Pratikraman Sutra Chintanika

Author(s): Vachamyamashreeji, Rajyashsuri
Publisher: Zaverchand Pratapchand Suparshwanath Jain Sangh
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005804/1

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pratikamANA sUtra ritInikA * labdhisUrIzvarajI zabda varSa 17 dIkSA zatAbdi 100 labdhi dIkSA zatAbdi graMthamAlA ujAgara prama amArA namo arihaMtANaM, no siddhA, namo AyariyA, namo uvajajhayAruM, namo loe savvasAhUNaM, eso paMca namukkAro, jana umAM e hevAla yAkayu. mi sicina sahAya ziyAlika 2 che ane edgeabit savapAvapaNAsaNo, maMgalANaM ca sarversi pamaM havaI maMgalaMa Iti prathama smaraNaM 4 re mAro dharma nI ni se kama Dema ja ne ke mane tame ratitimAM na aAkara pa 1 hama kAma niyatire vimA dila ve para!kAnaMda

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zrI labdhi vikrama guru kRpAe bhavya jirNoddhAra zrI uvasaggaharItIthI zrI pArzvanAtha prabhu zIkubhAkatIthI zImANikayaravAmi zrI bharUcA tIthI zrI munisuvataravAmi rAjayazasaNa A. zrI pa. pU. aA rajI bhakSA zrI preraNA tIthI amadAvAda zrI goDI pArzvanAthaprabhu zrI banArasa tIthI zrI pArzvanAtha prabhu

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA graMthamAlA - 15 : divyAziSadAtA pU. pA. gurudeva vikramasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. : saMpAda : 5. pU. AcAryadeva rAjayazasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. : lekhikA : pU. sA. ratnacUlAzrIjI ma. sA. nA tizrAvatI pU. sA. vAcayamAzrIjI ma. sA. (pU. beta ma.sA.) : prakAzaka lAbhArthI zrI jhaveracada pratApasaMda supArzvatAtha jaita saMdha vAlakezvara, muMbaI. : prakAzaka : zrI labdhi vikramasUrIzvarajI saMskRti kendra T-7-A, zAMtItagara, AzramaroDa, amadAvAda-13. 1

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prathamavRti- saMvata - 2059 takla - 2000 pustaka prakAzatatA lAbhArthI zrI jhaveracaMda pratApacaMda supArzvanAtha jaina saMgha vAlakezvara, muMbaI. prApti sthAna :zrI ladhi vikramasUrIzvarajI saMskRti kendra T-7-A, zAMtInagara, AzramaroDa, amadAvAda-13. zrI solAroDa je. mU. pU. jaina saMgha zrI AdinAtha jinAlaya, citrakuTa pAse, solAroDa, amadAvAda. Do. surezabhAI mahetA jaina dharma phaMDa peDhI, zrImALI poLa, bharUca.(gujarAta) maudrakaH daraNIghara prInTIMga presa 42, bhadrezvara sosAyaTI, zAhIbAga roDa, amadAvAda. ta - 163 10 74

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tApacaMda nirmita jina maMdiranA rajata pArakayukta mULanAyaka zrI, 5 are ga suna baMdara nivAsI vaidA aMgavALa tapATha zALAe javerI i javevacaMda pranAIkanI icchAdurakata vAtAvaro potAnI zAkamA balA apanI caMdanabaMne zrI supArzanama jana prAda aAvI tenI pranhiA kocana 1957 rA veMba kada mAna zukravAre karAvI che. temanA vAkyo zrI.cAMda, zrI. kada, zrI lavabeMka chIpAnApada ane zrI jAipada AIe jina prAsAdamAM jina pratimAjIkhaMDana bIjAMna karyA che. / mULanAyaka zrI supArzvanAtha prabhu zeTha jhaveracaMda pratApacaMda zrI supArzvanAtha jaina saMgha upAzraya 101, nyu IMdra bhavana, vAlakezvara roDa, muMbaI-400 006.

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* zrI pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtanikA pustaka prakAzana lAbhArthI zrI jhaveracaMda pratApacaMda supArzvanAtha jaina saMgha vAlakezvara, muMbai-9. : prerikA: pU. viduSI sAdhvIvaryA ratnacUlAzrIjI ma.sA. : lekhana: zAsanasevikA pU. sAdhvIvaryA vAcaMyamAzrIjI (pU. bena ma.) anumodaka zrI labdhi - vikramasUrIzvarajI saMskRti keMdra (zAMtinagara, amadAvAda.)

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aMtaranA AzISa dharmanI kaMika spaSTa bhUmikA thatI gai ema pratikramaNa karavAnuM mana thatuM gayuM. roja pratikramaNa karato hato. koie pUchayuM. huM paNa roja pratikramaNa karuM chuM. paNa rojanA ekanA eka sUtrothI thoDo kaMTALo Ave che. A temanI muMjhavaNa, huM jhabakI gayo. meM kahyu kaMTALo kema Ave ? tame eka vAta manamAM sthira karo. pratikramaNanA moTA bhAganA sUtro e gaNadhara bhagavaMtonI racanA che. aho ! A khyAlaja AtmAne AnaMdamaya banAvI de tevo che. gaNadhara bhagavaMtanI kRti ApaNe mukhe bolavAnI kevI AnaMdamaya paristhiti che. eka vakhata pU. gurudeva vikrama sU. ma. mane koi pATha ApatAM kahyuM "rAjA ! badhI vAta kharI paNa AgamonI bhASA ane enA zabdo sIdhA AtmAne sparzI jAya che." khabara nahIM, pU. gurudevanI vANImAM zuM prabhAva haze. mane Avazyaka sUtro bolavA khUba game che. mane samaya maLyo hoya ane caityavaMdanamAM ke pratikramaNamAM ekalo houM to eka mastI pedA thaI jAya che. temAMya labdhinI saMgItamayatA e sUtronA pATha saMgItamAM gAvAnuM zIkhavI dIdhuM che. gIta-saMgIta sahIta sUtronA uccAraNo AtmAmAM eka anupama AlhAda pUro pADe che. ziSyanuM ghaDatara to gurunI godamAM ja thAya che. huM mArI aMdara koipaNa saMskAra jouM chuM ne guru ma. nI yAda svAbhAvika thai jAya che. vikramasUri ma. to vAtsalyamayI mAtA hatI. ekavAra eka patrakAra amadAvAdanA upAzrayamAM vaMdana mATe AvyAM hatA. pU. gurudevane emaNe bALa sAdhuo sAthe vAta karatA nirmaLa vinoda karatAM, apAra

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA vAtsalya karatA ane.sAthe sAthe AtmAne jagAvIde tevI hitazikSA ApatA joyA. A patrakArano tyAM koi pratibhAva khabara na paDyo paNa thoDA divasomAM vartamAnapatramAM sahue vAMcyuM. "bALa sAdhuonI ucheraNI jovI hoya to zAMtinagaranA upAzrayamAM jAva" AvI vAtsalyamayI gurumAtAe khUba premathI ghaNA suMdara saMskAro ApyA che. pUjya gurudeva kahetA "rAjA huM tane bhaNAvI zakuM ke bhaNAvavAno samaya na ApI zakuM paNa tuM mArI pAse besI rahe e paNa ghaNuM che. tArI grahaNa zakti che. koinI paNa sAthe tatvacarcA tAle tane lAbha thAya ja che." ane AvI aneka carcAonI mane yAda che. paNa zAMtAkrUjhanI carcAo kadI bhUlI zaku ema nathI. tyAM suzrAvaka pravINabhAi amaracaMda jhaverI niyamita AvatA hatA. dhaMdhAnI nivRti bAda dharma-abhyAsano adamya utsAha hato. ane pU. gurudevanI sAthe Avazyaka sUtronI carcA thatI tyArathI eka majabUta abhigama manamAM besI gayo sUtranA pratyeka zabdo - tenA kramo temAM AvatA bhAvo darakenuM AgavuM mahatva che. e pachI to varSo bAda evo avasara Avyo ke pravINabhAI khurda sAyana ane dAdaramAM vizaMti - viMzikA nI vAcanAo levA AvatA. pU. guru.ma. pAse bese. guru mahArAja mane kahe tuM ja artha 52 vivecana kara. ane e vivecano mane potAne ane sahune rasa taraboLa karI detA hatA. "sAya samo natzei tevo'' evuM kahevAya che. svAdhyAya e tapa che. evuM sAcuM ja kahevAya che. paNa svAdhyAya e AnaMda che. e mukhya vAta che. ghaNIvAra dazavaikAlika ke uttarAdhyayanano pATha karuM chuM. ane mana AnaMdathI ubharAi jAya che. zArIrika asvasthatAthI ziSya ziSyA vargamAM jeTalI cAhanA che eTalI vAcanAo huM ApI nathI

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* vitatakA zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA - - - - - ---- - -- zakato. paNa vAMcanA lIdhAbAda sahunA caherA para koI divyalokanA pravAsano AnaMda Tapakato hoya che. mane jANe zarIranA aNuaNumAM koI divya saMcAra thato hoya tevuM lAge che. jo mArA svaramAM svara meLavI zake evA sAdhubhagavaMto hoya ane arthanI sabhAnatA pUrvaka AgaLano pATha thato hoya to naMdIsUtranI vAta AtmAmAM ramavA mAMDe che.naMdIsUtramAM kahyuM che "sajhAya naMdI ghosassa" svAdhyAya rUpa naMdIghoSa sAdhujanomAM cAlu ja hoya che. Avo svAdhyAya karatAM AnaMdanI anubhUti karavI e sAdhupaNAno anero lhAvo che. nA, sAdhuno adhikAra che. , * svAdhya sAdhuno adhikAra che.. * svAdhyAya karatAM magna thavuM e sAdhuno adhikAra che. * svAdhyAya karatAM paramAnaMdathI ubharAI javuM e sAdhupaNAno adhikAra che, na vai sukhaM rAja rAjastha" svAdhyAyae loka-vyApAranI parAgamukhatAthI ja thAya che. prazamaratikAra kahe che. sAdhunA svAdhyAya Adi jevuM sukha rAjAonA rAjA cakravartIone paNa hotuM nathI. svAdhyAya jANe arihaMta paramAtmAnA dharmacakravartIpaNAnA ApaNane sIdhA ja vArasadAra banAvI de che. eTale ja AgamasUtro para koi ciMtana - manana kare to khUba anumodanA thAya che. sAdhvIvaryA vAcaMyamAzrI eka siddhahasta lekhikA che. te nirvivAda che. dazavaikAlika, uttarAdhyayana ane AcArAMganI ciMtanikAoe jainonA tamAma saMpradAyomAM parama Adara pAtratA prApta karI che. ghaNA vakhatathI temanuM lekhana kArya baMdha hatuM. A vakhate kahyuM zrI

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA supArzvanAtha upAzraya dariyAtaTa para che. kaMIka lakhajo. ane emaNe pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtanikA"lakhI. prakaraNo joyA che. ciMtana to che ja. lekhana zailI aMge to temanI kamala-parAga' pustikAnI prastAvanAmAM lagabhaga 40varSa pUrve zAMtikumAra bhaTTa muMbaI samAcAranA taMtrIe je lakhyuM hatuM te Aje paNa sAcuM che. emanI lekhanI jANe gadya-padya hoya evo anubhava thAya che. kartA - karma - kriyApada yatheccha sthAne mukta paNe vihAra karatA lAge che. - bahudhA TuMkA vAkyo manane toSa Ape che. "pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtAnikA"jyAre prakAzita thaI rahI che tyAre mAruM ciMtana pratikramaNa yoga para AvI rahyu che. aneka vidha pravRttimAM dhyAna apAtuM nathI. paNa pratikramaNano eka yaugika sAdhanAnA rUpamAM paNa AlhAdajanaka anubhava janajanamAM jAge te mATe ghaNuM karavAnuM bAkI che. A dizAmAM aneka munivaro - aneka saMpradAyonA mahAtmAo ciMtana - manana ane prayoga karI rahyA che tevuM jANuM che A badhAnuM saMkalana ane svAnubhavanI tanmayatA jarUra AtmAmAM kaMIka jagADaze. A carcA huM ahIM na karatAM ahIM ja virAma karIza paNa A pustikAnA prakAzana vakhate mArA pUjya gurudeva keTalA prasanna hota tevI kalpanA karuM chuM. basa vikrama ane labdhinI kRpA A lekhikA para paNa varaso. mAtA sarasvatInI ane padmAvatInI kRpA varaso. ane labdhi samudAyanA bahumAnya jaina jayati zAsanam nA jayanAdane vistAravA temanA tanamAM svasthatA - manamAM prasannatA ane AtmAmAM pavitratAnA pravAho vahetA raho e ja AzISa.... - AcArya vijaya rAjayazasUri goDIjI jaina upAzraya - kA. su. - 12, vi. saM. 2059 tA. 15 - 11 - 02

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mArI vAta dIkSA jIvananI pa3mI vasaMta AvI rahI che. muMbai taraphano vihAra cAlI rahyo hato. vasaino brIja krosa karatAM mRtyu eka AMgaLa dUrathI salAma karI gayuM. paNa ciMtananA cakro pArAvAra pedA thayA. jIvana yAtrAnA keTalA upakArI ? saMyamayAtrAnA keTalA upakArI ? bhavayAtrAne bhAvayAtrA banAvavAmAM keTalA upakArI ? upakArInuM lIsTa karavA besuM to lAgyuM pena ane pepara ochA paDaze. jaMdagIno samaya khUba ocho paDaze. aMte thayuM nAnI noMdha karuM ? | trikAlA bAdhita-trijagata gurU zAsana sivAya kRtajJabhAva pragaTe nahi. AtmasAdhanAno anupama mArga prApta thAya nahi. zAsananI smRti zuM karuM? sadA zAsanane caraNe samarpita rahuM e ja jIvanavrata bane.... | vi.saM. 2006mAM saMyama lIdhuM. prabhu zAsana gamyuM, paNa dila to vi.saM. 2007mAM vAtsalya vAridhi pU. dAdA gurUdeva labdhisUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nA darzana-vaMdana karyA ane teja: puMja gurUdevanA caraNe hRdaya samarpita thaI gayuM. tarka-vitarka-vitaMDAvAda-gAMdhIyuganI bhayaMkara asara magajamAM vicAronuM vRMdvayuddha cAle. pU.pA. gurudeva vikrama su.ma.sA.nI dhIra-gaMbhIra-zAMta-mahAzAMta jIvana zailI nihALI. basa ema ja thAya, janma janma A mahApurUSanA caraNa - ane zAsanamAM rahIye. pU. gurUdeve jIvanamAM Adeza to kyAreya karyo

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA --------- ----- upadeza-preraNA-vAtsalya dvArA zAstra jJAnanA pAna karAvyA. vartamAna gurUdeva pU.A.deva rAjayaza sU.ma.sA. nuM gurU caraNe samarpaNa khUba nikaTathI nihALyuM. zAsana gaurava-samudAya gaurava - vyaktimAtranuM gaurava karavAnI viziSTa padhdhatie dila dimAgano kabdo lIdho. zAstra vAMcana-zAstra svAdhyAya-zAstra artha manamAM guMjita thavA lAgyA. amArA gurUmaiyA pU.sA. suvratA zrI ma.sA.nI prabhu bhakti ane amArA saMsArI - saMyamI mAtRzrInuM kaDaka anuzAsana sAdhu jIvananI mahattA- anupamatA samajAvA lAgI. mArA vaDIla pU. bhaginI viduSI sAdhvI ratnacUlAzrI ma.sA. nI Agama lInatA - Agama-zAstramayatA - nikhAlasatA - saraLatA mArA jIvananA Adarza ane lakSya banyA. laghu bhUginI sA. zubhodayAnI puNyamayatA - madhuratA kaThIna vihAra karI pallivAla pradezanI udhdhAra vRtti mArA manane rUci gayA. amArUM vizAla sAdhvI maMDaLa eka Adarza AryA maMDaLa che. roja tyAM jJAna-dhyAna-abhyAsa-svAdhyAya-tapano naMdighoSa cAle che. vinayathI vyavahAra kare che. samarpaNathI dhanya bane che. A sAdhvI maMDaLane abhyAsa karAvatAM vAMcanA ApatA Agama sUtronA pado dilamAM ramavA lAgyA. pUjya kRpAe lekhinI cAlavA lAgI. A sAla paNa amadAvAdathI vihAra samaye pU. gurUdeve preraNA karI - kaMIka lakhajo. muMbaI supArzvanAtha jaina saMghanA naisargika saudaryayukta zAMta vAtAvaraNavALA upAzrayamAM caitra vada-1 (ekama)nA AvyA. prAtaHkALanI Avazyaka kriyA - prabhu darzana bAda pratikramaNa sUtra upara ciMtananuM Alekhana kArya prAraMbha karyuM.

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA A ciMtana Alekhana karatAM mukhyatayAe mane mAro AtmA ja sAme dekhAyo che. tethI A lekhana Atma saMvedana svarUpa banyuM che. A lekhana dvArA Atmadarzana-Atmika avasthA darzana karavA prayatna karyo che. A prayatna mane paramAtmamaya banAve e ja bhAvanA vegavatI rahI che. paramAtma bhAvane pAmavAno eka namra purUSArtha che. je vicAro AvyA te AlekhyA che. paNa ghaNI kSati haze ! kyAMya paNa bhUla haze !! bhUla mArI che. bhUla alpajJatAthI, pramAdathI che. sArUM suMdara je kaMi paNa te pUjayonI kRpA che. punaH punaH prabhune, pUjyone eka ja prArthanA, ApanA caraNa ane zaraNamAM rAkhajo. mArA aparAdhanI kSamA karajo. hRdayanA bhAvo kevaLajJAnIne sparzavA Atura che paNa... jJAnAvaraNIya karma rUka jAnI Alabela vagADe che. aparAdha mArA ane upakAra pUjyonA. punaH punaH upakAranI smRti karatAM viramuM chuM. A sAthe nata mastake vaMdanA karUM chuM.amArA tAraka gurUdeve aneka prakAranA kAryamAM vyasta hovA chatAM A pustaka saMpAdana karI ApavAnI kRpA karI. temaja sAdhvI lakSayazAzrI tathA sAdhvI prasannayazAzrIe presakopI karI suMdara sahakAra Apyo che, ane sAdhvI divyayazAzrIe prupha saMzodhana karyuM che. gurU caraNareNu AryA vAcayamAzrI (beta ma.) zrI goDIjI jaina upAzraya, pAyadhunI - muMbai - 3. tA. 9 - 10 - 2002 A. su. - 4 - 2058

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA , prakAzakIya.. zrI labdhi - vikramasUrIzvara keMdra taraphathI aneka viziSTa pustaka prakAzana thAya che. janatA janArdananI sevAmAM viziSTa sAhitya raju karavuM amArI nema che. gujarAtI - hiMdI - aMgrejI - saMskRta - prAkRta bhASAmAM sAhitya pU.pA.gurUdevavikramasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nAdivyAziSe vartamAna pU. gurUdeva rAjayazasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM taiyAra thAya che. pUjayazrInI nasa-nasamAM jina bhakti che. gurU AjJA - kRpA teonA prANa che. zAsananA rahasyane pAra pAmavA teozrI pAse RtuMbharA prajJA che. vartamAna kALanA dravya-kSetra-kALa ane bhAvane samajavA - samajAvavA eka AgavI anupama zAstra parikamita nirmaLa buddhi tathA apAra vAtsalya - karUNA che. chatAM pUjyazrI bhIma-kAMta guNanA svAmI che. eka AMkhamAM apAra vAtsalya ane bIjI AMkhamAM anupama zAsana che. zAsana sApekSa caturvidha saMghanA yogakSema kare che. pratyeka AtmAnI viziSTa zakti mATe sadA mArgadarzana Ape che. pU. dAdA gurUdeva labdhisUrIzvarajI ma.sA. - pU. gurUdeva vikramasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tathA pU. gurudeva rAjayazasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nI sevA karavAno anupama lAbha sAdhvI vAcaMyamAzrIjI ma.sA.(bena ma.) ne maLyo che. traNe pUjayonuM zikSaNa - saMskAra - vAtsalya pU. bena ma.sA.ne prApta thayuM che. pU. gurUdevanA AzIrvAda ane preraNAthI tAjetaramAM

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| zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA ------ -- -- - "pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtanikA" lekhana kArya pU. bena ma.sA. karyuM che. graMtha aMge kaMi lakhavuM tenA karatAM caturvidha saMgha A vAMcana kare ane teo ja nyAya Ape te yathAyogya raheze... pU. viduSI sAdhvIvaryA ratnacUlAjI ma.sA.nA sAMnidhyamAM vizALa sAdhvI samudAya viziSTa tapa - tyAga - jJAna - dhyAnanI ArAdhanA karI rahela che. viziSTa zaktizALI sAdhvI lekhana dvArA saMghanI sevA karavA tatpara bane evI amArA saunI namra prArthanA.. zrI pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtanikA graMthanI 2000 kaoNpI prakAzana mATe vizALa dhana rAzi, muMbaI - vAlezvara - supArzvanAtha zrI jhaveracaMda pratApacaMda jaina saMghanA jJAna khAtAmAMthI rakama prApta thaI che. tyAMnA zAsanapremI TrasTI zrI kIrtibhAI coksI, zrI bIpInabhAI jhaverI tathA zrI zaileSabhAI jhaverIno hArdika AbhAra mAnIe chIe. temanA zruta bhakti - gurU-bhaktinI hArdika anumodanA. A graMtha prakAzana mATe zrI dharaNendrabhAI kApaDiyAe suMdara cIvaTa tathA apUrva dhairya rAkhyuM che. prAnta, A graMthanuM vAMcana karI pratikramaNa jevI ati Avazyaka kriyAmAM sau AgaLa vadhe. eja hArdika zubhAzA... zrI labdhi - vikrama sUrIzvarajI saMskRti kendra taraphathI.. menejIMga TrasTI rAjendrabhAI e. dalAla. sikaMdrAbAda. zrI dinezabhAI esa. zAha. koImbatura. tA. pa-6-2003. gurUvAra, je.se.pa. solA roDa..

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anukramaNikA... pada pA.naM. 11 15 2 ) 24 28 32 36 40 sUtra (1) namo (1) navakAramaMtra (2) chattIsaguNo gurumanjha (2) paMciMdiyasUtra (3) icchAmi (3) icchAmi khamAsamaNo (4) khamAsamaNo (4) icchAmi khamAsamaNo (5) devagurupasAya (5) suguru sukhazAtApRcchA (6) ahaM na jANAmi (6) suguru vaMdana sUtra (7) paDikkamAmi (7) iriyAvahiyAsUtra (8) pAyatti karaNeNe (8) tasyauttarI sUtra (9) adhdhANaM vosirAmi * (9) annattha sUtra (10)tisthayarA me pasIyaMtu (10) logassa sUtra (11) garihAmi (11) karemi bhaMte sUtra (12) chinnai asuhaM karmo (12)sAmAyika pAravAnuM sUtra (13)durita timira bhAnu, (13) sakala kuzalavallI (14)thuNijjai nicca vihANi (14)jagaciMtAmaNi sUtra (15)namo jiNANe jiabhayANa (15)namutthaNe sUtra (16)vaMdAmi (16)uvasaggahara stotra (17)deva! dijja bohiM (17)uvasaggaharaM stotra (18)hou mamaM tuhappabhAvao bhayanaM (18)jayavIyarAya sUtra (19)bhattIi vaMde sividhdhamANe (19) kalyANakaMda stuti (20) saMsAra dAvAnaladAha nIra (20)saMsAradAvA stuti - namAmi vIra (21)dhammassa sAra muvalajhma (21)puphakharavara sUtra kare pamAya (22)no sayA savva sidhdhANaM (22)sidhdhANaM budhdhANaM sUtra 44 48 53 58 63 68 74 78 83 88 93

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12 2 126 131 140 (22)namo sayA savva sidhdhANaM | (22)sidhdhANaM budhdhANaM sUtra (23) samariTTi samAhi garANuM (23)vaiyAvaccagarANaM sUtra (24)dukjhAo dudhviciMtio (24) savvasavi sUtra 102 (25) aNiguhia balavario (25) aticAra AlocanA sUtra 107 parakkamAM (26)cauvIsa jiNa viNimaya | (26)vaMditu sUtra 112 kahAi volaMtu me diahA . (27)javaNirja ca bhe (27)vAMdaNA sUtra 117 (28)bhAvo dhamma nihi. (28)Ayariya uvajajhAe niyacitto (29)jesi suya sAyare bhatti, (29)suadevayA thai (30)ziva sadA sarva sAdhUnAmuM (30)zruta devatA stuti (31) akhUyAyAra carittA (31)aThThAijesu 135 (32)jayadeviDa vijayasva (32)laghuzAMti (33)so jiSNu pAsu payacchau vaMchiuM (33)caukkasAya sUtra (34)jesiM nAma grahaNe pAvA (34)bharaphesara sakjhAya 150 prabaMdhA vilaya jaMti (35)manDa jiNANe ANaM (35)mahajiNANaMANaMsajhAya155 (36)jinavara nAme maMgala koDa | (36) sakalatIrtha vaMdanA 160 (37) evaM adANa maNaso aprANa (37) saMthArA porisi maNu sAsai (38)bhajyA nityaM prapadya zruta maha (38)snAtasyA stuti makhila sarva lokaikasAra (39)bhavyAnAM vidadhAtu vAMchita phala (39) sakalArvata strota 175 zrI vItarAgo jinaH (40)mamaya disau saMjame naMdiM (40)ajita zAMti stava 180 (41)manaH prasannatAmati pUjyamAne (41)moTI zAMti jinezvare 145 165 170 185

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namo jaina zAsananA maMtra zAstrano pahelo zabda namo namo zabda - zabda nathI... paNa maMtra zAstrano mahAna graMtha che. jainAgamanuM rahasya che. jIvana saphaLatAnuM mahAna sAdhanAbIja che. namo zabda sAdhakane eka rahasya udghATana kriyA darzAve che. namo zabdanuM uccAraNa paNa mAna-mohanIya karmanA kSapopazama vinA azakya che. namo zabda namratA guNadyotaka che. namo - namaskAra namo ArAdhanAno ja mukhya uddeza che. khudanA AtmAne ja yogya banAvavAnI prakriyA 'namo'mAM rahelI che. AtmA namra bane eTale sauno sahaja vinaya ... saunA AtmAno Adara bahumAna... namra vyakti pratyeka vyaktinA dehanA darzana nahi paNa AtmAnA darzana kare che. AtmAnA darzana thAya eTale pudgalanA baMdhana tUTe. AtmAnA darzana eTale jJAnazaktinA darzana AtmAnA darzana eTale paramAtma zaktinA bIjanA darzana AtmAnA darzana eTale nijAnaMdanI mastIno anubhava

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Saa che. | zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA ------------ namratA guNa guNanuM pAvara hAusa che. namratA guNamAM eka anokhI zakti che. vyaktimAM rahela guNano ja saMparka karAve che. doSane dUra karAve che. dareka dharma ane dareka maMtranI AmnAya - vidhi alaga-alaga prakAranI hoya che. paNa dareka dharma ane dareka maMtra mATe prAyaH sAdhakanI yogyatA samAna kahI che. jaina zAsana yogyatA ane prakriyA baMne batAve che.. mahAnubhAva! tuM prathama namaskAra kara... mahAnubhAva! tuM prathama namratA prApta kara. namratA vagara tArI sAdhanA siddha nahI thAya. namaskAra karyA vagara sAdhaka mahAtmAnA sadgaNano saMparka nahIM karI zake. samasta guNa samudAyanI cAvI namratA che. namratA ApaNA guNavaibhavane samRdhdha kare che; vikAsa kare che ane pragatinA paMthe laI jAya che. namratA dvArAja mahApuruSonI kRpA prApta thAya che. namratA dvArA ja mahApuruSanA guNavaibhavamAMthI guNanI saMpatti prApta thAya che. vyakti jene name tenA jevo thAya. namra vyakti AtmasvabhAvathI vyakti mAtrano cAhaka anumodaka ane ArAdhaka hoya che. huM ane mArAmAM muMjhAyela hoya tenA hRdayamAM mArA tArAnA saMkucita bheda hoya. namra vyaktie to huM ane mArAnA uThamaNA karyA che. namra vyakti sadA-sarvadA saunA upAsaka - ArAdhaka hoya che. namra banavAnI saune jhaMkhanA thAya. paNa namra banAya kevI rIte? bhalA sAdhaka ! namonuM gaNita alaga prakAranuM che. namo guNa khamo vagara AvatuM nathI.

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA -- ---- --- -- ApaNe namo - namratA lAvavI hoya to sauthI pahelA namratAnI saMgI moTIbena samatAne lAvavI paDe. jyAM samatA Ave che tyAM namratA doDI Ave che. samatA vagara hArdika sahaja namratA siddha thatI nathI. - samatA-namratAne sahAyaka che. - samatApUrvakanI namratA mokSamArganI sAdhikA che. prabhunamaskAra mahAmaMtranA lAkho karoDo jApa karUM tArI pUjAupAsanA karuM mane mada-mAna-abhimAna-ahaM satAve. ahaMmAM cakacUra thaI mArA nAtha arha tane huM bhUlI jauM? tArI AjJAne cUkI jAuM? ahaM dvArA meM bahurUpI jevA keTalA veza bhajavyA mArA AtmAnI ahaMmeja bhavAI karI che. ane mAruM nuM nATaka have baMdha karavuM che. namratAno camatkAra sarjavo che. namratA guNa mATe prabhu pAse- gurudeva pAse- guNIjano pAse vaDIlo pAse - natamastake yAcanA karuM chuM. o anaMtaguNI arihaMta paramAtmA! huM bhikSuka chuM. huM yAcaka chuM. Apa dAnavIra cho. Apa dAnavIramAM paNa ciMtAmaNi ratnatulya cho. mane Apo nAtha! mArA manoratha pUrNakaro.... namratA Apo... namana karuM... basa... tamArA A sevakane sadA namra rAkhajo ... svArtha - samaya - saMyoga ane lAcArI namra banyAno ahIM izAro che. A adhogAmI namratAne choDIne paramArtha-parArtha ane prakAza tarapha laI jatI namratAno "namo khyAla rAkhavAno anurodha abhUta che. namratA - vinamratAnA ArAdhaka banAvo e ja punaH punaH prArthanA.... * * * * * *

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chattIsaguNo guru A chatrIza guNavALA mArA guru ho ... mAre guru joie. nagurAnuM kyAreya kalyANa na thAya. guru mArA jIvananA pathapradarzaka che... mArgadarzaka che. mArA jIvana naiyAnA sukAnI che. vyaktinA dehane-nAmane- kIrtine guru karavAnA nathI. mAnavAnA nathI. paNa vyaktimAM rahela vyaktittvane-guNane guru tarIke svIkAravAnA che, mAnavAnA che. guru eTale vicaratuM - viharatuM - jJAnanuM mUrta svarUpa - guru jJAnanI phaMkta vAto na kare. paNa jJAnane AtmasAt kare ... guru jJAna meLavanAra ane ApanAra... guru jJAnanI asmalita pravAhayukta jJAna gaMgotrI che. gurumAM be-cAra-pAMca-paccIsa maryAdita guNo nathI hotA. guruvara to jJAnanA moTAzikhara che. guruvara anaMta - anaMta guNanA svAmI che. gurunA guNa anaMta ane paMciMdiya sUtramAM kahyuM, "chattIsa guNo guru majajha"...... mahAnubhAva! zAstranI paribhASA samajavA ApaNe khUba nAnA bALaka chIe. ApaNI lImITeDa jJAnanI phUTapaTTI dvArA anaMtaguNI ! guNasAgara ! zAstrakAranA rahasyano tAga pAmI zakIe?

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA _____ guru anaMta guNI:.. paNa sAdhaka! tuM samajI zake... tArA upara upakAra karI zake tevA tArA gurunA mukhya guNa 36... 36 guNa ja gurumAM nahi paNa 36 guNavALA to mArA guru hovA ja joIe. gurunA anaMtaguNa- paNa te guNane huM samajI na zakuM. vicArI nA zakuM! mahApuruSane samajavA huM ghaNo vAmaNo. vAmana virATane joI na zake! sparzI nA zake to samajI kevI rIte zake? paMciMdiyasUtramAM gunA je 36 guNa batAvyA che. temAM 18 guNa gurutattvanI rakSAkAraka che. 18 guNa gurutattvanI vRdhdhi karanAra che. saMkhyAnI dRSTie anaMtaguNa -A 36 guNanA guNavattAnA ja peTAbheda che. A 36 guNa - anaMtaguNanI jananI che. A 36 guNa; guNabIjaka che. o gurudeva! pAMca indriyane kAbu rAkhavA dvArA Ape jagatanA samasta sparza - rasa - gaMdha - rUpa - zabdanI phojanerUka jA kahI dIdhuM.. mAre tamArI jarUra nathI.... tamAro sahAyaka tarIke upayoga karavAnI kalA mane AvaDe che. paNa tame mArA mAlika nahi banI zako. mArI upara tamAruM sAmrAjaya nahi jamAvI zako. sparza-rasa-gaMdha-rUpa zabdane meM to mArA jJAna-darzana cAritranI ArAdhanAmAM sahAyaka banAvI dIdhA che. pAMca indriya upara kaMTrola karavA nava brahmacaryanI guNine dhAraNa karuM chuM. brahmacarya vratono rAjA che. tenA rakSaNa mATe 9 nava killAnuM saMrakSaNa khUba jarUrI che.

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- zrI labdhi pratikrmaNa sUtra ciMtatikA huM vijAtIya sAthe nivAsa nA karuM. mane e sahavAsa ja pasaMda na Ave. jeno sahavAsa pasaMda nahi tenI kathA to dUra ja rahI ...... jenI kathA karavI nahi. tenI sAthe besa-uTha nahi. - tenuM nirIkSaNa - ciMtana nahi - AgaLa-pAchaLa kyAMya tenA svaronuM zravaNa nahi - mArA brahmacaryanA suMdara pAlana mATe mArA saMsArI - pUrvajanmanI prIta ke smRti nahi. praNItamAdaka iMdriya puSTa thAya tevo AhAra na karuM. mane deha nA game to dehanA zaNagAra zAnA game ? dehanI zobhAthI dUra rahuM. huM to haMmezA brahmamAM caryA karuM - jJAnamAM rata rahuM - jJAnanI mastImAM AtmAmAM nivAsa karuM - koipaNa vyakti cAhe te strI hoya ke puruSa hoya - huM kyAreya tenA dehane jovuM nahi - mArA gurudeve tathA jinAgame jANe eka saMjayaSTi ApI,che. deha nA dekhAya paNa dehano adhiSThAtA niraMjana - nirAkAra - zivasamA jIvanA darzana karuM - pratyeka vyaktimAM huM bhAva siddhanA darzana karuM chuM. A mArA guruvaranI gauravagAthA che. 6 - viSaya dUra jAya che eTale krodha-mAna-mAyA ane lobhanI cokaDIne haTyA vagara chUTako nathI. zAstrajJAnanI jAgRta cokI haMmezA Aju-bAju rahe che eTale kaSAyo mArA gurunA Atma maMdirane abhaDAvatA nathI. mArA guruvara sadA tatpara che - ahiMsA - satya - acaurya - brahmacarya ane niSparigraha mahAvratanA pAlanamAM - saMsAranA koi padArtha pratye temane rAga nathI. potAnA zarIrane paNa dharmakAya banAvI dharma sAdhanAmAM sahAyaka banAvyuM che.

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA paMca mahAvratane ujjavaLa rAkhavA jJAnAcAra darzanAcAra cAritrAcAra - tapAcAra - vIryAcAramAM pote udyata rahe che. bIjAmAM pAMca AcAranuM pravartana karAve che. - mArA guruvaranuM divya sAnnidhya evuM che ke paMcAcAra sAkSAt joi zakAya che. mArA guruvarano pavitra vyavahAra pAMca samiti ane traNa guptithI yukta che. teo nirarthaka besatAM nathI - uThatAM nathI - bolatAM nathI - nirarthaka kazuM letA nathI. - mUkatAM nathI - dehane TakAvavA parimita ja AhAra le che. mana-vacana ane kAyAnA duSTa vyavahArane saMyamita kare che. yogane ayoganuM sAdhana banAve che. o guruvara ! mane have kaMika zAstranI vAta samajAvavA lAgI. 36 guNa dvArA Apa 36 guNa nidhi - 36 guNa rAzInA svAmI cho. Apa anaMtaguNanA samrATa cho. 7 - - o guNasamrATa gurudeva ! ApanA sevakanI vinaMti svIkAro !mane ajJAnanA aMdhakAramAMthI jJAnanA prakAzamAM lai jAva - huM ziSya - Apa gurudeva. mane tattva samajAvo. tattvanuM jJAna Apo. mAro moha viSa haTAvo - huM ziSya Apano - sadguNono svAmI banAvo eja prArthanA..

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chANiI huM icchuM chuM. huM cAhuM chuM. mane game che. mArI bhAvanA che. mArI jhaMkhanA che. icchA - cAhanA -jhaMkhanA pUrNa karavA AkAza-pAtALa eka karAya che. jIva saTosaTInA khela khelAya che mahAbhArata ke bharata bAhubalInA yudhdha nAnA che. paNa icchAnuM yudhdha - icchAno raNa saMgrAma mahArathIne haMphAvI de che. thakavI de che.hArIthAkI mAnava khuda vinAzane notare che. paNa... A icchA - mahecchA - mahattvAkAMkSA zAthI pedA thAya? karmanA udaye ... kyAM karmanA udaye icchA thAya... mohanIya karmanA udaye - mohanIya karmanI mAyAjALa daza mastakavALA rAvaNanI saMhAralIlA jevI bhayaMkara che. icchA kyAre pUrNa thatI nathI - eka icchA pUrNa karo tyAM jAduI cirAganI jema lAkho karoDo icchAnuM tAMDava khaDuM thAya. kai icchAne saMtoSavI - icchA - anaMta ... icchAnI Aga anaMta... icchAnI pUrNAhuti kyAreya na thAya... tame icchA mohanIya karmathI pedA thAya tema kaho ane dharmazAstramAM paNa icchAne sthAna che - icchAmi khamAsamaNo - icchAmi paDikkamiuM... icchAmi ThAmi kAusagga... A zuM samajAtuM nathI. ghaNA kahe che. dharma icchAthI karavAno koinA kahevAthI nahi. koinA AgrahathI nahi -Ama paraspara virUdhdha cAlatI vAto mane bilakula samajAtI nathI. amArA sUripuraMdara haribhadra sU.ma.sA. paNa traNa yoga darzAve

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA che. icchAyoga - vacana yoga - sAmarthya yoga tArI vAta sAva khoTI nathI. vicAravA jevI che. viSane haNavA viSa joie. tema anaMta anaMta mohanIya karmanI icchAone nAthavA - kAbumAM levA eka dharma icchAnI jyota jagAvavAnI che. 9 pU. haribhadra sU.ma. pharamAve che icchA yogathI dharmano prAraMbha thAya che. vacanayogathI dharmanuM - icchAnuM - AtmAnuM rahasya prApta thAya che ane sAmarthya yogathI dharmazikharanuM ArohaNa thAya che. icchAne oLaMgI javAya che. dharmakriyAno prAraMbha - dharmabhAvano prAraMbha karatAM sAdhaka bole che. icchAmi - vaMdana karatAM iriyAvahiyA karatAM - AlocanA karatAM - pratikramaNa karatAM - kAussaggamAM rahetA - paccakkhANa letAM sarvasthaLe sAdhaka ghoSa kare che - icchAmi huM icchuM chuM. huM cAhuM chuM. have mane eka dharma icchA pragaTa thai che. mArI aMtaranI zubha bhAvanAothI ArAdhanA karIza. huM koipaNa dharmakriyA kIinA dabANathI karato nathI. koinuM anukaraNa karavA karato nathI. gatAnugatika karato nathI. paNa aMta2mAM tamannA che. bhAvanA che. vItarAga mArgane anusaravAne eTale pratyeka kriyA karatAM huM pokAra karuM chuM. icchAmi ... icchakAra... icchAkAreNa jaina zAsanamAM yamane dharma kahyo nathI. saMyamane dharma kahyo che. viSaya - kaSAya upara kAbu rAkhe te ThIka ja che. paNa samajI vicArI viSaya kaSAya tarapha jatI icchAone kAbumAM rAkhavI te saMyama che. saMyama ja sarvazreSTha dharma che. prabhu ! ApanI kRpAe vItarAganA dharmanA hArdane samajyA pachI mane

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10 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA gurune vaMdana karavAnuM mana thAya che. devanA vaMdana karavAnI icchA thAya che. paccakhANa karavAnI icchA thAya che. pAMpathI pAchA haTavAnI IcchA thAya che. kAussagna karavAnuM mana thAya che. , sAmAyika - caturvizatistava- vaMdana - pratikramaNa - kAussagna -paccakhANa savAre ane sAMje karavAnuM mana thAya che.. ApanI pAse sUtra levAnuM mana thAya che. ApanI pAse artha vicAravAnuM mana thAya che. ApanI pAse AzIrvAda levAnuM mana thAya che. ApanI hitazikSA grahaNa karavAnuM mana thAya che - tethI mArI nAbhimAMthI nAda pragaTa thAya che. "IcchAmo aNusadbhi" he bhagavAna! huM ApanA anuzAsanane icchuM chuM. bhagavaMta ! mArA aMtaranI eka Araju che. huM dareka bAbatamAM eka ja zabda boluM chuM. IcchAmi. icchAmi... paNa mArA aMtaranI vAta judI che. huM aNasamajuM chuM. eTale suyogya bhASA nathI AvaDatI paNa mAruM dila khUba komaLa che. ApanI kRpA ApanA jJAne huM ApanA zaraNamAM rahevA icchuM chuM. paNa boluM chuM icchAmi... bhagavaMta mane mApha karajo. mAre mArI icchAnuM sAmrAjya calAvavuM nathI. huM ApanI AjJA icchuM chuM. ApanI AjJA mAruM kalyANa karaze. maMgaLa karaze evo mAro AtmavizvAsa che. bolu chuM. icchAmi paNa mAro bhAva che ApanA tapatyAga-jJAna dhyAnathI pavitra vAtAvaraNa dvArA mane dhanya banAvo. gurudeva! mArA zabda sAmuM na juo, paNa mArA bhAvane Apa nihALo. "ApanI AjJAnuM pAlana karI pavitra banuM" e ja mAro khAzaya che. svIkArajo ApanA caraNamAM A ziSyane... **** *

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di khamAsamaNo kSamAzramaNa be pratikramaNa sUtrano mahAmaMgalamaya zabda khamAsamaNo - kSamAzramaNa - zAstramAM kyAMya namratA zramaNa - saraLatAzramaNa - saMtoSazramaNa zabda vAMcavAmAM Avato nathI. sthaLe - sthaLe sUtre - sUtra eka ja zabda Ave che. khamAsamaNo - kSamAzramaNa. - gurudevane vaMdana karavA jevI viziSTa vidhimAM sAdhunA - lAkho karoDo vizeSaNone badale eka ja vizeSaNa - he kSamAzramaNa - huM vaMdana karavA icchuM chuM. | zrama-mahenata... vyakti baudhdhika bane pachI mahenata ochI ane ciMtana vadhAre. | vyakti mUrkha baudhdhika stara nIcuM hoya tyAre ciMtana ochuM ane mahenata vadhAre ema kahevAya. - peNa... bhautikatA ane AdhyAtmikatAnuM gaNita alaga prakAranuM che. ane bAhya pravRtti ane AMtarika pravRttinuM gaNita alaga che. bAhyapragati ane AdhyAtmika pragatinuM gaNita alaga che. 'vizva upara vijaya karavo sahelo che. paNa khudanA mananA upara vijaya meLavavo ati durlabha che. - ' bAhya pragati bAhya sAdhana para nirbhara che. tarApa mAravAthI bAhya sAdhana prApta thai zake che paNa AdhyAtmika pragati AMtarika guNo upara nirbhara che.

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12 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA jaina zAsananuM pratyeka sUtra AtmajAgRtinI kolabela samuM che. vaMdana kSamAzramaNane vaMdana kSamAzramaNa thavA mATe... vaMdananI mahAmAMgalika vidhi AtmAnA adbhuta guNanI prApti mATe... vaMdana eka evA mahAtmAnA caraNe jemane AtmaguNanI siddhi sAdhI che. alpajJa - alpajJAnI ApanA anaMta guNonI eka guNa dvArA stuti vaMdanA karuM. mahAtmA Apa kSamAzramaNa... Apa kSamAzramaNa eTale ja mArA Adarza. tIrthaMkara paramAtmAtA zAsatamAM be vyaktinuM milata nathI. be AtmAnuM milata che. Atma milananI prakriyA sAmAnya nathI. urdhvagamana karAvanAra adbhuta - anupama prakriyA che. bhagavaMta ! guruvara ! Apa mahAtmA ! vaMdatIya ! pUjatIya ! tamatIya ! Apa namaskArane yogya ! Apa Adarane yogya ! Apa bahumAnane yogya ! Apa vaMdanane yogya ! huM Apano anuyAyI ! Apano upAsaka ! ApanA caraNano namrasevaka ! mane khabara che. Ape prasidhdhithI dUra rahI eka siddhi prApta karI che. saMsAranA anaMta - anaMta jIvo jyAM hAra khAi gayA che; gothuM khAi gayA che; pharI vijaya mATe prayatna karatAM nathI tyAM Apa vijayI banyA cho. o kSamAzramaNa mahAtmA ! mane samajAvo ApanA vijayanI

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA viziSTa kathA - vArtA .. bhalA sAdhaka ! AtmaguNo zramavagara siddha thatAM nathI. eka divasanI mahenatathI maLatA nathI... anaMtavAra aMtaranI abhilASA jAge che tyAreAtmaguNanI prApti thAya che. paNa kSamAguNanI eka viziSTatA che te sahakuTuMba sahaparivAra Ave che. eka guNa anaMtaguNanI lAMbI hAramALA laine Ave che. kSamAguNa... sAdhanA mArgano prAthamika guNa che. siddhinuM sopAna che. paNa sauthI adhika viziSTatA che. kSamA jJAnanA anupama dvAra udghATana kare che - AtmacetanAne jAgRta kare che. AtmacetanA jAgRta thatAM guNonI lAMbI katAra hAjara thai jAya che. 13 o sAdhaka ! tane vaMdana karavAnuM mana thayuM. tuM paNa anaMtaguNI che. kSamAno zrama karI tuM paNa tArA anaMtaguNanuM udghATana kara... paNa kSamAnI siddhi ane kSamAno DhoMga alaga che. kAyara pAse kSamA zobhatI nathI. nirbaLa pAse kSamA vAmaNI bane che. kSamA vIranuM bhUSaNa che. kSamA... sAcI kSamA. prANI mAtra pratyenA prema - sahAnubhUti - Ada2mAMthI janme che. kSamALunI dRSTi koi sImita vyakti -sImita paristhiti mATe nathI. vizvanA samasta jIva pratye maitrI bhAvanA, vizvanI pratyeka paristhiti pratye mAdhyastha bhAva pragaTa thAya tyAre Atmika kSamA pragaTa thAya che. mane janmadAtA mAtA alaga hoi zake. tane janmadAtA mAtA alaga hoi zake. pratyeka vyaktinA dehanI janetA - alaga-alaga hoya. paNa pratyeka sAdhakanI mAtA - pratyeka dharmanI mAtA - eka ja che. kSamA... kSamA mAtAno putra ja dharmano ArAdhaka - sAdhaka thai zake che.

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14 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA kSamA mAtAno putra ja anaMtaguNano dhAraka banI zake che. kSamA siddha karavAno prayatna eTale AtmazAMtinI addabhuta kriyA vizvanA samasta jIvono zAMtinA mahAsAgaramAM mahAlavAnI prakriyA... kSamAzIla khuda zAMtino devadUta che. saune zAMtinA devadUta banavAno mArga cIMdhe che. o kSamAzramaNa , ThaMDu jalavALuM sarovara to dUra hoya che. paNa teno dUrathI Avato pavana paNa pathikane zAMti-zAtA arpe che. mahAtmA! sAcuM kahuM ApanA sAMnidhyamAM eka devI tattva che. eka AbhA che. eka prabhA che. ApanA vAtAvaraNe mane kSamAno cAhaka banAvyo tethI ja ApanA caraNamAM natamastake vaMdana karI punaH punaH Araju karuM chuM. o mArA gurudeva kSamAzramaNa..! Apano-upAsaka paNa kSamAzramaNa bane... krodha ane krodhanA samasta kAMTAone dezavaTo ApavAnI zakti pradAna karo... mArI krodhanI dAstAna ApanI pAse zuM kahuM? e kALIkathanI kahetAM paNa zaramAuM chuM. lajAu chuM. krodha-gusso-Avega-Aveza mane kyAM Ave zuM nakarAve mAruM zuM laI le prabhu! prabhu! o gurudeva! ApanA bALakane bacAvI lo, krodhanI jvALAthI.. basa mane kSamAnA amRtakuMDamAM snAna karAvo... he kSamAzramaNa gurudeva! mayUeNa vaMdAmi... * * * * *

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yu deva-guru pasAya praznano uttara hoya che. zaMkAnA samAdhAna hoya che. pratyeka prazna pAchaLa eka AgavuM rahasya hoya che. koNa prazna pUche che? zA mATe prazna pUche che ? praznakA2no Azaya zuM che ? A badhuM samajI vicArIne uttara apAya che. A badhI vAto sAmAnya che. hakIkata to majAnI e che uttara ApanAMra koNa che ? koie koipaNa Azaya - bhAvanAthI prazna pUchayo. paNa uttara ApanAra vicAre che. mAre javAba mArI yogyatA - mArI pAtratA ane mArA sthAnane anurUpa ja apAya. jema praznakAranA praznathI vyaktittva jANI zakAya che. tema uttara ApanAra mahAnubhAvanA uttarathI tenuM vyaktittva samajI zakAya che. prAyaH prazna mAhirtI mATe - jijJAsA mATe hoya che. jIvana vyavahAra mATe hoya che. tattvajJAnanA AdAna-pradAna mATe hoya che. vizvamAM suprasiddha che - guru gautamasvAmInA prazna ane paramAtmA mahAvIranA uttara. A praznottarano anupama graMtha.... bhagavatI sUtra - vyAkhyA prajJapti... 2500 varSathI adhika samaya vyatIta thai gayo. paNa A graMtha lAkho karoDo jijJAsuone tattvajJAnanA parama rahasya samarpa che. gaNadhara bhagavaMtanA prazna ane paramAtmA mahAvIranA uttara te pAMcamuM AgamasUtra. sAdhakane jIvanacaryA mATenA prazna ane uttaranuM sUtra te icchakAra. praznakAra zarUAta kare che. huM icchuM chuM. gurudeva ! ApanI rAtri sukhapUrvaka

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16 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA pasAra thai? Apano tapa sukhapUrvaka cAle che? ApanuM zarIra pIDArahita che ? he bhagavaMta ! ApanI saMyamayAtrA sukhapUrvaka cAlI rahI che ? jIvana to pazu-pakSInuM paNa che. mAnavanuMya che ane mahAmAnavanuMya - che. divaso - rAtri - pakSo - mahinA - varSone yugo to pasAra thatAM rahe che. kALanI gati vaNathaMbhI che. kALa upara koi AjJAnuM sAmrAjya jamAvI tene rokI zakatuM nathI. jIvavuM alaga che ! jIvanane yAtrA banAvavI alaga che ! jIvanane saMyamayAtrA banAvavI te sAdhanA che. jIvanane sukhamaya saMyamayAtrA banAvavI te phakta jIvana kaLA nahi sarvottama kaLA che. phakta sAdhanA nathI. sidhdhi che. sAmAnya vyaktine pUche tamArI rAtri sukhapUrvaka pasAra thai ? turaMta javAba maLaze. are bhAi ! rAtri mATe zuM pUchavAnuM ? ApaNe to sutAne sIdhI rAta. ghasaghasATa UMghI nAkhyuM. kuMbhakarNanA sahodara banI rAtri pasAra karI lIdhI. sAmAnya vyaktinI ardhI jIMdagI nIMdamAM jAya che. jenI ardhI jIMdagI nIMdamAM jAya tene ardhI jIMdagImAM jAgRti Ave ? kyAreya na Ave. AkhI jIMdagI ghenamAM - ajJAnamAM pasAra thAya. sAdhunI rAtri... mahAtmAnI rAtri... nIMda mATe nahi. gapa-sapa mATe nahi. pramAda mATe nahi. zarIrane jarUra hatI teTalI nIMda levAnI - mananI prasannatA thAya teTalI nIMda levAnI. sAdhunI nIMda jAgRti mATe. tethI ja sAdhu nIMda letA pahelAM mananI zAMtinI prakriyA samI saMthArA porisInI prArthanA kare che. jAgatAM - jIvanacaryA karatAM vItarAga na banI zakyo. prabhu na d

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 17 banI zakyo. paNa sutAM pahelAM mAnasika bhUmikA evI taiyAra karuM - vItarAgitAno anubhava karuM -rAgI chatAM rAgarahita banuM. 'SI chatAM dveSa rahita banuM? dehachatAM videhI banuM? eka gIta mastIthI lalakAruM. "ego me sAsao appA" sAdhu nIMda le paNa tapa karavA mATe! * tapa karavA mATe nIMda hoya ke paccakhANa. bhalA mAnava! meM tane ghaNIvAra kahyuM tuM tArA vyavahAra - pravRtti ane vRttithI mahAtmAne mANavAnI ke nihALavAnI koziza karIza to jarUra bhUlo paDIza. mArA bhoLA ziSya ! ApaNe zarIra mATe nIMda laie- sAdhu tapa mATe nIMda le. sAdhu sadAbAhya -abhyataratapamAMnimagna hoya... sAdhu rAtrinA dhyAnanI prakriyAthI jIvana dhanya banAve che. sAdhu rAtrinA svAdhyAyathI arthanA vicArathI mananI zAMti - prasannatA ane mananI nirogitA prApta kare che. - tanane svastha rAkhavA annanI jarUrata che..... e vAta saMsArInI.... tanane svastha rAkhavA auSadhanI jarUrata A vAta ajJAnInI.. - tanane svastha rAkhavA manane zAMta rAkhavuM A vAta sAdhakanI tanane svastha rAkhavA manane dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM; zubha vicAramAM rAkhavuM zubha adhyavasAya-paropakAranI bhAvanAmAM rAkhavuM te mahAtmAnI vAta. mahAtmAnI rAtri dhyAna - svAdhyAya -zubha ciMtana - prArthanAthI pUrNa thAya eTale tapa paNa sukhapUrvaka thAya. tapano ekAsaNA-biyAsaNA jeTalo sImita artha karavAno nathI.

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18 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA paNa koipaNa kriyA jenAthI karmo nA baMdhAya, baMdhAyela karmo kharI jAya, jenAthI AtmaguNonI puSTi thAya te tapa. sAdhunI pratyeka gati vidhi tapa che. tapa sukhapUrvaka thayo eTale zarIra rogarahita bane ! zarIra AdhithI dUra che. kAraNa sAdhune mAnasika zAMti che. sAdhue ziSya - bhakta - jagata saune sahAyaka rUpe svIkAryuM che. temane jagatanI koipaNa paristhiti - vyakti pIDA karI zakatuM nathI, mana nirAbAdha che. mana nirAbAdha to tana nirAbAdha. tana-mana nirAbAdha to jIvanayAtrA ane jIvanayAtrA tenuM saMyama - tenI saMyamayAtrA. praznakAre cAra prazna pUchayA. paNa mahAtmA eka mITho - madhuro suMdara javAba Ape che. deva-guru pasAya. ApanI rAtri sukhapUrvaka pasAra thai..... "devaguru pasAya." Apano tapa sukhapUrvaka pasAra thayo..... "devaguru pasAya." ApanuM zarIra nirogI rahyuM..... "devaguru pasAya." ApanI saMyamayAtrA sukhapUrvaka cAlI rahI che. " devaguru pasAya' sAdhu phakta deva-guru pasAya zabda bolatAM nathI. paNa jema saMpUrNa bhojana karela hAza - oDakAra khAya che. tema sAdhu kahe che. tArA mULa cAra prazna che. paNa cAra lAkha ke cAra karoDa prazna haze. divase - rAtre - jAgatAM - sUtAM - sabhA vacce - ekAMtamAM sarvatra sarvano eka javAba che. "devaguru pasAya." bhalA mahAnubhAva ! tuM kema hase che ? prazna tamane pUchuM. jIMdagI tamArI, puruSArtha tamAro, sidhdhi tamArI, ane javAba devaguru pasAya. A vAta mane samajAtI nathI. Aje sAcuM kahuM kyAreya nahiM samajAya. spaSTa kahI dauM chuM mane khoTuM sAMbhaLavAnI Adata nathI. maherabAnI karI mane khoTuM nA samajAvo.

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- 19 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA - Apano puruSArtha... ApanI mahenata..... ApanuM Ayojana..... ApanuM saMyojana.... ane Apa kaho devaguru pasAya. zA mATe tamArA vyaktitvane gauNa karo cho? A mane jarA paNa samajAtuM nathI. mArA magajamAM baMdha besatuM nathI. bhalA bhAI ! tArI vicAraNAnI padhdhati alaga che. mArI vicAraNAnI padhdhati alaga che. tuM svakendrI che. huM sarvajJakendrI chuM. tuM sidhdhimAM phakta tArA puruSArthane jamukhya sthAna Ape che. tethI mArI vAta samajatAM tane jarUra vAra lAgaze. paNa mane zradhdhA che. tuM mArI vAta avazya samajIza. sAdhaka ! mArA guruvaranI... mArA prabhunI kRpAnuM huM zuM varNana karuM? samasta zabdo vAparuM to paNa teonI kRpAnuM huM varNana na karI zakuM. mArA deva ! mArA gurunI maherabAnI kRpA prasAda - anugrahana hota to huM jIvanane ja na samajI zakata.. jIvana vagara saMyamajIvana kyAMthI maLe? saMyamayAtrA saphaLatAnA paMthe... sukAnI guruvAranA sahAre... mArA gurue mArI jIvananaiyAnA saDha saMbhALyAche. nahIMtara rAgadveSanA jhaMjhAvAtamAM aTavAI jAta... huM... huM nathI. mAruM koI astitva nathI. vyaktitva nathI. huM to mArA gurudevanI kRpA-prasAdane vyakta karatuM eka cetanavaMta AtmA chuM. tethI 3 karoDa romarAjImAMthI pragaTa thato ? mAro aMtaranAda che... "deva guru pasAya." deva gurunA sAmrAjyamAM vijayI chuM. vItarAgI banavAno mAro manoratha saphaLa thAva eja punaH punaH prArthanA... * *****

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ahaM na jANAmi "huM jANato nathI..." zabda ke vAkya eka ja hoya che paNa tenA artha aneka hoya che ahIM ahaMna jANAmi zabda aMtaranI Arajuche. gurudevanA caraNe khudanA AtmAnI sAcI rajuAta che. aMtaramAM rahela "ahaM sarvasthaLe sarvaparisthitimAM gAjato hoya che. aneka AtmA samakSa kahyuM che ane kahetAM gaurava anubhavyuM che. "huM badhuM jANuM chuM. mane badhI khabara che. mane zuM khabara na hoya! tame mane budhdha - mUrkha na samajatAM AMkhanA izArAmAM huM badhuM samajI jAuM chuM." | sAcA jJAnIne kahevuM paDatuM nathI. huM jJAnI chuM. mane khabara che. kAraNa teonI pravRtti rItabhAta-bolavA-cAlavA-besavA-uThavAnI padhdhatithI khabara paDI jAya che. A koI vidvAna che ke A koI besamaja AtmA che. ( jJAna nathI - aMtaranI samaja nathI. jijJAsAvRtti nathI. chatAM saunI sAme dekhAva karavo che. huM samaju chuM. - budhdhimAna chuM. te vAtavAtamAM kahe che mane khabara che. mane badhI samaja paDe che. - prabhu! gurudeva! mAruM ajJAnanuM nATaka anAdithI cAle che. ajJAne mane mAruM AtmasvarUpa na samajavA dIdhuM. prabhu ! tamArA Atma jJAnanA vaibhavanA darzana na karavA dIdhA. mane gurunA jJAna sAmrAjyamAM mahAlavA na dIdho. mArA ajJAnanI karuNa kathanI ghaNI lAMbI che. zuM kahuM? zuM nA

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21 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA kahuM? anaMta jJAnIno saMparkana karI zakyo. tenAthI vadhAre karuNa dAstAna ------------------ zuM hoI zake. prabhu - prabhu! mArA aMtarane abhimAnano erU AbhaDyo che. abhimAnanA kAraNe nAka phulAvI pharyA karuM chuM. jyAM jJAnI - vidvAna - tattvaciMtaka samajadAra AtmA hoya tyAMthI huM gacchatti karI jAuM chuM. ajJAnInA ToLAmAM ghusI jai barADA pADuM chuM. tame mane zuM samajo cho? mane banAvavAno prayatna karo cho? paNa huM kaMI mUrkha nathI. mArI budhdhi tamane saune pAmI zake che. ajJAnI haMmezA TAITala laIne phare che. paNa jJAnI zAMta-svastha namra thaine vicare che. samajadAra vyaktine temanuM nAma pUchavAmAM Ave to paNa teo khUba vicAra karIne javAba Ape che. samajadAra saMsArI prathama potAnuM nAma na kahe paNa ema kahe mArA vaDIlonuM A uttamakuLa che. samajadAra sAdhu hoya to kahe phalANA dharmAcAryano huM ziSya chuM. - 1444 graMthanA mahAna racayitA sUri puraMdara AcArya bhagavaMta haribhadrasU.ma. pratyeka graMthanI prazastimAM lakhe "yAkinI mahattaro sUnu haribhadrasUri haribhadra sUri mahArAja jJAnanidhi hatA. jJAnanA mahAna udadhi hatA. cauda vidyAnA pAraMgata hatA. teono saMkalpa jeno artha mane na AvaDe ane mane artha samajAve temano huM ziSya brAhmaNa kula... janmathI vidyA vyasana... rAjayamAnya purohita... yAkinI mahattA uccAraNa karI rahela eka zlokano artha na na samajatAM sAdhvIjInI sevAmAM artha zIkhavA gayA. AtmAnI yogyatA -

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa ciMtatikA bhAvinI bhavyatA nihALI. mahattarA sAdhvIjIe haribhadra purohitane AcArya pAdanA caraNamAM mokalyA. 22 sUtra ---- artha samajAvyA AcArya bhagavaMte paNa AjIvana smRti-kRtajJatA samarpaNa yAkinI mahattarAnA caraNe karyuM . haribhadra sUri mahArAja nI dIrghadraSTi - AMtaradRSTi A dharmamAtAnA puNya - prabhAve jinazAsanane pAmI zakyA - bhUlyA bhulAya nahi visaryA visarAya nahi. jyAM sudhI kevalajJAna prApta na thAya. mokSa na thAya tyAM sudhI mArA dharma janetA yAkinI mahattarA... A che jJAnIonI anerI mahattA... gurudeva ! mArA ahaMnA tophAna zuM kahuM. mArA dharmAcArya. mArA mAtApitA mArA upakArIne paNa kahI dauM. mane bhaNAvyo mane vidvAna banAvyo temAM kAMi navAi nathI karI, jagatamAM tamAre kIrti meLavavI hatI. mAro ziSya vidvAna che. mAro putra zikSita che. tamArI kIrti lAlasAno mane pyAdu banAvyo. huM tamArI badhI rAjaramata jANuM chuM. ajJAnanA aMdhArAmAM aTavAtA - rakhaDatA - pachaDAtA eka divasa mArA bhAgyano sUryodaya thayo. aMdhakAranA paDala haTavA lAgyA. jJAnI gurue mAro hAtha pakaDyo. mArI pITha upara hAtha pheravI mane vAtsalya ApyuM. meghagaMbhIra vANIe lalakAryo. "o mahAnubhAva ! tuM AtmA che. tuMcaitanya svarUpa che. tuMcidAnaMdamaya che. zudhdhajJAna e tAro potAno guNa che. tArAmAM rahela anaMtajJAna nidhinuM udghATana karuM ! avaLA pherA choDI de... savaLA pherA phara...

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA paNa mahAtmAnI vANI sAMbhaLI huM ubho rahI gayo. bhramaNa aTakyuM. aMtaramAMthI eka uMDI vAta samajAvA lAgI. A jJAnapUMja gurudeva ja mArA ajJAnanA aMdherA ulecI zake. A jJAnI gurunI prabhA - AtmA ja mArA AtmajJAnane prApta karAvaze. gurunA caraNano sevaka banI gayo. gurunA jJAnamaya AbhAmaMDalamAM upasthita thayo tyAM ja rahI gayo.... paNa.... ajJAna. - ahaM vAraMvAra DokIyA karavA lAgyuM. jJAnI sAthe meM to sarasA - sarasIke caDasA-caDasI zarU karI dIdhI. jANe dvaMdva yudhdhanA dAvapeca ramavA lAgI gayo. - paNa jJAnanidhi gurudevanA vAtsalyapUrNa nayanomAMthI nItaratI kRpAe bhIMjAi gayo - meM guru sAkSIe kabUla karyuM. 'tughne jANaha - ahaM na jANAmi' Apa ja mArA aparAdhone jANo cho. Apa ja aparAdhathI dUra rAkhavAnI prakriyAne jANo cho. Apa ja mane e avarodhothI dUra karI mArA vikAsane sAdhavAnI kalA jANo cho. Apa ja mArAmAM prakAza pAtharI zako. mArI kabulAta che. svIkArajo mArI zaraNAgati - Apa zaraNAgata vatsala cho. 23 gurudeva ! have mAro jIvanamaMtra banaze ane e maMtrano huM ajapAjApa karIza. tubse jANaha ahaM na jANAmi. mAro ajapAjApa mane sidhdha sAdhaka banAve e ja aMtara icchA.

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je paDiklA i pratikramaNa karuM chuM : huM pIchehaTha karuM chuM. huM pAcho vaLuM chuM. have huM AgaLa nahi vadhu. mane lAge che kyAMka mArga bhUlyo chuM. jarUra paMtha bhUlyo chuM - have AgaLa vadhu to kharekhara bhUla bhUlAmaNImAM aTavAi jaiza. paDikkamAmi zabda AtmasaMzodhanano anupama paMtha che. - huM pAcho pharu chuM. zabdanuM rahasya juM e che ke meM kyAMka bhUla karI che. paNa have sadgurukRpAe AtmajAgRti pedA thaI che. jethI huM unmArgano tyAga karuM chuM. pratikramaNa-pIchehaTha vizvamAM aneka kAyaro kare che. saMpUrNa vicAraNA bAda AgaLa-pAchaLano vicAra karyA vagara pAgala banI doDanAra saune pIchehaTha - pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. paNa bahAranA mArgathI doDAdoDa parathI nahi. aMtaranI ulTI doDAdoDa - rAga dveSanI bhUla bhUlAmaNImAM ajJAna aMdhAre aTavAto sAdhaka pIche haTha nathI karato, sanmArge AgaLa dhape che. khoTA paNa pakaDAyelA mArgathI pAchA na vaLavuM e haTha che. e mUrkhatA che. sAdhake prAjJa banavAnuM che. saraLa banavAnuM che. ane tethI ja je kSaNe khyAla Ave teja kSaNe pakSane palaTI devAno che. "paDikkamAmi" vijayaghoSaNA che... AgekUca che... vijaya yAtrA che. have huM paDikkamAmi - pratikramaNa karuM chuM.

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* 25 zrI labdhi pratikamaNa sUtra citanikA_----------- bahAranI bhUla bhUlAmaNIthI mArga para AvavuM sulabha che. paNa AMtara vaMdhamAM AMtara jagatanI rAga-dveSanI galIkhuMcImAMthI pIche haTha karavI -pratikramaNa karavuM khUba khUba durlabha che. pratikramaNa mahArathI karI zake, pratikramaNa mahAtmA karI zake. kAyaranuM kAma nahi. pratikramaNa to zUrAno paMtha che. zUravIra - bahAdUra ja pratikramaNa karI zake. bAhya jagatamAM vijaya-hAranA dAvapeca cAlyA ja karatAM hoya. jagata e to zataraMjanI ramata che. temAM nitya koino vijaya nathI. nitya koinI hAra nathI. jagatanA khaMdhA loko to kahe pAnAnI ramata - jugAranA khela - saTTAno vyApAra-resanI duniyA e to haMmezA hAra ane vijayano zaMbhumeLo che. tyAM pUchavAnuM nahi koNa hAryo. koNa vijayI thayo. basa phakta hasavAno DhoMga karI mastIthI bole ramata pUrI thaI. prabhu gurudeva! mArI AMkha sAme eka AgavuM dazya dekhAya che. bAhubalIe raNamedAnamAM muThThI ugAmelI lAge eka kSaNamAM mahArAjA bharata cakravartI hatA na hatA thai jAta. paNa mahAtmA bAhubalIe ugAmela muThThI krodhathI ugAmela mukI vairathI ugAmelI mukInuM pratikramaNa karyuM. . . . * prabhu ! RSabhadeva tame prathama tIrthaMkara prathama muni. A avasarpiNI kALamAM prathama dharma tIrtha pravartaka. tamAro prabhu putra thaI gotradroha karuM? bhrAtRdrohakaruM? vaDIla bhAIno hatyAro banuM? bAhubalIe AtmabalI banI pratikramaNa karyuM. ugAmelI muThThIthI loca karyo. mahAtmA bAhubalI mATe raNamedAna - pratikramaNanuM pavitra sthaLa banI gayuM. bAhubalIe phakta mAthAnuM muMDana na karyuM. paNa krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhaverajhera-irSyA-asUyAthI pratikramaNa karyuM.

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26 - - - - - - - - - - zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA - gurudeva ! mArI AMtarakathA..... AMtaravyathA zuM kahuM? mArI kathA kahetA huM lajjA pAmuchuM. ApanA sAMnidhyamAM rahyo mane pratikramaNa khUba game che. ghaNIvAra pratikramaNa karuM chuM paNa huM ghAMcInA baLada jevo chuM. pharI pharI pAchA enA eja rAga-dveSa ane ajJAnanA cakkaramAM aTavAI jAuM chuM. mAruM pratikramaNa niSphaLa jAya che. huM hArI jAuM chuM. thAkI jAuM chuM. nirAza thaI kiMkartavya mUDha banI jAuM chuM. pratikramaNa bhUlI jAuM chuM. prabhu mane rasto batAvo. mane paMtha batAvo. sAdhaka! ajJAna e ja aMdhakAra che. tyAM bhUlabhUlAmaNI hoya ja. pratikramaNa kara paNa jJAnano dIpaka laI jIvana mArge saMcaraje.... phakta paDikkamAmi zabda nA bola. phakta pratikramaNanI kriyA nA kara. paNa jJAnanA dIpaka dvArA nihALa ke pratikramaNathI mArA AtmaguNonI pragati keTalI? pratikramaNathI mArA krodhanI agnijavALA keTalI zamI gaI? mArA AtmAe pratikramaNa dvArA samatAkuMDamAM keTalIvAra snAna karyuM? pratikramaNa dvArA 18 pApasthAnakathI keTalo virAma pAmyo? pratikramaNa dvArA meM keTalA bAhya ane atyaMtara karmabaMdhanA kAraNone aTakAvyA. prabhu! mArI AtmakathanI kahuM. pratikramaNamAM meM phakta zabdoccAra ja karyo. 18 pApasthAnakanA nAma bolI gayA paNa ekavAra paNa meM vicAra karyo nathI. A pApa che. A pApanuM meM AcaraNa karyuM che. mAre A pApathI pIchehaTha karavAnI che. meM to popaTapATha karyA che. sUtronA uccAraNa dvArA jIbhane ja zrama Apyo che. jIbhanI kasarata karI che. prabhu! tamArA bALa pAse ekato sAcuM pratikramaNa karAvo. o prabhu! huM game tevo chuM. paNa upekSAne pAtra nathI. mArI upekSA na karo..

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 27 sAdhaka ! koinI apekSA ke koinI upekSA tane pratikramaNanA mArge nahi lAvI zake - pratikramaNa pahelAM tuM eka pratijJA kara. huM koi divasa koi jIvanI upekSA nahi karuM; kadAca upekSA karIza to mArI ja kAraNa, mArA doSone . mArA durguNone mArI bhUlone mArA aparAdhone mokaLuM medAna na maLI jAya. khudanA aparAdha khyAlamAM rahe. jagatanA aparAdha vIsaravAnI kaLA te ja pratikramaNa che. pratikramaNa to AtmaciMtanano anupama rAha che. "aho karuM... aho karuM.. tattva tu na jJAyate kiMcit' A prabhavasvAmInA ziSyonA zabda e zayyabhava bhaTTe pratikramaNa karyuM. ane bhaTTamAMthI bhaTTAraka pUjyapAda banyA. tinnANuM tArayANaM banyA. pratikramaNa sAmAnya sAdhanA nathI. eka adbhuta yaugika prakriyA - sAdhanA che. prabhAta ane saMdhyA divasa ane rAtri baMnene pavitra karavAnI Atma sAdhanAnI anupama vidhi che. prabhu ! paDikkamAmi paudgalika dazAmAMthI AdhyAtmika dazA tarapha paga mAMDuM, paDikkamAmi... vibhAvadazAmAMthI svabhAvadazA tarapha gamana karuM. paDikkamAmi... sarAgI avasthAmAMthI vItarAgI dazA tarapha gamana karuM. prabhu ! mArI pratyeka kriyA pratikramaNa bano.... basa... prabhu, mane nijAtmadazA, svabhAvadazA tarapha lai jAva e ja prArthanA...

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pAyachitta karaNaNI TNNNN prAyazcita karavA dvArA prAyaH karIne citta zuddhi thAya te prAyazcita. ghaNuM karIne mananA mela jenAthI dhovAya te prAyazcita. - garamI lAgI snAna karyuM. mela lAgyo snAna karyuM. gaMdakI aDI gai snAna karyuM. aspRzyano sparza thai gayo. snAna karyuM. gaMgA-yamunA gayo to snAna karyuM. somanAtha gayo to dariyAmAM DubakI mArI. mane ahesAsa thayo pavitra thai gayo. jalathI zuM zuddha thAya; deha ke AtmA? jalamAM dehane zudhdha karavAnI tAkAta che. jalathI pavitra thavAtuM hoya to mAchalI pavitra banI jAya. mAchImAra pavitra banI jAya. dehane zudhdha karavA jala jarUrI che.AtmAne zuddha karavA prAyazcita jarUrI che. snAna zAnAthI karavuM? kai vidhithI karavuM? keTalA jaLathI karavuM? kevA jaLathI karavuM? kyAre karavuM? A badhuM ApaNane jJAna che ane na hoya to jJAna meLavIe. deha pavitra haze zudhdha haze. dehanI mAvajata karI haze to vyaktitva vikasita thaze ane saMsAramAM saphaLa thaizuM. A ApaNI manovRtti che. kyAreka to zAMta svastha banI vicArIe citta zudhdhi mananI pavitratA e ja AtmAno AdhAra che. puMDarIka pAse mananI pavitratA hatI. eka divasanA cAritramAM mokSa. kaMDarIka pAse mananI pavitratA na hatI..... to varSo bAda paNa sAtamI nArakInI sajA maLI. gurudeva! mAre prAyazcita karavuM che. mArA mananI zudhdhi karavI che. mAruM mana nirmaLa banAvavuM che. mAruM mana vimaLa banAvavuM che. zuM mane nA

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 29 batAvo prAyazcitanI vidhi? "kRpA karo" ! batAvo ! mArI AtmazudhdhinuM abhiyAna. Atmazudhdhino, huM cAhaka chuM, anumodaka chuM. prabhu ! prAyazcita kevI rIte karAya ? prAyazcita kyAre karAya ? prAyazcita konI pAse karAya? prAyazcitanI vidhi zuM? prAyazcitanA lAbha zuM? prAyazcita zAnu zAnuM karavAnuM? sAdhaka ! tArI praznotarI ghaNI sArI che. paNa prazna paraMparA pAchaLa tAro Azaya zudhdha che ? pavitra banavAnI tane tAlAvelI che ? jinazAsanamAM prAyazcitanuM khUba mahattva che. savArathI prAraMbha karI rAtri sudhInI dareka kriyA pratyeka vANI pratyeka vicAra pratyeka adhyavasAyamAM jAgrata rahIne pUchavAnuM che. mAruM mana prAyazcitamAM che mAruM mana pavitra che. vizudhdha che. tArI jijJAsA che eTale vAta karuM. jinazAsananA prAyazcittanA mukhya prakAra 10 che. tenA bheda-peTAbheda aneka che. jeTalI mana-vacanakAyAnI duHpravRtti che. teTalA prAyazcitanA sthAna che. vyakti-vyaktie prAyazcitanA sthAna alaga che. prAyazcitanA prakAro alaga che. jeTalIvAra mananI malinatA thai teTalI vAra prAyazcita karavAnuM. tassa uttarI to prAyazcita pATha che. kAussagga prAyazcita che. tapa prAyazcitta che. svAdhyAya prAyazcitta che. manane nirmaLa karatI dareka prakriyA prAyazcita che. jinazAsanamAM taskauttarIsUtrathI prAraMbha karI aneka nAnA moTA graMthomAM prAyazcitanuM vidhAna che. mahAnizItha sUtranuM 1 huM adhyayana sallughdharaNa zalyodhdhAra prAyazcitta aMgeno eka anupama graMtha che. micchAmi dukkaDaM thI prAraMbha karI pArAMcita prAyazcita sudhInA zAstramAM vidhAna che.

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3) zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA -------------- zAstramAM AlocanA ane prAyazcita alaga che. guru samakSa ApaNA pApo pragaTa karavA te AlocanA che. ApaNI bhUlo aparAdhanI zudhdhi mATe je pavitrakriyA citta nirmaLa karavAnI prakriyA te prAyazcita che. prAyazcita ApanAra AcArya bhagavaMta keTalA gaMbhIra keTalA gItArtha ane keTalA udAra hoya. prAyazcitta lenAranI jAherAta nA kare - prAyazcittanI jAherAta na kare-kyA aparAdhanuM prAyazcita karyuM tenI paNa kyAreya jAherAta nA kare. . prAyazcitta lenAra AtmAne vizvAsa che. kadAca mArI janmadAtA mArI bhUlanI jAherAta karI deze. paNa prAyazcita ApanAra mahApuruSa mArA pApanI jAherAta nahi kare, paNa prAyazcitta dvArA mArA AtmAnI zudhdhi karaze ke bIjIvAra mo rio AtmA azudhdha ja nahi thAya. 18 dezanA adhipati kumArapAla mahArAje kalikAla sarvajJa hemacaMdrAcAryama. pAse prAyazcitta lIdhuM. prabhu! ghebara khAtA junA saMskAra jAgrata thaI gayA. meM ArogyAghebara paNa svAda Avyo vicitra. gurudeva! gurudeva! Apa sarvajJa cho. mArA pApanuM prAyazcitta Apo. rAja kumArapAla! batrIsa dAMte pApa karyuM. to batrIsa dAMta toDI nAMkha prabhu ! AjJA zirasAvaMdya - kumArapAla mahArAjA - patthara laI dAMta toDavA prayatna kare che. - garavA guruvara kumArapAlano hAtha pakaDe che. vizudhdha AtmA tAruM prAyazcitta thaI gayuM. - mahAnuM guruvare mahAn bhaktanA AtmAnI vizudhdhi mATe vItarAga stotranA vIsa prakAza ane yogazAstranA bAra prakAzanI racanA karI. batrIsa dAMtanI zuddhi mATe prAtaHkALe A batrIsa prakAzanA svAdhyAya pachI ja annajaLane mukhamAM praveza maLato hato. prAyazcittanA aneka vidhAna, paNa prAyazcitta - lenAra AtmAnI

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA --- 31 yogyatA dravya - kSetra- kALa - bhAva tathA saMdhayaNa joi guru prAyazcitta Ape. pATaNanuM eka jJAnamaMdira eka puNyAtmAne maLela prAyazcittamAMthI thayela sarjana che. pazcAtApa pUrvaka thayela prAyazcitta AtmAnI zudhdhi kare che pApa thai gayA bAda AtmAne akaLAmaNa muMjhAmaNa gabharAmaNa thAya eTale aparAdha pachI pazcAtApa thAya ane pazcAtApathI thayela prAyazcitta AtmazudhdhinuM sAdhana bane. pApa aMge manamAM duHkha baLApo na hoya. koi prAyazcitta levAnuM sUcana kare - ekavAra nahi bevAra nahi anekavAra tyAre manamAM caMDa pracaMDa gussAno Avega Ave ane mahAtmA caMDakauzika bane. pote baLe saune bALe - aparAdhI - niraparAdhI saunI hiMsA. - prAyazcitta hRdayanI zudhdhithI levAnuM, khudanA aparAdhanuM levAnuM, prAyazcitta saraLatAthI levAnuM, ApaNA AtmAne pApathI halako karavA levAnuM. lakSmaNA sAdhvIjIe pApanuM prAyazcitta karyuM. paNa saraLatA na rAkhI to Atmazudhdhi nA thaI. prabhu ! mArA dinanI zudhdhi mATe - rAtrinI zudhdhi mATe pakSa mAsa 4 mAsa 12 mAsa mArA bhavanI zudhdhi mATe mArA bhavobhavanI zudhdhi mATe anaMta anaMta janmanA pApanI zudhdhi mATe mArA AtmaguNonI vRdhdhi mATe Apane vinaMtI karuM chuM. mane prAyazcitta Apo. "sAhu hujjAmi tArio'" "oharia bharUvva bhArava ho." huM prAyazcita karI halako phUla thai jAuM...

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- aprANI sirA i huM mArA AtmAne vosirAvuM chuM. huM AtmAne vosirAvuM chuM eTale zuM? huM mArA AtmAno tyAga karuM chuM. mArA AtmAne choDuM chuM. zuM AtmA choDI zakAya? AtmA koi evI tyAgathI enuM astitva mITAvI zakAya.cIja evA padArtha ke vastu che ke teno tyAga karI zakAya. bhalA mAnava ! adhyAtma jagatamAM tuM bALaka che. 6 mahinAnA bALakamAM je samaja hoya te tArAmAM nathI. bhautika jagatanI vAtomAM tuM niSNAta che. paNa AdhyAtmikatA ane AdhyAtmika jagatane samajavuM saheluM nathI. khUba agharuM che. | gurudeva! ApanI vAtano saMpUrNa svIkAra karuM chuM. huM to zabdono gulAma chuM. mane samajAtuM nathI. "appANe vosirAmi" no artha. AtmAne choDavAno, koNa AtmAne choDI zake. A to kevI behudI vAta che. AtmAne choDavAno ane dehane rAkhavAno. mane muMjhAvo nahi. mane to khUba gabharAmaNa thAya che. A dharmamAM mane to khUba gabharAmaNa thAya che.A dharmamAM AtmAne choDavAno ane zuM dehanA jatana karavAnA? nA; ema na hoi zake. mahAtmAoe kyAreya dehanA jatana ryA nathI. dazavaikAlika sUtranI pelI zAstrapaMkti mane vAraMvAra yAda Ave che. appA khalu samaya rakikhAvyo" o gurudeva ! Apane ghaNA ziSya che mane khabara che. ApanA

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- = - 33. ._ zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUciMtatikA badhA ziSya buddhimAna che. ApanA AMkhanA izArAmAM samajI jAya che. paNa huM evo badhu mUrkha ziSya chuM mane tattva samajAtuM nathI. mAruM mana bhUluM paDI jAya che. mArA jevA ajJAnIne sIdhu samajAvo. kRpA karo mane nA laTakAvo. 'dazavaikAlikasUtramAM kahyuM "haMmezA AtmAnuM rakSaNa karo." annatya sUtramAM kahyuM "appANe vosirAmi" - prabhu Apa mArI maryAdA - mArA ajJAnane samajo cho. ApanI mArA para kRpA na hota to Apane prazna paNa na pUchI zakata. gurudeva ! "aNu...kukkA" "dayA karo dayA karo." sAdhaka ! tArI bhAvanAne huM vaMdana karuM chuM. tArI dhIme dhIme paNa pragati thaI rahI che. zAstrapado tArA haiyAmAM ramavA lAgyA che. tuM ciMtananA paMthe pragati kare che. Aje tane eka vAta samajAvuM chuM prazna pUchavo e paNa svAdhyAya che. . mArA jJAnI guru ! Apa mArI mazkarI nA karo mane ajJAnIne mArga batAvo-mArgadarzana karAvo. prazna aNasamaja ke ajJAnathI pUchAya che. Apa tene svAdhyAya kaho cho? bhalA sAdhaka!prazna kyAre thAya? vastu jANavAnI jijJAsA thaI to te AtmA mATe prazna karyo, te zAstrajJAna mATe prazna karyo. tArA haiyAmAM jJAnanI uMDI jhaMkhanA jAgI. samaja vagara tane cena na paDyuM tethI prazna pUchayo. puNyazALI pRcchanA svAdhyAya ApaNA adhyAtmajJAnanA pAyA majabUta kare che. ApaNe tyAM paMcamAMga bhagavatI sUtra vyAkhyA prajJaptidravyAnuyogano mahAnagraMtha che. bhagavatI sUtra zuM che? praznottarano

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34 ----------- zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatika anupama graMtha gautamapRcchA-hIra prazna -sena prazna - vividha praznottara - vIra praznottara - labdhi prazna aneka praznottara graMtha che. tane khyAla haze gujarAtInI kahevata pUchatAM paMDIta thavAya. zAMta thaI ne mArI vAta sAMbhaLa. jinazAsanamAM ekAMta nathI. anekAMta che. paramAtmA mahAvIra ApaNA ArAdhya pUjya paNa paramAtmA mahAvIra prabhunA 27 bhavathI jJAna meLavavAnuM, samaja meLavavAnI paNa Adarza to temanA tIrthaMkara nAma karma bAMdhavAnA bhavono rAkhavAno tema appANe vosirAmi e vAya paNa anekAMtamayache. mArA ajJAna ane ajJAnI AtmAno tyAga karuM chuM. mArA AtmAe adhyavasAya dvArA je karmabaMdha bAMdhyA te badhA karmabaMdhanA nimittono tyAga karuM chuM. AtmA saunA samAna che. paNa mahAtmA tathA paramAtmA vaMdanIya che smaraNIya che ane anukaraNIya che.. je AtmAe AtmaguNa vikasita karyo te pUjanIya dehane zuM choDavAno? e to chUTavAno che. deha eka janmathI bIjA janmamAM sAtha nahi Ape-pudgalanI mAyA-mamatA AtmAne duSita kare che. AtmAne karmabaMdha karAve che. tethI pApamaya AtmAne vosirAvo ane jJAnamaya dharmamaya - vizudhdhimaya AtmAne svIkAravAno. ApaNe AtmAne karmathI bhinna paNa mAnIe chIe. karmathI abhinna paNa mAnIe chIe. sidhdhAtmA-saMpUrNa niraMjana nirAkAra - jJAna svarUpa saMpUrNa jJAna svarUpa che. bAkI samasta AtmAnA ATha rUcaka pradeza zudhdha che. tethI ja punaH punaH prabhune prArthanA karIe chIe. meM azudhdha Atma adhyavasAyano

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 35 tyAga karyo che. have mArA atmAne zudhdha adhyavasAyamAM sthApana karuMchuM. ThANeNaM - moNeNaM - jhANeNaM eTale zuM ? meM kAyAne halana-calana idhara-udhara paribhramaNano tyAga karavA kahyuM che. vacanane to maunanA mahAsAgaramAM nimagna thavA Adeza Apyo che. A vANInA udhamAta ane ulkApAta tane paNa khabara che ne ? - prabhu ! huM jANuM chuM maMtharAnI vANI dvArA rAmAyaNa sarjAyuM. draupadInI vANI dvArA mahAbhArata sarjAyuM ane mArI vANI dvArA to A bhavabhramaNa sarjAyuM prabhu mane AgaLa pharamAvo. vatsa ! sAMbhaLa. kAyA sthira banI. vacana sthira banyuM. have mana mahA markaTane prabhunA dhyAnamAM rokI devAnuM. pApamaya AtmAno tyAga karavA mana-vacana-kAyA A traNa yogane dharmadhyAnamAM joDI devA. dhyAnayogamAM AMgaLa vadha Arta-raudra dhyAnano tyAga kara - dharmadhyAna zukladhyAnane sidhdha kara. appANaM vosirAmino artha anupama che. AtmAne vizudhdha karavAnA rAjamArge jaldIthI saMcara. AtmAnI carama avasthA mokSa prApta kara annattha sUtra eka adbhUta sUtra che. kAussagganuM paccakkhANa che. bhalA sAdhaka ! sidhdhi prApta kara e ja tArA gurunA aMtaranA AzIrvAda - mAro maMgaLaghoSa che. prabhu ! prabhu ! dhanyo'haM...kRta puNyo'haM... Aja ApanA AzIrvAde dhanya banyo.

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che to koI no jI titkacarA me pasIyaMtu tIrthaMkara prabhu ! mArA upara prasanna thAva. ghaNAne khuza karyA..."ghaNAne khuza karavA prayatna karyo... ghaNAnI khuzI meLavavA rAta-divasa eka karyA... koi mArI upara khuza thayuM paNa mArI prIti badalAi gai... koie mArA upara prema karyo paNa mane tenA upara dveSa thayo... ekAMtanA oraDe besI mArI prema kathAne vicAruM chuM... to dhrusake dhrusake raDI paDuM chuM... sAcuM kahuM prema e to adbhuta nirmaLa prakriyA che. premanA nAme svArthanuM nATaka bhajavyuM... svArthanI galI khuMcImAM aTavAyo. prema e to parama zudhdha avasthA che. jyAM AtmA sAthe AtmAnuM milana hoya... guNI sAthe guNInuM milana hoya... paNa; vAsanAnI jvALAmAM zekAyo ane prema prema pokAryo. sAce mArA jevA svArthInA kAraNe prema vagovAyo.. prema zabdathI loko zaMkA-kuzaMkA karavA lAgyA. premI to dhikkAra pAtra banyA, paNa prema zabda ya dhikkAra pAtra banyo. svArtha, vAsanA, kAmanA aMtaramAM rAkhI premano aMcaLo oDhyo. paNa, eka dhanya dine tIrthaMkara prabhunA darzana thayA... prabhunA caritro vAMcyA... pachI to evI lagana lAgI... | mAruM kAma paNa bhUlAvA lAgyuM mAruM nAma paNa vIsarAvA lAgyuM - covIsa tIrthaMkara prabhunuM nAma smaraNa karavA lAgyo.

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| labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA ------ 37 prabhunA nAma smaraNanI mastI jAgI... mArUM prabhAta paNa prabhunA nAma smaraNathI prAraMbha thAya. saMdhyA paNa prabhunA nAma smaraNathI dhanya banavA lAgI. rAta-divasa jyAre juo tyAre mArA manamaMdiranI aMda2 eka satata jApa cAlu rahevA lAgyo. cauvIsaM pi jiNavarA titzayarA me pasImaMtu' maMtra pada mArA mananuM mAlika banI gayuM. prabhu ! huM sthira thai gayo . . . aTakI gayo... huM zuM sAce prArthanA karUM chuM. "titzayarA me pasIyaMtu" tIrthaMka2 ! prabhu mArA para prasanna thAva. dilanI jhaMkhanA che. hatI ane raheze. mAre tIrthaMkara prabhune prasanna karavA che. tIrthaMkara prabhunI kRpA prApta karavI che. manamAM mathAmaNa cAlI rahI che. tIrthaMkara prabhu ! mArA para prasanna thAya... mArI kai yogyatA... kai lAyakAta ke huM kahI zakuM ke prabhu ! mArA para prasanna thAva. maMtrI banavuM... mahAmaMtrI banavuM. . .uparASTrapati banavuM. . . rASTrapati banavuM khUba saheluM paNa tIrthaMkara prabhunA kRpA pAtra banavuM durlabha... rAja-rAjezvara - cakravartInA pada-padavI mArA mananuM AkarSaNa karatA nathI. duniyAnA dareka pada phakta puNyanA khela che. puNya pUrNa thAya eTale bAjI khatama... gai kAlano samrATa Aje galImAM bhIkha mAMgato pharato hoya... prabhu ! saMsAranA samasta mAna-sanmAna-pada-padavInA AzA aramAna mArA aMtaranA khuNethI alopa thai gayA che. eka ja AzA... eka ja aramAna che. tiaeyarA me pasIyaMtu... paNa A AzA aramAna pUrNa karavA meM keTalA mahArathIonA daravAjA khakhaDAvyA... keTalA

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3deg_--------- zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatika mahAtmAonA caraNanI raja lIdhI... mahopAdhyAya yazovijayajI ma.sA.nI sAthe vArtAlApa iccho paNa teo mArI sAthe bolyA nahIM paNa AkAzavANI jevo zabda saMbhaLAyo bhakti bhaMgavatI bIje..." pU. dAdA gurudeva labdhisUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nI mArA hRdaya maMdiramAM pratiSThA karI prArthanA karI.. o dAdA gurudeva! meM ApaNA lADa joyA che. hAla joyA che.. Apano roSa paNa joyo che... saMtoSa paNa joyo che. ApanA bhImakAMta guNa joyA che. Apa to mane kaMI batAvo.. "jarA jinavarane japato jA..." basa, Ama mane samajAvIne cAlyA jAva cho.. kaMI nahi huM AnaMdaghanajI ne pUchavA jaiza... o AnaMdaghanajI mahAtmA ! Apa to mArA savAlano javAba Apo... mArI mahecchA pUrNa thaze... tIrthaMkara prabhu prasanna thaze.. masta mahAtmAe to mArA mATe koyaDA jevo javAba Apyo... prIta sagAI re nirupAdhika kahI., sopAdhika dhana khoya..." huM stabdha banI gayo... tyAM ja "tAva kArya karI sthira ubho rahI gayo.... prabhu! mArI prIta mATe pUcho cho... nathI lAlaca, lobha, AzA, apekSA tIrthaMkara prabhunI kRpAnI bhAvanA che. " basa, prabhu! tArA jevo mane banAvI le, tArAmAM samAvI le.. AMkha baMdha karI dhyAna lagAvI besI gayo badhA ja bahAranA vyApAra baMdha karI dIdhA. paNa A zuM prabhu! alapa-jhalapa dekhAya che ane adazya thaI jAya che. mAre tIrthaMkara prabhunI kRpA joie. deva! mahAdeva! mArA mana maMdiramAM prabhu pratiSThA thAva. pratiSThA

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 39 maMtra bolavA padhAryA. amArA tAraka gurudeva vikramasUrIzvarajI ma.sA... o gurudeva ! Ape to mane maMtra dIkSA ane maMtra zikSA ApI. mArI sAdhanAnI gati pragatino mArga batAvyo. gurudeva eTale gurudeva. vAtsalyanuM varavuM rUpa, jinazAsananuM parama gaurava. gurudeva bhaktinuM jIvaMta pratIka... bhaktAmara mAM masta. ww "turthya namaH... tubhya namaH... tubhya namaH.... tulyuM nama:' gurudeva... mane vicAravA do. zuM vicArUM? samajavuM che samajAtuM nathI. tubhya namaH ekavAra nahi 4 vAra... bhakti gaMgAmAM snAna karo... cAra ghAtikarmano kSaya karo...tIrthaMkara prabhuno anugraha prApta thaze. o guruvara ! Apa sAcA tAraka..... mArgadarzaka.....Ape mArga batAvyo; tIrthaMkara prabhunI kRpAno. bhakti bhAgIrathImAM snAna karo....Apa kRpA e rAgadveSanA dvaMda dUra karavA che. tIrthaMkara banavuM che...... tIrthaMkaranI kRpA prApta karavI che. prabhu ! svArtha visarjananI kaLA Apo... prabhu ! paramArthamaya banavAnI zakti Apo... prabhu ! paropakAranuM vyasana Apo... prabhu ! eTaluM to Apo . kRtajJa banuM... kRtaghna na banuM . . . mAro anAhatanAda prabhu sAMbhaLo 'titphayarA meM pasImaMtu' ,,

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11 tharimi huM guru samakSa mArA pApono svIkAra karuM chuM... pApa thavuM e sarva sAmAnya hakIkata che paNa pApane bhUla rUpe svIkAravuM e kaThIna hakIkata che. temAM paNa guru samakSa khudanA pAponI kabUlAta karavI te bhayaMkara kaThaNa che. mAnava mAtra mAnano cAhaka .. pUjaka che... vyakti sarvatra sarva prasaMgamAM anyanI bhUla jue che... anyanI bhUla zodhe che... khudano gunho bIjAne nAme caDhAvatAM jarA paNa saMkoca thato nathI... kAraNa dareka vyaktine kahevuM che... bhUla mArI na thAya... bIjA ajJAnInI thAya... jinazAsana kahe che... aparAdha... gunho, bhUla pApa nA thAya te tIrthaMkara prabhu... sarvajJa vItarAga... bAkI chadmastha, pramAdI, ajJAnI avivekIthI bhUla thAya... aparAdha thAya... gunho thAya... pApa thAya. dhanya che prabhu zAsana ahIM guru gautamasvAmI potAnI bhUla kabUla kare ane AnaMda zrAvakane micchAmi dukkaDam Ape che. caMDarudrAcArya jevA mahAnuM guru paNa kevalajJAnI ziSyane kahe... kSamasva me aparAdhe' paramAtmA mahAvIra prabhunA prathama AryA 36 hajAra ziSyAnA guruNI caMdanabAlAjI paNa mahAsatI mRgAvatIjI ne kahe mAro aparAdha kSamA karo... jinazAsanamAM kSamA mAMge te mahAnuM... khudanI bhUlano svIkAra kare te mahAt...

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thI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA_ 41 jinazAsanamAM khudanA aparAdhanA svIkAra mATe be vAkyano prayoga thAya che. bhaMte !"niMdAmi... bhaMte ! garihami... niMdAmi... pachI gariyAmi zabda khUba uMDANa bharyo che. zAstramAM eka paNa zabda adhika nathI Avato... AtmazudhdhinuM prathama pagathiyuM che. niMdAmi.. potAnA pApono potAnI AtmasAkSIe svIkAra karavo... mArAthI khoTuM thaI gayuM...mAruM vartana gunAhita che. mAro aparAdha che... meM ayogya AcaraNa karyuM che... mArAthI AvuM AcaraNa na thAya... A prathama prakriyA AtmamaMthananI che... Atma ciMtananI che. paNa, AtmAne vizudhdha karavA punaH AtmA pApamAM na levAya eTalA mATe bIjuM pagathiyuM caDhavuM khUba jarUrI che.... AtmamaMthana AtmaciMtana dvArA potAnI ayogya lAgela pravRttino guru samakSa svIkAra karavo. AtmAne vizudhdha banAvavA A prakriyA atyaMta jarUrI che... namra banI. saraLa banI... sagurunI samIpa AvI gurunA caraNakamaLanI upAsanA karI be hAtha joDI zira jhUkAvI zudhdha AtmA vizudhdha thavA kahe che... . he bhaMte! he guruvara ! garihAmi... meM ajJAnathI avivekathI aneka pApa karyA che. mArI AtmasAkSIe ciMtana-manana nididhyAsana karatAM samajAyuM che. mArI bhUla che... mAro aparAdha che. hetAraka ! he udhdhAraka! he rakSaka!pUjyapAda mArA thayela aparAdha pApa-gunho ApanI samakSa kabUla karuM chuM... mane samajAyuM che; mAruM mAnavuM che ke Apa ja mane zudhdha-vizudhdha paramazuddha karI zakazo mArI bhUla

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42 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA Apa samakSa kabula karuM chuM. temAM navAI nathI karato.. kaMI apUrva ke alaukika karato nathI. . paNa, gurudeva! Apa mane jANyA pachI samajyA pachI apUrva ane alaukika karavAnA cho. Apa kyAreya pApIno tiraskAra karatA nathI. pApInI upekSA karatA nathI... paNa, pApIne puNyazALI banAvo cho. apavitrane pavitra banAvo cho. azudhdhane .. vizudhdha banAvo cho. rAgIne virAgI banAvo cho... virAgIne vitarAgI banAvo cho. bhaMte! "garihAmi".. huM mArA pAponI ApanI pAse kabulAta karuM chuM te paNa mArA AtmAnA maMgala mATe.. Apane mArI ayogyatAmAM rasa nathI. Apa to mArA AtmAne yogya banAvavA kimiyAgara cho.. gurudeva! pharamAvo... pApa karyuM... gunho karyo... paNa, ApanA caraNamAM... zaraNamAM AvI abhayanA varadAna mAMgu chuM... he gurudeva! have krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha mane tophAnI no saradAra nA banAve... gurudeva ! rUpa, rasa, gaMdha, sparza zabda mane nA satAve... mArA ekalAnI tAkAta nathI... viSaya - kaSAyanI guMDA ToLI upara huM vijaya meLavI zakuM? ApanA sAMnidhyamAM ja viSaya- kaSAya mArAthI dUra bhAgaze Apa ja mane bacAvI zakazo. o tAraka gurudeva ! o udhdhAraka gurudeva ! Apa je mArA AtmAnA jatana karI zakazo... Apa ja mArA guNonA rakhavaiyA banI zako cho... mArI tAkAta parimita che. mArA zubha adhyavasAya parimita che. patananI khAImAM pharIna paTakAvuM eTale ApanA caraNamAM AvI meM bUma pADI... mArI vAta meM mukta kaMThe karI... mArI bhUlonI kabulAta karI... Apa pAse pApathI DarIne Avyo chuM paNa Apa DarAvanAranAyaka nathI paNa Apa to mArA jevA aneka ziSyanA vAtsalyamaya gurudeva

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 43 cho... keTalAya sAdhako mArA kAnamAM kahI jAya che. bhalA gurubaMdhu have raDa paNa nahi... Dara paNa nahi. bUmAbUma paNa nA kara... zAMta banI ja... pU. gurudevanI vAtsalya pUrNa dRSTi tArA mananA adhyavasAyamAM pheraphAra karaze. gurudevanA vAtsalya pUrNa hasta sparzamAM tAkAta che.. tArA anaMta guNonuM udghATana thaze. teM je garihAmi kahyuM che te have tAre pharI nahiM bolavuM paDe.... huM AzcaryamAM chuM... huM aho bhAvamAM chuM. pU. gurudeva ! ApanI pAse zuM kahuM... 'suha guru jogo ta--yaNa... sevaNA AbhavamakhaMDA...' basa, ApanI sevA... ApanI AjJAnuM ArAdhana ane ApanI kRpA mokSa na maLe tyAM sudhI satata maLatAM rahe. ApanA sAMnidhyamAM rAkhajo... Apa arjunamAlInA udhdhAraka...caMDakauzikanA tAraka... daDhaprahArInA rakSaka... prabhu ! mArI jAta ane bhAtanuM zuM varNana karUM ? javA do... e badhI vAta Apa samajo cho... jANo cho... chatAM ApanA caraNamAM svIkAryo che. huM Apano ziSya chuM... bhakta chuM... upAsaka chuM.... gurudeva! ApanA caraNa kamala 'attahiyaDhAye uvasaMpajijattANuM vihArAmi... basa ekavAra kahI do... mAro ziSya che... ApanA be zabda sAMbhaLavA cAtakanI jema rAha jovuM chuM... "om iti pratipadyasva. . .nAtha ! na ataH paraM bruve ......'" pachI cUpacApa mauna karI ApanI sevAmAM besI jaiza. gurudeva ! nA ThukarAvatA... nA haDaselatA ... ziSya ! tuM taravAne yogya che... nityAraga pAragahoha... "prabhu ! icchAmo aNusadyuiM !'' mane hitazikSA pha2mAvo...

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chinai asuhaM karma azubha karma chedAya che. azubha karmano nAza azubha karma dUra thavA... azubha karmanuM unmUlana thavuM tenAthI uttama prakriyA zuM hoI zake? jinazAsananI pratyeka kriyA. pratyeka ArAdhanA... pratyeka upAsanAthI jo kaMi icchanIya - prArthanIya hoya to be ja vastu .... mArA karmano nAza ho... mane zudhdha dazAnI prApti ho... jyAM sudhI karma che tyAM sudhI AtmAnuM urdhvagamana thatuM nathI... AtmAne urdhvagamana karavuM hoya to karmano sAtha-saMgAtha choDavo ja joie. karmanI dostI AtmAnA vikAsamAM avarodhaka che. zAstrakAra khUba suMdara pharamAve che... "chinnai asuI kamma ... sAmAiya jattiAvArA' jeTalI vAra sAmAyika thAya teTalIvAra azubhakarmano cheda thAya che... prabhu ! tapathI karma khape... dhyAnathI karma khape... paNa, samatAthI karma khape e vAta to koi addabhuta ane Azcaryajanaka kahevAya... bhalA sAdhaka ! sAmAyika eTale samatAno lAbha. sAmAyika thAya eTale rAga-dveSa ne ruka jAvano Adeza maLe... AtmAmAM rAga-dveSane praveza ja prApta na thAya... rAga-dveSa nahi to karmabaMdha kyAMthI?

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 45 samatA-samatva prApta karavA vyaktine AMtaramukha banavuM paDe che. bAhya jagata sAthe cheDo-nAto choDavo paDe che. samasta jagatanA saMbaMdhone jIvone bAya-bAya vidAya ApI devI paDe che.... jinazAsana to spaSTa kahe che tamAre samyaktva prApta karavuM che? tamAre zrAvaka banavuM che? tamAre sAdhu banavuM che? tamAre kevalajJAna prApta karavuM che? to sau prathama samatA sAthe dostI karo. samatA sAthe mitratA karo... samatA sAthe mitratA eTale jagata ane jagata jIvo mATe kyAreya phariyAda nahi.. huM jayAM sudhI koinI phariyAda karuM chuM... koIne kharAba kahuM chuM.. koInuM apamAna karuM chuM... koino tiraskAra karuM chuM... tyAM sudhI samatA mArA AtmA maMdiramAM praveza karatI nathI. samatAe AtmamaMdiramAM praveza karyo. eTale prazno ochA... pravRtti ochI ! zaMkA ochI ! hema ocho! dhAMdhala-dhamAla to dUra ja bhAgI jAya... samatA eTale anaMta tIrthakara sAthe saMbaMdha karAvanAra AdhyAtmika zakti gurudeva ! amane tapanI vidhi khabara che... japanI vidhi khabara che. pUjAnI vidhi khabara che... pratikramaNanI vidhi khabara che. paNa samatA prAptinI vidhi khabara nathI. prabhu! sAcuM kahuM... samatAnI agatyatA lAgI nathI. sAdhaka ! tuM pANInI agatyatA na samaje eTale zuM pANInuM mUlya ochuM ! tuM havAnI agatyatA na samaje eTale havAnuM mUlya ochuM ! adhyAtma jagatano prAraMbha samabhAvathI thAya che. anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyana

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46 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA jAya to apUrvakaraNa na thAya, ane apUrvakaraNa na thAya to apunabaMdhaka avasthA prApta na thAya. apunarbaMdhaka avasthA na thAya to graMthibheda na thAya ane graMthibheda na thAya to anivRttikaraNa na thAya ane anivRttikaraNa na thAya to samyaktva - zradhdhA na Ave. gurudeva ! gurudeva ! huM to muMjhAi gayo. Apa zAstrajJa cho... zAstravid cho. zAstra vAMco cho. zAstramaya jIvo che eTale zAsranI paribhASA AvaDe. mane AmAM kAMi na samajAya. o gurudeva ! kRpALu kRpA karo... mane mArI bhASAmAM samajAvo. bhalA sAdhaka ! cAlo tyAre tane tArI bhASAmAM samajAvuM. rasoinI badhI vAnagI taiyAra thai gai che. badhA ja masAlA... badhuM ja rasoimAM che... paNa dhIme rahIne koi bolyuM ! uTho bhAi .. . uTho. . . jamI lIdhuM ! A rasoi koNa khAya mIThA vagaranI rasoi... mIThA vagaranI rasoinI koi kiMmata nathI. tema samatA vagaranI koi sAdhanAnI kiMmaMta nathI. pratyeka ArAdhanA-sAdhanA-samatAthI sidhdha thAya che. samatA eka evI Atmasidhdhi che. jyAM jarA paNa kSobha pedA thato nathI. caMcaLatA pedA thatI nathI... utAvaLa pedA thatI nathI... Avega ane Aveza pedA thato nathI... samabhAvI AtmA kahe che... tame eka nahi... eka lAkha vyakti sAthe maLIne Avo... khUba kolAhala karo... ghAMTA pADo.. mane mAro ... mArUM tADana karo. .. tarjana karo... maraNAMta upasarga karo paNa jo mArI pAse samatA rahI to mAro vijaya nizcita che... hAra tamArI che. gajasukumAla munivare samatA sahacarI dvArA somila sasarAne kahI

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA dIdhuM - tamArI tAMkAta huM jANuM chuM. tame mArA mAthA upara saLagatA aMgArAnI bhaThThI mUkI... paNa tamArI bhUla tamane khyAlamAM na AvI. mArA hRdayamAM samatAnA sAmrAjya che. tethI mArUM zira.... mArUM mastaka himAlaya karatAM paNa ThaMDu che. tame mArA vALa para bhaThThI mUkI zakyA cho. mArA mAthA para bhaThThI mukI zakyA cho... manamAM nahi. mArUM mana to samatA sAthe lIna banI gayuM che. sasarAjI ! tame ho ke ... jagata hoya huM koi sAthe phariyAda karato nathI... mAre to samatA sAhelInA kAraNe sau sAthe maitrI che. sau sAthe AtmIya saMbaMdha che... tamArI bhaThThInI jvAlAe mArAmAM zukala dhyAnanI jvAlA pragaTAvI che.. huM baLato nathI...jalato nathI. . . baLI rahyA che mArA karmo. . . baLI rahI che vibhAva dazA. tame keTalA upakAraka... mArA Atma svabhAvane zudhdha karyo... mArI AtmazudhdhinA sahAyaka ! svAgata... svAgata... hArdika svAgata.... prabhu ! prabhu ! samatAnA sahAye gajasukumAla munivara mokSa pAmyA. samatAnA ATalA sadguNa ... sAdhaka ! mArA nAnA lADalA ziSya ! tane sAcuM kahuM ? jarA kaDavuM to lAgaze... tane jJAnI kahevarAvuM game che ! tapasvI banavuM game che... tane duniyAnA badhA pada ane padavIno moha che kAraNa, temAM kyAMya turata parIkSA nathI... paNa, samabhAvI samatAvAn... zAMta svabhAvI banavuM gamatuM nathI... kAraNa tame zAMta svabhAvI ! AkhI duniyA kSaNe kSaNe tamArI parIkSA karaze ane parIkSAmAM vijaya ke hAra... saMbodha sittarImAM haribhadra sUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pha2mAve che. 47

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48 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA seyaMbaroya AsaMbaro. . budhdho ahava annovA, samabhAva bhAvi appA, lahei murkha na saMdeho cAhe zvetAmbara ho ke digambara ho... budhdha ho ke vaiSNava ho mokSane koi paMtha koi vyakti sAthe saMbaMdha nathI. . saMbaMdha che phakta samatA sAthe.. samabhAvI AtmA mokSa meLave che... temAM saMdeha nathI. pratyeka guNa guNa ja che... paNa dareka guNa bAda thoDI jAgRti na rahI to guNa sAthe doSa paNa praveza karI jAya che. jema jJAna AvyuM ane jAgRti na rahI to abhimAna praveza karI jAya. tapa karyo ane khyAla na rahyo to mAyA praveza karI jAya... samatA guNa eTalo mahAna che tyAM eka paNa durguNa praveza karI zakto nathI. gurudeva ! Apa keTalA karUNA bhInA cho... mane keTaluM sArUM samajAvyuM. sAmAyika dvArA samatAno lAbha. . . ane sAmAyika jeTalIvAra thAya teTalIvAra azubha karmano cheda... huM to aneka sAmAyika karIza. jeTalI sAmAyika thaze eTalA mArA karma nAza pAmaze. prabhu ! Ape mane samajAvyuM... tethI mane AtmaprakAza lAdhyo. kriyA ochI thaze ke vadhatI paNa mAro svabhAva ja zAMta... samatAmaya banAvI daiza... samatA mamatAne dUra karaze ane prabhu ! tamAro A bhakta pavitra banI jaze... paramAtmA banI jaze... zuM che ! ApanI kRpA . vAtsalya! dhanya guru ! dhanya thayo ApanI kRpA thI...

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uritA timira bAnuM he prabhu ! tame pApanA aMdhakAra dUra karavA sUrya samAna cho... aMdhakAra ane prakAza zAzvata virodhAbhAsI tattva... eka myAnamAM be talavAra na rahI zake tema aMdhakAra ane prakAza sAthe nA rahI zake ! jyAM aMdhakAra tyAM prakAza nahi ane jyAM prakAza tyAM aMdhakAra nahi..... jyAM rAtri tyAM dina nahi ane jyAM dina tyAM rAtri nahi... jyAM rAga tyAM sukha nahi ane jyAM sukha tyAM rAga nahi.. jayAM samaja tyAM sukha... jyAM sukha tyAM samaja... jyAM ajJAna tyAM aMdhakAra... jyAM jJAna tyAM prakAza..... jyAM pApa tyAM puNya nahi... jyAM puNya tyAM pApa nahi..... jyAM karma tyAM dharma nahi...jyAM dharma tyAM karma nahi... | prabhu ! tamArI stuti karatAM... stavanA karatAM... bhakti karatAM gIta gAtA mana gadgad thai jAya che... vANI virAma pAmI jAya che. nayana tArAmAM lIna banI jAya che... prabhu ! tuM hI... tuM hI ... eka ja pokArI uThAya che. sAcuM kahuM prabhu ! A saMsAra sAme baLavo thai jAya che... tame mArI sAthe rahyA... mArA banyA... meM mArA mAnyA... paNa aMte saMsAre enuM raudrarUpa pragaTa karyuM... ane mArA kAnamAM kahyuM sAdhaka ! tuM bhulyo ... ame to tArA virodhapakSanA saradAra chIe. sara senAdhipati chIe... ame AtmAnA pakSakAra nahi... ame to pApanA pakSakAra...ajJAnanA pakSakAra... viSaya

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5O zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA kaSAya nA pakSakAra... prabhu ! prabhu ! mArA zatruthI khUba gabharAyo.. bhAguM paNa bhUlo paDuM chuM... doDuM chuM... paNa paDI jAuM chuM... laDuM chuM paNa hArI jAuM chuM... prabhu ! have huM khUba thAkI gayo... zuM karuM? kiM kartavya mUDha thai mAthe hAtha daI besI gayo... basa mArI jIMdagI... mAnavanI jIMdagI vyartha jaze... tyAM prabhu ! tame mArA mAnasa cakSu sAme khaDA thayA... huM Azcarya cakita banI gayo... bhAva vibhora banI gayo... bolI uThyo. "darzana devadevasya"... A to khArA samudramAM mIThI vIraDI... anaMta anaMta rAgI vacce ekavItarAgInA darzana... anaMta ajJAnI vacce eka mahAjJAnInA darzana...anaMta anaMta svArthI vacce eka paramArtha puMjanA darzana... prabhu! o mArA nAtha.. darzanAtuM durita dhvaMzI... mArA nayana pAvana thayA... mAruM hRdaya nirmaLa thayuM nAtha ! mAlika ! tArA darzana jarUra mArA pApa palAyana... mArA pApone have dezavaTo lIdhA vinA chUTako nahi... gaikAle huM pApI hato... gayA bhavamAM pApI hato... paNa A janmamAM AjathI pApI nahi... mArA pApone bistarA-poTalA laI bhAgavuM ja paDaze. prabhu! tame prakAzyA... ajavALuM phelAyuM... aMdhAruM ulecAyuM.. A ghora aMdhakAra bharI jIvanayAtrAmAM A prakAzanA puMja... prabhu! tame ja mArA sUrya! bhAnu! divAkara ! bhAskara ! keTalA nAme prabhu tamArI stuti karUM? ajJAna haTyuM... jJAnano prakAza Avyo... yathArtha paristhitinA darzana thayA....khoTAne sAcuM mAnI mArI jiMdagIne harAma banAvI rahela. dehane AtmA samajI ALapaMpALa vadhArI dIdhela... sattA ghelo banI samajane dUra dhakelI, mada-mAna abhimAnamAM cakacUra

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 51 --- banIgayela. prabhu ApanA darzana thatAM thayuM ... lAkho karoDo sUrya eka sAthe bhegA maLe ane je prakAza prApta na thAya te he ! nAtha ! tamArA darzanathI thayo. aNasamaja e ja ajJAna... samaja eja jJAna... aTavAyo... athaDAyo... phUTAyo. aNasamaja... ajJAna... mArI khoTI mAnyatA. . . mithyA bhramaNamAM bhUlo paDela ... prabhu ! mArA pApanA aMdherA tame ulecyA... have huM koinAthI DarIza nahiM... koine DarAvIza nahiM. ajJAna aMdhakAra ...... mithyAtva aMdhakAra... mArI pApa puNyanI vyAkhyA badalAi gai... sAcuM kahuM... AdhyAtmika jagata mAM praveza karatAM mArUM mana mane pUche che... bola bhalA bhAi ! puNya kone kahevAya.... pApa kone kahevAya... bhautika jagatamAM Rdhdhi sidhdhi... mAla milkata. . . eza ArAmadAyaka jIMdagIne puNya kahevAya... AdhyAtmika jagata mAM sAcI mAnyatA. . . sAcI samaja... sArUM jIvana saune maMgala kalyANa dAyaka jIvavuM tene puNya kahevAya. prabhu ! mArA hRdayamAM pApa puNyanI vyAkhyA badalAi gai che. ApanA upadezanAM... ApanA zAstranA ... ApanA darzane... mArI dRSTibadalAi gai... daSTi badalAtA prabhu mArI sRSTi badalAi gai... sAdhana sAmagrIno abhAva te ja pApa nahi... pApanuM phaLa hoya to paNa puNya bAMdhI zake. sAdhana sAmagrIno durupayoga karavo te kharUM pApa kAraNa ke te bhayaMkara pApo pedA karI zake. pAMca indriyano abhAva te pApa nahi.. pAMca indriyano durupayoga karavo te pApa.

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52 . - - * zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA prabhu ! tamArA prakAzamAM meM mArI jIvana zailI badalI nAMkhI che... hAtha sAthe samajutI karI che. tamAre mane dAnamAM sahAyaka thavAnuM che. paropakAramAM sahAyaka thavAnuM che. pagane vorniMga ApI che... tame mane yAtrAmAM sahAyaka thAva... bhava bhramaNamAM nahi.. netro.. AMkhone - to spaSTa kahI dIdhuM che... tamArA vagara cAlaze. paNa tamAro durupayoga to nahi thavA dauM, tame mane prabhu darzanamAM sahAyaka thAva... " ( zAstrajJAna meLavavA madada karo.. jIvadayAmAM sahAyaka karo... A sivAya kaMI ADuM avaLuM ayogya karyuM...to tame sahAyaka nahIM vighAtaka cho mitra nahIM zatru cho. mane to koinI sAthe bolavAnuM ya mana thatuM nathI ane koInI sAme jovAnuM mana thatuM nathI... eka ja pada nIkaLe che. durita timira bhAnu... zreyase zAMtinAtha: zreyase pArzvanAtha. prabhu! mAruM zreya karo... kalyANa karo... prabhu ! tame zreyaskara cho... kalyANakara cho . prabhu mane kalyANapathano pathika banAvo. kalyANa mArgano musAphara banAvo... prabhu! prabhu! have eTalo bhaktimAM lIna banI gayo chuM ... vANI virAma pAme che... kyAreka aMtaH skuraNA thAya che... tuM hI... tuMhI... turata eka uMDANamAMthI avAja saMbhaLAya che. jo hI hai rUpa terA vohI hai rU5 merA.... prabhu! bheda haTAvo ... huM lalakArUM... soDAM... soDahaM.. bhaktanI kAkaludI... bhaktanI Araju.. soDahaM...soDa..

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yuNijai nicca vihAsi | prAtaHkALamAM huM nitya stuti karuM chuM. prabhunI stutino zreSTha samaya kayo? aMtarathI evo javAba Ave... prabhunI bhaktinA bhAva jAgyA te samaya... bhojana mATe samaya hoya... bhajana mATe paNa samaya? bhajana to covIsa kalAka karI zakAya... divasa rAta game tyAre karI zakAya Ama manamAM aneka vicAradhArA cAle... samaya e paNa eka khUba moTI vastu che... kALacakra ... Rtucakra... rAzicakra ... nakSatra cakra... samasta jyotiSa zAstra samayanuM ja mahattva darzAve che... dharma karmanA vyavahAra samayane AdhArita che... prakRtinI praphullitatA samayane AbhArI che... phaLono rAjA kerI garmImAM ja pAke che... samasta vanarAjI samayanA AdhAre vikasita thAya che... pakSIonuM paribhramaNa paNa Rtune AdhAre che. sUryanI gati paNa Rtuone AbhArI che... samasta tIrthaMkara prabhunA janma paNa madhyarAtri e ja thAya che. samasta dhArmika kriyAno prAraMbha bahudhA madhyAhna pahelA karAya che... prabhu praveza - prabhu pratiSThA - dIkSA - pada-padavI A badhuM paNa muhUrta pramANe karAya che.

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54 - zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA ---------- pAtra vAparavA... lonca karavA... navA kapaDA paheravA... jJAna ApavuM... vihAra karavo... cAturmAsa praveza karavo... dareka mATe nizcita nakSatro che... dina che... samaya che... pAkSika - caumAsI - saMvatsarI - parvArAdhana paNa nizcita dina . ... nizcita samaye karAya che... jaina zAsanamAM dravya-kSetra-kALa ane bhAvane mahattva ApyuM che. eka dravya - kSetra-kALa- bhAvamAM karma baMdhAya che. bIjA dravya - kSetra - kALa - bhAvamAM karmanI nirjarA thAya che... adhyavasAya ane AtmAnI zubhabhAvanAnI vRdhdhi hAnimAM kALa-samaya paNa khUba moTuM kAraNa che. avasarpiNInA bIjA ArAmAM tIrthakara na ja thAya... trIjA ArAmAM eka tIrthakara thAya. cothA ArAmAM trevIsa tIrthaMkara thAya.. cothA ArAmAM janmela jIva mokSe jaI zake. pAMcamAM ArAmAM janmela jIva mokSe na jaI zake.. | mahAvideha kSetramAM kAyama cotho Aro. bharata kSetra, airAvata kSetra upara kALacakrano abhuta prabhAva... kalpavRkSa adazya thaI jAya. vyaktinA vyavahAra - vartana ane svabhAva badalAI jAya. kulakaranA samayamAM zikSA nIti hakAra; makAra ane dhikkAra...pAMcamAM ArAnA jIvo mATe aneka prakAranI krUra ane vicitra diMDanIti. gurudeva! AtmA upara ane jagata upara ATalo bhayaMkara kALano prabhAva.. AtmazaktinA vikAsamAM kALa sahAyakapaNa bane ne? sAdhaka! AtmAne ane pudagalane dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya, AkAzAstikAya kALa ane pudgala sahAyaka paNa thaI zake che...*

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papa zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA jinazAstramAM kyAMya ekAMtavAda nathI. sarvatra anekAMtavAda che. A mukhyavAta samajI tuM AgaLa vadhaje. nahitara tane kSaNe kSaNe muMjhavaNa ane akaLAmaNa thaze...akaLAmaNa mAM tuM kyAMka athaDAmaNa karI daiza. zAstra ane vyavahAramAM dina ane rAtrinA aneka alaga kartavya batAvyA che. prabhAta ane saMdhyAnA alaga kartavya batAvyA che. jagaciMtAmaNi sUtranuM zuNijjaI nicca viTANi padano 11mAM varSe abhyAsa karyo. tyArathI manamAM prazna thato. prAtaHkALamAM prabhAtamAM prabhunI stuti karavAnI... prazna thAya paNa prazna raju karavAnI AvaData nahi. hiMmata nahi... manamAM khUba mathAmaNa thAya... kyAreka tarkavAdI mana kahI de... savAre japa-jApa prabhu stuti karI lIdhI. Akhodivasa nahi karavAnI... jagaciMtAmaNimAM che ne zuNijjaI nicca vivANi... tyAM bhItaramAM raheluM bhaktipriya mana pokArI uThe.. jagaciMtAmaNi sUtranA racayitA guru gautama svAmI... guru gautama svAmInA padanA ApaNI sImita budhdhithI artha na karAya.. mahApuruSonI vANI gaMbhIra hoya... preraka hoya... upadezaka hoya... tAraka hoya... . ' - yuNijjaI nicavihANi pade ghaNIvAra mArA manano kabbo laI lIdho che. devagurukRpAe jyAre nicca ane viTANi zabda nA rahasya uddaghATana thayA tyAre lAgyuM. zAstranA zabdonuM raTana karyA karavuM...' e pATha - e punarAvartana... e svAdhyAya dvArA ja rahasyArtha khyAlamAM Avaze. na samajAyuM eTale choDI devuM nahi.. paNa te vastumAM pAraMgata thavA mahenata karavI...

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA prabhu stuti prAraMbha karavAno samaya brAhma muhUrta prAtaHkALa keTalo suMdara samaya... sUryodaya pahelAnI 4 ghaDI - 96 miniTa paMkhIno ya kalarava zarU na thayo hoya... jagata nA badhA AsurI vyakti uMdhamAM hoya... tyAre vizvanA sarvadharmanA saMta-mahaMta mahAtmAo prabhu sAthe vArtAlApamAM lAgI gayA hoya... mana mastiSkamAMthI amRtabhAvanA jharaNA vahI rahyA hoya. . . maMda pavana zarIra manane praphullita karI rahyo hoya tyAre paramAtmAnA smaraNa-stuti bhakti dvArA puNyAtmA dhanya banI rahyA hoya... 56 jeno prAtaHkALa prabhAta prabhunA smaraNathI prAraMbha thAya teno Akho divasa prabhunA dhyAna dvArA dhanya bane... prabhunA dhyAna dvArA dina dhanya bane to rAtri paNa dhanya bane... jenA dina ane rAtri prabhunA dhyAna dvArA dhanya bane tenuM jIvana paNa dhanya bane. thuNijai - stuti karUM chuM... = nicca = nitya haMmezA... vihANi = prAtaHkALamAM zAstranI vAta kyAreya adhUrI nA hoya... apUrNa na hoya... nicca-nitya zabda e to ApaNane anupama jAgRti Ape che. o mArA ziSya ! tAro utsava prema, parva prema huM jANuM chuM. eka divasa mATe ...... ko'ka divasa mATe tuM badhuM ja karI zake che; jeTalA kalAka karavAnuM hoya teTalA kalAka kare... je vidhi... je padhdhatie ArAdhana karavAnI hoya te badhuMja karI zake che. paNa roja karavAnuM Ave eTale pIche haTha karavAno... nitya prAtaHkALamAM prabhu stuti karanAra vyaktine prabhunA sivAya jagatanI koipaNa vyakti ke padArthonuM baMdhana na hoya. jagata nA sarvajIvo

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA pa7 sAthe je nAto choDI zake. jagatanA badhA pralobhanochoDI zake te prAtaHkALe niyamita uThI prabhu stuti karI zake. manamAM jarA paNa rAga-dveSa, vaimanasya Ave to niMda moDI Ave ane niMda kasamaye Ave to prAtaHkALanI nitya sAdhanA akhaMDita kevI rIte cAle? sAdhanA mArganuM gaNita alaga che. 1 ne 1 = 2 ane pachI 2 ne ra = 4 ema vRdhdhi pAme che. paNa samaya badalAyo... divasa badalAyo. eTale punaH zarUAta. - sAdhakanI bhakti mastI sUrya udaya ane asta jevI nitya ane niyamita hoya. nahi samayamAM pheraphAra... nahiniyamitatAmAM pheraphAra. prabhu! hRdayamAM bhakti che. paNa mArAmAM anizcitatA, aniyamitatA che. mane kALa jayI banAvo. nitya niyamita samaye bhakti karUM.. dhanya banuM eja AziSa... | vAlakezvara supArzvanAthamAM eka prabhu bhakta puNyAtmA che... 30 varSathI savAre 4-30 vAge jinamaMdire Ave 8-30 vAge ghare jAya... prabhubhaktimAM deha....kALa koI kAraNa temaneavarodha karI zakatA nathI. prabhu mAro prAtaHkALa nitya ApanI bhaktithI dhanya bano. *****

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pu namo niNANa jiabhayArNa... jemaNe sarva bhayo jItI lIdhA che te jinezvara prabhune namaskAra... namo jiNAyuM... jinezvaraprabhune namaskAra... ATaluM pada to manamAM besI jAya che... paNa jiabhayArNa pada bolatAM mana vicAre caDhI jAya che. | bhayane jitanAra nirbhaya... bahAdUra... sAhasika paNa vaMdanIya pUjanIya kema ! ApaNA jevA alpajJanI avaLacaMDAi evI hoya che. ApaNA magajamAM bese utare te sAcuM... bIjuM badhuM khoTuM... prabhu ! mane mArI alpa budhdhi che evuM samajAtuM nathI. mahAna vidvAna AtmA hoya ke sarvajJa hoya darekane mArA budhdhinA mApadaMDathI mAguM chuM. mArA magajamAM samajAya to ja sAruM ane sAcuM kahuM chuM. paNa, sarvajJa paramAtmAe pharamAvela satyane samajavAnI koziza karato nathI. mArA ahaMnI eka vAta karUM... koi mahAtmAnA pravacana zravaNa karavA jauM tyAM mane samajAyuM to kahuM mahAtmA jJAnI che... mane pravacanamAM na samajAyuM to kahuM mahArAja sAheba khAsa kaMi jJAnI nathI... ThIka che...mArA baudhdhikastarathI mahAtmAne mApu chuM paNa, eka jJAnI AtmAe mane vicAravAno mArga Apyo. jyAre jyAre pravacana zravaNa karIne huM AvuM eTale pUche Aje kevuM vyAkhyAna hatuM tyAM... huM javAba ApuM sarvazreSTha... eTaluM majAnuM mane khUba AnaMda Avyo. mane badhuM samajAyuM...

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA vyAkhyAna bahu sarasa... bahu sarasa... jJAnI AtmA jarA hasI le, paNa kyAreka huM bUma pADuM Aje to vyAkhyAnamAM gayA paNa kaMI na samajAyuM.. mAro eka kalAka khoTo bagaDyo. kalAkamAMthI 5 miniTa paNa rasa na Avyo. jJAnI AtmA te divase kAMI na bole.. bIje divase mane kahe calo dharmAtmA! Aje ApaNe pelA mahAtmAnuM vyAkhyAna zravaNa karavA jaIe. mane mAruM abhimAna ghavAtuM lAge. A te kevA vicitra che. huM kahuM chuM A mahArAja sAhebanuM vyAkhyAna jarA ya samajAya evuM nathI tyAre vyAkhyAnamAM javAnI vAta kare che. kevA vicitra... mane A padhdhati samajAtI nathI... mArA moDhAMnI rekhA badalAI jAya che. jJAnI AtmA mArA khabhe hAtha mUkI kahe che kema puNyazALI ! zuM dvidhAmAM cho? vicAramAM khovAI gayA cho. Ama tamArA mukhanA raMga kema badalAI gayA-tamAruM sahaja hAsya kyAM khovAI gayuM? . mahAtmA! have huM tamArI sAthe vAta na karuM ema manamAM thAya che. tame paNa kevI vicitra cho !!! huM kahuM vyAkhyAna sArUM tyAre AvatA nathI ane huM kahuM vyAkhyAna samajAyuM nahi tyAre Avo cho... tamArI vicitratA joi huM to vicAramAM paDI gayo... tamArI sAthe zuM vAta karavI? - puNyazALI !tArI pravacana zravaNa karavAnI bhAvanA... tamannAnI anumodanA... paNa bhalA ArAdhaka ! eka miniTa vicAra kara... tane samajAya te sAruM eTale tArA sTAnDarDanuM vyAkhyAna, tArI budhdhimAM samajAya tevuM vyAkhyAna... paNa, pelA gurudeva dravyAnuyoganA vidvAna hoya... aneka zAstranI vAta Ave cha dravyanA guNadharmanI, tenI avasthA, tenA parivartana jagata ane kAyanI vAta Ave naya-nikSepAnI vAta Ave... jJazarIra ane bhavyazarIranI vAta Ave. nAma-sthApanA-dravya-bhAvanA

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60 -------- zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA aneka bhedanI vAta Ave. karmabaMdha, karmanA prakAra skaMdha-deza-pradezavargaNA-mahAkaMdha AvI vAta Ave nyAyanI vAta cAlatI hoya to uMDI vAta Ave... tArA sTAnDarDa thI AgaLanI vAta tane na samajAya. eTale ema kahe mAro kalAka bagaDyo ! nA... ema kahe Aje mane na samajAyuM hajuM huM Dhabu no Dha chuM... jJAna anaMta meLavavAnuM che..... tArI sAthe yogadRSTithI vAta karUM to tArAmAM tArA dRSTi no ya vikAsa thayo nathI. tArA diSTa Ave te paNa evuM kahe "zAstra ghaNA mati thoDI ziSTa kahe te pramANa"...... ApaNI alpajJatA-mUrkhatA ajJAnano svIkAra nahiM ane jJAnI ne pramANapatra sarTIphIkeTa ApavA besI javAnA... jarA dhIro paDa... tAro utAvaLIyo nirNaya badhe nA cAle ! dhairya rAkha... gurudeva ! o gurudeva ! mane mArI bhUla samajAvo. maneM mithyA abhimAna vAda-vivAda-vitaMDAvAdathI dUra karo. sAdhaka ! namunthuNaM sUtra devAdhidevanI stutinuM utkRSTa stotra che. tenuM bIjuM nAma zakrastava che. prabhunA cyavana ane janma samaye indra mahArAjA A sUtra dvArA prabhunI stuti kare che. namrutyuNaM sUtra upara haribhadrasUrIzvarajI ma. je lalita vistarA nAmanI mahAna saMskRta TIkA racI che. pU.A. deva bhadraMkarasUrIzvarajI ma. tathA pU. AcArya bhuvanabhAnu sUrIzvarajI ma.sA. dayA karI te graMthanA vivecana nuM pustaka lakhyuM che paramateja... namutkSaNa no eka maMtrakalpa paNa che. tenI upara namunthuNaM sUtramAM rahela maMtra zaktinuM adbhuta varNana che. namunthuNaM sUtra jinazAsananuM hArda che. bhaktizAstranuM parama rahasya che. teM kyAreka paNa sAMbhaLyuM haze. mahAtmA sthUlabhadrajI ! mahAmaMtrI zaka

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61 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA TAlanA suputra namutthaNe sUtra dvArA prabhunI adbhuta bhakti karatAM 3-3 kalAka sudhI vINA vagADatA jAya ane namutyurNa sUtra dvArA prabhunI bhakti karatAM jAya. amArA vartamAna gurudeva rAjayazasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.ne kulpAkatIrthamAM mANikya svAmI samakSa cha-cha kalAka ekanamuskurNa sUtranA padoccAra karI bhakti karatAM joyA che. namuskurNa sUtranA zabdo devAdhideva vItarAga paramAtmAnA vizeSaNa che. prabhunA guNonuM varNana che. namutthaNe sUtranA pATha dvArA ghanaghAtI karma cakacUra thAya che. tane vadhu zuM kahuMnamuskurNasUtranA pATha dvArA pravacanazakti vikasita thAya che. samajazakti vistRta thAya che. aneka labdhio pedA thAya che. o guruvara ! kabUla karuM ajJoDahaM.. ajJoDahaM... paNa tAvakInoDahaM tAvakInoDahaM...prabhu huM ajJAnI chuM paNa tamArochuM jJAnanA puMja pAtharo! bhayane jitavA temAM pUjAtA zuM? samajAya che namo jiNANe no artha paNa jiabhayArNa no artha samajAto nathI. - jijJAsu sAdhaka! tuM zAstra samaja. tuM zAstranA rahasya samaja... yAda rAkhaje ! namo jiNANe jiabhayArNa pada 48 labdhinuM paheluM labdhipada che. A maMgala padano prabhAva anero che. A maMtra padano mahimA atyaMta utkRSTa che. keTalAya mahAtmAo A maMtrapadano 1 lAkha 1 karoDa jApa kare che. namuttharaM sUtrano arka A maMtra padamAM che. have tane jiabhayArNa padanI vAta karuM? bhaya keTalA? bhaya kone lAge? bhaya lAge to sAdhanA mArgamAM zuM viba! A badhA tArA prazno... paNa avadhUta yogI AnaMdaghanajI ma. e prabhubhakti karavAmAM lalakAryuM...

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62 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA "sevana kAraNa pahelI bhUmikA abhaya, aSa, akheda" prabhunA caraNakamalanI sevA karanAre ja abhaya banavuM joIe prabhu to sarvabhayone jItI gayelA che. bhayano saMbaMdha bhautikatA sAthe che. AdhyAtmikato sadA nirbhaya che... corAya che... lUMTAya che... koI laI jAya che. koI bhAga paDAve che. padArthamAM... padArtha mAtra bhautika... guNa mAtra AdhyAtmika. Ihaloka bhaya....paraloka bhaya... 7bhaya rahitaprabhu! jinazAsanamAM to kahyuM che yaza, apayazano paNa bhaya na rAkhavo... kAraNa, yaMza ke apayaza nAmakarmanA bheda che. audAyika bhAva che. kevalajJAnI ne paNa yaza ke apayaza udayamAM hoya. prabhu ! 18 doSathI rahita che... anaMtaguNa sAgara che... jiabhayANaM prathama vizeSaNa dvArA prabhunA anaMta guNonI stavanA thAya che. sAcI AdhyAtmikatA vagaranirbhaya vRtti pedA thatI nathI. sAdhaka, sAdhya puruSanI nirbhayavRttinuM AlaMbana lai nirbhaya banavAnI koziza kare che. ane aMte sAdhaka nirbhayatAne prApta kare che. gurudeva! sAdhanAnA maMgala manoratha che. paNa mArA hRdayamAM to eTalo bhaya che. jarAka kaMika thatAM dhrujI jAuM chuM... raDI paDuM chuM... vicArothI... bhayanI bhUtAvaLathI gherAI jAuM chuM. have to ajapA jApa karIza. "namo jiNANuM jiabhayANuM...' prabhu! namutthaNe arihaMtANaM bhagavaMtANaM jiabhayArNa.. *****

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16 vaMdAmi... huM vaMdana karUM chuM... vaMdana - namana kriyA bhakta kare che... ArAdhaka kare che... sAdhaka kare che... vaMdanA - pUjanA - namanA pUjyane hoya ... ArAdhyane hoya... sAdhyane hoya... vItarAgane .... vaMdana guNa prApti mATe che ... ... guNInA bahumAna mATe che. guNInA Adara mATe che. sanmAna mATe che. ApaNe jene vaMdana karIe tenA jevA guNa sahaja rIte ApaNA AtmAmAM pragaTa thAya... huM vaMdana karUM chuM... anaMta guNIne sarvajJane prabhune vaMdana... prabhu pratimAne vaMdana. prabhunA jIvane vaMdana... prabhunA nAmane vaMdana ! samavasaraNamAM birAjI dharmadezanA ApatA tIrthaMkara prabhune vaMdana ! vaMdana vItarAganI AjJAne ! vaMdana vItarAganA zAsana ne ! vaMdana vItarAganI AjJApAlana karatA samasta mahAtmAne! vaMdAmi zabda bolatAM hRdaya AnaMda vibhora thai jAya che. vaMdana keTalI suMdara ane keTalI adbhuta kriyA che. vaMdana dvArA guNI AtmA sAthe pratyakSa paricaya thAya che. guNI AtmAnuM sAMnidhya prApta thAya che. zAstra e vaMdana vidhinA aneka bheda-prabheda batAvyA che. vaMdana karavA yogya koNa ? vaMdanIya koNa ? vaMdana nA phaLa zuM? zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM samyaktva parAkrama adhyayanamAM guru gautamasvAmI prabhune pUche bhaMte ? vaMdana nuM phaLa zuM !

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64 ( zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA prabhu pharamAve. nIca gotra karma khapAve che... ucca gotra karma bAMdhe che. saubhAgya nAma karma bAMdhe che... apratihata aizvarya prApta kare che. dAkSiNya bhAvane utpanna kare che.. ApaNe mahAtmAonA zrImukhe sAMbhaLyuM che. zrI kRSNa mahArAjAe 18,000 sAdhune vaMdanA karI narakagatinuM nivAraNa karyuM. gurudeva! gurudeva! huM paNa namyo chuM. jhUkyo chuM... paMcAMga praNAma karyA che. paNa paravazatAthI pazu banI haMmezA nIce mukhe cAlyo chuM... dardanA kAraNe kyAreya sIdho cAlyo nathI. jhUkIne ja cAlyo.. sarpa banI sASTAMga ja praNAma karyA che. jamIna, dhULa, kAMkarA upara mArI cAmaDI ghasAyA ja karI che. svArtha sidhdha karavA anekane kAlAvAlA karyA. kAkaludI karI... nahi karavA yogya vyaktinI dADhImAM hAtha nAMkhyA. zudhdha gujarAtImAM spaSTa kahI dauM... garaje to gadheDAne ya bApa kahyo che. paNa, prabhu e pharamAvela viMdana Avazyaka karyuM nathI... vaMdananI vidhi zIkhyo nathI... vaMdana nA sAcA bhAva pedA thayA nathI...| badhAne jhUkatA joyA... namatA joyA... vaMdana karatA joyA... meM paNa mAthuM jhUkAvI dIdhuM... gurudeva ! gurudeva! traNa khaMDanA mAlika zrI kRSNa vAsudeva... prabhu neminAthanA baMdhu zrI kRSNa.. teonA hRdayamAM kevA zubha bhAva AvyA haze ke vaMdana vidhi narakanuM nivAraNa karI zake ! mArUM to dila khaLabhaLI uThe che.. prabhu! kriyAto huM savArathI sAMja sudhI karuM chuM. paNa mAruM vaMdana kone? prabhu! bhoLiyo bhaTTAka chuM. mArA manamAM pApa nathI. mArI

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 65 ---------- khAnagImAM khAnagI vAta kahI dauM chuM... mArA upakArI gurune vaMdana karuM. paNa jo teoe mane kaMI kahyuM hoya; mArA upara nArAja thayA hoya... gusse thayA hoya to kyAreka vaMdana karUM paNa ane na paNa karUM! bAhyathI vaMdana vidhi navakArazInI rajA levA karI lauM? abhuDhio eka miniTamAM puro... puro pATha paNa na boluM... huM guNane vaMdana karato nathI... guNIne vaMdana karato nathI, zramaNa bhAvane vaMdana karato nathI; sAdhutAne vaMdana karato nathI; ane mArAthI vaDIla hoya... pUjanIya hoya paNa mArA manamAM temanA pratye dveSa AvI gayo mAro ane temano vyavahAra na rahyo to huM vaMdana paNa nA karUM? koI samajAve to paNa pa nA choDuM.. prabhu! navakAramaMtra gaNuM... savArasAMja pratikramaNa karUM... trikALa caityavaMdana karUM mArA jIvanananI dhiDhAI kevI che? vItarAga deva... ApanA pharamAvelA sUtranA artha mArA hRdayamAM guMjatA nathI... ApanA pharamAvela AgamanA rahasya mArA dilane sparzatA nathI. prabhu mane pharamAvo! sAcuM kaho... mArA AvA vyavahAra vaMdananuM mane phaLa zuM maLaze? zuM mAruM abhimAna cAlI jaze? zuM kaSAyo mAro cheDo choDaze? prabhu ! kapAyo mArI pAchaLa nathI. paNa huM ajJAnI kaSAyathI gherAyelo rahuM chuM. gurudeva! garamIthI trAsI jAuM chuM... ThaMDIthI TharI jAuM chuM... varasAdathI bhIMjAI jAuM chuM paNa mArA ajJAna, Avega, Avezane abhimAnathI thAto nathI. mAruM moTuM to juo to lAge rAvaNe ja mArAmAM praveza karyo che.. mukha para hAsya nahi... AMkhamAM madhuratA nahi vANImAM mIThAza nahi.. paNa mArI kevI vivazatA che. AkhI

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatika duniyAnA moDhA mane dekhAya che paNa mane mAruM moDhuM dekhAtuM nathI. Aja mananI rAvaNavRttinI kevI mAyA jALa che..... prabhu! tArUM zAsana pAmI huM abhimAnI ja rahIza! irSALu ja rahIza ! mArI jAtane huM zuM mAnuM chuM... mane samajAtuM nathI... zAstra samajato nahi zAstra vAMcato nahi tyAM sudhI kaheto hato... kevA vicitra che... A duniyAnA loko.. ATalI nAnI bAbata mATe jhaghaDA kare che. paNa have huM mArI jAtane puchuM chuM... mArA manane puchuM chuM... eya DhoMgI bilADA! tuM mArI pAse zuM zuM nATaka karAve che zuM DhoMga karAve che? roja boluM "namo loe savva sAhUrNa ane manathI pAMca dazanI bAdabAkI karUM! roja boluM bhAvaNijjAe - nisahiyAe... yathAzakti pApano tyAga karI vaMdana karUM ane keTalA goTAlA karUM? roja boluM jAvaMta kavi sAha... vAta karUM bharata-airAvata-mahAvideha kSetranA sAdhunA vaMdananI ane rAga-dveSa ahaMthI mArI bAjumAM beThela guNIjananA vaMdana choDI dauM. prabhu! A rAga-dveSa... A abhAva zuM mArA samyaktvano nAza nahiM kare ! prabhu! prabhu ! prabhu... abhimAnanA ajagaranA bharaDAmAM chuM. A nAgacUDa bhIsamAMthI chUTato nathI...huM vaMdana nathI karato e jAhera thaI gayuM pachI to have vaMdana kema karI zakAya ... huM khoTo hato e sAbita thAya... prabhu! koI eka dhanya dine ApanI aparaMpAra mArA upara kRpA thai tyAre mane mArA AtmAnuM sAcuM darzana thayuM. mArI bhUlo mane pratyakSa dekhAyI.. jinAjJAno huM bhaMjaka chuM tevuM bhAna thayuM bAkI to meM sUtra pATha popaTa pATha karyA che. bhUlecUkeya mArA AtmAne zubha bhAva

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA sparza karatAM nathI... vaMdana nA phaLa vicAratAM mAthuM cakarAve caDhe che. vaMdanathI nIca gotra karmano kSaya... vaMdanathI ucca gotra karma baMdhAya. prabhu! mArA manamAM to rAI bharAyelI che. janma game tyAM lIdho... huM oLakhAiza mArI pratibhAthI... mArA vyaktittvathI. khAnadAniyata zuM? khAnadAna kuTuMbano prabhAvazuM? ucca lohI kone kahevAya? uccakuLamAM pedA thavAthI sahaja keTalA sadguNonI dharmanI prApti thAya... prabhu ! mArI vAta karatAM kyAreka huM malakAI jAuM chuM... huM bhale game tevo kharAba rahyo paNa mArA prabhu to mahAna che... mAro dharma to zreSTha che. mArA guru to saluNA che... keTalA sArA ... mArI game tevI bhUlo mApha karI de... paNa mAro tiraskAra nA kare... mane garva che... mArA guru upara.. gurudeva ! mArI DhiAI che. kalpavRkSanI chAyAmAM rahI meM bora vIyA.. ane khAdhA.. mane samajAtuM nathI. mArAthI bolAya ke na bolAya... paNa Adata vaza bolI jAuM chuM... vaMdAmi... sabe tiviheNa vaMdAmi... ' ' prabhu gaLuM raMdhAI gayuM che... mAro avAja phATI jAya che... basa, mane vaMdanane yogya banAvo... vaMdAmi. jayAM sudhI bolI zakuM tyAM sudhI vaMdAmi... * * * * * * jovuM te jIvanano adhikAra, mohavuM te mohano adhikAra virativAta mAnava vizva pratye jAgRta ane vyALu bane che. * TIpAyA pachInuM jIvaMta ja TIpaTopa baLe che.....

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dag B sji lahiM 8 he devAdhideva ! mane bodhi Apo...mAMgavuM e bhikSuka vRtti che... levuMe lAlace vRtti che...prArthanA karavI e bhaktabhAva che...prabhu ! meM mAMgyu lAkho karoDo... anaMtavAra... kAraNa anaMta anaMta... anaMta janmanA saMskAra che mAMgaNa vRttinA, mane mArAmAM kaMi dekhAtuM nathI evI hIna vRtti thai gai che. mAMgyA vagara majA AvatI nathI. dUdhavALA pAse dUdha lIdhuM... eya ! jarA dUdha nAMkha... dUdhavALo jarA dUdha nAMkhe ane mAruM moDhuM malakAi jAya... paNa pelo dUdhavALo pAchaLa moDhuM pheravI hasatAM hasatAM kahe che... mArA jevA tuccha vyakti pAse tame dUdha mAMgI mane to zeTha banAvI dIdho... prabhu ! mArI vRtti zuM kahuM ! zAkavALAne kahuM chuM 1 bhIDo, 1 turIyuM vadhAre nAMkha... zAkavALo zeTha ane huM bhikhArI... | gADImAM jAuM... lAyabrerImAM jAuM... are pUjA karavA jauM tyAM paNa mANasane kahuM eka phula vadhAre Apa.. kharekhara mArI vRtti ja mAMgaNIvRti banI gai che. mane levAmAM ja AnaMda Ave che. ApavAmAM ? AnaMda Avato ja nathI. jANe ajANe kaMika nAnuM moTuM dAna thai gayuM hoya to badhe ja gAyA karUM? dAnano AnaMda Avato nathI... ahaM no AnaMda Ave che. mArI vRtti lobhathI gherAyelI che. jANe ApavuM, dAna

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA karavuM A badhA zabdonoya virodhI banI gayo chuM ane prabhu kahuM mArA hRdayanI vyathA, mane mAnanI bhayaMkara bhUkha che. mAna ane sanmAnathI to mAro AtmA kyAreya saMtoSAto nathI. kyAreka kaMika sArUM karuM chuM te sAruM karavA nahi paNa mAna meLavavA mAro dharma, mAruM jJAna, mArI bhakti mArI sevA paNa meM mAna mATe vecyA che. 23 prabhu ! mane samajAtuM nathI mArI AvI bhayaMkara dIna hIna vRtti kyAM sudhI raheze ? ...na ApavA mATe juThu boluM ! mArI sthiti kyAM che ? sthiti hoya to ApIe ne ! mArA to saMyogo eTalA badhA vicitra che. Ama bolI magaranA AMsu lAvuM. lobha kaSAyathI mArUM Atma dravya dabAi gayuM che. lobhe lakSaNa jAya. . . tema huM durguNathI gherAi gayo chuM paNa koika dhanya dine mArA kAne cauda pUrvaghara bhadrabAhu svAmInA zabdo saMbhaLAyA. dijja bohiM. deva ! dijja bohiM... ekavAra to mArUM dila jo2thI hasI paDyuM.. o bhadrabAhu svAmI ! tame paNa mArA moTA bhAi ! huM ya mAMgu ane tame ya mAMgo... mahAdhyAnI... mahAjJAnI gurudeva! mArA mAnasapaTamAM khaDA thayA. temanA jJAnanI AbhA... prabhA... tejasvItA joi jhUkI gayo... namI gayo... gurudeva ! o jJAnI gurudeva ! mArA mananA bhAva tame jANo cho... mane jANo cho. prabhu ! mArA aMdhakArane prakAzamAM parivartita karo... guru... guru ja che. guruvara haMmezA garavA hoya. . . mahAna hoya. . . tuccha nA hoya. . . gaMbhIra hoya.. . dilanA dilAvara hoya.. . kyAMya sudhI kazuM bolatAM nathI...paNa

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70 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA ---- ------------- --- mArI sAme apalaka dRSTie joi maraka-maraka hasyA... guruvaranA hAsya mArI jIbha khulI, bolavAnI hiMmata thaI... gurudeva! sUtra arthathI cauda pUrvanA jJAtA Apa... sUtra arthathI caudapUrvanA aMtima vettA Apa... nepAlamAM jaI mahAprANAyAma dhyAnamAM lIna bananAra Apa paNa saMgha samudAyanuM hita ciMtavI Apa ziSyo vacce padhAryA... 500-500 ziSyone 6-6 kalAka -8-8 kalAke vAMcanA ApanAra Apa.. adbhuta vAcanAcArya Apa... ' sakala saMghanA vAtsalyathI mahAmaMtramaya - mahAprabhAvika uvasaggahara stotra nA racayitA Apa...' Ape racela uvasaggaharaM stotra jeTaluM prabhAvika eTaluM ja Ape banAvela prabhAvita kalpasUtra - Apa mahAna racanAkAra... ApanI racanA mahAna... mArI bhASAmAM kahuM... Apa kAlajayI cho.. ApanI racanA kAlajayI che. zabdo jaDatA nathI. mArI rIte zabdono prayoga karuM? o mArA guru bhagavaMta! Apa zAzvata ane ApanI racanA zAzvata! paNa, mArA manamAM mIThI muMjhavaNa thAya che. huM paNa mAMgu ane Apa paNa mAMgo ... AvuM kema bane ! kaMI pharaka nahi mArAmAM ane ApamAM...kyAreka manamAMya thAyache ..bhUlato nathI thatIne... prasanna vadana gurudeva! prasannatAthI mane samajAvo... Apa mane nahi samajAvo to mane koNa samajAvaze.. kRpALu... kRpA karo... anugraha karo... mAro to Atma-vizvAsa che. ApanA jJAna-dhyAnathI pavitra thayela vAtAvaraNamAM mAro avazya

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71 labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA ------------- udhdhAra thaze. svIkAro.. mArI zaraNAgati... karo mArA zaMkAnA nivAraNa.. sAdhaka ! mAMgavu mohanIya karmano udaya che. prArthanA karavI e mohanIya karmano kSayopazama che... ajJAnI mAMge che. jJAnI prArthanA kare che. ajJAnInI jhaMkhanA padArtha mATe che. jJAnInI jhaMkhanA guNa prApti mATe che... ajJAnI prApti mATe valopAta kare che... jJAnI vinaMtI kare che... mahAnubhAva! bIjI vAta paNa samajI le.. jagata pAse je mAMge che tene prabhu pAse mAMgavAno adhikAra nathI. prabhu pAse je mAMge che te jagata pAse svapramAMya hAtha phelAvavo paDato nathI. padArtha mAganAra yAcaka che. guNa mAganAra bhakta che.' bhakta prArthanA kare che. vAcaka bhikSA mAMge che. - uvasaggaharaM stotra pArzvaprabhu nuM adbhuta stotra... pAMca gAthA ane 185 akSara, samasta zAstrono sAra... Aja stotramAM ciMtAmaNi maMtra, Aja stotramAM aneka yaMtra, aneka guNataMtra , uvasaggahare pAsa jevA, mahAmAMgalika zabdathI stotrano prAraMbha.... "bhave bhave pAsa jiNacaMda" zabdathI stotranI pUrNAhuti... A stotra uparanuM keTaluM vizALa sAhitya pArzvagaMdagaNi viracita

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- zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA - -- - - - -- - - -- vizALa TIkA.. bhAnucaMdra gaNi viracita mahAmaMgalamayI TIkA... uvasaggahara stotranI bhavyakathA, aneka ArAdhaka - sAdhaka - mahApuruSo tathA aneka bhAvikone thayelA camatkAronA aneka anubhava! deva! dijja bohiM. mAMgaNI nathI prArthanA che.. prabhu! mane yogya samajo.. mArI yogyatA lAge to mane bodhi Apo... zradhdhA Apo... samyaktva Apo. mokSanI cAvI Apo... jJAnanI pUrvabhUmikA Apo.. cAritranuM baLa Apo... sarvArtha saMjIvanI sarva sidhdhakara bodhi Apo... bodhinI anucara saMbodhi che... saMbodhinuM anusaraNa kare che samAdhi.. prabhu pArzvanAthanI ArAdhanA sAdhanA sadA samAdhidAtA che. zrI uvasaggaharaM stotramaMtramaya che. tenA pratyeka zabdamAM maMtrazakti che. "mananAr maMtra manana karavAthI maMtrazakti pragaTe che. deva! dija bohiM! zabdane AtmasAt karI le.. prabhunA caraNa kamalamAM natamastake punaHpunaH eka ja prArthanA kara. deva! diklabohiM! he devAdhideva! hevItarAga paramAtmA! hetrevIsamA tIrthaMkara pArthaprabhu! Apa upasargahara cho! upasargane dUra karanAra che... mohanIya karmano mahAsenAdhipati mithyAtva mArA zradhdhA dhanane harI le che. rakSaNa karo.. mane bacAvo... bhayathI vihvaLa thai gayo chuM, pharI pharI eka ja vAta thaI jAya che. deva ! dija bohi.... mArI eka ja mAMgaNI.. eka ja prArthanA... mane kSAyika zradhdhA Apo. darzanamohanIya karma ane anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyone baMdha-udaya-sattAmAMthI vidAya

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA Apo...jarA kaMika thAya... mArI zradhdhA halI jAya che. tUTI jAya che.. bolI uThuM chuM...dharmamAM AvuM! prabhu mAre zreNika mahArAjA jevI zudhdha zradhdhA joIe. zrIkRSNa jevI zradhdhA joie. mahAzrAvikA sulatA jevI zradhdhA joie. duniyAnI koI vyaktinI vAtomAM nA AvI jAuM... paramAtmA mahAvIranuM rUpa lai Ave toya doDI nA jAuM. mArA AtmAnI evI yogyatA hoya ke bhagavAna mahAvIra jevA anaMtajJAnI paNa mane dharmalAbha pAThave. zudhdha zradhdhAnA baLe zrAvikA sulasA paramAtmA mahAvIranA dharmalAbhanI yogyatA prApta karI zake to huM kema na prApta karI zakuM ! koipaNa prasaMgamAM jinazAsanamAM vyaktinI maoNnopolI rahetI nathI. guNanI monopolI rahe che. o uvasaggahara pArthaprabhu ! mArI mAnasayAtrA bharatakSetranA madhyapradezamAM nagapurAmAM zrI uvasaggahara tIrthamAM birAjita alaukika uvasaggaharaM pArthaprabhunA caramakaMmalamAM cAlI rahI che. | mArI prArthanA cAlI rahI che deva! dijja bohi prabhu ! tame mane samyakta nahi Apo tyAM sudhI huM bolyA ja karIza. aTakIza ja nahi "deva ! dijja bohi" "deva! dijja bohi."

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G hou mamaM tuhaprabhAvao bhagavaM! (paraFkaraNa ca) he bhagavAn ! ApanA prabhAvathI mane paramArtha karavAnI vRtti jAgo ! paropakAranI bhAvanA jAgo... svArtha sahunAmAM che... paramArtha guNIjanomAM che. svArthamAM phakta ajJAnI rahe... paramArthamAM nirata jJAnI rahe. svArthanI galI khUba sAMkaDI che. paramArtha to vizvahitano rAjamArga che. dhorImArga che... hAive che. svArtha malina manovRtti che. paramArtha nirmala manovRtti che. svArtha pApanA udaye thAya... paramArtha puNyanA udaye thAya.. svArthIno puNyodaya naSTa thAya ane eka divase pApano udaya jAgI jAya... paramArthInI... pApano udaya naSTa thAya che. prakRSTa puNyodaya jAgRta thAya che. svArthI khudanA hita ane khudanI vAtomAM racyo pacyo rahe che. paramArthIne kyAreya potAno vicAra Avato nathI. jagata mAtrano upakAra-hita kema thAya tenI ja ciMtA rahe che. svArthI jagatano virodhI che. jIvamAtrano virodhI che. paramArthI jagata no pakSakAra che, jIvamAtrano pakSakAra che.. svArthIne samasta jagata durguNI doSita lAge che paramArthIne samasta jagatamAM guNa ane guNI dekhAya che. svArthI samasta jagatanI ) phariyAda karaze. paramArthI samasta jagata ne sahAya karavA icchaze. svArthanuM visarjana...paramArthanuM sarjana e to tIrthakara prabhuno

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1 --- zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA anupama guNa che. . tIrthakara prabhuno mahAna guNa che parArtha vyasanItA... tIrthaMkara prabhu sAthe sIdho saMbaMdha sthApita karavo hoya to paropakArI banavuM paDe. paropakAra guNa carama sImAe vikasita karavo paDe. paropakAranA badalAmAM kaMika icchavuMcAhavuM eto sodo che. vyApAra che. tIrthaMkara prabhu svabhAvathI paropakArI hoya che. paropakAranA badalAnI koI AzA apekSA rAkhatA nathI. paropakAra dvArA svAtmAnaMdanA sukhanI anubhUti kare che. paropakAra e jIvananuM vyasana hoya te tIrthakara. tIrthakara prabhu dezanA dvArA upadeza dvArA tIrthaMkaranAma karmanI nirjarA kare che. paropakAranI bhAvanAmAM bIjAne - anyane sukha-zAMti pahoMcADavAnI hita bhAvanA hoya che. - saMyama jIvananuM 35muM varSa hatuM. amodakSiNabhAratathI gujarAtamAM vihAra karIne AvI rahyA hatAM. vaDodarAthI chANI AvavAnuM hatuM. nijhAmapurA darzana karyA lagabhaga ghaDIyALa 10-30 thI AgaLa vadhI rahyI hatI. ame 14 sAdhvIjI ma. hatA. be sAdhu bhagavaMta padhArI rahyA hatA. ame chANIno rasto pUchayo. teo e ghaDIyALa joI amArA saunA moDhA uparano thAka joyo. mahAtmAe be kSaNa vicAra karyo. amane kahe ame AgaLa cAlIe chIe. tame pAchaLa Avo teo kula spIDe cAlavA lAgyA. lagabhaga 3ki.mI. sudhI. hAIve para cAlyA. zorTakaTanI 1galI AvI. amane kahe A raste jAva 1 ki.mI. chANInA maMdiramAM. mahAtmA ! ATalI kRpA... vaMdana'... ame bolatAM rahyA ane mahAtmA cAlyA gayA. e to pANInA pUranI jhaDape cAlyA. teoe amAruM nAma na pUchayuM! samudAya na pUchayo... ame kaMI vArtAlApa karIe te pahelAM teo to niHsaMga bhAve AgaLa nIkaLI cUkyA.

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76 - zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA mahAtmA paropakArI hoya che. amAtmAsvArthI hoya che. gurudeva! svArtha mane paNa khUba pajave che. svArthanA varavArUpa che. bahurUpInI jema nATaka bhajavAya che. svArtha siddhi mATe keTalA puNyAtmAne guNIjanane kacaDI nAMkhu, roLI nAMkhu koi pratibhAvaMtanI pratibhA kharaDI nAkhu. koinI kItine kalaMka lagADuM. yazasvIno apayaza phelAvuM. svArthanA udhamAta vrata-mahAvrata arne chevaTe saujanya dAkSiNya jevA guNane paNa dezavaTo apAve che. * kyAreka paropakAra parAyaNa mahAtmAne joie chIe. mastaka jhUkI jAya che. sahasA bolAya che paropakAra Apane sevAnA mArge laI jAya che. Apa jJAnInI sevA karo... Apa tapasvInI paNa sevA karo... Apa saMyamInI paNa sevA karo. paropakAranA svabhAva dvArA jIvamAtrane sahAyaka thAva. koIne duHkha pIDA - aprIti pedA na karo, paropakAranA kartavya dvArA utkRSTa puNya prakRti tIrthakara nAma karma bAMdho. saune sAnukuLa saunI sevA karavAnI bhAvanA e vizvanA sacarAcara padArtha Apane sAnukULa banyA. ApanA sAMnidhyamAM chaye Rtu sAnukULa banI. iti upadrava, mArI marakIsvacakra-paracakranA bhaya naSTa thayA. pavana paNa Apane pratikULa na thAya. vRkSo paNa ApanI sevAmAM jhUkI jAya. are pelA mArgamAM rahelA kaMTaka paNa uMdhA thai jAya. ApanI vANImAM madhuratA mAlakoza rAganA zUro vahe... mArI vAta koInA samaje. ghaNIvAra huM paNa mane nA samajuM. ApanI vANI paNa keTalI udAtta! deva-manuSya-tiryaMca sau samajI zake. paropakAranA guNe tIrthakara nAmakarma sAthe 42 puNya prakRti ApanI sevAmAM samupasthita thaI. ApanI anucarI banI. 42 puNya prakRti ApanA dvArA ghanya thaI gaI. prabhu! prArthanA ApanA caraNamAM hevItarAga... he jagadguru... ApanA prabhAvathI mane aneka guNonI prApti thAva. ,

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zrI labdhi pratikamaNa sUtra ciMtatikA | sarvaguNa ziromaNi ! paropakAra bhAva prApta thAva. A mArI vAta nathI. khoTI kalpanA nathI... paNa nAbhino avAja che. ApanI kRpAnA prabhAve mAre paropakArI banavuM che. prAtaHkALanA maMgala samaye prArthanA karatAM mArA hRdayamAM eka rahasyanuM udghATana thayuM che. ekaso jagAe eka-eka phUTa khodavAthI pANI nahi maLe. eka ja jagAe so phUTa khodavAthI jarUra pANI maLaze. prabhuApanI kRpAe paropakArano bhekha lIdho che. paropakAranuM asidhAravrata levuM che. paropakAranI prApti karavI che. eka paropakAra guNa mane prApta thaze to aneka guNo svaye cAlIne Avaze. paropakAra guNa khUba moTA samudAyamAM rahe che. paropakAra guNa sAjana-mahAjanaguNIjana sAthe Ave che. he jaga guru! vItarAga! huM phakta jayavIyarAyasUtra bolatAM ja paropakAra guNanI prArthanA karato nathI. paNa pratyeka vidhi vidhAna samaye prabhu! Apane vinaMtI karuM chuM. huM cAhaka chuM... anumodaka chuM... paropakAra guNano mane vizvAsa che vItarAga sarvajJa tIrthaMkara prabhuno prabhAva, kRpA mane paropakArI banAvaze. koI evI ghaDI nathI... paLa nathI. prabhu ApanA caraNe natamastake mArI prArthana cAlu na hoya. prabhu ApanA caraNakamaLano adano sevaka chuM... basa, svIkAro... mArI prArthanA... "jayavIyarAya ! hola mAM tuhappabhAva... paraFkaraNa ca" Apa kImIyAgara cho... jAdugara cho. mArA upara Apano jAdu karo. huM paropakArI banuM - Apa mane paropakAra dvArA sarvaguNa saMpUrNa guNI banAvo eja prArthanA...

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s 4) 19 bhattIi vaMde siri vardhAmANaM huM bhakti pUrvaka zrI vardhamAna svAmIne vaMdana karUM chuM... vaMdana e guNa prAptinI kriyA che... vaMdana e pUjyanI pUjA che. vaMdana e vaMdanIya mahApuruSa sAthe saMparka karavAno sarvazreSTha mArga che. vaMdana kadAca eka,be,cAra, dasa vyaktine thAya parimita saMkhyAmAM ja thai zake. paNa vaMdana dvArA to samasta guNIjanono saMparka thAya che. vaMdana dvArA mAna mohanIyakarmanI nirjarA thAya che. vaMdana dvArA namratA guNanI prApti thAya che. prabhu ! huM vaMdana karUM chuM. mAro pokAra che; aMtaranI vAta che ke mArA hRdayamAM Apa vaMdanIya tarIke pratiSThita cho. tethI Apa mArA zradhdheya cho. prabhu ApanA caraNano dAsa banI gayo chuM. ApanA tattvajJAnano cAhaka banI gayo chuM. ApanA cAritrano upAsaka banI gayo chuM. prabhu ! mArA mukhamAM sadA vIra-vIra jApa thato ja rahe che. prabhu! ajJAnI hato tyAre abhimAnI thai akkaDa pharato ane mArI jAta mATe mane khUba mAna hatuM. "huM kaMika chu" paNa Apane vaMdana karyuM tyArathI mane lAge che mAro ahaMkAra ogaLavA mAMDayo che. lAge che ApanI kRpAthI guNI banIza-guNAnurAgI banIza ane guNAnuvAdI banIza. mArA vaMdana vItarAgane che. sarvajJane che... tIrthaMkarane che. mArA

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labdhi pratikramaNa ciMtatikA 79 sUtra vaMdanIya prabhu mane temanA jevo banAve che. vaMdanIya pAtra jeTaluM mahAna teTaluM vaMdananuM phaLa mahAna... huM anaMta guNanidhi paramAtmAne vaMdana karUM chuM. eka dhanya dine huM paNa anaMta guNI banIza. anaMta guNano mAlika banIza. mArUM sthAna paNa sarvotkRSTa sarva zreSTha sidhdhazIlA banaze. prabhu ! jyAre huM boluM chuM... vI2 vardhamAnane vaMdana karUM chuM tyAre prabhuno naMdana munino bhava dekhAya che. prabhu ! tame karma khapAvavA keTalA mAsakSamaNa karyA... Ape je mAsakSamaNa karyA tenI gaNatrI karatAM paNa thAkI jAuM chuM. vicAra karatAM thAya che. . . nikAcita karma kSINa karavA tapa jevuM amogha sAdhana nathI. sarvotkRSTa puNya prakRti tIrthaMkara nAmakarma Ape tapa dvArA prApta karI kalikAla sarvajJa hemacaMdrAcArya ma. je prabhu vIranI stutimAM lalakAryuM. 'vIrasya ghoraM tapo' tIrthaMkara prabhu covIsa. pratyeka tIrthaMkara prabhunA AtmAnI yogyatA samAna. . . paNa vI2 vardhamAna prabhunI jIvana sAdhanA alaukika, vI2 vardhamAna prabhunA cAritra vAMce eTale sau vI2nA caraNe jhUkI ja jAya. samasta saMsArIne sAMsArika jIvana mATe je sadguNa joie samasta sAdhakane sAdhanA mATe je sadguNa joie te prabhunuM jIvana caritra vAMcatA sahaja rIte prApta thAya. prabhunuM caritra hRdayane hacamacAvI mUke prabhu ! tamArI karUNA apUrva! prabhu ! tamArI sahanazIlatA apUrva. prabhu ! tamArUM vAtsalya apUrva... ghanaghora jaMgala vacce Apa kAryotsarga dhyAnamAM sthira thayA hatA.

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80 - zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtavikA ----- ------------ -- caMDakauzika sarpa Apane AvIne vasyo hato. paNa ApanA mukhamAMthI zabdo nIkaLyA hatA... bujajhahabujajhahacaMDakoziya. A varNana vAMcatA ghaNIvAra codhAra AMsue raDI paDuM chuM.. - prabhu! huM caMDakauzika hota toya ApanI karUNAne pAtra banata. prabhu ! kyAreka vicAre caDhI jAuM chuM. mArA tIrthakara bhagavaMte "bodha pAma", kahI vizvane samajAvavAno eka sanAtana mArga cIMdhyo... laDhavAthI kaMI vaLatuM nathI...babaDavAthI koi sudharatuM nathI... bolavAthI koI samajatuM nathI. kAbumAM rAkhavAthI koi badalAtuM nathI. sattA AvavAthI koinAmAM paNa zANapaNa AvatuM nathI. samajathI ja zANapaNa Ave che. Atmabodha thavAthI ja jIvana parivartana thai zake che. temAM paNa krodha-mahAkrodha-bhayaMkara avaLacaMDAine dUra karavAno mArgaAtmajAgRti, AtmanirIkSaNa ja che. jayAre jyAre paramAtmA Apano caMDakauzikasAtheno prasaMga mArA mAnasapaTamAM khaDo thAya che tyAre samaja aMge eka saMpUrNa Ayojana, saMpUrNabhAva khyAlamAM Ave che. prabhu! koIvAra mArI jAtane huM samajadAra mAnuM chuM... budhdhizALI mAnuM chuM chatAMya nAnI moTI athaDAmaNa - akaLAmaNa keTalIya vAra karI besuM chuM. prabhu! tamArA A adbhuta darzana - mahAdarzana - mArI vicAranI avasthA... jIvananI vyavasthA sudhAravAmAM nimitta nahi bane? prabhu! pratyeka sthiti - paristhitimAM zAMta prazAMta samAcitta rahI zakuM evI

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zrI labdhi pratikamaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 81 mAnasika zakti Apo... bodha karanAra AtmAdhIra hoya. gaMbhIra hoya... utkRSTa puNyanA svAmI hoya... prabhu! prabhu! huM keTalI vAra boluM chuM... 'bhAI vaMde siri vadhdhamANe meM mArA AtmA sAthe tuMgatAnugatikathI... AlApa ane saMlApa karyo che; vIra vardhamAnane vaMdana kare che ke bhaktithI vaMdana kare che... kyAreka hRdayamAMthI bhakti pragaTe che. kyAreka bhaktinA DhoMga paNa karyA che ane kyAreka guru gautamasvAmIne vinavaNI karI che; Apano bhaktibhAva mane uchIno Apo. pUjanIya guruvara paraMparAthI sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave che paramAtmA mahAvIranI gaucarI gurugautamasvAmIlAvatA.. tyAre poka mUkIne raDI paDAya che. o guru gautama ! Apa haMmezA prabhunA bhakti rasika ziSya - Apane gaucarI jatAM gaNadharapada vacce nA AvyuM? prabhunI bhakti karatAM pacAsa hajAra ziSya ADA na AvyA? pada, pratiSThA samAjanuM mAna sanmAna naDyA nahi. - bhakti karavI che paNa have huM.. mArAthI AvuM kAma thAya? have mArAthI ThallA, mAtru paraThavA na javAya, paDilehaNa - kAjo na thAya, gaucarI pANI na javAya. basa, have to palAMThI vALI mArA guru sAthe besIne vAto thAya. mArA gurune koI bole. mArA gurunuM koI bole to mAruM lohI tapI jAya. zuM karuM? saMyama paryAya vadhatAM mArI bhakti vadhI ke

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82 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA bhaktibhAva varALa thaI gayo. zAstra adhyayana ciMtana karI prabhunI AjJA zirasAvaMdya karI utkRSTa mArge cAlu chuM ke zAstra vAMcanathI utsargano rAjamArga choDI apavAdanI galIkuMcImAM jAuM chuM. prabhu! Apa ja mArA nirNAyaka cho... parIkSaka cho... Apa ja mArA nyAyAdhIza cho. mArI bhakti, kamabhakti je lAge teno nirNaya Apo. paNa prabhu! huM vAraMvAra eka ja vAta karIza... bhattII vaMde siri vaMdhdhamANe sArA zabda bolatAM sArA bhAva eka divasa pedA thAya che. * prabhu! ApanA caraNe vaMdana karI eka ja prArthanA... huM bhakta nathI. paNa bhakta banavAnA mArA AMtarika manoratha che. prabhu! mane bhakta banAvo... mAro pokAra che. "bhaktIi vaMde siri vadhdhamANamAM ***** * bane teTalI ochI phariyAda, te sAdhu jIvananI masti. * koipaNa sAmagrI ke cIjano umero thayA vinAnI sukha prApti eTale zAnti .... * icchAtA vazamAM rahoto azAMti-icchA tamArA vazamAM rahezeto zAMti.. - samaju - zANAne vairAgya sahajatAthI utpanna thai zake che.

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saMsAra dAvAnala dAhanIra... namAmivIra... saMsArarUpa bhayaMkara dAvAnalanA tApane dUra karavA jala jevA prabhuvIrane huM namaskAra karUM chuM. dhomadhakhato taDako... baporanA 12 vAgyA no samaya... cAre bAju retALa pradeza... eka paNa jhADa na hoya. jIbha tALave coMTI jatI 2. hoya; hAya marI gayo... marI gayo thatuM hoya tyAM sAmethI eka musAphara maLe ane kahe bhAi ! gabharA nahi... thoDuM cAla AgaLa eka sarovara sarovara dUra raho... jaLa dUra raho paNa sarovaranuM nAma paNa " mANasane jIvanadAnamAM sahAyaka thai jAya che. ghaDI pahelA besI javA vicArato musAphara doDavA lAge che. thAkelA... hArelA mANasane cAlavAnI zakti koNe ApI? pANInA sthAne... pANInA sthAnanI ja A tAkAta che pANInI zuM tAkAta? pANInA darzananI adbhuta tAkAta to... jalapAnanI zaktinuM zuM varNana karUM? jalapAna kare ane mANasa - tRpta thai jAya. navajIvana prApta karI le. - prabhu ! o mArA mahAvIra prabhu! trizalAnaMdana ! sidhdhArtha sunu ! mArI vitaka kathA sAMbhaLo ! kRpA karo... mArI vinaMti... prabhu ! have huM = eka ja vAra bolIza... hAMphI gayo chuM... thAkI gayo chuM. huM eka saMsArI

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA chuM. karma mArI katala karI rahyAM che. prabhu eka sAdhu chuM tyAM tera tUTe che... zAMti zabda-zabda kozanI zobhA banyo che. mArA jIvanamAM dAha che; ukaLATa che; pArAvAra garamI che; A garamI satata cAlu rahI to ghaDImAM hato nA hato thaI jaIza. bahAvaro banI mArI cAre bAju jouM chuM... mArI AMkho cakaLavakaLa thai rahI che. are pUrva, pazcima, uttara, dakSiNa, dizA, vidizA, upara-nIce jayAM joyuM tyAM badhA ja mArA jevA duHkhI! mAyakAMgalA... raDatA...dekhAya che. prabhu! samasta duniyA ghumI vaLyo. rAjamahelamAM jaI Avyo. jhuMpaDapaTTImAM jaI Avyo... zrImaMtanA ghare jaI Avyo.. garIbanA ghare jaI Avyo. sattAdhIzane tyAM jaI Avyo. bApaDA... bicArA roDa para jIMdagI gujAratA ne tyAM jaI Avyo... badhe ja jaI Avyo. jyAM huM jaI zakyo tyAM badhe ja pUchAya teTaluM pUchI lIdhuM jovAya teTaluM joI lIdhuM. prabhu! sAcuM kahuM chuM... huMATalI pIDA... ATalA duHkha... ATalA kaSTamAM paNa mArAthI sahaja hasI paDAyuM. badhA ja mArA bhAI... badhA ja duHkhI... koI ja sukhI nahi... prabhu! prabhu ! prabhu ! tame... tame padhAro... o dInabaMdhu! dInAnAtha Apa padhAro... A duHkhI jagata ne sukhI banAvo. o mahAnubhAva! tuM tArI DAyarImAM lakhI rAkha. sukha koi padArtha nathI. sukha koI cIja nathI ke je ApI zakAya... laI zakAya. sukha e to anubhUti che sukha samajamAM che. sukha sahanazIlatAmAM che. sukha savicAramAM che. sukha saMtoSamAM che... padArthathI sukha prApta thatuM hota to koi iMdra, koI cakravartI, koI

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa 85 ciMtatikA sUtra rAjA du:khI na hota... iMdra paNa duHkhI che... cakravartI paNa du:khI che. jeNe vagara vicArye resa lagAvI che; hAMphI, thAkI ubhA rahI jAya che ane jorathI cIsAcIsa kare che. prabhu ! o mArA deva ! saMsAramAM koi sukhI nahi, badhAM ja du:khI, badhA ja bicArA. . .bApaDA... A zuM ... jema jema lokonA paricayamAM Avyo... tema samajAtuM gayuM.jANe duHkha to bhayaMkara cepI roga che. sArI duniyAnA samasta jIvomAM ghara karI gayo che. badhAmAM ja rUdana badhAnI ja haiyA varALa bhayaMkara vedanA-vyathA prabhu ! mAnavane duHkha, pazune duHkha... narakane duHkha paNa devane to sukha ja haze ne ! samaju sAdhaka ! deva eTale tuM zuM samaje che ! sAdhana vadhAre, sAmagrI vadhAre, sAdhananI zIghra prApti- mAMge nahi; vicAre tyAM ja badhuM hAjara... paNa tane devalokanA du:kha khabara nathI. tyAM paNa devo duHkhI che... tane camarendranI kathA khabara nathI... bhavanapatino iMdra avadhijJAnI. eka divasa jJAnano upayoga mUkyo. mArA mastaka upara koNa are ! are ! mArA mastaka upara saudharma indra ! mArA zira upara teno paga saudharma indrane pATha bhaNAvI dauM, eka hAthe teno paga kheMcI dauM.. paramAtmA mahAvIra bharata kSetramAM vicarI rahyA hatA. viharI rahyA hatA. prabhune vaMdana karyA. . . namana karyA... 64 IMdra samakitI... bhavyAtmA... eka divasa jarUra mokSe javAnA... prabhunA caraNopAsaka paNa kharA, chatAM abhimAne camarendranI badhI vicAradizA baMdha karI dIdhI. abhimAnanuM bhUta savAra thaigayuM. ekavAra. . . ekavAra saudharma iMdrane pATha bhaNAvI dauM. prabhunuM zaraNa lai camarendra pahoMcI

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86 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA gayA... prathama devalokamAM, bhayaMkara dhAMdhala, dhamAla karI. saudharma devalokamAM bhayaMkara avyavasthA sarjI, saudharmaiMdra ane camarendranI AMkha sAme AMkha maLI. baMnenI AMkhamAMthI aMgArA varase che. zuM thaze kalpanA nathI... saudharmaiMdra e vajra tarapha dRSTi karI ane camarendra gabharAyo... zIghrAtizIghra gatie doDyo... bhAgyo... camarendra AgaLa tenI pAchaLa saudharma indranuM vaja paNa... saudharma indra vicAra kare are ! A asura Avyo kevI rIte ... prabhuvIranuM zaraNa laine Avyo. vIra prabhunA bhaktane. sevakane... mArAthI kema haNAya ?, have saudharma indra paNa doDyA. ... camarendra prabhunA caraNamAM ALoTI rahyo... vajra cAra AMgaLa dUra che. saudharma indra sarvotkRSTa gatithI mAnavalokamAM AvI cAra AMgaLa dUra rahelA vajane pakaDI le che. anaMtakALe dasa Azcarya thAya che. dasa AzcaryanuM eka Azcarya camarendrano utpAta... deva paNa laDe... dAnava paNa laDe... kaSAyo saunI kama bI kare. karUNA mUrti saMta ane mahaMta, paNa irSA ane kIrtimAM bhUlA paDI jAya. eka vAta tArA mana mastiSkamAM nizcita karI de. sAdhanathIja sukha nahiM. samaja hoya tyAM sukha. saMsAra eTale bhayaMkara dAvAnala... bhayaMkara na bujhAya tevI Aga... kolasAnI khANamAM cAlatIya Aga karatAM bhayaMkara Aga. jharIyA, Asana solanA tApa karatAMya bhayaMkara tApa. samasta saMsArI jIva kaSAyanA dAvAnalamAM, tApamAM zekAi rahyAM che. bhuMjAi rahyAM che.

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA baLIne khAkha thaI rahyAM che. tyAre vIra vardhamAnanI vANI jalasamAna che. bhayaMkara tApane nivAraNa karavA pANI samAna che. tame samasta jagatane zAMti ApanAra, zAMtinA pIyUSa pAna karAvanAra jalacho. jalanI rAzi cho... jalanA nidhi cho. prabhu! o vItarAga.. o vIra vardhamAna... saMsAra dAvAnala dAha nIra vIra namAmi... prabhu pAvApurInA samavasaraNamAM pahoMcI gayo chuM. samavasaraNane pradakSiNA ApuM chuM ane boluM chuM... saMsAra dAvAnala dAha nIra vIra namAmi... prabhu! tamane pradakSiNA deto rahuM ane bolyA karUM... namAmi vIra... japAmi vIra. japAmi vIra..vIra...vIra * *** ** .. mAtra sthAtathI nahIM paNa hathathI moTA bato..... * madhura vacana paNa ArAdhatA kahevAya.... * mAna maLI jAya to sukha, mAna levAnI bhAvanA thAya to dukha.. * nAnI nAnI pravRtiomAM paNa cIvaTa rAkhavAthI moTI saphaLatA prApta thAya che. jagata uparatA rAgane eka vyaktimAM sImita karavAthI paNa tyAganI bhUmikAnuM sarjana thAya che..

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dhammasa sAra muvalabha kare pamAya ..? dharmanA rahasyane prApta karI koNa pramAda kare..? dharma be prakAranA..... zrutadharma ane cAritradharma. zruta dharma manane nirmaLa kare che.... cAritra dharma tanane nirmaLa kare che.... 21 jenuM mana nirmaLa thAya tenuM tana avazya nirmaLa thAya. pukhta2va2dIvaDhe sUtramAM be adhikAra che. vartamAna tIrthaMkara prabhune vaMdanA ane jJAnane vaMdanA pukhkharava2dIvaDhe sUtranuM A pada che; dhammasa sAramuvalalbha kare pamAyaM dharma pAmIne pramAda koNa kare ? tema kahyuM nathI paNa dharmanA rahasyane pAmIne koNa pramAda kare ? 'sAra' zabda khUba sUcaka che. dharma to lAkho, karoDo, ane asaMkhya jIvone prApta thAya. paNa dharmanuM rahasya koI virala AtmAne ja prApta thAya. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya, gurujanonI kRpA ane aneka mahAnubhAvonA zubhAziSa vagara dharmanuM rahasya prApta na thAya. ahIM dharma, zruta dharma che. zruta dharma vyaktine mahAtmAthI maLe; guruthI maLe, AcAryathI maLe, samudAyathI maLe.

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labdhi pratikamaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 89 zabda jJAna alaga... zabdArtha alaga... zabdArthanuM rahasya alaga - zAstrajJAna alaga ane zAstranA arthanuM rahasya judu che. paMDitapaNuM alaga che. jJAnIpaNuM alaga che. zabdazAstra niSNAta paMDita... paNa zAstra pramANe jIvanAra jJAnI.. dharmanuM rahasya vinayI prApta karI zake ! dharmanuM rahasya jJAnanA ATha AcAra pALe te prApta karI zake? dharmanuM rahasya prApta karavAno mArga che. ATha jJAnAcAranuM pAlana, paNa pramAda koNa na kare? jene dharmanuM rahasya prApta karyuM che te..... dharmano virodhI pramAda che. dharmano sAra ane pramAda be sAthe nA rahe. sUryano prakAza phelAya ane aMdhakAra uThamaNAM kare. tema dharmano sAra prApta thAya pramAdane poTalA bAMdhI palAyana thavuM ja paDe. pramAda.... prakRSTa mada - atyaMta abhimAna.... jayAM namana karavAnuM che... vaMdana karavAnuM che tyAM paNa ahaM vRtti... huM kaiMka chuM. A vRtti vyaktino viveka naSTa kare che. sAra asAra meLavavAnI dRSTi lupta thaI jAya che. jenA hRdayamAM huM ja kaMIka chuM....... te jagatane tuccha mAne che. A vizva tuccha ane huM kaMIka... mahAna vyakti pramAdamAM Ave tyAre jJAnane bhUle che....jJAnIne bhUle che..... upakArIne bhUle che... sahAyakane bhUle che. mukhyavRtti e pramAdanA ATha bheda che. ajJAna, saMzaya, mithyAtva, rAgadveSa, smRtibhraMza, dharmAcaraNamAM

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 90 ALasa, mana, vacana ane kAyAno durupayoga. kyAreka kyAreka pramAdanA ATha bheda upara manamAM eTaluM ciMtana cAle che..... A vicitra pramAda mATe huM eka rasto baMdha karUM chuM to bIjA rastethI ghusI jAya che. pramAdanA eka rUpane rokuM chuM tyAM bIjA rUpe mArA AtmamaMdiramAM praveza karI mArA AtmaguNane veraNa-cheraNa karI de che..... konI pAse jaI rahuM? kone pharIyAda karUM? mArA pramAdane roko, .gurujanano divyanAda saMbhaLAya che. dharmanuM rahasya.... jJAnamAM ramaNatA- jJAnalInatA Ave to pramAdane pobArA karavA paDe ja. paramAtmA mahAvIra pacAsa hajAra ziSyanA guru anaMta labdhi nidhAna guru gautamane hAkala kare..... 'samayaM goyama mA pamAyae' mane koI nA kahI zake... tuM pramAda na kara... koNa jANe. prabhu ! mArI zuM mAnasika sthiti che. eka zabda koI mane kahe to kharA! spaSTa kahI dauM chuM. .... mane kahevAnI jarUra nathI. mArI AMkho phATavA lAge che. mAro bhayaMkara avAja.... mArI trADa kAcA-pocAne hacamacAvI de che. Ama karIne paNa mArUM mana porasAya che. AnaMda anubhave che... badhAne cUpa karI dIdhA... tAkAta konI che ke mane kahI zake ? prabhu ! A che mArI mAnasika paristhiti....... nathI mArA hRdayamAM prabhu... nathI mArA hRdayamAM guru ..

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA _ _ nathI mArA hRdayamAM zraddhA nathI mArA hRdayamAM jJAna..... .. nathI mArA hRdayamAM cAritra prema..... divasa-rAta-sutAM besatAM....jAgatAM...uMghatA eka ja pATha bhaNuM chuM. huM koNa.... mane kahenAra koNa? prabhu koI janmamAM rAvaNanI bena hoiza. zUparNakhA, zUparNakhA na hota to rAma-rAvaNanuM yuddha thAta? rAvaNa sItAne upADI gayo hota? zuM mArA AtmAmAM zUparNakhAno praveza thayo haze? prabhu ! mAro AtmA niMdamAM paNa zAMti nathI pAmato. svapra paNa Akho divasa je karyuM hoya tenA ja Ave. mArI rAtri paNa laDAImAM jAya che. svapramAM paNa laDhavADa - kleza - gusso prabhu! mAruM komaLa mukha khovAI gayuM che. mArA mukha upara kuratA AvI gaI che. mArI cAla badalAI gaI che. paga paDe che tyAM dharatI dhruje che. prabhu ! prabhu ! Aje jarA zAMta chuM eTale ATalI vAta karuM chuM. kAle kahIza... tame mane kharAba kaho cho paNa mArI pAse tamArI AkhI jIMdagInI kuMDalI che.' - tamArA bhavabhavanA copaDA che. prabhu ! prabhu ! have to huM paNa mArAthI thAkI gayo. ane sau paNa thAkI gayA. tophAnI aMdarathI sahuDare tema mArAthI sahu Dare che. mArA AjubAju vALA eTalA trAsI gayA che ke mArA jUTha aparAdhamAM sAtha pUrAve che. mArI pravRtti vRtti jANe bInalAdena karatAM paNa duSTa na hoya tevuM vAtAvaraNa sarjAI cUkyuM prabhu ! pramAdI chuM kAraNa mArAmAM ajJAna che. aviveka che. huM zaMkAvALo banI gayo chuM. mArI ja vAtane sAcI kahI jANe mithyAtva

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92 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA tarapha sarakI rahayo chuM. have to mArI yAdadAsta paNa ochI thavA lAgI che. kharAba vicAra, kharAba vANI, kharAba pravRttioe mAro bharaDo lIdho che. prabhu ! savAra sAMja thaI cAra vAra pukhkharava2dI boluM chuM. na Ave dharma, na Ave dharmanuM rahasya... phakta mArA Atma gharamAM praveza pAmI rahayA che. pramAda ... guru gautama ! mArI kALajuM kaMpAve evI cIsa sAMbhaLI mArI madade Avo... mArA sahAyaka bano... uddhAraka bano... herAna karatAM pramAda guMDAne roko. o guru gautama ! Aje raDatAM raDatAM paNa kahuM chuM tamane labdhi mATe bolAvato nathI... camatkAra mATe bolAvato nathI. prabhAva mATe bolAvato nathI.... AvI siddhi to mane svapramAM paNa prApta thavAnI nathI. guru gautama mane vinaya Apo. namratA Apo, mane nA taDapAvo..... mArI upara karUNA karo... jJAna mane maLatuM nathI... to jJAnanuM rahasya kyAMthI maLe ane pramAda praveza karI gayo che. gAMDo banI gayo chuM. pAgala banI gayo chuM, mArA dardanI amRta saMjIvanI ApanI pAse che mane vinaya Apo..... che gurudeva ! ApanA badhA ziSyone kevalajJAna Apyu che paNa mane vinaya to Apo. bhikSuka banIne ApanA caraNamAM Avyo chuM. mane vinaya Apo.. mArUM abhimAna haTAvo..... guru gautama svIkAro vinaMtI mArI....

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namo savA sabdha siddhANa... huM haMmezA sarva siddhone namaskAra karuM chuM.... ubhayakAla Avazyaka kriyAmAM siddhANaM-buddhANaM sUtra cAra vAra bolAya che. siddha stavanI prathama paMkti geya che. dhUnane yogya che. jApane | yogya che. | jinazAsanamAM aMtima ArAdhya pada jo koI hoya to te che siddhapada. siddhapada dhyeya che tethI sAdhaka pratidina sadA haMmezA sarva siddha bhagavaMtane vaMdana kare che. ... sAdhaka mAtranA sAdhya - ArAdhya deva siddha che. siddha prabhu ! | mAro ane Apano saMbaMdha jugajuno che. varSo -yugo kALa cakro purANo che. eka siddha bhagavaMta mokSe jAya tyAre eka avyavahAra rAzimAM rahela nigodano jIva vyavahAra rAzimAM Ave. siddha prabhu ! tame mArA sauthI prathama upakArI.... Apa ja mArI pragati pathanA prathama patha pradarzaka.... ApanA upakAranI smRti mArI AMkhone azruthI bhInI kare de che. te siddha prabhu ! huM keTalo buddha chuM? mArA badhA upakArI sahAyakane to kyAreka yAda karI smRti karuM chuM. kRtajJabhAve temanA upakArane yAda karuM chuM. kyAreka koino AbhAra mAnuM chuM. paNa kRtaghnI chuM. mArA upakArInA lIsTamAM ApanuM nAma bhUlI jAuM chuM. prathama paMktimAM ApanI stuti karavI joie. paNa prabhu mArI Atmika yogyatA uccakoTinI nathI....nimna koTInI che.

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94 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatika paNa prabhu sUtra ane sUtranA artha kaMIka kyAreka mArA hRdayane sparzI jAya che. haiyAnA hetathI aMtaranA AdarathI kyAreka bhakti bhAvamAM lIna banI sUtra pATha karUM chuM. siddhastavano pATha karatAM 'namo sayA savA siddhANaM' pada Ave che. tyAre cauda rAjalokanA agrabhAga upara rahelI atinirmaLa ati pavitra siddhazilAnA darzana thAya che. ane anaMta anaMta siddhAtmAno sAkSAtkAra thAya che. mArI kalpanA pahoMce tyAM sudhI siddha bhagavaMtanI lAMbI katAra dekhAya che. niraMjana nirAkAra-pUrNa siddhAtmAnI sRSTimArI bhAvanAnI sRSTimAM khaDI thAya che. mArA mukhamAMthI punaH punaH eka ja zabda nIkaLe che, 'namo sayA savaeNsiddhANaM' kyAreka koI pUchI le che. tamAruM siddhANaM buddhANe kyAM sudhI cAlaze . huM kahuM chuM..... huM boluM chuM ne tame thAkI jAva cho. mArI vAta sAMbhaLo.... mArI bhAvanA to anaMta vAra.... namo sayAM savva siddhANaM bolavAnI che. kyAreka manamAM vicAra Ave che. siddhapada prApti e mAro mudrA lekha che. jIvana siddha adhikAra che. jayAM sudhI siddha na bane tyAM sudhI A eka ja maMtra raTayA karIza. siddhANaM buddhANaM sUtranI A paMktie mArA mana para kAmaNa karyuM che. siddha padanI mane mohanI lAge che. gheluM lAgyuM che. pU. dAdA gurudeva labdhi sUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nA vyAkhyAnanuM pustaka vAMcyuM. "siddhapada vivecana' jagatanA badhA pada padavIono moha utarI gayo. siddhatvanuM svarUpa samajamAM AvyuM nahatuM. tyAre manamAM eTalA badhA saMkalpa-vikalpa thatA hatA. zuM karuM ane zuM nA karU? jene jouM tenA jevA banavAnuM mana thatuM. e kalpanAmAM paNa AnaMda Avato hato. ekavAra eka lekhita spardhA hatI. tame zuM banavA iccho cho. te covIsa lAinanA nibaMdhamAM lakho. eTalA pAtro mArI AMkha sAme

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 95 AvyA bharata mahArAjAthI zarU karI vartamAnanA aneka pAtro kalpanA sRSTimAM khaDA thavA lAgyA. cakravartI banuM.... cakravartInuM strI ratna banuM, bharata banuM ke bAhubalI... mallInAtha banuM ke mahAsatI mRgAvatI banuM, jAdugaranI duniyAnI jema anaMta pAtro dekhAya paNa A badhAnI apUrNatA... ayogyatA ane azAzvatanA vicAre mana caDhyuM. are AtmA ! o pavitra AtmA ! tuM azAzvatano upAsaka.... azuddha ane vinAzIno upAsaka... mArI vicAra dhArA badalAI..... jAdugaranA DAbaDAmAM badhA bhUta pesI jAya. alopa thaI jAya... tema meM vicAra karyo. nA mAre to siddha banavuM che..... anaMta guNI banavuM che... vItarAga sarvajJa ane siddhattvanI prApti karavI che. mAruM dhyeya- lakSya jIvanakArya nizcita thaI gayuM. siddhatvanI abhilASA sivAya anya abhilASAne sthAna na rahyuM - tethI 'namo sayA savva siddhArNa svara punaH punaH mArA mana mastikamAM guMje che. siddhAcala girirAja caDhatA-utaratAM A maMtra pada ja mArA mukhamAMthI punaH punaH nIkaLe che. sidhdhAcala upara kyAreka mArA paga thaMbhI jAya che. rokAI jAya che... je girirAja upara kAMkare kAMkare anaMta siddha thayA che te zAstra vacanane svIkAruM chuM. saddauM chuM ane siddhabhUmi upara mArA paga... prabhune vinaMti karU chuM eka vidyAdhara deva mokalo.. huM tenI madadathI girirAja arAhaNa karI dauM..... mArAthI A siddhothI pavitra thayela pRthvI para paga nahi mUkAya.... tame kaMIka madada karI.... mane sahAya karo... girirAja caDhatAM -utaratAM mane je je puNyatmA maLe te badhAne dravyasiddharUpe nihALuM chuM... bhAvasiddharUpe vaMdana karuM chuM. pratyeka

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatika bhavyAtmAmAM bhAva siddhatva nihALavAnI phoziza karUM chuM. zAstrajJAna zAstra rahasya dvArA mArI dRSTi saMjaya banI gaI che. 3) 'namo sayA savva siddhANaM' bolatAM bhUtakALanA anaMta - siddha bhagavaMta dekhAya che. eTaluM ja nahi bhaviSyakALanA anaMtAnaMta siddha prabhunA darzana thAya che. 'namo sayA savva siddhANaM' bolatAM kyAreka paMdara bhede siddha thayela sarva pUrNa AtmAnA darzana thAya che. ane bolI uThuM chuM..... 'niraMjano kI nagarI hamako bhI dikhA denA' * jagatanA sarva saMbaMdho heya - choDavA lAyaka prabhu jyoti meM jyota milA do have A deha pasaMda nathI. deha nA saMbaMdho pasaMda nathI...... mArI pasaMdagI eka ja pada para che. 'namo sayA savva siddhANaM' prabhu ApanA kevalajJAnamAM sarva jIvonA sarvabhAvo, avasthA, paryAya che. paNa mArI bhAvanA vyakta karyA vagara rahI zakatI nathI. prabhu ! Apa kRpAe svapramAM kSapaka zreNIno prAraMbha thAya che ane huM siddha banuM chuM...... o svapra rahita siddha prabhu ! mArUM siddhatvanuM svapra pUrNa thAya tevA zubhabhAvathI kahuM chuM... namo sayA savva siddhANaM. namo sayA savva sidhdhANaM'

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sammadiThThI samAhigarANe... samyagadaSTine samAdhi karanAra......ArAdhaka AtmAne anumodanA mATe... jinazAsana vItarAgane pUjya mAne che.... mahAvratadhArIne pUjya mAne che.... jina pravacananA AdhAra rUpa zrI saMghane pUjya mAne che..... je pUjaya hoya tene namana..... vaMdana.... bahumAna.... samarpaNa.... je sahAyaka hoya tenuM smaraNa, abhivAdana, abhinaMdana, anumodanA. koipaNa taMtra, koI paNa samAja koI paNa saMsthAmAM be mukhya vibhAga hoya eka pUjya...... bIjo sahAyaka...... eka Ayojaka..... eka saMyojaka...... pUjyonA caraNe samarpaNa e Atmika yogyatAnuM pradhAna kartavya che che. paNa sahAyaka - upadrava nivAraNa karanAra AtmAnuM paNa smaraNa anumodana atyaMta jarUrI ane parama ucita kartavya che. | mahAna jinazAsananI ucca praNAlI, ucca AcAra paraMparA vicAratAM zira jhUkI jAya ane mukhamAMthI sahasA zabda nIkaLI jAya... dhanya prabhu zAsana paNa dhanyoDahaM ... dhanyoDahaM. kyAreka huM mane kahuM chuM prabhu zAsane mane paNa dhanya banAvyo. sahAyakanI smRti kRtajJatAnuM kartavya che. jaina zAsanamAM caityavaMdana. pratikramaNa jevI mahAna kriyAmAM veyAvaccuMgarANaM sUtra bolI eka navakArano kAusagga karavAmAM Ave

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98 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatika che ane cothI stuti bolAya...... vidhipUrvaka bolAya... Adara ane bahumAnathI bolAya... caturvidha saMgha sAthe bolAya..... mudrA sAthe bolAya.... jinazAsananI keTalI mahattA che.... keTalo anupama mahimA che. tame koInuM zreya karyuM... maMgala karyuM.... kalyANa karyuM..... tame koInI sevA karI.... tame koIne zAMti ApI..... tame koIne samAdhimAM sahAyaka thayAM... tamane amArA hArdika abhinaMdana..... tamArA zubhabhAvanI smRti...... tamArI sevA nimitte amAro kAusagga..... be pratikramaNanuM nAnu majAnuM veyAvaccagarANe sUtra ane trIjuM pada sammadiThI samAhigarANa pada jayAre jayAre boluM tyAre cittanA cakro khulI jAya che. manananA mArgo mokaLA thaI jAya che. mana prasannatAthI bharAI jAya che. samAdhi eTale zuM? mAnasika ciMtA zAMta thavI te.... sahaja artha evo karAya mananI zAMti arthAta kSubdhatA, vyAbAdhA pIDArahita mana te samAdhi.... nAmastava sUtramAM bolIe samAviramuttama diDu..... prArthanA sUtramAM bolIe samAhi maraNe ca..... siddhAcalanA stavanamAM pU. dAdA gurudeva mukta kaMThe gAya girirAjanuM zaraNa ho.... Adi prabhu smaraNa ho.... paMDIta hama maraNa ho...... Aura paccakhANa vigeremAM pharamAve che.... paMDita maraNamAM samAdhi prApta thAya.

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 99 jIvana samAvimAM.... zAMtimAM ... tenI aMtima avasthA paNa samAdhimaya...... samAdhi uparathI TapakI paDanArI cIja nathI. zuM koI pATha bolaze ane ApaNe samAdhimAM AvI jazuM?... nA, samAdhi eka sAdhanA mAtra nathI.... mahAsAdhanA che. Atmika zAMti mATe vizvanA samasta durguNonI dostI choDavI paDe. ApaNuM lakSya..... dhyeya nizcita karavuM paDe. caityavaMdana mahAbhASyamAM vAdivetAla zAMti su.ma.sA. pharamAve che. "samyapha AdhIyate mokSa prati AtmAna samAdhi" jenA vaDe AtmA mokSa mArga pratye sthApita karAya te samAdhi..... zUnya thaI javuM...... badhA vyavahAra choDI devA. jagata sAthe cheDo phADI devo teTalAmAtrathI samAdhi maLe nahiM. AtmAnI vRtti zuddhAtmAnI...... AtmAnI pravRtti zuddhAtmA banavAnI te samAdhi. zuddhAtmA banavA cAhatA AtmAne AvatAM kaSTa - vighna aMtarAya dUra karavA te samAdhiM.... ' mahAmuni sthUlabhadra svAmInA sauthI vaDIla bhaginI... Arya rakSita sUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ane Arya mahAgirijI jevA mahAnuM AtmAnI jinazAsanane bheTa ApanAra mahattarA yakSA sAdhvIjI eka . divase bhavodadhi tAraka mokSa mArga prApaka guru caraNamAM rUdana kare che. zvAsa rUMdhAtA svare pUche che. ApanI A ziSyA ArAdhaka ke virAdhaka? - yakSA AryA! tamAruM jIvana uttama che. tamArI jIvana vyavahAranI zailI uttama che. svapramAM paNa tame kSubdha nathI thanAra. bhagavaMta.. bhagavaMta... meMAgraha karyo, dabANa karyuM. bhAI

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100 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA muni zrIyakajIne upavAsa karAvyo. zrIyakajIno deha chUTI gayo. A mRtyumAM huM nimitta thayI. paMcendriyano nAza eka mahAna AtmAno kAladharma thayo. A vAta mArA manane DaMkhI khAya che... huM virAdhaka ke ArAdhaka. guruvare pharamAvyuM tame zAMti rAkho..... zAsana adhiSThAyaka cakrezvarI mAtAne bolAvuM. cakrezvarI mAtA sAdhvIjI ma. nI samAdhi mATe padhAryA.... yakSA sAdhvIjI ne sImaMdhara prabhu pAse laI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karyuM. zAsanadevo tame samyagu daSTine samAdhi ApanAra avirati samya dRSTi guNasthAne rahela AtmA chaThThA guNa sthAne rahela AtmAne samAdhimAM sahAyaka thAya.. to huM sAdhakanA lebAzamAM saune samAdhimAM sahAyaka kema na thAuM? ' prabhu sevA karavAnA.....vaiyAvacca karavAnA amArA manoratha ja rahyA nathI. tanathI thAkyA chIe. kyAreka manathI thAkyA chIe. sevA lenArA thaI gayA chIe. sevAnA edI ane vyasanI thaI gayA chIe. prabhu ! eka varadAna Apo.... amAro AtmA samAdhimAM rahe. saune samAdhimAM sahAyaka thaie. jagata vyavahAra to cAle che ane cAlato rahevAno che. paNa, samAdhinI prApti ati durlabha che. - caityavaMdana mahAbhASyamAM samAhIno artha karyo che. saMgha ... saMghanA... mananA duHkhano abhAva karavo te samAdhi zAsanadeva tame saMghanI samAdhimAM sahAyaka. ane mArI paristhiti.. kyAreka mArA vyavahAra... vartanathI... vANIthI....

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 101 svabhAvathI.... jIdda thI... AgrahI.... durAgrahI..... svabhAvathI koI vyaktino samAdhino bhaMga karUM chuM.... samudAyanI samAdhi DahoLuM chuM... saMghanI zAMti samAdhi kSubdha karI dauM chuM.... ALL .... My ! samAdhimAM sahAyaka thAya te ja sAco sahAyaka.... upakArI.... koIne huM samAdhimAM sahAyaka thaIza. to ja mArUM jIvana samAdhimAM ane maraNa samAdhimAM ane bIjA janmamAM sugati... guruvara ! keTalIyevAra veyAvaccagarANaM sUtrano sammadiDhI samAhigarANuM pada bolatAM rokAI jAuM chuM.... mArA AtmAne kahuM chuM. samAdhi sAdhaka banavAmAM tAre ja taiyAra thavAnuM che.... nathI koI spardhA..... nathI koI prati spardhA.. nathI tArA mArgamAM koI rUkAvaTa taiyAra karI de tArA manane.... manamAM zubha vicAruM chuM. zAMtinuM sAmrAjya sthApI de... tuM samAdhimAM siddha thaI jaIza sahune samAdhimAM sahAyaka thaI jA. basa, AjathI mArUM vrata samAdhinI sAdhanA. AjathI mArI prArthanA 'samAhi vara muttamaM kiMtu' prabhu ! khAlI hAthe pAcho nA vALato...... huM bhikSuka banIne Avyo chuM.... samAdhinA dAtAra tribhuvananAthanA dvAre..... svIkAro mArI prArthanA

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24 duSTAo duviciMti. . durdhyAna vaDe athavA duSTa ciMtana vaDe mananI aneka avasthA che. mukhya avasthA be che. dhyAna ane ciMtana. A baMne vRtti mana dvArA ja pedA thAya che paNa mananI kaluSitatA jeTalI adhika eTalo karmabaMdha adhika. mananI jeTalI nirmaLatA adhika teTalI karma nirjarA adhika. savAra sAMja ubhayaTaMka pratikramaNa sUtranI Avazyaka kriyAmAM devasiaM AlouM ? rAiaM AlouM... sUtra bolAya che. pratikramaNanuM viziSTa sUtra che. divasa ane rAtrimAM je je AcAra karavAnA che te AcAranuM samyag suMdara yathAyogya pAlana na thayuM. kyAMya ayogya AcaraNa thayuM to A sUtra dvArA vicAraNA thAya che. ArIsAmAM jema mukha darzana karIe ane kyAMya garabaDa hoya to dUra thAya ema A sUtra paNa Atma darzanano ArIso che. jyAre jyAre pratikramaNamAM A padanuM uccAraNa thAya che devasiaM AlouM ? rAiaM AlouM ? pakSIaM AlouM ? comAsIaM AlouM ? saMvaccharIaM AlouM ? tyAre mArA manaH cakSu samakSa vItI gayela divasa - rAtri -- pakSa - cAramAsa ane eka varSano itihAsa khaDo thAya che. jIvana eTale samayano samudAya.... divasa rAtri ke varSa

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 103 jIMdagIno eka ja bhAga-1 AlouM? AlocayAmi. huM AlocanA karuM chuM. huM vicAra karuM chuM.... prakAza karuM chuM..... jeno divasa suMdara pasAra thayo tenI rAtri paNa suMdara pasAra thAya che. jenA divasa rAta maMgalamaya pasAra thayA teno pakSa bhavya bane che. paMdara divasa bhavya banyA tenA cAra mahinA paNa kalyANamaya bane ane cAra mahinA kalyANamaya bane tenuM varSa paNa Adarza bane. varSano samUha te jIMdagI. jenuM varSa Adarzamaya anukaraNIya bane tenuM jIvana paNa anumodanIya bane che. jinazAsananI kevI abhUta praNAlI che? mahAnubhAva kahe che huM mArA divasano vicAra karuM chuM. bhalA sAdhaka ! divasa bAra kalAkano ja che. rAtri paNa bAra kalAkanI ja che. tAre vicAra karavAno che. tAre jAhera karavAnuM che. tAro divasa saphaLa ke niSphaLa. tAro divasa dhanya puNya ArAdhanAmaya ke kleza kaMkAzathI virAdhanAmaya.. tuM ja bole che. - . huM vicAruM chuM... huM prakAza karUM chuM. vicAra Ave che tIrthakara bhagavaMta mallinAtha prabhue savAre dIkSA lIdhI ane sAMje kevalajJAna.... divasa to teone mATe bAra kalAkano hato ane mAre mATe paNa bAra kalAkano che. Atma purUSArthathI bAra kalAkamAM be kalyANakanI prApti. jIvananA mahAna be adbhuta zikharanuM ArohaNa.......

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/4 1 ---------- zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA ----- prabhu mallinAtha..... ApanI jhaDapa, ApanI zIdhra kArya zakti, keTalI mananI zakti vikasita karI. ekaja divasamAM be mahAna siddhi. mArA divasa nahi jIvana aMge vicAruM chuM. meM zuM prApta karyuM. anAdinI AhAra - bhaya - maithuna ane parigraha saMjJA. zuM dharma saMjJA mArAmAM pragaTa ja nahi thAya? o mallinAtha prabhu ! tame to resa lagAvI. badhA tIrthaMkara prabhuthI AgaLa doDI gayA. eka ja divasamAM dIkSA ane kevalajJAnanI prApti. prabhu ! huM zuM karuM? hasI zakato nathI. raDI zakato nathI. mArI kathA karUNa che. je mana Apane maLyuM te ja mane maLyuM che. manovargaNAnA pudgalamAM zuM phera? ' ApanuM mana Apane sAdhanAnA zikhara ArohaNa karAve ane mAruM mana mane virAdhanAnI UMDI khAyamAM kema laI jAya che? eka divasa eTale covIsa kalAkano samUha... eka kalAkanI 60 mInITa. eka mInITamAM to asaMkhya samaya pasAra thaI gayA. prabhu kRpA karo.... mane manano mAlika banAvo.... mArA manane mahAna banAvo... devasihuM AlouM sUtra boluM ane huM vicAra karuM chuM... zuM mArAmAM vicAranI zakti che? mAro itihAsa garabaDa goTALAvALo che. krodha - mAna - mAyA - lobhathI kharaDAyela che. pramAda, ALasa mane bharakhI khAya che. prabhu ! mArI dhRSTatA.... mane koI kahe Ama zuM divasa bagADe

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- ... zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 105 ----- - ------ che. jhaTa bolI dauM chuM eka ja divasa gayo che. jIvana to nathI vyatIta thaI gayuM ne? mArI jIMdagI ghaNI lAMbI che. Ama, huM ja mArA jIvananI krUra hatyA karanAra ghAtakI chuM. ... duSTa chuM. prabhu ! mAro jIvana patha ujALo....... mArA mana mastikamAM Alou zabda ghaNanA ghA kare che. vicAra vicAra.... zuM vicAruM...... manane meMdurbAna ane durvicAramAM ja vyasta rAkhyuM che. saMkalpa - vikalpanI bhayaMkara mAyAjALa ubhI karI che. kalAko ane divaso durvicAramAM pUrNa thAya che. hiMsAno vicAra Avyo tyAM to krUratA ane jUTha anukrame aDhAra pApasthAnakanI nAgacUDa mane gherI vaLe che. ane prabhu! duSTa vicAramAMthI duSTa dhyAnamAM pahoMcI jAuM chuM..... mAruM ke marUM? koI paNa saMjogomAM badalo laIza..... mArI hAlata zuM kahuM? sAro vicAra to eka seMkaDamAM phUsa thaI jAya che. havAmAM uDI jAya che. mAruM mana baLavo pokAre che. mane thAya mArUM vAtAvaraNa kevuM che. mArI AjubAju kevA loko che. huM to khUba sArI chuM. - jIMdagIthI to hArI nathI gaI. AtmahatyA to karatI nathI.... mArI jagyAe bIjA koI hota to ...... bhalA mana ! tuM khUba hozIyArI na kara. te tArI AtmahatyA nathI karI tenA dhanyavAda. paNa tArI vAta ane vartaNUkathI keTalAnI mAnasika hatyA karI. keTalAne dubhavyA e tuM ja vicAra...... manane savicAranuM mAlika nA banAvyuM.....

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106 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA manane zubhadhyAnamAM sthira karyuM nathI...... prabhu ! mArA divasano huM zuM prakAza karuM? zuM khulAso karuM? tamaH tama prabhA nArakamAM jevo ghora aMdhakAra che. tevo mArA manamAM bhayaMkara aMdhakAra che. mArAmAM ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAnanI bhayaMkara paraMparA sarjAya che. basa, prabhu! tamArA zAsane....ArAdhanA mArge have mane eka lAbha Apyo che. mane mArAdurguNa dekhAya che. mArI bhUla samajAya che. Apano dharma.... ApanuM tattvajJAna pAmyo na hato. tyAM sudhI saune kharAba kaheto....... have huM vicAra karuM chuM. prabhu! Apa - Apano dharma - ApanA dharmanA ArAdhakamAM tAkAta che. mArA jevA adhama AtmAno paNa uddhAra karo. prabhu! vicAruM chuM. ApanuM saMbodhana "mahAnubhAva".... have vicAra karatAM eka jaDIbuTTI jaDI che. ApanA zabdo hRdayanI bhAvanA. mane mahAnubhAva banAvaze. duSTadhyAnathI mAruM rakSaNa karaze. durvicArathI dUra dUra karaze. A sUtranA be zabda dujhAo..... dudhviciMtio mArA jIvanane jarUra sAdhanAnI pagadaMDIe laI jaze. Aloemi..... Aloemi... sUtra pAThanuM smaraNa - ciMtana eja mAro abhyAsa bane. prabhu svIkAro mArI sarvicAranI prArthanA......

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hag aNiguhilIvIDio UR% aNiguhiabala ane utsAhathI parAkrama kare che. bAlya uMmaramAM varSo sudhI sAMbhaLeluM "aticAranI ATha gAthAno kAussagga karo." guruvaryAe artha karAvyA. gurudevoe zAstra jJAna ApyuM. have samajAyuM. aticAranI ATha gAthA nahi... AcAranI ATha gAthA paNa A AcAro na jANIe, enI zradhdhA na karIe, enA pAlanamAM khAmI rAkhIe to aticAra thAya. AcAra pAMca paNa paMcAcAra para prakAza pADatI ATha gAthA, zAstrano samasta caraNa karaNAnuyoga paMcAcArano ja vistAra che. na jaina dharma AcAra pradhAna dharma che. tethI dvAdazAMgInuM paheluM sUtra AcArAMga sUtra che. AcArAMga sUtrane samajavAmAM madada karatuM dazavaikAlika sUtranuM trIjuM - cothuM adhyayana jina zAsananuM parama rahasya che. je aMge jANaI so savva jANaI jo savaeN jANaI so ega jANI je eka AtmAne jANe che.... samaje che te sarva jagatane jANe che; samaje che.... sarva jagatane jANe... samaje vicAre che te ja eka - AtmAne saMpUrNa rIte jANI zake....

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108 - zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA AtmAne je pravRtti pavitra kare te AcAra. jina zAsanamAM mukhya AcAra pAMca kahyAM che. pAMca AcAranA peTA bhedo aneka che. pAMce AcAramAM viryAcAra eka evo AcAre che je cAra AcArane pALavAmAM sahAyaka thAya.... bala : eTale zArIrika zakti vIrya : eTale AtmAno - utsAha.... aNiguhiba : chUpAvyA vagara bala ane vIrya parakammAI: parAkrama kare che. jagata jIvono svabhAva evo che tene sArA banavA karatAM sArA dekhAvAno zokha vadhAre che. mane sau sAro kahe.... zreSTha kahe... evI AMtarika IcchA hoya che... abhilASA hoya che. bhalA sAdhaka ! kAgaLanA puSpa avazya ApaNI AMkhane AkarSaNa karI zake. mana mohaka hoI zake. paNa temAM sugaMdha na hoya. jagata ne sugaMdha ApI karamAI nA zake. tema sArA banyA vagara sArA kahevarAvIzuM to tuccha banIzuM. mahAna nahi banI zakIe. - jinazAsanamAM tIrthakaronA nAmanI pUjA paNa traNa covIsI sudhI thAya che. traNa covIsI pachI nAma gauNa banI jAya che. ane arihaMta tattvanI tIrthakaratvanI pUjA thAya che. vyakti gauNa che. vyaktittva mahAna che. paMcAcAranuM pAlana ane pravartana e ja jinazAsananuM parama rahasya che. jinazAsane tattvajJAnane AcAramAM pravartana karavAnuM jIvanamAM jIvavAnuM kahyuM che. jJAnAcAra, darzanAcAra, cAritrAcAra, pAcAramAM prANa pUranAra varyAcAra che.

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 109 jIvanamAM be zakti - urdhvagAmI banavAmAM sahAyaka che.zArIrika zakti ane Atmika utsAha be zaktinA subhaga milana dvArA parAkrama karavAnuM che. zrAvako mATe AcAra - vicAranA kAusaggamAM AnuM ja ciMtana manana..... sAdhune sAdhvAcArano vicAra karavAno che. paNa sAdhu ke zrAvake zArIrika baLa gopAvyA vagara Atmika utsAhathI prayatna karavAno che. zAstramAM vaparAyela zabda parAkrama karavAno che. parAkrama zUravIramAM hoya, bhaDavIramAM hoya - kAyara - mAyakAMgalA pAse rodaNA dInavRtti hoya. dharma zUravIrano che tethI kahe che ...... parAkrama kare che. parAkramanI vyAkhyA khUba suMdara che. icchita - abhimatanI prApti sudhI jhajhUmatuM rahevuM te parAkrama mArI zArIrika zakti ane AtmAnA utsAha pramANe karUM chuM. AvI adhurI aNa samajuM vAto na cAle. parAkrama karavuM -parAkramasAhasane pragaTa kare che. sAhasa vagara siddhi nA maLe. sAhasikanI pratyeka pravRtti lakSyanI prApti pUrNAhuti mATe hoya. ekavA2 be vAra dazavAra karavAnuM kAyara hoya te A prazna pUche. zUravIra . to kahe lakSyanI prApti na thAya tyAM sudhI jhajhUmIza aTakIza ja nahi. bhalA sAdhake ! prabhu RSabhadeva zudhdha anna mATe 13 mahinA 13 divasa ghara ghara ane gAma gAmamAM pharyA. paramAtmA mahAvIra khudanA abhigraha pUrNa karavA 5 mahinA 25 dina pharyA. mahAsatI suMdarIe

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110 zrI labdhi pratimaNa sUtra ciMtatikA dIkSAnI AjJA meLavavA 60 hajAra varSa AyaMbila karyA. zakti hovI ane zaktino upayoga-sadaupayoga karavo te eka alaga vAta che - zakti sAthe Atmika utsAha joDAya che tyAre Alpsa DuMgarA kUdavA ke himAlaya oLaMgavo 2mata vAta che. AtmAmAM anaMta zakti che paNa te pragaTa kyAre thAya AtmAmAM utsAha pragaTe to..... prabhu ! prAtaH kALanA maMgala samaye prArthanA karUM. o mArA vI2 vardhamAna prabhu mArI AMkha sAme Ave che. ApanA kAnamAM khIlA ThAkoyA chatAM Apa dhyAnastha avasthAmAM ane mArI dazA.... kyAMka bUma paDI avAja thayo. gabharAI gayo. bhAgI gayo.... nAsI chUTyo.... A samayeM huM koNa bhUlAI jAya che. vIra vardhamAna prabhu ! kAna jevA komala sthAnamAM khIlA ThokAya ane ApanI dhyAnAvasthA vicalita nathI thatI. prabhu ! A dRDhatA kyAMthI pedA thaI...... vicAratAM ya thAkI jAuM chuM..... zuM A zakti ke camatkAra...... prabhu micchAmi dukkaDam camatkAra devanA hoya....... mArA devAdhideva vItarAga prabhuno prabhAva hoya..... camatkAra puNyathI pedA thAya che. prabhAva Atma zaktinA vikAsathI thAya che mArA jevA DarapokanI kathA zuM kahuM ? . mahAvIrano bhakta ane mahAvIra to na ja banyo. paNa vIraiya

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 111 nahi vIratA to dUra rahI. gabharUtA, kAyaravRtti, dInatA gherIvaLI che. kaMIne kaMI satata karyA karUM chuM. mArA manathI porasAyA karUM chuM. huM paNa udyamI chuM. prayatnazIla chuM. paNa paramAtmA mahAvIra ApanI samakSa ubhAM rahetA ja mArAM aMtarano eksa-re turaMta AvI jAya che. saMpUrNa zArIrika zaktino upayoga nahi. vadhu mahenata karUM. vadhu zakti vAparUM to.... bimAra thaI jAuM. thAkI jAuM..... hArI jAuM.... paramAtmA mahAvIra ! ApanA darzane mArI mAnasa sRSTinA dvAra udghATana thaI gayA che. phula karatA paNa anaMta gaNA sukumAla zAlibhadrajI ApanuM sAMnidhya pAmI vaibhAragiri pahADa para aNasaNa kare...... tyAre teo ja aNiguhia balavIriyo parakkamaI mahAtmA zAlibhadrajI ane dhannAjInA caraNano dAsa banI gayo che. Atma zakti mATe pracaMDa purUSArtha, paramAtmA mahAvIra ! zAlibhadrajI upara kRpA karo.... dhannA upara kRpA karo. huM paNa koika vAra to rAjagRhIno kaThIyAro hoiza. ApanI kRpAne pAtra jeTalA dhannA zAlibhadra eTalA ja kaThIyAra muni. cAlo, ne huM kaThIyArA munino ziSya banI jAuM. paNa ApanA kRpA pAtra zArIrika zakti gopavyA vagara Atmika utsAhathI anaMtanA mArge prasthAna karUM....prayANa.. pravAsa mAro... paNa prabhu mAsa patha pradarzaka rahevA kRpA karajo... AMtaranI Araju......

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4 "cauvIsa jiNa vizigayA. kahAI volaMtu me diahA" zrI cAvIsa tIrthaMkara prabhunA mukhamAMthI nIkaLelI kathA zravaNa karatAM mArA divaso pasAra thAva. [ pratyeka mAnava pAse mana che. mana che eTale manoratha hoya che. abhilASA hoya che. koIpaNa vyaktinI be-cAra icchA - AzA - abhilASA pUcho mANasa je AzA - abhilASA kahe tenAthI tenA hRdayanI bhAvanA jANI - zakAze. A parIkSAmAM prathama naMbara eka vidyArthIne prApta thAya che. paNa prathama naMbara prApta karavAnI bhAvanA sau koI karI zake che. jenA hRdayamAM bhAva che te kyAreka to prathama naMbara avazya meLavI zake che. | lAkho karoDo loko mAnavajIvananuM mUlya samajyA vagara amUlya mAnavajIvanane vyartha veDaphI nAMkhe che. keTalAka mAnavo eTalA aNasamaju hoya che. jemane jIvananuM mUlya samajAtuM nathI. AhAra, nidrA ane gAma-gappAmAM jIMdagI vyartha veDaphe che. pratyeka vastunuM Ayojana karavuM, ane temAM saphaLa Ayojana karavuM ati kaThIna che. anupamAne mahAmaMtrI vastupAla - tejapAla kahI rahyA che.

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 113 jamInamAMthI aDhaLaka dhana prApta thayuM che. zuM karavuM che ? tamAro abhiprAya jaNAvo. janma ane mRtyunA marmane samajelI - dharma ane karmanA rahasyane prApta karelI anupamA kahe che. jamInamAMthI dhana prApta karyuM tene maMdira nirmANa dvArA pahADa - giri zRMga para sthApita karo. lAkho karoDo janatA preraNAnA pIyUSapAna kare - paNa koI tene laI nA jaI zake. corI nA - zake. vyakti - vyaktinI dRSTi alaga - STi alaga to mUlya nidrA ane pramAdamAM paNa jIMdagI pUrNa thaI zake che. dhyAna ane sAdhanA dvArA paNa jIMdagI dhanya thaI zake che. alaga. - bhakata kathA - dezakathA - rAjakathA ane strIkathAmAM jIMdagIne veDaphanA2 karoDo mAnava che. Aje AnI paMcAta - kAle bIjAnI - trIjA divasa mATe viSaya taiyAra. keTalIvAra vAto sAMbhaLanAra thAke che; paNa bolanAra thAkato nathI. avirata vaNa thAkyuM bolyA ja kare che. koI viSaya nahi - viSaya sAthe saMbaMdha nahi. pUrvAparano vicAra nahi - prasaMga paristhitino khyAla nahi, basa bolavuM, eTale bolavuM. pUchIe kema bolo cho ? javAba maLe che. jIbha che eTale bolIe chIe, amane samaya che eTale bolIe chIe. chevaTe ciDAIne kahe che, ame amArI jIbhe bolIe chIe tamArI jIbhe nahi, tamAre na sAMbhaLavuM hoya to tamArA kAna baMdha karo. amArI sAthe mAthAkUTa na karo. AvA khudAbakSa mAnavothI bharelI duniyA che.

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114 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatika -------------- tattvajJAnI-adhyAtmInI vAta anerI che. te kahe che mAre evuM bolavuM che evuM sAMbhaLavuM che. jenAthI zrotA ane vaktA baMnenuM maMgaLa thAya. sajjano - ciMtako - tatvajJa jIvanane dhanya banAvavA icche che. eTale samayano sadupayoga kare che. A mahAnubhAvo kyAre paNa samayano durupayoga karatA nathI. teo samayanuM Ayojana kare che. saMyojana kare che. samaya - kalAko - divaso dvArA jIvanane dhanya puNya banAve che. zrAvakono, jinabhaktono maMgaLa uddaghoSa che. "cauvIsa jiNa viNimaya kahAI volaMtu me diahA" mArA jIvanane saphaLa karavAno maMgalamArga eka ja che. tIrthaMkara paramAtmAe pharamAvelI kathA zravaNa karavI. tIrthaMkara prabhu sarvajJa che. vItarAga che. tethI temanI kahelI kathA vairAgya utpanna karanArI hoya - vizuddha karanArI hoya. vItarAga banAvavAnI kSamatA temAM hoya. kathA zabdano artha vArtA - jeTalo TuMko levAno nathI. vItarAganuM pravacana - vItarAgano hitopadeza - vItarAgInI vANInA saMparka vaDe mArA divaso phakta pasAra thatA nathI. mArI jIMdagI dhanya puNya bane che. mAro saMkalpa che. mAruM asidhArA vrata che. tIrthaMkara prabhunI dezanA vaDe mArA jIvanane dhanya banAvIza. mArI AMkho sAme kalpanA citra khaDuM thAya che. duMdubhino divyanAda saMbhaLAI rahyo che. samavasaraNamAM azoka vRkSa nIce prabhu birAjayA che. prabhu dhIra gaMbhIra

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 115 nAde mAlakoza rAgamAM dezanA ApI rahyA che. bAre parSadA datta citte vANI zravaNa karI rahyI che. prabhuno upadeza vItarAgano upadeza zravaNa karyo. prabhunA caraNe samarpita banI gayo. prabhu ApanI dezanA - mArA janma janmamAM ekatrita thayelA pApano nAza karanArI che. prabhu ApanI dezanA mArA lAkho karoDo bhavamAM thayela pApane palAyana karanArI che. - prabhu ! ApanI dezanA mArA AtmakalyANamAM sahAyaka che. mane mokSamArga pradarzaka che. mArA mukhamAMthI pharI pharI eka ja paMkti guMjita thAya che. "rUDIne raDhIyALI re vIra tArI dezanA" prabhu ! kSamA mAMgu, ajJAna - aNasamaja ane bhautikatAnA kAraNe meM mArA manamAM bhayaMkara kacaro bharyo. je hAthamAM AvyuM te vAMcyuM - je kAne paDyuM te sAMbhaLyuM. have ayogya ane kilaSTa - azubha vicAra utpAdaka vAMcana - zravaNano tyAga karuM chuM. azubhatA preraka vAMcana - zravaNathI gacchanti karIza. A ayogya-vAMcana-zravaNa mArA manane duSita kare che. mArA tanane duSita kare che. mane nIMdamAM paNa herAna kare che. kharAba svaprathI mArI rAtri bagaDI jAya che. Ama, mAruM manuSya jIvana mokSanI sAdhanAnA badale karmanuM kAraNa bane che. mAre mArA divaso - varSa jIMdagI sAme kahevuM che. puNyAhaM - puNyA N, prIyaMtAm - prIyatAm - Ajano divasa dhanya che. puNya che. ' meM tIrthaMkarano upadeza zravaNa karyo. paryuSaNamAM kalpasUtranA saMpUrNa pravacana sAMbhaLIza. 24 tIrthaMkara prabhunA caritra - sthavirAvalI - gaNadharavAdanA zravaNathI kharAba - ayogya - pApakArI zravaNa karyuM che. tenuM prAyazcita karIza.

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116 -------- - - - - - - - zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA | mAruM puNya nathI. mane tIrthakara prabhunI sAkSAt dezanA zravaNa karavA maLe. paNa mAruM puNya che; mane jinAgamo maLyA che. - jinAgama samajAvanAra gurudeva maLyA - jinAgama samajAya tevI alpa buddhi maLI che. samasta guruvarone vinaMti karIza. mane jinavANI dvArA dhanya banAvo. munivaro, AryAo abhyAsa karatAM haze.-vAMcanA letA haze. svAdhyAya karatA haze tyAre temanA caraNamAM namrabhAve vinaMti karIza. Apa jJAnI cho. saMpUrNa sUtra kaMThastha karazo. tenA artha AtmasAta karazo. mane phakta teno arka Apo. saMkSipta sAra kaho. guru hemacaMdrAcAryae mahArAjA kumArapAla para kRpA karI. vItarAga stotranI racanA karI ane samasta dvAdazAMgIno sAra phakta soLa akSaramAM kahyo. | "Azrava sarvathA heyaH upAdeyastu saMvara:" gurudeva! Apa mArA kalikAla sarvajJa gurudeva huM kumArapAla nahi; Apano caraNakiMkara - mArA upara kRpA karo. mane paNa saMkSepamAM AtmabodhanI guTikA Apo. mAruM jIvana dhanya bane. mAruM jIvana saphaLa bane tevI kRpA karo. huM paNa hasatAM hasatAM kahyuM "dhanyoDahaM kRtapuNyopaha"- "adya me saphala janma ApanI kRpA ane mArI pAtratAnuM adbhuta milana thAya e ja natamastake prArthanA..... * * * * *

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20 Ni cA bha bhagavaMta ! ApanI yApanIya avasthA che. Avazyaka kriyAmAM icchAmi khamAsamaNomAM jAvaNijjAe. suguru vaMdana sUtramAM jAvaNijjAe ane pachI zabda Ave che javaNijarja (yApanIya) saMyama jIvananA prAthamika varSomAM ghaNA zabdonA artha ekavAra kahe ane yAda rahI jAya ane jyAre jyAre sUtra bolAya tyAre tyAre sUtra artha pUrvaka bolAya. sUtranA artha samajAya. yAda Ave eTale sUtra bolatAM eka AnaMda urmI Ave. vi.saM. 2007 muM varSa hatuM. gujarAtanA iDara gAmamAM cAturmAsa hatuM. dIkSAnu bIju varSa vAtsalya vAridhi pU. dAdA gurudeva labdhisUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI nizrAmAM thayuM. pU. jJAna sAgara gurudeva vikrama sUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba AjIvana gurunizrA sevI teo paNa tyAM ja hatAM. pU. pAda tAraka gurudevonI sAthe AlApa - saMlApa vArtAlApa karavAnuM gajuM kyAM ? e divya Atma prabhA dUra dUrathI mANavAno prayatna karyo. pUjyazrIne vaMdana karavA jaIe. pravacanamAM jaIe. vAMcanAmAM jaIe. pravacana samajavA jevI ke, vAMcanA samajavA jevI bauddhikatA nahi paNa koNa jANe koI janma - janmanA RNAnubaMdha ke te baMne mahApuruSonI prabhA chAyAmAM anerI zAMtino anubhava thAya.

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118 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA gAMdhI vicAramAM mana gheluM baneluM 'samAja sevA ja sarvazreSTha'. A ane AvA kaMIka vicArothI gherAyelA manane zAMti prApta thAya. sahaja rIte manano boja haLavo bane. mahApuruSa pratye mana DhaLavA lAgyuM. je maLaze te ahIM ja maLaze samarpita bano. zaraNa ane caraNa svIkAro. amArI vaDIdIkSA Aso suda dasamanI. pU. gurudeve paMcamahAvratanuM svarUpa samajAvyuM. pU. dAdA gurudeve paMca mahAvrata uccAraNa samaye mahAvratanuM svarUpa samajAvyuM. sAce ja hRdayanA utsAhe mahAvrata svIkAryA. tepana varSa e vAtane thaI gayA paNa Ajeya jyAre pakSIsUtra boluM... dazavaikAlikano svAdhyAya karUM tyAre te baMne mahApuruSo mahAvratanuM svarUpa samajAvI rahyA che ane huM vaDIdIkSA laI rahI chuM. evA bhAva jAge mahAvrata uccAraNa karatAM je AtmAnubhuti ane doSa nivRtti thAya teno AnaMda alaukika che. A mahApuruSanA upakAre sUtra bolatAM arthano khyAla rAkhavo tevuM ajJAta mAnasamAM ghuMTAyeluM...... paNa. suguru vAMdaNA sUtrano jaNajyuM no artha spaSTa na thAya. yogazAstranI TIkA vAMcatA artha samajAyo. dhanya prabhu zAsana ! guru ane ziSyano vArtAlApa keTalo bhavya ! vaMdananI vidhi keTalI bhavya ? koI gapasapa nahi. idhara udharanI vAta nahi. vAda nahi. vivAda nahi... dehamAM chatAM rAgamAM nahi. virAgI ane vItarAgInI pRcchA.... vAta.... yApanIyam indriya noindriya upazamAdinA prakAreNa ...

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 119 abAdhitaM. he gurudeva ! Apane pAMca indriya che. mane paNa pAMca indriya che. ApanI pAse paNa noindriya - mana che. mArI pAse paNa mana che. paNa ApanI pAMce karmendriya jJAnendriya banI. ApanuM mana Atma sAdhanAmAM upakAraka banyu paNa mArI to indriyanI doDAdoDa ane pAchI pelA mana markaTano sAtha. eka sAMdhu tyAM tera tUTe. sparzendriya ne samajAvuM mahApuruSanA caraNa sparza karI temanI sevA suzruSA karI dhanya puNya bana, tyAM rasanendriyanI dhamAla. sevA karatAM thAkI gayo. bhUkha lAgI kSudhAne zAMta karavA beTho. peTa zAMta thAya te pahelAM to rasanendriye gAmane gajAvyuM. AvuM arasa nirasa khAvuM ! AvuM ThaMDu khAvAnuM ? zuM ame bhikhArI chIe keTalA tophAna trAhi mAm pokArI gayo. A rasanendriya to Dabala rolamAM kAma kare. nona sTopa khAvuM, nona sTopa bolavuM, pAchuM mana kahe tArI chApa khAudharAnI na paDavI joie. tArI chApa laDhavADIyAnI na paDavI joie. eTale AkhA samudAyano. AkhI duniyAno sI.Ai DI. banI jAuM. mArI DAyarImAM badhAnI ja eka janmatithi amAsa, koinIya-janmatithi punamanI nA lakhAya. divasa to khAvAmAM ane laDavAmAM pUro thAya. paNa rAtrie dArUNa vedanA atyaMta bhayaMkara lAkho karoDo bhUlonA bhaNakArA. .. mAruM mana thAkI jAya. hArI jAya. mArI pIDA huM sahI na zakuM. lAge hamaNAM ja mAthAnA be TUkaDA thai jaze. gabharAi jAuM. hamaNAM ja hemareja thai jaze. bhAgyuM.... doDuM... kyAM javuM samatAnidhi - karuNAmUrti guru caraNamAM... temano divyahAMtha mArA mastaka upara phare ane lAge

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120 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA gaMgAjaLano abhiSeka mArA zira para thaI rahyo che. mana zAMta bane. kyAreka prazAMti anubhavAya.. gurucaraNane pakaDI pharI pUchuM... bhagavaMta! mane kaho, pharamAvo mana ane pAMca Indriya dvArA Apa kema herAna thatAM nathI? Apane indriya ToLakI duHkhI karI zakatI nathI. zuM kAraNa? mArA priya ziSya! tuM zAMta bana... prazAMta bana! zAMtisAgaramAM snAna kara. tArI pAse paNa bhAvanA che. vizudhdha Atma adhyavasAya che. vItarAga banavAnI tamannA che. paNa tuM.. kema herAna-parezAnaazAMta. vItarAga vardhamAna mATe je jagatuM hatuM te tArI pAse che. vItarAga vardhamAna ane samasta tIrthakaro samasta mahApuruSo pAse je mana ane indriya che te ja tArI pAse che. - sAdhana ghaNAnI pAse hoya paNa sAdhananA upayoganI kaLA virala vyaktio pAse ja hoya che. ajanTA-ilorAmAM bhavya kalA sRSTi khaDI karanAra kalAkAra kalAnI sAmagrI devalokamAMthI lAvyA na hatA. pRthvI paranA padArthano ja temaNe upayoga karyo che. kalAkAranA hAthamAM raMga Ave ane bhavya kalAsRSTi khaDI thaI jAya. pAgalanA hAthamAM raMga Ave ane bhUta banI jAya. mana ane indriya maLavAthI mahAna banAtuM nathI paNa upazamanA prakAra vaDe tene pIDA rahita karavAnuM hoya che. mana ane indriyane upazama vaDe avyathita rAkhavuM te ja javaNijja - yApanIya gurudeva! Apa mana ane indriyone zama - prazama zAMti vaDe

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 121 pIDArahita kaSTa rahita, zAMtidAyaka banAvI zako to huM kema nA karI zakuM? mane paNa zAMtinI sAdhanA Apo. zAMti vagara huM hArI jaiza. thAkI jaiza. Apa kRpA karo... Apa yApanIya javaNirja.... ane Apano ziSya huM yApanIya nA banuM? gurudeva kyAreka prAtaH kALamAM pratikramaNa karatAM citkAra karI uThuM chuM, prabhu ! mane javaNijja banAvo. gurudeva ! tame to kevA kRpALu cho. mAro badhAmAM bhAga pADo cho. ApanI pAse vastra - pAtra - pustaka upakaraNa je Ave temAMthI badhuM mane Apo. to mananI zAMti kema na Apo? bhalA sAdhaka ! tuM khUba moTI bhUla kare che. bhautika padArthanA bhAga paDe. AdhyAtmika upalabdhi hecAtI nathI... apAtI nathI. meLavAya che. prApta karAya che. bhaktAmaranI bAramI gAthA vAraMvAra raTana kara... paThana kara... manana kara. devAdhi deva paramAtmA samakSa bhAva vibhora banI bhakti kara. tane paNa upazama prApta thaze. zAMtinA sahAre mana ane indriyo tArI Atma sAdhAnamAM sahAyaka banaze. " guruvara! o guruvara!mahatI kRpA... mahA mArga batAvyo. vItarAga bhaktimAM lIna banIza. ApanI kRpA basa mane ApanA jevo banAve... javaNijja... kaSAyanA kerathI mukta banuM e ja punaH punaH prArthanA....

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28 bhAvao dhammanihia niyacitto bhAvathI dharma pratiSThita che. jenA cittamAM......... mane khabara nahi paNa jyAre be pratikramaNa sUtranA artha AvaDatA na hatA, tyAre ya "savvasta jIvarAsisTa, bhAvao dhamma nihiJa niacitto" padanuM vAraMvAra raTaNa thayA karatuM. divasamAM lagabhaga anekavAra besatA - uThatA A be padanuM punaH punaH smaraNa raTaNa thatuM. savvasta jIvarAsisTa ane manathI jagata sAthe micchAmi dukkaDam karatI...... amArA gurukuLanI paraMparAmAM roja sAMbhaLavA maLatuM gaNadhara bhagavaMte guMthela sUtra - artha na samajAya to paNa Atma kalyANakAraka che. sUtra zAMtithI bolo - bhAvathI bolo - AdarathI bolo - vidhi ane mudrA jALavIne bolo. sUtra pratyenI prIti - bhakti aMtaramAMthI arthanuM udghATana karaze. pUjyoe artha samajAvyA - bAhyavRtti DhIlI paDI. aMtaranI vRtti jAgRta banavA lAgI - pratikramaNa sUtranuM ciMtana pyAruM lAgavA mAMDyuM. vi.saM. 2024 nA madrAsanA cAturmAsa bAda kesa2vADImAM upadhAna pU. gurudevanI AjJAthI pAMca - sAta mumukSu sAthe svAmI rIkhavadAsajI ane huM paMcasUtranA arthanuM ciMtana karatA hatA. sUtra vicAraNAnI vAto nIkaLatAM sUtra ekanuM eka sUtra kyAM sudhI bolyA karavuM. sUtra citramaya rUpe mAnasa cakSu samakSa khaDuM na thAya tyAM sudhI sUtra

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 123 bolyA karavuM. bhAvonI duniyA vizALa banI gaI tema hRdayamAM bhaktinI saravANI phUTatI gaI. pU.pA.gurudevanA zrImukhe bhaktAmara stotra zravaNa karatAM lAgyuM. bhaktinI bhAgIrathI ahIM che. jema jema bhaktAmara zravaNa karazo, alaukikatA prApta thaze. bhaktAmaramAM bhAvoe laganI lagADI. pramAdI AtmA kyAreka bhaktinI bhAgIrathI choDI kaSAyanA kIcaDamAM DubI jAya. paNa Ayariya uvajajhAya bolatAM ekadama jAgRta thaI javAya. AtmA! tuM taiyAra thA, kaTibaddha thA, tArA manomaMdirane nirmaLa banAva. tuM koNa? ane kSamA koNa karI zake? mane mastI zaru karI dIdhI. huM je chuM te ja tuM... vadhAre karyuM prabhu tame je cho te huM soDAM soDahaM jApa khUba karyo che. paNa "bhAvao dhamma nihia niyacitto" pade AtmAne ahelaka jagADI ... koI maMtra sidhdha - koI taMtra sidhdha koI yoga siddha - koI pATha siddha. zuM tAre kSamA siddha banavuM chuM? A badhI sAdhanA sahelI che. AsAna che. sukara che paNa kaThIna che kSamAnI siddhi - micchAmi dukkaDam - micchAmi dukkaDam zabda bolatAM vAra nahi lAge - paNa prANImAtrane kSamA ApavAme yogya koNa? koIpaNa kAryanA prAraMbha pahelAM te kAryanI yogyatA lAyakAta keLavavI khUba jarUrI che. jIva mAtrane kSamApanA karavI khUba durAdhya che. duHsAdhya che. jIvamAtrano mitra banyA vagara samasta jIva sAthe kSamApanA kyAMthI thAya? samasta jIvonI kSamApanA mATe cittazuddhi atyaMta Avazyaka che. cittamAM sthApanA karavI jarUrI che. pratiSThA karavI jarUrI che. dharmanI . cittamAM pratiSThA thAya tyAre sau sAthe kSamApanA thAya. daza prakAranA yatidharmamAM sau prathama kSamA dharma; nava dharmane kahe che; amane AmaMtraNa

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------- 124 | zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra cittatikA nahIM Apo. amane bolAvazo nahi. to paNa ame AvIzuM. kSamAnA ame anucara chIe. anugAmI chIe. kSamAdharmane nimaMtraNa Apo. ame to tenI pAchaLa vagara AmaMtraNe doDyA doDyA AvIzuM. kSamAM dharmanI pratiSThA cittamaMdiramAM prathama thAya. pachI sarva jIvo sAthe kSamApanA thAya. kSamApanA keTalo moTo dharma. kSamAnI keTalI apUrva tAkAta - samyakatva TakAvI rAkhe. A kSamApanA dharmanI siddhi mATe hRdayamAM kSamAne birAjita karavAnI... hajI AgaLa eka zabda Ayariya uvajhAya sUtramAM che. bhAvao dhamma nihi. niyacitto" kSamA dharmano satkAra dravyathI koI kAraNathI nahi - garajathI nahi - lAlacathI nahi - kSamAdharmano svIkAra bhAvathI karavAno. bhalA sAdhaka ! dharmakSamAne potAno svabhAva banAvI devAno tArI prakRti kSamAnI banAvI devAnI. jaMgatamAM koI paNa prasaMga Ave vicalita nahi banavAnuM. bhAvathI kSamA bhAvamAM sthira rahevAnuM. ApaNA hAtha - paga - AMkha - zarIramAM takalIpha thAya, paNa ApaNA hRdayamAM birAjita mahAdavA kSamAnuM Asana jarA paNa calita na thavuM joIe. jagatanA jeTalAya AsurIbaLo tAmasa baLo hoya te badhA eka banIne Ave to paNa kahevAnuM tame. pApI nathI. gunegAra nathI. aparAdhI nathI. tame jIva cho - AtmA cho - eka divasa tame ziva banavAnA cho - eka divasa paramAtmA banAvAnA cho, o mahAnubhAvo! padhAro..... padhAro..... tamAruM aMtaranA adakerA bhAvathI svAgata... tame Aje mahoruM alaga lagADyuM che. paNa puNyAtmA huM tamane oLakhuM chuM. Aje paNa tame dravya siMddhanA AtmA cho. Apane khabara nathI. huM to nAma - sthApanA - dravya - bhAvanA bhede sarvakSetre sarvakALanA siddhAtmAnI pUjA karuM chuM, Apa sau namanIya

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 125 - vaMdanIya - pUjanIya. AbhAva sthira rahe to kSamA karavA yogya mAro AtmA banne anyathA gaNadhara bhagavaMtanA sUtro sAthe melI ramata ramanAra duSTAtmA. ati uttama che... sarvazreSTha che... sarvottama che ... jinezvara bhASita sUtro - punaH punaH raTaNa cAle che. "bhAvao dhamma nihi niyacitto" A jagatanA cogAnamAM besI AkhI duniyAne pramANapatra ApyA che. yogyatA ane ayogyatAno mApadaMDa mArA hAthamAM hoya ane mArAmAM ja hoya tema. vItarAga sarvajJa bhagavaMto paNa pharamAve gusso kare aDhAra pApasthAnaka Acare to narake javuM paDe. mArA adhama AtmAe to keTalA sAthe halako vyavahAra karyo. tuM narakagatimAM jaIza tiryaMca gatimAM jaiza - A badhA azubha adhyavasAya sAme "bhAvao dhamma nihia niyacitto" pada lAlabattI dhare che. phuMka jA... niyacitto khudanA hRdayamAM bhAvathI kSamAdharmanI sthApanA karI. have kSamApanA karavA jAva, jIvamAtra sAthe tuM kSamApanA karI zakIza., saphaLa kSamAsAdhaka banIza, tAre have koI sAdhanA, nahi karavI paDe. sarvasiddhi tArI anucarI banaze. guruvara ! ApanA caraNa ane zaraNamAM Avyo chuM. siddhi prasiddhi nathI joItI. mAre joIe mArA hradayamAM bhAvathI dharma pratiSThA. Apa mArA pratiSThAcArya gurudeva ! mane eka javAba ApavA kRpA karo. mArA mano maMdiramAM kSamA dharmanI pratiSThAno zubha dina zubha ghaDI muhUrta kyAre Avaze ? pha2mAvo... huM utsuka chuM. utsAha mAro.... AzIrvAda ApanA......

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jesiM suya sAyare bharI jeonI zrutasAgaramAM bhakti che. vizvamAM pratyeka prANI kaMIne kaMI ArAdhanA kare che. koI bhojananA bhakta hoya to, koI bhajananA bhakta hoya, koI ajJAnanA bhakta hoya to, koI jJAnanA bhakta hoya. koI khudanA bhakta hoya to koI paramAtmAnA bhakta hoya. vyakti mAtra bhakti kare che. paNa ajJAnanI bhakti kare che. ke jJAnanI bhakti kare che. ajJAna aMdhakAra che - jJAna prakAza che. ajJAna timira che - jJAna sUrya che. ajJAna rAtri che - jJAna divasa che. ajJAna amAsa che - jJAna pUrNimA che. jJAnano prakAza svane tAreka che - parane tArake che vizvane tAraka che. pAkSika pratikramaNamAM paphakhIsUtra bAda bolAtI stutinuM pada che. jesi suya sAyare bhaktI' svara suMdara, madhura hoya to saMgItanA mAsTara banI zake. vANI mIThI hoya to aneka mitra karI zake, to jene zruta sAgaramAM bhakti hoya te to paramAtmAno paramacAhaka banI jAya. zrutasAgara eTale anaMta jJAna. anaMta jJAna prApti mATe lagana cAhanA - mastI - bhakti - bhaktinuM tattva bhautikatAthI khUba alaga che. jagata bhUlAya ane

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 127 jAtanuM vismaraNa ane kSaNe kSaNe jagataguru sAthe dostI thAya jinezvaranuM smaraNa thAya tyAre bhakti, bhaktimAM vyakti gauNa bane che ane guNanI upAsanA sarvazreSTha baneM che. -- - zrutasAgaramAM bhakti eTale anaMtajJAna prApti mATe avirata puruSArtha - satata puruSArtha - samayanI maryAdA nahIM, dina rAtanI gaNatrI nahi, koI spardhA nahi, koI harIphAI nahi, koInI sAthe tulanA nahi; koInI sAthe sarakhAmaNI nahi. eka ja AMtarika bhAva mAre anaMta jJAnanI prApti karavI che. anaMtajJAnanA prakAzamAM mAre mArA AtmAnA darzana karavA che. paramAtmAnA darzana karavA che. vizvane paramAtma paMthanuM patha darzana karavuM che. jJAnanI jhaMkhanA - cAhanAmAM eka evI mastI hoya che. bhautikapadArtha ane bhautika manovRtti chUTI jAya che. tyAga svAbhAvika thai jAya che. tyAganI tapanI parISahanI koi pIDA nathI hotI. hasatAM hasatAM kahe keLA khAvAM hoya tochAla choDavI paDe. keLAnI chAla choDIe to ja keLAno rasAsvAda prApta karI zakIe. ` jJAnanI prApti mATe tucchane choDavAnuM che. amUlyane prApta karavAnuM che. stutipaMkti paNa khUba suMdara che. udbodhaka che. ciMtana preraka che. samasta zrutasAgaramAM bhakti kahI che. ekAda graMtha ke ekAda AgamamAMja nahi...... AkAza jema anaMta tema jJAna sAgara paNa anaMta - anaMtane prakAzaka zrutasAgara - zrutasAgaranI mastI kinArethI mANI nA zakAya.

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- - - - - 128 | zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA e to ekAda taraMganI hoya zItaLatAno anubhava karAvI cAlI jAya. zrutasAgaramAM marajIvA banI DubakI mAre ene zrutasAgaramAMthI ratno maLe. bAkI sAgaranA kAMThe besI sAgaranI havA khAvI che tene to chIpalAja maLe. ekAda graMtha ke ekAda viSayamAM niSNAta banI e to pAMcaso hajAra zlokanA artha samajAya thoDuM ghaNuM jJAna prApta thAya. AkAzano aMta nahi. jJAnano aMta nahi. jJAnanI mastI ane jJAnanI bhakti hatI upAdhyAya yazovijayamahArAjAnA guruvara nayavijayamAM. eka jJAna sAdhaka hatA. eka jJAna ArAdhaka hatA, ziSyanI jJAna prApti mATe guNIyala gurue gujarAtanA sImADA choDyA. bhayaMkara jaMgala ane ghATI bhedatA kAzI padhAryA. vArANasI nagarIne alaMkRta karI. sArasvatonI puNya bhUmi-tIrthakaronI janmabhUmi-puNya saritA bhAgIrathI gaMgAnA pavitra jaLa - ziSya e zrutasAgaranI bhaktithI samAdhimaya banI ai maMtranI upAsanA zaru karI - bhASya jApa - upAMzujApa mAMthI mAnasajApamAM pravezyA - lAkhonI gaNatrI oLaMgAI gaI karoDonI saMkhyAmAM jApa cAlI rahyA che. mAtA sarasvatI prasanna thayA. jJAna prAptinA varadAna ApI dIdhA paNa ... mane nahi.... tamane nahi. anya koIne nahi... phakta yazovijaya upAdhyAya mahArAja sAhebane, paNa mahopAdhyAya yazovijayajI mahArAja kahe che. zruta sAgara mArI monopolI nathI, mArA tAraka guruvaranI monopolI nathI. are gaNadhara - tIrthakaronI monopolI nathI zrutasAgara saunA mATe

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 129 khullo che. anaMtanI ArAdhanA upara koInA lebala lAgatAM nathI. jJAna to je ArAdhe tenuM. saMpatti vArasAmAM ApI zakAya che. sadguNa vArasAmAM apAtA nathI; prApta karAya che. tema jJAna vArasAmAM apAtuM nathI, meLavAya che. jemanI zrutasAgaramAM bhakti che; temanA anaMta anaMta jJAnAvaraNIya karmakSayamAM zrutadevatA sahAyaka thAya che; arthAt jJAna prAptinI vacce AvatAM vighno; aMtarAyonuM zrutadevatA nivAraNa kare che. navAMgI TIkAkAra abhayadeva sU. mahArAje nava Agama sUtra para vRtti racI, paNa prerikA bhagavatI padmAvatI mAtA - sahAyikA - bhagavatI padmAvatI mAtA zAsanadeva devI jJAna ArAdhanAnA vighna dUra kare - aMtarAya dUra kare - sahAya kare paNa jenA hRdayamAM zrutasAgara pratye bhakti hoya tenA. jaina zAsana kahe che sva puruSArtha vagara zudhdhi nahi, siddhi nahi anaMtajJAnano prakAza nahi. tame AtmaguNa mATe puruSArtha karo, sahAyaka aneka ucca baLo tamane Teko Apaze, madada karaze. tamArI siddhinA rakhevALA ka2ze. jaina itihAsamAM aneka mahAtmA prasiddha che; jemane devatattva e madada karI che. prabhAvanAmAM pUraka banyA che. paNa ArAdhaka - sAdhaka mahAtmAne. khudanI ArAdhanAno dIpa jalavaMta karo. aneka sahAyaka AtmA tamArA dIpakamAM ghI pUraze. ekavAra AtmajJAnano dIpaka prajvalita karo hajAro nahi lAkho puNyAtmAM tamArI ArAdhanAnA abhinaMdana ka2vA

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130 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA utsuka che. jJAna prApti mATe kRta saMkalpa bano. kevaLajJAnanI jhaMkhanA jAgRta karo. guruvara ! o mArA guruvara ! Ape mAro bhrama bhAMgyo. bhamraNAnA jaMgalamAMthI bahAra kADhyo. mane hatuM; dharmadhvaja rajoharaNa Ape ApyuM; mahAvrata Ape ApyA. anaMtajJAna paNa Apa ja Apazo. paNa Ape mane patha cIMdhyo. Apa mArA mArgadarzaka guruvara cho. Apa mane paMtha cIMdhajo. ApanA cIMdhelA mArge cAlu ane zrutasAgaranI bhakti dvArA kevaLajJAnI branuM - saMpUrNa jJAnI banuM. mArA jJAnAvaraNIya karma - ghAti karma vilIna thAya e ja Apa caraNe nata mastake aMjalipUrvaka prArthanA... = ghasAi javAthI jIvatamAM camaka Avaze, kaTAi javAthI zarIrato nAza ja thaze.... sAcAmAM sAcI ane sArAmAM sArI salAha ApaNane ApaNo liMka ja Ape che..... 0 napharata sayama tathI paNa samajaNa saMyama che... 1

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30 zivaM sadA sarva sAdhUnAm sarva sAdhuone haMmezA zivaM (Apo) svArtha mATe mAMgaNI karanAra ghaNA; paNa paramArtha mATe mAMgaNI karanAra bahu ochA. svakAje prArthanA e prAkRta puruSano krama che. sarvakAje prArthanA e mahAjanono krama che. sAdhukAje prArthanA e uttamapuruSano krama che. uttama puruSa kyAreya kyAMya koI paNa cIja potAnA mATe mAMgatA nathI - cAhatA nathI. icchatA nathI - vizvakAje vizvamaMgala icchatA sAdhu mahAtmA mATe prArthanA kare che. "zivaM sadA sarva sAdhUnAma" A pada bolatAM dila varNanAtIta AnaMda anubhave che. - prabhu ! vItarAga tAruM zAsana maLyuM to sAdhunA zivanI haMmezA zubha bhAvanA saha Avazyaka kriyA maLI. prabhu, vItarAga tame na maLyA hota to paramArthanI bhAvanA jAgRta kyAMthI thAta? sAdhu eTale sIdhA - sAdA, nahi dekhAva - nahi ADaMbara nahi jagatane khuza karavAnI bhAvanA, nahi jagatane duHkhI karavAnI bhAvanA, sAdhu jIva mAtra pratye karUNAnA mahAsAgara, kadAca samudranA jaLanuM parimANa thAya paNa sAdhunA hRdayanI karuNAnuM parimANa na thaI

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132 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA zake, sAdhu vizvakAje - vizvanA maMgala mATe jIvanAra - jhajhumanAra. mathanAra. sAdhunuM jJAna Atma darzana mATe, paramAtma darzana mATe, vizva darzana mATe. sAdhu vAda na kare. sAdhu vivAda na kare. sAdhu vitaMDAvAda na kare, sAdhunA haiyAmAM vizvanA maMgala - kalyANanI bhAvanA che. eTale sAdhu AgamarUpa ArIsAmAM AvI darzana kare che. AtmadarzanamAM kaSAya - pramAda -duSTabhAvanA kyAMya kurupatA pedA karatI nathI. svAdhyAya ane saMyamamAM sAdhu rata rahe che. vAcanA - pRcchanA parAvartanA - anuprekSA dharmakathA A pAMca prakAranA svAdhyAya dvArA khudanA AtmAnuM nirIkSaNa kare che. saMyama dvArA AtmAnA durguNone dUra kare che. saMyama saMvara ane nirjarAtmaka che. saMyama saMvara dvArA durguNanI cokI thAya che. Atma maMdiramAM durguNa praveza karI zakatA nathI. saMyama nirjarA dvArA prAcIna durguNa dUra rahe che. svAdhyAyamAM masta sAdhunI pratidina mulAkAta gaNadhara - guru bhagavaMta, sudharmA svAmI sAthe thAya che. umAsvAtI - haribhadrasUrijI ma.sA. hemacaMdrAcAryajI yazovijayajI upAdhyAya sAthe AtmIyatAthI vArtAlApa thAya che. svAdhyAya AtmanirIkSaNamAM to madada kare che. sAthe paramAtma pada prAptinA aneka mArga darzAve che. vizva kalyANanI maMgala bhAvanA sAthe vizva kalyANanA upAya darzAve che. mahAtmA ! gurudeva ! kyAreka mane paNa mana thAya che. svAdhyAyanA mArgamAM sthira thauM. paNa mana eka ja doTa mUke che. eka kalAkamAM 1000 svAdhyAya karuM ke 1pa00 jyAre 2000 gAthAno svAdhyAya thAya che tyAre mana khUba khuza thAya che. eka vAra to eka

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nI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 133 divasamAM 10,000 gAthAno svAdhyAya karyo. alaga alaga pATha karyo paNa manane saMtoSa na thayo. manane lAgyuM mahApuruSanI uDatI mulAkAta lIdhI. mana kholIne vAta na karI. svAdhyAya dvArA prabhu mAre Atma saMvedana karavuM che. Atma nivedana karavuM che. mArI AMtarika paristhiti zI che te vAta spaSTa karavI che. o guruvara ! Apa kRpAe sUtra svAdhyAya thAya che. paNa artha svAdhyAya karI zakuM tevA AzIrvAda Apo. ApanA AzIrvAda mane pAMca prakAranA svAdhyAyamAM sthira ka2ze. svAdhyAya dvArA ja dhyAnanI bhUmikA prApta thaze. prabhu huM samaju chuM; dhyAna agni vagara anaMta anaMta karmanI hoLI saLagAvavAnI nathI. dhyAna agnithI karmo jale che. prajavale che. bhasmIbhUta thAya che. dhyAna dvArA ja paramAtma dazAnI prApti thAya che. pAkSika pratikramaNamAM upAsako bhuvanadevIne prArthanA kare che, he bhuvana devI, tame sarvadA sAdhuone zivamAM sahAya karo. sAdhuone upadrava rahita karo, sAdhuone upasarga rahita karo, koIpaNa upasarga upadrava roga koIne paNa khudanA karmanA udaye AvavAnA che paNa tamAruM, sAMnidhya tamArI hAjarI tamArI sahAya sAdhune samAdhimAM sahAyaka thAya che. bhagavatI sUtramAM varNana Ave che. sanata kumAra indra bharata kSetramAM vicarI rahela sAdhunA jJAna darzana - caritramAM sahAyaka thAya che. he bhuvana devI ! sarva sAdhuone nirupadrava karo, amAruM kArya to tamane smRti karAvavAnuM che. tame jAgRta cho. avadhijJAnanA upayogavALA cho. sAdhu bhakta cho, dara paMdara divase yAda karAvIzuM. vyavahArathI kahevAya yAda karAvIzuM. paNa bhAvonI bhASAmAM kahevAya tame sAdhuone ziva maMgaLamAM sahAyaka thAva cho. darzana

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134 ciMtatikA zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra sAdharmika ame tamArI anumodanA karIe chIe tamArAmAM rahela vaiyAvaccanA bhAvanI... zAMti karavAnI bhAvanA' ane samAdhimAM sahAyaka thavAnA uttama guNanI stuti karIe chIe upabRhaNA karIe chIe. tamArAmAM samasta devalokamAM rahela samasta devomAM A zubhabhAva jAgyo zraddhAnA baLe - samyaktvanA baLe tethI A stuti devanI smRti mAtra nathI. devabhavamAM rahela samyaktva guNa nI anumodanAnI che. jina zAsananI keTalI vizALatA che ! mithyAtvane paNa paheluM guNasthAnaka kahyuM ane samajAvyuM. tyAM paNa je AtmA samyaktvAbhimukha rahela che teonI gaNanA karavI. prabhu tAruM zAsana eTale kyAMya paNa rahela guNone zodhavo . guNonI zodha karavI. pAkSika pratikramaNa jevI dharmavidhimAM smRti zAsanadevanI... zAsana devane yAda... paNa icchA cAhanA, jhaMkhanA eka ja "zivaM sadA sarva sAdhUnAm" mArA tArA, mAro gaccha tAro gaccha, mAro saMpradAya tAro saMpradAya A badhI sAMkaDIgalInI vAta nahi. vizALa bhAvanA sarva sAdhunA zivanI bhAvanA. guruvara ! prabhAva tamAro; bhAva mAro eka ja bhAvanA "zi sadA sarva sAdhUnAm " sAdhujananA maMgalathI vizvanuM maMgala - vizvamaMgala e ja jaina zAsanano maMgala dhvani. guruvara ! huM ziva bhAvanA yukta banuM e ja AziSa Apo - zivacAhaka - ziva Azaka banuM e ja prArthanA.

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purANArarilA akhaMDa AcAra ane cAritravALA prAtaH kALano maMgaLa samaya - prathama kara darzana - hatheLI dvArA covIza tIrthaMkara prabhu tathA siddhanA darzana - devadarzana bAda sAdhu darzana - aThThAikvesu no pATha bolatAM aDhIdvIpa samudramAM vicarI rahelA samasta sAdhu - sAdhvI ma. ne vaMdanA sAdhu vyakti - pUjanIya - vaMdanIya bane che saddaguNa ane sadAcAra dvArA. A sUtramAM aneka bAhya ane AMtarika sadguNa ane sadAcAranA nirupaNa bAda eka suMdara anupama anokhuM pada che. mArA mana mastiSka para haMmezA A pada guMjatuM rahyuM che. gurujano dvArA upadezathI samajAvavAmAM AvyuM che. | mAnavanA mana, vacana ane zarIre kyAMka to kaMIka navAjunI kare ja che. mana sahakAra Ape tyAre tanano sahakAra na hoya - tana sahakAra Ape tyAre vANI sahakArI na hoya. duniyAnI ghaNI sahakArI beMka cAle paNa mana vacana kAyAnI sahakArI beMka barAbara cAlavI e paNa khUba moTI sAdhanA ane guru kRpAne AbhArI che. puNyathI pravacana labdhi maLaze. puNyathI ziSya labdhi maLaze. puNyathI yazaH kIrti nAma maLaze. paNa akhUyAyAra carittA mATe sadbhuta sAdhanAnI jarUra paDaze.

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136 | zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA - sAdhu jIvananA lAkho karoDo AcAra ane cAritra viSayaka vidhi niyamo, Adeza upadezanuM eka ja padamAM ahIM nirupaNa thayuM che. "akhUyAyAra carittA" ' khaMDa khaMDa sAdhanA ghaNIvAra thaI paNa akhaMDa AcAra ane cAritra khUba kaThIna che. dhanya che prabhuzAsana ! vItarAganuM zAsana kahe che. akhaMDa AcAranA pAlana vagara cAritra-AtmasvabhAva na pragaTebhAva pariNati pedA na thAya. - AcAra mATe paMcAcAranuM jJAna jarUrI ... paMcAcAra pratye bahumAna jarUrI ... sAdhu jIvanamAM pharavuM - besavuM - uThavuM - suvuM - khAvuM - bolavuM tenA lAkho vidhi- niSedhane amArA zayaMbhavasUri ma. eka jagAthAmAM batAvyA che. jIvaMta vyakti gamana - AgamananI kriyA karaze. besavA - uThavAnI kriyA karaze. zarIranA saMrakSaNa mATe bhojana karaze bhojana kriyA ja evI che te bhASaNamAM pravRtta kare che. keTalA majAnA madhurA zabdomAM pharamAvyuM. "jaya care jaya ciTTe jaya mAse jaya sae jaya bhuMjato bhAsaMto pAva karmo na baMdhaI" tuM pharavAnI, suvAnI, besavAnI, uThavAnI, khAvAnI, bolavAnI, eka suMdara paddhati zIkhI jA. badhuM karavA chatAM tane kyAMya pApa karmanabaMdhAya. paNa nirjarA thAya. jayaNAne tArI sahacarI banAvI de. sAdhuthI jayaNA vagara na jIvAya - sAdhunI pratyeka vRtti upayogI, sAdhu nirarthaka koIpaNa pravRtti nA kare. sAdhu hitakara pravRtti kare - ahitakara pravRtti kyAre paNa na kare. sAdhunA hRdayamAM hita ane

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa 137 ciMtatikA sUtra maMgalanI bhAvanA bhojana ane bhajanamAM samAna hoya. sAdhunuM bhojana paNa dharmalAbha mATe ane bhajana paNa dharmalAbha mATe huM paramAtmAno sAdhu - mArI vANImAM irSyA ahaM tucchakAra vRtti nA hoya. vyaktine bhASA maLI che. tyArathI vyaktie bhASAno eka bhayaMkara aparAdha karyo che. bhASA - vANI dvArA svanI prazaMsAnuM khUba moTuM saMgIta relAvyuM che. - sAdhunI vAta hoya ke vyAkhyAna hoya. sAdhunuM lekhana hoya ke lekhamALA hoya paNa sadA sAdhu jAgRta rahe jayaM bhAsaMto sAdhunI bhASAmAM bhAva karuNAnuM saMgIta hoya, mIThAza hoya, prema hoya, jIvamAtranA kalyANanI jhaMkhanA hoya, utAvaLa ane Avega nA hoya - sAdhunI vANI jinazAsananI rakSaka hoya. prabhAvaka hoya, paNa kyAMya koI pratye abhAva. tiraskAra pedA na kare. sAdhu eTale sAvadhAna. sAdhu eTale jAgrata sAdhunuM dhyeya lakSya akhaMDa AcAra ane cAritra mATe - AcAra ja svabhAva keLave che. Adata mANasane vivaza banAve che. indriyanI gulAmIne Adata kahevAya. indriyanI kAbuyukta pravRttine AcAra kahevAya. akhaMDa AcAra ane cAritra khUbaja mahattvanA ane urdhvagAmI sAdhanA che. AcAra pAlanamAM tanano sahakAra jarUrI paNa tana kahe huM mArA mana mitrane kyAre paNa nArAja nA karuM - haMmezA tana manane anusare

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138 * zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatika che. vANI kahe che. ApaNe to tana mananA pUraka chIe tana ane mananI vacce huM cAluM chuM. mAre kazuM nA joie. tana ane mananA manoratha pUrNa karavA satata prayatnazIla rahuM paNa zAstrIya rIte vicArIe to akhaMDa AcAra ane cAritranA pAlanamAM mohanIya karma to dUra haTavuM joie. paNa jJAnAvaraNIya karmano kSaya - kSayopazama na thAya to samaja kyAMthI pedA thAya. samaja-jJAna vagara AcAra Ave kyAMthI? jJAnAvaraNIya karma haTe eTale darzanAvaraNIya karma haTe, paNa cakSu acakSu darzanAvaraNIya karmano suMdara kSayopazaya thAya to ja indriyano ArAdhanamAM sahakAra - sAtha maLe. Indriyano AcAra pAlanamAM sahakAra maLyo. tyAM vedanIyakarma e baLavo pokAryo. roga - asAdhya roga - asahya bhayaMkara roga suMdara indriya paNa tadana cupacApa niSkrIya banI gaI. AcArapAlana mATe zAtA vedanIya karmano sahakAra paNa jarUrI. tyAM to aMtarAya karma e bombIMga karyuM. ubhA raho. mAruM zArirIka baLa nathI. mArAmAM ArAdhanA mATe utsAha pragaTato nathI. pachI to divALI hoya ke hoLI hoya, roja marasIyA, roja maraNa noMdha. ' akhuyAyAracarittA mATe mukhyatvecAra ghAtikarmano kSayopazama ane zAtAvedanIya karmano sahakAra jarUrI paNa AyuSya karma kahe che. dIrdhAyu cho to tame ArAdhanA karI zakazo tyAM ucca gotra karma kahe che. mArI paNa noMdha lejo. sAdhaka kahe che. huM karmAdhIna chuM. tamAre badhI jaMjIra choDavI che. paNa tamArI rAjaramata samajI gayo chuM. karmane haTAvavA kayA karmano sahakAra levAno. mArA guru zrIkRSNa jevA niSNAta che. abhimanyune aDhAra koThA cakrabUhanA samajAvatA hatA. mArA gurue

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139 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA -- mane karmanA anaMta - anaMta cakravyUha samajAvyA che. o karma ! tame pudgala cho - tame jaDa cho paNa mArA akhaMDa AcAra cAritra pAlanamAM tamAro upayoga karIza vastra pAtrane upakaraNa banAvavAnI kaLA mArA gurue zIkhavI. tema tamArA upayoganI kaLA zIkhI jaIza. o guruvara ! prAtaH kALamAM natamastake AcAra - cAritra pAlana karanArA anaMta - anaMta mahAtmAno - mArA zira para pavitra hasta sthApita karavA prArthanA karIza. "Apa zaktipAtanA siddha sAdhaka Apa akhaMDa AcAra - cAritranI zaktipAtanI zaktinA svAmI cho. kRpA karo - akhaMDa AcAra cAritrapAlananI zakti mArAmAM Ave. bhalo bhUMDo paNa ziSya Apano.'. svIkAro...... ziSyanI zaraNAgati..... akhkhuMyAyAra carittA bolIe chIe paNa akhkhayAyAra carittA pATha zuddha che. jaita sAdhunuM jIvata niyamonuM jIvaMta saMgIta che... saMyama AnaMdato pAtALo kUvo che, saMpatti khAbociyAnuM pANI che..

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jayadevi ! vijayasva 32 he jayAdevI ! tuM vijaya pAma mahA puruSanI vANI keTalI maMgala kalyANa ane bhAvotpAdaka hoya che. mahApuruSanA pavitra hadayane jANavA - samajavAnA be ja rastA che. (eka) teozrInA sAMnidhyamAM raho, bIjo rasto teonA graMthonuM ciMtana manana karo. koIpaNa mahApuruSanuM AyuSya maryAdita hoya che paNa teoe racita graMtho kAlaMjayI hoya che. mahApuruSanuM sAkSAt sAMnidhya prApta karavA teonI vidyamAna avasthAmAM ApaNo paNa janma hovo jarUrI che. zuM karuM ? puNya ochuM paDyuM bhAgyae sahakAra na Apyo., paNa A vItarAganuM zAsana maLyuM pachI tenuM duHkha lAgatuM nathI. vartamAnamAM je maLyuM che tene sArthaka karavAnI kaLA Apajo. paramAtmA mahAvIra svAmInI 19 mI pATe mahAna maMtra siddha pU. AcAryadeva mAnadeva sU.ma.sA. thayA. mAnadeva sU. ma. vIraprabhunI sAtamI sadImAM thayA. sAkSAt sAMnidhya to kalpanAno viSaya paNa rahyo nathI. paNa teonuM bhAva sAMnidhya teonI mahAna racanA laghuzAMtinA pATha ciMtana mananathI thaI zake che.

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA ------ 141 o vAtsalya-sAgara gurudeva ! Apa keTalA saraLa keTalA vAtsalyanA bhaMDAra zAkaMbharInA zrAvako ApanI pAse upadrava nivAraNa mATe vinaMti laI AvyA turaMta ja zIghra sakala saMghanA maMgala mATe laghuzAMtinI racanA karI ApI. Apa maMtra siddha to kharA. .. paNa Apa vAtsalya siddha mahAtmA ! nahi pharIvAra Avajo. hamaNAM nahi. Aje nahi kAle, kAle nahi pa2ma divase. o prabhu jevA guru ! mArA to keTalA nakharA.... jJAna ochuM ne abhimAna ghaNuM, kAma kazuM nahi ane dekhAva duniyAbharano... prabhAva jarAya nahi pracAra pAra vagarano - vAtsalya jarA ya nahi ane dekhAva karuNA sAgarano... zAstrajJAna nahi ane vAto to moTI moTI zAstranI. mAnadevasUri ma. mArI upara kRpA karo. mArI kaThoratA haTAvo mane komaLa banAvo - mArI mamatA haTAvo nirvyAja vAtsalyanuM dAna karatA zIkhavo. huM paNa sneha prema vAtsalyanA DhoMga karuM chuM. paNa mAro sneha - prema vAtsalya sImita che. mArA tArAmAM vaheMcAyela che. kharaDAyela che. koI ajANyA koI duHkhI koI pIDitane joI dravI uThuM. koInA du:khe haiyuM snehathI bhInuM banI jAya. jyAM AzvAsananI jarUra che. tyAM hRdayanuM sAcuM AzvAsana ApuM. paNa tattvajJAnanI phIlosophI nA saMbhaLAvuM. jyAM sAtha sahakAra madadanI jarUra che tyAM pApa puNyanI kathA karavA nA besuM. prabhu ! Apa to maMtrasiddha mahAtmA. ApanA mukhamAMthI je zabda nIkaLyo te ja maMtra banI gayo. Apa jevA mahAna zaktinA svAmI pAse natamastake vinaMti - mArA hRdayamAM koI vyakti pratye

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142 * zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA dhikkAra - tiraskAra apamAnanI bhAvanA pedA na thAya. paricayamAM Avela koI paNa AtmA jinazAsananA caraNa ane zaraNamAM rahe - devaguruno anuyAyI rahe basa thoDI kRpA karajo. o guruvara! laghuzAMtinuM eka nAnu pada punaH punaH smaraNamAM Ave che. "jayadevi ! vijayasva". - jaya vayarAya... jayau pAsu... jaina jayati zAsanam paNa eka zAsana devIne "vijayasva" jema jema vicAra karuM tema tema o vAtsalyanA himAlaya guruvara ! ApanA caraNano bhavobhavano sevaka banI jAuM chuM. Apa to chaThThA sAtamA guNasthAnake birAjamAna cho. "tisthara samo Ayariyo" ane jayAdevIne AzIrvAda Apo cho. "vijayasva" zuM kahuM? mArA hRdayano AnaMda varNanAtIta che. zabdAtIta che. kyAreka to manamAM thaI jAya che. ApanA sAMnidhyamAM ApanA divya caraNa kamalamAM zira jhukAvyuM che. mane paNa AzIrvAda maLI jAya. "vijayasva.", o prabhu! guru ! Apa to mArA tArAthI so koza dUra cho. caraNa ane zaraNamAM AvanArane tAravAmAM asidhArA vrata yukta cho. ApanA zabdo jayadevi vijayasvanI kyAreka to mALA gaNuM chuM. sAdhu sAdhvI -- to ApanA vAtsalyanA adhikArI paNa cothA guNasthAnake rahela deva - devI paNa ApanA vAtsalyanAM adhikArI kyAreka Apa pharamAvo cho.bhavatu namaste bhagavati bhagavatI Apane namaskAra kare ke Apa bhagavatIne kaho bhagavati ! namaste - sAce

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- 143 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA Apano svabhAva namratAyukta che. vartamAnamAM keTalAka mahApuruSone nihALyA che. vaMdana karIe to hAtha joDe - sAmenuM pAtra namavA yogya che ke nahi paNa teono svabhAva namanIya che. mAnadeva sUri ma. jayadevi ! vijayasva kahI Ape samasta vizvamAM rahela samyagadaSTi jIvone AzIrvAda ApyA che vijayasva. amArI mAnasika paristhiti evI che ame amAro ja vicAra karIe. koikavAra vaLI vaDIlanA maMgalanI bhAvanA thAya paNa nAnA anuyAyI varga mATe vijayanI bhAvanA sAcuM kahuM amAruM uttaradAyitva khabara nathI. vicAra zakti zUnya banI che. svArtha sAdhanAmAM tanmaya guru paraMparAthI sAMbhaLyuM che. jeyA ane vijayAdevI ApanI caraNa kamalanI upAsikA hatI. sadA ApanI AjJA zirasAvaMdya karatI hatI te devIne "vijayasva" mArA to magajanI bahAranI vastu che. kevA kRpAnidhi ! sAce Apane A vijayasva zabda jayAdevI mATe simIti nathI. koI paNa gurupada bhakta sAdhu- sAdhvI - zrAvaka - zrAvikA - deva - devI mArgAnusArI - saujanya zIla samasta gurubhaktane ApanA AzIrvAda "vijayasva" kyAreka manamAM thAya che. jaya pAma vijaya pAma A AzIrvAda to koI laDAI koI raNa saMgrAmamAM gayela yoddhA sainikane hoya ziSyane hoya. paNa Apa mArI mAnasa duniyAmAM padhArI pharamAvI kaho cho. vijaya pAmo meM kema kahyuM duniyAnA badhA ja kSaNamAM hAramAM parivartita thAya che. vijayasva kahI kahyuM. AtmA ane karmanI -jaDa ane cetananI

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144 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA dharma karmanI - durguNa-sadguNanI laDAImAM tuM zAzrvat jaya prApta kara eTale vijayane vara. vijayasva... vijayano artha kara mokSa. o mAnadevasUri ma. ! Apa mArA mAnasasRSTimAM padhAryA. ApanA darzana saphaLa ja thAya. mArA mastaka para hasta karakamala sthApI rahyA cho. vinaMti.. namra vinaMti... "vijayasva" AzIrvAdathI mane dhanya banAvo. pharIpharI anaMtavAra eka ja prArthanA AzIrvAda Apo..... guruvara ! samajuM chuM AzIrvAda maMgAya nahi. AzIrvAda to meLavAya. paNa zuM karuM ? AdatathI majabura chuM. pharI pharI kahuM chuM mane paNa vijayasvanA AzIrvAda Apo. 0 kaSAya thAya to jinAlayamAM hovA chatA zetAnanA dhyAnamAM, kaSAya ta thAya to jinAlayamAM ta hovA chatA prabhutA dhyAtamAM cho... 0 nivRttinA cAhake mAna meLavavAtI jhaMkhatAno sadaMtara tyAga karavo joie.

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33 so jiNu pAsu payacchau vaMchiuM : te jina prArtha prabhu mArA vAMchitanuM pradAna karo.... vizvano eka sanAtana niyama che. koIpaNa vyakti pAse mAMgaNI karatAM tenA vyaktittvano khyAla karavo joie. vyakti jeTalI mahAna teTalI tenI pAse mAMgaNI-yAcanA mahAna hovI joie. vyaktinuM mUlya tenA vyaktittvane samajavAmAM che. jyAM sudhI lobha che. tyAM sudhI mAMgaNI yAcanA thayA kare che. nirlobhI dazA Ave pachI jhaMkhanA - cAhanA - AzA - icchA na rahe pachI mAMgaNI ja na rahe. prabhu ! kyAreka mArI AzA-icchA para vicAra karuM chuM; meM keTalI mAMgaNI karI to gaNatAM thAkI jAuM ? AgaLa prazna nA pUchazo tArI keTalI mAMgaNI pUrI thai. javAba ApatAM zaramAi jAuM chuM. eTalo mohamAM phasAyelo chuM ke icchA pramANe maLyuM ke nA maLyuM icchA pramANe koi vastu maLavAthI saMtoSa thayo ke nA thayo to paNa icchA to karyA ja karuM chuM. prabhu ! guruvara ! mArI majAka nA karo mane prazno pUchI herAna nA karo. huM to eTalo mUrkha chuM. icchA pramANe maLyuM to paNa raDyo ane laDyo - icchA pramANe na maLyuM to bahAvaro banI bhaTakyA karyo.

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146 ---------------- zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA prabhu ! zuM kahuM A jagatanA cogAnamAM mohanIya karma e mane - -- ghaNA ghaNA nRtya karAvyA che. mohanIya karmanA kAraNe meM eTalA pAtro bhajavyA che jenI gaNatrI nA thAya. ApanA Agame mane samajAyuM icchApUrtinA mArge nA jA... A mArga para bhramaNa ja che. nathI Aro ke ovAro - rakhaDapaTTI sivAya kazuM nahi maLe. "icchA hu AgAsa samA asaMtayA" jyAM ubho che tyAM ja ruka jA... Aje ja icchAne saMtoSamAM parivartana kara.... saMtoSa ja tane zAMti; sneha ane svasthatA ApI zakaze. ' mahApuruSa ApanuM vacana tathAstu! mohane choDavA zAstrAbhyAsa zaru karyo. logassa zIkhyo, "siddhA siddhi mama disaMtu," raTato rahyo. uvasaggahara zIkhyo; japato rahyo "deva dijja boliM" - jayavIyarAya zIkhyo. mAMgaNI-mAMgaNI mAMgaNI nuM moTuM lIsTa caukasAya zIkhyo. "so jiLuM pAsu payacchau vaMchiu"..gokhato rahyo. DarI dharmamArge Daga bharyA - tyAM paNa mAMgaNI . cAhanA, jhaMkhanA. kyAM jauM - kyAMya mArga ja nahi. * o mArA bhoLA sAdhaka ! mAMgaNI ane prArthanAnuM aMtara samaja - mohathI thAya te mAMgaNI bhaktithI thAya te prArthanA yAcaka atRpta hoya che. bhakta tRpta hoya che. yAcaka duniyA pAse karagare che. bhakta phakta prabhune prArthanA kare che. yAcanA bhautika padArthonI prApti mATe hoya che. prArthanA Atma guNonI prApti mATe hoya che.

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147 - - - - - che. pA zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA yAcanA bhautika bhUtAvaLane ubhI kare che. prArthanA zAzvatanI siddhi Ape che. so jiNa pAsu payacchau vaMchiuM -A sAmAnya prArthanA nathI. asAdhAraNa AtmA pAse asAdhAraNa prArthanA che. pArtha prabhu ! Apo nahi -prayaccha - eka ja vAra Apo - punaH nahi.. prArthanA nahi. ApavAnuM.. prayaccha.. koNa Ape. konI pAse maMgAya. jagata pAse je mAMge che tene prabhu pAse mAMgavAno adhikAra nathI prabhune je prArthanA kare che tenA haiyAmAM jagata pAse koI mAMgavAnI jhaMkhanA ja nathI. - pArtha prabhu! tame pUrNa paramezvara cho. Apa AtmA nathI Apa mahAtmA nathI; Apa to zuddha, vizuddha, vItarAga, sarvajJa paramAtmA cho. - rAgI - dveSI Ape to paNa rAga - dveSanI jhaMjhaTa vadhAranAruM Ape. hakIkatamAM ApavAne badale lobhane bhaDakAve lobhano lAvArasa jagADe. pachI to basa lAva... lAva.. jeTaluM maLe teTaluM om phUTra svAhA.... - vItarAga sarvajJa paramAtmA ! ApanA mukhadarzane ja mAro AtmA zAMta banI jAya che. parama zAMtino anubhava thAya che. vItarAga ApanI mukhamudrA dekhatAM mArI icchAo gacchatti kare che. ane ApanA AgamonuM vAMcana karatAM, zAstranA rahasya samajatAM mohanIya karmanI jaMjALa samajAya che. mohanIya karma jAdugara thaI mane kevI rIte muMjhave che; te. samajAya che. mAtA - pitA - bhAI bena - patnI - putra chevaTe ziSya

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148 -- zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA - nAma - kIrti -- zAsana sevA-zAsana prabhAvanA - adbhuta pravacana zaktinA ane chotarAmaNanA rupa laI Ave che. mohanIya karma! te mArI to philma utArI paNa tArA saMkajAmAM kalikAla sarvajJa hemacaMdrAcArya mahArAja paNa AvI gayA. kumArapAlane suvarNa siddhi maLI jAya to khUba zAsana prabhAvanA thAya. ziSya jAya kyAM? tenI Adhi - vyAdhi upAdhi AzA manoratha badhuM ja gurucaraNe nivedana kare. guru hemacaMdrAcArya mahAguru devacaMdra sUri mahArAja pAse gayA. vinaya vivekapUrvaka vAta karI paNa zAMta -mahAzAMta guru devacaMdra sUri mahArAjanI AMkhamAMthI Aga jharavA lAgI. mohanA mArge ajJAnanA mArge - virAdhanAnA mArge cala, ahIMthI bhAga, gurunI AMkhe hemacaMdrAcAryano moha bhAMgyo. sAdhana dvArA sidhdhi nahi sAdhanAthI siddhinI prApti . prabhu ! guru ! tame mArA upara kema kaDaka thatA nathI. khUba vicAruM chuM. mane samajAyuM mArI yogyatA kAcA mATInA ghaDA jevI che. jarA Thokara lAge khalAsa. phaTakIyuM motI chatAM have huM kaMIka samajuM thayo chuM. prabhu ! koI pAse kazuM nahi mAMgu mArI bhIkha pratijJA che. aMtaranI... hRdayanI prArthanA prabhu caraNe "so jiNa pAsu pacchau vaMchiG" hejina pArtha prabhu! mArA vAMchita Apo. have huM mArA prabhunuM avamUlyAMkane thAya tevuM nahi mAMgu prabhu ! tamArA bhaktanuM paNa avamUlyAMkana na thavuM joIe. - sAdhu sAdhvIjI ma. ne divasa ane rAtrimAM thaI sAtavAra caitya vaMdana karavAnA che. pauSadhadhArI zrAvaka athavA vratadhArI zrAvakane sAta

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA caityavaMdana karavAnA che. sAta caityavaMdananuM aMtima sAta muM caityavaMdana - sAta mAM caityavaMdananI aMtima paMkti... "so jiSNu pAsupayacchau vaMchiuM".. prabhu ! mArA jIvananI paNa aMtima prArthanA. samAdhinA dAtA ! pArzva prabhu ! mane vAMchita Apo. prabhu jyAM sudhI samaja na hatI jJAna na hatuM. buddhi na hatI, tyAM sudhI mArI buddhi vAnara jevI anukaraNIya hatI. jene jouM tenA jevuM banavAnuM mana thatuM paNa prabhu ! ApanA darzane sudharI gayo chuM. mArA aMtarano ughADa thayo che. prabhu ! ApanI pAse have kyAreya ayogya nahI mAMgu. ApanI pAse yogyanI ja prArthanA karIza.. 149 o trevIzamA tIrthaMkara pArzva prabhu ! Apa kamaThane ya tAro kamaThanA ya uddhAraka - to mArI namra vinaMti - prArthanA mane manovAMchitaApo. have mAruM manovAMchita eka ja che prabhu ! mane ApanA jevo banAvo. vItarAga - sarvajJa - tIrthaMkara - zudhdha - vizuddha - paramazuddha AtmA paramAtmA banAvo. prabhu ! mArA aMtaramAM siddha - buddha - niraMjana - nirAkAra - arupI banavAnI bhAvattA che. punaH punaH mAruM eka ja gIta... eka ja dhUna "so jiSNu pAsu payacchau vaMchiuM."

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jesiM nAmaggahaNe, pAvappabaMdhA vilayaM aMti 34 MAAMA jemanuM nAma grahaNa karavAthI pApanA samUha nAza pAme che. jagatamAM jyAre sau janma le che tyAre nAma vagara janma le che. paNa tyArabAda tenA upara eka lebala lagADAya che; nAmanuM. vyakti pote potAnuM nAma pasaMda karatI nathI. koI nAma pasaMda kare paNa nAma uparanuM mamatva keTaluM thaI jAya che. UMghamAM paNa potAnuM nAma sAMbhaLatA pote jAgI jAya che. bhayaMkara kolAhala vacce paNa vyaktine potAnuM nAma saMbhaLAI jAya che. potAnA nAma jevuM bIjI vyaktinuM nAma hoya tenA pratye sahaja prIti thAya che. vyakti sauthI ochuM potAnuM nAma bole che. paNa nAma pratye eTalo prema - moha - mAyA - mamatva thaI jAya che ke pote AtmA che te paNa bhUlAI jAya che. ane je nAme loko bolAvatAM hoya te huM A ja mAnyatA ane vyavahAra banI jAya che. AkhA divasamAM ekavAra paNa manamAM thatuM nathI huM anAmI AtmA; lokoe mane nAma ApyuM che. paNa AzuM vyavahAranI mAyA jALamAM nizcaya zudhdha svarUpa AtmAnuM vismaraNa thaI jAya che! vyakti nAmanI mAyAjALamAM lapaTAI keTalA jhaghaDA - TaMTA - phIsAda kare che. garvathI kahe che mAruM nAma to laI juo konI tAkAta che? kyAMya mAna - sanmAna - kIrtino prasaMga che. ApaNI sAthe rahelA

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151 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA be cAra nAma bolAyA - jAhera thayA - ApaNuM nAma na AvyuM. basa pachI to pANIpatanuM yuddha - moDhAmAMthI sarasvatInI vAdhArA sahastradhArAthI chUTavA lAgI . mane ja kema bhUle? mAruM ja nAma nahi amArI to gaNatrI ja nahi. bhalA sAdhaka! nAmanI jhaMjhaTa choDavA te siddha padanI umedavArI noMdhAvI che. nAmano moha na Ave te mATe tuM nAmastavano pATha kare che. jApa kare che. kAussagna kare che. are mahAtmA! huMnAmastava logassano pATha eTalA mATe gaNuM chuM. mAruM nAma tIrthakaMra jevuM AkhI duniyAmAM phelAya - mArA nAmanI paNa mALA gaNAya. mahAtmA ! sAcuM kahuM kaMcana choDyuM. kAminI choDI paNa kIrtichUTatI nathI. ane temAMya mAruM nAmato kyAreya bhUlAtuM nathI. nAma mATe AkAza pAtALa eka karavA taiyAra chuM . kaMsanA kRtya duSkRtya ochA haze. paNa mArA nAma mATe duSkRtya tenAthI ya bhayaMkara haze! nAmanI mALAe mArAmAM bhayaMkara IrSyA DAkaNano praveza karAvyo che. eka ja bhUta savAra thayuM che. mArA nAmanA sikkA sarvatra lAgavA joIe. nAma pAchaLa pApa - puNya, - kartavya - akartavya - zakti - azakti- jJAna - ajJAna - kula - khAnadAniyata badhuM choDavA taiyAra thaI jAuM chuM. badhAmAM mAruM nAma rahevuM joie kAryakaramAM mAruM nAmatapasvImAM mAruM nAma, sevAmAM mAruM nAma, dAnavIramAM mAruM nAma, buddhizALImAM mAruM nAma, samajadArImAM mAruM nAma.. bola, tAruM nAma kyAM nahi ? huMguMDAgiri karuM paNa guMDAnI ToLakImAM mAruM nAma na joie. huM badamAzano saradAra banuM; paNa temAM mAruM nAma na joIe. jaMgatamAM jeTaluM sAruM thayuM teTaluM mArAthI thayuM. mArAthI khoTuM

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152 - zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatika thAya nahi. khoTAmAM mAruM nAma nahi.. mArA mAtApitAnA nAma vagara cAle. mArA parivAranA nAma vagara cAle, mArA zikSakanA nAma vagara cAle. mArA upakArInA nAma vagara cAle. mArA guruvAranA nAma vagara cAle. jo mAruM nAma gauNa thatuM hoya to prabhunA nAma vagara paNa mane cAle - koI utsava - mahotsava prasaMga hoya to mAruM nAma hoya to huM keTaluM ya doDuM, bhAguM ane mAruM nAma na hoya to huM kyAMya guma thaI jAuM?. nAmanA nATaka vicAratAM thAya zuM huM AtmA chuM? meM AvA bhayaMkara nATaka nAma mATe karyA? '' bhalA mAnava ! tuM nAma jhaMkhe che. kIrtinI jhaMkhanA kare che. yazanI jhaMkhanA kare che. paNa yazasvI thAya tevA kArya karaze. A jagatamAM vyavahAra nAmathI cAle che paNa smaraNa - smRti to guNa dvArA ja thAya che , nAmane gauNa kara. kAryane mukhya kara. nAma bhUlAze paNa kArya to yuga yuga sudhI zAsthata raheze. o mArA guru ! huM paNa tamAro ja celo chuM. tame mane nAma gauNa karavA kaho cho? zuM tame ja mane nathI zIkhavADyuM; jinazAsanamAM nAma, sthApanA, dravya, bhAvadvArA jJAnanI prApti thAya che. tame ja mane nAma jApano mahimA samajAvyo che. mArI dIkSA thaI to mArA gurunuM nAma nizcita thayuM. mane paNa saMsArI nAma badalI bIjuM nAma ApyuM. prabhu pratiSThAno prasaMga Avyo to kahyuM tArA nAme kayA bhagavAnanI leNAdeNI che; te jovI paDaze. kyAMya javAnuM hoya to tAre kayA nAmanA gAma sAthe leNuM che te jovAya. saMsAramAM nAmanuM mahattva che. to dharmamAMya nAmanuM ja mahattva che ne; nAma vagara koI vAta nahi, vyavahAra nahi,

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 153 dharma nahi. basa, mane mAruM nAma thAya tevo koI kImIyo batAvo. rasto batAvo. sAcuM kahuM ekavAra mane mArA nAmano abharakho pUrNa karavA do. pachI o mArA guru! tamArI vAta - zikhAmaNa upadeza sAMbhaLIza. hamaNAM to mane mAruM nAma thAya tevo ja koI maMtra Apo. nahitara huM pAgala thaI jaIza. - mArI mAnasika paristhiti to sAMbhaLo? - o mArA vatsa ! o bhoLA zizu ! ahIM Ava- tane nAma amara karavAno kImiyo batAvuM - jinazAsananA mahAnuM dhuraMdhara gurudevone koI pUche ApanuM nAma zuM? to zuM kahe khabara che ? Apa ja bolo mArA zira para hAtha pasAratAM jAva. Apano hAtha mArA manane zAMta kare. ApanI vANI sAMbhaLato jAuM chuM bolo Apa AgaLa bolo. o samaju ziSya! guruvara kahe huM phalANA dharmAcAryano ziSya chuM. AvA mahApuruSa je nAmathI para thayA che. teo prAtaHkALamAM brAhma muhUrtamAM Avazyaka jevI pavitra kriyAmAM aneka anya sAdhu mahArAja nAnAmadaI temane namaskAra kare che. sAdhvIjI mahArAjanuM ane zrAvakanuM nAma smaraNa kare che. zrAvikAnuM nAma smaraNa kare che. koInA sAthe uMcI AMkha karIne vAta karatAM paNa hoya teo paNa brAhma muhUrtamAM.. sulatA - caMdanabALA nAma daI ArAdhanA kare. pAchuM tene svAdhyAya kahe, AtmaciMtana kahe. te nAma dvArA stuti karyA bAda rAtri pratikramaNamAM sthira bane che. tethI to bharaDesaramAM kahyuM che. "jesinAma gahaNe pAvappagaMdhA vilayaM aMti" jenuM nAma grahaNa karavAthI pApanA paDalo dUra thAya che. kAraNa te mahAsattvazALI guNathI yukta che. guNI puruSone vinaMti che. "ditu su" - je puNyAtmA nAmanuM vismaraNa kare che. kartavyanI vedI para potAnuM balidAna kare che. tenuM nAma ajara - amara thAya che. A

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154 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA mahAnubhAva ! dhanyAtmA ! tuM evuM kara.... tAruM nAma paNa bha2hesa2mAM Ave huM nahi samasta dharmAtmA prAtaH kALamAM tAruM nAma le. sulasA caMdanabALAnuM nAma le ane tAruM nAma kema na le ? paNa tArA nAmano itihAsa raca. tArA jIvanathI - kartavyathI preraNAnA piyUSa pAna karAva, tArA AtmAne nirmaLa banAva. pavitra banAva, nirmaLa ane pavitra AtmAnA nAma smaraNamAM eTalI adbhuta tAkAta che; te bhAgyazALInuM nAma detAM pApanA paDalo - janma janmanA pApa nAza pAme che. - o mArA sadguNI ziSya ! mArA mananI abhilASA bharahesaramAM tAruM nAma thAya teTalI sImita nathI. mArI aMtaranI icchA che tuM bharahesarane oLaMgI jA. tAruM nAma logassa sUtramAM Ave. jinazAsanamAM to saune praveza che. saune adhikAra che. paNa praveza mATe eka pUrva zarata che. nAmane gauNa karI, kartavyane mukhya kara abhimAnane aLagu karI namratAne svIkAra. namratA tArA aMtaranAM anaMta... anaMta jJAnanA bhaMDAro uddaghATita karaze. tane anAmI thavAnA AzIrvAdanA bahAne anaMtajJAnI banavAnA AzIrvAda ApuM chuM. basa, eka ja maMtrano jApa kara. "OM hrI zrI tattvAvabodha rupAya zrI samyag jJAnAya namaH' guruvara ! phakta eka ja zabda mArA mukhamAM AvI rahyA che. "icchAmo aNusahi~ -- icchAmo aNusaEi" he guru bhagavaMta ! Apano upadeza - ApanI anuzAsti huM cAhuM chuM.

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haju - manda jiNANe ANe che jinezvaranI AjJA mAna jagatamAM svIkAra ane tAbe thavuM A be vacce sadAya pharaka rahyo che. svIkAramAM Atma samarpaNa che. tAbe thavAmAM lAcArI che. jinazAsana vyaktine lAcAra - dIna paristhitimAM lAvI kazuM karavA kahetuM nathI - dhanyAtmA ! tAre koInI AjJA mAnya karavI che to jagatamAM vItarAgInA caraNe jaje. rAgInuM zaraNa nA svIkArato. jenA khudanA jIvana anizcita che te zaraNAzritanA jIvanane kevI rIte dhanya banAvaze. jagatanA jIvo rAga - ajJAna ane mohathI koInuM vacana mAnya kare che. A rAga - ajJAna ane mohanuM cakkara eTaluM bhayaMkara hoya che. Aje je vyakti pUjya lAgatI hoya te kAle apUjya lAge che. Aje parArthI lAgatI hoya che te kAle svArthI lAge che. jIvanamAM koInI paNa AjJA mAnya karavI ja joie. ghoDAne cAbuka joIe - hAthIne aMkuza joie. to pratyeka mAnavIne eka

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156 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA zirachatra joIe. ane zirachatranI AjJA zirasAvaMgha karavI joIe. gurudeva! ame kalikAlanA jIva chIe. mAthA upara zira chatra joIe paNa amane zirachatra amArI icchA mujabanuM joIe - ame AjJA mAnIe paNa amArA svArthanI pUrti amArI icchApUrti thAya tevI. - jinezvaranI AjJA svIkAravA mithyAtva mohanIyano kSaya thavo joie. samyakatva mohanIyano kSaya thAya to sarvottama vAta che. paNa samyakatva mohanIyano kSayopazama to avazya joie. anaMtAnubadhI cAra kaSAyano kSaya ke kSayopazama joIe: namratA ane hRdayanI zuddhi vagara devAdhideva vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA zirasAvaMgha thatI nathI. koIpaNa sadguNa prayatnathI siddha thAya che. koIpaNa siddhi labdhi puNyathI prApta thAya che. mIleTarImAM praveza karavo che - orDaranuM pAlana karavuM nathI to cAle ja nahi. mIleTarImAM to eka ja sUtra tamArA lAkho karoDo prazna bAju para mUko. obe Tu orDara to tamane praveza nahIMtara sIdhAvo. je vyaktie dezanA saMrakSaNanI javAbadArI svIkAravI che. te potAnA nAyakanI vAta mAne nahi to kema cAle? lAkho - karoDo vyaktinA rakSaNanI vAta hoya tyAM khudanI icchA - khudanA yUha - khudanuM plAniMga na cAle - praznane pUrNa virAma karI do to ja mIlITarImAM praveza. zrAvaka jIvana - sAdhu jIvananI pahelI vAta - pahelI zIkha - jinezvaranI AjJA mAnya kara.....

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 157 gurudeva ! mane vItarAga khUba vahAlA che. game che. temane namuM chuM... jhUkuM chuM. temanuM vaMdana pUjana karuM chuM. paNa mArA manamAM thAya che. badhI ja vAta mAnya karavAnI, amane paNa mana che manoratha che icchA che; icchA sAkAra karavAnI bhAvanA na thAya. koIvAra manamAM thaI jAya basa badhe ja AjJA - AjJA amAruM kaMI vyaktitva ja nahi ? koInA kahyA pramANe karazuM to ame to sAva akkala vagaranA thaI jaizuM - sAcuM kahuM ghaNIvAra to manamAM evuM thAya che; badhI ja vAta koInI sAMbhaLavAnI - te pramANe karavAnuM mUrkhane hoya. buddhizALI... DAhyA mANase to thoDuM thoDuM paNa potAnI buddhithI vicArIne karavuM joiene, ApaNA dilamAM to evuM thAya moTI moTI vAta mAnI lIdhI basa. pachI herAna karavA na joie. ghaNIvAra thAya savAra paDIne 'bahuvela saMdisAhu' thI zarU karI rAtri sudhI 'aNujANaha jidvijajA' Ama ja karyA karavAnuM - AjJA Apo. rajA Apo - dIkSA lIdhI tyAre kahI dIdhuM ziSya tamAro chuM. basa zikhAmaNa Apajo - zikSA Apajo - ekavAra kahI do - roja roja ghaDI ghaDI AjJA mAMga mAMga zuM karavAnI? huM zuM mUrkha chuM ? budhdha chuM ? o mArA ziSya ! tuM khUba hoziyAra che. bhalAbhAI tuM kyAreya mUrkha hoya ? tArI buddhi - tArI bauddhika zaktimAM mane eTalo badho vizvAsa che. tuM aDatAlIsa miniTamAM 14 pUrvano svAdhyAya karI zake. eka pada parathI saMpUrNa graMtha bolI zake. gaNadhara bane to bIja buddhi dvArA tripadImAMthI dvAdazAMgInI racanA karI zake. tuM zuM na karI zake ? eka samayamAM sAta rajje urdhva pahoMcI zake.

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158 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA gurudeva ! Aje mane kema khUba uMce caDhAvavA lAgyA jo ATalI badhI mArAmAM zakti to mAre koInuM mAnavAnuM zA mATe ? thoDuM to mAruM cAlavA do. sAcuM kahuM chuM. mane jyAM mAruM mAna thAya. sanmAna thAya, gaNatrI thAya, huM chuM badhA mane pUche ? A khUba game - aMtaranI vAta kahI dauM. mArA guru paNa mane pUchIne kare to khUba game - jyAM mAna thAya tyAM ja mane game - mAruM jarA paNa mAna na thAya tyAM mArA jhaghaDA zaru thaI jAya - dIkSA lIdhI --zikSA lIdhI paNa mAna mAro keDo mUkato nathI. - koI parivAramAM koI saMsthAmAM koI samudAyamAM jhaghaDA - kleza laDAI hoya to zAnA kAraNe ? mAna kaSAyanA kAraNe. alagatA vAda - nAnA jutha ahaM ane atimAnanI deNa che. Aje roja savAra paDene sAMbhaLIe eka navI saMsthA khulI - saMsthAnI jarUra hatI nA amane posTanI sattAnI jarUra hatI. pAMca daza varSa dIkSA lIdhA na thayA ane guru banI gayA. mane mAnanI jarUrata che. eTale vaDIlano svAMga svIkArI lIdho. prabhu ! bAhubalI ApanA putra ziSya ane ame ApanA ziSya nahi. bAhubalIno uddhAra karavA brAhmI suMdarIne mokalo ane mane mAna gajathI nIce nA utAro... prabhu RSabhadeva to bAhubalIjInA pitA hatA. mArA to bhagavAna che. prabhu che... tAraka che... tIrthaMkara che. prabhu mArA mAnanA tophAna zuM kahuM ? tame AkhI duniyAne kharAba kaho. huM AkhI duniyAne kharAba kahI zakuM paNa mane jo koI kharAba

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zrI labdhi pratimaNa Ta ciMtatikA 159 - - - - - - kahe rAmAna na Ape. ochuM sAcave to batAvI dauM mAruM raudra svarUpa.. mArI ja icchAthI thAkyo chuM. hAryo chuM. mAna kaSAya AtmAne sAco ziSya banavA deto nathI. bhakta banavA deto nathI. prabhu mane ArAdhaka banavAno mArga cIMdho. bhalA! .... "AjJArA virAdhdhA ca zivAya ca bhavAya ca" prabhunI AjJAnuM ArAdhana mokSa mATe thAya che. prabhunI AjJAnuM virAdhana janma maraNa mATe thAya che eTale ja sauthI pahelI tane zIkha che. "manDa jiNANa mArNa" AjJA pradhAna bana. jinezvaranI AjJA svIkAra.... A ja tArA saunA AtmakalyANano rAjamArga che. Aja sudhImAM anaMta AtmA mokSe gayA - jaI rahyA che. ane bhaviSyamAM anaMtAnaMta AtmA mokSe jaze te saue vItarAganI AjJA mAnya karI. vItarAganI AjJAnuM pAlana karyuM. basa namra bana.... vinamra bana... mana mohanIyane vidAya Apa... tuM paNa bhavya che te jarUra siddha - buddha - niraMjana-- nirAkAra banI zakIza. jinanI AjJA tene jina banAvaze. prabhu ! prabhu ! mAruM kazuM nahi. mane kazuM nA AvaDe. ApanI vAta..... paNa bhAva mArA hRdayano - svIkAro mArI prArthanA. "jiNANe jAvayANuM - tijJANa tArayANuM - buddhANaM bolayANuM " muttANuM moagANuM basa, ATalI ja mAMgaNI - kAkalUdI sevakane ApanA caraNamAM sthAna Apajo........

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89 jinavara nAme maMgala koDa... jinezvaranA nAmathI kroDo maMgala..... jagatamAM sau maMgalanI jhaMkhanA kare che. paNa keTalAka vyakti ja khuda maMgala banavA prayatna kare che. ane koI virala vyakti ja maMgalamaya jIvana banAvI zake che. tyAre koI dhanyAtmAnuM jIvana ja sahaja maMgalamaya hoya che. dhanyAti dhanyAtmAnA jIvanathI nAmathI kroDo maMgala sarjana thAya che. prAtaH kAlamAM pratikramaNamAM bolAtuM sakala tIrtha jIva vijaya ma.nI amarakRti che. be pratikramaNamAM zIdhra yAda rahI jatuM ane vAraMvAra mukha para AvatuM sUtra sakala tIrtha keTalI suMdara racanA traNa jagatanA sarva prabhu pratimA - prasiddha tIrtha ane muni bhagavaMtane vaMdanA thAya tevuM prAMjala geya stotra. prathama lAIna maMgalavAcI, dvitIya lAina paNa maMgala vAcI | "jinavara nAme maMgala koDa" jyAM sudhI sUtranA rahasya samajAtA na hatA, tyAM sudhI eka ja artha AvaDato hato. dhanya che...... mArA prabhu! devAdhideva! ApanA nAmathI paNa kroDo maMgala....... tyAre eTaluM ja samajAtuM prabhu ApanA nAmano jApa karyA karUM...... ApanA nAmathI kroDo maMgala che. kyAreka manamAM thatuM prabhu! tamArA maMtrano.... tamArA upadezano Agamano keTalo mahimA haze ? eto mArA jevA

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA_------- 161 alpabuddhine agamya che, paNa ApanA nAmathI kroDo maMgala.... A vAta manamAM besI gaI... keTalAya varSothI .... "OM RSabha, ajita, saMbhava, abhinaMdana, sumati, padmaprabhu, suprArtha, caMdraprabha, suvidhi, zItala, zreyAMsa, vAsupUjya, vimala, anaMta, dharma, zAMti, kuMtha, ara, malli, munisuvrata, nami, nemi, pArtha vardhamAnAMtA jinAH zAMtAH zAMtikarA bhavatu svAhA" A nAma maMtranI mALA prAtaH brAhma muhUrtamAM gaNuM chuM. pachI thoDA varSo bAda logassa sUtra svAdhyAyanuM vAMcana karyuM ane prAtaH kALamAM logassanI mALA gaNI. koI eka dhanya divase pratikramaNamAM jinavara nAme maMgala koDa zabda bolatAM aMtaranA AnaMda anubhUti thaI. jinavara nAme... nAma jApa sudhI sImita artha nahi karavAno. jinavara nAme maMgala koDa... jinavaranA prabhAve maMgala kroDa... jinavaranA puNya... jinezvaranA sAMnidhye.... jinezvaranI zraddhAe... jinezvaranI zaraNAgati e.... pachI to AMkha sAme mathurAnagarI ane supArzvanAtha prabhunI maMgalamUrtinA darzana thavA lAgyA. kyAreka prabhunA vihAra avasthAnA darzana thavA lAgyA. kyAreka prabhu dezanA ApatAM samavasaraNanA darzana thavA lAgyA. eka vAra nahi keTalIyavAra manamAM smaraNa thavA lAgyuM...... 'jinavara nAme maMgala koDa sakala tIrtha pUrNa na thAya. prabhu! Apa mArA mATe maMgala svarUpa cho. maMgalanidhi cho. maMgala koDa...

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16 2. zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA Ama kroDa saMkhyA vAcI zabda boluM chuM. kAraNa aMte zarIramAM lohI vaNikanuM che. eTale lekhA, jokhA saMkhyAmAM ja thAya. saMkhyA vAcI zabda boluM chuM. kroDa.... mAruM mana saMkhyAtIta banI gayuM che. artha samajAya che... kroDa nahi anaMta anaMta... he jinezvara ApanA prabhAve anaMta anaMta maMgala zreNi sarjAya che. Apa maMgalanA mahAsAgara cho. o mArA prabhu ! ApanA prabhAve kroDa maMgala.... Apa mAtAnA garbhamAM padhAro tyArathI maMgalanI zarUAta.... ApanA puNya baLe saudharmaindranuM siMhAsana kaMpAyamAna thAya: bhaktibhAva vibhora banI indra prabhunI stuti kare; mAtAne cauda mahA svama Ave. mAtA gUDha garbhA ja hoya. prabhunA janma samaye badhI Rtu samAna hoya. kyAMya iti upadrava na hoya... chappana din kumArIkA prabhuno janma mahotsava kare. 64 indro prabhuno janma mahotsava kare. 4 atizaya sahita prabhu hoya. saMsAramAM rahe paNa kamalasamAM nirmala rahe. lokAMtika devanI vinaMti thatAM saMvatsarI dAna daI prabhu dIkSA mATe tatpara bane. prabhuno dIkSA mahotsava karavA Indra mAnava lokamAM Ave. prabhu karemi sAmAiyaM uccare ane indra prabhunA khabhe deva duSya sthApe. prabhune kevalajJAna thAya. samavasaraNanI racanA thAya. prabhunI mAlakoza rAgamAM dezanA sAMbhaLavA dUra dUrathI bhAviko Ave. jaghanyathI karoDo devo prabhunI sevAmAM rahe. jeTalA bhAvathI janma kalyANaka ujave teTalA ja zokathI devo nirvANa kalyANaka ujave. bAdamAM naMdIzvaranI yAtrA kare. prabhuno janmamaMgaladAyaka..... prabhunuM jIvana maMgaladAyaka... prabhunu nAma maMgala dAyaka.... prabhunA Agama maMgaladAyaka..... prabhunI

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA_. 163 dezanA maMgaladAyaka....prabhunA gaNadhara maMgaladAyaka..... prabhunI pATa . paraMparA maMgaladAyaka.... prabhuno caturvidha saMgha maMgaladAyaka... prabhunI vihAra bhUmi maMgaladAyaka. prabhunA tIrtho maMgaladAyaka.... mArA jinezvara prabhune jIva vijaya ma. e kahyuM jinavara nAme maMgala koDa. prabhu Apano AtmA to mahAmaMgala paNa prabhuno deha paNa maMgala.. vizvamAM jeTalAya zAMta rAganA paramANuM che temAMthI prabhu Apano deha nirmANa thayo.... prabhu ApanA zarIramAM sAmudrika zAstranA badhA maMgala cito ApanA caraNamAM aSTamaMgala.... ApanA zvAso zvAsamAM kamaLanI sugaMdhI... Apa maMgaLa, ApanI AgaLa pAchaLa maMgala.... ApanI cAre bAju maMgala.... jinavara nAme maMgala koDa bolatA je AnaMdanI anubhUti thAya che te zabdAtIta che. e to aMtaranI duniyAnI anubhUti che. prabhu ApanA prabhAve vizvamAM to camatkAra sarjAya che. sarvatra maMgala-maMgala ja dekhAya che. paNa prabhu ! Apa mArA hRdayamaMdiramAM birAjyA-padhAryA tyArathI mArI manaHsthiti parivartita thai gai che. ahaMnI jagAe ahanI pratiSThA thaI che. krodha-Akroza-Avega dUra bhAgyA che. kSamA mAtAnuM svAgata thaI rahyuM che. Agraha-haThAgrahadurAgraha-kadAgraha dUra bhAgI rahyA che. sadAgraha-saMtakRpA sabuddhinA AgamananI chaDI pokArAI rahI che. prabhu! ApanA prabhAve mArA jIvanamAM anaMta-anaMta guNonuM Agamana avazya thaze. prabhu! Apa ja mArA bhAgyavidhAtA cho. mArA maMgala kalyANanA janaka cho. prabhu! ApanA prabhAve mArA durguNone

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164 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA -------- karmone pobArA gaNavA paDaze ja. prabhu ! ApanA prabhAve ja huM eka divasa kSapaka zreNino AraMbha karI cAraghAti karmanA nAyaka mohanIyakarma upara vijaya meLavIza. prabhu! karmano mahAsenApati moha parAjita thatAM jJAnAvaraNIya karma - darzanAvaraNIya karma viccheda thaze. anaMtajJAna - anaMta darzana prApta thatAM kevalajJAnanA prakAzathI mArA AtmAmAM mahAmaMgaLa thaze. prabhu! huM paNa dharmadezanA ApIza. chevaTe yoga nirodha karI caudamA guNasthAnakane sparza karI saMpUrNa zudhdhAtmA - sidhdhAtmA banIza. vItarAgaprabhu! tamAro prabhAva tamAro camatkAra-jAdu thaze mArA jIvanamAM maMgala - maMgala thaze. kroDo maMgala nahi anaMta maMgalathaze. he jinavara! kRpA karajo. anaMta maMgalano mAro mArga saraLa bane.... sahaja bane..... Apa magnadayANa cho.mane mokSamArgano musAphara banAvo. mokSa mArganuM dAna karo. prabhu ! ApanA prabhAve mArA jIvanamAM anaMta maMgala thAva eja prArthanA.... * * * * *

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evuM adINa maNaso appANa maNu sAsai 36 adIna manayukta thai AtmAnuM anuzAsana kare che. rAjA gAmane kAbumAM rAkhe che. - samrATa dezane kAbumAM rAkhe che. - cakravartI pakhaMDa para prabhutva dharAve che. jagatamAM koI paNa upa2 kAbu rAkhavo Asana che. durlabha che potAnA AtmA upara kAbu meLavavo. anyanuM anuzAsana karavuM khUba sahaja che. paNa khudanA AtmA upara anuzAsana karavuM atyaMta kaThIna ane duSkara che. jinazAsanano sAdhaka dina pUrNa thaye Avazyaka kriyA bAda svAdhyAya kare che. bAdamAM bIjA divasanI sAdhanA karavA mATe zarIrane taiyAra karavA nidrAnI saMthArAnI taiyArI kare che. sAdhakanI nidrApUrvanI avasthA te sAce eka AtmAnI jIvana saMdhyAnI taiyArI jevI bhavya taiyArI hoya. sAdhaka nidrAdhIna thatAM pahelA potAnA AtmAnuM anuzAsana kare che. zarIra tane ArAma ApavAno che. paNa mArA niyamonuM kaDaka pAlana karavuM paDaze. zarIrane ArAma ApuM ane kadAca zarIra chUTI jAya to te pahelAM huM AhAranI jhaMjhaTa choDI dauM. upadhi saMsAranA badhA sAdhanono tyAga karuM. chevaTe deha uparanA

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166 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA mamatvano tyAga karIza. deha dvArA thayelA badhA pApo arihaMta - siddha - sadguru samakSa kabula karyA pachI ja karmAdhIna AtmAne nidrAne zaraNe javA daIza. nidrA AvatAM pahelAM huM bhAvanAnA jaLa dvArA AtmAne snAna * karAvIza. kaSAyano mela aDhAra pApasthAnakano mela haTAvIza - bAra prakAranI bhAvanA anuprekSA karIza. saMsAramAM saMbaMdhanA kAraNe ja pApanI paraMparA-rAga- dveSanI bhayaMkara bhUtAvaLa sarjAi che. ghaDIkamAM mArA jene mAnyA tenA mATe jagata sAthe laDyA mArA na mAnyA tene halakA kahevA halakA cItaravA jagatanA badhA ja rastA apanAvyA. jagata ane mArI jAtanuM nirIkSaNa karuM chuM. tyAre aMtarathI avAja Ave che. "AtmA sAthe saMyoga karyo che. saMbaMdha karyo che." mAre ..... koInI sAthe saMbaMdha nathI. meM to badhAMne kahI dIdhuM che. tame mArA nathI. mAre ane tamAre snAna - sUtakano ya vyavahAra nathI. bhalA sAdhaka ! jagatanA badhA vyavahAra vyahAranayane AdhIna che. paNa AtmAnuM anuzAsana to, vyavahAra - nizcaya nayane AdhIna thaze. zAstranA samagra vyavahAranuM pAlana karavuM paDaze ane AtmAne nizcaya nayathI zuddha banAvavo paDaze. mana, vacana ane kAyA traNenI pravRtti - vRtti samAna banAvavI paDaze. jagatanA vyavahAra choDavA - AtmAne rAga - dveSanA baMdhanathI - saMbaMdhathI; mukta karavo-paDaze. rAga dveSano eka paNa aMza raheze to AtmAnuM anuzAsana nahi thAya. karmane dUra karavA apramatta AtmikabhAvanA jinAjJApradhAna saMyamanI jarUra

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 167 paDaze. karmane dUra karavA karmabaMdhanA kAraNone dUra karavA paDaze. mithyAtvaavirati - kaSAya dUra karIza. paNa pramAda dUra nahi thAya, to mana vacana - kAyAno yoga pharI pAcho jAdugaranI jema badhI mAyAjALa laI Avaze. vizvano sanAtana niyama che. mana zAMta thAya to nidrA Ave. sAdhakanI eka adbhuta vicAradhArA che. divasa daramyAna jIvana ane jIvana vyavahArane TakAvavA lAkho prayatna karavA paDe che. keTalAka Azravayukta vyavahAra paNa thaI jAya che. keTalIka pravRttithI nirjarA paNa thaI jAya che. tyAre sAdhaka ArAdhakanI nidrAavasthA vItarAga avasthAnI pUrvAvasthA hoya, dhyAnAMtarikA jevI nirmaLa avasthA hoya, dehamAM hoya paNa dehanA baMdhanathI rahita hoya, karmanA baMdhanathI yukta hoya paNa karmanA badhA baMdhana zithIla thaI gayA hoya, jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA kSayopazama yukta AtmA jJAnanA pUrNa prakAzamAM mahAlato hoya, chadmastha avasthAne kAraNe nidrA tarapha mana kare paNa aMtarabhAvo vItarAgattvanI prAptine jhaMkhatA hoya. eka ja upAzrayamAM aneka sAdhu mahAtmA sAthe parivarela hoya. paNa aMtaramAM eka zAzvata satya kotarAyela hoya. "ego me sAsao appA nANadaMsaNa saMjuo" paNa dIna - hIna - lAcAra na hoya, koie mane choDyo nathI. paNa meM mArA zAzvat AtmA khAtara sauno tyAga karyo che. saMsAranA sau snehIne choDatAM - du:kha kaSTa nathI lAgyuM. mArAmAM sAttvikavRtti zubhabhAva jAgyA che - tyAgano AnaMda che. jarA jeTaluM paNa manamAM kaSTa nathI. saMsArIne gaMdakI choDatAM vAra na lAge, sAdhune rAga ane -

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 168 rAganA kAraNa choDatAM vAra na lAge. dIna-hIna vRtti to prabhunu zAsana maLyuM tyAre ja tyAgI dIdhI che. jagata jIvo sAthe saMbaMdha mArA AtmAnAM lAbha mATe nathI. huM saMbaMdha rAkhu ke saMsArI saMbaMdha rAkhe - A to kAjaLanI dostI, kAjaLa hAtha kALA kare. karmAdhIna AtmA karmabaMdhathI yukta rahe - mArA AtmAmAM arihaMta maMgalarUpe birAjayA che. lokottama rUpe meM svIkAryA che. tethI ja temanI zaraNAgatimAM mArA AtmAne suprata karuM chuM. kyAreka nidrA pUrve manamAM thAya che. bhalA... jarA... to gajasukumAla banI jA. koIkavAra to araNika muni banI jA. koikavAra to vaibhAragiri upara dhannA-zAlibhadranI aNasaNa bhUmino pravAsI banI jA ... kyAreka to caitrI pUrNimAe siddhAcala upara pAMca karoDa munivaranI bAjumAM tAro saMthAro jovAnI koziza kara. guruvara ! mananI eka vAta kahuM nidrA pahelA zubha bhAva joie eTalA AvatA nathI. paNa svapramAM sametazikharanI yAtrA thAya che. vIsa tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtanI kRpAe pArzvanAthahIlanA pagalAM pAse aNasaNa svIkAruM chuM te paNa pAdopagamanaaNasaNa .... AvA zubha bhAva Ave che. paNa mArA mananI vyathA bhayaMkara che. nidrAmAM AveluM vItarAgitAnuM adbhuta svapra AMkha khulatA khovAI jAya che. ane pachI mAro AtmA rAga - dveSanI sAMkaDI galImAM aTavAI jAya che. saMthArA porisi dvArA prApta thayela AtmAnuM anuzAsana dina - rAta jAvajajIva ka2vAnuM che. ghaNA Ayojana - saMyojana karanAra mAro AtmA akhaMDa avirata AtmAnuM anuzAsana karI zakato nathI. prabhu!

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 169 o mArA gurudeva ! huM eTalo stabdha thaI gayo chuM. mArA AtmA mATe raDI zakato nathI. kAkalUdI karI zakato nathI. zuM karuM ? zuM nA karuM ? kyAreka zUnya manaska thaI jAuM chuM. mAthe hAtha daI besI jAuM chuM. bhalA sAdhaka ! sAdhanAno mArga zUrAno paMtha che. vIrano paMtha che. ahIM hAranI gaNatrI karavAnI nahiM "zubhe yathAzakti yatanIyaM" o gurudeva ! Ape mArga batAvyo, karoLIyAthI zIkha laIza. ApanI eka hitazikSAmAM lAkho karoDo vAta AvI gaI "zubhe yathAzakti yatanIyaM" "appANuM aNusAsai"

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lArA nitye prapaNe zrutI mahamakhila sarva lokekasAraNI .... huM bhakti pUrvaka haMmezA jagatanA sArabhUta samasta zrutajJAnane vaMdana karUM chuM. gnagadharA chaMdamAM 'snAtasyA' nI stutino trIjo zloka che. snAtasyAnA pahelA be zloka zArdUlavikrIDitam chaMdamAM che. chellA be zloka grudharA chaMdamAM che. ekadama manohara geya.... A zloka sau prathama dhArmika pAThazALAmAM prArthanAmAM sAMbhaLela. bAdamAM pakUkhI pratikramaNamAM sAMbhaLela saMskRtano abhyAsa karyA bAda A paMkti mukhamAM ramavA lAgI. | "bhakatyA nityaM prapadya" pada mukha para vAraMvAra ramavA lAgyuM. huM svIkAra karuM chuM. kabula karuM chuM bhaktipUrvaka ane haMmezA A be zabda e vicAranA dvAra kholyA. svIkAra bhakti pUrvaka thavo joie ane bhakti nitya thavI joie...... jinazAsanamAM bhaktiyoganuM mahattva to sarvazreSTha kahyuM che. paNa samasta dharmomAM bhakti yoganI vyAkhyA eka ja che. bhagavabhAvamAM khudanA AtmAnuM visarjana karI devuM. bhaktiyogamAM bhakta ane bhagavAna eTalA advaita thaI jAya che ke koNa bhakta ane koNa bhagavAna

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA - 171 -- --- -- --- ----- ---- te samajAya nahi. ArAdhaka, sAdhakanI mAnasika bhUmikA eTalI badhI ucca koTinI hoya che ke dhyeya ane dhyAtA tanmaya banI jAya che. kyAMka to bhakti yoganuM varNana karatAM lakhyuM che. jo bhaktamAM bhagavAnanA darzana na thAya to hajI bhakti yoga siddha thayo nathI. bhakata bhakti eka divasa karato nathI. koika divasa karato nathI. bhakta bhagavAnamAM evo khovAyelo che. masta banela hoya che tenA mATe duniyAmAM bhagavAna sivAya kazuM hotuM nathI eTale pratidina pratipaLa prati samaya bhagavAnamAM ja lIna hoya che. jinazAsana kahe che, bhagavata prAptino rAjamArga jJAna sAdhanA che. jJAnanI upAsanA ArAdhanA vagara tame tamArA AtmAne oLakhI zaktA nathI to paramAtmAne kyAMthI oLakhI zako. jJAnopAsanA - jJAna ArAdhanA bhagavad bhaktino rAjamArga che. pU. zayyabhava sUrIzvarajI ma.sA. e to bAla muni manakane pATha bhaNAvyA. paDhamaM nANe teo dayA.... prathama jJAna prApta karo. jJAna vagara jIva ajIva kevI rIte jANI zakAze? ArAdhanA - virAdhanA kevI rIte samajI zakAze? - ajJAnI zuM kare? ajJAnI zreya ane azreyaH ne samaje ja nahi. to zreya mArge kevI rIte saMcare ane azreyaH mArgano tyAga kare. prabhu samasta jJAnane huM bhaktipUrvaka nitya svIkAruM chuM. 'zrutam ahaM akhila" A zabda bolatA AMkho sAme eka dazya khaDuM thAya che. prabhu Apane kevalajJAna thayuM. gaNadhara bhagavaMte dIkSA lIdhI ane prathama prazna pUchayo; kiM tatta? kyAreka manamAM prazna thAya che. ziSyane gurunI prApti thAya to lAbha zuM?

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA tattva pRcchA, tattva jJAna, guru ziSyanA saMbaMdhane joDatI koI kaDI hoya to te che tattvajJAnanI prApti, 172 tattvajJAna prAptimAM sahAyaka thAya te guru tattvajJAna prApta kare te ziSya jJAnanA AdAna - pradAna thAya to guru ziSyanuM milana zreSTha banyuM. anyathA deha dehIno saMbaMdha. prabhu ! mArA guru dvArA mane tattvajJAnanI prApti thAya e ja jhaMkhanA; eja cAhanA. dilanI vAta kahI dauM jyA choDavA gayo. tyAgavA gayo tyAM ya bhikhArI banyo,.. kaSAyano bhikhArI ! prabhu ! ajJAnanA kAraNe meM guru pAse - guru sAMnidhyamAM paNa mAnano vepAra karyo. tyAM paNa mAna - sanmAnanI ja bhAvanA rAkhI. ziSya banI zikSA hitazikSA na grahaNa karI. gaNadhara bhagavaMtanI dIkSA ane guru sAthe vArtAlApano prAraMbha kiM tAM thI ...... eka be ane traNa vAra tattvanI pRcchA. bIja buddhi dvArA dvAdazAMgInI racanA..... bAra aMga...temAM bA2 mAM dRSTivAda aMgamAM cauda pUrva. nahi pustaka; nahi pATI kevI bhavya adbhuta paddhati.... samasta jJAnanI prApti guru mukhAraviMdathI. jJAna prApti sAthe pratikSaNa guru sAMnidhya guru bhagavaMtanA darzana - teonA pavitra vAtAvaraNamAM ja rahevAnuM. jJAna prApti mATe gurune saMpUrNa anukULa banavAnuM. gurunI chAyA banIne ziSya jIve to ja jJAnaprApti.... gurunA kevA adbhuta rakhavALA.

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 173 o zAsanadeva ! amArI vinaMtI sAMbhaLo... pharI e suvarNa yuga Apo. pustakanI jaMjALamAMthI chUTIe. kevuM kamabhAgya amAre ajIvathI jJAna prApti karavAnI ? kevo e dhanya samaya ! guru dvArA caitanyanA mahAhimAlayamAMthI caitanya svarUpa jJAnanI prApti bhadrabAhu svAmI jevA mahAn guruvara pAMcaso pAMcaso ziSyane zAstrajJAna, vAMcanA pradAna karatA haze? kALanI viSamatA, duSkALano samaya pAMcaso mAMthI eka sphulibhadrajI gurunI jJAna gaMgAnuM akSayapAtra banyA. bhadrabAhu svAmInA mukha para kevI saMtoSanI rekhA patharAtI haze ? prabhu ! mAre to jJAna meLavavAnuM pustakanA sahAre pustaka maLe ane AMkha nA sahakAra Ape to ... AMkha maLe ane pustaka nA maLe to... sUtranuM jJAna meLavavA ekanI pAse arthanuM jJAna meLavavA bIjA pAse, saMskRta bhASA zIkhavA trIjA pAse, eka sAMdhu tyAM tera tUTe... zuM bhaNuM ?zuM nA bhaNuM ? A vicAramAM ja mArI jIMdagI cAlI jAya. jyotiSavidyA maMtravidyA, taMtravidyA, kathA caritra, Agama, niryukti, bhASya cUrNi, TIkA, vyAkaraNa kAvya, koza, lakSaNa zAstra, prAkRta, saMskRta, basa jIMdagI vahI jAya che. vicAramAMne vicAramAM rahI jAya che. nA prabhu ! vicAramAM nahi, mane vicAra karatAM kyAM AvaDe che. avicAramAM jIMdagI khatama thaI rahI che. kyAreka to koI sArA zreSTha jJAnamaMdiranuM sUcipatra jouM chuM ane cIsa pADI uThuM chuM. gabharAI jAuM chuM. raDI paDuM chuM. citkAra karUM chuM. 'zrutam ahaM akhilaM sarva lokaika sAram' pramAdamAM ane aNasamajamAM jJAnarUpa jhaverI bajAranA vepArI banI ajJAna, ayogya jJAna, bina jarUrI mAhitI pepara henDabIla mArA tArAnI vAtonA chIpalA ja ekaThAM karyA. sarva lokaika sAram, jJAna ratnanI upekSA karI pheMkI dIdhuM.

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174 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - kalikAla sarvajJa hemacaMdrAcArya ma. sADA traNa karoDa zlokanI racanA karI zake ! haribhadra sUrIzvarajI ma. 1444 graMthanI racanA karI zake ! yazovijayajI upAdhyAya mAtra biMdu nAmanA ja 100 graMthanI racanA karI zake. (anyagraMtho to alaga) umAsvAti ma. pa00 graMtho . banAvI zake? samaya suMdarajI 8 akSaranA 8 lAkha artha karI zake ? - A mahAna sArasvataputronI smRti thatAM mArA aMtaramAM je vedanA thAya che te akathya thAya che. huM jJAnano svIkAra karuM chuM. eTale jJAnaprAptino puruSArtha karuM chuM. bhaktithI tanmaya banI jAuM chuM. mArA mATe eka divasa jJAnapaMcamI nahi 360 divasa jJAna paMcamI nahi! jJAnapaMcamInA pustakanA darzana karuM chuM ke jJAna prAptino saMkalpa karUM chuM. kyAreka thAya to che Avazyaka kriyAmAM jJAnanI trIjI thoya bolatAM kAcIMDAnI jema mAthuM jhukAvuM chuM. , " prabhu! mArI pravRtti - mArI jIvana caryAmAM jJAna - ArAdhanA - upAsanA sadaMtara gauNa banI gaI che. jJAna upAsanAmAM caitanyano dhabakAra hoya. caitanyanA Adara ArAdhana hoya... chatAM aMtaranA eka khUNe mukhyatayAe gauNa bhAvanAe jJAna prAptinuM lakSya che. mArA ajJAnanA varavA darzanathI lAjI maruM . hatAza thaI jAuM chuM... kRpA karo..... prabhu kRpA karo... mAro paNa naMbara kevalajJAnanA vidyArthImAM karo. mAre paNa kevalajJAna joie. apUrNajJAnathI tRpti thatI nathI. alpajJAnathI saMtoSa thato nathI. o jJAnI gurubhagavaMta! dAsa ApanA caraNano, ... kRpA karajo ..... jJAna saritAmAM snAna karAvI jJAna saritAnA nirmaLa - zAMta jaLanA sparze..... kaSAyanA lAvArasa zAMta karo. irSAnI Aga bujhAya..... eja punaH punaH prArthanA.... * * * * *

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: "bhavyAnAM vidadhAtu vAMchita phala : zrI vItarAgo jinaH" he vItarAga paramAtmA ! bhavyAtmAone vAMchita phala Apo.... AzA - apekSA - cAhanA - jhaMkhanA mohanIya karma che. kalikAla sarvajJa hemacaMdrAcArya ma.sA. nI maMgala prArthanA, "he vItarAga! bhavya jIvone vAMchita Apo." . rAga rahita - ajJAna rahita - karma rahita -prabhu pAse cAhanA - jhaMkhanA vAMchita Apo - vItarAga prabhu moha rahita che. tame mArI AzA - apekSA pUrNa karo. Ama kema kahevAya, ane temAM paNa vAMchita Apo kema kahevAya ? | bhikSuka- yAcaka tenAmAM paNa viveka hoya ane mArAmAM viveka na hoya to kema cAle? zabda aTakI jAya che. paNa ciMtana cAlu thaI jAya che. ' 'tisthayarA me pasIyaMtu' - 'sidhdhA siddhi mama disaMtu'

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176 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA "jayavIyarAya jagaguru hou mamaM tuhappabhAvao' - "cUraya duvrAta' - pUraya me vAMchita nAtha ! deva dijja bohi koInI pAse maMgAya nahi-mAMgavAthI maLe nahi-puNya hoya - teTaluM ja maLe. A badhI vAto magajamAM eTalI ghusI gayelI che. mAMgavAnuM Ave tyAre mana baLavo pokAre che- huM mAMgu - zuM huM bhikhArI banI jAuM? marI jaIza paNa mAMgIza nahi Avo mAro mijAja che. bhalA sAdhaka ! ghaNIvAra ApaNA abhimAnane ApaNe saguNamAM khapAvavAnI koziSa karIe chIe. zubha bhAva rAkhavA alaga che ane ahaM alaga che - ahaMmAM haThAgraha hoya -zubhabhAvamAM sadAgraha hoya - kadAgraha kyAreya na hoya - jIvana paddhati badalIza to vacana paddhati badalAze. huM mArI jarUrata ochI karIza to mAre koInI pAse yAcaka banIne javuM nahi paDe. o guruvara! ApanI vAta mAnI lIdhI. svIkArI lIdhI paNa vItarAga pAse mAMgavA javAnuM ke vItarAga pAse tyAgavA javAnuM. mohanIya karma rahita prabhu pAse moha poSavA javAnuM - bhale meM duniyA pAse mAMgyuM paNa vitarAga pAse to nahi ja mAguM. pachI Apa kaho ke hemacaMdrAcArya mahArAja kahe mane je vAta gaLe utare nahi. samajAya nahi te vAta huM koInI paNa na mAnuM. ghaNA varSa thayA have huM paNa thoDo ghaNo dharama samajuM chuM. prabhu pAse lAlacathI na javAya - lAlaca lobha pUrA karavAnA

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177 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA . javAya, lobhane to sthAna ja na apAya. gurudeva ! mane nA satAvo --------- - mane Dara lAge che - vadhu bolavAmAM huM mAna maryAdA cUkI jaIza "micchAmi dukkaDam" mArA tAraka Apa ja pharamAvo. . o bhoLA bhagata ! Aja sudhI mArA manamAM hatuM tuM kaMIka samaje che. paNa sAcuM kahuM tuM lakIrano phakIra che. bhIkha - yAcaka ane bhakti - prArthanA - bhakta AmAM tuM kaMI samajato ja nathI. koI eka zabda bole eTale uchaLe - zAstro - mokSa A badhA zabda bolI baDAI hAMkavAnI moTAI mAravAnI tane Adata paDI gaI che. jarA zAMta svastha thA. zrI hemacaMdrAcArya mahArAja eTale kalikAla sarvajJa - aDhAra dezanA rAjavI kumArapAla hoya, dharAne dhrujAvanAra siddharAja hoya, paNa saune satya samajAve-satya samajAvanAranI bhASA madhura hoya. kaThora na hoya. paramAtmA mahAvIra pAse guru gautama AvyA. prabhue iMdrabhUtine kahyuM ke he indrabhUte kiMsuena samAgatavAnuM asti! jo tArAmAM kubuddhiAve to bhagavAnanI paNa TIkA kare. bhagavAne ema kema na kahyuM tuM mokSa mATe Avyo. dhIro paDa bApalIyA dhIro paDa... koNa bolanAra che? konI pAse bole che? jIvanabhara temaNe zuM karyuM che? zabdanuM jinazAsanamAM mUlya che. paNa tenAthI ya adhika zabda bolanAranuM mUlya che. dharmalAbha zabda huM boluM tuM bole ane eka tapaHpUta, jJAnapUta, cAritrapUta - saMyamI AtmA bole be vacce moTo pharaka che. cala tArI vAta AgaLa karuM. ' yAcanA ane prArthanAmAM bahu pharaka che.

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA bhautika padArthanI mAMgaNI te yAcanA adhyAtmika guNa prApti mATe vinaMti te prArthanA sadguNa mATe prArthanA anaMta sadguNI pAse thAya anaMta sadguNInuM sAMnidhya - sevA - teonI upAsanA ja sadguNa ApI zake. 178 saMpUrNa jagata pharIvaLIe paNa sadguNa - zraddhA - mokSa * samAdhi maraNa vItarAga pAse ja maLe. vItarAga sivAya mokSa nA maLe. eTale vItarAganI bhAvanA - upAsanA - ArAdhanA vagara mokSa nA maLe - yAcanA ane prArthanAnuM aMtara samaja - ekavAra nahi; anaMtavAra prArthanA kara - prabhu mArA ajJAna dUra karo. mane jJAnano prakAza Apo kevalajJAnano upAsaka banAvo. hajI eka vAta samajI le koI ajJAnI che; aNasamaju che. tArA jevA ucca zabdo ucca bhASA saunI pAse nA hoya dareka vyakti bhASAno upayoga bhAva vyakta karavA kare che - bodhi - samAdhi - samyaktva - mokSa - niHzreyasa - paramapada - jevA zreSTha zabda badhAne AvaDatAM nathI. tethI kahe prabhu ! mane manovAMchita Apo. mArA manoratha pUrNa karo. paNa pratyeka bhaktano bhAva prabhunI kRpA prAptino che. prabhunA sAMnidhyano che. prabhu pAse prabhuttva sivAya kazu maMgAya nahi prabhu prabhuttva sivAya kaMI Ape nahi. have jarA AgaLa vAta karIe 'pasImaMtu' prasanna thAva. 'disaMtu' Apo. 'dijja ' 'prayaccha' A badhA zabdo zAstramAM vaparAyela che. zuM

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179 ===__ zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA vItarAga koIne kazuM Ape? jo Ape to vItarAga zAnA? zAstramAM A badhA zabdano prayoga ApaNA AtmAne samajAvavA che. bALabuddhine saMtoSa karavA che. vyavahAra bhASA che. nizcaya nathI tArA AtmAmAM rahela zuddha svarUpane pragaTa kara. jinazAsana anekAMtamaya che. eka naya - ekAMta prabhu zAsanamAM mAnya nathI. vyavahAra ane nizcaya naya baMne jinazAsanamAM mAnya che. AtmA upara anuzAsana karavA nizcaya nayane mukhya banAva. zAsana saMcAlana mATe vyavahAra nayane mukhya banAva. paNa kyAreya vyavahAra ane nizcaya naya bemAMthI koIne dUra karatA nahi. yazovijayajI upAdhyAya mahArAja nA sAhityanuM vAraMvAra ciMtana - manana karaje. samyaka ciMtana karyA bAda jarUra AnaMdathI gAje bhavyAnAM vidadhAtu vAMchita phala zrI vItarAgo jina" bahuzruta gItArtha guru bhagavaMtanA sAMnidhyamAM vicaraje, viharaje. zAstranA arka teo dvArA prApta karI dhanya banaje. gurudeva! eka prArthanA karI mauna thaI jAuM chuM. ApanI AjJA haze to ja bolIza. | "suhaguru jogo tavayaNa - sevaNA AbhavamakhaMDA"

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40 mamaya disau saMjame nahiM... mane paNa saMyamamAM harSa khuzI Apo. harSa khuzI AnaMdanI mAMgaNI prArthanA vinaMti tyAre ja thAya. vyaktine potAne lAge mArUM kArya pUrNa che. zreSTha che. AnaMda dAyaka che. apUrNa taiyArIvALo kyAreya parIkSAmAM ubho raheto nathI. inTaravyuM Apato nathI. aji-zAMti eka adbhUta geya stotra che. pAkSika caumAsIka, saMvatsarI pratikramaNanI vidhimAM stavananI jagyAe bolAya che, 40 gAthAmAM prAkRta bhASAmAM racAyela A stotra vividha chaMdomAM baneluM che. abhayaM, aNahaM jevI nAnI gAthA che. to "sAvasthi","kurujaNavaya" jevI moTI gAthA che. purisA ! jaI dukhavAraNa jevI gAthAmAM racanAkAra mahAtmAnA praznakA2 - mArgadarzaka tarIke darzana thAya che. kyAMka mahAtmAnA alaMkAra vid tarIke darzana thAya che. kyAMka lakSaNa zAstra pAraMgata tarIke darzana thAya che. paNa mamaya disau saMjame naMdi pada dvArA kamAla karI dIdhI che. eka mahAtmAnI eka sAdhu hRdayanI abhilASA zuM hoya ? zuM hoI zake ? tamane zuM game che ? zuM iccho cho ? A prazna pUchIe tyAre pAMca vAra to kaheze mane pUcho cho ? hA bhAI hA... tane pUchIe chIe. bola

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 181 ---------- tane zuM game che ? tuM zuM icche che ? mAre javAba ApavAno che... mane zuM gameche. he... he.. basa divaso varSo vItAvI nAMkhyA ane chevaTe mAnavanI durlabha jIMdagI paNa Ama ja vItI jaze. ane dhyeya zuM? lakSya zuM ? dhyeya prApti mATe zuM puruSArtha ? javAba ApavAno Ave che; tyAre mAthu khaMjavALuM chuM. ghaDI pahelAno pravacanakAra, vyAkhyAnakAra cupa thaI jAuM chuM. zuM ApaNI kriyA mana vagaranI hatI. saMmUrchima kriyA hatI. parIkSAnAM uttara lakhatAM thAya che. meM vAMcana nathI karyuM. ajita zAMtikAra mahAtmAnuM citra keTaluM spaSTa che. mamaya disau saMjame naMdi mane saMyamamAM AnaMda Apo. vRddhi Apo.. mArUM saMyama maMgalamaya bane tevA AzIrvAda Apo... tuccha vyakti - ajJAnI vyakti AzIrvAda jevI mahAna zakti mATe mAMgaNI kare.... AzIrvAda e to aMtaranI mahAna zakti che. mAMgavAthI maLatI nathI..... caudapUrvadhara bhadrabAhu svAmIne sphulibhadrajI vaMdana kare ane gurudevanAM mukhamAMthI zabda sarI paDe. "dukkara karya" "dukkara karyuM""dukkara karyuM" sthUlabhadrajInI pAtratA hatI to guru dvArA zaktipAta thayo. ' pAtratA vagara prApta thayela AzIrvAda tAraka banatA nathI. pratyeka gurunA AzIrvAda che nityAraga pAragA hoha... tuM bhavapAra pAma, paNa AsannabhavI nikaTabhavIne ja

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatiA 182 AzIrvAda saphaLa thAya. prabhu ! mArA mananI avaLacaMDAI ayogyatA kahyuM. huM to mArA gurune kahyuM tame jevA AzIrvAda ApyA tevo huM thayo. Ape AzIrvAdamAM kaMjUsAi karI to mAro vikAsa nA thayo. Ape AzIrvAdamAM pakSapAta karyo eTaluM huM pAchaLa rahI gayo. paNa meM kyAreya vicAra karyo nathI. mArI yogyatA vikasita karUM ? pAtratA vikasita karUM ?... duniyAmAM dareka sAthe caDasA caDasI huMsA tuMsI karUM chuM. A yuddha mArA tA2ka guruvara sAthe paNa karUM chuM. hajI eka gupta vAta kahI dauM mane kaMI prApti thaI. siddhimaLI. tyAre thayuM mArI pragatimAM sauno sahakAra keTalo ? koIe mArgadarzana karyuM. paNa puruSArthato mAro ja ne tyAre gurune bhUlI jAuM chuM. sahakArIne, sahabhAgIne bhUlI jAuM chuM..... "saMjame naMdi" saMyama ekalA levAya nahi. ekalA paLAya nahiM. saMyama gurunI kRpAe maLe. saMyamanuM pAlana samudAyanA sahakAre thAya. saMyamanI vRddhi, saMyamanI zuddhi gurunA sahakAre thAya. prabhu ! abhimAnamAM aMdha banI kyAreka mophAMTa boluM chuM ane kahI dauM chuM. mane koInIya jarUra nathI. vicArUM chuM. tyAre khabara paDe che. A zabdo to bolI lIdhA paNa saMyamInI avajJA - AzAtanA karavA dvArA meM bhayaMkara mohanIya karma bAdhyuM. o mokSagAmI mahAtmA ? zAstramAM trIsa mohanIya karma baMdha sthAnakamAM je sthAno kahyAM che teno vicAra karaje. kaI pravRtti karavAthI sIttera koDAkoDI sAgaropama pramANa mohanIya karmano baMdha thAya che.

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa ciMtatikA sUtra - 183 tArI jIvana caryA, tAro vArtAlApa temAM kSaNe kSaNe saMyama dharmano Adara bahumAna pragaTavA joie. saMyamI pratye sadA namra vinayI rahevuM joie. mahAmanA mahAtmA "mama ya disau saMjame naMdi' AzIrvAda mAMgavA yogya che ane AzIrvAda prApta karavAne yogya che. mahAmanA mahAtmA teM phakta mAthuM nathI muMDAvyuM paNa mana muMDAvyuM che. zira para kALA keza nahi ane hRdayamAM kALo kleza nahi. mastaka para kezano bhAra nahi hRdaya para klezano kAramo kera nahi. saMyamamAM AnaMda prApta karavA alpa kaSAya joie. alpa kaSAya vagara saMyamamAM AnaMda prApta na thAya. saMyama eTale taddana ochI jarUrata taddana ochI sagavaDa potAnI jAta mATe koI dAda nahiM koI phariyAda nahi. je maLyuM jevuM maLyu temAM ja AnaMda ane tene ja ArAdhanAnuM sAdhana banAvavAnuM saMyamanA suMdara pAlana mATe svabhAva - mRdu joie. komaLa joie, zAMta joIe, sahanazIla joIe. milana pUrNa bhAva rahevo joie. sAdhune jIvakAya saMyama to pALavAnuM paNa ajIvakAya saMyama pALavAnuM. sAdhuno jIvamAtra sAthe vyavahAra saMrakSakano hoya. saMyamI mAtra pratye Adara bahumAna pUrvakano hoya. eka saMyamI AtmA bIjA saMyamI AtmAneM jue ane tenI AMkhamAMthI amRtadhArA varasavA lAge mukhamAMthI 'vANI nIkaLe... sAdhunAM darzanam puNyam....... saMyamamAM jene sahaja AnaMda - umaMga - utsAha bhAva hoya .

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184 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA te ja prabhunI bhavya prArthanA bAda vinaMti karI zake. mamaya disau saMjame naMdi.... sAdhanA aMtara utsAha... bhavya puruSArthathI prApta karavAnI, raste AvyA bAda vinaMti karavAnI. mArA puruSArthanI pUrNAhuti, sAdhanAnI siddhi ApanA prabhAve, have mane AzIrvAdanuM baLa Apo - ApanI hUMpha, ApanuM AzvAsana, ApanuM mArgadarzana, ApanuM rakSaNa eja mAruM kavaca, eja mAruM bakhrara. gurudeva ! Apa mahAn AtmAno ziSya chuM. mAruM paNa lakSya mahAna che. Atma svabhAvamAM sthiratA rUpa saMyama, cAritra Apo je zuddha hoya... vizuddha hoya... te AtmA ja tattvapariNatinI avasthA prApta kare, prArthanA mArI, puruSArtha mAro... paNa ApanA AziSe ja siddhi - niHzreyanI prApti, e mAro mudrAlekha che. mahAna guruno mahAna ziSya banAvo.. basa, alam ati vistaraNa .....

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manaH prasannatAmeti pUjyamAne jinezvare... - - - - - - .... jyAM jinezvaranI pUjA thAya che tyAM mananI prasannatA prApta thAya che. jagatamAM sarva jIva khuzI AnaMdamAM rahevA icche che. paNa khuzI... AnaMda e rati mohanIya karmano bheda che. mana pasaMda kaMIka cIja prApta thaI khuzI thaI; rati mohanIya karmano udaya rati mohanIya karmano baMdha...... | mana pasaMda kaMI nA maLyuM. nArAjagI thaI arati mohanIya karmano udaya- arati mohanIya karmano baMdha... mAnave janma lIdho ane A jagatamAM sau prathama kArya karyuM hoya to rUdananuM....... kSaNavAramAM khuzI..... kSaNavAramAM nAkhuzI...... jarA mana pasaMda maLyuM; hasI paDyA, jarA mana virUddha thayuM raDI paDyA. jarA ApaNane gamatuM maLyuM; hasI khuzI.... jarA aNagamatuM maLyuM..... raDavuM nArAjagI. eka rAzimAM praveza karela caMdra aDhI divase badalAya paNa mAnava mana to kSaNe kSaNe raMga badale che. A to mAnavano sAmAnya svabhAva thaI gayo che. nA , jarA vAkya badalavAnI jarUra che. sAmAnya mAnavano svabhAva alpa

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186 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA prAptimAM khuzI, alpa aprAptimAM nAkhuzI. mahAmAnavo - mahAtmAo Apatti Ave ... vipatti Ave... kaSTa Ave... bhayaMkara musIbata Ave paNa akaLAtA nathI ke muMjhAtA nathI. pratyeka paristhitimAMthI samAdhAna zodhI samAdhAnanA mArge AgaLa vadhe che. - jinazAsanamAM to rUdanamAMya pApa ane hAsyamAMya pApa.... . jIvavAnuM kevI rIte? jIvanane kalAtmaka banAvavuM e ja jinazAsananeM sAra che. mAnava.... sabUra kara... pahelA javAba Apa tuM kema raDe che? tuM kema hase che? o mArA moTA bhAI A kaMI pUchavA jevo savAla che? tame to kamAla karo cho kevuM pUcho cho kema hase che?, kema raDe che? are ! jIvato chuM. eTale hasuM chuM ane raDa chuM. marI jaiza to hasIza nahi, raDIza nahi. o bhoLA AtmA! huM tane prazna puchuM ane Ama akaLAI na jA, tane bhautika prAptimAM AnaMda ane bhautika aprAptimAM ja duHkha che. bhautika sAdhananI prApti tane hasAve che ane bhautika sAdhananI aprApti tane duHkhI karAve che. bhautika upalabdhimAM vyakti mAtramAM pharaka rahevAno. te mAMgyuM... cAhyuM tyAre maLavuM joIe to ja khuzI. mAgyuM........ cAhyuM... jhakhyuM tyAre na maLyuM to duHkha rUdana. tane ghaDImAM sukha ane ghaDImAM duHkha thavAnuM eTale tArA hAsyarUdana dina rAtanI jema avirata cAlyA karavAnA.

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 187 mahAmanA mahAtmAnA rUdanano paNa itihAsa che. ane hAsyano paNa itihAsa che. mAtA marUdevAnA rUdane temane kevalajJAna prAptino mArga Apyo. AcArya zayaMbhavanA be AMsu kartavya pUrNAhutinA sUcaka banyA. tuM yAda rAkhaje. amArA paramAtmA mahAvIranI AMkhamAM paNa be AMsunA buMda AvI gayA hatA. be AMsu karUNA samudramAMthI saryA hatA. subhadrAnA be AMsue dhannAjIne cAritra mArge agrasara karyA. hAsyano paNa itihAsa che. bAlamunine kAjo letAM avadhijJAna thAya. indranI AnaMdanI prakriyA joI hasavuM Ave majAka sujhe to avadhijJAna cAlyuM jAya. naMdiSeNa muninI; vezyA majAka kare dasamAM tame, ane bAra varSanA bhogAvalInA baMdhana tUTe ane saMyama mArge punaH saMcare. AdrakumAranA page kAcA sutaranA tAMtaNA baMdhAya ane munivarano AtmA karmabaMdhananA mahAbaMdhana toDavA ujamALa bane. bhalA sAdhaka ! ApaNe khUba raDyA ane khUba hasyA. paNa kyAreya guNa prApti mATe raDyAM nathI. hasyA nathI. saguNa aMge valopAta thayo nathI. svabhAvamAM gaMbhIratA nathI, sahanazIlatA nathI, svabhAvamAM tucchatA ane Akramaka vRtti che. laghuzAMti ane bRhadrazAMtinA carama maMgalamAM pharamAvyuM che. manaH prasannatAmati pUjyamAne jinezvare...... - jinezvara prabhu jayAM pUjAya tyAM mananI prasannatA prApta thAya che. prasannatA Atmika saddaguNa che. jinezvara prabhunI pUjA vagara

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188 zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA mana prasanna kyAMthI bane... prasannatA aMtaramAMthI pragaTa thato AdhyAtmika AnaMda che.. samaktinA pAMca lakSaNamAM prathama lakSaNa zama. zamanI siddhi te prazama. tenAthI AgaLanuM eka pagathiyuM te prasannatA. prasannatA mananI vyavasthitatA, sthiratA,dhIratA vagara pragaTa thatI nathI vicArakatA ja ApaNA svabhAvamAM sthiratA lAve che. sthiratAnA sahAre dhIratA Ave che, ane dhIratAnA sahAre prasannatAnA snehabharyA svAgata thAya che. prasannatA eTale jagatanI bAhya koI paNa cIjanI prApti ke abhAvanI jhaMkhanA ja nahi. AtmAmAM Atma svabhAve lIna banavuM. bahAranuM kaMI meLavavuM ejavibhAvadazA..... paudgalika dazA che. AtmAmAM Atma svabhAve lIna banavuM te ja svabhAva dazA..... nijAnaMda avasthA che. pudgala prIti ghaTe nahi ane Atma zakti vikase nahi tyAM sudhI prasannatA pragaTe nahi. mahAtmAo bAhya anubhUtithI zUnya banI gayA hoya che. aMtaranA AnaMdamAM masta banI gayA hoya che. tethI jagat nI koI paristhiti temane raDAvatI nathI. hasAvatI nathI. amArA pelA svabhAvanA yogI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje to siddhAcala zikhara upara yugAdi deva AdIzvara prabhu samakSa aMta2vINAnA tAra choDyA ane AtmAnI mastImAM mahAlatA paramAtma bhaktimAM lalakAryuM.

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA 'citta prasanne re pUjana phala kahyuM. pUjA akhaMDita eha' sAce mahApuruSa AjanA hoya ke lAkho varSa pahelA thayA hoya paNa teonI vANImAM..... upadezamAM koI pharaka na hoya..... 189 , 'manaH prasannatAmeti pUjya mAne jinezvare' bolo ke 'citta prasanne re pUjana phaLa kahyuM.' arthamAM koI phera nahi. AnaMdaghanajI ma. to pharamAve che vItarAganI pUjA karI. sarvajJanI pUjA karI to tane alaukika, apUrva, advitIya ja prApta thAya. A vizvamAM mananI prasannatA jevuM kaMI paNa apUrva nathI. AnaMdaghanajI ma.sA. to hajI AgaLa kahe che. citta prasannatA e ja prabhunI akhaMDa pUjA. AnaMda dhanajI ma. gItArtha mUrdhanya che. zabda nahi.... zabdArtha nahi parama rahasyanA upAsaka che. akhaMDita pUjA eTale jinAjJAnI avirata ArAdhanA.... jinAjJAno akhaMDita ArAdhaka eTale citta prasanna AtmA... manaH prasanna mahAtmA..... dehamAM hoya paNa dehAtIta hoya.... karmamAM hoya paNa karmabaMdhanathI alaga hoya. mAnavalokamAM mAnavadehamAM ... mAnavonI vacce paNa siddhAtmA sadeza nirmaLa, ujjavaLa, pavitra. citta prasannatA eTale rAga dveSanA vaLAmaNA. rAgadveSanA besaNA rahe ja nahi. citta prasannatAnA anubhava gamya che. zabdathI akathya che. citta prasannatAnI sAdhanA mATe sadA mATe jAgRta bane che. seTelAiTa preraNAtIrthamAM amArA vartamAna gurudevanA pravacanano mukhya sUra Aja rahela. ApaNe ApaNA jIvanano vyavahAra paddhativicAra e ja rIte keLavavA joIe ApaNI prasannatAnI sAdhanAmAM

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zrI labdhi pratikramaNa sUtra ciMtatikA kyAMya skhalanA na thavI joie. kSaNe kSaNe jAgRta raho. jagatanA koI paNa vyavahAramAM koI paNa AdAna - pradAnamAM prasannatA jaLavAI rahevI joIe. duHkhI nA thavuM joie. duHkha e manaH sthiti che. paNa hakIkata nathI. hakIkatato prasannatA che. prabhunI AjJAnu ArAdhana, prabhunI upAsanA rAga - dveSa harAve..... rAga dveSa vagaranI AnaMdanI anubhUti te prasannatA. prabhunI pUjA eTale AjJAnI ArAdhanA...... AjJAnI ArAdhanA eTale citta prasannatA..... manaH prasannatA A satyane hRdayamAM zAzvat sthApita kare. samyak prAptinI rekhA citta prasannatA che. 190 o mArA guruvara ! meM ApanA vividha prasaMge darzana karyA che. ApanI prasanna mukhamudrA e ja mAruM AkarSaNa kendra che. huM paNa citta prasannatA prApta karUM eja mAro udyama puruSArtha, rahe tevA AzIrvAdanI jhaMkhanAe...... * *

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pU. dAdA gurudeva zrI labdhisUrIzvarajI ma.sA.

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nikI labdhi se vikasita hai bhArata hA yaha deza hamArA laIzvasUrIzvarajI gusvAra pyArA vaMTana unaTho DoTi hamArA gaMbhIrasUri A. gaMha hajI ma. sA ja hamaNasUri ua havanatilaka I A Te*# 24 ladhisUrIjha, al. bhava malA, dAdAgurudeva. zvarajI ma.sA. ja caMtasUrijI , vakramasUrijI rajI ma A A ' re * pU. hajI ma. sA. nada A DHARNIDHAR - 6631074