipati. sUrisArvabhauma sUripremanA panotA padharAva, vyApALavAyarapati, suvizAlagacchAdhipati - surisamrATa | rasUrirAma nA sarvapadharomAM tapoToge sahuthI vadhu nAmanA meLavanAra too sauthI vadhu mokhare rahevAra koi padhara hoya to te che 1paravIsamrATa pU. bA.zrI vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA...! | karmaThaTheha, lokhaMDI manobaLa ! gaMbhIra mukhamudrA ! gaura vAna ! TasanA masa na thAya tevuM sthira vyaktiva ! A badhI janmajAta teone maLelI bheTo hatI. paNa chelle chelle vi.sa. 2057 vaizAkha kSahive suvizAlagacchanAyaka pU. bA.bha.zrImada vijaya mahodayasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI sAthe amadAvAdathI pAlitANA vaMlilubhAI sarakAra viaiizikhara baMdhI jinaprasAdanA AMjanazalAkA pratiSThAnA prasaMge javAnuM thayuM te samaye pUjavazrId sukhazAtA pUchavA mATe javAnuM thayuM tyAre tenozrInA ofdal darzana thayAM. | pUjyazrI trimaMtranA jApamAM beThA hatAM. jApa pUrNa thayA tyAM sudhI huM tyAM ja beTho, amadAvAdathI page cAlatA cAlatA siddhagiri AvavAnI eka bhAvanA pUrI thayAno AnaMda ane haja | pAlitANAthI page cAlatA cAlatA giranAra sudhI pahoMcavAno amApa utsAha teo sAthenI vAtacItamAM jaNAto hato ane aMte teo pahoMcyA paNa kharAM... ! | pUjyazrI amadAvAdathI pAlitANA saMdha laine AvyA hatAM. paNa pUjyazrIno saMgha anya saMgho karatAM tana anokho hato sarve yAtrikoe nitya AyaMbilano tapa karavAno ane e rIte amadAvAdathI pAlitANA pahoMcavAnuM...

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mArA pU. dAdAgurudeva putaca06surIzvarajI mahArAjA zA pU. himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA zaoN naeN tamaeN oNs samaye eNvI bhAiidhI hatI keM vAta na pUcho... hinAo sudhI kho baMne sAthe rahyA hatAM. karNATaSmAM vijApura zo afhArASTramAM sAMgaclI eN be sathaLo cAtumArsa paNa sAthuM ja karyuM hatuM. cha samaya oNTale lagabhaga vi.saM. 2014, vi.sa. 2015 nI sAla... mArI dzA mArA vaDilabhAi pU. zall.bha.zrI pUrNacaog surIzvarajI ma. nI uMmara che vakhate nAnI ghaMTad dasa-bAra varSanI hatI. khUba juno paricaya eTale jotAM ja Akho bhUtakALa AMkha sAme AvyA vinA na rahe, teonI sAthe teonA ciraMjIvI pU. A.bha. zrInararatnasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA paNa hatA. Ama juo to bApa-beTA ane Ama juo to guru bhAi baMnenI dIkSA AgaLa-pAchaLa thai hovAthI baMne ziSya banyA hatA pU.A.bha. zrImad vijayarAmacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA...! Follama chatAM jo vaoNlo saMbaMdha joyo hoya to guru - ziSyanA saMbaMdhane ya bhUlAvI de haoNvaoN bidaLa bharyo ! - pU. himAMzusUri ma.nI AjJA thai nathI ke pU. nararatnasUri ma. e jhIlI nathI. baMnenA svabhAva vacce paNa ghaNuM aMtara ... ! dhAryu na thAya to pU. himAMzusUri ma. banI jAya Aga...? dhAryA karatAM taddana viruddha karavAno vakhata AvI jAya to paNa pU. nararatnasUri ma, banI jAya pANI...! pU. A.bha. zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.no eka nitya niyama ke savAranA uThI pratikramANa-paDilehaNa puruM karI teo zrI siddhagirirAja Adino doDheka kalAkano jApa karavA bese - e jApa pUro na thAya tyAM sudhI vihAra na kare, bhale mAthe sUrya tapI jAya ane mukAme sADAdasa ke agyAre pahoMcAya, teo vihAra na kare eTale pU. A.bha.zrI nararatnasUrIzvarajI ma. paNa na kare, baMne sAthe ja rahe. ghaNIvAra bhAibaMdhInI rue pU.5. zrI mukitavijaya ma. pU. himAMzuvijayajI ma. ne kahe.. "tAre vihAra moDo karavo hoya to huM moDo karaje, tane koNa nA pADe che paNa A vararatnavijayane to bIjJA 51 // samayasara nIkaLI samayasara pahoMcI jAya tAre jaoNDAsaNuM hoya che. baeNTale bAra vAge to vAMdho Laha, oone thoDuM ja raoNja joDAsaNuM hoya che ... ? '' zaoN vakhate pU. himAMzudjayajI ma. sthitaprajJanI jema badhuM ja sAMbhaLI uM, - 1 'hA'mAM javAba Ape na 'nA' mAM javAba Ape. Avo mITho majhAno ubhaya vacceno saMbaMdha ! pU. paMnyAsapravarazrI mukitavijayajI gaNivarya tathA pU. gaNivarya zrI himAMzuvijayajI ma. e baMne "sUriprema'' ane 'sUrirAma' nuM dhAvaNa pIne ucharelA siMhasaMtAno hatA eTale zAstrasiddhAMta ane saMyamazuddhinA pahelethI ja kaTTara himAyatI hoya emAM kaMi ja Azcarya na hatuM. kayAMya siddhAMtamArgathI viruddha thatuM kaMi jaNAya to bemAMthI eke ya jhAlyA na rahe.... vi.saM. 2014 nAsapAsanI sAd.... ! e samayano eka prasaMga mane yAda Ave che. kolhApura- zAhapurImAM mULanAyaka zrI zAMtinAthabhagavAnanI pratiSThAno mahotsava hato. nizrA pU. paM. zrI mukitavijayajI ma. tathA pU. himAMzuvijayajI gaNivarya Adi ThANAnI hatI. ame sahu sAthe ja hatAM. mahotsavano raMga anokho jAmyo hato. pravacanamAM pUjAmAM tathA bhAvanAmAM maMDapa cikkAra bharAi jato hato. AgevAno paNa khUza hatAM. pUjA-bhAvanA mATe e samaye jenI khUba ja bolabAlA hatI ane jenA kathAgIto para keTalIya keseTo nIkaLI cUkI hatI. evA muMbainA suprasiddha saMgItakArane zrIsaMghe bolAvyo hato. bhAvanA jAmavA mAMDI ema bhAvanAno TAima vadhavA mAMDyo. mahotsava maMDapanI najIkamAM ja upAzraya hovAthI bhAvanAnA zabdo dhyAna daine sAMbhaLe to barAbara saMbhaLAya evA hatAM.

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Passionate Spiritual Energetic cothA ke pAMcamA divase raMge (bhAvanA cAlu hatI- diDapa zisSAra hato jene # juIRNI ||R (1robo sAya hato. soMDAoNs pU.paM.zrI mukidvajayajI 1. nI uMgha uDI gaI. nirava zAMti hovAthI bhAvazALI zabado kALe caDAvA mAMDayA, dApUrvaka sAMbhaLavA mAMDayuM to gAMdhIvAdI e saMgItakAra (FgavAvALI sAthe ja gAi rahyo hato he bhagavAna ! kone jaIne kahevuM * *tAre maMdire ghInA dIvA baLe garIbo bicArA bhUkharA/ mare ! have zA kema cAle...'' ? - pU. gurudeva zrI mukitavijayajI ma. e A zabdo sAMbhaLyAne emanuM lohI garama thai gayuM.. A zuM ? mahotsava bhagavAnano, darabAra bhagavAnano ane vicAro gAMdhInA ? A kema cAle .. ? thoDe dara saMthArA para sUdla pU. mu. zrIhimAMzu vi. gaNivarabe jagADavI - 'himAMzudjayajI uTho.. sAMbhaLo to kharAM.. bhagavANanA darabAramAM gIto gAMdhInA gavAi rahyA che. mA keal calAvI lUMvAva...? mahotsavamAM vizrA zApaNI che. zAstradpd si paNa thAya to javAbadArI khApaNI rahe che. cAlo, suDo SattLI moho hAthamAM dAMDo lo oldvAre ja aiDapamAM jai bhAvaLA karAvavI paDaze. baMne taiyAra thai gayA che kAmaLI choDhI hAthamAM dAMDo lai pahoMcyA mahotsavanA maMDapamAM choDathI RI Saa 5 alhArAja sAheuLe maMDapamAM ||velA joi ofdhA yoMkI uThAvI, tyAM jai pravacanapITha upara besI vi pujavobe sA sA saMgItakAro kahI dIdhuM.. *oll (jNavAdLo darabAra che to bhagavAnanI bhakid StvA bolAvyA che tamAre gAMdhInA gIto gAvA hoya to bIjI ghaNI khullI jagyA che A maMDapamAM Iha gAI zakAya...** (bhAdoNI dtd ja chaju I gaI - saMgIdDArane potAnI [CIno prayAd byvI gayo. RIdlid paisA OM bhADuM vIghA dion1 ja potA gAma pahoMcI gayo bIjA divasathI zaoNkalA bhagavAotLI kSasiLA ja gIto gavAvA mAMDyA ne mahAbhavano raMga gora jAmI gayo. AvA hatA e baMne pUjyo, avasthA muninI hoya, gaNinI hoya, paMnyAsanI hoya ke AcAryanI hoya, paNa aMdara chupAyela zAstra ane siddhAMtanI vaphAdArI mATe laDavA-jhajhUmavAnuM sarvakayAMya chUpuM rahI zakatuM nathI. mahArASTra satArAmAM baMne pujavo gayA tyAre jilamaMdirano saMpUrNa vahIvaTa zALe copaDA sathAnakavAsIbA hAzamAM hatAM. jaino paNa che samaye jovA ke gharamAM koI prasaMga hoya tyAre zAMdeo... nahI paNa satyanArAyaNaNI pujA kuNAvaDAve, pAvI varadImAM mAvA zaheramAM va sthiratA karI baMnne pUjavo vahIvaTanI old dedguLI zuddhi mATe ghaNAMbadhAM prayato 5ryA hatAM. Aje to eN satArA zaheramAM zikharabaMdhI qdf jilaidara chaidhAI gayuM che. vijayarAyaousUri pArAdhatAvaLa paNa baMdhAi gayuM che. te saMpUrNa vahIvaTa mUrtipUjaka saMghanA hAthamAM che. | saMyamazuddhinuM teonuM lakSya paNa ajaba-gajabanuM hatuM. saMyamazuddhi to ja paLAya jo AhAra nirdoSa ane zuddha vAparavAno Agraha rakhAya ! teozrInA jIvanamAM evuM to keTalIya vAra banyuM haze ke vihAramArgamAM ghara na AvatA hoya, nirdoSa AhAranI zakyatA na hoya , AhAra doSita ja levo paDe ema hoya to vihAramAM lAgalagATa pAMca-sAta upavAsa paNa kheMcI letA, paraMtu doSita AhAra letA nahIM. Compassion sanctity For any

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teozrIe potAnA jIvanamAM tapano to eka itihAsa sarjelo. trIsa trIsa upavAsa karIne ekatrIsame divase ya zrI siddhagirirAjanI yAtrA karIne ke zrI giranArajInI yAtrA karIne pachI ja pAraNuM karavuM AvA to keTalAya abhigraho teonA jIvanamAM vAre tahevAre teo karatAM rahetA hatA ne sAdyaMta pUrNa paNa karatAM hatAM. mANekapura teonuM mAdare vatana hatuM.. teonA sagAbhAie paNa teonI jema ja vairAgya vAsita baLI vyAkhyAvAcaspati pUjyapAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijayarAmacaGsUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnuM ja ziSyatva svIkArI AjIvana gurusevAve guruvaphAdArInuM vrata lai zAkhAmAM ane samudAyamAM pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya jitamRgAMkasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA tarIke potAnA vyaktitvane alaga upasAvyuM hatuM. teoe potAnA ziSyone mevA ghaDyAM hatA ke, Aje teonA ja eka ziSya prAcArya zrI vijAsmabhUSaNasUrijI atyAre sauthI adhika sAdhu-sAdhvIMgaNanA gacchAdhipati pade birAjamAna che. sva. pU. A. bha. zrImad vijayahimAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA jIvanamAM dInatAnA darzana kayAreya koie karyA nahi hoya, ziSyasaMpatti ochI hovA chatAM nispRhatA eTalI badhI hatI ke kayAreya koi ziSyanI garaja teoe batAvI na hatI. kaDaka zista ane kaDaka AjJApAlananI jenI taiyArI hoya te ja temanA ziSya banI zake ne ziSya banyA pachI sAcuM ziSyatva nibhAvI zake. chellI uMmaramAM paNa teoe kayAreya koinI sevAnI apekSA rAkhI na hatI Ama chatAM teonuM cAritra ane vyaktittva ja evuM hatuM ke jenAthI AkarSAine pUjanIya AcAryabhagavaMto ane paMnyAsajIbhagavaMto paNa potAnA ziSyone teozrInI sevAmAM rAkhavAmAM gaurava anubhavatAM hatAM. chelle chelle prakhara vyAkhyAtA pU. paMnyAsapratathI yaC/zekharavijayajI gaNivaryA ziSyaratna munirAjazrI hemavallabhavijayajI ma. e varSo sudhI ziSya karatAM va adhika sevA karI pUjyazrInA hRdayamAM je sthAna prApta karyu hatuM te tadna anokhuM hatuM potAnuM kartavya bajAvyAno aAnaMda anubhavatAM Aje teo potAnA gurudevalI vizrAmAM pahoMcI jaI sAdhanAnI mastI lUMTI rahyA che temaja sva. pUjyazrInA ziSyA munirAjazrI yavanavijayajI, pU. paMbyAsapravara zrI vajasaeNvijayajI gaNivaryanI pAvana nizrAmAM ArAdhanAno AAnaMda lUMTI rahyA che. paramAtmazAsananuM gurutattva ane paramAtmazAsananuM ziSyatva be ja kharekhara dAda mAMgI le evA che. guru haMmezA ziSyane AgaLa vadhAravAnI ane potAnI samakakSa banAvavAnI bhAvanAmAM ramatAM hoya che. potAnA ziSyanI koi paNa bhUla AkhI duniyAne jeTalI DaMkhatI nathI hotI ethI vadhAre gurune DaMkhatI hoya che. eja rIte sAco ziSya saMdaiva duniyAne rAjI na rAkhatA gurune rAjI rAkhavAnA prayatnamAM ramato hoya che. gurujJA ! guruicchA! guruSAtaMtrya! meM ja ene mana jIvananuM sarvasva hoya che. || ||33||3 =}}}

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amadAvAdano e prasaMga mane barAbara yAda che. prAyaH navaraMgapurAno ja vistAra hato, paraMRRtapasvI pU. bA. bha. zrImad vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarjI mahArAjane samAcAra maLyA ke potAnA gurudeva pU. A. bha. zrImad vijayarAmacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA amadAvAda sosAyaTI vistAramAM padhAryA che. ane gurudevanuM svAsthya paNa uMmaranA hisAbe joie teTaluM svastharahetuM nathI. AvA samaye potAnA gurudevanA vicAro ane mAnyatAo sAthe potAnA vicAro ane mAnyatAono samanvaya na sadhAto hovA chatAM hRdayamAM rahela gurudeva pratyelA kRtajJabhAvane yAda karIne tekhone vaMdanArthe ane sukhazAtA pUchavA jyAM pUjyazrI hatA tyAM padhAryA. teo padhAryA tyAre abeMka pado, muvibhagavaMto tathA zrAvakavarga paNa upasthita hato.- AvatAMnI sAthe sva. pUjyazrIe potAnA gurudevanA khoLAmAM mAthuM mUkI dIdhuM e vakhate pITha thAbaDatAM te vAsavabhIno hAthapheravatAM pU. bA. bha. zrImad vijayAmAsUrIzvarajI mahArAjA oNTaluM ja bolyA, "AA to mAro khovAyelo hIro che" vicAromAM virodha dharAvatA ziSyanuM paNa guruhaiyAmAM keTaluM sthAna hoi zake che evuM A eka pratyakSa dRSTAMta che. e ja rIte vicAromAM virodha hovA chatAM ziSyanA hRdayamAM gurunI gurutAnuM keTaluM ujjavaLa sthAna raheluM haze ke potAnA saMsArI vatana mANekapuramAM jayAre gurumaMdiranuM nirmANa thayuM tyAre teoe tyAM potAnA tamAma upakArI gurubhagavaMtonI pratikRti ane pagalAnI pratiSThA samaye potAnA paramopakArI bhavodidhatAraka gurudeva pU. A.bha. zrImad vijayarAmacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI pratikRti tathA pagalAMnI paNa pote jAte pratiSThA karAvI hatI. je joi virodhIo paNa vicAramAM paDI gayA hatA ke pU. A. bha. zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA A zuM kare che ? paraMtu mahApuruSo kayAreya kRtajJabhAvane choDatAM nathI eno A dAkhalo hato. AvA paramatapasvI e mahApuruSanA mananAM pratyeka spaMdomAM potAnA vhAlAmAM vhAlA tIrtha tarIke zrI zatruMjaya girirAjanuM tathA zrI giranAra girirAjanuM sthAna hatuM ane ethI ja jANe jIvananuM chelluM aeka cAturmAsa zrIzatruMjaya girirAjanI chatrachAyAmAM pasAra karI zeSa jIvana zrI giranAragirivaranI godamAM pasAra karavAnI bhAvanAthI tekhothI giravApadhAryA. giranAra girirAjamAM cAturmAsa paNa karyu.. giradR girirAja ane sahasAvana kalyANaka bhUmino saMpUrNa jirNoddhAra zrAvako dvArA thAya e emanI aMtima manobhAvanA hatI ane eja manobhAvavA sAthe lai teo giranAra girirAjanI pAvana godamAM 96 varSanI uMmare arthAt potAnA gurudevanI uMmare ja vi.saM. 2059 mAgasara suda 14 nI madhyarAtrie 12-39 kalAkaeN girirAjanA dhyAnamAM manane kaeNndrita karI paramasamAdhi sAthe svargavAsI banI gayA tapogaganamAM teja pAcato eka tAralo kharI gayo. kahevuM ja paDaze ke, phula gayuM je phorama rahI - tapasyA gayA paNa tapasvInI yAdI rahI gai... zIkhI lo namratAnA pAThakoi vRkSa pAsethI phaLe tyAre nathI nAnapa anubhavatA namana karatA brary.or 13

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saujanya hArTa sAgic18TII saMsthAmAM pU. 11. zrI. 10. himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma. sA. oNTaoN mArA jAd-of[rq pramANe saubhAgyanA svAmI to hatI paraMtu zaoNthI vizeSa doonuM jIvavA sauja cha-sauhArda-sAdsdiLA hoMs dNI saMgama samAna hatuM. | mArA pU. gurudeva A.zrI. vi. jitamRgAMkasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ane pU. tapasvI A.zrI. vi. himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. baMne saMsArI pANe sagAbhAio ane sAdhu avasthAmAM paNa baMne gurabhAio pU. parama vinayI A.zrI. vi. nararatnasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. saMsArIpaNe pU. tapasvI AcAryazrInA putra ane sAdhupaNAnA avvala ArAdhaka A traNe mahApuruSo eTale jIvatI-jAgatI sAkSAt saMyamamUrti. mArAM koika puNyanA udayathI A traNe mahApuruSonA jIvanamAM je kaMi sAkSAtkAra thayelo che enuM smaraNa A avasare thai Avela che. AjIvana aMtevAsInA nAte pU. gurudevazrIno prabhAva to jIvanamAM hoya ja. emAM kaMi navAi nathI paraMtu - pa.pU.A.ratnabhUSaNa su.ma.sA. emanA dvArA emanA ja bhAi, bhatrIjAnA tapa-45-vinaya-vaiyAvacca-saMyamanI sAdhanA AdinuM varNana sAMbhaLato tyAre haiyAmAM anero AlhAda anubhavato hato, enuM varNana zabdothI zakaya nathI. (bhAiao varaNe prasaMge prasaMge patra vavahAra paNa thato hato. zaoNmAM paNa iLe varaceluM paraspara saujanya nItaratuM hatuM paoNpod|LI viNata viSaa| | pa?i vimAM paNa teno potAno vicAra pharavA |do sAdiALo ja dicAra pahed std. potAno vicAra karyA vinA sAd|Idl HhAra 6 [oldiolT ja IdyAraNA hoya che sATA| U|[(o|| che. io (diAIuno varase ilots dyAraHda hovA chatAM bAid paMttparanA saMnidhaaji jarA paNa varace zADI MAvI nathI. lod ooN MLeluM sauhArda hatuM. |IvA - cAra prasaMgo ApaNe mANI lai ! mArI dIkSA saM. 2014mAM thai pachInA ofjI5LA ja samayamAM zarUmo vihAramAM hoioN te vakhate do pagamAM jI[ a[Le pail ullli pyad?ja nA DAuinjnI jIyuka yAdI |patA. saM. 2015 mAM mArAM gurujI (afist - ajraNAMd alidagI jINAvI te cAreka IhalA vALI cAlI. ro qkhate judI judI bAvono vicAra SRdi myAd4 pU. tapatvI ma. zrI| pathI pUchAvyuM che ''taNosathApanAcAryajI to | MdalAvyA nathI ne ? * * || rIte teno dara hovA chadi add daivI kALajI rAkhavA hadi dLo vAd miAve che. prAyaH saM. 2017nI vAta che | vakhate mokhuM jeTha suda 1 no vihAra karyo. pU. tapatvI che. che jevI khabara paDI ke turaMta ja tenaoNo paNa lakhIoN sUcacvuM ke tamaoN turata ja pAchA vaLI jAzo LIjuM muharta sAruM joine vihAra Tharajo. | saM. 2023 nI lagabhaga vAta che. e vakhate amo pU. gurujInI gaMbhIra mAMdagInA kAraNe muMbai-sAyanamAM hatAM. te vakhate pU. tapasI ma. zrIe pote ekalAM rahevAnuM nakkI karIne paNa pU. A. nararatnasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ne pU.gurujInI sevA mATe mokalavAnI tatparatA darzAvI. jo ke pU. gurujIe emanI paristhiti Adino vicAra karIne, eozrInI bhAvanAno Adara karIne te aMge nA jaNAvI. A rIte teo potAnI jAtane badale sAmAno vicArapahelAM karatAM hatAM. - A rIte saujanya ane sauhArda pachI sAttvikatAno pAga je anubhava karyo che te jAgAvuM chuM. junAgaDha hemAbhAinA vaMDa pU. tapasI ma. ane pU.A.zrI nararatnasurIzvarajI ma. sA. be ja ThAgA birAjamAna hatAM. te vakhate amo vihAra karatAM tyAM pahoMcyA. pote vaDIla ane AcArya hovA chatAM ane potAne AyaMbila hovA chatAM navakArazI AdinI bhakti mATe taiyArI batAvI. amoe vinayapUrvaka nA pADI bIje divase amo dAdAnI yAtrA karIne lagabhaga bapore 3 vAge pahoMcyA. te vakhate joyuM to baMne pU. AcArya maLIne kApa kADhatA hatA. amane to manamAM kaMine kaMi thai gayuM yAtrAno thAka hovA chatAM te bhUlIne mu. kulabhUSaNavijayajIe pU. tapasI ma. ne Agraha karIne uThADI mukyA ane kApa kADhI Apyo. eka to vRddhAvasthA - tapasvI zarIra - phakta be ja ThANAM - Asana - kAmaLI vigereno kApa kADhavAno AvA avasare paNa emanI siMhanA jevI je sAttvika khumArI anubhavI, evI sAttvikatAno anubhava, evI khumArI, e Aje paNa amArA mATe eka preraka baLa banI rahI che. aMte koTi koTi vaMdana - anupama saujanya - sauhArda ane sAtvikatAnA praveNI saMgama svarU5.... parama pUjya AcArya zrImad vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ne........ For P o olse Only 14.

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vAtsalyano hoya - pa.pU. A.ajitasenasUri ma.sA. 5.pU. AcArya mugavaMta vartaollid4LI zaus alhALavabhUti thaI gaI, dhozI ofoNka guNatcLonA GISR edi. bhUtakALamAM DokIyu karatAM eka prasaMga smRtipaTa upara AvI jAya che, jyAre amadAvAdanA gIradharanagaranA upAzrayathI pUjyapAdazrI vihAra karavA prayANa karI rahyA hatA tyAre pa.pU. A. rAmacandra su.ma.sA. pAse vaMdanArthe AvyA paraMtu sAheba vAMcanamAM ekalIna hovAthI pUjyapAdazrI tarapha temanuM dhyAna na gayuM te avasare eka mahAtmAe kahyuM ke ''sAheuly ! nApa sApe to jo'' tyAre najara pheravatAM sAhebajIe potAnA tapasvI samrATa ziSyane joyAM te samaye 5.pU. A. himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI AMkhomAM jhaLajhaLIyA AvelA meM joyA hatA. kevo gurupratyeno snehabhAva! pUjyazrI sAthe jayAre jayAre rahevAnuM thatuM tyAre tyAre teo haMmezA mAtAtulya vAtsalyabhAvathI navarAvI detA hatA, mArA upara teozrInI khuba kRpAdRSTi hatI ane tene kAraNe ja temaNe mane jApanI ArAdhanAo ApI hatI guNonA bhaMDAra pa.pU. AcArya bhagavaMta jANe ! coMzA nArAnA mahAdl sAis of hoya ! dvuM lAgatuM hatuM. nispRhatAnAtvAmI AcArya bhagavaMta ! . pUjyapAda, | saMyamIsamrATa, - AcAryadevazrI, hiMmAzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA ! - pa.pU.paM. vajasena vi.1fNAvaya devAdhideva, giranAramaMDana, nemanAthabhagavAnanI anugraha amISTine pAmavA sabhAgI bananArA. . -- paramapUjya, mahAsaMyamI, AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya dAnasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI aMtaranI kRpAne pAmanArI. * * * paramapUjya, siddhAMta mahodadhi, AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnAM haiyAmAM sthAna-mAna pAmavA baDabhAgI bananArA.... paramapUjya, kalikAlakalpataru, AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnuM ziSyatva pAmavA bhAgyazALI bananArA... sva mATe kaThora ..... para mATe komaLa ...... mahAna tapasvIratna, saMyamI samrATa... AcArya deva zrImadvijayahimAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA....! * ke jeuo ja odh dvArA mAtA-pitAne gha| HlAvyA.... bAdLavara jevA saMvALad saMyama pApI mahA saMyamI unAvA..... * saMvanI sAdhanA HitI gurujanod o] [lAvyA.... AvA mahAna saMyamadhara, dIrdhasaMyamI, AcAryabhagavaMtanuM saMyama apekSAe vicArIe to dazavaikAlikanA adhyayanonA bhAvo sAthe lagabhaga sumeLavALu hatuM. | jovA, pujApAda sAhebAjI fhArathI SSS edi. nA... ! saMyaajpAlana mATe 5S8 hatA. paNa!!! LIjAnI yogyatA pramANe eNnA saMyamajIddLA rakSaNa mATe purA rADa hatAM. pUjyapAda, paramagurudeva, AcArya bhagavaMta zrI premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA sAnnidhyapUrNa saMskAronA kAraNe agizuddha saMyama pAlana mATe ati jAgaraka pUjyazrI tapa ane saMyamyAtrAtIrthayAtrAmAM paNa...! gocarI-pANInI zuddhi aMta sudhI jALavI zakayA. | lAvuM utkRSTa jIvana pAlavamAM hovA chatAM huM bhinA kadI mukha upara darzAvavA na dIdhuM. SAraNa ja che..... A to bhagavALI bAjJA paLAya che, ane jo pAlavA mATe to saMyama lIdhuM che. pUjyazrInA aMtaranI evI jabbara asara yuvAno upara rahetI ke emanA saMparkamAM be-traNa vakhata koi AvI jAya to evuM AkarSaNa thAya ke pUjyazrInA darzana vagara ene cena na paDe. evA aneka dhI yuvAno A saMyamapUta mahAtmAnAM sevakanI jema eka adanA zrAvakaratno che. 15

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jhIlAvatA w ga..... mIThAzapUrvakana WWW vWI amane Azcarya to e thAya che ke, sAhebajIneM koine tapa-tyAganI vAta aAgrahathI nahI karI hoya emanA jIvanamAM tapa-tyAga evA siddha thai gayela ke teno viniyoga sahajabhAve thayA kare. yuvAnomAM sAmAyika-kaMdamULa tyAga- rAtrIbhojana tyAga- prabhupUjA jevA niyamo to jANe sahaja bhAve AvI gayA hoya. pUjyazrInA haiyAmAM zAsanadAjha to rageragamAM evI prasarI cUkelI ke - mArA bhagavAna - mAruM zAsana - mAro saMgha .... A saMgha - zAsananuM utthAna kema na thAya ? thavuM ja joie. ApaNe badhA eka zubha bhAvanA prasarAvIe to thai ja zake. evI dazraddhA ane niSThAthI teo jIMdagInA aMta sudhI TakelA rahyA. AMyabila jevo mahAna tapa karatAM rahyAM. pUjyazrInuM jIvana, emanI niHspRhatA e to saMyamapAlana pratyenI avihaDa niSThAno prasaMga banyo tyAre jANyuM. 16 re re OM che 2 hAlAranA itihAsamAM sau prathamavAra jAmanagarathI giranArajI tIrtha thai zatruMjaya tIrthano charI pAlita saMgha saM. 2032 mAM nakkI thayo. temA nizrA mATe amArA gurumahArAja parama pUjya AcArya zrI kuMdakuMdasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe (tyAre mudghi hatA), paramapUjya, tapasvIratva, AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAne vinaMtI karavA kahyuM. saMghanA AgevAnoe vinaMtI karI. pUjyazrIe khAvavA anuti ApI. saMgha prayANanA divaso bajIka AvavA lAgyA. ruTa pramANe pUjyazrI vihAra karIne jAmanagara tarapha padhArI rahyA hatA. vAraMvAra vararo AvavAnuM ke maLI javAnuM spaSTa nA pADatAM. vAMkAnerathI vihAra karyo, kAryakaro maLI AvyA. aneM nakkI hatuM ke A divase jAmanagara AvI jaizuM. kAryakaro divasa bhUlI gayA bIjo divasa emanA khyAlamAM rahI gayo, vararo maLavAnuM paNa kahI gayelA ke ame AvI jaizuM paNa pahoMcI na zakyA ane pUjayazrI to jAmanagara padhArI gayA. praveza prasaMga bhavya karavAno hato paNa pUjyazrI to sahajatAbhAve padhArI gayA. saMghanA AgevAnone thayu ke sAheba nArAja thayA haze. kaMika bolaze. paNa sAhebajI to jANe kaMi banyuM ja nathI evA ja vAtsalya bhAvathI badhA sAthe vAta karI ane have pachIno progAma kevI rIte karavAno te badhu vicArIne goThavyuM. e rIte dharmathI abudha evA hAlAranA jIvone potAnI aMtaranI atyaMta karuNAthI, sadbhAvanAthI vyAkhyAna AdimAM evA prasaMgo lIdhA ke te vakhate badhA ekAgra banI jatA. gAmomAM AvatA ajainonI samakSa jaina-ajaina prasaMgone evI mIThAzathI prakAzatA ke sAMbhaLanAra e prasaMgane vaccethI choDI zake ja nahIM. sAmuhika caityavaMdanomAM stavano jhIlAvatA emAM paNa je mIThAzapUrvakanA rAga....... badhA AvA anuSThAnathI ajJa hovA chatAM pUjyazrInA sAnnidhyathI pote jarA paNa kSobha rAkhyA vinA emanI pAse jai zakatA ane potAnA bhAvo vyakata karI zakatA. AvA to aneka guNonA svAmI pUjyapAdazrInA haiyAmAM giranAra tIrtha ane giranArI zrInemanAthabhagavAna hatA tethI jIvananA aMte emanI bhAvanA mujaba najara samakSa e ja paramAtmA ane e ja tIrthanA dhyAnamAM madhyarAtrie pUjyazrI ucca paMthe javA mATe prayANa AdarI gayA. temanA jIvanamAM rahelA agaNita guNonA khajAnAmAMthI AMzika guNonA bhAjana banIe eja aMtaranI abhilASA. 0 www.nbrary.org

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- vAtsalyamUrti AcAryabhagavaMta....! - 5.pU. payAryasthavira divyAnaMda ma.sA. anaMtaupakArI, parama tAraka paramAtmAe bhavi jIvonA kalyANa mATe zAsananI sthApanA karIne aneka AtmAone Atma kalyANano mArga batAvyo, ane te paramAtmAnI zAsananI jyota jalatI rahe te mATe bhagavAnanI pATa paraMparAmAM aneka suvihita gItArtha AcArya bhagavaMtoe e jyotane jalatI rAkhIne paramAtmAnA parama tattvane ApaNA sudhI pahoMcaDyA che. te parama tAraka paramAtmA vizvavatsalanuM vizeSaNa dhAraNa karanArA hatA. te jagat vAtsalyanA kaMika aMzane tenI pATaparaMparAmAM thayelA AcArya bhagavaMtoe jALavI rAkhyuM che. temAM parama pU. AtmArAmajI mahArAja sAheba tathA temanI pATe AvelA 5.pU. kamalasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba, temanI pATe AvelA pU. upAdhyAya zrI vIravijayajI mahArAja sAheba, temanI pATe Avela jyotiSamArtaMDa vizuddha saMyamadhAraka pa.pU. A. zrI dAnasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba temanI pATe Avela vizuddha cAritracUDAmaNi siddhAMtamahodadhi, karmasAhityaniSNAta, pUNya nAmadheya 5.pU. A. bhagavaMta zrI premasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba ke jemaNe aneka jIvone zAsana rasIyA banAvyA. temanI pArTa pravacanaprabhAvaka, samyagdarzananA ajoDa upAsaka, aneka jIvone samyagdarzananI sAcI samaja pamADanAra pa.pU. A. zrI vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba. temanA ja padhara mahAna tapasvI, AyaMbila tapanA ajoDa upAsaka, eTale ja vAtsalya vAridhinuM svarupa prApta karanAra sva. pa. pU. A. zrImadvijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba ! mane temano pahelo paricaya saM. 2021 mAM thayo ane te vakhate teo pATaNamAM birAjamAna hatA. huM ane mArA guru ma. paM.jayaMtavijayajI gaNivaryazrI (A. jayaMtazekharasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.) vihAra karatAM mahesANA pahoMcyA. pATaNanI bAjumAM vaDAvalI gAmamAM pa.pU. saMghasthavira bApajI ma. sA. nA eka vRddha sAdhu bimAra paDyA. eTale tyAMnA saMghe amane jANa karI. mArA gurumahArAje mane ane vardhamAnatapanA ArAdhaka pa.pU. mahAnaMda vi.ma. sA. ne sevA mATe mokalyA. AcAryabhagavaMtane A vAtanI khabara paDatA pa. pU. nararatnavi. ma. nA ziSya pU. vinayacaMdra vi. ma. ne paNa mokalyA chatAM AcAryamahArAjane saMtoSa na thayo. vicAryuM ke navA sAdhu che. eTale pote jAte pATaNathI tAbaDatoba eka divasamAM 30 ki.mI. no lAMbo vihAra karIne AvI gayA ane vRddha glAna sAdhunI vaiyAvaccamAM pote paNa sAmela thayA. tyAre manamAM thayuM ke kevI vRddha sAdhu pratye bhakita, vAtsalya... emano bhAva joine dIMga thai javAyuM. tyArabAda avAra navAra AcAryabhagavaMtanI sAthe rahevAnuM thayuM. tyAre paNa emano vAtsalyabhAva jovA maLyo. pArakA-parAyAno jarAya bheda jovA na malyo. tathA eka vakhata huM ane mArA guru ma. amadAvAda usmAnapurA comAsu hatAM. AcArya mahArAja giradharanagara comAsu hatA. temAM hIrAbhAi maNilAla eka vAra mArA guru ma. pAse AvyA. ane sAdhunA loca aMge vAta karI. eTale bIje divase huM giradharanagara gayo. tyAM 3-4 sAdhunA loca karyA bAda kahyuM '"sAheba ApanI AyaMbilanI gocarIno mane lAbha Apo.''tyAre mArI bhAvanA bhAMgI na jAya e vicArI dIrdhadaSTA AcArya mahArAje mane anumati ApI. mane pUjyazrIno gocarIno lAbha maLyo. AvuM pUjyazrInuM vAtsalya nItaratuM haiyuM nihALI huM khuba ullAsita banyo. For Prive & Personal Use Only jayAre jayAre bhegA thavAnuM thatuM tyAre tyAre khuba vAtsalya maLatuM tyArabAda mArA guru ma. kALadharma pAmyA bAda meM AcArya mahArAjane AlocanA aMge jaNAvyuM tyAre paNa je vAtsalya ane hUMpha temanA taraphathI maLyA tene Aje paNa yAda karuM to haiyuM gadgadita thai jAya che. chelle jayAre emaNe junAgaDha taLeTIe comAsu karyu. tyAre mAruM comAsu jAmanagara zAMtibhuvana hatuM. temAM saM. 2059 nA kA. su. 2 nA eka bhAi rAte mArI pAse AvyA ane samAcAra ApyA ke junAgaDha AcArya bhagavaMtanI tabIyata ThIka nathI, vadhAre gaMbhIra sthiti che tethI meM turata ja AcAryabhagavaMtane kAgaLa lakhyo ke mAre ApanA darzanavaMdananI bhAvanA che. paNa paganI takalIphanA kAraNe huM comAsA pachI dhIme-dhIme ApanI nizrAmAM AvuM chuM. ema bhAvanA vyakata karelI e vakhate jAmanagaranA amubhAi tyAM comAsu karavA gayelA. temaNe kA.su. 15 nA bapora pachI jAmanagara javAnI rajA mAMgI tyAre keTalAya bhakto beThelA hatA. to paNa amubhAine pAse bolAvI kahyu ke 'divyAnaMdavijayane kahejo ke ciMtA na kare ane paganI takalIpha che to paNa dhIme-dhIme vihAra kare.' A vAta mane jyAre amubhAie karI tyAre kharekhara ema thayuM ke potAnI AvI nAjuka paristhiti chatAM bIjAnI keTalI ciMtA ane vAtsalyabhAva kevo! pUjyazrInA vacanathI ja huM dhIme-dhIme vihAra karIne junAgaDha Avyo. ATha divasa sAthe rahevAnuM thayuM. yatkiMcit bhakitano lAbha maLyo tene mAruM parama saubhAgya mAnuM chuM. ATha ja divasamAM AcAryabhagavaMta kALadharma pAmyA tyAre zrI saMghe temanA nimitte eka mahinAno mahotsava karyo. tyArabAda zrI saMghanI vinaMtI thatA comAsu karavAnuM thayuM ane parama pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtanI hayAtImAM je vAtsalyabhAva maLyo te to apUrva ja hato paNa kALadharma pAmyA pachI paNa adazya je kRpA varasAvI rahyA che te to kaMika alaukika ja che. kAraNa ke zrI nemanAthadAdAnI yAtrA 7 thI 8 vakhata karI paNa paganI takalIpha jarAya paNa jaNAya nahI ane te badho prabhAva emanI adRzya kRpAno lAge che. Ama pUjyazrI satata adazya kRpA varasAvatA rahe ane temanA jIvananA kaMika guNo mArAmAM Ave eja abhyarthanA.. www.ellareny

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saMkalponanya - pa.pU. gaNivarya harSatilaka vi.ma.sA. kSetra koipaNa hoya, temAM saphaLatA meLavavA mATe vyakitane sau prathama tIvra koTino saMkalpa karavo paDe che. ane jyAre saMkalpa majabUta bane che, tyAre prAyaH siddhinI varamALA avazyameva sAme caDhIne malyA vinA rahetI nathI. ane mATe ja sAdhanAnA kSetramAM AgaLa vadhavA mATe sau prathama praNidhAna nAmanA AzayanI mukhyatA sAdhaka mATe anivArya mAnavAmAM AvI che. praNidhAnamAM ja DhIlAza hoya to sAdhaka mATe saphaLatAnI siddhinI AzA nahIvat banI jatI hoya che. AvA prakAranA zAstrapUta vacanonA marmane hRdayasthabanAvanAra lokhaMDI manobaLanA svAmI sahasAvana tIrthoddhAraka, tapasvIratna pU. A.zrI himAMzu su. ma.sA. Aje sthUla dahe A vizvamAM vidyamAna nathI paraMtu tIvratama koTinA saMkalpanI baLe teozrIe prApta karela siddhi jayAre AMkha sAme khaDI thAya che, tyAre manomana teozrIne abhinaMdavAnuM mana thayA vinA rahetuM nathI. | pUjyazrInA sau prathama darzana vaMdana vi.saM. 2033 mAM siddhonI khANa evAM siddhakSetramAM thavA pAmela. te vakhate pUjyazrInI nizrAmAM mahArASTrabhuvana pAlitANA khAte upadhAna tapanI ArAdhanA cAlI rahelI. mumukSu avasthAmAM kaccha mAMDavIthI yAtrArthe pAlitANA AvavAnuM nakkI thatAM prAtaH smaraNIya mahAna tapasvIsamrATa, vardhamAnatapanI 10+1+ 89 oLInA ajoDa ArAdhaka, bhavodadhitAraka pUjyapAda A.bha. zrImadvijaya rAjatilaka su.ma.sA.no pUjyazrI sAtheno ghaniSTha paricaya hovAthI pUjya gurudevanA kathanathI ja A saubhAgya sAMpaDela. tyArabAda pUjya gurudevazrInI jinazAsananA itihAsamAM ajoDa gaNAya tevI vardhamAna tapanI 1+10 oLInI pUrNAhuti prasaMge amadAvAda giradharanagara madhye pUjyazrInuM padArpaNa thayuM. | pUjaya gurudeva pratyenA jIvaMta ahobhAva 8AraNe zA/rijha prad5U1dhovA chatAM potAnA pata| tAraka guruded a[l[ zAsanaprad|Id6 vAvAdzaroNa dzA(HIRchaidhad pujApAda MAyAI deveza zrIdida vi ja ya rAyaot[{IsvarajI mahArAjAnI vizrAmAM mAyojita jau[{td zAraHotprabhAds prasaMge padhArela pujayazrILA paricayamAM ThIka-ThIs on's olIvavAnuM zavela. afd{thA to muajmuLI hatI..... paNa kRpA sArI tuvI .... oLe dIkSA jacdI veje... jovA AzIrvAda ApyA. dIkSA bAda saMyaalgotal paNa pujaya gurudevazrInI sAthe aneka dkhate paricayamAM zaNAvavavAnuM zavAthI phudaratI rIte ja dhozrI prabo zAdarapAd vRddhigad 0[fo gayela. pUjayazrI paNa zavisare avasare suyogya hidzakSAdi pradaiot stvA GIRI SDU uddi Teci. - yogAnuyoga vi.saM. 2054 nA zrAvaNavada-5 budhavAranA dine amadAvAda giradharanagara mukAme pUjya gurudevazrInI ciravidAya thai. cAturmAsa bAda pUjyazrInA sAMnidhyamAM vAsaNA-navakAra phleTamAM pahoMcavAnuM thayuM jepha vaye apramattabhAve, caDhatA pariNAme cAlI rahelI sAdhanA joine mana jhukyA vinA rahetuM nahIM. OMvI zalIRIdhazALI bhiruci ! Evo pracaMDa saMscpa ! te avasare paNa bapore be-be vAge AyaMbila karavA besatAM.... svAbhAvika rIte ja pUjyazrInI sevAmAM khaDe page rahIne vaiyAvaccano ajoDa Adarza khaDo karanAra pUjyazrInAM aMtevAsI na hovA chatAMya pUjyazrInA ekamAtra paDachAyAnI jema ja rahenAra tapasvI munivaryazrI hemavallabha vi.ma.sA.ne meM kahyuM ke gocarI ATalI badhI moDI kema ? tyAre mane kahe ke "harSatilaka ma.sA.! A to rojIMdo krama che. jayAM sudhI jApathI mAMDIne paramAtmAnA devavaMdano AdinI kriyA saMpUrNa na thAya tyAM sudhI game teTalo Agraha karIe paNa pU.tapasI ma.sA. paccakakhANa pAravAnuM nAma nathI letAM ghaNI vakhata to 4-5 vAge AyaMbila karavA bese che. gocarI AvelI ema ja paDI rahe che.'' tyAre mane paNa pUjyazrIne heje kahevAnuM mana thayuM, uThIne huM pUjyazrI pAse pahoMcyo, kema Avyo ? meM kahyuM "sAheba" ! Apa AyaMbila ATaluM moDuM kema karo cho ? 'bhAI ! Ame A zarIrane 24 kalAkamAM eka vakhata bhADuM ApavAnuM che. in Suche vale & Personal use only

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e - bhADuM ApavA samayano Agraha zA mATe? tArA gurumahArAja to mArA karatAMya kevAM jabbara tapasI hatAM teo to dAma covihAra oLIo aDhAra varSa karI gayAM ne ! huM kAma covihAra kyAM karA chuM. sAdhanA vinA bhAi ! karmo kayAM tuTavAnA che. have lAMbu jIvavAnuM nathI. kasa nIkaLe teTalo kADhI levo che. tArA gurumahArAjane yAda karane' ! mane thayuM ke dIkSAparyAyamAM pU. gurudeva karatAMya vaDIla hovAM chatAMya pUjyazrIno kevo joradAra gAgAnurAga ! mArI pAse bolavAno koi avasara ja na rahyo. pachI mane kahe ke te gocarI karI ? jA gocarI karavA besI jI ! moDuM na kara ! kevo vAtsalyabhAva ! vi.saM. 2055 mAM mAlavAnA giranAra tarIkenI khyAtine prApta karanAra ASTA tIrSe comAsA mATe javAnuM nakkI thatAM vihAra pUrve pUjyazrI pAse punaH AzIrvAda levA gayela vAta karatAM karatAM meM pUchayuM ke have ApanI bhAvanA zuM che ? mane kahe ke eka vakhata giranAra javuM che. tarata ja meM kahyuM ke sAheba! Apa giranAra anekavAra padhAryA cho, mAlavAnA giranAra para Apa padhAryA nathI, Apane neminAthadAdA atyaMta vahAlA che. to ATA tIrthanA mUlanAyaka paNa neminAthadAdA ja che. delavADA | rANakapuranI AMzika kalAkRtinA saMgamasthAna samA te tIrthamAM pUjya paramatAraka gurudevazrInuM bhAvi covIzI sAthe tIrthAdhipati zrI neminAthadAdAnI pratiSThAnuM svapna apUrNa rahyuM che. to Apa tyAM padhArI na zako ? ApazrIne pUjya gurudevazrI pratye khuba ja sAva rahelo che ne ! teozrInA A kAryane pUrNa karavA Apa mAlavA padhAro. ame ApazrIne saMbhALIne lai jazuM....! mane kahe ke bhAi ! icchA to jarura thAya che ke ema.pI. AvavAnuM thayuM nathI, jo AvavAnuM thAya to nAgezvara, avaMtipArzvanAtha(uvjena), makSI-pArzvanAtha, alaukika pArzvanAtha, (hAsAmapurA) Adi tIrthonI yAtrA sAthe tArA gura mahArAjanI bhAvanAne AkAra karavAnuM kArya paNa thAya.... paNa tuM jo ne ! zarIra have DhIluM thai gayuM che. DoLImAM besavuM nathI. paga thAkI rahyA che. ATalo lAMbo vihAra zuM thAya ? tethI pratyuttara vALatA ja meM jaNAvyuM ke sAhebajI ! to pachI Apa giranAra kai rIte padhArazo ? jo bhAi ! bhAvanA pArga che. mane vizvAsa che ke mAro A saMkalpa jarura paripUrNa thaze ja haLavAzanI paLomAM thayelI A vAto Aje jayAre AMkha sAme AvI jAya che tyAre thAya che ke manobaLanI kevI tAkAta ! 2056 nuM comAsuM amadAvAda pUrNa karI pUjyazrI giranAranA lakSya sAthe AgaLa vadhyA zarIra sAthaApavAnI spaSTa nA pADI. bhakto tathA AzritonI paNa sAgraha vinaMti..... paNa pUjyazrInA saMkalpane badalavAnuM gajuM koinuM paNa hatuM nahI. A deha paDe te pUrve giranArapatine bheTavAche. mArA paramatAraka gurudevazrInI vardhamAnatapanI ekAda oLInI bhavya ujavaNInAM soNalAM sevI vAraMvAra vinaMti karanAra temaja pUjyazrInA ananya bhakta udAradila sujJa prakAzabhAi vasA Adi saune pUjyazrInuM svAthya jotAM manamAM thayuM ke pUjya sAhebajIno Agraha vadhu paDato che.... paNa bolavAnI hiMmata koinI rahelI nahIM..aMte pUjyazrInA saMkalpano vijaya thayo. vihAra yAtrA AgaLa laMbAi pUjyazrI nirdhArita lakSya mujaba giranAra tIrthe pahoMcyA dAdAnI yAtrA karI svahaste udbhUta sahasAvana tIrthamAM pratiSThita neminAthadAdAnI bhAvapUrvaka yAtrA karI. 01 ! jANe OM yogagrajImAM jaNAvela mRtyu saMbaMdhI jJAna prApta thaI gayuM haze mATe ja dAdAnA dhAdfmAM padhAryA haze ! prAnta giranAra tIrthanI tAraka chatrachAyAmAM neminAthadAdAnA sAnnidhyamAM vizuddha koTinI ArAdhanA karI anekone samyapha AlaMbana pradAna karIsvargaloka tarapha mahAprayANa karI gayA ! teozrI mATe lagabhaga eka pharIyAda sAMbhaLavA maLatI ke.... pU. A. bha. zrI himAMzu sU. ma.sA. mAM badhu barAbara che. paNa jIddI khuba che. nakkI kareluM choDavA taiyAra na thAya. kharekhara to ''saMvanthAt siddhiH' sUtra teozrIe hRdayasthabanAvI dIdhela. tethI ja kArya karatAM pUrve manamAM uThela vicArane jyAre paNa teozrI saMkalpape nirdhArita karatA tyAre tene pUrNa karIne ja rahetAM. jJAnInI dRSTie sadguNarApa AvA saMkalpane, vacananA marmane na samajanArAo jyAre jIda tarIke kahetAM to pUjyazrI saharSa teno svIkAra karI letAM. * vaMdana ho saMkalpamAM khaDakanI jema aDaga rahenAra tapasyo pUjyazrIne000000 19

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| lOirjarAOsUraMbhaLAvaMta tapasA nirjarAca! potAnA jIvanamAM AtmasAt karanAra pU. - A. bha. zrI himAMzusUri mahArAjAnI smRti thatAM | temano pradhAnaguNa AMkha sAme tarI Ave che. pUjyapAdazrIne tapanI | addabhUta zakti gatabhavonA saMskAro tathA vartamAnanA | nimittoe prabaLa banI hatI ane A bhavamAM tene TocanI kakSAe vikasAvI hatI. temAM AlaMbanabhUta zrIcaMdravaLI tathA tapAbiradadhAraka A.bha. zrI jagatacaMdrasUri ma.sA. vigere haze ? | eka ja lakSya nirmIta karela ke AtmAno ghAta karanArA pAMca iMdriyonA viSayo ane kaSAyo phodha-mAna-mAyAlobhanA kavipAkavALI vibhAvadazAnA karmothI chUTavA, saMkaTa samayanI sAMkaLano Azaro letAM ane paricayamAM AvanArane levarAvatAM pratyakSa joyA che ane sAMbhaLyA che. - pa.pU. muni hakAraprabhavijayajI ma. potAnI nizrAmAM thatAM anuSThAnomAM paNa svarucinA darzana thatAM - pote vigainA vikRtijanaka bhAjanathI dUra rahetA ane potAnI nizrAe Avela bhaktagaNane dUra rAkhatAM ane temAM svazreyaH icchato bhaktagaNa utsAhabhera joDAto. svabhAva prati Daga mAMDato ane maMDAvato evo niHsvAdavRttivALo AyaMbila tapa potAnA jIvanamAM sahaja banI gayo hato bIjAnA jIvanamAM vinimaya karavAnI zakti temanAmAM sahaja prApta thai cUkI hatI. vyaktinI vidhamAnatAmAM guNonI je asara thAya tenA karatAM avidyamAnatAmAM te guNo vadhAre tejasvI bane te keTalI tAkAtathI tenAmAM utAryA che teno nakkara pUrAvo che. jema jIvato hAthI lAkhano maryA pachI savA lAkhano. laukika ke lokottara kAryo karanAranuM jIvaMta mUlya cUkavavA loko bahu ochA taiyAra thAya che paNa dArika deha nAza pAme eTale tenuM mUlya savizeSa cUkavAya che. sAdhakanI (mITa) najara AgahArIpadanA sAdhya tarapha hoya che eTale enAthI thatI sAdhanA ene ochI ja lAge che ane paraghara -jaDanI Asakti kAMTAnI mAphaka Dagalene pagale kheMce che. - zalyavALo mANasa kayAMya nirAMte besI raheto nathI ane temAM vaLI AtmA doSavAnuM jaNAyA pachI ane tenA samyagU upAyo hastagata thayA pachI pramAda kare ? arthA na kare. dhULadhoyA mANaso paNa mahenata karIne potAnI AjIvikA meLavI le che. to tenA karatAM keigANI buddhine dharanArA ApaNe A nazvara dehaddhArA Atmika guNo khIlavavAnI kalA pU.A.bha.nI jema hastagata karI laie to ja "guNIjananA guNa gAvatAM gAga Ave nija aMga" upADelI kalama sArthaka kahevAya. bhakatagAramAM potAnA tapoguNathI sarvatravidhamAnatAnI anubhUti saMbhaLAya che. emanA kRpApAtra banelA caturvidhasaMghanA sAdhako sAceja emanA tapaguNanA vArasadAra banyA che eTaluM ja nahIM caturgatinuM bhramANa aTakAvavAmAM nyAla thAya che. temanA saMparkamAM AvanAra tapathI daridra banelA jIvone temanA AzIrvAdathI tapazrImaMta banAvyAnA dAkhalA pratyakSa nihALyA che. saMjJAone puravaTho pUro pADavAnuM kArya je na kare te ja svabhAvadazA prati pA-pA pagalI bharI zake, haraNaphALa (moTI phALa) mahApuruSo bhare. mAgu chati jaldI jAya che te azva, tenI gatinuM anukaraNa mahApuruSo kare che AvA mahApuruSanuM nAma paNa yathArtha che jemake hima eTale barapha ane aMzu eTale ke kiraNa himavarSA ubhAne ubhA - lIlAchama pAnane bALI nAMkhe, mANasane gALI nAkhe tema A A.bha.nI tapavarSA karmonA jhuMDanA jhuMDa jalAvI detI lAge. | A.bha.nI je paNa sAdhanA ratnatrayI5 mokSamArgane sAdhanArI sAnubaMdha thai hoya tenI bhUri-bhUri anumodanA saha temanA AlaMbane huM tathA jagatanA jIvo saMjJAone nAthavAmAM saphaLa bane to ANahArIpadanA zrI gaNeza maMDAya mAtra tapasvI thavA mATe ja nahI paNa aNahArIpada pAmavA mATe A bhavamAM AvyA chIe. A.bha. zrI himAMzusUri ma.nI deharUpI naukA chuTI paNa tapoguNarupI nAvika to amara che. A.bha.nI cetanAmAM je nhAyA teo pavitra thayA. . 20 Jag Education International

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aoNga vyaktitva - pa.pU.muni aIprabha vi.ma.sA. vartamAnamAM dIkSA lenAranI saMkhyA vadhI che te AnaMdano viSaya che. paNa te dIkSAne jIvanamAM parINamAvanArA ghaTayA che. te kharekhara ja 1khedano viSaya che. rogIo auSadhanuM sevana kare te iSTa che paNa te ja auSadha jo rogIne parIName nahI to mhoTI ciMtAno viSaya che. kAraNa auSadha parIName to ja roga jAya auSadha levA mAtrathI roga jato nathI. dIkSAnuM parINamatuM haoNTale zuM ? teno javAba dIkSALajhIzImAM maLe che. "zarIreNaiva yudhyante dIkSA parINatau budhAH durlabhaM vairINaM vyAvRttAH bAhyayuddhataH " dIkSA jayAre parINAma pAme tyAre buddhizALIo bAhya vyakita Adi sAthenA yuddhano tyAga karI durlabha evA zarIrarUpI zatrunI sAthe ja yuddha cAlu kare che. sarvoyadarthamArambha kriyate anantaduHkhakRt; sarpalAlanaM asya,pAlanaM tasya vairiNaH / / AvI vAto vAMcyA ane sAMbhaLyA pachI thayuM ke dIkSA levI sahelI che paNa dIkSA pariNata thavI ati muzkela che. zarIrane zatru mAnI tenA upara julama gujAravo te ja vAstavika dIkSA che. AvuM kAma to cothA ArAnA jIvo zrI zAlibhadrajI, meghakumAra, gajasukumAla vagere jIvo ja karI zakatA ane karI zake. A kALamAM A badhuM zuM zakya che ? paNa jayAre bhiSmatapasvI atiduSkara anukAnone AcaranAra pa.pU. A.bha. zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAne sAkSAt dekhyA tyAre Azcarya cakit thai javAyuM. zrI AryamahAgirie jema jinakalpanI tulanA mujaba jIvana jIvyA tema AcAryabhagavaMta cothA ArAnI tulanA mujaba jIvana jIvyA. - zarIrane zatru mAnyA sivAya ane tenI sAthe yuddha karyA sivAya A badhu zuM zakya che ? sAta chaTha be aThama badhA pAraNAmAM AyaMbila ane temAMya zrI giranAranI 99 yAtrI zuM A zakya lAge che ? vardhamAnatapanI 61 ane 62 mI oLI chaThanA pAraNe AyaMbilathI thAya zuM zarIrane duzmana mAnyA vinA thai zake? zrI giranArathI zrI zatruMjayanA vihAramAM mAsakSamaNa ane zrI dAdAnI yAtrA karyA pachI AyaMbila tapathI pAraNuM zuM AvA tapanI kalpanA paNa thai zake ? 85 varSa pachInI uMmare saLaMga cAra hajAra AyaMbila cha'rI pALato amadAvAdathI zatruMjAno saMgha A badhuM zuM zakaya che ? zarIrane zatru mAnI tenI sAthe yuddha karavAnuM cAlu karyA sIvAya kazuM ja zakya nathI ane zatru mAnIne zarIranI sAthe yuddha karavuM te ja dIkSA parINAma pAmelI che. kalikALamAM jyAM siMhanI jema dIkSA lenArA ne zIyALIyAnI jema dIkSA pALanArA atyaMta DhIlA ane zithila thai gayelA pracura pramANamAM jovA maLe che tevA kALamAM AvI virala, bhISma tapasvI, ATha prabhAvakamAMnA pAMcamAM tapaprabhAvaka evA A.bha.zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA thayA te Azcarya che. ane ApaNA jevA pAmarone temanA darzana thayA te mahAzcarya che paNa AvuM paNa thAya ja kAraNa ke teozrI paNa vanakesarI evA siMhanA ja bacyA hatA ne ? ane siMhanA baccA siMha hoya temAM navAi nahI ne ? zatrubhUta evA zarIrane mATe anaMtadu:khane ApanAra evo je AraMbha karAya che. te sarpane dudha pAvA samAna che. prayerg

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mANa. bhavodadhi tAraka gurudeva ..! .. mArA mahAna upakArI - mArI jIvana naukAne sthira karanAra - saMyamanI jhINI jhINI kALajI karanAra - pAyAnuM ghaDatara karanAra - pratye vaja karatAM kaThora - para pratye kusuma karatAM komaLa - vAtsalyanA bhaMDAra - sahasAvana tIrthodvAraka-sakaLasaMghanI ekatA mATe samAdhi Take to AjIvana AyaMbilanA abhigraha dhArI - pU. gurudeva zrImadvijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanA jIvananI meM anubhavelI kaMika - pa.pU. muni nayanaratna vi.ma.sA. vAto. alpazrRMta zrutavatAM parihAsadhAma, tvadbhaktireva mukharI kurute balAnmAm / yatkokilaH kila madhau madhuraM virauti, tatvArucUtakalikAnikaraikahetuH / / khuba a5 kSayopAmavALA evA mArA mATe mahApuruSa - mahAna AcArya bhagavaMta vize lakhavuM agharuM kAma che, paNa jayAre smRtiaMka bahAra paDe che tyAre kartavyarUpe prAyaH anubhaveluM thoDuM lakhavA prerAu chuM chavAsthatAnA kAraNe tathA AvaDatanA abhAve paNa - je kSati hoya te sudhAravI - kAraNa ke vizALadaSTivALA mahApuruSo-saMtapurUSo - bALakonA zabdo nahIM paNa tenA bhAvane ja samajavA prayatna kare che. pUjyazrI sAthe mAro prathama paricaya tathA saMyamanI preraNA Adi paNa karAvanAra junAgaDhanA lokAgacchamAMthI tapAgacchamAM AvelA pujya gurumahArAja pAse pAmelA evA parama pUjya munirAja zrI jayamaMgalavijayajI mahArAja. je saMsArIpaNe amArA kuTuMbanA upakArI hatA jene kAraNe amArA gharamAM gharaderAsara thayela. cAritranI bhAvanA thatA mAravADa temanI pAse gayela teo vRddha bimAra hatA. sevA karanAranI ghaNI jarUra hatI, chatAM emanI niHspRhatA gajabanI hatI. temaNe kahyuM ' tArU kalyANa amArI pAse na thAya.'' jANe cothA ArAnA na hoya tevA parama pUjya AcArya zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja ja tathA temanA saMsArI putra bAlabrahmacArI namra-saraLa parama pUjya AcAryadeva zrI nararatnasUrIzvarajI mahArAja pAsenI temanI icchA - AjJA jANI temanI sUcanA mujaba amadAvAda - jJAnamaMdiramAM paramapUjya prakAzavijayajI mahArAja sAheba (jenA baMne hAthakhavAi javAthI khoDA thai gayelA) temanI pAse gayo. | sAMje pratikramaNa karyuM, badhI vAta jaNAvI. savAre pUjA karI pAcho Avato hato tyAM ukALelA pANInI rUma pAse patrikAo joi temAM eka patrikA goMDalanA mahotsavanI hatI. temAM nizrAdAtA tarIke pUjya gurumahArAjanuM nAma hatuM. e vAMcI upara gayo. parama pUjya prakAzavijayajI mahArAjane vAta karI. temaNe patrikA maMgAvI joi barAbara nakakI karI mane goMDala javA kahyuM tyAM devAdhideva zrI caMdraprabhasvAmI derAsare mahotsava hato tyAM ja sIdho pahoMcyo. bAjumAM ja upAzrayamAM pUjya gurudeva Adi mahAtmAo birAjamAna hatA. basa, baMne mahAtmAonuM zuddha jIvana, jIva pratyenI lAgaNI- AvelAnI kALajI vigere jotA ja tyAM rahI gayo. A mAro prathama praverA gurudevanA caraNomAM. . . ha ta la ka ta la ta ta ta ta la 9 la a sucation International

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prAyaH 2044 - vAMkAnera upadhAna : saMsArI bhAinA lagnane kAraNe pahelA martamAM praveza na thayo. paNa zrI navakAra maMtra mATe aDhArIyuM to karavuM ja tevI bhAvanAthI vAMkAnera gayo. pUjyazrIe | udghAsabhera AzIrvAdapUrvaka praveza karAvyo. rAtre saMthArAporasI bhaNAvIne pUjyazrInA paga dabAvavA gayo. manamAM ghaNI - ghaNI maMjhavaNo hatI. pUjyazrIe AkhI rAta-zAMtithI ane uMDANathI badhI ja muMjhavaNo dUra karI, savAre sau ArAdhakone jAgavAno samaya thayo tyAM sudhI pUjyazrI jAgyA ! upadhAnanI ATalI javAbadArI vacce eka nAnA bALaka mATe AkhI rAtano bhoga - kevI karuNA !!! 2045 - gajakoTa-prahalAdaLcoTa: comAsAmAM mumukSa tarIke tAlima mATe rahyo hato. pUjyazrInA pravezathI cAra mahinAnA divasa-rAtrInA akhaMDa pauSadha - AyaMbila sAthe karAvI - prAthamika jJAna Adi grahaNazikSA sAthe pUrI kALajI rAkhIne cAritrane yogya mArgadarzana ApyuM. dararoja devavaMdana sAthe ja karatAM eka divasa karmodaye sUtra bolavAmAM mane takalIpha paDatA pote jAte sUtrabolI devavaMdana Adi ArAdhanAo karAvI ! AvI hatA.vAtsalyavaMta guruvara ... ! gAme - gAme tIrthe - tIrtha derAsaramAM upara - nIce gokhalAmAM badhe bhAvathI darzana kare, pUjA karanArAo pUjA karatA hoya ane jayAM sudhI bhagavAnanuM mukha na dekhAya tyAM sudhI jarA paNa mana bagADyA vinA ubhArahe. pUjyazrInI saMkacusiMddha : mArI dIkSAnuM nakkI thayuM paNa kyAM karavI ? mULavatana jAmajodhapuramAM? ke jAmanagara ? jayAre pUjyazrInI icchA giranArajI upara zrI sahasAvanamAM ke jayAM 22 mA tIrthapati zrI neminAthabhagavAnanA dIkSA ane kevalajJAna kalyANaka thayA che tyAM hatI. saMsArI kuTuMbIjanono Agraha vatanano hato. vaLI ghaNA moTI uMmaravALAne ema ke ame kevI rIte caDhIe ! vaLI tyAM badhAnuM rokANa - sAdharmika bhakti Adi kevI rIte thAya ? meM pUjyazrInI icchA pramANe karavAnI bhAvanA jaNAvI, badhAnI saMmati maLI. ane khUba ullAsapUrvaka vizALasaMkhyAmAM samavasaraNa derAsarajI sanmukha pravrajyA thai. mArI dikSA vakhate pUjyazrInI umara prAyaH 84 varSanI hatI. - pU. zrI hemacaMdrasUri, ma. sA. nA ziSya pU. anaMtabodhivijayajI ma. sA. je ghaNA varSothI sAhebanI sevAmAM hatA teNe eka vakhata sahajabhAve pUchela ke, 'sAheba lagabhaga ApanuM vAparavAnuM prAyaH bapore eka-doDha pachI ja thAya tenuM kAraNa zuM?'' tyAre pUjyazrIe kahela ke, 'jagatamAM A samaye prAyaH manuSyo ane sudhAtura tiryaMco, pazu-pakSIoe paNa vAparI lIdhuM hoya pachI mane vAparavuM ThIka rahe che.'' emanA haiyAmAM jagatanI ciMtA kevI vizALa haze.? saM. 2046mAM ame junAgaDhamAM hatA. koi parvano divasa hato. pUjyapAda nararatnasUri ma. sA. jemanI 65 varSanI uMmara hatI temanI sAthe mane giranAra jAtrA mATe preraNA karI, junA upAzrayathI giranArajInA sIdhA darzana thAya. ame joyuM to khuba vAdaLA, bheja jevuM lAgyuM. manamAM vicAra Avyo ke AvA vAtAvaraNamAM kevI rIte jAtrAtharo? paNa pUjyazrInA vacana upara pUro vizvAsa hato. sUryodaya pachI gAmathI nIkaLyA taLeTI lagabhaga5 ki. mI. thAya, tyAM pahoMcyA, yAtrA karI yAtrA ekadama bhAvapUrvaka thai, jarA paNa bheja-vAdaLA naDyA nahI. zAMtithI darzana - devavaMdana Adi thayuM sAMje taLeTI AvIne vAparyuM ane sAMje nirvine gAmamAM pAchA pahoMcyA AvA vacanasiddha mahApuruSanA ghaNA banAvo anubhavyA, jo zraddhA hoya to ja kAma thAya evI anubhUti thai.. sacoTa muharta: tIrthAdhirAjanI cAre bAjuthI vikrama saMkhyAmAM badhA ja samudAyanA AcArya bhagavato ane vizALa saMkhyAmAM caturvidha saMghanI hAjarImAM ajoDa udAratAthI abhiSeka karAvanAra zreSTivarya zrI rajanIbhAi devaDI vagere vinaMtI karavA junAgaDha AvyA. temaNe zubha divasa mATe pUchatA pUjyazrIe kahyuM ke A muhUrta mane barAbara | lAgatuM nathI. (poSa vada - 6) paNa suzrAvaka rajanIbhAie potAnA mAtuzrInI tithine kAraNe te ja divasa pasaMda karyo. abhiSeka abhutapUrva thayo. paraMtu bahumAnanI rAtre ja rajanIbhAi divaMgata thayA. FTVER

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TET 2047 amadAvAda: atulabhAinI (muni hitaruci vi.ma.sA.) ati AgrahabharI vinaMtIthI emanI dIkSA upara gayA. dIkSA bAda 7-8 varSa amadAvAda rahevAnuM thayuM. paNa saMyamamAM dUSaNa na lAge, sthaDila- mAtrAnI nidorSa jagyA maLe - vastI paNa saMsakta na hoya tyAM ja vAsa kare, jayAM paNa vase tyAM saMghanI unnati thayA vagara na rahe. temanuM vAtsalya evuM ke nAnA bALako paNa pUjyazrIno vAsakSepa nakhAvyA vagara na rahe. jApa ke kAmamAM hoya to. paNa nAnA bALaka paga-pITha mAthu dabAvyA ja kare, koi saMkoca - bIka pratibaMdha nahIM. pUjyazrIvAsakSepanAkhe pachI ja jAya. paccakhANa nA prANa : temanA paccakakhANa - teno samaya ane AzirvAdathI anekonA tapanA aMtarAyo tUTatA. koi divasa kaMi tapa na karanAra paNa pUjyazrIne pAmI bhayaMkara vyasanathI mukata banI tapamAM ane dhIme-dhIme badhI dharmakriyAmAM lAgI jatA. | mArI dIkSA pahelAnI vAta che. pUjyazrI vyasanIone A vAta karatA e sAMbhaLela. pUjyazrI jesalamera tarapha yAtrAe gayelA tyAre phalaudi taraphanA eka bhAgyazALI padayAtrAmAM sAthe hatA. vAraMvAra preraNAchatAM tapa na kare. pUche to kahe ke '' bApajI huM marI jaiza'' khabara paDI ke tene calamamAM bhAMganuM vyasana hatuM. te pachI pUjyazrInA paccakhANathI vyasana chUTI gayuM. pachI to ekAMtara upavAsathI varSItapa, chaThThathI, aTTamathI are..! aThThAithI. varSItapa kya. suputraraLa, zAsanaLa, naspaLane samAvadAna : pUjya nararatnasUri ma. sA.ne bAhya-atyaMtara upacArathI adbhuta samAdhi apAvI, ghaNAne ema hatuM ke badhI jhINI-jhINI bAbatono pUro khyAla rAkhanAra pUrNa samarpita - vaphAdAra - pUrNa sahAyaka evA nAnA AcArya bhagavaMta svargavAsI thatA pUjyazrIne ghaNo AghAta lAgaze. paNa mahAna purUSane koNa oLakhI zake ? temanI ArAdhanA aviratapaNe cAlyA karI. phakta mokSanI ja eka lagana hatI. alitabhAve prasaMganA jJAtA-daSTa banI rahyA. saM. 2015. mANekapura : svavatana mANekapuramAM aitihAsika cAturmAsu tyAM comAsA daramyAna ghaNA itara lokoe paNa vardhamAnatapa AyaMbilano pAyo Adi tapa karyA. tyAMthI tAraM gAjajIno cha'rI pAlita saMgha nIkaLyo. temAM moTAbhAganA ajaina bhAibaheno hatA. pUjya gurudevanI. umara prAyaH 94 varSa satata 17 varSathI AyaMbila temAM saMgha sAthe rojanA 7 ki.mI. vihAra, je prAyaH savAre 8 vAgyA pachI thAya. pagapALA tAre gA zrI ajItanAthabhagavAnane bheTI apUrva AnaMda mANyo, chatAM dharAyA nahI eka vakhata savArano TAima hato. pUjya munirAja zrI hemavaddhavavijayajI ma.sA. aMDila mATe bahAra gayela. mane pUjyazrIe kahyuM ke siddhazilAkoTIrilA javuM che. tyAM ApaNA prAcIna-aitihAsika pagalAM che. pagathiyA nathI, juvAnane paNa khUba kaparuM caDhANa che. A umare kevI rIte caDhAya ? paNa mana khUba ja makkama, huM haju pUjya munirAja zrI hemavallabhavijayajI ma.sA. nI rAha jouM tyAM to pUjyazrI kAMDo levA uThyA. huM paNa gabharAto sAthe gayo caDhavAnuM zarU karyuM, tyAM to pUjya munirAja zrI. hemavallabhavijayajI ma. sA. paNa pahoMcI AvyA. bhAre kaparuM caDhANa paNa caDhI gayA. amane baMnene tenuM mahatva samajAvyuM baMnene tyAM saMpUrNa aMga zilAne spa te rIte sutA-sutA siddhabhagavaMtanA dhyAnapUrvaka kAussagna karAvyA. kevI samyagdarzananI tAlAvelI. ! namratAnA bhaMDAra : pUjya AcAryadeva zrI bhadrakarasUri ma.sA. ne vaMdanA karavA vidyAzALA gayA. pUjyazrIne hitazikSA ApavA vinaMtI karI pUjyazrIe pharamAvyuM ke, '' sukhano rAga ane duHkhano dveSa choDo,'' pote ATalAM jJAnI chatA vaDIlo pAse hitazikSA mAge kevo bhAva ! kevI namratA ! emanI pAse vAsakSepa paNa naMkhAvatA. baMne saMyamI - khAkhI mahAtmAomAM arasa-parasanuM ajabanuM sAmya hatuM. Jan E 24 canon internaconal

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2058 nuM comAsuM memanagara: praveza hato aSADha suda- 13. praverA muhUrta savAre 11 vAgye hato. suda- 11 - 12 - 13 dhodhamAra varasAda hato. savAre 9.30-10 sudhI to azakya lAgatuM. paNa praveza vakhate varasAda baMdha thai gayo ane praveza sukhapUrvaka thayo. jevo praveza thayo ke tarata ja varasAda zarU thai gayo. AyaMbilanuM sAdhana thoDuM vadhatuM hatuM mane pramAda thai gayo, dhyAna na ApyuM, pUjya gurudeva te vAparI gayA tarapaNI paNa dhoi nAMkhI kevI nAnA pratye sahAyakavRti, kevI ladhutA.... ! pUjyazrInI icchA-AjJA ane AzIrvAdathI je koi agharuM kArya lAgatuM hoya te nirvighne savAyu ja thAya tevo ghaNI vakhata ghaNAne anubhava thayo. paryuSaNanA badhA ja vyAkhyAno ane zrI bArasasUtra sahita jAte ja vAMce ane saMghanI caityaparipATI jo bArasAvAMcana pachI hoya to alpa saMkhyA sAthe paNa bAjunA ekAda derAsare jaine paNacaityaparipATInuM kartavya bajAve. saM. 2057 nI zarUAtathI zrI AcArAMgasUtra mULano satata svAdhyAya karatA hovAthI mane paNa te svAdhyAya karavAnI Teva paDelI. saM. 2067 mAgasara suda - 1 : amadAvAdanA operA upAzrayamAM bhIkhubhAi coksIne bhAvanA thai ane betAlIsa jJAtInA AgevAno pU. gurudeva ane bIjA paNa saMyamIonI anumodanA mATe bahumAna - guNAnuvAda karavA icchatA hatA. pUjyazrIenA pADI tethI teoe sAmuhika AyaMbila - pUjA - vyAkhyAna AdinuM Ayojana karyu. pUjyazrI pUjAmAM darzana karI AvyA. zreNikabhAi zeTha Adie khUba vinaMtI karatA vyAkhyAna ApyuM paNa guNAnuvAda - paricaya Adi pahelA pUjyazrI nIce AvI gayA kevI haze niHspRhatA...! mA. su - 4 operAthI godAvarI javAnu hatuM. paNa pa.pU. saMghasthavira 99 varSa uMmaranA AcArya bhagavaMta zrI bhadraMkarasUri ma.sA. jeo pagathIyAnA upAzraye birAjamAna hatA. temanI tabiyata nAjuka che evA samAcAra pU. paMnyAsa zrI nararatna vi. ma.sA. pAsethI maLatA teo tarata ja rAheramAM gayA rAtri rokANa karyu. vaMdana - sukhazAtA pUchI, sAruM hatu tethI khAnapura AvI vAsaNA AvyA. chaThThanA vahelI savAre kALadharma pAmyAnA samAcAra maLyo. mArA zrI utarAdhyayana sUtra ane AcAraMga sUtranA joga emanI pAse thayA hatA sAthe ghaNuM rahevAnuM thayela. mane uDo dhrAsako paDyo pUjyazrIe hitazikSA ApatA kahyuM, " badhAnI e ja sthiti che. mATe samayano paNa pramAda na karavo. kyAreya azubha vicAra AvI jAya to micchA mi dukkaDam ApI zubhamAM lAgI javuM temAM paNa sUtro Agama AdinA svAdhyAya-ciMtanathI vadhAre nirjarA thAya. zarIrane paMpALyA na karavuM. kaMika parAkrama karIe to AtmAnI zakita bahAra Ave ". e rIte manane samAdhAna ApyuM. saM. 2057 prAya : poSa suda -4 nA AcArya zrI guNaratnasUri. ma.sA. ziSya parivAra sAthe padhArela, hitazikSA mATe vinaMtI karatA kahyuM. " AtmAnI zakita anaMtI che. sukha bahAra zodhavAnuM nathI AtmAmAM ja che. mAtra DhAMkelI zakitane ughADavAno udyama karavAno che.' amadAvAdathI nIkaLyA tyAre mane ' zrI razatruMjyamAhAtmya ' vAMcavAnuM zarU karAvela temanI kRpAthI pUrNa thayuM. haju hospiTalamAM ja hatA tyAM, '' zrI upamitibhavaprapaMcA - pravacanasArodvAra'' zarU karAvyuM, te paNa pAlItANA ja puruM karAvyuM ATalI uMmare svAdhyAya karavA - karAvavAnI tAlAvelI ajaba prakAranI hatI. sidhdhagirimAM oparezana pachI ' jIvA - pratApa' nA baMgale rahevAnuM thayuM. tyAM vaMdana mATe aMjArathI ' anIla' Avyo. dharatIkaMpa vakhate derAsaramAM 20 jaNA pUjA karatA hatA, dharatIkaMpa AvatA badhA raMgamaMDapamAM AvyA. anIle saMkalpa karyo ke jo bacuM to dIkSA lauM. te nIkaLI bAjumAM upAzrayamAM Avyo. derAsara paDyuM 19 gujarI gayA. upAzraya paNa paDyo paNa te jeTalA bhAgamAM hato te bhAga bacI gayo. paNa have tenA mAtA-pitA saMyamanI anumati ApatA na hatA. teNe pUjyazrI pAse siddhagiri samakSa AjIvana coyuvrata brahmacarya uccayuM. sidhdhagirimAM sthiratA daramyAna pUjyazrInI bekaTha paNa evI ja goThavAya ke tyAMthI satata - sIdhA ja girirAjanA darzana thAya. DoLImAM besavAnI bilakula bhAvanA nahI tethI have ahIM ja sthiravAsa thAya tevI zakyatA lAgI. paNa uMDe - uMDe thI giranArajI ke je tIrtha paNa emane atipriya. jayAM tapazcaryA sAthe seMDako jAtrA karela, kalAko sudhI zrI neminAthadAdAnuM dhyAna karatAM ane tIrthAdhipati zrI neminAthajI dAdAnI dIkSA ane kaivalajJAnanI bhUmi, sahasAvanano jemaNe uddhAra karAvyo, jayAM bhavya caumukhajI - samavasaraNa derAsara thayuM tene eka vakhata sparzavAnI bhAvanA hatI paNa e kema bane!

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| e arasAmAM saraLa svabhAvI pU. zrI vajasenavijayajI mahArAja sAheba, pU. | gIranAra taLeTImAM lagabhaga 120 ArAdhako sAthe sekaDo varSanA itihAsamAM sau vaiyAvacce premI munirAja zrI hemaprabhavijayajI mahArAja sAheba Adi muni bhagavaMto prathamavAra sAmuhikacAtumArsa ArAdhanA karAvavAno nirNaya thayo. khUba harSollAsapUrvaka sAthe birAjamAna hatA. dararoja vaMdanArthe, Ave, sevA kare. temane A vAtano khyAla saunI ArAdhanA cAlatI hatI. AvI gayo. ane chellA 13 varSathI satata sevAmAM rahenAra tapasvI-vaiyAvaccapremI gurudeve paryuSaNAmAM upavAsa ane AyaMbila kya. temAM paNa saMpUrNa bArasAsUtra ane pU. gurudevanI bhAvanA pUrI karavA mATe badho ja bhoga ApavA satata teyAra lagabhaga 3 kalAkamAM ghaNo zrama laine paNa vAMcyuM. evA paMnyAsa zrI caMdrazekharavijayajI mahArAja sAhebanA praziSya pU. muni - Aso mahinAnI oLI tathA eka AyaMbila AgaLa e rIte daza AyaMbila karyA, . zrI hemavallabhavijayajI ma. sA. A badhAe nakkI karyuM ke sAhebanI AyaMbilamAM khUba AnaMda Avato tethI aMta sudhI pUjyazrI kahetA ke, ''nispRhatA ane khurazI ame upADazuM ane giranArajInI jAtrA karAvazuM. pUjyazrInI | zuddha saMyama A be guNanuM khAsa pAlana karavA jevuM che e je kare che tene bIju yogyatA. bhAvanA sAkAra thai. pAlItANAthI giranArajIno pUjyazrInI pramANe thai ja jAya che. '' nizrAmAM charI pAlita saMgha e paNa AyaMbilanA ArAdhakono - pUjyazrIe chellA varSamAM paccakhANa prAyaH besaNuM karatAM paNa vAparavAnuM lagabhaga nakkI thayo. zAsanaprabhAvanApUrvaka saMgha gIranAra pahoMcyo. eka vakhata. temAM paNa doSita na Ave tenI pUrI kALajI. AvI sthitimAM paNa jAta mATe zrI saMdhamALa thai gayA bAda upara jAtrA karavA gayA. khUba ja utsarganuM sevana ane bIjA mATe apavAdamAM paNa vAMdho nahIM, mane paNa saMyamano khAsa bhAvathI dAdAne bheTI 12 varSanA viyoganuM pAraNuM karyuM. sahasAvane khapa rAkhavA sucana karatAM sAMje dararoja ladhu-vaDInitInI jagyA - vastI joi ke nahIM te jAtrA karI. tyAM rokAvA nakkI karyuM. ane prAyaH doDha mahino rokAyA. pUchatA. rojanA nitya jApAdi cAluja. 94-95 varSanI vaye jyAre garamA-garama zIro-rAbaDI vigere vAparavAnI uMmare dAMtanA pachI banyuM evuM ke... kAramIra vigere kSetramAM ati himavarSA cokaThAthI caNA-khAkharA vigere vAparatA joi sAMbhaLI ghaNA zrAvako- mahAtmAo - thayela tenI tIvra ThaMDInuM bhAre mojuM tyAM chavAi gayuM. 95 varSanI AcArya bhagavaMto kahetA ke sakala saMdhanI ekatA zakya nathI. ApaNe badhAne kyAM umara, saMpUrNa nirdoSa carcAnuM pAlana, parvatanI ucAi ane samajAvavA jaie, Ape pAraNuM karo, tyAre pUjyazrI kahetA. ''bhaviSyamAM koi bhavitavyatA ke pUjyazrIne ati zaradI-kapha - zvAsa tAvanI takalIka yugapradhAna ke te samAna pAke ke je zAsanane ajavALe. teonI pUrva taiyArI karuM chuM mArA vadhatI gai, ghaNA sAdhano AvyA chatA ThaMDIno koi rIte pratikAra na dekhatA thAya to ThIka nahItara mane ArAdhanAno lAbha thaze, ane chatI zaktie thai zakato. lagabhaga amane badhA mahAtmAone ochevatte aMze zAsanasevAnI upekSAnA pApathI bacavA mATe karuM chuM.'' A javAba sAMbhaLIne to jANe takalIpha thai, yogya davA maLe nahI ! ane nIce utarAya evI paNa jIMdagInA Are Avelo vRddha jema bhaviSyanI peDhI mATe AMbo vAvI rahyo hoya evI sthiti nahI ! divasa ane rAta pasAra karavA jokhamI lAgyA. jema yAda AvI jatI. - tema karI nIce utaryA ane sAdhu-sAdhvI vaiyAvacca priya - yaMvaro ja saMvaro , yuddho madavA nA vA . pajyazrI pratye ananya zrI dharAvanAra sugrIve ka kirArabhAI mavamavijhA, nag viaa saMketo nAcaNIyA dvArA Do. sureza kubAvata je arjana hovA chatAM paNa Avu zAstravacana che, anaMtaupakArI zrI jainazAsananA hitane sAme rAkhI sahu khUba saraLa- udAra - nispRhI. temanA ArogyamaMdiramAM prAyaH paraspara guNAnurAga keLavI sahAyaka bane to saMgha ekatA- utthAna khUba najIka che. - 12-13 divasa rahyA darda para kAbu sahelo na hato. ghaNA-ghaNA AvuM zAsanaaikyateozrI khUbajhaMkhatA. prayatno pachI kapha-udharasa - zardIochI thatAM moTI vAta - pUjyazrInI bIjI icchA, pUjyapAda premasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebe karelA 2020nA paTTakamAM je chelle khAsa noMdha lakhI che ''jene saMghe pragaTa rIte saMghabahAra na karela paNa daI dabAyu hatu, eno aMza rahI gayelo hoya tevA para samudAyanA sAdhunI paNa sevA - vaiyAvaccamAM upekSA na karavI, '' tenA te pachI khyAla Avyo 12 varSe junAgaDha AvyA pAlananI hatI. pote dhorAjImAM tapasvI pradhAnavijayajI ma. sA. vigerene pahelA sAdhune hatA tethI junAgaDha saMghano comAsA mATe ati mokalI pachI jAte paNa samAdhi ApI. Agraha hato. saMdhanI hAjarImAM junAgaDhamAM - pUjyazrI to gayA, mArA upara to anaMta upakAra karatA gayA. tenuM RNa to koi rIte comAsAnI jaya paNa bolAi paNa gAmamAM ? ke cakavAya tema nathI. temanI icchA mujaba saMyama paLAya jAya e ja prabhune ane pU, taLeTImAM ? te pachI nakkI karavAnuM hatuM. evuM gurudevane prArthanA, te mATe zakita Apo. lAge che ke pUjyazrInuM A chelluM comAsuM haro mArA mATe to pUjyazrI sarvasva hatA. paNa pUjyazrI mATe to ' mAre to prabhu tuMhI evo emane aMdarathI khyAla AvI gayo huro. eka. paNa tAre maja sarIkhA aneka '' jevo ghATa kaho. kaMika lakhAyuM che, je lakhAyuM che te JAREDDO internate for PjA paNa ghaNAmAMthI 95 ja che. TaLI. E RE

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ducation in saMyamanA sAthi saMsAravRkSAmAruDhAH patanto narakArNave / yena caivoddhRtAH sarvetasmai zrI gurave namaH / / - 5.pU. sA. viratirasAzrIjI A avasarpiNIkALamAM caramatIrthapati zramaNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra paramAtmAnA zAsanamAM anekAneka AtmAoe jinazAsananuM tIrthanuM AlaMbana lai AtmakalyANanA pAvanakArI paMthe prayANa karI sva-paranuM zreya sAdhyuM che. paramAtmAnuM A zAsana rAgIne virAgI banAve, bhogIne tyAgI ane nAstikane Astika banAve. patine pAvana ane kaSAyIne niSkaSAyI banAve. pattharane pArasa banAve - sevakane sevya ane bhaktane bhagavAna banAve. zAsanarUpI pArasamaNi loha samAna jIvane kaMcana jevo banAve. paramAtmAnA AvA paramocca - zreSThatama zAsana pAmelA eka sAdhakanA yatkiMcit guNanuM Alekhana karavuM che. guNa gAvAnI zakita nathI paNa bhakitathI prerAine puruSArtha karuM chuM. '"uttamanA guNa gAvatA guNa Ave nija aMga" guNa prAptinI lAlaca haiyAmAM paDI che. vi.saM. 1985-86 nI sAla, jamAnAvAda sudhArAvAdanAM ghaTATopa vAdaLo cArebAju chavAyelA hatA. nAstikatAnA pura umaTyA hatA. mohamayI muMbai nagarI A AMdhImAM sapaDAyelI hatI te samaye sudhArAvAda ane nAstikatA rUpI moha viSe utAravAmAM jAMgulImaMtra samAna jemano pravacanano dhodha vaheto hato ane saMyamanI baMsarI bajAvavAmAM jeo Aganama aDola jAdugara hatA evA saMyamapUta zAstra - saddhAMtaniSTha ane satyaprarupaka pa.pU. A.bha. zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. (te vakhatanA pU. rAmavijayajI ma.) muMbai nagarImAM padhAryA - jIva saTosaTanA khela khelIne lokhaMDI chAtI dharIne paramAtmAnA zAsanane vaphAdAra e mahApuruSe sudhArAvAda ane nAstikatAne paDakArI saMyamanuM surIlu saMgIta suNAvyuM bAladIkSAnI baMsarI bajAvI temanA bhakto karatA virodhIo je prasiddhi vadhAre karatA, virodha karavA Avela bhakta banIne, = zatrutA dharAvanAra mitra banIne jatA temanA nAmathI ne paDachAyAthI paNa dUra rahenAra paNa ekAda pravacana sAMbhaLatA AmUlacUla parivartita thai jatA. hIrAbhAimAMthI himAMzuvijaya ane kALakrame sUripadane zobhAvatA pU. A.bha. zrImad vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. paNa AvA ja jIvomAMnA eka hatA. mANekapuranA vatanI ane dhaMdhArthe muMbai vasatA hIrAbhAi lokonI vAto ane chApAnI aphavAo vAMcI pU. rAmavijayajI ma.nA. nAmanI elarjIne dharAvatA temanAthI dUra ja rahetA paraMtu nimitta maLatA ekavAra pravacana zravaNano yoga Avyo bhramaNAnA jALA bhedAi gayA. pArasano jANe ke sparza thai gayo. Atama jAgI uThyo saMsAravAsa kedakhAnA jevo lAgyo ane bharayuvAnImAM pAMca varSanI nAnakaDI putrI ane patnIne choDIne ekanA eka sAta varSanA dIkarAne potAnA karatAM pahelA saMyamI banAvI pote saMyamanaukAmAM AruDha thayA. naukAnA sukAnI banyA pravacana prabhAvaka pU. rAmavijayajI ma. upAsyanI upAsanA dvArA gurukRpAnuM bhAjana banyA krame karI zAstronA pAragAmI ane virala vyakitatvanA dhAraka banyA tapa-tyAga ne titikSAnA tribheTe saMyamajIvananI sAdhanAmAM satata udyamazIla hatA. svAdhyAya jemano khorAka hato. nirIhatA niHspRhatA jemano svabhAva hato. tapa jemano bIjo paryAya hato, vizuddha saMyamapAlana e jemanI Teka hatI, mokSa jemanuM lakSya hatu evA divaMgata paramapUjya A.bha.zrI ghora abhigrahadhArI ugra tapasvI hatA. emaNe jIvanamAM 3000thI adhika upavAsa karyA che, to 11500 jeTalA AyaMbila karyA ane te paNa nirdoSa bhikSAthI - AyaMbilakhAtAnA AyaMbila nahi. AvI ugratapanI sAdhanAmAM naukA samAna hatA. mArga bhUlelAne dIvAdAMDInI jema pathadarzaka hatA. tapanA tejapUMjane dharanAra hatA. paNa parArthasikatA hatI. AtmasvarUpanI sAdhanAmAM apramatta hatA. bhavasAgaramAM DUbatA jIvone tAravA mATe yogI chatAM AtmaRddhinA bhogI, virAgI chatAM prabhubhaktinA rAgI, nirAgI chatAM siddhinA rAgI evA A tapasvI pU. sUrideva mArA paramaupakArI, parama AdaraNIya hatAM. saMsArI saMbaMdhe mArA mAtuzrInA pitAzrI kRpAnuM phaLa che. dhaMdhukA mukAme teozrInI nizrAmAM suzrAvaka kapurabhAinA dIkarI smitAbenanI bhAgavatI dIkSAno thAya. te rIte upakArI kharA ja, paraMtu huM je ratnatrayInuM bhAjana banI rahI chuM te paNa teozrIjInI ja mahatI prasaMga hato. mArA saMsArI mAtuzrI sAthe te prasaMge huM nAnA (mAtuzrInA pitAnA nAte) mahArAjane vaMdana karavA gayela, varasIdAnano varaghoDo joi mane dIkSA gamI gai, levA jevI lAgI. mane paNa dIkSA levI che evu sahajatAthI bolAi gayuM, saMsArI mAtuzrIe nAnA mahArAjane vAta karI teozrI kahe ke to sabhAmAM dIkSAno abhigraha lai le ane AgaLa pAchaLa kAMi ja vicAryA vinA sabhAmAM abhigraha levAi gayo ke be varSamAM dIkSA na levAya to cha vigaino tyAga, abhigraha levAyo tyAre nahotuM cha vigainuM jJAna ! ke nahoto dhArmika abhyAsa ! paraMtu teozrIjInA kRpAprasAdathI lIdhelA niyamapAlana mATe puruSArtha thayo. tethI phalazrutirUpe Aje saMsAranA kIcaDamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI saMyamasAmrAjyamAM mahAlI rahI chuM te teozrInA ApelA niyama ane vacanasiddhano prabhAva che. teozrIjInI nizrAmAM pAlitANAthI jAmanagara ane jAmanagarathI junAgaDha ema lAgaTa be cha'rI pAlita yAtrA saMghamAM paNa yAtrA karI che ane temanA niyama pAlananI kaDakAino anubhava karyo che. jarApaNa DhIlAza calAve nahi. bharaunALAmAM paNa jyAre roDa tapI jAya tyAre teozrInA vihArano prAraMbha thAya. vizuddhasaMyama sAdhanA karavA mATe zarIra pratye kaThora hatA. AvA ugratapanI sAdhanAmAM azAtAnA udayane samabhAve sahana karyo ane bAlabrahmacArI nemanAthadAdAnI chatrachAyAmAM temanI karuNAne jhIlatA jhIlatA mRtyune mahotsava banAvI muktinI maMjhila pAmavA eka kadama AgaLa vadhI gayA. prAMte mArI alpabuddhi ane chadmathasthatAthI AMzika guNakIrtanamAM jANatA-ajANatAM paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMi lakhAyuM hoya to micchA mi dukkaDaM ane saMyamasAdhanAmAM preraka evA teozrInA guNano aMza prApta thAya e ja zAsanadevane prArthanA.

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yogIpuruSa zrI himAMzusUrimahArA? ! - pa.pU. A. vibhya bhyaghoSasUri ma. tapasvIsamrATa pUjyapAda AcAryadeva zrImatija'hamAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA mAtra tapasvI ja hatA evuM nahi.... tenomAM bIjA aneka yogo | samAviSTa hatA. bALajIvo temanA adbhuta ane bhISma paNe joine temane tapasvI tarIke oLakhatA, paNa paMDito temane viziSTa yogI puruSa tarIke jotA. virAgayoga : e mahApuruSano vairAgya jvalaMta hato. saMsAramAM tamAma anukULatAo hovA chatAM saMsAranA sukhamAM na lepAtA teozrIe cAritranI vATa pakaDI ethI paNa vizeSa vAta to e che ke potAnA savA sAta varSanA suputrane aneka virodhonI vacce paNa cAritranA mArge mokalyo. sAMbhaLyuM che. ke vatrA mukAme jayAre temanA bALakanI dIkSA thai tyAre virodhane lIdhe gAmano nAvI (hajAma) paNa muMDana karavA na Avyo tyAre pUjyazrIe pote (tyAre teo saMsArI avasthAmAM hatA) astro lai potAnA ja bALakanuM muMDana karI dIdhuM. e vakhate putra moha emane ADo na Avyo. jAjvalyamAna vairAgya vinA AvuM kayAMthI saMbhavI zake? 1:4 jJAnayoga : pUjyazrIno jJAnano kSayopazama paNa sAro hato. cAritra lIdhA bAda AgamagraMthonuM khUbaja vAMcana to jIvananA aMta sudhI avAranavAra cAlu ja hatuM. dara comAsAmAM nizItha, bRhatkalpa Adi graMthonuM vAMcana ekAda vakhata avazya karatA. e sivAya jyotiSazAstromAM paNa teozrI nipuNa hatA. emanA saMyamapUta jIvananA prabhAve temaja uMDANapUrvakanA jyotiSagranthanA adhyayanathI teozrI je muhUrta ApatA temAM AraMbheluM kArya nirvighne pUrNa thai jatuM. bhaktiyoga : pUjyazrInA hRdayamAM paramAtmA pratyeno anero bhaktibhAva hato. derAsaramAM kalAko sudhI teo prabhubhakti karatAM temano kaMTha paNa madhura hato. khAsa karIne teozrI bAlabrahmacArI bhagavAna neminAthanA paramabhakta hatA. 24 paramAtmAmAMthI mAtra 22mA bhagavAna neminAthanI ja dIkSA-kevaLa ane mokSa kalyANakabhUmi giranAra che. te giranAra tIrtha para AvelI prabhunI kalyANaka bhUmi para - sahasAvanamAM paramAtmA neminAthanuM samavasaraNa maMdira pUjyazrInI preraNAthI thayuM che. A bahAne dara varSe hajAro yAtrALuo klyANaka bhUminI sparzanA karatAM thayAM. japayoga : pUjyapAdazrI savAre vahelA uThIne jApa karatA. roja savAre lagabhaga traNathI cAra kalAka jApa cAlato. sUrimaMtra,neminAthabhagavAna temaja anya aneka maMtronA teozrI jApa karatA. jApa karyA sivAya teo kadI vihAra paNa na karatA. emano vihAra unALAmAM paNa lagabhaga sUryodaya pachI ja thato. bhalene 15 ki.mI. no vihAra hoya, paNa jApa karyA vagara vihAra na ja thato. pUjyazrInA sUrimaMtrathI maMtrita vAsakSepamAM evI tAkAta rahetI ke je saMkalpa sAthe sAdhaka pUjyazrInA caraNe vAsakSepa naMkhAvavA Avyo hoya, te saMkalpa siddha thayA vagara na raheto. tapayoga : pUjyazrI keTalA bhISma tapasvI hatA e to Akho jaina saMgha jAge che. A smRtigraMthamAM paNa eno vyavasthita ullekha thayo che. AyaMbilanI oLI hoya ke dIrgha upavAsanI tapazcaryA hoya..... pUjyazrI mATe tapa eTale jANe sopArIno TukaDo na hoya? chelle chelle zrIsaMghanI dardanAka sthiti jANIne, joine pUjyazrIe varSo sudhI lagAtAra AyaMbila karyA. je vayamAM ArAma levAno hoya e vayamAM pUjyazrIe tapa mATe sakhata puruSArtha keLavyo hato. saMyamayoga : sarvayogamAM zreSThayoga saMyamayoga che. jo jIvanamAM saMyama na hoya to karelA bhISma tapa, gaNelA jApa ane bhAgeluM jJAna paga niSphaLa che. pUjyazrI sva. pUjyapAda siddhAMtamahodadhi, paramagurudevazrI premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA sAnnidhyane pAmIne A vAta barAbara samajatA hatA. tethI ja pUjyazrInI jhINAmAM jhINI - nAnAmAM nAnI kriyAmAMthI saMyamanI suvAsa relAtI hatI. Tenorary Rig

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nirdoSa gocarInA teozrI kaTTara AgrahI hatA. tethI ja to 20 upavAsanA pAraNe giranAranI ke siddhagirinI yAtrA karI pAraNe AyaMbila to gAmamAM (junAgaDha- pAlItANA) jaine gharomAMthI lAvelI nirdoSa gocarI dvArA ja karatAM.... 90 94 varSanI vaye paNa pUjyazrI cAlIne ja vihAra karavAno Agraha rAkhatA. teozrI jiMdagImAM kayAreya DoLImAM nathI beThA. chelle chelle 94 varSe jayAre DAbApaganA thApAno bola taTI jatAM siddhagirimAM sTIlano bola nakhAvyA bAda zarIra, bilakula nirbaLa banI gayuM tyAre sTrecarano upayoga karyo..... paNa hoLI to na ja svIkArI. jIvanamAM kayAMya eka jagyAe sthiravAsa na karatA chellI vaya sudhI vicaratA ja rahyA. pUjyazrInuM brahmacarya ajoDa hatuM emanI vasatImAM vijAtIyatattva pharakI na zakatuM. kayAreka vAsakSepa naMkhAvavA zrAvikAbaheno Ave.... ane jo mAthuM ughADuM hoya to pUjyazrI vAsakSepa na nAMkhatA. A sivAya bIjA aneka guNothI pUjyazrInuM jIvana alaMkRta hatuM. pUjyazrI zAsanane pUrNa samarpita hatAM. emanAM aMtaramAM saMgha ekatAnI apratima, atUTa bhAvanA hatI. ApaNA kamanazIbe hajI sudhI lAkho AtmAonA hRdayamAM ramatI A bhAvanA sarvAMze paripUrNa thai nathI. pUjyazrI svargalokamAMthI saMghanI A bhAvanAne paripUrNa karavAmAM sahAyaka bane evI aMtaranI zubhecchA... * vizvavaMdanIya jainazAsanaprabhAvaka pUjyapAda A.bha.zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA - pa.pU. A.rAjendrasUri ma.sA. jainazAsananA prabhAva6puruSomAM mahAsAvazALI, saMghaoNkavALI prALa (bhAvanAvALA 5.pU. A.zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. oNs tejasvI mahApuruSa ghaI gayA. | nahIMnAmanA .................. nahakAmanA ............... evA niHspRhI-tyAgI-tapasvI-khAkhI baMgALI mahAtmA hatA..... teozrInI sAdhanA-ArAdhanA custa ane kaDakasaMyamapAlanapUrvakanI hatI. saMyamArAdhanAnA pAlana sAthe dinapratidina AtmavikAsanI keDIe AgekUca karatAM rahyA ane avasare pUjyo dvArA anukrame yogohanapUrvaka gaNi-paMnyAsa ane AcAryapade ArUDhe karAyA hatA. teoe jainazAsananA vividha aMgomAM aMjanazalAkA,upadhAna tapa, cha'rIpAlita saMgha, navvANuM yAtrA vagere aneka zAsananA anuSThAno karAvyA hatA. siddhagirinI pAvanIyabhUmi upara zrI beMgalora saMghanI navvANuM yAtrAnA Ayojana avasare sAthe rahevAno amUlyalAbha prApta thayo hato. te avasare svayaM paNa dAdAnI yAtrA kare - moDethI AyaMbila karI vyAkhyAna paNa vAMcatA hatA. teozrIe tapa-tyAga tathA cAritranA kaDakapAlana dvArA zarIrane kasI dIdhuM hatuM. pUjyazrI dvArA giranAra madhye bAvIsamAM tIrthakara bAlabrahmacArI neminAthaprabhunI dIkSA-kevalajJAna kalyANakonI bhUminA jirNoddhAra mATe preraNA karI hatI ane suzrAvako dvArA te preraNAnAM saharSa svIkAra ane jabarajasta puruSArthathI Aje sahasAvane madhye eka vizALakAya kevaLajJAna kalyANaka jinAlayanuM navanirmANa thavA pAmyuM che. A sthAnanA AlaMbanathI Aja sudhI keTalAya AcAryabhagavaMto, munibhagavaMto, suzrAvako A punitabhUmimAM tapa-045-dhyAnanI ArAdhanA karI cUkayA che. | soLe kaLAe khIlI uThelI prakRtinI goda samA A sahasAvananI sparzanA mukita karavI te paNa jIvanano eka mahAmUlo lahAvo che. kharekhara ! pUjyazrInI dIrdhadaSTi, tIrthabhaktinA prabhAva tathA karmaThatapanI upAsanAnA sUmabaLanA AdhAre ja Avo mahAtIrthoddhAra thavA pAmyo che tevuM saheja jaNAya che. -vAsAgA amadAvAda madhye nija saMsArIputra samatAdhArI pa.pU.A.nararatnasUrIzvara mahArAja sAhebanI aMtimasaMskAra bhUmie gurumaMdira tathA eka nayanaramya caumukhI paramAtmA mahAvIranA gaNadharamaMdiranuM sarjana thavA pAmela che ane hAlamAM vizALakAya anokhA aSTApadasthApatya tIrthanuM nirmANa kArya paNa cAlu ja che. -svavatana mANekapuramAM paNa potAnA atipriya siddhagiri tIrthanI aMzAtmaka pratikRtirupe alaukika suvarNaguphAyukta eka adbhUta siddhagirinI racanAnuM sarjana thavA pAmela che. jenA darzana-pUjana pAmI aneka bhavyajIvo dhanyatAno anubhava karI rahyA che. tapovana-amIyApura-sAbaramatI madhye aMjanazalAkA-pratiSThA avasare pUjyazrInI pAvananizrAmAM rahI aMjanazalAkA daramyAna yatkiMcit pUjyazrInI bhaktino lAbha maLyo hato. pUjyazrIe jenazAsananA varSothI cAlatAM vividha vikhavAdonA zakayataH zIdhra samApana mATe tathA sakaLasaMghanI ekatAnA saMkalpathI ghora abhigrahapUrvaka akhaMDa AyaMbilatapanI ArAdhanA karI hatI ane jIvana daramyAna sAdhika 300 upavAsa ane 115% AyaMbila tapanI karmaTha ArAdhanA karI hatI. | A rIte jenazAsananA vividha kSetromAM padArpaNa karI siddhi prApta karela pUjyazrInA jIvanamAM karelA mahAtaponI yAdI saue ekavAra avazya vAMcavA yogya che. teozrIe saMyamajIvanane adbhuta tapadharmathI vAsita karI dIdhuM. anekavidha guNonA Akara pUjyazrInA saMyamajIvananI ahobhAvapUrvaka anumodanA karavA dvArA ApaNe paNa temanA guNono aMza jIvanamAM AtmasAt karIe e ja maMgala kAmanat. R. kAkAyA 29.

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saoNkya mATe chellA glAsa sudhI taDapI rahelA. 000 pU. AcAryadeva zrImaddhijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA - pa.pU. paM. candrazekharavijayajI Tfl mahAbrahmacArI, vizuddha saMyamanA dhAraka, vizALagacchanA adhipati pUjyapAda svargasthaAcAryadeva presUrIzvarajI mahAra sAhebanA aThaMga sevaka ! te pU. kRpALunA jIvananA sAmudAyika taDakA-chAMyaDAnA samayomAM pU. himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja covIsakalAka khaDepage rahe emanI badhI samasyAone teozrI ukelatA, pU.kRpALune khuba ' nirAMta ' ApatA. A rIte temaNe pUjyazrInI sevA dIrdhakALa ane khobA bharIne AziSa meLavyA ! pUjyazrInA jIvanano uttarArdha tapomaya banI gayo. akhaMDapaNe hajAro AyaMbilano tapa karyo. emAM temanA haiye eka kva bhabhUkI uThI ! e Aga hatI, zrI saMghanI aMdara ekatAnA abhAva aMgenI......... e jvALAe haiyAmAM ugra svarUpa pakaDyuM. tema AjIvana AyaMbilano saMkalpa karyo. AyaMbila paNa mAtra khAkharA ane caNA jevA be traNa lukhA dravyonA kAyama karatA hatA. are ! divyazakitane dharatI upara avatAravA mATenI emanI yogIhaTha ekAeka ubhI thai ! tithiaMgenA vivAdane dUra karavA 2 paNa emaNe kAyAne hoDamAM mUkI dIdhI ! hAya kamanazIbI ! kayAMya dhAraNA mujaba saphaLatA na maLI ! e AghAtathI kaNasyA.... khUba khUba kaNasatA rahyA....... ane ...... ane jinazAsana jinazAsana jinazAsananI ciMtAnI citA upara caDI gayA !!! giranAramAM temaNe deha choDyo ! o kRpALu AcAryadava ! bhale ! Apa devAtmAne A dharatI upara avatArI na zakyA paNa ! have jayAre Apa khuda ja devAtmA banyA cho ! to, mahAtmAmAM Apane pAtratA jaNAya tenA dehamAM avataraNa karIne tenA dvArA jinazAsana sevAnI ApanI adhUrI rahI gaye bhAvanAne Apa kAM pUrI na karo ? padhAro........ utAvaLe padhAro ...... nahi to bIjA paNa keTalAya mahAtmAone ApanA mArge jhaMpalAvavuM paDaze! kAMi vAMdho nahi ! jinazAsananI sevA kAje bhale pa-25 kurabAnIo karavI paDe ! Avo aNamola lAbha amane kayAMthI maLe ? * mA cation international

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'daDha saMyamI ugra tapasvI - IIRInIlurANI AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI - pa.pU.A.hemacaMdrasU.ma.sA. viziSTa-jJAna-saMvega shmsaarmtstpH| kSAyopazamikaM jJeya mavyAbAdhasukhAtmakam / / duniyAmAM keTalAMka tapane duHkharApa mAne che. A.haribhadrasUri mahArAje A zlokathI aSTaka prakaraNamAM teno sacoTa uttara Apyo che. viziSTa jJAna, saMvega ane sAmya AnA triveNI saMgama sAthe thato je kSAyopathamika bhAvano tapa te avyAbAdha sukhAtmaka che.'' che ne Azcarya pamADe tevI vAta ! pAga chatAMya A Azcaryane jIvaMta banAvanAra mahApuruSa eTale ja pU. A.. himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.. | saM. 2012nI sAla, bimArInA kAraNe bhAyakhalAmAM mArI sthiratA hatI. AcAryadeva zrImadvijayapremasUrIzvarajI nI punita nizrA hatI. ane tyAre tapasvIratna pU. himAMzuvijayajI ane pU. nararatnavijayajInuM Agamana thayuM mane temanA sau prathama darzana thayA. saM. 2006mAM pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta jyAre pAlitANAthI muMbai padhArela tyAre teo guvajJAthI potAnI eka viziSTa ugra tapasyAnA pAraNA mATe sigiri rokAi gayela, pachI be-trAga comAsA pachI A bAju padhAryA ane pUjyazrInI pAvana sevAmAM upasthita thayA. basa..... pachI to temanI sAthe paricaya khUba ja vadhyo. kaDaka kA girl 32.

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temanA jIvanamAM saMyama pratye utkRSTa pakSapAta ane ArAdhakabhAva hato ane A ja kAraNe teo sUripremanA parama kRpApAtra banyA hatA. saurASTranI dharatI temanA vicaraNathI khUba khUba pAvana banI hatI. temAM kAraNa hatI zrIsiddhAcalajI ane zrIgiranArajI pratyenI temanI parama upAsanA. zrIsiddhagirimAM ya teo nirdoSa AhAracaryA mATe cheka gAmanI najIka zAMtibhavana vageremAM utaratA.savAre sUryodaya pachI jApa vagere karI te rIte prAyaH prakAza thayA pachI ja upara dAdAnA caraNomAM pahoMcI jatAM dharAi dharAine khUba prabhubhakti karatAM, pachI gheTIpAgathI Adapura jai, traNa cAra ki.mI. no vihAra karI gheTImAM cheka sAMje AyaMbila ke ekAsaNuM karI pAchA pAlItANA AvatA. Avo hato temanI yAtrAno krama. ugra tapasyAo sAthe ja temaNe siddhagiri ane giranArajInI yAtrAo karI che. covihAra chaTTha.... pAraNe AyaMbila ane giranArajInI navvANu yAtrA, mAsakSamaNane pAraNe siddhAcalanI yAtrA karI gheTI pAga utarI 3-4 ki.mI. gheTI jai tyAM AyaMbilathI pAraNuM.. AvA to temanI ugra tapazcaryAonA anekavidha daSTAMto che. teozrInI ugra tapazcaryAonuM varNana A graMthamAM anyatra karela hovAthI punarukita na thAya te mATe atre vizeSa varNana karyu nathI. temanA jIvananI mahattvanI vAta eTale saMyamanI bejoDa daDhatA. saMyamamAM saheja paNa bAMdhachoDanI taiyArI nahIM. hA..... zAstranI mukhya AjJA paNa saMyamanI zuddhinI ja che. saMpUrNa dvAdazAMgInI racanAno hetu paNa saMyamasAdhanA ane saMyamazuddhi ja che. teozrI saMyama-brahmacaryanI nava vADonuM khUba ja custapaNe pAlana karatAM ane karAvatAM. gAriyAdhAramAM cAturmAsa praveza thayo. upAzrayamAM nIce baheno pratikramaNAdi kriyA karatAM. sAdhuonI vasatimAM strIonA AvA anucita Agamanane teo calAvatAM nahIM. TrasTIone baheno mATe ke potAnA mATe anya sthAnanI vyavasthA karavA jaNAvyuM. saMghe lakSya na Apyu. cAturmAsa besavAne vAra hatI. vihAra karIne gheTI AvyA. gheTI saMghane jANa thatAM teonuM cAturmAsa gheTI karAvyuM. temanA AcAra, vicAra, ugra tapa, japa, svAdhyAya vagere sAdhanAthI gheTI saMgha atyaMta AkarSita thayo 2048 nI sAla. vAsaNAthI zaMkhezvarano saMgha nIkaLyo. zaMkhezvaramAM temanA saMsArI bhAbhI vaMdanArthe AvyA. teozrI zAsananA kAryo mATe ane Aja sudhI temanA pratye atyaMta bahumAna dhAraNa karI rahyo che. brahmacaryanI ajoDa kaTTaratAno haju eka prasaMga : saM. saMghanI sAthe satata miTIMgomAM vyasta hatAM. bhAbhI cAra vAra AvI gayA. paNa na ja maLI zakyA. chevaTe sUryAsta thai gayo. temaNe temane savAre AvavA jaNAvI dIdhuM. kevI jinAjJAnI khumArI! kevI brahmacaryanI niSThA ! A samaye potAnI uMmara hatI 80 varSa ane saMsArI bhAbhInI paNa prAthaH teTalI ja uMmara hatI. paNa chatAM ya koi bAMdhachoDa nahIM saMsArI patnI ke putrI sAthe ya sUryAsta pachI vAtacIta nahIM. AvA to aneka prasaMgo che. sva. premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAne samudAyanI saMyamarakSAmAM teo khUba ja sahAyaka thatA. AthI paNa pUjyayAdazrInI temanA para atyaMta kRpAdRSTi rahetI. pUjyapAdazrInA Azayone teo saMpUrNapaNe anusaratA. jIvananI chellI kSaNa sudhI avvala samarpaNa jALavI rAkhela. pUjyapAdazrIno vAraso jALavI teo paNa saMghazAMti ane ekatAnA himAyatI banyAM. aMtima avasthAmAM temaNe eka bhISma pratijJA karI ke jyAM sudhI saMghanI ekatA na thAya tyAM sudhI AyaMbila karavA, tyAre vardhamAna tapanI 100 mI oLI cAlu hatI. pAraNuM karyA vinA teozrIe AgaLa AyaMbila cAluM ja rAkhyA.... oLI AgaLane AgaLa dhapatI gai 101......102.....103..... ane 108 oLI paNa thai gai paNa AyaMbila to cAlu ja hatAM. saM.2044 nA zramaNa saMmelanamAM saMgaThananI mahadaMze saphaLatA maLI. saMghanA agragaNyonI Agraha bharI vinaMtIthI teozrIe pAraNu karyu. paNa thoDA samaya pachI pharI AyaMbila upADyA, (zArirIka takalIphanA kAraNe thoDA divasa apavAdarUpe choDatAM) jIvanabhara sudhI cAlu rahyA. Ama to zeSakALamAM teonA sahavAsanI aneka tako maLatI. vaLI temAM ya vizeSa saM. 2047 mAM vAsaNA (navakAra) saM. 2048 mAM zAMtinagara tathA saM. 2051 mAM AMbAvADImAM tathA vAsaNAmAM temanI pAvana nizrAmAM cAtumArsa karavAnuM saubhAgya sAMpaDyu. A badhA cAturmAsomAM teozrInA AyaMbila cAlu ja hatAM. kevo apramatabhAva kadI ya divase sUtelA joyA nathI. ugra saMyama, ghora, tapa, jApa, dhyAnanI anupama sAdhanA joine mastaka jhUkI paDatuM. ! siddhagiri ane giranArajI pratyenI asIma lAgaNInA kAraNe aMtima cAturmAso paNa atyaMta ahIM ja thayAM. cAturmAsa bAda thoDI bimArI samabhAve sahana karI. junAgaDhamAM samAdhi pUrvaka 'arihaMta' nI raTaNA karatAM svargavAsane pAmyA. temanA prabhAvathI ane giranAra para teozrIno agnisaMskAra thayo ane samAdhisthAnanI racanA thai. taya prabhAvaka, tapasvIsamrATa pUjyazrInA caraNomAM koTi koTi vaMdanA... ja giranAra parvata para temanA agnisaMskAra mATe vanavibhAga taraphathI jagyA maLI gai * For Trade & Pecialty

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ApaNA kALanA jIvatuM jAgatuM Azcarya - pa.pU. A. janacaMdrasUri ma.sA jaiAzAsaf ooNka yuThabhUDhi che, vItarAga tIrthaMkaradevo yuddha che moharAjA sAgheluM, moharAjAnA subhaTo che aoNka, zaoNmAM jAgraNI che dehaalahd of allhArajiLA kahevAya che, jaya pAmavuM vijaya pAmavuM jovo | | viSayasaMjJA, oNTaoN jAtanI khaNaja. dharAvatuM kriyApada che. 'jaya' kI sAthe parA jovo upasarga - anAdikALathI jIvane eno evo vaLagADa che ke eNe ApaNA AtmAne pAyamAla karI nAkhyo che. ApaNe joDAtAM parAjaya hAra-hAravuM jovo zArtha thai jAya che. jaivA ApaNuM potAnuM svarUpa ghara bhUlI gayA hatA je Aje jainazAsananA AlaMbane jANI zakyA chIe. have avasara che e MvA baeNTale yuddhanA haoNkaati olIvyA, jayaparAjayanA | dehamamatva ane saMjJAo sAme yuddha karavAno, eja saMjJAone parAsta karavAno harAvavAno ene harAvIe, ane jaya $poNAmAM AvyA. jayAM sudhI jaya [ pAmIbe jiva of pAmIe te mATe AvA mahApuruSe ApaNane daSTAMta purUM pADyuM che. u1LI che tyAM sudhI laDatA rahevAnuM che zaoN kAma vIsa-parAzanI | paDato kALa, chelle saMghayaNa, emanA mATe ane ApaNA mATe sarakhuM. A sthitimAM e mahApuruSa laDatA ja rahyAlhAdura che. konI sAthe laDavAnuM che? vaDIle jaya- laDatA rahyA. ugratA ane ugravihAro karatA rahyA, Atmazuddhi ane zAsanaekatA Adi zubha AlaMbane. emaNe vijaya meLavavAno che, jillA ghaltvAnuM che jo jainazAsA, jIvanamAM traNa hajArathI adhika upavAsa karelA, to zAsana saMdha kAje saLaMga 1751 + 4601 AyaMbilanI bhISma jioN43 gavAbaLAM nANamAM zAstro tAve che. vItarAga tapasyA karelI. A pUrve chuTA chuTA seMkaDo AyaMbila to kharA ja, zrI siddhagiri ane giranArajI tIrthanI anekavAra tIels?devodI vANI (mudrAjIvo jina-puNavAd pradakSiNA ane seMkaDo yAtrA karelI. 94 varSanI jaipha ummare paNa vihAra to pagapALA ja. sAdhu-jIvananI pavitratA ane unAvavAnuM mArgadarzana Ape che, moharAjAnA saiA sAme nirdoSacaryAnA AgrahI hatA. bhagavadbhakita emanA dIlamAM adbhuta vasI hatI teozrI ApaNA kALanA eka jIvatA yuddha maiDI zaNagaLa vadhIne tene parAjaya karIne 0[id] jAgatA Azcarya svarupa hatA. of collo ja sudhImAM jila-lakSaNavALa-siddha gloLI ' kahevata che ke ''payAne pANI caDhe" ApaNe marda chIe, puruSa chIe. AvA mahApuruSArthanuM udAharaNa ApaNA " gayA che je ApaNA mATe zreSTha udAharaNa che. zaoNvuM ja choDa ' jevA puruSane dharmapuruSArtha, tapapuruSArtha, tyAgapuruSArtha karavA eka samartha udAharaNa che. je AvA tapasvI, tyAgI, tAju udAharaNa che svargasaMghataponidhi zAdodI AA.pu. dharmavIra mahAtmAnI hArdika anumodanA kare, zaraNa svIkAre nirantara smaraNa svIkAre eno moha-vAsanAo, saMjJAo, sukhazIlatA ane jaDamamatva pratyenA Adara-rAga tUTe enAmAM eka adbhuta vIrSollAsa jAge. ane jema e mahApuruSa | hiaiAMzusUrIzvara alhArAjAnuM ! A.bha.zrI moha sAme vijayI banyA tema AtmArthIbanelo ApaNo AtmA paNa jayavijayanA mArge AgaLa vadhe, jena evA ApAge jina banIe, pAmela jainatva saphaLa bane emano pavitra AtmA jayAM gayo hoya tyAM jenazAsana pAmI zAMti-samAdhi prasannatA- saMpUrNa sukhamayatAnA mArge khuba jhaDapI prayANa kare - maMjhile pahoMce evI paramakaruNAnidhAna paramezvarane prArthanA...... For PIED & Personal use only 3an Education International

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taparaspIsa mATe nI nizrAmAM ja nAgaDha mAM 38 vaDI dIkSAono ItihAsa - pa.pU. A.guNaratnasUri ma.sA. pAlItANAnI pavitrabhUmi para aitihAsika 38 dIkSAmahotsavanuM Ayojana saMpanna thayA bAda mAlagAMvanivAsI saMghavI bherumalajI hukamIcaMdajI bAkanA parivAra Ayojita zrI siddhagiri-raivatagirino aitihAsika cha'rI pAlaka saMgha pUrNa thayo.... e ja vakhate gujarAtamAM godharAkAMDa sarjAyo.... 34 vaDIdIkSAo jAhera thai gai hatI..... tapasvI samrATa pU. dAdA himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA tapanA prabhAve badhuM ja sAruM thaze evI amane zraddhA hatI. ame sau hemAbhAino vaMDo, uparakoTa, junAgaDha mukAme rokAyelA.... bhItaramAM pU. tapasvI mahArAjanI zItaLachAyA hatI, to bahAra komI hullaDonI jvALAo bhabhUkatI hovAthI sarvatra karphayu jAhera karavAmAM Avyo hato. mahemAno vaDIdIkSAmAM kema pahoMcaze? e lAkha rUpiyAno savAla hato. pU. tapasvI mahArAja eka ja kahe.... * sahu nizcita MLI AyojananI pUrepUrI taiyArI karI dayo ? " AApaNA mAsakSopakArI prabhu mahAvIranA 2800ja 61-6yANa varSa nimitte vizALa saMkhyAmAM samuhasAmAyika (2800) zuM khAyojI paNa thayuM hatuM. gAmanA loko paNa AvI zake chevI paristhiti hotI, to bahArathI loko kevI rIte khAvI zaOM ? paNa pUjaya tapasvI mahArAjanA vacanothI yamaCSIR thayo ! dhIre dhIre karphayumAM DhIla thavA mAMDI.... a[tdiidi varSAdLI luhurtatA hovA chatAM 38 vaDadIkSAno kAryakrama abhUtapUrva saMpaBI thayo. A prasaMga amArA sahunA mATe jIvananI pothImAM eka visArI na visarI zakAya tevI yAdagAra kSaNa banI gai pachI to nAnA-moTA badhA mahAtmAo emanI pAse jAya. vaMdana kare-zAtA pUche. teozrI vAtsalyathI badhAnA mastaka para hAthapherave..... AzIrvAda Ape... temanI virala tapazcaryA.... anokhI samatA.... vAtsalyabhAva.... giranArabhakti...... dAdApremasUrijI pratye apAra bahumAnabhAva..... vAtavAtamAM teozrInuM nAma smaraNa thatAM ja kharekhara mastaka jhukyA vagara rahetuM nathI. ame sau teozrI pratye kRtajJa chIe.. ' dharatInI khoLe camakato hIro '' eNTale pa.pU. A. himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. - pa.pU.A. vighAnaMdasU..sA. himAlayamAMthI sdIva pragaTato nathI, zatadala 5malamAMthI kadIya sugaMdha jatI nathI; tema sAcA saMtanA jIvanamAMthI aMtaranuM savikhuTu paDatuM nathI. saMtano mahimA nIrALo che. e saMsAranA taMtano aMta ANavA ja mathatA hoya che. jIvananA aMta pUrve e aMtarathI mahaMta banI javA mathe che. evA saMto to A dharatInI zobhA che, zaNagAra che, ne evAthI ja zAsana jayavaMtu che, ema kahevAmAM koi atizayokti nathI. sAcA saMtonI ja kasoTI thAya che. suvArNa agniparIkSAmAMthI zuddha banIne jhaLakI uThe ema e saMto jhaLakI uThe che. saMtonuM saubhAgya e che ke kAryasiddhi mATe ApeluM kAyAnuM tarpaNa zAsana-saMghanI uccatama bhaktinuM pratIka banI rahe che. bhale e saMte A bhUmi parathI vidAya lIdhI paNa kALa ane itihAsanI tavArIkhamAM to tenuM nAma Aje amara banI gayuM che. varasonA varaso sudhI jaipha vaye aMtima samaya sudhI aMtima zvAsa sudhI temanA lohImAM, buMda buMdamAM saMdha-zAsana beThuM hatuM. AthI ja sakalasaMghanI aikyatA mATe jhajhumavA tapanuM alaukika teja-baLa ubhuM karIne gayA che. bhale Aje ApaNane temanA kAryanI siddhi na jaNAtI hoya paNa temanA jIvanamAM pragaTelI saMdha aikyatA nI jyota akhaMDa dIpaka banIne beThI che, ane Aje nahI to kAla e jayotanA prakAzano jhaLahaLATa avazya dekhA deze evA ajoDa tapasvI A bha.zrI himAMsUrIzvarajI ma. sA. mATe zuM lakhavuM e ja prazna che. Dragape

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bhUtakALamAM itihAsa tapAsazo to chellA so varSanA kALamAM saMgha | ekatAnI dAjhavALA zAsanaprabhAvanA kravAnI tamannAvALA khAkha baMgALI niHspRhI saMtanA darzana-vaMdana-pUjana maLavA durlabha che, tene sulabha karanArA vacanasiddha mahApuraSa AcArya bhagavaMta hatA, emanI je AzA hatI te kaMI nirAzAmAM bhaLI nathI ja. e AzAnA mInAre mInAre emanI bhAvanApI ratnano prakAza A rasaMdhane ane zAsanane prakAzita karI rahyo che.. - dhanya dharA saurASTranI ne junAgaDhanA garavA giranAra para 22mAM tIrthakara paramAtmAnA traNa trAga kalyAgako thayA che. AvatI covIzImAM covIze covIza tIrthakara bhagavaMtonuM jyAM nirvANa nizcita thai cukyuM che evA pavitragiranArajI pAchaLa aneka Apatti saMkaTonI sAme jhajhamIne dIkSA ane kevalajJAna kalyANakanI pAvanabhUmi sahasAvana tIrthano jiNoddhAra karAvIne bhavya jinAlaya dvArA eka Agamola, AgavIne anupama bheTa zAsanane dharI che. Aje e samovasaraNa bhUtakALanA samavasarAganI jhAMkhI5 bane che. jANe sAkSAta bAlabrahmacArI zrI nemanAthabhagavAna upadeza ApI rahyA che. mane yAda che ke mArI saMsArI avasthAmAM AjathI lagabhaga 60varSa pahelAnI vAta haze. jAmakaMDoraNA cAturmAsa bAda jAmakaMDorAgAthI cha'rI pALato giranArajIno saMdha nikaLelo hato. temAM amAre jinamaMdiranuM badhu saMbhALavAnuM pUjyazrIe suprata karyu hatu dAdAnA darzana ane tIrthamALa na thAya tyAM sudhI upavAsa cAlu hatA mALa thayA pachI ja pAraNuM karyu prAya 8 divasanA upavAsa emAM yAtrA karI tyArabAda pAraNuM sahasAvanamAM thayuM pArAgAno lAbha amone maLelo paraMtu sahasAvanamAM jeTalA yAtrA karavA, Ave tenI sAdharmikabhakita karavAnI, AthI pArAgAmAM nirdoSa maLI jAya A badhuM meM pratyakSa nihALeluM hatuM. emanI tapasyAno rekorDa gInIsa bukamAM samAviSTa thaI zake evo addabhutane Azcaryacakita karI zake tevo prabhAvaka hato. jayAre rAjakoTamAM paM, kevala vi. ma. nI nizrAmAM joga cAlatA hatA tyAre vahoravA amAre saMsArI ghera padhAryA ne varasAda zara thayo varasAda satatane avirata cAlu rahyo oganI gocarI pakaDIne apramatapAge 4, 5 kalAka rahevAnuM pANI vAparavA beThA nahi, have lAgyuM ke pahocAze nahIM. divasa asta thaze. tyAre rajA meLavIne gocarI vAparI, AvI to emanI makkamatA hatI. | vihAramAM savAre nIkaLavAnuM koi nizcita nahI, jApa Adi dainika kramanI vidhi pUrI karyA pachI ja vihAra, bhale ne bhayaMkara garamI paDatI hoya, paga bhalene baLI jatA hoya, pANInI tarasa kahe mAruM kAma. sAmA gAme pahoMcatA 11-12 vAgI jAya tenI ciMtA nahI. | AyaMbilanI gocarI AvIne paDI hoya paNa AyaMbila karavAno samaya koi nizcita nahI. bapore be vAge traNa vAge ke sAMje pAMca vAge tenI koi ciMtA nahI AvA alakha giranArI bAbA hatA tapasyAnA puNyabaLathI vacanasiddhi prApta thai hatI mane temanA bhakta prakAzabhAi vasAe ja potAnI vAta karI hatI ke, giranAramAM eka oraDInA khUNAmAM zAsanadevI aMbikAnI pratimA paDI hatI svapnamAM darzana thayA pachI ANaMdajI kalyANajI peDhI dvArA prApta thai te thoDIka khaMDita hatI AthI tene lepa karIne ThIkaThAka karAvI vatana mANekapuramAM padharAvI jayAM tIrtha nirmANa thayuM. hArIjavALA (hAla vAsaNA) hasamukhabhAinI patnI rAjulAbena. tene aThThAi karavAnI vAta thai. bhAvanA ghaNI paNa bIje ke trIje divase mAre upavAsa karavA ja nathI pAraNuM karavuM che. khUba samAve te mAne nahI AthI tenA patie kahyuM, cAlo zAMtinagara jaie pU. A.bha. pAse navakArazInuM paccakakhANa lai AvIe, darzana-vaMdana paNa thai jaze, zAMtinagara gayA A.bha.ne vaMdana karIne kahyuM, 8 upavAsa karavAnI bhAvanA hatI paNa have pAraNuM ja karavuM che eTale ApanI pAse navakAzInuM paccakakhANa karAvavA lAvyo chuM. A.bha. kahyuM, ke ema DhIlAza lAvaze te kema cAlaze ? jA tane kaMi nahI thAya karI le upavAsanA paccakhANa vAsakSepa nAMkhI upavAsa thai gayA. A che vacanasiddhino eka namuno. temanI pAse jo koi bahena ughADe mAthe vAsakSepa naMkhAvavA Ave to phaTa daine spaSTa saMbhaLAvI detA ke, zarama nathI AvatI ? ughADe mAthe vAsakSepa naMkhAvavA Avo cho. AthI koi bahenanI dAga nathI ke AcArya himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pAse ughADuM mAthu rAkhI vAsakSepa naMkhAvI zake. cothA vrata mATe khUba ja jAgRta hatA eTaluM ja nahI koipaNa sAdhunu paNa virAddha AcaraNa na calAvI le tevA hatAM. sAMbhaLavA maLyuM che ke temanA agni saMskAranA samaye ja vAsaNA navakAranAM derAsaranA bhoyarAmAM rahelA zrI . nemanAthabhagavAnane amIjharaNAM zara, thayAM hatAM kAraNa ke vAsaNA navakAranA derAsarajI nA zrI nemanAtha bhagavAnanA teo eTalA cAhaka hatA, upAsaka hatA ke kalAkonA kalAko nemanAthabhagavAnanuM dhyAna karatAM, sAdhanA karatAM hatAM. AvA kalikAlamAM jinazAsananA mahAprabhAvaka ane ajoDatapasvI evA mahApuruSa paramapUjya AcArya bhagavaMta zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAne koTi koTi vaMdanA emanI vidAyathI saMdha-zAsanane, samudAyane na pUrI zakAya tevI jabarajasta khoTa paDI che. emano mahAna AtmA jayAM hoya tyAM svanA kalyANa sAthe sAthe paranA kalyANanI kAmanAthI amArA jevA abudha jIvo para kRpA varasAvIne amane paNa jaldImAM jaldI zAzvata sukhanA bhokatA banavA mATe adRzya sahAya ApI rakhopuM kare e ja. 3slan Education International

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dIkSAdItA pUjyapAda himAMzusUrIzvarajI aMge be bola. AjJAguruNAmavirAdhanIya.. chelA gulAAiA pAlI8 jUTA puruSa ? - pa.pU.A. vijaya jagavallabhasa.ma.sA. mArI dIkSA saM. 2018 phA.zu. 10 nA divase sAyalA makAme karavAno nirNaya sva. pUjyapAda parama gurudevazrImadvijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAje mahA su. 14nA pAlanapura mukAme karyo. ane mane dIkSA pradAna karavA mATe AjJApatra pa.pU. himAMzu vi.ma. para lakhI Apyo phAgaNa suda ekamanA prabhAte junAgaDha mukAme Adezapatra maLatAM ja phA.su. 1 nI sAMje ja sahavartI pU. nararatna vi. ma., pU. caMdana vi.ma. ThA.3 sAyalA, tarapha ugra vihAra karyo ne cAra ja divasamAM 200 ki.mI.no vihAra karI phA.su. 5 nI prabhAte sAyalA nagaramAM praveza karyo. upakArInAM guNagAna karAvI kRtajJabhAvamAM plAvita karI, pUjyazrIe phA.su. 10nA maMgala muhUrta dharmadhvaja pradAna karyo. dIkSAvidhi vakhate pUjyazrIe pU. hemacaMdra vi.ma. nA kAnamAM bhAkhelAM zabdoe ja jANe camatkAra sarjayo ke huM Aja yatkiMcit zAsanasevaka banavA pAmyo chuM. dhanyate bhAgyavidhAtA puruSane.... bIje ja dine sAyalAthI vihAra karI mULI gAme pahoMcatA colapaTTaka paherAvanAra pU. nararatna vi. mahArAje vAMcanA dvArA nimna hakIkata jaNAvI. -ugratapasvI - ugravihArI tIrthabhaktasUrIzvarA :| 'eka vAra giranAratIrthanI cAlu navvANu yAtrAmAM 40 bAkI hatI tyAre mAsakSamAga prAraMbhya, 10 divasamAM 40 yAtrA karI A mAsakSamAgamAM zatruMjayanI paNa 99 yAtrA karavAnAM saMkalpa sAthe agiyAramAM upavAse pAlItANA prati prayANa karyuM. 20 mAM divase pAlItANA pahoMcyA paNa hAjA gagaDI gayA. ArIsAbhuvanamAM giri sanmukha saMthArAmAM suine mAsakSamaNa purA karyuM. 30 mAM upavAse rAtre mane (pU. nararatna vi. ne ) kahyu ke '' kAle dAdAnI yAtrA karI huM gheTI gAma AvIza tamAre pAlItANA AyaMbila khAtethI (nirdoSa) maganuM pANI vahorIne tyAM AvI javAnuM.'' | ne kharekhara... saMkalpa baLe dAdAno DuMgara caDhI.. dAdAne punaH punaH bheTI 1 vAge gheTI pAganA raste utaravAnuM zaru karI., gheTI pAge pagalAnAM darzanathI peTa bharIne gheTI gAme 3 vAgye padhAryA ne 10vAge vahorela maganA (ThaMDA) pANIthI vA vAge AyaMbilapUrvaka mAsakSamaganuM pAraNuM karyuM. | azaktadehe pAga nirdoSacaryA : chelle amadAvAdathI AyaMbila karanAra yAtrikano saMgha lai jatAM pUjyazrIne aMtima vaMdana karavA javAnuM thayuM. ame 14 kI.mI. pahoMcI gayA. paNa prabhu to have bhAyalAthI nIkaLyA ame navakArazI vAparI, AyaMbilanI nirdoSagocarI vaparAvavA sAme lai gayA. tyAre bAvaLAthI nIkaLyA ne mAMDa traNa vAge sAvaOI pahoMcyA. ame ghaNA ja AgrahathI AyaMbila karavAnuM kahyuM tyAre kahe ke, gocarI nirdoSa che teno zuM bharoso ? chevaTe ulaTa tapAsa karI. nirdoSatA jANI. eTale 3 vAge paccakakhANa pAryuM ne - AyaMbila karavA (10-30 nI vahorelI gocarIthI 4 vAge) beThAM kevI karANatA ? - khAvA purvata puruSothI ja zAsana cAuM. mArA jevA LiHsavINI vahI! jagavallabhabhakta . pUjyazrI, jagavallabhapArthanA upAsaka hatAM... mahArASTramAM kuMbhojagiri ane amadAvAdamAM jayAre hoya tyAre jaMgavadgabha pArzvanA darzana karavAM acUka jatAM tethI mArA nAma jagavallabha rAkhavAnI temane ghaNI hoMza. je mArI vaDI dIkSA vakhate pU. premasUrimahArAja dvArA jagavallabha nAma rakhAvIne jANe prabhuvIranA zAsanamAM eka AgavA nAma dhAraka tarIke mane biradAvyo kevI A mahApuruSanI nema ke mAruM zrema karavAM '' jagad a[Le vhAluM lAge " tevuM nAma rakhAvI mane jagatano vahAlo banAvyo astu. | sAna phrIjanakatapasvI sATa | rAma maraNa surIzvarajI mahArAjanA vacamoheM koTI koTI IMdanA | ||| rebrary arg

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'azakya jevuM lAge che - pa.pU.A. ratnasuMdarasUri. ma.sA. "mora"nuM varNana karavAmAM hajI thoDIka muzkelI paDe kAraNa ke enI kalagIno raMga judo, enA pagano raMga judo, enA kAMThalAno raMga judo, enA pIchAMno raMga judo, enI pAMkhano raMga judo paNa varNana jo haMsa nuM karavuM hoya to koi ja takalIpha na paDe. tame eka ja paLamAM javAba ApI zako, kAraNa ke enA saMpUrNa zarIrano eka ja raMga 'dhavala,' pUjyazrInA guNavaibhavane najIkathI mANavAnuM sadbhAgya jene paNa sAMpaDyuM che ene pUjyazrInA guNavaibhavane varNavatA koi ja takalIpha na paDe. eka ja paLamAM eno e javAba ApI zake. kAraNa ke pUjyazrInA saMpUrNa guNavaibhavano eka ja raMga hato saMyamazuddhi. e puNyapuruSanI AMkha juo to tyAM tamane jIvo pratyenI komaLatAnI pratIti karAvatI iryAsamitinuM nirmaLapAlana dekhAya. teozrInA mukhamAMthI nIkaLatA zabdone tapAso to tyAM tamane jIvo sAthe madhura vyavahAra dAkhavatI bhASAsamitinI sakriyatA dekhAya. gocarI vAparatI vakhate gocarInA dravyo uThAvatA teozrInA hAthajuo, gocarInA dravyo para pharatI teozrInI AMkho juo ke gocarInA dravyo ArogatuM teozrInuM mukha juo, tyAM tamane saMyamanI zuddhine sAcavatI prabhunI AjJA sivAya bIjuM kazuM ja na dekhAya. mana bhale teozrInuM dekhAtuM nahotuM paNa kaLAtuM to jarura hatuM. A AryubalanA khAkharA nirdoSa to che ne ? A pANI ApaNAM nimitte to nathI baLyuM ne ? A dravyo mo rAga to nahIM karAvI jAya neM ? mArA dAMDAbuM paDilehaNa rahI to nathI gayuM ne ? sAMjanI vati joi to lIdhI che meM ? A sAMjanA samaya pachI va baheno ahIM Dema ubhA che ? AvI vAraMvAra ane avAranavAra thatI pRcchAo parathI ja khyAla AvI jato hato ke teozrInA manamAM saMyamajIvanamAM lAgI jatA doSo aMgenI kevI sAvagiri haze ? In Educa 32 eka ja taMdurasta mULa jema vRkSane, thaDane, DALane, pArgane, puSpane ane phaLane janma ApIne ja rahe che tema pUjyazrInA aMtaHstalamAM sthira ane daDha thai gayelA saMyamazuddhinA A guNe teozrInA jIvanamAM anya guNonI je hAramALA sarjI enI bhavyatAnuM varNana karavuM lagabhaga azakya che. svAdhyAya prema, prabhu prema ane tapazcaryA prema, A traNa guNo teozrInA paricayamAM AvanAra tamAme je parAkASTAe vikasita thayelA joyA haze emAMnA koine ya tame pUchI jo jo ke, zuM joyuM pUjyazrImAM ? kAM to e javAba ApavAnI sthitimAM nahIM hoya ane kAM to javAba mATe enA mukhamAMthI nIkaLatA zabdomAM tamane laya jaLavAto jovA nahIM maLe. kAraNa ? A ekaja ke tapazcaryAthI kRza thai gayela AvI kAyAe paNa tapazcaryAno yajJa cAlu ja rAkhI zakAya che, evuM eNe kayAreya kahyuM ja na hoya ! A jaipha vaye ane A sthAne pahoMcyA pachI paNa svAdhyAya mATenI A talapa jIvatI rAkhI zakAya che evuM eNe vicAryu paNa na hoya ane ATalI badhI sUkSma buddhi dharAvatI vyakita prabhu darzanamAM ane prabhunI stavanAmAM A hade ekAkAra thai zake che, evuM eNe kayAreya joyuM paNa na hoya ! AvuM na kalpeluM, na jAgeluM ane na joyeluM badhuM ya ane jayAre potAnI AMkha sAme ja jovA maLe tyAre enA zabdo mauna na thai jAya to bIjuM zuM thAya ? vAMkAneramAM teozrInI pAvana nizrAmAM thayela upadhAnatapanI ArAdhanA vakhate mAre teozrInA pAvana sAMnidhyamAM rahevAnuM baneluM e gALA daramyAna jovA maLela teozrInA guNavaibhave mane vicArato karI mUkyo hato ke hUMDA avasarpiNI kALanA pAMcamA ArAmAM ya AvI sAdhanA zuM zakya banI zake che ?

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tapa guNe karI kArkadI dhannAnI yAda apAve. emanI tapasyAnuM vivaraNa vAMcatA ja Azcarya thAya ke zuM A sAcuM ! haze ? chaTThA saMghayAgavALA zarIre ya zuM AvI kaThoratama zirajorInI evI koi jAlima vyathA na hoya, zraddhAnI tapazcaryA atyaMta prasannatApUrvaka cAlu rAkhI zakAya che ? maMdatA hoya ! virAdhanAsabhara ane aticArasabhara jIvana jIvatA paNa to ya AzA che ane pUrNa vizvAsa paNa che ke je mArA jevA sAdhu para paNa zuM A hade vAtsalyanI varSA karI mahApuruSanuM nAmasmaraNa mAtra paNa cittane AnaMdavibhora zakAya che ? ane hRdayane pavitra banAvI rahyuM che e suvizuddha saMyamI sAdhanA mATe ati jararI evA zarIranA mAdhyamano mahAtapasvI, paramaArAdhaka , saMdhaekatA prema, sAdhanAnA kSetre zuM Avo bhavyatama upayoga karI zakAya che ? vAtsalyanidhi pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavaMta zrImadvijaya paNa, A badhuM ya sagI AMkhe joyuM hatuM ane eTale ja himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjano varada hAtha mastakane ene mAnavA-na mAnavAno to koi prazna ja raheto nahoto. sparyA che emanA saMyamapUta dehano A hAthane sparza maLyo prazna to magajamAM hathoDAnI jema eka ja ThokAto hato ane che, emanA pAvanavastronA pratilekhana mATe A paga doDayA Aje ya ThokAya che ke eka saMyamI mahApuruSa potAnA che, emane prabhudarzanamAM ekAkAra thatAM A AMkhoe jIvananI DhaLatI saMdhyAe paNa sAdhanA kSetre je sattva phoravI nihALyA che ane teozrInA zrImukhe hitazikSA zake che. tapazcaryA kSetre je saMkalpa TakAvI zake che, jIvo pratye sAMbhaLavAnuM sadbhAgya A kAnone maLyuM che. je sadbhAva jALavI zake che ane upakArIo pratye je A tamAma sadbhAgyo zuM eLe thoDA javAnA che ? e samarpaNabhAva dAkhavI zake che ! e ja sattva, saMkalpa , sadabhAgyo zuM mulyahIna thoDA puravAra thavAnA che ? nAM sadbhAva ane samarpaNabhAva huM A vacce kema TakAvI zakato uttamanA guNa gAvatAM, guNa Ave nija aMga A nathI ? vadhArI zakato kema nathI ? khabara nahIM paNa A 1 ja nahI paNa A hakhi ukti mArA jIvanamAM sArthaka thaine ja raheze ane e praznano Ajeya javAba maLato nathI. banI zake ke te dizAmAM huM gaMbhIratApUrvaka prayatno paNa AdarIza. bhavabhItAnI mArAmAM kacAza hoya ! rAga-dveSanI jyAre juo tyAre Agamika svAdhyAya. jAte vAMcatA vicAratAM hoi ke Azritone vaMcAvatA hoya. pratiSThA aMjanazalAkA, saMgha prayAga vagerenA muhUrtA emanA sacoTa ane saphala puravAra thAya. giranAra sahasAvana tIrthano jirNoddhAra, vRddha-sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto mATe sthiravAsanI sagavaDa sAthe dharmarasika tIrthavATikA nAme vAsANA-amadAvAdamAM sudharyAvihAra -aSTApada tIrthanI sthApanA, potAnI janmabhUmi mANekapuramAM zatruMjaya mahAtIrthanI sthApanA temAMya guphAmaMdira to vizvadarzanIya thayuM che. 93-94 varSanI puud 1rve paNa faidAvAdasiddhagirino pAda vihAra vizvanI pIThaal ofjAvIrupe che. saMghazAMd aiATe 15-20 qrSathI jIvananA aMta sudhI lAgalagATa khAvaMLalaLo tapa, dIkSA divasathI mAMDI chaMgTa sudhI virdoSacaryA. cheoNmanA muvisahtathI sahaja (mAve ListioN| dailhIM thAya. parivAra chatAMya llha saMdi[ [[id] I fdhAya guNaa[1 TapI jAya. vo eka guNa & ILoutLa. maga 7 varSaMA uaitLA povALA putra (pU. 11.zrI onRcfsurIzvarajI [.sA.) Mii dIkSA visare bolAvavAali MAvela hajAma nAnA MAlako joi bhAgI gayo. to jAte ja potAnA pugamAM a[[ 5{ii dIkSA [pAvI. | saurASTranI tIrthabhualiAM dehavAganI uS2 (2111LA saLa thaid ja rahI. aMte zaoNmalAmAM tapanI siddhi' [Le cheoNnA vinimayaLe joi. - emanI sevAmAM rahela pravacana prabhAvaka pU. paMnyAsa zrI candrazekharavijayajI ma.sA. nA ziSya munizrI dharmarakSitavijayajI ane hemavallabhavijayajImAM tapaguNano evo to saMkrama thayo ke baMne muni bhagavaMtoe TUMkA dIkSA paryAyamAM 100-10 oLI pUrNa karI ane bIjIvAranI 10-10 oLI pUrNa karavA AgekUca karI rahyA che. kiM bahunA ? cAlo ! ApaNe paNa AvA guNo pragaTAvavA prayatno karIe. zrI jinazAsana saMbhomaMDalanuM vyamAna nakSatra - pa.pU.AcArya kulacandrasUri ma. pU.pU.AcAryadevazrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ! A mahApuruSanA guNa vaibhavane AlekhavAnI A bAlaceSTA che. kayAM emano kaThora tapa, Agama ane vizeSa karIne chedasUtronuM kheDANa, jyotiSanuM uMDu jJAna, saMghavAtsalya, saMyamanI utsarga ci, sahiSNutA, nirapRhatA, ghora sAdhanA, vacanasiddhi, daDha manobaLa vagere guNo. tArA bApA

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makkama mananA mAnavI ! - pa.pU.A. hemaratnasUri.ma.sA. parama ArAdhya pUjyapAda tapomUrti AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA dhrAMgadhrAmAM birAjatA hatA. vikrama saMvata 2044 nI sAla hatI. phAgaNa mAsanAM divaso hatA. pUjyapAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya bhadraMkarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe amadAvAda mukAme snehamilananAM paDaghama 15 paisAnAM posTakArDo dvArA vagaDAvI dIdhA hatA. pUjyazrI A saMmelanamAM padhAraze ke kema te mATe badhAne ciMtA hatI. mATe surendranagarathI dhrAMgadhrA jaine mAre teozrIne samajAvavAnA hatA. padayAtrAne badale sTrecaramAM ucakIne jaldIthI lai AvavAnAM hatA. ame surendranagarathI vihAra karIne dhrAMgadhA pahoMcyA. teozrI sAthe kalAkeka besavAnuM thayuM pachI chevaTe vihAranuM nakkI thayuM. teo mALyA to kharA paNa TrerAmAM besavALI to sApha nA pADI dIdhI, dIrgha samayano AyaMbilo bhISmatapa, vovRdhdha umara A badhu jotAM padayAtrA DarIte to pahoMcavAnuM muzkela jaNAtuM hatu. ema badhA murtio jAte khaMbhA upara TreyA upADI levAtI taiyArI darzAvI taoNya tekhothI na mAnyA. chevaTe amArI vihAra vatrA amadAvAda bhaNI AvI rahI hatI. zrAvakono Agraha hato ke bhale sAheba sTrecaramAM bese paNa sTreyara to rAkho ja. ane sTrecara sAthe rAkhyuM. amuka yuvako paNa vihAramAM sAthe rahyA. goThavaNa eNvI karI hatI ke Trecara vihAramAM ke makAnamAM kyAMya pUjyazrInI najaramAM na AvavuM joIe. jo najaramAM AvI jAya to bAjI bagaDI jAya. kAM to pUjyazrI vihAra ja roDI de! DAM to sTrecA vALAne bhagADI muke ! baMnemAMthI ekeya paravaDe tema na hatuM. eTale saMtAtAM saMtAtAM cheka pATaDI sudhI pahoMcI gayA hatA. pachI ekAeka sTrecara teozrInI najaramAM AvI gayuM temaNe vihAra ja raoNDI dIdho. amAre rokAi javu paDyuM. zrAvakone sTrecara laine amadAvAda ravAnA karI devA paDyA. tyArabAda teozrIne zAMti thai ane AgaLa vihArayAtrA zaru thai. teozrInuM manobaLa ajIbogarIba hatuM. dhArelA samaye teozrI amadAvAda padhArI gayA. ane muniona snehasaMmelanamAM teozrI upasthita rahyA. cArekorathI pUchyo padhArI rahyA hatA. jovA jevo e meLAvaDo hato, paMkaja sosAyaTInAM AMgaNe jANe mAnasarovaranAM haMsalAonAM vRMdo umaTI paDyA hoya evo mAhola hato. For Private & Person Only A saMmelanamAM amArA saunA manamAM hatu ke koipaNa rIte sakala zrIsaMghanI ekatAnuM sarjana thAya ane pUjyazrIno bhISma saMkalpa pUro thAya. jo ema thAya to ja teozrInAM dIrdha tapanuM pAraNuM thAya ! zAsanadevonI sahAya thai, A saMmelana saphaLa rahyuM, pUjyazrInAM tapanA pAraNA thayA mAMDalIAkAre ame tapAgacchanAM seMkaDo munio goThavAi gayA hatA. ane pUjyazrI svayaM sahune vaparAvavA mATe bharyuM bhikSApAtra hAthamAM laine pharI rahyA hatA. te dazyane jeNe joyuM haze, mANyuM haze, mamarAvyuM haze te sahune dhanya che. 1500 tApasone gautama svAmI khIranAM pAraNA karAvatAM hoya evo saMjoga e veLAe sarjAyo hato. dhanya ghaDI! dhanya veLA ! pAraNA thayA pachI paNa ekAda mAsa mATe yogodAhana cAlatA hovAthI teozrInI sAthe ja rokAvAnuM thayuM. te daramyAna ghaNA ghaNA anubhavo teozrInAM aMtaraMga jIvananAM najare jovA-jANavA malyA. aMtamAM kharekhara ema kahavAnuM mana thAya ke vizvamAM ghaNA badhA kAyabalI ane ghaNA badhA vAkbalIone joyA che, paNa A saMta jevA koi manobalIne Aja sudhImAM kayAreya karyAMya joyA nathI. ka www.jinelibcary.org

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viruTa byadvanA ghaNI - pa.pU. A.jayasuMdarasUri.ma.sA, AyaMbilatapanA ajoDa tapasvIsvarupe jeo ApaNA jenazAsanamAM prAtaHsmaraNIya banI rahyA, zrI : AgamazAstronA uMDA abhyAsI ane cintakarupe jeo vidvAnomAM mokhare rahyA, saMyama- zuddhi ane nirdoSa ! cAritrapAlananA kaTTara pakSapAtI rupe jeo potAnA dAdA gurudeva sva. pU. A. premasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA paDakhe : paDachAyAnI jema ubhA rahyA, zrIsaMdha ane zAsananA hitamAM jeo bhISma abhigrahadhArakape jenomAM lokajIbhe ramatA thai gayA, moTA moTA camarabaMdhI ane pracaMDapuNyanA svAmIonI zeha-zaramamAM lezamAtra na tANAvA badala jeo sakalasaMghamAM AdarapAtra banyA, asaMyamanA prakhara virodhamAM saMyamapremIone Azaro ApavAnI bAbatamAM jeo 1 | nirbhayatAthI agresara thayA, azAstrIya azobhanIya kuTanItio dvArA bIjAnA ziSyo-mumukSaone potAnA tarapha kheMcI ' levAnI niMdha lAlasAthI jeo kayAreya abhaDAyA nahIM. kaDavA gUDha satyone saMghahitamAM jAhera karavA dvArA jeo zuddha : prarupakonI zreNimAM AruDha thai rahyA, niHspRhatA vagere daza yatidharmanI sAdhanAmAM je pramAdamukta rahyA..... evA : virATa jainAcArya pa.pU. AcAryadeva zrI vijayahimAMzu sUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nA caraNe koTi koTi vandanA, | pUjyazrInA mukhethI sAMbhaLavA maLela eka viziSTa prasaMga- sthaLa ke bhagavAnanuM nAma to yAda nathI paNa kacchanA ja eka gAmanI vAta che. e gAmamAM jainonA thoDA dhara, badhe ja vartamAnamAM banI rahyuM che tema e gAmamAM paNa nAnA gharo ghaTatA rahelA. vartamAnakALamAM Thera Thera jainonA gharonI vastI ochI thatI javAmAM mukhya kAraNa to vartamAna sarakAronI ; gAmaDA virodhI rAjakIya Arthika nItio ja rahI che tema chatAM paNa aNasamaju jainone to emAM kayAMka ne kayAMka derAsaramAM dekhAtA kAlpanika doSo ja kAraNarupe bhAsyA kare che, e karuNatA che. e gAmamAM mULanAyaka bhagavAnanI ' bAjumAM koika bhagavAnanA pratimAjI khaMDita jaNAtAM hatAM, eTale ANasamaju jainone to emAM ja jenonI paDatIno doSa dekhAto hato, eTale ghaNA jaina zraddhALuo to e pratimAjInuM utthApana karIne dariyAmAM padharAvIne navA pratimAjI bharAvIne pratiSThA karavA tatpara banyA hatA. to bIjA keTalAka evo bhaya paNa batADatA hatA ke enuM utthApana karavAthI 1 AkAza tUTI paDaze eTale teo tenA utthApanano virodha karI rahyA hatAM. | avasare pU.paM. himAMzuvi.ma.sA. e gAmamAM padhAryA. baMne pakSo pUjyazrI pAse AvIne potapotAnI vAta karI jatA . hatA, koi DhIluM mukavA taiyAra na hatAM. chatAM badhA icchatA to hatA ke AvA koi mahAtapasvInA varadAna-AzIrvAdathI A ' vivAdano aMta Ave. pUjyazrIe taTasthabhAve baMne pakSone jaNAvyuM ke jo tamAre niveDo lAvavo ja hoya to tamArA saMghanA junA copaDI-dastAvejo vagere mane jovA do, ane pachI jo tamane mArAmAM vizvAsa hoya to mAro nirNaya svIkArajo. | taTasthapaNe pUjayazrIe copaDA vagere tapAsyA. kayAre kayA kayA bhagavAnanI konI nizrAmAM, koNe koNe pratiSThA karI ! e badhu ulecyuM to satya dhyAnamAM AvI gayuM je bhagavAna khaMDita hatA e AjakAlanA ke pAMca-paccIsa varSomAM khaMDita hatA ema nahIM paNa chellI pratiSThA thai tyAre paNa khaMDita ja hatAM. tema chatAM zrIsaMghe ane te kALanA mahAtmAoe tenI ! pratiSThA karAvI hatI kAraNa ke be traNa vAra e khaMDita pratimAjI padharAvI devAnI mahenata karavA chatAM adhiSThAyaka devatAe ' tema karavA dIdhuM na hatuM. tethI te kALano zrIsaMdha ane mahAtmAoe nirNaya karyo ke adhiSThAyaka jAgatA che. ane A 1 pratimAjInA bhakta hoi tenuM visarjana icchatA nathI. tethI zrIsaMghe e khaMDita pratimAjIne pharIthI tyAM pratiSThita karelA. (jema zrI navakhaMDA pArzvanAtha- ghoghAmAM) pUjyazrIe A badhA pUrAvA sAthe zrIsaMghamAM sAcI hakIkata jAhera karI. baMne pakSone pratIti thai, saMtoSa thayo ane vivAdano sukhada aMta Avyo. pUjyazrInI vivAda ukelavA mATenI cIvaTa ane sUjha temaja dUradarzitA ane pracaMDa nirmala pappAino A prabhAva. | bIjo eka prasaMga pUjyazrIe saMbhaLAvelo, koi gAmamAMthI pote vihAra karyo. sAthe eka be saMghaTTaka hatA. bIjA gAmamAM pahoMcyA ane bIjA eka sAdhu mAMdA paDyA te evA ke zarIra lAkaDA jevuM akkaDa thai gayuM. jenonA be cAra ghara hatAM paNa koi dekhAyuM nahi. pote zakya upAyo karyA paNa kaMi vaLyuM nahi. pachI eka zrAvaka dekhAyA, temaNe pUchayuM zuM thayuM che A mahArAjane? eTale jarA bhAre svare pelA mahAtmA pratyenI ciMtAthI pUjyazrIe pelA zrAvakane khakhaDAvIne pUchyuM ke "koi vaida, jANakAra ane mahAtmAnI ciMtAdavA karanArA A gAmamAM che ke nahIM ?'' pelA zrAvaka to hebatAi gayA. gAma nAnuM hatuM. evI koi sagavaDa na hatI. chevaTe pUjyazrIe emane bAjunA je gAmamAMthI vihAra karIne AvyA hatAM tyAM doDA doDI karAvIne sTrecara -DoLI je maLyuM te maMgAvyuM ane e mahAtmA ne pote sAthe cAlIne moTA gAma pAchA pharyA. thoDA samayamAM pelA mahAtmAne ghaNuM sAruM thai gayuM pUjyazrI A prasaMge yAda karatAM bolyA ke, vihAra karyo te divase jeTha suda (ke vada) terasa hatI, e divase kayAre paNa navo vihAra na karavo. amAre pAMca sAdhuoe amadAvAdathI muMbai tarapha sAMje vihAra karavAno hato. vihAra veLAe badhAe pUjyazrIne bhAvathI vaMdana karyA, vAsakSepa karAvyo ane hitazikSA mATe vinaMtI karI. pUjyazrIe kahyuM ke ''muMbai to janArA badhA khAsu kamAya che to tame paNa Dabala traNa gaNA thazo.'' pUjayazrInA e ArzIvAda vacano sAcA paDyA ane Aje pAMca cha varase cauda navI dIkSAo thatAM ame ogaNIza sAdhuo thai gayA chIe pUjyazrInI saMyamapUta ane tapanA tejamAMthI jharelI A hatI vacanasiddhi.!! pUjyazrI je vizuddhasaMyama, zrI saMghahitanI dhagaza, kaThora tapazcaryA, svAvalaMbana vagere mahAna Adarzo jIvI gayA che - temAMno aMza paNa amone prApta thAya evI pavitra bhAvanA sAthe pUjyazrInA caraNomAM sahastra zraddhAMjali arpaNa. 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| 01 che deha 0|1Talali paNa, HIGLavIzuM nA jIve che mare che ||jAd pANa, | HIGIvInA jIve che | vartamAnanA viSama kALamAM, viparita paristhitimAM vikRta avasthAomAM paNa potAnA AtmavizvAsathI jIvananA aMtima samaya sudhI saMyamanA yogomAM, tapazcaryAnA svabhAvamAM sahejapaNa dhIraja gumAvyA vagara jhajhumyA karyuM ane potAnA AtmAnI zudhdhinA prayatnomAM rahyA te AjanA yugamAM eka viziSTa Adarza che... | saMsAranA baMdhaotali jdhAyA pachI paNa saMyaajLI tAlAvelI lAgavAthI potAnA | [pusaLe zizu oldzAmAM potAnI preraNAthI beMka muLiconLI bheTa ApI che turta ja vilaMf ol Stdi prAvaH bhaga 11 kSahinAmAM ja pod saMyamamArgamAM joDAi gayA..... pitA-putranI jaoNDIkhe sva. siddhAMtamahodadhi cAritracUDArmANa pU. pAda bAzrI vijaya premayurIsvarajI mahArAjAnA caraNasaiLomAM rahIneM saMyaal doloo saMgadhaa1ya 01 0AvavA mAMDayuM. jemAMya A yogIpuruSe tapazcaryAnA vikramo sarjI jAgyA ne tenI sAthe nirdoSa gocarIcaryAnA uttama AgrahI banyA... jenA dvArA jeo saMyamamUrti ane tapomUrti svarupa banI gayA tema kahI zakAya.... eka prasaMga najare nihALyo che ke tRtIyapada para AruDha thayA pachI eka nAnA mahAtmAne karaNAbhAve hitazikSA rupe patra lakhyo paraMtu te mahAtmAne te pasaMda na paDyo tenI jANakArI maLatAM ja potAnA svahastAkSaramAM ja binaadhikAra ceSTA thai hoya to mArA A paLe ja micchA mi dukkaDe jaNAvuM chuM.... zuM AtmAmAM karaNAbhAvanI sAthe ladhutAbhAva joDAi gayo haze ? ke AvI rIte potAnA AtmabhAvane sahejapaNa malina nathI karavo.... cAritrajIvanamAM jyAM paNa cAturmAso karyA che tyAM tapano adbhuta juvALa ubho karyo. temaja aMtimavarSomAM hajAro AyaMbila vRdhdhAvasthAmAM karIne aneka jIvone AyaMbila tapanA ArAdhako banAvyA.. varSo sudhI giranAra tIrthamAM ArAdhanA karIne zudhdhi meLavela te AtmAe eka prAcIna kalyANakabhUmino jirNodhdhAra karAvIne anekone bAlabrahmacArI zrInemanAthabhagavAnanI ArAdhanAmAM joDyA... te sAthe sAthe vAsaNA(amadAvAda)nI bhUmi para varSo sudhI dRSTi paDatAM tyAM eka tIrthasvarUpa sthAvara tIrtha ubhuM karAvyuM, A uparAMtamAM varSo sudhI je je mahAtmAo emanI sevA bhaktimAM rahyA te mahAtmAone AyaMbilano tapa ane saMyamano khapa ApIne jainazAsanane AlaMbana Ape tevA tapasvI, tyAgI, saMyamI mahAtmAsvarupa jaMgamatIrthanI bheTa dharI... teonA anekAneka guNone amArI bhAvabharI vaMdanA ! vaMdana ho te yogI puruSane !!! - pa.pU. A. varabodhisUri Education internason 42.

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mokSaprAptinA cAra aMgo ane pUjayazrI - pa.pU. A.vi.abhayazekharasUri ma.sI. | ekavAra davAkhAne javAnuM thayeluM tyAM dardIne uddezIne DokaTare tapasvIsamrATa pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavaMta zrImadvijaya mAreluM borDa vAMcavA maLyuM. Your confidence help me heel himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja eTale A cAra sopAnaya samagra you faster DokaTara dardIne kahe che-mAre tAro roga dUra karIne mokSamArganuM jIvatuM jAgatuM udAharAga !!! Arogya ApavuM che, paNa mArAM A kAryamAM mane sahAya karaze... tArI paramAtmA ane paramAtmA pratyenI hADohADa zraddhA emanI mArA pratyenI zraddhA. hA, DokaTara game eTalo hoMziyAra hoya.... davA rageragamAM evI vaNAyelI hatI ke jethI emanA jIvanamAM pANa pAvaraphula hoya... paNa dhArelI saphaLatA nathI maLatI, jo dardIne prabhuvacanonuM kaThora amalIkaraNa paNa sAhajika banI gayeluM.. DokaTara para vizvAsa na hoya to. eTale, zarIranA Arogya mATenuM paMcamakALa ne chaTra saMghayAga... A be paribaLonA prabhAve prathama sopAna che, DokaTara pratye zraddhA, vaLI bIjuM sopAna che lagabhaga AkhA vartamAna zramAgasamudAyomAM AcarAgamAM je pathyApathyanI ane auSadhanI jANakArI... dardIjo A jANakArI na pheraphAra thai gayelA jovA maLe che temAMnA paNa ghaNA pheraphAro | dharAve to garabaDa thai zake che. jANakArI meLavI levA mAtrathI paNa teoe bhAre sattvapUrvaka pUrvakAlIna kaDaka AcArone pakaDI kAma sarI jatu nathI.... trIjuM sopAna Avazyaka che apadhyatyAga- rAkhavA dvArA apanAvyA nahotA... prabhuvacanonI daDha zraddhA pathyapAlana ne auSadhasevana... haju eka cothuM sopAna jarurI bane vinA AvuM sattva vikasavuM zakya nathI. che. oparezananuM... e vagara dUra nathI thatI jUnI paDI gayelI gAMTha... kizoravaya ane prAraMbhika yauvanavaya... bhAgavAno kALa | vaLagelA karmarogane haThAvIne AtmAnuM mokSa svara | Arogya pAmavuM eTale A ja kALa..., A vaya vItyA pachI dIkSA lenArAM kAMi hoya to jJAnIo kahe che, A cAre sopAna eTalA ja Avazyaka che. vizeSa bhAgI zake nahIM... AvI havA vartamAnakALamAM lagabhaga AtmAnA DokaTara che zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA... eTale prathama phelAyelI che. teozrIe paNa A ja uMmaramAM dIkSA lIdhelI tema sopAna che teo paranI sacoTa zraddhA... enuM ja nAma che chatAM samyagujJAnanI sAdhanA evI pracaMDa rIte sAdhI ke jethI samyagdarzana. vaLI, AtmAne lAbhakartA (upAdeya) zuM che ne sva. pUjyapAda siddhAnta mahodadhi gurudevazrI premasUrIzvarajI nukazAnakartA (heya) zuM che ? enI jANakArI vagara paNa Arogya tarapha mahArAje enI vizeSa prakAre noMdha lIdhI ane jayAre gItArtha prayANa zI rIte thAya? A bIjA sopAnanuM nAma che samyajJAna. vaLI mahAtmAo vacce koi zAstrIya padArtho para carcA cAle to heyano (apadhyano) tyAga.. upAdeyano (padhyano) Adara paNa paraspara vicAra-vimarza karIne yogya nirNaya para AvavA mATenI joie ja A ja trIjuM pagathIyuM che, je kahevAya che samyakjhAritra. nava mahAtmAonI racelI samitimAM emano paNa samAveza je koi pApa che e badhA ja AtmA mATe apathya che, heya che eno karelo. tyAga e ja sarvavirati... e ja sammacAritra, paNa gADha banI trIjuM sopAna samyagracAritra... teozrI jIvaMta gayelI karmanI gAMTha ATalA mAtrathI bhedAi jatI nathI ene bhedavA saMyamamUrti hatA ema kahevAmAM koine atizayokti nahIM lAge. mATenuM oparezana che samyagRtapa. gajabanAka sattva ane sahiSNutAnA prabhAve vartamAnamAM to 1khUba ja kaThora kahI zakAya evuM cAritra teozrIe sAdheluM savAre moDo moDo vihAre jethI iyasamitinA pAlanamAM koi samAdhAna karavAnI jarUra na paDe. are kAmaLIkALanI virAdhanAthI pAga ghaNIvAra bacI zakAya 'pachI surya bhale mAre tapato hoya ne dharA dhIkhatI. hoya. vaLI badhI u5dhi paNa jAte ja UMcakavAnI.... koI majura nahIM... zarIra bhale pove. rebajheba thaI jAya... gocarInI nirdoSatAmAM paNa koI bAMdhachoDa nahIM... pachI bhale gocaracaryA mATe cArapAMca ki.mI. pAga pharavuM paDe. brahmarcapAlana vageremAM pAga teozrIno joTo jaDavo muzkela . tapasvI. samrATa evuM sAcakaluM vizeSAge ema ja thoDuM maLI jAya che? A vizeSAMkano koIpaNa lekha ke anyatra jyAM kayAMya paNa teozrI aMge je kAMI nAnuM moTuM lakhANa thayuM haze prAyaH sarvatra tapano ullekha to haze ja. vikramanA visamAM saikAno tapa saMbaMdhI itihAsa lakhavA koI bese ane pUjyapAda himAMzusUri ma.sA. ene jo agrimaharoLamAM yAda na Ave to sAco itihAsakAra Gja na kahevAya. Ama, teozrI aMge mAtra be-cAra lITI lakhavI hoya to pAga tapa'no ullekhU karavo paDe. ane tapa aMge be-cAra nAmo 14 levA hoya to pAga teozrIne yAda karavA ja paDe... AvI je vAstavikatA che te, teozrIe tapane kevo sAmasAta karyo hato enI prabaLa sAbitI che. paM , a[ 5101 mAM cha TUThA saMdhava Na !? macalciDizALA, 10Agadarzana, sa01|1|d, Hat1 vArijha 1Le sAdjd5 35 || rAri dhAMgone rahatApUrvaka rovIne saMpUrNa ti[ Ryt[ a[2] ||hA ud ja001? haraNa10] (djRfTRI | 4TALa] 2IRNodli koTizaH idaHI. pUjyazrInA caraNomAM koTizaH vaMdanA. www.anelibrary.org

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eka ANadharDa AAI - pa.pU. paM. jayasoma vi.ga. A mahApuruSanA jeTalA guNagAIe teTalA ochA paDe. saMyamano svIkAra karyo tyArathI satata moharAjA sAme saMgrAmano AraMbha karyo ane jIvananA chellA zvAsozvAsa paryata jhajhumatA rahyAM hatAM. tapa-145-saMyamapAlana-vAtsalya Adi aneka guNonA bhaMDAra pUjyazrInI prabhubhaktipaNa anerI hatI. jayotiSanA kuzaLa abhyAsI hatA... to tIrthonA uddhAraka ane preraka hato.... sva. pUjyapAda A. premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA sevaka hato. .. varSo sudhI pUjyapAdRzrInA caraNomAM rahI teozrInA aneka bojAne haLavA karavAnuM kArya karatAM, vaLI pUjyazrIno saMpUrNa patravyavahAra paNa saMbhALI teozrIne ciMtAmukta karatAM, chellA chellA varSomAM vAsANA mULe teozrInI pAvananizrAmAM aMjanazalAkA-pratiSThA mahotsava avasara vidhividhAnamAM sahAyaka banavAno anero lAbha pAmI dhanya banyo. vartamAna kALanA eka ajoDa ArAdhaka AtmAnA caraNomAM koTI koTI vaMdanA. ----- AcAratA - pa.pU. paM. bhadrezvara vi.ma.sA. tapasvIsamrATa, saMghaaikayarAgI, saMyamamUrti, paramapUjya, AcAryadeveza zrImad vijaya himAzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. saMyamanA custa AgrahI hatA. temanI nizrAmAM ArAdhanA karatA amane sAdhuone pU.zrIe saMdhATaka gocarInA cAranuM pAlana karavA kahyuM temanI vAta sAcI ane suMdara hatI. ame cAra sAdhuoe bhegA maLI A bAbatanI vicAraNA karI. amArAmAMthI keTalAka pANI beTAima gharomAMthI dUra pharIne lAvatA hatA. keTalAka gocarI vahoravA paNa dUra jatA. vicAratA amane badhAne lAgyuM ke ra vakhata pANI tathA ghaNIvAra 3 samaya gocarI lAvavA saMghATaka sAthe javA mATe badhA sAdhune samaya ghaNo kADhavo paDe. tathA kaSTa paNa paDe. A ghaNI muzkelInI pUjyazrIne vAta karatAM temaNe pharamAvyuM ke mArI nizrAmAM rahenAra A sAmAcArInuM pAlana karavuM ja paDaze. amArAthI e zakya na hatuM. saMdhanA TrasTI hIrAbhAine A vAtanI khabara paDatAM temaNe pUzrIne vinaMtI karI, "pU. AcAryadeva ! atyAranA saMjogomAM A AcAra pALavo zakya nathI. ApanI pAse A cora sAdhu sArI ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. Ape A niyamano Agraha rAkhavo na joie.... paraMtu pUjyazrI e temanI vAta svIkArI nahIM. saMghasthavira pa.pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya bhadrakarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tyAre comAsu amadAvAdamAM hatA. temaNe A vAta jANI te baMne pUjyone eka prasaMge maLavAnuM thayuM tyAre pU. A.zrI. bhadrakarasUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebe kahyu " vartamAna samayamAM huM paNa saMghATaka gocarIno AcAra paLAvI zakato nathI. ghaNA samudAya Aje A AcAra pALI zakatA nathI. ApaNI pAse A sAdhuo suMdara saMyama pALI rahyA che. A kaTTaratAthI Amane anicchAe nizrA choDavI paDe. tame udAratAthI dIdhI daSTi vAparI A niyamanI kaDakAinA karo....." paraMtu AcAradraDha pU. zrI. e niyama pharajIyAta karyo. amAre pU. zrI nI tArakachAyA gumAvavI paDI. mahatvanI vAta e che ke keTalAka ne ziSyano lobha hoi zake che jayAre A mahApurUSa evA draDha saMcamarAgI hatA ke bhale 4 sAdhu jatA rahe paraMtu AcAramAM jarApaNa zithilatA huM calAvI nahIM lauM 111 pUjyazrI nA dhora tapa, tIrthayAtrA, jApa, AyaMbilano draDharAga, gaMbhIratA, jAta mATe kaThoratA Adi anekAneka guNone mANavA hoya to tamAre ananya sevArAgI munirAjazrI hemavallabhavijayajI pAse besavuM paDe ! varSo sudhI akhaMDa anumodanIya sevA karanArA teo pU. zrI nA guNonA anubhavo lakhe to aneka pustako bharAya ! haDahaDatA kalikALamAM ekamAtra saMyamanA ja AgrahI A mahApurUSanA agaNita guNonI natamastake sAcA dilathI anumodanA karavAthI paNa alpa ArAdhaka bhavya jIva anaMtAnaMta puNya meLavI le. vihAramAM eka Dagalu na calAya evI bhayaMkara muzkelImAM paNa pU. zrI e game tevA sthaLe utAro karI lIdho paNa DoLI na ja vAparI aMte aMtaranA ekaja abhilASA ke guNabhaMDAra A mahApurUSanA thoDA guNo paNa huM pAmI zakuM evI prabhune prArthanA. 11.

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A kALanA lokhaMDI anusa2NIya mahApurUSa - pa.pU. paMnyAsa bhuvanasuMdaravijayajI tapa-tyAga ane suvizuddhesaMyamanuM pAvara hAusa palAyana thayuM 1 - pa.pU. paM. kanakasuMdaravijayajI Aje pUjyazrI A jagatamAMthI vidAya lai cUkyA che tyAre paNa zradhdhApUrvaka temanuM nAma smaraNa karavA mAtrathI aneka bhavya jIvonA ArAdhanAnA aMtarAyo cUrecUrA thai jAya che to sAkSAt dehe jayAre A sRSTi upara vicarI rahyA hatA tyAre to saue je anubhavo karyA che tenuM varNana kai rIte thai zake ? teozrInI jIvanacaryA saMyamIo mATe khuba preraNAdAyI banatI, haMmezA kahetAM tapa karavAthI zarIra nirogI rahe che ane smaraNazakita sateja bane che. teozrInI darzanazuddhi pANa gajabanI hatI. ekavAra bharaunALAnA samayamAM lagabhaga 11 vAge pUjyazrI anya sthAnethI vihAra karI amadAvAdamAM vidyAzALAnA upAzrayamAM padhAryA hatAM, gocarI AvI gai hatI ane vAparavAnI taiyArI thai cUkI hatI tyAMto pUjyazrIne yAda AvyuM ke kALupura sTezana pAchaLanA derAsaromAM darzana to bAkI che tarata pUjyazrI cAlyA prabhune bheTavA ! ane prabhumilananI moMgherI paLomAM samayanuM to koi baMdhana ja na hoya tema bapore 3 vAge punaH padhArI AyaMbila karyuM. vaLI ekavAra 1 kI.mI. dUra koi derAsaramAM siddhacakra pUjanamAM padhAravA mATe unALAnA divasomAM zrAvako 11 vAge vinaMtI karavA AvyA tyAre garamIno koi vicAra karyA vagara ke anyasAdhune mokalI ApavAne badale svayaM 86 varSanI uMmare dhagadhagatA roDa upara cAlI pUjanamAM gayA ane bapore 1 vAgyA bAda pAchA pharI AyaMbila karela. AvAto anekavidha prasaMgo pUjyazrInA jIvananA che. keTalA lakhavA? prAMte teozrInI pAvanIyanizrAmAM mAre bhagavatIsUtranA yogohanano avasara ane padavI thavA pAmela ane 100 mI oLInA pAraNA bAda oLI karavAmAM Avela vidano pUjyazrInA vAsakSepanA prabhAve ja dUra thavA pAmyA hatA. AvA aneka bhavya jIvonI ArAdhanAnA pAvarahAusa samAna pUjyazrInA caraNomAM namastake koTI koTI vaMdanA... | prAtaHsmaraNIya, A kALanA lokhaMDI anusaraNIya mahApuruSa, mahAna zAsanaprabhAvaka, bhiSmatapasvI, adabhuta manobaLanA dhAraka, bahArathI kaDaka aMdarathI mIThA ToparA jevA, vacanasiddha mahAtmA paramazraya mahAnanAcArya svargIya zrImad vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA sAhebanA guNagAgane lakhatA romAMcita banI rahyo chuM. mAre teozrIno chellA 15-20 varSathI ghaNo ja najIkathI paricaya hato. mArA jIvananA alaga alaga divaso maLI huM pUjyazrInI sAthe lagabhaga 60 jeTalA divaso rahyo hoiza, pahelA meM temanI kaDakAi asahiSNutAnI vAta sAMbhaLI hatI. tethI temanI pAse rahevAno Dara lAgato hato. paNa pachI mana makkama karIne pUjyagurudeva zrImad vijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI khAsa AjJA meLavIne huM pUjyazrI sAthe ghaNA divaso amadavAdamAM rahyo. chuTo chUTo paricaya paNa ghaNo ja thayo. | temanA paricayamAM AvatA je prasaMgo-vAto-vicAro meM jANyA - anubhavyA che... te khuba ja prAmANikatAthI meM ahIM pUjyazrInI bhaktirUpe ullAsathI lakhyA che. ' (1) ekavAra amadavAdamAM zubhanakSatra-muhUta pramANe pUjyazrIe baLabaLatA tApamAM bapore 11 vAge vihAra karyo. baLatA page ne pariSaha sahatAM doDha kalAke upAzraye padhAryA. pUjyazrIe prasannatAthI bapore traNa vAge AyaMbila karyuM... AvuM to ghaNIvAra banyuM che. pUjyazrInI sahiSNutA-tapanI titikSA-pairya para huM to ovArI ja gayo. dhana dhana zAsana maMDana munivarA.. (ra)ekavAra pUjyazrI sAthe ame sAMje vihAra karyo, amadAvAda pAlaDI vistAranA koi upAzrayamAM AvyA, tyAM khabara paDI ke upAzraya nIce-upara che. ane nIcAnA bhAgamAM sAdhvIjI mahArAje birAjamAna che. pachI to pUjyazrIne TrasTIoe ghaNAM manAvyA-vinavyA, rAtapaDI gai hatI, aMdhAruM thai gayelu chatAM tyAMthI vihAra karI, eka-doDha kilomITara AgaLanA upAzraye AvI rokAyA. sAdhvIjI utaryA hoya te upAzrayamAM upara-nIce sAdhuthI na rahevAya, AvI pUjyazrInI saMyamacustatA joine mane pUjyazrI para apAra mAnanI lAgaNI thai. pUjyazrI jaipha umaranA hatA chatAM AzritonI kALajI mATe ane khoTuM daSTAMta na bane te mATe khuba suMdara kALajI rAkhatA. dhanya che pUjyazrInA brahmacaryanI navavADanA premane.

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(3) amadAvAda-vAsaNA vistAranA zephAlI epArTamenTamAM | (5) pUjyazrI evA vacanasiddha puruSa hatA ke temanI pAsethI lIdhelA ekavAra pUjyazrI aMdaranA holamAM jApa karatA hatA. samaya savAranA muhUta avazya kAryasAdhaka, saphaLa siddhidAyaka banatA ja paNa amuka lagabhaga 8 vAgyA no hato. ame traNa muni AgaLanA holamAM hatA. anubhavo pachI huM e mata para Avyo hato ke - jo ApaNAthI pALI tyAre tyAM be-traNa sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta padhAryA. ane bahArathI ja temane zakAya to ja pUjyazrI pAse praveza AdinuM muhUta mAMgavuM. kema ke ekavAra AgaLanA je sthaLe javAnuM hatuM tenI mAhitI pUchI. amArA mAnA eka pUjyazrI pAse mukta mAMgIe ane baporanA 12 ke 2 vAgyAnuM muta uttama tapasvI munie sAdhvIjIone badhI mAhitI ApI. teo to pUjyazrI batAve, ane jo te pALIe nahIM to bahu ja ciMtA rahe ke - " gayA pAchaLathI pUjyazrIe jApa pUrNa karyo.... ane avAja parathI pUjyazrIe ApeluM mukta pALyuM- mAnyu nathI..... to jarUra kAMi vina jANI lIdheluM ke - ''A muni sAdhvIjI sAthe vAta karatAM hatA'' - to Avaze- aniSTa thaze.'' Avo bhaya-Dara raheto. AvA hatA pUjyazrI pUjyazrI te muni upara khUba ja gusse bharAyA, temane khUba ja kaDavA veNa vacanasiddhi puruSa. kahyA... khUba khakhaDAvyA. jo ke huM svayaM te vakhate vardhamAnavidhAno jApa (6) zAsanamAM, saMdhamAM, samudAyamAM sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto kaDaka karato hato. nahIM to meM pote ja te sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanI sAthe mAhitI saMyama pALe te vAtanA pUjyazrI khUba ja himAyatI hatA. te mATe teo ApavA mATe vAta karI ja hota ane to mAruM paNa AvI ja banata! bhalabhalA dhuraMdharonI paNa zeha-zarama na rAkhatA. pUjyazrInA vartana, kSaNavAra ApaNA manamAM thai jAya che... A munino jarAya doSa na vyAkhyAna, bolamAMthI A praghoSa vAraMvAra nIkaLato hato. hato.... bhUlA paDelA sAdhvIjIo gavya sthaLa kayAM che te svAbhAvika | (7) pUjyazrI sAthe rahetA mane pUjyazrInA aneka uttama vicAro ja pUche che ane A muni nIce jotAM-saMyamita dRSTipUrvaka vArtAlApa kare jANavA maLyA hatA. temAnAM keTalAka ahIM lakhI A zraddhAMjali lekha che. ame bAjumAM chIe, divasa che zephAlImAM bAjumAMja derAsara che pUrNa karuM chuM. tithiaMge je vivAda thato, tenAthI jema paramaguru tethI ghANI avara javara che. AmAM bIjI kazI ja vAta nathI. chatAM pU.A. vijaya premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nArAja hatA. tema A pUjyazrI ApaNA A vaDIla pUjyazrI munine ATalI nirdayatA ne kaThoratAthI paNa khuba ja nArAja hatA ane tethI ja saMghanI ekatA thAya te mATe khakhaDAvI-dhadhaDAvI nAMkhe che... AvuM te kema cAle ? AvuM te kema pUjyazrIe abhigrahapUrvaka AyaMbilano bhISmatapa Adaryo hato ane kahevAya ? pUjyazrI saMyamanI bAbatamAM AvA kaDaka hato, paNa pachI mane temanA ja puNyaprabhAve saMkalazrIsaMghanuM saMvata 2044nuM saMpUrNa vicAra Avyo ke-AzritonA bhalA mATe AvI pUjyazrInI kaDakAie munisaMmelana saphaLa banyuM... tyAre pUjyazrI khUba ja AnaMdita banyA hatA kharekhara sva-paranA hitarakSA mATe jarUrI ja gaNAya..... ane sakaLa saMdhanA AdezathI lagAtAra dazavarSathI cAlatA AyaMbilanuM | (4)kayAreka gocarI pUrNa thAya, amArI-bIjA sAdhuonI gocarI pUjyazrIe pAraNuM karyu hatuM. dhanya che saMgha aikyanA ghaDavaiyAne. cAlatI hoya tyAre pUjyazrI amane potAnI anubhavanI vAto kahe, kayAreka paramagurudeva zrImad vijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI lAje pUjayazrI ofpaNI raoN thI. chatAM dLozrInI saMyaa16&ll, vAto kare, kayAreka zAsana, saMdha, samudAya saMbaMdhita viziSTa vAto kahe tyAre zAsanaprea1 gurvAjJApAlaill, licalNI LiandI, saraLadida khUba ja huM pUjyazrI upara ovArI jato ke pUjyazrI keTalA premALa che ! keTalA yAda Ave che. old, udaliA guNa gAvatA guNa gAve lija biNa-ti/ saraLa che ! nAnA bALakanI jema hasatA hasatA Azrita munione kevI (IndNI sAthe viramuM chuM. ll vali pUjayazrIell tillzA virudhdha siI suMdara mArmika vAto kahe che ! dhanya che pUjyazrInA vAtsalyane! lakhAyu hoya to cchiAd duzass. www.melibrary.org

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- ard-zauryanA guNAkAra eTale -- himAMzusUri mahArANa sAheba - pa.pU. paM. nipuNacaMdra vi. gaNita. bairaha ma paDazo evA mudNo ? SS - pa.pU.paM.guNAsuMdara vi.1fNA ) pU. AcAryadeveza zrImad vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. gRhasthAvasthAthI ja jANe jinazAsanapremI. potAnA sAta varSanA bALaka cinune emaNe pU. upAdhyAyazrI premavijayajI ma. (pachIthI pU. A. zrI. vijaya premasUrIzvarajI ma.) ne bhaNAvavA mATe soMpelo. pachIthI bALavayamAM ja emaNe putrane dIkSA ApI. potAnA gRhasthAvasthAnA baMdhanono ukela lAvI thoDA ja samaya pachI emaNe khude cAritra svIkAryuM. | cAritra bAda nirmaLa cAritra - nirmaLa nirdoSa gocarI-pANInA khapI ane enI jabbara gaveSaNAnI kALajIvALA. AyaMbilane to emaNe jANe managamato priya mitra banAvyo, sAthe ja upavAsa are ! are ! 20-20 upavAsa AdinI pAga tIvratapasyA kharI ja pU. pAda AcAryadeveza zrImad vijaya premasUrIzvarajI ma. upara parama jhukAvavALA, zrI saMghanA jabbara hitaciMtaka, ane saMdha ekatA mATe jabbara puruSArtha karanArA. prabhujInI bhakita emanI anerI ! gocarI AvIne paDI hoya - ThaMDI thatI hoya paNa emaNe prabhujInI vistArathI ja bhakti karavA dhAryuM hoya te karyA pachI ja prabhu pAsethI khasavAnuM. zubhakAmamAM emaNe ApelA zubha muhUrta mujaba kAma karavAmAM Ave te saMpUrNa suMdaratArupa banI jAya. satyapriya e pUjyoe satyanA rakSaNakhAtara ghaNA ghaNA AtmaparAkramo karI batAvyA hatA. AvA mahApuruSanA guNagAna gAvAnuM mAruM zuM gajuM? emanA paMcAcAra pAlana + palAvananA jambara sukRtanI anumodanA e ja mAro napho.emanuM anuzAsanaHzistavyavasthA khUba kaDaka potAnI sAthe rahelA sevA karanAra AzritanI aMjanazalAkA prasaMganI eka bhUlanI emAge e Azritane sarakhI zikSA karelI potAnI sevAnI apekSA karyA | vinA ja to! mArI AjanI ghaDI che raLIyAmAgI re...... mArI AjanI ghaDI...... caturmukha paramAtmAnI nANa samakSa jyAre saMyamaaMgIkAra vidhinI pradakSiNA cAlatI hatI tyAre satata A ja bhAvo hRdayamaMdiramAM ghuMTAtA hatAM..... | devAdhideva paramAtmAnuM paramasAMnidhya, pUjya gurudeva sAthe jainazAsananA ghoratapasvI mahAtmAnuM sAMnidhya mArA saMyamagrahaNa avasare sonAmAM sugaMdha bhaLavA tulya banyuM hatuM. te avasare A. himAMzusUri mahArAja tathA A. nararatnasUri mahArAja ugyapUjyonA pavitratama haste kSepa karAyelA vAsacUrNa vaDe mAruM mastaka... mAruM jIvana pAvana banyuM hatuM.... vaDIdIkSAparyata nitya yogodrahanakriyA - bhikSAcaryAdimAM satata sahAyaka banatA. dIkSAnA lagabhaga 4 varSa bAda acAnaka koi pracaMDa puNyodaya jAgyo ane mArA pU. gurudevazrInI AjJAthI saM. 2036 nA cAtumArsa pUrve teozrInI sevAmAM javAno avasara Avyo ane rAjakoTathI mAtra doDha divasamAM vAMkAnera pahoMcyo.... ubhayapUjyonI sevA pAmI manamayUra nAcI uThyo. cAturmAsanA cAramAsa jotajotAmAM pasAra thai gayA te daramyAna aneka guNaratnonA bhaMDAra pUjyonA sAMnidhye mArA verAna vanavagaDA jevA jIvanamAM yatkiMcit guNAMkurono prAdurbhAva thavA pAmyo. bhalabhalAnA kaThora hRdayamAM kaNA pedA karAve tevo sAdhvAcAra! * sUDhAgaveSaNApUrvakanI 42 doSarahita zuddhabhikSAcaryA ! * zAsakoSI paddhatipUrvaDaLI gocarI ! * kayAMya na vALI ThagAi kaiM vobhAyANa yu51 [gavRd jovA of aiLe ! 1997 Hiddl tirgyujhard jIdvacaryA ! * prata-pustako vAMcavA le to paNa morapiMchIthI pUMjavA praDhajavALuM vA ! bidhAruM thatAM pUrve kapaDANA bAMdhaLAmAM bAMdhI de ! * cAhe 15 ki.mI. no vihAra hoya OM 20 ki.mI. no ! jayaNApAvanArthe sUryodaya bAda ja vihAra SRvALo nAgraha ! * vihAramAM ja jovA maLe mANasa ! ke jovA maLe DrAlasa! * vardhaaliffpaLI AyaMbilanI joLIkho daramyAna paNa paMcamI chaoNkAdazI- caturdazI zAdi parva | tithinA upavAso vaLI vizA thAds tapa-tIrSastvarSaaiAna tapanA upavAsa to kharA ja! mAsakSAganA pAraNe paNa siddhagirinI yAtrA karI AyaMbilathI pAraNuM, AvA ugra koTInA temanA tapane joine pUjyapAda A.premasUri mahArAjA paNa kahetA. | 'jo kSapakazreNIno kALa hota to himAMzuvijaya kSapakazreNI mAMDI avazya kevaLajJAna pAmI jAya evo ugrakoTIno tapa kare che.'' i nternational

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e sUrivare-darzana viralA pAse sattvazALI evA hatA ke je sAdhanAyoga hAthamAM le tene sAMgopAMga pAra pADatAM. 99mI vardhamAnatapanI oLInuM pAraNuM sANaMdamAM karyu ane 10 mI oLI kayAre pUrNa thAya ? ane ApaNA sANaMda saMghane lAbha maLe ? e mATe cAtaka DoLe saMdhavALA rAha jotA hatA. tevA samaye jainazAsanamAM anekavidha vAda-vivAda ane vikhavAdonA vaMToLa cAlatAM hatAM jethI je sva. pUjyapAda A. premasUri mahArAjAnA varSo sudhI paDakhA sevyA hatA te mahApuruSanI zAsanahita ane saMgha ekatAnI bhAvanAone najara samakSa rAkhI potAnA jIvananI caramasAdhanA karI levA sattva ane zaurya ne kAme lagADyuM.... zAsananA ragaDA-jhaghaDA, phleza-kaMkAsa, niMdA-kUthaLI temane khUba dajhADavA lAgyA hatAM, temAMthI eka vyathAnI Aga bhabhUkI uThI ane eka bhiSmasaMkalpa dvArA jIvananI ghora sAdhanAno AraMbha karyo ane so.... baso...pAMcaso... hajAra.... doDha hajAra.... AyaMbilano tapa thatAM vAyumaMDaLamAM tapanI asara thatI jaNAya ane rAjanagara madhye bharAyelA munisaMmelanamAM mahadaMze saphaLatA prApta thatAM sakaLasaMghanA gItArthapUjyonA atiAgrahathI pAraNuM karyuM paraMtu iSTa pariNAmanI prApti na jaNAtAM thoDA ja vakhatamAM punaH AyaMbilanI ArAdhanA mAMDI ane lagabhaga jIvananA aMtima varSo paryata teo zAsanamATe jhajhumatA rahyA. zA! mahApurupe satd 1o zaurya dvArA ja barajarad zAmaLapramuids SArya karyuM che, jenI jitAzAnA ivikAsaNamAM suvarNAkSare noMdha levA yogya che. teozrInA 11 mahApuruSArtho zAsanapreakho sdApi visarI zakaze nahI. prAMte teozrIe jIvananA be ArAdhyatIrthonI chellA varSomAM sparzanA ArAdhanA karI. giranAra girivaranA paramasAMnidhyamAM mahAbhayaMkara evI vedanAo vacce paNa 'arihaMta" ane "neminAtha''nuM dhyAnaraTaNa karatAM karatAM sakalajIva rAzine khamAvI paralokanI vATe pagarava mAMDyo.... - pa. pU. paM. yazobhUSA vi.gaNiT. | caramatIrthapati, karuNAsAgara bhagavAna mahAvIre sthApela zAsananI avicchinna paraMparA aneka suvihita munivaro-sUrivaroe Ajadina sudhI calAvI che. e avicchinna paraMparAne calAvavA munivaro-sUrivaroe bhagavAnanI AjJAnI saheja paNa bAMdhachoDa karI nathI. jarUra paDe to potAnA prANano tyAga karI dIdho che. potAnA AcArasaMpanna jIvanane kayAMya kalaMka lagADavA dIdhuM nathI. * * prANa jAya... paNa (a[[vavAvALuM zAsana [HR Reo * * * || haell oN muddhivaro surivaronA hRdayall and. * ayogya evA bAlacaMdrane AcArya padavI na ApavI e gurunI AjJA hatI. rAjA ajayapAle AcArya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajIne kahyuM tame bAlacaMdrane AcArya padavI Apo... na ApavI hoya to kaDakaDatI ukaLatI telanI kaDhAimAM paDI jAva... rAjAnA A Adezane bAjue rAkhI guru-AjJAne (arthAt prabhunI AjJA mAthe) hRdayamAM rAkhI maraNane zaraNa thayA.... paNa AjJAno lopa na karyo. guruNAmAjJA garIyasI. HITii to kaMi lika||o- muLavaro-sUrivara zaoN gavAvALA zAsaLI dhurAE olIgaLa _dhapAvavA jAtaLuM ladAd ofpI dIdhuM vartamAnakALe thai gayela eka viralavibhUti eTale saMyamamUrti tapasvIsamrATa sUrivara himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja ! pagamAM kAMTo vAgyo hoya- asahya vedanA hoya... zabdothI vedanAne vyakta na karatAM vyakitanA mukha upara to kAMika avyakta glAni jaNAi AvatI hoya.... pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavaMtanA mukha upara sadA glAnI becenI hAsya to kavacit jovA male.. zenI vyathA..? ghanya teozrInA sava In Education anne kyauryane lAkha lAkha vaMdaot. www.inelibrary.org

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siddhapuruSa sUrivarA - pa.pU. paM. mukitadarzana vi.gaNiT. vartamAna zAsananI, saMghanI durdazA, chinnabhinnatA ane eka vAkyatAno abhAva - A badhI vAtonuM asahya du:kha.. ane tenI glAni, becenI ? | zuM karavuM ? bhagavAnanA zAsananI ekatA mATe ? zrI saMghane eka saMghAcArya male .. vartamAnamAM sAdhu-sAdhvInA saMyamanI zuddhi mATe ? ane e eka daDha saMkalpa sAthe potAnI kAyAnuM balidAna ! | 'AjIvana AyaMbila karavAnI bhISma pratijJA karI. kAyA to vayathI vRddha hatI, dIrdha tapazcaryAthI zarIra paNa TIkAThIka durbala paDI cukela ! chatAMya prabhuzAsana pratyeno avihaDa rAga ! zrI saMgha pratye bahumAna ! e hRdayamAM spaSTa jaNAi AvatuM. 'svasamudAya-parasamudAyanA mahAtmAo sAthe carcA-vimarza pANa karatAM potAnA vicAro spaSTa jaNAvatA... A hatuM sUrivaranuM zAsana-saMgha pratyenuM bahumAna ! 'to vaLI jIvanamAM tapa-saMyamanI, prabhu bhakitanI AMtarika ArAdhanA paNa zabdothI zuM varNavavI ? pUrva-bhavanI ArAdhanA-sAdhanA karIne AvelA ... AthI, saMsArathI virakata! paNa na chUTake saMsAramAM paDavuM paDyuM ! kema chuTavuM e mATe satata vicAratA, e mATe nAnA putrane AgaLa karyo..... bAlavaye ja khAnagI dIkSA apAvI dIdhI! putra pAra vinayI-vivekI vaDIlo pratyenI atyaMta Adara bhAvanA bhaktibahumAna dharAvatA pUjyonA hRdayamAM vasI gayA ! ane e banI gayA AcArya nararatnasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA ! [ saMsAranI AMTIghUMTIthI chUTI pUjyazrIe dIkSA lIdhI pU. dAnasUrijI ma.sA., pU. premasUrijI ma.sA. Adi pUjyonI sevA bhakita, Adi karavA dvArA kRpApAtra banyA. AyaMbilano abhyAsa jIvanamAM nahIM, chatAM puruSArtha karyo... pRthe sAthaApyo... ane e rIte anekavidha tapazcaryA karavA dvArA tapasvIsamrATa banI gayA ! DajJavaDa navaLathabanuM, yakRtrima pUddhapaSTaksa... dehane duHkha ane zarIra sAthe yuddha karavA dvArA kAyAnI mAyA utArI zarIrathI sadA jANe aLagA ! tapanA dUSaNa krodhane to prathamathI ja haNI nAkhela, sadA zAMta-prazAMta-samatAne dharatA. AvA sUrivara pAse lIdhelA paccakakhANa saraLatAthI saphaLa thatA kadi tapa nahI karanArA aneka tapa karatA thai gayA.. pU. dAnasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pAse abhyAsa karela, jyotiSamAM teozrInI mAsTarI hatI... teozrInuM Apela muhUrta amogha banatuM siddhine ApatuM. sva. pUjyapAdazrI AcArya himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnuM jIvana tyAgamaya, tapomaya, saMyamamaya ane daDhasaMkalpamaya hatuM. lokhaMDI manobaLa hatuM jethI je kArya hAthamAM le te siddha karIne ja rahetA hatA. zramaNapradhAna caturvidha saMghamAMthI kaleza-kalaha-vaimanasya-irSyAniMdA-vera-jhera dUra thAya temaja maitrI-prema-vAtsalya ane zAMtisamAdhi sthapAya te mATe teozrIe karela abhigraha ane hajAronI saMkhyAmAM karela AyaMbila tapa anumodanIya ane prazaMsanIya hatA. ApaNane saune tevuM jIvana jIvavAnI preraNA maLe eja eka zAsanadevane prArthanA... For bewete Secor Use Druty www.h ry.org

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GREATER THAN THE Suri Raj - A rare personality! Although, my effort to eulogize his Holiness at this point would be as same as to place a drop in! We were under the brilliance of the front of an ocean. Because Mahatapasvi (Great parasolic-shadow of His Grandness, It was a abode of penances) muni Sri Hemavallabha precious opportunity which when His Vijayji has widely experienced - during the remarkable noble virtues like vigilance, firm golden years of servitude in the pious proximity of adherence to conducts, devotion towards The Tapasvisamrat (the paramount sovereign Supreme soul, thirst for knowledge and many amongst all tapasvis) : (late) Revered Acharya others were evidenty experienced. Bhagawant Sri Himansusuriswarji Maharaj, while His Vigilance, right uptill the last aged years being intently engrossed into an incessant and also, was much enough to put a young lad of 32 unparallel attendance with an extra-ordinary into a shameful position, Never feeling haste or earnest loyalty towards His Magesty- the sea of even eagerness for taking Gochari (food), innumberabl jewels in the form of sublime merits many a times, because of being immersed in His Royalty, Suri Raj! What am I to praise them in some Gyan -Gosthi (academic conversation), presence of him? the gochari remained lying for hours-but he felt Then also. "GH-1 L 44.1, PLAGO SOL' not even a slightest of hurry! with these words floating in front of my mind, I'm And in conduct... even at the advanced urged to express a bit about the Great age, he would strictly deny to do vasanikshepa Grandeour - as the quotation conveys an (casting sandalwood - powder on others head ascertainment of a manifestation of the lofty and thereby giving benedictions ) on the qualities in ourselves too, when we applaud the females of any age group with their uncladded excellence of such elevated ones! head. Think of the awareness in even such His Highness, a matchless devotee, were minor occurances ! shining alike the sun, in the sky of Jinasasana. Just The Neminathdada, adorning the holywithin a year prior to His passing away, I along peak of Girnarji, were established very well in with my Great preceptor (gurudeva) Diksa- his deep-heart. Every morning, he used to danesvari (one excellent in granting initiation) Perform Chaityavandan (a ritual of paying Revered Acharya Sri Gunaratnasurisvarji homage to Gods) being wholly absorbed in it, Maharaj saheb then accompanied by His 49 with utmost repose. He never resorted to any disciples, happened to stay in His vicinity, for a kind of expediation in worshipping, praying and few days at Junagadh, Those days are any other contemplating activities. Our head unforgetable! but-naturally bows on seeing such type of adoration of The Almighty Emancipated souls. GREATEST GREAT !!! -PANYAS PUNYA RATNA V. - PANYAS YASHO RATNA V.

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A rare personality Some decisive discussions on the third part of Nisitha sutra (one of the six confidential Agama doctrines) and particularly about Paryusana sutra therein, took place with His Dignity, then. We have highly astonished to note out in him a sharp memory-power pushed up by longing for learning and the same boosted-up by the former. Some required books, not available there, were fetched all-long from Ahmedabad, within a day or two and with all patience the deliberation continued. On this occasion, by observing the severe attachment with swadhyay (studying) I was much delighted as well as still more respect arose for His Glory, in my inner-heart. From Junagadh, we were planning to go for pilgrimages towards Una & Ajara, On inquiring about the routes and other informations, we amazingly came to know that He had every details on his lips. Indeed, such an incomparable recollection ability and the smooth functioning of all the senses at this ripen age, was nothing other than the consequence of some distinctive Punyanuban-dhipunya (moral-merit - resulting in a serial of moral - merits). Anyhow, all this is nothing more than showing the measurements of sky by streching the hands at a full legnth. Afterall, who is competent enough to picturize an invaluable wealth of Kalikal (the worse age)? Today also people are inspired by His glittering asceticism studded by sparkling attributes like nirdosa charya (acceptance of intakes faultlessly). penances, swadhyaya, forbearance, humbleness, abondonment, strictness in keeping up Jinagna, prudence, surrenderness, modesty. Co-operative nature, tenderness, affection and a lot more, woven into each and every sections of His soul. By practicing hard-penances for the sake of'unity of Sri sangha' His Eminence did a wonderful wonder! We surely get instigation on being conversant withall these in His life. As it is said - "Lives of Great men, all remind us, we can make our lives sublime , And departing leave behind us, Footprints on the sands of time !" Overhere, I cannot forget to remember muniraj Sri Hemavallabh vijayjl who became as intimate as His shadow. Suriraj and Muniraj were, as if, 'Made for each other'. Carrying on a constant and a complete service, he gave the most comforts to the venerable saint and above all, his illustrious servitude was not, however, lacking the company of fuff penances, and studies and tranquility and many more marvellous interior purities. He has gained the essence of an ascetic life. I lift up my pen, with a hope, a wish, a pray that even myself may become the master of such magnificient magestic merits like His Holiness and soon reach the final Beatitude !!" Micchami Dukkadam "For Anything written against 'Taraka Jinagna'. A rare personality becaliu his

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zabdomAM samAya nahi evo tuM mahAna ! - pa.pU. paM. akSayabodhi ma.sA. tapasvIsamrATanA virATa vyaktitvanuM varNana karavA mATe zabdo ja nahi zAstro pAga ochA paDe.... mane pUjyazrInI sAthe thoDo samaya rahevAnuM parama saubhAgya prApta thayeluM khUba ja najIkathI - pUjyazrI emanA jIvanane joyeluM che. emanA pratyeka cAromAM saMyamano zrota vaheto hato. emanI pratyeka no ugra tapanI sAthe kriyAmAM jinAjJAnA darzana thatAM hatAM. emanuM jIvana jIvaMtazAstra hatuM. emanA virATa vyaktitvanuM tyAga ane nirdoSa gocarIno varNana karavAnI tAkAta mArAmAM nathI mAtra AcherI eka jhalaka ja joie. Agraha paNa eTalo ja hato. ' jevo ugra tapa evo ja ucce ja5. pUjyazrI jApa karatA hoya tyAre dhaNIvAra emanA mukhe pUjyazrI kahetA, tapanA pAraNe para sUraja jevuM teja ane kamaLa jevI sugaMdha mane jovA ne mANavA maLI che. vigainA bhojana ane doSita AhAra tapanA ATalA tapasvI ane dIrdhasaMyamI sAthe prabhubhakti pAga abhuta hatI. jinamaMdiramAM jAya pAgyane bALI nAMkhe che. AMdhaLI daLe ane kutarI pachI badhuM bhUlI jAya. girirAja ane giranAra baMne tIrtha para zradhdhA gajaba hatI. ekavAra cATe evo tAla thAya mATe ja AyaMbilamAM paNa amadAvAda zAMtinagaramAM mahApUjA hatI. emAM zrI zatruMjya mahAtIrthanI racanA karI hatI. AyaMbilakhAtAnA doSita garamA-garama dravyane badale lagabhaga gharanA zrI zatruMjayatIrthanI racanA jotA pUjyazrIe to jANe sAkSAt sidhdhagiri pahoMcI gayA hoya tevA nirdoSa khAkharA ne bhAta para ja AyaMbila karatA. nAdurasta tabiyata ke upavAsanA pAra bhAvathI racanA sanmukha pAMca caityavaMdana karyA. pUjyazrInI AvI utkaTa tIrthazradhdhA joI mAruM aMtara AyaMbilamAM paga gocarI to nirdoSa ja vAparatA. AzritomAM koi nabaLA zarIravALA vigaIna bhAvathI jhUkI gayuM. bhojana kare to paNa kayAreya enA para tiraskAra nahIM ane kayAreka eNe karelA nAnakaDA tapanI pUjyazrI eka sArA jyotiSI paNa hatA. ghaNIvAra bIjA jyotiSane emanA muhUrta mATe bharapUra anumodanA paNa eTalA ja ahobhAvathI karatAM. zaMkA jAge paNa pUjyazrInuM vacana ja eka zreSTha muhUrta banI jatuM. emanI 'nA' para zreSTha muhUrtamAM ajabagajabanI paramAtmAbhakita, ekavAra derAsaramAM gayA eTale have kayAre pAchA pharaze tene paNa kareluM kArya kayAreya saphaLa na thatuM jayAre vagara muhUrta emanA zabdo para kareluM kArya kayAreya niSphaLa koi samayamaryAdA nahIM ! ke na vAparavAnI koi ciMtA! prabhubhaktirasathI potAnA bhUkha tarasa pUra ne jatuM. eka pravacanakAra AcAryazrIne pUjyazrIne vaMdana karI amadAvAdathI vihAranI anumati mAMgI. | AvA vAtsalyapUrNa, prabhubhakta, jinAjJApAlaka, ghoratapasvI, niHspRhI, brahmacaryanika pUjyazrIe 15 divasa pachI javA kahyuM.paNa eTalI dhIraja AcAryazrIne nahotI mATe pUjyazrIne pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta ApaNI sAthe Aje sAkSAt dehe hAjara na hovA chatAM Aje paNa temanA vaMdana karI teo nIkaLyA rastAmAM eka mahAtmAno ghaDo phUTayo, chatAM AgaLa vadhyA. tyAM eka | nAma smaraNapUrgaka karavAmAM AvatI tapa-ArAdhanA nirvine pAra paDavAnA seMkaDo prasaMgo A mahAtmAne eksIDanTa thayo. pUjyazrInA zabdo yAda AvI gayA. pharI amadAvAda pAchA AvI paNa mojuda che. teozrInA jIvanabAgamAM khIlelA aneka guNapuSpomAMthI ekAda puSpa ApAga pUjyazrI pAse kSamA mAMgI 15 divasa bAda pUjyakI.!Apela muhUrta nirvidane vihAra karyo. jIvanamAM paNa khIle to ApaNo paNa janmasaphaLa thayo jANavo. datA. Fpara

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'vacanasidha pAtha... - 5.5 5. mahAbothivijayajI ma.sA. meM bArasane badale terasathI oLI upADavAno nirNaya lai lIdho pUjyazrInI pAse khulAso karyA vagara meM oLI cAlu karI. prAyaH ekAvanamI ke bAvanamI oLI hatI. 45 divasa to bahu vyavasthita gayA. zaMkhezvarathI vihAra karI pAchA amadAvAda paNa AvI gayA. oLIne have eka ja saptAha bAkI hato. ane acAnaka svAthya asvasthathayuM. na uThAya, na besAya, vagara vihAre AkhA zarIre azakita vartAya, kAMi cena na paDe. eka vakhata to pAraNuM karI levAno vicAra AvI gayo. seMTurInI najIka Avelo beTsamena 92 rane AuTa thai jAya evI mArI hAlata hatI. e vakhate pUjyazrI amadavAdamAM kayAMka anyatra hatA. mArA gurudevazrIne meM vAta karI. thoDIka tabIbI sahAya laine paNa oLI pUrI karavAnuM nakkI thayuM. e saptAhamAM saMthArAmAM ArAma karatA karatA huM satata vicArato rahyo, AtmanirIkSaNa karato rahyo. sAva sAjo-sAro hato, AyaMbila paNa vyavasthita cAlatA hatA. chatAM garabaDa kema thai ? ane eka divasa mane sUtA sUtA mArA ja praznano javAba jaDI gayo. | javAba hato pUjyazrInA vacananuM ullaMghana ! pUjyazrIe ApelA muhUrtanI avagaNanA karI bIjA divasathI oLI to cAlu karI dIdhI, paNa A oLIe chelle chelle mane dhoLe divase tArA dekhADI dIdhA. te divasathI manamAM gAMThavALI ke pUjyazrIe ApelA muhUrtane kayAreya ullaMghavuM nahi e pachI zAMtinagara amadAvAdanA cAturmAsamAM pUjyazrInA AzIrvAda sAthe, pUjyazrIe ApelA muhurta anusAra 53mI oLIno prAraMbha karyo..... oLInA cheka chellA divasa sudhI badhA ja yogomAM apramattatA jaLavAi rahI. pUjyazrInI vacanasiddhino jANe sAkSAt anubhava thayo. mArI jema ghaNAne pUjyazrInI vacanasiddhino anubhava che. - vacanasiddha pUjayazrInA caraNomAM koTizaH vaMdanA. - pUjyapAda tapasvIsamrATa AcArya devazrImadvijayahimAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI nizrAmAM amArA gurudevazrI pU. A. zrI hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAthe vi. saM. 2047 tathA vi.sa. 2048 ema be cAturmAsa karavAno moko maLyo hato. - pUjyazrInA tapa-japa, jJAna-dhyAna, saMyama-niyama vagere najIkathI jovA maLyA.... pUjyazrIno saMyamavaibhava AtmAne sparzajAya tevo hato. e ahIM pUjyazrInA vividhayogonI vAta na karatA e mahApuruSanI vacanasiddhinI vAta karavI che. pUjyazrI jyotirvida hatA. khUba ja bArIkAithI muhartA jotA. ghaNIvAra kalAko - sudhI teozrIne paMcAMganA pAnA pheravatA ame joyA che. veDhA para AMgaLIo pharatI jAya ane paMcAMganA pAnA pharatA jAya. | vAsaNA-amadAvAdanA cAturmAsa pachI zaMkhezvarajIno cha'rIpALato saMgha nIkaLyo. zaMkhezvara mahAtIrthamAM thoDA divasanI sthiratA hatI. mane vardhamAna tapanI oLI karavAnI bhAvanA thai meM pUjyazrI pAse muhUrta mAMgyuM. mAgasara suda 12nuM muhUrta pUjyazrIe ApyuM maunaekAdazInA upavAsa upara ja AyaMbila AvatuM hoi huM jarA DhIlo paDyo. manomana ersonal Use Only www.sainelibrary.org v3

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vacanasiddhi adabhuta hatI. amAre amadAvAdathI muMbaino vihAra hato. pUjyazrI zrI dazavaikAlikasUtramAM ahiMsA, saMyama-tapa svarApa dharmane utkRSTa maMgaLa amadAvAda vAsANAmAM birAjamAna hato. pUjyazrIne bhAvathI-bhakitathI vaMdanA karIne meM tarIke batAvAyo che. A trAgeno triveNI saMgama pU.pAda AcAryadeveza zrImad | vardhamAna AyaMbilanI oLI nirvidane pArga thAya e mATe AzIrvAda mAgyA, pUjyazrIe dilA vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjamAM jovA maLato hato. ahiMsAdharmanuM pAlana daine te ApyA. pUjyonI kRpAthI 108 oLI nividane pUrNa thai.. khuba suMdara hatuM. zAstramAM batAvela-jayaM ca - jayaM ciThe Adi' uktine | bhagavAnazrI jinezvaradeva pAga jemane praNAma karIne pravacana pharamAvatA hatA e zrIsaMdhA sArthaka karataM jIvana jovA maLatuM hatuM. sAbaramatI-tapovananI aMjanazalAkA upara pUjyazrIne apAra prema hato. zrIsaMghanI zAMti-ekatA-unnati mATe jIvanabhara , prasaMge jatI vakhate vihAramAM amo pUjyonI sAthe ja hatA, japa vagerenI nitya AyaMbilano tapa karavAno ghora abhigraha karyo hato ane enuM suMdara pAlana kareluM. sAdhanA pUrNa karyA bAda ajavALuM thayA pachI savAre vihAra karatAM hatAM. pAlItANA baMgalora bhavanamAM zrI siddhAcalajInI navvANuM yAtrA karavAnA prasaMge | saMyama pAlanamAM pAga caratatA dhANI ! +-3 varSanI jema vaya sudhI saMpAI pUjyazrInI pAvana nizrAmAM mAre rahevAnuM thayuM te vakhate pahajyazrInI jinezvarabhakti che ! jIvanamAM vihAra pagapALA cAlIne ja karyA. pUjyazrInuM manobaLa lokhaMDI hatuM. manobaLa AdinA darzana thayA. jAta pratye kaThoratAvALA hatA. zarIranI sukhazIlatA kayAMya na poSAya te mATe satata - pUjyazrInI uMmarane kAraNe emane zrI siddhAcalajI girirAjanI yAtrA karavAmAM caDatAM ja jAgRtivALA hatA. apramattatA pUjyazrInI ajaba hatI. satata ugra AyaMbila, traNa kalAka thAya. upara caDyA bAda paramAtmAnI bhakti karI dAdAno darabAra choDe, paNa tapanA tapasvI hatAM. chatAM paNa bAhyatapanI sAthe satata atyaMtara tapamAM pAga | | bhaktahRdaya dAdAne choDavA taiyAra zAnuM thAya ? ane eTale ja AvI Avana-jAvana 2 3 jAgRtivALA hatA. pUjyazrInA hAthamAM lagabhaga sAMjanA ryAsta sudhI zAstranA , vakhata thai jAya. dIla bharIne prabhu bhakti karyA bAda sAMje nirAMte girirAjathI nIce utarI pAnA hoya, emanuM vAMcana cAlyA karatuM hoya. saMyamanI nirdoSa caryAnA pUjyazrI - pUjyazrInA jIvanamAM apramattatA spaSTa jaNAtI hatI. niyamita japa-svAdhyAya -vAMcanaAgrahI hatA. vihAra AdimAM paNa gocarI - pANI nirdoSanI gaveSAgA khUba jinezvara bhaktinI mannato paNa gajabanI ! " uttamanA guNagAvatAM guga Ave nija aMga ja bhArI ane tethI ja ghaNIvAra AyaMbila sAMje pAga karatAM. AyaMbila mAM je " e zAstravacana anusAra pUjyazrI jevI ahiMsA-tapa-saMyamanI daDhadhArmitA ApANAmAM maLe tenAthI calAvI levAnI vRtivALA hatAM. 'pAga Ave e ja parama kRpAnidhAna zrI jinezvaradevone prANAmapUrvaka prArthanA! tapa- saMyamamUrti sUrideva - pa.pU. gharmayaza vi.gaNivarca Jain Eucation Internatonal For FS FOR

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apramatabhAvuM sAdhunA karanAra * *pUjya sva. tapasvIsamrATa himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma. sA.'' '' ' - pa. pU. paM. ravina ma. sA.. je lAzatidLA gaNavAmAM hoMTha paMkhI alsdbhAve podiLI zalIRIdhaontai! vIla hoya tyAre temanI prasannatA joi judI ja tarI Ave che. teaid of Mda - pADa - hA daload che ! TALo nAve. ] do podifl tflati ltd ja hoya! che. zovA choDa hadI pUjA +1. tapatdltaiTa zrI hialiNau{/17) al. . che! jeonoN PSlThThA lIdhA pachI tualfbhAve haMalNA tina ofii sAdhanA karatA hadi. zAsatool| liThaprathAdsarital ll as * *tapaprabhAva'' hadl. bioo sAthe paMcAravAranuM paripAdot paNa jIvaMta suMdara rId Std1 hadl. a[o dilozrIno paricaya ofpa hato paraMtu 203G ali iDIyAdamAM 4-5 divasa sAthe rahevAtuM thayu (all alilGil' ke 'i5I+ INuM [5 GuthI karatA. kharekhara ! lNAhArI pada [LavavAnI keTalI laMdanInatA 01Le sAthe kevo Holist @Ava ! jJAnAcAra: AgamonA adhyayana bAbata lokamAM evI lagabhaga dhAraNA hoya che ke tapasvI hoya temAM jJAnI to viralA ja hoya. jayAre 2014 mAM ame sAbaramatI cAturmAsamAM hatA ane 'pUjyazrI '' ne navakAra saMdha - vAsANAmAM vaMdanA mATe javAnuM thayuM te vakhate tithinI vAta karatA temAge nizItharginA je pATho dekhADyA tyAre ja khabara paDI ke sAhebe chedasUtronuM sArI rIte adhyayana karela che te jANI amo nata mastaka thai gayA. hajainAcAra: . darzanAcAranI zudhdhi atyaMta vizuddha koTinI hatI. zrI zatruMjaya mahAtIrtha 30mA upavAse yAtrA ane zrI giranAra tIrthe jayAM AvatI covIzImAM covIza tIrthakaronuM nirvANa-kalyANaka thaze. te sthAne sahasAvanatIrtha bhUmino uddhAra tathA sidhdhAcala + giranAranI keTalIye navvANu yAtrA sAthe seMkaDo yAtrAo karIne darzanavizuddhi prApta karI che. cAritrAcAra: sAdhuthI divase suvAya nahiM e niyamAnusAra teozrI eTalA apramatta hatA ke teozrIne kayAreya divase sutA jovAmAM AvyA nathI. tapAsAra: tapAcAranI ArAdhanAmAM sAdhika traNa hajAra upavAsa, rasatyAga ane vigaityAga karavA dvArA akhaMDa 1751 tathA 4601 AyaMbila sAthe kula 11500 uparAMta AyaMbila karyA. ekavAra to comAsAnA 120 divasamAM prAyaH 20 thI 22 pAraNA sivAya bAkI badhA divaso upavAsa karyA Ama ! tapadharmane AtmasAt karyo hato. bharyAcAra: vayovRdhdha, dIrdhaparyAyI chatAM kayAreya DoLIno upayoga karatAM nahiM, bhale ! eka kalAkamAM ekathI doDha kIlomITara ja calAya chatAM paNa makkamatApUrvaka cAlIne ja vihAra karavAnA AgrahI hatA. zAvA ghauravapatvI #AyAliyugavaMd c6 varSanI vayaeN #licatiAdhanA katdi karatAM samAdhipUrvaka dehatyAga 5 khAvA IRIdhas intuitals alhApara paLo jatAthI jainazAsatLe uttama apramata blicatiLI moTI khoTa paDI dluM duHkha ja37 thavuM paraMtu teozrI je rIte tapa-tyAga | oN titvAdaiA jIdoNa jIvI gayA che blis tilaldharo mATe zuddha sAdhujIvana jIvavA mATe puSTa olionLI. ulal | ofollo gayA. dtothI llcohsAd karelA gaNomAMthI vRkeTad guNo all dola|| paNa biAve che ja (oiAvanA. ' Jain Education Indemnata FOR FIVE Only wwwcarry DE

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tapasvI samrATanI tejasvI tavArIkha - pa.pU. paM. kalyANabodhi vi. If3r... pa.pU. AcArya bhagavaMtazrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma. sA.... nuM nAmasmaraNa thatAM ja tapanA pracaMDa kiraNothI jhaLajhaLato eka tejasitAro smRtipathamAM ubharAi Ave. tapasAdhanAnA aitihAsika suvarNapRSTha para jemaNe potAnuM nAma agrima haroLamAM aMkti karyuM e tapasamrATanA caraNomAM ALoTavAnuM puNya-saubhAgya mane pugyayoge prApta thayuM. be cAturmAsa sAthe rahyA. zeSakALamAM paNa ghaNo ghaNo sahavAsa mANyo. dIrdha sahavAsa sthAnathI temanA saMyamapUta jIvananI kaMika jhAMkhI jANI mANI tenA saMsmaraNo Aje paNa smRti paTa upara evA ne evA tAjA che. teo pragaTa saMyamamUrti hatA. 90 varSe paNa tapa ane saMyamanuM divya teja temanA zarIra upara jhagArA mAratuM hatuM ajANI vyakitane paNa temanA prathama darzane "A koi alaukika vyaktitva che.'' evI anubhUti sahaja thai jAya evuM virala temanuM abhivyakitatva hatuM. | sAta dAyakAnA sudIrgha saMyama paryAyamAM kayAreya koipaNa prakAranA nAnA paNa asaMyamanuM sevana temaNe karyuM nathI A paNa temanI eka moTI AMtarika tapazcaryA kahevAya. "AhAra evo oDakAra e kahevatane romamAM vaNI lai game tevI vikaTa paristhitimAM paNa doSita AhAranA eka dANAnuM paNa sevana na karavuM, AhAra aMgenI A kaTTara AcAracustAe ja temanA brahmatejane AsamAne caDhAvyuM hatuM. | teonI zAsana pratyenI dAjha paNa dAda mAMgI le tevI hatI. saMgha ane zAsanamAM thatAM nAhakanA saMgharSothI teo atyaMta ane sAcA arthamAM vyathita hatAM. ' saMdha ekatA' nI tIvra jhaMkhanA temanA sADA traNa karoDa vADAmAM dhANadhANatI hatI. saMghanI ekatAnI kAmanAthI ja AvI jaipha vaye paNa temaNe AjIvana AyaMbila tapano ghorAtighora abhigraha dhAraNa karyo hato. je vayamAM apavAdikarupe zAstrakAro doSita zIro khAvAnI paNa chUTa Ape che e vayamAM vagara dAMte lukho AhAra vAparavo ane pacAvavo e eka kalpI na zakAya evI temanI kaThina sAdhanA hatI. vizeSatA to te kahI zakAya ke Avo ghora abhigraha laine lagabhaga jIvanabhara temaNe pALIne batAvyo pAchalI peDhI mATe saikAo sudhI jIvaMta rahe tevuM sapanuM AlaMbana puruM pADI jabarajasta puNya upArjana karyuM. aneka AMtaraguNothI chalakatA temanA saMyamajIvananA bAhya pAyArUpa mukhya cAra guNo hatAM. (1) tapaprema (2). saMyamaprema (3) svAdhyAyaprema ane (4) saMdha ekatAno prema.. ghora tapa-saMyamanI sAdhanAnA prabhAve temanA jIvanamAM anekAneka bAhya-atyaMtara siddhio soLe kaLAe khIlI uThI hatI. temanA dvArA aneka camatkAro sarjAtA hatA ema kahevA karatAM temanuM punita jIvana ja camatkAra svarUpa hatuM .. ema kahevuM vadhu ucita kahevAya. | amadAvAda rANIpanuM aMjanazalAkA pratiSThAnuM muhUrta aSADha suda 2 nuM AvatuM hatuM. temanA moDhAmAMthI 6 mahinA pahelA ja sahaja zabdo sarI paDyA ke "aSADhI bIjanA varasAda paDe to? ane kharekhara aSADha suda 1 nAM divase rAtre 12 vAge dhodhamAra varasAda tUTI paDyo. | tapasiddha sAdhako vacanasiddha hoya che. temanA vacananI paripUrti mATe kudarataneya jhUkavuM paDatuM hoya che. sRSTi temano paDato bola jhIlavA tatpara hoya che kema no jhIle ? 93 varSanI uMmare paNa jeo pagapALAM vihAra karatAM hoya ! asAdhya bImArImAM paNa doSita AhArano dANo paNa aDavAnI jemanI taiyArI na hoya ! zarIrathI jhUkI javA chatAM manobaLathI jeo makarma hoya ! jaipha vaye paNa lukhkhA sukkA khorAkathI jeo jIvana vitAvatA hoya ! nokhI mATInA AvA anokhA mahAmAnavane koNana jhUke ? pa6

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| sAmAnya niyama evo jovA maLe che ke uMmara vadhe tema zithilatA ane pramAda paNa vadhe, paNa tapasamrATe A uktine khoTI TheravI hatI. uMmara vadhatA temanuM zarIranuM teja vadhatuM hatuM, temanuM tapanuM sattva vadhatuM hatuM ane temano apramattabhAva paNa kUdake ne bhUsake vadhato hato. | nirdoSa gocarInI kaTTaratA hoya tene game tevA saMyogomAM, game tyAMthI nirdoSa gocarI maLI ja jAya. hA! na maLe to upavAsAdi karavAnI taiyArI hoya tene ja AvA camatkAro sarjAya. savAranA rA / 3 vAge uThI niyamita paNe jApasAdhanAmAM lAgI jatA. eka ja beThake Teko dIdhA vagara cArathI pAMca kalAka akhaMDa jApa karatAM. zarIra pratye kUNI lAgaNI kone na hoya ? zarIra ja saunuM aMtimapriya che, tene paMpALI rAkhavAnI vRti saune sahaja hoya che. jyAre tapasamrATane zarIrano rasa-kasa kADhI levAmAM ane khUDado bolAvavAmAM ja rasa hato. | | tapasvI ghaNA hoya che paNa tapanI sAthe tyAga ane nirdoSacaryAnI kaTTaratA A be mahAna vizeSatAo AvA koka viralAmAM ja hoya che. temaNe AyaMbilanI sAthe upavAsonI sAdhanA paNa holaselamAM karelI che. lAMbA AyaMbilatapanI vacce vacce divALI jevA parvamAM kAyama kTha - aTThama vi. nI sAdhanAo sahajatAthI karI letA, cAlu aTTamamAM ATha-daza kalAkanA viziSTa jApa, dhyAna, vi. karatAM, varasAdanI helIo varasatI hoya tyAre AyaMbilanA badale covihArA upavAso karI letA. ekadA jamInamAMthI pratimAjI nIkaLyAnA samAcAra maLatA khuzAlImAM aTTamanuM paccakkhANa karI lIdhuM. kadAca chellA varSonA itihAsamAM AvA tapasvI thavA e virala ghaTanA kahevAya. . lukhkhA-sukkA AMbela karatA, teya parimita dravyathI, temAM ya pUrNa nirdoSatA te ya samayanA pratibaMdha vagara be traNa cAra pAMca vAgI jAya to ya paravA nahI. AhAra ThaMDo ThIkaro ne lAkaDA jevo thai jAya tenI koi ja ciMtA nahi. | | amadAvAda vAsaNAthI zaMkhezvarano cha'rI pAlita saMgha sAhebajInI nizrAmAM hato. ame sAthe ja hatA. 85 varSanI uMmare roja 10-12 kI.mI. pagapALA cAlatA 8 vAge nikaLatA to 2-3-4 vAge pahoMcatA. pahoMcatAnI sAthe ja skUla,maMdira vi.nI parasALamAM DhaLI paDatA, aDadho kalAka sudhI UThavAnA hoza-koza na rahetA... thoDo ArAma karI 5 vAge jainetaronA jADA roTalA khAine AyaMbila karatA... pAMca vAgyA sudhI pANInuM TIpuM moDhAmAM nAkhatAM nahIM. AvI hatI temanI zarIra pratyenI kaThoratA. | taprema sAthe saMyamaprema paNa gajabano, bhojananI jema vastra-pAtramAM paNa sAdAi rAkhavI, prabhAvaka mahAna jainAcArya hovA chatAM melA-ghelA vastra paheravA, 15 divasa pahelAM kApa na kADhavo, divase lagabhaga kayAreya suvAnuM nahi, kAraNavagara Teko daIne besavu nahi, mAtra karatA pUrve pyAlo avazya pUMjavo, baheno-sAdhvIjI sAthe nIcA neNe kAma pUratI vAto karavI, sUryAsta pachI koi paNa bahenoe vasatimAM AvavuM nahi, bhakto ke bhaktANIo banAvavAnI bhUtAvaLamAM paDavuM nahi. kapaDA vi. nI koi TApa-TIpa nahi, vastra pAtrAdino upayoga karI pUrepUro kasa kADhavo, Azritone paNa saMyamayogo ane nirdoSacaryAmAM pravartana karAvavu, chApA vi. vAMcavA nahi. pUMjavA pramArjavAmAM upayogavaMta rahevuM. jApa svAdhyAyamAM lIna rahevuM, nIce joine cAlavuM vRddhavaye paNa DoLI ke sTrecarano upayoga na karavo, 95 varSanI uMmara sudhI paNa pagapALA ja vihAra karavo. | saMghamAMthI pAchA vaLatA eka divasa jayAM javAnuM hatuM te AkhuM gAma musalamAnonuM hatuM. mane vicAra Avyo ke Aje nirdoSa gocarI kayAMthI maLaze? sAhebajI zuM karaze ? rasoDAnuM doSita vAparavuM ja paDaze... vi. vi. paNa savAranA je AgalA gAmamAMthI vihAra karIne AvyA hatA te gAmamAMthI sevaka muni gocarI sAthe laine AvelA A joine mane ghaNuM tAjuba thayela. Fpc Pop & Penalen pacha

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| saMsArI bhAio zrImaMta hovA chatAM temanI pAse kayAreya koi kiMmatI cIja maMgAvavI nahI ke AvI hoya to vAparavI nahI, ghoDAmAMthI pustaka letA mUkatAM paMjaNI ke morapIMchathI ghoDA ane pustakanuM avazya pramArjana karavuM, pustakanA pAnA pheravatA paNa morapIMchIthI pramArjana karavuM, Azrita varga dvArA levAyela gocarI-pANImAM vizeSarUpe saMyamalakSI kALajI karavIkarAvavI, kapaDA thoDA phATatAM sAMdhIne vAparavA, cAle tyAM sudhI kasa kADhIne calAvavA paNa navAM kADhavA nahi, ghaDapaNa azakitane kAraNe lAMbA vihAro na thatA hovAthI kalAkanA 1/2 kI.mI. cAlIne 2 3 kI.mI.nA vihAro karI 2 3 divase sAmAM sthAne pahoMcatA paNa kaMTALI apavAdika sAdhanono upayoga karatAM nahi. kAmaLI kALamAM bahAra javuM nahI, aMdhArAmAM vihAra karavo nahi purU ajavALuM thayA pachI ja 7/8 vAge vihAra karavo. pachI bhalene 15, 20kI.mI. no vihAra hoya ke kALajhALa garamI hoya bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM AcaraNa pahelA. AvI agaNita jhINI-jhINI vizudhdha AcaraNAomAM temano saMyamapremajIvato jAgato dekhAto hato. najare nihALela A apramatta saMyamacaryAonA saMsmaraNo vAgoLatA Aje ya mastaka jhukI jAya. AMkho harSanA AMsuothI chalakAi jAya che. | ghora tapa sAthe nirmaLa ane ugra saMyamano sumeLa ati ati durlabha che ! je pU. himAMzusUrijI ma. mAM jvalaMta ane jIvaMta hato. | tapa-saMyama sAthe svAdhyAya yogamAM paNa teo pAchaLa na hatA. Akho divasa zAstra vAMcanamAM magna rahetA. moTI vaye paNa sahavartImuni hemavallabha vi. jevA mahAtmAone "nizIthasUtra', bRhatkalpa, yatijitakalpa vi. cheda graMthonA 2 rAA kalAka apramattabhAve pATha ApatA zAstro ke AjJA temane mATe mAtra pravacana mATe ke vAto karavA mATe ke lokone uMThA bhaNAvavA mATe na hatA paNa temanuM jIvana ja jIvatuM jAgatuM zAstra hatuM. je vAta zAstramAM Ave te AcarIne batAvavAnuM adbhuta kauvata temanAmAM thApAnA oparezananA divase paNa ekalo maganA pANI upara AMbela karavuM, game tevI mAMdagImAM paNa phaTa-jayusa vi. dravyonuM sevana haragIja karavAnuM ja nahi, upAzrayamAM zrAvako dvArA sAme lAvelI gocarI kadApi vahoravI nahi ughADA mAthAvALI ke aziSTa vastra paridhAna karelI bahenone vAsakSepa nAkhavo nahi lAiTanI prabhA vi. no upayoga kadApi karavo nahi. pratikramaNa ' jevI kriyA mAMDalImAM ja karavI, saMsakta vasatimAM game tevA saMyogomAM rahevuM nahi jarUra paDe kapaDAnA hAthe banAvelA pATA pagamAM bAMdhavo paNa reDImeiDa mojA vi. no upayoga karavo nahi, hiMsaka davAno upayoga karavo nahi, svajano sAthe paNa saMsAranI vAto kayAreya na karatAM dharmacarcAo ja karavI oghA hAthe TAMkavA, pAtrA hAthe raMgavA, sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone paNa koipaNa prakAranuM kArya kyAreya bhaLAvavuM nahi, strI, sAdhvI paricayathI haMmezA cheTA rahevuM, binajarUrI saMgraha na karavo, gRhasthonA ghare upadhi vi. nA khokhA rAkhavA nahi, sAthe je vadhArAnI upadhi hoya tenuM caudazanA divase avazya pratilekhana karavuM, pena cazmAnI phrema vi. vastuo paNa sAdI ja vAparavI, ghaDIyALa paNa pAse rAkhI rahI, | doSita gocarIo na vAparavI-nAnA sAdhue sAdhvIjIone vAMcanA na ApavI, sAdhvIjIone vihArAdimAM sAthe na rAkhavA, ekanA eka sAdhvIjIo sAthe kAyama rahevuM nahi, punaH punaH comAsA karavA nahi, sAdhvI ke baheno sAthe nikaTatA ke vadhu paricaya keLavavo nahi, vihAramAM rasoDA vi. na rAkhavA, phoTAo na paDAvavA, ekAMtamAM alAyadA rUmamAM besavuM nahi, mANaso majUro rAkhavA nahi, temanI pAse kAma karAvavuM nahi. A badhI zAstranI vAtone temaNe mAtra vAtono viSaya na banAvatA jIvanamAM AcAra ane amalarupe sahaja vaNI lIdhI hatI. uttarAdhyayana satramAM eka zloka Ave che. bhayaMtA akareMtA ya baMdhamokkhapaiNNiNo / vAyA vIriyametteNa samassa-tti appayaM / / jeo baMdha-mokSanI mAtra moTI moTI vAto ja kare che paNa mokSa mATenA AcarAgo karatA nathI tevA vANIvIra sAdhakAbhAso potAne mokSamArga ane mokSa maLI gayAnuM AzvAsana potAnI rIte mAnI le che, paNa A teonI AtmavaMcanA ane ThagArI bhramaNA ja che. sAghu punyano nahI, nirjarAno arthahoya. bAhya vAha-vAhano nahI, saMyamano khapI hoya." pa8

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zAstramAM batAvI che te bhagavAnanI AjJA pUrepUrI tapa, saMyama ane svAdhyAya sAthe saMdha-ekatAnI bhAvanA temanI mAnavAnI eTaluM ja nahi paNa AjJAne vadhumAM vadhu gajabakoTinI hatI. AcAramAM mUkI A AjJAne jIvaMta banAvavI e | sANaMdamAM ame sAthe ja hatA. 10 mI oLInuM pAraNuM karavAnuM himAMzusUrIzvarajIno mudrAlekha hato. hatuM. pANa saMdhomAM thatA paraspara saMgharSo ane vaimanasyo joi temanuM hRdaya potAnI jAta mATe, potAnA zarIra mATe apavAdanA vyathita thai gayuM hatuM. vivAdAspada praznonA kAraNe thatI zAsananI nAme badhI anukULatAo bhogavI zAstranI hAlI vAto apabhrAjanAo temanA hRdayane korI khAtI hatI. A ja vyathAnI karanArA vacanavIra, kAyara, teo na hatA paNa zarIra pratye AgamAMthI temaNe eka bhISma saMkalpa karyo ke jayAM sudhI saMdhamAM saMpUrNa kalpI na zakAya evuM kaThora valaNa apanAvI kaTTara, ekatA ke zAMti na thAya tyAM sudhI mAre AyaMbila karavA.'' AcArasaMpanna AjJApAlaka sAdhakavIra teo hatA. | aMgrejImAM eka suMdara vAkya che ke No personal | ApAgI jAta mATe, gaNa mATe ke samudAya mATe consideqation should stand in the way of aneka apavAdane sevanArA ApaNe zAsananA performing public duty. jemane dila daine saMdha samAjanA mahattvanA praznone paNa zAstrasApekSa apavAdane sevIne kAryo ke upakAro karavA che temAge vyakitagata vicAradhArA ane svArthane ukelavA joie evI sva. pUjyapAda premasUri ma. nI gauNa karavA ja paDe. ahIM paNa AvuM ja banyuM. nItine teo paNa saMpUrNapaNe anusaratA. sAhebajI saMdha ekatAnI tIvra zubha bhAvanAmAM teone evo vicAra na Avyo saMgha ane zAsananI sarvatovyApI AbAdI ne unnati ke zuM jIvanabhara AMbela thaze ? zarIra kAma Apaze ? koi takalIpha to nahI thAya, saMghamAM saMgharSonA nivAraNa ane zAMtinI paDe ne ? AMbala tapanA mAdhyame ' saMgha ekatA " mATe svArtha ane zarIrane sthApanA thAya e mATe zAzvasApekSa tamAma mArgo kacaDI nAkhavAnI A bhISma pratijJA hatI. A zubhapaLe lIdhelI pratijJA kADhavAnI kSamatA dharAvanAra ' sakSama gItArtha ' hatA. temaNe jIvanabhara pALI batAvI. nizIthacUrNi, bRhakalpa jevA gUDha graMtho anekavAra | mila, 100 nI noLInuM pAraNuM baLa zakyuM nAgALe [15] oriLela parizIlana karI AtmasA karyA hatA. cAlu rahyA. saM. 20 30 zI || bkhaMDa AyaMbilayamA zarU thai. saM.. | pravacanazakita paNa hatI ja, mANekapura gheTI | 2044 mAM mahadaMze saMgha oNsd1 thatA saMghanA agraNI lAcAlI. junAgaDha vi. sthaLoe cAtumArsa daramyAna 92 93 varSa AjJAthI darLA saUga 1751 zAyaMbilanuM raMgecaMge pAraNuM thayuM. paNa be traNa kalAka svayaM pravacana ApatA. sAMbhaLanAra | SIRNasara saMgha kheMsdomAM DicaNa ualI ghall dj thAke paNa teo thAkatA nahI. AvI siddhi ane zakita jaNAtA pAchI ofkhaMDa mAryAbila tapanI sAdhanA zarU karI je lagabhaga devI tattvonA kRpApAtra pAse ja hovI ghaTe. jIvananA cheDA sudhI cAlI. temanuM jIvanA ja pravacaLa hatuM. tedachuM aiauna ja alhALa kamanasIba kaho ke puNyanI kacAza kaho ... temaNe saMgha ekatA mATe upadeza hato. temanuM AcaraNa ja jIvaMta zApl hatuM. A uMmare Avo jabarajasta puruSArtha karyo hovA chatAM koi nakakara, kAcA, pocA sAdhuo temanI sAthe rahI zakatA ja pariNAma AvyuM nahIM. chevaTe niyatine ja salAma bharavI rahI. - nahi. temanI sAthe rahenArAo temanA ukavaLa tapa ekabAja varSo sudhI tapasAdhanA laMbAtI gai. to bIjIbAju, 'saMgha ekatA'rUpa pariNAmanI koi zakyatA jaNAtI na hatI. chatAM teo saMyamane nihALI potAnI meLe ghaDAi jatA. akaLAyA nahI, temanI dhIraja khUTI nahI. ekatAnA prayatnomAM havanamAM ** CHDaghaDatuM paNa gaja0AraNya gAje gayad? sAthe re ?' e nyAye tapamAM DhIlA ke mananA nabaLA sAdhuo paNa hADakA nAkhanAra tattvo pratye paNa asadbhAva ubho karyo nahIM. teo kahetA "pariNAma Ave ke na Ave, huM to mArI ArAdhanA mATe ja tapa temanA sAMnidhyathI, vAsakSepanA prabhAvathI, temanA tapanA, AlaMbanathI AyaMbila vi. tapa upara caDhI jatA. sAdhanA karuM chuM. " Anything done for another is done for oneself - A ja uktine temaNe caritArtha karI hatI. tapasAdhanAnA divya prabhAve temanuM zarIra jANe devAdhiSThita hoya tevuM acUka lAgatuM 80 90 varSe lukhkho sukko AhAra levA chatAM zarIra galagoTA jevuM hatuM pAMce indriyo sateja hatI TekA vagara kalAko sudhI besI zakatA hatA. cazmA vagara vAMcI zakatA hatA. dUra sudUranA avAjo sAMbhaLI zakatA hatA. | divya tapadjanA prabhAve chAzasa jevI lAgatI temanI manokAmanAmo briAddao pUrNa thatI hatI. - jyAre sAhebajI vAsaNAmAM hatA tyAre teo vAraMvAra kahetA ke "mAre pAlItANA-giranAra javuM che." tyAre mane thatuM ke " A bhavamAM to sAhebajInI icchA koi kALe pUrI thAya tema lAgatuM nathI. A icchApUrti muzkela nahI paNa azakya ja che, kAraNa pa0 DagalA cAlavAmAM jokho hAMphI jAya che, vaLI jAya che, pa00 DI.sI. kevI rIte cAvavAnA ? vaLI, DoLI ke preyarano upayoga to koi kALo karavAno ja 1thI.'' paNa sAhebajInA divya teje mArI bhramaNAnA bhukkA bolAvI dIdhA. A uMmare hajAro AyaMbilanI tapazcaryA sAthe teo amadAvAdathI pAlItANA pANa pahoMcyA ane giranAra paNa pahoMcyA. Anything done for another is done for oneself 56

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sAdhupaNAmAM puNyanI nahI saMyamanI kiMmata che, saMyama gayuM eTale sarvasva gayuM. jenI pAse saMyamanI mUDI nathI, brahmacaryanI zuddhi nathI teo bhAvaprANa vihoNA hoi jIvatA maDadA barAbara ja che. puNyathI bAhya jAhojalAlIo bhale thAya ! vAha vAha bhale thAya ! paNa puNya to vizvAsaghAtI che pugya vibhAvadazAnI upAdhi che jyAre saMyama to AtmAno amUlya guNa che. AtmAmAM sArA saMskAro ubhA karI janamojanama sudhArI detuM kiMmatI rasAyaNa che. sAdhu punyano nahI, nirjarAno arthahoya. bAhya vAha-vAhano nahI, saMyamano khapI hoya.' kaDaka ane kaThora lAgatI A vAto khuba ja sacoTa che. jIvanabharanI temanI vizuddha sAdhanA AcarANAne anubhavano A arka Where there is will, there is waynI ukitane temaNe caritArtha karI... | A pAlItANA-giranArano vihAra paNa AyaMbila tapavALA cha'rI pAlita saMdha sAthe thayo. | batrIza pakavAna khavaDAvavA chatAM saMghamAM lokone bhegA karavA | muzkela bane che. tyAre sAhebajInA tapano gajabano prabhAva e hato ke loko AyaMbila karIne pAlItANA ane giranAranA cha'rI pAlita saMghamAM joDAyA. AyaMbila tapa mATenA cha'rI pAlita saMdho paNa chellA saikAnI aitihAsika ghaTanA ja kahI zakAya. sAhebajInA mukhya be guNo dAda mAMgI le tevA hatA (1) sattva (2) makkama manobaLa.. A be guNane kAraNe teo azakya lAgatI vastune zakya karI batAvatA. | temanA sattva ane lokhaMDI manobaLanA sUcaka AvA to DhagalAbaMdha prasaMgo che. A badhI sAdhanA sAthe temanI saMyamaniSThA ane zAstraniSThA paNa avvala koTinI hatI. zarUAtathI ja teo A. premasUrIzvarajI ma. nA saMyamanA saMskAranuM dhAvaNa pI ne ghaDAyA hatAM. premasUri ma. nA teo aMgata vizvAsu ane jamaNA hAthajevA hatAM. asaMyama vi. kAraNosara jyAM kaDaka hAthe kAma levAnuM hoya tyAM premasUri ma. hemaMtavijaya tathA himAMzuvijayane havAlo soMpatA (kAraNa premasUri ma. ati saumya prakRtinA hatA ane koipaNa bhoge asaMyama calAvI levA taiyAra na hatA.) sUrajanA tApa jevI temanI kaDapa joine ja sAdhu dhrujI jatA hatA. gaccha calAvavA bhIma ane kAMta baMne guNo joie. premasUri ma. kAMta hatA.. to himAMzuvijaya bhIma hatA. A kAraNe sUri premanA gacchanuM saMcAlana rUDIpere cAlatuM hatuM. saMyama ane zAstrathI viparIta bAbatomAM pU. himAMzusUri ma. koi paNa jAtanuM Compromise karatA nahIM. te mATe bhalabhalA moTA camarabaMdhIo ke zAsanaprabhAvakonI paNa zehazarama rAkhatA nahI, teo kahetA ke, zAstra e mAtra upadezano nahI, AcaraNano paNa viSaya che. saMyamane ujaLuM karavA mATe zAstro che arthAta saMyamazuddhi na hoya to zAstro bhaNavAno ke zAstronI moTI moTI vAto karavAno koI artha nathI. zrI saMghamAM ghara gharamAM je saMgharSo ane saMlezo ubhA thayA che. satya-zAstra ke siddhAMtanA nAme khoTA matabhedo ane manabhedo, saMghabhedo ane zraddhAbhedonA je sarjana thayA che yuvAvarga, boddhikavarga ane zrImaMtavarga A kSudra nimitte sarjAyela saMgharSothI je rIte dharmavimukha thai ADI-avaLo phaMTAi rahyo che tenAthI sAhebajI ati ati vyathita hatAM. A jhaghaDAno aMta Ave ane sakaLa saMghamAM saMpUrNa ekatAnuM vAtAvaraNa sarjAya'' A temanI adamya icchA hatI. A mATe teo satata ciMtita hatA. divasa rAta prayatnazIla hatA. jAta pratye kaThora banI jIvanabharano AyaMbila ugra tapa A mATe ja karatAM hatAM. | teo spaSTa mAnatA ke pAMcamanI saMvatsarI thai jAya to Akho saMdha eka thai jAya. kharataragaccha - aMcalagaccha vi. sAthe paNa sahaja ekatA thai jAya. Try om Jan Education international

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vIsamI sadInA A mahA 'tapasamrATa' ane 'saMyamasamrATa' nA caraNe pharI pharI bhAvabharI vaMdanA karI vimu chuM. 'suvihita gurunI AjJA e ja jinAjJA che?' Ama mAnanArA che bApa-dIkarAnI A joDI bejoDa hatI. baMne saMto sAkSAt saMyamapuMja teo potAnA pragurudeva AcArya bhagavaMta zrI premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe , hatA. himAMzusUri ma. nI preraNAthI temanA gAma mANekapuramAM bhavya tIrtha potAnI aMtima avasthAmAM samudAyanI vyavasthA mATe nakkI karela , saMkulanuM sarjana thayuM che. AjJApatranA svIkAra ane zakaya pAlana mATe koinI paNa zehazaramamAM , | muni nipuNacaMdravijayajI ma., muni hiraNyabodhivijayajI ma., AvyA vinA jIvanabhara jhajhumyA. muni anaMtabodhi vijayajI ma., muni dharmarakSita vi., muni kalparakSita AcAryapadavI pratye niHspRha tevA teoe chevaTe na chUTake sUri , vi.e temanI ghaNI sevAno lAbha uThAvyo hato. chellA 13 varSathI muni hemavallavavijayajI bejoDa sevA karatAM hatA. sAthe muni nayanaratnavijayajI premanA vAsakSepathI ja AcAryapadavI grahaNa karI. ' tathA muni jJAnavallabha vi. e paNa suMdara sevA karI. A badhAnI zatruMjayanI temaNe seMkaDo nahIM paNa hajAra uparAMta yAtrA karI haze , - anumodanA paNa karavI ja rahI. 99 yAtrAo paNa ghaNI karI... | temanI tapasAdhanA to eTalI dhAradAra hatI ke lIsTa vAMcatA ya cakkara zatruMjaya karatA paNa caDhavAmAM kaThaNa giranAranI yAtrAo paNa ghaNI . 0 AvI jAya. ekavAra to vicAra AvI jAya ke zuM A kALamAM AvA takalAdI karA. ekavAra tA covihAra chaTha nA pAraNa Ayobala karI 28 divasamA , saMdhayaNavALA zarIre AvI dhorAtighora sAdhanA zakya che ? mAtra giranAranI 99 yAtrA karI. 11,500 jevA AyaMbilo ja nahIM, sAthe hajAro upavAso, aThamo - temane zatruMjaya girirAja ane giranAra upara behada bhaktibhAva aThAio, vIza vIza upavAso, mAsakSamaNo, ugra vihAro e A hato. sahasAvanano jirNoddhAra thatAM aMjanazalAkA-pratiSThA prasaMga paNa kALanI ajAyabI ja kahevAya. lokhaMDI manobaLa ane polAdI phephasA vagara teonI preraNAthI ane teozrInI nizrAmAM ja thayo hato. aMjanazalAkA- AvI sAdhanA azakya che. 'gInIza buka opha varlDa rekorDa'' nA badhA pratiSThA prasaMge pa.pU.A.kalApUrNa su.ma.sA. ane mArA gurudevazrI rekorDo phIkkA paDI jAya evI temanI rekorDabreka sAdhanA hatI. chellI sadInAM pa.pU.paM. hemacaMdravijayajI gaNivarya paNa sAthe ja hatA. teo benamUna utkRSTa saMyamI hatA. tapano madhyAhane tapato A sUraja utkRSTa sattvanI jANe purabahAramAM khIlavaTa nA thai hoya ! asta thai gayo paNa tenA ajavALAM sadAya janajananA manamAM patharAyelA teonI aMtarecchA aMtakALe giranAranI chatrachAyAmAM rahevAnI raheze. itihAsanA pRSTho para suvarNa pagalA aMkita karanAra A mahApuruSa hatI, kahe che ke brahmacArInuM ciMtavyuM kadI na niSphaLa jAya. karma ane kudarate koi kALe bhUlAze nahIM. temanA apratyakSa AlaMbane paNa aneka A aMtareDachAne mAnya ho aMta samaye viSTa paristhitimAM paNa teo * AtmAone sAdhanAnuM atUTa baLa maLatuM ja raheze. giranAranI godamAM pahoMcI gayA tyAM ja temanuM samAdhi mRtyu thayuM. zrI saMghanA " che. kharekhara, teo jIvana jIvI gayA nahI paNa jIvana jItI gayA. gaganamAMthI eka tejasvI tAralo jANe kharI paDyo. je sahasAvana pratye , nepoliyana kaheto ke "hADako thIjavI de evI ThaMDI ane paraseve rebajheba - thai javAya evI garamInI paravA karyA vagara je sakhata mahenata kare che tene temane avihaDa rAga hato te ja sahasAvanamAM temanA dehanI aMtimavidhi 1 | vijayazrI maLe che.' thai. sAta-sAta dAyakA sudhI tapa-saMyama-svAdhyAya-bhakti vi. tamAma teonA saMsArI page dIkarA... jeo temanI pUrva dIkSita thayelAM.... deg ene 6 dakSita thayelA.... * kSetre utkRSTa kahI zakAya evo jabarajasta puruSArtha sAhebajIe karyo che. pAchaLathI nararatnasari banyA. teo paNa kharA arthamAM nararatna jI hatI. je mATe ja atizayokti vagara kahI zakAya ke teo jIvana jItI gayA. khUba ja vinIta khUba ja guNasabhara vyakitatva temanuM hatuM. | "mAtra bolavAthI jIvana jIvAya che. bolelu karIne batAvavAthI koi kAmanA, apekSA temane na hatI mATe ja temanA samAdhimRtyu bAda che jIvana jItAya che.'' vAsANA khAte nararatnasUri smRtimaMdiranuM bhavya sarjana thatAM temanuM nAma che | vIsamI sadInA A mahAna tapasamrATa' ane 'saMyamarAmrATa' nA amara thai gayuM. * caraNe pharI pharI bhAvabharI vaMdanA karI viramu chuM. www.sainelibrary.org 61

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- vAtsalyanuM vahetuM jharaNuM - pa.pU.muni haMsabodhi vi.ma.sA. mahApuruSonA jIvana himazilA jevA hoya che. himazilAno 1 7 bhAga dariyAnA pANImAM hoya che, uparanI sapATI joine tenI moTAi mApI. zakAtI nathI. mahApuruSonA bAhyAcArathI temanA AMtara vaibhavane mApI zakAto nathI. buddhinI TapaTTIthI mahAsAgarano tAga pAmavA jevI A bAlizatA lAge che, paNa lakhyA vinA rahI zakAtuM paNa nathI. pUjyapAda tapasvIsamrATa A. bhagavaMta himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja eTale kaTTara cAritryano bIjo paryAya che. sUrya karoDo pheranahITa tape che tyAre manuSyane jIvavA jeTalI 98 DIgrI garamInI prApti thAya che tema mahApuruSo uccakakSAnuM kaThoratama cAritrajIvananuM pAlana karIne karoDo pheranahITa cAritryanI garamI pedA kare che tyAre svasthajIvana yukta sadAcArI samAjanI prApti thAya che. pUjya tapasvIsamrATa . bhagavaMte tapa ane saMyamanA baLathI eka evuM cAritryanuM pAvarahAusa nirmANa karela ke pUjyazrInI najIkamAM AvanAra vyakitaonA jIvanamAMthI anAcArano aMdhakAra sahaja rIte dUra thai AcArasaMpannatAno prakAza temanA jIvanamAM patharAi jato. meM evI ghANI vyaktione pUjyazrInI nizrAmAM nihALI che ke, jemanA jIvana anekavidha vyasano vagerethI kharaDAyela hatA paNa A pArasamaNi jevA mahAtmAno hastasparza thato ke, temanA jIvanamAM AmUlacUla parivartana AvI jatuM. upadezanI paNa jarUra na paDe tevuM pUjya tapasvIsamrATa mahAtmAnuM astitva hatuM. uDIne AMkhe vaLage tevA guNomAM amaMda vairAgya e viziSTa kakSAno guNa hato, pUjyazrI sAthe ghaNI vakhata rahevAnA prasaMgo prApta thayA che te vakhate temanI caryAone nikaTathI nihALI che jemAM kayAMya rAgadazA jagAya nahIM. mukhyatayA gocarI pratyenI niHspRhatA gaNo ke upekSA gaNo kayAMya gamA-aNagamAno bhAva jaNAya nahi, kapaDAmAM kayAMya TApaTIpa kayAreya joi nathI ke nathI koi aMgata bhakta pratye rAgadazA nihALI, sarvatra sarva kriyAmAM vairAgyanI jyota jvalaMta rIte jhabakatI ja jovA maLe ! vAto paNa vairAgyathI bharapUra jaNAtI hoya Azrito pratye vAtsalyabhAva paNa apAra raheto. zrIphaLa jevuM pUjyazrInuM vyakitatva hatuM. bahArathI kaThora lAge paNa aMdarathI mIThA koparA jevA hatA, Azritone paNa mArA-tArAnA bhedabhAva vinA pUrNa vAtsalyathI sAcavatAM, eTaluM ja nahi paNa temanA saMyamajIvananI paNa pUrI kALajI karatAM, kahevAnA sthAne jarAkapaNa saMkoca rAkhyA vinA hitazikSAdi avazya ApatA. gocarI mAMDalImAM paNa sAthe beselA mahAtmAone kaMi ne kaMi prasAdI ApatA tyAre Azrito paNa ahobhAvathI gadgad thai jatA.. mAMde sAje paNa pUratI kALajI karatAM.. zrIsaMghanA nAnA moTA tamAma pratye vAtsalyabhAva sahaja rIte temanA haiyAmAM saMdeva jaNAya Avato. game tevA kAmakAja vacce paNa koine paNa vAsakSepanI nA kahetA nahi, nAnI ke moTI tamAma baheno mAthe oDhIne Ave to ja vAsakSepa karatAM temanAthI bhAvita sthAnomAM chellA ghaNA samayathI baheno mAthe oDhIne vaMdana karatA jovA maLe che, te tapasvIsamrATa mahAtmAne lIdhe kahI zakAya.. | brahmacaryavratanI bAbatamAM game tevA camarabaMdhIne paNa zarama rAkhyA vinA Thapako ApatAM temane vAra lAgatI nahI, cAritryanI bAbatamAM khUba ja kaTTara abhigama pUjyazrI dharAvatA hovAthI kAcA pocA sAdhu pUjyazrI pAse rahI zakatA nahI. tapa svAdhyAya ane saMyamanI sAthe sAthe sahanazIlatA temaja samabhAvane paNa pUjyazrIe AtmasAt karela hatA. game tevI vedanAo AvI chatAM DoLI vagere sAdhanono upayoga karyo nahi ane khUba bhAre vedanAo sahana karIne paNa bhagavAnanA mArgane TakAvI rAkhavA chellA zvAsa sudhI prayatnazIla rahyo. zrIsaMghamAM cAritryanuM baLa vadhe, saMghamAM ekatA thAya te mATe aMtima zvAsa sudhI prayatno karyA. pUjyazrInA kALadharmathI zrIsaMghane na pUrI zakAya tevI bhAre khoTa paDI che. zrIsaMgha AvA parama AdarzarUpa mahAtmAnA niHsIma upakAra badala kAyama teozrIno RNI raheze. in cycan For Colony

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bhAnuM - 01 017mAM yotamAna himAMzu yoga darzanano babala koTino grantha... bA| 'pAtaMjala yogasUtra' racaMyatA.... maharSi pataMjali, potAnA 'yogasUtra ' graMthamAM maharSi pataMjali sAdhanA karatAM karatAM manAvAse prApta ghavelI sAdhasLI unnata dazAve varNavatAM sarasa majAnuM sAdhanA sUtra ApyuM che. 'ahiMsAyAM pratiSThitAyAM tatsannidhau vairatyAgaH" ahiMsA... AtmAnI eka anupama prazAMta dazA. A ja ahiMsA jyAre icchAmAMthI pravRtimAM, pravRtimAMthI dhairyamAM ane zairyamAMthI chelle sidhdhimAM TRANSFER thAya che, pariNata thAya che. tyAre niHsarganA mahAsAmrAjya pAsethI sAdhakane eka zreSTha bheTa prApta thAya che ke jenA dvArA sAhajikapaNe lokopakAra thaye ja rAkhe che.te SUPERIOR GIFT A che. sAdhaka ahiMsAne AtmasAt karato karato jyAre siddhinI kakSAe pahoMce che, tyAre anAyAse, te sAdhakanA sAnnidhyamAM AvelA jIvonI hRdayavedikA upara paNa ahiMsAnI pratiSThA thAya che. ApaNI vaira, janmajAta vaira lIna thai jAya che, vilIna thai jAya che,yAvat bhasmIbhUta thai jAya che pachI bhalene te jIva manuSya hoya ke deva hoya ke jAnavara hoya. ekeya AtmA A vazIkaraNamAMthI bAkAta rahI zakato nathI. A ja che. sAdhakanI uccatama dazAno rasAnubhava. maharSi pataMjalinA te sUtrane ....... tatsannigho vairatyAH ' ne huM jarA judA eMgalamAM kholavA mAguM chuM., tatsannigho rahyaTr:' ne badale.... tatsannidhau saMjJAthaTTI:'...... saMjJAthaTT:" | vartamAna kALanA eka mahAyogIpuruSa...... tapasvIsamrATa pa.pU. AcArya deveza zrImad vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA... jANe ke karmasattAnI sAme jaMge caDhavA nIkaLela ekalavIra-bhaDavIra subhaTa . ...... jANe ke siddhine hamaNAMne hamaNAM ja jhaDapI levAnI adamya jhaMkhanAvALo POLE-VAULTER.jANe ke tapadharmae potAnuM videhasvarUpa tyAgI sadevasvarUpa dhAraNa karyuM na hoya ! ) potAnA sAdhanA jIvana daramyAna saMgha ekatA mATe Adarela - pa.pU. gaNivarya yazovijayajI ma. AyaMbilano tapa.... saLaMga 4500 karatAMya vadhu AyaMbila sAthe kula 11500 uparAMta AyaMbila ! A tapane sidhdhinI evI uccatama dazAe, evI prakarSatAe pahoMcADyo hato ke pUjyazrInA sAnnidhyamAM AvanAra keTalAya jIvonA jIvana-kavanamAMthI mAtra AhArasaMnnAe ja nahi paraMtu saMsArasaMjJA e paNa mAnabhera vidAya lIdhI hatI. A jIvonI yAdImAM mArA nAmano paNa samAveza thAya che. sAdhanAjIvanarUpI rokeTamAM BOOSTER samAna AjIvana caturthavratanI prApti mane pUjya AcAryazrInA ja pAvana AdezathI pUjyazrInA saMsArIpaNe putraratna, bAlabrahmacArI A. nararatnasUrijI ma.sA. pAsethI bAlabrahmacArI neminAthajInA pAvana sAnnidhyamAM giranArajI tIrthanA khoLe prabhunI dIkSA kalyANakabhUmi sahasAvanamAM thai, jANe ke sAdhanAnA vimAnane nIlagaganamAM viharavA mATe RUN-WAY maLI gayo ! pUjya AcAryazrIno A ananya upakAra mArA mAnasapaTa parathI kyAreya vismaraNatAne pAmaze nahIM. zAstramAM jANela, sAMbhaLela dhannAjInuM jIvanacaritra amArA jevAo mATe mAtra zrutigamya hatuM, AgamapramANa gamya hatuM. paraMtu pUjyazrIne nihALyA bAda e ja dhannAjInuM jIvana cAkSugamya banyuM, pratyakSapramANa gamya banyuM. AyaMbila che jemano paryAvavAcI zabada banI gayo hato all tiAyaMbiva ja saMhi, tapa ofo himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA ioNya eNka sikkAnI be bAju jevA hadi Ha[vAptithI vyApta hadl.

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0 96 varSanI jaipha vaye paNa satata saLaMga ekadhArAbaddha saMgha jaiva mATe, zAsana eDatA mATe Adarela mAubalano nAyagarA dhodha !!! * saLaMga vIza-hIza upavAsathI khAdhela vIzathAnaka tapanA prathama '"arihaMta" padanI ArAdhanA!!! 7 mAsakSamaNanA 11mA divase girAjIthI pAlItANA tarapha vihAra, 31mAM dio siddhAcalajIvI yAtrA, sAMje 4-4.30 vAge vAtrA karI AyaMbilazI pAraNuM !!! * sAMje 3-4 vAge bilanuM vAparavuM - e jemanA mATe dvityakrama hato !!! * zailiMka 3-4 kalAka jApa, prabhubhakti meM jemanA mATe sAhajika hatI! * prAtaH 9 vAgyA pachI ja vihArano zubhAraMbha !!! AvIto keTa-keTalIye ArAdhanAo, bhISma -tapazcaryAo, ugracarcAo, pUjyazrInA saMyamajIvana upavanamAM nAnakaDA jharaNAnI jema nitya khaLa-khaLa vahyA karatI hatI, ke je ArAdhanAo, tapazcaryAo, carcAo ApaNA mATe svapnamAM paNa gamya na bane, vicAra karatAM paNa gAtro thara-thara dhrujI uThe, zithila thai jAya, jayAre pUjyazrI mATe to te ArAdhanAdino dainika krama hato. AvI bhISma tapazcaryAo, ugracaryAnA kAraNe ja zAsanadevo temanA sadAya sAnnidhyamAM rahetA hatA. paDyo bola jhIlatA hatA ane tenAthI ja AcAryazrI sva-para tamAma samudAyamAM vacanasiddha puruSarUpe prakhyAta hatA. mAro ja svAnubhava kahuM to je vakhate dIkSA-prAptinA koi eMdhANa dekhAtA na hatA. cAre bAjuthI jyAre nirAzA, niSphaLatA ja maLatI hatI. cArekora aMdhakAra mArA jIvanamAM chavAi gayo hato. tyAre pUchya AcAryazrIe caturthavratanI prAptinA avasare mane AzIrvAda ApyA hatAM ke 'eka varasamAM tane icchitanI prApti thaze.' kharekhara banyuM paNa evuM ja tamAma pratikULatAo hovA chatAM paNa pUjya AcAryazrInA vacananA prabhAve anAyAse kai rIte mane dIkSA maLI gai? enuM Azcarya hajue mArA manamAM ghumarAyA kare che. AvA to keTalAya vacanasiddhinA dRSTAMto vartamAnamAM mojuda che. A to thai vAta mAtra bAhyacaryAnI ICE-BURG sAgaranI sapATIethI dekhavAmAM Ave to vAmaNo dekhAya ane te ja ICE-BURG sAgaranA peTALamAMthI jovAmAM Ave to virATa dekhAyA vagara raheto nathI. te ja rIte pUjyazrInuM bAhya jIvanacaryA, ArAdhanA ICE-BURG nI sapATI uparanI Toca jevI che. aMdara peTALamAM keTa-keTaluMye saMgharI rAkhyuM haze ? enI to ApaNe mAtra udAtta kalpanA ja karavAnI raheze. mAnuM chuM ke Ama kahevAmAM mane koi doSa lAgaze nahIM - pUjya AcAryazrI mAtra nAmathI 'himAMzu' hatA. doSo upara, durguNo upara, zithilAcAra upara emaNe kayAreya potAnA himAMzuo (= zItaLa kiraNo = zItaLa dRSTi = komaLa najara ) ne prasArita karyA na hatA. karmasattA sAme, moharAjA sAme to uSNAMzu, grISmAMzu ja hatA. prAMte eTaluM ja kahevuM che ke olo nIlagaganano himAMzu (=candra) bhAnunA udayamAM mlAna thai jAya che, nisteja thai jAya che, nipratima thai jAya che. jyAre A himAMzue (pa.pU. A.zrI. himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe) to bhAnunA udayamAM bhAnunA gaganane vadhAre dedIpyamAna, jAjvalyamAna banAvyu hatuM. mATe ja sto mAtra 'himAMzu ' na hatA paraMtu 'saMpUrNa himAMzu ' hatAM. For Peace & Pomonal Use Onty sUrivaranI guNagarimA muni dharmarakSitavijayajI saM. 2046 kArataka suda punamano mahAmaMgalakArI divasa hato. mArA bhavodhitAraka pU. gurudevazrI candrazekharavijayajI mahArAja sAhebe amane lagabhaga 28 ziSyone bhegA karIne gacchAdhipatizrIe (pa.pU.A.jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba) 'ApaNA sAdhune pU. tapasI mahArAjanI sevAmAM mokalavA mATe vyavasthA karavA jaNAvela che' tevA samAcAra AvyA che tema jaNAvyuM, eka bAjukhAkhI baMgALI, vartamAnakALanA ghora tapasvI mahApuruSanI sevAno anero lAbha najara sAme Ave to bIjI bAjusaMpUrNatayA jinAjJAnusArI AcAra pAlana, kaThora bhikSA-vihAra caryA Adi custajIvana jIvavAnI taiyArI rAkhavI paDe te vicAratAM mahAtmAo vimAsaNamAM paDyA ke zuM karavuM ? bhAvanA thAya paNa kadAca temanI apekSA mujaba jIvI na zakAya to ? sau dvidhAmAM hatAM evA avasare pU. gurudevazrI sAthe mahAtmAonI carcA-vicAraNA karatAM thoDA divasa bAda nirNaya thayo ke teozrInI sevA mATe (1) mAre (2) muni kalparakSitavijayajI ane (3) muni hemavallabhavijayajIe javuM. nAma nakkI thatAM tAtkAlika amArA traNano vihAra navasArIthI thayo ane ame ugra vihAra karI pUjyazrInI sucanAnusAra rAjakoTanI hada bahAra pahoMcI gayA, poSa suda-4nA savAre 10-00 vAge nIkaLI 10.55 kalAke amAre sAhebanA caraNomAM pahoMcavAnuM hatuM. je rAjakoTanI hadanI bahArathI nAlaMdA sosAyaTI-kAlAvADa roDa jyAM sAhebajI birAjamAna hatA te mAnavamedanIthI bharelo lagabhaga 6 kI.mI.no mArga amAre mAtra 55 miniTamAM pasAra karavAno hato. ane pUjyazrInA puNyavacananA prabhAve ame rAdhAvedha sAdhatAM hoIe tema savAranA bharabajAramAM lokonI bhIDa vaccethI pasAra thaI teozrInA caraNomAM pahoMcavA samartha banyA hatA. basa... tyArathI ja A vacanasiddha mahApuruSanI amogha vANInA paracAnuM AsvAda karavAno prAraMbha thayo. pachI to A mahAtmAnI sevAmAM lagabhaga cAra varSa rahevAnuM sadbhAgya sAMpaDyuM te daramyAna thayelA sAhebanA jIvananA anubhavone zabdadeha ApavAnuM kArya atikaThIna che. chatAM yatkiMcit

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= vi. saM. 2046nuM amAruM comAsu junAgaDhamAM hemAbhAInA vaMDAmAM hatuM. lokAgacchanA zrAvakoe paryuSaNa daramyAna temanA upAzrayamAM ArAdhanA karAvavA mATe sthiratA karavA padhAravA vinaMtI karI paraMtu comAsI muhapatti paDilehaNa karela na hovAthI te sthAnamAM rokAvAnuM amAre mATe zakya nathI evuM sAhebajIe jaNAvyu. tethI teoe vinaMtI karI ke to Apa mahAtmAne savAre mokalo ane Akho divasa ArAdhanA karAvI teo sAMje pAchA AvI jAya jethI ApanI zAstrIya maryAdAmAM paNa bAdha na Ave. ane amAre lagabhaga 150 vyaktine ArAdhanA thAya paNa te vakhate badhA maLI pUjyapAdazrI sAthe ame 4 mahAtmA paryuSaNaparvanI ArAdhanA karAvavA samartha hovA chatAM sAhebajIe temanI vAtano asvIkAra karatAM ame sau vismayamAM paDI gayA. sAhebajIne vinaMtI karI ke ApanI AjJA hoya ane teonI ArAdhanA thatI hoya to amane javAmAM koI vAMdho nathI. tyAre sAhebajIe rahasya sphoTa karyo ke "te rIte Ava-jAva karavAnuM tamArAthI zakya nahIM bane ! kAraNa ke A varSe paryuSaNaparvanA AThe divasa megharAjAnI padharAmaNI thavAnI che.' ane kharekhara paryuSaNanA ATheya divasa musaLadhAra varasAda varasyo hato! = rAjanagara madhye gacchAdhipati pa.pU.A. bhuvanabhAnusUri mahArAjanA kALadharma bAda jainanagaramAM paMcAhnikA jinendrabhakti mahotsavanuM Ayojana karavAmAM Avela te mahotsavanI maMgalamaya pUrNAhUtinA avasare mArA pU.gurudevazrI upara jainanagaramAM pU. tapasI mahArAjano saMdezo Avyo ke ''hamaNA eka-doDha mAsa tamArA svAsthyano pUrepUro khyAla rAkhazo ane saMgha javAbadArInA koI kAmono navo bhAra hAla svIkAra karazo nahIM." ane kharekhara te mahotsavanI pUrNAhUtinA traNa-cAra divasa bAda mArA pU. gurudevazrIne vismaraNa thaI javAnI pharIyAdo sAthe mAthAnA duHkhAvAnI takalIpho zarU thaI javAthI teozrIe seTelAITa roDanA vAsupUjya kompalekSa pAse gulamahora sosAyaTImAM eka mAsano saMpUrNa ArAma karyo te daramyAna punaH svasthatAne prApta karI lIdhI. - ekavAra siddhagirimAM eka sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta moTI oLIno prAraMbha karavA maMgalamuhUrta levA padhArelA tyAre sAhebajIe doDhamAsa pachInuM muhUrta ApyuM tyAre pApabhIrU ane saMyamI evA sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanuM haiyuM haju doDhamAsa vigaInA bhojananuM sevana svIkAravA kakaLatuM hovAthI 10-12 divasamAM ja temaNe to svataH niyata divase oLIno prAraMbha karyo ane mAtra 14-15 divasamAM svAsthya bagaDatAM adhavaccethI temane oLI paDatI mUkavAno avasara Avyo. pachI pUjyapAdazrIe ApelA zubhamuhUrte ja punaH oLIno prAraMbha karatAM temanI lAMbI oLI saDasaDATa nirvighne pUrNatAne pAmI hatI. AvA to keTalAya prasaMgono sAkSAt anubhava thayela che. Dagale ne pagale jinAjJAnuM pAlana, moharAjAnA sainyanI sAme zarIra vaDe yuddha karatAM khUMkhAra yoddhA, satata virAdhanAnA bhIrU, zakyataH zuddha saMyama, AcAracustatA,makkama manobaLa, nispRhatA, samaye samaye zAsrasApekSa jIvanacaryAnuM pAlana, vyavahAra kuzaLatA, dIrghadRSTitA, Azritajano pratye nitaratuM vAtsalya, zithilAcAra pratye karaDI najara ane zithilAcArInA jIvanamAMthI zithilAcAra dUra karavA mATe komaLa hRdaya, saMyamamAM asvastha mahAtmAonA sthirIkaraNa mATe sadA zaraNabhUta, AvA aneka guNonuM darzana teozrInA jIvanamAM karavA nazIbavataM banyo hato. bhavodadhitAraka pU. gurudevazrInI asImakRpAthI bhavobhavanA bhramaNane bhAMganArI alpakAlIna paNa A sevA pAmI mArUM jIvana dhanya banyuM ! zataH zataH vaMdana te sUrIzvarane! For PePersonal Us C vIrutA, dhIrutA ane gaubhIratAno trivegI gAmI muni parakSitavizya pU. gurudevazrI pa.pU.paM. candrazekharavijayajI mahArAja sAhebanI asImakRpAthI A mahApuruSanI yatkiMcit sevArthe ekAda varSa rahevAnuM thayuM. sAkSAt cothA ArAnA sAdhunI jhAMkhI karAvatuM teozrInuM jIvana, atula sattvanA svAmI, kaThinamAM kaThina saMyoga avasare paNa zAstrokta vidhipUrvaka saMyamajIvananuM custapAlana karatA, uMmara ane avasthAnA oThAM heThaLa koi bAMdhachoDa karavAnI taiyArI kadI na batAvatA, evI vIratAnA svAmI! vihArAdi kAraNe sthAne moDAM pahoMcavAnuM thAya chatAM potAnA nityasvAdhyAya ArAdhanA bAda ja gocarI vAparavI, dIrghakAlIna tapazcaryAnA pAraNAdi prasaMge paNa vAparavAnI koi utAvaLa na hoya tevI dhIratAnA dhAraka ! zAsana, saMghanA ke samudAyanA koipaNa prazna avasare tAtkAlika koi utAvaLIyo nirNaya na ApatAM zAsrasApekSa vicAraNA karI, lAbhAlAbhAdino gaMbhIratApUrvaka abhyAsa karI abhiprAya Ape tevA sAgara samAna gaMbhIra A mahApuruSanuM vAtsalya ane vAsakSepano prabhAva uDIne AMkhe vaLage tevA hatA. svAsthyanI asvasthatAnA kAraNe mAre navakArazI paccakkhANa karavuM paDatuM hovA chatAM te mATe koipaNa jAtanI aruci rAkhyA vagara khUbaja vAtsalyapUrvaka dareka kALajI rAkhatA ane teozrInA vAtsalyasabhara nikSepa karAyela vAsakSepanA prabhAve Aje vardhamAnatapanI 85 mI oLI sameta akhaMDa 5000 uparAMta ekAsaNAnI ArAdhanA karavA samartha banyo. vaMdana ho te mahAvibhUti pa.pU. A. himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAne ! 700 arya

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nispRha ziromaNi. nazarata zukyA tapasvI samrATa A.bha.zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sAnA sAnidhyamAM vi.saM. 2037 jUnAgaDha zahera madhye cAturmAsa karavAno saMsArIpaNAmAM suMdara avasara sAMpaDyo hato. | pUjayazrInuM Asana-beThaka ja evI rIte goThavAi hatI ke zrI giranAra tIrthane beThA beThA nihALI zakAya... ghaNIvAra bhaktimAM layalIna thai jatAM. teozrImAM vizeSa prakAre saMyama jIvananuM custa pAlana jovA maLyuM. "simple living & Higher thinking" sUtra jeozrIe jIvanamAM caritArtha karyu. saMyama jIvana jaldI aMgIkAra karavAnI preraNA karelI. saMsAranA bhautika sukhonI kSaNabhaMguratA samajAvatA hatA.zrI sahasAvanatIrthanA uddhAramAM vizeSa rasa dAkhavI preraNA karatAM tIrthano jirNoddhAra sucArU peThe thayo. | vi.saM.2058 mAM pUjayazrInI nizrAmAM lagabhaga doDheka mahinA munijIvanamAM rahevAnuM thayuM. pUjayazrIne 96 varSanI jaipha vaye nAdurasta tabIyatamAM paNa AyaMbIla karatAM nihALyA pUjayazrInI chellI caitrI oLI ane jUnAgaDha zaheramAM sAmUhika caitrI oLInA AyojanamAM bALako-yuvA-vaDIlo joDAyA. moTI saMkhyAmAM oLI thai. pUjayazrIe mane, bhAi ma. tathA pitAjIne oLInI preraNA karI hatI. giranAra tIrthanI yAtrAo karatAM karatAM pUjayazrInI amIdraSTithI giranAra tIrthanI bhAvayAtrA paNa saMyojana karI taiyAra karela che. ArAdhanA holamAM pa.pU.prazAMtamUrti A.bha.zrInararatasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI gurumUrti birAjamAna karavAnA zubhaavasare paNa upasthita rahevAno avasara sAMpaDyo hato. A avasara pAmI munIza-jIneza-bhAgyeza-dakSeza- tIrthazakRpeza-priyeza rata vi.ma.dhanya banyA che. pUjayazrInA kALadharmanA samAcAra maLatAM zrI zaMkhezvarathI zatruMjaya mahAtIrtha cha'ri pAlaka saMghamAM guNAnuvAdanI sabhA rAkhI AyaMbila karAvavAmAM Avela. prati varSa zAzvatI oLInA prasaMge pUjayazrIne yAda karatA.. guNAnuvAda karatAM aneka puNyAtmAo AyaMbila tapa-oLImAM joDAya che. ane darekane AyaMbila karavAnI vizeSa preraNA maLe che. | " prabhu se lAgI lagana bhAga-1" pustakamAM zrI giranAra tIrthanI bhAvayAtrAmAM sahasAvanatIrthoddhAranA preraNAdAtA pUjayazrIno phoTo mUkavAmAM Avela che temaja gIranAratIrtha bhAvayAtrA paTamAM paNa pUjayazrInI agnisaMskArabhUminu sthAna banAvI tyAM paNa pUjyazrIno phoTo mUkavAmAM Avela che jethI giranAratIrthanI bhAvayAtrA karatAM tapasvI samrATane paNa vaMdanAno darekane lAbha maLI jAya. aMtamAM...pUjayazrI jevuM saMyamapAlana-AyaMbilanotapa mArAmAM nathI paramAtmA bhaktithI pedA thAya eja abhyarthanA... A, guNaratnasUri ziSya munizaranavijayanI vaMdanA... Jan Education Intenational For Private Personal use www.eliborg

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sirasA, thaDe mahAbhAram vIsamI sadInA jinazAsanamAM tapanA paryAyavAcI kahI zakAya evA thai gayelA keTalAka mahAtmAomAM pa.pU. tapasvIsamrATa AcAryadeveza zrImada vijayahimAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA apaMkitamAM hatA. temanI nasomAM jANe lohI nihIM tapano rAga ane tapanuM sattva ja vahetuM hatuM. yogagraMthonI paribhASAmAM kahIe to pUjyazrIno , tipasiddhinA sImADA vaTAvIne viniyoganI paramahadamAM pahoMcI gayo hato. varSonA tapanA aMtarAyo pUjyazrInI preraNA, AlaMbana ke vAsakSepa pradAnathI kyAnA koTIbaMdha kissAo jANavA maLe che. pUjyazrIno tapa, vacanasiddhi, muhartakSetranI 'niSagAtatA, zAsanaekatA mATeno bhImasaMkalpa, vizuddhi,saMyamano prema Adi guNo suvikhyAta 'hovAthI ' mA AgaLa mosALanuM varNana karavA jevI e vAto karavI nathI, paraMtu pUjyazrInA aiMtaraMga jIvanamAM je keTalAka guNonI raMgoLIo pUrAyelI jovA maLe che, tenI yatkiMcita vAta karavI che. suparasToramAM kharIdI karavA janArAne jevI maMjhavaNa thAya tevI gaNagaNathI ThasoThasa bharelA pUjyazrInA jIvanamAMthI kayA gAmanI vAta karavI tenI muMjhavaNa thAya... paraMtu jema kharIdI gajavuM ane garaja (jarUriyAto joine ja thAya ema ahIM dhoga saMyopazama ane AvazyakatAno meLa meLavI varkiMcit anumodanAno lahAvo lUMTI laie. traNa guNane kramasara mANIzuM.... - hemarajas (4) saMdhayAtsalya : (7) sanyasaMpawtA : sAmAnyathI AyaMbilano suko AhAra, saMsArI avasthAthI pUjyazrI adbhuta sattvanA dhAraka hatA. svaputranI tapathI sukIbhaThTha banelI kAyA AdithI ghaNA dIkSA sakhata virodho vacce aNanama rahIne karAvI eTaluM ja nahIM mahata tapasvIonA mana paNa sukA banI jatA hoya che, samaye vALaMda na Avyo to muMDana jAte karI ApyuM. kevI addabhUta sAttvikatA! paraMtu pUjyazrI temAM apavAdarUpa hatA. saMghanI sAdhujIvanamAM aneka kaSTo, aneka AkSepo vacce paNa pUjyazrIe na sAdhanA nAnI-moTI, jANItI-ajANI koi pAga choDI ! na saMkalpa ! ... jIvanabhara DoLI Adino upayoga nahIM. 93 vyaktine pUjyazrI pAse himAlayanI uttegatA sAthe varSanI jepha vacce paNa lAMbA vihAro, gAmaDAmAM gharo na hoya to itaronA zItaLatAno ahesAsa thato hato. gharanI pratiphaLa gocarI vAparIne paNa nirdoSa saMyamacaryAnuM pAlana, zArIrika - sAdhukSetre jovA jaIe to svasamadAyamAM ke asvasthatA chatAM jApa Adi nityakrama pUrNa karIne ja suryodaya pachI ja parasamudAyavartAvizuddhasaMyamI ke zithilasaMyamI, prAyaH to 8-9 vAgyA pachI ja vihArano prAraMbha.... sAttvikatAnuM zikhara svasthasvabhAvavALA ke vikRta svabhAvavALA koI hatA pUjyazrI ! paNa sAdhu hoya, pUjyazrI emanA mATe (8) saMkalpabaLa : avicAraNIya banI jatA. guru sAthe vAMdho-vacako pUjyazrInuM saMkalpabaLa pAga ajoDa hatuM. hajI 2-3 divasa pahelA thayA pachI Ave to ya pUjyazrI pAse AvakAra ja ubhA thavAnI paNa zakti na hoya, paDilehaNa mATe be mahAtmAoe pakaDIne maLe. nAnA sAdhu mATe jarUra paDI to kayAreka vaDIlo ubhA rAkhavA paDatA hoya ane pUrve Apela vacana mujabano koi AgaLa kaDavo thaine ya, saMbaMdha bagaDavAnI ciMtA zAsanaprabhAvaka prasaMga AvIne ubho rahe to zarIramAM 8-1 karyA vinA sAdhune sAcavyA che. ghaNA badhA ki.mI.nA vihAranuM joma AvI jatuM... pUjyazrIne A aMge khulAso karavA sAdhuoe pUjyazrInI A udAratAno ahesAsa pUchyuM tyAre pUjyazrIe smita karIne javAba Apyo, ''mArA manamAM jo daDha karyo che. pote vizuddhasaMyamI hovA chatAM Azritone saMkalpa hoya to joma to sAmethI AvI ja jAya.... mane daDha icchA hovI yathAzakti yathAruci ArAdhanA karavA detA. joie... gocarI samaya vItI javA Avyo hoya, e pUrve paNa eka praznanAM pratyuttaramAM pUjyazrIe kaheluM 'tapa zarIranI gocarI AvyAne paNa kalAko thayo hoya chatAMya zakitathI nathI thato, mananA saMkalpathI thAya chezarIrane ya kahyAga saMdhanA prazno, koi zrAvakanI aMgata mUMjhavAgo dura banAvI de te kevuM aneDa saMkalpabaLa !!! karavA pUjyazrI sahajapaNe pUro samaya ApatA. uparokta traNa guNo sivAya asaMkhya guNothI bharela pUjyazrI vAsakSepapradAnanI paNa koIne ya nA pADI nathI. vartamAnanA samasta saMgha mATe Adarza, AlaMbana ane AdhArabhUta hatA. tapamuhUrta jovA sadA tatpara... Ama sakalasaMghane pUjyazrInA caraNomAM anaMtazaH vaMdanA saha prArthanA karIe ke emanA vaDalAnI chAyA jevI nizrA pUjyazrIe ApI che. guNono aMza ApaNAmAM Ave evI zakti ane sattva pUjyazrI ja ape..

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AzritonA kharA hitecchu pa.pU.mu.razmirAja vi.ma.sA. bhISmatapasvI, vAtsalyavAridhi, jyotiSamADa sva.pa.pU. AcAryadeva zrImadvijayahimAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA sAthe be cAturmAsa tathA zeSakALamAM paNa ghaNo samaya sAthe rahevAno avasara maLyo hato. saM. 2056 mAM ekavAra mANekapuramAM vaMdana karatAM mArA paramopakArI gurudeva zrImadvijaya kulacandrasUrijIne tapasvIsamrATa kahe "Aje razmirAja ne vaLageluM bhUta kADhavuM che.'' ame badhA AzcaryamAM paDI gayA, AvuM kaMi che nahIM ne kRpALudeva Ama zA mATe bole che ? Akhare..... karuAgAsAgare khulAso karyo ke ''cA'' pIvAnI lapa lAgI che te bhUta nahIM to bIjuM zuM che ?'' baMne sUridevoe bhegAmaLIne mane barobara DabbAmAM lIdho have AvA tapasvIne nA paNa zI rIte paDAya ? meM kahyuM Apo sAheba bAdhA 1-2 mahinAnI.... pUjyazrI kahe'' nA ! tema nahIM... mane pAcho bhego na thAya tyAM sudhI cA baMdha ! '' mArA manamAM Dara hato ke "mAthAno duHkhAvo zarU thaze to zuM karazuM ?'' paNa AvA tapasvI mahApuruSanuM vacana pALavAM mATe paNa jIva lobhAto hato.... tethI meM tarata hA pADI dIdhI. sAhebe abhigraha Apyo ame vihAra karI amadAvAda AvyA pachI pAlItANA ane navasArI bAda muMbai tarapha, be varSa thayA, eTalAmAM to kRpALuzrI devaloka pAmyA.... have to 'cA' nI yAda paNa nathI AvatI. mAre pAMcamanI ArAdhanArthe daramahine pAMcamano upavAsa hoya tyAre Akho divasa suvAmAM kADhavo paDe. te avasare pUjyazrI AyaMbila karatAM hovA chatAM amArA jevAnuM evuM dhyAna rAkhatAM ke bIjA divase savAre pAraNAno samaya thAya ke tarata mahAtmAne kahe "A mAsakSamaNanA tapasvIne jaldIthI pAraNuM karAvo'' A rIte sutA sutA upavAsa karatAM evA mArA upara pUjyazrInI amIdaSTi paDatAM cA nuM bhayaMkara evuM paga vyasana dUra thatAM pUjyazrIe ApelA 'cA' nA abhigraha bAda to 400 thI paNa vadhu upavAsa karyA ane have tapa karavAno paNa utsAha jAge te pUjyazrInI je kRpAnu phaLa che.

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anerI mamatA.... niDatA..... popakAritA..... savAre lagabhaga 7.00 vAgyAnI AsapAsa jayAre ahIM to bharayuvAna dIkaro !......yauvananA uMbare ubhelo kamAu rajoharaNapradAnanuM muhUrta hatuM. pUjya AcArya bhAi ! bhagavaMtanuM svAthya savArathI ja asvasthahatu tAvanI jo rajA vagara ja dIkSA lai le to zuM na thAya ? mArI dIkSAnA vAvaDa vAyuvege asarane kAraNe 5.pU. zrI nipuNacandravijayajI svajano sudhI pahoMcI gayA. mahArAja sAhebane pravrajyA pradAnanI vidhi karAvavA svajano tAtkAlika doDI AvyA..... dhuMvApuMvA, khuba AkrozamAM AvelA AgaLa mokalyA hatA. rAtrinA ujAgarAbAda mAMDa 1- svajanoe pUjyazrI pratye kaThora ugra vacanono boMbamAro zarU karyo. paraMtu - pa.pU. muni hamadarzanavijayajI ma.sA 2 kalAkanI uMgha lIdhA bAda pUjyazrI potAnA samatAmUrti pUjyazrIe badhuM ja khuba ja zAMtipUrvaka sAMbhaLI lIdhuM paramAtmAnA prAtaHkAlIna jApanI ArAdhanA, pratikramaNa, zAsanamATe niHsvArthabhAve kaThora evA paNa vacanone sahana karI lIdhA... paDilehaNavidhi karIne asvasthatA hovA chatAM tame dIkSA ApI che ? evA praznanA javAbamAM pUjyazrIe koipaNa jAtanA mArA pUrvajanmakRta baMdhAyelA azubhakarmanA junAgaDha gAmamAMthI lagabhaga sADApAMca kIlomITarano gallAtallA karyA vagara khUbaja nIDaratApUrvaka spaSTapaNe jaNAvyuM ke* mumukSunA vipAke prabaLa cAritramohanIya karmano udayakALa vihAra karI giranAra taLeTI pahoMcyA ane tyAMthI brahmacaryavratanI rakSA saMyamajIvanathI sahaja ane suMdara thaze..... tethI meM mAruM kartavya pArivahAganI prabaLa bhAvanA hovA 3000 pagathiyAnuM caDhANa karI prabhunI dIkSA- bajAvyuM che!" chatAM mAtuzrInI kensaranI bimArIne kAraNe tAtkAlika kevalajJAna kalyANabhUmi sahasAvana padhAryA ! e jANe ke mArI makkamatAnI parIkSA karavA na AvyA hoya ! tema A dazya joi dIkSA thAya tevA saMyoga jaNAtAM nahotA te avasare mArA bhavodadhitAraka gurudeva pa.pU. A. hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI vinaMtIthI bhImatapasvI pa.pU.A. himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe mAtra paropakAra buddhithI khAnagI dIkSA ApavAnI vAtano svIkAra karyo. | dIkSA junAgaDha gAmamAM karavI ke anya sthAne ? A vicAraNAmAM lagabhaga rAtrinA bAra 'siMhanI jema cAstri lIdhuM che to siMhanI jema pALajo." sADAbAra vAgI gayA.... ane giranAratIrthanA tIthAdhipati bAvIzamAM bAlabU hma cArI neminAthaprabhunI dIkSA-kevaLajJAna kalyANakabhUmi avasare rajoharaNapradAnanA muhUrtanI aMtimavaDIo dharmanA raMge raMgAyelA evA svajanono dAvAnaLa paNa pUjyazrInA saMyama-tapanA sahasAvana madhya samavasaraNa jinAlayamAM dIkSA ja gaNAya rahI hatI, e maMgalapaLe pUjyazrInA puNyaprabhAve zamI gayo..... ApavAnuM nakkI thayuM. zubhahaste mane bhavodadhinAraka rajoharaNanI prApti thai! are ! saMsArI mAtuzrIe to pahelethI ja temane zikhAmaNa ApIne mokalyA AvA ghoratapasvI pUjyazrInI kevI paropakAra- hatA ke "jo teNe dIkSA na lIdhI hoya ane mAtra dekhAva karavA mATe ja veSadhAraNa parAyaNatA ! AvA mahApuruSanA haste ogho prApta karyo hoya to tenI dhAmadhUmathI ApaNe dIkSA karazuM ane jo kharekhara dIkSA lIdhI ja thatAM mAre to JACKPOT lAgI gayo ! hoya to temane kapaDuM -kAmaLI vagere upakaraNo vahorAvajo..... ane sAthe sAthe bIjI tarapha.... zikhAmaNa paNa lakhI mokalAvela ke "siMhanI jema cAritra lIdhuM che to siMhanI koi vyakita koinA 500-100 rUpiyA jema pALajo" AvA paramopakArI dIkSAdAtAguru-mAtA-pitAnA upakArono Sonal chInavI jAya to kevo saMgrAma racAya jAya ? badalo bhavobhave paNa kai rIte vALI zakAya !!!

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pUjyazrI pratyenAM mArA anubhavyo che - pa.pU.muni premasuMdaravijayajI yAda Ave che te dhanya divasa ane paLa. prAyaH 2056 mAM muluMDa jhavera roDa saMghamAM zeSa kAla daramiyAna pUjyapAda dAdA gurudeva gacchAdhipati zrI jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tathA mArA upakArI gurudeva A.bha.zrI jayasuMdarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. (tyAre paMnyAsajI) nI pAvana nizrA hatI... AtmIya munivara zrI hemavallabhavijayajI ma.sA. no patra Avyo.... " dhagadhagato unALAno samaya, rastAo para paga ja na mUkI zakAya evo baporano samaya ane jANe potAnAM dAdA gurudeva saccAritracUDAmaNi pUjyapAda A.bha.zrImad vijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI yAda apAve te rIte mastIthI haju paNa pUjyapAdathI (pU.cAritranAyakazrI) vihAra kare che.... savAranuM nitya Avazyaka kArya 9 thI 930 kalAke pUrAM thAya pachI vihAra, 92-93 varSanI jaipha vaye paNa AvI saMyamanI mastI... sthAne pahoMcatA 2-3 vAgI jAya... pachI bhakta muni nirdoSa gocarI levA jAya.... sukAM roTalAM ane pANIthI AyaMbila karI saMyamajIvanano rasAsvAda mANe...." | A vAto vAMcI to jANe cakkara ja khAi gayo.. AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA... dareka mahAtmAne A patra batAvavA-kahevA prazaMsA karavA gayo, kevA mArA dIkSAguru ! kevo bhISma tapa ! kevuM pracaMDa saMyama ! kevI sAdhanAnI mastI ! kevo nirdoSa caryAno AMnada! kevI kaThora sAdhanA - upAsanA ! jANe huM pAgala so banI gayo... bahumAnano kepha evo caDelo ke avAra-navAra A prasaMganI vAta anekonI AgaLa gAi cUkyo chuM..... te divase paNa Aja kephamAM pUjyapAda gacchAdhipatizrI pAse gayo. kAgaLa vaMcAvyo, temanI Adata pramANe badhu kAma paDatuM mUkIne kAgaLa vAMcatAM ja pUjyazrI pratye je ahobhAva AdarabhAva pragaTa thayo... teozrI paNa raDI paDyA.... kahe kai pUjayazrI ll likAlanI sAhAna zALe virala vibhUti che... potAnA mATe potAnI icchAthI tapa karanArA to ghaNA che. paNa zrI saMghanI ekatA mATe potAnI jAtane ghasI nAkhanArAM, zarIranI ya mamatA ne tyajI denArA A to koi avvala koTInAM parArthavyasanI mahAtmA che... Ajeya e divasa manamAM ghumarAyA kare che... pUjyazrInAM guNomAM pAgala banI ramavAnI nA rI sAjA che... te divasanI paLo blNe bIjI paNa te sarve paLonI, pUjayazrIdi guNasamudramAM DUbavAnI kSaNone khULa-khUba bhaidu... llumodu chuM.... kSamAvaMta ThayA_AjI, niHpRha tanu nIrAyA nirviSayI djAti parejI, vire muni mahAbha||, 4ka nIrasara ! - pU.devacaMdrajI ma.sA. kRta carcAsamitinI sajajhAya A gAthA pUjyazrIne akSarazaH ghaTe che.... prabala cAritramohanIya karmodayanAM kAraNe saMyamajIvananI prApti mATe mane cheka sudhI ghaNAM aMtarAyo naDyAM.... chelle kaMika pugyodaya jAgyo ke A pracaMDa tapasvI,saMyamI, brahmasamrATanuM zaraNuM maLyuM... emanA saMyamabalathI. tapobalathI, puNyabalathI, puruSArthabalathI mArI dIkSA thai zakI anyathA saMsAranAM kIcaDamAM kayAM DUbI marI gayo hota ke jeno koi patto'ya na malata.... | saM. 2047 mAM anekonAM tAraNahAra pa.pU. A.bha. zrImad vijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tathA pa. pU. A.bha. zrImad vijaya jayaghoSa sUrIzvarajI ma.sA.e mane saMyamaprApti mATe pU. A.zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. mAraphata pUjyazrI pAse dIkSA mATe (kAraNa ke bannenuM cAturmAsa sAthe hatuM) mokalyo... prAyaH je.su. 8 nA rAtre tapopuMja pUjyazrInAM jIMdagImAM prathama darzana thayA.... na jANa na pahecAna.. pUjyazrI gujarAtI huM rAjasthAnI khAnagI dIkSA ApavAnI hatI ane tarata nirNaya levAyo, je. su. 11 (2047) nAM meghANInagara zrI jainasaMgha, amadAvAdamAM mane dIkSA ApavAnuM nakkI thayuM. jenAM mATe varSothI huM talasato hato tenI TUMka samayamAM ja acAnaka prAptinAM samAcAra sAMbhaLI pUjyazrInAM puNyabala ane puruSArtha himmata para phidA-phidA thai gayo. saMghanAM mobhIone ekatrita karI sIdho ja nirNaya kahI devAmAM Avyo.... te divase zrIsaMghanA derAsaramAM zrI sAcAsumatinAthabhagavAnanI pratiSThAno paNa dhanya divasa hato... paNa, haju mArA aMtarAyo mane naDatAM hatAM..... derAsaranI pratiSThAno maMgala avasara che, sarvatra AnaMda ullAsa che, emAM A chokarAnI dIkSA, zI rIte thai zake ? enAM bA-bApujInI saMmati nathI, ane vaLI rAjasthAnI che. dIkSA bAda enAM kuTuMbIo Ave to zuM javAba Apavo... ? mAhola bagaDI jAya, mATe atyAre A dIkSA na thai zake .... V ODA

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ta5 sAgaranI pele pAra sUri himAMzu jIbaja sAra - pa.pU.muni kulabhAnuvijayajI pUjyazrIe kahyuM - ''tamAre dIkSA apAvavI hoya to apAvo, huM to Ane dIkSA ApavAno ja chuM. tamane mAhola bagaDavAno Dara hoya to huM rANIpa saMghamAM jai AnI dIkSA karIza...' TrasTIoe kahyuM - "to ahIMnI pratiSThA koNa karaze ?' sAhebajIe kahyuM- "A nararatnasUrijI karaze''. (pUjyazrInAM saMsArI dikarA) (pUjyazrInI niHspRhatA keTalI ! bhagavAnanI pratiSThA svayaM ja karavAno A bhUlano ahesAsa thayo prAyazcita karavA mATe Dabala moha bilakula nathI potAnI anukULatAnA abhAvamAM jerathI bhAvathI pAchInI sevA karavA lAgyo. pratiSThA ja bIjAne soMpI dIdhI... pratiSThAno Adara to che cittaprasannatA, saMyamazuddhi, aucitya, bhakita,svAdhyAya ja, TrasTIoe vicAryuM -" je tapasvIAcArya bhagavaMtane ame pratiSThA mATe lAvyA te ja jo pratiSThA karyA vinA, dIkSA vigere aneka guNono vikAsa thavA lAgyo.... pUjyazrInI ApavA mATe anya sthaLe javAnI vAta karatAM hoya to dIkSA levAnuM tAtkAlika kevuM uttama phaLa che ? mATe ApaNe virodha na karavo joie." ane turaMta ja dIkSA pUjyazrIe anekonAM jIvanamAM ratnatrayInAM bIjanuM karavAnI jaya bolAi...ane pUjyazrInAM tapobale, vAvetara karyu che. anekonAM jIvanamAM emanI yogyatA pramANe saMyamabale, puNyabale mArA saMyamanAM aMtarAya tUTyAM ane te bIja aMkurita karI , choDa banAvI chelle phula ane phaLa | pUjyazrIe potAnAM saMyamapUta haste mane saMyamapradAna karyuM... sudhInI kakSA sudhI paNa pahoMcADyA che... temanAM ekoeka dIkSAdAtA guravarano aMnata-anaMta upakAra !!! guNonI suMdaramAM suMdara mAvajatanuM atyaMta prazasta ane chelle chelle paNa pUjyazrInA anaMta kRpAbaLathI saMsArI sukhada pariNAma Aje samasta zrIsaMgha tathA AkhuM ya vizva gharathI dIkSA mATe saMmati maLI gai hatI, teo jarAka moDA paDyA hatA, ane bIje divase AvI gayA hatAM. kevo A anubhavI rahyuM che... pUjyazrIno kRpAvaibhava ! - pUjyazrInI vasamI vidAya khUba ja AghAtajanaka | pUjyazrInAM AvA aneka guNavaibhavanAM prabhAvanI hatI... have amArA jevA upara AvA upakAro koNa karaze? vAto karatAM rahIe to zAhI khUTI jAya... kAgaLo ochA o pUjyazrI ! ApazrI jyAM ho tyAMthI paNa ama bALa I upara karuNAno dhodha varasAvI hameMzA dharmAbhimukha, saMyamanI prApti thayA bAda eka mAtra svAdhyAyanI ja mokSAbhimukha karatAM rahezo. sadA amArI sAthe rahezo... dhUna hovAthI pUjyazrInI sevA-bhakitanI meM ghaNI upekSA , karI, eka varSa sudhI te samaya daramyAna mAro joie evo yAvannApnomi padavIM parAMtvadanubhAvajAm / abhyAsa paNa na thayo ane sevA-bhaktithI paNa vaMcita tAvanmayi zaraNya ! tvaM mA muMca zaraNaM zrite / / rahyo.... bAvAnA to beu bagaDyA jevuM thayuM aMte mane mArI jANa kevo vizALakAya hoya che e... atAga enI jaLarAzi... ghUghavatA enA vAMbha vAMbha uchaLatA mojAo... apAra enA kinArAo ... goLa goLa pharatI emAM aneka bhamarIo.. jIvano satyAnAza vALI de evA jaLacara prANIothI vyAsa e sAgara joine chAtInA pATIyA besI jAya ne ? .... to pachI ene nija be bAhuthI taravAnI to vAta ja zI ? - evA paNa dariyAne eka hiMmata ane apUrva ullAsa bharyo taravaiyo tarI jANe che... kAMDAnuM kauvata dAkhavIne.. vacamAM AvatA pIchehaTha karAvanArA tamAma paribaLone OVERTAKE karIne... jaLacarothI potAnI jAtane sAcavI laine.. vaNathaMbhyA prayAsa dvArA e sAme kinAre pahoMcI javA saphaLa banI jAya che! tapa ! eka navakArazI paNa karavI keTalI agharI ! sUryAstathI mAMDI cheka sUryodaya uparAMta be ghaDI sudhI moDhAmAM dhAnyano eka dANo nAkhavAno nahI... pANI paNa moDI rAta sudhI nahi paNa te pUrve ja patAvI devAnuM ! jainetaro to mAtra A navakArazInI vAta sAMbhaLIneja AbhA banI jAya... 'huM ! 12-12 kalAka sudhI khAvAnuM ja nahi ! pachI zarIra Take zI rIte ? bhUkhyA zI rIte rahevAya ? ityAdi aneka prazno emanA moM mAMthI sarI jAya. emaboral Forate

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jo ke jenone to navakArazImAM HARDNESS nAM darzana thatA nathI. teo pUjyazrInA FAVOURATE gurudeva pU. saccAIjha cUDAmaNa mATe to e saheluM hoya che. to navakArazIthI porisImAM javuM ... sATu porisImAM che. deva. zrI preahsUrIzvarajI ma.sA. na javuM.... biyAsaNA-ekAsaNAmAM AvavuM.... emAM HARDNESS anubhavAya che... sattva phoravavuM paDe che... emAMya AyaMbila ane upavAsanI vAta to khUbaja pUjAthIno FAVOURITE tapa AyaMbila HARDNESS no anubhava karAve che... ghaNuM ghaNuM sattva dAkhavyA vinA emAM pUjayazrInA FAVOURITE bhagavAna zrI geminAthadAdA pragati sadhAtI nathI. ' pUjayazrIbA FAVOURITE dii zakuMjaya mane giranAra parama pUjya tapasamrATa, kaThora saMyamI, sAttvika dRDha manobaLanA svAmI, pUjAthInI FAVOURATE icchA zrI saMghaoNDatA vayovRddha, AcArya bhagavaMta zrImadvijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanuM jIvana bhalabhalAne eka vAra to herata pamADI de evuM jANe apratima sAdhanAmaya hatuM. pUjAzrInuM FAVOURITE RvA giranArajImAM cAturmAsa anAdikAlIna AhArasaMjJA jora mAratI hoya... viTAmina - proTinanA nAme pUjayazrIbIFAVOURITE aMtima icchA vartamAnakAlIna khAvAnI paddhati pUrajozamAM potAno prabhAva phelAvatI hoya.... zarIra giranArajInA sAMnidhyamAM samAdhimaraNa. vRddha-nabaLuM paDe eTale saheja mana snigdha gocarI pratye AkarSAtuM hoya.... bhaktoDokaTaronI pAraNA aMge lobhAmaNI vinaMtio thatI hoya. zarIramAM rogo paNa pUjyazrIe pU. AcArya zrI premasUri ma.sA.nI icchA pramANenuM tapajIvana potAnA taMbU nAkhIne davA sAthe anupAna (dUdhAdi) levA zarIrane majabUra karatA jIvI jANyuM.... pote AyaMbilamaya banI gayA. pUjyazrI AdinA tapanA prabhAve hoya... e badhAnI vacce paNa pracaMDa sanyanA baLe, deva-garanI asIma kRpA paNa jANe Aje jinazAsanamAM mahadaMze ekatA jovA maLe che. (vi.saM. 2044 nA jhIlavAnA AdhAre, mana sAthe tumula yuddha karIne jinAjJA pratibaddhatApUrvaka adbhuta saMmelanamAM saMvigna - gItArtha AcAryabhagavaMtone jabbara Teko ApIne saMdha ullAsa phoravIne mAtra jenajagata nahi paNa AkhAya vizvamAM emaNe jANe eka ekatAnI bhUmikAmAM jabbarajasta bhAga bhajavyo hato)... nitya jApamAM zrI alaukika Adarza ubho karI dIdho ! o... ho.. ho ane a..dha..dha..dha... zabdo neminAthajInI mALA pheravatA hatA... dhyAna dharatA hatA. giranArajInA eka pASANa nIkaLI paDe evo pUjyazrIno tapa hato.. haja yuvAnImAM AyaMbila upavAsa karavA para jApa karatA hatA... vAsakSepa karatA hato... paNa, pUjyazrInuM svapna sAkAra zI e eka vAta judI che ane jiMdagI AkhI tapamaya banAvavI ... temAMya chellA samaya rIte bane ? bhAre muzkelIbharyuM kAma hatuM e... ahIM, videzanI eka ghaTanA yAda Ave sudhI avirata AyaMbilano tapa cAlu rAkhavo e eka kharekhara anokhI vAta che. che.... vArtA ghaNI moTI che.. TUMkANamAM vAta ema che ke, amerikAno vikhyAta | ghanya | DoLIno upayoga karavAno nahI... potAnA jApAdi tamAma kAryo karI lIdhA abhinetA cArlsa phAlgana... janma eno keneDAnA prinsaddIpa para... enI sakhata bAda ja vihAra karavAno (unALo hoya ke ziyALo... ane teya vRddhapaNe paNa !)... icchA hatI ke "mAro agni saMskAra prinsadvIpa para thAya... potAnA cAhakone eNe sAme gAme pahoMcyA bAda nirdoSa gocarI vAparavAnI... sAthe gADI, are ! sAikala ke e icchA kahI rAkhelI... enuM mota thayuM TeksAsamAM tyAMthI prinsadvIpa be hajAra ghanya mANasa paNa rAkhavAno nahI... apramatapaNe AvazyakAdi kriyA, jJAna, dhyAna, mAila dUra hatuM... have zuM karavuM ? chevaTe enA cAhakoe enI kophIna para enuM jApa, zrI saMghanA kAryomAM vyApRta rahevAnuM.. paMcamakALamAM A ugratA ane sAdhanA nAma... saranAmuM ane aMtima icchA eka cAMdInI takatI para lakhIne kophInane e ajAyabIna kahevAya zuM? TeksAsanA ja kabrastAnamAM daphanAvI dIdhuM. be mahinA bAda TeksAsamAM musaLadhAra | mane kahevA do... sAdhutAnuM utkRSTa jIvana jIvavuM to dUra... paNa e jIvanane varasAda thayo... samudramAM tophAna caDhayuM.. cArekora dharatI jaLabaMbAkAra banI gai najaro najare nihALavuM e to (chevaTe ene sAMbhaLavA mATe paNa ) aneka bhavonuM jemAM kabaro paNa taNAvA lAgI enAM cArlsanuM kophIna paNa bahAra nIkaLI gayuM..... puNya bhegu thayuM hoya to ja bane ! pUjyazrIe svayaM e jIvana jIvI jANyuM che... phaloriDA prAMtanA dvIpathI mekisakonA samudramAM... tyAMthI ekalAMTika sAgaramAM, tyAMthI dhanya dhanya zAsana maMDANa sUrivarA '' seMTa lorensa samudramAM ane tyAMthI prinsakIpa para e kophIna pahoMcyuM... taktI vAMcIne tyAMnA loko rAjI thayA.... tyAM tenI kabara banAvI. zAsana maMDaNa dasa vALane sUrivarA

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* pUjyazrInI uMmara 94 varSanI, zarIramAM have jhAjho kAMi kasa hato nahI.. amadAvAdamAM pUjyazrInI sthiratA ane cheka kayAM pAlItANA, ne giranArajI! paNa pUjyazrIno A daDha saMkalpa hato ke jIvananuM chelluM comAsu giranArajImAM karavuM... pUjyazrInuM pracaMDa sattva e svapnapUrti mATe mAjA mUkI rahyuM hatuM.... mana giranArajI mATe talapApaDa hatuM. eTalAmAM eka divasa potAnI aMtima FAVOURITE nI siddhi mATe pUjyazrIe kadama uThAvyA..... utsAhabhera vANathaMbhyA vihAro karI (yAda rahe, vihAramAM keTalIye takalIpho AvI haze... paNa ene gaNakAryA vinA) pAlitANA dAdAne juhAryA ... comAsuM pAlItANAmAM ja karyuM... punaH giranArajI tarapha prayANa mAMDyA. chevaTe, zrI neminAthadAdAnI godamAM AvI pahoMcyA... kahevAya che ke"NO TASK IS TOO SIFF FOR HUMAN WILL" EX H-14014 mAnavIne himAlaya paNa naDato nathI... raMge caMge seMkaDo varSanA itihAsamAM prathamavAra giranAra taLeTImAM comAsu thayuM..... pAlitANA jevI ja giranAramAM suMdara taLeTI nirmANanI jaya bolAvI... aMte, AMkha sAme giranAra, manamAM samAdhi, prabhuzrI neminAthajInuM dhyAna, mukhamAM zrI neminAthajInuM tathA arihaMta" nuM raTaNa.... zrI saMghanI hAjarImAM pUjyazrInA haMsalAe koka divya dharAne ajavALavA prayANa AdaryuM.! tapasvI surirAjanA dedIpyamAna alaukika adbhuta sAdhanAmaya jIvanane jotAM ane savizeSa tapomaya jIvanane jotAM lokonAM hRdaya pokArI uThe che " kharekhara pUjyazrI to tapasAgarane tarI gayA hoM! " ane tethI ja kahevAya che...., * *tapa sAgara pele pAra, sUri hiaiAMzu jIvavA sAra' ' prAMte eka agatyanI vAta! yogI to yogI ja hoya che..... sAdhanAmAM vyApRta hoya che... athAka parizrama thakI siddhi meLave che.. emAM, yogInuM uttaradAyitva sAcavanAra, yogInI paDakhe satata rahenAra, dareka kriyAmAM sahAyaka bananAra uttarasAdhakanI sAdhanA paNa eTalI ja mahattvanI hoya che.... yogInI siddhimAM uttarasAdhakano paNa mahattvano phALo hoya che. pU. tapasvI zrI himAMzusUri ma.sA. nI yAda sAthe ja AMkha sAme taravare pUjyazrInuM uttaradAyitva sAcavanAra, pUjyazrInI jema ja AyaMbilane potAno FAVOURITE tapa banAvIne, satata emAM ja ramanArA, pUjyazrInI chAyA banIne rahenArA, uttarasAdhaka, akhaMDa vaiyAvacca karanArA pUjya munirAja zrI hemavallabha vijayajI mahArAja sAheba ! | munirAjazrIe potAnA bIjA tamAma yogone gauNa karIne, tamAma potAnI zakitane kAryarata karIne... ekamanA thaine pUjyazrInI adbhuta sevA karI che. - pUjyazrIne pratikramaNa karAvavuM, ubhaya TaMka teonuM paDilehaNa karavuM, nirdoSa gocarInI gaveSaNA pUrvaka dUra dUrathI gocarI lAvavI vihAromAM bhara bapore 2-3 vAge mukAme pahoMcavuM .... ne vaLI 2-4 kilomITara gocarI javuM paDe to javAnuM vagere te paNa prasannavadane !! ... lAvelI gocarI pUjyazrIne vaparAvavI, pUjyazrIe vAparI lIdhA bAda vadhyuM -ghaTayuM , ochuM -vadhatuM vAparI javAnuM, .. pUjyazrInuM mAtru paraThavavA rAte 2-4 vAra uThavAnuM ...vihAramAM potAnI ane pUjyazrInI upadhi - pANIno moTo loTa (ghaDo) tathA 5-6 pAkITo upADavAnA (sAMbhaLavA pramANe Azare 20 thI 22 kilo vajana e badhAnuM thAya)... taduparAMta pUjyazrIne vihAramAM hAthano Teko ApavAno (jemAM pUjyazrI sva zarIranuM saMpUrNa vajana temanA hAthapara DhALI detA)... ane avAranavAra AvatA saMghanA anekavidha kAryomAM munirAjazrIno sahayoga hoya...chatAMya kayAMya emanAmAM abhimAnano chAMTo jovA maLyo nathI.... ke bIjI koi dInatA vagerenI chAyA dekhANI nathI...utsAha ane prasannatApUrvaka avirata sevA karIne pUrvanA muninI yAda apAvanArA munirAjazrInI paNa anumodanA khuba khuba karIe chIe... tapasvI sUridevanI suMdara sevA dvArA munirAjazrIe vipula karmanirjarA karI che ne aDhaLaka puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanu upArjana karyu che... e bezaka vAta che ! "NO TASK IS TOO SIFF FOR HUMAN WILL" For Private Per Only

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vAtsalyanI. gaoNMtrI 5.pU. muni sattvabodhivijayajI ma.sA. saM. 2052mAM vAsaNA upAzraya amadAvAda madhye madhyAhnakALano samaya hato.... pUjyazrI hAthamAM pustaka lai potAnA nitya svAdhyAyamAM lIna hatA..... te avasare pUjyazrInA caraNomAM jai beTho, paraMtu teozrInA jhaLahaLatA AtmatejathI aMjAya gayo ane kaMi paNa bolavA asamartha banI gayo..... dhIme dhIme rAtrino samaya pasAra thai cUkyo hato ane prAtaHkAlathI pUjyazrI potAnA nityakrama mujaba lagabhaga 3-4 kalAkanA jApanI ArAdhanAnI AtmamastI mANI cUkyA hatA te avasare huM pUjyazrInA caraNomAM pahoMcI gayo ane tarata ja khUba ja vAtsalyabharyA vacano sAthe smita verIne pUjyazrI e pUchyuM, ''kema AvyA cho ?'' meM pUjyazrIne vAta karI ke, "sAhebajI ! huM ApanA pautra samAna bALa chuM tethI mane 'tame' kahIne na bolavatAM '* 'tu' kahezo to mane vadhu AnaMda thaze ane ApanA pratye potAnApaNAno bhAva vizeSa dRDha banaze ''tyAre pUjyazrIe javAba Apyo ke, "yogya vyaktine yogya sanmAna maLavuM ja joie, tame prabhuvIranA cIMdhelA mArganA AgagArapaNAne pAmyA cho ! '' pachI meM vAta karI, ''sAhebajI ! amArI paristhiti kaphoDI che, amArA mana khUba nabaLA che, ApanI sAthe AyaMbila karavAnA manoratho khUba thAya che paraMtu sAthe sAthe kSudhAvedanIyakarmano pracaMDodayapaNa teTalo ja satAve che...... ApanI mAphaka be traNa vAgyA sudhI bhUkhyA rahevAnI mArI kSamatA nathI..... ApazrI vahelA gocarI vAparavA padhAro to mArA jevA nabaLA manobaLavALA upara moTo upakAra thaze...' ATaluM bolatAM ja teozrIe kahyuM- hemavallavejAjI ! cAlo ApaNe derAsara jai AvI..... bAjathI ApaNI gorArIno samaya vahelo karI daie ! A mudvavara sIdAya te bilakula na cAle ! kevo pUjyazrIno vAtsalyabhAva ! kara varSA paryAyavALA A mahApuruSo mArA jevA be varSanA paryAyavALA nAnA sAdhu pratye paNa kevo snehabhAva! sAhebajI svayaM AyaMbilanA pharasANa vagere lagabhaga tyAga karatAM to bIjI tarapha amArA jevA AyaMbilanA kSetramAM pA..pA.. pagalI bharatAM zramaNane yogya dravyo vaparAvavAnuM kayAre paNa cUkatA nahIM. AyaMbila karatA karatA eka vakhata sAhajika majAkamAM me pUjyazrIne kahyuM, '"sAhebajI ! A pAtrI AyaMbilanuM bhojana pAmavA valakhA mArI rahI che tethI kRpA karI Apa A pAtrImAM gocarI vAparo !'' tyAre pUjyazrIe vaLato uttara ApatAM jaNAvyuM,'' A lyo ! tame ja temAM gocarI vAparI lyo ! ane amArA baMnenA mukha upara hAsya relAya gayuM Aje paNa te dazya satata najara sAme taravarI / rahyuM che. - dAvAo zata zata vaMdana ho e sadA vAtsalya nIra vahetI gaMgAmaiyAne!!! www.janbrary.org

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e upakAra tapasvIsamrATa, makakama manobaLa dharAvanAra, vacanasiddha, jeno joTo A jagatamAM na maLe tevA, jemanI eka AMkhamAM saMyama pratye kaTTaratA ane bIjI AMkhamAM vAtsalya evA aneka guNothI alaMkRta pU. pAda. A.bha. himAMzusUri ma.sA. mATe zuM lakhavuM zuM na lakhavuM te muMjhavAgabharyuM kAma che. mAre dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA hatI paNa moha-ajJAnane vaza mArA saMsArIpitAzrI dIkSA mATe nA pADatA hatAM. gharamAM dIkSA mATe khUba prayatna karyA. ghaNI dalIlabAjI paNa karI paNa teo khUba makkama hatA. Ama 3-4 varasa vItI gayA. have vicAra Avyo ke jo Amane Ama samaya pasAra thaze to mAruM zuM thaze ? pU.pitAzrIne bIjo koi vAMdho nathI. phakta mArA upara moha che tethI dIkSAnI nA pADe che, tethI eka divasa gharamAM kahyA vagara bhAgI gayo. sIdho amadAvAda-vAsaNA jyAM sAheba birAjamAna hatA tyAM Avyo. gharethI pahelIvAra bhAgI gayo hato tethI khUba gabharAi gayelo. paNa jevo sAheba pAse gayo, sAhebe premathI mAthA upara hAtha pheravyo ane kIdhuM gabharAto nahIM badhuM ja sAruM thai jaze. trIje divase pAcho mArA saMsArI ghare mulunDa - muMbai pahoMcI gayo. ghare pahoMcatA thoDI pitAzrInI bIka hatI paNa zuM jANe camatkAra thai gayo teoe eka zabda paNa kIdho nahIM ane mane ema thayuM ke bAjI mArI tarapheNamAM che. Education Inmational kadIya na visarAya !!! 5.pU.muni yazakalyANavijayajI thoDA divasa pachI avasara pAmI pAchI dIkSAnI vAta karI. temano eka ja sUra hato ke saMsAramAM rahIne je karavuM hoya te kara paNa dIkSA to maLaze ja nahi AthI meM vicAra karyo ke ekavAra bhAgI gayo to pappAne bahu asara thai nathI tethI pU. pAda. A. zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nuM nAma lai bIjI vAra bhAgI gayo. jeTha suda 7, 2052nA sAheba pAse AvI gayo. ane dIkSAnI mAMgaNI karI sAhebe kIdhuM - "tArA gharavALA rAjIkhuzIthI dIkSA mATe hA pADaze to ja huM tane dIkSA ApuM." meM sAhebane kIdhu ke gharamAM badhA rAjI che paNa pU. pitAzrI mohane kAraNe nA pADe che. sAhabenA moDhAmAMthI tyAre nIkaLI gayuM ke ''tArA pitAzrI mAnI jaze tuM prayatna kara.'" sAheba kevA vacanasiddha che tenI mane khabara na hatI. ethI mane tyAre vicAra Avyo ke zuM pitAzrI mAnaze ? ane meM sAhebanuM nAma lai amadAvAdathI ghare phona karyo. zarUAtamAM pitAzrIe kIdhuM tuM ekavAra ghare AvI jA pachI ApaNe tane dIkSA ApIzuM meM kIdhuM tame ekavAra dIkSAnI jaya bolAvo pachI ja huM ghera AvIza. ane kharekhara sAhebano zo jAdu-camatkAra ke pitAzrI jeTha suda-10 nA amadAvAda AvyA. sau rAjIkhuzImAM hatAM. gharanA badhA sabhyo sAthe mAruM dIkSA mATenuM muhUrta levA sAheba pAse lagabhaga 9 vAge pahoMcyA sAhebe kIdhuM tame badhA 3 vAge Avo huM muhUrta joine rAkhIza. ame badhA 3 vAge sAheba pAse pahoMcI gayA. sAhebe kIdhuM jeTha suda 12nA divase muhUrta zreSTha che. doDha divasa -(36 kalAka pachI) ! ATalI jaldI dIkSA mATe pitAzrI ane bhAi e zarUAtamAM AnAkAnI karI paNa sAhebanA aciMtya koTInA prabhAvanA kAraNe teo mAnI gayA ane sAMje pAMca vAge dIkSAnI jaya bolAi je pitAzrI dIkSAnA kaTTara virodhI hatA te mArI dIkSA 36 kalAka pachI ApavA rAjI thayA te to huM mAnI zakato na hato. kharekhara mArA mATe to camatkAra ja hato. ane jeTha suda12nA sAhebanA varada haste mane ogho maLyo. sAhebano kevo camatkAra ke ATalI jaldI dIkSA nakkI thai, mArI dIkSAnA samAcAra vAyuvege badhe pahoMcI gayA. dIkSAnA divase trIsathI paNa vadhAre pU. sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMto upasthita hatA. jyAM 2-3 mahAtmA sivAya koinI apekSA na hatI tyAM 3030 mahAtmAo upasthita hatA te paNa sAhebano camatkAra! BY

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amoghavacananA vAta dIkSA pachI pitAzrIno svabhAva ekadama ja badalAi gayo have teo dIkSA mATe koi ne paNa rokatA nathI ane sAhebano khUba khUba AbhAra mAne che ane sAthe sAthe mane dIkSA mATe aMtarAya karyo te mATe temane anahada duHkha paNa che pazcAtApa paNa che AMkhomAM AMsu paNa che. sAheba kevA vacanasiddha puruSa ! ke jemanI vANI kadIyA niSphaLa gai nathI are ! temanuM astitva paNa gajabanuM kAma kare che. AvA uttamottama mahAtmAnA hAthe mane ogho maLyo ne cAritrajIvanamAM padArpaNa thayuM tene huM mAruM parama saubhAgya samajuM chuM. Aje paNa sAhebanA e upakAranI smRti AMkhane bhInI karI de che. samagra jIvana paryaMta saMghanI ekatAnA saMkalpathI AyaMbila tapa AdarI je azakyaprAyaH sAdhanAno mahAyajJA mAMDaco te pUjyazrInI ciravidAya mAtra bhakatavargane nahiM paNa samagra saMghane sAle che. eka pUrI na zakAya tevI khoTa saMgha ane zAsanamAM paDI che. aMtaranA aMtarathI prArthanA karuM chuM ke sAheba jayAM paNa hoya tyAMthI divyaArzIvAda mArA para ne samasta saMgha para varasAve... ne koi agamya paribaLo evA ubhA thAya ke jethI sAhebanI saMgha ekatAnI bhAvanA paripUrNa thAya. - pa.pU. muni darzanavijayajI ma.sA. mArA saMyamagrahANa pUrve 8-10 divasa vAsaNAamadAvAda mukAme sAhebajInA sAMnidhyamAM rahevAnI sohAmaNI paLo mANavAno avasara sAMpaDyo hato. tevAmAM mArI dIkSAnuM muhUrta kaDhAvavAno samaya Avyo ane pUjyazrIe mahAsuda 13nuM muhUrta pradAna karyuM ame ghare gayA thoDA divasamAM benanA lagnaprasaMgano divasa jogAnujoga dIkSA bAda eka divasa choDI bIjA ja divase Avato hato svajano vicAramAM paDI gayA, huM thoDo muMjhAyo mArI dIkSA kensalato nahIM thAya ne ? ane sAhebajIne samAcAra ApyA to sAhebajInA AzIrvAda sAthe javAba Avyo ke "tuM ciMtA na kara ! tArI dIkSA ApelA muhUrta nirvidane pAra paDaze !" A tarapha sau svajanonA mananA vicAro pharI gayA ane baMne prasaMgo eka ja divasanA aMtaramAM thai jAya to sAruM ja kahevAya ne? evuM vicArI banne prasaMgo samayasara sAcavI levAno nirNaya levAyo. jethI dUradUrathI AvelA sagAsaMbaMdhIone paNa eka sAthe banne prasaMgomAM hAjarI ApavAnuM saraLa banI gayuM ane mane bhavatAraNa bhAgavatI pravrajyAnI prApti thai ! koTI koTI vaMdanAte vacanasiddha vibhUti ne !!! an ucation international

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himAMzudAdA vinA mane saMyamalakSmI vI hota ? pa.pU. muni jJAnavallabha vi.ma.sA. cauda-cauda varSa sudhI gRhAMgaNamAM birAjamAna thayelA devAdhideva saMbhavanAthaprabhunI aciMtyakRpA tathA chellA daseka varSathI saMsArI gharanI sAme rahelA vAsaNA jaina upAzrayamAM birAjamAna paramopakArI, dIkSAdAtA pa.pU.A.himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI anarAdhAra vahetI amIdhArA vinA mane saMyamalakSmI varI hota ? bhavaaTavImAM bhamADanArA saMsAramAM 58 varSanI uMmara paryaMta saMsAranI javAbadArIo adA karavA arthopArjananI pravRtimAMthI nivRtta thavAnA aMtimadivase pUjyazrI pAse mAMgalikanuM zravaNa karI nivRta jIvananA prathama divasathI ja have AtmoddhAraka pravRtino AraMbha thAya te mATe AziSa lIdhA, bIjA ja divasathI nitya ekAsaNA - 5/7 sAmAyika tathA pAMcatithiupavAsanI ArAdhanA zaru karI thoDA kALamAM pUjyazrInI preraNAthI siddhagirinA sAMnidhyamAM vairAgyadezanAdakSa pa.pU.A.zrI hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI pAvananizrAmAM amAre sajoDe upadhAna tapanI ArAdhanAno avasara maLatAM khUbaja ullAsabhera ArAdhanA thavA pAmI hatI. ke upadhAnamALa bAda punaH ghare AvatAM nirvighna ArAdhanAnI pUrNAhUti nimitte caturvidha saMgha sAthe pUjyazrIne ghare pagalAM karavA vinaMtI karI paraMtu amArI ArAdhanAnI anumodanA karyA bAda kahyu viziSTa kAraNa vinA koine tyAM pagalAM karato nathI jo viziSTa kAraNa hoya to jarura pagalAM karuM' upadhAnatapanI ArAdhanAe mArA jIvananuM viziSTa kArya pUrNa thayela mAnato hovA chatAM pUjyazrIne mana ghare pagalAM karavA mATe te koi puSTa AlaMbana na jaNAtAM pU.zrI hemavajJavijaya mahArAja sAhebane khAnagImAM te aMge pUchatAM temaNe jaNAvyuM ke ''caturthavratagrahaNa athavA dIkSAgrahaNa mATe koi abhigraha thAya to kadAca pUjyazrI padhAre''! gurubhagavaMtanI vAta zrAvikAne karatAM temaNe saMyamagrahaNanI taiyArI batAvI. putra-putrIonI paNa saharSa saMmati maLatAM niyata divase pagalAM karAvavAnAM prasaMge sau sAthe derAsaramAM sAmuhika devavaMdana bAda pUjyazrIe mane puchyuM ''dinezabhAi zuM abhigraha lo cho ?'' meM kahyuM ame baMne pAMca varSamAM saMyamagrahaNa karIzuM, pUjyazrI kahe, 'pAMca varSamAM na levAya to ' ? meM kahyuM,'' AjIvana kerIno tyAga.'' dIrghadaSTA pUjyazrIe kahyuM,'' AjIvana kerIno tyAga karIne pachI saMsAramAM rahevAnuM ? saMyama maLavuM te kAMi saraLa cIja nathI ! tene mATe viziSTabhoga Apavo paDe ! dinezabhAi ! badhu ja anitya che pAMca varSano samaya to ghaNo ja kahevAya ! chatAM saMtAnono Agraha ja hoya to pAMcavarSamAM dIkSA na thAya to cha vigainA tyAgano abhigraha karavo ane saMtAnone samajAvI vahelAmAM vahelA nIkaLavA prayatna karavo. A rIte amAre mana eka bhISme abhigraha saharSa levAya gayo... divaso ArAdhanAmAM vahevA lAgyA ekavAra vicAra Avyo ke '" have uMmara 58 thI 55 tarapha javAve badale ka0 tarapha jatAM zarIranI zakta Adi vadhu durbaLa banavA mAMDaze. dIkSA levI ja che to vadhu moDuM karavAmAM zuM phAyado ? haju thoDA varSo zarIra kAma Apaze tyAM sudhIto saMyamanI ArAdhanA apramattatApUrvaka karavAnuM zakya banaze, A vAta zrAvikAne jaNAvatAM temaNe be varSa bAda dIkSA levA taiyArI batAvI ane parivArajanonI saMmati sAthe pUjyazrI pAse maMgalamuhUrtanI mAMgaNI karatAM abhigrahanA mAtra tera (13) mahIne saM. 2055 mahAsuda 5 ne zubhadivase saMghasthavira pa.pU. A. bhadraMkarasUrimahArAja sAhebanI pAvananizrAmAM pUjyazrInA zubha haste bhavodadhitAraka rajoharaNanI prApti sAthe mane pravacanakAra pa.pU.paM. candrazekharavijayajI mahArAja sAhebanA praziSya pU. zrI hemavallabhavijayajI mahArAja sAhebanA ziSyapadanI prApti thai! zrAvikAnI dIkSA paNa ghara AMgaNe ja karavAnI bhAvanA hovA chatAM temanA guruvaryA beMgalora mukAme sthita hovAthI mAtra traNa mAsa bAda pUjyazrIe arpaNa karela maMgala muhUrte tyAM pa.pU.A.sthUlabhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI pAvananizrAmAM pU.sA. subhadrAzrIjInA ziSyA sA. darzanaratnAzrIjI tarIke saMyamanI prApti thavA pAmela hatI. saM. 2059 mAgasara suda 14nA jayAre pUjyazrI DALadharma pAmyA tyAre haju amArA abhigrahanA pAMcavarSa pUrNa thavA pAmyA na hatA ! DevA dIrghadRSTA hatA pUjyazrI ! jo vahelAmAM vahelA IkaLavAnA pUjyazrInA vacanone lakSyamAM lIdhA vagara ame pAMcavarSanA abhigrahanA bharose beThAM hota to kadAca ! bAje paNa te A bhavabhramaNa bhaTakAvanArA saMsArarUpI kAdavamAM khUMrolA paDyA hota?

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koTI koTI vaMdanA se sUrivarane, - muni harSitavijayajI pUjyapAdazrI prauDhavaya ane jaMdhAbala kSINa thayela hovAthI ghaNA samayathI navakAra upAzraya, vAsaNAmAM sthiravAsa hatAM. upAzraya nikaTa hovA chatAM paNa mAtra jinapUjA, kandamula tyAga aTaluMja jainapaNAnuM kartavya samajato hovAthI kayAreya pUjyazrInA darzana vaMdana bhaktinuM sadbhAgya prApta thayuna hatuM. vi.saM. 2052 caitra mahinAmAM nUtana dIkSita pUjya muni dayAsiMdhu vi.ma.sA. nA vaMdanArthemAre navakAra upAzrayamAM javAnuM thayuM ne tyAM jevI rIte dakSiNAvarta zaMkha ane citrAvela agaNita puNyathI najare paDe tema pahelI vakhata pUjyapAda AcAryabhagavaMta zrI himAMzu sUri ma.sA. nA darzana thayA. bhAImahArAjanI thoDA divasa pachI agatyanA kArya mATe mAre muMbaI javAnuM thayu ane pachI tyAM gurumahArAja sthiratA thoDA divasa tyAM ja hatI aTale vAraMvAra huM tyAM jato, maMdArapuSpasamA pUjyapAda malavA gayo tyAre gurumahArAje kA "AtmArUpI vastramA lAla melarUpI karma ne kADhavA mATe nirma AcAryabhagavaMtazrInAM saMyamanI suvAsathI maghamaghatA vAtAvaraNa ane pUjyaguru mahArAja vidvadvarya paMnyAsa pAnI yukata sAburUpI upadhAna kalikuMDa mAM zaru thavAnA che to tame paNa amAM joDAo to baha pravara zrI jayasuMdaravijayajI ma.sA. (hAla AcArya)nA sAMnidhyanA prabhAve mane tyAre dIkSAnI prabala lAbhakAraka raheze. gurumahArAjanI IcchA ne tahatti karI. pachI muMbaithI ravAnA thai pAcho amadAva bhAvanA pragaTI. pachI jyAre jyAre gurumahArAja sAthenA vihAramAthI saMsArI ghare rahevA Avato tyAre Avyo, pUjyapAda AcAryabhagavaMtazrInA darzana vaMdane acUka jato hato. paNa, cha vigai tyAganA kAraNe mana thoDu muMjhAyelu hatuM. e muMjhavaNane muMjhavaNamA kAmadhenu sA vi.saM. 2053 Aso olImAM gurumahArAjanI preraNA ane pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavaMtazrI o pUjyapAda AcArya ma.zrI nI pAse gayo ne badhI vAta jaNAvI, nirapavAda cAritranA u~cAM mahela AzIrvAda sAthe Apela muhUrtevardhamAna tapa olIno pAyo 2 dravyathI nAkhyo te pachI divAlInA avasare agrabhAga upara dhajA ( dhvajA) nI jema zobhatA avA pUjyapAda AcArya ma.zrI o pahelA to koi pa pAcho amadAvAda Avyo, divAlInA devavaMdana nimitte, moharAjAne lIlApUrvaka jItI cUkelA avA chUTa-chATa nI nA pADI pachI kAMika vicArI potAnA mATe kaThora ane bIjA mATe komala pUjyazrI pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavaMtazrInI pAse pahoMcyo. sattvanI kacAzavAlA avA mArA upara karuNA karI ne kahyu ke "jA, zAka mA je vigai Ave pratikramaNa pachI pUjyazrInI pAse beTho. dIkSA nimitte thatA aMtarAyo ane gharanA sakhta virodhanI vAparavAnI chuTa' vAta cAlatI hatI. tyAre pUjyapAda AcArya ma.zrI. amane kIdhaM" ke aMtarAya toDavA hoya to koI pachI, pUjyazrI jJAna-darzana-cAritranI suvAsavAlA vAsano mArA mastake nikSepa karyo, jA moTo abhigraha levo paDe, beThA-beThA koI dIkSA na male" " bola levo che abhigraha" ? meM mArI ke mArA zarIrane puSTa karavA mATe amane vAsarUpe mArAmAM dudha-dahIM-dhIrUpa vigaiono nikSepa svIkRti jaNAvI tyAre bAlakanI jema niSkapaTa pUjyapAda AcArya ma.zrI. bolyA,"to le cha vigainA ko hoya!!! saMpUrNapaNe tyAgarnu paJcakkhANa' ama pUjyapAda AcArya ma.zrI. amane cha mAsa no abhigraha Apyo ane ama pUjyazrInA AzIrvAda lai kalikuMDa upadhAnamAM beTho ane amanA tapobalanAM prabhAve par3a koimAMdagI nA prasaMge valoNAvAlI chAsa thI banela sa vAparavAnI chUTa ApI. pUrA upadhAna AyaMbilathI japUrNa karyA ane alpakAlamAMja aNamUlA aNagArapaNAnuM AsvAdana karaNa sadbhAgI banyo avA paramopakArI pUjyazrInA caraNomAM koTi koTi vaMdanA.

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/ / namAmi nityaM guru zrI himAMzum - pa.pU.bhAgyacandra vijayajI taiSAM taposaMyamA''di "dhannAaNagAra" samAnaiva bhAti sma / Adhunika kAle tAdRzAH ArAdhanA ko'pi kartuM na zaknuvanti / zatrujayatapasA saha zrI giranAratIrthasya navanavatiyAtrA kRtavAn / zrIsiddhAgiri tIrthasya navanavati-yAtrA anekakRtvaH kRtaa| tapasvIsamrATa guruzrIhimAMzusUrIvaryANAM jIvanasya yazogAthAM devagirAyAM zrI saMgha-saMgaThanArthezAsanarakSArtheanekAni AcAmlAni kRtavantaH, anekAzca kiJcinmayA likhyte| ato'tra kiJcitskhalanaM syAttatkSantavyaM bhavadbhiH abhigrahAH (saMkalpAH)tadarthekRtAH / teSAM utkRSTa tapo ArAdhanAyAH eko sUcipatraM vivekibhiH bhavati ahaM gaNanA kartuMna zaknomi / asya mahApuruSasya janma (uttaragujara) mANekapuranagare theSThivarya zrI phulacaMda pUjyagurudeveH siddhigiri(pAlItANA)madhye navaviMzatyAdhikadvisahastrame bhAI dharmapatnI kuMvaramAtAkukSau sutatvena jAtaH mAtApitrAdisvajanaiH "hIrAcaMda" vikramAbde mAgazIrSazukaladvitIye tithau zrInavapadasya tRtIyapade (sUripade) iti nAmA'bhidhAnaH kRtaH / pUrvakRtazubhakarmodayena zaizavakAlena eva tanmano jina ArUDhavantaH / zrIsiddhAcala-giranAratIrthayoH caraNe anupamabhakti kRtavAn / pUjAdiAvazyakakriyAyAM dharmaniSThaM jAtam / gRhasthavAse sthite sati jinavacane zrIgiranAratIrthe cAturmAsakRtvA anekA itihAsA aracayan / tasmin (pravacane) atIva rAgamAsIt / nityaM jinavacanazravaNena saMsAraprati vairAgyazAlI tIrthazrIsahasAvanatIrthoddhAraH kRtaH AjIvanaM pAdavihAraM kRtvA utkRSTa-AlaMbanaM bhavati sma / nijaputraH 'cInu' api pituH saMskArena dhrmesNskaarvrdhitH| pUritavAn / SaNNanavativaye'pi pAdenavihAra kurvanti te / giranArasahasAvanaaMtarAyAdi-azubhakarmAni kSayaM kRtvA zrIrAmacandragurusamIpe putrena saha mANekapura-vAsaNA-dharmarasikavATikAdi anaikatIrthAnAM pratiSThAH kRtAH / anekAn rAjanagare ekanavanavatizatAdhikaekasahastratame vikramamAbde vaizAkhazukla navamyAM puNyAtmAn cAritraratna arpayitvA zAsanasevAyAM yujyavantaH / tIthau cAritraratnaM gRhItavAn / premasUrIzvarAdigurunizrAyAM gahanazAstrA'bhyAsa evaMvidhAnekazAsanaprabhAvanAyAH kAryANi kRtvA ekonasaptativarSa yAvat nirmalasaMyamaparyAyaM pAlayitvA SaNNanavativarSAyuH pUrayitvA giranAratIrthamadhye kRtavAn / pUjyagurudevasya samarpaNabhAvena apUrvasevAM kRtavAn / aSTapravacanamAtAyAH "arihaMta' .... "neminAtha..." iti zvAsozvAse raTana-kurvan apUrvasamAdhipUrvaka vizuddhapAlanena cAritrabhAve atIvRddhiM kRtam / nirdoSabhikSAcaryayA AtmazuddhiM navapaJcazatA'dhikadvisahastrame vikramavarSemAgazIrSazukladvitIye tithau pujyAtmA kRtavAn / kadApi svanimitaM kRtaM dravyaM te na gRhItavAn / pUjyagurudevaiH ahamadanagare svargagamanaM gatavantaste / yatra kRtrApi sthitAste asmAkaM saMyamajIvane paJcadazAdhikadvisahastrame vikramazaradi vaizAkhazuklaSaSThatithau paMnyAsapade saMyamArAdhanAyAmAzirvAdapUrvakaM preraNAdAyakAH utsAhavardhakAzca bhavantu / zubhamastu / sthaapitaa|

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AyaMbilatapanA eka AlaMbanabhUta 5.pU.A.himAzuMsUrIzvarajI mahArAjA ! 5.pU. muni bhAgyacandravijayajI ma. jeozrInuM saMyamajIvana mukhyatayA hajAro upavAsa ane AyaMbilatapa sAthe pasAra thayuM che evA pUjyazrI mArA jevA aneka bAlajIvo mATe acala AlaMbanabhUta hatA. jyAre jyAre vardhamAnatapanI oLIo karavAmAM DhIlo paDe eTale tarata teozrInuM nAma smaraNa karatAM A dehamAM eka navI ja cetanAno prAdurbhAva thAya ane AyaMbila sahajatApUrvaka thavA mAMDe ! jenA prabhAve mAtra cAra varSanA alpakALamAM 42 oLIparyaMta pahoMcavA pAmyo chuM. koTIza : vaMdA be upakArIne! nirasane paNa nIcovI rasahIna banAvanAra eTale ja... " pU. pATha AcArya bhagavaMta, tapasvI samrATa himAMzusUri mahArAja sAheba'' * pa.pU. pravartinI sA. vasaMta prabhAzrI jinAjJAmAM masta rahI karmano asta karanAra tapasvIsamrATa pU. pAda sva. AcArya bhagavaMtazrI himAMzusUri ma.sA. eTale nikaTa mokSagAmI, mahAvidehakSetramAMthI bhUlA paDelA sattvazALI mahAtmA ja nahIM hoya ne ? svAdiSTa bhojanano svAda to nahIM ja paNa AyaMbila jevA nIrasa bhojanamAM rahelA rahyA sahyA rasane paNa nirmULathI ukheDayA pachI ja bhojana karanArA pUjyazrI rasanendriyanA ajaba vijetA hatAM. ! ATalI jaipha vaye nAdurasta zarIra, lAMbA AyaMbilomAM paNa nirdoSa gocarIcaryAnuM kaDakapaNe pAlana e koi hIna sattvazALInuM to gaju ja nathI. jemanI tapa-tyAganI taravaratI mUrti aneka jIvonA pApa, tApa, saMtApane bALanArI hatI ! jemanuM vizuddha, nirdoSa saMyama jIvana kathIrane paNa kaMcana banAvanAruM hatuM !! jemanI vANI aneka jIvone vizrAMtinA vaDalA samAna hatI bhagatonI bhIDa, bhaktinI temane paDI ja na hatI... ekavAra pUjyazrI dhaMdhukAmAM padhAryA ame tyAM ja hatA. savArathI pratyeka gharamAM pUjyazrInI AyaMbilanI gocarI mATe bhAvuko AturatAthI rAha joi rahyA hatA. 8:00 vAgyA, 10-00 vAgyA, 12:00 vAgyA. Aje dhaMdhukAmAM moTA bhAganA gharomAM moLI dALa hatI. kAraNa ?? pUjyazrI kadAca AvI caDe to ApaNane lAbha maLI jAya.... paNa pUjyazrI to alabelA avadhUta hatA. gocarI nIkaLyA ja nahIM. jayAre badhA rAha joi thAkI gayA pachI sAMje 4:00 vAge gocarI nIkaLyA ane rahyuM sahyu vadhyu-ghaTyuM je maLyuM te lAvI vAparI lIdhuM jANe prabhu vIranI vATa joi beThelA jIraNa zeTha !! kAgaDoLe vATa joi zrAvikAoe paNa ... AvA hatA. mahAsAttvika jIvana jIvanArA, tapasvIsamrATa, pUjyapAda himAMzusUri mahArAjA !! "sAgaranAM nIra gAgaramAM samAya nA' evuM jIvana jIvanArA hatA pUjyapAdazrI ! ! ! www.nbrary.org

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guNadALAnA DIpArTamenTala sTora "guruvara ApanI tapomaya kAyA, kamanazIbe gumAvI ApanI chAyA ; TUra rahyA pAza rAja bhAyA, na choDuM kadiye guruvara pAyA.... pI. sI. vIrya nIkaLI jagatamAM 'mA' tulya vahAluM koi tatva nathI, 'mA' nI mamatA! 'mA'nuM vAtsalya ! 'mA'no nisvArthaprema ! 'mA'nI udAratA, 'mA'nA hRdayanI vizALatA ! vagere pahelI najare atula jaNAya, paraMtu AdhyAtmika kSetramAM tenAthI paNa bIjI eka vyakti che "guru mA" jenI tulanAmAM apekSAe 'mA' paNa eka Daga pAchaLa rahI jAya ! gurutatvanI pAse 'mA' tatva vAmaNuM banI jAya che. kAraNa mA to ihaloka saMbaMdhI sukha ApI zake che jayAre guru to AMgaLI pakaDI ApaNane TheTha mokSaparyata pahoMcADavA mATe samartha che. guru ekavAra AMgaLI pakaDe eTale te saMyamabALa janmyo hoya tyArathI kALadharma sudhI satata tenI keLavaNI-kALajI karatAM rahe ane kALadharma bAda badalAtA paryAya paNa jo gurAtattvanI ArAdhanAnA saMskAro dRDha karavAmAM AvyA hoya to te ApaNane zAzvatasukhanA bhoktA banavAmAM sahAyaka bane che. | AvA guruvara tapasvIsamrATa pa.pU. A.himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanA guNonuM aMzAtmaka varNana paNa karI zakAya to dhanya banI javAya ! | jagatanA jIvone koine koi cIjo vahAlI hoya che tema guruvarane paNa eka cIja vahAlI hatI. te hatI 'jinAjJA' prANanA bhoge paNa jinAjJAne koi AMca na Ave tevA prakAranI pUjyazrInI jIvanacaryA hatI, saMyamapAlananI jhINAmAM jhINI bAbatomAM satata jhINavaTapUrvaka kALajI rAkhatAM hatAM. saMyamajIvananI prAptinA divasanI ja karmarAjA sAme mahAyuddhanI nobata vagADIne rANazIMgA phaMkyA hatA. pAMcamA ArAnA bakuzakuzIla cAritradhara AtmAo ne jANe sImaMdharasvAmIe cothAArAnA sAdhunuM sempala jevA mahAvidehakSetrathI ahIM na mokalyA hoya ! tevuM lAge. | pUjyapAdazrInI eka eka kriyAmAMthI jinAjJAnI soDama maheMkatI hatI. emanA upakaraNo sAva sAdA! koi ThaThAro -dekhAdekhI nahIM! nirdoSa maLe te vAparavAnuM! na to gocarInI koi pasaMdagI ke na to gocarInI koi prazaMsA ! vihAra daramyAna ajenonA gharanA jADA-lUkhA roTalA ane pANIthI calAvI le, paraMtu doSita AhAra dvArA potAnA dehane abhaDAvavAto jarApaNa taiyAra thAya nahIM, AhArasaMjJA upara khUba ja kAbu hato tethI ja haMmezA kahetA ''A zarIrato ApaNuM duzmana che teNe ja ApaNane bhavobhava bhamADavAmAM sahAya karI che have jyAre te AtmAne coMTayuM ja che to tene kAmacalAu bhADuM ApI ApaNA AtmAnuM kAma kaDhAvI levAnuM che.' deva-gurukRpA-bhaktithI zarIra paNa temanuM kahyAgaruM banIne sadA sAtha ApavA kaTIbaddha rahetuM hatuM. zAstrakAro to pharamAve che ke sUrigavaMta jinazAsananA rAjAnA sthAne che tethI teozrInuM tathA prakAra bahumAna-aucitya karavuM, teo thakI ghaNI zAsanaprabhAvanA thatI hoya che. jyAre A mahAtmAto phakIrabAbA jevA sAva khAkhI baMgALI, alpa parigrahI ! sadA apramattatAnA svAmI ! sAkSAt saMyamamUrti ! tAraka tIrthakara vIraprabhunA dhorAtighora tapane dRSTipathapara lAvIe tyAre temanA tapanA eka alpakSullaka aMza jevA tapanI jhAMkhI A mahApuruSanA tapamaya jIvanamAM daSTipAta thai rahI hatI. pUjyazrI tapa karatAM hatAM evuM kahevAne badale vartamAnakALanI apekSAe to teozrI tapomUrti hatA ema kahevuM vadhu ucita jaNAya che. temaNe karelA tapa jo ApaNe sAmUhika bhegA maLIne paNa karAvavAno vicAra karIe to paNa ApaNane ArAdhako ochA paDe ane ApaNe te tapa sAmUhika rIte paNa pUro karavA asamartha banI jaIe ! - jinezvara paramAtmAnA jinAlayamAM pUjyazrIne bhakti karatAM joie tyAre satata ema ja thayA kare ke kone jovA ? vItarAgI prabhune ? ke virAgI (viziSTa rAgI) prabhubhaktane ? zuM prabhu sAthe prIta baMdhAi haze ? basa ! bhakti karatAM karatAM paramAtmAmAM lIna-vilIna ane aMte antarlIna thai jatA ane kalAko vItI jAya to khyAla paNa na rahe ! are ! gocarI AvIne paDI hoya to paNa koi ciMtA na hoya ! jANe ke deha -AtmAnA bhedajJAnano sAkSAt anubhava na karatAM hoya ! tevuM lAgatuM hatuM. rag

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derAsaramAM hoya ke upAzrayamAM hoya ! kalAko sudhI prabhudhyAnamAM tanmaya thavuM te temanI zvAsozvAsanI jema sahaja kriyA banI gai hatI. aDadhI rAtre uThIne traNacAra kalAka eka ja beThake jApa karavAM besI jatAM ! zrI saMghanA kArya hoya ! tIrtharakSAnA kArya hoya ! pratiSThAnA kArya hoya ! ke jirNoddhAranA kArya hoya ! jyAM ApaNI budhdhi paNa na pahoMce tyAM teozrInI dIrghadaSTi kayAranIye pahoMcI jatI ane dareka pravRti karatI vakhate bhAvino vicAra karI karIne ja ekeka DagaluM khuba samajaNapUrvaka bharatAM hatAM. vaLI teozrIe koipaNa ArAdhanA mATe ApelA muhUrto lagabhaga saphaLa thayA vinA na rahe. are ! temanA vacanathI jANe grahadazApaNa badalAya jatI na hoya! tevA keTalAya anubhavo sAMbhaLavA maLe che. kapaDAMnI dukAnamAM kapaDAM maLe. karIyANAnI dukAnamAM karIyANuM maLe, vAsaNanI dukAnamAM vAsaNa maLe te rIte AdhyAtmika jagatamAM koinAmAM jJAnano thayopazama hoya, koinAmAM saMyamano thopazaya hoya, koinAmAM vAtsalyabhAvano thopazama hoya, koinAmAM vaiyAvaccano thopazama hoya koinAmAM DiyAcustatAno znopazama hoya, jyAre pUjyazrInA jIvanamAM to eka DIpArTamenTa sToranI jema lagabhaga dareka guNonA kSayopazama jANavA ane mANavA maLatA hatA. AvA dhuraMdhara sUridevanI vidAyathI A sRSTie ghaNuM gumAvyuM che chatAM teozrInA guNonI smRtinA AlaMbanathI ApaNe sau paNa tevA guNo AtmasAt karI A jIvana saphaLa karIe e ja abhilASA. ain Education International 82 tapasvIsamrATa pa.pU.sA. DIrtipUeAzrI janma-maraNanA cakarAvAmAM anaMtA janma-maraNa thayA paNa tenI noMdha koie na lIdhI paNa eka janma evo Avyo emAM janma-maraNane aTakAvavAnI mahenata zarU thai. ghaNA janmonI sAdhanA bAda evo janma thayo jemAM AhAra saMjJA toDavAnuM kAma karIne AgAhArI pada meLavavAnA yajJa AraMbhAyA. khAvAnA divasa karatAM jenA tapanA divaso vadhAre evA eka daivIpuruSa mANekapuranI dharatI upara janmI gayA. sadguruno yoga maLatAM ja laghuvayanA putraratnane dikSita banAvI pote paNa saMyamajIvananA zaNagAra sajyA, dhanya dina, dhanyajIvananI maMgaLamaya ghaDIo zaru thai ane tapadharmanA yajJa prAraMbhAyo. tapane gaNatAM, sAMbhaLatA Azcarya thai jAya, mAthuM jhUkI jAya eTalAM tapa jIvanamAM AtmasAt karyA. eka eka divasa, kalAka, miniTa ane sekaMDo sAdhanAmaya, ArAdhanAmaya ane tapamaya zarU thai gai. namaskAramahAmaMtranA trIjA pade ArUDha thai zAsananA, caturvidhasaMghanA eka eka kAryo prANa reDIne karatA teoe pradAna karela ekeka kArya prANavaMta dhabakatA thayA. [8] + rAjanagaranA vAsaNA madhyamAM zrI rohiNAzrIja svAdhyAyamaMdira banAvavAnI vAstavikA ubhI thatAM tena khanana, zIlAnyAsa Adi vidhimAM nizrA mATe pUjyapAdazrIjIne jaNAvatAM potAnuM ja kArya che mATe AnaMda ullAsapUrvaka sarva kArya mATe pote taiyAra karI sarva muhUrta kADhI ApyA. dareka kAryamAM pote hAjara rahyA. zaruAtano AraMbha zubha thayo ane udghATana teozrInA varada haste nakkI thayuM. ane A sthAnamAM jJAna-darzanacAritranI vRdhdhi thAya te mATe udghATana vidhi thai. yuvAnonA tAraNahAra pU. paMnyAsajI caMdrazekharavijayajI mahArAjAnA ziSyaratna vardhamAnatapArAdhaka pU. yazobhUSaNa vijayajI ma.sA. ne rUmanI aMdara 3 kalAka jApa karAvI sthAnane prANavaMtu banAvyuM Aje pU. sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta khuba ja suMdara ArAdhanA kare che ane karAve che. A mahApuruSanA guNagAvA e to samudrane be hAthe sAmA pUre taravA jevuM muzkela che paNa pUjyazrInA upakAra amArA jevA pAmara upara eTalA badhA che tethI kAMika lakhANa karI teozrInA RNane yatkiMcita vALavAnA prayatno karIe chIe. www.jainellbrary.org

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tapasvIsamrATa pUjayAne koTaoN koTI vaMdanA - pa.pU.sA. DoTi eyAzrI giruSA guNo tArA DeTalA guNa sAgaro ochA paDe, tuja guNa gAvA daivu ularo, zakita paNa ochI paDe huM vinaMtI o gurudeva tuja darzana muja maLe, punita darzana pAmI tAruM muja jIvana dhanya bane. jeNe mArI DUbatI naivA bhavasAgarathI tArI, jeNe mujhane zAsana soMpyu amIdhArA varasAvI, jeo mArA saMyamajIvananA sAcA banyA suDAnI, evA upakArI himAMzusUri gurucaraNe vaMdanA koTI koTI hamArI. pUjyazrI mANekapuranI puNyabhUmimAM janmyA hatA. potAno mArga saraLa bane te mATe prathama potAnA vhAlasoyA putrane bhagavAnanA punita paMthe mokalyo. tyArabAda pote paramapAvana paMthe prayANa karyu. dIkSAnA prathama divasathI ja tapa, tyAga, svAdhyAyanA yajJa maMDAyA. gurusevA, vinaya, vaiyAvacca Adi guNo tarata ja jIvanamAM AvavA lAgyA. teozrIjInA roma romamAM tapa-tyAgAdi guNo prasarI rahyA hatA. pUjyazrI ke jeo mArA bhavobhavanA upakArI hatA. jeoe saMsArasAgaramAM DUbatI mArI jIvana naiyAne A bhavasAgaramAMthI tArI mane zAsana naiyAmAM besADI mArA para amIdhArA varasAvI. mArA saMyamajIvananA sAcA sukAnI banyA. mane bhavobhavanI raja dUra karanAra evuM rajoharaNa ApyuM ne mane pravrajyAnA punita paMthe mokalI. Education International pUjyazrIe jIvanamAM lagabhaga 3000 jeTalA upavAsa tathA 11500 jeTalA AyaMbila karyA hatA. AcAryapade AvyA bAda caturvidha saMghanI breDatA mATe jeoe potAnI kAvA sAme paNa jovuM nathI. kAyAne paNa zAsana mATe vicovI nAMkhI hatI. pUjvathI savAre 12 vAge lAvela gorArI dvArA 2-3-4 vAge game tyAre Abila karatAM hatAM. bAra mahinAmAM jJAnapaMcamI, mauna kheDAdazI, saMvatArI tei. parvatazilA upavAsa, aTThama to lagabhaga karatA ja hatA. zatruMjaya girirAjamAM paNa mAsakSamaNa karyuM hoya chatAM tenA pAraNAnA divase dAdA AdinAthanA darzana karyA vinA pAraNu paNa karatAM na hatA. A to jainazAsananuM aNamola ane gupta ratna hatuM. pujyazrInA guNa to jeTalA gAie teTalA ochA che. mArA pU. gurubhaginI pU. vinItAzrIjI ma.sA. pUjyazrInA be saMghamAM pUjyazrInI pAvana nizrAmAM tAraMgAjI tathA pAlItANA gayA hatAM. 500 varSa sudhImAM Avo AyaMbilano saMgha nIkaLyo nathI. tevA saMghamAM tyAgIne tapasvInI nizrAmAM tapane tyAganA bhAvo joradAra vadhatA jatA hatAM. 100-100 AtmAo AyaMbilanA cha'rIpAlita saMghamAM gayA hatA. mane paNa A saMghamAM javAno aNamola lAbha maLyo hato. tyAre pUjyazrInA chellA darzana thayA hatA. pUjyazrInA guNo to je gAie teTalA ochA che. basa aMtamAM paramakRpALu paramAtmAne aMtaranI eka ja prArthanA ke ApazrI jyAM ho tyAMthI mArA para kRpAvarSA varasAvo, saMyamamAM sahAya karo e ja aMtaranI zubhAbhilASA, KD (c) www.neE

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( tyAgI aoo . vArasabhyatI maMgalamUrta - pa.pU.sA. anaMtakIrtizrIjI maraNa pachI paNa temanuM jIvana smaraNIya banI jAya che, jemanuM jIvana vividha guNothI ramAgIya ane kamanIya hoya che. sahasAvanatIrthoddhAraka, saMghahitacintaka, sudIrdhasaMyamI, saMyamamUrti, zAsanazaNagAra, tapasvIsamrATa paramapUjya sahasAvana tIrthoddhAra mATe vRddhAvasthAmAM paNa juvAnane AcAryadeva zrImavijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja eka evI zaramAvI nAMkhe evI rIte macI paDyA hatAM AyaMbila cAle paNa ja virala vibhUti hatI.... | gocarI kayAre vAparavI e kAMi ja nizcita na hoya ! zarIranI jAta mATe kaThora ane anya jIvo mATe komala evA mamatAne kevI phagAvI haze ? 95 varasanI vaye paNa pAdavihAra AcAryadevazrIjInA aMtaranuM eka eka aNu saMyamasAdhanAthI karatAM hatAM... nitya paramAtmabhakita, jApa, sAdhanA ane tapathI suvizuddhasaMyamI, tapasvI AcAryadevazrIjInI suvAsita hatuM. romaroma jinAjJApAlanathI zobhita hatA to, sUkSma baLanA paNa svAmI banyA hatAM. sevAno lAbha maLavo e paNa puNyAnubaMdhI puNyano zvAso zvAsa suvizuddha pariNatithI sugaMdhita hatAM..... - teozrInI jIbha nahI, jIvana ja bolatu hatuM tethI udaya kahI zakAya. teozrIno ukta vairAgya ane vAtsalyanI kalpanA paNa zAsananA ghaNA kAryo ghaNI sahajatAthI thai zakatAM hatAM..... zAsanahitaciMtaka pa.pU. gurudevazrI paMnyAsa aMtarane gadgad karI nAMkhe che. potAnA benanA lagnane divase ja AcAryadevazrI "himAMzu" arthAt - caMdranI jema saumya hatA. caMdrazekharavijayajI ma.sA.nA vinayI praziSyaratna saMyama vATe saMcaravAnuM sarva dAkhavI zakyA, e kAMi nAnI sunI sudIrgha tapazcaryA ! vRddhAvasthA ! chatAM mukhamaMDaLa hamezAM saumyatAthI pa.pU. AcAryadevazrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma. vAta nathI.... | zobhatuM hatuM..... - sAhebanI sevA karIne temanA vairAgyano ane tapano | zAsananA anekavidha kAryo hovA chatAM jIvanamAM sAdhika vAsANAmAM pUjyazrInuM vAtsalyamaya sAMnidhya thoDA samaya vAraso barAbara sAcavyo che ....! 30 upavAsa ane 1150 AyaMbilanI tapazcaryA karI. mATe maLyuM te cirasmaraNIya rahyuM. vaMdana karIne paccakakhANa mAMgatA AvA anupama vairAgya ane vAtsalyanA saMgama saMghapratye kevI avvala koTIno bahumAna bhAva haze ke jethI teozrI tyAre khUbaja ullAsathI ApatA. tapa pratyenA bahumAnabhAvanI samA sUrIzvarajInA caraNomAM bhAvAMjali arpaNa e saMghaaikya mATe AyaMbila tapano ghora abhigraha dhAraNa karyo. pratIti tyAre teozrInA caherA parathI thai jatI. karatAM kRtakRtyatA anubhavuM chuM...

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thayeluM. abhao A mahAtmAmAM mokSa meLavavA mATenI bhUkha atyanta bapore 2-3 vAge AyaMbila karatA hatA. ane tyArapachI kA vAgyA thoDo ArAma karI 12 vAge lAvelI gocarIthI 4 hatI pote zarIranI sAme kayAreya zItala AMkha batAvI nathI. girirAjathI giranAranA cha'rI pAlita saMghamAM emanI nizrAmAM vAge AyaMbila karavA beThA dhanya tapasvI ane niraticAra lAla AMkhathI ja enI sAme najara karI che. pote 95 varSanI javAno moko maLI gayo, e kRpALunI dinacaryA jotAM ja jovA saMyamayAtrA. jaipha vaye paNa page cAlIne vihAra karyA che. ATalI moTI uMmara maLyuM ke kharekhara bhale janma pAMcamA ArAmAM thayo, dIkSA lIdhI amArA sAdhvIjIne savAre 7 vAge junAgaDhathI 7 yAtrA hovA chatAM kayAMya sthiravAsa karyo nathI. pote potAnA jJA varSanA paNa ArAdhanA-sAdhanA jotAM cothA ArAnA mahAtmAnI karavA mATe karavA mATe mokalyA. emanA zubha muhUrtathI covihAra chaTha dIkarAne dIkSA apAvIne kRSaganuM daSTAnta puruM pADyuM che. jhAMkhI thayA vagara na rahe jema ke sUryodaya pachI vihAra, sthAnamAM +7 yAtrA karIne bIjA divase lA vAge bapore yAtrA karIne dIkarAnA dIkSA prasaMge hajAma na maLavAthI pote ja hajAma banIne AvyA pachI derAsaramAM gayA bAda AkhA jagatane visarI sukhapUrvaka gAmamAM AvI gayA ane AvIne trIjA divase nAnakaDA bALakanA kezanuM muMDana karyuM ane potAnI bhaginInA jaie bhUkha + terasane bhUlI jaine lAA kalAka bhagavAnanI upavAsa karelo e paNa sAro thayo e emanA lagna divase ja mukitarUpI zIvasuMdarI sAthe lagna karavA saMyamanI bhaktimAM taraboLa banI jatA hatA. prabhubhakti eja emano dhyAna+jApa-zubha saMkalpanI prasAdI che ane Aje eja be vATe Daga mAMDI cUkyA. saMyamamArganI keDI cayA pachI kayAreya sAdhvIjI 10 ane 87 uparAMta vardhamAnatapanI oLIno sAco AhAra hato, saMghamAM lAMbo vihAra hovAthI pAchI pAnI karI nathI, saMyamanI ArAdhanA + Avazyaka svAda cAkhI rahyA che e emano ja prabhAva che kalikuMDamAM 93 jinAjJApAlana sAthe pote baMne TAima vihAra karatA hatA. rAtre kriyAo e emano prANa hato, niraticAra zuddha saMyamanI varSe emanI nizrAmAM navapadaoLInuM sAmudAyika Ayojana pote 2 thI 3 kalAka nidrA letA hatA. 3-4 kalAka ekaja beThake thayeluM emAM paNa amane emanI nizrAnuM sadbhAgya prApta dhyAnamAM, jApamAM lAgI jatA hatA. dhyAna + jApa e emanuM pANI hatuM. jApa + dhyAnamAM koi paNa AvI jAya paNa pote - sahavartInA saMyamanI kALajI paNa suMdara letAM hatA. pote kyAreya calita thatA nahotA. potAnA AtmasaMkalpa upara saMyamamAM kaDaka hatA, parantu sahavartImATe mAkhaNa jema kapALane atuTa zradhdhA hatI. pote paMcaparameSThI padanA trIjA pada malAyama hatA. vAtsalya emanI rage ragamAM hatuM, tapa emanuM birAjamAna hovA chatAM, kayAreya amane emano bhapako ke | tharmomITara hatuM, zarIra sAme joyA vagara karmonI sAme lAlabatI ThaThAro dekhAyo nahi. sAdAi emano jIvana saMdeza hato, ' jevA hatA. saMdhamAMpaNa rasoDAnI AyaMbilanI gocarI na vAparatA paTela kharekhara AvA viralA guruonA guNo gAvA besIe - pa.pU. sA. rAkIrtizrIja rabArInA gharomAMthI lAvelo AhAra vAparatA hatAM. to gavAya nahI, lakhavA besIe to lakhAya nahI, zAhI giranAra jemanI AMkhomAM vaselo hato ane sahasAvana ane lekhanI paNa ochA paDe cha'rI pAlita saMghamAM+ dIkSA+kevalajJAna kalyANakanI jema be AMkho hatI. pote aMjanazalAkA (sahasAvananI), caitramAsanI navapada oLImAM sAdhanA ane jinAjJApAlana emano zvAsa hato. amane sahasAvana uddhAraka hatA. sonAmAM sugaMdhanI jema sahasAvanamAM rahevAnuM sadbhAgya amane prApta thayuM e amAro prakRSTa puNyano suzrAvaka rajanIbhAi devaDInA girirAjanA abhiSeka vakhate thanAra aMjanazalAkA mahotsavamAM rahevAnuM sadbhAgya amane udaya mAnIe chIe ane tapasvIsamrATazrInA jIvanabAgamAM amArA mahAna puNyodaye e tapasamrATa tapasvInA darzana khIlelA aneka guNapuSpo jema ke mokSapadanI kSudhA prabhubhakita viMdanano lAbha prApta thayo. tapa+tyAgathI- jhabakArA mAratu prApta thayuM zudhdha vidhividhAna, zubha samaye ja anuSThAnonA AgrahI hatA. sAjana-mAjananI emane jarAya paravA na hatI. emanI mAdhukarI arihaMta paramAtmAnI AjJA e zvAsa che lalATa nAjuka deha hovA chatAM tapanI sAthe yuddha karatA hatA. jIvanamAM anekazaH tapo sAdhanA-ArAdhanA karI che ane chelle AtmasaMkalpanI atuTa zraddhA che sAdAino saMdeza che sva- zarIra sAme vajathI paNa kaThora hatA, ugra AyaMbilano tapa to cAlu ja hato ane emAM paNa tAva + saMghanI ekatA mATe kAyamI AyaMbila tapanA nAdano guMjArava giranAra-zatruMjaya jemanA haiyAmAM birAjamAna hatA. * zaradI thai jAya tau reDhuM pAtayAmi vArtha sAdhayAmi - sUtrane karyo, potAnI 96 varSanI jiMdagImAM vadhAremAM vadhAre AyaMbila vAtsalyano dhodha hatA * parArtha rasika hatA >> karmonI sAme lAlaAMkha hatI * tapa rAmabANa auSadha hatuM . AvA guNo tathA upavAsano tapa ja karyo che. apanAvI aThThama tapa karI letA hatAM ekavAra sahasAvanamAM amArAmAM Ave eja eka maMgalakAmanA. emanA AyaMbila dhannA kAkandIne yAda karAve evA hatA birAjamAna hatA. jyAre e pAlItANAmAM hatA tyAre 87 varSanI jaipha vaye paNa | tAva zaradI thai gayA, aThama karyo ane cothA divase - roja dAdAnI taLeTInI suryodaya pachI cAlIne yAtrA karatA ane sahasAvanathI upara dAdAnI yAtrA karIne nIce taLeTI AvatA

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vAtsalyavAriya suradeva gaNaraCIIII svAmI - pa.pU.sA. puyarekhAzrIjI tapasvasamrATa pUjyapAdazrInA sAMnidhyamAM rahevAno lAbha to khUba ocho malyo che.... paraMtu pUjyapAdazrInA roma-rome vyApelI guNagarimA ghaNAnA mukhe sAMbhaLI.. vaLI puNyanA yoge eozrInA kalikuMDamAM pratyakSa darzana thayA.... tyAre mana e virala-vibhUti upara ovArI gayuM aho ! ATalI moTI vaya, vikRSTa tapathI sAva kRza banelI kAyA sUryodaya bAda ja pagapALA vihAra, unALAmAM 11-12 vAge sthAna upara padhAravuM, zAMtithI bhagavAnanI bhakti karyA bAda purimu paccakhANe gAmamAMthI Avela nirdoSa gocarI dvArA AyaMbila karI ArAdhanAmAM masta banI jatA... A sarva pratyakSa nihALatA amArA nayano azrubhInA banI gayA .... kharekhara ! pUjyapAzrIjInI sAdhanA caturtha ArAnA sAdhakone yAda karAve evI | hatI.... tapasvIsamrATa gurudevazrInI nizrAmAM puNyodaye junAgaDhamAM 15 divasa rahevAno lAbha maLyo.... e vakhate paNa pUjyayAdazrIe ama hita khAtara jIva mAtranI kalyANanI bhAvanAthI anekavAra saMvegarasane vadhAranArI, apramattabhAvamAM otaprota banAvanArI hitazikSA vAMcanAo dvArA amArA upara mahAna upakAra karyo che. Aje paNa te te dRzya smRtipaTa upara AvatAM mastaka ahobhAvathI jhUkI jAya - pa.pU. sA. ujjavaladyamazrIja jeNe ugAryuM viSNaje, saMsAranA mohapAzathI jeNe sAcuM jagatane, saMskAranA zaNagArathI; jeNe bacAvyuM jIlajaje, viSayanA viSapAnathI, te himAMzusUriTejanA, caraNamAM preme namuM.....? pa.pu. vAtsalyavAridhi tapasvIsamrATa A.bha. himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nuM jIvana aneka guNarUpI puSpothI maghamaghAyamAna hatuM. mane vimAsANa thAya che ke pUjyazrInA kayA ane keTalA guNonuM varNana kare ? I !! che ke che ? - pUjyapAdazrIjInA aNue-aNue zubhabhAvathI bhAvita thayela tapa tathA zAsanano avihaDarAga avismaraNIya raheze... saMgha ekatA mATe bhISma pratijJA karI zAsananI mahAna sevA karI che.... ! ATalA moTA pada upara birAjamAna thayA bAda pANa sAdagI zuddhAcAra eozrInA jIvanano mUlamaMtra hato. pUjyapAdazrIjI mAtra tapasvasamrATa nahotA paNa abhyantara jagatanA ya samrATa hatA. pUjyapAdazrIjInA siddhamatre samAna vAsakSepathI amArA eka sAdhvIjI mahArAjane 1444 AyaMbilanI tapasyAmAM AgekUca AdarI, pUjyapAdazrIjInA prabhAve pUrNatAnI saphaLatAne pAmyA...! pUjyapAdazrIjI amArI AsthA-zraddhAnuM parama sthAna hatA... ! pUjyapAdazrIjInA svargagamanathI zAsanane moTI khoTa paDI o svargasthagurudevazrI ! ApazrI jyAM ho tyAMthI AziSanI varSA varasAvo... jethI ame paNa abhyantara ArAdhanAne prApta karI tapadharma dvArA Atma kalyANa sAdhIe e ja zubhecchA ..! IVE & Personal org 86.

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aff pUjyazrInA jIvanamAM aneka guNonI vacce be zreSThatama guNo mArI najara samakSa Aje paNa taravarI rahyA che, te guNo hatA..(1) zreSThatama vAtsalya (2) tapa. amane teozrIjInI nizrAmAM rahevAnuM saubhAgya prApta thayuM hatuM. vaDanagarathI tAraMgAnA cha'rI | pAlita saMghamAM... . | pUjyazrInuM jIvana tapomaya hatuM... saMghamAM pUjyazrI 1-2 vAge vihAra karIne padhAre... pachI 3-4 vAge AyaMbila kare.. te pAga dALa ane roTalI " icchAno 'rodha" te tapano sAra che. koi paNa prakAranI icchA to temanA jIvanamAM hatI ja nahI. te vAtsalyaguNa :- jayAre pAga pUjyazrIjInI pAse jaie... ane vAsakSepa mastaka upara paDe... tyAre evo anubhava thato hato ke jANe vAtsalyano dhodha mArA upara paDyo.... | ame pUjyazrInI sAthe vi.saM. 2057 mAM jena sosAyaTI hatA saMghamAM poSa dazamInA aThama karAvela pUjyazrInI nizrAmAM mane paNa aThama karavAnI bhAvanA thai, meM sAta varasathI eka pAge aThama karelo nahI ane mane pahelA upavAsathI ja ulaTI cAlu thai jAya. trAge divasa ulaTI thAya. pAga pUjyazrInA svamukhe karelA 'paccakhAganA prabhAvathI aThama sarasa thayo... traNa divasa jApa, svAdhyAya, ArAdhanA vigerenI jhAMkhI Aje paNa smRtipathapara Ave che, tyAre AnaMdano sAgara | hiloLe caDhe che. | pUjyazrInA jIvanamAMthI A be guNo pAga yatkiMcit mArA jIvanamAM Ave... ane pUjyazrInA AzIrvAdathI huM pAga saMyamajIvanamAM uttarottara AgaLa vadhu eja maMgala kAmanA... | pUjyazrInA mukhakamalanA darzanathI bhavyajIvonI bhavobhavanI tarasa zamI jatI., pUjyazrInA hRdayabhedaka vacanathI dharmajIvonA pApa vilaya thai jatA. evA to pUjyazrInA jIvanamAM aneka guNo hatA. emanA guNone AlekhavA besIe to , ApaNuM AyuSya paNa khUTI jAya. paccakakhANano prabhAva ! - pa.pU.sA. prazAMtanilayAzrIjI dAdA sImaMdhara svAmInA punitapagalAMthI pAvana banelI sadAkALa cotho Aro jayAM vartato hoya te mahAvidehakSetranI dhanyavaMtI dharA uparathI koi AtmAe bhUlA paDI A bharatakSetranI bhomakA upara avataraNa na karyuM hoya ? tevA saMyamajIvananI bAlyAvasthA, yuvAvasthA ane vRddhAvasthAmAM paNa sadAkALa cothA ArA jevuM zakayataH zudhdha ane jinAjJAnI kaTTaratApUrvakanuM jIvana jIvanArA vizuddha saMyamapAlaka pa.pU. AcArya himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA guNo gAtA pAra na Ave ! vartamAnakALamAM teozrInI jevI ArAdhanA-sAdhanA kavacit ja jovA jANavA ke sAMbhaLavA maLe ! | amArA jIvananA e dhanya divaso hatAM jayAre pUjyapAdazrInI pAvananizrAmAM saM. 2050nuM cAturmAsa amAre zephAlI phaleTsa- vAsANA-amadAvAda mukAme karavAno avasara prApta thato hato. nitya pUjyapAdazrInA darzana-vaMdana ane vyAkhyAnavANIno paNa lAbha prApta thato hato. pUjyapAdazrI 88 varSanI jaipha vaye paNa khUba saraLa ane sacoTa bhASAmAM sakaLa saMghamAM jinavANInuM zravaNa karAvatAM hatAM. ghoratapasvI AvA mahApuruSanI nizrA prApta thatAM saunA manamayUra kaMika tapArAdhanA karavA thanaganI rahyAM hatAM. amArA gurumahArAja pa. pU. sA. muktinilayAzrIjInuM svAthya te arasAmAM eTaluM badhuM narama rahetuM ke pratikramAgAdi Avazyaka kriyAo paNa temane saMthArAmAM karAvavI paDatI hatI tethI teo saMghamAM paNa zrAvikAvargane ArAdhanAdi karAvavA asamartha hatA tevA svAthyamAM ane ATha ma caudazanA paNa besaNu na karI zake chatAM pUjyazrIe pharamAvela zubhamuhUrte teozrInA mukhethI dharmacakratapano prAraMbha karavA aThamanA paccakhANa karyA te traNadivasa daramyAna satata 3-4 DIgrI tAva raheto hovA chatAM gurumahArAje cothA divase pAraNuM karI levAno vicAra paNa na karyo ane tapane AgaLa calAvavAno nirNaya karyo. kasoTImAMthI teozrI pAra utarI gayA ane dhIme dhIme zArIrika pratikULatAo dUra thavA lAgI ane pUjyazrInA prabhAve dIrghakAlIna 82 divasano tapa nirvinatApUrvaka pUrNa thavA pAmyo hato. pUjyazrInI pAvananizrA, amIdraSTi ane vAsakSepanA prabhAve bhalabhalAnA Adhi-vyAdhi-upAdhi-upasargo palAyana thatAM jAgyAM che zata zata vaMdana ho te cothA mArAnA baNagAra ne! For Private &

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mere bhavaroga . ke dhanavaMtarI vaidya - pa. pU. sA. gaMbhIrarekhAzrIjI pUjya gurubhagavaMto ke zrImUkha se kaIbAra sunA hai kI..... "tapasA eva nirjarA" nikAcita karmokA kSaya tapa kI ugra sAdhanA se hI hotA hai... tapa AtmA ko avicala sthAna kA virATa sAmrAjya prApta karAtA hai... tapazcaryA insAnakI akelI zakita yA puNya kA phala nahI hai / apitu zraddhA ke sAtha tyAgI tapasvI guru bhagavaMto kI AMtarika kRpA AzIrvAda bhI caahiye| "vaDilajana ke AziSa binA mAnavazakita paDU hai" maine mere jIvana me aika choTA sA tapa kiyaa| ina tapa daurAna mere guru bhagavaMto kI chatra chAyA-kRpA to thI hii| kintu sAtha hI jana jana ke manamastika meM jo tapasvIsamrATa ke rUpa meM bIrAjamAna ho gaye the, saMgha akatA ke liye jinhoMne kAyA kI mAyA chor3a rasendriya kI senA para vijetA bana AjIvana AyaMbila kA bhISma saMkalpa kiyA thA vaise mahAna yogIrAT gurudeva zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. bhI the, tapasvI samrATakA tapa anya ko bhI tapa kI zakti detA hai maine jIvana me 22 vI olI tIna bAra kI 3-3 AyaMbila karake zArirIka asvasthatA ke kaare| pAraNA karanA paDA / eka bAra kisI gRhastha ke gharamaMdira kI pratiSThA me DAlane ke liye vAsakSepa bhejaa| usame likhA thA ki "yaha vAsakSepa bhagavAna yA tapasvI ke mastaka upara DAla sakate hai" mere antara me bhAvanA hui kI jarura isa vAsakSepa se merI 22 vI olI hogI ! maine mere gurumahArAja se vAsakSepa DalavAyA usase pUrva maine kabhI pUjyapAdazrIjI ke mere jIvana meM darzana bhI nahI kIye the, na jAna thI na pahecAna thI to bhI pUjyazrIkI adbhuta sAdhanA se labdhivaMta bane vAsakSepane mere jIvana meM oka mahAna camatkAra kara DAlA, basa unake hI prabhAva 22 vI olI hI nahI balki lagAtAra 1444 AyaMbila pUrNa hue AyaMbila me anekAneka vighna Aye parantu tapasvI dAdA ke vAsakSepa meM acintya zakti thI / jisa prakAra garuDa ke darzana se sarpa bhAga jAte hai - ThIka usI prakAra tapasvIrAT ke nAma va vAsakSepa meM ajaba gajaba kI zakti kA AvAsa thA jisake kAraNa vighno ke dhanadhora bAdala bhI jhaMjhAvAta kI vAyu kI taraha haTa jAte the / ese gurudevazrI kI mahimA likhane bolane ke lie vAcaspati yA mA~ bhAratI bhI samartha nahI hai to meM sAdhAraNa mativAlI sAdhvI kyA likhuM ? AyaMbila cAlu kiye taba merI mAtra 20 sAla kI umra thii| jaba mere 1300 AyaMbila hue taba hamArA cAturmAsa mevADadezodhdhAraka AcAryadevazrI jitendrasUrijI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM thA pUjyapAdazrI jI kI satata preraNA, vAtsalya, tapasyA me utsAha baDhAtI thI usa samaya azAtAvedanIya karma ne vega pakar3A aura mere zarIra me kama se kama 15-16 gAMTha va zyAma zarIra dina vedanA baDhatI thI pa. pU. pravartinI gurudevazrI puNyarekhAzrIjI bana gayA, udayapura, rAnI, DIsA se baDe DokaTara ko bulAyA dina ma.sA. ke bhI patra A gaye kI esI tabiyata me Age calanA muzkIla hai pAraNA kA avasara dekhanA..... kiMtu merI bilakula icchA nahIM thI, eka bAra pUjyapAdazrIjI hamAre upAzraya me padhAre, merI icchA jAnI, vighnajaya se siddhi milatI hai, yaha saca hai kiMtu koI ilAja kAma nahI karatA hai| ataH pAraNA karanA ucita hai, taba maiMne kahA basa ekabAra Apake karakamalo se tapasvIsamrATa zrI himAMzusurIzvarajI ma.sA. kA vAsakSepa DAlo unakA acintya prabhAva hai, jarura acchA ho jAyegA / pUjyapAdazrIjI ne vAsakSepa DAlA basa usI dina se mAno vyAdhi bhAgane lagI kucha dino meM apane Apa saba sahI ho gayA / pUjyapAdazrIjI kA pratyakSa darzana kA mokA mAtra ekabAra hI huA thA kiMtu unake acintya prabhAva kA anubhava to aneka bAra huA ! Aja bhI meM svargastha pUjyapAdazrIjI se yAcaka banakara yahI AziSo kI yAcanA karatI hU~ kI Apa jahAM bhI ho vahAM se AziSa barasAye aura tapa kI zakti pradAna kare kI meM bhI AjIvana AyaMbila kara AtmakalyANa kara saku / brary.org

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saMyamasAmrAjayanA rasvAmI -zrIsaMghahitI - - 5.pU.A.nararatnasUri ma. saMyamazuddhinI taLeTIe rahI saMyamazuddhinA zikhare birAjela pUjyapAdakI viSenI abhivyakti hAsyapada lAge che, chatAM e abhivyakti ja saMyamazuddhinI yAtrA banI raheze e AzAe mana lakhavA taiyAra thayuM che. rAjanagaramAM samAI ruci, samAd MAcAra #d? dharAvatA baMne alhApuruSo.. 1. 11TRI pUjApAda gurudevazrI nAthAbhagavaMta muvaMgarasUrIzvarajI alhArAjA 2. tapasvIsamrATa pUjyapAda nAcAryabhagavaMta himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA. varSo sudhI sAthe sthiratA karela te kAraNathI ghaNIvAra pUjyapAdazrInI nikaTamAM AvavAnuM banatuM. gujarAtamAM jema be prasiddha sthAvara tIrtho zaMtrujaya ane giranAra yAtrAnA dhAma gaNAya che. tema te samaye A baMne mahApuruSo rAjanagaranA be jaMgamatIrtho gaNAtA. | mahApuruSonI e ja moTI vizeSatA hoya che ke teonA manamAM moTAino sadaMtara abhAva hoya che. pUjyapAdakI AbAla-vRddha sahunI sAthe sadAya pUrNavAtsalya bhAve vartatA. muhUrta cakAsaNI bAbate ghaNIvAra pUjyapAdazrI sAthe praznottarI thatI pUjyapAdathI jarAya kaMTALyA vagara sUkSma nirIkSaNa karI pUrNa saMtoSa ApatA. | AhArazudhdhi-vasatizudhdhi ane cAritra maryAdAonA sacoTa pAlanamAM pUjyapAdazrI atyaMta kaDaka AgrahI chatAM meM to sadAya vAtsalyanA dariyA svarUpe ja pUjyapAdazrIne nihALyA pote ATalA mahAna chatAM jyAre paNa amArA paramopakArI gurudevazrIne maLavAnuM thAya tyAre teozrI pratye vaDIla tarIkenA bahumAnabhAva sAthe apratima vinayathI vartatA. amArA gurudevazrI koi kAraNasara pATa uparathI utare ke tyAMthI pasAra thAya ke tarata ja pUjyapAdazrI vRddha vaye paNa pATa uparathI ubhA thai jatA. amArA pUjyapAda gurudevazrI pAse teozrI vinamrabhAve vAsakSepa karAve tyAre e dRzya kharekhara jinazAsananI garimAne chatuM karatuM avarNanIya ane AphlAdaka lAgatuM. pUjyapAdazrInI AcArazuddhi to ajoDa hatI ja e to | nirvivAda che tema chatAM mArI daSTie pUjyapAdazrImAM AcAraprema karatA paNa caDhIyAto hato zAsanaprema ! pUjyapAdazrIe karelA hajAro AyaMbila jeTalI anumodanIya jaNAya che ethI ' paNa vizeSa anumodanApAtra e AyaMbila pAchaLanI bhAvanA ane pavitra uddeza che. potAnI ArAdhanA mATe AyaMbila karanArA ghaNA maLaze paNa jinazAsananI rakSA ane gaurava kAje AyaMbila karanArA keTalA ? jemanI pratyeka carcAmAM Atmazuddhi ane zAsanapremanI bhAvanAnA dhodha vahetA hatA evA tathA zaraNe AvelA bhavyajIvonA mohane pakhALanArA ane mokSamArga sAthe joDI ApanArA e paramapavitra mahApuruSanA caraNomAM natamastake vaMdana ! ! ! canone FPVC ranzerg

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amogha muhUrtadAtA ane vacanasiddhinA svAmI pUjyazrI saM. 2057 mahAsuda 10nA amadAvAdathI AyaMbila tapanA ArAdhakono cha'rI pAlita saMgha laI siddhagiri padhAryA hatA te divase tIrthamALa karyA bAda bIjA divase meM pUjyazrIne jaNAvyuM ke "sAhebajI ! mAre AMkhanuM oparezana karAvAnuM hovAthI vihAra karavAno che " tyAre pUjyazrIe kahyuM, 'huM kahuM tyAre vihAra karavo' pUjyazrIe aThavADiyA pachI bapore vijayamuhUrta vihAra karavA mATe jaNAvyuM pUjyazrInA sucavela divasa-samaye vihAra karyA bAda AMkhanuM oparezana karAvyuM ane jANe ke koI camatkAra thayo hoya tema teozrInA muhUrtanA prabhAve mAre cauda naMbaranA cAra naMbara thaI gayA che ane Aje vagara cazmAe paNa vAMcI zakuM chuM ! | eka samaya evo hato ke jyAre koI paNa mahAtmAne gocarImAM 'cA' vadhatI hoya to badhI mAre khapAvI devAno mAro konTrAkaTa hato. mArA jevA AvA 'cA'nA vyasanIne paNa sAhebajInA vacana prabhAve 'cA nuM baMdhana chUTI gayuM ane tyArabAdanA mAtra doDhavarSanA gALAmAM 11, 12, 13, 30, 33 ane 42 upavAsanI vividha ArAdhanAo thaI hatI. pUjyazrInI bALajIvone tapazcaryAmAM pAvara caDAvavAnI zakti ajabagajabanI hatI vaLI teo tapasvIonI mana-vacana-kAyAthI-satata | kALajI paNa rAkhavAnuM kadi cUkatA nahI jo te vyaktine jarApaNa azAtA thAya to pote jAte tenI sevA karavA mAMDe tevo mAro jAta anubhava che. - A. prabhAkarasUri IdiptinA RUTH - pa.pU.muni rAzaratnaviSaya tha. saM. 2057, mA.su. 4 no divasa.. amadAvAdamAM hAjApaTelanI poLanA saMvegIupAzrayamAM eka sadInA Are pahoMcelA eka vyovRddha cAritrasaMpanna AcAryabhagavaMta nAdurasta svAzyanA kAraNe saMthArAmAM sUtA sUtA navasmaraNAdino svAdhyAya karI rahyA che. temanI bAjumAM ja zAtApRccho mATe anyasamudAyanA eka zAsanaprabhAvaka AcAryabhagavaMta AvIne beThA che. te vakhate teozrInA samavayaska kahI zakAya tevA anya AcAryabhagavaMtazrI pUjyazrInI zAtA pUchavA padhAre che ane najIkamAM AvI bese che. svAdhyAya pUrNa thatAM ja pUjyazrInI zAtA pUchI sevA karanAra mahAtmA pAsethI rIporTa le che. te vakhate eka nAnA mahAtmAM pUjyazrIne camacIthI pANI vaparAvavAno Agraha karI rahyA che ane pUjyazrI inkAra karI rahyA che. A dazya navA AgaMtuka AcAryabhagavaMtanI daSTimAM Ave che ane pAse ubhelA mahAtmAne pUche che ke 'pUjyazrIne anazana to nathI karavuM ne ?' ane A vAta sAMbhaLI najIka rahelA tamAma mahAtmAo ekadama ja Azcaryacakita thai jAya che. Avo vicAra ja kayAMthI Ave ? mane kahe, 'pUchI jo sAhebajIne.." paNa AvuM pUchavAnI hiMmata kema cAle ? eTalAmAM pUjyazrIe ja potAnI khurazI najIka khaseDI kAna pAse moM lai jai pUchyuM - 'anazana karavAnI bhAvanA che' ane pharI badhA stabdha banI gayA. jyAre badhA ja zarIranI ciMtA karatAM hoya, DokaTara - vaidyanI salAha pramANe kalAke-kalAke davA vaparAvavAno Agraha rAkhatA hoya, evA samaye ane evA saMyogomAM anazananI bhAvanA hoya to paNa anazana kema karAvAya ? ulaTuM hospiTalAijha karI bATalA vagere caDhAvavAnI taiyArIo cAlatI hoya tyAre A vicAra Avavo ane ATalI sahajatAthI vyakata karavo e AtmaniSThA ane AtmalakSI ArAdhakapaNA sivAya zakya nathI sAthe sAthe ema paNa lAge ke e AgaMtuka AcArya bhagavaMtamAM viziSTa samayajJatA hovI joie, kAraNa teozrInA A zabdo sAMbhaLyA pachI e vayovRddha pUjyazrI mA.su. pAMcamanA anazana karI mA.su. 6 nA sUryodaya pahelA A jarjarita deha choDI cAlyA gayA. jema traNa jJAnanA pANI prabhu potAnA mahAbhiniSkamANanA avasarane jANatA hovA chatAM lokAMtika devo prabhune vinaMti karavA Ave che ema e pUjyazrI kadAca potAnA aMtima samaya ane aMtima samayanI ArAdhanAne jANatA haze to paNa A AcArya bhagavaMte te vakhatanI paristhiti joi, samaya pArakhI jANe e pUjyazrIne aMtima ArAdhanAnI yAda apAvavA ja na AvyA hoya athavA to mArA jevA anabhinna sevakane jANe Takora karavA na AvyA hoya ke mUka A zarIranI paLojagane ! saMpUrNa jIvanamAM cAritranI vizuddhinA AgrahI evA tArA gurudevanI A aMtima paLo sAcavI le... DokaTaro ane davAono pakSa karI karI e pUjyazrInI samAdhimAM bhaMga dain Education internabonal CO

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pADavAnuM mahApAtaka na karato... hA ! jANe eTale ja e 'tapasvI'nA hulAmaNA nAmathI prasiddha hoya, 60 varSa uparano divase e AcAryabhagavaMta padhAryA hatA ! e hatA dIkSA paryAya hoya, 92 varSa jevI uMmara hoya tyAre A zabdo tapasvIsamrATa, cAritracUDAmaNi, saMghahita-ciMtaka sAMbhaLavA, pacAvavA e asAmAnya ghaTanA kahI zakAya AMtarika pUjyapAda AcArya devezazrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA vizuddhi ane uMDI samajaNa vagara A azakya prAyaH kahI zakAya. ane eozrI jemanI zAtApRcchA mATe AvelA e hatA zAstramAM gautamasvAmIjInI namratAnI ke caMDarudrAcAryajInA ziSya mArI gura,mAtA, vardhamAnataponidhi, vizuddhasaMyamI, Akroza pariSaha vagere sahana karyAnI ke najIkanA bhUtakALamAM thayelA AcArya bhagavaMta zrIbhadrakarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA.... mahAtmAonA vaDIlo pratyenA AdarabhAvanI vAto sAMbhaLI hatI, A lakhatAM eka bIjo prasaMge yAda Ave che. ame vAMcI hatI. Aje jIvaMta, AMkha sAme pratyakSa A tamAma vastu joi. amadAvAdamAM jaina vidyAzALAmAM hatA. pU. tapasvI Aje jayAre guru potAnA ziSyane kAMi Thapako ApI zake nahIM ane mahArAjA haThIsiMganI vADIe darzanArthe padhArelA. tyAMthI Ape to ziSya ene keTaluM pacAvI jANe e praznArtha che tyAre je potAnA vAsaNA pAchA pharatAM pUjyazrInA vaMdanArthe vidyAzALA guru nathI, eka samudAyanA nathI, uMmaramAM jhAjho pharaka nathI, padamAM padhAryA. pUjyazrI svAdhyAyamAM masta hatA. meM kahyuM, samAnatA che ane chatAM A sAMbhaLavuM eTaluM ja nahIM sAMbhaLyA pachI 'sAhebajI ! tapasI mahArAja padhAryA che. pUjyazrInI vadhu namratA ane jijJAsAvRti batAvavA e pUjyapAda tapasvIsamrATa uMmara te vakhate prAyaH 96 ke 97. smRti ghasAtI jatI AcArya bhagavaMtanI viziSTa guNasaMpatti tarapha aMgulInirdeza karatI hatI, vaMdanAdi thayA pachI arasaparasa zAtA pRcchA thai. me cirasmaraNIya ghaTanA che. gurudevane kahyuM- sAhebajIne akhaMDa AyaMbila cAlu che. e pUjyapAdazrInI mahAna gItArthatA ane dIrdha anubhavajJAna lagabhaga 3000 upara saLaMga AyaMbila thai gayA. haju sucavatI bIjI eka ghaTanA paNa jaNAvavAnuM mana thAya che. cAlIne vihAra kare che.' ane pUjyazrI bolyA -' ATalA vi.saM. 2053mAM amAre tyAM muninyAyaratnavijayajInI nAnI AyaMbila karIne zuM karyu? ahaMkAra vadhAryo ke bIju kAMi ? (13 varSanI) uMmare dIkSA thai. dIkSA prasaMge tapasvImahArAja haThAgraha che haThAgraha....' huM bhoMTho paDI gayo zuM karavuM ? padhArelA, dIkSAvidhi pUrNa thayA bAda vikherAi gayA pachI baporanA anumodanA mATe vAta karI ane .....paNa tapasvI samaye huM nAnAmahArAjane lai pUjyazrI pAse gayo. pUjyazrIne vaMdana | mahArAjanA moMnI rekhAmAM aMzamAtra pheraphAra nahIM. khUba karI hitazikSA mAMgI nAnA mahArAjane pAMca miniTa hitazikSA ApI ja zAMtithI ane namratApUrvaka pUjyazrIne pUchayuM - meM kahyuM, 'sAhebajI ! mAre zuM dhyAna rAkhavAnuM? ane pUjyazrIe kahyuM, 'sAhebajI ! e ahaMkArane toDavA zuM karavuM ? 'Abho eka vAtano khyAla rAkhaje. kayAreya nAnA mahArAjanA zarIrano sIdho ja banI gayo. pUjyazrIe je zabdo kahyA hatA te sAMbhaLI sparza na karato.' kevI hitazikSA ! jenI kalpanA ja na thai zake. mane mArA jevAne apamAna ja lAgI jAya. emAM paNa ema ke kadAca pUjyazrI kaheze, bhANAvaje, nAnI uMmara che, vAtsalya AjubAju mArA jevA nAnA-nAnA mahAtmAo hAjara Apaje vagere vagere enI jagyAe sparzanI ja manAi ! mArA hoya, pote tRtIyapada jevA uccapade birAjamAna hoya, jIvanamAM AvI hitazikSA A pahelI ane chellI rahI che. pUjyazrInI zrIsaMghamAM eka viziSTa AdaranuM pAtra banyA hoya, nikaTamAM lAMbo samaya rahevAnuM thayuM nathI paNa mArI gurumAtAnA nimitte je paricaya thayo ane e ja gumAnA kAraNe ja pUjyazrIe avasare avasare mane je kAMi ApyuM che e upakAranuM RNa cUkavAya tema nathI. laMDana ho e zAsanaratna maha4ja tapazya aAcArya bhagavaMtane!! vItsalya Adi aneka guNono bhaMDAra - pa.pU.sA. jayAzrIjI saM. 2045nA rAjakoTa prahalAdaploTanA cAturmAsa daramyAna mAre motIyAnuM oparezana thatAM lagabhaga 83 varSanI jaiphavaye pUjyazrI svaye hospITalamAM mArA svAzmanI khabara levA AvyA ane mastake vAsakSepa karI Apyo hato. | saM. 2045mAM banAsakAMThA-vAvamAM pa.pU. yazovijaya su.ma.sA. nI AcArya padavI mahAsuda-5nA. thai ane te ja divase mArI tabiyata bagaDI tyAre mahAvada11nA DhALanI poLa-amadAvAdamAM upAzrayanA udghATana prasaMge pahoMcavuM Avazyaka hatuM..... - pUjyazrIne hakIkata jaNAvI to mane kahe 3 divasa roja vAsakSepa naMkhAvI jajo ane kharekhara pUjyazrInA vAsakSepa ane vacananA prabhAve paMdara divasamAM vAvathI amadAvAda vihAra karI nirvidane AvI gayA. A rIte amadAvAdathI naMdurabAra-mahArASTra tarapha vihAra karavA muhUrta mAMgatA temaNe Apela muhUrta mATe meM kahyuM "sAheba te muhUrta bahu moDuM paDaze" tyAre kahe "rastAmAM mAMdA paDazo. to ?" pachI koi jAtanI dalIla karyA vagara pUjyazrInA Apela muhUrta vihAra karatAM khUba ja sArI rIte nirvidane balasANAnI yAtrA karI naMdurabAra pahoMcI gayA. pUjyazrI karatAM paNa mAro dIkSA paryAya moTo hovA chatAM koivAra jo nAnA sAdhune vaMdana karI be-pAMca miniTa vAta karavA ubhA rahIe eTale sAhebajI tarata ja lAla AMkha karI kahetA ' vaMdananuM kAma pate eTale ravAnA thai javAnuM " AvI kALajI nizrAvartasAdhuonI rAkhatA hatA. AvA aneka guNono bhaMDAra pUjyazrInA caraNamAM koTI koTI vaMdana. donational

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jitezvara caraNasea nebhirine - pa.pU. sA.palatAzrIjI paramanAmadheya, suvihitazAsanazaNagAra, ujafjayaMtatIrtheza-nemijina-caraNopAsaka, sahasAvanatIrthoddhAraka, vizuddha cAritradhArI pa. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA caraNomAM vaMdanA. giranAramaMDana zrIne manAthabhagavaMta pratyenI janma janmAntaronI avirata vahI rahelI paramabhaktinA ananya phaLasvarUpe maLelI bhavanI bhIti, saMyamamAM rati, tapobhukti ane sAdhanAnI mastInA parama AdarzarUpa jhalaka jene maLI..... | prabhunA hAthe (gata janmamAM) dIkSita thaine paramAtmAnI AjJApAlanano avihaDa rAga, pAlanamAM atyaMta custatA tathA jinazAsana pratyenI vaphAdAritAnI prasAdI jene maLI..... a in Eguc bonal Personel Lise Only

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jagadguruzrInemiprabhunA sAnidhyamAM padArtha pratye nirIha, zarIra pratye nirmama, daDha saMkalpazALI, daDha sattvazALI, gItArthatAdi saddaguNonI saurabha jemane maLI..... | tevA pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe zrInemInAthabhagavaMtanA caraNomAM rahIne lAMbo samaya saMyamanI sAdhanA karIne aMte bhavaparyAya palaTIne giranAratIrthanA rakSaka thaine AvelA A mahApuruSa ! TuMkA samayamAM bhavabhramaNano aMta lAvavA ane zAsananuM RNa adA karavA A kaliyugamAM manuSyabhavanA paryAyarUpe avatarI, uttama sadgurano paryAya dhAraNa karI mahAna-virala vibhUtinuM svarupa bhogavIne je mArge AvyA te ja mArge paramapada tarapha prayANa karyuM. pUjyazrInA svamukhe tathA pa. pU. A. nararatnasUrIzvarajI bhagavaMtanA mukhe kayAreka kayAreka jANavA maLelI sAMketika preraNAo yogya AtmAonA AtmahitArthe atre rajU karela che...... | pUjyazrIne zaraAtanA saMyamajIvananA varSomAM vaDadAdA gurudevazrI pU. dAnasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnuM sAMnidhya maLeluM pUjyazrI vaDIlonuM ciprasanna rahe tevI vRtti-pravRttine dhAraNa karatAM ane Atmavizuddhi, samarpaNabhAva tathA vairAgI jIvanathI sahajarIte pUrA AziSane meLavatA hatA svargamAM gayA pachI paNa vaDadAdA | gurudeva temane niraMtara sahAyamAM rahIne TuMkA sAMketika bodha vAkyo ApIne temano zAsanasevAno mArga saraLa ane suMdara banAvatAM. | pUjyazrI ANadhAryA-ociMtAnA game te samaye je nirNayo letA ane tene ghaNA vinonI vacce daDhatAthI vaLagI rahetAM tenI pAchaLanuM rahasya pU. vaDadAdA gurudevano te rIte karavAno sAMketika Adeza-saMdezarUpe maLato hato tene purA bahumAnapUrvaka pAlana karI AnaMda anubhavatA tethI pUjyazrInI dareka kSaNa gurudatta ane prabhudattanA anubhavapUrvaka pasAra thatI. bIjI bAju zrI neminAtha bhagavAna pratyenI avihaDa prItinA mAdhyame zAsanadevI pUjyazrInI harakSaNe sevAmAM hAjara rahetA. zAsananA ghaNA vikaTa kAryo saraLa rIte karAvatA. tenuM pratyakSa udAharaNa sahasAvana kalyANakabhUmino jirNoddhAra che. vikaTa-gIca jaMgala jevA sahasAvanamAM ajainonA pUrA virodha tathA anya vidanonI vacce zrI neminAthanI dIkSA-kevalajJAna kalyANakabhUmino samavasaraNa maMdira dvArA uddhAra karyo. A ghaNuM vikaTa kArya zAsanadevInA sAMnidhya ane sahAyathI karI zakAyuM. jo ke te kArya saMpAdana thatAM pUrva manoratha thato te samaye.... | giranAranA jogI pUjyazrI ! giranAra yAtrAe padhAryA. apUrva bhAvathI yAtrA karI, romAMcita dehe zrInemiprabhunA darzana karyA, pulakita hRdaye kalyANaka bhUminI sparzanA karI jANe giranAra pratyenI ane zrI neminAthabhagavAna pratyenI bhavAntaranI prIti na hoya. tema be-traNa yAtrAe saMtoSa na thatAM navvANu yAtrAnA manorathajAgyA. vAraMvAra giranAramAM zrInemiprabhunA sAMnidhyamAM rahevAnuM mana thayuM nitya caDhatA bhAvothI nirdoSa gocarI-pANI dvArA saMyamajIvananI zuddhipUrvaka navvANuM yAtrA karI te samaye giranAranA kaNekAgane bhaktibhAvathI AtmasAt karyA eka-eka Atmapradeze jagadguruzrIneminAthabhagavaMta vasI gayA, jayAM prabhu che tyAM prabhunA bhakto che. giranAra tIrtha tathA zrInemiprabhunI adhiSThAyikA zAsanadevI aMbikAmAtA A giranAranA jogI upara khuba prasanna thayAM navvANumAM ja sahasAvana tIrthanA udhdhArano manorathaApyo ane satata sahAyamAM rahIne ghANA azakya kAryone zakya banAvyA. | eka dAyakA pUrvano jagavidita prasaMga yAda Ave che amAruM saM. 2046 nuM cAturmAsa junAgaDha nakkI thayuM ane pUjyazrInuM cAturmAsa dhorAjI nakkI thayeluM tyArabAda vaizAkhamahine supuNyazALI rajanIbhAi devaDI tathA caMdubhAi giranAramAM pUjyazrInI pAse AvyA, AvatA varSe zatruMjaya tIrthAdhirAjanA mahAabhiSekanI bhAvanA jagAvI ane Apa padhAro tevI vinaMti karI. te saphaLa thAya tevA zubhAziSa meLavyA. rajanIbhAie jaNAvyuM ke sakaLa tapAgacchanA zrI saMghanI sAthe samagra sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA samudAya sAthe zrI girirAja tathA zrI yugAdiprabhunA mahAabhiSeka karavAnA manoratho jAgyA che. tyAre pUjyazrIe jaNAvyuM ke "jo tuM abhiSekanA puNya prasaMge zrI saMghane bhego kare che to mArA dilamAM saMghanA vibhAjananuM du:kha che te A prasaMge saMgha ekatAnA kAryathI dUra thai zake tema che.'' A bhAvanA sAMbhaLatAM rajanIbhAie atikhuza thaine jaNAvyuM ke abhiSeka bAda badhA ja mahApuruSanI sAthe AdIzvaradAdAnA sAMnidhyamAM vicAraNA karIne zrIsaMgha ekatAnI bhAvanAne saphaLa karIzuM, Apa padhAro kArya saphaLa banaze. mane abhiSekanI sAthe-sAthe zrI saMghanI ekatA ane ApazrIjInA pAraNAno triveNI lAbha maLaze. giranAra zrIneminAthaprabhunA sAnidhyamAM susaMkalpa karIne jaNAvyuM ke ApazrIjInuM cAturmAsa dhorAjI ne badale junAgaDha thAya to A aMgenI vicAraNA zrIneminAthabhagavAnanA sAnidhyamAM karavAthI vizeSa preraNA maLe. pUjyazrIe paNa junAgaDha cAturmAsa karavAnuM nakkI karyuM.

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rajanIbhAi paNa mahAabhiSeka prasaMge pUjyazrInI pAse mArgadarzana levA junAgaDha AvatAM jema-jema abhiSekanA divaso najIka AvatA gayA tema tema hRdayamAM AnaMdanI urmIo ubharAvavA lAgI.... cAturmAsa bAda pUjyazrI junAgaDha thI pAlItANAno padayAtrA saMgha lai pAlItANA padhAryA. rajanIbhAinI AgrahabharI vinaMtIthI ghaNA mahApuruSo sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto sahita zrI caturvidha saMgha padhAryo hato. rajanIbhAinI sAthe rahela zAMtibhAinI bhakti paNa avismaraNIya hatI. mahAabhiSekanI je dhanyapaLonI mahinAothI kAgaDoLe rajanIbhAi rAha joi rahyA hatA te dhanya ghaDIo AvI gai ! ane temanA bhAvo paNa jANe siddhagirinA zikhare AMbavA mathI rahyA na hoya ? tevA AsamAne caDyA hatA. AcAryabhagavaMta Adi munigaNa tathA zrIsaMgha sAthe zrI girirAja upara nakkI karela sthAne padhAryA. maMgalAcaraNa, maMtroccAra sahita bhaktinA sUronI vacce apUrva AnaMda ane ahobhAvapUrvaka harSAzru sahita abhiSeka karyo. girirAjanA abhiSekanA apUrva AnaMdamAMne AnaMdamAM dIla daine nAcyA, tyAMthI zrIsaMgha sAthe upara dAdA pAse pahoMcI gayA. dAdAnA caraNomAM anahada ahobhAvathI jhUkI paDyA. A bhAvomAM ramatAM ramatAM divasa pasAra thai gayo. bhAvono vega samaya jatAM vegIlo banato gayo tyAM ja acAnaka rAtrInA atiharSanA kAraNe jANe viziSTa koTInuM mahApuNya bhAgavavA have A bhava samartha na hoya tema namaskAra mahAmaMtra sAMbhaLatAM ja dehane zrI rajanIbhAIe girirAjanA caraNomAM DhALI dIdho ane divyabhavane dhAraNa karyo. zrIsaMgha ekatAnI bhAvanA manamAM ja rahI gai. A banAvathI pUjyazrIne thayuM ke hajI samaya pAkyo nathI mATe saMgha ekatAnA kAryamAM vighna AvyuM, huM A saMghanA vibhAjananuM duHkha jIravI zakuM tema nathI mATe te ja phAgaNa mahine giranAra sahasAvanamAM samavasaraNa maMdiranI bIjI vakhatanI aMjanazalAkA pratiSThAnuM satkArya karIne mAruM zreya sAdhuM. tyAra pachI pUjyazrI saMgha sahita girirAjanI 12 gAunI pradakSiNApUrvaka taLAjA mahuvA, dAThA, unA, ajArA vigere tIrthonI yAtrA saMgha sahita karatA junAgaDha padhAryA. tyAM aneka saMghonA uchaLatA utsAhathI aMjanazalAkA pratiSThA mahotsava pUrNa thayo. pratiSThAbAda pUjyazrIe girirAja-mahAabhiSekanA prasaMge sevelI bhAvanAnusAra Atmazreya sAdhavAnI taiyArI karI, nitya eka eka upavAsanA paccakkhANa levAnA zaru karyA. te vakhate pU.nararatnasUrIzvarajI bhagavaMte zrI saMghanA AgevAnone bolAvyA hAjara rahelA teo pUjyazrInI bhAvanAthI khUba ja dravita thayAM pUjyazrIne vadhu ugra tapa na karavA ghaNI vinaMtI karI, samajAvyA, paraMtu pUjyazrInI bhAvanA dRDha hatI. acAnaka pU. nararatnasUrIzvarajI bhagavaMtane zAsanadevInI bhAvanA pramANe karIye tevo vicAra AvatA pUjyazrIne te vAta jaNAvI pUjyazrI paga saMmata thayA nirmaLa cAritra ane tapabaLathI zAsanadevInI preraNA maLI ke...... "vatsa ! vadhu ugra tapa dvArA tAruM zreya jarura thaze. paraMtu zAsananI sevA ane vizvanA jIvonA rakSaNa mATe tAruM astitva Avazyaka che. bAra varSamAM saMbhavita vizva yudhdha ane kudaratanI Apattione haLavI karavA tArA astitvanI jarura che, astitvane TakAvavAnA kAraNe bhaviSyamAM AyaMbilanA tapanA pAraNAnI AvazyakatA jaNAya to te paNa karI levA, kAraNa ke... astitvanuM rakSaNa vadhu jarurI che. '' te vAtane pUjyazrIe koi paNa vikalpa vagara saharSa svIkArI lIdhI. zrI saMghanA AgevAnoe jaNAvyu ke AyaMbila dvArA paNa ApanuM astitva TuMkAya (ghasAro vadhe) tethI Apa AyaMbila tapanuM pAraNuM karI lo, badhAno Agraha khUba hato tyAre pUjyazrIe jaNAvyuM ke "Nha ane samAdhi vahI Take tevuM jaNAze tyAre pAraNuM karIza hAlamAM apUrNa abhigrahe pAraNuM DarIza to zAsanane ucca Adarza koNa Apaze ? mATe huM AyaMbila tapa cAlu rAkhIza." pUjyazrIe A rIte jaNAvIne aTTamanuM pAraNuM AyaMbila tapa dvArA karyu. arthAt AyaMbilano tapa cAlu rAkhyo. samaya pasAra thatAM vizvanA jIvonI zAMti mATe ane zrI saMghanA rakSaNa mATe vividha anuSThAno, viziSTa koTInA sAdhako pAse tapa-japa-bhakti vigere karAvIne ghaNo kaSTadAyI gaNAto kaTokaTIno samaya pasAra karAvI dIdho. jo ke A samaya daramyAna sakaLa saMghomAM tathA anya sthAnomAM paNa vizvazAMti mATe tapa-japa vigere ArAdhanAnA sAtha, sahakAra paNa pUjyazrInA anuSThAno sAthe joDAyelA hatA. anukrame pUjyazrI AyaMbilatapa pUrvakanA cha'rIpAlita zrI saMgha sAthe pAlItANA jatAM ayodhyApUram AgaLa vihAra karatAM acAnaka pagamAM ekadama duHkhAvo thayo.... cAlavuM azakya banyuM.... tyAre khurazImAM pAlItANA padhAryA, yAtrA paNa khurazImAM besIne karavI paDI, yAtrA karyA bAda ekasa-re paDAvyo ane temAM paganA thApAno bola tUTI gayelo jaNAyo DokaTaranA kahevA mujaba oparezana anivArya lAgyuM te samaye pUjyazrIne saM. 2047 mAM zAsanadevIe kahelu tenA AdhAre astitvane TakAvavA have pAraNAno avasara Avyo che tema jANIne prathamathI ja nirAgrahI pUjyazrIe vizvanA kalyANArthe akhaMDa 1751 AyaMbila+vigai tyAganA 90 ekAsaNA -akhaMDa 4601 AyaMbila

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kevA nirAgrahI pUjyazrI ? kevuM gItArthapaNuM ! samayocita utsarga-apavAda mArganA sevana dvArA saMyamajIvana TakAvanArA pUjyazrI ! kevuM zAsana pratyenuM samarpitapaNuM ! tapa kare che pAraNuM ko, re ! potAnuM uig | MIkhuM zAsat mATenuM ! tapa ane pAraNA baMne dvArA astitvanA kAgekAgano upayoga zAsane sevA mATe ja karanArA pUjyazrI ! oparezana pachI pAlItANA comAsu rahIne pUjyazrIne thoDuM ghaNuM calAtuM thayuM chatAM saunA AgrahathI pote sTrecaramAM besIne giranAratIrtha padhAryA. jenA AtmAnA pradeza-pradeze zrInemiprabhu vaselA hatA. have zrInemiprabhunA sAMnidhyamAM zarIranI tamAma zaktino sadupayoga karIne arthAt dehanA eka-eka kAgane giranAra sAthe bheLavI devA mATe ja pUjyazrI padhAryA na hoya ! tema zrIsaMgha sahita prathamavAra giranAranI taLeTImAM zrInemiprabhunI godamAM cAturmAsa karmanI sAme yuddha mATe jhajhumatA zUravIra pUjyazrI ! kensaranI asAdhya ane asahya vyAdhine paNa potAnA saMyamajIvananA nirmaLa pAlana tathA zAsananA avirata kAryonI vacce hasatA mukhe sahI lIdhI. AvI paristhitimAM mAgasara suda dazamanA upavAsa karyo, jo ke pUjyazrIne AgaLa upavAsa karavAnI bhAvanA hatI. paraMtu zrIsaMghanA AgrahathI mAgazara suda 11nA porasinuM paccakhANa pAryuM. te rAtathI ja vedanAe potAnuM svarUpa vadhu vikarALa banAvyuM te samaye pUjyazrInI jAgRti mATe sahajasiddha vaiyAvaccaguNI pU. hemavallabhavi.ma.sA., pU. nayanaratnavi.ma.sA. Adi nI paLepaLanI samAdhi rakhAvavAnI kALajIthI pUjyazrI pUrNa samAdhistha hatA. | aMte mAgasara suda 13nA savArathI niraMtara darzana thayA kare tevA bhAvathI pATane choDIne potAno saMthAro giranAranI sAme gelerImAM mAgasara mahinAnI ThaMDInI vacce karAvyo. AkhI rAta tyAM ja ThaMDI sahana karI giranAranI sanmukha rahyA. caudazano divasa paNa Aja rIte pasAra karyo. sAMje caudazanuM pratikramaNa karyuM. sakaLa zrIsaMghane tathA vizvanA jIvone kSamApanA karI jANe jIvananA tamAma aticAronuM prAyazcita na karatA hoya ? tema samajIne asahya vedanAnI vacce zarIra pratye nispRha tevA pUjyazrInuM giranAra sanmukha pratikramaNa thayuM. vArabAda, be hAtha joDIne giranAranI sAkha mukha rAkhI pUjavAzrI zrIminAthaprabhulA pyAmAM potALI cetavALe motapid karatA gayA. 5. hemavallabhavi.ma.sA. 'arihaMta arihaMta, arihaMta - neminAthaneminAthaarihaMta, arihaMta neminAtha''nI dhUna calAvatA. atiharSathI hoTha phaphaDAvI AMgaLI halAvI te dhUnanAM zabdezabdamAM tallIna banelAM pUjyazrI e rAtrInA vijayamuharta potAnA dehane giranAranA zarANe sahajatAthI samarpita karI dIdho. pUjyazrInA divya zaktithI vAsita AtmAe prabhunA caraNomAM vAsa karyo. paramapadanA pathikanI yAtrA prabhunA sAMnidhyane pAmI. A manuSyabhavanA paryAyane sArthaka karIne devatvanA paryAyane dhArAga karI zAsanane tana-mana samarpita karanArA he pUjyazrI ! ApanA zAsana ekatAnA bhAve saphaLa karI zakIye tevuM sAmarthya Apo. lohInA chaoNka-tis iduho zAsanaLI IsiLe vahAvaIII he pUjayazrI ! ofIpaLA jevI blog03 zAsanakSata ||jo ! hRdayanI eka-eka dhaDakanane prabhunI AjJApAlanamAM guMjAvanArA he pUjyazrI' amArA jevA bALajIvone prabhunA mArge sthira karajo ! duSkara carANa tapa, svAdhyAya ane jApa dvArA muktine hAthavaMta karanArA he pUjyazrI ! bhavamAM bhaTakatAM amArA jevA ajJAnI, avaguNI evA bALajIvone ApanA caraNomAM sthAna ApI mokSa mArga sudhI sAthe rAkhajo ! paramAtmAnI ananyukRpAthI kaThora sAdhanAne AtmasAt karanArA he pUjyazrI! abUjha, ajJAnI, viSaya kaSAyothI pIDita, rogothI gherAyela tathA prabhunA mArgamAM aTavAyelA evA vividha AtmAone Ape zaraNuM ApyuM. tethI amArI viSayonI Asakti dhaTI jatI, kaSAyono Avega dhImo paDato rogISTa kAyA nirogI thatI. ApanA sAMnidhyane pAmatAM ja tapa karavAnA bhAva jAgatAM, agaNita mithyASTi AtmAone prabhunA zAsanano Adarza ApIne Atmatattvane oLakhAvIne bodhibIjane ApatAM mumukSuone saMyamamAM AvatA aneka prakAranA vinono ukela lAvI, saMyamano mArga saraLa banAvatAM, jinazAsana saMbaMdhI vividha praznonuM gItArtha daSTie mArgadarzana ApatAM. zrIsaMghonA vikaTa praznone sahajatAthI samyagU ukela ApatAM ! karANAdaSTie vAtsalya varasAvatAM evA he kAgAvatsala pUjyazrI ! ApazrIjIne zuM kahuM ? agaNita upakAro yAda AvatAM haiyuM bharAi jAya | cAturmAsamAM tabiyata bagaDatAM DokTaranA nidAna anusAra kensaranI zakyatA lAgI. zrI saMdhane jANa thatAM khUba glAni anubhavI ane temAMthI pUrazrIne ugAravA vividha upacAra karavA kaTibaddha banyA, paraMtu pUjyazrI davA mATe upekSita rahyA. aMte zrIsaMdhanA AgevAnoe peina kIlaranA iMjekazana dvArA sAmAnya upacAra karavA mATe vinaMtI karI tyAre pUjyazrIe jaNAvyuM ke ''A deha have TakavAno nathI to tene TakAvavA mATeno auSadhopacAra karavo ucita nathI to zA mATe davA levI ?? te bhAvanAthI davA na levA mATe chellA samaya sudhI daDha rahyA. e saMyamajIvananI prApti pachI aharniza ugra ane ghoratapa dvArA tathA kaThora cAritranA pAlana dvArA dehanI mamatAne toDatA ja rahelA pUjyazrI ! bhale ! Ape audArika dehe vidAya lIdhI paraMtu sUkSma dehe satata sAthe rahIne amone adhyAtma mArge AgaLa vadhArI mokSa mArga sudhI sAthe rAkhazojI. ApanA caraNomAM vaMdanA. 20

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jiNavayaNe Ayara kuNaha - pa pa.pU. tapomUrti - pa.pU. sA. sarvodayAzrIjI sApratakALe sAdhujIvana ane zAsana mATe saMyama+tapa ane vairAgya svarUpa triveNI saMgamathI jhaLahaLatI dhorasAdhanA jIvananA aMta sudhI jALavI rAkhI ane jagatane suvAsita karanAra sUrimahArAjanA caraNomAM koTIzaH vaMdanA. pUjyazrInI viziSTa prakAranI utkRSTa sAdhanAnuM puNabaLa che prabhuvacanano Adara. maitrAdi bhAvothI bhAvitatA ane anekabhavothI ghUMTAto jinavacanano Adara AtmasAt banyA pachI ja AtmA sva-pratye kaThora banI zake che, te pUjyazrInA jIvanamAM ApaNe spaSTa nihALI zakatA hatA. pUjyazrIe saMghanI ekatA mATe tema ja viSayakaSAyanI cUMgAlamAMthI jANe jaldI chUTavuM na hoya ? tema mAtra game te eka be dravyathI cAra pAMca vAge game te samaye AyaMbila karI tapane mitratulya rAkhyo hato. - pUjyazrInI sAdhanA aDadhIrAtre zarU thAya te savAre 9-10 vAgyA sudhI cAle. tyAra bAda vihAra kare. sAMje 4-5 vAge pahoMcyA bAda AyaMbila karatAM prabhuAjJA pramANe vihAramAM ja divasa pUrNa thato. pAlItANAnA AyaMbilanA saMdhamAM dareka vyakitaone suryAdaya pachI vihAra karAvyo tevA pratibhAsaMpanna pUjyazrI hatA. pUjyazrI vAtsalyanidhi ane vacanasiddha puruSa hatA, bAhya atyaMtara guNonA bhaMDAra hatA. pUjyazrInA guNarUpasamudramAMthI bindu tulya nAno guNa paNa ApaNAmAM pragaTe e ja abhilASA. A. vi. himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. - pa.pU. sA. vinodazrIjI himanA kiraNo jyAM jyAM paDe tyAM tyAM padArthane bALIne bhasmIbhUta kare che tema pU. A. vi. himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. dIkSA lIdhI tyArathI karmone bALavA mATe tapasyAno jaMga mAMDyo hato. - kAyAno moha choDI rasanendriya upara vijaya meLavI jIvanamAM upavAsa AyaMbila karI karmone khatama karavA kaTibaddha banyA hatA. sahavartAvaDilo ke emanA ziSyo vAparavA mATe kahe tyAre teozrI kahetA ke A kAyAne gaDI nathI banAvavI. aMte A kAyAnI to rAkha ja thavAnI che. ne? ema kahI koi vakhata 30 upavAsanA pAraNe siddhagirinI yAtrA karIne AyaMbilathI pAraNuM . koi vakhata 22 upavAsane pAraNe siddhagirinI yAtrA karI AyaMbilathI pAraNuM. vIzasthAnaka tapamAM arihaMtapadanI ArAdhanAnA 20 vakhata 20- 20 upavAsa karyA. siddhapadanI ArAdhanA pAMca aThThAi karI ne karI, giranAranI 99 yAtrA, oLInA aMte aDhAi karI mAtra ekaja vAra pANI vAparIne jAmakaMDoraNAthI junAgaDha cha'rI pAlita saMghamAM pagapALA vihAra, jIvanamAM 3050 to upavAsa karyA. 93 varSanI jaipha vaye mANekapurathI mahuDI, AgaloDa, vaDanagara, tAraMgA, vAlama, mahesANA, zaMkhezvara, zaMkhalapura, rAMteja, bhoMyaNI, naMdAsaNa, Adi tIrthayAtrI karI lagabhaga 4% kI.mI. no pagapALA vihAra karyo. evA tyAgI tapasvI AtmAne huM koTi koTi vaMdana karuM chuM. AvA yogI mahAtmA jyAM hoya tyAMthI mane saMyama ArAdhanAmAM sahAya karo, eja abhyarthanA ! Vale & Personal Use Only

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apUrva anubhUti....... 5.pU.sA.bhAvavarthanAzrIjI javodahi tavodahi saMkappasAyaro ceva / zazIsUro va himAMzusUrIso uvagArago / / bhAratadezanA kinAre traNa sAgara ghUghavI rahyA che. (1)arabIsamudra (2) hindamahAsAgara (3) baMgALano akhAta evI rIte AcAryadeva zrImad himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA haiyAmAM traNa traNa sAgara hiloLA letA hatA. (1) japasAgara, (2) tapasAgara ane (3) saMkalpano sAgara ! anubhUtine varNavavA zabdo vAmaNA paDe che. chatAM pUjyazrInI upakArasmRti mane prere che. e hatI saM. 2047nI sAla. kAratakI pUnamano divasa....! junAgaDha gAmamAM saM. 2046nI sAlanuM cAturmAsa pUjyazrInI nizrAmAM rahevAnuM sadbhAgya maLeluM pUname giranAranI yAtrA karI zrI neminAthadAdAnI bhakti karI nIce AvyA. te varSe rajanIbhAi devaDI poSa vada 6nA zrI zatruMjayanA mahAabhiSeka karAvavAnA hatA. te nimitte caturvidha saMghanA ghaNA bhAvikoe vividha prakAranA tapa, abhigraho karyA hatA. mane paNa bhAvanA thai 68 upavAsa karavAnI pUjyazrIne pahelAM vAta karI hatI. yogAnuyoga yAtrA karIne nIce AvyA ne taLeTInA derAsaranA oTale ja pUjyazrI maLyA girirAja sanmukha huM hAthajoDIne ubhI rahI ane pUjyazrIe paccakkhANa ApyuM..... 'sUre uggae vIsabhanaM '' arthAt 9 upavAsa mane to aTTamanI ja kalpanA hatIne paccakkhANa thayuM 9 upavAsanuM paNa pUjyazrInAM svamukhe paccakkhANa maLyuM tethI AnaMda thai gayo. Education International pUnamano divasa pasAra thayo. bIjo divasa ugyo ne..... porisi thatAM thatAM to ulTI zaru thai. trIje divase vihAra.... ! ulTI cAlu upavAsa paNa cAlu chatAM pUjyazrInA prabhAve vAMdho na Avyo. ema karatAM vihAra sAthe 7 upavAsa thayA ne acAnaka zvAsa upaDyo. vihAra, upavAsa, ulTIo ane zvAsa, tethI huM to sAva ja himmata hArI gai. te divase lagabhaga phakta 10 ki.mI. no vihAra hato. temAM 6 ki.mI. to mAMDamAMDa cAlI pachI keme karIne calAya ja nahi. eka jhADa nIce besI gai. mArA gurumahArAja, gurubaheno badhA ciMtita.... ! DoLI maMgAvavI ja paDe evI sthiti zuM karavuM ? pUjyazrInI nizrAmAM ja raivatagirithI siddhagiri padayAtrA saMgha hovAthI pUjya AcAryadeva paNa e ja vihAramAM hatA. teo to kAyama sUryodaya pachI be-aDhI kalAke vihAra karatAM huM beThI tyAre hajI nava-sADA nava jevo samaya thayelo paNa... pUjyazrIne koika TUMko rasto batAvI gayuM eTale TUMka samayamAM pUjyazrI amArI sanmukha AvI gayA. mArI sthiti joi. hRdaya karuNAkRpAthI ubharAi gayuM mane vAsakSepa nAMkhyo nA.... mAtra..... vAsakSepa ja nahi.... zaktipAta karyo ane bolyA ''cAlo calAi jaze'' pUjyazrInA vacane paga upADyo ane camatkAra sarjAyo. eka DagaluM paga bharAya evuM na hatuM tene badale 4 ki.mI. calAi gayuM khabara paNa na paDI. A kSaNo mArI potAnI anubhUtinI che. bIjA paNa ghaNA prasaMgo khyAlamAM che paNa kAgaLa-penanI maryAdA hoya che. eTale badhuM avataraNa zakya nathI. pUjyazrInuM saMkalpabaLa, tapobaLa ane A baMnenA mULamAM raheluM japabaLa adbhuta hatuM. sUryanI jema AtmaprakAza pAtharanArA ane caMdranI jema vAtsalyAmRta relAvanArA pUjyazrInA upakAro yAvajIva smRtipathamAM raheze. www.jetbrary or

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- sArSI rasAdhutAnA ra-svAmI - pa.pU. A. puNayAnaMda su.ma.sA. "guNAH kurvanti dUtatvaM, dure'pi vasatAM satAm; tala idhamabrAnuM, svayaM yAnti dipaTTI: '" jema kaeNdDI phulanI gaMdha oNvA mATe bhamaro svayaM lAvI jAya che tema mahApuruSo (ad dura beThA hoya paNa dailii guNa sugaMdhaol ofhas do hajAro ki. rmA. dUra pahoMcI jAya che. AvA ja eka niHspRhI, cothA ArAnA sempala, bejoDa tapasvI, mahAmanA mahApuruSa, AcAryabhagavaMta himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjathI caturvidha saMghamAM koNa aparicita haze ? koi nahIM. huM pratyakSa teozrInA darzana vaMdana karI zakyo nathI paNa temanA jIvana kavananI kitAbanA pAnAM sAMbhaLavA maLyA che. amArA samudAyanA sAdhvIjI pAsethI. teo pAlitANA, raivatagiri saMdhayAtrAmAM gayA hatA. temaNe je mahApuruSanI vAta karI e sAMbhaLatAM haiyu gadgadita banI gayuM. temanA jIvana bAganA guNapuSponI parimala letAM tana-mana vayAga tarabatara banI gayA. - te pUjyazrInI pUrA dinanI dinacaryA sAMbhaLIne AvuM saMyama jIvana ApaNuM kyAre bane ? te mATe vAraMvAra mana te pUjyazrI tarapha ahobhAvathI namI gayuM, zata-zata vaMdana karatAM dila nAcI uThyuM. - AvA duSamakALamAM paNa jemAge saMyamane vadhu nirdoSa niraticAra paNe pAlana karavuM hoya teo tapaziromaNi AcAryabhagavaMtane sanmukha rAkhe. - roja trikALa vaMdana kare to jarara tevuM saMyama pAlana karavA manane adezya sahAya maLe-maLe na maLe ja e nirvivAda che. ''jevuM tapodjathI zobhatuM hatuM bhAva, jevuM cADiya joi lAgI jatA sau IIbAla, diANekapura gAmano je hato kohilura lAla, te nAcArya himAMzusUrivaoN vaMdanA kAuM.'' nAnA zA mANekapura gAma, mahesANA jillAno A hato bAla teNe yuvAvayamAM niHsAra saMsArasukhanA mohane trividha tilAMjali ApIne saMyama- sAmrAjya svIkAryuM. singura Aja kAla saMyamaprApti pachI jANe ahIM ja mokSa maLI gayo ema mAnIne koi jIvo AhArasaMjJAmAM, upadhisaMgraha AdimAM eTalA badhA masta banI jAya che ke na pUcho vAta. paMcavika svAdhyAya, paMcAcAra pAlana, aSTa pravacanamAtAnA pAlana AdimAM pramAdI banIne saMyamajIvanane hAra jAya che ane durgatinA mahemAna bane che. A mahAtmA saMyamaramaNI sAthe hAthamIlAvI besI na rahyA pAga pramAda mitrane dezavaTo ApIne jJAna, darzana, cAritra, guruvinaya, dharmAbhyAsa, vaiyAvacca Adi kSetre eTalA badhA pragatizIla banyA pU. gurabhagavaMte vividha pada gaNi-paMnyAsa, upAdhyAya - AcArya padavInuM dAna karyu. pada prApta thayA pachI paNa itizrI na pAmatAM, tapoyogamAM eTalA badhA AgaLa vadhyA che, te pUjyazrInI tapanI sUci jotAM bhalabhalA nAstikanuM mastaka namI jAya ane Astika banI dharmArAdhanamAM lAgI jAya. | zAsanarakSA, zramAgasaMdha ekatA mATe je pUjyazrIe jabbara jhuMbeza uThAvI apUrva tapArAdhanane dhUna jagAvela, te kharekhara prazaMsanIya, abhivaMdanIya sAthe khUbaja anumodanIya hatI. pUjyazrI jevA tapobalI hatAM. tevA ja custa kriyApAtra hatA. khAlI zuddha kriyAvALA na hatuM pANa sAthe sAthe samyagrajJAnanA vAridhi hatA. jJAna-tapa-kriyAno triveNI saMgama pUjyazrInI ragaragama vyApelo hato. pUjyazrIe giranAratIrtha sahasAvanamAM caumukhajI samavasarAga nirmANa karIne ane yAtrALuone samya darzananI zuddhimAM apUrva yogadAna Apela. AvA guNanidhi pUjyazrInA jeTalA guNagAna gAie eTalA ochA che te pUjyazrInA zreTa saMyama jIvanamAMthI kaMika aMze ekAda guNa prApta thAya eja pUjyazrInA caraNa kamalamAM koTizaH vaMdanA. jaya ho taponidhi AcAryabhagavaMtano

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| divya zaktino svAmi... anAsakta tapasvI.... - pa.pU. A. vAriperAsura Adi. jayavaMtA jinazAsanane jhagamagatA rAkhatA dhana dhana zAsanamaMDana munivarA padane zobhAvatA, sAdhika traNa hajAra upavAsa tathA sAdhika agyAra hajAra maMgala AyaMbila tapanI dIrdhatapazcaryAnA sAdhaka sUripravara, adhyAtmayogI A. zrI himAMzusUrivaranI dharmasAdhanAnA AMtarika anubhavo aneka puNyazALIoe anubhavyA haze. vi.saM. 2054 vaizAkha sudamAM zubhadine haThIsiMganI vADI amadAvAda madhya tapasamrATanA darzana vaMdana ane samAgamano lAbha pAmI dhanya banyA hatA. pUjyazrInA caraNomAM besIne anubhavavA maLyuM ke jenadharmano tapa kevo uttama ArAdhyo che evuM lAge ke jANe sAkSAt zAsanadevI cakezvarIdevI ane aMbikAdevI e puNyAtmAnA khabhA upara ArUDha thai nAcatI na hoya ? satata namaskAra mahAmaMtra ane parameSThi paramAtmAnI bhaktimAM magna rahenArA pUjyonA astitva ane amIdraSTithI anekavidha camatkAro sarjAtA hoya che. paraMtu alipta evA A mahAtmA potAnI siddhapadanI sAdhanAmAM lIna rahetA. eka zrAvaka mArI pAse manovyathA lai Avela, tyAM birAjamAna pUjyazrInA vaMdana karavA meM preraNA karI ane teNe pUjyazrInuM gurupUjana karI potAnI manovyathA vyakata karI pUjyazrInA vAsakSepanA prabhAve tenI manovyathA dUra bhAgI gai ane pUjyazrInA Adeza - preraNAthI AjIvana brahmacarya vrata svIkAryuM ane zuddha bAravratadhArI zrAvakajIvana jIvavAnA manoratho karyA ane kadApi navakArazI paNa nahIM karanAra Aje nitya besANA-pUjApratikramAgAdi karanAra ArAdhaka banyA che. AvA mahAprabhAvaka pUjyazrInuM jIvana samayasAdhanAmAM susta rahenArA mahAtmAo mATe tathA tapAdimAM nirotsAhi rahenArAo mATe divAdAMDI samAna banI gayela che. pUjyazrInI preraNAthI saMsArIvatana mANekapura (gAMdhInagara-mahuDI hAive) madhya suvArgaguphAyukta siddhagirinI racanAe aneka bhavyajIvonA upara kAmaNa karyuM che ane bhaktinA raMgamAM aneka puNyAtmAo maMgalamokSamArganI mahephilamAM mahAlavA lAgyA che. | prAMte pUjyazrI ! sImaMdharasvAmInA AziSa meLavI bharatakSetranA kaliyuganA kSamAzramAgone pavitra AziSa sadA varSAvatA raho ! ane saune sabuddhi - sanmatinuM dAna karatA raho e ja maMgalecchA saha prArthanA. | AtmakamalamAM tapalabdhine jAgRta karI bhuvanamAM tilaka samAna bhadraMkara mArganI sAdhanAthI puNyAnaMda anubhavatA sUrIzvarane pAMca pAMDava munivaronI koTi koTi vaMdanA.

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virATa tapasAdhaka ridaghanA soghAmaNA saMbhAraNA - pa.pU. paM. vinayasena vi.gadiza Adhi nAguNI guNInAM saMti, guNIya guNa matsarI / guNI ya guNarAgI ya, saralo virala jana / / nezanala hAive varSamAM ekAda dina kadAca TrAphika vinAno rahe! paNa atyaMtara-bAhyatAnA ArAdhaka pUjyazrInA manano hAive sadAkALa avirata-avilaMba prabhukti dvArA cAlu ja hoya, sadA sotsAha tapabhAvanA, sAdhanA, anAsakta bhojanavyavahAra sAthe AMtarika parINati camakatI dekhAya. ghoratapa karIne samatAsarovaramAM mahAlatA AvA tapayogInI A kaliyugamAM khUba AvazyakatA che. sva. pUjyazrInI sAttvika AnaMda sabhara mastIne koTI koTI vaMdana. prabhuvIranA zAsanamAM pUjyazrInI saMyama ArAdhanA eka ajabagajabano camakAro karI gai ! ane bhavyAtmAone mohAMdhakAramAM mArgadarzaka banI gai. paramopakArI pugyavaMtA vItarAgabhAvasAdhaka tapasamrATa sUrivarane koTI koTI vaMdanA. - pa.pU. A.candrayazasUri ma.sA. sahasAvana tIrthoddhAraka, suvizuddhisaMyamI, tapasvIsamrATa pU. AcAryadeva zrI. vi. himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA jIvanamAM zAsana mATenI aikyatA, zrI saMghahitArthe ghora abhigrahonI sAthe hajAro AyaMbilanI mahAsAdhanA itihAsanA suvarNapRSThomAM amara banI cUkI che... hajAro AyaMbila... upavAsa sAthe indriya vijetA banI jIvananI aMtima kSaNone paNa tapomaya banAvI hatI. mahAtapasvInA mahAtapodharmanI anumodanA karavA ApaNe to asamartha chIe paNa tapodharmadvArA nikAcitakarmonA nArA sAthe ajAtazatru gusvaryanI maitrIbhAvanA paNa atIva anumodanIya hatI. | devanahallI beMgaloramAM nirmANAdhIna zrI nAkoDA-avaMti 108 pArzvanAthajaina tIrthadhAma vikrama - sthUlabhadravihAranA 117 jinAlayanI 717 zilAnA bhavyAtibhavya varaghoDAmAM mArA pUjya gurudeva zrI sthUlabhadra s, ma.sA. e pUjyazrIne nizrApradAna mATenI vinaMtI karato patra lakhyo tyAre pUjyazrIe nAdurasta tabiyate paNa pAvananizrA arpaNa karI 717 zilAo upara svahaste vAsakSepa karyo ane pUjyazrIe kahyuM ke pU. sthUlabhadra mahArAje upakAra karI mane lAbha Apyo..... kevI anupama udAratA, nirabhimAnatA sAthe samyagdarzananI vizuddhi... pUjya guruvaryanI AcAracustatA anupama hatI, nirdoSa gocarInA satata AgrahI, kriyAmAM apUrvajAgRti, trikAla sUrimaMtra jApa sAthe sahasAvanatIrthano tIrthodhdhAra karAvI samyagdarzanane nirmaLa banAvyuM... pUjyazrI anaMtaguNonA svAmI to hatAM ja ane alpa uccAra, vibhu vicAra sAthe utkRSTa yogamaya AcAra- saMhitAthI jIvanane plAvita karI vidAya thayA.... svargasthasUrideva ne zatazeH vaMdanA.... VVVV 10eo

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nispRhaziromaNI.. pa.pU.sA.subhadrAzrIjI kaliyuganA kalpataru, mahAtapasvI, jaina zAsananA jayotirdhara, pUjya AcAryabhagavaMta jJAna-darzana-cAritranA akhUTa bhaMDAra hatA. tapodharma, sAthe AtmAnI ekamekatA ajoDa hatI saMghanI aikyatA mATe hajAro AyaMbila karI indriyavijetA banyA, nirdoSagocarI, suvizudhdhasaMyamI, akhaMDa cAritranA pAlaka pUjya gurudevazrInuM jIvana AdarzarUpa hatuM. bhayaMkara garamImAM gheghUra vaDalAnI chAyA jeTalI zItalatA arpe enA karatAM anekagaNI Atmika zAMti, vAtsalyatA, pUjyazrImAM pratyakSa nihALI che. sadA prasanna mudrA ! sahaja rIte sarvene sadA AkarSaNanuM kAraNa banatI. pUjyazrIe svaguNothI to jIvana maghamaghAyamAna banAveluM sAthe guNAnurAgitA ajabanI hatI vAsaNA-navakAra phaleTamAM pUjyazrInI nizrAmAM cAturmAsa thayuM te samaye devanahallImAM dakSiNakezarI pU.A.zrI.vi. sthUlabhadrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI preraNAthI nirmANAdhIna zrI nAkoDA-avaMtI 108 pArzvanAthajaina tIrthadhAma vikrama-sthUlabhadravihAra zilAnyAsa mATe 717 zilAono varaghoDo amadAvAdamAM pUjyazrInI pAvana sAMnidhyatAmAM bhavya rIte kADhavAnuM Ayojana thayuM upAzrayamAM 717 zilAnI sthApanA karavAmAM AvI tyAre pUjyazrIe nAdurasta tabiyatamAM eka gurubhagavaMtano hAthapakaDI badhI ja zilA upara 2 kalAkamAM vAsakSepa karyo... AvI hatI pUjyazrInI tIrthabhakti !!! varaghoDA pachI pUjyazrIne ame kahyuM ApazrIe mahAna upakAra karI nizrA pradAna karI. ApazrInAM puNyaprabhAve adbhuta varaghoDo nIkaLyo. tyAre pUjyazrI khUba ja sahajabhAve bolyA ke '" upakAra to sthUlabhadrano '' jene mane Avo lAbha Apyo...... AvI hatI pUjyazrInI guNAnurAgitA.... aneka guNonAM svAmI gururAja hatA. pUjyazrInI sAMnidhyatAmAM tapa mATenI ane saMghaekatAnI vAraMvAra preraNA malatI. pUjyazrI aneka bhavyajIvo mATe tArakatIrthasvarUpa hatA. aneka guNothI vibhUSita pUjyazrInA guNo lakhavA e amArA jevA alpajJa mATe bahuja muzkela che, chatAM pUjyazrInI vAtsalyatAe sahaja lakhavA preraNA karI..... pUjyazrI jyAM birAjamAna hoya tyAMthI amArA jevA pAmara jIvo upara upakAranI amI varSAvI saMyamamAM sahAyaka bane eja bhAvanA. caMdra nathI paNa cAMdanI thamake che... 5.pU. sA. haMsapadmAzrIjI jainazAsanarUpI gaganamAM caMdra camakI gayo jenuM nAma hatuM pU. himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA nAma himAMzu chatAM sUrya jevA, badhAne emano tApa lAge. sUryanuM evuM che ke dUrathI tApa lAge ane najIkathI ThaMDo lAge, pUjyazrIjIno paNa kaDakatAthI tApa lAge paraMtu je jema, jema najIka Ave tema tema gheghuravaDalA jevI zItalatA meLave caMdramAmAMthI amRta jhare tema pUjyazrInI nikaTa rahe tene vAtsalyanuM amRta maLe A vAtsalyanuM amRta paNa gajabanuM hatuM jemAM keTalAya doSonuM prakSAlana thai jAya. dIrghadRSTA sUrIzvara saMyamanI kALajI mATe temanI dIrghadaSTi bhaviSyanA anarthane nihALI le. gAriyAdhAramAM cAturmAsa praveza thayo, tyAM sAdhvIjI bha. zrAvikAno upAzraya eka ja www.jainlibrary.org 101

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kaMpAunDamAM hato. pUjyazrIe mukhya TrasTIgaNane vAta jaNAvI ke A rIte na cAle, teo dvArA javAba malyo amAre Ama ja cAle che ane.... savAramAM koine jaNAvyA sivAya vihAra karyo ane pUjyazrIe gheTIgAmamAM cAtumArsa karyuM. pUjya premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nA. jamaNA hAthatarIke gaNAtA vizAla samudAyanA saMcAlananI vyavasthA AdimAM pUjyazrInuM salAhasUcana vizeSa rahetuM samudAyanA saMyamarakSArthe kAyadA ghaDAyA phoTAo paDAvavA nahi Adi 20 jeTalA niyamo AvarI levAyA hatA. jyAM jyAM upAzraya AdimAM khAmI jaNAtI te te saMghanA TrasTIgaNane mIThAzathI samajAve jethI teone paNa khyAla Ave. sahiSNutA sUryodaya pachI vihAra hoya girirAjanI yAtrA paNa sUryodaya pachI karavAnI hoya mAsakSamaNamAM dararoja makkamatA daDhatAthI yAtrA cAlu hoya. pAraNuM paNa yAtrA pachI karyu che. taDakAmAM moDA utarI taleTIthI AvatA hoya mArga sakhata tapelo hoya chatAM te ja sahaja gatithI cAlatA hoya ame jotAM tyAre mastaka jhukI jatuM. eka vakhata pAlItANAmAM pU. nararatna ma.sA. ne daMDAsananI dAMDI batAvI teozrIne anukULa jaNAtAM badalavAnuM mana thayuM pUjyazrIne pUchyuM to bolyA A cAlu dAMDI barAbara ja che ne ? tarata ja mUkI dIdhI. amArA pU. suvratAzrIjI ma.sA. upavAsamAM pitta thAya chatAM makkamatAthI kare kharA. pUjyazrIne vAta karI, vAsakSepa lIdho, pachI sArI rIte tapa thavA lAgyo.... * madrAsanA eka suzrAvaka ekadama sirIyasa ane pUjyazrI pAsethI vAsakSepa lai mokalyo ane turta ja svasthatA prApta thai. 89tion international * pUjyazrI pAlItANA ArisAbhuvanamAM birAjamAna hatA tyAre naDiyAdanA suzrAvaka navanItabhAi panAbhAi vigere pU. A.bha. rAmacaMdrasU ma.sA.no AjJApatra laine AvyA temAM jaNAvyuM hatuM tamAre ane nararatna vi. ne AcArya padavI grahaNa karavAnI che 31 paMnyAsa jI. ma. ne. AcArya padavI grahaNa karavAnI che. AjJApatra vAMcatA pUjyazrInuM mana prasannatAne badale dilagIra banyuM vicAraNAne aMte kAraNosara na chuTake baMne pitAputra eka bIjAne sUrimaMtra saMbhaLAvI ArisAbhuvanamAM AcAryapada grahaNa karyuM mArA gurumahArAja huM vigere padavI samaye hAjara hatA. pAlItANA mahAabhiSeka pachI giranArajI tIrthano saMgha, sUryodaya pachI vihAra, pU. hemavallabha vi. ma. sA. sAthe hoya, mAMDa calAya, AvatAM 1 vAgI jAya derAsaramAM caityavaMdana karavA bese, stavana upara stavana gAtA jAya bhaktimAM tallIna banI jAya. samayanuM bhAna bhUlI jAya traNa vAge cAra vAge dehanuM bhAna bhUlI jAya, pachI AyaMbila bAkI hoya saMghanuM lagabhaga vhore nahi bahArathI ja lAve mAtra dALa le, te paNa eka divasa cUlA pAse svAbhAvika rahI gai ane pU. hemavallabha vi. ma. vhorI na gayA, zazIkAntabhAine kahe Aje zuM karyu ? teo kahe sAheba sahajarIte bAjumAM hatI, chatAM na lIdhI pU. hemavallabha vi.ma.sA. nI vaiyAvacca prazasya hatI. saMghamAM ame pAMca ThANA hatA sAMjano vihAra hato eka sAdhvIjI ma. ne ulTI thAya dhIre dhIre calAya pUjyazrI pAchaLathI padhArI AgaLa thai gayA amArI pAchaLa yAtriko na hatA pUjyazrIe be zrAvakone pAchaLa rAkhyA, sAdhvIjI ma. upAzraya pahoMce tyAM sudhI pAchaLa rahejo kadAca aMdhAru thai jAya A rIte sUcana karI AgaLa vadhyA. kevI AzritonI ciMtA ! zAsanaaikayanI ati unnata bhAvanA, sadA satata tapamAM lIna pUjyazrIno deha vilIna thayo. samAdhithI paMDitamaraNa meLavyuM caMdra gayo paNa temanA guNarUpa cAMdanInuM teja camakI rahyuM che. ApaNA jIvanamAM paNa saMyamapAlananI khumArI aDagatA ane tapomayatA Ave e ja bhAvanA.

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sAdhutAnuM pratyakSa darzana pU. A.bha.himAMzusUri - 5.pU. A.araviMda sUri.ma.sA pUjyapAda zuddha saMyamajIvananA pratiSThApaka tyAgamUrti AcArya bhagavaMtazrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma. nAM darzana saMvata 2044nA muni saMmelanamAM thayA temanI bhISmapratijJA, saMgha ekatA mATe varSo sudhI zuddha AyaMbilanI pratijJA jAgI khUba Azcarya sAthe anumodana karyuM, teozrInI dRDha pratijJAnA phaLasvarUpa maitrIbhAvanuM suMdara pariNAma paNa jovA maLyuM, mahAn puruSonAM saMkalpo viphaLa thatA nathI te vicAra daDhIbhUta thayo. mArA para temanI mahatI kRpA dRSTi varasI saMvat 2045 nA mahAsuda panA divase vAva nagaramAM pUjyapAdazrI pU.A.bha. bhadraMkarasUri ma.nA AdezathI mane tathA AcAryazrI yazovijayasUrijIne AcAryapada pradAna karI mahatI kRpA varasAvI, te daramyAna temanAM saMyamI jIvananuM pratyakSa darzana thayuM ane A viSamakALamAM paNa ugratapasvI mahAtmAnA darzanathI jIvana dhanya banyuM evo AtmasaMtoSa thayo. teozrI e vAvapathakamAM gAmaDe gAmaDe sAthe vihAra karI grAmya lokone dhanya banAvI dIdhA. temanA saMyamI jIvanamAM je tapasyAo karI te jANyA pachI AnaMdAzcarya thAya che. A duSamakALamAM AvA saMyamI mahAtmAonAM darzanathI khAtarI thAya che ke zAsana jayavaMtu che, AvA mahA puruSonA astitvanA kAraNe khAtrI thAya che teo AvI bhavya ArAdhanA sAdhanA karI jIvanasaphaLa karI gayA, mane ApaNane tevI ArAdhanA sAdhanAnuM baLa jyAM teozrI hoya tyAMthI varasAvatA rahe tevI teone abhyarthanA karI lekha samApta karuM chuM. ArAdhanAno tIvra AnaMda, virAdhanAno tIvra DaMkha... - 5.pU. A.yazovijayasUri.ma.sA. vAva(banAsakAMThA)thI pUjyapAdazrIjI kaccha bAju vihAra karavAnA hatA. amArA muni (atyAre paMnyAsa) bhAgyezavijayajI Adi sAhebajInI sAthe thoDA mukAma gayelA. temaNe pUjyapAdazrIjInA saMyamajIvananI jAgRtinI je vAto kahI, huM natamastake pUjyazrIne vaMdI rahyo. pUjyazrIjI te samaye AyaMbila karatA hatA ane vihAra dhIre dhIre karatA hatA. kayAreka pahoMcatAM sAMjanA cAra vAge ke kayAreka pAMca paNa vAge..... gujarAtanI zALAomAM bALakonA madhyAhna bhojana mATe je roTalA thatA, te pANImAM palALI pUjyazrI vAparatA. ekavAra rasto aTapaTo hoi mArgadarzaka tarIke eka bhAIne lIdhela. sIdho rasto ardhA kIlomITara sudhI hato. ne pachI be-traNa rastA phATatA hatA. pelA bhAie kahyuM rastA alaga paDe che. tyAM huM besuM chuM tame Avo ! kaDakaDatI ThaMDInA e divaso pelAbhAi AgaLa jai bAviLayA jharaDA kApI tApaNuM karavA beThA. thoDIvAra pachI pUjyazrI tyAM padhAryA. dazya joi temanI AMkhamAM AMsu chalakAyAM bAvaLiyAnA jharaDAmAM keTalA jIvajaMtu haze, tApaNuM karavAthI keTalI virAdhanA thai haze ! mukAme gayA pachI emaNe munivarone kahI dIdhuM kAlathI koi mArgadarzaka majura sAthe na joie. bhUlA paDaze ne 1-2 gAu vadhAre cAlIzuM te poSAze paNa A rIte virAdhanA nahi poSAya.... kevo tIvra virAdhanAno DaMkha ! sAdhanAno tIvra AnaMda ane virAdhanAno tIvra DaMkha temanI pAse hato. prabhunI AjJAne pALavA mATenI teozrInI tamannA amArA jevAo mATe eka AdarzarUpa hatI. teozrInI ciravidAyathI ApaNe ghaNuM gumAvyuM che. jo ke sadguru potAnI sAdhanAnA AMdolanovAyosansa - ahIM choDIne jAya che.. e rIte, teozrI paNa junAgaDha Adi kSetromAM A AMdolano mUkIne gayA che. e AndolananonA vizvamAM jaine ApaNe pUjyazrInI sAdhanAne punaH anubhavIe. evA keTalAka sAdhakono mane khyAla che. jeoe pUjapAdazrInAM darzana paNa nahIM karelA, pUjyapAdIjInI ciravidAya pachI teo pUjyazrInA samAgamamAM AvyA che. eTale, guruzakti kALa ane dehanI maryAdAne pele pAra che. guruvyakitarUpe ApaNe pUjayazrIthI dUra chIe. guru zaktirUpe teozrIjIno anubhava Aje paNa zakaya che. namana pUjayazrIjInAM caraNomAM... brary.org 103

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guNanA sAgara tapasamrATa - pa.pU. A.muniyandrasUri ma.sA. Education International 104 tapasvIsamrATa AcAryabhagavaMta zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnuM nAma levAnI sAthe ApaNI sAme eka tapomUrti dehAkRti upasI Ave che. karacalIvALuM paNa tejathI camakatuM mukhAraviMda evI ja tejasvI AMkho. uMmaranA vadhavA sAthe jaMghAbaLanuM kSINa thavuM svAbhAvika che paNa, koi apavAda sevavo te teozrIne maMjUra na hato. cAlavavAnuM dhImuM thatuM gayuM...... samaya vadhu lAge... upara unALAnA divaso hoya..... paNa, vihAra page cAlIne ja karavAno teozrIno dRDha nirdhAra. pU. A.bha.zrI kArasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA kALadharma pachI pU.A.bha.zrI bhadraMkarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe paM. araviMda vi. gaNI ane paM.yazovijaya gaNIne AcArya pada ApavAno nirNaya karyo. AcAryapadapradAnano prasaMga potAnA AMgaNe ujavavA ghaNA saMghonI bhAvanA hatI paNa zrIvAvasaMghano ati Agraha joi vAvamAM pada-pradAnano nirNaya pU.A.bha.zrI bhadraMkarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.e karyo. pada-pradAna mATe vAva pUjyazrI padhArI zake tema na hatA... pUjyazrInI najara tapasvIsamrATathI upara TharI AvA prakhara-saMyamI ane tapasvI mahArAjAnA hAthe baMne paMnyAsajIne AcAryapada apAya to ati uttama ! pUjyazrIe tapasvIsamrATazrIne vAta karI. tapasvIsamrATa A.bha. himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ne saurASTra tarapha javAnuM hatuM. vAva-banAsakAMThA tarapha vihAra karavAthI ghaNo vihAra vadhato hato paNa 82 varSanI uMmare paNa teozrI vaDIlonI icchA ke sUcanAne hasatA mukhe vadhAvI levA tatpara hatA, tarata hA pADI dIdhI. pU. A.bha.zrI bhadraMkarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. khUba prasanna thayA, zrIvAvasaMgha ane amArA sahunA AnaMdano pAra na hato. ugra-vihAra ane nirdoSacarcApUrvaka tapasvIsamrATathI vAva padhAryA tyAre sarvatra AnaMda AnaMda chavAi gayo. tapasvIsamrATazrInA pravacano paNa sahune bahu ja gamyA. khUba AnaMda ane ullAsathI mahotsava saMpanna thayo. pUjyazrInA varadahaste baMne paMnyAsajIne AcAryapada arpaNa karAyuM, munizrI jayAnaMdavajaya ma. ne pravartakapada apAyuM e pachI suigAma goDIpArzvanAthapAdukA pratiSThA prasaMge paNa AcAryabhagavaMtazrInuM sAMnidhya sAMpaDyuM, pUjyazrInI saMyamaniSThA.... pagapALA ja vihAra karavAno Agraha, e mATe game tevo taDako, tarasa Adine na gaNakAravAnI teonI makakamatA A badhAnA darzana thatAM teozrInA caraNomAM mastaka jhUkI jatuM. sAthe sAthe pUjyazrInA paDachAyA banIne sevA karatAM A.bha. nararatnasUri ma.sA. nI saMyamaniSThA saraLatA, namratA Adi aneka guNonA darzana thayA. vardhamAnavidyAno pATha paNa pUjyazrIe mane ane muni bhAgyezavijaya Adine vAvamAM Apelo.... e kema bhUlAya.....anekAneka guNothI sabhara pUjyazrInA jIvananA keTalA ane kayA guNo varNavavA te moTI samasyA che. pUjyazrInA caraNe koTI koTI vaMdanA. www.janbrary.org

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chUpAyelI A hatI pUjyazrInI jAgRta atyaMtara cetanA... ne A atyaMtara jAgRti pragaTAvanAra eka sAdhAraNamAM addabhUta paribaLa teo zrImamAM hatuM 'daDha saMkalpazakita.... koipaNa kArya mATe teozrIno saMkalpa tIvra raheto.... pUjyazrInA samagrajIvana para eka AcherI sahaja asAdhAraNatA najara mAMDIe to uDIne AMkha-manane tRpta kare tevI traNa saMkalpazakitanAM darzana thAya che. 1)kAryaviSayakasaMkalpazata: - paM. bhAgyeza vi. ma. sA. AtmasAdhanAnI ATalI uMcAie pahoMcelA mahApuruSa paNa zAsanaprabhAvaka kAryomAM paNa evI vi.saM. 2044 amadAvAdamAM pAlaDImAM vaizAkhasuda trIjanA ja saMkalpazaktino paricaya Ape che. maMgalaprabhAte 1751 saLaMga AyaMbilatapanA ArAdhaka, saMghamaitrInA pratIkSaka, jUnAgaDha-sahasAvanamAM nirmApita prabhumaMdira Adi, amadAvAda vAsANAmAM dharmarasika tapasamrATa pUjyapAda AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA tIrthavATikAmAM sthapAyela sthApatyo tathA mANekapuramAM racAyela eka adbhuta maMdirAdi.... A akhaMDa tapanI pUrNAhutie pAraNuM karAvavAno prasaMga hato....... A pUjyazrInA kAryaviSayaka saMkalpazaktinA gAjatA-jAgatA pUrAvAo che..... AvI tapomaya pUjyapAda tapasamrATa AcArya bhagavaMtazrInI aMdaranI icchA pAraNuM nahIM sAdhanAmAM paNa ekale hAthe AvA virATakAryonI javAbadArI vahana karIne tene sAMgopAMga paripUrNatA karI tapa haju AgaLa laMbAvavAnI hatI. vi.saM. 2044 nA zramAgasaMmelanamAM sudhI pahoMcADavAnuM kArya tIvrasaMkalpazaktithI banyuM che.... sadhAyelI lagabhaga saMpUrNa tapAgacchanI ekatAne kAraNe ane bAkInuM kArya paNa 2)maitrIviSayaka saMkalpazakita : | pUrNa karavAnI pUjyapAda saMmelananA saphaLa sUtradhAra A.bha.zrI aMtaramAM eka bhAvanA varSothI ramatI rahI, ghUMTAtI rahI ke mArA prabhunA zAsanamAM sArvatrika kArasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA dvArA apAyelI bAMhedharIthI Azvasta thayelA maitrIbhAvanuM adbhuta vAtAvaraNa kayAre ubhuM thAya ? mArAthI A saMgharSamaya sthiti jovAtI nathI... tapasamrATa pU. A.bha.zrI chelle pAraNuM karavA taiyAra thayA..... paraMtu te pahelAnI prabhuzAsananA sAcA anurAgIne A vedanA thAya ja..... jyAM anurAga che tyAM ApaNuM mana kayAreya rAtrimAM pUjyapAda saMghasthavira A.bha.zrI. siddhisUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI guramUrtinA sAMnidhyamAM rahevuM che tevA bhAvathI vidyAzALAe pahoMcyA tyAM nabaLuM jovA taiyAra nathI... zAsanarAgI zAsananI AvI sthitine kema joi zake ? ne mATe ja aMdarathI rAtrivAsa karI savAre pAlaDI padhAryA.... raDatA mahApuruSe maitrI mATe eka bhISma saMkalpa karyo ke jayAM sudhI zAsanamAM ekatAmaya vAtAvaraNa na | e hato vai. su. 3 no divasa ... rAtri vidyAzALAmAM pasAra karI savAre sarjAya tyAM sudhI AyaMbilano tapa cAlu rAkhavo... e saMkalpa pUjyazrIne hajAro AyaMbila sudhI pAlaDI padhAratAM teozrInA Agamanane vadhAvavA sau tyAM pahoMcyA..... dhANA pahoMcADyA... ane 1751 akhaMDa AyaMbilanuM pAraNuM karAvyuM ne pharI pAchAM e ja saMkalpane badhA AcAryabhagavaMto. paMnyAsa bhagavaMto tathA munibhagavaMto Adi sAthe doharAvatA pUjyazrIe AyaMbilo cAlu karyA.... atyAre Aja saMkalpane cAlu rAkhI pUjyazrInI | caturvidha saMgha hIjara hato. e ja samaye tapasvI A. bhagavaMte vinaMtI ane preraNAthI pUjyazrInA svamukhe AjIvana AyaMbilanI pratijJA karI che pUjya munirAjazrI vyathAsvarUpe kahyuM ke, hemavallabhavijayajI mahArAje....! | 'tamArI sahunI bhAvanA mane pAraNuM karAvavAnI che paNa mArI eka prabhune prArthanA ke sva. pUjyazrI aMtima samaya sudhI je bhAvamAM rahyAM te vAraso bhaLAvIne gayA... vinaMtI che ke mane pAraNuM karAvavAnuM rahevA do ! .... huM gai kAle rAtre sva. pUjya te bhAvanA jaldI jaldI pUrNa thAya tevA saMjogo prabhu ! tArI kRpAthI racAya ! bApajI ma.sA. nA sAMnidhyamAM vidyAzALA hato..... mArI rAtri ajaMpAbharI A hatI maitrIviSayaka saMkalpazakita... pasAra thai che ane AkhI rAtri mane uMgha nathI AvI mane A ajaMpo ApaNA 3) AcAraviSayaka saMkalpazata: mATe sAro nathI dekhAto.... pAraNA pachI kaMika azubha-nukazAna thaze ! mATe eka jaipha uMmare pahoMcela mahAtmA... jemanI cAla dhImI thai che, paga cAlavAnI have nA pADe che, | mArA pAraNAno Agraha rahevA do!!!'' zarIra kamarathI jhUkI gayuM che. khorAka rasa-kasa vinAno le che chatAM koka makakamatAthI e 83varSanI UMmare ' ane.... kharekhara..... pUjyazrIne Agraha karIne pAraNuM to karAvyuM paraMtu seMkaDo kilomITarano vihAra karIne vi.saM. 2045 mahAmAsamAM amadAvAdathI vAva nagare banAsakAThAMmAM | tyArabAda thoDIvAramAM ja munisaMmelananA sUtradhAra kArasUrijI mahArAjanI padhArI rahyAM hatAM..... e che... tabiyata asvasthabanI....

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sIthinA mArganI thoSiAyA|i - pa.pU. gaNivarya hemacandravijyajI mA "pUjyapAda tapasvI A.bha.zrI. himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjajI... pU.paM. araviMda vi.ma.tathA pU.paM. yazovi.ma.ne AcAryapada pradAnArthe teozrI padhAryA che. padapradAnanI pUrNatA pachI pUjyazrIne kacchamAM lAkaDIyA sudhI vaLAvavA javAnuM sadbhAgya sAMpaDyuM... ne tyAre pUjyazrInI jIvanacaryA je najadIkathI jovA maLI ! mAthuM ahobhAvathI jhUkI gayuM. dhanya che e AcArasaMpanna mahApuruSane....! sUryodaya pachI thato zuddhavihAra.... 42 doSarahita lavAtI zuddha gocarI.... eTalI badhI jhINI jhINI bAbatomAM paNa doSo na lAgI jAya tenI bahu kALajI pUjyazrIrAkhe..... savAranI 10 vAge lAvelI nirdoSa vastuo sAMje 4 vAge AyaMbilamAM vApare.... | 20 thI 25 divasa jaina-jainetaronA gharomAM pharIne je lAbha maLyo te karatAM AvI jIvanacaryAthI, ne AvA rasakasa vinAnA dravyothI anAsaktine puSTa karI AtmamastIne anubhavatAM e mahApurUSane jovAM e anero lhAvo hato.... AcAramAM kayAMya koi bAMdhachoDa karavA pUjyazrI taiyAra nahotA... mATe ja sahaja dekhAtA jIvanamAM sAdhAraNamAMya asAdhAraNatAno surya jinazAsananA gaganamAM prakAza kiraNo prasArI rahyo hato.... ATalI guNasaMpanna garimAe pahoMcelA hovA chatAM e pachI jayAre jayAre milana thAya tyAre AzIrvAda ApatAM haMmezA yAda karIne kahe ke "kacchanI aTavI te pAra utarAvI...' nAnakaDI vAtane paNa gauNa karavAnI taiyArI nahIM... - be mahApurUSonuM adbhuta milana ! ! ! vi.saM. 2045 nA lAkaDiyAmAM pUjyazrI ane pUjyapAda adhyAtmayogI A.bha.zrI kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanuM milana thayuM... e dazya paNa nihALavA maLyuM haze te puNyazALI..... milana pachI pravacanamAM pUjyapAda adhyAtmayogI AcAryabhagavaMte pUjyapAda tapasamrATa AcAryabhagavaMtazrIe mArA jIvanamAM kevo upakAra karyo che tenI vAta karIne potAnA vairAgyamAM nimittanI pradhAnatA batAvI tyAre vaLatA javAbamAM pUjya tapasvImahArAje pUjya adhyAtmayogI AcArya bhagavaMtanuM upAdAna keTaluM joradAra taiyAra hatuM tenI vAta karI..... upAdAnanI mukhyatA batAvI... amArA jevA sAMbhaLanArane to jANe eka adbhuta tattva maLyuM ne baMnenI nikhAlasatAnAM apAradarzana thayAM...... namana ho saMkalpane sattvamUrti samA AcAryabhagavaMtazrIne paramapUjya, tapasvI samrATa, saccAritracUDAmaNi AcArya bhagavaMta himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba eTale .. ? | eka virATa, vizALa, bhavya vyaktitva.... mahAnasAdhaka..... yogIpuruSa...... daDha, atida Dha manobaLanA svAmI, apUrva tapazcaryAnA ArAdhaka..... amRtasama satyaniSTha, vANImAM vacanasidhdhi.... gaMbhIratAnA sAgara to aDagatAmAM acalameru samAna..... saumyatAmAM caMdra to pratApamAM sUryasamAna... karuNA-vAtsalyanidhi.... prabhAvakatAmAM ziromaNi......Adi anekaguNavaibhavanA svAmI. | jinezvara paramAtmAnI AjJAnuM kaTTaratApUrvaka pAlana karavAnI satata jhaMkhanA ane paramAtmAnI niSkAmabhaktinA prabhAve ja AvA guNapuSpo teozrInA jIvanabAgamAM khIlI uThayA hatA. siddhagiri ane giranAranA paramasAdhaka evA pUjyazrIne bAlabrahmacArI neminAthaprabhu pratye avihaDa ! rAga hato tene kAraNe ja ''giranAra'' ane 'neminAtha" pUjyazrInI oLakhANanA paryAya banI gayA hatAM. jayAM giranAra-neminAthanuM nAma Ave tyAM pUjyazrInuM smaraNa thAya ane jayAM pUjyazrInuM smaraNa thAya tyAM giranAra-neminAthaavazya smRtipaTa upara DokIyA karavA doDI Ave! ' 106 |

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sevA tamArI bhavobhava maLajo... - 5.pU. muni tatvacivijayajI ma.sA tIrtha ane prabhu pratyenI ananyabhaktinA prabhAve ja jIvanasaMdhyAnA aMtimakALe temanA ativahAlA te tIrthanA sAMnidhyamAM rahevAnuM thayuM ane giranAranA darzana ane 'arihaMta'' ''neminAtha"nA raTaNapUrvaka dehatyAga karI teo to anaMtanI yAtrAnA AgalA mukAme pahoMcI gayA paraMtu pArthivadehanI agnisaMskAravidhi prabhu neminAthanI dIkSAkevaLajJAna kalyANakabhUmi sahasAvanamAM ja thavA pAmela hatI. pUjyazrInI saMyamaniSThA ane brahmacaryacustatA adbhuta hatI vaLI sAdhu mATe vigai sevananA niSedhanI prabhaAjJAne pUjyazrIe svajIvana mATe jhIlI svayaM to AyaMbila tapanA anerA mArge saMcarI rahyA hatA, paraMtu vairAgya ane vAtsalyavacano dvArA AzritonI rasalAlasAne paNa khatama karI detA ! temanA paricayamAM AvanAra darekane AyaMbilanI ArAdhanAnuM gheluM lagADI detA, anekonA dilamAM AgahArIpadanI pratiSThA thatI ane svAdanI zaraNAgati chUTI jatI dharmakSetramAM ahIM ghUsI gayelA vaibhavavilAsapUrvakanA masAledAra ane caTAkedAra bhojananA A yugamAM pUjyazrInI AhArasaMjJA pratyenI vRtti ane pravRti aneka jIvo mATe mAilasTona hatI AyaMbila tapa pratyenI zradhdhA ajabagajabanI hatI tethI koipaNa kAryonA prAraMbhamAM mahAmaMgalakArI evA AyaMbilatapanI ArAdhanAne avazya prAdhAnya ApatAM hatA. mAryAbila upavAsa dLa dharI , tvAdamAgara karyo choTaoNre, teDema DULe vigai dAmA, johavo munivara moTore, sAMbhaLajo tame zAdabhuta vAto, himAMzusUri guruvaranI re..... A tapobaLanA prabhAve sahaja vacanasiddhinA teo dhAraka banyA hatA. tethI ja muzkelIthI AyaMbila karanAra - mArA jevAne paNa temanA prabhAve zrIbhagavatIsUtranA yogodvahana avasare AyaMbila sameta badhI kriyAdi atyaMta saraLatA ane sahajatApUrvaka thavA pAmyA hatA ane akhaMDa 21-21 divasa AyaMbilanI viziSTa ArAdhanAo tathA pAMcatithiAyaMbilanI kAyamI ArAdhanA karavAnuM zakya banela che. teozrIe siddha karela AyaMbilanI sAdhanA mArA mATe mahAnasAdhanA banI rahI che. A saMdarbhe, ''sakala siddhatA tAharI re, mAhare sAdhanarUpa " e vAkya caritArtha thatuM jaNAya che. mArA jIvanaghaDataramAM pUjyazrIno amUlya phALo rahyo che aneka samaye sacoTa mArgadarzana, vAcanA, vAtsalyanA dhodha vahAvyA che ane sAdhanA jIvananA sArathi banyA hatA 'giranAra sAkSAt jIvaMta divyabhUmi che '' tevA temanA preraNA vacanonA paDaghA mArI pAMcamAsanI giranAranI sthiratA daramyAna nitya anubhavavA maLela hatA. jenA prabhAve Aje paNa jIvananAva sAdhanApathe gati sAdhe che. prAMte pUjyazrI anekavidha gUDhazakitanA svAmI hatA ! amApa guNonA maherAmANa hatA ! temanA jIvanamAM rahelA uttamakoTinA guNo jevA ke brahmacaryaniSThA, tapaniSThA, japaniSThA, vAtsalyaparAyaNatA, paropakAritA, jinazAsana-jinaAjJA pratyeno avihaDarAga, giranArI neminAthadAdA pratyenI bhakti Adi guNono aMzamAtra paNa mArA jIvanamAM saMkrAma thAo ! teonA divyAziSathI divyadaSTi khUlI jAo ! e ja pUjyazrIne prArthanA !! "Bain Education oternational unALAno dhomadhakhato baporano samaya hato, rastA upara lokonI avarajavara paNa ochI thatI jatI hatI. pazu-paMkhIo paNa potAnA AzrayasthAna tarapha jai rahyA hatA. AvI grISmaRtunI garamInA samayamAM gharanI bAlkanImAMthI rastA upara najara karatAM eka saMyamI mahAtmA roDa upara gocarI laine jai rahyA hatA. darzana thatAM ja haiyAmAM atyaMta ahobhAva pedA thai gayo ke jenazAsana keTaluM mahAna che! A mahAtmA kevI mastIthI dhagadhagatA roDa upara cAlI rahyA che. jANe ke vanarAja siMha potAnI AtmamastIthI hoMze hoMze jai rahyo na hoya ? A dazya nihALI manomana koTI koTI namaskAra karyA. | A dazya joyA pachI te mahAtmA upara uttarottara ahobhAva vadhato gayo. mAtra gocarI vahorIne javAnI kriyA uparathI anumAna karyuM ke A mahAtmA saMyamajIvana keTaluM uMcu pALatA haze ? manamAM vicAronuM vAvAjhoDuM ubhu thayuM ane e mahAtmAne maLavAnI talapa lAgI. tapAsa karatAM navakAraphaleTanA upAzrayavAsANAmAM birAjamAna hovAnuM jANyuM, bhAvapUrvaka vaMdanArthe gayo paricaya vadhato gayo ane jIvanamAM dharma ArAdhanAmAM paNa eka navo vega Avyo. te mahAtmA hatA muni hemavallabha vijayajI mahArAja sAheba. jema guragautamathI pratibodha pAmela AtmAne teo prabhu mahAvIrano paricaya karAve tema gurahemavallabhamahArAja sAhebe tapasvI samrATa 5.pU. A. himAMzusUri ma.sA. no paricaya karAvyo. pUjyazrIno paricaya thatAM vaMdanano nityakrama thai gayo, dhIme dhIme pUjyazrInA jIvananI paNa alakamalakanI vAto sAMbhaLI vizeSa bahumAnabhAva pragaTato gayo. an

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have tAre jenI pAse pratiSThA karAvavI hoya tenI pAse karAvI le huM pratiSThA karavA AvavAno nathI'' haiyAnA uMce caDatAM bhAvomAM ekadama acAnaka zerabajAranA paDatAM inDekSanI jema kaDAko bolAya gayo. be miniTa mATe huM to DaghAi gayo. avAcaka banI gayo ! prathama to zuM banI gayuM te samajI ja na zakyo tyAre gurugautama jevA pU. hemavallabha ma.sA.e paristhitino khyAla ApI zAMtithI kahyuM ke "mahArAja sAhebanA phoTA na paDAya" meM pUjyazrInI mAphI mAMgI pUrve koi mahAtmAne A rIte phoTA ' dIrghakAlanA AyaMbila, cAlIne vihAra, sAthe mANasa nahIM ke phAnasa nahIM, nirdoSa bhikSAcaryA, ajavALAmAM vihAra lagabhaga purimuDha pachI ja gocarI vAparavAnI, zAsananA kAryamAM vyasta hoya to gocarI vAparavAmAM 3-4 vAgI jAya to paNa koi jAtanI utAvaLa nahIM, Azrita saMyamIonI paNa pUrepUrI kALajI, sUryAsta bAda vijAtIya praveza na kare te bAbata khuba kaDakAi, nAnI bALakI ne paNa mAthuM oDhyA vagara vAsakSepa na nAMkhe, A rIte vizuddha saMyamapAlana mATe dareka yogomAM khuba kaTTaratA vagere guNo joi mana temanA jIvana upara ovArI gayuM teozrInA darzana-vaMdananuM vyasana thai gayuM, pUjyazrI jyAM jAya tyAMnA samAcAra meLavI vaMdanArthe pahoMcI jato. saMsArI avasthAmAM sajoDe sidhdhagirimAM cAturmAsa ArAdhanA mATe javAno prasaMga Avyo pUjyazrIe sucavela zubhamuhUrte prayANa karatAM cAturmAsa daramyAna svAdhyAya, vaiyAvacca sAthe AyaMbilatapanI ArAdhanA karavAnI bhAvanA pragaTa thavA lAgI ane comAsAmAM lagabhaga 60 divasa AyaMbilanI ArAdhanA thavA pAmI hatI. - cAturmAsa bAda punaH amadAvAda AvavAnuM thatAM pUjyazrInA vaMdanArthe gayo tyAM koi bhAgyazALInA gRhacaityanI taiyArInI vAto cAlatI hatI. mane paNa te bAbatamAM rasa paDyo pachI pUhemavallabha ma.sA.nI preraNAmArgadarzanathI pUjyazrInA svahaste gRhatya karAvavAno nirNaya karyo. saM. 2053 mahAsuda 10nA zubhadivase pUjyazrInA sva-haste pratiSThA nakkI thai te divase savAre haiyAmAM hiloLA letAM bhAva sAthe godAvarInagara upAzrayamAM birAjamAna pUjyazrIne pratiSThA karavA padhAravA sAme levA gayo. vaMdanavidhi patAvI mArA jIvananA A mahAmUlA divasanA AnaMda sAthe pUjyazrIno phoTo pADyo ane phaleza thatAM ja pUjyazrInuM mArA tarapha dhyAna gayuM pUjyazrIe mane kahI dIdhuM......... ame pUjyazrIne hakIkata jaNAvI, pUjyazrIe lagabhaga 30 miniTa dehanI nazvaratA - zarIranI kSaNabhaMguratA vagerenI vAto karI samajAvyuM ke mRtyu to dareka jIvane AvavAnuM ja che. jo ArAdhanAmAM mota Avaze to sadgati thaze! hiMmata hAryA vagara saMkalpa majabUta karo ! kasoTI Ave paNa je aDaga rahe tene daivIzakitanI sahAya maLyA vagara nathI rahetI '' Ama kahI pUjyazrIe potAno sUrimaMtrathI maMtrita karela vAsakSepa zrAvikAnA mastaka upara karI AyaMbilanuM paccakhANa ApyuM eka camatkAra thayo hoya tema zrAvikAnA roganuM zamana thai gayuM ane nirvidane pa00 AyaMbilanI pUrNAhuti thai. amadAvAdathI siddhagirino AyaMbilanA tapasvIono cha'rI pAlita saMgha hato. A viziSTasaMghamAM yAtriko ArAdhanAno AnaMda lUMTatA hatA. temAM roja rAtre paramAtmAbhakti daramyAna keTalo samaya thayo tenI khabara paNa na rahe ! paraMtu divasanA lagabhaga 11 ki.mI. vihAra karela pUjyazrIne vihArano zrama lAgyo hovAthI saMthArI jatAM,amArI bhAvanA pUrNa thatAM jyAre AratImaMgaLadIvo zarU thatAM tyAre sAhebajI lagabhaga roja jAgI jatAM ane paramAtmAnI AratI-maMgaLadIvA daramyAna bahumAna sAthe saMthArAmAM beThAM thai jatAM ane pUrNa thatAM pharI saMthArAmAM ArAma karatAM, kevo paramAtmAnA anuSThAno pratyeno ahobhAva ! giranAranA cAturmAsa daramyAna pU. sAdhvIjI bhagavaMte navakAravALI maMtrita karavA ApI hatI te avasare asvasthasvAthyamAM saMthArAvaza avasthAmAM paNa pUjyazrIe potAnA zArIrika kaSTano vicAra karyA vagara tarata beThAM thai vAsakSepa dvArA navakAravALI maMtrita karIne sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtane ApI kevI paropakAranI bhAvanA! pADatAM niSedha karatAM joyA na hovAthI mArI bhUlanI kabUlAta karI, pU. hemavallabha ma.sA. e bagaDelI bAjI saMbhALI letAM pUjyazrI pratiSThA mATe taiyAra thayAM ane raMgecaMge khuba ullAsabhera te pratiSThAno prasaMga ujavAyo. pUjyazrInI kRpAthI amAre sajoDe ekAMtare 500 AyaMbilanI ArAdhanA cAlatI hatI. ekavAra zrAvinne khAMsI-udharasa-dama vagerenI takalIpha zarU thai, aneka upAyo chatAM roganuM svarupa vikarALa banatuM jaNAtuM hatuM. DokTara, svajanonuM pAraNA mATenuM dabANa zarU thai gayuM. HAVESSF only 108

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ekavAra amadAvAda-vAsANAmAM pUjyazrIno jApa pUrNa thatAM meM prazna karyo 'sAheba mArI dIkSA thaze ? kayAre thaze ? A bhavamAM thaze ?'' tyAre pUjyazrIe kahyuM : thaze ane A bhavamAM ja thaze" pUjyazrInA vacanothI mAro ullAsa khUba vadhI gayo ane mahApuruSanA vacanamithyA na jAya tema vicArI paramAtmAbhakitavaiyAvacca-svAdhyAyAdinA bhAva uMcakAvA lAgyA ane teozrInA prabhAve saMyamagrahaNanA bhAvo daDha thatAM gayA te vakhate mArA saMsArI laghubaMdhu muni zrataratnavijayajI ma.sA. nuM cAturmAsa pAlanapuramAM hatuM, temanI pAse jai mArA bhAvo pragaTa karyA sAthe sAthe mArI dareka ArAdhanAomAM haMmezA mane sAthasahakAra ane protsAhana ApanAra zrAvikAne paNa taiyAra karavA prayatno karyA paraMtu temanI bhAvanA tIvra na banatI hovAthI tarata nIkaLavA taiyAra na thavA chatAM saMyamajIvana mATe mane saharSa anumati ApI mArA upara mahAna upakAra karyo. bhAi mahArAja sAthe vicAraNAo karI saMyamagrahaNa karavA mATenA mArA manorathapa.pU. A.yazovijaya su.ma.sA. pAse pragaTa karyA tyAre pUjyazrIe jaNAvyuM ke : tapasvI samrATa pa.pU.A.himAMzu su.ma.sA.no tathA muni hemavallabhavijayajIno tamArA upara moTo upakAra che tethI AcArya bhagavaMtanI sucanA mujaba yogya nirNaya karavo tame tyAM dIkSAgrahANa karo temAM mArI saharSa saMmati che." pa.pU.A.yazovijaya su.ma.sA.no nirNaya lai huM sIdho gheTI gAmamAM cAturmAsa sthita pUjya A.himAMzu su.ma.sA. pAse gayo tyAre pUjyazrIe muni hemavallabhavijayajI ma.sA. sAthe carcA vicAraNA karI mane jaNAvyuM ke "tamArA bhAi mahArAja tathA anya pUjyo paNa saMsArI saMbaMdhamAM thatAM hovAthI tamAre tyAMja dIkSA levAnuM ucita jaNAya che." ubhayapakSe pUjyonI arasaparasa kevI parAkASThAnI niHspRhatA ? [ A kALamAM jyAre potAnA ziSyo banAvavA mATe ekabIjAnI kheMcAkheMcI cAlatI hoya tyAre AvI niHspRhatA kayAM jovA maLe ? . seMkaDo varSanA itihAsamAM sau prathamavAra giranAra mahAtIrthanI taLeTImAM sAmuhika cAturmAsika ArAdhanAnuM Ayojana pUjyazrInI pAvananizrAmAM saM. 2058mAM thayeluM hatuM cAturmAsa daramyAna ArAdhanA karavAnI amUlya taka mane maLI ane cAre mAsa AyaMbilanI ArAdhanA, nitya snAtramahotsava, giranArabhakti, nitya rAtri pauSadha, zIdhrasidhdhapadanI prApti mATe pUjyazrIe mAtra be vyaktine saLaMga 90 AyaMbila sAthe viziSTa jApanI ArAdhanA karAvI hatI temAM paNa mAro naMbara lAgI gayo hato te mArI dhanya ghaDI Aje paNa smRtipaTa upara AvatAM netro azrubhInA thayA vinA rahetAM nathI. cAturmAsika ArAdhanAnI sAthe sAthe suvizuddha saMyamapAlana mATenI tAlima paNa pAmI zakayo, pUjyazrInA aciMtya prabhAvathI mArA jIvanamAM anekavidha ArAdhanAnA bIjAMkura phUTIne pAMgaravA lAgyA ane lagabhaga rAA varSanA saMyamaparyAyamAM Aje khUba ja mastIthI ArAdhanA karI zakuM chuM te pUjyazrInI ja amidaSTine AbhArI che. bhavobhava AvA pUjyazrIno meLApa thAo ane mArI jIvananaiyAne bhavapAra karAvavA sadAya sahAya karo e prArthanA sAthe basa zakyataH vizuddha saMyamapAlana dvArA pUjyazrInA anaMtoSakAramAMthI yatkiMcit RNamukta thavA pAmuM e ja aMtaranI abhyarthanA. A bhava maLIyAne parabhava maLajo, sevA tamArI bhavobhava maLajo.......

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"adya upavAsapratyAkhyAtaH' - pa.pU. A.kalAprabhasUriH adhunaiva kacchadezIya-citro'grAma vAstavyena zrImaNilAla mahAbhAgena kathitaM yat pU. himAMzuvijayAH pU. nararatnavijayAzca (prAyeNa vi.saM. 2016) asmadIye grAme smaagtaaH| asmAbhiH te vijJaptAH pUjyavarAH AhArArthaM samAgacchantu tatra bhavantaH / tairuktaM atra kiyanti jaina-gRhANi ? asmAbhiH kathitaM dazamitAni vartante praayennH| "asmAbhistu adya upavAsaH pratyAkhyAtaH / yataH atra catvAri eva gRhANi vartante iti asmAbhiH zrutamAsIt / doSitA''hArabhayAdeva evaM kRtmsmaabhiH|" iti teSAM prativacanaM zrutvA asmAkaM mastakAni natAni teSAM caraNeSu / tasmin varSeca kacchadezastha - 'aGgIyA' grAme cAturmAsaM taiH vihitamAsIt / ekadA siddhacakrapUjanaprasaGge paNDitadhanaMjayamukhAt brutamAsIt - etaiH mahApuruSaiH girinAratIrthe SoDazopavAsAn pratyAkhyAya pratidinaM pAdAbhyAmeva ujjayanta tIrthayAtrAM vidhAya ekAdaze upavAse tataH zatruJjayaM prati prasthitam / pAdAbhyAmeva gatvA yAtrAM ca kRtvaiva te vasatau sthitAH / evaM dvAtriMzatiupavAseSu taiH pratidinaM yAtrA vihitA / pAraNakadine'pi yAtrAM kRtvaiva aparAhane caturvAdanavelAyAmeva AcAmlatapaH vihitam / ete mahAtapasvinaH Asan-iti tu prAyaH sarvejAnanti eva, kintu ete asmadguruvaryakalApUrNasUrIzvarANAmapi mahAntaH upakAriNaH Asan / yataH taiH gRhasthAvasthAyAM vidhipUrvakaM caturtha vrataM etanmahAtmamukhAdeva gRhItamAsIt / / yadyapi ete mahAtmAnaH bahuzaH militAH santi, parantu tasminnavasare samayAbhAvAt adhikaH paricaya na jAtaH paraM yadAyadA vayaM teSAM sAnnidhye gatAH tadA tadA sadaiva mukhe prasannataiva dRSTA / tapasvinAM mukhe prasannatAdarzanaM prAyeNa durlabhaM bhavati, parantu ete pUjyAcAryAH tapasvinaH apUrvA prasannatAmapi dhArayanti sma / "tapakarIe samatA rAkhI ghaTamAM" iti uktiM smArayati sma teSAM prasannatA / mahAmahimazAlinAM teSAM AcAryapravarANAM caraNeSu anekazaH natitatayaH sntu| TO PUTUSE UNY

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baTyAH dhanyAste AcAryAH gatavarSe (vi. saM. 2060) vayaM jogezvarI (mumbayyAH | upanagaram) gatAH Asma / tatra ca pU. himAMzusUrisvajanagaNadvArA siddhacakrapUjanamAsIt / vidhikArAzca paNDitAH dhanaJjayAH Asan / - paM. mukticandravijayaH tezca AcAryapada-tapaH padAdivarNaneSu himAMzusUriviSayakaM kathitam, - paM. municandravijayazca adyApi vayaM na vismRtvntH| tairevaM kathitam ujjayantatIrthasthitaiH AcAryazrIhimAMzusUribhiH ekadA zrI neminAtha samakSaM SoDazopavAsa: prtyaakhyaataaH| upavAse'pi pratidinaM te nirvyagraM ujjayantAdim Aruhya zrInemijinabhaktiM kurvanti sma / ekAdaze upavAse taiH cintitaM kathaM na ahaM siddhAcalaM gaccheyam ? etatsaMkalyAnantarameva taiH tataH prasthitam / prAyaH aSTAdaze upavAse. te tatra prAptAH, paraM zatrujayAdimAruhya zrIAdijinadarzanaM kRtvA jalaM pItam / upavAsadineSu api akhaNDaM pratidinaM te vimalAcalam Arohante sma / evaM ekatriMzataM upavAsaM te apramattabhAvena vihitvntH| trayastriMzattame ca dine tadIyAH bhaktAH pAraNArtham AgatAH kathitavantazca bho gurudevAH ! adya pAraNAdinaM vrtte| adya bhavanta upari (zajayopari) mA gacchantu / navaraM dRDhasaMkalpAH te tad vijJaptim anAhatya upari gatAH eva / iha ca bhktaa| teSAM pratyAgamanaM pratIkSamANAH sthitaaH| dvAdazavAdanavelAyAm atItAyAmapi te na aagtaaH| dhairyapUrvakaM bhaktipUrvakaM ca te bhaktA: tAn pratIkSamANAH eva atiSThan / evaM aparAhnasamaye (caturvAdanasamaye kathaM ca tithyAdipraznA nirAkRtA syuH? etadarthaM te bhRzaM cintitAH Asan / yadA'pi vayaM tatsamIpaM gatA tadA prAyaH) te avAtaran bhaktilolupA bhaktA: kathitavanta: yada asmAkaM tatsambandhinaH vicArA: taiH shraavitaaH| vi. saM. 2044 zramaNa sammelane bahadhA tapAgacchazramaNavarga: ekatAM nivAseSu preSayantu munIn vayaM cirAd bhavataH pratIkSAmahe / navaraM taiH prAptaH tatra teSAmapi mahattvapUrNa yogadAnam AsIt / paramatapasvibhiH kathitam adya mayA AcAmlatapaH pratyAkhyAtam / tithyAdisatyarakSArthaM saMghabhedakaraNaM teSAM mate uSNISarakSArthaM ziracchedakaraNam aasiit| tithyAdi satyaM ataH bhavannivAseSu AhArArthaM munayaH naiva AgamiSyanti / cet, saMghabhedA'bhAvastu mahat satyamiti te manyante sm| bhavannivAseSu nidoSAhAro'pi prAyeNa na zakyaH / zAsanonnatikate saMghazAntikate te svaprANAnapi taNAya manyante sma / mama prANA: gacchanti ceta adhanA trizattamopavAsapAraNe'pi tapasvisUrINAM AcAmlatapaH vIkSya sarve eva gacchanta, mama prANAhatyA'pi saMghazAntiH bhavata iti teSAM udAttabhAvanA aneka prasaMgeSu sarve: dRssttaa| bhaktA: natamastakA: jaataaH| pAlitANAyAM rajanI devaDI mahAnubhAvakArite abhiSekaprasaMge (vi. saM. 2047) yadA ete sUrayaH zAsanarAgiNaH zAsanonnati svapnadRSTAraH ca Asan / abhiSekA'nantarameva rajanI devaDImahAbhAgaH divaM gatAH tadAnIM tanmatakasamakSameva tai: IdRzI bhAvanA tadarthaM ca taiH ghoraM tapo'pi prArabdham / tapAgacche ekatA kathaM syAt ? (svaprANatyAgabhAvanA) ghoSitA /

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15DI gayo re... - pa.pU. gaTaza vimalaprala ma. sA. yatrApi tatrApi gatA, bhavaMti haMsA mahImaMDalAya / hAnistu teSAM hi sarovarANAM, yeSAM marAlaiH saha viprayogaH / / zramaNasammelane oMkArasUrayaH divaM gatAH adhunA ca ime zrAvakA: (rajanI devaDI) divaM gatAH, idaM kiM jAtam ? kiM ko'pi devaH balidAnamicchati? balidAnenaiva ko'pi devaH tuSyati saMvaikyaM ca bhavati cet, evaM bhavatu / ahaM mama prANatyAgArthaM sajjo'smi, yAjjIvam anazanArtham ahaM prgunno'smi| IdRzI bhAvanA taiH tatra zrIsaMghasamakSam udghoSitA / vayamapi tadAnIM teSAM samIpe eva sthitAH Asma / adhunA'pi tad dRzyam vayaM sphuTaM smarAmaH / taleTImArgaH, khetalAvIradharmazAlA, rajanIdevaDIpArthivavapuH, caturvidhasaMghasya sajalAni netrANi, zatAdhikAH sAdhavaH, tato'pyadhikA: sAdhvayaH - idaM sarvaM adhunA'pi smrnnpthmaayaati| sUrivareNa paMcopavAsAkRtA yadyapi etat prANAtyAgakaraNaM sakalasaMghena niSiddham, vizeSataH paramatapasibhaH pUjyaiH zrIbhadraMkarasUribhiH niSiddhaM, tataH te tasmAd viratAH, parantu teSAM bhAvanA kIdRzI uttamA AsIt - iti tu jJAyate ev| panyA:tesAcAryA dhnyaategaaNudaatbhaavnaa| vi. saM. 2059 madhye vayaM kacchAt amadAvAda prati pratiSThamAnAH Asya tadA khAkharecInagare (mAgazIrSa vadi-1) asmAbhiH vartamAnapatre paThitaM yata ime tapasvinaH AcAryAH divaM gatAH iti / tadAnImeva devavandanaM kRtaM pravacane'pi teSAmeva guNAnuvAdA: vihitaaH| svargagatasUrINAM adbhutaM sevAkAryaM kurvANAn muni hemavallabha vijayAnapi vayaM smRtvntH| kevalaM svagurvAjJAM svIkRtya vizateSu trayodazavarSeSu akhaMDa sevAvrataM pAlayantaH hemavallabhavijayAH satyaM hemasadRzAH eva / svagurusevAM tu kadAcit ziSyA kurvIta (yadyapi adyatane kAle evaM karaNamapi durlabham) parantu ime AcAryAH naiva svaguravaH tathA'pi kevalaM gurvAjJAM aMgIkRtya sevAkaraNaM naiva sukaram / te tapasvinaH AcAryAstu dhanyAH eva, paraM teSAM sevAkAriNa: hemavallabhavijayAdayo munayo'pi dhanyAH eva / adya etAvatsu muniSu hemavallabhavijayasadRzAH viralAH eva sAdhavaH syuH| teSAM sevAkAriNAM jIvitA dhanyamiti vayaM tadA pravacane uktvntH| jema A dharatI upara avatarela haMsalo jyAM rahe tyAM te bhUminI zobhAmAM vRddhi kare che, paraMtu je sarovarano tyAga karI anya bIje uDI jAya te sarovarane to nukazAna ja che, tema anaMtanI yAtrAe nIkaLelo pU.A. himAMzu sUrIzvarajI mahArAjano AtamahaMsa jyAM paNa jaze tyAM sauMdaryamAM vadhAro karaze paNa A bharatakSetra mATe to te nukazAnakartA ja banela che. ane ka bhavya jIvo nA jIvanavanamAM dIpaka bhUjhIyo prakAza apI, dharmaArAdhanAnA choDonuM jeoe ropaNa karyuM tevA keTalAye jIvo teozrInA virahamAM nirAdhAra banI gayo che. jainasaMgha upara karelA teozrInA upakAro avismaraNIya banI raheze. pUrvajonA itihAsamAM sAMbhaLavA maLe tevA vizuddha saMyamanA dhAraka banI amArA jevA bALajIvo mATe Adarza AgagAra hatA. paramAtmAnI AjJAnuM zakyataH vizeSapAlana thavAno AnaMda na hoya ! tevI sadAkALa prasaMnnatA temanA mukhAraviMda upara rahetI hatI. evA A tUTavA tAra sara vahAvI, mahApuruSanI aneka guNAtmaka dehamUrtinuM smaraNa aneka jIvonA AtmonnatinA paMthe pragati sAdhanoraMjaneme bhagamanA.... sUrideva gayA nUra pragaTAvI. da n Eucation interneto 112

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anaMtakALavaNI athaDo, vinA mAna bhagavAna, sevyA nahIM guru saMtane, mUkyuM nahIM abhimAnA bhakitaparAyaNa AcAryabhagavaMtu... 1 - pa.pU. muni amitayazavijayajI ma.sA. devatattva, gurAtattva ane dharmatattva e tattvatrayInI ArAdhanA AtmAne zAzvatapada sudhI pahoMcADavA samartha bane che. pUjyazrI paNa A trANatattvonI bhaktimAM sadAkALa vyasta rahetA hatA. jinAlayamAM gayA bAda temane samayanI koi pratibadhdhatA na rahetI. basa! prabhune maLyA nathI ne ! prabhumAM bhaLyA nathI ! jyAre jyAre prabhunA darzana pAme tyAre bahumAnapUrvaka kalAkonA baMdhana vagara sadA potAnI ArAdhanAmAM lIna rahetA ane upAzrayamAM hoya tyAre paNa kalAko sudhI jApanI ArAdhanAmAM evA lIna banI jAya ke jApanA samaye koipaNa vyakti Ave to potAnI ArAdhanA pUrNa karyA vagara koipaNa sAthe vAta karavA taiyAra na thAya ! paramAtmAnA mArganA zramaNabhagavaMtonI bhakti-vaiyAvacca mATe paNa haMmezA tatpara rahetA hatA. siddhagirimAM hatAM tyAre ame najaronajara joyuM che ke sAhebajI svayaM mahAtmAonI bhakti karavA utsuka rahetAM hoya. are ! nAnA nAnA mahAtmAo pratye paNa apAra vAtsalya varasAvatA hatA. jinazAsanamAM vividha saMpradAya ane samudAyanI vacce cAlatAM vAda-vivAdavikhavAdothI pUjyazrI khUba ja asvasthatA anubhavatA hatAM tethI ja sakalavizvamAM zAMti chavAya ane samasta jinazAsanamAM ekatA ane samAdhinuM vAtAvaraNa phelAya te mATe teozrIe bhISma abhigrahapUrvaka AyaMbila tapanI ArAdhanAno prAraMbha karyo, te pUrve paNa hajAro upavAsa-AyaMbilanI ArAdhanA nirdoSa saMyamapAlana sAthe karI cUkyA hatI. A mahApuruSa saMyamajIvananA mahAna sAdhaka hatA sAthe sAthe samatAguNanA svAmI hatI. jyAre lAkaDIyA-kaccha mukAme teozrIne vayovRdhdha vaye paNa cAlatAM vihAra karatAM nihALyA tyAre mastaka ahobhAvapUrvaka namI paDyuM, dIrghavaye pAga kAyAno pUrepUro kasa kADhI rahyA hatA ApaNe vartamAnakALamAM AvA mahApuruSano yoga pAmI dhanya banI gayA chIe. e sUrivaranA AtmAne sadA paramazAMtinI prApti thAo e ja maMgalabhAvanA.

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janma mAro Aja pAva].... - pa.pU. sA. hemacaMdrAzrIjI mahApuruSonA nAmasmaraNa mAtrathI paNa temanA guNonuM smaraNa thAya che. hi = bhavyabhAratanI bhUminA rakSaNa kAje sarahada upara himAlayanI hAramALAo chavAyelI che tema jinazAsananA saDaLasaMghanA rakSaNa kAje AvA mahApuruSanA tapa ane saMyamabaLanI hAramALAo hatI. mAM = vijIvonA AtmavikAsa mATe mA samAna vAtsalyanI varSA karatA. zu = zrIsa'LasaMghanA maMgaLa-kalyANa mATe jinazAsananA bhomaMDalamAM zukra sama camakatA tejasvI sitArA hatA. vartamAnakALamAM jema kalikALasarvajJa hemacaMdrAcArya ane mahopAdhyAya yazovijayajI mahArAjanuM nAma smaraNa khUba Adara ane bahumAna pUrvaka levAya che tema aneka bhavyajano sAthe huM paNa svargasthapUjyazrInuM satata nAma smaraNa karI pU. jJAnavimala sU.ma. nI paMktinuM satata raTaNa karyA karuM chuM. janma mAro Aja pAvana, nIrakhIyo tuja nUra re; bhavobhava anumodanA je, huo Apa hajUra re...... laukika pArasamaNi mATe to sAMbhaLyuM che ke teto loDhAne paNa hema kare ! kiMtu Apa kevA pAralaukika pArasamaNi ke Ape to hemane pArasamaNi banAvyo! AvA dAdAnA smaraNa-vaMdanathI ApaNA sarvadoSo ane pApo nAza thAo! sakaLasaMghanuM maMgala thAo ! teozrInuM smaraNa tyAre ja sAcuM lekhAya jayAre ApaNe ApaNI sarvazakti ekatrita karI pUjyazrInI vizvazAMti ane zrIjainasaMghanI ekatAnI bhAvanAne paripUrNa karavA prayAsa AdarI saphaLa banIe! Jan Education international AMtarasAdhanAnA aNagAra pa.pU. sA. puSpAzrIjI phula khIle che ane karamAya che emAM enI koi vizeSatA nathI e suvAsa phelAve che emAM ja enuM gaurava raheluM che.. sUrya uge che ane Athame che emAM enI jhAjhI kiMmata aMkAtI nathI, paraMtu e potAnA prakAzathI samasta jagatane prakAzita karI de che ethIsto enI kiMmata aMkAya che.... mahApuruSo paNa jagatamAM janme che ane mRtyu pAme che e eTaluM mahattvanuM nathI paNa vacagALAmAM potAnA jIvana daramyAna saMyama ane sAdhutAnI suvAsa phelAvI jAya che. eja mahattvanI vAta che. janma, jIvana ane maraNa jagatamAM anekonA thAya che. ApaNe emane yAda paNa nathI karatA paNa jeoe, tapa-tyAga-vairAgya-sAdhutA-apramattatA-svAdhyAya rasikatAdi saha guNasumanone jIvanodyAnamAM khIlavyA hoya che emanI smRti jana-mAnasa para sahajatayA aMkita thayelI hoya che. jagatamAM janmIne,jagatathI nirALA rahI, jagatpitA paramAtmAne daSTi samakSa rAkhIne ja, svaparopakArArthe ja jIvana-jIvanArA vyaktionuM jIvana ja emane saheje mahApuruSanI koTimAM mUkI detuM hoya che. sva. pUjyapAdazrInA jIvananI eka-eka paLa preraNAno amRtakuMbha hatI jIvananA pratyeka prasaMgo bodhadAyaka hatA, pUjyazrInI smRtio mAtra smAraka nahIM paNa preraka hatI, dareka ArAdhanAo mAtra anumodanAno viSayaja nahIM paraMtu AdaraNIya hatI... TUMkamAM.... pUjayazrInuM jIvana sAdhaka AtmAo mATe mAtra prekSaNIya, vaMdanIya nahIM kiMtu spRhaNIya banI gayuM. paramatAraka sva pU. pAda.A.bha. zrInI guNasaMpad ne zabdadeha Apavo e mahAsAgaranI gaharAine phuTapaTTInA mAdhyamathI mApavI, gaganamAM camakatA tAralAonI gaNanA karavI ane hAthanA mAdhyamathI merunI avagAhanAne mApavA jevI bAliza ceSTA che chatAM paNa "vAno'pi vi ninAdu-yumAM vitatva, vistIrNatAM vathayati svaghiyAmburAze ?'' e uktino Azraya laine pUjyazrInI guNa samRddhine zabdamAM kaMDAravAnI hiMmata karI rahI chuM. jIvanabhara pracaMDa sAdhanAnI dhUNI dhakhAvIne banelA seMkaDo sadguNa-saMpadyamrATa, eTale pa.pU. A.bha. himAMzusU.ma.sAheba! www.jainlibrary.org 115

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dIkSAnA divasathI zarIranI ALa-paMpALane khaMkherI | daine AtmAnA bhUgarbhamAM jaine palAThI lagAvI dIdhI. bahirmukhatAnA daravAjA baMdha karIne aMtarmukhatAnI guphAnA | daravAjA ughADI dIdhA. pramAdane lUlo banAvI apramattadazAnA nabhamAM viharavAnuM cAlu karyuM. svArthanI malinatAne vilIna karIne parArthanA kAryomAM gaLADUba rahevA lAgyA. tapa ane tyAganI Ahaleka jamAvIne AhArasaMjJA paranI vijayapatAkA laherAvI saphaLatA hAMsala karI. svAdhyAyano yajJamaMDAyo, tyAganI seja patharAi, vairAgyanA ozikA naMkhAyA, apramattadazAnI cAdara bichAvAi parvanA divaso hoya, tithinA divaso hoya ke sAmAnya divaso hoya pUjyazrInA zarIra para tapanA alaMkAro saMdeva alaMkRta thaelA rahetA. prazaMsAnA be zabdo hoya ke nirAzAprada koi vAta hoya paNa pUjyazrIno samabhAvanuM pINuM pIvAmAM masta rahetA. samaya cAhe unALAno hoya ke ziyALAno hoya pUjyazrIto sukRtanA bInI vAvaNImAM mazagula banI gayelA.. AjIvana bhISma tapazcaryA , zarIra pratye atyaMta niHspRhatA, gocarI-pANImAM nirdoSatAnuM ekameva lakSya, 2katanA harabiMdu mAM vIranA vacananI vaphAdArI, svaprativajavat kaThoratA ane paraprati puSpavat komaLatA, jIvanamAM sAdagI,svabhAvamAM tAjagI,vayathI vRddha chatAM kAryathI yuvAna, vihAramAM zramano abhAva ane zAstra svAdhyAyamAM ArAmano abhAva, jIvamAtra pratye vAtsalya ane jaDa pratye vairAgya, jinazAsanapratyeno rAga evo avihaDa ke zAsananI akhaMDitatA mATe AjIvana sAdhanAno yajJa mAMDyo sAdhanALA Troge zarIrane koi sathALa ja nahIM.... suMdaratama ratnatrayInI sAdhanA dvArA zarIra, pAsethI levAya teTaluM kAma lai lIdhuM. AtmAne karmanA bhArathI haLavAphala banAvI dIdho, dehane sAdhanAnuM mAdhyama che eTalA puratuM ja bhADuM, e paNa saMpUrNatayA nirdoSa ApI, devAdhidevanI AjJAone zvAsa prANa banAvI dehI AtmAne nirmaLa banAvyo. 116 jagatamAM je uge che te avazya Athame che, je khIle che te avazya karamAya che tema je AtmA janma le che tene mRtyunI sajA avazya sahevI paDe che. paraMtu pU. pAda paramatAraka AcAryabhagavaMta jevI viralavibhUtio ja jIvanabhara ajanmA banavAnI sAdhanA karI mRtyu pAmatA pahelA mRtyune mahAna karatA jAya che. aMtimazvAsa sudhI saMyamanI sitArIpara sAdhanAnuM saMgIta cheDI mRtyune mahotsavarUpa banAvI jAya che ema zarIra ane AtmA vaccenI divAlane haTAvI AtmAne oLakhavAno viveka je karoDo bhavo pachI paNa durlabha che ene sahajasulabha banAvI pU. upAdhyAya yazo vi.ma.sA.nI avabrakRti jJAnasAranI paMkita - dehAtmAdyaviveko'yaM sarvadA sulabho bhave / bhavakoTyApitabhedavivekastvatidurlabha / / ne svajIvanamAM caritArtha karI jIre mAre haMsagavaeN sara choDI, haMsa sarovara nahIM maNAjI; jIre mAre te saraLe hud hANa, bhamarALuM puSpa ja ghaNAjI II A ukti anusAra rAjahaMso jyAre eka mAnasarovarane choDI jAya che tyAre te rAjahaMso mATe to anya zreSThatama sarovaronA sanmAnane saMprApta karavAnuM saubhAgya svayaM siddha hoya che, paraMtu te pUrvanuM sarovara taddana nisteja niHsAra banI jatuM hoya che tema sva.pU. pAda a.bha.no saMyama-tapapUta AtmA avazya anya sarvotkRSTa sarvajJazAsanarUpI sarovaramAM sAdhanAnA yajJane savizeSa prajvalita karI rahyo haze ja..... kintu rAjahaMsanA uDI javAthI zAsanasarovara sunuM banyuM che. deha chatAM jehanI dazA gRd dehAtIta, te yogInA caraNamAM | vaMdana ho agaNita..... For Ben

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suhAgaurava - pa.pU. sA. caMdrajyotizrIjI paramatapasvI pU. pAda A.bha.nI nizrAmAM giranArane pradakSiNA devAnuM samUhamAM nakakI thayuM. yAtrAsaMdha teozrIjInA pagale pagale pAchaLa cAlato hato. pUjyazrIjInuM iryAsamitinuM pAlana, vacanaguminuM pAlana karatAM karatAM cheka bapore 1/1aaaa vAge taLeTIe ekAsaNAM karavA pAmyA. vagara parvatithie paNa rasoDAmAM keLA sivAya koi ja lIlotarIno vaparAza thayo na hato.... pUjyazrIjInA haiyAmAM jIvo pratyenI dayA + karuNA sAthe AraMbha samAraMbhathI thatA pApano bhaya kevo uccakoTino vaselo haze ? te A prasaMge samajAyuM.... amadAvAdathI pAlItANAno cha'rI pAlita AyaMbila karavA pUrvakano saMgha laine padhAryA, e saMghamAM AyaMbilanuM rasoDuM moTuM hatuM... badhA yAtriko AyaMbila karIne cAlatA hatA... khuda pote AyaMbila karatA ! e paNa eka AzcaryakArI ahobhAva bharI ghaTanA kahI zakAya. saMcamazudhdhinA cAhaka : pUjyazrIjI jUnAgaDha mukAme cAturmAsa hatA. amAre cAtumArsa bAda tyAM javAnuM thayuM sahasAvanano jirNoddhAra pUjyazrIjInA mArgadarzana nIce cAlu hato. hajAra uparanA AyaMbila thai gayela..... AvA saMyogomAM pUjyazrIjI sUryodaya pachI ja dhIme dhIme upara pahoMcatA AyaMbila upara karavAnuM hoya to paNa gocarI uparanI nahIM , paNa nIcethI nirdoSa temanA mATe vhorIne vaiyAvaccamAM rahelA pU. sAdhubhagavaMta lai jatA ane e ThaMDI gocarIthI ja AyaMbila game tyAre thatuM ? koi apekSA nahI, ! dhanya che temanI saMyamarakSAne ane dhanya che AvA savapremI sAdhubhagavaMtane ! gocarI upADIne bharataDakAmAM caDatA joine bhalabhalAnuM mastaka namyA vinA na rahe ! svAdhyAyapremI : ame pAlItANA cAturmAsa hatA. pUjyazrI jIvalAla pratApazInA baMgale hatA. saMghamAM cAlIne AvyA bAda paganI takalIpha vadhI jatA ArAma arthe pUjyazrIne rokAvAnuM thayuM ame taLeTI yAtrA mATe nIkaLIye eTale vaMdana mATe tyAMthI pasAra thaie. | koivAra sajhAya cAlatI hoya ! koi vAra prabhudarzanamAM lIna hoya ! sAthenA vaiyAvaccI sAdhu pustaka laine gokhavA-bhANavA besI gayA hoya. AvI glAna avasthAmAM paNa adbhuta sthiratApUrvakanI temanI sarva kriyAo joine temano saMyama-svAdhyAya prema jaNAi Avato! vAparavAnI bilakula paravA nahi davA mATe navakArazInuM paccakhANa karavuM paDe temAM dravya keTalA hoya ? temAM samaya na jAya ane svAdhyAyane hAni na pahoMce te ja lakSa hatuM! AvA kriyAcusta ane svAdhyAya premI pU. gurudeva jayavaMtA vartA! ApanA caraNomAM koTi koTi vaMdana! OF A DOOD Jan Education international ' 17 Forevete a polcany Day

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' maMtajana to tene kahIe....... - pa.pU.sA.vijJAMzumAlAzrIjI ja cothA khArAnAM muLanI yAda apAvanArA.....! ja A likAlanAM uttamottama mahAmUrti.....! ja karmonI vAta sAme jeno safaLa vijetA banyA .....! je dehanAM vRddhave paNa jeoNluM mA sadA juvAna hatuM......! ja ol-jraNAdimAMthI jhaTa nAdaideva choDAvavAnI lagabhaga pAMceka varSa pUrve pahelI vakhata zrI zaMkhezvaratIrthamAM teozrInAM darzana thayAM. be munibhagavaMtono Teko lai sAMje darzana karavA AvyA hatAM. cAlavAmAM khUba azakata evA pUjyazrInI atyaMta Azcarya pamADanArI vAta sAMbhaLavA maLI ke teo vihAra paNa A ja rIte kare che. dehanI azakitane gauNa banAvI DoLIno paNa upayoga nahI karavAnI temanI manodaDhatA jovA maLI. | bIjI vAra paMkaja sosAyaTI smRtimaMdiramAM vaMdana thayA. tyAre pUjyazrI jApa karI rahyA hatAM. pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavaMta ratnasuMdarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja paNa tyAM hatA. teoe kahyuM ke ' A ja Asane teo lagabhaga traNeka kalAkathI beThA che. ' atyaMta vRddha zarIre paNa temanI ajoDa sthiratA tyAre jovA maLI. | aMtimavAra pAlItANA dhAme teo AyaMbila dvArA cha'rI pALatAM saMghane lai AvyA hatA. eka-be mukAma pahelAM ja paganA bolamAM phrekacara thayuM asahaya vedanAnI aMdara pAlitANA padhArI pUjyazrI e girirAjanI yAtrA bAda lagabhaga cAreka vAge AyaMbila karyuM. tyArabAda ja saMdhe paNa AyaMbila karyu. AgamamaMdiramAM rokANa thayuM. vaMdana karavA javAnuM thayuM tyAre pUjyazrI bahAranAM oTalAmAM pATa para sUtAM hatAM. besavuM paNa azakya hatuM tyAre paNa temanI jAgRti adbhuta hatI. lagabhaga 10-11 vAgyAno samaya, taDako mukha para Avato, tyAMthI girirAjanAM ekabhAganAM darzana thatAM hatA tethI tyAM ja rahI pUjyazrIe girirAjane vaMdanA stavanA -kAyotsarga karyA. ghaNA vakhata pachI aMdara jai paccakakhANa pAmyuM hatuM. AyaMbilano tapa cAlu ja hato. thoDAka divasamAM pAlItANAnI hospITalamAM bolanuM Aperezana thayuM te divase khyAla mujaba mAtra maganAM pANIthI AyaMbila karyu hatuM. sAMje vaMdanA karavA gayA tyAre pUjyazrInAM hAthamAM pratanAM pAnA hatA vAMcana cAlu hatuM, DokaTaranuM kahevuM hatuM ke bIjA koi hoya to beDa parathI uchaLe tevI asahaya vedanA A dardamAM hoya che. pUjyazrIne jotAM to evuM lAgyuM ke oparezana konuM thayuM che ? dehAdhyAsa toDI kalAko sudhI sthiratA dvArA abhuta karmakSaya karanArA pUjyazrI kharekhara sAcA saMta hatAM. | te mahApuruSanAM vaMdanAdino lAbha maLyo. teonAM guNo amane paNa prApta thAya evI eka prArthanA sAthe vaMdanA... jemanI talapa dareka bArAdhanA-sAdhanAmAM jovA maLatI .....! ja cheoNvA chaoNDAveka guNonA dhAraka jaMgama tIrthasamA.....! * jinAjJALA 5 pAds......! jIvaMta zikaTa mokSagAmI ....! ja pUjApAda zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI alhArAjAnAM pAvana caraNasalaomAM ofmArI jIvaMtazaH vaMdanA.... TO T arase on W WW. yorg

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vartamAna samayanA mahAtapasvI.. - pa.pU.A.hemacandrasU.ma.sA. jaina zAsana e to ratnonI khANa che. samaya samaye evAM aneka ratnasamA sAdhupuruSo thai gayA che. teonA vRtAMtothI ApaNo itihAsa bharyo bharyo che. te badhA sAdhu puruSonA tapobaLathI ja ApaNe sahu cAre bAjunA viSama vAtAvaraNamAM paNa kaMika sukhazAMtino anubhava karI rahyA chIe. 'tapastIdAdA'nA hulAmaNA nAmathI A-bAla vRdhdha saunA hRdayamAM sthAna prApta karanAra tapasvI zrI vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI evA ja virala sAdhu puruSa thai gayA tapa ane tyAganI mUrtisamA teonuM jIvana pUrvanA RSimunionI jhAMkhI karAve tevuM hatuM. jevo tapa evo ja tyAga, baMnemAMthI koNa vadhAre e kahevuM ja muzkela. lokone dharma pamADavAnI adamya bhAvanA jainazAsananI ekatA ane abhyudayanI tIvra jhaMkhanA je siddha karavA mATe emaNe jAnanI bAjI lagAvI dIdhelI. teonA saMsArIputra AcAryazrI vijayanararatnasUrijI paNa vinayanamratAnI mUrtisamA hatAM. potAnA samudAyamAM teo nAma pramANe ja ratnasamAna gaNAtA hatAM. teo potAnA pitAnI sAthe sadAya paDachAyAnI jema ja rahetA tapasvI mahArAja lokone thoDAka kaDaka lAgatA paNa zrI nararatnasUrijI to ekadama zAMta prakRtinA hatA emanI sAthe rahenArA koie emane kadI ugra thayelA joyA na hatA - pitA/putranI AvI jugala joDI javalle ja jovA maLe. teo to utkRSTapaNe tapa tyAga ane saMmayanI ArAdhanA karI potAnuM kalyANa karI gayA paNa saunA mATe Adarza mUkI gayA teonA caraNomAM sadAya vaMdanA..... mahAtapasvI AcArya bhagavaMtanAM sukhada saMbhAraNAM 5.pU. A. zIlacaMdrasUri ma. pUjyapAda mahAtapasvI AcAryabhagavaMta zrI vijayahimAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI puNya smRtimAM eka graMthataiyAra thai rahyo hovAnA samAcAre cittamAM smRti AMdolano jagADayAM che. emAM paNa e graMthamAM lekha lakhI mokalavAnI AvelI mAgaNIe manane zuM lakhuM ane zuM na lakhuM ? enI gherI vimAsaNamAM mUkI dIdhuM che. smRtio aDhaLaka che, keTalI vAto lakhavI ? keTaluM lakhavAthI phAyado thAya ? keTaluMka kharekhara atyaMta ujaLuM ane lAbhakartA hoya, chatAM te lakhavA jatAM koikane arucikara paNa nIvaDe to ? AvA savAlo paNa manamAM marAya che. ane chatAM lakhavuM to che ja. uttama vyaktinA guNa gAvA e paNa ArAdhanAno eka suMdara prakAra ja che ne ! eTale koineya bAdhArUpa na bane te rIte guNAnuvAdano upakrama karIe. teozrI viSe sau pahelAM sAMbhaLyuM saMvat 2040 lagabhaganA arasAmAM, 40 thI 42 nAM varSo e tatkAlIna tapAgaccha mATe saMkrAntino kALa hato. e gALAmAM tapagacchamAM eka evo parivartanano mAhola racAyo ke jeNe kalpanAtIta evAM sukhadAyI pariNAmo nIpajAvyAM. AnAM kAraNonI carcAmAM utarIe, to aneka mahattvanA kAraNo AnI pAchaLa kAma karI gayAM hatAM. emAMnuM eka mahattvapUrNa kAraNa kaho ke paribaLa kaho, te hatuM pUjyapAda zrIhimAMzusUrIdAdAnI adbhuta ane zAsana-samarpita tapasAdhanA ! saMghamAM aikaya thAya ane zAsanamAM zAMti sthapAya, evA punita ane sAttvika AzayathI teozrIe akhaMDa hajAro AyaMbilanI kaThora tapazcaryA AdarI hatI, te paNa samagra gacchanA aikya mATenI bhUmikA racavAmAM eka agatyanuM paribaLa hatuM, e vAta bhUlI na zakAya. keTalAka loko Aje A vAtane najaraaMdAjha kare che, paNa te koi rIte ucita nathI lAgatuM.

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| vanaM prataH sanaM . - pa.pU. muni puMDarIka vi. ma. sA. vadanaM prasAdasadanaM, sadayaM hRdayaM sudhAmuco vaacH| vara pavAra, ceSAM zreSAM te vaM: ? . - jenuM mukha prasannatAnA nivAsa jevuM hoya, jenuM hRdaya dayAbhAvathI potaprota hoya, jenI | vANI ilaj(1dhArA vahAvanAra hoya. (mIThI madhura) jenI stNI paropakAramaya hoya, jaoNvA mahApuruSo DoLe vaMdanIya va hoya ? A gALAmAM ja teozrInAM pratyakSa paricaya thayo. huM teozrIne pUjyabuddhithI dAdA kahIne saMbodhato, teonA haiye 2042mAM teozrI jUnAgaDha bAjuthI vihAra karatAM paNa dAdI ja ApI zake tevuM vAtsalya vahetuM, A nAte huM game tevI amadAvAda padhAryA, ane vidyAzALAnA upAzrayanI kaDavI ke kaThora lAge tevI vAto paNa temane kaheto ane lakhato, to potAnI sthiratAnA divasomAM sUcana kahAvyuM ke maLavu che, teo kayAreya nArAja na thatAM, paNa khUba ja zAMtithI mArI vAta Avo' huM gayo. teonI tapaHpUta ane tapa:kRza kAyAnA sAMbhaLatAM ane evA ja nirmaLa vAtsalyathI mane javAba ApatAM. darzana karatAM bhAre romaharSa anubhavyo, to mane oLakhatAMnI temaNe mArI koi vAtano javAba kayAreya coryo nathI ke TALyo nathI. sAthe ja je hetathI ane AMtarika AdarabhAvathI temaNe parasparanuM sauhArda ja emAM kAraNa haze tema mAnuM chuM. thAbaDyo, hRdayanA uMDANamAMthI je mIThAM veNa uccAryA, te chellA varSamAM meM eka gammata paDe tevo patra lakhelo. alabata, badhuM to jIvananA chellA zvAsa sudhI na bhUlI zakAya tevuM che. temAM uMDI vedanAthI rasAyelI gaMbhIratA paNa eTalI ja hatI. paraMtu | vizvavatsala, prAtaHsmaraNIya, paramasaubhAgyavaMtA, sarvamaMgaLakArI zuddhasnehanA sajAga sAdhaka, deza kALanI sImAothI para rahelA, saMgha ekyatAnA himAyatI, paramopakArI pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavaMtazrI vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI AgavI AdhyAtmika garimAe A duniyAmAM rahetA keTalAya sAdhaka sudhI atUTa ane prasannakara rahyo. ' javAba lakhavAnI sthitimAM nahi hoya ! tethI temaNe teno javAba 2044mAM thayela zramAgasaMdhasaMmelananA divasomAM sAthenA munirAja pAse lakhAvyo hato. gammata paDe tevI lAganArI teozrI sAthe roja kalAko besavAnuM thayuM tyAre, teonI vAtamAM rahelI gaMbhIratAne parakhI gayA haze ja ! teno majAno javAba anubhava mUDImAMthI je mUlyavAna vAto sAMbhaLavA maLI, te pANa lakhAve ne ! kharekhara avismaraNIya hatI. to e saMmelananI AvA mahAtapasvI AcArya bhagavaMtanI vAto karIe eTalI phalazrutirupe teoe potAnI sudIrdha tapazcaryAnuM pAraNuM ochI che. teo kALadharma pAmyAnA khabara amane beMgaloramAM maLyA, karavAnI saMmati ApI te kSaNano romAMca amArA jevA tyAre baporanI veLA hatI 45 AgamanI pUjA bhANAtI hatI, ane yuvAna munionA hRdayomAM hajIe akabaMdha jaLavAyo che. mArI samakSa eka mumukSu AtmA upasthita hatA. teo paNa dAdAnA temaNe e kSaNe ema kaheluM ke, 'ahIM bhegA thayelA cAhaka bhakta ja hatA, temanI sAthe teozrInA samAdhimRtyunI vAta zramAgabhagavaMto e zrIsaMdha che saMgha e pacIsamo tIrthaMkara che, thai yogAnuyoga te vakhate beMgaloranuM AkAza vAdaLachAyuM, durdina kahI ane A vizALa khaMDamAM samasta pUjyagaNa birAje che te zakAya tevuM hatuM. meM pelI vyaktine kahyuM ke ''jo, AvA uttama AtmAnI tIrthaMkaranA samavasaraNarUpa che. tevA pUnnIya zrIsaMghanI vidAya thAya tyAre prakRti paNa teno zoka pALe che, vyakta kare che." icchA huM pAraNuM karaze tevI hoya to te mArA mATe jinezvaranI AvA guNavaMta ane anubhavI bhagavaMtanI zAsanane moTI khoTa AjJArUpa che. mATe have huM pAraNuM karIza ." emanAM A che. AjanA viSama samayamAM teonI hAjarI paNa ghaNI AzvAsana vAkyo evAM to hRdayavedhI tathA hRdayasparzIhatAM, ke tenI banI rahe. asarathI huM Aje paNa mukta nathI thayo. temanA punita AtmAne vaMdana ! era o guy

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paruSo upara evo prabhAva pAtharyo che ke teone vAte vAte saMdha Ape che, tethI ziSyanA jIvanamAM zIla, saMtoSa ne kSamA ApoApa " sAM hRva" guru eka bimAra ziSyanI saMpUrNa kALajI ekayatA yAda Ave, paramArthamAM prema jAge. jIvamAtranA pragaTavA lAge che. guru samyagdaSTi Ape che. eka janma mAtA rAkhe. du:khIne joine karuNA vyApI jatI. bhAva preraNA Ape. bahumAnanuM tattvajJAna sAMbhaLavA - samajavAnI tamannI rahe che. Ape che, bIjo janma guru Ape che. saddagura je janma Ape che pApabhAvathI du:kha, dharmabhAvathI sukha. vaiyAvacca guNanuM mahattva | jinazAsanamAM keTalAka mahApuruSomAM pUjyapAdazrInuM AgavI te AkharI janma hoya che. samajAvatA.. | haroLamAM nAma che. | bhAratIya dharma, kalA ane zikSAgamAM guru ziSyanI paraMparAnuM | 'sudhAmuvo vAva:" jenI vANImAM sarva jIvonuM hita kare | zrI saMghane ratnAkara kahyo che, ratno chupA hoya che, khUNe ananya sthAna che. jJAnanAM dIpakanI dIpamALAmAM gurunuM sthAna evuM amRta varasatuM; tevI vANI sAMbhaLavI kone na game ? emanI | besI ekAMtamAM prabhu sAthenI goThaDI mAMDatI hoya che, duniyAthI avidhAnA aMdhakArane dUra karanAra prakAzapUMja samuM che, je anubhava vANImAM koinuM ahita karanArA ke dveSabharyA vacano kadI na nIkaLatA. | para hoya che, evA mahApuruSonI be cAra vAtono zItaLa indriyothI thai zakato nathI evo AtmAnubhava karavo hoya, mAThI mevANI laI te | indriyothI thaI zakato nathI evo AtmAnabhava karavo hoya, mIThI madhuravANI vaDe saMtapta thayelA AtmAne navI preraNA ApI, chAMTaNA ApANA tApane ThAravA mATe pUratI hoya che. jANavo hoya to AMtara cakSu ughADavA paDaze. saddagura ja te ughADI 1 ne vadhArI parama zAMtino anubhava karAvatA. - jemanAM pAvana darzana ApaNA netrane pavitra kare, jemanA zake. guru izvara pAse javAno setu che. - "rAM paropakara'' sva-para kalyANa eja emano 1 dina gurA eka bhAva che, eka zradhdhA che, akhUTa vizvAsa che. jIvanamaMtra hato. mahApuruSonuM jIvana, vANI ane vicAra e badhA karavAthI ApaNAM gAtra kRtArtha thAya che, tevA e pavitra puruSa amatano mahAra e pavitra puruSa amRtano mahAsAgara che, enuM smaraNa eja enuM darzana che. - eka la che ApaNA jIvanapathaujALanArA banI rahe che. sudIrgha AyuSya, | hoya che. zubha maitrIbhAvathI zobhatA, pramodabhAvathI zobhatA AcAryabhagavaMtanA AcAra e cAritrarUpI vanamAM megha samAna che.' niraticAra cAritraparyAyavALuM teozrInuM jIvana gaMgAnadInI eka pUjyazrIne jotA ja AMkha haiyuM TharatuM, mAthuM mUkI jatuM, hAtha AcAranuM pAlana karavuM ane karAvavuM e AcAryanuM svarUpa che. pavitra dhArA samAna gaNI zakAya. zuddha dharmano mahimAM ja evo che joDAi jatA. ke tenA zaraNe janAra vizvavaMdya banI jAya. jainadharmanA AcArano badhAmAM yuthA-yogya viniyoga karavA dvArA | pUjyazrInuM cAturmAsa sihora amArA AgrahathI ja thayela. ) | pUjyapAdazrI anekanA jIvana zIlpI banyA che. - jeo dakSa vyApArI gAgAyA che. gocarI mATe sAdhu 8-10 vAge | pajyazrI jyAre mANekapura jatA hatA tyAre keTalA varaso bAda jaya dALamAM haja vaghAra na thayo hoya te dALa vahorI Ave, pachI karavA mATe sahaja sAdhatA e rAjamArga che. sAdhutA jema jema - nisarga, suMdara, satya, sanAtana AtmAnA guNone pragaTa amadAvAda haThIbhAinI vADIe darzana thayA hatA. mAtra avAja . roTalI vahorI Ave, 1 kalAke AyaMbila karavA bese. lokomAM A khIlatI jAya, tema tema AtmAnI niHspRhatA, nirbhayatA, pathI oLakhI gayA ke koNa puMDarIvijaya che? pachI evA AcAranI kevI dIrgha bheTa maLI haze ? haju loko bhUlatA nathI, nirveratA, nizcalatA, vigere guNono ughADa thato jAya che. pachI vAtsalyathI navarAvI dIdho ke e kSaNa haju kadI visarAi nathI. te Ama AcArya svayaM to pAMca AcAranuM pAlana kare, bIjAne paNa pote koinAthI bhaya na pAme na koi temanAthI bhaya pAme. "sadA samaye sAMjanA vihAra hato. mAtra be zabdo hitazikSAnA kahyA. | kuzaLatAthI vinA bodhe AcAramAM joDI de che. yAda rAkhajo ! tamAma duHkho, pApo ane pramAdo e bhavanA 31 hasaMta pApa dhovaMta" e pUjyazrIno vaNalakhyo mudrAlekha hato. rAganA kAraNe ja baMdhAyelA che. jayAM ApaNe bhavavirAgI banyA zarmsabhavasUrie putra muni manakanuM mAtra cha mahinAnuM AyuSya temanA nAma saMbaMdha eka kadI na olavAya evA prakAzapuMja sAthe ke muktinA adhikArI banavAnuM ApaNuM pAku thai gayuM " basa joi dazavaikAlika graMthanI racanA karI ane ene jJAnAdi badhA sthapAi gayo hato temanAmAMthI uThatA ajavALAnA ogha temanA | AcAromAM utsAhita karI vIryAcAranuM suMdara pAlana karAvyuM. manane ane jIvanane ajavALatA hatA ane A ajavALuM, | zAtAmAM rahejo. guru saraLa devamAM devA, guru nara nArAyaNa jevA, | ''jeha ||yAra bAcAryanA, caraNavA siMcavA maha. ** teonI pabe je pANI pIvA Ave tene khobale khobale pUjyapAdazrInI jIvanapratibhA kevI hatI ? pIvarAvatA hatA. guru TharavAnuM che ThAma, guru brahmabheda che nija nAma. 'vanaM prasAt satra" pUjyazrInA mukha upara eka jAtanI - pUjyazrInA jIvanamAM guNavizeSa sthiratA ane guNavikAsa ravi jevA che gururAya, jethI jagata zaidhAruM jAya, sAtatyanAM darzana thatA hatA. teonuM jIvana e ja jagatane saMdezo gurudeva saraLathI moTA, guru vinA sahu mAraga khoTA. prasannatA, AtmIyatA otaprota hatI. Atmika sukhanA , ' che. ApaNA jIvanamAM e guNone praveza ApI pUjyazrIne kavi mULadAsanI A paMkti che. anubhavamAM je AMtarika AnaMda ane prasannatA Ave che te mukha zradhdhAMjali arpIe. gurAtattva bhavya jIvone pAMkho Ape che. jIvana jIvavAnI upara chavAi gayA vinA rahetI nathI. dharma eTale udAsInatA nahI rIta batAve che, guru apUrva AtmasauMdarya, saMgIta ane jJAna prakAza paNa prasannato. A ja jU91

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saMyamamUrti, AcAryadeva pa.pU.A. subodhasAgarasUri ma. sA. pa.pU.A. manoharakIrtisAgarasUri ma. sA. magadhAdhipatizrI zreNika mahArAjAe prabhu mahAvIrane jijJAsA bhAve pUchyuM: bhagavan ! cauda hajAra sAdhuomAM utkRSTa ArAdhaka aNagAra koNa che? prabhu mahAvIre kahyuM : dhanno AgagAra utkRSTa ArAdhaka aNagAra che. "arihaMta paramAtmA utkRSTa paramArthabhAvanI mUrti che.'' "sidhdha paramAtmA svabhAva ramaNatAnI mUrti che." ''AcArya mahArAjA AcAranI mUrti che.'' .. sAdhu mahArAja saMyamanI mUrti che.'' pUjyapAda tapasvI samrATa AcArya zrImadvijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA vartamAna samayamAM paramAtmA zrI mahAvIrasvAmI bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM ajoDa advitIya utkRSTa ArAdhaka saMyamI AtmA hatA. "apramattatA-akiMcanatA-nirIhatA-niHspRhatAnirmaLatA-nirdebhatA'' Adi aneka AdhyAtmika guNonA ''svAmI'' hatA. '"tapa'' guNa temanA saMyama jIvanano ''paryAya'' banI gayo hato. temanA saMyamapUta'" AtmAne aMtaranA koTI koTI vaMdana... Qucation international 122 tapasvI mUrdhanya AcArya zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma. nI suvAsa - pa.pU. A. padmasAgara su.ma.sA. zAsanaprabhAvaka mahAtapasvI AcArya zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja vartamAna jainasaMghanI ekatAnA prakhara himAyatI eka mahAna AcArya hatA. teonA saMyama jIvananI suvAsa dUra sudUra sudhI prasarelI hatI. vartamAna samayamAM saMyamanI utkaTa ArAdhanA karavAmAM teozrI haMmezA jAgRti rAkhatA hatA. temanI zAsana pratyenI vaphAdArI ajoDa hatI, te je koi paNa temanA paricayamAM AvatA temane sahajapaNe jaNAi AvatI hatI. teozrIno rasanendriyapara jabaro vijaya hato. vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanA teo utkRSTa ArAdhaka hatA. teonA paricayamAM AvanArane paNa saMyamanI preraNA maLatI hatI. ArAdhanAo sAthe sAthe zAsanaprabhAvanAnA kAryo paNa temanA hAthe thavA pAmyA hatA. giranAra tIrthamaMDana zrI neminAthabhagavAnanI pavitratIrthasthaLI sahasAvanano teoe jiNoddhAra karAvela te kArya paNa kaSTasAdhya hatuM te paNa teoe khUba ja jahemata uThAvIne paripUrNa karAvyuM hatuM. varSonA varSo tyAM sAdhanAmAM vitAvIne e pAvanabhUmine tapobhUmimAM pheravavAnuM durlabha kArya teo karI gayA che. Aje paNa sparzanA karanAra bhAviko Atmika AnaMdanI anubhUti karatA hoya che. mahuDI tIrthanA rastA para AvatI teozrInI janmabhUmi mANekapuramAM teonI satpreraNAthI nirmANa pAmela zrI AdIzvaraprabhuthI pratiSThita bhavya tIrthadhAma yAtrALuonA manane AhlAda Ape che. A tIrthanA nirmANamAM teozrInI niHsvArtha ane niHspRhatAthI siMcita thayelI anumodanIya bhAvanA sAkAra banelI anubhavAya che. amArA pUjya netrAdi indriyonA ajoDa vijetA gacchAdhipati AcArya zrI kailAsasAgarasUrijI mahArAja sAthe temane khUba nikaTano paricaya hato. teo baMne jainazAsananI mahAna vibhUtio hatI. jyAre jyAre temanuM milana thatuM tyAre baMne mahApuruSo khUba ja AtmIyatA sAthe nikhAlasapaNe vArtAlApa karatA nihALavAnuM saubhAgya mane prApta thatuM hatuM. pUjya dAdAgurudevazrI sAthe tapasvI AcAryazrInuM anekavAra prasaMgopAta maLavAnuM thayuM hatuM te prasaMgoe temanA kaDaka AcAra vicArano paricaya sahajapaNe maLI jato hato. teozrInuM jIvana eka Adarza sAdhupuruSa tarIke saMghamAM jANItuM hatuM. zrI saMghamAM aikyatA thAya tenA mATe pote jIvananA aMtima samaya sudhI khUba ja kaThora abhigraho dhAraNa karatA rahyA hatA. temanuM daDhamanobaLa, kaThoracaryA, ane saraLahRdaya kharekhara preraNAsvarUpa hatA. bIjAo pratye temanA hRdayanI paNa komaLatA kaThora hRdayane AkarSatI hatI. AvA duHSamakALamAM teo saune preraNA Ape tevuM saMyamathI maghamaghatuM jIvana jIvIne sarvatra potAnA AcArasaMpanna guNonI sugaMdha prasarAvI gayA che. saune preraNAdAyI bane tevA temanA cAritrasaMpanna jIvanamAMthI ArAdhakone ghaNu badhu prerakabaLa prApta thAo tevI zubha kAmanA. www.janbrary.org

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jinazAsanake pratApa HEU - muni amarapadmasAgara pUjyapAda tapasvIrAja AcAryadeveza zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebakA nAma-smaraNa aura nAma-zravaNa karate hI aneka guNa prabhava smRti paTa para binA prayAsa sahaja hI upasthita ho jAte hai ! pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta kI tapa sAdhanA nirdoSa muni caryA, AhAra zuddhi kA prabala puruSArtha, vAtsalya bhAva, nirvikAra nayana yugala, zrI saMgha ke ekatA yaz2a meM svayaM kI saMpUrNa samarpitatA, samyaka pravRtiAyA~ aura pariNAmoM ke likha AzAspada dRDha monabala ityAdi aneka guNoM ke svAmI pUjyapAda zrI jinazAsana ke eka proDha pratApI aura saMyamapUta mahApuruSa the! vi. saM. 2056 meM tapasvI samrATa ke darzana pAnasara tIrthameM zAsanaprati zrI mahAvIra svAmI ke sAnidhya meM huye, jeTha mAha ke garmI ke dinoM meM bhI unakA vihAra kAryakrama dekhakara koI pUrvake maharSi kA smaraNa huA, vandanA sukhazAtA-pRcchA ke bAda AyaMbila kI tapazcaryA se kRzakAya bane vayovRddha sUripuMgava ke mukhAravinda se zrI saMgha kI ekatA, tithi prazna meM saMvAditA kaTTara sAdhucaryA aura jIvana meM svAdhyAya kI AvazyakatAdi vArtA sunakara spaSTataH AzAspada dRr3ha manovRttio ke darzana huye| zata pratizata ese sUrivaroM kI guNa zreNioM kI bibhAvanA aMtara ke aMdhakAra ko ujAsa meM parivartana karane meM sakSama hai! sacamuca unake puNya nAma kA paryAya hI guNa vaibhava thA ! smRti grantha ke binA bhI unake jIvana kI saccI sAkSaratA yuga yugoM taka amara rahane meM zaktimAna hai| pUrva paMraparA ke saMbhavataH samyak saMvAhaka pUjyapAdazrI ke saMskAro se to unakI adhikAMza sthiratA jahA~ para huI vahA~ ke kSetra ke saMskArita bane zramaNopAsakoM meM bhI bhaktibhAva saralatA tyAgavRtti, pauSadha sAmAyika vigere anuSThAnoM kI rUcispaSTata: dRSTigata hotI hai / dRSTAnta ke rUpa meM vAsaNA zrI saMgha ( amadAbAda)hamAre sAmane hai| mujhe pariziSTa parva meM kathita kalikAla sarvajJa pUjyapAda hemacandrAcArya jI ke vacana smaraNa me A raheM hai, "svAdhyAyAvazyaka samo gurunAm hi guNastataH" arthAt svAdhyAya aura Avazyaka kriyAse guNasaMpanna mahaSioM kA guNotkIrtana karanA koI kama nahIM hai! ____ aMtatogatvA pUjyapAda zrI ke aMzamAtra guNo kA Alekhana mere jIvana meM bhI tapa-sAdhanA nirdoSa municaryA nispRhatA aura samyakpravRttioM ke prati dRr3ha manobala prApta ho yahI vItarAga paramAtmA se aura svargastha pUjyapAda zrI se prArthanA!

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guNAnidhi sUriva - pa.pU. A. zrI premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. A.devazrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA... mahApuruSanuM mahAvyaktitva ja evuM virATa hoya che.. ke ApoApa emanAM anekAneka guNo upaje... guNonI khetI.... eTale e sUrIpuMgavanuM aneru jIvana... 'tapAchaLa] gaganamAM jhaLahaLatA tapuravALA teja -pa.pU. A. abhayadeva su.ma.sA. jemanuM nAma ane kAma itihAsanA pAne AlekhAyeluM che. vIsamI sadInA dhuraMdhara , AcArya bhagavaMtonI prabhAvazALI paMktimAM zobhatI pU. AcAryazrI vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI pratibhA Aje paNa tAdRzyamAna thAya che. saMghanI ekatA mATe jIvananI chellI paLa sudhI AyaMbilano tapa karI zAsananI , vaphAdArInuM virATa svarUpa batAvyuM che. jAtane ghasI anokhI bhAtanI prabhAtanA jeozrIe darzana karAvyA che. ' jayavaMtA jinazAsananuM eka jabaradasta jamApAsuM che paraMparAmAM AvA tyAgI, tapasvI ane zAsana mATe balidAna denArA gusvaryA maLyA che. AthI jAjaramAna haroLamAM pUjyazrInuM sthAna khUbaja AdarAgIya che. jenI mahAnatAnuM mApa nIkaLI zake tema nathI. vAtsalyanA sAgara pUjya tapasvI sUrisamrATazrIne zata zata vaMdana. | oM sUrisamrAhnAM guNagAvA eNTalaeN... paMgaLe jaMgala khoLaMgavu, kahoLe ke vahANa vagara sAgaraoN pAra karavuM maLe ..... vagara pAMkhe gugalamAM vicaraNa-vihAra karavA jevuM kAma che. oM sUrI? tapasamrATa... eNka hIralA sAdhu samudAyanAM hatAM .... eNka vIralA tapasvIkhomAM hatAM.... tejo guNonAM dariyA hatAM...... jevA saMghahitaciMtaka surIzvarane bhAvabhInI aMjali - saha koTI koTI vaMdanA... Private & Personal Use Only www.ja nelibrary.org

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sUrIzvarajI smata sUrivara!.. -pa.pU. muni pUrNacandravijayajI ma. -pa.pU. A. kIrtisena sUri.ma.sA. | pa.pU. prAtaH smaraNIya AyaMbilanA ghora tapasvI A.bha. himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA jIvananI yazogAthA gAie teTalI ochI che. pUjyazrInA mane prathama darzana muni saMmelanamAM DahelAnA upAzraye thayA tyAre mana ahobhAvathI | prallita banyuM, vacana gadgadita banyA ane kAyA to bhAvavibhora romAMcita banIne mUkI paDI hatI. saMvaMta 2059nA mAgazara suda caudaza pachI jayAre pUjyazrInA kALadharma pAmyAnA samAcAra maLyA tyAre keTalAya divasa giranAra ane pUjyazrI ja dekhAyA karatA hatA. teozrInA zubhahaste giranAra girivaranI zItala chAyAmAM gAMdhInagara sekaTara-7 nA je prabhujIonI aMjanazalAkA thavA pAmela hatI tenI pratiSThA karAvavAno amane lAbha maLatAM mAruM jIvana dhanyAtidhanya banyuM A bhava saphaLa thayo hoya evo ahesAsa thayo che. | zAsanaekatA ane giranAra mahAtIrthano utkarSa karavA ApaNe sau puruSArtha karIe ane zAsanadevonI sahAya tathA pUjyazrInI | saMyamasuvAsathI vizvamAtramAM zAMtinI sthApanA thAo e ja abhyarthanA. sarvajIvarAzi pratye vAtsalya bharapUra.... saMyamajIvana jIvanArA e mahApuruSa mATe vAcA ane vicAra paNa vAmaNAM paDe.... to zabdomAM to zuM AlekhI zakAya ? chatAM zabdo dvArA yatkiMcit temane oLakhavAno prayatna karIe. sudIrdha saMyama paryAyamAM..... paMcAcAranuM apramattabhAve pAlana aSTa pravacana mAtAnuM - aNizudhdha pAlana nirdoSa bhikSAcArI, ugrAtiugratA ; nirmamatva ane niSkaSAyabhAva, sAdhanA, samatA ane sahAyavRtinA svAmI, zrI zaMtrujya ane giranAra tIrtha ane tIrthapati pratye bhaktibahumAnabhAvavALA. utkRSTa koTinuM saMyama jIvana pALavAmAM AdarzabhUta svarUpamAgatAnA AnaMdane mANanAra aMta samaye potAnA upayogane, zrI giranAratIrtha ane tIrthapati zrInemanAthabhagavAnamAM joDanArA; nikaTa mokSagAmI evA pUjyapAdazrInA agaNita guNone zabdo dvArA keTalo nyAya ApI zakAya ? chatAM emanAmAM rahelA guNone yAda karI ApaNe paNa guNAnurAgI banI ane guNone AtmasAt banAvIe to ApaNuM jIvana paNa dhanya banI jAya.. mAre pUjyapAdazrInA sAMnidhyamAM, zIladhara mukAme, zrI uttarAdhyayana ane AcArAMga sUtranA joga karavAnuM thayela vaLI caDavAlathI zrI zaMtrujaya tIrthanA cha'rI pAlita saMghamAM sAthe rahevAnuM thayela. nikaTamAM ja rahevAthI temanA uparokta guNone jovAnuM mANavAnuM thayela jene huM mArAM ahobhAgya samajuM chuM. saM. 2057 pAlItANA cAturmAsamAM paNa avAranavAra roja vaMdanArthe javAnuM thatuM ane temanA saMyamajIvana pratye ahobhAvathI mAthuM jhUkI paDatuM. dhanya tapasvI ! dhanya saMyamajIvana dhanya samAdhibhAva ! Forvate & Personal use

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AcAryabhagavaMta vAMkAnera cAturmAsArthe padhAratA jetapura (kAThInuM) padhAryA. AyaMbila tapa cAlu ja hato ! sADAdasa vAgyAno samaya, be-traNa zrAviko beno sAthe vaMdanArthe gayela, vaMdana bAda manasukhazAtA pRcchA karela, meM pUjyazrIne mArA dardanI vAta karela, cAra dAyakAthI pepTika alsaranI bimArI che. hojharImAM cAMdA paDela traNa vAra oparezana karAvela che, ekavAra AMtaraDAnuM oparezana karAvela che, AhAra kazo nathI pacato, ATalI vAta karela, mane kahe, thAya te ArAdhanA, sAdhanA, svAdhyAya karo, jApa karavo hitazikSA suMdara Apela, sAdhvI AcAranuM suMdarapAlana karazo vAsacUrNa mastakapara nAkhI AzIrvAda Apela. mukha para vAtsalya bhAva jotA mArA nayano sajaLa thai gayA AvA ghora tapasvI gurudeva aneka guNonA bhaMDAra hatAM temanI rage ragamAM ahaMdubhakti, sAdhvAcAranuM custapAlana, zAsanakAje ghora tapanA maMDANa, AjIvana, vAtsalyabhAva, vacanasiddhapuruSa, muhUrtadAtA, mukhaparanI prasannatA, nirdoSa bhikSAnA AgrahI, jinAjJAnA pAlaka, puSpanI komaLatA jevI hRdayanI komaLatA, AnaMdadhana jevA masta phakIra, pUjyazrInA mukhanA darzana karatA RSi dhannA AgagAranI yAda Ave, are ! sukalakkaDI kAyA jotA ApaNuM masta caraNomAM jhUkI paDe kalama - kAgaLa TuMkA paDe ! vAMkAnerathI garavA giranAra zrI yadupatinaMdanane bheTavAnI tAlAvelI, ugravihAra, jinAlayamAM paramAtmA samIpa bhaktimAM taraboLa ane AvA aneka guNo najare nihALyA che. jinazAsananA gaganAMgaNe tejasvI, tapasvI, tAralo hato, sudIrgha AyaMbila tapanA ziromaNi hatA! saMyamanA rAgI tapanA bhogI, AvA yogIne nihALavA, sAMbhaLavAe paNa jIvanano eka lhAvo hato, jIvanacaryA nirdoSa, bhikSAcaryA paNa nirdoSa, zAsana - saMdhanI koipaNa bAbata hoya kayAMye bAMdhachoDa nahIM makkamatA kaTTaratA ane saraLatA AvA tapasvIratna ApaNA zAsanamAMthI vidAya lIdhI che ! saMyamadhara A mahApuruSanA caraNAviMda vaMdanA. jinazAsanunI nIlajjnano tejara-svI tAralo - pa.pU.sA.pAyazAzrIjI 126 |

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pUjyazrIne nihALaoNye... smRtigraMthanAM sahAre... pa.pU. sA. vajrasenAzrIjI zAstramAM bahu majAnI eka paMkti Ave che. '" guNa gAtAM guNI taNAM, guNa Ave nija aMga. ''paMca parameSThInAM tRtIyapade ArUDha banela eka viralavibhUtinAM jIvanakavananAM pRSThone pheravatAM thato eka mahAna lAbha... eTale svajIvanamAM guNonuM AropaNa. jinazAsananAM mukta gaganano tejasvI tAralo eTale smRtigraMthanuM mULa pa.pU. A. vi. himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.! cAlo! eka taka maLI che... guNInAM guNo gAvAnI... vadhAvIye e avasarane... nihALIye gurudevazrIne... ane apanAvIye guNazreNInI varamALAne... sahasAvanatIrthoddhAraka pUjyazrIjInAM nikaTamAM vadhu javAnuM sadbhAgya sAMpaDyuM na hatuM paNa pUjyazrInAM ghorAtighora tapa ane zrIsaMgha aikyatAno Adarza ... karNopakarNa sAMbhaLavA maLato rahyo... ane pUjyazrI pratye zira jhUkI gayuM sonAmAM sugaMdha bhaLe tema pU. yoganiSTha A.vi.kesarasUrIzvarajI ma.nA samudAyavartIvartamAnagacchAdhipati pU. A. hemaprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.nA. AjJAvartinI dIrdhasaMyamaparyAyI pa.pU.pra.sA. nemizrIjI ma. chellA 15 varSathI sAbaramatI padmanagara mukAme birAjatA hatAM. 99 varSanI jaipha vaye 93 varSano dIkSAparyAya jinazAsananI gaurava gAthAne vadhArI rahyo hato. sthAyI upAzrayanI tadna samIpe ratnAkara sosAyaTImAM pUjyazrInAM saMsArI dikarI vimalAbena rahetAM hatAM, temanAM mukhe ghaNIvAra pUjyazrInI vAto sAMbhaLavA maLatI. ekavAra pUjyazrInI sAbaramatImAM padharAmaNI thai vayovRdhdhA pU. pra. sA. nemizrIjI ma. ne darzana devA upAzrayamAM padhAryA... pUjyazrInAM darzana-vandanathI zramaNIvRndra dhanya dhanya banI gayuM. tapomUrti... tyAgamUrti gurudevazrInuM varNana kayA zabdomAM karavuM? kayAreka paramAtmabhakitamAM kalAko sudhI khovAi jatAM, jinaAjJA pAlananAM kaTTara premI hatAM. samyajJAnanI mastImAM sadAya masta hatAM. nizrAvartIsAdhuone sammajJAnanI saritAmAM nimajjana karAvatAM hatAM. sadA saMyama custatAnAM AgrahI hatA. municaryA nirdoSa hatI, to gocarIcaryA doSothI rahita hatI. bAla-vRdhdha-glAnanI bhakti-vaiyAvacca mana mUkIne karatAM nAnA moTAnAM bhedane bhUlI sahAyaka banatAM gurudeva pratyeno vinaya ane samaparNa bhAva adbhUta koTIno hato. manobaLa daDha hatuM to vacanabaLamAM siddhi hatI. kAyabaLane zAsananAM zaraNe dharI dIdhuM hatu. jIvanamAM samyagdarzana, jJAna,cAritra,tapanAM cAre pAyA majabUta hatAM. tapAgaccha jainasaMgha tithinAM bhedabhAvone bhUlIne khabhekhabhA mIlAvIne siddhinAM sopAnone sara karavA Agekadama vadhe e ja dhyeya thI pUjyazrIe cha vigainAM tyAgarUpa AyaMbila tapamAM jhUkAvI dIdhuM..... bilakula nAzIpAsa thayA vagara... 2....5 ke 200-500 nahIM paNa prAyaH AMkaDo vadhato gayo cheka 1700 sudhI.... kevI haze hRdayamAM saMgha pratyenI dAjha ? ? zAsana pratyenI khumArI ? lAge che ke " jo hove muja zakti isI savi jIva karuM zAsanarasI ' nI bhAvanA bhAvato tIrthaMkara nAmakarma bAMdhato eka AtmA mahAvidehanI sapharethI bhUlo paDI A bharatanI bhomakA upara AvI caDyo haze. ATalA dIrgha AyaMbila ... vihAra ... gAmaDAomAM viharaNa chatAMya roTalI pANIthI calAvyuM paga kayAreya doSita gocarI prAyaH karIne vAparI nathI jIvananAM chellA zvAsa sudhI sva mATe vajra jevA kaThora ane sarva mATe phula jevAM komaLa rahenAra pUjyazrI... dehathI digaMta thayA paNa AtmAthI sahesAvananI girikuMjomAM .. bhAratanAM khUNe khUNe adazyakRpA vArinI varSA karI rahyA hoya tema lAge che. pUjyazrI amara raho amara tapo... mahAvidehanI bhomakA para janma dhAraNa karI ahIMnI adhUrI rahelI ArAdhanA-sAdhanAne pUrNa karI ghanaghAtI karmone khapAvI kaivalyazrI varI 'tijJANaM tArayANaM" bano e ja mahecchA... Unemy www.ainbrar 10

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of bhalANo...... 6ii visarAze.... 1 - pa.pU. muni devaratnasAgara ma.sA. jaitAnuM nAd1 letAM ja zarIre spaMdana thaI Ave...... jemanuM maraNa karatAM ja savaLuM jAgaraNa zai bAd.. jemanuM darzana thatAM ja mahAvidehanA vAsIne bheTyAnuM puNya jAgI jAya...... jaoNvA vIrala vakidvanA svAmI daDha manouiALA svAmI.... bhaya-akheda 0ALe aoNpanI saMpadAnA svAmI.... bhISmatapasvI, sauyamUrti, sAdagI aMge saraLatAnA zahenazAha, pUjApAda nAcArya bhagavaMtazrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI alhArAjAne bheTavALo..... sAthe rahevAno... vArtAlApa stvAno.... toNmanI khUbIbone nirakhavALo.... cheajLI mahAnatAne pichANavAno survaNa visara ghaNIvAra prApta thayo sAcuM kahuM chaialNA virATa vRtavaNI | bhIMjAi javAyuM che.... jIhobhAva chalakAyo che.... emanA prathama darzana rAjakoTa prahalAdaploTamAM thayA. eka ja makAnamAM ghaNAM divasa sAthe rahevAnuM banyuM najIkathI nihALavAno avasara maLyo. prabhunA zAsana mATenI hRdayanI bhAvanAo ekatAnI tamannA mATenA AyaMbila tapane nihALI jhUkI javAyuM.e mahAnasUrirAjanA preraka pagalAmAM baLa pUravA saurASTranA gAma-zaheromAM sahune pravacanomAM pa00 AyaMbilano saMkalpa karAvato...ane khAsa vaizAkha suda agiyArase acUka, AyaMbila karavAnA abhigraho ApatA dila khuzIthI nAcI uThatuM...sahasAvanamAM pUjyazrInI aDagatA nihALI ovArI javAyuM.te divase sakhata ThaMDI hatI pUjyazrIne kapha AdinI khUba takalIpha...... zarIra sAtha na Ape ..... prabhu darzana sudhI na pahoMcI zakAyuM aMtaramAM kheda thayo, tarata ja zarIrane kahe, le teM mane prabhunA darzanathI vaMcita rAkhyo have tane traNa divasa AhAra baMdha. aTha mano abhigraha lai lIdho saLaMga AyaMbilanI raphatAra emAM eha ma, aTha manA pAraNAnA dine pAchuM AyaMbila aTTamanA pAraNAdine zarIra rtimAM AvI gayuM kahe, Aje to zarIra khUba sAruM che upara nemanAthanA darzana karI pachI ja vAparIza...' be munionA sahAre giranAra nemanAthane bheTI paDyA... badhuM bhulAi gayuM, thAka visarAi gayo, 24 stavano bolyA, pachI bahAra AvyA... zaMkhezvara tIrthamAM prabhunI sAme emane bhaktimAM tanmaya thatA joyA che, stavanonI dhArA vahAvatA dIThA che, bhujathI zaMkhezvarano cha'rI pAlita saMgha lAvyA tyAre 9-9 AcAryonI nizrAmAM tIrthamALa thai tyAre pUjyazrInI parArtha rasikatAno sparza thayo.... gadgati banI javAyuM. | pUjyazrInA 93mAM janmadine vAsANA-amadAvAdamAM emanA amApa guNonI anumodanA karavAno avasara maLyo hato....bhayaMkara pIDAmAMya jinAjJAne vaphAdAra rahevAnI... custa AcAro pAlana karavAnI..sakhata vedanA vacceya page ja vihAra karavAnI saMkalpasiddhine dhorAjI nagare nihALI hatI. saMyamano tIvra rAga..zAsanano uchaLato bhAva ...guNAnurAganI daSTi.... sAdhune sahAya karavAnI tamannA....aticAro na lAge tenI kALajI...jIvadayA, jIvarakSAnI pUrepUrI kALajI....tapazcaryAno rageragemAM pravezelo prema nihALI jhUkI javAya....zatruMjaya tIrthe paNa pUjyazrInI yAtrAo nihALavAnuM sadbhAgya maLeluM. gheTIgAme pUjyazrInA AyaMbilanA sAkSAtkArane nirakhavAnuM puNya sAMpaDyuM...sahunuM sAruM jovAnI daSTi, sahunuM sAruM karavAnI vRtti,sahunA hitamAM jemanI hatI puSTi ane sahupara sadA varasAvatA vAtsalyanI vRSTi evA saMyamaniSTha! taponiSTha ! cAritraniSTa ! AtmaniSTha ! navaratnanA muguTamaNi hemavallabhanA haiyAnA hAra samA himAMzusUrirAja to kadi nahi bhUlAya... kadi nahi visarAya...... 128 | HITT II

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jagatanI aMdara janma ane maraNa e sanAtana che paraMtu je AtmA janmI jANe ! jIvI jANe ! ane jIvyA pachI jeno jayajayakAra thai jAya! evA karuNAmUrti, vizravAtsala, raivatagiritIrtha jemanAM rageragamAM raheluM hatuM evA paramapUjya, A. bha. zrI himAMzu sUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nA. jIvana viSe huM zuM lakhuM? ame giranAra yAtrA karavA gayA hatAM tyAre khabara paDI ke pU. A. bha. bApa amAro AtmarUpI mayura nAcI uThyo ke dhanya ghaDI giranAra tIrthanI pradakSiNA zasahitaciMtaka dhanya ghaDI Avo mahAna lAbha malaze ane ame gayA, pU. sAhebajIne joyA na hatAM paraMtu darzana thatAM AtmA AnaMdalaheromAM khuba ramato rahyo ke AvA mahAna vibhUtinA darzana mahAna puNyathI malyA, ne parikramAmAM gayAM, to divasa udaya thayo tyAre to e mahAtmAe paDilehaNa karyA. pachI vidhi patAvIne cAlatA hatAM paraMtu tyAM pAMcamI TuMka dekhAi ke tarata devavaMdana karavA lAgyA zuM prabhubhakti! zuM saMyamajIvana! joine AMkho TharI jAya. bIjIvAra siddhagirimAM sAhebajInA darzana thayA. tyAre nAnA sAdhvI vAriSaNAzrIjI AyaMbila karI zakatA nahi. sAhebajIne vAta karI. to kIdhuM, zuM na thAya ? AyaMbila thai jAze, ne vAsakSepa Apyo tyArathI AyaMbila sArA thai zake che. AvAjhmahAna tapasvI vacanasidhdha AtmA! dhanya che e mahAtmAne jyAM ho tyAMthI AziSa ApazojI. 11 zAsanahitaciMtaka pUjayazna... muni jayAnaMdavijayajI (khristutika) tapasvIsamrATa AcAryadevazrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA punitadarzana ja AtmAne AnaMda ApanArA hatAM. siddhagirimAM AcAryadevazrInA darzana-vaMdanano lAbha mane ghaNIvAra malyo. pU. AcAryabhagavaMtanA hRdayamAM zAsananI aikyatAnA je bhAvo hatA e bhAvone vartamAnanA jainasaMghe jo oLakhyA hota ! to Aje je anaikyatAnI pravRti rahI che te narahI hota ! zAsananI aikyatA mATe AcAryadeve AyaMbilanI ugra tapazcaryA karI hatI. teozrInA ghoratapanA prabhAve siddhagirithI raivatagirinA lagabhaga 210 thI adhika yAtrikonA AyaMbilatapa pUrvakanA cha'rI pAlita saMghanuM Ayojana karavAmAM Avela hatuM je itihAsanA suvarNapAne noMdhanIya che. zAsanahitaciMtaka pUjyazrIne koTI koTI vaMdana.

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amAraeN paNa kAMika kahevuM che. ajoDa ni:spRhI guru hirAlAla je. koraDIA (jUnAgaDha) prAyaH karIne saMvata 2045nI sAla, jUnAgaDha roSakALamAM paramapUjya himAMzusUridAdA padhAravAnA hatA. saMghanA bhAI-bahenonA haiyA AnaMdavibhora hatA. pravezano divasa najIka Avato gayo, pU. himAMzusUridAdAnA darzana karavAnI sahunI utkaMThA vadhatI jatI hatI. saMghe gurumahArAjanuM bhavya sAmaiyu karavAno nirNaya karyo. benDavAjAne varadhI apAI gaI. anya taiyArIo paNa thaI gaI. pravezanA divase savAre 9.00 vAgye narasiMha mahetAnA corA pAse ekaThA thaI gurumahArAjanuM sAmaiyu karavAnuM nakkI thayuM hatuM. barAbara 9,0vAgye huM narasiMha mahetAnA core pahoMcyo, te samaye ja pUjya gurudeva dUrathI AvatA jaNAyA. temanA darzana thatA haiyuM pulakita banI gayuM ane jhaDapathI cAlI gurudeva pAse pahoMcI teozrIne vaMdana karyuM. pachI pUjya dAdA narasiMha mahetAnA corA sudhI AvyA. pUjaya mahArAja sAhebonA jUnAgaDha pravezanA sAmaiyA A dizAnA narasiMha mahetAnA corethI ja thAya che. tethI ahIM badhA ekaThA thAya tyAM sudhI gurudeva sthiratA kare, vizrAmale. paratuM Aje haju saMghanuM koI ahIM pahoMcyuM na hatuM. paNa badhA rastAmAM ja haze temadhArIne gurudevane vinaMtI karI 'Apa ahIM thoDo samaya sthiratA karo tyAM sudhImAM saMghanA badhA benDa sAthe sAmaiyA kAje pahoMcI jaze." paNa A to gurudeva himAMzusUri dAdA.... teo kahe, 'hIrAbhAI, tame AvyA eTale Akho saMgha AvI gayo." AmakahI teo jhaDapathI. cAlavA lAgyA. maunapaNe jhaDapathI cAlatA gurudeva sAthe mAre to doDavA jevuM thatuM hatuM. ema karatA gurudeva bahu jhaDapathI jagamAlacoka AvI pahoMcyA. oha ! sakalasaMgha to ahIM benDa sAthe sAmaiyAmAM javAnI taiyArI karato hato ane gurudeva to turta ja derAsara bhaNI cAlavA lAgyA sahu sAthe joDAyA jayaghoSa gavAI rahayo hato, derAsaramAM pravezI jinezvaraprabhunI bhAvapUrNa stavanA-darzana karI derAsaranI bahAra AvyA. badhAe gurudevane vaMdana karyA ane sukhazAtA pUchavA lAgyA, saMghanA TrasTIo ane ghaNAM bhAviko tyAM hatA, gurudeve saMghanI kuzaLatAnI pRcchA karI, A samaye saMghanuM koI samayasara sAme AvyuM nahIM tenI koI ja glAni ke du:khanI rekhAne badale pU. gurudevanA mukha para apratimaprasannatA jaNAtI hatI, saMghe have sAmaiyAmAM joDAvAnI vinaMtI karI, tene gurudeve svIkArI paNa kharI, have benDa vAgavA mAMDyuM, jayaghoSa thavA lAgyo ane sakalasaMgha sAthe pU. gurudeva derAsarathI upAzraya sudhI cAlyo ane upAzrayamAM pravezI sIdhI vyAkhyAna pATa para birAjayA. gurudeve hRdayasparzI zailImAM amRtamaya jinavANInuM rasapAna karAvyuM. mAMgalika pravacana pUruM thatAM gurudevanA caraNasparza mATe paDApaDI thavA lAgI, gurudeve vAtsalyabhAve badhAnI kuzaLatAnI pRcchA karI dharmArAdhanAmAM keTalA AgaLa vadhyA tenI khabara lIdhI. agAuthI sAmaiyAnI jAherAta thaI cUkI hovA chatAM, sAmaiyA samaye niyata sthaLe samayasara na AvavA mATe saMgha pratye koi ThapakAMno bhAva nahIM tene badale sahunI vyakitagata dharmArAdhanAnI pRcchA. kevI ajoDa niHspRhatAnA svAmI hatA guru himAMzusUri...!! 132 Main Education International

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uccakoTinA cAritrala AtmA DaoN. mahAsukhalAla mahetA (jUnAgaDhavALA) pUjya zrI uccakoTinA cAritrazIla AtmA hatA jANe ke bhAvi tIrthaMkarano AtmA ja na hoya ! teozrI zAMta-gaMbhIra-bahu ja alpa zabdomAM potAnA vicAro spaSTa jaNAvatAM jemAM naryuM vAtsalya ja jaNAya mane to temanI sevA, vaiyAvacca, jJAnano khUbaja lAbha maLyo che. je mArA jIvananI avismaraNIya ghaTanA che, teo temanI bimArI daramyAna moTA bhAge Ayurvedika auSadhio javAparavAnA himAyatI hatA. te auSadhio paNa nirdoSa hoya tathA AyaMbilanI tapasyA daramyAna khape tevI hoya to ja vAparatA. moTA bhAge to upavAsa kheMcI kADhe jethI darda ravAnA thaI jAya. AhArasaMzA upara gajabano kAbu, vIsasthAnakanI pahelI oLI 20-20 upavAsathI karelI ane chelluM mAsakSamaNa jUnAgaDhamAM zarU karelapAlitANA dAdAnA darzana karIne pAraNuM karavAno nirNaya karela. pAlitANAmAM girirAja upara AdIzvara dAdAnI sAme codhAra AMsue raDelA ke mAre pAraNuM karavuM paDaze ! aNAhArIpaNuM kayAre maLaze? AvA uttamakoTInA AtmA hatA. pUjya nararatnasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA kALadharma bAda teozrI e ghaNA mahAna kAryo karyA ane kharekhara teozrIe khUba saphaLatApUrvaka pAra paNa pADyA temAM paNa mANekapuramAM teozrIe mInI zatruMjayanu nirmANa karyu te to adbhuta che. tyAMnA ajaina lokone jaina dharmamAM rasa letA karyA tathA AkhA gAmane dhArmika banAvI dIdhuM AmapotAnI janmabhUmine teoe yAdagAra banAvI dIdhI. teozrInI nizrAmAM AyaMbila sahita cha'rI pALatA saMghanuM Ayojana eka viziSTa Ayojana banI gayuM. amadAvAdathI pAlitANA tathA pAlitANAthI junAgaDha A banne saMdho jainazAsananA ItihAsamAM suvarNAkSare lakhAya tevA nIkaLyA. jUnAgaDhamAM saMghanA pramukha zrI mahAsukhabhAI dozI tathA temanI patnIne varasItapanuM pAraNuM hatuM. te divase teozrI te bannene laI sahasAvana gayA, jyAM nUtana jinAlayanuM khAtamuhUrta temanA hAthe karAvI pAchA ovI bapore te bannene pAraNA paNa karAvyA. AmabaMnenA tapanI anumodanA karI, bannene te nimitte suMdara lAbha paNa levaDAvyo. pUjyazrInI eka khAsa khAsiyata hatI ke kayAreya paNa koI muMjhavato prazna upasthita thAya tyAre tenA aMge nirNaya bIjA divasa para mulatavI rAkhatA tathA savAre jyAre teozrI dhyAnamAM besatA tyAre te praznano ukela teozrIne maLI ja jato, ane te mujaba nirNaya karIne teo dareka kAryamAM saphaLa banatA A eka temanI viziSTa labdhi hatI. jenA ghaNA prasaMgo meM jAte anubhavela che. temAMno eka prasaMga teozrInuM cAturmAsa vAMkAnera mukAme nakkI thayela hatuM. teozrI cAturmAsa praveza zakyataH aSADha sudamAM ja karatA. e varase varasAda vahelo zarU thayela ane jeTha mAsa aDadho pUro thavA Avyo hato. teo haju jUnAgaDhamAM ja hatA ane varasAda zarU thayela. vAMkAnera saMghanuM pratinidhimaMDaLa teozrIne prasthAna mATe vinaMtI karavA Avela. badhA ciMtAtura hatA ke AvA varasAdamAM teozrI jyAre prasthAna kare ane kayAre vAMkAnera pahoMce ! rAtre badhA carcA karatA beThA hatA. meM vinaMtI karI ke AvA varasAdanA vAtAvaraNamAM teozrI prasthAna karavAno Agraha na rAkhe ane cAturmAsa junAgaDha ja kare, paraMtu 33 w inelibre

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vAMkAneranuM pratinidhimaMDaLa temanA cAturmAsano lAbha gumAvavA mAMgatu nahatuM. sAthe sAthe satata varasAdathI teo paNa ciMtAtura to hatA. | varasAdanuM jora vadhatuM jatuM hatuM ane kayAre aTakaze tenI kalpanA paNa karI zakAya temana hatI. chevaTe teozrIe kahyuM ke kAla savAre huM cokakasa javAba ApIza ane mane jaNAvyuM ke savAre 8.00vAge maLavA AvI jajo . badhA AzAbharyA haiye chUTA paDyA. bIje divase savAre 8.0vAge teozrInI sUcanA mujaba huM temanI pAse pahoMcI gayo. varasAda to avirata cAlu ja hato. teozrI pAse vaMdana karI beTho eTale mane kahe ke, derAsaranA borDa para lakhAvI do ke pUjaya mahArAja sAheba bapore 2.30vAge vihAra karaze. mane navAI lAgI, meM vinaMtI karI ke sAheba ! A varasAdanuM jora to juo. bapore vihAra kai rIte thaze? mane kahe ke "tuM ciMtA na kara, huM kahuM chuM temajAhera karI de,' mAre to bIjo vicAra karavAno hato ja nahIM ane temanA Adeza mujaba borDamAM jAherAta lakhAvI dIdhI. ane kharekhara camatkAra thayo varasAda baporanA 2.00 vAge sAva baMdha thaI gayo. teozrIe sukharUpa vihAra karyo ane teozrI vAMkAnera pahocyAM tyAM sudhI ekapaNa divasa varasAda varasyo nahIM, sAce ja teozrI viziSTa koTinA AtmasAdhaka hatA ane eja emanI vizeSatA hatI. zrI gAriyAdhAra saMghanA saMbhAraNA. * * zrI gAriyAdhAra jaina saMgha. AcArya bhagavaMta 40-45 varSa pUrve atre cAturmAsa mATe padhArela paNa saMghanA puNyodaya ochA jethI chellA divasomAM atrethI gheTI cAturmAsa mATe gayela. pharI saMghanA puNyodaye sAmethI AcAryabhagavaMtanuM cAturmAsa 2049nI sAlamAM thayela. te daramyAna teonA prabhAve gAriyAdhAra jaina saMghe atre zAMtinagara sosAyaTImAM ghara-derAsara jevuM karAvela. atrenA cAturmAsa daramyAna vAMkAnera jainasaMghanA bhAIonI cAra-pAMca vakhata aneka vinaMtIo chatAM AyaMbila tapanuM pAraNuM na karatA cAturmAsa pUrNa thaye vihAra vakhate zAMtinagara sosAyaTImAM javAnuM thatA thoDo samaya tyAM rokAyela. e daramyAna pratAparAya mohanalAla dAThAvALA atre Avela. tyAMthI pAlitANA bAju jatAM AcArya bhagavaMtane vaMdana karyuM ane jatA saMghapUjana karyuM. atrethI vihAra thatAM teoe jaNAvela ke atrenA ghara derAsaranI jagyAe sAruM evuM derAsara upAzraya vagere tIrtha samAna zaMkhezvara jevuM ajArA pArzvanAthanuM derAsara thaze. atrenA cAturmAsa daramyAna jJAtibaMdhuone bhADAmAM Apela pAMjarApoLanA goDAuna vagere temanA eka ja upadezathI dareka bhADutoe vinA AnAkAnI e khAlI karI Apela. te gurubhagavaMtano apAra upakAra gAriyAdhAra jainasaMgha upara rahela che. pUjayazrInI preraNAthI dAThAvALA pratApabhAIe gAriyAdhAra jainasaMghamAM zAMtinagara sosAyaTImAM derAsara-upAzraya banAvavAno Adeza lIdhela. cha mAsamAM derAsara upAzraya banne kAmapUrA karelA. sAhebajIe pAlitANA dAdAnA darzana karI AyaMbilanI tapasyAvALA 2ObhAi-bahenonI sAthe cha'rI pAlaka saMghanuM prayANa karI saMvata 2058nA kA.va.ra.nA roja padhArIne pratiSThA karela. pU. A.bha. zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI preraNA tathA premabhAvanA amArA gAriyAdhAra jaina saMgha upara satata sArI rIte samraga jIvana daramyAnavarasatI rahI hatI.

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mArA jIvanuMnA traNa smaraNo hasamukhabhAi ke. zAha (vAsaNA) guru vinA AgaLa vadhavAnuM muzkela che, mArA jIvanamAM A sthAna khAlI paDeluM hatuM. mane manamAM A vAtano ajaMpo hato ane acAnaka ja himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebe A sthAna bharI dIdhuM. mArA para sAhebajInA anaMta upakAra che. kyA gaNAvuM? huM temanI sAthe ghaNuM ja pharyo - rahyo te mAruM saubhAgya che. temAMnA eka-be aMza ahIM raju karU chuM. #da jayAre bImAra paDyo tyAre gharanAM badhA ja muMjhAi gayA. koi rasto maLato na hato. ghaNAM DokTara pheravI nAkhyA paNa roga jANe ghara karI gayela. eka-be nahIM paNa jANe huM rogothI gherAi gayelo. kamaLo, DAyAbiTIsa ane adhUrAmAM pUruM patharI thai. kyA roganI davA karuM ? badhAe mane jIvarAja hospiTalamAM dAkhala karyo. mAruM patharInuM oparezana bIje divase karavAnuM hatuM, badhA ciMtAtura hatA ke zuM thaze? mArA dharmapatnI sAhebajI pAse bIje divase chaTTanuM paccakakhANa levA gayA temane sAhebajI pAse AzAnuM kiraNa dekhAyuM. teNe sAhebajIne mArA vize badhI ja vAta karI, sAhebajI phakata eTaluM ja bolyA ke mane AzAnuM kiraNa dekhAtuM nathI chatAM tame davAkhAnu badalI nAkho ane oparezana karAvazo nahI. sAhebajI upara amane badhAne akhUTa zraddhA hatI ane e zraddhA kAma karI gaI. ame davAkhAnuM badalyuM ane mAruM oparezana thayuM nahI. A kevo camatkAra ! AvuM kRpAdRSTisivAya bane ja kema? Re Avoja camatkAra bIjo thayo mAro vicAra bhagavAnane ghare padharAvavAno eTale ke ghara derAsara banAvavAno hato. tyAre ame malhAra phleTamAM rahetA hatAM. ghara nAnuM hatuM chatAM ghara-derAsara banAvyuM. bhagavAna lAvyA pachI pUjyazrInI preraNAthI sadAnaMdamAM alAyado rUmabanAvyo ane saMghane bolAvI occhava karyo. sAhebajInI nizrAmAM bhagavAna lAvyA, zAMtinAtha dAdA AvatA jANe mArA jIvanamAM zAMti AvI gaI. AvA gurudevane mArA koTI koTI vaMdana hojo. # mArA dharmapatnIne pAMcaso AyaMbila karavAnI bhAvanA hatI. sAhebajIne vAta karI sAheba to khuza thayA. kAraNake te pote ja AyaMbila tapanA mahAna ArAdhaka hatA, AyaMbilanI tapazcaryA to temanA rome romamAM vaNAI gayelI temaNe vAta mUkI ke 108 AyaMbila saLaMga karavAnA. jarAvAra ame vicAramAM paDyA sAhebajInA paccakakhANa ne vAsakSepa hoya eTale game tevA kAmapUrA thaI jAya tevo vizvAsa hato. 108ne badale 120 AyaMbila karIne be varSamAM pa00 AyaMbila pUrA karyA. AvA puNyavaMta sAhebajInA AziSa ApaNA para niraMtara varasyA kare tevI prArthanA karuM chuM. pUjyazrI koIkanA tAraNahAra hatA... w ibrary.org

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buTano upayoga karavAnI nA ja pADatA. chevaTe page kapaDuM bAMdhIne vihAra ugra tapasvI - ugra tyAgI pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta karavAnI vAta kahI tyAre huM mArI dukAnethI jADu kapaDuM vahorAvavA mATe lai jazavaMtalAla manaharalAla dozI (vAMkAneravALA)-muMbai gayo tyAre teozrIe kahyuM ke, "navuM kapaDuM mAre joituM nathI. tAre nakAmuM hoya AcArya bhagavaMtazrInA amAre tyAM traNa cAturmAsa thayela hatA. pahelA cAturmAsa samaye amo ane pheMkI devAnuM hoya tevuM kapaDuM hoya to Apa. A navuM kapaDuM nahIM joie." bAlyavayamAM hatA jethI vadhAre khyAla na Ave paraMtu te samaye teozrIe ghaNI tapazcaryA karI hatI te tyArabAda huM amAro tAlapatrIno dukAnano juno paDado hato te lai gayo ane barAbara smaraNamAM che. Apyo to teozrIe kahyuM ke, "mAre ATalo moTo kaTako na joie, mAtra | AcArya bhagavaMta zrI nararatnasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM teozrIe amone preraNA karIne banne paga DhaMkAya teTalo ja TukaDo lai bAkIno TukaDo pAcho Apyo." keTaluM prathamavakhata pauSadha karAvela. badhI kriyA vAtsalya ane premaApIne karAvatA. te vAta haju paNa mArA niHspRhI jIvana ! ane te paNa junAgaDha pahoMcyA pachI paNa pheMkavAnI vAta smRtipaTamAM che. nahIM. pUro kasa kADhIne vAparavAnuM ! AvuM adabhuta hatuM teozrInuM jIvana! pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtazrI ugra tapasvI temaja ugra tyAgI hatA. teozrInA tyAga ane 4 A. bha. zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tathA pU. nararatnasUrIzvarajI tapazcaryAno joTo maLe temanathI, teozrInI uMmara ane tabiyatanI nAdurastatAne kAraNe meM ekavAra ma.sA.nuM saM. 2036mAM comAsu hatuM. mAtra be ja mahAtmA hatA. eka divasa teozrIne DoLI vAparavAnI vinaMtI karI to teozrIe kahyuM ke, "zakti nahIM hoya ane vihAra nahIM cAturmAsamAM pU. nararatnasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.ne rAtre tAva Avyo tyAre temanI thAya to eka jagyAe sthiravAsa karIza paNa DoLIno upayoga to nahIM ja karuM.' jinezvarabhagavaMtanI pAse huM sUto hato. rAtre AcArya bhagavaMtazrI laghuzaMkA TALavA uThyA, huM paNa AjJA eja dharma che e vAtane hRdayastha karI AjJApAlanamAM ja jIvana samarpita karavAnI utkRSTa koTInI tarata ja uThI gayo, mAtra karI lIdhA bAda huM temano vATako laine paraThavavA bhAvanAne AcAryabhagavaMtazrI varelA hatA. jato hato. teozrI e nA pADI, huM temanuM teja sahana karI zakyo nahIM, mAre # huM mAnuM chuM ke teozrIne koi daivI sahAya hoi zake. kAraNake huM lAkaDIyA pU. nachUTake vATako mUkI devo paDyo. teozrI paraThavavA gayA. bIje divase savAre kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sAhebanI nizrAmAM upadhAna tapamAM hatA. tyAre pU. AcArya bhagavaMtazrI Azare 73varSanI uMmare pANIno ghaDo laine pANI vahoravA pote ja gayA. huM himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. vihAra karIne tyAM padhArela. tyAre temanI tabiyata bahu bagaDela hatI te sAthe ja hato. meM sAheba pAse ghaDo mAMgyo to paNa na ja Apyo. mane thayuM samAcAra sAMbhaLI amo sAta-ATha jaNA tabiyata jovA gayela. tyAre teozrI laghuzaMkA TALavA mATe vaLatA pANI laine Avaze tyAre jarUra lai laiza. paraMtu vaLatA paNa uparathI nIce utarIne be DagalA paNa cAlI zakatA na hatA. thoDA divasa ArAmathI thoDI zakti AvatA pANIno bharelo ghaDo upADavA mATe na Apyo te na ja Apyo. ghaDo levo hoya lAkaDiyAthI vAMkAnera vihAra karIne AvyA. tyAre emathayuM ke daivIsahAya vagara ATaluM cAlI zakAya ja to dIkSA levI paDe. kevI cAritrapAlananI tatparatA! nahIM, "ANAe dhammo' e nyAye jaNA sacavAya mATe pUjyazrI sUryodaya bAda ja vihAra karatA. #ka sAMje IMDila bahAra gayA hatA. vaLatA aMdhAru thai javAthI rastAmAM unALAnA divasomAM vihAramAM thoDuM moDuM thAya, tApa thai javAthI paga baLe to paNa lugaDAnA bAvaLano kAMTo lAgyo. kAMTo kADhyA vagara upAzraye AvyA. pratikramaNano 136 e

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samaya thai gayo hovAthI teo turata ja pratikramaNa karavA besI gayA. pratikramaNa bAda amo sAheba pAse trikALa vaMdana karavA gayA tyAre teozrI kAMTo kADhatA hatA, AcAryadevazrInI adbhuta sahanazakti joi mAruM mastaka jhUkI gayuM. teozrInA vicAramAM garakAva thai gayo. cothA ArAnA mahAtmA baMdhaka muni jevuM jIvana A kALamAM jovA maLyuM! # mAre tyAM cAturmAsa parivartana hatuM, tyArabAda gAmamAM Azare paMdara divasa rokAyA hatA. gocarI vahoravA Ave tyAre badhI barAbara cakAsaNI karatA, kyAMka AdhAkarmI gocarI vahorI na levAya tenI saMpUrNa jAgRti rAkhatA. AvA adbhuta tyAgI tapasvI evA gurubhagavaMtazrInI vidAyathI samagra jainasamAjane teozrInI khoTa paDI che. AjIvana saMghanI ekatA mATe jhajhumanAra, zAsanane potAnuM jIvana samarpita karanAra pUjayazrIne dhanya che. paramakRpALu paramAtmA teozrInA AtmAne mokSa sukha Ape tevI prArthanA sAthe viramuM chu. amArA pUjya II gurujIne lAvo gotI......! jIgneza dinezacaMdra zeTha (junAgaDha) pUjyapAda himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nuM nAmajagatamAM khUbaja yAdagAra hatuM. temanA saMsArI nAmaane dIkSA jIvanamAM nAmamAM ja khUba sAmarthya raheluM hatuM. saMsArI nAmahIrAbhAi eTale hIrA jevuM ja jhagamagatuM hatuM. pUjayazrInA vacano atyaMta mArmika hatA. eka vakhatanI vAta che dAdAe chelluM cAturmAsa giranAra jaya taLeTImAM karyuM te pahelA junAgaDha gAmamAM hatA. te vakhate tyAM cha'rI pAlita saMgha Avato hato, tyAre saMghane dAdAe kahevaDAvyuM ke "tamAro praveza samaya barAbara nathI tethI eka divasa pachI praveza karajo.'' paNa A vAta te saMghanA agraNIone yogya na lAgI. temaNe to pravezano je samaya hato te ja samaya rAkhyo. acAnaka ja jUnAgaDha gAmamAM karaphayu lAdI devAmAM Avyo ane gAmamAM ekAeka sannATo chavAi gayo. koine paNa rastA uparathI pasAra na thavAno hukama karavAmAM Avyo. kalekTarane badhI vAta samajAvatAM temaNe saMghane AvavAnI hA pADI paNa jUnAgaDha sudhI pagapALA AvanAra saMghane giranAramAM praveza mATe vAhanano upayoga karavo paDyo hato. chatAM paNa temanI upara bhayanuM vAtAvaraNa sarjAyuM hatuM. sAdhu-sAdhvI ma.sA.ne pharate polIsa korDana banAvI upAzraya sudhI pahoMcADyA hatA. giranAra tIrthanI chaThThuM karIne sAta yAtrA agharI gaNAya paNa sAhebanuM muhUrta ane sAhebanA nAmasmaraNathI agharI yAtrA paNa saraLa banI jatI. ame paNa thoDA aMdhArAmAM sahasAvananAM vikaTa rastAmAM jatA, emanI kRpAthI eka kUtaro sahAyaka banyo. ekavAra giranAranI pradakSiNAmAM paNa eka kUtaro AgaLa-pAchaLa raheto ane taLeTIe pahoMcyA to kUtaro gAyaba. je koi paNa prazna ApaNane muMjhavato hoya te praznanA nivAraNa mATe ApaNe dAdA pAse jaie ane jaine vaMdana karIe eTalI vAramAM to

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ApaNane je prazna aThavADiyAthI muMjhavato hoya tenuM tyAM ATha sekanDamAM nivAraNa thai jAya ! dAdAno svabhAva khUbaja anero hato. dAdA jyAre khuza hoya tyAre temanuM hAsya kaMika AkarSaNa bharyuM rahetuM. te AnaMdamAM rahIne je vAta karatA hoya tenI pAchaLa kaMika hetu raheto. ekavakhata dAdAnA vaMdana mATe amadAvAda gayA tyAre dAdAne cAturmAsa mATe vinaMtI karI to dAdAnA je zabdo hatA te uparathI to nakkI thayuM ke dAdA mahAna jJAnI hatA. temaNe kaheluM ke 'huM atyAre nathI AvatopaNa mAre mAruM chelluM comAsu nemanAtha bhagavAnanI nizrAmAM ja karavuM che? ane eja thayuM! dAdAno svabhAva thoDo kaDaka hato, paNa tenI pAchaLa emano hetu saMghane sAcavavAno ane sthira rAkhavAno hato. bahenoe mAthe oDhIne ja AvavAnuM, sUryAsta pachI nahIM AvavAnuM, AvA kaDakaniyamonuM jIvananA aMta sudhI pAlana karyuM. dAdA je vAta kahe te 'tahatti' kahI svIkAravAmAM hita che. evo anubhava amArA parivArane thayo. mAro nAno bhAi ane mArA mammI baMne taLeTImAM cAturmAsa daramyAna paryuSaNamAM paccakakhANa levA mATe gayA. tyAre dAdAmahArAje mukha joi tarata ja bhAIne 9 upavAsa ane mammIne 16 upavAsanuM ekI sAthe paccakakhANa levAnuM kahyuM. bhAI tyAM ja hato tethI teNe tahatti kahI svIkArI lIdhuM. paNa mammIne manamAM thayuM ke thaze ke nahI? paNa chelle 11 upavAsanA paccakakhANa lIdhA. baMnene zAtA evI hatI ke koine paNa khabara na paDe ke Amane ATalA upavAsa haze. pachI mammIne thayuM ke 16 upavAsanA lIdhA hota to ? paNa pachI zuM.... dAdAe ApelA paccakkhANanA zabdomAM koi pheraphAra na hato, paNa koNa Ape te mahatvanuM hatuM ! jo. dAdAnA samaya mujaba paccakhANa levAya to tame jetapa dhArelA hoya te tapa nirvighna pUrNa thai jAya ane zAtA paNa sArI rahe. # 12-40 miniTe dAdA kALadharma pAmyA. dAdAnI pAlakhI sahasAvana pahoMcI tyAre pavana susavATA mArato hato. jyAre agnisaMskAra thayo tyAre AzcaryakArI ghaTanA e banI ke pavana ekadamazAMta paDI gayo. pUjayazrInI aMtimasamayanI je ghaTanAo che te to bolatA vicAratA paNa kaMika aMtaranI anerI anubhUti karAve che. pU. dAdA hayAta nathI paNa dAdAnA guNo Aja paNa hayAta ja che. satsaMgano prabhAva vaMthalI gAmanA vatanI ajaina devAbhAI vANavIe pUjyazrInA aMtima cAturmAsamAM giranAranI godamAM sAhebanI nizrAmAM rahI mAsakSamaNa sAthe eka lAkha namaskAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanA apramattabhAve karI hatI. pachI thoDA ja vakhatamAM vardhamAna AyaMbilatapano pAyo nAMkhyo, akhaMDa 500 uparAMta AyaMbila paNa karyA ane Aje paNa lagabhaga ekAsaNA ja kare che. 138

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& IInA harabAmAM dhyAno bheTo prItamalAla laheracaMda zAha (vAsaNA) pa.pU. AcArya bhagavaMta himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.ne ane mArA dAdA zAha nAgaradAsa pAnAcaMdabhAi dhaMdhukAvALAne khUbaja AtmIyatA hatI. mArA pU. dAdA pU. AcAryabhagavaMtazrIne yAda kare ne acAnaka pU. tapasvI ma.sA. no bheTo thai jAya evA ghaNAMya prasaMgo meM tathA mArA kuTuMbIjanoe anubhavelA che. - jemAM eka prasaMga A hato. pU. tapasvI ma. sAhebe pAlitANAmAM mAsakSamaNa kareluM, te vakhatano A prasaMga che. te vakhate mArA dAdAne temanI sAthe pAlitANAnI yAtrA karavAnI tathA temanA darzana-vaMdana karavAnI zubha bhAvanA thai. mArA dAdA moTI uMmaranA hatA, tethI temanI sAthe koine javuM to joie ja eTale lagabhaga teo jyAM jAya tyAM mane temanI sAthe lai jAya. eTale mAruM temanI sAthe pAlitANA javAnuM nakkI thai gayuM. ame pAlitANAmAM 'jIvananivAsa' dharmazALAmAM utarelA. sAMje pU. tapasvI ma.sA.nA darzana karavA gayA tyAre samAcAra maLyA ke pU. tapasvI ma. sAhebe to kadambagirinI yAtrArthe tetaraphano vihAra karI dIdho che. A samAcArathI mArA dAdA dimUDha thai gayA, temanI icchA temanI sAthe sAMjanuM pratikramaNa karI savAre sAthe pAlitANAnI cAlIne jAtrA karavAnI hatI. tathA pU. tapasvI ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM temanI pAsethI paccakhANa lai aTTamakaravAnI IcchA hatI te manadu:khAtA haiye vAta karI tyAre khabara paDI. sAMje pratikramaNa karyuM ane rAtre pU. tapasvI ma.sA. ne yAda karatAM karatAM sUtA. bIje divase savAre ame bannee girirAja upara navaTUMka tathA dAdAnI TUMkanA darzana karI lagabhaga 12-30 vAge AdinAtha dAdAnI sevA pUjA karI, pachI mArA dAdA kahe 'prItama, mArI icchA aTTama karavAnI che paccakhANa to pU. tapasvI ma.sA. pAsethI levA hatA paNa teo to vihAra karI gayA. eTale game teTalo jIva bALIe paNa teo to have maLe nahIM mATe cAla dAdAnA darabAramAM je munibhagavaMta hoya temanI pAsethI aTTamanuM paccakhANa lai lauM." ame banne dAdAnA darabAramAM gayAM tyAM pa-6 sAdhu-bhagavaMto caityavaMdana karI rahyA hatA. mArA dAdAnI AMkhe ochu dekhAya eTale mane kahe ke jo to prItamakyA mahArAja sAheba che ? meM tapAsa karI paNa huM oLakhI zakyo nahIM, paNa mArA dAdA to pUjaya mahArAja sAheba stavano gAtA hatA temanI DhALa tathA avAja uparathI ja oLakhI gayelA ke pU. tapasvI mahArAja che, ane kharekhara pU. tapasvI mahArAja ja hatA. mArA dAdAe temanI bhAvanA www.inelibrary.

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pramANe pU. tapasvI ma.sA. pAse te divase aTTamanuM paccakhkhaNa lIdhuM. paramAtmAnA darabAramAMthI bahAra AvIne mArA dAdAe pU. tapasvI mahArAjane AnaMdavibhora banIne pUchayuM ke, "sAheba ame gaikAle sAMje pAlitANAmAM ApanI tapAsa karI to jANavA maLyuM ke Apa to kadambagirinI yAtrArthe vihAra karI gayA cho, to ahIMyA kyAMthI ? gaikAlanI AkhI rAta meM to Apa nahIM maLo tenA vicAramAM bahu ja ajaMpAmAM vitAvI." tyAre pU. tapasvI mahArAje kahyuM ke 'tamArA AtmAe ja mane pAlitANAnI jAtrA karavA preryo. meM rohIzALAthI pAlitANAnI jAtrA karavAnI ghaNI vakhata icchA hovA chatAM saMjogovazAta karI nathI. Aje savAre pratikramaNa karIne thayuM ke jo thai jAya to Aje pAlitANAnI jAtrA karIe. badhA mahAtmAoe hA pADI eTale ame jAtrA karavA cAlI nIkaLyA. ane tamAre aThThamanA paccakhANa levAnA che te tIvrabhAvanAe ja amane pAlitANAnI jAtrA karavA preryA hoya tevuM lAge che." pachI traNeya divasa meM mArA dAdA sAthe cAlIne jAtrA karI paNa pachI pU. tapasvImahArAjanAM darzana dAdAnA darabAramAM ke girirAja upara kyAMya na thayA.'' tyArabAda aTTamanuM pAraNuM karyuM. pAMcamA divase pAchA ame jAtrA karavA cAlIne upara caDhyA. | prabhunI pUjA sevA karyA pachI mArA dAdAe pahelA divasanI mAphaka ja kahyuM ke 'prItamamAre Aje chaThTha karavAnI bhAvanA che. bhAvanA to ghaNI che ke e divasanI jemaAje pU. tapasvI ma.sA. maLI jAya to paccakhkhANa emanI pAse ja lauM. paNa dareka vakhate bhAvanA phaLe ochI? tethI cAla ApaNe dAdAnA darabAramAM jaie. ane tyAM je koi munibhagavaMta hoya temanI pAsethI huM chaThThanuM paccakhkhANa lauM,' ame 12-30 vAge dAdAnA darabAramAM pravezyA, to eja jagyAe pU. tapasvI ma.sA. tathA pU. nararatnasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. eja AlApathI stavana gAi rahyA hatA. ame banne to AbhA ja, banI gayA ! ! mane to svapna paNa khyAla nahIM ke pU. tapasvI ma.sA pAsethI mArA dAdAne chaTTanuM paccakhANa maLaze, paNa te divase paNa chaThThanuM paccakhANa pU. tapasvI ma. sAhebe je ApyuM. pU. tapasvI ma. sAhebe vAta karI ke AjanI jAtrA to agamaicchAe ja mane karAvI hoya tevuM lAge che. banyuM evuM ke tamane aTTamanA paccakkhANa ApI ame jAtrA karI rohIzALA pahoMcyA tyAre eka zrAvaka kahe sAheba mAre to tamArI sAthe ja ahIMthI cAlIne pAlitANAnI jAtrA karavAnI bhAvanA hatI, paNa huM to Apa jAtrA karavA gayA te divase bahAragAmathI rAtre Avyo pachI mAro jIva khUbaja baLyo. have game temakaro paNa mAre tamArI sAthe jAtrA karavI che, teNe kharekharI jIda pakaDI eTaluM ja nahiM, paNa jyAM sudhI huM tenI sAthe cAlIne pAlitANAnI jAtrA na karuM tyAM sudhI covihArA upavAsa karavAnuM teNe manomana nakkI kareluM tenI mane pachIthI khabara paDelI. Aje tene cotho covihAro upavAsa che, tethI khUba ja azakti AvI javAthI tenA mitro sAthe rAmapoLe ArAmakare che. A sAMbhaLI mArA dAdAe pU. tapasvI ma.sA ne kahyuM ke bahu sAruM thayuM mArI bhAvanA hatI te paramAtmAe pUrI karI. have AThamA divase pAchA ame cAlIne girirAjanI jAtrA karI. pahelAnI jemaja zarUAtanI jemaja prabhunI pUjA-sevA karyA pachI mArA dAdA mane kahe ke "prItama be vakhata to pU. tapasvI mahArAja sAhebe mane svamukhethI paccakhANa ApyA. paNa Aje mAre chello eka upavAsa karavAnI 640 Education International e

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bhAvanA che. gaI kAle AkhI rAta pU. tapasvI mahArAja sAheba dAdAnA darabAramAM maLI jAya to eka upavAsanuM paccakhANa chelle chelle temanI pAsethI lai lau. tevI bhAvanAo bhAvI che. cAla, dAdAnA darabAramAM jaie." ame banne dAdAnA darabAramAM pahelAnI jemagayA ane kharekhara mArA AzcaryanI vacce pU. tapasvI ma.sA. ane pU. nararatnasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.ne dAdAnI sAme stavanamAM lIna banelA nihALyA. amane banne ne pU. tapasvImahArAja maLavAthI AMkhamAM harSollAsanAM AMsu AvI gayA. jAtrA saphaLa - saphaLa thai gai...!! pU. tapasvI ma. sAhebe svamukhe mArA dAdAne eka upavAsanuM paccakhANa ApyuM, paramAtmAnA darabAramAMthI bahAra AvIne mArA dAdAe pU. tapasvI ma. sAhebane pUchyuM ke sAheba, Apa jarUra jarUra maLazo ja evI mArA hRdayamAM UMDe UMDe zradhdhA hatI ja. Apa maLI gayA tethI mane jaMpavaLyo. pU. tapasvI ma. sAheba bhaMDArIyA rokAine pachInA divase kadaMbagiri tarapha vihAra karavAnA hatA. ame bhaMDArIyA gAme temane darzana-vaMdana karavA gayA. tyAM derAsarajImAM sevApUjA karI. pU. tapasvI mahArAja sAheba tathA pU. nararatnasUri ma.sAheba sAthe sAMje pratikramaNa karI bIje divase bhaMDArIyAmAM zrAvakanA ghara dITha thALIne sAkaranI prabhAvanA karI ane dhaMdhukA AvavA savAre nIkaLyA, tyAre pU. tapasvI ma.sAhebe munibhagavaMto sAthe kadaMbagiri tarapha vihAra karyo. mArA dAdAnI jema ghaNAne pU. tapasvI mahArAja sAhebanI AtmIyatA to hatI ja. pU. tapasvI ma. sAhebane ApaNe badhA aMta:karaNathI pUjyabhAvathI yAda karIzuM to haju paNa tapasvImahArAja hAjarAhajura che, hatA ane raheze. AyaMbilano camachAra ! virendra zAha (amadAvAda) vayovRddha, mahAtapasvI, uttamottamasaMyamadhara mahApuruSa, paramapUjaya AcArya bhagavaMta zrI vijayahimAMzusUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebano amArA kuTuMba upara bhAremAM bhAre upakAra rahyo che. emanA mATe jeTalAM paNa guNAnuvAda karIe te alpa ja che. vi. saM. 2055nA bhavya cAturmAsamAM teozrI emanA vatana mANekapuramAM birAjamAna hatA. akhaMDasvarUpe emanAM AyaMbilatapa cAlu ja hatA. 2055nI Aso mAsanI zAzvatI oLImAM AyaMbila, japa, tapa, dhyAna, vidhividhAna-pUjA AdimAM lAbha maLyo hato. teozrIe mane AyaMbila karavAnI preraNA ApI hatI. agAu mArAthI eka paNa AyaMbila thai zakatuM na hatuM paraMtu pUjyazrInI AjJAthI ati utsAhapUrvaka AyaMbilanI oLI thai hatI. teozrIne niyamita rIte zrIpALa-mayaNA suMdarIno rAsa dharmazArAnI orIjInala pratamAMthI vAMcIne, teno gujarAtI anuvAda karI dharmadhyAna zIkhavatAM nihALavAM, anubhavavAM e jIvanano mahAna lhAvo hato. saM. 206OmAM mArI navapadajInI oLI nava guNyA nava ekyAsI AyaMbila sAthe pUrNa thai che. haju paNa dara mahine eka-be AyaMbila cAlu ja che. e emanI aNamola kRpA ja che. 141

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saguno saMyoga mahendrabhAi bI. koThArI (rAjakoTa) para maLavA durlabha che tevuM zAstromAM ane mahAtmAo pAsethI sAMbhaLyuM che. aneka janmonAM karmona potAnA jJAnAgni mAna narmaLa banAve che. A janmamAM koipaNa ArAdhanA- upAsanA karavA jevI hoya to te che sagurunI upAsanA. aneka janmonA kusaMskAromAMthI mukti apAvanAra mAtra sazuru bhagavata che. bhavAnI, bhaktinA phaLasvarUpe paramakRpALu paramAtmAnI asImakRpAthI nirmaLa, jJAnI, karuNAsAgara sadgurunI prApti thAya che. A sadgurunI dRSTi paDatA janmojanmanAM kusaMskAro maLathI ukhaDI jAya che, jethI AtmAnI divya anubhUti thAya che, jUnI DA pracaMDa puNyanA pratApe AjathI 16 varSa pahelA mane sadaguruno bheTo thayo. eka divasa bekanI. savisa mATe gharethI nikaLyo ane thoDo samaya hato eTale vacce upAzrayamAM birAjamAna pUjaya ratnasuMdaramaNIrAjatA.hama" vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA beTho. tyAM aMjanazalAkA pratiSThAnA pahelA divasamAM maMDapAropaNa, mANekastaMbha A e nIlAkA-pratiSThAnA pahelA divasamAM maMDapAropaNa, mANekastaMbha AropaNanA caDAvA bolAtA hatA. mane 'tAvI pachI beMke gayo. trIje divase paisA bharavA pU. mahArAja sAheba pAse pUchavA gayo. tyAre temaNe mane pa. pU. AcAryadevazrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. sAthe paricaya karAvyo, huM sAhebazrInA tapanA tejathI khecAI ga" satI, sAthe paricaya karAvyo. huM sAhebazrInA tapanA tejathI kheMcAi gayo. sAhebe mArA nAnakaDA lAbhane mahotsavano mukhya lAbha tamane maLyo che tevI upabaMDaNA karI. pachI to e mahApuruSanA bhAvomAM kheMcAto ja tA che tevI upabRhaNA karI, pachI to e mahApuruSanA bhAvomAM kheMcAto ja gayo. eka divasa sAhebe pUchyuM ghare suda 13nA yAtrArthe gayelA tyAre yAdagIrI mATe dhAtunA pArzvanAtha paramAtmAnI pratimA lAvelA, tethI kahyuM ke hAM 1. huM A pratimA sAheba pAse lai gayo. sAhebe kahyuM ke tamArA ghare gRha derAsara joIe.' ame sthAnakavAsI hovA chatAM sAhebanI je amAro pratyenI anahada lAgaNI hatI tethI ame nA na pADI zakyA. thoDoka vicAra Avyo ke AzItanI dharI tA. 16 varI ane eka divasa amArA gRhAMgaNe mahotsava pUrvaka sAhebajInA haste calapratiSThA thai gai, pachI to sAheba pAse pratikramaNa,pauSadha,tapazcaryA karatA thai gayA sAhebano saMgAtha choDavo amane gamato na hato. nAdAtAzAno padayAtrA saMgha sAhebajInI nizrAmAM nikaLela. bahu suMdara Ayojana hatuM. sAhebanA AgrahathI huM temAM sAmela thayo, eka divasa ki.mI.no vihAra hato hai sAhebano hAtha jhAlIne cAlato hato. rastAmAM mane prazna pUchavAnuM mana thayu, talA thi jhAlIna cAlato hato. rastAmAM mane prazna pUchavAnuM mana thayuM, tethI sAhebajIne pUchyuM ke, "sAheba Apa mAro hAtha jhAlyo che ke meM Apano hAtha jhAlyo che ? kAraNa ke meM Apano hAtha jhAlyo hI to huM gamalA bhavATavImAM rakhaDI jaiza, pachI Apa kyAMthI maLazo ? paraMtu jo Ape mAro hAtha jhAlyo haze to Apa mane 27 mIpa kyAMthI maLazo? paraMtu jo Ape mAro hAtha jhAlyo haze to Apa mane rajhaLato mUkazo nahIM, lapasI jaiza to mane Apa ugArI lezo, ane Apane zaraNelai lezo." in Education International

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sAhebe mArA mAthe hAtha mUkIne kahyuM ke "meM tAro hAtha jhAlyo che, te mAro nahIM." ATaluM kahetA mArA zarIranA romeromamAM jANe vidyuta pravAha pasAra thayo hoya evuM lAgyu. AnaMdanA uchALA sAthe AMkhomAMthI guru maLyAnA harSanA AMsu vahevA lAgyA. A che guruno premaane upakAra ! AvA paramAtmAsvarUpa gurudeva maLavA kharekhara durlabha che. sAhebajI jyAre jyAre savAre ke rAtrInAM pUche ke mahendra Avyo hato? to tyAre ja mane saMketa maLI jato, ane turata ja sAhebane maLavA-vaMdana karavA tAlAvelI thatA jUnAgaDha ravAnA thatA, pahoMcatAnI sAthe ja nAnA sAheba mane kahetA ke savAre ja sAheba tamone yAda karatA hatA. Avo hato temano mArA pratyeno prema.... jUnAgaDha-pAlitANA padasaMghamAM huM sAheba sAthe cAlato hato. sAhebajIe pachyuM "AgaLa sapheda zuM dekhAya che? '' meM kahyuM koika sAdhvIjI ma.sA. beThA hoya tevuM lAge che aDadho kI.mI. cAlyA pachI te sAdhvIjIbhagavaMta pAse pahoMcyA, je sAdhvIjI ma. sA. beThelA hatA temanI sAthenA eka sAdhvIjI ma.sAhebe AvIne sAhebane kahyuM ke "A sAdhvIjI ma.sA.nI tabiyata barAbara nathI, khUba ulTI thAya che, eka DagaluM paNa bharI zake temanathI. vaLI nava upavAsanAM paccakkhANa karyA che sAheba kAMika karo." sAhebe mane bolAvIne Asana pAtharavAnuM kahyuM. sAheba Asana para beThA. be-traNa miniTa pachI sAhebe pelA bimAra sAdhvIjI ma.sA.ne bolAvyA. te sAdhvIjI ma. sA. mAMDa mAMDa uThIne sAheba pAse AvyA. pachI vAsakSepa nAMkhI AzIrvAda ApyA. eja kSaNe sAdhvIjI ma.sA. dhIme dhIme cAlavA mATe mahenata karavA lAgyA, ne gADI upaDI ki.mI. sudhI koi phariyAda na hatI, vaLI nava upavAsa pUrA thAya tyAM sudhI paNa koi phariyAda na rahI. A hato sAhebanAM vAsakSepano prabhAva ! sAheba to siddhavacanI hatA mAtra dRSTi paDe ne jIvane saMkaTamAMthI mukta karAvI detA. jIvayA premI pUjyazrI zAha praviNacaMdra bAbulAla pUjyazrI sAMjanA samaye pAlItANA-dharmazALAmAM dazeka zrAvakanI hAjarImAM beThA hatA, tyAre temane kamaramAM khUbaja duHkhAvo thato hato. DokTarane bolAvavAmAM AvyA hatA. pUjyazrIe DokTarane kahyuM ke, "amane khape tevI davA Apajo.' DokTare kahyuM ke, "davA nathI paraMtu A nAnuM pena jeTaluM IlekTrIka sAdhana che, tenA zekathI dukhAvo baMdha thai jaze." tyAre pUjyazrIe DoTarane pUchyuM ke, "AmAM agni AvatI haze ne ' DokaTare kahyuM ke, "khUbaja ochI Ave che, IlekTrIsITI vaparAtI nathI nAnA pAvara che.' pUjyazrIe kahyuM ke, " AmAM to agnikAyanA jIvonI hiMsA thAya che. bIjA jIvonI hiMsA karIne mAre mArI kAyAnuM sukha nathI joituM. A sAdhana mArA upayogamAM nahI AvI zake." tyAre DokTare tathA zrAvakoe khUbaja samajAvyA chatAM pUjyazrI ekanA be na thayA. AkhI rAta duHkhAvo sahana karyo chatAM temaNe te sAdhanano upayoga na karyo te na ja karyo. " Avo umadA hato pUjyazrIno jIvadayA prema. Jan Education international 143

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ducation Intact 144 mArA jIvananA ghaDavaiyA sukhaDIyA zazIkAnta odhavajI (jAmanagara) mArI jIMdagInI sarvaprathamaArAdhanA hoya to te che - mahAna tapasvIsamrATa, premALa, zItala ane zAMta evA mArA paramopakArI zrImadvijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sAhebanI zubhanizrAmAM jUnAgaDha madhye bhavanAtha taLeTImAM zrI raivatagirimaMDaNa neminAtha bhagavAnanI zItaLa chAyAmAM I.sa.2002mAM zubha ane maMgaLakArI evI cAturmAsanI ArAdhanA. cAturmAsa mATe praveza karyo, sAhebane vaMdana karavA gayo, sAhebazrIne vaMdana karIne beTho tyAre sAhebazrIe pUchyuM "kyAMthI Avo cho ?" meM kahyuM "jAmanagarathI" teozrIe pUchyuM "dharmanuM jJAna kyAM sudhI che?" meM javAba Apyo "sAhebajI eka navakAramaMtra AvaDe che, bIjuM kaMi paNa jJAna nathI" tyAre teoe premathI kahyuM "be hAtha joDI navakAra bolo." huM be hAtha joDI sAhebanI sAme navakAramaMtra bolyo. tyAre sAhebajI kahe 'zazIkAntabhAi, tamAro navakAramaMtra zuddha ane cokhkho nathI temAM be-cAra bhUlo che. have tamAre navakAramaMtranA hakadAra thavA mATe navakAramaMtranuM jJAna meLavavA mATe 18 divasanuM "upadhAnatapa" te paNa mULa vidhithI eTale ke AyaMbilathI karavAnuM. temAM tamAre prathamapAMca upavAsa karavAnA. pachI AyaMbila ane chellA traNa upavAsa karI prathamaaDhAriyuM karavAnuM." me tarata ja sAhebajIne javAba Apyo "bhale sAheba! ApazrI jemaAjJA karazo, tema karIza." AmacAturmAsanI zubha zarUAta upadhAnatapanI mahAna ArAdhanAthI thai. mane 360 eTale ke 3 cokaDI DAyAbiTIza ane zvAsanI takalIpha hatI. davA laine gayelo paNa upadhAnamAM praveza karyo tethI davA levAi ja nahIM. gurumahArAja upara avihaDa zradhdhA hatI, emano Adeza mArA mATe jIvana banI gayuM. upadhAnamAM kAussagga, khamAsamaNA ane AyaMbilatapa sAthe jApa-svAdhyAya karatA 18 divasa pUrA thai gayA. pachI ekAsaNAmAM to badhu ja vAparato. cAra mahinA purA thayA. huM jAmanagara gayo. tyAM DokTarane batAvavA gayo. DokTare tapAsIne kahyuM ke tamane DAyAbiTIza che ja nahIM. badhI tapAsa karI, badhuM ja normala che. pUjyazrInI apAra karuNAdaSTithI pahelA ja darzane pAmI gayo. mane Azcarya na hatuM kAraNa ke dAdA himAMzusUrino prabhAva ja anero hato. emanAmAMthI vAtsalyanuM jharaNuM jharyA ja karatuM. pachI to upAdhAna karyA, saMgho,oLIo, aThThAi, aDhamakarato gayo temAM dAdAnI sahAya anubhavAtI. AjIvana rAtribhojana tyAga, kAcA pANIno tyAga vagere sahaja banI gayA. sAmAyika levA-pAravAnuM, caityavaMdana sUtro thayAM. je kaMi huM mANasa tarIke chuM temAM mArA gurUmahArAjahimAMzudAdAno ja prabhAva che. www.gainelibrary.org

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mahAna guruvara... rAjendrabhAi je. zAha (vAsaNA) Aja sayuganAM saMta, himajevA zItaLa chatAM paNa cAritranA evA AgrahI ke temanAM AcAranuM darzana bhalabhalAnI AMkhamAMthI AMsuonI dhArA vahAvI de tevA AcArya bhagavaMta pUjyazrInI vidAyathI amasarve kalyANamitronI AMkhamAMthI azrunI dhArA vahI rahI che ane amo sarve eka evI du:khanI gartAmAM dhakelAi gayA chIe ke jANe magaja paNa vicAra karavA ke samajavA paNa taiyAra nathI ke kharekhara AvuM banI zake? paraMtu kharekhara, amo kamanasIba chIe ke AvA paramakRpALu, atyaMta nikhAlasa chatAM cAritranAM kSetre atisajAga, jenI vANImAM haMmezA vAtsalya jharatuM hoya tevA vAtsalyamUrti, jenA zarIramAM haMmezA tapa nikharatuM hoya tevA tapomUrti, amArA jevAne mArga pamADanAra, athaDAyelAne athaDAmaNamAMthI bahAra kADhanAra, bahekelAne zAnamAM samajAvI tapanAM raste lAvanAra, bhaTakelAne sthira karanAra, akaLAyelAnI akaLAmaNa dUra karanAra, mUrajhAyelAne phUlanI jematemanI pUrNa kalAe khIlavIne tapomaya banAvanAra, lokonI hAMsI uDAvanArane svayaM pote kevo hAMsIpAtra che teno khyAla ApanAra, neminAtha prabhunA adanA sevaka jemanA smaraNamAtrathI prabhujI haiyAmAM hAjarAhajura hoya tevA, sakaLa-saMghanA mAnItA, jene anya AcAryabhagavaMto paNa tapomUrti mAne che tevA pUjyazrI himAMzusUrIdAdAne Aje gumAvI dIdhA che. amoe evuM mAnyuM hatuM ke kAdavamAM khUMpelAM evA amone madhadariyethI hAtha ApI bahAra kADhanAra amArA gurudeva amane pUrNakaLAe kamaLanI. jemakhIlI zakIe tyAM sudhI mArgadarzana Apaze. paNa he ! gurudeva Apato amone dareka rItanA kaMTako sAthe kemalaDavuM, game tevI paristhitimAM mArga kemakADhavo vagerenuM jJAna ApIne jatAM rahyA jANe ke pA...pA.. pagalI karatA bALakane ekAeka chUTAM hAthe cAlato karIne tyArabAdanI gatinAM badhAM ja sArA narasA pariNAmanuM jJAna ApI tene tenA nazIba para choDIne cAlyA gayA. AtmA para jAmelA krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha vagere AvaraNone dUra karavAnI kriyA eTale ke jemadUdhamAMthI ghI karavA pahelA ApaNe ene jamAvI dahIM banAvI tene valovIne mAkhaNa kADhyA bAda tAvIne ghI banAvIe tyAre chellI kriyAmAM paNa ApaNe kITuM kADhavA mATe ghI gALavuM paDe che, te ja rIte AtmAne zuddha karavA mATe tapa karI samyajJAna dvArA zuddha banAvavAnI prakriyA karAya che. A vAta samajAvI pUjyazrIe eka Teka bhUkhyo na rahenArA vyaktine eka varasa sudhI tapa karI zake tevuM AtmikabaLa pUruM pADyuM hatuM. ame jyAM sudhI gurudevane pAmyA na hatAM tyAM sudhI to dhaNI vagaranA DhorathI paNa badatara hatAM, paNa pArasamaNinAM sparzathI mAMDa A saMsAramAM mANasa kahevAie tevI yogyatA prApta karavA jai rahyA hatAM tyAM gurudeva amane majhadhAramAM aneka moha, mAna, mAyA, krodharUpI tophAno vacce mUkI ekAeka cAlyA gayA. ApaNe emamAnI rahyA hatA ke mArAthI moTuM kAMi nathI, tyAre ApaNAthI moTA prabhue ApaNI pAsethI gurudevane AMcakI lai eka saMdeza Apela 145

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Education International 146 che ke, 'manuSya he ! tuM to pAmara che, tArI pAse beThela mahArathInI gaNatrImAM koi ja zakti nathI mATe mada karIza nahIM ane tAruM abhimAna to kSaNajIvI raheze.' ApaNe e gurudevano AbhAra mAnavo che ke gurudeve ApaNane majhadhAramAM choDela che, paraMtu evA saMskAro ApI choDyA che ke jenA vaDe ApaNe kadI khoTA rastA akhatyAra na karIe. eka AtmA ke je mANekapuranAM hIrAlAlamAMthI AcAryazrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja banI lAkho lokone kalyANane mArge doranAra, dharmanI kamAla batAvI bhAratavarSamAM ane deza-dezAvaramAM tapasvIsamrATa banI tapanuM mahattva batAvI vidAya lai gayela che temane amArAM koTI koTI vaMdana ho... paramAtmabhakta pUjayazrI saMgItakAra - vAsudevabhAi (amadAvAda) tapasvIsamrATa, paramapUjya AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjanAM sAMnidhyamAM zrI giranAra-sahasAvana tIrtha, amadAvAda dharmarasika tIrthavATikA - sidhdhAcalatIrthAvatAra mANekapura Adi sthaLe thayela aMjanazalAkA pratiSThA prasaMgomAM amane saMgItakAra tarIke javAnuM thayuM. eka vakhata mAre AMkhanuM oparezana thayela ane sAhebajInI nizrAmAM aMjanazalAkA pratiSThA prasaMga Avyo. sTeja progrAmamAM kevI rIte kheMcIza, zakya ja nathI. pUjyazrI pAse gayo. vAsakSepa naMkhAvyo. pUjyazrI bolyA sAruM thai jaze. ane temanA vacana ja maMtra ! pratyakSa kRpA maLI ane prasaMga raMgecaMge thai zakayo. sAhebajIne giranAra maMDananI pUjA khUbaja priya hatI, emanI paramAtmabhakti kevI ke pUjA-pUjanamAM pahelethI chelle sudhI besatA. zItala-saumya jIvananAM sAdhaka ThAThA guru.. "phula khIle che ne karamAya che, emAM koi vizeSatA nathI te suvAsa phelAve che te ja tenI vizeSatA che. harSadAbena dinezacaMdra zeTha(junAgaDha) sUrya uge che ne Athame che, temAM koi vizeSatA nathI. te jagatane prakAzita kare che te ja tenI vizeSatA che. prANI janme che ane jIve che temAM koi mahAnatA nathI. te mRtyune mahotsava banAvI jAya che, te ja tenI mahAnatA che. '' For Prive & Personal Use Only

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pUjya dAdAguru nAmajevA ja guNa hatAM. saMsAramAM hIrAbhAi nAmadharAvanArA dAdA kohInura hIrA jevA jhaLahaLatA hatA. vaLI saMyamajIvanamAM himAMzusUrIzvarajI kevuM nAma! himAMzu =caMdra. caMdra jevI saumyatA zItaLatAne dharanArAdAdAnA nAmathI ja jANe manane zAMti maLatI. pU. dAdA gurunA guNagAna gAvA e to nAnA moMDhe moTI vAta karavA jevuM che, temanA guNonuM varNana koithI paNa thai zake temanathI. temanAmAM aDhaLaka guNo hatA. je mukhethI bolI na zakAya, varNavI na zakAya. - jyAre pU. dAdAguru jApamAM beThA hoya tyAre game tevI vyakti vaMdana karavA, maLavA Ave paNa koi sAme najara paNa mAMDatA nahIM. jApamAM ja lIna rahetA. ughADA mAthe koipaNa bahenone vAsakSepa nAkhatA nahIM. paccakhkhaNa aMge ke anya zubha dhArmika kArya aMge muhUrta ApatA temAM emanI khUbaja sacoTatA rahetI. rAjakoTamAM mArA banevI rahe che tene patharInuM oparezana karAvavAnuM hatuM. dAdA koine vAsakSepa ApatA nahIM tethI ApaNe mAMgI paNa na zakIe, paraMtu jyAre zrAvakane rAjakoTa oparezana TAima javuM hatuM. tyAre dAdAne vAta karI ke sADhubhAinuM oparezana che tethI huM rAjakoTa jAuM chuM. tarata ja dAdAe potAnI rIte javAsakSepa Apyo. mArA banevInI tabIyata to sArI thai gai ane potAnI ArAdhanA sAthe kAmamAM paNa lAgI gayA. AvA to camatkAra ghaNA najare joyA che. teo bolatA nahI, paraMtu amI bharelI najarathI nihALatA vAtsalyabharI dRSTithI jotA tethI ghaNuM kAma thai jatuM. amArA kuTuMba upara to dAdAno ghaNo ja upakAra che. mArA putra bhAvInane dharmanuM bahu rucatu nahIM, sAmAnya dharma kare. paNa dAdAnA darzana jUnAgaDha thayA pachI enA jIvanamAM jabbara parivartana AvI gayuM, ane te to dAdAnA sAMnidhyamAM rahevA lAgyo ne dAdAnA chellA TAimasudhI sAthe ja rahyo. chelle samaye sAhebajI kALadharma pAmyA tyAre eka hAtha hemavallabhavijayajI mahArAjasAhebanA hAthamAM ane eka hAtha bhAvInanAM hAthamAM hato. mahArAjasAheba saune 'arihaMta' 'arihaMta' bolAvatA hatA nemanAthadAdAnuM raTaNa karAvatA hatA. dAdA pote paNa nemanAtha dAdAnuM raTaNa karatAM hatA. dhIme dhIme hRdayanA dhabakArA maMda paDatA gayA ane dAdA nazvara dehane choDIne anaMtanA mArge cAlyA gayA. haMsalo uDI gayo .... piMjara paDI rahyuM. tela khUTI gayuM... dIpaka bUjhAi gayo | tAra tUTI gayo.... vINA besUrI banI. amArA parama upakArI pUjyazrInI mAsika puNyatithie gharanI cAra vyaktio upavAsa karIe chIe ane yAtrArthe sahasAvana javAnuM thAya che paNa pUjyazrInI gerahAjarI amane atyaMtavihvaLa banAvI de che. gurudeva jayAM ho tyAMthI amArA upara satata kRpAvRSTi karatA rahezo. pUjayazrI aneka guNonA ratnAkara hatA... www.sainelibrary.org

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amArA paramopakArI, tapasvI gurudeva zAha rohiNI caMdrakAnta (jetapura) garavAgiranAranA pagathAranA praNetA pa. pU. AcAryadevazrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe saM. 1986nAM cAturmAsamAM Aso mAsamAM upadhAnatapanI ArAdhanAmAM amane praveza karAvela. huM ane zrAvaka upadhAnatapanI rUDI ArAdhanAmAM joDAyA. pa.pU.sAhebazrInI nizrA, tapa ane japanA maMDANa tathA navakAranI vAcanA AmatriveNI saMgamanA sathavAre amArI yAtrA cAlu thai, ane mokSanI mALA ame gurudevanA hAthe paherI. huM ane zrAvaka pU. gurudevanA avirata kRpAbaLathI zrAvakajIvanamAM ArAdhanA karI zakyA, ane jIvanane tapomaya banAvI zakyA. tapasvI gurudevanA upakAranI, hitazikSAnI, vAtsalyabhAva Adi aneka guNonI bhUri, bhUri anumodanA karI rahyA chIe. amArA paropakArI tapasvI gurudeva amapara kRpA varasAvazo. mUkIne AziSa ApyA. gurudevanA AziSa grahaNa karatI vakhate baMdha AMkhomAM alaukika prakAzanI anUbhuti thai. gurudeva sAthe jayezabhAi tathA muni hemavallabhavijayajI mahArAja ane anya ziSyagaNanI hAjarImAM gurudevanA svAthyanI pRcchAthI vAtacIta zarU thai. pU. gurudevanA paga pAse besI gurudevanA paga dabAvavAnI sevAno lAbha lIdho. A samaye gurudeva sAthe thayelI vAtacIta kaMika adbhuta hatI. pU. gurudevanA svAthya mATe zrI neminAtha prabhunI vadhumAM vadhu ArAdhanA karavAnI vAta thai. | gurudevazrInA pravartamAnagraho tathA tenI sthiti upara pU. gurudeva tathA jayezabhAi sAthe vAtacIta thai. pU. gurudevazrInA khagoLavighAnA jJAna ane grahonI sthitinA jJAnanI jANa A vArtAlApamAM thai. kai tithie kayA varSe ane kyA samaye sUrya, caMdra, maMgaLa, gurU Adi graho kai sthitimAM haze tenI vAta kSaNanAye vilaMba vinA gurudeva kahetA hatA. gurUdevazrI jayezabhAine giranAranI yAtrA mATe koi paNa amAsanA divase yAtrA karavAnI sucanA ApI. amAsa zA mATe ? A praznanA uttaramAM pU. gurudeve jaNAvyuM ke zAsanadevI aMbikA dara amAsanA divase acUka sAkSAt giranAranA girimaMDaLamAM birAjamAna rahe che. gurudevazrInA janmAkSaranA graho joine graho ane nakSatronI cAlanA abhyAsathI jayezabhAie pU. gurudevane jaNAvyuM ke ApanuM AyuSya dIdhuM che ane Apa 10 varSa uparAMtanuM AyuSya bhogavavAnA adhikArI cho. Apa IcchAmRtyunA svAmI paNa cho. pU. gurudeve A vAta hasIne TALI dIdhI. pU. gurudeva sAthenI vAtamAM mAgasara suda 14nI madhyarAtrIe 1ra kalAka ane 39 mInITe dehotsargathI AtmAnI gati devalokanI thavAnA yoganI vAta thai. A divasa uttama che, ane badhAja grahonI sthitinI vAta thai, A pU. gurudevanA mATeno IcchAmRtyunA yogasAdhaka | devIdAsa manaharalAla daDIyA (aMdherI) vi.saM. 2058mAM vilepArlevALA murabbI zrI jayezabhAi zAha sAthe zrAvaNa suda 15nA divase ajAharA zrI pArzvanAtha prabhunI pUjA , sevA karavAno kAryakramanakkI thatAM tyArabAda junAgaDha giranAra taLeTImAM birAjatA pa.pU. AcArya zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA AzIrvAda grahaNa karavAno kAryakrama nakkI karyo. ajAharA pArzvanAtha prabhunI sevAbhakti karIne amo junAgaDha moDI sAMje pahoMcyA. pa. pU. gurudevanA darzana karavA gayA tyAre pratikramaNa cAlatuM hatuM, pratikramaNa pUrNa thatAM ja huM tathA jayezabhAi gurudevane vaMdana karavA gayA. snehathI gurudeve bannenA zira para hAtha 148 Y e

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prathamayoga hato, temavAta thai hatI. A uparAMta pU. gurudeva ane jayezabhAi vacce AvA bIjA traNathI cAra yoganI vAta thai hatI, je gurudevanA AyuSyanA 100varSa bAda AvatA hatA. vAto sahaja hatI. prazno gUDha hatAM chatAM saraLa hatA. pU. muni zrI hemavallabha vi. ma. sAhebanI gurusevA paNa sarvottamahatI. gurunA kAryo AgaLa vadhAravAnI temanI samaja spaSTa hatI. pU. gurudevano saMtoSa paNa A vArtAlApamAM vyakta thato hato. pU. gurudevanuM sAMnidhya mANIne amo pAchA muMbai AvI gayA. amArI rojIMdI. jIMdagImAM aTavAi gayA. paraMtu "muMbai samAcAra" patramAM eka samAcAre kharekhara amone vicalita karI dIdhA. samAcAra hatA. "pa.pU. A. zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba mAgasara suda 14nA madhya rAtrIe 12 kalAka ane 39 miniTe devaloka prayANa karI gayA che." kharekhara ! gurudeve potAnI lIlA dekhADI, vAtavAtamAM nakkI karelA samayane temaNe potAnA IcchAmRtyunA svAmitvathI devalokamAM AtmAnI gati karavAnuM AtmasAta karI lIdhuM. roTalA vahorI AvatA. zAka to hoya ne na paNa hoya ! chatAM pUjyazrI tenAthI calAvI letA paNa doSita gocarI vahoravA taiyAra na thatA. sva. pUjyazrIe cheda-graMthonuM vAMcana ane parizIlana karyuM hatuM. chatAM potAnA mATe apavAdanuM sevana karavAnuM nAmanahIM ane bIjAne apavAda dvArA paNa samAdhi ApavAmAM prayatnazIla rahetA hatA. | pUjyazrI kahetA ke 'mAre AcAryapada levuM nathI.' chatAM pUjyazrInI AcArya padavI thai. thoDA varSo bAda meM pUchyuM ke 'sAheba ! Apa nA kahetA hatA ne?" pUjyazrIe kahyuM ke 'sva, gacchAdhipati pU. premasUrIzvarajI mahArAje mane ane hirasUri ma.ne niyamaApelo. ke te samayanA vaDIla jo tamane AcAryapadano Agraha kare to tamAre nA nahIM kahevAnI' tethI mAre AcAryapadavI svIkAravI paDI, potAne padano moha na hato moha hato suMdara cAritra pALavAno temaja tapazcaryA dvArA karmanirjarA karavAno tethI teo tapasvI samrATathayA hatA. sva. pU. gacchAdhipati premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjasAhebanI bhAvanA hatI ke 'zrIsaMdhamAM aikya kemavadhe.' te bhAvanAne saphaLa karavA pUjyazrIe 1751 tathA 4601 saLaMga AyaMbilo karyA jenA prabhAve zrIsaMghamAM aikyatA khUba vadhI, paNa kALano prabhAva kaho ke ApaNA nabaLA puNyano prabhAva kaho zrIsaMghamAM saMpUrNa ekatA na thai zakI, to pUjyazrIe AyaMbila paNa na choDyo. saMbhava che ke tapa ane saMyamanA prabhAve teo svargamAM gayA hoya to temanA puNyAtmAne prArthanA karIe ke tyAMthI paNa potAnAM divya prabhAvathI saMghamAM ekatA pUrNa thAya tevI kRpA kare. pUjyazrIne vaMdana vA2 hajA2 paMDita nAnAlAlabhAi (muMbaI) suprimanA ho lAla! tamane vaMdana vAra hajAra prAtaH smaraNIya pU. himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjasAheba cAritra saMpanna mahApuruSa hatA. temanAmAM mane saMyamaane yoganAM darzana thayA, bIjApurathI solApura sudhInAM vihAramAM ghaNA sAdhubhagavaMto hovAthI rastAmAM zrIsaMghe gocarInI vyavasthA karI hatI. 1OO ki.mI. nA vihAramAM jainonAM gharo ja nahIM ane pUjyazrI nirdoSa gocarInA AgrahI! pUjaya prabhAkara sU. ma. (tyAre pU. prabhAkara vi.ma.) ajainonAM gharomAM pharI saMgha ekatAnA himAyatI pUjyazrI bhAilAla DI. zAha (ahamadanagara) ahamadanagarasaMghanA mahAna puNyodaye AcArya bhagavaMtazrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI paMnyAsa padavIno mahotsava vi. saM. 2015 vaizAkha suda 6 nA khUba 149

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dhAmadhUmapUrvaka ujavAyo hato. pUjyazrIe i. sa. 2001 sudhImAM 3010 upavAsa, 11, 3OthI vadhu AyaMbilo. 135 divasamAM zreNItapanI sAthe 116 upavAsa, ra60 divasamAM varSItapanI sAthe 208 upavAsa, 94 varSanI uMmare DoLI vagara amadAvAdathI pAlItANAno vihAra, lAgalagATa 46OO AyaMbila, junAgaDha-giranAramAM da1mI vardhamAna tapanI AyaMbilanI oLImAM sAta chaa, be aThThamakaryA. 29 divasamAM giranAratIrthanI 99 yAtrA karI hatI. vardhamAna tapanI oLImAM chelle covihAra sAta upavAsa sAthe aDhAi karela, AvA tapamAM paNa jAmakaMDoraNAthI junAgaDha aMdAjita 50 ki.mI. DoLI vagara ugra vihAra karyo hato. teozrIe saMghonI ekatA mATe bhekha lIdho hato ane jiMdagIbhara AvI ugra tapasyAo karI hatI. AvA ugra tapasvIo AvA kALamAM pedA thavA bahu ja muzkela che. temanI cIravidAyathI zAsanane A mahAna ugra tapasvI mahAtmAnI na pUrAya tevI moTI khoTa paDI che. himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAje amAre kaMi paNa khapa nathI ema kahI koIpaNa vastu svIkAravAnI spaSTa nA pADI. pUjyapAda zrI nararatnasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA mAyALu hatA. temaNe amArA pratyenA premabhAva ane amArA AgrahathI prerAine rajoharaNa upara comAsAmAM vIMTALavA polIthIlInanI phakta eka kothaLI ApavA kahyuM. pU. guru mahArAja bAjumAM ja beThelA hatA, temaNe mukha para AchuM. hAsya lAvI pujyapAda nararatnasUrIzvarajI mahArAjane Takora karI 'tane lobha chUTato nathI.' A zabdo ghaNA asarakAraka hatA. amane temanI tyAgabhAvanA upara ahobhAva thayo ! keTalo nispRhI AtmA ....! pUjyazrInA pagalAthI pAvana thayA | dhanapAla ke. zAha (verAvaLa) mArA pitAzrI kAMtibhAi pU. himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nA paramabhakta hatA. roja pratikramaNa karavA jatA ane rAtre pUjyazrInI pAse dharmacarcA karatA. eka divasa mArA pitAzrIe pUjayazrIne amArA nivAsasthAne padhAravA kahyuM, pUjyazrI saMyamanA khapI hatA, temaNe sahajatAthI kahyuM ke kAMtibhAi, tamAre ghare koi tapazcaryA che? ke kAMi dhArmika prasaMga che? to padhAravuM yogya rahe, bAkI padhAravAnuM koi prayojana nathI.' | mArA pitAzrI saraLa svabhAvanA hatA, temane thayuM ke sAhebajInA pagalA to karAvavA ja che. saMghamAMthI tyAre sAmuhika aTTamanI jAherAta thai. mArA pitAzrIe aTTamanI tapazcaryA karI ane pUjyazrI ne pharI ghera padhAravA vinaMtI karI, pUjyazrIe paNa sahaja saMmati ApI. A rIte ame amArA ghera pUjyazrInA pagalAM karAvyA. Avo hato pUjyazrIno saMyama ane tapano prema.. . ni:spRhI AtmA caMdrakAnta jIvatalAla zAha-muMbai amo dara varSe amArA pa0 mANasanA kuTuMba sAthe pAlItANA aSADha mahinAmAM jAtrA karavA jaie chIe ane sAdhu-sAdhvIne vahorAvavA lAyaka cIjo paNa lai jaie chIe, dareka dharmazALAmAM pharIne vahorAvavAno lAbha laie chIe. - pUjaya AcAryabhagavaMtazrIe cAturmAsa kareluM eTale temanI sAthe paricaya to hato. ja. teo eka dharmazALAmAM pUjyapAda nararatnasUrIzvarajI sAthe birAjamAna hatA. amo acAnaka tyAM upAzrayamAM jaI caDhyA ane anAyAse junI oLakhANa tAjI thatAM ame temane pUratI cIjono lAbha ApavA vinaMtI karI Agraha paNa karyo paraMtu zrI. Die 07 00 150 Vain Education International

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bhAvAMjala cInulAla zAMtilAla zAha (AMbAvADI, amadAvAda) prAtaHsmaraNIya taponidhi pU. A. bha. zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. amArA zrI AMbAvADI zve.mU.jaina saMghamAM saM. 1995mAM comAsuM padhAravAnA hatA. upAzrayamAM bhoMyataLIye ekeya rUmana hovAthI ame eka rUmanIce karAvI lIdhela te vAtanI yena kena prakAre teozrIne khabara paDI jatAM, Akhu comAsuM A rUmano teoe upayoga na ja karyo. amoe to amArA saMghamAM gharaDA mahAtmA Ave to teo rahI zake tevI kAyamI vyavasthA mATe, A rUmabanAvyo che emakahyuM tyAre kahe 'nA, huM nimitta banyo ne ?' Akhu comAsu parasALamAM rahyA. gocarI pANI paNa nirdoSa vAparatA, jIvanaparyaMta vihAra karatA paNa sAva azakta chatAM yAtrA page cAlIne ja kare. te paNa sUryodaya thayA pachI ja nIkaLavAnuM. bhara unALo hoya sAmA paDAve pahoMce tyAre jabarajasta ga2mI thai gai hoi temanI teoe kadIye paravA karI nathI. mArA ci. kamalezabhAi tathA ci. dIpakabhAInA ghara derAsaramAM aMjanazalAkA pratiSThA teozrInI zubhanizrAmAM bharapUra AnaMdamaya vAtAvaraNathI thai che. je badala amAro samagra parivAra sadAno teozrIno RNI che. zAsanaratna jIvyA tyAM sudhI saMghaekatA mATe tapa, japa karyA ane sau sAthe cAlavAnA puruSArthamAM kadIye pAchI pAnI karI nathI. AvA mahAna puruSanI khoTa lAMbA samaya sudhI pUrAze nahIM. gaNyA gaNAya nahIM, vINyA vINAya nahIM teTalA guNa joyA che. pUjyazrI mokSe pahoMce tyAMthI paNa amArA upara anarAdhAra kRpA varasAvatA rahe, zAsanadevane be hAtha joDI ane natamastake bharapUra vinaMtI che! bhArvAtaMgI munizcara caMdrakAnta prabhudAsa dozI (vAMkAnera) muMbai saMvata 2009nA vAMkAnera cAturmAsamAM pUjyazrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnAM darzana, nizrA ane AzIrvAdano lAbha meLavavA huM mArI 17 varSanI uMmare bhAgyazALI Jan Education nationa banela. pUjyazrInA jIvanamAM rahelA guNo, saMyamanI zuddhatA, nirjarAnA hetupUrvakanA tapa viSe huM to zuM lakhuM? je samasta jaina samAja jANe ja che. anya gaccha, paMtha ke saMpradAyanA sAdhu sAdhvI ke mahAsatIjIo pAsethI paNa emanI prazaMsA sAMbhaLavA maLe che. pUjyazrI evA guru hatA ke je gurusthAne birAjamAna hovA chatAM temanAmAM gurubhAva kadI dekhAyo nathI. jJAnI ane taparavI hovA chatAM temanA jIvanamAM kadI ahaMkAra hovAno bhAva jovAmAM Avela nathI. pUjyazrI pUrNapaNe mokSamArganA ArAdhaka, zuddhadharmanA AcAramaya hatA. sarvane bodha paNa zuddhadharmano ja Apela che. pUjyazrInuM zuddha cAritramaya jIvana ja ApaNAM sau mATe bodhadAyaka hatuM. emanA saMparkamAM AvatA bhavyajIvo temanA AziSathI vItarAga sarvajJabhagavaMta praNIta dharmane pAmanArA banyA che. zrI nemanAtha bhagavAna bAlabrahmacArI hatA. temanA tarapha pUjyazrIne vizeSa bhakti hatI. hRdayamAM sthAna ane bhAva niraMtara rahyA karatAM hatAM ane teozrInA e utkRSTabhAvane kAraNe ja kalyANakabhUmizrI giranArajI para sahasAvanamAM eka suMdara jinAlaya bane ane bhavyajIvo te tIrthanI sparzanAno lAbha pAme tevI temanI bhAvanA hatI. je pUjyazrInA saMkalpa ane AzIrvAda thakI pUrNa thai. sarvajJakathita - muni aNagAra ke jene bhAvaliMgI muni kahI zakAya tevA darzana teozrImAM thatAM hatAM. AvA munIzvarane amArA koTI koTI vaMdana...

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mahArAjazrInI yAtrA caudharI mohanabhAi karasanabhAi (mANekapura) mANekapuranA paTelabhAi pUjayazrInA saMparkamAM AvatA pUjyazrInI kRpA prApta karI dharmanAM raMge raMgAi gayA. teoe temanAM bhAvuka bhAvo ahIM vyakta karyA che. pa.pU. zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebe jyAre mANekapura gAme cAturmAsa karyuM hatuM tyAre amo mahArAjazrInuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA dararoja savAre jatA. amane temanA vyAkhyAnamAM eTalo badho rasa paDelo ke eka divasa paNa cUkatA nahIM. mahArAjazrI je bolatA te huM copaDImAM lakhI leto ane ghare AvIne teno abhyAsa karato. teo dRSTAMta sAthe vyAkhyAna karatA, A badhu ja huM lakhI leto. mahArAjazrIe amane kahyuM ke huM tamane navakAramaMtra ApuM chuM te tamo moMDhe karI lAvo, ame navakAra maMtra moMDhe karyo. mahArAjazrIe suvarNa guphAmAM besIne 2 kalAkanA samayamAM jeTalI thAya teTalI mALA gaNavAnuM amane kahyuM, ame guphAmAM besIne te pramANe dararoja mALA gaNatA. eka vakhata mahArAjazrIe kahyuM ke tamAre kAlathI aTTama - traNa divasanA upavAsa karavAnA che, AvA upavAsa meM kadI karelA nahotA. paNa mahArAjazrInA kahevAthI karyA. rAtre zarIramAM dhabakArA vadhI gayA, hiMmata rAkhIne rAta to pasAra karI, amArA dharmamAM upavAsamAM dUdha pivAya eTale savAre meM dUdha pI lIdhuM. A vAtanI mahArAjazrIne khabara paDatAM emaNe mane kahyuM ke 'tame upavAsa bhAMgyo tenuM tamane pApa lAgaze.' meM kahyuM 'mahArAja mane A pApamAMthI bacAvo.' mahArAjazrIe AyaMbila karI prAyazcita karavAnuM kahyuM. | cAturmAsa puruM thayuM eTale mahArAjazrI e amane kahyuM ke 'mArI icchA have yAtrA karavAnI che. ahIMthI mahuDInA darzana karIne AgaloDa thaine vaDanagara thaine tAraMgA pahoMcavAnuM che. tamAre mArI sAthe rahevAnuM che. ane pachI zaMkhezvara jai tyAMthI pAlItANAnI yAtrA karIne jUnAgaDha yAtrA purI karavAnI che mATe tamAre mArI sAthe cAlavAnuM che.' mahArAjazrInA kahyA mujaba e rIte badhe yAtrA thai. zaMkhezvaramAM sAhebe mane akaeNmakaravAnuM kahyuM. meM sAhebane kahyuM ke mArAthI upavAsa nahI thAya to ? sAhebe kahyuM ke ciMtA na karo tamAre mArI pAse savAre ne sAMje be vakhata vAsakSepa naMkhAvavo jethI tamane kazuM ja nahIM thAya. sAhebanA kahevAthI ame upavAsa karyA ane kharekhara, bahu ja sarasa upavAsa thayA. zaMkhezvaranA vihAramAM mahArAjazrI thoDAM cAle ne zvAsa caDhe eTale te besatA. amo paNa temanI sAthe ja rahetA ane teo jyAM jyAM besatA tyAM thoDo satsaMga karatAM. teo kahetA ke "moTAbhAganI duniyA saMsAranA sukha mATe dharma karI rahI che. mokSa mATe prayatna karanArA to gaNatrInA che. jene pApano Dara che te ja sAco dharma karI. zake. ApaNe kyAreya pApa thAya tevI salAha ApavI nahIM. ApaNAthI koi aparAdha thayo hoya to guru AgaLa AlocanA karavI ane mAphI mAMgavI. gurunA darzana paNa guru jevA thavA mATe karavAnA.' A rIte satsaMga karatA karatA ame zaMkhezvara pahoMcyA. ame mahArAjazrIne vaMdana karIne mANekapura AvyA. mahArAjazrInuM cAturmAsa amadAvAda thayuM. cAturmAsa pachI amadAvAdathI pAlItANAnA saMghamAM javA mATe mahArAjazrIe amane mANekapurathI bolAvyA. mahArAja sAhebe jaNAvyuM ke "A saMghamAM AyaMbila kare te ja AvI zakaze.' amane to AyaMbila karavAnuM to bahu ja gamatuM hatuM tethI AyaMbila karIne saMghamAM joDAyA, ane A saMgha pAlItANA pahoMcyo. ame dAdAnA darzana-pUjA karI mANekapura pAchA vaLyA. mahArAja sAheba gheTI cAturmAsa karavA gayA ane amane comAsAmAM aThThAi karavA gheTI bolAvyA, amo gheTI pahoMcI gayA. amArAmAMthI eka bhAie aTTAi karIne bIjA bhAioe upavAsa, ekAsaNA karyA. dasa divasa mahArAjajI sAthe rahyA. cAturmAsa pachI pAlItANAthI giranArano saMgha hato, amo saMghamAM joDAyA ane junAgaDha pahoMcyA. A rIte mahArAja sAheba sAtheno jUnAgaDhano amAro saMgha pUro thayo. tyArabAda mahArAjazrInA aMtimadarzana karavAnA samAcAra AvyA ne amo turata 152 Jain Education Internationa

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jUnAgaDha pahoMcI gayA. mahArAjazrInAM aMtimadarzana karIne amane khUba du:kha thayuM. amArA mATe mahArAjazrIe keTalI lAgaNI batAvI hatI. 94 varSanI jaipha vaye paNa page cAlIne tAraMgA-zaMkhezvara-pAlItANAnI yAtrA pUrI karI. kharekhara, emane dhanya che. | mAro putra apaMga hato. tene sAhebajI atyaMta premathI vAsakSepa nAMkhatA, tethI tenA AtmAne khUba zAMti thatI. te putra pAMca varSe svargavAsI thayo. 2059nA kArataka suda 14 nA roja pahelI sAlagirInI dhvajAno vAsakSepa naMkhAvavA mATe jUnAgaDha gayA. sAhebanI tabiyata te vakhate khUba ja naramahatI. DokTare besavAnI manAi karI hatI. chellA 2 mahinAthI te koine vAsakSepa paNa nAkhatA nahotA, paraMtu gAriyAdhAra saMghanA bhAionA AgamananI jANa thatAM pote beThA thai gayA ane dhvajA para sArI rIte vAsakSepanAMkhI Apyo. AvA gurubhagavaMtanuM smaraNa have kadI bhUlAze nahI. potAnA vacanamAM aDaga rahenAra AvA gurubhagavaMtanA darzana mahAbhAgyazALI ja pAmI zake. gAriyAdhAranA guq2 prANalAla zAha (gAriyAdhAra) pa.pU. AcArya zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. saMvata 2037mAM zeyakALamAM amArA gAriyAdhAra zrI saMghamAM vyAkhyAna ApatA hatA. saMghanA bhAioe gurumahArAjane cAturmAsanI vinaMtI karI. gurumahArAje kahyuM ke A gAmamAM ame trIseka varSa pUrve cAturmAsa mATe Avela paraMtu agavaDatAnA kAraNe cAturmAsa karyA vagara javuM paDela eTale saMghanuM vheNuM amArA mAthe che te puruM karavAnI bhAvanA che, paNa pachI ghaNAM prayatno karavA chatAM koi meLa paDyo nahI. ame satata prayatna karatA rahyA. emAM 2040mAM gurumahArAja junAgaDha padhArela hatA. tyAM huM vinaMtI karavA gayo. huM vaMdana karIne sAheba pAse beTho. sAhebe pUchavuM kemaAvavAnuM thayuM? meM kahyuM amArA saMghamAM ApanuM cAturmAsa bAkI che te yAda apAvavA Avyo chuM. sAhebe kahyuM ke 'jAva saMghamAM amArA AvavAnI jANa karajo, ame AvIzuM.' sAhebanA AdezathI jaya bolAvI. 2040nuM cAturmAsa atre thayuM. saMghane sAhebanA vyAkhyAna zravaNano lAbha maLyo. sosAyaTImAM ghara derAsaranA bIja ropAyA. temAMthI 2057mAM sAhebe Apela muhurta pramANe bhUmipUjana thayuM. derAsara, upAzraya navesarathI nirmANa thayuM. saM. 2018nA kArataka vada 2 nA sAhebane haste derAsaranI pratiSThA thai. jemAM vAsaNAmAM gurumahArAje aMjana karela lAla varNanAM ajAharA pArzvanAthanI mULanAyaka tarIke sthApanA karavAmAM AvI hatI. potAnA vacana para aDaga rahenAra A gurudevano amArA saMgha upara je upakAra che te kadI bhUlAya temanathI. paramakRpALu saguru harIbhAi (agatarAi) pUjya tapasvI gurudeva vihAra karatA padhAryA. amArA AMgaNAne pAvana karI AgaLa padhAryA tyAM ame gayA. nAnakaDI jagyA paNa sAhebajI jarApaNa akaLAyA vinA pUrI prasannatAthI rahyA. eka vakhata eka sthAne rUmamAM bAMkaDA paDyA hatA. koine kahyA vinA sAhebajI - mahAtmAo sAthe te bAkaDA eka bAju karIne kAjo lai Asana pAtharIne beThA. jUnAgaDhathI pAlItANA padayAtrA saMgha hato. saMghamAM 60nI saMkhyA hatI. ekAsaNA pharajIyAta hatA. paNa sAhebajIe kRpAdRSTithI sUcanA karI ke navA ane nAnA ArAdhakone pUchIne vastu banAvIne bhakti karavI. savAranuM pratikramaNa sAthe thAya, ame thoDA moDA jaie to paNa sAhebajI ekadamazAMtithI besI rahe ane navakAravALI gaNe. badhA bhegA thai jaie pachI ja pratikramaNa cAlu kare, basa, eka ja bhAvanA ke sAdhu koine bhAra rUpa na hoya sAdhu haMmezA sahAyaka hoya. dhanya che kRpALu gurudevane.. . 15] K

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sAhebanA khoLAmAM bALazrAvaka eja amAro prayodaya uSAbena sI. zAha (vAsaNA) Aje roja savAre navakAranA upAzraya sAme jotA ke tyAMthI nikaLatA eka nisAso nIkaLI jAya che. navakAramAM sAhebajIe aneka comAso karyA. A dazakAmAM amane lAge che ke upAzraya jIvaMta banI gayo che. Akho divasa zrAvakonI avara-javara rahe. Aje paNa e bAjuthI nIkaLIe tyAre jANe navakAravALI gaNatA hoya, kAMto pustaka vAMcatA hoya evo bhAsa thAya. mArA jIvanamAM na bhUlAya tevo prasaMga banI gayo. mArI dikarInA bAbAne doDha mahinAno laine ame derAsara gayA, bAbAne pUjA karAvIne ame tene sAhebajI pAse lai gayA. amArA manamAM sAhebajI mATe pahelethI je Dara kharo, paNa temanI AMkhomAM vAtsalya chalochala dekhAya, Dara eTalA mATe ke teo zrAvikAne upAzrayamAM khullA mAthe AvavAnI nA pADatA ane vAsakSepa paNa na nAMkhatA, paNa savArano 10vAgyAno samaya hato. upAzrayamAM 20 thI 25 zrAvako hatA. ame mA-dikarIe hiMmata karI ane upAzrayamAM gayo. sAhebajIne vaMdana karIne ame bahAra nIkaLatA hatA, tyAre pU. dharmabodhi vi. ma.sA.e amane pAchA bolAvyA. dikarIne pUchyuM "A tAro bAbo che?" dikarIe hA pADI. ma.sAhebe pUchayuM "A pahelo bAbo che ke bIjo ?" dikarIe kahyuM bIjo bAbo che. mita nAma pADyuM che. pU. mahArAja sAheba bolyA "A bAbAne tAre amane vahorAvI devo che?" eka kSaNa mATe to ame mA-dikarI stabdha thai gayA. zuM bolavu? | dikarIe hiMmata karIne turata ja hA pADI, mane muMjhavaNa thai gai, paNa dharmabodhi ma.sA. amane sAhebajI pAse lai gayA. temaNe sAhebajIne badhI vAta karI. amArA mATe to kadI na anubhavAya tevo camatkAra thayo. sAhebajIe ekadamamita sAme joyuMne palAThIvALI, hasamukhAi kALIdAsa paNa hAjara hatA. sAhebajIe temane kahyuM ke "A bAbAne mArA khoLAmAM mUko." tyAM ubhelA badhAja zrAvako navAi pAmyA ke A zuM che ? sAhebajIe joyuM ? ane turata ja hasamukhabhAie bAbAne sAhebanA khoLAmAM mUkyo. sAhebajIe bAbAnA pagathI mAthA sudhI vAsakSepa chAMTayo. ame A badhu svapnamAM jotA hoya temajoi rahyA. bAbo hasamukhabhAie dikarIne pAcho Apyo. sAhebajIe mane ane dikarIne bAdhA karAvI ke "A bALaka bhaviSyamAM dIkSA mArge jAya to tamAre baMne e nA na pADavI," ame baMnee bAdhA lIdhI. dikarI harSamAM raDI paDI ane bolavA lAgI ke meM zrAvakane pUchyuM nathI paNa mArA bhAgya uttamache. tyAM rahelA badhA zrAvakoe saMbhavanAtha dAdAnI jaya bolAvI. upAzraya guMjI uThyo. ame paNa amArA puNyodaya para khuza thatA ghera gayA. sAhebanA AzIrvAda vAsaNA saMgha para niraMtara hatA. temaNe vAsaNA saMghamAMthI vihAra karyo ne jANe dharmamAM paNa dharatIkaMpa Avyo. AzIrvAdathI 100 oLI | hasamukhabhAi saMpatabhAi (jAmanagara) pU. AcAryabhagavaMtano mahAna upakAra e ja ke mArA pitAzrI saMpatabhAi vardhamAnatapanI 1OOoLI pUrI karI zakyA te temanA aMtara AzISathI ja . kyAre oLI upADavI ane kyAre pAraNuM Ave, pharI kyAre upADavI tenA badhA ja muhUrta pUjyazrIe ApIne bApujInI A uMmare moTI oLIo pAra pADI hatI. - sAhebajInI adezya bhAvanA ane sahAyathI jAmanagaramAM varSothI jeTalA pAyA naMkhAya temane yAtrA karAvavAno lAbha maLe che. Aja sudhI 650thI vadhu bhAvikoe pAyA nAMkhyA che. zrI giranAratIrthanI parikramAno eka mahAna lAbha amane maLyo, jenA mULamAM pUjayazrIno upakAra che. 154 Jal Education

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pUjyazrInI ArAdhanA-sAdhanA alaukika hatI. to bhaviSya pArakhe zakti paNa gajaba koTInI hatI. sahasAvananuM kArya kyAre thaze, te teozrIe amArA pU. vaDIlazrI raMgIla kAkAne je saSTa kaheluM te ja rIte kArya pUruM thai zakyuM. dhanyache se mahAna pUjyazrIne........... jinAjJApAlaka ghoratapasvI bhIkamacaMda chAjeDa (rAjanAMdagAMva) parama pUjya gurudeva ke phalodI (rAjasthAna) cAturmAsa ke samaya merI bAlyAvasthA hI thii| usa cAturmAsameM mere pUjya kAkAjI saMpatalAlajI chAjeDa ko ApakA zubha sAnnidhya prApta huaa| ve pUjya gurudeva ke tyAga evaM tapazcaryA ke kAraNa bahuta prabhAvita the| samaya samaya para gurudeva jahAM virAjate the vahA~ mujase patra likhavAyA karate the| kyoMki unakI likhAvaTa mAravADI bhASA kI thii| bAra bAra patra likhane ke kAraNa mere manameM bhI pUjya gurudevake prati AsthA ho gii| ApakA cAturmAsa pAlItANA siddhakSetrameM thA / usa samaya mere pUjya pitAjI jamanAlAlajI chAjeDa ke sAtha cAturmAsameM pAlitANA rahene kA muje bhI saubhAgya milA aura usI cAturmAsameM pUjya guru deva kA sAnnidhya prApta huaa| pUjya gurudeva ne muje evaM zrI dharamacaMdajI vinAyakiyA ko dhArmika adhyayana kraayaa| dhArmika sUtra yAda karane meM muje adhika samaya lagatA thaa| phira bhI gurudevane baDI prasannatApUrvaka dhArmika sUtra yAda kraaye| gurudeva zuru sehI tapazcaryA meM lIna rahate the| ata: unhe himAMzuvijayajI ke nAma kI bajAya tapasvI ma.sA. ke nAmase saMbodhana karate the| lagabhaga 15 varSoM ke aMtarAla meM pUjyazrI ke sAtha kisI prakArakA saMparka nahIM kara skaa| hamaloga pAlitANA kI yAtrA hetu gaye taba mAlUma huA ki pUjya gurudeva gAriyAdhArameM virAjamAna haiN| taba muje phirase darzana kA suyoga prApta huaa| usake bAda ahamadAbAdameM kaI bAra muje va mere pArivArika sadasyoM ko unakA saMyoga prApta huaa| ekabAra karIba 2 baje dopaharameM darzanArtha phuNcaa| usa samaya gurudeva AyaMbila kI gocarI vAparane ke bAda pAtroM kA paDilehaNa kara rahe the| maine sahajameM pUchA ki ItanI dera se AyaMbila karate hai ! taba vidita huA kI hamezA hI gocarI lAkara rakha dete the evaM jaba vaha pUrI taraha se ThaMDI ho jAtI thI usake bAda hI vAparate the| vaise bhI AyaMbila tapa kaThina hai usameM bhI gocarI ThaMDI ho jAne ke bAda vAparane kI himmata to aise ghora tapasvI hI kara sakate haiN| karIba 8 varSa pUrva pUjyazrIke darzanArtha ahamadAbAda pahuMcA taba vidita huA kI pUjyazrI zAzvatI olIkI ArAdhanA hetu kalikuMDa tIrtha padhArane vAle hai / usa samaya vahAM jo munibhagavaMta virAjamAna the unase pUchA ki kyA DolImeM jAyeMge? taba muni bhagavaMtane pharamAyA ki yadi jAyeMge to paidala hI jAyeMge anyathA na bhI jAve kintu DolI kA upayoga nahI kareMge usa samaya pUjyazrI kA umra lagabhaga 92 varSa kI thii| saMghameM ekatA ho Isa mahAna uddezya se gurudevane AyaMbilakI ghora tapazcaryA prAraMbha kI aura lagabhaga 30 varSoM taka AyaMbila karate rahe / apane jIvanakAlameM lagabhaga 3000 upavAsa evaM 11,500 se adhika AyaMbilakI tapazcaryA kI, jo ki apane Apa meM eka rekorDa haiN| logo kA aisA bhI vizvAsa thA ki jo vardhamAna tapakI lambI olI na sakate ho vaha pUjyazrI se vAsakSepa prApta kara sahajatAse AyaMbilakI olI kara sakate haiN| jahA~ taka muje jJAta hai aisA cha'rI pAlita yAtrI saMgha pUjyazrI kI hI nizrAmeM nikale hoMge jisameM sabhI yAtriyoM ko AyaMbila kI tapazcaryA karanA anivArya ho / aise hI saMghakA darzana karane kA suavasara muje jUnAgaDhameM prApta huA / pUjyazrI kI nizrAmeM jo tIrthamAlA ke mahotsava kA jo kAryakrama huA vaha jisa tarahase zAlinatA, ziSTatA evaM kramAnusAra huA vaha samaya para smRtimeM AtA rahatA hai| aisA kAryakrama anyatra prAya: dekhane meM nahI AtA hai| sahasAvana ke prati pUjyazrI kA pUrNa samarpaNa bhAva thA / ataH sahasAvana tIrthakA saMpUrNa jIrNoddhAra apanI svayaMkI jimmedArIse pUrNa kiyA / aura aMta samayabhI nazvara deha sahasAvana tIrtha ko hI samarpita kara diyaa| aise dRDhasaMkalpI, jinAjJApAlaka, ghoratapasvI ke caraNoM meM sahanA vaMdanA.... vaMdanA.... www.ainelibrary.org ANS

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tapasvI AcAryadeva ! harakuMvarabena (amarelI) amArA amarelI gAmamAM pUjyazrInI padharAmaNI thayela te avasare mAre 500 AyaMbilanI ArAdhanA cAlatI hatI. tapanimitte pUjyazrIne ghare pagalAM karavA vinaMtI karatAM pUjyazrIe amArI vinaMtIno sahaja svIkAra karyo ane ghare padhAratAM hitazikSA ApI ke "AyaMbilatapa utkRSTa che, sAthe jApa paNa karavA yogya che." ane parivArajanone vAsakSepa nAMkhI vAtsalyabhAve AzIrvAda ApyA sau ArAdhanA karajo. ane pUjyazrInA AzIrvAdathI Aje mAre putrane paNa AyaMbilatapanI oLI vagere ArAdhanA khUba ja prasannatApUrvaka thAya che. mahArAja sAheba sAtheno mAro anubhava hasamukhabhAi bAbulAla zAha (naDIyAda) amArA saMsArI mAsI mahArAja (hAlamAM pU. bApajI mahArAjanA AjJAvartI sAdhvI kamalaprabhAzrIjI ma.sA.) satata kahetA- 'hasamukhabhAi tame baMgalA karyA paNa eka nAnakaDuM gRhamaMdira karo.' te preraNAthI prerAine gRhamaMdira nirmANa karavAnI bhAvanA jAgI. e arasAmAM i.sa. 1996-97nA samayamAM - amadAvAdamAM eka vyaktinuM kASTha maMdira (cAlu hAlatamAM cala pratiSThAvALuM) ApavAnuM hatuM. te aMge pU. zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja pAse huM ane mArA snehI zeThazrI aMbAlAla amRtalAla borasadavALA salAha levA gayA. meM mArA mananI vAta pUjyazrIne jaNAvI je vyakti pAsethI kASThamaMdira kharIdavAnuM hatuM temanuM nAmapaNa jaNAvyuM. prathamato teozrI UMDA vicAramAM DUbI gayA ane mauna rahyA. pachI mane najIka bolAvI mArA mAthe hAtha mUkIne mArmika Takora karI, "tArI zakti nathI? tuM ekalo tArI jAte maMdira banAvI zake temache. jA ! mArA AzIrvAda che, kAmathai jaze, paraMtu svadravyathI pASANanuM maMdira banAvavAnI bhAvanA rAkhaje" basa, ATalI ja vAta. paraMtu tapasvImahArAjanA ATalA zabdo mAre mana sonAnA nIvaDyA ane temanA tathA pU. 156 gacchAdhipatizrInA AzIrvAdathI amo rathAkAra ArasapahANanuM maMdira koipaNa rukAvaTa vagara TUMka samayamAM svadravyathI sAkAra karI zakyA. je atyAre naDIyAda-peTalAda nezanala hAive naM - 8 upara tIrtha samAna zobhI rahyuM che. AmamArA kuTuMbanuM ane najIkanA upakArI pU. kamalaprabhAzrIjI ma.sA. nuM svapra sAkAra thayuM. je nirmANamAM pUjyazrInI Takora ghaNI asarakAraka sAbita thai pratiSThA paNa saMkhyAbaMdha pratiSThAkAraka pU. gacchAdhipati AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI mahArAjasAhebanA haste thai, temanI paNa kRpAdRSTiprApta thai. dAdA eka virala vibhUti ketanabhAi pI. zeTha (junAgaDha) pa.pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba eTale ke jene ApaNe sahu dAdAnA hulAmaNA nAmathI oLakhIe chIe. dAdA vize zuM lakhavuM ? zabdo paNa ochA paDe che, chatAMya kaMika kahevAnuM mana thAya che. dAdA atyAre ApaNI vacce nathI paraMtu teoe karela mahAnakAryanI suvAsa ApaNI vacce che. jainazAsananI A mahAna vibhUtinI khoTa kyAreya pUrI na zakAya tevI che. temanuM jIvana sAduM, saraLa ane tapamaya hatuM. jIvanabhara temaNe AyaMbila tathA upavAsanI ugra tapasyA karelI. teo haMmezA potAnA mATe kaThora tathA bIjA mATe komaLa hatA. temanA darzana thatAM ja jIvana dhanya banI jatuM. mArI ja vAta karuM to huM kyAreya koi sAdhu saMtanA darzane na jato. dAdAnuM chelluM comAsu jUnAgaDha thayuM. teonA praveza vakhate huM derAsara darzana karIne jato hato ne dAdAnuM Agamana thayuM. koi divasa sAdhusaMtane page na lAganArA mane rastA upara dAdAne jotAM ja aMdarathI kaMika evI sphuraNA thai ke meM teone rastA upara traNa khamAsamaNA ApyA ane huM cAlyo gayo. paNa ghare pahoMcatA manamAM kaMika vicAravamaLa cAlu thai gayuM ke A zuM sAdhumahArAjane page lAgavAnI mane icchA thai? ane rastA upara meM Aje traNa For Private & Personal Use Cinly

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khamAsamaNA kai rIte ApyA ? te kaMi samajaNa na paDI. kadAca, kudaratano A saMketa haze. vaLI traNa cAra divasa pachI dAdAnA cazmA banAvavA mATe upAzraya javAnuM thayuM ane pachI to evuM banyuM ke A viralavibhUtinA darzana e mAro nityakramabanI gayo. jyAM sudhI temanA darzana na thAya tyAM sudhI mAruM mana AkuLa vyAkuLa thaI jatuM. savAre dukAne jatA pahelAM ane rAtre dukAnethI AvI upAzraya jato. rAtre 10 thI 1 temanI sAthe dhArmika carcAo thatI. jenA pariNAme meM DuMgaLI, lasaNa, baTeTAno sadaMtara tyAga karyo tathA jinapUjAnI zarUAta karI. temaja dareka sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA darzana-vaMdanano lAbha levA lAgyo. Ama, mArA jIvanamAM dAdAnuM sthAna phakta AcAryamahArAja ja nahIM paraMtu mane dharma pamADanAra eka dharmaguru tarIke che. mArA hRdayamAM teo birAjamAna che ane harahaMmeza raheze. teonA saMparkathI ja huM dharma tarapha vaLyo. 96 varSanI uMmara hovA chatAMya kyAreya koI darzanArthIone temaNe nirAza karyA nathI. darekane vAsakSepa nAkhI ApatA. dAdA temanA aMtimadivasomAM ghaNA bimAra rahyA. hAthamAM gAMTha hovAthI khUbaja duHkhAvo thato chatAM darzanArthIone vAsakSepa nAMkhavAmAM koi khacakATa na karatAM. are ! pUjyazrIne khoTo zramana paDe tethI amAre temano vAsakSepano vATavo saMtADI devo paDato hato. Ama, dAdAnA saMparkamAM AvanAra anekonA jIvananuM parivartana thayuM che phakta jaina ja nahIM jainetaro paNa temanA saMparkamAM AvI jainadharmanA mArge AgaLa vadhyA. keTalAya yuvAnoe jinadarzana, pUjA, kaMdamULa tyAga, sAmAyika, rAtribhojana tyAga, jevA aneka niyamo dAdAnA saMparkamAM AvI lIdhA. AvA mahAna dAdA mAgasara suda caudasanA divase ApaNane badhAne choDI cAlyA gayA. pU. AcAryadevanA caraNomAM mArA hArdika koTi koTi vaMdana Jan Education international tapasvI samrATane zata zata vaMdana saMghavI rasilAbena kAntilAla (junAgaDha) pUjyazrInI rAta-divasa joyA vinA vaiyAvacca karanAra pU. muni zrI hemavallabha vi. ma. sA.nI preraNAthI saM. 2058nI sAlamAM zrI giranArajInI taLeTImAM cAturmAsa karavAno avasara prApta thatAM cAturmAsa karela hatuM. tapa, japa, vratano yajJa maMDAyo ! zrI khIranA ekAsaNA, AyaMbila tapa, vardhamAna tapano pAyo, upavAsa, akramavagere japa, tapa, vrata vagere pUjyazrInA AzIrvAdathI ArAdhanA sAdhanA karela hatI. pU. AcArya ma. sA. nuM svAsthya kathaLatuM jatuM hatuM. pU. muni zrI hemavallabha vi. ma.sA.paNa ArAdhanA vidhimAM custa hatA. apramatabhAve amone khUba suMdara vidhipUrvaka ArAdhanA karAvatA hatA ! pUjyazrInA AzIrvAdathI amArA jIvanamAM dharma pratye rucI jAgI. mArA jIvanamAM mAMDa mAMDa navakArazI sudhI tapa thato, paNa pUjyazrInI nizrA-vyAkhyAna zravaNa ArAdhanAthI amo AgaLa vadhyA. pU. gurudevanI saMyamanI kaThoratA-vAtsalyabhAva, ghora tapa, temAMya zrI neminAthadAdAnI bhakti-prasannamukha jotAM zira jhUkI jAya che. giranAra taLeTImAM cAturmAsano AnaMdodadhi samAto nathI. pUjya gurudevanA aMtimadarzana mATe doDAdoDamAM - dhakkAmUkakImAM-mAMDa mAMDa darzana - vaMdana thayAM. mukhaparanI AbhA AziSa ApI rahI hatI. eka ja natamastake prArthanA ! gurudeva jyAM birAjatA ho tyAMthI amapara AzIrvAda varasAvazo ! tapasvIsamrATane vaMdana....! pUNyazrI gugonA ecalls? Edll... 150 www.hitellbrary

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saMbhava-aksaMbhava - jayazrIbena bI. vorA (kAMdIvalI) pUjaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI nizrAmAM AyaMbilanA tapa sAthenA cha'rI pAlaka saMghamAM joDAvA mATenI je taka mane maLI hatI te mATe huM mArI jAtane khUba nasIbadAra mAnuM chuM. dAdA mahArAja to sUrya che, loko e jarUrIyAta pramANe emanAmAMthI zakti meLavyAja karI che. mAre mArI vAta karavI che. je vyaktie kyAreya vadhu cAlavAnuM na karyuM hoya ! AyaMbila tapa na thato hoya ! paganI takalIphane lIdhe cAlavAmAM paNa takalIpha paDatI hoya ! jene DokTare paganI DhAMkaNInI rIplezamenTanI salAha ApI hoya!na peinakIlara vagara eka divasa cAlatu na hoya evI meM A yAtrAmAM joDAvAnI himmata karI tenuM paheluM kAraNa zrAvakano saMpUrNa sAtha, bIjuM kAraNa pU. dAdAmahArAja, AvA tapasvI, saMyamI, mahApuruSanI nizrAmAM thoDo samaya paNa rahevA maLaze te lAlaca ane trIju kAraNa pU.hemavallabha mahArAja sAhebanuM (saMsArI diyara) protsAhana ke na phAve to ghare jatA rahejo paNa prayatna to karo ! ane asaMbhava lAgatuM hatuM te saMbhava banyuM! takalIpha na paDI tema nahI kahuM, khUba ja agharuM hatuM. mArA mATe khAsa to paganI takalIphane hisAbe sauthI pahelAM Azare savAre 6 vAgyAthI cAlavAnuM zarU karuM ane sauthI chelle pahoMcuM. eka divasa evo nathI gayo jyAre AMkhamAMthI AMsu na paDyA hoya paNa sAthe eka paNa divasa emanathI thayuM ke ghare jatA rahIe. | savAra-sAMjanA pratikramaNa, pUjA, vyAkhyAna, AratI-dIvo vageremAM divasa evI rIte pasAra thai jatAM, ne sAthe AnaMdane utsAha eTalA ja vadhatAM ke jiMdagImAM AyaMbila tapa sAthe AvI ArAdhanA kyAre karavA maLe? dAdA mahArAjano roja vAsakSepa paDe tenAthI sauthI moTI enarjI maLI jatI. yAtrAnA divaso to sArA gayA ja paNa A nimitte ame bannee pUjayazrInA svamukhe sahasAvana tIrthamAM narakanA prathamadvAra rAtribhojananA tyAganI pratijJA karI ane pUjyazrIe durgatimAM paDatAM evA amAro hAtha jhAlIne bahAra kADhyA hoya tevo ahesAsa Aje paNa thAya che. 158 takathA-satyakathA cImanalAla mahetA (pAlanapura) - pU. A. bha. zrImad vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA viSe zuM lakhuM ? huM to pAmara, jIva chuM ne teo to utkRSTa koTinA zreSThatamasaMyamI mahApuruSa... paraMtu hRdayano ahobhAva kAMika kahevA mATe aMtaranA UMDANathI kahI rahyo che... moDhAmAM jIbha eka ja hoya... paNa dAMta batrIsa hoya che. eka jIbha eka ja vAta karI zake te sAva svIkArI lIdhelI vAta che paNa moDhAmAM jIbha joDe rahIne, dAMta paNa bolavA lAge, eka ja moMethI batrIsa vAto jarUra ane avazya nIkaLe ane AvI batrIsa vAto... paNa pAchI... jarUra jarUra mahApuruSa mATe ja hoya ane AvI batrIsa vAto koipaNa mahApuruSa mATe eka nahIM paNa aneka vyaktinA moM e jyAre saMbhaLAtI hoya che, tyAre tene daMtakathA kahe che. eTalA mAM eTalI vAto tethI jeTalA moM tene dareka vakhate batrIsa vaDe guNIne je vAto ke guNAnuvAda thai zakto hoya to te AvA himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja jevA mahAtmAo mATe avazyabhAvI avazya hoya ja. pU. gurumaiyA khuda eka jIvaMta kathA che. .... pU. A. bha. zrI premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe parakhela pAsAdAra, tejasvI, AMkhe vaLage tevo amUlya hIro te AdaraNIya gurumaiyA pUjyapAda zrIhimAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA ! teo alpabhavI avazya che ja, paNa dararoja dhUpa, dIpa, karatI vakhate prArthanA karuM chuM ke bahu rakhaDyo. have jyAre paNa Apa mokSe padhAro tyAre avazya amane paNa letA jazo . (tenAthI vizeSa bhAvanA huM bhAvI zakto nathI.) jainazAsananA tejasvI tAralA, samakAlIna aneka vibhUtio sAthe pa.pU. A. bha. zrImad vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA paNa jaina zAsana upara aneka upakAro rahelA che. ghora tapasvI pa. pU. A. bha. zrImad vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA sudIrdha saMyamajIvananI bhUri bhUri anumodanA sAthe meM kamabhAgI mAnasaavatAramAM kyAreya paNa Education International

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teozrInAM sadehe darzana karyA nathI chatAM teozrI tasvIrasvarUpe mAre ghera padhAryA pachI, adezya svarUpe ja jANe mArA upara AzIrvAda varasAvatA hoya, jemabagaDeluM bALaka vaDIla AvavAthI aMkuzamAM Ave temakharAba vicAromAM gherAyeluM mAruM mana zAMtinI jhaMkhanA karatuM hoya, tyAre pU. gurudevane lagatA patra, anuSThAna patrikA ke tasvIra najara samakSa thatAM ja manobhAvamAM jabaradasta palaTo AvI ja jAya che, ane tethI ya moTA manopatananA mAnasika nukazAnamAMthI ugarI jAuM chuM. Atmabala pUjya | DaoN. mehula sAMghANI (dhorAjI ) AjathI paMdareka varSa pahelAMnI vAta che. pUjyazrI jUnAgaDhathI vihAra karIne dhorAjI AvatAM hatAM, ane sAMje pAMca vAgyA pachI sakhata tAva ane jhADA. lagabhaga 15 thI 20 vakhata jhADA thayAM. eca.bI. pa% hatuM. sIvIyara DIhAyaDrezana hatuM. tyAre rAtre 9 vAge dhorAjInAM saMghapramukha bacubhAi davAvALA ane dharmapremI mArA mitra nareza mAMDalIyAe samAcAra ApyA. tAtkAlIka vaidyanI jarUrata che. huM gayo ane joyuM to paristhiti ekadamakathaLelI hatI. meM kahyuM "tAtkAlika bATalA caDhAvavA paDaze. iMjekzana lagAvavA paDaze. " A vAkya sAMbhaLIne pUjyazrI ekadamaubhA thai gayA. mane kahe A loko ema kahe che ke tuM vaidya cho. to amane sAdhune A hiMsaka davAno khapa kyAMthI hoya ? meM kahyuM. "sAheba badhI vAta sAcI che paraMtu gADhAgADhamAM ane ImarajansImAM A davA levAmAM koi doSa na lAge. AmAM bATalA caDhAvavA ja paDe nahI to takalIpha vadhI jAya" to mane kahe "huM savAre houM ke na houM tenI ciMtA tAre karavAnI nathI tArI pAse aNahArI kaDavI athavA turI davAnI phAkI hoya to mane Apa pachI tuM chuTTo.' AvI kaDaka AjJA pAlana karanArA jIva karatAM paNa zivane vadhAre vahAla karanArA meM pahelAM sAdhu joyA, ane meM teozrIne "kaDachAla cUrNa" ApyuM. je kaDavuM hoya, tAva paNa maTADe ane jhADA paNa baMdha kare. pANI vinA A eka camacI cUsI cUsIne kaDavI davA lIdhI ane savAre paga para paga caDhAvIne beThAM hatAM mane kahe "AyurvedamAM tane zradhdhA nathI, tArAthI vadhAre mane zradhdhA che." tuM je davA Apato hato (bATalAdi) te "hiMsaka devA melIvidyAnAM deva jevI hatI. tAtkAlika sAruM thai jAta paNa mArA aneka bhava vadhI jAta." pachI sAta divasanI sthiratA daramyAna jANavA maLyuM ke pUjayazrIne prosTeTanI paNa khUba ja takalIpha che. rAtre 8-10vAra mAtru javuM paDe che. khUba aTake che, baLe che ane lohI paNa Ave che. tAtkAlika rAjakoTa ane junAgaDhanAM sarjananAM mata pramANe oparezana jarUrI che. mane kahe "tArI pAse nava divasa che AyaMbilanI oLI sudhI ahIM chuM. koi dezI davA lAgu paDe to koziza karA mAre pApa caTAvavuM nathI DaoN. ane vaidha to ghaNA che. tAre rAtribhojanano tyAga karavo hoya to ja mArI davA karaje nahIM to kaMi jarUra nathI...' zrI zAsanadevanI kRpAthI mAruM rAtribhojana gayuM ane teozrI oparezana vinA mAtra punarnavAnI phAkIthI sArA thayA. paccakakhANa levAi gayAM paraMtu tabIbI vyavasAya evo ke game tyAre rAtre vijhITamAM javuM paDe ane rAtre pANInI tarasa lAge jAgavAthI bhUkha paNa lAge 2-3 varSa game temakarIne kADhyA pachI manobaLa nabaLuM paDatAM amo pUjyazrI cAturmAsa mATe amadAvAda-vAsaNA birAjamAna hatAM tyAM gayA, ane kahyuM sAheba khUba ja takalIpha paDe che. sArA-narasAM prasaMge ane saMjogovazAtu koi bimArI vi. mATe mahInAmAM pAMca divasa chUTa Apo, to mane kahe "huM jainAcArya tane rAtribhojananI chUTa kemaApuM? takalIpho to karmAnusAra Ave ja, tenA upAya na karavAM, muzkelIne to yajJa karIne AhAna karIne bolAvavI A bhavamAM samajaNapUrvaka jinAjJA pramANe khapAvI levI, calita na thavuM". meM kahyuM 'sAheba sAmAnya nahIM vizeSa upadravo Ave che je mArA rAtribhojana tyAganA niyamane toDAvavA mAMgatA hoya." to kahe "kasoTI to Ave ja, dharma kare tenI kasoTI thAya. Aje 10 varSathI devo mArI kasoTI kare che, ATalA tapa pachI ane A UMmare jo mArI paNa kasoTI thAya to kyAM tAruM tapa ane kyAM tArI UMmara ?" basa, te dA'Do ane Ajano divasa... rAtre bhUkha-tarasanuM nAmanizAna nathI. 159 www.janesbrary org

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janme jaina che kameM jaina | navIna jamanAdAsa daDIA (jUnAgaDha) amArA eka saMbaMdhIne prathamavAra pUjyazrInA darzanArthe javAnuM thayuM tyAre pUjyazrInI bhakti karatAM karatAM temaNe kahyuM 'sAheba ! mAre tabiyatamAM ane dhaMdhAmAM ThekANuM paDatuM nathI" sAheba kahe "ApaNI vartamAnanI je koi paristhiti che te ApaNe pUrve bAMdhelA karmonuM ja pratibiMba che, pUrve bAMdhelA azubha karmonuM azubha phaLa prApta thAya che.' bhAi kahe 'jo mArA karmo kharAba hota to meM jainakuLamAM janmaja na lIdho hota ne!' sAheba kahe "jainakuLamAM janmapAmavA mAtrathI jainanathavAya karma paNa jaina thavuM joie'. basa te divasathI te bhAinI dharma pratye zradhdhA deDha banI ane nitya darzana-pUjana, kaMdamULatyAgavagere dharmakriyAnuM AcaraNa karavA lAgyA. bhavajananA hiyaDe vasanAra, guru himAMzusUri prANa pyArA... kamaleza koraDIyA (jUnAgaDha) sana 1975 AsapAsano samaya ! eka divasa jUnAgaDha hemAbhAinA vaMDAmAM Avela junA upAzraye be mahAna vibhUtionI nizrAmAM sahu bhavijano ekaThA thayA. pUjya gurudeva AcAryabhagavaMta himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sAhebe sahune zIkha ApI ke giranAranI sahasAvana TUMka para jirNodhdhAranuM kArya zarU thavAnuM che, tenI nirvighna pUrNAhuti mATe sahue navalAkha navakAra gaNavA ane zAsanasevAnA A kAryamAM jarUra paDye hoMzathI sevA ApavI. gurudeva sAthenA paricayanA A amArA zarUAtanA divaso hatA. sahasAvananI pAvanabhUmipara bhavyajIvonA samakitane nirmaLa karatAM samavasaraNa maMdiranA nirmANasvarUpa tirthoddhAranuM kArya zarU thayuM. maMdiranirmANa to bhautikasvarUpe hatuM, paraMtu sAthosAtha te kArya arthe mArgadarzana ApavA mATe be mahAvibhUtio pUjyazrI tathA temanA panotA saMsArIputra pU. A. bha. zrI nararatnasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI pAvananizrA cha thI sAta cAturmAsa daramyAna temaja zeSakALamAM paNa saMpanna thai. e mahApuruSonA saMganA pariNAme ane jinavANI zravaNanA lAbhathI saMghanA bhAvikonA haiyAmAM paramakRpALu paramAtmAnI oLakha, dharmanI sAcI samaja, gurukRpA ane dharmapariNatinuM mahAna lAbhakArI siMcana thavA lAgyuM. sakaLa saMgha deva, guru ane dharma pratye AsthAvAna banyo. - pU. gurudeve tIrthoddhArano saMkalpa karyo tyArathI laine jIvananA aMtima divaso sudhI jyAre paNa jUnAgaDhamAM rahyA tyAre teozrI hemAbhAinA vaMDAmAM uparanA mALathI jyAMthI giranArajInuM darzana thatuM te sthaLe pATa para birAjatA, temanI smRtinA aneka saMsmaraNo mAnasapaTapara ramyA kare che. gurudeva saMghanA lagabhaga badhA bhAvikone jotA ja nAmapUrvaka bolAvIne vAtsalyapUrvaka dharmalAbha Ape, paNa bhUla thai hoya tyAM bhalabhalA camarabaMdhIne paNa Thapako ApatA jarApaNa na acakAya. jyotiSanI uMDI jANakArI hovAthI dharmakArya mATe zubhamuhUrta joi Ape, temaNe kADhI ApelA muhUrta paccakkhANa athavA saMkalpa grahaNa karavAthI saghaLuM kArya nirvine paripUrNa thAya tevI vacanasiddhi hatI. gurudevanA svamukhe paryuSaNAparvanI kalpasUtravAMcanA ghaNA varSa sAMbhaLI. teo vyAkhyAna phakta vAMce ja nahIM paNa parvanA divasoe paNa samayanI ke thAkanI paravA karyA vinA sUtranA prasaMgo, rahasyone UMDANapUrvaka samajAve, 160 Education International

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saraLa zabdomAM paNa je samayanI vAta hoya te samayanuM bhAvavizva khaDuM karI de. jANe ApaNe paNa cothA ArAmAM vidyamAna hoie tevuM bhAvavizva thai jAya. " "upamiti bhavaprapaMcA kathA" ane anya graMtho paNa temanA svamukhe sAMbhaLI dharmazraddhA baLavAna banAvavAnuM saubhAgya prApta thayuM hatuM. sahasAvananI yAtrAe gurudeva sAthe javAnuM ghaNo vakhata banyuM. te samaye sIdhA sahasAvana javAnA pagathiyA na hatA. gADhajaMgalayukta keDI rasto, nirjana ane dIpaDAnI bIka. paraMtu gurudeva taLeTIthI nIkaLe eTale nakkI sthaLoe teo thobhIne vizrAmale ane lagabhaga savA kalAkamAM sahasAvana pahoMcI jAya. pahoMcatA ja be hAtha joDI banne derIe dAdA neminAthane bhAvathI bheTe. Aje paNa sahasAvana jatAM gurudeva jANe sAthe hoya tevI anubhUti thAya. ghaNIvAra to rAtre vaMdanArthe jaIe tyAre gurudeva acAnaka AjJA karatA ke ''kamaleza, tAre kAle savAre sahasAvana javAnuM che." ane e rastA para gurudevanI AjJAnA baLe bhayathI nirvighna banI huM sahasAvana pahoMcI jato ! gurudeva AyaMbilatapanA khAsa himAyatI ane sahune AyaMbilanI preraNA kare, vaLI temanI kRpAnA baLe vratano saMkalpa avazya pUro thAya. tevA temanA zubhabhAvo saha dharmalAbhanI vacanasiddhi hatI. gurudeva sahunA AtmAnI ciMtA karanArA hatA. saMghamAM koinI paNa bhUla thAyake khoTuM vartana kare to pahelA kaDaka zabdomAM Thapako Ape ke tAre AmakarAya? pachI paLavAramAM roSa gAyaba thai jAya ne vAtsalyabhAva lAvI bhagavAnanI AjJA samajAve. A rIte ghaNAne khoTA rastethI pAchA vALyA. cAturmAsa daramyAna giranArajInA parvatanI tIrthayAtrA karavAnuM kaparu hovAthI prabhunA kalyANakadine ane paryuSaNa pachInI caityaparipATI vakhate gurudevanI nizrAmAM sahu taLeTInI yAtrAe nIkaLIe. taLeTI pahoMcI | giranArajInA dazeka pagathiyA caDI DoLIvALAnI jagyA para tIrthanaMdanA karIe. eka pachI eka stutio bolatA jAya. emAMya caityavaMdana vakhate stavanamAM ''meM Aje darisaNa pAyA... zrI neminAtha jinarAyA" stavana bole tyAre jANe jIvanamAM prathamavakhata raivatagiri nihALyo hoya tevo AnaMda ane bhAva sahunA manamAM chavAi jAya. Aje paNa gurudevano e avAja manamAM ramyA kare che, smRtiomAM guMjayA kare che. evuM ja bIjuM emanuM mAnItu stavana 'bAlapaDAre pAtikaDAM.... tame zuM karazo have rahIne re..." gAya tyAre kesarIsiMhanI jemapApakarmone DaNaka detA hoya tevA temanA mukhe para bhAva pragaTI rahe. | eka samaye jUnAgaDha saMghamAM TrasTIo vaccenA matabhedo caramasImAe pahoMcyA. beMkakhAtAo paNa sthagita thai gayA hatA. A vAte gurudeva khUba vyathita hatAM ane gurudeva avAranavAra jhagaDA mITAvavA prayatno karatA, paNa saphaLatA maLatI nahIM. eka vAra saMvatsarI mahAparvanA divase bArasAsUtranI vAMcanA para saMgha ekaTho thayo. vAMcanA pUrI thatAM ja gurudeve pUchayuM, 'AjanA mahAparva para sahue 'micchA midukkaDam' karI veranuM zamana karavAnuM hoya paNa tame jhagaDAno aMta kemalAvatA nathI ? ane mArI vAta www.jainelibrary.o Nla che.

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dharatA nathI. AvA vAtAvaraNamAM manamAM vera rAkhI khAlI khAlI pratikramaNa karavuM ucita nathI. tame loko atyAre jhaghaDo mITAvo ane vera zamAvo, nahiMtara huM A pATa parathI uThavAno nathI." | saMghamAM khaLabhaLATa macI gayo, sahu doDyA. gurudevane ghaNuM kahyuM ke, A badhuM thoDA samayamAM palaTAvI na zakAya, paNa gurudeva to koinI vAta kAne sAMbhaLe ja nahIM, badhA bhegA thayA, TeliphonanA doraDA jhaNajhaNyA, ghaNA prayatno pachI maukhika rIte, badhu sameTI lai jhagaDAono aMta lAvavAnI bAMhedharI apAi ane varSothI na bolanArA bolatA thayA, Amagurudeve saMghane eka karyo. | AtmasAdhanAno temano itihAsa jainasaMghamAM suvarNAkSare lakhAya tevo che. suMdara sAdhanA, kaDaka AcArapAlanA, harapaLe unnata bhAvonuM bhAthuM, aMtaranI ArAdhanA, akalpanIya tapasyA saha yAtrAo, AyaMbilavratanI yazogAthA A badhuM ja... chatAM na kayAMya mAna-sanmAnanI apekSA, sahunA AtmabhAva ane AtmasAdhanAnI ciMtA, AvuM unnata cAritra hatuM. jeo temano saMga pAmyA temanuM jIvana palaTAvI dIdhuM. pU. gurudevazrI sAthenI yAtrAo, vihAro, vaLAmaNA, pratikramaNa, pravacana, svAdhyAya, prabhubhakti Adi aneka prasaMgonI smRtithI Ajeya haiyuM bharyuM bharyuM che, paNa aphasosa e ja che ke gurudevazrInI dharmapAlana ane saMyamajIvana grahaNa karavAnI Takorone karmajaDatAnA pariNAme ame pUrepUrI vadhAvI na zakyA. potAnI dharmasAdhanAmAM paNa sadA apramata, temaNe kyAreya tapa, japa, ke anuSThAno mATe koine paNa sAmethI sUcano karyA nathI. saMghanA bhAviko vinaMti kare to paNa sAvadhAnI rAkhavA mATe keTalIya sUcanAo Ape. nAnAmAM nAnI bAbata paNa temanA dhyAna bahAranarahe. pU. gurudevanuM chelluM cAturmAsa giranAra taLeTIe thayuM. kArataka suda 13nA dine gurudeva pAse ame vaMdanArthe gayA. gurudeve ghaNI vAto karI ane gAmamAM padhAravAnI vinaMtino svIkAra karyo. niyata divase gurudevane khurazImAM besADI utsAhapUrvaka gAmamAM lAvyA tyAre kyAM khabara hatI ke thoDAM samaya pachI A ja rIte pUjayazrInA nazvaradehane laine punaH sahasAvana raDatA haiye pAchA javAnuM thaze? he guruvara ! Ape to jIvana jIvI jANyuM ane samAdhimRtyu pAmI kALane ya jIravI jANyo. Apa jyAM paNa gayAM hazo tyAM ApanI sAdhanAnuM ane ApanA prabhAvanuM kSetra vistRta thayuM haze. ApanA e prabhAvakSetramAM ame sahu bhaktone AvarI lejo. gurudeva pelA draviDa ane vArikhillanA sainikonI jema. e sainiko mithyAtvanA prabhAve draviDa ane vArikhillanI AgevAnImAM bAra varSa mAMhomAMha laDyA ane veranA anaMta karmajAla upArjita karyA, paNa e baMneno mAhyalo jAgI jatAM dIkSA lai svAmI pratyenA pUjyabhAvane lIdhe sainikoe paNa temanI sAthe ja dIkSA lai AjJApAlanane potAno dharma banAvyo ane tethI teo muktigAmI banavA samartha banyA. tevI ja rIte he guruvara ! Apa amane sahune paNa mokSAbhilASI banAvo ane ame paNa e seniko jevo Apa pratye pUjyabhAva darzAvI zakIe to kyAreka muktinI varamALA pAmI zakIzuM. 162 Education International

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teoe kahyuM zrAvaNa suda punamanA roja pAraNuM na karatAM bapore 12Tii sudhI rAha jo ! tapasvIsamrATa pUjyapAda himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ne yAda kara ! ane khUba ja sarasa aTTamathayo. tyArabAda mahAsudamAM khUba ja ullAsapUrvaka nirvighna pratiSThA paNa paripUrNa thai. tarposiddha sAhebajI ! pUjyazrI aMge meM ghaNuM ja sAMbhaLela. prathamadarzana-vaMdana sahasAvana-giranAra parvata upara thayA. pUjayazrIne tyAre aTTamanuM pAraNuM hatuMpAraNAmAM nirdoSa gocarI mATe AyaMbilanA tapamAM phakta jADA roTalA-pANI vApare. amoe gurupUjanAdi karyA bAda mAMgalika sAMbhaLyuM teozrI kahe che, 'tamone sthiratA hoya tyAM sudhI jinavANI sAMbhaLo" teozrIe jinAjJA-jinAgamo ane tIrthayAtrA viSe satata upadeza Apyo. lagabhaga 40thI 45 miniTa jJAnagaMgA vahevaDAvI, paNa potAnA tapa-saMyamapAlanamAM utkarSanI jarApaNa vAta na karI. amone 'vAparyuM? bhAtu vAparyuM ke nahi?" tenI pRcchA karI. te ja kSaNe saMkalpa karyo pUjyazrInA vaMdanArthe pharI jarUrathI AvIza. huM ane amAruM samagra kuTuMba karmanA udaye khUba ja vikaTa paristhitimAM pasAra thai rahyA hatA. vilepArlA pUrvamAM jinAlayanuM jirNodhdhAranuM kArya cAlu hatuM. prANa-pratiSThA ane aMjanazalAkA nirvine pAra paDaze ke nahi ? sakaLa saMgha vimAsaNamAM hato. mane AtmasAda thayo. "huM akramakaDuM, deDha saMkalpa saha aThThamakarUM, pratiSThA pUrNa thaze'' pArlAmAM te samaye birAjelA pa.pU. araviMdasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. e preraNA karI ke pU. AcAryadeveza himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nA vaMdana karI AzIrvAda meLavI le. aTTamathAze ja. huM pahoMcyo giranAra. rAtri rokANa upAzrayamAM karI temanI pAse saMthAro ryo. pratikramaNa bAda rAtrinA mArI viTaMbaNAo jaNAvI teoe phakta eTaluM ja kahyuM hatuM ke, " " jarAya calita thayA vinA savAlAkha jApa 'OM hrIM zrI ciMtAmaNI pArzvanAthAya namo namaH" no jApa kara ! ane sAthe aThThamakara saMkalpa pUrNa thAze ja '' giranAranI yAtrA karI muMbai pahoMcyo zrAvaNa suda 13-14-15no akaeNmazarU karyo. be divasa sArA gayo. caudazanI rAtrie puSkaLa UlTI ane uSkA zarU thayA. pU. munirAja zrI rAjaratnavijayajI ma.sA. tathA pa. pU. araviMdasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ahIM ja hatAM, 6inamo janamanA upakArI | devAbhAI vANavI (vaMthalI) garavA giranAranI godamAM cAturmAsa pUrve AcAryabhaMgavata taLeTImAM birAjamAna hatA tyAre mArA jIvananI sarvaprathama giranAranI jAtrA karI ane jIvanamAM pahelIvAra jinapUjA karI dhanya banyo. nIce utaratAM sAhebajInAM vaMdana karatAM ja bhAva thayA ke huM A jainomAM thAya che tevI mAsakSamaNanI tapazcaryA karUM... sAhebajIe mAsakSamaNa zarU karavAno zubhadivasa ane samaya kADhI Apyo... A mahAmaMgalakArI tapanI zarUAta thatAM meM jIvanabhara kaMdamULa + rAtribhojana tyAga ane ukALeluM pANI vAparavAnI pratijJA karI. sAhebajInI nizrAmAM ja rahIne 1 lAkha navakAramaMtranA jApa sAthe nirvighna mAsakSamaNe pUrNa thayuM. comAsA daramyAna ja vardhamAna AyaMbilatapano pAyo nAMkhyo... pachI sAhebajInA mukheja akhaMDa 5OO AyaMbilanI pratijJA karIne AyaMbilanI zarUAta karI ane te paNa sAhebajInI divyakRpAthI pUrNa thaI gayA. te kRpAnA baLe mAre sametazikharajInI yAtrI thaI ane akhaMDa AyaMbila daramyAna ja zrI giranAra mahAtIrthanI 48 divasamAM 101 yAtrA sAthe ekavAra covihAra chaThThamAM sAta jAtrA thaI hatI. akhaMDa 5OO AyaMbila pUrNa thatAM saLaMga pAMca varSa sudhI ekAsaNA karavA ane temAM ghI tathA khAMDano sadantara tyAga karavAnAM paccakakhANa karyA. dasa tithi AjIvana lIlottarIno tyAga karyo. mArA janamojanamanA upakArI sAhebajInA caraNomAM koTI koTI vaMdana... 163

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bhaviSyanA jJAtA pUjayazrI | ke.DI. mahetA (vAMkAnera) jaina samAjamAM mahAna tyAgI, tapasvIratna, vacanasiddha ane jJAnI AcAryabhagavaMta zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA jevA alpa jovA maLe che. AvA saMta mahAtmAnuM kayA zabdomAM varNana lakhavuM tenAM zabdo nathI chatAM mArA emanI sAthenA pacAsa varSanA paricayamAM meM je emanI pAsethI joyuM, jANyuM ane anubhavyuM temAM paNa emanuM bhaviSyanuM sacoTa kathana to aneruM hatuM. pUjya sAhebazrIe vAMkAneramAM traNa cAturmAsa karyA tyAre ame joyuM ke zrI nemanAtha bhagavAna ane aMbikA devI covIse kalAka hRdayamAM hatAM. cAturmAsa daramyAna ghaNI vakhata rAtrinA eka-doDha vAgyA sudhI dharmanI carcAmAM apUrva lAbha maLato, potAnI pAse akhUTa jJAna hatuM. eka vakhata rAtrinA samaye camakAro thayo ke ApaNAM bAvIsamAM tIrthapati zrI neminAtha bhagavAna jemanAM traNeya kalyANaka sahasAvananI bhUmimAM thayAM che tyAM eka AbehUba jinAlaya Ubhu thAya jethI tIrthano sAco UddhAra thAya, paNa kArya ati muzkelabharyuM hatuM, aneka ophisarone avAranavAra judI judI rIte samajAvI ane zrI nemanAtha dAdAnI mahAna kRpAthI pUjaya AcAryabhagavaMtanI mahAna bhAvanA saphaLa thaI. eka vakhata pote junAgaDhamAM birAjatA hatAM. vAMkAnerathI ame saMdhanA bAra bhAio sAhebajInA darzanArthe gayAM hatAM. amAro uddeza mAtra sAhebajInAM darzanano ja hato. bIjI koI bhAvanA manamAM hatI nahIM. ame sAhebajI pAse beThAM hatAM. acAnaka teozrI bolI UThayAM ane mane kahyuM ke, 'A sahasAvananI badhI pratimAnI aMjanazalAkAtuM vAMkAneramAM karAva." pUjaya sAhebajInA anaMtA upakAra amArA parivAra upara hovAthI huM kayAreya sAhebajI nI koIpaNa vAtano InkAra karI zakto nahIM, jethI taratotarata sAhebajInI AjJA zira para caDhAvI. chelle uThatAM uThatAM meM sAhebajIne vAta karI ke aMjanazalAkAno prasaMga vAMkAneramAM chellAM basso varSamAM thayo nathI. tyAre pUjayazrIe eTaluM ja kahyuM ke, ''dAdAnI kRpAthI badhuM ja sAruM thaI jaze.'' aMjanazalAkAno prasaMga, dareka pratimAnI uchAmaNI vAMkAneramAM zarU thaI, bIjA badhA Adezo vAMkAneramAM apAyAM ane sAta divasa sudhI AkhAya saurASTramAM mANaso yAda kare tevo prasaMga emanI nizrAmAM ujavAyo. be hajAra mANaso savAranAM sADA sAta vAgyAthI AvatA ane rAtre agiyAra vAgye pAchA pharatAM Avo prasaMga kadI paNa vAMkAneramAM ujavAyo nathI. zrI nemanAtha bhagavAnano dIkSA kalyANakano varaghoDo vAMkAneramAM cAlIsahajAra lokoe joyo, ane mANaso ati AnaMda pAmI gayA. ka vAMkAneramAM chellAM so varSa thayAM upadhAna tapano prasaMga thayelo nahI. pUjaya sAhebajInI nizrAmAM upadhAna thayA. ekaso ne aDasaTha mANaso tapamAM joDAyA. pUjaya sAhebajI sAthe pUjya AcAryabhagavaMta nararatnasUrIzvarajI mahArAja, pU. A. bhagavaMta hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja tathA pU. gaNivarya ratnasuMdaramahArAjanI hAjarI AkhAya upadhAnatapamAM hatI. A prasaMga paNa evo bhavya hato ke Aje paNa mANaso yAda kare che. # paccIsathI trIsa varSa pahelAM vAMkAneramAMthI sau prathamacha'rI pAlita saMghanuM prayANa thayuM. saMghamAM khUba moTI saMkhyAmAM sAdharmika bhAio tathA bahenoe lAbha lIdho. A prasaMgamAM pUjya sAhebajInA aMtarajJAnanI vAta karIe. jayAre saMghanA trIjA divase pUjya sAhebajIe vAta karI ke Aje bapore ekAda kalAke varasAda paDaze. badhA loko AzcaryamAM paDI gayAM ke koi varasAdanI sIjhana nathI ne pUjya sAhebajI kemaAmabole che? ane kharekhara sADA traNa vAgyAnI AsapAsa joradAra varasAda paDyo. tyArabAda saMghanA chaThThA divase jaNAvyuM ke kaMika aghaTita banAva banavAno che, mATe darekane sUcanA ApI ke badhAM saMbhALIne rahejo. Akho divasa pasAra thayo, sAMjanA samaye mukAmaeto tyAM baheno badhAM pharatA hatAM. 164 in Education International

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paccakakhANa laine cAlyA gayAM tyAM huM beTho hato mane kahyuM ke " " A bahena mAsakSamaNa karaze'' ane kharekhara, e bahene mAsakSamaNa karyuM ane temanuM pAraNuM dhAmadhUmathI karAvavAmAM AvyuM. vastupALa-tejapAlanA derAsara pachI, tIrtha upara derAsarajI banAvavAno (sahasAvanatIrtha upara) zreya: A mahAtmAne zire jAya che. te jainasamAjamAM suvarNa akSare lakhAyuM che. eka paramazuddhinI vAta ke vAMkAneramAM aMjanazalAkA mahotsava vakhate koipaNa jJAtimAM koipaNa maraNa thayela nahIM. te A prasaMganI bhavyatA jovA maLe che. mArA putrane eka paNa AyaMbila thatuM nahIM, paraMtu sAhebajIe ekavAra AyaMbila mATe preraNA karI tyArathI temanI asImakRpAthI oLIo thAya che, evA zrI gurudevane amArA parivAranA koTi koTi vaMdana.... tyAM acAnaka be baheno kUvAmAM paDI gayA, badhAM bhAio sAhebajI pAse gayAM ane kahyuM ke AmabanyuM che. pUjyazrIe darzAvyuM ke kUvAmAM pANI nathI benane kaMi AMca nahI Ave temane bahAra kADho. te bahenane bahAra kADhyAM tyAre te benane hAthamAM mAmulI evuM phekTara hatuM ane bena haratAM-pharatAM hatAM. # pUjya sAhebajI vAMkAnera birAjatAM hatAM tyAre eka vakhata sahasAvananA kAmaaMge mane savAramAM jUnAgaDha javAnuM kahyuM. baporanA acAnaka emane thayuM ke huM jUnAgaDhamAM kaMika bhayamAM chuM eTale sAMjanA samaye pU. nararatnasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.ne ghare mokalyA ane kahyuM ke pAchAM Ave eTale tarata ja sAhebajI pAse mokalajojUnAgaDhamAM baporanAM bhayaMkara vAvAjhoDuM cAluM thai gayuM ane jUnAgaDhamAM huM je cokamAM Ubho hato tyAM eka jarjarita makAna paDyuM paNa mane kaMI thayuM nahIM. rAtrinA sADA-ATha vAgye huM pAcho pharyo. pUjayazrI vAta jANI AnaMda pAmyAM ke huM sukharUpa pAcho AvI gayo ane mane kAMi thayuM nahIM. pUjya sAhebajI pAse rAtrinA sADI-daza vAgyA sudhI hato tyAre sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM ke tuM jaldIthI ghare pahoMcI jA, ahIM vAMkAneramAM paMdara-vIsa mInITamAM vAvAjhoDuM cAluM thai jaze ane bhayaMkara vAvAjhoDuM AvyuM. : huM eka vakhata emane samAcAra ApavAM gayo hato ane temaNe mane tarata ja kahyuM ke 'tuM azubha samAcAra ApavA Avyo che ne ?' tyAre huM temanA saMsArI dharmapatnI amadAvAdamAM mRtyu pAmyA hatAM te samAcAra ApavA mATe gayo hato. ke eka divasa sahasAvananA kAme jUnAgaDha jatAM pahelAM ame sAhebajInA darzanArthe gayA paNa sAhebajIe kahyuM ke 'Aje kAmapatavAnuM nathI, Ajano divasa sAro nathI.'' chatAM ame loko nIkaLyAM ane goMDala pAse amAro jabaradasta eksIDanTa thayo hato chatAM sAhebajInI kRpAthI khAsa takalIpha na paDI. # eka bahena cAturmAsa sivAyanAM samayagALAmAM aTTamanA paccakakhANa levA AvyAM hatAM te bahene kahyuM ke " "sAhebajI mane paccakakhANa karAvo'' ane te bahena to guNayala gurudeva vADIbhAi desAi lAtIvALA(dhaMdhukA) amArA dhaMdhukA gAmamAM pa.pU himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanuM comAsuM saMvata 2005mAM thayuM tyAra pahelA koi mahAtmAnA comAsA thayela nahIM, pUjyazrI lIMbaDI bAjuethI vihAra karIne padhAryA. praveza vakhate pUjyazrIe aThThAi tapa karela. sAmaiyuM khUbaja dhAmadhUmathI thayuM. sAmaiyAmAM sAhebajIno aThThAItapa cAlu hovA chatAM eTalA jhaDapathI cAlatA ke sAhebajIne kahevuM paDatuM ke ApazrI thoDA dhIre cAlo. dhaMdhukAmAM A comAsAmAM tyAre akSayanidhi tapa karAvela. amAre tyAM dharmanI pravRtti tathA dharmanI samajaNa paNa joie tevI na hatI. pUjayazrIno upadeza eTalo joradAra hato ke lokonA haiyA nAcI uThatAM, jemamAthAmAM paithIe paithIe tela nAkhIe temasAheba ekaDe ekathI dharmanA marma samajAvatA gayAM sAcI dharmanI kaMika samajaNa thai hoya to sAhebajInA A comAsAthI thai ema kahevAya! akSayanidhitapanA chellA divase eTale ke saMvatsarInA divase eka chokarAne tarasa khUba ja lAgelI ane sAhebajIne kahe pANI. 165 1 .

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vAparavA do tyAre sAhebajIe pAse besIne sAMtvanA ApI samajAvI pANInA potA gaLe mukAvI tene te tapamAM sthiratA apAvI. kharekhara gurumAtRhRdaya vagara koNa AvuM karI zake ? vaLI temanA tapano prabhAva ja evo hato ke sAmo upazamapAmI ja jAya. sAhebajInuM bIjuM comAsu paNa adbhuta hatuM kAraNake sahasAvananI ghaNI ja kAryavAhI ahIMthI thayela ane amArA zrI saMghanA TrasTIgaNoe paNa khUba ja sahakAra Apela. * sAhebajInuM comAsu pAlItANA girivihAramAM hatuM ahIMthI lagabhaga paMdarathI vIsa jaNA paryuSaNanI ArAdhanA karavA gayela suMdara aThThAio paNa thai hatI, sAhebajI paryuSaNanI vAMcanA khUbaja suMdara rIte ApatA hatA. gaNadharavAdanA divase sAhebajI khUbaja suMdara rIte gaNadharavAda saMbhaLAvyo. sUryAsta thavAnI taiyArI hatI. pUjyazrIne yAda devaDAvyuM, sAhebajI pANI cUkavo tyAre emaNe pANI vAparyuM. zrotAo adhika ane adhika dharma ArAdhatAM thai jAya evo sAhebajIno prayatna raheto. kharekhara ! keTalo karuNAbhAva. * ekavAra comAsu cAluM hatuM tyAre mANekapurathI temanA kuTuMbIjano, bhAiobaheno zAtA pUchavA vaMdana karavA AvelA, sAMjano samaya, thoDuM aMdhAruM thai gayela. sAhebajIe zrAvako sAthe kahevarAvyuM ke have sUryAsta thai gayo che bahenoe avAze nahIM have kAle savAre Avajo. kharekhara cAritradharmanI keTalI khevanA! " ekavAra sAhebajI pAlItANA taraphathI vihAra karI dhaMdhukA AvatA hatAM. vacce tagaDI AvyA tyAre ahIM rasoDuM cAle che tevuM jANyuM eTale tagaDIthI kharaDa gayAM jyAM temanA rAgI rajapUtabhAi rahe che. jainadharma pALe che vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AvatAM tyAM vAparI pachI dhaMdhukA khUba moDA padhArela eTale ke zuddha gocarI mATe pAMca-sAta ki.mI. vadhAre vihAra karIne padhArela. zuddha gocarIno Agraha kevo ! * pUjyazrIno paccakkhANano prabhAva paNa adbhuta hato. ahiMthI eka bahena 166 Education International varSItapanA paccakkhANa levA pAlItANA gayela temaja eka bahena soLa upavAsanI bhAvanA hatI. teoe paNa tyAM jai sAheba pAse paccakkhANa lIdhela. bannene nirvighne tapa pUrNa thai gayo. sAhebajInA paccakkhANano prabhAva ja evo ke te AnaMdathI paripUrNa thaijAya.... * amo saMghanA bhAio vAMkAnera sAhebane vaMdana karavA gayelA. sAhebajIne tAva Avato hato. DokTaroe ArAmakaravAnuM kahela. have eka prasaMga evo banyo ke eka bahene mAsakSamaNa karela ane khUba dUra rahetA hatA. sAhebajIne vinaMti karI ke, 'sAhebajI pagalAM karo' sAhebajI badhAnI nA hovA chatAM mAsakSamaNatapano vicAra karI padhArela. tapadharmano eTalo lagAva ke zarIranI takalIpha veThIne paNa sAhebajI pote gayA. dhanya che AvA mahAna tapasvIratnane! huM jyAre jyAre sAhebajIne vaMdana karavA jaie tyAre eka ja prazna hoya 'keTalo dharmamAM AgaLa vadhyo'? ane aMte dharmamAM AgaLa vadhavAnI preraNA, A sivAya koi saMsArI ADIavaLI vAta sarakhI paNa na kare. # huM AMkhanA motIAnuM oparezana karAvavA amadAvAda gayela. oparezana thai gayuM bIjaidivase pa.pU.nararatnasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. kALadharma pAmyA. huM rAtre emanA darzana karI sAhebajI pAse Avyo ane beTho. eTale sAhebe mane cazmA paherelA joine kahyuM ke 'AvA kALA cazmA atyAre rAtre kemapaheryA che' meM kahyuM ke 'gaikAle motIAnuM oparezana karAvela che.' eTale, sAhebajIe kahyuM ke ''tAre na AvavuM joie'' meM kahyuM ke ''sAheba, teto mArA gurubhagavaMta hatA temanI bAjumAM saMthAro karato ane huM na AvuM te kemabane ?'' sAhebajInI dharmabuddhi ke hitaciMtA karuNA je kaho te, keTalI hatI te A prasaMga uparathI jaNAya Ave che. pUjyazrI pitAtulya : jyAre jyAre vaMdana karavA jaie tyAre dharmanI hitazikSA ApatAM saMsArI pitA to saMsAra tathA dharmanI badhI hitazikSA detA hoya che. jyAre A www.jinelibrary.org

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gurubhagavaMte dharmanI hitazikSA sivAya kAMi ja vAta karI nathI. jIvo kemadharmane pAme basa, eja emanI aMtaranI manokAmanA hatI. 5.pU. gurudeva bhavobhava maLe eja manokAmanA... pUjyazrInA pAvana saMsmaraNo vasaMtabhAi cunIlAla zAha (vAMkAnera) sahasAvana tIrthapati zrI neminAtha svAmI (devachaMdAmAM birAjamAna)nA aMjanazalAkA prasaMge... vAMkAnera nagare... pU. AcArya bhagavaMtanI nizrA hatI ane 40 divasa sudhI koi mRtyu ke amaMgala ke prasaMga banyo na hato. temAM amArA lAdhAbhAi devacaMda zAha parivAranA praputra zrI mahIpatabhAi jeo bALapaNathI ja banne page apaMga hatA. 65-70 varSathI jhajhumatA A bhAgyazALI uparokta vAta vakhate khUba bimAra hatA. 2-4 divasa paNa na nIkaLe tevI paristhitI hatI. pUjyazrIe vAsakSepa maMtrIne nAMkhela ane pachI dararoja traNa navakAra gaNI temanA para nAMkhavA kahela.... samaya ane divaso vItatA gayA. bahu sudhAro to nahIM paraMtu AbAda badhA ja divaso pUrNa thai gayelA. chellA divase dvArodghATana pachI dasathI sADAdasa vAgye temano dehavilaya thayo. * eka vakhata samagra saurASTra dukALanA gherA pratyAghAtamAMthI pasAra thai rahyuM hatuM. sAhebanuM cAturmAsa vAMkAnera nagare hatuM. gIca jaMgala ane pahADI vistAra evA jUnAgaDhamAM kula 4-5 iMca varasAda paDelo tyAre sAhebajInA sAMnidhyavALA vAMkAneramAM eka ja divase 5 iMca sAthe kula 14 thI 15 iMca varasAda paDelo. dareka vAMkAnerajanone amo sahu kahetA ke ahIM khUba ja utkRSTa AcArya bhagavaMtazrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nuM cAturmAsa hovAthI ApaNe koi ja prakAranI agavaDa paDavAnI nathI ane kula 14-15 iMca varSA paDavAthI amAruM 14 AnI samagra saurASTramAM pahelA bIjA naMbare comAsuM thayeluM. jaina ane jainetara tathA vAMkAnera sAmAnya janatAmAM harSa khuzAlInuM vAtAvaraNa pUjyazrInA prabhAvathI thayeluM. badhA ja nagarajano temanA pratye ahobhAvavALA banelA. uparokata prasaMganI kadararUpe vAMkAnera nagarapAlikAe vAMkAnerano je meinaroDa che tenuM nAma "pU. AcAryadeva zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI mArga'' ApeluM che, je Aje paNa lokamukhe prakhyAta che. * amArA mitra amArA pU. moTAbhAi kIrtibhAine maLavA AvyA ane vAta kahI ke amArA nAnAbhAine phITa/vAyanuM sakhata darda che. thoDA thoDA divase roDa upara, gharamAM ke anya sthaLe te paDI jAya che. tamAre sAheba sAthe bhaktibhAva che to mArA nAnAbhAine duHkhamAMthI rAhata thAya tevuM kaMika karAvI Apone! ame paNa A vAta sAhebajIne kahetA DaratA hatAM. sAhebajI custa ane zAstramati pramANe ja cAlanArA hatA, paraMtu amoe koi samaya joi temanI prasannatA joine A bhAine dharmakArya karavAmAM A darda vighnarUpa hovAthI temane vAsakSepa nAkhI ApavA vinaMtI karI. thoDA aNagamA sAthe paNa dharma karavAnI sahAyanI vAtathI temaNe to bhAi upara maMtrita vAsakSepa nAMkhela ane vadhu dharmamArge cAlavA hitazikSA ApI. Aje kadAca A vAtane 15-20 varSa thavA chatAM temanA taraphathI darda bAbate pharIyAda nathI. ArAdhanA sArI karI zake che, je mahAtmAnI amIdraSTi ane utkRSTacAritranI zAkha pUre che. pU. zrI balabhadrasAgara ma.sAhebane vAMkAnera sIvIyara eTeka Avelo. pUjyazrI lagabhaga AkhI rAta temanI pAse besI eka eka aMga upara vAsakSepa nAMkhatA rahyA ane pU.zrI balabhadrasAgara ma.sA. bacI gayelA. AyaMbilanA paccakkhANa levA AvanAra eka vyaktine pUjyazrI For Prime & Personal Use Only 160 www.jainelibrary.or

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kahetA...108 oLI pUrI karo. AvI bhAvanA sAthe paccakhkhANa ApuM chuM ane kharekhara emaNe 108 oLI karI hatI. vAMkAnera saMghane satata emathayA karatuM ke pUjyazrI amArA "dAdA mahArAja'' che ane emanuM amArA saMgha para eja rItanuM vAtsalya nItaratuM, amone khabara na hoya ane bAjunA gAmamAMthI samAcAra maLatA ke A vakhatanuM cAturmAsa pUjyazrI vAMkAnera karavAnA che, AvI jAherAta thai gayela che. AvA aneka upakAro amArA saMdha para pUjayazrIe karela che. jenuM RNa amo ke'dI cukavIzuM ? pUjya vyAkhyAna vAcaspati gurudeva zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sAhebanA hRdaya udgArano eka prasaMga:- rAjakoTa zaheranA vardhamAnanagaramAM pUjaya gacchAdhipatizrIjInuM cAturmAsa nakkI thayuM hatuM. huM vAMkAnerathI pravacana sAMbhaLavA jato. prAya: praveza vakhatanA pravacanamAM ja vizALa medanI ane zrAvaka-zrAvikAo caturvidha saMgha vacce pa. pU. A. rAmacaMdrasUri mahArAje pATapara pa.pU. himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tathA pa.pU. nararatnasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.ne banne bAjue besADI vacce pote beThA ane sAhebazrInI vAta karatA khUba ja bhAvollAsa saha kahela ke - A banne mahAtmAo amArA samudAyanI 'AMkha' che." A zabdo sAMbhaLatA amArA paNa romAMca harSita thayelA je prasaMga Aje paNa bhUlI zakAya temanathI. Ape, AyaMbilanA tapa mATe khAsa preraNA Ape tapasvI mATe teonA haMmezA AzIrvAda hoya temanA paccakhANathI game tevA moTA tapamAM paNa tapasvIne zAtA rahe. navA navA tapamAM joDAyelAne bahu sahelAithI tapa pUrNa thavAnA aneka dAkhalAo meM joyelA che. koi jAdu na hato paNa teozrInA tapa temaja vizuddha saMyamI jIvananA kAraNe mahAmUDI teo tapasvInI zAtA anetapa AgaLa vadhAravA mATe paNa vAparatA. game tevA du:khI, parezAna, bImAra temanA vaMdanArthe Ave tyAre temanA zaraNamAM zAMti ane zItaLatA pAmatA. teozrI jyotiSanA khAsa jANakAra hatA. teozrInA muhUrta dvArA moTI tapazcaryA hoya ke dhArmika prasaMgo hoya khUba ja sukharUpa pUrNa thAya. mArA patnI khAsa tapa karI zaktA nahIM, paraMtu pUjayazrInA upadezathI temanI nizrAmAM soLa upavAsa, kSIrasamudra, siddhitapa, varSItapa sukharUpa karelA. koipaNa zArIrika takalIpha vagara saraLatAthI thayela. cAlu samayamAM aneka bimArI temaja uzkerATa raheto, paNa tapanA divasomAM tAjagI ane zItaLatA rahetI Aja teozrIno prabhAva! | teozrInuM vyAkhyAna ke upadeza sAmAnya mANaso paNa saraLatAthI samajI zake. teozrI potAnA vyAkhyAnamAM kahetA, jainadharma-anaMta upakArI dharma, mahAna puNyodayathI prApta thayo che. mokSa meLavavA mATe sauthI sahelo rasto A dharmamAM batAvAyo che. AtmakalyANa mATe A dharma maLyo che. ApaNe saMsAramAM chIe ane saMsAranA vikAsamAM AgaLa jaI rahyA chIe, paraMtu mokSa tarapha AgaLa vadhavuM joie. tapa, tyAga, saMyamI banI tame sau paNa mokSa tarapha AgaLa vadho. teozrInA vizuddha saMyamanI ane dhArmika zistanI sau prazaMsA kare. eTalA custa ke temAM saheja paNa bAMdhachoDa cAle ja nahIM. bahenoe mAthe oDhyA vinA praveza na ja karAya evI kaDaka pAlanA, A bAbate koi dalIla kare to samajAve ke ahIM mArA sivAya paNa badhA sAdhuono paNa vicAra karavAno hoya che. gocarI mATe paNa temanA Azrito paNa haMmezA nirdoSa gocarI mATe ja Agraha saMyamanA AgrahI pUjya guruvAra kizorabhAi saMghavI (vAsaNA) pUjayazrI jJAnI, tapasvI, vayovRddha hovA chatAM ekadamasaraLa, divasa daramyAna game tyAre game tene darzana vaMdana karavAnI sAhajIka chUTa hatI. matalaba ekadamasaraLa, paisAdAra ke garIba, bALaka ke moTI uMmaranA badhAne saMtoSa Ape temane mana badhA sarakhA hatA. paisAdAra ke garIbano jarApaNa bhedabhAva nahIM, paraMtu tapasvI joine temanuM mana, hRdaya ane AMkha cokkasa khuza thayAno bhAva vyakta kare. dharmamAM AgaLa vadhavAnI salAha 168 X ain Education International

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rAkhatA. teozrInI nAdurasta tabIyata mATe davA levAmAM paNa tapane vizeSa mahattva ApatA. zarIrane takalIpha paDe to vAMdho nahIM pahelA tapa. DokTara, ziSyo ke sevako AgrahabharI vinaMtI kare to paNa temanI vAtane dhyAnamAM letA nahIM. vihAra paNa cAlIne ja karatA. ATalI uMmara, kaThora tapa, zarIranI pratikULatA chatAM saheje Dage nahIM ja. aneka kuTuMbone temaNe tAryA che. dharmamaya banAvyA, sAco rAha batAvyo, karuNAnA sAgara, saMghanI ekatA mATe jIvanabhara AyaMbila tapa karyo paNa mukha para haMmezA prasannatA rahetI, phakta du:kha eka ja vAtanuM saMgha eka na thai zakyo. darekane dharmamaya banAvavA haMmezA ciMtita rahetA evA gurudeva pa.pU. AcArya bhagavaMta himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebane koTi koTi vaMdanA. dAdAnuM sAMnidhya ghaTInAM AMgaNe amulakhabhAI prAgajIbhAi mahetA (gheTI) hAla muMbai ghaNA varSo pahelAM gurubhagavaMta, pa.pU. paMnyAsazrI bhadraMkaravijayajI ma.sA. sAthe gheTI padhAryA eka mahinAnI sthiratA karI tyArathI ja gheTInI dharatI AkarSaka banelI. tyArabAda pUjyazrI gheTIthI pAlItANA AvyA tyAre yAtrA karavA upara jatA tyAMthI utarI gheTI Ave. tyAre baporanA 12 thI 12-30 thai gayA hoya. zrAvakonA ghera gocarI vahoravA jAya tyAre amo sAthe jatA. dareka gharamAM zrAvako jamIne paravArI gayA hoya. sAheba lukhA roTalA, bhAtanuM osAmaNa je maLe te khapa puratuM vahorIne kharA taDake jamIna upara paga paNa na mUkI zakAya tevA samaye Adapura-gheTIpAga jaine vAparIne gheTI pAgathI zatruMjaya upara caDhe ane sAMje pAlItANA utare. A sAhebanI amArI temaja amArA gAmanI prathamaoLakhANa ! tyArabAda amArI vinaMtIne mAna ApIne gheTI AvyA. gheTI rahIne 22-23 upavAsa karyA. pAraNe sakaLa saMghe sAhebanI sAthe AyaMbila karyA. gheTI pAga AyaMbilano progrAmarAkhyo hato tyArabAda tyAM vyAkhyAna rAkhyuM hatuM. Adapuranarezane samAcAra maLyA ke AvA tapasvI mahArAja mArA gAmamAM AvyA che, teo vyAkhyAnamAM AvyA ane AgrahabharI vinaMtI karIne tenA baMgale rAtrivAsa rahyA. bIje divase pAraNuM karI gheTI padhAryA. jyAre jyAre sAheba gheTI AvyA hoya tyAre saMghayAtrAno progrAmahoya ja. koi eka zrAvaka saMghapati bane. saMghapati taraphathI yAtrALuonI bhakti. azaktone mATe DoLI ane bALako mATe uparAmaNIyA, gheTIthI cAlatA gheTI pAga javAnuM, yAtrA karavAnI pachI vyAkhyAna rAkhavAnuM sAMje gheTI AvavAnuM. gheTI saMgha upara sAhebajIno ghaNo ghaNo zabdomAM varNana na karI zakAya tevo upakAra che. te samaye gheTImAM be derAsara, be upAzraya. banne kuTuMba alaga ArAdhanA karatA. sAhebe athAga mahenata karIne eka karyA. gheTImAM nUtana derAsara banAvavAnuM nakkI karyuM pa.pU. udayasUri mahArAja sAhebe gheTIna tIrtha gaNIne mULanAyaka tarIke AdinAtha dAdA ane bhagavAnanI dRSTi cokamAM paDe te rIte dakSiNAbhimukha derAsara banAvavAnuM nakkI thayuM, khanana muhUrta thai gayuM ane khAta muhUrta thavAnI taiyArI hatI te daramyAna AcArya bhagavaMta zrI himAcalasUri ma.sA.ne gheTI padhAravAnuM thayuM. derAsaranI jagyA upara AvyA. joyuM to khodakAmamAM rAkhoTI AvI rahI hatI ane dakSiNAbhimukha bAraNuM derAsara taiyAra thai rahyuM che te jANyuM. huM te samaye tyAM hAjara hato. mane kahyuM ke saMghanA AgevAnane bolAvo. huM mArA pitAzrIne bolAvI Avyo. AcAryazrIe mArA pitAzrIne kaDaka zabdomAM kahyuM ke dakSiNadvAranA derAsarathI mAravADamAM gAmamAM sApha saphAi thai hatI. mArA pitAzrIne vAta gaLe utarI gai. pAlItANA 5.pU. udayasUri ma.sA. ne maLyA ane tyAre to kAmabaMdha rahyuM paNa have zuM karavu? ATalI jagyAmAM to bIjA koi dvAranuM derAsara thai zake temana hatuM. bAjunI eka dukAna laie to ja derAsara thai zake je saMghamATe ghaNuM ja kaparuM kArya hatuM, tevA samaye sAheba gheTI AvyA. sAhebe saMghanA bhAio sAthe vATAghATa zarU karI. ghaNI jahemata uThAvIne lAgatA vaLagatA bhAione samajAvIne derAsara banAvavAno mArga batAvyo. saMghe 169 www.e library.one

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paramAnaMdabhAinI dukAna laine jecaMdabhAine apAvI ane jecaMdabhAinI dukAna saMghane apAvI ane atyAre je dvAranuM derAsara che te banAvavAnuM zakya banyuM. tyArabAda bIjI be dukAno saMghane apAvIne vizALa raMgamaMDapa banAvaDAvyo. A che sAhebano gheTI saMgha upara mahAna mahAna upakAra.. derAsaranuM kAmajyAM cAlatuM hatuM tyAM paNa ghaNI salAha sUcanA ane mArgadarzana ApyuM. sAheba gheTI comAsu hatA tyAre derAsara lagabhaga taiyAra thai gayuM hatuM. mULanAyaka tarIke prAcIna munisuvratasvAmI padharAvavAnuM nakkI karyuM. mane ane paramAnaMdabhAine ghoghAthI mAravADa sudhI pratimAjInI tapAsa karavA sAhebe mokalyA. eka jagyAe pratimAjI nakkI karIne AvyA, paNa te pratimAjI maLyA nahi. tyArabAda sAheba muMbai padhAryA. tyAM dAdara jainasaMghane vinaMtI karI ke amAre gheTImAM mULanAyaka tarIke zrI munisuvratasvAmI padharAvavA che to maherabAnI karI amane Apo, paraMtu dAdaramAM zrI munisuvratasvAmInA bhakto ghaNAM hatAM teo choDavA taiyAra thayA nahi, sAhebe te lokone samajAvyA ke tamArA bhagavAna tIrthanA gAmamAM mULanAyaka tarIke jAya che, tethI khuza thaine rAjIkhuzIthI bhagavAnane gheTI lai javAnI rajA ApI. sAhebe tAtkAlika muhUrta kADhI ApyuM ane bhagavAna gheTI lAvyA. ATalo badho upakAra amArA gurubhagavaMtano! derAsara taiyAra thai gayuM. sAhebane pratiSThA karAvavA vinaMti karI tyAre AgaLapAchaLano khUba vicAra karIne kahyuM ke A kArya tame AcArya bhagavaMta udayasUri mahArAjA pAse karAvavA vinaMtI karo. gheTI saMghe te pramANe karyuM, to teozrIe pU. A.bha. himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pAse pratiSThA karAvavAnuM kahyuM, paNa jyAre saMghe kahyuM ke emaNe ja ApanI pAse mokalyA che ane pratiSThA Apane ja karAvavA kahyuM che tethI A.bha. udayasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pratiSThA karavA kabUla thayA ane dhAmadhUmathI pratiSThA thai. Education 170 pratiSThA bAda turata ja sAheba gheTI AvyA ane hisAbamAM devadravyamAM, sAdhAraNadravyamAM je kSati hatI te dUra karI ane vahIvaTa cokhkho karyo ane bhaviSyamAM khoTI praNAlikA na paDe tevuM mArgadarzana ApyuM. gheTI jevA nAnA gAmamAM sAhebanA traNa traNa comAsA thayA temaja sAhebane gheTInI dharatI pratyenuM AkarSaNa ane saMgha uparanA apAra lAgaNI ane mahAna upakAra che. nirdoSa bhikSAcaryA gocarImAM doSita gocarI Ave nahiM tenI khUba ja kALajI rAkhatA hatA. gheTI pahelIvAra comAsu AvyA tyAre sAthe bIjA cAra mahAtmA hovA chatAM bhUle cUke doSita gocarI AvI na jAya mATe pote ja gocarI mATe nIkaLatA sAhebane potAne AyaMbila cAlatA hatA. jo koine AyaMbila cAlatA hoya to ja tenA gherathI AyaMbilanI vastu vahore te paNa jeNe AyaMbila karyuM hoya tenI bhAvatI vastu hoya te ja vahoravAnI. sAhebajI gheTI Ave tyAre sAhebanI sAthe yAtrA karavA jaie paNa sAheba to dAdAnA darabAramAM besI jAya ane keTalA stavana bole teno kaMi hisAba ja nahiM kalAkonA kalAka dAdAnA darabAramAM ja hoya. mAruM bAyapAsanuM oparezana thayeluM hovAthI DaoNkTare eka paNa yAtrA karavAnI manAi karI hovA chatAM pUjyazrInAM Apela muhUrte meM 99 yAtrA zarU karI ane nirvighne pUrNa karI. zrAvikAne pagano sakhata duHkhAvo, nabaLAi rahetI hatI, chatAM paNa sAhebajInA zubhAziSathI temaNe paNa 99 yAtrA nirvighne pUrNa karI. sAhebanA saMyamajIvananA badhAja guNa satata yAda Ave che ane guNo gAtAM jIbha thAkatI nathI, ane moDhuM duHkhatuM nathI. dareka mahAtmAo vyAkhyAnamAM khUbaja umaLakAbhera sAhebanA guNo gAya che. haju sudhI guNAnuvAda cAle che. mulunDamAM pU. devaratna ma.sAhebe khUba ja kahyuM hatuM ke "AvA tapasvI ma.sAhebane AvuM darda AvyuM kema? emadarekane prazna thAya, temaNe teno khulAse karyo ke jyAre koipaNa peDhI ke beMka For Private Personal Use Only *******5] ]]

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uThavAnI che temajanatAmAM khabara paDe eTale loko potAnuM leNuM vasula karavA lAina lagAve te rIte moharAjAne khabara paDI haze ke A peDhI have eka be bhavamAM uThavAnI che tethI tenA sevakone AjJA karI ke peDhI uThe te pahelA leNuM bAkI hoya te vasula karavA lAina lagAvo.'' AvA advitIya sAhebajIne koTI koTI vaMdana...! ane pUchayuM ke sAheba bhagavAna pravezanuM muhUrta kyAre Ave che. sAhebajInuM sacoTa muhUrta ane eka vakhata temane ApeluM hoya te utkRSTa ja hoya, amane sAhebajIe kahyuM 'kAle savAre ja gharamAM praveza karAvI do.' ane utkRSTa samaye bhagavAnano praveza thayo.bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI Aje amArA jIvanamAM uttarottara ArAdhanA khUba ja vadhatI rahI che. sAhebajI pote tapasvIsamrATa hato chatAM koi nAnA paNa tapasvIne joi sAhebane AnaMda thato. sAhebajI kahetA ke "AyaMbila ke tethI uparano tapa e ja tapa che. kAraNa ke temAM ja aNAhArI padano anubhava ane AhAranI Asakti toDavAno anubhava thAya che.' AAMkhomAM vaheff II, thavA gurUvAra mA . . . . - azvinabhAi zAha(zephAlI-vAsaNA) pa. pU. A. bha. zrImad vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnuM saMyamajIvana khUba ja adbhuta hatuM. potAnA mATe kaThora ane bIjAne mATe naramahatAM. potAnI pAse AvatAM sarve jIvone mokSamArga tarapha kheMcI javA mATe khUba ja preraNA karatAM hatA. sAhebajInA vAsaNA navakAranA upAzrayamAM comAsuM AvyA pachI temanA prathamavakhata darzana karatAMnI sAthe khUba ja ahobhAva thayo ane amArA AMtarika guru tarIke hRdayamAM sthApita karyA. tyArapachI temanI sevAmAM rahelA pU. hemavallabhavijaya ma.sA. ane sAhebajI amArA jIvanane vadhAre uMcu lai javA mATe preraNA karatAM. temanI preraNAthI amArA jIvanamAM tapa-tyAga paNa yathAzaktivadhavA lAgyA. eka vakhata pU. hemavallabhavijayajI mahArAja sAhebanA mukhethI sAMbhaLyuM ke 'darekanA ghare gharaderAsara hovuM joie. gharaderAsara vagaranuM ghara na joie.' A sAMbhaLatA amArA manamAM ghara derAsara banAvavAnI bhAvanA jAgI. AMbAvADImAM sAhebajInI nizrAmAM aMjana-pratiSThA hatI tyAre ame vaMdana karavA gayA ane ghara derAsara mATe bhagavAnanI aMjanavidhityAM ja karAvavAnuM nakkI karIne tAtkAlika pratimA lAvI sAhebajInA haste aMjanazalAkA karAvI. bIje divase sAheba pAse bapore gayA pU. gurudevano camatkAra rasikalAla amIlAla pArekha (jUnAgaDha) 50 varSathI ame mAMgaroLa mukAme vasavATa karatAM hatAM, paraMtu dhaMdhAnA kArya mATe amAre jUnAgaDha mukAme AvavuM paDyuM. pa. pU.himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.no paricaya anAyAse thai gayo, mAruM jIveluM jIvana sArthaka thai gayuM, tematemanA sAMnidhyamAM AvyA pachI lAgyuM. ekavAra huM mArI dukAnanA oTalA pAsethI utaravA jatAM mAro paga lathaDAi jatA mane 45 divasanuM plAsTara AvyuM ane tyArabAda lAkaDI laine cAlato hato. tevAmAM mAruM puNya kaMika udayamAM AvyuM ane pa.pU. dAdAmahArAja saM. 2058nI sAlamAM jUnAgaDha mukAme pAlItANAthI jUnAgaDhano AyaMbilano cha'rI pAlita saMgha laIne jUnAgaDhamAM padhAryA. pU. dAdAnI tabiyata khUba ja nAjuka thai gayela hatI, paraMtu temanuM puNyabaLa eTaluM joradAra hatuM ke game tevuM saMkaTa paNa dUra thai jatuM hatuM. seMkaDo varSanA itihAsamAM prathamavAra giranArajInI godamAM bAla-brahmacArI 11 www.jinelibrary.or

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zrIneminAthadAdAnA sAMnidhyamAM taLeTImAM cAturmAsa karavAnuM thayuM, temAM mAro naMbara lAgI gayo paNa zArIrika takalIphanI rajUAta karI tyAre dAdAe kahyuM badhuM sAruM thaze. emanA evA AzIrvAda ke huM phekTarane hisAbe nIce besI paNa nahoto zakato, jamIna upara sUi paNa zakto na hato, laghu-vaDI nIti javuM hoya to UbhI khurazIno Azaro levo paDato hato. paNa sAhebanA AzIrvAda evA phaLyA ke Akhu cAturmAsa pATakhurazI vinA pUrNa thai gayuM. dAdAnA darzana-vaMdananuM vyasana lAgI gayuM. ane Azcarya ke Aje paNa bAjoTha ke pATalA, khurazI ke seTIno upayoga karato nathI. rAbetA mujaba huM mAruM jIvana jIvuM chuM. ane dararoja derAsaranA pagathIyA caDI ane bhagavAnanI pUjA sevA bhakti karuM chuM. Aje mane du:khAvA mATenI ekapaNa pharIyAda nathI, have A pU. dAdA gurudevano camatkAra ke bIju kAMi? Aje paNa dAdA to ApaNI vacce ja che. jayAre paNa koi vipna Ave pU. dAdAne yAda karIne, temane koTI koTI vaMdanA karIe to AveluM saMkaTa palavAramAM dUra jatuM rahe che ane pU. dAdAnuM nAmaletAM zrI saMghamAM tathA amArA parivAramAM eka harSollAsanuM vAtAvaraNa chavAi jAya che. saMkalpabaLI pUjyazrI dilIpabhAi raMgIlabhAi sutarIyA (jAmanagara) pa.pU. A. bhagavaMtazrInI dirghadRSTi, azakyane zakya karavAnI ajoDa kAryazailI Adi vizeSatAo dvArA teo amArA haiyAmAM kAyamI pUjanIya sthAne sthira thai cUkyA che. revatAcala tIrtha upara AvatI covIsInA tIrthaMkarabhagavaMto padhAraze, evA mahAmahimatIrthano mahimA jIvaMta rahe te mATe ane vartamAnamAM bAvIsamAM tIrthapati zrIneminAtha bhagavAnanA dIkSA ane kevaLajJAna kalyANaka je sthaLe thayA che te sahasAvana tIrthanuM kArya zaruM karyuM ane AvA viSamakALamAM paNa ghaNI kaparI kasoTIomAMthI pasAra thaine saMkalpabaLa, tapabaLa ane saMyamabaLanA prabhAve pUruM karyuM. | sAhebajInI nizrAmAM giranAra tIrthanI pradakSiNAmAM ame gayelA tyAre rastAmAMthI eka dUdhavALo dUdha laine ADA raste upara jato hato. sAhebajInA sUcanathI enI pAsethI eka loTo dUdha lai lIdhuM ane AgaLa jatA acAnaka sAthenA mahAtmAne pattharanI Thesa lAgatA paDyA, ane chAtImAM mUDha mAra lAgyo, bAma, AyoDeksa vigere ghasyuM ane sahaja lIdheluM dUdha mahAtmAne vahorAvyuM. A dUdha levAnuM sAhebanuM sAmAnya sUcanasaMkaTa samaye upayogI thai gayuM, nahito AvA ghora jaMgalamAM zuM maLe? jUnAgaDhamAM upadhAna tapa cAlu thai gayA hatA. pAchaLathI amane bhAva thayA ame sAhebane pUchAvyuM ane udAtta ane karuNAsAgara pUjyazrIe anumati ApI ame cAra jaNAe navakAramaMtranI ArAdhanA svarUpa aDhAriyuM karyuM. tyArabAda vAMkAneramAM bAkInA upadhAna pUrNa karI mALa pUjyazrInA haste ja paherI e amAruM paramasaubhAgya hatuM. sAhebanA sAMnidhyathI Aje aMtaramAM eka AnaMda che ke amane AvA mahAna tapasvI pUjyazrInAM darzana, sparzana ane temanA sevaka banavAnuM saubhAgya prApta thayuM hatuM. hotapasvI AcAryadeva kokIlAbena dhanavaMtarAya zAha (jetapura) himajevA ThaMDA, dayAdra, raga-ragamAM zAsana kAje jhajhumyA evA AcAryazrInA be prasaMgonI anubhUti! saMvata 1976 vaizAkha suda 3nA aNadhAryo lAbha maLyo ! mArA mAtuzrInA varSItapanA prathamapAraNA prasaMge ugra vihAra karI baMne AcAryabhagavaMta padhAratAM amArA haiyA AnaMdavibhora banI gayA, amagRhAMgaNe pAvana pagalAM paDyA. jetapura upAzraye be divasa sthiratA karela. hare Education International

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kudaratanI salAmI pUjya zrInA kAUTdharma avasare chellA cAra divasathI giranAra upara satata vAvAjhaLSAnI mAphaka vAyu deva vijhAMto hatA. pahADa upara caDhatAM caDhatAM paNa dUra pheMkAya javAya tevuM vAtAvaraNa hatuM. paraMtu pUjyazrInA pArthiva dehano agni dANa thatAnI sAthe ja kudarata paNa pUjya zrInA A prasaMgane salAmI ApatI hoya tema sAvadhAna avasthAmAM AvI gaI. . . ane eka ja dhArA. sAthe ugamana karatI. anijvA[[o paNa jANe pUjya zrInA paramagati taraphanA prayANanI. sAthI - pUratI hoya ? tema zobhatI hatI. pUjayazrInI nizrAmAM jUnAgaDha saMvata 1986 zrI upadhAnatapa karela, gurudevanI nizrA, vAMcanA, tapa, japano adbhuta lAbha maLela. utkRSTa, zuddha kriyAnI samajaNa maLela. nirdoSacaryAnA AgrahI siddhAMtacUsta, pUjayazrIne bhAvabharyA vaMdana ! pUjyazrInuM jIvana ja aneruM hatuM. mArA gurudeva - surezacaMdra hIrAlAla zAha (jAmanagara) pUjayapAda gacchAdhipati AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA ziSyaratna, mArA parama upakArI gurudeva AcAryazrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA jIvanamAM rahelI sAdagI, niSparigrahatA sAthe saMyamano khapa. cha'rI pAlita saMghamAM paNa zI vAgyA pahelA nIkaLavAnuM nahIM. temanA putraratna AcArya zrI nararatnasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAne paNa kevA apramatta taiyAra karelA ke pUMjavA - pramArjavAno pUro upayoga rAkhatA. vAsaNA dharmarasika tIrthavATikAnI aMjanavidhi prasaMge vidhikArakane takalIpha thatAM mane bolAvyo mArA haste judo aMjanazalAkA mahotsava to thayo na hato paNa pUjayazrInI najara nIce saMpUrNa vidhipUrvaka A prasaMga vidhikAraka tarIke karAvIne mane gurUgamanuM baLa pUruM pADyuM. mArI bhAvanA pUjyazrInA caraNomAM saMyamaprahaNa karI jIvana samarpaNa karavAnI hatI paNa huM rahI gayo ! mAro pramAda ! puruSArthamAM khAmI. chelle divase pathArIvaza hato, maLI zakyo nahIM, paraMtu svapramAM e ja nirakhyuM. sAhebajI hAthamAM mukI bharIne vAsakSepa nAkhI rahyA che. zAsanadevane aMtima prArthanA amArA AtmAno nikhAra karazo. mArA guruvarane koTIzaH vaMdanA ! 1. 1 1p3 www.ainelibrary.org

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gunA nAmano prabhAva sudhIrabhAi ke. zAha (amadAvAda) pa.pU. A. bha. zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba kALadharma pAmyA. tenA ekAda mAsa pahelAM mahArAja sAhebane vaMdana karavA amo jUnAgaDha gayA hatA. tyAre pU. jJAnavallabha mahArAje amone khAsa kahyuM hatuM ke 'tame giranAra jAtrA karI Avo, koi takalIpha paDaze nahIM. jo thAkI jAva ke koi takalIpha paDe to pUjyazrIne yAda karajo. temanA nAmanuM raTaNa karajo.' amArI to yAtrA karavAnI koI zakyatA na hatI. zArIrika paNa evI anukULatA nahIM paNa pUjayazrInA AgrahathI ame baMne upara gayA pUjA karI ane bapora pachI taLeTIe pA lAvyA tyAM sudhI amane koi ja takalIpha ke thAka lAgyo nahIM ane taLeTI AvyA bAda nA kArazI karI, upara pANI paNa vAparyuM nahIM ane jarUra paNa napaDI. amane giranAra parvatanuM caDhANa pAlItANAnA caDhANathI paNa saheluM lAgyuM ane thAkyA vagara amArI bannenI yAtrI paripUrNa thai hatI. pUjyazrInA nAmaraTaNano paNa keTalo prabhAva ! tapamahArAjasAhebanA DhaMbhAraNA | dhIrajalAla cImanalAla belANI (bhAvanagara) tapasImahArAja sAheba eTale pU. himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ! ame temane e nAme oLakhIe. kAraNa AyaMbilanI oLI upara oLI cAlatI hoya, vacamAM alpa virAma, AyaMbilamAM paNa vAparavAnuM ochuM keTalIkavAra korA bhAtathI calAve, bhAta sAthe kAMina hoya evA amArA tapasI ma.sA.! teozrInA be cAturmAsa dhaMdhukA thayA. paheluM comAsuM ghaNA varSa upara thayuM. lagabhaga sAiTha varSa pahelA. te vakhate mArI umara 10varSanI haze. hAlamAM sittera varSa pUrA thayA. te vakhate ame pAThazALAnA bALako sAMje sAteka vAgye pratikramaNa karavA jaie, pratikramaNamAM mahArAja sAhebanI sajajhAya khAsa sAMbhaLavA jaie. teozrInA mukhe sajajhAya sAMbhaLavI e paNa eka lhAvo hato. pratikramaNa pUrNa thayA pachI pAThazALA cAle. vaMdana karavA roja savAre jaie. sAthe pa.pU. A.bha. zrI nararatnasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. (e vakhate munirAjazrI) nA premALa svabhAvano anubhava thAya. pUjyazrI amArI zerImAM rojahoravA padhAre. badhAne gharethI chevaTa aDadhI roTalIno lAbha Ape. mahArAjasAhebane mArA pU. pitAzrI para khAsa lAgaNI. mArA pitAzrIne svargastha thayAne paNa 15 varSa upara thayA. mArA pitAzrIne 'camanazA' kahIne bolAve. sagAbhAi jeTalI lAgaNI rAkhe. mArA pitAzrInA svargavAsa pachI lAgaNIbharyA patra paNa ma.sA. lakhatA, AcArya ma.sA. nA dhaMdhukA be cAturmAsa thayA. bIjA cAturmAsa vakhate huM bhAvanagara nokarImAM hato, tethI dhaMdhukA jai zakyo nahIM. te pahelA eka comAsu ma.sA.nuM zihora hatuM, zihora ane darzane gayelA, Aso mahinAnI oLI cAlatI hatI. ma.sA.e mane oLI karavA kahyuM. mane to eka AyaMbilamAM paNa muzkelI paDatI paraMtu ma.sA.e kahyuM ke oLI karI le ! vAMdho nahI Ave, ane kAmathai gayuM ! evA vacanasiddha mArA tapasImahArAjanA saMbhAraNA ! amArA pakSahidvI gAMdhI anopacaMda hemacaMda (vAMkAnera) rAjakoTa AjathI Azare 55 varSa pahelAM saM. 20O6nI sAlamAM zeSakALamAM pUjya AcAryabhagavaMtazrI vAMkAnera padhArelA. mArA pitAzrIno tyAre pUjayazrI sAthe samAgamathayo. mArA pitAjI dararoja pratikramaNa karavA jatAM. e samaye teozrInA upavAsa cAlu hatA. jANavA maLela ke pUjyazrIe 1 upavAsathI kramasara zarU karI 24 upavAsa karavAnA che. vAMkAnera madhye teozrInA 16 upavAsanI tapazcaryA cAlu hatI. 174 Main Educatiginta national FEESFOy

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ame pUjayazrIne saMghamATe vinaMtI karI ane saM. 2030nA vaizAkha vada-8nA prayANa ane jeTha suda 5 nA mALanuM muhUrta AvyuM. amadAvAdamAM tophAna thatAM vighna AvavAnI zakyatA jaNAtI hatI, paNa sAhebajInI puNyakRpAthI e vighna na naDyuM, ane saMgha khUba ja umaMgapUrvaka thayo. | saM. 2031mAM vAMkAnera saMghamAM cAturmAsa thayuM. upadhAna tapa mahotsava thayela tyArathI amArA parivAra tathA saMghamAM dharmanA bhAvo khUba ja vRddhivaMta banyA, ane avasare sAhebajI amArA AtmahitArthe puNyapreraNAo karatAM ane dharmamArge mArgadarzana ApatAM rahetA hatA. | mahopakArI pUjyazrInA caraNomAM zata zata vaMdana ! mArA pitAzrIne A mahAtmAne pAraNuM karAvavAnI bhAvanA thai. pUjyazrIne 14 upavAse pAraNuM karAvavAnI bhAvanA aMge pUjyazrIne vinaMtI karI ane A zubha prasaMga nimitte pUjA bhaNAvavAnI AMgI, rozanI vi. karavAnI bhAvanA jaNAvI. pUjyazrI, taraphathI 'vicArazuM temajavAba maLela bIjo divasa hato tyAre paNa vinaMtI karI 16mA upavAse sAhebajI taraphathI amone lAbha maLaze tevo khyAla Avyo jo ke sAheba spaSTa hA na pADI. amArA parivAramAM khUba ja AnaMdanI lAgaNI thai, 16 upavAsanI tapazcaryA pUrI thai. pAraNA mATe pUjayazrI amArA ghare padhAryA, e vakhate huM 20varSano hato. gharamAM mArA pitAzrI-mAtuzrI ane huM ame traNa vyaktinuM amAruM kuTuMba. pAraNA mATe ghaNI sAmagrI karela paraMtu A mahAtmAe potAnA nimitte thayela vastu na ja vahorI. pAraNAmAM phakta dhI ane sAkara je nirdoSa AhAra gaNAya teno ja lAbha Apela. tyArabAda teozrInI tapazcaryA eka vakhata zrI zatruMjaya giri ane eka vakhata giranArajI bhUmimAM pUrNa thatA amo hAjara hatA te amAruM saubhAgya gaNAya, paNa sAhebe kyAreya doSita gocarIno upayoga na karyo tenaja karyo. tyArapachInA ghaNA varSo pUjyazrI mahArASTra bhUmimAM vicArela. saM. 2030mAM pUjyazrI vihAra karI vAMkAnera padhAratA amo paNa pitAzrInI sAthe savAranI navakArazI vahorAvavAno lAbha maLe ane pUjyazrInA darzanano lAbha maLe te AzayathI cAra-pAMca kilomITara AgaLanA mukAme javA nIkaLyA, paNa sAhebajIne to tapazcaryA ja cAlatI hatI. rastAmAM cAlatAM cAlatAM pUjayazrIe mane jaNAvyuM ke 'anu ! hemacaMdabhAine ghaNo lAbha Apyo che. hemacaMdabhAie giranArano cha'rI pAlita saMgha kADhavo joie' mane A vAta sAMbhaLI ghaNo ja AnaMda thayela. jIvanamAM A vAtano kyAreya vicAra paNa Avela nahIM. meM vAMkAnera AvI ane mArA pitAzrIne vAta karI mArA bena-banevI vigerene vAta karI badhA ghaNA khuza thayAM. sarvanA suhaTha, nerphosidhu, saMyamasaMdhunA sAhasika khevaiyA... vAtsalyavAdha, himAMzusUri dAdA... | zrImatI amInA bharatakumAra zAha (jetapura) amRtanA oDakAra svayaM ja anubhavI zakAya emapUjyazrInI anubhUti paNa AlekhavI zakya nathI. dAdA pratyenI lAgaNI ane emanI jIvanazailI 12 varSanI bALa uMmaramAM bahu samajaNa to na hatI chatAMye aNasamajamAM paNa evuM suMdara, sughaDa, sAdhujIvananuM zreSTha udAharaNa manamAM makkamapaNe chapAi gayuM. je uMmara vadhavA sAthe sAthe dRDhapaNe mana mastaka upara dareka saMjogonI eraNa para vadhu spaSTa ane sArvatrika AkAra pAmatuM ja rahyuM evuM kaLiyuganuM saMyamaratna... vAMkAnera bajAra roDanA upAzrayamAM dAdAnI nizrAmAM cAturmAsa, aMjanazalAkA, upadhAnatapa Adi aneka anuSThAnoe amArA jevA bALakonA jIvanamAM paNa khUba siMcana karyuM. dAdAnI gocarI.. roja 10vAgyA pachI ghera gherathI kUkaranuM varALa mATe mukeluM pANI vahoravuM. AyaMbilanI gocarInI to vAta ja na karavI ! bilakula nirdoSa 175

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gocarInA AgrahI pU. A. nararatnasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI vaiyAvacca ane gurudeva pratyenI niSThA joi mastaka namI jatuM. himAMzusUrI dAdA jevA durlabha zAsanaratnanA caraNomAM bhAvabharI vaMdanA..... taponidhane vaMdanA vasA bhAnubena kanakarAya (jetapura) mahAupakArI, taponidhinA pAvana pagalA amArA gRhAMgaNe thayela e amArA ahobhAgya ! saM. 2058nA giranArajInI taLeTImAM tapasvI sAhebanI nizrAmAM cAturmAsa karavAno avasarathI maLatA cAturmAsamAM tapa, japa, vrata ArAdhanA, sAdhanAmAM tapasvI gurudevanA AzIrvAdathI zrIkhIranA ekAsaNA jApa ane AyaMbilanI oLIno pAyo nAMkhyo. pUjyazrI custa siddhAMtavAdI, sahRdayI ane vidhimAM kaDaka hatA. temanAmAM tapa guNa jabbara hato, darekanA zira jhUkI paDatA, nirdoSa AhAra, pANInI paNa gaveSaNA khUba jovA maLatI. cAturmAsamAM zarIra asvastha rahetuM chatAM mAMgalika saMbhaLAvatA, ArAdhakone AzIrvAda ApatA. temanA jIvanamAM anekAneka guNonA darzana thatAM tapasvI pUjyazrIne dararoja bhAvadarzana karuM chuM. gurUjIne prArthanA che, Apa sadehe amArI pAse nathI paNa jarUra jarUra amArA para amIdraSTi vahAvajo. have, mAtra ApanI smRtine yAda karI Apane natamastake vaMdana karIe...! pUjya saMyaaibakA 106 n Education International hatA... pUjyazrInA saMsmaraNo DaoN. manubhAi zeTha (vAMkAnera) pUjya himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tathA pUjya mAnatuMgasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba banne tyAgI bhagavaMto paMnyAsajI hatA tyArathI temanA manamAM jUnA tIrthano jIrNodhdhAra karAvavAno bhAva hato. A bAbatamAM hastagirino punarodvAra pU. mAnatuMgasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. hastaka thayo ane giranAra tIrtha sahasAvana ke jyAM zrI nemanAtha prabhunA dIkSA tathA kevaLajJAna thayA che, te bhUmiupara agAu phakta bhagavAnanAM pagalAM ja hatAM, tyAM vizALa samavasaraNa maMdira banAvavAnA bhAva pUjyazrInA hRdayamAM hatA, te pUjyazrInI preraNAthI pUrNa thayA. pUjyazrInI dharma uparanI zradhdhA aDaga hatI. ane AyaMbilatapanI gocarI mATe pUjyazrIne jarApaNa utAvaLa na hatI. game tyAre be vAge ke traNa vAge tyAM sudhI vAMcana ane dharmopadeza cAlu ja rahetA. pUjyazrIno amArA parivAra ane saMgha upara anahada upakAra hato. pUjyazrIne bhAvabharI vaMdanA ! avismaraNIya puNyazloka divyavibhUti paM. vrajalAla upAdhyAya (jAmanagara) nisargastaH zarIra, sauSThava prabhAvaka zarIra baMdhAraNa, tyAga ane vairAgyanuM jIvaMta jaMgamasthAna tapazcaryAnuM advitIya vizrAntigRha. A yuganuM aNamola ratna, jyotirdhara hIrA, saralatA, saumyatA, nirdabha sAdhujIvana, sau koinA AdaraNIya, ajAtazatru, akhaMDitatAno paryAya, - tapovibhUti, divaMgata paramapUjya AcAryabhagavaMta zrImad vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma. sA. kevaLa eka vyakti mAtra na hatAM. teozrI sakala saMghanA hitaciMtaka, jAgarUka samyadraSTidevatA hatA. For Privite & Personal Use Only www.ainelibrary.org

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prabhujInI pratimA samakSa teozrInI upasthiti bhakti upAsanA, sAdhanA, ArAdhanA Ajeya paricita sarva sAmAnyane paNa ajaba-gajabanuM AkarSaNa banI rahetuM. jAmanagaranA cAturmAsa daramyAna thoDuM sAMnidhya - saMniddhino lAbha maLela enuM mAtra smaraNa paNa Ajeya alaukika jagatanuM A mahApuruSanuM vivaraNa kalpanAtIta bhAvukatA lAvI de tevuM che. dhanya jIvana ! dhanya tapazcaryA ! atte tapazcaryA sAthe raivatagiri prabhu pratimA animeSa darzana sahada ciravidAya dhanya ! dhanya ! dhanya amaravibhUtine vaMdanA ! bhAvuka zradhdhAMjali ! bhAvuka vaMdanAvalI. ...! mArA jIvanaghaDataranA ghaDavaiyA | manasukhalAla desAi (vAsaNA) huM pUjaya A. bha. zrImad vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA sAMnidhyamAM junAgaDha mukAme comAsu karavA gayo hato. mAre aThThamakaravAno hato badhAye karela paNa mArI tabiyatanA kAraNe huM chaTTa karI zakato paraMtu enAthI vadhAre tapamAM azakti AvI jatI hatI. mArI pAcanazakti nabaLI paDI gai hatI, ane tethI khorAka bahu levAya ja nahi ane lauM to pAcana na thAya. chatAM, pUjyazrI ne meM mArI bAbata jaNAvI mane pU. munirAja zrI hemavallabha vijayajI mahArAje kahyuM ke 'aThThamakaro! kaMi paNa thaze nahiM' AcAryabhagavaMta pAse vAsakSepa naMkhAvyo ane meM aTTamanA paccakkhANa lai lIdhA ane kamAla thai ! temanA vAsakSepa ane AzIrvAdanA prabhAvathI takalIpha na thai ane nirvighna aTTamanI pUrNAhuti thai. teozrIe mane mANasa banAvyo ane mANasamAMthI zrAvaka banAvyo ane dharmamaya banAvyo te teozrIno prabhAva. emaNe potAnI jIMdagI kevaLa tapazcaryAmaya ja pUrNa karI hatI aneka siddhionA prabhAve emanA guNo siddha thai gayA hatA. temanuM game te kaThIna kArya nirvighna pUrNa thatuM. nitya savAramAM potAnI jApanI ArAdhanA pUrI thayA pachI zrAvaka, zrAvikAone vAsakSepa nAkhavAmAM lezamAtra paNa aruci ke anicchA darzAvyA vagara haMmezA prasannatApUrvaka AzIrvAda ApatA hatA. paramapUjya ghoratapasvI mere prathamaupakArI prathamadharmadAtA manamohanacaMda kAnUgA- rAyapura paramapUjya himAMzUsarIzvarajI ma.sA. AdiThANA 5 kA phalaudImeM saMvata 2003 ko comAsA thaa| usa vakta merI zAdI ho gaI thii| meM zAMtinAthajI mandirameM pUjA kara rahA thA aura koI niyama nahIM thaa| jamInakaMda, rAtrIbhojana karatA thaa| mere paDosameM zrI gumAnamalajI vaida (huDIyA) rahate the / ve hamezA pUjyazrI ke pAsa jAte the| unhoMne kaI daphA maho calane ko kahA para meM gayA nhiiN| eka dina hama dono mere makAnameM baiThe the / usa dina usane kahA ki Aja rAta ko mahArAja ke pAsa calanA hai, maine kahA meM calakara kyA karUMgA, mujhe to guruvaMdana, caityavaMdana Adi kucha bhI nahIM AtA haiM / usane muje bahota Agraha kiyA / merA puNyodaya huA ki meM unake sAtha rAtako mahArAjajI ke pAsa gayA aura beThA / usa dinoM meM mahArAja sAheba kI AyaMbila kI vardhamAna tapakI olI cAlu thii| maiM karIba do ghaMTe baiThA rahA, ma.sA.ne sirpha ItanA pUchA ki kahAM rahate ho. gumAnamalajIne saba batA diyA / usa vakta karma para vivecana kara rahe the / maho sunanekA AnaMda aayaa| phirato maiM roja rAtako jAne lgaa| manameM vicAra AyA ki kitanA samaya merA vyartha gyaa| thoDe dinoM bAda 47 cI olIkA pAraNA AyA / puNyake udaya se mere tIvrabhAva hue ki pAraNAkI pahelI gocarI mere yahA~ honI caahie| meM savere hI mahArAja ke pAsa gayA aura hAtha joDakara vinaMtI kI pahelI gocarIkA lAbha mujhe dijiie| ma.sA. ha~sa paDe, lAbha aisehI thoDe hI milatA hai? tamako lAbha lenA ho to hamebhI lAbha caahie| maiMne kahA - sAheba Apa jaisA kaheMge vaisA me karaneko taiyAra rhuuNgaa| sabase prathama jamInakaMda tyAga ke lie kahA maine saharSa hRdayase tahatti kahakara hAtha joDa die aura jiMdagIbhara ke 177 www.ainelibrary

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lie pUrNa tyAgakA paccakkhANakA niyama lIyA / isI prakAra mahArAjajIne kRpA karake mujhe zrAvaka banAyA / dhIre dhIre kaI niyamoko dhAraNa kie| bAraha vratameM sabakA parimANa kiyA / AkharI niyama dIkSAkA thA usameM mai pIche haTa gyaa| eka samaya bAta calI kI jaba taka dIkSA nahI lUMgA tabataka gur3a nahI khAuMgA / saba niyama mere saMvata 2003 se Aja taka gurukRpAse pAlana ho rahe hai| unake upakAra ke badalemeM kucha nahIM diyA / nAkoDAjIse vApasa AkarameM rAyapura A gayA, usake bAda meM kapUta ziSya bana gyaa| tIsa varSa taka vApasa mahArAjajIke darzanakA avasara nahIM milaa|| kapUta ziSyako tisa varSa bAdabhI pahacAnA : rAtako ardhanidrAmeM khyAla AyA ki aremanamohana tu kaisA kapUtacelA hai ki itane upakArI guru kA darzana karanekA yAda nahIM kiyaa| dUsare dina hI subaha pitAjIse Az2A lekara TikaTa banAne ko tatpara huaa| ma.sA. usa samaya pAlitANAmeM pannArupA dharmazAlAmeM virAjamAna the| maine do TikaTa ahamadAbAda ke banavAe aura tIsare hI dina Trenase udhara phuNcaa| vahAM se pAlitANA gyaa| vahAM patA calA ki gurudeva jUnAgaDhakI ora vihAra kiye haiN| phIra hama jUnAgar3ha gye| vahAM se patA calA ki ve sonagaDhakI ora vihAra kara diiye| giranArajIkI yAtrA karaneke bAda sonagar3ha aae| vahAM se patA calA ki 2 dina vihAra kiye ko hue haiN| yahA~ amuka gAMvameM darzana hogA, vahA~ gye| sAhebajI kisIke ghara Thahare the vahAM gye| para car3hane para sAmane hI AcAryadeveza virAjamAna the| meM jAkara hAtha joDakara sAmane khar3A rhaa| pUjyazrIne do daphA mere ora dekhA aura bole manamohana hai| kyA? maine javAba diyA dhanya he| tIsa varSake bAdabhI kapUta celeko pahecAna liyA ! prathama prazna- vaMdana ke bAda sabase prathama prazna kiyA, "taiyAra hokara Aye ho kyA ?'' merA sira nIce jhuka gayA, dusarA prazna- "kaba taiyAra hoMge?" sira jhukA hI rahA, gurujIne baiThane ko kahA, hama baiTha gaye / niyamoMke bAremeM pUchA maine saralatA se kahA ki ApakI kRpAse koI / takalIpha nahI / asAra saMsArake bAremeM smjhaayaa| phirato hara sAla gurujI kA darzana karatA rhaa| ese guru ko pAkara merA jIvana kucha sudharA / gurujIkI ghoraabhigrahI savirdhasaMyamajIvanakI adbhuta bAteM yAda AtI haiM, to roma roma harSita ho jAtA hai| maiM vAsaNAmeM darzana karane gayA thA vahAM bahota dera taka dharma carcA hui| maine kahA ki gurumahArAja mai jAnabujhakara pApa bahuta karatA hu~ / IsakA kyA kAraNa haiM / guru mahArAjane draSTAMta 108 saha samajAyA ki bhUkha hone para bhI jaise koI jaharavAlA khAnA nahIM khAtA kyoMki jaharase marane kA Dara haiM, vaise pApo se Dara nahIM lagatA / jaba Dara lagane lagegA to pApakarma chUTa jaayeNge| dhanya haiM gurumahArAja / usa dina se pApabhIru bana gyaa| pUjyazrIkA AkharI caumAsA pUjyazrIkA AkharI caumAsA giranArajImeM thA vahAM para unakI tabIyata kharAba honekA samAcAra phonase milA / dUsare dina maine phona lagAyA, to batAyA ki kensara haiM davAI cAlU haiM, ThIka ho jAyeMge / mAgasara sudI 13kI bAta haiM suda 14maiM pauSadhameM thA, sadI 15ko 12 baje karIba phona AyA / pUjyazrI rAtako apane zvAsa pUre kara liye aura dusare dina 3 baje giranArajImeM dAhakriyA hogii| merA hRdaya vihala ho utthaa| AkharI mukha dekhane ko tar3apane lgaa| havAIjahAjase bambaI gayA / bambaIse rAjakoTa pahoMce vahAMse sambandhIkI kArase giranArajI 3 baje pahuMca gye| vahAM patA calA ki dAhakriyA sahasAvanameM ho rahI haiN| gurumahArAjakA mukhabhI nahIM dekhA - ___ maine DolIvAleko bulAyA aura sahasAvana calaneko khaa| 1 ghaMTemeM pahuMcAneko kahA para DolIcAlene kahA kama se kama 2-2.30 ghaMTe laga hI jaayeNge| merA dila TUTakara TrakaDA ho gayA ItanI dUra se samaya para Ane para bhI mukhar3A nahIM dekha sakuMgA / maine bahota vilApa kiyA para kucha nahIM banA / pazcAtApa ke sivA kucha hAtha nahI lagA / parama pUjyakA upakAra meM kabhI nahIM bhUla sktaa| mere Atmahita kI bAte kauna kahegA ? Isa pazcAtApa karate hue mere guru jahAM para bhI haiM meM hRdaya se mana-vacana-kAyA se vaMdana karatA huuN| maine gurujIse ahamadAbAdase zikharajI charI pAlaka saMghakI vinatI ki thii| merA puNya udaya nahI thA, lAbha nahI mIlA / pUjyajIko koTi koTi caMdana aise mere AtmAke mahAna upakArI guru kA meM RNI huN| AcAryazrI ke AkharI taka sevAmeM tatpara raheM una pUjyazrI hemavallabha vijayajIkA anaMta upakAra haiN| hara samaya deha aura AtmAkI bhinnatAkA jJAna dete rahe haiN| pUjyazrIkI Akhira taka sevAmeM tatpara rahe unako vidhisahita vNdnaa| aura hara hameza esI preraNA deve IsI AzA ke saath| iti zubham Education International .

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kRpAthI kAryasiddha | haMsAbena- amadAvAda saLaMga paSO AyaMbilatapanI bhAvanA hatI paNa .... kemathaze? pUjyazrIe Apela zubhadivase temanA haste paccakhANa karIne zarU karela ane amArA mATe atyaMta kaThIna tapa paNa pUjyagurujInI kRpAthI thai zakyo, pachI sahastrakUTanA 1024 ekAsaNA, varSItapa Adi karI zakyA. pUjyazrI to mahAvidehakSetramAMthI bhUlA paDelA eka ratna hatA. pUjayazrInI adrazyakRpAthI ja amAruM jIvana saphaLa thai zakaze. e guruvaranA guNa ghaNAM... praviNabhAi jhaverI (pAlitANA) pUjyazrI saMyamanA custa AgrahI ! doSa na lAge tenI pUrNa takedArI...! maryAdAnA cAhaka, koipaNa baheno udhADe mAthe Ave to tarata ja nA pADatA. koipaNa game tyAre Ave vaMdana karI mastaka namAve eTale vAsakSepa nAkhe. mArA upara mahAna upakAra karela che. siddhagirimAM huM yAtrA karIne pratApanivAsamAM pUjyazrIne vaMdana karavA jato, tarata vAsakSepa nAMkhI ApatA. emano vAsakSepa paDatA anahada zAMtinI anubhUti thatI. mArA kalyANamitra khAMtibhAi (mahetA DerIvALA)ne to Aje paNa pUjyazrI pratyakSa darzana ApatA hoya temaanubhave che. pUjayazrInA nAmasmaraNapUrvaka meM abhigraha karyo ke varase 60 AyaMbila karavA. mArI jarApaNa anukULatA na hovA chatAM sAhebajInI kRpAthI Aje huM AyaMbila karI zakuM chuM. dAdAnI yAtrAmAM dAdAno sathavAro hato. svarUzrI saMyubaeNkabaddhakahyuM hatuM.... virala vyaktitvanA svAmI pI.bI.zAha - (dhaMdhukAvALA) koipaNa nagaramAM ukaraDAM khUba ja hoya paNa bagIcA khUba ja ochA hoya. bagIcA banyA pachI paNa sacavAya nahIM to ukaraDAM banI jAya. temaduniyAmAM paNa ghaNAM vyakti ukaraDAM jevA hoya je vyasana kuTevomAM jIMdagI pasAra karI detA hoya, jyAre bagIcA jevA ochA hoya, phakta veDhe gaNAya evA, jeonA jIvanathI ghaNAMnA jIvana suvAsita banyA hoya tevA viralavyakti hatAM pUjya zrI AcAryabhagavaMta... jo temanA guNo lakhavA besuM to noTonI noTo bharAya. TUMkamAM kahuM to eTaluM ja kahI zakAya. AMbAnA jhADapara AMbA uge, AMbAnI vADImAM AMbA maLe, cIkunI vADImAM cIku paNa eka evI vADI hoya ke badhA ja phaLo temAMthI maLe, temapUjyazrI evA hatAM ke sarva guNo temane AzrayI rahelA hatAM. mahApuruSonA cittane koi oLakhI zakatuM nathI, temanI pAse satata rahenArA paNa jANI zakatAM nathI. phakta prasaMge prasaMge tenI jhAMkhI ApaNane thAya che. e tapa karatAM hatAM emanahIM paNa svayaM taparUpa hatAM. tapa jIvanamAM evo vaNI lIdhelo ke jIvananAM aMta sudhI tene choDyo nahiM, khUba ja nabaLI paristhitimAM koi kAco poco hoya to navakArazImAM besI jAya, tyAre teo ekAsaNuM-besaNuM nahIM paNa cha vigainA mahAtyAgarUpa AyaMbila karatAM. AvA mahAna tapasvInuM sAMnidhya mANavA koNa na jhaMkhe ! mahApuruSonA puruSArtha-sattva- puNyanI urjA eTalI joradAra hoya ke temanI AjubAju rahelAne paNa teno phorsa maLI rahe.pU. hemavallabha ma.sA.paNa pUjyazrIno kRpAprasAda pAmI AyaMbila naukAmAM besI gayA. mahApuruSo potAnA Azritone paNa mokSapuramAM pahoMcADe che. viralavyaktinuM varNana karavuM sarjanone paNa muzkela hoya che, to mArA jevA azane zuM? chatAM zrutadevatAne prArthanA karI AraMbha karuM chuM. pUjyazrIe dhaMdhukA comAsuM karela tyAre 109 www.spinelibrary.org

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temano Acho paricaya maLyo hato. pachI te jaMgamatIrtha sAthe zatruMjaya tIrthanI yAtrA karavA nIkaLyA. amArA sAdhvIjI ma.sA.ne paNa vaDI dIkSA-joga Adi aneka kAryanI vyastatA chatAM karAvyAM. temanA hAthe thayela dIkSA-vaDIdIkSA-aMjanazalAkA pratiSThA vi. adbhuta, alaukika rahyAM hatAM. chelle cha'rI pAlita saMgha paNa advitIya hato. atyAre lokone 5-7 AyaMbila-ekAsaNI karAvavA hoya toya AjanA mahAtmAone navanejAM. pANI utarI jAya. tevA kALamAM A mahAtmA AyaMbila karI saMghamAM calAvatAM hoya, tyAre ApaNane emathAya ke AvuM bhagIratha kArya mahArathI sivAya konAthI saMbhave? jANe temanA pagamAM tapanuM baLa doDI rahyuM hoya. nAnI nAnI bAbatomAMthI suMdaratattva kADhIne kahetAM hatAM. mahApuruSo ane mahAsatIonA caritra temane kaMThastha ja nahIM hRdayastha hatAM. vAta vAtamAM temanAM guNonI anumodanA karavAnuM cUkatA nahIM. temane temanAtha bhagavAna sAthe juga jugano RNAnubaMdha cAlyo Avato hato. game teTalI vakhata giranAra jatAM paNa jANe sadAyanA atRpta ja rahetAM hatAM. saMcamalIdhuM che to jIvanA bhoge pALI jANavuM, te temano jIvanamaMtra hato. je anekane preraNAdAyI banI gayo, sAdAmAM sAdA ane vadhumAM vadhu nirdoSa upakaraNothI teo nirvAha karatAM. kyAreka gRhasthane temanI A vRtti kaMjUsAi lAgatI, paNa temAM e prabhu ANA manamAM dharatAM. gocarI paNa teo phakta peTane bhADuM ApavA mATe ja vAparatAM. jemamahA du:khI vyaktine nAca-gAna khuza na karI zake, temagaramagocarI paNa temanA nizcala manane DolAyamAna na karI zake. bhojanakALa vItI gayA bAda AMtaprAMta: lAvelI gocarI ThaMDI thai gayA pachI, bapore 2-3-4- vAge jayAre saMgha, zAsananA kAryamAMthI navarAza maLe tyAre dehazatrunI khabara letA hoya temagocarI vAparatAM ane pharI 24 kalAka mATe karaphayu lagAvI pAchA saMghanI ciMtA karavA lAgatAM, kahyuM che ke bacapana ne ghaDapaNa sarakhAM hoya chatAM, jIbhanA koi svAda nahIM, AyaMbila choDavAnA nahIM, garamano moha rAkhavAno nahIM, evI temanI gocarI paNa ApaNA vairAgyavardhananuM kAraNa banI rahe. temanA tapa vize lakhavA besuM to pAnAonA pAnA bharAi jAya. mAsakSamaNanA 30mA upavAse zatruMjayanI yAtrA? kAcA pocAne be mALa caDhavA paNa zatruMjaya mahoya. eTaluM ochuM hoya temagheTIpAga utarI pachI AyaMbila karavuM, zArIrika-mAnasika prakRSTa makkamatA hoya to ja A zakya bane. giranAranI navvANuM karI. chelle jIvanamAM ATaluM ochuM hoya temapharI nabaLA zarIre giranAra padhAryA. pracaMDa sattva phoravyuM. AvA to eka eka guNaratno joDAine banelAM amulya ghareNAM emaNe paheryA hatA. tyAre AMkha mIMcIne kahevuM paDe ke "A pAMcamAM ArAnA vyakti hatAM ja nahIM. teo to cothA ArAnA bhUlA paDI gayelA-athavA ApaNA jevAno uddhAra karavA AvelA sAdhaka hatAM." AvA paDatAM kALamAM AvuM uMcuM AlaMbana ApanArA, bhaviSyamAM jainadharmanI UMcI padavI pAmavAnuM saubhAgya buka karAvatAM jAya che. temanI paramAtmA bhakti ajoDa hatI. jemaaDhIdvIpanI bahAra samayanuM baMdhana nathI temaprabhumaya thatAM temane samaya naDato nahIM. kalAka-divasa-rAta kAMi bhAna rahetuM nahIM. jANe khuda arihaMta ja ! arisAmAM svasvarUpane jue che. nabaLA zarIre saMyamapaNa joradAra ja pALeluM hatuM. pratikramaNa-paDilehaNa vi. mAM jarApaNa goTALo calAvI letA na hatAM. jIMdagIbhara pratikramaNa, paDilehaNa, Adeza vi. apramattapaNe karatAM hatAM. paNa chelle chelle nabaLI mAnasika sthitine kAraNe anupayoga thAya to jAgRta thatAM ane pharIthI karavAmAM jarApaNa pramAda karatAM na hatAM. temane kriyA karatAM jovAno paNa eka lhAvo hato. borane zuM kahevAya? kaThaNa ke komaLa? aDadhuM kaThaNa aDadhuM komaLa. bIjA mATe bahArathI komaLa, jAta mATe vajathI kaThora. mahApuruSonI A ja bhUmikA hoya che. Azritavarga-gRhasthavarga upara karuNatAnI amIvarSA kAraNe apavAdanI chUTa Ape, jAta mATe khUba ja kaThora, game tevA prasaMgamAM apavAda nahIM ja utsarga ne ja pakaDI rAkhavo. chellI avasthAmAM atyaMta azakta hovA chatAM DoLI-vhIlacerano upayoga na ja karyo. besavA mATe paNa parimita Asanono upayoga karatAM. nabaLA zarIre paNa 180 P)

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saMghanA kAryo sAthe potAno svAdhyAya paNa na mUkatAM. vahelI savAre - lokonI avara javara na hoya tyAre zAMta vAtAvaraNamAM svAdhyAya, jApa vi. karatA. paramAtmAnI bhaktimAM khovAi jatAM. ekanI ekastuti-stavana 25-30vAra raTatAM. teonI sAthe derAsaramAM darzana karanArane bolAyeluM stavana ja ghaDI-ghaDI moDhe AvatuM. nAnAonA pratyeno vAtsalyabhAva paNa gajabano hato. nAnA game teTaluM uthala pAthala kare; mAnasikazArIrika bimAra hoya to temane kevI rIte saMyamamAM sthira karavA? tenI hathoTI temanI pAse hatI. jemavaizAkha mahinetapta thayelAne vaDalAnI chAyA zAtA Ape temasaMsAranI mAyAjALathI tapta thayelAne teo mIThI chAyA ApatAM hatAM. temanuM sAMnidhya eTale mAno khoLo -badhAMja samAi jatAM. potAnI sazakta sthitimAM te glAnasevAne prabhu sevA mAnatAM hatAM, tenI mATe yathAzakti bhoga paNa ApatAM hatAM. potAnA sarva kArya mUkIne vaiyAvacca karatAM hatAM. chellI sthitimAM paNa Azritavarga nAdurasta hoya to nAnA-moTAno bheda rAkhyA vagara tenI sevAmAM lAgatAM, sAdhunI sevAne aDhIdvIpamAM rahela tamAmanI sevArUpa gaNatAM, sAthe rahelA sAdhu sAthe sagAbhAi jevo vyavahAra karatAM. teoe jIvanamAM vaNI lIdhuM hatuM ke bhaviSyanA bhavomAM saMyamajoituM haze to A bhavamAM saMcamIne sahAya karavI te ja upAya che, mATe te bIjAnI lAgaNI, icchAne pradhAna karatAM ane svanI lAgaNIne gauNa karatAM. vANIno upayoga ghInI jemakaratA hatAM. jarUra paDe tyAMja jarUra pUratuM ja bolatAM, bAkI mauna rAkhatAM, mATe vacanonI siddhi temane varelI hatI. emanI vacanasiddhi evI hatI ke temanAM moDhAmAMthI nIkaLelI vAta game teTalI azakya hoya toya suzakya thai jatI. jANe koi daivI zakti hoya, temanuM muhUrta paNa acala jaNAtuM. amAro anubhava che, ghaNI vakhata divasa AgaLa pAchaLa hovAthI zubha prasaMgomAM moTI honAratathI bacI jatA hoie chIe tyAre te muhUrta ApanAra pratye ghaNo ahobhAva thai jAya che ke joine muhUrta ApyuM nahItara jAnamAla hAni thAta, ane zAsana apabhAjanA thAta te vadhArAmAM, mATe ekadamazubha muhUrta ApatAM, jethI prasaMgamAM aDacaNa AvyA vagara suMdara rIte kAmapAra paDatuM. jyAM ApaNI dRSTi na pahoMce tyAM sudhI temanI dRSTi pahoMcatI. je jhADanuM zikhara paNa ApaNe na joi zakIe, e jhADanuM ghaNuM UMDu mULIyuM temane dekhAtuM. nAno paNa doSa pariNAme keTalo ghAtaka bane che te jANavA mATe doSane tarata ravAnA karatAM zAsanakArya-saMghakArya mATe phakta atyAre anurUpa evA ja nahIM, paraMtu 2530 varSa sudhInA phAyadAkAraka sUcano ApI zakatAM. mumukSune paNa jIvanopayogI hitazikSAo ApatAM. prAMtasAgaramAM rahelA himakhaMDanI vizeSatA hoya che ke teno AThamo bhAga ja bahAra hoya che, bAkInA sAta bhAga aMdara hoya che. mATe mAtra baraphano TukaDo lAge ene sAmAnya mAnI vahANa AgaLa vadhe to TakarAi jAya. pUjayazrInA saMyama-tapavizALatAno phakta AThamo ja bhAga dekhAya, bIjA 7 bhAga to aMdara hoya, tene samarpita thaie to kalyANa! paNa niMdA-kuthalImAM paDyA to athaDAine marI jaizuM. dIpanuM darzana karIe to phakta prakAza maLe, paNa tenA sparzathI ApaNe dIpa banI jaie, mATe AvA mahAna pUjyazrInuM phakta guNAnuvAdarUpa darzana nahI paNa yathAzakti anukaraNa karavA rUpa sparzana karI temanA guNone ApaNA jIvanamAM khIlavavA prayatna karIe e ja maMgalakAmanA...

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mANekapuranA mahAmUlAna rasikalAla aMbAlAla mahetA (mANekapura)-muMbaI pUjya AcAryabhagavaMta amArA mANekapura gAmanA mahAmUlAratna hatAM. mArA pitAzrInA samakakSa vayanA hovAthI amArA piravAra upara temanI anarAdhAra kRpA varasatI hatI. i.sa. 1975mAM amArA mAtuzrInA AtmazreyArthe pU. gurudevanI pAvananizrAmAM mANekapuramAM paMcAhnikA paramAtmabhakti mahotsavanuM Ayojana karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. tyArabAda saM. 2055mAM pU. gurudevanI nizrAmAM mANekapura madhye eka aitihAsika cAturmAsa saMpanna thayuM, jemAM jaina-ajainomAM jinavANI ane prabhue ciMdhelA tapamArga upara aneka puNyAtmAoe prayANa karela hatuM. ajainomAM vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanA pAyA, aTTama, aThThAi Adi aneka tapArAdhanA thai sAthe sAthe mArA jevA pAmara upara paNa pU. gurudevanI amISTi paDavAthI ghaDapaNamAM paNa mArA jevA mATe aDhAi tapa, akhaMDa 20 khIranA ekAsaNA sAthe 1lAkha namaskAra mahAmaMtrano jApa, vardhamAna AyaMbila tapano pAyo, divALIno chaDha Adi ArAdhanA thavA pAmI hatI. tyArabAda pUjyazrInI nizrAmAM cha'rI pAlita saMgha daramyAna svAsthya bagaDatAM pUjyazrI pAse gayo tyAre teozrIe vAsakSepa nAMkhIne jaNAvyuM 'jAo kazuM thavAnuM nathI' ane kharekhara bIjA divase svAsthya pUrvavat nirogI banI gayuM. jainazAsananA itihAsamAM giranAranI godamAM thayela sau prathamacAturmAsika ArAdhanAnI pUrNAhuti avasare kArataka suda punamanA divase gurudevane vaMdana karI yAtrA karavAnI bhAvanA vyakta karatAMnI sAthe ja gurudeve kahyuM ''khuzIthI yAtrA karavA jAva ! kazuM nahIM thAya'' ane kharekhara ekAsaNAnA paccakkhANa sAthe camatkArika rIte A yAtrA pUrNa thai hatI. te pUjyazrInI amogha vANIno ja prabhAva! kRtajJatAH pUjya gurudevanA saMsArI pitAzrInI jIvanasaMdhyAnA chellA varSono kALa pasAra 182 Education International thai rahyo hato, paristhiti nAjUka hatI, beThA hoya to ubhA thavAmAM takalIpha paDatI tevA avasare temane pAchalI avasthAmAM paNa paramAtmAnI pUjA vagere thAya te mATe keTalAka zaktimAna zrAvikone preraNA karI, temanI jIvana saMdhyAe temane ArAdhanA karAvI vaLI potAnA saMsArI mAtApitAnA anaMtopakAranI cirakAlIna smRti arthe mANekapuramAM potAnA saMsArI gharane mANekapuraratna gurumaMdiranA svarUpamAM pheravI nAMkhyuM ane te ja gurumaMdiramAM temanA parivAranA kuladIpakonI samakSa darzana karatAM mAtApitAnI mUrtio padharAvavAmAM AvI che. acittva ciMtAmaNI manISA zreNikabhAi paTavA (vAsaNA) saMsArarUpI samudramAM divAdAMDI svarUpa pa.pU.A. himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA prathamadarzana gRhasaMsAramAM praveza karavAnA prathamadivase ja thatAMnI sAthe jANe ke bhavobhavanA paricita gurubhagavaMtano bheTo na thayo hoya! tevo anubhava thayo. lagna pahelAM pU. gurudeva saMyamamAM custa che, ghora tapasvI che ane khUba ja kaDaka svabhAvanA che, tevuM sAMbhaLavA maLyuM hatuM, paraMtu jyArepU. gurudevano pratyakSa anubhava karyo tyAre teo zrIphaLa jevA bahArathI kaDaka paraMtu aMdarathI ToparA jevA komaLa hatAM. avAranavAra sAhebajInA hitavacano sAMbhaLI jIvanamAM kharA arthamAM dharmane pAmavAnA upAyo jANavA maLatAM hatAM. paraMtu chellA 9-10 varSathI bahulatayA sAhebanI vAsaNAmAM sthiratA bAda acAnaka sAhebane siddhagiri tathA giranAra tarapha javAno avasara Avyo... vAsaNAnA lagabhaga dareka zrAvaka zrAvikAonI AMkho azrubhInI banI gai... sAhebanuM cAturmAsa jUnAgaDha nakkI thatAMnI sAthe ja haiyAmAM phALa paDI gai. kAraNake thoDAM divasa pahelA ja svapramAM joyuM hatuM ke sAhebajI jUnAgaDha jaze paraMtu tyAMthI pAchA padhArI zakaze nahIM, ane kharekhara evuM ja banyuM. sAhebajI

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giranAranI chatrachAyAmAM kALadharma pAmyAnA samAcAra maLyA. samagra saMyamajIvana daramyAna ghorasAdhanA karela mahApuruSanA mRtadehano sparza karI teozrInA divyadehanI urjA meLavavAnI atyaMta jhaMkhanA hovA chatAM saMyogavazAtu tyAM pahoMcI na zakAyuM te mAruM kamanasIba hatuM tethI mAruM mAnavajIvana niSphaLa jatuM hovAno anubhava thato hato. kyAreka to sAhebajI mane jarUra maLaze tevo vizvAsa hato. sAhebajInA pArthivadehano sparza na thai zakyo tethI agnisaMskAranI rAkha meLavavAnI icchA hatI. sau parivArajano tyAM jai Avela paraMtu koine rAkha maLI nahIM eka divasa mane svama AvyuM ke sAhebajInI samAdhi che tyAM eka khUNAmAM rAkha paDI che. thoDA divasamAM ja giranAranI yAtrAe javAnuM thayuM. samAdhinA darzana karyA, darzana karI utaravAno vicAra karatAM hatAM tyAM pAchaLathI koi bhAie bUmapADIne kahyuM * 'sAhebajInI agnisaMskAranI rAkha che tamAre joie che?" ane mAruM bhAgya khUlI, gayuM. pArthivadehano sparza na thayo paNa pArthivadehanI rAkhane sparzavAno lAbha maLI gayo! sAhebajI vartamAnakALanA sAkSAt bhagavAna svarUpa lAgatA hatA. Aje paNa jayAre jayAre jIvanamAM koi asamAdhi ke ciMtAno avasara AvatAM tarata ja sAhebajInA nAmasmaraNa karatAMnI ja sAthe badhI asamAdhi dUra thai jAya che. sAhebajI acintaciMtAmaNi svarUpa che. * pratiSThA bAda paryuSaNa mahAparvanI pUrva saMdhyAe dvAra ughADatAM ja aMdara kaMkunA tAjA sAthiyA, kaMku kezaranAchAMTaNA tathA divya sugaMdhano anubhava thato. * sAmAnyathI paMcadhAtunI pratimAjIone avasare avasare dahIM, lIMbu, vaDI, | pAvaDara Adi aneka dravyothI sApha karavAnuM anivArya bane che jyAre amAre to AvA koi dravyono Upayoga karyA vagara sahaja ja dina pratidina prabhujInuM rUpa vadhumAM vadhu khIlatuM jAya che. divasanA traNa rUpa badalAtA hoya ane jANe ke suvarNanA bhagavAna na banAvyA hoya! tevo saune pratyakSa anubhava thAya che. anekavAra savAre dvAra ughADatAM ja aMdara prabhujInA khoLAmAM khUba ja vAsakSepa hoya che. * pratiSThAnA prAraMbhanA ATha varSa sudhI to besatAvarSanI maMgalaprabhAte dvArA kholatAM ja prabhujInI banne bAju rahetA banne dIpako koi vizeSa ghI pUravAmAM AvyuM na hovA chatAM AkhI rAta jhaLahaLatA rahetA. prAraMbhika varSomAM to snAtrano nAno dIvaDo (jemAM ekAda kalAka sudhI cAle teTaluM ghI pUrI zakAya) ghaNIvAra koi dhI pUryA vagara akhaMDa be-traNa divasa cAlato hato. * prabhAte derAsara ughADatAMnI sAthe ja ghaNIvAra koi aspaSTa AkRti derAsaramAMthI bahAra nIkaLatI jovA maLela che. jANeke deva devIo prabhu bhakti karavA AvatA na hoya? AvI anekavidha divya anubhUti karAvavAmAM sAhebajIno AtmasaMkalpa, saMyamacustatA, tapobaLa ane zAsanarAga mukhyatayA kAraNabhUta che. sAhebajInI asImakRpAthI vAsaNA madhya bhoMyarAmAM prAcIna neminAthadAdAne padharAvavAno tathA rAjanagarathI siddhAcala ane sidhdhAcalathI raivatAcalanA cha'rI pAlita saMghamAM AMzika saMghapati thavAno lAbha prApta thayo. sAhebajInI kRpAthI amArA parivAranI dharmabhAvanA dinapratidina uttarottara vRdhdhi pAmI rahI che. vadeva nAce harSa sAthe.... zreNikabhAi kAMtilAla dalAla (vAsaNA) pUjya AcAryabhagavaMtanA zubha muhUrta tathA pAvanIya haste amArA gRhacaityamAM samAdhinA dAtA zrI bhIlaDIyAjI pArzvanAthadAdAnI pAvanakArI pratiSThA thai tyArathI sAhebajInA AtmabaLa, saMyamabaLa ane tapobaLanA puNyaprabhAve amArA gRhacaityamAM anekavidha akalpanIya prasaMgonI vaNajhAra cAlI rahI che. 183 www.ainelibrary

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zAsanano teja sitAro... cirAgabhAi je. zAha (amadAvAda.) pa.pU. A. bhadraMkarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba tathA pa.pU. A. himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba UMmara, saMyamaparyAya, tIvra zAsana ane saMyamarAga Adi bAbatomAM sAmyatA dharAvatA hatA tethI chellA varSomAM amadAvAda madhye vAraMvAra zAsananI ciMtAdi kAryArthe tathA ekabIjAnA svAsthyanI ciMtAthI maLavAnA prasaMgo banatA. ekavAra pa.pU. A. bhadraMkarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebane mAtrAnI takalIpha thayela hovAthI pezAba baMdha thai javAthI upAzrayamAMja eka nAnuM oparezana karavAnI taiyArI thai cUkI hatI. thoDIvAramAM ja A oparezana thavAnI paLo gaNAtI hatI. tevAmAM pa.pU.A. himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI puNya padharAmaNI thai ane haju upadhi Adi goThavAya tyAMto AcArya mahArAja oparezananA samAcAra jANI ekadamaciMtAnA cakaDoLe caDI gayA ane tenA paribhramaNathI pedA thayela ciMtananI cinagArIothI AcAryamahArAjanA te avasare udayamAM Avela azAtAvedanIya karmo bhasmIbhUta thai gayA ane AcArya mahArAjane koipaNa jAtanA upacAra vagara tAtkAlika mAtrAnI zaMkAnuM nivAraNa thai gayuM ane AcAryabhagavaMta pUrvavat potAnI ArAdhanAmAM layalIna banI gayA. 184 Jain Education Internationa dhanya te parrahaciMtaka pUjayazrI ! * navakAra phaleTa upAzraya-vAsaNA madhye 5.pU. A. bhadraMkarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja padhAryA ane sudIrgha bhISmaabhigrahapUrvakanA AyaMbila tapanuM pAraNuM karavA vinaMtI karI tyAre pUjyazrIe zAsanasevA mATe khapI javAnuM zreyaH jANyuM paraMtu pAraNuM karavAnI taiyArI na batAvI. pUjyazrIe mAtra zAsananI ciMtA mATe zarIranuM balidAna ApI dIdhuM. * jyAre jyAre jainazAsananA koi agatyanA kArya aMge pUjyazrIne samaya ApavA vinaMti karato tyAre sAhebajI haMmezA badhA mahAtmAo saMthArI jAya ane gRhasthonI avara javara paNa baMdha thai jAya tyAre rAtre 11 vAge AvavAnuM kahetA jethI zAsananA kAryanI vicAraNAmAM vacce koi vikSepa na rahe. divasa hoya ke rAta satata zAsana ciMtA-ciMtanamAM tatpara sUrIzvara! * mAsakSamaNa tapanI ArAdhanArthe pUjyazrIe akramanA paccakkhANa ApatAM kahyuM ke 'prasannatApUrvaka ArAdhanA karavI, koi saMkalpa-vikalpa na karavo.' paNa cothA divase mana DAmADoLa thavA lAgyuM. citta vicArazUnya banavA lAgyuM, chatAM cothA divase paccakkhANa letI vakhate sAhebajIne puchyuM 'sAhebajI! tapa to sukhapUrvaka thaze ne ?' tarata sAhebe kahyuM . 'zaMkA karavAthI vighna cokkasa Avaze' paraMtu tapa ane paccakkhANanA mahimAnA prabhAvathI tathA pUjyazrInA svayaMnA tapobaLa, saMyamabaLa ane vacanasiddhatA uparanI atUTa zradhdhAnA baLe A dIrghatapa kairIte pUrNa thayo tenI khabara ja na paDI! A che viralapuruSanI vacanasidhdhatA! Y3 niThorjacaryAnAM cAhaka hatA... vale & Personal Use Only

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bhale roTalo ane maracuM ja khAvAno avasara Ave paraMtu bhavobhavanI durgatinI yAtrA to aTakI jaze! " basa sAhebajInA vacano upara atUTa zraddhA sAthe te dhanya paLe pratijJA karI ane Aja sudhI je AtmasamAdhi prApta thai che tenuM varNana karavuM azakya jaNAya che. AvA bhavobhavanA upakArI guruvaranA caraNomAM koTi koTi vaMdana. . * bhavobhavanA upakArI | DaoN. hasamukha bI. zAha (amadAvAda) mArI bAlya avasthAmAM ja pU. pitAzrInI chatrachAyA gumAvI. mAtuzrIe lokonA nAnA moTA kAmo karI tanatoDa mahenata-majUrI karI... gAyanekolojIsTa (strIprasuti ane strIroga niSNAta)nI DIgrI maLI. thoDA varSo prAiveTa TrasTanI hospiTalamAM nokarI karI... kuTuMba paripAlana tathA bALakonA uchera mATe Arthika paristhitithI thoDAM saddhara thavA mAthe devuM karIne prAiveTa hospiTala zarU karI ... jemAM mArA pUrvabhavanA koi azubha karmodaye garbhapAta dvArA bhRNahatyA karavAnA paNa aneka keso AvavA lAgyA, vikaTa samaya pasAra thavA lAgyo. mana A kRtya karavA DaMkhe che, paristhiti A kRtya karAve che. mAtuzrI tathA zrAvikA paNa A vAtathI ugamAM rahevA lAgyA. zuM paramAtmAnuM zAsana, jaikuLamAM janmabAda paNa AvA duSkRtyo karavAnAM ? AvI ghora hiMsA kemasahI zakAya? bIjI bAju devuM karIne ubhI karelI hospiTalanA paisA cukavavAnI ciMtA paNa manane korI khAtI hatI. pUjya AcAryabhagavaMta saMsArIpakSe mArA mAtuzrInA pitarAibhAinA nAte mArA mAmA thAya, koipaNa kAraNe temanA kAne paNa A vAta pahoMcI gai. sAhebanA saM. 204panA rAjakoTa cAturmAsa daramyAna vaMdanArthe javAnuM thayuM. paramopakArI pUjya gurubhagavaMte takano lAbhalai praznottarI zarU karI. sAheba : zuM eka divasa mAtra roTalo ane maracuM ja khAvA maLaze to cAlaze ? eka mahino cAlaze ? eka varSa cAlaze ? zuM AkhI jIMdagI mAtra roTalo ane maracuM khAvA maLaze to cAlaze? sAhebajInA dareka praznanA pratyuttaramAM meM saMmati darzAvI eTale sAhebajIe tarata ja kahyuM, 'to jinezvarabhagavAnanuM zAsana ane jaina dharma pAmyA pachI A kALA kAmo zA mATe karavAnA che ? AjathI ja garbhapAta nahI karavA mATenI pratijJA lai lo ! jenAthI ANagAranI amISTano prabhAva!!! | mahendra lIlacaMda zAha (vAsaNA) eka rAtre zrAvikAne kyAMya kuMDALAmAM paga paDI gayela. AkhI rAtri najara sAme kharAba dezyo dekhAya ane satata bhayanA kAraNe AMkha paNa baMdha thai zakatI nahotI. jematema karIne rAtri pasAra karI. savAre derAsaramAM pUjA karavA gayA tyAre AcAryabhagavaMta jApamAM hatA ane pU. hemavallabha mahArAjane hakIkata jaNAvI. thoDIvAramAM ja jApa pUrNa thatAM munibhagavaMte sAhebajIne vAta karI. gurudevanI zrAvikA upara amIdaSTi paDatAMnI sAthe ja tenI paristhitImAM 60 TakAno sudhAro thayo ane haju ghare pahoMcIe tyAMto zrAvikA pUrvavata saMpUrNatayA svastha thai gayA. gurudevanA AzIrvAdathI Aje paNa ame khUba zAMtithI dharma ArAdhanA karI zakIe chIe. A che aNagAranI amidraSTino prabhAva !!! prabhAvazALI pUjayazrI mahetA phojAlAla choTAlAla (gAMdhInagara) saM. 2056nI sAla. yugAdideva paramAtmA RSabhadevano dIkSA kalyANakano maMgaladina. prabhunI dIkSAthI thayela 800 dinanA upavAsanI anumodanArthe aneka bhavyAtmAo mahAkalyANakArI varSItapanI ArAdhanAno maMgala prAraMbha karI rahyA hoya tevo zubhadina... amArA zrAvikAne paNa varSItapa karavAnA manoratha jAgyA. najIkanA 185 www.ainelibrar

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mANekapura gAmamAM birAjamAna vartamAnavizvanA ajoDa tapasvIsamrATa 5.pU. A. himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanA svamukhe paccakhANa lai dIrdhakAlIna tapazcaryAno prAraMbha karavA ame mANekapura gayA, 5.pU. hemavallabhavijayajI mahArAja sAhebanI pAse zrAvikAne paccakhANa levAnI bhAvanA vyakta karI. temaNe kahyuM, 'tamAre sAthe nathI karavAno?' kahyuM 'navakArazInuM paccakhANa pArIne Avyo chuM.' temaNe kahyuM 'sAhebajIne pUchI juo, pAchaLathI prAyazcitavALI ApavAnI taiyArI sAthe vAta karo.' pU. A. bhagavaMta jApamAM hatAM. sAhebe paccakhkhANa levAnuM maMgalamuhUrta te avasare bapore 12 kalAka 21 miniTanuM ApyuM. ame derAsaramAM suvarNaguphAmAM AdinAtha paramAtmAnI bhaktimAM beThAM. mAruM manavarSItapanA vicAronA vamaLamAM UMDu utaratuM gayuM ane jo! AcAryabhagavaMta hA pADe to huM paNa varSItapa karuM evo saMkalpa karyo. zubha muhUrta veLAe sAhebajI pAse gayA tyAre mananI bhAvanA vyakta karI. sAhebe vicAra karI prAyazcita vALI ApavAnI taiyArI hoya to zarU karavA saMmati ApI. e dhanya paLe pUjyazrInA svamukhe mahAmaMgalakArI dIrghakAlIna tapazcaryAno prAraMbha karavAnA paccakhANa thayA. tapazcaryA daramyAna anekavidha kasoTIo AvI paraMtu sAhebanI vacanasiddhinA prabhAve tapa ArAdhanA saharSa pUrNa thai. jIvanamAM nahI kalpeluM accheruM, thai gayuM. svapramAM paNa na ciMtavela ArAdhanA thai. sAhebajInA vacananA prabhAva ane temanA paccakhANa pratyenA zradhdhAnA baLevarSItapa pUrNa thayo. e upaThArInA upaThA2 zrI nI visarAya... - guNavaMtabhAi vorA (vAMkAnera) muMbaI vAMkAneramAM aMjanazalAkA-pratiSThA mahotsava... pUjyazrInI asImakRpAthI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha, vAsupUjyasvAmI, mallinAtha Adi paramAtmAno amUlya lAbha.... pratiSThA avasare sidhdhacakramahApUjana, kuMbha-dIpaka sthApanAno lAbha, sAthe sAthe sakaLasaMghanA navakArazI jamaNano amUlya lAbha... vAMkAneramAM upadhAnatapanI ArAdhanAno maMgala avasara... mArA jIvanamAM ekapaNa pauSadha nahi karela... sAheba kahe jIvanamAM ekavAra upAdhAna karavA jevuM che. mArA cittanA zAMta jalamAM pUjayazrInA A vacanathI vicAronA valayo phelAvA lAgyA. A mahApuruSanA vacananA prabhAve phelAyelA valaya eka nirNaya upara sthira thayA. pUjyazrIne jaNAvyuM * * mAre upadhAna karavA che, huM muMbaithI jarUra upadhAna karavA AvIza." mAgasara suda 9nA maMgaladine mahAmaMgalakArI upadhAnatapano prAraMbha thayo. prAraMbhika traNa divasamAM mAMDa mAMDa cAra bAMdhI navakAranI mALA gaNAtI hatI, tevAmAM tAva paNa Avyo... manamAM vicAra vamaLo cAlu thai gayA... upadhAna choDI ghare javAnI tIvrabhAvanA thai pUjayazrIne manovyathA jaNAvI. .. pUjayazrIe DaoNkTarane bolAvI davA apAvI sAthe kahyuM ke "koi sAdhu thoDI agavaDatA paDe to ghare javAnI icchA karI zake? pUjyazrI jAnakonI EgIII[nAnA saMgharSa hatA 186

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amogha vacananA svAmI kauzala dinezabhAi zAha (vIramagAmavALA) amadAvAda saMvata 2057nuM comAsu sAhebajI siddhagirirAjanI chatrachAyAmAM birAjamAna hatA. pitAzrI sAthe vaMdana karavA gayA ane pitAzrIe AyaMbilanuM paccakakhANa karyuM. sAhebajIe mane preraNA karI ke 'tAre zuM karavAnuM che?' meM kahyuM 'sAhebajI huM navakArazI karIne Avyo chuM. mAre AyaMbila thai zake e zakya nathI lAgatuM.' tarata ja sAhebajIe kahyuM 'tuM Aje bapore AyaMbilanuM ja vAparI ane sAMje covihAra karIne pratijJA kara ke jyAM sudhI AyaMbilano pAyo na naMkhAya tyAM sudhI tane priya evI be vastuno tyAga kara!' meM sahaja pUchayuM ke sAhebajI! mArA pitAzrIne bhUtakALamAM eka priya vastuno tyAga karavA jaNAvela ane mane be kema?" sAheba kahe tArA pitAzrIe sahajatAthI koi dalIla karyA vagara mArI vAtano svIkAra karela hato.' ane meM sAhebajInA vacanane ziromAnya karI mArA mATe lagabhaga azakya gaNAya tevI pratijJA grahaNa karI... sAhebajInA varadAna jevA vacanamAM prabhAve mAruM mana vicAravamaLamAM khUMcavA lAgyuM ke AvA mahApuruSanuM vacana sidhdha na thAya te kemacAle? ... tevA samaye eka mitre AvI mane kahyuM, 'mAre AvatI kAlathI vardhamAna tapano pAyo nAMkhavAnI zarUAta karavAnI che, jo tArI icchA thatI hoya to mArI sAthe AyaMbila karavA Avaje.' kahyuM 'huM kaMpanI ApavA eka-be AyaMbila karIza, bAkI pAyo bAyo nAMkhavAnuM mAruM kAmanahIM'. paNa mahApuruSanA vacanano prabhAva ane teozrInA haiyAnAM AzIrvAdanA baLe jemajemaAyaMbila karato gayo tematemaAyaMbilamAM anukULatA AvavA mAMDI ane Akho pAyo kyAM pUrNa thai gayo teno khyAla ja na rahyo!!! pUjayazrI bAhyADaMbarathI alipta hadI... dUra STabgAmI guruvara dinezabhAi bI. zAha (vIramagAma) amadAvAda Aje paNa te divya divasanI smRti thatAM harSanA azru sAthe A mastaka ahobhAvathI te gurubhagavaMtanA caraNomAM jhUkI jAya che. saM. 2048 prAya: poSa mAsano e samaya hato. vIramagAmathI bhoyaNInA cha'rIpAlita saMghanA upakrame traNatraNa AcAryabhagavaMtonI vIramagAmanI viralabhUmie pAvanIyapadharAmaNI thavAnI pUrva saMdhyAe mArA vaDIlabaMdhunA baMgale pUjayonA rokANanI vyavasthA karavAmAM AvI hatI. bIjA divase zubha muhUrta upAzrayamAM praveza karatAM pUrve mArA ghare pagalA karavA mATe vinaMtI karI. paraMtu sAhebajIe AvavAnI nA pADI. atiAgrahabharI AjIjI karatAM teozrIe kahyuM ''tuM vardhamAnatapano pAyo nAkhavA jevA viziSTa kAryo karavAno saMkalpa kara, to caturvidha saMgha sAthe tArA ghare pagalAM thAya." meM kahyuM " "sAhebajI! mArAthI ekapaNa AyaMbila thatuM nathI chatAM Apa mArA ghare padhAro ke na padhAro to paNa Aje mAre AyaMbila karavuM ja che." sAhebajI kahe ''vardhamAna tapano pAyo nanaMkhAya tyAM sudhI ekapriya vastuno tyAga kara!'' AkhI jIMdagI kadAca pAyo na nAMkhI zakAya to doSa nahIM lAge evI sAhebajI pAsethI samajaNa lai jyAM sudhI pAyo nanaMkhAya tyAM sudhI gulAbajAMbuno tyAga karavAnI pratijJA karI ane caturvidha saMgha sAthe traNa traNa AcArya bhagavaMtonA mArA gharanI sAthe sAthe manamaMdiramAM pagalAM thayA. huM dhanya banI gayo !!! huM kRtakRtya banI gayo. thoDA samaya bAda vyavasAyanA kAraNe mAre amadAvAda sthaLAMtara karavAnuM thayuM. sAhebajI paNa amadAvAdamAM birAjamAna hovAthI niyamita rIte vAraMvAra darzanavaMdanano avasara maLato hato. tevAmAM saM. 2051nI sAlamAM sAhebajI AMbAvADI, upAzrayamAM cAturmAsa birAjamAna hatA tyAre vicAra Avyo ke sAhebajInuM mArA mAthe 187 www.jainelibrary

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moTuM devuM che. (vardhamAnatapano pAyo) je mAre vahelAsara cUkavI devuM joie. A vAtanI sAhebajI pAse rajUAta karI ane sAhebe Apela maMgala muhUrta, sAhebajInA svamukhe paccakkhANa lai mArA jIvananA azakya evA mahAmaMgalakArI kAryano prAraMbha thayo. jemajemaAgaLa vadhato gayo tematemasahajatApUrvaka AyaMbila thavA mAMDyA ane jota jotAmAM 20divasa kyAM pasAra thayA tenI khabara paNa na paDI! pAraNAnA divase 9-30 kalAke sAhebajInA vaMdanArthe gayo tyAre sAhebe pUchyuM ''kemapAraNuM sukhapUrvaka thayuM?" tyAre meM kahyuM ''sAhebajI! ApanI asImakRpAthI ja A pAyo naMkhAyo che to ApanA paccakakhANa vinA pAraNuM kema thAya? Aje paNa te samayanA pujya AcAryabhagavaMtanA mukha uparano AnaMda bhulI zakAto nathI, sAhebe paccakkhANa ApIna Takora karatAM zrAvikAne jaNAvyuM 'have temane bAdhA pUrNa thai hovAthI gulAbajAMbu barAbara khavaDAvajo'' meM kahyuM " "sAhebajI ApanA tapobaLathI ApanI asImakRpAthI have gulAbajAMbu khAvAnI icchA ja nathI rahI.'' mahApuruSonA niSedhamAM paNa ApaNA AtmahitanI lAgaNIo vahetI hoya che. tevo spaSTa anubhava Aje paNa anubhUti thAya che. jo sAhebajI koi rokaToka vagara pagalAM karavA padhAryA hota to mArA jIvananuM A akalpanIya kArya kai rIte zakya thAta? pachI jyAre jyAre rAtre paNa sAhebajInI vadanAthe jato tyAre mAtra pagalAMnA avAjathI sAheba oLakhI jatAM ane kahetA ke koNa? dineza Avyo??? kevI ajoDa AMtarazaktinI sAdhanA haze? kimatIlAlane thayuM ApaNe ahiM bhojanazALAmAM vAparIne jaie. ame vAparIne upAzrayamAM vaMdanArthe gayA. AcAryabhagavaMte amArA upara amIdRSTi karI khUba vAtsalyapUrvaka AzIrvAda ApatAM vAsakSepa karyo. besatA varSe kimatIlAlane sIvIyara hArTaeTeka Avyo. tAtkAlika hospiTalamAM dAkhala karI enjogrAphI karI TrITamenTa ApatAM AcAryabhagavaMtanA vAsakSepanA prabhAve amArA mitra motanA mukhamAM jatA bacI gayA. Avo sAkSAta bhagavAnanA avatAra samA ane ugra tapasvI saMyamI, AcAryabhagavaMtanI amIdaSTi ane vAsakSepanA prabhAve to sAme AveluM mota paNa pAchuM cAlyuM jAya che. jinAjJApAlaka gurupura | gaM. sva. kaMcanabena kAMtibhAI (hastagiri) hastagiri tIrthoddhAranuM kArya cAluM hatuM. tIrthoddhAraka pa.pU.A. mAnatuMgasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba hastagirimAM ja birAjamAna hatA te avasare zrAvake (kAMtibhAI) pU. A.himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba pAlItANAmAM birAjamAna hatA temane hastagiri padhAravA mATe vinaMti karI... sAhebe zrAvakanI vinaMtino svIkAra karyo... prAyaH vaizAkha-jeTha mAsanI kALajhALa garamIno samaya hato... siddhagirinI yAtramAM zrAvaka sAthe ja gayA hatA..dAdAnA darzana-bhakti karIne teozrI cha gAunA raste gaMdhrola tarapha utaratAM rastAmAM ajitanAtha-zAMtinAthanI derIe bhAvapUrvaka caityavaMdana karyuM, ajitazAMtinI stavanA karI, siddhazilAe dhagadhagatI zilA upara kAussagna karIne gaMdhrola dhomadhakhatA tApamAM pahoMcyA... hastagiri haju prAyaH traNeka kIlomITara dUra hatuM ane atizaya tApanA kAraNe thAka paNa ThIka ThIka lAgyo hato ane samayasara hastagiri pahoMcI zakAya tema na hovAthI te banne pitA-putra mahArAja gaMdhrolamAM ja rokAya gayA.. zrAvake hastagiri AvI mane jaNAvyuM ke tame AyaMbilanI gocarI laIne gaMdhrola jAva ! huM tarata tyAMthI nIkaLI gaMdhrola pahoMcI ane gocarI mATe pUjyazrIne vinaMtI karI. paraMtu jinAjJAnA kaTTara pAlaka, zuddhagaveSaka sAhebajI eka nA be na thayA sAkSAt saMjIvanI jitendra bI.zAha (vIramagAma) saM. 2016nI sAla... dhanaterasanA divase mahuDI darzanArthe javAnuM thayuM. rastAmAM mANekapura darzana karavAnI saunI bhAvanA thai. AcAryabhagavaMta derAsaramAM darzana karI rahyA hatA. mitra 188

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ane mAre hastagiri pAchA AvavAnuM thayuM... saMdhyAno samaya thavA Avyo tyAre sAheba hastagiri padhAryA, thAkIne lothapothathaI gayelA, paga to thAMbhalA jevA thayelA ane banne page goTalA caDI gayA hovA chatAM jema-tema karIne hastagiri pahoMcyA hatA... AvIne tAtkAlika je maLyuM te nidorSa bhikSA meLavI paccakkhANa pArIne AyaMbila karyuM hatuM... sAkSAt kalpavRddha ! kalpeza vI. zAha (amadAvAda) suvizuddhasaMyamanA sAdhaka, ghora tapasvI pUjyapAda AcAryadeveza zrImadvijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajImahArAjAnA pAvana satsaMgamAM besavAno avasara jIvanamAM anekavAra saMprApta thayo che. jyAre jyAre teozrIne maLavAnuM thayuM, teozrInA caraNomAM besavAnuM thayuM tyAre acUkapaNe ema ja lAgyuM che ke jANe sAkSAt koIka kalpavRkSanI zItala chAMyaDImAM beTho chuM. jinazAsananA seMkaDovarSanA itihAsamAM sau prathamavAra garavAgaDha giranAranI godamAM sAmuhika cAturmAsika ArAdhanA cAlatI hatI. aneka bhAvika loko pUjyazrInA sAnnidhyamAM ArAdhanAnI anerI mastI mANI rahyA hatA.. caramatIrthapati zramaNabhagavAna mahAvIraparamAtmAnA 2600mA janmakalyANaka varSa nimitte bhArata sarakAra taraphathI rUpiyA so karoDa jinazAsananA vividha kSetronA vikAsa mATe phALavavAmAM AvyA hatA. A rakamamAMthI giranAra mahAtIrthanA uddhAra mATe keTalI rakama phALavavI tenA nirNaya mATe dilhIthI sI.pI. Dablyu. DI. nA DirekaTara tathA cIpha enjInIyara vagere sarakArI adhikArIone sAthe laIne mAre giranAra mahAtIrthanI vijhITe javAnuM thayuM.. ame badhA derAsaro, anyasthAno tathA mArgonuM nirIkSaNa karI chevaTe jagaMmatIrtha samA pUjyapAdazrInA caraNomAM AzIrvAda levA pahoMcyA... pUjyazrIe maMgalAcaraNa saMbhaLAvI vAsakSepa nAMkhavApUrvaka AziSa ApyA ane A mahAtIrthanI surakSA ane pavitratA jaLavAI rahe te mATe A adhikArIone preraNAnA be zabdo kahyA... 96 varSanI jaiphavaye paNa pUjyapAdazrInA tapomaya dehanI tejasvitA, pAMca indriyonI jAgRtatA ane tIrthavikAsanI titikSA joIne adhikArI aMjAya gayA ane bahumAnabhAvathI natamastaka jhukI gayA.. Aje paNa jyAre te adhikArIone maLavAnuM thAya che tyAre pUjyazrInA saMbhAraNAne acUka pragaTa karyA vagara rahI zakatA nathI. giranArathI jyAre A adhikArIo dilhI pahoMcyA hatA tyAre sAMskRtika maMtrIzrI jagamohanajI samakSa evI pAvaraphula rajuAta karI hatI ke teoe giranAra mahAtIrthanA vikAsArthe 2 karoDa ane zvetAMbara jainonA anyatIrtho mATe kula 35 karoDa rUpiyA phALavyA hatA. AvA zuddha saMyamI saMtapuruSonA darzana-vaMdana mAtrathI bhalabhalAnA vicAro ane AcAromAM dharakhama parivartana thaI jAya che. A vibhUtinA darzana-vaMdana mAtrathI AvA aneka bhavyAtmAonA jIvanamAM akalpanIya parivartano thavA pAmyA che. mArI yAtrAnA prANapUraka upenabhAI ela. zAha - vAsaNA prAyaH 2056nI sAla hatI amadAvAda-lakSmIvardhaka sosAyaTImAM birAjamAna pU.meghadarzanavijayajI mahArAja sAhebanI pAvanIya preraNAthI covihArA chaTTha karI siddhagirinI sAta yAtrA karAvavAnuM sAmuhika Ayojana thayuM hatuM. jIvanamAM cA-tamAkunA vyasanonA kAraNe eka upavAsa karavo paNa mArA mATe loDhAnA caNA cAvavA jevuM hatuM.. chatAM A taka jhaDapavAnI tIvrajhaMkhanA hovAthI mArA pUjya gurudevazrI A. himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanA AzIrvAda laI yAtrA karavA javAno dRDhanizcaya karI lIdho.. te avasare pUjyazrI sAMjanA samaye bahucarAjIthI AgaLanA mukAme rAtrimukAma karavA vihAra karatAM hatAM tyAre eka sthAne mArgamAM visAmo laI rahyA hatA... ame pUjyazrInA vaMdana karI sAhebajIne aMtaranI bhAvanA jaNAvI, sAhebe aMtaranA AziSa sAthe vAsakSepa karI Apyo ane makkamatApUrvaka AgaLa vadhavA preraNA karI hatI. siddhagirinA dAdAnA acintya prabhAva ane guruvaranI asImakRpAthI A yAtrA kevI rIte thaI ? teno khyAla paNa nathI Avyo. pUjyazrI siddhAcala giranArane ArAdhanAra hatA... 189

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gurUAjako sadA morI vaMdanA... bAbubhAI DI. zAha (maDhIvALA) surata mArA jevA vAmanadaSTivALAne AvI virATa vibhUtinuM saMpUrNatayA varNana karavuM azakya hovAthI mAtra eka aMza... * siddhagirinA sAMnidhyamAM hatAM tyAre pUjyazrI kahetA " tIrthakara bhagavaMta ane kevalI bhagavaMtonA virahamAM Aje A zatruMjayagirirAja kalpavRkSa che, cintAmaNi ratna che.'' A zabdo mArA 3 karoDa rome rome prasarI gayA hatA. ane tyArathI A tIrthanI tana-mana-dhanathI vizeSa bhakti karavAnA bhAvo UMcakAvA lAgyA... * paMcAcAranA pAlanahAra ane paropakAramAM sadAparAyaNa evA A mahAtmAnA sudaDhasaMyamanA prabhAve temanA mukhAraviMda upara eka tejasvI AbhA ane sadA mananI prasannatAnuM darzana thatuM hatuM. pratikULa saMyogomAM paNa manamAM koI ucATa nahIM, koI gabharATa ke ukaLATa nahIM, koI vAda-vivAda ke valopAta nahIM ! sadA zAMtisamAdhinI mastImAM rahI AtmAnaMdanI anubhUti karavAmAM vyasta rahetA... jyAre paNa vaMdanArthe javAnuM thAya tyAre vANInI madhuratAthI saMsAranI asAratA ane nirasatAnuM jJAna karAvatAM hatA... AvA guruvaranI vaMdanA pApaniMkadanA ! zUnyamAMthI sarjana | zrI sve.mU. jaina. saMgha-vAsaNA amArA saMghanA koI pracaMDa puNyodaye saM. 2044mAM pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI himAzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba tathA pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI nararatnasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba sAthe kula 4 ThANAnuM comAsu thayuM. basa! te divasathI sAhebe amArA mA-bApanI bhUmikA bhajavela che. amArA saMghanA pramukhanA baMgalAnA gerejamAM prabhujIne padharAvI paramAtmAnI bhakti karatAM hatA te comAsAmAM pUjyazrInA pAvanavacanathI navo ploTa levAyela temAM bhavyazikharabaMdhI jinAlayanuM nirmANa karAvavAno nirNaya levAya gayo... punaH 2047nA cAturmAsamAM pU.A. zrI hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba tathA pU. kulacandramahArAja sAheba Adi 24 ThANA sAthe pUjyazrIe comAsu karela tyAre jinAlayanuM kArya AgaLa vadhavA lAgyuM ane vi.sa.2049 nA vaizAkha suda-6 nA divase khUba dhAmadhUmapUrvaka aMjanazalAkA-pratiSThA mahotsava sAthe pratiSThAno prasaMga thayo... pUjyazrInI preraNAthI amArA saMghamAM kAyamI AyaMbila khAtuM thayuM tathA zrAvikAonI ArAdhanArthe 'caMdanabALA ArAdhanA bhavana' upAzrayanuM nirmANa thayuM. - sAhebanA amArA saMghamAM vi.saM. 2044, 2047, 2049, 2051 paryuSaNa bAda, 2052 comAsAno chello mAsa, 2053, 2054 nA cAturmAso thayA ane A sivAya zeSakALamAM lagabhaga 6-6 mAsa teozrIno amane lAbha maLato rahyo hato. A rIte chellA 9 varSa daramyAna lagabhaga 7 varSa uparAMta sAhebane amArA saMghamAM rahevAnuM thatAM nAnA-moTA sau teozrInA custa AcAra-vicAra ane vAtsalyabhAvathI temanA pratye khuba zraddhA- bahamAna dharAve che. sAhebajIto amArA mA-bApa hatA temanI hAjarInA kAraNe seMkaDo sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA pagalAM amArA saMghamAM thayA ane aMjanazalAkA-pratiSThA, gurumaMdira-pratiSThA, dIkSA, vaDI dIkSA, gaNipadavI, paMnyAsapadavI - yogadvahana vidhi Adi aneka prasaMgo khUba ThAThamAThathI thayela che. sAhebanA saMyamanA prabhAve jinazAsananA nakazAmAM biMdu samAna amArA vAsaNA saMghe virATa svarUpane dhAraNa karI sau pUjyonA haiyAmAM aneruM sthAna hAMsala karela che. zUnya evA vAsaNA saMghanuM sarjana sAhebane AbhArI che ! guru dIvo gurudevatA, guru viNa ghora aMdhakAra, je guru pANIthI vegaLA, te 2DavaDiyA saMsAra. 190 lain Education International Personaltise Only Pra

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HIBI BIER _Enghere ! darabAra nathusiMhajI cAvaDA (mANekapura) (rajapUta nathubhA cAvaDA pUjyazrInA paricaya pachI jainadharma pratye avihaka zraddhAvALA banyA temaNe potAnA bhAvo vyakta karyA che.) pUjyazrInA sAnnidhyamAM AvavAnA utkRSTa saMjogo UbhA thavAnI pAchaLanuM kAraNa mArI beThaka jaina zrAvako sAthenI hatI. vaLI te kuTuMba amArA gharanI najIkamAM AvelAM hatAM eTale jaino mahArAjasAhebanA pravacana sAMbhaLavA jatA, eTale mane paNa sAthe laI jatA. sAhebanA pravacananI mArA para dhArmika chApa UbhI thaI pachI to huM aTTama jevA upavAsa tathA vardhamAna tapa karavAnI IcchAvALo thayo. ane mane page 'vA'nI takalIpha hatI te paNa vardhamAnatapanI ArAdhanA karavAthI maTI gaI. eTale mane vadhAre deDha zraddhA thaI. meM mahArAja sAheba pAse navakAravALInI mAMgaNI karI tyAre teo ati khuza thaI maMtroccAra karI mane mALA ApI. ane huM navakAranI ane 'namo sidhdhANaM' maMtranI mALA gaNavA lAgyo. - mANekapura comAsA daramyAna paryuSaNanA divasomAM bhagavAnanI rathayAtrA nIkaLavAnI hatI temAM bhagavAnanA rathanA sArathino caDhAvo bolAvavAmAM Avato hato tyAre mane te caDhAvAno lAbha maLatAM sAhebane vAta karI tyAre sAheba khUba khuza thayA ane mArI sAme prasannatApUrvaka joIne kahyuM ke "tame kSatriya bhagavAnanA sArathi tarIke beso te khUba ja yogya che'' ane tarata vAtsalyabhAvathI mane aMtaranA AzIrvAda ApyA ne dezya Aje paNa mArI najarathI dUra thatuM nathI. tyArabAda mahArAjasAhebane vrata levaDAvo ema kahyuM (1) madIrA baMdha (2) mAMsa baMdha (3) parastrI tarapha hInadRSTi baMdha (4) krodha baMdha. A pramANe meM vrata lIdhA ane Aja divasa sudhI vratanuM pAlana karuM chuM. pachI to temanI sAthe pagapALA saMghamAM javAnI laganI lAgI ane temanI sAthe huM zaMkhezvara pachI pAlItANA ane junAgaDhanA saMghomAM gayo chelle mane jUnAgaDha saMghamAM javAnI prabaLa IcchA thaI ane AyaMbila karIne cAlavuM tevI deDha IcchA hatI. tevAmAM mArI dIkarIne cAreka divasa agAu sAsare mokalavAnI hatI. eTale meM dIkarAne sAthe mokalyA kAraNake sAthe sonAnA dAgInA ane bIjo sAmAna hato, pahoMcIne joyuM to sonAnA dAgInA tapAsyA to maLyA nahi. tyAMthI TapAla AvI ke dAgInA maLyA nathI. mane dhrAsako paDyo mAre pagapALA saMghamAM javAno saMkalpa hato tethI meM manomana saMkalpa karyo jo mahArAjasAheba temaja dharma paranI mArI AsthA sAcI hoya to mAre saMghamAM javAno mArga nIkaLe. tarata ja huM pUjyazrI pAse pahoMcyo ane pahelA divase amadAvAdathI saMghamAM joDAyo ane samAcAra paNa sArA maLyA ke dAgInA camatkArika rIte maLI gayA che. mane tyArathI mahArAja sAheba mATe dRDha vizvAsa thayo ke teozrInA tapanA prabhAvathI huM Tenzana vagara saMghamAM joDAyo ane mAro saMkalpa pAra paDyo, pachIthI samaya vItyo ane mahArAjazrI junAgaDhamAM sthAyI thayA ane eka be vakhata temane maLavA javAnuM thayuM. chellI mAMdagI vakhate samAcAra AvyA ke mahArAjazrI bahuM ja bImAra che, to tyAM temanA darzana karavA huM ane jIvaNabhAI caudharI gayA to mahArAja bahu ja bImAra hatA. bImAra eTalA ke lagabhaga bebhAna avasthAmAM ja hatA ane temanI pathArI AjubAjudoraDI bAMdhI paDado rAkhavAmAM Avyo hato jyAre amo tyAM pahoMcyA ane mahArAjasAhebane khabara maLI ke mANekapurathI nathubhA cAvaDA ane jIvaNabhAI darzana karavA AvyA che to amArI utkaMTha bhAvanAne kAraNe teozrI bhAnamAM AvyA ane amone paDado khaseDI teozrIe mANekapuranA khabara pUchayA ane moTuM malakAtuM rAkhI harSabhAvamAM amone teozrIe darzana ApyA. te citra Aje paNa mArA smRtipaTa upara chavAyela che. Aje paNa jANe teozrI amone AzIrvAda ApatA hoya tevuM ja lAge che. tyArabAda to teozrI chellI mAMdagImAMthI beThA thaI zakyA nahi. amone pachI samAcAra maLyA ke teozrI svargadhAma padhArI gayA che eTale amo chelle chelle junAgaDha pahoMcI gayA ane temanA pArthiva dehanAM darzana karyA. mahArAjazrIno sthULa deha paMcamahAbhUtimAM vilIna thaI gayo. prabhue teozrInA tapanA AdhAre potAnA sAnnidhyamAM laI lIdhA haze? 191

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dAdA himAMzusUrinI cAdbhUta vAto zazIkAMtabhAI zeTha (junAgaDha) pU. AcArya bhagavaMta himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA eTale junAgaDhanA jainonA dAdA!junAgaDhanA zrAvakonA ghaTa-ghaTamAM ane ghara-gharamAM saunA hRdayamaMdiramAM dAdAnI pratiSThA thayela che. jema zrI neminAtha dAdAne yAda karatAM himAMzusUridAdA mAnasapaTa upara AvI jAya ane himAMzusUridAdAnuM nAma letAM zrIneminAtha dAdA yAda AvI jAya tema jyA himAMzusUri dAdAnuM nAma Ave tyAM junAgaDha najara sAme Ave ane junAgaDhanuM smaraNa thAya eTale himAMzusUridAdAnI yAda Ave ! Avo ajabagajabanI lAgaNIno saMbaMdha himAMzusUridAdAne bAlabrahmacArI zrIneminAtha dAdA ane junAgaDha kSetra pratye hato. jo dAdA na hota to junAgaDhano saMgha Aje kaI sthitimAM hota ? te eka moTo savAla che. te samaya hato jyAre saMghamAM vahIvaTakartAonI vacce yAdavAsthaLI maMDAyelI hatI. sAme sAmA be pakSo korTanA raNamedAnamAM raNazIMgA phUMkIne yuddhanI nobata vagADatAM hatAM. raNe caDelA yoddhAonI jema Apasa ApasamAM vadhela verajheranA kAraNe paristhiti atyaMta nAjuka hatI. are! saMgha svAmivAtsalyanA jamaNavAra paNa be pakSanA nokhA nokhA thatAM hatAM. tevA avasare vizvazAMti ane saMghazAMtinA dUta samAna pU. dAdAnI junAgaDhamAM padharAmaNI thaI ane junAgaDhamAM teozrInuM saM. 2017nuM cAturmAsa paNa nakkI thayuM. cANakyabuddhivALA cakora dAdAe saMghano kesa hAtha dharyo ane buddhinI kuzaLatA ane gItArthatAthI saMghanA vahIvaTakartA vagerenI sAthe anekavAra carcA vicAraNAo thayA bAda jinazAsananA aNagAra evA dAdAnA tapa-saMyamabaLathI junAgaDhamAM ekatA ane zAMtinA pratika samAna zvetadhvajA laherAvavAnuM zreya dAdAnA phALe jAya che. pU. dAdAe te nokhA paDelA bhAI-bhAIne (sAdharmika) bhegA karyA ane tyArathI saMghamAM eka bIjAnI vacce prItinA pratika jevuM ekaja rasoDe svAmivAtsalya cAlu thayuM je Aje paNa akhaMDapaNe cAlI rahela che. A rIte to dAdAnI dIrghadRSTithI keTalAya saMghonI kathaLatI sthiti kAbumAM AvI ane saMghamAM rahelA arasaparasanA verajheranuM zamana zakya banyuM hatuM. | dAdAnA amArA zeTha parivAra upara thayelA upakAronI saMpUrNa noMdha ahIM rajU karavAnI azakya hovAthI mAtra eka aMza lakhuM chuM. vardhamAna AyaMbila tapano pAyo nAMkhavA dAdAe saune bhA. va. 13nu muhUrta ApyuM. paraMtu bhA.va. 10nA prAraMbha karavAthI oLInA pAraNe pAraNuM AvatuM hovAthI saMghanI keTalIka bahenoe va. 10nA pAyo zarU karyo ane dAdAnA vacana upara zraddhA rAkhI mArA zrAvikAe va. 13no prAraMbha karatAM temano pAyo nirvighna pUrNa thayo ane bAkI badhAne koIne koI kAraNosara pAyo adhUro mUkavAno avasara Avyo hato. . vi. saM. 2068nI sAla mAgazara suda-11no mauna ekAdazInA maMgala divase mAMgalika mATe suputrI ci. dakSA AyaMbila karavA jaI rahI hatI tyAre rastAmAM be gAyonI vacce sapaDAya gaI tyAre gAyae tene zIMgaDAmAM bharAvIne UMcakIne pachADI hovAthI be bhAna thaI gaI hatI. mane samAcAra maLyA tarata ghare laI gayA ane DokaTarane bolAvyA. DokaTaranA kahevA mujaba paristhiti nAjuka hovAthI hospITalamAM khaseDavuM hitAvaha hatuM. te vakhate dAdAnA phoTA pAse hAtha joDI vinaMtI karI ke ''dAdA! A chokarIne mAravuM ke jIvADavuM te kudaratanA hAthamAM che, paraMtu mAgazara suda 14nI ApanI svargArohaNanI tithinI ArAdhanAmAM vikSepa na paDe mATe tyAM sudhI kaMI aniSTa ghaTanA na bane tyAM sudhI mArI lAja rAkho." tarata davAkhAne laI gayA DokaTare breIna hemarejanI sAravAra zarU karIne covIsa kalAka jokhama jevuM gaNAya tema kahyuM paraMtu 3 kalAkamAM ja teNe AMkho kholIne pUchayuM 192 in Education International

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smaraNa karavA sAthe saMkalpa-karavAmAM Ave eTale siddhine jhAjhuM cheTuM rahetuM ja nathI ! aMte eTaluM ja kahIza ke A dAdA maLyA pachI jeNe temane jANyA-mANyAoLakhyA nathI te atyaMta kamabhAgI che Aje paNa je A dAdAnA nAma smaraNapUrvaka dharmaArAdhanAno koIpaNa saMkalpa karaze to prAyaH niSphaLa na jAya tevo mAro dRDha vizvAsa che. AMgaLIye navi meru DhaMkAye, chAbaDIe raviteja; aMjalImAM jima gaMga na mAye, tima dAdAnuM guNateja... 'mane ahIM kema lAvyA cho ? mAre ghare javuM che . mane kaMI nathI thayuM' zarUAtamAM DokaTaroe ghare javA niSedha karyo paNa pachI saMmati ApatAM traNa mALa caDIne cAlIne ghare gaI ane bIjA divasa to jANe kAMI banyuM ja nathI tevI svasthatA AvI gaI ! dAdAnI tithinI ArAdhanA paNa ullAsabhera thaI. - saM. 2047 mAM sahasAvanamAM zrI padmanAbha paramAtmA tathA neminAtha paramAtmAnA biMbonI aMjana zalAkA-pratiSThA karavAnI hatI. sAhebe phAgaNa vada-7nuM muhUrta ApyuM, TrasTIo tathA kAryakartAo kahe "sAheba parIkSAno prasaMga hovAthI vadhu loko AvI nahIM zake ane uchAmaNIomAM paNa vizeSa ullAsa nahIM rahe." sAheba kahe, "A muhUrta ja sArUM che!" ane te muhUrta moTI mAnavamedanI vacce pratiSThA mahotsava khUba ullAsabhera raMgecaMge thayo hato. . saM. 2047mAM kArataka vada-6nA giranAra thI siddhagiri dAdAnI nizrAmAM padayAtrA saMghanuM prayANa thayuM saMghanI pUrNAhUti thaI mauna ekAdazInA maMgala divase ghaTIpAge thaI. sau dAdAnI sAthe AdinAtha dAdAne bheTavA jaI rahyA hatA e vakhate girivara caDhatAM caDhatAM dAdAnI preraNAnA pIyuSapAnathI mAruM hRdayaparivartana thayuM ane dAdAnI akalpanIya varasatI kRpAdhArAnA baLe mArA jIvane eka navo vaLAMka lIdho hato. pU. dAdAnA sva mukhe AjIvana caturthavrata, rAtri bhojana tyAga, buTa-caMpala tyAga, hajAma pAse vALa na kapAvatAM loca ja karAvavo A uparAMta aneka niyama grahaNa karavAnuM mAruM sadbhAgya che. sAthe sAthe parivArajanonuM jIvana paNa dAdAnA saMskaraNathI dharmamaya banavAthI eka bIjAnA sAtha sahakAra sAthe amArA parivAramAM dina pratidina vizeSa AtmajAgRti AvI rahI che. dAdAnuM nAma smaraNa mAtra amArA parivAranA eka eka sabhya mATe acinya ciMtAmaNI, kAmadhenu ane kalpavRkSathI paNa vizeSa che. divya sahAyavALA A dAdAnuM 193 www.sinelibrary.org

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vaizAkha vada 4nA divase ame navaraMgapurA vistAramAM praveza karI rahyAM hatA tyAre mane khabara paDI ke sAhebajI potAnA pU. gurudevazrIne vaMdana karavA ATalAM jaldI vihAra karIne AvyA che. haju huM vicArato hato tyAM to temanA pU. gurudevazrIe potAnA ratanane sAme levA mATe mokalelA saMkhyAbaMdha mahAtmAonuM ToLuM najara sAme AvI gayuM. ane sau sAhebajIno Adara-satkAra karavA lAgyA te dRzya joIne to huM avAcaka banI gayo ! jyAM ame upAzrayamAM pahoMcyA tyAM temanA pu. gurudevazrI A. rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba bolyA. 'mAro hIro AvI gayo !'' zuM guru-ziSyano premabhAva haze ! sAhebanI amadAvAda sthiratA daramyAna mane rAjakoTamAM cAra vakhata hRdayarogano humalo thayo chatAM temanA vAsakSepanA prabhAve dara vakhate samAdhi jALavI zakyo chuM. sAhebaNAnA saMbhAraNA... - manubhAI amRtalAla jasANI (rAjakoTa) saM. 2045nI sAlamAM pUjyazrI vaizAlInagara, raiyAroDa, rAjakoTanA jinAlayanI aMjanazalAkA-pratiSThAthe padhArI rahyA hatA. rAjakoTamAM pravezanI AgalI rAtre raNachoDanagara-rAjakoTanA upAzrayamAM lAMbo vihAra karI padhAryA... rAtre ame darzanArthe gayA tyAre sAhebajI thAkanA kAraNe pATa upara sutA hatA... sAhebanI bhakti karavAnA bhAva thavAthI thoDI sevA karI teTalAmAM teozrI beThA thaI gayAM ane 'bhAgyazALI koNa cho?" ema kahI mArA mastaka upara hAtha mUkyo teja kSaNe adezya camatkAra hoya tema chellA keTalAya varSothI mAre sakhata mAthAno du:khAvo hato te kyAM gAyaba thaI gayo tenI khabara na paDI... pachI to rAjakoTasthiratA daramyAna sAhebajInI bhakti karavAno nityakrama thaI gayo. prahalAda ploTa-cArtumAsa bAda sAhebajIno vihAra hato tyAre DokTaroe asvasthatAnA kAraNe vihAra karavAno niSedha karavA chatAM vihAra karyo. bIjA divase paNa zArIrika tapAsa karI vihAra na karavA DokaTaroe jaNAvyuM... chatAM vihAra karyo ane trIjA divase DokaTaroe zarIra tapAsatAM sAhebajInuM svAcya ekadama taMdurasta hovAnI jANa karI khuzIthI vihAra karavAnI saMmati ApI.. vihAramAM huM sAthe ja hato junAgaDha pahoMcatA vaMdana karI ghare javAnI rajA mAMgatA sAheba kahe, 'are! giranAranI jAtrA karyA vagara javuM che ??? meM kahyuM, ' sAheba ! mane damanI bimArI che mArAthI jAtrA na thAya mArI bhAvanA jarUra che paNa have zarIra sAtha nathI ApatuM.'' sAheba kahe, ''bhAvanA che ne ! to cAlo mArI sAthe sAthe jAtrA karajo koI takalIpha nahIM paDe.'' ane kharekhara sAhebajInA amoghavacananA prabhAve mAre te yAtrA kevI rIte thaI gaI ? Aje paNa Azcarya thAya che. pachI jyAre sAhebajIno vihAra hoya tyAre sAthe ne sAthe ja huM paNa vihAra karato ane junAgaDha thI pAlItANA, pAlItANA thI unA-ajAharA thaI junAgaDha, junAgaDha thI rAjakoTa, rAjakoTa thI amadAvAda vagere lagabhaga hajAra kIlomITarano vihAra khUbaja svasthatAthI karI zakyo. saM. 2047nAM vaizAkha mAsanA dhomadhakhatA tApamAM vihAranA kAraNe sAhebajIne kahyuM, 'sAheba ! ApaNe utAvaLa zuM che ? zAMtithI vihAra karIe !?' tyAre sAheba kahe, "e to amadAvAda pahoMcaze eTale tane khabara paDaze!!? ane kharekhara TruenA tANaueIE cImanabhAI DI. saMghavI (junAgaDha) pUjya AcAryabhagavaMtanI junAgaDhamAM padharAmaNI thavAthI junAgaDhanA zrAvakazrAvikA varganA jIvanamAM yatkiMcit dharmaArAdhanAnuM bIjAropaNa thavA pAmyuM che. sAhebanI kRpAdRSTi ane giranAranA adhiSThAyikA aMbikAdevInI sahAya vagara bAlabrahmacArI zrIneminAtha paramAtmAnI dIkSA-kevaLajJAna kalyANakabhUmi sahasAvanano uddhAra azakya hato Aje te ja sahastrApravanamAM mahAkAya manoramya samavasaraNa jinAlayanuM nirmANa thayuM. che te pUjyazrInA ja puNyano prabhAva che. eka samaya evo hato jyAre junAgaDhano zrAvakavarga be jUthamAM vaheMcAya gayo hato ane vIsa vIsa varasa sudhI korTamAM kesonI ramakhANa macI hatI... zrI saMgha satata azAMti, arAjaktA ane avyavasthAnI AMTIghUMTImAM athaDAto hato... saMghanI nAMNAkIya paristhiti paNa eTalI vikaTa hatI ke AyaMbilazALA calAvavA mATe paNa pa0- 1O rUpiyA koI pAse uchInA lonathI lAvIne gADu gabaDAvI rahyA hatA... tevA samaye pUjyazrIe saMghanI paristhitine pAmIne lagabhaga saM. 2017nA cArtumAsathI zrI saMghanI 194

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zAMti-samAdhi mATe bhagIratha purUSArtha Adaryo ane korTe caDelA vahIvaTadArone samajAvavA khUba ja prayatno karatAM samAdhAnanA mAdhyamathI arasaparasanA vivAdono sukhada aMta Avyo ane korTanA daravAjA baMdha karavAmAM AvyA. A rIte DUbato evo junAgaDhano saMgha pUjyazrInA tapa-saMyama-puNyanA prabhAve tarato thaI gayo.. pUjyazrInA puNyaprabhAve Aje zrI saMghamAM adyatana ArAdhanA hola, AyaMbila bhavana Adi ArAdhanAnA sthAnonuM nirmANa thavA pAmela che. = saM. 2040mAM caitra vada pAMcamanA sahasAvanatIrtha madhye mULanAyaka caumukhajI bAlabrahmacArI neminAtha paramAtmA Adi jinabiMbonI pratiSThAno avasara hato. junAgaDhagAmanA hemAbhAInA vaMDAmAM tathA bAbunA vaMDAmAM pratiSThA mahotsavanI taDAmAra taiyArIo cAlI rahI hatI. maMDapo naMkhAI gayA hatA, pUjanIya sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI beThaka Adi vyavasthA goThavAya gayela hatI. tevAmAM sAhebajIne tyAM nirIkSaNa karavA bolAvavAmAM AvyA. sAheba kahe "A rIte sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI besavAnI vyavasthA rAkho ane varasAda Ave to zuM thAya ?'' te avasare tyAM hAjara evA ame sau vismayamAM paDI gayA ke, '' sAhebajI A zuM vAta kare che? A caitra mAsanA dhomadhakhatA kALajhALa tApamAM vaLI varasAda kyAMthI AvavAno ?'' chatAM pUjyazrInA sucanane mAna ApI ame vyavasthAmAM pheraphAra karyo ane kudarate sAhebanI zaMkAne sAkSIt svarUpa ApavA paDakhuM pheravyuM ane bIjA divase savAre ja joradAra pavana ane vAvAjhoDAM sAthe megharAjAnA padharAmaNAM thayAM.... # chelle saM. 2059 nA kArataka vadamAM sAheba svAsthyanI khUba nAjuka paristhitimAMthI pasAra thaI rahyA hatA... keTalAka svajano taraphathI tAtkAlika sAravAranI Adhunika sagavaDa amadAvAdamAM upalabdha hovAthI temane embyulansa dvArA amadAvAda khaseDavAno atyAgraha hato. sAhebajI mAnasika satata AkuLa vyAkuLa hatAM... jeNe 69 varSanA saMyamaparyAyamAM DoLI ke vhIlacera vAparavAno vicAra paNa na karyo hoya te embyulansamAM javA kevI rIte taiyAra thAya!... sAhebajInI jarApaNa IcchA nahIM ane svajanonuM ati dabANa hatuM. kArataka vada amAsanA divase aMbikAdevI ja temanA kAnamAM Jan Education international kahI na gayA hoya ? tema koI divya saMketanA AdhAre sAhebajI e kyAMya na javAno nirNaya karyo ane cauda ja divasa bAda giranAra girivaranA parama sAnidhyamAM pUjyazrIe paramagati taraphanA pAvana prayANArthe pagarava mAMDI dIdho. ane temanI atyaMta priyabhUmi sahasAvana tIrtha madhye temanA pArthivadehanI aMtimavidhi karavAmAM AvI.... aneka guNonI suvAsathI mahekatAM evA sAhebajIe junAgaDhanA zrAvakazrAvikAvarganA zvAsozvAsamAM gurupaNAe vAsa karyo che. pUjyazrI bhavobhava amArA gurusthAne birAjo eja aMtaranI abhilASA. saMyamasAdhanAmAM sAvadha mUvira kAMtIlAla ghelAbhAI zAha (dAdara) siddhAMta mahodadhi suvizALa gacchAdhipati pUjyapAda A. premasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanA DAbA-jamaNA hAtha samAna pU. paM. hemaMtavijaya gaNivarya ane pU. paM. himAMzuvijaya gaNivarya hatA samudAyamAM koIpaNa gaMbhIra prazna udbhave eTale AcArya bhagavaMta tarata ja A be mahAtmAone bolAvI vicAravimarza karatAM.. samudAyamAM koI sAdhu pUjyapAdazrInI sAmA thavAnA prayatno kare to sAhebajI DhAla banI jatA ane koInA AcAramAM zithilatA praveza thatI joI AcAryabhagavaMta te kesa pU. himAMzuvijayanA havAle karI detA jyAM jyAM jarUra lAge tyAM pU. himAMzuvijaya bhIma ane kAMta banIne bAjI saMbhALI letAM ane mahAtmAnuM saMyamamAM suvyavasthita rIte sthirIkaraNa karavAmAM kuzaLa hatAM... varSo pahelAM dAdara-jJAnamaMdiranA upAzraye sthiratA daramyAna TI.bI.nI bimArI thavA chatAM koIpaNa jAtano doSa na lAge te rIte jaina DokaTara pAse upacAra karAvatAM ane bhagavAnanA mArgane custapaNe avalaMbIne rahetAM hatAM... samasta samudAyanA mahAtmAo jJAna-dhyAnamAM masta rahIne kaI rIte zuddha saMyamajIvananI ArAdhanA kare! te mATe satata ciMtita rahetAM hatA... are! samasta jainasaMgha ane vizvamAM zAMti sthapAya te mATenI tIvra lAgaNInA kAraNe teozrIe bhiSma saMkalpa karyo ane zAsana mATe potAnA jIvananuM balIdAna ApavAmAM sTeja paNa pIchehaTha karyA vagara aMtakALa sudhI zAsananI zAMti ekatA mATe jhajhumatA rahyA hatA.... dhana dhana zAsana sUrivarA... For Pryme & Perspil Us Only 195 jainelibrary

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mA to Dage paNa janA mAnaDI no Dage... udaya zazIkAMta zeTha- bhAyaMdara (junAgaDhavALA) bALapaNathI pU. dAdAnA darzana karavAnuM sadbhAgya sAMpaDyuM che. samajaNa AvI tyArathI pU. dAdAnA saMparkamAM rahevAnuM thayuM hovAthI jIvana jIvavAnI sAcI samajaNa pU. dAdA pAsethI maLI ane pU. dAdA avasare avasare AtmalakSI hitazikSA ApatAM ane pU. mAtApitAnA vinaya-bahumAna-bhakti Adi mATe sucana karatAM hatAM. - pU. dAdAnuM vyaktitva eka nokhI ja bhAta pADatuM hatuM. teozrInuM sattva siMha samAna hatuM. game tevo vikaTa samaya Ave paNa te potAnA saMkalpathI eka Daga paNa pAchA kadi nathI pharyA. sAcu sAdhupaNa zuM hoya? te temanA jIvanathI jANavA maLyuM. neminAtha dAdAne bheTavA mATe pU. dAdAe AkhA giranArane cAreya bAjuthI khUMdI nAMkhyo hato. kyAreka vaDAlathI giranAra caDhatAM... kyAreka rANapura-bhesANathI giranAra caDhatAM to kyAreka bhavanAtha thI caDhatAM hatAM. - zatruMjaya thI giranAranAM AyaMbilapUrvaka charI pAlita saMghamAM temanI jinAjJApAlananI kaTTaratAno pratyakSa anubhava thayo nitya savAre sAmuhika caityavaMdana, bhaktAmara, kAyotsarga, khamAsamaNA Adi ArAdhanA bAda sAhebanuM mAMgalika thAya ane tyArabAda vAsakSepa naMkhAvIne saMghanuM prayANa sUryodaya bAda thatuM ane temAM paNa be divasa to savAre dhummasanuM vAtAvaraNa hovAthI saMghanA yAtrikone derAsaranA TenTamAM besI manamAM jApa karavAnuM jaNAvI dhummasa dUra jatAM lagabhaga 8 vAgyAbAda prayANa karavAnI saMmati ApI hatI. | ekavAra pU. dAdAne pUchayuM "dAdA ! 7varSanI uMmaranA bALakane zuM bhAna hoya ? A rIte 7 varSanA dIkarAne dIkSA apAvI Ape jabarajastI karI tevuM na kahevAya ?'' dAdA kahe 'dareka mA-bApa potAnA saMtAna nAnA hoya tyAre tenA bhaviSyane lakSamAM rAkhI potAnA bALakanna tevA mArge vALavA prayatna kare che. Aje dharmanA marmathI ajJAta evA mA-bApo potAnA saMtAnanA bhavya bhautika bhaviSyane lakSamAM rAkhI parANe paNa konvenTa vagere kulomAM dAkhala kare che te vakhate bALakane skulamAM javAnI IcchA nathI hotI tema meM A bALakanA AdhyAtmika bhavya bhAvino vicAra karI tene saMyamagrahaNa karAvyuM temAM zuM khoTuM che ?'' ane kharekhara potAnA ekanA eka putrane mAtra 7 varSa ane 4 mAsanI UMmare dIkSA apAvI 11 mAsa pachI pote prabhue ciMdhelA mArga vaLanAra pU.dAdA e potAnA saMtAnanuM jIvana sArthaka karI dIdhuM. te bALake AgaLa For

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vadhatAM jinazAsananuM amUlya ghareNuM banI 'nararatna' evA potAnA nAmane yathArtha banAvI AtmakalyANa sAdhI lIdhuM. jina zAsananA nIla gaganamAM zarada punamanA zazInI saumyatA sabhara jagavatsala evA A virala dAdA sAthenI nirmala prIti mAro bhAgyodaya karavA dvArA A AtamahaMsAne bhavasAgaranI pele pAra pahoMcADe e ja aMtaranI aMtima abhilASA. amArA parivANanA paramopaHINI dAdA pratApabhAI ratilAla mahetA - surata (gheTIvALA) . vi. saM. 2010nI sAlamAM sAheba gheTI gAmamAM cAturmAsa padhAryA hatA.. paryuSaNano avasara Avyo nitya ochAmAM ochI 30-35 bIDI tathA AkhA divasamAM anekavAra 'cA pIvAnA vyasanavALA mArA pitAzrIe sAhebane pahelA divase ja kahyuM " Apane je paccakakhANa ApavAnI bhAvanA hoya te Apo !'' sAhebe aThThAInuM paccakakhANa ApyuM ane kyAM aThThAI thaI tenI khabara ja na paDI.... | vi. saM. 2032nA lagabhaga mAgazara-poSamAsamAM sAheba junAgaDha birAjamAna hatA tyAre sakaLa saMgha gheTI cAturmAsanI vinaMtI karavA gayo... sAheba kahe ''mAre pU. A. jitamRgAMka sU. ma. sA. (saMsArI vaDIla baMdhu) nI tabiyata bagaDavAthI muMbaI javuM paDaze..." tyAre khUba vinaMtI karatAM kahela ''jo muMbaI javAnuM na thAya to gheTInuM comAsuM nakkI" ane sAheba hajuvalasADa pahoMcyA tyAM phAgaNasuda-6nA sAMje samAcAra Avyo ke pU.A. jitamRgAMka sU. ma.sA. kALadharma pAmyA che. tethI have muMbaI javAnuM prayojana na hovAthI gheTIsaMgha vinaMtI karavA gayo... ane sAhebe vinaMtIno svIkAra karatAM comAsA mATe gheTI padhAryA... dAdImAne siddhi tapa, pitAzrIne mAsakSamaNa ane sAva nAnA saMghamAM paNa 25 jeTalI aThThAInI tapazcaryA thaI hatI... vi. saM. 2057 nA sAhebanA gheTI cAturmAsa praveza avasare pitAzrIne suratathI lAvyA hatA.. aThavADiyA bAda punaH surata javA sAhebanI rajA levA gayA... ''suratamAM zuM kAma che ahIM ArAdhanA karo!" evuM sAhebe kahetA ame vAta karI " sAheba ! bApujIne AkhA hAthamAM rasI thaI che ane DokaTaranI salAha mujaba A hAtha kapAvavo paDaze tethI oparezana mATe muMbaI laI javAnA che." tyAre sAheba kahe "kAMI nathI thavAnuM ArAdhanA karo!'? ane hAtha upara vAsakSepa nAMkhyo ane kharekhara! sAhebanA saMyamanA prabhAve pitAzrI tyAMja rokAya gayA ane kaMI na thayuM. sAheba amArA samasta parivAranA kharA upakArI dAdA hatA. amArA parivAranA nAnAmAM nAnA bALakamAM paNa dharmasaMskAranuM siMcana karanAra dAdA hatA. Aje dAdA hayAta na hovA chatAM dAdA satata amArA parivArane sahAya karatAM hoya tevA anubhava thAya che. himAMzu dAdA HowAnA pAdarzaka nimeSabhAI pI. zAha (amadAvada) saM. 2056nA paryuSaNanA divaso hatA. nAnA bhAIne aThThAInI tapazcaryA hatI. tethI mitra pAsethI dAdAnA jIvananI vAto sAMbhaLI hovAthI temanI sAthe dAdA pAse vAsopa naMkhAvA javAnuM thayuM... ane dAdAne jotAM ja koI divyavibhUtinA darzana thavAno anubhava thayo... haiyuM AnaMdavibhora banI gayuM... basa ! pachI to dAdAnA darzanano nityakrama thayo... nitya AkhA divasamAM pa0 thI pa5 mAvA khAvAnuM vyasana ane jo pAMca tithinA divasomAM paNa jamavAnI thALImAM baTATAnuM zAka na maLe to gharavALAnuM AvI ja bane ! evuM pApamaya jIvana hatuM. paraMtu dAdAnA darzananA prabhAve jIvanamAM dharakhama pheraphAra thayA ane 3 mAsa bAda ja besaNAM paNa nahIM karanAra meM tathA zrAvikAe dAdAnI preraNAthI vardhamAna AyaMbila tapano pAyo nAMkhyo, 1 mahInA pachI vAsaNAthI siddhagirinA AyaMbilanA cha'rI pAlita saMghamAM gayA temAM aThThAI thaI, bIjA varSe 16 upavAsa tathA zrAvikAne 10 upavAsa thayA ane thoDA samayamAM dAdAe A mRtyulokamAMthI vidAya lIdhI.... chatAM dAdAnA divyaprabhAve kalpanAtIta mAsakSamaNanI ArAdhanA thaI ane Aje paNa dAdA hAjarAhajUra hovAno amane anubhava thAya che vaLI amArI jIvananaiyAne pAra utAravA minI dAdA tarIke hemudAdAne (muni hemavallabha vijayajI) paNa mUkI ja gayA che ! | bhavobhavanA upakArI dAdA !kRpA varasAvatA raheje ! 19ddha www.jeelibrary.org ST

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HINA vinunA dharmaNArthapATha prakAzabhAI vADIlAla vasA parivAra (dhorAjIvALA), amadAvAda. | Aga lAgI AkAzamAM, jhara jhara varase aMgAra; maLe na guru jIvanamAM, bhaDa bhaDa saLage saMsAra. vi. saM. 2035 nI sAla hatI... ekavAra sAsare vAMkAnera javAnuM thayuM tyAre sasarAjIe sahaja kahyuM "cAlo ! ahIM upAzrayamAM tapasI mahArAja birAjamAna che temanI pAse vAsakSepa naMkhAvI AvIe." ame sAheba pAse gayA ane sAhebe mastaka upara vAsakSepa karatAMnI sAthe ja mArA dehamAM koI divyacetanA pragaTI, jenA prabhAve karoDa rUMvADAmAM alaukIka jhaNajhaNATIno anubhava thayo... ane sAteya vyasanonA tAlapUTa jherathI yukta evA mArA mastaka upara bhava bhramaNanA jherane okAvI nAkhe tevA gArUDImaMtra samAna sAhebanA hAthanA sparza mAtrathI dhIme dhIme mArA jheranuM vamana thatuM hovAnI anubhUti thavA lAgI... vAMkAnerathI vihAra karI junAgaDha javA mATe vacce mArA vatana dhorAjImAM padhAryA hatA... varSonA kusaMskAranA svabhAvathI dhanasaMpattimAM lolupa evA meM haiyAmAM 'jo AvA mahAtmAnA ghare pagalAM thAya to dhanavRddhi thAya' tevI mAtra lAlasAthI sAhebane pagalAM karavA vinaMtI karI ane sAheba ghare padhAryA tyAre gocarI vahorI lIdhA bAda dharmakSetramAM sAva ajJAna evA meM mArA janmAkSara sAhebanA hAthamAM ApatAM kahyuM ke meM mArA jIvanamAM arthalAbha che ke nahI?'' mahAgItArtha vicakSaNa evA mahApuruSa ema javAba kyAMthI Ape ? sAMje upAzrayamAM AvavAnuM kahI teozrIto kuMDaLI sAthe laI gayA. arthanI tRSNAthI huM sAMja thatAMnI sAthe upAzrayamAM hAjara thaI gayo.... vaMdanavidhithI ajJAta hovAthI sIdho pATa pAse sAhebanA caraNomAM besIne "mArA nasIbamAM paisA che ke nahi?? ema pUchavA lAgyo... sAheba kahe, ''tamArI kuMDaLI khUba sArI che, paramAtmAnA zAsanane tamArA jevA sattvazALI AtmAnI khUba jarUra che, tethI A prabhunA mArge AvI jAva." meM kahyuM 'sAheba lagna to thaI gayA che vaLI eka nAnuM saMtAna paNa hovAthI javAbadArIonA kAraNe hAla te zakya nathI." samayane pArakhanArA sAheba ema khAlI to zAnA javA de ! tethI kahe " "kaMI vAMdho nahi hAla A dizAmAM javAnuM lakSa rahe te mATe dIkSA na thAya tyAM sudhI koI vastuno tyAga karavAno niyama laI lo ! jethI dIkSA nuM thAya tyAM sudhI tyAgano lAbha to thAya !?? ane eka kSaNano paNa vicAra karyA vagara meM sAhebanI bhAvanA mujaba abhigraha grahaNa karI lIdho... basa ! pUjyazrI sAthenI A mulAkAta sanmArga tarapha gati karavA dIvAdAMDI svarUpa banI gaI. dhoranaraka ane nigodanA ba kIga thayelA mArA upara rahema najara karI durgatinI UMDI khINamAM paDatAM mane coTalI pakaDIne bahAra kheMcI lIdho.. sAhebanA saMparkathI mArA vicAromAM dharakhama pheraphAro thavA lAgyA... jIvanamAMthI dugurNonI dhIme dhIme vidAya thavA lAgI.. sAmAjIka, bhautika ane AdhyAtmika jIvanamAM dina pratidina pragati thavA mAMDI... dharma ArAdhanA, tapa-japa Adi yogomAM AtmavikAsanA zikhara tarapha akalpanIya AgekUca thavA lAgI... pUjayazrInA prabhAve samagra parivAramAM dharmamaya vAtAvaraNa ane tapa-japa Adi dhArmika anuSThAnomAM joDAvAnI bhAvanA jAgavA mAMDI... sAhebanI asImakRpAnA baLe mArA jIvanamAM akalpanIya evI anekavidha tapArAdhanA thavA pAmI jemake aneka aTTamo, aThThAI sAthe cosaTha praharanA pauSadho, varSItapa vizasthAnaka tapa. | vi. saM. 2016mAM vaDanagarathI tAraMgA cha'rI pAlita saMgha daramyAna aThThAI.. vi. saM. 2016mAM ghara AMgaNe memanagaramAM mULavidhithI upadhAnamAM 47 divasamAM 39 upavAsa.. * vi.saM. 2017mAM rAjanagara (vAsaNA) thI siddhagiri AyaMbilapUrvakanA cha'rI pAlita saMgha daramyAna 20upavAsa. vi. saM. 2058mAM siddhagiri thI giranAra cha'rI pAlati saMgha daramyAna 20 upavAsa ane temAM 19mA upavAse taLeTIthI pagapALA sahasAvana thaI bAlabrahmacArI zrI neminAtha dAdAnI pahelI TUMkanI yAtrA karI nIce Avyo. vi. saM. 2058mAM giranAranI godamAM bIjA upadhAnamAM 35 upavAsa. . vi. saM. 206ramAM divyapAthI trIjA upadhAnamAM 28 upavAsa Adi anekavidha nAnI moTI tapazcaryA mAre thavA pAmelI che tathA viza sthAnaktapa, aThThAIo, 9 upavAsa, 198 Jain Education Internationel S

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10 upavAsa, 16 upavAsa, mAsakSamaNa cattArI-aTTa-dasa-doya ta5, varSItapa Adi tapazcaryA amArA samasta parivAramAM sAhebanI kRpAthI ja thayela che. 'artha anarthanI khANa che.' tevA sAhebanA hita vacananuM anekavAra zravaNa karatAM pUjyazrInA saMyamanA prabhAve amArA parivArane anekavAra yatkiMcit saMpattino sadyaya karavAnI zubhamati prApta thayela che. junAgaDha upadhAnamAM mukhya sahAyakano lAbha. vAMkAnera aMjanazalAkAmAM bhagavAnanA mAtApitAno lAbha. vAsaNAthI zaMkhezvara cha'rI pAlati saMghamAM eka saMghapatino lAbha. in dharmarasika tIrthavATikA madhya sudharmAvihAra, aSTApadajI sthApatyatIrtha, sudharmAsvAmI glAna-vRddha ArAdhanA dhAma Adi AyojanamAM vizeSa lAbha. siddhAcala tIrthadhAma mANekapuramAM mukhyadAtAno lAbha. * jinazAsanano abhyadaya, samasta jaina saMghomAM ane samudAyamAM ekatA AdinA deDha saMkalpa sAthe pUjyazrInI preraNAthI siddhagirirAjanA AdinAthadAdAnA gabhArAmAM zrI vimalanAtha paramAtmAnI suvarNanI pratimAjI bharAvavAno lAbha. vaDanagara thI tAraMgA cha'rI pAlita saMghano saMpUrNa lAbha. rAjanagara (vAsaNA) thI siddhagiri seMkaDo varSanA ItihAsamAM prAya: sau prathama aitihAsika AyabilapUrvaka cha'rI pAlita saMghamAM mukhya lAbha. . siddhagiri thI giranAranA sau prathama AyaMbila purvaka cha'rIpAlita saMghamAM mukhya lAbha. I u vi. saM. 2058 pujyapAdazrInI pAvana nizrAmAM seMkaDovarSanA itihAsamAM sarva prathamavAra giranAranI godamAM thayela sAmuhika cAturmAsika ArAdhanA karAvavAmAM mukhya lAbha. pUjyazrInA agnisaMskAranI uchAmaNImAM eka mukhya lAbha. sakaLa zrI saMghaekatAnA lakSathI zaMkhezvaramAM pragaTa prabhAvI pArzvanAtha janmakalyANanA sAmuhika aTTamano lAbha levA pUjyazrInI preraNAthI karelI arajI bAra varSe vi. saM. 2061mAM pAsa thatA teozrInI divyakRpAthI temanA pagale pagaluM dabAvatA muni hemavallabha vijayajInI tathA aneka AcArya bhagavaMtonI pAvana nizrAmAM lagabhaga 4) aTTama khUbaja zAsana prabhAvanApUrvaka karAvavAno lAbha maLyo. A rIte mahopakArI sasarAjI dvArA tapasImahArAjano bheTo thavAthI 10 mAIlanI pUra jhaDape durgatinA dAvAnaLa tarapha dhasamastI mArI jIvana naukAne sAco rAha prApta thayo viSaya-kaSAyanA tophAnI dariyAmAM hAlamaDolama thatI A naukA 27 varSathI dhImI dhImI gatie AtmavikAsanA mArge pragati karavA samartha banela che. teozrInA upakArono badalo bhavobhavamAM vALI zakAya tema nathI. vartamAnakALanA A paMcamakALamAM bharatakSetranI bhUmi upara jyAre sAkSAta tIrthaMkara paramAtmAno virahakALa pasAra thaI rahyo che tyAre mArA tathA amArA samasta parivAra mATe to te sAkSAt tIrthaMkara tulya hatA ! dharatI kA kAgaja karuM, aura kalama karuM vanarAI; sAta samaMdhara syAhI karuM, tobhI guruguNa lIkhA na jAya. 199 www.inelibrary.org

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jAviramaguiIya pupya loka-divyavibhUti paM. vajalAla upAdhyAya (jAmanagara) | nisargasta zarIra sauSThava prabAvaka zarIra baMdhAraNa, tyAga ane vairAgyanuM jIvaMta jaMgamasthAna tapazcaryAnuM advitIya vizrAnti gRha. A yuganuM aNamola ratna jyotidhara hIrA - saralatA - saumyatA -nirdabha sAdhujIvana- sau koInA AdaraNIya - ajAta zatru - akhaMDitatAno paryAya - tapovibhUti divaMgata parama pUjya AcArya bhagaMvata zrImad vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. kevaLa eka vyakti mAtra na hatAM. teozrI sakala saMghanA hitaciMtaka-jAgarUka samyagdaSTi devatA hatA. prabhujInI pratimA samakSa teozrInI upasthiti bhakti upAsanA, sAdhanA, ArAdhanA Ajeya paricita sarva sAmAnyane paNa ajaba-gajabanuM AkarSaNa sthAna banI rahe paM. jAmanagaranA cAturmAsa daramyAna thoDuM sAnidhya-sAnidhyano lAbha maLela. enuM mAtra smaraNa paNa Ajeya alaukika jagatanuM A mahApuruSanuM vicaraNa kalpanAtIya bhAvukatA lAvI de tevuM che. dhanya jIvana ! dhanya tapazcaryA ! atte tapazcaryA sAthe raivatagiri prabhu pratimA animeSa darzana sahada ciravidAya dhanya ! dhanya ! dhanyatA amara vibhUtine vaMdanA ! bhAvuka zraddhAMjali ! bhAvuka vaMdanAvali...! mANekapura gAmamAM pUjyazrInI nizrAmAM vaizAkha mAsamAM aThThAI mahotsavanuM Ayojana thayela... vaizAkha mAsanI kALajhALa garamI hovA chatAM pachI AvI rIte gAmamAM comAsAmAM sAhebanI nizrA kyAre maLe? kone khabara ? tethI teozrInI pAvananizrAmAM aThThAI tapa karavAnI tIvrabhAvanA sAthe temanA saMsArI yuvAna bhatrIjo sAheba pAse bhAvanAnI rajUAta karI tyAre teozrI paNa cakti thaI gayA ane tenI zraddhA AtmavizvAsa ane mukhamudrAne joIne paccakhANa sAthe mAthe hAtha pheravI vAsakSepa dvArA AzIrvAda ApyA tyAre te yuvAna bhatrIjAne IlekaTrIkano karaMTa lAgyo hoya tema potAnA samagradehamAM tIvra jhaNajhaNATI thaI koI viziSTa zaktino saMcAra potAnA dehamAM thayAnI anubhUti thaI ane ramatamAM ja aThThAI tapanI pUrNAhuti thaI gaI ... Thargha draSTA guruqe dhaMdhukA-sosayaTImAM caitra-vaizAkha mAsamAM aThThAI mahotsavano prAraMbha thavAno hato... kAryakarabhAIoe maMDapamAM eka khUNAmAM nIcANamAM ja akhaMDa dIpakanI vyavasthA karI hatI... sAhebane tyAMthI pasAra thavAnuM thayuM... A vyavasthA joI tarata ja "A vyavasthA thoDA UMcANamAM thAyato sArU" pUjyazrInA A sucanathI vyavasthApaka bhAIone vismayamAM paDelAM joine sAheba bolyA "kadAca varasAda Ave pANI bharAya to akhaMDadIpakane AMca na Ave !" caitra-vaizAkhano dhomadhakhato tApa hato temAM varasAda kyAM Ave ? tevuM vicAratAM kAryakaro AzcaryamAM paDI javA chatAM pUjyazrInA sucananuM ullaMghana na thAya mATe akhaMDadIpakanI vyavasthA UMcANavALA sthAne karavAmAM AvI... ane kharekhara acAnaka mahotsavanA bIjA ke trIjA divase gAjavIja sAthe megharAjAnI padharAmaNI thatAM marDapamAM pANI bharAi gayA... are akhaMDa dIpakanI akhaMDatA ne koI AMca na AvI. Roche in Education International

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mArA jIvana rAhabara sAhebajI jeThAlAla devazI khImasIA (jAmanagaravALA)-muMbai i.sa. 1977mAM kenyAnivAsI zrI maNilAla dharamazI pAMcA taraphathI jAmanagarathI giranAra, ane tirthAdhirAja zrI zatruMjaya yAtrArthe cha'rI pAlita saMgha lai javAnuM nakkI thayuM. yAtrALuonA mahAsadbhAgye A cha'ri pAlita saMghane paramapUjya mahAtapasvI mahAyogI zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI nizrA prApta thai. saMghamAM pUjya sAdhu sAdhvIjI mahArAja uparAMta 400thI vadhu zrAvaka-zrAvikAo ane vyavasthA sAcavavA umaMgI svayaMsevako hatAM. yogAnuyoga mArA aMgata kAmamATe A samaye mAre jAmanagara javAnuM thayuM. pUjyazrI ne vaMdana karI beTho. pUjyazrIe pUchyuM saMghamAM Avo cho ne ? meM A bAbata kAMi vicAryuM nahotuM. saMghamAM javAnuM thaze tevI kalpanA suddhA nahotI kAMi taiyArI nahotI. meM sAhebajIne jaNAvyuM ke eka ja divasa mATe Avyo chuM, Aje muMbai javAno progrAmache, ATaluM sAMbhaLI pUjyazrI bolyA saMgha sAthe yAtrA karI pAlitANAthI muMbai jai zakAze. meM vadhu khulAso karatAM jaNAvyuM sAhebajI kazI taiyArI nathI. uparAMtamAM mane 20 varSathI DAyAbiTIsanI takalIpha che khAnapAna vagere niyaMtrita che uparAMta be vakhata davA levAnI eTale saMghamAM AvavAnuM zakya nathI. sAhebe kahyuM ke, "tamAre saMghamAM AvavAnuM che", have mAre bIjuM kazuM vicAravAnuM rahyuM nahiM. mahAyogInuM vacana pramANa ! mArA karatA mAruM zreya teo vadhu vicArI zake tevI dRDha zraddhA hatI ja. meM nirdhAra karI lIdho saMdhanA saMpUrNa niyamapALI yAtrA karavI. pUjyazrInA AzIrvAdathI yAtrA bahu AnaMda, umaMga, ullAsane bhAvapUrvaka thai kyAMya thAkano anubhava na thayo. agavaDa-sagavaDa jevA koi vicAra pharakyA paNa nahi. phAgaNa suda 13 cha gAunI yAtrAno prasaMga paNa yAdagAra banyo. mArA sAthIonuM mAnavuM hatuM ke ATalo Jan Education international vakhata saraLa mArge cAlavAnuM hatuM. A cha gAu yAtrA, ubaDakhAbaDa rasto ane pahADamAM caDhANa utarANa vigere takalIpha thavAnI zakyatA che. haju amArI vacce carcA cAlatI ja hatI te daramyAna sAhebajIno Tahuko saMbhaLAyo, "peTamAM cora peTho che ke zuM?" ame acaraja pAmI gayA. amArI samakSa ociMtA ja A mahApuruSa pragaTa thayA. adbhuta gaNAya tevI bInA hatI. teozrIe mArA mAthe hAtha mUkyo ane kahyuM "cAlavA mAMDo" kazI vAta vigata thai nahiM, ame maukhika vaMdana karyuM ane cAlatA thayA. A cha gAunI yAtrAmAM eTalo badho bhAva jAgyo caDhANa utAravALo rasto amArA mATe vadhu bhAva ane AnaMdanuM kAraNa banI rahyo. sAMje pUjyazrIne vaMdana mATe gayA tyAM bIjA sAdhuo ane yAtriko sAthe je adbhuta vAtAvaraNamAM rasa lahANI mANI te kadI bhulAya nahiM. A saMghayAtrAnI zarUAtathI pUrNatA sudhI je AnaMda-ullAsa rahyo te avarNanIya che mAtra adbhuta divya AnaMdanI anubhUti hatI. mahA AnaMdamaMgalanA vAtAvaraNamAMthI muMbai AvI DAyAbiTIsa ceka karAvyuM rIporTa normala hatA. DokTarane maLI rIporTa batAvyo to temane paNa vizvAsa beTho nahIM. pharIvAra ceka karAvavA sucana karyuM ceka karAvatA normala rIporTa Avyo. DokTara sAthe saMghanA anubhavo tathA pUjyazrI vize ghaNI vAto thai. DokTara paNa pUjyazrI mATe prabhAvita thayA temaNe kahyuM ke ''mahApuruSonA AzIrvAda atyAre paNa A samayamAM paNa mAnavA ja paDe. amArA siddhAMtamAM to A vAto bese nahI, paNa hakIkata che te svIkAravI rahI.'' te ghaDIthI Aja sudhI mane DAyAbiTIsanI takalIphanuM nizAna paNa nathI. paramapuruSa mahAyogI AcArya mahArAja zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAjane koTI koTI vaMdana. 201

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dinezabhAI zAha.amadAvAda lagabhaga saM 2055nI sAla hatI... pa.pU.paM. garUdevazrI candrazekhara mahArAjanI eka zibiramAM vartamAnakALamAM mahApurUSonA darzana karavA hoya to jAva pa.pU.A.bhadraMkara sU.ma.sA.,pa.pU.A. himAMzu sU.ma.sA.,pa.pU.A.kalApUrNa sU.ma.sA, pa.pU.A. arihaMtasidhdha sU.ma.sA. vagerenA darzana-vaMdana karo! basa! A vAta sAMbhaLI tyArathI A mahApUrUSonA darzana-vaMdananI tAlAvelI jAgI... pracaMDapuNyodaye najIkamAM vAsaNA madhye birAjamAna pa.pU.A.himAMzu sU.ma.sA.nA darzanano moko maLyo. prathama darzane ja mArA mana maMdira upara pU.dAdAnI mRkhAkRtie kAmaNa karyu hA! teo e mArA aMtaramAM pU.dAdA tarIkenuM sthAna meLavI lIdhuM. nityadAdAne vaMdanano kAryakrama zarU thaI gayo ane vaMdana karatAM paramazAMtine anubhavavA lAgyo... dariyAdila dAdA eka divasa pU. dAdAne kaMIka lAbha ApavA atiAgraha bharI vinaMtI karI... aMte pU. dAdAe dukAnamAM kApaDanAM sempala TukaDA hoya tevA lAvavA jaNAvyuM. te vakhate upAzrayanI bahAra nIkaLatAM A ghaTanA jotAM rAjakoTanA eka bhAi bolyA "tamAre to loTarI lAgI gai, mAre chellA 20 varSathI sAhebajIno nikaTano paricaya hovA chatAM Aja sudhI koI nAno paNa lAbha maLyo nathI. tame to ghaNA bhAgayazALI cho'' basa! A vAta sAMbhaLIne haiyuM harSAzruthI ubharAya gayuM... bIjA ja divase mArI dukAna mAMthI pU. dAdAe maMgAvela sempalo sAthe kApaDanA aneka tAkAo paNa laI Avyo niSparigrahI pU. dAdAe eka nAnA TUkaDAno ja lAbha 202 ApavA chatAM huM AnaMdavibhora banI gayo. pAnamasAlA vagere mAvAnA vyasanane kAraNe DokaTaronA mate mArA zarIramAM lohInuM pramANa khuba ja ghaTI gayuM hatuM. te avasare huM blaDabeMkamAMthI lohInI boTala lai pU. dAdAnA vaMdanArthe gayo te divase vinaMtI karIke vAsakSepa nAMkhazo? pU. dAdAe tarata pUchayuM"Aje zuM che?" meM hakIkata jaNAvI lohInI boTala batAvI tyAre pU. dAdAe tarata vAsakSepa nAMkhI mAMgalIka saMbhaLAvyuM ane huM ekalo skuTara laI hospITalamAM lohI caDAvI svasthatApUrvaka pAcho ghare jato hato tyAre DokaTara paNa navAi pAmI gayA... saM.2056nA cAturmAsamAM mahAparvanA prathamadivase pU. dAdAne vaMdana karIne aThThAInA paccakkhANa mAMgyA tyAre pU. dAdAe pUchayuM " eka sAthe ATha upavAsanA ApI dau?" meM kahyuM" gayA paryuSaNamAM saMvatsari pratikramaNa karIne traNa navakAra gaNIne meM nAsto karelo hato. have Aje tamane yogya lAgatuM hoyato Apo ane pU. dAdAe tarata ja eka sAthe aThThAInA paccakkhANa ApyAM ane nirvighra aThThAi pUrNa thai. pU. dAdAnA saMsArI samAjajano taraphathI pU. dAdAnA saMyamajIvana tathA tapArAdhanAnI anumodanArthe sAmuhika AyaMbila ane pa. pU. gurUdevazrI candrazekhara mahArAjanA vyAkhyAnanuM Ayojana karyuM hatuM. te divase operAsosAyaTInA upAzrayamAM vyAkhyAnanA prAraMbhamAM mAMgalika pharamAvI vyAkhyAnamAM potAnA guNAnuvAda thavAnA jANI vyAkhyAnaholathI bahAra nIkaLI upAzrayamAM nIcenA rUmamAM birAjamAna thayA.... Aje jyAre mahAtmAo potAnA dIkSA divasa - AcAryapada Adi dinanI www.janbrary.org

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ThAThamAThathI ujavaNI karatAM ane vyAkhyAnasabhAmAM potAnA guNAnuvAda sAMbhaLatAM najare jovA maLe che tyAM A khAkhI baMgALI pU. dAdAe to te vyAkhyAnasabhAno ja tyAga karI dIdho. vyAkhyAna daramyAna pa. pU.paM. candrazekhara mahArAja sAhebe sakaLasaMghanA hitakhAtara potAnA jIvananuM balIdAna ApI rahelA pU. dAdAnA kaThorAtikaThora saMyamajIvananI bharapeTa anumodanA karatAM raDatI AMkhe pharamAvyuM ke " jyAre jyAre taka maLe che tyAre tyAre huM temanA paganA aMguThAne mAruM kapALa ghasIne temanA puNyadehanI orA grahaNa karavA jhaMkhato houM chuM. Aje teozrInI hayAti ja jainazAsana mATe AzIrvAda samAna che. A mahApuruSanI varSothI sevA karavA dvArA mArA ziSya muni hemavallabha vijayano to mokSa nakkI thaI gayo che. Aje gurUnA nAte huM tenI A lakhalUTapuNya kamANIno eka aMza tenI pAse mAMgu chuM je mArA AtmAno udhdhAra karavA mATe paryApta banI jaze." kevuM pUjya dAdAnuM jIvana ! kevA pU. gurudevazrI ! kevA ziSya! dhana dhana jinazAsananA aNagAra! hara hara ), 2 6 x 1/ mi 0 5 Te P zAMtinAdAtAra sUrivara rasikabhAi phUlacaMdabhAi zAha (saMsArI laghubaMdhu) amadAvAda. zaizavakALamAM mAdarevatana mANekapuranI dhanyadharA upara vaDIlabaMdhu hIrAbhAi sAthenA thoDA varSonA sahavAsa nA saMsmaraNo Aje varSo sudhI 20] www. elibrary.org

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bhUlAya tema nathI. bAlyakALathI ja sAhasika manovRtti ane gaMbhIratA temanA bhAvinA bhavyajIvananI sAkha pUratI hatI... teozrInA lAgaNIpradhAna vyaktitvane kAraNe rome romamAM jIvamAtra pratye karUNAbhAva chalakAto hato. sakalavizva jainazAsanamAM zAMtinuM sthApana thAo! evI zubhabhAvanA temanA zvAsozvAsamAM satata vahetI hatI. tyAga ane tapazcaryA dvArA satata jIvanane saMyamI ane niyamI banAvavA bhagIratha prayAso karatAM hatA. paramAtmA ane paramAtmAnA zAsanapratyeno avihaDarAga temanA saMyamajIvanano sAra hato. amUlya evA lokottara A zAsanane pAmyAno AnaMda 96 varSanI UMmare paNa temanAM mukhakamalanI pAMgaratI prasannatAthI sahaja kaLI zakAto hato. tapa dvArA karAyelA dehadamananI koi chAyA sIdhI ke ADakatarI rIte paNa temanI AMtarIka prasannatAne heja paNa hAni karavA asamartha hatI. jayAre jayAre vaMdanArthe javAno avasara Avato tyAre temanI zAMta-prazAMta mukhAkRti nihALI AtmazAMtino anubhava thato hato. | anAryadezamAM dharma kyAM maLe? tevI sAhebanI preraNAthI lagabhaga 50 uparAMta varSono videzavAsa choDI chellA 13 varSathI amadAvAdamAM sthAyI thayA. sAhebajInI preraNAthI gRhacaitya banAvyuM. vAsaNA- dharmarasika tIrthavATikA mathe pUjyazrInI bhAvanAne pUrNa karavA mAtranA zubhAzayathI ekAvanalAkha rUpiyAno moTo lAbha paNa prApta thayo ane mANekapUramAM amArAM bApadAdAnA vakhatanA gharanI puNyabhUmi upara te bhUmi gurUmaMdiranA nirmANa mATe ApavAnA amArA bhAionA saharSa sahakAra thI tyAM gurUmaMdira nuM nirmANa kArya karavAno paNa mane lAbha maLatAM amArU jIvana saphaLa banI gayuM. ekavAra paryuSaNa parvanA prathamadivase vAsaNAmAM sAhebane vaMdana karavA javAnuM thayuM tyAre zrAvikAe upavAsanA paccakhANa mAMgatA, sAhebe kahyuM" kema? aThThAinI bhAvanA che?" tyAre zrAvikAeto aThThAino koi vicAra paNa nahoto karyo paraMtu sAhebanA vacanathI bhAvanA thai gaI ane nirvidane aThThAinI ArAdhanA thai gai. ame zArIrika svasthatA mATe jayAre jayAre necaropethI senTara (kudaratI upacAra kendra) mAM jatAM tyAre sAheba acUka kahetAM"enA karatAM bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabanA AyaMbila karo! to A vajana utaratAM zarIra svAbhAvika rIte svastha ja raheze" aMtimabimArI avasare mohadazAne kAraNe sAhebajIne amadAvAdamAM Adhunika sAravAra upalabdha thai zake te AzayathI jUnAgaDhathI amadAvAda AvavA mATe ebyulansa mokalAvI paNa saMyamamAM kaTTara evA sAhebajIe teno niSedha karI jaNAvyuM ke 'A tIrthabhUmimAM mota maLatuM hoya to zuM khoTuM che?'' ane ebyulansa khAlIne khAlI amadAvAda pAchI pharI. mAre phorena vIjhA pUrA thatAM hovAthI 4-5 divasamATe paNa bhAratanI bahAra javuM anivArya hatuM. sAhebajInI nAjuka sthitine kAraNe javAnI icchA na hovA chatAM lAcArI hatI tethI ame cAra divasamATe zrIlaMkA jaIne madrAsa eraporTa upara AvyA tyAM phonathI samAcAra maLyA ke 204 Jain Education Internasonal

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sAhebajI kALadharma pAmI gayA che amAruM kamabhAgya ke aMtimasamaye sAhebajInI sAthe na rahI zakyA! AvA vicAra cAlatAM hatAM tevAmAM eraporTa upara ja ame beThAM hatA tyAM AMkho aMjAya jAya tevA atyaMta tejomaya divyasvarUpe sAhebajInA sAkSAt darzana thayAM. manamAM vizvAsa besI gayo ke have agnisaMskAra pUrve avazya pahocI javAze. ane kharekhara aneka kasoTImAMthI pasAra thai ane chelle agnidAha ApavAnA samaye ja sahasAvana pahoMcyA ane sAhebajInA pArthivadehanAM aMtimadarzana karI temanA paudagalikadehane agnidAha ApavAno lAbha paNa maLyo. Aje paNa temanA smaraNamAtrathI aneka preraNA-protsAhana ane AtmikazAMtino anubhava thAya che. kaMi takalIpha hoya to jaNAvo." muni kahe 'kAMi nahiM, Ato Aje aTTamanuM pAraNuM thayuM che ... vAparIne tarata ApanA darzane Avyo chuM. ... cakkara jevuM lAge che....... munivaranI hA-nA sAMbhaLyA vinAja pUjayazrIe eja vakhate vaiyAvaccI munirAja hemavallabha vi. ma. sA.ne kahyuM " kema! hamaNAM dALa- bhAta jevuM kAMi maLaze? to A mahAtmAne vaparAvo' 'hAjI' kahIne vaiyAvaccI munito gocarI mATe upaDI gayA. .. gocarI Ave tyAMsudhI pUjyazrIe munine ArAma karAvyo... gocarI AvI gai eTale vaparAvI dIdhI.... mAtra vaMdanArthe AvelA mahAtmA pratye paNa pUjayazrInI kevI kALajI! kevo vAtsalyabhAva! vAtsalyapUMja pUjyazrI eka munirAja vAsaNAmukAme birAjamAna pUjayazrInA vaMdanArthe AvyA..... pUjayazrIne rAiya muhapatti karI.... ane nIce Azana pAtharI besI gayA.... pUjayazrInI draSTi cakora hatI.... temane A muninA caherA upara thAke jaNAtAM pUchayuM kema!zAtA che ne? koi takalIpha che? muni kahe 'nA'.... pUjayazrI kahe "nA, paNa tamArA zarIramAM thAka dekhAya che, 205

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dvArikAne paNa AMkha sAme baLatI bacAvI na zakyA. are ! baLatA mAtA-pitAne paNa bacAvI zakyA nahi, svayaM tRSAtta hatA tyAre jarAkumAranA bANathI maraNe zaraNa thayA." (c) vacanAmRtA mokSArthI AtmAeto sadA saMvara-nirjarA mATe puruSArtha karatA rahevuM joIe. AzIrvAda levA Avela mumukSu AtmAone hitazikSAno sUra prAyaH evo ja raheto ke dIkSA zA mATe ? saMsAramAM zuM duHkha che? dIkSA eTale anukULatAne choDI pratikULatAno hasatA mukhe svIkArI A dhyeyanuM saMpUrNa niSThApUrvaka pAlana karavAmAM Ave to dIkSA avazya saphaLatAnA zikharone sara karavAmAM samartha bane.'' ''Aje sAkSAta tIrthakara bhagavaMto vidhamAna nathI, viziSTa jJAnI guru bhagavaMtono viraha che, AvAM kaparAM kALamAM pragaTa prabhAvI siddhakSetra siddhagirirAja to AtmArthI zraddhALuone mATe sAkSAt kalpavRkSa ja che, mAtra ApaNI zraddhA ane dhyeyanI zuddhi hovI jarUrI che." ''jIvanamAM dravya ArAdhanA karavAnI sAthe sAthe bhAvanI vizuddhi paNa atyaMta Avazyaka che, bhAvavizuddhipUrvaka karavAmAM AvelI ArAdhanA paraMparAe muktiphalanI maMjhIla sudhI pahoMcADavA samartha bane che." gRhacaityamAM paramAtmA pratiSThA karAvavAnI bhAvanAvALA eka bhAgyazALIne kahe ''gharamAM bhagavAna zA mATe padharAvavAnA cho? are ! saMsAra choDavA! gAmamAMthI bhagavAna gharamAM Ave, gharamAMthI hadayamAM, hadayamAM lAvavA mATe ja ghare bhagavAna padharAvavAnA che. zrAvaka to sarvaviratino lAlasu hoya tethI satata saMsAramAMthI kyAre mAro chuTakAro thAya evI tIvra jhaMkhanAthI saMyama mATe jhUrato hoya ane AvA vizuddha tIvrabhAvathI karelI paramAtmA-bhakti cIkaNA paNa cAritra mohanIya karmono cUro karI pAvanakArI pAramezvarI pravrajyAnuM pradAna kare che. AvA manoratho sAthe prabhujIne ghare padharAvazo to saMsAranI sAthe paraMparAe bhavabhramaNa paNa chUTaze.'' mokSArthI AtmAe puNya upara madAra bAMdhavoyogya nathI, puNya to anitya che. janmatAM ja devo jene sahAya karatA hatAM tevA puNyavAna kRSNa mahArAjAne divyasahAyathI suvarNanI dvArikA nagarI prApta thaI... paraMtu jyAre puNya paravArI gayuM tyAre 208 Jan Education Intern

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paradeza jatAM eka yuvAnane zikhAmaNanA be zabdo "jo bhAI ! paradezanuM vAtAvaraNa to saMpUrNatayA bhogavilAsathI bhareluM che. tethI satata AtmajAgRti rAkhavAmAM na Ave to pelA kaMsArAnA kabUtaranI jema Akho divasa vAsaNano avAja sAMbhaLIne TevAi jAya ane tenI koI asara na thAya tema paradezamAM tame paNa bhoga-vilAsanA vAtAvaraNamAM evA TevAi jazo ke tenA pratye tamane arucibhAva ke pApabhirUtA nahIM rahevAthI temAM kyAre lapeTAi javAya tenI khabara na rahe! tethI sAvadha rahejo!'' yuvAna kanyAe vaMdana karI pUjyazrIne jaNAvyuM ke 'huM ArAdhanAno ghaNo prayatna karUM chuM paNa mane krodha khUba Ave che.' pUjyazrI kahe - " krodhanuM mULa zodho, huM saMpUrNa rIte doSothI bharelI chuM, mArAmAM koI vizeSatA nathI. AvuM vicAravAthI abhimAna dUra thazene krodha paNa dhIme dhIme ocho thavA mAMDaze.'' ArAdhanAnA choDa vAvavA mATe doSono ukaraDo to dUra karavo paDe ne! "tAva Ave te duHkha che ane maTe te sukha che, thAka lAge te duHkha che ane suvAthI ArAma thAya te sukha che, AvI mAnyatAo ajJAnajananI hoya! vAstavamAM to tAva, roga ke thAka vagere Ave ja nahIM te sukha che. tAva Ave ne davA levAthI rAhata anubhavAya teto AbhAsika sukha che. bhUkha lAge ne bhojana levAthI kSudhA zame te sukha nathI paraMtu khAvAnI IcchA ja na thAya te vAstavika sukha che ane AvA aNAhArI padanuM sukha mokSamAM ja prApta thAya che tene mATe ApaNe tapadharmanI ArAdhanA karavAnI che.' "jinezvara paramAtmAno dharma tyAgapradhAna che, jyAre anya dharmo rAgapradhAna che kAraNa ke tyAM temanA pUjyo 'putravAn bhava' 'dhanavAn bhava' evA AzIrvAda ApI tenA bhautika vikAsane icche che jyAre jinezvara paramAtmAnA zramaNa bhagavaMto tAro bhavasaMsAra nAza thAo tevA arthavALA 'nitthAragapAragAhoha' nA AziSa ApatA hoya che.'' "je AtmAo jinadharmayukta mAnavabhava pAmavA chatAM jinAjJAnusAra jIvana javatAM nathI ane jIvanamAM dharma ArAdhanA nathI karatAM te jIvo potAnA AtmAne ThagI rahyA che.'' saMsAranA padArtho du:kha svarUpa lAgatA nathI tyAM sudhI mokSanA sukho pAmavAnI talapa jAgatI nathI. ekavAra zrAvake kahyuM, "sAheba ! Ape to kAyAno kasa kADhavAmAM kAMI bAkI nathI rAkhyuM!" pUjyazrI kahe 'are bhAI ! mAre A kAyA ja joItI nathI, te che to badhu duHkha che ne?'' kevo dehamamatva tyAga! pUjyazrI hamezAM kahetA- tyAge usake Age, mArga usase bhAge 'je jIvane paropakAra karavAnI buddhi hoya te ja AtmAno uddhAra zakya bane che.' "saMyamajIvanamAM niHspRhatA ane vizuddha 209

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saMyamapAlana, jo A be guNonuM custa pAlana karavAmAM Ave to ApaNI yogyatA mujaba bIjA guNo ApoApa vikAsa pAme che.' bhukha lAge che mATe khAvAnuM mana thAya che ane khAvAthI sukhano anubhava thAya che, hakIkatamAM te bhrama che, sAcuM sukhato bhukha ja na lAge te che. ''jIvana kSaNabhaMgura che tethI samayano paNa pramAda na karavo. kyAreka azubha vicAra AvI jAya to micchAmI dukkaDe ApI zubhapravRttimAM lAgI javuM temAM paNa AgamasUtro AdinA svAdhyAya - ciMtanathI khUba nirjarA thAya che!" jinadharmayuktamAnavabhava pAmavA chatAM je jIvo jIvanamAM dharmapravRtti nathI karatAM te jIvo potAnA AtmAne Thage che. zarIrane paMpALyA na karavuM, kaMika parAkrama karIe to AtmAnI zakti bahAra Ave !" je jIvonA manamAM paropakAra karavAnI buddhi haze te AtmAno ja uddhAra zakya che. ''AtmAnI zakti anaMtI che. sukha bahAra zodhavAnuM nathI sukhano AtmAmAM ja che mAtra DhAMkelI zaktine ughADavAno udhama karavAno che.'' mAnavabhavamAM paropakAranI bhAvanA thavI eTale jANe ke AMbA upara maMjarI AvI na hoya? tema te mAnavabhava zobhe che. artha ane kAmano upadeza Apavo te rogIne kupaccano upadeza ApavA tulya che. prathama potAnA AtmAne sAdhavo tyArabAda paropakAra karavo. jyAre sAkSAt tIrthaMkara paramAtmA tathA viziSTa jJAnano paNa viraha che tevA A kALamAM pragaTa prabhAvI zrI siddhakSetra ane zrI gIranAra tIrtha e to zraddhALujano mATe sAkSAt kalpavRkSa ja che. mAtra ApaNI zraddhA ane dhyeyanI zudhdhatA hovI Avazyaka che. jinezvara paramAtmAe batAvelA dharmamAM tyAganI pradhAnatA che. anya dharmomAM rAganI pradhAnatA che. saMsArano mArga duHkhano sAgara che, mokSano mArga sukhano sAgara che. moTara-baMgalA-gADI-strI Adi bhauttikasaMpattinA rAgamAM duHkha che ane tenA tyAgamAM sukha che. anya dharmasAdhu "putravAn bhava:" "AyuSyamAn bhava'' "dhanavAn bhava:' AvA AzIvAda Ape jayAre jinezvaraparamAtmAnI AjJAne varelo sAdhu "bhavasaMsArano nAza thAo'' AvA AzIrvAda Ape. 210 San Education

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jinadharma anaMtajIvonuM rakSaNa karanAra dharma che. jema kheDUta prathama dharatImAM bIja vAve che pachI pAkanI apekSA rAkhe che tema ApaNe paNa pahelA ApavAnI bhAvanA rAkhyA bAda ja pAmavAnI bhAvanA rAkhavI joIe. jIbhanA svAda khAtara abhakSya-anaMtakAyAdi jIvonuM bhakSaNa karanArA te bhojana dvArA anaMtAjIvone potAnA duzmana tarIke pedA kare che. ApaNe tyAganI bhAvanAne badale meLavavAnI bhAvanA rAkhIe chIe eTale ja ApaNane maLatuM nathI. bhAva vagaranA dAna-zIla-tapadharmanI vizeSa koI kIMmata nathI. puNyayoge je kAMI sAdhana-sAmagrI-saMpatti maLyA hoya teno tyAga karyA vagara mokSano saMbhava ja nathI. mokSanA bhAva vinAno karelo game teTalo dharma mokSa ApavA samartha banato nathI. saghaLA du:khonA dAvAnalane zamAvanAra jinezvara paramAtmAno dharma che. je AtmA pAMca IndriyonA viSaya pratyenA rAgadveSane tathA kaSAyane khatama karavA pravRtti kare te dharma. jyAM sudhI saMsAranA padArtho du:kha svarUpa na lAge tyAM sudhI mokSanA sukho meLavavAnI talapa jAgatI nathI. paramAtmAe je tyajI dIdhuM te meLavavA ApaNe mathIe chIe. saMsArarUpI duHkhanA dariyAmAMthI chUTI mokSarUpI sukhanA dariyA sudhI pahoMcavA mATe pravajyA (dIkSA) Avazyaka che. bhUMDane viSTA bhUMDI lAge to te viSTA choDe, tema ApaNane saMsAranA bhautikasukha sAmagrI jyAM sudhI viSTA samAna tuccha nA lAge tyAM sudhI ApaNe mokSamArgathI dUra ja rahIe chIe. tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI mukti nizcita hovA chatAM teone paNa saMcamadharmano svIkAra karavo paDato hoya che to satata duHkha ane pApamAM cakacUra evA ApaNe to saMyamadharmano avazya svIkAra karavo paDe. 211 library

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stuti pa.pU.sA.bhaktidharAzrIjI saMyamayogadharaM mahAvratadharaM vuiddhabhikSAcaraM / zAsanahitakaraNazubhaprayataM dhorAbhigrahe rataM, kriyAzuddhisamitiguptipravaraM Ajaikarucikara; vAtsalyamUrtikRpAparaM sugabhIraM vande himAMzUsUri / / namAmi taM sUrivaraM pa.pU.sA.bhaktidharAzrIjI mANekapuranagare vasantaM guNarAjitaM, zubhalakSaNasaMyuktaM namAmi taM sUrivaraM / / 1 / / bAlo'pi guNagaMbhIraM nAma hi hirAbhAikaM; vinayAdiguNAgAraM namAmi taM sUrivaraM / / 2 / / rAmacandasUriziSyaM guNaratnamahodadhiM, atidhoratapasvinaM namAmi taM sUrivaraM / / 3 / / cAritrapAlane zUraM rAgAdikakSaye kuraM, pariSahasahe vIraM namAmi taM sUrivaraM / / 4 / / zuddhagaveSaNAyanaM zuddhAtmAkaraNe rataM zuddhakriyAjayopetaM namAmi taM sUrivaraM / / 5 / / jinazAsanasaMghasyahitArthekRtanizcayaM, AcAmlAditapodehaMnamAmi taM sUrivaraM / / 6 / / pAdacAravihAreNapavitrIkRtasubhUmi, ApagcanavativarSaM namAmi taM sUrivaraM / / 7 / / zAntadAntamahAzUraM kAruNyarasavAridhiM bhImakAntaguNopetaM namAmi taM sUrivaraM / / 8 / / guruguragASTakam pa.pU.muni divyadarzana vi.ma.sA. dravyAlpatA''cAmlatapaHkuThArai :, shriisNghvighnvrjvRksschedii| nirdoSavRttyA zubhavratadhArI; sUrihimAMzu : sa zubhAya me'stu / / 1 / / sabaikatArthaM praNidhAnadAyam kRtvA mano-vAk - tanubhi : prayatnam / AnaMditaH tArakatIrthabhaktaH sUrihimAMzu : sa zubhAya me'stu / / 2 / / dIkSAdinAn miSTaphalAdesaMjJaH prAyaH sadAcAsarasAkSajetA / tyAgI tapasvI sukRtI virAgI; sUrirhimAMzuH sa zubhAya me'stu / / 3 / / ugravihAra bahavArdhakera kasyApyapekSAM hi vinA vidhAya / azrAntabhAve - DhasAdhanAkRt sUrirhimAMzu : sa zubhAya me'stu / / 4 / / yannAmamAtrasmaraNena zAntiM, bhavyAtmanAM kalmaSapuMjameti / puNyaM sphuTaM pallavitaM sameti; sUrirhimAMzu sa zubhAya me'stu / / 5 / / dIkSA-pratiSThAMjanasaMghakArye, zreSThamuhUrtesatataM pradAya / jyotirvidauko'grivighnahartA; sUrirhimAMzuH sa zubhAya me'stu / / 6 / / yAtrAM kRtaM siddhagirervidhAya, madhyandine yena surUkSabhaktam / dAntena mRtyuMjayapAraNe'pi; sUrihimAMzuH sa zubhAya me'stu / / 7 / / bhavyotkaroddhAravicakSaNena, lokAn sadaiva pratibudhya yena / vAktisiddhirAptA niravadyavAkyaiH sUrirhimAMzuH sa zubhAya me'stu / / 8 / / vacanAmRta AzIrvAda levA Avela mumukSu AtmAone hitazikSAno sUra prAya: evo ja raheto ke - hI 2 mATe? saMsAramAzaM ? dIkSA eTale anukULatAne choDI pratikULatAno hasatA mukhe svIkAra ! jo A dhyeyanuM saMpUrNaniSThApUrvaka pAlana karavAmAM Ave to dIkSA avazya saphaLatAnA zikharone sara karavAmAM samartha bane. " ra14

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tapasvI vaMdanA mAvAMjalI pa.pU.A. vAriSeNa sU.ma.sA. gugAMjalI pa.pU.A.araviMda sU.ma.sA. ||shrii vasaMtatilakAvRtam / / aidaMyugInayatibhiH stutasaccaritraH / karmakSayAya satataM tapasi pravRttaH, saMmelanaM ca yatInAM hitakRt prakRSTam / cAritraratnamamalaM parirakSayaMzca; saMjAyamAnavividhairniyamerviziSTam, kSemaMkaro jayatu sUrivaro himAMzuH / / 1 / / varSe'tha vedayugazUnyamite dvike'tra; janmAgniSaTTinadhizazAMkamite suyoge| kSemaMkaro jayatu sUrivaro himAMzuH / / 6 / / yeSAM svapuNyavazaH svakule zubhaMyuH, zrIujjayantagirirAjakRtapratiSThaH / jaina ca zAsanamidaM bahuzaH prakAzi; tIrthe sahasrasahakAravane suramye, kSemaMkaro jayatu sUrivaro himAMzuH / / 2 / / zrIneminAthajinarAja supAvite'tra; dIkSAya saMsRtivanI bhrmnaashkiiN| kSemaMkaro jayatu sUrivaro himAMzuH / / 7 / / saMvatsare khanidhinaMdasucandrayoge, cakre'STakam madhurimAzrayazastavarNam / saMpAlitA samitiguptisubhAvayuktA; zravyaM vasaMtatilakAbhidha cArugItam, kSemaMkaro jayatu sUrivaro himAMzu : / / 3 / / prastauti sUrivijayAMkitacAravindaH; AcAryavaryapadayuk sa babhUva sUriH / kSemaMkaro jayatu sUrivaro himAMzu / / 8 / / naMda dvizUnyanayane khalu vaikrame'bde, namaH zrIsUrirAjAya, himAMzuvarNazAline / cAturvidhe sakalasaMghasudatta maitriH; paropakArabhiSThAya, bhadraM himAMzusUraye / / 9 / / kSemaMkaro jayatu sUrivaro himAMzuH / / 4 / / svarvAsa naMda samitI gagane sunetre / saMkhye' bhavacca susamAdhibalena samyak, svIyaM ca janma saphalIkRtavAn samagra; kSemaMkaro jayatu sUrivaro himAMzuH / / 5 / / * mAnava Ate cale jAte hai| puSpa mahakate murajhA jAte hai tapasamrATa himAMzusUrIzvara ke sadguNa apanI mahaka se jaina zAsana gaurava lete hai! * ujjavala saMyama nirmalazradhdhA jinakA mana sadA zItala hai chala binAkA hRdaya komala hImAMzusUri ko vaMde palapala *madhura vacano kA bhaMDAra the sabhI ke dila ke zaNagArathe parahita kAje kaSTa sahate himAMzusUri tapasamrATa the *kSaNika smita muskAna se mukti bodha hame sadA hotA hai paropakArI ke nayano se maje himAMzu tapasvI jyota dikhatA hai * tapasamrATa kI zradhdhA se hama vaMdanA bhAva jagAte Aja himAMzusUri caraNomeM sadA aMtara se zira jhukAte hai / * guruvara vizvamaMgala ho sadA jaisI bhAvanA bano, amita parahita nayano se guruvara AziSa varasAte raho! Jan Education international

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stuti pa.pU.sA. jinanidhizrIjI "jenuM tapotejathI, zobhatuM hatuM bhAla, jenuM caritra joine, namI jatAM AbAla; mANekapura gAmano, je hato kohInura bAla, te AcArya himAMzusUrine, vaMdanA trikAla. "milana mATe o guru, adhIro banyo A AtamA, bheTavA gurumAM Apane, Atura banI muja cetanA; azru vahAve nayano mArAM, che asahya virahavedanA, khoLe tamArAM muku mastaka, eka muja che bhAvanA.'' "tArA virahanI vedanA, vasamI Aje lAge bahu, jIvaMta che A AtamA, tuja Azare mArAM guru; bhale jayAM raho pAThavajo, AzISa aMtarathI bahu, bhale jayAM rahuM tyAM meLavuM, tuja premanA paramANu sahuM.' 295on international stuti aSTaka 5.pU. A.jagavallabhasUri ma.sA. mANekapuramAM janmapAmI janma maraNa nivAravA, trikaraNa triyoge ratnatrayIne sAdhI janu ajavALavA; sUri dAna haste varada saMyama pAmI pApa nikaMdatA, vairAgyapUrNa sUri himAMzu caraNa kamale vaMdanA........ zikSAgrahaNa AsevanI laine paramaguru zaraNamAM sUri premayoge sAdhatA jIvana vizudhdhi caraNamAM guru rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarAntavAsI guru vayaNe ratA jayotiSa vijJA sUri himAMzu caraNakamale vaMdanA........ himAMzu zItalA sUrya sama tejasvitA dhAraka sadA, guru Apa taratA jagata tAraka sAdhanA yoge muddA; ughatavihArI deva-gurunI bhakitanuM pIyUSa pItA, jJAnIgariSThA sUri himAMzu caraNa kamale vaMdanA.......... vIza vAra vIza upavAsathI arihaMtapada ArAdhanA, paNa akSare aDDAipaMcaka pada bIjuM guru sAdhatA; sagazaya vaLI upavAsa zreNi - vardhamAna tapodhanA, tapateja zUrA sUri himAMzu caraNakamale vaMdanA......4 nizrA dharI jeNe tamArI tehanI rakSA purI, caMdana-zItala vayaNAMbuthI AtmaprakSAlana karI; jAte kaThora chatAMya komaLa kamaLazyA je niraMjanA, vAtsalyapUrNa sUri himAMzu caraNakamale vaMdanA....... sajJAnasaMyuta saMyame pariNAma caDhatA jehanA, zIta vAyu ke lU garama vAtI to te pharakatI reha nA; dina dina kAMti adhika vAdhe ogha bahu AnaMdanA, ghanaghAtIcUraka sUri himAMzu caraNakamale vaMdanA.......6 ugravihAre AvI sUilA premavayaNe tatparA, nararatnane sahayogI caMdanamunitalA vhAlezvarA; jasavaMtane prabhu jagatavallabha nAmanA dIghA dhanA, dIkSApradAtA sUrihimAMzu caraNakamale vaMdanA........7 je TuMka paMcama vimalagirinI nAma raivatagiritaNA, suvizeSa ArAdhaka tame parikammI yAtrA nahi maNA; prAnte prabhu nemIza ne giranAra aMtara dhAraNA, nemIzvaropAsaka himAMzu caraNakamale vaMdanA.......... guruvara tuja jIvananuM.... pa.pU.sA.jinanidhizrIjI (rAgaH ogho che aNamUlo) guruvara tuja jIvananuM, eka buMda mane maLajo; gayA Apa mukI amane, kayAM darzana have maLaze ? ..... (1) jovuM vATalaDI tArI, roe AMkhalaDI mArI; muja jIvananaiyAnA, hatAM Apa guru belI; bhavasAgara che bhArI, hAthajhAlI lyone ugArI ..... (2) jinAjJA zvAsa hato, sAdAi hato saMdeza; pramAdano aMza hato, nahi jIvanamAM lavaleza; susaMyama jIvanamAM, ragaragamAM hato samAveza ..... (3) dhyAnayoga hatI cAhata, hatuM zivasuMdarI ekalakSa; zrI saMghanuM ekatva, sadA rahetuM najaranI samakSa; hatI taDapana jIvanamAM, basa eka maLo mane mokSa .... (4) deva-gurunuM smaraNa, hatuM saMyamanuM zaraNa; nimagna sadA rahetuM, basa nema pAse mana; guNavaibhavanI pratimA, yAda raheze janamojanama.......(5) sidhdhi vacanamAM jenA, giranAra hRdayamAM enA; javalaMta vairAgya eno, bodhibIjanA jeo praNetA; akSaya sukha meLavavA, manomaMthana sadA tanamAM....... (6) www.ginlibrary.org

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tapasvI zo thAAvyA..... zazIkAMtabhAi zeTha - junAgaDha (rAga : sidhdhAcalanA vAsI) tapasvI eka AvyA, samatA bharIbharI lAvyA - Aje himAMzusUri jemanuM nAma re... //1// mANasAnA mANekapura gAme, rahe gRhasthI phulacaMda nAme... ene kuMvara nAme che nArI, sevA bhaktinAM che pUjArI temanA puNya baLe, hIrAlAla janma dhare | Aje himAMzusUri jemanuM nAma re... /rI pujyapAda zrI premasUrijI, temanA praziSya zrI himAMzusUrijI jevAdAdA gurujI, tevA thayA sUrijI jeNe dIpAbu dAdAguru keru nAma re Aje himAMzusUri jemanuM nAma re... /all vIzasthAnaka vIza vIza upavAse, pAraNe AyaMbIla tapa kIdhA mAsakSamaNamAM navANuM kIdhI, zatruMjaya yAtrA ekaso ATha kIdhI aThama upavAsano nahI pAra, tapasvI bIruda pAmyA tyAra - Aje himAMzusUri jemanuM nAma re... //4l giranAranI navANuM kIdhI, ogaNatrIsa divasamAM pUrI kIdhI sAta chaTha be aThama kIdhA, pAraNe nava AyaMbIla lIdhA aThThAi solano nahI pAra, ugravihAra kare tyAra Aje himAMzusUri jemanuM nAma re...//po ame sau zrAvako baDabhAgI maLyA munI mahA anurAgI zazI praNamIne kaheto, jIvana udaya karI dejo evI aMtima icchAne karajo pAra re... Aje himAMzusUri jemanuM nAma re...//6/l jenA roma romamAM... (rAga : A che ANagAra amArA...) gaNivarya kalyANabodhivijayajI jenA roma romamAM tyAga ane tapanA tejo camakAra | guru himAMzusUrijI amArA...(2) dIkSA lIdhI yauvanavayamAM, guru premasUrIzvara pAse talavAranI dhAra samu saMyama je pALe mana ullAse(2) kalikAlanA ghora tapasvI vaMdana vAra hajArA.... | guru himAMzusUrijI amArA... so saMyamamAM kaSTo Ave ke ghora pariSaha Ave so rogonA humalA Ave ke zarIra nirbaLa thAve(2). sattva ane sAhasanA baLe nita nita uMce caDhanArA... guru himAMzusUrijI amArA... tapa - tyAgane jIvanamaMtra banAvI kAyAno kasa kADhyo aNizuddha jIvana jIvI jeNe karmono kAMTo kADhyo (2) AcAranI draDhatA rAkhIne zubha AlaMbana denArA... | guru himAMzusUrijI amArA... vayovRddha vaye paNa apavAdo nA sevyA te bhaDavIra siddhAMta ane zAstronA marmo vaNI banyA zuravIra (2). jJAna dhyAnanI akhaMDa sAdhanA dhIra banI karanArA... | guru himAMzusUrijI amArA... sahasAvanano uddhAra karyo zAsana prabhAvaka nyArA Adizvarane nemizvara jina aMtarathI lAge pyArA (2) A kALe jenI joDa jaDe nA evuM jIvana jIvanArA | guru himAMzusUrijI amArA... raDatA mukI sau saMghone choDIne cAlyA jagane hemacaMdrasUri zizu jhaMkhe tuja guNagaNanA parimalane kalyANa karI bodhine pAmI jIvanane jItanArA... guru himAMzusUrijI amArA... 27 For PVC Focal leny

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AyaMbila tape saMgha kaDhAve, girirAja giranAra caDhAve vaya corANu pAda vihAre, giri bheTI harSa vadhAre.....lal cAhe kSaNa-kSaNa neminAtha, laI raivatagirino sAtha. saMgha sahita prathama comAsa, bane gurunuM aMtima comAsa (2) mRgazIra caturdazI zuklapakSe, madhyarAte vijayamuhurte, pada parama prati prayANa, asta pAmyo saMghano bhANa.....ll8l. hemavallabhanA haiyAdhAra, nayanaratnanA rakSaNahAra, zrIsaMgha banyo nirAdhAra, kuNa karaze have ama sAra (2) guru pAda pA kihAM pAmIza, bhAve tuma mArge anugAmIza, tuma sAthe amane lejo, pada nirvANa vege dejo..... ll guru guNa stavanI (rAga- saMsAra hai eka nadIyAM...) | pa.pU. sA. nirvANazrIjI o himAMzu sUrirAyA, huM praNamuM tumArA pAyA vAtsalya varasAvanArA, ama sahunA tAraNahArA.....ll1// phulacaMdabhAinA ghera AyA, mAtA kuMvarabAinA jAyA, mukha dekhI sau harakhAyA, hIrAbhAi nAme hularAyA (2) bAlyavaye dharmAnurAgI, yauvana vaye banyA vairAgI, satavarSanA putrane muMDI, dIye dikSA mohane ThaMDI.....//rA sUri rAmanA ziSya banAvI, pachI pote saMyama pAmI, nararatna-himAMzunI joDI, jeNe mAyA jagatanI toDI (2) vinayavaMtA nararatna sUri, joi harakhe dAdA premasUri, saraLa - samatA guNe bharIyA, himAMzusUri dila harIyA...llalI. raNasaMgrAme yodho thaine, laDyA karmanI sAme jaIne, ghoratA ne kSamAne sahAre, dhyAnayoge kaSAyane vAre (2) svAdhyAye zuddhamati kIdhI, tattvavANIne ghaTa-ghaTa pIdhI zrIsaMghanI ekatA kAje, ghora abhigraha dhAryA gururAje...../4o. so oLInA pAraNA na kIdhA, saMgha ekatAnA abhigraha lIdhA, paMca zatAdhika ekAdaza sahasa, tape tapIyA channu varasa (2) nirdoSa caryAe AMbila kIghA, aNAhArInA svAda jeNe lIdhA, traNa sahastrAdhika upavAsa, apramatta Atama bhAse....../pI aucitya guNa navi cUke, vaDilono vinaya navi muke, guNIjana joi haiyuM jhuke, karmAzrayane savi rUke (2) giranAre nemi jinarAya, jotAM haiye harSa na mAya, parama zradadheya bhAve nihALe, prabhu caraNe Atama pakhALe.....//6// sahasAvana kalyANakabhUmi, tirthoddhAra bhAvanA ramI, saMkalpa mUkyo prabhu caraNe, zAsanadevIe kIgho pUraNa (2) guNanA thagNamAM thApaNa (rAga : ajavALA dekhADo...) pI. bI. zAha gurujI padhAro, gurujI padhAro gurujI ......... bhavasAgarathI tAro(2) gurujI ......... ama aMtarIye padhAro. tAro viraha sahune A avanimAM, lAge che khUba Akaro saMsAra sAgare athaDAtA amone, tamAro eka sahAro....gurujI padhAro sevaka mAMge zaraNuM tamAruM, nA dezo jAkAro mA tarachoDe tyAre kihAM jAvuM, bALaka raDe bicAro....gurujI padhAro nirdoSa jIvana nirdoSa bhikSA, ghora tapasvI kahIyA prabhubhaktine zvAsa banAvI, saMyama zaNagAre sohAyA....gurujI padhAro tapa AkAzamAM tejasvI evA, sUraja thaIne camakatA saMsAradavamAM baLelA dilane, candra thaI zAtA detA.... gurujI padhAro jIvana joDyuM Ape saMyamamAM, saMgha ektA kAje 'darzana' mAMge caraNaraja torI, gho darzana guru Aje.... gurujI padhAro ra8 FOR PIEEE only

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evA hatA himAMzusUri rAyA, ajaba guNonA pyArA..... (8) be hajAra ogaNasAiTha mAgasare, suda - caudazano dina Avyo, ''arihaMta , neminAtha'' raTatA, giranAre AMkhaDI mIMcI; DUbI gayo punamano cAMdo, Avyo amAsano vAro...... (9) vhAlAnA vasamA viyoge, AMkho bhInI thAye, jyota vagaranA dIpaka jevuM, thai gayuM jIvana amAruM; uMcA uMcA svargalokathI, daivI AziSa dejo...... (10) guNAMjalI (rAga : eka janmyo rAja dulAro) | 5.pU. muni bhAgyacandra vijayajI eka jabhyo saMta sitAro, zAsanane ujALanAro. hIrAcaMdanuM nAma dharIne, camakyo saMtasitAro...... (1) tresaThanA caitramAsanI suda chaThTha dine janmyo, mANekapure phulacaMdakuLa, jagano sahAro Avyo; ratnakRSimAM kuMvara kUkhe, jamyo saMtasitAro...... (2) zaizavakALathI dharmanA rAgI, jinavacananA anurAgI, pitAnA tevA saMskArathI, putra cInu banyo vairAgI; rAmacandra guru zaraNe, pitA putra saMyama lIdhuM...... (3) Agama abhyAsanI sAthe, sUri premanI sevA karatA, sadA nirdoSa gocarI sAthe, AkarA tapa-japa karatA; 'tapasvI samrATa'' nAme, thayo jayajayakAro..... (4) cummoteramI oLImAM, yAtrA navvANuM kIdhI, aThThAvanamI oLImAM ekaso vIza yAtrA kIdhI; jayavaMtA zAsanane maLyo, dhanA samo aNagAro..... (5) cAra hajAra chasso jeTalA, akhaMDa AyaMbila kIdhA, sahasAvanano uddhAra kIdho, saMgha anerA kADhyAM; tapa gaNAya nahI evA, saMta hatA e nirALA.....(6). nirdoSa caryAnA AgrahI, kadI na letA AdhAkarmI; cAturmAsa karI giranAramAM, racanA itihAsanI kIdhI; jinazAsananI ekatA kAje, abhigraho AkarA kIdhA.....(7) chaae varSe pagapALA cAlatA, upayoga na DoLI ke vhIlacerano, jene jotAM lAge jANe, duniyAnI dasamI ajAyabI; guru hialiANI-qe prANapyArA.... (rAga : A che aNagAra...) kamaleza koraDiyA (jUnAgaDha) jenA romaromathI tapa, tyAga ane saMyamanI chalake dhArA; guru himAMzusUri prANapyArA, tapasvI guruvara e nyArA... gurjaradharAe bhavya jIvone, rahyA sadA upakArI, revatagirie sAdhanA kIdhI, ariSTanemaNivaranI; sahasAvananI tirthabhUmino, punaroddhAra karanArA..... guru himAMzusUri prANapyArA.... upavAsa traNa hajAra kIdhAne zuddhino pAmyA nidhi, AyaMbila agiyAra hajAra karI, zAsanaprabhAvanA kIdhI ; tapa ane yAtrAno jIvanamAM, umaMga sadA dharanArA.... guru himAMzusUri prANapyArA..... e upakAra prabhu arihaMta taNo, jeNe zAsana sthApyA, e upakAra che jinazAsanano, jehathI guruvara malyA, e guruvaranA punita smaraNo, sahu aMtara mahekanArA.... guru himAMzusUri prANapyArA.... 219 | ITI ITI | HIT

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hidiAMelNuTijInI preo... (rAga : ye he pAvanabhUmi yahI bAra bAra AnA... ) | hemazizu himAMzusUrijInA preme praNamu pAyA, tapa sAdhanAnA yaze nirmaLa kIdhI kAyA...1 A kALe tuma sarIkhA yogI nA me dIThAM, nirmaLa saMyama pALI zAsanane zobhAyA...2 AyaMbIla bAra hajAra upavAso traNa hajAra, yAtrAo karI ne apAra Atamane ajavALyA...3 prabhu bhaktimAM mastAna AcAromAM ekatAna, zAstronI vAtone jIvanamAM apanAyA...4 pAlItANA giranAra raTatA rahe vAraMvAra, sahasAvana uddhArI manavAMchita phaLa pAyA...5 kAtila kaSTo veThyA doSo nA sevyA kadA, hemazizu' kare vaMdanA, guNa gaNa dejo, rAyA...6 putra cInanI dIkSA kALe, muMDana tenuM kIdhuM...(2) aMtarAya karmo sarve khapAvI, saMyama rUDuM lIdhuM...(2) rAmacaMdra guru nizrA pAmI (2) grahaNAdi zikSA pAyA... himAMzusUri rAyA, praNamuM... dAdA premasUrinI sevA pAmI, tapa/japa AkarA dhyAyA...(2) doSarahita gocarI karatA, karatA Atamazuddhi...(2) zatruMjaya tapanI sAthe sAthe (2) giranAranI navANuM kIdhI himAMzusUri rAyA, praNamuM... sahasAvanano uddhAra karAvI, aneka dIkSA dIdhI...(2) traNa hajAra upavAsanI sAthe, hajAro AyaMbila kIdhA...(2) jinasAzananI ekatA kAje (2) abhigraha AkarAM lIdhA himAMzusUri rAyA, praNamuM... siddhAcala giranAranI bhakti, jIvanabhara jeNe kIdhI...(2) comAsuM karI giranAra godamAM, itihAsanI racanA kIdhI...(2) roganI vedanA kAramI gherI (2) upazama bhAve sahatAM himAMzusUri rAyA, praNamuM... mAgasara suda caudazanI rAtre, giranAranuM dhyAna dharatAM...(2) arihaMta' 'neminAtha''neminAtha' 'arihaMta' zvAse zvAse raTatAM...(2) apUrva samAdhi pAmIne eNe (2) muktibhaNI Daga bharyA | himAMzusUri rAyA, praNamuM... sUno paDyo che saMghasakaLane, sUnI lAge savidizA... (2) he sUrivarajI hAthapakaDajo, prazAMtanI abhilASA... (2) svargamAMhethI AziSa dejo (2) ama sevakane uddharajo himAMzusUri rAyA, praNamuM... hidiANi savA.., (rAga : he trizAlAnA jAyA... ) | sA. prazAMtaguNAzrIjI himAMzusUri rAyA, praNamuM tamArA pAyA... saLagI rahyo to doSanI AgamAM (2) tame cho tAraNahArA... mANekapuramAM janma pAmatAM, phulacaMdabhAInA kuLe...(2) mAtA kuMvarabenanA jAyA, pAraNIyAmAM jhule...(2) zaizavakALathI saMskAra pAmyA (2) dharmakriyAnA sAcA... himAMzusUri rAyA, praNamuM... jinapUjAdi AvazyakamAM, kyAre na rahetA kAcA...(2) gRhasthadharmamAM rahevA chatA e, jinavacana rUDA lAgyA...(2) vairAgyanA e raMge bhIMjANAM, (2) saMyamanA bhAva jAgyA himAMzusUri rAyA, praNamuM... | | | 220 For P oolse any |

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gu> tuja vA, satAve che... ' (rAga : bahAroM phUla barasAvo...) AMkhaDI mArI chalakAye, guruvara yAda Ave che ... guru tuja yAda satAve che... manaDuM mAruM muMjhAye, guruvara yAda Ave che... ll1/l guru tuja yAda satAve che... hatuM kevuM e bhAgya mAruM, jyAre tuja darzana karato; TagaTaga nirakhI mukha tAruM, AnaMda apAra anubhavato; Aje nayanA thayA sUnAM, guruvara yAda Ave che... //rI. guru tuja yAda satAve che... Avato huM doDI-doDI, karajoDI ubho raheto; nayanA tArA amIdhArA, nirakhatAM harSa thAto; yone darzana gurudevA; guruvara yAda Ave che ... guru tuja yAda satAve che... //all pITha para tuja kara pharato, mAtAno moha bhUlAve; varase vAtsalyavAri, pitAno prema visarAve... gayA kyAM choDI gurumAtA, guruvara yAda Ave che ... guru tuja yAda satAve che... //4ll varNavavA nahi zakti mArI, guruvara upakAra tArA; vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI nija sevakane tAro; tArA bhakto kare vinaMti guruvara yAda rAkhone... - guruvara sAtharAkhone... //pI. nayanA darzana tarasyA, guruvara darzana dejo; varasAvI svargathI karuNA, sadAye sAthamAM lejo; A sevaka kare vaMdana, guruvara yAda Ave che ... guru tuja yAda satAve che... /6/ pa.pU.A.himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanA jIvanacaritrano rAsa pa.pU. A.vi.jagavallabha sUri ma. nehe nemizvara namI, preme prema surIza. bhuvanabhAnusUri bhAvathI, gacchAdhipa prabhAgIza. /1// jyaghoSasUri sAmrAjyamAM, dharmajIta sUriziza. mAMgu ho varadAyikA, vAjhevI samarIza. /rA premapIyUSa pItA sadA, rAmacaMdrasUrizIza sUri himAMzu gurutAgo, maMgalajApa japIza. //all DhALa - 1 (rAga : vIra vijANaMda jagata upakArI) sUrihimAMzunI gaurava gAthA, pAvana thAvA gAuM re.. | jIvana jenuM guNanI gaMgA, ciMtavIne harakhAuM re ...... //1I/ mukita paNa parameSThinI, pAmavAne januM lIdho re..... | mANekapuramAM mukhaDuM jotA, bhAyAe pIyUSa pIdho re....... //rA hitakara tAyane mAyanA khoLe, lAlana pAlana pAyA re.... vhAlapamAMhe je vairAgI, nokhI anokhI jasa mAyA re ....ll3aaaa 21 Economia FOT PIECE

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mAMjI rahyA nija manane palapala, bhavathI viramavA kAme re... bhogAvalInA udaye paraNyA, paNa nA cittaDuM jAme re ......//4 zubhaveLA zubhaghaDIe pAyA, putra ratanane putrI re .. jANe moharAjAe mAyA, jIvanAMgaNamAM citrI re .... //pA! sUtra vicAre artha vicAre, AtamapaMkhI phaphaDe re.. | gRhapiMjarathI uDavA kAje, uttamapaLane pakaDe re..../ 64/ rItI-nIti - bhalI pere jAgI, amadAvAde pahoMcyA re... | dAnagurAnI godamAM svAmI, premasUrI mana ruramA re....... //zA vINA bajAve jinavayAganI, rAmacaMdrasUri rAyA re... | jhera vikharIyu mohanAMgaNana, rAga khela khalaka visarAyA re.....ITA! kema hIrAlAla ? ema kahIne, gArUDImaMtra prayoge re premasUri guru jhera utAre, mana ratnatrayI yoge re.....liA. dAna-prema-rAma gurunA vayAge, bALavayaska putra re.. laIne gayA gAma vatrA mAMhe, ciMtave hita amutra re .....ll1NA meru vijaya gura kriyA karAve, ajitajinezvara Age re rajoharANa arthe gura, maMtrI, nAce saMyamarAge re.... //11|| gAyakavADI rAjyamAM bALa, dIkSAtaNo virodha re, | nAvI thai putra zira uMce, putra vare hitabodha re....I/12A vijayAnvita nararatna munivara, nAmaDhavANa tasa thAve re.. | rAmacandrasUri ziSya nIpAyo, bALamuni hita thAve re.....I/13 gurane bheLA karI ema pUchaMtA, dIkakhanI veLA batAvo re, ame dIkSA thI AnaMda varazuM, jAju mata lalacAvo re.... // 14. dAna-prema guru vayaNe nirgIta, saMvata ogaNIza nevu re... | amadAvAdamAM thayA ANagArI, cUkavavA guru devu re.... /15 mohanA vAdaLa jore gherANA, kuTuMbIo sahu AvyA re. paNa vairAga virATa nihALI, anumodI harakhAyA re...../16 ima saMsAranI ThaMDI keDI, dIkSita thai ujamALA re.. rAmacaMdrasUri ziSya thayA ne, dAna-prema rakhavALA re...../17 grahaNa Asevana zikSA grahIne, mAMDa yajJa anero re... ANavazI thai karatAM ArAdhana, jima na hoya tevapherore..../18. DhALa-2 - duhA - saMyama grahI vaizAkhanI, sudi navamI dina sAra aMDa pavayaNa mAtA taNI nIta karatA saMbhALa ||1|| rAta-divasa udhata rahI, pALe paMcAcAra viratinA anurAgIyA, vahetA mahAvratabhAra rA. ThaMDI pramAda pramodIyA, AlaMbana hitakArI najare rAkhI nirupamA, jIvananA jIvanAra /I3I/ | DhALa (rAga : ArTa prabhAvaka pravacananAM kalyA) darzanazudhdhi guravara ApanI, avihaDa zrI jinarAga; trikaraNa yoge trikALe vaMdatA, arihaMto vItarAga. //nA/ prAtaH uThI nita japatA jApane, navakAre daDharAga; gurupradata vighAne maMtranA, jApa jape mahAbhAga. //rA zatruMjayagirinA anurAgIyA, gIri prastara guNakAra; - rAkhI nijakane avirata pUjatA, dharatA dhyAna dharAra. /I3/ yAtrI navANuM zrI zatruMjayataNI, tapa tapatAM traNavAra; jayaNA dhArIne karatA sthira mane, utaratA bahu vAra, //4 vIza upavAsane mA khamaNa tANA, pAraNAdina paNa jAya; DuMgara dohyalo caDhatA cittathI, ullasita mana malakAya. //pA. ima giranAranI paNa yAtrA karI, vAra navvANuM na pAra; vAra aneka pradakSiNA karI, siddhagiri revata bhAra. III saMdha kaDhAvyo amadAvAdathI, yAtrika AMbilakAra; jaMdhAbaLa kSINa to ye cAlatA, pharase giri guNakAra, INA ima raivatagirino ye kaDhAvyo, tapasI yAtrika saMgha; jANe mukAma A chelle Apano, khuTyA baLa nija jaMdha. //dA | 22 For P ony

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traNa-traNa saMgha vimalAcalataNA, vaLI giranAranA jANa ; | zaMkhezvara vaLI bhoyANI zerIsA, ima daza saMgha mahAna. I9aaaa nemiprabhu sahasAvanamAM lIye, saMyama sahasa saMgAtha; - jIrNoddhAra svarUpa te sthAnamAM, sthApe zrI jaganAtha. II1vA pAdaliptapura dholerA vaLI, vAMkAnera naDIyAda; | verAvaLa, rAjakoTa sANaMdamAM AvIne nizrA pAvana Apa. ll11|| aMjana-pratiSThA kIdhI sahu sthAnamAM, nizrA pAvana Apa; karachapa upara suvrata sthApatA, AMbAvADIne rANIpa. ll1rA rajJAna mahodaya guruvAsamAM, rahIne pAmyA amApa; Agama chedanA abhyAsI thayA, jJAnI gItArathavyApa. II13aaaa jayortivida ziromaNi ApanA, mukta maMgalakAra; zradhdhA tamArI manoraMjana karI, kArya siddhi karanAra, I/14TI ugravihArI ne nita paccakakhANIyA, doSa betAlIza TALa ; gocarI karatA chataLAtA navi kadI, mAMDalI doSa nivAra. /15 zAstranuM vAMcana vaLI svAdhyAyamAM, rahetA gurA niyamita ; paccakakhANa te viNa navi pAre kadI, jJAna dhyAna 145 prIta, /1 6aaaa jIvanabhara pagapALA cAlIyA, DoLIno navi upayoga ; | kaTTara ANA jigaMdanI pALatA, deDha jinavayaNa saMyoga. /1NA. zAsana rakSaNa heta dharI rahyA, ugra abhigraha Apa ; uttama he aNagAra tumAraDuM, tana tapathI dhare tApa. /18aaaa. DhALa - 3 duhI tapa tapatA bahuvidha guru, vIzasthAnaka gugakhANa; vardhamAna tapa sAdhanA, jinazreNi abhidhAna. |1 tyAganI sAthe tapa kare, vRtitaNA saMkSepa vaLI UgodarI dhArato, paNa nA jarI vikSepa. //rA anukULa-pratikULa gocarI, ochuM adhika hoya; maLe kadI nA pANa maLe, to ye dhara uchAya. III jala viNa kaMThanA zoSathI, karatA puNyano poSa; aho ArAdhaka guruvarA, lAvyA kayAMthI neza. III DhALa ( rAga he trizalAnA jAyA) tapa tapatA ujavALA, jJAnapariAgati dhArA; | sUri himAMzunA tapanI vAto, karatA hare vikArA....ll1il jIvananuM AMbela je paheluM, cAvalanA lei dANA bIju AMbela paNa guruvaranuM, phAMkI lIdhA phaTANA, | ima AraMbha kIdho tapasyAno, udita sUraja jhagArA. //rA vIza upavAsa vIza vAra karIne, arihaMta pada ArAdhe, chellI vIzInA pAraNe sidhdhagirI, yAtrA karI dina sAdhe, | AMbela karI nija tapane tAre, juo sAdhaka camakArA...//phA. tIrthakara vardhamAna tapasyA, caDhatA krame ArAdhe, ekathI covIza karI upavAso, covIzathI eka sAdhe, caDhatA krame ema paccIza paccIza, upavAse jina pyArA.../4ll saMbhavanA bAvIza upavAse, pArAge AMbila kIdhA, covIza sthAne trIza SabhanA, karI upavAsa prasidhdhA, | zatrujya yAtrA karI pAraNuM, aho tava sattvanI dhArA.... //pA. varSItape - kiSIdinamAM, dvizata aDa upavAsI, ekazata pAtrIsa dinamAM, zreNItapane vIzI ullAsI, | sAta chaThTha aTTama hoya ArAdhyAM, pAraNe AMbila nyArA...//6 ekasaThamI oLImAM ima vaLI, yAtrA navvANuM kIdhI, gaDha giranAranI chellI aThThAi, covihArI karI lIdhI, 1 jAmakaMDoraNAthI pagapALA, saMdha nizrA denArA.... /kA. pAga akSara viziSTa ArAdhyA, vIzasthAnaka pada bIje, pAMca aThThAi karI namo sidhdhA, ArAdhatA dila rIje, | bahotera varSa lage navapadanI oLI akhaMDa karanArA.... I8. nita be yAtrA karatA copanamI, vardhamAna tapa oLI, sAta chaThTha aTTama doya-sahita karI, yAtrA ekasovIza pUrI, - aThThAvanamI oLI e rIte, kare jIvana ajavALA....IIel ekonasATha - sATha - ekasaTha- chAsaThamI oLI adhikerI, chaThThane pAraNe AMbela karIne, jItatA rasanA jherI, ekAMtare upavAse pAsaTha, chAsaThamI sevanArA...// 223

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vaya paMcAzI varSanI thAtA, yAtrA sidhdhagirimAM, vaLI giranAranI karatA AMbela, sAthe dhImA dhImA, | vaizAkha mAsanI dhIkhatI dharAmAM, karatA ugravihorA...ll11il. bhISma pratijJA saMdhaekatA, kAje guruvara dhAre, zataekAdaza AMbela pUrA, karatA saMghanI vahAre, I bAra divasamAM rAjakoTathI, amadAvAde juhArA.... //larA saLaMga AMbila so mI oLIthI karavA abhigraha lIdho, bAvanaso pacAza AMbilano tapa akhaMDita kIdho, aSTottara zata vardhamAnatapanI oLI karI jayakArA.....ll13AA lukunuM - suku AMbela gurunuM, alpadravyathI thAtuM. prAyaH ekAzanathI ochuM, kadIye nahi paccakakhAtu, evA ajoDa tapasvI zI rIte , gAu huM guNalA tamArA.... //14 DhALa- 4 huhI nija tapaguNathI opatI, rope dharmanA bIja, bhAvuka bhakto vazI thayA, vAsaNAmAM paDI vIja, lA/ ubhaya/ka pratikramaNamAM, joDAyA bahu loka, acittalanA pAnamAM, paNa lAgyo jene thoke, ||2|| e upakAra gutAgo, bhUlyo navi bhUlAya, ema kahe bahu gAmanA, loka taNo samudAya. |||| DhALa | (rAga : haMsalo cAlyo javAno ekalo re.....) vijayAnvita himAMzu munivaro re, guruvara ANA dharI dilamAMhi.... | pitA-putranI joDI banI rahI re, gAme gAma comAsu karavA jAya re......lA soraThadeze comAsA bahu kIdhA re, lImaDI, valabhI, pAdaliptapura re.... | jIArgadurgamAMhe bahulA karyA re, rAjakoTa, jAmanagara, vAMkAnera re....../rA. vahIvaTa dekhI uddhAra kIdho vAgo re, valabhIpurano saMgha vizeSa re... dharmadravyanA doSathI ugArIyo re, TALyA bahulA saMghanA kleza re......) gurjaradeze dhaMdhukA gAmamAM re, kIdhA comAsA bahu hitakAra re. sANaMdagAme comAsu ApanuM re, kIdho saMghano jayajayakAra re....//jA kacchadezaviSe vaLI vicaryA re, pharA tIrtha bhadrezvara sAra re....... vijaya-vijayAzeThANI bhomamAM re, pAvanakArI yazo dharanAra re....../pA rAjasthAnamAM ugra vihArIyA re, regIstAnamAM tape tanu tApa re... vidha vidha tIrthanI yAtrAo karI re, tAraka tIrthothI dhotA pApa re......6 deza mahArASTra paNa vicaryA re, kuMbhojagiri jagavallabha pAsa re sAMgalI comAsuM karatA thakA re, yogI bhagavatIsUtra suvAsa re.....llNA gaNipada siTI sAtArAmAM dharyu re, muktivijayagaNI khAsa re.... ahamadanagare vaizAkhazudI SaSThIe re, karatA paMnyAsapada nivAsa re...../8 sUri yazodeva nizrA vize re, saMyama laganImAM beu joDa re.... gura.baMdhu pANa gura sarIkhA gAgyA re, zivavadhU varavAnA dharI koDa re......lA pUnA nagarImAMhe samosaryA re, guruvara prema sUrIzanI sAthare ..... vidhavidha tapateje zUrA thayA re, gAtA guruvaranI saMgAthare.....I/1OA karNATakamAMhI bIjApUra re, vasIyA vaSavAsa sollAsa re..... surata, pATAgamAM comAsIyAra, vAsI gurukuLanA munikhAre...l/11// kSetrasparzanA yoge vicaryA re, vidhavidha deza hajAro gAuM re. pUrva muni saMyama saMbhAratA re, kaSTa veThIne nirmala thAuM re.... I1 rA vIza aThThAvIza zubha sAlamAMre, varSAvAsa pAdaliptapura re.... guruvara ANathakI dhAryu tihA re, sUripada vALu adhikutUra re...../13 vIza ekAgaTvIza mAgasara tANI re, zukla bIja divasa sukhakAra re.... | trIju parameSThIpada pAmIne re, vahetA dhurA vikSepa nA lagAra re.../14 amadAvAda zAMtinagare kIdhuM re, cArtumAsa ArAdhanA sAra re..... saMgha dharmacakra tapasyA kare re, sAthe hemacaMdrasUri dhAra re.....II15A. vAsaNA navakAra nAme saMdhamAM re, aMjana karatA pratiSThA Apa re.... kIdhA bahulA comAsA tihA kane re, saMgha kahe Apa ho ama mA-bApa re...ll16II saMyamaparyAya ekuNasAThano re, sAdhika traNa sahasa upavAsa re.... sahasa sArdha ekAdaza ApanA re, AMbila yoga TALyA aghatrAsa re..../17 karavA aMtima comAsu AvatA re, bhAvanA giranAranI godamAMhi re... lAvatA comAsuM karavA bhAvuko re, gAvatA nemIza gIta ucchAMhI re...... /18

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DhALa -5 nigodathI - gRhavAsathI, zivapura jAvA kAja, niryA karatA sAdhatA, tAraNa taraNa jahoja.l/1TI tapasamrATe guruvarA, joDa na jagamAM Apa; darzanathI durita TaLe, vaMdana hara saMtApa,//rA uvaLa ApanI dehaDI, AtamanuM pratibiMba nirmaLa piMDanA dhArakA, doSakSAlaka jage aMba.IIII nisaryA amadAvAdathI, pAlItANAthI svAma; nija aMtima ghaDI jANIne, icchita mRtyu kAma.//jA nemIzvara jayAM ziva thayA, thAze anAgata kALa; covIze jinavara jihAM, nirvANI nirdhAra.pA. bhAvatIrthakara bhAvanuM, baLa varavA prabhu khAsa, havANA nikSepI prabhu, nemIzvaranI Aza.lidA dharI aMtara pariSahu sahI, bAvIzamAM jina pAsa; AvyA nAgaDha vidhe, gaDhagiranAre khAsa,II aMtima comAsu kIdhuM, taLeTI mojhAra; dhyeya svarUpa nemIzane, dhyApA aparaMpAra.//// dhyAne vaLI raivatagiri, rAkhI najare eka, vizrAMti zivalAsamAM, karavA prabhu suviveka.IITo tapa tapatA, japa japatA, dhyAnadazo layalIna; jIvana mRtyu varI rahyA, karI sau karmane kSINa.JI1CiA. jinabhaktimAM lIna manA, pahoMcyA suravimAna; kAja kIdhu nija hitenuM, vAMdu sahu guNamANa. ll1 1// DhALa (rAga : bahenA re... ) bhakRtaprabhunA ghora tapasvI, saMyamabAganA mALI (2) hRdaye re. hRdaye komaLatA kahI nA kaLAya..........//rA. vAtsalya vahetu sarva prati paNa , jAta prati je kaThorA (2) glAnatANI vaiyAvacca karatA, sahAyapaNuM dharanArA (2) | vinayI re...... vinaya samarpaNa ApanuM hAya.....DA. siddhamuhUrtanA dAtA he guruvara, vacanasidhdhi anokhI (2) dIrdhadaSTi paNa ApanI nirakhI, hRdayakamaLathI paMkhI (2), | adbhuta re.... adbhuta guNa nIra sari ubharAya ......IjA dIkSA - zikSA mujane ApI, bahujananA upakArI (2) mALa paherAvI upadhAnanI vaLI, saMdhavI padanI pyArI (2) vratamAM re.......... gAme gAma bAra vrato uccarAya......I/pA. vidhavidha rIte vidhavidha gAmo, vidha vidha bhakto pAmyA (2) bAhya atyaMtara unnati uMcI, AMtara zuddhi prakAmyA (2) nijanI re....... nijanI zuddhithI bahu hita karAya.....lidA bahu upakArI ehavA guruvara, zAzvata sukhaDA levA (2), rAjanagarathI viharI AvyA, vimalAcalamAM akhevA (2) yAtrA re........ yAtrA aMtima kIdhI vAMdhA jina pAya......IkA aMtima lakSa hatuM guru ApanuM, gaDha giranAre jAvuM (2) dhyAna dharI raivata-neminuM, bahulo karma khapAvuM (2) | chellA re..... chellA vihAro giranAra bhANI thAya...... taLeTImAM kIdhu comAsuM, dhyAna aTala mana dhAryuM, bahujana AvyA varSAvAse, jIvana tAsa ajavALyuM, - kAyA re....... kAyAnI mAyA melI, sAdhatA upAya...... IICIAL karI comAsu taLeTImAMhe uparakoTamAM AvyA, (2) kAyA azakta chatAMye avirata dhyAnadazA mana bhAvyA, (2) - pUrava re... pUrava sanmukha giri nirakhAyA.../1CiA. zazIkAMta Adi sthAnika bhakato, prakAzavasA dhorAjI (2) amadAvAdanA rAjubhAi, vaiyAvacca kare jAjI (2) cAlyA re..... choDIne cAlyA surivara guNakAya AMkhothI azrunI dhArA chalakAya....in/ nirdoSa jIvana nirdoSa bhikSA, kaTTara jinAjJA pALI (2) 25

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hitakArI he guruvara mArA, avirata hiyaDe rahejo (2) mAMgaNI mArI hitane kAje, dilaDe sthApI kahejo (2) zukana re...... zukana ApIne samANe jAjo sUrirAya. .....22 sUrijI vIzamI zatAbditAgo, itihAsa anero lakhAyo (2) RNamukti hete jIvanArA, tujathI saMgha kamAyo (2) | jIvana re... jIvanagaMgAmAM nitya snAna karAya. . . . . ./23/ thAvacaMdradivAkara sUrivara, premanI nizrAdhArI (2) saMyamazrA tapathI tAjA, mahimA aparaMpArI (2) Avo re......... Avo re darzana devA pratIkSA karAya.... .// rajA vallabha re ..... hemavadgabha muni nIta khaDe kAya.... /I1 1aaaa nararatnasUri vinayacaMdra ne nayanaratna ANagArA (2) aMtevAsI kahyAgarA, muni hemavallabha prANapyArA (2) | uttarA re.... uttarAdhikArI nija sAttvika banAya..../1 rA/ channu varasanI dehaDI to ye sumana sugaMdhI kaLAtuM (2) hADapiMjaranI pAvana harI, dekhIne dilaDuM jhukAtuM (2) AtmA re... Atma adhyAsanI sImAe pahoMcAya.../13 sau sevAmAM guru terI, paNa tame jinasevAmAM (2). chellI ghaDI to ye ANa na cheDI, bhAvatA hita levAmAM (2) | sAdhI re.. sAdhI samAdhi chUTayA prANa palAya..../14o. vIza ekoNasATha mAgasara caudaza ujaLA ujaLI rAte (2) bArane ogaNacAlIza madhya, rAtri muhUrta saMjAte (3). | svarge re. . . . svarge sIdhAvyA hitakara sUrirAya....../15A. dehapiMjara tava khAlI thayu te, haiyuM amAruM bharAyuM (2) sUnamUna tumasama saue thayAne, nayane nIra ubharAyuM (2) - 2DatA re... reDato na hiyaDune AMkho dharAya.....// 1 dA vIja paDI jANe jIvanamAM, bhAvika sahu luMTAyA (2) prANathI pyArA guranA virahamAM, jIvana sAra vikharAyA (2) | puchIzuM re.... puchIzuM kayAM ama hita sadupAya ..... II17nA bebAkaLA sau bhakto thayA ne vistaratA samAcAra (2) hAhAkAra jage varatAyo, bhakto bhAvuka nirAdhAra (2) | doDI re.... doDI AvIne darzana aMtima karAya. .... ./18|| pAlakhImAM padharAvyA gurune, jaya jaya naMdA kahetA (2) pAvana guru nI pAlakhI pAvana, nija aMdhethI vahetA (2) | cauTe re..... cauTe ne coke junAgaDhamAM pheravAya... AMkhothI...//19AA thaine taLeTI sahasAvanamAM, prabhu sanmukha lAvyA (2) caMdana kASTramAM sthApI kAyA, agnidAha devAyA (2) uMcI re...... uMcI uchAmANIthI ziza jhUkAya...... .//2vAmAM bhaDabhaDa vALA bhastibhUta thai, paMcabhUto vikharAyA (2) to paNa mArA prANanA pyArA, guru nA bhUlyA bhUlAyA (2) darzana re....... darzana bhaktone samANAmAM devAya....../2 1II kaLaza vIrazAsane 'sUri prema' - tribhuvanabhAnu-dharmajitezvarA jayaghoSasUri sAmrAjyamAM gAyA himAMzusUrIzvarA vIza sATha Azvina paMcamI vadI punyanagaramAMhe rahI comAsu goDI pArtha chAye banI 04gatavallabha vahI - ||1|| 26

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Rela pathAhaza.. rahatANa namo siddhANa namA AyariyANa namo uvajjhAyANa namA lAe savva sAhaNAnamA ArahatANA siddhANa nmaa| rihaMtANaM namo siddhANaM namo AyariyANaM navajAta rihaMtANaM namo siddhANaM namo AyariyANaM nava rihaMtANaM namo siddhANaM namo AyariyANaM namo usayANa hAmohaMta rihaMtANaM namo siddhANaM namo AyariyANaM namo uvajjhAyANa namo lAe savva sApUrNa namo aurahatANa namo siddhANa namo rihaMtANa namo siddhANaM namo AyariyANaM namo uvajjhAyANaM namo loe saca sAhaNaM namo arihaMtANaM namo siddhANaM nmo| rihatANaM namo siddhANaM namo AyariyANaM namo uvajjhAyANaM namI loe savva sANaM namo arihaMtANaM namo siddhANaM namo rihatI Fucation tntenarasmo AyariyANaM namo uvajjhAyANaM namo loe savva sAha Fivate Personal H OTHI siddhANaM nmo| si 227

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rAjya 2 pUjyazrInA vividha cAturmAsa sthAna cAtu. vikrama I. sa. gAma-sthaLa krama saMvaMta saMvaMta 1 1990 1934 amadAvAda jahAMpanAnI poLa 1991 1935 rAdhanapura 1992 1936 aMdherI(muMbai)Ila 1993 1937 punA kempa 1994 1938 karoDa 1995 1939 surata 1996 1948 haLavada 1997 1941 muMbaI 9 1998 1942 khaMbhAta 10 1999 1943 amadAvAda jJAnamaMdira, 11 2000 1944 amadAvAda 12 2001 1945 zinora 13 2002 1946 pAlI 14 2003 1947 phalodI 15 2004 1948 pAlItANA vaMDAno upAzraya 16 2005 1949 dhaMdhukA 17 2006 1950 vAMkAnera 18 2007 1951 junAgaDha hemAbhAIno vaMDo 19 2008 1952 pAlitANA nivRttinivAsa 20 2009 1953 mANekapura 21 2010 1954 gheTI 22 2011 1955 amadAvAda jJAnamaMdira 23 2012 1956 bhAyakhAlA muMbaImotIzA gujarAta gujarAta mahArASTra mahArASTra mahArASTra gujarAta gujarAta mahArASTra gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta rAjasthAna rAjasthAna gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta mahArASTra Intematon

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rAjaya gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta cAtu. vikrama I.sa. gAma-sthaLa rAjya cAtu. vikrama I.sa. gAma-sthaLa krama saMvaMta saMvaMta krama saMvaMta saMvaMta 24 2013 1957 pUnA (kempa) mahArASTra 47 2036 1980 vAMkAnera 25 2014 1958 sAMgalI mahArASTra 48 2037 1981 jUnAgaDha hemAbhAIno vaMDo 26 2015 1959 bIjApura karNATaka 49 2038 1982 amadAvAda gIradharanagara 27 2016 1960 navADIsA-rIsAlA gujarAta | 50 2039 1983 sANaMda 28 2017 1961 sANaMda gujarAta pa1 2040 1984 gArIyAdhAra 29 2018 1962 sANaMda gujarAta para 2041 1985 zihora 30 2019 1963 lIMbaDI gujarAta pa3 2042 1986 jUnAgaDha hemAbhAIno vaMDo 31 2020 1964 naDIyAda gujarAta pa4 2043 1987 vAMkAnera 32 2021 1965 pATaNa maMDapano upAzraya gujarAta papa 2044 1988 amadAvAda 33 2022 1966 amadAvAda gIradharanagara, gujarAta vAsaNA(navakAra phaleTa) 34 2023 1967 vallabhIpura gAmamAM gujarAta | pa6 2045 1989 rAjakoTa prahAdaploTa 35 2024 1968 viramagAma gujarAta pa7 2046 1990 jUnAgaDha hemAbhAIno vaMDo 36 2025 1969 gAMdhIdhAma kaccha 58 2047 1991 amadAvAdavAsaNA(navakAraleTa) 37 2026 1970 vAva (banAsakAMThA) gujarAta pa9 2048 1992 amadAvAda zAMtinagara 38 2027 1971 jUnAgaDha hemAbhAIno vaMDo gujarAta 60 2049 1993 amadAvAda vAsaNA(navakAraleTa) 39 2028 1972 dhaMdhukA gujarAta | 61 2050 1994 amadAvAda zaphAlI epA. 40 2029 1973 jAmanagara 62 2051 1995 amadAvAda AMbAvADI+vAsaNA(na.u) pAThazALA upAzraya gujarAta | 63 2052 1996 amadAvAda solAroDa + revAsaMgha 41 2030 1974 jAmanagara divijaya ploTa gujarAta + vAsaNo 42 2031 197pa vAMkAnera gujarAta - 64 2053 1997 amadAvAda vAsaNA(navakAra phaleTa) 43 2032 1976 gheTI gujarAta 65 2054 1998 amadAvAdevAsaNA(navakAra phaleTa) 44 2033 1977 jUnAgaDha hemAbhAIno vaMDo gujarAta | 66 2055 1999 mANekapura 45 2034 1978 verAvaLa gujarAta 67 2016 2000 amadAvAda memanagara, 46 2035 1979 jUnAgaDha hemAbhAIno vaMDo gujarAta 68 2057 2001 pAlitANApeTI pratApanivAsa 69 2058 2002 jUnAgaDha giranArataLeTI gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta gujarAta | 229

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smRtigraMtha prakAzanamAM lAbha lenAra I : sahayoga hAdi : (1) tapovana saMskAradhAma -navasArI (5.pU.paM.candrazekhara masA.nI preraNAthI jJAnakhAtAmAMthI) (2) zrI . mU. jaina saMgha -navarakAra phaleTa -vAsaNA, amadAvAda, (3) sevaMtIlAla kALIdAsa zAha (mANekapuravALA) I : AdhAra staMbha : (1) zrI bhIDabhaMjana pArzvanAtha jaina saMgha - godAvarInagara, vAsaNA, amadAvAda. (5.pU. munirAja tattvaruci ma.sA.nI preraNAthI) (2) zAMtAkrujhajaina saMgha-kuMthunAtha jaina derAsara-muMbaI. (pa.pU.A. jayasuMdara sU.ma.sA.nI preraNAthI jJAnakhAtAmAMthI) (3) zrI zephAlI je.mU.pU. tapa. saMgha - amadAvAda. (4) zrI zreyaskara pArthabhakti . saMgha- DoMbIvalI muMbaI. (5) Do. mahAsukhabhAI vI. mahetA - junAgaDhavALA. (6) Do. hasamukhabhAI bI. zAha - zAhIbAga, amadAvAda, (7) DAhyAlAla chaganalAla zAha - memanagara, amadAvAda. (8) zrIpALabhAI zreNIkabhAi dInezabhAI paTavA-vAsaNA, ama. (pa.pU. jJAnavallabhavijayajI ma.sA.nI preraNAthI) : saujanyuM : (1) vAMkAnera jaina saMgha -vAMkAnera (2) prahalAda ploTa jaina zve. saMgha - rAjakoTa (3) zrI paMcavaTI the. mU. saMgha - rAjakoTa (4) zrI gheTI the. mU. tapa. saMgha - gheTI (5) mAtuzrI mULIbena aMbAlAla zAha (vairAgyadezanAdakSa pa.pU. A. hemacaMdra sU. ma.sA. nI preraNAthI) (6) mAtuzrI nayanabALA bAbubhAI sI. jarIvAlA parivAra, (vairAgyadezanAdakSa pa.pU. A. hemacaMdra sU.ma.sA. preraNAthI) (7) zrI sAraMgapura taLIyAnIpoLa - amadAvAda. (8) manaharabhAi ukAbhAi zAha parivAra (vAMkAneravALA) - amadAvAda, ha. paMkajabhAi (9) jaina je. mU.pU. saMgha - junAgaDha. : zubhecchaka : (1) praviNacaMdra vADIlAla zAha (vAMkAneravALA) - amadAvAda. (2) sevaMtIlAla mAnacaMda zAha - muMbaI (3) tArAcaMda paraSottamadAsa zeTha parivAra - junAgaDha (4) azvinabhAI caMpakalAla vorA - dahIMsara- muMbaI (5) munisuvrata svAmI zve. tapa. jaina saMgha -DoMbIvalI (6) kAMtIlAla pI. zAha (mANekapuravALA) - muMbaI (7) sva. maphatalAla maganalAla zAha (mANekapuravALA)- muMbaI visamI saMdInI virala vibhUtI Education

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ha. kAMtIlAla ema. zAha (8) rohiNAzrIjI sAmayika maMDaLanA baheno - vAsaNA, amadAvAda (9) amaracaMda sukhalAla zeTha parivAra (sANaMdavALA) amadAvAda ha. surezabhAI, indIrAbena, tejasa, rAhula, rImA (10) zrI dharmajitasUri ArAdhanA bhavana TrasTa-karADa (mahArASTra) ha. kAMtilAla popaTalAla zAha (pa.pU. paM. prazAMtavallabhavijayajI ma.sA.nI preraNAthI) (11) rAjasthAnI jaina saMgha somavAra peTha punA. sA.ratnakIrtizrIjInI tapArAdhanA tathA sA.kalpanidhizrIjInI vardhamAnatapanI 100mI oLInI ArAdhanA nimitte. (12) ketanabhAI pI.zeTha - junAgaDha. (13) virenabhAI e. vasA - junAgaDha. (14) zAha umedacaMda rUganAtha ha. hemendrabhAi - surata. (15) manasukhalAla nemacaMdabhAi desAi - amadAvAda. (16) giranAra cAturmAsika ArAdhaka baheno taraphathI bheTa (jJAnakhAtAmAMthI) 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. anunoThaka : amRtalAla ANaMdajI mahetA - jAmanagara mohanalAla dharamazI zAha (thIkA) kenyA jayaMtIlAla karamazI harIyA (nAIrobI)kenyA hIrAgaurI jayaMtIlAla vorA-dhorAjI raMgIladAsa raNachoDadAsa sutarIyA - jAmanagara jeThAlAla devazIbhAI khImazIyA - muMbaI Jaducation national A 7. 6. 9. 10. 11. 12. 13. 14. 15. kAMtIlAla devacaMda zAha - vAMkAnera kamaLAbena caMpakalAla vorA -kAMdIvalI-muMbaI umedacaMda pAnAcaMda zAha-vAkAMnera cImanalAla dhIrajalAla saMghavI - junAgaDha puSpAbena dhIrajalAla zAha - gheTI dinezabhAI becaradAsa zAha (viramagAma) guNavaMtabhAI hematalAla vorA (vAMkAneravALA) muMbaI sumitrAbena bacubhAI zAha vAsaNA -amadAvAda jalagAva saMghanA baheno taraphathI jJAnakhAtAmAMthI manamohanacaMda kAnugA - rAyapura (ema.pI.) 17. zrImatI lIlAvaMtIbena navanItalAla vorA - junAgaDha. 16. 1,008=00naTavaralAla vADIlAla zAha - amadAvAda 1,008=00karazanadAsa lallubhAI bArabhAyA - ama. 1,001=00 anopacaMda sI. zAha - ghATakopara 1,011=00 dalapatabhAI DAhyAbhAI savANI parivAra vAMkAnera 1,166=00 anopacaMda velacaMda zAha (gheTIvALA) surata 500=00 eka sadgRhastha taraphathI visamI, - saMdInI virala vibhUti

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nizALo nAPirI all vi . ( kamI che te payA hina ( naha8 2 1 pAlaja preraNAthI etcthaya rasa jaLa 10/ 21 afels sva. pa. pU. AcArya bhagavaMtazrInI pAvatIya preraNA ane AziSathI dharmAArAdhanAmAM Daga mAMDI rahela AtmAo mATe muti hemavallabha vijayajI dvArA saMkalita sAhitya, mAro (AvRtti 1-2) (AvRtti 1-2) dUrasAdini vakatA (AvRtti 1-2) (AvRtti 1-2) (AvRtti 1-2) (AvRtti 1-2) 10, 1 paramapada tarapha pagalAM.. ciMtana jharaNuM mana sAthe mulAkAta yugAdi jinavaMdanA sAhibA vAsupUjya jigaMdA.. navakAra utAre bhavapAra... mANekapurathI muktipurI cAlo ! vardhamAna sAmAyika karIe prathama maMgalam tuM prabhu mAharo 11. giranAra guNaguMjana 12. virAdhanAthI virAma yAne codaniyama ane ArAdhanAno AraMbha 13. nirakhyo nemijiNaMdane.. nahiM jAuM narakanI gehe... bhAve jinavara pUjIe. . 16, bhaktijharaNuM giranAra-naimibhaktistotram manomaMthana 18. saMyamanI keDI 20, giranAra girivara yAtrAvidhi 26. paramapada tarapha pagalAM... 22. zrI navapadajI ArAdhanA vidhi 236 (AvRtti 1-2-3) 14, A paINTIdar Rela (AvRtti 1-2), manomaMthana (AvRtti 1-2) (AvRtti 1-2) (AvRtti 1-2) For Pe www. jbrary

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zrutvA guroco, dhRtvA cittejhAtvA ca tadguNaM, nApnoti sadgate saukhyamakurvANo kriyaH rucim. garUvaranuM vacana sAMbhaLIne, ene cittamAM dhAraNa karIne, enA guNane jANIne AcaraNamAM tahIM mUkatAra arthAta kriyApratye aruci dhAraNA karatAra sAtinA sukha pAmI nathI zakato. ajja karAbhtho jammo, ajja karAbhthaM ca jIviyaM majjhaH jeNa tuha daMsaNAmaya-raseNa sitAiM nayaNAI he guruvara ! ApatA darzatarUpI amRtarasathI mArA tayatonuM siMcana thavAthI Aje mAro janma ane jIvata kRtArtha thayA che.

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saMpai dUsama samaye, dIsai thovosi jassa dhammaguNoH bahumANo kAyaco, tarasa sayA dhammabudie. vartamAnA dUSamakALamAM jenA jIvanamAM thoDo paNa dharmAtogaNa dekhAya to sadA mATe dharmabuddhithI tenA guNo pratye bahumAna karavA yogya che. dullaho jiNidadhammo, dullaho jIvANa mANuso jammoH / lahadevi maNuajamme, aidullahA sugurusAmaggI. jitezvara paramAtmAno dharma durlabha che, jIvone manuSya janma meLavo paNa durlabha che ane manuSya janma maLavAM chatAM paNa sugurunI prApti atidurlabha che. U) vAvetara karI para

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| deg deg jaoN kSakazreNIno kALa hota to himAMzuvijaya kSakazreNI mAMDI avazya ThevaLajJAna pAmI jAya eNvaoN ugnakoTIno tapa karUM che.? pa.pU.pA.thI premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. 'himAMzuvijaya ane nararatnavijaya A banne mahAtmAo amArA samudAyanI AMkha che.'' pa.pU.A.zrI rAmacanasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tame sau DokTarI upacAra mATe mane muMbaI laI javA mAMgo choparaMtu mAruM mana to amadAvAdamAM birAjamAna saMthasthavira pa. pU. A.zrI bhadraMkara sU. ma.sA. tathA | mahAna tapasvI pa. pU. A. zrI. himAMzu sU.ma.sA.nI sevAmAM javAnuM che pa. pU. A. bhuvanabhAnu sU. ma.sA.