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________________ jJAna sthApanA yugoM-yugoM taka, AptavANI dvArA! 'jagat ke bAre meM jaisA hai vaisA', sabhI spaSTa huA hai| sabhI spaSTa ho jAne do| jitanI vANI nikala jAe, utanI eka bAra nikala jAne do| loga pUchate jAeMge aura naye-naye spaSTIkaraNa nikalate jaaeNge| rojAnA nikalate haiN| vaha sabhI chapa jAegA, taba phira bAda meM loga usameM se sArA niSkarSa nikAlakara jJAna kA sthApana kreNge| ata: AptavANiyoM meM to AtmA kA anubhava kahA gayA hai| inameM saba kucha A jAtA hai|| 'maiM jo bolatA hU~, usameM se eka zabda bhI inhoMne gvaayaa| nahIM hai| sAre zabda TeparikaoNrDara meM saMgraha karake rakhe haiM aura yaha to vijJAna hai na! isa duniyA meM jitane bhI zAstra haiM, jo pustakeM haiM, ve sAre jJAnamaya haiM, yaha akelA vijJAnamaya hai / vijJAna arthaat| iTaselpha(svayaM ) kriyAkArI! zIghra phala denevAlA hai, turaMta hI mokSa detA hai! - dAdAzrI dAdA bhagavAnanA zreNI asIma jaya jayakAra ho DON970-01-000-590 AptavANI zreNI - 1 Rs.40/ 9788189-913sob
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________________ dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita prakAzaka : ajita sI. paTela mahAvideha phAunDezana 'dAdA darzana', 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kaoNleja ke pIche, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda - 380014, gujarAta phona - (079) 27540408, 27543979 All Rights reserved - Shri Deepakbhai Desai Trimandir, Simandhar City, Ahmedabad-Kalol Highway, Post - Adalaj, Dist.-Gandhinagar-382421, Gujarat, India. AptavANI zreNI-1 prathama saMskaraNa : prata 3000, disambara 2009 bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' aura 'maiM kucha bhI jAnatA nahIM', yaha bhAva! dravya mUlya : 40 rupaye lesara kampojha : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana, ahamadAbAda mudraka mUla gujarAtI saMkalana : DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna hindI anuvAda : mahAtmAgaNa : mahAvideha phAunDezana (prinTiMga DivIz2ana), pArzvanAtha caimbarsa, naI riz2arva baiMka ke pAsa, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda-380 014. phona : (079) 27542964, 30004823
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________________ samarpaNa isa vikarAla kalikAla ke saMsAra sAgara meM uThe azAMti ke jhaMjhAvAta meM jAgRtika mAnava-mana naiyA ko kinAre lagAne hetu, manazAMti - baMdaragAha kI khoja kara rahe jana sAmAnya ke lie, saMsAra kalyANa kI bhAvanA se prerita, vAtsalya mUrti jJAnI puruSa 'dAdA bhagavAna' ke zrI mukha se pravAhita huI yaha jJAna saritA rUpI AptavANI, nizcaya hI alaukika varadAna siddha hogii| tUphAna meM pha~sI unakI jIvana naiyA ko yaha dAdAI kutubanumA sahI maMjila kA dizA darzana karAegA, isa bhAvanA ke sAtha AptavANI zrRMkhalA kI yaha prathama kar3I dAdAjI ke Azrita bane mukta svajanoM ke dvArA vinamra bhAva se mumukSu janoM ko sAdara samarpita. trimaMtra Apta vijJApana he sujJajana ! terA hI 'svarUpa' Aja maiM tere karakamaloM meM A rahA huuN| kRpA karake usakA parama vinaya karanA tAki tUM apane Apa, apane hI 'sva' ke parama vinaya meM rahakara sva-sukhavAlI, parAdhIna nahIM aisI, svataMtra AptatA kA anubhava kregaa| yahI hai sanAtana AptatA, alaukika puruSa kI AptavANI kii| yahI hai sanAtana dharma, alaukika AptatA kaa| jaya saccidAnaMda
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________________ ( dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA prakAzita pustakeM hindI 1. jJAnI purUSa kI pahacAna 13. pratikramaNa 2. sarva du:khoM se mukti 14. dAdA bhagavAna kauna? 3. karma kA vijJAna 15. paisoM kA vyavahAra 4. Atmabodha 16. aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 5. maiM kauna hU~? 17. jagata kartA kauna? 6. vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 18. trimaMtra 7. bhUgate usI kI bhUla 19. bhAvanA se sudhare janmojanma 8. eDajasTa evarIvheyara 20. pati-patnI kA dIvya vyavahAra 9. TakarAva TAlie 21. mAtA-pitA aura baccoM kA vyavahAra 10. huA so nyAya 22. samaja se prApta brahmacarya 11. ciMtA 23. AptavANI-1 12. krodha English Adjust Everywhere 17. Money Ahimsa (Non-violence) 18. Noble Use of Money 3. Anger 19. Pratikraman Apatvani-1 20. Pure Love 5. Apatvani-2 21. Right Understanding to Help 6. Apatvani-6 Others 7. Apatvani-9 22. Shree Simandhar Swami 8. Avoid Clashes 23. Spirituality in Speech 9. Celibacy : Brahmcharya 24. The Essence of All Religion 10. Death : Before, During&After...25. The Fault of the Sufferer 11. Flawless Vision 26. The Science of Karma 12. Generation Gap 27. Trimantra 13. Gnani Purush Shri A.M.Patel 28. Whatever has happened is Justice 14. Guru and Disciple 29. Who Am I? 15. Harmony in Marriage 16. Life Without Conflict 30. Worries dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA gujarAtI bhASA meM bhI 55 pustakeM prakAzita huI hai| vebasAiTa www.dadabhagwan.org para se bhI Apa ye sabhI pustakeM prApta kara sakate haiN| dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA hara mahIne hindI, gujarAtI tathA aMgrejI bhASA meM "dAdAvANI" maigez2Ina prakAzita hotA hai| dAdA bhagavAna kauna? jUna 1958 kI eka saMdhyA kA karIba cha: baje kA samaya, bhIr3a se bharA sUrata zahara kA relve sTezana, pleTaphArma naM. 3 kI beMca para baiThe zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela rUpI dehamaMdira meM kudaratI rUpa se, akrama rUpa meM, kaI janmoM se vyakta hone ke lie Atura 'dAdA bhagavAna' pUrNa rUpa se prakaTa hue| aura kudarata ne sarjita kiyA adhyAtma kA adbhuta aashcry| eka ghaNTe meM unako vizvadarzana huaa| 'maiM kauna? bhagavAna kauna? jagata kauna calAtA hai? karma kyA? mukti kyA?' ityAdi jagata ke sAre AdhyAtmika praznoM ke saMpUrNa rahasya prakaTa hue| isa taraha kudarata ne vizva ke sanmukha eka advitIya pUrNa darzana prastuta kiyA aura usake mAdhyama bane zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela, gujarAta ke carotara kSetra ke bhAdaraNa gA~va ke pATIdAra, kAnTrekTa kA vyavasAya karane vAle, phira bhI pUrNatayA vItarAga puruSa! ___unheM prApti huI, usI prakAra kevala do hI ghaNToM meM anya mumukSu janoM ko bhI ve AtmajJAna kI prApti karavAte the, unake adbhuta siddha hae jJAnaprayoga se| use akrama mArga khaa| akrama, arthAta binA krama ke, aura krama arthAta sIr3hI dara sIr3hI, kramAnusAra Upara cddh'naa| akrama arthAt liphTa mArga, zaoNrTa kaTa! ve svayaM pratyeka ko 'dAdA bhagavAna kauna?' kA rahasya batAte hue kahate the ki "yaha jo Apako dikhAI dete hai ve dAdA bhagavAna nahIM hai, ve to 'e.ema.paTela' hai| hama jJAnI puruSa haiM aura bhItara prakaTa hue haiM, ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiN| dAdA bhagavAna to caudaha loka ke nAtha haiN| ve Apa meM bhI haiM, sabhI meM haiN| ApameM avyakta rUpa meM rahe hue haiM aura 'yahA~' hamAre bhItara saMpUrNa rUpa se vyakta hue haiN| dAdA bhagavAna ko maiM bhI namaskAra karatA huuN|" _ 'vyApAra meM dharma honA cAhie, dharma meM vyApAra nahIM', isa siddhAMta se unhoMne pUrA jIvana bitaayaa| jIvana meM kabhI bhI unhoMne kisI ke pAsa se paisA nahIM liyA balki apanI kamAI se bhaktoM ko yAtrA karavAte the|
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________________ AtmajJAna prApti kI pratyakSa liMka 'maiM to kucha logoM ko apane hAthoM siddhi pradAna karanevAlA huuN| pIche anugAmI cAhie ki nahIM cAhie? pIche logoM ko mArga to cAhie na?" - dAdAzrI parama pUjya dAdAzrI gA~va-gA~va, deza-videza paribhramaNa karake mumukSu janoM ko satsaMga aura AtmajJAna kI prApti karavAte the| ApazrI ne apane jIvanakAla meM hI pUjya DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna (nIrUmA~) ko AtmajJAna prApta karavAne kI jJAnasiddhi pradAna kI thiiN| dAdAzrI ke dehavilaya pazcAt nIrUmA~ vaise hI mumukSujanoM ko satsaMga aura AtmajJAna kI prApti, nimitta bhAva se karavA rahI thii| pUjya dIpakabhAI desAI ko dAdAzrI ne satsaMga karane kI siddhi pradAna kI thii| nIrUmA~ kI upasthiti meM hI unake AzIrvAda se pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzo meM kaI jagahoM para jAkara mumukSuoM ko AtmajJAna karavA rahe the, jo nIrUmA~ ke dehavilaya pazcAt Aja bhI jArI hai| isa AtmajJAnaprApti ke bAda haz2AroM mumukSu saMsAra meM rahate hue, jimmedAriyA~ nibhAte hue bhI mukta rahakara AtmaramaNatA kA anubhava karate haiN| graMtha meM mudrita vANI mokSArthI ko mArgadarzana meM atyaMta upayogI siddha hogI, lekina mokSaprApti hetu AtmajJAna prApta karanA z2arUrI hai| akrama mArga ke dvArA AtmajJAna kI prApti kA mArga Aja bhI khulA hai| jaise prajvalita dIpaka hI dUsarA dIpaka prajvalita kara sakatA hai, usI prakAra pratyakSa AtmajJAnI se AtmajJAna prApta kara ke hI svayaM kA AtmA jAgRta ho sakatA nivedana AtmavijJAnI zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela, jinheM loga 'dAdA bhagavAna' ke nAma se bhI jAnate haiM, unake zrImukha se adhyAtma tathA vyavahAra jJAna saMbaMdhI jo vANI nikalI, usako rikaoNrDa karake, saMkalana tathA saMpAdana karake pustakoM ke rUpa meM prakAzita kiyA jAtA haiN| jJAnI puruSa saMpUjya dAdA bhagavAna ke zrImukha se adhyAtma tathA vyavahArajJAna saMbaMdhI vibhinna viSayoM para nikalI sarasvatI kA adbhuta saMkalana isa AptavANI meM huA hai, jo naye pAThakoM ke lie varadAnarUpa sAbita hogii| prastuta anuvAda meM yaha vizeSa dhyAna rakhA gayA hai ki vAcaka ko dAdAjI kI hI vANI sunI jA rahI hai, aisA anubhava ho| unakI hindI ke bAre meM unake hI zabda meM kaheM to "hamArI hindI yAne gujarAtI, hindI aura aMgrejI kA miksacara hai, lekina jaba 'TI' (cAya) banegI, taba acchI bnegii|" jJAnI kI vANI ko hindI bhASA meM yathArtha rUpa se anuvAdita karane kA prayatna kiyA gayA hai kintu dAdAzrI ke AtmajJAna kA sahI Azaya, jyoM kA tyoM to, Apako gujarAtI bhASA meM hI avagata hogaa| jinheM jJAna kI gaharAI meM jAnA ho, jJAna kA sahI marma samajhanA ho, vaha isa hetu gujarAtI bhASA sIkheM, aisA hamArA anurodha hai| prastuta pustaka meM kaI jagahoM para koSThaka meM darzAye gaye zabda yA vAkya parama pUjya dAdAzrI dvArA bole gaye vAkyoM ko adhika spaSTatApUrvaka samajhAne ke lie likhe gaye haiN| jabaki kucha jagahoM para aMgrejI zabdoM ke hindI artha ke rUpa meM rakhe gaye haiN| dAdAzrI ke zrImukha se nikale kucha gujarAtI zabda jyoM ke tyoM rakhe gaye haiM. kyoMki una zabdoM ke lie hindI meM aisA koI zabda nahIM hai, jo usakA pUrNa artha de ske| hAlAMki una zabdoM ke samAnArthI zabda artha ke rUpa meM diye gaye haiN| anuvAda saMbaMdhI kamiyoM ke lie Apase kSamAprArthI haiN|
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________________ 'ye AptavANiyA~ eka se ATha chapa gaI haiN| dUsarI caudaha taka taiyAra honevAlI haiM, caudaha bhaag| ye AptavANiyA~ hindI meM chapa jAe~ to sAre hindustAna meM phaila jAe~ / ' AptavANiyoM ke hindI anuvAda ke lie parama pUjya dAdAzrI kI bhAvanA - dAdAzrI parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAna (dAdAzrI) ke zrImukha se Aja se pacIsa sAla pahale nikalI isa bhAvanA phalita hone kI yaha zurUAta hai aura Aja AptavANI - 1 kA hindI anuvAda Apake hAthoM meM hai / bhaviSya meM aura bhI AptavANIoM tathA graMtho kA hindI anuvAda upalabdha hogA usI bhAvanA ke sAtha jaya saccidAnaMda / * * pAThakoM se..... 'AptavANI' meM mudrita pAThyasAmagrI mUlata: gujarAtI 'AptavANI' zreNI - 1 kA hindI rupAMtara hai| isa 'AptavANI' meM 'AtmA' zabda ko saMskRta aura gujarAtI bhASA kI taraha pulliMga meM prayoga kiyA gayA hai| jahA~ jahA~ para caMdUlAla nAma kA prayoga kiyA gayA hai, vahA~ vahA~ para pAThaka svayaM kA nAma samajhakara paThana kreN| 'AptavANI' meM agara koI bAta Apa samajha na pAyeM to pratyakSa satsaMga meM padhAra kara samAdhAna prApta kreN| 9 saMpAdakIya sarvajJa 'dAdA bhagavAna' kI prakaTa sarasvatI svarUpa, vANI kA yahA~ saMkalana kiyA gayA hai| jinake sucaraNoM meM kAla, karma aura mAyA sthira ho jAe~, aise paramAtmA svarUpa jJAnI puruSa kI hRdayasparzI prakaTa vANI ne kaI logoM ko divya cakSu pradAna kie haiN| AzA hai ki jo koI isa mahAgraMtha kA, 'satya jAnane kI kAmanA' se paThana karegA use avazya hI divyacakSu kI prApti ho, aisA hai, bazarta usake aMdara aisI dRr3ha bhAvanA ho ki mujhe kevala 'parama satya' hI jAnanA hai, aura kucha nahIM jAnanA / yadi dUsarA kucha jAnane kI jarA-sI bhI gupta AkAMkSA rahI to usakA kAraNa matAgraha hI hogaa| 'parama satya' jAnane kI ekameva tamannA aura matAgraha ye donoM virodhAbhAsa hai| Agraha aura matamatAMtara ke dvArA kabhI mukti yA mokSa saMbhava nahIM hai| pUrNa rUpa se nirAgrahI, niSpakSapAta hone para hI kArya saphala hogaa| mokSa to jJAnI puruSa ke caraNoM meM hI hai| aise mokSadAtA jJAnI puruSa kI yadi pahacAna ho jAe, unase tAra jur3a jAe to nakada mokSa hAthoM meM A jaae| aisA naqada mokSa aneka logoM ne prApta kiyA hai aura vaha bhI kevala eka hI ghaMTe meM ! mAnane meM nahIM Ae, pahale kabhI sunane meM nahIM AI ho aisI abhUtapUrva bAta hai yaha, phira bhI anubhava kI gaI haqIqata hai ! mokSa ati ati sulabha hai, para jJAnI puruSa kI bheMTa honA atiati durlabha hai / bheMTa hone para unakI pahacAna honA, to ati ati sau bAra durlabha, durlabha, durlabha hai| parama satya jAnane kI kAmanA rakhanevAle ke lie jJAnI puruSa kA varNana, unakI pahacAna hetu bahuta hI upayogI siddha hotA hai| jJAnI puruSa kI pahacAna kaise kareM? unheM kaise pahacAneM? jJAnI puruSa kI pahacAna kevala unakI vItarAga vANI ke dvArA saMbhava hai| anya koI sAdhana isa kAla meM nahIM hai| pracIna kAla ke loga AdhyAtmika rUpa se itane vikasita the ki jJAnI kI A~kheM dekhakara hI 10
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________________ unakI vItarAgatA pahacAna lete the| jJAnI puruSa eka kSaNa ke lie bhI vItarAgatA se pare nahIM hote haiN| jJAnI puruSa kI pahacAna unake guNoM se ho sakatI hai, para Ama AdamI ke lie unake guNoM ko pahacAnanA kaThina kArya hai| jJAnI puruSa meM 1008 guNa hote haiM, jinameM pradhAna cAra guNa aise hote haiM, jo anya kisI ko prApta nahIM hote| jalane kI saMbhAvanA ho vahA~ prathama to hAtha hI nahIM DAlate aura bhUla se yadi DAla diyA to turaMta haTA lete haiN| deha bhI sahaja svabhAvI hotI hai| bAkI aMdarUnI jJAna sthiratA gaz2aba kI hotI hai| kisI bhI saMyoga meM aMdara kA eka bhI paramANu vicalita nahIM ho, use asalI sthiratA kahate haiN| aMdara meM jarA bhI daqhala nahIM ho, jarA-sI jalana nahIM ho usI kA nAma sthirtaa| bAharI jalana to deha ke svabhAvika guNoM kA pariNAma hotI hai| usakA AMtararika pariNitI se koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| jJAnI meM apAra karuNA hotI hai, karuNA ke sAgara hote haiN| unameM dayA kA aMza taka nahIM hotaa| dayA to ahaMkArI guNa, dvaMdvaguNa hai| dayA ke pratipakSa meM nirdayatA kahIM kisI kone meM par3I hI hotI hai| vaha to nikale taba patA calatA hai| jJAnI dvaMdvAtIta hote haiN| jJAnI kI A~khoM meM se niraMtara amRtavarSA hotI rahatI hai| isa peTrola kI agni meM dhUM-dhUM karake jala rahe saMsAra ke sAre jIvoM ko kaise sthAyI ThaMDaka pahucAU~ yahI bhAvanA unake dila meM niraMtara bahA karatI hai| 1) jJAnI meM sUrya jaisA pratApa hotA hai| atyaMta pratApI puruSa hote haiN| pratApa unakI A~khoM meM hI jhalakatA hai| yaha pratApa to ve jaba dikhAe~ taba hI patA calatA hai| 2) unameM caMdramA jaisI saumyatA hotI hai| unakI saumyatA aisI hotI hai ki usakI ThaMDaka ke kAraNa kisI ko bhI jJAnI ke pAsa se haTane ko mana hI nahIM krtaa| unakI yaha saumyatA to sUrya ke tApa ko bhI ThaMDA karane kI kSamatA rakhatI hai| kaisA bhI AgababUlA huA manuSya Ae, paraMtu unakI A~khoM kI saumyatA dekhakara barpha kI taraha ThaMDA ho jAtA hai| pratApa aura saumyatA donoM eka sAtha kevala jJAnI meM hI dekhane ko milate haiN| anyathA kucha logoM meM akelA pratApa hotA hai, to saumyatA nahIM hotI aura saumyatA hotI hai, to pratApa nahIM hotaa| pUrNa jJAnI kI eka A~kha meM pratApa aura dUsarI A~kha meM saumyatA hotI hai| 3) sAgara jaisI gaMbhIratA hotI hai| jisa kisI ne jo kucha diyA use apane meM samA lete haiM aura Upara se AzIrvAda dete haiN| 4) unakI sthiratA, aDigatA to meru parvata jaisI hotI hai| eka bhI bAhya saMyoga unakI AMtarika sthiratA ko hilA nahIM sktaa| aisI aDigatA aura saMgI cetanA meM bar3A aMtara hai| yadi koI dIye kI jyota para, binA hilAe, hAtha rakhatA hai to vaha sthiratA nahIM khlaatii| vaha to haThAgraha hai| ahaMkAra hai| jJAnI saMpUrNa rUpa se nirahaMkArI hote haiM, sahaja hote haiN| deha ke asara se unheM koI lenA-denA nahIM hotaa| jJAnI to, jahA~ 11 jJAnI meM zizu samAna nirdoSatA hotI hai| zizu meM nAsamajhI kI nirdoSatA hotI hai, jaba ki jJAnI saMpUrNa samajhadArI ke zikhara para rahakara bhI nirdoSa hote haiN| ve khuda, dRSTi nirdoSa karake, svayaM nirdoSa hue hote haiM aura sAre saMsAra ko nirdoSa hI dekhate haiN| Ar3Apana to nAmamAtra ko nahIM hotA, jJAnI meN| Ar3Apana, ahaMkAra kA pratyakSa guNa hai| mokSa kI galI bahuta saMkar3I hai| usameM Ar3e rahakara jA pAnA saMbhava nahIM hai| sIdhA hokara calane para hI usa pAra jA sakeM, aisA hai| Ar3Apana to mokSamArga meM sabase bar3I rukAvaTa hai| jJAnI kI saralatA to saMsAra kI sabhI U~cAIyoM ko chUkara Upara uThI huI hotI hai| saMpUrNa nirahaMkArI pada para virAjamAna hone ke kAraNa jaisA kaheM ve vaisA karane ko taiyAra hote haiN| koI kahe, 'isa kursI se utara jaaie|' to ve kaheMge, 'cala bhaiyA aisA karatA huuN|' koI cAhe kaisI bhI zarArata kare, para jJAnI usakA pratibhAva nahIM dete| jJAnI ke sAtha koI zarArata kare, taba hI patA cale ki unameM kitanI vItarAgatA hai! zarArata karane para nAga kI taraha phana phailAe, to samajhanA 12
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________________ yogya samaya (jarUrata ho taba) para vApasa pratibodha ke rUpa meM prakaTa hotA hai| jJAnI dvArA boyA gayA bodha bIja TheTha mokSa taka le jAtA hai| vaha kabhI bhI vyartha nahIM jaataa| jJAnI kA vacanabala to gajaba kA hotA hai| ki yaha jJAnI nahIM ho skte| jJAnI puruSa meM Agraha kA eka paramANu bhI nahIM hotaa| ve saMpUrNa nirAgrahI hote haiN| Agraha to vigraha hai aura nirAgraha se mokSa hai| bhagavAna ne kisI bhI bAta kA Agraha rakhane ko manA kiyA hai| kevala mokSa hetu hI jJAnI puruSa kA Agraha rakhanA, kyoMki unake caraNoM meM hI mokSa hai| jJAnI mileM aura unakI kRpAdRSTi prApta huI, to sahaja rUpa se mokSa hAthoM meM A jAe aisA hai| jJAnI puruSa kauna ki jinheM saMsAra meM jAnane yogya kucha bhI zeSa nahIM rahA hai| pustakeM par3hanA yA kisI bhI zreNI meM uttIrNa honA zeSa nahIM rahA hai| unheM mAlA nahIM pheranI par3atI, kucha bhI karane ko yA jAnane ko bAkI nahIM hai| ve to sarvajJa hote haiM aura saMsAra meM mukta mana se vicarate jJAnI kA prema, zaddha prema hai aura vahI paramArtha prema kA alaukika jharanA hotA hai| vaha prema-jharanA sAre saMsAra kI agni zAMta karatA hai| saba se bar3I bAta to yaha hai ki jJAnI puruSa pUrNatayA niSpakSa hote haiN| pakSa lenevAle to matAMdha kahalAte haiN| matAMdha kabhI satya kI prApti nahIM kara sktaa| vaha to jaba pUrNa rUpa se niSpakSatA utpanna ho, tabhI sarvajJa pada kI prApti hotI hai| are! jJAnI to apane mana-vacana aura kAyA kA bhI pakSa nahIM lete, tabhI to unheM sarvajJa pada prApta hotA hai| yadi eka bhI pakSa kI bAta rahe, to ve eka pakSIya kahalAe~ge, sarvajJa nahIM khlaaeNge| jJAnI puruSa kI sabhA meM to krizciyana, muslima, vaiSNava, jaina, svAmInArAyaNa, pArasI, khojA Adi sabhI abheda bhAva se baiThate haiM aura haraeka ko jJAnI puruSa apane dharma ke Apta puruSa pratIta hote haiN| eka ajJAnI ke lAkha mata hote haiM aura lAkha jJAniyoM kA eka hI mata hotA jJAnI puruSa kI dazA aTapaTI hotI hai| Ama AdamI ko usakA aMdAjA nahIM hotaa| jJAnI puruSa ko Azrama kA zrama nahIM hotaa| unakI na dhvajA, na paMtha, na bAr3A, na koI borDa hotA hai, na to bhagavA, na hI zveta vastra hote haiM, ve sIdhe-sAde bheSa meM ghUmate haiN| phira sAmAnya jIva unheM kaise pahacAna pAe~? phira bhI unakI pahacAna meM bhUla-cUka nahIM ho, isalie zAstra kahate haiM ki jJAnI puruSa to vahI haiM ki jo nizadina AtmA ke upayoga meM hI rahate haiM, unakI vANI anubhava gamya hotI hai| unheM koI ataraMga spRhA nahIM hotI, garva yA gAravatA (sAMsArika sukhoM meM DUbe rahanA) nahIM hotii| saMsAra kI kisI cIz2a ke ve bhikhArI nahIM hote| mAna, viSaya, lakSmI yA ziSya ke bhI bhikhArI nahIM hote haiN| saMpUrNatayA ayAcaka pada kI prApti ke bAda hI jJAna-prakAza prakaTa hotA hai| jo pUrNarUpa se taraNa tAraNahAra hue hoM, ve hI dUsaroM ko tArate haiN| jJAnI puruSa meM to kaI ucca sAMyogika pramANa ekatra hue hote haiM, ucca nAmakarma hotA hai, yazakarma hotA hai| kucha kie bagaira hI kArya siddhi kA yaza anAyAsa hI unheM mila jAtA hai| unakI vANI manohArI hotI hai| lokapajya pada hotA hai aura aise to anekoM guNa hoM, taba jJAnI puruSa prakaTa hote haiN| jJAnI eka ora sarvajJa hote haiM, to dUsarI ora abudha bhI hote haiM, tanika bhI buddhi nahIM hotii| buddhi prakAza pUrNarUpa se asta ho, taba sarvajJa pada bAje gAje ke sAtha puSpamAlA lekara sAmane se prakaTa hotA hai| aisA niyama hI hai ki jo abudha hotA hai vahI sarvajJa hotA hai| jJAnI kI vANI, vartana aura vinaya manohArI hote haiN| unakI vANI, vartana aura vinaya to kahIM dekhane meM nahIM Ae~ aise anupama hote haiN| saMpUrNa syAdavAda vANI ki jisase kisI bhI jIva ke dRSTibindu ko jarA-sI bhI Thesa na lage aisI hotI hai| unake vacana hRdaya meM utara jAte haiM aura jJAnI puruSa ko pustaka nahIM par3hanI hotI, mAlA nahIM pheranI par3atI, vahA~ para bhakta aura bhagavAna kA bheda nahIM hotaa| bhagavAna zabda to vizeSaNa
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________________ hai aura jinheM bhagavat guNoM kI prApti hotI hai, unake lie bhagavAna zabda vizeSaNa ke rUpa meM prayoga hotA hai| jaba taka bhUla hotI hai, taba taka sira para bhagavAna hotA hai| bhUla rahita hoM, to koI bhagavAna bhI UparI nhiiN| jJAnI puruSa meM eka bhI bhUla nahIM hotI, isalie na to koI unakA UparI hotA hai aura na hI koI anddrhaindd| khuda saMpUrNa svataMtra hote haiN| jJAnI kA pratyeka karma divyakarma hotA hai| eka bhI karma kahIM bhI baMdhanakartA nahIM hotaa| saMsAra ke laukika karma apane bIja DAlakara jAte haiM jaba ki jJAnI ke karma mukti dekara jAte haiN| are! ve to mukta puruSa hI hote haiM, itanA hI nahIM para anekoM ko mukti pradAna karane kA sAmarthya rakhate haiN| jJAnI nigraMtha hote haiN| sArI graMthiyoM kA chedana ho gayA hotA hai| jJAnI puruSa ko tyAgAtyAga saMbhava nahIM hai| yaha bAta khuda bhagavAna ne hI prakaTa kI hai| jJAnI meM navInatA nahIM hotI aura jisa dazA meM jJAna prakaTa huA ho vahI dazA hamezA ke lie hotI hai| isalie hI unakI dazA aTapaTI hotI hai| loga tyAga ke AdhAra para jJAnI khojane nikaleM, to pahacAna kaise hogI? jJAnI puruSa ke tIna guNa yadi koI sIkha le, to usakA kAma bana jAe aura mukti pA jaae| ve tIna guNa haiM, kompresibala, phleksibala aura ttensaail| jJAnI puruSa gurutama-laghuttama hote haiN| jJAnI ko yadi koI gadhA kahe, to ve kaheMge, 'usase bhI laghu hU~ bhaiyA, laghuttama huuN| tU pahu~ca nahIM pAe utanA laghutama huuN|' aura yadi koI jJAnI puruSa ko AcArya kahe, to use kaheMge, 'bhaiyA, tU yadi usase bhI adhika kI prApti cAhatA hai, to usase bhI Upara ke pada meM haiM, hama bhagavAna haiN|' jo jaisA pAnA cAhe, vaisA samajhe, to usakA kAma ho jaae| AtmA svayaM aguru-laghu svabhAva kA hai| saMsAra meM 'AptapuruSa' kevala jJAnI puruSa hI kahalAte haiN| Apta yAnI hara taraha se vishvsniiy| sAMsArika bAtoM ke lie hI nahIM para mokSa prApti hetu bhI aMta taka vizvasanIya hote haiN| jaba taka khuda ko AtmA kA bhAna nahIM huA hai, AtmA kI pahacAna nahIM haI, taba taka jJAnI puruSa hI khuda kA AtmA hai| jJAnI puruSa mUrtimAna mokSa svarUpa hote haiN| unheM dekhakara apanA AtmA prakaTa karanA hotA hai| jJAnI puruSa khuda pArasamaNi kahalAte haiM aura ajJAnI to lohA hai, jo unheM chUte hI sonA bana jAtA hai| para yadi ve bIca meM aMtarapaTa (pardA) nahIM rakheM to| jJAnI puruSa anaMta bodhakalA, anaMta jJAnakalA aura anaMta prajJAkalA ke svAmI hote haiM, jise jo cAhie vaha le jAo aura apanA kAma nikAla lo| AtmajJAna hetu jJAnI puruSa ke pAsa jAnA hI hogaa| binA jAnakAra ke to koI sAdhAraNa cIz2a bhI nahIM milatI hai, isalie nirvikalpa samAdhistha aise jJAnI puruSa ke pAsa jAnA hI par3atA hai| jJAnI puruSa 'zuddha caitanya' ko hAthoM meM hI rakha dete haiN| jJAnI puruSa cAheM so kareM, para phira bhI ve nimittabhAva meM hI rahate haiN| kisI bhI vastu ke kartA jJAnI nahIM hote haiN| pratyeka zAstra aMta meM to yaha kahakara rUka jAtA hai ki tujhe prakaTa AtmA kI prApti karanI hai, to tU jJAnI kI zaraNa le| prakaTa dIyA hI dUsarA dIye prajvalita kara sakatA hai, isalie 'go Tu jJAnI', kyoMki 'jJAnI' sadeha Atma svarUpa hue hote haiM arthAt taraNa tAraNahAra hote haiN| jJAnI niraMtara vartamAna meM hI vicarate haiM, bhUta yA bhaviSyakAla meM nahIM kompresibala yAnI saMkocanazIla, cAhe jitanA dabAva Ae, para ve use sahana karane kI kSamatA rakhate haiM aura turaMta yathAsthita ho jAte haiN| phleksibala yAnI jaise mor3eM vaise muDa jAte haiM, para kabhI bhI TUTate nahIM haiM! aura TensAila yAnI cAhe jitanA bhI tanAva ho jhela sakate haiM! ina tIna guNoM ke kAraNa saMsAra vyavahAra meM kahIM koI muzkila nahIM AtI aura binA kisI aMtarAya ke mokSa meM pahu~cA jA sakatA hai|
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________________ hote| niraMtara vartamAna meM hI baratate haiN| unakI dRSTi meM gilAsa TUTa gayA vaha bhUtakAla aura aba kyA hogA, usake vicAra aura ciMtA, vaha bhvissykaal| jJAnI kAla ke choTe se choTe avibhAjya laghutama aMza meM hI rahate haiN| sAre brahmAMDa ke pratyeka paramANu se avagata hote haiN| sAre jJeyoM ke jJAtA-dRSTA hI hote haiN| samaya aura paramANu taka pahu~canA, vaha to jJAnI kA hI kAma! 'gata vastu kA zoca nahIM, bhaviSya kI vAMchanA nahIM, vartamAna meM barateM so hI jnyaanii|' 'parama vinaya' aura 'maiM kucha bhI nahIM jAnatA', ina do hI cIz2oM ke sAtha jo jJAnI ke pAsa pahu~cA, vaha pAra utarA hI smjho| are! kevala eka hI bAra yadi jJAnI ke caraNoM meM sarva bhAva samarpita karake parama vinaya se jisane sira jhukAyA, usakA bhI mokSa ho jAe, aisA gaz2aba kA Azcarya jJAnI ke caraNoM meM hI hai aura vahIM sIdhA nahIM rahA to mokSa kaise pAegA? __eka ghara to DAyana taka chor3atI hai| isalie jJAnI ko chor3akara aura kahIM bhI bakheDA kara AyA to hala nikala AegA, para jJAnI ke pAsa to vinaya meM hI rahanA, varnA bhArI baMdha par3a jaaegaa| jJAnI kA virodha calegA para virAdhanA nahIM clegii| jJAnI kI ArAdhanA yadi nahIM ho to harja nahIM para virAdhanA to bhUlakara bhI mata krnaa| isakA sadaiva dhyAna rkhnaa| jJAnI kA pada to Azcarya kA pada kahalAtA hai usakI virAdhanA meM mata pdd'naa| jJAnI puruSa ke prati vibhAva kA paidA honA hI virAdhanA kahalAtI hai| jJAnI puruSa hI khuda kA AtmA hai isalie jJAnI kI virAdhanA yAnI khuda ke AtmA kI virAdhanA karane jaisA hai| khuda 'khuda ke' hI virAdhaka hue| svabhAva se jo Ter3hA hai, use to vizeSa rUpa se sAvadhAna rahanA hogA, kyoMki jJAnI kI eka virAdhanA asaMkhya kAla ke lie narkagati ba~dhavA detI hai| jinheM tIna loka ke nAtha vaza meM haiM, vahA~ para yadi sarala nahIM huA to aura kahA~ para sarala hogA? jJAnI puruSa ke pAsa to pUrNa saralatA ho, tabhI kAma hogaa| prastuta jJAnagraMtha ke prakAzana kA prayojana mukhyataH sAtvika vicArakoM, vaijJAnika mAnasavAle vaicArika varga aura saMsArI jvAlA se tapta janasamudAya kI AtmazAMti ho, vahI hai| aisI hArdika bhAvanA hai ki isa bhayAvaha kaliyuga ke dAvAnala meM satayuga jaisI AtmazAMti kI anubhUti karAne meM prastuta graMtha eka prabala parama nimitta siddha hogaa| zaddha bhAva se isI prArthanA ke sAtha! - DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna ina 'dAdA bhagavAna' ne kabhI sapane meM bhI kisI kI virAdhanA nahIM kI hai, kevala ArAdhanA hI kI hai| isalie 'dAdA bhagavAna' kA nAma lekara sadbhAva se jo kucha bhI kiyA jAe, vaha avazya phaladAyI hogA hI! jJAnI kA varNana karane meM vANI asamartha hai, kalama ruka jAtI hai| jJAnI to atulanIya aura nApe na jA sakeM, aise hote haiN| unheM nApanA yA tolanA mt| yadi jJAnI kA tola karane gae. to koI chaDAnevAlA nahIM milegA, aise cAroM baMdha pdd'eNge| apanI tarAja se kahIM jJAnI ko tolA jAtA hai? unheM nApane jAegA to terI mati kA nApa nikala jAegA! jisakA eka akSara bhI mAlUma nahIM ho, usakA tola kaise hogA? jJAnI buddhi se nahIM tole jaate| jJAnI ke pAsa to abudha ho jAnA caahie| buddhi to ulaTA hI dikhAtI hai| yadi jJAnI kI bAta samajha meM nahIM AtI to samajhanA ki utanA Ar3Apana aMdara bharA par3A hai| yadi jJAnI ke pAsa bhala se bhI Ar3Apana dikhAyA to kabhI mokSa prApta nahIM hogaa| are! mokSa to 17
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________________ orm I94& bhUleM 13 anukramaNikA peja naM / kudaratI taMtra saMcAlana bhautika vijJAna? 48 dharma kA svarUpa bhautika DevalapamenTa-AdhyAtmika saMsAra sarjana DevalapamenTa? saMsAra eka pahelI prAkRtika sAhajikatA 'vyavasthita' zakti ! sAdhaka dazA bhagavAna kA eDresa puNya aura pApa bhagavAna UparI aura mokSa ! saMkalpa-vikalpa rileTiva dharma : riyala dharma sarjana-visarjana kramika mokSamArga : akrama mokSamArga!10 puruSa aura prakRti kaoNmanasensa triguNAtmaka prakRti sAMsArika saMbaMdha ! AtmA, saguNa-nirguNa sukha aura duHkha ! prAkRta pUjA-puruSa pUjA prArabdha-puruSArtha kA virodhAbhAsI prakRti dharma- puruSa dharma avalaMbana prAkRta bagIcA avirodhAbhAsI avalaMbana vairAgya ke prakAra AtmA-anAtmA AtmA kA upayoga divyacakSu se mokSa ! manuSyapana kA DevalapamenTa ! punarjanma mAyA aura mukti ! mana-vacana-kAyA, iphekTiva sukha ke prakAra! Adhi - vyAdhi - upAdhi mala-vikSepa-ajJAnaH rAga-dveSa-ajJAna saMsAra aura brahma ! vANI kA vijJAna mana-vacana-kAyA kA bhUtAveza mauna-paramArtha mauna Agama-nigama aMta:karaNa pUraNa-galana mana kaisA hai? vicAra kyA hai? sAMsArika vighna nivAraka 'trimaMtra' kArya preraNA mana se hai ciMtA aura ahaMkAra jJAtA-jJeya kA saMbaMdha prApta ko bhogo mana para savAra ho jAie dhyAna aura apadhyAna lakSmIjI kahA~ basatI haiM? gatiphala-dhyAna aura hetu se mana kA saMkoca-vikAsa buddhi ke upayoga kI maryAdA mana ke vakra pariNAma avirodha vANI pramANa | mana kA svabhAva jJAnI aura dharma kA svarUpa mana kI gA~The kaise pighaleM? nirdoSa dRSTi mana phiz2ikala hai kaipha aura mokSa mana ke prakAra mana-vacana-kAyA kI balA | mana-AtmA kA jJeya-jJAtA saMbaMdha mokSa hI upAdeya hai 44 | buddhiprakAza- jJAnaprakAza saMsAra mahApola buddhi ke prakAra manuSyoM ko nirAzritatA 47 | buddhi kA Azaya gaNapati : buddhi ke adhiSThAtA deva 93 | hitAhita kA bhAna buddhijanya anubhava aura jJAnajanya anubhava94 lAipha eDajasTamenTsa matabheda kyoM? TakarAva cokhA vyApAra kareM 100 ikaoNnomI lakSmIjI kI kamI kyoM hai? 101 | viSaya buddhikriyA aura jJAnakriyA 102 | prema aura Asakti buddhibheda vahA~ matabheda 104 | naicurala laoN - bhugate usIkI bhUla 182 avadhAna kI zakti 106 nijadoSa darzana aMta:karaNa kA tIsarA aMga : citta 107 jJAnI hI zuddha AtmA de sakate haiM 110 Ar3Apana-svacchaMdatA citta prasannatA 111 zaMkA ahaMkAra 113 matAgraha tyAga kisa kA karanA hai dRSTirAga bhugatanevAlA kauna hai ? 115 bairabhAva ahaMkAra kA rasa khIMca lo 116 saMsAra-sAgara ke spaMdana ha~sate mukha jahara pIe 118 kleza adITha tapa kyA hai? 120 vAstava meM sukha-duHkha kyA hai? mAna-apamAna kA khAtA 121 | doSa dRSTi ahaMkAra kA jahara 122 | smRti ahaMkAra kA samAdhAna 124 asuvidhA meM suvidhA aTakAva aura sensiTivanesa 125 | cArja aura DiscArja aMta:karaNa kA saMcAlana moha kA svarUpa aicchika aura anivArya 129 mAyA jagat kA adhiSThAna | krodha nizcetana cetana | lobha manuSya deha mokSa kA adhikArI 140 kapaTa icchA 141 | krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kI khurAka 230 bhAva arthAt kyA?(bhAva kyA hai?)144 | homa DipArTamenTa faoNrena DipArTamenTa 232 sajjanatA-dujanatA 145 | saMyoga deha ke tIna prakAra 147 | prAkRta saMyoga dehAdhyAsa kaba TUTe? 150 | yoga-ekAgratA deha kI tIna avasthAe~ 151 | nirvikalpa samAdhi manuSya deha kA prayojana 155 dhyAtA-dhyeya-dhyAna AcAra, vicAra aura uccAra 155 | guru killI udvega 157 | akrama jJAna - kramika jJAna nidrA 160 | caurAsI lAkha yoni-cAra gati kI svapna 161 | bhaTakana kyoM? bhaya 165 | prajJA 20 126 137
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI zreNI - 1 dharma kA svarUpa dharma arthAt kyA? vastu svaguNadharma meM pariNamita ho, vaha dhrm| dharma yAnI vastu kA svabhAva aura vahI usakA dharma kahalAtA hai| udAharaNa ke rUpa meM, sonA, sonA kaba kahalAtA hai? jaba usake guNadharma sone ke dikhAI deM, tb| aMgara yadi kaDave lageM. to kyA kaheMge? aMgUra usake guNadharma meM nahIM hai| pItala ko yadi baphiMga karake rakhA ho, to vaha hUbahU sone jaisA hI lagatA hai, para sanAra ke pAsa le jAkara parakha karavAe~, taba patA calatA hai ki usameM sone ke guNadharma nahIM haiM, isalie sonA nahIM ho sktaa| do prakAra ke Ama Apake sAmane rakhe haiN| unameM se eka meM se Ama kI khuzabU AtI hai, sUkha jAne para thor3I-sI salavaTa par3atI haiM, thor3I sar3ana paidA hotI hai aura dUsarA Ama bhI habaha Ama jaisA hI dikhatA ho para vaha lakar3I kA ho, to aura sabakucha hotA hai, para sugaMdha nahIM hotI, kumhalAtA nahIM, sar3atA bhI nhiiN| donoM hI Ama haiM, para lakar3I kA Ama kevala kahane ko Ama hai| vaha sacce Ama ke svabhAva meM nahIM hai| jaba ki saccA Ama apane svabhAva meM hai, gaNadharma meM hai| vaise hI vastu jaba apane svabhAva meM hotI hai, guNadharma meM hotI hai, tabhI vaha vastu kahalAtI hai| vaha vastu apane dharma meM hai aisA kahalAtA hai| anAtmA ko, pudgala ko, 'maiM' mAnane meM AtA hai, vaha avastu hai, paradharma hai, svadharma nahIM hai| AtmA ko AtmA mAnA jAe, to vaha vastu hai, vahI dharma hai, svadharma hai, Atmadharma hai| dAdAzrI : Apa kauna haiM? praznakartA : maiM caMdUlAla huuN| dAdAzrI: ApakA nAma kyA hai? praznakartA : merA nAma caMdUlAla hai| dAdAzrI : 'maiM caMdUlAla' aura 'merA nAma caMdUlAla', donoM meM koI virodhAbhAsa lagatA hai kyA? nAmadhArI aura nAma donoM eka kaise ho sakate haiM? nAma to, jaba arathI uThatI hai, taba vApisa le liyA jAtA hai| myunisipAliTI ke rajisTara meM se nikAla dete haiN| yaha hAtha kisa kA hai? yaha paira kisa kA hai? praznakartA : merA hai| dAdAzrI : ve to isa zarIra ke speyara pArTsa haiN| usameM terA kyA hai? tere bhItara jo mana hai, vaha kisa kA hai? praznakartA : merA hai| dAdAzrI : yaha vANI kisa kI hai? praznakartA : merI hai| dAdAzrI : yaha deha kisa kI hai? praznakartA : merI hai| dAdAzrI : 'merI hai', kahate hI usakA mAlika usase alaga hai, aisA vicAra AtA hai ki nahIM AtA?
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 praznakartA : AtA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, to Apa khuda kauna haiM? isake bAre meM kabhI socA hai kyA? mokSa hotA hogA yA nahIM? praznakartA: mokSa to hai hI na? dAdAzrI : yadi bhagavAna banAnevAle hoM aura mokSa ho, to vaha saMpUrNa virodhAbhAsa hai| praznakartA : nhiiN| praznakartA : dAdAjI, yaha virodhAbhAsa kaise? dAdAzrI : yaha ghar3I lAe, use riyalAiz2a karake (samajhakara) lAe the na ki ThIka hai yA nahIM? yaha kapar3A lAe the, use bhI riyalAiz2a karake lAe the na? bIvI lAe use bhI riyalAiz2a karake lAe the na? praznakartA : hA~, daadaajii| dAdAzrI : to phira selpha, khuda kA hI riyalAiz2ezana nahIM kiyA? ye sArI cIjeM TemparerI (vinAzI) hoMgI yA paramAnenTa (avinAzI)? oNla dIz2a Ara TemparerI eDajasTamenTa / khuda paramAnenTa hai aura TemparerI vastuoM se usako guNA karate haiM, phira javAba kahA~ se AegA? are! tU galata, terI rakama galata, aba javAba sahI kaise AegA? selpha riyalAijezana nahIM kiyA, yaha choTI galatI hogI yA bar3I? praznakartA : bhayaMkara bar3I bhUla! yaha to blaMDara kahalAegA, dAdAjI! ___ saMsAra sarjana dAdAzrI : isa saMsAra kA sarjana kisa ne kiyA hogA? praznakartA : (mauna) dAdAzrI : terI kalpanA meM jo hai so batA de| hama yahA~ kyA kisI ko anuttIrNa karane baiThe haiM? praznakartA : bhagavAna ne banAyA hogaa| dAdAzrI : bhagavAna ke kauna-se bacce ku~vAre raha gae the, jo unheM yaha saba banAnA par3A? ve zAdIzudA hai yA ku~vAre? unakA patA kyA hai? dAdAzrI : yadi bhagavAna UparI hoM aura yadi ve hI mokSa meM le jAte hoM, to jaba ve kaheM ki uTha yahA~ se, to Apako turaMta uThanA pdd'egaa| vaha mokSa kaise kahalAe? mokSa arthAta saMpUrNa svtNtrtaa| koI UparI nahIM aura koI anDarahainDa bhI nhiiN| saMsAra eka pahelI ye aMgreja bhI kahate haiM ki gaoNDa iz2a dI krieTara oNpha disa varlDa (bhagavAna isa saMsAra ke racayitA haiM) muslima bhI kahate haiM ki allAha ne bnaayaa| hindU bhI kahate haiM ki bhagavAna ne bnaayaa| yaha unake dRSTibindu se sahI hai magara phaikTa se (haqIqata meM) galata hai| yadi tujhe phaikTa jAnanA hai, to vaha maiM tujhe btaauuN| jo 360 DigrIyoM kA svIkAra kare, use jJAna kahate haiN| hama sabhI 360 DigriyoM ko mAnya karate haiM, isalie hama jJAnI haiN| kyoMki hama senTara meM baiThe haiM aura isa kAraNa se hama phaikTa batA sakate haiN| phaikTa yaha hai ki gaoNDa ija naoNTa eTa oNla krieTara oNpha disa vrldd| yaha saMsAra kisI ne banAyA hI nahIM hai| to banA kaise? 'dI varlDa ija da paz2ala iTaselpha' saMsAra apane ApameM eka pahelI hai| pajalasama ho gayA hai isalie paz2ala kahanA par3atA hai| bAkI to saMsAra apane Apa banA hai| aura yaha hamane apane jJAna meM khuda dekhA hai| isa saMsAra kA eka bhI paramANu aisA nahIM hai ki jisameM maiM vicarA nahIM huuN| saMsAra meM rahakara aura usake bAhara rahakara maiM yaha kaha rahA huuN| yaha paz2ala (pahelI) jo saoNlva (hala) kare, use paramAtmA pada kI DigrI milatI hai aura jo saoNlva nahIM kara pAte ve paz2ala meM Diz2olva
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________________ AptavANI - 1 (pighala) ho gae haiN| hama yaha paz2ala saoNlva karake baiThe haiM tathA paramAtmA pada kI DigrI prApta kI hai| hameM yaha cetana aura acetana donoM bhinna dikhate haiN| jise bhinna nahIM dikhate vaha khuda hI usameM Diz2olva ho gayA hai| krieTara bhagavAna hai nahIM, thA nahIM aura hogA nhiiN| krieTara kA artha kyA hotA hai ? krieTara kA artha kumhAra hotA hai, use to mehanata karanI par3atI hai| bhagavAna kyA koI mehanatI hoMge? ahamadAbAda ke ye seTha loga binA mehanata ke cAra-cAra miloM ke mAlika bane phirate haiM, phira bhagavAna to mehanata karate hoMge? mehanatI yAnI mjduur| bhagavAna vaisA nahIM hai| yadi bhagavAna sabako gar3hane baiThatA, to sabhI ke cehare eka samAna hone caahie| jaise eka hI DAI se bane hoM, magara aisA nahIM hai| yadi bhagavAna ko niSpakSa kaheM, to phira eka manuSya janma se hI phuTapAtha para aura dUsarA mahala meM kyoM? phira yaha saba kisa prakAra cala rahA hai, isakA maiM Apako eka vAkya meM uttara detA hU~, Apa vistAra se khoja lenA / yaha saMsAra 'sAiMTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa' se calatA hai| jise hama 'vyavasthita zakti' kahate haiM, jo sabhI ko vyavasthita hI rakhatI hai ! calAnevAlA koI bApa bhI Upara nahIM baiThA hai| sabere Apa jAgate haiM yA jAganA ho jAtA hai? praznakartA: vaha to maiM hI uThatA hU~ na ? dAdAzrI : kabhI aisA nahIM hotA ki sonA hai phira bhI so nahIM pAte? subaha cAra baje jaganA ho taba alArma kyoM lagAte haiM? nizcaya kiyA ho ki pA~ca bajakara dasa minaTa para uThanA ho, to ThIka samaya para uTha hI jAnA cAhie, magara aisA hotA hai kyA? 'vyavasthita' zakti khuda karatA nahIM hai, vahA~ Aropa karatA hai ki maiMne kiyaa| ise siddhAMta kaise kaheM? yaha to virodhAbhAsa hai| phira kauna jagAtA hai Apako? AptavANI - 1 'vyavasthita' nAma kI zakti Apako jagAtI hai| yaha sUrya, caMdra, tAre sabhI 'vyavasthita' ke niyama ke AdhAra para calate haiN| ye mileM sArI dhue~ ke bAdala chor3atI hI rahatI hai aura 'vyavasthita zakti' use bikharAkara vAtAvaraNa ko svaccha banA detI hai aura saba 'vyavasthita' kara detI hai| yadi aisA nahIM hotA, to ahamadAbAda kI janatA mAre ghuTana ke kaba kI mara gaI hotii| yaha barasAta jo hotI hai, to vahA~ Upara pAnI banAne kauna jAtA hai? vaha to naicurala eDajasTamenTa hotA hai| do 'eca' (hAIDrojana) aura eka 'o (oksIjana)' paramANu ikaTThe hote haiM aura dUsare kitane hI saMyoga jaise ki havA Adi ke mela se pAnI banatA hai aura barasAta ke rUpa meM barasatA hai| yaha vaijJAnika kyA kahatA hai ? dekha, maiM pAnI banAtA huuN| are ! maiM tujhe do 'eca' ke paramANu ke bajAya eka hI 'eca' kA paramANu detA hU~, aba banA pAnI / taba vaha kahegA, 'nahIM vaise to kaise bana pAegA?' are! tU bhI inameM se eka eviDensa hai| tU kyA banAnevAlA hai? isa saMsAra meM koI 'mekara' (banAnevAlA) hai hI nahIM, koI karttA hai hI nahIM, nimitta haiM sbhii| bhagavAna bhI karttA nahIM haiN| karttA bane, to bhoktA bananA par3egA na? bhagavAna to jJAtA - dRSTA aura paramAnaMdI haiN| svayaM ke apAra sukha meM hI magana rahate haiN| 6 bhagavAna kA eDresa bhagavAna kahA~ rahate hoMge? unakA eDresa kyA hai? kabhI khata vata likhanA cAheM to? ve kauna se muhalle meM rahate haiM? unakA sTrITa naMbara kyA hai ? praznakartA : yaha to mAlUma nahIM hai, para sabhI kahate haiM, Upara rahate dAdAzrI : saba kahate haiM, aura Apane bhI mAna liyA? hameM patA lagAnA cAhie na ? dekhie maiM Apako bhagavAna kA sahI ThikAnA batAtA huuN| gaoNDa ija ina evarI krIcara vhedara vijibala aura inavijibala (bhagavAna sabhI jIvoM meM rahate haiM, phira bhale hI ve A~kha se dikhanevAle yA na haiN|
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 dikhanevAle jIva hoN|) Apake aura mere bIca meM dUrabIna (sUkSmadarzI) se bhI dikhAI nahIM deM, aise anaMta jIva haiN| unameM bhI bhagavAna baiThe hue haiN| ina sabhI meM zakti ke rUpa meM haiM aura hamAre aMdara vyakta ho gae haiN| saMpUrNa prakAzamAna ho gae haiN| isalie hama prakaTa paramAtmA ho gae haiM! gaz2aba kA prakAza huA hai!! yaha jo Apako dikhAI dete haiM, ve to aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI, bhAdaraNa ke pATIdAra haiM aura konTrekTa kA vyavasAya karate haiM, para bhItara jo prakaTa ho gae haiM, ve to gaz2aba kA Azcarya haiN| ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiN| para Apako samajha meM kaise Ae? yaha deha to paikiMga (khokhA) hai| bhItara baiThe haiM, ve bhagavAna haiN| yaha ApakA bhI caMdUlAla rUpI paikiMga hai aura bhItara bhagavAna virAje haiN| yaha gadhA hai, to yaha bhI gadhe kA paikiMga hai aura bhItara bhagavAna virAje haiN| para ina abhAgoM kI samajha meM nahIM AtA, isalie gadhA sAmane Ae, to gAlI dete haiM, jise bhItara baiThe bhagavAna noTa karate haiM aura kahate haiM, 'hamm... mujhe gadhA kahatA hai, jA aba tujhe bhI eka janma gadhe kA milegaa|' yaha paikiMga to kaisA bhI ho sakatA hai| koI sAgavAna kA hotA hai, koI Ama kI lakar3I kA hotA hai| ye vyApArI paikiMga dekhate haiM yA bhItara kA mAla dekhate haiM? praznakartA : mAla dekhate haiN| dAdAzrI : hA~, paikiMga kA kyA karanA hai? kAma to mAla se hI hai na? koI paikiMga sar3A huA ho, TUTA-phUTA ho para mAla to acchA hai na? hamane isa aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI ke sAtha palabhara ke lie bhI tanmayatA nahIM kI hai| jaba se hameM jJAna upajA taba se disa ija mAI pharsTa nebara (ye mere prathama par3ausI haiM) par3ausI kI taraha hI rahate haiM hm| bhagavAna UparI aura mokSa teraha varSa kI umra meM mujhe vicAra AyA thA ki mujhe koI UparI nahIM caahie| bhagavAna bhI UparI nahIM cAhie. yaha majhe nahIM jmegaa| aisA maiM apanA DevalamenTa (vikAsa) sAtha meM lAyA thA aura anaMta janma kI icchAoM kA phala mujhe isa janma meM milaa| yadi sira para bhagavAna UparI hoM aura vahI mokSa meM le jAnevAlA ho, to jahA~ kahIM baiThe hoM, vahA~ se khar3A kara de aura hameM khar3A honA pdd'e| yaha rAsa nahIM aaegaa| vaha mokSa kahalAe hI kaise? mokSa yAnI 'mukta bhAva' sira para koI UparI bhI nahIM aura koI aMDarahainDa bhI nhiiN| yahA~ jIte jI hI mokSa kA anubhava kiyA jA sakatA hai| eka bhI ciMtA musIbata nahIM ho| inkamaTaiksavAloM kA noTisa Ae, taba bhI samAdhi nahIM jAe, vahI mokss| phira Upara kA mokSa to isake bAda dekheNge| para pahale yahA~ mukta hone ke bAda hI vaha mukti milegii| merI solaha sAla kI umra meM zAdI huI taba sira para se sAphA jarA khisaka gayA, taba mujhe vicAra AyA ki hama donoM meM se kisI eka ko vidhavA yA vidhura honA hI hai, yaha to nizcita hI hai na? anaMta janmoM se sabhI yahI kA yahI par3hate haiM aura phira usa para AvaraNa A jAtA hai| ajJAna par3hAnA nahIM par3atA, ajJAna to sahaja hI AtA hai| jJAna par3hAnA par3atA hai| mujhe AvaraNa kama thA, isalie terahaveM sAla meM hI prakAza huA thaa| skUla meM mAsTarajI. laghatama samApavartya sikhalAte samaya kahate the ki aisI saMkhyA khojo, jo choTI se choTI ho aura sabhI meM avibhAjya rUpa se rahI ho| maiMne isa para se turaMta hI bhagavAna khoja nikaale| ye sabhI (manuSya) saMkhyAe~ hI haiM na? unameM bhagavAna avibhAjya rUpa se rahe hue haiM! maiM jo vANI bolatA hU~, usa vANI se ApakA AvaraNa TUTatA hai aura aMdara prakAza hotA hai, isalie merI bAta ApakI samajha meM AtI hai| bAkI eka bhI zabda samajhane kI ApakI tAkata nahIM hai| buddhi kAma hI na kre| ye, jo sabhI jo buddhimAna kahalAte haiM, ve sabhI roga bilIfa (galata mAnyatA) se hai| hama abudha haiN| hamAre pAsa baddhi nAma mAtra ko bhI nahIM hotii| buddhi kyA hai? sAre saMsAra ke anaMta sabjekTasa (viSayoM) ko jAneM, to bhI unakA samAveza buddhi meM hI hotA hai| jJAna kyA hai? 'maiM kauna hU~?' utanA hI jAneM, vaha jnyaan| isake alAvA terA sabhI jAnA huA
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 kucha kAma AnevAlA nahIM hai| ahaMkArI jJAna yAnI buddhi, aura niraMhakArI jJAna yAnI jnyaan| svarUpa kA jJAna, vahI jnyaan| matabheda TAlane kA mArga kyA hai? jIvana kaise jInA? karor3oM rupaye hoM, phira bhI matabheda hote hai aura matabheda se anaMta duHkha paidA hote haiN| rileTiva dharma : riyala dharma vRtta (sarkila) meM 360 DigrI hote haiN| aMgreja 110 DigrI para, muslima 120 DigrI para, pArasI 140 DigrI para, hindu 220 DigrI para hote haiN| ve sabhI apane apane dRSTi bindu se dekhate haiM, isalie saba apane dekhe hue ko sahI batAte haiN| 120 DigrI para baiThe hue ko maiM 80 DigrI para lAkara pUchaM ki kauna sahI hai? sabhI vya poinTa para, DigrI para baiThe hue hote haiN| 360 DigrI pUrI karake hama senTara (madhya binda) meM baiThe hue pUrNa puruSa haiN| jJAnI puruSa senTara meM sthita hone ke kAraNa vastu ko yathArtha rUpa meM dekha sakate haiM, samajha sakate haiM aura Apako yathArtha jJAna de sakate haiM / ye sabhI dharma sahI haiM, para ve rileTiva dharma haiM, vyU poinTa ke anusAra haiN| yadi phaikTa jAnanA ho, to senTara (kendra) meM AnA hogaa| riyala dharma, Atmadharma senTara meM hI hotA hai| jo senTara meM baiThA hai, vahI sabhI ke vyU poinTa ko dekha sakatA hai| isalie usakA kisI dharma se matabheda nahIM hotA hai| isa kAraNa hI hama kahate haiM ki jainoM ke hama mahAvIra haiM, vaiSNavoM ke hama kRSNa haiM, svAmInArAyaNa ke sahajAnaMda haiM, krizciyanoM ke krAisTa haiM, pArasiyoM ke jarathusTa haiM, muslimoM ke khudA haiN| jise jo cAhie vaha le jaae| hama saMgamezvara bhagavAna haiN| tU apanA kAma nikAla le| eka ghaMTe meM tumheM paramAtma pada detA hU~, para tumhArI taiyArI caahie| basa tuma Ao utanI hI derI hai| ghaMTebhara meM sArA kevalajJAna' de detA huuN| magara tumheM pacanevAlA nhiiN| hamAre hI 356 DigrI para Akara aTaka gayA hai, kAla kI vajaha se| para tumheM dete haiM, saMpUrNa 'kevalajJAna'! zakkarakaMda ko yadi bhaTThI meM DAleM, to kitanI ora se bhuna jAegA? cAroM ora se| usI prakAra yaha sArA saMsAra bhuna rahA hai| are! peTrola kI agni meM jalatA huA hameM hamAre jJAna meM dikhatA hai| isalie logoM kA kalyANa kaise ho, yahI hameM dekhanA hai| isalie hI hamArA janma huA hai, Adhe vizva kA kalyANa hamAre hAthoM hogA aura zeSa Adhe vizva kA kalyANa hamAre ina phaoNloarsa (anuyAyioM) ke hAthoM hogaa| hama isameM kartA nahIM haiM, nimitta haiN| jarmanIvAle ebsolyuTijama (parama tattva) kI khoja meM haiN| isalie yahA~ se bahuta sAre zAstra uThA le gae haiM aura khoja meM lage haiN| are! vaha aise milanevAlA nahIM hai| Aja hama khada hI pratyakSa ebsolyuTijama meM haiN| saMsAra sArA thyorI oNpha rileTiviTI meM hai| ye hamAre 'mahAtmA' thyorI oNpha riyaliTI meM haiN| hama khuda thyorI oNpha ebsolyuTiz2ama meM haiN| kevala thyorI nahIM, para thyorama meM haiN| hama jaba jarmanI jAeMge, taba kaheMge ki tujhe jo cAhie vaha le jaa| yaha hama khuda hI Ae haiN| disa ija kaiza baiMka ina dI varlDa (saMsAra meM yaha naqada baiMka hai) eka ghaMTe meM naqada tere hAtha meM thamA detA huuN| riyala meM biThA detA huuN| aura saba jagaha udhAra hai| kizte bharate rho| anaMta janmoM se tU kizte bharatA AyA hai, phira bhI hala kyoM nahIM nikalatA hai? kyoMki naqada kisI janma meM milA hI nahIM hai| kramika mokSamArga : akrama mokSamArga mokSa prApti ke do mArga : eka mukhya mArga, jo sTepa bAya sTepa, sIr3hI dara sIr3hI car3hane kA hai| satsaMga mile, to pA~ca sau sIr3hiyA~ car3ha jAe aura kusaMga mile kisI janma meM, to pA~ca hajAra sIr3hiyA~ utAra de| bar3A kaThina mArga hai! japa-tapa-tyAga karate hue car3hanA par3e, phira bhI patA nahIM ki kaba girA de? dUsarA akrama mArga, liphTa mArga matalaba sIr3hiyA~ nahIM car3hanI haiM, sIdhe hI liphTa meM car3hakara, bIvI-baccoM ke sAtha, beTe-beTiyoM kI zAdiyA~ racAte hue, sabakucha karake phira, mokSa prayANa krnaa| yaha saba karate hue bhI, ApakA mokSa calA nahIM jaataa| aisA akrama mArga apavAda mArga bhI kahalAtA hai| akrama mArga prati dasa lAkha varSoM meM eka bAra prakaTa
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 hotA hai| akele bharata rAjA ko yaha jJAna milA thaa| RSabhadeva dAdA bhagavAna ne apane sau putroM meM se akele bharata ko hI yaha akrama jJAna diyA thaa| unake sau putroM meM se aThThAnave putroM ne dIkSA lI thii| rahe bAhabalIjI aura bhrt| una donoM ko rAjya sauNpaa| phira bAhabalIjI bairAgI hokara nikala par3e aura unhoMne bhI dIkSA lI, isalie bharata ke sira para rAjya kA bhAra aayaa| bharata kI phira rAniyA~ kitanI thIM, mAlUma hai? teraha sau rAniyA~ thiiN| ve Uba gae the| Ajakala to eka hI bIvI se taubA karate haiM loga! bharata rAjA ko to bahuta duHkha thaa| rAnivAsa meM jAte, to pacAsa kA mu~ha ha~satA huA dikhAI detA aura pA~ca sau kA mu~ha car3hA huA / Upara se rAjya kI ciMtA, lar3AiyA~ lar3anA, to ve bar3e parezAna rahate the, isalie bhagavAna se jAkara bole, 'bhagavAna! mujhe rAjya nahIM cAhie, aura kisI ko sauMpa dIjie aura mujhe dIkSA diijie| mujhe bhI mokSa meM hI jAnA hai|' taba bhagavAna ne kahA ki tU yaha rAjya calAne kA nimitta hai| yadi nahIM calAyA to rAjya meM jhagar3e, mArakATa aura arAjakatA phaila jaaegii| jA, hama tujhe aisA jJAna dete haiM ki tujhe rAjya bhI bAdhaka nahIM hogA, teraha sau rAniyA~ bhI bAdhaka nahIM hoMgI aura lar3AiyA~ bhI bAdhaka nahIM hoNgii| RSabhadeva bhagavAna ne bharata ko aisA jJAna diyA thaa| aura vahI yaha 'akrama jJAna', jo hama tumheM yahA~ dete hai, eka ghaMTe meN| are ! bharata rAjA ko to jJAna haTa nahIM jAe, isake lie caubIsoM ghaMTe naukara ko rakhane par3ate the| jo hara paMdraha minaTa para bArI-bArI se ghaMTanAda karake bolA karate the, 'bharata ceta, ceta, ceta!' para abhI to Apa hI Der3ha sau kI naukarI karate haiM, to naukara kaise rakha pAe~ge? isalie hama bhItara hI aisI vyavasthA kara dete haiM ki pratikSaNa bhItara se hI 'ceta, ceta, ceta' kI gUMja uThatI rahatI hai| aisA adbhuta jJAna to kisI kAla meM na sunane meM AyA, na hI dekhane meN| yaha to gyArahavA~ Azcarya hai isa kAla kA! kaoNmanasensa kaoNmanasensa kyA hai? usakI paribhASA kyA hai? kaoNmanasensa arthAt evarIvheyara eplikebala, thyoriTikalI eja vela eja praikttiklii| (vyAvahArika samajha jo sarvatra lAgU kI jA sake, saiddhAntika aura vyAvahArika donoM prakAra se) kaoNmanasensa bar3I U~cI vastu hai| use jahA~ z2arUrata ho vahA~ kAma meM le sakate haiN| hamameM sau pratizata kaoNmanasensa hai| ApameM eka pratizata bhI nahIM hotaa| ulajhane para binA tor3e dhAgA sulajhAnA vahI kaoNmanasensa hai| loga to eka ulajhana sulajhAte-sulajhAte, dUsarI pA~ca ulajhaneM khar3I karate haiM, unheM komanasensa ke mArka kaise die jAe~? are! bar3e-bar3e vidvAno meM vidvattA hotI hai para komanasensa nahIM hotaa| hama meM buddhi nAmamAtra ko nahIM hai, hama abudha hue haiN| hama meM buddhi pUrNa rUpa se prakAzamAna huI hotI hai, para hamAre jJAna prakAza ke Age vaha kone meM jAkara baiThI rahatI hai| eka kinAre para abudha pada prApta hote hI sAmanevAle kinAre para sarvajJa pada mAlA lekara niyama se sAmane Akara khar3A hI hotA hai| 'hama abudha haiM, sarvajJa haiN|' sAMsArika saMbaMdha yaha Apake apane pitAjI se, mA~ se, bIvI ke sAtha jo saMbaMdha haiM, ve riyala saMbaMdha haiM kyA? praznakartA : hA~ jI, riyala saMbaMdha hI haiM na? dAdAzrI : phira to bApa mara jAe, to niyama se Apako bhI mara jAnA caahie| muMbaI meM aise kitane hoMge jo bApa ke pIche mara gae? dekhie maiM Apako samajhAtA huuN| mA~-bApa, bhAI bahana, bIvI-bacce unake bIca jo saMbaMdha haiM, ve sahI haiM, para riyala nahIM haiM, rileTiva saMbaMdha haiN| yadi riyala ho, to kisI kA bApa ke sAtha saMbaMdha TUTatA hI nhiiN| yaha to yadi bApa se kahA ho ki ApameM akla nahIM hai, to basa khtm| bApa kahegA, 'jA apanA mu~ha sArI jiMdagI mata dikhaanaa| maiM terA bApa nahIM aura ta merA beTA nahIM Aja se|' Apane bIvI ko bhI riztedAra mAnA, para DAivaoNrsa hotA hai ki nahIM? aisA hai yaha sNsaar| oNla dIz2a Ara TemparerI eDajasTamenTsa
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________________ AptavANI-1 13 AptavANI-1 hakIkata meM isa saMsAra meM duHkha jaisI koI vastu hI nahIM hai| duHkha avastu hai| kalpanA se paidA kiyA hai| jalebI meM duHkha hai, aisI kalpanA kareM, to use usameM duHkha lagatA hai aura sukha hai aisI kalpanA kareM, to sukha lagatA hai| isalie vaha yathArtha nahIM hai| jo saccA sukha hai, vaha sabhI ko svIkArya honA hI caahie| yUnivarsala Tratha (satya) honA caahie| para tU jisameM sukha mAnatA hai usameM auroM ko apAra duHkha kA anubhava ho aisA yaha saMsAra prArabdha-puruSArtha kA virodhAbhAsI avalaMbana (sAre alpakAlika samAyojana haiN)| are! yaha deha bhI ApakI sagI nahIM hai na? vaha bhI dagA de detI hai| yadi taya kiyA ho ki Aja itane samaya sAmAyika karanI hai, to yA to sira du:khane lagatA hai yA peTa duHkhane lagatA hai| vaha sAmAyika bhI nahIM karane detii| khuda paramAnenTa (zAzvata) aura yaha saba TemparerI (asthAyI), donoM kA mela kaise ho? isalie hI sArA saMsAra ulajhana meM pha~sA hai| rilezana meM to rilezana ke AdhAra para hI vyavahAra karanA caahie| satya-asatya ke lie bahuta Agraha nahIM rakhanA caahie| jyAdA khIMcane para TUTa jAtA hai| sAmanevAlA yadi saMbaMdha toDa DAle aura hameM saMbaMdha kI z2arUrata ho, to hama sila deM, tabhI saMbaMdha banA rhegaa| kyoki sAre saMbaMdha rileTiva haiN| udAharaNa ke lie, yadi bIvI kahe ki Aja pUnama hai, Apa kaheM ki nahIM amAvasyA hai| phira donoM meM khIMcAtAnI hogI aura sArI rAta bigar3egI aura subaha meM vaha cAya kA kapa paTaka kara degI, tA~tA banA rahatA hai| usake bajAya hama samajha leM ki isane khIMcanA zurU kiyA hai, to TUTa jAegA, ataH dhIre se paMcAga (kelenDara) ke panne idhara-udhara palaTa kara kaho, 'hA~ terI bAta sahI hai, Aja pUnama hai|' aise thor3A nATaka karane ke bAda hI usakI bAta sahI ThaharAnA, varnA kyA hogA? Dora bahuta khIMcI haI ho aura ekadama se Apa choDa do, to vaha gira pdd'egii| isalie Dora dhIre-dhIre sAmanevAlA gira nahIM par3e, aise saMbhalakara chor3anA, varnA vaha gira jAe, to usakA doSa lagatA hai| sukha aura duHkha saMsAra meM sabhI sukha kI khoja meM haiM para sukha kI paribhASA hI taya nahIM krte| 'sukha aisA honA cAhie ki usake bAda kabhI bhI du:kha nahIM aae|' aisA eka bhI sukha saMsAra meM ho, to khoja nikAla. jaa| zAzvata sukha khuda ke 'sva' meM aMdara hI hai| khada anaMta sakha dhAma hai aura loga nAzavaMta cIjoM meM sukha khojane nikale haiN| ina saMsAriyoM ke sukha kaise haiM? jAr3e kA dina aura chata kA mehamAna, kar3Ake kI sardI kI zuruAta, choTI rajAI aura khuda lNbuu| yadi sira DhaMke, to paira khule raheM aura paira DhaMke, to sira khulA rhe| bhaiyA sArI rAta parazAna rahe aisA yaha saMsArI sukha hai| loga prArabdha ko puruSArtha kahate haiN| pIse hue ko phira se pIsate haiM aura ulaTe AdhA sera ATA ur3A dete haiN| kucha loga prArabdha-prArabdha kI raTa lagAte haiM aura kucha puruSArtha-puruSArtha karate rahate haiM, para ve donoM nirAdhAra avalaMbana haiN| ye maz2adUra sArA dina miloM meM puruSArtha karate haiM, to ve kyA pAte haiM? roTI aura dAla yA aura kucha jyAdA? prArabdhavAdI yadi hAtha jor3akara baiThe raheM, to? muA! lAkha kamAe to kahatA hai, 'maiMne kamAyA' aura ghATA ho jAe to kahatA hai, 'bhagavAna ne kiyA, mere graha kharAba the, sAjhIdAra badamAza milaa|' Upara se kahatA hai, 'maiM kyA karU?' are! tU jIvita hai yA marA huA hai? acchA huA taba kahatA hai, 'maiMne kiyA', to aba kyoM nahIM kahatA ki maiMne kiyA hai? aba kahatA hai, bhagavAna ne kiyaa| aisA kahakara bhagavAna ko badanAma kyoM karatA hai? aura graha bhI kucha karate-dharate nahIM haiN| tere 'graha' hI tujhe parezAna karate haiN| tere bhItara hI nau ke nau graha bhare par3e haiN| ve hI tujhe parezAna karate haiN| haThAgraha, kadAgraha, durAgraha, matAgraha, satyAgraha sabhI tujha meM haiM, tere haiN| hama nirAgrahI hae haiN| jahA~ Agraha hotA hai, vahIM vigraha hotA hai| hameM Agraha nahIM hai, to vigraha kahA~ se hogA? yaha to anukUla meM AtA hai taba saphala hotA hai aura pratikUla Ane para bhagavAna para u~Dela dete haiN| anukUla aura pratikUla kI ina do kar3iyoM ko loga puruSArtha kahate haiN| yadi khuda puruSArtha karatA hotA, to kabhI bhI ghATA
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 nahIM hotaa| puruSArtha vaha hai ki niSphalatA ho hI nhiiN| yaha to virodhAbhAsa hai| tU khuda hI puruSa nahIM huA hai, taba puruSArtha kaise karegA bhaiyA? sahI puruSArtha to vahI hai jo svaparAkrama sahita ho| yaha to prakRti nacAtI hai, vaise nAcatA hai aura kahatA hai ki maiM nAcA! kRSNa bhagavAna ne kyA kahA ki UddhavajI, abalA to kyA sAdhana kare? jainoM ke sabase bar3e AcArya mahArAja AnaMdadhanajI bhI apane ko abalA batAte haiM, kyoMki puruSa kise kahate hai? jisane krodha-mAna-mAyAlobha jIta lie hoM, use| yahA~ to krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ne hI jise jIta liyA ho, vaha to abalA hI kahalAegA na? __ maiM puruSa huA hU~, puruSArtha aura svaparAkrama sahita huuN| jyotiSa aura puruSArtha donoM hI virodhAbhAsa hai| jyotiSa sahI hai. magara jise paruSArtha mAnate haiM, vaha bhrA~ti hai| ghATA ho taba jyotiSI ke pAsa kyoM jAtA hai? kara na puruSArtha ! yaha puruSArtha to agale janma ke bIja DAlatA haiN| isa elembika ke kArakhAne meM anekoM loga kAma karate haiM, taba kemikalsa taiyAra hote haiM aura vaha bhI phira eka hI kaarkhaanaa| yaha deha to aneka kArakhAnoM kI banI huI hai| lAkha 'elembika' ke kArakhAnoM kI banI huI hai, jo apane Apa calate haiN| are! rAta khAnA khAkara so gayA, phira aMdara kitanA pAcakarasa par3A, kitanA pitta par3A, kitanA baoNila par3A, usakA patA lagAne jAtA hai tU? vahA~ tU kitanA elarTa (sAvadhAna) rahatA hai? vahA~ to apane Apa sArI kriyAe~ ho kara subaha pAnI, pAnI kI jagaha aura saMDAsa. saMDAsa kI jagaha alaga hokara bAhara nikala jAtA hai aura sAre tattva rakta meM ikhaca jAte haiN| to kyA vaha saba tU calanA gayA thA? are! aMdara kA jaba apane Apa calatA rahatA hai, to kyA bAhara kA nahIM calegA? aisA kyoM mAnate haiM ki maiM karatA hU~? vaha to calatA rhegaa| rAta ko nIMda meM zarIra sahaja hotA hai| para ye to asahaja! dina meM kyA kahatA hai, 'maiM sAMsa letA hU~, ThIka se letA hU~, U~cI sAMsa letA hU~ aura nIcI bhI letA hU~' taba bhaiyA rAta meM kauna letA hai? rAta meM jo zvAsocchavAsa calate haiM, ve normala hote haiN| usase acchI taraha se saba pAcana hotA hai| manuSya mAtra laTU hai| maiM jJAnI hU~ para yaha deha laTU hai? ye laTU jo haiM, ve sAMsa se hI calate haiN| sAMsa kI taraha DorI lipaTane se laTTa ghUmatA hai| ghUmate-ghUmate kabhI palTI mAratA hai taba hameM lagatA hai ki 'gayA, gayA' magara phira sIdhA hokara ghUmane lagatA hai, aisA hai yaha saba ! nIma kA pattA-pattA, DAla-DAla kar3ave hote haiN| usameM usakA kyA puruSArtha? vaha to bIja meM jo par3A hai, vaha prakaTa hotA hai| vaise hI manuSya apane prAkRta svabhAva se vyavahAra karatA hai aura 'maiMne kiyA' kA ahaMkAra karatA hai| usameM usane kyA kiyA? saMsAra meM loga jise puruSArtha kahate haiM, vaha to bhrA~ta bhASA hai| rileTiva bhASA hai| udayakarma ke anusAra hotA hai, use 'maiMne kiyA' kahatA hai, jo garva hai, ahaMkAra hai| riyala bhASA kA puruSArtha, jo yathArtha puruSArtha hai vaha puruSa hone ke bAda hI, svarUpa kA bhAna hone ke bAda hI zurU hotA hai| usameM 'maiMne kiyA' yaha bhAva hI sArA ur3a gayA hotA hai| saMpUrNa akartA pada hotA hai| rileTiva saba prakRti hai aura riyala khuda puruSa hai| riyala puruSArtha kise kahate hai? koI hamArA hAtha kATa rahA ho, taba hama 'khuda' jJAtA-dRSTA pada meM raheM, use| jJAnakriyA aura darzanakriyA hI AtmA kI kriyAe~ haiN| anya saba jagaha AtmA akriya hai| AtmA kI aura koI kriyA nahIM hai aura 'AtmA' jJAna-darzana meM rahe, vahI puruSArtha hai| kabIrajI kI bIvI ko baccA honevAlA thaa| usase pahale to AMcala dUdha se bhara gayA aura baccA hote hI dUdha kI dhArA baha nikalI use dekhakara kabIrajI bole, 'prArabdha pahale banA, pIche banA zarIra, kabIra, acaMbhA ye hai, mana nahIM bAMdhe dhiir|' avirodhAbhAsI avalaMbana prArabdha kI raTa lagAkara baiThe raha sakeM aisA nahIM hai, kyoMki akele prArabdha kA avalaMbana lekara baiTha jAe~, to bilkula niSkriya ho jaaeNge|
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________________ AptavANI-1 17 AptavANI-1 haiN| nimitta ko kabhI kATate nhiiN| nimitta ko kATakara tU apanA bhayaMkara ahita kara rahA hai| jarA mUla rUTa kaoNz2a (mUla kAraNa) kA patA lagA na? to tujhe hala milegaa| maiM bacapana meM jarA zarAratI thaa| to zarArata bahuta karatA thaa| eka seTha apane pille ke sAtha bahuta khelate the| usa samaya maiM pIche jAkara, unheM patA nahIM cale aise, kutte kI pUMcha jora se dabA detA thaa| kuttA Age seTha ko dekhatA aura phaTAka se use kATa letaa| seTha zora mcaataa| isako kahate haiM, nimitta ko kaattnaa| AtmA-anAtmA usa avalaMbana se mana caina se baiThane hI nahIM detaa| yadi ApakA prArabdha kA avalaMbana sahI hai, to Apako eka bhI ciMtA nahIM honI caahie| magara ciMtA kA to kArakhAnA banAyA hai| isalie sabhI mAra khAte haiN| aise khoTe avalaMbana logoM ko die gae haiM, isalie to hindustAna kI avadazA huI hai| usakI pragati kuMThita ho gaI hai| hama koTi janmoM kI khoja ke bAda saMsAra ko ekjaikTa (yathArtha) jaisA hai vaisA, batA rahe haiM ki prArabdha aura puruSArtha donoM hI paMgu avalaMbana haiN| eka 'vyavasthita' hI sahI avalaMbana hai, phaikTa bAta hai, sAinTiphika hai| 'vyavasthita' arthAt kyA? sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa ke AdhAra para jo jo hotA hai, vaha 'vyavasthita' hai| 'vyavasthita' kA jJAna sabhI avasthAoM meM saMpUrNa samAdhAnakArI jJAna hai| isakA Apako eka sAdA udAharaNa detA huuN| eka kA~ca kA gilAsa Apake hAtha se chUTane lagA, use bacAne ke lie Apane hAtha ko Upara-nIce karake aMta taka bacAne kA prayatna kiyA, phira bhI vaha gira par3A aura TUTa gayA, taba use phor3A kisa ne? ApakI tanika bhI icchA nahIM thI ki gilAsa TUTe ulaTe Apane to use aMta taka bacAne kA prayatna kiyaa| taba kyA gilAsa kI khuda kI icchA thI TUTane kI? nahIM, usako to aisA ho hI nahIM sktaa| aura koI hAjira nahIM hai phoDanevAlA. to phira phor3A kisa ne? 'vyavasthita ne'| 'vyavasthita' ekjekTa niyamAnusAra calatA hai| vahA~ a~dheranagarI nahIM hai| yadi 'vyavasthita' ke niyama meM vaha gilAsa TUTanevAlA hI nahIM hotA, to ye kA~ca ke gilAsa ke kArakhAne kaise calate? 'vyavasthita' ko to ApakA bhI calAnA hai aura kArakhAne bhI calAne haiM aura hajAroM majadUroM kA peTa bhI pAlanA hai| ataH niyama se gilAsa TUTegA hI, TUTe binA rahatA hI nhiiN| taba abhAgA, TUTe taba duHkhI hotA hai, gussA karatA hai| are! naukara ke hAthoM yadi TUTa jAe aura do-cAra mehamAna baiThe hoM, to mana meM socatA hai ki kaba mehamAna jAe~ aura kaba maiM naukara ko cAra thappar3a jar3a dU~? aura muA, aisA karatA bhI hai! para yadi usakI samajha meM A jAe ki naukara ne nahIM tor3A para 'vyavasthita' ne tor3A hai, to hogA kucha? saMpUrNa samAdhAna rahegA ki nahIM rahegA? vAstava meM naukara becArA nimitta hai| use ye seTha loga kATane daur3ate Apake zarIra meM AtmA hai vaha to nizcita hai na? praznakartA : hA~ jii| dAdAzrI : to vaha kisa svarUpa meM hogA? miksacara yA kampAunDa? ye AtmA aura anAtmA miksacara svarUpa meM hoMge ki kampAunDa svarUpa meM? praznakartA : kampAunDa! dAdAzrI : yadi kampAunDa svarUpa meM hoM, to tIsarA nayA hI guNadharmavAlA padArtha utpanna ho jAegA, aura AtmA va anAtmA unake apane guNadharma hI kho deNge| taba to koI AtmA apane mUladharma meM A hI nahIM sakatA, aura kabhI bhI mukta nahIM ho sktaa| dekho maiM tumheM samajhAtA huuN| yaha AtmA jo hai, vaha miksacara svarUpa meM rahA hai aura AtmA va anAtmA donoM hI apane-apane guNadharma sameta rahe hae haiN| unheM alaga kiyA jA sakatA hai| sone meM tAMbA, pItala, cA~dI Adi dhAtuoM kA mizraNa ho gayA ho, to koI sAinTisTa unake guNadharmoM ke AdhAra para unheM alaga kara sakatA hai ki nahIM? turaMta hI alaga kara sakatA hai| usI prakAra AtmA, anAtmA ke guNadharmoM ko jo pUrNa rUpa se jAnate haiM. aura anaMta siddhivAle sarvajJa aise jJAnI haiM, ve unakA pRthakkaraNa karake, unheM alaga kara sakate haiN| hama saMsAra ke sabase bar3e sAinTisTa haiN| AtmA aura
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 anAtmA ke sAre paramANuo kA pRthakkaraNa karake, donoM ko alaga karake, eka hI ghaMTe meM Apake hAthoM meM zuddha AtmA de dete haiN| jJAnI kI pragaTa vANI ke alAvA bAhara jo 'AtmA, AtmA' bolate haiM yA par3hate haiM, vaha milAvaTI AtmA hai| zabda brahma! hA~, para zuddha nhiiN| ye sabhI jo dharma pAlate haiM ve anAtmA ke dharma pAlate haiN| ve rileTIva dharma haiM, zuddha AtmA ke dharma nhiiN| AtmA kA eka bhI gaNadharma yadi jAnA nahIM hai, to Atmadharma kaise pAla sakate haiM? vaha to jJAnI puruSa Apako thyorI oNpha rileTiviTI meM se jaba taka riyAliTI meM nahIM lAte, taba taka riyala dharma nahIM pAla skte| ye hamAre 'mahAtmA' Apake aMdara ke bhagavAna ko dekha sakate haiN| kyoMki hamane unheM divyacakSa die haiN| Apake jo cakSu haiM ve carmacakSa haiM, unase sArI vinAzI cIjeM dikheNgii| avinAzI bhagavAna to divyacakSu se hI dikheNge| divyacakSu se mokSa zrIkRSNa bhagavAna ne mahAbhArata ke yuddha ke samaya arjuna ko divyacakSu die the| para kevala pA~ca hI minaTa ke lie, usakA vairAgya TAlane ke lie phira vApasa le lie the| hama Apako paramAnenTa divyacakSu dete haiN| phira jahA~ dekheMge vahA~ bhagavAna dikheNge| hamameM dikheMge, inameM dikheMge, peDa meM dikheMge aura gadhe meM bhI dikheNge| pratyeka jIva meM dikheMge, saba jagaha Atmavat sarva bhUteSu hI dikhAI deMge, phira hai koI jhaMjhaTa? tIna sau sAla pahale hue, jainoM ke sabase bar3e AcArya mahArAja AnaMdaghanajI kyA kaha gae haiM, 'isa kAla meM divyacakSu kA, nizcaya se viyoga ho gayA hai|' isalie sabhI ne daravAje baMda kara lie| yaha to kudaratI hI gaz2aba kA jJAna utpanna ho gayA hai, naicurala eDajasTamenTa hai| jisase ghaMTe bhara meM hI divyacakSu prApta ho jAte haiN| bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM? mokSamArga ati ati ati (sau daphA) durlabha durlabha durlabha hai, para yadi jJAnI puruSa mileM to khicar3I banAne se bhI adhika sarala hai| hamArI yaha bAta ApakA AtmA hI kabUla karegA, yadi ApameM Ar3Apana nahIM rahA to, kyoMki Apake aMdara, maiM hI baiThA huA huuN| hameM ApameM aura hamAre meM koI bheda nahIM lgtaa| ye saba loga 'zraddhA rakho, zraddhA rakho' aise kahate haiN| magara bhaiyA mujhe zraddhA nahIM baiThatI isakA kyA? vyAkhyAna yA pravacana meM se nIce utarA ki dhotI jhAr3akara socatA hai ki Aja baiMgana bahuta saste ho gae haiN| (saMsAra hI lakSya me rahatA hai) hamAre pAsa zraddhA nahIM rakhanI hotii| yadi tere bhItara AtmA hai aura ADApana nahIM hai, to tujhe zraddhA avazya baiThanI hI cAhie, kyoMki yaha to jJAnI kI DAirekTa jJAnavANI hai, jo tere sAre AvaraNoM ko tor3akara sIdhe tere AtmA ko pahu~catI hai aura isalie tere AtmA ko kabUla karanI hI par3atI hai| hamArI bAta terI samajha meM A hI jAtI hai! zraddhApUrvaka kI bAta aura samajhapUrvaka kI bAta meM aMtara hai| samajhapUrvaka kI bAta ho, tabhI sAmanevAlA mAnatA hai| punarjanma hama auraMgAbAda se plena meM A rahe the| eka phrenca sAinTisTa milA jo mAikrobAyolaoNjisTa thaa| vaha hama se pUchane lagA, 'Apa inDiyana loga 'rIbartha' meM vizvAsa karate haiM, vaisA hama loga nahIM maante| Apa mujhe isake bAre meM samajhAeMge ki aisA kisa prakAra se hai? Apa kaheM utanA samaya maiM Apake sAtha inDiyA meM rahane ko taiyAra huuN|' hamane pUchA, 'kitanA samaya Apa raha sakate haiM?' phrenca sAinTisTa ne batAyA, 'pA~ca sAla, dasa saal|' maiMne kahA, 'nahIM, nahIM, itanA sArA TAima hamAre pAsa nahIM hai|' isa para usane kahA, 'chaha mahIne meM?' hamane kahA, bhaiyA, hama bekAra thor3e baiThe haiM? hameM bahuta kAma haiN| sAre saMsAra kA kalyANa karanA hai| usake hama nimitta haiN| aisA kIjie, ghaMTebhara meM hama sAntAkruja eyaraporTa para utareMge, taba Apa punarjanma meM mAnane lgeNge| hamane use plena meM hI sAinTiphikalI samajhA diyA aura vaha saca meM samajha gyaa| aura sAntAkruja jaba utare taba 'saccidAnaMda saccidAnaMda' bolane lgaa| are !
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 kaoNjez2a aura iphekTsa, iphekTsa aura kaoNz2ez2a kI paraMparA calatI hI rahatI apanI leDI ko bhI bhUla gyaa| hamAre phoTo khIMcakara sAtha le gyaa| mana-vacana-kAyA, iphekTiva ye mana-vacana-kAyA iphekTiva haiM yA aniphekTiva? iphekTiva haiN| janma se hI iphekTiva haiN| garbha meM bhI iphekTiva haiN| iphekTiva kaise? yadi savere kisI ne kaha diyA ki tuma kamaakla ho, to rAta dasa baje bhI mana sone nahIM detA aura iphekTa cAlU ho jAtA hai, aisA kyoM? taba kahe, mana iphekTiva hai isalie? bAkI vANI to pratyakSa rUpa se iphekTiva hai| yadi kisI ko eka gAlI sunAI, to patA cala jAegA turaMta hI aura tIsare yaha deha bhI iphekTiva hai, sardI meM ThaMDa lagatI hai, garamI meM garamI lagatI hai| navajAta zizu ko ThaMDa meM or3hAyA gayA kapar3A yadi haTa jAe, to turaMta rone lagatA hai aura phira or3hAne para cupa ho jAtA hai| mu~ha meM mIThA dene para cATane lagatA hai aura kar3avA rakhane para mu~ha bigAr3atA hai| ye sAre iphekTsa (asara) hI haiM kevl| are, garbha meM bhI iphekTiva hotA haiN| isakA merA khuda kA dekhA huA dRSTAMta batAtA huuN| pacAsa sAla pahale kI bAta hai| hamAre bhAdaraNa gA~va meM eka mahilA ko AThavA~ mahInA cala rahA thaa| rAha calate use gAya ne sIMga mArA aura sIMga garbhAzaya meM lagA aura bacce kI U~galI bAhara nikala AI, jraa-sii| DaoNkTaroM ko bulAyA gyaa| usa vakta mizanarI ke una DaoNkTaroM ke lie bahuta bar3I samasyA khar3I ho gii| mahilA kI sthiti gaMbhIra hotI jA rahI thii| utane meM gA~va kI eka sattara-assI sAla kI bur3hiyA ko isakA patA calA, to vaha lAThI ThokatI ThokatI vahA~ A phuNcii| usane sabako kahA ki tuma saba dUra haTa jAo aura ArAma se baiTha jAo bhagavAna kA nAma lo aura dekho ki kyA hotA hai| usane eka sUI lI aura usakI noka ko garama kiyA aura bAhara nikalI U~galI ko jarA-sA chuAyA ki paTTa se U~galI aMdara calI gii| aMdara bacce ko iphekTa huA aura usane U~galI aMdara khIMca lI! iphekTa hai, to kaoNja avazya honA hI caahie| kaoNz2eja haiM, to iphekTasa haiM, aura iphekTasa haiM, to kaoNjeja hone hI caahie| isa prakAra kAraNa ke binA kArya nahIM hotA aura kArya ho, to kAraNa honA hI caahie| pUrvajanma ke kAraNa ko lekara Aja kI deha hai, vaha kAryasvarUpa kI deha hai| janma hotA hai, taba sthUla zarIra aura sUkSma zarIra, aise do zarIra sAtha hote haiN| para bAda meM unase jo iphekTa hotA hai, usameM rAga-dveSa karake dUsare naye kAraNa paidA karatA hai aura alage janma ke bIja botA hai, aise aMtata: marate dama taka 'kAraNa zarIra' utpanna karatA rahatA hai| maratA hai taba kAraNa zarIra aura sUkSma zarIra ke sAtha AtmA chUTatA hai aura sthUla zarIra yahA~ par3A rahatA hai| usa kAraNa zarIra meM se. phira se. kArya zarIra mila hI jAtA hai, oNna da verI maoNmenTa (ttkaal)| yadi punarjanma nahIM hotA aura sabhI ko bhagavAna ne gar3he hote, to sabhI eka sarIkhe hote| eka hI sA~ce meM se nikale hoM vaise eka sarIkhe hI hote| para yaha to eka bar3A aura eka choTA, eka lambA aura eka nATA, eka gorA, eka kAlA, eka garIba, eka zrImaMta aise hote haiN| bhagavAna ne banAyA hotA, to vaisA nahIM hotaa| una sabhI meM jo pharka dikhatA hai, vaha unake pUrvajanma ke AdhAra para hai| pUrva ke kaoNjeja ke AdhAra para Aja ke ye alaga-alaga iphekTsa haiM kevl| pratyeka ke kaoNjez2a alaga isalie iphekTsa bhI alg-alg| yadi punarjanma nahIM hai, to eka bhI aisA sabUta dikhAie ki jo usakA samarthana karatA ho| ye aMgreja lakI aura analakI bolate haiM, vaha kyA hai? muslima takadIra aura tadabIra kahate haiM, vaha kyA sUcita karatA hai? ina sabakI bhASA pUrNa hai, para bilIfa (mAnyatA) apUrNa hai| aise zabda jahA~ punarjanma hotA hai, vahI prayoga meM lAe jAte haiN| jaise kaoNz2ez2a utpanna kie hoM, vaise hI iphekTsa Ate haiN| acchoM kA acchA aura buroM kA buraa| para aMta taka chaTa to sakate hI nhiiN| vaha to kaoNjeja kA honA baMda hogA, to hI iphekTsa baMda hoNge| para jaba taka 'maiM caMdUbhAI hU~' aisA hai, taba taka kaoNz2ez2a baMda hoMge hI nhiiN| vaha to jJAnI puruSa jhakajhorakara jagAe~ aura svarUpa kA bhAna karAe~, taba kaoNjez2a hone
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 mana meM ghabarAhaTa hotI hai ki nahIM? hotI hI hai| abhI koI nikAla bAhara karegA, dhamakAegA', aisA bhaya niraMtara rahA hI karatA hai| para yadi apane hI ghara meM baiThe hai, to hai koI ciMtA? zAMti hI hogI na apane ghara meM to? vaisA hI hai yh| 'caMdUlAla', ApakA ghara nahIM ho sktaa| Apa khuda kSetrajJa puruSa haiM aura bhrA~ti se parAye kSetra meM kSetrAkAra ho gae haiN| 'para' ke svAmI bana baiThe haiM aura Upara se, para ke bhoktA bana baiThe haiN| isalie niraMtara ciMtA, upAdhi, AkulatA aura vyAkulatA rahA karatI hai| pAnI se bAhara nikAlI gaI machalI kI taraha chaTapaTAhaTa, chaTapaTAhaTa rahatI hai| ye seTha loga Danalapa ke gaDhdoM meM sote haiM, maccharadAnI lagAte haiM aura eka-eka khaTamala ko haTavAkara so jAte haiM, phira bhI sArI rAta karavaTeM badalate rahate haiN| DhAI mana kA borA (zarIra) idhara ghumAe, udhara ghumaae| rAtabhara aMdara cuna-cuna hotI rahatI hai, kare bhI to kyA kare becArA? kyA khaTiyA se Upara havA meM soegA? baMda hote hai| hama, kAraNa zarIra kA nAza kara dete haiN| phira isa 'caMdUlAla' ke jitane bhI iphekTsa haiM, unakA nipaTArA kara denA, phira una iphekTsa kA nipaTArA karate samaya Apako rAga-dveSa nahIM hote, isalie naye bIja nahIM pdd'te| hA~, iphekTsa to bhugatane hI hoNge| iphekTsa to isa saMsAra meM koI badala hI nahIM sktaa| yaha kampalITa sAinTiphika vastu hai| accheacche sAinTisToM ko bhI merI bAta kabUla karanI hI pdd'egii| isa kaliyuga meM, dUSamakAla meM gaz2aba kA AzcaryajJAna prakaTa huA hai| isa AzcaryakAla ke hama akrama jJAnI haiM aura aisA hameM khuda bolanA par3atA hai| hIre ko khuda kI pahacAna karAne, khuda ko bolanA par3e aisA yaha vartamAna AzcaryakAla hai| Adhi - vyAdhi - upAdhi sArA saMsAra trividha tApa se sulaga rahA hai| are! peTrola kI agni se dhA~ya-dhA~ya jala rahA hai| ve tIna tApa kauna se? Adhi, vyAdhi aura upaadhi| peTa meM dukhatA ho usakA nAma vyaadhi| bhUkha lage usakA nAma vyaadhi| A~kheM dukhatI hoM vaha vyaadhi| zArIrika duHkha vyAdhi kahalAte haiN| mAnasika duHkha Adhi kahalAte haiN| sArA dina ciMtA karate raheM, vaha aadhi| aura bAhara se A dhamake vaha upAdhi hai| isa samaya yahA~ baiThe haiM aura koI patthara mAre vaha upaadhi| koI hameM bulAne AyA vaha upaadhi| upAdhi bAhara se AtI hai, vaha aMdara se nahIM hotii| ___sArA saMsAra, phira cAhe vaha sAdhu ho yA sanyAsI ho, to bhI trividha tApa se sulaga rahe haiN| hamane jinheM jJAna diyA hai, unheM to niraMtara samAdhi rahatI hai| jinheM zuddhAtmA pada prApta hai, ve niraMtara svarUpa meM hI rahate haiM, unheM hara avasthA meM samAdhi rahatI hai, kyoMki ve to pratyeka avasthA ko 'dekhate' haiM aura 'jAnate' haiN| yaha kaisA hai ki yadi Apa anya kisI ke ghara meM ghusa jAe~, to saMsAra aura brahma yaha saMsAra satya hogA yA ilyUjana (mithyA)? praznakartA : ilyuujn| dAdAzrI : nahIM, aisA nahIM hai| dekhie, maiM Apako samajhAtA hU~ ki ilyUjana kyA hai? ilyUjana yAnI pAnI dikhAI de, aura dhotI Upara karake cale, para dhotI bhIge nahIM, cAroM aura Aga hI Aga dikhAI de, para jale nhiiN| vaha ilyUjana kahalAtA hai| kucha kahate haiM, 'brahma satya, jagat mithyaa'| yadi mithyA hai, to aMgAroM meM hAtha DAlakara dekha na? turaMta hI mAlUma ho jAegA ki mithyA hai ki nahIM? yadi mithyA hotA, to yadi kisI ne kahA ho, 'caMdUlAla meM akla nahIM hai, to vaha bAta vahIM kI vahIM mithyA siddha ho jAnI caahie| mithyA kise kahate haiM ki vahI kI vahI, usI kSaNa usakA asara, iphekTa sAbita ho jaae| udAharaNa ke taura para, dIvAra para IMTa pheMkI, to turaMta hI dIvAra para asara ke rUpa meM gaDDhA hogA yA lAla nizAna to bana hI jaaegaa| isI prakAra rAta do baje
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________________ AptavANI - 1 'caMdUlAla' ke jAgate hI iphekTa zurU ho jAtA hai 'mujhe aisA kahA thA, ' to phira use mithyA kaise kahA jAe? hama kahate haiM ki saMsAra bhI satya hai aura brahma bhI satya hai| saMsAra rileTiva satya hai aura brahma riyala satya hai| yaha hamArI trikAla satvANI hai| saMsAra kA yaha rileTiva, satya kaba asatya ho jAe, yaha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| oNla dIja rileTivz2a Ara TemparerI eDajasTamenTsa aura brahma riyala satya hai, paramAnenTa hai, zAzvata hai| mana-vacana-kAyA kA bhUtAveza pratyeka manuSya ko mana-vanaca kAyA, ina tInoM kA bhUtAveza hai| isalie vaha bolatA hai, 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~, kalakTara hU~, isakA isakA svAmI hU~, isakA bApa huuN|' bhaiyA ! kyA sadA kA kalekTara hai? taba kahe, 'nahIM riTAyara honevAlA hU~ na ?' to yaha nayA bhUtAveza. koI zarAbI zarAba pIkara gaTara meM lur3hakakara kyA bolatA hai, 'maiM sayAjIrAva gAyakavAr3a hU~, maiM rAjA hU~, mahArAjA huuN|' isa para hama samajha jAte haiM ki vaha nahIM bola rahA hai| para yaha zarAba kA nazA bola rahA hai| vaise hI mana vacana kAyA ke tIna bhUtoM kA bhUtAveza hai| isalie unakA amala (nazA) bola rahA hai, 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~, kalakTara hU~' aura usake naze meM vaha jhUmatA hai| - eka satya ghaTanA batAtA huuN| kAzI nAma kI eka mahilA thI jo par3osanoM ke sAtha ha~sI-ThiTholI kara rahI thI aura phira ekadama se vaha Aveza meM hilane lagI aura vicitra rUpa se A~kheM ghumAne lgii| isase sabhI ghabarA ge| unameM se eka ne kahA, 'ise to bhUtAveza hai, ojhA ko bulaaie|' usakA pati phira ojhA ko bulA laayaa| ojhA ne to dekhate hI bhA~pa liyA ki ise bhUtAveza hai| isalie usane to saTa saTa cAbuka mAranA zurU kara diyaa| vaha mahilA cillAne lgii| taba ojhA ne pUchA, 'kauna hai tU?' kAzI ne javAba diyA, 'AI ema caMcala, AI ema caMcala / ' ojhA samajha gyaa| usane pUchA, 'kyoM AI hai tU?' isa para kAzI bolI, 'isa kAzI ne mere pati ko apane rUpa meM pha~sAyA hai|' are! kAzI ko to aMgrejI kI e-bI-sI-DI taka nahIM AtI aura yaha pharrATe se aMgrejI 26 AptavANI - 1 kaise bola rahI hai, 'AI ema caMcala, AI ema cNcl|' phira jA~capar3atAla karane para patA calA ki caMcala aMgrejI par3hI-likhI thI aura acchI aMgrejI bolatI thii| phira ojhA ne use mArA, bahalAyA, phusalAyA aura phira usake batAe anusAra cIjeM gA~va ke sImAvartI baragada ke per3a ke koTara meM chor3a AyA aura caMcala ko bhUtAveza se mukti dilaaii| aisA hai yaha bhuutaavesh| caMcala to calI gaI, para vaha sA~Te banI rahIM / mAra ke nizAna bane rahe kAzI ke zarIra para usa becArI ko jalana aura pIr3A hotI rahI, ghAva bharane taka / ye mana-vacana-kAyA ke tIna bhUta jo Apako lage haiM, unake hama ojhA haiN| una tInoM ke bhUtAveza se hama Apako mukta karA dete haiN| hA~, jaba taka ghAva bhareMge nahIM, taba taka unakA asara rahegA, para bhUtoM se Apa sadA ke lie mukta ho jaaeNge| ye mana-vacana-kAyA bhUtAveza haiM, itanA yadi tU samajha gayA, to paiMtAlIsa meM se paccIsa Agama (jainoM ke zAstra) tUne par3ha lie| ghara-gRhasthI, bIvI-bacce yA kapar3e chor3anA z2arUrI nahIM hai| ina tInoM bhUtoM kA bhUtAveza hai, unase hI chUTane kI z2arUrata hai| Agama nigama Agama (zAstra) to binA guru ke par3he hI nahIM jAne caahie| Agama kI gama ( samajha), jJAnI ko hI hotI hai| khuda agama, use Agama kI thAha kaise mile? hameM to Agama nigama saba sugama hI hote haiN| pUraNa- galana riala 'maiM' ko khoja nikaal| 'maiM, maiM kyA karatA hai? yaha bakarI bhI 'maiM-maiM' karatI hai aura tU bhI 'maiM hU~, maiM hU~' karatA hai| aisA kise kahatA hai ? isa deha ko, deha to pUraNa- galana hai| car3hanA-utaranA to saMsAra kA svabhAva hai| hara kisI kA mAnanA hai ki paise jamA karane caahie| para vaha
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 27 bhI to pUraNa-galana hI hai| baiMka meM do akAunTa hote haiM yA eka? do, ! kreDiTa aura DebiTa ! taba bhaiyA tU akelA kreDiTa hI kyoM nahIM rakhatA? nahIM rakha skte| niyama se hI, jisa-jisakA pUraNa hotA hai, usakA galana honA hI hai| hama jo khAte haiM, vaha pUraNa hai aura saMDAsa jAte haiM, vaha galana hai| pAnI pIte haiM, vaha pUraNa hai aura bAtharUma jAte haiM, vaha galana hai| mana meM vicAroM kA AnA-jAnA bhI pUraNa-galana hI hai| ___bhojanAlaya-zaucAlaya, pUraNa-galana aura zuddhAtmA ! isake alAvA jJAnI ko isa saMsAra meM kucha dikhatA hI nhiiN| bhojanA yAnI bhogane kI. istemAla karane kI vastu, zaucAlaya yAnI bhogane ke bAda chor3a dene kI vstu| zeSa rahA, vaha pUraNa-galana aura shuddhaatmaa| isameM sabhI kA samAveza ho jAtA hai| yaha to akarmI khAtA hI rahatA hai, aura phira julAba ho jAtA hai| yadi isa prakAra usakA galana nahIM ho to? gaisa aura apc| vaisA hI hAla paisoM kA honevAlA hai, isakA kisI ko bhI bhAna nahIM hai| kisI bhI prakAra kA galana nahIM huA ho, aisA koI ho, to use khoja nikaalie| mahIsAgara nadI bhI narmadA se kahatI hai, mere yahA~ jala khUba AtA hai aura jAtA hai| para garamI kA mausama Ate hI vahA~ bhI ArapAra (suukhaa)| maiMne kaIM DaoNkTaroM se pUchA huA hai ki ye jo nAkhUna bar3hate haiM, unakA kyA kAraNa hai? isa para ve cAhe jo kahate haiM, kailziyama ke kAraNa aadi| magara aisA nahIM hai| sahI arthoM meM to vaha galana hI hai| AhAra meM haDDiyoM ke sAMyogika pradArtha A milate haiN| jisase haDDiyoM kA pUraNa hotA rahatA hai| usakA nAkhUnoM ke jarie phira galana hotA hai| jo nirupayogI hotA hai, usakA galana niyama se hI ho jAtA hai| vaise hI isa deha meM bhI paramANuoM kA pUraNa-galana hotA hI rahatA hai| manuSya dasa sAla kA thA, taba usa deha meM jo paramANu the, unameM se eka bhI paramANu paccIsaveM sAla ke deha meM nahIM hote| purAne paramANuoM kA galana hotA hai aura naye kA pUraNa hotA hai| pUraNa-galana kI paraMparA avirata rUpa se calatI hI rahatI hai| pApa kA pUraNa karate haiM, phira jaba usakA galana hogA, taba patA clegaa| taba tumhAre chakke chUTa jaaeNge| aMgAroM para baiThe hoM aisA anubhava hogaa| puNya kA pUraNa karegA aura jaba usakA galana hogA, taba jAnoge ki kaisA anokhA AnaMda AtA hai? ataH jisa-jisakA pUraNa karo, taba soca-vicArakara karanA ki galana hone para pariNAma kyA hogA! pUraNa karate samaya niraMtara khyAla rkhnaa| pApa karate samaya, kisI se dhokhA karake paisA jamA karate samaya niraMtara khyAla rakhanA ki usakA bhI galana honevAlA hai| vaha paisA baiMka meM rakhoge, to vaha bhI jAnevAlA to hai hii| usakA bhI galana to hogA hI, parantu vaha paisA jamA karate samaya jo pApa kiyA, jo raudradhyAna kiyA, vaha usakI daphAoM ke sAtha AnevAlA hai| jaba usakA galana hogA, taba tumhArA kyA hAla hogA? kisI ke rokane se lakSmIjI rukanevAlI nahIM haiN| lakSmIjI to bhagavAna kI patnI haiN| unheM bhI rokakara rakhane meM lage ho? pahale gaune ke lie AI bahU ko yadi sasurAla se vApasa mAyake nahIM jAne deM, to kyA hAla hogA usa becArI kA? aisA vyavahAra loga lakSmIjI ke sAtha karane lage haiN| isalie lakSmIjI bhI aba Uba gaIM haiN| bar3audA ke sTezana para jaba lakSmIjI hameM milatI haiM, taba hAtha jor3akara kahate haiM ki mAmA kI pola aura chaThA ghara, jaba padhAranA cAheM padhArie aura jaba jAnA cAheM taba cale jaanaa| ve hamase kahatI haiM ki maiM seTha logoM se aba bahuta hI trasta ho gaI hU~ isalie aba maiM Apake mahAtmAoM ke ghara hI jAU~gI, kyoMki Apake mahAtmAoM ke vahA~ jAtI ha~, taba phUlamAlA se merA svAgata karate haiM aura vApasa lauTatI haiM, taba bhI phUlamAlA pahanAkara bidA karate haiN| jo-jo loga mujhe rokakara rakhate haiM, aba maiM vahA~ nahIM jAU~gI aura jo loga merA tiraskAra karate haiM, vahA~ para to Age kitane hI janmoM taka maiM paira taka nahIM rkhNgii| rupaye to Ate haiM aura jAte haiN| dasa sAla ke bAda vaha lakSmI nahIM rhtii| vaha to parivartita hotI hI rahatI hai| sArA kA sArA saMsAra AkulatA aura vyAkulatA meM hI pha~sA huA hai| phira cAhe vaha tyAgI ho yA saMsArI, nirAkulatA kisI jIva ko hotI
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________________ AptavANI-1 30 AptavANI-1 duHkha de deM, to hamAre pAsa kyA bacegA? para use khuda mAlUma nahIM ki vaha khuda hI anaMta sukha kA kaMda hai| ata: da:kha arpaNa kara degA, to nirA apAra sukha hI bacegA, para kisI ko du:kha arpaNa karanA bhI nahIM aataa| hI nahIM hai| nirAkulatA to 'svarUpa' kA bhAna hone ke bAda hI utpanna hotI hai| kramikamArga meM nirAkulatA kI prApti arthAt sArA saMsAra rUpI samudra pAra karake sAmanevAle kinAre para pahuMce, taba nirAkulatA kA kinArA AtA hai, kitanI mehanata karanI par3atI hai? isa akramamArga meM to, yahA~ hamane Apake sira para hAtha rakha diyA ki sadA ke lie nirAkulatA utpanna ho jAtI hai| sAMsArika vighna nivAraka 'trimaMtra' maMtra ke sahI artha kyA hai? mana ko zAMta rakhe, vaha / bhagavAna kI bhakti karate hue saMsAra meM vighna na Ae~, isalie bhagavAna ne tIna maMtra die the| 1. navakAra maMtra 2. OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya 3. OM namaH shivaay| usameM bhI ahaMkArI logoM ne naye-naye saMpradAya rUpI bAr3a banAkara, maMtroM ko bhI bA~Ta liyaa| bhagavAna ne kahA thA ki tuma apanI sahUliyata ke lie cAho, to maMdira-jinAlaya bA~Ta lenA, para maMtroM ko to sAtha hI rkhnaa| para unheM bhI ina logoM ne bA~Ta liyaa| are! ye loga to yahA~ taka pahu~ce ki ekAdazI bhI bA~Ta lii| ziva kI alaga aura vaiSNavoM kI alg| isameM bhagavAna kaise rAjI raheM? jahA~ matabheda aura kalaha hotA ho, vahA~ bhagavAna nahIM hote| hamAre dvArA die gae isa trimaMtra meM to gaz2aba kI zakti hai| mA~ge to meha barase, aisA hai| sabhI devI-devatA rAjI rahate haiM aura vighna nahIM aate| sUlI kA ghAva sUI jaisA lagatA hai| saMpUrNa rUpa se niSpakSapAtI __'manuSya rUpeNa mRgAzcaraMti' aisA kahIM likhA hai| isameM mAre Dara ke mRga zabda kA prayoga kiyA gayA hai, aba 32 aMka para gadhA hotA hai aura 33 aMka manuSya hotA hai| to eka aMka to deha meM kharca ho gayA, phira rahA kyA zeSa? guNa to gadhe ke hI na? dikhatA manuSya hai, para bhItarI guNa pAzavI hote haiM, matalaba vaha pazu hI hai| hama sApha kaha dete haiM. kyoMki hameM na to kucha cAhie, na koI lAlaca hai| hameM to kevala ApakA hita hI dekhanA hai| Apake Upara hamArI apAra karuNA hotI hai, isalie hama nagna satya batA dete haiN| isa duniyA meM hama akele hI nagna satya batAte ciMtA aura ahaMkAra zrIkRSNa kahate haiM: jIva tU zIdane zocanA kare, (jIva tU kAhe zoca kare,) kRSNane karavU hoya te kre| (kRSNa ko karanA ho so kre|) taba ye loga kyA kahate haiM? kRSNa ko to jo kahanA ho so kahA kareM, para hameM yaha saMsAra calAnA hai, isalie binA ciMtA kie thor3e hI kAma hogA? logoM ne ciMtA ke kArakhAne nikAle haiN| para mAla bhI bikatA nahIM hai, kaise bikegA? jahA~ becane jAe~ vahA~ bhI ciMtA kA hI kArakhAnA hotA hai na? isa saMsAra meM aisA eka bhI manuSya khoja lAie ki jise ciMtA nahIM hotI ho| yaha hamArA diyA huA trimaMtra, subaha meM hamArA ceharA (dAdAjI kA) yAda karake pA~ca bAra bologe, to kabhI Daboge nahIM aura dhIre-dhIre mokSa bhI milegaa| isakI hama jimmedArI lete haiN| hama to kahate haiM ki sAre saMsAra ke du:kha hameM hoN| ApakI yadi zakti hai, to jarA-sA bhI aMtarapaTa rakhe bagaira, Apake sAre du:kha hamAre caraNoM meM arpaNa kara jaaie| phira yadi du:kha Ae, to hamase khnaa| para isa kAla meM mujhe aise bhI loga mile haiM, jo kahate haiM ki Apako yadi eka ora kahate hai 'zrI kRSNa zaraNaM mamaH' aura dUsarI ora kahate haiM, 'he kRSNa ! maiM terI zaraNa meM huuN|' yadi kRSNa kI zaraNa lI hai, to phira ciMtA kyoM? mahAvIra bhagavAna ne bhI ciMtA karane ko manA kiyA hai| unhoMne to eka ciMtA kA phala tiryaMcagati batAyA hai| ciMtA to sabase bar3A ahaMkAra
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________________ AptavANI-1 31 AptavANI-1 nAzavaMta cIz2a mata maaNgnaa| sadaiva rahe aisA sukha mA~ga lenaa| parasattA ke upayoga karane se ciMtA hotI hai| paradeza kI kamAI paradeza meM hI rhegii| ye moTara, baMgale, mileM, bIvI-bacce saba yahIM chor3akara jAnA haiN| aMtima sTezana para to kisI ke bApa kA bhI calanevAlA nahIM hai na? mAtra puNya aura pApa sAtha meM le jAne deNge| dUsarI sAdI bhASA meM tujhe samajhAU~, to tUne yahA~ jo-jo gunAha kie hoMge, unakI dhArAe~ sAtha jaaeNgii| gunAhoM kI kamAI yahIM rahegI aura phira mukadamA clegaa| una dhArAoM ke AdhAra para naI deha prApta karake, phira se naye sire se kamAI karake karja cukAnA hogaa| isalie, pahale se hI sAvadhAna ho jA na! svadeza meM (AtmA meM) to bahuta hI sukha hai, para svadeza dekhA hI nahIM hai na? hai| 'maiM hI yaha saba calAtA hU~' aisA bhItara rahA karatA hai, usake phala svarUpa ciMtA khar3I hotI haiN| bhagavAna kA saccA bhakta to ciMtA hone para bhagavAna ko bhI DA~Te ki Apa nA kahate haiM, phira bhI mujhe ciMtA kyoM hotI hai? jo bhagavAna se lar3atA nahIM, vaha bhagavAna kA saccA bhakta nahIM hai| yadi koI jhaMjhaTa paidA ho, to Apake bhItara ke bhagavAna se lar3anA, jhgdd'naa| bhagavAna ko bhI DA~Te vaha saccA prema hai| Aja to bhagavAna kA saccA bhakta milanA hI muzkila hai| sabhI apanI-apanI tAka meM lage haiN| maiM hI karatA hU~, maiM hI karatA hU~' aisA kiyA karate haiM, isalie ciMtA hotI hai| narasiMha mahetA kyA kahate haiN| 'huM kaI, huM karuM e ja ajJAnatA, zakaTano bhAra jyama zvAna tANe, sRSTi maMDANa che sarva eNI pere, jogI jogezvarA koka jaanne|' maiM karatA hU~, maiM karatA hU~' yahI ajJAnatA, zakaTa (bailagAr3I) kA bhAra jyoM zvAna (kuttA) Dhoe, sRSTi prAraMbha huI sarva usI taraha, yogI yogezvarA koI hI jaaneN|) yaha par3hakara yogI phUle nahIM smaae| magara bhaiyA, yaha to AtmayogI aura Atmayogezvara ke lie kahA gayA hai| Atma-yogezvara to hajAroM-lAkhoM varSoM meM eka prakaTa hotA hai| vaha akelA hI sAre brahmAMDa ke pratyeka paramANu meM ghUma AyA hotA hai aura brahmAMDa meM aura brahmAMDa ke bAhara rahakara pratyeka paramANu se avagata hokara, dekhakara bolatA hai| vaha akelA hI jAnatA hai ki yaha saMsAra kisa ne banAyA. kaise banA aura kaise cala rahA hai? 'hama isa kAla ke yogezvara haiN|' isalie tU apanA kAma nikAla le| eka ghaMTe meM to terI sArI kI sArI ciMtAe~ maiM le letA haiM aura gAranTI detA hU~ ki eka bhI ciMtA ho, to vakIla rakhakara mere Upara korTa meM kesa claanaa| aise caudaha sau mahAtmAoM ko hamane ciMtArahita kiyA hai| are ! tU mA~ga, mA~ge so de sakatA hU~, para z2arA sIdhA maaNgnaa| aisA mA~ganA ki jo kabhI tere pAsa se jAe nhiiN| koI ye hamAre bAla taka hamAre nahIM hue, to aura kyA hogA hamArA? phira bhI akarmI sArA dina sira para hAtha pheratA rahatA hai| ciMtA hI ahaMkAra hai| kisI bacce ko ciMtA kyoM nahIM hotI? kyoMki vaha jAnatA hai ki maiM nahIM claataa| kauna calA rahA hai, isakI use paravAha bhI nahIM hai| aura ye sAre ciMtA karate haiM, vaha bhI par3osI ko dekhkr| par3osI ke ghara gAr3I aura apane ghara meM nahIM! jIvana nirvAha ke lie kitanA cAhie? tU eka bAra nizcita kara le ki itanI itanI merI AvazyakatAe~ hai| udAharaNArtha, ghara meM khAnA-pInA paryApta honA cAhie, rahane ko ghara cAhie, ghara calAne ke lie paryApta mAtrA meM dhana caahie| phira utanA to tujhe mila hI jaaegaa| para yadi par3osI ke baiMka meM dasa hajAra jamA ho, to tujhe aMdara cubhatA rahatA hai| isase to du:kha paidA hote haiN| tU khuda hI duHkha ko nyautA detA hai| eka jamIMdAra mere pAsa AyA aura mujhase pUchane lagA ki jIvana jIne ke lie kitanA cAhie? merI hajAra bIghA jamIna hai, baMgalA hai, do kAreM hai aura baiMka bailensa bhI khAsA hai| isameM se mujhe kitanA rakhanA cAhie? maiMne kahA, 'dekha bhaiyA pratyeka kI z2arUrata kitanI honI cAhie
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________________ AptavANI-1 34 AptavANI-1 dhyAna-apadhyAna : jo cAroM dhyAna meM nahIM samAe, vaha apdhyaan| pahale logoM ko apadhyAna rahate the, para aba to caparAsI taka ko apadhyAna rahatA hai| ina logoM ko yadi Aja nahIM, to phira mere jAne ke bAda mere vAkya tharatharAeMge (cetAvana rUpa bneNge)| apadhyAna to durdhyAna se bhI nimna kakSA kA hai| apadhyAna isa kAla meM hI utpanna huA hai| jo dhyAna raudra, Arta aura dharmadhyAna meM samAviSTa nahIM hotA, vaha apdhyaan| isakA khyAla usake janma ke samaya kitanA vaibhava thA, isa para se AtA hai| isake AdhAra para tU sArI jindagI kA pramANa taya krnaa| yahI niyama hai, drasl| bAkI to saba eksesa (z2arurata se jyAdA) meM jAtA hai aura eksesa to z2ahara hai, mara jaaegaa|' prApta ko bhogo kRSNa bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai, 'prApta ko bhoga, aprApta kI ciMtA mata krnaa|' maiM eka bAra ahamadAbAda meM eka seTha ke ghara gyaa| seThAnI ne miSThAna ke sAtha suMdara rasoI bnaaii| phira maiM aura seTha bhojana karane baitthe| seThAnI seTha se kahane lagI, 'Aja to ThIka se bhojana kiijie|' maiMne pUchA, 'kyoM aisA kahatI ho?' taba seThAnI bolI, 'are! yaha to yahA~ jo bhojana kara rahA hai vaha to zarIra hai aura 'seThajI' to mila meM gae hote haiM! kabhI bhI ThIka se bhojana nahIM krte|' aisA kyA! are, yaha thAlI isa samaya jo prApta huI hai, use ArAma se bhogo na? mila abhI aprApta hai usakI ciMtA kyoM? bhUta aura bhaviSya donoM hI aprApta haiN| vartamAna prApta hai, use ArAma se bhogo| are! ye loga to isa hada taka pahu~ce haiM ki cAra sAla kI lar3akI ke byAha kI ciMtA Aja se karate haiN| yahA~ taka ki vaha mRtyuzaiyyA para par3A ho, aura gharavAloM ne diyA vagairaha jalA rakhA ho, aura vaha khuda aMtima sA~sa le rahA ho, taba becArI biTiyA bhI Akara kaha jAtI hai ki pitAjI Apa caina se jAie, merI ciMtA mata krnaa| taba vaha kahatA hai, 'tU kyA samajhegI isameM?' mana meM aisA samajhatA hai ki abhI baccI hai, nAdAna hai isalie aisA kahatI hai| lIjie, yaha mUrkha! buddhi kA borA ! bAjAra meM becane jAe~ to koI cAra Ane bhI na de| AtmA jaisA ciMtana kareM, vaisA turaMta hI phala turaMta milatA hai| ekaeka avasthA meM eka-eka janma bA~dhe, aisA hai yaha sb| dhyAna aura apadhyAna zukladhyAna to isa kAla meM hai hI nahIM, aisA zAstroM kA kathana hai| ina cAroM dhyAnoM meM jo nahIM samAtA, vaha apdhyaan| chUTane hetu kie gae dhyAna ko paddhati anusAra nahIM kiyA. vaha apadhyAna meM gyaa| sAmayika karate samaya dhyAna rahatA hai ki 'maiMne kiyA,' kahatA bhI hai ki 'maiMne kiyA aura phira bAra-bAra ghar3I dekhatA rahatA hai| aise bAra-bAra ghar3I dekhA kare, vaha dhyAna kaise kahalAe? raudradhyAna : raudradhyAna kise kahate haiM? ye vyApArI eka mITara ke bIsa rupaye batAte haiN| yadi pUche ki yaha kapaDA kauna-sA hai? taba ve javAba dete hai, 'ttereliin'| grAhaka ko usakA bhAva bIsa rupaye prati mITara batAte haiM aura phira kapar3A nApate samaya kyA karate haiM? kapar3A khIMcakara nApate haiN| yaha jo 'vyAyAma' kiyA, vaha raudradhyAna hai| grAhaka ko nApa se thor3AsA bhI kama dekara, sAmanevAle ke sAtha banAvaTa karake, usake hisse kA hathiyA lenA, vaha raudradhyAna hai| z2arUrata se jyAdA lenA yA phira nApatola meM gar3abar3a karake hathiyAnA, yaha saba raudradhyAna hI hai| ye jo milAvaTa karate haiM, vaha bhI raudradhyAna hI hai| apane sukha ke lie dUsare kA kiMcit mAtra sukha le lenA, chIna lene kA vicAra karanA, raudradhyAna hai| niyama kyA kahatA hai? tU pahale se hI paMdraha yA bIsa pratizata munAphA car3hAkara vyApAra krnaa| isake uparAMta bhI yadi tU kapar3A khIMcakara nApatA hai, vaha gunAha hai| bhayaMkara gunAha hai| sacce jaina ko to raudradhyAna hotA hI nahIM hai| jaise eksIDenTa roz2a nahIM hotA, vaise hI raudradhyAna bhI kabhI kabhAra bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki jIva mAtra cAra prakAra ke dhyAna meM hI rahA karate haiN| raudradhyAna, ArtadhyAna, dharmadhyAna aura shukldhyaan|
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 hI honA caahie| yaha krodha karanA, gAliyA~ denA, kleza karanA vaha saba raudradhyAna hI hai| bhagavAna ne (kevalI bhagavaMto ne) raudradhyAna bahuta hI kama se kama karane ko kahA hai| jaba ki Aja to yahI mukhya vyApAra hai| AcArya, gurujana, apane se kama aklavAle ziSyoM para cir3hate rahate haiM, vaha bhI raudradhyAna hai| mana meM cir3hanA bhI raudradhyAna hai| taba Aja to bAta-bAta meM mu~ha se apazabda nikAlate haiM! raudradhyAna kA phala kyA? narkagati! ArtadhyAna : ArtadhyAna arthAt khuda ke hI AtmA ko pIr3AdAyaka dhyaan| bAhara ke kisI jIva ko asara nahIM kare, magara khuda apane lie agrazoca kiyA kare, ciMtA kare, vaha aartdhyaan| raudradhyAna kI tulanA meM phira bhI kucha acchA kahalAtA hai| sAmanevAle ko tanika bhI asara nahIM kre| ArtadhyAna meM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nahIM hote| para isa kAla meM ArtadhyAna nahIM hotaa| isa kAla meM mukhya rUpa se raudradhyAna hI hotA hai| satyuga meM pA~ca pratizata hotA hai| dasa sAla kI beTI ke byAha kI ciMtA kare, vaha aartdhyaan| apriya mahemAna Ae~, aura bhItara bhAva bigar3eM ki ye jAe~ to acchA, vaha aartdhyaan| aura yadi 'priya vyakti' arthAt artha saMbaMdha yA viSaya saMbaMdha ho, aisA koI Ae aura 'vaha nahIM jAe' aisI icchA kare, vaha bhI aartdhyaan| ziSya acchA nahIM milA ho, aura guru usa para aMdara hI aMdara akulAyA kare, vaha bhI aartdhyaan| ArtadhyAna kA phala kyA? tiryNcgti| dharmadhyAna : sArA dina ciMtA nahIM ho aura aMtarakleza zamita rahe, vaha dhrmdhyaan| dharmadhyAna arthAt raudradhyAna yA ArtadhyAna meM ve kabhI bhI na rahe aura niraMtara zubha meM hI rhe| ve niDara, dhIrajavAna, ciMtArahita hote haiM aura kabhI bhI abhiprAya nahIM bdlte| svarUpa kA bhAna bhale hI na ho, usa para bhagavAna ko Apatti nahIM hai, para sadA kleza rahita raho, aMdara (bhItara) aura bAhara (vyvhaar)| isa kAla meM dharmadhyAna bahuta hI kama logoM ko hotA hai| sau meM se do-pA~ca mileMge aise| kyoMki Aja ke isa vikarAla kaliyuga meM ciMtA-jhaMjhaTa akele saMsArI varga ko hI nahIM, para sAdhu-sAdhvI, AcAryoM, bAbAoM Adi sabhI ko rahA hI karatI hai| are! kucha na ho, to ziSyoM para bhI akulAte rahate haiN| dharmadhyAna kA phala kyA? sirpha dharmadhyAna rahA. to usakA phala devagati, aura dharmadhyAna ke sAtha ArtadhyAna ho, taba usakA phala mnussygti| zakladhyAna : zukladhyAna ke cAra crnn| AtmA kA aspaSTa vedana rahe, vaha pahalA crnn| dUsare caraNa meM AtmA kA spaSTa vedana rahatA hai| 'hamArA' pada vaha dUsare caraNa kA zukladhyAna hai| kevalI bhagavAna kA pada, tIsare caraNa kA zukladhyAna hai aura cauthe caraNa meM mokSa / spaSTa vedana yAnI paramAtmA saMpUrNa jAna liyA, para sAre jJeya nahIM jhlkte| saMpUrNa kevalajJAna meM sAre jJeya jhalakate haiN| aspaSTa vedana yAnI, isa kamare meM, aMdhere meM barpha par3I ho aura use chUkara pavana AtI ho, to pavana ThaMDI lagatI hai| isase patA calatA hai ki yahA~ barpha hai aura AtmA kA spaSTa vedana kA matalaba to, barpha ko kara hI baiThe hoM, aisA anubhava hotA hai| hamane Apake, hamAre aura kevalI bhagavAna ke bIca meM jyAdA aMtara nahIM rakhA hai| kAlavaza hamArA kevalajJAna rukA hai, isalie cAra DigrI zeSa raha gyaa| 356 DigrI para aTakA huA hai, para hama Apako dete haiM 'saMpUrNa kevljnyaan'| zukladhyAna kA phala kyA? mokss| hama khaTapaTiyA vItarAga haiM, saMpUrNa vItarAga (rAga-dveSa se mukta) nahIM haiN| hama eka hI ora vItarAga nahIM haiN| anya sabhI ora se saMpUrNa vItarAga haiN| hama 'khaTapaTiyA', yAnI phalA~ se kaheMge ki Aie Apako mokSa deN| mokSa dene hetu sabhI taraha kI khaTapaTa kara lete hai|
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 gatiphala - dhyAna aura hetu se bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM? hama terI kriyAoM ko nahIM dekhate haiN| vaha to udayakarma hI karavAtA hai| kintu sAmAyika karate, pratikramaNa karate, terA dhyAna kahA~ rahatA hai, usako hI dekhA jAtA hai| sAmAyika karatA ho magara dhyAna to ghar3I para ho yA ziSya ke Upara cir3hatA rahatA ho aura Upara se kahatA hai ki maiMne sAmAyika kiyaa| bhagavAna mahAvIra ke sAmane AcArya mahArAja baiThe the| unheM jJAna (AtmajJAna) diyA thaa| kevala eka 'vyavasthita' kA hI jJAna nahIM diyA thaa| ve mahArAja sAmAyika meM baiThe the| taba anya mahAtmAoM ne pUchA, 'mahArAja, ina AcArya kI kyA gati hogI?' bhagavAna bole, 'isa samaya devagati meM jaaeNge|' thor3I dera bAda phira se kisI ne pUchA 'mahArAja, aba isa samaya ye AcArya ko kauna-sI gati hogI?' yadi usameM 'khada' tanmayAkAra huA. to vahA~ hastAkSara kara die| para tanmayAkAra nahIM ho aura jAgRti rakheM aura jo citrIkaraNa hotA ho, use kevala dekhA karatA hai aura jAne to usa citrIkaraNa se mukta hI hai| eka vyApArI kapar3A khIMcakara nApatA hai aura Upara se khuza hotA hai ki maiM vyApAra meM kitanA hoziyAra hU~, maiM kitanA kamAtA huuN| para use mAlUma nahIM ki vaha narkagati bA~dha rahA hai, kyoMki yaha usakA raudradhyAna hai| aba dUsarA vyApArI bhI kapar3A khIMcakara detA hai, usI hI dhyAna se| para mana meM use apAra pazcAtApa rahatA hai ki yaha galata karatA huuN| mahAvIra kA bhakta aisA nahIM krtaa| vaha tiryaMca gati bA~dhatA hai| kriyAe~ samAna haiM, para dhyAna alaga-alaga hone se gati alaga-alaga hotI hai| isa kAla meM svarUpa kA jJAna to kisI ko hai hI nhiiN| yadi koI dharma samajhatA hotA, to bhI dharmadhyAna rahatA, athavA to dharmadhyAna ho sakatA thaa| Aja jo ye laukika dharma haiM, ve bhI mUla nIMva (siddhAMta) para nahIM hai| isalie saMsAra ke logoM ko dharmadhyAna bhI nahIM hai| kevala Arta aura raudradhyAna meM hI haiN| saMsAra ke loga kahate haiM ki seTha ne to pacAsa hajAra kA dAna kiyA, bahuta acchA kiyaa| para seTha ke mana meM kyA hotA hai ki yadi yaha nagaraseTha ke dabAva meM nahIM AyA hotA, to hameM denA nahIM pdd'taa| yaha to z2abaradastI dene pdd'e| isa taraha raudradhyAna karatA hai, narkagati bA~dhatA hai| dUsare manuSya ke pAsa paisA nahIM hai phira bhI aisA dhyAna dharatA hai ki kaba mere pAsa paise Ae~, aura kaba dharma meM do paise kharca karU~? ataH vaha binA dAna kie Urdhvagati bA~dhatA hai| aura usa murkha ne to pacAsa hajAra dekara bhI narkagati kA dhyAna kiyaa| buddhi ke upayoga kI maryAdA ye loga buddhi kA galata upayoga karake, Trika-cAlAkI karake jo paisA kamAte haiM, vaha to bahuta bar3A gunAha hai| jitanI TrikeM (dAMva-peca) karIM, utanA hArDa (bhArI) raudrdhyaan| Trika yAnI sAmanevAle kI kama buddhi kA apanI adhika buddhi se phAyadA utthaanaa| taba bhagavAna bole, 'adhogati meM jaaeNge|' usake paMdraha miniTa bAda phira pUchA, 'isa samaya aba kauna-sI gati meM jAe~ge?' taba bhagavAna ne kahA, 'aba mokSa meM jAnevAle hai|' 'aisA kyoM bhagavAna? yaha saMpUrNa dhyAna meM haiM, phira aisA kyoM?' taba bhagavAna ne kahA, 'hameM jo dikhAI detA hai, vaha tumheM dikhAI nahIM detA aura tumheM jo dikhAI detA hai, use hama dekhate nahIM hai| dekho, vaha sAmAyika meM baiThA to thA, para usakA dhyAna kahA~ baratatA hai, use hama hI dekha sakate haiN| pahale dhyAna meM devagati kA citrIkaraNa (ciMtanadhArA) thaa| dUsarI bAra narkagati kA citrIkaraNa thaa| phira usane saMdara citrita karanA (ciMtana karanA) zurU kiyaa| bhItara foTo acchI nikalane lagI, jo mokSa meM jAe aisI thii|' dhyAna para phala kA AdhAra hai| citrita karatA hai pudgala, paraMtu
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________________ AptavANI-1 40 AptavANI-1 buddhi to saMsArAnugAmI hai, kabhI bhI mokSa meM jAne nahIM degii| kRSNa bhagavAna ne bhI buddhi ko 'vyabhicAriNI' batAyA hai| buddhi saMsAra meM hI khUpAkara rakhatI hai, nikalane nahIM detii| 'sva' kA saMpUrNa ahita karatI hai| jaise-jaise buddhi bar3hatI hai vaise-vaise saMtApa bar3hatA jAtA hai| do sAla ke bacce kI mA~ mara jAe, to use kucha hogA? aura bAIsa sAla ke lar3ake kI mA~ mara jAe, to use kitanA du:kha hotA hai? aisA kyoM? buddhi bar3hI islie| bhagavAna ne kyA kahA ki saMsAra meM buddhi kA upayoga hI nahIM karanA hotA aura yadi kharca karanI par3e, to usakI limiTa (sImA) bA~dha dI hai| kitanI limiTa ki yadi bar3e paththara ke nIce terA hAtha daba gayA ho, to use yuktipUrvaka nikAla lenA aura phira se nahIM dabe, utanI hI buddhi upayoga meM lAnI hai| magara logoM ne to paisA kamAne hetu, kAlAbAjArI karane ke lie buddhi kA upayoga karanA zurU kara diyaa| logoM ko Thagane ke lie buddhi kA prayoga karane lge| itanA hI nahIM, para logoM ne TrikeM AjamAnA sIkha liyaa| Trika arthAt sAmanevAle ko patA nahIM cale, usa taraha usase banAvaTa karake, usase har3apa lenA vh| yaha to bhayaMkara raudradhyAna hai| sAtaveM narka meM bhI jagaha nahIM milegii| avirodha vANI pramANa 'syAdvAda' kise kahate haiM? kisI kA bhI virodha sahana nahIM kara pAe, vaha syAdvAda kahalAe hI kaise? virodha lagatA hai, vaha to sAmanevAle kA vyU poinTa (dRSTibiMdu) hai| kisI ke bhI vyU poinTa ko galata nahIM kahe, kisI kA bhI pramANa nahIM du:khe, vaha syaadvaad| jJAnI puruSa ko sAre vyU poinTa mAnya hote haiN| kyoMki khuda senTara(kendra) meM baiThe hote haiN| hama syAdvAda haiN| senTara meM baiThe haiN| bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki sAmAyika. pratikramaNa. pratyAkhyAna-jo Atmika kriyAe~ haiM, unheM hamArI AjJAnusAra sarala rahakara krnaa| tAtvika dRSTi se dekhA jAe, to doSa kisI kA bhI nahIM hai| saMyoga aise haiM, isalie hameM aisA kar3aka bolanA par3atA hai| vaha bhI, sAmanevAle ke lie saMpUrNa karuNAbhAva hone ke kAraNa, usakA roga nikAlane ke lie aisI vANI bolate haiN| jJAnI aura dharma kA svarUpa isa saMsAra meM kitane hI loga aisA kahate haiM ki unakA vyavahAra dharma hai| jaba taka nizcaya dharma prApta nahIM hotA, taba taka aisA nahIM kaha skte| zuddhAtmA ko pahacAnA nahIM hai, taba taka vyavahAra dharma hai, aisA kaise kaha sakate haiM? nizcayadharma aura vyavahAradharma kaba alaga par3ate haiM ki jaba jJAnI puruSa apanI anaMta siddhiyA~ kharca karake, AtmA aura anAtmA ke bIca lAina oNpha DimArkezana (bhedarekhA) DAla dete haiM, aura niraMtara alaga hI rakhate haiM, tabhI samajha meM AtA hai| yaha khuda kA kSetra aura yaha parAyA kSetra, aisA alaga kara dete haiN| homa aura faoNrena DipArTamenTa alaga kara dete haiN| jaba taka nizcaya dharma prApta nahIM kiyA, taba taka vyavahAradharma ke bAre meM kaise bola sakate haiN| taba phira vaha kyA kahalAtA hai? vaha to laukika dharma kahalAtA hai| laukika dharma arthAt logoM kI mAnyatA kA dhrm| lokottara dharma nhiiN| yaha dharma kyA karatA hai? burI AdateM haTAtA hai aura acchI AdateM DAlatA hai| laukika dharma to kyA kahatA hai ki acchA ho vaha apanAnA aura anucita ho use mata apnaanaa| vaha kyA sikhalAtA hai ki corI nahIM karanA, jhUTha mata bolanA, jIvana meM sukha mile, anukUlatA prApta ho aisA krnaa| sAre saMsAra ne satkAryoM ko hI sahI dharma mAnA hai| hama use laukika dharma kahate haiN| usase caturgati hI milatI hai| azubha meM se zubha meM AnA, vaha laukika dharma-rileTiva dharma hai aura zubha meM se zuddha meM AnA, vaha alaukika dharma hai| mokSa cAhate ho, to alaukika dharma meM AnA hI hogaa| alaukika dharma meM to acchI AdateM aura burI AdateM, anukUla aura pratikUla, acchA-burA ina sabhI se chuTakArA milatA hai aura tabhI mokSa hotA hai| 'svadharma' hI saccA dharma hai, vahI AtmA kA dharma hai, vahI
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________________ AptavANI-1 41 AptavANI-1 alaukika dharma hai| zeSa sabhI dehadharma haiM, jo paradharma, rileTiva dharmalaukika dharma kahalAte haiN| riyala dharma meM-alaukika dharma meM kahIM saMpradAya nahIM hote, paMtha nahIM hote, dhvajA nahIM hotI, grahaNa-tyAga nahIM hotA, matabheda nahIM hote, alaukika dharma niSpakSapAtI hotA hai| pakSapAta se kabhI mokSa nahIM hotaa| logoM ko mokSa meM jAnA hai aura dUsarI ora matamatAMtara meM par3e rahanA hai, pakSa lenA hai| merA sahI hai, aisA kahakara vipakSI ko galata ThaharA dete haiN| kisI ko bhI galata kahakara tU kabhI bhI mokSa meM nahIM jA paaegaa| matamatAMtara chor3akara, pakSapoSaNa chor3akara saMpradAyoM kI bADAbaMdI tor3akara, jaba tU senTara (kendra) meM AegA, tabhI abheda cetana ke dhAma ko prApta kregaa| aisA karane ke bajAya tUne to yahA~ pakSa meM par3akara pakSa kI nIMva majabUta kara dI aura usameM terA anaMta janmoM kA saMsAra baMdhana gaThita kara diyaa| tujhe mokSa meM jAnA hai yA pakSa meM hI par3e rahanA hai? eka hI dharma meM kitane saMpradAya khar3e ho gae haiM? jhagar3e paidA ho gae! jahA~ kaSAya vahA~ mokSa nahIM aura kaSAya ko dharma nahIM khte| magara yaha to pakSa ko majabUta karane hetu kaSAya kie| dharma ko hI resakorsa banA diyA? ziSyoM kI spardhA meM par3e! usake pA~ca ziSya haiM, to mere gyAraha to hone hI caahie| ghara para bIvI aura bacce milAkara tIna ghaMTa the, unheM chor3A aura yahA~ gyAraha ghaMTa laTakAe? phira sArA dina ziSyoM ke Upara cir3hatA rahatA hai, aba ise mokSa kA sAdhana kaise kaheM? aisI kar3aka vANI, hamArI vItarAgoM kI nahIM hotI, para kyA kareM? unake roga ko nikAlane ke lie bhItara gaharI vItarAgatA ke sAtha, saMpUrNa karuNAbharI vANI nikala jAtI hai! usameM unakA bhI doSa nahIM hai, unakI icchA to mokSa meM jAne kI hai para nAsamajhI ke kAraNa ulaTA ho jAtA hai| kAla hI bar3A vicitra AyA hai| usakI A~dhI kI lapeTa meM sabhI A gae haiN| hameM to apAra karuNA hotI hai| hameM sabhI nirdoSa hI dikhAI dete hai, kyoMki hama khuda nirdoSa dRSTi karake sAre ke sAre saMsAra ko nirdoSa dekhate haiN| nirdoSa dRSTi bhagavAna mahAvIra kI sabhA meM eka AcArya mahArAja baiThe the| unake mana meM aisA kaifa ho gayA ki maiM bahuta jJAna jAnatA hU~ aura maiM kucha jAnatA huuN| isalie unhoMne bhagavAna se pUchA, 'bhagavan ApameM aura mujhameM aba kyA aMtara hai? mere abhI kitane janma zeSa rahe?' AcArya mahArAja ke mana meM aisA thA ki tIna janmoM meM mokSa ho jaaegaa| bhagavAna to Thahare vItarAga para aMdara se AcArya mahArAja kI bAta samajha ge| bole ki prazna to acchA hai, para do-pA~ca kA puNyodaya huA hai unheM bhI bulA leN| gA~va ke nagaraseTha, satI, vezyA, jebakatare ko bulAie aura vahA~ eka gadhA bAhara khar3A hai usake bAre meM bhI Apako batAtA haiN| 'he AcArya mahArAja! mere meM, ApameM, isa nagaraseTha meM, satI meM, vezyA meM, jebakatare meM aura usa gadhe meM jarA-sA bhI aMtara nahIM hai|' mahArAja bola uThe, 'kyA kahA bhagavan ! ApameM aura mujhameM koI aMtara nahIM? aMtara to bahuta bar3A dikhAI par3atA hai na?' taba bhagavAna bole, 'dekhie vaha aMtara Apako apanI dRSTi se dikhatA hai| hama Aja se tIna janma pUrva jJAnI puruSa ke ziSya hue the| unhoMne hamArI dRSTi nirdoSa kara dI thii| usa dRSTi kA hamane do janmoM meM upayoga kiyA aura isa janma meM saMpUrNa nirdoSa hue| dRSTi saMpUrNa nirdoSa kI aura sabhI ko saMpUrNa nirdoSa dekhaa| usa nirdoSa dRSTi se hama kahate haiM ki ApameM, hama meM aura ina sabhI meM koI bhI aMtara nahIM hai|' AcArya mahArAjane kahA, 'para prabhu! hameM to bar3A aMtara lagatA hai| Apa satI ko aura vezyA ko, nagaraseTha ko aura jebakatare ko, mujhe aura usa gadhe ko sabhI ko eka samAna kaise kahate haiM? hamArI samajha meM nahIM aataa| yaha bAta mAnane meM nahIM aatii|' bhagavAna ne kahA, 'dekhie, AcArya mahArAja ! ApameM, hamameM, nagaraseTha meM, satI meM, vezyA meM, jebakatare meM aura usa gadhe meM mAla eka hI sarIkhA hai| sabhI meM eka sau bIsa kAunTa kA eka tolA bhara sUta aura vaha bhI eka hI mila kA hai| sabhI meM sarIkhA hI hai| aMtara kevala itanA hI hai ki Apa sabhI kA ulajhA huA hai aura merI gutthiyA~
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 sulajha gaI haiN| ina sabhI meM sabase kama janma usa gadhe ke honevAle haiM, aisA hama apane jJAna meM dekhakara kahate haiN| kyoMki, AcArya mahArAja, Apane aneka zAstra par3he haiM, unakA mAnasika bojha utArane meM Apake kaI janma laga jAe~ge aura usa gadhe ko to agale janma meM jJAnI puruSa kI bheMTa hogI aura usakA mokSa ho jaaegaa| kaifa aura mokSa mAnasika bojha kaifa (nazA) hai| jitanA kaifa kama hogA, utanA jaldI mokSa hogaa| kaifI kA mokSa kabhI bhI nahIM hotaa| maiM kucha jAnatA hU~' yaha to bar3A bhArI kaifa hai| nIMda meM bhI vaha kaifa rhegaa| mokSa to niSkaiphI kA hotA hai| kaifI kA kabhI bhI nahIM honevaalaa| ye zAstra par3he, dhAraNa kie vaha mokSa ke sAdhana hetu hai yA kaifa bar3hAkara, bhavacakra meM bhaTakane kA sAdhana kiyA? zarAbI kA kaifa to pAnI chir3akate hI turaMta utara jAtA hai, para 'maiM kucha jAnatA hU~', aisA, zAstroM ke paThana kA kaifa kabhI bhI nahIM utrtaa| mana-vacana-kAyA kI balA cehare para yadi eka bAjare ke dAne jitanI phusI huI ho, to vaha murkha, bAra-bAra AIne meM ceharA dekhA karatA hai, kyoMki vaha mAnatA hai ki maiM hI 'caMdUlAla' huuN| yAnI deha ko bhI 'maiM hI hU~', mAnatA hai| isalie vaha, zIzA dekhatA rahatA hai| para yaha deha tumhArI nahIM hai| deha to balA hai| koI lar3akA, kisI lar3akI ko lekara ghUmatA ho aura bApa kahe ki yaha balA kahA~ se lagAI hai? isa para lar3akA kahatA hai, 'kyA kahate haiM? vaha kyA balA hai? Apa kyA samajheM isameM?' para thor3e dinoM bAda usa lar3akI ke sAtha anabana ho jAe aura vaha lar3akI dUsare ke sAtha ghUmatI naz2ara Ae, taba usakI samajha meM AtA hai ki vaha to balA thii| vaise hI. yaha deha bhI balA hai| deha kA anubhava gayA, to basa balA bhI gii| balA bharose ke lAyaka hotI hI nahIM, dagA hI detI hai| yaha mana-vANI aura deha kA kaisA baMdhana hai? baMdhana yAnI? jinase chUTanA cAheM, to bhI nahIM chuTa paaeN| dUsare zabdoM meM baMdhana hI balA hai| jaba se jAna liyA ki yaha balA hai, taba se chUTane kA upAya khojatA hai| para yadi balA ko hI priya mAnA taba? taba vaha aura jyAdA lipaTatI jAtI hai aura phira bahata barI taraha pha~sa jAtA hai| balA, rAga-dveSa ke adhIna hai| use mAra-pITakara thor3e hI nikAlanA hai? vItarAgatA se nikAlanA hai, ahiMsA se nikAlanA hai| yaha mana-vacana-kAyA balA jaise hI haiN| use pUrNarUpa se 'dekhA aura jAnA' ki vaha apane Apa chUTate cale jAte haiN| mokSa hI upAdeya hai mokSa kA hI Agraha rakhane jaisA hai| aura saba jagaha nirAgrahI ho jaa| vastu jahara nahIM hai, para terA Agraha hI jahara hai| hama yaha spaSTa rUpa se kahate haiM ki jitane bhI mehanata ke mArga haiM, ve sabhI saMsAramArga haiN| mokSa kI hI icchA karane yogya hai| mokSa kA vicAra yadi eka bAra bhI AyA ho, to lAkha janma meM bhI jJAnI puruSa A mileMge aura terA mokSa hogaa| mokSa arthAt 'muktabhAva' sabhI sAMsArika duHkhoM se mukti / mehanata to saMsAra ke lie hotI hai, mokSa ke lie nahIM hotii| mokSa to khuda kA svabhAva hI hai| AtmA kA svabhAva hI mokSa svarUpa hai| jaise pAnI kA svabhAva ThaMDA hai| use garama karane meM mehanata karanI par3atI hai, para kyA ThaMDA karane meM mehanata karanI par3atI hai? nahIM karanI par3atI, vaha to apane Apa hI, usake svabhAva se hI ThaMDA ho jaaegaa| magara yaha bAta samajha meM kaise Ae? khuda kA svabhAva hI mokSa svarUpa hai, yaha nahIM samajhane kA kAraNa yahI hai ki bar3I z2abaradasta bhrA~ti baratatI hai| vaha bhrA~ti kisI kAla meM jAe aisI nahIM hai| vaha to jJAnI puruSa kI bheMTa ho to pAra aae| isalie jJAnI puruSa ko khojanA! sajIvana mUrti ko khojanA! jo khuda chUTa cuke haiM, unheM khojnaa| khuda tare haiM aura anekoM ko tArane kA sAmarthya jinameM hai, aise taraNatAraNa jJAnI puruSa ko khojanA aura unake pIche-pIche nirbhaya hokara cale jaanaa| isa kAla ke hama akele hI taraNatAraNa haiN| gaz2aba kA jJAnAvatAra hai| ghaMTebhara meM mokSa de deM, aise haiN| tujhe
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 kucha bhI karanA nahIM hai| kucha bhI denA nahIM hai, kyoMki hama kisI cIja ke bhikhArI nahIM haiN| jinakA bhikhArIpana saMpUrNa rUpa se khatma ho gayA ho, unhIM meM bhagavAna prakaTa hote haiN| lakSmIjI ke bhikhArI nahIM hoM, aise kucha sAdhu mileMge, viSayoM ke bhikhArI nahIM ho, aise bhI mileMge, taba ve mAna ke bhikhArI hoMge yA kIrti ke bhikhArI hoMge, nahIM to ziSyoM ke bhikhArI hoNge| kisI na kisI kone meM bhikhArIpana par3A hI hotA hai| jahA~ saMpUrNa ayAcakatA prApta hotI hai, vahIM paramAtma svarUpa prakaTa hotA hai| hama lakSmI ke, viSayoM ke, ziSya ke, yA kIrti ke, unameM se kisI cIz2a ke bhikhArI nahIM haiN| hama kisI cIz2a ke bhikhArI nahIM haiN| hameM kucha nahIM caahie| hA~, tujhe hamAre pAsa se jo cAhie, vaha le jaa| para jarA sIdhA mA~ganA, tAki phira se mA~ganA nahIM pdd'e| saMsAra ke bhautika sukha to bAi-proDakTa haiM aura AtmA prApta karanA, vaha mena proDakzana hai| mena proDakzana kA kArakhAnA chor3a logoM ne bAya proDakzana ke lie kArakhAne lagAe haiN| isase dina kaise phireNge| mokSamArga nahIM jAnane ke kAraNa sArA saMsAra bhaTakatA rahatA hai aura jahA~ jAe, vahA~ kho jAtA hai| yadi mokSa cAhie to AkhirakAra jJAnI ke pAsa hI jAnA hogaa| are! dAdara sTezana para pahu~canA ho, to bhI tujhe usa rAste ke jJAnI se pUchanA pdd'egaa| taba yaha mokSa kI galI to patalI, aTapaTI aura bhUlabhulaiyAvAlI hai| khuda pAra karane gayA, to kahIM kA kahIM bhaTaka jaaegaa| isalie jJAnI ko khoja nikAla aura unake padacinhoM para, pIche pIche calA jaa| hama mokSadAtA haiN| mokSa dene ke lAisansa sahita haiN| aMta taka kA de sakeM, aise haiN| yaha to akrama jJAnAvatAra hai ! eka ghaMTe meM hama tujhe bhagavAna pada de sakate haiM! para terI pUrNa taiyArI caahie| hamAre pAsa do hI vastue~ lekara aanaa| eka 'maiM kucha jAnatA nahIM' aura 'parama viny'| maiM kucha jAnatA hU~', yaha to kaifa hai aura yadi yathArtha jAna liyA ho, taba vaha to prakAza kahalAtA hai aura prakAza hogA vahA~ Thokara nahIM lgtii| jaba ki abhI to jagaha-jagaha para ThokareM lagatI haiN| use jAna liyA' kaise kaheM? eka bhI ciMtA kama huI? sahI jAnA hotA, to eka bhI ciMtA nahIM honI caahie| yadi 'maiM kucha jAnatA hU~', aisA terA mAnanA hai, to phira maiM tere adhUre ghar3e meM kyA DAlU~? terA ghar3A khAlI ho, to maiM usameM amRta bhara duuN| phira tU jahA~ jAnA cAhe, vahA~ jaanaa| bAlabacce byAhanA, saMsAra calAnA, para merI AjJA meM rhnaa| yaha bAta apUrva hai| pahale sunI nahIM ho, par3hI nahIM ho aisii| sAre saMsAra kA kalyANa karane ke hama nimitta haiM, kartA nhiiN| saMsAra mahApola yaha sArA saMsAra polapola hai| yaha hama apane jJAna meM dekhakara batAte haiN| tU yadi saMsAra ko saccA mAnakara calatA hai, to yaha terI hI bhUla hai| polaMpola arthAt avkaash-aakaash| eka vaidya thaa| usane apane marIja ko bahuta acchI davAI dii| usane mAtra mircI se paraheja karane ko kahA thA, kyoMki vaha roga hI adhika mirca khAne se utpanna hotA thaa| becAre vaidya ne baDI mehatana kI, acchI se acchI davAI dii| davAIyA~ badalatA rahA, para mahInA do mahInA hone para bhI roga meM koI pharka nahIM pdd'aa| eka dina acAnaka vaidya rogI ke ghara jA phuNcaa| vahA~ usane kyA dekhA? marIz2a bhojana le rahA thA aura thAlI meM do bar3I harI mirca rakhI huI thiiN| isa para vaidya roSa se bhara gayA aura ekadama se imozanala (bhAvuka) ho jAne se vahIM kA vahIM usakA hArTa phela ho gayA! isameM doSa kisa kA? are, marIz2a ne to jahara pIyA magara tUne kyoM jahara pI liyA? yaha to mahApola hai| kisI sTezana para DerA DAlane jaisA nahIM hai| varnA phaMsa gae smjho| yaha to, marIja mirca khAe aura dimAga kA pArA car3hane se nasa phaTa jAe vaidya kI! yaha to dekhA usIkA jahara hai na? yadi cAya meM kucha kacarA girA dekhe, to jahara car3hatA hai, para jise patA nahIM hai, vaha to ArAma se pI jAtA haiN| yaha to dekhe tabhI lagatA hai ki galata huA, usIkA nAma polNpol| saccI bAta jAneM taba bhar3akate haiM aura nahIM jAnA, to kucha bhI nhiiN| eka vyakti mere pAsa AyA karatA thaa| usakI eka lar3akI thii|
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________________ AptavANI-1 48 AptavANI-1 use maiMne pahale se samajhA diyA thA ki yaha to kaliyuga hai| kaliyuga kA asara beTI para bhI hotA hai, isalie sAvadhAna rhnaa| yaha bAta vaha acchI taraha samajha gayA aura jaba usakI beTI ghara chor3akara kisI ke sAtha bhAga gaI, taba usa AdamI ne mujhe yAda kiyaa| mere pAsa Akara mujhase kahane lagA, 'jo bAta Apane kahI thI vaha sahI thI, yadi Apane mujhe sAvadhAna nahIM kiyA hotA, to mujhe jahara hI pInA pddtaa|' aisA hai yaha saMsAra! polNpol| jo ho usakA svIkAra karanA par3atA hai| taba jahara thoDe pIyA jAtA hai? aisA karane para loga tujhe pAgala kheNge| yaha loga to kapar3e pahanakara AbarU DhaMkate haiM aura kahate haiM ki hama khAnadAnI haiM! jaba ki jJAnI puruSa bar3e sayAne hote haiN| pUrA sar3e, usase pahale hI kATa DAlate hai| isa saMsAra ko kamplITalI polaMpola dekhanA (anubhava karanA) koI aisI-vaisI bAta hai? ye caravAhe kyA karate haiM? bher3oM ko pucakArakara bAr3e meM bA~dhate haiM, eka bhI bher3a ko chaTakane nahIM dete| bher3eM samajhatI haiM ki bAgha se hamArI rakSA karate haiM aura caravAhA kahatA bhI hai ki maiM bher3oM kI rakSA karatA huuN| para caravAhe una bher3oM kA kyA-kyA upayoga kara lete haiM, yaha bher3oM kI samajha meM kaise Ae? roz2AnA duha lete hai| bher3oM ke bAla, jo ThaMDa se unakI rakSA karate haiM, unheM utAra lete haiM aura Akhira meM koI mehamAna Ae~, to usakA sAga banAkara khA jAte hai! isakA nAma polaMpola! manuSyoM kI nirAzritatA isa kaliyuga ke sabhI manuSya nirAzrita kahalAte hai| ye sAre jAnavara Azrita kahalAte haiN| ina manuSyoM ko to kisI kA AsarA taka nahIM hai| jisa kisI kA AsarA liyA ho, vaha khuda hI nirAzrita hotA hai| taba phira terA kyA bhalA hogA? aba nirAzrita kisa prakAra, vaha maiM tumheM bhagavAna kI bhASA meM samajhAtA huuN| eka seTha, eka sAdhu aura unakA pAlatU kuttA tInoM pravAsa para nikle| rAste meM eka ghanA jaMgala AyA aura cAra luTere barache-baMdUka ke sAtha sAmane A ge| isakA tInoM para kyA asara hotA hai? seTha socatA hai, 'mere pAsa dasa hajAra kI gaTharI hai jo ye mue le leMge, to merA kyA hogA? yadi mujhe mAra DAleMge to kyA hogA' sAdha ko hotA hai, 'hamAre pAsa se to unheM kucha milanevAlA nahIM hai| yaha loTA-voTA hai use le liyA, to dekhA jaaegaa| para mue TaeNgar3I tor3a deMge, to merA kyA hogA? merI sevA kauna karegA? sadA ke lie laMgar3A ho gayA, to merA kyA hogA?' jaba ki vaha kuttA eka bAra luTero para bhauNkegaa| yadi laTeroM ne use DaMDA jamAyA, to kyAU~-kyAMU~ karate hue, apane mAlika ko mAra par3ate hue dekhatA rhegaa| para use aisA nahIM hotA ki merA kyA hogA? kyoMki vaha Azrita hai aura bAkI donoM nirAzrita haiN| 'aba merA kyA hogA?' aisA eka bAra bhI vicAra meM Ae, to vaha nirAzrita hai| bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM? 'jaba taka prakaTa ke darzana nahIM kie, taba taka tuma nirAzrita ho, aura prakaTa ke darzana ho gae, to tuma Azrita ho|' prakaTa ke darzana ho jAne ke bAda bAhara ke yA aMdara ke, kaise bhI saMyoga Ane para, merA kyA hogA, aisA nahIM hotaa| hamArA AsarA jisane liyA, usakI anaMtakAla kI nirAzritatA khatama ho jAtI hai| cAhe kaise bhI viparIta saMyoga kyoM nahIM hoM, magara jJAnI puruSa ke Azrita ko, merA kyA hogA, aisA nahIM hotaa| kyoMki vahA~ 'hama' aura 'hamArA jJAna' donoM hI hAz2ira ho hI jAte haiM aura ApakA hara taraha se rakSaNa karate haiM! kudaratI taMtra saMcAlana-bhautika vijJAna Aja faoNrena meM saba jagaha bhautika sAiMsa AvazyakatA se adhika ho gayA hai, abava naoNrmala ho gayA hai| usameM naoNrmeliTI cAhie, vastu meM naoNrmeliTI hogI, to hI tU sukhI hogaa| sattAnave pharenahAiTa iz2a bilo naoNrmala fIvara, aura ninnAnave iz2a abava naoNrmala ph'iivr| aTThAnave iz2a dI noNrmaalittii| amarikA aura anya faoNrena ke deza abava naoNrmala phIvara ke
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 gae haiM ki phira loga hI aisA kaheMge ki hameM ye sAiMTisTa nahIM caahie| ye sabhI krAMti kI taiyAriyA~ ho rahI haiN| jahA~-jahA~ eksesa huA, una sabhI se thaka jAte haiN| adhika baiThanA huA, to usase bhI thakAna hotI hai| adhika sone se bhI thakAna hotI hai| duHkha aura sukha rileTIva(sApekSa) haiN| koI seTha dhUpa meM ghUma rahA ho, phira babUla mile, taba usakI chA~va meM bhI ThaMDaka lene baitthegaa| yadi use vahIM cAra ghaMTe baiThane ko kaheM, taba vaha manA karegA, kyoMki baiThe-baiThe thaka jAte hai| zikAra haiM aura bhArata deza bilo naoNrmala fIvara se grasta hai| naoNrmAliTI caahie| ye faoNrenavAloM kI khojabIna abava naoNrmala ho rahI hai para unheM jo cAhie vaha milatA nahIM hai| yaha kyA nirdeza karatA hai ki ve bhaTaka gae haiN| abhI to ve itane abava naoNrmala ho gae haiM ki ar3asaTha mIla aura tIna falAga para kAra paMkcara ho jAe, to usakI khabara dene ke sAdhana vahA~ hote haiN| are, deha ko jisakI z2arUrata hai, aise sAdhana khoja nikAla na? ye mardo ko rojAnA dAr3hI banAnI par3atI hai, isalie dADhI uge nahIM aisA kucha khoja nikAla na! deha viSayavAlI hai, isalie deha ko jisakI z2arUrata hai, vaha use denA caahie| eka sAtha bahuta barasAta hotI rahe, to kyA hogA? sarvatra nukasAna hI hogA na? abava naoNrmala se nukasAna hotA hai| loga to jarA-sI garmI jyAdA par3e, to zora macAte hai| merA eka mitra eka dina zora macA rahA thA ki bahuta garmI hai, bahuta garmI hai| isa para maiMne usase pUchA, 'yadi tApa ke kaMTrola sTezana para tumheM kaMTrolara ke rUpa meM rakheM, to Aja tuma kitanA tApa rakhate?' vaha kahatA hai, 'itanA hI rkhtaa|' taba mUrkha! tU bhI itanI hI garmI rakhatA, to zora kyoM macAtA hai? vaha to naicurala hai| jaba jitanI z2arUrata ho, utanA sahajarUpa se milatA rahatA hai, apane Apa hii| para ye loga use baduA dekara usameM bAdhA DAlate haiN| eka AdamI acche kapar3e pahanakara bAhara gayA ho aura rAste meM barasAta AI, to vaha barasAta ko kharI-khoTI sanAtA hai| kucha kahate hai, Aja beTI kI zAdI hai, barasAta nahIM Ae, to acchA aura vahA~ khetoM meM becArA kisAna cAtaka dRSTi se barasAta kI rAha dekha rahA hotA hai| aisA virodhAbhAsa utpanna hone para to kudarata ko bhI bAdhA phuNcegii| Apake bhAva aura necara kA aiDajasTamenTa donoM ke AdhAra para to sArA taMtra cala rahA hai, isalie necara (prakRti) meM dakhalaMdAjI mata krnaa| apane Apa necaralI (prAkRtika rUpa se) saba A milegaa| kala sabere sUraja nahIM nikalegA, to kyA hogA?' aisA vicAra kisI ko AtA hai? aisA vicAra Ae taba bhI kyA ho? nirI dakhalaMdAjI, isalie necara meM dakhalaMdAjI mata krnaa| ye sabhI bAhya vijJAna meM itane Age bar3ha gae haiM, abava naoNrmala ho hindustAna meM sAr3he sAta phITa U~cA manuSya Ae, to vaha lambA lagatA hai| para yadi hama sAta phITa U~cAIvAloM ke deza meM jAe~, to nATe lgeNge| yaha to saba rileTiva hai| eka ke AdhAra para dUsarA lambA-nATA lagatA hai| koI manuSya pacapana sAla taka par3hAI karatA rahe, to loga kyA kaheMge? are! tU par3hAI hI karatA rahegA, to zAdI kaba karegA? vaha abava noNrml| jaba ki do sAla ke bAlaka kA byAha racAe, to vaha bilo noNrml| bhautika DevalapamenTa-AdhyAtmika DevalapamenTa hindustAnI logoM ko, faoNrenavAle tiraskRta karate haiN| unheM anDaraDevalapDa (pichar3A) kahate haiN| taba mujhe kahanA par3atA hai ki tU anDaraDevalapDa hai| adhyAtma meM tU anDaraDevalapDa hai aura bhautika meM ta phullI DevalapDa hai| bhautika meM tumhArA deza phallI DevalapDa hai| jaba ki bhArata deza, bhautika meM anDaraDevalapDa (avikasita) hai aura adhyAtma meM phullI DevalapDa (pUrNa vikasita) prajA hai| yahA~ ke jebakatare ko bhI maiM eka ghaMTe meM bhagavAna banA sakatA huuN| bAhara kI sArI kI sArI prajA AMtarvijJAna meM anDaraDevalapDa hai, yaha bAta tumheM kaise samajhAU~? faoNrena ke logoM meM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha abhI Devalapa ho rahe
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 haiN| jaba ki hindustAna ke logoM ke krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha phullI Devalapa ho gae haiM, TaoNpa (zikhara) para jA pahu~ce haiN| ___ faoNrena meM ApakI jAna-pahacAnavAlA koI ho aura Apa unase kaheM ki yahA~ se pacAsa mIla dUra jAnA hai, to vaha Apako apanI kAra (gAr3I) meM le jAegA, vApasa lAegA aura Upara se rAste meM hoTala kA bila bhI vahI cukaaegaa| jaba ki yahA~ Apake cAcA ke lar3ake se kAra mA~geMge, to vaha hisAba lagAegA ki pacAsa mIla jAne ke aura pacAsa mIla Ane ke, kula milAkara sau mIla hue| peTrola kA kharca itanA, oNila-pAnI kA kharca itanA aura Upara se kAra kI ghisAI kA hisAba lagAkara phira jhUTha bolegA ki kala to mere sAhaba AnevAle haiM! aisA kyoM hai? pahalevAle kA lobha hI Devalapa nahIM huA aura isakA phullI Devalapa ho gayA hai| sAta puztoM taka kA Devalapa ho gayA hai| jaba ki vahA~ kI prajA kA lobha kitanA Devalapa huA hotA hai? khuda taka hI siimit| pati aura patnI taka hI sImita / beTA aTThAraha sAla kA huA ki tU alaga aura hama alg| aura yadi patnI ke sAtha jarA-sA TakarAva huA, to phira, tU alaga aura maiM alaga, turaMta hI ddaayvors| jaba ki hamAre yahA~ to mamatA TheTha taka Devalapa huI hotI hai| eka assI sAla kI bur3hiyA aura pacAsI sAla kA buDDhA sArI jiMdagI roz2a lar3ate-jhagar3ate the, rojAnA kiTakiTa calatI thI aura eka dina buDDhA mara gayA taba bur3hiyA ne terahavIM ke dina uttarakriyA meM zaiyyAdAna karate samaya, tere cAcA ko yaha bhAtA thA aura tere cAcA ko vaha pasaMda thA, aisA yAda karake rkhvaayaa| maiMne kahA, 'kyoM cAcIjI Apa to roja lar3atI thIM na? taba cAcI bolIM. 'aisA hI hotA hai| magara tere cAcAjI jaise mujhe phira nahIM mileNge| mujhe to hara janma meM vahI caahie|' mamatA bhI Topa para pahu~cI huI hotI hai| prAkRtika sAhajikatA faoNrana kI prajA sAhajika hotI hai| sAhajika arthAt, yadi nahIM mAranevAlI gAya ho, taba agara choTA baccA bhI usakA sIMga pakar3e, to bhI nahIM mAregI aura mAranevAlI gAya rahI, to use kucha na kareM, to bhI vaha maaregii| isa prakAra una logoM kA aisA sAhajika hotA hai| use. Apako le jAnA ho, to turaMta hA~ kara degA aura na le jAnA ho, to turaMta manA bhI kara degaa| para jhUTha-vUTha nahIM boleNge| unameM donoM ora kA hotA hai| sIdhe, to ekadama sIdhe aura Ter3he, to hara ora se utane hI tteddh'e| bhAratIya loga ashj| hindustAna meM sAhajikatA thI, para vaha satayuga ke samaya meM thii| aura vaha sahI mAnoM meM Adarza sAhajikatA thii| bhArata meM pahale loga cAra varga meM ba~Te the, brAhmaNa, kSatriya, vaizya aura zUdra, jo ki DevalapamenTa darzAte the| aba to DevalapamenTa Topa para gayA hai| sutAra ke beTe bhI utane hI kushl| sAhajikatA una dinoM paripUrNa thI, isalie deza itanA Upara uTha gayA thaa| phira vahA~ se dhIre-dhIre nIce utarane lgaa| yahI niyama hai| jo cAra varga the, unakA logoM ne darupayoga kiyA. jaise ki harijanoM kA tiraskAra kiyaa| buddhi kA itanA jyAdA, tIkSNa durupayoga kiyA ki ve asahaja hote gae aura bhArata kA sUraja asta ho gyaa| bhayaMkara durAgrahI ho ge| nimnatama koTi ke, rAkSasI koTi ke AcAra ho gae the| are! koI bIsa sAla kI vidhavA mile, to becArI ko zAMti dene ke bajAya apazakuna hue, aisA kahate ! mue, vidhavA arthAt gaMgAsvarUpa! usase apazakuna kaise ho sakate haiM? bAda meM phira aMgreja aae| isalie unakI sahajatA kA mizraNa huaa| pariNAma svarUpa yahA~ ke logoM ko kucha ThaMDaka huii| yaha to saba eksesa ho gayA thA, usake pariNAma the| aba bhArata kA sUrya uga rahA hai| isa samaya faoNrena meM saba jagaha saMdhyA ke pA~ca baje haiM aura yahA~ bhArata meM prAtaH ke pA~ca baje haiN| hama 1942 se kahate Ae haiM ki 2005 ke sAla meM hindustAna saMsAra kA kendra ho gayA hogaa| isa samaya ho rahA hai| phira faoNrena se prajA yahA~ yaha par3hane AegI ki jIvana kaise jInA? normeliTI kise kahate haiM? ve isa hada taka aibanormala ho gae haiM ki jIvana jInA taka nahIM aataa| bhautika sukhoM kI itanI bharamAra ho gaI hai ki rAta meM nIMda kI goliyA~ khAkara sonA par3atA haiN| are! z2ahara
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________________ AptavANI-1 54 AptavANI-1 khAte ho tuma! isa hada taka eksesa ho gae haiM ki nIMda jo eka kudaratI bheMTa hai, use bhI kho baiThe haiN| ise jIvana kaise kaheM? bhale hI caMdra taka pahu~ce, para usameM khuda kA kyA lAbha huA? kyA nIMda kI goliyA~ khAnA baMda huA tumhArA? sAdhaka dazA sAdhu kauna kahalAtA hai? AtmadazA sAdhe vaha saadhu| sAdhu to sAdhaka hI hotA hai| jaba ki Aja kaliyuga meM sAdhu to 'sAdhaka-bAdhaka' dazA meM hI rahate hai| jaba sAmayika-pratikramaNa yA dhyAna karate haiM, taba sau kamAte haiM aura ziSya para kur3hate-cir3hate haiM, taba eka sau pacAsa kA ghATA kara lete haiM ! niraMtara sAdhaka dazA to 'svarUpa' kA bhAna (jJAna) hone ke bAda hI utpanna hotI hai| sAdhaka dazA yAnI siddha dazA, utpanna hotI hI jAtI hai| siddha dazA se mokSa aura sAdhaka-bAdhaka dazA se sNsaar| isameM kisI kA doSa nahIM hai| nAsamajhI kA pha~sAva hai yh| unakI bhI icchA to sAdhaka dazA kI hI hotI hai na? puNya aura pApa saMsAra meM AtmA aura paramANu do hI haiN| kisI ko zAMti dI ho, sukha pahu~cAyA ho, to puNya ke paramANu ikaTThA hote haiN| kisI ko duHkha pahu~cAyA ho, to pApa ke paramANu ikaTThA hote haiM aura phira ve hI kATate haiN| icchAnusAra hotA hai vaha puNya kA udaya aura icchA ke viparIta hotA hai vaha pApa kA udy| pApa ke do prakAra haiM aura puNya ke do prakAra haiM: 1) pApAnubaMdhI pApaH vartamAna meM pApa (daHkha) bhagatatA hai aura (badale meM kisI ko duHkha dekara) phira nayA pApa kA anubaMdha bA~dhatA hai| kisI ko du:kha pahu~cAtA hai aura Upara se khuza hotA hai| 2) puNyAnubaMdhI pApaH pUrva ke pApa ko lekara Aja duHkha bhugatatA hai, para nIti aura acche saMskAra se nayA anubaMdha puNya kA bA~dhatA hai| 3) pApAnubaMdhI puNyaH pUrva ke puNya se Aja sukha bhogatA hai, para bhayaMkara pApa kA nayA anubaMdha bA~dhatA hai| Ajakala saba jagaha pApAnubaMdhI puNya hai| kisI amIra kA bahuta bar3A baMgalA ho, magara caina se baMgale meM raha nahIM paataa| seTha sArA dina paisoM ke lie bAhara hote haiN| jaba ki seThAnI moha ke bAjAra meM suMdara sAr3I ke pIche lagI hotI hai aura seTha kI putrI kAra lekara ghUmane nikalI hotI hai| ghara para naukara hI hote haiM aura isa taraha sArA baMgalA auroM ke havAle hotA hai| puNya ke AdhAra para, baMgalA milA, kAra milI, saba milaa| aisA puNya hotA hai, para phira bhI anubaMdha pApa kA bA~dhe, aise karatUta hote haiN| lobha meM, moha meM samaya gujaratA hai aura bhoga bhI nahIM sakate haiN| pApAnubaMdhI puNyavAle loga to viSaya kI lUTa hI karate haiN| 4) puNyAnubaMdhI puNyaH puNya bhogate haiM aura sAtha hI AtmakalyANa hetu abhyAsa-kriyA karate hai| puNya bhogate haiM aura nayA puNya bAMdhate haiM, jisase abhyudaya se mokSaphala milatA hai| haTha se kie gae sAre kAryoM se, haThAgrahI tapa se, haThAgrahI kriyAoM se pApAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhatA hai| jaba ki samajhadArI ke sAtha kie gae tapa, kriyAe~, apane AtmakalyANa hetu kie gae karmoM se puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhatA hai aura kabhI kisI kAla meM jJAnI puruSa se bheMTa ho jAtI hai aura mokSa meM jAte hai| puNya ke binA lakSmI nahIM miltii| isa saMsAra meM sabase adhika puNyavAna kauna? jise z2arA-sA vicAra Ane para taya kare aura sAloM taka binA icchA kie milatA hI rahe vh| dUsare naMbara para, icchA ho aura bAra-bAra taya kare aura phira zAma taka sahaja rUpa se mila jAe, vh| tIsare naMbaravAlA, icchA hone para prayatna karatA hai aura use prApta hotA hai| cauthe naMbaravAle ko icchA hotI hai aura atyadhika prayatnoM ke bAda prApti hotI hai aura pA~cave ko icchA hone ke bAda atyadhika prayatnoM ke
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________________ AptavANI-1 48 AptavANI-1 bAvajUda bhI prApti nahIM hotii| ina maz2adUroM ko kaThora mahenata karanI par3atI hai, Upara se gAliyA~ sunate haiM, phira bhI paise nahIM milte| mileM, to bhI ghara jAkara khAnA milegA yA nahI isakA koI ThikAnA nahIM hotaa| ve sabase jyAdA prayatna karate haiM phira bhI prApti nahIM hotii| kitane hI loga kahate haiM ki anajAne meM pApa ho jAe~, to usakA phala kucha bhI nahIM aataa| nahIM kyoM AtA? are. anajAne meM aMgAroM para hAtha rakha deM, taba patA calegA ki phala AtA hai yA nahIM? jAna-bUjhakara kiyA gayA pApa aura anajAne meM kiyA gayA pApa, donoM samAna haiN| para anajAne meM kie gae pApa kA phala anajAne meM, aura jAna-bUjhakara kie gae pApa kA phala jAnate hue bhugatanA par3atA hai| dono meM itanA hI aMtara hai| udAharaNArtha, do bhAI haiN| eka solaha sAla kA aura dUsarA do sAla kaa| unakI mA~ mara gii| ata: donoM ko pApa kA phala bhugatanA par3A, para bar3e ko jAnakara bhugatanA par3A aura choTe ne anajAne meM bhugata liyaa| anajAne meM puNya bhI hotA hai| udAharaNArtha, Apa rAzana meM cAra ghaMTe lAina meM khar3e rahakara kaMTrola kI zakkara lekara ghara jAte haiN| para thailI meM z2arA-sA cheda ho, to rAste meM zakkara giratI jAtI hai aura cIMTiyoM kA bhalA ho jAtA hai| vaha anajAne kA punny| usakA phala anajAne meM bhugatA jaaegaa| puNya aura pApa, pApa aura puNya, usake anubaMdha meM hI pratyeka manuSya bhaTakA karatA hai| isalie kabhI bhI unase mukti nahIM miltii| bahuta puNya kare, taba bahuta huA, to devagati milatI hai, para mokSa to milatA hI nhiiN| mokSa to, jJAnI puruSa mileM, aura Apake anaMta kAla ke pApoM ko jalAkara bhasma karake Apake hAthoM meM zuddhAtmA rakha deM, taba hotA hai| taba taka to cAra gatiyoM meM bhaTakate hI rahanA hai| AtmA ke Upara aisI parateM haiM, AvaraNa haiM ki eka manuSya ko aMdherI ghuppa koTharI meM baMda karake, use kevala do vakta kA khAnA deM, taba use jo duHkha kA anubhava hotA hai, aise apAra duHkho kA anubhava ye per3apaudhe Adi ekendriya se paMcendriya taka ke jIvoM ko hotA hai| ina pA~ca indriyavAle manuSyoM ko itanA duHkha hai, to jinakI kama indriyA~ haiM unheM kitanA du:kha hogA? pA~ca se jyAdA chaThI indriyoMvAlA koI nahIM hai| ye pair3a-paudhe aura jAnavaroM kI tiryaMcagati hai| vaha saqhta kaida kI sajA hai| manuSyagati meM sAmAnya kaidavAle aura narkagati meM to bhayaMkara duHkha, usakA yathAtathya varNana karU~, to sunate hI manuSya mara jaae| cAvala ko ubAleM, taba uchalate haiM, usase lAkha gunA adhika du:kha hotA hai| eka janma meM pA~ca-pA~ca bAra mRtyu vedanA aura phira bhI mRtyu nahIM hotii| unake aMgaaMga viccheda hote aura phira jur3a jAte haiN| vedanA bhoganI hI par3atI hai| narkagati yAnI umrakaida kI sjaa| devatAoM ko najarakaida jaisA hai, para unheM bhI mokSa to nahIM hotaa| Apa kisI kI zAdI meM gae hoM, to Apa saba bhUla jAte haiN| moha meM pUrNarUpa se tanmaya ho jAte haiN| AisakrIma khAe~, taba jIbha khAne meM lagI hotI hai| bainDa bajatA hai, taba kAnoM ko priya lagatA hai| A~kheM dulherAjA kI rAha dekhatI haiN| nAka, agarabattI aura itra kI gaMdha meM jAtI hai| pA~coM indriyA~ vyasta hotI haiN| mana jhamele meM hotA hai| yaha saba ho, vahA~ AtmA kI yAda nahIM aatii| devaloka meM sadA aisA hI mAhaula hotA hai| isase bhI aneka gunA, adhika sukha hotA hai| isalie ve bhAna meM hI nahIM hote| unheM AtmA kA lakSya hI nahIM hotaa| para devagati meM bhI kuDhana, bekarArI aura IrSyA hote haiN| devatA bhI phira itane sukhoM se Uba jAte haiN| vaha kaise? zAdI meM cAra dinoM taka laDDU roja Ae~, to pA~cave dina khicar3I kI yAda AtI hai, vaisA hai| una logoM kI bhI icchA hotI hai ki kaba manuSya deha mile aura bharatakSetra meM acche parivAra meM janma ho aura jJAnI puruSa kI bheMTa ho jaae| jJAnI puruSa ke milane para hI hala nikalanevAlA hai, varnA caturgati kI bhaTakana to hai hii| saMkalpa-vikalpa vikalpa yAnI 'maiM' aura saMkalpa yAnI 'meraa'| 'maiM caMdUlAla' yaha vikalpa, sabase bar3A vikalpa aura 'yaha merI bIvI, ye mere bacce aura yaha merA baMgalA, moTara Adi,' vaha saba sNklp|
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________________ AptavANI - 1 57 sarjana - visarjana khuda brahma, aura rAta meM caddara or3hakara so gayA ! phira taraha-taraha kI yojanA banAtA haiN| usa samaya brahmA hokara sarjana karatA hai| visarjana usake hAthoM meM nahIM hai| visarjana necara ke hAthoM meM hai| visarjana hotA hai, taba vaha bhramita pada meM AtA hai, aura bAvalA aura vyAkula ho jAtA hai| yojanA banAI, vicAra AyA, aura usameM tanmayAkAra huA, vaha sarjana, aura rUpaka meM Ae, vaha visarjana / visarjana ko koI bApa bhI badala nahIM sktaa| yadi visarjana khuda ke hAthoM meM hotA, to koI apanI pasaMda binA kA hone hI nahIM detA / pasaMda hI rUpaka meM laataa| para visarjana parasattA meM hai, vyavasthita ke hAthoM meM hai| vahA~ kisI kI nahIM cltii| isalie sarjana sIdhA rahakara karanA / yadi eka bAra brahmA bana baiThA, to kabhI bhI brahmapada nahIM milanevAlA / hA~, jJAnI se mile, taba jJAnI puruSa usakI jagatniSThA chur3Akara eka hI ghaMTe meM use brahmaniSThA meM sthita kara deN| ve brahmaniSTha banA deM, phira to vaha brahmapada meM hI niraMtara rahA karatA haiM / ataH vaha nayA sarjana nahIM karatA, aura jo deha hai, usakA visarjana ho jAtA hai / manuSya janma sarjanAtmaka hai| usameM se hI sArI gatiyoM kA sarjana hotA hai aura mokSa bhI yahIM se prApta ho sake aisA hai| puruSa aura prakRti sArA saMsAra prakRti ko samajhane meM pha~sA hai| puruSa aura prakRti ko to anAdi se khojate Ae haiN| para ve aise hAtha meM Ae~, aise nahIM haiN| kramikamArga meM pUrI prakRti ko pahacAneM, usake bAda meM puruSa kI pahacAna hotI hai| usakA to anaMta janmoM ke bAda bhI hala nikale aisA nahIM hai| jaba ki akramamArga meM jJAnI puruSa sira para hAtha rakheM, to khuda puruSa hokara sArI prakRti ko samajha jAtA hai| phira donoM sadA ke lie alaga-alaga hI rahate haiN| prakRti kI bhUlabhUlaiyA meM acche-acche pha~se hue haiM, aura ve karate bhI kyA ? prakRti ke dvArA prakRti ko pahacAnane AptavANI - 1 jAte haiM na, isalie kaise pAra pAe~? puruSa hokara prakRti ko pahacAnanA hai, tabhI prakRti kA hara eka paramANu pahacAnA jAtA hai| 58 prakRti arthAt kyA? pra= vizeSa aura kRti = kiyA gyaa| svAbhAvika kI gaI vastu nhiiN| para vibhAva meM jAkara, vizeSa rUpa se kI gaI vastu, vahI prakRti hai / prakRti to strI hai, strI kA svarUpa hai aura 'khuda' (selpha) puruSa hai| kRSNa bhagavAna ne arjuna se kahA ki triguNAtmaka se pare ho jA, arthAt triguNa, prakRti ke tIna guNoM se mukta aisA, 'tU' puruSa ho jaa| kyoMki prakRti ke guNoM meM rahegA, to 'tU' abalA hai aura puruSa ke guNa meM rahA, to 'tU' puruSa hai| 'prakRti laTTU svarUpa hai|' laTTU yAnI kyA? DorI lipaTatI hai, vaha sarjana, DorI khule, taba ghUmatA hai, vaha prakRti / DorI lipaTatI hai, taba kalAtmaka DhaMga se lipaTatI hai, isalie khulate samaya bhI kalAtmaka DhaMga se hI khulegI / bAlaka ho, taba bhI khAte samaya nivAlA mu~ha meM DAlane ke bajAya kAna meM DAlatA hai? saoNpina mara gaI ho, taba bhI usake aMDe TUTane para unameM se nikalanevAle bacce nikalate hI phana phailAkara mAranA zurU kara deMge, turaMta hI / isake pIche kyA hai? yaha to prakRti kA ajUbA hai| prakRti kA kalAmaya kArya, eka ajUbA hai| prakRti idhara-udhara kaba taka hotI hai? usakI zurUAta se jyAdA se jyAdA idhara-udhara hone kI limiTa hai| laTTU kA ghUmanA bhI usakI limiTa meM hI hotA hai| jaise ki, vicAra utanI hI limiTa meM Ate hai| moha hotA hai, vaha bhI utanI limiTa meM hI hotA hai| isalie pratyeka jIva kI nAbhi, senTara hai aura vahA~ AtmA AvRtta nahIM hai| vahA~ zuddha jJAnaprakAza rahA huA hai| yadi prakRti limiTa ke bAhara jAe, to vaha prakAza AvRtta ho jAtA hai aura patthara ho jAtA hai, jar3a ho jAtA hai| para aisA hotA hI nahIM hai| limiTa meM hI rahatA hai| yaha moha hotA hai, isalie usakA AvaraNa chA jAtA hai| cAhe jitanA moha TaoNpa para pahu~cA ho, para usakI limiTa Ate hI phira nIce utara jAtA hai| yaha saba niyama se hI hotA hai| niyama ke bAhara nahIM hotaa|
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________________ AptavANI - 1 59 triguNAtmaka prakRti brahmA, viSNu aura maheza, ve tIna guNoM ke adhipati devatA haiN| sattva, rajas aura tms| tamas guNavAle, mahAdeva ko bhajate hai| sattva guNavAle, brahmA ko bhajate hai aura rajas guNavAle, viSNu ko bhajate hai| jo jise bhaje, use vaha guNa prApta hote haiN| inDiyA meM rajasaguNavAle adhika hote. haiM, para saMsAra tamas guNa meM par3A hai| ye tInoM hI guNoM ke devatA haiN| ve janmeM nahIM haiM, rUpaka rakhe haiN| veda bhI ina tIna guNoM se mukta hokara, tU puruSa bana, aisA kahate haiN| yaha to prakRti nAca nacAtI hai, taba yaha mUrkha kahatA hai ki maiM nAcA! laTTU ghUma rahA hai, usameM usakA kyA puruSArtha ? lAkha kamAe taba kahatA hai ki maiMne kamAyA, phira ghATA hone para aisA kyo nahIM kahatA ki maiMne ghATA kiyA? taba to sArA doSa bhagavAna para u~Dela detA hai, kahegA bhagavAna ne ghATA kiyaa| bhagavAna becAre kA koI bApa nahIM, koI taraphadArI karanevAlA nahIM, isalie ye loga bhagavAna para galata Aropa lagAte haiN| yaha to prakRti jabarana karavAtI hai, aura kahatA hai ki maiM karatA hU~ / dAna karanA, japa-tapa, dharmadhyAna, dayA, ahiMsA, satya Adi sabhI prAkRta guNa haiN| acchI AdateM aura burI AdateM bhI prAkRta guNa haiN| prAkRta cAhe kaisA bhI svarUpavAna kyoM nahIM ho, para kaba bheSa banAe yA fajIhata karavAe, kaha nahIM skte| eka rAjA ho, bar3A dharmaniSTha aura dAnezvarI ho para jaMgala meM bhaTaka gayA ho aura cAra dinoM taka khAnA nasIba nahIM huA ho, to jaMgala meM bhIla ke pAsa se mA~gakara khAne meM use zarama AegI? nahIM / taba kahA~ gaI usakI dAnazIlatA? kahA~ gaI usakI rAjasvitA ? aMdara se prakRti cillAkara mA~gatI hai, ataH saMyogoM ke zikaMje meM AtA hai, usa samaya rAjA bhI bhikhArI bana jAtA hai| vahA~ phira auroM kI to bisAta hI kyA? yaha to prakRti dAna karavAtI hai aura prakRti bhIkha ma~gavAtI hai, usameM terA kyA? eka cora bIsa rupayoM kI corI karatA hai aura hoTala meM cAya-nAztA karake maje lUTatA hai| para jAte-jAte dasa rupaye kA noTa kor3hI ko de detA hai, yaha kyA hai? yaha 60 AptavANI - 1 to prakRti kI mAyA hai| samajha meM Ae aisI nahIM hai| koI kahegA ki Aja maiMne cAra sAmayika kie aura pratikramaNa kiyA aura do ghaMTe zAstra pddh'e| yaha bhI prakRti karavAtI hai aura tU kahatA hai ki maiMne kiyA / yadi tU hI sAmayika kA karttA hai, to dUsare dina bhI karake dikhA na? dUsare dina to kahegA ki Aja to mujhase nahIM hotA ! aisA kyoM bolatA hai? aura kala jo bolA thA, maiMne kiyA, ina donoM meM kitanA bar3A virodhAbhAsa hai? yadi tU hI karanevAlA ho, to 'nahIM hotA', aisA kabhI bhI bola hI nahIM sktaa| nahIM hotA, isakA matalaba yahI ki tU karanevAlA nahIM hai / sArA saMsAra aisI ulaTI samajha ke kAraNa aTakA huA hai| tyAga karatA hai, vaha bhI prakRti hI karavAtI hai aura grahaNa karatA hai, vaha bhI prakRti karavAtI hai| yaha brahmacarya kA bhI prakRti jabarana pAlana karavAtI hai, phira bhI kahatA hai ki maiM brahmacarya kA pAlana karatA huuN| kitanA bar3A virodhAbhAsa ! ye rAga-dveSa, dayA- nirdayatA, lobha-udAratA, satya-asatya sAre dvaMdva guNa haiN| ve prakRti ke guNa haiM aura khuda dvaMdAtIta hai| AtmA, saguNa-nirguNa kitane hI loga bhagavAna ko nirguNa kahate haiN| are! bhagavAna ko gAlI kyoM dete haiM? pAgala ko bhI nirguNI kahate haiN| pAgala nirguNI kisa taraha hai? pAgalapana to eka guNa huA, phira vaha nirguNa kaise hai? isakA artha, AtmA ko nirguNa kahakara, pAgala se bhI kharAba dikhAte haiM, jar3a samAna dikhAte hai? are, jar3a bhI nahIM aura nirguNa bhI nahIM hai| usake bhI guNa haiN| AtmA ko, bhagavAna ko nirguNa kahakara to loga ulTI rAha cala par3e haiN| yahA~ mere pAsa A, to tujhe saccI samajha dU~ / 'AtmA prakRti ke guNoM kI tulanA meM nirguNa hai, parantu svaguNoM se bharapUra hai|' AtmA ke apane to anaMta guNa haiN| anaMta jJAnavAlA, anaMta darzanavAlA, anaMta zaktivAlA, anaMta sukha kA dhAma, paramAnaMdI hai| use nirguNa kaise kaha sakate haiM? use yadi nirguNa kahegA, to kabhI bhI AtmA prApta nahIM hogaa| kyoMki, AtmA
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________________ AptavANI-1 62 AptavANI-1 una guNoM se kucha alaga nahIM hai| vastu meM vastu ke guNadharma rahe haiM, isalie usake guNadharmoM ko pahacAneM, to vastu kI pahacAna hogii| jaise ki sabhI dhAtuoM meM se sone ko pahacAnanA ho, to usake guNadharma jAna lie hoM, to use pahacAna sakate haiN| sonA apane guNadharmoM se alaga nahIM hai| phUla aura sugaMdha donoM kabhI bhinna nahIM hote| vaha to sugaMdha para se phUla kI pahacAna hotI hai| vaise hI, AtmA ko AtmA ke gaNadharma se hI pahacAnA jAtA hai| vahI dharma jAnanA hai| Atmadharma jAnanA hai| prakRti ke dharmoM ko to anaMta janmoM se jAnate Ae haiM, para phira bhI hala nahIM nikalA, pAra nahIM paayaa| ye rileTIva dharma, jo laukika dharma haiM, ve sAre hI prakRti ke dharma haiM, deha ke dharma haiN| alaukika dharma hI Atmadharma hai, riyaladharma hai| isa deha ko nahalAe~, dhulAe~, khilAe~, upavAsa karavAe~ ve sabhI prAkRtadharma haiN| prAkRta dharma kA patA-ThikAnA nahIM hotaa| kyoMki vaha khuda kI sattA se bAhara kA dharma hai| yaha to binA jalAba kI davAI lie julAba ho jAtA hai aura julAba rokane kI davAI lie bagaira baMda ho jAtA hai, aisA prakRti kA kAma hai! usake prati rAga-dveSa nahIM hue vaha shuddhaatmaa| mArAmArI karane para bhI rAgadveSa nahIM hoM, aisA hamArA gaz2aba kA jJAna hai! prakRti dharma- puruSa dharma jitane vikalpa hue, ve sabhI prakRti meM Ate haiN| vikalpa nahIM hue hoM, ve prakRti meM nahIM aate| yaha vaNika hai, yaha paTela hai, yaha musalamAna hai, ve unakI prakRti se pahacAne jAte haiN| banie kI prakRti vicArazIla aura samajhadArIvAlI hotI hai| paTela, kSatriya kahalAte haiN| unakI prakRti aisI ki vipakSI kA sira kATa kara le Ae~ aura samaya Ane para apanA sira kATa kara deM aisI hotI hai| musalamAna kI prakRti aura hotI hai| asala meM prakRti to pratyeka manuSya kI alaga-alaga hotI hai| usakA koI aMta nahIM hai| mana-vacana-kAyA, ye prakRti ke tIna hisse haiN| tInoM vastue~ iphekTiva haiN| usa iphekTa meM bhrAMti se phira koz2ez2a khar3e hote haiM aura usameM se kAraNa prakRti gaThita hotI hai aura usakA iphekTa, kArya prakRti hai| jaba taka saMdeha nahIM jAtA, taba taka prAkRtadharma hai| saMdeha jAe, AtmA ke lie saMpUrNa ni:zaMka ho, taba puruSa hotA hai aura usake bAda hI kAraNa prakRti kA gaThana honA baMda hotA hai| prAkRta bagIcA jo-jo iphekTa haiM, kArya prakRti haiN| vaha kabhI bhI parivartita nahIM hotii| haraeka bApa cAhatA hai ki merA beTA mere jaisA ho| are! ghara ko bagIcA banAnA hai yA kheta? hareka kI prakRti alaga-alaga, hareka para phUla alaga-alaga Ate haiN| dUsareM paudhoM para khuda ke jaise phUla Ae~ aisA kaise ho sakatA hai? yadi kevala gulAba ke hI paudhe hoM, to vaha kyA vaha bagIcA kahalAegA? nahIM, gulAba kA kheta khlaaegaa| jaise bAjare kA kheta, vaise gulAba kA khet| yaha to sAtha meM mogarA ho, caMpA ho, jahI ho aura kA~Te bhI hoM, taba bagIcA kahalAtA hai| prakRti to bagIcA hai| prAkRta pUjA-puruSa pUjA saMsAra meM jitanI bhI bhakti cala rahI hai, vaha prAkRta guNoM kI bhakti cala rahI hai| prAkRta guNa yAnI jinakA astittva zAzvata nahIM hai, aise kAlpanika gunn| prAkRta guNa vAta, pitta, aura kapha ke adhIna haiN| khada ke (AtmA) guNa svAvalaMbI haiN| prakRti ke guNa parAvalaMbI haiN| vaha to jaba sannipAta ho, taba patA cle| saMsAra meM sarvatra prakRti kI hI pUjA cala rahI hai| puruSa kI pUjA kahIM dekhane meM nahIM aatii| prakRti kI pUjA kA phala saMsAra hai, aura puruSa kI pUjA kA phala mokSa hai| hama svayaM puruSa ke taura para, zaddhAtmA ke taura para svavaza haiM. aura prakRti ke taura para paravaza haiN| prakRti aura regyuleTara oNpha da varlDa ke hisAba se yaha saba cala rahA hai| usameM bhagavAna hAtha nahIM ddaalte| puruSa hone ke bAda prakRti ke sAtha kucha lenA-denA nahIM rhtaa| huA so prkRti|
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 3) jJAnagarbhita vairAgyaH yahI yathArtha svarUpa vairAgya hai| jJAnahetu vairAgya le, vh| jJAna ke lie vairAgya lenevAlA koI ekAdha hotA hai, para jJAna milanA bahuta kaThina hai| jJAna to jJAnI ke pAsa jAne para hI mile, aisA hai| aura usake bAda hI jJAnaprakAza se yathArtha vairAgya utpanna honA zurU hotA hai| logoM ko gulAba cAhie, para kA~Te pasaMda nahIM, binA kA~To ke gulAba kaise hoMge? ye nIbU bote haiM, vaha kaise panapatA hai? pRthvI, jala, vAyu, teja aura avakAza ina tattvoM se panapatA hai| poSaNa mile. to usa poSaNa meM svAda hai? khaTTA rasa hai? nahIM, phira vaha khaTApana AyA kahA~ se? usake pAsa hI kar3avA nIma boyA ho, usake patte-patte meM kar3avAhaTa kahA~ se AI? poSaNa to donoM ko pA~ca tattvoM kA sarIkhA hI diyA gayA thaa| kyA pAnI kar3avA thA? nhiiN| to yaha kaise huA? vaha to bIja meM hI khaTTApana aura bIja meM hI kar3avAhaTa thI, isalie aisA phala aayaa| baragada kA bIja rAI se bhI choTA hotA hai, aura baragada kitanA vizAla hotA hai? usa baragada ke bIja meM hI sArA baragada, DAliyA~, patte aura barohoM ke sAtha sUkSma rUpa se hotA hai, zakti ke rUpa meM hotA hai| phira vyavasthita zakti, saMyoga ikaTThe kara detI hai aura bIja baragada ke rUpa meM pariNamita hotA hai, jo usake prAkRta svabhAva se hI hai| aisA gajaba kA prakRti jJAna hai| nadI ke pAra jA sakate haiM, para prakRti ke pAra nahIM jA sakate, aisA hai| vairAgya ke prakAra vairAgya ke tIna prakAra hai: 1) duHkhagarbhita vairAgyaH duHkha ke mAre saMsAra chor3akara bhAga jAte haiM aura bIvI-baccoM ko kahIM kA nahIM rkhte| saMsAra meM gujArA nahIM hotA ho, to socatA hai ki calo, vairAgya leMge, to do TAima khAne ko to milegA na? akele naMge paira calanA aura mA~gakara khAnA itanA hI kaSTa na? vaha to dekhA jaaegaa| aisA socakara vairAgya letA hai, phira usakA pariNAma kyA AtA hai? kaI janmoM taka bhaTakatA hI rahanA par3atA hai| 2) mohagarbhita vairAgyaH ziSya mileMge, mAna milegA, kIrti milegI, vAha-vAha hogI, loga pUjA kareMge, usa lAlaca se vairAgya le le, to usakA phala bhI saMsAra meM bhaTakana hI hai| AtmA kA upayoga AtmA ke upayoga ke cAra prakAra haiM: 1) azuddha upayogaH koI manuSya binA kisI spaSTa kAraNa ke hiraNa kA zikAra kare aura vaha kevala zikAra kA AnaMda ke lie Upara se garva karatA hai ki maiMne kaisA mAra girAyA? binA hetu ke mauja manAne ko hI mAranA, vaha AtmA kA azuddha upyog| kisI kA ghara jalAkara garva kare, galata kAma karake khaza ho, sAmanevAlA kA nukasAna karake phira mUchoM para tAva de- ye sabhI tharDa klAsa ke paiseMjara jaise haiN| usakA phala nrkgti| 2) azubha upayogaH gharavAle kaheM ki Aja to hiraNa lAkara khAnA hI par3egA,kyoMki ghara meM aura kucha khAne ko hai hI nhiiN| ata: bIvI-bacce bhUkha se tar3apateM hoM, taba vaha koI hiraNa mArakara ghara meM lA de, para mana meM use apAra duHkha hotA ho, pazcAtApa hotA ho ki maiMne kiyA so galata kiyaa| vaha AtmA kA azubha upyog| azuddha aura azubha upayoga meM kriyAe~ eka samAna hI hotI haiM, phira bhI, eka kI gaI kriyA kA garva karatA hai, AnaMda manAtA hai, jabaki dUsarA pazcAtApa ke A~sU bahAtA hai| itanA hI aNtr| ye sabhI azubha upayogavAle jIva saikinDa klAsa ke paiseMjara jaise haiN| ve tiryaMcagati bA~dhate haiN| 3) zubha upayoga: zubha upayoga meM gharavAle bhUkha se tar3apate hoM, phira bhI vaha to aisA hI kahatA hai ki kisI ko mArakara mujhe bhUkha nahIM mittaanii| vaha AtmA kA zubha upyog| parAyoM ke lie zubha bhAvanA rakhanA,
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 logoM kI bhalAI karanA, oblAIja (paropakAra) karanA, dila saccA nItimaya rakhanA, vaha zubha upyog| sirpha zubha upayoga to kisI ko hI hotA hai| hara jagaha zubhAzubha upayoga hotA hai| zubhAzubha upayogavAle, pharsTa klAsa ke paiseNjr| usakA phala mnussygti| jaba ki sirpha zubha upayoga meM hI raheM, ve to eara kaMDizanDa klAsa ke paiseMjara jaise, ve devagati pAte (4) zuddha upayoga : zuddha upayoga kise kahate haiM? zuddha upayogI zuddha ko hI dekhate haiN| aMdara kA mAla dekhate haiM, paikiMga nahIM dekhte| tattvadRSTi se dekhanA, vahI zuddha upyog| zaddha upayoga AtmA prApta karane ke bAda hI zurU hotA hai| upayoga saMpUrNa zuddha ho jAe, taba kevalajJAna hotA hai| zuddha upayoga kA phala, mokss| hama saMpUrNa zaddha upayogI haiN| eka mahArAja ne mujhase pUchA, 'Apa kAra meM ghUmate haiM, to kitane hI jIva kucale jAte haiM, Apako isakA doSa nahIM lagatA?' maiMne unase kahA, mahArAja! Apake zAstra kyA kahate haiM, 'zuddha upayogI aura samatAdhArI, jJAna-dhyAna manohArI re, karma kalaMka ku dUra nivArI, jIva vare zivanArI re|' hama zuddha upayogI haiN| zuddha upayogI ko hiMsA hotI hai? mahArAja bole, 'nahIM!' maiMne kahA ki hameM doSa nahIM lagatA, Apako lagatA hai, kyoMki 'maiM mahArAja hU~, ye paira mere haiM aura ye jaMtu mujhase kucale jAte haiN|' aisA jJAna, aisA bhAna Apako niraMtara baratatA hai| are! nIMda meM bhI baratatA hai| isalie Apako doSa lagatA hai, jaba ki hama niraMtara zaddha upayoga meM hI rahate haiN| yaha deha merI hai, aisA eka kSaNa ke lie bhI hameM nahIM hotaa| pUrA mAlikIbhAva hI hamArA ur3a gayA hotA hai| isalie hameM doSa nahIM lgtaa| ApakA eka plaoNTa ho jise ATha dina pahale Apane lallUbhAI ko beca diyA ho| dastAveja bhI kara diyA ho| aura eka dina pulisa Apake ghara hathakar3I lekara AtI hai aura Apase kahatI hai, 'calie caMdUbhAI! Apako pulisa sTezana AnA hogaa| Apa pUchege, 'kyoM bhaiyA, kyA gunAha kiyA hai maiMne?' isa para pulisa kahe, 'Apake plaoNTa meM se dasa lAkha kA taskarI kA sonA barAmada huA hai, yahI ApakA ganAha hai|' sunate hI turaMta 'hAza' karake, pulisa ko Apa lallUbhAI ko plaoNTa becA, usakA dastAveja dekheNge| dekhate hI pulisa samajha jAegI aura Upara se Apase mAphI mA~gakara calI jAegI aura pahu~cegI lallUbhAI ke paas| aisA hamArA hai| isa deha ke bhI hama mAlika nahIM haiN| hama sAre brahmAMDa ke svAmI haiM, para mAlikIbhAva hamArA eka bhI plaoNTa meM nahIM hotaa| sAre brahmAMDa ko tharatharAne kI zakti 'hamameM' hai, para isa aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI meM sekA huA pApar3a tor3ane kI zakti bhI nahIM hai! manuSyapana kA DevalapamenTa isa saMsAra meM manuSyapana ke caudaha lAkha stara haiN| unameM se Upara ke pacAsa hajAra stara hI yaha bAta sunane lAyaka haiN| manuSyagati meM hI hote haiM, paraMtu sabakA DevalapamenTa eka sarIkhA nahIM hotaa| hareka kA sTainDarDa alaga-alaga hotA hai| unake DevalapamenTa ke anusAra unake bhagavAna hote haiN| isalie niyama se hI unheM usa bhagavAna kI bhakti prApta hotI hai| zAstra bhI unake DevalapamenTa ke AdhAra para A milate haiN| ye sAre manuSya DevalapamenTa ke AdhAra para apane sTainDarDa meM hote haiM aura unake pAsa, unake sTainDarDa ke hisAbavAle bhagavAna bhI hote haiN| ve sTainDarDa laukika dharma-rileTiva dharma ke haiN| mAyA aura mukti ! 'mAyA mAthe zIMgar3A, laMbe nava nava hAtha, Age mAre zIMgar3A ne pIche mAre laat|' mAyA kyA kahatI hai? merA mAna nAma kA laDakA jaba taka jIvita hai, taba taka merI sArI saMtAnoM ko mAra doge, phira bhI ve sajIvana ho jaaeNge| krodha-mAna-mAyA (kapaTa)-lobha-rAga-dveSa, ve chaha, mere beTe aura
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 sAtavIM maiM, aisI hamArI vaMzAvalI kI bagiyA harI-bharI rhegii| ataH isa mAyA aura usake chaha beToM ne sAre saMsAra ko lar3AI-jhagar3oM meM pha~sA rakhA hai| yadi eTamabama girAnA hai, to usa para girAo na? jhagar3e yahI karavAte haiM aura saMsAra khar3A hI rahatA hai| usake chaha beToM meM krodha bholA hai| turaMta hI bhaDabhar3a kara DAlatA hai, usakI to koI bhI pahacAna karA sakatA hai| koI na koI kaha degA, 'abe! krodha kyoM karatA hai?' mAna, vaha bhI acchA hai| para krodha se thor3A nimna kakSA kA, koI na koI to kahegA, 'aba sInA tAne kyA ghUma rahA hai?' paraMtu kapaTa aura moha to kisI ko bhI dikhAI nahIM dete aura mAlika ko khuda bhI khabara nahIM hotii| aMtima naMbara AtA hai lobha kaa| kapaTa, moha aura lobha se to bhagavAna bhI taMga A jAte haiN| jaldI mokSa meM jAne nahIM dete| vaha to bahuta bhArI vaMzAvalI hai, isa mAyA kI to! aMta taka yaha mAyA jItI jA sake, aisA nahIM hai| kramika mArga meM bhagavAna pada sAmane se puSpamAlA lekara Ae, taba yaha mAyA! use milane nahIM detii| vaha to jJAnI puruSa mileM tabhI hala nikalatA hai aura mAyA kI vaMzAvalI nirmUla hotI hai| hama aura kucha nahIM krte| mAna, ahaMkAra nAma kA usakA jo sabase bar3A beTA hai, use hI jar3amUla se ukhAr3a pheMkate haiN| nikAla dete haiN| phira pA~coM beTe aura mAyA bur3hiyA sabhI mara jAte haiM tAki chuTakArA ho aura mukti mile| hama jJAna dete haiM, taba Apako sabhI mAyA se mukti dilA dete haiN| sukha ke prakAra saMsAra meM tIna prakAra ke sukha haiM: (1) indriya sukha (2) nirindriya sukha (3) atIndriya sukh| paMcendriyoM se hI viSaya bhogate haiM, vaha indriya sukh| indriya sukha kI DAlI chor3a dI aura atindriya sukha hAtha nahIM lagA! isalie bIca meM lttke| nirindriya sukha meN| aura atindriya sukha kevala vahI apanA svayaM kA, AtmA kA anaMta sukha hai| vaha to binA AtmA jAne utpanna hotA hI nhiiN| sardI kI rAta kI kar3Ake kI ThaMDa thI aura eka gA~va ke musAphirakhAne meM eka indriya sukhavAlA, dUsarA nirindriya sukhavAlA aura tIsarA atindriya sukhavAlA, aise tIna jana jA phuNce| rAta meM himapAta huA aura tInoM ke pAsa or3hane-bichAne ko kucha bhI nahIM thaa| aba tInoM kI sArI rAta kaise gujarI, patA hai? indriya sukhavAlA hara pA~ca minaTa para cillA uThatA, 'o bApa re! mara gayA re, isa ThaMDa ne to mujhe mAra DAlA re!' phalataH subaha vaha saca meM mara gayA thaa| nirindriya sukhavAlA thor3I-thor3I dera para bolatA, 'abe sAlI ThaMDa bahuta hai! para dhata, mujhe kahA~ lagatI hai? yaha to deha ko lagatI hai| aise ahaMkAra karake sArI rAta gujArI aura subaha dekheM, to sArA zarIra ThaMDA par3a gayA hotA hai, para usakI sA~sa dhImI-dhImI cala rahI hotI hai| aura atindriya sukhavAlA? vaha to bAhara himapAta hote hI apanI jJAnaguphA meM calA jAtA hai| deha se pUrNa rUpa se sArI rAta alaga hI rahatA hai! apane anaMta sukha ke dhAma meM hI rahatA hai ! aura subaha uThakara cala par3atA hai| nirindriya sukhavAlA ahaMkAra kI mastI meM hI rahA karatA hai| loga bApajI, bApajI karate haiM aura vaha usI mastI meM rahatA hai| mala-vikSepa-ajJAna: rAga-dveSa-ajJAna vedAMta meM kahA hai ki mala, vikSepa aura ajJAna jAe~, to mokSa hotA hai| jaba ki jaina darzana meM kahA hai ki rAga-dveSa aura ajJAna jAe~, taba mokSa hotA hai| deha ke mala to julAba se nikala jAte haiM, para mana ke mala nahIM niklte| aura citta kA to kisI se bhI nahIM jaanevaalaa| jaba taka ajJAna hai taba taka sAre vikSepa rheNge| thor3I zAMti rahe, isalie ye loga mala, vikSepa nikAla karate haiN| jJAna milane ke bAda rahA kyA? mala aura vikSepa to satsaMga meM Ae~ to cale jaaeNge|
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 isa jIva ko kisa kA baMdhana hai? ajJAna kA baMdhana to chUTe kaise? jisase baMdhA hai, usake pratipakSI se, yAnI ki jJAna se| 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' usI Aropita jagaha para rAga hai aura anya jagaha para dveSa hai| arthAt svarUpa ke prati dveSa hai| eka ora rAga ho, to usake pratipakSa ke lie, dUsare kone ke prati dveSa hogA hii| hama svarUpa kA bhAna karavAte haiM, zuddhAtmA kA lakSa baiThA dete haiM, taba usI kSaNa se vaha 'vItadveSa' meM AtA hai aura jyoM-jyoM Age bar3hatA jAtA hai, tyoM-tyoM vItarAga hotA jAtA hai| vItarAga yAnI mUla jagaha kA, svarUpa kA jnyaan-drshn| hama Apako saMpUrNa kevalajJAna aura kevaladarzana pradAna karate haiN| isalie Apako saMpUrNa kevaladarzana utpanna hotA hai aura kevalajJAna, tIna sau sATha DigrI kA, pUrNa rUpa se pacatA nahIM hai, kAla kI vajaha se| are! hameM hI cAra DigrI kA ajIrNa huA na? hama dete haiM tIna sau sATha DigrI kA kevalajJAna, para vaha Apako pacegA nhiiN| ataH Apa aMza kevalajJAnI kahalAte haiN| jitane aMzoM taka Atma svabhAva prakaTa hotA jAtA hai, utane aMzoM kA kevalajJAna prakaTa hotA jAtA hai| sarvAMza Atma svabhAva prakaTa ho taba sarvAMza kevalajJAna kahalAtA hai| 'bhrAMti se bhrAMti ko kATanA', aisA kramika mArga meM kahA hai| jaise kapar3A mailA ho, to usakA maila nikAlane ko sAbuna caahie| aba vaha sAbuna apanA maila chor3atA jAtA hai| usa sAbuna kA maila nikAlane ke lie phira TInopAla caahie| TInopAla sAbuna kA maila nikAlatA hai para apanA maila chor3atA jAtA hai| aise aMta taka jina-jina sAdhanoM ko upayoga meM lAe~, ve apanA maila chor3ate jAte hai| nirmala kabhI bhI nahIM ho paataa| vaha to nirmala, aise jJAnI puruSa kI bheMTa ho, tabhI nirmala ho| jJAnI puruSa jo saMpUrNa nirmala hue haiM, zuddha hue haiM, vahI Apake pratyeka paramANu ko alaga karake, Apake pApoM ko bhasmIbhUta karake, kevala zuddhAtmA Apake hAthoM meM rakheM, taba aMta AtA hai| tabhI mokSa hotA hai| varnA anaMta janma, kapar3A dhote raheM aura jisa sAbuna se dhoyA usIkA maila lagatA jAtA hai| vANI kA vijJAna sAsa subaha se zAma taka kaTa-kaTa karatI hai aura bahU mana hI mana jhuMjhalAtI rahatI hai| vaha yadi cAra ghaMTe taka lagAtAra gAliyA~ sunAtI rahe aura hama use kaheM ki sAsajI, Apa phira se vahI gAliyA~, usI krama meM phira se sunAie to! to vaha sunA pAegI kyA? nhiiN| kyoM? are, vaha to rikaoNrDa bolA thaa| yaha rikaoNrDa bole ki caMcala meM akla nahIM hai, caMcala meM akla nahIM hai, to kyA caMcala rikaoNrDa se kahegI ki tujhameM akla nahIM hai?' vANI rikaoNrDa svarUpa hai, aisA spaSTIkaraNa karanevAle hama hI haiN| vANI jaDa hai, rikaoNrDa hI hai| yaha TeparikArDa bajatA hai, usameM pahale Tepa utaratI hai ki nahIM? usI taraha yaha vANI kI bhI pUrI Tepa utarI huI hai aura use saMyoga milate hI, jaise pina rakhate hI rikaoNrDa bajane lagatA hai, vaise vANI nikalane lagatI hai aura muA kahatA hai ki maiM bolaa| vakIla korTa meM kesa jIta kara Ae, to sabase kahatA hai ki maiMne aise plIDiMga kI aura aisA karake kesa jIta gyaa| tu jaba hAratA hai, taba terI plIDiMga kahA~ jAtI hai? taba to kahegA ki mujhe yaha dalIla karanI thI, para karanI raha gaI! are! tU nahIM bolatA, vaha to rikaoNrDa bolatA hai| yadi jamAjamAkara bolane jAe, to eka akSara bhI nahIM nikle| kaIbAra aisA hotA hai yA nahIM ki Apane dRDha nizcaya kiyA ho ki sAsa ke sAmane yA pati ke Age nahIM bolanA hai phira bhI bola diyA jAtA hai? bolA jAtA hai vaha kyA hai? hamArI to icchA nahIM thii| taba kyA pati kI icchA thI ki bahU mujhe gAlI de? taba kauna balAvAtA hai? vaha to rikaoNrDa bolatA hai aura jo rikaoNrDa utara gayA hai use to koI bApa bhI badala nahIM sktaa| kaIbAra koI mana meM nizcaya karake AyA ho ki Aja to phalA~ ko aisI sunAU~ vaisA bola dUMgA, para jaba usake pAsa jAtA hai, to dUsare pA~ca logoM ko dekhakara, eka akSara bhI bole vagaira vApasa lauTa jAtA hai ki nahIM? are, bolanA hai, magara bolatI baMda ho jAe, aisA hotA hai ki nahIM? yadi terI sattA kI vANI ho, to tU cAhe vaisI vANI nikle| para
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________________ AptavANI-1 71 72 AptavANI-1 aisA hotA hai? kaise hogA? yaha aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI, dehadhArI hai, phira bhItara paramAtmA saMpUrNa prakaTa ho gae haiM, phira bhI unakI vANI bhI rikArDa svarUpa hai| hameM bolane kI sattA hI nahIM hai| hama to rikaoNrDa kaisA bajatA hai, use dekhate hai aura jAnate haiN| vANI pUrNatayA jar3a hai| para hamArI vANI cetana ko, prakaTa paramAtmA ko sparza karake nikalatI hai, isalie usameM cetana bhAva hai, pratyakSa sarasvatI hai| yaha phoTovAlI sarasvatI to parokSa sarasvatI hai| para hamArI vANI to pratyakSa sarasvatI hai| isalie sAmanevAle ke anaMta janmoM ke pApoM ko jalA kara bhasmIbhUta karatI hai| hamArI vANI saMpUrNa vItarAga hotI hai, syAdvAda hotI hai| vItarAga ko pahacAnane kI sAdI rIta unakI vANI hai| jitanA ApakA jauharIpana hogA, utanI isakI kImata hogii| para isa kAla meM jauharIpana hI kahIM rahA nahIM hai| mue, pA~ca araba ke hIre kI kImata pA~ca rupaye lagAte haiM, taba hIre ko khuda bolanA par3atA hai ki merI qImata pA~ca araba kI hai| vaise hI Aja hameM khuda bolane kI naubata AI hai ki hama bhagavAna haiM! are! bhagavAna ke bhI UparavAle haiM! saMpUrNa vItarAga! bhagavAna ne hameM UparavAle kA pada khuda diyA hai| unhoMne kahA, 'hama pAtra khojate the. jo hameM ApameM dikhAI diyaa| hama to aba saMpUrNa vItarAga hokara mokSa meM baiThe haiN| aba hama se kisI kA kucha siddha nahIM ho sktaa| isalie Apa prakaTa svarUpa meM sarva zaktimAna haiN| dehadhArI hote hue bhI saMpUrNa vItarAga haiN| isalie hama Apako hamArA bhI UparI (Superior) banAte haiM ! caudaha loka ke nAtha ke hama Aja UparI haiN| sarva siddhi sahita yaha jJAnAvatAra prakaTa huA hai! are! terA dIyA sulagAkara (apanI jyoti jalAkara) calatA bn| bahuta nApa-taula mata krnaa| atulya aura athAha jJAnI puruSa, usakI tU kyA qImata karanevAlA hai? ghara para bIvI to tujhe jhir3aka detI hai ki tumhAre meM akla nahIM hai, phira tuma jJAnI puruSa ko kaise nApa sakate ho? jauharIpana hai tumhAre meM? are! mujhe nApane jAegA, to terI mati kA nApa nikala jaaegaa| usake bajAya sArA Ar3Apana gaTharI meM bA~dhakara bAMdrA kI khAr3I meM pheMka A aura sayAnA hokara, sIdhA hokara bola de ki maiM kucha jAnatA nahIM hU~ aura Apa mujhe anaMtakAla kI bhaTakana se chuDAie basa itanA bola de, tAki terA hala nikAla deN| jJAnI puruSa cAhe so kareM, kyoMki mokSadAna kA lAyasansa unake hAthoM meM hotA hai| jJAnI kitane hote haiM saMsAra meM? pA~ca yA dasa? are! kabhI kabhAra jJAnI janmate haiM, aura usameM bhI akrama mArga ke jJAnI to dasa lAkha varSoM meM janmate hai aura vaha bhI aise vartamAna Azcarya yuga jaise kaliyuga meM hii| liphTa meM hI Upara car3hAte hai| sIr3hiyA~ car3hakara hA~phanA nahIM pdd'taa| are! bijalI kI camakAra meM motI piro le| yaha bijalI kI camakAra huI hai, taba ta apanA motI piro le| para taba muA dhAgA khojane nikalatA hai| kyA kareM? puNyAI kaccI par3a jAtI hai| mAtra vItarAga vANI hI mokSa meM le jAnevAlI hai| hamArI vANI mIThI, madhurI hotI hai, apUrva hotI hai| pahale kabhI sunane meM nahIM AI ho aisI hotI hai, DAyarekTa (pratyakSa) vANI hotI hai| zAstra meM jo vANI hotI hai vaha inaDAyarekTa (parokSa) vANI hotI hai| DAyarekTa vANI yadi eka hI ghaMTA suneM, to samakita ho jaae| hamArI vANI syAdvAda hotI hai| kisI kA bhI pramANa nahIM duHkhe, usakA nAma syaadvaad| sarva naya sammata hotI hai| sabhI vyU poinTa ko mAnya karatI hai| kyoMki hama khuda senTara meM hote haiN| hamArI vANI niSpakSapAtI hotI hai| hindu, muslima, pArasI, khojA sabhI hamArI vANI sunate haiM aura unheM hama Apta puruSa lagate haiM, kyoMki hamameM bhedabuddhi nahIM hotii| sabhI ke aMdara maiM hI baiThA hotA hU~ na! bolanevAlA bhI maiM aura sunanevAlA bhI maiM hii| saMpUrNa rUpa se sAmanevAle kA Atma kalyANa kaise ho, aise bhAvavAlI vANI, vahI vItarAga vaannii| aura vahI usakA kalyANa karatI hai, TheTha mokSa meM le jAtI hai| mauna-paramArtha mauna sArA dina hamArA yaha rikaoNrDa calatA hai para phira bhI hama mauna haiN| AtmArtha ke alAvA aura kisI artha ko lekara hamArI vANI nahIM hotI hai, isalie hama mauna haiN| mauna pAle vaha muni| para ye muni to bAhara kA
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________________ AptavANI-1 74 AptavANI-1 mauna pAlate hai aura bhItara azAMti rahA karatI hai, ve muni kaise kahalAe~? hama mahAmuni haiM! saMpUrNa mauna haiM! ise paramArtha mauna kahate haiN| hita, mita aura priya - ina tInoM guNoMvAlI vANI hI satya hai aura zeSa sabhI asatya hai| vyavahAra vANI meM yaha niyama lAgU hotA hai| naTubhAI yaha hamArI vANI Apa utAra lete haiM, para vaha Apako pacAsa pratizata phala degI aura anya koI par3hegA, to use do pratizata bhI phala nahIM milegaa| yaha bulabulA jaba talaka phUTA nahIM hai, tAra jor3akara apanA kAma nikAla lo| hama sabhI se kahate haiM ki hamAre pIche hamArI mUrti yA phoTo mata rkhnaa| hama apane pIche jJAnIoM kI vaMzAvalI choDa jAe~ge. hamAre vArasadAra chor3a jAe~ge aura bAda meM jJAnioM kA liMka cAlU rhegaa| isalie sajIvana mUrti ko khoja lenaa| usake bagaira hala nikalanevAlA nahIM hai| (pratyakSa kA mahatva samajhane ke lie pUjya dAdAzrI ne aisA kahA aMtaHkaraNa sArI duniyA jisa sAiMsa kI khoja meM hai, usa sAiMsa kA sarva prathama saMpUrNa spaSTIkaraNa hama dete haiN| mana ko samajhanA muzlika hai| mana kyA hai? buddhi kyA hai? citta kyA hai? ahaMkAra kyA hai? una sabhI kA yathAtathya spaSTIkaraNa hama dete haiN| zarIra meM se jo kabhI bAhara nahIM nikalatA hai, vaha mana / mana to aMdara bahuta hI uchala-kUda karatA hai| bhA~ta-bhA~ta ke paimphaleTasa dikhalAtA hai| mana kA svabhAva bhaTakanA nahIM hai| loga, merA mana bhaTakatA hai, aisA kahate haiM, vaha galata hai| jo bhaTakatA hai, vaha citta hai| citta akelA hI isa zarIra se bAhara jA sakatA hai| vaha jyoM kI tyoM tasavIreM khIMcatA hai| use dekha sakate haiN| buddhi salAha detI hai aura Disiz2ana buddhi letI hai aura ahaMkAra usameM hastAkSara kara detA hai| mana, buddhi aura citta, ina tInoM kI saudebAjI calatI hai| buddhi ina dono meM se jisa se bhI mila jAtI hai, citta ke sAtha yA mana ke sAtha, usameM ahaMkAra hastAkSara kara detA hai| mAna lIjie, Apa sAntAkruja meM baiThe haiM aura bhItara mana ne paimphaleTa dikhalAyA ki dAdara jAnA hai| taba turaMta citta dAdara pahu~ca jAegA aura dAdara kI hUbahU phoTo yahA~ baiThe-baiThe dikhAI degii| phira mana dUsarA paimphaleTa dikhAegA ki calie basa meM caleMge, taba citta basa dekhakara aaegaa| phira mana tIsarA paimphaleTa dikhAegA ki TaiksI meM hI jAnA hai| phira cauthA paimphaleTa dikhalAegA ki Trena meM jaaeN| taba citta Trena, TaiksI, basa sabhI dekha AtA hai, usake bAda citta bAra-bAra TaiksI dikhAtA rhegaa| aMta meM buddhi Disijana legI ki TaiksI meM hI jAnA hai| ahaMkAra inDiyA ke presiDenTa kI taraha hastAkSara kara degA, aura turaMta hI kArya ho jAegA, aura Apa TaiksI ke lie khar3e ho jaaeNge| jaise hI buddhi ne apanA Disijana diyA ki turaMta mana paimphaleTa dikhAnA baMda kara degaa| phira dUsare viSaya kA paimphaleTa dikhaaegaa| buddhi + mana kI bAta para ahaMkAra hastAkSara karegA yA buddhi + citta kI bAta para ahaMkAra hastAkSara kregaa| mana aura citta meM buddhi to kaoNmana rUpa se rahatI hai, kyoMki bagaira buddhi ke kisI bhI kArya kA Disijana nahIM AtA aura Disiz2ana Ane para ahaMkAra hastAkSara kara detA hai aura kArya hotA hai| binA ahaMkAra ke to koI kAma hI nahIM hotA, pAnI pIne ko bhI nahIM uThA jA sktaa| yaha aMta:karaNa to pArliyAmenTarI sisTama hai| aMta:karaNa cAra vastuoM kA banA huA hai| 1. mana 2. buddhi 3. citta aura 4. ahNkaar| cAroM rUpI haiM aura par3he jA sakate haiN| cakSugamya nahIM haiM, jJAnagamya haiN| kampalITa phiz2ikala haiN| zuddha AtmA aura unakA koI lenA-denA nahIM hai| vaha pUrNatayA alaga hI hai| hama pUrNa rUpa se alaga hue haiM, isalie unakA dara asala varNana kara sakate haiN| kisI bhI kArya kI pahalI phoTo, pahalI chApa aMta:karaNa meM par3atI hai aura phira vaha bAhyakaraNa meM tathA bAhya saMsAra meM dRzyamAna hotI hai|
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________________ AptavANI-1 76 AptavANI-1 mana kaisA hai? vicAra kyA hai? aba, yaha mana kyA hai? usakA svarUpa kyA hai? yaha samajhAtA huuN| mana to graMthi hai| gA~ThoM kA banA hai| mana sUkSma hai| aNu bhI nahIM aura paramANa bhI nhiiN| donoM ke bIca kA sTeja hai| jo-jo avasthA khaDI hotI hai, usa meM tanmaya ho jAtA hai| usa avasthA meM rAga yA dveSa kare taba usa 'avasthA' meM 'avasthita' hotA hai| isalie 'kAraNa mana' ke rUpa meM taiyAra hotA hai aura usakA jo phala AtA hai, vaha phala 'vyavasthita' detA hai| vaha 'kArya mana' ke rUpa meM hotA hai| hareka kA alaga-alaga mana hotA hai, kyoMki 'kAraNa mana' alaga-alaga hotA hai| 'avasthA' meM jitanA jyAdA 'avasthita' hotA jAtA hai utanI adhika mAtrA meM paramANu ikaTThA hote jAte haiM aura usakI hI graMthi banatI hai| 'mana graMthi svarUpa hai|' jaba graMthiyA~ 'vyavasthita' ke niyama ke AdhAra para TAimiMga kA saMyoga milate hI phUTatI haiM, taba vaha vicAra kahalAtA hai| vicAra para se mana kA svarUpa samajha sakate haiM ki gA~Tha kisa kI par3I hai| vicAra AtA hai, use par3hA jA sakatA hai| manacAhe vicAra Ate haiM, usameM rAga karate haiM aura anacAhe vicAra Ate haiM, una para dveSa karate haiM aura kahate haiM ki hama mana ko vaza karane jAte haiN| mana to kabhI bhI vaza ho hI nahIM sktaa| mana ko to jJAna se hI bAMdha sakate haiN| jaise pAnI surAhI meM baMdhatA hai vaise| mana ko vaza karanA to sabase bar3A virodhAbhAsa hai| khuda cetana hai aura mana acetana hai, una donoM kA mela kaise ho sakatA hai? vaha to cetana, cetana kA kArya kare aura mana ko mana kA kArya karane deM, to hI hala nikle| hA~, jAgati itanI rakhanI ki mana ke kArya meM dakhala nahIM karanA hai, tanmaya nahIM honA hai| mana kI gA~The kaisI hotI haiM, ise Apako maiM samajhAtA huuN| eka kheta meM garamI ke mausama meM gae hoM, to Apako kheta sApha-sutharA dikhAI degaa| yaha dekhakara Apa mAna leMge ki merA kheta ekadama sApha hai| taba maiM kahU~gA, 'nahIM, bhaiyA, abhI barasAta Ane de, phira dekhnaa|' barasAta hote hI bAr3oM ke pAsa aura hara jagaha taraha-taraha kI beleM nikala aaeNgii| kaMkor3e kI, karele kI, kuMdarU kI aura jaMgalI beleM aisI taraha-taraha kI beleM phUTa nikaleMgI, ye beleM kahA~ se aMkurita huI? vahA~ hareka bela kI gA~Tha thI, jo barasAta kA saMyoga A milate hI phUTa niklii| phira Apa kheta ko cokhA karane mUla sahita beleM ukhAr3a pheMkate haiM aura khuza hote haiM ki aba merA kheta sApha ho gayA, taba maiM kahU~, 'nahIM abhI tIna sAla taka, barasAta hone ke bAda dekhate raho aura usake bAda yadi bela nahIM uge, tabhI ApakA kheta cokhA huA khlaaegaa|' usake bAda hI nigraMtha hotA hai| vaise hI yaha mana bhI gA~ThoM kA banA hai| jisakI gA~Tha bar3I, usake vicAra jyAdA aaeNge| jisakI gA~Tha choTI, usake vicAra bahuta kama aaeNge| jaise ki eka banie ke beTe se pUche ki tujhe mA~sAhAra ke vicAra kitanI bAra AyA? to vaha kahegA, 'merI bAisa sAla kI umra meM cArapA~ca bAra Ae hoNge|' isakA artha yahI ki usakI mAMsAhAra kI gA~Tha choTI hai, supArI jitnii| jaba ki eka musalamAna ke beTe se pUche, to vaha kahegA, 'mujhe to roja kitanI hI bAra mAMsAhAra ke vicAra Ate haiN|' usakA artha yaha ki usakI mAMsAhAra kI gA~Tha bahuta bar3I hai| sUrana kI gA~Tha jaisii| jaba tIsare kisI jaina ke beTe se pache to kahegA, 'mujhe jiMdagI meM mAMsAhAra kA vicAra hI nahIM aayaa|' usakA artha yahI ki usameM mAMsAhAra kI gA~Tha hI nahIM hai| aba Apase kahA jAe ki eka mahIne kA grApha banAkara laaie| grApha meM noTa kareM ki sabase adhika kisa viSaya ke vicAra Ae? phira dUsare naMbara para kisa ke vicAra Ae? aise noTa karate jaao| phira eka saptAha kA grApha banAkara lAo, aura phira eka dina kA grApha banAkara laao| isa para se Apako patA cala jAegA ki kisa-kisa kI gA~The aMdara par3I haiM aura kitanI-kitanI bar3I haiN| bar3I-bar3I gA~TheM to pA~ca dasa hI hotI haiM, jo bAdhaka haiN| choTI-choTI gA~TheM bahuta bAdhaka nahIM haiN| itanA kara sakate hai ki nahIM? hamAre eka bhI gA~Tha nahIM hotI, hama nigraMtha haiN| manuSya mAtra gA~ThadAra lakar3I kahalAtA hai| usase pharnicara bhI nahIM bntaa| aba ye mana kI gA~The
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________________ AptavANI-1 78 AptavANI-1 bahuta eksesa ho jAe, to deha ke Upara bhI phUTa nikalatI haiM, TyUmarsa kahate haiM unheN| kI gA~Tha ko poSaNa nahIM miltaa| agale janma ke lie, corI nahIM karanI, aise bIja botA hai| ataH vaha dUsare janma meM corI nahIM kregaa| mana jo-jo vicAra dikhAtA hai, usa meM khuda ajJAnatA se saMkalpa vikalpa karatA hai, usake phoTo par3ate haiN| usakI negeTiva philma taiyAra hotI hai aura jaba vaha rUpaka meM AtA hai| taba vaha parade para pikcara dekhatA hai, aisA hotA hai| sinemA haoNla meM jo philma dekhate haiM, vahA~ to tIna ghaMTe ke bAda, 'dI enDa' dikhAte haiN| vaha enDavAlA philma hai, jaba ki mana kA philma aMtahIna hai| jaba usa kA 'dI enDa' hotA hai, taba mokSa hotA hai| isalie to kavi ne auraMgAbAda meM, sinemA haoNla ke opaniMga meM gAyA sva-svarUpa aura mana bilakula bhinna hI haiM aura kabhI bhI eka nahIM ho sakate / jaba manacAhe vicAra Ate haiM, taba bhrAMti se aisA lagatA hai ki maiM vicAra karatA hU~, mere vicAra kitane acche haiM aura jaba anacAhe vicAra Ate haiM, taba kahatA hai ki mujhe bahuta bure vicAra Ate haiN| manA karatA hU~, phira bhI Ate haiN| vaha kyA sUcita karatA hai? acche vicAra karanevAlA tU aura bure vicAra Ane para kahatA hai ki maiM kyA karU~? yadi svayaM hI vicAra karatA ho, vicAra karane kI khuda kI sattA hotI, to hara koI manacAhe vicAra hI krtaa| anacAhe vicAra koI karatA hI nhiiN| para aisA hotA hai? nhiiN| vaha to, manacAhe aura anacAhe, donoM hI vicAra Ae~ge hI! kArya preraNA mana se hai kitane hI kahate haiM ki corI karane kI mujhe, bhItara se bhagavAna preraNA dete haiN| yAnI tU sAhUkAra aura bhagavAna cora, aisA? mue, bhagavAna kahIM aisI preraNA dete hoMge? bhagavAna to corI karane kI preraNA bhI nahIM dete aura na hI corI nahIM karane kI preraNA dete hai| ve kyoM tumheM prerita karake cora ThahareM? kAnUna kyA kahatA hai ki jo prerita kare, vaha cora ! bhagavAna aisI bAtoM me hastakSepa karate hoMge kahIM? ve to jJAtA-dRSTA aura prmaanNdii| sabakucha dekhate aura jAnate haiN| taba vaha preraNA kyA hotI hogI? vaha to bhItara meM corI karane kI gA~Tha phUTatI hai, taba tujhe corI karane kA vicAra AtA hai| gA~Tha bar3I rahI, to bahuta vicAra Ae~ge aura corI karake bhI aaegaa| phira kahegA, maiMne kaisI cAlAkI se corI kii| aisA kahane para corI kI gA~Tha ko puSTi milatI hai| poSaNa mile, to naye bIja par3ate haiM aura corI kI gA~Tha aura bar3I hotI jAtI hai| aba eka dUsarA cora hai, vaha corI karatA hai, para sAtha-sAtha vaha bhItara pachatAtA hai ki yaha corI hotI hai vaha bahuta galata ho rahA hai, para karU~ bhI to kyA? peTa bharane ko karanA par3atA hai| vaha dila se pazcAtApa karatA rahe, to corI _ 'tIna ghaMTe kA philma dikhAvA duniyA bhara meM calate haiM, kintu mana ke philmoM kA 'dI enDa' ko mokSa hI kahate haiN|' loga to mana ko vaza meM karane nikale haiN| anacAhI philma dikhatI hai, taba use kATatA rahatA hai| kaise kaTe? vaha to philma utArate samaya hI caukasa rahanA thA na? mana to eka philma hai| philma meM jo Ae use dekhanA aura jAnanA caahie| usameM ronA yA ha~sanA nahIM caahie| kucha to philma meM, kisI kI bIvI mara jAe, to karsI meM baiThe-baiThe rone lagate haiN| mAnoM khuda kI hI bIvI nahIM mara gaI ho! usameM ronA nahIM caahie| vaha to philma hai| jJAtA-jJeya kA saMbaMdha hama to mana kI philma dekhate aura jAnate haiN| kyA-kyA vicAra Ae aura gae unheM dekhate aura jAnate haiN| hamArA vicAroM se kevala hAtha milAne taka kA hI saMbaMdha hotA hai| zAdI nahIM kara lete unse| mahAvIra bhagavAna bhI aisA hI karate the| unheM to vicAra Ate dikhAI dete aura jAte dikhAI dete the| Ate aura cale jaate| unheM bhI vicAra aMta taka Ate the| vicAra haiM, to tU hai| ve jJeya haiM aura tU jJAtA hai| jJeya-jJAtA kA saMbaMdha hai| yadi
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________________ AptavANI-1 80 AptavANI-1 aMkuza lagAne jAoge, to vaha dugunI gati se daudd'egaa| isalie mana para aMkuza mata lgaanaa| AjJAdhIna mana ho aura aMkuza rakheM, to clegaa| AjJAdhIna na ho, to use daur3Ate rahanA, tAki thaka jAe, hA~phane lage, hameM kyA? lagAma hamAre hAtha meM hai na? taba loga kyA kahate haiM? bhAr3a meM jAe mana, nIMda nahIM aaegii| phira sone ke lie mana ko dabAte rheNge| aMkuzita, niyaMtrita kiyA kreNge| are! nIMda eka ora rakha na! yaha to maje kI bAta hai, mana para savArI karane kA maukA hai, aisA maukA phira kaba milegA? jJeya hI nahIM rahe, to tU jJAtA kisa kA? TheTha mokSa meM jAne ke aMtima samaya taka mana kI philma dikhAI detI hai aura usakI samApti para saMpUrNa mukti hotI hai, nirvANa hotA hai| aMdhere meM akele nikalane para yadi cora ke vicAra Ae~, to samajha lenA ki Aja nahIM to kisI aura dina luTanevAle haiN| yadi vicAra hI nahIM Ate, to samajha lenA ki laTanevAle nahIM haiN| vicAroM kA AnA phorakAsTa hai| vaha mAla aMdara bharA hai, isalie vicAra ke svarUpa meM prakaTa hotA hai| aise vicAra kA AnA eka eviDansa (saMyoga) hai| hameM to dekhanA aura jAnanA hai aura vahA~ vizeSa jAgRta rahanA hai| saMsAra meM mana kA vijJAna khAsa samajhane jaisA hai| hara koI manolaya karane jAtA hai| mana kA nAza nahIM karanA hai| mana kA nAza ho, to menTala ho jaaegaa| mana meM acchA hI Ae, aisA nahIM honA caahie| jo Ae so bhale hI aae| mana se hameM kyA kahanA hai? tU bhoM-bhoM bajAnA cAhe, to vaha bajA aura pipAr3I bajAnA cAhe, to vaha bjaa| kArya mana ko rokanevAle yA badalanevAle hama kauna hote haiM? koI bApa bhI use badala nahIM sakatA kyoM ki vaha to iphekTa (pariNAma) hai| usase DaranA kyA? vaha bAjA nahIM bajAegA, to hama suneMge kyA? hameM eDajasTamenTa lenA hai| jisa ora kA gAnA cAho, usa ora kA gAo, hameM to hara ora kA zauka hai| jJAna hone se pahale acche kA zauka thA, isalie aura kucha sunanA nahIM bhAtA thaa| aba to hama tere sAtha eDajasTa ho gae haiM, isalie tU jo bajAnA cAhe bjaa| aba rAga-dveSa kareM ve aura koI hoMge, hama nhiiN| mana para savAra ho jAie hameM jJAna nahIM thA, taba bhI hameM vicAra Ane lage, to hama samajha jAte the ki Aja ye sone nahIM deNge| taba maiM mana se kahatA, 'daur3a, daur3a! bahuta acche, bahuta acche, daur3atA rh| tU ghor3A aura maiM svaar| tU jisa rAha calanA cAhe, cl| tU hai aura hama haiN|' aise hI subaha ke sAta baja jAte the| isa saMsAra kA niyama kyA hai? jisa para roka lagAe~, jisa para kaMTrola kareM, vaha Upara car3ha baiThatA hai| jaise zakkara kA kaMTrola kareM, to zakkara kI kImata bar3ha jaaegii| mana kA bhI yahI hAla hai| mana para yadi hamane to mana para savArI karI, tabhI to yaha avirodhAbhAsa jJAna utpanna huA hai| mana to saMsAra sAgara kI naiyA hai| para loga mana ko phrekcara karake nirvicAra bhUmikA kara dete haiN| magara nirvicAra pada kabhI bhI prApta honevAlA nahIM hai| nirvicAra huA, to mAno patthara jaisA hI ho gyaa| loga nirvicAra pada kise kahate haiM? jina viSayoM meM mana bahuta uchala-kUda karatA ho, una viSayoM ko dabA dete haiM, phala svarUpa mana dUsarI ora uchala-kUda karane lgegaa| nirvicAra pada to kise kahate haiM? ki samaya-samaya para AnevAle vicAroM ko, khuda zuddhAtmA dazA meM sthita rahakara, pUrNarUpa se alaga hokara dekhe aura jaane| yahI bhagavAna kI bhASA kA nirvicArI pada hai| mana ko vaza karane laMgoTI bA~dhakara, saba chor3akara, ghara-saMsAra, bIvI-baccoM, sabako chor3akara cale ge| yahA~ lokadarzana chor3akara jaMgala meM jaMgalI jAnavaroM ke aura per3a-paudhoM ke darzana karane ge| para ve mana to sAtha le ge| vaha sabhI karanevAlA hai| gAya-bakarI pAlegA, gulAba kA paudhA lagAegA, jhoMpar3I baaNdhegaa| mana kA to svabhAva hI aisA hai ki jahA~ jAe vahA~ saMsAra khar3A kara de| himAlaya meM jAe, to vahA~ bhI saMsAra khar3A kre| aba aise mana ko Apa kaise vaza meM kareMge? 'mana ko vaza karanA' to sabase bar3A virodhAbhAsa hai| mana ke svabhAva ko vaza meM kara sakeM aisA nahIM hai| magara yogI Adi hote haiM, jo pUrva janma kI aisI graMthi lekara Ae hote haiM, isalie unheM aisA lagatA hai ki mana vaza meM A gayA hai|
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 mana to daivI honA caahie| daivI mana yAnI apakAra para upakAra kare vaha / sAmanevAlA hamArA hajama kara gayA ho aura Upara se hameM mUrkha kahatA ho, para jaba vaha saMyogoM kA zikAra ho jAe taba daivI manavAlA hI usakI madada karatA hai| daivI manavAlA devagati bA~dhatA hai| para unheM bhI mana jaba Ar3Apana dikhAtA hai taba khuda ko mAlUma ho jAtA hai ki mana vaza meM nahIM aayaa| yogavAloM ke sAtha jaba koI cher3akhAnI kare, taba patA cale ki mana kitanA vaza meM hai| yoga karane kI unakI gA~Tha hai| vaha to prAkRta svabhAva se yoga hotA hai| taba ve aisA samajhate haiM ki maiMne yoga kiyA, maiMne mana ko vaza meM kiyaa| mana jJAna ke vaza hotA hai| yAnI ki jJAnI, 'svarUpa jJAna se' graMthiyA~ pighalA dete haiM aura nigraMtha pada ko pAte haiN| ApakA mana hI ApakI amIrI kI phoTo hai| mana ko pahacAna lo| usakA svabhAva kaisA hai, yaha pUrNa rUpa se jAna lo| vaNika buddhi kyA karatI hai? khuda ko ThaMDa meM or3hane ko milA ho aura sAthavAle ko nahIM milA ho, to khuda or3hakara so jaaegaa| sira DhaMka kara so jAegA aura nIMda meM hone kA svA~ga karegA, khuda jAgatA ho, to sAthavAlA mA~ge na? aisA mana hI bahuta mAra khilAtA hai| jitane rAjarSi utanA tumhaaraa| yaha duniyA tumhArI hai| tumheM bhoganA AnA caahie| kabIrajI bar3e samajhadAra the, ve kahA karate the, 'khA-pI khilAI de, kara le apanA kAma, calatI bakhata he naro! saMga na Ave bdaam|' apanA kAma kara le yAnI mokSa kA kAma nikAla le| saMkucita mana se hI lakSmIjI avarodhita hotI haiM, varnA lakSmIjI avarodhita hoM hI kyoM? vaNika buddhi samajhavAlI kahalAtI hai, para mokSa meM jAne hetu kitanI bAdhaka kSatriya kA mana kaisA hotA hai? rAjamAna rAjarSi jaisA hotA hai| maMdira meM gae hoM, taba jeba meM hAtha DAlA aura jitane paise hAtha meM Ae, utane DAla die| phira vaha dekhane ko nahIM rUkatA ki kitane nikale aura kitane DAla die? vaNika buddhivAle kA mana bahuta saMkIrNa hotA hai| pATIdAra to kSatriya kahalAte haiN| unakA rAjarSi mana hotA hai, isalie unameM vaNika kA vyAvahArika samajha nahIM hotii| koI bhI pUrNa nahIM hotaa| __ lakSmIjI kahA~ basatI haiM? lakSmIjI kyA kahatI haiM? jo eka sau logoM ko sinsiyara rahatA hai, vahA~ merA vAsa hotA hai| vAsa arthAt sAgara chalake usa prakAra lakSmI AtI hai| jaba ki aura saba jagaha, mehanata ke anusAra hI phala milatA rahatA hai| sinsiyara arthAt kyA? sinsiyara kise kahate haiM? taba kahe, mana ko pahacAna lo| usakI sinsiyariTI kaisI hai, usakA vistAra kaisA hai vaha pahacAna lo| mehanata se nahIM kmaate| yaha to bar3e manavAle kamAte haiN| ye jo seTha loga hote haiM, ve kyA mehanata karate haiM? nahIM, ve to rAjarSi manavAle hote haiN| mehanata to unakA munIma hI karatA rahatA hai aura seTha loga to maje ur3Ate rahate haiN| mana kA saMkoca-vikAsa mana yadi pratidina kA hisAba lagAtA rahe, to agale dina kar3hI bhI nahIM banA ske| dukAna meM cAra Ane kI bhI kamAI nahIM huI ho, to kyA dUsare dina kar3hI nahIM banAe~? rAstA yadi pA~ca phITa caur3A ho, to bhI jhA~khara A lagegA, do phITa caur3A rAstA ho taba bhI jhA~khara A lgegaa| ekadama saMkarA, eka AdamI muzkila se jA sake aisA rAstA ho taba bhI jhA~khara to A lagegA hI, magara vaha usameM se nikala to jAegA hii| jitanA bhI rAstA ho usameM se nikala to jAegA hii| Aja kauna se cheda se gujaranA hai, yaha mana jAnatA hai| isalie sikur3akara, kisI bhI rAste se nikala jaaegaa| do tAra ke bIca meM se bhI nikala jaaegaa| isalie hI hama kahA
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 karate haiM ki rAjA jaisA mana huA ho, use bhikhArI mata hone denaa| phUla nahIM to phUla kI paMkhuDI bikheranA para mana ko bhikhArI mata bnaanaa| are! saMyoga vaza to rAjA bhI bhIkha mA~gatA hai, para isameM usakA mana thor3e bhikhArI ho jAtA hai? vaha to rAjarSi hI rhegaa| jitanA mana vizAla utanI vizAla jagaha milatI hai| mana jitanA saMkucita utanI saMkarI jagaha milatI mana meM aisA rakhatA hai ki kama dAma meM har3apa lenA hai aura vANI aura vartana se aisA dikhAvA karatA hai ki vAjiba dAma se kharIdanA hai| jaba usakA mitra mana, vANI aura kAyA se aisA hI rakhatA hai ki vAjiba dAma para mile to kharIda lenA hai| isakA pariNAma, caMdU kA mitra Urdhvagati meM jAtA hai aura caMdU adhogati meM jAtA hai| mana meM alaga kyoM rakhA? yahI mana kA vakra prinnaam| ata: utanA use baMdhana haa| mana-vacana-kAyA kI bhinnatA rakhate haiM, vaha bhagavAna se chipA nahIM rhtaa| yaha kaliyuga hai isalie vakra pariNAma, jo janamadhUTI meM hI hareka ko kama-jyAdA mAtrA meM hote haiN| mana kA svabhAva yaha to aisA hai na ki jisakI jaisI mana kI gA~Tha hogI vaisA hI use khiiNcegaa| lobhI ko lobha kI gA~Tha hotI hai| dAnazIla ko dAna kI gA~Tha hotI hai| tapasvI ko tapa kI gA~Tha hotI hai| tyAgiyoM ko tyAga kI bar3I gA~Tha hotI hai| vaha gA~Tha hI unheM tyAga karavAtI hai aura tyAgI kahate haiM ki 'maiMne tyAga kiyaa|' are, aisA kahakara to tUne gA~Tha ko aura adhika majabUta kiyA, doharI gA~Tha lgaaii| isakA aMta kaba AegA? gA~Tha ko to dekhanA aura jAnanA hai, tU judA aura tere mana kI gA~Tha alg| mana hama se judA hai, yaha to sApha patA calatA hai, kyoMki jaba sonA ho, to bhItara mana uchala-kUda karane lagatA hai aura sone nahIM detaa| saba taraha kI sone kI suvidhA upalabdha ho magara zAMti se sone nahIM detaa| mana kI zAMti kI khoja meM faoNrena se loga daur3a-daur3akara inDiyA Ate haiN| para aise zAMti kaise hogI? ye jaina bhI zAMti hetu zAMtinAtha bhagavAna ke darzana ko jAte haiM, para bhagavAna kahate haiM ki mere darzana to karate haiM, para sAtha-sAtha jUtoM ke bhI darzana karate haiM aura phira dakAna ke bhI darzana kiyA karate haiM, isameM zAMti kaise hogI? are! beTI kA nAma zAMti rakha de aura 'zAMti, zAMti' bolatA raha, to tujhe zAMti ho jAegI! mana ke vakra pariNAma isa kAla meM manuSya kA mana alaga, usakI vANI alaga aura usakA vartana bhI alg| udAharaNa ke taura para caMdU aura usakA mitra ghUmane aura zaoNpiMga ko nikle| taba caMdU ke mana, vANI aura vartana tInoM alaga-alaga haiN| vaha mana kA svabhAva kaisA hai? use, apane se kama sukhavAlA batAe~, to mana ko jyAdA sukha milatA hai ki khada adhika sakhI hai| yadi tere do rUma haiM aura kisI dina mana uchala-kUda kare ki hamAre yadi phleTa hotA, to acchA rhtaa| taba mana ko dikhAnA ki ve jo eka rUma meM rahate haiM, ve kaise rahate hoMge, unake ghara meM to baiThane ko kursI taka nahIM hai, ve kyA karate hoMge, tAki terA mana phira khuza ho jaae| yaha to mana kabhI phurasata meM ho, kisI dina khurAka mA~ge, to hameM mana ko aise samajhAnA caahie| vaha to jisakA mana thor3A DhIlA ho jAe, to use jarA zikSA denI caahie| bAkI, hama jo dete haiM, vaha jJAna hI aisA hai ki aura kisI cIz2a kI z2arUrata nahIM rhtii| 'vyavasthita' kA jJAna hI aisA hai ki mana zora nahIM mcaataa| mana jahA~ jAe vahA~ samAdhAna, samAdhAna aura samAdhAna hI rhe| sarva avasthAoM meM saMpUrNa samAdhAna rahe, vahI jJAna! vahI dharma! mana kA svabhAva to bar3A hI vicitra hai| vaha to aisA hai ki kisI se jhUTha bolakara pA~ca rupaye har3apa le aura phira bAhara nikalane para kisI ko do rupaye dAna bhI kara de| jisake Upara niraMtara phUla barasAte hoM, usake prati kabhI bhI abhAva paidA kara de, aisA mana hai| isalie sAvadhAna rhnaa| mana ke calAe mata clnaa| kabIrajI kyA kahate haiM, 'mana kA calatA tana cale tAkA sarvasva jAe' hameM Thaga jAe aura patA bhI nahIM calane de, aisA
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________________ AptavANI-1 85 AptavANI-1 bhItara meM to taraha-taraha kI mana kI gA~TheM hotI haiN| lobha kI, mAna kI, krodha kI, sabhI kI gA~The hotI haiN| lobha kI tulanA meM mAna kI gA~Tha acchii| lobha kI gA~Tha to bahuta burii| mAlika ko khada ko bhI patA nahIM cltaa| jaba ki mAna kI gA~Tha to sAmanevAle ko dikhAI detI hai, isalie koI to kahegA ki abe, kyA aise sInA tAnakara ghUma rahA hai? bar3A akar3a ho gayA hai ne? isase mAna kI gA~Tha kA chedana ho jaaegaa| lobha kI gA~Tha kA bhI kabhI na kabhI patA cala jAtA hai, para kapaTa kI gA~Tha kA to kabhI bhI patA nahIM cltaa| caMcala hai mn| yadi mana meM AtmA kI zaktiyA~ zAmila hoM, tanmayAkAra ho jAe, to seboTeja (tahasa-nahasa) karavA ddaaleN| are! tAlAba meM jAkara chalA~ga taka lagA de aura phira cillAe, 'bacAo, bcaao|' isa kAla ke logoM ke mana phrekcara ho gae hote haiM, isalie jaba coTI para pahuMce, taba pAnI meM DAla de, aisA hai| mana to nAcanevAlI jaisA hai| loga kaheM ki bAdazAha nartakI ko nacAte haiN| maiM kahatA hU~ ki nahIM, nartakI bAdazAha ko nacAtI hai| vaise hI ApakA mana Apako nacAtA hai| do mitra jA rahe hoM, una meM se eka ko rAste meM hoTala meM se mA~sa kI sugaMdha AI, usake mana meM mA~sAhAra kI gA~The phUTanA zurU ho jAtI hai, usake aMdara caMcalatA khar3I hone lagatI hai, mA~sAhAra kI tIvra icchA hotI hai, isalie vaha apane mitra se kahatA hai ki maiM apane eka riztedAra se milakara AtA huuN| tU yahA~ khar3e rhnaa| aisA jhUTha bolakara mA~sAhAra kara AtA hai| are! bhagavAna kI jhUThI saugandha bhI khAtA hai| gA~Tha phUTe, taba saba ulaTA hI bolatA hai| bhagavAna ne ise hI kaSAya kahA hai| taba vaha kapaTa kI gA~Tha bA~dhatA hai, jhUTha kI gA~Tha bA~dhatA hai aura mA~sAhAra kI gA~Tha majabUta karatA hai| ajJAnI kI eka gA~Tha phUTe taba vaha aura dUsarI pA~ca nayI gA~The bA~dhatA hai| isake bajAya, jaba mA~sAhAra kI gA~Tha phUTe, usa ghar3I thor3A DhIlA par3a jAe, to usakA kabhI na kabhI chuTakArA honA saMbhava hai| ajJAna dazA meM gA~Tha se chUTatA to nahIM hai, para yadi saca bolakara jAe ki maiM mA~sAhAra karane jAtA hU~, to usakA use bahuta phAyadA hotA hai| yadi mitra khAnadAnI ho, to mA~sAhAra se chur3avA bhI sakatA hai yA to koI rAstA dikhAegA, samajhAegA aura yadi pachatAvA karatA rahe, to AkhirakAra usa Adata se chuTakArA bhI pA sakatA hai| para DhIlA nahIM par3e aura jhUTha-kapaTa kA sahArA lekara jAe, to kabhI bhI nahIM chUTa pAegA, Upara se kapaTa aura jhUTha kI naI gA~TheM bA~dhatA hai| isI kAraNa se hI bhagavAna ne mana-vacanakAyA se corI nahIM karU~gA, aisA niyama pAlane ko kahA thA. jisase vaha gA~Tha kabhI na kabhI to khatma hogii| mana kI gA~The kaise pighaleM? lobha kI gA~Tha aura krodha kI gA~Tha khuda ko mAra khilAtI hai aura sAmanevAle ko bhI khilAtI hai| bhagavAna ne lobha kI gA~Tha vAloM ko dAna karane ko kahA hai| eka bAra pA~ca-pacIsa rupayoM kI rez2agArI lekara rAste meM bikherate jaanaa| phira mana uchala-kUda karane lage, to phira se DAlanA phira mana dhIre-dhIre cupa ho jaaegaa| yadi soca-samajhakara lobha kI gA~Tha chedI jAe, to usake samAna aura kucha bhI nhiiN| yadi soceM ki itanA sArA jamA karatA hU~, yaha saba kisa ke lie? apane kauna-se sukha ke lie? khuda kA (AtmA kA) sukha prApta nahIM karate, parAyoM ke lie apanA sukha hama kho dete haiM aura Upara se jo jo gunAha kie hoM, unakI daphAe~ lAgU hotI haiN| jaba ki jJAnI puruSa ke gA~Tha phUTatI hai, taba ve to gA~Tha ko dekhate aura jAnate haiN| jJAnI puruSa kI AjJA se, zuddhAtmA dRSTi se mana kI gA~Tho ke Upara dRSTi rakhane se, gA~The dhIre-dhIre pighalatI jAtI haiN| hamAre pAsa to anaMta siddhiyA~ haiM isalie ApakI gA~The pighalA sakate haiM, para jahA~ taka saMbhava ho, hama siddhiyA~ vyartha nahIM kharca karate haiN| hama Apako rAstA btlaaeNge| una gA~ThoM ke phUTane para Apako eksapIriyansa hotA hai aura Apako philma dekhane ko milatI hai| yadi jJeya nahIM rahA, to jJAtA kyA karegA? jitanA mana khile utanA hI AtmA khilatA hai| jitane jJeya bar3hate
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 jAte haiM utanI hI zuddhAtmA kI jJAna zakti bar3hatI jAtI hai| mana ko jahA~-jahA~ kIcar3a lagA hai, vahA~-vahA~ hamArA jJAna-vAkyoM rUpI sAbuna istemAla karoge, to maila dhula jaaegaa| mana yadi pakaur3e kI mA~ga kare, to turaMta jAgRti meM A jAnA ki yaha vyavasthita kI mA~ga hai yA phira labAr3oM kI mA~ga hai? yadi tIna bAra vicAra phUTeM, to samajha lenA ki yaha vyavasthita hai| zarIra ko z2arUrata ke anusAra hI yadi bhojana milatA rahe, to mana-buddhi ThikAne rheNge| yadyapi hamAre jJAna meM grahaNa-tyAga nahIM hai, 'vyavasthita' ApakA mArga darzana kregaa| mana ko hamezA khurAka cAhie, prezara caahie| bhIr3a meM hI ekAMta hotA hai, ekAMta meM to ulaTe mana bahakatA hai| hamArA jJAna prApta kie hue mahAtmA to saMsAra meM nirlepa rahate haiM aura bhArI bhIr3a meM ekAMta kA anubhava karate haiN| bhArI bhIr3a ho, taba mana ko apanI khurAka mila jAtI hai aura mana usake kArya meM magna ho jAtA hai, tabhI 'zuddhAtmA' akele par3ate haiM aura paramAnaMda meM rahate haiN| kisI kA mana jarA DhIlA par3a gayA ho, to ajJAnI bhI kahatA hai kisa soca meM DUbe ho? calo bAhara niklo| mana to hara taraha kI bAta batAtA hai| kyA mRtyu kA vicAra hara kisI ko nahIM AtA? AtA hI hai| hara kisI ko mRtyu kA vicAra AtA hai| para loga kyA karate haiM? vicAra Ate hI use bhagA dete haiN| to phira sabhI vicAroM kA bhagA do na? para nahIM, dUsarA acchA laganevAlA vicAra AyA to nahIM bhgaate| hamArA jJAna hI aisA hai, mRtyu kA pala Ae taba 'svayaM' saMpUrNa prakaTa ho hI jAtA hai| usa samaya 'svayaM' kI guphA meM hI calA jAtA hai| mana-buddhi-citta-ahaMkAra sabhI cup| bama giranevAlA ho, taba muA kaisA cupa ho jAtA hai? vaise ye sabhI cupa ho jAte haiN| isalie mRtyu ke samaya samAdhi ho jAtI hai| hamAre jJAnioM (svarUpajJAna prApta mahAtmAoM) ko samAdhi maraNa hotA hai| mana phiz2ikala hai mana to kampalITa phiz2ikala hai, maikenikala hai| udAharaNatayA, koI eka manuSya koI mazInarI banAtA hai| vaha banAtA hai taba usakA AtmA mazInarI ke sAtha ekAkAra ho jAtA hai aura mazInarI calatI hai, taba ahaMkAra karatA hai ki maiMne kaisI suMdara banAI? para yadi usa mazIna ko baMda karane kA sAdhana usameM nahIM kiyA ho, to vaha AdamI use baMda kaise karegA? aura yadi bhUla se bhI usake dvArA hI nirmita mazIna ke kisI gIyara meM usakI u~galI pha~sa gaI, to kyA mazIna usakI zarma rakhegI? nahIM rkhegii| phaT se u~galI kATa degI, kyoMki mazIna phiz2ikala hai| usa para banAnevAle kI sattA nahIM cltii| aisA hI mana kA hAla hai| baoNDI ke paramANu se, halake paramANu se, vANI ba~dhatI hai aura unase bhI halake paramANu se mana ba~dhatA hai| mana ke prakAra mana ke do prakAra haiM, sthUla mana aura sUkSma mn| anya zabdoM meM, sUkSma mana ko 'bhAva mana' aura sthUla mana ko 'dravya mana' kahate haiM, kAraNa mana aura kArya mn| bhAva mana kA sthAna kapAla meM, senTara meM, bhramara se DhAI iMca kI dUrI para rahA hai| jaba ki sthUla mana hRdaya meM hai| sthUla mana paMkhur3iyoMvAlA hai| isalie hI, kaI loga kahate haiM ki merA dila kabUla nahIM krtaa| kucha dahazata ho, taba dila meM khalabalI maca jAtI hai| vaha dravya mana hai| dravya mana kampalITa iphekTa hai, DiscArja svarUpa meM hai| jaba ki bhAva mana kaoNz2ez2a utpanna karatA hai, vaha cArja karatA hai| bhAva mana sahetuka hai| isalie naye bIja paDate haiN| heta para se bhAva mana pakar3a meM AtA hai| para usa hetu ko dekhanevAlI dRSTi khuda meM hotI nahIM hai na? jaba 'khuda' zuddhAtmA ho jAe aura pUrNarUpa se niSpakSatA utpanna ho aura mana ko kampalITalI, alaga philma kI taraha dekha sake, tabhI bhAva mana kyA hai, yaha samajha meM aaegaa| bhAva mana taka to binA sarvajJa ke koI pahu~ca hI nahIM sktaa| jJAnI puruSa jo sarvajJa haiM, ve Apake bhAva
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________________ AptavANI - 1 mana ke Age DATa lagA dete haiM, isalie nayA mana cArja nahIM hotA aura kevala DiscArja mana hI rahatA hai| ataH phira usake iphekTa ko hI dekhanA aura jAnanA hai| 89 ye aMgreja, jise sabakaoNnziyasa aura kaoNnziyasa mAinDa kahate haiM, vaha sabhI sthUla mana hai| sUkSma mana kA eka paramANu taka kisI se pakar3A jAe aisA nahIM hai| vaha to jJAnI puruSa kA hI kAma hai, kyoMki vaha jJAnagamya hai| Apa sabhI mahAtmAoM ko maiMne svarUpa kA jJAna diyA hai isalie Apa mana se pUrNarUpa se mukta ho gae haiN| ApakA cArja mana maiMne baMda kara diyA hai aura DiscArja mana ke jJAtA dRSTA banA diyA hai| isalie aba Apake mana kI anaMtagunI anaMta avasthAe~ Ane para bhI Apa svastha raha sakate haiN| vahI jJAna hai| jo mana kI avasthA meM asvastha hotA hai, vahA~ vaha avasthita ho jAtA hai| usIse phira vyavasthita Akara khar3A ho jAtA hai, vaha bhogate samaya taba phira se asvastha hotA hai aura isa taraha paraMparA calatI hI rahatI hai| mana AtmA kA jJeya-jJAtA saMbaMdha hama acala haiM aura vicAra vicala haiN| donoM alaga haiN| jJAtA jJeya ke saMyoga saMbaMdha ke alAvA hamArA aura koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| isalie hama sabhI se kahate haiM ki kisI bhI saMyoga meM bhAva mata bigaadd'naa| asamaya acAnaka mehamAna A jAe~, to bhI bhAva mata bigAr3anA / dAla-roTI khilAnA para apanA bhAva mata bigAr3anA / mana durbala mata hone denA / krodha se to sAmanevAle kA mana TUTa jAtA hai aura phira kabhI jur3a nahIM pAtA aura anaMta janmoM bhaTakAtA hai| kahAvata hai na, 'mana, motI aura kA~ca TUTeM, phira nahIM jor3e jA skte|' 'manaH paryava jJAna' arthAt sAmanevAle vyakti ke mana meM kyA vicAra calate haiM, usakA pratighoSa khuda ke aMtaHkaraNa meM par3e, pahale vaha samajha AptavANI - 1 meM AtA hai aura phira dhIre-dhIre spaSTa rUpa se khuda par3hatA, dekhatA aura jAnatA hai, use manaH paryava jJAna kahate haiN| vItarAgoM kI bhASA meM apane mana ke pratyeka paryAya ko dekhanA aura jAnanA vaha 'manaH paryava jJAna' / hama varlDa meM 'mana' ke DaoNkTara haiN| deha ke DaoNkTara to hara jagaha mileMge para mana kA DaoNkTara khoja lAo to jaaneN| mana ke rogoM se, deha ke roga utpanna hote haiN| hama Apake mana ke sAre roga miTA dete haiM, naye roga hone se bacAte haiM aura jo taMdurustI prApta huI hai, use menTena karate haiN| ApakA mana Apase alaga kara dete haiN| phira mana Apako parezAna nahIM krtaa| phira to mana hI Apako mokSa meM le jAegA, itanA hI nahIM, vahIM mana pUrNa rUpa se Apake vaza brtegaa| buddhiprakAza jJAnaprakAza sAre saMsAra ke tamAma viSayoM kA jJAna buddhi meM samAe aura nirahaMkArI jJAna vaha jJAna meM samAe / saMsAra ke tamAma sabjekTsa kA jJAna ho, magara usameM ahaMkAra rahe to vaha sArA jJAna buddhi meM samAtA hai| ahaMkArI jJAna, buddhijanya jJAna kaba zUnya ho jAe, isakA koI bharosA nahIM hai| acche-acche buddhimAna, saMyogoM kI capeTa meM Akara buddha ho gae haiN| buddhivAlA hI buddha hotA hai| buddhi to inaDAirekTa prakAza hai| ahaMkAra ke mIDiyama thrU AtA hai| ahaMkAra ke mAdhyama se AtA hai| jaise ki sUrya kA prakAza chappara ke cheda se Akara zIze para par3e aura usameM se phira parAvartita prakAza biMba par3e, vaisA / jaba ki jJAna to AtmA kA DAirekTa prakAza hai, phula lAiTa hai| jaisA hai, vaisA daraasala dikhAe vaha jJAna / buddhi paraprakAza hai, svayaM prakAzaka nahIM hai| jaba ki jJAna svayaM prakAzaka hai| khuda svayaM jyotirmaya hai aura sAre brahmAMDa ko prakAzita karane kI usameM anaMta zakti hai| jaise ki sUrya sva para prakAzaka hai, jaba ki caMdra para prakAzaka hai|
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________________ AptavANI-1 92 AptavANI-1 saMpUrNa jJAnaprakAza ke Age buddhi to sUrya ke sAmane dIye ke samAna hai| hamAre pAsa saMpUrNa jJAnaprakAza hai| isalie buddhi hamameM nAma mAtra ko bhI nahIM hai| hama khuda abudha haiN| hameM eka kinAre para abudha pada prApta huA ThIka usake sAmanevAle kinAre para sarvajJa pada Akara khar3A ho gyaa| jo abudha hotA hai, vahI sarvajJa ho sakatA hai| buddhi ke prakAra buddhi ke do prakAra : (1) samyak buddhi (2) viparIta buddhi| (1) samyak buddhi arthAt sulaTI dizA meM calatI huI buddhi| samakita hone ke bAda hI samyak buddhi utpanna hotI hai aura vaha phira sulaTA hI dikhAtI hai| jaisA hai vaisA dikhAtI hai| kisI ko hI samyak buddhi prApta hotI hai| (2) viparIta buddhi :- jahA~ samyak buddhi kA abhAva hai, vahA~ viparIta buddhi avazya hotI hI hai| viparIta buddhi yAnI mokSa ke hetu se vipriit| buddhi kA svabhAva hI hai ki vaha aisA dikhAtI hai ki jisase saMsAra kI hI nIMva maz2abUta hotI hai| kabhI bhI mokSa meM nahIM jAne detI, vaha viparIta buddhi| buddhi saMsAranugAmI hai yAnI ki saMsAra kA hI hitAhita rakhanevAlI hai, mokSa kA nhiiN| kRSNa bhagavAna ne buddhi ko vyabhicAriNI batAyA hai| vaha to saMsAra meM hI bhaTakAyA karatI hai, aisA kahA hai| buddhi kI AvazyakatA kaba taka? jaba taka jJAna prApta nahIM huA hai taba taka AvazyakatA hai, magara vaha kitanI? saMsAra meM patthara ke nIce u~galI pha~sa gaI ho, to use yuktipUrvaka nikAla lene jitanI hI aura phira se u~galI nahIM pha~se, utanI hI buddhi kAma meM lenI caahie| paise kamAne meM yA kisI ko Thagane hetu buddhi kharca nahIM karanI caahie| vaha to bahuta bar3A jokhima hai| lakSmI to puNya se AtI hai, buddhi prayoga se nahIM aatii| ina mila mAlika aura seTha logoM meM tanika bhI baddhi nahIM hotI hai, para lakSmI DheroM AyA karatI hai aura unakA munIma buddhi calAtA rahatA hai| inkamaTaiksa ke oNphisa meM jAe~, taba sAhaba kI gAliyA~ bhI munIma hI sunatA hai, jaba ki seTha to caina kI nIMda soyA hotA hai| buddhi kA Azaya hara manuSya ko apane ghara meM hI AnaMda AtA hai| jhoMpar3evAloM ko baMgale meM AnaMda nahIM AtA aura baMgalevAle ko jhoMpar3e meM AnaMda nahIM aataa| usakI vaz2aha unakI buddhi kA Azaya hai| jo jaisA buddhi ke Azaya meM bhara lAyA ho, vaisA hI use milatA hai| buddhi ke Azaya meM jo bharA ho, usakI do zAkhAe~ nikalatI haiN| (1) pApaphala aura (2) punnyphl| buddhi ke Azaya meM hara eka kA apanA vibhAjana hotA hai, yAnI sau pratizata meM se adhikatara bhAga to moTara-baMgale, beTe-beTiyA~, aura bahU ke lie bhare hote haiN| to vaha saba prApta karane meM puNya kharca ho jAtA hai| dharma ke lie muzkila se eka yA do pratizata buddhi kA Azaya hotA hai| do cora corI karate haiN| unameM se eka pakar3A jAtA hai aura dUsarA AjAda ghUmatA hai| isase kyA sUcita hotA hai? corI karanI, aisA donoM buddhi ke Azaya meM bhara lAe the| para jo pakar3A gayA, usakA pApaphala udaya meM AyA aura kharca ho gyaa| jaba ki dUsarA chUTa gayA, usakA puNya __jyoM-jyoM buddhi bar3hatI jAtI hai, tyoM-tyoM saMtApa bar3hatA jAtA hai| do sAla ke bacce kI mA~ mRtyu zaiyyA para ho, to use koI asara nahIM hotA, ha~satA-khelatA rahatA hai| jaba ki bIsa sAla ke beTe ko bahuta saMtApa hotA hai| ataH buddhi bar3hane se saMtApa bddh'aa| ina maz2adUroM ko bilakula ciMtA nahIM hotI, ve to rojAnA ArAma se sote haiM, jaba ki seTha loga ciMtA kiyA karate haiN| yahA~ taka ki rAta ko bhI caina se nahIM sote| aisA kyoM? kyoMki buddhi bar3hI, islie| buddhi ke pratipakSa meM, saMtApa kAunTara veTa meM hotA hI hai| buddhi ho vahA~ 'maiM karatA hU~' aisA ahaMkAra hotA hI hai aura isalie ciMtA rahA karatI hai| bhagavAna se vahI dUra rakhatI hai|
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________________ AptavANI-1 94 AptavANI-1 usa meM kharca ho gyaa| isa prakAra hareka kI buddhi ke Azaya kI pUrti meM pApa puNya kArya karate haiN| eka manuSya buddhi ke Azaya meM lakSmI prApta karanI hai, aisA bhara lAyA hai, to usakA puNya usameM kharca hone ke kAraNa lakSmI kI barasAta hotI hai| dUsarA bhI buddhi ke Azaya meM lakSmI prApta karanI hai, aisA lekara to AyA magara usameM puNya ke badale pApaphala sAmane AyA, pariNAma svarUpa lakSmIjI mu~ha hI nahIM dikhaatiiN| yaha to saba cokhA hisAba hai, isameM kisI kI eka nahIM cltii| taba yaha akarmI aisA mAna lete haiM ki dasa lAkha rUpayA maiM kmaayaa| are! yaha to puNya kharca huA, vaha bhI ulaTI raah| isake bajAya apanI buddhi kA Azaya badala diijie| kevala dharma ke lie buddhi kA Azaya rakhane jaisA hai| ina jaDa vastuoM ke lie, yAnI moTara, baMgalA, reDiyo Adi kI bhajanA karake, unake lie buddhi kA Azaya bAMdhane jaisA nahIM hai| dharma ke lie hI, Atmadharma hetu hI buddhi kA Azaya honA caahie| vartamAna meM Apako jo prApta huA hai, vaha bhale rahA, magara aba Azaya badalakara sau pratizata Azaya dharma hetu hI rkhie| prathama rakhA jAtA hai| unakI pUjA se buddhi vinamra hotI hai, vibhrama nahIM hotI, viparIta nahIM hotii| mahIne meM do hI ar3acaneM AI hoM, para roja Dara lagatA rahe, vahI viparIta buddhi| aise buddhi vibhrama nahIM ho, viparIta nahIM ho, isalie gaNa ke pati-gaNapatijI ko pUjA meM prathama rakhate haiM, magara binA samajhe pUjA hotI hai, isalie jaisA cAhie vaisA phala prApta nahIM hotaa| samajhakara pUjA ho, to bahuta hI suMdara phala mile| gaNapatijI buddhi ke sabhI baMdhanoM meM se guz2are hue devatA haiN| isalie samajhakara unakI pUjA karane se buddhi kA bhrama Tala jAtA hai aura sadabuddhi prApta hotI hai| hama hamArI buddhi ke Azaya meM sau pratizata dharma aura jagat kalyANa kI bhAvanA lekara Ae haiN| anya kisI cIz2a ke lie hamArA puNya kharca nahIM huA, paisA, moTara-baMgale, beTA-beTI, kahIM bhI nhiiN| hamase jo-jo mile aura jJAna le gae, unhoMne do-cAra pratizata dharma ke lie, mukti hetu DAle the isalie hamase bheMTa hii| hamane zata-pratizata dharma meM DAle, isalie hameM hara ora se dharma ke lie 'no oNbjekzana' sarTiphikeTa milA hai| gaNapati : buddhi ke adhiSThAtA deva gaNapatijI sAre gaNoM ke adhipati haiN| buddhi ke adhiSThAtA deva haiN| zAstra likhane ke pramukha adhikArI haiM ve| unakI buddhi kA prakAza hara jagaha par3atA hai| unakI buddhi meM jarA-sA bhI kaccApana nahIM hai| isalie hI sabhI devoM meM unheM pahalA sthAna diyA jAtA hai| pajA Adi meM bhI gaNapati ko buddhijanya anubhava aura jJAnajanya anubhava jisane AisakrIma kabhI khAI hI nahIM hai, use aMdhere meM AisakrIma dI jAe, to vaha kalpanA hI karatA rahe ki AisakrIma ThaMDe svabhAva kI hI hogI? dUdha kA svabhAva bhI aisA hI ThaMDA hogA? ilAyacI bhI ThaMDe svabhAva kI hogI? para AisakrIma aura usake aMdara kI vastuoM kA jise pRthak -pRthak buddhijanya anubhava hotA hai, vaha sabhI vastuoM ko unake guNoM ke AdhAra para jAnatA hai aura AisakrIma ThaMDI kyoM lagatI hai, yaha bhI jAnatA hai| aisA vaha buddhigamya anubhava se jAnatA hai| jaba buddhitattva saMsAra meM itanA sArA kAma karatA hai, to Atmatattva kyA nahIM kara sakatA? vaha to DAyarekTa prakAza hai| jJAnaprakAza dene ke pazcAt, hama sabhI se buddhi ko riTAyara karane ko kahate haiN| sAre saMsAra ko buddhi kI z2arUrata hai| vaha usakA avalaMbana hai| magara svarUpajJAna aisA hai ki usa meM buddhi kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| usakI kabhI mata maannaa| use kaha dIjie, 'he buddhibahana ! Apa mujhe kaI janmoM se parezAna karatI AI haiN| bahanajI, Apa aba pIhara sidhaareN| jise ApakI jarUrata hai, usake pAsa jaaie| hameM aba ApakI z2arUrata nahIM hai|' matalaba aba buddhi ko penzana dekara vidA kro| buddhi kA tiraskAra nahIM karanA hai, kyoMki z2arA-sA bhI tiraskAra rahA, taba taka mokSa prApta nahIM hogaa|
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________________ AptavANI - 1 95 isalie samajhA-bujhAkara penzana dekara vidA kro| penzana arthAt AzvAsana / yadi Apa mokSa meM jAnA cAhate haiM, to buddhi kI eka mata sunanA / buddhi to aisI hai ki jJAnI puruSa kA bhI ulaTA dikhaae| are! jisake dvArA mokSa prApta ho sakatA hai, usakA bhI ulaTA dekhA? taba phira ApakA mokSa Apase anaMta janmoM dUra ho jaaegaa| buddhi hI saMsAra meM bhaTakA kara maravAtI hai| are! eka aurata kI sunakara caleM, taba bhI patana hotA hai, TakarAva ho jAtA hai, to yaha to buddhibahana ! usakI sunanevAlA to kahIM kA kahIM jA giratA hai| are! rAta do baje jagAkara buddhi bahana ulaTA dikhaaegii| strI to kucha samaya sAtha nahIM bhI hotI, para buddhibahana to niraMtara sAtha hI rahatI hai| isalie buddhi to DIthrona (padabhraSTa karAe aisI hai| eka hIrA pA~ca araba kA hai aura Apa sau jauhariyoM ko krImata karavAne bulAe~ge, to haraeka alaga-alaga qImata karegA, kyoMki haraeka apanI buddhi ke anusAra mulyAMkana kregaa| are! hIrA to vahI kA vahI hai aura qImata alaga-alaga kyoM ? kyoMki haraeka kI buddhi meM aMtara hai islie| isalie maiM kahatA hU~, "yaha 'jJAnAvatAra' ApakI buddhi kI nApa se nahIM nApe jA sakate, isalie nApanA mata ! " jJAnI puruSa ke pAsa to bhUla se bhI buddhi kA prayoga nahIM karanA caahie| jJAnI puruSa kA pratyeka aMga, unakA eka-eka divya karma pUjane yogya hai| vahA~ buddhi istemAla nahIM karanI hotii| ye jJAnI puruSa to dehadhArI haiM, para bhItara to adbhuta aharniza jAgRti haiN| Apako jo dikhAI dete haiM, ve dehadhArI jJAnI nATaka kA hissA haiN| saMpUrNa nATakIya bhAva meM hI rahanevAle hama, abudha haiN| abudha ke saMga se hI abudha ho sakate haiN| saMsAra ke logoM kA kArobAra buddhi calAtI haiM, jaba ki jJAniyoM kA ' vyavasthita' calAtA hai| phira usameM vyatireka hotA hI nhiiN| buddhi kyA hai? vaha to pichale janma kA ApakA vyU poinTa hai / jaise AptavANI - 1 96 Apa hAI ve para se gujara rahe haiM aura pahale mIla para eka prakAra kA vyU poinTa dikhAI diyA, to isa para buddhi ke hastAkSara ho jAte haiM ki hamAre to aisA hI ho to ThIka rhegaa| aise pahale mIla kA vyU poinTa taya ho jAtA hai| phira Age bar3hane para dUsare mIla para alaga hI dRzya dikhAI detA hai aura sArA kA sArA vyU poinTa hI badala jAtA hai, taba usake hisAba se buddhi phira hastAkSara kara detI hai ki hameM aisA hI cAhie, para isase pichalA poinTa bhUla gayA aisA nahIM hai isalie vaha Age se hI calatA rahatA hai| yadi pichale vyU poinTa kA abhiprAya nahIM leM, to harja nahIM hai, para aisA honA saMbhava nahIM hai| abhiprAya Akara Age khar3A ho hI jAtA hai| ise hama gata jJAna - darzana kahate haiN| kyoMki buddhi ne hastAkSara karake muhara lagA dI hai, isalie aMdara matAMtara hotA hI rahatA hai| Aja kI ApakI buddhi Apake pichale janma kA ApakA vyU poinTa hai aura Aja kA vyU poinTa Apake agale janma kI buddhi hogI, aise paraMparA calatI hI rahatI hai| cora corI karatA hai, vaha usakA vyU poinTa hai| usa para pichale janma meM buddhi ne muhara lagAI hai| isalie isa janma meM corI karatA hai| yadi use acchoM kA saMga mila jAe, to phira usakA vyU poinTa badala bhI jAtA hai aura aisA taya karatA hai ki corI karanA galata hai / ata: pichale janma ke vyU poinTa ke AdhAra para corI to karatA hai, para Aja kA usakA vyU poinTa corI nahIM karanI cAhie, aisA ho rahA hai, isase agale janma meM corI nahIM karane kI buddhi prApta hotI hai| matabheda kyoM? kisI ke sAtha matabheda hotA hai, usakI kyA vajaha hai? hara eka kA vyU poinTa alaga-alaga hone ke kaarnn| hara eka manuSya alaga-alaga dekhatA hai| cora corI karatA hai, vaha usakA vyU poinTa hai / vaha khuda cora nahIM hai / vyU poinTa ko galata batAnA, usake AtmA ko galata batAne ke samAna hai, kyoMki usakI bilIfa meM aisA hai| vaha to use hI cetana mAnatA
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 rauba jamAte phirate haiN| para vaha to jaba mAra par3e taba ThikAne para A jAtA hai, para vaNika ko rAha para lAnA bar3A muzkila hai| kSatriya maMdira meM paise DAlane jeba meM hAtha DAle, to jitane paise hAtha meM Ae~ utane DAla dete haiN| jaba ki vaNika ghara se taya karake nikalatA hai ki pA~ca paise DAlane haiM aura rAste meM chUTTe karavAkara, pratyeka maMdira meM pA~ca yA dasa paise ddaalegaa| jaba bhAva hotA hai, taba vaNika buddhi kharca kregaa| hai, isalie cetana ko galata batalAyA kahA jaaegaa| usake vyU poinTa se vaha sahI hai, kyoMki jaba taka ajJAna hai taba taka use vyU poinTa kA hI AdhAra hai| jJAna prApti ke bAda senTara meM (AtmA meM) Ane se ajJAna aura vyU poinTa donoM nirAdhAra ho jAte haiN| hama kisI ko bhI 'tU galata hai' aisA nahIM khte| cora ko bhI galata nahIM kahate haiM, kyoMki usake 'vyU poinTa' se vaha sahI hai| hA~, hama use corI karane kA phala kyA hogA, vaha, jaisA hai vaisA, smjhaaeNge| saMsAra ke sAre manuSya sadbuddhi aura durbuddhi meM hI khelA karate haiN| sadbuddhi zubha dikhalAtI hai aura durbuddhi azubha dikhalAtI hai| kula milAkara donoM prakAra kI buddhi saMsArAnugAmI hai| isalie hama use viparIta buddhi kahate haiN| viparIta buddhi lenevAle aura denevAle donoM kA hI ahita karatI hai| jaba ki samyak buddhi lenevAle aura denevAle donoM kA hita hI karatI hai| buddhi to jabaradasta mAra khilAtI hai| yadi ghara meM koI bImAra ho jAe aura yadi buddhi dikhalAe ki ye mara jAe~ge to? basa, ho gyaa| sArI rAta buddhi rulAtI rhegii| baniye bahuta buddhivAle hote haiM, isalie unheM bahuta mAra par3atI hai| vaNik buddhi se to mokSamArga meM aMtarAya ba~dhatA hai| mokSa meM jAnA to zUravIroM kA kAma hai, kSatriyoM kA kAma hai| AtmA varNa se to bhinna hai, para prAkRta guNa use ulajhA dete haiM, ulaTA dikhalAte haiN| kSatriya to balavAna hote haiN| caubIsoM tIrthakara kSatriya the| kSatriyoM ko to mokSa ke liye bhAva Ae~, taba sAMsArika vastu kA tola nahIM krte| jaba ki vaNika to mukti kA bhAva Ae, vahA~ bhI sAMsArika vastuoM kA tola karate haiN| vaNikabuddhi para to najara rakhane jaisA hai, usase jAgRta rahane jaisA hai| mokSa mArga para vaNikabuddhi bahuta ulajhAtI hai| vaNika kI lobha kI gA~Tha bahuta bar3I hotI hai aura vaha to dikhAI taka nahIM detii| jabaki kSatriya to uchala-kUda macA dete haiN| saba jagaha paisA-vaisA kyA hai? paraNa-galana hai| pUraNa huA, to galana hogA hii| bahIkhAtoM kA hisAba hai| usameM loga buddhi kharca karake dakhala kara DAlate haiN| ye to mare, pUraNa-galana meM zaktiyA~ barabAda karate haiN| paisA to baiMka bailensa hai, hisAba hai| nakkI huA hai| usameM, paisA kamAne meM buddhi kharca karate haiM, ve apanA dhyAna bigAr3ate haiM aura agalA janma bigar3ate haiN| adhUre meM pUrA Trika karanA sIkha gae haiN| Trika arthAt sAmanevAle kI kama buddhi kA galata lAbha uThAkara apanI jyAdA buddhi se sAmanevAle kI dhokhA dekara har3apa lenaa| TrikavAlA bar3A capala hotA hai, ora cora bhI capala hotA hai| TrikavAlA to bhayaMkara adhogati pAtA hai| vaNika to buddhi kI aisI bAr3eM banA lete haiM ki apanA khuda kA hI saMbhAlate haiM, par3osI kA nahIM dekhte| ve vyavahAra meM acche kisa lie dikhAI dete haiM? buddhi kI bAr3a se| unakI dRSTi khuda kI ora hI hotI hai| kevala apane svArtha ko hI takatA hai| yadi use nyAya karane ko kahA jAe, to usameM sAmanevAle ko sukha hogA yA du:kha hogA, yaha dekhane baiTha jAtA hai| matalaba nyAya aisA karo ki sAmanevAle ko burA nahIM lge| sAmanevAle ko burA nahIM lage, isalie marA jhuTha bolatA hai, galata nyAya karatA hai| phalataH bhagavAna to bhItara baiThe haiM, ve dekhate haiM ki isane to donoM ora paradA DAlA hai| saca-saca bolanA cAhie, kar3avA nahIM lage aisA satya kaho, para yaha to paradA karake jhUThA nyAya karatA hai| ataH bhayaMkara jokhima mola letA hai| sAmanevAlA galata ho, use saccA sAbita
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________________ AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 karanA to bahuta bar3A jokhima lene jaisA huaa| jaisA hai vaisA kaha denA caahie| yaha saba kisa ne khar3A kiyA hai? taba kaheM, sAmanevAle kI samajha meM nahIM AtA, taba taka svArtha meM lage rahate haiM, islie| saMsAra meM zAMti rahe isa hetu se burA saMgraha kiyA, jo mokSa meM jAte hue, kATa-kATakara, pIr3A dekara vaha mAla khAlI hogaa| yaha mAla to bahuta parezAna kregaa| sIdhe-sIdhe mokSa meM nahIM jAne degaa| ye vaNika buddhivAle kisI jIva ko nahIM mArate aura kisI kI jeba se kucha nikAlate nahIM hai| matalaba sthala coriyA~ aura sthUla hiMsA baMda kara dIM, magara sUkSma corI ora sUkSmatama coriyA~ thoka meM hotI haiN| yaha sthUla corIvAloM kI jamAta to Upara uThegI, magara yaha sUkSma corIvAloM kI jamAta Upara nahIM utthegii| yaha TrikavAlA to baiThA ho apane ghara meM, para aisI sUkSma mazInarI kAma meM lagAI hotI hai ki becAre kisAnoM kI haDDI-camar3I hI bace aura sArA lahU vaha TrikavAlA cUsa khAtA hai| bhagavAna ne ise sUkSma hiMsA batAyA hai| baMdaka se mAra DAlanevAloM kA kucha hogA, magara ina TrikabAjoM kA hala nikalanevAlA nahIM hai, aisA bhagavAna ne kahA hai| caahie| mana se, vANI se aura deha se eka hI honA cAhie, judAI nahIM honI caahie| yaha ghar3I Apane nabbe rupaye meM kharIdI aura eka sau dasa meM becane ko nikaalii| isameM Trika karake kahatA hai ki maiMne to eka sau dasa rupaye meM kharIdI hai| ata: eka sau dasa meM hI becate haiN| usake bajAya sahIsahI batA de ki nabbe meM lI hai aura eka sau dasa meM becanI hai, sAmanevAle ko lenI hogI, to eka sau dasa rupaye dekara le jaaegaa| vyavasthita' aisA hai ki eka sau dasa rupaye Apako milanevAle haiM, to Apake Trika nahIM karane para bhI A mileNge| saba yadi itanA hisAbI hai, to muphta meM Trika AjamAkara jimmevArI kyoM mola lenI cAhie? yaha to Trika kA jokhima mola liyaa| usakA phala adhogati hai| lakSmIjI ke aMtarAya kyoM hote haiM? ye TrikeM AjamAyA karate haiM islie| Adata-sI ho gaI hai TrikeM AjamAne kii| varnA vaNika to vyApAra karate haiM, cokhA vyApAra karate haiN| unheM to kahIM naukarI karanA hotA hogA kahIM? cokhA vyApAra kareM isalie hama parama hita kI bAta batAte haiM, TikeM istemAla karanAA baMda kreN| cokhA vyApara kreN| grAhakoM se sApha kaha deM ki isameM mere paMdraha pratizata munAphA jur3A hai, Apako cAhie, to le jaaie| bhagavAna ne kyA batAyA hai? yadi tujhe tIna sau rupaye milanevAle haiM, to cAhe tU corI kare, Trika AjamAe yA phira cokhA rahakara dhaMdhA kare, tajhe utane hI mileNge| usameM eka paisA bhI idhara-udhara nahIM hogaa| phira TrikeM aura corI kI jimmedArI kyoM mola leM? thor3e dinoM nyAya se vyApAra karake dekho| zurUzurU meM chaha-bAraha mahIne takalIpha hogI, para bAda meM pharsTa klAsa clegaa| loga bhI samajha jAe~ge ki isa manuSya kA dhaMdhA cokhA hai, milAvaTavAlA nahIM hai| taba bina bulAe, apane Apa ApakI dukAna para hI aaeNge| Aja ApakI dukAna para kitane grAhaka AnevAle haiM, yaha vyavasthita 'vyavasthita' baMdUka se mAranevAlA to narka meM jAkara vApasa ThikAne para A jAegA aura mokSa kI rAha khoja nikaalegaa| jaba ki Trika mAranevAlA saMsAra meM adhika se adhika gahare utaratA jaaegaa| lakSmI ke Dhera lageMge, usakA dAna karatA rhegaa| bIja ugate hI raheMge aura saMsAra cAla kA cAla hI rhegaa| yaha to paoNlizDa TrikeM haiN| jJAnI puruSa meM eka bhI TrikavAlA mAla hI nahIM hotaa| vaNika buddhi Trika ke AdhAra para hI khar3I hai na? usake bajAya nahIM AtA ho, vaha acchaa| jJAna se pahale, maiM logoM ko TrikeM sikhalAyA karatA thA, vaha bhI sAmanevAlA pha~sa gayA ho, usake Upara karuNA AtI thI, islie| para bAda meM vaha bhI baMda kara diyaa| hamAre Trika nahIM hotiiN| jaisA hai vaisA honA
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________________ AptavANI-1 101 102 AptavANI-1 hI hai| taba abhAgA gaddI para baiThakara, 'abhI grAhaka Ae~ to acchA, abhI grAhaka Ae~ to acchA' aisA socA karatA hai aura apanA dhyAna kharAba karatA hai| yadi mana meM aisA nakkI kiyA ho ki mujhe cokhA, binA milAvaTa kA dhaMdhA karanA hai, to aisA A milegaa| bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki khAne kI cIz2oM meM aura sone meM milAvaTa karanA bhayaMkara gunAha hai| kacchI logoM ko bhI ye TrikeM Az2amAne kA bhayaMkara roga laga gayA hai| ve to baniyoM ko bhI mAta deM aise haiN| Ajakala to jamAnA hI aisA hai ki TrikavAloM ke bIca hI rahanA paDatA hai, phira bhI lakSya meM niraMtara yahI rahanA cAhie ki hama TrikoM meM se kaise chuutteN| yadi yaha lakSya meM rahA, to pazcAtApa dvArA bar3I jimmedArI se chUTa jAe~ge aura aise saMyoga bhI prApta hoMge ki Apako eka bhI Trika Az2amAnI nahIM par3egI aura vyApAra bhI sucAru rUpa se clegaa| phira loga bhI Apake kAma kI sarAhanA kreNge| yadi hameM mokSa meM jAnA hai, to jJAnI ke kahe anusAra karanA cAhie aura yadi mokSa meM nahIM jAnA hai, to z2amAne ke anusAra krnaa| para mana meM itanA khaTakA avazya rakhanA ki mujhe aisA TikavAlA kAma nahIM karanA hai, to vaisA kAma A milegaa| vyApAra meM to aisA honA cAhie ki choTA baccA Ae, to usake mAtA-pitA ko aisA bhaya nahIM rahanA cAhie ki baccA Thaga liyA jaaegaa| lakSmIjI kI kamI kyoM hai? lakSmI kI kamI kyoM hai? coriyoM se| jahA~ mana-vacana-kAyA se corI nahIM hogI, vahA~ lakSmIjI kI mehara hogii| lakSmI kA aMtarAya corI se hai| jJAna jAnane para prakAza meM AtA hai ki kyA karane se khuda sukhI hotA hai aura kyA karane se du:khI hotA hai? aklamaMda to Trika AjamAkara saba bigAr3ate haiN| Trika zabda hI DikzanarI meM nahIM honA caahie| 'vyavasthita' kA jJAna kisa lie diyA gayA hai? 'vyavasthita' meM jo ho so bhale ho| gyAraha sau rupaye munAphA ho, to bhale ho aura ghATA ho, to bhI bhale ho| sattA 'vyavasthita' ke hAthoM meM hai, hamAre hAthoM meM sattA nahIM hai| yadi sattA hamAre hAthoM meM hotI, to koI sira ke bAla sapheda hone hI nahIM detaa| koI bhI Trika khoja nikAlate aura bAloM ko kAle ke kAle hI rkhte| binA Trika kA manuSya sarala dikhatA hai| usakA mukha dekhakara hI prasanna ho jaaeN| para TrikavAle kA mukha to bhArI lagatA hai mAno araMDI kA tela pIyA ho| khuda ke, 'zuddhAtmA' hone ke bAda, yaha sArA mAla sApha karanA par3egA na? jitanA liyA, utanA, diyA to karanA par3egA na? Trika se bharA huA mAla, mAra khAkara bhI vApisa to karanA hI par3egA na? isalie to hama kahate haiM ki 'oNnesTI ija da besTa polisI eNDa DisaoNnesTI isa da varsTa phUlizanesa' buddhikriyA aura jJAnakriyA jo-jo azuddha, azubha yA zubha jAne, vaha buddhikriyA hai, jJAnakriyA nhiiN| jJAnakriyA to kevala zuddha ko hI dekhatI hai aura jAnatI hai| buddhi jJeya ko jJAtA manavAtI hai| 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~, vaha jJeya hai, use hI jJAtA manavAtI hai, vaha buddhi hai| usameM ahaMkAra milA hI hotA hai| jJeya ko jJAtA maane| buddhikriyA ko hI jJAnakriyA mAna le, to phira mokSa kA anubhava kaise kara pAe~ge? buddhi se, bilakula sAmipya bhAvavAlA dikhatA hai| phira bhI buddhi kI bisAta hI nahIM hai ki jJeya ko jJeya aura jJAtA ko jJAtA dekha ske| kyoMki buddhi svayaM jJeya svarUpa hai, isalie riyala satya ko nahIM dekha sktii| saMsAra kA Adi-aMta hai hI nhiiN| usako lekara sabhI ne buddhi paise kamAne ke lie akla istemAla nahIM karanI hotii| akla to logoM kI bhalAI karane meM hI istemAla kI jAnI caahie|
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________________ AptavANI - 1 prayoga se dakhala kI hai, yaha jAnakara tumheM kyA lAbha hai? saMsAra anAdianaMta hai, gola hai| gole meM Adi kaisA aura aMta kaisA? anAdi anaMta hai yaha to Apa, buddhi se pare hokara jJAnI hoMge, taba apane Apa samajha meM A jaaegaa| 103 svacchaMda arthAt buddhibhrama, svacchaMda se khuda khuda kA hI bhayaMkara ahita kara rahe haiN| apanI-apanI samajha se calanA, vahI svacchaMda hai| phira cAhe vaha zubha yA azubha kArya meM ho yA zAstra paThana meM ho| yadi zAstra paThana meM eka ulaTI samajha paidA ho gaI, to anaMta janmoM kI bhaTakana kA sAdhana khar3A ho jaaegaa| isalie svacchaMda se sAvadhAna rahanA / jahA~ viparIta buddhi zurU ho gaI, vahA~ yU Ara hola eNDa sola risponsibala phaoNra deTa / jimmevAra Apa hI haiN| vahA~ phira bhagavAna hastAkSepa karane nahIM aate| viparIta buddhi to denevAle ko aura lenevAle ko donoM ko hI duHkhI karatI hai| buddhi ke do prakAra, AMtarika buddhi aura bAhya buddhi / hindustAna ke logoM ko AMtarika buddhi hotI hai aura paradeziyoM kI bAhya buddhi hotI hai| AMtarika buddhivAle adhika duHkhI hote haiM, kyoMki jitanI adhika buddhi Devalapa huI hotI hai, utanA saMtApa bar3hatA hI hai| phira bAhara kI prajA sAhajika hai, jaba ki inDiyansa to kucha bAtoM meM sAhajika haiM aura kucha bAtoM ko lekara vikalpI haiN| adhyAtma ke lie AMtarika buddhi hI kAma kI hai| yaha buddhi bAhara DhUMDhA karatI hai, magara bAhara saba jagaha nire jhAr3ajhaMkhAra hI haiN| bhItara khojeM to phAyadA hai| logoM kI buddhi niraMtara bAhara ghUmatI rahatI hai, isalie phira thaka jAtI hai| maiM niraMtara aMdara hI ghUmatI rahe, aisI buddhi pradAna karU~, taba usakA kAma ho jAtA hai| ApakI buddhi viparIta hai, vaha sukha ko nikAla bAhara karatI hai aura duHkha ko nimaMtrita karatI hai| Apa sukha aura duHkha ko bhI pahacAna nahIM sakate haiN| buddhi to vakra hI dikhAtI hai| jar3a meM jo asthAyI sukha hai, use AptavANI - 1 buddhi grahaNa karatI hai| vAstava meM, vastu meM sukha yA AnaMda hai hI nahIM / nayI moTarakAra para koI cAra lakIreM khIMce to ? picakA de to ? buddhigrAhya jitane bhI sukha haiM, ve aMtataH duHkha pariNAmI haiM / vastu ke AkarSaNa ko lekara, buddhi usa meM sukha kA AropaNa karatI hai| vastue~ anaMta haiN| apane sukha kI khoja ke lie pratyeka jIva kisI vastu ko cakhakara dekhatA hai| aura yaha taya karatA hai ki kisa vastu ke prabhAva se sukha utpanna hotA hai? phira usakI khoja meM nikala par3atA hai| pahale yaha taya kiyA ki paise meM sukha hai, isalie paise ke prabhAva se sukha milatA hai| magara phira usake pIche pAgala hokara ghUmatA hai aura duHkhI hotA hai| phira dUsarA aisA nakkI karatA hai ki strI meM sukha hai| strI ne puruSa ko aura puruSa ne strI ko pasaMda kiyA aura seksa tathA paisA donoM khoja nikaalaa| ina donoM vastuoM se sukha mile aisA nakkI kiyaa| para yadi patnI viruddha meM jAe, to duHkha kA dAvAnala bhar3akatA hai| paisA viruddha meM jAe to? enphorsamenTavAleM yadi dhAvA bola deM, to vahI paisA viruddha meM gayA kahalAtA hai, jo mahAduHkha kA kAraNa banatA hai 1 104 buddhibheda vahA~ matabheda Aja kI duniyA meM ghara meM tIna sadasya hote haiM, para zAma hote hote taiMtIsa matabheda sAmane Ate hoM, vahA~ hala kaise nikale? are, ziSya aura guru ke bIca meM zAma taka kitane hI matabheda ho jAte haiN| isakA aMta kaise hogA? jahA~ para bhedabuddhi hai, vahA~ matabheda avazya hoMge hii| yadi abheda buddhi utpanna ho jAe, to samajho bAta bana gii| khuda niSpakSapAtI hokara senTara meM baiThakara sabako nirdoSa dekhe / buddhi ulaTA dikhAe, to turaMta hI samyak buddhi se hama kaha deM ki jAo nipaTArA karake Ao, to vaha nipaTArA kara AtI hai| AtmA bhramita huA, to saMsAra khar3A huaa| buddhi bhramita hogI, taba jJAna prakaTa hogaa| maiM kisI kI bhI buddhi nahIM dekhatA hU~, maiM to 'samajha' dekhatA huuN|
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________________ AptavANI-1 105 106 AptavANI-1 hama 'abudha' haiM, nirAgrahI haiM, normeliTI meM haiN| hamAre eka hI bAla meM sAre saMsAra kA 'jJAna' samAyA huA hai| jisakI buddhi kama hotI hai, usakA hRdaya nAjuka, komala hotA hai| vaha kare, taba to apanA kAma nikAla le, varnA ulTA bhI kara baitthe| saptAha meM ravivAra ko, basa eka hI dina, jo baddhi kA upayoga na kare, to vaha kAma nikAla le| agale janma kA bIja bonA ho, to buddhi istemAla krnaa| buddhi kA prakAza bar3hAnA Apake hAtha meM nahIM haiM, para kama karanA to Apake hAtha meM hI hai| ataH buddhi kA prakAza Dima rkhnaa| buddhi sAmudAyika hitakArI nahIM hotii| jJAna sAmudAyika hitakArI hotA hai| avadhAna kI zakti buddhi to eka lAina meM tIna sau jagaha para Ter3hI hotI hai, para samajha sIdhI rahI, to harja nahIM hai| buddhivAlA to Upara uThatA hai aura phira nIce bhI A giratA hai| jaba ki samajhavAlA, darzanavAlA Upara hI Upara, TheTha taka pahu~ca jAegA, magara nIce to giregA hI nhiiN| buddhi prAkRta guNa hai, svaguNa nahIM hai| darzana svaguNa hai| teja (pitta) tattvavAloM ko buddhi adhika hotI hai aura vAta tattvavAloM kI samajha gaharI hotI hai| jo laukika hai, vaha saba buddhi kI kalpanA se khar3A huA hai| sabhI dharmoM meM, jisakI kalpanA meM jo-jo AyA, vaha zAstra meM likha diyaa| zAstra buddhijanya jJAna hI hai| usameM cetana nahIM miltaa| jaba ki jJAna to svayaMprakAza hai aura vaha jJAnI ke hRdaya meM hI hotA hai| buddhi ke paryAya haiM, usakI bodhakalAe~ apAra haiN| buddhi avasthA ko svarUpa manAne ke cakkara meM rahatI hai| isalie hama kahate haiM ki buddhi se sAvadhAna rhnaa| buddhi dikhAe taba 'dAdAjI' ko smaraNa karake kahanA, 'maiM vItarAga hU~,' tAki buddhibahana baiTha jaae| jJAna kisI kI bhUla nahIM nikaaltaa| buddhi sabhI kI bhUleM nikAlatI hai| buddhi to sage bhAI kI bhI bhUla nikAlatI hai aura jJAna 'sautelI mA~' kI bhI bhUla nahIM nikaaltaa| sautelI mA~, jaba beTA bhojana karane baiThA ho, to vaha nIce se jalI huI khicar3I kI khuracana parosatI hai, taba buddhi khar3I ho jAtI haiN| vaha kahatI hai ki sautelI mA~ hI burI hai| nirA saMtApa karavAtI hai| para yadi beTe ko jJAna milA ho, to jJAna turaMta hAjira ho jAegA aura kahegA, 'vaha bhI zuddhAtmA aura maiM bhI zuddhAtmA hU~ aura yaha to pudgala kA khela hai, jisakA nikAla ho rahA haiN|' deha miTTI kI banI hai aura buddhi teja se banI hai, isalie prakAza detI hai aura jalAtI bhI hai| isalie hI buddhi ko hama labAr3a kahate haiN| abudha hone kI z2arUrata hai| buddhi to manuSya ko ebava naoNrmala kara DAlatI hai aura kabhI-kabhI bilo normala bhI kara detI hai| saMsAra meM pratyeka vastu normeliTI meM caahie| binA abudha hue normeliTI kabhI bhI nahIM aaegii| kama buddhivAloM meM dveSa adhika hotA hai| vikasita buddhivAloM meM dveSa nahIM hotaa| hama saMgrahAlaya dekhane jAte haiM, taba kisI bhI vastu ke prati dveSa karate haiM kabhI? kusaMga arthAt buddhi kI uThApaTaka, aisA-vaisA socatA avadhAna limiTeDa, sImita hai| vaha buddhi kI zakti para AdhArita hai| pratyeka manuSya apanI buddhi ke Azaya meM jo mAla bharakara lAyA hai vahI mAla isa janma meM nikalatA hai| usake alAvA aura kucha nahIM hai| hindustAna ke ina coroM ko corI karate samaya eka sAtha solaha-solaha avadhAna rahate haiN| cora muA, corI karane jAe taba binA khAe-pIe jAtA hai, isase usakI avadhAna zakti bar3hatI hai| isalie corI kahA~ karanI hai? kisa paoNinTa para karanI hai? kisa samaya karanI hai? pulisavAlA kahA~ para hai? baTuvA kauna-sI jeba meM hai? bhAganA kahA~ se hogA? aise to solahasolaha avadhAna hamAre hindustAna ke coroM ko eTa-e-TAima rahate haiN| avadhAna zakti pUrNarUpa se buddhijanya hai, jJAnajanya nahIM hai| avadhAna thor3I dera ke lie bar3ha jAtA hai aura AdhA sera rabar3I khA lI, to utara bhI jAtA hai| aisA vicitra hai yaha saba! jJAnajanya hotA, to eka samAna hI rahatA hai| utAra-car3hAva nahIM hotaa|
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________________ AptavANI-1 107 108 AptavANI-1 praznakartA : buddhi hI mAyA hai kyA? dAdAzrI : nahIM, mAyA yAnI ajnyaan| jJAna milane para ajJAna-mAyA jAtI hai, para aMta:karaNa to rahatA hI hai| buddhi rahatI hI hai| buddhi saMsAra meM hitakArI hoM, aisI vastuoM meM hAtha DalavAtI hai aura saMsAra meM bhaTakAtI hai| buddhi kyA hai? koI Apake beTe ko pha~sAtA ho, to ApakI buddhi bIca meM ghsiittegii| vAstava meM to 'vyavasthita' hI saba karatA hai, phira bhI buddhi dakhala detI hai| pahale mana, buddhi ko phona karatA hai| taba khuda aMdara daqhala kara sakatA hai| bola uThatA hai, 'kyA kahA? kyA kahA?' hara bAta meM buddhi kA dakhala phle| rAta ko nIMda meM, sapane meM dakhala nahIM detI, to saba ThIka calatA hai| to phira yaha saMsAra bhI jAgRta avasthA kA svapna hI hai na? koI kAra DrAivara jaba DrAiviMga kara rahA ho, aura sAmane se basa A rahI ho, aura pAsa meM baiThA huA musAphira yadi calAnevAle kA hAtha pakar3a le to kyA hogA? TakarA nahIM jAegA kyA? magara loga bar3e sayAne hote haiM, basa Ae, phira bhI sTiyariMga pakaDa nahIM lete, kyoMki unheM mAlUma hai ki sTiyariMga calAnevAle ke hAtha meM hai| jisakA kAma hai vahI kare to ThIka rahatA hai| aise, moTara jaisI sthUla cIz2oM ke bAre meM to loga samajhate haiM, para isa 'aMdara' kI bAta ko kaise samajheM? isalie 'khuda' usameM dakhala de hI detA hai aura jhamelA khar3A ho jAtA hai| 'aMdara' ke mAmale meM bhI saba moTara DrAivara para chor3a denA cAhie yadi aisA samajha jAe, to koI dakhalaMdAjI nahIM ho| tattvabuddhi arthAt 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' aura vaha hAtha meM AyA to dehabuddhi calI jAtI hai| deha meM jo buddhi thI, vaha aba tattva meM pariNamita huii| tattvabuddhi arthAt samyak buddhi| samyak jJAna utpanna ho taba samyak buddhi, tattvabuddhi utpanna hotI hai| usake binA to viparIta buddhi hI hotI hai| aMta:karaNa kA tIsarA aMga : citta aMta:karaNa kA tIsarA aMga citta hai| citta kA kArya bhaTakane kA hai. vaha jaisI hai vaisI phoTo khIMca detA hai| yahA~ baiThe-baiThe amarIkA kI philma yathAvat dikhalAnevAlA citta hai| mana isa zarIra ke bAhara jAtA hI nhiiN| jAtA hai, vaha citta hai aura bAhara jo bhaTakatA hai, vaha azuddha citta hai| zuddha citta vahI zuddha AtmA hai| citta arthAt jJAna + drshn| azuddha citta arthAt azuddha jJAna + azuddha drshn| zuddha citta arthAt zuddha jJAna + zuddha drshn| mana paimphaleTa dikhalAtA hai aura citta pikcara dikhalAtA hai| ye donoM jo dikhAte haiM, usameM buddhi DisIz2ana detI hai aura ahaMkAra hastAkSara karatA hai, taba kAma hotA hai| citta avasthA hai| azuddha jJAna-darzana ke paryAya hI citta hai| buddhi ke DisIz2ana dene se pahale mana aura citta kI kazamakaza calatI hai, para DisIz2ana Ane ke bAda sabhI cup| buddhi ko eka ora biThA deM, to citta yA mana koI parezAna nahIM krtaa| anAdi kAla se citta nija ghara kI khoja meM hai| vaha bhaTakatA hI rahatA hai| vaha taraha-taraha kA dekhA karatA hai| isalie usake pAsa alagaalaga jJAna-darzana jamA hote jAte haiN| cittavRtti jo-jo dekhatI hai use sTaoNka karatI hai aura vakta Ane para aisA hai, vaisA hai, dikhalAtI hai| citta jo jo kucha dekhatA hai usa meM yadi laga gayA, to usake paramANu khIMcatA hai aura ve paramANu jamA hokara unakI graMthiyA~ banatI haiM, jo mana svarUpa hai| vakta Ane para mana paimphaleTa dikhAtA hai, use citta dekhatA hai aura buddhi DisIz2ana detI hai| ApakI jo cittavRttiyA~ bAhara bhaTakatI thIM aura saMsAra meM ramaNa karatI thIM, unheM hama apanI ora khIMca lete haiM isalie vRttiyoM kA anyatra bhaTakanA kama ho jAtA hai| cittavRtti kA baMdhana huA, vahI mokSa azuddha cittavRttiyA~ anaMtakAla se bhaTakatI thIM aura jisa muhalle
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________________ AptavANI-1 109 AptavANI-1 meM jAtI hoM, vahA~ se vApasa lAnA cAheM, to ulaTe usI muhalle kI aura khacI calI jAtI thiiN| aisI vRttiyA~ nija ghara meM vApasa lauTatI haiM, yahI ajUbA hai na? cittavRttiyA~ jitanI jagaha bhaTakeMgI, utanI jagaha deha ko bhI bhaTakanA pdd'egaa| kramika mArga meM to mana ke anaMta paryAya aura phira citta ke anaMta paryAya pAra karate-karate, rileTiva ahaMkAra taka pahu~cate haiM (AIne meM dekhane jaisA) aura Apako to hamane yaha saba pAra karavAkara sIdhe svarUpa meM biThA diyA hai, nija ghara meM! nija ghara kI khoja meM citta bhaTakatA rahatA hai| isalie vaha jo dekhatA hai, usImeM sukha khojatA hai| jahA~-jahA~ para citta sthira hotA hai, vahA~-vahA~ aMta:karaNa kA zeSa bhAga zAMta rahatA hai, isalie sukha lagatA hai| magara sthira rahatA kitanI dera hai? citta phira dUsarI jagaha jAtA hai| use vahA~ sUkha lagatA hai aura pahalevAlA sukha duHkhadAyI ho jAtA hai, kyoMki jisa bAhya sukha kI khoja meM hai vaha pAriNAmika rUpa se du:khadAyI hai| kyoMki buddhi binA Aropa kie nahIM rahatI ki isameM sukha nahIM hai, duHkha hai| ata: citta punaH bhaTakatA hai| jaba taka cittavRtti nija ghara meM sthira nahIM hotI, taba taka isakA aMta AnevAlA nahIM hai| saccA sukha jaba cakhe, taba kAlpanika sukha apane Apa phIke par3a jAte haiN| phira jo bhaTakatA hai, vaha azuddha citta hai, aura use jaisA hai vaisA dekhanevAlA aura jAnanevAlA zuddha citta hai| azuddha citta ke paryAya phira dhIre-dhIre kama hote-hote baMda hI ho jAte haiN| aura phira kevala zuddha citta ke paryAya rahate haiM, vahI 'kevljnyaan'| jJAnI puruSa azuddha citta ko hAtha nahIM lgaate| kevala khuda kA zAzvata sukha, anaMta sukha kA kaMda hai, vaha cakhA dete haiM, tAki nija ghara milate hI zuddha citta, jo ki zuddhAtmA hai, prApta ho jAtA hai aura zuddha citta jyoM-jyoM zuddha aura zuddha ko hI dekhatA hai, tyoM-tyoM azuddha cittavRtti phIkI par3ate-par3ate, Aqhira meM kevala zuddha citta hI zeSa rahatA hai| phira azuddha citta ke paryAya baMda ho jAte haiN| phira jo zeSa rahatA hai, vaha kevala zuddha pryaay| jJAnI hI zuddha AtmA de sakate haiM azuddha citta kI zuddhi karane ke lie saMsAra ke sAre dharma prayatna meM lage haiN| sAbuna se maile kapar3oM ko dhokara sApha kiyA jAtA hai, vaise| para sAbuna kapar3oM kA maila to nikAlegA, para phira apanA maila choDa jaaegaa| phira sAbuna kA maila nikAlane, TInopAla caahie| TInopAla sAbuna kA maila nikAla detA hai, para apanA maila chor3a jAtA hai| aMta taka maila sApha karanevAlI cIz2a apanA maila, sApha honevAlI vastu para chor3atA hI jaaegaa| aisA saMsAra ke sabhI rileTiva dharmoM meM hotA hai| jahA~ aMta meM zuddha kie jAnevAle citta ke Upara bhI Akhira meM azuddhi, maila rahatA hI hai| saMpUrNa zuddha to vahI kara sakatA hai jo svayaM saMpUrNa zuddha, sarvAMga zuddha hai| isalie aise jJAnI puruSa hI kara sakate haiN| isalie pratyeka zAstra aMta meM kahatA hai ki tujhe AtmA prApta karanA hai, to jJAnI ke pAsa jaa| ve hI zuddha AtmA de sakate haiN| hamAre pAsa to milAvaTavAlA AtmA hai, azuddha AtmA hai, jisakI koI qImata hI nahIM haiN| mokSamArga meM, mana ko kucha bhI karane jaisA nahIM hai| mAtra citta ko hI zuddha karanA hai| tabhI hala niklegaa| kucha loga binA samajhe mana ke pIche par3ate haiM aura use vaza karane jAte haiN| unake vya paoNinTa se vaha ThIka hai, para yadi mokSa cAhate hoM, to phekTa jAnanA hogA aura phekTa se vaha pUrNatayA galata hai| citta zuddha hone ke bAda mana ke sAtha koI lenA-denA hI nahIM rhtaa| phira to zuddha citta mana kI philma dekhatA rahatA hai| isa saMsAra meM mana ko rokane ke sthAna haiM, para citta ko rokane ke sthAna nahIM haiN| loga tAza khelate haiM, vaha kyA hai? usameM kyA sukha hai? logo ne usameM citta ko rokane kA sthAna khar3A kiyA hai| magara patte khelane meM citta ko rokanA to patana hai| isase Age calakara dhIre-dhIre aura jyAdA girate jAte haiN| magara pattoM meM bhI citta kitanA samaya roka pAte haiM? kyA usameM bhI aMta meM asukha paidA nahIM hotA? citta hI apanI manacAhI jagaha para aura bhaya ke sthAnoM meM vizeSa
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________________ AptavANI-1 111 112 AptavANI-1 bhaTakatA hai| dopahara ko kamare meM sA~pa dekha liyA, to sote samaya rAta ko bhI sA~pa yAda AtA hai| citta ko jaba bhaya lagatA hai, taba usI jagaha jAyA karatA hai| jar3a bhI nahIM aura cetana bhI nahIM, aisA mizra cetana, azuddha citta, jahA~ acchA lage, vahA~ bhaTakatA rahatA hai| binA TikaTa bhaTakanA hai, isalie bhaTakatA hai| TikaTa hotA to acchA hotA, to citta bhaTakatA hI nhiiN| citta para se cetana huA hai| zuddha jJAna + zuddha darzana = zuddha cetn| pahale jina-jina paryAyoM kA bahuta hI vedana kiyA ho, ve aba jyAdA Ate haiN| vahIM para citta lagA rahatA hai, ghaMToM taka rahatA hai, vahA~ para bahuta bhArI bIja par3ate haiN| jo paryAya halke paDa gae haiM, una paryAyoM kA asara citta para adhika nahIM rahatA, citta meM rahate haiM aura chUTa bhI jAte haiN| jJAna aura darzana, ekasAtha bolanA ho, to citta bolanA hogaa| citta nAzavaMta vastue~ hI dikhAtA hai| jahA~-jahA~ vAsanA lage, vahA~ citta bhaTakatA hai| jitanA jJAna ho utanA dikhatA hai aura darzana ho utanA bhAga dhuMdhalA dikhatA hai| jJAna se ekaz2ekTa dikhAI detA hai| maMdira meM mUrti ke darzana karate samaya, bhItara ke saMyoga jaise ki mana ke pariNAma, cittavRtti kI sthiti, inake anusAra darzana meM pharka dikhAI detA hai| udAharaNa svarUpa, pahale ghaMTe meM eka prakAra ke darzana hote haiM, dUsare ghaMTe meM kucha aura prakAra ke darzana hote haiN| bAharI aura AMtarika eviDansa jaise hote haiM, vaise darzana hote haiN| mUrti ke sAmane se prakAza AtA ho, to alaga darzana hoMge, bAjU para se A rahA ho, to alaga darzana hoNge| jJAnI puruSa kA mukhAraviMda to eka samAna hI hotA hai, para Apake mana ke pariNAma yA cittavRtti kI caMcalatA ke AdhAra para alaga dikhAI dete haiN| jJAnI puruSa ke to eka hI taraha se darzana karane hote haiN| jinake gae haiM, aise vItarAga jaba bhagavAna RSabhadevajI kI mUrti ke darzana karate haiM taba unheM mUrti ha~satI dikhAI detI hai| A~kheM to kA~ca kI haiM, phira ve ha~satI kaise dikhAI detI haiM? kyoMki unakI apanI cittavRtti, apanI caitanya zakti usameM piroI hai, isalie ha~sate dikhAI dete haiN| ise citta prasannatA kahate hai| jahA~ kapaTa-bhAva pUrNa rUpa se ur3a gayA hotA hai, vahA~ citta prasannatA rahatI hai| citta prasannatA aura kapaTa kA donoM kA guNA nahIM hotA, kabIra sAhaba kyA kahate the? 'maiM jAnU~ hari dUra hai, hari hRdaya ke mA~hI, ADI trATI kapaTa kI, tAse disata naahii|' ADI trATI kapaTa kI hai, isalie bhagavAna dikhate nahIM haiN| vRtti meM anya bhAva kA nahIM rahanA, zuddha kahalAtA hai| hamAre mahAtmAoM ko yadi vRtti meM anya bhAva nahIM raheM, to citta kI prasannatA kI bhakti utpanna hotI hai| avasthA meM baMdhe loga vyavahAra sukha bhI nahIM bhoga skte| ghaMTe bhara pahale kisI avasthA meM citta ekAgra huA ho, to usImeM hI citta lagA rahatA hai| isalie avasthA se baMdhe hone kA bojha rahatA hai aura cAya pIne kI avasthA ke samaya usI bojha tale cAya pItA hai| vyavahAra meM to citta hI cetana hai| usakI hAz2irI hone para hI bAta banatI hai| khAte samaya yadi khAne meM citta hAz2ira nahIM ho, to aisA khAyA huA kisa kAma kA? _ 'citta meM kleza nahIM, vahI sAre dharmoM kA dhrm| yadi isa pada ko pA liyA, to punarjanma jaae| praznakartA : dAdAjI, pichalI rAta nIMda meM, eka sUrya jaisA prakAza bahuta z2oroM se dikhAI diyA, vaha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : vaha to citta cmtkaar| citta camatkAra kI gaz2aba kI zakti hai| praznakartA : maMdira meM ghaMTa kyoM laTakAte haiM? dAdAzrI : citta ko ekAgra krne| Tana-Tana bajatA hai, taba vahA~ para citta prasannatA AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja kyA kahate haiM? sAre saMsAra ke bhAvAbhAva
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________________ AptavANI-1 113 114 AptavANI-1 mana aura citta thor3I dera ke lie ekAgra rahate haiN| jaba taka svarUpa jJAna kI prApti nahIM hotI, taba taka saMpUrNa ekAgratA hotI hI nhiiN| citta ko jo DigAte haiM, ve sabhI viSaya haiN| bAhara yaha jo saba hotA hai, ve sabhI viSaya haiN| jina-jina vastuoM meM citta gayA, ve sabhI viSaya haiN| pakor3e khAe, usameM harja nahIM hai para usameM citta lagA aura bAra-bAra yAda AtA rahe vaha viSaya hai| jJAna ke bAhara jo bhI jAtA hai, vaha saba viSaya hI hai| parAI vastu meM (sva ko chor3akara) citta bhaTake, taba agale janma ke bIja par3ate haiN| citta sadaiva phoTo khIMcatA rahatA hai| kabhI dhuMdhalI to kabhI spaSTa / Apa jaisI phoTo khIMceMge vaisI philma utaregI aura phira use dekhanI hogii| isalie acchI phoTo khiiNcnaa| Apa apanI philma phijUla mata gNvaanaa| hU~', aisA mAne, use ahaMkAra nahIM khte| 'maiM hU~' arthAt astitva to hai| ata: 'maiM hU~', aisA kahane kA adhikAra to hai, para 'maiM hU~', vaha kisa meM hU~? isakA Apako patA nahIM hai| acatena meM 'maiM' bolane kA adhikAra nahIM hai| maiM kyA hU~?' isakA bhAna nahIM hai| yadi yaha bhAna ho jAe, to kAma ho gayA smjho| kisI ke calAe kucha calatA nahIM hai aura saMsAra to calatA hI rahatA hai| mAtra ahaMkAra hI karatA hai ki maiM calAtA hai| jaba taka apane svarUpa kA bhAna nahIM hai taba taka manuSya, cAbI bharI haI moTaroM jaise hI parA ahaMkAra aMta:karaNa kA cauthA aura AqhirI bhAga hai. ahNkaar| mana aura citta ke sAtha milakara buddhi jo DisIz2ana de. usameM Aqhira meM hastAkSara kare, vaha ahaMkAra hai| jaba taka ahaMkAra ke hastAkSara nahIM hote, taba taka koI kArya hotA hI nhiiN| para buddhi jo ahaMkAra ke mAdhyama se AnevAlA prakAza hone ke kAraNa buddhi ke DisIz2ana lene para ahaMkAra niyama se hI sahamata ho jAtA hai aura kArya ho jAtA hai| ___ 'maiM caMdalAla' use hI jJAnI sabase bar3A aura aMtima ahaMkAra batAte haiN| usase sArA saMsAra khar3A rahA hai| yaha ahaMkAra jAe tabhI mokSa meM jA paaeNge| yaha jIvana kisa AdhAra para khaDA rahA hai? pairoM para yA deha para? nahIM, 'maiM hU~' isake Upara hii| 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', isa zuddha ahaMkAra se hI mokSa meM jAyA jA sakatA hai| zeSa sabhI janmoMjanama ke sAdhana bana jAte tyAga kisa kA karanA hai bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki yadi tU mokSa meM jAnA cAhatA hai, to kucha bhI tyAgane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| basa ahaMkAra aura mamatA, do hI cIjoM kA tyAga kiyA, to usameM sabakucha A gyaa| ahaMkAra yAnI 'maiM' aura mamatA yAnI 'meraa'| 'maiM' aura 'merA', ve donoM hI tyAgane haiN| hama jJAna dete haiM, Apako svarUpa kA bhAna karavAte haiM, taba Apake ahaMkAra aura mamatA donoM kA tyAga karavAte haiN| eka ora tyAga karavAyA, to dUsarI ora kyA grahaNa karavAte haiM, mAlUma hai? zuddhAtmA grahaNa karavAte haiN| phira grahaNatyAga kI koI jhaMjhaTa hI nahIM rhtii| ahaMkAra nikAlane ke lie hI sArA tyAga karanA hotA hai| hama ApakA sArA ahaMkAra hI le lete haiN| phira astitva kyA rahA? to kahe, jahA~ astitvapana hai, vahA~! mala jagaha para sthApita kiyaa| kisI eka jagaha para hI ahaMkAra kA astitvapana hotA hai, isalie hama mUla jagaha para ahaMkAra biThA dete haiN| ___Apa nizcaya kareM ki subaha pA~ca baje uThanA hai, to uThA jAegA hii| nizcaya yAnI ahNkaar| ahaMkAra karane para kyA nahIM ho sakatA? eka bAra sahajAnaMda svAmI ghUmate-ghUmate kAThiyAvAr3a phuNce| vahA~ eka rAjA se mile| vaha kahane lagA, 'mere yahA~ eka bahuta bar3e sAdhu Ae haiN| paMdraha dina jamIna ke aMdara rahate haiN|' isa para sahajAnaMda svAmI ne kahA, 'mere sAmane acetana meM 'maiM hU~' aisA mAne, vaha ahaMkAra hai| yadi cetana meM 'maiM
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________________ AptavANI-1 115 116 AptavANI-1 yaha prayoga krvaaie|' phira vaha sAdhu paMdraha dinoM taka ahaMkAra karake gaDDhe meM rhaa| nikalane kA samaya AyA, taba sahajAnaMda svAmIne kahA, 'do pulisavAloM ko bhejnaa| hara vakta bAje-gAje ke sAtha rAjAjI Apa jalasa ke sAtha lene jAte haiM, vaha saba isabAra bNd|' sAdha jaba bAhara AyA, to dekhA ki koI bhI nahIM hai, isalie cillAnA zurU kiyA, 'kahA~ hai rAjA? kahA~ hai bagghI? bAje kahA~ hai?' aise cillAte-cillAte vahIM kA vahIM mara gyaa| ata: vaha ahaMkAra karake rahA aura ahaMkAra saMtaSTa nahIM haA, to mara gyaa| khuda jahA~ nahIM hai, vahA~ khuda kA Aropa karanA, vahI ahNkaar| vAstava meM 'khuda' maratA hI nahIM hai| ahaMkAra maratA hai aura ahaMkAra hI janma letA hai| jaba taka ahaMkAra hastAkSara nahIM karatA, taba taka maraNa A hI nahIM sktaa| para abhAgA binA hastAkSara kie rahatA hI nhiiN| bistara meM bahuta pIr3ita hone para, yA bahuta du:kha A par3e, taba hastAkSara kara hI detA hai ki isase to mara gae hote. to acchA hotaa| hastAkSara ho hI jAte haiN| bhugatanevAlA kauna hai? 'AtmA' khuda kucha bhI bhugatatA nahIM hai| kisI viSaya ko AtmA bhugata sakatA hI nhiiN| yadi bhugatanA usakA svaguNa hotA, to vaha sadA ke lie sAtha-sAtha hI rhtaa| kabhI bhI mokSa hotA hI nhiiN| bhagatatA hai, vaha to mAtra ahaMkAra karatA hai ki maiMne bhgtaa| indriyA~ iphekTiva haiM aura unheM kojeja ke AdhAra para iphekTa hotA hai, taba bhrAMtivaza ahaMkAra kahatA hai ki maiM karatA hU~,' 'maiM bhugatatA huuN| yadi yaha bhrAMti jAe ki maiM kartA nahIM hU~ aura kartA kauna haiM yaha samajha meM A jAe, to phira mokSa dUra nahIM rhtaa| deha sahita hI mokSa barate, aisA hai| manuSyoM kI bhIr3a nahIM hai, para ahaMkAra kI bhIr3a hai| jJAna se ahaMkAra kI bhIr3a meM rahA jA sakatA hai| necara paddhati anusAra hai| AtmA paddhati anusAra hai| para bIca meM ahaMkAra hai, vaha bahuta vikaTa hai| vaha nahIM karane kA kAma karatA hai| aham ko lekara hI saMsAra khar3A hai aura cAra gatiyA~ bhI aham se hI hotI hai| ahaMkAra ne hI bhagavAna se alaga kiyA hai| manuSya to rUpavAna hote hue bhI ahaMkAra se kurUpa dikhatA hai| rUpavAna kaba dikhAI degA? taba kahe, premAtmA hone para / rasaulIvAlA manuSya kaisA kurUpa lagatA hai? vaise hI, rUpavAna hote hue bhI ahaMkAra kI rasaulI ko lekara kurUpa lagatA hai| praznakartA : ahaMkAra ke prakAra haiM kyA? dAdAzrI : rileTiva vastu ko 'maiM hU~' kahA vahI ahaMkAra / garva, mada, matsara, abhimAna, mAna, apamAna, ye sAre alaga-alaga zabda alaga-alaga samaya para prayoga hote haiN| ye sAre sthUla artha samajhane ke lie haiM, isalie jJAniyoM ne alaga-alaga nAma die haiN| kucha loga khuda ko nirmAnI batAte haiN| para usa nirmAnI hone kA jo kaipha car3hatA hai, vaha to sthUla mAnI kI tulanA meM adhika bhaTakA kara mAra DAle, aisA hai| nirmAnI hone kA mAnIpana khar3A hue bagaira rahatA hI nhiiN| binA svarUpajJAna ke ahaMkAra pUrNarUpa se jAtA hI nhiiN| isalie eka ora TUTa par3e aura nirmAnIpana prApta karane meM juTa ge| para usase kaipha bar3hA usakA kyA? usase jo bhayaMkara sUkSma ahaMkAra khar3A huA, usakA kyA? svarUpajJAna prApta hone ke bAda aMta:karaNa jyoM kA tyoM rahatA hai| kevala jahA~ khuda nahIM hai, vahA~ 'maiM hU~' kA jo bhrAMti se AropaNa kiyA thA, usa bhrAMti ko hama ur3A dete haiM aura 'maiM' ko riyala 'maiM' meM biThA dete haiN| phira aMta:karaNa meM jo ahaMkAra zeSa hai, vaha ApakA vyavahAra calA legaa| use kucha dabAnA nahIM hai, mAtra nIrasa banAnA hai| ahaMkAra kA rasa khIMca lo mUla vastu pA gae, phira aba ahaMkAra kA rasa khIMca lenA hai| rAha calate koI kahe, 'are, Apa kamaakla haiM, sIdhe clie|' usa samaya ahaMkAra khar3A hotA hai, vaha ahaMkAra sahaja hI TUTa jAtA hai|
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________________ AptavANI-1 117 118 AptavANI-1 gussA AtA hai| magara usameM gussA karane ko kyA rahA? hameM aba gussA karane jaisA rahatA hI nahIM hai| ahaMkAra kA jo rasa hai, use khIMca lenA apamAna kisI ko pasaMda nahIM AtA, para hama kahate haiM ki vaha to bahuta hailpiMga hai| mAna-apamAna to ahaMkAra kA kar3avA-mIThA rasa hai| apamAna karatA hai, vaha to ApakA kar3avA rasa khIMcane AyA hai| 'Apa kamaakla haiM', aisA kahA, matalaba, sAmanevAle ne vaha rasa khIMca liyaa| jitanA rasa khIMca liyA utanA ahaMkAra TA aura vaha bhI binA mehanata ke dUsare ne khIMca diyaa| ahaMkAra to rasavAlA hai| jaba anajAne meM koI nikAle taba agana lagatI hai isalie jAnakara sahaja rUpa se ahaMkAra ko kaTane denaa| sAmanevAlA sahaja rUpa se khIMca detA ho, usase bar3hakara aura kyA ho sakatA hai? sAmanevAle ne kitanI bar3I helpa kii| jaise bane vaise sArA rasa pighalA deM, to nikAla ho jaae| ahaMkAra to kAma kA hai, varnA saMsAra vyavahAra kaise calegA? ahaMkAra ko kevala nIrasa banA denA hai| hameM jise dhonA thA, use dUsaroM ne dho diyA. vahI hamArA munaaph'aa| hama jJAnI puruSa abudha hote haiM aura jJAnI ke pAsa itanI zakti hotI hai ki ve khuda hI ahaMkAra kA rasa khIMca ddaaleN| jaba ki Apake pAsa aisI zakti nahIM hotii| isalie Apako to koI apamAna karake sAmane se ahaMkAra kA rasa khIMcane Ae, to khuza honA caahie| ApakI kitanI mehanata baca jAe? ApakA to kAma ho jaae| hameM to, phAyadA kahA~ huA yahI dekhanA hai| yaha to gajaba kA munAphA huA aisA khlaaegaa| yadi ApakA kar3avA-mIThA rasa nIrasa ho gayA ho, to ahaMkAra kA svabhAva to nATakIya hai| vaha sArA kA sArA kAma kara degaa| ahaMkAra ko khatama nahIM karanA hai, use, nIrasa karanA hai| bhojana karate samaya auroM ko enkareja karane ke lie aisA bhI kahanA par3atA hai ki ahaha ! kar3hI to bahuta maz2edAra banI hai! ha~sate mukha jahara pIe sAmanevAle kA ahaMkAra hama se kaTe, to use kar3avA lagatA hai| magara kula milAkara munAfA kyA hai, isakI hameM khabara hone ke kAraNa, kisI ko hamAre kAraNa kar3avA lage aisA nahIM ho, to acchA hai| 'hasate mukhe jhera pIe, nIlakaMThI khAnadAna, niHspRha ayAcakane, khape nahI maan-taan|' (ha~sate mukha jahara pIe nIlakaMThI khAnadAna, ni:spRha ayAcaka ko cAhie na maan-taan|) hama nIlakaMTha haiN| bacapana se jo bhI koI z2ahara de gayA, vaha hama ha~sate-ha~sate pI gae aura Upara se AzIrvAda bhI diyA aura isalie hI hama nIlakaMTha hue| jahara to Apako pInA hI pdd'eNgaa| hisAbI hai, isalie pyAlA to sAmane AegA hii| phira Apa ha~sate-ha~sate pIe~ yA mu~ha bigAr3akara pIe~, pInA to par3egA hii| are, Apa lAkha pInA nahIM cAheM, taba bhI loga jabaradastI pilaaeNge| to phira ha~sate-ha~sate pIkara Upara se AzIrvAda dekara kyoM nahIM pIe~? isake binA nIlakaMTha kaise ho pAe~ge? jo pyAlA de jAte haiM, ve to Apako U~cA pada dene Ate haiN| vahA~ para yadi Apa ma~ha bigAr3eMge, to vaha pada Apase dUra calA jaaegaa| hama to, sAre saMsAra meM se jisajisane jahara ke pyAle die, unheM ha~sate-ha~sate. Upara se AzIrvAda dekara pI gae aura mahAdevajI hue| ___'maiM caMdUlAla hU~', taba taka saba kar3avA lagatA hai| para hamAre lie to yaha saba amRta ho gayA hai! mAna-apamAna, kar3avA-mIThA ve sAre dvaMdva haiN| jo aba hameM nahIM rahe, hama dvaMdvAtIta haiN| isalie to yaha satsaMga karate haiM na? AkhirakAra to sabhI ko dvaMdvAtIta dazA hI prApta karanI hai na? sAmanevAlA yadi kar3avA pilAe aura Apa ha~sate hue AzIrvAda dekara pI jAe~, to eka ora ApakA ahaMkAra svaccha hotA hai aura Apa
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________________ 120 AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 119 utane mukta hote haiM aura dUsarI ora kar3avA pilAnevAle ko rIekzana AtA hai aura vaha bhI badala jAtA hai| use bhI acchA rahatA hai| vaha bhI samajha jAtA hai ki maiM kar3avA pilAtA hU~, yaha merI kamajorI hai aura yaha ha~sate mukha pI jAtA hai, vaha bahuta zaktimAna hai| hameM yadi kar3avA pIne ko kahA ho, to hama khuda thor3e hI pInevAle haiM? yaha to koI sAmane se jaba kar3avA pilAe, to vaha to kitanA upakArI hai? parosanevAlI to mA~ kahalAtI hai| (jo diyA thA vaha) vApasa lie bagaira koI cArA nahIM hai| nIlakaMTha banane jahara to pInA hI pdd'egaa| 'hameM' to 'caMdUbhAI' ko kaha denA hai ki tujhe sau bAra yaha kar3avA pInA pdd'egaa| basa, phira usakI Adata ho jaaegii| bacce ko kar3avI davAI jabaradastI pilAnI par3atI hai| para yadi vaha samajha jAe ki yaha hitakara hai, to phira jabaradastI pilAnI nahIM pdd'tii| apane Apa pI letA hai| eka bAra nakkI kiyA ki koI jo bhI kar3avA pilAe~ use pI lenA hai, to phira piyA jaaegaa| mIThA to pI sakate haiM, para kar3avA pInA AnA caahie| kabhI na kabhI to pInA hI par3egA na? yaha to phira munAfA hai, isalie praikTisa kara lenI cAhie na? yadi saba logoM ke bIca meM mAna bhaMga ho jAe, to ghATA huA aisA lagatA hai, para usameM to bhArI munAfA hai, yaha samajha meM A jAe, to phira ghATe jaisA nahIM lagatA na? "maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' bolate to haiM, to phira usI pada meM hI rahanA hai na? usake lie to ahaMkAra dhulavAnA pdd'egaa| kaThora parizrama karane kA nizcaya kareM, to dhulegA hii| usameM paira kyoM rakhate haiM? nakkI karane ke bAda donoM ora paira rakhanA cAhie kyA? nahIM rakha skte| rUThanA kaba hotA hai? jaba kisI ne kar3avA parosa diyA tb| hama vidhi karate samaya bolate haiM ki maiM zuddhAtmA hU~, to phira zuddhAtmA kA rakSaNa karanA cAhie yA aura kisI kA? ahaMkAra ko khuda nIrasa karanA bahuta kaThina kArya hai| isalie yadi koI nIrasa kara detA ho, to bahuta acchA hai| usase ahaMkAra nATakIya rahegA aura aMdara kA bahuta sucArU rUpa se clegaa| yadi yaha itanA phAyademaMda hai, to ahaMkAra ko nIrasa karane ha~sate mukha hI kyoM nahIM pIe~? ahaMkAra saMpUrNa nIrasa huA, to samajho AtmA pUrNa ho gyaa| itanA nakkI kIjie ki mujhe ahaMkAra nIrasa karanA hai, to phira vaha nIrasa hotA hI rhegaa| yaha kar3avI davAI yadi rAsa A jAe, to phira aura koI jhaMjhaTa hI nahIM rahatI na? phira aba Apako mAlama ho gayA hai ki isameM hamArA hI munAfA hai| jitanA mIThA lagatA hai, utanA hI kar3avA bharA par3A hai| isalie pahale kar3avA pacA lo, phira mIThA sahaja hI niklegaa| use pacAnA bahuta bhArI nahIM pdd'egaa| kar3avI davAI paca gaI, to bahuta ho gyaa| phUla lete samaya hara koI ha~satA hai, para patthara par3eM taba? adITha tapa kyA hai? ahaMkAra to jJeya svarUpa hai| Apa khuda jJAtA haiN| jJeya-jJAtA kA jahA~ saMbaMdha hai vahA~ jJeya kA rakSaNa to nahIM kara sakate na? eka ahaMkAra kA rakSaNa karo, to sabhI jJeyoM kA rakSaNa karanA par3atA hai| kyoMki anekoM jJeya haiN| anaMta jJeya haiN| aba adITha tapa karanA hai| ahaMkAra Adi meM tanmayAkAra nahIM hoM, isakA dhyAna rakhanA hai| jAgRti rakhanA hI tapa hai, adITha tp| yaha adITha tapa karanA hogA, kyoMki tanmayAkAra hone kI anAdi kI Adata hai| isase vaha kama hotI jaaegii| ahaMkAra halakA hotA jAe, to samAdhAna hotA jAtA hai| eka nizcaya kiyA, to tapa hotA hI rahatA hai| jisa ahaMkAra meM koI barakata nahIM aaii| yahA~-vahA~ ThokareM khAI, hara jagaha svarUpavAna hote hue bhI badasUrata dikhalAtA ho, aisA ahaMkAra eka bhikhArI ko rAjA banAyA ho aura gadadI para baiThane ke bAda yadi aisA kahe ki maiM bhikhArI haiM. to aisA kahanA ThIka hogA kyA? 'zuddhAtmA' kA pada pAne ke bAda dUsarA kucha bhI hameM nahIM honA caahie| kar3ave-mIThe ahaMkAra ke pada meM se Apako khisakanA hai na? phira
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________________ AptavANI - 1 121 kisa kAma kA ? 'jJeya' jaba 'jJAtA' ho jAe, to vahI jAgRti hai| vahI adITha tapa hai| ahaMkAra kA rasa pighalAne ke lie jo jAgRti rakhanI par3atI hai, vahI adITha tapa hai| aMtarAya bAhara se Ate haiM, vaise aMdara se bhI Ate haiN| ahaMkAra aMtarAya rUpa hai| usake sAmane to acchI taraha taiyAra ho jAnA pdd'egaa| koI mAna de to bhI sahana ho, aisA nahIM hai| jise apamAna sahana karanA AyA, vahI mAna sahana kara sakatA hai| kisI ne dAdAjI se pUchA ki loga Apako phUla car3hAte haiM, unheM Apa kyoM svIkAra karate haiM? taba dAdAjI ne kahA, 'le tujhe bhI car3hAte haiM, para tujhase sahana nahIM hogaa|' loga to mAlAoM kA Dhera dekhakara daMga ho jaaeNge| kisI ke pairoM ko chUne jAe~, to vaha turaMta khar3A ho jaaegaa| mAna-apamAna kA khAtA 'jaba apamAna kA bhaya nahIM rahegA, taba koI apamAna nahIM karegA', yaha niyama hI hai| jaba taka bhaya haiM, taba taka vyApAra / bhaya gayA ki vyApAra bNd| apane bahIkhAte meM mAna aura apamAna kA khAtA rkho| jo koI mAnaapamAna dekara jAe use bahIkhAte meM jamA karate jAo, udhAra mata karanA / cAhe kitanA bhI bar3A yA choTA Doz2a koI de jAe, to use bahIkhAte meM jamA kara lenA / pakkA karo ki mahInebhara meM sau ke barAbara apamAna jamA kara lene haiN| jitane jyAdA Ae~, utanA adhika munaaph'aa| yadi sau ke bajAya sattara mileM, to tIsa kA ghaattaa| phira dUsare mahIne meM eka sau tIsa jamA krnaa| jisake khAte meM tIna sau apamAna jamA ho gae, use phira apamAna kA bhaya nahIM rhtaa| vaha phira pAra utara jAtA hai| pahalI tArIkha se bahIkhAtA cAlU kara hI denaa| itanA hogA yA nahIM hogA? jJAnI puruSa ko hAtha jor3e, usakA artha yaha ki vyavahArika ahaMkAra zuddha kiyA aura unake a~gUThe para mastaka lagAkara sacce darzana kie, usakA artha ahaMkAra arpaNa kiyaa| jitanA ahaMkAra arpaNa hotA hai, utanA kAma bana jAtA hai| AptavANI - 1 jJAnI puruSa meM dayA nAmaka guNa nahIM hotA, unameM apAra karuNA hotI hai| dayA to ahaMkArI guNa hai| dayA ahaMkArI guNa kaise? dayA dvaMdva guNa hai / dvaMdva arthAt dayA ho, to usameM nirdayatA avazya bharI par3I hotI hai| vaha to jaba nirdayatA bAhara nikale, taba patA calatA hai| taba to sArA bAga ujAr3a detA hai| sAre ke sAre saude kara DAlatA hai| ghara-bAra, bIvI-bacce saba chor3a detA hai| sArA saMsAra dvaMdva guNa meM hai| jaba taka dvaMdvAtIta dazA prApta nahIM huI hai, taba taka saMsAra ke lie dayA kA guNa prazaMsanIya vastu hai / kyoMki vaha usakI nIMva hai phira bhI dayA rakhanI jarUrI hai| magara khuda kI sephasAiDa ke lie bhagavAna kI sephasAiDa ke lie nhiiN| logoM para dayA karane jo nikala par3ate haiM, ve khuda hI dayA ke pAtra haiN| are, tU tere para hI dayA kara na, auroM para dayA kyoM karatA hai? kucha sAdhu saMsArI para tarasa khAte haiN| are! ina saMsAriyoM kA kyA hogA? unakA jo honA hogA, so hogaa| una para tarasa khAnevAlA tU kauna? terA kyA hogA ? abhI terA hI koI ThikAnA nahIM hai, to logoM ke lie ThikAnA DhUMDhane kyoM nikalA hai ? yaha to bhayaMkara kaipha hai| saMsAriyoM kA kaipha to tela aura zakkara ke lie lagI katAroM meM ATha ghaMTe khar3e raheM, to utara jAegA, para ina sAdhu mahArAjoM kA kaipha kaise utaregA ? ulaTe bar3hatA hI jaaegaa| niSkaiphI kA mokSa hotA hai, aisA bhagavAna ne kahA hai| kaipha to atyadhika sUkSma ahaMkAra hai, jo bahuta mAra khilAtA hai| sthUla ahaMkAra ko to koI na koI dikhalA degaa| koI kahanevAlA nikala AegA ki chAtI tAnakara kyA ghUma rahA hai? z2arA muMDI nIcI rakhA kara na? to vaha saMbhala jaaegaa| para yaha sUkSma ahaMkAra, 'maiM kucha jAnatA hU~, maiMne kucha sAdhana pA liyA hai, maiM kucha jAnatA hU~', aisA kaipha to kabhI nahIM jaanevaalaa| 'jAna liyA' kise kahate haiM? jJAna prakAza ho taba aura prakAza meM Thokara lagatI hai? yaha to paga-paga para ThokareM lagatI haiM, vaha 'jAna liyA' kaise kahalAegA? khuda hI ajJAna dazA meM ThokareM khAtA ho, use dUsaroM para tarasa khAne kA kyA adhikAra hai? ahaMkAra kA jahara kucha prApti kA ahaMkAra AyA ki gira hI par3A smjho| jJAna kA 122
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________________ AptavANI - 1 ahaMkAra yadi hamAre mahAtmAoM ko ho jAe, to 'dAdAjI' haiM isalie gira nahIM par3ate, para jJAnAvaraNa AtA hai| daivIzaktioM kA AvirbhAva huA ho aura ahaMkAra ho jAe, to jitanA Upara car3hA ho utanA hI nIce giranevAlA hai / daivIzakti ke AdhAra para ho aura maiMne kiyA, aisA ahaMkAra kare, to adhogati meM jAtA hai| daivIzakti kA durupayoga kare, to bhI adhogati hotI hai| daivI ahaMkAra kA rIekzana Ae, taba narkagati hotI hai| 123 choTe baccoM kA ahaMkAra suSupta dazA meM hotA haiN| ahaMkAra to hotA hai, magara vaha kampresa hokara rahA hotA hai| vaha to jyoM-jyoM bar3A hotA jAtA hai, tyoM-tyoM bAhara AtA hai| choTe baccoM ke khoTe ahaMkAra ko yadi pAnI nahIM diyA jAe, tabhI ve sayAne hote haiN| unake khoTe ahaMkAra ke poSaNa ke lie ApakI ora se khurAka nahIM mile, to bacce suMdara aura saMskArI hote haiN| saMsAra ke logoM ke sAtha ulajhaneM paidA mata krnaa| loga to apane ahaMkAra kA poSaNa khojate haiM, isalie yadi ulajhaneM paidA nahIM karanI hoM, to unakA ahaMkAra poSakara Age nikala jAnA varnA ApakA rAstA ruka jaaegaa| ahaMkArI manuSya ahaMkAra se ulajhaneM khar3I karatA hai| use lobha kI gA~Tha nahIM pdd'tii| U~cI vicArazakti, samajhane kI zakti ho, vaha kalcarDa kahalAtA hai| kalcarDa meM ahaMkAra kA jahara bahuta hotA hai| mamatA kA jahara bhI bahuta bAdhaka hai| mamatA chUTe, magara ahaMkAra chUTe aisA nahIM hai| kaI AtmahatyA kara lete haiM, vaha bhayaMkara ahaMkAra hai| ahaMkAra bhagna ho, kisI jagaha se use z2arA sA bhI poSaNa nahIM mile, aisI sthiti meM Akhira AtmahatyA karate haiN| isase bhayaMkara adhogati bA~dhate haiN| ahaMkAra jitanA kama hotA hai, utanI gati U~cI hotI hai aura ahaMkAra jitanA jyAdA hotA hai, utanI gati nIcI hotI hai| koI jIva mArane kA ahaMkAra karatA hai, to koI jIva bacAne kA ahaMkAra karatA hai| bhagavAna ne donoM ko ahaMkArI batAyA hai, kyoMki kisI 124 AptavANI - 1 meM bhI jIva ko mArane kI yA bacAne kI zakti hI nahIM hai| yaha usakI sattA meM hI nahIM hai| khAlI ahaMkAra hI karate haiM ki maiMne jIva ko bacAyA, maiMne jIva ko mAra ddaalaa| donoM hI ahaMkArI haiN| bacAnevAle kI acchI gati aura mAranevAle kI adhogati hotI hai| donoM meM baMdhana to hai hI / siMha bar3A ahaMkArI hotA hai| siMha to tiryaMcoM kA rAjA hai| sAre yoniyoM meM bhaTaka bhaTakakara AyA hai, para kahIM sukha nahIM milA, isalie aba jaMgala meM ahaMkAra kI garjanAe~ aura vilApa karatA hai| chUTane kI icchA hai, para mArga nahIM mila rhaa| mArga milanA ati ati durlabha hai aura usameM bhI 'mokSadAtA' kA saMyoga A milanA to ati ati durlabha hai| anekoM saMyoga mile aura bikhara gae para jJAnI kA saMyoga mile, to sadA ke lie hala nikala aae| ahaMkAra kA samAdhAna yaha rUpaka jo dikhAI detA hai, vaha saMsAra nahIM hai| ahaMkAra hI saMsAra hai| isalie aise saMsAra meM kucha na bhI rahA, to usameM Apatti kyA hai? eka AdamI ne hamAre sAtha pA~ca sau rupaye kA dhokhA kiyA ho aura lauTAne ke samaya para hamAre ahaMkAra kA samAdhAna nahIM karatA, to rupaye vApasa lene ko hama usa para kesa karake use hilA dete haiN| para yadi phira vaha Akara hamAre paira pakar3a le aura roe, gir3agir3Ae, to hamArA ahaMkAra saMtuSTa hotA hai, ataH hama use chor3a dete hai / yaha ahaMkAra to aisA hai ki kisI ko bhI vaha jahA~ baiThA ho, usa baiThaka ke lie abhAva nahIM hone detaa| eka maz2adUra taka ahaMkAra ko lekara apane jhoMpar3e se hI mamatA rakhatA hai, sukha letA hai| Akhira aisA ahaMkAra karake bhI sukha mAnatA hai ki hama kuttoM, jAnavaroM se to sukhI haiM na? ahaMkAra se hara koI, use jo kucha prApta huA ho usameM abhAva nahIM hone detaa| ahaMkAra se bheda par3ate haiM, saMpradAya banate haiN| jJAnI puruSa nirahaMkArI hote haiM, unase to sAre saMpradAya eka ho jAte haiN| bheda DAlakara, rAmarAjya bhugatanA vaha to ahaMkAriyoM kA kAma hI hai|
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________________ AptavANI-1 125 126 AptavANI-1 aTakAva aura sensiTivanesa kitane hI loga bahuta sensiTiva (saMvedanazIla) hote haiN| sensiTivanesa (saMvedanazIlatA) ahaMkAra kA pratyakSa guNa hai| vyavahAra kI koI bAta ho rahI ho aura maiM pUchU ki bar3audA se lauTate kyA jhaMjhaTa huI thI? usameM bIca meM koI bola uThe, to vaha sensiTiva mAla kahalAtA hai| aTakAva bhI vizeSa rUpa se ahaMkAra ko lekara hI hotA hai| aTakAva arthAt ghoDA bar3A tAkatavara ho, para masjida yA kabra jaisI jagaha Ae, to vahIM aTaka jAtA hai, Age calatA hI nhiiN| vahI aTakAva hai| pratyeka manuSya ko aTakAva hotA hI hai| aTakAva ne hI sabhI ko bhaTakAyA hai| aTakane se bhaTakanA. bhaTakane se laTakanA ho gayA hai| hama chiTakanA sikhalAte haiN| aTakane kA ahaMkAra calegA, para sensiTiva kA ahaMkAra nahIM clegaa| vaha jaba taka rahegA, taba taka pragati nahIM hogii| aTakAva to dekhane se chUTa jAtA hai, para sensiTiva ke guNa ko to z2ora dekara, bahuta jAgRta rahakara, breka lagAkara tor3eM taba hI jaaegaa| mAla jaisA bharA hai, vaisA hI nikalegA magara use dekhate rhnaa| jJAnI ne saMpUrNa prakAzaghana AtmA diyA hai, phira bhI ma~ha besvAda ho jAe usakA kAraNa kyA hai? aTakAva aura sensiTivanesa hone kI vajaha se| sensiTiva manuSya kA to AtmA ekAkAra ho jAtA hai, tanmayAkAra ho jAtA hai| zuddhAtmA tanmayAkAra hotA hai| zuddhAtmA tanmayAkAra ho jAtA hai, isalie besvAda lagatA hai| Apa kisa ora jhuke haiM yaha jaannaa| Apa prakAzamArga para calate hoM, jJAnamArga para calate hoM, to vahA~ aMdhakAra kyoM dikhAI detA hai? aTakAva aura sensiTiva hone kI vajaha se| use jAnane se hI yaha sensiTiva guNa calA jAtA hai| Apa jo mAla bharakara lAe haiM use dekhane aura jAnane se calA hI jaaegaa| jJAtA-dRSTA rhnaa| aTakAva kA isase nAza ho jAegA, para sensiTivanesa jaldI nahIM jaaegii| sensiTiva haA, to aMdara ilekTrisiTI utpanna hotI hai| phalataH aMdara (zarIra meM) cinagAriyA~ ur3atI haiM aura anaMta jIva mara jAte hai| jAgRti vizeSa rahe, to kucha bhI bAdhaka nahIM honevAlA, bhare hue mAla kA nipaTArA ho jaaegaa| bAta meM kucha dama nahIM hai aura yaha aTakAva aura sensiTiva kA mAla bharA par3A hai| aMtaHkaraNa kA saMcAlana yaha saMsAra kisa se khaDA hai? aMta:karaNa meM mana zora macAe, to khuda phona uThA letA hai aura 'hailo, hailo' karatA hai| citta kA phona uThA letA hai, buddhi kA phona ahaMkAra uThA letA hai, islie| mana-buddhi-cittaahaMkAra kyA dharma nibhAte haiM, use dekhie aura jaanie| 'hameM' kisI kA phona lenA nahIM lenA hai| A~kha, kAna, nAka Adi kyA-kyA dharma nibhAte haiM usake hama 'jnyaataa-dRssttaa'| yadi mana kA yA citta kA yA kisI kA bhI phona uThA liyA, to saba jagaha TakarAva ho jaaegaa| vaha to jisakA phona ho, use 'hailo' karane denA, 'khuda mata krnaa| Apane kabhI khAne ke bAda patA lagAyA hai ki A~toM aura peTa meM kyA hotA hai? sAre avayava apane guNadharma meM hI haiN| kAna unake sunane ke guNadharma meM nahIM hote, to sunAI nahIM detaa| nAka usake guNadharma meM nahIM hotI, to sugaMdha aura durgaMdha AtI nhiiN| usI prakAra mana-buddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra sabhI apane guNadharma meM ThIka se calate haiM ki nahIM usakA dhyAna rakhanA hai| 'khuda' 'zuddhAtmA' meM raheM, to koI harja nahIM hai| aMta:karaNa usake guNadharma meM rahe, jaise ki mana paimphaleTa dikhAne kA kAma kare, citta phoTo dikhAe, buddhi Disijana le aura ahaMkAra hastAkSara kara de, to saba ThIka calatA hai| ve unake guNadharma meM raheM aura zaddhAtmA apane guNadharma meM rahe, jJAtA-dRSTA pada meM rahe, to koI parezAnI nahIM hai| pratyeka apane-apane guNadharma meM hI haiN| aMta:karaNa meM kauna-kauna se guNadharma bigar3e hue haiM, vaha dekhate rahanA aura bigar3e huoM ko kaise sudhAranA, itanA hI karanA hai| para khuda kahe ki maiMne vicAra kiyA, maiM hI bolatA hU~, maiM hI karatA huuN| ye hAtha-paira bhI apane dharma meM haiM, para kahatA hai ki maiM claa| mAtra ahaMkAra hI karatA hai aura ahaMkAra ko hI khada kA AtmA mAnA hai, isakA hI bavAla hai| mana ke guNadharma bigar3e hoM, to usakA patA calatA hai ki nahIM calatA? calatA hai| ghara meM koI bur3hiyA AI ho aura sArA dina kicakica karatI ho, para pA~ca-paMdraha dina usake sAtha koI jhaMjhaTa nahIM kareM,
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________________ AptavANI - 1 127 to Adata par3a jaaegii| vaise hI mana meM bArUda golA phUTatA hai aura usake AdI ho gae haiM, isalie patA nahIM calatA ki yaha kauna-sA bArUda phUTa rahA hai? koI asara hI nahIM hotA hai| ulaTA-sIdhA bArUda ikaTThA ho gayA hai| hama samajheM ki yaha phUlajhar3I hai, aura phUTatI hai raoNkeTa kI taraha / vaise hI mana meM bhI aisA ulaTA-sIdhA bharA thA, vaisA phUTatA hai| bur3hiyA kI taraha mana ke sAtha jhaMjhaTa nahIM kareM, to Adata par3a jaaegii| mana kI kica-kica kA bur3hiyA kI kica-kica kI taraha koI khAsa asara nahIM hotA / 'hamArA' to ina mana-buddhi- citta aura ahaMkAra ke sAtha 'jJAtA jJeya' kA nAtA hai| hama jJAtA aura aMtaHkaraNa jnyey| jJeya-jJAtA saMbaMdha, zAdI saMbaMdha nhiiN| isalie alaga hI rahatA hai vaha 'hama' se / yaha jo loga hipnoTAiz2a karate haiM, vaha aMta:karaNa para hotA hai| aMtaHkaraNa ke sabhI bhAgoM ko jhar3apa letA hai| pahale citta ko jhar3apatA hai, phira dUsare jhar3apa meM A jAte haiN| aMta:karaNa para asara ho taba bAhyakaraNa para asara hotA hai| pahalA asara aMtaHkaraNa para hotA hai| mana zUnya ho, taba bAhyakaraNa usake kahane ke anusAra baratatA hai| hipnoTAiz2a hone ke bAda khuda ko patA nahIM cltaa| khuda zUnya ho jAtA hai, phira hoza meM Ane para kyA huA thA, vaha yAda taka nahIM aataa| sAre aMtaHkaraNa kI zUnyatA ho jAe, vahA~ hoza hI nahIM rahatA na? hara kisI para hipnoTiz2ama nahIM ho sktaa| vaha bhI hisAba ho tabhI ho sakatA hai| yaha to rUpaka hai| hipnoTiz2ama kA asara kucha samaya taka rahatA hai, z2yAdA nahIM raha sakatA / deha ke sAtha aMta:karaNa kI bheMTa rakhakara, eka hI ghaMTA jJAnI puruSa ke sAtha baiTheM, to saMsAra kA mAlika ho sakatA hai| hama usa eka ghaMTe meM to Apake sAre pApoM ko bhasmIbhUta karake, Apake hAthoM meM divyacakSu de dete haiM, zuddhAtmA banA dete haiN| phira Apa jahA~ jAnA cAheM, vahA~ jAie na! yaha jJAna to TheTha mokSa meM pahu~cane taka sAtha hI rhegaa| yahA~ hamArI hAz2irI meM aMta:karaNa kI zuddhi hotI rahatI hai| usameM duHkha hote hoM, ve baMda ho jAte haiM, uparAMta zuddhi hotI hai| usa zuddhi se to saccA AnaMda utpanna hotA hai! sadA kI zAMti hotI hai| AptavANI - 1 praznakartA: ye bhakta mAlA pherate haiM, taba aMta:karaNa kI kyA kriyAe~ cAlU hotI haiM? mana meM japa karate haiN| bAhara hAtha se motI phirAte haiM aura citta phira anya kriyAoM meM lagA hotA hai| yaha kyA hai? usa samaya kauna-sA mana kArya karatA hai? 128 dAdAzrI mana meM eka bAra nakkI kareM ki mAlA pheranI hai, usake bAda mAlA pheranA apane Apa zurU ho jAtA hai| hAtha apanA kArya karate haiM, usa samaya aMta:karaNa meM mana aura ahaMkAra kAryarata hote haiN| citta kA ThikAnA nahIM hotaa| citta bAhara bhaTakatA hotA hai| usa samaya yaha mAlA maiMne phirAI aisA ahaMkAra karate haiM, jisase agale janma ke lie bIja DAlate haiN| Aja jo karatA hai vaha kampalITa DiscArja hai| yaha DiscArja ho rahA hai aura vaha usa para abhiprAya detA hai| jaisA abhiprAya baMdhatA hai, vaisA phala AtA hai| acchI bhAvanA se abhiprAya bAMdhe ki yaha mAlA pheratA hU~ para citta ThikAne nahIM rahatA, citta ThikAne rahe, to acchA, to agale janma meM vaisA mila AtA hai aura koI kahe ki yaha mAlA pheranA jaldI pUrA ho jAe, to acchaa| vaha aisA abhiprAya bA~dhatA hai, isalie use agale janma meM mAlA pheranA jaldI pUrA ho jAe, aisA prApta hotA hai| jaisA abhiprAya baratatA hai vaisA agale janma kA bIja botA hai| vahIM para cArja hotA hai| ye bacce jaba par3hate haiM, taba mana- -buddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra, cAroM hAz2ira raheM, to eka hI bAra par3hanA pdd'e| dobArA par3hanA hI nahIM pdd'e| para ye to par3hate yahA~ hai aura citta krikeTa meM hotA hai, isalie sArA par3hA par3hAyA vyartha jAtA hai| isa khaTiyA kA eka pAyA yadi TUTA ho, to kyA ho? kaisA pariNAma Ae? aisA isa aMta:karaNa kA bhI hai| kavi ne gAyA hai, 'bhIr3amAM ekAMta evI svapnamaya sRSTimAM, sUNanAro 'huM' ja ne gAnAro 'huM' ja chu / ' bhIr3a meM ekAMta aisI svapnamayI sRSTi meM, sunanevAlA 'maiM' hI aura gAnevAlA 'maiM' hI huuN|
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________________ AptavANI - 1 muMbaI kI lokala Trena meM zAma ke samaya acchI bhIr3a hotI hai, idhara se aura udhara se dhakke mila rahe hoM, taba mana-buddhi- citta aura ahaMkAra, sabhI bhIr3a meM bure pha~se hote haiM, sabhI engejDa hote haiN| 'svayaM ko ' (zuddhAtmA ko) usa samaya dekhane aura jAnane kA sahI maz2A AtA hai| taba vaha akelA par3a jAtA hai aura tabhI usakI sahI svataMtratA milatI hai| jitanI bhIr3a adhika aura jJeya adhika, utanI 'jJAtA' kI 'jJAnazakti' bhI gaz2aba kI khilatI hai| asala meM bhIr3a meM ho, taba dUsarI ora 'jJAtA' bhI sahI mAnoM meM khilatA hai, saMpUrNa prakAza meM AtA hai| jitanA skopa bar3hA utanI zakti bddh'ii| kucha to saba chor3akara jaMgala meM jAte haiN| magara sahI maz2A bhIr3a meM hI hai| bAhara bhIr3a, bhItara bhIr3a, saba jagaha bhIr3a ho, taba zuddhAtmA sahI mAnoM meM akelA par3atA hai| taba vaha kahIM para z2arA-sA bhI tanmayAkAra nahIM hotaa| jo ki aisA, svarUpajJAna kI prApti ke bAda hI saMbhava hai| 129 aicchika aura anivArya saMsAra kaise cala rahA hai, yaha samajha meM Ae aisA nahIM hai| isa saMsAra meM sabhI anivArya hai aura unheM aicchika mAnakara calate haiM, isalie pha~se haiN| janme - vaha anivArya, par3hAI kI vaha anivArya, zAdI kI vaha anivArya aura mareMge - vaha bhI anivArya / eka aMza bhI aicchika kA, are ! eka samaya bhI aicchika kA kisI ne jAnA ho, aisA manuSya varlDa meM durlabha hai| khuda ke puruSa hone ke bAda hI usakI svataMtra marajI utpanna hotI hai| aura tabhI se use anivAryatAvAle saMsAra meM aicchikatA utpanna hotI hai| puruSa hone ke pazcAt hI puruSArtha ho sakatA hai| janma se lekara arthI taka sabhI anivArya hI haiN| are! anaMta janmoM taka anivArya meM hI bhaTake ho aura usameM hI bhaTakanA hai, yadi chuTakArA karAnevAle jJAnI puruSa nahIM mileM to! baccoM ko bar3e karanA, par3hAnA, zAdI karavAnA, yaha bApa kA farz2a hai / anivArya arthAt DayUTI bAunDa aura aicchika arthAt vila bAunDa | AptavANI - 1 loga anivArya ko aicchika mAnate haiN| are, terI viliMganesa (sahamati ) jisa ora hai, usa ora saMsAra baMdhana ho rahA hai| anivArya jo hai, usameM aicchika kA citraNa kara rahe haiN| jise parivartita kiyA jA sake, vaha vipAvara hai / kaI lar3ake bApa se jabAna lar3Ate haiM, taba bApa gusse hotA hai aura saba kaha sunAtA hai, 'maiMne tujhe par3hAyA-likhAyA, bar3A kiyaa|' are, usameM tUne nayA kyA kiyA? vaha to anivArya thA ! terA jo ho, vaha kaha de na? 130 devagati meM kreDiTa bhugatane jAnA par3e, vaha bhI anivArya hai| usI prakAra DebiTa bhugatanA bhI anivArya hai| Apa sarvisa karate haiM, vaha aicchika hai? nahIM anivArya hai| Apane apanI koI icchita vastu kI ho aisA lagatA hai Apako? yaha to jo kucha hotA hai, vaha yadi icchA ke anurUpa hotA hai, to mAna lete haiM ki aicchika hai aura icchA ke pratirUpa hotA hai, to kahate haiM ki anivArya hai| are! donoM hI anivArya haiN| icchA bhI anivArya hai| ye sArI kriyAe~ rokI jA sakeM, aisI nahIM haiN| sabhI anivArya haiN| aura niraMtara baMdhana rUpa haiN| maraz2I se kiyA, nAmaraz2I se kiyA vaha to kalpanA hai| aicchika jo hai, usakI samajha nahIM haiN| anivArya meM sArA kA sArA karttApana ur3a jAtA hai| jaba ki aicchika meM khuda karttA bana baiThatA hai / aicchika mAnanA igoiz2ama hI hai| kamAI ho, to kahatA hai ki maiMne kamAyA aura ghATA ho, to kahatA hai 'bhagavAna ne kiyaa|' yahI darzAtA hai ki yaha virodhAbhAsa hai, Igoiz2ama hai| saMsAra ko aicchika mAnate haiM, isalie pApa-puNya bA~dhate haiN| yadi anivArya mAneM, to kucha bhI nahIM ba~dha zAdI racAI vaha anivArya hai yA aicchika ? praznakartA: pahale aicchika lagatA thA, aba anivArya lagatA hai| dAdAzrI : yaha ApakA nAma hai, vaha anivArya hai yA aicchika hai? anivArya hI hai, kyoMki bacapana se hI diyA gayA hai| usI nAma se calAnA par3atA hai| pasaMda ho yA nApasaMda ho para usase chuTakArA nahIM hai| yaha to
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________________ AptavANI-1 131 132 AptavANI-1 anivArya hai aura apane Apa hI ho jAtA hai| saMsAra ke samasaraNa mArga meM tIsare mIla aura cauthe phalAMga para aisA hI hogaa|' isakA matalaba anivArya rUpa se aisA hI karanA par3atA hai| anivArya meM pulisavAlA DaMDe mArakara karavAtA hai| bAhara jaise pulisavAle haiM, vaise hI bhItara bhI haiN| ataH bhItarI pulisavAle haiM ve, sabhI laTUoM ko ghumAte haiN| eka dina maiM cabUtare para baiThA thA, taba do-cAra loga eka baila ko khIMcakara le jA rahe the, taba baila kI nAka kukhacane ke kAraNa TUTI jA rahI thI aura Upara se, pIche DaMDe barasA rahe the| phira bhI muA khisakatA hI nahIM thaa| isa para maiMne una logoM se pUchA, 'kyoM bhaiyA aisA kyoM karate ho? baila calatA kyoM nahIM hai?' unhoMne batAyA, 'kala baila ko aspatAla le gae the, isalie use usakA Dara baiTha gayA hai| isalie Aja nahIM jaataa|' kucha bhI kare, magara gae bagaira chuTakArA nahIM thaa| nAka khIMce, DaMDe barase aura Ara cubhoe~ aura jAnA par3e usake bajAya sIdhe-sIdhe jAne meM kyA harja thA? DaMDe khAkara bhI Aqhira to karanA hI par3atA hai, usake bajAya khuzI-khuzI kyoM nahIM kareM? saMsAra meM saba anivArya hI hai, isalie cupacApa sIdhe-sIdhe cala n| varnA baila kI taraha tujhe bhI duniyA DaMDe maaregii| jagat kA adhiSThAna sArA saMsAra, 'jagat kA adhiSThAna' khojatA hai, para usakA milanA kaThina hai| 'pratiSThita AtmA' isa saMsAra kA sabase bar3A adhiSThAna hai| Aja jagat kA sahI adhiSThAna naicuralI prakaTa huA hai, hamAre mAdhyama se| Apa khuda 'zuddhAtmA', to dUsarA aMdara rahA kauna? aMdara kI sUkSma kriyAe~ kauna karatA hai? vaha saba pratiSThita AtmA se hotA hai| pratiSThita AtmA yAnI pichale janma meM jo-jo karma kie the, jo-jo pratiSThiAe~ kI thI unase pratiSThita AtmA kA nirmANa huaa| pratiSThiA kaise kI gaI? 'maiM caMdabhAI,''yaha merI deha,' 'yaha merA mana,''jo-jo kucha huA vaha maiMne kiyaa|' ye sArI pratiSThiA huii| vaha phira pratiSThita AtmA hokara, isa janma meM deha meM AtA haiN| dUsare zabdoM meM yaha 'Aropita AtmA' hai| ataH saba jagaha AropaNa karatA hai| visarjana hotA hai, taba sUkSma rUpa se sarjana karA hai, vaha kaise samajha Ae? jo sarjana hotA hai, vaha naye pratiSThita AtmA kA hotA hai| aba isakA kaise patA cale? saMsAra ke jahara, tU lAkha nahIM pInA cAhe, para ve anivArya haiM isalie DaMDe khAkara bhI pIne to par3eMge hii| ronI sUrata karake pIne ke bajAya ha~sate-ha~sate pIkara nIlakaMTha bana jaa| isase terA ahaMkAra rasa, acchI taraha se pighala jAegA aura tU mahAdevajI bana jaaegaa| hama bhI isI taraha mahAdevajI bane haiN| bhagavAna mahAvIra ko bhI tyAga anivArya thaa| unakA aicchika to alaga hI thaa| ve khuda svataMtra hue the, puruSa hue the aura aicchika utpanna huA thaa| magara bAharI bhAga meM anivArya thaa| isalie lakSya nahIM cuke the| patnI ko chor3A, vaha bhI bhagavAna ko anivArya thA, isalie chor3A thaa| loga use aicchika mAnate haiN| hamAre mahAtmA jo anivArya rUpa se karate haiM, vaha vaibhava aura aicchika karate haiM, vaha mokss| vaibhava ke sAtha mokSa, aisA yaha dAdA bhagavAna kA 'akrama jJAna' hai| pratiSThita AtmA kaba kahalAtA hai? jaba ahaMkAra (maiM) aura mamatA (merA) donoM ko sAtha milAe~ tb| 'yaha maiM nahIM hU~' aura 'yaha nahIM hai merA', vaha nirvikArI hai| 'yaha maiM hU~' aura 'yaha merA hai', vaha vikArI saMbaMdha hai| vikArI saMbaMdha pratiSThita AtmA kA hai| zuddhAtmA to nirvikArI hai| pratiSThita AtmA hI yaha saba kara rahA hai| 'zuddhAtmA' kucha bhI nahIM karatA hai| calanA-phiranA, ve sabhI anAtmA ke gaNadharma haiM, AtmA ke nhiiN| AtmA rAta meM bhI sotA nahIM hai aura dina meM bhI sotA nahIM hai| anAtma bhAga sotA hai| jo kriyA karatA hai, vahI sotA hai| jo kriyA karatA hai, use resTa kI jarUrata hai| zuddhAtmA to kriyA karatA hI nahIM, use resTa kI kyA z2arUrata? resTa kauna khojegA? jo resTa meM inTaresTeDa hotA hai| vaha kauna hai? pratiSThita aatmaa| ye sArI kriyAe~ pratiSThita AtmA kI haiN| pratiSThita AtmA ko nIMda ThIka se AI yA ThIka se nahIM AI yaha jAnA kisa ne? usakI kriyAe~ jAnI kisa ne? zuddhAtmA ne| zuddhAtmA, pratiSThita
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________________ AptavANI-1 134 AptavANI-1 AtmA kI kisI bhI kriyA meM dakhala detA hI nahIM hai| kevala dekhatA hai aura jAnatA hai| sArI uThApaTaka to pratiSThita AtmA kI hai| pratiSThita AtmA jo jAnatA hai, vaha jJeya hai aura pratiSThita AtmA ko jo jJeya ke rUpa meM jAnatA hai, vaha zuddhAtmA hai| pratiSThita AtmA kI uThApaTaka kyoM kara hai? kyoMki vaha inTaresTeDa hai| zaddhAtmA ko inTaresTa nahIM hai| vaha to jJAtA-dRSTA aura paramAnaMdI hai| 'zuddhAtmA' sva-para prakAzaka hai, jaba ki pratiSThita AtmA, para prakAzaka hai| 'zaddhAtmA' pratiSThita AtmA ko bhI dekhatA hai aura jAnatA hai, isalie pratiSThita AtmA jJeya hai| zaddhAtmA aura pratiSThita AtmA ke bIca jJAtA-jJeya kA saMbaMdha mAtra hai| ajJAnI pUchegA, taba duHkha kise hotA hai?' are, duHkha tujhe hI hotA hai| tU AtmA nahIM? AtmA hai, magara pratiSThita aatmaa| terA Aropita aatmaa| asala, mUla AtmA, zuddhAtmA ko to tU jAnatA hI nahIM hai, pahacAnA hI nahIM hai| taba phira tujhe, 'vaha', kaise kahA jAe? hA~, tU zaddhAtmA ko jAne, use pahacAne aura usameM hI niraMtara rahe, to tU zuddhAtmA aura yadi tU caMdUlAla aura yaha deha terI hai, to tU pratiSThita aatmaa| ahaMkAra aura mamatA kI pratiSThA kI isalie tU pratiSThita aatmaa| jApAna ke logoM ne moTara bnaaii| cAbI aisI dI kI pA~ca kilomITara ke phAsale para jAkara khar3I rhe| usameM cAra jane savAra he| moTara to cAbI ke AdhAra para cala pdd'ii| cAbI lagAnevAlA jise milane jA rahA thA, vaha bhAI Der3ha kilomITara ke phAsale para rAste meM mila gayA aura kahane lagA, 'jaya saccidAnaMda, are! khar3e raho, khar3e rho|' magara vaha khar3A kaise raha pAtA? cAbI dene ke bAda phira moTara khar3I kaise rahatI, vaha to pA~ca kilomITara ke bAda hI rukegI na? praznakartA : yu Tarna legA vaha to phir| dAdAzrI : vaha to samajha kI bAta hai| use kahe, 'khar3e rho|' aura zeSa aMtara gola gola ghUmakara pUrA kare, garabA gAe! aisA hai yaha saMsAra ! khuda ne cAbI bharI isalie calAnevAle ko bhI garabA gAnA par3atA hai, pratiSThA kare khuda, para jaba naicuralI visarjana hotA hai, taba pha~sa jAtA hai| jo sunatA hai, vaha pratiSThita aatmaa| A~kha se dekhatA hai, vaha pratiSThita aatmaa| pA~ca indriyoM se anubhava karatA hai, vaha pratiSThita aatmaa| pratiSThita AtmA ne kyA jAnA, kyA anubhava kiyA, use jo dekhatA hai aura jAnatA hai, vaha 'shuddhaatmaa'| indriyagamya jJAna vaha pratiSThita AtmA, atindriya jJAna vaha shuddhaatmaa| pratiSThita AtmA inaDAyarekTa, limiTeDa jJAna hai| zuddhAtmA vaha DAyarekTa, analimiTeDa jJAna hai| pratiSThita AtmA dvArA cArja kI huI zaktiyoM kA galana hotA rahatA hai| aMta meM pratiSThita AtmA aura zuddhAtmA donoM sAtha hI alaga par3anevAle haiN| nirvANa hotA hai, taba zuddhAtmA nirAkArI hote hue bhI, aMtima deha ke do tihAI ke pramANa meM hotA hai| saMsAra meM sthUla yA sUkSma kA jo AdAna-pradAna, lenA-denA ho rahA hai, vaha saba pratiSThita AtmA kA hI hai| bAkI na to koI lUTa sakatA hai, na hI koI luTatA hai| yaha to pratiSThita AtmA dvArA kI huI pratiSThiA kA AdAna-pradAna ho rahA hai| pratiSThita AtmA ko jalA deM, to pApa lagatA hai| kyoM? kyoMki usakA hI mAnA huA hai, Aropita hai| tipAI ko jalAne para pApa nahIM lagatA para yadi kisI kA AropaNa ho, kisI ne pratiSThA kI ho ki yaha tipAI merI hai, to bhayaMkara pApa lagatA hai| mamatA bhoktApada meM gar3ha jAtI hai| bhoktApada meM mere pada kA AropaNa karatA hai| bhoktApada meM jo mamatA kI gaI hai, usakA hI yaha sAmAna hai| jaisI pratiSThA kare, vaisA phala milatA hai| sukha kI kare, to sukha milatA hai| pasaMda-nApasaMda, kI gaI pratiSThA ke AdhAra para hotI hai| 'zuddhAtmA' kabhI bhI vedaka huA nahIM hai, kartA huA nahIM hai, bhoktA bhI nahIM huA hai aura hogA bhI nhiiN| vedaka arthAt mmtaa| 'zuddhAtmA' aura vedaka (mamatA) virodhAbhAsa hai| vedaka, karttA yA bhoktA, jo dikhAI detA hai, vaha pratiSThita AtmA hai| cakSugamya yA indriyagamya koI bhI kriyA zuddhAtmA kI nahIM hai| ve sArI kriyAe~ pratiSThita AtmA kI haiN| zuddhAtmA kI kriyA jJAnagamya hai| anaMta jJAna kriyA, anaMta
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________________ AptavANI-1 136 AptavANI-1 darzana kriyA Adi haiN| yaha to jaba khuda zuddhAtmA svarUpa hotA hai, tabhI samajha meM AtA hai| tabhI khuda ko, khuda 'zaddhAtmA' akriya hai, yaha samajha meM AtA hai| jaba taka khuda 'zuddhAtmA svarUpa' haA nahIM, taba taka 'vaha' pratiSThita AtmasvarUpa hai, isalie kartA-bhoktApada meM hai| bhoktApada meM phira kartA bana baiThatA hai aura nayI pratiSThA karake nayA pratiSThita AtmA khar3A karatA hai, nayI mUrti khar3I karatA hai aura paraMparA cAlU hI rahatI hai| zuddhAtmA jJAtA-dRSTA hI hai, para pratiSThita AtmA ne hI yaha sArA gaThana kiyA thA, isalie hI AIne meM pratyeka ko apanA ceharA acchA lagatA hai, varnA nahIM lgtaa| yaha sArA hI citraNa pratiSThita AtmA kA hI hai| pratiSThita AtmA jaba taka 'maiM karatA hU~' aisA mAnatA hai, taba taka pratiSThA karatA hai| pratyeka manuSya apanA agalA janma khuda hI gar3hatA hai| Apa jaisI pratiSThA kareMge, vaise bneNge| khuda kI hI pratiSThA, vahI pratiSThita AtmA hai aura vahI ina sabhI kA kartA, vyavahAra AtmA hai| 'satya' kI khoja ke lie sArA saMsAra bhaTaka rahA hai| jo paramAtmA khuda meM prakAzamAna ho rahe haiM, vaha 'sat' hai| magara varlDa meM kisI ko bhI AtmA milA ho, aisA koI isa samaya nahIM hai aura jo milA hai, vaha rileTiva AtmA hai, para vaha bhI, rileTiva AtmA pUrNarUpa se milA nahIM hai| rileTiva AtmA hI pratiSThita AtmA hai| 'pratiSThita AtmA ke hAthoM meM bhAvanA karane ke sivAya aura koI zakti nahIM hai|' avyavahAra rAzi meM jitane AtmA haiM, ve pratiSThita AtmA ke sAthasAtha hI hote haiN| avyavahAra rAzi ke jIva arthAt aise jIva jinakA nAma taka nahIM par3A hai, ve jIva / jIva vyavahAra rAzi meM Ae, taba usakA nAma par3atA hai (jaise zaivAla, cIMTI Adi), vahA~ se phira usakA vyavasthita zurU hotA hai| aMta:karaNa kA mAlika pratiSThita AtmA hai, para vaha una se alaga hai| mana-buddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra, una sabhI se alaga hai| mana kahe ki eka kArya karanA hai, para pratiSThita AtmA kahatA hai ki yaha nahIM karanA haiM, to vaha nahIM hotA hai| isameM jo bhAva hai vaha pratiSThita AtmA hai| zuddhAtmA jJAtA-dRSTA hai| aMdara icchA hotI hai, vahA~ pratiSThita AtmA kArya karatA hai| mana ke sAtha, pratiSThita AtmA eka ho jAe, use zuddhAtmA jAnatA hai aura alaga rahatA hai, use bhI zaddhAtmA jAnatA hai| ajJAnI manuSya bhI pratiSThita AtmA ko mana se alaga karake, yogabala dvArA kucha zaktiyA~ prApta karatA hai| ___ 'zuddhAtmA pada' kI prApti ke bAda aba hama pratiSThA nahIM karate haiN| pahale kI, kI gaI pratiSThA hai, isalie vyavahAra calatA hai| hamAre zabdoM meM niraMhakAra hai| nayA citraNa honA baMda ho jAtA hai, vaha adbhuta vastu hai| eka janma yadi pratiSThA nahIM ho, to kAma hI bana jAe na? jJAnI kA pratiSThita AtmA aura mithyAtvI kA pratiSThita AtmA, unameM kyA aMtara hai? jJAnI kA 'maiM' zuddhAtmA ko hI pahu~catA hai, usake lie hI hai| jaba ki mithyAtvI kA 'maiM' pratiSThita AtmA ke lie hI hai| jJAnI meM. jo yaha saba parAyA hai, aisA jAnatA hai, vaha zuddhAtmA hai| 'jJAnI' pratiSThita AtmA ko bhI parAyA jAnatA hai, jaba ki mithyAtvI meM yaha saba parAyA hai aisA jo jAnatA hai, vaha pratiSThita AtmA hai| praznakartA : saMsAra vyavahAra meM jo cetana kharca hotA hai, vaha 'zuddhAtmA' kA hai? dAdAzrI: yaha saMsAra vyavahAra meM kAma meM liyA jA rahA cetana. pratiSThita AtmA kA hai| 'zuddhAtmA' kA to z2arA-sA bhI kucha jAnevAlA nahIM hai aura kharca honevAlA nahIM hai| beTarI cArjiMga sTezana hotA hai, vahA~ ve beTarI cArja kara detA hai, usameM unakI zaktiyA~ kama nahIM hotI hai| ye sabhI cAhe kaise bhI karma kareM, cAhe jisa yoni meM janmeM, sonA vahI kA vahI hai, mAtra gar3hAI kA nukasAna hai| bhaiMsA gar3hA, to bhaiMse kI gar3hAI gii| anaMta janma narka meM phirA hai, para sonA ninyAnave pratizata nahIM huA, zata-pratizata zuddha hI rahA hai| yaha jo vRddhi-hAni hotI hai, vaha to pratiSThita AtmA kI hotI hai| cArja-DiscArja jo hotA hai, vaha pratiSThita
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________________ AptavANI-1 137 138 AptavANI-1 AtmA kA, mizra cetana kA hotA hai, zuddhAtmA kA nhiiN| patthara kI mUrti meM pratiSThA kI jAtI hai, vaha lambe arase taka phala diyA karatI hai na? pratiSThA kI kitanI bar3I zakti hai? are! lohe ko bhI ur3A de| isa saMsAra kI sAyansa kI jitanI bhI khojeM haiM, ve sabhI pratiSThita AtmA kI haiN| pratiSThita AtmA kI itanI sArI zaktiyA~ haiM, to zuddhAtmA kI anaMta zaktiyoM kI to bAta hI kyA karanA? AtmA meM itanI sArI zakti hai ki isa dIvAra meM pratiSThA kare, to dIvAra bola uThe aisA hai| pratiSThita AtmA bhI itanA zuddha hai ki vaha soca nahIM sktaa| vicAra to mana kA svarUpa hai| graMthi phUTane para vicAradazA prApta hotI hai| dharma ke vicAra yA corI karane ke vicAra Ate haiM, ve mana kI gA~The haiN| pratiSThita AtmA yadi vicAra kara sakatA, to buddhi hI nahIM rhtii| to phira kampyuTara jaisA ho jaataa| pratiSThita AtmA jo aMta:kriyA kare vaha aMta:karaNa, phira bAhyakaraNa meM aisA hI hotA hai| jise aMta:karaNa dekhanA AyA, use bAhyakaraNa kA patA cala jAtA hai| para mana-buddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra ko dekhanA AnA caahie| mana-buddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra pratiSThita AtmA ke hisse haiM athavA aMta:karaNa pratiSThita AtmA se hai| aMta:karaNa jaisA dikhAtA hai, vaisA bAhyakaraNa meM-bAhara rUpaka meM AtA hai| aMta:karaNa ke sAtha dimAga bhI hai para vaha sthUla hai, jaba ki aMta:karaNa sUkSma hai| aMtara meM jo jo kriyAe~ hotI haiM, ve pratiSThita AtmA ke AdhAra para hotI udAharaNa ke taura para pItala ko baphiMga kareM, to sone jaisA hI dikhatA hai, sone ke sAre lakSaNa dikhate haiM, para vaha to sunAra ke pAsa le jAne para patA calatA hai| sunAra pahale jA~ca karatA hai ki usameM sone ke guNadharma haiM yA nahIM? yadi nahIM haiM, to vaha sonA nahIM ho sktaa| lakSaNa sone jaise hone ke bAvajUda guNadharma sone ke nahIM hone ke kAraNa vaha sonA nahIM ho sktaa| usI prakAra cetana ke lakSaNa dikhAI deM, para cetana kA eka bhI guNadharma nahIM ho, to use cetana kaise kaheM? hama use nizcetana cetana batAte haiN| pItala sonA jaisA hI dikhAI detA hai, para jaba jaMga lage, taba bola uThatA hai, vaise hI sonA bhI bola uThatA hai| yaha deha jo hai, vaha nizcetana cetana hai| 'hama' zuddha cetana haiN| pahale pratiSThA kI thI, isalie pratiSThita AtmA kahalAtA hai, vahI pratiSThita cetana hai| yA to cetana acchA, yA to acetana acchA, para ardhacetana acchA nahIM, kyoMki usameM sAre lakSaNa cetana ke hI haiN| bhagavAna ne kahA thA ki bAvar3I meM jAkara spaMdana karanA, para mizracetana ke Age spaMdana mata krnaa| mizracetana ke sAtha svAbhAvika vyavahAra ho, usameM takalIpha nahIM hai, para vahA~ para slipa nahIM honA caahie| koI phisale taba hama use sAvadhAna karate haiN| mizracetana ke sAtha vyavahAra ho, vahA~ hama Tokate haiN| acetana ho, vahA~ harja nahIM hai| yaha bIr3I hai, vaha acetana hai, vahA~ para hama Apatti nahIM utthaate| bahIkhAte meM citrita hai, vaha to hisAba hai| hisAba cukatA nahIM kareM, to bhItarI paramANa zora macAe~ge, dimAga bigar3a jaaegaa| yaha mizracetana bIca meM Ae, to hama sAvadhAna karate haiN| are, ahaMkAra karake bhI baca nikala, gAphila rahe vaha nahIM cltaa| sAvadhAna nahIM rahe, to dUsare janma bigdd'eNge| yaha sinemA kyA hama para dAvA dAyara karatA hai ki hamAre sAtha bhoga kyoM bhogate ho? nhiiN| vaha dAvA dAyara nahIM karatA, kyoMki vaha acetana hai| jaba ki mizracetana to dAvA karatA hai, kyoMki usake bhItara ThaMDaka nahIM hai| usake bhItara bhArI jalana hai, isalie vaha dAvA dAyara karatA hai| bhItara mUrti meM pratiSThA karane para 'mUrta bhagavAna' milate haiM, amUrta meM pratiSThA karane para 'amUrta bhagavAna' milate haiN| nizcetana cetana sArI duniyA jise cetana kahatI hai, use hama nizcetana cetana kahate haiN| kyoMki dikhatA to hai cetana, lakSaNa cetana ke haiM, para cetana kA eka bhI guNa nahIM hai, phira use cetana kaise kaheM?
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________________ AptavANI-1 139 140 AptavANI-1 yadi ThaMDaka ho, to harja nhiiN| mizracetana ke lie jarA-sA bhI ulaTA vicAra AyA ki turaMta use miTA denA caahie| pratikramaNa karake nikAla bAhara karanA par3atA hai| para acetana ke lie pratikramaNa nahIM kareM, to clegaa| mizracetana mokSa to nahIM pAne detA, para aMdara jo sukha AtA ho, usameM bhI avarodha karatA hai| sinemA yA jIbha kI phAila roga paidA nahIM karatI, para mizracetana se hI roga paidA hotA hai| pakaur3e rUThate nahIM, para mizracetana binA rUThe rahatA hai kyA? mizracetana se sArA saMsAra khar3A hai| mizracetana bleka hola jaisA hai| yadi vaha vyavahAra hI baMda ho jAe, to phira hai koI upAdhi? mukta mana se baiTha sakeM, aisI sephasAiDa kara lenaa| mana yadi AvAz2a de ki pakaur3e khAne haiM aura khilA die, to phira mukta mana se baiThane degaa| jaba ki mizracetana baiThane nahIM detaa| satsaMga meM bhI kA~Te kI taraha cubhatA rahatA hai| Apa jo baratate haiM, vaha do hissoM meM hai, eka to nizcacetana cetana aura dUsarA cetana, para Apa khuda nizcetana cetana ko cetana mAnate haiN| magara donoM bhAga miksacara svarUpa meM haiM, kaMpAunDa svarUpa nahIM hai, varnA donoM ke guNadharma naSTa ho jaate| nizcetana cetana mikenikala cetana haiN| bAhara kA sabhI bhAga mikenikala hai| sthUla mazInarI ko haiMDala mAranA par3atA hai, jaba ki sUkSma mazInarI ko tU haiMDala mArakara hI lAyA hai| Aja IMdhana bharatA rahatA hai, para haiMDala mAranA nahIM pdd'taa| sUkSma mazInarI. mikenikala cetana hai. para vahA~ 'maiMne kiyA' aisA garva karatA hai, isalie cArja hotA hai aura agale janma ke bIja par3ate haiN| sArA saMsAra acetana ko cetana mAnatA hai aura kriyA meM AtmA mAnatA hai| kriyA meM AtmA hotA nahIM aura AtmA meM kriyA nahIM hotii| para yaha bAta kaise samajha pAe? saMsAra ko to acetana cetana calAtA hai| cetana alaga hai, acetana bhI alaga hai aura saMsAra ko jo calAtA hai, vaha bhI alaga hai| vaha vibhAvika guNa hai| jo calAtA hai, vaha bhI alaga hai| vaha vibhAvika guNa hai, jo acetana cetana hai| vibhAvika guNa yAnI AtmA kI bhrAMti se utpanna hotA hai, aisA vaha, calAyamAna huA mishrcetn| manuSya deha mokSa kA adhikArI DArvina ne 'ivaoNlyuzana thyorI' likhI magara vaha pUrNa nahIM hai| kucha aMzo taka sahI hai| manuSya gati ke bAda vakra gati hotI hai, yaha usane jAnA nahIM, isalie pUrNa thyorI nahIM de paayaa| manuSya deha ke alAvA aura koI deha nahIM hai, jo mokSa kI adhikArI ho| manuSya deha mile aura mokSa prApti ke sAdhana saMyoga pUrNa rUpa se A mileM, to kAma ho jAe, para Aja ke manuSya to nizcetana cetana haiN| dUsare zabdoM meM kahU~, to laTU svarUpa haiN| loga jise bhAvamana, dravya mana mAnate haiM, vaha to nizcetana cetana hai| zuddha cetana to jJAnI puruSa deM, vahI hai| bAkI to saba mazInarI hai. mikenikala hai| yaha to mazInarI calatI hai. use kahatA hai maiM calAtA haiM! yaha to khAlI igoijama karatA hai ki maiMne yaha kiyaa| mana gA~Tho kA banA hai| gA~Tho meM phala AnA yAnI rUpaka meM aanaa| phala yadi mizracetana ke sAtha kA rahA, to bvaal| mizracetana ke sAtha arthAt hama chor3a deM, taba bhI sAmanevAlA nahIM chodd'taa| jaba ki acetana ko Apane chor3a diyA, to basa koI jhaMjhaTa nhiiN| mAinDa (mana) DaoNkTara ko dikhAI de aisA nahIM hai, para jJAnI ko dikhAI de aisA hai| mAinDa isa kampaliTalI phij'ikl| jaba ki sabakaoNnziyasa mAinDa hai, vaha nizcetana cetana hai| nizcetana cetana pada ko dvaita kaha sakate haiM, use jIva kaha sakate haiM para cetana nahIM kaha skte| hamAre mahAtmAoM ko zaddha cetana milA hai| hamArI deha to nizcetana cetana hai aura hama 'khuda' cetana haiN| jaba taka zuddha cetana nahIM huA, taba taka tU nizcetana cetana hai| sabhI nizcetana cetana hI haiM, phira cAhe sAdhu hoM yA sNnyaasii| manuSya, tithaMca, nArakIya jIva, devatA sAre hI nizcetana cetana yAnI laTU hI haiN| jaba taka AtmA kA bhAna huA nahIM hai, taba taka nizcetana cetn| jaba taka nija
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________________ AptavANI-1 141 142 AptavANI-1 kA bhAna karAnevAle jJAnI nahIM milate, taba taka tU nizcetana cetana hai| hama brahmAMDa ke binA mAlikI ke svAmI haiM, kyoMki hama zuddha cetana haiM, prakaTa svarUpa meN| jo-jo avasthAe~ AtI haiM, ve nizcetana cetana haiM, hama zuddha cetana haiN| avasthAoM ko dekhanA aura jAnanA hai| usakA jhaTa se samabhAva se nipaTArA kara denaa| jhaTa se nipaTArA karanA AnA caahie| avasthA meM ekAkAra hue, to du:khI hoge, ataH AnaMda nahIM aaegaa| nizcetana cetana parasattA meM hai| nizcetana cetana meM kur3hana-saMtApa, Adhi-vyAdhi-upAdhi hote haiM aura riyala cetana meM AnaMda-paramAnaMda aura samAdhi hotI hai| ciMtA, akulAhaTa hotI hai, vaha nizcetana cetana ko hotI hai| jina-jina ko ciMtA, akulAhaTa yA trividha tApa hote haiM, ve sabhI ke sabhI nizcetana cetana haiN| jJAna bhASA meM (riyala legaveja meM) cetana svarUpa se bAhara koI jIvita hI nahIM hai| sabhI nizcetana cetana hI haiN| phira cAhe vaha koI bhI ho| nizcetana cetana meM vizeSaNa 'nizcetana' kA hai| ___ 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' aisA Aropa bhrAMti se karatA haiN| 'maiM', AtmA hai, aura jahA~ vaha khuda nahIM hai, vahA~ khuda ko pratiSThita karatA hai| isalie nizcetana cetana khar3A hotA rahatA hai| jaba taka bhrAMti TatI nahIM taba taka pratiSThita rUpa meM rahanA hai| 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' aisA yadi lakSya rahe, to phira se nizcetana cetana meM nahIM jaataa| 'zuddhAtmA' prApta hone para hI zuddha cetana samajha meM AtA hai| tabhI gunahagAra ke pada se saMpUrNa chuTakArA hotA hai| nizcetana cetanavAle eka gunahagArI meM se mukta hote haiM aura dUsarI gunahagArI utpanna karate haiN| icchA icchA prakaTa agni hai| jaba taka pUrI nahIM hotI taba taka salagatI hI rahatI hai| bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM? icchA hI aMtarAya karma hai| icchA to eka mokSa ke lie aura dUsarI jJAnI puruSa kI hI karane yogya hai| usase aMtarAya nahIM aataa| anya sabhI icchAe~ sulagAtI rheNgii| vaha sAkSAt agni hai| use bujhAne ke lie loga pAnI khojate haiM, para peTrola hAtha meM AtA hai| eka icchA pUrI nahIM huI ki dUsarI A dhamakatI hai| eka ke bAda eka AtI hI rahatI hai| niyama kyA kahatA hai ki tujhe jo-jo icchAe~ hotI haiM, ve avazya pUrI hoMgI hI, para usake lie socane se kucha nahIM honevaalaa| ulaTe dakhala ho jAtI hai| bAra-bAra jo icchA AtI hai, vaha panciMga (cubhana) karatI hI rahatI hai| icchA to hara cIz2a kI nahIM hotI hai| yaha saMsAra rasa hai| jo rasa jise pyArA ho, usakI icchA hotI hai| icchA kisa kI hogI? buddhi ke Azaya meM tU jo lAyA hai, usakI hotI hai| buddhi ke Azaya meM tU jo sukha bhara lAyA hai, vaha sukha puNya kharca karake tujhe milatA rahatA hai| saMsAra kI yaha jo bleDa hai, use donoM ora se istemAla karanA, para 'zuddhAtmA' eka hI aura se istemAla krnaa| 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' usake bajAya 'maiM azuddhAtmA hU~' aise istemAla karane para kyA hogA? saba kaTa hI jaaegaa| zuddhAtmA kI vila (icchA) nahIM hotI, para aMtarAtmA kI hotI hai| aMtarAtmA, zuddhAtmA kA pUrNa pada prApta karane ke lie vila istemAla karatA hai| jaba pUrNa dazA hogI, taba vila nAma mAtra ko bhI nahIM rahegI aura vItarAgatA Ane para pUrNadazA prApta hogii| saMpUrNa vItarAga ke vila nahIM hotI hai| hamArI vila nipaTAre kI hai aura Apa sabhI mahAtmAoM kI vila grahaNIya hai| grahaNIya arthAt pUrNa pada prApti ke lie aura dAdAjI kI nipaTAre kI vila yAnI saMpUrNa pada prApta ho gayA hai, islie| praznakartA : icchA aura ciMtana meM kyA bheda hai? dAdAzrI: ciMtana yAnI Age kA hisAba likhatA hai aura icchA, pichalA kyA-kyA hisAba hai vaha dikhA detI hai| icchA aura anicchA donoM peTI meM bharA huA mAla hai, use dikhAtI hai| puNya kA krama Ae, taba icchA pUrI hotI hai aura akrama Ae, taba anicchA hI Age AyA karatI hai| udAharaNa svarUpa aMdhere meM naMbara DAle hoM aura aMdhere meM hI khIMce taba eka ke bAda do, do ke bAda tIna, aise kramAnusAra naMbara hAtha meM Ae~ aura
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________________ AptavANI-1 143 144 AptavANI-1 akrama meM sAta ke bAda sattAvana Akara khar3A rahatA hai| linka milatA hI nhiiN| ratnAgiri meM eka AdamI mere pAsa Akara mujhase kahane lagA, 'dAdAjI, maiM jahA~ hAtha DAlatA hU~, vahA~ sonA hI hAtha meM AtA hai!' maiMne use kahA,'bhaiyA isa samaya terA linka (krama) cala rahA hai islie| para thor3e dinoM ke bAda terA linka TUTegA, taba mujhe yAda krnaa|' huA bhI vhii| usakA dhaMdhA aisA caupaTa huA ki pati-patnI donoM ne viSa pI liyaa| vaha to saMyogavaza donoM baca gae, taba use merI bAta yAda aaii| yaha to krama aura akrama, Ate-jAte haiM, usIkA nAma hI sNsaar| icchA to pichalA hisAba hai, jaba ki ciMtana meM yojanA banAte haiN| tanmayAkAra hokara kaoNja DAlate hai| icchA iphekTa hai, jaba ki ciMtana kaoNja hai, cAjiMga poinTa hai| zAstrakAroM kA kahanA hai ki icchA apane Apa hI hotI hai, karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| sUrya asta ho rahA ho, taba bhI logoM ko to aisA lagatA hai ki udaya ho rahA hai, para usakI ciMtA nahIM karanA, ve asta ho rahI icchAe~ haiM! maiMne apane mahAtmAoM ko batAyA hai ki ApakI bA~jha icchAe~ rahI haiM, unakA bIja nahIM par3atA isalie ApakI asta hotI icchAe~ rahI haiN| logo ke udaya hotI aura asta hotI donoM prakAra kI icchAe~ hotI hai| isa kalayuga meM to caTanI kI icchAvAle hI hote haiM, sabakucha bhugatane kI icchavAle nahIM hote| eka z2arA-sI caTanI ke lie sArI jiMdagI nikAla dete hai| are! maiMne aise seTha logoM ko dekhA hai ki jo bhagavAna mahAvIra kI sabhA meM rAta-dina par3e rahate the| seThAnI se kahate, 'ta pUrI bhAjI yahA~ sabhA meM lekara AnA, maiM yahIM khA luuNgaa|' bhagavAna kI vANI usake kAnoM ko itanI madhura lagatI thI ki vahA~ se khisakate hI nahIM the, para caTanI khAne kI icchA raha gaI thI, isalie Aja taka bhaTaka rahe haiN| jo honevAlA ho, usakI pahale icchA hotI hai| maiTrika pAsa honevAlA ho to, maiTrika hone kI icchA pahale hotI hai| aMtarAya TUTate haiM, taba apanI icchA ke anusAra mila jAtA hai| satsaMga meM paise kharca karane haiM, aisI icchA to bahuta hotI haiM, para kare kyA? pahale ke aMtarAya par3e hone ke kAraNa saMyoga milate haiM, phira bhI pIche raha jAtA hai|| jaba aMtarAya TUTate haiM, taba sahaja hI saba icchAnusAra ho jAtA hai| icchA, bhAva nahIM hai| praznakartA : icchA aura bhAva meM kyA aMtara hai? dAdAzrI : yaha ruI par3I hai, usameM harja nahIM hai, para yadi diyAsalAI lekara jalAe~, to vaha icchA kahalAtI hai| icchA prakaTa agni hai| vaha jaba taka pUrI nahIM hotI, taba taka sulagatI rahatI hai| vastu ko jalAnA, vaha icchA hai aura vaha tere aMdara sulagatI rahatI hai| hameM kaisA hai ki hamAre pAsa sulagAne ke lie diyAsalAI hI nahIM hotii| udaya hotI icchA aura asta hotI icchA yAnI cArja icchA aura DiscArja icchaa| khAnA-pInA vaha saba asta hotI icchAe~ haiM, usameM harja nahIM hai, para udaya hotI icchA baMdhanakartA hai aura vaha duHkha khar3e karatI bhAva arthAt kyA? 'zuddhAtmA' meM kisI bhI prakAra kA bhAva hI nahIM hai| pratiSThita AtmA ke bhAva ko bhAva kahate haiN| pratiSThita AtmA jJAnI hai aura ajJAnI bhI hai| ajJAnI ke bhAva, mana ke dRr3ha pariNAma meM hote haiN| mujhe pratikramaNa karanA hI hai, aisA bhAva dRr3ha kareM, to vaisA dravya utpanna hotA hai aura usa dravya meM se phira bhAva utpanna hotA hai| praznakartA : bhAvamana aura dravyamana kyA hai? dAdAzrI : pratiSThita AtmA bhAva karatA hai, taba bhAvamana kI zurUAta hotI hai aura usase dravyamana utpanna hotA hai| bhAvamana ke bhI do prakAra haiM: cArja aura ddiscaarj|
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________________ AptavANI-1 145 146 AptavANI-1 vAstava meM bhAvamana yAnI pratiSThita AtmA kA DAyarekTa cArja honevAlA mn| yaha dravyamana jo dikhAtA hai, vaha to DiscArja hai| cArja to dikhatA hI nhiiN| patA hI nahIM cltaa| yadi cArja samajha meM Ae aisA hotA, to koI cArja hI nahIM hone detA na? sabhI kA mokSa hI ho jaataa| bhAva kA patA cale aisA nahIM hai| mile, to to sIla kara deN| bahuta hI kama loga bhAva ko samajha pAte haiM, para phira ve use maDhAtmA kA samajhate haiM, isalie gar3abar3a ho jAtI hai| 'jJAna' ke binA bhAva pakar3a meM Ae aisA nahIM hai| atyaMta gahana, gahana hai| lAkha bAra gahana-gahana boleM, taba bhI usakI gahanatA kA aMta na Ae aisA hai| zaddhAtmA ko bhAva hotA hI nahIM hai| bhAva arthAta astitvapanA. bAkI yaha bhAva to pratiSThita AtmA kA hI hai| loga to jo bhAtA hai usI para bhAva karate haiN| bhAvAbhAva karate haiN| ye sabhI pratiSThita AtmA ke hI haiM, unase karma baMdhate haiN| nAzavaMta cIz2oM kA bhAva karate haiM, isalie nAzavaMta ho jAte haiN| zIze ko 'maiM hU~' samajheM, to bAta kaise bane? sajjanatA-durjanatA saMsAra meM sajjana aura durjana, donoM sAtha hI rahanevAle haiN| durjana haiM, to sajjana kI qImata hai| yadi sabhI sajjana hote, to? sajjana puruSa : jo niraMtara upakAra hI karatA rahe, vh| durjana puruSa : niraMtara apakAra hI karatA rahe, vh| kRtajJa : sAmanevAle dvArA kie gae upakAra ko kabhI na bhUle aura sAmanevAle kA apakAra kabhI bhI lakSya meM na lAe, vaha / kRtaghna : sAmanevAle kA upakAra bhUla jAtA hai, aura jAna-bUjhakara apakAra karatA hai| khuda ko koI bhI z2arUrata nahIM ho, koI lAbha nahIM ho, phira bhI apakAra karatA hai, vh| sAgara kI gaharAI kA aMta hai, para saMsAra kI gaharAI kA koI aMta hI nhiiN| adhikAra kA durupayoga karatA hai usakI sattA calI hI jAtI hai| jo sattA milI ho, use zobhA nahIM de, aisA kArya kare, to sattA calI jAtI hai| bhale hI ApakA naukara Apako gAlI de para Apa gAlI deMge, to ApakI sattA calI jaaegii| jhUTha sira car3hakara bolatA hai, aura satya bhI sira car3hakara bolegaa| jhuTha turaMta hI bolegaa| satya ko dera lgegii| asatya to dUsare dina hI bolegaa| haldIghATI kA yuddha cher3ane meM maz2A nahIM hai, nipaTAne meM maz2A hai| samajhA-bujhAkara kAma nikAla lenA, para lar3anA nhiiN| nyAya kise kahate hai? korTa meM jAnA nahIM par3e vahI nyAya kahalAtA hai| korTa jAnA par3e, vaha anyAya hai| mana-vacana-kAyA aura AtmA kA upayoga logoM ke lie kr| tere khuda ke lie karegA, to khiranI (khiranI kA peDa) kA janma milegaa| phira pA~ca sau sAla taka bhugatate hI rho| loga tere phala khAe~ge, lakar3iyA~ jalAe~ge, kaidI kI taraha terA upayoga hogaa| isalie bhagavAna kahate haiM ki tere mana-vacana-kAyA aura AtmA kA upayoga auroM ke lie kr| phira tujhe koI bhI du:kha Ae, to mujhe khnaa| avirodhAbhAsa khojane kI jisakI mati utpanna huI hai, vahI 'sumti'| jo jo saMsAra kA uccheda karane gae haiM, unakA apanA hI ucchedana ho gayA hai| manuSyatva to sabase bar3A bhayasthAna hai, TesTa ekjAminezana (kasauTI) hai| usameM loga maz2A le rahe haiN| usameM to nire bhayasthAna hI haiN| hara kSaNa mRtyu kA bhaya, eka kSaNa bhI vyartha kaise gvaaeN| aisA kucha kara ki jisase terA agalA janma sudhre| yaha manuSya gati TarniMga poinTa hai| yahA~ se vakra gati hotI hai| narka, tiryaMca, manuSya aura deva cAroM gatiyoM meM yahA~ se jA sakate haiM, aura mokSa bhI manuSya gati meM hI milatA hai| yadi jJAnI puruSa mila gae, to samajho beDA pAra hI ho gyaa|
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________________ AptavANI-1 147 148 AptavANI-1 saryulezana calAtI hai| usake tAra-DoriyA~ saba jagaha pahu~cate haiM, isIlie sArI mazInarI kAma karatI hai| yadi kisI karma kI kamI ho, to bacapana se hI jaThara khAnA nahIM pacA sktaa| deha ke aMdara kI ilekTrikala baoNDI hI asala meM kArya karatI hai, para sthUla zarIra use grahaNa nahIM kara sakatA, isIlie deha kamajora hotI jAtI hai| sUkSma zarIra to sabhI kA eka jaisA hI hotA hai| yaha jo ApakI deha kA AkAra hai, usakA ArkiTekcara to pahale se hI taya ho gayA hotA hai| vaha kaoNz2ala baoNDI kahalAtA hai aura yaha jo sthUla deha prApta huI, vaha iphekTa baoNDI hai| zarIra meM jo bhAga ebova normala yA bilo normala ho jAtA hai, usI bhAga kA doSa hotA hai aura vahI bhAga bhugatatA hai| isa para se anumAna lagAyA jA sakatA hai ki darda kahA~ se AyA aura kyoM AyA ? deha ke tIna prakAra tIna prakAra ke deha hai : tejasa deha, kAraNa deha aura kArya deh| AtmA ke sAtha niraMtara rahanevAlI, vaha tejasa deha hai| vaha sUkSma zarIra hai, ilekTrikala baoNDI hai| zarIra kA jo nUra hai, jo teja hotA hai, vaha tejasa zarIra ke kAraNa hotA hai| zarIra kA nUra cAra vastuoM se prApta hotA hai| (1) koI bahuta lakSmIvAna ho aura sukha-caina se rahatA ho, to usakA teja AtA hai, vaha lakSmI kA nuur| (2) jo bahuta dharma karatA ho, to usake AtmA kA prabhAva par3atA hai, vaha dharma kA nuur| (3) koI bahuta vidyAbhyAsa kare, rileTiva vidyA prApta kare, to usakA teja AtA hai, vaha pAMDitya kA nuur| (4) brahmacarya kA nuur| ye cAroM nUra sUkSma zarIra, tejasa zarIra se Ate haiN| jaba mAtA kA raja aura pitA kA vIrya ikaTThA hote haiM, taba nayA iphekTa baoNDI (kArya zarIra) utpanna hotA hai| jIva kyA hai? jo jItA hai aura maratA hai, vaha jIva hai| ye sabhI jIva marate haiM, taba sakSma zarIra aura kAraNa zarIra sAtha le jAte haiN| mana-buddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra yahIM svataMtra ho jAte haiM, aura jo kaoNjala baoNDI (kAraNa zarIra) sAtha le jAte haiM, usase nayA iphekTa baoNDI (kArya zarIra) banatA hai| mAtA ke raja aura pitA ke vIrya se utpanna huA kArya zarIra, unhIM ko khA jAtA hai aura usakI gA~Tha banatI hai| jIva ghaMTebhara ke lie bhI binA khurAka ke nahIM raha sktaa| anna nahIM, to havA-pAnI kucha na kucha to letA hI rahatA hai| jo tejasa zarIra hai, vahI sUkSma zarIra yA ilekTrikala baoNDI hai| yaha ilekTrikala baoNDI khAnA pacAtI hai, zarIra meM garamI paidA karatI hai| kAraNa deha samajha meM Ae aisI hai| janma se hI utpanna hotI hai, aMdara se hI hotI hai| havA khAe, tabhI se zurU hotI hai, tabhI se rAgadveSa utpanna hote haiN| bacapana se hI pasaMda-nApasaMda hotI hai| rAga-dveSa se paramANu khiMcate haiM, vItarAgatA se nahIM khiNcte| paramANu khiMcane se, pUraNa hone se 'kAraNa deha' banatI hai| Aja jo deha dikhAI detI hai, vaha pUrvabhava kI kAraNa deha hai| jJAnI puruSa ko kAraNa deha dikhAI detI hai aura unameM itanA sAmarthya hotA hai ki kAraNa deha kA gaThana baMda kara deM, sIla kara deN| phira nayI kAraNa deha gaThita nahIM hotii| AtmA jaba deha se alaga hotI hai, taba usake sAtha kAraNa deha jAegI, puNya-pApa jaaeNge| puNya ke AdhAra para rUpa, simeTrikala baoNDI (samarUpa zarIra) sukha ityAdi milate haiN| pApa ke AdhAra para kurUpatA milatI hai| pApa ke AdhAra para deha asimeTrikala (baiDaula) milatI hai| isa deha meM se AtmA khisaka jAe, taba kAraNa zarIra aura sUkSma zarIra sAtha hI rahate haiN| sUkSma zarIra aura kAraNa zarIra ke paramANuoM ke sAMyogika pramANa ikaTThe hote haiM, taba sthUla zarIra khar3A hotA hai| AtmA jaba mRtyu samaya, sthUla deha se alaga hotA hai, taba vaha eka jagaha se nikalakara dUsarI jagaha para, eka samaya meM, usake vyavasthita dvArA nizcita
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________________ AptavANI-1 150 AptavANI-1 isa deha para adhikAra hamArA apanA hai hI nhiiN| jisa-jisakA hogA ve le jaaeNge| hameM to isa deha ko mitra samAna mAnakara apanA kAma nikAla lenA hai| bAkI, isa deha meM kaba kyA ho jAe vaha kucha kaha nahIM skte| bAkI, hamAre svayaM ke pradeza (zuddhAtmA) ko kucha bhI ho aisA hai nhiiN| jisa zarIra se mokSa meM jAnA hai, vaha zarIra bahuta maz2abUta hotA hai, nirvANa pAnevAlA zarIra 'carama zarIra' kahalAtA hai| bhagavAna isa deha meM kaba taka rahate haiM? pratiSThita AtmA kA mukAma ho taba taka rahate haiN| mUla AdhAra to zuddhAtmA kA hI hai| prANa ke AdhAra para jItA hai, vaha praannii| nAka ATha minaTa taka dabAe rakheM, to prANa nikala jAe~, aisA hai yaha saba, yaha to mazInarI hai| deha bhAna, vaha mUrchAvasthA hai| dehAdhyAsa hI ajJAna hai| svabhAna se mukti hai| kie hue sthAna para pahu~ca jAtA hai| aura vahA~ jAkara pitA kA vIrya aura mAtA kA raja milatA hai taba deha dhAraNa karatA hai| AtmA usa samaya ekadama saMkucita ho jAtA hai| jaba taka nayA sthAna nahIM milatA, taba taka sAmAnyata: purAnA sthAna chor3atA nahIM hai| usake sthiti-sthApaka guNa ke kAraNa lambA hokara eka sirA purAnI deha meM aura dUsarA sirA nayI kAryadeha meM le jAtA hai, taba hI purAnI deha chor3atA hai| kucha pretayoni ke lAyaka jIva hote haiM, unheM dUsarI deha turaMta hI nahIM milatI hai| aisA jIva pretayoni meM jAkara bhaTakatA hai, aura jaba nayI deha mila jAe taba use chuTakArA milatA hai| manuSya deha meM Ane ke bAda jyAdA se jyAdA ATha janma anya gatiyoM meM jaise ki deva, tiryaMca yA narkagati meM jAkara Ane ke bAda, phira vApasa manuSya deha milatA hai| manuSya deha meM vakragati utpanna hotI hai, aura bhaTakana kA aMta bhI manuSya deha meM se hI milatA hai| isa manuSya deha ko yadi sArthaka karanA Ae, to mokSa prApti ho sake aisA hai aura na AyA, to bhaTakane ke sAdhanoM meM vRddhi kare aisA bhI hai| anya gatiyoM meM kevala chUTatA hai| para isameM donoM hI haiM, chUTane ke sAtha-sAtha baMdhana bhI hotA hai| isalie durlabha manuSya deha prApta huI hai, to usase apanA kAma nikAla lo| anaMta janma AtmA ne deha ke lie guz2Are haiM, eka janma yadi deha AtmA ke lie gujAra deM, to kAma hI bana jaaegaa| manuSya deha meM hI yadi jJAnI puruSa mileM. to mokSa kA upAya hotA hai| devatA bhI manuSya deha ke lie tarasate haiN| jJAnI puruSa kI bheMTa hone para, tAra jur3ane para, anaMta janmoM taka zatru samAna huI deha parama mitra bana jAtI hai| ataH isa deha meM jJAnI puruSa mile haiM, to pUrNarUpa se apanA kAma nikAla liijie| pUrNa saMdhAna karake tairakara pAra utara jaao| __ hameM isa deha para kitanI prIti hai? isa deha se mokSa to mila gayA, khuda kA kalyANa to ho gayA, aba logoM ke kalyANa hetu yaha deha kharca ho, utanA hI isakA jatana aura usake lie hI isase prIti hai| bAkI, hama to use eka par3osI kI taraha hI nibhAte haiN| sthUla deha vItarAgI hai| jitanI yaha tipAI vItarAgI hai, utanI hI yaha sthUla deha bhI vItarAgI hai| utanA hI AtmA bhI vItarAgI hai| sUkSma zarIra sabakA jimmedArIvAlA hai| sUkSma zarIra kucha khAsa paramANuoM kA banA huA hai| sthUla deha kI kisI bhI ceSTA se AtmA ko koI lenAdenA nahIM hai| sArA duHkha bhI sUkSma zarIra hI bhugatatA hai| sUkSma zarIra AtmA kA AvirbhAva hai| sUkSma zarIra se hI 'maiM'pana kI pratiSThA karatA hai, isalie sUkSma zarIra pratiSThita AtmA jaisA hai| karma adhika hoM, to zarIra choTA hotA hai| karma kama hoM, to zarIra bar3A hotA hai jaise ki cIMTI aura haathii| cIMTI ko to maiMne rAta ke cAra baje bhI zakkara ko khIMcakara le jAte dekhA hai, aura hAthI? vaha bAdazAhI ThATha se mastI meM rahatA hai| dehAdhyAsa kaba TUTe? sArA saMsAra dehAdhyAsa meM lipta huA hai| kahate bhI haiM ki yaha zarIra merA nahIM, mana merA nahIM para yadi kahA jAe ki caMdUlAla, ApameM akla
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________________ AptavANI-1 151 152 AptavANI-1 nahIM hai, to sArI rAta nIMda nahIM aatii| AtmajJAna nahIM ho, taba taka dehAdhyAsa TUTe aisA nahIM hai| maiM caMdUlAla, maiM isakA mAmA, isakA cAcA, isakA pati, isakA pitA vahI dehaadhyaas| jaba taka dehAdhyAsa TUTatA nahIM, taba taka sthUla aura sUkSma vargaNA (saMbaMdha) rahatI hai, zubha aura azubha rahatA hai| 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' usakA yathArtha jJAna ho, to dehAdhyAsa TUTatA hai, phira ikalautA lar3akA mara jAe, to bhI dvaMdva nahIM hotA, panciMga nahIM hotaa| acchA yA burA aisA rahatA nhiiN| jaisA dehAdhyAsa huA hai vaisA AtmAdhyAsa honA caahie| nIMda meM, gaharI nIMda meM bhI AtmA kA bhAna rahanA caahie| hama dete haiM, usa jJAna se sabhI avasthAoM meM AtmAdhyAsa hI rahatA hai| yaha to gaz2aba kA jJAna hai! jaise dahI ko mathane ke bAda makkhana aura chAcha donoM alaga hI rahate haiM, aisA yaha jJAna hai| deha aura AtmA alaga ke alaga hI rahate haiN| pahale jJAnI kolhU meM pisa-pisakara gae the, vaha isalie ki tU AtmA hai, to deha ko kolhU meM pisanA ho, to pisane de| deha kA tela nikalanA ho, to tela nikalane de| AtmA pisanevAlA nahIM hai, aisI kasauTI para khare utarakara gae the| deha kI tIna avasthAe~ deha kI tIna avasthAe~ - bAlyAvasthA, yuvAvasthA aura vRddhaavsthaa| bAlyAvasthA meM paramAnaMda - sahajAnaMda hotA hai| bAlaka ko koI bhI ciMtA nahIM hotii| janma se pahale hI dUdha kI kuMDiyA~ bharakara chalaka gaI hotI haiN| choTe bacce ko hai koI ciMtA? dUdha kahA~ se AegA? kaba AegA? aura phira bhI use sabakucha samaya para A hI milatA hai na? jJAnI puruSa bAlaka jaise hote haiM, magara bAlaka ko saba nAsamajhI meM hotA hai, jaba ki jJAnI puruSa saMpUrNa samajhadArI ke zikhara para hone ke bAvajUda bAlaka jaise hote haiN| bAlaka kA mana Devalapa nahIM huA hotA hai, buddhi DevalapDa nahIM huI hotI hai| akelI cittavRtti hI kArya karatI rahatI hai| usakI cittavRtti usakI pahu~ca ke viSaya meM hI hotI hai| jaise, khilaunA naz2ara meM AyA, to usakI cittavRtti usImeM rahatI hai, magara kitanI dera? thor3I hI der| phira dUsare viSaya meM calI jAtI hai| eka hI viSaya meM cittavRtti ThaharatI nahIM hai, jaba ki bar3I umravAloM ke to do-cAra viSayoM meM hI cittavRtti rahA karatI hai aura unhIM meM ghUmatI rahatI hai| isIlie to sArA bavAla khar3A hotA hai na? bAlaka thor3I dera bAda bhUla jAtA hai, kyoMki usakI cittavRtti usameM sthira hotI nahIM hai, turaMta hI usameM se ur3a jAtI hai| choTe bacce meM jaba taka buddhi jAgRta nahIM huI hai, taba taka usakA sahajAnaMda vyavasthita hai| phira jaise-jaise buddhi bar3hatI jAtI hai vaise-vaise saMtApa bhI bar3hatA jAtA hai| yuvAvasthA prakaTa agni samAna hai| usameM bAhyAcAra bigar3ane ke saMyoga khar3e hote haiM, isalie usameM vizeSa rUpa se sAvadhAna ho kara calanA acchaa| devoM ko janma, jarA (bur3hApA) yA mRtyu nahIM hote| unheM niraMtara yauvana hI hotA hai| vRddhAvasthA arthAt buddh'aapaa| bur3hApA bitAnA bar3A kaThina hai| sArI mazInariyoM kA divAlA nikala cukA hotA haiN| dA~ta kahe TUTatA hU~, kAna kahe du:khatA hU~, bur3hApe ko bahuta sa~bhAlanA par3atA hai| bahuta cikane karma na hoM, to baiThe-baiThe hI cala basatA hai| sArI mazInariyoM kA divAlA nikala gayA ho aura pUche ki aba jAnA hai na cAcAjI?'taba bhI cAcAjI kaheMge, 'abhI to thor3A aura jI lU~gA!' ye to sAre cAya-pAnI ke lAlaca haiM! bA~dhe gae karma to AtizabAjI jaise haiN| ve bhI bur3hApe meM hI phUTate haiN| isa ora bama phUTeM, isa ora raoNkeTa ur3eM aura bhArI uthala-puthala kara dete haiN| isa deha se jo-jo zAtA bhogI hoM, ve Akhira meM azAtA dekara jAtI haiN| aura azAtA bhogI ho, to Akhira meM zAtA dekara jAtI haiN| aisA niyama hai| azAtA ke pramANa anusAra zAtA dekara jAtI hai| koI hI aisA puNyavAna hotA hai, jo Akhira meM zAtA pAkara jaae| aisA zIlavAna koI hI hotA hai| saMsAra ke logoM ko bhoga-vilAsa karate samaya bhAna nahIM hotA
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________________ AptavANI-1 153 154 AptavANI-1 or| are! tU zmazAna jA rahA hai aura rAste meM pakor3e-vakor3e khAne kyoM baiTha gayA? kucha to soca? pratikSaNa t zmazAna kI ora Age bar3ha rahA hai! kabhI na kabhI aMtima sTezana para to tujhe pahu~canA hI hai na? jaldI yA dera se nahIM, magara zAMtipUrvaka jA sake itanI AzA rakha sakate bur3hApA Ae, taba sabhI dardo kA eka hI darda ho jAtA hai, usakI davAI jAna leM, to darda zurU ho taba le sakate haiN| yaha to, aMtima darda hameM le jAne ko AtA hai| ki isakA pemenTa karanA pdd'egaa| yaha to binA haqa ke bhoga-vilAsa, isalie phira AkhirI ghar3I meM bhI pemenTa karanA par3atA hai| jaba ki sarala manuSyoM ko bahuta acchA rahatA hai| marate samaya yadi aisA kahakara jAe~ ki hama jAte haiM, to bhI acchA, usakI U~cI gati hotI hai| U~ce ohade para jAte haiN| para behozI meM mareM, to behoza meM jAte haiM, gAya-bhaiMsoM meM jAte haiN| jisakA hArTa phela hotA hai, usakA to koI ThikAnA hI nhiiN| vartamAnakAla meM to raudradhyAna aura ArtadhyAna hI chAe hue haiM, isalie jInA bhI muzkila ho gayA hai aura maranA bhI muzkila ho gayA hai| javAna marate haiM. to ve raudra aura ArtadhyAna meM marate haiN| buDDhe marate haiM, to kalpAMta meM, ataH bhayaMkara jokhimadArI le lete haiN| bhojana Aja kA apramANikatAvAlA, kapar3e-vapar3e saba apramANikatAvAle yAnI Arta aura raudradhyAna karake ikaTThA kiyA huaa| ata: mareM taba bhI bahuta duHkha bhugatate hue marate haiN| zarIra kA eka-eka paramANu duHkha dekara, kATakara jAtA hai, aura bahuta du:kha ho, to hArTa phela hokara mara jAtA hai| aura phira agale janma meM karma bhogane par3ate haiN| yaha to paramANu kA sAinsa hai| vItarAgoM kA sAinsa hai| isa meM kisI kI eka nahIM calatI ! khuda ke hisAba kI phaTI sAr3I acchI, khuda kI prAmANikatA kI khicar3I acchI, aisA bhagavAna ne kahA hai| apramANikatA se prApta kareM. vaha to galata hI hai na? bur3hApA Ae aura jAne kA ho, taba paTAkhe eka sAtha phUTa jAte haiM, para jJAna nahIM ho, to bur3hApA kATanA bhArI par3a jAe, magara jJAna maz2abUta ho gayA ho, to jo jo paTAkhe phUTeM, unake prati jJAtA-dRSTA rahakara svayaM (zuddhAtmA) kI gufA meM raha sakate haiN| hamAre jJAnI aMtima sA~sa lete-lete bhI kyA bolate haiM, mAlama hai? 'isa gaTharI kI aMtima sAMsa ko Apa bhI dekha rahe haiM aura maiM bhI dekhatA hU~!' aMtima sAMsa kA bhI jJAtA-dRSTA rahatA hai ! sabhI ko eka na eka dina dukAna to baMda karanI hI par3egI na? sabhI jAne ke lie hI to Ate haiM ne? are! janma hote hI 've Tu zmazAna' zurU ho jAtA hai| are! tU kahA~ calA? zmazAna kI jo deha murajhA jAe, sar3a jAe, gaMdha mArane lage, usase prIti kyoM? yaha to camar3I se DhaMkA mA~sa kA piMDa hai| isa deha ko pratidina nahalAtedhulAte, khilAte-pilAte, kitanA jatana karate haiM, para vaha bhI Aqhira meM dagA de detI hai| yaha deha hI yadi sagI nahIM hotI, to auroM kA to kahanA hI kyA? isa deha ko bAra-bAra sahalAte rahate haiM, para yadi usameM se pIpa nikale, to pasaMda Ae kyA? dekhanA bhI acchA nahIM lage, vairAgya aae| yaha to pIpa, rudhira aura mA~sa ke piMDa hI haiN| hameM, jJAnI puruSa ko sabakucha sApha dikhAI detA hai| jaisA hai vaisA dikhAI detA hai, isalie vItarAga hI rahate haiN| deha para anaMta janmoM rAga kiyA, usakA phala janma-maraNa aayaa| eka bAra AtmA kA rAgI bana, yAnI vItarAgI ho jA, to anaMta janmoM kA hala nikala jaaegaa| zarIra to kaisA honA cAhie? jo zarIra mokSa kA sAdhana bana jAe aisA honA caahie| 'carama zarIra' prApta honA caahie| yaha zarIra to paramANuoM kA banA huA hai, aura kucha hai hI nhiiN| jisa prakAra ke paramANuoM kA saMga, vaisA hI deha meM anubhava hotA hai| pazu-pakSI, vanaspati, sabhI jIva manuSyoM ke lie jIte haiM aura manuSya khuda apane lie jItA hai| phira bhI bhagavAna kahate haiM ki manuSya deha devatAoM ke lie bhI darzana karane yogya hai| samajhe, to kAma hI nikAla le|
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________________ AptavANI-1 156 AptavANI-1 manuSya deha kA prayojana sAre saMsAra meM se kitanoM ko mAlUma hai ki yaha deha kisa lie prApta huI hai? deha jo prApta huI hai, vaha kisa lie hai? usakA hI bhAna nahIM hai| mauja-majA kareMge, bhagavAna kI bhakti kareMge, yoga kareMge, tapa kareMge yA tyAga kareMge aisA bhAna baratatA hai| magara yaha deha to 'gunahagArI' TAlane ke lie prApta huI hai| pratyeka prApta saMyogoM kA samabhAva se nipaTArA karake. bhagavAna ke sAkSAtkAra ke lie yaha deha prApta huI hai| isalie hI to kavi likhate haiM, 'deha je prApta thayo, ganegArI TALavA, karma AvaraNa khapye, bhagavAna nyaalvaa|' deha jo prApta huI, gunahagArI TAlane, karma AvaraNa khapAne, bhagavAna nihaarne| AcAra, vicAra aura uccAra AcAra, vicAra aura uccAra, tInoM caMcala vastue~ haiN| apane ko' to kevala jAnanA cAhie ki vicAra aisA aayaa| vicAra Ate haiM, unake hama jimmedAra nahIM haiM, kyoMki ve to pahale kI gA~The phUTatI haiN| vaha to pahale hastAkSara hue the, isalie Aja usake jimmedAra nahIM haiN| para yadi phira se hastAkSara kara deM, to bhayaMkara jokhima hai| 'AtmA' svayaM acala hai tathA AcAra, vicAra aura uccAra caMcala bhAga meM haiN| jo jo kAryAnvita hotA hai, vaha 'cAra' meM AtA hai, 'AcAra', 'vicAra' aura 'uccaar'| pratyakSa rUpaka meM Ae vaha 'AcAra', aMdara phUTe vaha 'vicAra' aura jo bolA jAe vaha 'uccaar'| yadi normeliTI meM rahe, sama rahe, to saMsAra khlaae| isalie bAharI bhAga ko-bAhyAcAra ko, normeliTI meM rahane ko kahA hai| satayuga meM mana kA vicAra, akelA hI bigaDatA thaa| vANI aura deha kA AcAra nahIM bigar3atA thaa| Aja to sabhI AcAra bigar3e hue dekhane ko milate haiN| yadi mana kA AcAra bigar3A hotA, to calA leM, para vANI kA aura deha kA nahIM calAyA jA sktaa| sabhI AcAra bigar3eM hoM. to bhayaMkara pratyAghAtI vANI nikalatI hai| vaha sArA bigAr3a hI nikalatA hai| jJAna ke pratApa se jo bAhyAcAra bigar3e the, ve baMda ho jAte haiN| deha kA AcAra zuddha caahie| mana aura vANI ke AcAra badalate rahate haiN| deha kA AcAra kharAba ho, to vaha to bahuta bar3A jokhima hai| devagaNa bhI du:kha deMge, bAhyAcAra zuddha ho, to devagaNa bhI khuza rahate haiN| zAsana devatA bhI khuza rahate haiN| bAhyAcAra bigar3ane kA kAraNa kyA? bAhara sukha nahIM milatA hai. islie| aMdara kA apAra sukha milane ke bAda, bAhara ke AcAra sudharate jAte hai| jJAnI ke lie to aMdara ke sabhI AcAra jJeya svarUpa ho jAte haiM aura khuda jJAtA-dRSTA pada meM rahate haiN| hamAre pAsa jJAna hai, isalie cAhe kaise bhI du:kha ke saMyoga Ae~ to unameM se binA Dige bAhara nikala sakate haiN| saMkaTa samaya kI jaMjIra hai, vaha khIMceM, to nipaTArA ho jAtA hai| yaha jJAna nahIM ho, to laTTa kI taraha phiratA rahatA hai, para jJAna hai, to bAhyAcAra suMdara honA cAhie, varnA bahuta bar3A jokhima A par3atA hai| lokaniMdya AcAra to nahIM honA caahie| jo-jo AcAra lokaniMdya ho, ve hameM nahIM hone caahie| vANI kharAba ho, mana kharAba ho, to calA sakate haiM, para deha kA AcAra kharAba ho, to nahIM calA sakate, vahA~ to devIdevatA bhI khar3e nahIM rhte| mana aura vANI ke hama jJAtA-dRSTA haiM, aura ve to jJeya philma kahalAte haiM, para bAhyAcAra to nahIM calA skte| lokaniMdya AcAra meM par3ane ke bajAya zAdI kara lenA uttm| bAkI. aisI bhala to dikhe tabhI se nikAla bAhara karanI caahie| usameM jJAtA-jJeya saMbaMdha rakhane gae, to vaha bhala kahA~ pheMka degI yaha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| kisI dina jJAna ko eka ora haTAkara car3ha baitthegii| jahara kI parakha nahIM krte| ahaMkAra karake bhI
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________________ AptavANI-1 157 158 AptavANI-1 tor3a ddaalnaa| cAhe jaise usakA samAdhAna lAnA caahie| bAhara to cale hI nhiiN| hama eka bAra nizcaya kara leM ki bAhyAcAra zuddha honA hI caahie| nizcaya nahIM kareM, to dukAneM calatI rahatI haiN| yaha to bhayaMkara jokhima hai| isake samAna duniyA meM aura koI jokhima nahIM hai| saMsAra jokhimavAle svabhAva kA nahIM hai, para bigar3A huA bAhyAcAra jokhimavAlA hai| suMdara bAhyAcAra se to devakRpA banI rahatI hai, aura ve mokSa taka hailpa karate haiN| bAhyAcAra ke bAreM meM hameM jJAta honA cAhie ki yaha to bhArI jokhimavAlI vastu hai, isalie hama use jJAnI puruSa ko arpaNa kara deN| bAhyAcAra kyoM bigar3e haiM? kyoMki sukha nahIM hai, islie| jalana abhI gaI nahIM magara hamAre bhItara anaMta sukha hai, phira aisA nahIM honA caahie| hama zuddhAtmA hue, isalie ahaMkAra karake bhI usase dUra rahanA caahie| bigar3A huA bAhyAcAra kise kahate haiM? abhI ta kisI kI jeba se kucha nikAla le to bhItara phar3aphar3AhaTa hotI rahatI hai na? vaha lokaniMdya kahalAtA hai| kisI ko gAlI denA, dhaula jamAnA, zarAba, saTTA saba bigar3e hue bAhyAcAra meM AtA hai, jo jokhimI kahalAtA hai| yaha jokhima calA leM, para usameM fAyadA bhI kyA hai? para mukhya rUpa se brahmacarya ke saMbaMdha meM bAhyAcAra kA bigar3anA nahIM calA sakate aura dUsare corI ke sNbNdh| duniyA kA sabase bar3A bAhyAcAra bahmacarya hai| usase to devatA bhI khuza ho jAte haiN| saMsAra bAdhaka nahIM hai| tU eka ke bajAya cAra zAdiyA~ kara, para bAhyAcAra bigar3anA nahIM caahie| ise (zAdI se bAhara ke saMbaMdha ko) to bhagavAna ne anAcAra kahA hai| mokSa meM jAnA ho, to nukasAnadAyaka vastuoM ko eka ora rakhanA hI cAhie na? udvega udvega arthAt AtmA (pratiSThita AtmA) kA vega U~ce, dimAg2a meM cddh'naa| vega ke vicAra Ae~, to zAMti hI rahatI hai aura udvega ke vicAra Ae~, to azAMti hI lAte haiN| udvega ke vicAra Ae~, to samajha lenA ki kucha kharAba honevAlA hai| yaha Trena mozana meM calatI hai yA imozanala hokara calatI hai? praznakartA : mozana meM hI hotI hai| dAdAzrI : yadi Trena imozanala ho jAe to? praznakartA : eksiDanTa ho jAe, hajAroM loga mara jaaeN| dAdAzrI : usI prakAra yaha manuSya deha mozana yAnI vega meM jaba taka calatI hai, taba taka koI eksiDenTa nahIM hotA hai aura na koI hiMsA hotI hai| magara jaba manuSya imozanala ho jAtA hai, to deha ke aMdara anaMta sUkSma jIva hote haiM, ve mara jAte haiN| krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha imozanala karavAte haiN| isalie jo-jo jIva mara jAte haiM, unakI hiMsA hotI hai aura usakA bAda meM phala bhugatanA par3atA hai| isalie hI jJAnI puruSa kahate haiM ki bhaiyA tU mozana meM hI rahanA, imozanala mata honaa| udvega bhI imozanala avasthA hai| udvega kI avasthA meM gA~The phaTatI haiN| eka sAtha phUTane se citta usI avasthA meM tanmayAkAra ho jAtA hai| asaMkhya paramANu ur3ane se bhArI AvaraNa A jAtA hai| jaise bAdala sUraja ke prakAza ko DhaMka dete haiM, vaise udvega kI avasthA meM jJAnaprakAza jabaradasta rUpa se AvRta ho jAtA hai| isalie khuda kI gaz2aba kI zakti bhI AvRta ho jAtI hai| udvega meM deha yA mana kI sthiratA nahIM rhtii| bhAlA cubhe vaisA lagatA hai| udvega sabase bar3A AvaraNa hai| use agara jIta liyA jAe, to phira kliyara bhUmikA AtI hai| yadi bar3e udvega meM se pAra ho gae, to phira choToM kI to kyA bisAta? magara jahA~ svarUpa kA bhAna hai, vahIM udvega jItA jA sakatA hai| yadi jJAna nahIM ho, to udvega lAkhoM janmoM taka na Ae to acchA, kyoMki usameM bhayaMkara paramANa khiMcate haiM aura ve phira phala to denevAle hI haiM na? udvega meM adhogati meM jAne ke bIja boye hone ke kAraNa usakI
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________________ 160 AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 159 gA~The paDI hotI haiM ve vega se phaTatI haiN| jo AgrahI hote haiM unake gA~The bhArI par3I huI hotI haiN| isalie, 'vyavasthita' ke niyamoM ke AdhAra para phUTatI haiM, taba use aisA hotA hai ki aisA kara DAlU~ aura vaisA kara ddaaluuN| uThAkara cAya ke kapa-rakAbI taka phoDa DAlatA hai| koI bhI tUphAna maca jAtA hai| jaba ki nirAgrahI, jise bahuta Agraha nahIM hotA, use bhArI gA~TheM nahIM par3I hotI haiN| udvega meM manuSya pAgala ho jAtA hai| udvega ke vicAra Ae~, to vaha kArya sthagita kara denaa| udvega meM ho, to vaha kharAba hI hotA hai| vega meM Ae~, tabhI kArya acchA hotA hai| udvega arthAt U~ce cddh'aanaa| udvega yadi sIdhA ho, to jJAna meM eka mIla Upara car3hA de, para ulaTA cale, to kitane hI mIla pIche dhakela detA hai| udvega jJAna jAgRti ke lie acchA hai para zarta itanI ki sIdhA rahe to| mahAtmA hoM, to ApakA mana zAMta kara deN| Avega meM se vega meM le aaeN| vega meM ho, to sIdhA kara deN| manuSya kA mana gati meM lAnA caahie| mana Avega meM se vega meM lA deM, vahI mhaatmaa| yaha deha yadi avinAzI banAnI ho, to isa deha para rakhI prIti kAma kI hai| magara isameM to pIpa bhara jAe, isa para prIti kaisI? prIti kitanI ki isa deha meM jJAnI puruSa mile haiM, to kAma nikAla leM, basa utnii| isa deha ke lie prIti se to udvega hotA hai| prIti karoge, to bhI vaha to naSTa hI honevAlI hai na? bhagavAna ne bhI deha ko dagA kahA hai| Akhira to deha rAkha hI ho jAnevAlI hai na? yaha deha hI rAga aura dveSa karavAtI hai| bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM ki anaMta janma deha ke lie nikAle, aba eka janma AtmA ke lie nikaal| udvega hotA hai, vaha yoM hI nahIM hotaa| vaha to hisAbI hotA hai aura usakA patA cala hI jAtA hai ki vaha kyoM AyA? pahacAnavAlA ho vahI AtA hai| yoM hI to kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| udvega se eksiDenTa hai, insiDenTa nahIM hai| ena insiDenTa hez2a so menI kaoNz2ez2a enDa ena eksiDenTa hez2a TU menI kaoNz2ez2a (kisI ghaTanA ke ghaTane ke aneka kAraNa hote haiM aura kisI durghaTanA ke ghaTane ke anekAneka kAraNa hote haiN)| isa duniyA meM AfarIna hone jaisI eka hI cIz2a hai, aura vaha hai jJAnI! dUsarI sabhI jagaheM du:khadAyI vastu haiN| niraMtara sukha ho vahIM para hI AfarIna hone jaisA hai| udvega kahA~ hotA hai? jahA~ AfarIna ke sTezana hote haiM, vahA~ hotA hai| udvega kA kAraNa hI vaha hai| cAya-nAztA karane meM harja nahIM hai, para gAr3I Ane para use chor3akara gAr3I meM baiTha jaanaa| para yaha to jisa sTezana para AfarIna huA, vahIM para baiThA rahatA hai aura gAr3I nikala jAtI hai| udvega saba chor3akara bhagAtA hai aura phira sIr3hiyA~ cUka gae, to kyA ho? aisA yadi hamAre satsaMga ke lie saba chor3akara bhAge na, to kAma hI ho jAe! eka ora satsaMga hai, jo parama hitakArI hai aura dUsarI ora AkarSaNavAle haiM, jo parezAna karate haiN| nidrA nIMda jIvamAtra kI nesesiTI hai, para nIMda ke pramANa kA hI kahIM dhyAna nahIM rakhA hai| isa kAla ke manuSya bhI kaise ho gae haiM? yaha to citra-vicitra vaMzAvalI paidA huI hai, varnA aisI nIMda hotI hai kahIM? ye pazupakSioM ko manuSyoM jaisI nIMda AtI hogI kyA? nIMda kA pramANa to aisA honA cAhie ki dina meM nIMda nahIM AnI caahie| ye to mare, rAta meM dasa ghaMTe sote haiM aura TheTha sUraja uge taba taka par3e rahate haiN| are! yaha saMsAra aise sone ke lie hai? dUsarI ora kucha abhAgoM ko nIMda hI nahIM AtI hai| amarIkA meM assI pratizata loga nIMda kI goliyA~ lekara sote haiN| mue, mara jaaeNge| vaha to poijana hai| yaha to bhayaMkara darda hai| caMdramA taka pahu~ca gae, magara tumhAre deza meM nIMda kI goliyA~ khAnA kama nahIM kara sake? kharI AvazyakatA isakI hai| nIMda ke binA tumhAre deza ke loga
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________________ AptavANI-1 161 162 AptavANI-1 parezAna haiM, unakA kucha karo na? nIMda to eka kudaratI bheMTa hai, naicurala giphTa, use bhI tumane kho diyA? taba ina dUsare vaibhavoM kA karanA kyA hai? naicurala nIMda nahIM AtI usakA kAraNa yaha hai ki jitanA unakA AhAra hai, utanI mehanata nahIM hai| thakeM aura nIMda Ae utanA AhAra honA caahie| lebara ke anusAra AhAra kA pramANa ho, to normala nIMda AtI hai| nIMda kI to mArAmArI hI ho gaI hai na? saba jagaha ho gaI hai na? faoNrena meM to nIMda DhUMDhane para bhI nahIM milatI hai, isalie to maiM usakI naicurala davAI kI vyavasthA meM huuN| hama sabhI ko normala jIvana jInA sikhaaeNge| normala khAnA-pInA, normala sonA aura normala mauja mnaanaa| nIMda kitanI honI cAhie? bhagavAna ne sone ke lie tIna ghaMTe kI chUTa de rakhI hai| yaha saMsAra sone ke lie nahIM hai| jJAna milane ke bAda bahuta nIMda nahIM Ae, to acchA, isase jJAtA-dRSTA pada vizeSa rahatA hai| hama pichale bIsa barasoM se Der3ha ghaMTe se jyAdA soe nahIM haiN| jJAna jAgRti meM hI rAteM gaI haiN| nIMda kitanI cAhie? isa deha ko usake kArya ke bAda thakAna utArane jitanI hI aura utanA samaya paryApta hotA hai| gautama svAmI ne mahAvIra bhagavAna se pUchA ki sotA huA acchA yA jAgatA acchA?'bhagavAna ne kahA ki eka hajAra meM se nau sau ninyAnave manuSya isa saMsAra meM sote hue hI acche, para ekAdha paropakArI jIva jAgatA huA bhI acchaa| svapna svapna vijJAna gahana hai| bar3e-bar3e vaijJAnika usakI khoja meM lage haiN| isameM kauna-sI deha kArya karatI hai, aMta:karaNa usa samaya kyA kArya karatA hai Adi khoja rahe haiN| para svapna vijJAna yoM samajha meM Ae aisA nahIM hai| svapna meM sthUla deha ke sAre hI daravAje baMda hote haiN| sUkSma dehamana, buddhi, aura citta kArya karate haiN| ahaMkAra kucha nahIM kara sktaa| yadi ahaMkAra kArya kara rahA hotA, to manuSya sapane meM bhI uThakara mArAmArI karane lagatA, uThakara calane lgtaa| svapna meM ho rahI sArI kriyAe~ karane lagatA, para ahaMkAra kI vahA~ eka nahIM cltii| jaba ki jAgRta avasthA meM use aisA bhAna hotA hai ki maiM kara sakatA huuN| vAstava meM kisI bhI avasthA meM vaha kucha kara hI nahIM sakatA hai| para jAgRta avasthA meM sArI kI sArI khir3akiyA~ khulI hotI haiM, isalie bhrAMti se kartAbhAva A jAtA hai| sapane galata nahIM hote| sacce haiM, yathArtha haiM, iphekTiva haiM, aura yaha sAinTiphika rUpa se pramANita ho sake, aisA hai| svapna meM honevAle sUkSma deha kA asara sthUla deha para bhI hotA haiN| isalie vaha iphekTiva hai| aisA kaise hai, yaha maiM Apako samajhAtA huuN| svapna meM bhikhArI ko mahArAjA hone kA svapna Ae, to pAva sera khUna bar3ha jAtA hai aura svapna meM rAjA bhikhArI ho jAe, to usakA pAva sera khUna kama ho jAtA hai| jagate hue use jitanA duHkha ho sakatA hai, utanA hI duHkha use svapna meM bhI hotA hai| marA, rotA bhI hai| jAge, taba A~khoM meM pAnI hotA hai| are! kaI bAra to jAgane ke bAda bhI usakA asara gayA nahIM hotA hai, jisase dera taka rotA rahatA hai| choTe bacce bhI svapna ke asara se Darakara jaga jAte haiM, aura kitanI hI dera taka rote rahate haiN| bhaya ke svapna kA deha para asara hotA hai, usake zvAsocchavAsa bar3ha jAte haiM, dila kI dhar3akana bhI bar3ha jAtI hai| blaDa sarkulezana vagairaha sabhI bar3ha jAtA hai| ye sabhI asara sAinTiphikalI pramANita kie jA sakeM aisA hai| yadi svapna itanA iphekTiva hai, to use galata kaise kaheM? eka vyakti mujhe milA hI nahIM thA, phira bhI usane svapna meM mere ekjekTa darzana kie the| isakA hisAba kaise lagAnA? kaisA kaoNmpleksa hai yaha? koI bhI vastu dekhI na ho vaha svapna meM AtI hI nahIM hai| kisI na kisI janma meM dekhA ho vahI dikhatA hai| svapna to aneka janmoM kI saMkalanA hai| vaha koI nayA nahIM hai| kucha kahate haiM ki dina meM jo vicAra
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________________ AptavANI-1 163 164 AptavANI-1 Ate haiM, ve svapna meM Ate haiN| are! dina meM to taraha-taraha ke asaMkhya vicAra Ate haiM, to kyA ve sabhI svapna meM Ate haiM? aura kyA aisA nahIM hotA ki kabhI vicAra taka AyA na ho vaha svapna meM AyA ho? svapna meM kAraNa deha aura sUkSma deha - do hI deha kArya karatI haiN| sthUla deha kA usameM kArya nahIM hotA hai| eka vyakti ko svapna AyA ki vaha bImAra par3a gayA, DaoNkTara Ae haiM, unhoMne kahA ki nAr3I nahIM cala rahI hai, mara gayA hai| matalaba khuda mara gayA vaisA dekhatA hai| zava ko jalatA haA bhI dekhatA hai aura ghabarAkara jAga jAtA hai (zava ko jalA diyA aura maiM baca gayA yaha smjhkr)| svapna meM to ku~vAre kA vivAha hotA hai, apane baccoM ko bhI dekhatA hai aura phira usakI bhI zAdI karavAtA hai| praznakartA : svapna Ane kA kAraNa kyA hai? dAdAzrI : saMsAra, jo dikhAI detA hai, vaha jAgate karmoM kA phala hai| sapane dikhAI dete haiM, ve bhI puNya-pApa ke udaya ke anusAra hote haiM, magara sapane meM unakA asara halakA hotA hai| hai, use utanA kama dikhAI detA hai| AvaraNa jitanA patalA hotA hai, utanA adhika spaSTa dikhatA hai| kaI kahate haiM ki hameM svapna Ate hI nahIM haiN| unheM bhI svapna Ate haiM, magara AvaraNa gAr3ha hone se yAda nahIM rahate haiN| eka AdamI mujhase kahatA hai ki dAdAjI. sapane meM, maiM do ghaMTe royaa| Apa Ae, aura darzana karane para saba zAMta ho gayA! halakA phUla jaisA ho gayA! maiMne kahA, 'kyA kapar3e bhIga gae the?' Amane-sAmane milane ke bajAya aise sapane meM dAdAjI Ae~, aura unase mA~ge, to apAra milatA hai| sapane meM Akara bhI yaha dAdA sabakucha kara sakeM aise haiM, para mA~ganA AnA caahie| hamAre kucha mahAtmAoM ko to dAdAjI roja sapane meM Ate haiN| zAstra kyA kahate hai? 'jenuM svapne paNa darzana thAya re, tenuM mana na ja bIje bhAme re|' jinake sapane meM bhI darzana ho jAe~ re, usakA mana kahIM aura nahIM jAe re| yadi jJAnI puruSa ke svapna meM bhI ekabAra darzana ho jAe~, to tere mana kI dUsarI bhramaNAe~ chUTa jaaeNgii| jJAnI kyA kahate haiM ki kyA do deha kA svapna tumheM saca lagatA hai? nhiiN| vaise hI tIna deha kA svapna bhI jJAniyoM ko saca nahIM lgtaa| vaha to bhrAMtijanya jJAna se loga isa tIna deha ke svapna (saMsAra) ko saca mAna baiThe haiN| praznakartA: kyA svapna graMthi hai? dAdAzrI : svapna jo haiM, ve saba graMthiyA~ hI haiN| svapna do deha kA karma hai| tIna deha se baMdhA huA karma nahIM hai vh| isalie do deha se hI usakA vedana kiyA jAtA hai| praznakartA : svapna meM karma baMdhate haiM kyA? dAdAzrI : nahIM, svapna kevala kamplITa iphekTa hai| usameM ahaMkAra nahIM hotA, isalie karma nahIM baMdhate haiN| svapna meM kAraNa-deha aura sUkSma-deha kA kArya hotA hai| use dekhanevAlA pratiSThita AtmA hotA hai, aura pratiSThita AtmA ko daraasala dekhanevAlA aura jAnanevAlA khuda 'shuddhaatmaa'| jise jitanA AvaraNa hotA indriya-pratyakSa yAnI indriyoM se dekhA-jAnA jA sake, vh| jo sapane nIMda meM dikhAI dete haiM, ve do deha ke haiN| jaba ki jJAnI puruSa ko to jAgate hue bhI saMsAra tIna deha kA svapna hI lagatA hai| svapna meM bhikhArI rAjA ho jAe, to use kitanI mastI rahegI? para jAgate hI, jaise thA vaisA kA vaisaa| usI prakAra, yaha saMsAra bhI eka sapanA hI hai| saMsAra svapnavat hai| yahA~ se gae ki phira jo thA, vahI
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________________ AptavANI-1 165 AptavANI-1 kA vhii| saba yahA~ kA yahA~ aura vahA~ kA vhaaN| yaha saMsAra khulI A~kha kA svapna hai aura vaha baMda A~kha kA svapna hai| donoM hI iphekTiva haiN| jAgate meM igoiz2ama hai, utanA hI aMtara hai| rAta meM kitane bhI sapane Ae~, para jAgane para manuSya ko koI asara nahIM rhtaa| kyoMki vahA~ svapna meM dRSTA ke rUpa meM rahatA hai| igoijama kArya nahIM krtaa| jaba ki jJAnI puruSa jAgate hue bhI, samaya-samaya para AtI huI avasthAoM ke jJAtA-dRSTA rahate haiN| unheM nAma mAtra ke lie bhI igoijma nahIM hotaa| isalie jAgate hue bhI unheM sapanA hI lagatA hai| jJAnI puruSa to pUrNatayA jJAtA-dRSTA hI hote haiN| bhaya sAre brahmAMDa kA pratyeka jIva bhaya se trasta hotA hai| bhaya pratyeka jIva mAtra ko hotA hai para unheM vaha normeliTI meM hotA hai| unheM to jaba bhaya ke saMyoga A mileM, tabhI bhaya lagatA hai| jaba ki manuSyoM meM to viparIta bhaya ghara kara gayA hai| viparIta bhaya yAnI eka hI bhaya AnevAlA ho, para use sau taraha ke dikhate haiM, aura jo bhaya nahIM AnevAlA vaha bhI dikhatA hai| use bhI viparIta bhaya kahate haiN| eka hI AdamI bhojana para AnevAlA ho, aura aisA lagatA rahe ki sau AnevAle haiM, vaha viparIta bhy| bhaya kaba lagatA hai? dveSapUrvaka tyAga meM, tiraskAra meM niraMtara bhaya rahatA hai| pulisavAloM kA bhaya kyoM lagatA hai? vaha pasaMda nahIM isalie, usakA tiraskAra hai islie| korTa kA bhaya kyoM lagatA hai? kyA korTa kisI ko khA gayA? nhiiN| vaha to usake prati dveSa hai islie| bhaya chipA tiraskAra mAnA jAtA hai| sA~pa ke bhItara bhagavAna birAjamAna haiM, yaha dikhAI nahIM diyA, isalie hI bhaya lagA na? sA~pa sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa se AtA hai| yadi sahaja hI sAmane mile aura manuSya meM bhaya paidA nahIM ho, taba sA~pa eka ora hokara calA jAtA hai| hisAba na ho, to kucha bhI nahIM krtaa| samasaraNa mArga-saMsAra mArga pUrA bhrAMtivAlA hai, bhayAvaha jaisA hai| bhayAvaha yAnI kyA? rAta sone se pahale bhata kA bhaya baiTha gayA ho yA sA~pa kA bhaya baiTha gayA ho, to sArI rAta usakA bhaya rahatA hai. so bhI nahIM paataa| aura savere, yAnI prakAza meM jaba vaha bhaya naSTa hotA hai, to usakA Dara jAtA hai| vaisA hI isa saMsAra meM bhI hai| bhUta kI bhar3aka meM itanA hI rahatA hai ki use kevala bhar3aka rahA karatI hai ki merA kyA hogA? bhaya nahIM lagatA, jaba ki saMsAra meM bhaya aura bhar3aka donoM rahate haiN| bhaya rahatA hai, isalie ajJAnatA se usake prati rAga-dveSa kiyA karatA hai, aura usase bhar3aka rahatI hai| bhayavAle saMyogoM ko mArane ke, pratikAra karane ke prayatnoM meM rahatA hai| AtmA kI ajJAnatA se bhaya rahatA hai aura saMgI cetanA se bhar3aka rahatI hai| bhar3aka-phar3aphar3AhaTa vaha saMgI cetanA kA guNa hai| saMgI cetanA kA artha Aropita cetnaa| vidhi kara rahA ho yA dhyAna kara rahA ho, aura koI bar3A dhamAkA ho, taba zarIra oNTomeTika hila uThatA hai, vaha saMgI cetanA hai| jahA~ ApakI sattA nahIM hai, vahA~ Apa hAtha DAleMge to kyA hogA? kalekTara kI sattA meM klarka hastAkSara kare, to? sArA dina bhaya rahatA hai, kyoMki parasattA meM hai islie| saMsAra ke manuSya bhI niraMtara parasattA meM hI rahate haiN| 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' vaha prsttaa| khuda kI sattA to dekhI nahIM hai, jAnI nahIM hai aura parasattA meM hI mukAma kiyA hai, isalie niraMtara bhaya, bhaya aura bhaya hI lagA karatA hai| sabakucha sahaja meM mile aisA hai, para bharosA honA caahie| logoM ko aisA hotA rahatA hai ki yaha nahIM milegA, to? aisA nahIM hogA, to? basa, yahI viparIta bhaya hai| buddhi kisa lie hai? taba kahe, sabhI ko ThaMDaka pahu~cAne ke lie, na ki DarAne ke lie| jo buddhi bhaya dikhalAe, vaha viparIta buddhi| use to uThate hI dabA denI caahie|
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________________ AptavANI-1 167 168 AptavANI-1 are! tujhe yadi bhaya hI rakhanA hai, to marane kA bhaya rakha na! prati kSaNa yaha saMsAra maraNa ke bhayavAlA hai| usakA bhaya tujhe kyoM nahIM lagatA? usakA bhaya lage, to mokSa kA upAya khojane kI soce| para vahA~ to jar3a samAna ho gae haiN| hitAhita kA bhAna hitAhita kA bhAna to pratyeka ko apanA svataMtra honA hI cAhie ki kyA karane se maiM sukhI aura kyA karane se maiM du:khI ho sakatA huuN| hitAhita kA svataMtra bhAna nahIM hai, isalie nakala karane jAtA hai, magara nakala kisa kI karanI cAhie? aklavAloM kii| aklavAlA to eka bhI dikhAI nahIM detA, phira kisa kI nakala karegA? jaba taka 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' isa nakalI bhAna meM tU hai, taba taka tU nakalI hai, asalI nahIM haiN| asala kI nakala kI jA sakatI hai| nakalI kI nakala karane se kyA honevAlA haiM? 'vAstavika' samajha meM Ae, taba bAta bne| jJAna hI eka asalI hotA haiM, bAkI sabhI nakalI haiN| jiMdagI meM kabhI kisI kI nakala karanI hI nahIM caahie| magara Aja to sote hai, usameM bhI nakala, calane meM bhI nakala, are! baiThane taka kI bhI nakala hI karate haiM na? arthAt AtmA to kabhI bhI dagA denevAlA hai hI nhiiN| vyavahAra akelA hI dagAbAja hai, aura dagA hai, isalie vahA~ para bahuta sAvadhAna rahie aura hitAhita kA bhAna avazya rkhie| koI khaTamala mArane kI davAI nahIM pItA, aisI davAI pIne kA zauka to hotA hogA? lAipha eDajasTamenTsa pratyeka vyakti ke jIvana meM kucha siddhAMta to hone hI caahie| phira bhI, aisA hote hue bhI saMyogAnusAra baratanA caahie| saMyogoM ke sAtha jo eDajasTa hotA hai, usIkA nAma mnussy| 'eDajasTamenTa' yadi pratyeka saMyogoM meM karanA AyA to TheTha mokSa taka pahu~ca sakate haiM, aisA gaz2aba kA hathiyAra hai| eDajasTamenTa kA matalaba yaha ki Apake sAtha jo jo DiseDajasTa hone Ae, usake sAtha Apa eDajasTa ho jaaie| dainika jIvana meM yadi sAsa aura bahU ke bIca yA devarAnI aura jeThAnI ke bIca DisaeDajasTamenTa hotA ho, to jise isa saMsAra ke cakkara se chaTanA hai use eDajasTa ho hI jAnA caahie| pati-patnI meM bhI yadi eka toDa-tor3a karatA ho, to dUsare ko jor3a lenA cAhie, tabhI saMbaMdha nibhegA aura zAMti rhegii| jise eDajasTa karanA nahIM AtA, use loga menTala kahate haiN| rileTiva satya meM Agraha yA jida kI z2arA bhI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| manuSya to kise kahate haiM? evarIvhera eddjsttebl| cora ke sAtha bhI eDajasTa ho jAnA caahie| Aja ke manuSyoM kI dazA kolhU ke baila jaisI ho gaI hai, magara jAe~ kahA~? A pha~se haiM, isalie kahA~ jAe~? eka bAra hama nahAne gae, vahA~ maggA rakhanA hI raha gayA thaa| hAtha DAlA to pAnI bahuta garama thA, nala kholA to TaMkI khAlI thI, aba kyA karate? yadi eDajasTa nahIM kara pAe, to hama jJAnI kAhe ke? hamane to AhistA-AhistA hAtha se pAnI lagA-lagAkara ThaMDA karate hue, nahA liyaa| saba mahAtmA kahane lage, 'Aja dAdAjI ne nahAne meM bar3I dera lagAI?' hamane kahA, 'kyA karate? pAnI ThaMDA ho jAe taba nahAte na? hama kisI se yaha lAie aura vaha lAie, nahIM kahate, eDajasTa ho jAte haiN|' satayuga meM, logoM ko vyavahAra ke hitAhita kA bhAna thaa| usa samaya anAcAra nahIM the| loga sadAcArI the| Aja to lagabhaga sabhI jagaha anAcAra hai| isalie hitAhita kA bhAna kaise utpanna ho? yaha to dekhadekhakara viparIta sIkhe haiN| 'apanA' to nikAlakara kabhI kharca hI nahIM kiyA hai| jise 'khada' ke hitAhita kA bhAna bar3hatA jAe, usakI vANI aMza vItarAgI kahalAtI hai| vAdI-prativAdI donoM kabUla karate haiN| pratikSaNa 'svayaM' ke hitAhita kA bhAna rahanA caahie| 'svayaM' kauna hai usakA aura vyavahAra ke hitAhita, donoM kA hI bhAna rakhanA hai| 'svayaM'
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________________ AptavANI-1 169 170 AptavANI-1 eDajasTa honA hI dharma hai| isa duniyA meM to plasa-mAinasa karake eDajasTamenTa lenA hotA hai| mAinasa ho vahA~ plasa, aura plasa ho vahA~ mAinasa kara lenaa| yadi hamAre sayAnepana ko bhI koI pAgalapana kahe, to hama kaheMge, 'hA~ ThIka hai|' isa prakAra turaMta hI mAinasa kara dete haiN| aklamaMda kauna kahalAtA hai? kisI ko jo du:kha nahIM pahu~cAe vaha, aura yadi koI use du:kha pahu~cAe, use jamA kara le| sabhI ko sArA dina oNblAija karatA rhe| subaha uThate hI usakA lakSya yahI hotA hai ki maiM kaise logoM ko helpaphula ho sakU~, aisA jise lagAtAra rahA kare, vahI mAnava kahalAtA hai| use phira Age calakara mokSa kI rAha bhI mila jAtI hai| TakarAva 'kisI se TakarAva meM mata AnA aura TakarAva ttaalnaa'| hamAre isa vAkya kA ArAdhana kareM, to TheTha mokSa meM phuNceNge| ApakI bhakti aura hamArA vacanabala sArA kAma kara degaa| ApakI taiyArI caahie| hamAre eka hI vAkya kA yadi ArAdhana karegA. to TheTha mokSa paaegaa| are, hamArA eka zabda jaisA hai vaisA, nigala jAe, to bhI mokSa hAtha meM A jAe aisA hai, magara use jaisA hai vaisA hI nigala lenaa| use cabAne yA masalane mata laga jaanaa| terI buddhi kAma nahIM lagegI. aura vaha ulaTe ghoTAlA kara ddaalegii| hamAre eka zabda kA, eka dina pAlana kare, to gaz2aba kI zakti utpanna hogI! prabhAva utpanna hotA hI jaaegaa| aMdara itanI sArI zaktiyA~ haiM ki cAhe jaisA TakarAva A par3e, to bhI use TAlA jA sakatA hai| jo jAna-bUjhakara khaDDe meM par3anA cAhatA hai, usake sAtha hama ulajheM, to vaha hameM bhI khAI meM giraaegaa| hameM to mokSa meM jAnA hai yA aisoM ke sAtha jhagar3ane yahIM baiThe rahanA hai? ve to kabhI mokSa meM nahIM jAeMge, para tujhe bhI apane sAtha biThAkara rkheNge| are! aisA kaise pusAegA? yadi tujhe mokSa meM hI jAnA hai, to aisoM ke sAtha bahuta aklamaMdI dikhAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai ki bhaiyA Apako laga gayA kyA? hara ora se, cAroM ora se saMbhAlanA, varnA Apa isa jaMjAla se lAkha chUTanA cAheM, magara saMsAra chUTane nahIM degaa| TakarAva to niraMtara AtA hI rhegaa| usameM se hameM z2arA-sA bhI gharSaNa utpanna kie bagaira bAhara nikala jAnA hai| are, hama to yahA~ taka kahate haiM ki yadi terI dhotI jhAr3I meM pha~sa jAe aura terI mokSa kI gAr3I calane ko ho, to bhAI, dhotI chur3avAne ke lie baiThA mata rahanA, dhotI-votI chor3akara daur3a jaanaa| eka kSaNa ke lie bhI, kisI bhI avasthA se baMdhakara rahane jaisA nahIM hai| phira aura sabhI kI to bAta hI kyA karanI? jahA~ tU baMdhA, utanA tU svarUpa ko bhuulaa| tU yadi bhUle se bhI kisI ke TakarAva meM A gayA, to usakA nipaTArA kara denaa| sahaja rUpa se usa TakarAva meM se gharSaNa kI ciMgArI ur3Ae bagaira nikala jaanaa| ikaoNnomI ikaoNnomI (mitavyayatA) kise kahate haiM? TAiTa (hAtha taMga honA) ho taba TAiTa aura maMdI ho taba mNd| kabhI bhI udhAra lekara kArya mata krnaa| udhAra lekara vyApAra kara sakate haiM para mauja-maz2e nahIM kara skte| karja lekara kaba khAnA cAhie? jaba marane kI naubata Ae, tb| magara udhAra lekara ghI nahIM pI skte| praznakartA : lobhI aura kaMjUsa meM kyA aMtara hai? dAdAzrI : kaMjUsa kevala lakSmI kA hI hotA hai| lobhI to hara tarapha se lobha meM hotA hai| mAna kA bhI lobha karatA hai aura lakSmI kA bhI lobha karatA hai| yaha lobhI ko to sArI dizAoM kA lobha hotA hai, isalie sabakucha khIMcakara le jAtA hai| cIMTiyA~ to yadi kisI kITa-pataMge kA pa~kha ho, to bhI milakara khIMca le jAtI haiN| lobhI kA dhyeya kyA? jamA krnaa| paMdraha sAla cale, utanA cIMTI jamA karatI haiN| vaha jamA karane meM hI tanmaya rahatI hai| usameM koI bIca meM Ae, to use kATakara khuda mara jAtI hai| cIMTI sArI jiMdagI bila meM jamA karatI hai aura cUhebhAI, muphta kA khAnevAlA, eka hI minaTa meM saba khA jAtA hai|
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________________ AptavANI-1 171 172 AptavANI-1 praznakartA : dAdAjI, kaMjUsI aura kifAyata meM koI aMtara hai kyA? dAdAzrI : hA~, bar3A aMtara hai| mahIne ke haz2Ara rupaye kamAtA ho, to ATha sau rupaye kA kharcA rakhanA aura pA~ca sau Ate hoM, to cAra sau kA kharca rakhanA, use kahate haiM kiph'aaytii| jaba ki kaMjUsa cAra sau ke cAra sau hI kharca karatA hai, phira cAhe haz2Ara Ae~ yA do hajAra aaeN| vaha TaiksI meM nahIM jaataa| mitavyayatA to ikonomiksa (arthazAstra) hai| vaha to bhaviSya kI muzkiloM ko dhyAna meM rakhatA hai| kaMjUsa manuSya ko dekhakara dUsaroM ko cir3ha hotI hai ki kaMjUsa hai| mitavyayI manuSya ko dekhakara cir3ha nahIM hotii| yadyapi mitavyayI aura kaMjUsa donoM rileTiva hai| ur3AU manuSya ko mitavyayI acchA nahIM lgtaa| yaha sArA bavAla, saMsAra meM bhrAMti kI bhASA meM hai ki fijUla kharca nahIM honA caahie| para mitavyayI manuSya ko cAhe jitanA samajhAe~, phira bhI vaha use chor3atA nahIM hai| aura fijUlakharcI manuSya kiphAyata karane jAe, to bhI fijUlakharcI hI rahatA hai| fijUlakharcI yA kaMjUsI, yaha saba sahaja svabhAva se hai| cAhe jo kareM para usameM badalAva nahIM aataa| sAre prAkRta guNa saba sahaja bhAva se haiN| aMta meM to sabhI meM normeliTI caahie| hamArI jeba meM ye bhAI paise rakhate haiM, ve to TaiksI yA gAr3I meM hI kharca hote haiN| kharca nahIM karanA, aisA bhI nahIM hai aura kharca karanA hai, aisA bhI nahIM hai| aisA kucha bhI taya nahIM hai| dhana ur3Ane ke lie nahIM hotaa| jaise saMyoga Ae~, usa anusAra kharca hotA hai| ye dAdAjI ka~jUsa haiM, mitavyayI haiM aura fijUlakharca bhI haiN| pakke fijUlakharca, phira bhI kamplITa eDajasTebala haiN| dUsaroM ke lie fijUlakharca aura khuda ke lie mitavyayI aura upadeza dene meM kNjuus| isalie sAmanevAle ko hamArA nipuNa saMcAlana dikhAI detA hai| hamArI ikaoNnomI eDajasTebala hotI hai, TaoNpamosTa hotI hai| vaise to pAnI kA upayoga karate haiM, vaha bhI, kifAyata se, eDajasTamenTa lekara upayoga karate haiN| hamAre prAkRta guNa sahaja bhAva se rahe hote haiN| viSaya viSaya ko lekara saMsAra meM bhArI nAsamajhI cala rahI hai| zAstra kahate haiM ki viSaya viSa hai| kitane hI logoM kA bhI kahanA hai ki viSaya viSa hai, aura vaha mokSa meM nahIM jAne detaa| hama akele hI kahate haiM ki viSaya viSa nahIM hai, para viSaya meM niDaratA viSa hai| isalie viSaya se ddro| ina sAre viSayoM meM niDaratA rakhanA hI viSa hai| niDara kaba rahanA cAhie ki do-tIna sA~pa A rahe hoM, usa samaya Apake paira nIce hoM, aura yadi Apako Dara nahIM lagatA ho, to paira nIce rakhanA aura yadi Dara lagatA ho. to paira Upara kara lenaa| magara yadi Apako Dara nahIM lagatA ho aura paira Upara hI nahIM lete ho, to vaha pUrNajJAnI, kevalajJAnI kI nizAnI hai| magara jaba taka pUrNa nahIM hue, taba taka Apa khuda hI mAre Dara ke paira Upara kara lete haiN| isalie hama Apako viSayoM meM niDara rahane ke lie eka tharmAmITara dete haiN| 'yadi sA~pa ke sAmane t niDara raha sakatA ho, to viSaya meM niDara rahanA aura vahA~ yadi Dara lagatA ho, paira Upara kara letA ho. to viSayoM se bhI Darate rhnaa|' viSayoM meM niDara ho hI nahIM skte| bhagavAna mahAvIra bhI viSayoM se DarA karate the aura hama bhI Darate haiN| viSayoM meM niDaratA arthAt asaavdhaanii| saMsAra kahatA hai ki viSaya mokSa meM jAne nahIM dete| are! aisA nahIM hai, 'viSaya' to aMgrejI meM 'sabjekTa' kahalAtA hai| isa saMsAra meM anaMta sabjekTsa haiN| yadi viSaya hI mokSa meM jAne meM bAdhaka hote, to koI mokSa meM jA hI nahIM pAyA hotaa| para bhagavAna mahAvIra mokSa meM gae, aura unheM viSaya bAdhaka nahIM hue, to Apako hI kyoM bAdhaka hote haiM? viSaya bAdhA nahIM karate, ApakA ADApana hI Apako mokSa meM jAne meM bAdhA karatA hai| anaMta viSayoM meM bhagavAna nirviSayI rahakara mokSa meM gae! vAstava meM AtmA khuda nirviSayI hai| mana-vacana-kAyA viSayI haiN| ve jo alaga ho jAe~, to mana-vacana-kAyA ke anaMta viSayoM meM khuda 'zuddhAtmA' nirviSayI rahakara mokSa meM jA sakatA hai|
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________________ AptavANI-1 173 174 AptavANI-1 se yAda nahIM Ae matalaba usakA nipaTArA ho gayA aura phira se yAda AyA, usakA matalaba tanmaya ho gayA, isalie vaha viSaya hai| viSaya ke kitane prakAra? anaMta prkaar| gulAba kA phUla pasaMda ho, taba bagIce meM dekhA ki daur3abhAga karatA hai, vaha vissy| jise jo yAda Ae vaha vissy| hIre yAda Ate raheM, to vaha viSaya aura lAne ke bAda yAda Ane baMda ho jAe~, to samabhAva se nipaTArA ho jaae| para yadi phira se kabhI bhI yAda Ae, to nipaTArA nahIM huA, isalie viSaya hI khlaaegaa| icchA honA svabhAvika hai, para icchA karate rahanA avarodhaka hai, nukasAnadAyaka hai| striyA~ sAr3I dekhatI haiM aura use bAra-bAra yAda karatI rahatI haiM, vaha unakA viSaya kahalAtA hai| jahA~ viSaya saMbaMdha, vahA~ takarAra hotI hai| AtmA khuda nirviSayI, to vaha viSayoM ko kaise bhogegA? yadi vaha viSayoM ko bhoge, to kabhI bhI mokSa meM nahIM jA skegaa| kyoMki taba vaha usakA anvaya (hamezA sAtha rahanevAlA) guNa ho gayA khlaaegaa| kampAunDa svarUpa ho gayA khlaaegaa| vaha to siddhAMta ke viruddha kahalAegA, virodhAbhAsa khlaaegaa| AtmA kabhI bhI koI viSaya bhoga nahIM sktaa| mAtra bhogane kI bhrAMti se ahaMkAra karatA hai ki maiMne bhogA, basa, isI se hI aTakA huA hai| yadi yaha bhrAMti TUTe, to khuda anaMta viSayoM meM bhI nirviSayI pada meM raha sakatA hai| viSaya kise kahate haiM? jisa-jisa bAre meM mana praphullita hotA hai vaha viSaya kahalAtA hai| mana-buddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra jisa-jisa meM tanmayAkAra hote haiM, ve viSaya haiN| jahA~ ekAkAra hote haiM, ve viSaya haiN| viSayoM ke vicAra AnA svAbhAvika hai| aisA honA paramANu kA galana hai| pahale kie gae pUraNa kA hI galana hai| para usameM tU tanmayAkAra huA, usameM tujhe acchA lagA, vaha viSaya hai, jo nukasAnadeha hai| viSaya kise kahate haiM? biginiMga meM (zurU meM) bhI acchA lage aura enDa meM bhI acchA lage, usakA nAma vissy| viSaya koI vastu nahIM hai, para vaha to paramANu kA phorsa hai| jina-jina paramANuoM ko tUne atyaMta bhAva se khIMce haiM, unakA galana hote samaya tU phira se utanA hI tanmayAkAra hotA hai, vahI viSaya hai| phira cAhe koI bhI sabjekTa ho, koI itihAsa kA viSaya lekara, usakA viSayI banatA hai, koI bhUgola kA viSayI hotA hai, usameM hI lIna rahatA hai| ve sabhI viSaya haiN| vaise hI jisane tapa kA viSaya liyA. tyAga kA viSaya liyA aura usameM hI tanmayAkAra rahe. vaha bhI viSaya hai| are! viSayoM ko lekara viSayI banakara mokSa kaise hogA? nirviSayI bana, taba mokSa hogaa| jo bAra-bAra yAda AtA rahe, vaha viSaya hai| pakaur3e yA dahIbar3e khAne meM harja nahIM hai, para yadi Apane use bAra-bAra yAda kiyA ki kisI dina aise phira banAnA, aisA kahA to vaha viSaya hai| sinemA dekhA aura usameM se kucha bhI yAda nahIM AyA, to vaha viSaya nahIM khlaataa| phira mokSa meM jAne kA ho taba sAmane se DheroM viSaya kI Akara par3ate haiN| yaha 'dAdA bhagavAna' kA mokSamArga anaMta viSayoM meM nirviSayI pada sahita kA mokSamArga hai| viSayoM kI ArAdhanA karane jaisA nahIM hai, aura unase Darane jaisA bhI nahIM hai, unase cir3hane jaisA bhI nahIM hai| hA~, sA~pa ke sAmane tU kaise sAvadhAna hokara calatA hai, vaise viSayoM se sAvadhAna rahanA, niDara mata honaa| jaba taka AtmajJAna prakaTa nahIM hotA, taba taka viSaya kisI ko bhI chor3ate nahIM haiM, kyoMki taba taka karttAbhAva, ahaMkAra jAtA hI nhiiN| vItarAgatA jisakA sabjekTa hotA hai, vaha vItarAga ko samajha sakatA hai, para kaSAya jisakA sabjekTa hai, vaha vItarAga ko kaise samajha sakatA hai? jJAna nahIM ho aura yadi eka janma ke lie viSaya kA vhIlakaoNka baMda kara de, phira bhI dUsare janma meM khula jAtA hai| binA jJAna ke viSaya chUTatA hI nahIM hai| viSaya kI ArAdhanA kA phala viSaya hI milatA hai| grahaNa kI ArAdhanA kA phala tyAga milatA hai aura tyAga kI ArAdhanA kA phala grahaNa
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________________ AptavANI - 1 175 milatA hai| tyAga kA pratipakSI grahaNa hai| jahA~ pratipakSI haiM, ve sabhI viSaya haiN| bhagavAna kahate haiM ki jo kaMTrola meM nahIM haiM ve viSaya haiN| 'maiM viSaya bhogatA hU~' aisA ahaMkAra karatA hai| yadi tU viSaya bhoga rahA hotA, to tujhe saMtoSa honA cAhie, paraMtu aisA nahIM hai| 'viSaya' ko bhogatA nahIM hai| vaha to paramANu kA hisAba hai| pratyeka indriya apane viSaya meM nipuNa hai, para dUsare viSaya meM nipuNa nahIM hai| nAka ko jalebI cakhAe~, to mIThI lagegI kyA? paramANuoM kA jo hisAba ho, vaha cukatA ho, vaha viSaya nahIM hai, magara usameM tanmayatA, vahI viSaya hai| usameM indriyoM kA bhI koI rola (bhUmikA) hI nahIM hai| ve to mAtra kanve ( sUcita) karatI haiN| isalie hI hama kahate haiM ki indriyoM ke viSaya jItanevAlA jitendriya (jina) nahIM hai paraMtu jisakI dRSTi dRSTA meM par3a gaI, jisakA jJAna jJAtA meM A gayA, vaha jitendriya (jina) hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra kA bhI yahI kahanA thA / viSaya kI zurUAta kyA hai? mohabhAva se strI ko dekhanA, mUrchita bhAva se dekhanA, vaha / para kyA pratyeka strI ko mUrchitabhAva se dekhA jAtA hai? eka ko dekhakara vicAra Ate haiM, magara dUsarI ko dekheM, to vicAra nahIM Ate, matalaba deara ija samathiMga roMga (kahIM kucha galata hai)| yadi strI ko dekhate hI z2ahara car3hatA hotA to pratyeka strI ko dekhate hI z2ahara car3hanA cAhie, magara aisA nahIM hai| vaha to kucha hI paramANuoM se paramANu kA AkarSaNa hotA hai| jaba taka viSaya kA eka bhI paramANu zeSa hogA, taba taka syAdvAda vANI nahIM niklegii| jAnavaroM ko jina viSayoM kI icchA hI nahIM hai usakI icchA manuSya niraMtara karate haiN| viSaya yadi viSaya hI hote, to eka jagaha do striyA~ baiThI haiM, eka mA~ hai aura eka patnI hai, vahA~ mA~ para viSaya bhAva nahIM hotA? kyoMki viSaya, viSaya hai hI nahIM / bhrAMti hI viSaya hai| ina viSayoM ko agara baMda karanA cAho, to usakA upAya batalAU~ / ye viSaya eka oNTomeTika kaimarA hai, usameM philma utarane mata denaa| 'zuddhAtmA' kI hI phoTo utAra lenA / bAkI viSaya to vastu hI nahIM hai| isameM to acche AptavANI - 1 acche brahmacAriyoM kA bhI dimAga cakarA jAtA hai ki yaha hai kyA? jo jisameM otaprota rahe, vahI viSaya / matalaba, Age se bhI aMdhA aura pIche se bhI aMdhA, aura kucha dikhAI hI nahIM detA, vaha mohAMdha kahalAtA hai| 176 viSaya kI yAcanA karanA jise marane jaisA lage, vaha isa saMsAra ko jIta sakatA hai| aisA jIvana sabase uttama, sammAnapUrNa hai| rogI deha adhika viSayI hotA hai| nirogI ko sthiratA adhika hotI hai / viSayoM se roga nahIM hote, para viSayoM meM lobha hotA hai, taba hI roga praveza karate haiN| loga viSayoM ko cakamA dete haiN| are! viSayoM ko kyoM cakamA dete ho? viSaya meM jo lobha haiM, use cakamA do na? viSaya bAdhaka nahIM hai, para viSayoM meM lobha bAdhaka hotA hai| rasoI meM kahegA ki mujhe mirca ke binA nahIM calegA, isa cIz2a ke binA nahIM calegA, itanA to cAhie hI, yahI lobha hai| isIlie viSaya hai aura isI kAraNa se roga haiN| krodha - mAna-mAyA lobha hI roga karanevAle haiN| duHkha ke kAraNa hI loga viSaya bhogate haiM, para yadi vicAra kareM, to viSaya nikala sake, aisA hai| yadi isa deha para se camar3I nikAla dI jAe, to rAga hogA kyA? camar3I kI yaha caddara hI Dha~kI huI hai na! aura peTa to malapeTI hai, cIrane para mala hI niklegaa| hAtha para se camar3I nikala gaI ho aura pIpa nikalatA ho, to chUnA acchA lagegA kyA? nahIM chuute| yaha saba avicAra ke kAraNa hI hai| moha to pAgalapana hai| avicAra dazA ke kAraNa moha hai| moha to nirI jalana hI hai| Apa mIThA khAkara Upara cAya pIe~, to phIkI lagegI na? cAya para anyAya nahIM karate? cAya to mIThI hai, para phIkI kyoM lagatI hai? kyoMki usake pahale mIThA cakhA hai| vaise hI hama bhI anupama miThAsavAlA jJAna dete haiN| usake bAda Apa ko saMsAra ke sAre viSayI sukha mIThe hone para bhI phIke lgeNge| logoM kA anubhava hai ki sardI kA bukhAra, maleriyA vagairaha ho, to khIra kar3avI lagatI hai| kyoM? kyoMki usakA mu~ha kar3avA
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________________ AptavANI - 1 177 hai, isalie kar3avA lagatA hai| usameM khIra kA kyA doSa? vaise hI hamAre dvArA die hue 'akrama jJAna' se jyoM-jyoM bukhAra kama hogA, taba sAre saMsAra ke viSaya nIrasa hote anubhava meM aaeNge| viSayoM kA nIrasa hote jAnA tharmAmITara hai| khuda ke bukhAra kA to patA calatA hai na? 'kramika mArga' meM bhI viSaya nIrasa lagate haiM, para ve ahaMkAra ke kAraNa lekara nIrasa lagate haiM, magara ve phira sAmane aaeNge| para hamAre 'akrama mArga' meM aisA jhamelA hI nahIM na? hama to viSayoM ke sAgara meM nirviSayI haiN| nirviSayI arthAt jalakamalavat / hamane to isa deha kA svAmitva chor3a diyA hai, isalie hameM to na kucha chUtA hai na hI kucha bAdhaka hotA hai| hamameM to svAmitva kA abhAva hai| hamAre mahAtmAoM kA mAlikIpana bhI hamane le liyA hai, aura isalie ve jalakamalavat raha pAte haiN| kalpanA se citrita karatA hai pudgala, para usameM Apa 'khuda' tanmayAkAra hue, to Apa hastAkSara kara dete haiN| yadi tanmayAkAra nahIM ho aura mAtra dekhe aura jAne, to vaha mukta hI haiN| mujhe kisI ne pUchA ki yaha aisA koTa kyoM pahanA hai? maiMne kahA, 'yaha hamArA nirviSayI viSaya hai|' viSaya ke do prakAra haiM, eka viSayI viSaya aura dUsarA nirviSayI viSaya / jisa viSaya meM dhyAna nahIM hotA, bilakula lakSya hI nahIM hotA, vaha nirviSayI viSaya hai| jisakA jisa viSaya meM dhyAna hotA hai, vaha usameM bahuta hI caukannA hotA hai / usameM vaha vizeSa hotA hI hai| loga apane-apane viSaya meM hI masta hote haiM, aura vahIM para ve buddha jaise dikhAI dete haiM, kyoMki usImeM hI tanmayAkAra hue haiN| AtmA nirviSayI hai| sArA jagat viSayoM se bharA huA hai, unameM se jise jo viSaya bhAyA usakI hI ArAdhanA karane lage haiN| jaise ki tapasviyoM ne tapa kA viSaya pasaMda kiyA / tyAgI tyAga ke viSaya, vyAkhyAnakAra vyAkhyAna ke aura saMsArI, sabhI saMsAra ke viSayoM kI ArAdhanA karane meM lage haiM, aura phira kahate AptavANI - 1 haiM ki hama puruSArtha karate haiN| jJAnI se pUcha to sahI ki puruSArtha hai ki kyA hai? loga anivArya ko aicchika mAna baiThe haiN| ArAdhanA viSayoM kI karate haiM aura khojate haiM nirviSayI (AtmA) ko| are! isakA kabhI aMta nahIM aaegaa| ataH jo kucha kiyA aura usameM ahaMkAra kiyA, tanmaya huA, ebava normala huA, ve sabhI viSaya haiN| aisA saccA jJAna kisI kI samajha meM AtA nahIM hai isalie ulaTI rAha cala par3e haiN| usameM unakA bhI doSa nahIM hai| yaha to jaisA hai vaisA kahanA par3atA hai, aura vaha bhI atyaMta karuNAvaza yaha vANI nikalatI hai| varnA hameM, jJAnI puruSa ko aise kar3ave zabdoM kA upayoga karanA hotA hai? para kyA ho ? isa vicitra kAla ke kAraNa saccA mArga milatA nahIM hai| vaha dikhalAne ke lie aisI kar3aka vANI nikalatI hai| bAkI, jJAnI puruSa to karuNA ke sAgara hote haiN| 178 viSaya kA AhvAna karane jaisA nahIM hai| pulisavAlA pakar3akara le jAe aura do dina bhUkhA rakhakara, DaMDe mArakara, jabaradastI mA~sa khilA de, vaisA viSaya ke lie rahanA cAhie aura tabhI gunahagArI sahetuka nahIM hai| barabasa hone para hI viSaya hone caahie| viSaya-aviSaya donoM parasattA haiN| jAna-bUjhakara pulisavAle ke sAtha jAne kI icchA hotI hai? nahIM hotii| jabaradastI ke viSaya, asala meM viSaya nahIM hai| yaha to bhagavAna kA nyAya hai / zarIra ne viSaya bhogA, to vaha mukta huA aura mana viSaya bhoge, to bIja par3atA hai| avasthita huA, to vyavasthita hogA hii| viSayoM apAra jalana jagat meM cala rahI hai| acche-acche vastra pahanakara, dUsaroM ke lie (viSaya) bIja DAlane ke nimitta banoge, to bhI pemenTa karanA pdd'egaa| viSaya kA pRthakkaraNa buddhi se karake soceM, to bhI gaMdagI lgegii| jahA~ phisale, vahI viSaya / acetana ke sAtha kA viSaya acchA, magara mizracetana ke sAtha kA galata hai| Apa chUTanA cAheM, taba bhI, sAmanevAlA mizracetana rAgI-dveSI hone ke kAraNa Apako jhaTa se chUTane nahIM detaa| jaba ki acetana to vItarAga hI hai| Apane chor3A ki chUTa gyaa| Apa chor3eM utanI hI dera /
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________________ AptavANI-1 179 AptavANI-1 AyuSya kI pU~jI zvAsocchavAsa ke kAunTa (ginatI) para AdhArita hai| jahA~ jyAdA zvAsocchavAsa caleM, vahA~ AyuSya kI pU~jI kharca hotI jAtI hai| krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha-moha-kapaTa meM zvAsocchavAsa adhika kharca ho jAte haiM aura daihika viSayoM meM par3heM, taba to bhayaMkara rUpa se kharca ho jAte haiN| isalie hI saMsArI manuSyoM ko kahatA hU~ ki aura kucha nahIM bana pAe, to mata karanA para lakSmI aura vIrya kI ikaoNnomI avazya krnaa| ye donoM cIjeM saMsAra vyavahAra ke mukhya staMbha haiN| zarAba ko kharAba kahA hai, kyoMki vaha viSaya kI ora le jAtI hai| karor3oM janmoM meM bhI pAra nahIM Ae, utane anaMta viSaya haiN| unameM par3akara una sabhI viSayoM ko bhogate hae bhI hamane hamAre mahAtmAoM ko nirviSayI banAyA haiM! loga viSaya ke lie nahIM jIte haiM, para viSaya ke ahaMkAra ke poSaNa ke lie jIte haiN| jina-jina viSayoM kA ahaMkAra lAe haiM, unake paramANu deha meM haiN| hamane hamAre mahAtmAoM ke viSaya ke ahaMkAra ko nikAla diyA hai, phira bhI pahale ke paramANu bhare hue haiM, jo phala dekara cale jaaeNge| jina viSayoM kA ahaMkAra bharA huA hai, ve viSaya sAmane aaeNge| jina-jina viSayoM kA ahaMkAra nirmUla huA hai, ve viSaya nahIM aaeNge| jaba bAhya ahaMkAra pUrNatayA nirmUla hogA, aura paramANu phala dekara vidA hoMge, taba deha calI jaaegii| pratyeka paramANu kA samabhAva se nipaTArA hogA, taba isa deha kA bhI mokSa hogaa| saMsAra ke rileTiva dharma abaMdha ko baMdha mAnate haiM, aura jisase unheM baMdha hotA hai usakA unheM bhAna hI nahIM hai| yaha sUkSma vAkya hai, ise samajhanA muzkila hai| sArA saMsAra viSayoM ke jJAna ko jAnatA hai| jisa viSaya kI par3hAI kI usIke jJAna ko jAnatA hai| are! jisa viSaya kI par3hAI kI usIkA viSayI huaa| rileTiva dharma meM to pA~ca hI viSaya batAe haiM. para viSaya to anaMta haiN| enormala yAnI ki ebava normala yA bilo normala huA to viSayI huaa| viSayI huA, ataH 'jagatjJAna' meM par3A, aisA kahalAtA hai| vahA~ 'AtmajJAna' nahIM hotaa| prema aura Asakti 'ghar3I car3he ghar3I utare vaha to prema nA hoya, aghaTa prema hRde base, prema kahie soy|' saccA prema kise kahate haiM? jo kabhI bar3hatA bhI nahIM hai aura ghaTatA bhI nahIM hai| niraMtara eka samAna, eka-sA hI rahe, vahI saccA prem| 'zuddha prema, vahI prakaTa paramezvara prema hai|' bAkI jo prema ghaTatA-bar3hatA rahe, vaha prema nahIM kahalAtA, Asakti kahalAtA hai| jJAnI kA prema zuddha prema hai| aisA prema kahIM dekhane ko nahIM milegaa| duniyA meM Apa jahA~ kahIM dekhate haiM, vaha sArA prema avasaravAdI prema hai| aurata-marda kA, mA~-bApa kA, bApa-beTe kA, mA~-beTe kA, seTha-naukara kaa| hara eka kA prema avasaravAdI hotA hai| avasaravAdI hai, aisA kaba samajha meM AtA hai ki jaba prema phrekcara hotA hai| jaba taka miThAsa lage, taba taka kucha nahIM lagatA, para kar3avAhaTa paidA ho taba patA calatA hai| are, sArI jiMdagI bApa ke kahane meM rahA ho aura eka hI bAra gusse meM saMyogavaza yadi bApa ko beTe ne 'Apa kamaaqala haiM' kaha diyA, to sArI jiMdagI ke lie saMbaMdha TUTa jaaegaa| bApa kahegA, 't merA beTA nahIM aura maiM terA bApa nhiiN|' yadi saccA prema ho, to vaha hamezA ke lie vaisA kA vaisA hI rahegA, phira cAhe gAliyA~ de yA jhagar3A kre| isake sivAya to jo prema rahA vaha saccA prema kaise kahalAegA? avasaravAdI prema hI Asakti kahalAtA hai| vaha to vyApArI aura grAhaka jaisA prema hai, saudebAjI hai| saMsArI prema to Asikta hai| prema to vaha ki sAtha hI sAtha rahanA acchA lge| usakI sArI bAteM acchI lgeN| usameM ekzana aura riekzana nahIM hote| zuddha prema hI paramAtmA hai| prema pravAha to eka-sA hI bahatA hai| vaha ghaTatA-bar3hatA nahIM hai, pUraNa-galana nahIM hotaa| Asakti pUraNa-galana svabhAva kI hotI hai| jahA~ so gayA vahIM kA Agraha ho jAtA hai| caTAI para sotA ho,
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________________ AptavANI-1 181 182 AptavANI-1 dutakArane se hI saMsAra khar3A hai| Asakti to deha kA guNa hai, paramANuoM kA guNa hai| vaha kaisA hai? cuMbaka aura lohe jaisA saMbaMdha hai| deha ko anukUla ho aise paramANu meM deha khiMcatI hai, vaha Asakti hai| Asakti to ebava normala aura bIlo normala bhI ho sakatI hai| prema normAliTI meM hotA hai, eka samAna hI rahatA haiM, usameM kisI prakAra kA parivartana hotA hI nahIM hai| Asakti to jar3a kI Asakti hai| cetana kI to nAma mAtra kI bhI nahIM hai| to usakA Agraha ho jAtA hai, aura Danalapa ke gadde para sotA ho, to usakA Agraha ho jAtA hai| caTAI para sone ke AgrahI ko yadi gadde para sulAe~, to use nIMda nahIM aatii| Agraha hI viSa hai, aura nirAgraha hI amRta hai| jaba taka nirAgrahatA utpanna nahIM hotI, taba taka saMsAra kA prema saMpAdana nahIM hotaa| zuddha prema nirAgrahatA se prakaTa hotA hai, aura zuddha prema hI paramezvara hai| binA pahacAna kA prema nAzavaMta hai, aura Aja jitanI pahacAna hai vaha saba prAkRta haiN| prAkRta guNoM ko lekara jo prema hotA hai, aise prema ko kyA karanA hai? zuddha prema se sAre daravAje khulate haiN| guru ke sAtha ke prema se kyA nahIM milatA? manuSya to suMdara hoM, taba bhI ahaMkAra se badasUrata dikhAI dete haiN| suMdara kaba dikheMge? taba kahe, premAtmA ho tb| taba to badasUrata bhI khUbasUrata dikhAI dete haiN| zuddha prema prakaTa ho, taba hI khubasUrata dikhane lagate haiN| saMsAra ke logoM ko kyA cAhie? mukta prema, jisameM svArtha kI gaMdha yA kisI prakAra kI avasaravAditA nahIM ho| saMsAra meM ina jhagar3oM ke kAraNa hI Asakti hotI hai| isa saMsAra meM jhagar3A to Asakti kA viTAmina hai| jhagar3A nahIM ho, to vItarAga ho sakate haiN| bhagavAna kahate haiM ki dveSa pariSaha upakArI hai| prema pariSaha kabhI nahIM chuutttaa| sArA saMsAra prema pariSaha meM pha~sA hai| isalie hara kisI ko dUra se hI 'jaya zrI kRSNa' kahakara unase chUTa jaanaa| kisI ke lie prema mata rakhanA aura kisI ke prema meM pha~sanA nhiiN| prema ko dutakArakara bhI mokSa meM nahIM jA sakate, isalie sAvadhAna rhnaa| mokSa meM jAnA ho, to virodhiyoM kA to upakAra maannaa| prema karate haiM, ve hI baMdhana meM DAlate haiM, jaba ki virodhI upakArI, hailpiMga ho jAte haiN| jisane hama para prema uMDelA hai, use duHkha na lage, aisA karake chUTa jAnA, kyoMki prema ko vyavahAra meM abhedatA rahe, usakA bhI kAraNa hotA hai| vaha to paramANu aura Asakti ke guNa haiM, para usameM kisa kSaNa kyA ho jAe, kahA nahIM jA sktaa| jaba taka paramANu mela khAte hoM taba taka AkarSaNa rahatA hai, isalie abhedatA rahatI hai| paramANu mela nahIM khAte. taba vikarSaNa hotA hai. aura baira hotA hai| ataH jahA~ Asakti hogI, vahA~ baira hogA hii| Asakti meM hitAhita kA bhAna nahIM hotaa| prema meM saMpUrNa hitAhita kA bhAna hotA hai| yaha to paramANuoM kA sAinsa hai| usameM AtmA ko koI lenAdenA nahIM hai| para loga to bhrAMti se paramANu ke khiMcAva ko mAnate haiM ki maiM khiMca gyaa| AtmA khiMcatA hI nhiiN| AtmA jisa-jisa meM tanmayAkAra nahIM hotA, usakA use tyAga baratatA hai, aisA kahate haiN| kartRtva kA abhimAna hI Asakti hai| hameM to deha kI Asakti aura AtmA kI anAsakti hotI hai| naicurala laoN - bhugate usIkI bhUla isa saMsAra ke nyAyAdhIza to jagaha-jagaha hote haiM, para karma jagat ke kudaratI nyAyAdhIza to eka hI haiM, 'bhugate usIkI bhuul'| yaha eka hI nyAya hai, usIse sArA saMsAra cala rahA hai aura bhrAMti ke nyAya se saMsAra pUrA khar3A hai|
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________________ AptavANI-1 184 AptavANI-1 eka AdamI kI jeba kttii| isa para bhrAMti kA nyAya kyA karatA hai ki jisakI jeba kaTI ho use AzvAsana dene nikala par3atA hai| arara, becAre para du:kha A pdd'aa| aisA karake khuda bhI du:khI hotA hai aura cora para saiMkar3oM gAliyA~ barasAtA hai| jaba ki kudaratI nyAya, asala nyAya kyA kahatA hai? 'are, pakar3o, pakar3o ise, jisakI jeba kaTI hai use pakar3o!' cora aura sAhUkAra, una donoM meM se isa samaya bhugatA kisa ne? 'jisane bhugatA, usakI bhuul|' jeba kATanevAlA to jaba pakar3A jAegA taba cora khlaaegaa| abhI to vaha maz2e se hoTala meM cAya-nAztA kara rahA hai na? vaha to jaba pakar3A jAegA taba bhugtegaa| para abhI kauna bhugata rahA hai? jisakI jeba kaTI hai vh| isalie kudaratI nyAya kahatA hai ki bhUla iskii| pahale isane bhUla kI thI, usakA phala Aja AyA aura isalie hI vaha luTa gayA aura isIlie vaha Aja bhugata rahA hai| naicurala korTa meM jo laoN cala rahA hai - naicurala laoN, vahI hama Aja yahA~ khullama-khullA batA rahe haiM ki bhugate usakI bhuul| khuda kI bhUla kI mAra khA rahe haiN| patthara pheMkA usakI bhUla nahIM, jo bhugate, jise lagA, usakI bhuul| Apa ke Asa-pAsa ke bAla-baccoM kI cAhe jitanI bhUleM yA apakRtya hoM, para Apako usakA asara nahIM hotA, to ApakI bhUla nahIM hai, aura yadi Apa para asara hotA hai, to vaha ApakI hI bhUla hai, aisA nizcita rUpa se samajha lenaa| jisakA doSa adhika hai, vahI isa saMsAra meM mAra khAtA hai| mAra kauna khA rahA hai? yaha dekha lenaa| jo mAra khAtA hai vahI doSI hai| jo kar3avAhaTa bhugate vahI krtaa| kartA hI vikalpa hai| koI mazInarI khuda kI hI banAI huI ho, jisameM giyara vhIla hote haiM, usameM khuda kI u~galI pha~sa jAe, to usa mazIna se Apa lAkha kaheM ki bhaiyA, merI u~galI hai, maiMne tujhe khuda banAyA hai na? to kyA giyara vhIla u~galI chor3a degA? nahIM chodd'egaa| vaha to Apako samajhA jAtA hai ki bhaiyA isameM merA kyA doSa? tUne bhugatA, isalie terI bhuul| bAhara saba jagaha aisI hI mazInarI mAtra calatI hai| ye sabhI mAtra giyara-vhIla haiN| yadi giyara nahIM hote, to sAre muMbaI zahara meM koI strI apane pati ko duHkha nahIM detI aura koI pati apanI patni ko duHkha nahIM detaa| khuda kA ghara to sabhI sukha meM hI rakhate, magara aisA nahIM hai| ye bacce-bacce, pati-patnI, sabhI mazInarI mAtra hI haiM, giyara mAtra haiN| kudaratI nyAya to jo gunahagAra hotA hai, use hI daMDa detA hai| ghara meM sAta loga soe hoM, para sA~pa to gunahagAra ko hI kaattegaa| aisA hai yaha saba 'vyvsthit'| 'bhugate usakI bhUla' ke nyAya meM to bAhara ke nyAyAdhIza kA kAma hI nhiiN| use kisa lie bulavAnA hotA hai? bAharavAle nyAyAdhIza to bicauliyA kahalAte haiM aura bicauliyA kyA karatA hai? pahale to Akara kahegA, 'cAya-nAztA laaie'| phira dhIre se pati, patnI se kahegA 'akla nahIM hai ki aisI bhUla karate ho?' bicauliyA apanI Abaru-akla DhaMkakara rakhatA hai aura dUsaroM kI khulI karatA hai| isa kudaratI nyAya meM to koI nyAyAdhIza hI nahIM hai| hama hI nyAyAdhIza, hama hI vakIla aura hama hI muvkkil| ata: phira vaha khuda ke pakSa meM hI nyAya karegA ? isalie niraMtara bhUla hI karatA hai mnussy| nyAya to kisa se karavAnA cAhie? jJAnI puruSa ke pAsa ki jinheM apanI deha ke lie bhI pakSapAta nahIM hotA hai| yaha to khuda hI nyAyAdhIza aura khuda hI gunahagAra aura khada hI vakIla, phira nyAya meM kisa kI tarafadArI karegA? apanI khada kI hii| yaha to aisA karatekarate hI jIva baMdhana meM AtA jAtA hai| aMdara kA nyAyAdhIza bolatA hai ki tumhArI bhUla huI hai, taba phira aMdara kA vakIla hI vakAlata karatA hai ki isameM merA kyA doSa? aisA karake khuda hI baMdhana meM AtA hai| khuda ke AtmA ke hita ke lie jAna lenA cAhie ki kisa ke doSa se baMdhana hai? 'bhugate usakI bhuul'| usIkA doss| dekhA jAe, to sAmAnya bhASA meM anyAya hai para bhagavAna kA nyAya to aisA hI kahatA hai ki bhugate usakI bhuul| yaha 'dAdA' ne jJAna meM jaisA hai, vaisA dekhA
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________________ AptavANI - 1 hai ki bhugate usIkI bhUla hai| 'bhugate usakI bhUla' itanA yadi pUrNarUpa se samajha meM A jAe, to bhI mokSa mila jaae| yaha jo logoM kI bhUla dekhate haiM, vaha to bilakula galata hai| khuda kI bhUla ke kAraNa nimitta milate haiN| yadi jIvita nimitta milA, to use kATane daur3ate haiM, aura kA~TA cubhe taba kyA karatA hai? caurAhe para kA~TA par3A ho aura hajAroM manuSya Ae~ jAe~ para kisI ko bhI nahIM lagatA, para caMdubhAI jAe~ taba kA~TA Ter3hA par3A ho, to bhI unake paira meM ghusa jAtA hai| 'vyavasthita' to kaisA hai? jise kA~TA laganevAlA ho use hI lagatA hai| sAre saMyoga ikaTThe kara detA hai, para usameM nimitta kA kyA doSa ? 185 yadi koI manuSya davAI chir3akakara khA~sI khilavAe, to usake lie lar3AI-jhagar3A ho jAtA hai| jaba ki mirca kA chauMka ur3ane para khA~sI Ae, to koI jhagar3A karatA hai kabhI? yaha to jo pakar3A jAe, unase lar3ate haiN| nimitta ko kATane daur3ate haiN| yadi haqIqata samajha meM A jAe ki karanevAlA kauna hai aura kisa lie hotA hai, to rahegA koI jhaMjhaTa phira? cikanI miTTI meM bUTa pahanakara ghUmeM, aura phisaleM, to usameM doSa kisa kA ? terA hI! samajha meM nahIM AtA ki naMge paira caleM, to u~galiyoM kI pakar3a rahatI hai aura girate nhiiN| isameM doSa kisa kA ? miTTI kA, bUTa kA yA terA? sAmanevAle kA mu~ha yadi Apako phUlA huA dikhAI de, to vaha ApakI bhUla / taba usake 'zuddhAtmA' ko yAda karake usake nAma kI mAfI mA~gate raheM, to RNAnubaMdha se chUTa sakate haiN| jo du:kha bhugate, usakI bhUla aura sukha bhoge, to vaha usakA inAma / bhrAMti kA kAnUna nimitta ko pakar3atA hai| bhagavAna kA kAnUna, riyala kAnUna egz2aikTa hai, vaha to jisakI bhUla ho usIko pakar3atA hai| yaha kAnUna egz2aikTa hai| aura use koI badala sake vaisA hai hI nhiiN| saMsAra meM aisA AptavANI - 1 koI kAnUna nahIM hai ki jo kisI ko duHkha de ske| sarakArI kAnUna bhI aisA nahIM kara sktaa| yaha to bhugate usakI bhUla / bhugatate haiM usa para se hisAba nikala jAtA hai ki kitanI bhUla 186 thii| ghara meM dasa manuSya hoM, unameM se do ko ghara kaise calatA hogA usakA vicAra mAtra bhI nahIM AtA, do ko ghara meM hailpa kareM, aisA vicAra AtA hai aura do jane hailpa karate haiM, para eka to sArA dina ghara kisa prakAra calAnA, usIkI ciMtA meM rahatA hai, aura do jane ArAma se sote haiM, to bhUla kisa kI ? are ! bhugatatA hai usakI hI ciMtA kare, usakI hI / jo ArAma se sotA hai, use kucha bhI nahIM / sAsa bahU ko DA~Te, to bhI bahU sukha meM ho aura sAsa bhugate, to bhUla sAsa kI hI smjhnaa| jeThAnI ko taMga kare, aura bhugatanA par3e, vaha hamArI bhUla aura cher3eM nahIM phira bhI vaha duHkha de, to vo pichale janma kA kucha hisAba bAkI hogA, vaha cukaayaa| taba Apa phira se bhUla mata karanA, varnA phira se bhugatanA pdd'egaa| isalie chUTanA cAho, to vaha jo kucha kar3avA-mIThA deM (acchA-burA kaheM ), use jamA kara lenA / hisAba cuka jaaegaa| isa jagat meM binA hisAba ke to A~kheM taka nahIM miltiiN| to aura kucha kyA binA hisAba ke hotA hogA? Apane jitanA - jitanA jisajisa ko diyA hogA, utanA utanA vaha Apako vApasa kregaa| taba Apa use jamA kara lenA / khuza hokara ki hA! aba hisAba pUrA hogaa| varnA yadi bhUla kareMge, to phira se bhugatanA par3egA hii| yaha sArA saMsAra 'hamArI' mAlikI kA hai| hama 'khuda' brahmAMDa ke mAlika haiM, para hamArI bhUloM se baMdhe haiN| bhugatanA kyoM par3A? yaha khoja nikAlie na? yaha to apanI bhUloM se baMdhe haiM, logoM ne Akara bA~dhA nahIM hai| ataH bhUleM naSTa hoM, to mukt| vAstava meM to mukta hI haiM, para bhUloM ke kAraNa baMdhana hai|
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________________ AptavANI-1 187 188 AptavANI-1 jahA~ aisA sahI, nirmala nyAya Apako dikhA dete haiM, vahA~ nyAyaanyAya kA vibhAjana karane kA kahA~ rahatA hai? yaha bahuta hI gahana bAta hai| tamAma zAstroM kA sAra batA rahA huuN| yaha to 'vahA~' kA jajamenTa (nyAya) kaise cala rahA hai, yaha egjaikTa batAtA hU~ ki bhugate usIkI bhuul| nijadoSa darzana jitane doSa dikhAI dete haiM, utane bidA hone lagate haiN| jJAnI puruSa kI kRpA ho, to doSa dikhane lagate haiN| pahale to khuda anaMta doSa kA bhAjana hai, aisA samajheM, taba doSoM ko khojanA, talAza karanA zurU karatA hai| usake bAda phira doSa dikhane lagate haiN| yadi doSa nahIM dikhate, to use pramAda smjhnaa| anaMta doSa kA bhAjana ha~ aisA samajhA ki doSa apane Apa dikhane lgeNge| magara yaha to baharA aura ghara meM cora ghusa AyA, phira kyA ho? phira bhale hI baratana khar3akeM, magara sunAI de taba na? jitane doSa dikhate haiM, utane bidA hone lagate haiN| jo bhI gAr3ha hoMge, ve do dina, tIna dina, pA~ca dina, mahInA yA sAla ke bAda bhI dikheM, to calate hI bneNge| are, bhAga hI jaaeNge| ghara meM cora ghusa AyA ho, to vaha kaba taka ghara meM rahegA? mAlika nahIM jAnatA ho, taba tk| mAlika agara jAna jAe, to cora turaMta hI bhAgane lagatA hai| kisI ke bhI avaguNa nahIM dekhte| dekhane hI haiM, to khuda ke dekho na? yaha to auroM kI bhUleM dekheM, to dimAga meM kaisA tanAva ho jAtA hai? usake bajAya auroM ke guNa dekheM to dimAga kitanA khuza ho jAtA eka vyakti pratidina maMdira jAkara aura bhagavAna se hAtha jor3akara gAtA ho, 'maiM to doSa anaMta kA bhAjana hU~ krunnaamy|' Upara se aisA bhI kahatA hai, 'dekhe nahIM nija doSa to tareM kauna upAya?' aba unase pUche ki bhaiyA aba ApameM kitane doSa zeSa rahe? taba kyA kaheMge, 'basa do-tIna hI bace haiM, thor3A-thor3A krodha hotA hai aura thor3A-sA lobha hai, bs| aura koI doSa aba rahA hI nahIM hai|' are abhI to gA rahA thA na ki maiM to doSa anaMta kA bhAjana hU~ krunnaamy| vaha kahegA, 'aisA gAne meM to gAnA hI par3atA hai na, para doSa to haiM hI nhiiN|' 'vAha ! vAha ! kyA kahane! yaha to bhagavAna ko bhI Thagane lage? bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM, 'jisameM do hI doSa zeSa hoM usakA to tIna hI ghaMTe meM mokSa ho jaae|' yaha to bar3e-bar3e mahArAjAoM se, AcAryoM se koI pUche, 'ApameM doSa kitane?' to ve kaheMge, 'do-tIna hoNge|' utane doSa rahane para to tIna hI ghaMTo meM mokSa ho jaae| yaha to doSa ko lekara yahA~ par3e haiM aura yadi kaheM ki auroM ke doSa dikhAie, to anekoM doSa batalA dete haiM, khuda kA eka bhI najara nahIM aataa| haraeka ko dUsaroM ke doSa dekhanA AtA hai| AtmA prApta hone ke bAda hI khuda ke doSa dikhate haiM, niSpakSatA utpanna ho jAtI hai| yadi khuda ke doSa dekhane Ate, to mokSa prApta kara cuke hote aura nahIM pAte, to bhI jJAnI puruSa jitanI U~cI sthiti meM pahu~ca gae hote| isameM koI doSI nahIM hai, yaha kAla hI aisA hai| saMyogavaza saba hotA hai| usameM usakA bhI kyA kasUra? sAmanevAle kI bhUla mata dekhnaa| hamArI bhUla sudhAra lenI caahie| binA hisAba ke to koI ulaTA nahIM boltaa| yadi khuda kI eka bhUla mila jAe, to bhagavAna ne use manuSya kahA hai| jo bhUla ke ghora jaMgala meM vicaraNa karane se ruke, aura use bhUla mAlUma ho jAe, to vaha mAnava hai| usakI bhUla ko dikhAnevAle ko bhagavAna ne 'ati mAnava' (supara hyumana) kahA hai| isa jagat meM sabakucha patA calatA hai, para khuda kI bhUla kA patA nahIM cltaa| isalie hI khuda kI bhUla dikhAne ke lie jJAnI kI z2arUrata hotI hai| jJAnI puruSa hI aise sarva sattAdhIza haiM ki jo Apako ApakI bhUla dikhAkara usakA bhAna karavAte haiM, aura tabhI vaha bhUla
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________________ AptavANI-1 189 190 AptavANI-1 miTatI hai| aisA kaba saMbhava hai? jaba jJAnI puruSa kI bheMTa ho aura Apako niSpakSa banAe~ tb| Apake khuda ke prati bhI niSpakSatA utpanna ho, taba hI kArya siddha hotA hai| jaba taka jJAnI puruSa svarUpa kA bhAna nahIM karavAte, taba taka niSpakSatA utpanna nahIM hotii| 'jJAna' kisI kI bhUla nahIM nikAlatA, buddhi sabhI kI bhUleM nikAlatI hai, sage bhAI kI bhI bhUla nikAlatI hai| praznakartA : dAdAjI, vyavahAra meM bar3A, choTe kI bhUla nikAlatA hai, choTA, apane se choTe kI bhUla nikAlatA hai, vyU poinTa ke TakarAva ke kAraNa, to aisA kyoM hotA haiM? dAdAzrI : yaha to aisA hai na ki bar3A choTe ko khA jAtA hai| bar3A choTe kI bhUla nikAle, usake bajAya hama kaha deM, 'merI hI bhuul|' yadi bhUla hamAre sira para le leM, to usakA hala nikala aae| hama kyA karate haiM? dUsarA yadi sahana nahIM kara sake, to hama apane sira le lete haiM, auroM kI bhUla nahIM nikaalte| kyoM kisI ko dene jAe~? hamAre pAsa to sAgara samAna peTa hai| dekhie na, isa muMbaI kI sabhI gaTaroM kA pAnI sAgara apane meM samA letA hai na? vaise hI hameM bhI pI lenA hai| isase kyA hogA ki ina baccoM para, aura saba para prabhAva pdd'egaa| ve bhI siikheNge| bacce bhI samajha jAe~ge ki inakA peTa sAgara samAna hai| isalie jitanA Ae utanA jamA kara lo| vyavahAra kA niyama hai ki apamAna karanevAlA khuda kI zakti dekara jAtA hai| isalie apamAna svIkAra kara lo hNste-hNste| eka A~kha hAtha se daba gaI ho to caMdra do dikhAI dete haiM na? usameM bhUla kisa kI? aisA saMsAra ke logoM kA hai| hara minaTa para, samaya-samaya para bhUla karate haiN| niraMtara 'para' samaya meM hote haiN| parAyoM hetu ('sva' hetu nahIM) samaya bitAte haiN| khuda ke lie eka bhI samaya nikAlA nahIM hai| 'khuda' ko pahacAne nahIM vaha saba 'prsmy'| khuda ko pahacAnane ke bAda 'svsmy'| logoM kI dRSTi doSI ho gaI hai, isalie sAmanevAle ke doSa dekhate haiM, aura khuda ke nahIM dekhte| hameM to pahale dRSTi nirdoSa kara denI hai| nirdoSa hue aura nirdoSa dekhaa| Apako koI doSI nahIM dikhatA, to Apa mukta hue| loga khuda kI bhUloM se baMdhe haiN| faujadArI bhUla kI ho, to faujadAra ke baMdhana meN| koI manuSya khuda kI bhUla nahIM dekha sktaa| sabhI karama, karama gAte haiM magara karama kyA hai, usakA Apako bhAna hI nahIM hai| khuda ke karama arthAta nijdoss| AtmA nirdoSa hai, para nija doSa ko lekara baMdhana meM hai| jitane doSa dikheM. utanA makti kA anubhava hotA hai| kucha doSa kI to lAkhoM parateM hotI haiM, ata: lAkhalAkha bAra dekheM, to nikalate jAte haiN| doSa to mana-vacana-kAyA meM bhare hue hI hai| mana-vacana-kAyA ke doSa to pratikSaNa dikhane caahie| isa dUSamakAla meM, binA doSa kI kAyA hotI hI nhiiN| jitane doSa dikhe, utanI kiraNeM (jJAna-jAgRti) bddh'ii| isa kAla meM, yaha akrama jJAna to gaz2aba kA prApta huA hai| Apako kevala jAgRti rakhakara bhare hue mAla ko khAlI karanA hai, dhote rahanA hai| jAgRti to niraMtara rahanI caahie| yaha to dina meM AtmA ko borI meM baMda rakhate haiM, yaha kaise calegA? doSa dekhate aura dhote jAne se bar3ha sakate haiM, pragati hotI hai| varnA AjJA meM rahane se lAbha to hai, usa se AtmA kA rakSaNa hotA hai| jAgRti ke lie satsaMga aura puruSArtha caahie| satsaMga meM rahane ke lie pahale AjJA meM rahanA caahie| nATaka meM honevAlA ghATA asara nahIM karatA, to samajhanA ki AkhirI nATakIya janma zeSa rhaa| nATaka meM gAlI sunA de, para asara nahIM kare vaha dekhanA hai| binA hisAba ke to koI burA bhI nahIM bolatA aura acchA bhI nahIM
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________________ AptavANI-1 191 192 AptavANI-1 nirA bhUloM kA hI bhaMDAra aMdara bharA hai| hara kSaNa doSa dikheM taba kAma huA khlaae| yaha sArA mAla Apa bharakara lAe, binA pUche hI to boltaa| saccI vastu ke lie abhiprAya diyA ki turaMta hI kaccA pdd'aa| satsaMga meM bhA~ta-bhA~ta kA kacarA nikalatA hai| sAmanevAle ke doSa dekheM, to kacarA hameM lagatA hai| khuda ke dekheM, to khuda ke ve doSa nikala jAte haiN| AlasI ko dUsaroM kI bhUleM adhika dikhAI detI haiN| na? zuddhAtmA kA lakSya baiTha jAe, taba bhUleM dikhatI haiN| nahIM dikheM, to vaha to nirA pramAda hI hai| bhUleM aMdhiyArI bhUleM aura a~dhere meM dabI par3I bhUleM dikhAI nahIM detii| jyoM-jyoM jAgRti bar3hatI jAtI hai, tyoM-tyoM adhika aura adhika bhUleM dikhAI detI haiN| sthUla bhUleM bhI TUTeM, to A~khoM kI camaka badala jAtI hai| bhAva zuddha rakhanA caahie| a~dhere meM kI gaI bhaleM a~dhere meM kaise dikhAI deMgI? bhUleM jyoM-jyoM nikalatI jAtI haiM, tyoM-tyoM vANI bhI aisI nikalatI hai ki koI do ghar3I sunatA rhe| sthUla bhUleM to ApasI TakarAva hone para baMda ho jAtI haiM, para sUkSma, sUkSmatara, sUkSmatama bhUleM itanI adhika hotI haiM ki ve jaise-jaise khatma hotI jAtI haiM, vaise-vaise manuSya kI sugaMdha AtI jAtI hai| a~dhiyArI bhUleM aura a~dhiyArI bAtoM kI tulanA meM kaThora manuSya kI ujAle kI bhUleM acchI, phira cAhe thokabaMda hoN| jaba anacAhI avasthAe~ A par3eM, koI mAre, patthara par3heM, taba bhUleM dikhatI haiN| kharI kasauTI meM jJAna hAz2ira rahe, kAna kATa rahe hoM aura jJAna hAz2ira rahe, taba kharA jJAna kahalAtA hai| nahIM to saba pramAda kahalAtA hai| jJAnI puruSa to eka hI ghaMTA sote haiM, niraMtara jAgRta hI rahate haiN| AhAra kama ho gayA ho, nIMda kama ho gaI ho, taba jAgati bar3hatI hai, nahIM to pramAdacaryA rahatI hai| nIMda bahuta Ae, vaha pramAda kahalAtA hai| 'pramAda yAnI AtmA ko gaTharI meM bA~dhane jaisaa|' bhUla arthAt kyA hai? isakA khuda ko bhAna hI nahIM hai| sva-parAkrama se bhUleM khatma hotI haiN| jaba nIMda ghaTe, AhAra ghaTe, taba samajhanA ki pramAda ghttaa| bhUleM naSTa hoM, taba usake cehare para camaka AtI hai, vANI suMdara nikalatI hai, loga usake pIche phirate haiN| sTroMga paramANuvAlI bhUleM hoM, ve turaMta dikhAI detI haiN| bahuta kar3aka hoM, to vaha jisa tarapha jAe, usImeM DUba jAtA hai| saMsAra meM ghusA, to usameM DUbatA hai aura jJAna meM AyA, to usameM DUba jAtA hai| AtmA kA zuddha upayoga arthAt kyA? isakA artha yaha ki AtmA ko akelA nahIM chodd'te| paMdraha minaTa jhapakI lenI ho, to pataMga kI Dora a~gUThe se bA~dhakara jhapakI lenI, vaise hI AtmA ke bAre meM z2arA-sI bhI ajAgRti nahIM rakhI jA sktii| __ anaMta bhUleM haiN| bhUloM ke kAraNa nIMda A jAtI hai, nahIM to nIMda kyoM AtI? nIMda Ae, vaha to apanA bairI kahalAtA hai, pramAdacaryA hai| zubha 'mujhameM bhUla hI nahIM hai| aisA to kabhI nahIM bola sakate, bola hI nahIM skte| 'kevalajJAna' hone ke bAda hI bhUleM nahIM rhtii| ye bhUleM to dhiyArI bhUleM haiN| jJAnI puruSa prakAza pheMkeM, taba dikhatI haiN| unake bajAya ujAle kI bhUleM acchii| ilekTrisiTIvAlI hotI haiM, ve dikhAI detI haiN| puruSArtha kisa kA karanA hai? puruSa hone ke bAda, 'zuddhAtmA' kA lakSya baiThane ke bAda puruSArtha aura sva-parAkrama hotA hai|
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________________ AptavANI-1 193 194 AptavANI-1 upayoga meM pramAda ho, to use bhI azuddha upayoga kahate haiN| sArI bhUleM khatma karane ko yA to yajJa (jJAnI aura mahAtmAoM kI sevA kA) karanA hogA athavA sva-puruSArtha karanA pdd'egaa| Apa aise darzana kara jAe~, to bhakti kA phala milatA hai, paraMtu jJAna kA phala nahIM miltaa| bhUla hai hI nahIM, aisA mAnakara baiThe raheM, to bhUla dikhegI hI kaise? phira ArAma se sote haiN| hamAre RSi-muni sote nahIM the| bahuta jAgRta rahate agara apanI dRr3ha icchA hai ki jJAnI kI AjJA meM hI rahanA hai, to unakI kRpA se AjJA meM hI raha sakate haiN| AjJA pAleM taba AjJA kI mastI rahatI hai| jJAna kI mastI to kise rahatI hai ki jo dUsaroM ko upadeza detA ho| 'hamArI' bAta yadi jAne aura koI bhItara utArane nahIM de, to samajhanA ki bhItara gA~Tha hai, bhArI roga hai| bhUleM bahuta sArI haiM, aisA yadi jAneM, to bhUleM dikhane lageMgI aura phira bhUleM kama hotI jaaeNgii| hama sabhI ke doSa thor3e hI dekhate haiM? aisI hameM phurasata bhI nahIM hotii| vaha to bahuta puNya jamA hoM, taba hama siddhibala se usakA 'oNparezana' karake 'roga' nikAla dete haiN| ye DaoNkTara karate haiM, usa oNparezana kI tulanA meM lAkha gunA mehanata hamAre 'oNparezana' meM hotI the| khuda kI bhUleM khuda ko kATeM, use hama ilekTrikala bhUleM kahate haiM, a~dhere kI bhUleM arthAt khuda kI bhUleM khuda ko nahIM kaatttiiN| jo bhUleM kATeM, ve to turaMta dikhAI deMgI magara jo nahIM kATatIM, ve jAne binA calI jAtI praznakartA : ilekTrikavAlI bhUleM kyA hai? dAdAzrI : ve sabhI dikhanevAlI bhuuleN| thor3A becaina karake calI jAtI haiN| unase hamezA jAgRta raha sakate haiN| vaha to acchA hai| jaba ki aMdhere kI bhUleM to kisI ko dikhAI hI nahIM detiiN| usameM khuda to pramAdI hotA hI hai, aparAdhI hotA hai aura koI dikhAnevAlA bhI nahIM miltaa| jaba ki ilekTrisiTIvAlI bhUleM to koI dikhAnevAlA bhI mila jAtA hai| 'maiM jAnatA hU~' ve aMdhere kI bhUleM to bahuta bhArI haiM aura Upara se 'aba koI harja nahIM hai', vaha to mAra hI DAlatA hai| aisA to jJAnI puruSa ke sivAya koI bola hI nahIM sakatA ki eka bhI bhUla nahIM rhii| pratyeka bhUla ko dekhakara tor3anI hai| hama 'zuddhAtmA' aura bAhara kI bAtoM meM 'maiM kucha bhI nahIM jAnatA' aisA hI rakhanA, tAki koI bAdhA hI nahIM aaegii| maiM jAnatA hU~', vaisA roga to laganA hI nahIM caahie| hama to 'shuddhaatmaa'| 'zuddhAtmA' meM eka bhI doSa nahIM hotA, para tuma meM, caMdUbhAI meM, jo-jo doSa dikhAI deM unakA nikAla karanA hai| jise, khuda kI jitanI bhUleM dikhatI haiM, utanA hI vaha unakA uuprii| jisakI sArI bhUleM khatma ho jAe~, usake Upara koI nhiiN| 'merA UparI koI hai hI nahIM, isalie maiM sabakA uuprii| UparI kA bhI uuprii|' kyoMki 'hama' meM sthUla doSa to hote hI nahIM, sUkSma doSa bhI cale gae haiN| sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama hote haiM, unake hama saMpUrNa jJAtA-daSTA hote haiN| bhagavAna mahAvIra bhI yahI karate the| nAma mAtra bhI maila nahIM rahe, tabhI sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama doSa dikhate haiN| bhagavAna mahAvIra ko kevalajJAna prakaTa huA, taba taka doSa dikhAI dete the| bhagavAna ko kevalajJAna prakaTa huA vaha kAla aura khuda ke doSa dikhane baMda hone kA kAla, donoM eka hI thaa| ve donoM samakAlIna the| 'aMtima doSa kA dikhanA baMda honA, aura isa ora kevalajJAna kA prakaTa honA,' aisA niyama hai| praznakartA : dAdAjI, bacapana se hI mujhe hara ora se mAra hI par3atI rahI hai| aba saMtAnoM kI ora se bhI sahanA par3atA hai| aba ise kaise sahU~? isameM bhUla kisakI?
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________________ AptavANI - 1 dAdAzrI : yaha cAya kA gilAsa Apase khuda se TUTe, to Apako duHkha hogA? khuda phor3o, to Apako sahana karanA hotA hai? yadi Apake beTe se TUTa jAe, to du:kha, ciMtA-saMtApa hote haiN| khuda kI hI bhUloM kA 'hisAba hai', aisA yadi samajha meM A jAe, to kyA duHkha yA ciMtA hogI ? yaha to parAyoM ke doSa nikAlakara duHkha yA ciMtA khar3e karate haiM aura rAtadina basa, duHkha hI khar3e karate haiM aura Upara se khuda ko aisA lagatA hai ki mujhe bahuta sahana karanA par3atA hai| 195 'svarUpa kA jJAna' aisA hai ki jaise-jaise pariNAma meM AtA jAtA hai, taba kucha bhI sahana nahIM karanA pdd'taa| jJAtA jJeya saMbaMdha samajhane se sahana karanA nahIM pdd'taa| tere sAtha koI TakarAyA kyoM? vahI terA doSa hai| hamAre doSa se hI baMdhana hai| khuda kI bhUloM se chuTakArA pAnA hai| yaha to saMyoga saMbaMdha haiN| binA hisAba ke koI milatA hI nhiiN| saba khuda ke doSoM se hI ba~dhe hue haiN| mAtra khuda ke doSa dekhane se chUTa sakeM, aisA hai| 'hama' apane doSoM ko dekhate rahe, isalie 'hama' chUTa ge| nijadoSa samajha meM Ae, to doSoM se chUTatA jAtA hai| khuda ke hAthoM se pA~ca sau rupaye kho jAe~, to sahana kara sakate haiN| vaise hI khuda kI bhUleM samajha meM Ae~, to sahana karane kI zakti apane Apa aaegii| jaba samajha meM Ae ki doSa kisa kA thA? khuda kA thA, to chUTa sakate haiM, varnA aura adhika baMdhana meM Ate haiN| loga sahanazakti bar3hAne ko kahate haiM, magara vaha kaba taka TikatI hai ? jJAna kI Dora to TheTha taka pahu~catI hai| sahanazakti kI Dora kahA~ taka pahu~catI hai? sahanazakti kI limiTa hai, jJAna analimiTeDa hai| yaha hamArA jJAna hI aisA hai| kiMcitmAtra sahana karane ko rahatA nahIM / sahana karane meM to lohe ko A~kha se dekhakara pighalAe~, utanI zakti caahie| jaba ki isa jJAna se kiMcit mAtra sahana kie bagaira, paramAnaMda ke sAtha mukti ! Upara se samajha meM AtA hai ki yaha to hisAba cuka rahA hai| mukta ho rahe haiN| AptavANI - 1 nijadoSa dRSTi arthAt samakita yAnI ki sIdhI rAha para cala pdd'aa| eka hI bAra sIdhI rAha para A jAe, to usakI saMsAra kI dukAna khAlI hone lagatI hai| sIdhI rAha para AyA manuSya hamezA khuda ke hI doSa dekhatA hai / jaba kI ulaTI rAha calanevAlA? taba kahe, khuda ke bartana jUThe par3e hoM aura dUsaroM se kahatA hai ki lAo Apake bartana dho dU~ / 196 hamane khuda jJAna meM dekhA hai ki saMsAra kisa se ba~dhA hai? mAtra nijadoSa se ba~dhA hai| aMta meM kauna-sI dRSTi cAhie? jIva mAtra jaba nirdoSa dikhAI de, taba kAma ho gayA, aisA kaha sakate haiN| manuSyoM ko hI nahIM para yaha per3a Ter3hA hai, aisA bhI nahIM bola skte| chor3a na jha~jhaTa / anaMta janmoM se yahI saba gAyA haiM na? hamArI do cAbiyA~ yadi pakar3a le, to samakita ho jAe aisA hai| (1) mana ko gA~TheM kahA hai| mana ko parAyA kahA hai| mana ko vaza karane jAe~, to vaha pratikAra karatA hai| hamane gA~ThoM se banA bola diyA, phira zeSa kyA rahA? (2) dUsarI cAbI : 'bhugate usIkI bhUla' / Ar3Apana - svacchaMdatA khuda meM svacchaMda nAmaka eka aisA doSa hai ki vaha kabhI tarane nahIM detaa| anaMtakAla kA lekhA-jokhA arthAt caMdUbhAI kA bahIkhAtA / are ! anaMtakAla meM itanA hI kamAyA ? ATha prakAra ke karmoM kI kamAI meM anaMtajJAna meM se jJAna kI eka bUMda bhI utpanna nahIM huI hai| anaMta darzana meM se athavA anaMta sukha meM se sukha kA eka chIMTA bhI utpanna nahIM huaa| jise sukha mAnA hai, vaha to Aropita hai, saccA nahIM hai| mAnA huA mokSa nahIM calegA, yathArtha mokSa caahie| hamArA UparI koI isa varlDa meM hai hI nahIM, aisA mukti sukha prApta ho, taba yathArtha mokSa huA khlaaegaa|
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________________ AptavANI-1 197 198 AptavANI-1 _ 'maiM caMdUbhAI hU~', vahI svcchNd| vaha gayA, to phira tapa-tyAga yA zAstra kI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| svacchaMdatA thI, isalie abhI bhI ThikAnA nahIM pdd'aa| svacchaMdatA chUTe, to ghaMTebhara meM mokSa ho jaae| svacchaMda arthAt aMdhA chNd| 'maiM caMdUbhAI' vahI svcchNd| usase to anaMta janmoM taka ThikAnA nahIM pdd'taa| svacchaMdatA jAe, to kAma hotA hai| svacchaMda arthAt apane Apa hI davAI banA lenii| apane Apa hI roga kA nidAna karanA, khuda hI davAI banAnA aura khuda hI preskrAiba krnaa| are, mokSamArga kI davAI bhI khuda banAI? to bhAI! poijana ho gayA tere lie| isalie hI to prazaMsA para rAga hotA hai aura burAI karane para dveSa hotA hai| dharma meM, japa meM, tapa meM, zAstra samajhane meM svacchaMda nahIM cltaa| sAdhana kareM, to vaha svacchaMda se kiyA huA ho to nahIM cltaa| apanI sva-mati kI kalpanA se mata krnaa| yaha to khuda hI gunahagAra, khuda hI vakIla aura khuda hI nyAyAdhIza. isa taraha calatA hai| svacchaMdatA arthAt sva-mati kalpanA! are ! phira mara jaaoge| svacchaMdatA to kahA~ se kahA~ le jAkara mAra ddaalegii| apanI manamAnI hI kare, vaha svcchNdtaa| svacchaMdatA ruke, to kAma ho| apanI hoziyArI se dharma aura dhyAna kie, isalie koI pariNAma nahIM aayaa| apanI hI mati anusAra calane para anaMta, anaMta janmoM ke lie saMsAra kA baMdhana ba~dhegA, isase to 'isa' sTezana para nahIM AnA acchaa| jahA~ para ho, vahIM baiThe rho| varnA 'isa' (dharma ke) sTezana para Ane ke bAda, yadi svacchaMdatA rahI aura apanI sva-buddhi se caloge, to anaMtAnaMta saMsAra meM bhaTakate rhoge| sva-mati se nahIM cala sakate, aisA yaha saMsAra hai| apane se pA~ca aMza bar3e ko khoja nikAlanA aura unake kahe anusAra calanA, kaba taka? jaba taka jJAnI puruSa nahIM milate taba tk| aura kucha mata khoja, mAtra eka satpuruSa ko khojakara, unake caraNakamala meM sarvabhAva arpaNa karake, unake kahe anusAra calatA jaa| phira yadi mokSa nahIM mile, to mere pAsa se lenaa|' aisA zrImad rAjacaMdrajI kahA karate the| Aja to dharma svacchaMdatA se hI karate haiN| kitane hI sAloM se Apa kisI kI ArAdhanA karate Ae haiM, para phira bhI yadi 'caMdUbhAI' pukArA ki turaMta hI kAna dharate ho ki nahIM? isake uparAMta caMdUbhAI ko aisAvaisA kaha diyA, to turaMta hI rAga-dveSa hote haiN| gurujI kI itanI ArAdhanA kI aura yadi rAga-dveSa nahIM jAte, to vaha kisa kAma kI? phira bhI yadi ApakI ArAdhanA mokSa hetu hai, to kabhI na kabhI jJAnI puruSa mila hI jaaeNge| svacchaMdatA se jarA bhI nahIM cala skte| anajAne meM agni meM hAtha DAleM, to jala jAte haiM yA nahIM? anajAne meM kie gae karmoM kA phala milegA hii| isalie pahale tU jAna le ki tU kauna hai? aura yaha saba kyA svacchaMda jAe, to khuda kA kalyANa khuda kara sakatA hai| para khuda svacchaMda nikAlane jAe, to nikalatA nahIM hai na? svacchaMda ko pahacAnanA to hogA na? tU jo kucha karatA hai vaha svacchaMda hI hai| kRpAludeva (zrImad rAjacaMdrajI) ne kahA thA ki sajIvana mUrti ke lakSya ke binA jo kucha bhI karane meM AtA hai, vaha jIva ke lie baMdhana hai, jo kucha bhI kare vaha baMdhana hai, vahI svacchaMdatA hai| bAla barAbara kiyA, to bhI svacchaMda hI hai| vyAkhyAna meM jAe yA sAdhu ho jAe, tapa-tyAga karake zAstra paThana kare, vaha sabakucha svacchaMdatA hI hai| tU jo bhI kriyA karatA hai, vaha jJAnI puruSa se pUchakara karanA, varnA vaha svacchaMda-kriyA hai| usase to baMdhana meM par3ate haiN| svacchaMda nAmaka doSa jAe, phira bAda meM 'dAdA' kA chaMda lgegaa| svacchaMda jAe, to svarUpajJAna hotA hai| svacchaMdatA kama ho, aisA manuSya kaisA hotA hai? jaise mor3anA cAho mur3a jAtA hai, phleksibala hotA hai| use mokSamArga mila jAtA hai| svacchaMdI ko mor3eM vaise nahIM mudd'taa|
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________________ AptavANI-1 199 200 AptavANI-1 milane nahIM detaa| Ar3Apana use phiMkavA detA hai| bIvI-baccoM kA, are! apanA khuda kA bhI jitanA jatana nahIM kiyA, usase aneka gunA isa Ar3epana kA jatana kiyA hai| isalie aneka janmoM se Ar3epana ke kAraNa hI bhaTaka rahA hai| Ar3Apana aMdhA banAtA hai| saccA mArga sUjhane nahIM detaa| Ar3Apana hI svacchaMdI banAtA hai aura svacchaMdatA to pratyakSa jahara samAna hI hai| vyavahAra meM yadi koI Ar3A huA, to koI usakA bhAva nahIM pUchatA aura yadi Ar3Apana kama ho, to usako hara koI pUchatA hai, logoM meM usakI pUjA hotI hai| taba phira mokSamArga meM to ADApana calatA hogA? svacchaMdatA arthAt buddhibhrm| isa jagat meM koI doSI hai hI nhiiN| svacchaMdatA hI terA sabase bar3A doSa hai| bhagavAna ne mokSamArga para jAne ke lie suMdara paddhativAlA miksacara banAyA thA, jo unhoMne sabako batAyA thaa| unhoMne jo phaoNrmUlA diyA thA, Aja vaha phaoNrmUlA hI naSTa ho gayA hai| kisI ke bhI pAsa nahIM rhaa| Aja hama Apako vahI phaoNrmUlA phira se dete haiN| usa miksacara meM 20 % 'zAstroM' ke, 70 % 'jJAnI kA parama vinaya' aura 10 % 'saMsArI bhAvanA' rakhanA aura phira piinaa| taba loga zAstra ko hI pIte rahe, isalie badahajamI ho gii| bhagavAna ne kahA thA ki yaha davAI dina meM tIna bAra hilAkara piinaa| isa para kaI to, dina meM tIna bAra hilAte hI rhe| aura kucha to 'hilAkara pInA hai, hilAkara pInA hai' aisA gAte hI rahe, basa gAte hI rahe! yaha kisa ke jaisA hai? DaoNkTara kI pustaka par3hakara khuda davAI banAkara pIne jaisA hai| vahA~ koI khuda miksacara banAne nahIM jAtA, marane kA Dara lagatA hai| eka janma ke maraNa se bacane DaoNkTara ko pUche bagaira davAI nahIM banAte, aura anaMta janmoM kA maraNa bigAr3ane ke lie mahAvIra ke, vItarAgoM ke, zAstroM kA khuda miksacara banAkara pI gae, isalie jahara ho gayA hai| bhagavAna ne ise hI svacchaMda kahA hai| a~dhA chaMda kahA hai| mokSa kI galI ati sa~karI hai| usameM Ar3A calane gayA, to pha~sa hI gayA smjh| usameM to sIdhA hokara hI calanA par3egA, sarala hokara calanA paDegA, tabhI mokSa taka pahu~canA saMbhava hai| sA~pa bhI bila meM ghusane se pahale sIdhA-sarala ho jAtA hai| Ar3epana se hI sArA saMsAra khar3A hai| Ar3epana se hI mokSa aTakA hai| bhagavAna ne sAdhu hone se pahale sIdhA hone ko kahA hai| cAhe kaisA bhI sAdhupana prApta huA ho, yadi Ar3Apana nahIM gayA ho, to vaha kisa kAma kA? Ar3Apana to bhayaMkara vikRta ahaMkAra hai| yaha Ar3Apana to kaisA hai ki jaba riyala satya sAmane calakara gale milane Ae, to bhI use gale kevalajJAna hone taka Ar3Apana hotA hai| Ar3epana rUpI samaMdara ko pAra karanA hai| hama Ar3epana ke isa pAra khar3e haiM aura jAnA hai usa paar| isa saMsAra meM Ar3epana ke sAtha Ar3Apana rakhane se samasyA nahIM suljhegii| Ar3Apana saralatA se dUra hotA hai| sA~pa bhI bila meM jAtA hai, taba Ar3ATer3hA hokara nahIM jAtA, sIdhA hokara bila meM ghusatA hai| mokSa meM jAnA ho, to sarala honA pdd'egaa| gA~The nikAlakara abudha honA pdd'egaa| zaMkA jaise-jaise nija kalpanA se, sva-mati se zAstra par3hatA hai, vaisevaise Ar3Apana bar3hatA jAtA hai| usase AvaraNa ulaTe bar3he ! yadi par3hane se koI prakAza prApta huA, to phira aba bhI ThokareM kyoM lagatI haiM? ThokareM to a~dhere meM lagatI haiN| prakAza meM kaise lageM? yadi 'kucha jAnA', to usase eka bhI ciMtA kama huI? ulaTe yaha sahI hai yA vaha sahI isakI ulajhana bar3hI, jyAdA zaMkita huA, aura jahA~ zaMkA vahA~ ajnyaan| zaMkA ke sAmane AtmA khar3A nahIM rhtaa| jJAna to vaha, ki jo saMpUrNa niHzaMka bnaae| bhItara eka bhI paramANu nahIM hile usakA nAma jJAna / zaMkA to AtmA kI zatru hai| pUrA AtmA phiMkavA de| isalie jahA~ zaMkA paidA ho, use
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________________ AptavANI-1 201 202 AptavANI-1 to jar3a se ukhAr3a pheMkanA caahie| AtmA prApta hone ke bAda, AtmA meM sthita hone ke bAda, aisI kauna-sI vastu hai jo hilA sake? isa saMsAra meM aisA kauna-sA tattva hai ki jo 'ApakA khuda kA' hai, use chIna sake? zaMkA kA kIr3A to bhayaMkara roga hai| patA bhI nahIM calatA ki kaba khar3I huI aura kitanA nukasAna kara gaI? eka janma kI hama gAranTI dete haiM ki 'vyavasthita' ke niyama meM koI badalAva honevAlA nahIM hai, phira zaMkA karane kA rahA hI kahA~? binA Thaura-ThikAne kA saMsAra ki jahA~ ghara se nikalA, to phira jaba vApasa ghara lauTe tabhI sccaa| aise saMsAra meM kahA~ zaMkA karanI aura kahA~ zaMkA nahIM karanI? aura jo ho rahA hai, vaha kyA pahale nahIM huA thA? isameM nayA kyA hai? isakI philma to pahale utara hI cukI hai na? phira usameM kyA hai? kisI ke lie bhI zaMkA karane jaisA nahIM hai| vahA~ ye loga to mokSa kI zaMkA karate haiM, vItarAga para zaMkA karate haiM! dharma ke lie zaMkA karate haiM! are, kahIM kA kahIM phiMka jAegA yadi zaMkA karI to! kI nIMva maz2abUta karate rahate haiN| matAgrahI ho gae haiM, isalie apane hI pakSa kI nIMva dina-rAta maz2abUta karane meM manuSya janma vyartha ga~vA rahe haiN| are! mokSa meM jAnA hai yA mata meM, pakSa meM par3e rahanA hai? mokSa aura pakSa, donoM virodhAbhAsa haiN| pakSAtIta hoM, tabhI mokSamArga milatA hai| jahA~ niSpakSapAta hai, vahIM bhagavAna haiM, vahIM mokSa hai| matAMdha kabhI bhI 'satya vastu' ko nahIM pA sakatA, kyoMki khuda ke mata kA hI AgrahI huA hotA hai, isalie dUsare ke satya ko kaise svIkAre? aura jisakA Agraha rakhate haiM, vaha TemparerI vastu kA hai yA paramAnenTa vastu kA? cAhate haiM paramAnenTa vastu aura Agraha karate haiM TemparerI vastu kaa| taba phira AtmA kahA~ se prApta hogA? sarva rIti se saMpUrNa nirAgrahI hokara, eka mAtra AtmA jAnane kA Agraha kareM, tabhI AtmA prApta hogaa| sArI kAmanAoM ko eka ora rakhakara, mAtra 'satya' ko hI jAnane kA kAmI ho, taba hI 'parama satya' kI prApti hogii| anaMta janmoM kA dehAdhyAsa yadi chUTe, to hI AtmA prApta hotA hai| dehAtma-buddhi, AtmA prApta hone nahIM detii| ulaTA dikhAtI hai, kyoMki dehAtma buddhi saMsAra kA hI rakSaNa karatI hai aura saMsAra meM hI bhaTakAtI hai| yaha dehAtma-buddhi to niraMtara khuda ke svarUpa kA hI ahita karatI rahatI hai| kabhI bhI sIdhA nahIM sUjhane detI, ulaTA hI dikhalAtI hai| eka bAra sIdhI rAha para cala par3A, to samasyA kA hala nikala hI jAe, aisA hai| sIdhI rAha calanA matalaba samakita honaa| ulaTI rAha calanA matalaba dehAtma buddhi meM rahanA aura AtmA meM Atma buddhi honA, usakA nAma samakita AtmA meM AtmarUpa arthAta Atma svarUpa honA, usakA nAma jnyaan| dehAtma buddhi ko phrekcara karake, Atmabuddhi utpanna ho, tabhI muktAnaMda prakaTa hotA hai| dehAtma buddhi hI dehAdhyAsa karavAtI hai| dRSTirAga matAMdha kI tulanA meM dRSTirAgI kA roga bahuta bhArI hai, jo anaMta janmoM taka nahIM nikltaa| jaba taka samakita nahIM hotA, taba taka aMdhazraddhA rahatI hI hai| jise mithyAtva hotA hai. use aMdhazraddhA hotI hai| bhagavAna ko to aMdhazraddhA kA jitanA etarAz2a nahIM hai, utanA ina dRSTirAgiyoM kA hai, aisA kahate haiN| dRSTirAgI arthAt kyA? 360 DigriyA~ haiM, vyU poinTa haiM aura unakI 360 dRSTiyA~ haiN| unameM eka-eka dRSTi para anaMta dRSTiyA~ haiN| unameM se kisI eka dRSTi para, usa vyU poinTa para saMpUrNa rAga utpanna ho jAnA vaha dRSTirAga hai| dRSTirAga kabhI bhI nahIM jaataa| anaMta janmoM kI bhaTakana ke bAda, jaba jJAnI puruSa se bheMTa ho, taba usakA dRSTirAga rUpI roga apaseTa hotA hai| matAgraha dRSTirAgI ke AtmA ke Upara AvaraNa chAyA hotA hai| saMsAra ke rAgadveSa jA sakate haiM, para dRSTirAga nahIM jaataa| usakA upAya nahIM hai| isa janma aura anaMta janmoM meM mare, taba bhI yaha roga jAtA nahIM, miTatA hI nhiiN| kitane loga to mata meM par3a gae haiM, pakSa meM par3a gae haiM, ata: pakSa
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________________ AptavANI-1 203 204 AptavANI-1 dRSTirAga ke kyA lakSaNa haiM? vItarAgatA kA eka bhI lakSaNa nahIM, vh| jise dRSTirAga hotA hai, use hamArI bAta samajha meM nahIM aatii| bAkI kaisA bhI anapar3ha ho, to bhI use hamArI bAta samajha meM A jAtI hai| dRSTirAga to rAga kA bhI rAga hai| use to jar3a se hI nikAla deM, tabhI satya samajha meM aae| bairabhAva praznakartA : yadi sA~pa kATane Ae, to kyA hameM use nahIM mAranA cAhie? dAdAzrI : para hama hI pIche haTa jAe~ n| yadi Trena sAmane se AtI ho, taba kyA karoge? usI taraha, haTa jaanaa| sA~pa to paMcendriya jIva hai| use yadi mAreM to vaha baira bA~dhatA hai| use patA calatA hai ki mujhe binA gunAha ke mAra rahe haiN| phira agale janma meM vaha hameM hI mAratA hai| baira se hI sArA saMsAra khar3A hai na? are, isa cIMTI ko bhI aisA hotA hai ki yadi mere pAsa zakti hotI, to maiM tujhe hI staatii| yaha khaTamala bhI battI jalAne para trasta hokara bhAga jAtA hai, bhayabhIta ho jAtA hai. ki mujhe mAra ddaaleNge| sAtha-sAtha use aisA bhI hotA hai ki maiM apanA bhojana khAtA hU~, usameM mujhe kyoM mArate haiM? vaha jo rakta pItA hai, vaha bhI usake RNAnubaMdha kA hI hai| do prakAra ke baMdhana haiN| eka bairabhAva kA, dUsarA premabhAva kaa| premabhAva meM pUjyabhAva hotA hai| yaha saMsAra baira se hI baMdhA huA hai| sneha to cipakanevAle, cipacipe svabhAva kA hai, vaha sUkha jAtA hai| baira nahIM jaataa| dina-dina bar3hatA jAtA hai| saMsAra-sAgara ke spaMdana saMsAra-sAgara paramANuoM kA sAgara hai| usameM spaMdana khar3e hote haiM, taba maujeM utpanna hotI haiM aura ve maujeM phira dUsaroM se TakarAtI haiN| isase phira dUsare meM bhI spaMdana khar3e hote haiM aura phira tUfAna zurU hotA hai| yaha saba paramANuoM meM se hI upajatA hai| AtmA unameM tanmayAkAra ho jAe, to spaMdana z2oroM meM zurU hote haiN| isa duniyA meM bhI sAgara jaisA hI hai| eka bhI spaMdana uThA, to anekoM prati spaMdana uThate haiN| sArA saMsAra spaMdana kA banA huA hai| sabhI taraha ke sabhI spaMdana sacce haiM aura tAlabaddha sunAI dete haiN| kisI bAvar3I ke pAsa jAkara tU aMdara mu~ha DAlakara jora se cillAe ki tU cora hai, to bAvar3I meM se kyA javAba AegA? 't cora haiN|' tU kahe ki tU rAjA hai, to bAvar3I bhI kahegI, ki tU rAjA hai|aur 'tU mahArAjA hai', aisA kahe to bAvar3I 'tU mahArAjA hai' aise javAba degii| vaise hI yaha jagat bAvar3I jaisA hai| tU jaisA kahegA vaise spaMdana uttheNge| 'ekzana enDa rikzaena Ara ikvala enDa oNpojiTa' aisA niyama hai| isalie Apako pasaMda hoM, vaise spaMdana ddaalnaa| sAmanevAle ko cora kahA, to tujhe bhI 'tU cora hai' aisA sunanA par3egA aura 'rAjA hai', aisA sAmanevAle ko kahegA, to tujhe 'rAjA hai', aisA sunane ko milegaa| hamane to tujhe pariNAma batAe, para spaMdana paidA karanA tere hAtha kI bAta hai| isalie tujhe anukUla Ae, vaisA spaMdana ddaalnaa| ___ hama patthara nahIM DAleM, to hamameM spaMdana nahIM uThate aura sAmanevAle meM bhI taraMge nahIM uThatIM aura hameM bhI koI asara nahIM phuNctaa| para kyA ho? sabhI spaMdana karate hI haiN| koI choTA to koI bar3A spaMdana karatA hai| koI kaMkar3a DAlatA hai, to koI DhelA DAlatA hai| Upara se phira spaMdana ke sAtha ajJAna hai, isalie bahuta hI pha~sAva hai| jJAna ho aura phira spaMdana hoM, to harja nhiiN| bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki spaMdana mata krnaa| para loga binA spaMdana kie rahate hI nahIM na? deha ke spaMdanoM meM harja nahIM hai, para vANI aura mana ke spaMdanoM kI muzkila hai| isalie inheM to baMda hI kara denA cAhie, yadi sukha se rahanA cAho to, jahA~-jahA~ patthara pheMke haiM, vahA~vahA~ spaMdana uThane hI vAle haiN| spaMdana bahuta ikaTThe hoM, taba unheM bhugatane
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________________ AptavANI-1 205 206 AptavANI-1 kyA kareM? spaMdana hI baMda kara do| bApa ke sAtha spaMdana cAlU rakhegA to calegA, para vAipha ke sAtha spaMdana khar3e hue bagaira rahate hI nahIM na? jIbha kA, vANI kA, gar3abar3a-ghoTAlA kyA hai? vaha ahaMkAra hai pUrvajanma kaa| usa ahaMkAra se jIbha cAhe jaisA kaha detI hai aura usameM spaMdanoM kA TakarAva khar3A hotA hai| Aja to jo bhI duHkha haiM, ve adhikatara jIbha ke, vANI ke spaMdanoM ke hI haiN| narka meM jAnA par3atA hai aura ve bhugatane ke bAda halakA hokara, vApasa AtA hai| halake spaMdana ikaTThe kie hoM, to vaha devagati bhogakara vApasa AtA hai| sAgara bAdhA nahIM DAlatA, para hamAre dvArA DAle gae pattharoM ke spaMdana (uThanevAlI taraMge) hI bAdhA DAlate haiN| yadi sAgara kI ora dhyAna nahIM diyA, to vaha zAMta hI hai aura jahA~-jahA~ gar3abar3a kI thI, usIke hI, sAgara ke vahI spaMdana bAdhaka hote haiN| bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki eka samaya ke lie bhI khuda, khuda kA nahIM huA hai| spaMdanoM meM hI sArA samaya gujAratA hai| ve bhI maujeM uchAlate haiM aura hama bhI maujeM uchAlate haiM, isalie DUbate bhI nahIM aura taira bhI nahIM paate| deha ke spaMdana baMdhana nahIM karate haiM, para mana ke aura vANI ke spaMdana baMdhana karate haiN| isalie bhagavAna ne unheM samaraMbha, samAraMbha aura AraMbha ke spaMdana kahe haiN| pahale mana meM spaMdana uThatA hai| bhagavAna ne use samaraMbha kahA hai| jaise carcageTa jAne kA aMdara pahale vicAra AyA vaha smrNbh| phira aMdara hI vahA~ jAne kI yojanA banAtA hai aura DisIz2ana letA hai, nizcaya karatA hai aura kahatA hai ki hameM to carcageTa hI jAnA hai| aise bIja boyA. use samAraMbha kahA hai| phira vaha pUrA nikala par3A carcageTa jAne ke lie, parA hI vaha spaMdanoM kI taraMgoM meM baha gayA, use AraMbha kahA hai| aba samasyA kA hala kaise ho? mana kA yadi tiraskAra ho, taba phira dekha lo usa tiraskAra ke spaMdana ! tyAgiyoM kA tiraskAra kaThora hotA haiN| vItarAga to, lAkha tiraskAra mileM, phira bhI spaMdana paidA hone nahIM dete| khokhe (pekiMga) meM kabhI spaMdana paidA karanA hI mt| unakA to nAza honevAlA hai, phira cAhe ve hIre ke khokhe hoM yA motI ke| unameM spaMdana paidA karake kyA milanevAlA hai? khuda apane hI mana se pha~sA hai| Upara se zAdI kI, to mizracetana meM phNsaa| vaha bhI phira praayaa| yadi bApa ke sAtha spaMdana khar3e hote haiM, to vAipha ke sAtha kyA nahIM hoMge? vAipha to mizracetana hai. ataH vahA~ isa kaliyuga meM to acche karma karane kA avasara hI nahIM milatA aura khoTe karmoM kA hissedAra honA par3atA hai| jJAna milane ke bAda mahAtmAoM ko galata karmoM meM galata ho rahA hai, usa jJAna hone ke kAraNa acchA nahIM lgtaa| yAnI ki kArya khoTA ho yA kharA, to bhI vaha nipaTAre kI bAta ho gaI aura utane taka hI spaMdana khar3e hote haiM, jo zAMta ho jAnevAle haiN| para jise yaha galata ho rahA hai, aisA bhI mUr3hAtma dazA meM nahIM lagatA hai, usase to ekzana yAnI kArya ke spaMdana aura ajJAna vaza naye paidA hote riekzana ke bhAvoM ke spaMdana, isa prakAra dogune spaMdana hote haiN| ajJAna hai, isalie spaMdana kaba paidA ho jAe~ge yaha kahA nahIM jA sakatA, phira cAhe vaha koI bhI ho, saMsArI ho yA tyAgI ho| kyoMki jahA~ ajJAna hai, vahA~ bhaya banA rahatA hai aura jahA~ bhaya hai, vahA~ spaMdana avazya hoNge| eka cir3iyA zIze ke sAmane Akara baiTha jAe, to zIzA kyA kare usameM? zIzA to jaisA thA vaisA hI hai, para apane Apa dUsarI cir3iyA aMdara A par3I hai| usIke jaisI A~khe, vaisI hI coMca dikhatI hai, aura isa kAraNa usa cir3iyA kI mAnyatA badalatI hai aura apane jaisI hI dUsarI cir3iyA hai, aisA mAna letI hai| isalie zIzevAlI cir3iyA ko coMca mAratI rahatI hai| aisA hai yaha saba / spaMdana se saMsAra khar3A huA hai| bilIfa meM jarA-sA badalAva AyA ki vaisA hI dikhAI detA hai| phira jaisI kalpanA kareM, vaisA ho jAtA hai| zIzA to eka Azcarya hai| para logoM ko sahaja ho gayA hai, isalie dikhAI nahIM detaa| yaha to aisA hai na ki loga sArA
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________________ AptavANI-1 207 208 AptavANI-1 jvAlA na bhar3ake, to samajhanA ki sAre zAstra par3ha lie| guru-ziSya meM bhI kleza ho jAtA hai! dina zIze meM ceharA dekhate rahate haiM, kaMghI karate haiM, papha-pAuDara lagAte haiM, isalie ye zIze bhI saste ho gae haiN| varnA zIzA alaukika vastu hai| kaisI hai pudgala kI karAmAta ! cir3iyA zIze ke sAmane baiThatI hai, to usakA jJAna nahIM badalatA, para usakI bilIfa, mAnyatA badalatI hai| use aMdara cir3iyA hai, aisI bilIfa baiThatI hai isalie coMca mAratI rahatI hai| aisA hI isa saMsAra meM hai| eka spaMdana uchAlA, usake sAmane kitane hI spaMdana uchalate haiN| jJAna badalatA nahIM hai, bilIfa badalatI hai| bilIfa hara kSaNa badalatI hai| yadi jJAna badalatA, to AtmA hI nahIM rhtaa| kyoMki AtmA aura jJAna donoM eka dUsare se alaga vastu nahIM hai| AtmA kA svarUpa hI jJAna svarUpa hai| jaise vastu aura vastu ke gaNa sAtha hI rahate haiM aura alaga nahIM hote, vaise| yaha to aisA hai ki bilIfa se kalpanA kareM, vaisA ho jAtA hai| kleza 'kleza ke vAtAvaraNa meM jise z2arA bhI kleza nahIM hotA, vahI mokSa jJAnI puruSa milane ke bAda cAhe kaisA bhI kleza kA vAtAvaraNa ho, bhItara kleza khar3A hI nahIM hotA na? yaha 'dAdA' ne mahAtmAoM ko kaisA jJAna diyA hai? kabhI kleza nahIM ho aura vItarAgatA jaisA sukha rhe| kleza khatma huA, usakA nAma hI mukti| yahIM mukti ho gii| kleza meM to kyA hotA hai? jI jalatA hI rahatA hai| bujhAne para bhI bujhatA nhiiN| jI koI jalAne ke lie nahIM hai| kapar3A jala rahA ho, to jalane denA, para jI mata jlaanaa| yaha to sArA dina, rAta-dina kleza karate hI rahate haiN| thoDI dera moha meM DUba jAte haiM, aura phira kleza se jalate rahate haiN| sArA saMsAra kleza meM hI DUbA hai| Aja to sabhI 'klezavAsI' hI haiN| vaha to, mUrchA ke kAraNa bhUla jAte haiN| bAkI kleza miTatA nahIM aura kleza jAe, to mukti! Aja to sarvatra kleza kI taraMge phaila gaI haiN| khAte samaya bhI kleza aura yadi jyAdA kleza ho jAe, to khaTamala mArane kI davAI le Ate haiN| Ajakala to jaba sahana nahIM hotA taba mae, khaTamala mArane kI davAI pI lete haiN| para kyA isa se samasyA kA aMta ho gayA? yaha to Age dhakelA, jo ki kaI gunA hokara vApisa AegA aura use bhugatanA pdd'egaa| usake bajAya kisI taraha yaha samaya bitA do na? varnA yaha to nirI nAsamajhI hI hai| klezamaya vAtAvaraNa to AtA hI rahatA hai| dhUpa nahIM nikalatI? daravAje havA se phaTa-phaTa nahIM hote? aisA to hotA rahatA hai| daravAje TakarAte hoM, to thor3e dUra khar3e rheN| yadi kleza kA vAtAvaraNa nahIM hotA, to mukti kA svAda kaise lete? 'dAdA' kA mokSa aisA hai ki cAroM ora kleza kA vAtAvaraNa ho, phira bhI mukti rahe! bhagavAna ne kisI cIz2a ko baMdhana nahIM kahA hai| khAte haiM, pIte haiM vaha prakRti hai, para AtmA kA kleza miTA, vahI mokss| bAkI khicar3I ho yA kar3hI, usameM kucha badalanevAlA nahIM hai| cAhe kisI bhI samaya, cAhe kaisA bhI vAtAvaraNa ho phira bhI kleza na ho, to tUne sAre zAstra par3ha lie| bAhara kaisA bhI vAtAvaraNa ho aura usameM vamana hone jaisA bhI lage aura mu~ha para hAtha rakhakara use dabAne kA prayatna karake khuda ko svaccha dikhAe, vaise hI bhItara kleza hone para bhI ye du:kha Ae kahA~ se? dukhiyAroM kI zaraNa lI, isalie hii| sukhI manuSya kI zaraNa lI hotI, to du:kha Ate hI kahA~ se? 'dAdA' to saMpUrNa sukhI haiM, isalie unakI zaraNa meM Ane ke bAda koI kaThinAI hI kyoM Ae? jo avasaravAdI haiM aura jinheM koI na koI matalaba hai, ve dukhiyAre haiN| aisoM kI zaraNa lI, to phira du:khI hI hoMge na? jo dukhiyArA hai, khuda apanI daridratA dUra nahIM kara sakA hai, to vaha hamArI kyA dUra kregaa| jo pUrNa svarUpa haiM, anaMta sukha ke dhAma haiM, jinheM kisI
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________________ AptavANI-1 209 210 AptavANI-1 bhI taraha kA koI svArtha nahIM haiM, jinheM koI icchA nahIM rahI, unake pAsa jAkara unakI zaraNa lene para hI pUrNa ho sakate hai| kleza jaba bar3ha jAe, to use kalaha kahate haiN| isalie kalaha karanevAle ke sAtha loga maitrIbhAva kaise rakha sakate haiM? yaha to khaTTI chAcha ko phIkI karane jaisA hai, isase to ve khuda bhI khaTTe ho jaaeNge| inase to dUra raheM, to acchA yA phira jJAnI hue hoM, to acchaa| jJAnI hoM ve to jAnate haiM ki aisA rikaoNrDa to cAroM ora bajatA hai| bhItara AtmA zuddha hai na? para jela meM A pha~se haiM, to kyA ho? kleza kA jaMjAla to kaisA! ghara ke sAre loga eka ke Upara TUTa par3ate haiN| phira ghara meM hI yuddha ! phira kyA dazA ho? yadi mitra ne kahA ho ki ghara para bhojana ko AnA, taba vaha becArA kahegA, 'nahIM bhaiyA, maiM nahIM A sktaa| yahA~ ghara meM phira kleza hogaa|' becArA zAMti se so taka nahIM paataa| kSaNa-kSaNa kleza, vaha bhI anivArya rUpa se bhugatanA par3atA hai| ghara meM hI, vahIM usI klezamaya vAtAvaraNa meM rahanA par3atA hai| karmoM kA kaisA udaya! ve bhI phira apane khuda ke hI sage saMbaMdhiyoM ke sAtha! vedanA se mukta nahIM ho sakeM, aisA yaha saMsAra hai| eka bhAI mere pAsa Ae the| mujhase kahA, 'dAdAjI maiMne vivAha to kiyA hai, para mujhe merI bIvI pasaMda nahIM hai|' dAdAzrI : kyoM bhAI, pasaMda nahIM Ane kA kAraNa kyA hai? praznakartA : vaha thor3I laMgar3I hai, laMgar3AtI hai| dAdAzrI : terI bIvI ko tU pasaMda hai yA nahIM? praznakartA : dAdAjI, maiM to pasaMda AU~, vaisA hI hU~ na? khUbasUrata hU~, par3hA-likhA hU~, kamAtA hU~ aura koI zArIrika truTi bhI nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : phira to bhUla terI hI hai| tUne aisI kauna-sI bhUla kI thI ki tujhe laMgar3I patnI milI aura usane kaise acche puNya kie the ki use tere jaisA acchA pati milA? are! yaha saba apane hI kie hue karma, apane sAmane Ate haiM, usameM sAmanevAle kA doSa kyoM dekhatA hai? jA, terI bhUla bhugata le aura dobArA aisI bhUla mata krnaa| vaha samajha gayA aura usakI lAipha phrekcara hote-hote baca gaI aura sudhara gii| mukti kA sarvazreSTha bhAga hai, kleza ko mittaanaa| kleza miTa gayA vahI sabase bar3A sukha hai| jJAna bhale hI na ho para ghara meM dharama-karama hai. aisA kaba kaha sakate haiM? taba kahe, ghara meM cAhe jaisA vAtAvaraNa ho, khuda sahana kara le aura TakarAva ho phira bhI kleza paidA na kare, dhamAkA na kare, vahI khAnadAnI kahalAtA hai| taba taka ghara meM bhagavAna kA vAsa rahatA hai| jahA~ ghara meM kleza ho, vahA~ sabakucha khatama ho jaaegaa| bhagavAna kA vAsa to rahatA hI nahIM aura lakSmIjI bhI calI jAtI haiN| jo dhArmika parivAra ho, vaha kleza hone nahIM detA aura yadi sAla meM ekAdha bAra ho jAe, to daravAje baMda kara letA hai aura ghara ke aMdara hI dabA detA hai| aisA kleza puna: nahIM ho yahI lakSya meM rakhatA hai| saMpUrNa prAmANikatA, lene se pahale vApasa lauTAnA hai, aisI bhAvanA Adi aura lakSmI ke niyamoM kA pAlana kareM, to lakSmIjI rAjI rahatI haiN| bAkI, lakSmIjI ke kAyadoM kA pAlana nahIM kareM aura lakSmIjI kI pUjA kareM, to vaha kaise rAjI hoM? bhagavAna kahate haiM ki yaha saMsAra kaba taka hai? taba kahe, mana klezayukta rahe, taba tk| mana klezarahita huA, to mukti| phira jahA~ mana jAe vahA~ samAdhAna rahatA hai| yaha choTA baccA yahA~ hamArI vANI sunatA hai, to use bhI ThaMDaka lagatI hai| vaha bhI ThaMDe pAnI ko ThaMDA aura ubale hue pAnI ko ubalA huA samajhatA hai| ghara meM jhagar3A ho taba dekhatA hai ki pApA ne mammI se aisA kahA aura mammI ne pApA se aisA khaa| vaha samajha hotI hai usmeN| isalie phira mana hI mana socatA hai ki phalA~ kA doSa hai| maiM choTA hU~
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________________ AptavANI-1 211 212 AptavANI-1 isalie merI nahIM calatI, para bar3A hokara btaauuNgaa| baccA to klezavAlI dRSTi bhI samajhatA hai aura zAMta dRSTi bhI samajhatA hai| kleza kA kAla to jaise-taise karake bIta jAtA hai, para usa samaya anaMta janmoM ke baMdhana bA~dha letA hai| anaMta janmoM ke kleza ke bIja bhare par3e haiM, isalie sAmagrI milate hI kleza khar3A ho jAtA hai| jJAnI puruSa bhare hue kleza bIjoM ko jalA DAlate haiN| phira kleza khar3A nahIM hotaa| zrImad rAjacaMdrajI kahate haiM, 'jinake ghara eka dina binA kleza kA jAegA, unheM hamAre namaskAra haiN|' vAstava meM sukha-duHkha kyA hai? duHkha to kise kahate haiM? jJAnI kI saMjJA meM to duHkha hai hI nhiiN| lokasaMjJA se hI duHkha haiN| jJAnI kI saMjJA se duHkha kabhI AtA nahIM hai aura lokasaMjJA se to idhara gayA, to bhI duHkha aura udhara gayA, to bhI du:kha, vahA~ kabhI bhI sukha nahIM hai| duHkha to kaba kahalAtA hai? ki khAne gae hoM aura khAnA nahIM mile aura aMdara peTa meM Aga lagI ho, use duHkha kahate haiN| pyAsa lagI ho aura pIne ko pAnI nahIM mile, vaha duHkha hai| nAka dabAne para pA~ca hI minaTa meM dama ghuTane lage vaha duHkha hai| yaha bAhara se cAhe jitanA Tenzana AyA, to calegA, magara bhUkha-pyAsa aura havA kA nahIM cltaa| kyoMki aura sArA Tenzana to kitanA bhI kyoM na Ae, sahana hotA hai, usase mara nahIM jaate| para loga to binA kAma ke Tenzana lie phirate ki yaha acchA hai to sukha lagatA hai| sAmanevAle ko jaisA pasaMda ho, vaisA kareM, to puNya baMdhatA hai| buddhi kA Azaya badalatA rahatA hai, para marate samaya jo Azaya hotA hai, usake anusAra pariNAma AtA hai| yaha ivolyUzana (utkrAMti) hai| pahale mIla kA jJAna ho. vaha dUsare mIla para phira utkrAMta hotA hai| pichale janma meM corI kA abhiprAya ho gayA ho, para isa janma meM aisA jJAna ho ki yaha galata hai, to usake mana meM rahatA hai ki yaha galata ho rahA hai| para corI to pahale ke Azaya meM seTa ho cukI thI aura isalie corI hotI hI rahatI hai| egrImenTa phAr3A nahIM jA sktaa| jo egrImenTa ho cukA hai, vaha adhUrA nahIM rahatA, pUrA hotA hI hai| usase pahale maratA nahIM hai| hama kyA kahate haiM ki terA jo ulaTA Azaya hai, use tU badala de| corI nahIM karanI hai, aisA tU bAra-bAra taya karatA rh| jitanI bAra corI karane kA vicAra Ae, utanI bAra tU use jar3a se ukhAr3atA rahe, to terA kAma hogaa| sulaTA hotA jaaegaa| saMsAra ke logoM ko vyavahAra dharma sikhalAne ke lie hama kahate haiM ki parAnugrahI bn| apane khuda ke bAre meM vicAra hI na aae| lokakalyANa hetu paropakArI bn| yadi Apa apane khuda ke lie kharca kareMge, to vaha gaTara meM jAegA aura dUsaroM ke lie kucha bhI kharca kareM, to vaha Age kA eDajasTamenTa hai| zuddhAtmA bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM? 'jo dUsaroM kA dhyAna rakhatA hai, maiM usakA dhyAna rakhatA hU~ aura jo khuda kA hI dhyAna rakhatA hai, use maiM usake hAla para chor3a detA huuN|' doSa dRSTi praznakartA : sAmanevAle meM jo doSa dikhate haiM, vaha doSa khuda meM hotA hai kyA? praznakartA : eka ko sukha pahu~catA hai aura dUsare ko duHkha aisA kyoM? dAdAzrI : sukha-duHkha kalpita haiM, Aropita haiN| jisane kalpanA kI dAdAzrI : nahIM, aisA koI niyama nahIM hai, phira bhI aisA doSa hotA
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________________ AptavANI - 1 213 hai| yaha buddhi kyA karatI hai? khuda ke doSa Dha~katI hai aura dUsaroM ke dekhatI hai| yaha to ulaTe manuSya kA kAma hai| jisakI bhUleM naSTa ho gaI haiM, vaha dUsaroM kI bhUleM nahIM dekhtaa| aisI burI Adata hI nahIM hotI, sahaja hI nirdoSa dekhatA hai| jJAna aisA hotA hai ki z2arA-sI bhI bhUla nahIM dekhatA / doSa to sabhI ke gaTara haiN| ye bAhara ke gaTara hama kholate nahIM haiM, choTe bacce ko bhI vaha anubhava hotA hai| rasoIghara rakhA hai to gaTara to honA hI cAhie na? paraMtu usa gaTara ko kholanA hI nhiiN| kisI meM koI doSa ho, koI cir3hatA ho, koI utAvalA hokara ghUmatA ho, aisA dekhanA vaha gaTara kholA kahalAtA hai| usake bajAya guNoM ko dekhanA acchaa| gaTara to apanA khuda kA hI dekhane yogya haiN| pAnI bhara gayA ho, to khuda kA gaTara sApha karanA caahie| yaha to gaTara bhara jAtA hai, para samajha meM nahIM AtA aura samajha meM Ae, to bhI kare kyA ? Akhira vaha abhyasta ho jAtA hai, usIse to ye sAre roga paidA hue haiN| zAstra par3hakara gAte haiM ki kisI kI niMdA mata karanA, para niMdA to cAlU hI rahatI hai| kisI ke bAre meM z2arA ulaTA bolA, to utanA nukasAna to huA hI smjho| yaha bAharavAle gaTara ke Dhakkana ko koI nahIM kholatA, para logoM ke gaTara ke Dhakkana kholate hI rahate haiN| kisI kI niMdA karane kA matalaba hai, apanA dasa rupaye kA noTa dekara eka rupayA lenA / niMdA karanevAlA hamezA khuda kA hI nukasAna karatA hai| jisakA koI phala nahIM milatA ho, aisI mehanata hama nahIM krte| niMdA se ApakI zaktiyoM kA durvyaya hotA hai| yadi hameM patA cale ki yaha tila nahIM hai para reta hai, to phira use pelane kI mehanata kyoM kareM? TAima aura enarjI donoM vesTa hote hai| niMdA karake to sAmanevAle kA maila dho diyA aura terA apanA kapar3A mailA kiyaa| ise aba kaba dhoegA, mue? yaha hamAre 'muA' zabda kA bhASAMtara yA artha Apa kyA kareMge? isa zabda kA gUr3ha artha hai| isameM ulAhanA to hai, magara tiraskAra nahIM haiN| bahuta gaharA zabda hai| hamArI grAmINa bhASA hai, para hai paavrphul| eka-eka vAkya AptavANI - 1 1 para vicAra karane lageM, aisA hai kyoMki yaha to jJAnI kI hRdayasparzI vANI hai, sAkSAta sarasvatI ! 214 smRti praznakartA: dAdAjI, bhUtakAla bhUla nahIM sakate, aisA kyoM? dAdAzrI : bhUtakAla arthAt yAda karane para yAda nahIM AtA aura bhUlanA cAheM, to bhulAyA nahIM jAtA, usakA nAma bhUtakAla / sAre saMsAra kI bahuta icchA hai ki bhUtakAla bhulAyA jA sake, para binA jJAna ke saMsAra kI vismRti nahIM ho sakatI / yaha yAda AtI hai, vaha rAga-dveSa ke kAraNa hai| jisakA jisa vastu para jitanA rAga hai, utanI vaha vastu use yAda AyA karatI hai aura yadi dveSa ho, taba bhI vaha vastu z2yAdA yAda AyA karatI hai| bahU sAsa ko bhUlane pIhara jAtI hai, para bhUla nahIM pAtI, kyoMki dveSa hai, acchI nahIM lgtii| jaba ki pati yAda AtA hai, kyoMki sukha diyA thA isalie rAga hai| jisane bahuta duHkha diyA ho yA bahuta sukha diyA ho, vahI yAda AtA hai, kyoMki rAga-dveSa se baMdhe haiN| usa baMdhana ko miTA deM, taba vismRta ho jaaegaa| apane Apa hI vicAra AyA kareM, use 'yAda' AnA kahate hai| yaha saba dho diyA jAe, to smRti baMda ho jAtI hai aura usake bAda mukta hAsya utpanna hotA hai| smRti hai isalie tanAva rahatA hai| mana khiMcA huA rahatA hai, isalie mukta hAsya utpanna nahIM hotaa| sabako alaga-alaga yAda AyA karatA hai| eka ko yAda AtA ho vaha dUsare ko yAda nahIM AtA, kyoMki sabake alaga-alaga ThikAnoM para rAga-dveSa hote haiN| smRti rAga-dveSa ke kAraNa hai| praznakartA: dAdAjI, use nikAlanI to par3egI na? dAdAzrI : smRti iTaselpha bolatI hai ki hameM nikAlo, dho ddaalo| yadi smRti nahIM AtI, to saba gar3abar3a ho jaataa| vaha yadi nahIM AegI, to Apa kise dhoe~ge? Apako mAlUma kaise hogA ki kahA~ para rAga-dveSa
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________________ AptavANI - 1 haiM? smRti AtI hai, vaha to apane Apa nikAla hone ke lie AtI hai| baMdhana ko miTAne AtI hai| yadi smRti Ae aura Apa use dho DAleM, sApha kara DAleM, to dhulakara vismRta ho jaaegii| yAda isalie hI AtA hai ki ApakA yahA~ lagAva hai, use miTA dIjie, usakA pazcAttApa kIjie aura phira se aisA nahIM hogA, aisA dRr3ha nizcaya kiijie| itanA karane se vaha khatma hotI hai isalie phira vaha vismRta ho jAtA hai| jo jJAna jagat vismRta karAe, vaha yathArtha jJAna hai| vidhA bhagavAna ne kahA thA ki asuvidhA meM suvidhA khoja nikAlanA / asuvidhA meM hI suvidhA hotI hai| paraMtu khojanA Ae taba na? 215 sofA pA~ca sAla purAnA ho, to usake mAlika ko vaha asuvidhAjanaka lagane lagatA hai| olDa TAipa kA ho gayA hai, aisA lagatA hai| yaha to suvidhA meM asuvidhA paidA kii| Ajakala to Iz2I ceyara meM baiThakara loga anaIjI rahate haiN| are, pUrI jiMdagI meM eka hI dina anaIz2I honA hotA hai, para yaha to sadA hI anaIz2I rahatA hai| sArA dina ulIcatA hI rahatA hai| isa muMbaI meM bharapUra sukha par3A hai, para yaha to sArA dina duHkha meM hI par3A rahatA hai| asuvidhA to taba kahalAe ki jaba naye-naye sophe ke, pA~ca hI dinoM meM pAye TUTa jaaeN| para yaha to naye sophe kI suvidhA meM asuvidhA paidA kii| par3osI ke ghara sophAseTa AyA, isa para pati ke sAtha chaH mahIne taka jhikajhika karake, rupaye udhAra lekara patnI, nayA sophAseTa le aaii| vaha jaba TUTA, to usakA jI jala gyaa| are, jI bhI koI jalAne kI cIz2a hai ? kapar3A jale, to harja nahIM para jI to jalAnA hI nahIM caahie| apane to kaisA rahanA cAhie ki kisI kI nakala nahIM karanI hai| kama akkalavAle hI nakala karate haiM aura duHkhI hote haiN| Ajakala kauna sophAseTa nahIM lAtA hai ? vaisA hama bhI aisA kareM? hameM to nakala nahIM asala honA caahie| ghara meM baiThaka rUma meM asala bhAratIya baiThaka lagAnA / gaddI takiye AptavANI - 1 aura svaccha sapheda caddara, tAki phira kisI kI nakala nahIM karanI par3e aura baiThane meM bhI kaisI suvidhA ! vAstava meM cIjeM to kitanI honI cAhie? khAne-pIne kI, pahanane kI aura rahane kI suvidhA ho, to kAfI ho gyaa| jaba ki Ajakala to suvidhA ke nAma para naye-naye duHkha khar3e karate haiN| vAstava meM duHkha saMsAra meM nAma mAtra ko bhI nahIM hai| yaha to nAsamajhI meM duHkha paidA karate haiN| 216 par3osI Aja bulAe aura kala nahIM bhI bulAe / usameM roz2a-roz2a bulAne meM kyA suvidhA ? bulAe, to lagatA hai ki use merI qImata hai / isalie acchA lagatA hai| nahIM bulAe, to burA lagatA hai| aisA rakho bulAe, to bhI acchA nahIM bulAte, to bhI acchaa| khuda ke pAsa bharapUra sukha par3A hai, para kaise nikAlanA yaha mAlUma nahIM hai| eka hI taraha kA sukha, eka hI taraha kA mAla hai para yaha to samAja ne stara banAe haiN| vAstavika kyA hai, jAneM to sukha mile| kaba taka isa kAlpanika sukha meM raheMge? para kareM kyA? A pha~se haiM bhaiyA A pha~se! phira kareM kyA? yaha kaisI bAta hai, maiM Apako batAtA huuN| eka baniyAbhAI aura eka miyA~bhAI meM pakkI dostI thii| ekabAra muharrama ke dinoM meM donoM ghUmane nikle| rAste meM tAz2iyoM kA julUsa jA rahA thaa| baniyA mitra se do minaTa meM AtA hU~ kahakara, miyA~bhAI julUsa meM zAmila hokara 'yA husaina, yA husaina' karane lge| baniye ne to bahuta rAha dekhI, para miyA~bhAI to bAhara Ane kA nAma hI nahIM lete the| ve to magna ho gae the| Aqhira ghaMTAbhara bitane ke bAda baniyA Uba gayA aura julUsa meM ghusakara miyA~ kA hAtha pakar3akara bAhara khIMcane lagA to miyA~bhAI ne use hI aMdara khIMca liyA kahe, "basa, do minaTa 'yA husaina, yA husaina' kara lete haiM, hama donoM phira nikala jaaeNge|" baniyAbhAI mu~ha laTakAkara bole, 'A pha~se bhaiyA A pha~se / ' eka bAra A pha~sane ke bAda nikalanA muzkila hai| vaha to jJAnI
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________________ AptavANI-1 217 218 AptavANI-1 puruSa mileM aura hAtha khIMcakara bAhara nikAleM, taba nikala sakate haiN| isa bhrAMti ke pha~sAva meM se to bhrAMti jAne para hI chaTa sakate haiN| magara vaha bhrAMti jAe kaise? vaha to jJAnI puruSa jhakajhorakara jagAe~, tabhI bhrAMti jAtI hai| unake sivAya aura kisI kA kAma nahIM hai yh| unake binA to jyoMjyoM chUTane jAe~ tyoM-tyoM jyAdA aura jyAdA pha~sate jAte haiN| cArja aura DiscArja darzanamoha arthAt cArja moha aura cAritramoha arthAt DiscArja moh| pAnI, darzana moha hai aura barpha cAritramoha hai| cArja kisa kAraNa se hotA vahIM kA vahIM, dukAna kI sAr3I meM hI hotA hai| isa para pati bhI caMdana se pUchatA hai ki Aja tabiyata ThIka nahIM kyA? ma~ha utara gayA hai na! usa becAre ko kyA patA ki yaha jo ghara meM ghUma-phira rahA hai, vaha to putalA hI hai, caMdana kA citta to dukAna para sAr3I meM hai| ise hI bhagavAna ne 'cArja-moha' kahA hai| cetana jar3a ko sparzA ki khuda ke svarUpa kA bhAna calA jAtA hai aura isalie cArja hotA hai| jo-jo bahuta yAda Ate haiM, unameM tanmayAkAra hotA hai, usake kAraNa hI cArja hotA rahatA hai| yAda kyA AtA hai? jisa para bahuta rAga hotA hai athavA to bahuta dveSa hotA hai| jo DiscArja ho rahA hai, usake prati rAga-dveSa kareM, to AtmA kI svabhAvika kalpazakti vibhAvika rUpa se vikalpa hokara usameM milatI hai, usase cArja hotA rahatA hai| aise hI saMsArakrama calatA rahatA hai| bhUla ke kAraNa cArja huA hai, bhrAMti se bharA gayA hai, vaha DiscArja hotA rahatA hai| rAha calate, 'caMdana' ne dukAna meM sAr3I dekhI aura usameM tanmayAkAra ho gii| dukAna meM sAr3I dekhI usameM harja nahIM hai, para usake lie moha utpanna huA, usIkA harja hai| sAr3I ko dekhA aura pasaMda AI, vaha DiscArja moha hai, para caMdana usameM aisI tanmayAkAra hotI hai ki jo moha DiscArja hone lagA thA, vaha phira se cArja ho jAtA hai| caMdana sAr3I meM aisI tanmayAkAra hotI hai ki sAr3I savA cha: mITara lambI ho, to caMdana bhI savA cha: mITara kI ho jAtI hai| sADhe tIna mITara cauDI ho. to vaha bhI sAr3he tIna mITara caur3I ho jAtI hai| sAr3I meM jitane phUla hoM yA zIze hoM utane caMdana ko bhI ho jAte haiN| pratiSThita AtmA usameM hI ramA huA rahatA hai| isalie caMdana jaba vApisa ghara AtI hai, taba phira bhI citta to acche se acche pakaur3e yA acche se acchI miThAI mile aura khAe usameM harja nahIM hai, para usameM svAda raha jAe. to cArja hotA hai| tanmayAkAra hokara pakaur3e aura miThAI khAe, to pakauDe aura miThAI ke jaisA ho jAtA hai aura moha phira se cArja karatA hai| vyApAra karate haiM, vaha DiscArja ho rahA hai| pUrva janma meM aisA cArja kiyA thA, isalie vyApAra zurU kiyA aura zurU kiyA taba se hI DiscArja hotA hai, para usameM tadAkAra hokara phira se cArja karate haiN| janma se mRtyu paryaMta sabhI DiscArja hotA hai| abhI kA yaha manuSya janma bhI DiscArja hai| pichale janma meM manuSya honA cArja kiyA thA, jo aba DiscArja ho rahA hai| DiscArja kA to bhagavAna ko bhI etarAja nahIM hai, para DiscArja ke samaya ApakA dhyAna kahA~ baratatA hai, usakI kImata hai| bhagavAna ke darzana ko maMdira gayA, bhagavAna kI mUrti ke darzana kie aura sAtha-sAtha bAhara rakhe jUtoM kI bhI phoTo lI (mere jUte salAmata haiM n!)| darzana kie, vaha DiscArja huA aura jUtoM kI phoTo khIMcI, vaha cArja kiyaa| pAnI pIyA vaha cArja kahalAtA hai kyoMki usameM khuda ko kartA mAnatA hai| phira pAnI kA pezAba banatA hai| jaba vaha bAhara AtA hai, vaha DiscArja hai| manuSya khujalAtA hai, vaha DiscArja hai, para khujalAne meM AnaMda AtA hai| deha kI jo sthUla kriyAe~ haiM, ve DiscArja svarUpa hai, usameM AnaMda lene jaisA bhI nahIM hai aura ciMtA karane jaisA bhI nahIM hai| AnaMda AtA hai, vaha 'pratiSThita AtmA' ko AtA hai, usako jAnanevAlA khuda
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________________ AptavANI-1 219 220 AptavANI-1 'zuddhAtmA' hai| vaha jAnatA hai, khujalAne para abhI jalana hogI taba mAlUma hogaa| para vahA~ usa AnaMda meM tanmayAkAra ho jAtA hai, isalie phira cArja hotA hai| DiscArja moha khapa rahA hai, para tanmayAkAra hokara agale janma ke lie phira cArja karatA hai| manuSyapana cArja karane jAtA hai, para ho jAtA hai gdhaa| aisA binA Thaura-ThikAne kA hai sb| hitAhita kA bhAna hI nahIM hai, isalie karane jAe kyA aura ho jAtA hai kyA? lokaniMdya kArya hotA ho, vahA~ mana-vacana-kAyA se kaha denA aura unheM khIMca lenA, para lokamAnya ho, to harja nahIM hai| lokaamAnya ho, vahA~ para upAya karanA par3atA hai| mikenikala 'maiM' ko kaMTrola meM rakhane kI sattA mUla 'maiM' kI nahIM hai| iMjana cAlU hone ke bAda baMda karane kI sattA rahatI nahIM hai| cArja hone ke bAda DiscArja hogA hii| usameM bhagavAna kI bhI sattA nahIM thii| DiscArja meM to baiTarI jaisI cArja huI hogI, vaisI hI DiscArja hogii| mUla svarUpa meM 'maiM' jAnane ke bAda koI baiTarI cArja nahIM hotii| cArja baMda ho jAtA hai| svarUpa kA jJAna milane ke bAda DiscArja meM dakhala nahIM hotA, para kAphI kucha to puruSArtha se khapa jAtA hai| nahIM hai| janmeM taba se hI mana-vacana-kAyA kI tIna baiTariyA~ DiscArja hotI rahatI haiN| kyoMki pUrva janma meM cArja kiyA thA islie| DiscArja ho taba patA calatA hai ki ulaTA cArja kiyA thaa| isalie phira se sulaTA cArja kareM, to sulaTI lAipha jaaegii| bAkI Aja kI to sArI philma taiyAra ho cukI hai, vahI hai| aba jo rola adA karane ko AyA hai, use adA kr| jo philma Aja parade para dikhAI detI hai, usakI zUTiMga to pahale kaba kI ho cukI hai, para Aja use vaha parde para dekha rahA hai| usameM jaba anacAhA AtA hai, taba cillAtA hai ki kaTa karo, kaTa karo, magara aba kaTa kaise ho sakatI hai? vaha to jaba zUTiMga kara rahe the, taba socanA thA na? cArja karate the, taba socanA thA na? aba to koI bApa bhI badala nahIM sktaa| isalie binA rAga-dveSa kie cupacApa philma pUrI kara de| sArA saMsAra hI cArja ke vaza meM ho gayA hai| ruci-aruci, lAika enDa DislAika. sabhI aba DiscArja moha hai aura rAga-dveSa cArja moha hai| cArja bhagavAna kI AjJA ke viruddha hai, DiscArja bhagavAna kI AjJA ke viruddha nahIM hai| loga DiscArja moha ke patte kATate rahate haiM, para cArja moha to cAlU hI hai, to kaise pAra Ae? kucha to DAliyA~ kATA karate haiM, kucha sArA tanA hI kATa dete haiM, para jaba taka jar3a rahegI, taba taka vaha phira se ugatA jaaegaa| isalie loga cAhe jitane upAya kareM, isa saMsAra vRkSa ko nirmUla karane ke lie vaise hala nikalanevAlA nahIM hai| vaha to jJAnI puruSa kA hI kAma hai| jJAnI puruSa patte, DAlI, tanA kisI ko nahIM chUte, are! choTIchoTI asaMkhya jar3oM ko bhI nahIM chuute| ve to vRkSa kI mukhya jar3a ko jAnate hai aura pahacAnate haiN| vahA~ para cuTakI bhara davAI lagA dete haiM, jisase sArA vRkSa sUkha jAtA hai| jJAnI puruSa aura kucha nahIM krte| ve kevala ApakI cArja baiTarI ko sarakA kara dUra rakha dete haiM, tAki phira se cArja nahIM ho| ApakA cArjiMga poinTa hI pUrA kA pUrA ur3A dete haiN| cArjebala moha cArja hotA hai, pUraNa hotA hai| 1 aMza, 2 aMza, 3 aMza aise pUraNa hote hote 500 taka pahu~catA hai| aba moha DiscArja hotA hai, taba kaise hotA hai? pahale ekadama se 500 para AtA hai| jaise, krodha pahale 500 DigrI kA AtA hai, phira 450 para AtA hai, phira 400 para AtA hai, aisA karate-karate aMta meM 2 para Akara khatama ho jAtA hai, saMpUrNa DiscArja hotA hai| pratyeka vastu DiscArja meM ekadama se AtI hai, phira dhIre-dhIre ghaTatI jAtI hai| krodha pahale 500 para Akara ekadama dhamAkA karatA hai| 500 se zurU hokara phira dhIre-dhIre khatma hotA jAtA rAha calate ruci-aruci utpanna ho, aisA hotA rahatA hai| hamArI icchA nahIM ho, phira bhI ruci-aruci hotI rahatI hai, para ruci kyoM hotI hai aura aruci kyoM hotI hai? isa para koI vicAra hI nahIM krtaa| terI icchA nahIM ho, to bhI usameM parivartana saMbhava nahIM hai| terI icchA kI bAta
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________________ AptavANI-1 221 222 AptavANI-1 bAkI cAhe jo bhI upAya kare magara jaba taka cArja baMda nahIM hotA taba taka moha nahIM chUTatA, phira tU cAhe jo bhI tyAge yA jo bhI kare, cAhe ulaTA laTake para moha nahIM chuuttnevaalaa| ulaTe aura adhika pha~satA jaaegaa| pacAsa prakAra ke (paccIsa cArja aura paccIsa DiscArja) moha jAe~, to hala niklegaa| ___'maiMne yaha kiyA' aisA kahA ki cArja huaa| maiMne darzana kie, pratikramaNa kie, sAmAyika kI aisA kahA ki cArja ho gyaa| nATakIya bhASA meM boleM, to harja nahIM hai, para nizcaya se boleM, to usakA mada car3hatA hai| isalie DiscArja hote samaya nayA cArja bhI hotA hai| cArja hamAre hAthoM meM hai, DiscArja hamAre hAthoM meM nahIM hai| mAtra mokSa kI hI icchA karane jaisI hai, to mokSa kA mArga mila jaaegaa| mokSa kI icchA kA cArja karo praznakartA : kalpanA aura icchA meM kyA aMtara hai? dAdAzrI : kalpanA mUla svarUpa kI ajJAnatA se khar3I hotI hai aura icchA DiscArja ke kAraNa hotI haiN| para mUla icchA jo khar3I hotI hai, vaha kalpanA meM se khar3I hotI hai| aisA hai, AkAza se pAnI barasatA hai, AkAza apanI jagaha para hI hai, havA calatI hai aura Upara kA pAnI nIce ke pAnI meM par3atA hai, taba bulabule banate haiN| barasAta hotI hai usameM kisI kI icchA nahIM hai, na havA kI, na pAnI kii| aisA hai yaha saba! praznakartA : cArja huA yA DiscArja yaha lakSya meM kaise Ae? dAdAzrI : 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~,' aisA bhAna huA taba se cArja huaa| 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' aisI sabhAnatA rahe, to kucha bhI cArja nahIM hotaa| para yadi DA~vADola ho, to cArja hotA hai| para aisA kauna karegA? jitanejitane cArja ke lakSaNa dikhAI dete haiM, ve bhI DiscArja haiN| cArja hotA hai yA DiscArja isakA patA nahIM calatA, yadi isakA patA cala jAtA, to hara koI cArja baMda kara detaa| vaha to jJAnI puruSa ke bagaira koI use samajhA nahIM sktaa| khuda 'zuddhAtmA' hai, isalie DiscArja hI hai| yadi caMdUlAla huA to cArja hai| jaba DiscArja hotA hai, taba usa purAnI baiTarI kA iphekTa sahana nahIM hotA, isalie usake asara se hI nayI baiTarI cArja hotI rahatI hai| na? dekhane kA adhikAra sabhI ko hai, para ciMtana kA nahIM hai, usameM tanmaya hone kA nahIM hai| dekhate to jJAnI puruSa bhI haiM para ciMtana meM aMtara hai| isa mohamayI nagarI (muMbaI) meM sabhI ghUma-phira rahe haiM aura jJAnI puruSa bhI ghUmate haiM, para kisI vastu kA unheM ciMtana nahIM hotA hai| kahIM para bhI unakA citta nahIM jAtA hai| bhAvakarma cArja baiTarI hai| AtmA ke atyaMta nikaTa par3I hai, isalie niraMtara cArja hotI rahatI hai| usa baiTarI kA cArja honA hamane baMda kara diyA, isalie mahAtmAoM ke aba DiscArja baiTarI hI rhii| aba to jisa bhI bhAva se DiscArja honA ho, hotA rhe| 'hama' use dekheNge| mana Age-pIche hotA ho, to use jAnanA aura sIdhA ho use bhI jAnanA, tAki cArja nahIM ho| aba to jise AnA ho vaha aae| yaha ho, to bhI ThIka aura nahIM ho, to bhI tthiik| cArja honA zurU ho, to ciMtA zurU ho jAtI hai| bhItara jalane lagatA hai| agni sulagatI hai| AkulatA aura vyAkulatA meM rahate haiN| jaba ki akele DiscArja meM aisA nahIM rhtaa| nirAkalatA rahatI hai, kyoMki usameM tanmayAkAra nahIM huA hotA hai| bhagavAna kahate haiM, 'yadi DiscArja hotA hai, taba usakI z2immedArI hamArI hai, para cArja mata hone denA' ina do vAkyoM meM hI daniyA ke sabhI zAstroM kA jJAna samAyA huA hai| cArja baMda huA, isalie DiscArja baMda hI huA khlaaegaa| moha 'bhAvakarma hI cArja baiTarI hai|' ina pA~ca zabdoM meM bhagavAna ke paiMtAlIsa ke paiMtAlIsa Agama samA ge| bAkI eka moha ko nikAlane meM lAkha-lAkha janma lene par3ate haiN|
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________________ AptavANI-1 223 224 AptavANI-1 'maiM karatA hU~' aura 'merA hai', aisA pravartana hI cAritramoha hai| bhagavAna kahate haiM, vaisI cAritra moha kI yathArtha samajha, samajhane yogya hai| 'maiM sAmAyika karatA hU~' aisA jo bhAna hai vaha cAritra moh| sAmAyika, pratikramaNa yA saMsAra kI kisI bhI kriyA meM karttAbhAva, vaha cAritramoha aura rucibhAva vaha drshnmoh| cAritramoha arthAt pariNamita huA moh| jo phala dene ko sanmukha huA ho, vaha cAritramoha matalaba DiscArja moha / jo moha cArja hotA rahe, vaha darzana moha aura DiscArja hotA rahe, vaha caaritrmoh| DiscArja moha bhaTakA detA hai| jo cArja kiyA, vaha 'promisarI noTa' hai aura jo DiscArja huA, vaha 'kaiza ina hainDa' hai| jA, 'hama' tujhe gAranTI dete haiM ki 'dAdA bhagavAna' ke milane ke bAda terA cArja nahIM hogA! moha kA svarUpa moha ke mukhya do prakAra haiN| darzana moha - cArja moha aura cAritra moha - DiscArja moh| darzana moha ruci para AdhArita hai arthAt ruci kahA~ hai isa para AdhArita hai| saMsAra kI vinAzI cIz2oM maiM hI ruci rahe, vaha mithyAtva moha hai| AtmA jAnane kI ruci aura sAtha meM saMsAra kI vinAzI cIz2o kI ruci, vaha mizramoha hai| yaha satya hai aura vaha bhI satya hai, aisA barate vaha mizramoha hai| AtmA jAnane kI utkaMThA ho aura yahI satya hai, aisA barate vaha samyaka moh| AtmA meM Atmabuddhi honA, usakA nAma samakita. AtmA meM AtmarUpa honA, usakA nAma jnyaan| jJAna aura jJAnI ke prati moha, vaha aMtima moha hai| vaha samyak moha hai| anya sAre hI moha mithyA moha haiN| jaisA hai vaisA darzana meM nahIM AtA, vaha darzana moha ke kaarnn| darzana ke AvaraNa ke kAraNa 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' aisA dikhatA hai| yaha saMsAra kisa ke AdhAra para TikA hai? darzana moha ke AdhAra pr| bhagavAna kahate haiM ki cAritra moha kA etarAja nahIM hai vaha DiscArja moha hai| ajJAnI kA bharA huA mAla nikalatA hai, para phira se 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' kahatA hai, isalie punaH nayA mAla bharatA rahatA hai| AtmA kI hAjirI se pudgala meM cetanabhAva cArja ho jAtA hai aura vahI phira DiscArja hotA hai| pudgala cetana ke saMsarga meM Ane se usameM cetana cArja hotA hai, para usameM cetana kA kucha bhI bigar3atA nahIM hai| isa zarIra meM se DiscArja honevAlI pratyeka vastu anubhava hotI dekhane meM AtI hai, isalie cArja huA thA, aisA kahate haiN| galana kA artha hI DiscArja hai| hama use bhAvAbhAva kahate haiM, usameM cetana nahIM hotA hai| eka manuSya ko sArI jiMdagI jela meM gujAranI paDe aura use khAne ko milatA rahe, magara jalebI-laGka nahIM milate, isalie kyA usakA moha calA gayA? nahIM, aMdara to moha hotA hI hai| milatA nahIM hai, isalie moha calA gayA, aisA nahIM khlaataa| praznakartA : dAdAjI, mujhameM moha bahuta hogA aura dUsaroM meM kama hogA, aisA hai? dAdAzrI: eka z2arA-sA moha kA bIja hotA hai, vaha jaba vyakta hotA hai, taba sAre saMsAra meM vyApta ho jAe, aisA hai| isalie kama ho yA jyAdA, usameM samajha ko lekara aMtara nahIM hai| jaba saMpUrNa moha kSaya hotA hai, tabhI kAma banatA hai| mana-vacana-kAyA ke yogoM kA mUrchita pravartana, vaha cAritramoha hai|
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________________ AptavANI - 1 225 bhagavAna aura satpuruSa ke satsaMga kA moha hai, vaha prazastamoha aura prazastamoha se mokSa | moha ke to anaMta prakAra haiN| unakA koI aMta AnevAlA nahIM hai| eka moha chor3ane ko lAkha janma karane par3eM, aisA hai| manuSyapana to mokSa kA saMgrahasthAna hI hai| 'svarUpa jJAna ke binA moha jAe aisA nahIM hai / ' mAyA praznakartA mAyA ke baMdhana meM se mukta hone ko kyA kareM? : dAdAzrI : ajJAna hI mAyA hai| khuda ke nija svarUpa kA ajJAna hI mAyA hai aura vaha mAyA to mUr3ha mAra mAratI hai| isa saMsAra meM koI hamAre Upara hai hI nhiiN| mAyA ke kAraNa koI Upara hai, aisA lagatA hai| mAyA kyA hai? bhagavAna kA rileTiva rUpa, vahI mAyA hai| yaha mAyA pha~sAtI hai aisA loga bolate haiM, vaha kyA hai? yaha saba kauna calAtA hai ? yaha vaha jAnatA nahIM hai, isalie 'maiM calAtA hU~' aisA mAnatA hai| yahI mAyA hai aura usameM pha~satA hai| isa saMsAra meM yadi koI kaccI mAyA nahIM hai, to ve bhagavAna haiN| kacce sabhI mAra hI khAte haiM, bhagavAna kI mAyA kI hI to! yaha mAra anahada hai yA behada hai, yaha kahA nahIM jA sakatA, para vaha mAra hI mokSa meM jAne kI preraNA degii| khuda, khuda ko jAnatA nahIM hai| yahI sabase bar3I mAyA hai| ajJAna gayA ki mAyA gaI / jahA~ jo vastu nahIM hai, vahA~ usa vastu kA vikalpa hotA hai, usakA hI nAma maayaa| hamArI upasthiti meM ApakI mAyA TikatI nahIM, bAhara hI khar3I AptavANI - 1 rahatI hai| Apa hamArI upasthiti meM se bAhara nikaleMge, to ApakI mAyA apane Apa A lipttegii| hA~, hamAre pAsa se eka bAra svarUpa jJAna le jAo, phira Apa cAhe jahA~ jAo, phira bhI mAyA Apako chUegI hI nahIM / 226 bhagavAna kahate haiM ki yaha saba nATakIya hai| tU usameM nATakIya mata ho jaanaa| mUla mana kA jhamelA hai, isalie loga mana ke pIche lage haiM, para mana parezAna nahIM karatA hai| usake pIche mAyA hai, vaha parezAna karatI hai| mAyA jAe, to mana to suMdara enDalesa philma hai| kucha logoM ne sAMsArika mAyA chor3akara tyAgI bananA svIkAra kiyA, to kyA unakI mAyA calI gaI? nahIM, ulaTe dugunI mAyA lipaTI huI hai| mAyA chor3I kise kaheMge ? saMsAra vaibhava bhoganA chor3eM, usakA nAma mAyA chodd'ii| yaha to bIvI-baccoM ko chor3A aura sAtha meM ajJAnatA kI gaThariyA~ baaNdhii| use mAyA chor3anA kaise kaheMge? cAhe kahIM bhI jAe~, para 'merA terA' gayA nahIM aura 'maiM' gayA nahIM, to terI mAyA aura mamatA sAtha hI rahanevAlI hai| eka bAra mere pAsa eka AdamI AyA aura bahuta rone lgaa| kahane lagA, 'aba to jInA bahuta bhArI par3atA hai, AtmahatyA karane ko mana karatA hai|' mujhe mAlUma thA usakI bIvI paMdraha dina pahale cala basI thI aura pIche cAra bacce chor3a gaI thii| isalie maiMne use pUchA, 'bhaiyA, tujhe byAhe kitane sAla hue?' 'dasa sAla', vaha bolA to dasa sAla pahale jaba tUne use dekhA nahIM thA taba mara gaI hotI, to tU rone baiThatA kyA? 'usane kahA, ' nahIM, taba kyoM rotA? maiM to use pahacAnatA taka nahIM thA taba / ' phira aba tU kyoM rotA hai yaha maiM tujhe samajhAtA huuN| dekha! tU byAhane gayA, bAje-gAje ke sAtha gayA aura jaba lagna maMDapa meM phere lene lagA taba se tU 'yaha merI patnI, yaha merI patnI' aise tU lapeTatA gyaa| maMDapa meM use dekhatA gayA, 'yaha merI patnI' bolatA gayA aura mamatA lapeTatA gyaa| patnI yadi bahuta acchI ho, to rezama kA baMdhana aura burI ho, to sUta kA bNdhn| yadi tU
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________________ AptavANI-1 227 228 AptavANI-1 isase chUTanA cAhatA hai, to jitane baMdhana 'merI, merI' ke bAMdhe, utane hI 'nahIM hai merI, nahIM hai merI' bolakara khola de, tabhI mamatA se terA chuTakArA hogaa| merI bAta vaha acchI taraha samajha gayA aura usane to 'nahIM hai merI', 'nahIM hai merI' kA hainDala aisA ghumAyA, aisA ghumAyA ki sArI lapeTeM khula gaIM uskii| phira paMdraha dina ke bAda Akara A~khoM meM AnaMdAzru ke sAtha pA~va chUkara kahane lagA, 'dAdAjI, Apane mujhe bacA liyA, merI sArI mamatA ke baMdhanoM ko kholane kA mArga dikhalAyA, usase maiM chUTa gyaa| merI isa satya ghaTanA ko sunakara, kitanoM ke baMdhana khula gae haiN| kahalAtA hai ki jaba AtmA ko jalana ho, jalana ho taba A~ca lagatI hai aura dUsaroM ko bhI usakA asara ho jAtA hai, vaha kar3hana kahalAtI hai| aura baicenI meM aMdara akelA hI jalatA hai, para tAMtA to donoM meM hI rahatA hai| jaba ki ugratA alaga vastu hai| krodha meM tAMtA ho use hI krodha kahate haiN| jaise ki rAta ko pati-patnI donoM khUba jhagar3e, jabaradasta krodha dhadhaka uThA, sArI rAta donoM jAgate par3e rhe| sabere patnI cAya kA kapa thor3A paTakakara rakhe, to pati samajha jAtA hai ki abhI tAMtA hai| yaha krodha kahalAtA hai| phira tAMtA cAhe kitane bhI samaya kA ho| are! kitanoM ko to sArI jiMdagI kA hotA hai| bApa, beTe kA mu~ha nahIM dekhatA aura beTA, bApa kA mu~ha nahIM dekhtaa| krodha kA tAMtA to, bigar3e hue mu~ha para se patA cala jAtA hai| krodha varlDa meM koI manuSya krodha ko jIta nahIM sktaa| krodha ke do prakAra haiM, eka kur3hana ke rUpa meM aura dasarA becainI ke rUpa meN| jo loga krodha ko jItate haiM, ve kur3hana ke rUpa meM jItate haiN| isameM aisA hotA hai ki eka ko dabAne para dUsarA bar3ha jAtA hai| phira yadi aisA kahe ki maiMne krodha jIta liyA hai to mAna bar3ha jAtA hai| vAstava meM krodha pUrNa rUpa se nahIM jItA jAtA hai| dRzyamAna krodha ko jItatA hai| krodha to agni jaisA hai, khuda bhI jale aura sAmanevAle ko bhI jlaae| jahA~ krodha AtA ho aura krodha na kare, vaha zubha cAritra kahalAtA hai| zubha cAritra se saMsAra sudharatA hai, jaba ki mokSa to zuddha cAritra se hI hotA hai| _ 'krodha' ugra paramANu haiN| 'anAra' ke paTAkhe meM aMdara bArUda bharA hotA hai, isalie phUTane para Aga pakar3atA hai aura aMdara kA bArUda pUrA ho jAne para apane Apa zAMta ho jAtA hai| aisA hI krodha ke saMbaMdha meM hai| krodha ugra paramANu haiM, isalie jaba 'vyavasthita' ke niyama ke AdhAra para phUTatA hai, taba saba tarapha se jalatA hai| hama ugratA ko krodha nahIM kahate haiN| krodha meM tAMtA ho, vahI krodha kahalAtA hai| krodha kaba __lobha krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha meM lobha kA tAMtA bahuta bhArI hotA hai| lobha arthAt kucha icchA rkhnii| lobhI ko koI jhir3ake, taba bhI vaha ha~satA hai| jJAnI bhI ha~sate haiM (jJAna meM rahate haiM isalie), para lobhI lobha kI gA~Tha adhika bar3I karake ha~satA hai| seTha dukAna para baiThe hoM aura grAhaka lar3ane Ae ki mere beTe se Apane chala karake ATha Ane jyAdA le lie| isa para seTha gaddI-takiye para baiThe hue ha~satA rahatA hai| usa para kucha bhI asara nahIM hotaa| rAha calate logoM kI bhIr3a jamA ho jAtI hai| ve seTha aura grAhaka kI dazA dekhate haiN| seTha ko zAMta, dhIra gaMbhIra aura grAhaka ko badahAla, cIkhatA-cillAtA dekhate haiM tabha bhIr3a meM loga bhI kahate haiM ki isa AdamI kA dimAga khisaka gayA hai| isalie use kahate haiM ki cupacApa ghara jA, itane bar3e seTha aisA karate hoMge? aura seTha mUcha meM ha~sa rahA hotA hai| aisA kyoM? kyoMki usakA lobha use mana meM kahatA hai ki yaha pagalA zora macAkara calA jAegA, usameM merA kyA jAnevAlA hai? merI jeba meM to aThannI A gaI na? lobhI vAstava meM jJAnI jaisA hI dikhatA hai|
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________________ AptavANI-1 229 230 AptavANI-1 sakeM aisA krodha kahate haiN| isa sTeja para pahu~ceM, to vyavahAra bahuta hI suMdara ho jAtA hai| dUsare prakAra kA krodha jo mor3A nahIM jA sktaa| lAkha prayatnoM ke bAvajUda paTAkhA phUTe bagaira rahatA hI nhiiN| vaha mor3A nahIM jA sake aisA anivArya krodh| yaha krodha khuda kA bhI ahita karatA hai aura sAmanevAle kA bhI ahita karatA hai| krodha-mAna kI apekSA kapaTa-lobha kI gA~TheM bhArI hotI haiN| ve jaldI nahIM chuutttiiN| lobha ko gunahagAra kyoM kahA hai? lobha kiyA matalaba dUsaroM kA lUTa lene kA vicAra kiyaa| bAMdha ke pAnI ke sabhI nala eka AdamI apane lie khola deM, to dUsaroM ko pAnI milegA kyA? kapaTa jaba ki mAnI ko jhir3akeM, to vaha ha~satA nahIM hai, turaMta hI usakA krodha bhar3aka jAtA hai| para lobhI ko krodha nahIM aataa| bhagavAna ne kahA ki krodha aura mAna ke kAraNa loga duHkhI hote haiN| mAna ke kAraNa tiraskAra hotA hai| mAna prakaTa tiraskAra karatA hai| krodha jalatA hai aura jalAtA hai| usakA upAya loga bhagavAna ke vAkya sunakara karane ge| krodha nahIM karate, mAna nahIM karate, isalie triyoga sAdhanA karane lge| triyoga sAdhanA se krodha-mAna kucha kama hue, paraMtu buddhi kA prakAza bar3ha gyaa| buddhi kA prakAza bar3hane se lobha kA rakSaNa karane ke lie kapaTa bddh'aayaa| krodha aura mAna bhole hote haiM, isalie kabhI koI yaha batAnevAlA mila bhI jAtA hai, jaba ki lobha aura kapaTa to aise haiM ki khuda mAlika taka ko bhI patA nahIM cltaa| ve to Ane ke bAda nikalane kA nAma taka nahIM lete| lobhI kaba krodha karatA hai? jaba bar3e se bar3e lobha kA hanana hotA ho aura kapaTa bhI kAma nahIM karatA, taba aMta meM lobhI krodha kA sahArA letA hai| janmA taba se hI lobhI ke lobha kI Dora TaTatI hI nahIM hai| kSaNa bhara ke lie bhI usakA lobha nahIM chuutttaa| niraMtara usakI jAgati basa lobha meM hI hotI hai| mAnI to bAhara nikale, to mAna aura mAna meM hI rahatA hai| rAste meM bhI jahA~ jAe vahA~, mAna meM aura lauTe taba bhI mAna meM hii| para yadi koI apamAna kare, to vahA~ vaha krodha karatA hai| mokSa mArga se kauna bhaTakAtA hai? krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha / lobha kA rakSaNa karane ke lie kapaTa hai, isalie kapaDA becate samaya eka u~galI kapar3A bacA letA hai| mAna ke rakSaNa ke lie krodha hai| ina cAroM ke AdhAra para loga jI rahe haiN| krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha do prakAra ke haiM : eka mor3e jA sakeM aisenivaary| dUsare mor3e nahIM jA sakeM aise-anivaary| jaise ki kisI para krodha AyA ho, to use aMdara hI aMdara mor3a leM aura zAMta kara sakeM, use mor3a kapaTa arthAt jaisA hai vaisA nahIM bolanA, vh| mana-vacana aura kAyA tInoM ko sparza karatA hai| strI jAti meM kapaTa aura moha ke paramANa vizeSa hote haiN| puruSa jAti meM krodha aura mAna ke paramANu vizeSa hote haiN| yadi kapaTa aura moha ke paramANu vizeSa khiMce, to dUsarA janma strI ke rUpa meM AtA hai| krodha va mAna ke paramANu vizeSa khiMce, to dUsarA janma puruSa ke rUpa meM AtA haiN| strI jAti bhaya ke kAraNa kapaTa karatI hai| usase bahuta AvaraNa Ate haiN| moha se mUrchA bar3hatI hai| puruSoM meM mAna adhika hotA hai| mAna se jAgRti bar3hatI hai| jaise-jaise kapaTa bar3hatA hai, vaise-vaise moha bar3hatA jAtA krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kI khurAka krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha niraMtara khuda kA hI curAkara khAte haiM, para logo kI samajha meM nahIM AtA hai| ina cAroM ko yadi tIna sAla bhUkhA rakheM, to ve bhAga jaaeN| magara jisa khurAka se ve jIvita haiM vaha khurAka kyA hai, yadi vaha nahIM jAnate, to ve bhUkhe kaise mareMge? vaha nahIM samajhane
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________________ AptavANI-1 231 232 AptavANI-1 se unheM khurAka milatI rahatI hai| ve jIte haiM kisa prakAra? aura vaha phira anAdikAla se jI rahe haiN| isalie unakI khurAka baMda kara do| aisA vicAra to kisI ko bhI AtA nahIM hai aura sabhI unheM mAra-pITakara nikAlane meM lage haiN| ve cAroM aise jAnevAle nahIM haiN| vaha to AtmA bAhara nikale, to aMdara sabakucha jhAr3a-buhAra kara sApha karane ke bAda nikalatA hai| unheM hiMsaka mAra nahIM caahie| unheM to ahiMsaka mAra caahie| AcArya ziSya ko kaba jhiDakate haiM? krodha ho. tb| usa samaya koI kahe, 'mahArAja, ise kyoM jhir3akAte haiM?' taba mahArAja kahate haiM, 'vaha to jhir3akane yogya hI hai|' basa, khtm| aisA kahA vahI krodha kI khraak| kie gae krodha kA rakSaNa karanA hI usakI khurAka hai| koI kaMjUsa svabhAva kA Apase cAya kI pur3iyA lAne ko kahe aura Apa 30 paise kI lAe~, to vaha kahegA, 'itanI maha~gI thor3e hI lAte hai?' aisA bolA, usase lobha ko poSaNa milatA hai aura koI assI paise kI cAya kI pur3iyA lAe, to phajUla-kharca manuSya kahatA hai 'acchI hai|' to vahA~ phajUlakharcI ke lobha ko poSaNa milatA hai| yaha huI lobha kI khuraak| hameM normala rahanA hai| aba kapaTa kyA khAtA hogA? roz2a kAlAbAjArI karatA ho, para kapaTa kI bAta nikale taba vaha bola uThatA hai ki hama aisI kAlAbAjArI nahIM krte| aise vaha Upara se sAhukArI dikhAtA hai, vahI kapaTa kI khuraak| mAna kI khurAka kyA? caMdUlAla sAmane mila jAe~ aura hama kaheM 'Aie caMdUlAla jI', taba caMdUlAla kI chAtI phUla jAtI hai, akar3a jAtA hai aura khuza hotA hai, vaha mAna kI khuraak| AtmA ke alAvA sabhI apanI-apanI khurAka se jIte haiN| hama to ina cAroM ko krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha se kaheMge ki Ao baiTho, para use khurAka nahIM deNge| krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, ye cAroM kisa se khar3e hote haiM? khuda ke hI pratiSThA karane se| jJAnI puruSa usa pratiSThA meM se uThAkara, usakI jagat niSThA meM se uThAkara brahma meM, svarUpa meM biThA dete haiM aura brahmaniSTha banA dete haiM, taba ina cAroM se chuTakArA milatA hai| jJAnI puruSa cAheM so kareM! ye krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha to AtmAanAtmA, jJAna-ajJAna ke bIca kI kar3I jaise haiM, jaMjIra haiN| nahIM to anAsakta bhagavAna ko Asakti kaisI? homa DipArTamenTa-faoNrena DipArTamenTa perU yA anya kisI deza meM tUfAna Ae yA jvAlAmukhI phaTa par3e, taba hamAre deza ke pradhAnamaMtrI mITiMga bulAkara deza ke videza maMtrI dvArA perU ke pradhAnamaMtrI ke nAma dilAse kA patra bhijavAte haiM ki Apake deza meM tUfAna ke kAraNa haz2AroM loga mara gae haiM aura lAkhoM beghara hue haiM, yaha jAnakara hameM gaharA duHkha huA hai| hamAre dezavAsI bhI bahuta zoka saMtapta haiN| hamAre deza ke dhvaja bhI hamane nIce utAra die haiM, Apake duHkha meM hameM sahabhAgI samajhie, vagairA, vgairaa| aba eka ora aisA AzvAsana patra likhA jA rahA ho aura dUsarI ora nAztA-pAnI, khAnA-pInA sabakucha cala rahA hotA hai| yaha to aisA hai na ki faoNrena apheyarsa (videzI mAmaloM) meM sabhI suparaphluasa rahate haiM aura homa apheyarsa meM saavdhaan| faoNrena kI bAta AI arthAt Upara-Upara se| bAharI zoka aura sAMtvanA hote haiM, aMdara se kucha nahI hotaa| aMdarUnI taura para to cAya-nAzte hI hote haiN| vahA~ para to kampalITa suparaphluasa rahate haiN| vaise hI hamAre aMdara do DipArTamenTa haiM, homa aura ph'oNren| faoNrena DipArTamenTa meM suparaphluasa rahane jaisA hai aura homa DipArTamenTa meM satarka rahane jaisA hai| bAkI, mana-vacana-kAyA ke saMsAra vyavahAra meM faoNrena apheyarsa kI taraha suparaphluasa rahane jaisA hai| "saMyoga niraMtara badalate hI raheMge, para unameM se 'zuddha hetu yogya saMyogo' meM hI ekAkAra hone jaisA hai| bAkI zeSa sAre saMyogo meM
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________________ AptavANI-1 233 234 AptavANI-1 suparaphluasa hI rahane jaisA hai|" saMyoga isa saMsAra meM saMyoga aura AtmA do hI haiN| saMyogoM ke sAtha ekatA ho, to saMsAra aura saMyogoM kA jJAtA huA, to bhgvaan| isa saMsAra meM niraMtara parivartana hote hI rahate haiM, kyoMki vaha parivartana svabhAvI hai| saMyoga haiM, ve viyoga svabhAvI haiN| saMyoga to parivUtata hote hI rheNge| jagata sArA saMyoga-viyoga se hI cala rahA hai| isa jagat kA kartA kauna? koI bApa bhI kartA nahIM hai| sAMyogika pramANoM se hI saba calatA rahatA hai| mAtra sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa se hI calA karatA vastuoM kA sammelana jaisA hotA hai vaisA dikhAI detA hai, usameM kisI ko kucha karanA par3atA nahIM hai| yaha indradhanuSa dikhAI detA hai, usameM raMga bharane kauna gayA? ve to sAMyogika pramANa (sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa) A mile, vastuoM kA sammelana huA, taba indradhanuSa dikhAI diyaa| sAMyogika pramANoM meM, sUrya kA honA, bAdaloM kA honA, dekhanevAlA honA Adi anekoM pramANa ikaTThe hoM, taba indradhanuSa dikhAI detA hai| usameM yadi sUrya ahaMkAra kare ki maiM nahIM hotA, to nahIM ho pAtA, to aisA ahaMkAra galata hai| kyoMki bAdala nahIM hote, taba bhI nahIM ho pAtA aura yadi bAdala ahaMkAra kareM ki hama nahIM hote, to meghadhanuSa hotA hI nahIM, to vaha bhI galata hai| yaha to vastuoM kA sammelana ho, taba hI rUpaka meM AtA hai| sammelana bikhara jAe, taba visarjana hotA hai| saMyogoM kA viyoga hone ke bAda phira indradhanuSa nahIM dikhtaa| saMyoga mAtra viyogI svabhAva ke haiM aura phira 'vyavasthita' ke hAtha meM haiN| saMyoga kaba, kisa bhAva se mileMge, vaha 'vyavasthita' hai| isalie jhaMjhaTa chor3a na? yaha duniyA kaise paidA huI? mAtra sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa se| baTa naicurala hai| mukhya vastu 'vyavasthita' hai| saMyoga-viyoga ke adhIna rahakara 'vyavasthita' calAtA hai| kitane hI saMyoga jamA hoM, taba eviDansa khar3A hotA hai| kitane hI saMyoga A mileM, taba nIMda AtI hai aura kitane hI saMyoga A mileM, taba jAga sakate haiN| 'vyavasthita' itanA acchA hai ki saMyoga milA hI detA hai| ___jalaprapAta hotA ho, vahA~ bulabule dikhAI dete haiM, ve kaise bhA~tibhA~ti ke hote haiM? koI AdhA gola, koI choTA hotA hai, bar3A hotA hai, unheM kisa ne banAyA? kisa ne racA? ve to apane Apa hI bne| havA, joroM se giratA jala, lahareM Adi aneka saMyoga jamA hoM, taba bulabule banate haiN| jisameM havA jyAdA bhara gaI, vaha bar3A bulabulA aura kama bhara gaI, vaha choTA bulabulA hotA hai| vaise hI ye manuSya bhI sAre bulabule hI haiM na! mAtra saMyogoM se hI utpanna hote haiN| eka hI taraha ke saMyoga, eka ko pasaMda Ate haiM aura dUsare ko pasaMda nahIM aate| pratyeka saMyoga kA aisA hai| eka ko pasaMda Ate haiM aura dUsare ko pasaMda nahIM aate| jo acchA lage vaha jamA kiyA, usakA kaba viyoga hogA, isakA kyA ThikAnA? phira aisA hai ki eka saMyoga AtA hai aura dUsarA AtA hai, phira tIsarA AtA hai| para eka AyA usakA viyoga hae bagaira dUsarA saMyoga nahIM aataa| saMyoga do taraha ke, manacAhe aura ancaahe| priy-apriy| apriya saMyoga, adharma kA phala, pApa kA phala hai aura priya saMyoga, dharma kA, puNya kA phala hai aura svadharma kA phala mokSa hai| saMyoga mAtra duHkhadAyI haiM, phira cAhe pasaMda ke hoM yA nApasaMda hoN| mana cAhe kA viyoga honA bhI duHkha aura anacAhe kA saMyoga honA bhI du:kha, aura niyama se donoM kA hI saMyoga-viyoga, viyoga-saMyoga hotA hI hai| bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki susaMyoga haiM aura kusaMyoga haiN| jaba ki
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________________ AptavANI-1 235 236 AptavANI-1 zuddha saMyoga mileM taba hI mokSa hotA hai| jJAnI puruSa kA satsaMga hI ekamAtra zuddha saMyoga hai| kyoMki jJAnI puruSa ke lie kyA likhA gayA kusaMyoga ko loga aisA kahate haiM ki isakI buddhi bigar3I hai| sipAhI Akara pakar3a le jAe, vaha kusaMyoga aura satsaMga meM jAne ko mile, vaha susNyog| isa jagat meM saMyoga yAnI pUraNa aura viyoga yAnI ki galana, isake sivA aura kucha hai hI nhiiN| viyoga karanA jitanA muzkila hai, utanA hI muzkila saMyoga karanA 'zuddhAtmA mULa upAdAnI, ahaM mamatanA apaadaanii| mULa nimitta zuddha saMyogI, chor3Avyo bhava saMsAre, vaMdu kRpALu jJAnI ne...' zuddhAtmA mUla upAdAnI, aham mamata ke apaadaanii| mUla nimitta zuddha saMyogI, chur3avAyA bhava saMsAra se, vaMdana kRpAlu jJAnI ko... jJAnI puruSa hI eka aisA saMyoga hai, mUla nimitta hai ki jo 'zuddhAtmA' kA upAdAna karavAte haiM aura ahaMkAra aura mamatA kA. 'maiM' aura 'merA' kA apAdAna karavAte haiN| dUsare zabdoM meM 'zuddhAtmA' grahaNa karavAte haiM aura ahaMkAra aura mamatA kA tyAga karavAte haiN| isalie unheM 'mUla nimitta' aura mokSa prApti ke ekamAtra 'zuddha saMyogI' kahA gayA ___ svAda hamezA saMyoga Ane se pahale AtA hai| jaba taka jamArAzi hotI hai, taba taka svAda AtA hai| jaba se jamArAzi kharca honA zurU hotI hai, taba se svAda kama hotA jAtA hai| yAtrA ravivAra ko jAnevAlI hai, isa samaya sabhI ko anUThA svAda AtA hai, para ravivAra sAr3he sAta baje jaba gADI calegI, taba se jamA rAzi kharca hone lagegI aura phira khatama ho jaaegii| saMyoga jaba se AtA hai, taba se hI vaha viyoga kI ora jAne lagatA hai aura viyoga AtA hai, taba se saMyoga kA AnA zurU ho jAtA hai| eka kA eviDansa A mile, usakA viyoga hone para dUsare ke eviDansa milanA zurU ho jAte haiN| ___saMsAra meM saMyoga, sAra nikAlane ke lie haiN| eksapiriyensa (anubhava) karane ke lie haiN| para loga kone meM ghusa gae haiN| zAdI karake khojate haiM ki sukha kisa meM hai? bIvI meM hai? bacce meM hai? sasara meM hai? sAsa meM hai? kisa meM sukha hai? isakA sAra nikAlo na? logoM ko dveSa hotA hai, tiraskAra hotA hai, para sAra nahIM nikaalte| isa saMsAra ke sabhI saMbaMdha jo haiM, ve rileTiva saMbaMdha haiM, riyala nahIM haiN| kevala sAra nikAlane ke lie rizte haiN| sAra nikAlanevAle manuSyoM ke rAga-dveSa kama ho jAte haiM aura ve mokSa ke mArga ke khojI banate haiN| manuSyadeha ke alAvA aura koI aisI deha nahIM hai. ki jo mokSa kI adhikArI ho| manuSyadeha mile aura mokSa ke saMyoga mileM, sAdhana mileM, to kAma ho jaae| jaba ki AtmA aura saMyogoM kA to jJAtA-jJeya kA saMbaMdha hai| AtmA ko to sabase saMyoga saMbadha mAtra hI hai| 'zuddhAtmA' khuda asaMyogI hai aura usake alAvA, sabhI saMyoga saMbaMdha hai| saMyoga-viyoga to jJeya haiM aura 'tU khada' jJAtA hai, para jJAtA jJeyAkAra ho jAtA hai. isalie to anaMta janmoM se bhaTakA hai| pA~ca karaNa se jo dikhatA hai, anubhava meM AtA haiM, ve sthUla saMyoga aura aMta:karaNa ke sUkSma saMyoga aura vANI ke saMyoga, una sAre saMyogoM ke sAtha AtmA kA mAtra 'saMyoga saMbaMdha' hai, sagAI (rizte kA) saMbaMdha nahIM hai| jJAtA-jJeya kA, 'saMyoga saMbaMdha' mAtra hai| yadi jJAtA-jJeya ke 'saMyoga saMbaMdha' mAtra meM hI raheM, to vaha abaMdha hI hai| jaba ki loga to saMyogoM ke sAtha 'zAdI saMbaMdha' kI kalpanA kara baiThe, isase aisA pha~sAva khar3A huA ki bAhara nikala hI nahIM sake na!
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________________ AptavANI-1 237 238 AptavANI-1 AtmA bilakula nirAlA hai| saMyogoM ko hara taraha se dekha sake, jAna sake aisA hai, para saMyogoM meM ekAkAra ho jAo aura unase zAdI kara baiTho, to kyA ho sakatA hai| sAre hI saMyoga paudgalika haiM, anAtmA ke haiN| gadhA mile, to paudgalika nahIM kahalAtA kyoMki aMdara anAtmA aura AtmA kA saMyoga sAtha milA huA hai| vAstava meM usameM AtmA ekAkAra nahIM huA hai, para bhrAMti se Apako aisA dikhAI de, to vaha bhayaMkara bhUla hai| sabhI saMyoga oNTomeTika hI A milate haiM aura jJAna bhI usase oNTomeTika vibhAvika huA hai| bAkI, dravya nahIM badalA, guNa nahIM badale, mAtra paryAya badale haiN| darzana-jJAna paryAya vibhAvika ho gae haiN| eka leboreTarI meM baiThA sAinTisTa prayoga ke sAre sAdhana lekara baiThA ho aura prayoga karate samaya kahIM acAnaka kisI ekAdha sAdhana meM se gaisa lIka ho jAe aura usa AdamI kA dama ghuTane lage aura behoza ho jAe, taba vaha sabakucha bhUla jAtA hai, saMpUrNa rUpa se bhAna gavA~ detA hai| para bAda meM jaise-jaise hoza meM AtA jAtA hai, vaise-vaise usakA prakAza bar3hatA hai aura use aura adhika samajha meM AtA jAtA hai| zurU meM aisA samajhatA hai ki saba mere hI hAthoM meM hai| merI hI sattA meM hai| phira jaise-jaise bhAna AtA hai vaise-vaise samajha meM AtA hai ki yaha to bhagavAna kI sattA meM hai, mere hAtha meM nhiiN| jaba aura adhika bhAna meM AtA hai, taba aisA lagatA hai ki yaha saba to bhrAMti svarUpa hai| bhagavAna kI sattA meM bhI nahIM aura aMta meM jaba saMpUrNa bhAna meM Ae, taba saMyoga hI kartA haiM, aisA bhAna hotA hai aura tabhI use saMyogoM se mukti kA sukha baratatA hai| aise samajha meM hI parivartana hotA rahatA hai| prayogakartA yadi saMyogoM meM saMyogI ho jAe, ekAkAra ho jAe, to vaha bhayaMkara abhAnAvasthA kahalAtI hai| aura jaba saMyoga alaga aura 'maiM' alaga, aisA bhAna ho jAe taba mukti kA AsvAda milatA hai| bIja par3ate haiN| phira hala kaise Ae? unake jJAtA-dRSTA raha sakeM, to phira naye bIja nahIM pdd'te| anaMta saMyoga haiM, para ve sabhI ugane lAyaka nahIM rahe usakA artha mokss| pratyeka manuSya saMyogo se baMdhA hai| hamAre mahAtmA saMyogoM se ghire haiM aura ve saMyoga mAtra ke jJAtA-dRSTA haiN| saMyogoM meM pha~sA, baMdhA, to zakti kuMThita ho jAtI hai| jaba ki jJAnI ko saMyoga Ate aura jAte hai, paraMtu jJAnI unase hAtha milAne nahIM tthhrte| hama to dUra se hI dekha lete haiM, isalie saMyogoM kA viyoga ho jAtA hai| AtmA sva-para prakAzaka hone se, usameM saMyoga kevala jhalakate hI haiN| mAtra, prakAza prApta ho cukA honA caahie| saMyoga hotA hai, vaha cetana nahIM hai| asaMyogI hI 'hamArA' dravya hai| kisI ke lie acche bhAva hoM yA kharAba bhAva hoM, ve mAtra saMyoga hI haiM, ve hamAre nahIM hote| saMyoga sadA nahIM rhte| jo Ae~ aura jAe~ vaha svarUpa nahIM hotaa| jo hamArA svarUpa nahIM ho, use hamArA kaise mAneM? ve to hamAre par3osI Ate haiM aura jAte haiM, vaise hI ye saMyoga haiN| nAsamajha to, khuda ko vicAra Ate haiM, usameM yadi acche vicAra Ae~, kisI kA bhalA karane kA vicAra AyA, to use AtmA kahatA hai, para vaha AtmA nahIM hotaa| Apako cAhe kaisA bhI bhAva hotA hai, para vaha 'merA nahIM hai' itanA hI jAnane kI z2arUrata hai| svAmitvabhAva kisI bhI saMyoga ke lie nahIM honA caahie| cAhe vaha zubha vicAra ho yA azubha vicAra ho| hama spaSTa zabdoM meM saMsAra ko batA dete haiM, jaisA hai vaisA ki sthUla saMyoga, sUkSma saMyoga, vANI ke saMyoga para haiM aura parAdhIna hai| AtmA aura saMyoga do hI haiN| kArya-akArya saMyogAdhIna haiM, parAdhIna haiM, svAdhIna nahIM haiN| svAdhIna hote, to apriya saMyogoM ko koI pAsa bhI phaTakane nahIM detA aura priya saMyogoM kA koI viyoga hI hone nahIM detA, phira to koI mokSa meM hI nahIM jA sakatA thaa| anekoM saMyoga khar3e hote haiN| unameM phira tanmayAkAra hoM, to naye
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________________ AptavANI-1 239 240 AptavANI-1 jo kucha TemparerI hai, saMyoga-viyoga hai, vaha 'merA' nahIM aisA jo jAne, vaha 'jnyaan'| sAre hI paryAyoM kA zuddha honA, anaMta jJAna kahalAtA hai| sUkSma saMyoga to usa jJAna ke zuddha paryAya utpanna hoM, taba hI jhalakate haiM aura jisake sabhI paryAya zuddha ho jAe~, vaha anaMtajJAnI ! paramAtmA svarUpa! 'saMyoga hI kartA haiM' aisA, yadi jJAna na ho, phira bhI ahaMkAra se bhI mAneM, to bahuta bar3A puNya baMdhatA haiN| ucca zreNI ke devatA banate haiN| yaha to, kucha kareM aura ulaTA ho, to kahate haiM ki saMyogAdhIna karanA par3A aura vahI ulaTA kiyA huA yadi phevara meM jAe, to kahate haiM ki vaha to aisA hI karane yogya thaa| basa, itanA bole ki hastAkSara ho gae aura jimmedArI A gii| hamAre mahAtmAoM kI to roMga bilIfa ur3a gaI hai| unake sabhI saMyoga vahI ke vahI, prakRti vahI kI vahI, sasura-jamAI, bIvI-bacce Adi saba vahI ke vahI, phira bhI kaisA gajaba kA sukha baratatA hai unheM! saMyoga, jisakA ki viyoga honevAlA hai usase DaranA kyA? kara lenaa| do hAthoM se thor3e hI khAyA jAtA hai? zAMti se bhojana karanA matalaba, citta usa samaya korTa meM nahIM jAnA caahie| pahale zAMti se bhojana karanA aura phira ArAma se korTa jaanaa| loga kyA karate haiM ki prApta saMyoga ko bhoga hI nahIM sakate aura aprApta ke pIche adhIra hokara par3a jAte haiN| ata: donoM ko ga~vA dete haiN| mue, bhojana prApta huA hai, sumela sahita use bhoga, tabhI nipaTArA hogaa| korTa to abhI dUra hai, aprApta hai, usake pIche kyoM par3A hai? saMyogAnusAra kAma nipaTA lenaa| jJAnI puruSa kA saMyoga mile, taba kAma na nikAla leM, to bAta pUrI ho gaI na? phira koI AzA hI nahIM rahI na? aisI saccI aura sarala samajhadArIvAlI bAta kauna batAtA hai? yaha to AtmAnubhavI kA hI kAma hai| sAre jagata ke tamAma jIvoM ke lie yaha 'jJAnI-puruSa', eka uttama nimitta kA saMyoga hai| 'vaise bhavi sahaja guNa hove, uttama nimitta saMyogI re|' alpa kAla meM mokSa jAnevAloM ko sahaja hI uttama nimitta A milatA hai| mokSa ati sulabha hai, para mokSadAtA kA saMyoga honA ati ati durlabha hai| usakI durlabhatA avarNanIya hai| jIva sabhI yoniyoM meM bhaTaka-bhaTaka kara AyA hai, kahIM bhI saccA sukha nahIM milaa| vahA~ ahaMkAra kI garjanAe~ aura vilApa hI kiyA hai| chUTane kI icchA hai, magara mArga milatA nahIM hai| mArga milanA ati ati durlabha hai| yaha 'jJAnI puruSa' kA saMyoga A milanA hI muzkila hai| sabhI saMyoga jamA hokara bikhara jAnevAle haiM, para jJAnI puruSa ke saMyoga se 'sadA kI ThaMDaka' prApta hotI hai| aba to kAma nikAla lenA hai, jJAnI puruSa ke pAsa par3e rahanA hai, aisI bhAvanA se parAkrama khar3A hotA hai| phira cAhe kaise bhI saMyoga Ae~, phira bhI parAkrama se pAra utara sakate haiN| prAkRta saMyoga yaha Apako jo kucha milatA hai, vaha ApakI prakRti ke hisAba se hI milatA hai| prakRti ke anusAra hI hara cIz2a mila jAtI hai| 'hamAre' to bur3hApA nahIM, maraNa nahIM, janma nahIM, kevala saMyoga Ate aura jAte haiN| jJAnI puruSa ke to maraNa aura bhojana donoM saMyoga jaise hI hote haiN| kevala saMyoga hI hote haiN| prApta saMyogoM ke alAvA saMsAra meM koI vastu nahIM hai| prApta saMyogoM' kA sumela sahita samatA bhAva se nipaTArA kro|' yaha gaz2aba kA vAkya nikalA hai| isa eka hI vAkya meM jagat ke tamAma zAstroM kA jJAna sAra rUpa se samA gayA hai| prApta saMyogoM ke hama jJAtA-dRSTA haiM, aprApta ke nhiiN| gyAraha baje korTa meM jAnA ho aura gyAraha baje bhojana kI thAlI AI, to usa samaya vaha saMyoga prApta huA aisA kahalAtA hai| use pahale sumela rakhate hue samabhAva se nipaTAnA pdd'egaa| isalie zAMti se bhojana
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________________ AptavANI-1 241 242 AptavANI-1 kAlImircavAle ko kAlImirca aura ilAyacIvAle ko ilAyacI mila jAtI hai, baiMganavAle ko baiMgana aura cAya pItA ho, use cAya mila jAtI hai aura yadi sUMThavAlI cAya prakRti meM rahI, to sUMThavAlI cAya bhI use mila jAtI hai| para jo krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha haiM, ve dakhala karate haiN| lobha saMgraha karanA sikhAtA hai| Upara se, usake lie kapaTa karate haiM aura bhayaMkara dakhala kara baiThate haiN| magara kisI prakAra kI dakhala z2arUrI nahIM hai| prakRti ke anusAra, aMdara kI DimAnDa ke anusAra, sabakucha Apako mile aisA hai| ina logoM ko vicAra AtA hai ki kala sUryanArAyaNa nahIM nikale, to kyA hogA? mue, yaha sabhI tere lie hai, tajhe bhoganA AnA caahe| ye sUrya, caMdra, tAre, havA, pAnI sabakucha tere lie hI hai| prakRti ke anusAra dasa dina ke lie hila sTezana jAnA huA ho, to mana meM hotA hai ki dasa dina aura rahane ko milatA, to acchA hotA aura anyatra do dina bhI jyAdA ThaharanA pasaMda nahIM aataa| yaha khAte haiM, pIte haiM, vaha saba prakRti ke anusAra hI milatA hai| hA~, jitanA lobha meM ho, utanA nahIM bhI miltaa| yaha tyAga karate haiM, upavAsa karate haiM, vaha bhI prakRti ke anusAra hI hotA hai, para ahaMkAra karatA hai ki maiMne kiyaa| tyAga huA, vaha bhI prakRti ke anusAra aura tyAga nahIM huA, vaha bhI prakRti ke anusaar| bar3audA meM eka seTha the| unakI patnI bahuta kica-kica kiyA karatI thii| ghara meM pA~ca-cha: bacce, khAtApItA ghara thA, para patnI bahuta tez2a thii| isalie seTha taMga A ge| unhoMne socA, "isa se to sAdhu ho jAnA acchA, loga 'bApajI, bApajI' to kareMge kama se km|" ata: seTha to cupacApa bhAga khar3e hue aura sAdhu bana ge| para patnI bar3I hoziyAra nikalI, seTha ko khoja nikAlA usane to aura TheTha dillI ke upAzraya meM acAnaka jA pahu~cI, jahA~ ve rahate the| vahA~ mahArAja kA vyAkhyAna cala rahA thaa| seTha bhI sira muMDavAkara sAdhaveSa meM baiThe the| seThAnI ne to vahIM para hI seTha ko DA~TanA zarU kara diyA, 'are, Apane mere sAtha yaha kaisA vyApAra zurU kiyA hai? ghara para cha: bacce mere sira para DAlakara kAyaroM kI taraha kyoM bhAga khar3e hue? unakI par3hAI, zAdI kauna karavAegA? usane to seTha kA hAtha pakar3A aura lagI ghsiittne| seTha samajha gae ki jyAdA khIMcA-tAnI karU~gA to nAhaka badanAmI hogii| unhoMne kahA, 'jarA Thahara! kapar3e to badala lene de!' isa para seThAnI bolI, 'nahIM, aise aba Apako khisakane nahIM dUMgI, inhIM kapar3oM meM ghara clie| ghara se bhAgate hue zarama nahIM AI thI?' upAzraya ke mahArAja bhI samajha gae aura izAre se jAne ko smjhaayaa| seThAnI to usI veSa meM seTha ko ghara le AI vaaps| prakRti meM tyAga nahIM thA, isalie seTha ko vApasa lauTanA pdd'aa| eka mahArAja bahuta vRddha ho gae the| ghUmanA-phiranA baMda ho gyaa| koI cAkarI karanevAlA nahIM thaa| isalie mahArAja ko ghara yAda aayaa| becAre jaise-taise karake kisI kI madada se ghara phuNce| AkhirI samaya meM bIvI-bacce cAkarI kareMge, isI AzA se hI to na! para bIvI-baccoM ne ghara meM rakhane se sApha inakAra kara diyaa| prakRti meM tyAga thA, to vahI sAmane AyA unke| aisA vicitra hai prakRti kA kaamkaaj'| para prakRti hai kyA? yadi vaha koI vastu hotI, to hama usakA nAma gaMgAbahana rkhte| para nahIM, prakRti yAnI 'sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa' yaha to prakRti nacAtI hai vaise nAcatA hai aura kahatA hai, 'maiM nAcA, maiMne tyAga kiyA' prakRti meM tyAga ho, to ho sakatA hai| varnA bIvI Akara uThA le jAtI hai aMta meM! prakRti kA aMta Ae, aisA nahIM hai| yadi khuda puruSa ho jAe, to prakRti, prakRti kA kAma kare aura puruSa, puruSa ke bhAga meM rhe| puruSa arthAt prmaatmaa| jaba taka paramAtmA nahIM huA ho, taba taka prakRti nacAe vaise nAcatA hai| sabhI graMthoM ne puruSa kA, AtmA kA jJAna jAnane ko kahA, para prakRti ko jAnane kA kisI ne nahIM khaa| are! para-kRti jAna taba AtmA ko jAna skegaa| yadi tela aura pAnI eka ho gae hoM, to pAnI ko jAna aura alaga kr| taba tU tela ko jAna skegaa| isalie hama kahate haiM ki
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________________ AptavANI-1 243 244 AptavANI-1 prakRti-jJAna ko jaano| caMcala bhAga jo-jo hai, vaha sArA hI prakRti bhAga hai, use tU jaan| caMcala bhAga meM kyA-kyA AtA hai? pA~ca indriyaaN| A~kha, nahIM dekhanA ho taba bhI dekha letI hai| bAMdrA kI khADI Ae, taba nAka, nahIM sUMghanA ho, to bhI sUMgha letI hai| deha caMcala kisa prakAra hai? sAmane se moTara TakarAne Ae, to phaTa se eka ora ho jAtI hai| usa samaya mana-bana kucha nahIM krtaa| mana caMcala, citta caMcala, isalie baiThe haiM yahA~, aura citta sTezana jA pahu~catA hai| buddhi bhI cNcl| koI kahe vahA~ nahIM dekhanA cAhie, to bhI buddhi jhaTa se dikhA detI hai| aura yadi koI aisA kahe ki caMdUbhAI Aie, to chAtI phUla jAtI hai, vaha ahaMkAra kI cNcltaa| isalie caMcala bhAga ko pUrNa rUpa se jAna liyA, to zeSa rahA acaMcala bhAga, vahI aatmaa| dayA, mAna, ahaMkAra, zoka-harSa, sukhaduHkha ye saba dvandva guNa haiN| ve saba prakRti ke hI guNa haiN| prakRti dharma hai| prakRti arthAt caMcala vibhAga, ekTiva vibhAga aura AtmA puruSa, jo acaMcala hai| yadi puruSa ko jAneM, to AtmajJAna hotA hai aura tabhI paramAtmA ho sakate haiN| para kucha raha gayA, isalie phira mujhase kahA, 'dAdAjI, para maiM rojAnA cAra ghaMTe yogasAdhanA karatA hU~ na?' maiMne pUchA, 'kisa kI yoga sAdhanA karate ho? jAne hue kI yA anajAne kI?' AtmA ko to jAnA nahIM hai, deha ko hI jAnA hai| ata: deha ko jAnakara deha kI sAdhanA kii| kisI anajAne AdamI ke mu~ha kA dhyAna kara sakate haiM? nahIM kara skte| AtmA se anajAna, to AtmA kA dhyAna kaise kareM? yaha kiyA, vaha to deha sAdhanA huI, usameM AtmA ke Upara kyA upakAra kiyA? Atmayoga utpanna ho, tabhI mokSa hotA hai| dehayoga se to saMsAra phala milatA hai| ye hamAre mahAtmA, sabhI AtmayogI haiM aura hama Atmayogezvara yoga-ekAgratA eka iMjinIyara mere pAsa Ae the| unhoMne mujhase kahA, 'dAdAjI, mujhe mokSa sAdhana caahie|' maiMne unase pachA, 'Aja taka Apane kauna-sA sAdhana kiyA hai?' usane kahA, 'maiM ekAgratA karatA huuN|' maiMne unase kahA, 'jo vyagratA kA rogI ho, vaha usa para ekAgratA kI davAI lagAtA hai|' ekAgratA kauna karegA? jise vyagratA kA roga hai, vh| ina maz2adUroM ko ekAgratA kyoM nahIM karanI par3atI? kyoMki unheM vyagratA nahIM hai, islie| hama jJAnI puruSa bhI ekAgratA nahIM krte| hameM vyagratA nAma mAtra kI bhI nahIM hotii| yaha to agana hotI hai, usa para ThaMDa ke lie davAI lagAte haiM, usameM AtmA para kyA upakAra kiyA Apane? eka bhI ciMtA kama huI? bhAI briliyanTa the, isalie usane kahA, 'dAdAjI, merI buddhi phrekcara ho gaI hai| Apane jo kahA vaha mujhe ekadama eksepTa ho gayA hai, vaha roga hI nikala gayA merA to|' yoga arthAt Tu joina, yuja dhAtu para se banA hai| jAne hue kA hI yoga hotA hai| deha kA yoga, vANI kA yoga, to koI mana kA bhI yoga karatA hai| aise yoga se bhautika zakti bar3hatI hai, para mokSa nahIM hotA hai| Atmayoga se hI mokSa hotA hai| isa saMsAra meM manoyogI hote haiM, buddhiyogI haiM, ulaTI-sulaTI buddhivAle, kitane hI samyak buddhi to kitane viparIta buddhivAle hote haiN| dehayogI-tapasvI aura vacanayogI-vakIla Adi taraha-taraha ke yogI par3e haiN| Atmayoga vahI eka saccA yoga hai, bAkI saba ayoga haiN| Atmayoga meM baiThe hoM, taba mana phAileM lAe, taba use kahanA ki calA jA! nahIM to terA apamAna karU~gA, abhI mata AnA, bAda meM aanaa| Atmayoga ke dhyAna meM rahoge, taba anubhUti hotI hai aura vaha anabhUti kabhI nahIM jaatii| svarUpa ke bhAna ke alAvA jo-jo jAnate ho vaha ajJAna hai| svarUpa ke jJAna ke bAda jo-jo jAnate ho, vahI jAnA huA kahalAtA hai| Atmayoga huA, vahI svarUpa kA bhAna huaa| jJAnayoga hI siddhAMta hai| triyoga (mana-vacanakAyA kA yoga), vaha asiddhAMta hai| nirvikalpa samAdhi yogamArga kI samAdhi meM mana-vacana-kAyA kI jalana ho, taba yoga
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________________ AptavANI-1 245 AptavANI-1 se deha kI zAMti anubhava meM AtI hai, para 'mukti sukha' anubhava meM nahIM aataa| vaha sukha to AtmayogI hI anubhava kara sakate haiN| samAdhi kise kahate haiM? dehayoga kI kaSTa uThAkara prApta kI gaI samAdhi yAnI jitanI dera taka hainDala ghumAyA utanI dera ThaMDaka lagatI hai| zAzvata ThaMDaka to nirvikalpa samAdhi utpanna hone para hI milatI hai| nirvikalpa samAdhi yAnI sahaja smaadhi| uThate-baiThate. khAte-pIte. are! lar3ate-jhagar3ate bhI samAdhi nahIM jaatii| aisI samAdhi utpanna ho, tabhI mokSa prApta hotA hai| nAka dabAkara to kahIM samAdhi hotI hogI? kisI choTe bacce kI nAka dabAkara dekhie, turaMta kATa legaa| usase to dama ghuTa jAtA hai| Adhi, vyAdhi aura upAdhi nahIM ho use samAdhi kahate haiN| Akhira meM jAnA ho, (mRtyu samaya) taba 'khuda kA' bhAga sArA hI sikoDa letA hai aura usakI hI samAdhi meM rahatA hai| hamAre samyak dRSTivAle mahAtmAoM kA samAdhi maraNa hotA hai| 'zuddhAtmA' ke lakSya ke sAtha hI deha chUTatI hai| praznakartA : vRtti sthira nahIM rahane kA kAraNa kyA hai? dAdAzrI : Apa khuda sthira baiTha sakate haiM? phira vRtti kaise sthira raha sakatI hai? vRttiyA~ sthira karane ke apAra sAdhana haiM, paraMtu muzkileM bhI apAra haiN| trividha tApa meM bhI samAdhi raha sakatI hai, aisA hai| dhyAtA-dhyeya-dhyAna vikalpI kabhI bhI nirvikalpI nahIM ho sktaa| vaha to, jo khuda nirvikalpI naicaralI ho gae haiM, vahI dasare ko nirvikalpa pada de sakate haiN| deha aura AtmA donoM bilakula alaga-alaga hI rahate haiM, kabhI tanmayAkAra nahIM hote| phira cAhe koI bhI avasthA ho, usakA nAma nirvikalpa smaadhi| saMkalpa-vikalpa baMda hoM, taba AtmA nirvikalpI hotA hai| nirvikalpa kA jJAna lie bagaira, nirvikalpI nahIM ho sktaa| aise kucha yogI haiM ki jo sabhI saMkalpa-vikalpa nikAla dete haiM aura eka hI saMkalpa-vikalpa para paha~cate haiM aura vaha 'maiM ha~' hI hotA hai, lAiTa (jJAna prakAza) nahIM hotii| dazA U~cI hotI hai, teja AtA hai, para jJAna nahIM hotaa| vastu kA (AtmA kA) apanA svaguNa hotA hai, svadharma hotA hai, svaavasthA hotI hai| bhagavAna alakha niraMjana haiN| yaha jJAnI puruSa ke lakSya meM AtA hai| dhyeya jaba taka nahIM jAnate, taba taka dhyeya svarUpa nahIM ho skte| hajAroM ulkApAta hoM, phira bhI sahaja samAdhi nahIM jaatii| dhAraNA to kalpita hotI hai| inaDAirekTa prakAza, vaha rileTiva AtmA hai| riyala AtmA satata rahA hI karatA hai| usameM kevala jJAtA-dRSTApana hI rahatA hai| hara taraha se mana kA samAdhAna rahe, usakA nAma jnyaan| pA~coM indriyA~ jAgRta hoM aura samAdhi rahe, vahI saccI samAdhi hai| pratyeka avasthA meM anAsakta yoga, vahI pUrNa smaadhi| praznakartA : dAdAjI, dhyAna ThIka se nahIM hotA ho, to kyA kareM? dAdAzrI : dhyAna meM to maiM Apako abhI biThA dU~, para usake bAda anaMta sIr3hiyA~ to bAkI rahIM! to aise dhyAna kA kyA karanA? maiM Apako sIdhe mokSa meM hI biThA dUMgA, AnA! hameM to riyala dhyAna hI pUrA mA~ga lenA hai, rileTiva dhyAna kyoM mA~geM? vaha to adhUrA dhyAna hai| praznakartA : vaha to bahuta muzkila hai na? dAdAzrI : denevAlA maiM hU~ na, phira kAhe kI muzkila? eka maMtrI kI pahacAna se sAre kAma hote haiM, to jJAnI puruSa kI 'pahacAna' se kyA nahIM ho sakatA? hama pakSapAta nahIM karate, vItarAga hote haiN| saccA ho, aura hamase A mile, to use jJAna dete haiN| yaha Apa dhyAna karate haiM, para kisa kA dhyAna? dhyeya kyA? dhyAtA kauna? dhyeya ko binA pahacAne, nizcita kie bagaira, kisa kA dhyAna karanA? dhyAna to sAdhana hai, dhyeya svarUpa kA aura dhyAtA 'zuddhAtmA' hai,
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________________ AptavANI-1 247 248 AptavANI-1 tabhI vaha dhyAna phaladAyI hotA hai| bAkI, 'maiM caMdbhAI' aura use dhyAtA mAnakara apanI kalpanA kA dhyeya nizcita karake, apanI hI kalpanA se jo samajha meM Ae vaha dhyAna kare, to usakA kyA phAyadA? aise kaise kAma banegA? hama Apako jJAna pradAna karate haiM, taba Apako riyala dhyAtA banAkara, Apake svarUpa meM biThA dete haiN| dhyeya, dhyAna aura dhyAtA eka hI svarUpa ho jAte haiN| svarUpa, svarUpa meM hI rahe, taba hI mokSa baratatA hai| bAkI yaha to Apa dhyAna karane baiThe hoM aura pakkA kiyA ho ki Aja dhyAna karate samaya phalA~ inkamaTaiksa athavA viSaya kA vicAra nahIM Ae to acchaa| magara vahIM pahale anacAhe vicAroM kA hI dhamAkA hotA! use dhyAna kisa prakAra rahe? eka zeTha dhyAna meM baiThe the| bAhara koI unheM pUchatA huA AyA ki seThajI kahA~ gae haiM? seThAnI ne kahA, 'harijanavAsa meN|' seTha mana hI mana patnI ke caraNoM meM jhuka ge| vAstava meM seTha ke dhyAna meM usa samaya viSaya hI the| pacAsa minaTa meM dete haiM, to aura kyA nahIM mila sakatA? yadi ATha minaTa taka bhI dhyAna raha pAe, to vaha jamA hote hote pacAsa minaTa kA ho jAtA hai| ATha minaTa kA dhyAna jamA hotA hai, sAta minaTa kA nahIM hotaa| praznakartA : 'khuda' ke (zuddhAtmA ke) guNadharma anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, unakA dhyAna kareM, to kyA ve prApta hoMge? dAdAzrI : hoMge, avazya hoNge| AtmA ke jitane guNa jAneM aura utanoM kA dhyAna kareM, to utane guNadharma prApta hote haiN| bhagavAna, nAma hai yA vizeSaNa? praznakartA : naam| dAdAzrI : yadi nAma hotA, to hameM unheM 'bhagavAnadAsa'! kahanA pdd'taa| bhagavAna zabda to vizeSaNa hai| jaise bhAgya para se bhAgyavAna vizeSaNa hotA hai, vaise bhagavat zabda se bhagavAna huA hai| jo koI bhagavAna ke guNa prApta karatA hai, use yaha vizeSaNa lAgU hotA hai| hameM sabhI bhagavAna kahate haiM, para 'hamArA pada' nirvizeSa anupameya hai| use kauna-sA vizeSaNa deMge? isa deha ko deMge? vaha to phUTa jAnevAlA hai| aMdara jo prakaTa ho gae haiM, vahI paramAtmA haiN| gaz2aba kA prakAza ho gayA hai!! zuddha jJAna hI paramAtmA hai| 'AtmA' vaha bhI zabda rakhA gayA hai, vaha saMjJAsUcaka zabda hai| 'jJAna' hI paramAtmA hai| jJAna sabakacha calAtA hai para zaddha jJAna ke darzana hone caahie| zuddha jJAna se mokSa hai| sadjJAna rakheM, to sukha milegA, viparIta jJAna rakheM, to duHkha milegaa| koI bApa bhI UparI nahIM hai| bhagavAna kauna kahalAtA hai? jo isa duniyA meM svataMtra huA hai aura jisakA koI mAlika nahIM hai, vaha bhgvaan| koI UparI bhI nahIM hai aura koI anDarahainDa bhI nahIM hai, magara khuda kI 'paravazatA' hI samajha meM nahIM AI hai, vahA~ svataMtratA kaise samajha meM Ae? saMsAra to paravazatA kA saMgrahasthAna hai aura paravazatA hI duHkha hai| yaha to loga khada, khuda se yadi yaha dhyAna yathArtha rUpa se kiyA jAe, to usameM gaz2aba kI zakti hai| dhyAna kI paribhASA smjhie| dhyeya nizcita ho, taba dhyAtA hotA hai, dhyAtA aura dhyeya ko jo joinTa karatA hai, vaha dhyAna hai| eka ghaMTA yadi hakke ko dekhakara, phira dhyeya nizcita karake kaheM ki yaha hukkA mujhe cAhie, phira cAhe vaha kisI dukAna meM kyoM na ho| hukkA cAhie aisA dhyeya pakkA karake Apa pacAsa minaTa usakA satata dhyAna kareM, eka sekinDa ke lie bhI dhyAna breka nahIM honA caahie| pacAsa minaTa Apa kanTinyuasa usakA dhyAna lagAe~, to pacAsaveM minaTa meM vaha hukkA Apake hAthoM meM hogaa| kahA~ se AegA? yaha mata socnaa| dhyAna kI itanI bar3I gajaba kI zakti hai| yadi paddhati anusAra dhyAna kareM, to dhyeya kA sAkSAtkAra avazya honA hI caahie| para yaha to tarIkA hI galata ho, to javAba kisa taraha AegA? dhyAna se to paramAtmA kI bhI prApti ho sakatI hai. aisA hai| dhyAna meM gajaba kI zakti hai| para dhyAna samajha meM Ae taba kAma hogaa| ye 'dAdA', kabhI nahIM huA ho, aisA bhagavAna kA pada Apako
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________________ AptavANI-1 249 250 AptavANI-1 hai, para sAtha meM dUsaroM ko bhI DubotA hai| hama laghuttama haiN| hama to DUbate nahIM haiM aura kisI ko Dubote bhI nahIM haiN| 'hama' halake phUla jaise hote haiN| hama tara gae haiM aura sabako tArate haiM, kyoMki hama taraNa tAraNa haiN| khuda tara gae aura dUsare anekoM ko tArane kA sAmarthya rakhate haiN| hI gupta rahe haiN| jitane vicAra Ate haiM, utane saMsAra meM mArga haiN| tujhe anukUla Ae, usa mArga para bhaTaka aura jaba thaka jAe, to 'isa' mokSa ke rAste para A jaanaa| tujhe svataMtra honA ho taba aanaa| saMsAra galata nahIM hai, jagat galata nahIM hai, jagat meM kucha bhI galata nahIM hai, para terI samajha galata hai| jagat meM prati kSaNa bhaya hai, prati kSaNa paravazatA hI hai, isI kAraNa Apa niraMtara Dara rahA karatA hai| kitanoM ne to 'yama aura yamadUta' ke nAma se logoM ko DarA diyA hai| yamarAja, yamarAja hI to! phira logoM ne to taraha-taraha ke yamarAja ke citra bnaae| bhaiMse banAI, bar3e-bar3e dA~tavAlA rAkSasI rUpa citrita kiyA aura logoM ko DarA diyaa| are! yamarAja nAma kA koI jAnavara nahIM hai| vaha to niyamarAja haiN| niyamarAja hI sabakucha calAte haiN| niyamarAja hI jIvita rakhate haiM aura niyamarAja hI mArate haiN| yadi aisI saccI samajha mile, to phira rahegA kisI prakAra kA bhaya yA Dara? kisI ne kahA ho ki yaha jo jaMgala ke rAste para tujhe jAnA hai, vahA~ bAgha-siMha nahIM haiN| para sAtha-sAtha itanA kahanA bhUla gayA ki eka jagaha para bAgha-siMha haiM, magara ve piMjare meM haiN| basa, itanA hI batAnA raha gayA aura vaha jaMgala ke rAste cala pdd'aa| vahA~ eka hI bAgha gurrAyA aura usake chakke chUTa gae aura vApasa bhAga aayaa| yadi use pahale se batA diyA hotA ki bAgha-siMha haiM, para piMjare meM haiM, to use Dara nahIM lgtaa| ata: aise adhUre jJAna se hala kaise nikale? batAnevAle ke adhUre jJAna se vaha Darakara bhAga gyaa| guru killI bhagavAna ne kahA thA ki guru bananA mata aura bano, to guru killI sAtha rakhanA, varnA kaifa car3ha gayA, to dduubegaa| bhagavAna kisI ke guru nahIM the aura Aja ye sabhI jagaha-jagaha guru bana baiThe haiN| ghara para do bacce aura bIvI rUpI, tIna ghaMTa chor3akara yahA~ do sau-pA~ca sau ziSyoM ke ghaMTa gale laTakAe haiN| mue! DUba mregaa| guru arthAt bhaarii| bhArI khuda to DUbatA hI bhagavAna ne bhI kahA thA ki gurupada jokhimavAlA pada hai, aisA lakSya meM rakhakara guru bananA, varnA mArA jaaegaa| yadi guru bananA ho, to jJAnI puruSa ke pAsa se guru killI le jAe, tabhI kAma hogA, nahIM to bhArI kaipha car3he aisA pada hai| gurupada to risponsibiliTI hai| logoM ke guru bana baiThe the, aise pA~ca-cha: guru ekabAra mere pAsa Ae aura mujhase pUchane lage, 'kyA logoM ko guru nahIM cAhie?' maiMne batAyA, sacce guru hoM to kAma ke! bAkI, guru arthAt bhArI aura bhArI to khuda DabeM aura dUsaroM ko dduboeN| maiM to laghuttama puruSa hU~, guruttama puruSa huuN| maiM kaccA nahIM hU~ ki logoM kA guru bana baittheN| yadi t garu bana baiThA hai, to jAnanA ki tU laghu hai| varnA binA laghutA ke bhAna ke binA guru banegA, to DUbegA aura dduboegaa| agamajJAna to, sabhI ke lakSya ke bAhara hI gayA hai| kabhI bhI gama nahIM par3e, vaha agm| hamane Apako agama kA jJAna diyA hai| nigama kA jJAna logoM ko hotA hai, magara agama kA nahIM hotaa| garugama zabda hai, para guru khuda hI uttara ko dakSiNa samajheM, to kyA ho? zuSkajJAna arthAt jo pariNamita nahIM hotA, vaha / per3a para phUla lagate haiM, para phala nahIM aate| usI taraha Aja jagaha-jagaha zuSkajJAna ghara kara gayA hai| kAla kI vicitratA hai yaha! akrama jJAna - kramika jJAna 'kramika mArga' meM, rileTiva dharma kI bhASA meM, vyavahAra-nizcaya kA jo vibhAjana karane meM AyA hai, vaha samajha se ThIka hai, paraMtu akrama mArga kI, riyala dharma kI jJAnabhASA meM to nizcaya vyavahAra hai, arthAt nizcaya
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________________ AptavANI-1 251 252 AptavANI-1 yathArtha prakaTa ho, usake bAda hI yathArtha vyavahAra kI zurUAta huI, aisA mAnA jAtA hai| aise nizcaya-vyavahAra saMbaMdha meM hI, yathArtha nizcaya se yathArtha vyavahAra hotA hai aura isalie cAhe koI bhI jAti ho. veSa ho. zreNi ho yA phira cAhe kisI bhI prakAra kI avasthA ho, paraMtu usa pratyeka avasara para, saMyogoM meM saMpUrNa, samAdhAnakArI jAgati rahatI hai arthAt asamAdhAna mAtra se virAma pAnA saMbhava hotA hai| tAtparya yaha ki vyavahAra yathArtha tabhI kaha sakate haiM jaba yathArtha nizcaya prakaTa huA ho| sarva avasthAoM meM sarva samAdhAna rahe aisA 'jJAna' hai yh| to zraddhA ko madada karanevAlA jJAna mila jAtA hai aura jJAna tathA zraddhA eka hoM, to cAritra aisA hI ho jAtA hai| AtmA vaisA hI ho jAtA hai| koI sAsa apanI bahU ko pAgala kahe, para jaba taka bahU ko isameM zraddhA nahIM baiThatI, taba taka usa para koI iphekTa (asara) nahIM hotA hai| cAhe sArI duniyA use pAgala kahe, taba bhI usa para sAyakolojikala iphekTa nahIM hotA hai| para yadi usakI zraddhA badalI, to vaha sacamuca pAgala ho jaaegii| isalie isa duniyA meM kabhI kisI kA dabAva mata par3ane denA apane para! jaisI-jaisI pratiSThA tUne kI vaisA hI terA pratiSThita AtmA ho jAtA caurAsI lAkha yoni-cAra gati kI bhaTakana kyoM? hai| AtmA khuda pudgala ko UrdhvagAmI khIMcatA hai| jaba pudagala kA bojha bar3hatA hai, taba pudgala AtmA ko adhogati meM le jAtA hai| isalie abhI kaliyuga meM to dharma aisA denA cAhie ki bhaiyA, hiMsA corI Adi ke bhAva hoM, to unheM miTA denA tAki adhogati nahIM ho| pAzavI aura rAkSasI vicAroM ko miTA denaa| yadi aisA karegA, to AtmA kA to svabhAva hI hai UrdhvagAmI honaa| praznakartA : zraddhA aura jJAna meM kyA aMtara hai? dAdAzrI : zraddhA anDisAiDeDa jJAna hai| 'jJAna' DisAiDeDa jJAna hai. matalaba 'anubhavavAlA jJAna' hai| bagIce meM baiThe hoM aura kucha AvAja ho, aura maiM kahU~ ki kucha hai, Apa bhI kaheM ki kucha hai, yaha kauna-sA jJAna? usakA nAma 'zraddhA' athavA 'drshn'| phira saba khaDe hokara patA lagAte haiN| hAtha pherakara saba taya karate haiM ki yaha to gAya hai vaha jJAna hai| bilIfa yAnI darzana meM kabhI roMga (galata) bhI ho sakatA hai| sAmAnya rUpa se jAnanA, vaha 'darzana' kahalAtA hai aura vizeSa rUpa se jAnanA, vaha 'jJAna' kahalAtA hai| isase gati sIdhI hogii| pAzavatA aura rAkSasI vicAra sArA dina karate hI rahate haiM, isalie sArA dina AtmA para AvaraNa kA lepa car3hAyA hI karate haiN| apane lAbha ke avasara kI tAka meM hI rahA karate haiM, yahI pAzavatA hai| jebakatare ko jeba kATanA kaise AtA hai? pahale zraddhA utpanna hotI hai aura phira jJAna milatA hai, cAritra apane Apa hI A jAtA hai| Tepa kI AvAz2a jaise miTAI jA sakatI hai, vaise hI aMdara bhI miTAyA jA sake aisA hai| gyAraha baje bhojana se pahale jo vicAra AyA, usake prakaTa hone se pahale use miTAyA jA sakatA hai| hama yahI kahate haiM ki bhAI! use miTA denaa| 'jJAna hI AtmA hai|' jaisA-jaisA jisakA jJAna hotA hai, vaisA usakA AtmA hotA hai| viparIta jJAna huA, to viparIta AtmA hotA hai| jisa jJAna para zraddhA hotI hai, vaisA vaha ho jAtA hai| zraddhA baiThI, jJAna-darzana kA phala kriyaamaan| loga use cAritra kahate haiN| samyak arthAt yathArtha, riyl| samyak jJAna, samyak darzana se samyak cAritra utpanna hotA hai| jisameM riyala cAritra hotA hai, vaha saMpUrNa bhagavAna ! riyala cAritra se kisI ko bhI du:kha nahIM phuNctaa| bartAva, bilIfa (mAnyatA) aura jJAna eka dUsare para AdhArita haiN|
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________________ AptavANI-1 253 254 AptavANI-1 jaisI bilIfa hogI, vaisA jJAna milatA hai aura vaisA hI bartAva ho jAtA hai| bartAva karanA nahIM par3atA hai| kriyA, AtmA nahIM hai| AtmA ke apane guNadharma haiN| para AtmA kI sakriyatA nahIM hai| jaisI-jaisI kalpanA, vaisA-vaisA anubhava hotA hai| duHkha-sukha koI vastu nahIM hai, kalpanA hai| AtmA kI itanI bar3I zakti hai, para khuda nirlepa hai| AtmA kI upasthiti se anya sabhI kI sakriyatA dikhatI hai| bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM ki jo sArI kriyAe~ kI gaI haiM, unakA phala aaegaa| jisa kriyA kA phala nahIM AtA, usa kriyA se mokSa! parama vinaya se mokSa, usake alAvA saba jaMjAla hai, aura usakA aMta nahIM AtA hai| guphA meM hogA, to guphA kA jaMjAla aura saMsAra meM ho, to saMsAra kA jaMjAla, isa prakAra jahA~ hogA, vahA~ kA jaMjAla A ghusegaa| loga kahate haiM ki kriyA kIjie para binA jJAna ke kriyA kaisI? kriyA to jJAna kI dAsI hai| bhagavAna ne kahA 'jJAnakriyA karo, jJAnakriyAbhyAm mokss|' 'jJAnakriyA' arthAt kyA? khuda ke svarUpa meM hI rahanA aura jaannaa| darzana kriyA meM dekhanA aura jJAnakriyA meM jaannaa| dekhanA aura jAnanA, yahI AtmA kI kriyA hai| jaba ki AtmA ke alAvA anya kisI tattva meM jJAna-darzana-kriyA nahIM hotI hai| anya sabhI kriyAe~ hotI nahIM hai| vaha to kevala dekhatA hai aura jAnatA hai| jo jAnatA hai, vaha karatA nahIM hai aura jo karatA hai, vaha jAnatA nahIM hai| jo karanevAlA hotA hai, vaha jAnanevAlA nahIM hotA aura jo jAnanevAlA hotA hai, vaha karanevAlA nahIM hotaa| isa iMjana se pUche, to vaha kahegA ki nahIM bhaiyA maiM kucha nahIM jaantaa| yaha ilaikTrika balba lAiTa detA hai, para vaha jAnatA nahIM hai| samudra meM se nAva Apako kinAre para lAI yA Apa nAva ko lAe? nAva laaii| karanevAlI nAva, magara vaha khuda nahIM jaantii| aise 'jAnanevAlI' aura 'karanevAlI' donoM dhArAe~ alaga hotI haiN| para yadi 'jo kare vaha jAne' kahA, to donoM dhArAe~ jo alaga bahatI thIM, ve eka ho jAtI haiM aura isI kAraNa svAda bhI besvAda kar3hI jaisA lagatA hai na? kartAdhArA aura jJAtAdhArA donoM alaga hI haiN| jo karatA hai, vaha jAnatA nahIM aura jo jAnatA hai, vaha karatA nhiiN| kyoMki kartApana meM eviDansa cAhie, jaba ki jJAtApana meM eviDansa kI z2arUrata nahIM hotii| kucha bhI karanA par3e, usameM sAMyogika pramANa cAhie, yoM hI nahIM hotaa| prajJA dAdAzrI : AtmA deha se alaga hI hotA hogA na? praznakartA : alaga hI hai| dAdAzrI : to yaha deha tU calAtA hai, vaha kisI kI madada se calatA hai? yaha to 'vyavasthita' zakti kI madada se saba calatA hai| yaha saba karatI hai, vaha 'vyavasthita' zakti karatI hai| usameM AtmA kucha bhI karatA prajJA AtmA kA DAyarekTa prakAza hai, jaba ki buddhi inaDAyarekTa prakAza hai| miDiyama zru AnevAlA prakAza hai| kevalajJAna svarUpa ke aMza svarUpa ko hama prajJA kahate haiN| prajJA jJAna paryAya hai| jaise-jaise AvaraNa haTate jAte haiM, vaise-vaise prakAza bar3hatA jAtA hai aura kevalajJAna bar3hatA jAtA hai| saMpUrNa kevalajJAna to 360 aMza pUre hoM, taba hotA hai| jaise eka maTake meM hajAra vaoNTa kA balba lagAyA ho aura maTake kA ma~ha baMda kiyA ho, to prakAza milegA kyA? nahIM miltaa| aisA isa mUr3hAtmA kA hai| bhItara to anaMta prakAza hai, para AvRta hone se ghora aMdhakAra
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________________ 256 AptavANI-1 AptavANI-1 255 hai| jJAnI puruSa kI kRpA se, unakI siddhi ke bala se, maTake meM yadi jarAsA cheda ho jAe, to pUre kamare meM prakAza ho jAtA hai| utanA AvaraNa TA aura utanA DAyarekTa prakAza prApta huaa| jyoM-jyoM AvaraNa TTate jAte haiM, jyoM-jyoM adhika cheda hote jAte haiM, tyoM-tyoM prakAza bar3hatA jAtA hai| aura jaba pUrA maTakA TUTa jAe aura balba anAvRta ho jAe taba saMpUrNa prakAza cAroM aura phaila jAtA hai| jagamagAhaTa ho jAtI hai| DAyarekTa jJAnakiraNa phUTatI hai, vahI prajJA kahalAtI hai| jaba sAre AvaraNoM se AtmA mukta ho jAe, taba use sAre brahmAMDa ko prakAzita karane kI zakti prApta hotI hai| sAre brahmAMDa ko prakAzita karatA hai| dUsare zabdoM meM sAre brahmAMDa ke jJeyoM ko dekhane jAnane kI zakti prApta hotI hai, vahI kevalajJAna kahalAtA hai| donoM ko alaga hI rakhatI hai, vahI prajJA hai, vahI AtmA hai, vahI cAritra hai| bartAva hI caaritr| bartAva arthAt 'sva' aura 'para' ko ekAkAra nahIM hone de vh| hama jaba jJAna dete haiM, taba sIdhI hI anubhUti hotI hai, use paramArtha samakita kahate haiN| isase Apako usI samaya prajJA bhAva utpanna ho jAtA hai| sArA saMsAra jo cala rahA hai, vaha saba caMcala bhAga hai, jaba ki prajJAbhAva sthAyI raha sake, aisA bhAva hai| prajJA utpanna ho, taba sIDhiyA~ nahIM car3hanI par3atI para sIdhe hI Upara pahu~ca jAte haiN| prajJA ke alAvA sAre bhAva jo haiM, ve bhAvAbhAva mAne jAte haiM aura ve sabhI caMcala bhAga meM Ate haiN| prajJAbhAva ko AtmabhAva nahIM kaha skte| prajJAbhAva acaMcala bhAga meM AtA hai| prajJA kA kArya kevalajJAna hote hI samApta ho jAtA hai| isalie use AtmabhAva kahA hI nahIM jA sktaa| kyoMki yadi aisA kaheM, to vaha AtmA kA anvaya guNa kahalAegA aura anvaya gaNa kaheM, to phira siddhakSetra meM virAjamAna siddha bhagavaMto ko bhI prajJA honI cAhie, para aisA nahIM hai, kyoMki vahA~ koI kArya hI nahIM hotaa| phullI inDipenDenTa gavarnamenTa kI sthApanA hone ke bAda inTrima gavarnamenTa apane Apa hI visarjita ho jAtI hai| aisA hI prajJA ke lie hai| AtmA kI khuda kI sAre brahmAMDa ko prakAzita karane kI jo zakti hai, use kevalajJAna kahate haiN| ___ isa prajJA kA phaMkzana kyA hai? kArya kyA hai? prajJA to pati hI paramezvara' aisA mAnanevAlI vaphAdAra patnI kA kArya karatI hai| AtmA ke saMpUrNa hita ko hI dikhalAtI hai aura ahita ko chur3avAtI hai| jitanejitane bAhya saMyoga Ae~, unakA samabhAva se nipaTArA kara detI hai aura phira apane svarUpa ke dhyAna meM baiTha jAtI hai| ataH aMdara kA kArya bhI karatI hai aura bAhara kA bhI kArya karatI hai, inTrima gavarnamenTa kI trh| aura vaha bhI tabhI taka, jaba taka ki phullI inDipenDenTa gavarnamenTa sthApita nahIM ho jaatii| hama 'svarUpajJAna' dete haiM, taba prajJA baiThA dete haiM, phira vaha prajJA Apako pratikSaNa sAvadhAna kiyA karatI hai| bharata rAjA ko to caubIsoM ghaMTe (AtmA meM rahane ke lie), apane ko sAvadhAna karane ke lie naukara rakhane paDate the| para yahA~ to, cAhe kaisA bhI vikaTa saMyoga Ae taba hamArA jJAna hAz2ira ho jAtA hai, hamArI vANI hAz2ira ho jAtI hai, hama svayaM hAjira ho jAte haiN| aura Apa jAgRti meM A jAte haiN| pratikSaNa jAgRta rakhe, aisA hamArA yaha 'akrama jJAna' hai| yahA~ kAma nikAla lene jaisA hai| yadi eka bAra tAra jur3a gayA ho, to sadA ke lie hala nikala aae| samasyA sadA ke lie sulajha jAe aisA hai| prajJA kyA hai? AtmA se jo parAyA hai, use kabhI bhI apanA nahIM hone detI aura jo khuda kA hai, use parAyA nahIM mAnane detI, vahI prjnyaa| prajJA to AtmA kA hI aMga hai aura vaha niraMtara AtmA ko mukti dilAne kA kArya karatI hai| jaise-jaise prajJA khilatI jAtI hai, vaise-vaise vartana meM badalAva AtA jAtA hai| vartana badale, taba bhAra kama lagatA hai| 'svayaM kA' aura 'parAyA', isa prakAra homa DipArTamenTa aura forena DipArTamenTa isa zarIra meM do vibhAga haiM, eka caMcala vibhAga aura dUsarA acaMcala
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________________ AptavANI-1 257 258 AptavANI-1 yadi deha rUpI saMyoga hI nahIM milA hotA, to samasaraNa mArga hI nahIM hotaa| yaha to pudgala ke saMyoga se bilIfa hI badalI hai aura isalie hI yaha tRtIyam jaMt utpanna ho gae haiM aura isalie hI anaMta zaktiyA~ Avarita ho gaI haiN| jaMtu jisa prakAra utpanna hue haiM, vaise hI visarjita ho jAe~, tabhI AtmA svataMtra hogaa| jJAnI puruSa to samasaraNa mArga kA aMta hai| ve to carama nimitta haiM, mukti ke! dharma prApti ke! 'jeNe ApyuM bhAna nija, tene Atma abhinaMdana, raNake ghaMTa-ghaMTaDIo, jaya sccidaanNd|' jisane diyA bhAna niz2a, unheM Atma abhinaMdana, bAje ghaMTe ghaMTiyA~, jaya sccidaanNd| jaya saccidAnaMda vibhaag| acala jo hai vaha AtmA hai| Apa apane vyApAra meM jitanI nipuNatA rakhate haiM, utanI yadi AtmA meM ho, to kAma kii| sabhI viSayoM meM gaharAI meM utarate haiM, para isameM kaise utareM? yaha to nirviSaya jJAna kahalAtA hai, para nirlepa aura nirvikaarii| hama jyAdA milAvaTavAlA, halakA sonA lekara sunAra ke pAsa jAe~, taba bhI vaha hamase nArAja nahIM hotA hai| vaha to kevala sone ko hI dekhatA hai| logoM kA to milAvaTa karane kA hI svabhAva hai, phira bhI, sunAra to sone ko hI dekhatA hai| ye DaoNkTara to cir3hate haiM ki zarIra kA kyoM qhayAla nahIM rakhate? para sunAra nahIM ciddh'taa| jJAnI puruSa bhI sunAra kI taraha AtmA hI dekhate haiM, bAhara kA mAla nahIM dekhte| sone kI avasthAe~, badalatI rahatI haiM, milAvaTa hotI hai, pighalAe~ to drava bana jAtA hai, pAuDara ho jAtA hai aura usameM se phira zuddha sonA ho jAtA hai| aise avasthAe~ bhale badalatI raheM, paraMtu sonA Akhira sonA hI rahatA hai| sunAra kA sone meM jaisA lakSya rahatA hai, vaise hI Apako AtmA kA lakSya rahe, taba kAma hogaa| sunAra sone meM hI lakSya rakhatA hai| bAhara se cAhe kaisA bhI milAvaTI dikhAI de, para lakSya to sau pratizata ke sone meM hI hotA hai, vaise hI jJAnI puruSa cetana meM hI lakSya rakhate haiN| koI manuSya zAstra par3he, dhAraNa kare, magara samajha to usakI apanI hI na? loga apanI bhASA meM samajhe haiN| bAta saca hai jIvAjIva tattva kI, magara loga khuda kI bhASA meM samajhe haiN| ajIva to nA jAne kisa ko mAnate haiM? aura jaba ajIva hI samajha meM nahIM AtA, to jIva to samajha meM hI kaise AegA? bhagavAna hAjira the, taba bhI AtmA kA lakSya baiThA nahIM thaa| lakSya baiThatA hai, para vaha zabdabrahma kA lakSya baiThatA hai aura vaha to bhUla ki cUka bhI sakate hai| par3he gae varNana ke zabdabrahma aura dekhe gae brahma kI bAta meM bar3A aMtara hai| jisakA varNana paDhA hai. aise kheta kA lakSya yAda rahe yA nahIM bhI rahe, para pratyakSa rUpa se dekhe hue kheta kA lakSya haTatA nahIM haiM, use bhUlate nhiiN| yaha to jo zuddhabrahma ko dekhA hai, usakA AnaMda rahatA hai hamAre mahAtmAoM ko|
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