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________________ 11 aMga 12 upAMga 10 payannA 6 cheda 4 mUla anuyogaddhAra nandi sUtra '/////ji|||||||||||| A U saddhiAra Agraha nitya darzana pravacaThAkora: pa.pU. zAsana zArdUla AgamaoNbAraka AcAryadeva zrI AnaMdasAgara sUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba zrI AgamoddhAraka pravacana prakAzana samiti muMbaI. prakAzana:
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________________ ke jene AnaMda pravacana darzana Eme razmie4 ja pravacanakAra pa. pU. Agamo ddhAraka zAsanazArdUla AcArya deveza zrI AnandasAgara sUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba. preraNAdAtA pa. pU. prazAnta tapobhUti AcArya bhagavaMta zrI dazana sAgara surIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba * pU. saMgaThThanapremI- gaNirya zrI nityodaya sAgarajI mahArAja sAheba prakAzaMka zrI Agama ddhAraka pravacana prakAzana samiti C/o zrI amaracaMda ratanacaMda jhaverI 77 e, vAlakezvara reDa. muMbaI 400006
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________________ AnaMda pravacana duni [TrasTa rajIsTarDa naoNMbara E 27 21 (mu Mbai) ] saMyukta sauMskaraNa nala. 1000 vaizAkha vada 5, saMvata 2038 me-1982 kiMmata rUA. 25/ sakalana ane vyavasthA lAlacaMda khetasIbhAi zAhe (vaNeAdavALA) bI. e. ( eNnasa), bI. TI, esa. TI. sI. zAMtikuMja 16, zatruMjya sAsAyaTI zAntivana basa sTenDa pAse nArAyaNa nagara roDa, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-3800007 ~: suka :- jyaMtIlAla maNIlAla zAha khelA TAIpa seMTIMga varkasa dhIkAMTA vADa, amadAvAda.
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________________ prakAzakIya nivedana jenadarzana e ratnAkara-samudra jevuM apAra ane agAdha che. emAM agaNita tattvarane bharelAM che. e tattvarane marajIvA hoya te meLavI zake ane vivekI hoya te ja pIchANa zake. A tattvaratnone nipuNatAthI meLavI tene sugama ane sarala bhASAmAM samajAvavA prayatna AgamedvAraka AcAryadeva zrI AnaMda sAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAje karyo che.. duHkhanA DuMgarA nIce dabAyela dayanIya jIvanI dInatA dUra karavA tAtvika-mArmika ane mahattvapUrNa vyAkhyAne ApI, aneka AtmAonA dila ane dimAga para addabhuta asara karI ane temane vairAgyaraMge raMgI mokSamArganA musApharo banAvyA tevA pUjyazrInA pravacananI nedha teozrInA vidvAna ziSya, praziSyoe vi. saM. 1988thI karIne aneka pustaka tathA "siddhacakra mAsika dvArA bahAra pADI, tattvanI tRSAne dUra karI hatI. paraMtu atyAre temAMnAM ghaNAMkharAM pustake aprApya hevAthI aneka AcArya bhagavaMte tathA saddagRhasthonI patradvArA te mudrita karavA preraNA maLatI. hajAre haiyAMne palaTa karanAra pUjyazrInAM pravacanane punarmudraNa karavAnI amArI IcchA hatI. amArA prabaLa puNyodaye zeTha zrI jhaveracaMda pratApacaMda zrI supArzvanAtha jaina saMgha upAzraye saM. 2036nA cAturmAsa arthe zAsana prabhAvaka AcArya deveza zrI dazanasAgara sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. tathA saMgaThThana premI gaNi zrI nityodaya sAgarajI ma. sA. padhAryA. anekavidha ArAdhanAo sAthe bAlamumukSu dipakakumAranI dIkSA paNa thaI. pU Agama dvArakazrInAM pustakanI jaina samAjamAM atyaMta mAgaNI che. te mAgaNIne tAtkAlika paripUrNa karavA preraNA ApI ane "zubhasya zIghrama" nyAye "AgaddhAraka pravacana prakAzana
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________________ samiti"nI sthApanA karI. prabhAvatIbena chaganalAla sarakAre A saMsthAnA sthaMbha banavAnuM svIkArIne saMsthAnI pragatimAM prANa pUryAM. pachI teA zAsanapakSanA aneka AcArya bhagavaMtAnA AzIrvAda prApta thayA ane aneka sadhA tathA sagrahasthAnA suMdara sahakAra maLyA. zrI puSpasena pAnAcaMda jhaverI ane zrI nirajanabhAI cAksInA satata prayatnathI A kArya karavA utsAhI yA. samayane satata abhAva chatAM zrI lAlaca`dabhAI ke. zAhe mudraNa aMgenI saMpUrNa javAbadArI uThAvI lIdhI. tethI eka ja varSamAM pava mahimA dana' ane dezanA mahimA dazana' nAmanAM kula pharmA 62nAM me pustako samAjanA caraNe dharI zakayA chIe ane A trIjuM pustaka AnaMda pravacana ddana' paNa bhautikavAdanI bhramaNAmAM paDelA aneka manuSyAne adhyAtmanA preraNAtmaka sa Mdeza Apaze ane jIvanamAM vikAsanI kukuma pagalIo pADaze. sAvadhAnI chatAM rahela hoya te azuddhinuM sa MzAdhana karI sudhArI vAMcavA vinavuM bru. vazAkhI pUrNimA, 2038 77 e, vAlakezvaracaMDa muMbaI-6 phAna na. 270712 AphIsa 816868 ghara lI. sa`ghasevaka amaracaMda ratanacaMda jhaverI [ TrasTanA rajIsTarDa naMbara E 2721 (Bombay)] Wan
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________________ 33$533333353353585583 E3233385535335335355 26333333333333333333333333333333333333-3 zAsana zArdU la Aga ddhAraka AcArya deveza zrI AnandasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba EUR EUR3E3EGESSE3E3E32332332 33333333333EGE sEESE4 55 5252583 383235 daDaE SESSes |3E3E3 8332 35 36 35 36 32 353 3832353
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________________ zAsana prabhAvaka prazAnta tapobhUti AcArya deva zrI darzanasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba : saM. 1964 jeTha vada 7 dhoLI (saurASTra ) dIkSA : saM. 1986 jeTha vada 14 khaMbhAta gaNipada : saM. 2008 kArataka vada 3 pAlItANA upAdhyAya 5da: saM. 2022 mahA suda 11 pAlItANA AcArya pada : saM. 2035 mAgasara suda 5 muMbai
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________________ saMpAdakIya AbAlyakAlAta zubhazIlazAlinama janAgame kevi sarvazAlinamAM viSe sadA maMgala kelimAlinama vaDe sadAnaMdasUri sAgarama II je mahAna kRtaghare pitAnA jIvana kALamAM dese uparAta daLadAra granthanI racanA karI hatI evA AgamoddhAraka zrI AnaMda sAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nA nAmathI jaina samAjamAM bhAgye ja koI aparicita haze. je mahApuruSa niraMtara AtmAnI pratIti karAvanArI, karmanA siddhAMtamAM zraddhA pragaTAvanArI ane dharmanuM yathArtha ArAdhana karAvanArI tAvika ane mAmikavANIne dhedha gaMgAnA pavitra pravAhanI peThe niraMtara akhkhalitapaNe vahAvatA hatA, tevI agAdha ane amApa vANune jhIlavAnuM kArya saM. 1988 thI temanA vidvAna ziSya-praziSyoe karyuM. je divya puruSe prasannatA, pavitratA ane zItaLatA ApatI ane AtmAnI anubhUti karAvatI vANIne aneka pustako dvArA bahAra paDAvI, samAja upara aneka upakAra karela che, paraMtu Aje te pravacanenAM ghaNAMkharAM pustake aprApya che, jyAre keTalIka meM paNa amudrita che. mudrita-amudrita tamAma pravacane kramasara mudrita thAya, te samAjane atyaMta upakAraka bane"-AvA vicAre niraMtara mArA magajamAM ghUmyA karatA hatA. "sArA kAmamAM sau sahAyaka" A nyAye AgamedvArakazrInA bhaktavarga ane AgamamaMdiranA TrasTIgaNanI zrI amaracaMda ratanacaMda jhaverIne tyAM mITIMga thaI ane meM preraNA karI ane tyAM " AgamedAraka pravacana prakAzana samiti nI
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________________ sthApanA karavAne nirNaya thaye. pU. gacchAdhipati A zrI hemasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA., pU. A. zrI devendrasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. ane pU. A. zrI kailAsasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA AzIrvAda prApta thayA, ' sAthe pU. A. zrI kaMcanasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nuM mArgadarzana maLyuM. varSo sudhI niraMtara Agama dvArakanI vANInuM pAna karanAra, dhArmika ane sAmAjika kSetre prasiddhine prApta karanAra, aneka saMsthAonuM sucArU saMcAlana karanAra, Agama dvArakazrInI aneka saMsthAomAM agragaNya sevA ApanAra khyAtanAma zrI anubhAI cImanalAla, zrI amaracaMda ratanacaMda jhaverI, zrI zAnticaMdra chaganabhAI jhaverI, zrI puSpasena pAnAcaMda jhaverI, zrI niraMjana gulAbacaMda cekasI, zrI maphatalAla jhaveracaMda paMDita ane zrI phUlacaMda je. vakhArIyA jevA suvikhyAta, utsAhI, karmaTha kAryakartAo paNa A saMsthAne prApta thayA, jethI TUMka samayamAM ja "parva mahimA darzana, dezanA mahimA darzana" ane "AnaMda pravacana darzana jevA daLadAra graMthe bahAra pADI zakyA. AnaMda jharaNAM bhAga 1-2 tathA siddhacaka' mAsikamAMthI saMgraha karela, te "AnaMda pravacana dazana" che. anekavidha pratikULatA hevA chatAM mudraNa aMgenI saMpUrNa javAbadArI zrI lAlacaMdabhAI ke. zAhe saMbhALI lIdhI che, jethI A kAryane sAre vega maLe che. A grantha prakAzanamAM jemane pragaTa ke pracchanna sahAga prApta thayA te sahunI kRtajJabhAve puNyasmRti karuM chuM. mArA dareka kAryamAM saMpUrNa sahAyaka bananAra gaNizrI naradevasAgarajI ma., gaNizrI azokasAgarajI ma., gaNizrI kalyANasAgarajI ma., gaNizrI caMdrAnanasAgarajI ma, munizrI kalpavardhanasAgarajI ma, tathA bAlamunizrI divyAnaMdasAgarajIne pUrNa sahakAra paNa neMdhapAtra che. mukhapRSTa rekhAcitra munirAjazrI hemacaMdrasAgarajI ma. sA. taraphathI sAbhAra prApta thayela che. tA. 4-2-82, vAlakezvara nityadayasAgara gaNi
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________________ sA...da...ra...sa...ma...pa...Na jI URMESENTISTITUTIFUGHTITISFIRSTUEUGUESTITUGUESHUFINISH SISTER VISESHSISHESHBill sm UTUESTITUTERISTITUTTITUTIFURITUTIFUTUBSRIBUTIFIFSiHURITIUFpiUGUESTITUTIFUESTSTST je mahApurUSe " siddhacaka " mAsika dvArA anubhUtinA sAgaramAMthI udbhavelI ane ciraMtana banavA sarjAyelI AgamAddhArakazrInI amaravANIne aneka lokonA aMtara sudhI pahoMcADI mokSamArganA pravAsI banAvanAra siddhacakra ArAdhana, tIrthoddhAraka, zAsanaprabhAvaka AcAryadevazrI caMdrasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. ne '"zrI AnaMda pravacana darzana" koTI vaMdanapUrvaka sAdara samarpaNa karuM chuM. caraNaraNa gaNi nityadayasAgara
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________________ ananya gurUbhakata ananya gurUbhakata utsAhI kAryakartA zAsana upara AvatAM AkramaNone hasatA mukhe mukAbalo karavApUrvaka jeoe sattAvIsa varSa sudhI " siddhacaka' mAsikanA taMtrI banIne AgamAddhAraka zrInI vANIne gheraghera pahoMcADI hatI. aneka dhArmika saMsthAone AjIvana sevA Apela te sva. zeThazrI pAnAcaMda rUpacaMda | (surata) vijayadevasUrasaMgha goDIjI upAchAyanA TrasTI,gameddhArakazrInI aneka saMsthAonA agragaNya kArya kartA ane Agama ddhAraka pravacana prakAzana samitinA mukhya saMcAlaka zeThazrI amaracaMda ratanacaMda jhaverI | (surate hAle muMbaI)
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________________ zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya namaH AgAme ddhAraka pravacana prakAzana samitinuM namra nivedana zrI AgamazAstra e jaina sahityane mULabhUta khajAne che. vItarAga paramAtmAe arthathI ApelI dezanAne gaNadhara bhagavatee sUtrabaddha karI gUMthI. te vANIne vikramanI pAMcamI zatAbdimAM devaddhi gaNi kSamAzramaNe pustakArUDha karI ane aneka bahuzruta jJAnI gItAe cUrNi TIkAo vagere lakhI, temAM vRddhi karI. A Agamika mahApuruSonI paraMparAmAM vIsamI sadImAM Agama dvAraka pU. AcAryadevazrI AnaMdasAgara sUrIzvarajI ma. nuM nAma khUba ja mahatvanuM rahyuM che, jemaNe hastalikhita Agama graMthonuM jIvanabhara saMzodhana karI, satata parizrama karI temane mudrita karAvyA, eTaluM ja nahi, kiMtu tAtvika vicAraNAthI bharapUra, tarka ane dalIlothI yukta zAstrIya viSayenuM khUba ja UMDANathI talasparzI, AganI cAvIo samAna pravacana ApI aneka AtamAone uddhAra karyo. pUjyazrInAM AvAM tAtvika ane sAtvika pravacane teozrInA ziya-praziSyae lakhI, saMkalana karI, pustakarUpe prakAzita karyA hatAM, paraMtu temAMnAM ghaNuM Aje maLatAM nathI ane keTalAMka amudrita paNa che. aneka tattvajijJAsue Agamika tAtvika vANIthI vaMcita na rahe te hetuthI pa. pU. zAsanamabhAvaka pU. AcAryadeva zrI dazanasAgara sUrIzvarajI ma. sAheba tathA teozrInA ziSya saMgaThThana premI gaNizrI nityodayasAgarajI ma. sAhebanI preraNAthI AgamedvArakazrInA tamAma pravacanane punaHmudraNa karavA zrI AgamedAraka pravacana prakAzana samitinI sthApanA karavAmAM AvI che. zreyaskarI Agamika sevAne lAbha levA mATe nIcenI yojanAo mUkavAmAM Ave che. [saMsthAne TrasTa rajIsTarDa naMbara : 2721 (Bombay) che.]. rUA. 5001 pAMca hajAra eka ApanAra "zruta samudAraka" kahevAze ne temane pheTe pustakamAM mUkavAmAM Avaze ne saMsthAnA sarva prakAzana temane bheTa apAze.
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________________ rU. 2501 pacIse eka ApanAra "mRtabhakta" kahevAze ne temane saMsthAnAM tamAma pustaka bheTa apAze. rU. 1001 eka hajAra eka ApanAra "AjIvana sabhya gaNAze. ne temane saMsthAnAM tamAma pustaka bheTa apAze. rU. 501 pAMcase eka ApanAra "zruta sahAyaka" gaNAze ne temane saMsthAnAM navAM prakAzane bheTa apAze. AvA mahAna kAryo pUjya sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAhebanI. preraNAthI, zrI saMghe tathA dAnavIronI sahAyathI ja thaI zake tethI dAnavIrone Aje ja potAnA taraphathI tathA zrI saMghanA jJAna khAtAmAMthI bane teTalI vadhumAM vadhu rakama makalI lAbha levA namra vinaMtI. nivedaka zrI AgaddhAraka pravacana prakAzana samiti TrasTIgaNa 1 zrI anubhAI cImanalAla jhaverI amadAvAda, 2 zrI amaracaMda ratanacaMda jhaverI muMbaI 3 zrI zAnticaMdra chaganabhAI jhaverI surata. 4 zrI puSpasena pAnAcaMda jhaverI muMbaI. 5 zrI niraMjana gulAbacaMda cekasI muMbaI 6 zrI maphatalAla jhaveracaMda paMDita amadAvAda. 7 zrI phUlacaMda je. vakhArIyA surata Agama dvAraka pravacana prakAzana samitinA nAmane DAphaTa athavA ceka nIcenA sthaLe mekavI zakAze. | zrI anabhAI cImanalAla enDa 3 zrI zAticaMdra chaganabhAI jhaverI bradharsa * AgaddhAraka saMsthA, gopIpurA, che. pa3/3, pAMcakuvA amadAvAda-2 AgamamaMdiroDa, surata-2 kena-388095 phana-28149 2 zrI amaracaMda ratanacaMda jhaverI 4 zrI puSpasena pAnAcaMda jhaverI 707, sTeka ekSaceMja TAvara bhAvanA phebrIkSa : - zera bajAra : 33 kAlabAdevI roDa kalA lesTrITa muMbaI-400023 . muMbaI 40000ra phana-270712 : phAna-319725,
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________________ kalakattA, surataH zrI. agaddAraka pravacana prakAzana samiti sahAyaka mahAnubhAvonAM nAmo zratasamudhAraka zrI. prabhAvatIbena chaganalAla sarakAra muMbaI-6 , vADIlAla sArAbhAI caMdraprabhasvAmI jaina derAsara, prArthanA samAja zeTha zrI. motIzAha AdIzvara jaina Tepala TrasTa bhAyakhAlA ,, motIzAha amIcaMda sAkaracaMda cerITebala TrasTa-pAlItANA , jhaveracaMda pratApacaMda supArzvanAtha jaina saMgha upAzraya vAlakezvara, muMbaI zrI. vijayadevasUrasaMghanI peDhI, goDIjI mahArAja jaina derAsara gharmAdAkhAtAM muMbaI , metIdharamakAMTAnA jhaverIbhAIo muMbaI , bhavAnIpura jaina ve. mU. saMgha zeTha zrI. ratanacaMda gulAbacaMda jaina upAzraya (gaNi zrI. kalyANasAgarajInI preraNAthI) zrI. mahAvIra jaina ve. mU. saMgha-operA amadAvAda, (gaNi zrI mahAyaza sAgarajInI preraNAthI) zeTha zrI. dhIrajalAla mohanalAla ha. a.sau. tArAbena dhrAMgadhrAvALA muMbaI amaracaMda ratanacaMda jhaverI muMbaI >> puSpasena pAnAcaMda rUpacaMda jhaverI niraMjana gulAbacaMda cokasI kulacaMda je. vakhArIyA surata zrI. motIzA lAlabAga jaina cerITIjha muMbaI zratabhA . zrI. rikhavadevajI mahArAjanI peDhI jhagaDIyAtIrtha , govAlIyA Teka (ArAdhanA) jaina saMgha muMbaI ja kalyANa prArthanAtha jaina saMgha, capATI zrI marIna DrAIva jaina saMgha pATaNuM maMDaLa muMbaI
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________________ AjIvana sabhya zrI. mIThAbhAI kalyANacaMda dharmakuMDA (pa. pU. A. zrI. cidAnaMda sAgarasUrIzvara jI. ma.nI preraNAthI) >> pArzvanAtha ve. mU. saMgha. ghATakopara muMbaI - (pa. pU. gaNizrI jitendrasAgarajI ma.nI preraNAthI) zeTha zrI. ratilAla pAnAcaMda DelAvALA, vaDedarA, (pa. pU. gaNi. caMdrAnanasAgarajI ma.nI preraNAthI) zrI zAmaLAnI paLa jaina saMgha amadAvAda zrI. maMchubhAI dIpacaMda dharmazALA surata (pa. pU. sA. zrI. mRgendrazrIjI ma.nI preraNAthI) che, maMchubhAI dIpacaMda dharmazALAnI bahene taraphathI surata >> jaina AnaMda pustakAlaya , nAnacaMda dhannAjI TrasTa , zAntAkrujha jaina saMgha muMbaI , zrI ghATake para munisuvratasvAmI jaina devasthAna peDhI zratasahAyaka zrI. vejalapura jaina saMgha (pa. pU. A. zrI. cidAnaMda sAgara sUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI preraNAthI.) >> paramAnaMda jaina saMgha amadAvAda (pa. pU. A. zrI. kaMcana sAgara sUrIzvarajI ma.nI preraNAthI.) che bIjovA jaina saMgha bIjevA - (pa. pU. A. zrI. vijaya Indradina sUrIzvarajI ma.nI preraNAthI) A che bhA--pa jaina saMgha muMbaI - (pa. pU. gaNi zrI jItendra sAgarajI ma.nI preraNAthI.) 0 5 mIThAbhAI kalyANacaMda dharmakuMDa kapaDavaMja (5. pU. gaNi zrI. naradevasAgarajI ma.nI preraNAthI.) muMbaI
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________________ muMbaI >> ve. mU. tapagaccha saMgha - (pa. pU. gaNizrI naradeva sAgarajI ma.nI preraNAthI.) che khAnapura jaina saMgha amadAvAda (pa. pU. gaNizrI mahAyaza sAgarajI ma.nI preraNAthI.) tIrtharaMjana vihAra khAnapura amadAvAda (sAdhvIjI ma. zrI. guNadayAzrIjInI preraNAthI.) , AdariyANuM vizAzrImALI jaina saMgha AdariyANA >> prInsesa sTrITa luhArayAla jaina saMgha muMbaI (munizrI kalpavardhana sAgarajInI preraNAthI.) , beo meTala enDa ejI. Tusa kaMpanI , rAjasthAna jaina saMgha-DoMgarI muMbaI | (gaNizrI caMdrAnanasAgarajInI preraNAthI.) ka, tapAgaccha jaina saMgha jiyapura (bAlamunizrI divyAnaMdasAgarajInI preraNAthI.) , kAntilAla kALIdAsa, zAmaLAnI poLa amadAvAda , cANasmA jaina mahAjana peDhI cANasmA (munizrI rAjatilakasAgarajI ma.nI preraNAthI) zeTha zrI kAntIlAla jekIzanadAsa vakhArIyA surata , zrI amRtalAla jekIzanadAsa vakhArIyA susta zrI sejita jaina saMgha (sAvIjIzrI. ratnatrayAzrIjI ma.nI preraNAthI.) , lIMbaDI jaina saMgha (munizrI. nyAyavardhanasAgarajI ma.nI preraNAthI) >> navaraMgapurA jaina saMgha amadAvAda (sAdhvIjI zrI praviNAzrIjI manI preraNAthI.) krasTa rajIsTarDa naMbara : 2721 (Bombay)]
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________________ pravezaka (le. pro. hIrAlAla 2. kApaDiyA ema. e.) dezanA--duniyA duHkhanA dariyAmAM DUbelI che. AnA vAstavika uddhAra karavA mATe--ene sanmArge vALavA mATe ekAMte kalyANakArI upadezanI-dezanAnI AvazyakatA che. AvI dezanA ApavA mATe te sAcA ane saMpUrNa jJAna ane kharekharA anubhavathI alaMkRta puruSottama ja ceAgya gaNAya. A ja hakIkatane jaina STi caritArtha karatI hAya ema jaNAya che, kemake jaina maMtavya pramANe janAnA tItha karezadhamatI nA sthApakA sajJa banyA vinA kadI dezanA detA nathI. vaLI te sarvajJa banyA bAda dararAja e vAra traNa traNa kalAka sudhI ceAjanagAminI vANIrUpa pANIne vahevaDAvyA vinA paNa rahetA nathI. vizvavatsalatA teA ApeAApa ja peAtAnuM kAryaM kare ja ne ? koI vyakti DUbI jatI hAya ane e kAMThe UbhelA mANasanA jovAmAM Avete DUbatI vyakti khacAvavA mATe bUma pADe tyAM sudhI e thoDAka ja rAha jue ? ja jaina darzanamAM gurune svataMtra adhikAra nathI. emane teA tIre atAvelA ja mArge cAlavAnu` che. asIlanA kahyA vagara enI vakIlAta karanArA tIrthaMkaranA ane emanA dhyeya ane rAhu eka ja che. AthI te! vizvanA kalyANa mATe jema tI karI dezanA de che tema 'guru' pade birAjatI vyaktie paNa jaina zAsanane vaphAdAra rahI e kAya karavuM ja joie. AvI paristhitimAM AgamAddhArakane hAthe emanA sudIdha dIkSAparyAyane laine aneka vAra dezanA apAI che te ceAgya ja thayuM che. A dezanAonuM bhASAdi rUpa khAdya kalevara bhale keTalIka vAra eka ja jaNAya, paraMtu emAM rahela AtmA teA bhinna bhinna varUpe che. viSaya----teozrInAM vyAkhyAnamAM sarve AstikAe svIkArelAM- emane mAnya daiva, guru ane dhama e traNa tavAmAM 'deva' tattvanI sauthI
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________________ vizeSa mahattA che; e bAbata dAkhalA-dalIlapUrvaka rajU karAI che. vizeSamAM A dvArA, samabhAvI haribhadrasUrie aSTaka-prakaraNa mahAdevASTakathI kema zarU karyuM te darzAvAyuM che. sudevanA dhyeyane ane emaNe akelA mArgane anusaravuM e saddagurunuM kartavya che. e vAta ahIM vistArathI samajAvAI che. anya vyAkhyAnanA prAraMbhamAM "sarva jIvonuM sAdhya sukha che ema pratipAdana karAyuM che. AnA pachInA vyAkhyAnane kamAMka je ke pRthapha apAye che, chatAM viSayanI daSTie to e be maLIne eka dezanA pUrI thAya che. vAta ema che ke bIjA vyAkhyAnamAM "kalikAlasarvajJa hemacaMdrasUrie ka badalyAnI je hakIkata darzAvAI che tenA anusaMdhAnarUpa vaktavya pachInA vyAkhyAnamAM che. AvI rIte eka vyAkhyAna bIjA vyAkhyAna sAthe saMlagna che-e be maLIne eka dezanA bane che. eka vyAkhyAnamAM mekSa meLavanAranI saMkhyA samajAvAI che. bIjAmAM cAra bhAvanAnuM bauddha darzanamAM ullekhAyela brahmavihAranuM svarUpa vicArAyuM che. koI vyAkhyAna manuSya-bhavanI durlabhatAne sparze che te kaI (aMtima) - vyAkhyAna manuSyabhavanI mahattA samajAve che. eka sthaLe ArtadhyAnanuM svarUpa nirUpAyuM che ane manane vaza rAkhavAne bodha apAyo che. -temaja e vAtane nirdeza che ke tIrthakara dharma batAve che, nahi ke banAve che. A taane "na" vacceno bheda samajavA jevuM che. eka vyAkhyAnane prAraMbha haribhadrasUrikRta paMcAsagane lakSIne karAyo che. evI rIte bIjAno ratnazekharasurita sirisirivAlakahAne uddezIne ane trIjAne "kAlikAlasarvajJa hemacaMdrasUrikRta triSaSThizalAkApuruSacaritrane uddezIne karAya che. agniparIkSA-AgameddhArakanI dezanA eTale sAmA pakSanA vakIlane hAthe sAkSInI karAtI UlaTa tapAsa. eo jaina darzananAM saMta kevaLa rajU kare che ema nahi, paraMtu enA virodhI paNa je
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________________ 14 rIte enI parIkSA na kare tevI enI AkarI parIkSA pite kare che. prAcIna ane niSpakSapAtI munivarenuM vaktavya cArTara benkanuM-se TacanuM suvarNa che. e hakIkata e enI agniparIkSA karI siddha karI Ape ! che. dA. ta. vicAre nikha likhita padyanI samIkSA - kSata ra je vI je rUpaH viTAgi amid vA vara, tasya kArya parivAra " mahAvIra svAmInA ananya rAgI haribhadrasUrie lokatanirNayamAM A pramANe je uddagAra kADhyA che tenI tArtika daSTie AgAme ddhArake cakAsaNI karI che. pakSapAta eTale zuM ? pakSapAta ane rAgamAM bheda che? "vI' ne badale 'vAM ane vastrApu ne badale vinAvuiM jevA prAga kema nahi. uttarArdha zuM sUcave che? Ama aneka rIte A padyanI emaNe parIkSA karI che. ane enI. satyatA pUravAra karI ApI che. gahana viSayanI chaNAvaTa-sUkama nigodanuM nirUpaNa e ja darzananI eka viziSTatA che. sAthe sAthe ene rUpe eka aTapaTa paraMtu khUba mahattvane viSaya paNa che. AvA gahana viSayane paNa laukika dAkhalA-dalIla ApIne ajene paNa sahelAIthI samajI zake. evI rIte Agame ddhArake rajU karyo che. avaLI rajuAta-sAmAnya rIte zrAvake paNa je savAla uThAvatA acakAya ane chaDeceka belatAM Dare tevI vAta paNa bedhaDaka rIte Agama ddhAraka upasthita kare che. A vicAratAM mane eka prasaMga yAda Ave che. kahevAya che ke-InveriTi (Inverarity) jevA dhArAzAstrI eka vAra potAnA asIla taraphathI belavA UbhA thayA tyAre bhUlathI potAnA asIlanI viruddha je sAmA pakSane vakIla kahe tevI ja vAte emaNe kahI. keIke emanuM dhyAna kheMcyuM tyAre emaNe kahyuM "nAmadAra, A te mArA mitra-sAmA pakSanA vakIla-sAheba je kahe te meM kahyuM che, paNa te kevuM vajUda vinAnuM che te have huM batAvuM chuM." Ama kahI emaNe AkhI vAta palaTI nAkhI.
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________________ 15 A prastuta saMgrahamAM abhayakumArane mahAvIre dIkSA ApI tethI zreNika rAjAne keTaluM badhuM sahana karavuM paDayuM, keNike ke bhayaMkara utpAta macAvya ItyAdi pApanA bhAgIdAra jANe mahAvIra na hoya ema rajUAta karI, ene sacoTa radiye Agame ddhArake Apyo che, ane sAthe sAthe "sAce bhakta kene kahevAya ?' te paNa darzAvyuM che. tIrthakara eTale dravya-daSTie mAMsanA locA ane bhagavAnanI pratimA eTale paththarane TUkaDe ema kahI e bannenI vAstavika mahattA emaNe nirdazI che. vyAvahArika bodha-Agama ddhAraka duniyAdArInI bAbatethI paNa paricita che. ethI te TaTTa, vAMdara, uMdara, vIMchI vagere kema vate tenuM jhINavaTabharyuM vivecana emaNe karyuM che. "gharamAM keLaNa lAvI besADa keLaNa", lavAda ane nyAyAdhIzanAM vartana, vAMDhA ane vidhura vacce bheda, zatrune zatru te mitra, bheLAvanArAnI zabdachaLamAM ustAdI, kAyaTiyAnI madazA, phariyAdI tarIke sipAI, ghenuM vAgharIvADe gamana, AsAmI tUTe te zuM ? kaNabInuM vartana, vyAjanA prakAre, ItyAdi bAbato paNa A vAtanI sAkSI pUre che. aMgrejI zabdano prayoga-musalamAnI rAjya daramyAna keTalAka phArasI ane arabI zabdo gujarAtI bhASAmAM apanAvAyA tema aMgrejonA amala daramyAna aMgrejI zabdo gharagaththu banyA. AvI paristhitimAM AgAdvArakane hAthe polIsa, membarazipa, kArDa-holDara, thiyarI ItyAdi zabdo vaparAyA che, te svAbhAvika che. | mukhya sUra-samagra vyAkhyAne-dezanA pAchaLa eka ja uddeza 2khAya che ke karmanuM svarUpa samajAvI saMsArI jIvone muktino mArga batAva ke jethI e sadAne mATe duHkhathI mukta banI zAzvata sukhanA bhakatA bane. hIrAlAla ra. kApaDiyA
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________________ prAptisthAna 1. zeTha zrI amaracaMdabhAI ratanacaMdya averI 77 e, vAlakezvara roDa muMbaI-400006 2. zrI AgamAddhAraka sasthA gopIpurA-Agama maMdira rADa, surata-1 3. zrI sAmacaMda DI. zAha jIvana-nivAsa sAme, pAlItANA (saumraSTra) 4. zrI jazava'talAla gIradharalAla dozIvADAnI pALa, amadAvAda-1 5. zrI sarasvatI pustaka bhaMDAra hAthIkhAnA ratanapALa, amadAvAda-1 6. zrI pArzva prakAzana nIzA peALanA nAke jhaverIvADa rIlIphoDa, amadAvAda-1 7. zrI sevaMtIlAla vI. zAha mahAjana galI, jhaverI bajAra su`baI-400002
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________________ pravacananA prakAza kALanA pravAha anAdi kALathI satata vahetA rahela che, te pravAha AghAta-pratyAghAta jhIlatA, sahatA, potAnA kAMThAne samRddhi, sukhamaya, zAMtimaya banAve che. A agAdha pravAhamAM AgamA-vItarAga paramAtmAnA vANInA dhedha che. te dhodhane jhIlavA, samajavA, AtmasAt karavA ne sAmAnya buddhizALIne ApavA te saraLa ne sahaja kAryAM nathI. tevu kArya karanAra bhagIratha jevAnI mahAna ane puruSArthanI ajoDa sa zeAdhana zakti ne pArAvAra sahanazIlatAnI AvazyakatA che. ane AvuM ja sAMpaDe che eka Anada sAgarajImAM... teo nIDara, pratApI, prabhAvI, saMzAdhaka ne pravacanakAra hatA. gItAmAM zrI kRSNe prarUpela vacanane sAkSAtkAra zrI sAgarajIe karyAM. bhArata para paradezIonAM AkramaNeA thayA, aMgrejonuM zAsana AvyuM ne bhAratIya badhuM te paradezanA pArakA prakAzamAM kathIra kaMcana lAgyuM, ne ajJAnatA ne arAjakatAnA vAtAvaraNamAM leAkeAne paradezI sattAmAM samRddhi lAgI. AvA vikRta vaMToLamAM vicAratA leAkeAne eka maharSie saMskAranA ane saMskRtinA temaja sanmAnA sonerI mA darzAvyeA. leAkeAnI zaMkA para satya-asatyane bheda pArakhavA mATe chINI vaDe ghA karyAM, praznA upasthita karyo ne praznonA uttara ApyA. teozrInu... pravacana eTale praznottarI. te samajavA mATe javalaMta mAnasa zakti, kuzAgra buddhi ane prakhara abhyAsa ne sateja smaraNu zakti joie. pU. AgamAddhAraka prazno upasthita kare che. tenA uttara zeTa ane svITa Ape che, paNa tenI asara jema nacu. kavInAIna dehanA meleriyA tAva tAtkAlika dUra kare tema A prazna-pravacane nacuM kivanAIna che, je tAtkAlika saMsAra bhavanA tApa ne tAvane dUra karavA samartha che. pU. sAgarajInAM pravacanAne graMthastha karavAnI zuddha, sAttvika, tAttvika mAla levAnI ane te jijJAsune ApavAnI kamara kasI che AgamAdvAraka pravacana prakAzana samitie.
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________________ e samitimAM AdhArabhUta khyAtanAma, vicakSaNa ne vivekI. zrAddhara pU. sAgarajInA ananya, samaju bhakata che, jeoe pU. sAgarajInAM vyAkhyAne rasa mAryo che, jIvanamAM utAryo che, te AnaMda, te ullAsa, te prasannatA, te AtmIyatA, te romAMca anyane arpavA kaTibaddha banyA che. temane preraNuM arpanAra, kAryapravRtta karanAra, tapamUrti zAMta, dAnta, kSAta saraLa svabhAvI, vAtsalya mUrti, sadeva smita pAtharatA AcArya bhagavaMta zrIdanasAgarajI ma. sA. che. ane pU. gurUdevanA vicArone AcAramAM mUkanAra, uSmA ne hUMpha lAvanAra che saMgaThana premI zrInityadayasAgarajI gaNivarya. temanAmAM nAma pramANe sAgarajInAM vicArane nitya udayamAM lAvavA mATe tamannA che, dhagaza che, basa, badhAne sAgarajInA jJAnasAgaramAM DUbADI temane ane sAtvika AnaMda letA karavA. AvI zubhabhAvanA ne zubhakAmanA e gurUziSyanI alabelI joDImAM che. temane yathArtha svarUpe nakkara vAstavika banAvanAra che sujJa, saMskArI, janmajAta dharmaniSTha evA sAta TrasTIo jemanAM apUrva zraddhAaDaga vizvAsa, ne aTaLa kAryaniSThAne kAraNe teo pU. sAgarajInAM vyAkhyAne mudrita karavA-karAvavA kaTibaddha thayA che. ane AvuM umadA-uttama-udAtta kArya karavAne alyAMza lhAvo levAnuM mane gurUkRpAe, puNyodaye prApta thayuM te mAruM saubhAgya che. A pravacane samajavA mATe prAthamika nizcita vicAra-jJAnanI pUrvabhUmikAnI jarUra che pachI tene mAnasapAcaka banAvavAnI buddhi ne abhyAsanI jarUra che tathA AtmasAt karavA mATe samatA, zAMti ne sthiratAnI jarUra che. chastha chuM, bhautika bhUtAvaLathI vIMTaLAyela chuM, viSamaya vAtAvaraNamAM vimAsuM chuM tevAne hAthe thayela bhUla udArabhAve kSamya karI chAza na pItAM, mAkhaNa-navanIta mANazo evI vinaMtI- lAlacaMda ke. zAha (vAdavALA)
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________________ Agama dvArakazrIne alpaparicaya bhakti ane zaktinA saMgama tIrthasamuM mahAgujarAtanuM kapaDavaMja zahera te AgameddhAraka zrInI janmabhUmi. gAMdhI maganalAla bhAIcaMdanA supatnI yamunAbenanI kukSie vi. saM. 1931nA aSADha vada 0)) nA. divase hemacaMdabhAIne janma thayo. moTAbhAInI thayelI dIkSA ane. pitAzrInI saMyama pratyenI tIvratara bhAvanAthI Rddhi ane samRddhinI vacce paNa saMsAra pratye udAsInatA ne saMyama pratye tIvra jhaMkhanA. vadhI. kuTumbIjanee temane saMsAranI kedamAM nAkhyA, chatAM nitya pravacanasevanathI ane mahApurUSonI kathAonA zravaNathI hemacaMdabhAI jIvanane thAka utAravA lAgyA ne manamAM vairAgya dharatA gharavAsI te mokSamArganA pravAsI banavA kaTibaddha thayA ne vi. saM. 1937 mahA suda: 5 nA bhAgavatI pravajyA aMgIkAra karI, AnaMdasAgara banyA. paNa kALe ekale hAthe ja jANe potAnuM bhAgya ghaDavA na mekalyA hoya tema gurUdeva zrI jhaverasAgarajI cha mAsanA alpa samayamAM ja svarge sIdhAvI 1 gayA. gurU manI zikSA aMtaramAM utArI jJAna ane cAritranI sAdhanAmAM pragati karavA lAgyA. marajIvAnI jema UMgha ane ArAma tajI sAhasa. ane puruSArthanA pratApe jJAnasAgaramAM DULyA ane alpa samayamAM ja satata parizrama vaDe vividha viSayone aMge nAnI moTI kRtio racanArA ane pUrvAcAryonI prauDha kRtionA paThana pAThana ane saMpAdana karanAra ane jaina samAjamAM pRcchA yogya ucca vidvAnamAM agragaNya. sthAna prApta karavA samartha banyA ane "sAgarajInA nAmathI sArAya. samAjamAM prasiddha thayA. jyAM sthAnakavAsIone joraDhAra pracAra hato tevA rAjasthAnanA. pAlI zaheramAM cAturmAsa mATe zrIsaMghane Agraha thatAM tyAM padhArI
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________________ - ajJAnanAM timira ulecI, jJAnanAM ajavALAM karavA "sthAnAMgasUtranI -dezanA ApI, aneka sthAnakavAsIone maMdiranA mArge caDhAvI potAnI pUrNa pratibhAnAM darzana karAvyAM. te vakhatanI tripuTI tarIke sAthe rahIne zAsananAM aneka kAryo - karanAra munirAjazrI nemavijayajI zrI maNivijayajI ane zrI AnaMdasAgarajIe paMnyAsa pravara zrI gaMbhIravijayajI ma. sA. pAse gahana karyA ane vi. saM. 1960nA jeTha suda 10 nA paMnyAsapade ArUDha thayA ane sattAvIza varSanA dIkSA paryAye surata saMghanA atyAgraha 1974nA vaizAkha suda 10 nA pa. pU. A. zrI vijaya kamalasUrIzvarajI . ma. nA varadahaste AcAryapadane varyA. te mahApurUSa AganI nava vAcA ApavA pUrvaka Agamane mudrita karAvyA. temaNe 821457 kapramANa ekasepacetera Agama prakaraNe ane siddhAtika graMthonuM saMpAdana karyuM, 70 hajAra kalekapramANa Agamika anekavidha granthanuM abhinava sarjana karyuM, 60 hajAra - kalekapramANa gujarAtI-hindI sAhityanA pacIsa granthanuM sarjana karyuM, be lAkha pramANa Agama grantha ArasanI 6 424 nI zIlAo para kotarAvyA, be lAkha zlekapramANa Agama granthanuM 36 415nA tAmrapatro para aMkana karAvyuM, be lAkha kalekapramANa AganuM 24 830nA lejara pepara upara zuddha mudraNa karAvyuM, prAcIna eMsI grantha upara 15000 kalekapramANu saMskRta ' bhASAmAM prastAvanA lakhI pitAnI pratibhAnAM darzana samAjane karAvI sAcA arthamAM AgamedAraka banyA. ekalA suratamAM ja zeTha devacaMda - lAlabhAI jaina pustakeddhAraphaMDa vi. saM. 1964, zrI tabadha jainapAThazALA vi. saM. 1968, jainAnaMda pustakAlaya vi. saM. 1975, zeTha
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________________ nagInadAsa maMchubhAI jana sAhitye ddhAraka phaMDa vi.saM. 1986, zrI AnaMda. sAgarasUri jaina pAThazALA vi. saM. 2002 ane jenapustaka pracAraka saMsthA vi. saM. 2005mAM sthApI. A rIte suratane sAcI senAnI murata banAvI. A jJAnanI saMsthAo sthApI tethI teozrI suratanA sAgarajI" tarIke oLakhAyA. maMdira che ane kee banAvyAM, paraMtu jainadharmanA ItihAsamAM jinabiMba ane jinAgamanI aikayatA karI sarva prathama AgamamaMdira : nirmANa karavAnuM puNya kArya te Agama dvArakazrIe ja karyuM. sametazikharamAM havA khAvAnA baMgalA baMdha karAvyA, aMtarI. kSajImAM digaMbaronA kesamAM satyavAdI ne vijayI thayA, kezarIyAjI . tIrtha mUrtipUjaka saMghanuM ja che, te sAbita karI vijaya daMDa caDhAvyo. jIvanA bhege paNa cArUpa, aMtarIkSajI, kezarIyAjI, bhe pAvara vagere , aneka tIrthonuM rakSaNa karI zAsanazAla tarIke vikhyAta thayA. lANAnareza dilipasiMhajIne pratibadhI jIvadayAne paDaha . vagaDAvavApUrvaka AkhAya mAlavAmAM dharmane pracAra karAvI, jinamaMdiranA uddhAra sAthe mAMDavagaDha, bhepAvara tIrthane uddhAra karAvI, aneka sthaLe . pAThazALA vagere cAlu karAvI, jethI Aje paNa "sAgarajInuM mAlavA " kahevAya che. jenAnaMda pustakAlaya dvArA nAnAMmoTAM aneka zaheromAM jJAna- . bhaMDAra mukAvI sadAne mATe jJAnaparaba cAlu karI. vi. saM. 171 mAM. AgAmeAdaya samitinI bhoyaNImAM, vi. saM. 1992 jainAnaMda. jJAnamaMdira jAmanagaramAM ane zramaNa saMgha pustakasaMgraha tathA . RSabhadevajI kezarImala peDhI jevI aneka zAsanahitakara saMsthAonI. sthApanA karI, saMghamAM jAgRti ANa ane zAsananI avicchinna paraMparA TakAvI AkramaNakhorone harahaMmeza pratikAra karyo.
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________________ - 22 - jIvanane aMtasamaya jANI bhayaMkara mAMdagI ane vyAdhiothI grasta dehe ArAdhanA mATe ArAdhanA mAga" granthanI racanA karI, paMdara divasa anazana svIkAravApUrvaka ardha padmAsane mauna avasthAmAM cAre AhArane tyAga karavApUrvaka potAnA ziSya A. zrI maNiyasAgarasUri mane saMgha ane samudAyanI javAbadArI seMpI zeTha maMchubhAI dIpacaMdanI, dharmazALA (lIMbaDAne upAzrayamAM saM. 2006nA vaizAkha vada 5, zani sTA. TAIma 4-32 amRta ceghaDIye svamukhe namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karatA svarge sidhAvyA. A rIte apratima pratibhApUrNa jIvanathI lAkhone dharma pamADI, AgamasAhitya, saMghasevA, tIrthasevA, ujamaNAM, udyApana, dIkSAo, pratiSThA karAvavA pUrvaka, tarka dalIlothI yukta sAttvika vANInuM pAna karAvI, paththara jevA hRdayane pIgaLAvanAra, mekSamArganI sAdhanA karanArane AlaMbanarUpa, tapa, japa ane saMyamathI suzobhita jJAnanA advitIya ArAdhaka evA A sUrIzvarajInuM jIvana darekane AtmavikAsa karavAmAM -sahAyaka bane ane ajJAnI chanA netra ughADanAruM banI vyakti ane rASTranA jIvanaghaDataramAM mahatvano bhAga bhajave e ja IcchA sAthe sUrIjIne zata vaMdanA vAlakezvara, muMbaI-6 caMdrAnanasAgara gaNi. zrI AgaddhAraka pravacana prakAzana samiti taraphathI AgamanI cAvIrUpa prakAzana parva mahimA darzana rU. 25 = 00 dezanA mahimA darzana rUA. 25 = 00 AnaMda pravacana darzana rU. 25 = 00 joDazaka prakaraNa darzana rUA. 25 = 00
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________________ viSayAnukrama prakAzakIya nivedana.....zrI amaracaMda ratanacaMda jhaverI saMpAdakIya-gaNivarya zrI nityadaya sAgarajI ma. sA. AgameddhAraka pravacana prakAzana samitinuM namra nivedana nivedaka--TrasTI gaNa ja pravezaka -- --hIrAlAla 2. kApaDiyA pravacanane prakAza -lAlacaMda ke. zAha * AgAdvArakazrIne a5 paricaya zrI caMdrAnanasAgara gaNi ja pravacana anukramaNikA. pAnA 1 thI 480 pAnuM pravacana anukramaNikA pravacana viSaya 1. devAdhideva zrI tIrthakara bhagavAna 2. pariNati jJAna 3. dharma ane jJAnadharma 4. dharmane pAye 5. janmamaraNanI bhayaMkaratA 6. yathAvAdI tadAkArI 7. sukhaduHkha samIkSA 8. navapada jaina darzanamAM aspRzyatAnuM vidhAna 10. dharmanAM cihno 107 138 9. 144 113
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________________ 24. 158 171. 194 208 213 231. 251. 262 270 304 328 344 11. jJAnI 12. devanI ArAdhanA 13. bhavya 14. zruta-pravAha 15. deva-guru-dharma 16. samyaphava 17. pAMca prakAranA bhAva 18. jJAna ane kriyA 19. vairAgyane viveka 20. mAtA-pitAnI javAbadArI 21. huM koNa? 22. jya jinendra ane praNAma " bhAga-2 1. jJAna pravRtti 2. mUrtipUjAnuM rahasya 3. AjanuM kaparuM cAritrapAlana 4. zAstracakSu 5. dharmalAbha 6. jana keNa? 7. aMtarAtma 8. janma kalyANaka 9. upAdhi kema Te? 10. muni ahiMsaka ke akiMcana ? 11. pAtaLA kaSAyathI manuSyapaNuM 12. zarIra eTale darabArI jamIna 13. jIvajIvana ane jaDa jIvana 14. anarthanuM mULa 15. mamatA 348 354 374 383 389 400 411. 426 42. 436. 442 - 454 "ja62 471
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________________ - 1 B devAdhideva zrI tIrthaMkara bhagavAna IIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIII manuSyabhava durlabha che, kAraNa ke manuSyapaNuM meLavavA mathatA ghaNuM che. manuSyapaNAmAM paNa janmatAM kAMI paNa na karyA chatAM keIne sukha vagere maLe che te parabhavanA puNyane prabhAva che. have manuSyapaNuM pAmI pUNyAI na karavAmAM Ave che te manuSyapaNuM kevaLa kharca karanAra, paNa kamANa na karanAra peDhI jevuM gaNAya. manuSyapaNAnI peDhImAM Idriye, kapAye vagere uThAugIra grAhake che. ane dAna-ziyaLa-tapa-bhAva vagere uttama grAhake che. manuSyapaNamAM pitAnuM sAcuM rakSaNa samajavA zuddha devatattvane pakaDo. zuddha devatatva ane dharmatattva apUrNAkanA guNAkAra jevA che. je deva pUrepUrA jANakAra na hoya, te temane batAvelo dharma tuMbaDImAMne kAMkarA jevo che. vartanapUrvaka sAcuM jANanAra ja kharekhara jANakAra che. AthI zAstramAM prathama vItarAgapaNuM ane pachI sarvApaNuM prApta thAya che tema jaNAvyuM che. zrI siddhabhagavAna ane tIrthakara bhagavAna ane sarva sarakhA, chatAM tIrthakara bhagavAna guphAmAM aTavAtA mANasane prathama dIpaka batAvanAra jevA mArgadarzaka ane upadezaka che, mATe te parama upakArI che, temaja tIrthakara bhagavAnapaNuM eka bhavanA nahi paNa bhavAMtaranA prabaLa sadvartanane laIne pamAya che. dA. ta. neminAtha bhagavAne bAlyakALamAM jarA nivAravAne upAya batAvyuM paNa saMhAramAM sAtha na Ape. tIrthakara bhagavAnanA janma vakhate Ika nA Asana Dele che. Indro namutthaNuM kahI stave che. A tIrthakara bhagavaMta devAdhideva che. IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII iiiiiiiIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIuuuuuuN manuSyapaNAnAM sthAna thoDo : umedavArA ghaNA zAstrakAra mahArAjA bhagavAn zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja bhavya jIne dharmAddeza detAM aSTakaLa prakaraNanI racanAmAM batrIza aSTakamAM prathama mahAdevASTaka kahevAnA kAraNamAM ema jaNAvI gayA
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________________ Ana pravacana duni che ke Astika deva, gurU, dharma e tattvayIne mAne che. temAM mULa AdhAra bhUta devatattva ja che. gurU te ja manAya che ke je deve kahelA AcAramAM varte. deve kahelA AcAra te dharma manAya che, anya matAmAM prathama bhUla ahI ja thAya che. temane devatattva suMdara maLatuM nathI tethI khUlluM che ke gurUtattva tathA dharmatattva paNa suMdara maLI zake nahi. manuSyabhavanI suMdaratA devatattvanI suMdaratA upara AdhAra rAkhe che. mATe ja manuSya mAtre devatattvanA khAsa vicAra karavAnA che. manuSyabhava devata!nA bhavathI paNa muzkelIthI maLe che. devatAne upajavAnAM sthAnA manuSyeA karatAM asaMkhya gaNAM che. je padArtho ghaNA hoya temAMthI umedavAra kaMI paNa pAmI zake che. gheADI vastue!nA umedavArAmAM ghaNAne nirAza thavuM paDe. 98 sthAna : temAM gama ja manuSyanuM sthAna ochAmAM ochuM che. tenA karatAM bIjI kAI paNu ochI jAta nathI. devatAnI jAta lagabhaga 50-55mA nakhare che. manuSyapaNAnAM sthAna AchAM hAvAthI ghaNA umedravAreA nAsIpAsa thAya. devalAkanAM sthAnA ghaNAM ane umedavArA thADA, kemake devatAo, nArakIo, vikaleMdriya ke ekedriyanA jIveA devalAkamAM jaI zakatA nathI eTale eTalI jAtinA umedavArA tA ApeAApa ochA thAya che. devatAnI gatine lAyakanA jIva ghaNA gheADA che. manuSya gatine lAyakanA jIva ghaNA che. anaMtakAyamAMthI nIkaLelA manuSya thAya. Ama manuSyapaNAnA umedavArA ghaNA che. ApaNane AvuM durlabha manuSyapaNuM maLI gayuM. umedavArI pAsa thaI gaI,paNa maLeluM manuSyapaNuM bAdazAhanA khAjAnA bhUkA jevu thaI paDayuM che. eka vakhata bAdazAha tathA khIrakhala geAkhamAM UbhA che. tyAM mAge eka dubaLA bhikhArI pasAra thAya che tene te hAlatamAM joI AhazAha khIramalane pUche che: bIrabala ! ce duOla dubaLA karyuM ?" khIrabala : jahAMpanAha ! unake khAnekA nahi mIlatA !" khAdazAha : "khAnekA nahi mIlatA ? bevakUpha hai kahIkA ? khAnekA na mIle teA khAjekA bhUkA kayU nahIM khAtA ?"
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________________ devAdhideva zrI tIthakara bhagavAna - - * 3 bAdazAha peAtAnI najare Ama khele che, kemake mAdazAhane mana tA khAjAnA bhUkA e pheMkI devAnI cIja che, paNa jagatanI najare jue tA khabara paDe ke khAjAnA bhUkA paNa bhikhArIne maLI zakatA nathI. khAdazAha jyAM sudhI mAdazAhI najare jue tyAM sudhI e paristhitinA khyAla kadApi AvI zakatA nathI. jagatanI dRSTie te bicArA bhikhArIne khAjAnA bhUkA jovAnuM paNa kayAM che? e ja rIte ApaNe manuSyazarIramAM AvyA, zarIre vadhyA, samajaNumAM vadhyA mATe manuSyapaNAnI dula bhatA khyAlamAM AvatI nathI kemake STi prApta manuSyapaNAnI che. jene manuSyapaNuM nathI maLyuM tevAM jhADa, phaLa, phUla, pAMdaDA vagerenI najare jUe teA jarUra manuSyatva durlabha samajAya. pRthvIkAya, apRkAya, teukAya, vAcukAya, vanaspatikAcamAM rahelA jIvA manuSyapaNuM na pAmyA ane ApaNe pAmyA tenuM kAMi kAraNa kharuM ke nahi ? kayA puNyathI A manuSyatva sAMpaDayu. e bhale na samajAya paNa eka vAta tA cAsa ke koI puNya prakRtithI ja te maLyu che. janmatAM ja maLatAM sukha-duHkhamAM A janmanuM kayuM kAraNa che ? gAdIpara AvelA bAdazAhane rAjyAdi Rddhi maLI te kayA kAraNe ? A bhavamAM kayA prayatna che ? rAjya meLavavA vageremAM te vaDIleAnA prayatna hatAne ! khIju kAI ahIM na janmyuM ane pe!te kema janmyA ? rAjya mATe peAtAnI mahenata muddala nathI. rAjya kAMI uparathI (AkAzathI) utarIne AvyuM nathI. peAte janmatAM pahelAM te sthAnanI pasaMdagI karI nathI ke enA ja janma tyAM thAya, temaja evI zeAdha ke pasadagI mAbApe paNa karI nathI. teA A badhuM thavAmAM kAMi kAraNa kharu` ke nahi ? khALe (dattaka) levAmAM ke thavAmAM te hajI paraspara jovApaNuM hAya paNa janma levAmAM nathI. mAbApe dIkarAnA jIvane pasaMda nathI ka ke avataranAre nathI mAbApane pasaMda karyo ! kanyA ApatI vakhate hajI e sukhI thaze ke nahi tevI tapAsa thAya che. pachI jaM saMbadha saMdhAya che paNa ahI. saMbaMdha kANe sAMdhyA ? koIdalAla kharo ke nahIM ? keTalAye vepAra evA hAya che ke jemAM settA khUba thAya che
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________________ . - AnaMda pravacana dana ' paNa grAhaka vepArIne oLakhatevathI, vepArI grAhakane oLakhatA nathI. mAtra banene dalAla jANe che. te ahIM Ave sAda kese karyo ? . pUrve evAM karma karelAM ke jethI pote rAjyanA vArasarUpe AvIne avataryo e aMtarAya teDele ke AvI Rddhi vakhate ja putrapaNe AvI gayo. prathamanA bhavanuM sadabhAgye ja gAdIe lAvanAra che. ghaNAe che A rahyA ! teo kema rAjya na pAmyA ? kema tevI taka temane na maLI? eka ja kAraNa che ke temaNe pUrvanA bhave tevuM puNya upArjana karyuM nathI. jeNe tevuM puNya upAryuM tene tenA ge rAjya AvI maLyuM che. uThAugIra grAhakevALI peDhI cAle keTale samaya? e ja rIte ApaNe A manuSyapaNuM pUrvenA bhavanA bhAgyodaye pAmyA chIe. je peDhImAM kevaLa bhADA vagerenuM, munimanA pagAra vagerenuM kharca ja cAlu hoya ane grAhaka keI Ave nahi, ane Ave che. uThAugIra Ave te te peDhInI dazA zI thAya? tema ApaNe meLavelA. manuSyapaNunI peDhInI hAlata vicAraNIya che. AraMbha, samAraMbha, parigraha, viSa, kaSAya, meha, mamatva, mAyA, kuTuMbakabIlA A badhA grAhako! AmAM kaI kamANu karAvanAra che? badhA ja eka naMbaranA uThAugIra cheH avvala darajajAnA dhADapADu che. se laIne nevuM paNa pAchA ApavAnA nathI! puNya keTaluM khavAya che? tenA badalAmAM zuM maLe che te kadI tapAsyuM? AvA grAhake upara peDhI calAvAya kharI ? manuSyagatimAMthI durgatimAM javAnuM kAraNa e ja che ke puNya prakRti bhegavI laIe chIe (khavAtI jAya che) ane pApa prakRti bAMdhIe chIe. puNyanA phaLanA bhagavaTAmAM rAcavA-bhAcavAthI pApa bAMdhIe chIe. je grAhako mAla te laI jAya, lIdhe ja jAya ane paisA Ape nahi te naphAnI vAta kayAM karavI? tyAM te mUDI ja saphAcaTa thavAnI che! - luccA grAhake mIThuM bolanArA hoya che, meM mAge bhAva ApanArA hoya che [paisA ApavA hoya te vAMdho le ne!] idrinA viSaye mITho lAge che. vAdiSTa khAvAnuM maLe te hAAza!' sAruM
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________________ devAdhideva zrI tIrthaMkara bhagavAna unvironn rUpa ane sauMdarya joyuM te oho!" madhuruM gAyana sAMbhaLatAM marataka Dole che ! A badhA grAhake phelI khAnArA che. chatAM ApaNe tene bhAI! bhAI!' karI dukAne besADIe chIe ane dAna, ziyaLa, tapa ane bhAvarUpI AbarUdAra grAhakone kadI peDhIe be lAvyA che kharA ? A grAhake AbarUdAra hovAthI bedarakAra che, mIThuM belanArA nathI, lIdhelA mAlanA pUrA paisA ApanArA che.e samaje che ke evI ekavIsa dukAne che. deva, gurU, dharmarUpI grAhaka ApaNane gamatA nathI, viSaya, kaSArUpI badamAza grAhakethI AkhI peDhI vIMTaLAI vaLelI che. AbarUdAra grAhaka Ave te besavAnuM sthAna paNa kyAM che? vepale te kaye rAkhyo paNa copaDA joyA ke rakama AvI kaI ane rahI kaI? AyuSya ochuM thatuM jAya che, puSpa khavAtuM jAya che. paNa kAMI meLavyuM ? apUrNAMkane guNAkAra te bhAgAkArano bhAI che ! jema pele bAdazAha jagatanI dazA bhUlI gayuM hatuM tema A jIva manuSyapaNAnI samajaNavALe thayA pachI pUrvane vicAra karate nathI ke pote kayA puNyathI manuSya thaye che? A vicAra na karanAro manuSya manuSyapaNAnI durlabhatA kayAMthI vicAre? jagatamAM retInI kiMmata che, e vadhAre na vaparAya enI paNa kALajI, paNa jiMdagInI kAMI kiMmata nathI ? kalAkethI, divasathI jiMdagI ochI thatI ja jAya che e vicAryu? strI ghaDo tathA doraDuM kUvAmAM nAMkhe che paNa doraDAne cheDe pakaDI rAkhe che te ghaDo pAcho Ave che, tema divasanA covIsa kalAkamAM keTaluM hAthamAM rAkhyuM? sAmAyika, devapUjA, pratikramaNa na thayuM hoya tene pazcAttApa che ? nathIne ? paNa dukAne na javAya tene pazcAttApa thAya che! te kahe ke A jIva pitAnuM rakSaNa kaI rIte karavAne ? rakSaNa batAvanAra koNa? tamAma matamAM, tamAma kSetromAM tapAsI le. manuSya jIvanane saphaLa karavAnuM, batAvanAre kaI maLato nathI. phakta AryakSetramAM mAtra zrI tIrthakara bhagavAna ja che, tethI je manuSyapaNuM saphaLa karavuM hoya te devatatva zuddha pakaDe!
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________________ AnaMdapravacana darzana (100)ne ardhAe [] guNe te zuM Ave ? pacAsa ! kahevAya guNAkAra, paNa thayo bhAgAkAra ! manamAM samaje, guNAkAra paNa apUrNAMkano guNAkAra e bhAgAkArano bhAI che. tema je devatattva zuddha na maLyuM te pachI gurUtattva tathA dharmatatva mATe bhale jiMdagI arpaNa kare ane te dharma lage kharo paNa kharI rIte te bhAgAkArane bhAI che. zuddha devatatva vinA zuddha gurU tathA zuddha dharma maLaze nahi. tuMbaDImAM kAMkarA jevA deve batAvelA dhamathI vaLe zuM? devanA kathanAnusAra vartavuM tenuM nAma dharma che eTale e spaSTa bAbata che ke devatatva zuddha sAMpaDI zakaze, te ja dharmatatva zuddha sAMpaDaze. jyAM deva ja tuMbaDImAM kAMkarA jevA hoya, jIvAjIvAdi padArthone na jANatA hoya evA deve batAvelA dharmathI vaLe zuM ? gaMbhIra kesamAM kAyadAne tathA kesone anubhavI berisTara zodhe che, uparaTI, lebhAgu vakIla zeghatA nathI. jyAre duniyAdArImAM ATalI bArIka zodhaLanI kALajI (cIvaTa) rAkhe che. te pachI jyAM AtmakalyANane mahAnuM prazna che tyAM kAMI tapAsa ja nahi ? kadAca kaI ema kahe ke-"davA ApanAro rogI hoya temAM asara huM zuM kuM? amAre te cemsI davAnuM kAma che. have re maTADanArI maLe pachI davA ApanAro game tevo hoya tenI amAre paMcAta nathI. tema amAre te zuddha ghama batAve eTale basa! devanA jIvana sAthe amAre kAma zuM ? jhArI leDhAnI heya ke senAnI amAre te pANIthI matalaba che. deva sadAcArI hoya ke durAcArI, enI paMcAta zA mATe? amane dharma tathA gurU sAcA batAve eTale basa !" jenuM vartana sAcuM nathI, yogya nathI te anyane satya tathA ucita batAvI zake kayAMthI? jainamatamAM te AvI zaMkAne sthAna ja nathI. kalyANane mArga jANakAre batAve ke ajANyo ? paNa vartana vagara kaI sAcuM jANe nahi. vartana vinAne jANakAra sAce jANakAra
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________________ devAdhideva zrI tIrthakara bhagavAna nathI. jainazAstrakArano te niyama che ke prarUpaNa sAcI karanAranuM paNa vartana sArUM na hoya to tene sAcuM jANanAra mAnavo nahi. | sarvajJa thavAya kyAre ? mehanIyakarmane kSaya thayA pachI vItarAga thavAya, pachI ja sarvasa thavAya. vItarAga thayA vagara kaI paNa sarvajJa thaI zake ja nahi. agIyAramAM guNasthAnakane cheDe(aMte)ane bAramA guNasthAnakanA prAraMbhamAM vItarAgapaNuM AvI jAya che. sarvajJapaNuM teramAM guNasthAnake lAbhe che (prApta thAya che.) jainadarzanamAM mehanIya karmavALAne sarva mAnyA nathI. vItarAgapaNuM paNa chadmasthanuM guNasthAnaka che. rAgadveSa rUpI mehanIya karma je vartanane bagADanAra che, tene prathama kSaya tha joIe, pachI ja jJAnAvaraNIya karmane kSaya thAya. tethI dharmane upadezaka prathama zuddhamAM zuddha vartanavALo hovo joIe. yathAkhyAta cAritravALAne sarvApaNuM sAMpaDe che. anya prakAranA cAritravALA sarvajJa banI zakatA nathI, sarvajJa. bananAranuM vartana prathama sudharavuM joIe. vartAnanA sudhArA vinA, mehanIya karma gayA vinA, kSINa mehI thayA vinA keI sarvajJa thatA nathI. zrI arihaMta devane ja zA mATe vaLagavuM? je kevaLajJAna meLavanAra sarvajJa ja che te pachI zrI arihaMta devane ja zA mATe vaLagavuM? Avo prazna utpanna thaI zake. e vAta. kharI che ke zrI siddha bhagavAna nA kevaLajJAnamAM, zrI tIrthaMkara devanA kevaLajJAnamAM tathA caudame terame guNasthAnake rahelA anya kevaLajJAnI sarvanA kevaLajJAnamAM jarA paNa pheraphAra nathI. paNa guphAmAM aMdhAruM ghara che, eka hajAra mANase e bhayAnaka aMdhArAmAM aTavAya che. temAM eka manuSya dIvAsaLIthI kAkaDe saLagAvya, enA uparathI pachI bhale bIjA pacAsa kAkaDA saLage, paNa zAbAzI te prathama kAkaDe saLagAvanArane. ja che, kemake pachInA kAkaDAnuM mULa kAraNa prathamane kAkaDe che. prathama prakAza pAtharanAra pachInA tamAma prakAzanuM upAdAna kAraNa che, arthAt mULakAraNa che. aMdhArI guphAmAM bIjI badhI pravRtti thatI. hatI paNa kAkaDAnA ajavALAnA abhAve chatI AMkhe tyAM kAMI na
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________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana - - > dekhAtuM hatuM. e ja rIte saMsArarUpI bhayAnaka aMdhArI guphAmAM jIve athaDAI rahyA hatA, e aMdhArAmAM sparza, rasa, gaMdha, zabda, rUpAdi to mAluma paDatA hatA paNa AtmA keNa che? kema rakhaDe che ? tene udhdhAra zI rIte thAya ? enuM keIne lakSya nahotuM. ATalA mATe ahIM saMsArane aMdhArI guphA gaNAvavAmAM Ave che. temAM kevaLajJAna meLavI, kAkaDAne prathama prakAza pAtharanAra kevaLajJAnanI jyoti jagatamAM prathama jhavahaLAvanAra, devAdhideva zrI tIrthakara bhagavAnuM che. pachI e mAge anya AtmAo kevaLajJAna meLave che. aMdhArI guphAmAMthI game tenA pragaTelA kAkaDAnA prakAzathI bahAra nIkaLanAro hoya paNa upakAra te mULa dIvAsaLIthI prathama kAkaDo saLagAvanArane ja mAnaze. kAkaDAmAM pharaka nathI. kAkaDAnA ajavALAmAM pharaka nathI, paNa dhanyavAda sau pahelAM divAsaLIthI prathama kAkaDe pragaTAvyo tene ja ghaTe che. mokSamArga baMdha thayA pachI bIjA tIrthakara utpanna thAya tyAre e ja mujaba jANavuM, mokSa mArgane prathama pravartAvanAra zrI tIrthakara che, zrI arihaMta che mATe temane ApaNe vadhAre upakArI gaNIe chIe. tIrthakara keNuM thaI zake ? tIrthakara koNa thaI zake ? jagatane udhAra karavAnuM bhavAMtarathI jenuM prabaLa dhyeya hoya te ja tIrthaMkara thaI zake che. tIrthakara mATe A abAdhita niyama che. kevaLI mATe bhavAMtarane paNa niyama nathI. temaja A bhavamAM paNa teo sArA vartanavALA ja hoya tevo niyama nathI. prathama luccA paNa hoya, kUra paNa hoya tevA AtmAe paNa jIvanapalaTAnA cage, saMyama sAdhIne, tapazcaryAthI karmanI nirjarA karIne kevaLajJAna meLavI zake che. eTale ke kevaLajJAnI te jIvana palaTA pUrve asadavartanavALA paNa heI zake, jyAre zrI tIrthakara deva mATe te e niyama ja ke teo ucca vartanavALA ja hoya; eTalA ja mATe devatatvamAM zrI arihaMta devanI, zrI tIrthaMkaradevanI sthApanA che. ane temane ja deva mAnIe chIe. zrI tIrthaMkaradeva apakRtya karanArA heya, asa6 vartanavALA hoya e na mUto bhaviSyati kaTokaTInA prasaMge paNa teo potAnA jIvanane
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________________ devAdhideva zrI tIrthakara bhagavAna kaluSita karatA nathI. zrIkRSNajI ane jarAsaMdhanA yuddhamAM bhagavAna zrI niminAthajI sAthe gayA che. bhagavAn anaMta baLanA svAmI che. teo je hAthamAM dhanuSyabANa dhAraNa kare te temanI sAme UbhA rahevAnI traNa bhuvanamAM konI tAkAta che ? bhagavAna hatA yAdanA pakSamAM pote yadukula bhUSaNa hatA. hajI dIkSA lIdhI nahotI. jema yuddhabhUmimAM AvavuM paDayuM tema yuddhamAM utaravuM paNa paDayuM paNa pote kayuM zuM ? koIneya ho kharo ? ne ! mAtra comera ghumyA ane hallAne barAbara roka ! kRSNajI pAse aThamanI ArAdhanA karAvI, bhAvI tIrtheza zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI mUrti kaDhAvI, pUjana karAvI, tenA snAtrajaLathI lazkaranI jarA nivArI. zivAdevInA naMdana zrI neminAthasvAmie A badhuM karyuM paNa jarAsaMdhanA sAmA na thayA. vicAro ! yAdone to jIvanamaraNane tyAre prazna hate. mathurA taraphathI AvyA che, te vakhate yAda hArI jAya to hiMdusthAnamAM rahevAnuM sthAna nahotuM. AvA kaTokaTInA mAmalAmAM paNa samudravijayajInA vhAlA putra bhagavAna zrI neminAthavAmIjInuM kevuM ucca vartana ! ataH tIvamAM tIvra puNyanA samudAyane tIrthaMkara pAmelA hoya che. cAlu bhavamAM te ja vakhate puNyAI karIne teo uttama thAya che ema nathI. bhavAMtarathI ja temanI uttamatA cAlI Ave che. pUrvabhavane saMskAra kAyama che. je zumamAvittamA aneka bhavothI zubha saMskArathI nivAsita thayela AtmA A janmamAM janmathI ja uttama hoya temAM zI navAI? zrI tIrthaMkaradevamAM tathA kevaLImAM asamAnatA kayAM che? utkRSTa puNyanA aciMtya prabhAvamAM !!! kevaLajJAna prApta thayA pachI sAmAnya kevaLI tathA tIrthakara kevaLInuM kevaLajJAna to samAna ja che. temAM aNumAtra pharaka nathI. mAtra asamAnatA zrI tIrthaMkaradevanI utkRSTa puNyAIne aMge che. vijaLIne pravAha badhe sarakhe che, karaMTamAM pharaka nathI paNa ajavALAne pharaka lebanA kAraNe che. zrI tIrthaMkaradevanuM puNya utkRSTa che. e puNyane jagatamAM jeTa nathI. asaMkhyAta devatAo, manuSya zrotA che, bhagavAn upadezaka che, Azcarya
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________________ to - AnaMda pravacana darzana e che ke koInA paNa hRdayamAM zaMkA thatAM ja bhagavAna nI vANIthI te zaMkAnuM tarataja samAdhAna ApoApa vagara pUche thaI jAya che, zaMkA. TaLI jAya che. A prabhAva sAmAnya kevaLIne nathI. zrI tIrthaMkara nAma karmane ja e prabhAva che. - sagaDI pAse beThelo mANasa TADhathI ThuMThavAya nahi, sagaDIthI dUra gayA pachI bhale te TADhathI dhruje, tema game tevA vAdIe samavasaraNa bahAra jaIne game tema lave, paNa tyAMya temanI e zaMkA tarataja nirmULa thAya che.. AthI dareka utsapiNImAM ke avasarpiNImAM kevaLI asaMkhyAtA. hoya paNa zrI tIrthaMkaradeva te vIsa (24) ja hoya che. devAdhideva zrI tIrthakara bhagavAnane prabhAva te juo ! emanI pAse AvanAra gaNadhara kaMI paNa na jANatA hoya paNa bhagavAnanA vadanakamalathI tripadI. pAmIne caudapUrvanuM jJAna te ja vakhate meLave che. A prabhAva zrI tIrthaMkarazrI arihaMta bhagavAnanA vacanane che. bAkInA sAmAnya kevaLImAM A prabhAva hotuM nathI. khUbI te juo ! gaNadhara mahArAja zrI tIrtha karathI ja samaje, emanA ja vacane temane bodha thAya, ane e ja bhagavAnanA vAsakSepanA prakSepananA advitIya prabhAve cauda pUrva ane bAra aMganI tyAM ja racanA kare ! A prabhAva che zrI tIrthakaranAmakarmana ! ! ! mATe ja kevaLI asaMkhyAtA chatAM dareka kALamAM deva vIsane ja mAnyA che. zrI tIrthaMkaradeva mAtAnA garbhamAM Ave che, tyAre IdronAM Asana Dele che te zAthI? bhagavAna te mAtAnA garbhamAM che, Asanone calAyamAna keNa kare che? ahA ! e che bhagavAnanuM puNya ! bhagavAnanI mAtA ujajavala cauda svapna jue che. e svano jovAnuM mAtAe paNa nahotuM dhAryuM ke mAtAne AvAM svapna dekhADavAnuM bhagavAne paNa nahotuM vicAryuM. te pachI e banyuM kema? e devAdhidevanA devatvanA puNyane aciMtya prabhAva!!! sarva tIrthakaranI mAtA, putra jyAre kukSimAM Ave tyAre cauda svapnAMo jue che, eTale je jIva kUkhamAM AvyA te arihaMta kahevAya che. te vakhate IMdra mahArAjA
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________________ devAdhideva zrI tIrthakara bhagavAna namana kahe che, je garbhathI ja uttamatA na hoya te namuskuNuM zA mATe ? jagatanA jIvone saMsArathI pAra utAravAnI bhavAMtarathI tIvra bhAvanAvALA garbhathI ja AvA uttama je hoya te deva che. AvA janmathI, garbhathI, bhavAMtarathI uttama evA deva mAnyA tethI ghauM raghutta gureja sarvApaNAne lIdhe zAstra mAnavA mATe temanA vartanamAM javAnI. zI jarUra? AvI zaMkAnA samAdhAnamAM jaNAvAnuM ke jainazAstra vartanane paheluM gaNe che, ane jJAnane pachI gaNe che. avirati paNa samakiti. devatAo veSa vagaranA kevaLIne vAMdatA nathI. mRgAputra kevaLajJAna pachI paNa saMsAramAM rahyA che, te mAbApanI sevA karavA nathI rahyA paNa emane cAritra. levaDAvavA rahyA che. emane potAne lapaTAvAno bhaya nathI, mAtapitAne. pratibaMdhanuM kAraNa tathA samayanI paripakavatA pote jJAnathI jANI che mATe saMsAramAM rahyA che ane mAbApane cha mahine dIkSA paNa ApI che. kahevAnuM tAtparya e che ke kevaLajJAna badhAnuM sarakhuM che paNa devane-zrI tIrthaMkaradevane vadhAre mAnavAnuM kAraNa e che ke teonuM bhavAMtaranuM tathA A bhavanuM saddavartana che. saddavartana e te tIrthaMkarapaNAnI jaDa che.
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________________ che . pariNAti jJAna ane sukAratna maTuMka [ = === == = = = = heya,reya ane upAdeyanI samaja vinAnuM jJAna pariNati jJAna nathI. samyakRtI te ke jene pariNata jJAna thayuM hoya, bIjAo padArthone Arya satya, prakRti, padArtha vagere kahIne saMbodhe che. jene padArthane tatva kahe che. tatva zabda jaina zAsanane saDha zabda che. jinezvaradevanA zAsana sivAya koIe jJAnane rokavAvALA jJAnAvaraNIya kane mAnyuM nathI. kama na mAne te pachI tene toDavAnA prayatnanI te vAta ja kayAM rahI ? jaina mata vinA anya keIpaNa matamAM AtmA svarUpe kevaLa jJAnavALe manAyo nathI. bIjA matavALA Izvare pRthvI, pANI, havA banAvyA eTale teo tenI sevA kare che. ApaNe Izvarane banAvanAra tarIke mAnatA nathI paNa batAvanAra tarIke mAnIe chIe ane tenI bhakti kevaLa jJAnAvaraNIyadi karma teDavA mATe karIe chIe. suzrAddharatna manI ananya bhakti joIne vAdIoe tene pUchyuM ke tuM dharmAstikAyAdi mAne che ? teNe kahyuM: barAbara mAnuM chuM ane te sAbita paNa karI batAvyuM ke anumAnAdithI siddha thatA padArthonAM svarUpAdi jANavA mATe zrI sarvajJanAM vacane ja AdhArabhUta che. samyagudarzana, samyagRjJAna ane samyagucaritrathI mokSa maLe che e paNa jinezvaranA vacanathI ja manAya che. == = = == svasthavRtteH prazAntasya taddhayatvAdi nizcayaM / tattvasaMvedanaM caiva, yathAzaktiphalapradam // 1 //
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________________ pariNati jJAna pariNatijJAna Avazyaka chezAstrakAra mahArAja zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI bhavyajIvonAkalyANArthe jJAnAkamAM jJAnanuM prAdhAnya sau kaI svIkAre che ema jaNAvyA bAda kahe che ke jJAnanA sAmAnyataH traNa bheda che : svarUpanI apekSAe ke pracalita rIte jANavApaNAnI apekSAe te zAstromAM matijJAna, zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna, mana:paryavajJAna tathA kevaLajJAna, ema pAMca bhede kahyA che, te A traNa bheda zI rIte samajavA AnA samAdhAnamAM kahe che ke matijJAnAdi pAMca bheda jJAna,padArtha ane utpattinA kAraNenA bhedoe karIne paDe che. tamAma rUpI. padArthone aMge thatuM jJAna te avadhijJAna. jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA saMpUrNa nAzathI thanArUM jJAna te kevalajJAna. ahIM je traNa bheda kahevAmAM Ave. che te pariNatinI apekSAe samajavA. jagatamAM sAmAnya rIte padArthonuM jJAna zabda vinA paNa hoya che. ekandriyAdi jI jIvAjIvanA padArthanebheda rUpe bhale na jANe, paNa pote jIva che, petAne zarIra che, ema. sAmAnyataH jANe, paNa padArthapaNe jJAna tyAM nathI. heyano heyarUpe, reyane zeyarUpe, upAdeyane upAdeyarUpe, A rIte. vibhAga na thAya tyAM sudhI jANelA padArtho pariNati vagaranA samajavA. vaiSNava vagere javAdi tane mAne che. game te prakAre paNa teo badhA tattvone mAne che. dareka Astika matavALAe jIva, ajIva, puNya, pApa, karma AvavAnAM kAraNe, karmane rokavAnA upAyo vagerene. mAne che: TUMkAmAM zabdabheda paNa teo na tane mAne che te kharA.. zaMkA thaze ke te pachI samyakavI koNa ane mithyAtvI koNa? ahIM ja pariNatijJAna tapAsavAnI jarUra che. mAtra zabdajJAnathI tapAsa. pUrI nathI thatI. zabdajJAnathI te badhAya samyaphavI gaNAze, paNa kharI rIte samyaphavI che ke jene pariNatijJAna thayuM hoya. pariNatijJAnavagarane samyaphavI nathI. temAM paNa kahyuM che ke vinAnatta tatta tatva e tatva che chatAM binaparaM ta ema zA mATe kahyuM ?
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________________ - AnaMda pravacana darzana tattvArthakAre te zrI jinezvara mahArAjane vacamAM nahi letAM tarajJAIkAna vagere kahI dIdhuM. tatva eTale padArthanuM svarUpa. bIjAonI zAsanazailI phakta padArtha tarIkenI che. bauddhoe Aryasatya mAnyAM. neyAyika ane vaizeSikee padArthone padArtha tarIke mAnyA. paNa padArthomAM tatva tarIke mAnyatA che -jainenI che. navA athA dura nA ghA na kahyuM paNa nA (a) sattA hAMti kahyuM. jIvAdika padArtho ja to che. "tatva' zabda jenazAsanane rUDha zabda che, tethI jIvAdika padArthonI tatva tarIke zraddhA thaI ane tethI ja jIvAdi arthomAM tattva tarIkenI buddhi te samyaktva-ema prazamaratimAM jaNAvyuM. A kAraNathI tyAM "jinata" zabda na rAkhyo temAM harakata nathI, tattva zabdanI rUDhi ja e zabda jinekatapaNuM siddha kare che. prakRti "Aryasatya" e zabdo jema anyamamAM rUDhithI vaparAya che, tema ApaNe jaine mAM "tatva" zabda vAparavAnI rUDhi che. jJAnAvaraNIyAdi kamane je jANe ja nahi te toDavAne udyama kyAMthI karavAno ? padArtha pachI svarUpamAM juo. anyamatavALAe jIvane cetanavALe mAne che, jainadarzana paNa cetanAmaya kahe che, te emAM pharaka che ? anyoe utpanna thayelI cetanAnuM sthAna AtmA rAkhyuM eTale anyamatanI mAnyatAmAM cetanA svabhAve na rahI, eTale tene rokavAvALA karma mAnavAnI paNa temane jarUra rahI nahi. zrI jinezvaradevanA zAsana sivAya keie jJAnane rokavAvALA evA jJAnAvaraNIya kamane mAnyuM nathI, ghaTapaTa vageremAM cetanA na thAya. jyAM svarUpe cetanAmaya che ema mAnyatA ja na rahI eTale jJAnAvaraNIyAdi karma mAnavAmAM na rahyAM ane e karma mAnavAmAM na rahyAM che tene nAza mATe udyama kare kayAMthI? Ama yatvanI vyApakatA gaNI. padArtha traNa prakAranA che. ya, hiya ane upAdeya, reya eTale jANavA lAyaka. keTalAka padArtha mAtra jANavA lAyaka ja hoya che, je ke heya ane upAdeya paNa seva te che ja eTale e daSTie padArthamAtra ya che ja, chatAM keTalAka padArtho
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________________ pariNati jJAna 15 heya eTale tyajavA lAyaka che. keTalAka padArtho upAdeya eTale AdaravA lAyaka che. heyava ke upAdeyatva jANyA vagara chaDI ke AdarI na zakAya, mATe e paNa ya to che ja. nItikAroe heya, upAdeya ane upekSaNaya-ema traNa bhAga rAkhyA. ya vibhAga ja na rAkhyo ! yatva badhAMmAM mULa zAkhA. temAMthI heya, upAdeya ane upekSaNIya-ema traNa vibhAga karyo. matalaba ke nItikAroe e traNa vibhAga phaLa tarIke jaNAvyA. jeno sivAyanA lokee jJAnane rokanAruM jJAnAvaraNIya karma jANyuM ke mAnyuM ja nahi te pachI tene teDavAne udyama teonA manamAM kyAMthI thAya? AtmAne kevaLajJAnanA svarUpe jANavAnI tAkAta kevaLa samyaphInI che. sUkama ekendriyane jIva le ke bIje kaI paNa jIva le. temAM kiIpaNa jIva kevaLajJAna vagarane nathI. jIva padArtha svarUpe kevaLajJAnavALe che e mAnyatA kevaLa samyaphavInI che, janamata vinA anya keIpaNa matamAM AtmA svarUpe kevaLajJAnavALe manAyo nathI. koI paNa nAne cheka kAcanA kaTakAne hare kahe che, jhaverIne chokaro sAcA hIrAne hIro kahe che, paNa tenAM teja, tela, kiMmatanI bannene khabara nathI. e ja rIte anya matavALA "jIva jIva' ema kahe che. paNa enA kevaLajJAnamaya svarUpanI teone khabara nathI. zaMkA : dareka jIvamAM kevaLajJAna che, te te jIva kevaLajJAnathI lakA prakAzita kema nathI thatuM? samAdhAna kevaLa jJAnAvaraNayakama hovAthI e karma samakitine, mithyAtvine, abhavyane tamAme mAnyuM che, e karma khaseDI kevaLajJAna utpanna karavAnI bhAvanA samakitIne thAya. je kevaLajJAnAvaraNIya mAne nahi, tene khaseDavAnI kalpanA paNa na Ave. evI ja rIte kevaLa darzanAvaraNIya vagere kamaeNrUpa AvaraNo khaseDavAnAM. dharmAritakAya adharmAstikAya vagere ajIva padArtho te paNa jo sivAya koNe mAnyA? zrI jinezvara mahArAje kaheluM jIvanuM svarUpa je mAne che, te ja manuSya jIvane kevaLajJAna svarUpavALe mAne che, ane mATe ja te kevaLajJAnAvaraNIya karmane teDavA udyama kare.
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________________ Anada pravacana darzana dhamakRtya karavAne dArzanika hetu anyamatavALA dharmakRtya zA mATe kare che? Izvare A badhuM banAvyuM enA badalAmAM "he Izvara ! te pRthvI, pANI, havA, vanaspati Adi banAvyAM eTale tane bhajIe chIe." anyamatavALAnuM IzvaranuM bhajana, Izvare A badhuM banAvyuM tenA badalAmAM che. ApaNe Izvarane mAnIe chIe kharA, paNa banAvanAra tarIke nahi. jIvAdika padArthonuM svarUpa batAvanAra tarIke tathA anaMta guNavALA hovAthI bhakti arthe Izvarane mAnIe chIe, ane te paNa kevaLajJAnAvaraNIyAdi karma teDavA mATe mAnIe chIe. ApaNe IzvaranI bhakti, sevA, stuti vagere karIe chIe, te AtmAnA guNe pragaTAvavA mATe karIe chIe. ApaNe jIvanuM svarUpa oLakhIe te te pragaTAvavA prayatna karIe. te mATe paramezvare ApaNane te svarUpa batAvyuM. eTale ApaNe te IzvaranI ArAdhanA, stuti. pUjanAdi koI paNa prakAre karIe chIe te karmone saMharavA mATe ja. paththara, dhULa, Dhepha vagerene ajIva te sau mAne che, janAvara paNa mAne che, paNa ema ajIva mAnyAM kAma na lAge, dharitakAya,adharmAstikAya purAlAstikAya, kALa vagerene mAne te ajIvadravyane mAnya gaNAya. A ajIva padArtho zrI jinezvaradeve batAvyA che, ane temanA kathanathI manAya che. madukanI daDhatA ? bhagavatIjImAM eka daSTAMta Ave che. maki nAmane zrAvaka che. e bhagavAna zrI mahAvIrane vaMdanA karavA jAya che. mArgamAM anya matanA vidvAno kAledAyI tathA seledAyI vagere beThelA che. senAmAM e avAja nathI hota ke jevo kAMsAmAM hoya. e nyAye e mArge anyamatavALA paNa piotapotAnA devanA darzanArthe jAya che. kAledAyI tathA seledAyIne, maka mahAvIrane vAMdavA jAya che tene bharamAvavAnuM tathA tyAM jate rekavAnuM mana thayuM. dharmakriyAmAM vina nAMkhavuM e ja temanuM kArya che, ane vidAnasaMtoSIe emAM ja AnaMda mAne che.
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________________ pariNata jJAna 17 kaI derAsara baMdhAve, keI udyApana kare, ke saMyama le, game te prakAre AtmakalyANa kare, paNa vinAnaMdIe te khoDakhAMpaNa kADhI, bakhALo karI, dhAMdhala karI, vidane ja UbhAM karavAnAM keTalAka kAryane kharAba kaheze, keTalAka paddhatine kharAba kaheze, te keTalAka mULamuddAne kharAba kaheze, paNa sArI kriyAmAM kharAbI batAvavI emAM ja emanI bahAdurI ! pratiSThA hoya ke pUjA hoya, sadanuSThAna game te hoya, paNa ArAdhanAnA prakAra mAtramAM halakA pADavA tathA e pavitramArgamAM kAMTA, veravA e ja vidana saMteSIonuM Avazyaka kArya thayuM che. dharma karate koI rokAI kema jAya ? e ja mananI malIna bhAvanA eonI hoya che. keTalAka jainadharmane ja DUbADanAra kahI malInatAne pUrepUro paricaya Ape che. makane Ubho rAkhI tenI pAse zrI jinezvaradevanI prAmANikatAne uDAvI devAne teoe nizcaya karyo. ene bolAvyo ane aneka kuyuktio UbhI karI. utaraDa pADavA IcchanAre nIcene eka goLa khaseDe eTale basa ! AkhI utaraDa paDavAnI ja ! zAstrakAre tamane mithyAdaSTinA paricayano niSedha eTalA mATe ja kare che ke tame je khasI gayA che tethI mAgane mahimA ghaTavAno nathI, paNa tame je meLavI cUkelA che te hArI jaze. kaI pharka rAkhe ke ame nirbhara rahIzuM te paNa e bahu muzkela che, korTane kese tapAse ! je vakhate vAdI prativAdInI dalIla peza thAya che, sAmasAmA vakIlonA kesa thAya che, te vakhate buddhinA kevA palaTA thAya che ? jyAre duniyAdArInI bAbatamAM A hAlata che, te parabhavanI, puNya pApanI vAtamAM te tame keTaluM bhejuM dharAve cho ? ati priya padArthanI yuktimAM tame nahi Dage tenI zI khAtrI ? jema jene milakta maLe tema teNe cothI haMmezAM sAvadha rahevuM joIe, tema jainazAstrakAro kahe che ke jene zuddha zraddhAmArga
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________________ 18 AnaMda pravacana daIna sAMpaDayA, jene tattvajJAna thayuM hoya teNe viparIta prarUpaNAvALAthI Dagale ne pagale sAvaceta rahevAnI jarUra che. pelAoe madhukane pUchyu: are madhuka ! tArA mahAvIra dharmastikAyAdi pAMca astikAyanI prarUpaNA kare che te tuM mAne che ?' maDuMka teA parama zraddhAvAna hatA, mAnatA ja hatA, zaMkA hatI ja nahi, eTale tarata kahyuM keH "hA ! hA !! kharAkhara mAnu` chuM !!!" pelAe teA khAlI banAvaTa karavA mAgata! hata!: Ane aMdhazraddhALu vagere kahIne mA`thI khaseDavA mAgatA hatA: eTale pharI kahyuM ke je vastu tArA jANavAmAM ke jovAmAM AvatI nathI te vastune mAtra mahAvIranA kahevAthI mAnI levI te mAtra aMdhazraddhA che ke khIju kAMi ?" vicArA! kevA patharo phekayA che! arUpI na dekhAya e spaSTa che, paNa AvA patharA pheMkAya tyAM AtmAne bacAvavA zu' sahelA che ? madhuka tA pelAone kharAkhara ALakhatA hatA. temanI dhAraNA e barAbara samajI gayA. barAbara vicArI teNe temane pUchyuM ke "pelA bagIcAmAM phUlA che tenI gaMdha ahI Ave che te tame mAnA che ke nahi ?" pelAe nA zI rIte kahe? eTale emane enI gaMdha Ave che' ema kahevu paDayuM, tyAre madhuka kahe che ke "have e gaMdha paNa dekhAtI teA nathI ne? chatAM tame kema mAneA che ? najare na dekhAtA padArthA paNa anumAnathI sAbita thAya teA te mAnavA joIe. ema tamAre mAnavu ja paDaze. phUlanI gaMdha dekhAtI nathI paNa nAne sparze che, anumAnathI sAbita thatA padAtha na dekhAya te paNa mAnavA paDe." pharI bIjo prazna pUche che ke--"A jagatanA cheDA che kharA ke nahi ? muke javAba ApyA ke "jo cheDe na hota teA ApaNe bhegA maLata ja nahi. jagatanI cAre mAjI maryAdA na hAta teA bhegA thavAnA vakhata AvatuM ja nahi." anumAnathI sAbita thAya che ke kAi paNa padArtha e maryAdA karanAra che. anumAnathI sAbita karyA pachI AgamavAdamAM gayA sivAya chUTake nathI. anumAnathI sidhdha thayelA padArthAMnA dharmAM
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________________ 19 pariNati jJAna ane svAbhAvAdinA nizcaya karavA mATe jJAnInAM vacananI jarUra paDe che. DrAIvaranI mAphaka jIva jevA kAIka padArtha A zarIramAM che ema tame anumAnathI sAbita karyuM... paNa pachI tenA svabhAva, dharma, sthiti, vata mAna, bhUta,bhaviSyanA paryAyeA A sarva jJAnInAM vAkayA vinA sAbita thatAM nathI. anumAne siddha thatA padArthonA svarUpAdi jANavA mATe zrI sajJanAM vacanA ja AdhArabhUta che ! A rIte gatimAM madada kare te dharmAstikAya che, AnI sAbitI karyA pachI e anumAna adharmAstikAyamAM paNa lagADo. svarUpAdinI siddhi mATe te sajJanAM vacana upara ja javu paDe. dariyApAranA dezane A tarapha rahelAe joyA nathI; paNa vRddhonA kahevAthI ke vizvAsapAtro tyAM jaI AvyA tethI jANIe chIe ane mAnIe chIe. e ja rIte anumAna karyA bAda tenA svarUpAdi mATe tAjJAnInAM vacanAne avala'bavu' ja paDaze. A sAMbhaLI kAleAdAyI ane zelAdAyIne khelavAnA uttara na rahyo. te kALanA mithyAtvIe paNa eTalA sArA hatA ke uttara maLyA pachI cUpa thaI jatA. madhuka bhagavAna pAse gayA, vaMdanA karI ane mArganI bInA kahI. bhagavAne kahyuM: "jo ADA uttara ApyA hota te te virAdhaka thAta" jo te ADA uttara Ape, ane pelAe kahe ke- batAva, dharmAstikAya kayAM che ? ' tA khatAvAya kayAMthI ? tenA uttara teA tuM Apata ke ApaNe joeluM svapna khIjAne batAvI zakIe teA ja sAcuM gaNAya e kAnA nyAya? badhA padArtho dekhADI zakAya tevA hAtA nathI. bhagavAne kahyuM ke ADA uttara ApyA hAta tA virAdhaka thAta " arthAt "hA ! hA ! dekhu` chuM" ema kahyuM hAta tA jJAnIonA virAdhaka thAta. kevI rIte ? jema eka sAnAnI DabbI che, tene eke sAnAnI kahI, khIjAe tene pittaLanI kahI. jeNe sAnAnI kahI tene pratyakSa jUTTo na kahyo paNa DamIne pittaLanI kahI eTale sAmAne jUThTho TharAvI teA dIdhA ja ! e ja rIte ana'tA arihaMta, gaNudhara,
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________________ 20 - Anada pravacana darzana mir zrutakevaLI tathA AcAryoe arUpI padArthonuM e ja svarUpa kahyuM che ke chama arUpI padArthane dekhe nahi. have tyAM maTTaka huM pote dekhuM chuM" ema kahe te anaMtA arihaMtAdinI AzAtanA thAya, virAdhanA thAya, bAhya jaDa padArthone mAnavAmAM zrI jinezvara devane vacamAM na lAve te cAlI zakaze, paNa dharmAstikAyAdi ajIva padArtho mAnavAmAM zrI jinezvara dene vacamAM na lAvo te cAlI zake nahi. mekSane meLavI ApanAra sAInemAM zrI jinezvarane mAnavAnI jarUra che. dharmAstikAyAdi arUpI ajIva padArtho zrI jinezvaradeva vagara mAnI zakAya tevA nathI. e ja rIte pApapuNya baMdhAya che. ema sAmAnyataH te badhA mAne che, paNa aDhAra pApasthAnaka dvArA pApa thAya, bhUta (prANI) pratye anukaMpAdi dvArA puNya baMdhAya, mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya, ane cage e mAraphata karma ja baMdhAya, e tamAma mAnyatA zrI jinezvaradevanA vacanathI thAya che. ane samyagdarzana, samyajJAna, samyakyAritrathI mekSa maLe che e paNa emanAM vacanathI ja manAya che. jJAna che to AvaraNa che ! AvaraNa che te te dUra karavAnA * upAya che !! svarUpanA bhede jJAnanA pAMca prakAra mAnavAmAM AvyA che. je nAna pAMca prakAranAM na hatA te pAMca prakAre pAnAvaraNIya karma paNa mAnavAnAM heta nahi. je jJAnane AtmAne svabhAva mAnIe, ane te nAna pAMca prakAre mAnIe te te ja jJAnane AvaraNa karanArUM jJAnavaraNIya karma pAMca prakAre mAnavuM joIe. iMdrithI thatuM mati, zabdadvArA thavAvALuM zruta, rUpI padArthone jaNAvanAruM atIndriya jJAna te avadhi jJAna, mananA paryAyane jaNAvanAruM mana:paryavajJAna ane rUpIarUpI sarve padArthone jaNAvanAra kevaLajJAna che, A pAMce jJAna AmAnA svabhAvamaya che, A rIte pAMca bheda na paData te pAMca prakAranuM jJAna tathA pAMca AvaraNa mAnavAne vakhata raheta nahi. sUrya ke caMdra hoya ja nahi te tene vAdaLAM DhAMke che ema balavAna vyavahAra karAya ja nahi, kemake vAdaLAM kene DhAMke? matijJAna,
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________________ 21. pariNati jJAna ^ ^^^^^^^^^ ^^ ^ zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna, mana:paryavajJAna, kevaLajJAna ema pAMca prakAranAM jJAna na hota te pAMca AvaraNe belavAne avakAza ja na hota. jJAnane lIdhe AvaraNe mAnyAM che. AtmAmAM jJAna paNa pAMca prakAranuM tathA ene rokanAranA AvaraNanA pAMca prakAra che. A jJAnASTakamAM je adhikAra lIdhe che te svarUpabhede karIne lIdhelA jJAnane adhikAra nathI. zAstranAM vacano zravaNa karyA pachI pariNati keTalA prakAranI thAya te jaNAvavA mATe jJAnASTaka che. jene jene sAMbhaLavAne zravaNendriya maLI te te badhA sAMbhaLe te che, paNa pariNamana. e judI cIja che. janAvarane to padArtha jJAna paNa nathI, te asaMjJI mUDha che, te sAMbhaLe to paNa tene zabdajJAna ke padArthajJAna paNa nathI. ahIM to jene paDhArthajJAna thayuM che tenA bhedo jaNAvAya che. jene padArthajJAna nathI thayuM ke viparIta thayuM che teno ahIM vicAra nathI. jIvAjIvA punna', pAva savasaMvaro ya nijjaraNAva / baMdho mukkho ya tahA, nava tattA huMti nAyabbA // padArthajJAna jene thayuM, tene jIvAjIvAdika nava tattanuM jJAna che. padArtha jJAnavALA jyAre pariNatimAM jAya tyAre ene te nizcaya ja hoya ke A jIvAdika ja tatva che. jagatanA tamAma padArtho jIva ane ajIva e bemAM AvI jAya che. jIvavargamAM ke ajIvavargamAM na jAya tevo koI paNa padArtha jagatamAM nathI. paraMtu e te padArtha vibhAga che, paNa tatvavibhAga nathI. tatvavibhAga te jIvAdika tarIke eTale tatva tarIke vibhAga zrI jinezvaradeve ja kahela che te che. ane tethI nijhara tatta kahIe chIe. sAmAnyataH tamAma Astike jIva, ajIva, puNya, pApa, Azrava, saMvara, nirjarA, baMdha, mekSa e nava tane arthathI te mAne che. paNa pharaka kayAM che? chokaro paNa hIrAne hIre kahe che; jhaverI paNa . tene hIre kahe che. cheka tenAM tela, teja, mUlyAdi jANatuM nathI, te samajyA vagara hIro kahe che, jyAre jhaverI tene samajIne kahe che. zabda te beya eka ja bese che.
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________________ muy AnaMda pravacana darzana zrI jinezvaranAM tone mAnanArA jJAnIo sUkamathI mAMDIne siddha sudhInA jIvane kevaLajJAna svarUpavALA mAne che. jIva kevaLajJAnasvarUpa ja che. e zrIjinezvadevanA vacanathI ja manAya. pate jIva che e badhA ne khabara che, paNa kayA prakArane java che te jIvavicArAdika samaje ja mAne, evI ja rIte pote jIva che ema bhale badhA jANe, paNa kevaLajJAnasvarUpavALo dareka jIva che ema te zrI jinezvaradevanAM vacanane jANanAre ane mAnanArA ja jANI zake, emanAM vacanane AdhAre zraddhA thAya tyAre tatvanI zraddhA thaI samajavI tethI nava tathA sAtane tavA jaNAvyAM che. - zrI jinezvaradeve kahyuM mATe tene jANIe te padArthasAnA tene vivekathI vibhAga karIe te pariNatijJAna ane te pramANe vartIe AtmasaMvedana jJAna. ja nirbaLa para eka ekane ha heya, baLavAna para samudAyane hale heya zUravIranA ja zatruo heya, ane zuravIroe AkhA jUthane pANI pAvAnuM hoya. tevI rIte AtmAe zaravIra thavuM ghaTe che. kAraNa ke eka eka pradeza para karmanI anaMtI varmaNAone hale che ane baLathI kAma na levAya te kaLathI (puNyane pakSamAM rAkhI) pApane nAza karavA rUpI bhedanItithI levuM ja paDaze.
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________________ dharma ane jJAnadharma iiiiiiiiiiiiuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuNIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII durgatinuM vAraNa kare ane sadgatimAM dhAraNa kare te dharma. A dharma durgatimAM paDI gayelA mATe nakAmo che, paNa durgatimAM paDavA mAMDelAne ja dharma pakaDI rAkhe che. je dharma na pakaDI rAkhe te jIva TheTha nIce jAya. dharma karavAmAM mahenata paDe che ane adharma vagara parizrame thAya che. A dharma dAna, ziyaLa, tapa ane bhAva cAra prakAre che. jJAnadAna, e abhayadAna ane dharmopahadAna karatAM uttama che. abhayadAna mudata apAve che. jJAnadAna sarvathA mAphI apAve che. jJAna e nAgI samazera che. nAgI samazera vAparatAM AvaDe te bacAva kare. nahitara pitAne paNa vagADI bese. jaNAvavuM mAtra ja jJAnadAna nathI. duniyAdArInA nirvAhanuM jJAna jJAnadAna nathI. jenAthI vAdi to samajAya, samyaktva maLe, kaSAya pAtaLA thAya te jJAnadAna che. duniyAnA padArtho bhADUtI ghara jevA che, tema zarIra paNa bhADUtI ghara jevuM che. ApaNe zarIranA adhikArI chIe. adhikAra vakhate mANasa bhaluM na kare te adhikAra gayA pachI tene dhikkAra ja maLe che. zarIrane poSavA AhAra, viSaya, sAdhano mATe je prayatna karavAmAM Ave che tene jokhamadAra AtmA che. A badhI zarIra mATenI lene che. paNa lAna pAchaLanI saddharatA te AtmAnI che. zarIra e te gaMdakIne paTAre che paNa mokSamArgamAM madadagAra che tethI tenI uttamatA che. gaMdA zarIranI Ama to phUTI badAmanI kiMmata nathI paNa samyagadarzana, jJAna ane cAritranI siddhinA sAdhana tarIke zarIra ati kiMmatI che. A zarIra mATe AtmAne kI rAjapa mAravADI zarApha bApa muAnA vAvede dhIre jAya che. ane seMkaDegaNuM vasula kare che. eka paNa karela nAnI bhUlane seMkaDo gaNo badalo le che. bAhmI ane suMdarInA AgaLanA bhavenA jIva pITha ane mahApIThe aMtamUda IrSyA karI tenA pariNAme temane mithyAtva guNakANe lAvI mUkyA ane strIveda baMdhAvyo. - jJAnadAnane udyama karanArA A bhava-parabhavamAM sukha meLavI kalyANa sAdhe che. Triniiiiiiiii IIIIIIII
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________________ 24 Ana pravacana dezana '' dAnaM dharmAnabhijJebhyo, vAcanAdezanAdinA / jJAnasAdhanAnuM 2, jJAnavAnamitItim / / paDavAnuM hoya tyAM dhArI rAkhanAranI jarUra che. zAstrakAra mahArAjA kalikAlasarvajJa bhagavAn zrImad hemacaMdra surIzvarajI mahArAjAe bhavya vAne dharmopadeza detAM dhanuM lakSaNa jaNAvatAM jaNAvyu` ke dharmanuM lakSaNa e prakAranuM che : 1. 6 tethI vAraNa, 2. satimAM dhAraNa. dhAtunI apekSAe 'dha' dhAtuthI dha zabda khanyA che. te dhAtu dhAraNa' ane 'pASaNa' e arthamAM kahevAya che. arthAt dharma tene ja kahI zakAya ke je dhAraNa paNa kare ane pASaNa paNa kare. dhAraNa kone kare ? sheje samAya tema che ke kriyApada * eTale dhAraNa kartA karaNa Adi vagaranu kadI paNa hoya nahi. dha karavuM ! je kriyAmAM pADavAnu hoya; paDanArI cIja hoya, paDavAnu sthAna hAya, tyAM dhAraNa karavApaNu hoya che. pADavAnAM sthaLAdi na mAnIe tA dhAraNa karavAnI vAta asatya gaNAya. 6 ' AkAza dhArI rAkhyuM...' ema keAI bAlatu nathI, kemake AkAza patana pAmanArI cIja nathI. AkAzane kAI pADatuM nathI. AkAzane paDavAnuM sthAna paNa nathI. pRthvInA ka'pArAthI, teAphAnanA dhakkAthI, sakhata vAvAjhoDAthI ke mUzaLadhAra varasAdathI, bhIMta nabaLI paDI heAya te tene TakA devAmAM Ave che ane tene tyAM dhArI rAkhela che ' ema kahevAya che. tyAM paDavAmAM kAra-karaNa vAyarA varasAda vagere che, paDanAra bhIMta che, paDavAnu sthAna jamIna che. A badhu hatu' tA tyAM 'dhArI rAkhI' ema kahI zakAyu.. ahI paNa dhArI rAkhe te dharma kahIe chIe mATe tyAM A badhuM vicAravuM. 6 vastunA svabhAvane paNa dharma kahevAmAM Ave che, paNa te paryAyA ke rUDha artha che paNa vyutpattithI dhArI rAkhe te dhama' evA ja atha thAya che. paDavAnuM sthAna hoya teA ja tyAM pADavAnuM hAya ane paDatAM pakaDI rakhAya, dhArI rakhAya, aTakAvAya. >> | Fa
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________________ dharma ane jJAnadAna 25 durgatipatajja tudhAraNAd dharma ucyate / dutamAM paDI rahelA jIvAne, eTale paDatA jIvAne dhArI rAkhe te dhama kahevAya. jyAM sudhI jIva durgatimAM paDatA hoya ke paDavAnA saMbhava hAya tyAM sudhI dhArI rAkhavAnuM ane che. manuSya mAMdA hoya tyAre chellA zvAsa sudhI paNa vaidya ke DokaTaronA upAya cAle; paNu marI gayA pachI game tevA niSNAta vaidya, DAkaTara, hakIma hoya, ke temanAM UMcAmAM UMcAM auSadhA, InjekazanA hoya paNa te badhAM vya thAya che. e ja rIte jIva drutimAM gabaDI gayA pachI dharmanuM kAMI paNa cAlatuM nathI; paDatA haiAya tyAM sudhI ja cAlI zake che, mATe 'pra' upasarga mUkavA paDayA che, eTale dutimAM paDavA mAMDelAM ' evA tenA artha che. C najIkamAM paDI rahelAne jo ke 'paDatA'kahI zakAya, kemake va mAnakALanA pratyayeA najIkanA bhUta ane bhaviSyakALamAM paNa vAparI zakAya che, paNa 'prapatatU' zabdamAM pra' upasarga kahevAthI paDavA mAMDelA eTale paDI rahelA ema kahevAnA Azaya che; vaLI tethI paDavAnuM sthAna paNa siddha thAya che, kemake sthAna vinA paDe kayAM ? jema marelA jIva mATe auSadhA nakAmAM che, tema nahi janma pAmelA bALaka mATe vagho auSadha maMgAve te nakAmAM ja che. te rIte durgatimAM paDelA (paDI gayelA) tathA bhaviSyamAM paDavAvALA mATe paNa dharma nakAmA che, paNa paDavA mAMDelA jIvane dhama TakAve che. bhItamAM phATa paDI hAya, bhIMta paDavA mAMDI heAya, tyAre thAMbhalAnA TekAthI TekavIe chIe. A jIva gatimAM gabaDavA mAMDe te tene te vakhate dhAraNa karI rAkhanAra dharma che. have vyutpatti vAstavika che ke kema ? te joie. patana teA cAlu che H muzkelI caDhavAmAM che vAMjhaNInA cheAkarA jAya che' athavA 'A hAra AkAzanA phUlanA che'A rIte vAkayA belI teA zakAya, paNa gaNAya te gapATA, kemake putra hAya te strI vAMjhaNI zAnI ? vAMjhaNI kahI tA putra kayAMthI ? AkAzane phUla kevAM ? te ja rIte A jIva durgAMtimAM paDelA che ema mAnavuM zAthI ?' ema prazna thaI zake che. gati be prakAranI che : saddagati ane dugati.
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________________ AnaMda pravacana dazana. chava durgatimAM paDI rahyo che te zAthI mAnavuM? jIva karmonA baMdhanathI baMdhAela che. je jIva mithyAtvamAM ja mAgela hoya, aviratine varelo heya, kaSAyathI dhaMdhavAte hoya, te. durgati vinA bIje kayAM javAne? je tevA saddagatimAM jaze te durgati kenA mATe? jeNe dharma prApta na karyo tene mATe durgati. nizcita ja che. bhAre vastu paDavA mAMDI tene aTakAvanAra na maLe te te TheTha jamIna upara paDavAnI ja: aphaLAvAnI ja : TIcAvAnI ja !. jamIna upara AvavuM, gabaDavuM e to svAbhAvika che. vAtAvaraNa ja ene nIce lAve che. tene rokavAmAM ja mahenata paDe che. A jIva mithyAtva, avirati, ane kaSAyanA vAtAvaraNathI dabAye che; bhAre thayo che. ene dhAraNa karanAra na maLe te durgatimAM paDavAne ja! bhAre vastune nIce utaravAmAM ane paDavAmAM mahenata nathI ke vizeSa samaya lAgatuM nathI. uparathI paDe ke dhaba nIce ! karmothI bhAre banelA A jIvane durgatimAM javuM che te spaSTa che; temAM upadeza ke preraNAnI koI jarUra nathI. sune ene mATe upadeza ke preraNuM heya paNa nahi. upadezanI ke preraNAnI jarUra hoya. te te mAtra dharma karavA mATe ja che. jIvane dharma karAvavuM hoya tyAre mUMjhavaNa thAya che, zarIrane, vacanane, manane, badhAne jora paDe che. adharma karavA te badhA taiyAra che ! durgatimAM jIvane laI javA karma taiyAra ja che. dharmanA prayatnamAM jarA DhIlA thayA ke bAra vAgyA ja che ! dharma eka aMze paNa kare haze te mahenana paDavAnI ja. mahenata karyA vagara chokarAM paNa UMce caDhI zakatAM nathI. dharma mATe mahenata nahi kare te UMce caDhI zakAze nahi. utarI te rahyA che ja. sIDI ke prarvata caDhavAmAM je te paDavAnuM ja. parvatathI nIce utAravAmAM te. pAchaLane pavanane susavaTe paNa gabaDAvavA taiyAra che. anAdinA dArUDiyA kadAca zaMkA thaze ke jIvane svabhAva je UMce javAne te nIce ja utare che kema ?
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________________ dharma ane jJAnadAna tame janmathI dArUDiyA kadI joyA che? pahelAM theDe cheDe dArU le pachI vadhAre letAM letAM dArUDiyA thAya, te evA dArUDiyA thAya ke bhANAmAM pAMca sAta pakavAna hoya te paNa dArU yAda kare ! dArU vagara tene pakavAnanI lahejata Ave ja nahi. ema kaho ke dArUDiye pakavAnane lAta mAre, phagAvI de. paNa dArU jAte kare tene pAlave nahi. je be pAMca varasamAM dArUDiyAnI A dazA thAya te A jIva te anAdikALathI mithyAtva, avirati, ane kaSAyAdithI raMgAyelA che. dArUnuM be pAMca varSanuM vyasana jyAre TALavuM-TaLAvavuM bhAre paDe che, te A jIva te mithyAtvAdi jherane anAdithI kIDe che nA vyasanI nathI, tene dharmarUpI sAkara ke amRta kema ? jherane kIDo sAkarane jhera samaje che, kemake teNe jheramAM ja mIThAza mAnI che. tema mithyAtva, avirita tathA kaSAyamAM ja mAcelo phale. e A jIva samyaktva, virati ane kSamAdi guNene jhera mAne che. arthAt temane jhera jevA mAne che. karma tarapha dhasArAbaMdha jIva. dhasI rahyo che, ane dharma karavAnI vAta Ave ke dhabAya namaH | jema DuMgara caDhatAM keDe hAtha deva paDe, hAMphI javAya, chAtI bharAya, tema, virati tathA kSamAdika guNenA svIkAravAmAM AtmAne pArAvAra muzkelI paDe che, temAM tene AnaMda nathI ane te mATe tenuM lakSya maMda che: kahone ke nathI ! jheranA kIDAne sAkara tarapha AvavAnuM mana paNa thatuM nathI, kemake tene jheramAM ja AnaMda Ave che. tema A jIva anAdithI mithyAvane kIDo che. tene dharmarUpI amRta tarapha javuM muzkela paDe che. jIva mAtra durgati tarapha dhasI rahyo che, tene aTakAve koNa ? A dazAmAM bacAvanAra eka dhama ja che. durgatimAM paDatA athavA paDI rahelA jIvone paDatAM aTakAve, dhArI rAkhe, te dharma. je tamAma kriyAmAM dharmanuM AropaNa karIe te adharma raheze ja kayAM? potAnAM bALakone tathA kuTuMbane keNu khAvApIvA,paheravA, eADhavA nathI ApatuM ? te zuM tene dAna gaNavuM ? sukhazIlIe manuSya paNa kuTuMba mATe
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________________ - AnaMda pravacana darzana kaSTa veThavA taiyAra che, kUtarI paNa pitAnAM baccAMne bacAvavAnI bhAvanAvALI che, te zuM tyAM ahiMsA agara dayArUpI dharma mAnI le? A rIte gaNIe te te udAratA, pavitra vartana, duHkha sahana karavApaNuM manAya. sArA saMkalpa konA nathI ? vAstavika rIte dharma te ke je durgatimAM paDatAM bacAve. - - nAstika paNa meAtane mAnavAmAM astika che duniyAmAM saddagati ane durgati mATe, paraloka hovA mATe, mekSanA astitva mATe, svarga narakAdi gati mATe, je ke be mata che, paNa jagatabharamAM motane mATe te Dhola vagADIne eka ja mata che ema kahevAya. je ke nAstika bIjuM badhuM nathI mAnate, paNa motane mAnya vinA tene paNa chUTako nathI. AkhI jiMdagI dhamapachADA karIne meLavelAM dhana dhAnyAdi paNa ahIM mUkIne ja maravuM paDe che, ema to najaronajara nihALato hoya che ane te svIkAre che. jayAre badhuM mUkIne ja javuM che te A AraMbha, samAraMbha, parigraha, kUDakapaTa, prapaMca, labha vagere zA mATe ? - jIvananI jarUriyAta keTalI ? kherAka-SiAka pUratuM na maLe ema nathI, te vadhArA mATe ja dhamAla che ne ? te vadhAre konA mATe? putrAdi mATe ne ! chokarA mATe chelAvAnuM paNa kabula che ne ! saMsAranI mAyAmAM jema vadhAre lapaTAze tema vadhAre nIce utaravAnuM che, gabaDavAnuM che, strI, putra, mAbApa ke koIpaNa hoya, game tenI pratye mAyAthI lepAyuM, te e durgatimAM paDavAnuM te nakakI ja che, durgatimAM paDatAM bacAvI rAkhe, svarga ke mekSamAM dhAraNa karI rAkhe te dharma. dharma saddagatine ApanAro ema na kahyuM, paraMtu durgatithI bacAvanAra ja kahyo, kAraNa ke durgatimAM paDate rokAye eTale sadagati spaSTa ja che. dharma, svarga (devaloka) tathA apavarga (mekSa) banene ApanAra che, samyagadaSTi AtmA vaimAnika devaleka sivAyanuM AyuSya bAMdhe nahi. je devakanA rastA te ja mekSanA rastA che ane je ekSanA rastA te ja devalokanA rastA che !
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________________ dharma ane jJAnadAna 29 jJAnadAnena jAnAti jaMtuH svasya hitAhitam / veti jIvAdi tatvAni, virati ca samaznute || ~~~~ jJAnadAnanI viziSTatA ! dharmanA cAra bheda kahyA cheH 1. dAna, 2 zIla, 3 tapa, 4 bhAva. devu' te dAna ema jagatamAM prasiddha che, paNa zAstrakAra tyAM nA' kahe. che. kAIne jhera devAya te te dharma nathI. gAya pATu (lAta) de (mAre) tyAM dharma kahevAya ? jJAnadAna, abhayadAna tathA dharmapagrahadAna e traNenu dAna te ja dAnadhama che. temAM abhayadAna tA mAtra muddata apAve che. paNa mAphI nathI apAvatuM. jene abhayadAna apAyu' tene amarapaTe nathI maLatA. mAta jaladI thatuM hatuM te vakhate tene bacAvyA, paNu sathA bacAva abhayadAnathI thatA nathI. jJAnadAna sa`thA mAphI karAve che. abhayadAna karma tADAvatuM nathI. jJAna tenAM kama tADAve. che. yAvatu meAkSa meLavAvI amarapaTA jJAna ja apAve che. pace driyamAM devatA cyavI (marI) devatA thatA nathI. nArakI ApaNA mAravAnA viSayamAM nathI. eTale manuSya ane tiya``ca mATe mukhya pravRtti e abhayadAna che. abhayadAna sArU te zatAvedanIyanuM kAraNa che, chatAM jene abhaya ApavAmAM Ave che tene amarapaTa maLatA nathI. jJAnadAnamAM amarapaTA apAvavAnu sAmarthya che. paratu jJAna e nAgI zamazera che. vAparanAra vivekI hAya, khAheAza hoya tA zatrune sahAre paNa jo te dArUDiyA hoya. tA mitrane, zatrune ane peAtAne paNa kApe ? sonerI ToLIvALA jugArIo mUrkhA hotA nathI. tee mejisTreTanAM magaja khAI jAya. che. temanAmAM tevu' ana kAraka paNa jJAna che tathA jeo dhanA raste joDAya che te paNa jJAnathI ja joDI zakAya che. kathA jJAnadAnane dharUpa kahevAya ? kUtarI paNa potAnAM baccAMne tenA khapanuM jJAna Ape che. vAgharI, kALI, jugArI ane cAra paNa peAtAnI kaLA peAtAnA vArasAne zIkhave che, te zu temane ApaNe jJAnadAna ApanArA kahevA ? duniyAdArInA nirvAha mATe, ane viSaya-kaSAyanI
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________________ hao ---AnaMda pravacana darzana puSTi mATe apAtA jJAnanA dAtA je jJAnadAtA che, te te dharmanA upadezanI koI jarUra nathI. jIva, ajIva, puNya, pApa, Azrava, saMvara, baMdha, nirjarA, mikSa, AtmA, ane karma vagerenuM svarUpa je jaNAvAya tenuM ja nAma jJAnadAna che. AtmAnA udayane mATe, tenA kalyANane mATe, apAtuM jJAna te ja jJAnadAna che. mithyAtvane haThAvanAruM, samyakatva tarapha doranAruM, kaSAne nAza karanAruM je jJAna apAya, temaja dharmanA ajANane dharma samajAvAya te ja jJAnadAna che tethI vyAvahArika jJAnane jJAnadAna kahevAya nahi. dezanAthI ke pustakathI dharmanuM jJAna devAya te paNa jJAnadAna ! dhArmika jJAnanAM sAdhane apAya tene paNa jJAnadAnamaji samAveza thAya che. tamAma sagavaDavALuM chatAMye ghara bhADAnuM ! zAstrakAra mahArAjA kalikAla sarvajJa bhagavAna mahArAja zrImad hemacaMdrasUrIjI, bhavya jIne dharmopadeza ApatAM prathama sUcavI gayA ke durgatithI AtmAne je bacAve tene dharma kahevAmAM Ave che, A lakSaNathI dharmanuM advitIyapaNuM jaNAvyuM. A dunyavI padArtho, bhego ane tenAM sAdhano, pese, Take, strI, putra parivAra, vADI-vajIphA, bAga bagIcA, mALA mahelAta, vagere jenI IcchA karIe, te padArtho maLyA pachI tenA rakSaNathe ekI paherA goThavIe chIe ! maLelAno nAza na thAya balake vRddhi thAya te mATenA paNa satata prayatna karIe chIe, paNa te tamAma padArtho bhADAnA ghara jevA che. bhADAnuM makAna khUba suMdara haya, chelAmAM chelA jamAnAnI tamAma sagavaDavALuM hoya, anukULatA mAtra temAM hoya, paNa bhADuM bharIe tyAM sudhI temAM rahI zakAya. bhADuM bharavAnuM baMdha thAya eTale tyAMthI nIkaLavuM ja paDe che. bhADAnA gharanI ja bhADuM bharIe tyAM sudhI kharI, paNa pachI te sukha paLavAra TakI zakatuM nathI, tema A
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________________ dharma ane jJAnadAna 31 zarIrarUpI makAnamAM ke peDhImAM ApaNe bhADUta tarIke pravezelA chIe. game teTalA dravyAdi padArthone IcchIe, meLavIe, bhAgavIe, sAcavIe, vadhArIe, tenA nAza na thAya. te mATe Tibaddha rahIe, paNa te badhAnA saMbaMdha karyA sudhInA ? peDhI upara hoya tyAM sudhI munima tamAma kAma kare, paNa rajA do pachI keTalA sabadha ? koTIdhvajanA munimahAya, are ! vaDo pradhAna hAya, rASTrapati hAya, paNa te adhikArathI khasI jAya pachI tenI sattA keTalI ? adhikArapatre sthita hoya tyAM sudhI eDInsanA pazu calAve, dhAryuM. kare, pazu sattA parathI khasyA bAda tenu kAI sAMbhaLe nahI ! adhikAra kAyamI nathI, te cAlyA javAnA che, ane tethI jagatane phAyado na karyAM; kanaDagata karI, teA jatI vakhate zu thAya ? cAra svAthI bhale mAnapatra Ape, paNa, sAcI vastu sthiti samajanArAo te khAsaDAM ane DuMgaLI mAkalAve che. amaladAra mATA hAya tA paNa temane AvI cIjo TapAlamAM mAkalavAmAM Ave che. A zarIranA ApaNe adhikArI chIeH game teA rASTrapramukha kahe, rASTrapati kaheA, je kahevu hAya te kahA! kalekaTara, gavana ra khIsAM bhare te tenA aMjAma aMte zuM Ave ? ApaNe paNa zarIrAdinuM pASaNa ja karyo karIe teA khAsaDAM ane DuMgaLI maLavAnA ja vakhata Ave ne ! adhikAra vakhate je upakAra nathI karatA tenA adhikAra jatAM 'a'uDI jatAM dhikakAra maLe che. gavanara ke vAIsarAya peAtAnA vatananuM tA bhalu kare che ! jo tema paNa na kare te te kevA gaNAya? mUkha zirAmaNi ke khIjuM kAMi ? A zarIramAM jIva adhikArI tarIke Avela che. paNa te peAtAnI sthiti samajatA nathI ke pAte kANu che ? kayAMthI AvyA che ? ane karavAnuM zuM che ? phakata duniyAnI bhAMjagaDamAM ja samaya vItAve jAya che, bhADutI sAdhanA mATe ja amUlya evuM AyuSya veDaphe che, paNa peAtAnI sAthe zu AvavAnu che tene vicAra karyo? bAlkana laDAI vakhate jeNe je deza (mulaka) lIdheA tene te deza aMgenu' devu... ApavuM pacu' ane te bhAre paDayu..
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________________ 3ra AnaMda pravacana darzana pAtAnA dezane bacAvavA rAjyA lenA kADhe che. ApaNane maLelA dezanA rakSaNa mATe leAna AtmAthI UbhI karavI paDe che. AhAra zarIra indriyA, viSayeA ane tenAM sAdhanA mATe je prayatno karavAmAM Ave che tene jokhamaDhAra kANu ? ka rAjA pAsethI AhArAdi mATe levAnI pAparUpa leAnanI javAbadArI keAnI ? AtmAnI ! kAraNa ke kane bhe!gavanAre AtmA che. phaLa zarIrane maLe ane tenI javAbadArI jIvanI che. je zarIrane agelena kADIe chIe te phakata cAmaDiyAnuM ghara che. temAM cAmaDAM, hADakAM, mAMsa, carma, ane lehI ja bharyu" che. leAna kevA pradeza mATe levI ? sarakAra paNa saharAnA raNa mATe leAna kADhatI nathI, nipaja vinAnA pradeza mATe leAna kADhavAmAM cekakhu devALu ja che. AtmArUpI sarakAranI A kAyA e ceAkakhI myunisipAliTinI melAnI gADI ja che. tenuM DhAMkaNuM khAle tyAre zu thAya ? Aparezana vakhate je dekhIne sagAMvahAlAMne paNa cItarI caDhe che, ane tyAM UbhA nathI rahI zakAtuM. te zAthI ? atyAre tA e leAhI vagere cIjo DhAMkaNAMthI DhaMkAyelI che tethI khabara paDatI nathI, paNa zarIranI aMdara zI cIja che te te khyAlamAM levuM joiene ! gadakInI tijorIrUpa kAyAnI kiMmata kalyANa mAge vALavAmAM ja che ! jo zarIra e gaMdakInI tijorI ja cheteA pachI tenI uttamatA kema gaNavAmAM Ave che ? zaheranAM rakSaNa mATe pharatI khAI e kheAdAya che, te UMDI hoya che, paNa te che te jarUrI. khAie kAMi UMDA khADA mATe jarUra nathI, paNa zaheranA rakSaNa mATe jarUrI che. khAI kheADhavAthI jagyA zakAya che, khetI baMdha thAya che, paNa tenI ka"mata nagaranA rakSaNArthe che. tema A dehu jarUra gadakInI tijorI che, paNa mekSa mArgomAM madadagAra che, mATe tenI teTalA pUratI uttamatA jarUra che. zarIranI uttamatA svarUpathI nathI, paNa viratine sAdhI meAkSa je meLavAya che te zarIrathI ja che mATe tenI uttamatA kahI che.
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________________ dharma ane jJAnadAna 33 eka rAjAne cAra kuMvara hatA. rAjAe sauthI meATAne leADhAnI khANavALA deza ApyA, tenAthI nAnAne cAMdInI khANavALA deza ApyA tenAthI nAnAne senAnI khANavALA deza ApyA ane tenAthI nAnAne eTale ke sauthI nAnAne hIrAnI khANavALA deza ApyA. vANiyAmAM evA rivAja che ke bhAgamAM nAnAne sArI cIja maLe,. jyAre rAjapUtamAM meTAne sArI cIja maLe. ahIM teA rAjapUtanA rivAjathI ulaTI vahecaNI karI hatI eTale moTA kuvare e phariyAda pradhAnane jaNAvI. pradhAne yukti batAvI ke tAre khANamAMthI le kADhavuM nahi athavA te leADhAnI nikAsa badha karavI : jyAre me mAgyAM mUlya Ave tyAre samaya sAdhI levA.' jyAM laTTu vecAtuM ja baMdha thayuM tyAM cAMdI, sAnAnI temaja hIrAnI khANu nakAmI thaI gai, kemake khANAnI aMdarathI cAMdI, seAnuM, hIrA vagere kADhavA zAthI? keAdALA vagere sAdhanA kAMi hIrA vagerenA teA na banene ? sthiti evI UbhI thai ke cAMdI, seAnA tathA hIrAnA bhAve leA kharIdavAnu nakakI. thayuM; ane te vakhateja pelAe laTTu vecyuM ane te mAladAra thayA. ahI vicAravAnu` e che ke lADhAmAM svataMtra uttamatA nahAtI, paNa cAMdI, seAnuM tathA hIrAnI khANane kAraNe leADhAnI jarUra; mATe tenI kimata akAi ! tevI ja rIte malIna pAtharghAthI bharelA A gaDhA zarIranI e hisAbe phUTI badAmanI paNu ki Mmata nathI, paNa samyagdarzana, samyajJAna tathA samyaphacAritra A traNa ratnAnI siddhi mATe te upayAgI che ane mATe ja tenI kiMmata che. duniyAne eka paNa kAyadA kama pAse cAlavAnA nathI A deharUpI pradeza hADakAM, mAMsa, leAhI ane carakhIthI bharelA che, cAmaDethI maDhelA che. nakhathI mAthA sudhImAM e ja bharyuM che. have jo evA A zarIranA khArAka, iMdriyAnA viSayA vagerenA pANa mATe ja jo AtmA rAtadivasa jokhamadArI uThAve tA tenI vale zI. thavAnI ? saharAnA raNanI leAnamAM tA vyAja Apavu. paNa bhAre paDe; pachI AvakanI te AzA che ja kyAM? zarIra mATe je je ceSTAo 3
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________________ - AnaMda pravacana darzana kare che te zuM joIne ? tenuM pariNAma vicAryuM? bhADUtI gharamAM jaDI rAkhavAnuM pharanIcara vadhAre, temAM zuM vaLe? are! te gharamAM bhIte ratana jaDAva paNa tyAMthI nIkaLe tyAre zuM ? duniyAdArImAM te niyama paNa che ke vIsa varSa rahyA pachI mAlikanI sattA nathI ke ekadama bhADUta pAse makAna khAlI karAve! arthAt mudata thatAM bhAta ja bhaTTAraka (zeDa-mAlika) banI jAya che. paNa A zarIra rUpI bhADAnuM ghara che evuM che ke tamane nIkaLavA mATe neTisa ApavAnI nathI. ane kADhavAmAM Ave tyAre kazI dAda phariyAda karAya nahi ! are ! bhalene tame emAM se varSa rahyA ho, paNa tamane ahIMthI kADhavAmAM te eka samaya ! (cAra sekaMDa lagabhaga) are ! koDa pUrvanuM AyuSya hoya teye kADhavAmAM eka samaya ! palyopama sAgaropamanA AyuSya bhegavyAM hoya te paNa kADhavAmAM te eka ja samaya ! duniyAmAM te tame mAlikane vadhAre bhADAthI lalacAvo to tamane te vadhAre rahevA de ane te tamane nIkaLavAnuM na paNa kahe, paNa A zarIrarUpI gharamAM te e kAyado ke vAyado cAlI zakato nathI. mAne ke tame devabhavanuM AyuSya bAMdhyuM hoya tyAM devabhavamAM ghaNuM sukha ane ghaNI sAhyabI che, chatAM tyAMnA amuka vadhAre varSo rahevAnI bAlIe paNa A bhavamAM tame rahevA Icche te paNa TakI zikAze nahi. cAmaDiyAnuM ghara jevuM A zarIra che. navuM ghara koI bhADe paNa na rAkhe tevA svarUpavALuM che, chatAM AtmA tenA upara reja ne roja lena kADhI rahyA che, ane jokhamadArI vadhArI rahyo che. varalanamAM je nANuM laI javAmAM Ave che, te nANuMne dArU-goLAmAM dhUmADe thAya che, paNa nANAMnI javAbadAra sarakAra thAya che, mATe bharanAranAM nANAne vAMdho nathI ema kahevAya, kAraNa ke pArTI saddhara che. AtmA paNa potAne anaMtajJAna tathA vIryAdi dhananI bAdhArIthI vAhI karI karIne devAdAra thAya che. zAhukArInA vyavahAramAM zirIne sthAna nathI. karmarAjA pakako mAravADI zAhukAra che ! kaI pAse na hoya chatAM "bApu mue bamaNuM lakhI ApavA taiyAra
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________________ dharma ane jJAnadAna 3che. hoya to tevAne paNa mAravADI zAhukAra dhIravA taiyAra che ! karmarAjA paNa mUA pachI levAnI zaratanA vakhate ja vadhAre dhIre che. mUkha e AtmA karma rUpa mAravADI kahe tema lakhI Ape che. duniyAmAM te bamaNuM -maNuM gharamAM pesI gayA hoya te hukamanAmuM na paNa thAya, paraMtu karmarAjA te dasagaNuM, anaMtagaNuM phAve tema lakhAve che ane barAbara vasula kare che. leza IrSyA mAtrathI sarvArthasiddhagatinI gyatAvALA sAdhuo strIveda bAMdhe che ! pahele guNaThANe paTakAya che !! zarIranI apekSAe seya ghaNuM ja bArIka che chatAM je te magajanI nasane vidhI nAMkhe te pariNAma zuM Ave ? ahI eka vakhata kareluM karma, te pIddagalika AnaMda keTalo Ape ? tathA pudgalanI bAjIne keTalI piSe ? tathA vipAka keTalo? tenuM bamaNuM, hajAra gaNuM, lAkhagaNuM thAya temAM navAI nathI. semala ratIbhAra hoya chatAM paNa pAMca maNanA zarIrane-are! hAthanA pAMcase maNunA zarIrane paNa khatama karI nAkhe che ne ! tema ahIM ratibhAra kALuM kRtya paNa AtmAne pAyamAla kare temAM navAI nathI. A vAta kaMI bhaya upajAvavA mATe nathI, paNa vAstavika che. - eka kSaNa aparAdha karavAnuM pariNAma mahApurUSane paNa zuM AvyuM? mahApurUSe lAkha pUrva sudhI saMyama pALyuM che, tapazcaryAnA te jeo nidhAna hatA, samiti sAcavavAmAM tathA guptinuM rakSaNa karavAmAM te satata prayatnazIla hatA; vartamAnamAM pavitra cAritravALA hatA tathA bhaviSyamAM sarvArthasiddhi [jene nAnI mukita kahevAmAM Ave che tyAM javAnI temanAmAM yogyatA hatI, paNa temaNe eka bhUla evI karI ke badhAne ghANa nIkaLI gayA. .- - bharata-bAhubalIne jIva prathamanA bhavamAM bAhu-subAhu hatA tathA brAhmI ane suMdarIne jIva pITha ane mahApITha hatA. mahAvidehakSetramAM A cAre jaNAe zrI tIrthaMkaradeva pAse saMyama lIdhuM hatuM. pITha ane mahApITha jJAnadhyayanamAM vadhAre prayatnazIla hatA. jyAre bAhu ane subAhu vaiyAvaccamAM vadhAre udyamI hatA. eka vakhata kaTokaTIne prasaMga kAra kALa camakI paNa A navAI nathI.
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________________ 36 Ana pravacana darzana UbhA thayA. sAdhuo ApattimAM AvI gayA hatA, te prasaMge bAhu ane sukhADue vaiyAvaccethI khadhA sAdhunI suMdara mAvajata karI hatI. bhagavAna zrI RSabhadevajInA jIva te vakhate vajrasena nAme muni hatA temaNe samudAyoM khAhu-subAhunI prazaMsA karatAM kahyu ke badhA sAdhuo bAhu, subAhuno vaiyAvaccathI ApattinA pAra pAmyA." A praza MsA sAMbhaLI pITha ane mahApIThane irSyA thaI. IrSyA pheTAnA UMdhA kAca jevI khUrI cIja che. phATAnA kAcamAM paga upara paDe che ane mAthu' nIce paDe che. irSyA paNa tevI ja che. bIjAnA sArAmAM peAtAnu narasuM, khIjAnA narasAmAM peAtAnuM sArUM dekhADanAra IrSyA ja che. vajrasenajIe bAhu-subAhune vakhANyA, tenI pATha-mahApIThane IrSyA thaI. te pITha-mahApITha jo ke pragaTapaNe kAI ne kAMI kahetA nathI, paNa mAtra hRdayamAM gALyA kare che ke 'kare tene gAya !' mAtra ATalA ja zabdo hatA, paNa te hatA IrSyAnA ! vaiyAvacca mATenA udyama ke jJAna mATenA udyama eke kharAba nathI. pITha ane mahApIThanA muddo e hatA ke vajrasenajInI vaiyAvacca thaI eTale te mAhu ane sukhAhune vakhANe ja ne ! vaiyAvacca karI hatI te vAta paNa sAcI hatI; e ja vAta sIdhA svarUpamAM kahevAmAM Ave tA te sAcI hatI, vAstavika hatI, vastusthitine yathArtha sUcavanArI hatI, guNanI prazaMsA paNa hatI, paNa A bannenA muddo te ibyAMnA hatA. AcAryAdinI mAvajata thAya che mATe teo temanAM vakhANa kare che,' e muddo pITha ane mahApIThaneA hatA. basa, A irSyAe temane mithyAtvaguNaThANe lAvIne mUkI dIdhA. samajavA jevu... e che ke sarvArthasiddhimAM javAnI yeAgyatAvALA jIvAne paNa IrSyAnuM eka vAkaya paNa mithyAtva sudhI dhakele che! je ke pITha ane mahApIThe saoNMcama cheDayuM nathI, virati cheADI nathI, AcAryAdinI bhakita mUkI nathI, jJAnAdhyayanamAM vAMdhA lIdhA nathI, paNa IrSyA mAtrathI pahele guNasthAnake paTakAyA ! nAka kapAya paNa ghI maLe' tA keTalAka temAM saMtASa mAne e vAtane lagatI kahevata che ke
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________________ 37 dha ane jJAnadAna nAka kaTTA magara ghI teA caDhDhA !' tema paNa ahI thayuM. IrSyAe zu karAvyuM ? strIvedya khaMdhAvyA aMtarmu`DUtanI irSyAe cAryAzI lAkha pU sudhI vedAya tevA strIveda baMdhAvI ApyA. karrarAjA kevA mAravADI che. te A dRSTAMtathI samajAya che ? sAdhupaNuM nirmaLa hatuM, ceAgyatA anuttaravimAnanI (sarvA siddha gati )nI hatI, paNa irSyAe khIjA bhavamAM cAryAzI lAkha pUrva sudhInA strIvedanA sANasAmAM jakaDI lIdhA ! sapaDAvI dIdhA ! lakhAvI lIdhuM! kamarAjA che AvA mAravADI! mArI ke ekalA pazcAttApathI pApa sava thA cAlyuM jAya tevA niyama nathI. 'AcAya eTale AcAya nahi; paNa cAkarInA cAra' AvuM AcArya jevA parameSThIpade virAjamAna mATe gaNe te samyaktvamAM kema TakI zake ? pANIno svabhAva tA DUbADavAno che, paNa bacAvavAvALA mATe teA tAravAno ! eka aMtarmuhUrtInI gaphalata cAryAsI lAkha pUravano cUro karI nAMkhe che ! bhUlatAM bhUlatAM paNa bhUla para lakSya jAya teA paNu kaMika khacAva che, paNa bhUlane bhUla ja na mAne te ? karmAMrAjAnI AvI viSamatA chatAM A cAmaDiyAnA ghara upara tAgaDadhinnA karavA mATe ApaNe parabhavamAM phLA bhAgavavAnI javAbadArI vaheAravI te saharAnA raNa upara leAna levA jevuM che. duniyAnA bAhya padArtho mATe AtmA javAbadArIo tA uThAve ja jAya che, paNa saravALe tA zUnya ! zarIramAMthI nIkaLatI vakhate badhu ahI' ja ne ! parabhava* jatAM eka paNa cIjanI mAlikI che ? A jIvane sAcuM jJAna thayuM nathI mATe tenI A sthiti che. ane eTalA mATe zAstrakAra mahArAjA dAnadharmamAM jJAnadAnane prathama sthAna Ape che, dharmane na jANanArane dezanA ApIne ke pustakathI zuddha samajaNu rUpa samyagajJAnanu dAna devuM te jJAnadAna che ane te utkRSTa dAna che. jagatanI akakale (duniyAdArInA jJAnathI ke vijJAnathI) jagatanA padArtho jaNAvavAnA thAya che paNa A bhavAMtaranA padArtho matAve che, panIna tA AtmAne rAve che, jagata tarapha pratyakSanI jema sAkSAtkAra kAvanArUM jJAna jagata mATe jarUrI hoya
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________________ 38 AnaMda pravacana darzana te paNa AtmA taraphanuM jJAna na maLe tyAM sudhI AtmAne uddhAra thAya nahi. AtmAnuM hitAhita, jIvAdika tanI oLakhANa, viratine lAbhaaviratinuM nukazAna, te badhuM jJAnathI jaNAya che, mATe jJAnadAna prathama prazaMsApAtra che. AvuM jJAnadAna denAro pite kevaLa jJAna meLavI mekSe jAya che, ane te zAzvat sukhane adhikArI bane che. dharmamAM prathama bheTa dAnane che ane temAM paNa jJAnadAna mukhya che. jJAnadAnane udyama karanAra AtmA A bhava-parabhavamAM sukha meLavI, kalyANane pAmaze, arthAt mekSa sukhamAM virAjamAna thaze. - saMsAra anubhavathI bahAra nathI tene mULathI ja jANatA nathI ke che. te pachI potAne viSe sAhasathI A le ke sarvajJapaNane dhAraNa kema ja kare che ? athAt sarvajJapaNane dhAraNa karavuM te sAhasa che. @ @ @
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________________ >> dharmano pAyo yAne cAra bhAvanA. [anAja vinA bhUkhe marAya; pANI vinA tarasa na chIpe paNa dharma vinA kazuM aTakatuM nathI. AMbAnI kerI, pAMdaDAM badhAM bhale kAmamAM AvatAM hoya; mULiyAM kAmamAM na AvatAM hoya chatAM mULiyAM vi kerI, pAMdaDAM TakavAnAM nathI, tema dharma vinA dhana vagere kAMI TakavAnuM nathI. tirya karatAM paNa mAnavajIvanamAM viSenI moMghavArI che. mAnavabhavanI uttamatA kAryakAryanI vivetAne laIne che. saune dhamI thavuM game che paNa dharma kare nathI. AthI zabdaprIti che paNa padArthaprIti nathI. matrIbhAvanAnA traNa pagathAra che : 1. koI paNa pApa na karo. 2. keIpaNa duHkhI na thAo 3. dareka cidAna da svavALA thAo. bIjanA duHkhano nAza karavAnI buddhi te karuNA. bIjanA sukhamAM AnaMda te muditA. cathI bhAvanA che madhyasthavRtti. = parahitaciMtA maMtrI paraduHkhavinAzini tathA kruunnaa| paramukhatuSTimuditA paradoSApekSaNamupekSA // 1 // dharma e jIvana-dhana-zarIra ane kuTuMbAdikanA bhoge paNa AdaraNIya ane jarUrI cIja che." zuM bInajarUrI cIja dharma che ? ziSyazaMkA-zravaNa karanAra ziSya zaMkA kare che ke "he bhagavaMta Apa te dharmane agrapada Ape che ane dharmane jIvana-dhana-zarIra -kuTuMbAdikanI bhege AdaravAne jaNAve che, paraMtu te dharmanI.
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________________ 8 ------- AnaMda pravacana darzana jarUrIAta ja zI? kemake te dharma vagara kaMI paNa aTakatuM nathI. anAja vagara bhUkhe marAyapANI vagara tRSAthI taraphaDAya, kapaDA vagara zItAdikaSTathI herAna thavAya ane makAna vagara zAMti ane ArAma na anubhavAya eTale te jarUrI gaNAya, paNa dharma na hoya te harakta zI? arthAt tenI jarUrIAta zI rIte gaNavI ? " vaLI je ke dhana e khAvA-pIvA ane paheravA-oDhavAnA khapamAM na Ave, paNa e dhanathI duniyAbharanI dareka vastu kharIdI zakAya che, temaja meLavI zakAya che, temaja te dvArA AnaMda prApta karI zakAya che. te AvavAthI phAyado thato hovAthI paNa jarUrI gaNAya. paraMtu dharma nahi AvavAthI nukazAna nathI, tema enA AvavAthI phAyado paNa dekhAte nathI. eka manuSya dharma karyo ane bIjAe dharma na karyo, karanArane napho thaye ane nahi karanArane nukazAna thayuM ema kAMI daSTigocara thatuM nathI. jarUrI te ja gaNAya ke jenA "na AvavAthI aDacaNa hoya athavA AvavAthI phAyado heya" arthAta e uparathI jagatamAM bIna jarUrI cIja dharma che ema nakakI thAya che. AvI rIte ziSya zaMkA kare che. zaMkA sAmAdhAyaka dRSTAMta ane samajaNa samAdhAna ApatAM pUjya gurUvarya zrI jaNAve che ke eka musAphara raste jatuM hatuM, AMbAne jhADane aMge teNe bahu vicAra karyo. vicAranA aMtamAM te beltha ke-A AMbAnA AmraphaLa-kerI te khAvAmAM, A AMbAnI mAMjare kAnanI zobhA vadhAravAmAM, ane A pAMdaDAM maMgalakAraNe teraNamAM ane lAkaDAM makAnamAM kAma Ave che, paNa A AMbAnAM mULiyAM ke je jamInamAM ghaNAM UMDA gayelAM che, te te kazA kAmamAM AvatAM nathI. AMbAnAM lAkaDAM to makAna banAvavAnA kAmamAM Ave che paNa mULiyAM te taddana nakAmAM che !!! AvuM bolanAra musApharane raste cAlanAra bIjo samaju, ane anubhavI musAphara samajAve che ke "mahAnubhAva! AmraphaLa-mAMjarapAMdaDAM-ane lAkaDAM e badhA mULiyAMnA bhase ja che. mULa kapAyA pachI Abe paDI jAya ane kerI, pAMdaDAM, megaro pahelAnAM hoya te
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________________ dharmane pAye dekhAya, paNa traNa divasa pachI sukAya ane pariNAme nAmanizAna paNa na rahe ane navAM te thAya ja nahi. eTale dekhAvamAM mULiyAM kAma na lAge, paNa pariNAme buddhipUrvakanI vicAraNA kare te badhAne AdhAra mULa para che. tevI rIte dekhAvamAM dharma e khAvA-pIvA-paheravA-oDhavA-rahevA vagere vyAvahArika kAryamAM kAma na Ave, paNa te dareka maLe che zAthI? tenuM mULa vicAryuM? khAvApIvA-oDhavAnI cIjo dekhe ane tenuM mULa na dekhe te zA kAmanuM ? mATe dhama e ja jIvananI jaDa che. jagatabharanA dareka vyavahAranI UMDI jaDa dharma che. mAnava jIvanamAM viSayanI moMghavArI vicArakoe vicAravuM joIe ke ApaNane manuSya kese banAvyA ? ApaNane manuSya ane bIjAne hera kema banavAnuM thayuM ? AnuM nAma pakSapAta kharo ke nahi ? kahevuM paDaze ke pakSapAta nahi, paNa nasibadArIne natIje che. je nasibadArInA aMge ApaNe manuSya thayA ane je vinA te Dhora thayA. manuSyanI kiMmata samajatA ho te dharmanI kiMmata gaNavI ja paDaze. keTalAka dharmanA artha paNa manuSya jIvananI kiMmata viSayabhogathI gaNe che, paNa viSayabhoganA sAdhanA rUpa-manuSya jIvana gaNAvatA ho te vidhAtAne zrApa devuM joIe, kemake je viSenI IrachA manuSya jIvanathI kare che, te viSayenI meMghavArI ja A manuSyajIvanamAM che ane tiryacapaNamAM te viSayenI seMghavArI che. jAnavarane kudaratI khorAka levAne che, tyAre tamAre saMskAra karelA kherAke jIvana che, svAbhAvika kherAke manuSya jIvI na zake, mATe vidhAtAne zrApa devo paDe. rAjAne mATe bagIce hoya, tyAM manuSya mATe ja tyAM jaIne sugadha levAne pratibaMdha che, paNa cakalAM bhamarA-pakSIo mATe pratibaMdha nahi. rAjAmahArAjAonA mahelamAM sArAM rUpa ke suMdara gAyanenA zabdo sAMbhaLavA mATe manuSyane pratibaMdha che, tiryaMcane te pratibaMdha nahIM. te tiryaMce rANIonAM rUpa joI ane gIta sAMbhaLI zake. manuSya rANInuM rUpa athavA gIta sAMbhaLavA jAya te
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________________ 4ra AnaH pravacana aena. tarata paheregIra tene aTakAve. AthI manuSyapaNAmAM sparza, rasa, gaMdha, zabda, rUpa vagere viSayA mAMghA che. ane tiryaMcapaNAmAM te sAMghA che. jo viSayAnA hisAbe manuSya ji MdagI uttama mAnatA hai| te te manuSyapaNA karatAM tiya capaNu sArUM gaNavu ke jyAM iMdriyanA viSayeA vagara mahenate prApta thAya che. vaLI manuSyapaNAmAM tA mAthu' phADI zIrA khAvAnA che. juo, manuSyapaNAmAM eka strI mATe keTalA baMdhanamAM baMdhAvavuM paDe che? rAjAnuM leNuM hoya te amuka muddatanI keda, para`tu strI leNAnI mudata nahi; temAM te jiM DhaMgI sudhI kedakhAnuM bhAgavavAnuM. patnI bharaNapoSaNanI phariyAda mAMDe tA pahelI eka mahinAnI keda, pharI khIjA mahine bharaNASaNa bharapAI na kare tA khIjA mahine keda, tema jayAM sudhI bharaNa-pASaNanuM leNuM nA bhare tyAM sudhI kedakhAnAmAM rahevuM ja paDe. eTaluM ja niha, paraMtu strI hajAra rUpiyA kamAtI paNa hoya chatAM paNa AdamIe bharaNapASaNa ApavuM ja joI e. iMdriyAnA viSayA manuSyapaNAmAM eTalA badhA meghA che. tyAre tiya 'capaNAmAM strInuM baMdhana nathI. kazI javAbadArI nathI. mATe viSayanI apekSAe manuSyapaNu je uttama mAnatA ho to vidhAtAne zrApa Apajo ke kayAM mane manuSya banAvyA ? A karatAM tiya, ke rAjAnA ghera tarA banAvyA hAta te rANInA kheALAmAM besI badhA viSayA maphata bhAgavata. tattvajJe e viSayA mATe manuSya jiMdagI uttama mAnI nathI, paraMtu dharma ane viveka mATe manuSyamAM ja sthAna che, ane vivekadazA ke dharmane te tiya ca ke anyagatimAM sthAna nathI. dharma karavAnu` sthAna jo hAya tA mAtra manuSyapaNAmAM ja che, kAraNa ke viveka ayavA dha te manuSyajaMdagImAM ja che. vaLI iMdriyAnA viSayAnA viveka jAnavare paNa sArI rIte kare. che. kIDI mIThA svAda heAya tyAM jAya che, kariyAtAnA pANI upara kIDI caDhatI nathI. gadheDuM paNa pesAba pItuM nathI. sudara zabda mATe haraNiyAM, ane sarpa paNa zabdane oLakhe che ane sAMbhaLavAmAM eva tallIna thaI jAya che ke peAtAnA prANanI paNa darakAra karatA nathI.
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________________ dharmane pAye 43 bhamara sugaMdhamAM evo Asakta thaI jAya che ke hamaNAM thoDI sugaMdha laI uDI jAuM chuM. ema karatAM sUryavikAsI kamaLe sUryAsta samaye bIDAI jAya che tyAre te aMdara rahI jAya che ane bIje divase. sUryodaya thAya ane kamaLa ughaDe te pahelAM te jyAre hAthI AvI. kamaLanuM bhakSaNa karI jAya che tyAre te sAthe bhamare paNa aMdara marI jAya che. sparza IdriyanA viSaya mATe hAthInuM daSTAnta apAya che. hAthaNInuM citrAmaNa karIne ke dAbhanI hothaNa banAvIne jaMgalamAM hAthIne batAve eTale te te jete khADA tarapha kheMcAI Ave che, ane temAM aMdara paDe che, bhUkhyA tarasyA keTalAya divasa sudhI rahe che. je svataMtrapaNe araNyamAM pharatuM hatuM tene paNa aMkuza taLe rahevuM paDe che. arthAt iMdriyanA viSayone viveka ane phaLe te jAnavarone ApaNAM karatAM paNa adhika che, te tevA viSayonA vivekane ahIM nahIM le paraMtu, kAryAkAryane viveka ane puNya pApano je viveka te mAtra manuSyapaNAmAM ja che, jAnavara janma, meTA thAya, carI Ave, majurI kare ane jiMdagI pUrI thAya eTale cAlatA thAya. ApaNe paNa janma laIe kuTuMba mATe vepAra karIe, viSayo bhegavIe ane jAnavaranI mAphaka jiMdagI pUrI karI cAlatA thaIe; te pachI ApaNAmAM ane jAnavaramAM. phera zuM che? kyAMthI AvyA ? ane kayAM jaze? AtmAe prathama aMdhatva TALavuM. AMkhane svabhAva che ke AkhA jagatane pote dekhe, mAtra potAne pote na dekhe. AMkhamAM lagIra raja paDI hoya te pite te na dekhe, pitAnI AMkhamAM lAlAza ke phUluM. paDyuM hoya te paNa pite te na dekhe tema A AtmA anAdikALathI pitAne mATe paNa aMdha che, jagata mATe te dekhate che. dhana kuTuMba kabIlo, ghara, hATa, zarIra mATe te vicAra kare, jagatanI niSphaLa vastunI. jaMjALa kare, paNa huM koNa? kayAMthI Avyo ? kayAM jaI za? mAruM svarUpa kayuM? ItyAdika vicAraNuM te na kare. ApaNe ghera gheDe, gAya, baLada hoya te jiMdagI emanI ema
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________________ ------ AnaMda pravacana darzana pUrI kare che. teo pote potAne vicAra karatA nathI, "huM kayAMthI Avyo? ane kayAM jaIza?" te na samajIe te ApaNe jAnavarathI jarA paNa adhika nathI. jinezvara bhagavatee ane gaNadhara mahArAjAe e ja DhaMDhero pITa hatuM ke A vastu prathama jANe ane samaje te vastu e che ke mAro asthi je sAcA vAthe A mAro AtmA bhavAMtarathI AvI utpanna thayo che ane ahIMthI nIkaLI bIje utpanna thavAno che. A janma eka musApharakhAnuM che. koI eka bAvAjI pharatA pharatA bAdazAhanA mahelamAM utaryA. eTalAmAM rAjAne paheregIra Avyo ane teNe bAvAjIne kahyuM, ke "bAvAjI! Idhara kayuM There ?" bAvAjI kahe ke "sarAI hai ne ?' paheregIre kahyuM: "yaha sarAI (musApharakhAnuM) nahIM hai, paraMtu .bAdazAhakA mahela ha." paheregIre ghaNuM ghaNuM kahyuM paNa pelA bAvAjI kahe che ke "e sarAI hI hai'. paheregIre bAdazAha pAse jaI phariyAda karI ke eka sAMI mahelamAMthI bahAra nIkaLatA nathI; bAdazAha jAte AvyA; teNe sAIne namaskAra karyo ane have A yogIe haTha pakaDI che, mATe bIje raste kAma laIe, ema dhArI bAdazAha bAvAjIne kahe che ke "hamArA mahAna saddabhAgya hove taba hI Apa jaise sajajana saMtakA samAgama aura darzana detA hai, lekina Apake dhyAnameM Idhara zAMti nahIM rahegI, orata leka aura nokara lokakA jAnA AnA hogA. ApakI zAMti meM bhaMga hegA. Isase zAMtikA sthAna khoja le." bAvAjI kahe, idhara zAMti che. jaMgalamAM have yA jhuMpaDAmeM have, yA mahelameM hai, kisI bhI jage para hai, lekina apanA AtmA meM zAMti have te sarvatra zAMti hI he." bAdazAha kahe: "dharmazALAmAM baheta zAMti rahegI.vahAM svAbhAvika zAMti milegI." bAvAjIe kahyuM, "bhItara nahIM ghuse urphe azAMti nahi. chevaTe bAdazAhe kahyuM, ke phakIrakuM isa rAjamahelamAM TheranA e vyAjabI nahi hai." bAvAjI kahe "yaha dharamazALA hI hai. e makAnamAM cArase varasase kauna
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________________ dharmane pAyo TheratA hai? eka pachI dusare, uske bAda dusare Isa mujaba, naye naye Therate. the aura jUne jUne cala jAte hai. IsahI kAraNase yaha bhI sarAI che." A uparathI dareke samajavAnuM che ke ApaNe paNa A janmarUpI. dharmazALAmAM AvelA chIe. sthAyIpaNe ApaNe paNa kaI divasa rahevAnuM nathI. bIjuM badhuM samajIe te pahelAM samajI levAnuM che ke koI paNa jagyAethI atre Avela chuM ane ahIMthI bIje javAne chuM" tevA viveka mATe manuSyajIvana ja upayogI che. arthAt kAryakArya ane puNya pApanA viveka mATe manuSyapaNuM ja kAmanuM che. - padArthapratinI durlabhatA. jema mULanA prabhAve jhADamAM thaDa, DALI, pAMdaDA, mahera, phaLa vagere thayelAM hoya che, tema ahIM paNa dharmanA prabhAve ja badhuM maLeluM che. ahIM paNa dharmanI jarUrIAta ja ema kahIe te tenA uttaramAM javAba denAra che te have dharma kahevo kene? "dharma" zabda jagatamAM darekane vahAlo che. keTalIka vakhata keTalAkane zabdaprIti thAya che paNa padArtha-prIti thatI nathI. kusaMpa vahAle che ema lAkha mANasomAM ke Inahi kahe, "saMpa" zabda badhAne vahAle che paNa saMpanAM kAraNe kyAM tathA te kAraNe amala pote keTaluM kare che? te keNa vicAre che ? saMpanAM kAraNe traNa cheH 1. bIjAne gunAnI mAphI Ape. 2. bIjAnA gunAmAM na Ave eTale bIjAnI mAphI. mAgavAne vakhata na lAve. 3. bIjA upara upakAra karavAno vakhata Ave te paropakAra. karatAM na cUkaze. kAraNa ke gunAnI gAMTha vALe. bIjAnA gunAmAM Ave, popakAra na. kare arthAta bIjAnAM kAryo na kare, te saMpa na rAkhI zake. tene "saMpa" zabda vahAle che, paNa "saMpa" padArtha vahAla nathI. mAphI ApavI, nukazAna karyuM hoya te jatuM karavuM; gama khAvI, te keTalI muzkela che? mATe "saMpa" zabdanI prIti AkhA jagatamAM che paNa "saMpa"padArtha para prIti joIe, tete muzkela che. tema dharma" zabda paNa AkhI duniyAne vahAle che.
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________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana peAtAne kAI dhamI kahe tA rAjI thavAya che. peAte adhamI hAya chatAM koI adhamI kahe tA te khIlakula peAtAne pasaMda paDatuM nathI, arthAt sahu koI peAtAne dhImAM khapavAnI ja icchA rAkhe che. koika vakhata zreNika mahArAjanI rAjasabhAmAM adhikArInI vacce vATAghATamAM vAta cAlI rahI hatI ke-AjakAla adhamI A bahu vadhI gayA che. abhayakumAra paNa sabhAmAM beThelA hatA. te vicAra karavA lAgyA ke-A pAte pApIe hovA chatAM teo dhamI emAM khapavA mAMge che. AnA artha eka ja che ke eka bAie cAlAkIthI peAtAnA dhaNIne madhuravANIthI gALa dIdhI hatI, tenA jevuM che. eka vakhata kAika bAinA dhaNIne kharAba svapna AvyuM. te jAgyA, savAre e svapna vAravAra yAda AvavAthI tenA caherA para udAsInatA jaNAI. strInA ghaNA AgrahathI svapnAnI vAta teNe strIne jaNAvI ke 'huM svapnAmAM raDAyA.' strI kahe- khamA tamane, tame zuM karavA raDAva, huM na raMDAu arthAt dhaNIne maravAnuM jaNAvyuM. tema A jagatamAM adharma tathA pApa bahu vadhI gayAM che, ema sarvAM kAI kahe che. potapotAnA AtmAmAM pApa tathA adhama bahu vadhI gayAM che tema gaNavA ke mAnavA koI taiyAra nathI. A leAkA pote dhImAM ghusI javA mAge che, ane duniyAne pApI TharAvavA mAge che. satya zeAdhavA mATe abhayakumAre upAya jyeA. temaNe nagara bahAra e mATA mahela karAvyAH eka dheALA mahela ane bIjo kALeA mahela, pachI gAmamAM jAhera karAvyu` ke amukadivase AkhA nagaranA tamAma lokoe nagara mahAra ujANIe javu' ane dhI ee sapheda mahelamAM ane pApIoe kALA mahelamAM dAkhala thavuM. tyAM nagaranA mATe bhAga sapheda mahelamAM ghusI gayA. kALAmahelamAM mAtra koIka ja gayuM, kemake dharma" zabda badhAne vahAlA che. paratu dharma" padArtha koine vahAlA nathI. arthAt zabdaprIti che, padmA prIti nathI. 4 padArtha prItinA traNa pAyA. gunAnI mAphI Ape, gunAne rastena cAle ane paropakAra karatAM na cUke. dharma"zabdanA premavALI AkhI duniyA che, paNa dharma' padA
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________________ dharmane pAye 47 jenA hRdayamAM ramI rahyo che tenA aMtaHkaraNamAM te cAra vastu ramelI hoya. e cAra vastu kaI ? savAranA pahorathI rAta sudhImAM eka ja ravuM joIe ke "meM bIjAne phAyado karyo karyo !" pitAne phAyado te jAnavara paNa kare che, potAnuM karavAmAM dharmanI chAyA nathI. zatru he ke mitra ho, svajana ho ke parajana ho, eka ja dhAraNuM rahe ke "bIjAnuM hita kema thAya !" jyAre AvuM aMtaHkaraNa thAya tyAre samajavuM ke dharmano prathama pAye thayo. mAre mAruM jIvana bIjAnuM hita karavA mATe pasAra karavuM, bIjA dvArA paNa jagatanA jIvonuM hita thAo, tevA ekalA zabdo nahIM paNa sAthe sAthe traNa vAta joDe samajavAnI che. mAM jAva #pi pani mAM mUyAt joDa surakSita mucyatAm jagadapyeSA matiH maitrI nigadyate // 1 // A maitrIbhAvanA che. khUna karanAra pote potAne gune chevaTa sudhI kabUlata nathI, potAnA karelA doSe meDhethI belavA taiyAra nathI, dareka manuSya vacanathI zAhukAra thavA mAge che, "pApa ane pApakAmathI dUra raho" tema dareka jIva kahe che. jo ke dharmanIti ane rAjanIti A bemAM pharaka che. gunA na thavA mATe rAjanIti che. te gunA rokavA prayatna kare che ane gunA karanArane zikSA kare che. dharmanIti mahera najara rAkhavA kahe che. vartamAnakALanA gunA rokavA jAo cho. pahelA bhavanA pApavALA rogI, aMdha, daridra hoya che tevA janA pApI che. jene zikSA karIe chIe te vartamAnanA pApI che. pelA jUnA pApI, te mATe dharma kahe che ke pApa thaI gayuM hoya te paNa zubha pariNAma tapasyAthI te pApa teDanAra tame thAo, paNa duHkha bhegavI pApa toDavAvALA na thAeka A bIjI maitrIbhAvanAnI zreNI, pApa karyuM hoya te pApa bIjI rIte dUra karanAra thAva, duHkha bhegavanAra na thAo. A pachI "AkhuM jagata pApamukta thaI cidAnaMdasvarUpI thAva." ema dhAravuM. A maitrIbhAvanAnAM traNa pagathiyAM cheH 1. koI paNa pApa na karo. 2. kaI paNa duHkhI na thAo ane 3. dareka cidAnaMda svarUpa
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________________ 48 -~-~-vV\/\/ \/\/\ /\/\ / \/ \ \ VV V V V V V V VVV vv v v ---- AnaMda pravacana darzana vALA thAo. Ave jene vicAra hoya te dharmanA prathama pagathiyAmAM gaNAya. bIjAnuM hita karavuM te ja pitAnuM hita gaNAya. je nAtamAM samaju zeTha heya te samaje ke nAtanI zeThAIe mArI zeThAI che. pArakI beTI ghera lAvI tene ghara seMpavuM che, gharanI beTIne pArake ghera saupavI che. je AkhI nAta sArI karI haze to potAne ghera sArI vahu AvavAnI che. AkhI vAta sArI karI haze te potAnI dIkarI sukhI thavAnI che, ema ahIM AkhA jagatanuM hita vicAryuM eTale pitAnuM hita temAM samAyeluM ja che. bIjI bhAvanAmAM ghATu vijJAna tathA bIjAe duHkhI na thAva. paNa duHkhI thayA enuM zuM? A jagatanA tamAma jI janma, jarA, maraNa, AdhivyAdhi, aniTa saMga, iSTaviyoga vagerethI herAna thaI rahelA che. A jInA tamAma du:khe nAza kema thAya ? bIjAnA du:khane nAza karavAne vicAra te karaNuM, bIjAnA duHkhane nAza karavAnI, buddhirUpa karuNa jenA hRdayamAM vasI hoya te dharmanA bIjA pagathiyAmAM Avyo gaNAya. jagata paNa zatrune du:khI dekhI kaMpI jAya che, paraMtu eka moTI cIja hajI khasatI nathI. varasAdane aMge kahIe chIe ke e (megha) kALe tyAre jagata ujaLuM ane e ujaLe tyAre jagata kALuM. sAmAnyathI du:khane aMge dayAnI lAgaNuM thAya che paNa IrSyA evI. cIja che ke bIjAnA duHkhe pote sukhI thaye mAne che. irSAmAM avaLe phiTo Ave che. bIjA sukhamAM hoya tyAre ahIM baLatarA thAya che. ane bIjo herAna thAya tyAM potAne AnaMda thAya che. | mATe trIjI bhAvanA jaNAve che trIjuM pagathiyuM caDha. bIje je kaI prakAre sukha pAme che te sukhane aMge pitAne saMtoSa tha joIe. du:khane nAza karavAnuM jeTaluM jarUrI teTaluM ja bIjAnA sukhamAM saMtoSI thAva e jarUrI che. ISyane dezavaTo daI, kathaMcit A pagathiyuM caDhavuM saheluM che, paNa cothuM pagathiyuM caDhavuM te bahu muzkela ja che. cethI vastu ghaNuM muzkela che. jagatamAM prayatna karavAmAM Ave.
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________________ dhamane pAtha 49 1 /1 1 /\/ /\/\/\/\/ / / *, * paNa prayatnanI pratikULatAmAM madhyastha rahevuM te bahu muzkela che. mahenata karyA chatAM mahenatanuM phaLa na thAya te vakhate magajane ThekANe rAkhavuM muzkela che. kAryanI saphaLatA niSphaLatAmAM samapaNuM dekhAya tyAre samajavuM ke A paropakAra mATe che. jyAM mahenata karI chatAM temAM saphaLa na. tharyo tyAre eka pAme, mahenata karyAthI phAvyA te baMdA phAvyA. je na phAvyA te pele patharo che ema kahe. ATaATalI mahenata karI, samajAvyo, chatAM tene patharo na samajyo. AmAM paropakAra na gaNAya. haju karma rAjA mArge na de ema dhAraNuM kare to lAbha. ApaNe paNa anAdikALathI khaDIe ja chIe, agAu ApaNe paNa tenA jevA paththara jevA ja hatA. Aje huM DahApaNa AvI gayuM.. popakAra mATe prayatna tyAre ja gaNAya ke jyAre madhyasthapaNuM rahe. hitabuddhi, duHkhanAzanI buddhi, bIjAnA sukhamAM saMtoSa rAkha te traNa. pagathiyAM caDhavAM sahelAM che. paNa cothA pagathAramAM hita karavA jatAM saphaLatA. na maLe te paNa madhyasthavRtti rAkhe. bIjAnA doSa sudhAravA prayatna karo, na sudhare to cIDAze nahIM, kodha na karaze, paraMtu madhyastha daSTi rAkhaje. A cAra vRttivALAnuM anuSThAna dAna, zIla, deva-gurUpUjA vagere je dharma anuSThAne hoya te dharmarUpa thAya. A cAra bhAvanA vagara dharma kare te te dharmamAM AvI zakato nathI. mATe A cAra bhAvanA dhyAnamAM rAkhI je ja dharmArAdhana karaze te A loka-paralokamAM sukha pAmI anaMta zAzvata sukhanA bhakatA banaze.
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________________ janmamaraNanI bhUyaMkaratA ane pUjAbhAvanAnI agatyatA Xoscoconguagpsgoooooooooooo Irringineerinting consi8 #con #soormandirindiagnostionsoooooooooooooooooooooooooo ( [ dareka dharmavALA garbhAvAsa mAne che paNa garbhavAsanAM asahya du:kho B ApaNane barAbara samajAyAM nathI, tethI tAgaDadhinnA karI e chIe. bIja ane aMkura paraspara kAraNarUpe che, tema janma ane karma paraspara kAraNarupa che. je vastuo paraspara kAraNa rUpa hoya te anAdi samajavAM. janma ane karmanI jALamAM jIva anAdikALane jakaDAyela che. A AtmAnI rakhaDapaTTInA mULa kAraNe janma ane karma che. A rakhaDapaTTInI bhayaMkaratAne khyAla Ave to lAlacathI dharma karanArA paNa jate divase sAcA dhamI 'B banaze. bALakane kaDavI davA goLa batAvI pAIe chIe, tema dhama banAvavA 8 lAlaya paNa kAmanI che; kAraNa ke te divase te sAce dharma samajaze. 8 baLAtkAra karelo dharma paNa tAre che, dharma pALavo eTale 21 guNa prApta karavA.. Xossippinconsciousness opponsistinagaananis rakhaDapaTTIne aMta - A jIva A saMsAramAM anAdikALathI rajhaLyA kare che, rakhaDayA kare che, paraMtu enI A rakhaDapaTTIne aMta Avato nathI. e rakhaDapaTTIne aMta lAva tamane game che ? je tamane tene aMta lAva gamatuM hoya te te mArga mAtra dharmAcaraNa che. bhAgyavAna ! ahIM tame evI zaMkA karazo ke A jIva A janma-cAlu bhavanI vAtone paNa potAne ramRtipaTa upara tAjI rAkhI rAkhI zakatuM nathI ! are, gayA janmamAM tenA zarIre zuM zuM dukhe bhigavyAM hatAM, zuM zuM kAryo AdaryA hatAM ane saMsAraprapaMcamAM teNe ke bhAga bhajavyuM hatuM, te paNa AtmA jANatA nathI ! tene gayA bhavane paNa khyAla nathI, te pachI tenI AgaLa-tevA AtmA AgaLa anAdi kALanI vAta karavI e Dhaga barAbara che arthAt bheMsa AgaLa bhAgavata vAMcavA barAbara che mATe dharmopadezake anAdikALanI vAte
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________________ janmamaraNanI bhayaMkaratA 51. na uccAratAM ane anAdikALanI rakhaDapaTTIne ullekha na karatAM sIdho ja dharmopadeza ja de ISTa che ! janma, jarA, maraNanA bhaya viSe tamArI AgaLa jyAre vivecana karavAmAM Ave che, tyAre tame ema dalIla karI zakazo ke garbhamAM, AtmAnI sthiti kevI hatI tene AtmAne kazo khyAla rahevA pAmate nathI. samajaNavALI dazAmAM mANasanI buddhi jAgRta hoya che, ane tethI te vIMchI vagere vastuone dareka vakhate pratyakSa na jevA chatAM tene khyAla karI zake che ane tenAthI bacavAnA ane Adare che. jaMgalamAM sApa haze ja, e kAMI nizcaya hetuM nathIchatAM sApa Ave hoya che ane tenA pariNAme AvAM bhayaMkara che, ema vicArI mANasamAtra e sApanA bhayamAMthI nivRtta thavAnA prayatna seve che! jyAre sApa jevI sAdhAraNa vastuonA bhayane mANasa jANe che ane pachI tene choDavAnA yane Adare che ! te garbhavAsa jevI kaThaNa dazAne khyAla mANasane tenI samajaNa avasthAmAM AvatuM hoya-kharekhara khyAla AvatuM hoya te manuSya zuM e garbhAvAsathI bacavAnA yane na kare ? jarUra kare ! mANasane je garbhAvAsanI kAramI sthitine khyAla haya, te e bhayaMkara dazAnI jAgRta avasthAmAM je sAcI kalpanA paNa karI zakatuM hoya te avazya te e dazAne tyAga karavA prayatnazIla thAya ane tene kahevuM paNa na paDe ke bhAI janmajarAmaraNanAM AvAM AvAM vikarALa saMkTa tAre mAthe DAcuM phADIne UbhAM che ! manuSyane je garbhavAsanI bhayaMkara dazAnuM bhAna heta te te eka paLane mATe paNa dharmane mArga na cheData, pApanI pravRtti na Adarata ane adharmane paMthe na jAta! paNa A uparathI ema mAnI levAnuM nathI ke garbhanI sthiti viSe ja matabheda che ! garbhAvAsanI sthiti vize matabheda nathI. garbhAvAsanI sthiti dareka dharma, dareka saMpradAya svIkAre che. garbhAvAsanA duHkhe paNa e badhAne kabUla che. hiMduo zrIkRSNane
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________________ para AnaMda pravacana darzana bhagavAna mAne che temane paNa duHkhI garbhAvAsa bhegava paDe hate ema temanuM bhAgavata ja kahe che. khristIo pitAnA karatAM mAtAnA premane vadhAre kiMmatI lekhatA temanA pegaMbara jIsasa krAIsTane paNa mariyamanA udaramAM nava mAsa garbha dhAraNa karavo paDaye hato. IslAmanA sthApaka mahaMmadane siddhAMta e che ke Izvara keIne bApa paNa nathI ane mAtA paNa nathI ! chatAM garbhAvAsane ke garbhAvAsanI sthitine InkAra te paNa karI zakatA nathI arthAt dareka dharma, saMpradAya sau keI garbhanI sthiti kabUla rAkhe che, paraMtu te chatAM e sthitine TALavAne kaI paNa saMpradAyavALA yatna karatA nathI. A uparathI sAbita thAya che ke garbhanI sthiti bhayaMkara che. e. vAtane khyAla ja mAnava prANune AvI zakatuM nathI ane je tene e khyAlamAtra paNa AvI zaktA nathI to pachI upadezakee. upadeza samaye anAdikALanI ane gatabhAne lAMbI lAMbI vAte cheDIne sIdhe ja upadeza karavAnI AvazyakatA che. punaH punaH manuSyane janma maLe che, tyAre tyAre zarIra sarjavuM paDe che, prasavanI AkarI vedanA bhegavavI paDe che. ane mAtAnuM dUdha pIne gaMdo baLA, gaMdAM, vastro ane padArthomAM zayana karavuM paDe che. je A vAtane ApaNane khyAla nathI, je ApaNe gayA janmanI vAtonuM smaraNa paNa lAvI zakatA nathI, je ApaNe gaI kAlanI vAta, paNa ghaNIvAra pUrepUrI saMbhALI-khyAlamAM lAvI zakatA nathI, te pachI ApaNuM AgaLa anAdikALanI vAta thAya ane tenI bhUmikA upara upadeza devAya e sthiti baherA AgaLa gIta gAvA jevI che, e paNa tame amane prazna karI zake che ! paraMtu tamArA AvA praznothI gabharAI javAnI amAre jarA paNa jarUra nathI. zAstrakAra mahArAjAoe AvA aneka praznonA khulAsA karyA che ane tethI teo A praznano uttara paNa ghaNI ja sArI rIte ApI zake che. temanA kathanane AdhAre ame kahIe chIe ke mahAnubhAvo! anaMtabhavanI vAte tamArI AgaLa karavI e Avazyaka che ane temAM
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________________ janmamaraNanI bhayaMkaratA pa3 tamArA ja kalyANanI sAdhanAno zAstrakArone hetu rahelo che. marI gayele mANasa potAne kesa calAvavA AvatuM nathI, te pitAnI tarapheNanA ke virUddhanA kharA beTA sAkSIone UbhA karI zakatuM nathI paNa te chatAM sarakArI vakIlane tenA saMbaMdhInI anukULa hakIkata je kesamAM AvatI hoya, te te kesa calAvavuM paDe che. maraNa pAmelo mANasa kesa calAvavA AvatuM nathI, paNa sarakArane te saMbaMdhamAM ghaTita vyavasthA karI levI paDe che. saMkaTane khyAla zA mATe ? te ja pramANe ApaNe ajJAna chIe. janmajarAmaraNanA mahA bhayAnaka saMkaTone ApaNe nathI jANatA eTale e saMkaTone A duniyAnA AtmamArganA vakIlone e duHkho ApaNane samajAvavA paDe che ane vakIla potAnA asIlane jema tenA kesanI vigate samajAve che, te ja pramANe A jJAnamArganA vakIle paNa janmajarAmaraNanA mahA bhayAnaka saMkaTane ApaNane khyAla Ape che ! tame kahezo ke evo Apelo khyAla zA kAmano ? je janmajarAmaraNanA saMkaTane pratyakSa anubhave khyAla hoya ane te khyAla cakakasapaNe samajI zakAto hoya ema kahI zakAya ke janmajarAmaraNanA saMkaTa mahAbhayaMkara che, anyathA nahi! bIja ane aMkura bhAgyavAne, kaI zrotA AvI dalIla kare, te te dalIla ISTa nathI. ghaNuM vAta ApaNe pratyakSa joI ke anubhavI zakatA nathI, chatAM sAmAnya jJAnathI te te vAtenuM satya ApaNe kabUla rAkhIe chIe. gAMDapaNane tamane pratyakSa khyAla nathI ja ! tame kaI paNa vakhate gAMDA thayelA nathI ja ! chatAM gAMDapaNanI sthiti kevI hoya te tame badhA sArI rIte kalpI zake che. e ja rIte dhumADA uparathI agninI zakayatAne paNa tame khyAla bAMdhI zake che ! tame agnine pratyakSapaNe jotA nathI. tamArI AMkhe agninA bhaDakAne joI zakatI nathI. avinanI garamI tamArI tvacAne uSNatA ApatI nathI. agni tamArI sAthe koI paNa prakAre pitAnA astitvanI vAto karato nathI, paNa
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________________ - - - AnaMda pravacana darzana chatAM je tame dhUmADAnA goTegoTA nIkaLatA jozo, to tamAre tarata ja kabUla rAkhavuM paDaze ke "jyAM dhUmADe che tyAM agni che!" - tame agnine je je nathI chatAM tame agninA astitvane kabUla rAkhe che e zAthI ? praznane uttara e che ke eka mAtra anubhavane AdhAre ! anubhava uparathI tame jANI zako cho ke "jyAM dhUmADe che tyAM agni paNa asti dharAve che!" jema tame anubhava vaDe jyAM dhUmADe che eTale tyAM agninuM astitva svIkAre che, te ja pramANe anubhava vaDe tathA buddhi vaDe tamAre anAdikALanI vAta paNa svIkAryuM ja chUTake che ! ahIM eka sarva sAdhAraNa udAharaNa dhyAnamAM le. - eka ghauMne dANe che. e ghauMne dANa keNe vAvyA te tame jANatA nathI ! e kayA khetaramAM Uge tenI tamane mAhitI nathI! ene kayA kheDUte vAge ? tene keNe pANI pAyuM ? tenI AgaLa zI vidhi thaI ? te kAMI paNa tame jANatA nathI, paNa te chatAM e ghauMnuM bhaTakavAnuM paNa anAdikALanuM che. e ghaTanA tamAre svIkAravI ja paDaze. have je e dANe che to eTalI paNa cakakasa vAta che ke tene aMkura hato ! ane je aMkura hato to e vAta paNa teTalI ja spaSTa che ke e aMkurane janmAvanArUM bIja paNuM hatuM ja ! Ama aMkuramAMthI bIja ane bIjamAMthI aMkura-e ghaTamALane AgaLa ne AgaLa laMbAvatAM tamAre eka anAdikALa sudhI cAlyA javuM ja paDaze. aMkura ane bIja tathA bIja ane aMkura paraspara ekabIjAne janma Ape che. enuM ja nAma paraspara kAryakAraNabhAva che! bIja vagara aMkura nathI ane aMkura vagara bIja nathI, eTale ahIM e prazna koI upasthita kare ke "bhAI! aMkura paheluM ke bIja paheluM?" - te e prazna kevaLa hAsyAspada Thare che ! bIja hatuM te aMkura thaye! paNa bIjI tarapha e paNa yAda rAkhe ke aMkura hatuM te ja bI thaI zakayuM. sthiti tamArI sAme e AvIne UbhI rahe che ke tamAre aMkura ane bIjanI pArasparika paraMparA anAdikALanI che evuM
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________________ janmamaraNanI bhayaMkaratA 55. ja mAnavuM paDe che. tame ghauM jue che. te pratyakSa tA dhAnyanA eka dANA ja jue che, paNa te chatAM tame buddhi ane anubhavathI enI paraparAne anAdi mAnA che. e ja pramANe kama ane AtmAnI paraparA paNa tamAre anAdikALathI mAnavI ja paDe che. OM ane janma anAdinA che. jagatamAM tame nihALeA che ke eka mANasa janmathI sukhI che, bIjo janmathI duHkhI che; eka janmathI nIrogI che, bIjo janmathI - rAgI che; eka janmathI DAhyo che, bIjo janmathI gAMDe che. have vicAra kare ke jo kama jevI cIja ja na haiAya te A jagatamAM AvA pheraphAra zA kAraNathI dRSTimAM Ave che ? mAkubhAI janme che lAkheApatine ghera; ane tyArathI ja te lAkhAnA mAlika gaNAya che ane kAkubhAi janme bhikhArIne peTe; ane tyArathI ja te bhikhArI manAya che ! mAkubhAI lAkhA rUpiyA kayAM kamAvA gayA hatA ? temaNe A saghaLI sapatti kayAMthI prApta karI ? rAgINIne peTe janmanArA rAgI hAya che ane nIrogIne peTe janmanArA nIraMgI haiAya che. A bemAMthI ekane rAgI ane bIjAne nIrAgI koNe banAvyA ? AthI mAnavuM ja paDaze ke jema ghauMnA dANanA mULarUpe kAMIka che ja! te ja pramANe manuSyajanmanA mULarUpe paNa kAMIka che ane A " kAMIka " tenuM ja nAma " karma ", have AgaLa cAleA ! ka ane janma A be vastue che e ApaNe nakkI karyuM. ApaNe e vAta paNa kabUla rAkhI lIdhI che ke janma ane kama parasparAvala che ane temanI vacce kAya kAraNabhAva rahelA che. enA atha eTale. ja ghaTAvI zakAya che ke karmAMnA mULamAM janma che ane vaLI janmanA mULamAM ka che! arthAt jema ghauMnA dANeA ane aMkuranI paraMparA ApaNe anAdikALanI mAnI che te ja pramANe A janma ane kanI paraparA paNa anAdinI ja che, ema peAtAnI meLe ja sAbita thAya che ! bhAgyavAnA ! tamane bhale anAdinA khyAla nA AvI zake. tame bhale gatajanmanAM saMsmaraNe! paNuM tamArA smRtipaTala upara tAjA na karI. 1
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________________ - - - AnaMda pravacana darzana zako; paNa "jyAM dhumADe che tyAM agni che." e jema tame buddhithI mAnya rAkho cho, te ja pramANe "janma ane karma parAtparAvalaMbI che mATe te baMne anAdi che. ema paNa tamAre buddhithI mAnya rAkhe ja chUTake che ! atu! kAyA vinAne prANu nathI janmanA mULamAM kama che. tyAre have vicAra kare ke e kama kayAre baMdhAyAM haze ? mAnasika, vAcika ke kAyika, suMdara ke asuMdara pravRtti hoya che, tyAre ja te dvArA karma baMdhAya che. karma kayAre baMdhAya che? A praznano javAba eTalo ja hoI zake ke jyAre mAnasika, vAcika ke kAyika pravRttio hoya tyAre ja karmabaMdha thAya che. A tatvajJAnane viSaya che. te samajavo tamAre jarUrI che ane te je ke kaThina viSaya che te paNa jo tame sahaja lakSya pahecADazo, te A siddhAMta samajatAM tamane kaThinatAne anubhava nahi thAya ! mana na hoya evA kAyAvALA ja hoya che mana ane vacana na hoya evA paNa kAyAvALA ja hoya che, paNa kAyA vagaranA koI jI hotA nathI. AthI ema mAnavuM paDe che ke mana ane vacana e be vastuo kAyAne AdhAre ja rahelI che, ane mana ane vacanane pAye to kAyA ja che. mana ane vacanane vega racAya te pahelAM kAyAyoga A rIte mAnavo ja paDe che! kAyAnA ge karIne vacana ane bhASAnA pugele (vaidika tattvajJAnamAM pugalone mATe lagabhaga aNu zabda vApare che, pazcimanA sAyansavAdIo vastuonA nAnAmAM nAnA aNune Ithara jevA zabdathI keTaleka prasaMge saMbodhe che; hAlamAM ItharathI paNa nAnA aNunI zodha thaI che. A sarva zabdo karatAM pudagala e vadhAre bhAvavAhI zabda heI te padArthanI chevaTanI avibhAjya sthitine kaNa darzAve che) grahaNa thAya che. bhASA ane vacanane grahaNa karavAmAM kAraNabhUta kAyA che ane tethI ja mana ane vacananA pega pahelAM janatattvadarzIoe kAyAne roga pahele mAnya che. zAstrakAroe paryApti darzAvatI vakhate paNa
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________________ pa7 janmamaraNanI bhayaMkaratA pahelAM zarIra5yapti ja mAnI che. arthAt paryAptinA hisAbe, jenadarzanakArene hisAbe athavA kenTa ItyAdi pazcimanA tatvadardIone hisAbe paNa prANImAtrane pachI te game te prakArane jIva heya paNa tene-kAyA che ema te mAnavuM ja paDe che. have A kAyA zAthI thaI tene vicAra kare-uttara e ja ke e janmathI thaI tyAre karmathI janma sAbita thAya che ? karma vagara janma ane janma vagara karma mAnIe, te pahelAM ja tamene e savAla mUMjhavaze ke je karmarUpI vRkSa janmarUpa bIja vagara kema thaI zake ane janmarUpa bIja karmarUpa vRkSa vinA kema thaI zake ? Akhare tamAre ghera pAchA ja AvavuM paDaze ane jema bIjaaMkuranI paraMparA anAdi mAnI che, te ja pramANe tamAre janmakarmanI paraMparA anAdinI mAnavI ja paDaze ! janma pahelAM karma mAnI zakatuM nathI, te ja rIte karma pahelAM janma paNa mAnI zakAto nathI arthAt ghauMne dANe ane aMkuranI mAphaka A paNa janma ane karmanI paraspara sahAyatA ApanArI paraMparA ja banI ! have paraMparAmAMnA keI paNa eka pakSane tame pahele mAnI zaktA nathI, jyAM ekabIjA para avalaMbelI paraMparA thaI ke e paraMparA tamAre anAdinI mAnavI ja paDe che. AthI ApaNe kabUla rAkhIe chIe ke janma ane karma e paNa paraMparA hoI e paraMparA anAdinI ja che ! mahAnubhAvo ! tatvajJAnane viSaya gahana che ane temAM jema jema UMDA utaratA jaIe chIe tema tema zaMkAnI paNa paraMparA vadhIne te sAmAnya mANasane gUMcavADAmAM nAkhe che ! ahI paNa tame e ja prazna uThAvI zake che ke bhale karma ane janmanI paraMparA hoya paNa tethI te anAdi che ke AdinI che, tenI sAthe zrotAone zuM saMbaMdha che ? ane te mAtra A baMdha teDavAne ja mArga darzAva hitakara che, tame ema paNa prazna karI zake che ke be mitro che, teo jaMgalamAM jAya che; eka kUvAmAM e samaye eka chokare paDelo che. te te A musApharoe te chokarAne pahelAM kADhI levuM joIe ke e chokaro
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________________ 58 Anada pravacana darzana kAnA che? kayA gAmanA che ? kayA kuLanA che ? ityAdi te bALakanA itihAsa zeAdhavA besavuM ghaTita che ? jema bALaka kUvAmAM paDayeAH mATe bIjI garabaDa sarakhaDa mUkI daI ne tene bahAra kADhavA e kartavya che. tema janmaka paraMparA siddha che, teA have tene Adi-anAdi TherAvavAnI garamaDa sarakhaDa mUkI daine e paraparAne bhedavAnA upAye darzAvavA ane te ja ceAjavA e katavya che ! phalANu anAdi che; ane lANuM parasparAvalakhI che evA TakaTakAro khAlI DhAMga che ! ema paNa tamArA hRdayamAM kadAca zaMkA thAya e saMbhavita che ! zakA kaThaNa paNa javAba te sahelA ! evI zaMkA thAya tA tethI DaratA nahi ! za MkAnu tarata nivedana kare ane dhabuddhie tenA tADa lAvavAnA prazna hAthamAM leTaH tA janazAsana tamAne enA uttara ApavA taiyAra che ! ThIka ! have ahIM eka sAdhAraNa udAharaNa leA : tamArA pagamAM eka kAMTA vAgyA che ! A kAMTA bahu nAnA che, te tamAne khUMcatA paNa nathI ! tamene tenuM saMkaTa paNa nathI ! have huM ema pUchuM chuM ke A kAMTA kADhavAne mATe tame vilAyatathI sivila sarjana khelAvI tenI pAchaLa karoDo rUpIAnA kharce karaze! ke ? nahi ja ! ! have dhArA ke tameAne kAca vAgyA che ! kAcanA TUkaDA aMdara rahI gayA che, bhayaMkara da thayuM che ! herAnagatinA pAra nathI ! tAvalAgu paDyo che, jIvavAnI AzA nathI ane (karate) tamArI tijorI tara rAkhI che, tA have tame zuM karaze! ? je tamAne ema khabara thAya. ke jarmanImAM phalANA DeAkaTara che ane te A viSayanA niSNAta che;. tA tame! lAkha rUpIA ApIne paNa tene khelAvaze ! A udAharaNa uparathI sahaja tamArA khyAlamAM e vAta AvI. ja javI joIe ke jalada upAye ApaNe tyAre ja laIe chIe ke jyAre rAganI mahAbhayAnaka pIDAnu` ApaNane jJAna thAya che ! dhAro ke eka nAdAna cheAkarAne kSaya lAgu paDayA che. dararAja karAtA khApa tene khera khAvAne ekeka paisA Ape che ! ane vaidyA
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________________ janmamaraNanI bhayaMkaratA paNa eka paiso ja davAnI phI laI kSaya maTADavAnI davA Ape che ! have A chokaro davA leze ke bora leze ? chekare paisAnI davAne. tyAga karIne paisAnA bera levAnuM ja vadhAre pasaMda karaze. A udAharaNe ApaNane ema kahI Ape che ke : davA karavAne tyAre ja khyAla Ave che ke "roga che" e dhyAnamAM Ave to , ane e davA-e upAya jaladapaNe tyAre ja thAya che ke jyAre reganI bhayaMkaratAne khyAla ApaNuM manamAM vase to ! ! e ja sthiti janatAnI paNa che ? jIva janma ane karmanI ja jaMjALamAM jakaDAelo che e khabara paDe, te ja tene nAza karavAnI, e jaMjALane teDavAnI IcchA thAya che, mATe ja jIva janma ane karmanI jaMjALamAM jakaDAyelo che e vAta tamArA khyAlamAM lAvavI ja joIe. jIvane janma ane karmane roga lAgu paDe che e vAta have tame kabUla rAkhI, paNa have e roga kevo bhayaMkara che. ane keTalo jUne che te vAta tamArA mAla para lAvavI joIe, kAraNa ke e roganI bhayaMkaratAne jyAre khyAla Avaze, tyAre ja tame tene ghaTita evAM jalada pagalAM paNa levA mAMDaze! jUne roga che mATe upAya jalada joIe. mahAnubhAva! A pramANe AtmAne lAgelI janmakarmanI jaMjALa bhayaMkara che, te sRjana jUnI che, te rAkSasI roga che, evuM batAvavAne mATe ja ane tene tamArA magajamAM khyAla lAvavAne mATe ja zAsse tamene vAraMvAra TakITekIne amone evuM tamane kahevAnI pharaja pADe ke cete ! cete ! AtmAne janmakarmane lAgele rega anAdikALano che ! anAdine che!! anAdine che ! ! !" janma-maraNanA. A bhayaMkara rogane tamane khyAla hovo ja joIe. regathI mUcchamAM paDelA mANasanuM zira phUTI jAya, te paNa tenI bhayaMkaratAne tene khyAla hotuM nathI ! paNa tene khyAla nathI, mATe mAthuM phUTIne lehI vahI javAnuM pariNAma tene cheDI devAnuM nathI ! arthAt vastunI mahattA. na samajIe, te paNa temAM rahela ravabhAva te tenuM phaLa kSaNanA vilaMba vinA Akhe ja jAya che !
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________________ - - AnaMda pravacana darzana ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ^ ^ ^^ ~~ vijaLInA baLanI bhayAnakatA na samajo ! e pravAha zI rIte utpanna thAya che e bhale na samaje ! paNa jyAM vijaLIne tAra tame pakaDa ke khalAsa ! be ja sekaMDamAM tene AMcake tamane pUrA karI nAkhe che ! e ja pramANe jIva, karma ane janmanI bhayaMkaratAne na samajI zakato hoya, tethI kAMI karmanI bhayaMkaratA tene choDI devAnI nathI ! bhayaMkaratA na samajavAthI lAbha che ja nahi ane jo e bhayaMkaratAne samajI laIe te te ja jalada upAya javAnuM paNa banI zake ema che. AvA saMgamAM kaI paNa DAhyo mANasa - bhayaMkaratAne samajI levAmAM ja DahApaNa mAnaze ! e ja pramANe karma ane janma anAdinAM che evI paNa tenI bhayaMkaratAno khyAla - tamAre karI levAmAM ja lAbha che !! bhayaMkaratA jANavAmAM lAbha che; nahi jANavAmAM nahi. pahelo eka karma vinAne janma kalpaH e janmamAM mANasAIno saMpUrNa khyAla kalpiH jo A kapanA khyAlamAM AvI jAta to AtmA pahele ja janma janma upara dhikakAra varasAvata ! tenuM smaraNa sarakhuM paNa na ja karata! alabatta je bezaramI che ! jene garbhAvAsanA durgatiyukta duHkhamAM ja majhA Ave che, tevAnI vAto dUra rAkho: paNa je e bezaramI nathI, naphaphaTa nathI, tene te jarUra pahelethI ja - janma janma upara zarama ane tiraskAra Avata ! yAda rAkho ke A saghaLuM karma karAve che ! tame kadAca A karmane na mAne, tenI - hasti svIkAravAnI nA pADI karma jevI keI cIja nathI ja e dAvo kare, te tamArA AvA vitaMDAvAdathI karma kAMI tenI bhayaMkaratAne tyAga karI devAnuM nathI ! sasalAnI AgaLa kUtare doDate AvI rahyo che. sasale AMkha mIMcI le che tethI ema nathI thatuM ke sasalo bacI jAya che! AMdhaLe sApane nathI dekhI zakti mATe sApa tene nahi karaDe evo niyama nathI ja ! tyAre have e prazna upaje che ke vastu je ke tenA svabhAvanuM pariNAma te upajAvavAnI ja che tyAre have e vastunI bhayaMkaratA
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________________ janmamaraNanI bhayaMkaratA jANavAthI lAbha che ke tenI bhayaMkaratA na jANavAthI lAbha che ? AMdhaLA na dekhI zake tethI sarpa tene cheDatA nathI paNa jo te dekhatA hAya; sApanuM camakRtya jANatA hAya tA te sApane dUra pheMkI daI zake che. e ja pramANe kama phekI devAnA prayatno paNa te ja karI zake ke je enI bhayaMkaratA jANe che. arthAt have tamAre kabUla rAkhavuM ja paDaze ke janma ane karmamAM AtmA sAelA che, eTaluM ja tamAre jANavAnI jarUra nathI ja paNa e phasAmaNu anAdikALanI che. e bhayaMkaratA paNa tamAre jANavI ja rahI ! ! ane te bhayaMkaratA paNa amAre tamAne darzAvavI ja rahI ! ! ! 1 \\ je sApa dekhe che, te ja sApane dUra pheMkI daI zake che. te ja pramANe ka ane tenAM kAraNA tathA enI bhayaMkaratA paNa je jANatA hAya te ja ene dUra phekavAnA yA karI zake che. dasa khAra divasa lAgalAgaDha tAva Ave che tyAM to ApaNe gabharAI jaIe chIe ! dasabAra mahinA je lAgalAgaTa tAva Ave tA kSayanI bIka ApaNane gabharAve che ! dAkatara kahe che ke kSaya cheH parejI kareA, telanA spa na karo, mIThAMmaracAMnI gaMdha paNa na lezeA,' ApaNe te kabUla rAkhIe. chIe. have jo hADakAM-cAmaDAMnA tAva ATalA badhA bhayaMkara lAge che, ane tene TALavAne mATe ApaNe AvA AkaLA thaine upAyeA karIe chIe, teA pachI tame ja khyAla kare ke AtmAne je kaSAyArUpI tAva lAgelA che tene TALavA mATe ApaNe teTalI ja utsukatAthI prayatne zA mATe karatA nathI ? * AnuM kAraNa eTaluM ja che ke e AtmAnA tAvanI bhayaMkaratA ane tenA jUnApaNAthI ApaNe ajJAta chIe. e bhaya karatAnA ane AtmAnA tAvanI mahattAnA jo mANasane khyAla hAta tA jema zarIranA tAvane te bhayaMkara lekhe che ane tene TALavAnA yatnA kare che, tevA ja prayatnA teNe AtmAnA tAva TALavAne mATe paNa avazya karyAM ja hota ! zarIrane tAva zarIrane nAza karI AtmAne chUTA pADe che paNa AtmAnA tAva tA evA jherI che ke tyAMthI jo nigeAmAM gayA
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________________ * * * 62 - - AnaMda pravacana darzana te khalAsa ! e tAva A rIte nigadamAM mokale, te tyAM cAra Idriyone lepa ane mAtra eka ja Indriya hoya tevA bhavamAM janma maLe che ane tyAM bhaTakavuM paDe che ! lAlaca ApIne paNa dharma karAva tAva kSayane che ke bIjo che. te tAvanI bhayaMkaratAne je mANasa jANatA nathI tevo mANasa carI pALavAnI jarUra paNa nahi samajI zake, e vAta taddana vAstavika che. je mANasa kSayanI gaMbhIratA jANatA nathI tene tame carI pALavAnuM kaheze to tamene e pitAno zatru jANaze! tamane jeze tyAMthI tamArA upara dAMtiyA karaze ane chatAMe je tame tene baLAtkAra karI paLAvavA jaze te chevaTe bajArU hoTalamAM paNa jaIne te carI bhAMgI Ave che !' A badhAnuM kAraNa eTaluM ja che ke reganI bhayaMkaratAne khyAla e mANasanA dilamAM hajI vacce nathI. e ja pramANe zrI jinezvaradavA e ApaNA Atmika dhanaMtarIonuM kAma kare che ! dAkatara to eka bhavanA zArIrika rogane vinAzaka che paNa jinezvara bhagavAno te AtmAnA bhavabhavane rogonA vinAzaka che. je daradI raMganuM mahatva samaje che te rogI potAne mATe DekaTaranI AvazyakatA ane tenI upakArakatAne samajI jAya che paNa je regI roganI mahattAne nathI samasyo. tene mATe zuM upAya kare paDe che tene jarA khyAla kare! meTa samajaNe daradI hoya to tene samajAvI, dhamakAvIne tene davA pAvAmAM Ave che ane je daradI bALaka hoya to tene mIThAInI lAlaca ApIne paNa davA pAvAmAM Ave che. jema mIThAInI lAlaca ApIne ajJAnane davA pAvAmAM Ave che te ja rIte dharma karavAne paze paNa viSayakaSAyane yathArtha khyAla nahi rAkhanArA mAnavIone parANe DravA paDe che ! lAlaca dekhADIne paNa temane dharmamaya jIvana gALanArA banAvavA paDe che ane ema karavAmAM jarUra kartavya raheluM che. prabhAvanAmAM patAsAM, peMDA, nALiyera vagere vahecavAmAM Ave che. ApaNe kabUla karavuM ja paDaze ke eTalIe lAlaca che, paNa A
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________________ janmamaraNanI bhayaMkaratA lAlaca zA mATe ApavAmAM Ave che ? manuSyone dhamane paMthe preravA mATe nahi ke koI bIjA kAraNane mATe ! tema chatAM eTaluM to kahevuM ja paDaze ke jema patAsAnI lAlace davA pInArA davAnI mahattAne ke roganI bhayaMkaratAne samajI zakelA nathI, te ja pramANe prabhAvanAnI lAlace vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AvanArAo athavA lADavA mATe pauSadha karanArAo e rAtone ane AtmAne lAgu paDelA tAvanI bhayaMkaratAne samajI zakyA nathI ! Aje bhale teo lAlacathI dharmanuM vartana kare che, Aje bhale lADavAnI lAlace pauSadha kare che paNa nakakI mAnaje ke Aje jeo kaI jAtanI lAlacathI paNa dharmAcaraNa kare che, teo AvatI kAlathI lAlaca vinA paNa tema karavAne jarUra prerAyA vinA nahi rahe. tamArA zatrune oLakhe ! bALaka nAno che, davA pIto nathI, tethI tene goLano lADa batAvI davA pAvI paDe che. A goLano lADu bALaka na khAya e ApaNI saunI IcchA che ! paNa goLanA lADu vinA te davA na ja pIto hoya to "gaLano lADue na Apo ane davAe na Apo !" evuM pratipAdana karIne bALakanI davA toDAvI nAkhanArane tame kevo mAnaze? jarUra ema kahevuM ja paDaze ke je bALakanI davA teDAvI nAkhe che, te bALakano mitra nathI, paNa zatru che. e ja pramaNe dharmAcaraNa moTe paNa samajI lo ! "lADu, patAsAM prabhAvanA vinA ajJa ja dharmavartana nathI karI zakato; te evA ajJAnIne lAlaca paNa na Apo ane tenI pAse dharmakriyA paNa na karAvo" evuM kahenAre pelA ajJAna mANasano - bhayaMkara zatru che. jema buddhihIna bALakanI davA rokanAre bALakano zatru che te ja pramANe dharmAcaraNa rekanAre, te mANasano paNa parama zatru ja che. alabatta lAlaca rokavA jevI che, enI te kaIpaNa nA pADI zakatuM -ja nathI, paNa Aje je dharmanI yathArtha kiMmata samajyA vinA lADa. pitAsAM ke nALiyerathI dharmakriyA karavAne prerAya che, te ja kAle dharma vartananI mahattA samajatAM ApoApa pote lAlacane tyAga karaze ja
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________________ - AnaMda pravacana darzana temaja bIjAne paNa lADavA ApI pauSadha karAvavAnI pravRttine Adaraze, e vastu nirvivAda che. arthAt davA rokanAra bALakane zatru che tema lADavA ApIne pauSadha zA mATe karAvavo !" evuM kahIne Aje jeo dhArmika kriyAone avarodhavAnI vAta kare che teo paNa mAnI. le ke mAnavasamAjanA mahAbhArata zatruo ja che !! dravyakiyA upakAraka che. A kathanano artha paNa eTalo ja che ke dravyakriyA paNa rokavA jevI te nathI ja ! Aje je dravyakriyAthI dharmamAM joDAele che te jate divase dravyakriyA vagara paNa svataMtra dharma pAlana karatAM zIkhaze! mAtra e vAtAvaraNane vAra lAgaze. paNa e jyAre samajaNa thaze, dharmanI sAcI mahattAne samajaze, dravyakiyA vinAnA dharmAcaraNanI uttamatA dekhaze ke pachI tarata ja e lADavA mATe pauSadha karanAro kiMvA prabhAvanA mATe vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLanAra nahi ja rahe ! paNa e samajaNe thayuM nathI ke svataMtra dharmanI mahattAne joI zakyo nathI tyAM sudhI. te dravyakriyAne anusarIne paNa dharmAcaraNa karato hoya, to enuM te dharmAcaraNa "lADu sAthenI davA" pramANe cAlavA devuM joIe ane ane evA dharmAcaraNa sAme je lAla AMkha kare che teo nisaMzaya. samAjanA zatruo che mitro to nathI ja ! e tamAre samajI levuM ghaTe!!. baLAtkAra karelo dhama paNa lAbhadAyaka che. bALaka davA nathI pIto, tyAre tenA mAbApa te bALakane baLAtyAre davA pAya che. A davA pAvAmAM mAtApitAnI zuM kUtA che ema tame kahI zakazo ? keI paNa samajaNe mANasa ema kahI na zake ke A rIte davA pAnAra mAbApa bALako para atyAcAra kare che. bALaka vadhAre tophAnI hoya, davAnuM nAma sAMbhaLIne kaMpato hoya tyAre mAbApa bALakone parANe pakaDIne, tenA meDhAmAM velaNa ghAlIne tene davA pAvI paDe che ! doDhaDAhyAe A prasaMge mAbAponI krUratA jue che, paraMtu, teo davAne aMge mAtApitAnI dayAne nathI joI zakatA ! eTaluM ja nahi paNa sAmA pelA chokarAne zikhAmaNa ApavA taiyAra thAya che.
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________________ ~ ~~ - ~~- ~ janmamaraNanI bhayaMkaratA ke "tArA mAbApa ghAtakI che, have davA pAvA Ave to satyAgraha karaje ! davA na pI ! moTuM nA upADate ane meDhAmAM baLAtkAre velaNa nAkhe te ene pakaDI leje !" kahe, mahAnubhAvo ! AvA salAhakArone te bALakonA mitro kaheze ke bALakanA ghera zatruo kaheze ? tamAre AvA mUkha salAhakAronI gaNanA bALakonA zatruomAM ja karavI paDaze ! AvI rItanA mUrkhAo dharmane viSe paNa najare paDe che, jema bALaka AvA mUrnAsalAhakArone ja avalaMbe to rogathI te bALakano vinAza ja thAya. che, te ja pramANe dharmane viSe paNa AvA je mUrkhAo che; temane anusaranArAonI evI ja dazA thAya che! - sAdhunI pAse chekarAne be kalAka bhaNavA besADyo H bALake upavAsa karyo, pauSadha karyo ke AvA nakalI dhUtArAo tarata bUma mArI uThe che keH "are ! bicArAne gedhI mUkyA, bicArAne bhUkhe mAryo" AvA AvA zabdo belIne A mUrkhAo davArUpI dharmakiyAthI TI. dayA khAI manuSyone upavAsAdimAMthI roke che, paNa dilagIrIne viSaya che ke teo adharma AtmAnI bhayaMkara rakhaDapaTTIne khyAla karI zakatA. nathI. AvA salAhakAro pote DUbe che ane sAthe sAthe teo bIjAne paNa DUbADatA jAya che. vicAro na karanArA karatAM vicAro karanAro sAro che, jene bilakula dharma sAthe levAdevA ja nathI, tenA vicAra sarakhA paNa jenA manamAM AvatA nathI, tenA karatAM jenA aMtaramAM huM dharma kyAre sAdhIza !" evo vicAra Ave che te paNa uttama che. te ja pramANe dravyathI thaelI gharma pravRtti paNa sArI che, kAraNa ke tethI dhArmika bhAvanI utpatti thavA pAme che. tame ahIM e prazna uThAvaze ke zuM dharma baLAtkArathI paNa thAya che kharo? tamArA praznane ApaNe dhIrajapUrvaka vicAra karIe. A prazna samajavA mATe eka eka udAharaNa leH eka zrImaMta zeTha che. zeTha ghaNe. vidvAnuM che. vidvAnuM che, te ja te dharmiSTha paNa che. tenI dharmazraddhA atUla che. dharmanI pAchaLa te sahu kAMI paNa phagAvI devAne taiyAra che? A zeThane eka chokaro che: devatAne elarvI nAkhIe eTale tenA jema
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________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana kelasA thAya che tema A zeThane kare naryo kolasA jevo che ! dharma zI cIja che tenuM smaraNa paNa tene kaMpAve che ! zeThe vicAra karyo ke, "kayAM huM A dharmaniSTha ane jyAM A mAro saMtAna mArAthI sarvathA ulaTa !' zeThe te have dararoja tene dharmanAM vyAkhyAne kahevA mAMDayAM, tene dhArmika pustako vAMcavA ApavA mAMDayAM ! guru pAse mokalavA mAMDe ! paNa chokaro e paththara jevA ke kAMI dahADo vaLe ja nahi! zeThe vicAra karyo ke kaMIpaNa rIte mAre Ane sudhAre te joIe ja ! paththara-hIrA, metI, mANekanA mAlike pitAnA vArasAmAM paththara vagere Ape che. je jenI pAse hoya te te vArasAmAM Ape che. mArI dharmavRtti paNa tyAre ja pramANa ke jyAre huM mArI dharmavRttine ja vArase putrane ApI zakuM ! huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke pelA zeThanI e vRtti zuM geravyAjabI hatI ? nahi! jarA paNa nahi! sArAmAM sAro varase ? tamArA kuLamAM je AtmA janme che te AtmAne phAyado zo ? AtmA jainakuLamAM kaye bharese rAkhIne Ave che te jANe che ? gayA bhavamAM AtmA jainakuLa vinA, jainadharma vinA cakavati pada maLatuM hoya te te na joI e paNa jainakuLa maLe--jainadharma maLe ane tyAM bhayaMkara daridratA hoya te te kabUla che; e bharose rAkhIne-evo vizvAsa rAkhIne AtmA tamAre tyAM jainakuLamAM janme che! paththarano vArase te anyadarzanIo paNa Ape ja che ne ? tyAre tamAre zreSTha vAra karyo ApavAnuM che? dharmavRttine ! ane je e vArase tame Ape to ja tamArA upara vizvAsa rAkhI tamAre tyAM AtmAe janma lIdhele paNa pramANa che! AtmAe rAkhelA vizvAsane tame vaphAdAra na raho, e vAraso tame tene na Apo, te samaje ke tame vizvAsaghAtI chotame bhayaMkara vizvAsaghAta karyo che. - zeThe AvA vicAre potAnA aMtaramAM vaNI lIdhA hatA. tenuM hRdaya jANe dharmanuM kSetra ja banI gayuM hatuM ! have jema jema pelo chokaro, vadhAre adharma Adarate jAya, tema tema zeThane vadhAre glAni thAya ane zeDa saMtAnane sudhAravA mATe vadhAre ane vadhAre pramANamAM parizrama letA
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________________ janmamaraNanI bhayaMkaratA 67 jAya ! zeThe vicAra karyAM ke mArA putra pILA cAMdalAne zaraNe AvyA che. ApaNA khADa nIce AvyA che. ApaNuM kheDa vAMcI te ApaNA kuLamAM janmyA che mATe je tene dharma na ApIe te teNe ApaNu vAMceluM. be nakAmuM ja gayu` che ane ApaNe e khATu mAryuM' che e ja tenA atha thAya che! e jainadhamatu kheDa karyu ? pILeA cAMdalA ! pILA cAMdalA e jainadhanu' kheA che; have tame vicAra karI DhAktare davAkhAnAnuM pATiyu* mAryuM che ! davAkhAnAmAM dAktara sAheba paga para paga caDhAvIne beThA paNa che, paraMtu dAktara sAheba pAse davA nathI ! athavA davA che paNa teo te ApatA nathI !! vicAra kare, tame A dAktarane ka byaparAyaNatA vinAnA kahezo ke bIjuM kAMI ? teNe eDa mArIne leAkeAne chetaryAM che, e ja tenA atha thAya ke bIjI kAMI ? have tamArI sthitinA vicAra karAH tame jainatvanuM eA mAryuM. che ! kapALamAM pALeA cAMdalA karyAM che ane te beDa mAryA chatAM e ArDa para vizvAsa rAkhI cakravatI nI Rddhisiddhi cheDIne tamAre tyAM AvelAne tame jainatva na ApI zake| tA tame paNa pelA dAktaranA jevA ja vizvAsaghAtI ane daMbhI gaNAe ke khIjuM kAMI ? pelA bicArA zeTha AvA vicAramAM khUba mUMjhAyA ! chevaTe teNe tenA rastA zeAdhI kADhayo. gharamAM javA AvavAnuM je bAraNuM hatu. te tADI naMkhAvyuM : khAraNuM taddana nAnuM karAvI nAkhyuM. have bAraNAmAMthI jatAM pelA chekarAne vAMkA vaLIne javuM paDe ane pachI UMce jovu paDe ! A bAraNAmAMthI nIkaLatAM je jagyAe najara paDatI hatI, te jagyA upara zeThe zrI jinezvaradevanI pratimA mUkAvI dIdhI, ane A rIte pelA cheAkarAne bAraNAmAMthI nIkaLatAM ane pesatAM hamezAM zrI jinezvaradevanAM darzana thavA lAgyAM ! A je ke arUcipUrvakanA baLAtkAra che, pelA cheAkarA zrI jinezvarane deva tarIke mAnatA nathI paNa te chatAM pitA tene dharma pamADavAnA prayatna kare che! AvA prayatne jarUra vaMdanIya che, tene vidhi jee magazeLIyA jevA hAya teo ja karI zake, bIjA nahi ! magazeLIyA phATe tyAre te koI nA thatA nathI. magazeLIyeA bakavA lAgyA ke kaiAnI tAkAta
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________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana mmmmm che ke mane ocho kare ? tarata puSparAvartanI vRSTi thaI ! paNa vRSTi thatAM ja magaroLI dhULamAM daTAI gaya! varSA baMdha thaI eTale pAcho nIkaLe ! na bhedAye ke na bhiMjAye ane vaLI uparathI mazkarI karavA lAge ! AvA magaroLIyA Aje paNa bahu che. pitAnAmAM dhamanI rUci nathI ane bIjA dharmane pamADavAnA yatna kare che, tenI hAMsI kare che! AvAne magazeLIyA mAnIne ja ApaNe jatA karavA joIe! zeThe ghaNuM ghaNuM parizrama veThayA, puSkaLa puSkaLa yatna karyA paNa baMdA pakaDeluM pUMchaDuM cheDe tevA na hatA! zrAvakakuLamAM janma, saMskArI ane sudhama pitA, eTalI badhI saMpatti ke pApa AcarIne paise pedA karavAnI te vRtti paNa na thAya ! vaimAnika devatAnI sthiti meLavI zake te suMdara yoga hovA chatAM e akamIe tene lAbha na lIdhe ane pariNAma e AvyuM ke gaye mAchalAmAM ! asaMkhyAta jana jaLathI bharelA samudrajaLamAM mAchalAnI sthitine te pAye, have te mAchalAnI sthiti maLI che. bhAI pANImAM majhA kare che. nAnI nAnI mAchalIo khAI AnaMda bhagave che. eTalAmAM eka divasa ociMtI jinezvaranI mUrtinA AkAranI mAchalI tenI najare paDI! A mAchalIne jotAM ja tene jinapratimA je AkAra joI tene jAtismaraNa thayuM. pitAe potAne dharmapaMthe vALavA karelI pravRtti yAda AvI. pitAnI karelI bhUla mATe pastA thayA ane jinamatinA darzanathI samyakatva pAmI te devaloke gayA ! baLAtkAre thayelo dharma paNa tAre che. mahAnubhAve ! have tame ja vicAre ke baLAtkAra karAveluM dharmAcaraNa paNa phaLa Ape che ke nahi ? tame sAdhAraNa udAharaNa dhyAnamAM leze te paNa A viSayanI mahattA tamArA khyAlamAM AvyA vinA rahevAnI nathI ! semala! semalane guNadoSa te tame jANe ja chone ! have dhAro ke e samala keIe tamane baLAtkAre khavaDAvI dIdhuM che te zuM e semalanAM pariNAme tamAre nahi jogavavAM paDe ! baLAtkAre semala khAnArA. paNa maraNa pAme che ! ajJAnatAthI goLamAM lapeTeluM somala khAnAra paNa mare che, rAjIkhuzIthI semala
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________________ janmamaraNanI bhayaMkaratA gALamAM vITALIne khAnAro paNa mare che, sAmala che ane te svAdamAM kruSTa che, evuM jANIne paNa te khAnArA mare che ane pote zuM khAya enI bedarakArI rAkhIne je ajJAnavaza sAmala khAya che te paNa mare che. arthAt ke game te prakAre sAmala khAnArane sAmalanA pudgale peAtAnA prabhAva batAve che, te ja rIte dharmAcaraNa paNa game te prakAre thayuM hoya te chatAM te tAranAruM che e have siddha thAya che. dravyakriyA jarUrI teA che ja ! A uparathI tame samajI zakazo ke dravya anuSThAna ke kriyAdhama e rAkavA ceAgya nathI. Aje je dravyanuM anuSThAna pALanArA haze te jyAre dharmanI mahattA samajaze, tyAre te ApeAApa sAcA zuddha dharmanA mArga para Avaze. jyAre cheka jANutA thaze ke mane kSaya thayA che, tyAre te geALa vinA paNa davAnI bhUkI tameAne vagara pUche gaLA nIce utArI jaze ! Aje dravyamAM haze teA kAle bhAvamAM Avaze ! mATe alabatta avaguNu rAkavA tA yA karavA ja joI e, paNa dravyakriyA kadI paNu rAkavI na ja joie ! eka mANasane udharasa thaI che. udharasa TALavA mATe dAktara tene DIneA tyAga karavAnuM kahe che. have A mANasa mIDInA tyAganA paccakkhANa mAge che, te e mANasane paccakkhANa ApavA ke na ApavA ? jarUra apAya ! Aje e rIte paccakkhANa leze, te te dhasaraNIne pahele pagathIe Avaze ! pahele pagathIe AvelAne kAle UMce caDhavAnuM jJAna thaze. dravyathI paccakkhANu mAge che te paNa tene te ApavA e ja katavya che, paNa khAtrI rAkheA ke Aje e dravyathI paccakkhANu karanArA che te kAle jarUra bhAvamAM AvavAnA che. dravyakriyAne sudhAravI ucita che paNa tenA nAza karavA e te mUrkhAi che. chekarA mAMdA paDe cheH belA, have zuM karaze ? karAnI davA karAvavI ke tene mArI nAkhavA ? eka ja javAba ApazeA ke ene sudhAravA ! te ja pramANe dravyakriyAne paNa sudhAravI ja joI e. tene mArI nAkhavAnI jarUra nathI !
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________________ - AnaMda pravacana darzana have ApaNe muddA tarapha ApaNe pAchA pharavAnuM che. je ema nathI samajyA ke AtmAne janmajarAmaraNa rUpI roga anAdikALane lAgyo che. temane e roganI mahattAne e roganI vikaTatAne khyAla ApavA mATe ja AtmAne janma-karmane rega anAdi che ema vAraMvAra kahevuM ja joIe, ane jeo A satya samajyA che temanI paNa e samajaNa kAyama rahe. pavananA jhapATAmAM dIvAnI jyota UDI jAya che, tema saMsAranA svArtha samIranA jhapATAmAM temanI samajaNa jyAt UDI na jAya te mATe jeo e satya samajyA che temane paNa e vAta vAraMvAra kahevAnI jarUra che ke "he dharmavAno ! AtmAne anAdithI janmakarmane mahAroga lAgu paDe che." "anAdithI A roga cAlu che" ema vAraMvAra kahevAnuM kAraNa e ja che ke tamane e roganI bhayaMkaratAne khyAla saMpUrNapaNe AvI zake ? ane ene pUrepUro khyAla tamAre lAvavo ja joIe. tenuM kAraNa e che ke e khyAla thAya te ja tame e bhayaMkara roga mATe jalada upAya ajamAvI zake. bIjI vAta e ke A roga TALavAnuM mahArasAyaNa te dharmAcaraNa che. e vinA kSayanI bIjI auSadhi nathI. trIjI vAta e che ke e dharmAcaraNanI dizAe je vyakriyA thAya che te paNa hitAvaha che ane tethI e dravyakriyAne nAza na karatAM temAMthI dravya bhAva TUra karavAne ja yatna karavo joIe. ane chellI ane cothI vAta e che ke A mahArasAyaNanA zidhaka rasAcArya dhanvatarI jinezvara bhagavAna che, temane je darzAve che, e rasAcAryanI jeo oLakhANa Ape che te sAdhue che. te sAdhuone ane e rasAcAryane je zraddhApUrvaka zaraNe jAya che, te ja e rasAyaNa khAI zake che! have e rasAyaNa khAvAne eTale dharmapAmavAne mArga zodha paDaze. dharma pAma eTale 21 guNa upArjana karavA. dharma Ama mahAnuM che ane tethI mANase duniyAnI badhI vastune tyAga karI dharma pAma e tenI mahAna pharaja che.
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________________ 6 yathAvAdI tathAkArI ane tathAkArI yathAvAdI paiseksa, TakA, dhara, khetara, strI pati putra, vagere zarIranI mAlikInI cIjo che. AtmAnI mAlikI kevaLa dharma upara che. jinezvara bhagavAne e je kahyuM te A dharma che. cAra beMka tene sikakA sAcA seAnA para mAre che, tema jina bhagavaMtanI vANI te dharma ane jinezvara bhagavAne je pramANe kahe che, te pramANe kare che. kaheNI ane karaNImAM jainazAsanamAM pheraphAra nathI jaNAvyo. yathAvAdI tathAkArInA niyama kSAyikabhAva mATe che. te kSAye pazamikabhAva mATe ghaTAvAya nahi zAsranAma badhe eka rIte lAgu na karAya. je vastu sAdhune mATe niSedhI hAya, te zrAvakane mATe niSedhelI na samajAya. munirAjane pUjAne tyAga kahyo tethI zrAvakane paNa hiMsAnuM bahAnuM AgaLa dharI pUjAthI vaMcita na rakhAya. RsihaMsAne AgaLa dharI pUjAne varedha karanAra sAdhue potAnA varavADA vagere kAmeAmAM hiMsA thatI hoya tyAM te zrAvAne nathI, mATe haMmezAM sAdhuzrAvakanI tulA samajI viveka rAkhave. dhane! mAlika AtmA. zAstrakAra mahArAjA bhavya jIveAnA kalyANane mATe dharmAM dezanA ApatAM spaSTa rItie kahI gayA che ke dhama e AtmAnI mAlikInI vastu che. saMsAranI khIjI cIjo, paisATakA, ghara, khetara, strI, pati, putra e ghaNuM ghaNuM teA zarIranI mAlikInI cIja che, AtmA tenA upara mAlikI dharAvatA nathI. AtmAnI mAlikInI evI bhayaMkara bhavasAgaramAM jo koI paNa cIja hoya teA te eka mAtra dharma che. dharma evI vastu che ke zarIranA vinAzanI sAthe tenA nAza thaI jatA nathI, temAM vikAra saMbhavatA nathI athavA dhamAM kAMi paNa pheraphAra thatA nathI. dharma e AtmAnI peAtAnI mAlikInI cIja hovAthI tenA kevA prakAre upayAga karavA joI e te vAta AtmAe jANavAnI jarUra che.
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________________ 272 AnaMda pravacana darzane dharma e pitAnI mAlikInI cIja hovA chatAM tene sadupayega kevI rIte thAya che ? durupayoga kevI rIte thAya che ? ane tene anupaga kevA prakAre thAya che ? ane e savage kevAM pariNAme nipajAve che? te saghaLuM AtmA jANa nathI. dharmane upayoga kevI rIte karavAnuM che tenI paNa AtmAne mAhitI nathI. athavA je A mAhitI AtmAne maLI hoya te paNa AmA te mAhitIne joIe * te upayoga karatA nathI. dharma eTale zuM ? e vAta sarvathA sAcI che ke dharma e AtmAnA kabajAnI vastu che. dharma upara zarIranI mAlikI nathI. dharma upara daha adhikAra calAvI zakatuM nathI. dharma uparane pUrepUre adhikAra AtmAne AdhIna che. paraMtu te chatAM AtmAne dharmanI vyavasthA karavAne adhikAra A mahApratApI jainazAsane Apyo nathI. dharmanI vyavasthA karavAno adhikAra jainazAsane AtmAne ApI dIdhuM nathI tethI ja AtmAne ema bolavuM paDayuM che ke - "nig nata tatta jAtino izno" zrImAnuM jinezvara bhagavAne e je kahyuM che, teozrIe prarUpeluM che, temanA pramukha dvArA je uccArAyuM che, te ja dharma che. ahIM ApaNe vicAra karavAne che ke bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevoe je kahyuM che athavA te temaNe jenI prarUpaNa karI che, tene ja zAstrakAro dharma zA mATe kahe che ? je kAMI dharma nathI, je kAMI satya nathI, je kAMI tatva nathI athavA te je zAstra nathI te vastuo zrImAn jinezvara bhagavAna kahI de teTalA mAtrathI kAMI satyarUpa banI javAnI nathI. satya bolavuM e dharma che, paraMtu zrImAna jinezvara bhagavAna asatya bolavuM e dharma che ema kahI de, tethI kAMI asatya bhASaNa e dharmarUpa banavAnuM nathI. te ja pramANe je kAMI dharmarUpa che, je kAMI tatva rUpa che athavA je kAMI zAstrarUpa che, te saghaLuM jinezvara bhagavAnee na kahyuM hoya tethI adharmarUpa banI javAnuM nathI, tyAre have vicAravAne prazna UbhuM thAya
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________________ yathAvAdI tathAkArI ane tathAkArI yathAvAdI 93 che ke jinezvaradevAe kahyo te ja dhama, jinezvaradevAe karyuM te ja tattva ane temaNe jenI prarUpaNA karI che te ja zAstra; ema A mahAna jainazAsana zA mATe kahI rahyuM che ? chApanI jarUrIAta zI ? bhagavAna zrI jinezvaranA kahevA mAtrathI je adhama che, te vastu dharUpa thavAnI nathI ane je vastu dharUpa che te vastu adharma rUpa thavAnI nathI teA pachI jainazAsananA pUrvakta kathanamAM zuM mahattva rahyuM che ? tenA vicAra kare. jainazAsananI dareke dareka vAtamAM, tenA zabdezabdamAM, tenA vAkayevAkayamAM kAMI nahi tA kAMIka gUDha vastu chUpAelI che. janazAsananA "zrImAna jinezvara bhagavAnAe je kahyuM che te ja dharma" evA vAkayamAM paNa evI ja mahAna gUDhatA ane su MdaratA rahelI che. sAnuM kharIdanArAo ha MmezAM seAnA upara cArTara beMkanI chApa paDelI zeAdhe che. je vastu upara cAra e kanI chApa paDe che te setu che, paraMtu e sAthe ja ApaNe yAda rAkhavAnuM che ke je senA para cArTara ekanI chApa na paDI hAya te seAnuM paNa kAMi sAnApaNAmAMthI maTI jatuM nathI. saiA Tacanu sAnu hoya, cAkasIee tenI pUrepUrI tapAsa karI hAya, tene AkhA jagatane sAnA tarIke svIkAryu hoya, e seAnA upara ca! ra beMkanI chApa na hoya teTalA mAtrathI e setu' te kAMi seAnA tarIke maTI jatuM nathI. bIjI bAjue pittaLa upara cAra eka chApa mArI Ape tethI pittaLane kAi seAnA tarIke svIkArI letI nathI tyAre have vicAra karo ke seAnA upara cAra ekanA ja sikkAnI chApa zA mATe zeAdhavAmAM Ave che ? cAra beMkanu sAnu banAvatI nathI athavA cArTara beMkanI chApa asuvarNa ne suvarNa tA suvaNane asuvaNu banAvI detI nathI, te chatAM vyavahAramAM cAra beMkanI chApa jovAya che ane cAra beMkanu sAnu e ja pratiSThApAtra sAnu" ema khelAya che. beMkanu saghaLAnuM kAraNa zuM ? cAra beMka saghaLA sAnuM kema na hoya ? te rIte cAra tyAre vicAra kareA ke A
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________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana senA upara chApa mArI detI nathI, paraMtu eTaluM te spaSTa che ke cArTara beMkanI chApa hoya te sonuM te kharuM ja che temAM kaze saMzaya nathI arthAt evo niyama tAravI zakAya che ke badhA senA upara cArTara beMke chApa mAravI ja joIe ema nathI, paraMtu cArTara beMka cekakhA. senA upara chApa mArI ApatI hovAthI jyAM chApa che te zuddha senuM che. "AMbe e vRkSa che" e niyama TharAvI zakAya che, paraMtu tethI kAMI je vRkSa che te AMbA che evo niyama TharAvI zakAtuM nathI. jema AMbe e vRkSa kahevAya che, paraMtu pratyeka vRkSane ApaNe AMbe kahI zakatA nathI, te ja pramANe jenA upara cArTara beMkanI chApa hoya. te sonuM che, paraMtu chApa na hoya te senuM ja nathI; evuM paNa ApaNe kahI zakatA nathI. arthAt ahIM baMne bAjune niyama nathI. baMne bAjune niyama. jyAM chApa che, tyAM tenuM che ane jyAM chA5 nathI tyAM sonuM nathI. e baMne bAjune niyama vyavahArane lAgu paDatuM nathI, paraMtu bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevonA kathanane baMne bAjune niyama lAgu paDe che. je kAMI bhagavAna jinezvaradevoe kaheluM che, te dharma che, te tatva che ane teozrIe je prarUpeluM che te ja zAstra che. e eka bAjue niyama che, e ja pramANe bIjI bAjune e paNa niyama che ke je je dharma che, je je tatva che, te saghaLAM bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradee kahelAM che ane je zAstra che te temaNe prarUpelAM che, bhagavAna jinezvara dee je kAMI kahyuM che te dharma che, te ja tatva che ane te ja zAstra che. e ja pramANe je zAstra che, je tattva che ane je dharma che e. zrI jinezvarIe ja kathelAM athavA prarUpelAM che. e baMne bAjuno niyama ahIM levAne che. je atIta, anAgata ane vartamAna padArthone jaNAvanArAM vALe che, te saghaLAM vAkaye zrI jinezvara bhagavAne. kahelAM che, tethI ja ahIM apavAdane sthAna rahevA pAmatuM nathI. thanI ane karaNI. jenA upara chApa che, te ekakhuM sonuM che e eka bAjune
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________________ 75 yathAvAdI tathAkArI ane tathAkArI yathAvAdI ja niyama che. tethI ApaNe ema kahI zakIe chIe ke jenA upara chApa che te senuM che e vAta sAcI che, paraMtu jyAM chApa nathI, tyAM senuM ja nathI e kAMI niyama nathI. ahIM ApaNane belavAne avakAza che. ahIM ApaNe dalIla karI zakIe chIe. ApaNuM paMDitAI tyAM cAlI zake che. zAsanamAM ApaNuM paMDitAI cAlI zakatI nathI, kAraNa ke zAsanamAM baMne bAjune niyama levAmAM Avyo che. je dharma che, je tatva che ane je zAstra che te zrI jinezvarae kahela che ane zrImAna jinezvara bhagavAne je kAMI kahyuM che, te saghaLuM dharma, tatva ane zAstra che. e banne bAjune niyama ahIM jainazAsanamAM lAgu paDe che, tethI ja A mahApratApI jainazAsanamAM kathanI ane karaNIno bheda pADavAmAM AvyuM nathI. kathanI ane karaNIno bheda bIjAM zAsanamAM cAlI zakate hoya paraMtu ahIM A zAsanamAM bheTa cAlI. zakate nathI. sarvajJa bhagavAnane ApaNe sarvajJa bhagavAna tarIke jANIe chIe. teone evA jANIne ApaNe temanI vaMdanA, bahumAna ItyAdi karIe chIe ane temanAM vacanone pramANa mAnIne, temanA zabdonI pAchaLa jIvana gALavAno ApaNe yatna hoya che. have vicAra karo ke jene eka kedra banAvIne ApaNe cAlIe chIe te tIrthakara bhagavAna sarvajJa che ema ApaNe kevI rIte jANavuM ? | sarvajJane sarvajJa tarIke zI rIte oLakhavA zAstra A bAbatamAM spaSTa rIte uttara Ape che ke "je koIpaNa prakAranA koI paNa jIvanI hiMsA karatuM nathI ane je kahe che tevI ja rIte varte che te sarvajJa che." zrI jinezvara bhagavAnane oLakhavA mATe zAstra be niyamo rAkhyA che. eka niyama te e che ke je hiMsA karatuM nathI, paraMtu bIje niyama tarata ja e kahevAmAM Ave che ke jevuM kahe tevI ja rIte varte !" A bIjo niyama ghaNe gUDha che ane te samajavA jevuM che. jeo jainazAsananA amRta jevA Agamana. amUlya zabdonA
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________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana rahasyane pAmavAne yatna na karatAM mAtra enA zAbdika artha karIne ja kAma levA mAge che teo ghaNe bhAge arthane sthAne anartha utpanna karI bese che. Ama na thAya te mATe dareka vAne pUrvApara saMbaMdha, AkhA graMthane sAmAnya hetu ane kathana karanAranuM jIvanae badhAne vaphAdAra rahIne ja zAstronA sAcA artho karavAnI jarUra che. zAstra tIrthaMkaranI vyAkhyA ApatAM eka evo niyama batAve che ke nahAvA tA . zrI jinezvara bhagavAne saMsAramAM jIvatA hoya che, tyAre teo kSAyika bhAvamAM hoya che ane kSAyika bhAvamAM hovAthI teozrI kSAyika bhAvane lAyakanuM ja kathana kare che ane teo jevuM kahe che te ja pramANe pite vartana paNa kare che eTale bhagavAna zrImAna tIrthakarane mATe evo niyama tAravI zakAya che ke teo jevo upadeza kare che tevuM ja vartana rAkhe che ane teozrI jevuM vartana rAkhe che tevo ja upadeza paNa kare che. arthAta tIrthakara bhagavAnane aMge baMne bAjune niyama nakakI karI zakAya che. temane mATe eka bAjune niyama nakakI nathI. jevuM kathana, tevuM ja vartana bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkara mahArAjAe pote aDhAra doSothI rahita che. eTalA ja mATe teo dezanA paNa aDhAra doSanA parivAranI ja Ape che. bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkaradevo kSAyika bhAvamAM ja rahelA hovAthI teo kSAyika bhAvane gya evo ja upadeza Ape che ane teo zrImAnanuM vartana paNa evA kSAyika bhAvane anusaratuM ja hoya che tethI ja temane mATe "jevuM kahe che, tevuM kare che ane jevuM (AcaraNa) kare che tevuM ja (satya) kahe che" e niyama karyo che. ApaNA mATe A niyama karI zakatuM nathI. tyAre have prazna e upasthita thAya che ke ApaNe je vartana rAkhIe chIe te vartana bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkaradevoe kaheluM che ke temanA kahyA vinAnuM che ? arthAt ApaNe bhagavAnanA kahyA pramANe vartana rAkhIe chIe ke na kahyuM hoya te pramANe vartana rAkhIe chIe ?
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________________ yathAvAdI tathAkArI ane tathAkArI yathAvAdI vA tathA " kSAyikabhAvamAM je vidyamAna che, teone mATe "yathAvAdI tathAkArI evo niyama nakkI che; paraMtu kSApazamikabhAvanuM vartana kevuM hoya che tene vicAra karI juo. kSApazamika bhAvamAM gurU pAse vrata levAmAM Ave che. have jarA AgaLa vicAro. tame guru pAse vrata le che. e vrata levAne mATe bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkaradevee kahyuM che ke nahi? je bhagavAne vrata levAnuM kahyuM hoya, te temaNe paNa vrata lIdheluM hovuM joIe, kAraNa ke bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkaradevone mATe e niyama. karelo che ke "teo je kAMI kahe che te pramANe kare che ane je kAMI kare che te ja pramANe kahe che. A niyama pramANe je temaNe vrata levAnuM kahyuM hoya te temaNe paNa vrata lIdhuM hovuM joIe. je temaNe vrata na. lIdhuM hoya ane temaNe vrata levAno upadeza Apyo hoya te zrI jinezvarA mATeno "yathAvAdI tathAkArIe niyama beTa kare che, ane jo temaNe vrata na lIdhuM hoya te temaNe vrata levAno upadeza na Apo. joIe. vaLI je temaNe vrata levAne upadeza na Apyo hoya ane te chatAM tame vrata lIdhuM hoya te tamAruM kArya bhagavAne na kahyuM hoya. tevuM karyA barAbara Thare che ! A gUMcavaNamAM parama pratApI jainazAsana zuM ukela Ape che te have joIe. (2) sAce ukela. bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkaradee pote te guru pAsethI kaI paNa jAtanuM vrata lIdhuM ja nathI. have bIjuM udAharaNa laIe. tame gacchamAM gurUkuLavAsa karo cho. gacchamAM rahI gurUkuLavAsa karo e vAta zrImAnuM. tIrthakara dee kahelI che ke nahi? ane je temaNe garachamAM rahIne gurUkuLavAsa karavAne kahyo hato temaNe pote kayA gurUkuLavAsa karyo hate. vinaya dharmanuM mULa che." A satya keNe kahyuM che? je vinaya dharmanuM mULa che, e satya tIrthakasTee kahyuM che, te vicAra karaje, ke temaNe vinaya kene karyo hate ?
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________________ 78 - AnaMda pravacana darzana "vaiyAvacca e zAsananuM mULa che" e vAta sAcI che, paraMtu bhagavAna zrI jinezvaronuM e saMbaMdhamAM kevuM vartana hatuM ? bimAra sAdhunI mAvajata karavI ene jainazAsane moTAmAM moTo gaNa mAnyo che. bimAra eTale jagatanA trividha tApathI pIDAtA hoya te bimAra ahIM samajavAnuM nathI, paraMtu je zarIrathI rogI che tene ahIM bimAra gaNavAne che. ahI bimAra zabdathI jagatanA Adhi, upAdhine aMge bimAra evo artha laI zakAtuM nathI kAraNa ke te artha levAmAM bhAre goTALe Ubho thAya che. - bimAra kene kaheze? bimAra zabdane aMge jagatanI Adhi, upAdhine aMge bimAra e artha laIe te zI hAnI thAya che tene vicAra kare. sAdhuo dharmalAbhane aMge ja vastuo grahaNa kare che. have AvI rIte dharmalAbhane aMge temaNe je cIja grahaNa karI che te cIja teo je sAdhu adharmamAM ke dharmAdharmamAM pravartI rahyA hoya tene daI zakatA ja nathI. jagatamAM rahelA bIjA ja che temaNe sarvasAvadya tyAga karelo hato ja nathI ane sAdhuoe te sarvasAvadyano tyAga karela hoya che. have je sarvasAvadya tyAgI sarvasAvadyanA rAgIne poSe, te sarvasAvanA tyAgIe paNa paryAye sarvasAvadyano rAga rAkhe che evuM ja kare che. AthI ja e vastu spaSTa che ke sarvasAvadhanA tyAgI hoya teo sarvasAvadhane anurAgIone piSaNa ApI zake nahi. janazAsananAM paramapratApI zAstrone A nirNaya che. jema mAMdA mANasane davA tenuM hita karanArI hovA chatAM tene vI lAge che, te ja pramANe zAstrone A sIdhe sAdo nirNaya paNa o ADe mAge janArA hoya che, tene kaDavo ja lAge che ! sAdhune mATe zAstrakAra mahArAjAoe vyakta karelo evo dharma zuM che te vicAraje. sAdhune mATe e dharma mAnavAmAM Avyo che ke "asaMyatine ApavuM nahi, ane sAdhue asaMyatinuM piSaNa paNa karavuM nahi." sAdhuo asaMyatine Ape che athavA te te asaMyatinuM piSaNa kare
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________________ yathAvAdI tathAkArI ane tathAkArI yathAvAdI te tene pApa lAge che, paraMtu zrAvakane mATe e niyama TharAvavAmAM AvyA nathI. zrAvaka asa'yatine Ape che ke asaMyatine poSe che tethI te pApamAM paDatA nathI. tyAre have kAI evA savAla karaze ke jo sAdhune asatine poSavAmAM zA mATe pApa na hoI zake ? sAdhu ane zrAvaka baMne jana che. eka jaina che ane bIjo arjana nathI. eka bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkara devAne mAne che ane bIjo tene nathI mAnatA evuM nathI, teA eka ja zAsanamAM rahelA sAdhu ane zrAvaka - e bemAMthI, eka ja kAma karavA chatAM, ekane pApa ane bIjAne puNya kevI rIte hAI zake ? tattvane samajavAnI jarUra. je manuSya AveA prazna kare che tene mATe khAtarIthI mAnI lejo ke te dharmanAM sAcAM tattvAne samajI zakeleA nathI. jo te dharmanAM sAcAM tattvAne samajI zakeleA hAta tA tA teNe sAdhu ane zrAvaka baMnene eka ja kAMTe tALI jovAnA prayatna kadI paNa karyAM ja na heAta. sAdhue sa sAvadyanA tyAgane aMge zu` pratijJA karI che te vicArA. sarvasAvadyanA tyAga karavA evI sAdhunI pratijJA cheH jeo upara jaNAvyA pramANenI zaMkA uThAve che te sAdhunI A pratijJAnA mama samajI zakelA ja nathI ema kahevAmAM jarAya vAMdhA nathI. jo te sAdhunI sasAvadyanI pratijJAne samajI zakayA hAta tA sAdhune asa yatine peASavAmAM pApa che, paraMtu zrAvakane asatine peASavAmAM pApa nathI enA mama sArI peThe samajI zakayA hAta! sava sAvadhanI A pratijJAnA mama na samajI zakanArAo dhabuddhithI, zAstra paratvenA premathI ane satyane jANavAnI jijJAsAthI nIcenuM udAharaNa vicArI jovAmAM saphaLa thaze, teA A sabadhamAM temanI bhUla avazya dUra thavA pAmaze. ekane lAbha, bIjAne nahi. dhArA ke cAmAsAne aMge keTalAka sAdhu eka sthaLe rahelA che. temane rahevAne mATe makAna sAMkaDu paDe che. AthI teo e makAnanI vacce vaheMcAI gayA che. ane makAneAnI vacce aDadhA mAIlanuM' aMtara che. have vyAkhyAna bese che, vyAkhyAnano samaya thAya che. vyAkhyAna eka makAnamAM thAya che ane thADA sAdhue bIjA makAnamAM rahyA che.
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________________ co AnaH pravacana na A bIjA makAnamAM rahelA sAdhuoe vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA mATe apakAyanI virAdhanA karIne paDatA varasAdamAM palaLIne kAdava khUMdatA, vyAkhyAna thAya che te makAnamAM AvavuM ke nahi ? A saMcAgeAmAM sAdhu paNa jo vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavAne mATe doDatA doDatA kAdava khUMdatA varasAdamAM palaLatA AvI paheAMce, te tene lAbha che kharA ke ? nahi ja. ThIka ! have e ja bIjA makAnanI pAse zrAvakanu ghara che ane eka zrAvaka paNa tyAMthI vyAkhyAna sa`maLavAne age doDatA Ave che tA A zrAvakane varasAdamAM dezaDatA AvavAne aMge lAbha che ke nukasAna che ? jo ema kahezeA ke zra!vakane paDatA varasadamAM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AvavA mATe lAbha che teA pachI sAdhune paNa lAbha che ema ja kahevuM paDaze ane jo sAdhune nukasAna che ema kahIe tA pachI zrAvakane paNa nukasAna che, ema ja kahevuM ja paDaze, paraMtu ema kayAre kahI zakAya. ke jo tameA zrAvaka ane sAdhu e ba Mnene sarakhA mAnA te! jo tame sAdhu ane zrAvaka e ba Mnene sarakhA mAnatA hai| tA te tamAre ahIM paNa sAdhu ane zrAvaka baMnenA mAga eka ja mAnavA paDaze. te sivAya tamArA chUTakA thavAnA nathI. dhama e te avyakta cIja che. have bIjI eka udAharaNa le!; samo ke eka zaherathI eka mAIla dUra eka meTu' bajAra Avelu che ane te ja sthAne upAzraya AvelA che. gAmamAMthI varasatA varasAdamAM cAra zrAvake nIkaLe che ane teo AgaLa jAya che. A cAramAMthI eka zAkabhAjI levA nIkaLelA che, bIjo ugharANIe javA nIkaLelA che, trIjo amastA rakhaDavA nIkaLelA che ane cAtheA upAzraye vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavAne mATe nIkaLelA che. have rastAmAM evu bane che ke akasmAta thAya che, AkAzamAMthI vIjaLI paDIne te A cArecAra mANasAnA aMta ANe che. cAre mANase eka ja sthaLethI nIkaLyA che, teo eka ja paristhitimAM che ane
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________________ yathAvAdI tathAkArI ane tathAkArI yathAvAdI 81 temane cAlavAthI eka sarakhI ja hiMsA paNa thai che, te chatAM A cAre mANase! kALa karaze teA zuM eka ja gatie jaze kharA ? nahi, (3) keTalAka udbhU khala mANasA evA prazna karatAM paNa acakAtA nathI ke ame te ATalAM varasenAM varase sudhI pUjA karyAM ja karI che, paraMtu amene te pUjAnuM kAMie phaLa maLyuM nathI. pachI have A pUjA karavAnu zu kAma che ? ane tene mATe mAthAphoDa karavAnIye zI jarUra che ? ' AvA mUrti pUvirodhI uccha khalAe vicAravAnI jarUra che ke temaNe vasenAM varasA sudhI pUjA karyA vinA mAtra gurUnA upadeza sAMbhaLI sAMbhaLIne kAna koDayA che temAM temaNe zu' meLavyu' che ? temaNe je kAMI meLavyu che, temaNe je dhanI prApti karI che, te te batAvI zakatA nathI, kAraNu ke dhama e kAMI batAvavAnI cIja nathI teA pachI. enI meLe ja khUlluM thAya che ke pUjA karatAM zu' maLyuM e paNa batAvavAnI vastu hoI zake nahi. mAtra eka ja hisA sAle che ! dha e avyakata cIja che, te kAMI hAtha pakaDIne batAvI zakAya. evI cIja nathI paraMtu te chatAM paNa pUjA karatAM zuM vaLyuM ? eve keAI prazna kare te tene prazna mithyA ja che e svayaMsiddha che. je pAte ana sAdhu hovAnA dAvA kare che, je pAte jaina tIrthaMkara bhagavAnAne potAnA agresara gaNavAnI vANI uccAre che ane peAte jaina hAvAmAM abhimAna le che te mANasa tA kadApi paNa pUjAnA pratikAra karI zake ja nahi.. je mAlusa eka taraphathI peAte peAtAne janasAdhu kahe che ane bIjI tarapha pUjAnA pratikAra kare che. tenuM mAnasa na samajI zakAya evuM che. teo je vastu kahe che tenI vicitratA vicAravA jevI che. teo kahe che ke bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkaradevAnI pUjA karavI emAM hi MsA thAya. che ane hiMsAnA jainadharma tyAga karelA haiAvAthI AvI hi MsA karavI. e gRhasthane mATe vyAjabI nathI ! AvA prakAranI hi MsA A sAdhune
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________________ 2 AnaH pravacana dezana - sAle che, paraMtu evA ja prakAranI bIjI hajArA hiMsA thAya che, te temane sAlatI nathI e kharekhara Azcarya che! mUrti pUjA vireSThI sAdhuenA bhate temane vaMdana karavAne mATe temanu ghara cheADIne upAzraye Ave che, tyAre rastAmAM zu hiMsA thatI nathI ? rastAmAM kAcA pANInA kaccaraghANa nIkaLI jAya che, jAtajAtanI vanaspati paNa chUMdAI tenA cUrecUrA banI jAya che ane hajAro jIvA nAza pAme che. paga nIce aneka jIvaDAMo AvIne te chUMdAI jAya che. para'tu A sadhaLI hi sAenA tee virodha karatA nathI ane mAtra mUrti pUjA karatAM ja vanaspati ityAdinI hiMsA thAya che ema kahIne teo hiMsAnA virodhane nAme mUrti pUjAnA ja virodha kare che. bIjI badhI hiMsA vyAjabI che ke ? AvA sAdhuone prazna karanArAe vyAjabI rIte pUchI zake che ke bhAi ! tamane vaMdana karavA mATe tamArA anuyAyIo seMkaDA gAu dUrathI AgagADImAM besIne, vahANamAM besIne athavA teA page cAlIne Ave che. A rIte AvavA-javAmAM zuM hiMsA saMbhavatI nathI ? AgagADI seMkaDo gAu sudhI doDe che temAM seMkaDo nahi, paraMtu lAkhA jIvAnA nAza thAya che paraMtu te chatAM tevI hiMsA mUrtipUjA virodhI sAdhuone sAlatI nathI, eTaluM ja nahi. paraMtu te hiMsA viruddha te eka zabda paNa kADhatA nathI ane bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevAnI pratimA pUjavAmAM hiMsA thAya che ema kahIne jayAre tee hiMsAne nAme pratimApUjAnA virAdha kare che, tyAre Azcaya thayA vinA rahetuM ja nathI, mAtra ajJAna che, bIjI kAMi nahi. jo temane kharekhara ja hi'sAnA Dara lAgatA hoya tA tA temaNe peAtAnA anuyAyIone kahI devu' jeIe ke, mahAnubhAvA ! sAdhune va'nA karavAne mATe page cAlIne paNa sAdhue jyAM vidyamAna hoya tyAM jazeA nahi, kAraNa ke e rIte javAmAM paNa hi*sA saMbhave che; paraMtu sAdhue tamAre tyAM Ave tyAre ja tene vaMdanA karo! zu mUrti pUjA virAdhI sAdhue ke jeo hiMsAne bahAne mUrti pUjAno niSedha
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________________ yathAvAdI tathAkArI ane tathAkArI yathAvAdI kare che, temaNe peAtAnA anuyAyIone kadI Ave upadeza ApyA kharA ? AjasudhInA itihAsamAM AveA upadeza koI sAdhue pAtAnA koipaNa anuyAyIone ApelA jANyA nathI. 83 jethI peAtAnI bhakti thatI hAya, jethI peAtAnI mahattA vadhatI hAya, jethI peAtAnI kItinA pracAra thatA hAya tevAM kAmAmAM game teTalI hisA thAya tenI temane paravA nathI ane bhagavAnanI pratApI pratimA pUjavAmAM hiMsA thAya che ema kahIne teo hiMsAne bahAne pratimAnI pUjAne aTakAvavAne mATe taiyAra thAya che e mahAna kheDhanA ja viSaya che. satyadhane jo te samajI zakayA hota te temane hAthe AvI bhUla kadApi paNa thavA pAmata ja nahi. peAtAnI mahattAmAM, peAtAnI vAtamAM lezamAtra paNa khAmI na Ave te vastune tee aniza tapAse che. evAM kAmAmAM hi'sA thatI hoya ke mahAhiMsA thatI hoya te TALavAnA temane khyAla nathI AvatA. paraMtu baMdhana pAmelA jIvAne mAkSane mAge laI javAmAM kAraNabhUta je jinabiMbapUjAmAM thatI hiMsAne teo AgaLa dhare che. na "mAMDavI'mAM doSa kharA ke nahi? jinabi'bapUjA virodhI sAdhuomAM paNa jyAre kAI navA AtmA zrImatI bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kare che, tyAre varadhADA kADhe che. dIkSA paratve keine virAdha hoI zake ja nahi, dIkSAnI pavitratA jALavI rAkhavAne mATe tA zvetAMbara jainasAdhue gAyakavADI sattAne paDakAra daIne tenI sAme chevaTa sudhI ajhayA che, paraMtu prazna e che ke pUjAvirAdhI sAdhuoe dI dIkSAnA varagheADAnI khAdhA ApI che kharI ke vArU ? dIkSAnA varagheADAmAM paNa hArA mANasA bhegA thAya che, gADIgheADAnI jhaTa jAme che ane pArAvAra hiMsA thAya che, paraMtu te hi'sAne TALavA mATe mUrti pUjAvirodhI sAdhuoe kadI dIkSAnA varagheADAnI khAdhA ApI che kharI ke ? javAba ekaja maLaze ke nahi ! !' AgaLa cAleA.mUrtipUjA virAdhI sAdhue kALa karI jAya che, te vakhate e sAdhuenA rivAja pramANe
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________________ * * * * * * * AnaMda pravacana darzana temanI "mAMDavI kADhavAmAM Ave che. "mAMDavI e paNa bIjuM kAMI ja nathI, te eka prakAranuM saraghasa ja che. A saraghasa vakhate paNa hajAra mANase bhegA thAya che. temanA paga nIce hajAre seMkaDe che chuMdAya che ane temanI mahAbhayAnaka hiMsA thAya che te pachI hiMsAnA bhayathI e "mAMDavIne paNa zA mATe aTakAvI devAmAM AvatI nathI vAra? A badhuM dekhAya che ke ? have ethI paNa AgaLa vadhe. jinabiMba pUjAvirodhI sAdhue paNa jyAre eka gAmathI bIje gAma vihAra karIne jAya che, tyAre temanA sAmaiyA mATe hajAro zrAvake bhegA thAya che. A bhegA thavAmAM paNa kayAM hiMsA nathI thatI tene vicAra kare. zrAvakane jamavAne mATe moTI moTI bhaThThIo saLage che ane raseI taiyAra thAya che. jamaNavAra vageremAM pANune saMhAra vaLI jAya che ane seMkaDe jI maraNa pAme che, chatAM AvI hiMsAne tyAM zA mATe virodha karavAmAM Avato nathI? ane mUrtipUjA virodhI sAdhuo potAnA anuyAyIone zA mATe rAMdhavAnuM baMdha karavAne upadeza ApatA nathI? A saghaLA uparathI eka ja vAta spaSTa thAya che ke potAne lagatI cIjomAM hiMsA thatI hoya, mahAhiMsA thatI hoya ke game te banatuM hoya, paraMtu temAMthI eka paNa cIja ochI karavAnI teo vAta sarakhI paNa karatA nathI ane bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkaradevanI pratimA pUjavA. vakhate temane hiMsA dekhAya che!! pitAnI vAtamAM game tevI hiMsA thAya, anartho thAya chatAM tenA saMbaMdhamAM teo eka akSara paNa belavA mAgatA nathI. dIkSAnA varaghoDAnI hiMsA temane maMjura che, pitAnA anuyAyIo gherathI cAlIne Ave ane tethI hajAre jIvonI hiMsA thAya te temane maMjura che, temane svAgatArthe maLelA zrAvakane mATe rasoI banAvavAne arthe moTI moTI bhaThThIo saLage che te temane maMjura che, saraghasamAM ane mAMDavImAM game tevI mahAbhayAnaka hiMsA thAya te temane maMjura che, mAtra pratimA pUjAmAM thAya che te je hiMsA temane maMjura nathI.
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________________ yathAvAdI tathAkArI ane tathAkArI yathAvAdI 85 boDI bAmaNIkA kheta hai !' AjanA pitAne sudhArelA kahevAtA bhadraMbhadronI dAnata kevI che tene vicAra karo. A bagADake mAne che ke dhADa pADavI. sAmAnya garIba mANasane tyAM dhADa pADavAthI zuM vaLe? AvA vicArathI ja teo sarvajJa bhagavAnane tyAM dhADa pADavA taiyAra thAya che ! tamArI tijorImAM lAkha rUpiyA bharelA hoya, seMkaDo javAhara lAdelAM hoya, karoDo rUpiyA rokaDA paDelA hoya, paraMtu teno daravAjo khelIne te paisA luMTAvI devAnI kaI tAkAta nathI. tamArI tijorIne keI hAtha paNa lagADI zakatuM nathI, kAraNa ke jyAM tamArI tijorInI sAme keI AMkha paNa kare te tenI sAme barAbara badale vALavA tame taiyAra che, paraMtu duniyAmAM beDI bAmaNInuM kaI belI nathI. eka kasavAnI mIyAM hatA, jAtanA mIyAM ane svabhAvanA paNa mIyAM ! pachI pUchavuM ja zuM? eka divasa teo potAnI gheADI laI bahAragAma javA nIkaLyA. rastAmAM eka beDI bAmaNInuM khetara AvyuM. mIyAe pUchayuM ke "A kenuM khetara che ?" tene keIe javAba Apyo ke "beDI bAmaNInuM, eTale mIyAM ghaDI khetaramAM ghAlIne tene tyAM carAvavA lAgyA. ghaDI khetara carI rahI hatI, eTalAmAM bAmaNI AvI pahoMcI. mIyAMne khetaramAM ghaDI carAvatA joIne pelI bicArI te bUmabUma pADIne raDavA lAgI ! paraMtu mIyAjI cheDA ja dAda de evA hatA ! te khetara saphAcaTa karIne mIyAMjI AgaLa vadhyA ! mayAMe te bIjA khetaramAM ghaDI ghAlI ane temaNe to tyAM evI ja lIlA karavA mAMDI ! A khetara garAsiyAnuM hatuM. garAsiyAne khabara paDI ke pitAnA khetaramAM mIyAM ghaDI ghAlI che eTale te te lAgalo ja talavAra kheMcIne deDyo. talavAra jotAM ja mIyAMjInuM pANI UtarI gayuM ane temanI varasanI sAcavI rAkhelI sustI UDI gaI. have mIyAM AgaLa jAya te pahelAM pUche ke "bhAI, e kheta garAsiyAkA hai, yA beDI bamaNIkA ?" "garAsiyAnuM" e javAba maLe te
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________________ AnaMda pravacana dezana mIyAM tarata ja DhAMcakuM namAvIne cAlavA mAMDe ane beDI bAmaNInuM'" evA javAba maLe tA gheADI cAravI cAlu rAkhe. ahiMsAvAdI mahAtmAe javAba Ape AjanI pUjA A mIyAMbhAinA jevI che. temaNe paNa vicAra karyo che ke jo ApaNe koI gRhasthane tyAM dhADa pADavA jaizuM te te ApaNI lIlA to cAlavA devAnA nathI ane dhappA mArIne vidAya karaze. tA enA karatAM kheADI bAmaNIne tyAM ja dhADa pADavI e zu khATu' che ? ema vicArIne temaNe sajJane tyAM dhADa pADavAnuM ja nakkI kayu` che. sarvAMgna bhagavAna e tA mauna bhagavAna; tame emane gALe ApA tA paNa emane paravA nathI. tame emane UMcakIne uDAvI de te paNa emane vAMdhA nathI. tame emanA upara lAkhaMDanI DAMga mArIne emane bhAMgI nAMkhA tA paNa tenI emane paravA nathI. tame game teTalA upasarga karo tA paNa e mauna bhagavAna mATethI eka zabda paNa khelavAnA nathI. sudhArAvAdIo mUrti pUjAnI viruddhamAM evI dalIla kare che ke paththaranI bhagavAnanI mUrti upara uMdaraDAM pharI jAya che, kabUtara, kIDI cAMca mArI jAya che, pazuo tenA upara maLamUtra tyAga karI jAya che, paraMtu te chatAM e paththariyA bhagavAna temanAthI peAtAne bacAvI zakatA nathI, teA pachI te bhagavAna peAtAnA sevakAne zI rIte bacAvI zakavAnA hatA ? AvA tarkavAda karanArAne pUche ke tamArA mAmApanI chabI tamAruM zuM rakSaNa karI zake che ? te tameAne kevI rIte bacAvI zake che ? emanA phoTo-mUrti rAkhavAthI tamAne zu phAyado che ? chatAM emanI chabI tame tamArA gharamAM zA mATe rAkhI mUke che ? mUrti pUjAvirodhI evA sudhArakAne pUchI juo ke tamArA ahiMsAvAdI mahAtmAnA zarIra upara kUtarAM dhasI Ave che, tyAre tee zu kare che ? temane hAthamAM DAMga ke seATI levI paDe che ane chatAM paNa kUtaruM ke khilADu temane karaDI jAya che!
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________________ yathAvAdI tathAkArI ane tathAkArI yathAvADhI G laMgaDA gheADA dADayA jo tamArA ahiIMsAvAdI dheALA mahAtmAo bilADA, kUtarAthI peAtAnA bacAva nathI karI zakatA, teA pachI evA pAkhaMDIe jagatanA moTAmAM meTA ane vizALamAM vizALa rAjata MtranI sAme te tamAne kevI rIte rakSaNa ApI zakaze ane tamArA khacAva kevI rIte karI zakaze ? je mahAtmA sAdhAraNa kUtarAM bilADAMnI sAme pAtapeAtAnu rakSaNa nathI karI zakatA, te mahAtmA tamArA tAraNahAra thavAnA dAvA karatA Ave te tene ane tenA mizananA dabha ja samajajo ane temanAM dheALAM kapaDAMthI DhAze nahi ! - ra kharI rIte jovA jovA jaIe tA tA e ja vAta vyAjabI che ke je peAtAnA upara ana'ta upasargo thAya chatAM sAme vera levAnA vicAra sarakhA paNa na kare, te ja AtmA sAce puNyazALI che ane tethI ja ame tevA bhagavAnane bhagavAna mAnIe chIe. bhagavAnane kAI lAta mArA ke ThaMDA mArA. temane jagyA upara rahevA do yA temane UMcakIne pheMkI do, emanA upara svaccha pANI nAkheA ke gaMdA kacarA pheka, game te karI; te paNa bhagavAna tenA virodha nathI ja karatA. AvI parama sahiSNutA hovAne aMge ja ApaNe te tene bhagavAna mAnavA ja rahyA. bhagavAnanI pratimA sAme bagADakAebahu bahu ceDAM kADhayAM ! paNa kAMI bhagavAna theADA ja khelavAnA hatA ? eTale have temaNe dizA pheravI ane peAtAnA lagaDA gheADA devadravya para doDAvyA ! devadravyanA saMbadhamAM temaNe game tevA bakavAda karavA mAMDayA. . temanI dAnata A sabaMdhamAM khIntane cUpa karavAnI ja hatI. khIjAone cUpa karIne devadravyane pAtAne phAve tema vAparavAnA adhikAra che, e ja teo sAbita karavA mAgatA hatA, paraMtu ahIM paNa temanA dAva saphaLa na thayA ane temanA karmIne mahAbhayaMkara ane maraNutAla phaTakA ja paDayo. TrasTIone adhikAra zuM? sudhArakAe vicAravAnI ane dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI jarUra che ke
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________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana teo devadravyanA mAlika nathI. bhUtakALamAM temane devadravyanI keIe mAlikI soMpI nathI. vartamAnamAM teo devadravyanA mAlika nathI ane bhaviSyamAM kadI teo devadravyanA mAlika thavAnA nathI. teo te devadravyanA TrasTI che. jainazAsananA oddhAo che. e saghaLA TrasTanA eddhAe ja che. khAI javAnI vAta Ave te A zAsanamAM cAle evI vAta nathI. TrasTInI pharaja te e che ke TrasTa je rItanuM hoya te rIte temaNe vahIvaTa ja calAvavAne hoya che. je e rIte vahIvaTa na calAve ane TrasTamAM golamAla karavA jAya te samajI rAkhajo ke te potAnA TrasTane bevaphA nIvaDe che ane TrasTanI geravyavasthA kare che. - TrasTInA adhikAre vicAre. TrasTIne adhikAra mAtra TrasTane TrasTanI zarata pramANe ja saMbhALavAne che. anya rIte nahi ja! jo tame TrasTanI geravyavasthA karI te tame TrasTI tarIke sajAne pAtra Thare cho, emAM jarA paNa zaMkA athavA vadhe nathI. jyAM sudhI TrasTanI dAnata sApha hoya che, tenuM hRdaya tAvaDInA taLiyA jevuM hatuM nathI, tyAM sudhI te TrasTane mATe vAMdho ja nathI, tyAM sudhI te te TrasTa barAbara saMbhaLAve che; paraMtu jyAM tenI dAnata kALI thAya che ke pachI tene TrasTane kArabhAra karavAno adhikAra raheto nathI. AjanA bagADa jANe che ke devadravya e eka meTuM TrasTa che ane e TrasTane dastAveja te bhagavAn zrI jinezvara bhagavAne prarUpelAM AgAmo che. A dastAveja kAyama che. dastAveja jIva che. dastAvejane dastAveja tarIke loko svIkAre che tyAM sudhI to temanAthI e dastAvejanI ADe jaIne eka paise paNa kharacI zakAya evuM ja nathI. bagADane paNa A vAta sArI rIte jANe che ane tethI ja temaNe paNa e dastAveja uDAvI devAnA phAMphAM mAravA mAMDayAM che. | dagAbAja ke devALIyA? zrImAnuM tIrthakara bhagavAnee pote meLavelA mahAnuM jJAna vaDe prarUpelAM Agame tene ApaNe AjakAlanA ThIMgujI bagADake "pothAM" kahe che, "e pathAM te samayecita hatAM. je kALamAM te racAyAM hatAM,
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________________ yathAvAdI tathAkArI ane tathAkArI yathAvAdI te ja kALane mATe teo jarUrI hatAM ane AjanA kALane mATe te binajarUrI che. AgamAM ghaNe kSebha thaI gayuM che. emAM ghaNuM nakAmI vAte pAchaLathI ghusI gaI che" evuM evuM kahIne teo pothAM kahIne uDAvI devA mAge che ! e mahApratApI AgamenA apUrva bhaMDArane teo jagatanI daSTimAM halako pADavA mAge che. AgamanI sAme temane A kaTTo virodha hovA chatAM navAInI vAta e che ke e Agamane ja AdhAre maLatA paisA vasula karatAM teo jarAya DaratA nathI ja ! pathAne AdhAre je rakama Ave che, pathAne AdhAre je kAMI maLe che, pothAM dvArA je dravyanI prApti thAya che te te levI ja che. tene virodha kare nathI. e vasulAta karatAM aTakI javuM nathI. paraMtu e paisA kharacavA hoya tyAre pathAne vaphAdAra rahevuM nathI. pothAM jaNAve che te pramANe kharca karavo nathI. kharca te pitAnI marajI pramANe ja kare che ! have vicAra karo ke AvA "sagrahasthane tame kayA prakAramAM mUkazo ? dastAveja karI ApIne paisA le paraMtu dastAvejamAM lakhyA pramANe vyAjamuddala na bhare, te kAM te lenAro dagAbAja che athavA devALiye che ! jeo pithAne anusarIne paisA le che. paraMtu e paisA pithAne anusarIne ja kharacatA nathI teo paNa pelA khoTo dastAveja karI ApanAranI mAphaka dagAkhora che athavA devALiye che. zAsana sAthenI dagAbAjI kAMI paNa apavAda vinA paNa eTalI vAta te cokakhI ja che ke je sudhArakone Aga mAnya na hoya to temaNe Agamone AdhAre ja thaelAM TrasTanI vasulAta letA ja baMdha thavAnI jarUra che. tame eka vakhate baMne kAyadAne lAbha te nahiM ja laI zake. sAdhAraNa buddhithI vicAratAM paNa mAluma paDe che ke eka mANasa pote hiMdu tarIke rahIne hiMdu kAyadAne lAbha laI zake che athavA te te musalamAna banI jaIne musalamAna kAyadAne lAbha laI zake che, paraMtu te vAra levAmAM musalamAna-kAyadAne lAbha le ane potAnI milaktane
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________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana vAraso ApavAmAM hiMdu kAyadAne anusare e vAta kadApi banI zakatI. nathI. jema A baMne vAta zakya nathI te ja pramANe bagADane mATe paNa e baMne vAte azakya ja che. teo zAsanane mAnya evA Agamane AdhAre sthapAyelAM TrasTane mATe paisA vasula kare ane te potAnI marajI pramANe kharacI zake. bagADake zAsanane mAnya evA zAsananI kIrtirUpa, Agamane AdhAre paisA vasula kare che, te temaNe e paisAne vyaya paNa Agane AdhAre ja karavo rahyo, ane je teo e vyaya Agamene AdhAre na karavA mAgatA hoya te temaNe Agane AdhAre paisA vasula letAM paNa baMdha thavAnI ja jarUra che ane Agane AdhAre sthapAelAM TrasTanA TrasTI tarIke paNa temaNe na ja rahevuM joIe. sudhArake Ama na karIne e rIte zAsana jeDe dagAbAjI kare che ane vadhAre navAInI vAta te e che ke jANe-ajANe kahevAtA zAsana premIo bagADakAnI e badamAsIne uttejI rahyA che! zAsana premIe pharaja vicAre. zAsana premIone mATe A vastu khAsa samajavA jevI che je saMsthAonAM TrasTe thayAM che ane TrasTI tarIke paMca nimAya che te paMcamAM zAsana premIo paNa che ane bagADane paNa che. bagADake te kaI paNa bhoge e TrasTane ohiyAM karI javAne mATe kamara kasIne taiyAra thayA che. teo sabhAo bhare che, maMDaLo sthApe che, patrikAo kADhe che, peparo kADhe che, paraMtu e badhAnI pAchaLa temane je hetu rahelo che te e ke TrasTanI milakatone cAMu karI javAne che. zAsanapremIoe samajavAnI jarUra che ke TrasTane durupayoga kare e paNa jema gune che, te ja pramANe TrasTane durupayoga thavA de e. paNa gune ja che. bagADa TrasTane durupayoga karavAne gune kare che tyAre zAsanapremIo TrasTane durupayoga thavA devAne gune kare che. AvA TrasTaphaMDamAM bagADake jyAM badamAzI bharelI devadravya cATI javAnI vAte lAve che, tyAM zAsanapremIonI pharaja che ke temaNe e
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________________ yathAvAdI tathAkArI ane tathAkArI yathAvAdI bagADakAnA bahAdurIpUrvaka sAmanA karavA joIe. TrasTanA durupayoga thatA aTakAvavA joI e. ane paisA TrasTanI zarata pramANe ja vaparAya e temaNe jovu joie. tema na karatAM sudhAraka sAthe jyAre sAmaneA karavAnA samaya Ave che tyAre zAsanapremIe pAchA paDI jAya che. te sAmaneA karavAthI kaTALe che ane kahe che ke, "ame tA lANA TrasTamAMthI rAjInAmuM ApI devA mAgIe chIe. rAja rAja A mAthAphoDa ane rAja rAja A laDAlaDI e zI pIDA ? A pIDA amAre joItI nathI !" AvA zabdo khelanArA zAsanapremIoe vicAra karavAnI jarUra che ke A manevRtti vaDe teo pote TrasTanI sevA kare che ke teneA droha kare che ? durupayoga thavA devA e paNa gune TrasTI tarIke tamAne kAI paNa TrasTamAM nImavAmAM AvyA che te evA ja AzayathI nImavAmAM AvyA che ke tame vyAjabI rIte TrasTane vaphAdAra raheA, TrasTanI milakata sAcA ane tenA durupayoga na thavA do. tame TrasTanA durupayeAga nathI karatA e tamArI pharaja che ane te tame bajAvA che, paraMtu tame rAjInAmuM ApI devA taiyAra thAo che. tethI tame tamArI e pharaja bajAvI zakatA nathI, kAraNa ke tamAre TrasTane durupayoga thate aTakAvavA joie. 6 sudhArakA ! tamArA rAjInAmA mATe TAMpI ja rahyA hoya che.. tamArI hastI temane sAle che. keAI paNa TrasTamAM je teo ekalA ja sabhAsada heAta te te temaNe atyAra sudhImAM keTalAMye krUDA raphucakkara karI nAMkhyAM hata paraMtu teo evuM nathI karI zakathA, enuM kAraNu tamArI hastI ja che ane tethI tee te evu icche che ke kAre A zAsanapremIorUpI khalA ahIthI TaLe.' tame paNa jo kaTALIne TrasTAne cheDI devA ja mAgatA hai| tA jarUra mAno ke tame TrasTanA durupayeAga thavA devAnA gunA kare che, kAraNa ke tame TrasTamAMthI khasIjaI ne te TrasTane bagADavAne mArga sudhArakAne khullA karI Ape che. ema samajo ke eka gharamAM cAre pese che ane dAgInAonI
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________________ AnaMda-pravacana darzana jabarI cerI kare che. gharane eka kara jANI joIne gharanAM bAraNuM khullAM rahevA de che ane e vATe cera pesI jaze evuM jANavA chatAM te bAraNAM baMdha karatA nathI. to A cerI mATe zuM ekalA core ja gunegAra gaNaze kharA ke? kadI nahi. A corI mATe jeTalo gune pelA cirone che, teTalo ja balka tenAthI e vadhAre guno pelA nokarane ja che. dhamanI pharaja zA mATe sAle che? zAsana premIoe paNa potAnI evI ja sthiti samajI levAnI che. bagADa e TrasTane mATe dhADapADuo che ane teo TrasTo para dhADa lAvavA mAge che, evo temane irAde temaNe jAhera karI dIdhe che. A TAMkaNe zAsana premIonI pharaja che ke temaNe daDha rahIne e dhADane khALavI joIe. zAsananIo je AvAM TrasTaphaDemAMthI cAlyA jaze te tene pariNAme temaNe TrasTaphaDemAM dhADa lAvavAnAM bAraNAo khullAM rAkhyAM che e ja tene artha thavA pAmaze. AthI zAsanapremIonI pharaja che ke temaNe TrasTaphaDemAMthI cAlyA na jatAM pitAnA sthAna upara daDha rahevuM joIe ane e TrasTano zAsanavirodhamAM upayoga na thAya te mATe pUrepUrI kALajI rAkhavI joIe. zAsana premIo AvAM TrasTe sAcavatI vakhate kalaha pratye je udAsInatA batAve che, te temanI - udAsInatA kevA prakAranI che tene khuda temaNe ja vicAra karI jovAnI jarUra che. devadravyanuM rakSaNa karavuM e pratyeka zAsana premInI pahelI, chellI ane dareka vakhatanI meTAmAM merI pharaja che. e pharaja tarapha teo kaMTALo darzAve che, paraMtu bIjI tarapha kharekharA kalaDo thAya che tyAM teo zA mATe kaMTALo darzAvatA nathI? pADozInI sAthe eka veMta jamInanI takarAra thatI hoya te e tane TukaDe paNa cheDavAnI temanI taiyArI nathI. e veMtanA TukaDA mATe teo AkAzapAtALa eka karI nAMkhe che, mArAmArI thAya che temAMye kadAca pAchA nahi ja paDe! ane korTamAM kesa te jarUra mAMDe ja mAMDe ! have vicAra karo ke - gharasaMsArI bAbatenI vATAghATa te temane kajIyArUpa zA mATe nathI lAgatI? A dAvAduNI temane kajIyArUpa nathI lAgatA ane devadravyanuM
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________________ yathAvAdI tathAkArI ane tathAkArI yathAvAdI rakSaNa karavAnuM te ja vAta temane zA mATe kayArUpa lAge che? A uparathI zAsanapremIonA mAnasanI zuM parIkSA ja nathI thavA pAmatI ? vAdavivAda e kalaha nathI. vATAghATathI, vAdavivAdathI TaTa-bakheDe thAya tethI tame Dara cho teno artha evo thaI zake che ke tame e saghaLI paMcAtane tyAga karavA mAge che ane tene visarAvavA mAge che, paraMtu tamAro e dAvo sAce kyAre karI zake ke jyAre tame tamArA gharadhaMdhAnuM rAjInAmuM Apo! tamAre tamArA gharadhaMdhAnuM rAjInAmu ApavuM nathI ! dukAnanuM rAjInAmuM ApavuM nathI. ghara ane dukAna te aMtanAM DacakAM Ave che, tyAM sudhI cAlu ja rAkhavA che ! are, maraNa pachI paNa tame tamArA zarIranI vyavasthA nathI karatA paraMtu paisA-TakAnI vyavasthA te jarUra karatA ja jAo che. chokaro hoya te tene tamArI milakata sahIsalAmata. maLe evI goThavaNa kare che. badhI rIte e bAbata upara tame dhyAna Ape che paraMtu eka mAtra dhyAna nathI ApatA dhArmika bAbatamAM? - dhArmika bAbatamAM satyanI saMrakSA mATe vATAghATa thAya tene tame khaTapaTa kaho cho, TebakheDe kaho cho ane tene tyAga karavAne taiyAra thAo che e saghaLAne artha paNa e ja che ke tamAruM zAsanapremIpaNuM paNa hajI kAcuM che te kharekharuM pAkuM thayuM nathI ! taTastha rahevuM e paNa madada che. dharmAdA kAryone aMge tame satyanI sevAmAM sarva kAMI ApI. daIne UbhA rahevAnI pratijJA na kare te tamArI sevAnI kiMmata paNa zUnya barAbara ja che ! ane ene artha' e ja thAya che ke tame zAsanavirodhI kAryone sIdhI madada nathI karatA paraMtu tame ene ADakatarI madada kare ja che. I. sa. 1914nI yuropamAM je mahA jAdavAsthaLI. jAgI hatI temAM jarmanIe potAnuM sainya taiyAra karIne tene belajIyamane raste thaI phrAnsamAM laI javAne dAva goThavyA hatA. belajIyamane raste jamanInuM sainya je jaI zakayuM heta te kadAca saMbhava che ke teNe phAMsane toDI nAMkhyuM heta ane briTana upara paNa kadAcita tenI nahi.
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________________ -94 AnaMda pravacana darzana dhArelI evI ja asara thAta ! jarmanI je samaye lazkara laIne AvyuM, te samaye belajIyame tene ema kahyuM hatuM ke "bhale, tAre mArA rAjyamAMthI javuM hoya te jA, huM vacce ADo na AvuM!" te belajIyamanI A rItabhAtathI teNe jarmanIne madada karI hatI, ema ja lekhAvA pAmata, ane laDAI je ATalAM badhAM varSo laMbAI hatI, te na laMbAtAM tene pahele ja varSe nikAla AvI jAta ! pUjAnI ja hiMsAne virodha kema? belajIyame jarmanIne aTakAvyuM na hota te teNe jarmanIne madada karelI ja lekhAta. e ja pramANe zAsana premIo paNa je sudhArakone temanA adhama mArgamAM AgaLa vadhatAM na aTakAve, temanA mArgamAM aDacaNa UbhI nA kare ane devadravyane durupayoga karavAnuM je kArya teo laI beThA che tene toDI pADavAno pUrepUro prayatna na kare ane TrasTaphaDemAMthI rAjInAmAM ApI de athavA te taTastha rahe; te tene artha e ja che ke teo paNa devadravyanA vinAzanuM kAma kare che ! pachI temanI ane sudhAranI vacce mAtra eTalo ja phera rahe che ke sudhArake cekhece devadravyane vinAza kare che, jyAre zAsanapremIo ADakatarI rIte devadravyano nAza kare che. tamArA ghara upara ja luMTArAe humale laI Ave te tame tene sAmane kare ke nahi? karo. vAru, te samaye te tame jarUra sAme thAo paNa A dharmanA khAtA upara dhADa Ave che tyAM tamAre hAtha joDIne cUpa rahevuM che !! mUrtipUjA vidhI sAdhuone paNa potAnA khAvApIvAmAM, pitAnI kIti vadhAravAmAM, pitAnI mahattA gAvAmAM, potAnI zreSThatA darzAvavAmAM hiMsA thAya che tenI jarAya pIDA nathI, tenI temane lezamAtra paNa darakAra nathI. paraMtu bhagavAnanI pUjA karatAM hiMsA thAya che ema kahIne e hiMsAne teo khALavA, TALavA mAge che. have ApaNe cAlu vAtamAM AvIe. baMnenA mArge judA che dIkSAnA pracaMDa varaDA nIkaLe, mAMDavInI moTI dhamAla thaI
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________________ yathAvAdI tathAkArI ane tathAkArI yathAvAdI 95 rahe, sAmaiyAmAM dhUma mace e--badhAmAM hiMsA thAya tenA vAMdhA nathI. e badhAmAMthI koI paNa vastunA teo hiMsAne bahAne niSedha karatA nathI, paraMtu eka mAtra bhagavAnanI pUjAmAM hiMsA thAya che ema kahIne tene tenA niSedha karavA che! zrAvaka zrI jinabiMbanI pUjA kare che ane sAdhue jinabiMbanI pUjA nathI karatA. have jo jinabi MbapUjA karavAmAM ja lAbha che ane te lAbha meLavavA ja zrAvakA pUjA kare che teA pachI e ja lAbha meLavavA sAdhue paNa zA mATe pUjA nathI karatA? AvA prazna karanArane pUchI laIe ke zrAvaka paDate varasAde vyAkhyAna zravaNa karavA Ave che tene e vyAkhyAnazravaNanuM puNya kahyuM che teA pachI tamArA sAdhue paNa zA mATe paDatA varasAdamAM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AvI e puNyApAna nathI karatA ? A saghaLA uparathI kharI rIte te eka ja anumAna nIkaLe che ke zrAvaka ane sAdhu e baMnenA rastA judA ja che. paDatA varasAdamAM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA sAdhu Ave teA tene geralAbha che. arthAt ke sAdhu ane zrAvaka baMnenA dharmanA rastA eka ja hAI zake nahi. zrImAn mahAvIra bhagavAnanuM parama pratApI jainazAsana kahe che ke sAdhu ane zrAvaka e baMnenI bhUmikA judI che. ayeAgya upadeza zrAvaka, zramaNane snigdha AhAra vaheArAve che tenuM zrAvakane zuM phaLa maLe che te vicArA. zrAvakane tenu e phaLa maLe che ke alpapApI thAya che ane bahunirA thAya che. zrAvaka, zramaNane sacitta evA AhAra vaheArAve che teA paNa tenu' phaLa e zrAvakane mATe ghaNI nirA che. zrAvaka, zramaNane betALIza doSavALu anna vaheArAve te paNa tene ghaNI nirA ane alpapApa ja tenu phaLa che; paraMtu mUrti virAdhIonI dRSTie paNa eka sAdhu nadInA vahetA pANImAMthI leATA pANI bharI te bIjA sAdhune vaheArAve te tenu phaLa e sAdhune mATe tA pApa, pApa ane pApa ja che. zrAvake sa sAvadhanA tyAganI pratijJA nathI karI, tevA zrAvaka vaheArAve tA te kArya thI tene pApa nathI ja; paraMtu
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________________ 96 AnaMda pravacana darzana UlaTI karmIne rA che. paraMtu pratijJAvALA sAdhu jo ema kare te temAM tene pApa che tene kanirjarA nathI ja. dIkSAnA utsava thAya, jaMgI varagheADA nIkaLe ane temAM sAdhu DhAla TIpatA doDAdoDI kare te amUrti pUjako ene pApa mAnaze ke nirjarA mAnaze ? e DhAla TIpIne te teo paNa nirjarA nathI ja mAnatA. azaktonA mAga uparanA saghaLA praznonA uttaro taddana saraLa ane buddhipUrvakanA che. dhAro ke eka mANasa taLeTIthI dAdAnA darabAramAM javA nIkaLe che. A mANasa pUratI zaktivALA che, baLavAna che, cAlavAmAM ekko U ane tethI te eke jhapATe taLeTIthI dAdAnA darabAramAM pahecI gaye che. tenA bIjA mitro taLeTIe hAya, tee cAlavAmAM enA jevA ekkA nathI ane baLavAna paNa nathI. A mANusAne pelA upara paheAMcI janArA ema kahe ke "bhAI! huM te eka jhapATe siddhiira caDhI gayeA chuM, paraMtu tArAthI jo eke jhapATe upara na paheAMcI zakAya te rastAmAM tu visAme leje,thAka khAje ane pachI kalAka be kalAke Avaze." pele mANasa pAte eka jhapATe upara jAya che tyAre pAchaLanA mitrAne visAmA khAine pAchaLathI AvavA kahe che, zuM A uparathI kadI paNa ema kahI zakAze kharuM ke e mANasa eka vAta bole che ane khIjI vAta kare che? mULa vAta tA e ja che ke eke pATe ane vagara visAme upara paheAMcavA bAbatanI azakti hoya tene mATe evI sagavaDa karI ApI ke teNe eke jhapATe upara na paDeoMcatAM vacce visAme levA ane visa me khAI ne dAdAnA darabAramAM paDe. catu visAmA khAIne paheAMcavAnA ja jo pratibaMdha hoya tA tA pAraNAma e ja Ave ke azakta mANasa khApaDI dAdAnA darabAramAM paheAMcavAnA ja vicAra na kare ! kathanI ane karaNI judI nathI. jema sazakta mANasane mATenA e mAga che ke teNe eke jhapATe nizcita sthAne paheAMcI javu' ane azakta mATenA e mAga che ke teNe visAmA laIne te sthAne javu, te ja sthiti ahIM paNu samajavAnI
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________________ 97. , , , , , , , , , , , yathAvAdI tathAkArI ane tathAkArI yathAvAdI che. jeo svayajJAnI che, pavitra saMskAravALA che, nizcaya svarUpavALA che, teo te tIrthakaronI peThe gacchavAsamAM na rahe, vinaya vaiyAvacca, na kare, gurukuLavAsa na kare to paNa teo pitAne beDo pAra karI zake che, paraMtu jenAmAM ATalI zakti nathI, je evA svaryAnI nathI, pavitra saMskAravALA ane nizcaya svarUpavALA paNa nathI, teone mATe e mArga che ke gurukuLavAsamAM rahevuM, vinaya kare, vaiyAvacca karavI, ane e rIte karma khapAvIne beDe pAra kara. Ama kahevAmAM kathanI ane karaNI judI che ema kahI zakAtuM ja nathI. bhagavAn tIrthaMkara deva pite sava guNamaMDita che ane sarvazakitasaMpanna che, eTale temaNe evA zakitazIlanuM kartavya kahyuM paNa kharuM ane te karI batAvyuM paNa kharuM, paraMtu je evA zakitazIlA tathA tevA saMpUrNa jJAnI na hoya tevAone mATe teozrIe temane lAyaka e bIjo upAya darzAvya, AthI temanA kathana ane vartanamAM bhinnatA hatI, evuM kadI paNa kahI zakAtuM ja nathI ane tethI "yathAvAdI, tathAkArI" emAM kazo phera paDato ja nathI. AthI ja je tatva, je dharma ane je zAsana che, te ApaNe zrImAnuM jinezvara denA bharose ja ane temanA kathana pramANe ja mAnya rAkhIe chIe tene anyathA mAnatA nathI. kathAela te ja tava ane dharma zrImAna jinezvara bhagavAna dharmane dharma tarIke na kahe te zuM dharma, adhama banI jAya che ? athavA te zuM zrImAna jinezvaradevo. adharmane dharma tarIke kahe tethI adhama dharma banI jAya che ? zrImAna jinezvaradevanA kahevAthI zuM atattva ane azAsana te tatvarUpa ane zAsanarUpa banI jAya che ? nahIM ja. AthI kAMIpaNa zaMkA vinA e vAta kabUla rAkhavI ja paDaze ke sAdhu ane zrAvaka e baMnenA mArgo eka ja sarakhA nathI paNa te bhinnabhinna ane judA judA ja che. A uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke sAdhu zrI jinabiMba pUjA nathI karatA, te AdhAre zrAvakane paNa ema kahevuM ke, "bhalA, bhagavAnanI
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________________ 98 AnaMda pravacana darzana pratimA pUjavAmAM tA hiMsA thAya che, mATe e kArya nA tyAga kara e vastu savathA viparIta ja che. ~ baMnenI bhUmikA judI che. sAdhu ane zrAvaka e baMnenI bhUmikA judI ja che. A jIkA paNAnA khUbakhUba vicAra karavAnA che. sAdhunI pratijJA che ke teNe sarvIsAvadyane tyAga karyA che. sAdhue sarvAMsAvadyane tyAga karyAM hovAthI te gRhasthanI vaiyAvacca karI zakatA ja nathI. zAstra saMbaMdhInA niNa ya ApatAM spaSTapaNe jaNAve che ke niddIno vaidmAvattiya" A zabdo je sthaLe kahevAmAM AvyA che te sthaLanA prasaMga gRhasthane gRhasthanA aMgenA nathI. jo ahInA prasaMga gRhasthAne gRhasthAnA aMgenA ja hAta tA niDhIno vejJakriya" AvA zabdaprayoga na karavAmAM AvatAM ekalA vaibhAvattiya' AvA ja zabdaprayAga ahIM karavAmAM AbhyA hAta, paraMtu ahI tA spaSTa rIte biTTIno vemAriya'' AvA zabda mUkayA che. 6 e uparathI sAbita thAya che ke sAdhu ane zrAvakanA prasaMgane anusarIne ja A zabdaprayAga che ane tethI ja ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che ke sAdhue gRhasthanI vaiyAvacca na karavI e ja katavya che. have bimAra sAdhune mATe bhagavAn zrI tIrthaMkaradeva zu kahe che te vicAro. bhagavAn ahIM tA spaSTa zabdomAM ema jaNAve che ke je bimAra sAdhunI sevA kare che te ja mane mAnanArA che ane je khimAra sAdhunI sevA nathI karatA te mane mAnanArA ja nathI ! kathanI ane karaNImAM phera che ke ? ahIM bimAra' zabdathI gRhastha bimAra levAnA nathI arthAt bimAra zabdanA artha gRhastha bimAra' evA karavAnA nathI, para`tu ahI 'bimAra' sAdhu evA ja atha levA Tita che. bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkara deva kahe che ke je bimAranI sevA kare che te ja mane mAnanArA che ema samajI levu. enA atha evA che ke je tItha kara bhagavAnAne mAne che te bimAra sAdhunI sevA kare ja che. bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkaradeva
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________________ yathAvAdI tathAkArI ane tathAkArI yathAvAdI kahe che ke je mane mAne che, te bimAra sAdhunI vaiyAvacca jarUra kare ja che. tyAre have vicArI juo ke bhagavAne pote AvA zabdo kahyA che te temaNe pote keTalA bimAra sAdhuonI vaiyAvacca karI che? bhagavAne pote eka paNa bimAra sAdhunI vaiyAvacca nathI ja karI to pachI tIrthakara bhagavAnanI kathanI ane karaNI eka che e vastu kyAM rahI ? zrImAn tIrthakarAe guru pAsethI dIkSA nathI lIdhI. temaNe gurukuLavAsa paNa nathI karyo. kadApi vRddhonI vaiyAvacce paNa nathI ja karI pachI temanI kathanI ane karaNa eka che e niyama kyAM rahyo ? zuM "yathAvAdI tathAkArI" e niyama ahIM uDI jAya che ke ? je bhagavAna je kare che te ja kahe che ane je kahe che te ja kare che. te pachI temaNe je kAme upara darzAvelAM jaNuM vyAM che te temaNe kayAM kayAM karyA che ? je temaNe nathI karyA to temaNe te zA mATe kahyAM che? ane je temaNe karyA vinA ja kahyAM che, to "yathAvAdI tathAkArI" e sUtra ahIM UDI jAya che ke TakI rahe che? atatvane ane azAsanane zrI jinezvara bhagavAna tasvarUpa ane zAsanarUpa kahe, tethI atattva ane azAsana tatva ane zAsana banI jAya che? nahi ja !kadI ja nahi !! je dharma che, je tatva che, te zrImAna jinezvara bhagavAne kahe ke na kahe, tathApi te dharma che ja. je adharma che te zrI jinezvara bhagavAne kahe ke na kahe to paNa te adharma che. AvI sthiti hoya chatAM bhagavAna zrI jinezvara deva je kahe te ja tava ane te ja dharma-ema ApaNe zA mATe mAnIe chIe? kAraNa eka ja che ke aNasamajune sonA upara cArTara beMkanI chApa jevI ja paDe che. cArTara beMka chApa mArI Ape che tene artha eTalo ke te cakakhuM ja senuM che eTale ke jenA upara chApa che tene vAMdho nathI ja. chApa che e senuM ja che, te ja pramANe je dharma ane tatva upara zrImAna jinezvara bhagavAnanI chApa paDelI ja che te tatva saghaLuM ane tatvarUpa che ja, temAM adhama ke atatva hovAnI dhAstI ja nathI, ahIM ubhaya nirNaya kAme lagADe ja rahyo.
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________________ 300 AnaMda pravacana darzana tamArI zakti nathI tIrthakara bhagavAne e je kahela che, te ja dharma ane tatva che, ane je dharma ane tatva che te ja tIrthakara bhagavAne kahela che, e aTaLa nirNaya ahIM levAnuM che tethI je "vinAnatta tatta, gho vinAno ane varI vino e traNe vastune AdhAra ahIM levAne che. kevaLI mahArAjAnuM vacana adharmane dharma banAvatuM nathI. ane teo dharmane adharma kahe tethI dharma adharma thaI jatuM nathI, paraMtu ApaNe baMne bAjuthI temane niyama eTalA mATe mAnya rAkhIe. chIe ke ApaNuM potAnAmAM jJAna nathI. dharma, tattva ane zAsana to je che te ja che, paraMtu ene pArakhI levAnI ApaNumAM tAkAta nathI. eTalA ja mATe ApaNe bhagavAnanAM vacanane ja pramANa mAnavAnAM che. jeo senuM oLakhI zake che, jeNe senAnI parIkSA karavAnI zakti meLavI che, te pite sonuM kharIdavA mATe cArTara beMkanI chApa na jue to paNa cAlI zake. paraMtu je ajJAna che ke jene senAnI parIkSA nathI, tene to kadI na letAM cArTara beMkanI chApa che ke nahi e ja jovAnuM rahyuM. ApaNane kevaLajJAna, mana paryAvajJAna, avadhijJAna, caudapUrva ItyAdi thayAM nathI, tyAM sudhI svataMtra rIte dharma, tatva ane zAsanane pArakhavAnI lAyakAta ja ApaNAmAM nathI. ApaNAmAM e lAyakAta nathI tethI ja ApaNane kevaLI je kAMI kahe che, te ja e bAbatamAM mAnavAnuM rahyuM che. je ApaNAmAM svataMtrapaNe dharmavastu, tatva vastu ane zAsana vastu pArakhavAnI lAyakAta nathI to pachI ApaNe e vastuo levI kaI rItie ane kaye hisAbe ? senuM pArakhavAnI tAkAta nathI ja eTale sauthI sAro upAya tarIke ApaNe beMkanI chApa joIe chIe, te ja pramANe dharmatatva pArakhavAnI tAkAta ApaNAmAM nathI te tene ja aMge ApaNe zrImAnuM tIrthakara devenuM kathana joIne, teo je kAMI kahe tene ubhaya prakAre uparane niyama lAgu pADIne, ene ja dharma mAnavAne che.
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________________ yathAvAdI tathAkArI ane tathAkArI yathAvAdI 101 A baMne pakSane nirNaya jyAM mAtra eka ja pakSane nirNaya che, tevA prasaMgamAM chApa joIne tame tene kharIdI le che, te ahIM to be prakArano nizcaya che pachI temAM zaMkA ja kayAM rAkhavAnI hoya ? ubhaya pakSe nirNaya ahIM karavAnuM che ane e ja rIte ahIM dharma, tatva ane zAsana kahevAya che. jenA upara janatatvanI chApa haya, te ja e tattvAdi sAcAM che ane je tenA upara jainatvanI chApa na hoya to e dharma, tatva ke zAsana kAMI paNa sAcAM mAnavAnAM ja nathI. jayAM eka ja pakSe niyama che tyAM e vAta mAnavAnI che ke "A cekabuM che. paraMtu "A ja cekanuM che ane enA sivAyanuM bIjuM je kAMI hoya te cikakhuM nathI" e niyama nathI. jainazAsanamAM to ubhaya prakArano niyama ja kAma lAge che ke zrImAnuM jinezvara bhagavAne kaheluM che, te ja dharma che ane je kAMI dharmatatvAdi che te saghaLuM zrI jinezvarabhagavAne kaheluM ja che, ane tethI ja "kinArA tatta" e vacanonI ahIM sArthaktA ane saMpUrNa AvazyakatA che. zuddhino mArga zodho. jainazAsananA samyagdarzana, samyajJAna ane samyacaritra upara jainatvanI chApa paDelI ja che, paraMtu ApaNe parIkSA vinA ja ApaNuM mAlane zuddha karavAne mATe derAIe chIe, ane tethI ja ApaNuM AtmAnI mAlikIne je dharma che, tene sadupayegAdi ApaNe samajI zakayA nathI. je ApaNe sadupayoga karavAne ja samajI zakyA nathI, te pachI sadupayoga karavAnuM ane durupayoga rokavAno mArga te ApaNe kayAMthI ja samajI zakIe? cArTara beMka navuM sonuM banAvI ApatI nathI, tenA gharamAM keI e saMce nathI ke jenA vaDe te navuM senuM taiyAra karI zake, tyAre vicAra karo ke cArTara beMka zuM kare che? ane senuM kayAMthI lAve che? senuM te khANamAMthI nIkaLe che, tene ja upayoga beMka paNa kare che, paraMtu phera eTalo ja che ke khANamAMthI nIkaLelA senAne te zuddha kare che ane pachI tenA upara pitAnI chApa mAre che.
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________________ 102 - AnaMda pravacana darzana jagatamAM, jema senAnI khANamAM senuM taiyAra che, paraMtu tene bahAra kADhIne zodhavAnI ja vAra che, te ja pramANe ApaNe tyAM paNa senuM taiyAra ja che. mAtra tene khANamAMthI kADhayA pachI zuddha karavAnI ja jarUra che. e zuddha karavAnI rItane vicAra kare. bhagavAna tIrthaMkara devoe saMpUrNa jJAna, darzana ane cAritra meLavyAM hatAM ane teo vItarAga banyA hatA ema ApaNe vAraMvAra kahIe chIe paraMtu teo kevI rIte saMpUNa jJAna meLavI zakyA ? ane kevI rIte vItarAgapaNuM meLavI lIdhuM ? tene vicAra karo. ApaNe sAmAyika karavAnI, pUjA-pauSadha karavAnI, prabhAvanA karavAnI Teka laIe chIe, paraMtu jarA sarakhI paNa aDacaNa Ave che eTale ApaNe e pratijJAmAMthI calita banI jaIe chIe. nAhyA teTaluM puNya na mAnatAbIjA darzane mAM ane ApaNA dezamAM eka mahattvane taphAvata che. A taphAvata zuM che te dhyAnamAM leje. A taphAvata bahu ja sUkama. che, paraMtu te vicAravA jevo che. bIjA darzanIo turata kahI deze ke bhAI, nAhyA teTaluM puNya, karyo teTalo dharma !' jainazAsanane te A vAta jarAya mAnya nathI. jainazAsana te spaSTa rIte kahe che ke nAhyA teTaluM puNya ke karyo eTale ja dharma nathI, paraMtu jeTaluM nathI karyuM teTale adharma che, na nAhyA teTaluM pApa." bIjA zAsanamAM jeTale. karIe eTale dharma che, tyAM thAya teTaluM karavAne kAyado che. ahIM jaina darzanamAM thAya teTaluM karavAne kAyado nathI. ahIM te pUrepUruM karavAne kAyado che. ja ApaNe AtmAne kevA svarUpane mAnIe chIe tene vicAra karaje. AtmAne ApaNe sAmAnya mAnatA nathI. tene ApaNe pUrNa, zuddha, sarvajJa, vItarAga rUpa mAnIe chIe. je tene e mAnyA pachI
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________________ yathAvAdI tathAkArI ane tathAkArI yathAvAdI - 103 paNa tene e guNonI tene prApti karAvI ApavAne ApaNe prayatna na hoya te ApaNuM prayatnamAM jeTalI nyUnatA hoya, teTalI ja ApaNuM mahAbhayaMkara khAmI ja che. "karyo eTale dharma e siddhAMta te dekhIte ane haDahaDate ja jA Dro che. dhAro ke tamee keIne rUpIA pacAsa hajAra dhIryA che. A pacAsa hajAramAMthI tamane phakta 10 hajAra pAchA maLyA ane te dhaNIe devALuM kADhayuM te zuM A saMgamAM tame A daza hajArane "daza hajAra kamAyA" ema gaNe che? tame e rUpiyA jamA karIne bAkInA rUpiyAnI bAkI kADhe che ke A daza hajAra maLyA, te vaTAva ma gaNI vaTAva khAte jamA kare che? je mANasane nAme tame AkhI rakama udhArI heya te ja mANasane nAme tame paisA jamA karo cho ane pachI tene nAme bAkInA paisAnI bAkI kADhe che ane e bAkI kADhIne enuM khAtuM AgaLa kheMce che, ane 40 hajAra bAkI rahyA ema haMmezAM yAda rAkhe che. ahIM paNa bAkI kheMcae ja pramANe ApaNe ahIM paNa vartavAnuM che. jeo AtmAne jaDa, jJAnahIna ane dravyajJAnarUpa mAnatA hoya, temane mATe e hisAba cAlI zake che ke jeTaluM maLyuM teTalo lAbha. jeNe kAMI rakama dhIrI ja nathI, tene daza hajAra maLI Ave te e ene na gaNAya; paraMtu jeNe lAkho dhIya hoya ane daza hajAra ja te pAchA meLave, teNe te daza hajAra rUpiyA napho meLavyuM che evuM gaNI zakAtuM nathI. te ja pramANe jeNe AtmAne sarvajJa nathI mA, teo "jeTaluM jJAna thAya eTale lAbha' evuM gaNIne, te pramANe saMtoSa mAnI zake che. paraMtu jemaNe AtmAne sarvajJa mAnya che, temaNe to sarvajJapaNuM meLavavAmAM eka ratimAtra bAkI rahI hoya, tyAM sudhI paNa asaMtoSa ja mAnavAne che ane bAkI ja kheMcavAnI che. jema vyavahAramAM AvelI rakama jamA karIne bAkInAnI bAkI
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________________ 104 AnaMda pravacana daIna khecA che, te ja pramANe ahI paNa je meLavyuM hAya tenu smaraNa rAkhI, bAkI rahelA mATe tamAre satat ane ekadhAreA prayatna karavAnA che. tame je guNA nathI meLavI zakayA tenI bAkI kADhIne AgaLa nathI kheMcatA, tenu kAraNa e che ke tame hajI tamArA lakSyanI pAchaLa paDayA nathI ane lakSya tarapha tamAru joIe teTaluM dhyAna kheMcAyuM ja nathI. eka rakama paNa kheATI na cAle AtmA saghaLA guNaiAthI yukta che, te pUrNajJAnarUpa che, ane vItarAga svarUpa che, e vAta hajI tamArA jANavAmAM AvI nathI. ane e vAta jo tamArA jANavAmAM AvI hoya to e vAtane tame kharAkhara pacAvI zakayA nathI. jo tame e vAtane tamArA hRdayamAM tamArA lohInA aNue aNumAM pacAvI zakayA heAta to jarUra tame eka ja kalAka viratipaNAmAM gALA che ane trevIsa kalAka aviratapaNAmAM gALA che tene tamAne vicAra AvyA hAta. tame eka kalAka viratipaNAmAM gALA che, ane bAkInA trevIsa kalAka aviratipaNuAmAM gALA che, tame trevIsa kalAka aviratipaNAmAM zA mATe rahyA enA tameAne kadI vicAra sarakhA paNa AvatA nathI. eka bAju tamArA eka kalAka che, tyAre khIjI bAju tamArA trevIsa kalAka che. have kayu pAsa' vadhI jAya che tenA vicAra karo. tame cApaDAmAM 99 rakamA kharI lakhI che ane sAmI eka 2kama khATI lakhI mArI che. jo tamAre A cApaDA kemAM rajI thAya ane tamAru' peAkaLa phUTI jAya to tamArI 99 rakama sAcI che, tene mATe tamAne InAma nathI maLavAnu, paraMtu eka rakama kheATI lakhI hAya to te mATe tamAne daMDa ja thavAnA che. zAhukAranA cApaDA to te ja che ke jemAM eka paNa rakamanA saMbaMdhamAM gAlamAla hAtI nathI. jo eka paNa rakamanA sabaMdhamAM gAlamAla hAya, tA samajI lejo ke e zAhukAranA cApaDA nathI. te khoTA copaDA che ane tethI e copaDA khInazAhukArI che.
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________________ 105 yathAvAdI tathAkArI ane tathAkArI yathAvAdI na thayuM eTaluM pApa samaje. jema zAhukAranA copaDAmAM eka paNa khoTI rakama zobhatI nathI. tenA AkhA copaDAmAM eka paNa rakama beTI hoya to te tene kalaMka rUpa che. te ja pramANe tamArA AtmAnA vyavahAramAM je eka paNa kArya saMsArane poSavA rUpa hoya tyAM sudhI AtmAne paNa te zobhAspada nathI ja. "nAhyA eTaluM puNya ane karyo eTale dharma" e zabdo jenazAsanamAM sAcA nathI, mATe ahIM e zabdone gokhI na rAkhe. ahIM to je tamAre kAMI paNa gekhI rAkhavuM hoya to e gekhI rAkho ke "na karyo eTale adharma." AtmAne vitarAga svarUpa mAnyA, pachI tame jyAM sudhI e vItarAgapaNuM nathI meLavyuM tyAM sudhI tamAre tamArA copaDAmAM bAkI ja kADhavAnI che ane e bAkI kADhIne e bAkI vasula karavAnI pAchaLa tamAre maMDyA rahevAnuM che. jo tame e rIte maMDayA na rahe to e tamArI moTAmAM moTI khAmI samajI levAnI che. vIsa vasA tamAre pUrepUrA meLavavAnA che. vItarAgapaNanI prApti mATe e vIsa vasA meLavavAnA che. jyAM sudhI tamo e vIsa vasAnI dayA nathI meLavI zakyA, tyAMsudhI tamane jaMpa na hai joIe. tame hajI to pAzerAmAM pahelI pUNI nA che, tamAre haju savA vaso ja thayo che ane 18 vasA tamArA bAkI ja che. e bAkI rahelA vasAnI bAkI kheMcIne, tamAre e bAkI bharapAI karavAne mATe mathavAnuM che. AraMbha, parigraha viSaya kaSAya, ItyAdi AtmAne DUbADI rahyA che. e tamAre haMmezAM vicAravAnuM che. je pote pitAnA khAtAmAM pitAne nAme rahelI A bAkI samajI zake che, te AtmA pitAne adhama samaje emAM kAMI paNa navAInathI. tamArI pharaja che ke tamAre je nathI thayuM te paNa pApa che. e vicArane sadA sarvadA manamAM gekhI rAkhavo joIe. ane tamArI bAkI
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________________ 106 - AnaMda pravacana darzana bharI kADhI sarvajJApaNuM vItarAgapaNe meLavavAmAM satata prayatna karI joIe. evA satata prayatnanI zarUAta e ja sAcI jiMdagInI zarUAta che. []* al noMdha :-A vyAkhyAnane mukhya viSaya "yathAvAdI tathAkArI che, chatAM temAM avAMtara 1 pUjAmAM hiMsA thatI hovAthI pUjA karavI ke na karavAnI carcA 2 devadravyane upaga 3 zAsanapremI TrasTIonI pharaja 4 nittapanAM tattanuM rahasya 5 "nAhyA teTaluM puNya na mAnatAM, badhuM karavAnuM rAkhe vagere viSe spaSTa karavAmAM AvyA che. * anAdi kALathI bhavyajIvone sparzanAdi IdriyathI thayelA sukhanuM jJAna che, paNa ka9pI na zakAya tevuM AtmasvarUpa te tame bhavyane haMmezAM kaho che. * leke saMsAramAM janma-jarA-maraNathI thatA duHkhane kema jatA nathI ? ke je teo, tenAthI udvignatAne dhAraNa karatA nathI. * "jagatane saMsArasamudrathI uddhAra karyuM AvuM pahelAM nizcita karIne jina nAmakarma bAMdhyuM. te jinanAmanA prabhAvathI devendrothI pUjya tame thayA paNa mAre uddhAra karyo nahi. saMsAranuM mULa karmo che ane karmonI utpatti mehathI che. mehanuM mULa saMga che. ema jANavA chatAM saMgavALA bIjAo karmone nAza karavA samartha che? ' arthAt nathI.
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________________ The 7 7 sukha du:kha samIkSA ---- ////////////MM** [dharma e AtmAnI svataMtra cIja hovA chatAM tene AtmAne svataMtrapaNe upayoga karavAnA adhikAra jainazAsana ApatuM nathI. meAharAjAe jIvAtmAnI AgaLa baraphI rUpI kaSAyA ane dharma rUpI seAnAnI vIMTI banne mUkI dIdhAM che. bALaka baraphIne pakaDe che. samajI seAnAnI vIMTIne pakaDe che, tema ajJAnI jIva khAvApIvAnA sukha ane kaSAyArUpa baraphIne pakaDe che ane sAmAyika, pratikramaNurUpa dharma rUpI vATIne pAchI dhakele che. dharmathI sukha ane adharmathI du:kha thAya che, te jANyA chatAM duHkha vakhate dharmane visarIe tA ApaNe bALaka jevA ja gaNAIe. duniyAdArI jALavavI ane dharmakriyAo paNa karavI te paheluM pagathAra, dharma e ja tattva che khIjuM mithyA che, e khIjuM pagathAra, trIje pagathAre saMsArane julama maTayA eTale siddhi, tenI samaja. have tame kaye pagathAre che te vicAre, Aja! A saMsAra bhAMgelI hastizALA jevA che, samakitI jIvAe duniyAnA sukha te sukha che te bhUlI javuM paNa tapa, tyAga pariSarUpa duHkhate sukha samajavuM.] ... (1) dharmanA mAlika kANuM ? ajJAnI AtmAne peAtAnA kabajAnI vastunA svataMtrapaNe upayoga karavAnI sattA maLatI nathI. keAI vastu peAtAnI mAlikInI hoya chatAM tenA sadRyAga, durupayeAga kayA kayA pariNAmAne nipajAve che te vAta jo tenA mAlikanA khyAlamAM na hoya teA e vastunA mAlikane te vastunA svataMtrapaNe upayAga karavAnA adhikAra nathI. have dhAro ke kadAca peAtAnI vastunA sadupayeAga ke durapayAgathI zAM zAM piraNAmA nIpaje che e khyAlamAM hAya, paraMtu e khyAlamAM hovA chatAM durupayogane -----------
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________________ 108 AnaMda pravacana na nAza kema karavA ane anupayogane aTakAva kevI rIte karavA e saMbaMdhI jenAmAM akkala na hoya tene paNa tenI peAtAnI mAlikInI vastunA svataMtrapaNe vahIvaTa karavAnI sattA nathI. e ja rIte dhama e paNa AtmAnI potAnI cIja hovA chatAM tenA svataMtrapaNe upayAga karavAnA adhikAra jainazAsana kAIne paNa ApI detuM nathI. jagatamAM sarvAMthI zreSTha, sarvAMthI mATeA, sathI mahAn bhavAbhavanA sAthI, cAvat sukha denArA, AtmAnA samagra svarUpane darzAvanArA ane tene pragaTa karanArA dhama che ane e dhama te AtmAnI peAtAnI mAlikInI cIja che. aMtarAya eTale zu ? dhama e pArakI cIja nathI ja. jo dhama e pArakI cIja heAta tA tA e dharmane levAnA vicAra karavA e paNu aMtarAya ja gaNAvA pAmata. pArakI cIja laI levI te ja a'tarAya che--ema mAnaze nahi. pArakI cIja levAnA vicAra karavA te pazu aMtarAya che. tame pArakI cIja levAnA vicAra karo, pachI te cIja tameAne maLe ke na maLe, te eka jUdo prazna che, para`tu pArakI cIja levAnA tame vicAra sarakhA paNa karyo eTale aMtarAyanA bhAgIdAra banI ja gayA ! jo dharma e paNa pArakI cIja hAta, tA tA dharmArAdhananA tamA| vicAra paNa tamAne tAravAne badale pAchaLathI tamArA TAMTIyA ja pakaDI rAkhata ane tamAne eka DagaluM paNa AgaLa vadhavA ja na deta ! AthI spaSTa thAya che ke dhama e AtmAnI peAtAnI ja cIja che. ahI' tamAre eka vAta khAsa yAda rAkhavAnI che ke tamArI peAtAnI vastu paNa jo tamArA peAtAnA kabajAmAM hAya tA ja te tamAne levA mATe saraLa paDe che. jo tamArI cIja pArakAnA kabajAmAM heAya tA te levAnI paNa muzkelI ja paDe che. dhArA ke tame eka senAnA dAgInA gIro mUkayA che. A dAgInA tamArA che, emAM jarA paNa saMdeha nathI. have tame e dAgInA cheDAvavA
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________________ sukha duHkha samIkSA 109 jAo che; vyAja ane muddala ane sAthe laine jAme che, zAhukArane paisA tame pUrepUrA bharI devA mAgeA che. cIja tamArI peAtAnI che, mAlika tame pote cheA, paratu dhArA ke tame gayA te vakhate zAhukAra ghera ja na heAya. kadAca zAhukAre tamArI cIja kayA bhaMDAriyAmAM mUkI che te tame jANatA haiA, bhaMDAriyu. khUllu hAya ane temAM tamArI cIja sivAya trIjI cIja na heAya, tApaNu zuM tamArAthI bhaMDAriyAmAM vyAjamuddalanA paisA mUkI daine te cIja laI levAze kharI ke ? dhAro ke tame vyAjamuddala karatAMe pAMca rUpIA vadhAre sAthe laI gayA che ane tame pAMca rUpIA vadhAre ApI devA mAgeA che, tA paNa zu tamArI magadura che ke tame zAhukArane kahyA vinA ane tenA ApyA vinA tamArI peAtAnI cIja paNa lai zake ? nahi ja. arthAt tamArI mAlikInI cIja hAya tA paNa jo te cIja pArakAnA kabajAmAM ja hAya tA te cheADAvavAnuM tamAne muzkela paDe che. have dharma e vastune viSe gIrave mUkAelI cIja jevA prasa`ga nathI. dharma tA AtmAnI peAtAnI mAlikInI ja cIja che ane vaLI te AtmAnA ja kabajA ane bhAgavaTAmAM paNa che ja. ahIM mAtra vAta eTalI che ke dhanA keve prakAre sadupayeAga karavA te vAta ApaNA dhyAnamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gaI che, ane tethI ja ApaNe dharma pALavAnA saMbaMdhamAM zrI jinezvara bhagavAnAnA jainazAsananuM avalaMbana levAnI jarUra paDe che. tame eka rakAbImAM eka baraphInA kaTakA mUkA ane bIjI rakAkhImAM eka sAnAnI vIMTI mUkeA. pachI tame A baMne rakAbI eka bALakanI sAme mUke ane tene kaheA ke bhAI, tAre je rakAkhI joie te laI le, chekarA upara tame keAI jAtanA aMkuza na mUkazeA. tame enA para keAI paNa jAtanA pratiba Mdha na mUkaze| ane pachI tame cheAkarAne pasaMdagI karavAnuM kAma sAMpI deze. tA e cheAkarI jarUra pelI kharaphInI thALIne ja pasaM karaze. pAyArUpI baraphInA mAha khALaka ajJAna che. mAlamilakata eTale zuM che te bALaka samajatuM
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________________ 110 - AnaMda pravacana darzana nathI. AthI ja te bALaka hAthamAM AvelI vIMTIne jatI kare che ane baraphIne pakaDI le che. viTIthI te baraphanA hajAra kaTakA AvI zakaze tene e bALakane khyAla nathI. bALakamAM vastusthitinuM AvuM ghara ajJAna hovAthI ajJAna bALaka baraphIne kaTakAne ja pasaMda kare che, ane pelI vIMTI jatI kare che. A bALaka je baraphInuM mUlya ane vITInuM mUlya samajato hota to te vIMTIne javA daIne baraphIne laI levAne svapna paNa taiyAra na ja thAta ! A jIva e paNa bALakanA jevuM ja che. dharma e AtmAnI zahidInI vastu che. dharma e AtmAnA kabajAnI vastu che, te chatAM A javarUpI bALaka ajJAnathI ja dharmarUpI vIMTIne jatI karIne kaSAyorUpI arakInA kaTakAne ja pasaMda kare che, mahArAjAe jIvAtmAnI AgaLa marakI rUpI kaSA ane dharmarUpI sonAnI vIMTI baMne mUkI dIdhAM che, ane te bemAMthI game te eka pasaMda karI levAne mATe tene svataMtra banAvI dIdhuM che. meharAjAe AtmAne viSayonI sAthe ja mUkyo che. AthI ja bALaka janme che, tyArathI ja te khAvAnI saMjJAthI vAsita hoya che, paraMtu dharmarUpI vIMTInI saMjJAthI te vAsita heta nathI. bALakanI ajJAnatA ajJAna dazAmAM paDele A jIva paNa e bALakanA jevo ja che. jema pelo bALaka baraphI khAvAne Icche che, ane jema janmata bALaka khAvAnI saMjJAthI vAsita che, te ja pramANe A ajJAna AtmA AhAra, zarIra, Indriya, tenA viSayo ane te viSayanA sAdhanathI vAsita che. A pAMca vastuo jIvanI pAchaLa vaLagelI ja che. anAdikALathI A jIva e pAMca vastuothI ja vAsita che. kharI rIte joIe te jIva-ajJAna che eTaluM ja nahi, paraMtu tenI dazA te ajJAna bALakathI paNa vadhAre kharAba che. bALaka baraphI levAne adhIro thAya che, paraMtu che tene barakI nathI maLatI to tene mATe be, cAra kalAka raDIne ja rahI jAya che. baraphIne mATe tenuM ethI vizeSa taphAna hotuM nathI. paraMtu A AtmA e te ajJAna che ke te eka baraphInA kaTakA
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________________ sukha duHkha samIkSA 11 mATe AkhI jiMdagI gulAmImAM kADhe che ! bALaka vIMTIne bhege baraphI bacAve che. enuM kAraNa eTaluM ja che ke te vIMTInI mahattAne ja samajAte nathI. bALaka je vIMTInI mahattAne ja samajate hota te te te kadI paNa vIMTI ApIne baraphI na ja rAkhata. tyAre have tamArI pharaja e che ke tamAre bALakane vITI ane baraphI e benI vacce pharaka samajAvavuM joIe. jo tame e benI vacceno bheda tene samajAvI zake te pachI te vIMTI ApIne baraphI rAkhavAnuM kadI paNa pasaMda nahi ja kare. vITI zuM cIja che ane baraphI e zuM che te vAta bALaka samajAtuM nathI. e ja bALaka nava-dasa varSane thAya, pachI tame ene vIMTInA badalAmAM baraphIne TUkaDo te zuM paNa baraphInI bharelI AkhI TepalI ApI deze te paNa e bALaka e baraphI laIne vIMTI jatI karavAnuM nathI. jagatamAM samajavA yogya zuM ? je nava-dasa varSane samajaNe bALaka baraphInA badalAmAM vIMTI nathI Apate, te bALake pote kAMI paNa mahenata karIne vIMTI meLavI nathI, te pite raLavA gaye nathI, kamAI AvyuM nathI, ane teNe vITI banAvI nathI, paraMtu te chatAM vIMTInI zI kiMmata che, enAthI e mAhitagAra banI gayo che. vIMTI zAnI bane che? vIMTInuM senuM kayAMthI Ave che? e senAne ghATa zI rIte bane che? e saghaLA saMskAra paDyA pachI vIMTInI zI kiMmata thAya che te saghaLI vAta e bALaka jANato nathI, paraMtu vIMTI kiMmatI che, eTalI vAta te samajI le che. A pachI te potAnI vIMTIne jALave che. mIThAI karatAM vIMTI vadhAre mahattvanI che ema te mAne che ane ema mAnIne te ene daLave che. ahI dharmakSetramAM zAstrakAro paNa tamane pahelI e ja vAta samajAvavA mAge che ke tame dhamanI kiMmata samaje, AtmAnA guNa samaje ane tene tamArA AtmAmAM vaNI lo. enA jevuM sAruM kAma te bIjuM eke nathI, paraMtu te na thAya te bhale, zAstrakAra tamone
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________________ 12 AnaH pravacana na sauthI pahelAM e vAta samajAvavA mAge che ke jagata ane jagatanI vastuo rUpI miThAinA karatAM dharmArUpI vITI vadhAre ki matI che. tame eTalu ja samajo ke jagata ane jagatanI vastuothI dharma vadhu ki`matI che, e ja artha che pachI tame ethI jeTalI dharmanI kiMmata AMkavAmAM AgaLa vadhA teTalA paramAtha che. A te akkala ke mUrkhAI cha mahinAnA cheAkarAne vITI ane kharaphI khane sarakhAM che te bALaka meATuM thaI ne eka varSanuM thAya che, tyAre vATI ane baraphI e baMnemAM kharIne ja tattva gaNe che, traNa cAra varSanuM nAnuM bALaka hAya tA te bALaka paNa prasaMga Ave peAtAnI vIMTI ApI de che ane baraphInu` paDIku le che. kharaphInu' paDIkuM laI levAmAM bALaka te nirdoSa che, kAraNa ke te kharaphI ane vIMTInA mahattvane jANatuM nathI, paraMtu khALajIvA teA dharmAMnI mahattA jANyA chatAM dharma ne dhakako mArIne viSayasukhane apanAvI le che. te uparathI khyAla Ave che ke ApaNA jIvanI dazA paNa bALakanA jevI ja che. bALakapaNAmAMthI ApaNe AgaLa vadhI zakayA nathI. jayAre AhAra, zarIrAdinuM kAma paDe che, tyAre jarA paNa saMkoca rAkhyA vinA ApaNe dharmane vahetA mUkI daIe chIe ! tAva Ave, takhiyata bagaDe, mAthuM duHkhe to ApaNe Aje tA jIvane ThIka nathI, ema kahIne sAmAyika, pratikramaNa karavAnuM mAMDI vALIe chIe ! A ApaNI buddhizIlatA che ke mUrkhAI che te vicAro. zarIrane duHkha AvyuM ethI ApaNe sAmAyika, pratikramaNa e dharma-puNyanuM kAya paNa paDatuM mUkayuM ane DhIlA thaIne hAtha joDIne besI gayA ! puNyanI sAtheya risAmaNAM jarA ApaNe eTalA paNa vicAra karyo che kharo ke ApaNuM zarIra bagaDacuM che te zAthI bagaDayuM che ? zuM puNyanA udaya thayA ane tethI dhrUjArI caDhIne tamane tAva AvyA ema tame mAne che ? puNyadayathI tAva AvyA che evuM tA kAIpaNa dharmAvALA mAnI zakatA nathI !
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________________ sukha duHkhanI samIkSA 110 are ! vicAra sarakhe paNa karI zakatA nathI ke mArA zubha kAryone pariNAme huM mAMdo paDyo chuM. AkhuM jagata evuM ja mAne che ke azubhadaye ja roga thAya che. tame paNa e vAta te sArI rIte jANe che ke "mArA azudaye tabiyata bagaDI che, paraMtu te chatAM tarata ja tame sAmAyika, pratikramaNa jevA puNyakAryonI sAthe risAmaNuM lo cho ! pApa duHkha Ape che ane phaTake dharmane mAre che. A tamAre nyAya che! tame gAMDAne gAMDo gAMDo kahIne tene halake gaNe che, paraMtu tame gAMDA karatAM vadhAre gejhAruM kAma karo cho. gAMDo mANasa paNa eTalI vAto te samaje che ke je aDapaluM kare che, tene ja dhape. mAra joIe. aDapaluM na karate hoya tene gho na mAre joIe! tame DAhyA hovAne dAve te kare che, paraMtu je aDapaluM nathI karatuM teneya tame dha mAratAM vicAra karatA nathI. (2) pApanuM pracaMDa aDapaluM tamArI prakRti bagaDI, e tamArA mAthe pApe aDapaluM karyuM. paraMtu tame dharma sAthe ja asahakAra karI dIdhe! ene artha e ke tame puNyane dhape mAryo ! aDapaluM pApe karyuM ane dha mAryo puNyane ! have tamane gAMDA kahevA ke DAhyA kahevA tene tame ja vicAra kare ! zrotAmAMthI eka gRhastha belyA : gAMDA nahi, paNa gAMDAnA. kAkA kahevA jAIe ! duHkha AvI paDe che tyAre tame e vAta te sArI rIte jANe che ke e duHkha e pApane lIdhe-pApanA udayathI AvyuM che, paraMtu te vakhate pApanuM auSadha na karatAM, tame puNyane lAta mAravAne baMdha karo cho ! duHkhanuM auSadha, reganuM auSadha yA te tAvanuM auSadha e. nAme tame je kAMI avaLA dhaMdhA kare che, tene pariNAme tame pApane ja vadhAravAne raste le cho! tamArI prakRti asvastha thAya, tAva Ave, mAthuM duHkhe, zarIra caskA mAre A saghaLI upAdhi zAthI thAya
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________________ -114 AnaMda pravacana darzana che ene pahelAM tame nizcaya kare ema te tame paNa khacita ja mAne che ke A saghaLuM thAya che te pApanA yoge ja thAya che, puNyanA bhege nahi. puNyanA pAvaranI AvazyakatA. tame tamAruM zarIra pApanI udayathI ja bagaDe che ema mAne che te ene e ja artha thAya che ke tame zarIranI je asvasthatA ene "pApanuM aDapaluM mAne che. have je tame roganuM je Agamana ene pApanuM ja aDapaluM mAne che te pachI e pApanAM phaLo pratyakSa jue che te sthitimAM paNa pApa vadhAravAne ja zA mATe taiyAra thAo cho? tame mAMdA paDe che ke tarata davAnI speziyala bATalIo maMgAve che, ane kadAca eTalethI nA pate te havA khAvA paNa sidhAve che ane roga maTe che eTale ema mAne che ke mAruM darda phalANuM dAktare, phalANI davAthI sAruM karyuM che, paraMtu tame jANatA nathI ke jyAM sudhI puNyane pAvara tamane maLI zakatuM nathI tyAM sudhI te dAktara, davA, havA athavA te bIjI kaI paNa zakti tamane pathArImAMthI uThADIne beThI karI zakatI nathI. jyAre puNyane pAvara maLe che, tyAre ja dAktaranI davA phaLe che, tamAro rega TaLe che ane tamane AnaMda maLe che. udAharaNa parathI kAraNa zodhe. ghaNI vAra evuM bane che ke mANase davA laI laIne thAke che, paraMtu roga maTatuM nathI. jyAre roga nathI maTate tyAre bIjA bIjA dAktaro badalavA mAMDe che ane vArApharatI davAo badalAtI jAya che. ema karatAM karatAM tame pAMca-paccIsa dAktarone tyAM pharo cho, te paNa tamAro roga maTatuM nathI ane chavvIsamAne tyAM jAo cho te tamAro roga maTADI Ape che. enuM zuM kAraNa? chavvIsamA dAktarane hAthe tamAro roga maTa. - ene artha e hato ke tamAro roga maTavA je te hate ja ! je tamAre roga maTavA je na heta te dhavaMtarI AvIne tamArI pAse beThA hatA te paNa te tamAro roga na ja maTADI zakta yA game
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________________ sukha duHkhanI samIkSA 115 te sivila sarjana AvIne beThe heta te paNa tethI tamane ArAma na thAta ! have tamAre roga maTavA je hatuM te pachI zA mATe tamane pahele ja divase pelA chavIsamA dAktarane tyAM ja javAnI buddhi na sUjhI ? zA mATe pelA paccIsa dAktarane tyAM rakhaDayA ? ane paccIsane tyAM rakhaDayA pachI ja evo dAktara zA mATe tamArA hAthamAM AvI gayo ke jeNe tamAre roga maTADI dIdhuM ? zAtA ane azAtAne bheda, A saghaLI vAtane buddhipUrvaka vicAra karaze te aMdarathI e ja vastu phalita thatI jaNAze ke tamene azAtAne udaya thayo hatuM ane e azAtAne udaya tamAre bhegavavAne hato, tethI ja tamene Aja sudhImAM pelA chavvIsamA dAkatarane tyAM javAnI buddhi sUjhI nahotI ane pelA paccIsa dAktarane tyAM ja vArApharatI rakhaDyA karyA hatA ! pachI jyAre tamAre azAtAne udaya pUrNa thaI gayo ane zAtA vedanIya karmane udaya thavAne samaya AvI pahoMcyA, tyAre ja tamane pelA chavvIsamA dAktarane tyAM javAnI buddhi sUjhI hatI. duniyAmAM kAMI chavvIsa ja dAktaro nathI. chavvIsa uparAMta bIjA paNa seMkaDe dAktaro te che. te pachI pacIsa dAktara pUrA karyA pachI tamArI vRtti sattAvIsamA dAktarane tyAM javAnI zA mATe na thaI ane zA mATe pacIsa ghara choDyA bAda chavvIsamAM dAktarane tyAM gayA ? mahAnubhAve ! dIrdhadaSTithI vicAraze te mAluma paDaze ke e saghaLe tamane zAtA vedanIya karmane udaya thavAnuM hatuM, tene ja prabhAva hato ! ene tenuM mULa kAraNa puNyane pAvara atyAre madadamAM Avyo che. e badhAnuM kAraNa zuM? paccIsa dAkatare cheDIne chavvIsamAne ghera jAo che tyAM paNa ghaNIvAra evuM bane che ke pahele ja dahADe dAktara davA Ape che ne tame sArA thaI jatA nathI. ATha divasa sudhI tamone eka pachI eka davA Ape jAya che, paraMtu tethI maTatuM nathI. have eka ja dAktara
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________________ 116 AnaMda pravacana dvana 66 1 jyAre navame divase davA badalIne bIjA khATalAmAMnI davA bharI Ape che ke tarata tamAru darda maTavA mAMDe che ! have vicAra karo ke e dAkatare paNa zA mATe je davA tamAne navame dahADe ApI hatI te davA pahele ja dahADe kema nA ApI dIdhI ? zuM DhavAnA e khATale pahele divase kabATamAMthI gUma thaye hatA? zu pahele divase e khATalAe peAtAnu DekuM dhUNAvIne ema kahyuM hatuM ke : "huM mArAmAMthI davA reDIne Aje ApatA nahi. " kAMI ja nahi. pAMca sAta vAra dAkatare davA pheravI pheravIne ApI joI, tatpazcAt tene ja evI buddhi sUjhI ke lAvane, A khATalAmAMthI ja davA ApuM ! teNe te khATalAmAMthI davA ApI joI ane tameAne ArAma paNa thayA ! dAktara enA e, davA enI e, enuM bhaNatara enu e, chatAM je buddhi tene navame dahADe thaI, te ja buddhi tene pahele dahADe kema na thaI te vicArajo. pahelAM anubhava kayAM gayA hatA ? tame ema kahezeA ke pahele divase amuka davA ApI, bIje divase bIjI davA ApI ane ema dAktara vArApharatI davA pheravatA gaye ane anubhavane AdhAre davAo badalatA gayA ema karatAM navame dahADe amuka khATalAmAMnI davA ApavAnuM tene sUjhayuM hatu..! vArU, paNa tA pachI evA vicAra karo ke e dAktare pahele divase je davA ApI hatI te te anubhava vinA kevaLa buddhithI ja ApI hatI ne? nA. tA pachI zA mATe pahele divase eNe navamA bATalAmAMnI davA nA ApI dvIdhI athavA pahele divase na ApI tA bhale, para`tu zA mATe trIje, ceAthe dahADe anubhavane AdhAre davA badalatAM badalatAM paNa teNe navame ATalA ja na pakaDI lIdhA ? gAmamAM ghaNA dAktaro hatA, paratu pahelAM tame paccIsa dAkatarane tyAM kre che, pachI tame satyAvIsamA dAktarane tyAM na jatAM chavvIsamA dAktarane tyAM kema jA che ? e dAktara ATha divasa sudhI bIjI bIjI davAo ja Ape jAya che ane navame divase kema amuka khATalAmAMnI davA ApatAM tamAza
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________________ sukha duHkhanI samIkSA 117 rega sAre thAya che ? A badhA banAvenI hAramALAnI bhUmikA tame kadI tapAsI che ? davA ane havA kayAre anukULa thAya ? kharI vAta e che ke zAtA vedanIyarUpI puNyane pAvara tamArA AtmAmAM Ave che, tyAre dAktara ane davA bane tamane anukULa thAya che ane jyAM sudhI e pAvara tamArAmAM AvatuM nathI, tyAM sudhI dAkatara ke davA baMnemAMthI tamane eka paNa cIja anukULa thatI nathI! jyAM sudhI pApanuM Adhipatya hatuM tyAM sudhI tamAre dAkatarone ghere pharyA ja karavuM paDayuM hatuM. te pachI puNyane udaya thatAM ja tamArA vyAdhi maTayo hate. tyAre ahIM keI ema kaheze ke je puNyane udaya thatAM ja prakRti sudhare che, te pachI davA karavAnI AvazyakatA ja zI hatI ? azAtAno udaya pUro thaze ane zAtA vedanIyane udaya thavAne haze tyAre roga vagere saghaLuM bhAgI jaze to pachI davA, dAkataranI jarUra ja zI hatI? ghaNI vAra ema baneluM ApaNe joIe chIe ke nAmAMkita dAkataro, vaidyo davA ApI ApIne thAke che, paraMtu tethI roga maTate nathI ane jyAre daradI kaMTALIne davA cheDI daIne kudaratI upAya upara rahe che tyAre ApoApa roga maTI jAya che, paraMtu dareka saMgamAM ane dareka udAharaNamAM ema nathI banatuM tenuM zuM? - jhAko kyAre Ave ? pratyeka saMgomAM pratyeka kesamAM davA hoya tyAM sudhI roga paNa hoya ane davA choDIe eTale roga paNa jAya ema banatuM nathI, paraMtu e niyama te taddana sAce che ke zAtA vedanIyano udaya thAya che tyAre ja ArAma thAya che ane zAtAne udaya na hoya tyAM sudhI davA, dAkatara ke havA kaI paNa vastu roga maTADI zakatI nathI athavA te tamAre roga maTADI zakatI nathI. dAkatara ane daradI eka ja hoya te paNa zAtA vedanIyane udaya thAya tyAre ja roga maTe che anyathA rega maTatuM nathI. mATe AvA dareka prasaMgamAM zAtA vedanIne udaya te mAnavo paDaze, paraMtu tethI dAktara, davA, havA ItyAdinakAmuM ja
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________________ 118 - AnaMda pravacana darzana che ema keI kahe tema nathI, pApane udaya thAya che te paNa kAraNe maLyAthI ja thAya che ane te ja pramANe puNyano udaya thAya che te paNa kAraNe maLyAthI ja thAya che. AMkha phUTavAnI hoya te acAnaka mANasane jhoke Ave che ane keMke AvavAthI te bheMya para DhaLI paDatAM AMkhamAM zULa bheMkAIne tenI AMkha phUTe che, arthAt pApano udaya paNa bAhA kAraNene aMge ja thAya che, arthAt te bAhA kAraNe upara AdhAra rAkhe che. () AtmA dharmanI mahattA jANatA nathI. pApa ane puNya e baMnene udaya bAhya kAraNe upara AdhAra te rAkhe ja che. pApane udaya thavAne heya tyAre bAhyadra pratikULa thAya che ane puNyane udaya thavAne hoya tyAre anukULa dravya maLI jAya che! bahAranA zubha dravyanA ge puNya thAya che. alabatta tIvra puNyanA udaye vagara saMge paNa sukha thAya che ane tIvra pApanA. saMge e ja rIte dukhAvirbhAva paNa thAya che, paraMtu puNya pApanA e niyame sarvatra eka sarakhI rIte lAgu paDatA nathI. A jIva Astika gaNavA mAge che, samIti thavA mAge che. tene nAstika thavAnuM pasaMda paDatuM nathI, paraMtu te chatAM e chava pApanA udaya vakhate dharmanuM zaraNa levA cAhata nathI. A pramANe jIvanI manovRtti thatI hovAnuM kAraNa zuM? kAraNa e che ke hajI sudhI jIva dharmane evA uttama padArtha tarIke pUro samajya ja nathI. jIva maDhethI "dharma mahAna che, dharma ja tAranAro che, dharma sivAya bIjuM kAMI parabhavamAM sAthe AvavAnuM nathI" evuM bole che. e ja vAta te hRdayamAM jANe paNa che, paraMtu te chatAM vadhe e che ke e samaja draDhatApUrvaka tene aMtaramAM ThaselI nathI. te ja pramANe dharmanI mahattA AtmA jANe che, paraMtu te hajI barAbara samajapUrvaka jANa nathI. " pApanI pratikULatA eTale ja rega. traNa varasanA bALakane te vIMTInI mAphaka baraphI e paNa eka
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________________ sukha duHkhanI samIkSA 11 cIja che. bALaka jema vIMTInI mahattA samajyA nathI tema ApaNane ApaNuM aMtaramAM dharmanI mahattA ThasavA pAmI nathI. nAnuM bALaka khAvAnA sukhanI sAthe vIMTInI harIphAI kare che, temAM te khAvAnA sukhane AgaLa rAkhe che, e sukhane mahatvanuM gaNe che ane vIMTIne pAchaLa pADe che. ApaNe dharmanuM mUlya e rIte paNa nathI AMkI zakatA. ApaNe sukha, duHkha, karma, puNya, pApa, badhuM barAbara samajIe chIe. ApaNe je sArA narasAM kAme karelAM hoya che, tenAM phaLo ApaNe ja bhegavavAnAM che; e ApaNe sArI rIte jANIe chIe. ApaNAM pAponuM pratikULa e ja roga che evuM paNa ApaNe mAnIe chIe, te chatAM ApaNe duHkha vakhate, roga vakhate pratikramaNa, sAmAyika, pUjA saghaLuM puNyanuM kArya Aghe mUkI daIe chIe ane AraMbha, samAraMbha, viSaya, kaSAya ItyAdimAM dhamadhokAra cAlu rahIe chIe. luccAo, badamAzo, coraTAo cerI karavAnI hoya tyAre Aga lagADe che. temanI vRtti evI hoya che ke Aga lAge ane. bhaDakA thAya te tyAM loko bhegA thAya ane ema bane te cerI. karavAne lAga maLe. khoTanI peDhI jyAM sudhI cAle? AvA cera, badamAse, dhADapADuo A rIte be gunA kare che. eka te Aga lagADavAno ane bIjo gune corI karavAno. jyAre AvA cerane sajA thAya che, tyAre tene sajA paNa bevaDI thAya che ane tenA gunA paNa bevaDA gaNAya che. eka gune cerI karavAne ane bIjo gune Aga lagADavAna. tene sajA thaze te te paNa bevaDA gunA mATe bevaDI ja thaze ! tamArA mahollAmAM paNa Aga lAge ane tenA pracaMDa bhaDakA thavA lAge to tame paNa je dukAne ekalA he te. dukAna cheDIne tyAM javAnA ja nathI ! e ja pramANe ApaNuM pApe paNa duHkharUpI Aga saLagAvI che, tame temAM dorAyA ekale AraMbhAdi kAryomAM phasAI gayA! tame puNyathI paravArI te gayA che ja, kAraNa ke tame dararAjanA niyama pramANe
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________________ 120 AnaMda pravacana darzana je kAMI pUjA, sAmAyika, pratikramaNa Adi karatA hatA te khaMdha karyu" che, ekale puNya karavAnu, tame baMdha karyu che, ane AraMbha, samAraMbha karatA rahIne tame pApane paMthe AgaLa vadhI rahyA che. have tamArI A khATanI peDhI kayAM jaI aTakaze tenA vicAra karajo. pApanAM pariNAme bheAgavavAM ja paDe che. cArI athavA teA dhADapADuo tamAre tyAM dhADa pADavA Ave che, tyAre pahelAM teo tameAne pUrI devAnA ghATa geTave che ! tamA tenI jelamAM pUrAI jAe tA temane temanuM kArya karavAmAM saraLatA thai paDe che ! e ja pramANe pApanI paNa kAryAvAhI che. pApa tamArA puNyanA daravAjo pahelA baMdha kare che. pApanA udaya thAya che eTale tame rAgAdimAM sapaDAo che ane puNyanuM kArya karatAM baMdha thA che! dhADapADue tamAne pahelAM keda kare che eTale tame bacavAne mATe game eTalI khUma mAro, game eTalA kharADI, paratu pAlisa tamArI bUma sAMbhaLI zake ja nahi ane tameAne mada paNa karI zake nahi. A sthitimAM dhADapADuone tamAre tyAM dhADa pADavAnI-ghara phADavAnI majhA Ave temAM zI navAI ? e ja pramANe pApa tamArA puNyane pahelAM aTakAve che. arthAt tame keATaDImAM pUravAnI sthitine prApta thAo che. bahArathI madada maLatI baMdha thAya che ane pApanA pariNAme te tamAre bhAgavavAM paDe ja che! zu. A sthitinI che! zuM A sthitinI bhaya karatA tame karI vicArI che kharI ? baraphI ane trIjI tarapha ApaNI zI dazA che te hoya tyAre te miThAinA TopalA laine tenA vAne taiyAra thAya che. vITI seAnAnI cakacakatI paraMtu te chatAM te bALaka miThAInI lAlace e vIMTI ApI deze, kAraNa ke tene vIMTInuM zuM mahattva che ane miThAInu zu laghutva che vITImAM zreSTha zu? vicArA. nAnA bALaka badalAmAM vITI AparatnethI maDhelI haze,
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________________ sukha duHkhanI samIkSA 11 tenu jJAna tene nathI, paraMtu e ja chokarA mATeA thaIne nava dasa vaSa~nI uMmarane prApta karaze eTale tenI e sthiti sudharavA pAmaze. have tame tene kharaphInA kaTakA nahi, paratu kharInI AkhI TApalI ApI deze! te paNa e vIMTI Apaze nahi. are! vIMTI ApavAnI vAta teA ThIka che. paraMtu vIMTIne hAtha sarakhAya lagADavA deze nahi ! kAraNa ke have te kharaphI ane vIMTInA mahattvane samajyA che. have vicAra karo ke ApaNe eTalI kakSAe paNa AvelA chIe ke nahi ? bIjuM kAMI nahi tA ApaNe duniyAnA viSayeAnI sarakhAvaTamAM paNa puNyane gaNyu che ke nahi ? ApaNA jIva A dasa varSoMnA chekarAnI sthitine paNa prApta karI zakayA che kharA ke ? puNya karavAnuM bAjue rAkho che. ApaNane joI e teTaleA tAva Ave, joI e teTalI vedanA thAya, joI e teTaluM saMkaTa mAthA para tUTI paDe chatAM sAmAyika Adi dharmakArya tA karavAM ja rahyAM. eTalA paNa jo tamArA nizcaya thAya te tame nava daza varSanA bALakanI sthitimAM AvyA che ema gaNI zakAya ! du:khamAM, tAvamAM, mAMdagImAM evA vicAra Ave ke have mAMdA chIe, kayu' sAmAyika ane kayu* pratikramaNa' tA e vicArIne phUTI nAkhavA jevI tamannA manamAM jAgavI joie, ApaNane AvA vicAra AvavA tA bAjue rahe che, paraMtu ApaNA khela 'rAMDa nAtare jAya ane dhaNI vaLAvA jAya' tenA jevA che ! rAga thayeA enA artha e ke ApaNe pApanI sajA bhAgavatA hatA. je vakhate ApaNe pApa bhAgavavAM hatAM, te vakhate ApaNe pApanA pratikArArthe puNyanAM kAryAM karavAM joie, paraMtu e puNya karavAM te bAjue rahyAM paNa ApaNe sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, pUjA ityAdi baMdha karI dIdhAM ! have ApaNane te DAhyA kahevA ke mahAmUrkha kahevA, tenA dareka pAte ja vicAra karI le ! niSphaLa nirjarA tame jyAM sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, pUjA ityAdi karatAM aTako che
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________________ 122 AnaMda pravacana na che ke tyAM tamArI nirjarA thatI aTakI jAya che. eka bAjue dharmathI thatI nirA aTakI gaI che tyAre bIjI bAjue pApa bhAgavatAM je nirA thatI hatI te paNa aTakI gaI che. A rIte tamArI baMne khAjIe thatI nirjarA aTakI jAya enI kheATa jo tame vicArI jue tA te nAnI sUnI nathI ! ApaNe je saMpatti meLavIe chIe arthAt ApaNA hAthe je dhArmika kAryo thAya che tenI nyUnatA thatAM A baMne prakAranI kanijarA aTakI gaI che ethI hAnI thAya che te mahA bhayaMkara che, chatAM e hAnI hajI ApaNA magajamAM utarI zakI nathI ane e hAnI keTalI baLavattara che te hajI ApaNe samajI zakyA nathI. have be sAmAyika karo baraphI ApI vIMTI kADhavA je kAI AvatuM hAya tene dasa varSInA chekarA paNa manamAM te pITI nAkhavA ja taiyAra thAya che. paraMtu te bicArAnI teTalI zakti na hovAthI te mUMgA rahe che ane te kAMi khelatA nathI ! jo e ja cheAkarA madhyama buddhivALA hoya tA baraphI ApIne vIMTI kADhavA AvanAranuM jaDapyu ja tADI nAkhe ! tyAM jaDamu tADavAnI vAta che. paraMtu ahIM zAsanakSetramAM thaDa mAravAnI vAta paNa karavAnI nathI. ahIM teA thappaDa mAravI ane atha e ke rAja jeTalI dharmakriyA karatA hAI e tenA karatAM bamaNI karavI. haMmezAM eka sAmAyika karatA hai| tA rega ke duHkha AvI paDatAM evA vicAra sevavA ke bhale have te joIe teTalu sakaTa paDI, joie teTalA rAgo AveA, paraMtu ApaNe te makakama thayA chIe ane pahelAM eka sAmAyika karatAhatA tA have be sAmAyika karIzuM ! zAsanakSetramAM vITI kADhavA AvanArAne A rIte thappaDa mAravAnI che, bIjI rIte nahi. jo tame mANasa hai......... have tame dhIrajathI vicAra kare ane javAba Ape| ke tamane bhUla pamADanAra, tamAne mAhamAM nAkhanAra ane tamAruM abhadra karavA AvanArane tame kadI AvI thappaDa mArI che kharI ke ? are, thappaDa mArI na hAya tA bhale, paraMtu kadApi tamane e pramANe thappaDa
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________________ sukha duHkhanI samIkSA 1ra3. mAravAno vicAra sarakho paNa Avyo che kharo ke ? pApane udaya thAya tyAre te pApanI sAme ja moracA mAMDavA rahyA. tene badale pApanA udayathI prerAelA tame puNyane lAta mAravA taiyAra thAo che! have kahe ke AmAM tame zraddhAvALA samakiti keTalA? jyAre hallAne prasaMga Ave, tyAre tame sAme dhasAro karavAne te bAjue rahyo, paraMtu pAchaLa haThavA mAMDe che ! ApaNe bALakanI jema paramArthane. samajyAM nathI, daza varSano bALaka vIMTIne tatva mAne che, ApaNe hajI dharmanuM tattva mAnavAne taiyAra nathI. AtmAnI, tene guNenI, puNyanI saMvaranirjarAnI ApaNe kiMmata jANa ja nathI tethI hajI ApaNe AvI sthitimAM mUkAelA chIe. A sthiti tame manuSya che te tamane sAlavI joIe. samakitinA vicAre kevA heya? vastunuM mUlya pahelAM jANe. jyAM sudhI vastunuM mUlya kaI jANatuM nathI, tyAM sudhI keI tenI pAchaLa maMDIne temAM potAnuM jIvana khapAvI detuM nathI. je manuSya e cIjanI pAchaLa ja maMDato nathI. te pachI koI paNa bhoge e cIja meLavI ja joIe e te tene khyAla ja kyAMthI AvavAnuM hatuM ? dharmane vIMTInI mAphaka artharUpe. gaNe. AvA je vicAro che te madhyabuddhinA vicAro che, ane AvA vicAro je hRdayamAM sthita che, tyAM samakitinA vicAranI vAra che. te have evI zaMkA sahaja uThaze ke te samakitinA-paramaAstikanA vicAro kayA? mekSa-dharma e ja artha te ane A jagata mAtra julama che, evA jenA vicAro che e samakitinA vicAro che. AvA vicArone je hRdayamAM vAsa thaI gayo te pachI e keNa adhanya hoya ke je duniyAdArInA julamane vaherI laIne paNa gharmane dhakake mAravAnetaiyAra thAya? eTalI vAta te tame saheje mAnya rAkhazo ke banAvaTI kAcanA hIrA mATe kharA hIrAne athavA kharA senAne te keIpaNa
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________________ 124 - AnaMda pravacana darzana bhega ApavA taiyAra thatuM nathI! ane "tuM mArI AMkhamAM AMgaLI ghAlI de ane huM tArA meDhAmAM AMgaLI ghAluM" e sedo karavA keI IcchatuM nathI. sarvaviratimAM ja sarvasva. jema huM tArA meDhAmAM AMgaLI ghAluM, tuM mArI AMkhamAM AMgaLI ghAla" e sedA karavA keI taiyAra thatuM nathI, tema ahIM paNa nirjarA na thAya ane pApa baMdhAya tevAM kAryo kaI paNa buddhizALI mANasa karavAne taiyAra na ja thAya ! samakiti te ja che ke jenA hRdayamAM evI daDha bhAvanA vasI gaI che ke, huM A jagatanA vyavahAramAM pravartu te karmane baLAtkAra che, bAkI kharI vastu te saMsAratyAga ane sarvavirati svIkAramAM ja rahelI che. pahelA pagathiyAmAM duniyAdArI e artha gaNAtuM hatuM, pachI AgaLa vadhIne -bIje pagathie ApaNe vyavahAra ane nizcaya baMne jALavIe chIe. have ahIM vyavahAra eTale zuM te barAbara samajI le. vyavahAra eTale paraNavuM, vyavahAra eTale vepAra, vyavahAra eTale barAM chokarAM e ja vyavahArano artha Aja sudhI ApaNe samajIe chIe. zAstrakAre vyavahArane evo artha karatA nathI. sAmAyika, pratikamaNa, pUjA, prabhAvanA e saghaLAMne zAstramAM vyavahAra karyo che. zAstrakAro zuM kahe che? vepAra kare, berI chokarAM, ghareNAMgAMTho e saghaLo vyavahAra khare, paraMtu te tame mAnI lIdhela saMsArane vyavahAra che. have tamAre e vyavahAra bhagavAnanA vacanamAM paNa lagADe che tamArAM rI chokarAM, vepAra e sadhaLuM tamAre bhagavAnanA vacanamAM ghusADavuM che. tamArA e prapaMca zAstrakAre kadApi nibhAvI zakavAnA nathI ! bhagavAne nizcaya ane vyavahAra be kahyA che, paraMtu vyavahAra eTale zuM te ApaNe barAbara vicAratA nathI. sAmAyika, pUjA ene ja zAzve vyavahAra gaNyo che. sAmAyika, pUjA, prabhAvanA ene ja vyavahAra gaNavAnuM kAraNa zuM ? evuM tame pUchaze te tene javAba zAstrakAroe ApI ja rAkhela
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________________ sukha duHkhanI samIkSA 15. che. A pagathIe-A sTeje pahoMcele AtmA puNya, pApa, Azrava, nirjarA, baMdha A saghaLAmAM kAMI samajato nathI, e badhAne ja te eka artha tarIke mAne che ane teneya mAnya rAkhI te pramANe vyavahAra dharmakriyAmAM vartavuM ane nizcayane paNa mAnya rAkhavo ema ja te samaje che. prathama pagathiyAnI sthitisAmAyika, pUjA, prabhAvanA e saghaLuM karavuM, tene eka artha tarIke mAnavuM ane Ae karavuM ane Ae karavuM, duniyAdArI jALavavI ane dharmakiyAo paNa karavI, evo je vicAra seve che te pahele pagathiye-prathama bhUmikAe sthita thayelA cho che. pahelA pagathiyAne pasAra karIne je ja bIjA pagathiyAmAM praveza kare che temanI manodazA evI hoya che A dharma che te ja eka tattvarUpa che ane dharma sivAya bIjuM je kAMI jaNAya che te saghaLuM mithyA che. AvI. madazAnI prApti, tene bIjuM pagathiyuM samajavAnuM che. bIje pagathiye AvelAnI mAnyatA svAbhAvika rIte ja evI thavA pAme. che ke puNya, saMvara, nirjarA e saghaLA mekSanA rastA che ane e mekSanA rastA AgaLa A jagatanI duniyAdArI te kAMI hisAbamAM ja nathI ! trIje pagathiye AtmA e dazA prApta kare che ke A saMsArane julama maTayA eTale siddhi thaI. tame kahezo ke julama maye eTale julamanuM astitva nAza pAme che e vAta te kabUla che ! paraMtu tethI siddhi thaI evI vAta khyAlamAM AvI zakatI nathI. julama maTo eTale siddhi thaI dhAro ke eka saMsthAna upara bIjA dezanA rAjAe svArI karI che. A svArImAM pele saMsthAnI rAjA hArI gayuM che ane videzI rAjAe saMsthAnI rAjAne keda karIne jelamAM pUryo che paraMtu e veLA ema bane che ke te saMsthAnanI prajA baLa kare che. A baLave saphaLa thAya che. prajA zatrunA sainyane kApI nAkhe che. kArAvAsanI. divAlo toDI nAMkhe che ane rAjAne chUTo kare che. saMsthAnI rAjAnuM
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________________ 126 AnaH pravacana dezana vyakti tarIke sthAna zuM hatuM e vAta vicArazeA eTale samajI zakazA ke rAjA e tenuM sthAna hatuM, paraMtu tenA rAjatvanI ADe kArAvAsarUpI paDado paDayA hatA, jyAM e kArAvAsarUpI paDado UMcakAI gayA ke rAjAne tenuM rAjapada maLavAnu che temAM kazA aMtarAya rahyo ja nahi ! rAjA "rAja"ne adhikArI tA hatA ja paraMtu kArAvAse tenA e adhikAra khUMcavI lIdhA hatA. e kArAvAsa dUra thAya eTale rAjatva tA che ja ! e ja dRSTAMta tame A sauMsArane ane AtmAne paNa lAgu pADo. e banne vacce raheluM sAmya tame tapAsaze eTale tamArI khAtarI thaze ke julama mA eTale siddhi thaI, e vAta sA e se TakA akSare akSara sAcI che. tame kaye pagathiye UbhA che ? sa'sAranA dareka padArthAM gheADAgADI, vADI, baMgalA, strI, puruSa, mA, khApa e saghaLu ja jelarUpa che. e jela kapAya tA enI meLe ja anatha dUra thAya che ane jyAM anatha dUra thAya che ke tyAM atha enI meLe ja AvI maLe che. anartha jAya che eTale enI meLe ja evaDo phAyado thAya che. ghaNA mANasA dharmane viSe peAtAnI gaNatarI trIje pagathiye karAvavA mAge che ! A leAkeA peAtAnI chAtIe hAtha zakhIne vicArI le ke tamArI sthiti AvI che kharI ? je tamArI A sthiti AvI nathI teA pachI tame tamAne trIje pagathiye kAipaNa saceAgAmAM gaNAvI zakatA nathI. saMvara, nirjarA, meAkSa e ja eka tattvarUpa che, e eka arUpa che ane e sivAya jagatamAM je kAMI khIjuM che te saghaLuM anatha rUpe ja che evI khAtarI trIje pagathiye pahecelAne hAvI ja joIe. tame kaheze ke AvI jakharI zarata tA zI rIte pALI zakAya ? A vAta te bahu bhAre che, para`tu zAstra tarapha tame dRSTi nAkhazeA tA tame jANI zakazeA ke e kevaLa sAdI, sahelI ane sIdhI ja vAta che. te ja AtmA samyadRSTi che. samyaktva arthAt samyagdaSTinAM pariNAma zuM che te tame vicArI
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________________ sukha duHkhanI samIkSA 127 jue. zAstrakAroe e sabaMdhamAM evA teA spaSTa ane suMdara javAkha ApI dvIdhA che ke te javAbamAM kAnA, mAtranA ke hasva, dInA paNa pheraphAra karavAnA tamArI pAse sAdhana, zita ke yeAgyatA nathI ! zAstrakAra mahArAjAe pharamAve che ke rAjA ane cakravartInA tathA yAvat indronAM sukhA, tene paNa je duHkha mAne che te ja samyagdaSTi AtmA che, khInne koI samyagdaSTi nathI. devatAomAM meTAmAM meTu sthAna jue te te iMdramahArAjanuM ane manuSyamAM moTAmAM me sthAna jue te te cakravatI'nu' che. e cakravatInA ane IndranA sukheA kevA haze teneA tamAne khyAla che ? AvA sukhA arthAt meTAmAM meATA sukhA paraMtu temAM paulika dRSTie-AvA sukhAne paNa je duHkharUpa mAne che te ja AtmAne zAstrakAra mahArAjAe samyagdaSTi AtmA kahe che. rAjezrI nagAnI hastI che ! zu tamAre eka rUMvADe paNa A kalpanA Ave che ke ? tamArAmAM te evA rAjezrI nageA paDelA che ke jemanA paga AlAmAM paDelA hAya ane mAthuM culAmAM paDelu hAya tA paNa te sthitinuM temane duHkha nathI lAgatuM. bhAgyayeAge kANI, kukhaDI, AMdhaLI, lUlI ke laMgaDI khairI ke tevA dhaNI maLyA hoya tA tenA saMtApa tameAne nathI lAgatA. evAM dhaNIdhaNIANI maLyA hAya tA te paNa tamAne sakaTarUpa nathI lAgatAM, devu' karIne ghara calAve temAM tameAne kaTALA ke duHkha nathI jaNAtuM. tA pachI rAjAnI sthitimAM tamArA jIva kaTAA mAnaze kharA ke ? jo rAjAnI sthitimAM tamArA jIva kaTALA na mAne tA samrATanI ane IndranI sthitimAM tA te kaTALA kayAMthI ja mAnavAnA hatA ? tamArA jIva amuka dazAmAM keTale UMce caDI zake ema che te joIne zAstrakArAe zAstro nathI banAvyAM, paraMtu zAsakArAe tA jIva keTalA U McA caDhavA joie. eja dRSTibiMdu rAkheluM che ane tethI ja temaNe samyagdaSTine mATe ATalI parIkSA rAkhI che.
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________________ 128 - -~~ AnaMda pravacana darzana chela mArIne samyaktva levuM che ? samrATanAM sukha, cakavartInA cenacALA ane IndranI mahAnatA ane temanAM sukhe e badhAya duHkharUpa che. evuM tamAre AtmA na mAne, jyAM sudhI e sthiti tamane prApta nahi thAya, tyAM sudhI samyapha va tamArI pAse AvavAnuM nathI ! dhela mArIne yA samajAvI, paTAvIne samyapha va levAnI A zAsanamAM jagyA nathI. bIjA dharmomAM evuM che kharuM ke amuka dhana gaNa Apa ke tamene te dharmaguru pitAnA sikkA sAthenuM svarganuM pramANapatra lakhI Ape che ! jUnA jamAnAnI vAta che ema na samajaze ! A kahevAtI vaijJAnika vIsamI sadI cAle che temAM paNa pazcimanA dezomAM kaI kaI sthaLe A khela cAle che ! bIjI bAjue ApaNA dezamAM ja tame evA paNa dharmAtmA paDelA joyA che ke tene chokarI arpaNa karo eTale tamene mekSa paravAne maLI jAya che ! janazAsana evI kaI paNa vastusthitimAM mAnatuM nathI. ahIM tame dhola mArIne yA paisA ApIne samyakatva kharIdI zakatA nathI, ahIM te samyakatvane mAtra e ja raste che ke tamane upara jaNAvelAM pariNAme thAya ! aniSTane saMyoga thatAM zuM thAya che ? iMdra, rAjA, mahArAjA samrATa e saghaLAnAM sukhane paNa jyAre tame duo mAne tyAre ja tyAM tamAre mATe samyakatva mUkeluM che, anya sthaLe te nathI. durgatinAM duHkhe kevAM bhayaMkara che te te sa kaI jANe che. anyadarzanavAdIo paNa durgatinA saMkaTo joI kaMpI jAya che, narakAdinA dukhe sAMbhaLI ne nahi kaMTALatA hoya evA bhAgye ja haze ! A jagatamAM e kaI paNa manuSya nathI ke jene aniSTanA saMgethI, ISTanA vigethI, regathI athavA aniSTa kAraNathI kaMTALe na Avato hoya ! manuSyanI AvI sthiti che ema tame samajatA nahi. pazupakSIonI paNa enI e ja dazA che ! kasAI khUle charo laIne garIbaDI gAyane mArI nAkhavA Ubhe hoya ane tame gAyane kheMcI javA mATe-tene bacAvavA mATe tyAMthI dUra
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________________ ^^^^^^^ ^^^^^ ^^^^ ^ ^ sukha duHkhanI samIkSA 129 laI jAe te paNa te tamane joIne vahemathI kaMpe che, kIDI pANInA vegamAM taNAI javAnI aNI upara hoya ane tame tene bacAvI levAne mATe e jagAethI UMcakI le, to paNa zaMkAthI te kIDI pitAnuM aniSTa thavAnuM che evA vicAre kaMpI UThe che ! sAmAnya che ane samakIti javo. "maLelA duHkhathI kaMTALavuM ane prApta thaelA sukhathI rAjI thavuM" e te jIva mAtrane svabhAva che. bilADIne tame gamata karavA khAtara pAMjarAmAM pUrI de che te paNa te chUTavA mATe AkAzapAtALa eka karI mUke che. jagatamAM kaI paNa evuM prANa nathI ke jene AvelA duHkhathI kaMTALo na AvatuM hoya ! duHkhanI upara aprIti thavI e te A saMsAranA jIvamAtrane svabhAva che. je dareka jIvane paNa e ja svabhAva hoya ane samakItine paNa e ja svabhAva hoya te pachI sAmAnya jIvo ane samakAti jIvA vacce zuM taphAvata rahyo gaNAya ? tyAre khUba gaMbhIratAthI vicAra karo ke samItina dharmaze ? A jagatamAM du:kha upara manuSyane seMkaDemaNe tiraskAra che, ane temane jeTale duHkha upara tiraskAra che tenA karatAM seMkaDe gaNe pyAra, are ! lAkha gaNI prIti sukha upara che. hajI to tame e sthitimAM che ke mAnavanA sukhane-jagatanA sukhane ja tame sAcuM mAne che ane jagatanI daSTie je duHkha che tene ja duHkha mAne che te pachI tamAruM sthAna kayAM che, e tamAre pote ja vicArIne nakkI karI levuM rahyuM ! jagata eTale bhAMgelI hastizALA. jagatane zAstrakAroe bhAMgelI hastizALAnI upamA ApI che. te kevI rIte yogya Thare che te tapAsI jeze te tamane khAtrI thaze ke zAstrakAranI dRSTi kevI vizALa che ! divALImAM sAMbhaLIe chIe ke hastipALa rAjAne svapna AvyuM hatuM. A svapnAmAM temane e dekhAva najare paDa hatuM ke eka jUnI hastizALA temane dekhAI hatI. e hastizALA jUnI hatI tethI rAjAe navI hastizALA karAvI hatI ane te pachI temaNe e jUnI hastizALAmAMnA hAthIone navI hatizALAmAM
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________________ 30 - AnaMda pravacana darzana laI javAne mATe prayatna karavA mAMDayA hatA. mahArAjAe jUnI hastizALAmAMthI navI hastizALAmAM hAthIe laI javAne mATe bhAre yane karyA hatA. paraMtu hAthIo e narI hastizALAmAM javAne paNa rAjI na hatA tema teo jUnI hastizALAmAM rahevAne mATe paNa rAjI na hatA. A svapna AvyA pachI hastipALa mahArAjA bhagavAnanI pAse gayA, bhagavAnane e svapnanI vAta nivedita karI ane pachI hastipALa mahArAjAe kahyuM ke "bhagavAna ! mane AvuM vicitra svapna AvyuM che mATe kRpA karIne mane svapnane marma kahe." ' svapnane marma samaje. hastipALa mahArAjAnA A svapnane zravaNa karIne zrI bhagavAna uttara Ape che ke "A svapna mArA nirvANanA divasa aMge che, svapnamAM tame je bhAMgelI zALAne nihALI che te bhAMgelI zALA te duniyAdArI che ane cAritra te navI hastizALA samajavAnI che. hAthIe e jUnI hastizALAmAMthI nIkaLatA nathI tene artha e che ke bhavya jIvarUpI hAthIo jUnI hastizALArUpI saMsAramAM evA lapaTAze ke temAMthI teo nIkaLavAne ja Icchaze nahi ! gurudevarUpI mahAvate bhavyajIvanarUpI hAthIone navI hastizALArUpI cAritrane paMthe dorI jaze te paNa navI zALArUpI cAritra sudhI jatA ghaNuM hAthIrUpI bhavyajI nAsI jaze ane somAMthI sATha bhAvAtmAe paNa e navI zALArUpI cAritramAM pravezavA arthe bAkI nahi rahe? A svapna uparathI Ajane saMsAra ke che te samajavAnuM che Ajane saMsAra ke bhayaMkara che ane temAMthI bhavyAtmAoe paNa nIkaLI javuM e keTaluM duSkara che te uparanA svapna uparathI spaSTa thAya che ! tAmali tApasanI jIvanasthA Ajane A saMsAra te bhAMgelI hastizALA jevuM che. e bhAMgelI hastazALArUpI rega, zeka, thAka ane vikArothI bharelA A jagatamAMthI ja je jIvene bahAra nIkaLavAnuM mana thatuM nathI te che
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________________ sukha duHkha samIkSA 131 IndronI riddhisiddhi ane IndronA vaibhavane zuM tuccha mAnavAnA hatA kharA ? AvA jIvA rAjAnI Rddhine, IndranA azva ne ane jagatanA vaibhavAne dekhaze tyAre zuM karaze ? zuM A saghaLAM sukhAne kadI teo duHkha rUpI mAnI gajazALArUpI saMsAramAM rahelA jIvA IndronI samRddhine paNa duHkharUpa mAnIne paNa tene lAta mAraze ! A te tamArI samakItinI vAta kareA cheA, para`tu bIjI bAjue mithyAtvIo paNa prasaMga Ave devatAnI riddhi maLavAnA samaya AvatAM e kevA dRDha rahe che te tapAseA. tAmila tApasanI tapazcaryAnA tA tamAne sArI peThe khyAla che. e tAmali tApasa jevA mithyAtvI paNa ekavAra devatAonI apUrva riddhi ane devAdhIzapaNuM maLavAne avasare kevA dRDha rahyo hatA te jIe ! te ugra tapazcaryA ! tAmali tApasanI tapasyAnA mama ane enI kaThinatA tamArA khyAlamAM lAvavAM paDe evuM nathI. seMkaDo nahi paNa hajAro varSa sudhI chaThThanI tapasyA teNe karI hatI. barAbara sATha hajAra varSa sudhI teNe tuM tapa karyuM... hatuM eTalA uparathI ja tenA tapanI gahanatA AMkavAnI nathI, paraMtu tenA tapanI kaThinatA paNa tamAre jovAnI che. ApaNI mAphaka pAraNA ke ataravAyA karatA na hatA. tAmala tApase nI tapasyA karI hatI. e tapasyA ApaNA karatAM bahu kaThaNa hatI. pAraNAne divase te eka ja pAtra laI nIkaLatA, araNyamAM bhikSA mAgatA ane je kAMI bhikSAnta maLatuM hatu. te nadIe laI jatA ! nadI para laI gayA pachI e tApasa e annane ekavIsa vAra pANIe dheAI nAkhatA hatA. ekavIsavAra pANIe je anna dhovAI jAya temAM zuM tattva ke sattva khAkI rahe te te tame pAte paNa sArI rIte vicArI zakeA che ! have A rItanuM sattvahIna baneluM anna te khAtA hatA H jeTalI tapasyAthI samyaktvavALA mAkSe jAya, evI ghAra tapasyA tAmali tApase karI hatI. asurendra tarIke avatAra le ! A pramANe tAmali tApase sATha hajAra varSa sudhI tapasyA karI
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________________ , , 132 AnaMda pravacana darzana hatI. A ugra tapasyA pachI teNe aNuzaNa vrata AdaryuM hatuM. eka bAjIe A sthiti che, tyAre bIjI bAjue have bIje ja banAva bane che te juo. bIjI bAjue ema banyuM ke asura devatAonA adhIza asurendranuM cavana thayuM ane asuro dhaNI vinAnA Dhora jevA banI gayA ! pitAnI sthiti ghaNI vinAnI thaI che e jANIne asurone bhAre zoka thayo ane te asura dee ane asura devIoe maLIne vicAra karyo ke ApaNe ApaNe mAlika te kaI zodhI kADha joIe! devatA, devIo vicAra kare che ke ApaNe mAlika ho. ja joIe! paNa have ahIM keNa janma dhAraNa kare ? ahIM te tapasvI hoya te ja upajI zake che, bIjAo upajI zake nahi. A vicAra karIne asurakumAranA sAmAnika devadevIo tAmali tApasa pAse AvyA. tyAM AvIne temaNe tAmali pAse nATaka bhajavyuM ane chevaTe vinaMtI karI ke "sAheba ! Apa amArA svAmI thAo, asurendra tarIke avatAra dhAraNa kare." mithyAtvI paNa aDaga rahyo ! tAmali tApasane keI samyavALa kahetA nathI, tene kaI tIrthakara kahetA nathI ane tene kaI gaNadhara paNa kahetuM nathI, te khUllekhUlle mithyAvI che evA mithyAtvInI AgaLa pelA asuro AvIne prArthanA kare che, tene potAnA nAtha vinave che. vinaMtI karanArA asuro che, bIjI bAjue vinaMtI sAMbhaLanAra te mithyAtvI che, paraMtu jagatamAM niyama che ke levA Ave te garajALu thAya, A buddhie asuro tene niyANuM karavAnuM kahe che, paraMtu tApasane emAM ThagAvAnuM lAge che. bAju para eka muni dharmadezanA Ape che. Ama ekabAju IndrANIe vinaMtI kare che, "niyANuM karI Idra thAva, amArA svAmI thAva, ane bIjI bAju muni niyANanA niSeghanI prarUpaNa kare che ke "niyANuM karavuM eTale lAkha ApI lAkha mAgavA tenI mAphaka niyANuM gaNAya" ema tApase sAMbhaLyuM. dezanAmAM muni sAcuM kahe che. kharI prarUpaNa karanArA A munirAja che ema karI tApase niyANuM na karyuM. tethI tAmali tApasa kALa karI IzAna Indra thayo.
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________________ sukha duHkha samIkSA 134 tAmali tApasa bALa tapasvI hatuM, mithyAtvI hatuM chatAM devatAnI riddhi joIne te paNa ca nahi! jyAre mithyAtvI tApasa devatAnI riddhi jaIne caLatuM nathI te pachI vicAra karo ke samakIti jIve kaI dazAmAM AvavuM joIe? mithyAtvInI dazAmAM paNa sukhanI bedarakArI, ane devatAI riddhinI avagaNanA kare che te samajhItine zuM banavuM joIe tene vicAra karaje. samakIti jIvanI e pharaja che ke teNe A jagatanuM sukha te sukha che e pATha bhUlI javo joIe. - sukha ane duHkhane samajo samakati jIvoe "sukha te sukha che' e pATha bhUlI ja joIe, eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu temaNe sukhanI jagyAe duHkha lakhI levuM joIe. rAjA, samrATa, Indra AdinI dazAmAM sukha che e vAta samIti jIvoe bhUlI javI joIe ane sukha te duHkha che ema ja temaNe mAnI levuM joIe! A vastu siddha karavI e keTalI muzkela che? je duHkha AvI paDe, je saMkaTa tUTI paDe, te saMkaTane te du:khane sukha lakhavuM e jema muzkela che, te ja pramANe sukhane duHkha lakhavuM e paNa muzkela che. "sukha te du:kha ane duHkha te sukha e baMne pAThone A rIte paraspara pheravI levAnA che. zuM A sthitine tame sahelI mAne che? yAda rAkhajo ke e sthiti jarAya sahelI nathI ! tame sukhane du:kha mAno ane du:khane sukha mAne athavA te sukhane duHkha mAnIne te pramANe varte yA du:khane sukha mAnIne te pramANe varte che te dUra rahyuM, paraMtu sukhane duHkha ane duHkhane sukha ema lakhatAM ja tamArA haiyAne zI asara thAya che te te vicAre ! paraspara pATha pheravI nAMkhatA pahelAM te tamAruM haiyuM ja dhrUjI UThe che !!! pAzerAmAM pahelI pUNI. sukha eTale duHkha ane duHkha eTale sukha e mAnavAmAM ja temane vAMdhe che ema nathI. tamane te sukha eTale duHkha ane kha eTale sukha-e pramANe lakhavAmAM paNa vAMdho naDe che! haju te tamAre e pramANe mAnavAnuM nathI. hajI te tamAre e pramANe vartavAnuM nathI,
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________________ 134 AnaH pravacana na hajI mAtra tamArA hAtha vaDe eTaluM lakhavAnuM ja che ke 'sukha te duHkha ane duHkha te sukha,' para`tu te chatAM tamAruM kALaju tharathare che ane tamArA paga praje che ! jyAM pAzerAmAM pahelI pUNImAM ja tamArI A dazA che te pachI sukha te du:kha ane duHkha te sukha ema mAnIne tame te pramANe vana te kayAMthI ja karI zakavAnA hatA ? e pramANe dhAravAmAM ane mAnavAmAM tameAne navanejA pANI ja nIce UtaravAnu` che! jo tame sukhanA sthAne duHkha ane je duHkha tene sukha ema mAnI zakavAnA nathI teA pachI tame e rItanA vicAra paNa karI zakavAnA nathI. ane jo e rItanA tame vicAra paNa karI zakavAnA nathI teA pachI e pramANenuM vana paNa tamArAthI thavAnuM nathI. (5) mAnyatAmAMye vAMdho Ave che. ApaNe je mAnyatA rAkhavAnI che te mAnyatA upara ja ApaNe deva, guru ane dharma e traNe mAnavAnAM che. ApaNe deva, guru ane dha emane kai bhUmikAthI mAnyA che tenA vicAra kareA. sauthI pahelAM tA ApaNI pahelI cApaDInuM paheluM pAnu` ja ApaNe tapAsavAnu che. tIrthaMkara kANu hAya che te vicAro. ekeeka tIthaMkara rAjakuLamAM janmelA hAya che ane rAjakuLamAM na heAya te saharaNa karIne tIrthaMkara uttamakuLa meLavI zake che. have je tIrthaMkara bhagavAnA rAjakuLamAM janmyA chatAM tyAgI thaIne nIkaLyA hatA, teo zuM ema mAnatA hatA ke garIbAi ane sAdhutva e duHkha che ane ApaNe duHkha joie che mATe ApaNe sasAra cheDIne tyAgI thaIe chIe ? nahi ! tIthakara bhagavAnA daridratAne du:kha mAnIne nIkaLyA hatA ke sukha mAnIne ? pariSaha, upasaga e badhAne teo du:kha mAnIne tyAgane mAge doDayA hatA ke sukha mAnIne tyAgane mArge doDayA hatA ? A vAtanA tame vicAra karaze| tyAre tame jainatvanI pahelI cApaDInu pahela' pAnuM samajI zakaze. lAbhanu sarvottama pagathiyu... kayuM ? tIthakara bhagavAnAe tyAga svIkAryAM hatA te spaSTa rIte e
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________________ sukha duHkhanI samIkSA 135 pramANe mAnIne ja svIkAryo hato ke pariSaha, upasargo e ja lAbhanuM sarvottama pagathiyuM che. riddhisiddhi samRddhi vagere je kAMI che te kAMI nathI paNa tyAga e ja saghaLuM che. ane tyAgamAM ja sarvasva samAeluM che. tame jene deva mAne che, jene tame tIrthakara bhagavAna kahIne vaMdana karo cho, jene mATe tame abhibhAvanApUrvaka gaurava laI zake che temane A A siddhAMta ane A pATha che. have je tamAro paNa e ja pahele pATha na hoya te pachI tyAgamArganA saMpUrNa upAsake te tamArA mukhI hoI zake nahi ane tenA tame anuyAyI paNa hoI zake nahi. tIrthakara bhagavAnanI jagatamAM kevI dazA hatI te tamAre vicArI jovAnuM che. riddhisiddhi, paiseTake joIe eTalo, dhanadaulatanI kAMI nyUnatA nahotI, chatAM tIrthaMkaradevoe tene lAta mArI hatI ! te bhagavaMtonA anuyAyI tarIke tame vicAra parivartana jeTaluM paNa tyAga karI zako ke nahi te te vicAra! - "hA" kahe ke "nA" kahe ! tIrthakara bhagavAne e paisAne lAta mArI hatI. rAjayanA adhikArIo, game te kahe to paNa tenI AgaLa AMdhaLAnI mAphaka mAthuM na namAvI de. temanA kathanane gaNe nahi, tamArI daSTie to sarvathA gAMDAnA jevuM ja vartana kare, ghareNAM-hajAro ane lAkha rUpiAnA alaMkAre te pheMkI de, bahumUlya vastrono paNa tyAga kare, jagatanI darakAra na rAkhe, evI bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkaradevanI sthiti hatI. tamArI apekSAe to temanuM vartana gAMDAtura jevuM ja kare che. have je tame temanA anuyAyI thavA mAgatA ho to to tamArI pharaja e che ke kAM to teonA pATha tame kabUla karo, temaNe je karyuM hatuM te ja yegya hatuM, teo je mAge gayA hatA te ja mArga sAce hate, e vAta mAnya kare athavA te tame DAhyA che ane bhagavAna gAMDAtUra hatA ema kahI do ! tame game te he, tamArA vicAro game tevA heya, tame zIkhelA che ke abhaNa che, te paNa tamAre A bemAMthI eka bAbata te kabUla karyuM-mAnya rAkhe ja chUTake che!!
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________________ AnaMda pravacana darzane - meharAnI mArakaNI baraphI luccAne karaMDiyAnI baraphI mUrkhA sivAya bIje kaI khAvA mAgatuM nathI. je mUrkha hoya te ja badamAzanI ANelI TapalImAMnI baraNI khAvA Icche che. jema luccAnI baraphI khAvAmAM jokhama che, tema ja maharAjAnI baraphI khAvAmAM paNa jokhama samAeluM che. mahArAjA e baDe Thaga che, mATe coraTo che, jabaro dhADapADu che. enA viSayakaSAya Adi je kAMI ta che te badhAMe e meharAjAnI baraphI samAna che. jema cAranI dhADapADunI baraphI khAvAnI keIsujanI IcchA karatuM nathI, te ja pramANe mahArAjanI viSayakaSAyarUpa baraphI paNa te ja khAvA irache che ke jeo mithyAtvarUpI ajJAnI che. meharUpI madirAmAM svAtmabhAna mUkIne jeo ghelA thaelA che, teo ja mAtra maharAjAnI mIThAIne mIThAI mAnIne temAM rAce che. e mIThAInA ravAdathI rAjI thAya che, ane te mIThAInA khUbakhUba vakhANa kare che, paraMtu jeo zANuM che, sajajana che, teo te maharAjanI e barachIne javalaMta jhera mAne che che ane tenAthI A mAgavAnI ja vAta kare che. deva ane guru bane tyAgI. duniyAdArInA sAmAnya sukhane jeo duHkharUpa lekhe che athavA tenAthI je pitAne geralAbha mAne che ane duniyAdArInA saMkaTa, bhUkha, tarasa, tApa, TADha Rtuone prakopa sahe e badhAne je AtmAnA sukha lekhe che, tene ja samyagajJAna thaeluM che ema tamAre samajavAnuM che. samyagadaSTinI tAtvika mAnyatA kayAM Take che, te ja tamane samajAvavAne amAro hetu che. tame tIrthakara, deva, guru ItyAdine pahelAM samaje. rAjAne rAjA samajIne salAma karanArA bahu thaDA che, paraMtu eka salAma kare te bIje paNa salAma kare evA ghaNA hoya che. tame evA salAmIyA ne thaze. deva, guru ane dharmane pahelAM samaje. ApaNA deva te paNa tyAgI che, hajAranI mAla-milakata, lAkhe nI dolata, karaDenI zahenazAha e sadhaLAne lAta mArIne saMyama svIkAryo che tevA ApaNe deve che. jenA zAsanamAM gurue jeze te teo paNa
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________________ sukha duHkhanI samIkSA 137 tyAgI ja che. bIjo zAsanamAM jeze to duniyAthIya UlaTuM ! vyavahAramAM mANasane eka strI hoya che te temanA devone hajAro strIo hoya! guruo tarapha dRSTi karIe te teo paNa bairAMonA TeLAmAM ja birAjelA heya! kaI dharmavALA kahe che ke amArA dhADAmAM cAlyA Ave te amAruM dhADuM evuM ke tyAM joIe eTalAM barAM, dArU, hIrA, mANeka saghaLuM maphata ! te kaI dharmavALA kaheze ke amArA guruonI bairIe paNa eTalI ke tene rAkhavA mATe pAMjarApoLo hiya te te paNa nAnI paDe! jainazAsana e ja eka evuM zAsana che ke jemAM deva ane guru bane kaMcana, kAminI ane kuTuMbanA tyAgI che. janadhama zuM kahe che? have jaina dharma tarapha joze te ahIM dhama paNa tyAgane ja upadeza ApanAro che! deva, guru ane dharmanI A sthitine vicAre. jyAre tame A sthitine vicAraze, tyAre khabara paDaze ke sukha tyAM duHkha ane duHkha tyAM sukha e pATha pheravavAnI ja jarUra che kharI? e vAta taddana sAcI che ke samyakatvanI jaghanya ArAdhanA e ATha bhavamAM mekSa ApI de che. A jIva kaI vastunI kiMmata kare che te vicAro. duniyAdArInA sukhanI ja te kiMmata kare che. A vastu tamAre khyAlamAM utAravAnI khAsa jarUra che. jyAre tame A vastune khyAla karI zakazo tyAre ja tame vastunI laukika ane lokottara daSTie kiMmata karatAM zIkhaze. "laukika dRSTinI nirmAtA ane lokettara daSTinI mahattA tamArA khyAlamAM Avaze ane kALA mahelamAM beThelA zrAvake e zreNika rAjAne adhamI jaNAvyA hatA te vyAjabI ja hatuM e vAta tame sArI rIte samajI zakaze. *
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________________ 8 navapada navapadamAM badhAM tattvA samAI jAya che. navakAra e zAzvata che, tenuM kAraNa temAM jAtivAcaka padeA che, tema navapada e zAzvat che. arihaMta ane siddha deva che. rihata sAkAra ane sidda bhagavAna nirAkAra deva che. AcArya, upAdhyAya ane sAdhu guru che. jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane tapa e dharma che. jagamAM evI koi cIja nathI ke je navapadathI bahAra hAya. ArAdhavA lAyaka je cIja jagamAM che, te badhI navapadmamAM che. arihata padma laIe teA siddha, AcAya vagere rahI jAya. guNI laIe teA guNa rahI jAya ane guNu laie teA guNI rahI jAya. badhA guNa ane badhA guNI ArAdhana karavA lAyaka che te sarvane navapadmamAM laI lIdhA che. navapadanA nava divasA hoya che. e tA samajajo ke khetaramAM varasAda paDavAnA divase che, paNa varasAda paDayA pachI aMkurAM, thaDI, phaLa, phUla, dANA bharAvA te badhu varasAda pachInu kAma che. varasAda vakhate kheDUta khetaramAM haLa pheravI Ave ane AvIne ghera lamaNe hAtha mUkIne besI rahe te kArataka mahine zuM kare !!! nava divasamAM nUtana varasAda varasavAnA che paNa tenA thayeleA saMskAra haMmeza rahevA joie. navapada nava divasa mATe nathI!!! bAre mahinA tamAruM dhyAna navapada tarapha ja hAvu joie. ArAdhavA lAyaka evI kaI cIja navapadanI bahAra che ? dareka dharmavALA traNa tattva mAne che. dharmAMnA athI ne traNa tattva sivAya cAlyu nathI, cAlatu nathI ane cAlaze paNa nahi ! ! ! kayAM traNa tattva che ? te che deva, guru ane dharma. koI paNa mata le. jagatamAM traNa sivAyanA kayA mata che ?
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________________ navapada 139 darekamAM deva, guru ane dharma e traNa mAnavA ja paDe, eTaluM ja nahi paNa rUSabhadevajI vagere devAdhidevo AvatI covIzImAM nathI, apratima prabhAvazALI gautamAdika guruvaryo te AvatI covIzImAM nathI. A uparathI AcArya, upAdhyAya ane sAdhu vagerene paNa jagatamAM vyaktivAda ' haMmezAM rahevAnuM nathI, paNa jAtivAda haMmezAM rahyo che, ane raheze mATe guNanA pujArI bane !!! - AtmA mATe arihaMta nathI ! ! ! siddhacakramAM navapadanI neva jAtio che. arihaMtapadanI bahAra kaI vIzI che? nA, jI. (sabhAmAMthI) A uparathI samajI zakazo ke "namo zu jo tamArA mAgo mAthI e zAzvat rahevAnuM nathI, AthI prabhu mahAvIranI avagaNanA thatI nathI. vyakita karatAM jAti keTalI prabaLa che te jaNAvuM chuM. prabhu zAsanane pUjArI zrAvaka varga arihaMta padathI ke saMskAravALe hoya! jyAM devatAne Dara che, maravAno Dara che, devatAnA vanamAM pesanAra zrAvaka zuM vicAre che? rAjA reja eka mANasane mekale che. jene vAro Ave te. manuSya maravA mATe bagIcAmAM pese, phaLa teDIne nAkhe ke metanA paMjAmAM phasAya, e dazAnA vicAravALAnA meMmAMthI "namo arihaMtANuM" pada kema nIkaLyuM haze? eno saMskAra tapAse !!! kaI dazAne e saMskAra ke nizcita maraNanI jagyAe paNa "name arihaMtANuM !!! bAIe paNa kevI saMskAravALI hovI joIe, te vicAre. ke jyAM patine hukama chUTe che, ane strI oraDAmAM levA jAya che. potAnuM. ghara, potAne ghaNI, potAne oraDe, utrevaDamAM rahela ghaDo ane temAM rahelI cIja levA jAya te vakhate "name arihaMtANuM kema AvyuM. haze !!! derAsara upAzrayamAM ApaNuM mATe arihaMta che, paNa AtmA mATe arihaMta nathI !!! - navakAra maMtra zAzvata, AtmA mATe arihatA te phakta puNyAtmAo mATe ja che, ApaNe
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________________ 140 AnaMda pravacana darzana - --- - - - arihaMtAdika pado daherAsara upAzraya mATe rAkhyAM che. kharekhara !! AtmA mATe te punitapado nathI ! ! ApaNe mATe te pavitra che, chatAM te pada pratye keTale saMskAra che te tamArI meLe ja joI le !!! acAnaka Thesa ke kaTa vAge, pANIno bhaya Ave, Agane bhaya Ave, agara anekAneka Akasmika AphatanA bhaya Ave te vakhata "name arihaMtANuM kema nathI bolAtuM ? zULamAM sanepAta thAya tevA mATe zULInI te vAta ja zI karavI!!! ArAdhana karanArA haLukamI jenI A TIkA nathI. ApaNe A rIte lIdhe che ke nahi te vicAre !!! je haju derAsara-upAzraya mATe paNa arihaMta pratye premALa thayA nathI, emanuM te kahevuM ja zuM !! arihaMtapada sarva vIzImAM ane vIzImAM ekanuM eka ja, ane te AvuM khaseDI zakAtuM nathI. evIzI ke vIzI arihaMta pada vagara nabhI zakatI nathI, ane tethI ja arihaMtAdi padane zAzvatAM pada kahIe chIe. navakAra maMtra zAzvata che tenuM kAraNa jAtivAcaka pada temAM che. navakAramAM zrI rUSabhadeva, zrI mahAvIra vagere vyakitavAcaka pado nathI. prabhu mahAvIra ane gautamAdi AcAryo te vyakita pada che. je te pado ApaNane phAyado karaze ane muzkelIthI bacAvaze to samagra jAtipado jarUra phAyado karaze, temAM zaMkAne sthAna ja nathI. vaLI dvAdazAMgI arthathI phare nahi paNa zabdathI te phare che. navakAra maMtra zabdathI ke arthathI paNa pharavAne ja nathI! ! ! vicAra karo ke harakeI vIzInA cho kayA padathI pite jAtismaraNa pAme, ane kadAca temAM vyaktinI ArAdhanA hatA te te che kevaLIkathita mArganA kAraNabhUta kAryonuM sevana karavAne kadApi samartha thAta nahi. jAti orAdhanAnI alaukikatA samaje. devalokamAM sAgaropama sudhInAM libiA AyuSya bhogavIne deve bIjI gatimAM Ave te paNa ahIM e arihaMtAdi jAtivAcaka padyanuM arAdhana temane cAlatuM ja hoya che !! zaMkA-arihaMta Adi padyanuM ArAdhana karavuM che ne temAM deva,
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________________ navapada 141 guru, dharma traNa tattva che. te namo vALa muLa ghamaraNa deva, guru ane dharmane namaskAra. evuM kahI daIe te zuM vaLe? navapadamAM deva, guru ane dharma lAvavA che. arihaMta ne siddha bhagavAna deva, AcArya Adi guru ane darzanAdi padothI dhama AvI jAya che, mATe sIdhA ja traNa to kahI do. samAdhAna--deva, guru, dharma e traNa tattva che, paNa devanA be bhedo na samaje te deva deva zabda pikAratA pokArate rakhaDI mare!!! sAkAra ane nirAkAra deva be prakAranA sAkAra deva na samaje te nirAkArane samajavAno vakhata Ave nahi. pahelA pade sAkAra che, bIjA pade nirAkAra che. ahIM AcArya nAma kenuM ? jJAnAcArAdi pAMce AcAramAM je barAbara pravINa haiya, gaNadhara guti sUtra artha tadubhayanA vettA banI vastusthitine prarUpanAra, pUrvokata paMcAcAramAM pravartanAra ane pravartAvanAra te AcArya. A jAtivAcaka padomAM sAmAnya janAcArya kahyA nathI, paNa viziSTa svarUpa dhAraNa karanAra jainAcAryo ja A padamAM hoI zake. ahIM AcAryane namaskAra kare che. duniyAnA badhA AcAryane namaskAra nathI. devatatvanA prarUpake ja gurupadamAM birAje che !!! DuMgara bedIne uMdara kADhavAne A rasto nathI. arihaMtanA tatvane amalamAM mUkanArAo ja AcArya, upAdhyAya ane sAdhurUpa parameSThipadamAM suzobhita che. te sivAya bAkInA nAmanA AcArya. upAdhyAya ane sAdhu sAthe ahIM lAgatuM vaLagatuM nathI. je zraddhAhIna hoya te ja ema belI zake ke "AcAryathI, upAdhyAyathI ane sAdhuthI badhA AcArya kema levA nahi? jo ke ahIM suvizeSaNa lAgyuM nathI, paNa ahIM AcArya jJAnAcArAdi AcAramAM vartatA hoya, prarUpatA haya, pravartatAvatA hoya te ja gaNavAne che. upAdhyAya dvAdazAMgI bhaNelA heya ane ziSyone bhaNAvatA hoya te gaNavAnA che. kapaDAM mAtra pUlaTAvavAthI AcArya, upAdhyAya ane
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________________ 14 AnaMda pravacana darzana sAdhu nathI banAtuM; tema tenI sAthe kapaDAM vagaranA eTale sAdhu veza vagaranA paNa sAdhu kahI zakAtA nathI. chApa vagaranI cAMdI te rUpi na kahevAya. paNa cAMdI ane chApa bane hoya tyAre ja rUpiyo kahevAya. tevI rIte guru samajavA. gurupaNunA guNa ane sAdhu vezanI chApavALA e be hoya tyAre ja gurupadanA adhikArI che. jema hAIskUlamAM traNa vastu che H heDamAstara, mAstara ane vidyAthIo. tevI rIte jainazAsanarUpa hAIskulamAM heDamAstara tarIke AcArya deve, mAstara tarIke upAdhyAya, ane vidyArthI tarIke sAdhuo che. jAtisvarUpanA pratipAdanamAM savizeSaNa lAvavAnI jarUra nathI. dArU zabdamAM ghena caDAvanAra evuM vizeSaNa mUkAya che kharuM? mITho goLa kema nahi?gaLa zabda mIThA padArthane kahenAre che, tevI rIte jAti pado svataMtra svarUpamAM mIThAzavALAM che. mekSanI kriyAne sAdhyapUrvaka sevana karanAra zrAvaka varga prAthamika zALArUpa dezaviratimAM je abhyAsa kare che te hAIskulamAM AvavA mATenI taiyArIo rUpa che !!! A pAMca pada jAti tarIke ArAdhIe chIe te zA mATe ? dhyeya kayuM? (sabhAmAMthI mokSanuM) DuMgara bedIne uMdara kADhavAne A rasto nathI !! tapa e pravRtti dharma che. badhAne ArAdhe paNa dayeya nahi hoya te tame cUke che !!! chokarA skUlamAM bhaNe, te nAmuM lakhe ane meTI uMmaranA nAmAM lakhe, moTAone kathaLImAM keTalA paDe te prathama vicAravAnuM che. karAone te zIkhavAnuM che, kAraNa e temanI avasthA rUpiyA lAvavAnI nathI. abhyAsa vakhate lAkha jame udhAra kare, saravALA bAdabAkI kare paNa temAM dhyeya kazuM nathI, tevI rIte arihaMtAdi ArAdhIe paNa temAM dhyeya na hoya te sAdhya dharmanI apekSAe badhuM nakAmuM che balake chokarAnI nAmuM zIkhavAnI zALA jevuM che. AcArane aMge arihaMta
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________________ navapada 143 AcAryAdi vagerene mAnIe chIe. emanAmAM anupameya sarvasva che, te mAre meLavavuM che. AthI samyadarzanAdi cAra levAthI pAMce padane mAnIe chIe, meLavavA mATe ja mAnIe chIe ane tevA sAdhya tarIkene muddo nahi rahe te abhavya ane bhavyamAM lezamAtra pharaka nathI. samyagadarzanavALAne samyagadarzanAdinuM dhyeya hoya che ane abhavyane te yeya hetuM nathI. ApaNuM yeya samyagU darzanAdi traNanuM ja hoI zake. tattvArthakAre traNa pada jaNAvelA che, ahIM navapadamAM cAra pada kahyA, tapa pada kema uDADI dIdhuM ? pratijJA rUpI tapa siddhapaNAmAM hotuM nathI, aNuhAra rUpa tapanuM sAdhya ratnatrayImAM hoya che. chatAM te nathI lIdhuM, tenuM kAraNa e che ke aNuhArI thavuM e guNa nathI gaNe. paNa doSanA abhAva rUpa gaNe che. nAmakarmane udaya hatuM, tejasunI Aga bhabhUkI rahI hatI, tyAM sudhI AhAratyAga guNa hato ja nahi, taijasUnA doSathI thayela AhArane saddabhAva ane te rUpI doSane abhAva te aNahArIpaNuM sAdhana tarIke tapa hatuM, mATe tene tamarUpa dharmamAM lIdhe nathI. samyagU darzanAdi AtmAnuM svarUpa, ane te mekSamAM samyagudarzana, jJAna ane cAritra eTale vItarAgapaNuM hoya che. tethI AtmAnA kabajAnA mAlikInA che. akhaMDa prApti mATe sahAyabhUta tapa e pravRtti dharma che. te pravRttirUpa dharmamAM ujamALa rahela bhavyAtmAo saheje svarUpa dharmarUpa ziva saMpadAo sAdhe che. siddhacakramAM rahela sarvotkRSTa alaukika navapada sarvatra zAsanamAM sarvadA jAtivAdamAM jayavaMtA vate che !!
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________________ jainadarzanamAM ara-spRzyatAnuM vidhAna //////.......................//: [jainazAsanamAM sArA ke khoTA karmanuM phaLa daza gaNuM mAneluM che. jainazAsanamAM paNa aspRzyanA mAnelA che, metA kahe che ke mArI aspRzyatAnuM kalaka TaLe tA huM dIkSA levA taiyAra chuM. metAra 4, haridezI ane citrasabhUtanAM dRSTAMta devatAi daSTAMtA che tenA udAharaNane AgaLa karI aspRzyatA uDAvI na devAya. ] .................. .................... jaina zAsananI vidhamAnatA ! ! ! yajJano uddo rAmukhItro ti yALa" upadezamALA. AsannApakArI prabhu mahAvIradevanA hasta dIkSita dharmAMdAsa gaNivarajI zrI upadezamALAmAM jaNAve che ke sukRta ke duSkRta eka vakhata thAya te tene ochAmAM A daza guNeA udaya hAya che, ane vadhAre thAya te! kroDAkroDa guNA uya hAya che, ana`taguNA paNa hAya che. zubhAzubha karmanI vicitratA ajaba che!!! AthI khyAla Avaze ke eka vakhata, be ghaDI mATe paNa karelA abhimAnathI bhaviSyanI ochAmAM echI eka jiMdagI zI rIte bagaDe che! cAhe tA jAtinu, kulanuM, zrutanu', khalanuM, ke khIjuM kAI paNa abhimAna eka ja vakhata mAtra e ghaDI karavAmAM Ave teA tenu phaLa AvatI AkhI jiMdagImAM bhAgavavuM paDe che. jo eka vakhata kareluM karma ghaNuM phaLa na Apatu' hoya, ne tevuM ne tevuM ja phaLa thatuM hAya tA AvatA AkhA janma jAti, kuLa, lAbha, ane tapa vageremAM jIvane hInapaNuM pAmavAnuM kaMI paNa kAraNa nathI. metA muni, rikezImuni, ne citrasa bhUti muni vagerenA pahelA bhavanA kSaNamAtranA abhimAnA karyu phaLa ApanArAM thayAM che !!!
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________________ jainadarzanamAM aspRzyatAnuM vidhAna A traNanA dRSTAMtathI Aje keTalAka kahe che ke-jainazAsanamAM aspRzyatA jevI vastu ja nathI, jo hAta tA A traNe muni khanI zakayA na hata. Avu' kahenArAoe pahelAM tA e vicAravu joie ke AmAM pahelAnA bhavamAM karelA abhimAnanI sajA kaI ? karmInI sattA mAneA che ke nahi ? jJAna, tapa vageremAM jetu' abhimAna karavAmAM Ave te khIjA bhavamAM prApta na thAya e kanu phaLa che evuM mAnA che ke nahi ? khaLanuM abhimAna karanAra khIje bhave nikhaLa thAya che. tevI ja rIte jAti tathA kuLanuM abhimAna karanAra khIje bhave nIca jAti tathA nIca kuLamAM avatare che. A vAtane kema pramANa karAtI nathI. anAkI sTonA e mata che ke duniyAnI tamAma mUDI sarakhe bhAge vaheMcavI joie. eka lakSAdhipati ane eka hajAravALA evA bheda joIe nahi, ane e mATe ja te khUllu' kahe che ke mAladArAne prathama mArI nAkhavA, tevI ja rIte koi tumAkhIkhAra manuSyanA eka akhatarAnI pAchaLa akkala vagaranA cAle che. jo UMcanIca gAtrAdi nahi mAnA tA pachI ATha karmonI mAnyatA raheze nahi. kanI mAnyatA na hAya tA jainazAsananI jarUrI zI ? arthAt kama cUrA mATe jainazAsananI vidyamAnatA che, UMcanIcapaNuM teA sarvatra che. varNAzrama e judI vastu che, ane UMcanIcapaNuM e judI cIja che. eka ja brAhmaNa vaSmAM paNa UMcanIcapaNuM che ke nahi ? koIne gadheDA ke kUtarA kahA ane koIne hAthI ke vRSabha jevA kaheA tA asaramAM kraka paDe che ke nahi ? jAnavaramAM paNa UMcanIcapaNu' kahela che. are eka ja zarIranAM judAM judAM aMgopAMgamAMce UMcanIcapaNuM rahelu che. salAma hAthathI kare che| tyAM pagathI salAma kareA tA ? prAya: tamAre vAMdhA na ja hoya, paNa zAstrakArAne vAMdhA na ja hota tA 'nAmuvAlA suM:" " ItyAdi zabda kahevA paData ja nahi. vaLI. AcArAMgamAM keTalAkanAM kuLa jugupsanIya gaNyAM che, zrI piMDaniyuSkti pA. 157 vasati, geAcarI, ane pratrajyA mATe temane akalpanIya kahyA che. nAbhithI uparanA mastaka sudhInA bhAga zubha nAmakarmanA udayathI zubha 10 145
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________________ 146 AnaMda pravacana darzana tathA nAbhithI nIcene bhAga azubha nAma karmanA udayathI azubha kahyo che. AMkhanuM kAma kAnathI laI zakaze? (sabhAmAMthI) nahi. kAnanuM kAma AMkha paNa karI zakaze ? nahi. prazna-tiraskAra na ghaTe ?' samAdhAna-tiraskAramAM ane sparza karavAmAM aMtara che. paNa munipaNamAM te tevuM kAMI nathI chatAM doSavALAne dIkSA ApavI nahi tevuM spaSTa vidhAna che. cAra varSathI dIkSAnI carcA cAle che. temAM zAsanapremIo tathA zAsanane virodhIo e baneya pakSa eka sarakhI rIte kabUla kare che ke aDhAra delavALAne dIkSA apAya nahi, te te aDhAra deSamAM "jugita e paNa doSa che ene aMge kadI vicAra karyo? pravacana-sArodvAra ane nizItha cUrNimAM jugita cAra jAtanA rahyA che. jAtinuM gita, kulanuM gita, zilpanuMgita, tathA zarIra jugita. jAti jugitamAM DheDa, camAra vagere jANavA, ane tene mATe zAstrakAroe spaSTa kahyuM che ke aspRzya eTale tene aDakI zakAya nahi, kula jugita eTale sparza kharo paNa kharAba kuLanA, zilpa gita te cAmaDAM, macchI, mAMsa vagere dhadho karanAra tathA zarIra jugita te ThuMThA-AMdhaLA vagere jANavA. have je jainadarzanamAM pRthyAspRzyane vAMdho na hoya to mekSanA rAjamArga cAritramAM tene niSedha kema karyo? vAta e che ke zAstramAM te che paNa AMkhe jevuM nathI. AMdhaLe kahI de ke jagatamAM lAla, lIluM, pILuM che ja nahi to tethI te nathI ema kaI kabUla karaze ke? prazna-aspRzyatA nizcayathI che? sparza kare ke nahi te vAta - vyavahAranI che ? vaLI je karmanuM phaLa nizcita mAne te aspRzyatA nizcayathI paNa thaI cUkI. karmanI nizcitatA na mAne te svarUpe te AtmA siddha ja che, ane e rIte te manuSyane vyavahAra mATe bolavAne " hakaka nathI. tiraskAra e judI vastu che ane sparza karavo e judI vastu
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________________ jenadarzanamAM aspRzyatAnuM vidhAna 147 che. ApaNI bahena, beTI ke mAtA cheTe heya tyAre ApaNe aDatA nathI, aDIe te nAhIe chIe tethI ApaNe temane tiraskAra karIe chIe ema kahI zakAze nahi. hiMdu jAtine aMge aspRzyatAnA praznane aMge nyAya ApanAre A vAta vicAravI ghaTe che. metI ane maga sarakhA bhAve na vecAya. zAstrakAra tyAM sudhI kahe che ke jAtie nIcA te kuLathI te nIcA ja che. prazna-jAtie nIcA te kam UMcA na thAya? samAdhAna-mUMgAne kevaLajJAna thAya te jIbha AvI jaze? AMkha vagaranAne kevaLajJAna thAya te heLA prApta thaze ? kevaLa jJAnIne paNa pahelAMnAM karmonuM phaLa bhegavavuM paDe che. keI kubaDAne kevaLajJAna thAya, pachI zuM tenuM zarIra sudharI jaze ? aghAti karmanA udaye thayelI zarIranI pariNati te ghAtikane kSaya thayA chatAM maTatI nathI, have kahe ke UMcanIca getra te aghAti ke ghAti ? prazna-paNa navAM karma na bAMdhe te ? samAdhAna-tethI jUnAM karma bhegavyA vinA cAle nahi. jeo ema kahe che ke jainadarzanamAM UMcanIcApaNuM, ke pRNyAspRzyatA che nahi, teo jainadarzana pratye dhyAna ApI zakyA ja nathI. zAstrakAre mekSane mukhya tathA jarUrI mArga cAritra kahyo che. tyAM paNa aspRzyane dIkSAmAM manA karI che. gRhastho mATe te levA-devAnuM, bhajanavyavahAranuM, beTI bena levAdevAnuM, vyavahAra vagere aneka kAraNe che. prazna-karmAdAnane vepArI zilpa jugitamAM kharo ? samAdhAna-nA ! zilpa jugitamAM kayA levA te mATe judI hakIkata jaNAvelI che. AtmAnA udayane eka ja mArga dIkSA, tene mATe je nAlAyaka Thare te bIjA mATe sparzAdimAM lAyaka thaI zake kharo ? ema prazna thaze. (sabhAmAMthI) hA, jI. praznakAra-tyAre e dharma zI rIte kare ?
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________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana samAdhAna--koI aspRzya jinezvaranI mUrti banAve tene tame rokI zako nahi. jema pelA bhIle droNAcArya'nI mUrtinu pUjana karyuM" hatuM. raste jatA jaina sAdhune koI aspRzya mastaka namAve temAM tame vAMdhA laI zake nahi; hiMsAdinA tyAga kare temAM jainadarzanane vAMdhA nathI. anya daOnInI mAphaka tame tema kahI zake tema nathI ke- svadharme nidhanaM zreyaH paradharmo bhayAvahaH 148 deva, gurU, dharma vaTalAtA nathI paNa vyavahAra vaTalAya che. dAkhalAo kAyadAne bAdhaka nathI !!! kahevAnuM tAtparya e che ke deva, guru, dharma vaTalAtA nathI paNa vyavahAra tadna vaTalAya che, have tamane e zaMkA thaze ke metA, harikezI tathA citrasa'bhUti A traNeye dIkSA zI rIte lIdhI ? kemake aspRzyane dIkSA tA che nahi. AnuM samAdhAna karu te pahelAM eka bIjI vAta pratye dhyAna kheMcu' chu. nAtanA cApaDAmAM kAyado hoya ke "koIpaNa zrAvake abhakSya khAvu' nahi, apeya pIvu nahi, DuMgaLI-lasaNa vagerene aDakavuM (khAvu) nahi," chatAM je kAI khAya tA te javAbadArI vyaktinI che paNa nAtanI nathI. tevI rIte zAstra tA spaSTa vidhAna karyuM" ke aspRzyane dIkSA apAya nahi, temAM AvA kadI be-traNa-dAkhalA hAya tethI vidhAnane (kAyadAne) khAdha AvatA nathI. jema kAyado tA kahe che ke cArI na karavI, jugAra na ramavA, vyabhicAra na sevavA chatAM koi manuSya te kare che, te uparathI tema karavAnA kAyado che tema kahI zakAya nahi; DAhyo mANasa ema kadI kahI zake nahi ke dAkhalAo kAyadAne khAdhaka che. have ApaNe e dRSTAMtAmAM UMDA UtarIe paNa te vAMcI, sAMbhaLIne vicAro !!! zAstrone badanAma karI nahi ! ! ! metA muni kANu hatA ? mAtra ca'DAlane tyAM janmyA hatA paNa temaNe dUdha paNa caMDAlaNInuM pIdhuM nathI, tyAM ucharyo paNa nathI ke te AcAra dekhyo paNa nathI, kemake janmyA te ja vakhate sa`keta mujaba zeThane tyAM temane laI javAmAM AvyA ane zeThanI marelI putrIne
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________________ janadarzanamAM aspRzyatAnuM vidhAna 149 caMDAlane tyAM lAvavAmAM AvI hatI. jeo metAryanuM dRSTAMta detA hoya teo A vAtane bhUlI kema jAya che? janmanI sAthe ja kuLa pharI gayuM hoya tenA jIvanamAM prAyaH te kuLanI asara rahetI nathI. pUrvabhavanA saMketa mujaba devatA metAryane dIkSA levAnuM kahe che paNa metAryanuM lavaleza mana nathI. devatA parANe apAvavA Icche che. jeo aspRzyatAne aMge metAryanuM daSTAMta AgaLa dhare che, teoe "parANe paNa dIkSA ApavI sArI che," e dastAveja upara sahI karI devI paDaze. have metArya varaghoDe caDhIne paraNavA jAya che, ane ATha kanyAo paNa paraNavAne mATe valakhA mArI rahI che. tyAM pelo devatA mAtaMgINInA zarIramAM pesIne mAtaMgane moDhe "A tamAre putra che te saMbaMdhamAM badhe khulAso kare che, tethI te mAtaMga ane mAtaMgINI beya AvIne A te amAro putra che" ema kahIne matAryane gaLe vaLagI paDe che. tathA hajAro manuSya vacce te mAtaMga zeThane tyAM janma vakhate thayelI bALakanI adalAbadalInI vAta sUlI kare che. zeTha cupa thAya che. pelI AThe kanyAe vIle moDhe pAchI jAya che. kahe, aspRzyatA UDI gaI ke sAbita thaI ? metAye dUdha paNa tyAMnuM pIdhuM nathI, mAtra janma tyAM hatA eTalI vAta khullI thatAM te varagheDe vikharAI gayo, ane AThe kanyAo bhAgI gaI. jainazAsanamAM aspRzyatA nathI tevuM kahenArA A vAta bhUlI jAya che ? pharI devatA AvIne kahe che "kema? have dIkSA levI che ?" tyAre metArca zuM kahe che? te vicAre. "mAruM nAka kapAI gayuM, duniyAmAM mAM dekhADAya tevuM na rahyuM, have dIkSA lauM zI rIte ? je A kalaMka TaLe te dIkSA lauM." "jainadarzanamAM aspRzyatA nathI tevuM kahenAre metAryanA pitAnA A zabda vicArI levA. pitAne dIkSAne bhAva nathI. chatAM lAgeluM aspRzyatAnuM kalaMka TaLe te dIkSA levA taiyAra che to te kalaMkane keTalI mahattA apAtI haze? pachI devatA te kalaMka TALavA eka bakara Ape che, zrI DIne badale te ratno mUke che. A rane no thALa laIne caMDALa zreNikane
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________________ 150 AnaH pravacana na te ratnA bheTa kare che. zreNikavicAre che. ke AvAM ratnA rAja kayAMthI lAve che ? vaLI caMDALane rAja AvI bheTa karavAnu kAraNa pUche che, tyAre ca'DALa metA mATe kanyAnuM mAgu kare che. A sAMbhaLIne zreNika lAlapILA thaI jAya che. vicArA ke jo aspRzyatA jevuM na hoya tA kSAyika samakitanA dhaNI zreNika mahArAjA lAlapILA thAta zuM kAma ? zreNika tathA abhaya vaLI vicAre che ke jenI pAse ATalu dravya che te jarUra bIjI paNa (rAjyane a Mge) uthalapAthala kema na kare ? evuM vicArI zreNika ane abhaya baMne DheDane ghera jaIne khakarA jue che tA pratyakSa tene ratnA mUkatA dekhe che. te bakarAne peAtAne tyAM lAve che tyAM tA lIDI ja mUke che. tethI abhayakumAra kahe che ke e dhana metA nA nasIkhanu che tathA AmAM kAi devatAnA camatkAra che.' ema samajIne pharI tene ghera bakarI bAMdhI Ave che. pharIthI ratnanI bheTa vAravAra mAkalyA kare che. zreNika jyAre pUche che, tyAre mAMgaNI tA kanyAnI kare che. tyAra pachI rAjA zreNika mAtaMgane kahe che ke- jo rAjagRhIne (je khAra jojana lAMbI ane nava jojana paheALI che) pharatA eka rAtamAM sAnAnA killA karI de. vaibhArigira para pagathI (pAja) baMdhAve tathA dariyA ahI` lAvI temAM aspRzyatA TALavAnA saMskAra karI pavitra thAya tA kanyA Apu !!! A traNe vAte devatAi che ke bIjuM kAMI ? te tame jAte vicAro. jainadarzanamAM aspRzyatA che ke nahi? tamArI zakti na hoya ane tame na pALI zake| te vAta judI che, paNa tethI zAstrane badanAma kare nahi !!! harikezI ane metAya jInI dIkSAne tInI paraMparA sAthe phAi paNa jAtanA saMbaMdha nathI !!! jainazAstra ADe AvatuM nathI ! !! te rAjakuLanA hatA have harikezI muninI vAta vicAraza. te paNa janmyA pachI bahAra mUkI devAyAthI caMDALane tyAM dUdha bheAjanAdithI
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________________ jinadarzanamAM aspRzyatAnuM vidhAna 151 ucherAyA hatA. metAryane ke harikezIne kaI paNa gacchanA ke saMpradAyanA munie dIkSA ApI nathI. harikezI munine paNa gocarIne aMge. aspRzyatAnA kAraNe keTaluM veThavuM paDe che ! eka ThekANe gocarI gayA che, te mahollAnA mANase kahe che keucchiSTa bhajana pheMkI dauM te kabUla paNa tane ApuM nahi." vaLI tyAM vyAvahArika jJAnadAtA upAdhyAya pitAnA vidyArthIo pAse harikezIne mAra marAve che ane kADhI mUkavA mATe kahe che, tethI vidyAthIo. mAravA doDe che te vakhate devatA te vidyArthIone lehI vamatA kare che tathA keInAM aMge pAMga maraDI nAkhe che. harikezInuM dRSTAMta denAre. A vAta paNa kabulavI joIze ke eka muninA apamAna khAtara seMkaDene lehI vamatA karavAmAM vAMdho nathI !!! harikezI. muni thayA che paNa bhikSAdi vyavahAramAM AvI musIbate chatAM roSa karatA nathI. temane kaI gacchavALA ke saMpradAyavALAe dIkSA ApI nathI. devatAnA baLe, pUrvabhavanA puNya baLe pratyeka buddha jevI sthitinA yege dIkSA AvI jAya temAM jainazAsana ADe AvatuM nathI. : have citrasaMbhUti paNa caMDALa hatA. teo muni thayA chatAM gAmamAM peThA te mATe mAra khAvo paDe, eTaluM ja nahi paNa gAmamAMthI nIkaLatAM nIkaLatAM ye mAra khAdhe. ne evI sthiti UbhI thaI ke emane AvuM jIvana jIvavA karatAM maravuM sAruM lAgyuM ane tethI DuMgara upara caDhI pRpApAta karavAno prayatna karyo. A citrasaMbhUti munine paNa kaI paNa ga7vALA munie dIkSA ApI nathI. citrasaMbhUtine tejalezyA mUkavI paDI pachI rAjA vagere namatA AvyA, vaLI niyANuM karavuM paDayuM. A badhI vAte pratyakSa chatAM eka ja vAta pakaDI rAkhavI ene artha zo ? kaI hiMdIe amukanAM khUna karyA tethI ema kahevuM ke hiMdIo khUnI che, te zuM nyAyayukata che !!! eka vakhata be ghaDI paNa nIti ke kuLane mada thAya te AgalA. bhavamAM nIcapaNuM bhegavavuM paDe che. manuSya bhavamAM jAya te nIca gotramAM upaje, tiryaMcamAM paNa gadheDo ke kUtara vagere thAya. are !
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________________ 15ra AnaMda pravacana darzana devaloke upaje te paNa kibiSIye deva thAya. jema duSkRtyane aMge A niyama temaja be ghaDI dharmakRtya thAya te janmAMtaramAM UMcI sthiti prApta thAya. A jIva dharmanI kiMmata samajatuM nathI. ane tethI ja jJAnIo tene ajJAnI kahe che. AhAra, zarIra, Indri, viSayo ane tenAM sAdhanamAM ja mazagula rahevuM e ajJAna che. samyagadarzana, jJAna, cAritra e dharma che tenI kiMmata samajavI joIe. te be rIte thAya (1) laukika tathA (2) lokottara daSTie dharmanI kiMmata samajAze tyAre kALA mahelavALA zrAvakee pitAne adhamI tarIke jAhera kema karyA te khyAlamAM Avaze. IIIIIIII 0 badhA bhava karmathI thaelA che. karmanuM mULa kaSAya che. saMsAra karma ane kaSAyane cheda vitarAganA AzrayathI thAya che. 0 Ape bhayAkula A bhavasamudrathI anaMtA prANuo bacAvyA mArA ekanA samuddhAramAM zuM mATe vicAra hoya? rrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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________________ dharmanAM cihno [ jyAM dharmanA akSaro na maLe tevA kSetranuM nAma vyavahArathI ) anAryakSetra kahevAmAM Ave che. dharmamAM pravartamAna thavAnI IcchA ane te che II IcchAne saphaLa thavAnAM sAdhane AryakSetramAM hoya che. AryonuM maMtavya-AhAra, nidrA, bhaya, ane mithuna e cAranI pravRttimAM manuSya jIvananI saphaLatA nathI, paNa dharmanI pravRtti karavAmAM che. audArya, dAkSiNya, pApajugupsA ane nirmaLa bedha te dharmavRkSanAM 1 DALAM che. A heAya te dharma che tema samajI zakAya che. AthI A cAra vastu dharmanAM cihno che. 1. AryakSetramAM UMcAmAM UMcI cIja dharma AdArya dAkSiNya pApajugupsAtha nirmalo bodhaH / liGghAni dharma sidhdheH pra yeNa janapriyatvaM ca // (SoDaza). zAstrakAra mahArAjA bhagavAna zrImadda haribhadrasUrijI mahArAjA bhavyajIvonA upakAra mATe dharmopadeza detAM prathama jaNAvI gayA ke dharmanI vAsanA AryakSetramAM rahelI che. jyAM svane paNa dharmanA akSaro na maLe tevA kSetranuM nAma vyavahArathI anAryakSetra kahevAmAM Ave che. dharmamAM pravartamAna thavAnI IcchA ane te IcchAne saphaLa karavAnAM anekavidha sAdhano AryakSetramAM svAbhAvika hoya che; AryakSetrane manuSya dharma karavAmAM potAnI saphaLatA mAne che. AryomAM e saMskAra paDela ja hoya che ke A manuSya jIvanamAM kaMIka dharma karIzuM te ja jiMdagI saphaLa thaze. AdanidrAmathathana ra e lokamAM sarva prakAranA jIvanI sAmAnya sthiti saMjJAne anusaratA svarUpamAM varNavelI che. AryonuM
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________________ 154 . AnaMda pravacana darzana e maMtavya che ke AhAra, nidrA, bhaya ane mathuna e cAre te manuSya tathA pazumAM sarakhAM che eTale ke manuSya jIvananI saphaLatA A cAranI pravRttimAM nathI paNa dharmamAM pravRtti karavAmAM che. AmAM rahelA A sahaja maMtavyathI dareka potAne dhamI gaNavA taiyAra rahe che. pitAne je kaI pamI kahe te khuzakhuza thAya che; kAraNa ke AryakSetramAM dharmane UMcAmAM UMcI cIja gaNavAmAM AvelI che. arthAta manapasaMda cIjanA sArA yA narasA zabdo zravaNendriyane sAMbhaLavA atyaMta madhura lAge che. anAdi saMskArano pratyakSa prabhAva ! je dharma manuSya jIvanane saphaLa kare tevo dharma ApaNAthI thaye ke nahi te ApaNe pArakhI zakatA nathI, ane jyAre heya, upAdeya vagaranI sthiti hoya te ghAMcIne baLada pharyA kare te udyama gaNAya. vastuta: e AMdhaLiyA udyamamAM AtmAnuM vaLe nahi. dharma karIe paNa AtmAmAM dharmanA aMkure, thaDa, DALI, pAMdaDAM, phUla ke phaLa zuM thayuM te jaNAya nahi, dharma keTale thaye, ke thayo vagerenI samaja na paDe to dharma mATe paNa te udyama AtmAne zI rIte AgaLa vadhArI zake ? dharma e bAhya rUpa, rasa, gaMdha, sparza, zabdavALI cIja nathI ke jethI thayele ke na thayelo jANI zakAya. arthAta dharma e Indriyo dvArA dekhI ke jANI zakAya tema nathI, chatAM dhamane na ja jANI zakAya tema paNa nathI zAstrakAro kahe che ke keTalAka padArtho sAkSAt jaNAya, jyAre keTalAka padArtho tenAM cihno dvArA jaNAya che. cUlAnI pAse hoIe te agni sAkSAt dekhIe chIe. jyAre cUle na dekhAya teTalA dUra haIe ke bahAranA bhAgamAM hoIe te paNa dhumADA dvArA e agni hovAnuM ApaNe jANI zakIe chIe. te pramANe jJAnI puruSe paNa dharmane tenAM cihnothI jANI zake che. ApaNe dharmane sAkSAt na jANI zakIe paNa tenA cihno dvArA e jANI zakIe. vRkSanuM thaDa, DALa, pAMdaDuM, phUla, phaLa e badhuM bahAra jaNAya paNa te badhAne AdhAra
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________________ dharmanAM cihno 155. tenuM mULa che, ke je bahAra jaNAtuM nathI. thaDa, DALI, tathA pAMdaDAMnA pramANa uparathI jamInamAM daTAyeluM jhADanuM mULa keTaluM UMDuM gayuM haze. te paNa samajI zakIe chIe, anumAna karI zakIe chIe. tema AtmAmAM rahele dharma thaDa, DALAM vagerenI jema bahAra dekhAtAM cihnothI jANa zakAya tema che. zrImadda haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjazrI DALAM, pAMkhaDAM vagere dvArAe dharma tapAsavAnuM, (AtmAmAM dharma che ke nahi te nihALavAnuM) kahe che. te DALAM, pAMkhaDAM kayAM? audArya dAkSiNya vagere. A jagamAM anAdikAlathI A AtmAne "ahIMthI lauM ke tahIMthI lau evo saMskAra paDe che. be-traNa varSanuM bALaka hAthamAM rUpIo laI mAla levA jAya to tene kaI Ape nahi chatAM tenA hAthamAMthI rUpIo laI le to kharA !! e rUpIe cheDAva sahela nathI; ghaNuM muzkela che. rUpIA mATe (rUpIo na choDavA mATe) valurAM bhare, bacakAM bhare, paga pachADe, cIse nAMkhe, badhuMye kare paNa pIo. choDe nahi, hA ! rotAM rotAM thAke, sUe, UMghI jAya pachI rUpIo ke paise je hoya te enA hAthamAMthI laI le tenuM tene bhAna nathI, jAgyA pachI rUpIA ke paisAne te saMbhAratuM paNa nathI. bAlyavayamAM rUpIo chUTa nathI eTale ke evA tIvra lebhanA anAdi saMskArane pratyakSa prabhAva che. dharmanuM paheluM cihna : audAya have "lanI jagyAe "da mUkeH arthAt lau"ne sthAne "dauM? AvI bhAvanAthI bharapUra bane, levA devAnA kATalAM judAM rAkhavAnuM kArya manuSyone na zobhe. A saMskAra thAya, vadhe, jAge te mAne. ke emAM kalyANa che. dharmane e prathama aMkure. devAnI bhAvanAmAM kalyANanI buddhi keTalI ? e buddhinuM jeTaluM pramANa teTale dharma, devAnI bhAvanAne badale levAnuM tathA saMgharavAnuM mana teTalI kalyANa-- buddhi ochI, teTale dharma che. dharmanuM paheluM cihna audArya che. devAmAM kalyANabuddhi mAne, pachI de potAnI zakti pramANe dAnane dharmanuM cihna kahyuM, kAraNa ke devAne AdhAra te zakti para avalaela
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________________ 156 AnaMda pravacana darzana che. audAryanI bhAvanA chatAM pravRtti badhAnI sarakhI thavI muzkela che, temaja jagatamAM badhA kArya mAM badhAnI tevI bhAvanAvALAnI buddhi sarakhI cAle tema nathI. ghaNuM chokarAne mAbApa dorIne, rovaDAvIne, TAMgAToLI karIne nizALe laI jAya che. ramata cheDavI paDe che te chokarAne AkaruM lAge che tevI rIte A jIvane svArtha che ane paramArtha AgaLa karo te paNa ghaNuM ja AkaruM lAge che. dhamanAM cAra cihno ! ! ! chokarAM nizALe mAbApanA kahevAthI jAya che, tema dharmanA tamAma rastA ApaNe samajI gayA hoIe evuM bane nahi. pahelavahelAM ApaNe ajJAna hoIe te kaI rItie dharma kare? chatAM gharmiSTanA kahevAthI dharma karAya, temane dharma karavAnuM nA kahetAM manamAM saMkeca thAya tenuM nAma dAkSiNya. A jeomAM hoya teomAM dharmanuM bIjuM cihna che tema samajavuM. dAkSiNya sAruM ane khoTuM beya kAma karAve. pADelIe be dastAveja lakhyuM hoya tyAM zarama ke lAlaca khAtara zAkha karAya te dharmanuM cihna nathI, paNa dAkSiNya zabdane durupayoga na thAya mATe AgaLa jaNAve che ke dharmanuM trIju cihna pApa jugupsA che. A trIjA cihnavALe AtmA, jyAM pApa jANe, samaje ke sAMbhaLe ke tarata tenI, ane tenA mArganI niMdA kare. anAdinA ajJAnathI thayelA pApane paNa ApaNe zrI tIrthaMkaradevanI vANI anusAra, te pApanI niMdA karavApUrvaka dUra karI zakIe chIe. gharmanA trIjA lakSaNavALo. AtmA pApanA koIpaNa kAryane mana, vacana, kAyAthI anumode nahi ane pApakAryonI vividha trividha niMdA kare. bAhya snAna jema zarIra paranA kacarA sAthe kasturIna vilepanane paNa joI nAkhe che, tema ajJAna jIva pApa-puNyanI vaheMcaNI na karI zakavAnA kAraNe pApane puNya tathA puNyane pApa kahI pApanI niMdA - karatAM puNyanI niMdA paNa karI de che, kAraNa ke tenAmAM nirmaLa bedha nathIH mATe dharmanuM cothuM cihna nirmaLAbedha che. nirmaLabodha jene thAya te AtmA puNyane puNya, pApane pApa, Azravane Azrava, baMdhanane
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________________ dhanAM cihno 157 khaMdhana, bhavakAraNane bhavakAraNa tarIke vastune yathArasvarUpe samajI zake che. nirmaLakhAdhamAM keAInI sAkSI levI paDe tema nathI. AtmAmAM dhama thayA che ke nahi te jANavAnAM, tenI siddhinAM, pratItinAM A cihno che. A cihno tarapha dila na lAgatu' hAya teA AtmAmAM dhama thayA nathI ema samajavuM. dhanuM pAMcamuM cihna 'lAkapriyapaNuM" che paNa e cihna niyamavALuM nathI, eTale tyAM 'prAyaH' zabda mUkayA arthAt e cihna ghaNAbhAge hAya. vivekI manuSyane te vahAlA ja lAge, AvA suMdara samAna guNavALAne dekhI tevA guNavALA sajjane rAjI thAya mATe dharmanAM cAra cihno dharAvanArA prAyaH leAkapriya hoya eTale ghaNuM karIne tyAM pAMcamu* cihna paNa hoya. je AtmAmAM pUrve kathana karelAM A pAMca cihno peAtAmAM jaNAya tA samajavuM ke AtmAmAM dharmanI asara thayelI che, kAraNa ke A dharma pratIti karavAnuM mApakayaMtra che. A rIte dhanAM cihna jANI, dhane TakAvavA, vadhAravA zubha udyama karaze te A bhava-parabhava kalyANanI paraparA pAmI chelle meAkSanA zAzvat sukhane viSe virAjamAna thaze. . O khIjAe peAkAra karIne kahe che ke amArI parIkSA na karavI. tema ja amArA AgamAnI paNu parIkSA na karavI te paNa janatAnuM bhALapaNa Azcarya che ke meAkSanI IcchA haiAvA chatAM tenI pAse saraLa bhAve DhADI jAya che. deva, Agama, dharma ane guruone huM prANa! jo tuM hu MmezAM ahI' mukita mATe ArAdhatA hAya tA je kalezanA samUhathI rahita hAya teonI sevA kara, kAraNa ke sAdhya meAkSapada tene anukuLa hoya te sevavAjoIe.
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________________ zA nI eTale tarI zake ane tArI zake [ kaSAyonuM pAtALapaNuM, dAnasaci, madhyama guNonI prApti vagere sadguNothI manuSyapaNuM maLI zake che. puNya-pApa ApaNe lAvI ke kADhI zakatA nathI. paNa puNya ane pApanAM baMdha thavAnAM kAraNene svIkArIe te puNyapApa ApoApa baMdha thAya che. A jIva mehamAyAnI madirAmAM e masta bane che ke strI, putra, saMpatti badhAne dekhe che paNa pitAne oLakhatA nathI. kasturI mRga kasturI mATe doDAdoDa kare che. paNa kasturI pitAnI A pAse che, tene khyAla tene nathI. tema jIva puNya-sukha mATe dhamapachADA mAre A che, paNa sukhanAM sAdhane potAnAmAM che tenuM bhAna tene nathI. apalakSaNa meLavavA nizALe rAkhavI paDatI nathI. sArAM lakSaNo mATe ja nizALanI jarUra che. jIvane ThekANe lAvavA mATe ja jinezvarane upadezanI A jarUra che. jIvanamAM bhAvadayA na Ave tyAM sudhI khALe DUcA ane daravAjA khullA' jevuM che. - mAnavabhava durlabha che. A bhavamAM ja udbharavAne mArga meLavI zakAya I tema che. pApathI dUje te paNa mAnavabhava sArthaka che. jJAnI che ke jene AtmAmAM jJAna pariNamyuM heya] jJAnI kriyAparaH zAnto bhAvitAtmA jitendriyH| svayaM tIrgA bhavAmbhodheH parAMstArayituM kSamaH // jevuM kAraNa tevuM kArya zAstrakAra mahArAjA zrImanyAyAcArya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja zrI bhavyajInA upakAra mATe aSTakajI nAmanA prakaraNanI racanA karatAM AgaLa sUcavI gayA ke saMsAra e eka samudra che: samudramAM
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________________ jJAnI 158 gayelI cIja hAtha AvatI nathI tema saMsAra-samudramAM meLaveluM manuSyapaNuM gayuM te te pharIne maLavuM ghaNuM muzkela che. e muzkelInuM svarUpa, kAraNa vagere samajavuM joIe. manuSyatvapaNuM kayAre maLe? prakRtie kaSAyonuM pAtALapaNuM, dAnarUcipaNuM tathA madhyama guNenI prApti thAya tyAre ja manuSyapaNuM maLI zake. IcchA rAkhyA mAtrathI kAMI kAryanI siddhi prApta thatI nathI. te IcchA che agara na paNa kAraNe maLe te ja kAryasiddhi thAya che. je ema na hoya te duHkha, durgati, ke pApanI kaI IcchA karatuM nathI chatAM jIvane e kayAMthI vaLage che ? kaI ragane IcchatuM nathI, tamAma Arogyane Irache che chatAM rogI keTalA najare paDe che? roganI IcchA na hovA chatAM paNa roganAM kAraNe maLe to rAga ja thAyaH ArogyatA paNa ArogyatAnAM kAraNe maLe te ja sAMpaDe. IcchA sukhanI hoya chatAM kAraNe duHkhanAM maLe te du:kha ja nIpaje, nahi te jagatamAM duHkhanI IcchA kene che? sarvane sukhanI ja IcchA che ! IcchA saddagatinI chatAM tenAM kAraNe na meLavIe te te kayAMthI maLe? sadagatinI IcchA chatAMye kAraNe meLavIe durgatinAM te sadagati kayAMthI maLe? durgati ja maLe. manuSyadehanI prApti keTalAye jIva kAgaDA, kUtarA, bilADA, pADA, baLada, kIDI, makeDI, phaLa, phUla vagerenAM avatAra (ni)mAM che e ja manuSya na thayA ane ApaNe thayA tenuM kAraNa zuM ? jevA jIva ApaNe chIe tevA teo paNa jIva ja che ne? chatAM ApaNane manuSyapaNuM, AryakSetra, uttama jAta, kuLa vagere badhuM maLyuM ane e jIvane manuSyapaNuM na maLyuM temAM koI kAraNa te kharuM ke nahi ? e jIvoe manuSyapaNuM pAmavA gya kAraNe meLavyA nahi, tethI teo manuSya na thayA ane ApaNe tevAM kAraNe meLavyAM mATe manuSya thayA; A peDhI (manuSyapaNAnI) kaI silikathI UbhI karI? manuSyapaNAnI gati, AyuSya, paMcedriyapaNuM vagere jyAre nIpajAvyAM (UbhAM karyA)
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________________ 10 * AnaMda pravacana darzana tyAre A peDhI UbhI thaI ahIM AvyA pahelAM ApaNe mAbApane ke mAbApa ApaNane oLakhatA nahotA. jyAM ApaNe janma lIdhe che tyAM zuM mAbApa vagerene pasaMda karIne ApaNe AvyA chIe? ke ApaNane mAbApe pasaMda karyA che? manuSyapaNAnI gati ane AyuSya. bAMdhyAM tethI manuSya mAtAnI kukhe avataryA. jevAM karma tevI gati Adi samajavAM. karma karma" evA zabdo pokArIe paNa enuM varUpa, prakAra, pariNAmAdi na jANIe. te zuM vaLe ? sArA karmothI sArI gati Adi, naThArAM karmothI naThArI gati Adi thAya. karma pakaDIne lavAya ke kADhI mukAya tevI cIja nathI. manuSyapaNAnuM karma lAvyuM (pakaDIne) AvatuM nathI ke kADhayuM jatuM nathI, te tene lAvavAne agara kADhavAne vicAra nakAme che. paNa keTalIka vakhata ema bane che ke tenAM kAraNene lAvavAnI tathA kADhavAnI. zakti ApaNI hoya che. dIvAnA ajavALAne mUThI bharIne ke ghaDAmAM bharIne ApaNe lAvI zakatA nathI ke supaDAthI ke sAvaraNIthI kADhI zakatA nathI, chatAM paNa ajavALuM lAvavAmAM tathA kADhavAnAM kAraNo ApaNA hAthamAM che. jyAre jyAre ajavALAnI jarUra paDe tyAre tyAre dI karIe ane na joIe tyAre olavI nAkhIeH tevI rIte pUNya-pApa lAvI ke kADhI zakIe tema nathI paNa tenAM kAraNa tarIkenI pravRtti karIe te puNya-pApa ApoApa Ave ane cAlyAM jAya. jema dave karavAthI tathA olavavAthI ajavALuM tathA aMdhAruM ApoApa Ave ane cAlyA jAya che. svarUpa tathA saMpattine khyAla manuSyabhavarUpI A peDhImAM, thelImAM silika zI che? AyuSyanI apekSAe zI sthiti che? te vicAre. eka zeThano kare chatrIsa hajAra rUpIA laI muMbaI gayA ane tyAM teNe te silikathI peDhI. bolI, munima rAkhe, peDhI munimane soMpI. keTaleka divase tenA gAmane eka gRhastha A, pelA zeThanA chokarAne pUchyuM ke-"bhAI, peDhI kema cAle che?" teNe kahyuM: "munima calAve che. gRhastha zikhAmaNa
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________________ zAnI ApI ke "hAthanuM bALyuM ne paranuM samAyuM?" mATe tAre kAMI dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe. AthI zeThane cheka dukAna pratye pitAnI bedarakArI mATe zaramAve ane copaDA laI vahIvaTa jevA beTho : ne jatAM tene mAluma paDayuM ke ATha hajAra rUpIA te evA Isama (AzAmIe)ne dhIravAmAM AvyA che ke jenuM nAmanizAna nathI. aDhArathI vIsa hajAranuM leNuM, deNadAra kabule che paNa silikamAM (ghara) teTalAM naLiyAM paNa nathI. have bAkInA ATha hajAra rUpiyA jeonI pAse leNA che, teo che saddhara, paNa eka rahe ghATakopara te eka rahe parela, tyAre eka rahe pAlavA baMdara, rUpiyA kharce tyAre rUpiyA Ave, e kema pAlave ? vicAro ke A vepArInI vale zI ? e ja rIte manuSyabhava dhAraNa karanAra jIva ( A vepArI) vadhAremAM vadhAre chatrIsa hajAranI mUDI laI AvyA cheene samajaNe thatAM aDha ra-vIsa varSa pasAra thaI jAya che. potAnI silikanuM bhAna thavAmAM teTale vakhata pasAra thAya che. pacAsa sATha varSanI vaya pachI dhArmika jJAna meLavavAnuM mana thAya paNa pachI maLavuM ghaNuM muzkela che. duniyAdArI (kakkA)nuM jJAna paNa bALapaNamAM maLyuM te maLyuM : je te vayamAM na bhaNe ane vaya vadhI gaI te AvatI jiMdagIe e vAta gaI ! rIDhA ghaDe kAMThA caDe ? na caDe. jemAM A jIva rAtridivasa talAlIna che, tevI duniyAdArInA jJAnane meLavavA paNa pacAsa varSa pachI koI taiyAra thato nathI (kemake pachI jJAna prApta thavuM muzkela che) te te vaye dhArmika jJAna meLavA mAge te kyAMthI prApta thAya? have rahyA vIsathI trIsa H eka divase be divasanuM AyuSya keI bhogavI zakato nathIeka bhagavAya tyAre bIjuM maLe, pAMcamanuM AyuSya bhagavAya tyAre chaTranuM AyuSya maLe. chatrIsa hajAranA mAlanuM zuM thAya che tenuM kAMI bhAna che? dArUDIo jema mUcha khAIne paDI rahyo hoya, tene jagatanuM bhAna hotuM nathI tema A AtmAne paNa pitAnuM, pite keNu che te, pitAnI paristhitinuM, temaja pote karyo ane zAthI paDaye enuM 11
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________________ - AnaMda pravacana darzana bhAna nathI, mehamadirAnA chAkamAM chakelA A jIvane potAnA svarUpane tathA potAnI saMpattine khyAla ja nathI. kharekharI (meTAmAM moTI khAmI ! duniyAmAM AMkha e ratana gaNAya che. AMkha kharI upayogI cIja che chatAM e AMkhamAM rahelI moTAmAM moTI badI ApaNe khyAlamAM nathI. AMkha AkhA jagatane dekhe, pATaDe, bArI, jALI, gokhalA badhuM dekhe, paNa pitAne na dekhe, tevI rIte A jIva mohamAyAnI madirAmAM evo masta banyA che ke bALapaNamAM mA, bApa, bhAI vagerene dekhe che, ramata thayA eTale gaThiyAne dekhe che, bhaNate thayo eTale vidyArthIone dekhe che, para eTale strIne dekhe che ane parivAravALe thayo eTale putraputrI vagerene dekhe che ane chelle maraNa vakhate zarIrane (jaDajIvanane) jhaMkhe che paNa paLavAra paNa jIva pitAne nathI dekhate ke nathI jhaMkhate. A AtmAe AkhI jiMdagI bIjuM badhuM tapAsyuM paNa pitAne kayAre tapAsyA ? "huM koNa? mAruM zuM thaze? huM zuM laIne Avyo hate ? zuM meLavyuM ? zuM gumAvyuM? zI dazA ? A dazA zAthI?" evuM kyAre vicAryuM? uDAu mANasa kethaLI sAme jotuM nathI, e te kharace ja jAya che, chevaTe kathaLI khAlI thayethI TAMTiyA ghasavA vakhata Ave che. tevI rIte A jIva paNa AyuSyane bhegave ja jAya che, veDaphe ja jAya che paNa navI Avakane vicAra sarakho karatuM nathI. duniyAmAM je mAtra kharcavAnI ja vAta kare che ane AvakanI vAta nathI karato te chelachabIlA jevo gaNAya che. A jIvanI paNa e ja dazA che. AvI dazAvALAne Avaka gamatI nathI ema nahi paNa AvakanA rastA khabara te paDavA joIe ne ! tema manuSyapaNAmAMye jIvane puNyanA rastA jANavA te joIe ne ! puNyanA rastA bahArathI lAvavAnA nathI paNa pitAnA AtmAmAM ja che. - kasturI mRga potAnI hUMTImAM rahelI karaturInI gaMdhathI te levAne bahAra deTa mUke che. paNa bahAra hoya te maLe ne? te nirAza
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________________ jJAnI 163 thaIne bese che, vaLI gaMdha Ave che, vaLI pharI doTa mUke che, tevI ja rIte manuSyanI puNyaprakRti bAMdhavAnI tAkAta pitAnI pAse ja che; kAMI bIjA pAsethI lAvavAnI nathI. jenetaromAM te evI mAnyatA che ke Izvara dhAre te pitAnI marajI mujabanI gatimAM jIvane mekale paNa jainadarzanamAM evI mAnyatA nathI. gatinI prApti karmane AdhAre ja che, karelAM karmonI javAbadArI-jokhamadArI jIvane pitAne ja zira che. Izvarane upadeza upakAraka tamArAmAM (jainadarzanamAM) Izvara prasanna thaIne devaloka ApavAne nathI. jyAre Izvara devaloka ApavAnuM nathI te tenI bhakti zA mATe karavI? AvI zaMkA bALakane thAya e svAbhAvika che, mATe tene upAlaMbha ApavAno nathI paNa e zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karavuM joIe. nAnAM bALakane jyAM sudhI tenA saMskAra daDha na thAya tyAM sudhI mAbApe uttara devAnI chUTa rAkhavI joIe. cAlatAM cAlatAM eka manuSyane vicAra thayo ke, "padArtha jevA mATe AMkha che te ajavALAnuM kAma zuM ? ajavALuM achatA padArthane batAvavAnuM nathI ke chatA padArthane oLakhAvavAnuM nathI to ajavALAnI zI jarUra ? A zaMkAnuM samAdhAna paNa spaSTa che. AMkha khI hoya, padArtha paNa sApha heya chatAM ajavALA vinA dekhAya nahi tema svargAdinAM kAraNe paNa ApaNane paramezvaranA upadeza rUpa prakAzathI ja mAlUma paDe che. jema padArthanA avalokanamAM prakAza Avazyaka che temaja svarga, mukita AdinAM kAraNe batAvavAmAM, saMvara nirbhara puNyanA upAya batAvavAmAM zrI jinezvaradevane upadeza parama Avazyaka che. ahIM vaLI zaMkAne sthAna che ke ajavALAthI jema sArA padArtho dekhAya tema kharAba paNa dekhAyane ? tema zrI jinezvaradevane upadeza svargAdinAM kAraNe batAve te sAthe narakAdinAM paNa batAve ne? vAta kharI. kaTe vAgavAmAM ajavALuM kAraNabhUta nathI paNa cAlavuM e ja kAraNabhUta che arthAt kaTAthI bacavuM hoya to ajavALuM ja
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________________ 14 AnaMda pravacana darzana kAmanu' che, kema ke ajavALu kAMTAthI macAvanAruM che : tevI rIte A jIva pApanI pravRttimAM, mAyA mamatAmAM, mAhamAM potAnI meLe ja lAgelA-vaLagelA che, temAM ene kAMI zIkhavavu paDatuM nathI. jagatamAM karADe nizALA, zikSakA ane pustakA che; kAI luccAI lapha MgAI zIkhave che ? nA ! teA duniyAmAM luccAI vagere bhArAbhAra kema dekhAya che? kaheA ke dekhI dekhIne zIkhAya che. sAmAne anIti karatA dekhavAthI jIvane anIti jhaTa cAMTe (vaLage) che; nIti karanArane dekhavAthI nIti cAMTatI nathI. tAtparya e che ke Dagale Dagale vidhAvAnu che, khacavAnu` mAtra ajavALAnI madada hAya to ja! pApamAM pravartAvu, adharma AcaravA e tA. Dagale ne pagale che. puNya, nirjarA tathA meAkSamAnA AdaramAM ja vAra lAge che. kAI ne sAmAyika karatA joine kaMTalA sAmAyika karavA bhegA thayA? kAI nahi. becAra jaNA laDe tyAM leAko tarata bhegA thAya che ane kalAka-doDha kalAka khAssA UbhA rahe che, temAM zu meLave che ? apalakSaNamAM tamane tarata nAtaruM devu paDatuM nathI. jayAre sulakSaNa tarapha nAtaruM devA chatAMye AvatA nathI ! apalakSaNa tarapha tA pANInA relAnI jema pravAha (gati) rahela ja che. AraMbha,. parigraha, viSaya, kaSAya tarapha te! sau taiyAra ja che! zrI jinezvaradevAnI bhakitanuM vidhAna A jIva vagara upadeze aMdhArAmAM AthaDavAnI dhamAla tA cAlu karI rahelA che. enI vale zI? ene khasa mAtra khAvu pIvu, mAjamajA mAnavI vagere duniyAdArInI ja pravRtti sUjhe che paNa pAte kANu ? peAtAnI dazA kaI ? tevI dazA zAthI thaI? e kema dUra thAya ? vagere vicAra A jIvane kayAre AvyA ? A vicAra jyAre Ave tyAre te bhAvayA samajavI. bhAvayA ane dravyayAmAM mATe pharaka che dravyayA samaju ane aNasamajI banne karI zake che. kAI ne vAgyu hAya tA te joIne susalamAnane paNu dayA Avaze. dravyayAnA vicAro to kara jAtamAM
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________________ jJAnI 165 paNa che paNa AtmAnA vicArA kayAM ? khALe DUcA ane daravAjA khullA ! arthAt paisA bacAvavA mATe abajonuM pANI karanAra A AtmA che. eka jIvananA bacAva mATe ATalA udyama chatAM anaMtA janmamaraNanAM kAraNAthI kaMTALatAye nathI ! sau jIvavA icche che; maraNuthI badhA Dare che paNa te cAlu maraNathI. AkI tA aneka maraNAnI sAmagrI taiyAra kare che. meAhanIya karmInI sIttera kADAkADI sAgarApamanI sthiti khAMdhe temAM keTalAM varSe joI e ? tetrIza sAgare pame eka maraNu tA cAkakasa ja che. sIttera kADAkIDI sAgaropama sudhI thavAvALA janmamaraNanA pAra nathI. deva, guru, dha e traNa tattva sivAya bIjo vicAra manamAM lAve nahi paNa te kyAre ? sIttera sAgaropamanA maraNathI DaryA tyAre ? bhAvadayA e ja. A bicArA jJAnAvaraNIyAdi karmAMnA jhapATAmAM paDayA che temAMthI kharce kema tevA vicAra te bhAvayA. paNa je peAtAnuM zarIra na dekhe te pArakuM zI rIte dekhe ? peAtAnI sthitinA jene khyAla nathI te pArakI sthiti zI rIte dekhe ? peAtAnI sthitinA jene khyAla nathI te pArakI sthiti zI rIte joI zake ? te bhAvayA AvavI ghaNI muzkela che. A bhAvayA na Ave tyAM sudhI khALe DUcA ane daravAjA khullA' jevI dazA che. eka A bhavanA maraNathI badhA Dare che paNu anaMtA maraNanA Dara nathI ! jyAM sudhI A saMbaMdhI vicAra nathI te temAM pravRtti tA thAya ja zI rIte ? jinezvaradevanAM vacanA jIva jANe ke na jANe tAye tenI pApapravRtti tA cAlu ja che. saMsAravRddhinAM, saMsAranA aMtanAM karma AvavAnAM tathA rAkavAnAM vagere rastA izvara batAve che tethI temanA upakAra che. temane pUjavA, ArAdhavAnu eka ja kAraNa che. dIvAmAM tela pUrA eTale dIvA zu kare che ? e kAMi kacarA kADhe che ? nA ! paNa dIvAnA pratApe kacarA kADhI zakIe, hI| pArakhI zakIe ane sAnu-rUpa joI zakIe chIe. dIvA gula thayA eTale hIrA tathA kAcamAM, sAcA ane phuTakiyA meAtImAM, seAnA, rUpA ane pittaLa, kalAImAM pharaka kayA ? padArtha dIvAthI joI zakIe mATe temAM tela
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________________ - AnaMda pravacana darzana pUrIe chIe. je dI na hoya te aMdhArAmAM dhaLuM ane kALuM badhu sarakhuM che. tema zrI jinezvaradevane upadeza na maLyo hota te karmana tathA mekSanAM kAraNene bheda bhramajAta ja kayAMthI? A ja kAraNe zrI jinezvaradevanI bhaktirUpI dipaka pradIpta (jAjvalyamAna) rAkhe joI eka zrI jinezvaradevanI bhaktinuM vidhAna eTalA mATe ja che. manuSyabhava ati durlabha karelAM karmAnusAre ja gati maLavAnI che. je ApaNe kRtye kharAba karIe te sadagatie mokalavAnI IzvaranI tAkAta nathI. saddagati-durgati sArAM-narasAM karmane AbhArI che. narabhavarUpI peDhImAM dhamadhokAra vepAra calAvIe chIe. A peDhImAM traNa rakama jamA che : 1 'payai taNu kasAo' 2 dAnarui 3 majjhima guNo a A traNa paikI "svabhAve pAtaLA kakSAe eka rakama: jenA kaSAye pAtaLA hatA te ja manuSyapaNumAM AvelA che. tyAre prazna thaze ke ekedriya mAtrane kaSAyo pAtaLA che te te manuSya kema nathI thatA mATe AgaLa bIjI rakama dAnarUcipaNAnI jaNAvI. dAna kevuM ane dAnanI rUci e bemAM AkAzapAtAla eTale pharaka che. bharAvA AvanArI TIpamAM pite jANe ke amuke be hajAra bharyA che mATe pitAne paNa teTalA bharavA paDaze eTale AkhI duniyAnI pIMjaNa pacha teTalA te na ja Ape. paMdarase rUpIe pate eTale pAMcaso bacyA ema pote mAne. ahIM jarUra eNe dAna te dIdhuM paNa bhAvanA nathI, dAnanI rUci tyAM nathI. A rIte dadhelA dAnathI manuSyapaNuM na maLe. AvAnA "pAMcase bacA" e zabda para vicArIe te ApelA pannaraseM eLe gayA ! | dArUcivALo te ema mAne ke saMsArarUpI heLImAM badhuM saLagI te rahyuM che temAMthI kADhayuM eTaluM baccuM ! dIdhuM (dAna) eTaluM bacAvyuM ! pAtaLA kaSAvALe heya, dAnarUci dharAvanAra hoya paNa
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________________ jJAnI 167 teye luccA, niMdAkhera, ke nirlajaja na hovA joIe. evA avaguNa hoya te manuSyapaNuM na bAMdhe. lajajA, dAkSiNya Adi sadguNasaMpanna hoya te manuSyapaNuM meLavI zake che. manuSyabhava durlabha che e samajavuM muzkela nathI. eka rAjAe eka vakhata pradhAna sAthe vicAra karyo ke A rIte prajAne lUMTIne dhana bheLuM karavuM e ThIka nahi. pradhAne salAha ApI ke prajAnI mUDI. jANuM rAkhavI, jethI ApaNane khapa paDe tyAre kAma Ave. rAjAe pUchyuM: "paNa pArakI mUDI jANavI zI rIte ? ema kAMI kaI potAnI mUDI AvIne jaNAvI jAya kharA ? " pradhAne eka AbAda yukita batAvI. ke jethI prajA potAnI meLe ja AvIne potAnI mUDI noMdhAvI jAya. kiMmatI jariyAna vAvaTA karAvavAmAM AvyA ane rAjya taraphathI jAhera karavAmAM AvyuM ke koTidhvajane te vAvaTo ApavAmAM Avaze ane darabAramAM temanI beThaka AgaLa raheze. AthI loke lalacANa; pitAnI mUDI batAvIne vAvaTe lAvavA lAgyA. eka anubhavI zeThe. vicAryuM ke jarUra dALamAM kALuM che. e phUlaNajI na bane, te keTivaja na gaNAya, vAvaTo na lAvyuM ane darabAra vakhate pitAnI beThaka pAchaLa gaI tenI darakAra karI nahi. A vAta potAnA gharanA. juvAniyAo (juvAna chokarAone)ne gamI nahi, paNa pitAnuM nahi cAlavAthI parANe mauna rahyA. eka vakhata meka (prasaMga) evo banyo ke kAma AvI paDavAthI zeTha dezAMtara gayA. chokarAo e take vAvaTe levA lalacANa, vAvaTe tyAre ja maLe ke nagada koDa bhegA karavA ja joIe. eTale pitAne tyAMno kiMmatI mAla sasta vecIne paNa tAbaDaba koDa bhegA karyA darabArane dekhADIne vAvaTo lAvyA ane kaTivaja gaNuyA. zeTha gherA AvyA. banelA banAvathI mAhitagAra thayA, dIlagIra thayA. chokarAone Thapako ApIne kADhI mUkyA. zeThe kahyuM keH "nAdAna chokarAo! tame visa koDanI kiMmatanA hIrA mANeka ratna vagerene pANInA mUlya. kADhI nAMkhyA ! jAo, e laIne Avo, pachI gharamAM pasAze !"
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________________ 168 AnaMda pravacana darzana bApe A chekarAone kADhI mUkyA have e chokarAo veDaphAI gayelo. vIsa koDane e jhaverAtane mAla pAcho kyAMthI lAve? zAstrakAra kahe che ke devanuM ArAdhana kare, deva saMtuSTa thAya te hajI devatAI camatkArathI mAla pAcho lAvavAnuM bane paNa A manuSyabhava maLavo ghaNuM ja muzkela che. gayele manuSyabhava apAvavAnI tAkAta devatAmAM paNa nathI. AhAra, zarIra, idriye, vi, viSayenAM sAdhana ane AbarU-A cha vAtamAM je manuSyabhava hArI gayA to pharI devasahAye paNa e maLI zake tema nathI. je devatAmAM e sAmarthya heya te e devo pote ekedriyamAM zuM kAma jAya? te ja jJAnI ke jenA AtmAmAM jJAna pariNamyuM che, ane pite tarI bIjAne tAravAne samartha che. devatAthI paNa na ApI zakAya tevA durlabha manuSyabhavathI kArya karavAnuM zuM e vicAryuM ? A cAlu paMcAta te dareka bhavamAM karI che. sthAnanAM, dhanamAlanAM, kuTuMbakabIlAnAM rakSaNa te bhave bhave ghaNue karyA. tiryaMcanA bhAvamAM paNa e te karyuM, A bhavamAM vadhAre zuM karyuM? AhAra, zarIra, Indriyo, viSayo e te tyAM paNa hatA. saMsArasamudrathI uddharavAne mArga te kevaLa ahIM ja meLavI zakAya tema che. e mArga zI rIte prApta karAya? pahelAM te jaDa cetanane vibhAga karavAnuM jJAna meLave. potAnuM manapasaMda jJAna tene jJAna na samajavuM. AthI pustakanA jJAnane anAdara karavAnuM kahetuM nathI. keseTamAM UtarelAM stavane, catyavaMdane, pado e kenuM kalyANa kare? emAM keseTane kAMI levAdevA nathI, kemake e jaDa che, tema A AtmA jaDa-cetananA vibhAgane na samaje, karmabaMdhana tathA karmanA aMtanA bhedane na jANe, saMsAra ane mekSanA svarUpanuM aMtara na aveleke tyAM sudhI tenuM jJAna keseTa jevuM che. AtmAmAM jJAna pariNamyuM hoya te te AtmA kaI sthitimAM hoya ! agnithI dajhAya evuM samajayA te svapnamAM agni dekhe
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________________ ^ ^ ^ jJAnI te emAM hAtha ghAlo cho kharA? nahi ! agnithI dajhAya e vAta rUMvADe rUMvADe sajaDa thaI gaI che. agnine to aMzeye anubhava che paNa sarpa sAme Ave tyAre tenA meMmAM aMguThe ghAle che? sarpanA kaMsane anubhava nathI paNa sAMbhaLavA mAtrathI jIvane eTalI tIvra asara thaI che ke svapnamAMye te sApanA memAM aMguThe ghAlatA nathI. svapnamAM sApa Avyo; zarIrane vIMTA evuM dekhAya te vakhate bhaya hADohADa vyApe che. e manuSya e vakhate kadI jAgRta thAya che te vakhate (jAgRtAvasthAmAM) tyAM kAMI sarpa nathI paNa chatAMe tenI chAtI dhaDake che, aMga dhrUje che, svara vicitra thaI jAya che. svapnanA AvA dazyanI je ATalI asara thAya che te jeNe zAstra dvArA pApanAM phaLa zravaNa karyA che, dekhyAM che (zAstra para aTaLa zraddhA che. zAstramAM AtmA-pariNata che), te pApathI kema ke nahi ? avazyameva praje ane ghare ja ! jeTalo dhrujAre e cho teTalI zraddhA ochI ! taddana nAnuM bALaka sApathI paNa DaratuM nathI. kAraNa ke tene sApane nukasAnanI khabara nathI tema jene pApanI kharI zraddhA thaI na hoya tene pApane pUjAro kyAMthI hoya ? jene sApanA DaranI mAluma che te beTA sApathI paNa DarI jAya che, "sApa nIkaLe " e zabda zravaNa mAtrathI camake che, tema pApa tathA tenA phaLanI mAhitIvALA "pApa" zabdathI paNa dhrujI uThe ! Ane badale ApaNI paristhiti zI che te vicAro ! pApane Dara te nahi paNa pApamAM pravartana chatAMye ame kevuM karyuM?" AvuM gumAna ! pApanI premapUrvaka prazaMsA ! are! pApane pApa gaNAvanAranI paNa mazkarI kare ! A pothAM jJAnI paNa zA kAmane? zrI jinezvaradeva pApanI- A dazA batAve che. A jANIe chatAM pApamAM rAcIe, pApanI durgachA na karIe e dazA kaI? jJAnI te ke jenA AtmAmAM jJAna pariNamyuM heya. dhumADAnA goTAthI jema agninuM anumAna thAya tema kriyAnI pravRttinA AdhAre tyAM jJAna hevAnuM manAya, je kiyAmAM tatpara hoya te jJAnI; nahi te e duniyAdArInA vakIla. sajA thAya te ApIne
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________________ s 190 AnaMda pravacana darzana thAya, ArApI chUTI jAya te! kALuM mAM phariyAdInuM thAya paNa vakIlane kAMi levAdevA nahi, tevI rIte mAtra vAyaDI vArtA karanArA, kArI lukhkhI dalIlA karanArA paNa peAtAnA AtmAne kriyAmAM nahi joDanArA e vastuta: jJAnI nathI. AtmAnI pariNatie jJAna prApta karanAra jJAnI saMsAranA mAhathI viramela hoya che, jitendriya hAya che, savanirjarAne bhAvita karanArA hAya che. tathA AtmAne yAvat mAse pahoMcADanArA hAya che. AvA jJAnI, AvA mahApuruSa hoya teA ja sa'sArasamudrathI tarI zake che ane bIjAne tAravAne samartha thAya che. 7 deg . cha anAdi duHkhanI paraparAnuM kAraNa aniSTa sayogA che. mATe aniSTa sayeAgAnI sAme dhasArA kare. jeTalA aMze mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya ane caitra, teTalA a Mze karmanA baMdha che. leAkeAttara mArganI sAdhanA laukikaSTane vaLagI rahe| tyAMsudhI nahi thAya zrIjinezvara mahArAjanI vANI sivAya kAi paNa Atma sAcI svataMtratA hAtha karI zakateA nathI. *Tian
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________________ ! 28) devanI ArAdhanA AzAno abhyAsa eTale [ dareka dharmamAM deva, guru ane dharma traNa tatva che. ApaNu deva IF I "jina" eTale ApaNe jene kahevAIe chIe. RSabhadeva, mahAvIra badhA jina che tethI janamata anAdine che. devanI utpatti vinA guru ke dharma | tatva pragaTa thatuM nathI. tethI devadIpaka aneka dIpaka pragaTAvI zake che. tIrthakara bhagavAna pitAnI zaktithI kevalya dazAne prApta kare che. tIrthakaranI pUjA, sevA, bhakti badhuM tyAganI buddhi mATe che. aDhAra doSane dAha na thAya tyAM sudhI tIrthakara bhagavAnanI uttamatA barAbara vI nathI. - devanA Adarza caritrane anusAra cAlavAvALA te guru ane devanuM ! Adarza caritra te dharma. devanuM ArAdhana eTale temanI AjJAne abhyAsa.] (1) yasya cArAdhanopAyaH, sadAjJAbhyAsa eva hi / yathAzaktividhAnena, niyamAt sa phalapradaH // 6 // anAdino jeno mata. zAstrakAra mahArAjA bhagavAn zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjazrI bhavya jIvonA hitane mATe zrI aSTaka' nAmanA prakaraNanI racanA karatAM zrI mahAdeva nAmanA prathama aSTakamAM jaNAve che ke jagatamAM dareke dareka matanI pravRtti, te te matanuM dhyeya vagere te te matanA. adhiSThAtAne avalaMbIne hoya che. viSNudevane mAnanArA vaiSNava, ziva nAmanA devane mAnanArA ziva, ane kabIrane mAnanArA kabIrapaMthI che, tevI rIte ApaNe paNa jinadevane mAnanArA hovAthI jaina kahevAIe chIe, A mujaba bIjA
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________________ 172 AnaMda pravacana dezana paNa aneka matAnA nAma devane AzrIne paDelAM heAya che. ane te vartamAnamAM prAyaH badhAne anubhavagamya che. devanA devatvane lakSIne pUjana, namana, vaMdana zarU rahe che. te te matanI mAnyatAe agara IcchA te te matanA adhiSThAtA deve taraphathI prasiddha thayelI hoya che. AthI keAI paNa matane tapAsatAM pahelAM temAM traNa tattva mAlama paDe che ane te traNu tattva che: 1. deva, 2. guru ane 3. dha. zakA--deva tattvanA AdhAre ja matanI utpatti hovA chatAM utpAdaka lAMkhA kALa jIvatA nathI, ane sa'cAlaka guruvaryAthI te mata lAMbA kALa TakI zake che, hayAtI bhAgavI zake che, teA pachI te guruonA nAmathI te dharma ane dhI e kema eLakhAtA nathI ? samAdhAna--prathama te matanI utpatti devathI che eTale utpatti ane sthApanAnA hisAbe prathamanA nAmathI cAle che, prathamanA jevI prabhAvikatA prAya: bIjAmAM hAtI nathI. vizeSamAM kAIpaNa jagyAe dharmatattva cAlyu' ane pachI deva thayA ane guru thayA ema nathI. tema ja keApaNu jagyA para prathama gurutattva cAlyuM ane pachI detratattva ane dharmatattva cAlyu. evu' prAyaH banyuM nathI, manatu nathI ane banaze paNa nahi. tema ApaNA jaina-matamAM paNa jagatvaMdya jinezvaranI utpatti vagara gurutattva tathA dharmatattvanI utpatti nathI. jarUra AmA pharaka eTaleA che ke ApaNe ApaNA matane anAdipaNe mAnIe chIe jyAre khIjAe anAdi mAnatA nathI, kadAca mAnavA jAya tA paNa aAphri tarIkenI mAnyatA svIkAravI paDe che. ApaNA mata jAtine avala bIne pravarte leA che, ane bIjAonA mata vyaktine avalabIne pravatelA che, vyaktinI apekSAe viSNune mAnanArA vaiSNavA, zivane mAnanArA zaivA vagere che. jevI rIte badhA mata vyaktinI jokhamadArI para che, ane temAM vyaktinuM anAdipaNuM nathI balke AdipaNuM hovAthI te te ma AdipaNAnA aMgIkAra kare che; arthAt jagatabharanA badhA matA
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________________ dhruvanI ArAdhanA 173 AdipaNAnA saheje svIkAra kare che. jema viSNunI utpatti pachI vaiSNava vagere vagere aneka purAvAthI AdipaNuM siddha karavAmAM vadhu. dalIla-yuktinI jarUra nathI; paNa jainamata AdipaNAne svIkAratA nathI, balke koI paNa dalIlathI AdipaNAnI siddhi thatI nathI. anAdikALane jaina mata che, ane koIpaNa vyakti mukhya saMcAlaka tarIke hAya chatAM dareke dareka tIthaMkaranA samayamAM badhAe jaina tarIke mazahura che, hatA ane raheze ane anAdipaNAnI sAkSI jaina zabda pUratA hatA, pUre che ane pUraze temAM zaMkAne lezabhara sthAna nathI. (2) jItavAnI ekasarakhI paddhati. vyaktinA sthApelA dhama, vyaktie e kahelA dharma, vyakitaoe calAvelA dhama te te vyaktinA janma pachI ja hoya che, ane te kita anAdinA hoya paNa nahi ane tethI ja teNe kathana karelA dharma paNu anAdinA hAya ja nahi. A bInAne ApaNe pUrve vistArathI vicArI gayA. have ahIM jaina zAsanamAM zrI RSabhamata, zrI zAMtimata, zrI pAmata, ane zrI vIramata evA nAmathI mata cAlyA nathI. prazna--vIrazAsana kahevAya che ne ? samAdhAna~vIrazAsanane sevavAvALAne zrI RSabhadevanA anuyAyI nahi, ema kahI zakAya ja nahi. jema viSNunA anuyAyI te zaiva nahi, tevI rIte ahIM zrI vIraprabhunA anuyAyI hoya te ekalA prabhu vIrane ja mAne ema nahi, paNa bhUtakALanA tI karI ane vamAnakALanA viharamAnA tathA bhaviSyakALamAM thanArA badhAnA anuyAyI gaNAya, ane tethI bhUta-va mAna ane bhaviSyakALamAM ke keAIpaNa tItha karanA zAsanamAM ArAdhanA karanAra te vyakita te jaina tarIke gaNI zakAze. arthAt AthI tamArA praznanA ukela sahelAIthI AvI gayA ane te samajAI gayA ke prabhu mahAvIre AcchAdita thayela tattva prakAzita karyuM" tethI vIrazAsananA anuyAyIo jevA prabhu mahAvIradevane mAne--pUje tevI
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________________ 174 AnaMda pravacana darzana rIte saghaLA tIrthakarone mAne ane pUje che. vIrazAsana eTale jenazAsana kahevAmAM lezabhara doSa nathI. vastuta vIrazAsana = jainazAsana. A bAbatanI vadhu sAkSI zrI paMcamaMgaLa mahAmRta skaMdha zrI navakAra maMtra pUre che. ane zrI navakAra mahAmaMtramAM e khUbI che ke tyAM prathama paDhamAM namo arihaMtA kahyuM paNa tyAM no vArasa, namo jamaraNa pU. gurupadanA sthAne navo jomarsa, namo vaMtura ItyAdi nAma na rAkhyAM. A nAma nahIM rAkhavAnuM kAraNa vicArAya te raheje samajAI jAya tema che ke prabhumAgamAM vyaktinI eTalI badhI viziSTatA nathI ke jeTalI viziSTatA jAtinI che. vyaktinA saMbaMdhe rAgavALa thavuM e paNa eka viSa che. vyakitane rAgI nirAgI banavA jatAM rAgI banI javAno saMbhava che, tethI jAtinI adhikatA gaNI ane jAtimAM paNa guNane lIdhe ja adhikatA che. - A vyakitanuM zAsana nathI, jina e jAtivAcaka nAma che. vyaktivAcaka "jina" zabda nathI. jina eTale rAgadveSane jItanAra, e koIpaNa kALa nathI je kALamAM rAgadveSa chatAtA na hoya. anAdi kALathI rAgadveSa jItavAnI ekasarakhI paddhati hatI, che ane haze. zrI RSabhadevathI zrI mahAvIradeva sudhInA badhAye vyakitagata tIrthakare. kharA, paNa te badhAnI gaNanA "namo arihaMtANuM" jAtivAcaka padamAM aMtargata che. anAdikALamAM rAgadveSane jItanArA ekalA prabhumahAvIra hatA, prabhu RSabhadeva hatA ema nahi paNa pUrve ghaNA hatA. vartamAnamAM vidyamAna che ane bhaviSyamAM jItanArA thaze ane badhAnI rAgadveSa jItavAnI paddhati eka sarakhI che. (3) eka devadIpaka anAdinuM tIrtha hovA chatAM rAgadveSa jItavAnI pravRtti pU. tIrthakare janma ane janmyA bAda dIkSA laI ugra tapazcaryAnuM sevana karI kaivalyajJAna pAmI tIrtha sthApe tyAre ja zarU thAya. arthAtuM zAsana
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________________ dhruvanI ArAdhanA 175 sa'cAlaka gaNadharonI sthApanA, ane sAthe sAthe dvAdazAMgI tathA sAdhu sAdhvI-zrAvaka zrAvikA caturvidha saMghanI sthApanA kare. tIrthaMkarA tIrtha sthApe nahi, tyAM sudhI na tA gurutattva ane na teA dharmatattva. A be mahAna tattvamAMnuM eke tattva hAtuM nathI. zrI RSabhadevajI pahelAM deva ke gurutattva hatuM ja nahi. A uparathI eka niyama thayA ke devanI utpatti vagara guru ke dharmatattvane pragaTAve che. eTale eka devadIpaka aneka dIpake! pragaTAvI zake che. kalyANa kheMcI. dareka tattvanI mAnyatA ane matanI mazahuratA devanA nAme caDhe tenuM kAraNa e ja che ke pahelI hayAti dharma tathA gurutattvanI hotI nathI, dareka dharmanI siddhi, te dharmamAM rahelI viziSTatA, te dharmomAM rahelI lAbhahAni vicAravA pahelAM prathama take te te dharmAMnA saMcAlakautpAdaka tarIke te dhamanuM devatattva vicAravA lAyaka che. ane tethI ja jaina zAsananA zaNagArarUpa caudazeA cummAlIza graMthonI racanA karanAra maharSi ahI` prathama devAdhideva evA mahAdeva aSTakamAM devatattvanI vicAraNA kare che. ane teozrI evA anupama lakSaNanuM nirUpaNa kare che ke te niSTa lakSaNa dvArA e lakSyane levAnI, oLakhavAnI, sevavAnI ane temanA pagale yathAzakti samagra jIvana samarpaNu karavAnI kalyANa kuMcI batAve che te vicArIe. (4) vadhu zuM karyu? deve kahyuM ke karyuM... ? e praznane atre prathama avakAza che. jhina pannata eTale zuM? sabhAmAMthI-kevarnIAe kahelA dharma ! karelA dhama nahi--ema kahI zakIe ke nahi ? nA, jI. (sabhAmAMthI) tame sa jANeA che ke dharmanuM viziSTa AcaraNa karyAM vagara kaivaLajJAnI thavAtuM nathI, samyak dana, jJAna, cAritranI yathAsthita
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________________ 17 AnaMda pravacana darzana ArAdhanA karyA vagara kAI paNa kevaLI thaI gayA, thaze agara thAya che evuM teA banyuM nathI, khanatuM nathI ane khanaze paNa nahi ja. kevaLInA karelA-banAvelA dharma e paNa kahI zakatA nathI temaja kevaLIe kahelA e paNa kahI zakatA nathI tyAre za`kA thaze ke kahevuM zuM ? karelA' eTale 'banAvele!' kahevAmAM aDacaNa che ane 'kahelA' kahevAmAM paNa aDacaNa che paNa e karele' agara kahelA' e e zabdonuM UMDuM rahasya samajAya ane lakSyapUrvaka elAya tA te be zabdo uccAravAmAM vAMdhA nathI. A vAtane khulAsA AgaLa para vistArathI thavAnA che eTale ApaNe te te AgaLa vicArIzuM. kevaLInA thayA pahelAM hiMsA, jUTha, cArI, mathuna ane parigraha Adi sevanathI pApa thatuM hatuM ke nahi ? krodhAdi kaSAyA karavAthI pApa adhAtu` hatu` ke nahi ? temaja kevaLInA upadeza vagara pUrva karelAM pApA rokAtA hatAM ke nahi agara saMjogavazAt rokavAne udyama thatA hatA ke nahi ? kahevu paDaze ke pUrva (kevaLInA pahelAM) pApa baMdhAtAM hatAM ane te pApa chUTavAnAM sAdhanAnuM sevana paNa thatuM hatuM. jo pApanu' thavuM ane pApanu rekAvu te prathama paNa hatu, te tIrthaMkarAe vadhu zuM karyuM? jema kAyado baMdhAyA pachI kAyadA viruddha janArane gunegAra gaNavA ane kAyadAne mAna ApanArane zAbAzI ane zirapAva ApavA e vyAjabI gaNAya tevI rIte jinezvara mahArAjanA siddhAMtanI hayAtimAM thaelAM pApa gunAo te pApa gaNavA ane tethI te ja gunegAre pApI che. te sivAyanA gunegArA nathI; temaja jinapraNita siddhAMtA prarUpAyA pachI je sevana kare te dhanyavAdane pAtra ane tee ja puNya meLavI zake ane nirA karI zake, paNa jinezvaranA siddhAMtanA virahakALamAM karelAM puNya pApa agara nirjarA pAmavAnAM kAryAM te hisAbamAM na gaNavA ema tA tame mAnatA nathI. balke tIrthaMkaradeva vidyamAna hAya ke na paNa hoya tA paNa jANatAM-ajANatAM sevelAM hiMsAdi pApA te
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________________ devanI ArAdhanA puNyarUpa kaI kALamAM thayA nathI, thatA nathI ane thaze nahi. te sarvakALa mATe eka sarakhe siddhAMta che te pachI tIrthakaree tIrtha sthApIne karyuM zuM??? kAraNa tIrthakara tIrtha sthApIne ema kahetA nathI ke pahelAM jeNe hiMsA karI tene hiMsAnA pApanI phikara nathI. temaja have karaze, tene ja pApa lAgaze. jema nAtavALA eka kAyado kare ane jAhera kare ke Ajadina sudhI jeTalA gunA thayA te badhA mApha. have A kAyadA viruddha karaze te gunegAra gaNAze, tevI rIte A zAsanamAM nathI te. pachI tIrthakaroe siddhAMtanI prarUpaNa karIne vadhu kayuM zuM !!! siddhAMtane vyavahAru banAve ! ! ! jinezvaradevonI utpattinA pahelA kALamAM paNa hiMsAmAM pApa hatuM ane pApanuM rokANa paNa hatuM te pachI jinezvaree karyuM zuM e praznanA samAdhAnamAM samajavuM jarUrI che ke lAkha rUpiyAne hIre. aMdhArAmAM paDe hato, koIe dekhyo nathI ! ajavALAno AvirbhAva thatAM badhAe hIro dekhyA !! ajavALAe hIro dekhADayo che paNa banAvyuM nathI. vastutaH ajavALuM hAtha pakaDIne hIre dekhADatuM nathI. paNa ajavALAnA avalaMbanathI jamIna para paDelo hIro ApaNe dekhI. zakyA. atyAra sudhI je pravRtti thatI hatI, te pravRttine jozabhera karanArAo paNa jANatA nahotA ke A pravRttithI pApa thAya che ke puNya ? A pravRttithI karma baMdhAya che ke karma rokAya che ? A uparathI e mAnavuM paDaze ke pApane pApa tarIke svIkAravuM ane te pApa heya keTImAM hovAthI te pApathI virAma pAmavAnA punita mAge AvavAnuM mana thavuM; saMvara-nirjarAdi kAryone te svarUpe mAnavA ane svIkAravA te sarva tIrthakaravAnA upadezarUpa ajavALA vagara satya padArthonI sevanA banI zake ja nahi, sApa, vIchI ane noLIo vagere paDelA hoya chatAM kaI dekhI zakatuM nathI. paNa kaI dIpaka kare ane te dIpakane ajavALAthI sApa-vIMchI-naLIo vagere jherI jAnavaro dekhAya. arthAt dIpakanA ajavALAe sApa vagere jherI 12
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________________ AnadaM pravacana na ajavALAne eTale dIpakanA eche ja che. 178 jAnavareza dekhADayA. AthI dvIpakanA karanAranA jeTalA upakAra mAnIe teTalA jagatabharamAM svabhAvathI meAkSanAM kAraNe ane sa MsAranAM kAraNA niyamita hatAM chatAM jinezvare jAhera karyA. AthI ja jinezvarAnAM kathanane 'nninapattata" kahIe chIe. jinezvarAe kai navAM pAtAnA gharanAM tattvA jaNAvyAM nathI paNa duniyAmAM je svarUpe tattva hatAM te ja svarUpe te tattvAne tattva-tattva vibhAgamAM vaheMcI jAhera karyAM. jinezvarAe upadeza dvArA AkhA jagatane gunegAra gaNyuM, ghaNAne pApI mAnavA-manAvavAnI jAherAta karI. ane gheADAne pApa vagaranA mAnavA-manAvavAnI jAherAta karI. eka apekSAe teA tItha karAe tA upadeza dvArA ghaNAMne gunegAra ane thADA balke taddana alpa saMkhyAne *khIna gunegAra tarIke jAhera karyAM. tame kaheze! temanA upadeze tA gajaba karyo ke A badhA eka sarakhI keTImAM gaNAtA hatA temAM tIrthaMkaranA upadeze teA utpAta macAvyeA. prabhumAganI praNAlikAne nahi pichANanArAo Aje prabhu mahAvIranA siddhAMtane hase che, ane te Aje e ja kahI rahyA che ke tIrthaMkaranA upadeze tA utpAta macAvyA che, kAraNa ke e be hajAra vanI vAtAne pratipAdana karanArA siddhAMtA AjanI vIsamI sadImAM amane ane amArI prajA mATe kevaLa vasamA che mATe AjanI janatA lAbha laI zake tevI rIte te siddhAMtene vyavaha!ru banAvA !!! zAsananI javAbadArI tItha karIe e upadeza dIdhe! tyArathI ghaNA gunegAra ane thA gunegAra Ave! hisAba kayAre gaNIe ke te upadezamAM kathana thatu hAya ke "A siddhAMta jAhera thayAnA pUrvakALamAM je je pApa thayu hAya te pApa nahi, have karaze tene ja pApa lAgaze" Avu agara AvA prakAranu dhvanita prabhu-upadezamAMthI thatuM hoya te ja tamArI mAnI lIdhelI trirAzi kharI paDe. paNa tema teA che ja nahi, tIkS
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________________ devanI ArAdhanA 17, karanA siddhAMta trikALAbAdhita che. ane tethI te siddhAMte sadAkALa ekasarakhA rUpe avAja karI rahyA che ke hamaNuM pApa kare, pUrve karo ke bhaviSyamAM karA paNa pApa te pApa ane puNya te puNya rUpe ja raheze. temaja pApane hamaNuM reke pUrve roke, ke bhaviSyamAM roko te lAbhadAyI ja che. A uparathI bhagavAnanA siddhAMta eTalA badhA vyavahAru che ke ekavIsa hajAra varSamAM keipaNa prANa lAbha pAmyA vagara rahe ja nahi. jainazAsana eTale vastuta:- jIvAditane zikhavanAra viziSTa zAsana athavA zAsayati jIvAjIvAdipadArthAn iti zAsanam zAsyate ane rUti = zAsanaM. dIpakanI pharaja ajavALuM karavAnI che, tema jinezvaronI pharaja kathana karavAnI che. kathana karyuM eTale javAbadArI pUrI thaI. jema dIvo sApane dekhADI de pachI bacavAnuM kAma tamAruM pitAnuM, tevI rIte zAsananuM kAma satya padArtha batAvI devAnuM che. satya padArthanI prarUpaNuM karI eTale zAsananI javAbadArI pUrI thaI. - sahakAra vagara sAdhya siddha karyuM. zaMkA-jIvAjavAdi padArtha kahevAmAM zrI tIrthaka ane sAmAnya kevaLIo ekasarakhA che, chatAM tIrthakaranA nAme zAsana kema caDhayuM ? jagatanA tamAma bhAva bane ekasarakhA jANe che, baMnemAMthI kaI eka paNa padArthane ochovatto jANI zakatA nathI chatAM pharaka kema ? ane je pharaka na hoya to keLavI zAsana ! sarvajJa zAsana ! ema kaho. samAdhAnaguNenI apekSAe kevaLI zAsana, sarvajJa zAsana kahI daIe eTale keLavajJAnanI viziSTatAnA aMge kahI daIe te vAta jUdI che paNa sarvajJa zAsana kahevAmAM khAsa muddo e che ke zrI tIrthakaromAM raheluM savajJapaNuM svIkArIne sAmAnyamAM vizeSane Aropa karIe chIe. sarvajJa zabda sAmAnya hovA chatAM AvI jagyAe vizeSya rUpe vaparAya che. tamArA praznanuM e samAdhAna che ke jema eka aMdhArI guphAmAM bharacaka mAnavamedanI UbharAI rahI che. te guphAmAM atyaMta gADha aMdhAruM hevAthI paraspara ekabIjAne joI zakatA nathI.
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________________ 180 AnaMda pravacana darzana aMdhAruM hovAthI raste jaDatuM nathI, keI eka manuSya dIvAsaLI saLagAvIne kAkaDe karyo ane te kAkaDAthI bIjAoe kAkaDA karyA. ajavALuM ekadama prasaravA mAMDayuM. rastA hAtha lAgavAthI badhA potapitAnA ISTane maLavA utAvaLA thayA. darekanA kAkaDAmAM pharaka nathI chatAM zirapAva kone apAya ? dhavaLamaMgaLa konAM gavAya? kahevuM paDaze ke prathama dIvAsaLI saLagAvI kAkaDe karanAranA. tevI ja rIte zrI tIrthaMkaradeva svayaMsaMbuddha, pitAnI meLe bedha pAmanArA, saMsAranA samasta padArthane asAra jANanArA, jANIne choDavAvALA, ane choDayA pachI paNa kevaLajyota pragaTa na thAya tyAM sudhI potAnA bhAvamAM masta rahevAvALA, svayaM AtmabaLe ghAtI karmane karacaraghANa kADhI kevaLajyota pragaTAvanArA ane te ja kevaLatane avalaMbane bIjAoe kevaLati pragaTAvI. AthI te A zAsanamAM dhavaLamaMgaLa prathama jyota pragaTAvanAranAM ja gavAya che. namuthuNaMmAM kahela svayaM saMbuddhANaM'mAM pada A vAtane barAbara phuTa kare che. tIrthakare badhA svayaMsaMbuddha heya paNa kevaLIo badhA svayaMsaMbuddha na hoya, A jagatarUpa aMdhera guphAmAM AthaDiyAM mAranAra jenI mUMjhavaNa TALanAra tIrthasthApaka tIrthakaro che, ane e tIrthakare kevaLajyota pragaTa karavAmAM keTalI jahemata uThAve che te temanA jIvana-prasaMgo vAMcanArAo ane vicAranArAo saheje samajI zake tema che. potAnA jJAnabaLathI ja saMsArane tyAga karyo, dharma pALe, cAritra lIdhuM, cAritra pALyuM ane koInA paNa sahakAra vagara sAdhyane siddha karyuM !!! devAdhidevanI viziSTatA. potAnI meLe tatvane dhAraNa kare, tatva pramANe potAne phaLa maLe tyAM sudhI sudaDha rahe, ane bIjAo te temanA avalaMbane tatvamAM sthira rahe. tatvamAM DAmADoLa thavAnI taiyArI thatA dharma sAMbhaLe, sahAya
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________________ 181 devanI ArAdhanA le. arthAt bIjAe udyama karIne kevaLa jJAna pAme che. te hisAbe tIrthakaro ane sAmAnya kevaLIo bhale jJAnamAM baMne sarakhA heya. chatAM prathamanA jeTalA te upakArI nathI ja. jainazAsana jevI cIjane janma, temAM cAritranI kAryavAhI, zreNi mAMDavI, jJAna pAmavuM e badhuM tIrthakaranI utpatti vagara saMbhavI zakatuM nathI. prazna-atIrtha siddha e te tIrthakarathI vadhu upakArI kharA ke nahi? samAdhAna-Akasmika saMge kaI jAtismaraNathI jJAna pAme, tIrthaviccheda thayuM hoya agara tIrthanI hayAti na hoya te vakhate siddhi pAmanArA atIrtha siddha kahI zakAya. ane teo keIna sahakAra vagara siddhi pAme che e vAta kharI, paNa te prathamanA kAkaDA saLagAvanArA jevA nahi. arthAt temanI siddhithI bIjAo siddha thaI zake tevI praNAlikA cAlatI nathI. tethI te vIjaLInA jhabakArA jevA che. kAraNa ke vIjaLInA jhabakArAne paNa prakAza te thAya che. paNa te bIjA dIpaka karavAmAM upayegI na nIvaDe eTale sAmAnya kevaLImAM kevaLajJAna pAmIne te bIjAne pamADe tevI jogavAI karavAnI zakti nathI. prazna-atIrthasiddha upadeza de ke nahi ? samAdhAna-nA, tIrtha sthApanA vagara upadezanI rItinIti hotI nathI. prazna-tIrthakaro upadeza vagara svayaMbaLe dIkSA le che paNa lokone tike Ave che tenuM zuM ? samAdhAna-zeThe cAlavA mAMDayuM ane nekare kahyuM ke "padhAro! agara padhAryA" !! tenA jevuM che. jema tamAre ghera mahemAna AvyA te vakhate tame kahe ke "padhAre" evuM kahevA uparathI nekaranA kahevA mAtrathI zeTha ane tamArA kahevA mAtrathI mahemAna padhAryA nathI. tevI ja rIte svayaM jJAnabaLe gharamAMthI nIkaLavAnI taiyArI vakhate ja lekAM
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________________ 182 AnaMda pravacana darzana tikadeva pitAne kalpa phakata sAcave che. arthAta lekAMtika kahe te ja bhagavAna dIkSA le evuM nathI ja. pusviM te pUrve te bhagavAnane anuttara jJAna hatuM ane hamaNAM paNa che, ane raheze ke tethI paNa vadhaze. AthI ja zAstrakAra kahe che ke tIrthakarane pitAne potAnI meLe ja karavuM paDe che arthAt svazaktithI svaAlaMbanathI ja tItha kare kaivalya dazA prApta kare che. gADha aMdhakAra vakhate spa-rasa-gaMdha ane zabda e cArenA viSaya karavAnI tAkAta indriyanI che. pAMcamI idriya cakSu hayAta che. paNa aMdhakAranA prabaLa prabhAve rUpane sAkSAtkAra te uparyukta iMdriya karI zakatI nathI, tevI rIte pAMce rasanI pUrI majA heya, sRSTimAM sarva padArthonI hayAti hoya chatAM paNa tIrthakaro sivAya bIjA koI paNa padArthane padArthanA svarUpamAM jANI zakatA ja nathI. Atmika draSTie. traNa palyopamanA AyuSya kamazaH ghaTI gayAM eTale tIrthakare. jamyA, yugalA dharma viracheda thavAnI taiyArImAM tIrthakaro jamyA, rasa-gaMdha-sparzAdi viSayamAM dinapratidina ochAza thavAnI taiyArImAM tIrthakara jamyA, manamAgyuM ApanAra kalpavRkSo paNa adazya thayAM ane te vakhate tIrthakaronAM pagalAM thayAM. kharekhara! UMDANathI vicAra na karo te tame tarata kahevAne lalacAzo ke tIrthakaro sukhasAhyabInAM saMpUrNa sAdhanenI gerahAjarImAM janmyA !!! balka duHkhane pagale tIrthakaro jamyA !!! AvuM kahetAM pahelAM AMdhaLAnuM daSTAMta ahIM baMdhabesatuM thaze, kAraNa ke zabda-rUpa-rasa-gaMdha ane sparza e pAMca viSe majura che paNa AMkha vagara AMdhaLAne jema pitAnI jiMdagI jhera jevI lAge tevI ja rIte duniyAnI sAmagrI bharapaTTe hoya chatAM samaju mANase jANatA hoya che ke vivekarUpI netra na maLe te aDhAra koDAkoDa sAgarepamane kALa e badhe aMdhApa. AMdhaLAnA aMdhApAne ane tene aMge
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________________ devanI ArAdhanA tenA baLApAne, ApaNI daSTie vicArIzuM te khabara paDaze ke AMkha vagaranuM jIvana akAruM che, tevI ja rIte Atmika draSTie vicAraze. te khabara paDaze ke devatAne bhava e paNa AtmazakitanA. AvirbhAva mATe aMdhApA rUpa che. mULa siddhAMtarUpa tyAga devatAnA bhavamAM kSAyaka Adi darzana hoya, avadhi Adi jJAna. niyamita hoya chatAM devatAne bhava eka apekSAe AMdhaLAnA bhavA jevo che. jema AMkha vagara AMdhaLAne jiMdagI akArI lAge che tevI rIte cAritryanI lahejata vagara devabhava akAre lAge che. tyAganI viziSTatA nahi vicAranArane tIrthakarane tIrthakara tarIke mAnavAne hakka ja nathI. dhana, mAla, milakata, kuTuMba, kabIlA, chekara, haiyAM vagere te badhuM tIrthakara ApatA nathI, chatAM temanuM pUjana, sevana ane vaMdanAdi je kArya karIe chIe te phakata teonA tyAganA samapakapaNAne laIne che. | tIrthakaronA upakAra tyAganA hisAbe che. tIrthakare svayaM tyAgI bane che ane saMsargamAM AvelAne tyAgI banAve che. tamane koI pUchaze ke tIrthakarane zA mATe mAna cho ? javAbamAM e ja kaheje ane e gokhI rAkhaje ke "tyAgamArganAM apUrva darzana karAvyAM tethI." | tIrthakaronI adhikatA tyAgane AbhArI che. pUjaka paNa e ja vicAre ke mane saMpUrNa tyAgI banAvI pUja banAve, naMdaka paNa e. ja Icche ke mane te vizvavaMdanIya banAve, sevaka paNa e ja abhilASe ke mane te sevyanI sukhamaya meTimAM mUke. A badhI vicAraNA tyAganA. mULa siddhAMtarUpa zAsanane avalaMbelI che. - dUSANunI bhUSaNarUpe mAnyatA. tyAganI tIkSNatA jenA hRdayamAM jhaLahaLI nathI te prabhuzAsananA.
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________________ 184. AnaMda pravacana darzana paramArthane pIchANI zakya ja nathI ema kahevAmAM lezabhara atizacokti nathI. vitarAga vacanane varSAvanAra vaktA pAse AvanAra zrotAoe paNa e ja vicAravuM joIe ke prabhumArgane tyAga mArAmAM kema AvatuM nathI. hRdayamAM e ja haradama vicAravuM joIe ke mane haju tyAgabhAvanA joIe tevA pramANamAM kema muskurAyamAna thatI nathI ? tyAganI bhAvanAthI huM bhIMjAuM nahi tyAM sudhI mArI pUjA te pUjA nathI ema kema vicAratuM nathI? pUjya banavAnI prauDha bhAvanA darekane Ave che. paNa te pUjyatA pAmavAnA prauDha saMskAre gurucaraNasevAnA abhilASIe heya tene ja maLe che, kAraNa ke e suMdara saMskArone sudaDha banAvavAnuM uccakoTinuM jJAna paropakArI gurue Agama dvArA e saMpAdana karela hoya che. ane pitAnA saMsargamAM AvanArane te jJAnathI navallavita kare che. gRhasthAzramamAM rahele zrAvaka sAdhupada pratye jeTale vinaya bahumAna dharAve che. teTale vinaya bahumAna te sAdhu thayA pachI gharAvI zakatA nathI, kAraNa ghaNuM che. chatAM te paikI eka kAraNa vicArIe te te samAnatAnuM semala che. te eTaluM hADohADa vyApeluM hoya che ke hadayamAM harapaLe lAMbA paryAyavALA pu. AcAryo, upAdhyAya ane virone eka sarakhI ke TimAM gaNavAnI dhaSTatA aMgIkAra kare che. eTale sAdhu thayA bAda te hRdayamAM vicAre che ke "mArA karatAM te badhA vadhu zuM kare che !!!" have cAle mULa vAtamAM. tyAgane mATe bhava jIvana-samarpaNa karavAvALA, tyAgane phaLIbhUta karanArA, tyAganuM kiMDima vagADanArA A ja mahApuruSa! e ja mATe A mahApuruSanI huM pUjA karuM chuM. dIvAne upayoga aMdhArAnA nAza mATe che, jene aMdhArAne nAza kare nathI tene dI kare zuM? A vAta tamane gaLathuthImAM pAvAmAM AvI che temane samajAvavAmAM AvyuM che ke aDhAra doSa rahita te deva che.
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________________ devanI ArAdhanA 185 AtmAne pUche ke e aDhAra doSa A AtmAmAM rahelA che te doSa che ke guNa ? prathama patAnA doSane javAba mAgo. kayA rUpe tIrthaMkaradevane mAne che ane pUje che ? dUSaNa tapAsatAM zIkho. dUSaNane bhUSaNarUpe mAnavAnI ane manAvavAnI mahAna gaMbhIra bhUlane Aje bhUlI jAo. dUSaNane dUSaNarUpe nahi mAnatAM bhUSaNarUpe kema mAno cho ? gekhyA kare !! - dUSaNane dUSaNarUpe svIkAryA vagara dUSaNane dUra karavArUpa dAha AtmAmAM thaze nahi. dUSaNa pratye dAha lAvyA vagara sAcI ThaMDaka thavAnI nathI. e aDhAra doSa bhavobhava bhaTakAvanAra che e samajatAM zIkhe. e doSo doSarUpe haju sudhI saMsArarogamAM ribAtA regI AtmAne lAgyA ja nathI. doSa e bhaTakAvanAra che balake Atmahita bagADanArA che. rega thaye che evuM rogIne bhAna nathI. vaidyane ghera doDadhAma karanArA regIne roganI vAstavika bhayaMkaratA haju sudhI bhAsI nathI. e devAdhideva doSa dUra karanAra manAya tyAre e doSone DhAMkanArA tamArA AtmAmAM doSane doSarUpe dekhatAM thAo. aDhAra doSathI ApaNe herAna thaIe chIe e te mAnatA thAo. pUjya ane pUjakamAM lAkha gADAno phera che. pArakA ghera munimagIrI karanAra munimanI jevI dazA ApaNu che. hUMDI ane paisAnI levaDadevaDa munimanI pitAnI nathI; paNa zeThanA hisAbe che. zeDanA hisAbe thatI hUMDI, khata, paisAnI levaDa-devaDa vagerene pitAnA hisAbe mAne te munima nathI. temaja munimanI dhAraNA pUrvaka ApaNe paNa aDhAra doSa devanA hisAbe mAnIe chIe. ApaNe kAMI levAdevA nathI. e aDhAra doSa ApaNuM hisAbe nathI. ane e doSamAM ApaNe te jokhama kaI gaNyuM paNa nathI. | doSanI bhayaMkaratA svIkAravAthI deSanI bhayaMkaratA vadhe che ane tenA jokhamadAra ApaNe pite chIe te samajatA thAo. doSanI bhayaMkaratA nahi chaDuM te rakhaDyA karIza e gegyA kare.
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________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana ApaNe te kudeva ane sudevatAnA copaDAnuM nAmuM munimanI peThe karIe chIe. A AtmAmAM aDhAra doSanuM nAma paNa nathI lakhatA. samakita-mithyAtvI, bhavi ane abhavimAM pharaka kayAM paDe che? "aDhAra doSa rahita hoya te deva ane aDhAra deSa hoya te kudeva." badhA e bInA bele paNa tethI samakitI agara mithyAtvI thaI javAtuM nathI. mane ane AkhA jagatane aDhAra doze herAna karI rahyA che, A mahApuruSe TALyA che ane e doSa TALavA mATe A zAsana janma pAmyuM che. aDhAra deSa rahita deva" ema bolIe chIe. doSane doSa kahe che te sAcA manathI besatA nathI. ane sAcA manathI na bele tene. doSano dAha na hoya. uttamatA hRdayamAM vasI nathI. doSa rahitanI uttamatA ane doSa sahitanI adhamatA vicAra! doSanA dAhavALe samakitI, nava pUrva bhaNavAvALo samakitI kema nahi? te kahe che ke abhavyane ghera doSane dAha nathI. badhuM kare, koDa pUrva sudhI cAritra ane dezaviratI pALe e kema banatuM haze? pra. koDapUrava dazavirati ane sarva cAritra pALe ane chatAM lukhA kema? sa, cepaDayA muzkela, paNa bhUkhyA rahevuM muzkela nathI. doSane dAha tha e ja muzkela. samakitInA sAcA sUramAM manamaNidhara Dele che. ApaNane vIMchI karaDe, pachI bIjAne karaDe, ApaNane na kara hoya ane bIjAne karaDe pachI A be vakhatano camakAre tapAsa ! herAnagatine khyAla tapAse. na karaDayAvALAne upara uparathI tene kUdAkUda dekhAya paNa prathama karaDayAvALAnA ane na karaphlAvALAnA anubhavanA vicAramAM ghaNuM ja aMtara !!! aDhAra doSane dAha na thAya tyAM sudhI tIrthakaranI uttamatA hRdayamAM vasatI nathI.
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________________ devanI ArAdhanA 187 deSadAha jarUra thaze. jIvAjIvAdika tattvonI vAta kare. prakRtie gaNe paNa AtmAne pUche ke Azrava ane baMdhane dAha dilamAM che ? e tapAso. Azraya ane baMdhane dAha!!! munimagIrInA cepaDA le ke zAstrakAra Ama kahe che. zAstrakAre Ama jaNAvyuM che, Ama prakAryuM che, paNa ApaNe kaMI levAdevA nathI, tAruM Ama thaI rahyuM che e bolatAM zIkhe. AtmA para jokhamadArI lAve. pAMca iMdriya, pAMca avatA, ane cAra kaSAyo karmanA DhagalA karI rahyA che. have mAruM zuM thaze! vakIla asIlanI jokhamadArI jevuM ahIM nathI. asIlane lAbhamAM hukamanAmuM thAya agara DIkI thAya temAM vakIlane vAMke vALa thatuM nathI. zAstrakAra tarapha jokhamadArInuM nAmuM zuM? jinapannatta. amAre kahevuM nathI !. jinezvare kaheluM che. zuM tyAre amAre munimagIrI karyA ja karavI? hA. kema pAlavaze ?' jinezvare kaheluM te vAstavika che. jinezvare je vacana uccAryA te Atmane jakaDavAvALAM che, gheravAvALA che" ema na bele. "jinapannatta" kahevuM e jokhamarArImAM utAravA mATe nahi. AvuM AcaryuM, upaderyuM ane amArA jANavAmAM Ave. tethI "jinapannatta' zabda jokhamadArI utAravA mATe nathI. sArA-kharAba IlkAba ApavA mATe te nathI. "jagatane jaNAvyuM che" ema belatAM pahelAM mArA AtmAnI vAta karI che. vaidya roga pArakhe ane davA paNa ApI, chatAM huM hINabhAgI davA laI zakatA nathI. AtmAne roga pArakhe che. rega karyo ? bhavamAM bhaTakavAne roga- veva-dAkatarane tyAM janAra niyamita davA ke carI na pALe tevA daradI hAMsIpAtra Thare temAM navAI jevuM nathI. A traNa lekanA prasiddha vaidya davA nakakI karI, emaNe ApaNane davA ApI paNa ApaNe davA karavI ja nathI bhagavAna pAse jAo cho tyAM tame kevAM vizeSaNathI temane vadhAre
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________________ 188 AnaMda pravacana dezana che! ttimALa sAthaLa, vuddhAno thALa', munnALa mamaLALa dharmanA sAra batAvI dIdhA ane tame te sAra svIkAye che ? nADI batAvI, rAga jANIne, davA laI e paNa davA karIe nahi, carI pALIe nahi ane kahIe ke rega maTayo nahi ! ema brUma mArIe tA rAga zI rIte maTe ? nADI batAvavI che, rAga jANavA che, davA karavI nathI ane vaidyane gALA devI che ane phirayAda karavI che te kema pAlavaze ! ! ! uttama pariNAmane ghaDo. samita haiAya tyAre ja doSanA dAha thAya. samakita na hoya, tyAre ja doSanA dAha hAtA nathI. pUrvanAM jJAna niSphaLa jAya, lAMbA AyuSya eLe jAya, e badhuM kayA kAraNe ? doSanA dAha dilamAM na lAvyA tethI. nava pUrva bhaNe, cAritranu pAripAlana karo, paNa doSadAha vagara di nahi vaLe. pra.anaMtI vakhata karyuM teA e vaLyu nathI teA pachI zuM vaLaze ? sa. ana`tI vakhata doSadAha vagaranu thayu' che, eTale doSadAha na thAya teA cheDavA mATe A kahevAtuM nathI. doSanA dAhavALA piraNAma na AvatA hAya tA lAvA. chekarAne managamatAM bera na maLe te pAMca pAnanI thALIne lAta mAre. kAraNa ke bannemAM phera te samajatA nathI. tevI rIte pugalamAM palATAI gayelA A AtmA doSanA dAha jevAM uttama pariNAma utpanna karavA jatAM puddagala-patharA mATe uttama pariNAmanA ghaDAne UMdhA vALe che. bhaNavu', gaNavu, paDikkamaNAM, pUjA zA kAmanAM che ? evu khelanArA dhULamAM leTavAvALA che, maLelI pakavAnanI thALI khAju para rAkhIne meranI vAta karo te nahi cAle !!! hi'sA pravRtti, jUTha, cArI, maithuna, parigraha rAkhavA-rakhAvavAnA upadeza zAstramAM hoya ja nahIM, paNa tethI virAma pAmavAnA upadeza hAya. dAha na thAya teTalA mAtrathI kriyA khaseDavAnI jarUra haiAtI nathI. prazna-ana tI vakhata karyu temAM kAMI vaLyuM nahi ? have zuM vaLaze ?
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________________ devanI ArAdhanA 189 samAdhAna-che|karI sekaDA vakhata lITA kare te nakAmA mAnA che! paNa ekaDA kare te vakhate seA lITA lAbharUpa gaNAze. A dravya kriyAo karatAM karatAM bhAva kriyArUpa doSaTTAha jarUra thaze. abhavyanA pariNAmanA hAra. are! tame vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavAnu rAkheA che, ane AvyA che| tA doSadAha aMge sAMbhaLazeA. te sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM kAI vakhate doSadAha thaze, lITA paNa ekaDAnuM kAraNa che te zakAya ja nahi !!! chokarA lITA kare che chatAM tame pATI kheMcI kharI ke nahi ? lITA ekaDA lAvaze e tamArA manamAM nakkI thayuM che. tethI pATI kheMcatA nathI. prazna-e phaLavALI thaze tyAre saphaLa mAnazuM. tevI rIte doSadAhavAnI pravRtti thaze tyAre saphaLa mAnazuM te sivAya niSphaLa mAnavAmAM vAMdhA ze ? samAdhAna-100 pagathIAvALI nisaraNImAM eka-e-pAMca-dazaema e'zI ane nevuMmA pagathIe paheAMcIe chatAM mALa dekhAya nahiM, dekhAvAnI apekSAe badhI jagyAe sarakhuM che, tevuM sudhI caDhavAnI kriyA karI na hAta tA AgaLa zI rIte vadhata ! AthI drazyacAritrarUpa lITAe te bhAvacAritranA ekaDA mATe che. abhavyAe anatA dravyacAritra karyAM, AMdhaLAe daza varasa lITA karyAM. AMdhaLAthI ekaDA na AvyA tethI dekhatAe lITA karavA ja nahi evA siddhAMta na thAya. dekhatA evA bhabyAne dravyacAritra letAM rokI zakAya nahi. vAMjhaNInA sa'sAra nakAmA jAya. vAMjhaNI hatI tethI nakAme gayA. tevI rIte abhavyanA prayatna aphaLa jAya te mekSa apekSA e. vAMjhaNI hAyapITa kare paNa sAhAgaNa strI hAyapITa na kare. mArAM dravyacAritra nakAmAM jAya che, te vAMjhaNInA udgArA che. abhavya sivAya khIjA kAInAM dravyacAritra nakAmAM jatAM nathI. bhavyanAM dravyacaritra nakAmAM ja nathI te pachI mAruM cAritra nakAmu ema nahi gaNA. zrAvakanI karaNI, sAdhunI karaNI dravyacAritra rUpa hoya
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________________ 19o AnaMda pravacana darzana te nakAmI jAya che evuM bolanArA hAthe karIne abhavyanA pariNAmane hAra gaLe pahere che. mATe taphAvata bhAvacaritra thayuM nathI te mATe utsAha apAya e vAta judI che. paNa dravyacAritranI niSphaLatA mAnavA-manAvavAmAM gaMbhIra bhUla thAya che. dharmasa grahamAM jUTha bole te pApa lAge, vizvAsaghAta vagere jUTha bile te pApa lAge, thrahmane brahmahatyA karanAro che ema bole te te pApa lAge, jo ke te vacana keIne janma-marma karmane nukasAna karanAra nathI. prazna-brahmaba kahevAvALAe sAcuM kahyuM ke jUThuM ? samAdhAna-jUThuM svarUpa ane tatsaMbaMdhI te paNa juTha. jUThanuM lakSaNa asata abhidhAna Iti, asatya abhidhAna hoya te bolavuM te ja jUTha. ahita abhidhAna laghutA mATe belAya te vAta judI. dezanI apekSAe belAya te judI vAta che. A bannemAM A doSa rahe che mATe te nakAmuM che. dravya anuSThAna doSanA dAha vagaranuM thAya te paNa te nirarthaka nathI! have dalIlathI vicArIe. doSanA dAha vagara zrAvakapaNuM ane sAdhupaNa karyA. temAM maLyuM ke nahi? bele tame choDayAM teTalAM pApathI bacyA ke nahi? je bacyA te niSphaLa kema? doSadAhanA kuLanA hisAbe e chuM maLyuM kaha, paNa niSphaLa te na kahe. pApa rokAya eTaluM ja nahi, paNa saddagati Adi lAbha maLe. anaMtI vakhata dravyacAritra karyA, dravya zrAvakapaNuM karyA, dravyacAritrathI devagati Adi maLe. abhavyane mekSane phAyado na maLe paNa saddagati Adi te maLe, ane pApathI rokANa thAya. abhavya pApamAM pravarte hoya ane pApamAM na pravarte hoya te te baMnemAM taphAvata zuM thAya?
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________________ devanI ArAdhanA 191 deSadAha prakaraNa-mekSa hisAbe moTo taphAvata. pApamAM na pravartavAthI be phAyadA thAya, saddagati maLI, dUragati vikANI. have bhavyanI bAbatamAM ApaNe vicArIe. be phAyadA te uparanA abhavyane paNa thAya. A te sArI sthitimAM Avyo che te je dharma nahi kare te zuM karaze? te sAdhupaNuM karaze ke gharabAra karaze ? have vicAro ke anaMtI vakhata patnI-chokarAnuM karyuM te vadhAre ke cAritranuM vadhAre ? anaMtA anaMtI vakhate khAsaDAM khAdhAM chatAM tyAM ja pAchuM mana thAya che ane anaMtA anaMtI vakhata lAbha maLyA chatAM tyAM mana thatuM nathI, tenuM kAraNa zuM ? anaMtA vakhatamAM khAsaDA ane paramAdhamInI vedanA bhegavI chatAM temAM kaMTALe nahi ane dharma karavAthI devagati maLI chatAM te kArya karavAnuM kema mana thatuM nathI ? vagara doSanA dAhe dAna, zIyaLa, tapa, bhAva nahi karavA kahevuM te paNa mUrkhAI che. doSanA dAha vagara e banatuM kema haze? paNa e vicArI gayA ke abhavyo paNa e sthitimAM kevI sthiti gujAratA haze? to doSa-dAha-prakaraNa samajavAthI saheje samajAze. tIrthakara bhagavAnanA pUjake e paNa vicAravAnuM jarUrI che ke aMtaHkaraNamAM doSanI rAha sthiti AvavI joIe. aDhAra doSarahita deva ane te doSavALA kudeva gaNavA, temanI sAthe mAre kAMI lAgatuMvaLagatuM nathI ema nahi. | tIrthakara dharma karela ke, banAvela nathI paNa kahe che ane te dharma paNa haMmezA kahevAmAM lezabhara atizayokti nathI !! bIjA matamAM A Izvare jagat karyuM kareluM che. e matAvalaMbIone pUchajo ke jUTha, cerI ane pApa che te tamArA Izvara pahelAMnA ke pachInA che? je pahelAM jUTha, cerI hatAM, pApa hatAM, ane rokavAnAM sAdhana hatAM te te karyuM zuM ane jo ema kahezo ke pahelAM nahetAM te pachI kahevAya ke Izvara jevo kubhAMDI ke? musalamAna bhU jevA nAnA jIva ane mAMkaNunI kIDA kare che.
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________________ 192 AnaMda pravacana dena zikAra karanAra zikAranI krIDA karavA mATe jaMgalI rAkSasI gaNAya tA ana`tanA zikAra karavAnI tamArA IzvaranI kIDA ane lIlA kevI ! A badhA anaMtA mare che, janme che, duHkha bhAgave che teA tamArA Izvarane mATe gaNavuM zuM ? jina jaina dharma navA banAvatA' nathI, vastutattvanI prarUpaNA kare che ane deva tattvane jAhera kare che teA pachI devanA nAme ja pravRtti hAya temAM navAI nathI. bhAMjagaDa mAnavI paDaze devatattva mAnanArAne peAtAnA devane nirdoSa mAnavA paDe che. Adaza cAritra karyAM mAnA ? (sabhAmAMthI) devamAM. devane nirdoSa mAnavA paDe che. guru, devanA Adarza cAritra anusAre cAlavAvALA ane dharmA te devanuM Adaza cAritra. guru ane dharma te badhuM deva upara nirbhIra che. Adaza cAritra te dharma che. A uparathI devatattvanI jarUra che. sUrapurada'ra zrI haribhadrasUrie zrI mahadevanu aSTaka karyuM'. bIjAnI apekSAe deva te eka svarUpe hoya. anya danIenI apekSAe eka svarUpavALA nathI. sa'sAramAM mAnyA ane meAkSamAM paNa deva mAnyA. ariha'ta ane siddhamAM devatattva mAnA che. jyAre anya danImAM banne devamAM ekasarakhu svarUpa rahyuM ja nahi. bIjA karatAM temane tyAM e vibhAga. have tA tamAre bhAMjagaDa mAnavI paDaze. AjJAbhyAsanuM bakhtara. sAkAramAM zI rIte ArAdhA ane nirAkAramAM zI rIte ArAdhe ? tamAre be vibhAga karavA paDaze. nira'jana thayA hAya ke AkAra hAya tA paNa pUjA ekasarakhI ane tethI ja vattva cAAdhanovAya:. je daivane cA je jinezvarane pUjIe chIe temanA pUjana eTale AjJA abhyAsa-tenI AjJA pramANe vavuM. deva zarIradhArI hAya ke
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________________ devanI ArAdhanA 163 na zarIra dhAraNa kare te paNa amAre pUjana-vaMdanamAM aDacaNa nathI. temanI AjJA keI vakhata kharI ke ? nA, te mATe sarvadA ema kahyuM eTale sadA sarvadA. karelAnuM karavuM na hoya te kAle khAdhuM hatuM, Aje kema nahi? jUnI bhUkha lAgIne khAvuM navuM, karmathI bacavA mATe AjJA ArAdhana che. karmane haralA vakhate AjJA abhyAsanA bakhtaranI jarUra che. karmathI bacavA mATe, guNe pragaTa karavA mATe AjJAne abhyAsa jarUrI che. jyAM sudhI temanI sthiti tevI raheze ? mekSa na maLe tyAM sudhI. ArAdhanAnuM yathAsthita phaLa. dAvAnaLamAM kamaLa vAvyuM te thAya zuM? tevI rIte tame moTAmAM moTA pApamAMthI nIkaLo nahi arthAt labha hAsyarati vageremAMthI nIkaLo nahi, tyAM sudhI tamArA vicArAdi kamaLa jevA suMdara che, chatAM dAvAnaLa elAya pachI ja tene lAbha maLe. jyAM sudhI tame. akaSAyI na thAo, tyAM sudhI te kiyA phaLIbhUta thavAnI nathI evuM kahenArAne zAstra kahe che ke - pAIne unAmaNe ukaLatA hoya to te unAmaNamAM paDela pese garama thaze, paNa dhAtupaNuM cheDaze nahi. zarIra para phellA thAya tevI. rIte dhAtu para kaMI nahi thAya ghAtune eka vicitra svabhAva che ke tyAM phelA thAya ja nahi. tevI rIte jinezvaranI AjJAmAM evI tAkAta. che ke game tevI avirati hoya chatAM sAmAnya asara thAya paNa vizeSa asara thaI zake ja nahi" unAmaNAmAM paDelA paisAnI jevI tAkAta che te karatAM AjJA abhyAsanI tAkAta ajaba che. pisA garama thAya, aticAra lAge, duSita thAya paNa pisApaNuM phare nahi. tevI rIte je svarUpamAM AjJA AvI hoya te palaTe ja nahi. zakita pramANe karyo jAe te te jarUra phaLa denAra thaze. phaLaprada jeo devatattvanuM ArAdhana karaze teo te uttama phaLane prApta karI kalyANanA bhAgIdAra banaze. 13
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________________ bhavya. eTale mokSano adhikArI I [ jene mokSanI abhilASA thAya te jIva kharekhara bhavya jIva che. mekSanuM bIja te bhavyatva che. mokSe javAne lAyaka te bhavya. sAmo mANasa bhavya che ke abhavya che te kevaLI sivAya na jANI zakAya. paNa pitAnAmAM bhavyapaNuM che ke nahi te te samajI zakAya che. bhavya che karatAM caDhiyAta jIva te caramapudgalAvatI jIva che. huM mekSane lAyaka hoI ke nahi vicAranAra te bhavya che. ] = dravyato bhAvatazcaitra, pratyAkhyAnaM dvidhA matam / apekSAdikRtaM hyAdyamatonyaccaramaM matam // 1 // bhavya jIva koNa? zAstrakAra mahArAjA bhagavAn zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja bhavya jIvonA upakAra mATe zrIaSTaka prakaraNa racatAM AgaLa jaNAve che, ke A saMsAramAM A ja anAdikALathI rakhaDe che. e jIvane mekSaprApti karAvavAmAM mukhya kAraNa zuM ? uttara e ja che ke bhavyapaNuM ! prathama bhavyapaNuM joIe. mekSa e uttamottama vastu che. e uttame ttama mekSa prApta karavA mATe pitAnA AtmAne bhavyapaNAnI prApti thaI cUkI che, tevuM darzAvanAruM zuM kAMI cihna che? - hA ! e cihna te mekSanI abhilASA. mATe ja zAstrakAroe niyama mAne che ke - jene mekSanI abhilASA thAya, te jIva kharekhara bhavya - jIva che !"
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________________ lavya 195 - bhavyatva nahi te mekSa paNa nahi ja ! bIjA dArzanike kahe ke "mekSane pAmavA mATe devene mAnavA, temanI sevApUjA karavI, jJAna meLavavuM ane vrata vagere karavAM joIe" A saghaLI kriyAo zA mATe karavAnI ? javAba e che ke mokSane pAmavA mATe paNa te pahelAM bhavyajIvane ja mekSa maLe che-bhavyajIva ekalo ja mokSane adhikArI che, te vAta nakkI thavAnI jarUra che. e nakakI thavuM ja joIe ke bhavyajIvane ja mekSa maLe che; bIjAne nahi. je jIva bhavya nathI, tene mekSa paNa nathI ja ! jJAna meLavavuM, sarvaviratipada grahaNa karavuM; tapasyA, tapa, japa, karavAM, vinaya vaiyAvacca vagere AdarapUrvaka sevavAM e saghaLAnuM phaLa mekSaprapti che. paNa te saghaLAne pALavA chatAM e, te saghaLAnuM phaLa mekSapaNuM; paNa te maLe kyAre? jIvamAM bhavyapaNuM hoya te ja ! nahi te nahi ja !! jJAna, japa, tapa, vinaya, sarvavirati e saghaLI cIje evI nathI ke je AtmAne svataMtra rIte ja mekSa ApI zake. keI ema zaMkA karaze ke bhavyapaNuM jema mekSa meLavavAmAM kAraNabhUta che, te ja rIte jJAna vagere paNa mekSa meLavavAmAM kAraNabhUta che, te pachI te cIja-jevAM ke jJAna tapa vagere paNu--zA mATe mekSa ApanArAM che, ema na gaNavuM joIe ? A praznane uttara jarUra samajavA jevo che. aMkuranuM mukhya kAraNa keNu? "bIja. eka udAharaNa-daSTAMta-dAkhale lo. kheDUta jamInamAM bIja nAMkhe che, bIjamAMthI aMkuro thAya che. e aMkura UgavAmAM kAraNabhUta vastuo kaI kaI che? bIja, mATI, pANI, havA e saghaLI vastuo kAraNabhUta che. paNa e kAraNenI sahAya vaDe je aMkura Uge che, te aMkurane ApaNe mATIaMkura, jalaaMkura, havAaMkura kahetA nathI, paraMtu ghauMne aMkura, bAjarIne aMkura, juvArane aMkura ema ja kahIe chIe. khyAla karaje ke bIja ekaluM UgI zake ja nahi. te ugADavAmAM bIja, mATI, pANI, havA e saghaLAM kAraNabhUta che. paNa mukhya kAraNa zuM che? bIja che ! bIja pate ja aMkurasvarUpa che ane te anukULa
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________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana kAraNe maLatAM pitAnI meLe ja aMkurarUpa bane che. mATe ja aMkuranuM mukhya kAraNa te bIja che ane mATI, pANI, havA e badhAM sahakArI kAraNe che athavA upakAraNe che. mokSanuM bIja te ja "bhavyatva". eka udAharaNa ahIM paNa AbAda rIte lAgu paDe che. tyAM jema bIja mukhya che, tema ahIM mekSa mATenuM bIja te ja bhavyapaNuM mukhya che, ane tyAM jema mATI, pANI, havA ItyAdi che, tema ahIM jJAna, cAritra, tapasyA, tapa, vinaya Adi che. eTale A saghaLAM mekSa meLavI ApanArAM madadanIza kAraNe athavA sahakArI kAraNe che. mekSa meLavavA mATenuM mukhya kAraNa te jIvanuM bhavyapaNuM che. bhavyapaNArUpI bIja hoya te ja jJAna, cAritra, tapasyA, tapa AdinI sahAyatAthI tenuM phaLa mokSa maLI zake che. je bIja na hoya te mATI, pANI, havA vagere maLyA chatAM aMkuro UgatuM nathI. te ja pramANe jenAmAM bhavyapaNuM na hoya evA AtmAe nava pUrvajJAna lIdhuM hoya, pratimAo vahana karI hoya, zukala legyAnA pariNAmavALuM akhaMDa cAritra pALyuM hoya te paNa tene mokSa maLI zakatuM nathI e siddha che. kAraNa ke mokSanuM mukhya kAraNa bhavyapaNuM che. tapasyAmAM be-cAra-cha mahinA gALe, mahinAnA mahinA tapa kare, vinaya vaiyAvaraca kare; badhuM kare paNa jyAM bhavyatvarUpI bIja nathI. tyAM te bIjanuM phaLa mekSa nahi ja hoya e te khulluM che. tAtparya e che ke mokSa thavAmAM mukhya kAraNa te jIvanuM bhavyatva ja che, te ja bIja che ane jJAna, tapa Adi te tene madada karanArAM kAraNo che. aMkura parathI bIjanI parIkSA. have e prazna AvIne UbhuM rahe che ke AtmAmAM bhavyapaNuM che ema jANavuM kevI rIte? evI kaI nizAnI che ke je AtmAmAM bhavyapaNuM che e darzAvI Ape che? sAMbhaLe ? aMkura Uge che tethI ApaNe jANIe chIe ke phalANe dANe vAvyuM hatuM, te ja pramANe mekSa thAya tyAre ja ApaNe jANI
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________________ bhavya 197 zakIe chIe, ke e AtmAmAM bhavyapaNuM hatuM. AtmAnI aMdara jyAre bhavyapaNu jaNAya che, tyAre AtmAne meAkSa thavAnA ja che; evA nizcaya thAya che. A nahi thAya tyAM sudhI meAkSanI AzAe je udyama karIe chIe, te badhA AMdhaLAnI IMTa jevA pariName che. A pramANe jeo kahetA hatA, temanI matalama zI hatI? te kaI matalabathI A pramANe kahI rahyA hatA ? te have tapAse. jainazAstra ema mAne che ke keTalAka jIvA bhavya che ane keTalAka abhavya che. jyAre bIjAe ema mAne che ke sarve jIvA mAkSe javAnA che. bIje pakSa jee mAne che, temanI e mAnyatA kevI mithyA che te juo : tee ema kahe che, ke saghaLA jIvA mAkSe javAnA che; paNa tarata ja khIjI vAta raju kare che ke manuSya zarIramAMnA jIva sivAya bIjA jIvA mAkSe jaI zakavAnA nathI ! je temanI e mAnyatA che ke " manuSya sivAya bIjo meAkSe jaI na zake, " tA saheje sAbita thAya che ke temanA " saghaLA jIvA mAkSe javAnA che" e - pU pakSa khATI che ane tethI teo sIdhI rIte ja bUTTA che. manuSyanI parAdhInatA sarva jIvAne meAkSa che,' ema mAnA, paNa vaLI kaheA che ke manuSyajIva sivAya bIjA jIvane meAkSa nahi ' e e paraspara virAdhI vastu ane zI rIte? manuSyanuM jIvana te haMmezAM parAvala che. pRthvI, e manuSya vagara jIvI zake che. manuSya hAya teA ja pRthvIkAya--apakAya jIvA jIvI zake, ane nahi tA marI jAya ema nathI. teukAya-vAyukAyane mATe paNa tema ja. manuSya na heAya te teukAya ane vAyukAyanA jIveA paNa marI jAya ema nathI. A badhA uparathI eka vAta sAbita thAya che ke manuSyanI hayAtInA saMbadha jIvA sAthe che. manuSya jarA vicAra kare ke, huM jagatamAM nahi he* tA nukasAna kAne ? tArA ( manuSyanA ) nahi hAvAthI koinI paNa ji'DhagInuM nukasAna nathI. pRthvI, apakAya, teukAya, vAyukAya, vanaspati, be, traNa, ke cAra IMdriyAvALA prANIomAM kAI ne paNa manuSya 6 '
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________________ 198 AnaMda pravacana darzana na hoya te keIpaNa jAtanuM nukasAna nathI. tyAre manuSyanuM jIvana kaI dazAnuM? jo AdhArarUpa pRthvI na maLe te manuSya gabaDI paDe ! pANI na maLe te manuSya marI jAya ! teja-agni na hoya te manuSya AMdhaLe bane! vanaspati na hoya te manuSya bhUkhe mare! have vicAra kare ke manuSyanuM jIvana keTaluM badhuM parAdhIna che ! AjanA jamAnAmAM pokaLa svataMtratAvAdI ghaNuM maLaze, paNa keI evo svataMtratAvAdI nIkaLe che ke jANe ema kahyuM hoya ke mAre pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyu keIne AdhIna rahevuM nathI. huM e badhA vinA calAvI laIza! Aje te uttama cIjanI AdhInatAmAM rahevuM nathI paNa adhama cIjanI gulAmagIrI kAlAvAlApUrvaka kabUla rAkhavAmAM Ave che ! agni manuSyane tAbe nathI, vanaspati Adi adhama cIja tenI gulAmImAM mANasa rahe che, ane tenA vaDe ja mANasanuM jIvana TakeluM che, ane A rIte adhama nI gulAmImAM rahenArA mANasane svAtaMtrya levuM che! svataMtra kenAthI thavAnuM hoya? adhama vastuthI ! tene badale Aje zuM thAya che? punyazALI jIvothI, dharmathI, mAbApathI, buddhizALI jethI Aje te svataMtra banavAnI vAte thAya che!!! manuSya, pRthvI Adi adhama sthitimAM rahelA jIvothI jyAre svataMtra banI zakatA nathI tyAre manuSya ja kSe jaI zake ane bIjA je mele na jaI zake ema kahevuM te mithyA che. manuSya sivAya mekSa nathI, ane "manuSya te pUrepUro parAvalaMbI che" te pachI badhA jIva mekSe javAnA che ema bolI ja kema zakAya ? mUMge kahe ke huM mUMge che," te tame zuM kahe ? vadate vyAghAta ja ke kAMI bIjuM. je mUMge potAnuM mUMgApaNuM batAvavAnuM paNa kahe ke "huM mUguM chuM" te khalAsa !! te pote jUThe che ema tenI bolI sAbita kare che. te ja pramANe manuSyanuM jIvana paNa ekendriyAdi vagara rahI zake nahi e spaSTa che, te pachI "saghaLA jIvo mele javAnA che e vAta tyAM ne tyAM ja jUThThI thAya che.
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________________ bhavya 19 bhavyapaNuM pArakhe keNu?. jainazAstra kahe che ke keTalAka jIva mokSe javAne lAyaka che. keTalAka nAlAyaka che. je lAyaka che, te bhavya che. je nAlAyaka che te. abhavya che. e bhavyAbhavyanA nirNaya vagara dharma kare te AMdhaLa. baheruM kuTAvA jevuM che. tyAre have AgaLa vadhe; A jIve pahelAM nirNaya karavAnuM hatuM ke huM bhavya chuM ke nahi. je huM bhavya houM to jJAnAdika mATe je udyama karuM te saphaLa thaze, paNa kadAca huM abhavya houM te jJAnAdika mATe karele udyama nakAme jAya, A zaMkA enI khasavAnI nahi, mATe jyAre pitAnA bhavyapaNAnI khAtarI thAya tyAre ja jIva DagaluM bhare. bhavyapaNane nirNaya thayA vinA java je DagaluM bhare te AMdhaLe baheruM kuTAyA jevuM thAya. tame kabUla karo cho ke kayA jIvamAM bhavyapaNuM raheluM che ane kayA jIvamAM abhavyapaNuM rahela che te mAtra kevaLI jANe che, bIje nahi. kevaLI zI rIte thayA? bhavyAbhavyapaNuM e pariNAmikabhAva che. jIvapaNuM, ajIvapaNuM, bhavyapaNuM, e paNa pariNAmikabhAva che. je jIvane jANe che, te ja mANasa javanA pariNAmikabhAva bhavyapaNuM, abhavyapaNuM vagere paNa jANI zake che. jema je mANasa ghaDiyALane joI zakato nathI, te. ghaDiyALamAM keTalA vAgelA che te zI rIte kahI zake? te ja pramANe je jIva jIvane oLakhI zakela nathI, te jIvanA pariNAmikabhAvane. paNa jANI zake ja nahi e spaSTa che. jIva-zuddha varUpavALA jIvane kevaLajJAnI sivAya bIje kaI jANI zake nahi. te pachI jIvane svabhAvane paNa bIje kaNa jANuM zake? kevaLI tamArA jIvane jue, temAM raheluM bhavyapaNuM jue ane tamane kahe ke tame bhavya che te tamAre jJAnAdika mATe udyama kara, nahi te nahi; eTale pariNAma zuM Avaze teno khyAla karo. kevaLI tame bhavya jIva che ema na kahe tyAM sudhI zuM tamAre jJAnAdika
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________________ 20o : AnaMda pravacana darzana mATe udyama na kare? tamArA jIvane bhavya abhavya jANI zakanAra kevaLI kevaLI zI rIte thayA? te kaheze ke jJAna, cAritra, tapa, vinaya, vaiyAvacca badhAmAM udyama karavAthI. te te kevaLIoe udyama zA AdhAre karyo? tamAruM bhavyapaNuM tame jANI zake che. kevaLIne tenA jIvanuM bhavya abhavyapaNuM koNe kahyuM? mAne ke tene koI bIjA kevaLIe kevaLa jJAnapUrve "tuM bhavya che" ema kahyuM hoya. te e bIjA kevaLIne "tuM bhavya che" ema koNe kahyuM? ane A vicArazreNI AgaLa laMbAvI juo : pariNAma e Ave che ke tIrthakaranuM thavuM, tIrthanI zarUAta e saghaLuM ja UDI jAya che. kevaLIpaNuM-dharma pravRtti e kevaLI vagara saMbhave nahi. kevaLInI pAchaLa kaI kevaLI hAjara hovuM ja joIe. A vatumAM virapedavALuM kevaLIpaNuM na cAle. kevaLIne koI kALe vipeda na mAnava ane je mAnyo te dharma UDI gayo. kevaLajJAnInI satatu sattA mAnavI paDe ane te na hoya te dharmane cheDo che. AtmAnA bhavya abhavyapaNAnA vibhAga pADayA, paNa chatAM A bhavya ane A abhavya evo kevaLI sivAya nirNaya maLe nahi ane nirNaya maLe nahi tyAM sudhI dharma pravRtti karavI e AMdhaLe baheruM kuTAvA jevuM nakAmuM che, eTale khalAsa! saghaLI dharma pravRtti ane mekSamArga ja baMdha thaI jAya! tyAre have mAre za? ahIM ja samajavAnuM che. jainadarzana kahe che ke jIvamAM raheluM bhavyAbhavyapaNuM kevaLI sivAya nahi jANI zakAya e vAta taddana sAcI, paraMtu parajInuM bhavyAbhavyapaNuM mAtra kevaLI ja jANI zake che, potapotAnA AtmAmAM bhavyapaNuM che ke nahi e te dareka mANasa pote samajI zake che. je mekSa Icche che te bhaya. jene mokSanI IcchA che te saghaLA jevo bhavya che paNa e mokSa te kayo ? ekale tamee mAnI lIdhele game te mekSa iracho
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________________ bhavya 201 joi e tema nahi, anaMta kalyANa ane saMsAranI upAdhi vinAnA je meAkSa che, te meAkSa je icche che; te bhavya jIva hAya che. banAvaTI seAnAmauAra hAya tA paNa tenI mAMgaNI koNa kare ? a! athI enI mAMgaNI kare, paNa e bicArAnuM AgaLa nasIba nathI, kAraNa ke te je seAnAmahAra mAMge che te banAvaTI che. te ja pramANe sAcA meAkSa jainazAsanamAM heya tA anya darzanamAM rahela ne kahela khATA meAkSane paNa icche kANuM ? arthAt anya matanI apekSAmAM paNa mekSa mAnanArA bhavyapaNe nizcita thavAmAM aDacaNu nathI. mArgAnusArI jIvA dareka pAtapAtAnA mata pramANe jIDhA jIDI rUpamAM me!kSamAM mAnanArA hoya che ane judI judI kriyAo kare che ' upadeza-ratnAkara mAM khUllu kahyuM che ke cAhe jaina matamAM hA, cAhe ajaina matamAM hA, paNa jeo meAkSanI IcchAvALA che te saghaLA ja bhavya jIvA che. ' 6 66 ,, carama yugaH purAvatI eTale zu? ? " kAI paNa matamAM rahele jIva saMsArane asAra mAne ane meAkSa parama kalyANakAraka cIja che, ema mAne. alabatta, e meAkSa kevA che ? tenuM svarUpa kevu` che ? tenI carcAmAM na Utare te te jIva jarUra bhavya che. A sthitine aMge zAstrakAroe bhavya karatAM caDhIAtA ilkAba yAyA che. te che carama pudgala parAvata saMsAra. A jIve anaMtA puddagalaparAvarta karyo che, paNa jene have eka ja pudgalaparAva mAM meAkSe javAnuM che te caramapudgala parAvI " che. jene meAkSanI icchA thaI tene eka puddagalaparAvathI vadhAre saMsAra hAya nahi. kriyAvAdI zuklapakSI che. tene paNa ardha purUgalaparAvata thI vadhAre sa`sAra na ja hoya. jema samyaktvavALAne adha pudgalaparAvata sa'sAra che, tema jene pazu a pudgalaparAvarta saMsAra bAkI rahyA che, te zuklapakSI che. tA have prazna e UbhA thAya che ke samyaktvavALA ane zukalapakSI e emAM phera zA ?
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________________ 202 AnaMda pravacana darzana samyakatvavALAne kAMIka nyUna ardha pudagalaparAvarta saMsAra che ane zukalapakSI paNa tema ja che. paNa te chatAM e benI vacce meTa pharaka che. samyaktvavALAne je ardha pudgalaparAvarta saMsAra kahyo te hajAramAM lAkhamAM asaMkhyAta jemAM eka be jene mATe che! ardha pudagalaparAvarta saMsAra kyA samakitine hoya? jagatamAM to moTAmAM moTI AzAtanA kape, asaMbhavita hoya tevI paNa AzAtanA tamArI kalpanAmAM khaDI kare tevI AzAtanA dhyAnamAM Ave teTalIvAra kalpo. AvI AzAtanA bhagavate samyapha vadhArI vadhumAM vadhu ardha pudagalaparAvartathI vadhAre kALa saMsAramAM rakhaDe nahi. patita ane pratyanika samyakRtvane aMge kahelo ardha pudgalaparAvata e chellAmAM chellI keTI che, jyAre zukalapakSane aMge kahelo ardha pugalaparAvarta kALa e pahelAmAM pahelI koTI che. game te jIva pachI cAhe te te ekendriyamAM haya, nigodamAM paDa hoya ke zrI marUdevA mAtA sarakhA anAdi nigosthAnamAMthI nIkaLI sIdhA mekSe javAvALA hoya te e paNa temane mekSe javA pahelA ardha pagalaparAvata kALa laIe tyArathI zukalapakSa zarU thaI gaye. AvuM jJAnInI daSTie nakkI thAya te te kALa zukalapakSa che. ardha pudagala parAvata bAkI hoya tyArathI zukalapakSa zarU thAya. have eka bIjuM kAraNa samaje. samyaktvavALAne ardha purRgalaparAvarta sudhI rakhaDavAnuM keIkane ja thAya. tenuM kAraNa dhyAnamAM le. samyakatvanI jaghanya ArAdhanA ATha bhAvamAM mekSa ApanArI hoya, utkRSTa ArAdhanA taddabhavamAM mekSa ApanArI hoya, ane madhyama ArAdhanA pAMca bhavamAM mokSa ApanArI hoya, te pachI ardha pudgalaparAvarta kALa kayAMthI zarU kare ane kyAMthI pUro kare? ApaNe ATha bhava kalpo. te paNa 33nA 8 (3348264) 264 sAgarepama eTale kALa thayo, jyAre ardha pudgalaparAvarta kALamAM te atI utsarpiNI, ane avasarpiNa che. eka utsarpiNa-avasarpiNI.
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________________ bhavya 203 kALamAM 20 kaDAkoDa sAgaropama che. ardha pudgalaparAvarta mAM evI anaMta avasarpiNa, utsarpiNI kALa! e kALa lAvavA kyAMthI? jaghanya ArAdhanA pachI patita thAya te ThIka, paNa pratyanika thAya to? have patita ane pratyanikanA artha samaje. be bhAgIdAra hoya, te judA paDI phAgatI kare te patita. paNa jaTIyA-ukheDa laDe te pratyanika. je patita thAya te bhAgIdAra sAthe bhAgIdArI mAnate baMdha thAya. pratyanika thAya te bhAgIdArathI chUTe thaI tene teDavA mathe. teDavA na pharatA hoya te ATha bhavamAM mekSa thAya. A te samyakRtva pAmyA pachI teDavA phare, mULa utpAdakanI jiMdagI upara hallo karavA taiyAra thAya, banI zake teTalA hallo kare; AvuM karanAre ardha pudgalaparAvartathI vadhAre saMsAramAM phare nahi. keTalAkanA mata pramANe chellA pudgalaparAvartavALAne zukalapAkSika kahe che. mekSano vicAra thayo eTale eka pudgalaparAvartathI vadhAre saMsAra rakhaDavAne nathI. je mATe zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajIe upadezapadamAM jaNAvyuM che ke - jainazAsana evI jAtanuM kalpavRkSa che ke manamAM pUrelA motInA. ceka sAcA karavAnI tenAmAM tAkAta che. duniyAnA vyavahAramAM manathI. metInA coka pUravAthI kaMI na vaLe. ahIM manamAM metInA coka, pUre te tene sAcA karI devAnI pUrI taiyArI che. tamAro vicAra thAya eTale tamane mekSa devA tamArI sAthe A zAsana baMdhAya che. have sAcA motInA ceka thaI jAya, te manamAM metInA ceka pUravAmAM aDacaNa zI? manamAM motInA cAka pUrote paNa sAcA karI ApavAnI. A zAsananI pratijJA che. paNa vAMdho tyAM che ke hajI A mana mekSanI. mAnyatArUpa metInA ceka manamAM pUratuM nathI. ATha bhavamAM ja ekSaprazna : A jIve anaMtI vakhate cAritra lIdhAM te vakhate mokSa. mAnele ke nahi?
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________________ VVVVVVVVVVV : 204 AnaMda pravacana darzana uttara : mokSanI dhAraNAe cAritra lIdhuM ja nathI. zAstrakAroe kahyuM che ke anaMtI vakhate levAeluM cAritra te dravyacAritra che. bhAvacAritra anaMtI vakhata AvavAnuM zAstrakAroe kahyuM ja nathI. cAritramAM vadhAremAM vadhAre ATha bhava. bhAvacAritra hoya te te ATha bhavamAM te mokSa meLavI ja devAnuM. anaMta cAritra thayAM te saghaLAM dravya cAritra hoya che. te cAritra devaloka meLavavA mATe samartha che. devaloka meLavavA mATe, mAnapUjA mATe, satkAra mATe, sanmAna mATe, je cAritra levAya che te dravyacAritra che. AvAM anaMtAM cAritra mekSa ApI zake nahi. je bIDamAM-je khetaramAM dANe vAvyA nathI, te bIDamAM see varasa ghAsa ja thAya, paNa dhAnya nahi Uge, kAraNa ke tyAM dhAnyane dANe vAvyuM nathI. tema anaMtAM cAritra karyA, varasAda Avyo, paNa bIja-mekSarUpI bIja na vAvyuM eTale dhAnya nahi UgyuM. je cAritramAM devalokanA ke manuSyalakanA sukhanI IcchA nathI, tevuM kevaLa kalyANanI bhAvanAvALuM eka ja cAritra basa che. kalyANanI bhAvanA rahI hoya te e saMsAra nirveda thayo. cAritra bagaDayuM te devakAdinI IcchAe bagaDayuM. anaMtA caritra je bagaDayAM te devale kAdinA sukhee bagADayAM. karmakSaya ke phakta AtmakalyANanI bhAvanAvALuM cAritra kaMI paNa bagADatuM nathI. evA cAritra anaMta vakhata thaI zakatAM nathI. mArgAnusArapaNuM dareka matamAM mAnIe chIe. mArgAnusAripaNuM te temane matanA mokSane anusarIne hoya. juThThI mahAranI IcchA paNa mahoranA athIne thAya. mokSanI IrachAe caritra thaelAM ja nathI. je mokSanI IcchA thAya te dravya caritra kahevAya ja nahi. satIne nAme strIo baLI maratI hatI, paNa te zAne aMge ?" "mArA kuTuMbamAM huM satI gaNAIza" evA lebhathI, te pachI tenuM jIvana game tevuM che. te pachI manapUjAne mATe dharmanI kriyAo tIvra hoya temAM asaMbhavita zuM che? je zAstrakAra anaMtAM cAritra kahe che, te ja zAstrakAre jaNAve che ke je caritro devavekAdikanI IcchAe levAya te cAritro che, bIjAM nahi.
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________________ bhaya . 205. cAritranA bheda abhavya AtmAoe anaMtAM cAritro lIdhAM che, tene dravya-caritra kahe che. AvA cAritravALAnA manamAM saMsArathI judA svabhAvavALA makSa che, te mane maLe evI IcchA hoya ja nahi. pAMca pAMca varasanA ramatA chekarA mArI AbarU vadhe ke ghaTe e jotA nathI, te ja pramANe. ane saMsArathI judArUpane mokSa mane maLe evI IcchA thatI nathI. bhAvacAritra lIdhA pachI virAdhanAmAM AvI jAya athavA to pratyanikapaNAmAM jAya te pachI kaI rasto nathI. pratyanikapaNuM thayuM te pharI cAritra maLavuM muzkela che.- marIcie pahelavaheluM cAritra lIdhuM te AtmakalyANanI IcchAthI, kemake cakavatanI rAjagAdIne vAraso cheDI sAdhupaNuM lIdhuM. paNa je vakhate pratyanika thayA te vakhate. zuM? pratyanika thayA te vakhate bhAvacAritranuM bIja nAza pAme che. manamAM motInA ceka pUre te paNa sAcA thAya che. have mULa vAtamAM Ave. janazAsanarUpI kalpavRkSa tamArA manamAM metInA ceka pUro tene sAcA karI de che. paNa A kalpavRkSa to evuM. che ke sAcAM metI mAgo te sAcAM motI paNa Ape ane khAsaDAM. paNa Ape. uttama phaLa kape te uttama phaLa Ape, adhamaphaLa ka9pe te adhamaphaLa paNa Ape, upAdhithI judo mekSa nAmano padArtha tame. mAnI le te sAce mekSa tamane meLavI de e A zAsananI pharaja thaI paDI che. jema hUDInI judI judI mudata hoya che, tema mekSanI paNa judI judI mudata che. tame tatvanI pratIti karI mekSanI IcchA rAkhe te adhapuddagala parAvartanamAM mekSa. tamArA nirvAhane calAvI zake te sivAya bInajarUrI pApa che. te badhAne sarA te ATha bhavanI mudata. evA rUpamAM Ave ke bhale mAruM jIvana ane mArA jIvananAM sAdhane rahevAnAM hoya to rahe ane javAnAM hoya te jAya, paNa
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________________ 206 AnaMda pravacana darzana mAre tA meAkSa, meAkSa ane meAkSa joie ja. ane tene aMge pravRtti karavI ja joIe. te STie saghaLA pApAnI pravRtti adha kareA : hi sAdika pAMca -hathiyArA upara baira rAkhIne karAjA rAjya karI rahyA che, A pAMca hathiyArA chUTAM kare, tenI traNa cAkaDI UDI gaI, eka ceAkaDI bAkI rahI ! te ekAvatArI jIva gaNAya, jo manane paNa AMcakA na AvavA do, bIjA kazAmAM (zabdAdikamAM) mana na jAya, eka ja rigRtimAM AvI jAya, teA te ja bhave mekSa ! meAkSanI AvI tarata muddatanI huMDI nakkI kare, ke pachI vadhAremAM vadhAre lAMbI muddatanI .hu'DI nakkI karA; te tamArA peAtAnA hAthamAM che. mAtra IcchA karo tA eka puddagalaparAvartanamAM ja mekSa e lAMbAmAM lAMbI meAkSa sabaMdhI huMDI che. meAkSanI zaMkA paNa meAkSa Ape che. hajI ethI AgaLa vadhA : zAstrakAro tA ema paNa kahe che ke "mane mAkSa maLaze ke nahi maLe' evI zaMkA kare tA paNa A zAsana tene mekSa ApavA baMdhAya che, paNa te meAkSa kayAre maLe e nakkI nahi. zakA kAne thAya ? cAMdIne jANatA nathI, cAMdI che ema mAnatA nathI, cAMdvI sArI cIja che ema mAnatA nathI. tene evI zakA thAya ke A te cAMdI che ke chIpeAlI che? za`kA karanArane vastunI siddhi tA mAnavI ja paDaze. "mAkSa" e satya che ane e ja kalyANaprada che, ema mAnavu' teA paDaze ja ane tevu mAnyA pachI e mekSa mane maLaze ke nahi maLe evI je zakA kare che tene A zAsana meAkSa meLavI ApavAnI pratijJA kare che. paNa AvI zakAe kAne hoya ? abhavya jIvAne ke bhavya jIvAne ? huM mAkSa lAyaka hAIza ke nahi, e zaMkA abhavyane hAtI nathI. prAptinI zaMkA kAne thAya ? padArthAMne jANe, jANyA pachI tene
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________________ 207 bhavya mAne, mAnyA pachI tene ISTa gaNe, ISTa gaNyA pachI e padArtha na maLe teA ThIka nahi, maLe teA ja ThIka" evI dhAraNA thAya. e dhAraNAmAM A saMjoge! na maLavAnA che, maLavAnA saMjogeA te AvA hAya ema jIe; peAtAnA na maLavAnA sa MjogeA upara mukhya madAra na khAMdhe, maLavAnA saMjoge upara najara jAya tyAre ja zaMkA thAya ke mane meAkSa maLaze ke nahi ? A zaMkAnA sthAnavALAne zAstrakAre meAkSe javAne lAyaka bhavya jIva gaNe che. kevaLI hAya te bhavyaabhavyapaNuM jANe che tethI te jIvanuM bhavyapaNuM jaNAve teA ja meAkSa mATe pravRtti karavI ane te pahelAnI pravRtti niSphaLa che e zaMkA A rIte UDI jAya che. parajavamAM rahela bhavyA bhavyapaNuM te, sAkSAt kevaLI jANIne kahI zake che, bIjo te jANI zake nahi; paNa peAtAnA jIva bhavya che ke nahi te vAta meAkSanI IcchA dvArAe jIva peAte nakkI karI zake che; ane e mAge pravRtti karI zake che, bIjAnI aMdara paNa raheluM bhavyapaNuM tIthaMkaranA kuLamAM utpatti, zatru Mjaya tIrtha jevuM ItyAdika kAraNeAthI nizcita thaI zake che. paNa tenI ahIM vizeSa upayAgatA nathI, upayeAgitA te mAtra peAtane meAkSanI icchA thavAthI peAtAnuM bhavyapaNuM nizcita kare ane tethI ja niHza MkapaNe meAkSa sAdhavA mATe mAkSanA kAraNeAmAM yathAsthita pravRtti kare tenI ja upAgitA ahIM che. samagala...... syAdvAda mudrAthI suMdara evuM huM jina ! tamAruM vacana jagatamAM na hAta tA je sthira athavA asthira AtmAmAM mekSaprApti-paryAya hovAthI te mekSaprAptine kANu mAnata arthAt ekAMta sthira-asthira AtmAmAM mekSaprApti ghaTI zake nahi.
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________________ 14 zruta-pravAha dupang--------------------------nnnnnnnnnnna-k [ zrutanA be pravAha che. (-) badha pravAhu ane (2) satata pravAha. tattva eTale paramA, spa, rasa, ghrANu ane cakSu indriya paramArthane jANI zakatI nathI. zrotrandriyanA viSaya paramAne jANavAnA che. A zravaNane lAbha heya, upAdeya ane meyapaNe jANavAthI che, zratanA be pravAhamAM prathama pravAha bharata airavata kSetramAM che, bIjo pravAtu mahAvideha kSetramAM che. ananana nanoooooooooooo...CASECCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCD anAdarhatAM ( tAM) manaH prasAdastassamAdhiya // tasmAdapi niHzreyasamo hi tatpUjanaM nyAyyaM // ( 1 ) tattva= paramA zAstratattvAnA anupama saMgraha karanAra bhagavAna umAravAti vAcakajI mahArAja bhavya jIvanA hita mATe upadeza ApatAM prathama sUcavI gayA ke tattva eTale zuM ? sajja mAva sava' e mAnIe tA dareka padArtho tattvarUpa thaI jAya. ta jItanI apekSAe na rAkhatAM tattva eTale paramA a rAkhIe teA ja tattvanI yathAtA hAtha Ave. tattva eTale paramA a karatAM pahelAM paramA ne pichANavAna jarUra che. spa, rasa, ghrANu ane cakSu e cAre indriyA paikI eke iMdriyAnA viSaya nathI ke te tattvanA paramArtha ne pIchANI zake ! bhale bIjA pArthA gamya karI zakIe paNa tattvanA paramAtha te iMdriya vaDe pArakhI zakatA nathI.
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________________ yutapravAha 209 sodA jJALa strALa e paMktine paramArtha pIchANa hoya te cAra idriya mAMhelI keIpaNa indriyane viSaya te paramArthane pichANI zakato nathI arthAt kalyANa jevI cIjane jANavAmAM cAra iMdriyonI cAla kI cAlatI nathI. samartha rItizAstrakAra bhArapUrvaka jaNAve che ke sAMbhaLanAra kalyANane jANe, pApane jANe ane kamara arthAt aMze kalyANa ane pAparUpa ubhaya. svarUpa deza veratipaNuM zrAvakapaNuM paNa jANe eTale zrotraMdriyano viSaya tatva=paramArtha pichANavAne che. zaMkA-mithyAtva, avirati kaSAyAdi anAdithI pravatelAM che. arthAta pApa anAdithI prarvatelAM che, zrotra vagara paNa jANI zakIe. chIe ema kahevAmAM vAMdho che? samAdhAna-pravartana ane zravaNa e cIja judI che. pApa pravartanamAM sAMbhaLavAnI jarUra nathI paNa pApane pApa tarIke jANavuM temAM te sAMbhaLavAnI jarUra che arthAt zretranuM kAma che. zaMkA-kaIne vagara sAMbhaLe kalyANa thAya te tamane vAMdhe zo ? samAdhAna-nA, sAMbhaLIne ja jANe ema nahi, paNa kalyANamAM kalyANa svarUpa mAnIne pravRtti tyAre ja thAya ke tenuM yathArtha svarUpa sAMbhaLyuM hoya te ja bane. bAkI sAMbhaLyA vagara AbhamAM bAtha bharavA jevI kaMIka vakhata kalyANa pravRttio thaI paNa vAstavika lAbha na thA. ajJAnI mANasane heyAdi ane atIdriya vastu jANavI hoya te jANavAmAM zravaNa eka baLavattara sAdhana che. atIndriya padArthonuM jJAna zravaNa dvArA thaI zake che. " kA-pustake dekhIne kalyANa jaNAya te cakSune viSaya khareda ke nahi ? ane tema hoya te cakSune kema na gaNI? samAdhAna-cakSuthI kalyANa jaNAtuM nathI ane jo tema thatu heya te vaphTa kAi rahyA kahevuM paDe paNa tema te kaI ThekANe 14
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________________ 210 pravacana darzana kIdhuM nathI. haju AgaLa cAle. cAra ghAtI karmane kaccaraghANa kADhIne lokAloka prakAzaka evuM bhagavAna kevaLajJAna pAmyA tyAre upadeza ApyuM ane te upadeza gaNadhara bhagavatee jhIlya ane te dezanA dvArA saMbhaLAvIne te vacana sudhAthI jagatabharanA lekane pAvana karyA. tyArabAda samRti DhIlI paDI eTale zAsana-prabhAvaka prAtaHsmaraNIya pUjyapAdu devardhigaNi kSamAzramaNajIe bhAvi prajAnA hitArthe sarva Agama pustakArUDha karyA. eTale mULa tapAsIe te zravaNanI paraMparAne prakRSTa lAbha avicchinna mAlama paDaze. A uparathI eka niyama mAlama paDe che ke jagabharanuM kalyANa karavAne pustaka lakhavAnI rIti pahelAM bahu mAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLavAnI rIti samartha hatI. zrata-pravAha tatvane jANanArA mahApuruSe je tatvane upadeza Ape te ja pramANe te tavane tattva svarUpe jANavuM ane jANyA bAda heya, upAdeya vibhAgamAM vaheMcavuM e ja zravaNane yathArtha lAbha che. zaMkA-sAMbhaLavAnI samartha rIti prAthamika mAnazo te keI ne keI prathama jJAnI mAnave paDaze ke nahi? ane tema thAya te anavasthASa lAgu paDaze ke nahi ? samAdhAnanA, kAraNa ke e doSa ApaNe tyAM lAgu nahi paDe. kAraNa ke ApaNe tyAM anAdinuM baMdhAraNa che tethI doSa TakI zakatuM nathI, paraMtu anAdi nahi svIkAranArAone te deSa lAgu paDaze. pravAha be prakArano cheH eka baMdhane pravAha ane eka satata pravAha. te be pravAha paikI prathamane pravAha jaMbudvIpanA bharata arAvata Adi kSetramAM che. bIjo pravAha mahAvideha kSetramAM che. jema pANIne pravAha bAMdhyo hoya, tyAM bAhya dekhAya paNa AgaLa cAluM hoya, tevI rIte ahIM tIrthakaro thAya, zAsana cAle, pravAha cAlu rahe ane pachI yuga-pradhAna zrI dupasaha sUrIzvarajInA arasAmAM A kRta-pravAha - baMdha thaze paNa pAche kALakrame prathama zrI tIrthaMkaradeva padmanAbha
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________________ ~~~~ ~~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~ tapravAha tIrthakara thaze te vakhate pravAha pAcho cAlu thaze, arthAt te rokAye khare, paNa pAcho asala sthitimAM zarU thaye. bIjo zruta-pravAha te mahAvidehamAM satata cAle che ane te bInA vistArathI zAstrasidvAMtemAM mazahura che. pANIne pravAha dharatImAM sadA rahe che, tevI rIte zrutapravAha sadA hoya che paNa pRthvI para te pravAhane pragaTa karanAra tIrthaMkaradeva che. e zrutapravAhane khulle karanAra je kaMI paNa hoya te te jagatagaMdha zrI tIrthakara de ja che, tIrthakaranuM upakArIpaNuM mAluma paDaze tyAre ja temanI ane temanA mRtapravAhanI kiMmata hRdayamAM aMkAze. bhUtakALamAM jeNe jeNe kalyANa sAdhyuM, bhaviSyamAM sAdhaze ane vartamAnamAM sAdhe che te badhuM A zrutapravAhane AbhArI che. cIle caDheluM gADuM zAstrakAro te kahe che ke tIrthakara devanA pUjanane karanAra pUjaka kalyANane bhAgIdAra bane che, kemake teNe saMsAramAM ugavArUpa phaNagAne pheMkI dIdhA che, kAraNa ke phaNagA kayAre Uge? bIja, pANI ane dhULa hoya tyAre arthAt ugavArUpa bIja nathI, tRSNArUpI pANI nathI ane ajJAnarUpa dhULa paNa nathI, ane tethI ja zrI tIrthakara devanuM nAma "arahaMta che. te vAta uparanI bInA dhyAnamAM levAthI samajAze. pUjana e pUjakanI prasannatA vadhAre che ane aMte pUjayanI najIka pUjakane pahoMcADavAmAM te prasannatA prabaLa sAdhanarUpa nIvaDe che. ApaNane eka guNavAnane saMjoga maLe te keTale AnaMda thAya te pachI sarvaguNa saMpanna sarva devane samAgama thAya ane te samAgamamAM rahIne guNa grahaNa karatAM AvaDe to tenA AnaMdanI avadhi anirvacanIya che. ema kahI devAmAM lezabhara atizayokti nathI ja.
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________________ 232 anaMda pravacana dena jema jema vItarAganA pUjanamAM Adara bahumAna vadhe che, tema tema samyag darzana-jJAna-caritra Adi guNA vadhu vadhu pramANamAM khIlatA jAya che, arthAt saMsAramAmAM bhUla' paDeluM gADuM (manuSya jIvanarUpa) cIle caDhAvavu' hAya tA prabhupUjanamAM kammara kasA, cIle caDheluM gADu mADu-vahelu mAkSe ja jaze te niHsadeha che. sALi TALAni alAsarjana jagamAM badhA sthAneA azAzrvat che. sthAna meLavI meLavIne mUkavAnAM paNa mAkSasthAna e te maLyuM te maLyuM. sarvakALanA kalyANanu kendrasthAna-meAkSa che. samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritranI paripUrNatAnA bhAgavA mokSamAM che, te sthAna prApti mATe manuSyajIvanamAM prabhupUjana pratye AdaravALA thavuM joI e. zrI umAsvAti vAcakajI mahArAja tA kahe che ke guNInA guNa pratye bahumAnavALA thAo te kalyANa che, are ! kadAca tema na kareA tA paNu pUjana karavu' nyAyayukta che. sRSTimAM je kAMI pAmavA lAyaka che te sArU, agara je lAbha pAmyA che tenA rakSaNa sArU, agara upakArIneA upakAra na bhulAya te sArU, ane chevaTamAM vaphAdArIne vaLagI rahevA mATe paNa pUjana karavuM te nyAyayukta ja che. A samajIne je prabhupUjanamAM vadhu ujamALa thaze te A bhava parabhavane viSe kalyANa mAMgalikamAlA prApta karI siddhinA sukhanA bhAgIdAra banaze. sa`moMgala mAM 95..... kharekhara kArya ne anukULa kAraNeA heAya evA sava ThekANe vidyAneAnA pravAda che. nirajana nirAkAra evA meAkSapadane prApta karavAnI IcchAvALA manuSya aema arihaMtanA upAsaka na thAya ?
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________________ ' ' deva-guru-dharma ane tenI upayogItA [jenetara devane pRthvI pANI ItyAdi ApavA mATe deva tarIke mAne che. ApaNe devane e rItie mAnatA nathI. ApaNe te mAnIe chIe ke IzvaramAM phaLa ApavAnI zakita nathI ja, phaLano pitA te karma | che. IzvaranuM pUjana temanA dharmopadezane laIne che. teNe ApaNane jagatanA ajavALA ane kAMTAne batAvyA che. gurU AtmAne AtmapadanI prApti karAvanArUM jJAna Ape che kaMcana, kuTuMba, kAminI ane kAyA A cAra | vastu saMsAranA thAMbhalA che. te jIvane bacAvI zakatA nathI. jIvana durgatimAMthI rekanAra ane sugatimAM laI janAra dharma che.] sadudevagurU koNa? zAstrakAra mahArAja bhavyajInA upakAra mATe dharmopadeza ApatAM jaNAvI gayA che ke A saMsAramAM durgatine rokanArI ane sadgatine ApanArI eka ja cIja che ke je cIjane ApaNe dharma kahIe chIe. dharma sivAya kaI paNa cIja durgatine rokI zakatI nathI, ane dharma sivAya keIne sadagatinI prApti thatI nathI. deva ane gurU e bannene jIve upara upakAra karanArA mAnIe chIe. tene paNa eTalA ja mATe mAnIe chIe ke teo dharmanuM nirUpaNa kare che ane e dharma te paNa mekSa ApanAro dharma che te ja dharma che. evA dharmanuM je nirUpaNa kare temane ja ApaNe sAcA deva ane sAcA gurU mAnIe chIe. Izvara ane karma devene zA mATe bhajavA joIe ? je dharmavastune ApaNe denA prasaMgamAMthI uDAvI dIdhI hoya
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________________ 214 AnaMda pravacana darzana te pachI e devane deva mAnavAnuM ApaNe mATe kazuM paNa kAraNa rahevA pAmatuM nathI. jene tame deva mAne che te che upara upakAra za kare che te samaje. teo dharmanuM nirUpaNa kare che, e temane upakAra che. paNa je dharmavastune ja uDAvI do te pachI devane mAnavAnI kazI jarUrata rahetI nathI. temanI pAse ApaNe kazuM sAMbhaLavAnuM paNa rahetuM nathI ane temane kazuM kahevAnuM paNa rahetuM ja nathI. jenetara darzananA jeo anuyAyIo che, teo devone jarUra mAne che. paraMtu temanuM devanuM mAnavuM e dunyavI-saMsArika padArthone aMgenuM che. deve ApaNane janma Ape, annavastrAdi ApyAM, rahevAne pRthvI ApI, ItyAdi kAraNee jenero devanuM astitva ane tenuM varcasva mAnya rAkhe che. mahAdeva ne bhasmAsura devenuM astitva sAMsArika padArthone aMge mAnavuM e vAta tAttvika daSTie TakI zake evI nathI. jeo devanuM astitva mAnya rAkhe che, tene deve janma Ape e vAta kabUla rAkhe, paraMtu je devanuM astitva mAnya rAkhatuM nathI tene janma keNe Apyo ? A prazna, devenuM astitva dunyavI padArthone aMge mAnanArAne gUMcavI nAMkhe che. vaLI mahAdevane deva mAnavA te paNa keTalI vicitra vAta che ! mahAdeva saMbaMdhI bhasmAsuranI purANamAM je kathA che, tene sArAMza nIce pramANe che : eka asura tapazcaryA karatuM hatuM paraMtu A tapazcaryA tarapha mahAdevanuM lakSa sarakhuM paNa hatuM nahi. chevaTe pArvatIe mahAdevane kahyuM keH "he patideva ! e je mAMge che te ApIne enI AzA pUrI kare!" AraMbhamAM te pArvatIne mahAdeve nA kahI ane jaNAvyuM ke e varadAnavALe thAya tenA karatAM varadAna vinAne sAro che. paNa pArvatIe ghaNe Agraha karyo, tyAre varadAna ApavAnuM vicAre mahAdeva, pArvatIne laIne te asura pAse gayA.
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________________ deva-gurU-dharma 215 asura pArvatInA sauMdaryathI meha pAmyuM. teNe vicAra karyo ke koIpaNa upAye mahAdevane saMhAra karI nAMkhavo joIe ke jethI tenI patnI pArvatIne huM laI zakuM. A vicAre te asure mahAdeva pAse varadAna mAgyuM ke "mane evuM kaMkaNa Ape ke te jenA zira upara mUkuM te baLI jAya !" mahAdeve A varadAna mAMgatAM ja tene ApI dIdhuM ! te asurane jevuM varadAna maLyuM ke tarata te e kaMkaNa mahAdevanA zira upara mUkavAne mATe daDo ! pArvatI bhaya pAmIne AgaLa. doDayAM, mahAdeva tenI pAchaLa nAThA ane bhasmAsura tenI pAchaLa gaye ! A rIte teo traNe jaNAM brahmA pAse gayAM ! Akhare brahmAe te asurane (hAtha) bALI nAkhe eTale te asura rAkhane Dhagale banIne nIce paDaye. A kAraNathI te asura bhasmAsura kahevAya. "mahAdevane bhaviSyakALanuM jJAna na hatuM. A uparathI jaNAya che ke mahAdevane bhaviSyakALanuM jJAna na. hatuM. have vicAre ke je manuSyane janma mahAdeve Ape, te mahAdevane janma koNe Apyo ? paramezvaranuM khaMDana karanArA, temane mAnanArAone nAza karanArA ane paramezvaranI sAme virodha karanArA e saghaLAno janma koNe Apyo ? vaLI Izvare janma Apyo te pachI garbhAvAsa keNe A ? A saghaLA prazna evA che, ke Izvarane je svarUpamAM anya darzanIo mAne che, te svarUpane cheTuM TharAve che. bIje prazna e che ke Izvarane ke mAnava ? dayALuM ke ghAtakI? tame jANe che ke nAnA bALakane keI paNa rAjya jaladI sajA karatuM nathI. duniyAnAM rAjyo paNa bALakone nirdoSa gaNe che. have jo manuSyane janma ApanAre Izvara hoya to manuSyane mRtyu ApanAre paNa Izvara ja hovuM joIe. te traNa cAra mahinAnAM nAnAM bALakane aneka rogothI pIDAvIne mRtyu zuM Izvara Ape che ? ane je ema. ja hoya te te e Izvara zuM ghAtakI Tharate nathI? Izvara dayALu che ke nirdaya? kaI ema kaheze ke jemAM eka mANasa bIjA mANasa para
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________________ 216 AnaMda pravacana darzana gunhA kare che. tema bALake Izvara pratye evAM karyA karyAM haze tethI izvara tene sajArUpe mRtyu Ape che. paraMtu sAmAnya buddhi vaDe vicAratAM e dalIla yuktiyukta mAlUma paDatI nathI. eka bALaka mATA mANasane kAMI gALa Ape, tA paNa meATo mANasa e gALane dhyAnamAM laine te bALakane sajA karatA hoya te e sajA karanAranI kevI sthiti mAnavI joI e, tenA khyAla kareA. bALakanA gunA badala tene mRtyu pamADavA jeTalu jora karanArane kharekhara kevA mAnavA joie te darekane vicArI levuM ghaTe che. zikSaka bhUkha ke ziSya ? vaLI eka bIjo vicAra paNa dhyAnamAM levA jevA che. eka sAmAnya udAharaNa lyA ! eka zALAmAM pAMca, dasa, paMdara zikSake hAya ane temAM eka zikSakanA hAtha nIcenA vidyAthI o ha MmezAM nApAsa thayA ja karatA hAya, tA ApaNe te bALakAnA doSa nathI kADhatA, paNa emAM vadhAre doSa te zikSakanA mAnIe chIe. ane tethI ema ja sAbita thAya che ke te zikSakamAM ja zikSakapaNAnI joi e teTalI lAyakAta nathI! pAMca daza varSanA che.karAne zIkhavI nA zakanArA zikSakane nAlAyaka mAnavAmAM Ave che; te pachI Izvara teA anAdi kALathI manuSyAne saMsAramAM rakhaDAvyA kare che. Ama hajArA varSo thayA chatAM je Izvara manuSyane meAkSanI lAyakAta nathI ApI zakatA te Izvarane paNa kevA mAnavA ? gAMDA ane DAhyo eka sapATIe. trIjI vAta e che ke je mANase gune nathI karyo tene zikSA -na karavI emAM dayA nathI para`tu je mANase gunA karyAM hAya te chatAM tene sajA na karavI enuM nAma ja yA che. jJAnI AgaLa ajJAnI game tevAM tAphAnA kare, tA paNa jJAnI teA e ajJAnIne mAphI ja Ape che. DAhyo mANasa dArUDIe game tevA bakavAda kare te paNa tenA bakavAda tarapha dhyAna ApatA nathI. rastAmAM rakhaDatA gAMDA mANasa te jyAMthI pasAra thAya tyAM zAhukArane cAra, devALI kivA
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________________ deva-gurU-dharma 217 lu kahe, te paNa zAhukAra te pAgala upara badanakSInI phariyAda mAMDatuM nathI. sArAMza e che ke ajJAnI vAMka kare che, te paNa jJAnI e vAMkanI kSamA Ape che. jIva ajJAnI che, Izvara jJAnI che, te pachI jIva bhUla kare, te paNa jJAnI izvare te e bhUlanI sajArUpa roga, mata, ke duHkha tene na ApatAM kSamA ApavI joIe. paNa tema na karatAM Izvara te ajJAnI javane duHkha, ga, janma, maraNa ApyuM ja jAya che, te pachI Izvarane dayALu kema kahevAya? gAMDe gALe Ape ane DAhyo tene mAravA doDe, te e DAhyo paNa gAMDa ja kare che, arthAt Izvara paNa je ajJAnI ane sajA kare te pachI tenuM dayAmayapaNuM jarUra nAza pAme che. paramezvarane pakSapAta, have IzvaranI niSpakSapAta vRttinI khabara le. IzvaravAdIe ema kahe che ke Izvara te niSpakSapAtI che ane teNe ja jagatanAM saghaLAM pazu, pakSI, prANI, padArtho Adi banAvyA che. vArU, have e niSpakSapAta vRttine joIe. pRthvI, pANI, vanaspati vagere jIve che ane manuSya, pazu, pakSI vagere paNa jIva che. badhA ja Izvare ja nirmANa karyA che. chatAM pahelA traNane bhegya banAvI dIdhA ane bIjA traNane bhetA banAvI dIdhA. have svAbhAvika rIte ja evo prazna UbhuM thAya che ke je Izvare ja saghaLA jIvo pedA karyA te mANase zuM IzvaranuM sAruM karyuM ke jethI tene teNe bIjA jIvonI apekSAe sarvazreSTha karyo ? amuka jIne bhakatA karyA ane amuka chone bhagya kema karyA? A uparathI jaNAya che ke jagatane pedA karanArA Izvarane ApaNe pakSapAta vinAne paNa nathI mAnI zakatA. phaLadAtA koNa? karma ke Izvara? have karmano siddhAMta tapAsI joIe. AtmA karmanuM phaLa bhigave che te phaLa Izvara Ape che ke karmamAM ja phaLa ApavAnI kaI
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________________ 218 - AnaMda pravacana darzana zakti rahelI che ? jagatanA saghaLA nyAyAdhIza zikSA karanArA ane te bhagavAnanArA hoya che. e hisAbe jagatamAM AtmAne aMge paNa je adhama kAryo karanArA che, tene aMge zikSA devI ane te bhagavAvavI ene mATe kaI vyakita jarUra hovI ja joIe. vArU, jagatamAM sAce nyAya Apa ene IzvarI kArya mAnavAmAM Ave che ane je e Izvara kAma ja che te pachI nyAya ApanArA ane tenuM pAlana karanArA rAjA, pradhAna, nyAyAdhIzo emaNe zA mATe saMnyAsa levo joIe ? kiMvA temaNe zA mATe nItimaya jIvana paNa gALavuM joIe? gunAnI bAbatamAM jagatamAM sajA bhegavAvavI e IzvarI kAma mAnIe, paraMtu ghaNI vakhata ApaNe pratyakSa jagatamAM joIe chIe ke bInagunegAra mAryo jAya che ane gunegAra TI jAya che? te A anyAya. maTADavAnI IzvaranI pharaja kharI ke nahi? eve vakhate Izvara kayAM sUI jAya che? manuSyo gune kare, bIjAnuM khUna kare kiMvA evAM ja kAryo kare te tene e kAryone aMge sajAne niyama che paraMtu jaMgalamAM pazuonuM zuM? mahAsAgaramAM rahetAM mAchalAMonuM zuM ! eka pazu bIjAne mArI nAkhe che, eka mAchaluM bIjA mAchalAne mArI nAMkhe che. tyAre zuM IzvaranA nyAyI rAjyamAM A saghaLA one anyAya karavAne IjAro meLavela che? 1 khUnane badale phAMsI te 100 khUnane badale zuM ? jagatanA vyavahAromAM saMsAranI rAjasattAe je sajAe kare che te temanA rAjyanI rakSA ane prajAnI unnati mATe che ! eka mANasa bIjA koI eka mANasanuM khUna kare che. A khUnIne zikSA zI thaze ? matanI. paNa e ja mANase 100 khUna karyA ! have zikSA zI thaze? te paNa phAMsI !! eka khUnane badale paNa phAMsI ane 100 khUnane badale paNa phAMsI !!! A mANasa eka gune kare ane 100 gunA kare te paNa zuM te sarakhuM ja ! nahi ja !! paNa kare zuM ? a. bAbatamAM jagatanI sattAone kaze upAya nathI?
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________________ deva-gurUdharma jagatanI sattAoe sajA zA mATe rAkhI che ? mAtra prajAne vyavasthita rAkhavA ke jethI vepAradhaMdhAne vikAsa thAya, arthanI prApti thAya ane deza AbAda bane. izvaramAM phaLa ApavAnI zakita ja nathI. kharI rIte te padArthamAM ja guNa ApavAnI zakti rahelI. che. koIe haraDe khAdhI ane reca lAgyo, te reca keNe lagADe ? haraDe e ke koI bIjAe? eka mANase jhera lIdhuM ane te marI gaye; ene koNe mAryo? te jhera vaDe marI gaye ke bIjA koI e mArI nAMkhyo ? sAkarane svabhAva mIThAza che. aphINane svabhAva kaDavAzane ane mata ApavAno che. haraDene svabhAva reca lAgavAne che. arthAt dareka padArthomAM je svabhAva rahelo che, tevA tevA kAma thAya che. e ja pramANe AtmAmAM lAgelA puNya-pApa pitapotAnA guNa ane svabhAva pramANe uttama kiMvA adhama kAryo kare che. A rIte puNya-pApa vagerene lIdhe phaLa maLatuM hovA chatAM ema ja mAnI laIe ke Izvara ja phaLa Ape che te te cekhe durAgraha ja che. ane Ama chatAM je Izvara ja kartA hartA che ane saghaLA phaLAno ApanAra che, ema paNa mAnI laI e te pachI karmanI ane tenI mahattAnI jarUra ja kayAM rahevA pAme che ? phaLano pitA kama che. sAkaramAM mIThAzane guNa che ane aphINamAM kaDavAzane guNa che. te have e sAkara ane aphINa ene viveka kaNa karaze ! je vivekI haze te ja baMne vastune pArakhI zakaze. bemAMthI mIThAzavALI sAkaranuM grahaNa karaze ane kaDavAzavALA aphINune tyAga karaze. te ja pramANe samajaNavALe AtmA puNya ane pApane paNa jarUra viveka karaze ja. jagatamAM yaza, apayaza kevI rIte maLe che te vicAre tame sAruM kAma karaze te yaza maLaze ane kharAba kAma karaze te apayaza maLaze ! e yaza ane apayaza kene lIdhe maLe che ? e kAmamAM yaza kiMvAapayaza ApavAno svabhAva ja rahyo che tene lIdhe te maLe che.
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________________ Ana pravacana dezana kAnA vAMka ? have bIjI eka vastu upara AvIe. puNya ane pApa ane jagatamAM thAya che ane tenu phaLa Izvara Ape che e tA ThIka. pApanu' phaLa paNu paramezrvara Ape che. tyAre AtmAe pApa karyuM. te vakhate e paramezrvara kayAM gayA hatA ? manuSyo. jo IzvaranA bALaka hoya te temane duHkhamAM paDatA bacAvavA mATe pApakarmothI aTakAvI sAru kAma karAvavAnI Izvara pitAnI pharaja nathI ? eka pitA che ane eka tenA putra che. putra nAdAna che, ane te sarpa pakaDavA vIMchIne pakaDavA jAya che, te pelA pitA zu khALakane sarpa karaDavA deze ke ? nahi ja; bALakane sapa DazamAMthI bacAvavA mAbApa DI jaze. ane bALakane bacAvI leze, teA pachI paramapitA Izvara ke jenA hAthamAM anAdikALathI ApaNuM Adhipatya che. te jo tenA bALakane pApathI na zake ane temane hitanA mArgamAM na mUke teA pachI te izvara ja kema kahI zakAya ? Izvara je ApaNA upara sattA dharAvate hoya ane te ja pApa-puNyanAM phaLeA ApatA hoya te pachI e izvare ApaNane Aja sudhI hitanA mAmAM na mUkayA te mATe e Izvarane zuM kahIzuM vAruM? 10 kama phaLa Ape che, izvara nahi ! sAmAnya vAta vicArA. je mAbApa pAtAnA bALakane bhaNAvatA nathI te mAbApAne ApaNe te bALakenA duzmana mAnIe chIe. te pachI paramezvara ke je ApaNA anatakALathI pitA che. te anaMtayuga thayA to paNa ApaNane bhaNAve nahi ane jJAnI na banAve to evA pitAne zuM kahevu ? kAI ema kaheze ke darekanA karma pramANe Izvara temane cathAghaTita sthAna Ape che to e mAnyatA paNa kharAkhara yA cuktiyukta nathI. e rIte to potapeAtAnAM karyA pramANe izvara ekane rAjA, bIjAne rANI, trIjAne pradhAna ane cAthAne rasAyA banAvIne sa'sAranI ragabhUmi upara mAkale che ema mAnavuM paDe ! nATaka racavAno dhaMdhA nATakIyAno che, to A sauMsAra ragabhUminu nATaka racanAra Izvara paNa nATakIyeA Thare che.
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________________ r 1 / 6 : deva-gurU-dharma 221. bIjuM e paNa vicAravA jevuM che ke Izvara darekane tenA karma pramANenuM phaLa Apato hoya to pachI Izvara to mAtra eka vyavasthApaka ja banI jAya che ane mahattA to karmanI ja vadhI paDe che ! Ama badhI. rIte tapAsI letAM Izvara ja karma bhegavAve che e mAnyatA AdhAra vinAnI kare che. paNa tyAre AdhAravALuM zuM ? tene javAba zodhI. kADhavo joIe. jevAM karmo tevI ja dazA.. ene javAba jainazAstranuM tattvajJAna athavA jene tame Aje "leseNiI" kahe che te Ape che jena leNI ema kahe che ke jIvajaMtu, mANasa, pazupakSI, e badhA potapotAnAM karmo pramANe ja sArI-- narasI dazA bhegavI rahyAM che ane ApaNe je puNya ke pApa karyuM che, tenA phaLa rUpe ja sArI yA narasI athavA anukULa ke pratikULa avasthAe ApaNe bhogavIe chIe. maracuM khAIe te kudaratI ja che ke tethI moDhAmAM baLatarA baLaze. A kudaratI che. temAM ema mAnI laIe ke Izvare baLatarA banAvI, te e mUrkhAI nathI te bIjuM zuM ? zaradI ane uSNatA potapotAnA ravabhAva pramANe ja kAma kare. che. mANasa vicAre ke zaradI-saLekhama thavA devuM nathI paraMtu je te mANasa sAkaranuM pANI banAvIne pIe to ? to to jarUra saLekhama thavAnuM ja ! kAraNa ke sAkarano svabhAva ja saLekhama karavAnuM che. te. ja pramANe bAMdhelA pApa-puNyanAM phaLe paNa svAbhAvika rIte ja pApapuNyanA pudgalenA svabhAvAnusAra bhegavavAM paDe che. - izvaranI pharaja zuM ?' vaLI maganabhAI karma kare ane chaganabhAIne zikSA thAya ke InAma maLe e paNa banatuM nathI. je AtmA karma kare che te ja tenAM phaLa bhogave che. IzvaranuM kArya mAtra eka ja che ane te e ke duniyAne dharma jaNAvo. sUrya ajavALuM kare che, e ajavALAne lAbha laI eka mANasa raste cAlatAM kUvAmAM paDatuM nathI. bIje mANasa raste cAlatAM AMkha mIMcIne cAle che ane kUvAmAM paDe che. A
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________________ :222 AnaMda pravacana darzana kUvAmAM paDavA mATe zuM sUrya doSapAtra che? e ja pramANe deve te dayAthI dharmane upadeza kahyo che. te sAMbhaLe ane je tene amala na kare tene ApaNe ke jANa? tame devane devaka denAra ke mikSa denAra kaho che paraMtu tene naraka denAra, nigoda denAra kema kahetA nathI? ajavALuM te kUvAmAM paDatA bacAve ja che. te kUvAmAM pADatuM te nathI ja. ajavALuM na hoya te kUvAmAM, khADAmAM, kAMTAmAM paDavAno saMbhava te kharo ja ! paNa emAMthI bacI javAya te zAthI? ajavALAthI ja. devane mAnavAnuM bIja dharmamAM che. e ja pramANe devanA upadeza vagara ja pApa karI karIne narkanigodamAM rakhaDatA hatA, deve dhamane upadeza karyo, dharmanuM e AlaMbana karyuM, tethI jo e dharmanA AlaMbananA pariNAme devaloka ane mokSa meLavavAne saddabhAgyazALI thayA che, mATe devane ja devaloka denAra ane mekSa denAra mAnIe chIe. paraMtu tene nirkanigoda denAra mAnatA ja nathI. kAMTA svAbhAvika rIte ja vAgI rahyA hatA. temAMthI je bacI gayA e devane pratApe bacyA che. zikSake tamane bhaNAvyA tethI tame zANuM ane kamAu thayA te e sthiti mATe mAstarane prabhAva gaNAya ke na gaNAya? tamane sudhAryA koNe? zikSake ! paNa je na sudharyA, mUkha rahyA, ajJAnI rahyA temane ajJAnI keNe banAvyA? zuM mAstare ajJAnI banAvyA? nA ! mAstara na hoya te paNa durjanatA, ajJAnatA rahelI ja che. - te ja pramANe ahIM paramezvara devaloka ke makSa denArA gaNAya che. tethI dhamaravA vagere kahIe chIe. jema ajavALAnuM kArya kAMTAne dekhADavAnuM che tema ahIM paramezvaranuM kArya hoya te te jagatane dharmopadeza ApavAnuM che. adharmathI, pApathI bacAvavA mATe devane upakAra heI zake. AthI sAbita thAya che ke paramezvarane mAnavAnI jaDa, enuM bIja dharmamAM raheluM che. je dharma jevI cIja na hoya te devane mAnavAnI jarUra ja nathI.
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________________ deva-gurU-dha gura 23 'gurU' pUjavA ceAgya kema ? e ja pramANe "gurU''ne gurU tarIke pUjya paNa zA mATe mAnA che ? duniyAdArInI STithI te gurUe tamAne mAnavA joie ! dAtArane yAcaka bhaje ke cAcakane dAtAra bha ? mAMgaNu ane zeTha e e bemAM uttama zeTha che ! mAMgaNu uttama nathI ja ! ! ! tame khAvAnuM, jamavAnu, vastra, makAna vagere gune ApA che. eTale jagatanI dRSTie tame dAtAra ThareA che! ane ame guru yAcaka TharIe chIe. tA pachI dAtArA yAcakane pUjya zA mATe gaNe che ? zeTha yAcakanI sevA kema kare che ! bALakane bhaNAvavA mATe zikSaka rAkhIe, zikSakane pagAra ApIe, makAna ApIe, saghaLuM ApIe ane chatAM murabbI kANu ? mAstara ! khALakone bahAra pharavA mAstara sAthe mAkalA, gADIdADA paNa tame ApA, chatAM pahelI salAma paNa tame ja kare ! A saghaLu zA mATe ? zikSaka bALakane duniyAdArImAM lAvavAnuM jJAna Ape che mATe, tamAruM badhuM gauNa thaI jAya che ane mArataranI mahattA vadhe che. duniyAdArInu jJAna ApanArAnI ATalI badhI kiMmata che tA pachI je AtmAne AtmapadanI prApti karAvanAruM jJAna Ape che tenI kiMmata ane mahattAnuM zuM pUchavuM ? vyAkhyAnanI phI levAya che ke ? gurUne tame je ApeA che ane gurU je grahaNa kare che te saghaLu sevAne peTa grahaNa karatA nathI ! vyAkhyAnamAM AvanArA pAse vyAkhyAnanI *ii levAmAM AvatI nathI ! upadeza ane tame gurUne je kAMI Ape che temAM jarAe sabaMdha nathI. dharmopadeza ApavAmAM Ave che, tenA uddeza tA eTalA ja che ke AtmAnA uddhAra thAya, AthI ja je sAdhu duniyanI koipaNa AzA vagara sATA ke badalA vagara je mAtra sAdhupAnI pharaja tarIke ja niHsvAthI dharmopadeza Ape che tene ja jainazAsanamAM jaina sAdhu tarIke sthAna pAmavAnA adhikAra che, anyane
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________________ - AnaMda pravacana darzana 4 V \/\/ / \ V / \/\* 1/1 nahi. tame upadeza Ape che. mATe ame tamane annavastra ApIe chIe athavA tame annavastra Ape che tethI ame tamane dharmopadeza ApIe chIe ema kahenArane jainazAsanamAM UbhA rahevAne jarAe haka nathI. jJAnI AtmAne sAdhunI jarUra che ke ? tamene meM zikSakanuM udAharaNa ApyuM che paNa te sarvAge lagADavAnuM nathI ja. mAstarane zA mATe rAkhe che? bALakanA durguNa. dUra karavA ane tenuM dunyavI ajJAna TALavA. A durguNa ane ajJAna gayAM eTale pachI te bALakane jJAnI ane sadaguNImAM manAvavAne yatna thAya che. te ja pramANe ahIM sAdhuothI dharmopadeza sAMbhaLI AtmA kAMIka jJAnavate thaye eTale AtmAne meTA tarIke manAvavAne ahIM Adeza nathI. AtmAmAM dharmanI laganI lAgI te pachI kartavya e che ke mAtra mekSanI IcchAe dharmanI sAdhanA karavI. sATA badalA vagara ke jagatanA koI padArthanI AzA vagara jeo dharmopadeza Ape che teo ja sudhAnIthI eTale badalA vagara phegaTa jIvanArA kahevAya che. e ja kAraNathI gItArthanI eTale sUtra ane tenA arthanA saMpUrNa jJAtAnI sAthe dAna ke bhakitane saMbaMdha rAkhavAmAM AvatuM nathI. | namohyo sAdR A vAkayathI tame saghaLA sAdhuone namaskAra kare che. pachI e sAdhuo bhale bhaNelA hoya ke abhaNa heya, tapasvI hoya ke AhAra lenArA heya, sthavira kalapI eTale zAstramAM sthavira mATe kahelA AcAra pramANe cAlanAra hoya ke jinaka9pI eTale zrI jInezvara bhagavAnanA jevuM AcaraNa karavAvALA. heya, e saghaLA bheda namaskAra sAthe saMbaMdha dharAvatA nathI. tyAM te sAdhu mAtrane namaskAra che. te ja pramANe dAna vagere sAthe paNa tene saMbaMdha nathI. mAtra teo mekSane sAdhe che, te pUratuM ja namaskAra saMbaMdhI temanI sAthe saMbaMdha che. ane tethI ja temanI (sAdhuonI sevA karavI, temane dAna ApavuM ene zAsprazAstra siddha vastu mAnI che. Ama gurUne paNa mAnIe chIe te A rIte dharmane aMge ! je.
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________________ mum deva-guru-dharma 225 dharma ja na hoya te e divasa Ave ke tame palaMga upara phUlanI pathArImAM sUtA ho ane gurU tamArA caraNa dabAvatA hAya !! dharma gurUnI sevAnuM phaLa zuM che? deva ane gurUne zA mATe mAnavAnA che ? te mAtra dharmane aMge, dharmane mATe ane dharma dvArA ja mAnavAnA che, dharma evI jabaradasta vastu che ke tevI jabaradasta vastu traNe lekamAM bIjI eka paNa mAnya rAkhavAmAM AvI nathI. durgati TALI, saddagati meLavI ApanAra hoya te te phakta dharma ja che. mAtA, pitA, strI, putra, dhana, mAla-milakata e kaI paNa vastu AtmAne bhaviSyanI adhagatithI bacAvI zake ema nathI ja. ajJAna e meTAmAM meTuM pApa che. "jJAnaM ju " e vAkaya samajavA jevuM che. krodhAdika pApa meTAmAM meTAM che, paNa tenAthI e moTAmAM meTuM pApa ajJAna che. hitakArI zuM che ane ahitakArI zuM che, e koNa jANe che ? jJAnI te jANI zake che. keI mANasa hitAhita jANavA mATe jJAna meLave che, paraMtu jJAna maLyA pachI e rAgadveSavALo thAya che, te zuM e mANase meLaveluM jJAna te jJAna kahI zakAya ? nahi ja. sUrya ane aMdhAruM sAthe rahI zake ? sUrya U chatAM aMdhAruM rahe che ema keNa mAnI zake ? sUryodaya thaye te aMdhakAra ja ja joIe, te ja pramANe jyAre vastunuM vAstavika jJAna thAya to e jJAnanuM e pariNAma AvavuM ja joIe ke vartana sudharavuM ja ghaTe. jJAna thayA pachI rAgadveSavALA thaIe to e jJAna jJAna ja na kahevAya! ApaNane puNya-pApanuM jJAna thAya che, paNa te kevuM che ? e ApaNuM jJAna kenegrAphanI rekarDa jevuM che. tame dharmanA vyAkhyAnanI rekarDa mUko ke tamArA duzmanane gALe ApavAnI rekarDa mUke; phonogrApha te tame je kaheze te bolI jaze ! tene ciMtA nathI ke gALo ApavAthI phalANubhAI badanakSIne dAve. mAMDaze! ApaNe paNa e phenegrAphanI rekarDa jevA banyA chIe. hRdayamAM 15
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________________ 226 - - AnaMda pravacana darzana asarane chAMTa paNa nahi, chatAM phenegrApha dharmanuM vyAkhyAna Ape jAya che ! sApa bhayaMkara che ke pApa? have bIjI vAta ! sApanuM udAharaNa le. sApa karaDe che te enuM pariNAma zuM ? sApa eka bhavano nAza kare che paNa pApa te bhabhavane nAza kare che. te pApa jIva ane jIvanano paNa nAza karI nAkhe che. tyAre sApane bhaya che chatAM pApano nathI! AnuM kAraNa zuM che ? enuM kAraNa e che ke pApane bhaya tamArAmAM che khare paNa te apUrNa che, banAvaTI che, e bhaya UMDANane kiMvA aMtarano nathI. kuMcI lagADI ke tALuM khUlI ja jAya, te pApane bhaya tamArAmAM nathI ja. ThIka; tame UMghamAM che, sUtA che; magaja taMdrAmAM paDela che ane tamane eka svapna Ave che. svapnamAM sApa dekhAya che. sApa tamArI pAse Ave che. tamane viMTAya che, karaDavA mukha UMcuM kare che. eTalAmAM tame jAge che. khabara paDe che ke sApa e te mAtra svakhuM ja hatuM. bIjuM kAMI na hatuM, chatAM paNa pA kalAka sudhI tamArI chAtI dhaDakaze! hRdayamAM thaDako jorathI thaze, jhapATAbaMdha rUdhira pharavA lAgaze, ane bIjAne tame tamArA svapnanI vAta kaheze te tyAM paNa tamAro svara te ja bhayakaMpita banI jaze. sApano bhaya che. paNa pApane bhaya nathI ! have dhAro ke bIje ja paLe tamene svapna Ave che. te svapnamAM tame corI kare che, jUThuM belo che, athavA abrahmacarya seve che ane tarata jAge che ! jAgyA pachI mUko tamArI chAtIe hAtha! sApanuM svapna AvyuM ane je vedanA anubhavI tene hajArame bhAga paNa A vakhate nahi hoya! kadAca bahu thAya te mitrane e svapnanI vAta kahe, te kRtrima rIte svara bagADe, DhAMga karI batAvo, paNa hadayamAM zuM ? kAMI nahi !! sApa dekhIne jevI asara thAya tevI pApa karavA chatAM paNa nathI ja thatI. te pachI bole, bhaya kene ? pApane ke sApane? enA uparathI eka ja anumAna nIkaLe che ke pApanA
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________________ deva-gurU-dharma bhayane je saMskAra pesa joIe te peThe nathI. je sAcA svarUpamAM tame pApane bhaya pAmyA che, te te jarUra sApa karatAM pApanI asara ja vadhAre tIvra thAya emAM jarA sarakhe zaka nathI. sApane bhaya mUke, paNa pApano bhaya rAkho ! e pagathIethI jyAre tamo UMce caDhaze tyAre sApane bhaya nahi lAgaze paraMtu pApane bhaya ja lAgaze, keI sAkSAt agni mAthe mUkaze te paNa pachI tene bhaya paNa lAgavA pAmaze nahi ane kaI ajaba prakAranuM baLa AtmAmAM UbhuM thaze. AvA daivI baLanI prApti nahi karaze. tyAM sudhI rAzInA cakramAM rakhaDavAnuM to che ja! khaMdhaka muninuM ja eka daSTAMta laIe. khaMdhaka muni mahAsamartha, Adarza tapasvI ane vikrena hatA. temane 500 ziSya hatA. keI eka nagarImAM teo jaI caDayA. e veLAe tyAMnA rAjAnA pradhAnanI salAhathI rAjAe thaDA samayane mATe rAjataMtra pradhAnane seMpI dIdhuM. pariNAma e AvyuM ke pradhAne baMdhaka muni ane tenA ziSyone avaLI ghANue pIlAvIne mArI nAMkhyA. A sthiti jotA chatAM mahAmuni aMdhakane kSebhAna thaye; AvI parama sthitine tame zuM kaheze? tamArI sthiti vicAro. zira upara aMgArA varasatA hoya te chatAM zarIrane vALa sarakho paNa pharakavA na deva! na ja pharake, zarIranI cAmaDI utAre te paNa citta jarAe caMcaLa na bane ! e sthiti kyAM? AjanI ApaNI hAlata kayAM? tene vicAra karo. huM tamane Aja ne Aja e sthiti prApta karI levAnuM kaheto nathI. kahuM te paNa tame e upadeza amalamAM lAvI zake e sthitimAM nathI. huM to kevaLa dharmabhAvanAthI prerAIne ja tamene-manuSya mAtrane eTaluM ja kahuM chuM ke he bhAgyavAna AtmAo! tame jeTalo bhaya sApane rAkhe che teTaluM ja basa che! satya dharmane pAmavAnuM phaLa zuM ? ahIM ApaNe Aje kaI dazAmAM chIe tene vicAra kare.
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________________ - 228 AnaMda pravacana darzana ApaNe satya dharmane pAmyA chIe. jenazAsanamAM janmyA chIe ane paralekanI IcchAvALA thayA chIe. A saghaLuM tamane jJAna ApavAmAM Ave che tyAre ja tame samajI zake che. A pramANe dharmathI yukta evuM jJAna tamane maLe nahi, tyAM sudhI durgati rokI zakAya ja nahi. mATe ja zAstrakAra mahArAjAe pharamAve ke durgatine rokanAro dharma che. aniSTanuM nivAraNa karavAnuM kAma dharmanuM che, evA prakAranA zAstravacanathI dharmanI vyAkhyA pUrI thatI nathI. ATalAthI ja dharma pUre thAya che, ema mAnI leze nahi. paraMtu e spaSTa che ke bhaviSyamAM sadagati ApanAro hoya te te dharma ja che. jagatamAM je vastu, je vakhate heya te vastu, te vakhate kAma karI zake che. kaMcana, kuTuMba, kAminI ane kAyA e cAra cIja jagatanA thAMbhalA che. jagatanA thAMbhalA che, jagatanA vyavahAranA thAMbhalA A cAra ja cIja che ane A cAra thAMbhalA kevA che? kAcI mATInA ja ! zaradI thAya-pANI lAge teTalAmAM A thAMbhalA dhasI paDe evA che. kAcI mATInA thAMbhalA heya te paNa ekAda comAsuM kadAca cAleya kharA ! paNa A bhUkharI mATI te evI che ke te tUTI ja paDavAnI. - keDI ane koTi bane tajavAnA ja che ! manuSya kaDIvALo hoya, zubhedaye vyApAra udyogamAM vadhatuM jAya ane kaTivALo thAya ! paNa e keDIvALAmAMthI keTavALA thaelA zarIramAMthI AtmA cAlyo jAya ke khalAsa ! na te AtmA keDI ke keTi sAthe laI jAya che, na to zarIra keDI ke koTi sAthe laI jAya che. seMkaDe strIone svAmI hoya paNa jagata choDIne jAya tyAre sAthe laI javAnI eka paNa nahi ! 56 koTi yAda hatA, chatAM badhAe gayA temane eka paNa bAkI rahyo nahi ! bhImasena ke jenuM zarIra skUlamAM dhUla hatuM, te paNa game tyAre jhapATAmAM! saMsAranA e cAra thAMbhalA upara-e cAra thAMbhalA mATe A janma gumAvyA dharmakAryamAM paNa ADA AvyA hoya te A cAra thAMbhalAM ja ADe
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________________ deva-gurU-dharma 29 AvyA che, paNa aMte e cAra thAMbhalAmAMthI Takate eke nathI. nAza saghaLAne ja thAya che ! ATalA uparathI tame jANI zakaze ke durgati TALanArA A thAMbhalA nathI ja, paraMtu AtmAne durgati ApanArA ja A thAMbhalA che. dharma ja eka eve che ke je saddagati Ape che ane durgatimAMthI bacAve che. phI nahi, paNa svarUpa eALakhe. dharmanA phaLanI mahattA keTalI vizALa che, te A uparathI tame joI zakaze, chatAM ahIM eka vastu khAsa yAda rAkhavAnI che tenuM huM tamane smaraNa karAvuM chuM. dharmanuM phaLa AvuM uttama che te chatAM e phaLanI mahattA joIne dharmamAM pravRtti karavI tenA karatAM phaLanuM svarUpa jANune pachI temAM pravRtti karavI e vadhAre sAruM che. phaLanI mahattA keIvAra mANasane meha pamADIne phasAvI de che paNa phaLanA svarUpanI mahattA phasAvI daI zake nahi. je dUdhane mAtra tenA dekhAva uparathI ja jANe che te dUdhane badale AkaDAnuM ke zerIAnuM dUdha paNa dUdha tarIke svIkArI leze. paNa dUdhanA sAcA svarUpane je oLakhe che te AvA phaMdAmAM phasAze nahi. je kaI dharmane eTale dharmanA phaLanA svarUpathI samajaze te keIpaNa divasa nAmadharma tarapha derAvA pAmaze nahi. have ApaNe dharmanA svarUpane vicAra karIe. dharmane svarUpathI samajatAM be prakArane dharma phalita thAya che; 1. sAgAra dharma ane 2. aNagAra dharma. A be biMduo mahattvanAM che ane je te ane biMduo tarapha dhyAna rAkhIe to mAlUma paDaze ke ApaNuM mATe hajI zuM ane keTaluM bAkI che? nidavAsI- keIpaNa jIva A biMduee pahoMcyuM nathI. enuM kAraNa vicAravA yogya che. be traNa cAra IndriyavALAnI bhavasthiti pAkI hoya ema tame jANe che? bhavasthiti pAkavI eTale eno sAmAnyamAM sAmAnya artha e che ke mekSamArge javAne kaTibaddha thavuM. nArakInA che, devatA ke bIjA keInI paNa bhavasthiti svayaM potAnI meLe pAkI che?
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________________ 230 AnaH pravacana duna nahi ja ! eTalA mATe bhagavAne kahyu che ke AtmAe sukRta anumAina vagere upAyA dvArA udyama karavA joIe ane e rIte udyama karI bhavasthiti pakavavI ja joIe, eke jhapATe e kAryamAM saphaLatA na maLe te judI vAta he, paraMtu e dizAe yatna tA karavA ja joI e. je AvA yatna kare te ja sAcA bhavya jIva che ane tevAne mATe Aje nahi tA kAle jarUra meAkSa nirmANa thaelA che. dharmavRkSa prabhu zrI jinezvara bhagavaMte prarUpela dharma e vRkSa che, samyatva e enuM mULa che, siddhAntA e enuM thaDa che. te ( dezivarati ke savirati ) e enI DALIo che. aDhAra hajAra zIlanAM aMgeA e pAMdaDAM che, devanI Rddhi, manuSyanI Rddhi, samRddhi e puSpA che, e dha vRkSa, jinezvara bhagavatanAM vacanArUpI pANInI nIkathI nira'tara sI'cAya che, ane prAnte emAMthI nirvANa-meAkSarUpI phaLa maLe che. AvA vRkSane hamezAM AdarA, sevA, anaMtA sAdhu, vageree A vRkSa AdarI, sevI nirvANu phaLane meLavyuM che.
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________________ 70 sabhyatva ane tenAM AbhUSaNe. (viSayone laI A saMsAramAM huM rakhaDe evI daDha pratIti te | samyaktva. samyaphaTava e mokSamArganuM atyutama sAdhana che. tIrthakara bhagavAna mokSamArganA senApati che. A senApati saMpUrNa tyAgI che mATe mokSanA abhilASIe tyAganI pravRttimAM ja hita mAnavuM te samyaktvanuM paheluM | pagathiyuM che. zAstramAM samyaktvanI prApti mATe graMthibheda karavAnuM kahyuM che. a A graMthibheda eTale viSayonI abhilASAne tyAga che. samyaktvanAM zAstromAM pAMca AbhUSaNo gaNAvyAM che. temAM paheluM AbhUSaNa sthiratA che. A sthiratA te sulasA zrAvikA jevI rAkhavI joIe. samyaktvanuM bIjuM AbhUSaNa prabhAvanA che. samyaktvanuM trIjuM AbhUSaNa e I che ke "AkhA jagatane kayAre A zAsanane zaraNe lAvuM.' cothuM AbhUSaNa nI bhakita che. A bhakti mATe zreNika mahArAjanuM udAharaNa basa che, pAMcamuM AbhUSaNa te kuzaLatA che. A pAMce AbhUSaNe dvArA samyakatvane zobhAvavuM te pratyeka jAvakanI pharaja che) (1) vicAra-palaTa kare. zAstrakAra mahArAjA kalikALasarvajJa bhagavAna hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajIe. bhavya che ke jeo mekSanI abhilASA rAkhe che, temane upadeza ApatAM evuM sUcana karyuM che ke jeo mekSanI AzA rAkhe che temaNe pitAnI icchA pAra pADavAne mATe sauthI pahelAM potAnA anAdinA vicAronuM parivartana karavAnI jarUra che. jyAM sudhI e anAdinA vicAronuM parivartana na thAya ane zuddha vicArone grahaNa karavAmAM na Ave tyAM sudhI AtmAne mokSa maLI zake e zakya ja nathI !!!
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________________ 13ra a naMda pravacana darzana - samyakatva pachI ja mokSa. AtmA e anAdikALathI A saMsAramAM rakhaDe che. e rakhaDapaTTInuM kAraNa e ja che ke AtmAe suMdara ane pavitra vicAro grahaNa karyA hota te e vicAronI asara tenA vartana upara paNa jarUra thAta ane bhavabhramaNa kAMIka aMze paNa DhIluM thavA pAmyuM hota. zAstrakAroe sthaLe sthaLe eka vAta muktakaMThe uccArI che ke je AtmAne samyaktvanI prApti thaI che te AtmA ardha pudgalaparAvartathI vadhAre vakhata A saMsAramAM rakhaDavA pAmate nathI, ane eTale kALa vItyA bAda jarUra tene mekSanI prApti thavA pAme che. viSaya e ja jIvananI mAnyatAvALe AtmA. tyAre have e vAta vicAro ke AtmAne samyakatvanI prApti thaI te pahelAM A AtmA zA vicAre sevate hato? ane samyapha va pAmyA pachI tenAmAM kyA vicAro Ave che? e be praznano uttarane samanvaya karaze. ane tene gaMbhIrapaNe vicArI je te samyaktva kevI rIte prApta thAya che ane vicAranuM parivartana paNa kevI rIte thavA pAme che te tame sArI rIte samajI zakaze. anAdikALathI A AtmA eka ja vicArone sevate Avyo che ane te vicAro e che ke manane gamatA sparza, gaMdha, rUpa ane zabdAdi viSayo meLavavAnI AzA rAkhavI. game te upAyothI e viSayo meLavavA ane te viSayonuM sevana karavuM e ja AtmA Icchato hato. AtmAne zarIra game tevuM maLyuM hoya tene ane A vicArone kAMI saMbaMdha ja nathI. cAhe te AtmA eka IdriyavALA zarIramAM he, be traNa cAra ke pAMca IndriyavALA zarIramAM ho, devalokamAM he kiMvA tiryacapaNAmAM he; paNa e AtmAe pAMca jAti ane cAre gatimAM eka ja vicAraNA rAkhI che ke game te mArge viSaya meLavavA mATe prayatna karo ane e viSayo jeo meLavI Ape tene mAnavaMtA ane pUjavA yogya gaNavA ! A sivAya AtmAe Aja sudhImAM bIjo eke vicAra karyo nathI.
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________________ samyaka 33 samyaktva eTale zuM ? je AtmA niraMtara viSayone seve che te AtmAM samyaktva pAmyo che ema kaI paNa mANasa kahI zake ema nathI tyAre tame kahezo ke samyakatva konuM nAma che ? ene uttara e che ke je AtmA ema mAne che ke meM viSaye meLavavA prayatno karyA, viSaye meLavyA, viSaye bhegavyA ane viSaye bhegavavAnAM sAdhane meLavI ApanArane murabbI gaNyA ene ja pariNAme huM A saMsAramAM rakhaDuM chuM. A pramANenI mAnyatA rAkhavI te samyakatva! alabatta, jIvAdika nava to mAnavAM, zuddha devAdine mAnavA e badhAM paNa samyakatvanAM ja lakSaNe che. paraMtu samyakatvanI vyAkhyAmAM jarA UMDA UtarIe chIe eTale turata samyakatva mATe uparanI vyAkhyA ja mAnya rAkhavI paDe che. mokSamArganuM paheluM biMdu. huM viSaye bhegavavAne pariNAme ja A bhayAnaka saMsAramAM rakhaDa chuM--e bhAvanA hRdayamAM UtarI javI joIe. je A vAta hRdayamAM seMsarI UtarI jAya, te tene pariNAme e viSaye choDavA e paNa mArI pharaja che. te jIvane lAgyA vinA rahe nahi ke ahIM ja samyakatva raheluM che. viSanAM aniSTa pariNAme mAnavAM ane e aniSTa pariNAma mAnIne e viSa choDavAno vicAra karavo emAM ja mokSamArganuM paheluM biMdu samAeluM che. eno artha e nathI ke vicAra karyo ke bIje divase ja darekane mokSa maLI ja javAno che ! paraMtu te chatAM evo vicAra sevavo e ApaNuM punita paMthanuM paheluM -pagathiyuM che. vaphAdAra rahevuM ja ghaTe. lazkaramAM dAkhala thanArA sipAIone ja dAkhalo ! eka sipAI lazkaramAM Aje dAkhala thAya che ke kAle ja te bahAdura laDavaiyo -banatuM nathI, paraMtu je sipAI zurA saradAranA hAtha nIce keLavAIne -tAlIma pAme che te ja bhaviSyamAM zrI saradAra ane bahAdura laDavaiyo
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________________ 234 AnaH pravacana data o thaI zake che. e ja udAharaNa ahI AtmAne paNa lAgu paDe che. AtmA vicAra badale che ke te sAthe ja tenA Ara'bhAdika viSaye ekadama eka sAthe ja chUTI jatA nathI, paNa jema lazkaramAM dAkhala thaelA ane zUrA saradAra thavAnI lAyakAta meLavavAnI umedavALA umedavArAne lazkaramAM senApatinA hAtha nIce tAlIma levI paDe che ane senApatinA saghaLA hukamA bahu ja mAnapUrvaka mAnavA paDe che, te ja rIte je AtmA paNa peAtAnA vicArAmAM parivartana karIne meAkSamAnA patha levA icche che, teNe e tyAgamArganI UMcI Toce caDhelA senApatinA saghaLA hukamA mAnya karavA joIe, tene murabbI mAnavA joIe. lazkaramAM dAkhala thanArA jema sarva rIte mana, vacana ane kAyAthI potAnA saradArane vaphAdAra rahe che, te ja pramANe tyAgamAga mAM paNu UMcI Toce caDhavA mAMganArAe eTale meAkSAbhilASIe tyAgamAga mAM sarvottamatA prApta karelAnI adhInatA svIkAravI ja joIe ane enA saghaLA hukamAne mana, vacana ane zarIrathI vaphAdAra rahevuM ja joie. ApaNA senApati keNu ? tyAre have vicAra karo ke e tyAgamAnA senApati kaNa che ? viSayAne jItIne tyAganI UMcAmAM UMcI bhUmikA koNe prApta karI che ? ane A dizAe ananya sthAna kANe meLavyuM che? javAba e ja che ke tIrthaMkaradevA e ja mAkSamAnA zUrA senApati che. tethI ja manuSya mAtre vicAramAM parivartana karI meAkSanI AzA rAkhI e meAkSamAnA zUrA senApatinI dareke dareka AjJA mAnavI joI e ane temanI adhInatAmAM rahevu joI e. jema senApatinI AjJA vinA sipAI AghApAcheA thaI zakatA nathI, te ja pramANe mAkSAbhilASI AtmAe paNa sa rIte tItha karadevane zaraNe ja rahevAnI jarUra che. tItha karIne zA mATe mAnavA ? paraMtu ApaNe tItha karadevAne zA mATe mAnIe chIe ? zu "mahAvIra" nAmadhArI bhaLatA ja mANasane tame tIrthaMkara mahAvIra'
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________________ samyaktva 235 tarIke mAnavA taiyAra thaze ? nahi ja ! tIrthaMkaradeva zrImAn mahAvIra bhagavAna vagerene ApaNe mAnIe chIe te eTalA ja kAraNane lIdhe mAnIe chIe ke temanI pariNati ane pravRtti tyAganI che. je bhagavAna mahAvIre tyAganI pravRtti kivA pariNati nA karI heta te ApaNe temanA chatra nIce paNa rahevAne taiyAra thAta nahi. viSaya, tRSNA ane pravRtti je AtmAne anAdikALathI saMsAramAM rakhaDAvatI te tone A mahApuruSe khaseDI dIdhAM che ane te paNa mAtra vartamAnakALane mATe ja khaseDI dIdhAM che ema nahi, paNa traNe kALane mATe khaseDI dIdhAM che. tethI ja ApaNe temane mekSamArganA kamAnDara-ina-cIpha mAnIe chIe ane tenA Azraye rahevAnI ApaNI pharaja mAnIe chIe. bhUla samajAI ! have tame mahArAjA mahAvIra bhagavAnane tamArA senApati mAnyA che paNa temane zA mATe senApati mAnyA che teno vicAra karo ane e senApati kevA che tene paNa vicAra karo. e senApati saMpUrNa tyAgI che. sarva kALa ane sarva dezane mATe teo tyAgI che ane viSano tyAga karAve che. A senApatinI keLavaNI paNa viSayenA tyAganI ja che. Aja sudhInI AtmAnI dazA zuM hatI teno vicAra karo ! Aja sudhI AtmA viSayone je senApati hatuM tene pitAne murabbI mAnatA hatA, tenI AjJA uThAvato hato ane tenI adhInatAmAM rahetA hatA. have jyAre tenA vicAramAM palaTo Ave che, tene pitAnI bhUla samajAya che tyAre te viSayanA murabbIne tyAgI de che ane viSayane je tyAga karAvanArA che tene potAne murabI mAne che. tyAganI pravRttimAM ja hita. tyAre have vicAra karo ke anAdikALathI zuM cAlatuM hatuM? je viSayamAM vadhAre sAdhane ApI zake te ja mAro murabbI ane e meLavavAmAM ja sukha, evI mAnyatA hatI. have ahIM vicAra palaTAya che ane je tyAgamArgano senApati che te ja mAro murabbI.
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________________ 236 A AnaMda pravacana darzana e vicAra dAkhala thAya che. A rItanA vicAra-palaTAne ja zAstrakAroe sauthI jarUrI ane pahelA pagathIA tarIkenI vastu gaNAvI che ane e ja nizcaya upara zAstrakAroe saMsAranuM alpapaNuM paNa jaNAvyuM che. anAdikALathI viSayanI pravRttine hitakArI mAnatA hatA, have bhUla samajAvavA pAmI che ke e pravRtti nAzakArI che ane tyAganI pravRtti e ja kharekharI hitakArI pravRtti che. A pramANenI mAnyatA ene ja zAstrakAroe samyaktvanuM paheluM pagathiyuM gayuM che. | mokSamArganA darzaka keNu? ApaNe tIrthaMkaradevone mAnIe chIe te paNa ATalA ja kAraNathI mAnIe chIe ke teo ApaNuM mekSamArganA prathama darzaka che. jo Ama na hatA te ApaNane tIrthaMkaradevone mAnavAnI jarUra zI hatI ? jyAre ApaNe ananya tyAgI tIrthakarone deva, paMcamahAvratAdinA pALanArAne guru ane tapasyAdine dharma mA te emanI prabhutA mAnya rAkhIne eTale jeTale aMze tyAga karatA jaIe chIe teTale aMze AtmAnuM vadhAre ane vadhAre pramANamAM hita thavA pAme che. pahelAM ema mAnatA hatA ke jema jema viSayonI prApti thAya che tema tema hitanA mArgamAM ApaNe AgaLa vadhIe chIe. have ema mAnatA thayA ke pahelAnI mAnyatA khoTI che ane tyAga te ja sAcuM hita che. A pramANenI mAnyatA thaI e ja samyakatvanI jaDa che. AtmAne seTIe ghase. ATale sudhI AvyA pachI tamAre e vicAravAnuM bAkI rahe che ke viSaya AtmAne jeTalA priya lAgatA hatA ane temAM AtmAnI jeTalI sukhavRtti hatI teTalI sukhavRtti AtmA tyAgane mATe dhare che ke kema? ane tyAga eTale ja AtmAne priya lAge che ke kema? AtmAnA vicArone mATe A keseTI che. A kasoTI upara jyAre tame tamArA AtmAne caDhAvaze tyAre ja khabara paDaze ke AtmAnA vicAra samyaktvanA che ke mithyAtvanA che?
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________________ sabhya graMthibheda kyAre ? zAstrakAroe graMthibheda karavAne kayAre kahyo che teno vicAra kare. zAstrakAroe kevaLajJAna pahelAM gAMTha bhedavAnI kahI nathI. savavirati kiMvA dezavirati pAmyA pahelAM paNa gAMTha bhedavAnI kahI nathI. paNa samyakatva pahelAM gAMTha bhedavAnI kahI che, arthAt aneka graMthamAM sApha sApha evA zabdo uccAryA che ke je graMthibheda kare che te ja samyaktvavALe che. graMthibheda karyA vinA koI samyakatva pAmI zakato. nathI, te have vicAra kare ke e graMthi te kaI haze ? je graMthi bhedavAnI sarvavirati, dezavirati ke kevaLajJAnanI prAptimAM paNa kahI nathI, paNa je graMthi samyaktva meLavatAM pahelAM ja bhedavAnI che ema zAstrakAro spaSTa rIte pharamAve che, tyAre have vicAra karo ke e graMthi kaI haze ? ane te bhedAya kyAre ? graMthi eTale zuM? - jo tame e graMthi kaI haze tene vicAra nahi karazo te tame e graMthi bhedI zakavAnA nathI. kAraNa ke tame je kArya karavA mAMgo cho te kArya karatAM pahelAM te kArya zuM che? tene tamAre vicAra karavo ja joIe. vicAra kare ke samyaphavanI ADe Ave evI te kaI graMthi che? viSayonI abhilASA enuM ja nAma graMthi ! viSayanI abhilASAnuM suMdarapaNuM anAdikALathI lAgeluM hatuM, e viSaya ane. tenA sevana pratye AtmAne meha hate. e mehane ja nAza thA joIe. jeNe ene nAza karyo che te graMthi bhedI cUkyo che ! anAdi kALathI je mAnyatA, je vicAro ghara karIne beThA che temAM parivartana karavuM e ja have jarUrI kare che. AvI rIte vicAronuM parivartana thAya te pachI ja ApaNe AgaLa cAlI zakIe chIe. sarvaviratipaNuM ke bIjuM je kAMI che te saghaLuM A parivartana pachI ja saMbhavI zake che, te pahelAM nahi ja. jyAM sudhI A rIte vicAromAM parivartana na. thAya tyAM sudhI samyakevanI prApti lezamAtra paNa thavA pAmatI ja nathI.
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________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana AtmAnA pa! Azrava savarane vibhAga AtmAnA dhyAnamAM na hatA, ba Mdha nirjarAnI vaheMcaNI AtmAe karI na hatI. nAnA cheAkarAne mAstara ke nizALanu nAma sAMbhaLavuM paDe che tyAre tene kALa jevu lAge che. Ama thavAnu kAraNa e che ke bALakane duniyAdArInA khyAla nathI. te ja pramANe AtmAne savara nirA kALa jevI lAgatI hatI. kasaine dekhIne bakarIne jeTalA kapa na thAya teTaleA balke, tenAthI vadhAre kapa bALakane nizALanuM nAma sAMbhaLIne thatA hatA. paNa AtmA te savara nirAnuM kAraNa sAMbhaLIne tethIye vadhAre ka MpatA hatA. savarathI chUTA eTale AnaMda kema ? A jIva savarathI chUTe che eTale doDha gaja phUde che. pratikramaNamAMthI, sAmAyikamAMthI kriyA pALIne UThA che! te vakhate keTalA badhA kUdo che ? Ane ja maLatuM eka bIjuM udAharaNa ApuM chuM. nizALAmAM ja mahinA ja kAma cAle che. je vidyAthIe zikSaNamAM rasIlA che, jemane zikSaNu para ja prema che, tevAone A rajA paNa jarUra khaTake che, paraMtu A rajAmAM ALasu vidyAthI ene divALI thAya che ! te pramANe AtmAne paNa e udAharaNamAM ghaTAvI juo ! savaranA apUrva rasa ane nirjarAnA apUrva rasa ane nirjarAnI apUrva sthiti ApaNA samajavAmAM hajI AvI nathI ! savaMra khaMdha thAya arthAt saMvarathI chUTA thaIe tA AnaMda Avave na joIe, paNa hajI temAM AnaMda Ave che ane saMvaramAM je AnaMda AvavA joie te Anada AtmAne AvatA nathI ane tethI ja baLApAnI jagyAe AnaMda ane AnaMdanI jagyAe baLApA gAThavAI gayA che. vicAra kare ke e AnaMda kema AvatA nathI. 238 pAraNA karavAmAM ha kevA ? upavAsanA pAraNA thAya che tyAre apUrva AnaMda Ave che, paratu e Ana Mda mAnanArAone e vAtanA khyAla che ke e pAraNAe nirjarAne rAkI dIdhI che ? pAraNA vakhate je AnaMda Ave che cAlu
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________________ samyaktva 239 te AnaMda pahelAM AvatA hatA kharA ke ? jyAre nirjarA cAlu hatI. hajI sudhI AtmAnI sthiti te e ja che ke pAraNAmAM ApaNe AnaMda gaNIe chIe. paratu cAlu nirAmAM e AnaMda gaNavAmAM AvatA nathI ! tame sAmAyikamAMthI UThe! che, tyAre AnaMda thAya che ne ke hAza! paravAryAM!" vagere zabdo ekAeka nIkaLe che. javAma Ape ke e Anada zA mATe thAya che ? zA mATe evuM thatuM nathI ke are! sAmAyika e ja mAre teA haMmeza mATe karavAnuM hatuM, ema karavAmAM ja mArA phAyadA hatA,' paraMtu eTalI kakSAe paheAMcavA jeTalA haju villiAsa nathI ! ane je theDA ghaNA viyelliAsa che te AgaLa TakI zakatA nathI !' pAraNu' zA mATe ? tamArA khyAlamAM haze ke herAmAM AvanArAe pagathIe saheja bese che ane pachI jAya che! e saheja besavAmAM tattva zuM che tenA vicAra kare ! tattva tA e ja che ke ahIM haMmezAM mAre besavu' ja joie, arthAt bhagavAnanA sAMnidhyamAM rahevAnA ja mAre yatna karavA joie. paratu e banatuM nathI mATe saheja besuM chuM, evA bhAva lAvavA ghaTe. e ja sthiti pAraNA vakhate thavAnI paNa jarUra che. pAraNu karo te vakhate tamArA hRdayamAM eTalI vAta teA jarUra rahevI ja joIe ke aMkhaDa tapazcaryAM karavI e ja mArI pharaja che ane lAMbI tapazcaryAM paNa khIjAe ghaNA karI zake che. are, eTaluM ja nahi; paNa e tapazcaryA karavAmAM ja kalyANa raheluM che, paNa mArAthI te nathI khanatuM mATe huM pAraNu karu chuM. paraMtu A bhAvanA na hoya ane mAtra sAmAyikamAMthI paravArI javAmAM athavA pAraNAmAM ja je hRdaya nirAMta ane zAMti mAne che te hRdaya kharekharI rIte zAMtithI dUra che. AtmAnI sthiti vicAra. AzravabaMdhanA rasa tamArAmAM lIle che! e rasa lIlA che tyAM sudhI kAMi dahADA vaLavAnA nathI ! e rasa sukAI javA joIe ane te sukAI ne sAk thavA joie, ane tene badale savara nirjarAne
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________________ 240 - AnaMda pravacana darzana rasa lIle the joIe. je AtmAne viSe ema bane che tene AtmA ardhapuddagalaparAvartAmAM jarUra mokSe javAne ja javAne ! Azrava ne baMdhane heya eTale tyajavA gya gaNe ane saMvara tathA nirjarA bene ja AdaravA lAyaka gaNe tyAre samaje ke te AtmA mArga upara che. paNa AtmAnI sthiti zuM che tene vicAra karo ! AtmAnI sthiti te kAMI judI ja che. rAtre UMghe che ane vipna Ave che, ane temAM senuM maLe che, te rAjI rAjI thaI jAo cho ane pittaLa maLe che te bhAre dilagIrImAM paDI jAo che. e uparathI tamArA AtmAnA samyaktvanI parIkSA kare ke tamAro AtmA samyaphatva pAme che ke nahi ? svapnAmAM senuM maLe to paNa AnaMda? svapnAmAM cho, UMghamAM che, tyAM te senAthI lAbha ke pittaLathI hAni nathI. Ama chatAM AtmAne AnaMda ke dilagIrI kema spaze che? jema pittaLa maLe che ane AtmAne dilagIrI thAya che te ja pramANe AzravabaMdha vakhate paNa aMta:karaNa nArAja thAya che ? sAco javAba Ape te e ja javAba che ke "nA !" jyAM sudhI A javAba "nA" ne kAyama che tyAM sudhI tame bhale sudevAdine mAnatA he, te paNa nakkI mAne ke samyakatvane pagathIe caDhelA nathI ! paMca mahAvratathI sAdhu-saMsthA pUjya che. vicAra karo ke tame devane mAne che te kaI daSTie mAne che? tame je devane tyAganI buddhie mAnatA he te tyAga rUca joIe! jo tame devane tyAganI buddhithI ja mAnatA ho te tame te devane sauthI moTAmAM meTA kayAre gaNI zake ke jyAre tame tyAga sauthI meTAmAM meTe che evuM mAnatA thAo tyAre! tame gurUne zAthI gurU mAnI lIdhA? veSathI ane mahAvratathI ! paNa tame paMcamahAvratane UMcAmAM UMcI cIja che ema mAne nahi ane te mAnyatA tamArA manamAM daDha thAya nahi tyAM sudhI tame gurUne mAne che ene kaze artha ja nathI. arthAt tamArAM devagurU saMbaMdhI bhakti Adi kAryo
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________________ samyakUva karavAne artha kayAre che ke e kArya karatI vakhate je kAraNathI tame kArya karo che te kAraNano sAce bhAva paNa tamArA hRdayamAM hovo. joIe ! dharmabuddhi to joIe ja. upavAsa kare, tapazcaryA kare, ekAsaNuM vagere kare, paNa e karatI vakhate tamArA manamAM e bhAva te avazya hovo ja joIe ke e. e tyAga ane dharmabuddhithI ja karyo che ane deva, gurU ane dharmane mAnIe chIe te paNa tyAgane lIdhe ja mAnIe chIe! ATalI vAta tamArA dilamAM ThasI jAya te te jarUra ema mAnI le ke tame samyaphavA pAmyA che ane tamArA vicAronuM parivartana thayuM che. je eTaluM na thAya to samajo ke samyakatvane hajI vAra che. samyaktva maLyuM pachI zuM ? bIjI vAta ! dhAro ke tame samyaktva pAmyA cho ! paNa zuM ethI tamAruM kAma khalAsa thAya che ? "nA!" manuSya game e suMdara hoya, dekhAva hoya chatAM paNa je te nAgo thaIne Ubho rahe che? te khalAsa ! ! tenI suMdaratA ane tenuM jJAna saghaLuM pANImAM jAya che.. te ja rIte samyakatva pAmyA ho e kabUla; paraMtu te pachI keTalAMka vastro ane ghareNAnI jarUra che ! je vastro ke ghareNuM na paherelAM hoya. to te mANasa jagatamAM AbarU meLavI zakatA nathI, te ja pramANe, keruM samyapha paNa kAMI karI zakatuM nathI ! nagna mANasamAM ane, vastrothI DhaMkAelA mANasamAM phera zuM che ? bannemAM jIva che ! bannene. Indriya che ! ane bane dhAsethvAsanI kriyA kare che chatAM samAjamAM mAna kevuM che? samAja pratiSThita kone gaNe che? e ja praznono. javAba tamAre ahIM paNa kAme lagADavAne che. AbhUSaNanI jarUrajema manuSya vastrothI zobhe che tema samyaktva pAmyA pachI paNa
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________________ 242 AnaMda pravacana da tene zebhAvavAne pAMca ghareNAMnI jarUra che. jemAMnuM pahelu ghareNu sthiratA che ! yAda rAkhe! ke vicArAnA palaTA bahu jhapATAbaMdha thAya che. Aje eka vicAra Ave che e vicAra AmaraNAMta TakI ja raheze evA niradhAra tame karI zake tema nathI. sAmAnya vicArA pavananA jhapATAnI mAphaka pheravAya che teA AtmA saMbaMdhInA vicArA jhapATAbaMdha pheravAI jAya temAM navAI zI ! * sthiratA '* joie. sAkSAt devatAe AvIne UbhA rahe ane bhaya batAve kaDavA lAlaca khatAve te chatAM vicAre eka aNu mAtra paNa na khase enu nAma te vicAreAnI sthiratA ! sApanA lITA joine tameA bhAgI jAo; tA pachI sApa joine teA kevI rIte TakI zake ? sudevane mAnavAne dAvA karo che! chatAM' mahAdeva, kAkA baLIyA, hanumAna vagerene nAme dvAravAI jAo che ! hajI sApanA lITA che ! jema tyAM sApanA lITA che ane khare sApa tA tameAe joye paNa nathI te ja pramANe A devAne paNa mAtra tame kalpanAthI ja mAneA che. kharu' kahuM teA cAlatI AvelI ghareDamAM cAlIne ja e devane tame mAne che. tame pratyakSa mAtA ke hanumAnane keAInA upara dayA darzAvatA joyA nathI. chatAM te mAtA ke hanumAna AvIne UbhA rahe, tyAre tamArI sthiti zuM thAya ? pahelA ala'kAra, ahIM ja jaina sAhityanuM peluM udAharaNa yAda kareA. zrI upAsakadazAMgamAM zrAvaka kAmadevAdine sAkSAt devatAe darzana dIdhAM ane tene dharmAMthI calita karavA mAMDayA. gharanI saghaLI saMpatti kADhIne bahAra pheMkI dIdhI. gharanAM cheAkarAMnA kaTakA karIne telamAM taLI nAMkhyA, devatA kahe che ke dharma cheADI de! jo eTala' thAya tA A yAtanA na bhAgavavI paDe ! paNa.... javAba Ape che ke "je thavAnu hAya te thAe, paNa huM dharmAMne cheADavAnA nathI ja. kAraNa ke dharma ja mArA AtmAnuM kalyANa karanArA che !" AnuM nAma te vicArAnI sthiratA ! Aje tA ******
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________________ 143 samyaktva ema kahenArA zerIe zerIe ane cauTe cauTe maLe che keH "are, AvyA, AvyA, devatA !" paNa evuM kahenArA ja mAtA ane hanumAnane pUjavA doDe che ! AvI saghaLI upAdhiothI tame mukta thaI jAo ane game te saMjogomAM calAyamAna na thavAya evI sthiti meLave tenuM nAma sthiratA. A sthiratA samyaktvane zobhAvanAruM prathama ghareNuM che. chApAnA kAgaLa vicAra pheravI zake che. kadAca ema mAne ke cAhe tevA devatAI camatkAro thAya, kaI labdhisiddhivALe AvIne tamane pralobhanamAM phasAvavAne vicAra kare ane aneka prakAre tamArI parIkSA karI jue chatAM tame dharmathI calAyamAna nahi thAo tenuM nAma sthiratA ! AjanI sthiti ane A sthiratA benI vacce keTalo taphAvata che te tame tapAsI juo. AjanI sthiti te e che ke eka chApAmAM game tevA samAcAro vAMcatAnI sAthe tarata vAMcanAranA vicAro pharI jAya che. vAMcanAranA magajamAM jajamenTa taiyAra thaI jAya che ane jagat samakSa te jajamenTa kahI saMbhaLAve che. vAMcavAmAM AvelI vAta sAcI che ke juThThI che tenI tapAsa karavAne mATe paNa kaI thobhatuM nathI ! have khyAla kare ke eka sAmAnya chApAnAM kAgaLiyAM tamArA vicAre pheravI nAkhe che te de AvIne tamane pIDA Ape kiMvA pralobhana Ape, to tevA saMjogomAM to tame kevI rIte TakI ja zako ! prANa, parivAra ane pese. AvI paristhiti na pariName te mATe eTale nizcaya te thavuM ja joIe ke bhale prANa jAya, parivAra jAya ke paise jAya ! paNa dhama te na ja ja joIe! jyAre AvI daDhatA Ave tyAre ja tamArAmAM thayelA vicAra-palaTe sArthaka che, te sivAya tamArA vicAromAM thaelo palaTe sArthaka nathI. vicAra-parivartana thAya te pachI AvI sthiratA jarUrI che. strIne mATe jevuM pativratapaNuM che, ziyaLa e tene mATe jevuM AbhUSaNa che, te ja pramANe sthiratA e
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________________ AnaMda pravacana daza na samyaktvanuM paNa paheluM AbhUSaNa che, ane e AbhUSaNa jyAM tame samyakatva sAthe joDe che tyAM ja samyakatva zobhe che ! zrImatI sulasAnI sthiratA. sulatAnuM AkhyAna te tamArA badhAnA ja khyAlamAM haze. sulase te eka bAI che ! e bAInI AgaLa te aMbaDa parivrAjaka khuda brahmAnA svarUpamAM hAjara thAya che. bIje divase te mahAdevanuM svarUpa dhAraNa kare che, ane trIje divase tIrthakaranuM svarUpa dhAraNa kare che, te chatAM e bAIne AtmA calita thatuM nathI ke tenA vicAromAM vikAro uddabhavatA nathI ! eka bAI eka strI pitAnA vicArone daDha rAkhe che te pachI ApaNAmAM sthiratA kevI hovI joIe tene khyAla karo! paNa tene badale Aje zI dazA che! Aje te savAre kAMI vicAra, bapore bIjo. rAtre trIje ane vaLI bIje dahADe pAcho na buTTo hoya ne heya ja ! Ane tame samyaktva na ja kahI zake. samyaktva pAmyA pachInuM bhUSaNa te te vicAronI sthiratA ja che. mene dhanyavAda nakAmo ? tame moDhe moDhe ema kahe ke aho ! tIrthakaranA jIvanane dhanya che ! tIrthaMkaradee kahyuM te dhanya che ! AvA khoTA dhanyavAdathI svArtha saravAne nathI. zrI jinezvara mahArAjAnAM vacano upara ja jIvana avalaMbeluM hovuM joIe, te hoya te ja tame "dhanya" kahyuM te pramANa che! tame ghaDImAM tIrthakaranA rAgI thAo. ghaDImAM tyAga vakhANe, ghaDImAM tene DhaSa karo, e saghaLAno koI artha ja nathI. jema nagna mANasa prANa ane IdrivALe che te chatAM te nagna che teTalA mATe kADhI mUkavA lAyaka che. tevI ja dazA ahIM vArevAre vicAra pheravanArAnI paNa che e bhUlazo nahi! tamArA AtmAmAM samyakatva ApyuM hoya te have vicAranI sthiratA meLavo. tamArA e vicAromAM sthiratA AvavI joIe. tamane emAM rasa paDe
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________________ samyatva 245 joIe ane jyAM tamane emAM rasa paDayo ke tyAM tamAre bIjAone e mArge doravA joIe. AtmAne jhaverI. zrI mahAvIra bhagavAnanA samayanuM eka udAharaNa lyo. e samaye eka jaina jhaverI che. eka anArya dezano rAjA A jhaverInI pAse Ave che. A rAjA jhaverAtano bhAre zokhIna che. anArya rAjA pUrajanene gAma bahAra jatA joIne jhaverIne pUche che ke A badhA loke kayAM jAya che ? loke to bhagavAna e gAmamAM padhAryA che temanAM darzana karavA jAya che paraMtu jena jhaverI anArya narezane kahe che ke gAma bahAra eka meTa jhaverI AvyuM hovAthI loko maLavAne jAya che ! have ahIM samaje ! jena jhaverI anArya narezane ema zA mATe nathI kahetA ke gAma bahAra bhagavAna padhAryA che ? je bhagavAna padhAryA che ema kahe te e anArya rAjA tyAM jAya nahi ane prabhunA saMsargamAM Ave paNa nahi ! ane A jaina jhaverInI marajI che ke potAnA mitrane paNa samyaktvanA mArge vALa joIe, A kAraNathI te anArya rAjAne ema kahe che ke gAmane dvAre jhaverI Avyo che. Ama kahevAmAM paNa jena jhaverIne uddeza te e ja che ke anArya rAjA jhaverAtane baDe zekhIna hovAthI te bhagavAna pAse jAya, temanA samAgamamAM Ave ane AtmAnuM kalyANa kare ! mane dalAlIne lAbha maLe tenA karatAM A rIte anArya rAjAne dharmane mArge preruM ene lAbha vadhAre che. evo vicAra je kare che tenI mane dazAne vicAra kare ! ane tenI sAthe tamArI sthiti sarakhAvo ! tamArI paNa e pharaja che ke tamAre e rasamAM bIjAne joDavA joIe! jhaverAta dehanuM ke AtmAnuM ? jagatamAM jhaverAta te be prakAranAM che. eka jhaverAta jaDa dehanuM
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________________ - AnaMda pravacana darzana ane bIjuM jhaverAta te AtmAnuM. duniyA jaDa dehanuM jhaverAta saMgraha che, paNa AtmAnuM jhaverAta je samyakatva che tene saMgrahatAM nathI AvaDatuM. jaDa jhaverAta kane bhAve? zuM tame ema mAne che ke jaDa jhaverAtathI tamAro AtmA zobhe che? je AvI keInI mAnyatA hoya te e khyAla magajamAMthI kADhI nAMkho ! have AgaLa vicAro : pele. anArya rAjA jhaverI tarIke bhagavAnane oLakhIne temanI pAse jAya che ane AtmAnuM jhaverAta meLave che, bhagavAna pAse pratibaMdha pAme che ane e rIte pratibodha pAmIne dIkSA grahaNa kare che! ahIM pelA jaina jhaverInI sthiti vicAre. tene eka jabaradasta gharAka gayela dalAlI dhULa maLI gaI. paNa tenI tene darakAra na hatI ! kAraNa zuM? darakAra kema na hatI! kahevuM ja paDaze ke dharma tenA hadayamAM daDhapaNe yathAsvarUpe Thasele hate ! prabhAvanA zA mATe? prabhAvanA zA mATe karavAmAM Ave che? zAsanane udyota karavAne mATe ja ! tamArI pharaja zAsanane udyota karavAnI ja che ! paNa tyAre zuM tame zAsanane udyota karatA na ja hatA, tyAM sudhI zAsana aMdhArAmAM hatuM ? nahi ja! e te potAnA svabhAvane jere ja prabhAvavALuM che. evA mahAprabhAvI zAsanane je pite samaje, temAM rasa le ane temAM bIjAne rasa letA banAve e samyaktvane zobhAvanAruM bIjuM AbhUSaNa che. bhakti paNa joIe? samyakatvane zobhAvanAruM trIjuM AbhUSaNa e che ke AkhA jagatane kyAre A zAsananA zaraNe lAvuM? AvI. pavitra bhAvanA ! e samyakatvane zobhAvanAruM trIjuM AbhUSaNa che. cethuM AbhUSaNa te bhakti che! eka mANasa 25nI jagyAe 100
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________________ samyakatva vApare che tyAre te vAparanArAne tethI kAMI duHkha thatuM nathI paraMtu jenArAnI AMkhe duHkhavA Ave che. zreNika mahArAjanuM jIvana te jANe chone? emano zo niyama hate? bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInI khabara ApanArAne mahArAjA zreNika 12 karoDa senaiyAnuM dAna ApatA hatA ! keI evA samAcAro Ape ke bhagavAna suratathI katAragAma AvyA che, te e samAcAra-e vadhAmaNI ApanArane 1rA kareDa senaiyAnuM InAma! A sAMbhaLatAM tamArAM hRdaya te baMdha thaI jAyane? vastutaH baMdha na thavAM joIe paNa ullasavAM joIe.. AnuM nAma te bhakti ! bhaktimAM jarUriyAtane prazna ja nathI. ane Aje? Aje te bhaktimAM phakta jarUriyAta ja jovAya che ! strIputrAdine ghareNAM vastro lAvavAM hoya to tyAM jarUriyAtane savAla nathI ! khAlI sUkA khAkharA khAvAthI zuM manuSya marI jAya che? nahi ja ! te pachI ghI dUdha zA mATe joIe che vArU ! strIne sAdI sADIthI cAle ke na cAle ? cAle. chatAM tene mATe pAMcasone sALu jarUra vecAte levAya ja ! tyAM jarUriyAtane savAla nathI, paraMtu zAsanasevAmAM pese nAMkhavAne AvyA te tarata ja DAhyA thanArAo. maLI Avaze ane kaheze ke A kharca binajarUriyAta che ! vicAra-palaTa thayo nathI! bIjA keI sthaLe jarUriyAta jevAtI nathI, paNa ahIM ja jarUriyAta jevAya enuM kAraNa zuM? e ja karAyuM che ke hajI vicArono je palaTa thavo joIe te thayo nathI! dharma karanArAo dharma kare che, zAsananI sevA kare che, sAdharmikonI bhakti kare che te chatAM meTuM bIjA ja bagADe che ke jeo emAMnuM kAMI ja karatA nathI. A daSTAMta sAthe nIcenuM udAharaNa meLavo -
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________________ 248 AnaMda pravacana darzana eka bIbI pitAnA mAlikane pUche che - kA gAMTha se gIra paDyA ! kA kehI dIdha, priyA pUche kaMta kuM meDhA kayuM hi malIna ? miyAM uttara Ape che - nA gAMThase gIra paDA, nA keAI kuM dIdha, detAM dekhyA ora kuM, meDhA huA 'malIna. sAdharmikonI bhakti karanAre bhakti kare chatAM bIjA moTuM bagaDe to emAM kone deSa ! eno ja doSa ! bhakti kare paNa vibhakita na karo ! " jeo sAdhamikenI bhaktine samyapha vanuM ghareNuM mAne che temanI sAdharmika bhakti karI, zAsananI sevA karI te niSphaLa jaze ema karI lAgatuM nathI ! paNa e bhakita karatAM e saMbhALavAnuM che te bhulAvuM na joIe! bhakita karatAM vibhakti na thaI jAya te khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI jarUra che. eka kathAmAM AvuM kathana che, ke eka rAjAnI rANue 6 mahinAnA upavAsa karyA upavAsa pUrA thayA tyAre bahu dhAmadhUmathI pAraNuM karavAmAM AvyuM ! paNa pAraNAmAM zuM karyuM te jANe che ? hajAro mRgalAMne mArIne ujANa karI. gAma jamADyuM! AvI bhayAnaka bhakita zrAvaka na karI zake. bakSisa karoDanI paNa hisAbamAM keDIe na javI joIe. te ja pramANe bhakitamAM karoDe jAya tene vAMdho nathI, paraMtu vibhaktimAM kaDI paNa na javI joIe ? AvI bhakti kayAre thAya ke jainazAsanamAM saMpUrNa nipuNatA hoya tyAre ! samyavane zobhAvanAra A paNa AbhUSaNa che. tilakamaMjarI kavi dhanapALe "tilakamaMjarI " nAmaka pustikA racI hatI ane temAM bhagavAnanI jIvanakathAnuM vRttAMta suMdara rIte lakhavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. dhArAnagarInA rAjA bheje e graMtha che tyAre teNe AjJA karI ke A graMthamAM "ayodhyAmAM che tene badale vArtAnA sthaLa
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________________ samyaktva 240 tarIke dhArAnagarI rAkha ane rAjAnI jagyAe mAruM nAma rAkhI AkhI vastune pleTa pheravI nAMkha! dhanapAla A vakhate zuM kahe che te sAMbhaLo ! dhanapAla kahe che ke tamArI ane kathAnAM pAtronI vacce kAgaDA ane haMsanA jeTaluM aMtara che ! eTale A kathA tamane lAgu paDatI na ja banAvI zakAya !" A nirbhayatAne vicAra kare, enA hAthamAM jIvana-maraNanI dorI che, rAjA che, sattAdhIza che, A deza jenA hukamamAM pravarte che. dhAre te maraNuta upasargo paNa te ApI zake che ! ATaluM chatAM dhanapAla nirbhaya che! have e nirbhayatAnI kiMmata AMke ! je have zuM karyuM ? teNe pustaka bALI naMkhAvyuM, paraMtu dhanapALanI puNyavatI putrI tilakamaMjarIne e pustikA muddagata hatI. teNe samaraNa karIne AkhI pustikA pharI lakhI nAMkhI! kuzaLatA zI rIte saMbhave ? kahevAnI vastu e che ke zAstramAM kuzaLatA joIe. jenAmAM A kuzaLatA na hoya te rAjAne kAgaDe na kahI zake. have vicAra karo ke e kuzaLatA kayAMthI ane zAthI Ave che ? javAba :-tIrtha-sevAthI! jaina-zAsanane jaNAvelAM sthAvara ane jaMgama tIrthonI sevAmAM je sadA sarvadA lIna rahe che te ja jainazAsanamAM kuzaLatA pAmI zake che ! jainazAsananI AvI kuzaLatA e paNa samyaktvane zebhAvavAnuM eka AbhUSaNa che ! mekSa pahelAM samyakatva. mekSa pahelAM samyaktva samaje tyAre mokSane mArge prayANa karavAne mATe kAMI kare te pahelAM tamAre samyakatvanI prApti kare ja chUTako che. jyAM sudhI samyaktva prApta thaI zakAtuM nathI tyAM sudhI bIjA game te upAyo kare, paNa te jarUra niSphaLa javAnA che. have samyaktva zI rIte maLe ? tene mATe vicArapalaTAnI jarUra che. vicArapalaTo tha ja joIe. rAgamAM je sukhavRtti che te javI joIe ane tyAgamAM sukhavRtti upajavI joIe have vicAre ke e vicArapalaTo zI rIte
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________________ 250 AnaMda pravacana darzana thAya ? prayatnathI mahA anubhave! vicArapalaTa karavAno prayatna karavuM joIe, e prayatna vicAra5la thavuM joIe. vicArapalaTo thAya che tyAre ja samyaktvanI prApti thaI zake che ane samyaphavanI prApti thAya te pachI paNa samyaktvane zobhAvavAne mATe A pAMca dAgInAo-pAMca ghareNAMnI jarUra che ! tamArI pharaja. A rIte vicArapalaTA mATe prayatna kare, e prayatnane vicArapalaTo karI samyakatvanI prApti karavI ane samyakatvanI prApti pachI uparanAM pAMce AbhUSaNe dvArA e samyakatvane zobhAvavuM e pratyeka zrAvakanI daDha pharaja che. A pharaja tame bajAve e huM IcchuM chuM. je A kAryane paMthe tame kamasara thaDA paNa AgaLa vadhazo, te Aje tamoe je utsava karelo che, tame Aje je divasa ujave che tenI ujavaNI saphaLa che. * mekSAthI sivAya sAcA sukhane athI jagatabharamAM kaI nathI. dharma amRta che. amRtane upaga chUTe hAthe karanAra dAnezvarI enI prabhuzAsanamAM jarUriyAta che. AtmAnI zakita AvirbhAva thaelI che evA kevalI bhagavaMtone karma kaMI paNa karI zakatuM nathI. *
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________________ pAMca prakAranA bhAva [ bhAvanA pAMca prakAra :- nizcaya, pravRtti, vinaya, siddhi ane viniyoga. nigraMtha pravacanane artha gaNe te samaktinuM paheluM pagathiyuM. paramArtha gaNe te bIjuM ane teNe ana e trIjuM. pahelA bhAvamAM he pAdeyane nizcaya che. bIjA bhAvamAM pravRtti che. trIjA bhAvamAM vijaya che. cethA bhAvamAM siddhi ane pAMcamA bhAvamAM viniyoga che. ] bhAvanuM svarUpa zubha bhAva pAMca prakArano gaNe che. zAstrakAra kahe che ke je hadayanA ullAsane te bhAva gaNe te kayA dharmavALAne potAnA dharmamAM bhAva nathI ? vaiSNava bhAIe pitAnAM ghare (sarvasva) arpaNa karI de che. Itarajane bhAva (ulAsa) vagaranA nathI. jeo karoDonI sakhAvate kare che te zuM hRdayanA bhAva vinA ? bhAva vinA kaI dharmAnurAgI bhega Apato nathI. bhega, ullAsathI ja apAya che paNa zAstrakAre ene bhAva gaNatA nathI. zAhukArI dAkhavanAra koIpaNa bhoge zAhukArI dAkhave che tema corI karanArA keIpaNa bhoge cerI kare che te te dareka zuM bhAvavALA samajavA ? nahIM ! bhAvanA ullAsamAtrathI dharma samajaze nahIM. hRdayane ulAsa e bhAva ema nathI. bhAva konuM nAma ? bhAvanA pAMca prakAra che; ane e pAMca prakAra jANyA pachI vicAraje ke kaye bhAva Avyo che ? bhAvazUnya kiyA phaLatI nathI te ka bhAva ? dareka vakhate umaLakA vagara unakRSTa bhAvavALuM kArya kare te hRdayanA bhAvathI ja kare che, paNa bhAva karyo? praNidhAna mATe uttama vastune uttama tarIke jANe ane adhama vastune
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________________ 52 - AnaMda pravacana darzana adhama tarIke jANe tathA e niyama karo ke harakeI bhege uttama vastu karavI joIe tathA adhama vastu keIpaNa bhege karavAnI nathI. heya (DavA lAyaka) zuM tathA upAdeya (AdaraNIya) zuM tene nizcaya kare. heyane svapna paNa upAdeya gaNAya nahi ! . samyakatvanAM traNa pagathiyAM. - samyakatvanAM traNa pagathiyAM kayAM ? iNameva niggazthe pAvayaNe aOM paramo sese ana? samyakatva pAmanAre pahelAM kayA vicAramAM Ave? hajI samyakatva pAmyo nathI. haju mAtra dhamanA saMsargamAM Avyo jethI tene dharmanuM kArya karavAno vicAra thAya, ene ema thAya ke duniyA mATe ATaluM karuM chuM te ATaluM AmAM paNa karuM. AvI sthiti thAya tyAre paheluM anuM pagathiyuM AvyuM. nigraMtha pravacanane artha gaNe tyAM sudhI to hajI paheluM pagathiyuM samajavuMpaNa hajI e senuM tathA pittaLa sarakhA bhAve le che tenuM zuM ? alabatta ! senuM na le tenA karatAM e sAro paNa buddhimAnanI apekSAe e ke gaNAya ! duniyAnA padArtho pratye jeTale rAga teTale devAdi pratye rAga hoya te hajI Take zera bhAjI Take zera khAjA vALo nyAya tyAM rahyo che chatAM na mAmAthI ke mAme sAro, paNa teya kyAM che? pAMca rUpiyA gayelA maLe temAM ane aviratimAMthI virati maLI temAM-A benA AnaMdamAM keTalo pharaka paDe che? hajI tyAM sara AnaMda nathI eTale samajAze ke A jIva hajI pahelA pagathiye paNa Avyo nathI. samyaktvanAM traNa pagathiyAmAM bIjuM pagathiyuM ghamare che. zrI jinezvaradeve prarUpela tyAgamaya pravacana paramArtha che evuM matavya te - bIjuM pagathiyuM che. bIjA pagathiyAvALo duniyAne (dunyavI padArthone) kAcanA hIrAtulya mAne, jyAre dharmane sAce hIro mAne che. jhaverIne cheka sAcA metI ke sAcA hIrAne samajavA (pArakhavA) lAge ke tarata ja kalcara motI ke kAcanA naMgane pheMkI de che. sAcA hIrAnI kaNa AgaLa khoTA hIrAnI peTInI paNa kiMmata nathI.
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________________ 253 pAMca prakAranA bhAva jiMdagI vahetI nadInA pANI jevI che. jiMdagI vahetI nadInA pANu jevI che. eka nadI upara eka kUtara beThe hate. tyAM gAya pANI pIvA AvI eTale kUtaro bhasavA lAge. AthI koI janAre kahyuM : "A zI sthiti ? gaMjIne kUtare gAyane khaDa khAvA na de tyAM te tenA mAlikanuM luNa khAdhuM tethI teno hakka sAcave che, paNa A vahetA pANIne pIvA devAmAM tene vAMdho che ? gAyane pANI pIvA na de tethI pANI vadhavAnuM nathI ke pIvA devAthI ghaTavAnuM nathI paNa te khaLakhaLa karatuM dariyAtarapha vahI ja rahyuM che !" AvI ja rIte ApaNA AyuSyanI ghaTanA. paNa vahetA pANInI sAthe karavI kema ke ApaNuM AyuSya paNa vahetA pANInI mAphaka vahI rahyuM cheH cAhe to gharmamAM jeDe agara na je. te paNa e te vahevAnuM cheH kSaNe kSaNe jiMdagI ghaTavAnI che. dharma kare ke tethI jiMdagI vadhavA-ghaTavAnI nathI. jIva, puNya, pApa, svarga, naraka, mekSAdi tanI mAnyatAmAM judA judA mate che, emAM matabheda che paNa matane aMge (mata che. ema mAnavAmAM) jagabharamAM be mata nathI. maraNa nahIM mAnanAro e kaI nAritaka nathI. jiMdagI phanA thavAnI che e to sau (badhA) eka sarakhI rIte kabule che. jema ghATanuM pANu sadupayogamAM le. agara na le te paNa khArA pANImAM bhaLIne khAruM thavAnuM ja. tema jiMdagI sAcavIe te paNa phanA thavAnI che. A vAta jANavA chatAM jIvana pratye jeTale pyAra thAya che teTale dharma pratye thato nathI, kAraNa ke hajI A jIva paramatte nA-bIje pagathiye Avyo nathI. zarIra, kuTuMba, riddhi vagere jIvane choDe ke- jIva e tamAmane cheDe?" vastutaH chUTavAnuM che emAM pharaka nathI. AyuSya kamekame kSaya pAme che. maravuM keIne gamatuM nathI. jIva mAtra jIvavAnI AzA rAkhe che, paNa ema AzA rAkhavAthI jIvana maLI jatuM nathI. dhakko khAIne nIkaLavA karatAM rAjInAmuM ApavuM e zreSTha che eka zeThane vadhAre nekara rAkhavA pAlavatA nathI. A paristhitimAM
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________________ 254 AnaMda pravacana darzana eka nekara pitAnI meLe rAjInAmuM Ape che jyAre bIjo nekara e che ke dhakako mArIne kADhe tyAre ja nIkaLe : vArU ! bIjI dukAne A bemAM kayA nekaranI kiMmata thAya? dhakko khAIne nIkaLelAnI ke mAnabhera rAjInAmApUrvaka nIkaLelAnI? A rItie mATe paNa be rastA che? kAM to rAjInAmuM duI do, nahIM te dhakko mArIne kADhavAnA ja che. dhana, mAla, milakata, kuTuMbAdinAM khAsaDAM te dareka bhavamAM khAdhAM che, mAthAnI TAla sAjI rahI nathI, zrI sarvajJa vacanarUpI lAkaDInuM AlaMbana maLyuM che mATe rAjInAmuM ApI devuM e ja buddhimAnuM kartavya che. hAziyAra nekara rAjInAmuM Ape tethI pitAne mAthe AvI paDanAra bejAthI DarIne zeTha te bumADA mAre paNa nekara zeThanA bumADA jevA ke potAnI hAlata jevI? jenAmAM pitAne svArtha che tenA rAjInAmAthI kaI rAjI nathI. sau (dareka) sAmAne khAsaDAM khAtAM mekalavAmAM rAjI che. rahevAnuM sthira nathI, kaI kaIne ghera reMTI rahela ja nathI. cAhe te UbhA page nIkaLe ke cAhe te ADA page nIkaLe, paNa nIkaLavAnuM cokkasa che. UbhA page nIkaLavAnuM eTale tyAgI thavuM? e rIte nahi nIkaLAya te aMte ADA page te nIkaLavAnuM ja che. lakSmInI prApti e lAbhAMtarAyanA kSapazayamane ghATa che. tyAM jIvarUpI kUtaro beThe che. jema pelA kUtarAne ghATanuM pANI gAya pIe te khamAtuM nathI tema A jIva-zvAnane dharmamAM dravya-vyaya thAya te khamAtuM nathI ? evA kUtarAne jema peluM pANI samudramAM jAya tenI ciMtA nathI tema A kUtarAne paNa A dravyane upaga duniyAmAM game tyAM thAya tenI ciMtA nathI. ghoDe caDhavAthI paga tUTe e vicAra nathI, vicAramAtra dharmane aMge pravRtti karavAmAM che. chokarIne aMge vartananI vicitratA zAthI? anatI jiMdagI gaI temAM zuM meLavyuM? jiMdagIne kayA kAMTe telAvI che? jiMdagIne upaga je dharmamAM thAya te te hIrAnA kAMTe taLAI gaNAya? hajI hIrAne kAMTo samajavAmAM Avyo nathI !!
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________________ pAMca prakAranA bhAva 255 dhana-mAla dunyavI kAryomAM vaparAya tyAM vadhe nathI, mAtra dharmamAge vaparAya te piSAtuM nathI ! ! ! A kaI dazA? peTamAM (garbhamAM) chokaro Ave ke chokarI Ave, banene nava mAsa veMDhAravAnA (rAkhavAnA) cheH kAMI pharaka che ? vArU ! janmanI vedanA paNa beyanI sarakhI che, dUdha pAvuM, ucheravAM, vageremAM paNa kAMI pharaka nahi! chatAM Dhela vagADIne chokarIne pArake ghera kADhI mUke che tenuM kAraNa zuM ? lagna thayA bAda chokarInuM jIvana palaTAya che, saMbaMdha palaTAya che, paraNI ke tarata bApanA gharane piyara kahe che ane sasarAnA gharane pitAnuM ghara gaNe che. tyAM jatAM "mAre ghera jAuM chuM" ema kahe cheH ane mAbApa paNa "jA tAre ghare" ema ja bole che, paraNyA pahelAM potAnA nAmanI sAthe pitAnuM nAma lakhAve che paNa pachI phalANAnI orata" ema lakhAya che. vaLI bApa potAnI marajIthI Ape game teTaluM paNa kAyadAthI chekarIne keDIne hakka nathI tenuM kAraNa zuM ? A pharaka zAthI? lokasaMjJAthI tamArA magajamAM e ghusyuM che-jagyuM che-ThasyuM che ke chokarI eTale pArakuM dhana! vivAha thaye ke tarata goLa-ghaNuM vaheMcAya che ! hajI varanA mAbApa vaheMce te ThIka paNa kanyAnAM mAbApa zA upara vahece che? mAMDa, dhAmadhUma, jamaNavAra, A tamAma kanyAnAM mAbApa zA upara kare che ? eka ja. kAraNa ke chokarI pArakuM dhana. A saMskAra evo gADha thayA che ke chokarIne vaLAvavAthI halakA thavAya ema mAnI beThA cho; paNa samyagadaSTinI mAnyatA kaI heya? potAne ghera janmanAra chokare ke chokarI dharma levA jamela che e ja mAnyatA hoya. kRSNajI dharmanI preraNuM parANe kema karatA hatA !! vagara vicAryuM thAya tyAM ADaMbara thAya e bane. paNa bhavAMtarathI jayAM A bhAvanA che ke cakravartipaNuM na joIe, jyAM jainadharmathI AtmA vAsita rahe evuM gulAmIpaNuM bhale maLe ! AvA saMskArage jIva bhavAMtarathI talasato talasate tamAre tyAM AvyA, tame zI dazA
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________________ 256 AnaMda pravacana darzana karI? DuMgaranI TocathI eka manuSya agAdha pANI che ema dhArI tarasa maTADavA mATe nIce Utaryo, paNa jyAM cAMgaLuM pANI lIdhuM ke te nirAzAne kAMI pAra rahe ? zrAvakakuLamAM dharma pamAya evI bhavAMtaranI vAsanAe ahIM AvyA bAda vaicitra dekhe enI hAlata kaI? zrIkRSNa jevA, parANe dharmamAM kema joDatA hatA te AthI mAluma paDaze. mAtA pitAnI kanyAne pitA pAse (kRSNa pAse) zA mATe mekale che ? sArA vara sAthe saMbaMdha sAMdhI Ape (paraNAve e ja uddeza che ne ? tyAM zrIkRSNa mahArAja pUche che ke-rANI thavuM che ke dAsI ?" A prazna duniyAdArIne che ema lAgaze, paNa A prazna ja nakAme. che. nAnA chokarAne pUchIe ke "DAhyA thavuM che ke gAMDA ?' te zuM kahevAne ? kRSNajI uMmaralAyaka chokarIne pUche ke "rANI thavuM che ke dAsI ?" arthAt sArI thavAmAM ja rANIpaNuM che ane rAjAnI rANI banavAmAM dAsIpaNuM che. jema davAkhAne Avela dada daI sAMbhaLI meM bagADe, davAnI kaDavAzane aMge DAkaTarane gALa paNa de paNa DAkaTaranuM kAma eka ja ke dadIne nirogI banAve tema bhavAbhinaMdIe game. te pralApa kare paNa dharmiSThonuM dhyeya te teonA hitanuM ja hovuM joIe. seLa hajAra mukuTabaddha rAjAnI sabhAmAM zrIkRSNa potAnI vara varavAne Avela putrIone A prazna kare che ! A prazna sUcaka che je uttara joIe che te ja emAMthI maLavAneH dAsI thavAnuM keNa kahe ? sau (dareka) rANI thavAnuM ja kahe ! ane e ja mujaba pelI kanyAo rANa thavAnuM kahe cheH kRSNajI rANI thavAnA zabdone kyAM laI jAya che ? tarata Adeza kare che ke "rANI thavuM hoya te bhagavAna zrI neminAthajI mahArAja pAse dIkSA le !" potAnI ja putrIone A Adeza karanAra, parANe AvI preraNA karanAra, e pitAne rUMvADe rUMvADe tyAgadharma ke vacce haze ! e tyAgadharma pratye keTaluM bahumAna haze !
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________________ pAMca prakAranA bhAva 257 kRSNa, zreNika vagere ke jee rANI mATe yuddho karatA cArI- haraNAdi karatA chatAM e rANIo pratrajyA levA taiyAra thAya eTale khalAsa ! emAM ADA tA paDe zAnA ! paNa pote ja pUrA ThAThamAThathI pratrajyA apAvatA. eka rANI lAvavA mATe zreNike vizALAnagarI sudhI suraMga khAdAvI che, abhayakumAra sarakhA (rAjyanA AdhAra) veSa palaTAvI pararAjyamAM rahela che, ane e rItie rAjaputrInuM (celaNAnu) haraNa karyu che. e yuddhamAM sulasAnA khatrIza putra (mahA sumaTe) mare che. kahevAnuM tAtparya e che ke AvA nRpatie paNa pratrayAnI vAta AvI, dharmArAdhananI vAta AvI eTale cUpa thai jatA : peAtAnI mAtAnI dilagIrI dUra karavA devatAnA ArAdhanathI meLavelA bhAI (gajasukumAla)ne kRSNajI zI rIte dIkSA apAvI zakayA haze ! kahe ke mardanuM bIjuM pagathiyuM Avyu. tyAre ! milakata te kahevAya ke je sAthe lai jaI zakAya. dezI sTeTamAM e niyama hatA ke tyAM kamAyelI milakata bIje laI javAtI na hatI. jyAre sAbhauma sattAnI raiyata peAtAnI milakata. bIje laI jaI zakatI, tevI rIte A AtmA peAtAnA jIvanamAM je dha pravRtti kare, puNyasacaya kare, karmA nire e tamAma milakatane paraleAkamAM laI jaI zake che arthAt A milakata sAva bhauma sattAmAM milakata jevI che, jyAre A AtmA A bhavacakrane aMge. zarIra,. kuTuMba, dhana vagere meLave che, vadhAre che te milakata dezI sTeTamAM kamAvAtI milakata jevI che arthAt sAthe lai jai zakAtI nathI. khIjA pagathiyAvALAnI vicAraNA kai hoya ? zarIra, kuTuMba, dhana-satta vagere puNyadaye maLelA padArtho mAtra A eka bhava pUratA che jyAre dharma bhave-mave sukha denAra che mATe A tyAgamaya nigraMtha pravacana (jainazAsana) e paramA" che. narakagatimAM samakitI jIvA vadhAre du:khI zAthI che ? ATale AvyA pachI samakita AvyuM? nA! hajI sudhI 17
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________________ 258 AnaMda pravacana darzana mitrone mitra gaNyA, zatrune zatru samajyA nahi. zatrune mitranI keTimAM (paMktimAM) besADyA (gaNyA) mATe dharmane artha tathA paramArtha gaNavA chatAMye samyaktva cheTuM (TUra) che. teNe sana nigraMtha pravacana sivAya duniyAnA padArtha mAtra anartharUpa cheH nirarthaka che eTaluM ja mAtra nahi paNa anarthakara che, anartha rUpa che, A trIjuM pagathiyuM ! A sthiti saMprApta thAya tyAre pahele bhAva Avyo. "bhAva ! bhAva!" ema badhA pikArIe chIe paNa bhAvanuM svarUpa samajavuM joI... je hadayanA umaLakAne bhAva kaho te kayo manuSya dharmabhAva vagarane phare che? jeo potAnI jiMdagIne bhoga Ape che te hRdayanA umaLakA vagara nathI ApatA, paNa ahIM tamAre ka bhAva le che? pahelAM heyane heya tarIke nizcita kare, upAdeyane upAdeya tarIke nizcita karoH heya upAdeyane nizcaya kare temAM je bhAva thAya te pahele bhAva : A thayA chatAM paNa daridrIne mane ratha zA kAmanA ? nArakIomAM ghaNAye e rIte baLI rahyA che. nArakI mAM samakitI che AthI ja vadhAre dukhI che, kAraNa ke ene hRdayanI baLatarA che. aNasamajune lake vacce nA kare temAM tene duHkha thatuM nathI paNa samajune upayoganI lagIra zUnyatA thAya te pramANe javA jevuM thAya che. narkagatimAM mithyAvane kAMI thatuM nathI. samakitIne te kAyama e baLatarA thAya che ke amRtane AsvAda svAdhIna chatAM mUtranA kuMDAmAM meM meM ghAlyuM. dharma e amRta che, jyAre pApa e mUtra che. AbarUnI jarA uNapa thavAnA prasaMge AbarUdAranI chAtInAM pATiyAM bhIMsAI jAya che, paNa AbarU vagaranAne kazuM thatuM nathI. narakamAM samakitIne pUrvabhave mekSanA sAdhanarUpa manuSyabhavathI mekSa agara devaleka meLavavAne badale huM narakamAM AvyuM e mATe pArAvAra pazcAttApa thAya che. samakitI ane mithyAtvI banene naraka eka ja chatAM samakitI bhayaMkara bhUlane pazcAttApa cAlu hoya che. mATe nArakI javAmAM samakitIne vadhAre du:khI kahyA che.
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________________ pAMca prakAranA bhAva 250 naraka gatimAM vadhAre jJAna kema? prazna-naraka gati halakI chatAM tyAM jJAna vadhAre kema? samAdhAna-pakaDAyelA gunegAranI mAvajata sarakArane karavI paDe che. gunegArane gunAnI sajA bhogavAvavI joIe mATe sarakAra DAkaTara lAvI pachI gunegArane phAMsI de cheH muddo e che ke samajaNe karelA gunAnI sajA samajaNamAM karavAnI che, pApa karanAramAM vadhAremAM vadhAre jJAnavALA keTalA? kevaLI pApa bAMdhe ja nahi tema temane puNya paNa TakatuM nathI. mana paryAvajJAnavALA apramAdI sAdhune aMge paNa pApane prazna nathI. mati; zruta, avadhi ke vibhaMga, A traNa jJAnamAM karelA pApanI sajA bhagavatI vakhate teTalA pUratI (traNa jJAna jeTalI) te sAvacetI joIene! sAvacetIthI karelA khUnane aMge kaleraphema suMghADI phAMsI devAmAM AvatI nathI ? UlaTo je khUnI bebhAna thayela hoya to tene bhAnamAM lAvIne pachI sajA kare che. je ke atyAre avadhijJAnane viccheda nathI paNa te mAnavAne avakAza nathIH hoya ema mAnI zakIe paNa che evuM mAnIe kayAre ? parIkSAmAM pasAra thAya tyAre ! sajA vakhate sAvacetI joIe, mATe nArIne traNa jJAna niyamita che. samyagadaSTi temaja mithyAdaSTi bannene nArakImAM kSetravedanA samAna cheH paramAdhAmIkRta tathA parasparakRta duHkha samyagRSTine ochAM che paNa pazcAttApanuM dukha evuM jabaradasta che ke na pUcho vAta!!! duniyAdArImAM dekhAya che ke bhANAmAM pAMce paphavAna paDelA che, paNa jamatI vakhateya AbarU javAnuM duHkha enA hRdayamAM kevuM hoya che ! pote manuSyabhava hArI gaye, dharma ne ArAdhI za, UlaTe narkamAM Avyo enA pazcAttApanuM dukha samyagadaSTi nArakane ATaluM badhuM hoya che ke tenI pAse bIjAM dukhe kAMI hisAbamAM nathI ! jyAre nArakIne ATaluM duHkha thAya te tenA manoratha kevA hevA joIe ? kAraNa ke mane ratha vagara ATaluM thAya nahi ! paNa daridrInA mane ratha kUvAnI chAMyaDI jevA hoya che. tiryaMcanI gatimAM, pitAne
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________________ 260 - AnaMda pravacana darzana dharma hArI gayela dekhIne tatkAla anazana kare te tenI bhAvanA kayA prakAranI hoya? caMDakeziyA sarSanI vAta to dareka paryuSaNa parvamAM sAMbhaLe che H vicAre ke pAchale bhava hArI gaye e jANIne, je sApa jarA dabANa sahana na karI zake teNe ekarAone patharA khAIne UMdhuM mAthuM (daramAM) ghAlI pArAvAra vedanA sahana karI. te teNe pitAne svabhAva ke palaTAvyuM haze? tyAre zuM banyuM haze? pitAnI daSTimAtrathI jhADa-bIDane bALI nAkhe evo phodhI sarpa, pitAnI dRSTithI kaI mare nahi, AvI bhAvanAthI daramAM meM ghAlI paDa rahe e keTaluM hRdaya-parivartana ! jIvanano ke palaTo! je nAga AkhA vanamAM manuSyanI gaMdha paNa sahana karato nathI tene rabAraNe ghI paDe e zI rIte sahyuM haze ! dehamAM kIDI ArapAra nIkaLe e dazA sApanA bhavamAM sahana (samabhAve) thavI keTalI muzkela! mAtra be caTakAmAM ApaNI kevI dazA thAya che ? tIrthakaranA mAtra "bUjha re bUjha!" eTalA vacanathI e bhayaMkara daSTiviSa caMDakezika sarpane-e kALA nAgane jAti-smaraNa jJAna thayuM. have je mAtra samyagdarzana, jJAna ke viratithI sAphalya hoya te te tiryaMcamAM paNa che. te tiryaMcane bhava saphaLa kema nahi? paNa manuSyane bhava mokSanI nisaraNI gaNAya tenuM eka ja kAraNa che ke sesane anartha gaNIe tema cheDI paNa zakIe chIe. (1) nizcaya (2) pravRtti (3) vizvajaya (4) siddhi (5) viniyoga : bhAvanAnA A pAMca prakAra. bIjo bhAva pravRttirUpa chepaNa pravRtti karanAre eka vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavI ke eka DagaluM upADe to chAtIe jera AvavAnuM : UMce caDhavAnA prayAsamAM chAtIe jera na Ave e bane nahi ? mokSamArganA prayAsamAM khIlI khaTake na thAya e janazAsanamAM banavAnuM nathI, AmAe e prayAsa Adaryo ke gharanA hitaiSI gaNAtA zatru thaI ADe AvavAnA che, duniyAdArImAM dekhAya che ke chokarI sAsare jAya tyAre saMbaMdhIo rUe che tema ahIM paNa samajavAnuM che je chekarI bhAIbhAMDanA AMsu tarapha najara kare te sAsare jaI zake nahi; je e tarapha
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________________ pAMca prakAranA bhAva jue te ja sAsare jaI zake tevI rIte svarUpamAM javA ujamALa thayele AtmA saMbaMdhInAM AMsue tarapha najara paNa karatA nathI, je e tarapha jue te AgaLa vadhI zake nahi. e mArgamAM Dagale ne pagale vina che; kaho ke vidananI paraMparA che. hukamanAmAnI bajavaNuM kyAM thAya ? kamAnArane tyAM thAya ? devALiyA ke bhIkhAraceTane tyAM na thAyaH A AtmA AtmasvarUpane jhaMkhe, te prApta karavA mATe prayatna kare, te mATe taiyAra thAya, te vakhate ene mAladAra the dekhI karmarAjA hukamanAmAo bajAve che. mATe te vakhate te kethaLIo taiyAra rAkhavAnI che, chate nANe je hukamanAmAnI rakama na de tene cekIe jaIne besavuM paDe. tema A AtmA aDhaLaka riddhivALA che chatI zakitae egya raste na pravate te durgatirUpI cokInI beDIo taiyAra che. kahevAno muddo e che ke vidanone jItavA, vilAsa pheravavuM. pahelo bhAva heye pAdeyano nizcaya, bIjo bhAva pravRtti, trIjo bhAva vijaya. ATaluM thayA pachI paNa karelI mahenata mATImAM na maLe tevI sAvacetI joIe. eka munine kAussagnamAM avadhijJAna thayuM paNa IMdra-iMdrANInA rIsAmaNuM-manAmaNAM dekhI temane hasavuM AvatAM te cAlyuM gayuM; mATe cA bhAva siddhiH siddhine aMge eka tasu paNa pAchA haThavuM nahi. pAMcame bhAva viniyoga. have khAvAne svAda kayAre ? mAtra pote khAya teTalA mAtrathI nathI paNa bIjAne khavarAvavAthI sAro svAda, khare AhlAda che. potAne maLeluM bIjAne ApavAmAM ja parama svAda che. mATe zAstrakAroe dharmanI apekSAe Arya ane anArya evA be vibhAga pADayA. jyAM dharma akSara saMbhaLAya te Arya kSetra ane dharma akSara na saMbhaLAya te anArya kSetra. A vibhAga darekane dharmanI pravRtti mATe sUcaka che, te dharma nAmamAtra na joIe paNa vasturUpe joIe. zrI sarvaze kahela dharma vastu dharma che. tene kahenAra tIrthakara che. prabhuzAsanane pAmelAo bIjAne dharma pamADavAnI anekavidha kAryavAhI kare che te viniyoganI sArthakatA che.
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________________ 18che rAAna ane kyiA [ jJAna ane kriyA e bethI mokSa che. phakta jJAnathI agara phakta kriyAthI phaLanI siddhi thatA nathI. jJAnAcArAdimAM pravRttimaya AcAra ane nivRttimaya AcAre ema banne AcAra batAvyA che. A pravRtti ane nivRtti jaDa sAdhanothI dekhAya che. chatAM te bannene pravartaka AtmA che. pUrvabhavamAM kSApazamikabhAve karelI kriyAo A bhavamAM AgaLa vadhAre che.] jJAnathI ane kriyAthI levAnuM zuM ? zAstrakAra mahArAjA nyAyAcArya zrImAna yazovijayajI upAdhyAyajI mahArAja bhavya prANIonA upakArane mATe zrI jJAnasAra-prakaraNamAM AgaLa sUcavI gayA ke duniyAdArImAM ane zAsanamAM jJAnanI jarUra hovAthI jJAnane nirarthaka kahI zakAya tema nathI, ane tevI rIte kiyAthI phaLa meLavavAnuM hovAthI eTale saMvara-nirjarAthI mokSarUpa phaLa thAya che, tethI kriyA paNa nakAmI nathI. kriyAthI phaLa meLavAya che, A vAta lakSyamAM lAvIne kiyA niSphaLa che tema paNa kahI zakIe tema nathI. je jJAna ane kriyA saphaLa che, te be pakSa judA thavAnuM kAraNa zuM? jJAnanI saphaLatAmAM ane kriyAnI saphaLatAmAM aDacaNa nathI, paraMtu temAM mAtra thoDe matabheda che. jJAnavAdIoe jJAnamAtrathI sakaLa phaLanI siddhi mAnI ane kiyAvAdIoe kiyAmAtrathI sakaLa phaLanI siddhi mAnI, eTale jJAna-mAtrathI ke kriyA-mAtrathI phaLa siddha thAya che; A pUrve jaNAvelI mAnyatA agya che. jJAna ane kriyA potapitAnA hisAbanuM phaLa Ape che. te mATe jainazAstrakAre jaNAvyuM che ke jJAna kayuM phaLa Ape che? *
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________________ 263 jJAna ane kyiA jJAna prakAzana svabhAvane aMge prakAzarUpI phaLa jarUra Ape che. AthI cakSu vastune dekhADI de che; eTale vastune oLakhAvavI ane batAvavI temAM AMkha phaLa denArI che, paNa kAMTe batAvyA pachI kAMTo. kADhIne kAMTAthI Apatti dUra karavI te kAma cakSunuM nathI. bhejana dekhADayuM chatAM khAIne tRpti karavI te AMkha mAtrathI thaI zakatuM nathI. AkhanuM kAma kAMTe ke bhejana batAvavAnI jarUra pUratuM che. AthI aMdhArAmAM kAMTe kADhavA keIpaNa taiyAra nahIM thAya, kAraNa ke tyAM prakAza nathI. A sthaLe prakAza te dIvAne thavuM joIe, eNe prathama kAma karavuM joIe te thayuM nathI, ahIM aniSTanI nivRtti ke ISTanI prApti prakAzathI thaI zakatI nathI, kAraNa ke ekalA prakAzakasvabhAvathI kAMTAnI vedanA maTatI nathI. eTale ke cakSu Adine prakAzana svabhAva hovAthI cakSu kAMTe batAvavA. rUpI phaLa denAra che, paNa kAMTAne kADhavAthI thatu aniSTanuM nivAraNarUpa phaLa cahyuM ke davA mAtrathI thatuM nathI, mATe samagra phaLa jJAnathI thAya che tema kahI zakIe ja nahi. tema samasta phaLa kiyAthI thAya che, tema paNa kahI zakIe nahi. tema vagara dekhe kAMTe kADhavA paNa koI taiyAra thatuM nathI, mATe ekaluM jJAna kiyA vagaranuM ke jJAna vagaranI kiyA dhArelA ISTa phaLane ApI zaktA ja nathI. mATe jJAna ane kiyA e bethI ja mekSa che A nakkI karyuM, kriyAne pravRtti rU5 cAritra mAnIne ane jJAna-jJAnanAM sAdhane, tenI pravRtti badhuM jJAnamAM laI jaIne baMne levAM, mATe "jJAna-ziyAkhyAM bhakSa" kahyuM che. mAtra pravartAvArUpa cAritrane utpanna karanArI, TakAvanArI, vadhAranArI pravRttirUpa kiyA ahIM levAnI che. ekalI kriyA kema kahI? jJAnAcAra ne darzanAcAra zA mATe rAkhyA che? je kriyAthI bhinna jJAna levuM che, te pachI jJAnane AcAra ane darzana AcAra che ? jJAnAcAra ane darzanAcAra kahyA athavA jJAna ane darzana baMne kriyAne AdhAre thanArA, thaIne TakanArA, ane vadhanArA che, te pachI AcAra
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________________ 24 AnaMda pravacana na rUpI kriyAne kahIne te AkhA meAkSa mAga kriya!rUpa karI dIdhA. AthI kriyA AcArarUpa na letAM pravRtti rUpa kriyA lIdhI, jJAnane upanna karanArI, TakAvanArI, sthira karanArI, tema darzana-cAritrane utpanna karanArI, TakAvanArI, sthira karanArI, vadhAro karanArI, pravRttirUpa kriyA lIdhI. have ahI' kSAyA pazarmika bhAva darzanAdi NemAM vyApelA che. ahI kSAyeApazamika bhAve jJAna AvyuM hoya, ane te cAlyuM jAya, tA paNa te pAchuM jarUra maLe che. tema samyakatva pattu kALAMtare jarUra maLe che, tema tevuM cAritra cAlyuM jAya te te paNa kALAMtare jarUra maLe che. jo traNe kALAMtare maLavAvALI cIja che, eTale jJAna-dAnacAritra paNa gayA pachI maLavAvALA che, te pachI ahIM ekalI kriyA kema kahI ? 'kSAye paryAmaLe mATe cA yA yile thaya kSaye pamika bhAve je kriyA karAya te paDI jAya tA paNa tenA bhAvane vadhAranArI che. jo jJAna, darzana ne cAritra gaelu hoya te te pAchu Ave che. traNe gaelA pAchA maLe che, ane A niyama cheteA pachI ahI ekalI kriyA kema kahI ? tenu' samAdhAna thaze. pravRtti-nivRttirUpa AcAre. samyagdarzana-jJAna ane cAritra e traNe guNu rUpa judA laIe tA kSAyeApazamika--jJAna, darzana, cAritra traNe pAchA Ave. te traNemAM sarakhApaNuM kahevAmAM aDacaNa nathI. chatAM paNa the!DA pharaka che. je kriyA ahIM che te jJAnadarzanathI bhinna kriyA lIdhI che. ahIM je kriyA lIdhI che, te pravRtti nivRttimaya eTale pravartAvArUpa ane nivartAvA rUpa evI je kriyA te kriyA levAnI che, jJAna, darzana ane cAritranI paNa kriyA temAM AvI gaI che. jJAnamAM, danamAM ane cAritramAM pravRtti ane nivRtti ubhaya che. jJAnanI apekSAe jJAna, jJAnI ane temanAM sAdhanAnI bhakti-vinayaahumAna karavAM te pravRtti che, ane temanI AzAtanA vavI te nivRtti che. jJAnanA AcAramAM ane kriyA sAthe rahelI che. tethI kAle
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________________ jJAna ane kriyA 265 viSNuye" kALa, vinaya, bahumAna ane upadhAnAdi te pravRttirUpa che, ane nihava-trya MjanArdi te cAra nivRttirUpa che. jJAnAcAramAM cAra pravRttirUpa AcAra, ane cAra AcAra nivruttirUpa che, tema danAcAramAM paNu niHzaMkita vagere cAre nivRttirUpa che; ane vRdgha cirI'' upaahaNa. sthirIkaraNa--vAtsalya--prabhAvanA te cAra pravRttirUpa che. jJAnAcAramAM cAra pravRtti ane cAra nivRttirUpa che, tema danAcAramAM cAra pravRttirUpa ane cAra nivRttirUpa AcAra che, teA jJAnAcAramAM pahelAM pravRttirUpa AcAro ane pachI nivRttipa AcArI batAvyA; tathA darzanAcAramAM tA tethI UlaTA batAvyA, tenuM kAraNa zuM? eka pahelAM nivRtti ane bIjAmAM pachI nivRtti che. tenuM kAraNa e che ke gurUnA apalApa, vyaMjana a, tadrubhaya e cAre doSa TALavAnI vastu kayAre banavAnI ? jyAre kALa, vinaya, bahumAna ane upadhAnAdi-pUrNAMka zruta bhaNyuM hoya tyAre. jyAM abhyAsa na karyAM hoya tyAM gurUne apalApa, vyaMjanAdinA doSa TALavA vagere bane ja kayAMthI ? jyAM sudhI adhyayana na karyu hoya tyAM sudhI vyaMjanAdinA doSa ane gurUnAM apalApa eLavavAM zI rIte, tenI samaja kayAMthI paDe ? nAnAcAramAM pravRtti karavAnI pahelAM che, tethI kAlADhi-vinayanuM sevana ane dezanAcAramAM pAne zaMkA-kAMkSAdi rahita hoya te ja dharmanI prasaMzA kare. je dhamAM dRDha nathI te dhI-adharmInA vibhAge judA zI rIte pADe ? dharmanI dRDhatA vagara ene tAUlaTA dharmanA kAryAM nidApAtra lAge che. dhanI dRDhatA. ekalI dayA pAkArI hoya, ane yAne zabda pakaDayA hoya tevAoe samajavAnuM che ke avirata e tapelA geLA samAna che, ane eka Dagalu' te cAle te mahAhisA thAya; te pachI temanA sAdhu sAmA teo jAya teA mahA hiMsA thAya che chatAM temanA sAdhue koIne rAkatA nathI. e sAdhue hiMsAthI le!kene viramAvatA nathI. UlaTo emAM teo lAbha mAne che. je vastusthiti samajyA ja nathI
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________________ ra66 AnaMda pravacana darzana ane mAtra dayA zabda pakaDI rAkhyuM che, tevAone tyAM te sAdhunI sAme na gayA teTalA dharma, ane sAme gayA te adhama. temanI apekSAe te dayA pikAranArAo prazna kare che ke pUjA karatAM sAmAyika karIe te kema? A prazna karanArane kahejo ke tamArA sAdhu vahoravA nIkaLyA hoya, te vakhate sAmAyika laI bese te lAbha ke teTa? sAdhu AvavAjavAnA hoya te vakhate sAmAyika laI besI javAmAM teo avinaya rUpa pApa dekhADe che, ane sAmA AvavAnI pravRtti karavI tethI lAbha che. ema batAve che, "vaLAvavA gayA te dhama, ane sAmAyikamAM rahyA te adhamI " ema teo kahI de che. pUjA occhavamAM AjJA nathI ane pitAne levA AvavAmAM ane vaLAvavA javAmAM AjJA jAgatI che ? te samajavAnI jarUra che. 32 sUtra mAnI bIjA uThAvyAM zA mATe ? chatAM tamArAM batrIsa sUtromAM tame kaho che tevuM dayA saMbaMdhamAM zuM lakhyuM che? zrI sUyagaDAMgamAM hiMsAmAM pApa thAya che, paNa kayA kAraNathI ? te samajavuM joIe. arthadaMDa ane anarthadaMDa e be prakAranAM pApa gaNAvyAM che. arthadaMDamAM jJAti kuTuMbAdika gaNAvyAM che, tyAM pUjAmahotsava vagere anuSkAne gaNyAM nathI ane anarthadaMDamAM jaMgalanuM kApavuM vagere jaNAvyuM che. pUjA tyAM gaNAvI nathI; ane AdimAM nAgabhUtayakSa lIdhA che tyAM paNa jina lIdhA nathI. ahIM mULa hakIkata e che ke jene dharmamAM jANavApaNuM nathI, zaMkA-rahitapaNuM nathI, paramatanI abhilASAdinuM rahitapaNuM, kAMkSA ane tenuM phaLa saMdeha-rahitapaNuM nathI te zAsanamAnya vastune jANe zuM ? na jANe te sAcI vastunI ane tenI prazaMsA tene Ave ja kayAMthI? sthirIkaraNa vastu pitAne maLI na hoya te bIjAne zAsanamAM sthira zI rIte kare? pite sAce dharmane jANe nahIM te loke dharma jANe te buddhi Ave ja kayAMthI ? A badhuM dharmanI daDhatA thayA pachI ja Ave che.
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________________ jJAna ane kriyA 267* pravRttine ane nivRttine krama ? AthI jJAnAcAramAM pravRttirUpa AcArA pahelAM ane te pachI ja nivRttirUpa AcArA jaNAvyA che, danAcAramAM nivRtti-pravRttine krama jaNAvyA che. cAritramAM pAMca samiti ane traNa gupti che. temAM samiti pachI gupti lIdhI, AthI samiti e pravRttirUpa che ane guptie e nivRttirUpa manAya che. pahelAM gupti kema na lIdhI ? guptimAM na TakAya to pachI pravRtti karavI tema rAkhavu hatu ? AvA prazna karanAre samajavuM joie ke samiti e apavAda mArga nathI; nahitara tIrthaMkaranI dezanA paNa apavAdarUpa thaI jAya. mukhyatAe te sAdhuone samitinI pravRtti karavAnI che, ane samiti sivAyanA vakhatamAM guptimAM rahevAnuM che, ATalA mATe 'Avasahi nissihI' e paNa samAcArI che. daza prakAranA samAcArI dhama mAM makAnamAMthI nIkaLatAM Avasahi, ane makAnamAM pesatAM nisIhI kahevI. te paNa te samAcArImAMthI Avasahi e pravRttirUpa che; ane nisIhI nivRttirUpa che. cAritramAM pravRttirUpa ane nivRttirUpa ane kriyA mAgI. pravRttinA ane nivRttinA karanAra AtmA. AthI jJAna-darzana ane cAritrane aMge kSAyeApamika bhAvanI pravRtti, ane A traNenI pravRttine je aMza che, tene aMge jaNAve che ke A pravRtti zAthI bane che? te! kahe che ke ina-jJAna-cAritrane lIdhe pravRtti nivRttirUpa kriyA che. AthI ekalI kriyA che te cAritrarUpa nahi, paNa jJAna, darzana, cAritrarUpa sAdhAraNa kriyA levI. AmAM je kriyA dhAyu* phaLa meLavI de, temAM ja pravartAvu vyAjabI che. pazu phaLa maLyA pahelAM nAza pAme tevI kriyAne zuM karavuM ? kSAyeApamika bhAvathI jJAna, darzana-ke cAritra thAya, paNa chevaTe mI'Du che. rAja trikALa pUjana karanAra; be TAima paDikkamaNA karanAra, rAja vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLanArA, tithie peAsaha karanArA, ATalI sthiti chatAM aMta avasthAe vicArIe te pUjA sAmAyika paDikkamaNA pauSadha vagere kaMIka thatuM nathI. aMdaranI avasthAe dekhIe teA utpanna
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________________ 265 AnaMda pravacana duni thayelA jJAnadana ane cAritranA guNA e traNe guNA pAMca indriya tathA manane eTale jaDane AbhArI che; e khasyA te badhuM khasyuM. kSAye pamika bhAve jJAna-dana nAza pAme che. cAritra tA jarUra nAza pAme che, te tevI kriyA karavI kAmanI zI che ? AvI zaMkAvALAe samajavAnu' che ke AtmAnI nirmaLatAne AbhArI che. juo citrAmaNa thavAnu` raMganA AdhAre che. citra dorAze kAgaLa ke bhI'ta upara; paNa te kAgaLa para citra ra'gamaya bane che, ane pIchIthI citra:ya che. have citrAmaNu e raMga, kAgaLiyuM ke pIchI karatI nathI. paNa citrAmaNanA kartA paMcatArAnA jIva ta citra kare che. baMne ja jagyAe bhItamAM ke kAgaLamAM raMgathI ja bane che. pIMchIthI citrAya che, paNa pIchI raMga kAgaLa para citra karanAre tA citrane kartA te citArAnA AtmA che tema pravRtti-nivRtti jaDa jIvanamAM dekhAya che, paNa tene karanAra AtmA che. kSAyeApazamika-bhAvanI paraMparA, tethI citArA kAgaLa vATakI mUkI de, teA paNa bIjI pIchI, raMga ke kAgaLa maLe teA jhaTa citrAmaNa karavA mAMDe che. jo ke A AtmA indriyA ane mana vagere sAdhana maLavAthI tevI ratnatrayIne anusaratI pravRtti nivRtti turata kare che ema samajavu nahi; paNa AtmAmAM kanA kSayApama thAya tyAre ja A kriyA bane che. je jJAnAcAra, danAcAra ke caritrAcAranI kriyAe ajANapaNe bane che, temAM paNa kSayApazama kAma kare che, eTale kSayApazamane anusaratA bhAgyAya kAma kare che. ApaNe ghera ajANyuM. chekarA janmyA chatAM bhAgyAya hatA, tA ahIM janmyA. bhAgye.Dhaya hAya tA ajANyAne paNa jaladI rastA sujhe. ahI je pahelA bhavanA pUrA bhAgyazALI hAya te, jJAnAcAra, danAcAra ne caritrAcAranI pravRtti nivRttirUpa A cAramAM caDhI jAya. kaheA ke pahelA bhatramAM kSAyeApazamika bhAvamAM kriyA karI che, tyAre ja tyAM javAnuM mana thAya che. jene jANatA na hoie, chatAM
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________________ ra69 jJAna ane kriyA A phalANe hatuM ane mAre tenI sAthe vaira hatuM. jene dekhI kodha dhamadhame, neha thaye hoya te ghaTavA mAMDe che tethI samajavuM ke te pUrva bhavane vairAnusaMbaMdha che, jene dekhI neha vadhe che, ane ke ghaTe che te te pahelA bhavane mAre mitra che tema samajavuM. tevI rIte pahelA bhavamAM jJAnadarzanacAritranuM ArAdhana karyuM hoya tenA prabhAve A bhavamAM jJAnAdika tarapha ArAdhanA karavAnuM mana thAya che. AyuSya baMdha java mahAAraMbha kare, mahApArigraha rAkhe, paMcendriya prANIne vadha kare (jIvahiMsA) tathA mAMsane AhAra kare te narakamAM jAya che.. mAyA kare, khoTuM bole, khoTAM trAjavAM rAkhe, khoTuM telI de te evAM kRtyathI tiryaMcagatimAM jIva jAya che. svabhAvathI vinayavAna haya, dayAvALe heya, adekhAI vagarane hoya, te jIva manuSyanuM Ayu bAMdhe che. akAmanirjarA, ajJAnathI kaSTa karavuM, (tapa Adi) sarAgasaMyama, ne saMyamasaMyamathI jIva devagatimAM jAya che.
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________________ kaI90 vairAgyano viveka ka | [A saMsAramAM jIva sadA pravRtti karyA kare che paNa je Atma pitAnI zakti, sthiti ane saMjogone jeI udyama kare che te AtmA kArya siddha karI | zake che. saMsAramAM karelI badhI pravRtti padgalika sukha Ape che. AtmAne pudgalane svabhAva samajAya ke tU teNe te padgalika sukhane tyAga kare joIe. karmarAjA saMsAramAM ekaluM duHkha dekhADato nathI paNa myunisipAliTI kutarAne jema viSabrimita lADavA Ape che, tema sukhanI sAthe mizrita du:kha Ape che. ekaluM duHkha Ape te duHkhagarbhita vairAgya thAya. duHkhagarbhita vairAgyane artha barAbara samajyA vinA dIkSAmAM duHkhagarbhita vairAgyane joDanArAoe pUrI kALajI rAkhavI joIe. ceDA mahArAjA ane sanaskumArane thayelA vairAgyane paNa zA duHkhagarbhita vairAga kahetAM nathI te pachI dIkSAmAM jyAM tyAM duHkhagarbhita vairAgya kema lagADAya ? megarbhita vairAgyane paNa tene sAcA arthamAM samajavAnI jarUra che. susAdhutvane samarpanArI bhAgavatI dIkSA jJAnagarbhita vairAgya ja che. mArgamAM paDelAnI pUrvabhavanI ke pUrvaavasthAnI sthiti jovAmAM AvatI nathI paNa vidyamAna avasthA ja jovAmAM Ave che.] 1. pravRtti ane phaLa unnatine keNuM tarI zake? zAstrakAra mahArAjA nyAyAcArya zrImAn yazavijayajI mahArAjA zrI bhavya jInA upakAra mATe jJAnasAra prakaraNa nAmaka graMtha racI gayA che. prastuta graMthamAM zrImAna jaNAvI gayA che ke A saMsAramAM jeo AtmakalyANanI icchA rAkhe che, jeo A saMsAramAM dharmAthI tarIke javavA mAge che, jeo AtmAnA guNe prakaTa karavA mAge che athavA
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________________ vairAgyane viveka 271 te jeoe guNone avyAbAdha rIte rAkhavA mAge che te badhAe eka vastu jarUra vicAravAnI che ke huM tenA saMgamAM chuM. jagatamAM je mANasa potAnI sthiti ane saMganuM bhAna rAkhe che te ja bhaviSyanI unnatine notarI zake che ane e ja rIte je durbhAgI AtmAe pitAnI sthiti ane saMganuM bhAna nathI rAkhatA, teo avazya avanatine ja notare che. manuSya je pote manuSya tarIke jIvavA mAgatA hoya te teNe pote avanatine netaravI che ke unnatine netaravI che te saMbaMdhIne vicAra karI levuM joIe. A jagatamAM kAryasiddhi keNa karI zake e prazna vicArIe te spaSTapaNe mAluma paDaze ke je kaI jIvAtmA potAnI zakti, sthiti ane saMyoge jaIne te pramANe udyoga kare che, te ja AtmA A saMsAramAM unnati meLavI zake che ane kArya siddha karI zake che. je AtmA potAnI zakti, sthiti ane saMgone tapAsate nathI ane kArya kare che te kArya teNe vAparelA baLanA pramANamAM thatuM ja nathI. kahyuM che keH "yathAvasTamAma nivAne sArasaMghA" "je kaI kArya pitAnA baLAbaLane joyA vinA AraMbhAya che te kArya siddhine na lAvatAM kArya karanAranA kSayane ja laI Ave che. saMsAramAM ApaNe cAre bAjue daSTi nAkhIzuM to e ja eka vAta jovAmAM Avaze ke saMsAranA pratyeka jIvo dareka kSaNe, dareka paLe, are ! samayanA ochAmAM ochA parimANe paNa kArya karyA ja kare che. evo koI paNa samaya nathI ke je veLAe A saMsAranA cha pravRttizUnya hAya !! | pravRtti vinAne samaya ja nathI. sadA sarvadA A saMsArano pratyeka jIva kArya karyA ja kare che. te satata pravRttimAM joDAele ja rahe che. jIvAtmAnI A satata pravRtti joIne eka ziSya potAnA gurUne prazna karyo ke : "A saMsAramAM saMsArI jene mATe pravRtti vinAne samaya ?" gurue ziSyane javAba Apyo ke saMsArI jI mATe pravRtti vinAne e eka paNa samaya che ja nahi !" kevaLI bhagavAne ke jee A jagatane
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________________ ra7ra - AnaMda pravacana darzana AdhArabhUta che, ApaNuM bahumAnane pAtra che, anaMtAjJAnanA svAmI che, paraMtu teo suddhAM eka kSaNa mATe paNa pravRtti vinAnA nathI ja, badhA guNasthAnakamAM caudamuM guNasthAnaka e ja eka evI dazAvALuM che ke jyAM pravRttine abhAva che, paraMtu e guNasthAnakanI hastI keTalI -keTalA samayanI che tene vicAra karaje. madhyama svare pAMca hasvAkSa belatAM jeTaluM sabhya pasAra thaI jAya teTalA ja samayane mATe A guNasthAnaka che. ethI vadhAre samaya pUratuM caudamuM guNasthAnaka nathI. a, I, u, jha, le e pAMca havasvaro che. e pAMca svare madhyama vare eTale hasva tarIke belatAM jeTalo samaya jAya che teTalo ja samaya caudamAM guNasthAnakane che. je dIghA svara tarIke athavA uddAttapaNe e pAMca svara belIe te te te bolatAM jeTalo samaya lAge che, te samaya. caudamAM guNasthAnakanA samayathI vadhI ja jAya che. anudAtta svare bolIe te paNa te kAla caudamAM guNasthAnakane sAce kALa batAvI zakatuM nathI. mAtra madhyama svare A pAMca hasvAkSaro belIe ane te bolatAM jeTalo samaya jAya eTale ja samaya caudamAM guNasthAnakane samajavAnuM che. A pAMca hasvAkSaro madhyama svare bolatAM eTale samaya jAya teTalo ja samaya caudamA guNasthAnakane hAI eTale ja kALa A jIva pravRtti vinAne hoya che! ApaNo A jIva A saMsAramAM anAdi kALathI bhaTake che. paraMtu tene pravRtti vinAne samaya nAdi kALathI Aja sudhImAM kadI paNa prApta thayo ja nathI. A jIva A saMsAramAM pAMca-paMdara jiMdagIothI ja rakhaDatA nathI, te hajAro varasethI rakhaDe che ema paNa nathI, paraMtu te anAdi kALathI bhavabhramaNa para rahe che. A saghaLA bhavabhramaNamAM tene mATe eka paNa kSaNa evI AvI gaI nathI ke je kSaNamAM te pravRtti vinAne rahyo hoya! AthI ja zrImAnuM zAstrakAra mahArAjAe spaSTa rItie evuM kahI gayA che ke A jIvanI pravRtti pariNAma nipajAvyA vinAnI zUnya heya tema svane paNa mAnazo ja nahi! A jIvAtmA sthaLamAM,
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________________ vairAgyano viveka 276 jaLamAM, havAmAM game tyAM, game tyAre, game te sthitimAM ane game te saMgamAM haMmezAM pravRttivALe ja che, mAtra agiguNasthAnamAM jyAre te praveze che tyAre ja te karma pravRttithI zUnya bane che, paraMtu upara jaNAvI dIdhuM che tema e guNasthAnaka mAtra pAMca hasvAkSaro madhyama svare bolI zakAya eTalA ja samaya mATenuM che. bIjAM badhAM guNarathAnakamAM ane khuda teramA guNasthAnakamAM paNa jIva karma pravRttimAM joDAelo ja rahe che. badhI ja kriyAo phaLa Ape chevaLI bIjI eka dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI vAta e che ke A jIvAtmAnI A saghaLI pravRttio evI che ke te haMmezAM phaLa Ape che. niSphaLa jAya evI A jIvAtmAnI eka paNa pravRtti eka paNa kALane mATe hoya evuM nathI banatuM. jIvAtmAnI pravRtti anAdikALathI ja che ane anAdikALathI ja tenI e pravRtti phaLa devAvALI che. jIvanI anAdikALathI pravartatI saghaLI kiyAe phaLa ApavAvALI. che ane te niyamita phaLa Ape jAya che. te uparathI ja e. siddhAMta 25STa thAya che ke "yA yA kriyA sA sA phalavatIH"--je je kiyAe A jIvAtmAne hAthe ghaDAya che te saghaLI kriyAo-saghaLI pravRttio phaLa ApavAvALI hoya che. A saghaLI carcA uparathI have ApaNe zuM niSkarSa nIkaLe che. te joIe. ApaNe kiyAne mAnya rAkhIe chIe. bIjI vAta e che. ke hamezAM jIvAtmA kiyA karyA ja kare che te vAta ApaNe svIkArIe chIe ane trIjI vAta ApaNe e paNa svIkArI che ke caudamAM guNasthAnaka sivAya haMmeza mATe A jIvAtmA satata pravRttivALe che; ThIka, vicAravAnI je mukhya vAta che. te hajI have Ave che, tene. vicAra karIe. A jIvAtmA anAdikALathI kriyA karyA ja kare che, te kriyA vinA rahI zakatuM ja nathI ane tenI A saghaLI kiyAe phaLadAyI che. te mukhya prazna e che ke e saghaLI kriyAonA pariNAma rUpa phaLa maLe che te phaLo ISTa che ke aniSTa che ? phaLo be 18
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________________ 274 . AnaMda pravacana darzana prakAranAM che : ISTaphaLa ane aniSTaphaLa. jo dareka kiyA mAtranuM phaLa ISTa ja heta te te pachI kAMI jevAnuM ja nA raheta ! kAraNa ke AtmA anAdithI kriyAzIla che ane kriyA mAtranAM phaLa ISTa hoya te te pachI ApaNe AtmAne dhanyavAda ApI ApaNe ApaNAM ahobhAgya ja mAnavAM paDe ! paraMtu kharI vastusthiti e pramANenI nathI. phaLa be prakAranAM cheH ISTaphaLa ane aniSTaphaLa athavA te zubha phaLa ane azubha phaLa. dareka kiyAmAtranAM ApaNe be phaLa kabula karI dIdhAM. ApaNe e paNa vAta mAnI lIdhI che ke yiA paNa anAdinI che. ThIka have AgaLa vadhIe. 2. pIlika sukha. mAgyAM te metI maLe. kriyA anAdikALathI thatI AvI che e mAnya rAkhIe ane te be prakAranAM phaLa Ape che e vAta paNa svIkArIe, pachI e prazna sahaja uddabhave che ke anAdikALathI avyAhatapaNe je kiyA cAlI AvI che te kriyA zubha che ke azubha che arthAt e phaLe ISTa che ke aniSTa che ? anAdithI kiyA thAya che, e kiyA phaLa Ape che, paraMtu e phaLa zubha che ke azubha che te khAsa vicArI jovAnI jarUra che. kahevata che ke mAgyAM te metI maLe, paNa bhIkhane mAthe, tema e metI paNa bhIkha dvArA maMgAyelA hovAthI te metI tyajavA gya che. te ja pramANe ahIM paNa samajavAnuM che. anAdikALathI A mArga bhUlyA rakhaDela AtmArAmabhAI je bhAMgapheDa karyA kare che arthAta je pravRtti karyuM ja jAya che ane tethI je kAMI phaLa sukhamAM pariName evu maLatuM hoya, te paNa yAda rAkhavAnuM che ke e sukha kAyAnuM che-zarIranuM che, puddagalanuM che, paraMtu AtmAnuM pitAnuM e sukha te che ja nahi ! AtmA ane pudgalene saMyoga. AtmA anAdikALathI je pravRtti karyA kare che, te dvArA te je phaLa meLave che te baghAM phaLethI AtmAne evuM sukha nathI maLatuM
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________________ varAgyane viveka 275 ke je sukhane ApaNe AtmAnuM potAnuM sukha kahI zakIe. AtmAne A AkhAya bhavamAM AtmasvabhAvanuM je sAcuM sukha che te sukha bhegavavAne kadI vakhata ja maLatuM nathI. caudamuM guNasthAnaka ke je guNasthAnaka sauthI chellAmAM chelluM che, tyAM agIkevalIpaNAmAM ja mAtra kama pravRtti nathI. A sivAya saMsAramAM sarvatra karmapravRtti bharelI che ane e karma pravRtti phaLa te paudgalika sukha che. anAdikALathI jIvanI je kriyAo thayA kare che te saghaLI kiyAe A rIte paugalika sukha Ape che. galika sukha eTale jIvAtmAna ane pudagalene saMbaMdha ! AtmAno ane pudgalene saMga thAya che tyAre tenAthI AtmAne sukha maLe che. e pudgale je zubha hoya te AtmA sukha anubhave che paraMtu te sukha anubhavatAM chatAM dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnuM che ke e sukha te mAtra padagalika sukha che. badhA ja pagale sukhanA ja maLyA kare, duHkhanuM nAmanizAna paNa na hoya ane jIvAtmA sukhI dekhAto hoya te paNa tenuM e sukha te AtmAnuM sukha nathI ja. AtmAnA svabhAvanuM sukha te ene A mAge kadI maLatuM ja nathI. je AtmA, AtmAnA sukhane pasaMda kare che, te AtmA saMsAranAM AvAM sukhene kadI Iccha nathI, paraMtu tene te dhikakAra ja Ape che. gulAmI dazAmAM je zeTha bahu zrImaMta maLI gayo hoya te sevakane paNa nityanA mevA-mIThAI ane mAlapuDA upara ja hAtha mAravAnuM maLe che, paraMtu A mevA-mIThAIne paNa sajjano pasaMda karatA nathI. jemane kUtarAnI mAphaka gulAmImAM ja paDyA rahevAnI Teva che temane ja gulAmInA mevA-mIThAI pasaMda paDe che, jene gulAmInI Adata nathI, jenA svabhAvamAM gulAmI pacI gaI nathI, jenA hRdayamAM gulAmI upara ja hAra bharAyA nathI tevA AtmAo te svapnAmAM paNa gulAmInI mIThAI cATavAne mATe taiyAra thavAnA nathI e nizcaya che.
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________________ 276 AnaMda pravacana darzana khAMDanA lADavAmAM jhera. A jIva anAdikALathI karmapravRttimAM joDAele che, tethI te paugalika sukha meLave che ane e sukhamAM rAcate te AnaMda pAme che, paraMtu jyAre AtmAne pugalane svabhAva khabara paDI Ave ke tu te ja kSaNe AtmAe paNa myunisipAliTInA jheranA lADu samajIne e sukhane tyAga karavo ghaTe che. myunisipAliTIvALAo. kUtarAne jhera ApIne mAre che, paraMtu teo cakhuM jhera ApatA nathI. khAMDanA lADavAmAM jhera bheLavIne teo kUtarAne khavaDAve che. kUtare prathama te e jherane pArakhI zakatuM nathI. te ene mIThe lADu ja mAnI le che, tenI mIThAza upara moha pAme che, tene khAdya samaje che. lADa khAvA yogya che ema mAne che ane te lADa khAvAnI. pravRttimAM joDAya che, paraMtu je tene khabara paDI jAya ke e khAMDane lADa te aMdarakhAne haLAhaLa jherathI bharelo che, te pachI khAvAnA padArthone gulAma banela ene e ja kUtare e lADavAnI sAme paNa jevAne icchatuM nathI. kUtarAne mIThAIne svAdanI khabara che, mIThAI mIThI che ema te jANe che, sAkaranA lADavAnI mIThAza tenA khyAlanI bahAra nathI ja chatAM te samaje che ke A mIThe lADave mahAbhayAnaka jherathI bharela. che ane tethI ja te e mIThA lADavA mATe have AgaLa dhapate aTakI ja jAya che. jema mITho lADe e kUtarAne mATe kharekhara mIThe nathI ane temAM mIThAza ane prANahArakatA baMne rahelAM che te ja pramANe saMsAramAM maLatAM pagalika sukha e paNa myunisipAliTIe taiyAra karelA jheranA lADu jevA ja che. kUtarAo ekaluM jhera khAtA ja nathI. ekalA jherane joIne teo so gAu dUra bhAge che, tethI ja myunisipAliTI temane mATe khAMDa ane jhera e baMnenA bhegA lADu banAve che te ja pramANenI apa-Tu-DeTa goThavaNa jIvAtmAene mATe karmarAjA paNa karI rAkhe che.
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________________ vairAgyanA viveka 177 kaeNrAjAnA kapaTayAza karAjA jANe che ke jo te ekaluM duHkha ja ApyA karaze tA A sa'sAra cAlaze nahi. sasAramAM satra ekaluM duHkha ja bharelu haze te tyAMthI badhA ja bhAgI jaze. A sthiti na UbhI thAya te mATe karAjA paNa sukha ane duHkha baMne bhegAM karI Ape che ! katarAne haNavA mATe jema myunisipAliTI khAMDa ane jheranA bhegA lADavA banAve che, te ja rIte mANusAne kabaMdhamAM nAkhavA mATe karmarAjA paNa mANasAne duHkhamizrita sukheA ja Ape jAya che. karAjA sArI rIte jANe che ke jagatarUpI cAka che. e jagatarUpI cokamAM vivarUpa kUtarAo bharelA che. e kUtarAone jo duHkharUpI jhera ekalu' ja ApyuM jaIza tA teo e jhera khAvAnA nathI, mATe mAre e jhera paNa kharIrUpI sukha sAthe bheLavIne ja ApavAnI jarUra che. AvA ja AzayathI te karAjA AtmAone nirbheLa du:khA na ApatAM sukhanI sAthe ja duHkheA Ape che. sukhane pariNAme duHkha. jema meha pAmelA kUtarA jherathI mizrita evA khAMDanA lADu AnaMdathI khAya che ane mIThAI AnaMDhathI khAI gayA pachI tene mane ke kamane kaDavAza paNa pacAvavI ja paDe che. te ja pramANe sukhathI meAha pAmele! jIva paNa duHkhamizrita sukhane grahaNa karI le che, te AnaMdathI sukha pacAvI le che, paraMtu jyAM teNe AnaMdathI sukha pacAvI lIdhuM ke tyAra pachI tu tene tyAM du:kha paNa bhAgavavuM ja paDe che ! myunisipAliTI kUtarAne mATe moTA kharce mANasA rAke che, temanI pAse lADavAe taiyAra karAve che ane te lADavA jyAM jyAM kUtarAo hoya tyAM tyAM peAtAnA mANasA dvArA jAte paheAMcaDAve paNa che. myunisipAliTI ATalA badhA parizrama laIne kUtarAne lADavA paDeAMcaDAve che, paraMtu temAM myunisipAliTInA Azaya kanarAene mIThAI khavaDAvavAnA tA che ja nahi, kUtarAone jhera khavADavuM e ja temaneA Azaya che; paraMtu kUtarAo ekaluM jhera nathI khAtA, w
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________________ ra78 \ \/\/\/\/\/\ \ /\/\/\/\_/ / - ~ AnaMda pravacana darzana tethI ja teo khAMDanA lADavAnI sAthe ja jhera khavaDAvavAne prabaMdha je che. 3. duHkhagarbhita vairAgya. duHkhagarbhita vairAgya yo? myunisipAliTIne uddeza te jhera khavaDAvavAne lagate che, paraMtu te uddeza pAra pADe te mATe katarAne lebhAvavA te baraNI athavA khAMDa vApare che, e ja pramANe karmarAjA paNa samaje ke je, huM ekaluM jherarUpI duHkha ApIza te tenuM pariNAma to e ja Avaze ke jagata du:khagarbhita vairAgyamAM ja cAlyuM jaze. ahIM dukhagarbhita virAgyane sAcA artha samajavAnI kALajI rAkhaje. atyAre te ApaNI e sthiti che ke ApaNe moTebhAge du:khagarbhita zabdano durupayoga karIe chIe. A saMbaMdhamAM eka bAbata janatAe dhyAnamAM rAkhavA jevI e che ke zAsana premI jenIo paNa A viSaya para eka mithyAtvanuM vAkya bele che. koI mANasa raLate kamote na hoya ane dIkSA le, to tarata tame kahI de che ke e duHkhagarbhita vairAgya che. keIne vyApArAdi vyavasAyamAM hAni thAya ene te dIkSA le, te paNa tame kahI nAMkhe che ke e paNa duHkhagarbhita vairAgya ja che! mAthuM kApIne pAghaDI bAMdhI. e ja pramANe putra athavA putrIne mAtApitA Thapako Ape ane teo vairAgya dhAraNa kare te paNa tame kahI do che ke e paNa dukhagarbhita vairAgya che. A rItanAM tame je je vAkyo bole che te kharekhara kAMI paNa saMzaya vinA mithyAtvathI bharelAM ja hoya che, AvA saghaLA prakArone tame duHkhagarbhita vairAgyanuM nAma ApIne tame vairAgyanI eTale sAdhupaNAnI kiMmata uDAvI de che. tame sAdhupaNAnI kiMmata mAnya rAkhe che, tenI mahattAne svIkAro cho, paraMtu e vairAgyane duHkhagarbhita vairAgyanuM nAma ApIne te tame mAthuM kApI
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________________ vairAgyane viveka nAkhIne pachI pAghaDI bAMdhe che. A saghaLI dIkSAone jeo duHkhagarbhita vairAgya kahe che, teo saghaLA vairAgyanuM mAthuM kApI nAkhIne ja pachI tene pAghaDI baMdhanArA che. sAdhupaNune te tame sAruM mAne cha-sAdhupaNuM kharAba che ema tame mAnatA nathI ja. paraMtu A rIte tame e sAdhupaNAnI kiMmata halakI ja pADe che e vAta tamAre khUba khUba samajI levAnI jarUra che. tamane, pahelAM te amuka vairAgyane dukhagarbhita kahevAnI sattA che ke nahi te ja vicArI jovAnI jarUra che. ApaNe jANIe chIe ke cothI copaDI bhaNanAra chokare meTrikyulezananI parIkSA laIne meTrika(esa.esa.sI.)nA vidyArthIone pAsa karI zakatA nathI. te ja pramANe, amuka vairAgyane du:khagarbhita vairAgya paNa te ja kahI zake che ke jene vairAgya saMbaMdhInuM pUrepUruM jJAna che. meTrikyulezananAM pepara tapAsavAne mATe yunivarsiTI meTrika pAsa thayelAone rekatI nathI. arthAt meTrika pAsa thayelAone paNa meTrikanA vidyArthIone pAsa nApAsa karavAne adhikAra yunivarsiTI mAnya rAkhatI nathI, paraMtu e kAryane mATe niSNAta grejyueTone ja te pasaMda kare che. e ja pramANe vairAgyanI paNa parIkSA karavAno adhikAra che tevA ja puruSane che ke jeo e sabaMdhamAM pUrepUrA niSNAta thayelA che. vairAgyathI sarvathA anabhinna mANasa verAgya upara pitAne abhiprAya pragaTa kare che te AMdhaLo. sUryanuM varNana kare, ane vaLI sUryanuM e ja varNana sAcAmAM sAruM che evuM kahe tenA jevuM che. Dhaga lAMbo vakhata na cAle. koI mANasa phArasI bhASA na jANatuM hoya tevAne kaI vyakti phArasImAM lakhAyele kAgaLa laIne Ape ane kahe ke "bhAI A kAgaLa vAMcI Apa te? have pelo phArasI bhASAthI ajANyA mANasa maDhA sAme kAgaLa dharI rAkhe, tene Amatema uthalAve ane pachI. kalpita samAcAra gaThavI kADhIne kahI de ke 'misTara, tamAro kAko marI gayA che. to A mANasane tame ke kaheze vArU? paNa e ja kAgaLa
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________________ 280 _/\/ AnaH pravacana duni tame phArasI vAMcanArAnI pAse vaMcAvA ane te mANasa tamAne e kAgaLa vAMcIne ema kahI de ke "tamArI vahune piyaramAM che!karA AvyA che !" te have phArasI jANanArAe kAgaLa vAMcIne kahelA A samAcAramAM tame jarAya zaMkA lAvaze. kharA ? AvA sa`yegamAM jeNe phArasI bhASA jANyA vinA ja tamemAne kAgaLa vAMcavAnA DeLa karIne je samAcAra kahyA hatA te samAcAra kahenArane tame jUThe ja kaheze ke bIju kAMi ? je mANasa pAte phArasI jANatA nathI chatAM phArasI kAgaLa vAMcIne tamArA kAkA marI gayA' evuM kahenArAne tame jADe! athavA gappIdAsa kahe! che te ja pramANe varAgyane paNa jANyA vinA je varAgyanu sarTiphIkeTa ApI de che ke A tA duHkhagarbhita vairAgya che te paNa jUTho athavA gappIdAsa ja che ema koI kahI de te! tema atizayAkti jevu che kharu ke ? varAgya mATe have tA varase thayAM vAte ane carcA cAlyA ja kare che, chatAM dilagIrInI vAta che ke du:khagarbhita verAgya keAne kahevA te saMbaMdhamAM paNa tame kAMI jANavAnI tasdI ja lIdhI nathI ! du:kha itanu lakSaNa tame pAte ja samajI zakathA nathI, paraMtu tamee duHkhalita evuM vAkatha sAMbhaLyuM che eTale acare acare rAma"nI mAphaka tame te vAkaya yAda karI rAkhyuM che ane prasaMga Ave che eTale e pArake zabda tame caNI nANAnI peThe vApare jAo che. AvI rItanA calaNI nANAne vAparatAM pahelAM e sikko sAcA che ke banAvaTI che te jovAnI paNa tame darakAra rAkhatA nathI. du:khabhi tapaNAnI chApa kayAre ? du:khagarbhita vairAgyanA tame te eve ja artha karI rAkhyo che ke je koI du:khI thaI ne sAdhupaNAne grahaNa kare che te du:khabhita vairAgya che. zAstra verAgyanI tamArI A vyAkhyA svIkAravAnI ghasIne nA pADe che ! eka saMbadhI khIjA saMbadhInA tyAga kare, vepAradhaMdhAmAM bhAre kheATa Ave, paisA cAlyA jAya, nAkarI cAlI jAya, sagAsaMbadhInA maraNu nIpaje evA ghaNA prasaMge athavA te temanA koi eka
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________________ dhara.gyane viveka 282 prasaMgathI prerAIne je kaI jagatane tyAga karavA mAge agara dariyAmAM ke kUvAmAM bhUke mArIne AtmahatyA kare te tyAM tene duHkhagarbhita verAgya che. have tame vicAra karo ke AvA sthAna para tame kadI du:khagarbhita vairAgya e zabda vAparyo che kharo ? duniyA tyAganA AvA kArya para tame svapna paNa du:khagarbhita e zabda vAparatA nathI. ThIka, have duniyAtyAganI vAta javA daIne jagatanA kSetramAM praveza karo ane duniyAdArImAM du:khagarbhita varAgya kevo hoI zake che tene vicAra karo. ahIM duHkhagarbhitapaNuM che. dhAro ke eka trIsa pAMtrIsa varSanI vidhavAkulIna strI che. A strIne -aDhAra varSane eka ja chokare che. bAI chekarAnA dhAmadhUmathI lagna kare che ane putravadhU laI Ave che, akasmAta karmavazAt evuM bane che ke A bAIne pelo chokaro maraNa pAme che. putravadhU vidhavA bane che! A bhayAnaka saMkaTathI zeka ane ciMtA pAmIne te bAI sAdAM vastro paheravAnAM choDI de, kALAM vastro paheravA mAMDe, nyAtajAtamAM javAAvavAnuM baMdha kare, miSTAnna uparathI tene rAga UtarI jAya, ghareNAM tene apriya lAge. A saghaLI sthitinuM kAraNa zuM che te vicAre. putranuM mRtyu ane navaparaNitA putravadhUnI vidhavAvasthA. e saghaLuM pelI bAInA tyAganuM kAraNa che mATe e paNa duHkhagarbhita vairAgya che. kadApi ema thAya ke pitAnI mAtA maraNa pAme, pitA bIjI strI lAve, oramAna mAnI sAthe phAvaTa na Ave ane tethI tene dIkaro juduM ghara kare, pitAnA gharano tyAga kare ane svataMtra thAya enuM nAma paNa duHkhagarbhita verAgya che. A prasaMganI mahattA samaje. keAI sagAsaMbaMdhInuM mRtyu thAya che tyAre ghaNA mANaso amuka samaya sudhI mIThAI na khAvAnI, meLAvaDA mijalasamAM na javAnI ane AnaMda-upabhogamAM sAmela na thavAnI pravRtti svIkAre che, kAraNa ke nehInA maraNane lIdhe temane jIva AnaMda uparathI UThI gayela hoya
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________________ 282 AnaMda pravacana darzana che e paNa duHkhagarbhita vairAgya che. A saghaLA raMganuM bahu ja sUkamapaNe avalokana kare. ane temAMthI e vastu zedhI kADho ke A dukhagarbhita vairAgyavALAne sAMsArika vastuo uparathI moha dUra thayo che ke nahi? bApa pAse lAkha rUpiyAnI pUjI hoya. bApa navI bAyaDI paraNI lAve ane te bAyaDIne chokaro thAya. have bApa be bhAIo vacce potAnI pUMjI vaheMcatAM navIne chokarAne paNa lAkha Ape ane jUnInA chokarAne pa lAkha Ape A vakhate pitAnA A kAryathI korakata banele jUnIne dIkaro badhA ja paisAne tyAga karIne eka paNa paise lIdhA vinA ghara tyAgIne cAlyo jAya, e prasaMganI mahattA vicAre. icchA chatAM tyAga karavo paDe che. A prasaMgamAM e chokarAne zuM lakSmI upara tiraskAra Avyo che ema tame kaheze? nahi ja ! je kaI sAro mANasa vacce paDe ane enA bApane samajAvIne e milakatane samAna rIte vaheMcAve te pachI e chekare paisA levAnI nA pADe kharo ke nahi ja. pitAno. yuvAna putra maraNa pAme ane yuvAna vadhU vidhavA thAya e sayAgemAM mAtA miSTAnna tyAgI de che paraMtu dhAro ke deva sAkSAt thaIne pelA chokarAne sajIvana karI Ape to pachI pelI mAtA miSTAnnane tyAga kare kharI ke? ' kahevAno artha e che ke A chokarAne tathA e mAtAne lakSmI ke miSTAnna upara te tyAga Avela ja nathI, teo miSTAnna athavA lakSamI te jhaMkhe che ja, paraMtu saMsAranA pratikULa saMgonI chAyAne lIdhe ja e padArthonI temane IcchA chatAM temane e padArthothI dUra rahevuM paDe che-eka rIte kahIe te nirUpAyavazatAthI ja baLAtkAre temane dUra rahevuM paDe che. AvI sthitimAM ja mAtra duHkhagarbhita vairAgya kAma kare che. duHkhagarbhitapaNuM kayAre UThI jAya amuka padArtha athavA amuka sthiti pratye pyAra che. paraMtu e.
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________________ vairAgyane viveka 283 padArtha athavA e sthiti azakaya che eTale tene tyAganI pratijJA thatI nathI ane tenA tyAganI pratijJA karIne te pramANe pravartAtuM nathI e sthitimAM ISTa padArthothI dUra rahevuM e duHkhagarbhita vairAgya che. paraMtu. jyAM e padArthonA tyAganI pratijJA karavAmAM Ave che ane te pratijJA pramANe pravRtti paNa thAya che eTale tyAMthI duHkhagarbhitapaNuM UDI jAya. che. pachI vairAgyane mArge je pravRtti thAya, sAdhutvane mAge je pravRtti thAya te pravRtti athavA te sAdhutAne ApaNe kaIpaNa rIte duHkhagarbhita vairAgya kahI zakatA nathI. keNika ane ceDA mahArAjA magadhanareza zreNika mahArAja ane ceDA mahArAjAne prasaMga ahIM vicAravAnI khAsa jarUra che. ceDA mahArAjane ghaNuM putrIo hatI, temAM calaNuM atyaMta svarUpavatI hatI. zreNika mahArAja potAnA putra abhayakumAranI sahAyatAthI celaNane paraNI zakyA hatA. zreNika mahArAjane celaNathI halla, vihala ane keNika evA traNa putro jamyA hatA. mahArAjA zreNikane rAjamukuTa zreNika pachI keNikane mAthe mukAyo hato ane zreNikanI eka devI metInI mALA tathA eka daivI siMcANe hAthI rAjakumAra halla-vihallane maLyA hatA. e mALA paheravAnI eka vakhate keNikanI patnIne IcchA thaI! halla- vihalla pAse hAra mAgyuM. paNa temaNe ApavAnI nA pADI dIdhI ane tethI halla-vihallane mahArAjA keNika sAthe vera baMdhAyuM. kaNikanA bhayathI halla-vihalla potAnA mAtAmaha ceDA mahArAjane tyAM pahoMcI gayA. keNikane khabara paDI ke halla-vihallane mahArAjA ceDAe Azraya Ape che eTale te ja kSaNe mahArAjA koNi ke ceDA mahArAjane hallavihallane pitAne soMpI devAnuM pharamAna karyuM paraMtu ceDA mahArAje A pharamAna svIkAravAnI nA pADI ane temaNe zaraNe AvelA halla-vihallane soMpI devAnI keNikane nA pADI dIdhI. - bhayaMkara vizvayuddha : keNikane A vAtanI mAhitI thatAM ja teNe sainya laIne ceDA mika devI kAmaka vakhate temAM Ara dhAruM
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________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana mahArAja upara caDhAI karI. jaina itihAsakAre kahe che ke keNika ane ceDA mahArAja vacce thayelI A laDAI evI bhayaMkara hatI ke jenI bhayaMkaratA jagatanuM kaI paNa prAcIna arvAcIna mahAyuddha teDI zakayuM nathI ! ane e yuddhamAM jeTalo janasaMhAra thaye hatuM eTale bIjA koI paNa saMgrAmamAM thavA pAmyuM nathI. A yuddhamAM ceDA mahArAja parAjita thayA hatA. vijetA thayelA keNikane jaya maLyuM hatuM. paraMtu te je devI hAthI tathA devI hAra levA mAMgate hato te te laI zake nahi, kAraNa ke yuddhamAM hAthI maraNa pAmyA hatA ane hAra devee laI lIdhuM hatuM. krodhe bharAyelA keNike ceDA mahArAjanI rAjadhAnI vizAlA nagarI (vidyamAna adhyA)ne nAza karI nAMkhyo. A samaye ceDA mahArAjanA aDhAra mitrarAjAo paNa keNikanA baLathI bhaya pAmI nAsI gayA hatA ane keNi ke khaMDiyera karelI adhyA upara potAnuM vera vALavA haLe gadheDAM jeDIne te vaDe AkhI vizAlAnagarI kherAvI nAkhI hatI! eka rAjane mATe A prasaMga kAMI ochA saMkaTane na hate. ceDA mahArAja A duHkhathI ja gaLe zilA bAMdhI DUbI maravA mATe kUvAmAM paDayA hatA. ane A pracaMDa saMkaTa eka rAjAne mATe kAMI ochuM na hatuM. AvA mahAsaMkaTamAM AvI paDelA ceDA mahArAje jyAre jagatnI nazvaratA jANIne zrImatI bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra karyo tyAre zAstrakAroe te dIkSAne ane vairAgyane anumodana ja ApyuM hatuM. AvA du:khI prasaMge thayelI dIkSAne paNa zAstrakAroe du:khagarbhita vairAgyanI kaTimAM dAkhala karI dIdhI na hatI ! A duHkhagarbhita vairAgya nathI. ceDA mahArAjAnuM A kRtya kevuM che tene pharI pharI khUba vicAra karo. chatAM A vairAgyane paNa zrImAna zAstrakAra mahArAjAo duHkhagarbhita vairAgya kahetA nathI. ceDA mahArAjAne te daivI sahAya hatI. temanuM eka paNa bANa khAlI na jAya evuM temane dee varadAna ApyuM hatuM. Ama chatAM temane atibhayaMkara saMkaTo veThavAM paDyAM hatAM
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________________ vairAgyano viveka 28pa ane tene pariNAme ja temaNe dIkSA lIdhI hatI. chatAM zAstrakAro tene duHkhagarbhita vairAgya kahevAne taiyAra thayA nathI ane AjanA baholAo moTA chApAmAstara thaI gayA che. teo tarata kahI de che. ke "amathAcaMde te te marI gaye eTale dIkSA lIdhI che ne ? e to duHkhagarbhita vairAgya che." juo A AjanA paMDitanI prakhara paMDitAI?" have ahIM vicAre ke zAstrakAroe A sthitimAM paNa ceDA mahArAjanA vairAgyane duHkhagarbhita vairAgya kema nathI kahyo? zrImAna. ceDA mahArAjAnA A kAryane duHkhagarbhita vairAgya evuM nAma zAstrakAra, mahArAjAe zA mATe nathI ApatA tenA marmane jarA vicAra karo. tyAM dhamane nizcaya hato. zrImAn ceDA mahArAja gaLe zIlA bAMdhIne maraNane mATe paDayA. e vAta te sAcI che. paraMtu ema karatAM pahelAM temaNe vrata paccakakhANa kIdhAM hatAM, pApa sarAvavAnuM karyuM hatuM. tethI ja temaNe karelA. kAryane dharmatatvane jANanArA zAstrakAra mahArAjAoe du:khagarbhita vairAgya kahyo nathI ! have tame vicAra kare ke ahIM AtmaghAtamAM. ane ceDA mahArAjanI sthitimAM zuM taphAvata che? taphAvata mAtra eTale. ja che ke ceDA mahArAja ema ne ema kuvAmAM paDayA na hatA, paraMtu trata paccakakhANa, Alecana, niMdana, gahana e saghaLuM karI tatpazcAta. ja temaNe pRpApAta karyo hate. vratapazcakakhANanI je pravRtti ceDA mahArAje karI hatI te ja kAraNathI temane vairAgya dukhagarbhita gaNAya, na hate ! arthAt A uparathI ema spaSTa thAya che ke vrata paracakhANAdinI sapravRtti e dukhagarbhitapaNAne TALanArI ja che. Aje jeo du:khagarbhitatAnI vAta kare che tevAnI manAsthitine tamAre khyAla karavAnI jarUra che. koI mANasa tratapaccakkhANamAM Ave che eTale tarata ja AjanA TIkAkAro cAMdale ceDI devA taiyAra ja che! sAmAnya avasthA hoya, rAjavaibhava te dUra rahya paNa sAdhAraNa dazA heya, khAdhepIdhe sukha hoya, bIjI kAMI durAvasthA na hoya ane te virati le te paNa ApaNe baTakabAlA TIkAkAra tarata tene kapALe.
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________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana cAMdalo karI devA taiyAra ja che ke, are ! A to du:khagarbhita vairAgya che ! A AjanA TIkAkAronA hAthamAM bicArAonI pAse aMguThe kaMka te che ja nahi ? temanI pAse meMza taiyAra che. meMza aMguThe bharelI taiyAra rAkhe che ane jyAM jarA keInuM kapALa dekhAyuM ke A TIkAkAro tene kALe cAMdalo karI devAne te bicArA taiyAra thaIne UbhelA ja hoya che ! AvA TIkAkAroe cAMdalo karavAnuM potAnA bhalA mATe choDI de emAM ja teonuM kalyANa che. paraMtu TIkAne ja jIvana mAnanAra temane koNa samajAvI zake ? - tamAre cAMdalA nakAme che. jeo dharmaniSTha che, jeo dharmanI AsthAvALA che, jeo dhamapriya che, tevAnA kapALamAM paNa AvA TIkAkAre meMzane cAMdale lagAvI de che, tyAre have dukhagarbhita vairAgya kone kahe te samajI . je kaI duniyAdArInA kAraNasara kaMTALyA che, e kaMTALAnA du:khamAM paNa teo duniyAdArInuM sukha mAnI rahyA che. chatAM e sukha paNa hisAbamAM rahe nahi, eTale e sukhathI dUra rahevAnI pravRtti Adare enuM nAma te duHkhagarbhita vairAgya che. duHkhamAM paNa je Atmahitabuddhine dhAraNa kare che. tapazcakkhANanI pratijJA kare che ane jiMdagIne aMta lAve che tevA prasaMgene zAstrakAro kadI paNa duHkhagarbhita vairAgya kahetA ja nathI. ceDA mahArAjanuM daSTAMta ahIM pharI vicAraje. tenuM rAjya jAya che. sAmrAjya naSTa thAya che, aDhAra mAMDalika rAjAo cAlyA jAya che, pitAnI nagarI naSTa thaI tyAM khetara thAya che ane tethI te pRpApAta kare che chatAM tyAM vrata paccakhANanI pravRtti thAya che. eTalA ja kAraNathI zrImAna ceDA mahArAjA duHkhagarbhita vairAgyanI kALI TIlImAMthI bacI jAya che. tyAM du:khagabhita zabda vAparyo che ke ? zrImAna ceDA mahArAje maravAnuM zA mATe yogya mAnyuM hatuM te vicAre. du:khamaya kAraNathI bacavAne mATe ja temaNe maravAnuM
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________________ 287 vairAgyane viveka pasaMda karyuM hatuM. e maravAnI vRttine AkhuM jagata phiTakArI ja kADhe ane temaNe ApaghAta karyo hate ema ja kaheta! paraMtu tema ja mAthA uparanI kALI TIlIne bacAvI lIdhI hoya to te eka mAtra temaNe karelI vratapaccakhANAdi pravRttie ! ApaNe ceDA mahArAjanA kRtyane sAruM gaNIe chIe tenuM kAraNa e ja che ke temaNe dhArmika pravRttio AdarI hatI, tyAre Aje te ApaNe sAdhupaNuM lenArane kapALe ja TIluM tANavAne mATe taiyAra banI jaIe chIe. AvA TIkAkArane pUchI te juo ke bhAIo; koI chokaro nApAsa thaIne kuvAmAM ke dariyAmAM paDyo hoya temane tame kadI du:khagarbhita vairAgya kahyo che khare? kadI nahi !! tamArA jevA badhA nathI. strIo khUNe pALe che, nyAtajAtamAM javAAvavAnuM choDI de che ane miSTAnna Adino tyAga kare che tene tame duHkhagarbhita vairAgya kahevAne taiyAra nathI paraMtu je keIe vrata lIdhuM ke keIe sAdhutA dhAraNa karI to tarata ja tenA kapALamAM dukhagarbhitatAnuM TIluM karavAne mATe ApaNuM aMguThe meMza taiyAra hoya ja! kaI vrata na le te tene tamAre meMzane cAMdale karavo nathI. keI strI paNa sAthe laDIne kUvAmAM paDe tene tame duHkhagarbhita kahetA nathI paraMtu je keIe vratapaccakkhANanI pravRtti hAtha dharI ke TIkAkArone DAghiyo hAtha kALI TIlI karavAne taiyAra ja che! tamAre te prayojana ja na hoya te paNa du:khagarbhitanI kALI TIlI karavI che tyAre zAstrakAro te vivekavRtti rAkhIne paNa e kALI TIlImAMthI bacAvI le che - cekabuM mithyAtva. ceDA mahArAjAne je saMkaTa paDayuM tevuM saMkaTa tamArA te khyAlamAM paNa AvI zake tevuM nathI. tamArI kalpanAmAM paNa e vAta AvI zakavAnI nathI ke emane paDeluM saMkaTa ane emanuM thayeluM apamAna kevuM gaMbhIra hatuM ane AvA pracaMDa saMkaTathI prerAIne ja ceDA mahArAja AtmatyAga karavA prerAyA hatA! chatAM temaNe vratapaccakakhANAdimAM
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________________ 288 - AnaMda pravacana darzana pravRtti karI hatI eTale ja temanuM kArya dukhagarbhitapaNAnI keTImAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gayuM hatuM. have ahIM khUba vicAraje ke saMkaTathI prerAIne Atmavisarjanane mATe prerAyA hatA chatAM jemaNe vrata paccakakhANAdinI pravRtti karI hatI te duHkhagarbhitAvasthAmAMthI bacI gayA hatA, te pachI saMsArI saMkaTanA lIdhe ja je cothuM vrata le arthAt brahmacaryavrata le, pauSadha kare, sAmAyika kare ane sAdhutA grahaNa kare tene tame kevI rIte duHkhagarbhita vairAgya kahI zake ? ane jo tame AvAM vacane kahI ja do te e tamAruM mithyAtva ja che ke bIjuM kAMI? mahArAjA sanaskumAra, phArasI bhASA na jANakAre phArasI bhASAne kAgaLa vAMcavAne DhoMga kare te tevAM DhoMgIne tame daMbhI ke pAgala kahI do te pachI. ApaNe paNa dIkSA ane vairAgyarUpI parabhASArUpa paramadharmone samajyA. vinA tenA upara paNa chApa mArI ApIe to emAM paNa ApaNe mUrkhAI ane daMbhazIlatA ja vidyamAna rahelI che, ema kahI zakAya ke bIjuM kAMI? have e ja mArge AgaLa vadhIne sanakumAra mahArAjAnuM AkhyAna tapAsa. IMdra mahArAjA pitAnI sabhAmAM manuSyalakamAM rahela sanaskumAra cakInuM rUpa vakhANe che. temAM zraddhA na rAkhanArA keIka devatA tenuM rUpa pratyakSa jevA Ave che. A vakhate sanakumAra cakI nAkhavA mATe taiyArI kare che, lUgaDAM tathA AbhUSaNa dhAraNa na karyA hovA chatAM iMdra mahArAjAe jevuM varNana karyuM hatuM tethI paNa adhika rUpa te dee nihALyuM. sanakumAra cakIe dene pUchyuM ke "kema avAgamana thayuM che ?' javAba maLyo ke, "ApanuM rUpa manahara sAMbhaLI te jovA mATe AvyA chIe." tyAre sanaskumAra cakIe kahyuM: "je vakhate rAjyasana upara mukuTa, AbhUSaNa ane vastra paherIne besuM tyAre jovA Ave te barAbara rUpanI khAtrI thaze." tyAra pachI devatAo rAjasabhAmAM jevA AvyA. cakI tyAM pAna khAIne beThA hatA. cakIe pAnanI
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________________ vairAgyanA viveka 18 pIcakArI karI temAM ghaNAM ja jaMtu devatAnA jovAmAM AvyAM. te joI devatAonAM mAM pharI gayAM. cakrIe pUchyuM: kema ?' pachI devatAoe sAcI hakIkata kahI. A rIte peAtAnA zarIramAM jatue thayAM che te jANI, zarIrAdikanI asAratA jANI vairAgyavALA thayA ane rAjya, rANI, Rddhi, vagere cheADI cha khaMDanA svAmIe rAgI avasthAmAM cAritra grahaNa karyuM. AvI dIkSA paNa mAnya rahI che. e sanatkumAra mahArAjA jyAre rAgI avasthAne pAmyA ane zarIre kIDA paDayA, tyAre temaNe rAjapATanA tyAga karIne dIkSA lIdhI hatI. sanatkumAra mahArAjAe rAgIpaNAmAM dIkSA lIdhI hatI te uparathI evI zaMkA Avaze ke rAgI avasthAmAM dIkSA na ApavI evA zAsranA nirdhAra che ane sanatkumAra mahArAjAe te rAgIpaNAmAM dIkSA lIdhI hatI teA pachI e dvIkSA ayeAgya dIkSA kahI zakAya kharI ke nahi ? mahAtmA sanatkumArane mAtra sAdo tAva ke udharasa na hatI. tene sAdhAraNa rAga na hatA para Mtu kuSTha jevA mahAbhaya'kara roga lAgu paDele hatA, rAmerAme kIDA paDelA hatA ane kIDA khadabadata! hatA, pAse UbhA rahenArane paNa tenA zarIramAMthI durga MdhI pasaratI jaNAtI hatI. AnA karatAM te vaLI bIjo mahAbhayAnaka rAga kevA heAya ? AvA mahAbhayaMkara rAgIe dIkSA lIdhI teA paNa zAstrakArAe te DhIkSAnA virAdha nathI ja karyAM. sanakumArane devaleAkavAsa. tame e vAta tA sArI rIte jANA che ke cakravatI maraNa pAme che eTale te narake ja jAya che, e ja pramANe sanatkumAra paNa cakravatI hatA eTale te marIne svarge nahi para Mtu narake ja javA joie, chatAM sanakumAranA saMbaMdhamAM tevu banatu hoya ema ApaNe joyuM nathI. jyAre sanatkumAre kALa karyAM tyAre te narake nathI gayA, paraMtu devalAka pAmyA che. have jo temaNe aMgIkAra karelI dIkSA e apeAgya dIkSA ja hAta ane te pApasvarUpa ja hAta te tenuM e ja pariNAma Avata ke sanatkumAra mahArAjA narakamAM ja gayA hAta ! samAre 19
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________________ 290 AnaMda pravacana darzana lIdhelI dIkSAne agya dIkSA mAnIe to temaNe grahaNa kareluM sAdhupaNuM e paNa asAdhutArUpa ja kare che, ane temaNe lIdhelI sAdhutA e sAdhutA ja na hoya te teo cakavatI tarIke kAyama che ene jayAM teo cakravata tarIke ja kAyama che eTale teo kALa karIne narakamAM ja javA joIe. evuM spaSTa ane sAdhAraNa buddhithI samajI zakAya evuM che. vastu ane virati, have sanaskumArane saMbaMdhamAM zAstra zuM kahe che te juo. zAstra kahe che ke teo kALa karIne narake gayA na hatA paraMtu devakane pAmyA hatA ! sanatakumAranA A daSTAMta uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke viratinI agyatA ane vastunI agyatA e baMne bhinna vastu che, ane jeo virati ane vastunI bhinna svarUpe nathI samajI zakatA tevA aNasamajuo viratinI agyatAne vastunI agyatAmAM laI jAya che ! A vastu spaSTapaNe samajavAne mATe ApaNe eka udAharaNa laIe. zAMtilAlabhAIne hAthamAM mahAra che. temanA hAthamAMthI e bIje koI mANasa jhuMTavI le che ane nAsavA mAMDe che. AthI zAMtilAla paNa tenI pAchaLa paDe che ane te pelA mANasane pakaDI pADIne tenA hAthamAMthI mahAra jhuMTavI le che. have A udAharaNane bahu ja sthiracitte ane take pUrvaka vicAra karo. vastu ane viratine judA rAkhe zAMtilAla ane kAMtilAla banneya ekabIjAnA hAthamAMthI mahera jhuMTavI laIne nAse che. banneya jaNa mahera jhuMTavI le che mATe te baMneya mahera jhuMTavI lenAra cera che evuM ApaNe A udAharaNamAM kadI paNa kahI zakavAnA nathI. zAMtilAla paNa mahora jhuMTavI le che e vAta sAcI che. paraMtu te pote mahorane mAlika hovAthI tene mAthe ApaNe cerIne Aropa mUkI zakatAM nathI.
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________________ vairAgyane viveka 291 A ja daSTie virati mATenI agyatAne zAse vastunI agyatA mAnI lIdhI ja nathI. e ja daSTie zAstrakAre A udAharaNanI paNa vicAraNA karelI che. dIkSA e zAsazuddha che. sanaskumAra rogI hatA, bhayaMkara regI hatA, ruMvATe rUMvATe tene roga hato, AkhuM zarIra rogathI khadabadI gayeluM hatuM. chatAM temaNe dIkSA lIdhI che. te zAstrakAroe khullI rIte ane keIpaNa jAtanA apavAda vinA ja mAnya rAkhI che. sanaskumAranI A dIkSAne ApaNe je sAcI dIkSA na mAnIe te temanuM sAdhupaNuM paNa mithyA che, ane tema thAya te pariNAma e ja Ave ke kudarata temane devaloke javA ja na de ! paraMtu kudarata tene devake javA de che. eTalA ja uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke temanuM sAdhupaNuM e kudarate ja mAnya rAkheluM che. A uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke virati ane vastu e bane judA ja paDe che. have A vAta bAju para rAkhe ane ApaNI vicAraNA AgaLa calAve, ke sanaskumAre zarIramAM bhayaMkara rogo thavAthI, kIDAthI AkhuM zarIra khadabadI UTheluM hovAthI, reme reme tene kIDA paDelA hovAthI temaNe vairAgya lIdhelo, to pachI tene A vairAgya te dukhagarbhita vairAgya kharo ke nahi? dharmabuddhi hoya tyAM zuddhatA che. tamArI A zaMkAne javAba zAstrakAre spaSTa nakAramAM ja ApI de che. teo sApha sApha jaNAvI de che ke A duHkhagarbhita vairAgya nathI. tame duHkhagarbhitanI chApa mAravA mATe tamArI pAse meMzane dAbaDe taiyAra rAkhI ja mUkyo che. paraMtu zAstrakAronI pracaMDa zakti AgaLa ahIM tamArI meMza ogaLI jAya che. zAstra to A saMgamAM pukArI pukArIne spaSTapaNe kahe che ke duHkhagarbhitapaNuM tenuM ja nAma che ke jyAM dharmanI buddhi eka aMza paNa hetI nathI. e sivAya jyAM dharmabuddhi che, tyAM paNa jo tame chApa mAravA jAo, te tamArI e chApa mithyA Thare che.
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________________ 292 AnaMda pravacana darzana jemAM karmathI bacavAne saMskAra ja nathI, jemAM trata paracakhANadinuM astitvapaNuM ja nathI, jemAM dharmanI lezamAtra paNa buddhi nathI. tevI ja vastune duHkhagarbhitanuM nAma ApI zakAya che. saghaLe sthaLe ApaNe dukhagatinuM nAma ApavA jaIe to te keIpaNa rIte gya TharavA pAmatuM ja nathI. paraMtu evI pravRtti mithyAtvamAM ja pariName che. tamAro sikko beTe che. have e prazna saheje udabhave che ke AvA saMgamAM dIkSA laI sAdhupaNuM lenArane paNa je dukhagarbhita vairAgyanI keTImAM ApaNe nathI mUkI zakatA, te pachI kyA sAdhune ApaNe dukha garbhita vairAgyanI kakSAmAM dAkhala karI zakIe chIe? je sAdhu trata pacaphakhANa AdimAM kAMI ja samajate na hoya, je sAdhu AtmakalyANamAM kAMI paNa na samajate hoya, jenAmAM dharmabuddhi ja na hoya tevA sAdhune vairAgya te ja mA dukhagarbhita verAgya kahI zakAya che. A saghaLI carcA uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke-jemAM dharma, dharmabuddhi ane vrata paracakhANAdinuM astitva ja nathI, tevA vairAgya e duHkhagarbhita vairAgya che ane jyAM karmapAzamAMthI chUTavAnI, vrata paccakakhANanA AcaraNanI athavA te dharmanI vRtti rahelI che, te duHkhagati vairAgya nathI. A vastune ApaNe samajatA nathI. paraMtu ApaNe te eka sikko banAvI rAkhe che ane te ja jyAM tyAM mAratA jaIe chIe. 4. mahagarbhita vairAgya. mehagarbhitanI chApa paNa beTI che. katarI hoya ke kALotarI hoya, paraMtu te kazAne bheda joyA vinA ajJAna TapAlI jema kALo sikako badhe ja mArate jAya che, te ja pramANe tame paNa A dukhagarbhitapaNAne sikko vagara jANe dIdhe rAkhe che !! jema duHkhagarbhita vairAgya e cheTe prayoga ApaNe vAraMvAra thate sAMbhaLIe chIe, te ja pramANe mehagarbhita
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________________ vairAgyano viveka 23. vairAgya e zabdane pravega paNa vAraMvAra beTI rIte te ApaNe joIe chIe. moTo bhAI dharmanI prabaLa AkAMkSAthI dIkSA le athavA te bApa dharmanI prabaLa vRttithI dIkSA aMgIkAra kare, ane tenuM joIne tene nAne bhAI athavA te dIkare dikSA le, te tarata jagata tene kahI deze ke "e te mohagati vairAgya che !" A pramANe ApaNe sikkAone bahu sastA banAvI rAkhyA che ane jyAM kAMIka ApaNe vicArapUrvaka na karI zakIe evI bhavya vastu joI ke ApaNI nirbaLatA chupAvavA ApaNe taiyAra karI rAkhelo sikako tyAM mArI daIe chIe. - - chApano durUpayoga. have mohagarbhita vairAgya ke haI zake te samaje. jyAM mithyAtva prasareluM che jyAM mithyAtvanI ja kiyA sadA sarvadA cAle che, tenA ja saMskAra ane kiyAne yoge mithyAvanI mAnyatAe saMskArathI je chUTavuM tenuM ja nAma mehagarbhita che. meha eTale zuM ? tene artha pahele samaje. eka gRhastha sAmAyika karavA beThA hoya, tene sAmAyika karavA beThelA joine te gRhasthanI patnIne athavA te tenA nAnAbhAIne sAmAyika karavAnI vRtti thAya ane teo sAmAyika karavA besI jAya, e mehagarbhitapaNuM nathI ja ! mehane artha te mithyAva e thAya che. e mithyAtvanI paraMparAnA yA dekhAdekhInA saMskAra dvArA paMcAgni tapa Adi je karavAmAM Ave che tenuM nAma mehagarbhitatA che. mehagarbhitatA ane duHkhagarbhitatAnA sikkA ApaNe keTalA badhA bedarakArIthI ane beTI rIte vAparI rahyA chIe, te A uparathI spaSTapaNe jaNAI Ave che. 5. jJAnagarbhita virAgya atyA? rajavara tyAre have sahaja e prazna thaze ke jJAnagarbhita vairAgya kene kahevo joIe? AtmA A saMsAramAM zA mATe rakhaDe che ene vicAra kare. AtmA A saMsAramAM rakhaDe che tenuM kAraNa karma
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________________ 194 AnaMda pravacana duni che, AtmA karma karIne A gatamAM rakhaDavA ja kare che, AtmAnA e rakhaDapATa baMdha pADavA mATe karmonA kSaya karavAnI jarUra che' AvI bhAvanApUrNAMkanA je vairAgya che te ja eka mAtra jJAnagati vairAgya che. jJAnagabhita varAgyamAM eka te jIvanI zraddhA hAvI joie. khIjuM kama ane karmabaMdhana ja AtmAne A sa'sAramAM rakhaDAve che ityAdi saghaLI vastue sahita kanI zraddhA hAvI joie. trIjuM karmIne lIdhe AtmA A sasAramAM rakhaDe che, e rakhaDapaTTI TALavAnA mArga te virati ane tapazcaryA che, mATe virati ane tapasyA karavAM joie eTalI buddhi ane mAnyatA A saghaLI vastue jyAM hAya, tevA saghaLA vairAgyA jJAnagarbhita vairAgyanI keTImAM AvI jAya che. vicitra manevRtti. AjanI A jagatanI pravRtti tA evI ja dekhAI Ave che ke ApaNe mAta, du:khagabhirthAta ityAdi zabdo raLe sthaLe vAparIe chIe, paraMtu jJAnagarbhita zabda vAparatAM leAkeAnAM mAthAM pharI jAya che ! jemaNe paudgalika sukhAthI leAchala bharelA A jagatane mithyA gaNu, jeNe AtmAne vaibhava ene ja sArA mAnyA ane e vaibhavanI khAtara ja jemaNe sa'sAranA parityAga karI paramapratApI zItalazAntikara evA vairAgya dhAraNa karyA, tevA sAdhuonA vairAgyane mATe jJAnagarbhita zabda vAparatAM paNa ApaNuM mAthuM du:khe che. saMsAranA pAra sAdhavA vyavahAranA tyAga karIne sAdhu thayA temane mATe jJAnagarbhita vizeSaNa khelI zakAtuM nathI, paraMtu paLe paLe jenAthI apamAna thatu hoya, chatAM tenI pAsethI paNa kAMI jharatu hAya agara kAMI dravya jharatuM na hoya, to tevAne mATe ApaNe jhapATAbaMdha khelI daIe chIe ke : maherakhAna sAheba !' janatAnI A bhayAnaka manAvRtta kevI vicitra che? tenA jarA khyAla karI. susAdhutA mATe zuM jarUrI che? rAjAne tyAM je putra avatare che, te putra rAjaputra thavAne yAgya che ke kema te ApaNe tapAsatA nathI. rAjAne tyAM avatarelA putra
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________________ vairAgyane viveka 295 bhUtakALamAM - gayA janmamAM pApa karavAvALo hato ke puNya karavAvALA hato te ApaNe jotA nathI. tenI pAse AgalA janmamAM paisA-TakA hatA ke te bhikhArI hato te kaI tapAsatuM nathI. tenA AgalA bhavanA mAbApa kuLazIla hatA ke nIca hatA te koI jotuM nathI, e ja pramANe te rAjagAdIe besIne bhaviSyamAM rAjAnA guNene yegya nIvaDaze. ke kema te paNa ApaNe jatA nathI. vartamAnamAM paNa tenA zarIramAM khoDakhAMpaNa hoya to tene paNa ApaNe dayAnamAM letA nathI, paraMtu te rAjAne tyAM cAvatare che eTalA uparathI ja ApaNe tene rAjakumAra kahIe chIe ane tene vartamAna, bhUta ke bhaviSyakALa ApaNe jetA nathI. jema rAjAne tyAM janma e ja rAjaputratva mATenI yogyatA che, te ja pramANe vrata paccaphakhANa AdinI kriyA e ja susAdhutA mATenI yogyatA che. A dharmabhAvanA che, tyAM zuddha sAdhutva che. rAjAne tyAM je janme che te rAjakumAra che, pachI te bhUtakALamAM game te hoya, te ja pramANe jenAmAM dharmanI bhAvanA che, je kamarUpI gherazatrunA pAzamAMthI chUTavAne mATe ja tyAgI thaye che ane je vrata paccakhANa AdimAM joDAele che te paNa pUrvAzramamAM du:khI hato ke sukhI, tene bApa ke bAyaDI marI gayAM hatAM ke nahi athavA te. teNe vepAramAM khoTa khAdhI hatI ke naphe karyo hato ane temAMnA kayA kAraNathI prerAIne teNe sAdhuva graDaNa karyuM hatuM e badhuM ApaNe jovAnuM nathI ja. jenAmAM sAdhutvavasthAmAM vrata paccakakhANAdi rahelAM che, jenAmAM dharmabuddhi che ane karma pAzathI chUTavAnI AzAe jemaNe sAdhutA grahaNa karelI che, evA saghaLA prasaMgo dvArAe dazyamAna thatuM sAdhutva e susAdhutva ja che ane evA sAdhutvane samarpAyelI zrImatI bhAgavatI dIkSA e sugya dIkSA heI, tenI bhUmikA rUpe pravartate varAgya e avazyameva jJAnagarbhita vairAgya ja che. ahIM pUrvAzrama na jovAya ! je AtmA vrata paccakakhANa AdimAM Utaryo che te AtmA.
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________________ Ta ** 296 AnaMda pravacana darzana pUrvAzramamAM paisAvALo hato ke garIba hato e jovAnI jarUra ja rahetI nathI. tame juo cho ke e taddana daridra e bhikhArI hoya ane te dIkSA grahaNa kare to cakavatAM suddhAM tene name che. ahIM je pUrvAzramanI riddhi e ja zAstrIyatA ane vyavahAra hoya to bhikhArI sAdhune cakavatI kadApi vaMdana na ja karata! paraMtu ApaNe joIe chIe ke vyavahAra te nathI. eTalA parathI e siddha thAya che ke pUrvAzramanI riddhi athavA daridratA jevAnI jarUra ja nathI ! pahelA bhavamAM bhikhArI hoya, are ! pahelA bhavanI vAta dUra rahI, paraMtu gevALiyAne rAjA dattaka putra TharAvIne rAjaputra tarIke svIkArI le eTale pachI ApaNe tenI pUrvAzramanI riddhi na jotAM tene salAme ja bharavA mAMDIe chIe. sAco mArga, jema rAjaputra tarIke dattaka Avele pahelA riddhivALA hoya ke nahi te ApaNe jotA nathI, te ja pramANe dharma kSetramAM paNa pahelAMnI avasthA jeDene kaze ja saMbaMdha nathI. jene dharma priya che, jenI dharmamAM vRtti che ane dharmamAM ja je kalyANa mAne che tene te e jovAnI jarUra ja nathI ke A sAdhu thaele mahAtmA sAdhu thayA pahelAM jhaverI bajAramAM besIne hIrA vecate hato ke mAthe Dabo mUkIne ghAsaleTanI pherI karato hato. te to tenI vidAmAna jJAnapriya evI sAdhu avasthAne ja nihALe che ane e jJAnarucine joI tenA parama pratApI vijayI vairAgyane jJAnagarbhita vairAgya tarIke ja kabUla rAkhe che. A ja kAraNathI dharmazAstravettA evA mahAtmAe samyagdarzana, samyajJAna ane sammacAritra ene ja mekSane mArga kahyo che. paraMtu Rddhi, yaza ane parivAra ene mekSamArga kahI dIdho nathI. zuM zAstrakAranAM vacanenI A gRDhatA tame kadI vicArI che? taravAra laIne UbhelA prabhavasvAmI. jema vyavahAramAM A bhavanI dazA jovAmAM Ave che ane tenA pahelAMnA bhave jovAmAM AvatA nathI, te ja pramANe dharmanA kSetramAM paNa vidyamAna avasthA ja jovAmAM Ave che, AgalI pAchalI avarathAo,
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________________ carAgya viveka 297 jovAmAM AvatI nathI. A vastu tame barAbara samaje, prabhavasvAmI pUrvAvasthAmAM kevA hatA ? pAchaLathI AkhA saMghanI dorI temane kema sAMpAI te tamArA khyAlamAM sArI rIte AvI haze. carama kevaLa ja dhrUsvAmI gRhasthapaNAmAM zreSTha putra hatA. temanA dIkSA levAnA nirdhAra tharyAM, eTale te nirdhAra temaNe mAtApitAne jaNAvyA. mAtApitAe jabRsvAmIne dIkSA levAne mATe mahAmusIbate majUrI ApI. A vakhate ja khUsvAmInI bhAvi ATha patnIone e vAtanI khabara paDI, pati lagna pachI bIje ja divase dIkSA leze e jokhama veThIne paNa temanI ATheya patnI temanI sAthe paraNI, paraNyA pachInI pahelI rAte eka eraDAmAM jaMbUsvAmI beThA hatA. ane temanI ATheya patnI tenI sAme beThI hatI. e ATheya patnIA ja spRsvAmIne saMsArAsakta thavAnA upadeza ApatI hatI ane ja dhrUsvAmI temane dIkSAnA pratibeAdha ApatA hatA. e vAta je eraDAmAM cAlatI hatI tenI samIpanA ja eraDAmAM prabhava nAmanA 500 ceArane svAmI taravAra laIne UbhA hatA ane temanA sAthIe tyAMnI mAla-milakatanAM peATalAM bAMdhI rahyA hatA. ! pelA eraDAmAM ja mrUsvAmI peAtAnI patnIone tyAganA je upadeza ApI rahyA hatA, tenA zabdo prabhavane saMbhaLAtA hatA ane jema jema e zabdo prabhava cAra sAMbhaLatA gaye tema tema tenuM haiyu tyAgane mArge DhaLyu ! jyAM pelA cArI rahnA vagere bAMdhIne bahAra javA lAgyA ke temanA caraNA ja jANe tyAM thaMbhI gayA !! prabhavanuM hRdaya ja khUsvAmIneA upadezAmRtathI dravI UThayuM ane prabhava cera vicAra karavA lAgyA ke je dhana rAvisa ujAgarA karI jIva ke jAnanI paNa huM darakAra karatA nathI tevuM dhana tathA AvI suMdara strIe teA A mahAtmA pAse che, chatAM te sava cheADI de che, te mAre AvuM dhana cArIne zuM kAma che? tarata ja temaNe ja dhrUsvAmInI pAse jai peAtAnA maneAbhAva jaNAvI dIdhA ke 'mahArAja ! huM paNa ApanI sAthe cAritra levA mAguM chuM" ane te ja kSaNe ja khUsvAmI, prabhavasvAmI, temanA
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________________ 298 - AnaMda pravacana darzana pAMcaso sAthIo, jaMbusvAmInI ATha patnI ane te saghaLAnAM mAtApitAo e badhAMe maLIne te ja kSaNe pAMcase sattAvIza mANasoe dIkSA lIdhI ! pUrvAzrama ADe na Avyo. e prabhavasvAmI te pUrvAzramanA mahAna taskara ! are ! meTAmAM meTA dhADapADu ane jabarA luMTArA ! nagaranA ke gharanA daravAjA baMdha karyA hoya te paNa potAnI tAlaghATinI vidyAnA prabhAvathI teo baMdha daravAjA kholI nAMkhI zakatA hatA ane nagaramAM tathA rAjabhavanamAM praveza karI zakatA hatA. vaLI pite rAjasabhAmAM praveza kare ane e rAjasabhA jAgI hoya te AkhI rAjasabhAne te jAgatI hovA chatAMya tene avasthApinI nidrAthI bebhAna banAvI detA hatA ane jabarA rAjarasainikothI rakSAelA sthAnamAMthI paNa e rIte cerI karIne prabhavasvAmI cAlyA jatA hatA ! prabhavavAmInI A karmanI gheratAmAM zuM kAMI paNa khAmI che kharI? prabhavasvAmI e mahAna taskara kharA ke nahi ? paraMtu te chatAM temaNe dIkSA aMgIkAravAnI IrachA karI tyAre tuM te pUrvAzramane cera hatuM, tane dIkSA na apAya evuM kahIne AcAryoe tene pAcho ThelyA nathI paraMtu dharmanI sUmagatine paNa jANanAra evA dharmAcAryoe temane dIkSA ApI che tathA e dIkSAne gya mAnI che. rIti ane vastu judAM che. zrImAna prabhavasvAmIe dIkSA dhAraNa karI te pachI teozrI pitAnA zubhadaye ane cAritrabaLa yugapradhAnAcArya thaI zakyA ane zAstrakAra mahArAjAoe paNa temaNe yugapradhAnAcArya tarIke kabUla rAkhyA. A saghaLuM eka vAta spaSTa batAvavAne mATe pUratuM che ke virati ane vastu baMne judAM che ane te sarvathA svataMtra che. zAstrakAra mahArAjAo rIti ane vastu baMnenI gyAyegyatA samajatA. hatA tethI ja temaNe e baMnenI gyAyogyatAne seLabheLa karI nAkhI nathI ane e uparathI temaNe game tevAM kutsita anumAne paNa
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________________ vairAgyane viveka tAravI kADhyAM nathI. rItinI ayogyatAne zAse vastunI ayogyatA mAnI lIdhI nathI. paraMtu tame te rItinI amRta vastune lagADe che ane vastune paNa agya mAne che. A tamArI ceSTA bAlakabuddhinI che eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu te kharekhara ajJAnamUlaka tathA mahAmithyAtvathI bharelI hAI e ceTA tamAre tyAgavA gya ja che. jarA zAstramAM jevAnI tasdI le. jeo ajJAnI che, jeo dharmatatvane pite jANatA nathI ane jJAnIo dharmatatvane dekhADe che te paNa jeo mithyAhathImithyAtvarUpa ajJAnathI-prerAIne e dharmatatvane jANavA nathI IcchatA teo ja rItinI ayogyatAne vastunI agyatA mAnI le che ane teo rItinI agyatA-rItinI agyatAne lIdhe vastune paNa agya kahe che. jeo ajJAnI che te rItinI agyatAne vastunI agyatA banAvI "A te mehagarbhita vairAgya che, A te kaSTagarbhita vairAgya che evI meMzanI chApa mAratA phare che paraMtu zAstrakAra mahArAjAo evI chApane svIkAratA nathI. jenazAstro jarA ughADIne juo to kharA ke kyA kAraNethI vairAgya nathI pAmyAnAM udAharaNa tyAM che? dazArNabhadra cAritrya aMgIkAra kema karyuM te vicAro. teNe iMdranI riddhithI potAnI riddhine ochI dekhI AthI tene duHkha thayuM ane e duHkhathI prerAIne tatkALa teNe cAritrane ja raste lIdho. UMcA dekhAvAno rasate mAtra cAritra ja che. jamAlinI dIkSA zAlibhadranuM paNa ema ja che. ane evAM te bIjA jainazAstromAM asaMkhya udAharaNa maLI Ave che ke jemAM kaMIka duHkhane kAraNe dIkSA levAI che paraMtu tethI jainazAsane e dIkSAne agya dIkSA mAnI nathI ane e sAdhutAne ayogya sAdhutA mAnI nathI athavA te temanA saMbaMdhamAM zAstromAM kaITIkA paNa karavAmAM AvI nathI. jeo rIti ane vastu benA vibhAgo karI zake che te rItinI
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________________ haoo - AnaMda pravacana darzana chAyAne vastu sAthe bheLavI detA nathI, kAraNa ke teo jANe che ke e mUrkhAI ja che. jamAlinI dikSAne vicAra kare. jamAli e vizALa dezanA rAjAne putra hatuM tenI chAyA bIjA pAMca rAjakumAra upara paDatI hatI. A jamAli rAjakumAre dIkSA lIdhI eTale tenI sAthe pAMca mitra rAjakumAro paNa dIkSita thayA hatA. jamAli meTA ke mahAvIra ? have rilekanAtha bhagavAn mahAvIra svAmInI dIkSAnI vAtane vicAra kare. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra svAmInI sAthe keTalAya rAjakumAra hatA. A rAjakumAree aThThAvIsa varSa sudhI mahAvIrasvAmInI sevA karI hatI, paraMtu jyAM bhagavAna dIkSA levAne mATe taiyAra thayA ke temanI e taiyArI sAMbhaLIne pelA sevAmAM pahelA zreNikAdi rAjaputro aThThAvIsa varSane neha choDIne bhAgI gayA ! bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra dIkSA levA taiyAra thAya che tyAre temanI sAthenA rAjakumAro bhAgI jAya che, paraMtu rAjakumAra jamAli dIkSA le che tyAre te tenI sAthe - pAMcase rAjakumAra dikSA levAne taiyAra che te have ApaNe kene meTA gaNavA? bhagavAna zrI mahAvIrane ke rAjakumAra jamAline ? . zAstrakAroe jamAline moTA gaNyA nathI, paraMtu bhagavAn zrImAna mahAvIradevane ja moTA gaNyA che enuM kAraNa e che ke vidyamAna dazA e ja mAtra dhyAnamAM levAtI heI AgalI dazA athavA - avasthAo dhyAnamAM levAnI ja nathI. vidyamAna avasthA ja jevAnI che. jamAlie te mAtra dIkSA ja lIdhI ane teo eka samartha - sAdhu-AcArya thaI zakyA paraMtu bhagavAn zrI mahAvIradeve te mAtra dIkSA ja lIdhI eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu mekSamArganA darzaka thaI . tIrthaMkarapaNuM meLavyuM. have je dharmakSetramAM paNa pUrvagati ja smaraNamAM levAmAM AvatI hatI te bhagavAna mahAvIra sAthe eka paNa rAjakumAra dIkSA levA taiyAra thayuM na hatuM jyAre rAjakumAra jamAli sAthe
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________________ VV V V V W Y' V V '.- V\/\/\ \/\ ', \/\/\/\/\ / vairAgyane viveka 301 pAMcaso rAjakumAroe dIkSA lIdhI hatI eTale bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra karatAM jamAli ja zreSTha gaNAyA hatA paraMtu zAstrakAroe tema karyuM nathI. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanuM tIrthakaratva ja kabUla rakhAyuM che ane zAstrakAroe bhagavAnane ja meTA gaNyA che e uparathI paNa spaSTa thAya che ke dharmanA mArgamAM pahelAMnI, pUrva bhavanI yA pUrvAzramanI sthiti jovAmAM AvatI nathI paraMtu vidyamAnAvasthA ja jevAmAM Ave. che. zAstrakAranI ane tamArI daSTimAM je bheda che te tamArA ajJAnane.. ja AbhArI che. jyAM dhame che tyAM du:kha ke meha nathI. zAstrakAro duniyAdArIne meTI cIja nathI gaNatA. teNe vrataparacakakhANa ItyAdine ja moTI cIja gaNe che ane pUrvAzrama visArI mUke che tyAre tame pUrvAzramane meTI cIja gaNe che ane vrata paccakakhANa Adine visArI mUke che ! tamAre A daSTibheda beTa che. tame kahezo ke amAro dRSTibheda ja nathI te pachI tamane e prazna sahaja pUchI . zakAya ema che ke tame pUrvAzramane zA mATe AgaLa lAve che ane vartamAna jIvanane zA mATe visArI mUke che ? A badhA uparathI kahevAnI vAta e che ke je vairAgyamAM dharma che, jemAM AtmahitanI bhAvanA che, jyAM vrata paccakakhANAdi che tyAM duHkhagarbhita vairAgya . athavA te mehagarbhita vairAgya nathI paraMtu jJAnagarbhita vairAgya ja rahe che. have e saghaLAM duHkho je mANasane bhogavavA paDe che te. karmarAjA zA hisAbe ? kaI AkAMkSAthI? kayA hetuthI prerAIne Ape. che te mULa vAta ApaNe jevAnI che te have joIe. karmarAjanI prapaMcalIlA. karmarAjA ApaNane je sukhe Ape che te sukha ApavAmAM tene e hetu te che ja nahi ke A mArA lADakavAyAo che ane temane huM khuzakhuza karI nAMkhu ! teno hetu te myunisipAliTI. kUtarAone jema jhera ApavA ja Icche che tema mANasane duHkha ApavAne. ja che, paraMtu ekaluM jhera jema kUtarAe cATI jatA nathI te mATe:
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________________ AnaMda pravacana duni myunisipAliTIne prapa`ca karavA paDe che ane jhera sAthe tene khAMDanA lADu bheLavavA paDe che te ja pramANe kama rAjAnI icchA pramANe mANasane mAtra duHkha ApavAnI hovA chatAM mANasa ekalA duHkhathI cAMkI jaI AghA na bhAge te mATe te sukhamizrita duHkha Ape che. 302 saMsAranAM sukhA e madhanAM biMdue jevAM che. madhanu biMdu A jagatamAM zuM zuM duHkha apAve che te jue. madhanI AzAmAM lAbhAine mAkhIe phUla upara bese che, evAmAM jhADa paranAM jIvaDAMe keTalIya vAra e mAkhIone gaLI jAya che ! vaLI e ja madhanI pAchaLa rahelA mAha mANasAnA haiyAne paNa DolAvI nAkhe che ane tene mahAbhayAnaka sa'keTa tarapha prere che, madhanAM TIpAMnI AzA. madhapuDA levAnI AzAmAM vAgharI AgaLa dhase che. te bicArA pahADa pa ta TekarA caDe che. bhaya`kara araNyamAM jatAM sApa ane ajagaranA pracaMDa bhayane sahana karI le che. aneka mAkhIonA Da'kha paNa te veThe che! A saghaLuM mAthusa zAthI sahana kare che tenA vicAra karaze teA mAlUma paDaze ke mAtra madhanAM TIpAMnI AzA ja temane AvA bhayAnaka paMthe dorI jAya che. A jagatanAM sukhe paNa evAM madhanAM TIpAM jevAM ja che. jo madhanAM TIpAMmAM mIThAza na hAta tA koI paNa makha e TIpAMne zeAdhate TIpAMnI lAlace araNyamAM na ja gayeA hAta. madhanI mIThAza vinA mANasa araNyanAM sakaTo veThI madha levA jatA nathI. lADavAnI mIThAza vinA kUtarA myunisipAliTInA ekalA jherane khAtA nathI. te ja pramANe AtmA paNa ekalA duHkhane cAhatA nathI ja, ekalA du:khane AtmA cAhatA nathI eTalA ja mATe sukharUpa madhanAM biMdue teNe cATavAnu cAlu rAkhyuM che. duHkha ApanAruM' saMsArika sukha, kUtarA ajJAna che, te mAhamAM gherAelA che ane tethI ja te jheravALA lADu vahelA vahelA pUchaDI paTapaTAvatA cATI jAya che ! je AtmA duniyAnAM sukhA rUpI sAkaravALA duHkharUpa jheranA lADuthI dUra
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________________ 303 verAgyane viveka raheto nathI te AvA kUtarAnA jevo ja che ! je AtmA jagatanA sukhamAM ja macI rahela che tenI kiMmata A rIte kUtarAnA karatAM jarA paNa vadhAre nathI. kUtaro sAkarane lADe ke baraphInI mIThAzamAM moha pAme che ane te tenA madhyamAM rahelA jherane paNa cATI jAya che, pachI jyAre e jheranI asara tene thAya che tyAre tene TAMTiyA ghasavA paDe che ! ane meM phADIne pahoLA thaIne paDavAnI tene dazA prApta thAya che. manuSyanI dazA paNa barAbara A pramANe che. puNyanA yege meLavI apAelA zarIrathI ApaNe sukha bhegavyA jaIe chIe ane karmo bAMdhatA jaIe chIe, paraMtu jyAre e karmone bhegavavAne samaya Ave che tyAre ApaNe pelA DAghiyA kUtarAnI mAphaka raMga, zoka ane thAkathI DhIlADhaba banI jaIe chIe. chellI vAta A sukhane vaLagelo jIva jyAM sudhI saMsAramAM rahe che tyAM sudhI tenI halanacalana kriyA cAlu ne cAlu ja rahe che. jyAM sudhI jIvane pudgalene saMbaMdha che, tyAM sudhI kriyA che ane jyAM sudhI avirata karmabaMdhana paNa raheluM che. e karmabaMdhana zubha kaho ke azubha ho, paraMtu te eka senAnI beDarUpa gulAmI ja che ane te saghaLAM zubhAzubha karmabaMdhane gulAmImAM saDAvanArAM ja che. A saghaLuM jJAna samajavuM, tene samajIne amalamAM mUkavuM. amalamAM mUkavAnI potAnI azakti hoya te bIjA jeo e jJAnane amalamAM mUkavA taiyAra thayelA hoya temane abhinaMdana ApavuM ane pote paNa chevaTe pratyakSa e jJAna amalamAM na mUkI zakAtuM hoya te kayAre zubha samaya Ave che ne ApaNe e pavitra paMthe pagalAM mAMDIe chIe evI bhAvanA te niraMtara sevyA ja karavI, e pratyeka manuSyane dharma che. A saghaLuM jIvAtmA tyAre ja samajI zake che ke jyAre te pitAnI sthiti, svarUpa ane saMge samaje che. A traNa vastu - sthiti, svarUpa ane saMga samaje che, te ja badhI upalI saghaLI ghaTanA paNa samajI zake che, ane A sthiti, svarUpa ane saMga samajavAnuM jJAna te pelI AgaLa kahI che te trividha gaLathuthI Ape che. ATalI vAta dareke samajI levI cagya che..
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________________ 20 mAtApitAnI javAbadArI sAdhu jagatanI badhI ciMtA kare che te sAdhu rahetuM nathI paNa che paMcAtiyA banI ya che. viSaya ane indriyonI apekSAe je pravRttio karavAmAM Ave che te saghaLI pravRttio e laukika mArga che ane AtmAnI apekSAe je pravRttio karavAmAM Ave che te lekettara mArga che. jIva anAdine che, bhava anAdine che, karma saMga anAdine che. | A traNa bAbatanI zuddha samajaNa zrAvakakuLamAM gaLathuthIthI maLavI joIe. devo paNa jainakuLanI mAgaNI kare che te dharmaprAptine laIne che. jainakuLamAM paNa te bALakane saMskAra ApanAra te mAtA che. mAtAne pakSa tene jAti kahe che. AvI uttamajAti maLavI te paNa atyaMta durlabha che. jAti saMbaMdhamAM subhadrAnuM daSTAnta tathA Arya rakSitanI mAtAnAM dRSTAnta khUba mananIya che.] | A te sAdhu ke paMcAtiya ? AjanA jagatane pUchIe ke bhAI ! sAdhu kene kahe ? te javAba maLaze ke je prajAnuM kalyANa ciMtave-kalyANa ciMtave te AtmAnA hitarUpa kalyANa nahi, paNa dravyAdinI vRddhithI yukta evuM kalyANa. dezamAM udyoga, hunara kema vadhe, strIo ane puruSa baLavAna thaIne sArI saMtati kema utpanna kare e saghaLAne ja je sadAkALa vicAra karyA kare che te sAdhu che. mahAnubhAve ! je sAdhune AvA ja vicAra karavAnA hoya te pachI e sAdhune "sAdhu" na kahetAM tene "paMcAtiyo" kahevo e vadhAre vAratavika che. sAdhue pitanA gharanI. samRddhi cheDI che, teNe pisA-TakA choDyA che, strIputro cheDayA che.
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________________ mAtApitAnI javAbadArI 305. have e sAdhu pitAnI mAlamilakata ane strIputrone cheDIne pArakAnI mAlamilakata ane strIputronI paMcAta karavA nIkaLI paDe, te pachI. eNe sAdhutA lIdhI zA mATe haze teno vicAra karo. je sAdhune pArakAnAM ja strI-chokarAMnI saMbhALa levI hatI te pachI te pitAnAM. barI-chokarAMne zA mATe choDI deta vArU? hoya tene tyAga kara. ene artha e che ke vamana karavuM kiMvA UlaTI karavI. sAdhu paise-Take, sattAsamRddhi, strIputro e badhAM cheDI dIdhAM. che. tene artha e che ke tenI pAse je kAMI hatuM te badhAMnuM teNe vamana karI nAMkhyuM che. have je sAdhu kaMcana ane kAminIne tyAga karyA pachI te vaLI pAcho kaMcana ane kAminInA ja vicArone laI bese, te teno artha e thAya che ke te ekaluM-vamana kareluM tyAgeluM khAvAvALo che! paMcAtiye eTale pApa sAdhudeza taraphanI pharaja vadhAre kiMmatI che, paraMtu deza taraphanI pharaja karatAM potAnA prAMta paratvenI pharaja vadhAre mahatvavALI che, tenA karatAM gAma pratyenI pharajanuM mahatva vadhAre che, tenA karatAM ghara pratyenI. pharaja moTI che ane e ja nyAye AkhA ghara karatAMe potAnA berIchokarAM taraphanI pharaja vadhAre mahattvanI mAnI lIdhelI che, have. je sAdhue pitAnI e ghara taraphanI pharajane tyAga karyo che te sAdhu pAcho AkhA dezanI paugalika vicAraNAone ja ciMtavavA mAMDe. te tenI sthiti vamelAnuM prazana karavA jevI che, ane je evI pagalika vicAraNAomAM ja sAdhu thaIne paNa cakacUra che tene . mahAna zAsana khUllekhUllI rIte "ring) kahe che. "kharekharI mamatA potAnA ghara ane potAnA bAyaDI chekarA upara heya che, mATe tene tyAga karI pArakAnA saMsArane sAdhuoe vicAra karo ethI mamatAdeSa lAgatuM nathI!" e arthavAda kadI jainazAsane kabUla rAkhyo ja nathI vIjaLInA tArane bhAvapUrvaka aDake, mAdhyastha bhAve aDake ke dveSapUrvaka aDake, paraMtu te chatAM tene sparza mAtra prANahAraka 20
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________________ 206 AnaMda pravacana darzana nIvaDe che, te ja pramANe pagalika vicArone paNa sparzanAro - pachI te game te bhAvapUrvaka ene sparzate hoya te paNa te emAM baMdhana pAme che. eTalA ja mATe deza, samAja, zahera ke gAmane nAme paugalika pravRtti AdaranA hoya ene jainazAsana pA5sAdhu kahe che. . laukika ane lekettara mArga, have vicAra kare ke cha guNasthAnake pravartanAre mana ane vicArothI rahita hotuM nathI. te vicArothI yukta che. Ama chatAM te paugalika vicArenuM sevana karI zakatuM nathI. bIjI bAjue mana vicArathI zUnya rahI ja zakatuM nathI te have vicAra karo ke muni zuM ciMtavatA haze? A jaTila praznano javAba jainazAsana kahe che ke muni e lokottara mArganuM ciMtavana karanAro hoya che. have laukika ane lokottara mArgane taphAvata dhyAnamAM levAnI jarUra che. tamAre amadAvAda javuM hoya te amadAvAdane mArga tamAre jANo rahyo ane muMbaI javuM hoya te muMbaIne mArga tamAre jANa rahyo. je tame mArga ja na jANatA che te tamArI dazA evI thaze ke tame udhanA javAne badale katAragAma jaI pahoMcaze !! e ja pramANe laukika ane lokettara mArga paNa tamAre jANavA ja rahyA. laukika ane lakattara mAga tamAre jANavo nathI, eTaluM paNa jJAna tamAre meLavavuM nathI ane moTI moTI vAta karavI che e kadI banI zakavAnuM nathI. "sAdhu zA mATe kolejanI hosTelane vagara pagArane gRhapati na thAya, ane sAdhvI zA mATe suvAvaDakhAnAnI paricArika na bane ? evA prazno karanArA zaThAnaMdanI pahelI pharaja e che ke temaNe laukika ane lakattara mArga ene bheda jANavuM joIe. lokottara mAga zI rIte grahaNa thAya? vi ane Indriya vagerenI apekSAe je pravRttio karavAmAM Ave che te saghaLI pravRttio e laukika mArga che ane evA laukika mArgathI pagalika viSaya, kaSAya, AraMbha, parigraha Adine
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________________ mAtApitAnI javAbadArI 307 piSaNa maLe che. AtmAnI apekSAe je pravRttio AdaravAmAM Ave che te lokottara mArga che ane ethI samyajJAna, darzana ane cAritra enuM poSaNa thavA pAme che. sAdhu e mekSamArgane abhilASI che. tenI saghaLI pravRtti mekSaprAptinI daSTie thAya che, tethI sAdhue mokSamArganA samIpamAM javAne mATe A lakattara mAga ja grahaNa karavuM Avazyaka che. saMsAmAM eTale AvA laukika mArgamAM ke jenA vaDe paugalika vastuonuM poSaNa thAya che temAM munie meM ghAlavuM e sarvathA zAstra ane jainazAsananI viruddha che. lekottara saMjJAmAM eTale kettara mArgamAM ArUDha rahevuM e ja sAdhune dharma hAI sAdhue e lakattara mArganuM ja sadA sarvadA ciMtana karavuM joIe. A lakattara mArga grahaNa karavAnI jaDa kaI che te tapAsIe. citrakAra pitAnuM citra taiyAra kare che te pahelAM te pote je bhUmi upara citra kADhavAne heya che te bhIMtane svaccha kare che. je te bhIMta svaccha na kare ane bhIMta upara pipaDA bAjhelA rahevA daI tenA upara ja pitAnAM surekha citra aMkita karyo jAya tenuM pariNAma e ja AvavA pAme che ke varasAdanI dhArAo tUTI paDatAM ja e popaDA nIce ukhaDI paDe che ane citro pAchaLa citrakAre jeTalI mahenata lIdhI hoya te saghaLI barabAda jAya che. traNa vastu yAda rAkhe. citrakAra pite pitAnAM citro taiyAra karatAM pahelAM bhIMtane svaccha kare che ane te pachI ja pitAnAM citro tyAM aMkti kare che. te ja pramANe zAsanarasikatArUpI surekha citro taiyAra karatAM pahelAM ApaNe paNa bhIMta svaccha karavAnI jarUra che. ahIM jainazAsanamAM bhIMtane sthAne kaI vastu rahelI che te tapAse. jema pele citrakAra bhIMta sApha karyA vinA citro dore che te niSphaLa javAnA che te ja pramANene laukika mArga che chaThThA guNasthAnake pravezIne je bhayaMkara prarvata samAna A bhavane gaNe che e lokettara mAga heI te citrAmaNa svaccha bhIMta
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________________ 308 AnaMda pravacana na upara dvArAvu joie. jainazAsanamAM bhIMtane sthAne kaI vastu che tenA pratiuttara e che ke (1) jIva anAdinA che, (2) bhava anAdinA che ane (3) karmAMsa'yAga paNa anAdinA che. ene ahIM bhIMta svarUpa gaNavAmAM Ave che. A traNa bAbatanuM jJAna, A traNa bAbatanI zuddha samajaNu e A jainazAsananI bhIta che. A jJAna dareke dareka jainamALakane gaLathImAM ja pAvAnI jarUra che. zrAvakakuLamAM ane khIjA Aya athavA anAya kuLAmAM vyAvahArika dRSTie tame jozeA tA kazA ja pheraphAra nathI. zrAvakanA gharamAM dharma patnIne pAMca mahinAmAM sapUrNa khALaka avataratuM nathI. je garbhanI vedanAe musalamAna kivA khristIne bhAgavavI paDe che te ja saghaLI vedanAe zrAvakakuLamAM paNa janma lenArAne bhAgavavI ja paDe che. tyAre vicAra karo ke zrAvakakuLanI mahattA zAne aMge vidyamAna che ? (2) jainakuLa du"bha kema ? devale!kamAM je jIva rahelA che athavA IndrapaNuM je jIva pAmelA che te jIva paNa niraMtara evA vicAra kare che ke cakravatapaNuM na maLe teA bhale paraMtu jainakuLa tA maLavu ja joIe, jainakuLa maLyA vinA cakravati paNuM maLatuM heAya te te sumAgI jIva te cakravatipaNAne icchatA nathI, paraMtu jo saoNMpattihIna banIne paNa jainakuLa maLatu hoya teA jIva tenA svIkAra kare che. tyAre vicAra karo ke jIva jainakuLane sadAsadA zA mATe chAya che vArU ? indra jevA paNa evI icchA kare che ke, zrAvakanA gharamAM nekara thaIne paNa chevaTe huM avataruM tA mArA dhanabhAgya che. je dharmiSTha ane bhAvika che te jainatva vinAnA cakravarti paNAne lAta mAre che. jIvanA AvA vicArA e sAmAnya rIte kahIe teA gayA bhavanA vicAro gaNAya che. jIvanA janma dhAraNa karavAnA pahelAMnA A suMdara vicArone vicAra karIe chIe tyAre ApaNune zrAvakakuLanI mahattA kevI mahAna hevI joIe tenA khyAla thAya che. jIva cakravarti paNAne lAta mAre
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________________ mAtApitAnI javAkhadArI 309 che, bIjA saghaLA sukhavabhavAne lAta mAre che ane te mahApavitra evu jainakuLa svIkAre che. tyAre have ApaNe pukhtapaNe jIvanI A vicAraNAnu rahasya tapAse ke jIva kaI AzAe cakrati paNAne bhAge jainakuLa icche che, jainetara kuLamAM paNa janmamaraNAdinA je du:khA paDe che te saghaLAM ja jainakuLamAM paNa vidyamAna che; teA pachI jainatvanI mahattA zu haze te vicArA. jainatvanI mahattA e che ke anyatra gaLathUthImAMthI ja jIvane paulikatAnu jhera maLe che jyAre jainakuLamAM gaLathUthImAMthI ja dharmAmRtanI prApti thAya che. paudgalika pravRtti paratve dhikkAra. zrAvaka kuLanA ane anya kuLAnA taphAvata tame ahI sUkSmapaNe dhyAnamAM leze. teA ja tameA zrAvaka kuLanI mahattAne sArI peThe samajI zakaze. tema karyA vinA jainatvanI mahattA tamArA khyAlamAM sArI rIte AvavAnI nathI. sAdhAraNa rIte bahArathI jozeA tA jaina ane jainetara kuLamAM tamAne kazA paNa bheda nahi jaNAya ! ajanA paNa dhaMdhArAjagAra, vyApAra kare che ane tenI ja keLavaNI peAtAnAM baccAM karAMne Ape che ane janA paNa paudgalika tattvAne poSatA udyamavyavasAya jainabALakAne zIkhave che ane chatAM jyAre ApaNe jaina ane jainetara kuLAmAM taphAvata mAnIe chIe teA te taphAvata zuM haze te dhyAnamAM levu ja joie. e taphAvata eTalA ja che ke jainetara kuLamAM sAMsArika vyavahAra karavA ce!gya che ema mAnIne karavAmAM Ave che tyAre jaina kuLamAM paudgalika vyavahAro karavA ceAgya tA- nI ja paNa te nirUpAye karavA paDe che ema mAnIne karavAmAM Ave che. sudhArakAmAM ane dhI vargamAM paNa je taphAvata najare paDe che te ahIM ja che. jagatanI saghaLI pravRttione sudhArakA AdaraNIya mAnIne Adare che ane te karavI paDe che mATe dhamI varga kare che arthAt paudgalika pravRtti e ja ekanu dhyeya che tyAre khIjAne paudgalika pravRttie paratve dhikkAra che.
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________________ 310 AnaMda pravacana darzana vANiyAbhAI gayA tAjiyAmAM A vastu pUrI rIte samajavA mATe eka ramU9 daSTAMta laIe. keI eka kasbAnuM gAma hatuM. gAmamAM mIyAbhAInI vasati vadhAre hatI ane traNa-cAra hinduonAM ghara hatAM. eka divasa tAjiyA nIkaLyA. tAjiyAnuM saraghasa cAlatuM hatuM. tenA upAsake pAchaLa rokakaLa ane hAyapITa karatA cAlatA hatA. eTalAmAM eka vANiyo te raste AvI pahoMcyA. pelA musalamAnomAMthI eke hAtha pakaDIne vANiyAne paNa saraghasamAM kheMcI lIdho! vANiye paNa saraghasamAM bharAIne musalamAna sAthe rokakaLa karavAno DhoMga karIne kUTavA lAge. musalamAne te kUTatA jAya ane moDhethI moTA moTA sUramAM "yA hasena yA husena !" ema bolatA jAya, tyAre A vANiyAbhAI "AvI bharAyA re bhAI AvI bharAyA !" ema belIne kUTatA jAya! musalamAnI rokakaLamAM temanA mAnyapuruSa paratvenI lAgaNI hatI tyAre pelo vANiye mAtra mAthA uparanI veTha utArI rahyo hate ! zrAvaka kuLamAM pauddhagalika pravRttinuM poSaNa thAya che. te AvI bhAvanAthI thAya che, je bhAvanAthI pele vANiyo pitAnA musalamAna mitro sAthe kUTate have te ja bhAvanAthI zrAvaka kuLamAM zradgalika pravRttio pioSAya che, zrAvaka kuLamAM te pravRttine dhyeya ke uddeza tarIke rAkhavAmAM AvatI nathI. je kaI pote pitAnI zrAvaka kuLa tarIkenI mahattA jALavI rAkhavA mAge che, teNe zrAvaka kuLane A mukhya AcAra daDhapaNe pALavAne ja che. A AcAramAM kaI paNa rIte bheda ke apavAda rahe e jainazAsana calAvI levA mAgatuM nathI. A rItithI UlaTI rIte vartanArAo potAnA bALakone gaLathuthImAM ja pagalika piSaNanAM to pAnArAo kharI rIte jainazAsana samajelA nathI. zrAvakanA AcAra pALe te zrAvaka je kaI pitAne zrAvaka kahevaDAve che teNe zrAvaka kuLanA kulAcArane pALe ja chUTako che. je zrAvaka kahevaDAvanAre pote laukika rithatine vidheya tarIke athavA AdaravA yogya pravRtti tarIke batAve
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________________ mAtApitAnI javAbadArI 311 che tene zrAvaka tarIke paNa svIkAravAnI zAstromAM spaSTa nA che. zrAvakapaNAnI pariNatinuM jyAM kAMi paNa sthAna na hoya ane paudgalika pASaNanI ja jyAM gaLathUthI devAtI hoya teNe vicAra karavAnA che ke peAtAnA subhAgyane ceAge maLelA yAga te mithyA kare che. jagatamAM aneka ceni che temAM manuSyayeAni zreSTha che. manuSyayeAnimAM Aya kSetramAM paNa jainakuLa zreSTha che. have jainakuLamAM AvyA chatAM paNa dharmAmRtanI gaLathUthI maLe che. ke paulikatAnu viSa devAya che te kAMI nakkI nathI. AthI ja zAstrakAra maharSi e manuSyabhavane " deza dRSTAMte durlAbha " kahe che. cAryAsI lAkha jIvAnI yAni che. temAM gathakI janmanI prApti thAya che evI ceAni bahu ja thADI che. ane temAMe A kuLa ane jainakuLa mahA durlabha che arthAt saMsAra e jIvAtmAne mATe tA jemAM lAkhA mArge hAya evI praca Da bhUlAbhUlAmaNI ja che.. duniyAnA kArIgaroe pAMca sAta mArgonI bhUlabhUlAmaNI banAvI hAya tA paNa manuSya temAM bhUlA paDI jAya che ane cakkare caDhe che tA. pachI je bhUlabhUlAmaNImAM lAkhA mAgeryAM che tevI pracaMDa bhUlabhUlAmaNI mATe kahevAnuM ja zuM hAya ? tyAgavA lAyaka chuM? mAgavA lAyaka chu vaLI bIjI eka khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI vAta che te samajo.. bhUlabhUlAmaNImAM pharanArA mANasa tA peAtAnI AMkhAne khUllI rAkhIne cAlanArA hAya che, te chatAM paNa te bhUlA paDe che tyAre koI AMdhaLA A bhUlabhUlAmaNImAM jaI caDayA hAya tA tenI zI dazA thAya tenI te mAtra tame kalpanA ja karI leA. najare joIne. cAlanArA pAMca rastAmAM bhUlA paDI jAya che tyAre ahI teA lAkhA rastA che ane te raste cAlanArA jIvAtmAnI dazA AMdhaLA jevI che. AvA pracaMDa meAha mAnA jyAM vistAra che tevA sauMsAramAM jainakuLa sivAya anya kuLanI prApti thAya te tene mATe jIvAtmAne keTalA kheDha thavA joie tenA vicAra karo. AdrakumAra cAritra
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________________ 31ra AnaMda pravacana darzana virAdhanAnA pApathI anArya kSetramAM janmyA hatA. paraMtu tene tene zeka eTalo badhe thayo hato ke chevaTe te mAtA, pitA saghaLAne ThagIne, ghara tajIne nIkaLI gayA. lakSmIne lAta mArI ane rAjagRhInA mahArAjA zrINikanA putra abhayakumAra sAthe mitratA karI ane chevaTe dIkSA lIdhI. anArya kuLamAM upajyAne bhavya AtmAne keTale zoka thAya che te juo ! je sadA sarvadA dharmane cAhaka che e jIva zrAvaka kuLa sivAya anya kuLamAM janma letuM nathI. zrImaMtAvasthA, dhanavaibhava ane chevaTe cakavatI paNuM paNa tyAgavA lAyaka kahyuM che te zrAvaka kuLane aMge tyAgavA lAyaka kaheluM che; A kathanane marma spaSTa rItie eTale ja che ke AtmAne hitanI daSTie jenuM gAjavuM ghaDAeluM che tene trAjavAmAM eka tarapha zrAvaka kuLa mUke ane bIjI bAjue dhana, vaibhava, saMpatti, saMtati ane chevaTe cakravatI paNuM mUke te paNa e trAjavAnuM zrAvaka kuLavALuM paluM ja nIce namI gayA vagara raheze nahi. bhayaMkara bhUlabhUlAmaNI. zrAvaka kuLanI zAstrakAroe A rIte mahattA batAvI che. bIjI asaMkhya yonio kahI che. A saghaLI nimAMthI pasAra thaIne manuSyanimAM AvavuM te pracaMDa bhUlabhUlAmaNIomAMthI pasAra thavA -barAbara che. tamArA lakSyamAM A vastu yathArtha paNe AvavAnI jarUra che ane te mATe tamAre eka pachI eka yunio jIvAtmA kevI rIte meLave che te vastu samajavI Avazyaka che. jIvAtmA sUkSmanigodamAMthI AdaranigodamAM, temAMthI pRthvIkAyamAM, vanaspatikAyamAM ane te pachI jala, teja, vAyumAM praveza kare che, tyAMthI be indriyavALI nimAM jIvAtmA jAya che ane tyAMthI paNa tene bhinna bhinna yunio maLyA kare che. A dareka niyAmAM paNa AvI ja prarAMDa bhUlabhUlAmaNIo rahelI che. A saghaLI yoniomAMthI pasAra thaIne jIvAtmAne manuSyanimAM AvavuM paDe che. zAstrakAroe coryAsI lAkha yonio kahI che, paraMtu temAMthI
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________________ - - - - - mAtApitAnI javAbadArI 313 eka paNa ni evI nathI ke je yonimAMthI nIkaLelA garbhaja AtmA sIdho manuSyayonimAM ja AvI zake. ATalA mATe A ceryAsI lAkha yunie ene zAstra AtmA mATenI bhUlabhUlAmaNa kahI che. nione viSe je bhUlabhUlAmaNa rahelI che tenA karatAM aryakSetrane viSe vadhAre gaMbhIra prakAranI bhUlabhUlAmaNIo rahelI che tene paNa tamAre khyAla karI levAnuM che. * zrAvakatva muktavyane AdhIna che. navayaka, ATha devaloka sivAyanA tenAthI uparanA cAra devaloka tathA anuttara, A, saghaLA sthAne ethI je jIvAtmA yA deva ve che te sIdhe AryakSetrane ja prApta kare che, paraMtu AryakSetra e kAMI sulabha vastu nathI. AkhA bharatakhaMDamAM 32 hajAra dezo che che ane te batrIsa hajAra dezamAM mAtra bharatadvIpanI aMdara phakta 2pA Aryadeze che. 32 hajAra dezamAM 2pA deze te samasta jagatane keTalA bhAga thaye te vicArIe chIe tyAre AryakSetrano mahAna mahimA khyAlamAM AvavA pAme che. AryakSetra paNa aneka kuLathI ane aneka jAtiothI bhareluM che. AryakSetramAM paNa bhIla, kaLI, kAchIo, kuMbhAra, suthAra, ityAdi aneka kuLone avakAza che ane te saghaLAmAMthI zrAvaka kuLa zodhavAnuM che ene artha e che ke kSetrane viSe jevI pracaMDa bhUlabhUlAmaNa che, tevI ja bhUlabhUlAmaNa kuLane viSe paNa rahelI che. have AvI mahAna bhUlabhUlAmaNImAMthI chava zrAvaka kuLa kevI rIte meLavI zake che, tene vicAra kare. je rItie bIjI gatienAM karmo karatAM manuSyapaNAnuM sAruM karma bAMdhyuM hoya tyAre AbhA anuSyapaNAmAM janme te ja pramANe bIjAM kuLo karatAM zrAvakapaNanA kuLanuM sAruM karma bAMdhyuM hoya tyAre anya kuLo rahI jaIne jIvAtmAne zrAvaka kuLa maLe che. zrAvakuLa paNa sukarmone AdhIna che. zrAvaka kuLa uttama che, e sarvazreSTha che, paraMtu jIvAtmA game tevAM pApakarmo karatA rahe ane zrAvaka kuLanI bhAvanA rAkhe te tethI jIvAtmA zrAvakakuLane zelAvI
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________________ 314 AnaMda pravacana darzana zakatuM nathI. gata janmamAM jeNe zubha kriyAo karI haze ane tene yege je teNe sArA karmo bAMdhyAM haze, te ja tene zrAvaka kuLanI prApti thAya che. mAtugatajAtinuM mahattvaA rIte punaH jarA pahelAMthI ApaNe vicArelA kamane tapAsI. joIe. saMsArasAgaramAM coryAsI lAkha yoni che. ceryAsI lAkha nimAM garbhajanAM sthAna bahu DAM che. te saghaLAmAM manuSyabhava durlabha che, manuSyabhavanI prApti thAya te paNa AryakSetra maLavuM e mahAdurlabha che, AryakSetramAM paNa AryakuLa durlabha che ane temAMe zrAvaka kuLa e te atidurlabha vastu che. have tame zrAvaka kuLa upara AvI pahoMcyA che. paraMtu te chatAM paNa jAtine vicAra ahIM zAstrakAroe kartavya tarIke mAnela che. bApa-pitAnA uparathI kuLa gaNAya che, paraMtu jAti te mAtA uparathI ja siddha thAya che. pitAne je pakSa hoya te kuLa kahevAya che ane mAtAne je pakSa hoya te jAti kahevAya che. pitA sArA hoya, kuLavAna hoya, dharmazraddhAvALA hoya chatAM paNa sujAti meLavavI e zrAvaka kuLa meLavyA pachI paNa mahAdurlabha che, ane evI sArI jAti paNa zubha kiyAo dvArA sArA karmo bAMdhyAM hoya te ja tethI prApta thanArI che, anyathA nahi! pitA karatAM bALakane ghArmika saMskAra pADavAmAM mAtAnuM mahatva vadhAre che. pitA custa zrAvaka hovA chatAM mAtA mithyAtvInA kuLanI hoya te kaI paNa jAtanA saMzaya vinA paNa ApaNe ema kahI zakIzuM ke bALakano janma bagaDayA vinA. rahevAne nathI ja ! subhadrAnuM mahatva mAtAnI jAtinuM mahattva keTaluM che te ApaNe subhadrAsatInA dRSTAMta uparathI sArI rIte samajI zakIe chIe. subhadrA eka custa jaina gRhasthanI putrI hatI. tenuM sauMdarya eTaluM badhuM AkarSaka hatuM
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________________ mAtApitAnI javAbadArI 315 . ke aneka puruSo tene varavAnI icchA karatA hatA. chevaTe eka ajaina bauddha evA vicAra karyA ke huM ajaina chu' eTale subhadrAnA pitA subhadrA - mane ApavAnA nathI. AthI te nAmadhArI jaina banyA ane subhadrAne paraNyA. peleA bauddha sasarAnA kahevAthI pAte judo rahyo che, jethI peAtAnI jainaputrImAM bauddhanA saMskAra na paDe. paraNyA pachI peAtAne paraNanAre kevA prapa`ca karyAM che te vAta subhadrAnA samajavAmAM AvI gai. subhadrAe potAnA bhAgyamAM je lakhyu haze te thayu` che. ema mAnIne teNe sa MtASa mAnyA ane te potAnA jainAcAra kharAkhara rIte pALavA lAgI. subhadrAnA sAsu-sasarA ajaina hatA, temane subhadrAnA jainAcAra zalyanI mAphaka khUMcavA lAgyA. 66 have evuM banyuM ke eka divasa subhadrA khAraNe UbhI hatI evAmAM eka tapasvI jaina sAdhu tyAMthI pasAra thatA hatA. sAdhunA netramAM rastAmAM cAlatAM kAMIka ghAsanuM taNakhaluM paDayuM hatu. ane tethI temanI AMkha lAlacALa banI temAMthI pANI jharI rahyuM hatuM. subhadrAe sAdhune joine temane kahyu : mahArAja ! ApanA netramAM kAMika taraNuM paDayuM che mATe jo Apa UbhA rahe| tA tamArI AMkhamAMnuM taraNuM huM kADhI nAMkhuM !" sAdhu anugraha karIne UbhA rahyA eTale subhadrAe peAtAnI jIbha temanI AMkhamAM pheravI, jethI jIbhanA karakarA agrabhAgane cAMTIne peluM taNakhaluM nIkaLI gayuM. subhadrAe peAtAnI jIbha sAdhunI AMkhamAM pheravI te samaye tenA kapALe kesaranA cAMdalA karelA hatA, A cAMdale ; lIleA hovAthI cAMdalAnI chApa sAdhunA kapALamAM cAMTI gaI. kuLaminIenI parIkSA. have evuM thayuM ke sAdhu nIkaLIne jyAM bahAra jAya che tyAM subhadrAnI sAsu AvI paheAMcI. teNe sAdhunA kapALamAM kesaranA tilakanI chApa joI ane tethI teNe subhadrAne durAcAriNI mAnI lai tenA upara vyabhicAranuM pAtaka mUkayuM. sAsusasarA vageree tenA tiraskAra karyA. khinna thaelI subhadrA AthI zAsanadevatA pAse gai
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________________ 316 - AnaMda pravacana darzana ane tyAM kAusaga karIne teNe ghara pratijJA karI keH "he zAsanadevatA! mArA upara je mahAbhayAnaka ALa caDhayuM che te ALa jyAM sudhI naSTa na thAya tyAM sudhI mAre annajaLane tyAga che." subhadrAe AvI pratijJA karI ke tarata ja AkAzavANI thaI keH "he subhadrA ! tArA upara caDheluM ALa AvatI kAle UtarI jaze !" bIje divase daivIzaktithI nagaranA killAnAM bAraNuM baMdha thaI gayAM. bAra evAM baMdha thaI gayAM ke te game te prakAre UghaDe nahi. bAraNA para haDA mAre te hathoDA uchALIne pAchA paDe. chevaTe AkAzavANI thaI ke "je kaI sAcI satI haze ane te mahilA je kAcA sutaranA tAMtaNAthI cALaNI vaDe kUvAmAMthI pANI kADhI te pANI bAraNA para chAMTaze, tyAre ja A killAnAM bAraNAM UghaDI jaze !" AkAzavANI sAMbhaLI caMpApurInA rAjAe te Dhahere pITAvyuM. rAjAe jANyuM ke mArA aMtaHpuramAM je nArIe che te te satIo che ja, eTale A kAma avazya pAra paDaze. Ama dhArI rAjAe rANIone pANI bharavA makalI, paraMtu teo kAcA sutarathI - jyAM cAraNuM bAMdhIne kUvAmAM mUke che ke tyAM ja sutarane tAMtaNe -tUTI gaye. mana, vacana ane kAyAe yukta evuM satItva keTalI ramaNIo pALe che te jAhera thayuM ane hajAro kuLakAminIonI beAbarU thaI. satI parIkSAmAM pasAra have subhadrAe A kArya karavA sAsunI rajA mAMgI sAsue javAba Apyo : "basa ! basa ! tAruM satItva kevuM che te te huM jANuM chuM " subhadrA sasarA pAse gaI. tyAMthI paNa e ja javAba maLe. pati pAse rajA levA gaI tyAre patie kahyuM ke "mArI mAtA te tArA upara AvuM ALa mUke che, paraMtu mAro tArA upara prema che, mATe je tArI marajI heya te huM tane A kAryamAM pravRtta thavAnI rajA ApuM chuM.'
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________________ mAtApitAnI javAbadArI 317* subhadrA kUvA pAse gaI ane teNe sarva deva, yakSo AdinI. sAnnidhyatAmAM kahyuM ke, "he deva, yakSe ! ane zAsanadevatAo ! je.. meM mana, vacana ane kAyAthI zIlavrata pALyuM hoya te A kArya mAre haste pUrNa thaje !" pratijJA karIne subhadrAe cALaNuM kAcA. tAMtaNue bAMdhIne kUvAmAM mUkI ke tarata ja saDasaDATa karatI cALaNuM. nIce UtarI gaI, pANIthI bharAI bahAra AvI ane tenA pANIthI bharelI aMjali subhadrA jyAM bAraNuM para chAMTe che ke tu bAraNa. UghaDI gayAM. subhadrAe traNa bAraNuM kholI nAkhyAM ane eka bAraNuM : bIjI satIone temane prabhAva darzAvavAne mATe baMdha rahevA dIdhuM. Aje paNa caMpAparImAM hajI e traNa daravAjA khUllA che ane cotho. daravAjo baMdha che, subhadrAnA divya jIvananI sAkSI pUratA UbhA che. mAtRgata uttama jAtinuM mahattva keTaluM che te A kathAnaka uparathI spaSTa thAya che. mAtAnI mahattAbApa saMtatine anna Ape che, tenuM pAlanapoSaNa kare che, tene te saMrakSaka che, enI keIthI nA pADI zakAvAnI ja nathI. paraMtu.. bALaka upara vadhAre prabhAva te mAtAne ja paDe che. mAtA jevI. kriyA kare che, jevuM dharmAcaraNa kare che ane je rItie vartana kare. che, tevI ja chApa bALaka upara paDe che. mAtAnA vartananuM ja bALaka anukaraNa kare che. mAtA kIDI, maMkeDI, mAMkaDa ItyAdine mAravA lAgaze. te bALaka paNa te joIne tevuM ja karavAne prerAze. ane mAtA je. rogI, apaMga ane laMgaDA-lUlAne dAna ApanArI haze te bALaka paNa tevuM ja vartana karavAne lalacAze. zrAvakakuLanI je gaLathuthI pAvAnI che te paNa mAtAne hAthe ja bALakane pIvAmAM Ave che. mAtA zrAvikAnA dharmone samajanArI ane te pramANe vartanArI haze te tenI chApa paNa bALakanI upara jarUra paDavAnI ja ane te bALaka kadI paNa dharmahIna thavAne nahi. pitA dharmane pAmele nahi. hoya chatAM mAtA je zrAvikAnAM zubha lakSaNethI yukta haze te te:
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________________ 318 AnaMda pravacana darzana mAtA potAnA bALakane sAco zrAvaka banAvI zakaze. tyAre pitA : sArA saMrakAravALe haze te bALakane niraMtara dhArmika saMskAro pADate e ja raheze paraMtu te chatAM mAtAnA saMskAre je sArA nahi hoya te pitAnA pADelA saMskAre nakAmA jaze ane mAtAnA vartananI chApa - ja bALaka upara daDha thaze, eTalA ja mATe zrAvaka kuLamAM mAtRgata - jatinuM mahattva svIkAravAmAM AvyuM che. mAtAnI mahattA paNa dhamane aMge. mAtAnI ATalI mahattA kahevAmAM AvI che te sarvathA sAcI che. paraMtu te uparathI ema samajavAnuM nathI ke pitAnI pharaja bALakane dharmane pathe joDavAnI nathI. bALakamAM dhArmika saMskAra rAkhavA e pharaja jeTale aMze mAtAnI che, teTale ja aMze pitAnI paNa che ja. paraMtu pitA je dhArmika saMskAre nAkhe che te TakavA ane tenuM poSaNa thavuM e mAtA para ja avalaMbe che, AthI ja jainakuLamAM mAtRgatajAtinuM mahattva kabUla rAkhavAmAM AvyuM che. je gharamAM mAtA zrAvikAnA raMgamAM raMgAelI na hoya te gharamAM bApa bALakamAM ghArmika saMskAro nAMkhaze te paNa tenI abhivRddhi thavAnuM muzkela banI jaze. - jyAre mAtA ja je dharmanA raMgamAM raMgAelI haze, te seMkaDe nevuM banAvamAM te tenI mAtAnAM saMtAno kadApi paNa dharmavimukha - nahi ja thAya e khulluM ja che. mAtAnI mahattA keTalI che? je te dhAre te potAnA saMtAnane ke dharmaniSTha banAvI zake che te mATe jaina sAhityamAM AcArya zrI Arya rakSitasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanuM - udAharaNa spaSTa che. AryarakSitasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA pitA jAte brAhmaNa ane dharme vaidikadhamI hatA. brAhmaNa jAtimAM temanA tatvajJAna ane lekavyavahAranA niyama pramANe garbhathI AThamuM varSa bese che, tyAre jaI devAmAM Ave che ane pachI te bALakane vidyAbhyAsa AraMbhAya che, paraMtu je bALakane pitA potAnA bALakane vedanuM jJAna ApavA mAgatA hoya te pitA garbhathI pAMcamuM varSa gaNIne
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________________ mAtApitAnI javAbadArI 319 pAMcame varSe satAnane janoi ApI zake che. A pramANe A rakSitanA pitAe putrane janAI ApI dIdhI hatI ane pachI guru pAse vaividyAvizArada thavA temane mAkalI ApyA hatA. unmArge thayelI unnatinuM pariNAma. ArakSita gurune tyAM rahIne khUba vidyA bhaNyA. cauda vidyAmAM pAraMgata thayA ane peAtAnI janmabhUmimAM pAchA AvyA. A vakhate temanA thayelA apUrva sanmAnanA vicAra karA. A rakSite meLavelA apUrva jJAna mATe rAjAe temane mAna ApatA hatA, temanI sevAmAM tatpara rahetA hatA. leAkeAe teozrIne mahAjJAnI mAnIne vadhAvI lIdhA hatA. ane temaNe meLavelA jJAnanA mahimAthI peAtAnA kuTuMba parivAramAM paNa temanuM sthAna paheluM hatuM. AvA jIva paudgalika riddhi-siddhimAM DUbI jAya ane tene bhayakara rItie nAza thAya to paNa temAM Azraya zu hAya vArU ? unmArge jenI unnati thAya che te AtmA A bhayaMkara bhavasAgaramAM mahAbhayAnakapaNe DUbI mare che. have jo A sthAne Aya rakSitajInI mAtA jainatvathI vAsita hRdayavALI na heAta tA bhagavAn Aya rakSitasUrijI ke jeo jainazAsananuM eka ratna che, teo prakAzamAM na AvyA haiAta ane mithyAtvanA pralayakArI paMkamAM DUbI ja gayA haiAta ! have A saMyeAgamAM mAtA vicAra kare che ke mArA putra cauka vidyA bhaNyA che, rAjA-mahArAjAe tene apUrva mAna Ape che, prajA tene vadhAvI le che, paraMtu tenI saghaLI samRddhi tene mahAbhayAnaka rItie narake laI janArI che. AvA prasaMgamAM mAtA tarIke mArI pharaja che ke mArA putranA AtmAnuM hita thAya eve ja mAge tene preravA joie. khIcaDI paNa nahi maLe. vicAra kare che te ajJAna nathI. A rakSitajInI mAtA AvA te jANe che ke huM mArA putrane je AtmAnuM kalyANa karanArA che, paraMtu e mAge peAtAnA satAnane mA darzAvavA mAgu` chuM te mArga
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________________ 320 AnaMda pravacana darzana vALatAM tene maLanArA rAjA-mahArAjAonA mAna-sanmAnane aMta Avaze. tatpazcAtuM tenuM vaDIla tarIke paNa parivAramAM sthAna raheze nahi. ATaluM chatAM mAtA pitAnA saMtAnanuM hita karavA tatpara thAya che ane tene Arya rakSitane maLela A vaibhava ane vidyAthI kaze ja AnaMda AvatuM nathI mAtA zAka kare che ke hiMsAthI prerita evAM zAstro mATe saMtAna bhaNya che. tene yoge bhavamAM bhaTakavApaNuM tenA bhAgyamAM AlekhAyeluM che ane evA saMgamAM mane AnaMda kayAMthI thAya? have Arya rakSitanI mAtAnI A manodazA joDe AjanI ApaNI mane dazA sarakhAvIe te mAlUma paDe che ke temanAmAM rahelA dharmanA bhavya saMskArone seme bhAga paNa Aje ApaNAmAM nathI ! tamAro chokarA bI. eelaela.bI.nI parIkSAo pasAra kare che te tamane tethI atiAnaMda Ave che. hajI te je ke e parIkSAthI tene kaze. ja lAbha thayo nathI. bI. e. kiMvA elaela. bI.ne eke akSara kaNiye vecAte laIne savAzera khIcaDI paNa jokhI ApavAne nathI. chatAM jyAM parIkSA pAsa thavAnI vAta sAMbhaLo che ke peMDA vahe ce. che ! padagalika saMpatti meLavavAnA dvAro tamAro putra ughADe che tethI. pitAne AnaMda na thatuM hoya evAM mAbApa Aje jagatamAM keTalAM che te vicAro. AtmAnA kalyANa mATe zuM tamArA chokarAe parIkSA pasAra karI che e vAta tame. sAMbhaLe che tyAre tamane kadI evo vicAra AvyuM che kharo kera mArA putre A parIkSA pasAra karI che, emAM mAro ke ene ze dahADA vaLavAne hate ?" kadI nahi !! paugalika saMpattine mAge vaLavAnI jAherAta eTale ja parIkSA pasAra karavApaNuM che. chatAM tyAM tamane kadIe dilagIrI thatI nathI ! have Arya rakSitajInI mAtAnA hadayane ahIM vicAra karo. Arya rakSitajInI mAtAjI ema mAne che ke putre cauda vidyAonI prApti karI che, paraMtu e cauda vidyAo hiMsA, parigraha, viSaya-kaSAya ItyAdine poSanArI che ane e saghaLAnuM
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________________ mAtApitAnI javAbadArI 311 pariNAma durgati che. have e vidyA dvArA mArA putra durgatine pathe jAya teA pachI mAre temAM AnaMda zA mATe mAnavA joIe ? AvA vicAre A rakSitajInI mAtA putrane maLatI sa'patti, mAna, vaibhava e saghaLAne lAta mAravA taiyAra thAya che, A rakSitajIne maLelI vidyAene mAtA narake laI janAra mAne che ane tethI e saghaLAne bhAge te A rakSitajIne sumAge vALe che. Ama karavAmAM ArakSitajInI mAtAnA eka mAtra hetu eTalA ja che ke game tema karIne putranA AtmAne ane tenA bhavane sudhAravA che. putranA AtmAnA kalyANu khAtara--sAcA kalyANa khAtara mAtA putrane maLelA saghaLA vaibhava, mAna, kItine lAta mAre che ane tene AtmakalyANane mAge vALe che. AnuM nAma te zrAvikA tarIkenI pharaja uparanI prIti che. zrAvaka kuLanI balihArI. mahAnubhAvA ! have vicAra karo ke AjanA saMsAramAM evI zrAvikAo keTalI che ke je ArakSitajI jevA bhaNelAgaNelA putrane dhane mArge vALavAne taiyAra bane! javAba e ja Avaze ke eka paNa nahi, kivA atyaMta gheADI ja ! Aya rakSitajI mAtAnI sthiti e ja zrAvaka kuLanI sAcI balihArI che. zrAvaka kuLa ane mAtRgata jAtinuM mahattva e ahIM ja raheluM che te anyatra nathI ja. putrane caDhatI greDa maLe che te eka parIkSA vadhAre pAsa kare che eTale ApaNe rAjI thaI jaIe chIe, paraMtu ApaNane e vAtanA teA khyAla ja nathI AvatA ke pAsa thaelA cheAkarAe dugatinAM khAtAM vadhAre kheAlavAnI AjathI jAherAta karI che ! ThIka ! potAnA putra cauda vidyA bhaNelA che, te vedAMtapAragAmI thayele che, paraMtu mAtAne tethI sASa thatA nathI, mAtA sivAya Akhu nagara svAgata kare che. putra pachI mAtA pAse jAya che. mAtA putrane kahe che ke tuM je vidyA bhaNyA che te saghaLI mithyAtvAdi avaguNaiAthI bharelI che. tAro abhyAsa hiMsaka zAstronA che eTale tenAthI mAre 21
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________________ 322 AnaMda pravacana darzana rAjI thavApaNuM rahetuM ja nathI. tuM daSTivAda bhaNe te ja rAjI thAuM, tAre tArA AtmAnuM kalyANa karavAnI jarUra che ane te jarUriyAta dRSTivAda bhaNavAthI pUrNa thAya ema che, mATe daSTivAda bhaNune temAM pAraMgata thaI Avaze, tyAre ja mAro putra sAcI vidyA bhaNyo che ene mane AnaMda thaze. - vicAra karo ke Arya rakSitanI mAtAe potAnA putra upara A ke mahAna upakAra karyo che. AjanI keTalI mAtA pitAnI saMtatine Ave zubha mArge vALavA taiyAra che tene vicAra karo. nATakAranI daSTi kayAM ? Arya rakSitajInI mAtA paNa je AjanI mAphaka ja duniyAdArInI sthitimAM phaselI hatI te tene hAthe AryarakSitajInI kevI dazA thavA pAmata tene vicAra karI le. AjanI tamArI sthiti te e che ke game te thAya te paNa tamArA putra duniyAdArInI kakSAmAMthI bahAra na javo joIe. chokarAne dharmane mAge tame vALe che, tene upAzraye mekale che, tenI pAse kiyAo karAve che e badhuM kharuM, paraMtu te mAtra eka khelanI mAphaka ! nATakkAre nATaka kare che. rAjArANInA pATha bhajave che, rAjanuM paropakArIpaNuM darzAvavA paropakArIpaNAne abhinaya kare che. paraMtu tenI daSTi te mAtra paisA upara ja che. anyatra tenI najara nathI ! pramANe tamArI sthiti paNa e ja che ke tamArAM bALakone tame dharmamAM prero cho kharA, paraMtu te tamArA sAMsArika sarkalamAM te rahevA ja joIe. je e sarkalamAMthI koI bahAra javAnI taiyArI kare che ke tyAM tarata tamAre virodha khaDe ja che ! jenakuLanI mahattA kevI che tenuM suMdarama suMdara daskRta Arya rakSitajInuM jIvana pUruM pADe che. mAtA putrane AtmakalyANane mArge prere che. putra paNa mAtAne e Adeza yathArtha rItie jhIlI le che ane daSTivAda bhaNavAne mATe AcAryadevanI pAse ravAnA thAya che. AryarakSitajI upAzrayamAM mAtA pitAnI sagAIne upaga ke kare che te paNa ahIM
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________________ 1 1 / 1 mAtApitAnI javAbadArI 3ra3 khAsa dhyAna rAkhIne jovA jevuM che. Arya rakSitajInI mAtAnA bhAI eTale ArakSitajInA mAmA zrImAna terasalaputra moTA AcArya che. mAtA pitAnI e sagAIne upaga dIkarAne sAdhupaNuM apAvavAmAM kare che ! AryarakSitajInI mAtAnA hRdayamAM evA vicArone vAsa ja nathI ke mAmA te masAluM karavAne mATe jarUrI che. dharmanA pavitra kAryane arthe te potAnI sagAIne upayoga kare che ane e sagAIne upayoga karIne potAnA vidvAna, rAjAmahArAjAethI prazaMsA pAmelA ane paMDita putrane (pUrvAzramI) mAmAnI pAse mokale che. Arya rakSitajI vedAMta pAragAmI che, cauda vidyAo bhaNelA che, jAtajAtanA saghaLA vyavahAramAM teo kuzaLa che, paraMtu jaina AcAravicAramAM teo ajJAna che. AvA ajJAna chokarAne mAtA gurunI pAse mekale che. Arya rakSitajI upAzrayane dvAre pahoMce che. paraMtu upAzrayamAM kema pesavuM, gurune kevI dIse vaMdanA karavI, temAMnuM kAMI jANatA nathI. bIjA zrAvake Ave che teo nityanA svabhAva pramANe nisihI' arthAt ke, "huM saMsAranA saghaLA vyApArane tajI dauM chuM" evA uccArapUrvaka vaMdana kare che. tenuM joIne Arya rakSitajI paNa nisihI paNa haju jene AvaDatI nathI te nisihanuM anukaraNa karIne upAzrayamAM dAkhala thAya che ane jema bIjAe AcAryazrIne vaMdana karatA hatA tema Arya rakSitajI paNa AcAryazrIne vaMdana kare che. bIjA zrAvakane nirisahI, IryAvahI vagere karatA dekhIne AryarakSitajIe paNa tema karI lIdhuM hatuM arthAt teozrI pahelAM zrAvake dvArA dharma pAme che, te pachI teozrI AgaLa vadhe che ane AcAryazrI tesalIputrane vaMdana kare che. - sAdhu paNa sivAya sUvAbhyAsa nahi. AcAryazrI Arya rakSitane pUche che ke "mahAnubhAva ! zA mATe AvyuM che ?" ArakSita uttara Ape che ke mArI mAtAe mane Apa zrImAnanI pAse daSTivAda zIkhavA mokalyo che.
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________________ ha4 AnaMda pravacana darzana - AcAryazrI uttara Ape che ke "sAdhupaNuM meLavyA sivAya daSTivAda bhaNave zakya ja nathI !" have ahIM Arya rakSitajI je uttara Ape che te barAbara dhyAnamAM tye ! Aje te evuM kahenArA paNa saMkhyAbaMdha mANase nIkaLyA che ke "sUtro zA mATe ekalA sAdhuone ja bhaNAvavAmAM Ave che, zuM amArI buddhi kAMI thoDI che ke amane sUtro bhaNAvavAmAM AvatA nathI!" AvuM belanArAone dharmanA viSayamAM gaDamathala karavI che, paraMtu temane samAjane pratyakSa vyavahAra kevI rIte cAle che teTaluM paNa jevuM nathI. jagatanA sAmAnya zikSaNa tarapha tame dhyAna Apazo te e tamane jaNAI Avaze ke cokkasa jJAna adhikAra paratve ja prApta karI zakAya che, anya rIte nahi. meDikala kolejanAM saghaLAM pustaka vAMcI nAkhe, parIkSA mATe TharAvelI saghaLI paDIo pUrI kare ane tenI parIkSAmAM paNa kaI vidyArthI pAsa thAya, te paNa tene A jJAnathI tene dAktarI jJAnanI DIplemA ApavAmAM AvatI nathI. kiMvA evI rIte pustakiyA jJAna maLavanArAone parIkSAmAM sthAna pAmavAne mATe paNa gya lekhavAmAM AvatuM nathI. je vidyArthI parIkSA pahelAM TharAvelA divase kelejamAM dAkhala thAya che, tene ja e parIkSAne mATe adhikArI lekhavAmAM Ave che, e ja rIte jJAnane mATe paNa adhikAra ja Avazyaka rahyo che. sAdhutvanI yAcanA. have AryarakSitajInA saMskAra juo. Arya rakSitajInA saMskAra jaIe chIe tyAre temanA upara paDelA mAtAnA saMskAranI chApa kevI bhavya haze te mAluma paDe che. AryarakSitajI evI dalIla nathI karatA ke "zA mATe mane daSTivAda zIkhavavAmAM AvatuM nathI?" guru sAdhane ja daSTivAda zIkhavI zakAya che ema kahe che eTale Arya rakSitajI pitAne sAdhuvanI dIkSA ApavAnI gurudevane vinaMtI kare che.
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________________ mAtApitAnI javAbadArI 325 gurudeva kahe che ke-daSTivAda e e viSaya nathI ke je ekadama zIkhavI zakAya. e te anukrame bhaNaze ! Arya rakSita che te paNa kabula kare che. mahAnubhAvo ! Arya rakSitajInA saMskAra kevA che te tapAse. AryarakSitajInA manamAM evI sahaja paNa zaMkA nathI AvatI ke zuM mArI mAtA ane dRSTivAda bhaNavAnuM kahe che temAM mAruM kalyANa haze kharuM ? mAre daSTivAda zA mATe bhaNave joIe ane zA mATe A dhana ane mAna vagerenI saraLatAthI prApti thAya che tene tajI devAM joIe? Arya rakSitajInA hRdayamAM evA keIpaNa vicAro AvatA nathI ! mAtAnuM vacana che eTale te mAruM potAnuM kalyANa sAdhanAruM ja che evuM dRDhapaNe mAnanArA ArakSitajI te ja kSaNe sAdhu thAya che ane mAtAnA vacanathI temanA mithyAtvane aMta Ave che. pachI te Arya rakSitajInI dhArmika unnati thayA ja kare che ane te chevaTe evI paramakakSAe pahoMcI jAya che ke teo jainazAsananA eka mahAnuM ratna ane yAvat pUrvadhara bane che !! gaLathuthImAM zuM Apaze ? Arya rakSitajInI A ItihAsaprasiddha kIti che ane te kIti jainazAsanane dedIpyamAna rAkhe che, paraMtu ApaNe joIe te mAluma paDe che ke e saghaLe pratApa Arya rakSitajInI bhAgyavatI mAtAne ja che. pitAnA saMtAnane pIgalika sukha saubhAgyamAMthI ugArIne je mAtA dharmane mArge prere che, je mAtA pitAnA bALakane sAce dhArmika saMskAra pADe che ane je mAtA pitAnA bALakonA AtmAnA hitanI ciMtA rAkhIne pitAnAM saMtAnanuM Atmahita sadhAtAM ja rAjI thAya che te ja mAtA ane tevA ja pitA jenA mAtApitA che. jainakuLanuM A mahatva che ane e mahattAmAM paNa mAtRgatajAtinI suMdaratA, keTalI AdaraNIya che te vastu Arya rakSitajInI mAtA pUrI pADe che.
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________________ 326 AnaMda pravacana darzana mahAnubhA! jainakuLanuM AvuM mahatva hevAthI ja zAstrakAra mahArAjAo ema kahe che ke coryAsI lAkha nimAM garbhaja-ni durlabha che, temAM manuSyapaNuM durlabha che. te thakI paNa AryakSetra durlabha che. AryakSetramAM paNa jainakuLa durlabha che ane jainakuLamAM paNa mAtRgatajAti te vaLI ethIya vizeSa durlabha che. AvI durlabha mAtRgatajAti ane jainakuLa prApta thayA pachI paNa gaLathuthImAM traNa mahAna vastuo te apAvI ja joIe. e traNa vastu je gaLathuthImAM na apAI te A saghaLe maLela suga paNa niSphaLa javAne saMbhava AvI pahoMce che. jIva anAdi che, karma anAdi che ane karma saMga paNa anAdine che. e vastu jainatvanI gaLathuthI che. have e gaLathuthI mithyAtvane nAza kevI rIte kare che te joIe. tamArI pharaja pUrI kyAre thAya ? nAnapaNamAM bALakane je saMskAra paDe che te saMskAra tenA zarIra upara ane mana upara bahu ja asara kare che, ane te saMskAro kadI nAza pAmatA nathI, eTalA mATe ja bALakanA mAnasamAM nAnapaNathI ja je A saMskAro nAkhyA hoya te pachI viparIta paristhiti upasthita thatAM te bALaka caLI zakti nathI athavA mithyAtva tarapha DhaLI zakatA nathI, paraMtu svadharmanA vicAromAM daDha rahe che. tame Aje paNa vyavahAramAM jue che ke bALakapaNAmAM dhArmika vyAkhyAne vakhate athavA rAsA ItyAdi dharmagraMthanuM vAcana thAya tyAre temAMthI je vArtAo, caritre bALake sAMbhaLe che te teo maraNaparyata yAda rAkhI zake che. paraMtu meTapaNe zALAo vagere sthaLe zIkhele ItihAsa teo zALA choDe che ke tarata ja bhUlI jAya che !
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________________ mAtApitAnI javAbadArI 3ra7 AthI tamArI khAtarI thaze ke bALakapaNAnA saMskAra atyaMta daDha che. have je manuSyajAti, AryakSetra, jainakuLa ane uttama mAtRgata jAtinI prApti thayA chatAM paNa bALakamAM A traNa saMskAra na nAkhIe te uparanI saghaLI Rddhi bALakane subhAgye maLelI hoya tene ApaNe mithyA banAvIe chIe. A rIte je mAbApa bALakamAM A traNa saMskAra nathI nAkhatA te mAbApa ajANapaNe pitAnA bALakanA zatrunuM ja kAma kare che. jaina mAbApanI e pharaja che ke mithyAtvanA saMskAre hRdaya upara daDha thatA aTakAvavA mATe A gaLathuthI dareka bALakane temaNe ApavI ja joIe. je mAbApe potAnI A pharaja bajAve che te ja sAcA jaina mAtApitA heI, ema mAnavuM yogya che ke temaNe potAnAM saMtAno pratyenI aneka pharajomAMnI eka pharaja bajAvI che. 8. * bhavitavyatA je paripakava karavI hoya te tathAvidha varSollAsAdinI vRddhi mATe udyama Adaro. * Astika gaNAtA sava mane deva, guru ane dharma A traNa to mAnyA vinA chUTake ja nathI. ja AtmAe paramAtmA banavuM hoya te sva-svarUpamAM ramaNatA karavI. * guNarAga e prazasta rAga che. prazasta rAga ja karma nijAve che ane karmakSaya thayA bAda e Apaapa palAyana thAya che.
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________________ + * * huM koNa ? [A mahAbhayaMkara saMsArarUpI sAgaramAM mAnavabhava e ratna barAbara che. [] mAnavabhava meLavavAne mATe kaI mUDInI jarUra paDe che? kArya ane kAraNone saMbaMdha ? kAraNa hoya te kArya thavuM ja joIe. mAnavabhavanI mUDI keTalI ? juvAnI AvatAM sudhI keTalI mUDa kharacavA pAme che. ApaNI dazA kasturI mRga jevI ja che. dravyayA ane bhAvadayAne bheda, 500 bacAvI 1500 ApanAra 500 bacAvo nathI paraMtu paMdaraso gumAve che.] saMsArasAgara. zAstrakAra mahArAja nyAyAcArya yazavijyajI mahArAja bhavyajInA upakAra mATe sUcavI gayA che ke A bhayaMkara bhavasAgara e eka sAgara-samudra ja che. samudra je vizALa che tevo ja A saMsAra paNa vizALa che. samudra je bhayaMkara che tevo ja A saMsAra paNa bhayaMkara che. samudramAM jema pracaMDa macchakacchanI vastI hoya che te ja pramANe kAma, krodha, mada, meha, lebha Adi macchakara7pone A saMsArasAgaramAM paNa vistAra che. jema samudramAM luMTArA, cAMcIyA ItyAdi hoya che. tevA ja sagAsnehI rUpa luMTArA, cAMcIyA A saMsAramAM paNa vidyamAna hoya che, ane jema e samudramAM paDelI vastu paDayA pachI te hAthe caDavI durlabha che te ja pramANe je mAnavabhavarUpI ratnane ApaNe A saMsAra sAgaramAM beI nAMkhIe te te pharI pAmavuM ati muzkela che. have ahIM tamAre mukhya e vAta samajavAnI jarUra che ke beI nAkhele mAnavabhava punaH meLavavuM e zAstrakAroe mahAmuzkela vAta che ema zA mATe ane zA AdhAre
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________________ huM koNa ? 329 mAnavadehanI maDI. mAnavabhava maLyA che, e vAta tame badhA jANA che. mAnavabhava maLe che e joIne tame khuza thAe che. paraMtu e mAnavabhava kema maLyA che? e vAta tame kaDhI vicAratA nathI. manuSyadeha e kharekhara bhAgyanA uyathI meLavI zakAya che. jyAre prakRtie pAtaLA kaSAyeAvALA thayA hAya, dAnarUci ane madhyamaguNAvALA thayA hAya tevA ja AtmAe mAnavadehane pAmI zake che. icchA rAkhyAthI ja kAIne A mAnavadeha maLI zakatA nathI. icchA rAkhavAthI ja jo dhArelI cIja meLavI zakAtI hAta te A jagatamAM koI paNa mANasa garIbaDA rahevA ja na pAmyA hAta. badhA ja mANase ema IcchA rAkhe che ke hu' yauvanavAna, dhanavAna, ane zaktimAna thaI jAuM! ane jo iccha!mAtrathI ja ema banatu hAta tA tA khadhA ja tevA thaI jAta! ApaNe varasAda paDe ane khetaranI pALa upara jaine evI icchA karyA karIe ke A khetaramAM DhALa, cAkhA ne ghauM pAke" "A khetaramAM DhALa cAkhA ne ghauM' pAkA !"' tA ethI vaNa vAve, vaNa kheDe temAM kAMI ja pAkavAnu nathI !! sasArane siddhAMta zu? khetaramAM jo tame ghauMnA dANA vAgye haze te tame IcchA rAkhazeA te paNa e dANA UgI ja nIkaLavAnA che, ane tame IcchA na rAkhA te paNu e dANA UgI ja nIkaLavAnA che. ane kadAca dANA vAvyA pachI tame evI IcchA karyAM karo ke "A dANA na Uge tA ThIka ! A dANA na Uge te ThIka !" tA pazu e dANA teA UgI ja nIkaLavAnA che ! IcchA ho athava! te na heA paNa jo kArA maLe tA kAya thavAnuM ja e A jagatanA sanAtana siddhAMta che. A jagatamAM evuM kAI paNa mANasa nathI, are mANasa te zuM paNa pazupakSIe paNa nathI ke je duHkha, roga ane Apattine icchatA hoya ! Ama chatAM jagatamAM sekaDA jIvane duHkha, pApa ane dugatithI ApaNe gherAelA joie chIe.
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________________ 330 - AnaMda pravacana darzana. e uparathI e vAta spaSTa thAya che ke jene kaI mAMgatuM nathI, jene kaI IcchatuM nathI ane jene keIne svapna paNa khyAla hato. nathI tevI cIja paNa kAryakAraNabhAvathI jIvane A jagatamAM AvI maLe che ! dareka AtmAne evI ja icchA hoya che ke huM nIrogI rahuM te sAruM, mane rAga na Ave te gaMgA nAhyA! Ama rogane kaI nathI IcchatuM chatAM roga thAya che. enA uparathI evuM eka ja anumAna game tevI sAmAnya buddhine mANasa hoya te paNa tAravI zake che ke jevAM kAraNe bane che tene anusaratuM kArya thAya che. kAraNe heya te kArya thavAnuM ja, tamene roganI IcchA na hoya chatAM je roganAM kAraNe maLe te jarUra rega thavAne ja ! tamArA zarIramAM nIrogIpaNunAM kAraNe bhegAM thayAM hoya te tamAro zatru tamAruM game tevuM bhUMDuM tAkyA kare te paNa tame nIrogI ja thavAnA ! e ja pramANe A jagatamAM badhAne sukhanI ja IcchA che, keIne dukhanI icchA nathI. saghaLAne saddagatinI ja IcchA che, koIne durgatinI IcchA ja nathI. chatAM je. sukhanAM ane sadagatinAM kAraNe na meLavIe sukha ane sadagati na ja maLe, ane duHkha ane durgatinI IcchAnAM ja je kAraNe meLavyAM hoya te jarUra dukha ane durgati ja maLyAM karavAnAM ! A saMsAramAM asaMkhya jIve che. kIDI, maMkeDI, kAgaDA, kabUtara, pipaTa, menA, ziyALa, gadheDA, ghoDA, pADA, phaLa, phUla ItyAdi ghaNA jIve che, e saghaLA che ApaNe sAthe ja mANasa tarIke kema na avataryA e prazna kadI keIe vicArI ja je nathI. tame jyAre A praznane vicArI lezo, tyAre ja tamane tamArA mAnavabhavanI mahattAne sAce khyAla Avaze. - manuSyabhavanAM karmo. ApaNane AryakSetra maLyuM che, Aryadeza maLe che, uttama kuLa maLyuM che ane mAnavajAti paNa maLelI che, tyAre bIjI tarapha aneka ine evI kazI ja sagavaDa maLI nathI. koI pazunI nimAM che,
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________________ huM keNa? 33 te kaI pakSInI nimAM che, koI vRkSAdinI yonimAM che ItyAdi jIvanamAM aneka sthAne che. anya jIne sArI ni nathI maLI, jyAre ApaNane sArI yoni maLI che. e uparathI ema spaSTa thAya che ke ApaNe A manuSyabhava meLavavAne lAyakanAM karmo bAMdhyAM hatAM. tethI ApaNane manuSyabhava maLyo che, jyAre vRkSAdie tevA karmo na bAMdhavAthI teo mAnavabhavane prApta karI zakayA nathI. manuSyapaNurUpI peDhI ApaNA AtmAe UbhI karI che. have dareka vakhate dareka sthAne peDhI UbhI karavAne mATe koIpaNa silaka hovI ja joIe. e je niyama che te ja pramANe A mAnavabhavarUpI peDhIne mATe AtmAne kaI mUDI rokavI paDI che ? AtmAnI kaI mUDI upara A mAnavabhavanI peDhI UbhI karavAmAM AvI che te juo. manuSyapaNAnI gati, AyuSya ane paMcendriyapaNuM e jyAre UbhAM thayAM tyAre A peDhInI sthApanA thaI ane tyArathI A peDhInI jAherAtane AraMbha thayo. mAnavabhavanuM karma zI rIte maLe? pahelAM sthiti e hatI ke ApaNe mA-bApane oLakhatA na hatA, mAbApa ApaNane oLakhatAM na hatAM. je jagyAe ApaNe janma thayo che tyAM evuM nathI banyuM ke mAbApe ApaNane pasaMda karIne lIdhA che, athavA te ApaNe mA-bApane pasaMda karyA che ! paraMtu manuSyapaNAnuM AyuSya bAMdhyuM hatuM tene yege mAtAnI kukSimAM ApaNe avataryA chIe. A saghaLAnuM kAraNa bIjuM kAMI ja nathI paraMtu karma ja che. ApaNuM karmo e rItanAM hatAM, eTale ja ApaNe mAtAnI kukSimAM avataryA hatA. A saghaLo prabhAva karmano ja che, paraMtu ApaNe e karmane kevI rIte nAza karI zakIe e vAta na vicArIe tyAM sudhI tethI kAMI lAbha thavAne nathI. karma zuM che e pahelAM jANavAnI jarUra che. karma evI cIja nathI ke jene pakaDI laIe athavA te dhakko mArIne kADhI mUkIe, manuSyapaNAnuM karma ke jene lIdhe ApaNe mAnavabhava pAmyA chIe te karma paNa lAveluM AvavA pAmatuM nathI, athavA tene dhakko mArI kADhI mUkavAnuM vicArIe
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________________ V\/\/\/ _/\/\/\/\/ 37ra - AnaMda pravacana darzana te paNa tene dhakko mArI kADhI mUkI zakAtuM nathI ! tyAre vicAra kare ke e karma kevI rIte prApta thAya che ane tene kevI rIte nAza thAya che. - je vaDe aMdhAruM ApoApa dUra thaI jAya che ne ajavALuM AvI zake che. te ja pramANe ApaNe puNya athavA pApane paNa lAvI athavA te kADhI zakatA nathI, paraMtu evAM kAraNe UbhAM karI zikIe chIe ke jethI puNya ane pApane enI meLe anukrame vikAsa ane vinAza thAya! puNya Ave ane pApa cAlyuM jAya !! puNya ane pApane ApaNe lAvI zakatA nathI, athavA te khaseDI zaktA nathI, paraMtu ApaNe tenAM kAraNe UbhAM karI zakIe chIe. have e kAraNe zI rIte UbhAM thAya che te juo. rokaDa keTalI che te gaNe! ahIM eka vAta yAda rAkhI le ke puNya ane pApanAM kAraNene ApaNe lAvI zakIe chIe ane tene TALI paNa zakIe chIe. have A vAtane vicAra karo ke je kAraNe upasthita karavAthI A mAnavabhava ja maLyA te kAraNe kyAM kayAM che? ApaNe A mAnavabhavanI peDhI mAMDI che. A jIvarAja zeThanI pAse 36000 mUDI che! vadhAremAM vadhAre chatrIsa hajAranI mUDIthI A vepAra zarU thaye che. e mUDI te rokaDA rUpIA samajavAnA nathI, paNa e chatrIsa hajAra divasa che ! e chatrIsa hajAranI upara tamane rAtI pAI paNa maLe evI nathI. A chatrIsa hajAra rUpIAmAMthI 7200 rUpIA te jotajotAmAM vaparAI - jAya che! vIsa varase mANasane zAnapUrvaka sAcI samajaNa Ave che. arthAt samajaNe thatAM ja vIsa varSa vahI jAya che, e vIsa varSanA .7200 rUpiyA te gayA ! have bAkI rahyA tenI vAta karo. huM mAnavabhavanuM karma laIne Avyo chuM ane ethI ja mane A mAnavabhava maLe che evI samajaNa AvatAM vIsa varasa gayA pachI -paDayA gharasaMsAranI ghANImAM ! A ghANa evI jabarI che ke vAta
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________________ huM koNa ? 3334 na pUche. A ghANImAM khaseA pAMcaseAnI rAkANu tA cAlatI ja nathI,. paraMtu eka vAra emAM paDayA eTale pUrepUrI 10800nI rAkANu tA jANe-ajANe thaI jAya che! je AtmA saMsAramAM paDayA temAMthI. koika ja subhAgI dvIkSA laI ne chaTakI zake che, bAkInA te ghAMcInI ghANIe caDhI beThA pachI tyAMthI UtaravAnI vAta ja zenA kare ? Ama neAma pacAsa varSa tA vahI jAya che ! vIsa varSa bALaka dazAnA ane trIsa varSa gRhasa'sAranA ! trIsa varSa eTale ja 10800 divasa ! have bAkI kADhA !! ATalI mUDI gumAvyA pachI ghaNAnI tA mUDI ja bAkI rahetI nathI. ghaNAnI 3600nI ja mUDI bAkI rahe che, ane enAthI vadhAre mUDI tA bhAgye ja keAi lAgavI zake che. have e 3600nI mUDImAM dha khAtuM khAlavAnuM mana thAya che, paraMtu e khAtu' kheAlavuM e kAMI saheluM nathI ! dharamakhAtuM khAlavuM eTale dhArmika jJAna levu: ane tene AcaravuM. paNa AcaravAnu tA dUra rahyuM, paNa enu jJAnalevAnuM ja pahelu tA muzkela che! jagatanuM vyAvahArika jJAna paNa jo bAlyAvasthAmAM AvI gayuM te AvI gayuM ane nahi tAkhalAsa! e jJAna meLavavAnuM paNa rahI jAya che ane ene mATe paNa AvatA janmane bharAse rahevuM paDe che. duniyAdArInA jJAnanI prAptinI ATalI muzkelI che teA pachI dhArmika jJAnanI muzkelInu' tA pUchyuM ja zu' ? duniyAdArInA jJAnamAM tame rIDhA thaelA che, tame ghaDAelA che, tame aneka para'parAe e sa'skAre meLavyA che, chatAM pacAsa varSa pachI e jJAnamAM paNa tame nathI phAvI zakatA, te pachI pacAsa varSa pachI dhArmika jJAna levAnI je vAta kare che temanI buddhine mATe tA kahevuM ja zuM? bAkI rahyA 10-20 ke 30. pacAsa gayA pachI bahu bahu to 10-20 ke 30 varSAM rahyAM ! e varasAnA vicAra karo. eTaluM samajI leA ke eka dahADe koI edahADAnuM AyuSya A jagatamAM bhAgavI zakatu nathI. eka divasanu
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________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana AyuSya bhegavIe tyAre bIje divasa maLe che. pAMcamAnuM AyuSya pUruM thAya che tyAre ja chAnuM AyuSya maLe che. eTale ekane kharca karIe chIe tyAra pachI bIja Ave che. A pramANe vahetA pANInI mAphaka AkhI jiMdagI cAlI jAya che. jema ekAda dArUDiye dArU pIne paDe che ane tene jagatanuM bhAna hetuM nathI. potAnA hitAhitanuM bhAna hetuM nathI. potAnI kIrti, pratiSThAnuM bhAna hatuM nathI, ane samaya pasAra thaI jAya che, te ja pramANe A jIvAtmAne paNa tene hitAhitanuM bhAna hetuM nathI. ane jIvAtmA kALa pasAra karIne karmomAM baMdhAte jAya che. AtmAne paNa e vAtanuM bhAna rahetuM nathI ke huM koNa chuM ? kayAMthI Avyo chuM? kayAM javAno chuM? ane mArI zI gati thavAnI che ! A jIva pite ema paNa nathI vicArate ke mAruM sthAna kyAM che? ane huM ahIM kayAMthI ane kevI rIte Avyo chuM ? zarIranuM ratna kayuM? mANasa jema dArU pIe che ane pachI masta thaIne rastAmAM paDe che tema A AtmA mehamadirA pIne masta banyo che, ane te : jagatamAM paDe che ! tene pitAnA svArthane paNa khyAla nathI, ane pitAnI cIjane paNa khyAla nathI. tame zarIranA ratnane AMkha gaNe che, AMkhanA je zarIrane bIje kaI paNa avayava tame kiMmatI mAnatA nathI. e AMkhane loke ratna kahe che, ratnane A jagata jue che. ApaNI AMkha te A duniyAne jue che. badhI vastunuM avalokana kare che, ane tenuM ApaNane jJAna thAya che, chatAM e AMkhamAM paNa eka moTI kheDa e che ke te AkhA jagatane jue che, paraMtu potAne ja te joI zakatI nathI !! A jIva zarIra dhAraNa kare che eTale pahelavahele te mAtAne ane tenA stanane jue che, ane te ja AkhI duniyA che ema samaje che! meTa thaye eTale ramatamAM paDe. tyAM bAlamitrone ja jhiMkhe che ane te maLyA eTale badhuM maLyuM ema mAne che. nizALe
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________________ huM koNa? 335 bhaNavA mokale eTale vidyA ane vidyArthIne ja jhaMkhe che, ane pitAnA bhAIbaMdho ane mejamajAha maLI eTale temAM ja duniyA pUrI thaI che ema samaje che. have paraNe che. paraNyA pachI strIputrAdinI upAdhivALe thayo eTale tene ja jhaMkhe che, ane Akhare mRtyuzayyAe paDe che, tyAM paNa A zarIrajIvanane ja jhaMkhe che. mAMdA paDe che te Arogyane jhaMkhe che : Arogya maLyuM te viSayone jhaMkhe che. viSaye maLyA che tethI maLatA pagalika lAbhane jhaMkhe che ? eka lAbha maLe te bIje lAbha vicAre che paraMtu - A AtamA AkhI jiMdagImAM eka paNa pI evI meLavate nathI ke je samaye teNe pite pitAne jhaMkhIne ema vicAryuM hoya ke huM koNa chuM ? pitAne vicAra karyo ? A AtmAe AkhI jiMdagIbhara jIvana dhAraNa karIne samaye samaye pisA-TakAne, strIputrAdine, mAlamilakatane ane dhaMdhApANIne ja vicAra karyA karyo che. paraMtu teNe eka paNa vakhate pitAne jhaMkhe nathI. teNe e vicAra kadI paNa karyo nathI ke huM koNa chuM? ane mAruM A jagatamAM zuM thavAnuM che! teNe evo svane paNa khyAla karyo nathI ke huM A saMsAramAM zuM laIne AvyuM hatuM? ane zuM meLavyuM che? ane zuM gumAvyuM che! je AtmA pote pitAnA ja vicAra vinAne che te bedarakAra zeThanI mAphaka adhogatie ja jAya che uDAu mANasa-jugArIo hamezAM potAnI kothaLI sAme jeto nathI. paraMtu keTale kharace karavAnuM che te ja vAta tapAse che, paraMtu tenI e rItabhAtanuM pariNAma e Ave che ke chevaTe te devALuM ja kADhe che! AtmA paNa A uDAu ane devALiye ja che. te pitAnuM AyuSya roja roja dharmArAdhana karyA vinA bhegavye jAya che, paraMtu "have pachI zuM" evo prazna kadI tenA aMtaramAM UThate ja nathI !! have A devALiye lAhA-nAdArI le temAM tene doSa ke bIjAne doSa? -
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________________ 336 AnaMda pravacana darzana Avaka thaI ke khoTa tame tamAruM AyuSya rejanuM roja bhegavye jAo cho. chelachabIlApaNuM kare che ane kethaLI khAlI kare che, paraMtu tamane kadI paNa e vicAra nathI AvatuM ke bhAI! A kethaLI khalAsa thaI gayA pachI mArI dazA TAMTIyA ghasavAnI thavAnI che, ane atyAre je chelabaTAupaNuM bhegavI rahyo chuM te avaLuM nIkaLI javAnuM che ! ApaNe jIva manuSyagati pAmIne mAnava AyuSya bhogavye ja jAya che, paraMtu te kadI e vicAra to kareta ja nathI ke huM A mAnavabhavanI peDhI khelI beTho chuM temAM meM Avaka karI che ke beTa meLavI che?! A te bhayaMkara bedarakArI kahevAya ke taddana mUrkhAI kahevAya te vicAre. je mANasa jagatamAM mAtra kharacA karavAnI ja vAte karyA kare che ane Avaka sAme jotuM nathI athavA te AvakanAM sAdhane UbhAM karavA prayatna karatuM nathI te kevaLa chelabaTAu ja che e nakkI mAnajo. e ja pramANe A AtmA covIse kalAka AyuSya bhegave che, trapaNuM, paMcendriyapaNuM Adi badhuM bhagave che, paNa Avakane raste karavAnuM e casakela jIvaDAne kadI bhAna AvavA pAmatuM nathI ! chelachabIlA phekaTalAla chelachabIlA thaIne pharanArA phekaTalAlao Avaka thAya te te pheMkI detA nathI. e Avaka teo gUpacUpa khIsAmAM bheLI karI de che, paNa Avaka thavAnuM icchavA mAtrathI Avaka thatI nathI, Avaka te tyAre ja thAya che ke jyAre AvakanAM sAdhane sUjhe che ! e ja pramANe A AtmAnuM tAraNa paNa tyAre ja thaI zake che ke jyAre AmA puNyanA mArgo vicAre che ! mela athavA puNya e cakaDoLane. ghaDo nathI ke pAI ApI eTale caDhI beThA ! chelabaTAu mANasa pese. Icche tenI mAphaka AtmA paNa puNyane jhaMkhe te avazya maLe che ja, paNa jhaMkhavA mAtrathI puNyanI prApti thatI ja nathI. puNyanI prApti
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________________ 337 te tyAre ja thAya ke jyAre AtmA puNyanA mArgo vicAre che. AtmAne puNyanA rastA vicAravA mATe Aghe javAnI jarUra nathI ! e rastA enA hAthamAM ja che. kasturI mRganI mahadazA AtmAne puNyaprAptinA rastA mATe bahAra jovAnI jarUra nathI. te rastA tenA AtmAmAM ja samAelA che paraMtu pelA kasturI mRganI mAphaka e rastA meLavavA mATe dUra dUra ja bhAge che ! manuSyatvanI puNya paddhati bAMdhavAnI tAkAta bIjA keInAmAM nathI, paraMtu AtmAmAM- potAnAmAM ja rahelI che. te bIjA pAsethI lAvavAnI nathI. ApaNuM mAnasa kevuM che? A jIvane sadAcAra tarapha svAbhAvika valaNa nathI, paraMtu durAcAra tarapha sahaja valaNa che, durAcAra AdaravA mATe tamane netaruM ApavAnI jarUra ja paDatI nathI ! ane sadAcAra AdaravA mATe notaruM maLe te paNa tamArI tyAM javAnI pravRtti saheje hatI nathI. apalakSaNa tarapha AtmAne cAha svAbhAvikapaNe ja rahe. che. kevaLa mANasonI ja vAta nathI, pazuomAM paNa e ja vAta che. tame gheDAne ghAsa nAMkhI bAraNe bAMdhyuM hoya ane tenI pAse ja tame ghAsa nAkhIne bIjo gheDo bAMdhaze te dareka jaNa, pitAnA meM AgaLano Dhagale kAyama hovA chatAM eka bIjAne Dhagalo joIne jIbha lapalapAvaze, arthAt AtmA AraMbha, parigraha, viSaya, kaSAya tarapha taiyAra ja che, kAMTAmAM paDavuM arthAt narake javuM ane tenA mArgabhUta viSayAdi sevavAM e bAjue A jIva upadeza vinA ja gakI paDe che, jyAre bIjI bAjue tame jue che ke sadAcAre te vALelo paNa vaLa nathI ! kedakhAnAM, davAkhAnAM ane maMdiro. kaI evI dalIla karate Avaze ke jIvanuM svAbhAvika valaNa te pApa karavAnuM ja nathI, te tenI e dalIla TakI zakavAnI ja nathI. A jainetara jagatamAM kedakhAnAM ane davAkhAnAM vadhAre che paNa
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________________ 338 AnaMda pravacana darzana nAmadhArI sAdhuone rahevAnA maTho-maMdire ke upAzraye ceDA che, te pachI sAcA sAdhuone mATe te keTalA haze enI kalpanA karavI ja basa che ! ApaNe samAjamAM paNa jue che ke upAzraye gaNyAgAMThayA che, paraMtu gRhasthanAM ghare te agaNita che. AthI siddha thAya che, ke AtmAnI svAbhAvikatA patananI che, uthAnanI nathI. A jIvane khAvuM, pIvuM, le, devuM, ghAlamela, dhamAla, ItyAdi game che ane temAM ja rAcI rahela che. A jIvane e vicAra kadI Ava nathI ke huM koNa chuM ? kayAMthI Avyo chuM? mArI zI dazA hatI ? zI dazA che ? ane zI dazA thavAnI che ? mAruM mULasvarUpa mane zI rIte maLI zake ema che ane mArA e svarUpanI prAptimAM mane kayAM vidhro naDe che ! ane e mArAM viThTho huM kevI rIte TALI zakuM ema chuM ? dayA ane tenA prakAra A AtmA jyAre A vicAra kare che tyAre ja te bhAvadayAnI sthitine pAme che. dravyadayA samaju ane aNasamaju baMne AcarI zake che. kramAM krUra mANasane paNa sAmA mANasane marate. dekhIne dayA Ave che, paraMtu temanI e dayA bhAvadayA nathI, paraMtu dravyadayA che, paraMtu A dravyadayAvALAe bAraNuM ughADAM rAkhIne khALe DUcA mAre che ! eka anya AtmA maravA paDe hoya tethI teo kaMTALe che, enI tene dayA Ave che, paraMtu potAne ja AtmA seMkaDe janma ane seMkaDe maraNa pAme che, pAme che ane pAmaze, tenuM bhAna nathI ane e asaMkhya janmamaraNanAM kAraNene te dUra karavA mAgatA nathI ! maraNathI AkhuM jagata Dare che, AkhI duniyA - jIvavA Icche che, paraMtu jagatane e Dara mAtra cAlu maraNane aMge ja che, ane tethI pratyeka jIva-aneka che aneka maraNenI sAmagrI pratikSaNa taiyAra ja kare jAya che, tethI koIne Dara ke kSobha thato nathI ! AtmA sittara kaDAkoDI sAgaropamanI mehanI sthiti bAMdhe che, e karma bhogavavAne keTalAM varasa joIe ? jagatamAM tetrIsa
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________________ huM koNa ? 339 sAgarepame eka maraNa te cokkasa ja che. A AtmAne sittara kaDAkaDI sAgaropama sudhI thavAvALA asaMkhya janmamaraNane to khyAla ja nathI. paraMtu tene mAtra eka ja A bhavanA maraNane Dara lAge che. jagata mithyA tyAre satya zuM ? A jagatamAM badhuM mithyA che ane mAtra bhagavAnazrI jinezvaradenA vacane, deva, guru ane dharma e ja satya che. e vicAra A AtmA sadAe potAnA aMtaramAM ghuMTayA kare ane te sivAya tene bIje vicAra sarakhe paNa na Ave tyAre ja te sittera keDAcheDI sAgaropamane marathI DaranAro bane che. je AmA sittera keDAcheDI sAgaropamanA janmamaraNathI Dare che, te AtmA kadApi paNa deva, guru ane dharma e traNa sivAya bIjI vAta pitAnA hRdayamAM lAvI zakatuM nathI. A AtmAo bicArA jJAnAvaraNIya Adi karmanA jhapATAmAM paDayA che. temAMthI te bicArAone kema bacAvI levA eno je vicAra Ave te e ja eka bhAvadayA che ema samajaje, paraMtu ahIM yAda rAkhavAnuM che ke je potAnI sthitine jete nathI te kadI pArakAnI sthiti joI zakatA nathI je potAnuM zarIra na dekhe te pArakAnuM zarIra zI rIte dekhavAne hate ? arthAta paranI bhAvadayA svadayA vinA AvavI e ghaNI muzkela che. eka maraNanI bIka che paNa jyAM sudhI A bhAvadayA na Ave tyAM sudhI te tamAre ema ja samajI levAnuM che ke khALe DUcA che ne bAraNAM ughADAM che badhA AtmAo eka A bhavanA maraNathI Dare che, paraMtu teo bIjA thanArA anatA maraNathI kadI DaratA nathI. A saMbaMdhIne AtmAne hajI vicAra ja Avyo nathI ! ane jayAM e saMbaMdhIne vicAra ja nathI AvyuM tyAM e saMbaMdhInI pravRtti to hoya ja zAnI! prastuta vicAra A jIvane nathI chatAM te vicAra AtmAmAM jAgRta karanArI je kaI paNa vastu hoya te te bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevanuM zAsana che. bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevanA zAsana sivAya A vicAra bIja
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________________ 340 - AnaMda pravacana darzana keIthI kaIpaNa rIte Avo zakaya nathI. bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevanuM vacana tame jANatA hai yA na jANatA ho te paNa tame saMsAranI pApapravRtti che temAM dhasI rahyA che ane e vyavahAra tamAre hAthe ghaDAye ja jAya che. e vyavahAramAMthI tamane cetAvIne sAvaceta karanAruM che ke IpaNa zAstra hoya te te zrImAna jinezvaradevanuM zAsana che. moTAmAM meTe upakAra bhagavAna jinezvaradevane je ApaNA para keI moTAmAM moTe upakAra hoya te te e che ke temaNe ApaNane sadagatinA ane durgatinA rastA batAvyA che; saMsAragati kevI rIte TALI zakAya, makSa kevI rIte meLavI zakAya, karma AvavAnAM kAraNe kevI rIte rokI zakAya, karma kevI rIte bAMdhI zakAya e saghaLI vAte zrImAna jinezvara devee potAnA jJAnathI jANIne ApaNI AgaLa pratyakSa karI che. ane te zrImAn jinezvaradevane ApaNuM uparane bhavya upakAra che. ApaNe zrImAnuM jinendradevane pUjIe chIe, temane ArAdhIe chIe, temanuM guNagaurava karIe chIe, te saghaLAnuM kAraNa A eka ja che. tame davAmAM tela pUro ane dIve saLagAvo che e dave tamAro re jameLa lakhI ApatuM nathI, te tamArA hIrA pArakhI ApatuM nathI, tamArA gharane kacaro sApha karI ApatuM nathI, paraMtu dIvAnuM je ajavALuM che te tame enA tejathI tamArAM saghaLAM kAma karI zake . keI ema kaheze ke davA vinA paNa mANasa pote pitAnA anubhava ane anumAnane AdhAre kAma karI zake che ane tene prakAzanI jarUra paDatI nathI, te pachI prakAza Avazyaka che ema, zA mATe mAnI levuM joIe? aMdhakAra ane prakAza A vAta sAcI nathI. tame anubhava ane anumAnane AdhAre kAma karo che e vAta sAcI che. paraMtu tamene anubhava ane anumAnanI prApti paNa tyAre ja thAya che ke jyAre tame pahelAM e. bAbatanI TreniMga le che. vAraMvAra tame prakAzamAM vALyuM hoya te.
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________________ huM kANu ? 341 pachI tame aMdhakAramAM paNa vALI zake che, paraMtu jamIna kevI che ? tenA upara kacarA rUpe zI vastuo paDe che? ane te kevI rIte ulecAya che ? e saghaLu' tame prathama dIvAnA prakAzamAM jANI leA che. ane pachI jyAre tamAro svabhAva ja eva! thai jAya che tyAre tame te pramANe vagara prakAze karI zakeA che. kAIne tame janmatAMvAra ja aMdhArAmAM pUrI rAkheA ane tene jagatanA saMskArAthI paNa dUra rAkheA, te te mANasa kadI aMdhakAramAM vALI zakavAnA nathI ja. je dIvA cA prakAza ja na heAya tA tame hIrA ke mAtI, jara ke jhaverAta; sAnuM ke rUpuM kazuM ja pArakhI zakavAnA nathI. dIvAne jo prakAza na hAya tA kalcara meAtI ane sAcAM meAtI e baMnenI vacce kaze! ja pharaka ApaNe joI zakatA nathI. AthI spaSTa che ke satyAsatyane ni ya karavA mATe dIvA ke prakAza che teA ja ApaNe satyAsatyanA nirNaya karI zakIe chIe. jo prakAza na hoya te ? bhagavAna zrI jinezvara mahArAjanA upadeza jo ApaNA aMtaramAM na vasyA hoya te ApaNane badhuM ja sarakhuM che. dIvAne prakAza na hAya tA ApaNane hIrA ane kAca baMne samAna che. te ja pramANe bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevAnA upadeza paNa jo ApaNA hRdayamAM na pace tA karmAMdhananAM kAraNA, sasAranAM kAraNeA, meAkSanA rastA, e badhu ApaNane sarakhuM ja che. ApaNI AvI hInadazA na thAya teTalA ja mATe ApaNe bhakti rUpI dIve jAgRta rAkhavA paDe che. e dIvA jAjvalyamAna rAkhavAne mATe ja zAstrakAra mahArAjAoe bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevAnI bhikata karavAnI kahI che. A saghaLAmAM mukhya vAta samajavAnI e che ke ApaNe je pramANe kama karyAM... hAya te ja pramANe ApaNane gati paNa maLe che. ApaNe karmAM kharAba karyA' hoya tA sArI gatie Izvara ApaNane mekalI Ape evI Izvara pAse muddala tAkAta nathI athavA tA ApaNAM karmo ja sArAM hoya te! ApaNI sadgati TALIne ApaNane durgAMtimAM nAMkhavAnI paNa IzvaranI pAse paisA bhAranI tAkAta nathI !
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________________ 342 AnaMda pravacana darzana mAnavabhavanI thApaNa zI? A badhA uparathI samajavAnuM e che ke ApaNI sadgatine AdhAra je kaMIpaNa cIja upara hoya te te ApaNuM karmo upara che, paraMtu bIjA kazAnA upara nathI. have ApaNe je A peDhI chelI che tene AdhAre tapAse. ApaNI A mAnavabhavanI peDhImAM traNa rakama. jamA karelI che? 1. pAtaLA kaSAya, 2. dAnarUcipaNuM ane 3. sadaguNapaNuM. vibhAve pAtaLA kaSAya hAya arthAt gharabArane aMge thatA kaSAye pAtaLA hoya te te A manuSyapaNAnI peDhInI eka thApaNa che. have kaI ema kaheze ke thApaNathI ja manuSyapaNAnI prApti thAya che to e thApaNa te badhA ja ekendriomAM paNa STie paDe che. te pachI badhA ja e kendriya mAnavanimAM ja AvatA hovA joIe. Ano javAba e che ke pAtaLA kaSAyo sAthe bIjI thApaNa. te dAnarUci che, paNa ahIM yAda rAkhajo ke sanarUci ane devuM emAM AsamAna-jamInane phera che. keI eka khaI dAnamAM Ape ethI tenAmAM dAnarUcipaNuM nathI ema samajavAnuM nakkI, athavA kaI lAkha rUpiyAnuM dAna kare te tenAmAM dArUcipaNuM che ema paNa mAnI levAnuM nathI. 500 bacyA ke 1500 gayA? dhAro ke eka zrImaMta zeTha che. tenI AgaLa dAnanI TIpa Ave che. koIe e dAnanI TIpamAM be hajAra bharyA hoya te e zeThiya. paNa e AMkaDAne ja vaLagI paDe che ! phalANA bhAIe be hajAra mUkyA temAM zuM thayuM? are ! e te karoDapati che, lAkha Ape toya. ochA che, ame te phalANAnI sAme kalaMDaliyA gaNAIe. A varase vaLI vepAramAM khoTa che, rUnA bajAra ThaMDA che, je 1501 laI jAo. eve e lavAre karIne A zeTha rU. 1501 bharI ApI. TIpavALAne vidAya kare che. ane TIpavALe vidAya thAya ke zeTha manamAM khuza.
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________________ huM koNa? 343 thAya che ke cAla, rU. be hajAra bharavA paDe ema hatuM, paNa paMdarasamAM pIDA maTI, A rIte je 500 bacAve che te pAMcase bacAvatuM nathI, paraMtu kharI rIte te 1501 gumAve che. 1501nuM dAna thayuM paNa temAM dAnarUci na hatI, e te mArA khAIne musalamAna banyuM hatuM, eTale enA paMdarase eLe jAya che. A daSTie je dAna kare che tenAmAM dAnarUcine abhAva gaNAya ane e dAna mAnavabhavanuM kAraNa banavA pAmatuM nathI! phalANA e game eTalA bharyA hoya, paNa mAre te mArI zakita pramANe ATalA bharavA ja joIe, A saMsArarUpI hoLI che ane je kAMI ahIM paDayuM rahe che te saghaLuM bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya che, UlaTuM emAMthI bacAvIne dharmane mAge ApyA che te ja bacyA che. evI jyAM samajaNa che te ja sthAne dAnarUci che. - trIjuM zuM joIe? have trIjI vAta vicAre. svabhAve pAtaLA kaSAye hoya ane dAnarUcipaNuM hoya, chatAM je durgaNethI yukta heya, lucce, niMDhAra, nirlajaja ane nItihIna hoya, te AtmA paNa mAnavabhava na ja bAMdhI zake. jenAmAM svabhAve pAtaLA kaSAya heya; jenAmAM dAnarUcipaNuM hoya, lajajALu, dAkSiNya Adi saddaguNa hoya che tevA ja guNavALe. mAnavabhava bAMdhI zake che. tame A mahApavitra evuM bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevanuM zAsana pAmyA che, te chatAM A traNa vastu tamAre meLavavI keTalI muzkela che? te pachI je AtmA ajJAna che, jenAmAM jJAnane uddabhava thaye ja nathI, tene e vastu meLavavI keTalI muzkela hoya? tene vicAra kare. ATalA ja mATe kAraNa dvArA mAnavabhava ke mukela che te jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che. - mAnavatAva ATale durlabha che tene meLavavA mATe ApaNe AtmAne koI divasa pUchayuM che ke mArAmAM A traNa guNe che ke nahi ? ane A traNa guNe je nahi hoya te pharI mAnavabhava maLI zake nahi. temaja huM keNa chuM ? kayAMthI AvyuM che ? kayAM javAne chuM? te vicAra harahaMmeza karaze te ApoApa pAtaLA kaSAya vagere guNone keLavavA mana thaze ane pariNAme vistAra pAmaze.
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________________ jaya jineka ane praNAma IIIIIE giluminimulumi n iuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurina [jIva-achavAdi svIkAre te Astika, jIvAdine na svIkAre te nAstika Ama chatAM nAstikane pUrI Adi padArthone svIkAravA te paDe che ja, jenI enuM kartavya Azravane tyAga ane saMvaranA AdaravAmAM hoya che. jene e anyadarzanInI sAthenA patravyavahAramAM jaya jinendra lakhavuM. jya jinendra e jovAnuM pratIka che. jenoe paraspara sAdhamikane patra lakhatAM praNAma lakhavuM, pramANa eTalA mATe ke jainadharma pALela sI keAI praNAma ne che.] uuuuuuuuuu uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu jagatamAM pravartelA darzane paikI koIpaNa darzana evI sthitivALuM nathI ke je darzanamAM kaIpaNa pakSa ke vastune aMgIkAra karavAnuM hoya nahi. eTale dareka darzana ane dareka matane aMge koIpaNa prakAre aMgIkAra karavAnuM te hoya ja che. dareka Astika darzanamAM te mokSaAtmA-deva-guru-dharma-adharma ane pudagala(jaDa) padArthanuM aMgIkAra karavAnuM hoya ja che, paraMtu nAstikamata ke jene paralekAdi nathI tethI ja bolavA mATe nAstika zabda bola paDe che ane jene lIdhe te pitAne nAstika tarIke oLakhAve che ane jagata paNa tene nAstika tarIke oLakhe che, tevA nAstika matavALAne paNa pRthvI Adi cAra ke pAMca bhUtenuM satva che ema te pitAnA pakSa tarIke aMgIkAra karavuM ja paDe che. eTale ke I paNa darzana ke mata aMgIkAra vastuthI zUnya hetuM nathI ane che nahi. eTaluM ja nahi, paraMtu paralekAdikanA sattvane mAnavAne lIdhe, asti asti ema bolavAne lIdhe, pitAne Astika kahevaDAve che, ane jagata paNa teone Astika tarIke ja mAne che. te te sarva Astiko potapotAnI apekSAe deva, guru, dharma ane tatva e cAra viSayamAM ammalita-mAnyatAvALA hoya che.
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________________ * jaya jinendra 345 Astika danAnA meATo bhAga deva, guru ane dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM tathA tavAnI mAnyatAmAM peAtAnA jIvananuM sAphalya gaNe che. ane bhaviSyanI jiMdagIonI sudaratA yAvat meAkSapadanI prApti paNa te ArAdhanA ane mAnyatAne AdhAre ja thavAnuM mAne che. parantu trikAlAbAdhita niSkalaka avyucchinna prabhAvazALI zrI jainazAsananA praNetA bhagavAn jinezvarA tathA temanA upadezane ja amalamAM mUkatAM ane temaNe jaNAvelA sAdhyane ja sAdhavAmAM tathA sadhAvavAmAM tatpara banelA nintha gurumahArAjAe tathA hiMsAdike aDhAre pApanAM sthAnothI pAchA haThavArUpa ane pAMca mukhya AzraveAnI pratijJArUpa dharmone mAnanAro vaga ja peAtAne jaina tarIke eLakhAvI zake che, eTaluM ja nahi parantu jaganA padArthonuM pRthakkaraNa anyamatavALAoe jyAre prakRtipuruSAkrikarUpe, dravyaguNAdirUpe, pramANaprameyAdvirUpe, Aya satyAdirUpe kareluM che, tyAre phakata jena tarIke jAhera thayelA varga ja te jaganA padArthonA pRthakkaraNamAM paNa AtmAnA kalyANanuM lakSya rAkhIne tathA meAkSanuM dhyeya AgaLa karIne sAmAnya rIte paTTAnA jIva ane ajIva tarIke vibhAga mAnyA chatAM, te e vibhAgane tattva tarIke na gaNatAM, jIva ajIvanI sAthe ka baMdhananAM kAraNeA, karmAnu baMdhAvavuM, AvatAM karmonuM rokAvavu, AvelAM karmInA nAza thavA ane yAvat sarva kALane mATe jeenu karmabaMdha AdithI mukata thavuM--evAM sAta tattvAne ane sAthe sAthe karmanA zubhAzubha vibhAga tarIke betAlIsa zubhakarmo ane khyAzI azubha karmonA vibhAga paNa AtmAnI zubhAzubha pravRtti nivRttinA cihna tarIke mAnIne jee jIvAdika nave padArthAne tattva tarIke mAne, tee ja peAtAne vAstavika rItie jana tarIke kahevaDAvI zake. ane A ja kAraNathI bhagavAn umAsvAtivAcakajI mahArAja zuddha deva, guru ane dharmAMnA svIkArane ke zuddha tattva svIkAravAvALA AtmAnA zubha pariNAmane samyaphUtva tarIke gaNAvavAnu` mulatavI rAkhIne jaganA padArthomAM jIvAdika tarIke vibhAga ane te jIvAdika vibhAgAne tattva tarIke mAnavuM. tene ja samyakdana tarIke eTale ochAmAM mAchA zrAvaka tarIke gaNAve che.
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________________ 346 AnaMda pravacana darzana - jo ke koIpaNa Astika darzana jIva-ava-puNya-pApa-karma AvavAnAM sAdhana-karmonuM baMdhAvavuM-karmonuM rekAvavuM, karmonuM tUTavuM ane mekSa e nava padArthone nathI mAnatA ema te nathI ja arthAt sarva Astika darzanakArone e jIvAdika nava padArthone mAnavAnuM thAya ja che ane te mAnavAnI pharaja tenA darzanakAre tene pADe che, paraMtu bhagavAna jinezvara mahArAjanA zAsanane anusAranArA mahAnubhAvo sivAya keIpaNa darzana ke matavALe tonI vyavasthAmAM e jIvAdika nava padArthone tatva tarIke mAnate ke jaNAvate ja nathI. ane tethI ja ema kahI zakAya ke anya darzanakAro chavAdi nave padArthone mAnavAvALA chatAM paNa teo te jIvAdika nava padArthone tatva tarIke te mAnatA ja nathI. te jIvAdika nava pArthone tatva tarIke mAnanAre je kaI paNa varga hoya te te kevaLa bhagavAna jinezvara mahArAjanA zAsanane anusaranAro ja varga che. jenIonuM kartavya pUrve jaNAvyA pramANe mAtra jIvAdika nava padArthone svIkAravA mAtrathI pUrNa thAya che ema koIpaNa prakAre mAnI zakAya nahi, paraMtu jaina dharmane anusaranArAonuM lakSyabindu athavaAdino tyAga ane saMvara AdinA Adarane mATe ja aharniza hoya che. ane tethI ja te jeno pitAnA rUMvADe rUMvADAmAM pharafthe gvo a ghara se na arthAt A nircanja pravacana ja artha che. paramArtha che ane te sivAya jaganI je koIpaNa cIja ke pravacane te bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara anarthakAraka che. ekalI AvI vAsanAne pote dhAraNa karanArA hoya te ja jaina kahevAya che ema nathI, paraMtu jaganA keIpaNa anya darzana ke matavALe tenI sanmukha hAjara thAya tyAre e ja rUpe na vaLe je na saMskAre reDavAne mATe ja kaTibaddha thAya. eTale anya darzanakAranI AgaLa AvI rIte janamatanI satyatA jAhera karavAnA pariNAme ja janadhamIethI anyadhamI enI sAthe patravyavahAramAM jaya jinendra lakhavAne vyavahAra rAkhI zakAya. yAda rAkhavuM ke
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________________ jaya jinendra 347 bhagavAn jinezvara mahArAjanA matane anusaranArAone te mukhya dharma e che ke bhagavAna jinezvara mahArAjanA matane anusaranArA je hoya te sarvane praNAma karyA ke lakhyA sivAya rahI zake ja nahi, arthAt teo parapara sAdharmikapaNuM hovA chatAM patramAM jaya jinendra lakhavAnI Teva rAkhe che. teo kharekhara jainadarzanane anusaranArAnI ke jainadarzananI kiMmatane samajanArA nathI. tattva eTaluM ja ke janadarzanane anusaranArAone praNAma ja lakhavA ane anya dazanakArAnA patramAM ja jaya jinendranuM vAkya ke je sAmeva nirAze nuM eka keDa vAkaya tarIke che. mATe jinadarzanane anusaranArAoe lakhavA belavAmAM aMgIkAranI suMdaratAne sUcavanAra: zabdone tathA dhamInA bahumAnane khyAla rAkhIne pravartavuM joIe. PODOUDOIDO. FG UI) dharmavRkSa prabhu zrI jinezvara bhagavaMte prarUpela dharma e vRkSa che, samyakatvathI ! e enuM mULa che, siddhAnto e enuM thaDa che, vrate (dezavirati ke sarvavirati) e enI DALIo che, aDhAra hajAra zIlanAM aMge e pAMdaDAM che, devanI Rddhi, manuSyanI Rddhi, e puSpo cho e dharmavRkSa, jinezvara bhagavaMtanAM vacanorUpI pANInI nIkathI niraMtara sIMcAya che, ane prAnta emAMthI nirvANu-mekSarUpI phaLa maLe che, AvA vRkSane hamezAM Adara, seva, anaMtA sAdhu vageree A vRkSa AdarI sevI. iinarvANa phaLane meLavyuM che. VODAVODAVODA
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________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana bhAga-2 - jJAnapravRtti kara Bangla pIyuSamasamudrotthaM rasAyanamanISadham / ananyApekSamaizvaryaM jJAnamAhurmanISiNaH // 1 // speection cupuncocon manuSyane potAnI pravRttine upayogI thAya to te sArthaka jJAna. pravRttine B upayogI na thAya to te jJAna khullI AMkhe khADAmAM pADe. jyAM sudhI jIvane jJAnanI prApti nathI thatI tyAM sudhI te dharma karI zakato nathI. mATe B dareke jJAna tarapha pravRtti karavAnI khAsa jarUra che. dings pagged possession hiMsA vagere kharAba che te aMtaHkaraNa kahe che, paNa keTalIka vastumAM aMta:karaNa uparAMta jJAnInAM vacananI jarUra rahe che. mahopAdhyAya nyAyavizArada zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja jaNAve che ke A saMsAramAM jyAM sudhI jIvane jJAnanI prApti nathI, tyAM sudhI te dharma prApta karI zakatA nathI. je zAstra saMbaMdhI be vacana jANe, samaje te ja dharmane adhikArI bane che. jyAM sudhI jJAnInAM vacanathI A AtmA nasIbadAra thaIne tatva meLavavA taiyAra thato nathI tyAM sudhI dharmane mATe te adhikArI thatuM nathI. niSpApa sthiti sAMbhaLavAthI ja mAlUma paDe che. arthAt niSpApa sthiti sAMbhaLyA vinA mAlUma paDatI nathI. duniyAnA vahevAro sAMbhaLyA vinA theDA ja khyAlamAM Ave che?
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________________ 349 jJAnapravRtti mAravuM e kheTuM che. bIjAne mAratAM jue ke mane te nahi mArene! pahelAMthI mAravAnuM cheTuM samaje che ane udyama kare che. khoTuM na samajato hoya te tenI pAse sAdhana che ke nahi te zuM kAma tapAse ? mAravuM khoTuM e dareka kabUla kare che. hiMsA karanAre paNa hiMsA karavI beTI che, ema mAnI lIdhuM che. nahi te pite pitAne bacAva kema. dhAryo? bole enI pahelAM ja aMdara baDabaDATa thAya, Ama beluM te te jANI te nahi jAyane? keInI vastu uThAvavA pahelAM rakhene te dekhaze. te nahi, ema manamAM thAya. "hiMsA e kharAba cIja che" ema aMtaHkaraNa kahI Ape che. keTalIka evI pravRttio che ke jemAM aMtaHkaraNanI pravRtti ene lAvI jue che. paNa aMtaHkaraNa arUpIne lAvI jevAvALuM nathI. je vastune mAruM aMtaHkaraNa kahe tene ja dharma mAna. jene mAnavAnuM nA kahe tene dharma mAnave nahi. paNa dharmanuM lakSaNa mAruM aMtaHkaraNa kahe te artha mAnave te barAbara nathI. ene mATe niyama che ke samagra pApathI viramavuM. pApa rahita sthitine pichANavI e tamArA anubhavanuM kAma, nathI. regarahita dazA e DekaTaranA kahyAthI mAluma paDe. ApaNI kalpanAo kAma nathI lAgatuM. je e bAbatanA jANakAra hoya tenuM kahevuM kAma lAge. DokaTara kahe te ja kAma lAge. ApaNe zarIranA mAlika chIe. kSayathI pIDAtA hoIe, kSaya, nathI thayA ema kahIe tethI kSaya vagaranA thaIe kharA ke? tethI kSaya maTI gayo ke ? kensara thAya tenI khabara meTA meTA DokaTarone paDatI nathI. keI kahe kensara nathI, tethI darada maTI gayuM ? dardIne jANavAvALA sarjana hoya te kahe ke "kesara nathI " tethI jaNAya che ke "kensara nathI. AthI kensara che te paNa moTA DekaTaranA kahevAthI mAnavAnuM. ApaNA manamAM lAgyuM ke "nathI," tethI kensara UMDI javAnuM nathI. dardInI bAbatamAM saMpUrNa jANakAra je hoya te puruSanA nirNaya upara nakakI thAya. tyAM tArA mananI gaNatarI zI ? tArA, zarIramAM te gaNatarI kara. "AtmA arUpI cIja che, A te badhuM,
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________________ 350 - AnaMda pravacana darzana rUpI che." rUpInI te pUrI tapAsa karI le. AMtaraDAM kayAM che? kyAM saDyAM che, te te lagIra tapAsa? A cAmaDAnI jhUMpaDI mATe sarjane joIe to pachI arUpI, avyAbAdha e je AtmA tenI sthiti - jANavA mATe huM jANuM e ja dharma, e kaI sthiti samajavI ? pApa zI cIja che? pApathI nivRtta kema thavAya che? tenAthI zuM phaLa thAya che? tenI khabara jinezvaranAM racelAM zAstrathI (vacanathI) mAluma paDe che, DekaTara na Avyo hoya te roga mAluma na paDe, paNa tAva te mAluma paDe ke nahi? tAvanI davA mAluma na paDe, tAva Ave te te mAluma paDe ne? DokaTara AvIne kahe te ja mAnavuM te paNa ekAMte barAbara nathI. nIrogIpaNuM DokaTaranA kahevAthI bhale mAnIe paNa rogIpaNuM DokaTaranA AvyA pahelAM paNa jANIe. pApathI viramavAvALAnuM kalyANa thAya te zAstrakAra kahe tethI mAnIe. pApa ane adharma jANavA mATe upadezanI jarUra nahi ne? AtmAne aMge paNa pApa choDavAM, pApanI nivRtti karavI tethI thatA phAyadA, pApa choDavAthI ucca dazA khuda pApa e pApapaNe tyAre ja jaNAya ke sadapuruSane upadeza hoya tyAre. AMkha kAMTA vave eTaluM nahi, paNa kAMTAne dekhADe paNa - AMkha varjavAnuM ane jovAnuM AMkhathI bane che. AtmA pite pApane oLakhI lete hoya te pApane choDI dIdhuM hoya. hIro jovA mATe AMkhanuM sAmarthya che. patharo jovAnuM sAmarthya paNa AMkhanuM che. pApanI nivRtti pApanAM nukasAne sAMbhaLavAthI mAluma paDe che. A pApapuNyanuM svarUpa sAMbhaLyA vinA mAluma na paDe. te pachI AtmAnuM kalyANa zI rIte thAya, te te mAluma paDe ja kyAMthI? pApanI nivRttirUpa kalyANa te sAMbhaLavAthI mAluma paDe. eka eka kAma bane, be bhegAM na bane. eka vakhata mithyAtvI loke ekaThA thayA. rAtre cerAmAM beThA. keIe kahyuM : "navI vAta kare." cArane keTavALanA khuMkhArAne Dara, tevI rIte jaina lokothI A bIjA le ke haMmezAM DaranA rahe.
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________________ jJAnapravRtti 351 emane purANe calAvavAM hoya, ethI teNe kahyuM : "ahIM zrAvaka na hoya te eka vAta karuM." teNe Amatema najara karIne vAta karavA mAMDI. " keTalAka le ke tIrthanI jAtrA karavA gayA hatA. e tIrthane evo prabhAva ke pANImAM pAMdaDuM paDe ke te mAchaluM thAya ane pAMdaDuM jamIna para paDe ke te tRta khIsakelI thaI jAya. evAmAM zrAvakakuLane chokaro haze, te rakhaDate rakhaDato tyAM AvI caDyo. teNe pUchyuM : pAMdaDuM aDadhuM pANImAM ne aDadhuM jamIna para paDe te zuM thAya ? khIsakolI thaze ke mA chaluM thaze ?" vacanamAM vastune vicAra kare, kahevAthI na mAne, te zrAvakanI gaLathuthImAM hoya che. tema ahIM je pApathI nivRtti karavI e sAMbhaLavAthI mAluma paDe. pApanI sthiti sAMbhaLavAthI mAluma paDe. thoDA pApanI nivRtti kare, thoDuM pApa pravartAve tenuM zuM thAya ? sarvathA baMdha na kare, keTaluMka baMdha ne keTaluMka chUTuM. dezavirati emane sthaLa nI virati, ne sUmanI chUTI, enuM zuM thAya? samartha dezavirati sAMbhaLavAthI mAluma paDe che. pApathI sarvathA virati sAMbhaLavAthI mAluma paDe. tethI zuM karavAnuM jANyuM eTaluM ja. bharUja rAjya hatuM. samAcAra AvyA ke phalANe lazkara laIne Ave che. "sAMbhaLyuM tyAMthI lazkara nIkaLyuM. te kaheH "jANyuM." sImADA pAse AvyuM te kahe: "bane" killAmAM peThuM to kaheH "haze ema paNa heya" killo lIdhe te kaheH "ema thAya." A badhI khabara paDe paNa temAM vaLe zuM ? jAsusee khabara te dIdhI paNa vaLyuM zuM? pApathI sarvathA virati ane pApadezavirati -jANavAthI mAluma paDe tethI zuM ? manuSyane jANyA pachI potAnI pravRttine upayogI jJAna thAya te te sArthaka jJAna gaNAya. pravRttine upayogI na thAya, te khullI AMkhe riAmAM (khADAmAM paDe. thirIo jue temAM vaLyuM zuM?
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________________ upara AnaMda pravacana dina na dekhe heta te te dayAne pAtra raheta paNa khullI Akhe divase paDe te te bevakUpha gaNAya, niMdAne pAtra kahevAya. maLeluM sAdhana upayogamAM na levAya te te niMdAne pAtra thAya. sarvathA pApanI nivRtti, dezavirati, jANyA chatAM kalyANakArI raste AdaravAmAM na Ave to te dekhate chatAM zerIomAM paDaze. je zreyakara che tene AdaravuM. tyAre A uparathI pApanI viratine AdaravI. dezavirati AdaravAnuM jJAnane aMge mAnavAnuM ? paNa te jJAna koI jhADa che ke tenAM phaLa kheravI levA ? jJAna kayAMthI lAvavuM ? jJAna hoya te dharma thavAne. pApanuM svarUpa jaNAvAnuM. jJAna to AtmAne svabhAva che. te lAvavAnI cIja kayAM che? paNa hoMziyArI paNa kyAM che ? taravuM e paNa AlaMbana sivAya banatuM nathI. jJAna e AtmAne svabhAva che, chatAM te AuMbanathI pragaTa thAya che. AlaMbana na maLe te te pragaTa thatuM nathI ? te pachI ATalI badhI bhAMjagaDa zI? maLyuM teya zuM? ane na maLyuM teya zuM? jJAna vagara dezavirati vagere jANI na zakIe, te pachI kalyANakArI hoya te AdarI kayAMthI zakIe ? mekSaprAptine aMge jJAnanI pahelI jarUra che, e jJAna zIkhatAM manuSyane bahu muzkelI paDe che. jIvavicAraH navatattva bhaNavAvALA keTalA nIkaLaze ? eke nahi. lakSya e tarapha nathI. jevuM duniyAdArI tarapha lakSya che tevuM ahIM nathI. ahIM nathI zIkhAtuM. peluM hajAra gAu dara jaIne zIkhAya che. jJAna evI cIja che ke enA tarapha lakSya karyA vinA chUTake nathI. anaMtA rakhaDaze to paNa jJAnanI darakAra karyA vinA chUTake nathI. jJAna meLavavuM paDaze. jJAna na maLe tyAM sudhI AtmakalyANa cheTuM che. jagatamAM sArA padArthanI darakAra badhAne thAya che. bhaya vastumAM amRta kahI dIdhuM. paNa amRta cIja zI ? dariye. DahetAM nIkaLelI te cIja. devoe dariye DahoLyo tyAre temAMthI nIkaLelI cIja te amRta che. AtmAmAM raheluM jJAna e amRta te che. emAM rave karavo paDayo nathI. AtmAne svabhAva jJAna che. e
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________________ jJAnapravRtti 353 jJAnarUpI amRta mATe dariye DahoLavo paDe tema nathI. amRta te devatAnI vAtamAM gayuM. amArI vAtamAM amRtane avakAza nathI. pahelAM Dagale ne pagale devatAo AvatA hatA, te vakhate amRtanI vAta hatI. je kALamAM devatAnAM darzana durlabha tyAM dariyo DahAjo, e vAta tattvavALI na gaNAya. AjakAla rasAyaNa te mAne che ne? te AvelA ghaDapaNane nAza karI juvAnI lAvI de, game tevA bhayaMkara rogone TALI de paNa AtmAnA rogone te te UlaTA vadhAre che viSaya, kaSAya, abhimAnane vadhAre che. jJAna AtmAnI aMdara rahelA ajJAnarUpI do, aviratirUpI doSa, krodha, mAna vagere doSone jaDamULathI kADhI nAMkhe. kASTaka auSadhi te vakhate doSa kADhI nAkhe pachI dada jANe. rasAyaNa jaDamULathI darda kADhI nAMkhe tevI rIte ahI AtmAmAM rahela ajJAna, avirati, pramAda kaSArUpI. dardIne jaDamULathI kADhI nAMkhe te rasAyaNa jJAna che. A te vAta kharI paNa tAva maTADavAnI IrachA kene hoya? tAva Avyo hoya tene maTavAnI moja hoya ? daradamAM levAyA hoya tene jJAna rasAyaNa tarIke lAge. zAthI? daradI banIe tyAre phAyado kare ne ? vyavahAranI apekSAe bhale ApaNe ajJAnI hAIe paNa nizcayanI apekSAe ApaNe ajJAnI, avirati nathI. - jJAna e AtmAnI ThakurAI che. ThakurAInI kiMmata svAbhAvika che. daridratAne aMge te nathI. AtmAne avirati vagere na mAna, AtmAnAM svabhAva adharyane te mAnIzane ? jagatanA aizvaryamAM pArakuM maLe te paramezvara thAya. lAkha meLave te lakSAdhipati kahevAya. jyAre ahIM AgaLa AtmAnuM kharuM adharyajJAna che. bIjI kazI cIjanI jyAM darakAra nathI. AtmAnA svarUpa rUpa hovAne lIdhe bIjAnI dara. kAra vinA, rUpa arUpInI darakAra vinA AtmAnuM aizvarya hoya te te jJAna che. je buddhizALIo che te badhA jJAnanI A sthiti kahe che. A atizayokti nathI. mATe dareka AtmAe AvA jJAna tarapha pravRtti karavAnI jarUra che. 23
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________________ ka ', mUrtipUjAnuM rahasya IfIl CHESTIEREN TOENEETILISATION Iraniul Isimilalitana | [ dharmanI prasiddhi devanA nAme hoya che. zivane mAnanArA ziva ane jinerane mAnanArA jaina kahevAya che. dharma ane gurune AdhAra devatva upara che. AthI devatatva zuddha hovuM joIe. murti AnaMbana che. A AlaMbanathI vicAradhArA pragaTe che. jevI mUrti terI vicAradhArA jAge. AthI jinamati zAMta hoya che tyAM bairAM, ke karaze ke hathiyAra heya nahi. jinezvara bhagavAnanI mUrti viddhAvasthAnI prAti vakhate tIrthakara bhagavAnanI je sthiti hoya te sthiti banAvavAmAM Ave che, AthI ja bhagavAnanI mUrti kAussagna avasthAnI ane paryakAsananI be ja maLe che. tIrthakara bhagavAnanA paryakAsane kAussaga kare ke chabI paDAvavI e AzAtanA che. ApaNI mUrti bhagavAnanI sAkAra avasthAnI che. nirAkAra avasthAnI mUrti banAvI na zakAya. do padArtha darzAve che, paNa te padArtha sarjI zakato nathI, tema tIrthaMkara bhagavAna ane tenI pratimA dharma batAve che. dharmamAM koI parivartana na hoya. dharma te sadAkALe eka ja rahe che. Aga valabhIpuramAM lakhAyAM temAM dezakALa na vicAryo paraMtu jJAnIonAM vacane jemane je rIte yAda hatAM te rIte utAryA. A mUrti e dharmamArgane batAvanAra che. ] igouminiuminum prasiddhi devanA nAme thAya che. sakala saMsAramAM dharmanI prasiddhi nathI te thatI gurune nAme kivA nathI te thatI dharmane nAme. dharma, mata ke saMpradAya e prasiddhi mAtra devane nAme ja thAya che ane eTalA ja mATe viSNune mAnanArAo te vaiSNa, zivane mAnanArAo zaiva ane jinezvarane mAnanArAo jene kahevAya che. A uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke zAsana, IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII i2 che. ]
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________________ mUrtipUjAnuM rahasya 355 saMpradAya, mana ke paMthenA nAme devatAo uparathI ja pravarte che. A ja kAraNathI sauthI pakelo devatAne nizcapa thavAnI khAsa jarUra che. zuddha deva nahi te zuddha guru paNa nahi, je tame devano nizcaya na karI zake ane zuddha devatAne na meLavI zake, te tame zuddha gurune paNa meLavI zakavAnA ja nathI kAraNa ke zuddha devatAo je AcAra kahI gayA che te ja AcArane zuddha gurue pALe che ane te ja zuddha guru kahevAya ke je guruo zuddha deve kahelA AcArone ja pALe che. have zuddha dharma kene kahe tene vicAra karI laIe. zuddha devAe je Acara kahyo che tene ja ApaNe zuddha dharma kahIe chIe. A saghaLA uparathI tame saheje jANI zakaze ke zudva deva e zuddha guru ane zuddha dharmane svarUpanuM astitva che. guru ane dharma e baMne tone AdhAra joIe te te devatatva upara ja avalabele che. have tame sahelAIthI samajI zakaze ke je dharma ane guru e baMneno AdhAra devatattva upara ja che, te te devatava ja zuddha zodhavuM joIe ane sauthI pahelo nizcaya devatatvane ja thave e vAstavika ane jarUrI che. mI sAruM che te phaLa sAruM ! tame jANe che ke je vRkSanAM mULiyAM sazakata ane yogya che te ja vRkSanAM phaLa paNa sArAM nIpaje che. je mULiyAM saDI gayelAM heya te te vRkSa ane tenAM phaLo paNa nakAmAM ja thAya che. e ja nyAye dharma ane gurune jenA upara AdhAra che evAM devatave ne pahele nirNaya tha e jarUrI vastu Thare che..-je deva avyavasthita hoya ane arthahIna hoya to tene pariNAme guru ane dharma e baMne mata paNa tevAM ja avyavasthita ane mithyAtvathI bharelAM ja rahebavAnAM. guru ane dharma tattvanI zuddhatA devatatva upara ja avalaMbevI che ane tethI ja sauthI pahelAM zuddha devatattvane nizcaya kare ene ja zAstrakAra mahArAjAoe gya mAnya che. gurudevane Adha 2
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________________ 3pa6 AnaMda pravacana darzana deva upara ja che ane gurue dene ja Adarza tarIke batAve che. devanuM je varUpa che, te Adarza che. e Adarza darzAvIne te svarUpane pahoMcavAne mATe sudharma rUpa raste prayANa karavAnI uttejanA ane sahAyatA ApavI e ja guruonuM kartavya che. mUrtipUjA yogya che ke agya?" tIrthakara bhagavAnanI stuti karatAM mUrtiI jhinagvA mavatu chetarI nAm AvA zabdo mUkavAmAM AvyA che. bhagavAna tIrtha. kara devanI stuti karatAM A zabdo zA mATe mUkavAmAM AvyA che tene have vicAra kare. ahIM kahevAno Azaya mULa e che ke AtmAnA sAdhya tarIke ane AtmAne prApta karavAnI vastu tarIke e ja vastu che ke je vastu bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkaradevoe prApta karI che. bhagavAna tIrthakara mahArAja jema AtmAnuM kalyANa karI zakyA che, te ja pramANe ApaNe paNa je e ja mArge jaIe to ApaNe paNa ApaNA AtmAnuM kalyANa avazya sAdhI zakIe. A daSTie janazAsananI mUrtipUjA vaijJAnika ane vAstavika Thare che. jene mUrti pUjA kare che te A rIte vyAvahArika, vAstavika ane vijJAna tathA mAnasazAstranA niyamane anusaratI che. paraMtu jainanI mUrtipUjA jeIne bIjAo paNa mUrtipUjAne vAstavika TharAvavA maMDI jAya che. ahIM dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnuM che ke anyadarzanIo je mUrtipUjA kare che te kaIpaNa rIte vya kivA vAstavika nathI. berI-chokarAMvALA bhagavAna e Adarza nathI. bhagavAna zrIjinezvaradevonI saumya ane zAMta pratimA hoya che. tene ApaNe joIe ke tu ApaNA AtmAmAM paNa evA saumya bhAvanA jAge che ke "ahA ! zuM A bhagavAnanA meDhA para zatatA ane saumyatA patharAelI che! kharekhara, mAre AtmA AvI dazA kayAre pAmaze ?" ApaNA aMtaramAM jyAM Ave vicAra pravarte che ke tyAM ApaNI mUrtipUjA saphaLa thAya che. have dhAro ke e ja ApaNuM tIrthakara bhagavAnane rANI sAthe UbhA rAkhIe, temanA hAthamAM hathiyAre ApIe athavA temane
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________________ mRtipUjAnuM rahasya 353 UMTa, ghoDA ke hAthI upara caDhI beThelA cItarIe, te e pratimAo dekhIne ApaNA aMtaramAM ke vicAro AvavA pAmaze? bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevanI pratimA ane strI, chokarAM ane zastro sAthenI devanI pratimA e baMne pratimAomAM bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevanI pratimA te ja Adarza tarIke vadhAre vAstavika Thare che. strI, chokarAM ke hathiyAro sAthenI pratimA rAkhavI ene kaze artha nathI ane e pratimAo Adarza paNa thaI zakatI ja nathI. tame e vAta to sahelAIthI mAnya rAkhaze ke Adarza haMmezAM cAlu sthitithI vadhAre zreSTha ane UMcA prakAra hoya che. strI, chokarAM ane zastrarUpa artha meLavavAnAM sAdhane e saghaLuM te tamArI pitAnI pAse paNa vidyamAna che ja, te pachI je vastu tamArI pAse che te ja vastuonI pAchaLa bhagavAna paNa bhaTakatA hoya. bairInI pAchaLa gAMDAtura thaIne doDatA heya ane hathiyAranA khaNakhaNATathI ja je zatruone jItI letA hoya, tevA AtmAo tamArAthI kaI rIte zreSTha kare che ke jene tame tamAro Adarza karAvI zake? kadAca keIema kahe ke ApaNI samRddhi a9pa che ane bairI-chokarAMvALA zastradhArI bhagavAnanI strIo saMpUrNa rUpavatI che, temane dhanakoSa pUro bharele che ane zastrasaMcAlanamAM teo paripUrNa kuzaLa che, mATe teo ApaNe Adarza che. te A javAba pUrNa che ema ApaNe kadApi mAnI zakatA nathI, kema ke haMmezAM Adarza to te ja hovo joIe ke je avicaLa hoI zake. kalyANumArganuM smaraNa kyAre thAya? - dhana, putra, vaibhava ItyAdi saghaLuM evuM che ke je sanAtana athavA avicaLa nathI, paraMtu te saghaLuM calita che. je e saghaLI vastuo calita che te e saghaLI vastuothI yukta evA bhagavAna paNa Adarza thavAne mATe ayogya ja che, e vAta spaSTa thAya che. meLavelI vastuone tyAga e ja chelI sthiti hevAthIe tyAgathI paripUrNa evA tyAgI bhagavAna e ja Adarza tarIke vAstavika che, e vAta taddana spaSTa
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________________ 358 - AnaMda pravacana darzana che. bhagavAnanI saumya ane zAMta mudrAne joIe chIe eTale ja kalyANanA rastAnuM smaraNa thAya che. ane e pavitra mUrtinAM darzana karIne ApaNe ApaNI nyUnatAne paNa vicAra karI zakIe chIe. - bhagavAna zrI jinezvara mahArAjA viraparamAtmAnI sAthe yazodAnI pratimA hoya athavA bhagavAna RSabhadevajInI sAthe sumaMgalAnI pratimA. hoya te e pratimAo jevAthI svAbhAvika rIte ja tamAro tyAgane Adarza bhUlAI-bhUMsAI jaze. ane tamene paNa evI ja suMdara strIo ane bhoge page meLavavAnI ja IcchA thaze; jAgaze. jyAM tamArA hRdayamAM bhegepabheganI bhAvanA janme tyAM tame tamArI nyUnatA paNa, joI zakavAnA nathI. ane tamAruM sAcApaNuM tyAM zuddha rahI zakavAnuM nathI. vastusthiti AvI hovAthI ja je deve strIputrAdi upAdhivALA ane zastrothI sajaja che te dene ApaNe kudeva kahIe chIe. ane je saumya zAMta ane doSarahita hoya tene sudeve kahIe chIe. tyAga pachInI avasthA anukaraNIya have kadAca tame e prazna karaze ke je tame strIe vALAne kudeva samaje che te pachI zrI pArzvanAthajI vagerene te strIo hatI. te tame tene zA mATe devatA tarIke mAnya rAkhe che ? A praznano javAba e che ke bhagavAna pArzvanAthajI ItyAdine strIo hatI e vastu satya cheparaMtu e strI parivArAdine temaNe choTe ja mAnya hatuM. tene temaNe tAraNanuM sAdhana mAnyuM ja nahotuM, e upAdhine temaNe tyAgavA jevI ja mAnI hatI ane chelle e badhI upAdhine temaNe tyAga ja karyo hato. AthI ja ApaNe temane uttama gaNyA che. vaLI bIjI dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI vAta e che ke ApaNe bhagavAnanI e strIputrAdivALI avasthAne paNa sArI mAnI ja nathI. paraMtu temanI tyAga pachInI avasthAne ja ApaNe sArI mAnI che. bhagavAnanI, paNa badhI dazA anukaraNIya nathI ja. bhagavAne paNa potAnA tyAga pachInI dazAne ja sArI banAvI che. temaNe tyAga pahelAMnI.
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________________ mUrti pUjAnuM rahasya 35 dazAne kadI sArI manAvI ja nathI. bhagavAnanuM' cAritra Adarzo ane anukaraNIya che, paraMtu te tyAM ja anukaraNIya che ke jyAM kanI kSayeApazama dazAnA bhAva hAya. bhagavAnanI karmeyanI dazAmAM temane hAthe je kAryo thaelAM hAya te kAryo ke te dazA ene A zAsane kadI paNa anukaraNIya mAnela ja nathI. vana e ja dharma te! pachI kathanInI jarUra zI ? have tamAne prazna e UThaze ke jo A sthiti che te pachI AvI dazAmAM bhagavAnanI kathanI ane karaNI judA pADI zakAya ke nahi ? jainazAsanamAM ane anya zAsanamAM je kAMI taphAvata che, phaka che te ahI ja che. anya zAsanamAM temanA devAnI kathanI ane karaNI e baMnemAM taphAvata che. ane e taphAvatathI UbhA thatA vidhAbhAsa TALavA ja temane kathanI te karaNInA bhinnatvane bhagavAnanI lIlAne nAme paDado nAMkhIne DhAMkI devI paDI che. ane jainazAsanamAM kathanI ane karaNI baMne eka ane avibhinna che. A jainazAsanamAM kathanI ane karaNI eka che, e jANyA pachI vaLI tamAne eka prazna UThaze ke jo A zAsanamAM kathanI ane karaNI eka che teA pachI kathanIne judI zA mATe pADavAmAM Ave che ? je kathanI ane karaNI ane eka ja che te teA pachI bhagavAna mAtra karaNI karIne ja besI rahe teTaluM ja pUratuM che, kAraNa ke bhagavAnanI karaNI jagata jue che ane tene ja te anusare eTale khasa che. pachI vaLI bhagavAnane pAchuM kathana zA mATe karavuM paDe che ? bhagavAnanuM vartana te ja dharma che. ane e dharma pratyakSa hAvAthI ja bhagavAnanI kathanIne pachI avakAza rahevA pAmate nathI. have A vicAramAM tame kevI bhramaNAmAM luTAva che te joie ! bhagavAnanuM je vana che te teA dharma che ja. bhagavAne je kSaye pazamane aMge ke kSAyikabhAvane aMge karyuM che, te saghaLuM dharUpa che ja. para`tu tethI bhagavAnane dhama kathananI jarUra ja nathI, evuM kaI rIte sAbita thaI zakatuM ja nathI. tame jANA che! ke haMsa je rIte cAlI
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________________ 360 AnaMda pravacana darzana zake che te rIte kAgaDAbhAI cAlI zakatA nathI. A prasaMge hasana dharma che ke teNe kAgaDAne mATe paNa cAlavAne mArga darzAve ja rahyo. bhagavAna zrI jinezvarane mArga e haMsane mArga che. e haMsane mArga ApaNe pratyeka jaNa kadApi grahaNa karI zakatA ja nathI. tethI ja bhagavAnane ApaNane gya evuM dharma kathana karavAnI paNa jarUra paDI che. ane ApaNe e mArge ja dhImedhIme anusaravAnuM che. bhagavAna zrI jinezvaDhe e eTalA utkRSTa bhAvamAM AvelA che che ke teo je pramANe varte che, teo jevI karaNI rAkhe che tevI karaNI dareka ja che kadApi rAkhI zakyA nathI, rAkhI zakatA nathI. ane rAkhI zakavAnA paNa nathI, eTalA ja mATe bhagavAnane bAla nA uddhArane mATe dharma kathana karavuM paDayuM che. bhagavAnanuM anukaraNa karavAnI ja je vAta Ave ane badhA bALajI paNa anukaraNa karavA ja maMDI jAya te temanI zI dazA thAya? te jue. bhagavAna palAMThI vALIne beThA kyAre ? bhagavAnanuM chadmasthapaNuM 1rA varSa paryatanuM hatuM. A sADAbAra varSamAM nidrAno kALa mAtra be ghaDI jeTaluM ja hatuM. je bhagavAnanA saghaLAM karmonuM pUrepUruM anukaraNa ene ja dharma mAnaze ane dharma AcaranArane ja dhamI gaNaze te ka evo bALajIva che ke je mAtra sADAbAra varSamAM mAtra be ghaDI jeTalo ja kALa nidrA bhogavI zakaze? A sADAbAra varSanA kALamAM bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva kadI paNa palAMThI vALIne beThA nathI. temaNe jyAre satat tapazcaryAthI kevaLa- jJAnanI prApti karI hatI, tyAre ja teo palAMThI vALIne beThA hatA. have je bhagavAnanI karaNI ja dharma hoya te tamAre paNa chavAstha avasthAmAM palAMThI vALIne besavAne avakAza nahi rahevA pAmaze ane chatAM jo tame chadmastha avasthAmAM palAMThI vALIne besazo te tame bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkaradevanA zAsananI aMdaranA temanA anuyAyI gaNI zakAze ja nahi. AthI ja sahaja thAya che ke bhagavAne je
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________________ 361 mUrti pUjAnuM rahasya karmodayathI kAryavAhI karI hatI te kAryavAhI e dharma nathI. te ja pramANe evA vartananA anukaraNamAM dharma ArAdhana paNa nathI. bALajIne AdhAra zAnA upara ? bhagavAnanAM je kAryo karmonA udayathI thavA pAmyAM che te kAryanuM anukaraNa kadApi paNa hoI zakatuM ja nathI. bhagavAnanA haste thayelAM AraMbhasamAraMbhe e paNa dharma athavA dharmanuM anusaraNa hoI zake nahi. bhagavAnanA kSapazamabhAvavALuM je kartavya che, te ja bezaka anukaraNIya che, bIjuM nahi. paraMtu tenuM anukaraNa bhAgyazALI jIve vinA bIjoone mATe asahya che. AthI ja bALajIvone mATe bhagavAnane dharmakathanarUpa dharmAjJAo ApavI paDI che. ane e dharmajJA upara ja bALajIvono AdhAra che. tame jyAre kSayapazamabhAvane pAme ane saMpUrNa zaktivALA thAo tyAre bezaka tamAre bhagavAnanuM AcaraNa karavAnuM che. paraMtu jyAM sudhI tamArAmAM evI saMpUrNatA na Ave tyAM sudhI tamAre bhagavAnanI AjJA upara ja AdhAra rAkhavAno che. zrImAna zAstrakAra mahArAjAoe aDhI pahAra sUvAnI AjJA ApI che. paraMtu dhAro ke koI zaktizALI manuSya aDhI para paNa nidrA na le, te tethI zuM ema kahI zakAze kharuM ke tevA gRhasthoe zAstrAjJAne lepa karyo che? nidrA levAnuM kAraNa zuM ? zrImAna zAstrakAra mahArAjAe aDhI para sUvAnI AjJA ApI che, paraMtu te zA kAraNathI ApavAmAM AvI che te vicAravAnI jarUra che. nidrAne sarvathA parityAga karavAmAM tamArI zakti pahoMcatI nathI. teTalA ja mATe tamAre nidrA-aDhI paheranI nidrA levAne mArge cAlavAnuM che. jo tame azakata rahyA chatAM paNa e mAge na cAlazo te tenuM pariNAma e Avaze ke tame UMce caDhI zakazo ja nahIM. arthAta azakatone zakti meLavavAne je raste che te ja bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevonI kathanI che. bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevanI kathanI ane karaNInuM A rahasya che. chatAM yAda rAkhavAnuM che ke kathanI ane karaNImAM
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________________ 362 AnaH pravacana dana muddAnA bheda saMbhavI zake nahI. je muddAe jainazAsanamAM raju thayA che tenAthI UlaTI ja vAtA kathanImAM saMbhavI zakatI ja nathI. tame hi'sA karo, jUThThuM bolajo, ce!rI karo, sragamana karaTM, parigraha rAkhajo, krodhAdika karajo ityAdi AjJAe kathanImAM kadI paNa AvI zake ja nahi. have e prazna mUkIne ApaNe mULa prazna, je devanu svarUpa kevuM hAvu' joie ' te prazna upara AvIe. 6 vItarAgapaNe mUti kema ? zrImAna jinezvaradevAne ApaNe vItarAga svarUpe dekhIe chIe. zrImAna jJAnImahArAjAe e anatA khaLanA svAmI che. govALiyAe AvIne khIlA mArI jAya che teA paNa teo e saghaLuM zAMtithI sahana karI le che. bhagavAne AvA ghAra upasargA veLAe paNa bhavya zAMti rAkhI hatI ane ApaNAthI e zAMti nathI rakhAtI enuM zu kAraNa che ? A badhA vicAra ApaNane devatAenA svarUpa upara dorI jAya che. bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevanI mUrti'mAM tame dhyAna daIne neze te mAluma paDaze ke badhuM kalyANanu ja lakSaNa rAkhavAmAM Avyu che. anya lakSaNAne pratimAemAM sthAna ApavAmAM AvatuM ja nathI. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI je pratimA che, te upara bhagavAnanI jJAnIdazAnAM lakSaNA che. bIjA lakSaNA nathI. e muddo khaDu samajavA jevA che. jo bhagavAnanA jevA AkAra ane raMga hato, tevA raMga ane AkAravALI mUrti banAvI devI eTaleA ja jo uddeza hAta te tA bhagavAne mAtAnu stanapAna karyu haze te vakhatanI bhagavAnanI mudrA sheje AnaMdita ja haze. teA pachI zA mATe mAtA sAthe stanapAna karatI bhagavAnanI pratimAo karavAmAM AvI nathI ? A saghaLAnu kAraNa eTaluM ja che ke A badhAmAM dhyeya zu che te tarapha dhyAna ApIne tene ja anukULa badhI vastunI racanA karI che. bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradeva vItarAga svarUpe che. AthI ja vItarAgapaNAnI mUrti hovAthI e mUrti dvArA ApaNe vItarAgatAnA
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________________ mUrti pUjAnuM rahasya 363, yeyamAM daDha thaI zakIe chIe. ane vItarAgapaNAnI mUrti ApaNane vItarAgatAnA dhyeyamAM daDha kare che. je bhagavAnanI mUrtine ApaNe vItarAgapaNe na rAkhI hota te ApaNI dazA paNa bIjAonA jevI ja thAta. Izvara ane avatAra e baMne vastu te ApaNe mAnIe chIe. te ja pramANe bIjAo paNa mAne che. paraMtu temanI ane ApaNI mAnyatAmAM eka mahattvane taphAvata che. e taphAvata zuM che te vicArIe. jyAre ApaNe avatAra ane . Izvara baMne mAnavA chatAM avatAramAMthI Izvara mAnIe chIe, jyAre anya avatAra ane Izvara baMne mAnavApUrvaka IzvaramAMthI avatAra mAne che. have IzvaramAMthI avatAra mAnatA vadhe che Ave che ane virodha kayAM Ubhe thAya che te joIe eTale ApaNI ane anyanI mAnyatAmAM konI mAnyatA sAcI che tene nikAla thaI jaze. Adarza ke joIe? IzvaramAMthI avatAra mAna ane artha e che ke nirmaLamAMthI malinatA mAnavI ane avatAramAMthI Izvara mAno ene artha e che ke malinatAmAMthI nirmaLatA mAnavI. ApaNe bhagavAnane janma vakhate mana:paryavajJAna, kevaLajJAna ItyAdi jJAne hatAM ane teo vItarAgarUpa hatA tema haragija mAnatA nathI, paraMtu ApaNe te spaSTa rIte ema mAnIe chIe ke tIrthakara bhagavAne jamyA tyAre temane kevaLajJAna nahatuM, paraMtu bhagavAne jamyA pachI sAdhutvane aMgIkAra karyo ane tatpazcAt temaNe mane paryAvajJAna meLavI ghAtakamane kSaya karyo hato eTale temane kevaLajJAnanI prApti thaI hatI tema mAnIe chIe. ApaNI A mAnyatAne artha e che ke malinatA pahelI hatI ane nirmaLatA pachI prApta thavA pAmI hatI. arthAt ajJAna pahelAM hatuM ane jJAnanI ti te pachIthI prakaTa thavA pAmI hatI. have jeo IzvaramAMthI avatAra mAne che teo kevA prakAranA bhramamAM kuTAya che te joIe. IzvaramAMthI avatAra mAnave eno artha to e ja thAya ke pahelAM Izvaratva-eTale zuddhatA ane pachI manuSyatva
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________________ 364 AnaMda pravacana darzana eTale malInatA. ene artha e thaye ke emane Adarza zuddhatA nirmaLatAne nahi, paraMtu malinatAne ja Thare che. anyo potAnA Izvarane niraMjana, nirAkAra, zuddha, buddha ane ti rUpa te mAne che, te pachI - savAla e thAya che ke enI mUrti kaI ane zI rIte hoI zake ? have bIjI tarapha keI ApaNane paNa evo ja prazna pUchI zake che ke ApaNe paNa siddha mahArAjAone te niraMjana, nirAkAra, zuddha, buddha, mukta ane jJAnasvarUpa mAnIe ja chIe, te pachI evA niraMjana, . nirAkAra bhagavAnanI pratimA ApaNe zA mATe banAvIe chIe? A praznano javAba e che ke ApaNe je pratimAo banAvIe " chIe te pratimAo mukta evA siddha bhagavAnanI siddhAvasthAnI hatI nathIparaMtu siddha je dehamAM siddha thAya che te dehanI-te manuSyapaNAnI ja pratimA ApaNe banAvIe chIe ane tethI ja ApaNI pratimAnI - kalpanA e vAstavika che. mati kaI avasthAnI hoya? jainazAsana je tIrthakaronI mUrtine mAne che te mUrtinA saMbaMdhamAM paNa yAda rAkhavAnI jarUra che ke e mUrtio tIrthakarapaNAnI athavA te bIjI avasthAnI mUrtio nathI, arihaMta mahArAjAonI paNa arihaMtAvasthA, kevaLI avasthA athavA te tIrthaMkarapaNAnI mUti banAvavAmAM AvatI ja nathI, paraMtu siddhAvasthAnI prApti vakhate tIrthakara bhagavAnanI je sthiti hoya te ja sthitinI matie banAvavAmAM Ave che, bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkaradeva jyAre kevaLIpaNAmAM hoya che, tyAre UbhA rahe che, bese che, devadAmAM teo - zarIra paNa lAMbuM kare che, vaLI tIrthakara bhagavAne siMhAsana para bese che tyAre paga pAdapITha para rAkhe che. vaLI teo zrI samavasaraNamAM birAje che, tyAre te paryakAsane nathI besatA paNa khurasI upara besIe ane paga nIce mUkIe te vakhate jevuM Asana hoya tevuM Asana zrImAna tIrthakara devenuM samavasaraNamAM hoya che. te vakhate teo pAdapITha para paga thApIne bese che. bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkaradevanA zarIra
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________________ mUrtipUjAnuM rahasya 365 A rIte jude jude samaye judI judI dazA dhAraNa kare, chatAM bhagavAnanI je pratimA banAvavAmAM Ave che te dezanAnI mUrti, devadAnI mUrti ke vihAra vakhatanI mUrti hotI nathI. bhagavAnanI je mUrtio jainazAsanamAM che, te saghaLI tIrthakara bhagavAne siddha thavAnA hoya te vakhatanI avasthAnI mUrtio hoya che. ApaNI mUtiomAM mAtra be ja prakAra che : eka kAyotsargane ane bIjo paryakAsanane. A saMsAramAM mekSe gaelA AtmAo asaMkhya hoya che. atItakALe asaMkhya AtmAo mekSe gayA che, vartamAnakALe asaMkhya AtmAo mahAvideha kSetramAM mekSe jAya che ane anAgata kALamAM paNa anaMtA AtmAo mokSe jaze siddho keIpaNa AkAre mekSe jAya che. jyAre saghaLA tIrthaMkara bhagavAne meze kAryotsarga ane paryakAsana be ja AkAre javAnA hoya che. A ja kAraNathI bhagavAna tIrthaMkaradevenI mUti be ja AkAravALI hoya che. ane te be sivAya trIjo AkAra, saMbhavata nathI. - have AjakAlanA keTalAka DeLaghAla sAdhuo DoLa kare che ane e tIrthakaranI rIte bese che, temaNe vicAravAnI jarUra che ke e AkAra keno che? ane kyA vakhatane che? sAdhuoe besIne kAussaga karavo evuM kayA graMthamAM athavA kayAM lakheluM che ? vartamAna sAdhue besIne kAussaga kare e temane khUllekhUle pramAda che. ane te pramAda na karavAnI spaSTa zAstrajJA che. kevaLa DeLa karavA tIrthakaranA rUpaka levAM emAM kaI puNya te nathI ja, paraMtu UlaTuM mahApApa che. zrAvake paNa jeo vatavALA che, temaNe paNa DAbA hAthamAM muhapatti ane jamaNA hAthamAM caravaLe rAkhavA sivAya kAussagna karavAnuM vidhAna keIpaNa zAstramAM lakhavAmAM AvyuM nathI. - have e badhAne sthAne Aje kevI mUrkhAI cAlI rahI che te jarA dhyAna daIne juo. Aje te zrAvaka ane sAdhuone tIrthakara bhagavAnanA AkAre kAusagga kare che ane tevI chabIo paDAvI khuza thavuM che. vicAra,
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________________ 366 AnaMda pravacana darzane kare ke ApaNe dazA zI thaze ? tIrthakaranI mUrti banAvAya che temAM - bhagavAna zrI tIrthakara bhagavAna mekSe gayA hoya te vakhatanA AkAre ja levAya che, bIjA nahIM, arthAt bhagavAnanI je UMcAmAM UMcI ane chelAmAM chellI dazA je anukaraNIya che, te ja dazA, te ja AkAra - bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkaradevanI mUrtimAM levAne che. bhagavAna zrI tIrthakaradevanI mUrtimAM AkAra levAya che ane te kaI vakhatano AkAra levAya che ane te ja AkAra pratimAjIne mATe zA mATe mAnya 2. khavAmAM Avyo che e vAta uparanA vivecanathI spaSTa samajI zakAya che. bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkarade be ja AkAre mekSe jAya che ane tethI ja temanI pratimA mAtra be ja prakAranI hoya che. jeo siddha thAya che tevA AtmAonI bAbatamAM Asanane niyama ja nathI. siddho aneka prakAre mokSe jAya che. siddha svarUpamAM - AtmA rahyo te siddhapaNunI mUrtine koIpaNa sthaLe sthAna ja nathI. siddho ke arihaMta bhagavAne je samaye mAnavadehamAM hatA, te ja samayanI temanI sAkArAvasthAnI ja mUrti banAvavAmAM AvI che. ApaNI mUrtio e niraMjana nirAkAranI mUrti nathI, paraMtu sAkArAvasthAnI ja mUrti che. ApaNe evuM sahelAIthI kahI zakIe chIe ke jeo paramedharane nirAkAra mAne che, tevAone IzvaranI mati banAvavAne adhikAra nathI. sAkArAvasthAmAM malinatA sivAya bIjA kazAnuM astitva ja nathI. anukaraNa kevuM joIe ? ajaina zAsanee mUti karI paraMtu te evI banAvI dIdhI ke - AtmAne anurAgIone te jovAne paNa lAyaka na rahI. IzvaranI mUrti banAvI te sAthe strI paNa gaThavI. have nItizAstra te sApha kahe che ke jene brahmacarya pALavuM che athavA jene saMnyAsa pALavo che, tevA sanyAsa ane brahmacArI baMnene strInI pratimA nihALavI - harAma che. A rIte saMnyAsI ke brahmacArI mATe te pratimApUjA are! pratimAdarzana karavuM e ja harAma Thare !
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________________ sUti pUjAnuM rahasya 367 have prazna upasthita thaze ke jainazAsana ATaluM pavitra che ane yuktiyukta che te pachI e jainazAsananA anuyAyIo mukIbhara kema che? ThIka. tame laDAImAM javA mATe jAte taiyAra thaI jatA nathI, paraMtu tamArA dezane saMrakSaNane mATe tamArA dezanI senA laDI rahI hoya te tene tame vakhANe che. e uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke mahAna kAmane samajanArA bahu DA hoya che. ane tevA kAmane samajIne tene amalamAM mUkanArA tenAthI paNa ati ghaNA ochA ja hoya che, e ja pramANe jananuM dhyeya tyAgavatananuM che. jenijhamanuM dayeya ja mAtra tyAganuM hoya ane vartana majhA uDAvavAnuM heta te judI vAta hatI, paraMtu ahIM te dhyeya ane vartana bane tyAganA che. AthI AvA ugra dharmanA pAlake ceDA hoya te svAbhAvika che. marajI pramANe phAve te rIte vartavAnI chUTa hoya te te kuLAcAre dharma thayo te tevA ajJAna tarapha jhakanArA lAkho hoya che. zAnadazA e svAbhAvika nathI. paraMtu ajJAnadazA e svAbhAvika che. jagata ajJAnamaya che ane te ajJAna tarapha vahelI take khUke che ane tyAga tarapha svAbhAvika rIte ja ochA jhUke che. dA. ta., dhAro ke eka sthaLe upadhAnavahananI kriyA che. e upadhAnavahananI kriyAmAM bhAga levA seMkaDo mANase bhegA thAya che. paraMtu temAM je sthaLe upadhAna thatA hoya te ja sthaLanA mANasonI saMkhyA bahu ja ochI hoya che. nirvikArI tyAgamArgane na anusarAya ane khalana thaI jAya te bane, paNa khalanano mArga te ja satya che evuM te kadI pratipAdI zakAya nahi, bIje dharmanA kAryomAM chUTachATa mUkavAne muddo eka ja che ke jema bane tema saMkhyA vadhAravI ane potAnA TeLAmAM vadhAre mANasane kheMcI lAvavA. paNa je dharmane AtmakalyANano ja rAte mAne, manAve che te siddhAMtamAM chUTachATa mUkI zake ja kema? alabatta, saMpUrNa tyAgane na anusarAya te bane paNa dhyeya te saMpUrNa tyAganuM ja joIe. | tIrthaMkara svarUpa batAvanAra dI padArtha darzAve che, paraMtu te dIvo kaI padArtha sajI zakato
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________________ 368 AnaH pravacana darzana. nathI. te ja pramANe tIrthaMkara bhagavAna paNa dharma darzAve che. te kAMI dharUpI paDhArthInuM sarjana karI zakatA nathI. AMdhaLA dekhI zakate nathI ane AMkhavALA dekhI zake che. e enA svabhAvanA kAI sarjanArA hAI zakeja nahi. e baMne vastu svAbhAvikapaNe ja che. prakAza dhALA raMgane lIdheA athavA lIlA raMgane dheALA dekhADI zakatA nathI, paraMtu dhALA raMgane dhALA ane lIlA raMgane lIlA dekhADavAmAM prakAza madadarUpa thAya che. e ja pramANe je je kAraNeAthI kanirjarA thatI hatI, athavA je je kAraNeA baMdhana ApanArAM hatAM, te te kAraNeA ja tIrthaMkaree matAvyAM che. enA artha e che ke tIrthaMkara bhagavAnA dharmanA dezaka che, dharmanA prarUpaka che, dharmane prakAzita karanArA che, paratu teo dharmane sanArA nathI. jyAM dharmanI AvI sanAtana sthitine darzAvavAnuM ja kArya kare che, tyAM dharmamAM padmA hoya e zakaya ja nathI. temAM chUTachATa hAya e paNa saMbhavatuM ja nathI ane tethI ja dharmomAM kALanI parAvRttie parAvartana hoya e paNa azakaya ja che. zrImAn tI kara bhagavAnAe kevaLajJAnathI le!kAleAka jANIne padmA kahyA che, e kathanane pustakanI ke bIjA kazAnI jarUra ja nathI. je AtmA vastune dekhe che tene pustaka sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhavAnI jarUra ja rahetI nathI. pustakanI jarUra eka mAtra tene ja che ke je te pratyakSa joI zakavAne mATe asamartha che. je pe!te jJAnathI samatha nathI. je pAte jJAnasvarUpa nathI tevAone jJAnInAM vacanAnI jarUra paDe che. AMdhaLAne kAI vAta bIjAne kahevI hAya tA dekhanAre te sabadhamAM jevu' joyu hoya ane jevu' kahyuM heAya tevu ja te khIjAne kaDI zake. kAraNa ke pAte vastu jovAne mATe azakata che. e ja pramANe jaina game je lakhAyAM che te bhagavAna kevaLI mahArAjAee jema khyu che, te ja pramANe lakhAyAM che. bhagavAna kevaLIone kahyuM che. te ja AgamakArAeAgamAe lakhyuM che. bhagavAna zrI kevaLI mahArAjAoe je pramANe kahyuM hatuM te ja pramANe bhagavAna zrI gaNadharadevAe dhAyuM. hatu. te
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________________ mUti pUjAnuM rahasya ja pramANe temanA ziSyae anukrame dhAryuM hatuM, e ja pramANe paraMparA cAlu rahI hatI, paraMtu pAchaLathI smaraNazakti ghaTI tyAre kSamAzramaNa devaddhigaNie valabhIpuramAM lakhavAnuM zarU karyuM hatuM. bhagavAna zrI sarvajJadevoe je pramANe kahyuM hatuM te ja pramANe AgamakAroe lakhyuM hatuM eTale ahIM keIpaNa prakAranI Apatti yA te zaMkAne sthAna ja nathI. jyAre vallabhIpura khAte Agama lakhAyAM tyAre mumate ochA na hatA. kumatavAdIonI hastI khuda valabhIpuramAM ja hatI. e zatruonI vacamAM ja jinAgama rUpI dastAveja taiyAra thayA hatA. . have vicAra karo ke je dastAveja zatruonI vacce taiyAra thaye che te dastAvejanI satyatAmAM te zI khAmI hoI zake ! ApaNA saghaLA jaina Agame e valabhIpuramAM lakhAyAM hatAM, chatAM badhA AgamomAM joI le ke koIpaNa sthaLe seraThI chAyA e Agama graMthamAM UtaravA pAmI nathI. devaddhi gaNinI pitAnI teozrInA gurunI vAta paNa koI sthaLe temAM aMkita karavAmAM AvI nathI. zrImAn devaddhigaNine je pramANe yAda hatuM te pramANe teo lakhatA hatA. je siddhAMte e prasaMge lakhAyA hatA temAM je devaddhigaNie pheraphAra karyo hota te temanA ahaMtattvanI chAyA temAM jarUra AvI ja heta ! bIjuM kAMI nahIM te temaNe potAnA gurunuM gaurava vadhAravAnuM, te temAM jarUra kAMI paNa lakhyuM hota, paraMtu teoe kazo ja koI sthaLe ullekha karyo nathI. AjakAla guru paratvenI bhakti ochI thaI che, te paNa jeo dhArmika pustakanuM prakAzana kare che teo pustakamAM pitAnA guruonI DhagalAbaMdha chabIo le che, paNa bhagavAna devaddhigaNie evuM eka paNa kArya kareluM adyApi paryata koI saMzodhake zodhI ApyuM nathI. bhagavAna devaddhigaNie te phakta potAne je vastu smaraNamAM hatI te ja sAvaMta lakhavAnI hatI, temAM kADhavA-ghusADavAnI vastu temane kAMI karavAnI na hatI. - je samaye vallabhIpuramAM Aga lakhavAnuM kArya cAlatuM hatuM te samaye bhagavAna zrI devaddhigaNie khUNAmAM besIne gUpacUpa e 24
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________________ 370 AnaMda pravacana darzana Agame ghasaDI kADhyAM na hatAM. valabhIpura khAte jainazramanI mahAsabhA maLI hatI ane mahAsabhAmAM pa80 zramaNa mahArAje vidyamAna hatA. A pAMcase ne eMsI zramaNamahArAjee je vicAre mAnya rAkhyA hatA te ja vicAro AgamAM lakhavAmAM AvyA hatA. lakhavuM tyAM paNa amuka ja lakhavuM ane amuka prakAre ja lakhavuM e jyAM kaTTara niyama heya tyAM keTalAke ema mAne che ke amuka sthaLe pAThAMtara joie. ityAdi zabda kahevA e mahAmUrkhAI ja che. sarvajJa mahArAjAoe je siddhAMtanI jhAMkhI karI hatI ane je siddhAMta saMsArane darzAvyA hatA te ja siddhAMte AjanAM pustake mAM paNa cAlyA Ave che. AtmAnA pradeze jemAM pahelAMnA mAnIe chIe te ja pramANe hajupaNa mAnIe chIe. te pachI zaMkAkArone ApaNe pUchI zakIe. chIe ke tame zAstromAM e te karyo pheraphAra dekhyo che ke jethI tamane zaMkA thaI javAnuM kAraNa maLyuM che? "zAstramAM Ama hovuM joIe" evI zaMkA uThAvavAne paNa tamane kevI rIte avakAza maLe che te tamAre sAbita karI ApavAnuM che. dharatIkaMpane saMbhava sarakhe, paNa jyAM dharatIkaMpa nathI chatAM tyAM kaI ema dhAre ke A beThaka taTI paDaze te ? AvI zaMkA karanArAone te besavAnuM paNa sthAna na ja hoI zake. e karyo jabarajasta purAve tamane maLe che ke je vaDe tame ema kahI zake ke zAstramAM Ama hovuM joIe? jenI zraddhAmAM pheraphAra na hoya tevAonI kriyAmAM pheraphAra hoI zakate ja nathI. dhyeya khasavuM na joIe. dhyeya na khase te pachI keIpaNa jAtanI paMcAta ja nathI. jene dhyeya khase che tene ja zaMkAo thavA lAge che. dhyeya ane zraddhA baMne salAmata hoya tyAM eka aMza paNa vicAramAM ke kriyAmAM pheraphAra saMbhavI zakatuM ja nathI. keTalAka mUrti ane deharAne Azrava gaNe che. ApaNe te baMnene nirjaLanuM kAraNa mAnIe chIe. ahIM ApaNI ane temanI tAvika
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________________ 371 mUrtipUjAnuM rahasya mAnyatAmAM ja pharaka che ane jyAM tAvika mAnyatAmAM phera hoya tyAM samati nahi. je rUpe tatva hoya te rUpe ja tatvane mAne tyAre tene samyagdarzana thAya che ane tavadarzana zraddhA vagara saMbhavatuM nathI. je tIrthakara bhagavAne thayA che, temaNe navo dharma banAvyo che athavA te na dharma pedA karyo che ema nathI. tIrthakara bhagavAnee te vastu mAtra ke je jagatamAM eka yA bIje rUpe daSTimAna hatI yA te adazya hatI tene svabhAva ja temaNe te batAvyuM che. e uparathI ema nathI samajavAnuM ke tIrthakara bhagavAnanI hastI pahelAM A saMsAramAM koIne puNya yA pApa lAgatuM ja na hatuM. tIrthakara bhagavAnanA thavA pahelAM paNa maMda kaSAyavALAo puNya bAMdhatA hatA. kaSAyathI je pApa thatAM, te sarvakALane viSe thatAM ja rahyA hatAM, mAtra tIrthakara bhagavAne te je pApapuNya thatAM hatAM te pApapuNya ane te thavAnuM kAraNa eTaluM ja mAtra batAvI ApyuM hatuM. prakAzanuM udAharaNa tamAre barAbara lAgu pADavAnuM che. manuSya AMkhe ughADe che, tyAre te prakAzane dekhe che. paraMtu tene artha e nathI ke te AMkha nathI ughADate te pahelAM prakAza hetuM nathI. yA te pahelAM prakAza, prakAzanuM kAma ja karatA nathI. prakAzanuM kArya jema saMsArane vastuo dekhADavAnuM che, te ja pramANe tIrthaMkaradevenuM kAma A saMsAramAM pApapuNya ane te thavAnAM kAraNene darzAvavAnuM ja che. A ja kAraNathI dharma, deza ke tIrthane pravartAvanAra tarIke tIrthakara bhagavAnane gaNyA che, paraMtu temane utpAdaka tarIke gaNyA nathI. dharma e jagatane svabhAva che. jaina dharma e jeDI kADhelI navalakathA nathI, paraMtu jema darpaNamAM padArtha je hoya te ja dekhAya che, te ja pramANe jagatane je svabhAva che te ja spaSTa rIte jinazAsanamAM paDele che. dharma e jagatane svabhAva ja hovAthI e svabhAvamAM tIrthakara bhagavAnethI paNa pheraphAra thaI zakatuM nathI. ApaNe dravyAdine AzrayIne pheraphAra karI zakIe chIe, paraMtu tyAM paNa dharma batAvAne mATe, palaTAvavAne mATe nahi. bhagavAna mahAvIre
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________________ 372 AnaMda pravacana dRna cAra tratAnAM pAMca mahAvratA karyAM. temAM zabdachaLathI brahmacaryanA bhaMganA koI khATo lAbha na le te mATe karyAM. bhagavAna mahAvIranA sudhArA Azrava ane baMdhane rokavAno hatA. bALalagna rokavA e sudhArA che, paNa punarlagnanI chUTa ApavI e sudhArA nathI paNa brahmacaryanA palaTA che. dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAvane AzrayIne pheraphAra thAya temAM nA nathI, paNa A pheraphAra mULa dhyeyane kAyama rAkhIne thavA joie, paraMtu mULa dhyeyanI kAyApalaTa na thavI joie. have mULa vAtamAM AvIe. ApaNe tItha kara bhagavAnanI mUrtiAne mAnIe chIe te parama Adaza rUpe mAnIe chIe. A Adaza devamAM avazya hovA joie. je deva peAtAnI pAse strIne rAkhe te te dharmonA pravaka guru brahmacaya ne jIvanamAM kaI rIte utArI zake? jainetarAe pratimA pUjanamAM jainAnI nakala karI paNa te AkAra ke bhAva bannemAMthI eke temanI pratimAmAM lAvI zakayA nathI. guNAnA prakAra keTalA ? 'e' zrImAn tIthaMkaradevAnA AkAra manuSyanA dhyeyanuM cihna hovu joIe. devatattvamAM anukaraNIyatva hAya te te prakRti che. devAmAM anukaraNIya guNA hovA ja joie. jo tenAmAM anukaraNIya gu hAya, teA ja tenA ziSyA e mAge jAya ane e mArgone dha gaNI zake. arthAt dharma ane dharmanI pravRttio e saghaLAMnA mukhya AdhAra daiva upara ja che. eTalA ja kAraNathI mahAdevanu aSTaka pahelu gaNavAmAM Avyu che. emAM guNe be prakAranA hoya che: eka sAdhaka dazA ane bIjI siddha dazA. nepeliyana khAnApATanA kAI khela bhajave tA te nepoliyane karelI dezasevAnuM nATaka bhajavI zake ane tevA anukaraNIya guNAnI nakala paNa kare, paraMtu bhavAyA paNa nepAliyananA zarIranI gaMdI kriyAonu` kAMI anukaraNa athavA nakala karavA besatA nathI. nepAliyana jyAre rAjadvArI jIvanamAM bahAra paDayA
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________________ mUrtipUjAnuM rahasya 373 tyAre tene sAdhaka dazAnI prApti thaI. e ja pramANe zrImAnuM tIrthakara de paNa jyAre sAdhu thayA tyAre teo sAdhaka dazyamAM pravezyA hatA. e ja pramANe siddha dazAnuM vicAravAnuM che. tIrthakaranuM jyAre devatva siddha thayuM tyAre teo kevA hatA e saghaLuM vigatavAra jANavAne mATe sAdhaka, tathA siddha dazAnA guNe batAvavA joIe. ' have kaI evI zaMkA karaze ke tIrthakara mahArAjAomAM devapaNAnuM siddhapaNuM AvyuM e te ThIka che, paraMtu je e siddhapaNuM ane upakAra karanArUM na hoya te e devapaNuM sAthe ApaNe zA mATe saMbaMdha rAkhavuM joIe? ane e devApaNane ApaNe zA mATe vaMdana paNa karavuM joIe? tIrthakara bhagavAnanuM devatva e je saMsArane mATe upakAraka na hota te janazAsana e devatvanA kadI paNa vakhANa na ja karata, paraMtu e devatva ApaNane aneka rItie upakAraka che ja ane tethI ja e devatvane ApaNe vaMdana karavAnuM che. rrrrrrrr rrrrrrrr * * anaMta upakArIoe vastutaH dharma ane mokSa e be ja puruSArtha ke mAnyA che, artha tathA kAmane puruSArtha mAnela nathI. * dravyadayA karatAM bhAvadayA ativiziSTa che. dravyadayAnA bhoge paNa A bhAvadayAnuM saMrakSaNa parama Avazyaka che. bhAvadayAnI bhege dravyadayAnI vakIlAta e ghora mithyAtva che. peerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr GEEEEEE
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________________ " AjanuM kaparuM cAritrapAlana ka gpscooooooooooo ooooooooooooooooo agonsoonoon generousseing opposuccessions cothA ArAmAM jJAnIo vidyamAna hatA, devatAo pratyakSa dekhAtA hatA. amuka dharma karavAthI amuka deva thaye ema khulAsA maLatA hatA. te B vakhate dharmanI AcaraNuM thAya te sahaja che, paNa Aja jJAnInI gerahAjarImAM cAritra levAya agara dharma AcaraNa thAya te jarUra kiMmatI che. temAM 8 kalyANabuddhine ghaNe saMbhava che. Booooooooooon pariNatijJAnapUrvakanA ghA muhapatti ATha vakhatathI vadhAre vAra na thAya. zAstrakAra mahArAjA pariNatibhede jJAnanA traNa bheda jaNAve che. svarUpa bhede pAMca bheda chatAM ahIM pariNatibhede traNa bheda kahe che. pariNati samajAvavAnI hoya tyAM te ja kahevAya ? svarUpa vakhate te svarUpa kahevAya. AtmAnuM svarUpa jaNAvavuM hoya tyAre tenAM svarUpanAM bheda jaNAvAya. jIva ane ajIva be tatvamAM badhAM tava samAI jAya che, chatAM sAta ke nava tatva kahevAM paDe che. AthavasaMvAdi ta. jIva-ajIvamAM samAya che, te jIva-ajIvane aMge ja che. chatAM bIjA ta jaNAvavAne hetu che ke Azrava tathA baMdhane ajIvana prAdhAnyavALA jIva jANe te te tenAthI khase. tathA saMvara, nirjarA ane mekSa teone jIvana prAdhAnyavALA jANe te jIva tyAM kheMcAya. jIva heya tathA upAdeyane jANe tema ja tene chAMDI ke AdarI zake, jIvAjIvane paNa upadeza ekalA reya tarIke nathI, paNa heya tathA upAdeyamAM paNa upayogI thAya te mATe jaNAvyuM che. zrutajJAnamAM akSarajJAna, paryAyazruta, padadhRtAdi bheda vagere jANavAthI AtmAne kRtArtha mAnI levAya tema nathI, arthAt vagaranANA Adi
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________________ AjanuM kaparuM cAritrapAlana 372 jANavAthI AtmAne kRtA mAnavAnA nathI. AtmA jyAre viSaya pratibhAsa jJAnamAMthI pariNita jJAnamAM Ave ane temAMthI pravRttijJAnamAM Ave. tA . te jJAna meLavyuM saphaLa gaNAya. pariNati ke pravRttimAM AvyA vagaranuM jJAna zuSka che, nirarthaka che, phaLa vagaranuM che. anatI vakhata A jIva. zrutajJAnane dhAraNa karanAra thayA, zrutajJAna dravyathI ana`tI vakhata AvI gayuM, paNa te viSaya pratibhAsarUpe hatuM mATe ja phaLyuM nahi, : AjakAla keTalAka kahevAtA adhyAtmavAdIo paNa kriyAnA utthApakA hAI bhavyajIvAne kriyAthI calita karavA mATe temane kahe. che ke " merU jeTalA AdhA muhapatti karyAM : temAM zuM vaLyuM ? " vAta kharI, paNu pariNita jJAnavALA AghA muhapattinuM grahaNa thayu nathI, e ja na vaLavAnu kAraNa che. pariNatijJAnapUrvakanA AghA muhapatti ATha vakhatathI vadhAre vAra na ja thAya. kalyANanI buddhithI grahaNa karavAmAM AvelA cAritranA bhava AThathI vadhAre hAtA nathI. evu cAritra AkhA bhavacakramAM ATha vakhata ja hAya. tethI vadhAre vakhata na ja hAya. vadhAremAM vadhAre ATha vakhata hAya. zrI gautamasvAmIne hAthe kheDUtane bAdha. zramaNa bhagavAn zrImahAvIradeve pelA kheDUtane zrI gautamasvAmIjI pAse cAritra apAvyuM. e kheDUta bhagavAnanA pUrvabhavanA dveSI hatA, tethI te kheDUtanA jIva pAtAthI tA koI paNa prakAre beAdhibIja pAme tema naheAtu, tethI ja teA zrI gautamasvAmIjI pAse te pamADayuM. upadrava karanAranuM paNa kalyANa karavu. e eka ja dhyeya. bhagavAnanu` hatu`. bhakti karanAra tA peAtAnA AtmAthI bhakti dvArA phaLa pAmavAnA che, bhaktinA jorathI phaLa meLavavAnA che, paNa bhagavAn vicAre che ke kalyANunA dezaka huM, upadrava karanArane ke pratikULane tAruM tA ja tArakapaNuM kharuM gaNAya." caMdanane kApanArI karavata, chedanArI chINI, khALanArA agni che chatAM e traNe suga'dhI thAya che ja. temAM caMdananuM ja gaurava che, bhakatA tA bhaktithI tare che, paNa taravA taiyAra na hoya. DUbavA jatA hAya,
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________________ 376 aAnaMda pravacana darzana 'arthAt tAraka evA pitAnAthI pratikULa hoya tevAne paNa tAranAra te vAstavika tAraka che. ethI ja bhavAMtarathI devI evA kheDUtane pratibaMdha karavA zrI gautamasvAmIjIne zrI mahAvIrabhagavAne mekalyA. zrI gautamasvAmIjIe jaIne zuM karyuM? kheDUtane bolAvIne pUchayuM tathA A rIte samajAvyuM- zrI gautamasvAmIjIH "mahAnubhAva ! A tuM zuM kare che?" kheDUta khetI !" zrI gautamasvAmIjIH "zA mATe ?" kheDUtaH "mArA peTa mATe tathA mArA kuTuMba mATe ! " zrI gautamasvAmIjIH khetImAM hiMsA thAya che, te hiMsAnuM tane kevuM phaLa maLaze? yAda rAkha ke te tAre ekalAe bhegavavuM paDaze. khAvAmAM jagala ane kUTavAmAM bhagale.....! khAya pelA ane pApa tAre bAMdhavuM? parabhave pelA bhegavavA Avaze ke tAre bhegavavuM paDaze? zAka khAvAnuM te gharavALA badhAne che, paNa samAranAranI AMgaLI kapAya te vedanA tene ekalAne ja thAya che. corI karavA janAra kuTuMbAdi mATe te badhuM kare che, paNa cerI karatAM pakaDAya te sajA tene potAne ja thAya che paNa kuTuMbane thatI nathI, paisA mATe koInuM khUna koI kare te mAlamAM badhAye bhAgIdAra thAya, paNa phAMsI te ekalA khUnIne ja thAya! A badhuM to A lekamAM pratyakSa che ne? te pachI paraseve kevuM bhAgIdAra thavA Avaze? kuTuMbIo ahIM mAla khAvAnA ! mAra khAvAnA nahIM " "ahIM ja pApanAM phaLa bhogavatI vakhate kuTuMbIo jyAre alaga thaI jAya che, tyAre bIjA bhavamAM zuM teo kuTuMbI thavA Avaze? ane peTa ! peTa ekaluM pApathI ja bharAya che ema koNe kahyuM? vagara pApe paNa peTa bharAya che. rAMdhyA vinA paNa mAdhukarIvRttithI bhikSA mAgI lAvI peTa bharI zakAya che. kAcA pANIne aDavAnuM nahi, agnine aDavAnuM nahi. parigraha pApanuM mULa che tethI te rAkhavAne nahIM. hiMsA karavAnI nahIM, asatya bolavAnuM nahIM,
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________________ Ajanu paru* cAritrapAlana 377 cArI karavAnI nahI, viSayasevana ja saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra che tethI tenA tyAga karavA. paNa A badhu... dIkSAthI ja susAdhya che, mATe sayama grahaNa kara !" kheDUte vicAyu : ehe!! A te sAruM! peTa paNa bharAya ane pApa paNa na baMdhAya ! '" tenA AtmAmAM jhaNajhaNATI AvI. romAMca UbhAM thayAM. apUrva AnaMda teNe anubhavyA ane pachI hAtha joDIne zrI gautamasvAmIjIne vinaMtI karI ke "bhagavAn ! jo ema ja che tA mane dIkSA ApIne tArA !" zrI gautamasvAmIjIe tyAM tene saMyama ApyuM ! pachI zrI gautamasvAmIe kheDUtane kahyuM ke cAla, have mArA gurune vaMdana karavA !" kheDUta teA AbhA banI gayA! AzcaryamAM garaka thaI gayA ! tene ema thayuM ke 'AvA mahAn AcArya mahAtmAnA paNa guru ! ahA! te kevAya haze !' te khAlI UThaye!: 'cAleA bhagavAn !' pachI guru ziSya kha'ne bhagavAnnI pAse AvI rahyA che. mArgomAM zrI gautamasvAmIjI mahArAjA bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra deva kevA che tenuM varNana kare che. tevAmAM samavasaraNu Avyu', zrI gautamasvAmIjIe kheDUtane bhagavAn batAvyA ke 'A ApaNA gurudeva !' bhagavAne jotAM ja kheDUtane pUrvabhavane dveSa uyamAM AvyA-uchanyA ane te tarata ema khelyA ke A jyAre tamArA gurudeva ! tyAre A tamAruM sAdhupaNuM pAchuM lyeA !' ema kahI sAdhuveSa paDatA mUkIne te cAlyA gayA. kheDUta khetaramAMthI samavasaraNamAM AbyA teTalI vAra teNe sAdhupaNuM dhAraNa karyu. zrI gautamasvAmIjI cAra jJAnanA mAlika hatA. vaLI temane kheDUtane dIkSA devA paNa svayaM bhagavAne mAkalyA hatA. kheDUtane kheAdhikhIja pamADavuM hatuM. kalyANanI buddhivALuM cAritra AkhA bhavacakramAM ATha vakhata Ave che. te mATe kheDUtane cAritra ApyuM. samyaktvamAM ATha bhavanA niyama nahIM. kSAyeApazimaka samyaktvanA asaMkhyAtA bhavA thAya. kalyANanI buddhi vinAnA merU jeTalA AdhA muhapatti karyA chatAM
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________________ 378 Ana pravacana daIna kalyANa na thayuM temAM khATu nathI. temAM jo kalyANanI buddhi hAta tA jarUra kAma thaI jAta. bIDanI jamInamAM hajArA varasa sudhI ekala ghAsa UgyuM hatu', kema ke tyAM anAja vALyuM nahAtuM, jo vAvyu' nahI tA anAja Uge kayAMthI ? paNa jo tyAM vavAya tA anAja UgavAmAM vAMdhA nathI ja. anatI vakhata eghAmAM kalyANanI buddhi thaI ja nahAtI ane tethI atyAre paNa te buddhi nathI ema kema kahevAya ? agara samyaktvAdi AcAromAM atyAre paNa kalyANabuddhi nathI, ema kayA AdhAre melAya ? sacamamAM ke dharmakaraNImAM Aje kayuM praleAlana che ? bajAramAM mAla Ave che teA zerIvALA levA doDe che. zrI tIrthaMkara mahArAjAnA vakhatamAM cakI, vAsudevA, rAjA-mahArAjAe badhA dharma mATe temanI pAse doDayA doDayA AvatA hatA, teA te vakhate te pUjA-satkAranI icchAe paNa sAdhupaNuM levAya ema saMbhava che. te vakhate devatAo AvatA hatA, pratyakSa dekhAtA hatA, amuka manuSya cAritra levAthI devatApaNuM meLavyuM. te A che ema spaSTa dekhAtu' hatuM. jee deva, gurU ke dharmInI bhakti karatA hatA ane kALa karI devalAkamAM utpanna thatAM ja pAtAne devapaNuM zAthI maLyuM ? te prazna thatAM peAtAnA jJAnathI ke sAmAnikeAnA vacanathI niya karI jenA cAge te maLyu tenI bhakita karavA tee ahIM doDI AvatA hatA. tevA vakhatamAM cAritra levAnAM kAraNeA sahaja che, paNa atyAre to evu' eka paNa kayuM kAraNa che ke jenAthI kAIne cAritranI icchA thAya ? atyAre to devanAM darzananAM ja sAMsAM che, amuka dhama karavAthI amuka jIva rAjA thayA tevA dAkhalA jANavAnA paNa avakAza nathI, jJAnI mahArAjA vidyamAna hatA tyAre e badhu` sa`bhavita hatuM. atyAranAM jIvana ja evAM DhaMgadhaDA vagaranAM che ke jene sadAcAranu` bhAna sarakhu' nathI te tyAM cAritra sudhInI bhAvanA tene ke tenA dAkhalAthI khIjAne thAya ja kayAMthI?
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________________ AjanuM kaparuM cAritrapAlana 3se tAtparya ke AjanA cAritramAM AvAM bAhya IcchAne lalacAvanArAM kAraNene abhAva hovAthI kalyANabuddhi ja mukhyatve havAne saMbhava gaNAya. Aje kalyANabuddhi nathI ema kema kahI zakAya ? Aje gharabAra vagerene sadaMtara tyAga kaI lAlace thAya che ? kiyAnA utthApake AjanA cAritrane uDAvavA Icche che e ja che, bAkI atyAranA cAritramAM kalyANabuddhi rahI hoya ema sahaja mAnI zakAya tema che. vaLI dukAne zeThanI hAjarImAM munima vaphAdArI rAkhe temAM kAMI navAI nathI. hAjarImAM te vaphAdArI na chUTake paNa rAkhavI paDe che, zeThanI gerahAjarImAM rakhAyelI vaphAdArI te kharekhara sArI vaphAdArI che. cethA ArAmAM te jJAnIo vidyamAna hatA, devatAo pratyakSa dekhAtA hatA. amuka dharma karavAthI amuka deva thayo te A, amuka dharma karavAthI amuka rAjA thayo te A, tathA amuka pApathI amuka jIva narake utpanna thaye ke khALamAM utpanna thaye ke mRtyuloke bhayaMkara vyAdhigrasta thayuM hatuM te A-ema paNa khulAsA maLatA hatA. mana:paryavajJAnI tathA avadhijJAnI dvArA paNa jANI zakAtuM hatuM ? dharmano lAbha, pApanI zikSA jyAre najare dekhAya te vakhate te dharma pratye vaphAdArI rahe temAM navAI nathI. te vakhate te dharmanI AcaraNa thAya te sahaja che paNa Aje jJAnInI gerahAjarImAM, pratyakSa dAkhalAo jevA jANavAnA abhAvamAM vaphAdArI sacavAya te khare ja kiMmatI che. Aje cAritra levAya agara dharma AcaraNa karAya te jarUra kiMmatI. che tathA temAM kalyANanI buddhine ghaNuM ja saMbhava che. vaLI prAcInakALamAM bhoganI sAmagrI sAmAnya janatA mATe muzkela hatI, ane ghaNI ochI hatI, jyAre Aje sAmAnya janatA paNa tamAma mojazokha jogavI zake che, vaLI te vakhate te kaI rAjA-mahArAjA amuka nATaka karAve temAM amukane ja netaruM ! nATake je te manuSya joI zakatA nahotA. Aja to be cAra rUpiyA kharcanA aphalAtuna nATaka ane sinemAdi joI zake che. te vakhate nATaka, poSAka, alaMkArAdi upara rAjya taraphathI tathA nAtajAta taraphathI paNa aMkuza
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________________ 380 AnaH pravacana daIna hatA, tethI AjanA jeTala bhAgomAM te vakhate raMgAvAnu` naheAtu. te vakhate maryAdA tathA aMkuza eTalA badhA hatA ke juvAnImAM savAzera dArUnA kepha gaNAya te A aMkuzAthI DhAkhI devAmAM AvatA hatA paNu atyAre te te kepha ghADiyAmAMthI che ane aMkuza muddala nathI. Aje pAMcamA ArAmAM AvA sacogAmAM tyAganI bhAvanA thavI sahelI nathI. je vakhate ArmI duniyA bhAgamAM ragadoLAI gaI che, jJAti tathA kuTuMbanAM baMdhAraNa! evAM DhIlAM che ke koi koine rokI zakatuM nathI, teve vakhate tyAganA vicAra paNa koI bhAgyazALIne ja thAya che. tyAga kare ke na kare te vAta jUdI, paNa tyAga sAre che ATalI bhAvanA thavAmAM paNa puNyAya che. te vakhate tyAgamAM vighnA karanArA kAi naheAtA H Aje teA zerInu kUtaru' paNa tyAganI ADe Ave che. dIkSA vakhate kleza thAya te naDatara lAge che. duniyAdArImAM thatA phlezane vadhAvavAmAM Ave che. lagna vakhate e vevAI cAra khAreka ke cAra seApArI ochI paDe temAM caDabhaDe che paNa tethI sabaMdha tUTatA nathI, vadhe che. ceArImAM lagna thayA pachI tA eka vevAI bIjA vevAInI AbarU bacAvavA thelInAM mAM khUllAM mUkI de che, pachI paNa jamAi ne mAM mAgyuM ApavA sasarA taiyAra ja hoya che. kAma paDe teA vevAi, vevANu, naNaMda, jamAI badhA mATe tamAma ApavAmAM Ave che, kema ke A badhA bhAga jate divase snehamAM pariNamavAnA che tema te jANe che. mAMDavAnI gALA gALA nathI gaNAtI. mATe te tene phaTANAM' kahevAmAM AvyAM. dIkSA lenAra pAse paNa te kuTumbI pharI Avaze tyAre tenI ja pAse dharmAMkaraNI karavAnA apUrva lAbha che, paNa jee dharma kare che, tene mATe A badhI vAta che, paNa jeene kAMI karavu' nathI tevA hoLInA gheraiyA jevA phogaTa dhULa uDADanArA che. teo pachI zu karavAnA che? tethI te dharmamAM ADI dhamAla kare che. pUjA, mahAtsava dIkSA pAchaLa teo zu kare che ? are ! ahIM ja je dIkSA thaI te dIkSitane vaMdanA karava! ke sukhazAtA pUchavA AvA varganA kAI gayA ? dIkSA lenAranI bAyaDI mATe laDanArAoe upakAra thAya te mATe kAMi karyu? te bAyaDInI rakamanu vyAja sAtane khale ATha AnA
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________________ AjanuM kaparuM cAritrapAlana 38. ApavA jeTaluM paNa karyuM che ? dIkSitane aMge kuTuMbanA kalezamAM paNa dharmanuM bIja che. samajI zakAya te samajAya tevuM che. pANImAM taNAyeluM ane daTAyeluM dhana kaI divasa paNa hAthamAM Ave, paNa baLI gayeluM kAMI hAtha Avaze nahIM. jenA hRdayamAMthI dharmanuM bIja baLI gayuM che tevA vagara saMbaMdhanA, bhADUtI tathA bhADu paNa na maLe tevA gheraiyA banI. gAMThanI khIcaDI khAI vacce mAthuM mAranAra leke dIkSA tathA dharmanA dareka anuSThAnanI ADe Ave che, ane bakavAda tathA dhamAla kare che. atyAre bheganI sAmagrI jabarajasta che. pahelAM ATalI nahotI. atyAre dharmanI buddhi sivAya dharma karavAnuM thAya zAthI? atyAranA evA muhapatti devakAdinI icchAvALAnI nahi, paNa kalyANanI buddhivALAnA gaNavAne vadhAre saMbhava che. jo e.mAM pariNatijJAna sAthe pravRtti hoya arthAt mekSanI buddhivALuM saMyama hoya te AThathI vadhAre bhava thAya nahi. vaLI merU jeTalA ghA lIdhA temane paNa phaLa sAruM maLyuM ke khe? te evA lenArA devaloke ja gayA che, paNa narake gayA nathI. have e vicAro ke ghA vadhAre lIdhA ? ke saMsArIpaNe vadhAre. rahyA?eghA lIdhA tenA karatAM anaMtaguNI vakhata mAtApitAdi karyA che tenuM phaLa zuM maLyuM? jenA saMyegathI naraka-tiryaMcagati maLe che te saMsArIpaNuM choDAtuM nathI ane jenAthI devaleka maLe che te dIkSAne Adara thatuM nathI te gati zI ? zuSkajJAnathI kAMI vaLavAnuM nathI mATe pariNatimAM AvavAnI. prathama jarUra che. AdaravuM kAMI nathI, na karavuM sAmAyika, na karavI pUjA, na karavuM pratikamaNa, na karo pisaha, na karavA cevihAra, na karavA vatapaccakkhANa ane khUme mAryA karavI ke jJAnano jamAno che. eno artha zuM ? ArIsAmAM AkhuM pratibiMba paDayuM, paNa ArIso keIne oLakhe nahIM tema zAstronAM zAstro vAMcI javAyaH bhaNI javAya. paNa AtmAne kalyANane raste lAvavAne temAMnuM eka paNa vAkya upayogI thAya nahIM te te zuSkajJAna che, viSayapratibhAsa jJAna che, evuM te anaMtIvAra maLyuM ane gayuM paNa phaLyuM nahIM, ane phaLe paNa nahIM KIA 1
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________________ 382 AnaMda pravacana darzana pariNatijJAnanI AvazyakatA che. zrIjinezvaradeva pratye zraddhA hoya, temanA sarvarUpaNanI pratIti heya, temanA zAsanane zirasAvaMgha mAnate. hoya, tevAne je jJAna te pariNatirUpa gaNAya che. tamArA keInI pAse lAkha rUpiyA leNu che, patatA nathI, kerTamAM dA mAMDaye, hukamanAmuM thayuM, tyAre keTale AnaMda thAya che? hukamanAmuM thatAM kAMI paisA hAthamAM AvyA nathI. paisA hAthamAM AvavAne hajI vAra cheH hukamanAmuM bajAvaze ane maLaze tyAre paisA hAthamAM Avaze, paNa AnaMda te hukamanAmuM thatAM ja thAya che. te rIte pariNatijJAnathI paNa AnaMda thaI jAya. pitAmAM kevaLajJAna che evuM bhAna thAya tyAre ja kevaLajJAnane naDatAM AvaraNe dUra karavAnI bhAvanA jAge, e pariNatijJAna che. DUbate manuSya badhuM bhUlI jAya che, saMsArIne bAyaDI-chokarAM vagara bIjuM kAMI najare dekhAtuM nathIH DUbate vyartha bAcakAM bhare che. pariNatijJAnavALAne kevabhajJAna prApta karavAnI IcchA jAge che. cha khaMDanA mAlika cakavatIoe rANIone, vahAlA kuMvarane, kuMvarIone, kuTuMbIone zI rIte dIkSA apAvI haze? e meha kema tUTa haze ? pite zI rIte saMyama lIdhuM haze? te vicAre ! e badhe pariNati- jJAnane prabhAva che tIrtha kara, kevalI, gaNadhara ane viziSTa jJAnInA virahakALamAM viravacana AlaMbanabhUta che.
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________________ zAstracakSu pApAmayauSadhaM zAstraM // oooooooooo #goodoorsed wonderson #soooooooooopan. soormandirinding karmanI sattAne eka kAyade nizcita thaI gayuM che ke AtmAe kAyA sAthe joDAvuM ane vakhata bharAI jAya eTale cAlI nIkaLavuM. karmanI majUrI karIe ema mAlUma paDe chatAM enA e ja. enuM kAraNa ke ApaNe AMkha kholI nathI. ane je AMkha khele nahIM tene mATe madhyAha tathA aMdhArI rAta e bemAM kaze phera nathI. ApaNu carmacakSu che. A carmacakSuthI jeTaluM joIe eTaluM ja mAnIe te AtmA, parabhava vagere mAnavAnuM sthAna nahi rahe. AthI A badhuM samajavA zAstranI jarUra che. te zAstracakSu ApaNane samajAve che ke jUThuM e pApa che. sAcuM e satya che. AthI ja zAeN kahyuM che ke zAstrane na mAne te AMdhaLA. AMdhaLAne kiI vastu sUjhatI nathI tema zAstravinAnAne sAcI beTI vastunI samaja paDatI nathI. agggggggggggggggg8 dareka bhave AtmAe majUrI karI che. zAstrakAra mahArAjA bhavya jInA upakAra mATe dharmopadeza detAM kuramAve che ke anAdikALathI A jIva bhayaMkara bhavATavImAM rakhaDI rahyo che. A saMsAramAM bAhya padArthane AgaLa karIne dareka bhavamAM dareka jIva prayatna karI rahyo che. keI paNa jIva, kaI paNa bhavamAM, keI paNa cIjane AgaLa karIne prayatna karyA vagarane hete ja nathI. khorAka, zarIra, Indriye, tenA viSaye ane viSayonAM sAdhano, A pAMca sivAya kazAya mATe prayatna karyo ane emane ema cAle te bIje prayatna thAya tema paNa che? bahu te chaTho prayatna AbarU mATe kare te vAta judI ! A pAMcamAM to zuM tiya ca ke zuM manuSya ? zuM bAlaka, soosinging is
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________________ 384 - AnaMda pravacana darzana juvAna ke vRddha ? badhA ja lIna che. manuSyamAM jarA meTe kaho ke UMce kaho te varga AbarU umere che. nAnA ke halakAvargane AbarU hatI kayAre ke javAnI che? A cIjone sathavAro kayAM sudhI ?' je jJAtimAM lagna e pavitra gAMTha gaNAya che, baMdhanakAraka gaNAya che, te jJAtimAM strIne bharose rAkhI zakAya che, tene ghareNuM. saMpI zakAya che. kabATa ke tIjorInI kuMcI paNa tene bhaLAvI zakAya che. jIvanamaraNane saMbaMdha saMdhAya che ema jANe che mATe vizvAsa rAkhavAmAM Ave che. paNa manasvI lagna hoya te ? bhADUtI lagna heya. te te vizvAsa rakhAya nahIM, bhADUtI makAnanA jevA bhADUtI lagnamAM paNa marajI hoya tyAM sudhI saMbaMdha hoya che. moTA meTA yurepIaomAM paNa misTara ane misIsanuM khAtuM juduM hoya che. enuM kAraNa eka ja che ke te lagna marajiyAta saMbaMdhanuM che. jyAM lagna tevuM hoya che, tyAM mUDIne tathA jIvanane bharoso rAkhI zakAtuM nathI. ApaNI kemamAM jIvana sudhInA pharajiyAta saMbaMdhavALuM lagna. che. marajiyAta saMbaMdhavALI lagnanI gAMTha upara bharose rakhAya nahi. tyAM te ghaDImAM rAga, ghaDImAM TheSa ! ema na thAya, tethI ja UMcI jJAtivALAoe lagnanI tevI marajiyAta vyavasthA rAkhI nathI. A AtmAe kAyAnI sAthe lagna karyA che. A AtmA kAyAnI AhArAdi. pAMca cIja agara AbarU sAthe cha cIjane varyo che. A pAMca ke cha vastu AtmAne adhavacamAM rakhaDAvanAra che. AtmA AhAradine mUkavA. mAgatuM nathI, te paNa teNe tene mUkIne cAlI nIkaLavuM paDe che. karmanI sattAne e kAyado nizcita thaI gayo che ke AtmAe kAyA sAthe joDAvuM ane vakhata bharAI jAya eTale cAlI nIkaLavuMchUTA paDavuM. A kAyadAmAM keTalI vakhata resAyA? dareka vakhata kAyadAnI karavatamAM kapAyA. dareka bhavamAM AhAra lIdhe, zarIra bAMdhyuM, Indriye taiyAra karI, viSaye meLavyA, tenAM sAdhane meLavyAM ane. vakhata khalAsa thaye eTale tarata khasyA !
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________________ 385 zAztracakSu keTalAka dezamAM kAma vakhate majUrone khelAvavAmAM Ave che ane kAma patyA pachI tagaDI mUke che, tema karAjA AtmA pAse majUranuM kAma karAve che. AhArAdi meLavavAmAM, taiyAra karavAmAM hissA jIvane chatAM karmarAjA jIvane tagaDI mUke che. karma eka jAtanA ca'DALa tarIkenuM kAma kare che. hIrA-meAtI taiyAra karyAM, meLavyAM paNa mUkIne marI gayA eTale zuM? dareka bhavamAM bhegu karavAnuM ? majUrapaNuM karI karIne AtmAne cAlI nIkaLavAnu ja ne ? eka paNa bhava majUrapaNuM karyA sivAyanA gayA che ? duniyAmAM majUranA praznamAM te eka be saMsthAnAnI vAta hAya, paNa ahIM tA bhavAbhavanI A sthiti che. AphrikAnA majUrA jevI dazA che, tyAM vastu taiyAra thayA pachI majUrIne kADhI mukAya che tema ahIM jIvane kADhI mukAya che. dekhatAM chatAM AMdhaLA. duniyAdArImAM eka vakhata dhappA khAo teA khIjI vakhata akkala Ave mIjI vakhata dhA khAo tA trIjI vakhata akkala Ave. paNa ahIM tA anatI vakhata dhappA khAvA chatAM tamAne akkala kema nathI AvatI ? ApaNuM kALajI kayAM ? pelA magarane tA vAMdarAe kALanuM jhADe sUkavyu che ema kahIne chetaryAM hateA, vAMdarA jhADe caDhI gayA ane magara valakhAM mAravA lAgyA. vAMdarAnuM kALajI ThekANe hatu. tethI te khacI gayA, jhADe kALajI sUkavyAnI vAta banAvaTI hatI. te vicAravA magarane kALajIM nahAtu mATe te banI gayA. ApaNe karmAMnI majUrI bhavAbhava karI pazu kALajA vagaranA hAvAthI pharI pharI majUrI karavA taiyAra thaI e chIe. : ApaNuM kALajuM zAthI khavAI gayuM che ? viSayanI Asakti, kaSAyanA vege, AraMbha tathA parigrahanI pravRtti...A cArathI ApaNu kALajuM khavAI gayu che. karmanI majUrI karIe ema mAluma paDe, chatAM enA e ja, kAraNa ke AMkha kheAlI nathI. je AMkha khAle nahIM' tene mATe madhyAhna tathA adhArI rAta e emAM kazeA phera nathI. ahIM paNa jene A sthiti jovAne cakSu nathI, teAne bhavabhava 25
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________________ 386 AnaMda pravacana duni majUrI karavAnI tathA rakhaDavAnu... hAya temAM navAI nathI. chatI AMkhe AMkha mIMcIne cAle tenAmAM ane AMdhaLAmAM krUra kA ? zAstra e ceAthI calu che. kanI majUrI jANIe, sAMbhaLIe, mAnIe, tApaNa AtmAne enI darakAra sarakhI na rahe, vicAra sarakhe na Ave, te pachI jANanArA-mAnanArAmAM ane na jANanArA, na mAnanArAmAM phera kayA ? cAmaDAnI AMkha (carmacakSu) kAne nathI? manuSya hA, ke janAvara hA, ca cakSu tA badhA dharAve che. devatAe adhijJAna rUpI cakSuvALA che, te cama cakSuvALAthI vadhAre joI zake che. vaimAnika devA potAnAM avadhijJAnathI sAtamI naraka sudhI jue che. sarvA siddhanA devA peAtAnA avadhijJAnathI nIce aleAka lagabhaga sudhI, ane upara siddhazilA lagabhaga sudhI jue che. cama cakSuvALA najIkanu dekhe che, avadhijJAnavALA dUranu' dekhe che, paNa eya rUpI dekhe che. peAtAnA AtmAne, khIjAnA AtmAne, dharmAstikAyAdi arUpIne batAvanAra kANu ? e dekhADanAra tA kevaLa kevaLajJAna ja che. je kevaLIAnI cakSu che (siddha zabdathI ka kSaya karI muktie gayA, ane jene zarIra tathA mana nathI, tevA siddha mAtra ahI levAnA nathI, paNa jeo keLajJAnavALA heAya te bhale terame guNasthAnake hoya ke bhale caudame guNasthAnake hAya ke mekSe gayA hoya te badhA siddho levA. (siddhanI AvI vyAkhyA anuyAgadvAramAM spaSTapaNe ja che.) AthI jagatanI carmacakSu, zvetatAnI avadhicakSu ane kevaLInI kevaLacakSu che, ghAtIkanA prAbalyane lIdhe ApaNe avadha Adi cakSuvALA nathI. cama cakSuthI jeTalu joie eTaluM ja mAnIe teA AtmA; parabhava vagere mAnavAnuM sthAna nathI. ceAthI cakSu kaI? zAstra e ceAthI catu. sAcaya: zAstraduSa: ahIM sAdhu zabdathI "meAkSa sAdhe te sAdhu " ema samajavu, jee zAstrarUpI cakSuthI dekhatA hAya te sAdhu tathA sajjana. kAI jIvane
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________________ zAsUca 387 mAravAthI thatuM pApa, keIne parepakAra karavAthI thate dharma te kaI cakSuthI joyuM? zAstranI cakSuthIne ? eka ja DuM che . eka sAcuM che . jo huM belanArane pApI kahyo, sAcuM bolanArane dhamI kahyo te zAthI? zAstranI cakSuthI. dayAmAM dharma tathA hiMsAmAM pApa, sAcAmAM dharma ane jUThAmAM pApa, zAhukArImAM dharma ane cerImAM pApa, brahmacaryamAM dharma ane raMDIbAjImAM (vyabhicAramAM) pApa, A badhuM mAnavAmAM Ave che, te zAthI? carmacakSuthI e nathI manAtuM paNa kevaLajJAnarUpI cakSuthI e jaNAya ane tevALAnA vacanathI manAya che. kevaLajJAnarUpI cakSuthI dekhAvAnuM che. kevaLajJAna sarvavyApaka che. paNa e lakhANa vagarano sedo che. lakhANa vagaranA sodAnI bIjAne zI mAlUma paDe ? keTe lakhANane sado maMjUra kare che. kevaLajJAnarUpI cakSuthI kAleka badhuM mAluma paDe paNa zAstrarUpI lakhANa na thAya tyAM sudhI jagatarUpI keTe maMjura kare nahi. cAra jJAna mUMgA che. temane prakAzaka keNu? hIrAnuM teja ta che, te hoya tyAM jhaLake che. ta na hoya te kiMmatI hIrA ane patharAmAM pharaka nathI. A badhuM zrutajJAna dvArA e prakAzamAM na Ave te kevaLajJAna sudhInA jJAna pAmelAmAM ane ajJAna jIvamAM pharaka paDatuM nathI. jeone sajjanamAM gaNAvuM hoya tevAne zAstrarUpI AMkha khUllI rAkhI te dvArA jevuM paDaze. zAstra vagara puNya-pApa keNa batAvaze? jIvAjIvAdi to keNa samajAze ? jene zAstra jUnuM hevAthI kharAba lAge teNe potAnA menA AkAra pheravavA paDaze. jene pacIsa varSanAM vacanamAM zarama Ave che teo lAkhe, karaDe varSonAM meM AdinA AkAra kema enA e ja mAne che ? zAstra na mAnanArathI pApa, puSya, dharma, adhama kaMI belI nahi zakAya. je lokene nAstika banAvavA hoya te ja zAstrane khaseDI nAMkhavAM : arthAta zAstrane khaseDavAthI leke nAstika bane che. dhULa uchaLAvavI hoya te pahereluM kADhI nAkhavuM. pahereluM kADhI nAMkhe te loke ApoApa dhULa uchALaze.
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________________ 388 AnaMda pravacana darzana je zAstrarUpI cakSuthI jue, te sajjana che, te sAdhu che. sAdhu ke sajajana dareka cIja zAstrarUpI cakSuthI jue che. sukhI. zAthI thayA ke sukhI zAthI thavAya? duHkhI zAthI thayA ke duHkhI zAthI thavAya ? e badhuM zAstra batAvyuM che. zAstrane na mAne tenA jevA AMdhaLA kayA?AMdhaLo zabda sAMbhaLI duHkha te thaze, paNa zAstra na mAnanAra mATe bIje zabda nathI. pAparUpI roga TALavAne mATe auSadha zAstra che. durgatithI DaranAre zAstrane anusarIne ja vartavuM. zAstrane mAnanAra tathA tadanusAra vartanAra mekSanA zAzvata sukhamAM virAjamAna thaze. savane sukha vahAluM che, duHkha apriya che. ___ Atmavat sarvabhUteSu sukhaduHkhe priyApriye jevo tArA AtmAne samaje, tevA jagatanA badhA AtmAne samaja ! tArA AtmAne sukha vahAluM che, ane duHkha aLakhAmaNuM che, tema prANImAtrane sukha vahAluM che ane du:kha aLakhAmaNuM che. mATe keIne sukhamAM aMtarAya kare nahIM tathA keIne du:kha denAra thavuM nahi. anyajIvonI hiMsA karavI nahIM ! jagatanA jIve taraphathI hiMsAnI daSTi dUra kara! A rIte AtmAne sArA raste yojavAmAM Avaze te jarUra te mokSane pAmaze.
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________________ dharmalAbha kara TrasTaDIDamAM je rakama je rUpe lakhAI hoya temAM pheraphAra karavAnI lezamAtra paNa TrasTIone sattA nathI. TrasTIo mAtra TrasTaDIDamAM lakhyA che mujaba vahIvaTa karI zake che, tema munirAja vaharatAM "dharmalAbha" bolIne vahere che. AthI vaherela te vastu tene keAIne ApavAno adhikAra nathI. sAdhunI gocarI e mAdhukarIvRtti che. tene mahimA apUrva che. munio ! I mAdhukarIvRttivALA che. tyAga ja dharma che ane tethI ja kalyANa che. evuM spaSTapaNe kahenAra I I hoya te guru mahArAje ja che. TrasTaDIDanI rakamane bIjI rIte upaga na thAya. je dharmamArge cAle che tevA gurUne gurU mAnavAmAM Ave che. adhameM pravartanArane gurU tarIke mAnavAmAM AvatA nathI. kema ke mahAvratadharAdhIrA, bhaikSyamAtropajIvinaH jeo mahAvratane dhAraNa karanArA hoya, e mahAvratanA pAlanamAM dhIra heya, bhikSAmAtranA vyavahArathI jIvananirvAha karatA hoya ane sadaiva sAmAyikamAM zista hoya, ane dharmano ja mAtra upadeza karanArA hoya, emane ja gurU tarIke gaNavAmAM AvyA che. paMcamahAgrata dharma che, mATe ja gurUnuM mAhAbhya che. dharya samyakatvane aMge Avazyaka che. zuddhabuddhi kiMmatI tyAre ja gaNAya ke jyAre samyaphava tathA dharmanI kiMmata hoya. A be vastunI kiMmata na hoya te gurUnI paNa kiMmata zI che ? tevI rIte guru jIvananirvAha paNa bhikSA mAtrathI ja kare che. janAvaro ke paMkhIo khAvA mATe zuM saMcaya kare che ke rAkhe che? nahIM kuvaraMvA sAdhunuM bhAtuM kevaLa kayAM? te heya kukhamAM ! arthAt asaMnidhi to janAvaramAM che paNa nirdoSa bhikSAnuM upajIvana
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________________ vv 320 AnaMda pravacana darzana nathI. nirdoSa bhikSAnuM upajIvana te sAdhumAM ja che. teo vacce AhAra paraThavI de paNa rAkhI nahIM mUke. ahIM paNa sahaja prazna thaze ke Aje laIne bIje divase khAya te rAtribhejana kahevAya, tethI sAdhu saMcaya na kare paNa vadhelA AhAra. garIbane ke janAvarane de te aDacaNa zI? uttaramAM jANavAnuM ke duniyAdArInA anubhavI hovAthI tamane e to sArI rIte mAluma haze ke TrasTaDIDamAM je rakama je rUpe lakhAI hoya temAM pheraphAra karavAnI lezamAtra paNa TrasTIone sattA nathI. TrasTIo mAtra TrasTaDIDamAM lakhyA mujaba vahIvaTa karI zake che. vidyAbhyAsa mATe lakhavAmAM AvelI rakamane jarUra hoya te paNa vastra ke davA mATe vAparavAnI TrasTInI sattA nathI. e ja rIte munimahArAjAo vaharatI vakhate kaI kabUlAta Ape che? e kabUlAta jevI tevI nathI! dharmalAbha ! ! ! dharmalAbha eTale ? meLa DhAma gharmaDhAma keInI pAsethI cIja levAne keIne hakaka nathI. keInI paNa cIja pitAne maLe te ThIka AvuM dhAravA, vicAravAne paNa hakaka keIne nathI. aMtarAyakarma bAMdhavAnI. jaDa ja AvA vicAre che. "anyanI cIja pitAne maLe to ThIka, pitAnI thAya to ThIka," A vicAra kare e ja aMtarAyakarma bAMdhavAne raste che. tyAre sAdhu pArakI cIja kaI rIte laI zake? ghana grAma e zarate laI zake. pite niSkicana che, nirAraMbhI dhamI che, mahAvratadhArI che, saMyamarUpa dharmanA pAlananA sAdhana tarIke azana, pAna, khAdima, svAdima, vastra, pAtra, kaMbala, dAMDA, pAnAM, pustaka, pothI Adi upakaraNanI AvazyakatA che mATe te le che temaja dharmAda DhAma eTale je vastu levAmAM Ave tene upaga paNa phakta dharmane ja mATe karavAne. e paNa kabUlAta che ja. vaLI temAM paNa prazna thAya ke potAnA kSAyopathamika jJAna lAbhAdika mATe tene upayoga thAya te te ThIka, paNa ziSya, AcArya,
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________________ dharmalAbha 39 upAdhyAya, tapasvI, bALa, glAna, ane vRddhAdi munine mATe AhArAdi kema levAya che? " e AhArAdi dharmane AzrIne levAya che. sarva munivaronI vaiyAvacca paNa Atmadharma che. ane tethI ja AhArAdi letI vakhate padArthanI pariNatimAM pheraphAra thAya to doSa lAge. zrImaMtane ke garIbane apAtA dharmopadezanA svarUpamAM pharaka nathI. keI AbarUdAra ke mobhAdAra gRhastha pAchaLathI Ave ane tame tene AgaLa besADe te temAM tamArI ane tenI baMnenI zobhA che. potAnI meLe e AgaLa AvIne besI jAya to tene paNa zobhA rUpa nathI ane tamane paNa zebhA rUpa nathI. tame kadI ema dhAro ke pAchaLa besI jAya to ThIka." vyAkhyAnamAM vaLI nAnA-moTA zA? bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM vaLI nAnA-meTAne bheda che? AvuM vicAranArAo zAstrane samajyA ja nathI. samavasaraNamAM paNa zreNikarAjA ane RddhivALA vagerene AgaLa AvIne besavAnuM hatuM ke nahi? pratikamaNanI maMDaLImAM AcArya meDA Ave tyAM sudhI bIjAo kAussagnamAM UbhA rahe che. RddhimAna ke rAjA vagere kaI vAra Avela hoya to tene dharmopadeza ApavAne mATe AcArya mahArAja khoTI thAya che. kadAca zaMkA thAya ke pUrNa eTale cakravartI Adi teone pUrNa eTale jevI rIte dharma kahe tevI rIte tuccha eTale daridrI Adine kahevAne che. dharma kahevAnI beya mATe sarakhAvaTa che. zrIAcArAMgasUtrakAra gaNadhara bhagavAne dharmakathana mATe beya mATe sarakhe niyama rAkhyo te pachI pratikamaNano vakhata vItI jAya chatAM rAjadikane dharma saMbhaLAvavA. AcArya beTI zA mATe thAya ?" e paNa prazna che ke udbhavaze, paNa jeone AgaLa-pAchaLa vicAra na haya, mAtra zabdane ja vaLage, rahasya na samaje teone ja A prazna thAya, tevAo Ane bhUla gaNavA paNa taiyAra thAya. keTalIka vakhata jamAI ane dIkarAnuM nAma eka heya ane devadatta
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________________ 38ra AnaMda pravacana darzana gAMDe che," ema dIkarAne kahyuM, paNa bIjo sAMbhaLanAra te sthaLe, jamAIne goThavI de to te bolanAra sAsu-sasarAnI kiMmata ghaTADe che. "nA puureta ratha tadA tRchA thA' arthAt jevI rIte cakavatine dharma kahe ke RddhimAnane dharma kahe tevI ja rIte daridrIne dharma kahe." ema spaSTa che to pachI pratikramaNa vakhate khoTI thaIne paNa AcArye ddhimAnane ja kema dharmopadeza devo ? ahIM dharmanA prakAranI sarakhAvaTa che. vAkya, vakhata, vistAra, besavuM, vagerenI sarakhAvaTa nathI. hiMsA viramaNAdi saMvara dharma, dAna-zIlAdi pravRttirUpI dharma RddhimAnane kahe te ja daridrIne kahe. rAjA ane garIbane dAnazIlane dharma samajAva. baMnene hiMsA viramaNane dharma samajAve. baMnene hiMsA AdimAM aDacaNa samajAvavI. darekane apAtA upadezamAM, svarUpathI leza paNa pharaka nathI. mahAvrata, aNuvrata, samyaktva, dAnadharma, zIladharma, tapadharma, bhAvadharma A tamAmanuM svarUpa jevuM daridrIne kahevAya, tevuM ja zrImaMtane kahevAya. dharmanA svarUpanI apekSAe A vAta che. dharmanA parizrama Adi mATe e vAkya nathI. have AcAryo rekAvuM te to dharmanA kALanI (samayanI apekSAe che. paNa rItimAM pheraphAra nathI. ekane dharma detAM eTale dharmadezanA detAM aneka AtmAo dhamI thAya, dharma pratye kheMcAya, tevuM jaI tyAM AgaLa AcArya beTI thAya tyAM bAdha nathI. AvA prasaMge TAImane keraphAra karI zakAya. deva bole nahIM paNa devanI AzAtanA bALI nAMkhe "jainadharmamAM phakta bhAvane sthAna che dravyane sthAna nathI" evuM belI keTalAke pite bhaLatuM ja kahevA mAge che. jemake eka vyakitane pahelI pUjA karavI che ane ghI belivuM nathI tyAre te upara mujaba bole che, paNa kharI vAta e che ke devadravyamAM jatuM dravya teone potAnA kharacamAM na AvavAthI khaTake che. keTalAka sAdhuonI sthiti e thaI che ke temanA paracUraNa kharca eTalA vadhyA che ke zrAvake pAse mAgatAM meM duHkhI jAya che. eTale
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________________ dharmalAbha 33 evAomAMthI paNa keTalAkanI najara A devadravya upara gaI ke jethI zrAvakone cheDavA na paDe. devane aMge AvatI Avake dhArIe tyAM laI javAya evuM dhArI A navuM tUta UbhuM karyuM. e Avaka sAdhAraNamAM laI javAya pachI zrAvakane kahevuM na paDe. zrAvako paNa samajyA ke A te ThIka che, ApaNe paNa se-pacAsa kharcavA paDe che te bacaze ! parabAruM ne pANIbAra !!! devadravyane dhakako mArIne A sthiti karavAmAM Ave tenI gati zI ! devadravyanI Avaka bhAMganArAe bhavAMtaramAM buddhihIna thavAnA, dharmaprApti teo mATe muzkela thavAnI ane pariNAme durgatimAM 2khaDavAnA. bhAvapradhAnadharma" ema kahevAno Azaya vizuddha heta te ThIka, paNa upara pramANe viparita che. devadravyanI lAgaNIne aMge leke je belIthI bele che te levuM che ane kAma pitAnuM kADhavuM che. emAM kaI dAnata che? saMgha devadravyane mAlika nathI; TrasTI che. TrasTIne pheraphAra karavAno kaze hakaka nathI. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke "zrI jinaprasAda -devadravyane veDaphI nAMkhavAnI AzAtanA thAya temAM deva bole nahi, paNa devanI AzAtanA bALI nAMkhe ! bhaktidharmamAM dravyanI pradhAnatA pUjA vageremAM ghI belAya che tene aMge je ema bole che ke jainadarzanamAM dravyane sthAna nathI: dravyavAna lAbha laI zake e krama zA mATe ?" te vacana vyartha pralAparUpa che. are ! zrI jinezvaradevane abhiSeka paNa iMdro ja kare che ne ? temAM paNa kama-te che ne ? pahelAM bAramA ' devakane iMdra abhiSeka kare, pachI dezamAM devakanA IMdra kare, pachI AThamAne kare. ema kema te e vakhate paNa che. zrI RSabhadevajInI citAmAMthI aMgopAMga devatAo laI gayA, dADhAo paNa de laI gayA : vratadhArI zrAvakane rAkha paNa muzkelIthI maLI, jeo ema bile che ke-RddhimattAne aMge dharmamAM pharaka nathI." teonA hRdayathI
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________________ 304 AnaMda pravacana darzana RddhimAnanuM sanmAna khamAtuM nathI, mATe teo ema bele che. zrIdazavaikAlikamAM re kahyuM te paNa RddhimAnane aMge ja che. pratikramaNavasare rAjAmahArAjAne ke RddhimAnane AcArya gharmopadeza devA beTI thAya ane tethI AkhI maMDaLIne meMDuM thAya te kALanI (samayanI) apekSAe che. dharmanA kathananA svarUpamAM ke rItimAM pharaka nathI. garIbane tapamAM lAbha batAvavAmAM Ave ane paisAvALAne khAvAmAM lAbha batAvavAmAM Ave che ema nathI. samyagdarzanAdi dharmanuM svarUpa to zrImaMta ke raMka tamAma mATe samAna che. dharmanA bedha. saMbaMdhI parizramamAM pharaka paDe tyAM zAstrane bAdha nathI. mULa muddA para AvIe. gharmAta sTAma: sAdhu je le che te hakaka tarIke nahi. AcArya, upAdhyAya, tapasvI, kAna, bALa, vRddhAdinI. vaiyAvaccarU5 dharmane aMge lAbhanI apekSAthI sAdhu annAdi grahaNa kare che, denArane ghamarA DhAma che. denAra, sAdhune samyagdarzana, jJAna cAritramAM sahAyAthe de che mATe tene paNa dharmanI prAptirU5 lAbha che. AvI pratijJApUrvaka viratiyukata sAdhue grahaNa karelI cIja samyagdarzanAdi vagaranA jIvane Ape te pitAnI pratijJA tUTe che. sAdhue vaherelI vastu samyagdarzana, samyajJAna tathA samyakucAritrarUpa dharma jyAM vRddhi pAmatuM hoya tyAM ja vAparI zakAya. keIne ema paNa thAya ke samyaphacAritramAM rahIne lIdhela padArtha rAkhamAM paraThavavAmAM dharma kyAMthI ? tene mATe kahevuM joIe ke jene pitAnA dharmanuM jJAna paNa pUruM jANavuM nathI tyAM zuM thAya? aSTapravacanamAtAmAM pAMca samiti ane traNa gupti che. pAriSThApanikA samiti paNa pAMca samitimAMnI eka che. paraThavavuM te paNa eka samiti che. samiti te mAtA che. samiti cAritranI utpAdaka che, piSaka che, bhakita sAthe viveka rahe e vAta judI che. paraThavavuM te samiti che. cAritrane aMza che. mAtronI vinaH A rItie sAdhuo je maLe tethI vRddhAdinI vaiyAvacca ane pitAne nibhAva karanArA hoya che.
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________________ dharmalAbha 35. jinazAsanamAM spezyAspRzyane vibhAga nathI ema nathI. bhikSAne je dharma na mAnIe ane adhama mAnIe te gurUne gurU kema manAya ? kaMI paNa badale ApyA vagara levuM te lekemAM harAmanuM lIdhuM kahevAya che. "sAdhuo vastrapatrAdi le che tene kaye badale Ape che? ema kaI kahe te ? jo A mAdhukarIvRttino mahimA harAmanuM gaNAya to bhikSA mAtrathI nirvAha karanArA uttama che ema magajamAM Ave kharUM ? vRkSe paranAM puSpamAMthI jema bhamaro thoDuM DuM laIne pitAne nibhAva kare che, tema sAdhue gecarI le che, tethI te tene "mAdhukarIvRtti" kahevAmAM Ave che. anya matamAM paNa pAra mudata vagere RtikAroe paNa kahyuM che. bhamarAnI mAphaka nirvAhanI vRtti munie grahaNa karavI joIe. smRti kahe che ke uttama kuLathI na maLe te hecchakuLathI paNa levuM. paNa mAdhukarIvRttithI ja levuM. eka gharathI tamAma raseI levInahIM. devone gurU je bRhaspati tenA sarakhAne tyAMthI paNa tamAma rAI munie levI kape nahIM. keTalAke bhAvArtha samajyA vagara arthano anartha paNa kare che. mAtra zabdane vaLaganAra manuSya vastuthI- rahasyathI vegaLA jAya che. "mAdhukarIvRttithI slerachakuLathI paNa munie gocarI levI, paNa eka gherathI tamAma raseI levI nahIM." A uparathI smRtizAstramAM UMcanIcano bheda nathI ane jainazAstramAM te uccanIcane bheda heya ja kayAMthI? ema kahenArAe bhUle che ane bIjAne avaLe mA laI jAya che. Ama kahenAra che. muni hoya te tene pUcho ke "tuM nIcakuLamAM gocarI jaI Avyo ? atyAra sudhI tuM DheDa-vAgharIne tyAM gocarI na gaye ? te emane.. TALyA te te gune kane!" ajugupsanIya, agahita kuLomAM. gocarI javAnuM vidhAna zAstrakAranuM che. AcArAMgamAM mULamAM gocarI mATe kuLo jaNAvyAM che. jugupsanIya tathA gahaNIya kuLe varyA che..
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________________ 396 AnaMda pravacana darzana mekSanA staMbharUpa sammacAritra che chatAM tene aMge paNa aDhAra deSavALAne dIkSA na devAya te vAta jAhera thaI cUkI che. A cUrNikAra lakhe che ke aspRzya lekane dIkSA ApavI nahIM. cAritra mATe paNa te adhama kuLavALAne agya gaNyA che. jainazAsanamAM spRzyAspRzyane vibhAga nathI ema kahI zakAya tema nathI, tame game tema varte tenI sAthe zAstranI AjJAne saMbaMdha nathI. devatAI prAgamAM te upAya nathI chatAM pApanA tyAgamAM aDacaNa nathI. temane mAMDalIne niSedha che. vastIpatrakamAM evAoe keIe potAne jaina lakhAvyA nathI, te jeo pote potAne jaina kahevaDAvavA mAgatA nathI, teone tame zI rIte jaina kahI zakvAnA hatA ? nadI vahetI hoya tyAM brAhmaNa tathA caMDAlanI AbhaDacheTa gaNavAmAM AvatI nathI. nadInA pravAhane pavitra gaNavAmAM Avyo che, te pachI jyAM koDakoDa devatAo hoya tyAM samavasaraNamAM apavitrapaNuM na manAya temAM aDacaNa zI ? te vakhate apavitratAne vyavahAra naheta? je metAryajInuM dRSTAMta AgaLa karavAmAM Ave che, temane janma mAtra aMtyaja kuLamAM thaye hate. dudha paNa tyAnuM nathI pIdhuM, ke anAja paNa tyAMnuM nathI khAdhuM. janmatAM ja tene zeThane ghera lAvavAmAM Avela che. zeThane tyAM ja te ucharela che. ATha zeThIAonI kanyAo sAthe saMbaMdha paNa thAya che paraNavA jAya che, paNa jyAre pelA devatAnI khaTapaTathI e caMDALa che ema mAluma paDe che tyAre kevI phajetI thAya che? AThe kanyA pAchI jAya che ke nahi ? jo pRthyApRzya vibhAga nahote te. A kema banyuM? pharI devatAe bAjI palaTI che. kahevAnuM tAtparya e prAcInakALamAM ke jainazAstramAM pRthyAspRzyane vibhAga nathI ema nathI. ahIM paNa durgachanIya kuLa varjavAmAM AvyAM che. kahe che ke keTalAka krizciyana thAya che. krizciyana nibhAva mATe thAya che jemane tevAM sAdhana na hoya ane maLe che te krizciyana thAya che. matalaba ke dharmane e vAta sAthe saMbaMdha nathI. pRthyApRzyanA vibhAgamAM kAMI teo pratye tiraskAra karavo ema nathI, dharma karavAnI
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________________ dharmalAbha 37! paNa temane manAI nathI : manAI vyavahAranI che. temane kevaLajJAna thAya te mAnavAmAM aDacaNa nathI. nIcatA be prakAranI che jAtithI tathA karmathI. jaMgalI kabUtaranuM, iMDuM gAmamAM Ave, emAMthI kabUtara thAya te paNa tenuM jaMgalIpaNuM na chUTe, anucita karma te halakAM karma che. jAti uttama hoya te kadAca. adhama karma kare, temAM ane jAtithI adhama karmanA saMskAravALA hoya temAM pharaka che. kapaDA para kAco raMga tathA pAka uga thAya chatAM e. be raMgamAM pharaka che. pAkA raMga ja nathI. paraMparAnA kuLajanya. saMskAro pAkA raMganI mAphaka jatA nathI. "jAta evI bhAta e nathI. mAnatA ? kanyAnA pisA lenAra bApane samajAvI zakAze te sahelAIthI samajI zakaze, kema ke vyavahAra kuLAcArathI uttama chatAM A sthitimAM te mukAya che mATe te le che. paraMparAthI nIca gotravALA sIMgamAMthI saDelA jevA gaNAya. keTalAka krizciyana thayA, keTalAka bIjA thayA. te palaTe zAthI? evAoe te svArthanI bAjI mArI che. jyAM. svArtha dekhe tyAM doDe ane hAtha joDe ! | svArthamaya pravRttimAM ane svAbhAvika pravRttimAM pharaka che. "zleSTha kuLathI mAdhukarI vRtti levI tene artha slecchakuLathI gocarI levI te nathI. "gha" "paNa" zabda vacce zA mATe kahevo paDe ? svecchakuLamAM gocarI levA lAyaka nathI ema "' zabda ja puravAra kare che. plecchakuLanI gocarI levI te doSa che, paNa mAdhukarInI pavitratA evI ane eTalI jabbara che ke jenI AgaLa pelo doSa kAMI visAtamAM nathI. mAdhukarIvRttino mahimA jaNAvavAmAM Avyo che. keI zAstrakAra ema kahe ke-pratijJAnA bhaMgane prasaMge marI javuM, paNa bhaMga te na ja kare" ene artha maravuM sAruM gaNyuM che ema te nathI ja. paNa maraNa karatAM pratijJAbhaMga vadhAre kharAba gaNe che. maraNa kharAba ja che, atIva duHkhadAyI che, jenI kalpanA paNa bhayaMkara che ane keIne te rucatuM nathI, chatAM pratijJAbhaMganuM du:kha enAthIye bhayaMkara che, eTaluM ja jaNAvavAnI matalaba che. ema na hoya te. pratijJAbhaMga vakhate mArI nAMkhavAmAM lAbha gaNAI jAya.
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________________ 398 AnaMda pravacana darzana mannannnn e ja mujaba mAdhukarIvRttimAM e mahAna guNa che ke jethI svecchakuLathI gecarIne niSedha chatAM te pApa pelA mAdhukarInA lAbhanI pAse kAMI gaNatarImAM nathI. AthI svecchakuLanI gocarImAM zAstradaSTie vAMdho nathI evo artha karanAra anartha kare che. AkhA gAmane, dezane pavitra karanAra deva che ema gaNIe chIe : evA devatAnA gurUnI pavitratAmAM pUchavuM ja zuM. uttamanA paganI raja (dhULa)ne paNa pavitra gaNavAmAM Ave che, te pachI AvA devatAnA gurUne tyAMthI paNa tamAma rasoI levAnI manAI zA mATe che ? mAdhukarIvRttine bhaMga na thAya teTalA ja mAne ? mAdhukarIvRttine bhaMga thato hoya te devatAonA gurUnI pavitratAnI paNa gaNanA nathI. jema ahIM mlecchakuLanI gocarInI chUTa nathI, temaja pavitra sthaLethI maLatI vastu levI ja ema paNa nathI. doSa bane pakSe ekAntamAM che. sAdhuo bhikSAmAtrathI nirvAha karanArA che. jeo kahe che ke "sAdhuo maphatanuM le cheH badale ApatA nathI," teo bhikSA dharmanA svarUpane samajyA ja nathI. bhikSA je harAmakherI hoya, lUMTa hoya, dhADa hoya, maphatiyA mAlarUpe manAtI hoya, harAmanuM anna che ema manAtuM hoya te bhikSAvRttine dharma gaNe zI rIte ? ane je te dharmarUpa na hoya te pachI evI bhikSAmAtrathI ja nirvAha karanArA gurUne gurU paNa zI rIte gaNAze ? sAdhu thatA pahelAM teo chatI Rddhisiddhine tyAga kare che, strIputrAdi parivAranA mohane mardana karIne Ave che, ane bhikSAvRtti kare che, e bhikSAvRttine dharma mAnIe te ja sAdhunI uttamatA gaNI zakAya tema che. samyaphavamAM dhairya ane bhikSAvRttimAM dharma manAya te ja sAdhunI zreSThatA manAya tema che. temane te duniyAdArIne pakSa kheMce te sAro lAge. paNa sAdhuoe duniyAdArIne te pahelethI ja vividha trividhathI daphanAvI dIdhI che. bhaja kaladAranI bhAvanA bhUlaze, to ja sAcA gurUne oLakhI zakaze. zreNika mahArAja rAjyathI bhraSTa thayA, ceDA mahArAjA sarakhA
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________________ dharmalAbha 399 vAvaDImAM paDI marI gayA, te badala bhagavAna mahAvIradevane ke temanA sAdhune dilagIrI nathI, temaja keNikane rAjya maLyuM temAM sAdhune, AnaMda ke saMteSa nathI. te duniyAdArI sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhata to te pUjAta kharA ? keIpaNa dhama AMgaNeya UbhA rahevA deta nahIM! sAdhuo duniyAnI RddhisamRddhimAM madadagAra thAya nahIM. duniyAdArInA viSayanI anukULatA ene pratikULatAnI apekSAe gurUne upadeza nathI. e viSaye te gaLAne phAMse che. kAzInuM karavataH beya tarapha jatAM AvatAM zahere ane kApe ! duniyAdArInA rAga ane dveSa banene karavata jevAM samajAze tyAre ja ene tyAga karanAra gurUnI pUjyatA khyAlamAM temane Avaze. sAmAyikane dhama mAne, kalyANane mArga mAno, te ja gurUne gurU mAnI zake. tyAga e ja AtmakalyANanuM kAraNa che ema na manAya tyAM sudhI gurUne gurU tarIke mAnI zakAya tema nathI. tame te covIse kalAka basa eka ja "bhaja kaladAra! bhaja kaladAra !" ne jApa japI rahyA che ! eTale "paise, Rddhi-samRddhi DUbADanAra che? ema kahenAra tamane sArA kayAMthI lAge ? A sthitimAM dharmanI uttamatA vasavI ja muzkela che. tyAM tyAgane upadeza ke tyAgI upadezaka pratye bhAva kayAMthI jAge ? tamane te gurU sArA lAgaze, temanA pratye bhAva jAgaze, ke je tamane jUdI jUdI cIjonA thanArA bhAva batAvaze, tijImaMdInA gALA Apaze, paNa e cALA lArA karanArA che. A mamatA ja kAraNa che ke jethI "tame gaLe sudhI DUbI rahyA che" evuM sAcuM kahenAra tamane sArA nathI lAgatA. tamArA avaLA dhyeyanA kAraNe tame tyAgane dharma nathI gaNutA, tyAgIne gurU nathI gaNatA ane gurU na gaNe te pachI taraNatAraNapaNe te gaNe ja zAnA? tyAga ja dharma che, dharma tyAgamaya ja che, e vAta jyAre hadayamAM Utaraze, jacaze, saze tyAre ja samajAze ke mAre AtmA phasAye che, evuM spaSTa kahenAra traNa jagatamAM bIje kaI nahi maLe, e te niHspRhI sAdhuo ja kahI zake.
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________________ jena koNa? kra minuninn i innan guilluminium will illuminum IIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIII willllllllllllls dareka saMpradAya yA dharmane deva, gurU ane dharma e traNa tatva mAnavAM paDyAM che. A traNa tattvamAM paNa devatatva mukhya che tenA upara ja bIjI # be tane AdhAra che. jinezvara bhagavAna sarva deva che, kema ke jayAre koI jAtuM na hatuM, tyAre ? paNa temaNe pRthvI-apa-u-vAyu-vanaspati vagere jIva tarIke jaNAvyA hatA, E AjanuM sAyansa atyAre be vAyunA mizraNathI pANI bane che tema kahe che te vAta jinezvaroe AgamamAM vAyuni jaLa che tema jaNAvyuM hatuM. zabda e AkAzane guNa che ema bIjA matavALA pikArI belatA hatA, tyAre zabda e pudgala dravya che te vAta jinezvara bhagavaMtoe kahI hatI, A badhuM sarvajJatA vinA na ja banI zake. kemake AjanA sAyansanAM sAdhana upayoga vinA temaNe te jaNAvyuM hatuM. jinezvara bhagavaMtane deva mAnavA eTale chakAya jIvane mAnavA ane 2 chakAya jIvane mAnanAra ja jinezvara bhagavatane deva mAnI zake tema che. chae va kAyanA jIvo ApaNA jevA che e jANavuM ane te pramANe vartavuM bahu muzkela che, paraMtu te vartavAmAM ja jenapaNanI saurabha che. EMM ATI AURIIIIII BREDDEN HELBILERII!!!!!!IIIIII IMRAES devatA A saMsAranA dareka Astikoe deva, guru ane dharma e traNa ta mAnya rAkhyAM che. keIpaNa Astika saMpradAya e nathI ke je saMpradAya thI mata A traNa tattvomAMthI eka tatvane jarI paNa asvIkAra karI zake. A traNa tattva dareka saMpradAyane mAnya karavA ja paDayAM che, paraMtu temAMya devatatva ja e saghaLA tanI jaDa tarIke raheluM che. devatatvano tyAga karIne bAkInAM be tane ApaNe kadApi paNa sthAna ApI zakatA nathI. je devatatvanI suMdaratA hoya mi
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________________ jena koNa? 40 te ja gurutattvamAM paNa suMdaratA AvI zake che ane devatatvanI suMdaratA e ja dharmatattvamAM paNa suMdaratA lAve che. AthI ja devatatvane paheluM kahevAnI zrImAna zAstrakAra mahArAjAoe jarUra mAnI che. devatane AgaLa karavAnuM bIjuM eka kAraNa che. te kAraNa e che ke A jagatane dharmane mArge vALanAra je kaI paNa tattva hoya te te devatattva ja che. A saMsAra anAdikALathI rAgadveSAdi vikAromAM dorAyeluM hatuM. keIpaNa dharma yA saMpradAye A saMsArane evo upadeza ApyuM nathI ke tame viSayavilAsamAM doravAI jAo, tame vyabhicArAdimAM pravRtta thAo athavA bIjI kaSAyapoSaka pravRttio calAve. paraMtu te chatAM paNa A saMsAra vinA kahe evA mAge dorAI gayeA hato. kaDavI vastu kharAba lAge che e vAta keIne zIkhavavI paDatI nathI, mIThAza sArI che e vAta keIne kahevI paDatI nathI, chatAM saMsAra mIThAzane rahAtuM banyuM che. pitAne je vastu anukULa hoya te tene sArI lAge che ane pitAne je vastu pratikULa hoya te kharAba lAge che. AtmAnI A pravRtti anAdikALathI cAlI AvelI che. A pravRtti mATe AtmAne bAdha Apavo paDato nathI athavA te tene zIkhavavuM paDatuM nathI. paraMtu e jJAna tene svAbhAvikapaNe ja raheluM che. IndriyAne aMge anukULatAmAM sukha ane te ja indriyane aMge pratikULatAmAM duHkha, e vAta jIvana viSe svAbhAvikapaNe ja rahelI che. e jJAna bALakapaNamAM maLyuM nathI, paraMtu garbhamAMthI ja tene te jJAna thaeluM hoya che. eka sthaLe ekavAra e banAva banyuM ke eka bAI garbhavatI hatI. A garbha ATha mAsane the. evAmAM acAnaka keI kAraNathI garbhamAMthI bALakane hAtha bahAra nIkaLI AvyuM. nimAMthI garbhane nIkaLelo hAtha pAcho aMdara jAya te mATe garbhavatI bAIe bahu prayatna karyA paNa kAMI patto lAgyuM nahi. keTalAye DokaTaro AvI gayA, keTalAya vaidyo AvI gayA paNa garbhane hAtha bahArane bahAra te keme karI aMdara jAya ja nahi! evAmAM evuM banyuM ke eka 26
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________________ 402 AnaMda pravacana darzana mANase garbhamAMthI bahAra nIkaLelA e hAtha pAse dIvAsaLI saLagAvIne tenI uSNutA pelA hAthane lagADI eTale te ja kSaNe pelA garbhe hAthe aMdara kheMcI lIdho. have vicAra kare ke avina bALanAra che e vAta garbhamAM pelA bALakane keNa zIkhavavA gayuM hatuM vAru? kaI nahi. chatAM paNa e vAtanuM pelA garbhane paNa jJAna hatuM. viSayathI sukha ane duHkha mAnavuM e jIvane ravAbhAvika svabhAva che. anukULa viSayamAM sukha mAnavuM ane pratikULamAM duHkha mAnavuM e te jIvane svabhAva che. eTalA ja mATe kalikAla sarvajJa bhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrajI mahArAjAe "ramavat sarvabhUteSu tha: vati ravi e kokamano aDadha leka pheravI nAMkhyo hato ane te lekane ___"Atmavat sarvabhUteSu-sukhaduHkhe priyApriye" A pramANe goThavyo hato. sAce draSTA kANu thaI zake? tame je tamArA pitAnA AtmAne dekhe che te ja pramANe sarvajanA samudAyane dekhe." tame e pramANe jyAre jotAM zIkhaze tyAre ja tame sAcA dekhanArA gaNI zakazo. e vAkaya balavAmAM ghaNuM suMdara che paNa tattvataH e eTaluM suMdara nathI. ApaNe kAraNa tyAM ja mAnIe chIe ke jyAM kArya thatuM dekhIe chIe, te ja pramANe AkhuM jagata AMkhevALuM hoI te AkhuM jagata dekhe che; paraMtu kharekharA dekhIrA teo ja che ke jeo saghaLA ja jenI aMdara pitAnA AtmAnA jevo ja AtmA dekhe che. je pitAne AtmA te para AtmA, ane je para AtmA te ja potAne AtmA. A vAta jeo jANe che ane jemaNe e vAta vicAra, vANI ne vartanamAM utArI che te ja sAcA draSTA che, A vAta bolavAmAM kevaLa sArI lAge che, tenA zabdo suMdara che paraMtu jyAre aMdara UtarIne joIe chIe tyAre mAlUma paDe che ke tenuM hArda evuM suMdara nathI.
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________________ 403 jena keNa? uparanA zabdo bolavA badhA taiyAra che, paraMtu teno marma vicAravA keIpaNa taiyAra nathI. A jagata kevaLa pitAnA AtmAne mATe ja Astika che, paraMtu saMsAra pArakA AtmAne mATe Astika nathI. je saMsAra saghaLA ja AtmAne mATe Astika hoya te pahelAM te e ja vAta vicAravAnI che ke AtmA kyAM che? musalamAno ane khriIe A saMsAramAM sarvatra AtmA mAnatA nathI. teo mAtra mANasomAM ja AtmA che ema mAne che jyAre hiMduo mANasa, kIDI, maMkoDA, pazu, pakSI, ItyAdi sarvamAM AtmA rahelo che ema mAne che. mAtra jainazAsana e ekaluM ja evuM che ke je mANasa, ro, pANI. kIDI, maMkeDI, vanaspati, pANI, pavana ane pRthvImAM paNa AmA che ema mAne che. jainatva kayAM che ane vicAra karo ! jAnavaro, kIDI, keDI ItyAdimAM te AtmAne mAna ja rahyo. paraMtu pRthvI, apa, tela, vAu ane vanaspati e pAMce sthAvaromAM paNa Atma mAnave emAM ja janatva raheluM che ane e mAnyatAmAM ja jainatva bIjA saghaLAM saMpradAyothI bhinna che. jinezvarane deva mAnavAmAM adhiktA kaI? have koI evI zaMkA karaze ke janatvanI vyAkhyA karatAM ApaNe ekavAra evuM spaSTa kahI gayA chIe ke je jinezvarone devatA mAne che te jaina che. ahIM ApaNe ema kahIe chIe ke je chae kAyamAM AtmA rahelo mAne che te jaina che. te pachI zrI jinezvaradevomAM adhikatA zI rahevA pAme che ? ApaNe zrI jinezvarane ja deva mAnIe chIe ne bIjAne deva nathI mAnatA tenuM kAraNa zuM? AMkha, kAna, nAka, hAtha ityAdi badhAne che. te ja pramANe zrI jinezvara bhagavAnone paNa hatuM te pachI zrImAna jinezvaramAM adhikatA zI hatI ke jethI ApaNe temane deva mAnIe chIe ane bIjAomAM evI zI nyUnatA hatI ke jethI ApaNe tene deva mAnatA nathI ? zarIranI apekSAe jinezvaramAM ke bIjA devAmAM kazI nyUnatA ke zreSThatA te che ja nahIM. bIjA demAM ane jinezvaramAM je
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________________ 404 AnaMda pravacana darzana pheraphAra che te temanA jJAna ane temanI vidvattAne laIne che, bIjA kazAmAM nathI. bIjA devoe pazu, pakSI, kIDI, maMkaDImAM ja jIva mAnyo che tyAre zrImAnuM jinezvara bhagavAne e vanaspati suddhAMmAM jIva mAne che. prophesara jagadIzacaMdra bejhe hajAro rUpIA kharyA, seMkaDo prayoga karyA, jabarI mAthApheDa karI tyAre temaNe zodha karI. ke vanaspatimAM paNa jIva che. have tame ema kahe che ke vanaspatimAM jIva che e zeAdha zrImAna bejhe karI. paNa jinazAsananAM pustako ughADI leze te mAluma paDaze ke zrImAnuM jinezvaradevoe te hajAra varSa upara e vAta jJAnathI joIne te jagatanI sAme jAhera karelI che. zrImAna jinezvaradevoe pudgalanA guNadharmane anusarIne zabda e pudagalarUpa che ema jagatane jaNAvyuM hatuM tyAre e zabdane pudagalarUpe niyAyika, vaizeSika, vaidika ke vedAMtika, eke matavALAe mAnya rAkhyuM na hatuM. temaja zabdane padArtha tarIke ke dravya tarIke paNa mAnela na hatuM. te sarvajJoe zabdane pudagalarUpe pahelethI jAhera karela che. arthAt zAstromAM kahelA zabdanuM dravyapaNuM tIrthakaree jJAnathI jeIne pahelethI ja jaNAvyuM hatuM. bhagavAna zrI tIrthakarade pAse nahotI keI leboreTarI ke prayogazALA, ke nahotA koI saMzodhananA navAM navAM mazIne. teo te digaMbara devatA hatA. emaNe je satye saMsAranI sAme dharyA che te prayogathI yA akhatarAthI nathI kahyAM. paraMtu jJAnathI kahyAM che. zabdAdi viSayanuM jJAna Aje je satya manAya che. e jJAna temane pahelethI ja hatuM. naiyAyika ane vaizeSikoe pANIne vataMtra tattva mAnyuM hatuM. e ja samaye zrI mahAvIradeve te spaSTapaNe jaNAvI dIdhuM hatuM ke pANI e pavanane vikAra che arthAta vAyunA mizraNathI pANI bane che. bhagavAnanA e zabdo te kALe keIe sAcA mAnyA na hatA. Aje 2500 varSo pachI, hajAro rUpiyAnA kharce, hajAro mAila dara rahelA gorAoe prayoga karIne e vAta jAhera karI.
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________________ jaina keNa? 405 che ke be jAtanA vAyu bhegA thAya che eTale pANI bane che. tyAre have A vAta AkhA saMsAre kAna pakaDIne mAnya rAkhI lIdhI che. vicAra karo ke pANInuM pRthakkaraNa karavAne mATe bhagavAnanI pAse kyAM jAre hatAM? temaNe kyAM ojArothI pANImAMthI hAIDrojana ane ephasijana vAyu judA pADayA hatA? mArIne ghaDe kara hoya te ghaDArUpI kArya mATe mATIrUpa upAdAna kAryanI jarUra che. " ghaDArUpa kAryamAM mATI e upAdAne kAraNe che. jyAre cakadaMDa ItyAdi nimitta kAraNa che. ghaDArUpe je koI vastu pariNAma pAmatI hoya te te mATI ja che. mATe mATI e upAdAna kAraNa che ane mATI e cakradaMDa ItyAdinI madadathI ghaDArUpe pariNAma pAme che mATe te cakradaMDa ityAdi nimitta kAraNa che. te ja pramANe pANImAM upAdAna kAraNa vAyu che ane nimitta kAraNa paNa vAyu ja che. have je tame ema kahe ke bhagavAne jJAna vinA ja A saghaLI - vAta kahI che te tamAre javAba ApavAnuM rahyuM ke kayAM ojAro - vaDe ane kayAM mazIna vaDe bhagavAne A vastunI zodha karI hatI? tame e praznano javAba ApI zakaze nahi ane AthI tamAre mAnavuM ja paDaze ke bhagavAne A saghaLAM vizuddha satye potAnA - jJAnathI ja joyAM ane jANyAM hatAM ane te sarva jagatane jaNAvyAM hatAM. pANImAM upAdAna kAraNa paNa vAyu che ane nimitta kAraNa paNa vAyu ja che e vAta AjathI aDhI hajAra varSo pahelAM bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradee saMsArane jAhera karI hatI. je vAta Aje aDhI hajAra - varSa pachI aNIzuddha sAbita thaI che ane e satya ApaNe Aje anubhavI rahyA chIe. hAIDrojana ane ephasijana nAmanA be vAyuone bhegA karIne tenuM pANI banAvavuM e te Aje kelejane vidyAthI paNa banAvI zake che. te ja pramANe te sahelAIthI mazInamAM nAMkhIne pANInuM pRthakkaraNa karIne baMne vAyuone judA paNa pADI zake che. bIjA zAsanavALAoe zabdane guNa mAnya che ane te ja - pramANe pANInA paramANu hovAnuM mAnyuM che. e mAnyatAo kevI
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________________ * AnaMda pravacana dAna. jUrI che te sAbita karavAnI have Aje kAMI jarUra nathI rahI. Aje a!khA jagate e vAta mAnya rAkhI che ke zabda e guNu nathI pazu zabda e padArtha che ane te ja pramANe e vAta pazu siddha thai sUkI che ane te jagate svIkArI lIdhI che ke pANI e svataMtra tattva nathI ane pANInA sUkSma paramANu paNa thaI zakattA ja nathI paraMtu pANI e be padArthanuM rAsAyaNika kudaratI rIte ja thayelu sayAjana che. cha kAcanI samajag. have kadAca koi evI zakA karaze ke ApaNe cha kAya jIvA batAvyA che, temAM akAya jIve te! judA ja batAvyA che ne? A zaMkAne jarUra sthAna che e zaMka! samajatAM pahelAM apkAya, paNa vAukAya, teukAya, ityAdi jIvA eTale zuM te samajavAnI khAsa jarUra che. jenI pRthvI e ja kAyA che evA jIvAne ApaNe pRthvIkAya jIvA kahIe chIe. pANI e ja je jIvAnI kAyA che te jIvA pANIkAya jIva kahevAya che. vAcu ja jenI kAya! che tene vAyukAya vA kahe che, vanaspati e ja jenI kAyA che te jIvane vanaspati kAya kahe che, jainazAsane kAyAne aMge je bhedo pADelA che te bhe temAM utpanna thayelA jIvAne age che, emanI kAyA tarIkenA bhe paramANu tarIke pADayA che ema koI e samajavAnuM nathI. A mAnavakeMhatuM. pRthakkaraNa karaze te tamene tarata ja jaNAi Avaze ke dehamAM pANI, pRthvI, vanaspati, teja ane vAyu e badhAne sacega che. mAnavadeha pavana, pANI, pRthvI badhAnA paramANuothI paraNamyA che, paNa te pariNamavanAre mAjIsa che. AthI ja e dehane mAnavadeha nAma Apela che. manuSyanA dehamAM pRthvI, pANI, vAyu e saghaLAnA yAga che. paraMtu tethI te mAnavadehane ApaNe pRthvIkAya yA te vanaspatikAya kahI zakatA nathI, kAraNa e che ke ma!navadehamAM strIjA badhA aMzene le!pa karIne AtmAe tene navA svarUpamAM pariNamavI che. mATe ja e dehane mAnavadeha kahevAya che. AtmAe vanaspatikAya ityAdine palaTAvI nAkhyA ane tene navA svarUpamAM piramAvela che
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________________ jana koNa ? yog mATe ja te mAnavadeha kahevAya che e ja pramANe vAyunuM svarUpa palaTAvIne je je AtmAe tene pANI rUpe sajju' che-palaTayu' che tene asUkAya kahIe te te kevaLa vAstavika che. jeo pANIne ja tattva mAnI rahyA che ane pANInA paNa na pRthakkaraNa karI zakAya tevA paramANuo hAvAnuM ja mAne che tee spaSTa rIte ajJAnane ja sevI rahyA che ke khIjuM kAMI ? nAyikA ane vaizeSikeAe paramANunI kevA prakAranI vyAkhyA karI che te have vicAre. naiyAyikA kahe che ke je sUkSma rajanA chaThTho bhAga che te ja paramANu che ane mImAMsakA kahe che sUkSma rajanA je trIsameA bhAga che te paramANu che. e paramANuonA nAnA paramANue azakaya che. have AgaLa vAta karI. hAlanA vijJAna pramANe eka nAnAmAM nAnA sUkSma kaNanA be karoDa ane 69 lAkha kaNiyA yAne bArIka paramANu thAya che. bAhya zeAdhane AdhAre nIkaLeluM A pramANa che ane te pramANe pratyakSa vijJAne sAbita karyu che. te! have vicAra karajo ke nayAyikA ane vaizeSikAne sAcA mAnavA ke temane kalpanAnA gheADA doDAvanArA mAnavA ? yurApanuM vijJAna hajI vadhAre dUra jaI zakayuM nathI. te dRzya vastue sudhI ja jai zakayuM che, paraMtu vaijJAnika zodhakheALathI paNa jaina vijJAna AgaLa vadhelu che. jaina zAstrakAree anaMtA krama paramANu mAnyA che. ane evA anaMtA sUkSma paramANurUpe ekaThA thAya tyAre eka vyavahAra paramANu ane ema jaNAvyuM che. AvA asaMkhya vyavahAra paramANu ekaDA thAya tyAre najare dekhI zakAtA kaNa ane che. paramANunA svarUpane ja jee pratipADhatA hatA temanuM jJAna kevuM mithyA hatu. te vAta Aje khUllI paDI jAya che. samaya sarakhI kALanI bArIkI ane AkAza sarakhI pradezanI bArIkI je tIrthaMkarabhagavAne jaNAvelI te ja Aje sArAye saMsArane mAnavI ja paDe che. AthI spaSTa thAya che ke A sauMsAramAM keI sarvajJa hAya tA te mAtra tIrthaMkara bhagavAnA che.
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________________ 408 AnaMda pravacana darzana chae kAyanA jIvane kabUla karanAra jinezvarane mAnI zake. samayanuM jJAna Ape, pradezanuM varNana kare, zabdanA svarUpane jaNAve evA A jagatamAM khIjo kAIpaNa jJAnavALA nathI. mAtra tI''karabhagavAnA ja evA jJAnanA dRSTA che-dhaNI che. ATalA khAtara zrI jinezvarane ApaNe devatA mAnIe chIe. ane e jinezvara bhagavAna jenA devatA che, te ApaNe jaina kahevAIe chIe. zrI jinezvarane deva mAnIe chIe te bIjA keAInI apekSAe mAnatA nathI, paraMtu temanA jJAnanI apekSAe ja temane devatA mAnIe chIe. have bhagavAna zrI jinezvarAe kahelA chae kAya vA mAnavA tenA atha zrI jinezvarAne mAnyA evA che. arthAt zrImAna jinezvaradevAne deva mAnavA ane chakAya jIvA mAnya rAkhavA e banne ekabIjAnA paryAya hAi temAMthI eka mAnyatAne mAnya rAkhanArAne banne mAnyatA mAnya hAvI ja joie ane tethI e bemAMthI game te eka mAnyatAne kabUla rAkhavAthI ane mAnyatA mAnya rahe che. zrI jinezvarezane deva mAnavA ane e kAyanA jIvA kabUla na rAkhavA e ane evuM ja nathI. chae kAyanA jIvAne kabUla na rAkhavA enA atha jinezvarane deva tarIke mAnavAnI nA pADavI eTalA ja che. indriyAnI AchAze AtmAmAM phera hAtA nathI. A saMsAramAM koI AMdhaLA hAya, kAI baherA hAya, koI khAkhaDA hAya, lUlA, laMgaDA hoya teTalA mAtrathI tenA manuSyapaNAmAM kaMI khAmI AvatI nathI, athavA pAMcendriyamAMthI ekAda indriyanI khADa hAya tethI te kAMI manuSya maTI jatA nathI. e ja pramANe jIvanI ekatA paNa samajavAnI che. dIvA para tamAre phAve tevI cImanI lagADo. joIe tA lAla, lIlA glAkha nAMkhA, joie tA sAmAnya gvAma nAMkhA yA te joie tA drAkSanA jhUmakhA jevA cA bIjA phezanebala glekha Ave che tevA glAkha nAMkhA paNa tethI aMdaranA dIvAmAM jarA paNa pheraphAra thatA ja nathI, te ja pramANe cAra indriyAvALA deha hoya
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________________ 402 jena keNa? pAMca IndriyavALo deha ho yA te eka yA be-traNa indriyevALa deha ho, tethI jIvAtmA pheraphAravALe hote nathI. AthI spaSTa thAya che ke jeo zrImAnuM jinezvarabhagavAnane mAne che, temanI pahelI pahelI pharaja e che ke temaNe e kAyanA jIvane mAnavA ja joIe. ApaNI sthiti kharI rIte juo te cauTAnA cokasI jevI che. eka sArthavAha hatuM. A sAthe vAha bahAragAma javA nIkaLyo. bahAragAma jatAM rastAmAM tenI pAse paisA khUTyA. teNe vicAra karyo ke pAse kaMThI, kaMdore, vIMTI vagere ghaNae cIja che. te hAlamAM eka vaTAvI laIzuM, pachI AgaLa navI karAvI levAze evo nizcaya karI te sArthavAha eka cekasInI pAse gaye. cokasIne kaDuM ApyuM. cokasIe kaDuM lIdhuM. kaTIpara caDhAvI tapAsI joyuM. tenuM cokakhuM mAluma paDayuM eTale pelA cokasIe te sArthavAhanA hAthamAM dasa paisA mUkyA ! sArthavAha te cama ! teNe cekasIne pUchyuM : "kema bhAI ! A pittaLa che ke zuM ? senAne ze bhAva che ?" pelA cokasIe kahyuM : "senAne bhAva paise te che mATe tamane A dAgInAnA dasa paisA maLaze.' sArthavAhe vicAra karyo; "A sAro lAge che, cAlone, ahIMthI seeka tolA senuM ja kharIdI laIe." sArthavAhe kahyuM, "bhAI, mane eka pacIsa paisAnuM pacIsa tolA senuM Apo". cekasI kaheH "te nahi bane. mArA senAnI kiMmata rU. 25)ne tele che." dalAlaNa mATe asaMkhya jIvane saMhAra, A cekasI pArakuM tenuM paise telanA bhAve lete hatuM, paraMtu pitAnuM senuM pacIsa rUpiye telAnA bhAve ApatA hatA, tevI ja sthiti ApaNI paNa che. pRthvIkAya jIvovALuM ApaNe capaTI mIThuM laIe, pAchuM laIe, vAyu laIe, e badhAmAM keTalA jIvane saMhAra thAya che? asaMkhyAta che . e rIte ApaNe saMhAra karIe chIe. paNa ApaNe A saMkhyAbaMdha jenI kiMmata keTalI gaNIe chIe? jIbhalaDIne saMtoSavA
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________________ 410 AnaMda pravacana darzana pUratI ja, tethI vadhAre nahi." peTarUpI vepArI evo che ke keIpaNa tene mAla Apa, tene tene vAMdho nathI maga Apa ke caNA Ape ?' kAcA Apo ke palALelA ApA ! te te pitAne joIe teTaluM le che ane tenI IcchA pramANe ja tene je mAla Ape, te te vepArI e badho mAla pacAvI paNa zake che. paraMtu je vadhe che te mAtra cAra AMgaLanI jIbhaDI rUpa A dalAlaNano? e cAra AMgaLanI dalAlaNane majhA karAvavA mATe mIThuM, maracuM, khArUM, khATuM, tIkhuM badhuM joIe. che. e dalAlaNanA lADa pUrA karavAnI pAchaLa keTalAya jIvane saMhAra thaI jAya che, te ApaNe jatA nathI. have je tame ema ja mAnatA ho ke badhA AtmA samAna che. te pachI tame maracAMnA jIvAtmAone nirdaya banIne ghAta karI zake kharA ke? ahIM keIe savAla karaze ke zuM kare? A saghaLI jIve che e jANyA chatAM paNa mANasane svarakSA arthe A che ne. ghAta kare paDe che, kAraNa ke je te evuM na kare te jIve zI rIte ? e praznane javAba e che ke "tamAre anazana karavuM joIe paNa dharmamAM tame pheraphAra karI zake nahi." gharma sarva kALane mATe eka sarakho che ane eka ja sarakhA svarUpavALA paNa che. te tamArI AMkhanA jevo acaLa che. AMkhe upara mAlikI tamArI potAnI che, chatAM AMkhe tamArI sagavaDa khAtara AgaLane badale pAchaLa AvI jatI nathI. jema tamArI AMkho paNa tamArI agavaDa-sagavaDane saMbhALatI nathI, te ja pramANe ame paNa tamArI agavaDa-sagavaDane saMbhALavA taiyAra hoto nathI. anAdikALathI je dharma eka ja svarUpe raheluM che, te dharma tamArI sagavaDatA khAtara pheravAI javAne nathI jo tame tamArA jIva je ja bIjAne jIva gaNatA ho te dALa, bhAta, zAka tame khAI zake ke kema e tamAre vicAravAnuM che. je mANasa potAnA paisAnA bhalAne khAtara bIjAnuM hajAra rUpiyAnuM nukasAna kare che te mANasane tame kevA gaNe che ? te pachI potAnA kSaNika saMtoSanI khAtara je bIjA asaMkhya jIvone saMhAra kare che te mANasane paNa tame ke zetAna mAnazo ?
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________________ jaina koNa ? lAkhanI kothaLI Adi karatAM jIva vahAlo kema? ApaNuM A vartana uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke ApaNI dazA cauTAnA cekasI jevI ja che. mAruM enuM pacIsa rUpiye tole, paNa tArU nuM pese tolo ! dazAmAM ja ApaNe chIe. maratA manuSyane tame eka lAkha rUpiyAnI senAnI kothaLI ane eka varSanI jiMdagI ApIne e bemAMthI game te eka cIja levAnuM kaheze te te kadI paNa sonAnI kothaLIne pasaMda nahi kare, paraMtu eka varSanI jiMdagIne ja pasaMda karaze. saudharma kevakane Iddhi hoya yA te haLAhaLa nakane kIDe hoya, paraMtu te bane jiMdagIne ja pasaMda kare che. turkastAnanA sulatAne potAnI rAjagAdInuM rAjInAmuM ApI dIdhuM hatuM. irAnanA zAhe paNa gADhIne tyAga karyo hate, raziyAnA jhAre. paNa gAdI choDI hatI, jarmana kesare paNa siMhAsanano tyAga karyo hate. ane penanA rAjAe paNa rAjagAdIno tyAga karIne paNa pitAnI jiMdagI bacAvI hatI. jiMdagI rAkhIne paNa temaNe rAjagAdIne lAta mArI hatI. paraMtu temAMthI paNa kaI e nIkaLe na hato ke jeNe rAjagAdIne. khAtara jIva Apyo hoya ! ApaNe ApaNI vartamAna jiMdagImAM ApaNI badhAnI sthiti joIe chIe ke ApaNe jIva bacAvavA khAtara ApaNe koIpaNa bhega ApavA taiyAra thaIe chIe. je ema na hota to A badhAe rAjagAdInAM rAjInAmAM na ApyAM hota ane jIvane bacAvyo hota. pitAne potAno jIva dezanA AkhA rAjya karatAM vadhAre mUlyavAna mAluma paDe che, te vicAra karo ke ApaNane bIjAno jIva ApaNuM jIvanA jevo kaye divase vahAluM lAgyuM hato? darekane jIvanuM mUlya cauda rAjalaka karatAM adhika lAge che, paraMtu e kiMmata darekane pitAnA AtmA mATe lAge che. bIjAne AtmAnI evI mahAmUlyavAna kiMmata keIpaNa jIvane mAluma paDatI nathI ? ApaNe ApaNA jIvamAM ane bIjAnA jIvamAM pharaka na ja mAnya .
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________________ - 41ra AnaMda pravacana darzana , hota te ApaNe kadApi paNa ApaNI jIbhaDInI majhA mATe hajAra vanaspatikAyane bhega lIdhe na hota. je ApaNane saghaLA jenI kiMmata ApaNA jIvAtmA jeTalI ja mUlyavAna lAgatI hoya te ApaNe zA mATe ApaNuM jIbhanA svAdanI khAtara vanaspatikAtha ityAdi hajAro ane beraTa kADhI nAMkhIe chIe? tame kaheze ke e te jagatane vyavahAra che ane te mATe vanaspatikAyano bhoga levo paDe che. paraMtu tamArA vyavahAranI khAtara kAMI jIvAtmAnI vicAraNAne ApaNe dara mUkI zakatA nathI. dharmanI pravRtti tamAro vyavahAra dhyAnamAM rAkhIne thatI nathI. nadI potAnA rastA uparathI cAlI jAya che, te e vicAra karatI nathI ke phalANe raste maganabhAI tarasyA beDA che mATe tene mATe - hu ADe raste thaIne jAuM ? paNa nadI vahetI hoya tyAM jaIne tame pANI pI Ave tenI sAme nadIne vAMdho nathI hotuM. caro ema kahe ke "amane bIjo rasto sUjhane nathI tethI teo kAMI cerI karavAne pAtra TharatA nathI. athavA temane cerI karavAnI chUTa maLatI nathI. pitAnA sarakhA bIjA chAne mAnavA muzkela che. mahAvratanI evI sthiti che ke "tame khame ke na khame paNa e te pALavuM ja paDaze." upasarga parisaha sahana karavAmAM tame tamArI - zakti pramANe kare te cAle. paraMtu pAMca mahAvratamAM nyUnatA hoya te na cAle. pAMca mahAvrata, rAtribhejana ItyAdimAM khamata akhamatane savAla nathI. AhArane aMge jJAna, darzana, cAritrane vadhArI zake te ja asUjhatA AhAranI chUTa hoI zake. mULa vastu e che ke e kAyanA jIvone ApaNA jevA jANavA - e keTaluM muzkela che? pahelI vAta te e ja che ke ApaNane jIe kAyanA jInI zraddhA ja nathI. je chae kAyane jenI ApaNAmAM zraddhA hota te ApaNe pRthvI yA vanaspati kAyAdinI je vakhata virAdhanA karIe chIe. te samaye ApaNA aMtaramAM bhayaMkara camakAre
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________________ jaina keNu? 413; thavo joIe. paraMtu zuM e camakAro ApaNA haiyAmAM kadI thAya che? je vakhate tame dIvAsaLI saLagAvo cho, te vakhate asaMkhyAta te ukAyanA chanI virAdhanA thAya che ane tamArA hRdayamAM kadI khyAla Ave che? pitAnA eka paisAnA lAbhane khAtara bIjAnA hajAra rUpiyAnuM nukasAna karanArane tame adhama kaho che, te pitAnI cAra AMgaLanI jIbha mATe bIjA hajAre jIvanI hAni karanArane, are ! pitAnI eka indriyanI majhAne poSavAne mATe hajAronI eka yA beIndriyone sarvanAza vALanArAne tame ke kahezo ? sAdhu je samaye tamane upadeza Ape che, te samaye tamane TADhiye (tAva) Ave che ane tame garajI UThe che ke A sAdhu amane AvuM kahe che. AvI rIte gusse thatI vakhate tame tamArA AtmAnuM kevI rIte satyAnAza vALe che te te vicAre. tame koI kAma na karI zako te vAta judI che, paraMtu te vAtane viSe tamArI zraddhA to hovI ja joIene! tamArAthI kAMI na bane te bhale, paraMtu eTaluM te tamArA manamAM rahevuM ja joIe ke amArA kAryathI chAe kAyanI virAdhanA thAya che ane aneka AtmAone pArAvAra nukasAna thAya che. ATaluM paNa jo tame tamArA manamAM dhAraNa karI zake te paNa tame mArgamAM che ema kahI zakAya. samyagRSTi jIva pApabaMdha ochuM kare! korTamAM ApI dayA mAMgI zake che, paraMtu te potAnI AMkha kerTanI sAme rAtI karIne nahi. ahIM tame virAdhanA rU5 gune kare cho, guru tamene AraMbha-parigrahanA doSa samajAve che, tyAre tame tenA para AMkho kADhe che. e tamArI buddhine zuM kahevuM te tame ja vicArI le. tamAruM Aje AvuM ja vartana che. te vicAra karo ke karmarUpI korTamAM tamArI zI dazA thavAnI che ? gune karo, chatAM korTamAM dIlagIrI darzAve te tamArI sajA ochI thavAno saMbhava che, paraMtu gune kare ane vaLI pAchA nyAyAdhIzane gALo de, te tamArA
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________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana upara be gunA thavAnA ane sajA paNa bevaDI thavAnI ja. A ja vicArasaraNIe vaMditAsUtramAM jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che ke sammadiTTho jIvo0 arthAt samya daSTi cha mukhyatAe pApa kare ja nahIM ane kadAca pApa Adare te paNa asamyagadaSTi jIva karatAM temane baMdha ochA ja thAya. A vAta tamArI buddhi kabUla na rAkhavI hoya te bhale, paNa lAMbe vicAra karazo te tame A vastunuM rasatya samajI zakaze. dA. ta. eka chokare pahelI ja vAra hIrAnI vIMTI corI lAve ane korTamAM hAjara thaI mAphI mAMge ane bIjo chokare corI karyA pachI kerTamAM hAjara thaIne jajane gALa de te pahelA ane bIjA chokarAno gune sara ja hevA chatAM pahele AropI ochI sajA pAme, kadAca jaja tene cetavaNI ApIne cheDI paNa de, jyAre bIjo AropI barAbara TIpAI jAya. e ja pramANe mithyAdaSTi pApa kare ane pApa karIne pAcho khuzI thAya eTale tene sajArUpI baMdha vadhAre ja thAya jyAre samyagadaSTi - AtmA pApa kare, paraMtu tene pazcAttApa paNa kare che eTale tene ene baMdha o che ja thAya che. tame zrI bhagavAna mahAvIradevanA anuyAyI che, tame zrI gaNadharadevone mAne che, are ! tame jana che, tethI ja tamone baMdha ocho thAya che, ema mAnI leze nahi. paraMtu tame pA5mAM bedarakAra nathI, pApa karatAM tamAruM hRdaya DaMkhe che, mATe teTalA ja pUrate tamane e cho baMdha che. guno karatAM thaI jAya paNa gunegAra pazcAttApa karIne dilagIrI darzAve te tene ochI sajA thAya. te ja pramANe ahIM paNa che. korTamAM mAphI mAgatA gunegAra pramANe tame bhUlathI bIjA ne kUTI mAre paNa tene pazcAttApa kare che tethI - tamone baMdha paNa ochA ja thavAno samyaktvane aMge khATApaNuM jatuM nathI, mATe ja karmanA udaye pravRtti kare che ane samyaktva udayane -aMge mAphI mAMge che. A badhA uparathI mULa samajavAnI vAta e che ke e kAyanA
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________________ jena koNa? jene aMge virAdhanA karyA pachI je kaIpaNa pApasthAnakane AdaryA pachI agara tene AdaratI vakhate A karavA jevuM to nathI, paraMtu dilagIrI pUrvaka na chUTake karavuM paDe che, evo hRdayamAM vicAra rAkhe te tamene baMdha ocho ja thavAne. A ja kAraNathI samyagadaSTine je kAma mATe baMdha ocho che, tyAre mithyASTine te ja kAma mATe baMdha vadhAre che. have koI evo prazna karaze ke tyAre puparUpI vanaspatikAya vaDe devatAonI pUjA karIe te e pUjAthI doSa lAge khare ke nahi ? A praznane vicArIe. baMdha-pariNAmanA AdhAre. upalA praznano javAba bahu ja kALajIpUrvaka vicAravAno che. pahelI te tamane evI ja zaMkA thaze ke prakSAla karatAM pUjAmAM pANI vaparAya che temAM asaMkhya jIve che. bIjI vAta e che ke bhagavAna zrI tIrthaMkaradevonA janma vakhate phUlonA hAra paherAvavAmAM AvyA hatA. devakuru ane uttarakurunA padmasarovaramAMthI phUlo lAvIne temane caDhAvavAmAM AvyAM hatAM. to A saghaLA kAryathI vanaspatikAyanI virAdhanA thAya che kharI ke nahi ? uparanA udAharaNamAM zAstrakAro doSa hovAnI sApha nA pADe che kAraNa ke e kAryomAM pariNAma bhaktinA hovAthI tyAM doSa mAnavAmAM Avyo nathI. je ahIM pariNAma bhaktinA che, to pachI bhagavAnane prakSAla karIe chIe temAM paNa pariNAma bhaktinA ja che. te je prathama kAryamAM deSa nathI te bIjA kAryamAM doSa nathI ja e svAbhAvika che. have koI evI zaMkA karaze ke to te bhagavAnano dharma "merI te lApasI Ara parAIka kuzkI" e gaNI zakAya khare ke nahIM? nahIM. bhagavAnanI pUjA tyAga meLavavA mATe che. bhagavAnane mATe zaMkAkAre evuM kahI zake ke "bhagavAna chakAya jIvo mAnatA hatA ane tenI virAdhanA karavAmAM pApa mAnatA hatA,
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________________ 416 AnaMda pravacana darzana te pachI AkhA jagatane mATe ahiMsAno upadeza ApanArA bhagavAne pitAnA athe vanaspatikAyanI virAdhanA thaI te aMge lakSya kema na ApyuM? te AkhA jagate dayA pALavI paNa mAre mATe dayAnuM nAma na levuM e temane abhiprAya hate ?" A zaMkA barAbara thI bhagavAne potAnuM mAna, sanmAna vadhAravA mATe kadApi paNa potAnI phUlo laIne pUjA karavAnuM tene kahyuM ja nathI. te pachI bhagavAnanI pUjA zA mATe karavAnI che ? bhagavAnanI pUjA ApaNe karIe chIe tenuM kAraNa eTaluM ja che ke ApaNe temanA tyAgane aMge pUjA karIe chIe. bhagavAnane tyAga ApaNe rUMvADe rUMvADe vase te mATe ApaNe bhagavAnanI pUjA karIe chIe. tamAre paNa e ja tyAgane apanAvI levAne che. paraMtu tame e tyAgane na apanAvI le, tyAM sudhI e tyAgamAM tanmaya. thavAne mATe bhagavAnanI pUjA e sAdhana che. tame sarvavirati Akare, tenA pariNAme pAme te ja mATe bhagavAnanI pUjA karavAnI che. cauda. rAjakamAM abhaya paDaha bajAvavA mATe bhagavAnanI bhakti karavAnI che. dalAlI tarIke apAte paise paNa vastunA mUlyane aMge hAya che. jenI kiMmata vadhAre tenI dalAlI paNa vadhAre hoya che. te ja pramANe tyAganA saMskAra ApaNA AtmAmAM jamAvavA mATe, tyAganI bhakita karIe, tyAganuM svarUpa ApaNAmAM utAravA mATe ApaNe bhagavAnanI bhakti ane bhagavAnanuM pUjana karIe chIe. sAdhuo vagara dalAlIe vepAra karanArA che, emane dalAlInI jarUra nathI, paraMtu sAdhuo jeTalI zakti gRhasthoe meLavI nathI jethI teo thoDI dalAlI daIne vepAra kheDe che arthAt eo pUjArUpa dalAlI ApIne. tyAga daDha kare che.
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________________ aMtarAtmA pyyyyyy #IIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII [prANI mAtrane aneka abhirucio heya che, chatAM te badhAnA mULamAM sukhanI abhiruci hoya che, A sukha meLavavA Ave anAdikALathI mahenata karI chatAM sukha maLavuM nahi tenuM kAraNa sukhanAM vAstavika kAraNonI pAchaLa teNe prayatna karyo nathI. jIve anAdikALathI prayatna karyo paNa te prayatna pudgala sukha mATe karyo che. pula sukha mATe karelA prayatna Atmika sukha kaI rIte Ape ? pula sukha mATe prayatna te bahirAtama che. je jIva pagale e ja paMDa mAne ane tenA AdhAre pravRtti nivRtti kare te aMtarAtmA je jIva puddagala ane AtmAne bhinna mAne ane AtmAnA sukha mATe sarva bhagavaMtanA vacana pramANe pravRtti nivRtti kare te aMtarAtmA ane A aMtarAtmabhAva keLavI bhavya jIva kalyANa pAme che.]. uuuuuuuuu jIva mAtranI IcchA sukha meLavavAnI che. A saMsAranAM jIvonI dhAraNAo bhinna bhinna hoya che, dareka jIvanI ruci-vRtti judI hoya che, tethI kahevAya che ke muje muje matirmio ! jeTalA jIva eTalI abhiruci eTalA matabhedo. jIvomAM A sthiti che. temAM manuSyamAM vizeSatA e paristhiti che. ATaluM chatAM eka vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavA jevI che. noMdhavA jevI che ke jema vRkSane pAMdaDAM, zAkhAo, DALIo tamAma aneka prakAre bhinna bhinna che chatAM e tamAmanuM mULa eka ja che tema bhinna bhinna abhirucionuM paNa mULa te eka ja che, e mULa kayuM? sukhanI icchA ane duHkha para dveSa, anicchA. ja jIvamAtranI IcchA sukha meLavavAnI che nArakIne jIva hoya, devatAno jIva hoya, (nArakI hoya ke devatA hoya) ekendriyane jIva - 27
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________________ 418 AnaMda pravacana darzana hoya, paMcendriyane jIva haya, ja cAre gatimAMthI kaI paNa gatimAMne jIva haya, cAhe te pAMca jAtimAMthI game te jAtine jIva heya ke cauda bhedamAMthI keIpaNa bhedamAMne jIva hoya te gati, jAti ke bhedane kaI paNa prakAranI IcchA hoya paNa tene mULamAM te IcchA sukha meLavavAnI tathA duHkhanA nAzanI ja che. AvI IcchA jIva mAtrane che. anAdikALathI che ane tethI anAdikALathI tenI mahenata sukha meLavavAnI tathA du:kha dUra karavAnI hatI ane che. A vAtamAM koI paNa matavALAne matabheda nathI. saMsArane anAdi na mAnanArA eTale ke IzvarakRta mAnanArA darzane (darzanakAre) paNa jIvane to anAdithI ja mAne che. jIva anAdi che mATe sukha prApta karavAnI tathA duHkha mArgane sadaMtara nAbUda karavAnI tenI mahenata paNa anAdinI che. je Ama che te saheje prazna thaze ke, te pachI jIvanI icchA phaLIbhUta kema na thaI ? anAdinI cAlu mahenata chatAM sukha kema na maLyuM tathA dukha kema na TaLyuM? sukha prApta karavAne tathA duHkhane daphe karavAne jIvane prayatna kAMI pAMca pacIsa varSane nathI, baso pAMca varSathI nathI; yugothI nathI, papamethI nathI ke sAgarepamethI nathI paNa anAdithI che ane te paNa cAlu che. A jIva prayatna vagara te kadI rahyo ja nathI, rahetuM ja nathI, kSaNa paNa, kSaNa te adhika gaNAya, zAstrakAranI bhASAmAM kahIe te samaya mAtra paNa A jIva pravRtti vagara rahyo nathI. mana, vacana, kAyAnI pravRtti kAyama cAlu ja hoya che. anAdithI mahenata chatAM sukhanI siddhi kema na thaI tathA duHkhanuM nivAraNa kema na thayuM ? samaya ane prayatnathI sukha maLatuM heta to A prazna ja na raheta. AnA javAbamAM anAdikALathI jIvane prayatna chatAM IcchA bara kema na AvI? kaho ke prayatna mAtrathI ke samayanA pramANa mAtrathI icchA siddhi thatI nathI. ane jo ema thatuM heta te Aje A prazna heta ja nahIM. ane badhAe sukha meLavI lIdhuM hota. ane
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________________ aMtarAtmA 419 jIva mAtranA duHkhane sarvathA nAza thaI gayo hota. zAstramAM yogya kAraNe mAnavAnI AvazyaktA svIkArI che te AthI ja che. seMkaDe ke hajAra varSa sudhI koI pANI levyA ja kare te ghI nIkaLe kharUM? nahi ja. varSonAM varSo bhalene dhULane, nadInI retane ghANImAM pIlavAmAM Ave. A pIle te kaNa bArIka thAya paNa kAMI temAMthI tela nIkaLe kharUM? nahIM. tema sukhanI IrachAmAM mahenata tathA saMyamanI saphaLatAne AdhAra yogya kAraNe para avalaMbe che. mahenata mahenata mAtrathI saphaLa thatI nathI. vakhata, vakhatanA vItavA mAtrathI saphaLa thatuM nathI. ema nathI kahevAnuM ke udyama ke kALa nakAmAM che paNa cagya kAraNe maLe te ja udyama ane samaya kAryasAdhaka bane. udyamanI jarUra kharI? dUdhamAMthI emane ema kadI mAkhaNa nIkaLavAnuM nathI, talamAMthI paNa pIlavAnA udyama vinA tela potAnI meLe, jAte UbharAvAnuM nathI. udyama karavo ja joIe ane udyama phaLavAne samaya paNa joIe ja. niSNAta vaidya ApelI akasIra davA paNa gaLA nIce UtaratAM ja asara karatI nathI. zarIramAM lehI vageremAM auSadha pariNamyA pachI ja tenI asara thAya che. kAryanI siddhi mATe sAcI mahenata joIe. kAraNamAM thayelI mahenata saphaLatA pAme che ane samaya paNa tyAM ja saphaLatAsAdhaka thAya che. A jIva anAdikALathI sukha meLavavA tathA duHkha dUra karavA icche che. te mATe teNe mahenata nathI karI tema nathI. (vinA prayane game teTalo samaya cAlyA jAya to paNa zuM vaLe ? eka pagaluM na mAMDe to so varSa paNa eka gAu javAya kharUM ? na ja javAya. tyAMnA tyAM ja) A jIva mana, vacana tathA kAyAnI mahenata vinA kSaNa paNa rahyo nathI, ane rahetuM nathI. kSaNane samaya te adhika che paNa zAstrakAranI bhASAmAM kahyuM ke eka samaya paNa e nathI ke jyAre jIva, kAyA, vacana tathA mana dvArA mahenata na karate hoya. sagI kevaLI e ja bheda che ne ?
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________________ 420 AnaMda pravacana darzana ga eTale mana, vacana tathA kAyAne pudgalenA AdhAre pravRtti. te pravRtti te dareka kSaNe dareka saMsArI jIvane rahelI ja che. sAdhya chatAM, pravRtti chatAM kArya kema na thayuM e prazna raheje thAya? kArya thAya te kALe ja thAya, kALa paripakava thAya tyAre ja thAya. cUlAmAM agni che, tapelImAM cekhA cUle mUkyA che, paNa tarata raMdhAI na jAya. raMdhAvAmAM samaya joIe. pravRtti, samaya tathA kAraNe joIe. e yAda rAkhe ke vinA kAraNe-vinA kAraNa maLe, pravRtti tathA samayavahana mAtrathI jema kAryasiddhi nathI thatI tema kAraNe maLavA mAtrathI paNa vinA pravRttie ke samaya vinA kAryasiddhi thatI nathI. koThAmAM davA jatAM veMta asara na kare. prazna thaze ke samayanI vAta sAcI paNa anAdikALane samaya te gaye pachI have keTalAka samaya joIe? anAdikALathI cAlu mahenata chatAM na te sukhanI siddhi thaI, na te duHkhanuM nivAraNa thayuM. AnuM kAraNa zuM? enuM kAraNa mahenata je avaLacaMDI bAI jevI viparIta hoya te zI rIte kAryasiddhi thAya? avaLacaMDAInuM pariNAma eka avaLacaMDI bAI hatI. kahevAmAM Ave enAthI avaLuM karavuM e ja ene svabhAva hate. eka vakhata ghara AgaLa lagna prasaMga AvyuM tyAre gharavALAe vicAra karyo ke lagna jevA zubha prasaMge avaLacaMDI bAInAM pagalAM TaLe te sArUM? e kAMI jAo" kahevAthI jAya tema na hatI. AthI gharavALAe kahyuM. "juo ! ApaNuM ghera lagnanuM TANuM che mATe tamAre piyara javAnuM nAma levuM nahIM" basa! avaLacaMDI kahe ke, "te piyara javAnI!" bAI cAlI, gharavALAe kahyuM : "baLada ahI kAma lAge mATe te laI na javAya." avaLacaMDI kaheH "huM te baLada laI javAnI."
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________________ aMtarAtmA 421 avaLacaMDI bAI baLada laIne cAlI. paNa tene mUkavA gaye. mArgamAM nadI AvI. nadImAM bane jaNa UtaryA. purUSe kahyuM, "pUchaDuM na pakaDIza, baLada bhaDakaze." eTale eNe te pUchaDuM pakaDayuM. nadInA madhya bhAgamAM pravAhamAM AvyA eTale purUSe kahyuM "pUchaDuM choDIza nahIM." avaLacaMDI kahe "A choDyuM." kharekhara teNue pUchaDuM choDayuM ane nadInA pravAhamAM te taNAI gaI. bhUMsavAnI nIti ja bhraSTa kare che. zAstrakAro kahe tethI UlaTuM ja karavAnI avaLacaMDAIvALe Aje eka varga che. "zAstrakAro kahe tema karavAmAM te temanI kiMmata nathI ema mAnI amArI zI kiMmata ?" ema kahIne potAnI kiMmata mATe teone navuM karavuM che. AtmAnI mahenata anAdikALathI cAlu che. e vAta kharI, paNa te mahenata asthAne karI che, viparIta dazAmAM karI che. bhUlo paDelo, bebAkaLo banI jeramAM cAle te UMDA jagalamAM jAya. vegathI cAlavuM TuM nathI paNa mArge cAlavuM joIe. viparIta mAge-ADA mAge cAlanAre ISTa sthaLe pahoMcatuM nathI, mArge cAle te ISTa sthaLe pahoMcI zake. A jIve anAdikALathI prayatna te karyA paNa te UlaTA mAge karyA. e prayatna indriya sukhanA mATe karyA, paugalika-siddhi mATe karyA. A rIte karAyele prayatna Atmika sukha zI rIte Ape ? leAhI hADakAnuM ke tALavAnuM? paugalika sukhanI icchA kevI che? keTalIka zerIomAM viparIta svabhAvavALA zvAna vase che. ane evI Teva ke khATakIvADe jaIne hADakuM kheMcI lAve. pachI eka khUNAmAM besIne cATe. kUtarAnA dAMta karatAM hADakuM majabUta hoya che. cAvatAM cAvatAM hADakAMne cheDe tALavAmAM vAge che, lehI nIkaLe che. te lehI hADakAnA kakaDA upara paDe che, ethI zvAna ema mAne che ke hADakAmAMthI lehI nIkaLe che ane te khuzI thate thatuM cATe che, A daSTAMta keIe sIdhuM mAthe levuM nahi. mAtra vastusthitine vicAra karavA mATe che.
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________________ 422 AnaMda pravacana darzana aMtarAtmA kone kahevAya? A jIva paNa pudagalarAgI hoya che tyAM sudhI hADakAnA kakaDA tarIke jagatanA pudgalene grahaNa kare che. ane temAM sukha mAne che. paNa ene bhAna nathI ke e sukha zAtA vedanIya puNya prakRtinuM che. je pudgale lohI pedA kare che, te pudagale ajIrNAdi paNa kare che, jyAre zAtA vedanIyane udaya hoya tyAre e ja pudgale khAdhuM pacAve ane zarIramAM lohI bhare paNa azAtA vedanIyane udaya hoya tyAre e ja pudgale tAva vagere lAvI lehIne bagADe ane kamI kare, temaja zaktine haNI nAkhe. A jIve anAdikALathI mahenata karI te vAta kharI paNa te pudgala mATe karI che. potAnA AtmA mATe nahIM. zAstrakAra ATalA ja mATe kahe che ke, "he jIva! tuM bahirAtmA na bana, aMtarAtmA bana." "zAstrakAra dizA badalavA sUcana kare che. je jIva pudagala e ja paMDa mAne, tenA AdhAre pravRttinivRtti kare te bahirAbhA. ane pudgala tathA AtmAne bhinna mAne, sukha duHkhanA katarUpe zAtA, azAtAnA udayane, tathAvidha pugalene mAne tathA sarvajJanAM kahelAM vacana pramANe pravRtti-nivRtti kare te aMtarAtmA. AbarU kevI? duniyAnuM daSTAMta, roja vyavahAramAM najare taratuM daSTAMta vicAre te vastu tarata samajAya. ATha daza varSanA chokarAne pUche ke AbarU, dhaLI, kALI, pILI, bhAre ke halakI? enA taraphathI kaye javAba maLaze? sArA javAbanI AzA rAkhavI nirarthaka che kema ke te bicAre mAtra khAvA pIvAmAM, paheravA, oDhavAmAM, nAcavA-kUdavAmAM, ramatagamatamAM ja samaje che. "AbarU' e cIja zuM che enuM ene jJAna nathI, te bhAna te hoya ja kayAMthI ? "AbarU' e vastu bALaka mATe samajaNanA viSayanI bahAra che. AbarU rahI teye zuM ane gaI teye zuM? ema bALaka te mAne kema ke AbarUne oLakhate ja
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________________ aMtarAtmA 423 nathI. AbarUnI kiMmata na hovAthI tene AbarU rahyAne harSa nathI ke gayAne zoka nathI-aphasesa nathI. jema AbarU eTale vyavahAranA AdhArarUpa cIja chatAM, mULarUpa chatAM bALakane tenuM bhAna nathI tema bAhyAtmAne, mithyAdaSTine sarvasanA vacananuM jJAna nathI, mATe te vacanAnusAra vartanathI lAbha ane viruddha vartanathI hAninuM tene bhAna nathI. IndriyarAmI jIva mithyAdaSTi bicAre zrI sarva devanA vacanane jANato ja nathI pachI tenA lAbhane pichAne kyAMthI? duniyAdArIne vyavahArane sArI rIte samajanAro ja jANe ane mAne ke AbarU vadhe tevuM ja kAma karavuM, paNa AbarU ghaTe tevuM te prANAnta paNa na karavuM, kema ke AbarU gayA pachI UbhA. rahevAnuM sthAna ja kyAM che ? bALakanI buddhi mAtra khAvApIvAmAM eTale e te UlaTuM ema kahI de ke AbarUnA keTalA keLiyA thAya, keTalA ghuMTaDA thAya ? te ja rIte puddagalAnaMdInI buddhi viSayakaSAyamAM ja pravartelI hoya che eTale viSayanuM zoSaNa thAya tevI pravRtti te na kare paNa piSaNa thAya. tevI pravRtti te kare. A pravRtti samajune zobhe?na zebhe. paNa "nAka te kaTTA paNa ghI te caTTA !" ema keNa mAne ? asamaju. e rIte. nakaTA thaIne ghI cATavAmAM Ananda mAnanArA asamajune kevA kahevA ? je AtmasvarUpa samajyA hoya te bIjuM kazuM na tapAse, te te mAtra eTaluM ja tapAse ke zrI sarvAnA vacanAnusAra vartana thAya che ke nahIM. AvuM tapAse te aMtarAtmA. bahirAtmA mAtra pudgalanA AnaMdane tapAse. zarIranA niSNAtane zarIra saipAya to. AtmAnA niSNAtane AtmA kema na soMpAya ? zrImate, rAjAmahArAjAe zarIrane aMge vaidya, DokaTarane keTalA AdhIna rahe che ? "A na khAvuM, A na pIvuM te tarata tene amala.. teo potAnI amaladArI baMdha karI DekaTaranA hukamane tAbe thAya che. ne? amuka sthaLe rahevA jAo, havA pherakare, te tarata tyAM doDI javAmAM Ave che; kaDavAM auSadho gaLe utArAya che, paraheja pADavAmAM
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________________ 4ra4 AnaMda pravacana darzana Ave che, zarIramAM soyA bheMkAvAya che, A tamAma zAthI? zarIranuM samarpaNa zarIranA abhyAsane thAya che. te pachI Atmahita karavuM hoya teNe AtmAne oLakhI, AtmasvarUpa prApta karAvanAra, AtmAne oLakhAvanAra zrI jinezvaradevanA vacana pramANe ja vartavuM joIe. zarIra mATe DokaTara kahe tema vartavAmAM gulAmI nathI mAnatA, te ahIM gulAmI zAthI mAne che ? jeo karmabaMdhananA kAraNe jaNAve, karma rokavAnAM tathA nirjarAnA upAya batAve ane tema karavAmAM Ave te AtmAnI dazA sudhare. tene zaraNe jaI A tmA sudhAravAmAM vilaMba kema thAya che? ke viparItatA kema che? vaidya, hakIma ke DokaTarane kathanathI viparIta cAlanAra matane notare che. vaidya tela-maracuM khAvAnI nA kahe chatAM vyAdhigrata manuSya te khAya to tethI nukasAna thAya, tema jJAnInA vacana pramANe na karavAmAM Ave te nukasAna ja thAya. buddhi to saMskAranI gulAmaDI che. jamAnA mujaba pheraphAra thAya che ke nahIM. jamAnAnI sAthe badhI vastu palaTAya che ema nathI. anAjane badale dhULa khAo che ? tIrthakaroe dharma batAvyo che, banAvyo nathI. e khyAlamAM rAkhe. sAdhana phare, sAdhya na phare. dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAva je ekane naDatA hoya te badhAne naDavA joIe ne? | (sabhAmAMthI) jamAne buddhivAdane che. buddhi e saMskAranI te gulAmaDI che. hITalaranI najIkamAM bomba phATaye, te bacI gayo, te zuM kahe che? "paramezvare ja mane bacAve." je karI rahyo chuM te paramezvarane jarUra game che ane tethI ja teNe mane bacAvyA. bIjI prajA upara rAjya karanArAo paNa kahe che: "Izvare ja amane bIjI prajA upara rAjya karavA saryA che." have evuM kahenArAe buddhimAnuM nathI ema te nathIne ? emanuM A kathana svIkArya lAge che? te mAnavuM che? tyAre tAtparya e che ke game te buddhimAna manuSya paNa vacane te saMskAra mujabanAM ja kADhe che ne? zuddha mArga paNa sArA saMskAra
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________________ aMtarAtmA 45 mATe che. saMskAranuM prAdhAnya che, buddhinu nathI. bhagavAnane (game) gamyuM... te kharU? evuM kAInA maraNanA kAgaLamAM tame lakhA che, tA zu bhagavAnane evu game che ? tyAre Avu kANu lakhAve che ? kaheA ke tevA sa`skAra? jo buddhivAda svataMtra kArya kara hAta tA ekaya kayAranuMya thaI gayuM hAta. lIMbaDAne koI mIThA nathI kahetuM, sAkarane kAI kaDavI nathI kahetuM, kema ke e saMskAra rUDha thaI gayA che. kahevAnI matalaba e che ke buddhi tA bicArI saskAranI gulAmaDI che. mULa muddA upara AvIe. zArIrika jJAna na dharAvanAra teA zu, paNa tevu' jJAna dharAvanAra paNa bimArI vakhate paNu zarIra vijJAnanA niSNAtAne AdhIna thAya che ! te ja rIte kama thI vimukta thavA mATe AtmAe sajJanA kaeNthana mujaba cAlavu ja joie. masANe kAne javu paDe ? vaidya pAsethI tAmrabhasma lIdhI, te vAparI paNa tela, maracuM na cheDavAmAM Ave te masANe kaiAne javuM paDe ? lAkaDA bheguM kANu thAya ? vaidya ke daradI ? aMtaraAtmAne pravRtti-nivRtti karAvanAra cIja mAtra zAstra ja che. AgamanA AdhAre pravRtti tathA nivRtti karavAmAM dharma rahyo che. AgamanA AdhAre pravarte tathA nivarte te a MtarAtmA. tema na kare te, ane tethI viparIta kare te AdyAtmA, jaDAtmA, jaDabhArathI. duniyAmAM vaidyanA kathanathI viparIta cAlanArane jaDabhArathI kahevAmAM Ave che ne ? A vacanA sakALane jANanAra sajJanAM che. 'jamAnA jamAnA' pokAranArAe jANavuM joI e ke A vacanA traNe kALa jANanAra zrI sarvajJe kahelAM che. ajJAnane nathI mAnatA, jene jJAnanI khabara na paDe tevAne nathI mAnatA. ApaNe te traNeya kALanu jJAna dharAvanAra zrI sajJadevanAM vacane mAnIe chIe. A rIte samajIne jeo aMtarAtmApaNuM keLavaze teo anukrame AtmasvarUpane vikasAvI zuddhasvarUpane prApta karaze. vAstavika, sukhamaya, zAzvat sukha svarUpa saMpAdana karaze.
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________________ janmakalyANaka kA ============ ============= [ janmakalyANakane divase dAna, tapa vagere karavAM joIe. kAle karelA vastu ja phaLadAyaka nIvaDe che. jinezvara bhagavAna pote jina che ane ApaNane jina banAve che. bIjA deva pitAnI ja mahatvatA sUcave che. ApaNe bhagavAna mahAvIra ke RSabhadevane pUjIe chIe te jinapaNane laIne pUjIe chIe. jinanI pAchaLa jaina dharmane itihAsa che.] kalyANakane divase tapa, japa, dAna karavuM joIe. mahAnubhAvo ! Ajane pavitra divasa bhagavAna mahAvIra mahArAjanA kalyANakane che. 360 divasa sUryodaya thAya che. divasamAtrane pavitra gaNe ke apavitra paNa tene udaya te hoya che. AjanA divasane pavitra zAthI? bhagavAna mahAvIranA janmane A divasa che, tethI tene pavitra gaNavAmAM Ave che. jemanA janmakalyANakane divasa, hajAro varSa gayA chatAM manAI rahyo che. A jagatamAM sArUM sarvane gamyuM che. A siddhAMta nirAbAdha che. e siddhAMtamAM apavAdane sthAna nathI. sArUM sarvene game te pachI janmane lIdhe hajAra varSo gayAM, chatAM janma divasanI pavitratA cAlI che ane cAlaze. vicAra karo ke AnI pavitratA keTalI ? bhagavAna haribhadrasUrine jaNAvavuM paDyuM ke "jinezvaranA pAMce kalyANakene divase dAna, tapasyA, amAri paDo na kare te te taravAne lAyaka banatuM nathI. je manuSya mahAvIra svAmInA kalyANakanA divase dAna vagere na kare ane bIjA dahADe kare che te kalyANa pAme nahIM" haribhadrasUri A eka pakSe bolI rahyA che tema na mAnaze. rathajAtrA kare te bhakti, tapasyA kare te AtmAnI nirmaLatA che. dAna kare che te AtmAnI udAratA, amAri paDahomAM jIvonuM rakSaNa che tema
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________________ janmakalyANuka 4ra7* pachI te game tyAre kare ene mATe jaNAvyuM ke egya pAtranA vakhate dAna na de ane agya pAtra AvyuM tyAre dAna de, temAM ApaNe pharaka mAnIe ke nahi, tema jagatamAM svAti nakSatranuM chIpalImAM paDeluM pANI metI kare che. bAkInA vakhatamAM kAMI nahi. pANI varasAdanuM nathI ema nahi, paNa varasAdanuM che. pote saMsArasamudrathI taranArA, AkhA jagatane uddhAra karavA mATe bhavAMtarathI taiyAra thaelA. temane upakAra mAnanArA je na thaIe te, te pachI ApaNuM kalyANa thAya kaI rIte ? haribhadrasUrijIe pakSathI nahi paNa bhagavAnanA guNenI apekSAe A vastu kahI. je potAnI zakti hoya te bhakti te dahADe karavI joIe, na kare to te phaLane pAmI zakatuM nathI. bhagavAna jinezvara pite jina bane che ane ApaNane banAve che. pitAnI janmagAMTha, game tenI janmagAMTha tene AnaMda mAnanArA, ane bhagavAnanA janmadivase AnaMda na ujavanArA te kevA gaNAya ? bhagavAnanA janmadivasane ATalI badhI mahatvatA ApavAnuM kAraNa zuM? jagatamAM badhA janma pAme che, emanA mAtApitAne janmadivasa nahi. paNa bhagavAnane janmadivasa premIe ujave che. amerikAne uddhAra karanAra vaiziMgTanane thaye keTalAMya varSo thaI gayAM, paraMtu eka dezanA uddhArakane aMge tene dezanA premIo tana, mana, dhanathI irache che, mAna Ape che te pachI ApaNe jene ApaNuM jenapaNuM zAthI? anya mate, zivamatavALA zivathI, viSNumatavALA viSNuthI cAlyA. jaina zAsanamAM jina nAmanA keI tIrthakara che ? te te nAmanA keI tIrthakara nathI. jina e kaI vyaktinuM nAma nathI. RSabhadeva, mahAvIra svAmI te vyaktinuM nAma che ane jina te kriyAvAcaka nAma che. rAgadveSa ane mehane jItanArA te jina. jinane mAnanArA te jaina. te pachI tene mAnanAra koI paNa hoya te amAre vAMdho nathI. rikhavadevane mAnIe ke mahAvIra bhagavAnane mAnIe te jinapaNAne
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________________ 428 AnaMda pravacana daIna lIdhe mAnIe. mahAvIra bhagavAnanA janmadivasane pavitra gaNavAnu kAI kAraNu hAya tA temanu jinezvarapaNuM che, te paNa evuM ke rajisTara nahi. mArko rajisTara thAya te khIjAthI na thAya; tema jinezvarAe peAtAne tyAM jinezvarapaNuM rajisTara karelu` nathI. te lhANI karavAvALA ane preraNA karavAvALA che. 'huM jinezvara thaye! ema nahi paNa tame jinezvara banA, thAo,' Ave! upadeza denArA, che. jaina ne ajainanI vacce ATale pharaka che. paNa te na' ne ta'mAM pharaka che. jainA jinezvarane banAvanAra mAne, ajranA paramezvarapaNuM mAtra peAtAnuM batAve paNa banAve nahi. jainA paramezvara pazu banAvavA mATe jinezvara bhagavAnane mAne, kuMbhAra mATI laI ne ghaDe banAve che tevI rIte dezanA dvArAe sarvajJa bhagavAna hemacaMdrasUrijI jaNAve che ke tamane uttamatAnA mArge, Toce lAvanAra keAI hAya tA mahAvIra mahArAjanI dezanA-bhagavAna mahAvIra mahArAjAnI vANI jene ApaNe zAstro Adi kahIe chIe te ja vANI che. tamArA AtmAne bacAvanAra kAI cIja hAya te! te mahAvIra mahArAjanI dezanA. dezanA-vANImAM kaI tAkAta ke che je amArUM rakSaNa karaze ? duniyAmAM rahelA jANe che ke jamAvaTa karavAmAM mukhya kAraNa zuM? asamarthatAnI chAyA vyApI jAya che te. nyAyane aMge jakharA zUravIra, nyAyI, te kayA AdhAre ? tA itihAsanA AdhAre. je dezanA itihAsa dhAvAI gaye te deza paNa dhAvAI javAne, tevI rIte jinezvara bhagavAnA itihAsanI parAvRtti kare che. tamArA AtmAmAM je pudgalanI chAyA che ke pudgalathI sukha Ave te nyAla ane te jAya te nukasAna tene bhUMsI nAMkhavA. tamArA melA dhAine tamArA aMtaHkaraNane zuddha karavuM te ja mahAvIra mahArAjAnI vANInuM kAma, bhavya jIveAnA aMtarane viSaya; kaSAyane mahattva ApI rahyo che, tene samajAvavu joie ke A pASAka nahi, paNa zeSaNa karanA2 che. A samajAya kayAre ke aMtaranA mela dUra thAya tyAre. bhavya jIvAnA aMtaranA mela dhoI nAkhavA mATe jo koI kAma lAgatuM hoya te bhagavAnanI dezanA che te dezanA bhagavAnanA janmadivase ApaNe pAmIe chIe te te dahADe ArAdhanA karavI ane tethI te pavitra che, ane kalyANa karanAra che.
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________________ upAdhi kema chUTe? E [ A jIvanI sthiti harahaMmeza palaTAnI che. dhana, strI, kuTuMba ane zarIra tene sukha meLavavAnA thAMbhalA che paNa te badhA thAMbhalA bhUkharI mATI che jevA che, kema ke jIva mare tyAre te cAramAMthI eka sAthe AvatuM nathI. dhana tyAM ja paDI rahe che, strI gharanI DelI sudhI ane kuTuMba smazAna sudhI ane zarIra citA sudhI Ave che. e upAdhine laIne jagatamAM duHkha che. AtmAnuM sAcuM svarUpa samajAya te upAdhi Ape Apa TaLe, ApaNe badhuM jovA prayatna karIe chIe, paNa AMkha jema pitAne jotI nathI, tema ApaNe ApaNA AtmAne jevA T muddala prayatna karatA nathI ane A prayatna nahi karavAthI ja ApaNe anaMta saMsAra rakhaDIe chIe. tiryaMca vagere gatimAM te AtmA ne oLakhavAnuM nathI banatuM paNa je manuSyabhava che temAM gata ane pUrvabhavane vicAra karavAnuM I. baLa che tyAM paNa pitAno vicAra na karavAmAM na Ave te abhiAnI zI che sthiti thAya ? mATe AtmAne oLakhI upAdhi TALavI e ja kartavya che.] I. AtmAnI sAcI oLakha vinA jIvana palaTAtA raMga kalikAlasarvajJa zrI hemacaMdrasUri bhagavAna triSaSThi zalAkAmAM kahe che ke "A saMsAramAM anaMtA jIvo che, dareka jInI pariNati ane sAdhya judAM che. chatAM je vargIkaraNa karavAmAM Ave che, kALA raMga vagere aneka prakAranA chatAM vagIkaNuM karIe to pAMca raMga kahIe. "jema raMgane aMge aneka bheda chatAM vagIkaraNa karIe tyAre bhede kahIe chIe tema dareka jIvanI judI judI IcchAo che, chatAM vagIkaraNa tyAre be ja icchA che. be sivAya trIjI IcchA nathI, cAhe te ekendriya, paMcendriya nArakI ke devatAno vicAra karIe topaNa kharekhara IcchA be ja che. IcchA che te duHkha dUra karavuM ane sukha
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________________ hu che ke 40. AnaMda pravacana darzana prApta karavuM. bIjI badhI bahekAvaTa che. duniyAnA saMjoge navAM navAM kAraNe utpanna thAya, tyAre bahekAvaTa thAya che. duniyAe cAMdI, senAne kiMmatI na gaNyAM hota to kAMI na hatuM. jevI rIte duniyAnI bahekAvaTe kimatIpaNuM lAge paNa te badhI IcchAo kRtrima che. janme tyAre be ja IcchA hoya cheH "sukhane meLavavuM ne duHkhane dUra karavuM." arthAt dukhathI dUra thavuM ane sukha meLavavuM e jIvanane svabhAva che. sukha evuM mAge che ke bhojana karavA bese te lADavA pirasyA hoya, thoDuM khAva eTale bIjA rasanI icchA thAya. paNa sukha bhogavatA keI dahADe duHkhanI IcchA thatI nathI. papa sudhI sukha bhegavIe paNa thoDuM duHkha bhegavIe ema thatuM nathI. vacamAM zAka tarIke paNa duHkha joItuM nathI. saheje kaI cIja mAgIe te pAMca varSa maLe te basa, bAra mAsanuM sAdhana maLe te basa ema thatuM nathI. sukha joIe paNa te dukhavALuM na hoya, AgaLa je khasavAnuM na hoya, je sukhamAM AgaLa duHkha AvatuM hoya te te duHkharUpa che. jhADa nIce bese te sukha maLe, paNa taDake vadhAre thAya tyAre tyAM besatA nathI. jhADa nIce besIe to pariNAme vadhAre tApa, bhUkha, tarasa lAge te tyAM besavAnI mUrkhAI karI kahevAya. kalAka gumAvI dIdhe, jhADa nIce besavAthI vadhAre tApa thaye, tyAM AgaLa besI badhe TAIma bagADe. eka be vAge mahemAna tarIke keIne tyAM jAo. te tyAM zuM maLe ? bAra lagI jAo te ThIka, pachI te badhAmAMthI rakhaDavuM paDe. jhADa nIce zAMti hatI, chatAM tyAM besavAmAM mUrkhAI kema gaNe che ? AgaLa jenAthI du:kha thAya, vartamAnamAM sakha hoya paNa pachI, dukha hoya to te du:kha ja gaNAya, ApaNane badhI vAte sukha joIe che. dukha vagaranuM, haMmezAM rahevAnuM ane saMpUrNa AvuM sukha jIva mAge che. have mAgyA chatAM, manamAM metInA coka pUrIe tethI tenI kiMmata na Upaje, paNa tenAM kAraNe meLavIe tyAre kiMmata maLe. kuMbhAra mATI lAve tyAre ghaDe meLave, sALavIne lugaDuM vaNavuM hoya te teNe sutara lAvavuM joIe. kAraNa ke lugaDAMnuM kAraNa sutara che.
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________________ upAdhi kema chUTe? 431 have evuM sukha mAgyA chatAM tame enAM kAraNe meLavyAM ? je kAraNe nathI meLavyAM, to kaI paNa rIte TakavAvALuM sukha nathI. pahelAM to A paNe gabaDavAvALA chIe, ApaNuM ThekANuM nathI, jyAM janmyA, tyAM mAtApitAe pAlana karavA mAMDayuM. te khAvA mATe bALakane nIce mUke te te rADa pADe che, e joIe te lAge ke A jiMdagImAM mAtAthI te chUTa nahi thAya." "mAne keI dahADe na choDuM' ema thAya. giThiyAo maLyA, tyAre mA te keNa? mA khoLavA jAya tyAre chokarAne kheLIne laI Ave. have geThiyAmAM haLe, eTale mA ke ne bApa keNu? kaI nahi. tatvamAM gaThiyA, pachI nizALe gayo, abhyAsamAM joDAye, pachI bhaNatara ane mAstara. pachI bhaNI rahyo, be paisA kamAvAnI sthitimAM Avyo. pachI kuTuMbakabIlAmAM bhaLe, pachI vRddhAvasthA AvI, khAdheluM pace nahIM. eTale cheDI kuTuMbanI ciMtA. pachI te potAnI vyAdhi, jiMdagImAM sthirapaNuM kaI ThekANe nathI, goLA tarIke gabaDate A jIva rahyo che. e gabaDatAM sukha meLavavA mATe mathe che. senAne kaLaza banAvavo hoya tyAM kacare meLavyuM thAya zuM? pUrepUruM sukha, keI divasa khase nahIM tevuM sukha joIe che. te mATe kaMcana, kAyA, kuTuMba, kAminI cAra meLave che. jagatane vyavahAra A cAra upara che. A cAra sivAya pAMcame thAMbhale nathI. e badhAM bhUkharI mATInAM thAMbhalA jevAM che; zaradInI havA lAge te mATInA thAMbhalA khasI paDe. A cAra thAMbhalA jenI upara jagata nAcI rahyuM che te bhUkharI mATInA thAMbhalA jevAM che. koDa rUpiyA meLavyA, rAja meLavyuM paNa jagata choDI jIva cAlavA mAMDaze, tyAre koDamAMthI keDI paNa joDe AvavAnI nathI. chokarAM chokarAM kare che, paNa AjanA kAyadAne vicAro te teo kahe che ke amAre hakaka che, tyAM tamArI marajI na cAle. pahelAMnA samayamAM tame kaTibadhvaja che, ane eka keDI na Ape te tyAre cAlatuM paNa Aje AvA hakka tarIke levAvALA che tene mATe jiMdagI evI? tAre putra bAheza ane bhAgyazALI
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________________ 43ra AnaMda pravacana darzanA che, te tuM dhana ekaThuM kare te tenI tene kiMmata nathI. putra kapUta hoya te pAMcane badale dasa lAkha bhegA karI ApI jAva te paNa te sApha. A sthiti chatAM paNa putra je hakakanA mATe haDakAye thAya, tenA mATe jahemata uThAvIe chIe. judA paDe tyAre cAhe tevo durjana vaLAvavA Ave, paNa A dhana koDa rUpiyA bhegA karIe te eka DagaluM paNa na Ave. e tyAM ne tyAM ja rahe, kemake te jaDa che, cetana nathI, strI cetana kharI paNa te coka sudhI Ave. strIne aMge rAmacaMdra sarakhAe yuddho karyA; padmAvatIne rAjI karavA aMge karaDene. ghANa nIkaLI gayo. evI strI paNa kayAM sudhI Ave? cAka sudhI. dhanane thAMbhale tijorImAM rahyo, strIne thAMbhalo ceka sudhI, e. karelI sagAI che. bApa beTAne aMge sagAI navI karelI kahetA nathI, aMte sagAI karelI te kharIne? janmanI sagAI te nahI ne?" janmanI sagAI hoya te te kAma lAge. "AMgaLIthI nakha vegaLA, eTalA vegaLA, strI coka sudhI ane kuTuMba smazAna sudhI AvyuM tyAM te paNa hAtha joDIne besI javAnuM. kuTuMbane thAMbhale dha. ramazAne; e badhA khAvA pIvAnA, "huM" "mAruM kahevaDAvavAnA. bhAgIdAra sukhanA, paNa duHkhanA bhAgIdAra nathI. sukhaduHkhanI bhAgIdArI zarIra, sAthe che. zarIranA sukhe AtmAne sukha thAya. sukhadu:khane bhAgIdAra hata te deha baLI gaye pachI tArI joDe keNa? A saMsAramAM sAdhana tarIke je vastu meLavIe chIe te A cAra che. e cAra sAdhana bhUkharI mATInA thAMbhalA jevAM che. AgaLa zuM thaze tene tene vicAra Ave nahi, saravALe zUnya che. meLavyuM te mUkavAne mATe che. A jagatamAM je kAMI meLavIe mUkavAne mATe che. nathI te dhana, strI, zarIra ke kuTuMba kAma AvavAnuM. AtmAne pitAne jovAnI phurasada nathI. huM keNa? mArI zI sthiti thaze? mArI kaI sthiti hatI? e jovAne TAIma na maLe, AMkha je tarapha gaI te tarapha jue. AtmAnI sthiti evI vicitra che ke kharekhara AMkha jevI nibhaMgI
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________________ upAdhi kema chUTe? 433 che, AMkha doDha DAhI che. te badhI vastune jue, bAjoTha, kamADane jue che paNa pote pitAne na jue. AkhA jagatane AMkha jue. dUranA DuMgarAne jue paNa pAsenI kaNIne na jue. pitAne na jue, mAtra parane jue. e AMkhanI kuTeva che. AtmAnI paNa A kuTeva che. janmathI mAMDIne maraNa sudhI bIjI-trIjI paMcAtamAM paDe che. khAvuM pIvuM, kuTuMbakabIlo vagerenI paMcAtamAM paDe che, paNa pote koNa che? e jovAne te taiyAra nathI. te jovAya zI rIte ? AMkha AMkhane joI na zake, paNa sAme Arie dharIe te AMkha AMkhanuM svarUpa jANe. AtmA jagatanI paMcAtamAM paDe, emAM AtmA AtmAne joI zakatuM nathI. ghera beThA hoya te strI-ghareNanI vAta cAle, gAmamAM beThA hoya te gAmanI vAta cAle. ApaNe ApaNane oLakhIe e vAta koI jagyAe cAlatI nathI. A jIva janme tyArathI mAryo tyAM sudhI tene AtmAne jevA, jANavAnI phurasada nathI. jIva puNya bole che ke pApa le che e mATe vicAra nahI. AMkha ArisAnI sAme Ave tyAre Arise AMkhanuM svarUpa dekhADe. tema A AtmA mahApurUSanI pAse Ave, tyAre AtmAne jevAne vakhata Ave. A jIvananI koDe pUrvenI jiMdagI hoya, te paNa dhana, kAminIne ja te joyA kare, pitAne jovAno vakhata Ave nahi, purUSanA samAgamamAM AvIe, tyAre jovAne vakhata maLe. dhana mAlika nathI, strI mAlika nathI. badhAno mAlika AtmA che; tene vicAra nathI. kAjInI kUtarInI kiMmata che, paNa kAjInI kiMmata nathI. kUtarI marI gaI tyAre gAma AbhaDavA AvyuM, kAjI marI gayo tyAre keI AvyuM nahIM. mAruM zuM e vicAra keIne AvyA nathI. kAjInI kUtarInI kiMmata che. samaju manuSya te kAjInI kiMmata karavAnI. pUrA mahApuNyanA saMjoge manuSya bhava, Arya kSetra vagere pAmyA. jyAre AtmAne na sudhArIe te kaI jiMdagImAM sudhArIzuM. jAnavara carI. Ave, dUdha Ape, ane te jiMdagI pUrI kare, mare tyAM DheDa ghasaDI jAya. e jiMdagImAM AtmAne vicAra nathI. ApaNe manuSyapaNAmAM 28 nI katarana badhAne mAli ttirI marI
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________________ 434 - VVVVVVVVVVVVVV AnaMda pravacana darzana AvatI (bhaviSyanI) ane gaI (bhUtakALanI) jiMdagIne vicAra karI zakIe chIe. manuSya bhava, Arya kSetra vagere mahyuM che tenuM phaLa zuM? manuSyapaNamAM vadhAre e che ke pote pitAne jANe. pitAne nahi jANavAthI anAdikALathI java rakhaDe emAM navAI nathI. A bhavamAM AtmAne pote je nathI, jANyuM nathI te bIjA bhavemAM AtmAne dekhanAre kyAMthI thAya? AtmAne jaNAvanArA mahApurUSo maLe kyAMthI ? tevI rIte A jIve anAdithI AtmAne jANe nahIM, tethI anaMta bho pUrA karyA, janme tyArathI rAka le, kherAka laIne zarIra meLave ane jagatamAMthI jAya tyAre zarIrane mUko jAya. A AtmAne nahete jANe tyAM sudhI jiMdagInI mahenata Ama ja karyA karI che. anAdi kALathI saMsAramAM janmamaraNanAM duHkha veThavAM paDayAM che. hIrAnI kiMmata kharI, paNa hIrAne jenArI AMkhanI kiMmata nahIM. tevI rIte ahIM upAdhinI kiMmata, paNa ene meLavanAra AtmAnI kiMmata nahIM, AtmAnuM jJAna nathI. AtmAne ajJAnathI duHkha thayeluM che. have jAgyA tyArathI savAra" have cetIne duHkha dUra karo, ThaMDI lAgI hoya, hAtha akaDAI gayA hoya tyAre agninuM sevana, AtmAnuM ajJAna na hatuM te duHkhathI gherAta nahIM. AtmAnuM jJAna karavuM joIe. je lebha, mAna, mAyA thAya che, te vikAre che. siddhane AtmA ane ApaNe AtmA e bemAM lagIre pharaka nathI. e zuddha thayelA che ane ApaNe malina chIe. malinatA TALI daIe te siddha samAna chIe. jevuM makAna caNAvavuM hoya te. plAna karavuM joIe. kaDIye IMTa mUke te plAna upara ja najara rAkhe tema AtmAe siddhi meLavavI hoya te je siddhi pAmyA hoya tene nakaze meLava, te najara sAme rAkha. plAna dhyAnamAM le te ja makAna te pramANe taiyAra thAya, tema siddha mahArAja kevI rIte thAya te upara ApaNe paNa dhyAna rAkhavAnuM, AtmajJAna-AtmAnuM svarUpa vicAro.
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________________ upAdhi kema chUTe ? 435 seAnAnI kiMmata jANanArA te lADhAne tie tALavA na jAya. leADhAne teA zerathI teALaze. tema AtmAnuM svarUpa jANavAmAM Avaze tyAre upAdhine para svarUpe, ane AtmAnA guNAne svasvarUpe jANaze. AtmAnuM bhAna thAya teA upAdhi rahita thaI javAze. upAdhi strInI jAta che, rIsAmaNI che. te dekhe ke mArI upara Adara che' tyAM sudhI te sAthe rahe, anAdara dekhe te paraNelI piyare bhAgI jAya. upAdhi DUbADanArI che, upAdhinA anAdara thAya tA te ApeAApa khase. AtmAnuM jJAna thAya tyAre upAdhi khase, tapasyA e ja kanAza karavAne samartha che.. AtmAnu' svarUpa samajyA vinA tA A jagatnI karelI mahenata mITTImAM maLavAnI. AtmAnA bhAnane mATe je mahenata kare te sa kAyamane mATe rahevAnI. kevaLajJAna ane meAkSa meLavyu. e hamezAM rahevAnu. jiMdagImAM eka evI vastu meLavIe ke te keAI divasa na jAya, tene mATe mahenata karavI. A jagatanI aMdara jiMdagI sudhI mahenata kare che chatAM saravALA zUnya. upAdhine te ja cheDI zake ke je AtmAmAM lIna rahe. mATe AtmAmAM lIna rahI upAdhine cheDavI e ja zreyaskara che. AtmIyadaSTie devatAnA bhava paNa AtmoyazakitanA AvirbhAvane vadhAravA mATe adhApA samAna che.
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________________ 100 muni AhiMsaka ke cina? [chadmasthapaNAmAM vicAra che. kevaLIne vicAra nathI. jIva janme tyArathI AhAranA vicAra kare che. 'khA... khAuM ne khAu' teNe eTaluM khAdhuM ke hArA maNanI koThIe khAlI thaI gaI. paNa tenuM savAzeranuM peTa na bharAyuM. AhArasa nA ekendriyathI mAMDI badhAne che. tiya ca pace driyamAM AhAra tA hatA, chatAM temAM kuTuMbanI ciMtA vadhI. te peAtAnA baccA mATe baLavAna sAme paNa thAya. manuSyamAM tethI paNa vadhu be ciMtA dAkhala thaI; sthAnanI ane paisAnI te ciMtA evI ke camaDI tUTe paNa damaDI na chUTe." paisAnA mAhe aneka pApa karAvyA ATalA mATe te zAstrakArAe sAdhune ahiMsaka na kahetAM akiMcana kahyA, kicana avasthA ja guganu kAraNa che. Ama uttarAttara vicArazakti vadhI tema karmAM vadhyA.] jIva mAtrane AhAra saMjJA che. zAstrakAra mahArAjA nyAyAcArya zrImad yoAvijayajI upAdhyAyajI bhavya jIveAnA upakArane mATe 'jJAnasAra' racatAM jaNAve che ke "saMsAramAM jyA lagI chadmasthapaNuM che tyAM lagI sa`kalpa vikalpa vagaranI avasthA kAi divasa hAtI nathI, ane kevalajJAna prApta thAya tyArapachI vicAranI jarUra nathI. arthAt kevaLIAne vicAra hotA nathI. kAraNa ke jyAM lagI sarva dravya kSetra kALa ane bhAva vagerenuM jJAna na thAya, tyAM sudhI ja vicArA hoya che. jJAna thayA pachI, vicAranI jarUra hAtI nathI, kevaLajJAna thayA pachI kriyAnA kAraNeAnA nizcaya hAya che. tethI vicAranI jarUra hAtI nathI. je mAtRbhASA hoya, tene zabda vAMcIe ne bAlIe temAM kAMipaNa vicAravAnI jarUra hotI nathI; kAraNa ke tenuM jJAna ApaNane che. sarva jIvA sajJA vagaranA nathI,
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________________ muni ahiMsaka ke akiMcana? 437 AhAra saMjJA tamAma jIve che. kAraNa ke AhAra na hoya to zarIra paNa na hoya, ane zarIra je na hoya te Indriyo paNa na hoya. mAne ke AhAra saMjJA na hoya, mAtra ekalo AhAra hoya. paNa e AhAra lIdhe thAya che ke, vagara lIdhe thAya che. taijas nAmakarmane lIdhe tejasU zarIra baMdhAya, e taijas zarIrane lIdhe sudhA utpanna thAya ane AhAranI IcchA thAya, ane AhAra maLe eTale pachI saMtoSa thAya ane te na maLe te asaMtoSa thAya. jyAre bhUkha lAge tyAre baccAo rovA mAMDe che. zAthI? kahevuM ja paDaze ke sudhAe vedanA utpanna karI, AhAranI IcchA karI, paNa te na maLe eTale rovA mAMDayo ane AhAra maLyo eTale te rIte baMdha thaI jAya. AhAra maLyA pachI kaMI vicAra na thAya eTale revuM baMdha thaI jAya. ema mAne che, tethI keI baccAne revuM zIkhavavuM paDatuM nathI. balavAnuM cAlavAnuM zIkhavavuM paDe che. rovAnuM ApoApa te zIkhI jAya che. A rIte e AhAranI saMjJA dareka jIvane che. AhAra saMjJAthI chUTavA tapasyA kare. A jIva anAdi kALathI AhArane aMge prayatna karato Avyo che. e khAvAnI saMjJAmAM ApaNe anAdithI rakhaDayAM chIe. cAhe jevo ke ThAra jemAM hajAra maNa samAtuM hoya te bharAI jAya chatAM paNa savA zeranI A kANuM kaThI keI dI' bharAtI nathI. A ja hisAbe zAstrakAroe kahyuM che ke "je pANI pIdhAM che, ane anAja khAdhAM che, tenA DhagalA karavAmAM Ave te te jagatamAM na mAya. kevaLa mAtAnuM dUdha ja je bhava pIdhuM che te badhuM ekaThuM karIe te svayaMbhU ramaNa samudra-chelle samudra paNa mAnA dUdha AgaLa khAciyA jeTale lAge ! anAdi kALanI apekSAe keTalI mAtAnAM dUdha pIdhAM che ? eka eka mAtAnuM eka eka rUpiyAbhAra dUdha laIe, tepaNa te vadhI jAya, kAraNa ke svayaMbhU ramaNa samudranuM pANI anaMta rUpiyA bhAra nathI. tema chatAM savA zeranI A peTanI kANuM keThI bharAya nahIM ? je e
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________________ 438 AnaMda pravacana na na bharAya tA IcchA tA zAnI bharAya ? pUraNa gartA eTale jema pUrIe tema khADA ne khADA rahe, evuM duniyAmAM sadA cAle che. kUvAne aMge jema caNanArA nIce Utare tema icchA, sa'kalpa vikalpa evI cIja che ke jema maLe tema khADA vadhe.' eka rUpiyA jenI pAse che, tene pUchIe keTalA rUpiyA joIe che ? tA te kaheze ke 100. khADA 99 nA, 100 vALAne 1000, 1000 vALAne 10000 joIe, pachI lAkha joIe. vepAra kare teA khADA purAya, paNa sakalpamAM te vepAra karyo ke te khADA vacceA ! evI rIte AhAranA sakalpa-vikalpamAM jaIe. ekendriyamAM AhAra keTalA hatA ? eindriyamAM tenAthI vadhyA, teindriyamAM corIindriyamAM vageremAM vatA ne vadhatA jAya che, ane pacendriyamAM paNa tethI adhika vadhe che. A vAta jyAre dhyAnamAM Avaze tyAre dhyAnamAM Avaze ke zAstrakAroe tapasyA para jUra zA mATe dIdhu` haze ? AhAra saMjJAthI chUTavuM hAya tA AhAramAM utAratA cAleA. eka manuSyanA ApaNA upara atyaMta pyAra hoya, gaLe te vaLagatA hoya, temAMthI chUTavuM hoya tyAre dhIme dhIme chUTIe chIe, evI rIte AhAra anAdithI vaLagelA che, ene sarvathA cheADavA che. mAkSamAM gayA pachI AhAra karavAnA nathI. AhAra cheDayA vagara mAkSa maLatuM nathI. keTalAka mahAnubhavA kahe che ke tapasyA eTale lAMghaNu kheMcavI. jJAnIone zvAseAzvAsamAM karmakSaya thAya tA teNe tapasyA zuM kAma karavI ? hajI AvuM kahenArA sAce raste AvyA nathI. ApaNe jJAnI khanavu che ? zAne mATe ? khAvAnI chUTa levA ! ajJanA mATe tapasyA karavAnuM zA mATe ? tIrthakara mahArAjA cAra jJAnavALA chatAM temaNe tapasyA karI. tamArI dRSTie tame temane jJAnI mAnA tA tevA jJAnIe paNa tapasyA karI che, mATe jJAnIe cAkkasa tapasyA karavAnI jarUra che. ajJAnI zarIranu du:kha sahana na karI zake.
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________________ 43 muni ahiMsaka ke akiMcana? jJAnI kone kahIe? aMtarAtmAne. bahirAtmAne jJAnI nathI kahetA. jyAre pote aMtarAtmA che te zarIranA nukasAnathI ene zuM ! ene te zarIra beDI rU5 che. beDI nabaLI paDe te aMtarAtmA AnaMda mAne. banavuM che jJAnI. ane tapasyAthI trAsa pAma che! aMtarAtmAne A vicAra-nizcaya. hovuM joIe, ke AhAra cheDIza tyAre ja mekSa maLavAne che. vAta dhyAnamAM laIzuM to mAluma paDaze ke, AtmA Aja sudhI 2khaDo kema ? te tene haMmezAM khAvuM khAvuM ne khAvuM tethI terakhaDo. paMkhIne svabhAva rAte khAvAnuM nathI. rAtre pitAnA mALAmAM sthira rahe che. rAtre caravA nIkaLe te hera, rAtre khAnArane jagatamAM paMkhInI upamA nathI devAtI. DhoranI upamA kone devAya? dahADe ke rAtrinA khAvAne ja vicAra hoya tene DhAra kahevAya che, samaju hoya te rAtanA na. khAya. paNa jIva te A divasa ne rAta khAuM khAuM karI rahe che.. jema A janmamAM che, tema anaMtA janmamAM AnI A ja dazA che. khAvuM, zarIra dharavuM ane zarIra choDavuM. dareka bhavanI vAta vicAro. AhArane vicAra A jIvane haMmezana che. phakta ekalA ekendriyapaNAmAM nathI, paNa dareka bhavamAM AhArano vicAra che. yAvat saMjJI paMcendriyamAM pAMce IndriyenA vikAre AhAra saMjJAnA pariNAme ApaNane vaLagyA. saMjJI paMcendriyamAM enuM sAdhaka kuTuMba vaLagyuM.. gAya ne vAcharaDAnA saMkaH vicAre. jAnavarone paNa kuTuMba para bahu prema hoya che. baccAnA mohane lIdhe navI vIyANI gAya mArakaNuM. kUda che, hariNI paNa vAghanI sAme thAya che. A badhuM baccAnA snehane lIdhe bane che. baccA paNa mAne lIdhe doDe che, e zAne lIdhe ? kuTuMbanA mehane lIdhe te doDe che. kuTuMbapaNAnA saMkalpamAM tiryacapaNuM bhegavIe chIe. vivekarahitapaNAthI bALakane dhavaDAvyuM, pALyuM, baccAne bacAvavA khAtara lAkaDIo khAdhI paNa tenuM phaLa zuM? kUtarI baccAne pALe tethI kUtarIne lAbha zuM ? A vicAra kone
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________________ 440 AnaMda pravacana darzana hoya? tiryaMcamAM vivekapaNuM heya kyAMthI? evI rIte nivivekI manuSya paNa niSphaLa kAryo kare. pariNAma vicArIne kArya koNa kare? te ke vivekI kare. e ja tiryaMcanA saMkalpo haju paNa manuSyapaNAmAM AvyA che. kuTuMbane pALavA piSavA vagerenuM phaLa zuM te vicAryuM. hajAre pApa, hajAre adharmo karIe, deva pratye bedarakArI dAkhavIe ane gurUnI avajJA karIe te tenuM phaLa zuM? paNa jIvane gaLe te prANa hoya te paNa kuTuMbanI ja ciMtA thayA kare che. manuSyamAM kuTuMbaciMtA sAthe paisAne meha vaLagyo. vivekazUnyapaNAnuM lakSaNa haju manuSyapaNAmAM emanuM ema ja rahyuM che. vahuone ghera AvyA pachI sAsuonI zI dazA thAya che te chatAM bIjAne paraNAva hoya tyAre evI ne evI rIte sAsu ghelI thaI jAya che. devagatimAM paNa e ja sthiti hoya che. devatAmAM sagAne kaI jAtane saMbaMdha nathI. manuSyamAM eka mAtAnA jaNelA be bhAI hoya tema devamAM nava mahinA nathI rAkhavAnuM garbhamAM ke nathI pALavAnuM, chatAM mehathI devatA gAMDA eTalA badhA thaI jAya che ke tene pAranathI. eka devI cAvI to devatA gAMDA thaI gayA. devatApaNAmAM kuTuMbapaNane meha ema ne ema cAle che. * manuSyapaNumAM badhA karatAM paisAnI navI sthiti UbhI thaI, atyAra sudhI pAMca IndriyonI ja hatI. paNa kuTuMbapaNAnI UbhI thaI, pachI sthAnanI-makAnanI ane pachI A paisAnI lAlaca UbhI thaI! have pisA AgaLa AgaLanI chaye gauNa thaI jAya che. IndriyonA viSayo choDavA paDe te kabUla. kuTuMbane duHkha thAya che te paNa te kabUla. te pelI sAta karatAM A AThamI sthiti te duniyAnA viSayone paNa bhUlAve che. paisAne aMge ja paramezvarapaNAnI buddhi thAya e manuSya paMcendriyapaNamAM ja che. sAdhuo tethI ja kahe che ke "akiMcana bane." sAdhunuM nAma ahiMsaka nathI rAkhyuM, satyavAdI nathI rAkhyuM paNa akiMcana nAma rAkhyuM. sAdhumAM guNa ghaNu badhA che paNa nAma
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________________ 441 muni ahisaMka ke akiMcana? te "akiMcana rAkhyuM, guNe heya te paNa te guNa je parigrahamAM levAye. te badhA guNe nAza pAmavAnA, ane je parigrahathI viramya te guNe nahIM hoya tenAmAM te paNa te AvavAnA nAmathI "akiMcana kahevAya." paNa svarUpamAM jaIe tyAre be bAbata kahevAya che. kaMcana-kAminI rahitapaNAnA aDDA tarIke kaMcana ane pravRttinA mULa tarIke kAminI hevAthI beya rahitapaNuM te ja sAdhupaNuM. gherathI nIkaLe, e ja sAdhupaNuM. gharatyAga e pratrajyAno zabda che, sarvathA prakAre gharathI nIkaLI javuM enuM nAma ja pravajyA. zabdArthathI vicArIe tagharathI sarvathA nIkaLavuM. atyAre zuM kahIe chIe. vairAgya Avye hoya to cheDI do ghara. zuM viSaya ke kaSAye nathI cheDavA ? je kaMcana ne kAminI be chUTayA te pahelAnA badhA viSaye ApoApa chUTaze. paMtagiyAnuM meta tenI AMkha lAve che. tevI rIte ApaNuM meta A AThamI cIja ja lAve che. jema vicArazakti vadhI, tema karma vadhyAM. paNa A AhAra, kuTuMbameha ane paisAnI paramezvarabuddhi TaLe te manuSyapaNumAM ja badhuM pamAya. vakatAnA guNa (1) vacanazaktivALe, (2) vistAra ane saMkSepane jJAtA, (3) priya kahenAra, (4) avasaracitane jANanAra, (5) satyavAdI, (6) saMdehano cheThanAra, (7) saghaLAM zAstromAM nipuNa, (8) vastunA pUratA ane Avazyaka varNanamAM vilaMba nahi karanAro, (9) sapUrNa aMgavALe athavA vyaMgya rIte-ADakatarI rIte nahi kahenAro, (10) lekene raMjana karanAra, (11) sabhAne jItanAra, (12) ahaMkAra vinAne, (13) dharmanuM AcaraNa karanAra ane (14) saMteSI he joIe. . 5252525252525250 REFERE
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________________ 1 - pAtaLA kapAyathI manuSyapaNuM ka iiiiiIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII jIva mAtrane kaSAya vaLagela che. paga aDe te sApe DaMkha de. AmAM aparAdha keTale ane sajA keTalI ? A moTI sajA kaSAyanI ugratAthI thAya che. jyAre jIvamAM kaSAya pAtaLA thAya tyAre manuSyapaNuM maLe che. = A pAtaLe kaSAya svAbhAvika joIe, garaja hoya tyAre krodhane, mAnane, mAyAne ane lebhane gaLI jaIe te pAtaLA nahi, paNa svAbhAvika thAya te te pAtaLA. AthI ja zAstrakAroe "kSamA vItha mUSa' kahyuM che. a "jIvuM ane bIjAne jIvADuM " A madhyama vRttie manuSyapaNuM maLe che. CASTILLO |||||||IIETUSREITINIEN iwiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii manuSya ane pazu badhA viSayanA vega pAchaLa ghasaDAya che. pU. AcArya mahArAja zrI haribhadrasUrijI dharmopadeza ApatAM jaNAve che ke "he mahAnubhAve ! A jIva IndriyonA viSaye, ane mAnasika vikAra-A be tarapha anAdi kALathI jhakI rahyo che. IndricenA viSaya mATe keIne upadeza ApavAnI jarUra nathI paDatI. jAnavaro paNa TADha vAya te taDake jAya ne tApa lAge te chAMyaDe jAya che. manuSya ke jAnavaramAM e bAbata svAbhAvika joIe chIe ke take lAge te chAMyaDe ne TADha vAya te taDake jAya; temAM kaIne kAMI kahevuM paDatuM nathI. mAnasika vicAre ane gusse jAnavaramAM paNa hoya che. pArevA jevI jAta bilADI upara gusse thAya, manuSya paNa mAnasika vicAromAM rAcI rahela che. eka sArthavAha keI sthaLe gaye che; cAlatAM cAlatAM tene paisAnI jarUra paDI, tethI eka zeTha pAse gaye ane tene kahyuM ke "zeTha, mAre daza hajAra joIe che."
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________________ pAtaLA kapAyathI manuSyapaNuM 443: zeThe kahyuM ke "amane zuM vAMdho che? ghareNuM mUkI jAva ane rUpiyA laI jAva." beMka paNa tema te udhAra Ape che. sArthavAhanI pAse senuM hoya te ApIne le ne ! tenI pAse senuM nathI ne pele paisA ApatuM nathI. chevaTe kUtarAne gharANe mUkIne daza hajAra rUpiyA lIdhA. have zeThanA ghera ghera AvyA, corI karatAM kUtare raDerADa pADI paNa zeThe gaNukAyuM nahi. core mAla laIne gayA tyAre kUtaro baMdhana teDIne enI pAchaLa gaye. ceree mAla dATa te sthAna jeIne kUtarA pitAnA sthAne pAchA AvyA. savAre cerI thayAnI khabara paDI. hehA thaI, kUtare zeThanA dhetiyAne cheDe pakaDIne kheMcavA mAMDe, tyAre zANA zeThe kahyuM ke "A DeLa karate nathI paNa ApaNane bolAve che." zeTha te cheDAne AdhAre gaye, mAla. jAnavare khodIne Ape. mAla Apyo eTale zeThane te badala vaLyo, kUtarAne gaLe ciThThI bAMdhIne zeThe tene ravAnA karyo ne lakhyuM ke tamArA tarAe amane vadhAre phAyado karyo che mATe meM tene choDI mUke che.' eka vakhate sArthavAha daza hajAra pAchA ApavA Ave che. AvatAM rastAmAM pahADa Ave te pahADa uparathI kUtarAne ne, ne sArthavAhane pitte gaye, kUtarAne kahyuM? nimakaharAma, badamAza, mArI AbarU upara pANI reDayuM ? jyAM kUtaro najIkamAM Avyo tyAre vaNajhArAe kahyuM ke "tane dhikkAra che." A sAMbhaLatAM kUtaro te cakarI khAI paDe ne marI gaye, vaNajhAre jyAM kUtare paDe che tyAM pAse AvI ne vaNajhAro jue che tyAM khabara paDI ke kUtarAne gaLe cIThThI bAMdhelI che. ciThThI jeIne temAM vAMcyuM tyAre sAcI khabara paDI. pachI teNe bahuja pazcAttApa karyo ane zeThanA- 10,000 ane pitAnA bIjA teTalA umerIne kUtarAnI yAdagIrImAM tyAM taLAva baMdhAvyuM. mananA gumAnane, gussAno ane prapaMcane vega manuSya ane jAnavara baMnemAM rahelo che. manuSya manuSyanA hisAbanI ane jAnavara jAnavaranA hisAbanI cAlabAjI kare che. lobha te pratyakSa badhAmAM joIe chIe, manuSya ane jAnavara bane viSayanA vega pAchaLa ghasaDAI rahelo che.
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________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana jeo IndriyanA viSaye pAchaLa deDI rahyA che tene dharmanI kiMmata nathI. nAnA bALakane AbarUne ke kiMmatane khyAla hoto nathI. tame zAstro mATe bole ke dharma phAkaDA maravA; pIvA, oDhavA ke paheravA mATe kAma lAge che?" nAno chokaro paNa tema bole che ke AbarU phAkaDA mAravA, pIvA, paheravA ke oDhavAmAM kAma lAge che? nAnuM bALaka khAvAmAM ne pIvAmAM samasyuM che. phAkavAna saMskAra eTale badhe paDe che ke nAnA chokarAne cATavuM batAve che te paNa cATavA jAya che. tevI rIte vastra vagere game te cIja batAve tene paNa te cATavAnI mahenata kare che. ene lata ja khAvAnI paDI che; phAkavAvALAne ane pIvAvALAne AbarUnI kiMmata na lAge. tema dharma paheravAoDhavAnA kAmane nathI. te pachI te zA kAmano ? jeo IndriyonA viSe ane mananA vicAro aMge doDI rahyAM che tene dharmanI kiMmata nathI. viSayanA vikAro ane mananA vegathI je dorAyelA nathI te samaje che ke A jiMdagIne AdhAra hoya te te dharma che. te sivAya bIjuM kaMI nathI. pahelAM ApaNuM janma para vicAra karo. A janma konI pasaMdagIne ? mAtAnI icchA, pitAnI prArthanAne, ke chokarAnI IcchAne? te kahevuM paDe ke ekenA vicArane nahi. mAtApitAe rakhaData je ne "A jIvane kukhe ke kuLamAM lauM, tema chekare paNa "A mAtApitA sArA che mATe tenA ghera janma lauM? keInI IcchAne nathI. paNa janma kenA lIdhe thaye ? paMcendriyanuM akhaMDapaNuM te konI IcchAnuM che? jenI nasIbadArI, te ja manuSyapaNuM pAme che. manuSyapaNuM maLyuM che pAtaLA kakSAyathI. jagata tarapha daSTi karIe. bAdazAha ane bIrabala jharUkhe beThA che. tyAMthI keI dubaLo nIkaLe che. bAdazAha bIrabalane pUche ke bIrabala! ye kabalA dUbelA kayuM hai." tyAre bIrabale kahyuM ke "sAheba! khAvAnuM nathI maLatuM.'
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________________ pAtaLA kaSAyathI manuSyapaNuM 445 tyAre bAdazAhe kahyuM ke "bevakupha ! khAne kA nA mIle te khAje kA bhUkA khAya. bhUkhyA kayuM rahe ?" bAdazAhanA bhANAmAM khAjA AkhA mUke paNa te bhAgyA vinA. na rahe, kAraNa ke te bhUke na khAya. bAdazAhI kuLamAM janme, ucharyo, tene lIdhe khAjAne bhUke nakAme lAge che, tyAre ema kahe che. je te jagata AkhAne najaramAM le tyAre mAluma paDe ke makAInI gheMsa keTalI muzkela che ? tevI rIte ApaNe paNa manuSyapaNuM pAmIne samajaNA thayA chIe. A manuSyapaNuM bAdazAhI khAjAnA bhUkakA samAna che. keI divasa e. vicAra karyo ke A manuSyapaNuM kema maLyuM ? ApaNe ja manuSya thayA tenuM koI kAraNa? A vicArane AkhI jiMdagImAM avakAza maLatuM nathI, anAdi krodhAdi vikArone avakAza che ja, manuSya kema bane te vicArane ja avakAza nathI. ApaNe IndriyonA viSaye. tarapha ne mananA vikAre tarapha eTalA badhA kheMcAyelA chIe ke manuSya kema banyA te jANavAne samajavAno avakAza ja na maLe. A manuSya paNa rUpI peDhImAM thApaNa mUkI te keTalI ghaTI, keTalI vadhI, tene kAMI vicAra karyo? kaI purAMta upara A peDhI khullI mUkAI hatI. teno vicAra karyo ? je ame nathI bhaNyA e nizALane ja boyakoTa che ema te nathIne ? sAcI nizALa e ke jenuM nAma dhama che. dharma eka ja mATInI. peDhInI milakata batAvanAra che. jene aphINanI Teva paDI che tene pAMca pakavAna Ape paNa kasuMbe na Ape to te phIkkA. lAgo paNa kasuMbo ApIne mIThAnI gheMsa pAI do te paNa te tene mIThI lAge che. vyasana lAgeluM hoya te te maLyA pachI bIjI game tevI kharAba cIja maLe te paNa te sArI lAge. jene krodha para kAbU nahi te kayAM sAro rahevAne ? sApane eka chokaro aDe temAM tene nukasAna keTaluM thayuM ? paNa teNe sajA keTalI karI te vicAre ! motanI sajA karI. zAne lIdhe ? krodha para kAbU nahi tene lIdhe. .
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________________ AnaMda pravacana darzana ghAMcIe kahyuM hatuM ke "mAro baLada nyAya nathI bhaNyo, te sArUM che." eka naiyAyika bhaNIne nIkaLyA. rastAmAM gAma AvyuM tyAM mAMgavA nIkaLe. tyAM te eka ghAMcIne ghera AvyA. ghAMcI leTa ApavA AvyA tyAM sudhI paMDitajIne dhyAnamAM joyA. tyAre ghAMcI kahe che ke huM leTa ApavA Avyo chuM, atyAra sudhI zA vicAramAM paDayA che?" paMDitajIe pUchayuM ke "A ghaMTaDI keNa vagADe che ? ghAMcIe kahyuM, "mAro baLada." - tyAre paMDita kahe ke "kAraNa vagara te na bane." ghAMcIe kahyuM? , huM bahAra gayo houM tyAre ghaMTaDI vAge tethI mane mAluma paDe ke baLada phare che." tyAre paMDite kahyuM ke "te beThe beThe mAthuM halAve ne ghaMTaDI vAge ema na bane ?" tyAre ghAMcIe kahyuM ke "mAre baLada nyAyanI luccAI nathI bhaNyo." ApaNe vicAra kare ke nukazAna keTaluM thayuM ne keTaluM karyuM? ane keTaluM te nyAyathI karyuM? je Ave tene upayoga karI de. ApaNe paNa pahelA bhavamAM kodha para kAbU vagaranA heta te ahI na heta. te kayAM heta ? - je kasube ke tene tyAM ja aphINIe piTaluM mUke, bIje na ke. zAstrakAra kahe che ke kodhAdi cAra jenA pAtaLA hoya, katrima rIte te pAtaLA badhAne karavA paDe che. sAme kalekaTara ma hoya ane te cakacUra hoya ane tamane tenuM mAthuM vAgyuM hoya te paNa tame kahe ke "sAheba mApha karaze. kAraNa ke te amaladAra che, te UMdhuM karavAnuM jANe che. ahIM tamAro koI keTale pAtaLe ? bhIla kApaDa levA AvyA. te kaMgALa che. zeThe kApaDa kAvyuM ane tene bhAva karyo tyAre pelAe kahyuM ke "zeTha, sAcuM bele."
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________________ pAtaLA kaSAyathI manuSyapaNuM 447 eTale pahelAM bolyA te jUThuM thayuM ne? tethI tamane jUThThA kahyA chatAM tamane gumAna na AvyuM. kema ke gumAna kare te kathaLImAM kANuM paDI jAya; kaSAya evA pAtaLA karavAthI manuSyapaNuM nathI maLatuM, paNa te svabhAvathI maLe che. prapaMcamAM tame samajatA ho ke A prapaMca gaLe paDaze te tame zuM kare ? akakalavAnanI AgaLa prapaMcanI vAta na karo, paNa sIdhI vAta karo. kAraNa ApaNe jANIe chIe ke tyAM bhAMDe phUTI jaze. svabhAve krodhAdi pAtaLA joIe. "durbalanA gunAne sahana kare tenuM nAma pAtaLA kaSAya. kSamA vIrastha mUSaNama sAmarthya chatAM paNa apakArano badalo na levo paNa tyAM kSamA ApavI. tame halakA kuLamAM janmyA ne bIjA halakA zabdo kahe te to tame sahana karo, temAM navAI nahi. tevI rIte prapaMcamAM ne lebhamAM paNa pAtaLApaNuM svabhAve hoya te ja te manuSyapaNAnI milakata meLavI Ape. - jyAre A cAra mAMcaDA thAya tyAre manuSyanA AyuSyane dara thAya. jyAre svabhAve kaSAyanuM pAtaLApaNuM thayuM jANapaNe ke ajANa paNe, tyAre manuSyapaNuM maLe. jANe-ajANe khUna kare te sajA thAya, tevI rIte manuSyajIvana keNa meLave ? te cAra kaSAya pAtaLA hoya te meLave. manuSyajIvana e gulAmI jIvana che. paradezI sattAnI rUe gulAmI jIvana nahIM paNa duniyAdArInI apekSAe gulAmI jIvana. pRthvI vagara tame jIvI zake che ? pANI, havA, agni ne vanaspati vagerene cheDI do ane pachI ja joIe ? te eka ghaDI paNa tame jIvI zake nahi. A jIvanamAM pRthvI--vagerenI daramiyAnagIrI vagara ApaNAthI kaMI thAya ja nahIM. tenA asahakArane sahana karo te kahevuM paDaze ke te banI zake tema nathI, pelA bhavamAM dukhIonAM dukhe jene dayA AvI ne tene lIdhe je vasAvyuM, tene lIdhe A badhAne sahakAra maLe. manuSyanuM jIvana maLyuM, paNa vyaktitva kayAM rahe? te vyaktitva
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________________ 448 AnaMda pravacana darzana tenA guNemAM raheluM che. bIjAne bhege pote jIve. A vicAre te kIDI thaye, kAraNa ke tyAre bIjAnA jIvananA bhege paNa huM jIvuM tema hatA. duniyAmAM jyAM sudhI viveka nathI hote tyAM sudhI jIvananA bhege chavuM. guNe kema Ave che te upara dhyAna devAnuM. jIvananA bhege jIvavAnI jagyAe jIvuM ne jIvADu. AthI AgaLa vadhe. mArA jIvananA bhege bIjAne jIvADuM. bIjAnA jIvanane bhege huM jIvuM te adhama. paNa mArA jIvananA bhege huM bIjAne jIvADuM te uttama. ane 1. huM jIvuM ne bIjAne jIvADuM A guNa madhyamane heya te ja manuSyapaNuM AvI zake. 2. mArA jIvananA bhege jIvADuM te devatAne lAyaka. 3. bIjAnA bhege javuM te naraka ane tiryaMcane lAyaka ane 4. huM jIvuM ne bIjAne jIvADuM te manuSyapaNane lAyaka. svabhAve pAtaLA kaSAyavALa, dAnarUcivALo ne madhyamaguNavALo hoya te manuSyapaNuM meLavI zake. A mATInI milakata laIne peDhI mAMDI che. paNa mATInI dukAnane vicAra kayAre ? ApaNe IndriyanA viSayane vicAra karIe chIe paNa ApaNI milakatane vicAra karatA nathI. te vicAra keNa karAve che ? te te eka dharma ja karAve. che. paraMtu gharma dareka Astikoe mAnyA chatAM tenA bhedono pAra nathI. ne tethI kevI rIte oLakhave ? bAvAjI nAvA gayA. pAse hatI leTI. tyAre tyAM AgaLa retamAM te dATI. nAhIne Ave tyAre dATela leTInI jagyAnI khabara paDe tethI tyAM retInI DhagalI karI. tevI rIte jeTalA nAhavA AvyA, te dareke tyAM DhagalI karI. have bAvAjI nAhIne AvyA, tyAre mArI DhagalI kaI te samajavI muzkela thaI. dharmanI DhagalIo badhAe karI paNa tattvavALI DhagalI kaI? A dhamanI parIkSA kaSa, cheda ane tApathI thAya che. AthI kaSa, cheda ane tApathI dharmanI parIkSA karIne gharSa karavo joIe.
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________________ 12 zarIra eTale darabArI jamIna * IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII ApaNe sukha zAzvatAM ane duHkha vinAnAM joIe che. sukha zAzvatAM 8 ane duHkha vinAnAM joIe to Indriyone kAbUmAM rAkhavI joIe te 3 vinA zAzvata sukha maLatAM nathI. inviIIIIIIIIIIIIIuuuuudIn duHkhanI chAMTa vinAnuM sukha joIe. zAstrakAra zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja "jJAnasAramAM idriyajayASTaka karatAM sUcave che ke A saMsAramAM je jIva dekhIe te eke Idriya, beIdriya, teIdriya caurindriya, nArakI, devatA, tiryaMca ke manuSya hoya badhAnI eka ja IcchA hoya che. IcchAmAM bheda keIne nathI. eka ja IcchA sukhanI hoya che. dariye eka ja. nadI kaI game tyAMthI jAya, paNa dariyo eka. badhI nadIo javAnI tyAM dariyAmAM. rastAmAM vacce vyavahAramArga bhale Ave. tema jIvane sukha meLavavuM. game te hoya (nArakI Adi), paNa badhA mAge sukha. A joIe, peluM joIe, paNa badhuM sukha. sAghane bhale judAM hoya, keI makAna, kSetra, mahela, putra, strI dvArA sukha Irache. dvAra game teTalAM ya paNa IcchA eka ja sukhanI. DuMgarAnI nadI lo te cheDo dariyAmAM. tevI rIte ahIM paNa keInI paNa IcchA le te cheDe sukha. je sukha karanArI vastu te. saMgharIe. te ja vastu kAle duHkha karanArI thAya te tene pheMkI daIe. pahelAM kalyANa karanArI mA che. ema dhArI "mA, mA kare. moTo thaye tyAM mA pratye rAga ghaTI gaye, sukhanI zcita mAlUma paDe tyAM sudhI mA. pachI tene choDI de che. zarIra sAruM hoya tyAre ne saDe. tyAre kema? sagAsaMbaMdhI, dhana, zarIrAdi sukha kAraNa mATe heya tyAM sudhI temane sacavAya, ne teo duHkhanuM kAraNa jaNAya, te tene 24
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________________ 450 AnaMda pravacana darzana cheADIe. duniyAne cIjanI sagAi nathI. te te sukhanI IcchAthI tene vaLage che ne duHkhanu kAraNa mAlUma paDe tyAre te pheMkI de che. vicArIzuM tA mAlUma paDaze ke badhAnuM dhyeya eka ja ke sukha meLavavuM. dareka kevuM sukha meLavavA mAge che ? kadara sArI hAya tenA kaTALA hAya che. lADavA sAra! paNa -zAka, athANA vagara pIraseA tA khAnAra keTalA khAya ? cAra khAtA hAya tA be khAya ne athANuM zAka Ape! teA badhA khAi jAya. duniyAmAM sukha che. paNa sukhane aMge koI ka'TALatA nathI. chatAMya e sukhathI koI divasa te kaMTALe che ? gaLyuM khAtAM kaMTALyA tema sukha bhAgavatAM kaMTALyA ? nA. kema ? kevuM joie che sukha ? canna julena Amizra duHkhanI chApa paNa na paDelI hoya, tevu' sukha dareka Icche che. svapne paNa ema na heAya ke ATaluM duHkha Ave tA ThIka. chekarAnA zaNagAramAM A DAgha na ja joIe, na lAgavA joie. tema tamAre paNa sukhamAM du:khanA DAgha na joie. zarIra e teA rAvaLI jamIna che. zarIra cheDA eTale tenAM sukha mUkavAM paDe. emAMya vaLI keTalIka cIja ApaNI jiMdagI sudhI cAle, pachI koNa jANe ? pAMca indriyAnA karAra ApaNI jANa khahAra che? tamA khaseA tyAre zarIra tamArUM nahi; tame zarIranA nahIM; tame indriyAnA nahI ane indriyA tamArI nahIM. A karArathI AyuSya paNa jiMdagInA karArathI che paNa ApaNe sukha kAI karArathI levA mAMgatA nathI. koIpaNa divasa ema nathI thatuM ke 20-25 varSa sukha AvA pachI duHkha bhale Ave. A paNa manamAM na thAya ke A jiMDhaMgI sukhathI pasAra thAya ane AvatI jiMdagI Ave temAM bhale duHkha AveA. A zarIra-indriyanI zarata ji MdagIne cheDe pUrI thAya tenI ciMtA nahIM, paNa duHkha na thAya enI ciMtA kharI. A zarIrAdi maLelAM che paNa te maLelAM kevAM ? rAjyamAM moTA zeTha hAya, tenI jamIna rAvaLI rahe che, mAlikInI nahi. tenI peThe A sukha che. raheA tyAM sudhI mAja mANA.
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________________ zarIra eTale darabArI jamIna 51 cAra vighA le ke cauda vIghA le paNa hada cheDIne eka gAu jAya, te mULa jamIna sAthe levA devA nahi, cAra hAtha paga nahi. jyAM sudhI ahIM rahe tyAM sudhI kUdAkUda karI le paNa tyAMthI nIkaLyA pachI kaMI na vaLe. te ahIM ne ahIM ujajaDa verAna paDI rahe e kabUla paNa rAvaLI jamIna bahAra jAya, ane ene na maLe. ahIMnA hoya tene ja maLe. tema zarIramAMthI nIkaLyA pachI, rAkhaDA thAya, tene kUtarA khAya, ziyALa khAya paNa tyAM tamAre hakaka nahIM. Ane aMge jANIe chIe ke A zaratI che, zarata vagaranuM nathI. AgADha nathI ke jyAM rahe tyAM paNa mAlikI jAya. zarIra AgADha nathI. AvI jamInamAM ApaNe rahIe chIe ane rahyA chatAM rAvaLanI sthiti tapAsatA nathI. rAyanA kayAM kharacAya? AgADha jamIna upara beraDuM hoya tyAM. eTale rAvaLI jagA upara rAyaLA na kharacAya. zarIrarUpa jagyA tIrtha kare ane gaNadharAdine paNa AgADha vecANa nathI maLI te pachI tuM kaI sthitine ke tane AgADha maLavAnI? keIne maLI nathI, maLatI nathI ne maLaze paNa nahIM. pachI tyAM herAnagati mATe teTalA ja rAyanA kharacAya. rahIe tyAre mAnathI rahIe. kharacatAM vicAra karavo paDe te ja vAta. ahIM A rAvaLI jamIna, tene aMge puNya kharace paNa puNya bhegavIe te vakhate vicAra kare ke zuM karIe chIe ? pApa bAMdhe tyAre vicArI le ke zuM thaze? janmathI maraNa sudhI dareka kSaNe bAMdhelI puNyaprakRti teDIe chIe. rAvaLI jamIna mATe rAyanA kharacAya te vicAro che ? ne temAM devuM e te gAMDe ja kare? kaI tyAM raDuM bAMdhI de, nahitara badhuM khalAsa. bIjI jagyAmAM javAya, devAM karAya paNa ahIM na pAlave, A rAvaLI jamInamAM rAcI puNyarUpI rAyaLa kharace ane pApanuM devuM kare che. AvuM karyA chatAM manamAM zuM hoya ke AvatI gatimAM dukha na maLo. sukha koI kALe khase nahi. Ama jIva Icche sukha duHkha vagaranuM ane kaI divasa khase nahi tevuM
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________________ 52 AnaMda pravacana darzana te paNa saMpUrNa adhurUM nahIM. bIjI cIja adhurI pAlave. taLAva pANIthI AkhuM bhareluM hoya paNa leTA be leTAthI saMtoSa thAya. dhama manemana sAkSIe e badhA mATe nahi hIrA peTImAM nAkhe, khIssAmAM nAkhe, paNa le kAcanA kakaDA. badhI dhAraNA pravRtti hIrAnI, paNa vastumAM vadhe zuM ? tethI kAca hIre thAya khare? nA. dhAyuM badhuM paNa thAya nahIM. ApaNe kahIe ke mane mana sAkSI. are ! ApaNe mane mana sAkSI hoya? te te cittavALAne ja heya. ApaNe evuM sukha dhAryuM paNa tethI kAma nathI thatuM. vastu joIe. ApaNe kahIe kriyA karma ane pariNAma baMdha e badhe nahIM. Akasmika palTa hoya tyAM, nahi te musalamAna, brAhmaNa, dhAgApaMthI badhA A. mAne che, paNa dhAre che zuM? dharma badhA mAne che tethI dharma badhAne thaI javAne. kiyA bhale thAya paNa pariNAme dharma che ne? jyAM zAstrAdhAre zAstra samajI, zAstrane AdhAre pariNAma dhArI, zAstrathI, kriyA zarU karI tyAM paTa thaI jAya. tyAM pariNAme dharma. pANImAM mAkhI paDI, bacAvavA pravRtti karI, paNa jIva marI gaye pachI hiMsA lAgI ke dayAnuM phaLa thayuM ? vicAro, lAbha bacAvavAne ne kiyA kaI thaI? meta chatAM pariNati bacAvavAnI hatI, tethI lAbha kahyo. hiMsA karavA mATe pravarte chaTakI gaye, hiMsA na thaI, te tenuM phaLa zuM? hiMsA chatAM ahiMsAnuM ane ahiMsA chatAM hiMsAnuM phaLa. kudeva, kuguru, kudharma mAne che paNa sArA dhArIne mAne che ne? AthI ApaNuM sukhanI IrachA sarvakALane mATe, saMpUrNa mATe chatAM phaLIbhUta kayAre thAya? tevAM kAraNe jeDIe tyAre saMpUrNa sukha joIe. te evuM sthAna zodho ke jemAMthI maLela sukha nAza na pAme. pAtra ze. te pAtra evuM hoya ke jyAM agADha vecANavALI, ochIvattI na thAya tevI jagyA te mekSa je cauda rAjalakamAM svAdhIna, agADha vecANanI mAphaka hoya kharacela che. rAyaLa tyAM nakAmA jatA nathI. zarIrAdi rAvaLI jamIna, darabArI jamIna agADha vecANavALI heya.
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________________ zarIra eTale darabArI jamIna 453 tA tyAM mAkSa che. jyAM kula sattA ja AtmAnI haiAya, pudgalanI nahIM. tethI sarva prakAre asaMkhyAtA pradezeAe dareka samaye AtmA vyAputa thAya che. devAmAM DUbelA rAjyane cheDAvavA rAjavIoe karakasara upara keDa bAMdhavI joIe, na khAMdhe tA jamInadArIne cheADI zake nahi. tame karakasara upara keDa bAMdheA. rAjavI zokha echA kare tA keDa bAMdhI zake, nahitara nahi. tema devAmAMthI tAre mukta thavu hoya tA tamAre keDa bAMdhavAnI jarUra che. te kayAre thAya ke indriyAne kAbUmAM rAkhavA mATe taiyAra thAya. tyAre pAkAra karavAthI devuM chUTe nahi. paNa devuM cheDavAnu' lakSya rAkhavuM. tema tamAre paNa jeTalI tAkAta, sAmarthya ke zakita hAya te badhI phAravavI. A keDa khAMdhI rAjA rAjyane devAmAMthI cheDave, tema tuM keDa bAMdhI, indriya jItI zakIza ane ttuthI ja saMsArathI chUTIza ane mekSa meLavIza. 90] bhAvadhyAnAM nirjharI jharAvavA mATe jaina darzana jagatamAM janmyuM che. jyAM sudhI bhAvayAnuM tattva nihALanArA nahi thA tyAM sudhI prabhumAnI badhI kAryavAhI sAdhyanI siddhi karI zakaze nahi. ~~ * * DOS
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________________ 3 jIvajIvana ane jaDajIvana na [ jyAM chadmasthapaNuM che tyAM vicAra che. A vicAra jIvajIvana ane jaDajIvana ema be prakAra che. jyAM sudhI virati na Ave tyAM sudhI jaDa jIvana ane virati Ave eTale jIvajIvana, jIvajIvana chaThThA guNaThANa pachIthI ja thAya che. ane te ja parama upakAraka che ]. jIvana be prakAranAM : jIvajIvana ane jaDajIvana zAstrakAra mahArAjA nyAyAcArya zrImAna zrI yazovijayajI. mahArAja bhavya jIvone upakAra mATe 23mA "lokasaMjJA aSTakamAM jaNAve che ke saMsAramAM keIpaNa jIva chadmastha che. saMpUrNa jJAna pAmya nathI tyAM sudhI saMjJA vagarane heya nahIM. je je jIve kevaLI hoya. nahIM te badhA saMjJAvALA hoya. ane tethI ja jJAnamAM apUrNa che. kiyAnAM kAraNenI nizcitatA nathI. vicAro be prakAranA che. jIvA vicAra ane jaDa vicAra. A be prakAranA ja padArtho che. haMmezAM vicAra padArthonA thAya. je padArtha rUpe hoya tenA ja vicAra thAya. keIe svapnAmAM paNa AkAzanA phUlane vicAra karyo nathI. AkAzanuM phUla mane maLe e vicAra svapnamAM paNa A khare? te ja vicAra svapnamAM Ave che, je duniyAmAM hayAta heya. jagatamAM padArtha ja be jIva ane jaDa, be jAtanA padArtha hovAthI trIjAne vicAra na hoya. A vAta zAstrakArone paNa mAnya che. jIva ane jaDa jaNAvIe emAM sAMbhaLanAranuM zuM vaLyuM ? amAre jJAna e ja levAnuM ke jenAthI koI paNa phAyado thAya. jeo jJAnane sAdhya tarIke gaNatA hoya, phaLa tarIke gaNAtA hoya teone
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________________ jIvajIvana ane jaDajIvana 455 pUchIe ke, tamArA ISTamAM tela keTaluM ? kayA keTalA ? te tapAsyuM che? pachI pUche emAM phAyado zuM? je jJAna e ja phaLa hoya te rastAmAM jeTalI cIjo dekhavAmAM Ave te badhAnuM jJAna meLavatA jAva, paNa emAM phAyado nathI. e tame kabUla karyuM gaNaze, mAnaze e ja tamAro phAyado. sarvajJanI siddhi phAyado kone gaNe? hitanI pravRtti ane ahitanI nivRtti thAya e ja jJAnane phAyado karavAvALuM gaNavAmAM Ave che. jemAM hitanI pravRtti ane ahitanI nivRtti thAya. temAM ja phAyado mAnavAmAM Ave che. badhI vastune juo agara na juo enI amAre jarUra nathI. amAre je ISTa hoya tene jovAnI jarUra che tamArA sarvajJane daramAM rahelI kIkIonI saMkhyA mAlUma paDI ene amAre upaga ze ? eka chANAnA DhagalAmAM thaelA kIDAnI gaNatarI sarvajJae jANuM emAM amAre phAyado zuM? ane na jANyuM te nukasAna zuM? mATe A badhuM niSphaLa jJAna hovAthI amAre sarvajJA sAthe koI saMbaMdha nathI. deva kezu? arihaMta paramAtmA. ApaNA hisAbe phaLavALuM jJAna jarUra mAnIe, tyAM sarvapaNAnI. jarUra nathI. have ApaNe zuM karavuM ? tame sarvajJApaNuM mAne nahIM. ISTa, jANe te deva, sarvajJa che ke nahIM tenI jarUra nathI paNa mahAnubhAvo ! saghaLagaM ramatta samyakatva e kayAM raheluM che. sarva dravya ane sarva paryAya enI aMdara samyakatva raheluM che. zraddhA lAyaka dravya ane padArtho badhA thayA mATe sarvajJAnanI jarUra che. keIpaNa padArtha bIjAnA abhAva vagarano hoto nathI, A peDhI jagatanA tamAma padArthonA abhAvarUpa che. A peDhIne peDhI kahezo, ghaDiyALa, pAnuM ane bIjuM kAMI kema nathI kahetA ? A peDhI jagatanA bIjA padArthonA abhAva rU5 che. mATe have AmAM abhAva keTalA AvyA?
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________________ 456 AnaMda pravacana darzana AkhA jagatanA badhA abhAva AvyA. A pAnuM nahIM evuM koNa bolI zake? Ane paNa oLakhe ane potAne paNa oLakhe e ja belI zake. A padArthane jANavA mATe enA abhAve paNa jANavA joIe. e kayAre jaNaya? jyAre tenA mULa jaNAya tyAre abhAva paryAyane sIdhe zabda paraparyAya. svaparyAyane jANI zake nahIM te paraparyAyane jANe, tethI tyAM sudhI pharI jaNAI kahevAya nahIM. mATe jagatanA padArtho jANe, tyAre ja abhAva jANe ane abhAva jANe, tyAre badhuM jANe, mATe sarvajJanI jarUra che. A uparathI sarvApaNuM sAbita karyuM, kAlekanA jJAnane zAstramAM sthAna che te pachI te zuM lAbha karavAnuM ? vagara prasaMganuM sarvajJapaNuM sAbita thayuM. tamAro prasaMga-je vagara phAyadAnuM jJAna te nakAmuM che. tenuM amArA zAsanamAM sthAna nathI. zAstrathI te phAyado UDI gaye, kAraNa ke kAlakanA jJAnanI jarUra zI che? ane te jJAnathI phaLa zuM che? chatAM zAse te jJAnane jarUrI jaNAvyuM che. rAgI dezane jete nathI, tema zAstramAM jaNAvela phAyade ApaNane sUjhatuM nathI. pase anarthanI khANa hoya te duniyAdArImAM "vasu vagaranA nara pazu, e vAta kema kahevAmAM Ave che? duniyAmAM nirguNIne paNa eka paisAdAra hovAthI mAre mAnave paDe che. A manuSyanI maherabAnI jeIe. "vasu vagarane pazu," e kahevatathI kharAba mANasane sAro gaNa paDe. matanA sATe jene janma Apyo. herAna herAna thaI jemaNe janma Apyo. tene mATe karyo e ja chokaro je paisA uDAvI de te "mAre parabhavane verI ema kahevAya che. eka paisAnI khAtara vairI kahIne UbhA rahe che, game tevuM tamAre vaira heya paNa je enI taraphathI 500nI Avaka thavA lAge te kALajAne ghA hoya te paNa rUjhAI jAya, burAmAM buruM kAma karyuM hoya, te paNa DhaMkAI jAya. dhamI manuSyane vyavahAranI rItio paisA ApyA hoya, te jarA dabAyo
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________________ 457 jIvajIvana ane jaDajIvana hoya te tene DhAMgI, lucce kahI daIe chIe ! jamAI hoya te tene kaho che, "be dahADA jamI jaje paNa paisA baisAnI vAta na karaze." vicAraze te jaNAze ke zAstra Ane anarthanI jaDa kahe che. rAgI deSane dekhatA nathI. tamane pitA tarapha evI vicitra rAga-daSTi thaelI che ke paisA mATe mA sAthe, bApa sAthe, bAyaDI sAthe laDavA ane dariyAmAM DUbakI khAvA taiyAra che. ATalI rAga daSTi jene paisA upara che, e manuSyane paisA anarthanuM mULa che, e kema dhyAnamAM Ave? - rati nI rojA, je paisAne paramezvara tarIke mAnanArA che teNe derAsaranA paramezvarane AghA mUkyA che. aMtaHkaraNanA paramezvarane kaMI paNa bAdha Ave e na pAlave. e vakhate derAsaranA paramezvara para prIti rahe che? kayA paramezvara para prIti rahe che? ahIM samyaktvanuM svarUpa vicAro. sAra ane asAranA mukAbalAmAM sArane grahaNa kare. ahIM zraddhAnI khabara paDe. jenA gharamAM coro piTalA bAMdhe che. chatAM jenuM ekapaNa rUMvADuM UMcuM thatuM nathI. A dhAraNAo zI rIte rahI zake? eka ja hatuM temane pelA derAsaranA paramezvara hatA. sulatAnI pAse deva Avyo. je vakhate 1400 nava dIkSita -bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne hatA. gautamasvAmine 5000 hatA. Aja te pAMcase sAdhuo che. te vakhate azana, pAna, khAna vagerenI maMtraNane vidhi karyo. be sAdhu lakSapAka tela levA sulasAne tyAM AvyA. sAdhue gRhasthane tyAM vagara jeelI vastu na mAgavI. chatAM auSadha bheSaja hatuM tethI lakSapAka tela mAgyuM. eka lAkha rUpiyAnuM te lakSapAka tela che. sulasA eka sIse lAve, eTale devatA pheDI nAkhe. A vakhate manane pUchI joIe. akamI dUdha levA jAya te -bheMsa marI jAya evA sAdhu che ke temane tela ApavA jatAM Akho zIzo phUTI jAya, ane eka ja vicAra thAya che, DhaLAI gayuM" paNa bIje vicAra thatuM nathI. A zuddha pAtra, zuddha bIja, zuddha vastu chatAM mane lAbha na maLe. AvA mananA metInA ceka te pUrI jAo.
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________________ 458 AnaMda pravacana dazana jeo deva, gurU, dharmane aMge lAkha kharacanArAonI mananI kalpanA karatAM prajI jAya che. dhanya bhAgya mArAM ke mArI pAse bIjuM che. bIjo lAkhane zIze lAve che. have asUjhatuM thayuM. have bIjo. zIze lavAya kema ? chardita doSa DhaLAtuM vaharAve to doSa lAge, tela DhaLI gayuM. A badhA vicAra sAdhune karavAne, e sAdhune lAnane hetu hovAthI te tela laI zake. bIje paNa phADI nAkhe che. jagatamAM dIdhA lAkha khamAya paNa nukazAna keDInuM paNa nathI khamAtuM paNa ahI AgaLa te kahe che ke "deva gurU dharmanI lAgaNuM dIdhA evAM nathI. nukazAnane aMge paNa bhAvane palaTe nA thAya temAM che. bIjo zIzo phUTayA. jotajotAmAM be lAkhanuM nukazAna, meM pahelA bhavamAM dAna detAM aMtarAya karyo haze jethI citta, vitta ane pAtrane saMga hovA chatAM huM dAna ApI na zakI. sAsu sasaro zuM kaheze ? enI bIka nathI. zuM A sulasA jagalI rIMchaNI hatI ema te nahIM ne? ene badhuM kuTuMba hatuM. parivAra hatuM, dAnanI taka maLI chatAM niSphaLa kema gaI. trIje lAve che. te paNa deva reDI nAMkhe che. have cotho zIze nathI. meM nikAcita dAnAMtarAya bAMdheluM che, kAraNa ke saMpUrNa sAmagrI chatAM saMpUrNa pAtra chatAM mArAthI A dAna na banyuM. mArA dAnAMtarAyanuM keTaluM gADha aMtarAya A sAdhu nirbhAgI nahi, nirbhAgI huM, ene maLaze nahIM te te azAtavedIne nirjarA karaze. paNa mArI zI vale? mane te je lAbha maLavAne hate. te na ja maLyo. A daSTie vicAra kare tyAre samyakatvane thAMbhalo gaNAya, sulasA. AvI daDha hatI tethI ja mahAvIre tene dharma lAbha kahevaDAvyo hate. ApaNane vagara Abe kerIe jaIe chIe. kArataka mahine kaNabI DAhyo zuM kAma? jeTha mahine je jera na de, e kArataka mahine DAhyo thaIne zuM karavAne ? jeTha mahine je karavuM nathI. ane kArataka mahine gADA laIne javuM che. A DAhyo thA ? je mArI joIe chIe.
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________________ jIvajIvana ane jaDajIvana 459 dhanAzAlinI Rddhi heje ema lakho che zI rIte ? sahI AgaLa pa0000 hajArane parigraha che ane dhannAzAlinI Rddhi ho kaho te Ane artha zuM? ApaNe niyamane paNa dhyAnamAM rAkhyA vagara meMDhuM phADIne beThA chIe. dhannAzAli mAphaka dAnanI pariNati haze evuM cepaDAmAM lakhyuM, paNa sAdhunI bhakita ho, dAnanI pariNati heje, sthUlibhadrajInuM ziyaLa ho, jabusvAmIjI jevI ziyaLanI daDhatA hojo. evuM kaI divasa divALInA cepaDAmAM lakhyuM kharuM? gautamaravAminI labdhi hoje, abhayakumAranI buddhi hojo vagere lakhyuM, paNa te mahApuruSoe je karyuM, te karavA mATe taiyAra nathI. AMbA vagaranI kerIo chokarAne ramavAnI hoya. AMcaLa vagaranI gAya chokarAne khelavAnI, te dUdhanA kAmanI nahIM. ApaNe phaLane mATe meMDhuM phADIe, paNa enAM kAraNe jANavA mATe bilakula taiyAra nathI, tame to jhADa vagaranI kerIo khAvAvALA cho. paNa dhyAna rAkhajo ke te dAMta teDI nAkhaze. sulasAnuM dRSTAMta devAvALAe bhAva upara vicAravuM ane saMskAro upara dhyAna pahoMcADavuM, je dhyAna pahoMcADe te gharane paramezvara haMmezAM meTe nahi banI jAya. jemAM jJAnanI nyUnatA hoya, kAraNanI anizcitatA hoya tyAM. vicAra karavo paDe. kevaLIne kAraNenI saMdigdhatA nathI, tethI temane vicAranI jarUra nathI. jyAM sudhI chadmasthatA rahelI che, tyAM sudhI. kiyAne nizcaya nathI, phaLane nizcaya nathI, eTale tyAM vicAranI jarUra che. be prakAranA vicAra: jaDa vicAra ane jIva vicAra jaDa vicAra kayAM sudhI huM guNaThANuM prApta thAya tyAM sudhI tyAMthI kevaLa jIva vicAra. jaDanA vicAranI sattA kayAM sudhI ? jyAM sudhI huM guNaThANuM na bane tyAM sudhI. chaThThI guNaThANa sudhI pApanI nivRtti kevI rIte mAne? te nirvAha thAya tyAM sudhI pApa na kare, paNa nirvAha baMdha.
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________________ : 460 AnaMda pravacana daIna thAya tA pApa karavAmAM pAche paDatA nathI. samikatI thavAnu` badhAne ghaNuM game che. duniyA sArA zabdonI icchAvALI che. zAhukArI badhAne game che, paNa zAhukArI rAkhavI nathI gamatI, mADha lavI ane dAkhavavI e teA badhAne game che, cAra paNa cArapaNe jAhera thavA mAgatA nathI. mAga mAM AvavAvALAne samyaktva ja game che. koIpaNa jIva mithyAtvI thavA mAgatA nathI, tamAma samitI banavA taiyAra che. vicAra karavA joie ke samakitapaNuM karyAM che ? yAda rAkho ke anaDatI vakhate ApaNe samitapaNAnI karaNI karI che. tIthaMkara bhagavAnanI pUjA moTA ADaMbarothI karI che, madirA hajArA lAkhA vakhata baMdhAvyAM che, madirAnI saMbhALa hajAre lAkhA vakhata karI che, mUrtie paNa bharAvI che. A badhu karyu.. gurUne aMge hajArA dIkSAe apAvI, hajAreA mahotsava karyAM hajArA dvIkSitAnI karaNImAM madadagAra thayA, pauSadha, sAmAyika, prabhAvanA anatIvAra karI. AraMbha-samAraMbha cheADIne kuTuMba kakaLatA chatAM ana tIvAra sAdhupaNu ApaNe lIdhuM. kAIpaNa kALe rokakaLATa thayA vagara dIkSA thaI nathI. je dIkSA le ane kuTuMba cheDe tene te gamyuM hAya, paNa duniyAmAM je rahyA hAya tene kyAMthI game ? tame tamArA phAyadA mATe karA paNu tenA svArthImAM dheAkeA paheAMce, te temane kayAMthI sArU lAge ? e tA ema ja samaje ke eka marI jAya. ane eka DhIkSA le' emAMthI gharamAM kka kA paDayA ? dIkSA lenArane bhale pharaka hAya, para`tu kuTuMbane kA pharaka lAge ? kuTuMbavALAne baMne sarakhA. kAmakAja rAjagAra vepAra vageremAM kuTuMbane pharaka zuM ? kaze| nahIM. dIkSA levAvALA ene kAma lAgavAnA nathI. mArA kuTuMbamAMthI kAI dIkSita thayuM nathI evA vicAra koI divasa Ave che? dharmiSTha kaleza nahI kare, paNu dUra besI raheze. ana tIvAra kuTuMbanA maraNathI zeka karIe chIe, tevI rIte kuTuMbanA koIpaNa dIkSA le tyAre zAka ja kare che !
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________________ jIvajIvana ane jaDajIvana chokaro dIkSA levAnuM che tevuM sAMbhaLe tyAre chAtI ane meTuM barAbara avaloka, bhale kazuM na bele; paNa aMtaHkaraNamAM AnaMda thatuM nathI. je sanmArga tarIkenI pavitramAM pavitra kArya tarIkenI chAyA haju hRdayamAM paDI nathI, tyAM harSane kRtrima utpanna karavo paDe che. svAbhAvika harSa utpanna thatuM nathI. te tamane ema te kayAMthI ja thAya ke duniyAmAM ATaluM bacyuM? Avo vicAra kayAreya paNa Avyo ke je nIkaLe e ja bacyA. bacyA tarIkenI buddhi kaI divasa Ave che? AzravamAM rahe ne baLatAmAMthI saMvaramAM jAya e taryo. mArAthI eka ba, taryo te dhanyabhAgya, e tarIkenuM aMtaHkaraNa kayAreya thayuM? ane e tarIkenuM aMtaHkaraNa thayuM hoya te to pote bace kema e vicAra hoya, ane bacce sAMbhaLe te te AnaMda pAme, e dazA kayAM che? : have ahIM vicAre. A sthitie AkhI duniyA tare. ene taryAnI buddhi nahIM. A mArA pale lAgelA temAMthI keTalAne bacAvyA. nadInA pravAhamAM taNAI jatA heya ne khalAsI paDe che, tenI joDenA DUbatAne bacAvavAnI tenI pahelI pharaja che. saMsArasamudramAM badhA DUbI rahyA che. temAM ApaNI joDe rahelA te jarUra taravA joIe. 9nA bacAvyAno je AnaMda thAya. te karatAM 1 DUbelAne zeka vadhAre. thAya. potAne Azare Avela DUbI jAya temAM vadhAre zoka kare. ApaNane vaLagelAmAMthI eka paNa DUbe temAM ApaNuM nAzI ja. kahevAya. magajamAM AvA prakAranI sthiti kayAre Ave ? jyAre ApaNe daDha samativALA hoIe ane daDha samakitIpaNuM hoya tyAre. ja ApaNI dharmakriyA saphaLa thAya che. --
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________________ anarthanuM mULa mAnyatAne pharaka e anarthanuM mULa che. nAnA chokarAne kAcanA kakaDA ane hIrAmAM phera lAgatuM nathI, kemake tene tenI kiMmata samajAI nathI. tema AtmAnuM svarUpa samajAya nahi, tyAM sudhI jIvane karmabaMdhananAM kAraNe mIThAM lAge che. AtmAnuM svarUpa jIva samaje eTale tene cakravatInI Rddhi ke devanI addhi kacarA jevI lAge che. A RddhinI pAchaLa rAcatA jIvo tene pAmara lAge che ane tene thAya che ke "A bicArAnuM zuM thaze ? mAnyatA palaTANI eTale badhuM palaTAya che. III0 jagatamAM mAnyatAne pharaka te anarthanuM mULa che. jyAM mAnyatA UlaTI hoya, tyAM jJAna UlaTuM thAya ane jJAna UlaTuM hoya tyAM mAnyanA UlaTI thAya. je chokarAe kAcanA kaTakAmAM hIrAnI mAnyatA karI, te cheka hAthamAM sAce hIre meLavI zake, te paNa tene meLavavAnA sAdhane meLavavA na mAge. kAcanA kaTakArUpI je hIro che, tenAM sAdhane tapAsaze, ane tethI tene kAcanA kaTakAo maLaze, tyAre te khuza thaze. mahenata kAcanA kaTakA mATe karaze. sAcA hIrA ke tenAM sAdhane jANavA mATe ke tene meLavavA mATe prayatna karatA bALakane ApaNe joI zaktA nathI. | nAnA bALakanuM daSTAMta bALakane prayatna kAcanA kaTakA kema meLavavA ? te meLavavA mATe zuM karavuM? vagere mATe hoya che. te maLe tyAre kRtArtha ! A dazA bALakanI che. ApaNe AtmAne tenA svAbhAvika svarUpe mAnya nathI, jANe nathI, ane tenA tarapha udyama karyo nathI, tenI vAta Ave te na game. nAnA chokarAne meTA jhaverInA cepaDA vagere na game. tene te kAcane kaTake peTImAM paDe eTale te daDha gaja de,
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________________ 43 anarthanuM mULa je para (jaDa)mAM ramI rahyA, temaNe sva (AtmA)ne mAnya nahi, jANe, nahi, tenA upara lakSya dIdhuM nahi, nAnA chokarAne mana jhaverAtane vepAra cheDavA lAyaka. lAge tene jhaverInI dukAne besavuM paDe, cavanA hisAba jANavA paDe te tene meta jevuM lAge. tema ApaNe anAdithI AtmAnA svarUpanI vAta tarapha arucivALA hovAthI te game nahi, tethI UMgha AvepramAda thAya, ne bhUlI javAya, jema cavanA hisAba kare bhUle, paNa kAcanA kaTakAnA hisAba tenA dhyAnamAM rahe. mArA sAta kAca hatA, temAMthI keNe lIdhA? 6 kema? dAgInA chevAI jAya tenI zodha mAbApa kare. chokarAne tenuM kAMI nahi, paNa kAcanA kaTakAnI gaveSaNa pote kare. jevI rIte e nAnA baccAnI mAnyatA, samajaNa ane vartanamAM kAcanA kaTakA para tatva hatuM, sAcA hIrAne mATe kAMI na hatuM, tevI rIte A paNa jIva anAdithI e sthitimAM che ke paugalika sukha ane tene ja hisAba, ane prayatna paNa e ja. te maLe temAM rAi, thAya te jAya temAM nArAjI thAya. A jIvane karmabaMdhananAM kAraNe mIThAM lAge che. jIva AtmAnuM svarUpa nathI jANavA ke mAnavA taiyAra, tema nathI tene upAye meLavAvA taiyAra. A vAta vicAraze te anaMtI vakhata A jIva jinezvaranA zAsanane pAye, sAMbhaLyuM, chatAM tenI dazA evI ne evI ja rahI. keI paNa prakAre jema nAnA baccAnI dazA sAcA hIrA tarapha AvatI nathI, hIrAnI vIMTI enA hAthe ghAlI do, sAcA mANekathI maDhI do paNa tene te tene UlaTe bhAra lAge, temAM rasa nahi, te rasa zAmAM? kAcanA kaTakAmAM. tema A jIvane duniyAmAM kaDavAmAM kaDavI cIja hoya te dharma ane mIThAmAM mIThI cIja hoya te karma karmabaMdhanAM kAraNe mIThAmAM mIThAM. meMDhathI zabda bole nahi. nAnuM bALaka "hIre nakAme che tema bela nathI, chatAM sAce hIra karyo che oLakhavA te taiyAra nathI. sAcA hIrA mATe prayatna karavA, ke te maLI jAya te rAjI thavA bALaka taiyAra nathI, paNa kAcanA
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________________ 464 Ana pravacana dena kaTakAne oLakhavA ane meLavavA te taiyAra che. maLe teA kUdavA lAge ane te jAya tA rAvA taiyAra ! A jIva paulika padArthAne sukhanAM sAdhanA mAnavA taiyAra thayA che, sukha mAnavA taiyAra che. 'hIrA ' zabda nAnA bALaka kAcanA kaTakAmAM lagADe che, tema A jIva paulika vastumAM sukha lagADavA taiyAra che. paNa AtmAnA svarUpamAM sukha zabda lagADavA taiyAra nathI. nAnu cheruM hIrAnI kiMmata kAcathI kare. siddhamAM zuM? khAvuM nahi, pIvuM nahi ane eDhavuM nahi. siddhanI tulanA lUgaDAMthI karI ! nAnuM cheAkaru` hIrAnI kiMmata kAcathI kare. kAcanA kaTakAnA hisAmamAM sAcA hIre! hAya tA levA taiyAra paNa tyAM kaI buddhi che? tulanA kAcanA kaTakAnI sAthe! siddhinuM sukha, siddhapaNuM ane siddhanI sthiti mAnavA taiyAra chIe, paNa paulika sukhanI tulanAe te sivAya nahIM, tyAM khAvA- pIvAnuM nahi e savAla kayAre thAya ? nAnA chekare kAcamAM pAMca raMga dekhe, paNa hIrAmAM pAMca raMga dekhAya nahi tyAre kahe, "Ane zu kare? AmAM pAMca raMga dekhAtA nathI." bicArA e ajJAna bALaka pAMca ra'ganA dekhAva para sAcA hIrAnI kiMmata karavA jAya, tethI jema. te jarUra sAcA hIrAne lenArA thaI zake nahi, tema A jIva siddhinI sthiti ke sukha paulika sukhanI apekSAe tapAse. khAvApIvAnu maLatuM hoya ke harApharavAnu` maLe teA siddhapaNu joie. te sivAya nahIM. Ama siddhi levA jAya te! bALaka jema pAMca raMganA hisAbe sAcA hIrAne laI zake nahi, tema te siddhi laI zake nahi paNa nahi paNa ThagAya. puddagalane jIvana mAnyuM te apekSAe tulanA karavA jAya. jema ekalA kAcanA kaTakAthI racelA bALakane sAcA hIrAnI svapnamAM paNa savaDa nathI, tevI rIte AtmAnA zuddha svarUpane anAdithI rakhaDayA chatAM svapne paNa sabhAcu nahi tethI anAdithI A jIva mithyAtvamAhanIyamAM mazagula che.
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________________ ananu mULa 465. AtmAnI oLakhANa kayAre Ave? nAnu` baccuM' sAcA hIrAne pAme kayAM ? tema A jIva AtmAnuM svarUpa samaje kayAM ? sthiti sukha samaje kayAM ? jhaverInA hisAba e paNa jakaDI nAMkhe tyAre AvaDe. e hisAbe saheje nathI AvaDatA. AMtaraDAM UMcAM lAvA, tyAre AtmAnI oLakhANa Ave. sAcA averAtanA moTA vepArI kAcanA TukaDAnA prayatnane kaI sthitie dekhe ? kAcathI bharelI AkhI peTI che, tA paNa sAcA hIrAnA jANakArane tenI kimata keTalI ? jene AtmAnu' sukha khyAlamAM Avyu tene mana cakravatI tA kAcanA kaTakAthI peTI bharanArA bALaka ja jevA che. adhika kaTakA ekaThA kare te tene vadhAre vahAlA lAge, tema ahI' paNa je AtmA tarapha dRSTi karanArA, AtmAnA svarUpa, sAdhanane samajanArA, sthitine lakSamAM laIne te pramANe vanArA che, temane devendra ke cakravartI sarakhA paNu vahAlA lAge. samakitI jIvane e AkhI cAre gatinA saMsAra, ne iMdranI ke sAmAnikanI sthiti hoya te paNu aMdhu kaMTALAbharyuM lAge. jhaverAtanI parIkSA thaI gaI ke kAcanA kaTakAnI peTI karUNA upajAve. arara ! AnI dazA zI ! kAcanA kaTakA bheLA karanArA A bALaka mAtra mAne che! paNa jhaverInA jigaramAM jhera reDAya che. zAthI ? A bicArAnI A dazA ? tevI rIte samakitavALA jIva cAre gatinA kAI jIvane dekhe tyAre tenAmAM te dayAnA jharA pragaTe, mithyAtvane aMge jhera varase, tene thAya : AnI dazA zI thavAnI ?" mAnyatAnA palaTAne aMge A badhuM che. nAnA khALake hIrAnI mAnyatA kAcanA kaTakAmAM karI. te meLavavA zuM mAMge ? kAcanA kaTakA. kAcanA kaTakA maLatA hoya tevAM sthAnA te khALe. nAnA khALaka jhaverIbajAramAM na pese. kAcavALAnI dukAna hoya tyAM ja doDe che. tevI rIte A jIva jyAM paudgalika sthiti hoya tyAM ja doDavA taiyAra. jinezvaranA zAsanamAM jhaverI bajAramAM javA ne jovA paNa 30
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________________ 4 AnaMda pravacana na taiyAra nathI. jhummaranA kAcane hIrA mAnIne beThelA cheAkarA jhaverI bajArane jovA taiyAra nathI. paNa pharnicaravALAne tyAM pherA-AMTA khAvA taiyAra! tema A jIva paulika sukhanI dukAnamAM pherA khAI rahyo che. nAnuM bALaka kAcanA kaTakAthI kUde che, tevI rIte A jIva jyAM paudgalika sAdhana maLI gayuM tyAM haCghelA thavAne taiyAra ! vAryA ke hAryA rahe nahi AvI dazA jagatanA jIvAnI jovAmAM Ave te vakhate gaNadharanuM aMtaHkaraNa zu kare ? ana'tA vAryA nahi rahevAnA, hAryAM tA rahyA ja nathI. nAnA bALakane hIrAne kAca mAnatA hAryAM rahetA dekhaze. ? sitArA pAdharA hAya ne samajaNu paDe teA rahe, bAkI nAnA chekarA kAcanA kaTakAthI hAryAM ke vAryAM rahevAnA nathI. A jIva paudgalika padArthone sukhanAM sAdhanA mAnatA hAryAM rahyo nahi ane vAryo paNa rahe tema nathI. paudgalika padArthAnA sukhane lIdhe hAryAM rahyo hoya tA ana tI vakhata nigeAdamAM gayA hatA, tyAMthI te cetI jAta, jema nAnA bALaka kAcanA kaTakAne hIrA mAnatA hAryAM rahetA nathI, tema jIva paulika padArtha ne sukhasAdhana mAnatA hAryAM rahetA nathI. hArpI tyAre haDakAyA thAya che. vAre tyAre valakhAM mAre che, have ene sudhAravAnA rastA kayA ? paudgalika cIja nAza pAmI teA, e bApare! mAruM. Ama thayu... !' ema beAlI haDakAyA thayA. are mahAnubhAva ! tAru' kAMI nathI. e jaDa, ne tuM cetana. tAre ne ene saMbaMdha zA ke jethI valakhAM mAre che have sudhare kayAre? kAcanA hIrA tUTI jAya tA nAnu khALaka poka mUke. mAbApa kAca khaseDI le te te rIsAI jAya. te hAryAM, varyAM rahetA nathI, tema A jIva anAdithI pudgalane sukha mAnI beThA tethI, tene lIdhe nathI hAryA rahetA ke nathI vAryA rahetA. rahevAnA rastA eka ja-samajaNu. samajaNuM thAya tA kAcanA kaTakAmAM vAre ke hAre tA e rahe. je kAcanA kaTakA mATe rIsAtA ke
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________________ ananu mULa 467 kaleza karatA hatA, te ja cheAkareA samaje te vakhata peAtAnI peTI pAte khAlI karI kAcane phreMkI de che. tema A jIva AtmAnuM svarUpa, sukha, svAbhAvika dazA samaje te vakhate cauda rAjaleAkanuM IMdrapaNuM maLyuM hAya tA te badhuM phUMkavAlAyaka te gaNe. paisAne khAtara pezAvara jaie chIe, teA cakravatI' e cha khaMDa, nava nidhAna, cauda ratna kema cheDayAM haze? eka lAkha khANuM hajAra strI tyaje te samajI manIne. zANA banelA e phekelA hIrA khIjA aNusamajI te tene lUMTanI milakata jANe. kAcanA kaTakAthI peTI bharanArA cakravatI sarakhA cha khaDa vagere tyaje te vakhate bIjA kAne Azraya lAge ? je puddagalanA parANA thaIne poSAtA hoya tene Azraya lAge, pazu AtmArAmanA atithione tA te svAbhAvika lAge. nAnA chekarA nAnA kAcathI bharelI peTI joI ne khuza thAya, paNu jhaverIne tA tethI kAMI nahi, AtmArAmanA atithine tA cakravatI cha khaMDa vagere tyaje ke Rddhi-samRddhi tyajI de tevuM kAMi nahi. tyAre mAlUma paDaze ke A jIva kAcanA kaTakAmAM keTaleA kALa aTavAyA ? khadhA kALa, anaMtA pudgalaparAvartta. A kALa kAcanA kaTakAnI keLavaNImAM kADhayA, A dazA gaNadharanA dekhavAmAM samajavAmAM AvI, tethI yA utpanna thaI. kAcanA kaTakAne hIrA mAnanArA hAryo ke vAryAM na rahe. puddagalanI khAjI kAcanA kaTakAne hIrA banAvIne beThI che. tema A jIva zuddha mArgomAM na AvyA, tyAM sudhI paudgalika vRddhimAM haghelA thAya ne hAnimAM haDakAyA thAya. kAcanA kaTakAnA kacarA samajaNathI ja sarakAvAya, tema nahI" paNa jIva paudgalika padArthAne sukharUpa, sAdhanarUpa mAnI beThA che te hAryAM ke vA| raste Ave tema nathI. te samajaNumAM Ave tA paudgalika padArthAne sarakAvI de che, eka ekane UMcAnIcA gaNe nahi. e kAcanA kaTakAnI kiMmata na heAvAthI AkhI peTI ke adhI peTI cheDe tenI tene kiMmata nathI. samajaNA thayA ne cheDe tenI kiMmata che,
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________________ 468 Ana pravacana darzana sAcuM svarUpa samajavAmAM AvyuM, tyAM kAcanA kaTakA keTalA cheADayA tenI kiMmata nahi. samyaktva prApta thAya te vakhate cakravatI, zrImaMta mAMDalika pAte hatA tenI kimata have rahetI nathI. kAcanA keTalA kaTakA cheADavA tenI samajaNa vakhate tenI kimata nathI. tema samyaktva-sAmAyika Ave, tyAM cakravatI ke daridrI adhA sarva sAvadyanA tyAgI hoya; temAM keAi jAtanA pharaka nathI. tenu tenuM kAraNa ? ajJAna dazAmAM vadhAre TAMTiyA bhAMgyA.' tevI rIte ahI samatAbhAvamAM jIva Ave te vakhata lAge ke A to badhA kAMTA vadhAryo hatA. kAI paDe eka kAMTA para, kAI paDe AkhI DALI upara, koI paDe AkhA bhArA upara. A paudgalika padArthonI je adhika saMkhyAnA te bhAre che. A to kAMTAnA upADA, bhAre che. zAstrakAroe niSedha karelA chatAM paNa keTalAka sAdhune e upADAne! sajjaDa Dara lAge che ke jethI tene lIdhe niyANuM karanArA thAya ke Avate bhave mane Rddhi buddhi ke kuTuMbakabIlA na maLajo.' evu' niyANu' karanAra cAritra pAme paNa kevaLajJAna na pAme, niyANuM karavAnA niSedha kema ? jIvato jAuM chuM paNa sAmA manuSya na Avajo ema zUravIra na mele. rUsA-jApAnIjha vAranI vakhate raziyana sTImara taLiye paheoMcI gaI. jarmana cAnselarane kahevaDAvyuM, kADhA bahAra !' raziyana sTImara che. tyAM AnAkAnI kareto te kAma na Ave. 'kAM to bahAra kADho, kAM tA laDAimAM Utare !' je UtarI paDe tenI sAmA laDavu che. tema AtmA evI rIte keLavAvA joie ke game teTalI Rddhi, samRddhi hoya, tene tADI nAMkhavAne huM tAkAtavAn chuM.' raziyA ekaluM Utaro ke jamA~na sAthe UtarI. tema A AtmA meAkSamArge prayANa kare te vakhate kANu ADuM Avaze tenI darakAra nahi kare. cakraratna upara jene bharAMsA che te kANu zatru haze ? kANu AgaLa Avaze? tenI ciMtA kare nahi. jeNe karmAMdalanA sAmAyikarUpI
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________________ 469 ananu mULa zatru hAthamAM lIdheA che, tene AkhI duniyA zatru hAya tAya tene haThAvavA taiyAra. cakraratnamAM eka apalakSaNu kayu che ? gharanA te pakSapAta kare, geAtranA manuSya virAdhI hAya, AjJA na mAne tAya tyAM cakarata cUpa rahe, paNa sAmAyikarUpI cakarana pudgalA para AtmA ALakhAya tA tenI upara paNa jaya meLave. sAmAyika AtmAne avaLA na thavA de, kuTuMba avaLuM thAya teA cakraratna cUpa. bharata, bAhubalajI khAra varSa sudhI laDayA. lAhInI nIka vahevaDAvI. AvA veranI vakhate cakraratna cUpa rahyuM. jyAre A samatA-sAmAyikarUpI cakraratna parane ane svane paNa peAtAnuM parAkrama dekhADe. A sAmarthya upara jene bhareAMsA na hoya te zatru sAme na Ave, paNa sAmAyika te sAru ema kahe. jene bhAMsA hAya tene game teTalA zatru hAya tA paNa eka paMDa asa che. sanatkumAranI kathAmAM yakSeA, rAkSasA laDAImAM UtarI paDayA. tyAM ekalA cakravartIe khADA kADhI nAMkhyo che. paMDa upara salAmata. jAta mahenata 'dAmAda. te sainyanI sajAvaTa na gaNe, pa'Danu' ja parAkrama gaNe. tema ahI sAmAyikavALA AtmA. paMDanA parAkramavALA hoya, tethI game teTaluM sainya Ave chatAM tenA parAbhava karavA te sama che. niyANAnA niSedha karyAM, chatAM keTalAka sAdhue A saMsArathI trAsa pAmI gayA hAya te khAle ke "mAre mArA mArge javu temAM A mAthAphTe zI ? mATe A mAthAkUTa Avate bhave joie nahi." Avu niyANuM karanAra cAritra pAme, paNa kevaLajJAna na pAme. sAmAyikarUpI cakraratnanA bharAMsA na rahyo, tethI kevaLajJAna na pAme. vadhAre kAca bhegA karanArA samaje tyAre vadhAre duHkhI thAya. tema A jIva, tattvanuM svarUpa samaje, AtmAnuM avyAkhAdha sukha pAmavAnI lAyakAta samaje tyAre prapa cA karyAM hAya tene aMge rAju Ave taAE mate parikramAmi aALa' vANijJami' e te kAcane hIrArUpe gaNyA hatA, tenA kakaLATa kaDhAya che. jema samaju thayelAne pahelAMnI dazA zaramAvanAra thAya, tema sAmAyikamAM caDhelA AtmA,
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________________ 470 - - " AnaMda pravacana darzana samyakatvanA saudhanA zikhare caDhele AtmA padagalika sukhane aMge AMsu DhALe. samajaNamAM Ave tyAre tenI mAnyatA sudhare. sAcA padArtho samaje te ja te mATe te mahenata kare. sAcA padArtho jaNAvavA, manAvavA badhAmAM samajaNa raste che. e vAta dhyAnamAM laI sudharmA svAmIjI pratibaMdha pAmyA, pratrajyA lIdhI te vakhate A jagatane. samaju kema banAvuM" ema thayuM. AtmAnuM svarUpa samajAya te ApoApa sAcI mAnyatA Ave ane te Ave eTale enI meLe pudgala sukha uparathI rAga Utare ane kalyANa thAya. bhAvadIkSAnA athaone paNa dravyadIkSA te grahaNa karavAnI khAsa AvazyakatA ja che. cauda rAjalakamAM sarva kALa mATe abhayadAna denArI te dIkSA ja che.
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________________ mamatA IIIIII [badhA anarthanuM kAraNa mamatA che, vastu nathI. pitAne chokare bIjAne dattaka apIe eTale temAMthI mArApaNuM chUTayuM. chokaro ane chokarI ne potAnA saMtAna chatAM chokarI mATe mAnyuM ke pArakA gharanI eTale tene lAgabhAga na hoya A duniyAnA badhA anarthe mamatAne 8 laIne che.' III #iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii zAstrakAra mahArAjA kahe che : "badhA anarthanuM mULa kAraNa padArtha nahi, paNa mamatA che." daridrIne rAtre aMdhArAmAM kaI rAjA ke amIra koDanI milakatanuM kahIne cheTuM kAgaLiyuM Ape to ajavALAmAM savAre te na jue, ne te beTuM na jANe, tyAM sudhI tene keTale AnaMda thAya che? nathI. kroDa hAthamAM AvyA, temaja vAstavika rIte nathI maLavAnA, chatAM paNa te vakhate te "mane koDa maLyA AvA mamatvabhAvathI sukha ane AnaMda te vede che, anubhave che. koTivajane kaI khoTI khabara Ape ke rAjAe tamArI lAkhanI milakata lUMTI lIdhI ! bhale rAjAe nA lUMTI hoya, paNa te keTivajanA hRdayane keTale AghAta thAya che ? A AghAta thavAnuM kAraNa paNa dravya taraphane mamatvabhAva che. baladevanA maraNanI khoTI khabara sAMbhaLI vAsudevanA prANa kema. cAlyA jAya ? je vastunA nAzane aMge ja prANa jatA hoya te baladevanA maraNanA samAcAra beTA hovAthI prANa javA na joIe. tyAre kahe ke "vAsudevanA prANano nAza paNa baladeva pratyenA mamatvane. AbhArI thAya." vastu maLavAnA jUThThA saMka9pathI paNa AnaMda, tathA
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________________ 492 AnaMda pravacana darzana javAnA ja DrA samAcArathI paNa zeka e kevaLa mamatvabhAvane laIne ja thAya che. eka koDanI milakatanuM makAna vecanAre vecuM, lenAre lIdhuM. bIje divase te makAnane nAza thayeH AgathI agara anya AphatathI makAna jamInadosta thayuM. AthI vecanArane pArAvAra AnaMda, lenArane zekanI parAkASThA ! tenuM kAraNa zuM? mamatA ! mamatA !! mamatA !!! pahele divase tema thayuM hota te vecanArane zaka hatuM, kema ke te belata ke "vecavA vakhata na Ave, lenArane AnaMda hatuM ke "milakata nathI vasAvI te sAruM karyuM, bacI gayA. bIje divase UlaTo ja mAmale ! A palaTa keNe karAvyo ? mArA paNAnA bhAve! mamatAe !! tyAre e siddha thAya che ke vastunA nAzane zoka koIne nathI. je zaka ke kheda che te "amAruM gayuM, mArI cIjane nAza thayo" A bhAvanAne aMge che. jyAM mArA5NunI sthApanA tyAM AnaMda, mArApaNAne nAza tyAM AghAta! AthI mamatAbhAva e ja mAranAre padArtha che. mATe mamatvabhAvane, mArApaNAne nAza karavo joIe. - zoka vastunA nAzane lIdhe nathI thatuM, paNa tene aMge thayelA pitApaNanA nAzane lIdhe thAya che. eka rAjA hatA. tenI uMmara sATha varSanI thaI acAnaka tene ekane eka pacIza varSane kuMvara saMtAna vagarane marI gaye. rAjyane vArasa kuMvara gaye, tathA te saMtAna vagarane gaye, mATe rAjya nAvArasa rahyuM H A hAlatamAM rAjAnA kalpAMtane kaMI pAra hoya kharo ? saMsAranI mAyAmAM mUjhAyelA, mamatvabhAvamAM magna banelA, AtmAnI oLakhANa vagaranA jInI AvA prasaMge kharekhara karUNadazA thAya che. duniyA e paMkhIne meLe che" ATaluM dhyAnamAM levAmAM Ave te kAMI vAMdhe che? paNa e jANavuM, samajavuM, mAnavuM te ghaNuM muzkela che.
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________________ mamatA 473 rAjA ati zAkAkula thaye. rAjA paNa vRddha hatuM eTale ke ene paNa jIvanane cheDe ja mAnatA hatA. paraMtu rAjA je AtmadaSTithI vicAre te hatuM zuM ane gayuM zuM ? ene te vaLI aphasesa zAne ? pudgalapremIonI dazA pAgala jevI hoya che. A dizAmAM rAjAnA kalpAMtamAM zI UNapa hoya? bhAradariyAmAM paDelo, taravAnA sAdhana vagarane DUbI jAya temAM Azcarya nathI. tema AtmAne tathA dharmane nahIM oLakhanArAo tevA saMyegavazAt saMsArasAgaramAM DUbI jAya, taLIe jaI bese temAM navAI nathI. rAjAnA zokane pAra nathI ! A vakhate pradhAne vicAra karyo ke "AvA prasaMge zoka ke ka9pAMtathI bacAvanAruM sAdhana AtmA tathA dharmane oLakhAvanAra gurU ja mAtra che. jagatanI jU phI bAjIne tenA kharA svarUpathI samajAvanAra guru vinA bIjuM kaI nathI. mATe kaI muni mahArAja pAse rAjAne laI javAmAM Ave te jarUra zokanuM nivAraNa thAya." vAta paNa kharI ! pradhAnane upadeza kAma na lAge, kema ke Akhare e paNa jagatanI mAyAnA pUtaLAomAMnuM eka che. vaLI e rAjAne e sevaka che. svAmInA magaja upara AvA vakhate sevakane kAbu hoI zake nahIM. mahAtmAo keInA sevaka nathI, svAmI che. eTale teo ja satya upadezathI duniyAne zoka nivAraNa karI zake. "rAjA eTale bhavATavImAM bhamate bhUta ! ene ThekANe lAvavA mAMtrika jevA muninI ) ja jarUra che, Ama vicArI nagaranI pAse udyAnamAM birAjamAna gurU pAse rAjAne pradhAna laI gayA. gurUmahArAje rAjAne saMsAranI anityatA samajAvI. moTe bhAge mehAMdha upadeza vyartha nIvaDe che, chatAM gurumahArAje upadeza ApavA mAMDaye : mahAnubhAva ! saMsAra anitya che. keI jhaverI hIro kharIdavAmAM ThagAya ane kAcanA TukaDAne hIro mAnI laI le, tenA karoDa rUpIA ApI de. e hIre sAcavavA tijorI vasAve, rakSaNa karavA Arabe rAkhe, paNa jyAre mAluma paDe ke "e te kAcanA TukaDe che, tyAre
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________________ 474 AnaMda pravacana daza na kAca maLyA ane je jAheramAM rUe tA eva tA kAThImAM mhAM rAkhIne rAvAnI ja thAyane ! kema ke bhUla kAcanI nathI, bhUla pAtAnI che. kAcanA TukaDAne vizvAsaghAtI na kahevAya. tenI kaI dazA ? kroDa gayA, hIrAne badale bane! enI hAlata rAjana! tema te. paNu kAca TukaDAne hIrA mAnavAnI bhUla karI hatI. Azcarya che ke jagatanA jIvA peAtAnI bhUlane rAtA nathI, peAtAnA mithyAmatane rAtA nathI ane kAcanA kakaLATa kare che! prathama tA hIrAnI buddhie kAca hAthamAM lIdhA te mUrkhAi ! ane pachI rAvA beThA te bIjI mUrkhAI !! AvI mUrkhAie peAte karavI ane uparathI pANImAM bAcakAM bharavAM!!! ethI hAthamAM zuM Ave ? jagatanA tamAma padArtho kAca jevA asAra ane kSaNabhaMgura che, mUkha evA jhaverI hIrAnI buddhie kAca levAnI bhUla kare, pachI kAca te kAca tarIke mAlUma paDe tyAre mAthuM phADe, are ! rAtu' kADhe tethI kAca kAMI kAca maTI hIrA thaI jAya khare ? e ja rIte kAca jevI sa`sAranI mAyAne hIrA gaNavAmAM Ave tethI te kAca jevI mAyA hIrA rUpa zI rIte bane ? rAjan! teM kuMvarane tArA mAnavAmAM bhUla karI che. tArA bAlAvavAthI e AvyA naheAtA. temaja te kAMI ene javAnu` kahyuM nathI ! AyuSyAnusAra jIvana bheAgavI, leNadeNanA hisAba patI jatAM ene javu paDayuM! tArA hAta tA jAta zA mATe ? aphsAsa che.. duniyA ajaba che. duniyAnA vyavahAra paNa tevA ja che. koI marI jAya tyAre pADAzIe prathama sAthe rAvA mAMDe che ane pachI hAtha pakaDI chAnA rAkhavAnu kAma paNa teo ja kare che, chAnA rAkhanArA paNa potAne ghera prasaMga Ave, tyAre rokakaLa karyA vinA nathI ja rahetA. khIjAne chAnA rAkhavAnuM samajAvanArAnI samajaNu te vakhate kayAM jAya che
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________________ mamatA 75 = 1 . " ' 1 - 5 je jANe che te pitAnA ghera prasaMga AvyuM tyAre seMkaDo kema tANe che ? pika kema mUke che? nArI tathA kUTanArIe bIjAnA ghera upadeza Ape che ke "keNa amarapaTo lakhAvI lAvyuM che ? karma pAse kenuM cAle che? jama AgaLa keInuM jora nathI." paNa ema belanArIne tyAM eTale pitAne tyAM prasaMga Ave che tyAre chAjIyA le che ane rAjIyAM gAya che, tenuM zuM kAraNa? e ja rIte duniyAdArIthI raMgAyelAo jANIne AtmAne. elAmAM nAMkhe che. AvI ajaba duniyAdArI che. ajaba duniyAnI gajaba bharelI mAyAthI rAjan ! tArA AtmAne bacAvI le! tAre te eka kuMvara gayA che. paNa sagaracakavartIne sATha hajAra kuMvara-(putro) ekIsAthe maraNa pAmyA hatA, tyAM cha khaMDanA mAlikanuM paNa zuM cAlyuM ? - rAjan ! duniyA tarapha joye patto lAge tema nathI. keIne saheje verAgyanuM mana thAya te duniyA te tarata tene duHkhagarbhita vairAgya kahI de che. evuM kahenArA pite vairAgyanuM svarUpa te samajatA nathI, kalAIne cAMdI kahenArA te chekarAo maLaze, paNa cAMdIne kalAI kahevAnI bhUla karanAre te chokaro ya maLavo muzkela che. jyAre uttama evA vairAgyane paNa "du:khagarbhita" kahI halakI kaTimAM mUkI de che. halakAne uttama kahevAnI vAte dUra rahe uttama padArthane halake kahI de che! saMsAramAM kaI dhanavagarane dIkSita thAya eTale tarata "duHkhagarbhita vairAgya"nI chApa Ape! duniyAmAM pANIseLa AnI dizA hoya ke tarata jUThThI chApa ! jUThThI chApa mAranArane sarakAra ke gaNe? te sarvajJanAM tamAM jUphI chApa lagAvanAranI zI vale ? duHkhagarbhita vairAgya konuM nAma? dhaNa marI jAya tyAre tene zokane lIdhe ghareNu-gAMTho ke sArAM vastro paheravAne tyAga thAya, zarIranI zobhA na karAya, enuM nAma duHkhagarbhita vairAgya !
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________________ 476 - AnaMda pravacana darzana zakane lIdhe ke dunyavI duHkhanA lIdhe, gharamAM vahu, beTI ke bahena raDelI hoya tethI jamaNamAM na javAya tathA AnaMda prasaMgamAM bhAga na levAya, A tamAma duHkhagarbhita vairAgyamAM samAya che. zekanA kAraNe sAMsArika padArtho parathI rAga na UThayA chatAM vyavahArathI pravRttinI IcchA UThI javI, viSaya parathI mana haThI javuM te dukhagarbhita vairAgya. zAkane lIdhe rAtadivasa ucATa rahe, vikhavAda mATe ja nahIM, zekanuM pramANa eTaluM badhuM vadhI jAya ke AtmahatyA paNa karI nAMkhe ATalI hade zokanAM kAraNethI saMsAranA padArthothI mana pAchuM haThI jAya tenuM nAma duHkhagarbhita vairAgya ! duniyA mehagarbhita vairAgya kone kahe che? bApanI pachI chokare ke chokarA pachI bApa dikSA le tyAre jagata tene mehagarbhita vairAgya kahI de che! jene zrIjinezvavanAM vacane dhyAnamAM na hoya te ja AvuM bole. saMsAramAM cAre gatimAM herAna parezAna thavuM paDe che evo khyAla na hoya, karmakSaya karI zAzvat sukha meLavavA mATe mekSe javuM joIe, e vicAra na hoya. mAtra lIlAne mAnanAra, lIlAvAlA devagurUne mAnanArA mithyAtvIe ane paMcAgni tapa karanArAone vairAgya te mahagarbhita vairAgya che. bAhubaLajIe dIkSA lIdhI, vaDAImAM na AtAvAnA kAraNe ke? zuM te duHkhagarbhita? sATha hajAra putro marI gayAthI sagaracakavartIe dIkSA lIdhI te mATe zuM kehagarbhita rAgarahitapaNuM te vairAgya che. sAMsArika duHkhane lIdhe sAMsArika viSaye ke padArtho uparathI mana na haDI jAya paNa duSTa dukhethI herAna thate rokAya te duHkhagarbhita vairAgya tathA mithyAtva vAsita evAne je vairAgya te mehagarbhita vairAgya che.
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________________ mamatA 477 tApase paMcAgni tapa kare che temAM sAcI kalyANabuddhi nathI, mATe te mehagarbhita vairAgya che. game te nimitta maLatAM je jIvane saMsAra asAra lAge hoya. ane je mekSa meLavavA taiyAra thayo hoya, tene vairAgya te jJAnagarbhita vairAgya cheH abhAgIne A vairAgya nathI. je vairAgya saMsArathI pAra utAranAra che te jJAnagarbhita vairAgya. che. mATe AvA vairAgyathI AtmAne vAsita karI zakane TALave joIe. kemake saMga tyAM viroga nizcita che. upadezane amala karavAmAM edI heya te ulaTo upadezakano vAMka kADhe che! munie A rIte rAjAne saMsAranI sthiti jaNAvI upadeza dIdhe. paNa nadInA pANIne dhaMdhabaMdha pravAha paththara para cAlyA jAya paNa paNa sutaravA jeTaluM paNa bhAga tenI aMdara bhI na thAya, tema zekamAM DUbela rAjAne muninA upadezanI asara thaI nahi. mehamadirAthI chAkaTApaNuM AvyuM hoya tyAM Dhola-vAjAM vagADe te paNa kAMI hisAbamAM nathI. mehamadirAne e prabhAva che ke tenA bhakate-tenuM pAna karanArAo ulaTA upadezakane vAMka kADhe che. eka boraDInA jhADa taLe eka edI sUto hato. pAkeluM eka bera tenAthI eka hAtha cheTe paDayuM hatuM. bAra joIne tene momAM. pANI chUTatuM hatuM, paNa te e edI hato ke UThavuM ke hAtha lAMbe. karavo te tenAthI bane tema nahotuM. tyAMthI kaMIka dUra eka UMTavALe UMTa para savAra thaIne jate hato, tene edI kahe che-"o UMTavALA !. jarA nIce UtarIne A bera mArA moMmAM mUkane !" kaho ke edI !!! tema ApaNe paNa saMsAranA mehamAM evA lIna thayA chIe, ane mAyAnI mUMjhavaNathI eTalA badhA dIna banyA chIe ke zrI jinezvaradevanAM vacane hRdayamAM UtaratAM ja nathI, ane tethI potAnA pramodane zuM ApaNe vAMka kADhIe chIe? nahi. vAMka gurune.
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________________ AnaH pravacana darzAna duniyA keTalI dora`gI che? jo kAi sarala AtmAne gurunA upadeza lAge teA kaheze ke-sAdhue bhurakI nAMkhI !' ane DAI mAratAM kaheze sAdhu game teTalA upadeza Ape, paNa ApaNane tevuM vana pAlave nahi. ahI potAnI dInatA kabUlavI te dUra rahI, paNa paNa UlaTI khaDAI ! 478 keTalAka tA ema paNa khAle che ke vairAgya zAnA lAge ? vairAgya lagADavAmAM tA vaLI ema paNa khake ke upadezakanA samartha tyAga joie !" A mAhamadirAnu chAkaTApaNuM badhA khakavATa karAve che. pelA mahAtmA munie sa'sAranI asAratA, AyuSyanu` kSaNabhaMgurapaNuM, vairAgyanAM svarUpe!, duniyAnI ajAyaba hAlata vagere vistArathI kahI rAjAne zAka zamanAthe upadeza tA ApyA paNa te rAjA ! rAjA tA rAjA ja hatA ! ene upadeza lAge teA te rAjA zAne! dIkarA tathA dIkarI pratye bhAvanAmAM pharaka zAthI have pelA maranArA kuMvara sArI vezyAthI devatA thayA hatA. te tyAM Ave che, munine vaMdanAdi karI, kalezanu svarUpa jANI rAjAne pAtAnI hAlata jaNAvI pUche che ke-"rAjan ! tamane putranA jIvathI rAga che ke zarIrathI ? je jIvathI rAga hAya tA huM maryAM nathI, paraMtu te ja jIva huM devatA thayA cheM. ane jo pudgalathI rAga hAya tA A zakhane sAcavI rAkheA !" rAjA mUjhAyA! have zuM kahevuM ? rAga hatA mArApaNAnA saMskAranA ! rAjAe sa'sAra cheDI dIdhA. khudda peAtAnA dIkarAne koI ne dattaka dIdhA pachI tenA para peAtAnA ha rAga keTalA ? mArApaNu' mUkI dIdhu' eTale khalAsa ? dIkarA tathA dIkarI banne eka ja ghera ane eka rIte ja janmyAM che. chatAM gharanI milakatamAM putrInA hakka keTalA rAkhyA ? kema ke bhAvanA che ke putrI mArI nathI : khIje ghera javAnI che. mArA-mArI mArApaNAnI bhAvanAnI che. A badhAmAM mamatva ja kAraNa che.
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________________ mamatA jema dunyavI sukha mATe kAma padArtha tathA tenA sAdhanane artha padArtha gaNue chIe, tema AtmAnuM sukha mekSa che ane te meLavavAnuM sAdhana dharma che. artha eTale ahIM ekaluM dravya nahIM, paNa viSayanAM tamAma | sAdhane te arthe ane viSaya sukha te kAma. e ja rItie zAstranA upadeza pramANe AcaraNa thAya te dharma ane te dvArA maLatuM zAzvata sukhanuM sthAna te mekSa che. artha ane kAma, be purUSArtho laukika che. dharma ane mekSa be purUSArtho lokottara che. laukikamAM mUMjhAelA prathama te artha tarapha jhUkI rahyA che. arthanA mamatvane lIdhe gurUnA veSamAM AvelAnI paNa vicitra dazA thAya che ane bhagavAnanA mArgane uThAvanArA che e artha kare che. e dRSTAMta dhyAnamAM levA jevuM che ke keIka parigrahadhArI upadeza devA pATa upara beThA. hAthamAM vIMTIo ane veDha paherelAM che. bhujAe kaDAM vagere paNa paherelAM che. have temane zrI upadezamALAnI rAvaNa e gAthAnI vyAkhyAne prasaMga Avyo. parigrahanI mamatAne lIdhe artha zabdathI chavAdi padArtha laIne vyAkhyA karI. te sabhAmAM eka zrAvaka tattvane jANakAra, samaju, Tharela, vivekI tathA anubhavI hate, bhaktivALo paNa hatA. teNe te artha mAnavAnI nA kahI. pachI navANuM jUdA jUdA artha karavAmAM AvyA, paNa upadezamALA bhaNele te zrAvaka te kabUla karatuM nathI, tyAre ratnAkarasUri samajI gayA. (ahIM keI semaprabhasUri kahe che.) zrAvakane kahI dIdhuM ke kAle barAbara artha samajAvIza. sUri samajI gayA ke Ane viTI kaDAM vagere khaTake che. pitAnA parigrahanAM kiMmatI evAM motI maMgAvI, vaTAvI, tene cUre karyo. jatinuM dravya daherAmAM na ka9pe ! mahAvratane malina karIne meLavelA dravyane saMgha paNa na aDake ! ghora pApa lAge!
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________________ 480 AnaMda pravacana dezana khIje divase te sAcA tyAgI banyA ane artha jaNAvyA ke paisA e ja ananu` mULa che! atha eTale dravya temaja tenAthI viSayA. e arthAdi Ave, rahe ke jAya : tA paNa magaja bhamAve che. mATe paisA ananu mULa che. prathama tamAma muniee paisAne tyajelA che, narake lai janArA che. smaNa zeTha narake gayA te AraMbha parigrahane lIdhe ja. jo ane rAkhavA hoya tA tapa vagerenA ADaMbara zA mATe ?" navvANuM ane na mAnanAra zrAvaka A athathI tarata mAnI gayA. A a vakhate mamatA gai eTale sAcuM bhAna thayuM, duniyAmAM jIva mAtra vastunI mArAmArIthI nahi, paNa mArApaNAnI mArAmArIthI herAna thAya che ane rakhaDe che. A bhAva maTayeA eTale badhI upAdhi chUTI. Deceecas 20 guNe! prApta thayA pachI ja guNI pratye mahumAna prema ane sAcI sevA saMpAdana thAya che, mATe guNanA grAhaka bane. guNIjanA pratye bahumAna ane AdarabhAva vinA AtmabhAvanI sanmukha javu e paNa mahu muzkela che.
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________________ zrI AgamAddhAraka pravacana prakAzana samitinuM nivedana pU. Agane ddhAraka AcArya devazrI AnaMdasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. zrI e jIvanabhara satata parizrama karI Agama granthone bahAra pADIne ane AganI cAvIo samAna-taka ane dalIlothI bharapura sAttvika pravacane A pI samAja upara mahAna upakAra karyo che ane tarave jijJAsuone saMtApyA che. evA temanAM pravacanAnAM aneka pustakA hovA chatAM ghaNAM kharAM aprApya che tethI tattvajijJAsuonI nirAzA dUra karavA pa. pU. zAsana prabhAvaka A, devazrI datasAgara surIzvarajI ma. sAheba tathA teozrInA aMtevAsI ziSya saMgaThThanapremI gaNivarya zrI nityeAdaya sAma rajI ma. nI preraNAthI pUjyazrInuM pragaTa-apragaTa sarva sAhitya kramasara prakAzamAM lAvavA zrI Aga ddhAraka pravacana prakAzana samitinI sthApanA karavAmAM AvI che ane sarva zreyaskarI Agamika sevA lAbha levA. nIce mujabU ceAjanA rajU karavAmAM AvI che. rU. 5001) apanAra zratasamuddhA2ka kahevAze ne pheTo chApavAmAM Avaze ne saMsthAnA sarva prakAzana bheTa maLaze. rU.) 2 501) ApanAra zrata bhakata kahevAze ane temane sarva prakAzana maLaze. rU.) 1001) ApanAra AjIvana sabhya kahevAze ne saMsthA taraphathI bahAra paDela sarva prakAzana bheTa maLaze. (rU.) 50 1 ) ApanAra zrata sahAyaka kahevAze ne saMsthA taraphathI bahAra paDela pustaka bheTa maLo. A mahAna kArya zrI saMghe ane dAnavI renI sahAyathI ja thaI zake tethI ApanA tathA zrI saMdhanA jJAnakhAtAmAMthI adhika rakama mokalI lAbha levA darekane vinaMtI che. zrI AgamAddhAraka prakAzana samiti" A nAmanA rAkaTa athavA ceka nIcenA nAme mokalI zakAze. (zIranAmAM aMdara "vinaMtI''mAM che) zrI amaracaMda ratanacaMda jhaverI, muMbaI zrI anubhAI cImanalAla, amadAvAda. zrI zAntilAla chaganalAla jhaverI, surata zrI maphatalAla jhaveracaMda paMDita, amadAvAda zrI puchapasena pAnacaMda jhaverI, muMbaI zrI niraMjana gulAbacaMda cokasI, muMbaI - zrI phUlacaMda je, vakhArIyA, surata. AvaraNa naTavara amRti prinTarsa amadAvAda-1 phona : 361434