Dharmratna Prakaran Bhav Shravakna Cha Lakshano Vachna

Author(s): Chandraguptasuri
Publisher: Anekant Prakashan Jain Religious
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/009155/1

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aMza vAcatAzreNItA * zubha sthaLa * pukharAja rAyacaMda ArAdhanA bhavana sAbaramatI, amadAvAda, ka vAcanA-strota * zrI dharmaratna prakaraNa - bhAvazrAvakanAM lakSaNo * vAcanA-pradAtA * pU. paramazAsanaprabhAvaka vyAkhyAnavAcaspati A.bha.zrI.vi. rAmacandra sU.ma.sA.nA praziSya paramasamatAniSTha pUjayapAda A.bha.zrI.vi. amaragupta sU.ma.sA.nA ziSya pU.A.bha.zrI.vi. candragupta sU.ma.sA. * Arthika sahakAra * eka saddagRhastha parivAra puNe. prakAzana * zrI anekAnta prakAzana jaina rIlIjIyasa TrasTa

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ja aMza vAcanAzreNInA ka AvRtti : dvitIya * nakala : 1000 * vi.saM. 206 8 * prApti sthAna : che zA. sUryakAMta caturalAla mu.po. murabADa (ji. ThANe) 421 401. 1$ mukuMdabhAI Ara. zAhe 5, navaratna leTsa, navA vikAsagRha mArga, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-380 008. che zA. jatInabhAi hemacaMdabhAi 'komala' chAparIyAzerI, mahIdharapurA, surata-395 3. # pramodabhAI choTAlAla zAha 102, vorA AziSa, paM. solIsITara roDa, malADa (isTa) , muMbai-400 097. huM tanIla e. vorA 474, kRSNakuMja, olDa pula geTa pAse, pUnA-411 01. prakAzaThIya... anantopakArI devAdhideva zrI arihanta paramAtmAnA paramatAraka zAsananA paramArthane pAmelA zAsakAra paramarSioe e paramArthane samajAvavA anekAneka granthonI racanA karIne ApaNI upara khUba khUba anugraha karyo che. e parama pavitra granthonA paramArthane samajAvanArA paramatAraka gurubhagavaMtoe karelA anugrahane to ApaNe kyAre ya bhUlI zakIzuM nahi. pUjayapAda paramopakArI vyAkhyAnavAcaspati AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA praziSya pUjayapAda parama samatAniSTha hRdayasparzI pravacanakAra A.bha.zrI.vi. amaragupta sU.ma.sA.nA ziSya pUjayapAda svaparazAstravid ajoDavAcanAdAtA A.bha.zrI.vi. candragupta sU.mahArAje caitra vada 3 : ravivAra : tA. 12-04-2009 thI cai.va. 7 : gurUvAra : tA. 16-042009 sudhI pAMca divasa daramyAna vAcanA pharamAvI hatI. zrIdharmaratnaprakaraNAntargata bhAvazrAvakanAM lakSaNonA adhikArane anusarI pukharAja rAyacaMda ArAdhanA bhavana - sAbaramatImAM pUjayazrIe pharamAvelI vAcanAnA sArabhUta aMzone prakAzita karatAM ame AnaMda anubhavIe chIe. anta "eka sadgRhastha parivAra" (puNe)nA saMpUrNa Arthika sahakArathI prakAzita A pustakanA parizIlanathI dharmArAdhanamAM prayatnazIla banI rahIe e ja eka zubhAbhilASA... li. raka mudrake : Tegas Printers F/5, Parijat Complex, Kalupur, AHMEDABAD-380 001. PH. (079) (0) 22172271 (M) 98253 47620 zrI anekAnta prakAzana jaina rIlIjIyasa TrasTa (prathama AvRttimAMthI)

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zrI dharmaratnaprakaraNanA AdhAre bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo anaMtopakArI zrI arihaMtaparamAtmAnA paramatAraka zAsananA paramArthane pAmelA zrI zAMtisUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe zrI dharmaratnaprakaraNamAM dharma karavAnI yogyatA tarIke sauthI pahelAM mArgAnusArInA ekavIsa guNo batAvyA che. temAM pahelAM akSudra guNa batAvyo che. tema ja chelle madhyasthatA, labdhalakSyatA vagere guNo ahIM jaNAvyA che. Aje ApaNe dharmanI yogyatAnI upekSA karIne dharma karavAnI zarUAta karI che ne ? zAsakAro kahe che ke jeo kSudra na hoya ane jenuM lakSya baMdhAyeluM hoya teo dharma karavAnI yogyatA dharAve che. game te rIte dharma karIe chatAM mokSa maLe - tevuM nathI. jeo kRpaNa hoya teo dharma karavA mATe yogya nathI. kAraNa ke kRpaNa jIvono e svabhAva che ke potAnuM na vApare ane bIjAnuM khaMkherI le. akSudra te ke potAnI pAse mana, vacana, kAyAnI ke paudgalika jeTalI paNa sAmagrI che tene dharmamAM vApare. akSudratA hoya to ja mokSanI prApti thAya. dharmamAM A paugalika sAmagrInI jarUra nathI. paraMtu pudgala upara, zarIra upara ke vacana tathA mana upara je rAga che tene dUra karavA mATe te vAparavAnuM jaNAvyuM che. Aje ApaNe jeTaluM vAparyuM che tenA karatAM rAkhyuM vadhAre che ne? AnuM ja nAma kRpaNatA. manathI vikathAnuM ja ciMtana karavAnuM phAve. vacana to vikathA karavA ja TevAyelAM che. sUtro bolavAnuM na phAve ne ? kAyA to bIjA kAma karatA hoya tyAM sudhI pote karavA rAjI nathI. AnuM nAma kRpaNatA. bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 1

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pudgala ke manavacanakAyA sAcavavAthI sukha maLe che - ema mAnyuM che mATe te vAparavAnuM mana nathI thatuM. A kRpaLatA TaLe to dharmamAM pudgalAdi cAre chUTathI vaparAya. A kRpaNatA TaLe pachI bhAvazrAvakanA guNo sudhI pahoMcI zakAze. sa0 graMthakArazrIe bhAvazrAvakanA guNo judA kema batAvyA ? ApaNe bheda pADyA mATe graMthakArazrIe varNavyA che, graMthakArazrIe nathI pADyA. kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMta paNa jevuM che tevuM jue che. saMsAranA kSetramAM badhuM ja asala joie che mATe tyAM dravyabhAvanA bheda nathI paDatA. dravya jamaNa na cAle, dravya nidrA na cAle. jyAre ahIM asalanI jarUra nathI, nakalI paNa cAle evuM che mATe bheda pADavA paDe che. tamane koi kahe ke ghaDo lAvo to kANo ghaDo na lAvo ne ? amAre tyAM azuddha dharmane paNa dharma kahe che ! sAdharmikane bolAvavAnuM kahIe to je maLe te lai Avo ne ? sa0 jaina kuLamAM janme te sAdharmika nahi ? kapaDAM pahere te sAdhu kahevAya ? vepArIno veSa pahere eTale cora maTIne zAhukAra banI jAya ? Aje to tamane pUchavuM paDe ema che ke dharma joie che mATe karo cho ke dharma karyA vagara cAle evuM nathI - mATe karo cho ? dharma jeone joie che - emanI saMkhyA to parimita che. zAstrakAro arthIne ApavAnuM kahe che. je arthI nathI tenA mATe A zAstranI racanA nathI. ApaNe arthI ane anarthI banyA mATe ja to dravya ane bhAva : e be bheda pADyA. bhAvazrAvakanAM che lakSaNo : 2 jeTaluM pILuM teTaluM sonuM nathI mATe to jhaverI rAkhavA paDe che. sa0 AMzika to arthIpaNuM che mATe dharma karIe chIe ! jamavAnuM AMzika cAle ? paisA AMzika cAle ? UMghavAnuM AMzika cAle ? tyAM badhuM pUruM joie ane ahIM AMzika cAle ne ? samavasaraNamAMthI je loko dezivarati ke ekAda vrata laine bahAra Ave teone koi pUche to kapALe hAtha mUkatA ane kahetA ke gautamAdi mahAmuninI jema tyAM besI javAnI ja jarUra hatI. paNa amAruM bhAgya nahi, mATe ATaluM ja lai Avyo. AMzika lenArane paNa du:kha bhArobhAra hoya che. AMzikathI calAvavAnI vAta kare tene arthIpaNuM na hoya. ekavIsa guNo maLe pachI bhAvazrAvakanI yogyatA Avaze. Aje kRSNatAno tyAga karavo nathI ane lakSya majabUta nathI, mUDhatA evI che ke lakSya baMdhAtuM ja nathI. zAstrakAro kahe che ke jeo dharmanA arthI hoya ane samupasthita hoya arthAt sAmethI AvelA hoya te dharma karavA mATe yogya che. arthI potAnI meLe Avelo hoya. Aje to bolAvavA mATe Ayojana karavuM paDe ne ? arthI ane AmaMtritamAM pharaka che. AmaMtritanI AgatAsvAgatA karavI paDe. jyAre arthI to pote ja kAme lAge. Aje tamane joituM nathI ane amane ApavAnI utAvaLa che, mATe vastu pariNAma pAmatI nathI. sa0 yogyatA keLavavA zuM karavuM ? pudgala, zarIra, vacana ane mana : A cAra pratyeno rAga bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 3

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ocho karavA mATe mahenata karavI. A cArane vAparavAnI vRtti keLavI levI che. A cArano rAga vItarAgatAne roke che. mATe temane vAparavAmAM zakti chupAvavI nathI. sauthI pahelAM pudgala pratyeno rAga TALavA mATe paiso kADhI nAMkhavo che. jenI sAthe AtmAne snAnasUtaka nathI tevA pudgala pratyeno rAga paNa na ghaTe to zarIrAdino rAga kai rIte Utare ? AthI sauthI pahelAM paiso vAparavo che. Aje paiso hoya to inavesTa karavAnuM mana thAya ke dharmamAM kharcI nAMkhavAnuM ? inavesTano artha ja e che ke (ina vesTa). vesTamAM nAMkhI devuM. paiso jeTalo zubha kAryamAM jAya - eTaluM sAruM che. jemAMthI napho ke vyAja meLavavAnI bhAvanA hoya te rokyuM kahevAya. jemAM tevI bhAvanA na hoya te vAparyuM kahevAya. paiso dharmamAM rokavo nathI, vAparI nAMkhavo che. paisAnuM rokANa kare te udAra nathI, paiso vAparI kADhe te udAra che. dharmamAM paiso vAparIne vaLatara levAnI bhAvanA hoya te udAratAnuM lakSaNa nathI. paiso to kacarA jevo che ne ? to te kADhI nAMkhavAno hoya ke tenuM rokANa karavAnuM hoya ? kacarAnuM koi rokANa na kare ne ? sa0 dharmamAM paiso vApare to puNya to baMdhAya ne? e vaLatara ja che ne ? puNya baMdhAya tenI nA nathI, paNa e vaLatara joituM nathI. dharmathI baMdhAyeluM puNya paNa bhogavavuM nathI. kAjo kADhatAM paNa hAtha to melA thAya paraMtu te dhoi nAMkhavAnA ne? tema paiso kADhatAM kadAca puNya baMdhAI jAya to te puNya paNa bhogavavuM nathI. sAdhupaNAthI kADhI nAMkhavuM che. jene paiso kacarAjevo na lAge te pote kacarA jevo che : ema samajI levuM. dharmaratnanI yogyatAnA ekavIsa guNo jaNAvyA bAda jene A dharmaratna joie teNe zrAvakanA sattara guNo paNa prApta karavA joie - ema jaNAvyuM. A 21 guNonI vAta sAMbhaLIne ziSya zaMkA kare che ke 21 guNa pUrA hoya to ja dharmaratna maLe ke ochAvadhatA cAle? Aje kharIdI karavA nIkaLelA vastuno bhAva(kiMmata) jANyA pachI bhAvatAla kare ne ? tema ahIM paNa vicAre che. tyAre graMthakArazrI jaNAve che ke ekavIsa guNa pUrA hoya te utkRSTa yogyatA che. temAMthI pA bhAganA eTale ke 5, 6 guNa ochA hoya arthAt 15 ke 16 guNa hoya to te madhyama yogyatA che. aDadhAthI hIna hoya arthAt 21mAMthI 10 ke 11 guNa ochA hoya to 11 ke 10 guNavALAnI jadhanya yogyatA che ane aDadhAthI paNa ochA hoya arthAt 10thI ochA hoya te badhA daridraprAya che. jeo daridra hoya teoe ghare besavAnuM kAma nathI paraMtu zrImaMta banavA mATe, jaghanya-madhyama yogyatA keLavavA mATe prayatna karavo. thoDI yogyatA hoya to mAMDI vALavAnI vAta nathI, paraMtu e yogyatA pUrI karavA mATenI A vAta che. saeka dIpakathI paNa prakAza maLe ne ? paNa e dIpaka kevo joie ? sUryajevo prakAza maLe to eka bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 4 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 5

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dIpaka basa che. paNa mINabattIno prakAza karyo hoya to eka cAle ke hAramALA lagADavI paDe ? tema kevaLajJAnano sUrya na prakAze tyAM sudhI aneka guNo rUpI mINabattIo joie ne? tethI dharmanI yogyatAnA ekavIsa guNo jaNAvyA. jo ke ApaNe e guNone choDIne bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNa vicAravAM che. tamane sAdhupaNuM joie che ne ? mATe mArgAnusArInA guNonI vAta nathI karavI, bhAvazrAvakanA guNonI vAta zarU karavI che. Ame ya e guNo ame pahelAM joi-vicArI lIdhA che. bhAvazrAvakanuM paheluM lakSaNa ja e che ke ene sAdhu thavAnuM mana hoya. zrAvaka to chIe ja have zrAvaka nathI rahevuM, sAdhu thavuM che - kharuM ne? ratna ApaNe levA javuM paDe, koi prabhAvanAmAM na Ape. e rIte dharmaratna kharIdavA mATe A guNo pAmavA jarUrI che. sa0 ekavIsa guNo AvyA pachI paNa dravyazrAvaka ja kahevAya ? emAM koi matabheda nathI. ekavIsa guNo to dharmasAmAnyanI yogyatA svarUpa che. ekavIsa guNavALo bhAvazrAvaka thavAnI yogyatA dharAve che jayAre bhAvazrAvakanA cha ke sattara guNothI yukta hoya te bhAvasAdhu thavAnI yogyatA dharAve che. Aje to pahelA guNanuM ja devALuM che ne ? kRpaNatA pUrepUrI che ne ? koI pUche ke sAdhu thavA zuM karavuM? to tene kahevuM ke tanamanadhanavacananI zakti pUrepUrI vAparavA mATe tatpara banavuM. zakti bacAvavAnI bhAvanAvALA sAdhupaNuM pALI nahi zake, je potAnI zakti ja na vApare tene tIrthakaro paNa tArI na zake. tame dhaMdhAmAM zakti kevI vAparo ? karoDapati mANasa paNa jo nokara hAjara na hoya to sAvaraNI ke jhATakaNI laine sApha karavA besI jAya ne ? Aje to amArAM sAdhusAdhvIne paDilehaNamAM paNa kaMTALo Ave ! jematema karI levuM e zakti chupAvavAnAM ja lakSaNa che. zakti chupAvavAnA joie eTalA mArga che. badhI zakti chupAvIne jANe sAthe laine na javAnI hoya te rIte vartIe chIe ne ? aMte smazAnamAM tana, mana, dhananI badhI ja zakti pUrI thai javAnI ane loko pAchaLa zraddhAMjalimAM kaheze ke lIlI vADI mUkIne gayA ! dharmakSetramAM zakti bacAvIzuM to ya te kAma nathI lAgavAnI. - have ziSya zaMkA kare che ke ATalA badhA guNonuM kAma zuM che ? to graMthakArazrI jaNAve che ke zuddha bhUmikAmAM ja koi paNa citra zobhAyamAna bane che. A vastu samajAvavA mATe ahIM eka kathAnaka ApyuM che. ApaNe kathA to ghaNI vAra sAMbhaLI che. A kathA sAMbhaLyA pachI paNa ApaNe to citra doravAnuM ja kAma karavAnA, bhUmikA sApha nathI karavAnA - barAbara ne ?! ahIM jaNAve che ke sAketapura nAmanA nagaramAM mahAbaLa nAmano rAjA rAjaya kare che. je rAjA hoya te mahAbaLavALo hoya ja ne ? e rAjAne tyAM ekavAra eka dUta Avyo tyAre mahAbaLa rAjAe pUchyuM ke - "anya dezamAM tuM pharIne Avyo to evI eke vastu joi ke je anya rAjAne tyAM hoya ane rAjAne ucita hovA chatAM mAre tyAM na hoya ?' prazna bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 6 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 7

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mArmika che, "anyane tyAM hoya ne mAre tyAM na hoya evuM zuM che? - ema nathI pUchatA. paraMtu rAjAne ucita evI vastu anya pAse hoya ane mArI pAse na hoya to tevI vastu vasAvavI che. aucitya bahu mahattvanI vastu che. je ApaNane - ApaNI kakSAne - ucita na hoya - evI vastu ApaNe na ja vasAvIe ne ? pelA dUte kahyuM ke anya rAjAne tyAM che evuM badhuM ja Apane tyAM che mAtra eka citrasabhA nathI. AthI rAjAe vimala ane prabhAsa nAmanA be citrakAra bolAvyA ane moTo mahela ke je rAjasabhAne yogya hato, temAM vacce paDado nAMkhIne be bAju be divAla para eka eka citrakArane citrasAmagrI ApIne citrakAma cha mahinAmAM pUruM karavA mATe kahyuM. vimale to sAmAnya sAphasUphI karIne raMgavAnuM kAma zarU karyuM ane cha mahinAmAM to AkhuM citra taiyAra thai gayuM. jyAre pelo prabhAsa to paththara laine dIvAla ghasavAnuM kAma karato hato. A rIte dIvAla ghasatAM ghasatAM ene cha mahinA thayA. mudata pUrI thaye rAjA Avyo. vimalanuM citra joi, khuza thai rAjAe tene moM mAMgyuM inAma ApyuM. paDado UMco karI prabhAsanI pAse gayo ane pUchyuM ke keTaluM kAma thayuM ? tyAre pelo kahe che ke huM to haju dIvAla ja ghaNuM chuM. meM kAma zarU ja karyuM nathI. joke ghasavAnA kAraNe e dIvAla darpaNa jevI zuddha banI gai hatI tethI sAmenI dIvAlanuM citra e dIvAla upara pratibiMbita thatuM hatuM. e joine rAjA kahe che ke citra to taiyAra thaI gayuM che. tuM jUThuM zA mATe bole che? tyAre prabhAse kahyuM ke - "sevaka mATe svAmI chetaravAlAyaka hotA nathI.' A vastu ApaNe mAnIe ne ? Aje ATaluM nakkI karavuM che ke - 'svAmI chetaravAlAyaka nathI' ? dharmaratna emane ema prApta thatuM nathI. Aje sAdhusAdhvI paNa eTaluM nakkI kare ke 'guruno droha karavo nathI' to temano nisvAra thai jAya. prabhAse rAjAne kahyuM ke paDado pharI pADo. rAjAe paDado pADIne joyuM to dIvAla korI hatI. A joine rAjA Azcaryasahita harSa pAmyo. pelAne kahyuM ke have to tuM bilakula citrakAma karIza nahi. pelAne pUchyuM ke tuM bhUmikAzuddhi upara ATalo bhAra kema Ape che? tyAre prabhAse kahyuM ke citranI bhUmikA jo zuddha hoya to tenA upara hAlatI cAlatI racanA jevuM citra upase che. citra ati suMdara ane sthira thAya che, je svarUpe pAtro AlekhyAM hoya tenA bhAvano ullAsa pragaTa thAya che. citranA bhAva dRSTigocara thatAM citra sacetana lAge che. A badhuM sAMbhaLIne rAjA atyaMta prasanna thayo ane prabhAsane bamaNuM inAma ApyuM. prabhAsane phaLa adhika maLyuM. je vimalanI jema citrakAma kare tene saMsAranAM tuccha sukho maLe. jayAre prabhAsanI jema bhUmikA zuddha kare tene avilaMbe mokSasukha maLe. sa0 bhUmikA zuddha karavA mATe zuM karavuM ? pahelAM pApa choDavuM pachI puNya karavuM. pahelAM rAtribhojanano tyAga karavo pachI tapa karavo. Aje moTAM moTAM tapa karavA taiyAra thai jAya, paNa pAraNuM karyA pachI rAtribhojanano tyAga na kare. bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 8 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 9

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eka gAmamAM jainonAM paMdara gharo hatAM. harijana vagere vadhAre hatA. aspRzyanivAraNanA kAyadAne laine jainamaMdiramAM harijanone praveza ApavAnuM sarakAre nakkI karyuM hatuM. badhA jaino ciMtAmAM paDI gayA. eka anubhavI zrAvake derAsaranI bahAra pANInAM be pIpa bharIne mUkyAM ane 4-5 pUjAnI joDa mUkI. savAre je harijano darzana mATe AvyA temane pelA zrAvake kahyuM ke 'bhale padhAro. A pANIthI snAna karo, A vastro dhAraNa karo ane pratijJA karo ke rAtribhojana, mAMsamadirA vagere abhakSya, kaMdamULa vagere anaMtakAya AjIvana nahi vAparuM.' pachI khuzIthI maMdiramAM padhAro. ame AmAMnuM kazuM karatA nathI. pelA harijano to dUrathI ja hAtha joDIne cAlyA gayA ke - amAre nathI javuM. Aje AvuM kahI zakAya ke rAtribhojana na kare te ja derAsaramAM jAya ? sa0 sudharavA mATe na javAya ? sAcuM kaho cho ? sudharavAno bhAva che ? to khuzIthI jAo. paNa haiyAmAM pola che. aviratipratyayika dharma ja game che. sAmAyika pAravAnuM che mATe karavuM phAve che, tapa paNa pAraNuM karavAnuM che mATe karo cho ne ? bhUmikA sApha karyA vinA citarAmaNa game teTalI karo UkhaDI ja javAnI. mATe dharma karavAnI utAvaLa karavA pahelAM pApa choDavA mATeno abhyAsa pADavAnI jarUra che, to bhUmikA zuddha thaze. ApaNe joi gayA ke ekavIsa guNothI yukta jIvo dharma karavA mATe yogya che. ahIM ziSya zaMkA kare che ke zrAvakapaNAnI ke sAdhupaNAnI vyAkhyAmAM A guNonI koi vAta AvatI nathI to A guNo para bhAra zA mATe ? AvI zaMkA paNa kone thAya ? jene kaMika pAmavuM hoya tene ja ne ? Aje ApaNane AvI zaMkA kema nathI paDatI ? kazuM pAmavuM nathI mATe ja ne ? zAstramAM zrAvakanAM ane sAdhunAM je lakSaNo batAvyAM che te lakSaNomAM A ekavIsa guNonuM kyAMya varNana nathI to ekavIsa guNo dvArA kayA adhikArInuM varNana karyuM che ? - A pramANe ziSyanI zaMkA che. have potAnI zaMkAnA samarthana mATe ziSya, zAstramAM zrAvaka ane sAdhunAM je lakSaNa jaNAvyAM che te paNa batAve che. zrAvakanuM lakSaNa karatAM zAstramAM jaNAvyuM che ke je supaDA hoya. arthAt je arthI hoya, samartha hoya ane zAstrano hepI na hoya. A vastu barAbara yAda rAkhavA jevI che. je zAstrane mAne tenuM nAma zrAvaka. je sUtrano dveSI na hoya te ja zrAvaka hoi zake. arthI tene kahevAya ke je vinayapUrvaka guru pAse Ave ne dharmanA arthane pUchato hoya. A lakSaNa avirata zrAvakane AzrayIne batAvyuM che. bIjA viratane AzrayIne lakSaNa batAvyuM che ke - jenA haiyAmAM samyakatva hoya, haMmezAM munio pAse temanI zreSTha sAmAcArI sAMbhaLe - te zrAvaka kahevAya. tema ja paralokamAM hitakArI evA jinavacanane upayogapUrvaka sAMbhaLe che te atitIvra karmano nAza thavAthI zrAvaka thAya che. atitIvra karma vilIna thayA hoya tethI apunabaMdhakadazAne pAmelA hoya te zrAvaka bane che. zrAvakanA A lakSaNamAM ekavIsa guNono koi ullekha bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 10 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 11

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nathI. zrAvakanA lakSaNamAM paNa sUtrano dveSI na hoya tene zrAvaka kahyo che. Aje to sAdhusAdhvI paNa sUtranA dveSI banI gayAM che. sutranuM saMzodhana kare che, paNa sUtra bhaNatA nathI. je bhUla lahiyAnI che tene sUtranI bhUla na kahevAya. je pUphasaMzodhananuM kAma che tene sUtrasaMzodhana na kahevAya. A saMzodhana karanArA pAnAM sudhAre che paNa bhaNatA nathI. sUtra bhaNIe to ApaNe sudharIe. Aje roga Ave enI ciMtA che paNa jJAna nathI maLatuM tenI ciMtA nathI. du:kha kharAba che ke ajJAna ? game teTalI tIvra azAtAno udaya hoya topaNa jJAnAvaraNIya ke mithyAtvamohanIyano kSayopazama haNAto nathI to ATalI ciMtA zI ? tIvra azAtAnA udayamAM kadAca bhaNeluM bhulAi jAya topaNa viparyAsa to na ja thAya. sa0 marIci azAtAnA udayamAM samyaktva gumAvI beThA ne ? tame kathAgraMtho dhyAna rAkhIne nathI vAMcatA. jyAre roga Avyo tyAre paNa du:kha asahya lAgyuM tyAre veSa choDyo. duHkha AvyuM mATe veSa nathI choDyo, du:kharAba lAgyuM mATe veSa choDyo. e vakhate paNa samyakatva to nathI ja gumAvyuM. samyaktva to, sAjA thayA pachI potAne yogya ziSya jANIne teno lAbha jAgyo tyAre gumAvyuM. mATe azAtAnI nahi, kaSAyanI ciMtA karavAnI jarUra che. A pramANe jaNAvyA bAda ziSya sAdhunuM lakSaNa je anya zAstramAM jaNAvyuM che - te paNa batAve che ke - jeo AdezamAM utpanna thayelA hoya, uttamajAtikuLamAM utpanna thayA hoya, jemano karmamaLa prAyaH karIne kSINa thayelo hoya che teo sAdhu thavA yogya che. sa0 ApaNA karmamaLa kSINa thayA che enuM koi lakSaNa che ? eka apekSAe vicArIe to Aje ApaNe ATalAM pApa karIe chIe chatAM te DhaMkAi jAya che tenA uparathI mAnavuM paDe ne ke karma haLavAM che. jo bhAre karmono udaya thAya to ApaNA pApanA anusAre ApaNe Aje jelamAM hoie ne? A apekSAne bAjue rAkhIe topaNa, jainakuLamAM je ApaNe janmyA te karma kSINa thayA vinA ochA AvIe ? AgaLa vadhIne dharmaratnanA arthI thaine tame sau ahIM AvyA cho te karmalaghutAne ja sUcave che ne ? karmo to ApaNane tamArI bhASAmAM, chappara phADIne ApyuM che. paraMtu ene jhIlavAnA badale enI nIce ja ApaNe daTAi gayA mATe A dazA che ! AgaLa sAdhunAM lakSaNa jaNAvatAM kahe che ke jeo nirmaLabuddhivALA hoya che tema ja 'bhavasamudramAM manuSyapaNuM durlabha che, janma e maraNanuM nimitta che. saMyoga viyogAnta che, mRtyu kSaNe kSaNe raheluM che, karmano vipAka atyaMta dANa che..' A pramANe svabhAvathI ja saMsAranI nirguNatAnuM bhAna jene hoya, tethI vairAgyane pAmelA hoya, jenA kaSAya pAtaLA paDyA hoya, alpa hAsyAdivALA hoya, sArI rIte kRtajJa tathA vinayavALA hoya, rAjayadrohI na hoya, suMdara zarIravALA(paMcendriyaparipUrNa), zraddhALu, sthira cittavALA hoya te pravrajayAne yogya che. Aje ApaNI pAse bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 12 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 13

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A badhI yogyatA che ne ? ApaNe AryadezamAM janmyA eno AnaMda che ke anAryadezamAM javA nathI maLatuM - tenuM ApaNane duHkha che ? viSayo duHkhanuM mULa che - ema mAno cho ne ? jamavA besatI vakhate bhale viSayone sukhanuM kAraNa mAnatA ho paNa jamIne UThatI vakhate viSayo du:khanuM kAraNa bane evA che - ema mAnIne ja UTho cho ne ? jeTalA AvyA che eTalA javAnA ja che ne ? karmanA vipAka dAruNa che ema mAno cho ke marIne jalasA che ? sa0 marIne kyAM jaizuM enI khabara nathI. jarA haiyAne pUchI juo. kyAM jaizuM enI kalpanA to che ja, chatAM chAtI majabUta che ne ? sikaMdara jevA, auraMgajheba jevA ke brahmadatta cakravartI jevA paNa aMta samaye thatharI gayA hatA. pApa bhulAtuM na hatuM. jyAre ApaNe to saunuM thaze - te ApaNuM thaze - ema mAnIne majethI jIvavAnuM kAma cAlu che ne ! sa0 nahi sAheba, maraNane mAravuM che. ghera besyuM nahi mArI zakAya. zatrune mAravA mATe medAnamAM javuM paDe tema maraNane mAravA mATe sAdhupaNAmAM AvavuM paDe. ahIM ziSyanI zaMkA pUrI thAya che. zaMkAno Azaya eTalo ja che ke jo zrAvaka ke sAdhunAM lakSaNamAM A 21 guNono ullekha nathI to te guNo vaDe kai adhikAritA varNavI che ? A zaMkAnuM nirAkaraNa ApatAM graMthakArazrI 'satyam" kahIne jaNAve che. zaMkA khoTI hoya che chatAM temAM kaMika tattva paDeluM hoya tyAre A rIte javAba apAya bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 14 che. ahIM tattva eTale vastusthitine samajavAno Azaya paDelo che, mATe graMthakArazrI 'tArI vAta sAcI che' ema kahIne jaNAve che ke - aviratazrAvaka, viratazrAvaka ke sAdhunAM lakSaNa je jaNAvyAM che; te, te te guNaThANAne AzrayIne jaNAvelAM che. jema ke samyaktva pAmavAnI yogyatA pahele, dezaviratinI yogyatA cothe ane sarvaviratinI yogyatA pAMcame manAya che. jyAre A ekavIsa guNo to dareka prakAranA dharma mATe sarvasAmAnya che. jema koi paNa citrakAma karavuM hoya to te darekamAM sAdhAraNa bhUmikA tarIke bhUmizuddhi tema ja rekhA(borDara)nuM Alekhana jaNAvAya che. bAkI te te citranI apekSAe rekhAzuddhi, raMgakAma vagere bhinna bhinna hoya. jema ke bhUmipITha jo kALI hoya to dhoLI rekhAthI zobhe, bhUmipITha dhoLI hoya to te kALI rekhAthI zobhe... A badhI vizeSatAo che. ane vizeSa sAmAnyano vyabhicArI nathI hoto. A nyAye vizeSa lakSaNa sAmAnya lakSaNanAM vyabhicArI na hovAthI A ekavIse ya guNo AmAM samAi gayA che. AthI nakkI che ke je ekavIsa guNothI yukta hoya te bhAvazrAvaka thAya. have ziSya pharI zaMkA kare che ke tame bhAvazrAvaka jaNAvI rahyA cho to zuM zrAvaka paNa aneka prakAranA che ke jethI tamAre bhAvazrAvaka kahevuM paDyuM. A zaMkAnA nirAkaraNamAM jaNAve che ke - jinezvara bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM dareka padArtho cAra prakAre hoya che. tema zrAvaka paNa cAra prakAranA che. nAmazrAvaka, sthApanAzrAvaka, bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 15

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dravyazrAvaka ane bhAvazrAvaka, temAMthI nAmazrAvaka tene kahevAya che ke koi paNa sacetana ke acetana padArthanuM 'zrAvaka A pramANe nAma pADyuM hoya. jema ke koi vyaktinuM athavA koi makAnanuM 'zrAvaka nAma pADyuM hoya tene nAmazrAvaka kahevAya. koi citramAM zrAvakanuM citra doryuM hoya to te zrAvakanI kriyAyukta citramAM rahelA zrAvakane sthApanAzrAvaka kahevAya. jenI pAse zrAvakapaNAnA guNo na hoya ane mAtra AjIvikA mATe zraddhArahitapaNe zrAvakaveSane dharanAro hoya te dravyazrAvaka kahevAya. ane zrAvakanA zAstrokta guNothI yuktane bhAvazrAvaka kahevAya. bhAvazrAvakanuM svarUpa jaNAvatAM kahe che ke 'zrA' eTale zrAddha hoya arthAt zraddhALu hoya ane zAstranuM zravaNa kare, 'va' eTale sAta kSetramAM dhana vAve athavA samakitane vare tema ja "ka" eTale pApane kApe ane saMyamaniyamane kare, pALe tenuM nAma zrAvaka - Ane bhAvazrAvake kahevAya. tamArI bhASAmAM kahIe to jene dIkSA levAnuM mana hoya tene bhAvazrAvaka kahevAya; mAtra pUjA, sAmAyika, pratikramaNa karavAnuM mana hoya te nahi, tame jema kamAvAnA bhAvathI UMdho ane kamAvAnA bhAvathI UTho tema dIkSA levAnA bhAvathI UMdhe ane dIkSA levAnA bhAvathI UThe tenuM nAma bhAvazrAvaka. tame sUtAM-UThatAM navakAra gaNo ne ? temAM konuM smaraNa che ? paMcaparameSThImAM koNa Ave ? sAdhu ja ne ? sa0 navakAra to gaNIe chIe paNa puruSArtha nathI. puruSArtha cAlu ja che - ema samajo. saMsAra goThavyo che te choDavA mATe ja ne ? jema musApharImAM javA mATe peTI bharo to te pAchI kADhavA mATe ja ne ? zrAvaka je kAMi goThavaNa kare te saMsArathI chUTavA mATe ja hoya. mArA gurumahArAje cAritranI icchA thayA pachI ogaNIsa varasa saMsAra calAvyo. paNa te goThavaNa chUTavA mATenI ja hatI. sa0 ame evA nathI. huM tamane sArA mANasa gaNIne kahuM chuM to tame mane khoTo zA mATe pADo cho ? tame chUTavA mATe mahenata karatA ho ane kyAMka aTakatuM hoya to ame tamane sahAya karavA beThA chIe. sAdhupaNuM yAda karIne suvuM che ane UThatAMnI sAthe sAdhupaNuM yAda karavuM che. have ziSya pharI bIjI zaMkA kare che ke ThANAMgasUtramAM zrAvakanA prakArAMtare cAra bheda batAvyA che to te bhedo A nAmAdimAM kyAM samAya ? A AzayathI pahelAM zrAvakanA cAra prakAra batAve che ke : sAdhunI pratye 1. mAtApitAjevA, 2. bhAijevA, 3. mitrajevA ane 4. sapatnI(zokya)jevA zrAvako hoya che - tema ja 1. darpaNajevA, 2. patAkAjevA, 3. jhADanA vRMdAjevA ane 4. kharaMTakharATA jevA zrAvaka hoya che. temAM mAtA-pitAjevA zrAvako tene kahevAya ke - jeo haMmezA sAdhuonuM kArya citavatA hoya che. potAnA gharanA mANasa karatAM paNa sAdhunA kAryanI ciMtA temane vadhAre hoya che. rAtadivasa sAdhunuM dhyAna rAkhe eTale sAdhunI alanA jovI nA hoya chatAM najare caDhe e susaMbhavita che. tevA bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 16 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 17

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vakhate sAdhu pratye snehathI rahita banatA nathI ane sadA vAtsalyane dhAraNa kare che... AvA zrAvako mAtApitAtulya kahevAya che. zrAvakane sAdhunAM mAbApa kahyAM che, te A rIte. Aje to sAdhuno paricaya vadhe ane alanA dekhAya to tarata kahI de ke - jaie chIe, paNa pachI amArA bhAva TatA nathI, pariNAma TakatA nathI. AvAne sAdhu pAse javAnI nA ja pADavI paDe ne ? bIjA bhAijevA zrAvaka tene kahevAya ke haiyAthI sAdhu pratye sneha hovA chatAM paNa jyAre kArya karavuM paDe tyAre maMda AdaravALA thAya ane pAchA sAdhu ApattimAM hoya to tenI sahAyamAM, temanA pakSamAM UbhA rahe. Ame ya pitAnA AdaramAM ane bhAinA AdaramAM pharaka paDe ne ? Aje tamane pitA Ave ane bhAi Ave to vadhAre AnaMda kyAM thAya ? moTA bhAi Ave to ke pitA Ave to ? sa0 pitA Ave to. enuM kAraNa zuM? pitA Ape che ane bhAi bhAga paDAve che mATe ja ne ? ahIM ApaNI vAta nathI, A to sarvasAmAnya vAta che ke - moTA bhAine pitAtulya gaNIe to vinaya Ave. mArA gurumahArAja dIkSA pAmyA to A vinayanA AcaraNanA kAraNe. kApaDanI dukAnamAM gAdInA cheDe UbhaDaka page bese ke jethI moTAbhAi pANI vAparavA Ave to temano avinaya na thAya, tarata ja UbhA thai zakAya. moTAbhAi UbhA hoya ane ApaNe gAdamAM beThA hoie to avinaya thAya - evuM teo mAnatA hatA. mahApuruSo AkAzamAMthI nathI paDatA, A dharatI upara ja thAya che. avinayano tyAga kare ane vinayane Acare tenAmAM mahApuruSatA Ave. dhaMdho pote kare ane sAMje gallo moTAbhAi lai jAya to kAMi pUchavAnuM nahi ! kai rIte vyavahAra cAle ? sava vizvAsathI. vizvAsathI nahi, samarpaNabhAvathI. samarpaNabhAvavALo vyavahAra moTAbhAi sAthe hoya tevAo dIkSA le to sAdhupaNAne ajavALe. cAlatI vakhate moTAbhAinI pAchaLa cAle, AgaLa ke sAthe nahi. moTAbhAi bole to vacce bole nahi, A badho vinaya zIkhyA vinA nahi cAle. vinaya karmane lai jAya che enI sAthe eTaluM yAda rAkhavuM ke avinaya karmane lAve che. nAno mAMge nahi ane moTo ApyA vinA na rahe - to vyavahAra dIpI UThe. A vinayanI vAta to prAsaMgika karI. bAkI ApaNI vAta to e che ke bhAisamAna zrAvaka sAdhuno vinaya karavAmAM maMda AdaravALo hoya che. ApaNe evA nathI thavuM. trIjA mitrajevA zrAvaka tene kahevAya ke je sAdhu pAsethI mAnanI apekSA rAkhe. potAne sAdhuonA svajano karatAM adhika gaNe. mitra kone kahevAya ? mAnane icche tene ja ne ? Ama badhuM kare, paNa tene kIdhA vagara jo karyuM to roSe bharAya ne ? Aje tame paNa evA ja cho ne ? sAdhu jo tamane pUchyA vagara koI nirNaya le to tamane game nahi ne ? kaho kharA ke - mane kIdhuM hota to AnAthI sAruM karI Apata. bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 18 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 19

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paNa manamAM to na pUchyAno raMja ja hoya ne? ane cothA sapatnIjevA zrAvako tene kahevAya ke je stabdhatA(mAna)nA yoge sAdhunAM chidro jotA phare, pramAdathI thayela bhUlone paNa gAyA kare ane sAdhune gaNakAre nahi arthAtu taNakhalAnI jema gaNe. A cAramAMthI ApaNe sapatnI jevA to nathI ja thavuM, AgaLa vadhIne mitra ke bhAijevA paNa nathI thavuM, mAbApajevA thavuM che - eTaluM banaze ne ? have bIjA cAra prakAranA bhAvazrAvakanuM varNana karyuM che. bhAvazrAvakanA varNana dvArA jIvonA svabhAvanuM varNana karyuM che. A vAta zrAvakonI niMdA karavA mATe nathI. zrAvako AvA hoya che ema jaNAvavAnuM tAtparya nathI, zrAvako AvA hoi zake che - eTalI ja vAta che. ApaNAmAM jo sArAM lakSaNa na hoya to keLavavA mATe prayatna karI levo. ahIM jaNAve che ke zrAvako darpaNajevA hoya che. darpaNamAM kayuM pratibiMba pADavuM - e darpaNa nakkI nathI karatuM, jevI vastu hoya tevuM pratibiMba paDe. te rIte AgamamAM kIdhelA padArtho gurue jevA kahyA hoya tevA yathArthapaNe pratIta thAya, pratibiMbita thAya te zrAvakane Adarza eTale ke arIsAjevA kahyA che. zrAvako jo AvA hoya to sAdhuo kevA hoya ? AgamanA eka paNa arthamAM eka paNa dalIla karavAnI na hoya ne ? sAdhusAdhvI jo zIkhI jAya ke arIsAjevA banavuM che to AgamanA ke gurue kahelA matathI judo mata pravartAvavAnuM na bane. gurunI chAyA ke gurunI AjJA baMne jo eka hoya to gurunA matathI judo mata ke judI pravRtti UbhI thAya ja nahi. Aje gurunI chAyA game, paNa AjJA na game ne? AgamanA eka paNa vacanamAM dalIla nathI karavI. A to ApaNe bugrahitamativALA chIe, pUrvagrahathI grasita chIe mATe, bAkI dharma e evI cIja nathI ke je ApaNA magajamAM na bese. Aje gurubhagavaMta je mArga samajAve che te mArgane dalIla karyA vagara samajavAno prayatna karavo che. Aje to dIkSA levAnI vAta karIe to kahe ke mAbApa ane kuTuMbanI javAbadArI mUkIne javuM e to kAyaratAnuM pratIka che. ApaNe kahevuM paDe ke - A javAbadArI UbhI karavAnuM bhagavAne nathI kahyuM. ApaNe ApaNI bhUlanA kAraNe UbhI karI che. AthI ja bhagavAne AThamA varase dIkSA levAnuM kahyuM hatuM. e uMmara gumAvI tyAre javAbadArI vahana karavAno vakhata Avyo ne ? sava pUrvabhavanA saMskAra joie ne ? pUrvabhavanA saMskAra na hoya to A bhavamAM pADavA che ? pUrvabhavamAM ArAdhanA nathI karI, mAnI lIdhuM. paNa have to ArAdhanA karavI che ? anAdi mithyASTie samyakatva pAmavuM ke nahi ? aviratidhare sarvavirati pAmavI joie ne ? sa0 ApaNe na karIe, paNa je karatA hoya tenI anumodanA karIe to saMskAra paDe ne ? anumodanA kyAre karavAnI ? jayAre karavA ke karAvavAnI zakti na hoya tyAre. karaNa karAvaNa ane anumodana : A traNe sarakhAM phaLa tyAre nIpajAve ke jyAre karAvanArane karavAnI zakti bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 20 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 21

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na hoya ane anumodanA karanArane karavAnI ke karAvavAnI zakti na hoya. baLadevamuni, kaThiyAro ane haraNiyuM : A traNanuM dRSTAMta yAda che ne ? baLadevamuni vahoravA mATe yogya hatA, temanI pAse vahorAvavAnI yogyatA-zakti na hatI. kaThiyArA pAse vahorAvavAnI zakti hatI, vahoravAnI na hatI mATe vahorAvyuM, jayAre haraNiyA pAse bemAMthI eke zakti na hatI mATe te UbhuM UbhuM anumodanA karatuM hatuM. tame haraNiyA jevA cho mATe anumodanA karo cho ? haraNiyuM paNa chevaTe kaThiyArAne lAvavAnuM kAma to karatuM hatuM. tamAre kazuM karavuM nathI ne anumodanA karavI che ne ? jayAre jamADavAnI zakti na hoya tyAre jamADanAranI anumodanA karavAnI, paNa zakti hoya to jamADavA besavAnuM. sa) zakti hoya ne pariNAma na hoya to anumodanA karAya ne ? zakti hoya ne pariNAma na hoya to pariNAma pedA karavA mATe prayatna karavAno. prayatna karazo to Aje nahi to kAle pariNAma Avaze. dharma karavo joie ke karavo ja joie ? nahi karIe to ya cAlaze - A bhAva che, paNa pharajiyAta karavuM che - A bhAva nathI. prANa jAya tyAM sudhI dharma karavo che. kAraNa ke prANa bhavAMtaramAM nathI AvavAnA, dharma bhavAMtaramAM laIne javAya che. bhUtakALanI bhUlanA kAraNe A bhavamAM AThame varSe dIkSA na maLI, A bhavamAM to evI bhUla nathI karavI ke jethI dIkSA durlabha bane. uparathI evo puruSArtha karavo che ke jethI AvatA bhave AThamA varSe dIkSA maLe. rAjasthAnI loko kamAvA mATe dareka dezadezAMtaramAM gayelA dekhAya che. evA paNa rAjasthAnI loko jyAre dIkaro samartha bane tyAre tenA mAthe badho kArabhAra mUkIne pote moTI uMmare kAzImAM bhaNavA AvatA. te vakhate temane bhaNAvanArA paMDito mazkarI karatA ke - A kAMi bhaNavAnI uMmara che ? tyAre te rAjasthAnIo kahetA ke bALapaNamAM bhaNyA nahi, mATe A uMmare bhaNavAnuM AvyuM. bhale caDhatuM nathI, paNa saMskAra to paDaze ne ? A bhavamAM jJAna na maLyuM paNa bhavAMtaramAM ya jJAnarahita rahI jaie evI rIte ahIM nathI jIvavuM... AvuM e loko kahetA hatA. samyagdarzana cAre gatimAM maLI zake evuM che, mAtra meLavavuM che - evo saMkalpa joie. "dharma Ave to sAruM' A dharma pAmavAnAM lakSaNa nathI. paMdara kalAka bhaNavA chatAM gAthA na caDhe to ya vAMdho nathI. ahIM bhaNavAnA kAraNe evA saMskAra paDaze ke bhavAMtaramAM ekAeka kSayopazama pragaTa thai jAya. ApaNI vAta to e cAlu hatI ke je zrAvako darpaNa jevA hoya temanA haiyAmAM gurue kahelA sUtra ane artha yathArthapaNe pratibiMbita thAya. guru zuM kahe ? sUtra ke artha. e be sivAya bIjuM kazuM guru na kahe. tame Avo tyAre 'kyAMthI AvyA, kyAre AvyA, keTalA divasa rokAvAnA, phalANA bhAi kema nathI AvyA...' AvuM AvuM pUche e guru na hoya. guru to sUtra ane artha kahe. e sUtrArthanuM pratibiMba na paDe ane bIjI badhI vastuo kahe tenuM pratibiMba paDe ne ? darpaNa bolabola na kare bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 22 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 23

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ne ? tema zrAvaka sthirapaNe badhuM ja sAMbhaLe. koi ja dalIla na kare. nAnA chokarAo kevA hoya ? darpaNajevA ne ? tame jevuM karo tevI nakala kare, tema guru jevuM kahe tevuM kare. AvA darpaNajevA zrAvako jo dIkSA le to potAnI sAta ja nahi, sittera peDhIo tAre. Aje guru pAse rahe chatAM gurue zuM bhaNAvyuM te yAda na rAkhe, gurue apavAde koi chUTa ApI hoya to te yAda rahe. guru anuzAsana kare e na game, calAvI lIdhuM hoya te game. guru Toke e na game. sa0 guru to bhImakAMta hovA joie ne ? DaoNkTaranI pAse spiriTa paNa hoya ne sIriMja paNa hoya. chatAM spiriTa kyAre lagADe ? iMjekzana ApavuM hoya tyAre ne ? tema guru kAMtapaNuM bajAve, paNa bhImapaNuM bajAvavA mATe. Aje to kAMtapaNuM ekaluM joie che, tenA bheguM bhImapaNuM jo Ave to bilakula na phAve. guru je kAMi kahe te, te rIte svIkArI levuM. bhaNAvanAra je rIte bhaNAve te rIte dalIla karyA vagara bhaNe to adhyApaka banI jAya. paNa te mATe dhIraja rAkhavI paDe. A kAMi jAdunI lAkaDI nathI ke pheravIe ne AvaDI jAya ! gurune A badhuM zIkhatAM chatrIsa varasa thayAM hoya to tamAre kamase kama chatrIsa mahinA to bhaNavuM paDe ne ? bIjA zrAvaka patAkAjevA kahyA che. pavana pramANe je pharaphara kare tevI patAkA hoya ne ? tema mUDha mANasonA paricayathI bhramita thai jAya, gurunA vacanano nizcaya na kare ane guruvacana para kharI bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 24 zraddhAvALo na hoya te zrAvaka patAkAjevA kahevAya. trIjA zrAvaka sthANu (vRkSanA ThUMThA) jevA kahyA che. potAnI mAnyatAne mUke nahi tene ThUMThAjevA kahevAya. gItArtha guru samajAve chatAM kadAgrahane na mUke te sthANujevA kahevAya. gItArtha tene kahevAya ke je utsarga-apavAda, dezakALa, dravyakSetrakALabhAva, bhUtabhaviSyavartamAna, dravya-guNaparyAya ityAdinA jJAtA hoya. AvA gItArtha gurunI pratye dveSa na dhare chatAM temanI pAse sAMbhaLelA arthane svIkAre nahi, kAraNa ke potAnI mAnyatAmAM kadAgrahI hoya. cothA kharaMTAjevA zrAvaka kahyA che. kharaMTAno svabhAva evo ke ene kADhavA mATe je prayatna kare te pote kharaDAya. azuci padArthane kADhavA jaie to azucithI ApaNe kharaDAie. tema je zrAvako gurunI zikhAmaNane pAchI vALuM, satya artha samajAvavA chatAM gurune unmArgadezaka, mUDha, nidbhava, zithila kahe te A rIte gurune kharaDatA hovAthI kharaMTatulya che. A cAra-cAra prakAranA zrAvakamAMthI sapatnI ane kharaMTatulya zrAvako nizcayathI mithyArdaSTi hoya che. vyavahArathI zrAvakayogya darzanavaMdanAdi kriyA karatA hovAthI temane zrAvaka kahyA che. A rIte prakArAMtare bhAvazrAvakanA adhikAramAM zrAvakanA prakAra samajAvI have bhAvazrAvakanuM svarUpa samajAvavA mATe tenAM cha lakSaNo jaNAve che. A lakSaNo saMvigna evA sugurubhagavaMtoe jaNAvyAM che. jeo mokSe javA mATe udyata thayelA hoya, mokSa pratye ati utkaTa rAga dharAvanArA hoya ane dharma pratye avicalazraddhAne dharanArA hoya bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 25

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temane saMvigna kahevAya. AvA saMvignabhagavaMto jaNAve che ke - 1. kRtavratakarma arthAt vratanuM karma-anuSThAna jeNe karyuM hoya, 2. zIlavAna, 3. guNavAna, 4. RjuvyavahArI - jeno saraLa vyavahAra hoya, 5. gurunI sevA karanAra hoya ane 6. pravacanamAM kuzaLa hoya. A cha lakSaNone ApaNe vistArathI samajI levAM che. temAM sauthI paheluM lakSaNa kRtavratakarma che. zrAvakane virati para ghaNo prema hovAthI te vratanuM kRtya-anuSThAna karyA vinA nathI raheto. tenI najara to virati para ja hoya. sarvathI virati na lai zake topaNa dezathI virati lIdhA vinA te na rahe. dhAraNA-abhigrahathI mAMDIne sarvavirati sudhInAM badhAM ja paccakhkhANa vratamAM Ave. jeTalI zakti ane ullAsa hoya teTaluM vrata le, paNa vrata gamatAM nathI - evuM na hoya. bIjuM eke vrata na lai zakAya topaNa samyaktvavrata to levuM che ne ? devagurudharmane mAnavAmAM koi takalIpha che ? samyaktvanA kAraNe khAvApIvAmAM koi kacAza AvI jaze ke rojiMdA vyavahAramAM koi khAmI Avaze - evuM to nathI ne ? mAtra mithyAtvInI sAthe dhArmika saMbaMdha na joie - AmAM kAMi takalIpha che ? sa0 samAjamAM, vyavahAramAM beThA chIe, eTalApUratI bAMdhachoDa karI Apo. bAMdhachoDa karavAnI jarUra ja kyAM che ? rAjAbhiyoga, balAbhiyoga vagere ekeyano saMbhava na hoya chatAM chUTa ApavAnI - A te kevuM ? ADoza-pADozanI sAthe te rIte vATakIvyavahAra vagere bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo 0 26 karo - tenI nA nathI paNa temanI sAthe dhArmika saMbaMdha na joDavo, temanA dhArmika prasaMge hAjarI na ApavI - eTaluM to bane ne ? e pUche ke amArA guru e guru nathI ? sa tene kahevAnuM ke - eka DaoNkTaranI davA karIe to bIjAne hajAma mAnIe ke kahIe evuM nathI ne ? to ahIM zA mATe evuM vicAravuM ? enA gurune kuguru kahevAnI jarUra nathI ane sAthe enA prasaMgamAM hAjarI ApavAnI ya jarUra nathI. teo ApaNA prasaMge na Ave to ciMtA nathI. Ave to vadhAvIzuM, bAkI na Ave to parANe nathI lAvavA. samakitInI najara virati ane viratidhara pratye hoya. dIkSA levAnI zakti na hoya topaNa svAmInArAyaNanA saMnyAsI na thavAya. vairAgya pragaTyo nathI mATe cAritradharma na lai zakuM paNa mithyAdharmano upAsaka banuM - evo kAyara huM nathI... ATalI khumArI to joie ne ? samyaktva levAnuM ane sAcavavAnuM kAma saheluM nathI. samyaktvamAM apavAda ApavAno adhikAra paNa teno che ke jeNe tamane samyaktva uccarAvyuM hoya. game teTalA samAja ke vyavahAramAM beThA hoie, dharmanI bAbatamAM to makkama thavuM ja paDe. jenI najara virati pratye hoya tenuM samyaktva sthira hoya. zraddhA to viratinI ja joie, arthakAmanI nahi. zraddhAnA viSaya tarIke samyaktvamAM paNa viratinuM ja prAdhAnya che. dIkSA yAda karIne traNe TaMka eka eka vastuno tyAga kare to tyAganA saMskAra majabUta bane ne ? nAnI paNa virati vinA eke divasa javo na joie. bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 27

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viratino prema hoya tene roja mATe eka nAno paNa niyama joie ja. mana pavitra che, manamAM Asakti nathI mATe vAparavAmAM vAMdho nahi... AvI banAvaTa nahi karavAnI. Asakti nathI to pravRtti zA mATe karo cho ? - ema pUchavuM paDe ne ? viSa pratye Asakti nathI to te vAparavAnI pravRtti karo cho ? Asakti nathI to tyAga karatAM roke che koNa ? Aje to AvA anAsakto(?)no rAphaDo Ubho thayo che ke Asakti na hoya to khAvAmAM vAMdho nahi. zAstrakAro kahe che ke dharma to tyAgapradhAna che. viSayo viSadharajevA che to tenI Asakti ja TALavI che ke pravRtti paNa ? bhoga hoya tyAM Asakti hoya ja - ema ApaNA mATe samajI rAkhavuM. paMkho cAlu hoya to tyAM nirlepapaNe besavuM nathI, khasI javuM che. 'Asakti na hoya to vAMdho nahi' evuM bolavAnI jarUra nathI. Asakti na hoya to dareka jAtano vAMdho che ja. kAraNa ke Asakti na hoya to eke pravRtti nahi karAya. jene dareka vastumAM vAMdhA paDe 'AvuM ja joie, A rIte ja joie...' A badhAM nATaka AsaktinAM ja che ne ? jene vAMdhA paDe tene Asakti hoya ja. viSayono tyAga karyA vinA jeo vairAgyanI vAta kare che teo apathyano tyAga karyA vinA roganI cikitsA karanArA jevA che. sa0 enAthI roga na maTe. eTaluM ja nahi, uparathI roga vakaraze. sTarlAijha karyA vagara jo DresiMga karavAmAM Ave to sepTika thAya ne ? tema viSayomAM krodha, bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo 0 28 mAna, lobha AdinA jaMtu paDelA che tethI eno tyAga karyA vinA vairAgya nahi ja Ave. sa0 zreNikamahArAjA kSAyikasamakitI hatA chatAM temanI pAse A paheluM lakSaNa kaI rIte hatuM ? zreNikamahArAjA pAse samyaktvavrata to hatuM ne ? roja bhagavAna je dizAmAM hoya te dizAmAM sonAnA javalAno sAthiyo karavAno niyama hato ne ? vrata eTale niyama. jyAre virati eTale pApathI virAma pAmavuM. aviratidhara hovAthI eka paNa pApathI virAma na pAmI zakyA chatAM sAmAnya niyama svarUpa vratanuM kRtya karma temaNe kareluM ja hatuM. vaMkacUle cAra niyama lIdhA ke kAgaDAnuM mAMsa na khAvuM, ajANyuM phaLa na khAvuM, paTTarANInuM sevana na karavuM ane sAta DagalAM pAchaLa khasyA vinA prahAra nA karavo. to eTalA niyamathI samyaktvAdinI vizuddhi pAmyA ne ? ApaNI pAse A cAra niyama nathI chatAM ApaNe dharmAtmA ne ? sa0 e to bharahesaramAM sthAna pAmI gayA. tamAruM nAma to tamAre derAsara-upAzrayamAM ja lagADavuM che ne ? sa0 bharahesaramAM nAma AvI zake evuM nathI mATe tyAM lagADIe chIe. bharahesaramAM tamAruM nAma dhAro to lAvI zako cho. kAraNa ke temAM 'emAi mahAsattA' kahyuM che, temAM 'Adi' padathI tamAruM grahaNa thai zake ema che. vrata pratye prema haze to virati maLaze. bhAvazrAvakanAM che lakSaNo - 29

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jamaNavAramAM mitra vagerenuM mAna rAkhavA ekAda TukaDo ke chevaTe AMgaLIthI paNa cAkhIne mAna rAkho ne? tema nAnuM paNa vrata laine viratinuM mAna jALavavuM che? kaMika ne kaMika niyama viratinA prema levo che. baMdhanamAM Avazo to avirati tUTyA vinA nahi rahe. ekavIsa guNonuM varNana koi guNasthAnakane AzrayIne nathI, sarvasAmAnya che. jyAre bhAvazrAvakanA svarUpanuM varNana cothApAMcamA guNaThANAne AzrayIne che. A yogyatAnuM varNana eTalA mATe che ke jethI te guNaThANAne ApaNe pAmI zakIe. bhUtakALanI sAdhanA hoya ane karmanI laghutA hoya to A bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo svarUpa yogyatA pAmavAnuM kAma saraLa che. jeo pAse bhUtakALanI sAdhanA na hoya teo paNa viziSTa koTinA puruSArthapUrvaka A yogyatAne pAmI zake te mATe A guNonuM varNana che. eka vAra virati pratye prema keLavAya to yogyatA keLavavAnuM kAma kaparuM nathI. zrImaMta mANasane paNa paisA pratye Adara kevo hoya ? karoDapati mANasa paNa potAnA khIsAmAMthI paDelI cAra AnI paNa vAMko vaLIne lai le che. cAra AnI ochI thAya to tene kazo ja pharaka paDavAno nathI. chatAM e jevA deto nathI - A ja paisAnA premane sUcave che. te rIte viratinA premanA kAraNe zrAvakane nAnI paNa virati pratye atyaMta Adara hoya che. A saMsAramAM jo baMdhana svIkArI laie to kAyama mATe baMdhanathI mukta thai zakIzuM. Aje tamArI-amArI takalIpha e che ke avirati jeTalI game che teTalI virati nathI ja gamatI. tyAga karyAno, niyama lIdhAno AnaMda nathI, khAdhApIdhAno AnaMda che. dAna ApyA pachI paNa dAnano prema nathI, je vasAvyuM che teno ja AnaMda che ne ? amane paNa chUTa maLe tyAre AnaMda thAya, pALavuM paDe tyAre duHkha thAya. jayAM sudhI sukhathI virAma pAmavAnI bhAvanA nahi jAge tyAM sudhI sarvavirati pAmI paNa nahi zakAya ane pALI paNa nahi zakAya. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke kaSTa paDyA pachI paNa jeo vrataniyama kare tenI buddhi atyaMta uttama koTinI che. tamAre tyAM paNa premanI parIkSA sukhanA DhagalAmAM thAya ke du:khanA DuMgaromAM? sukhanA DhagalAmAM prema karIe te to sukha maLe che, sukha Ape che mATe ja karIe; du:khamAM prema hoya to te sAco kahevAya ne ? sa0 virati pratye prema to che paNa viratinAM kaSTa joine bhaya lAge che. patnI pratye prema hoya ane tenI vaiyAvacca karavI paDe to patnI pratyeno prema ghaTI jAya ? eka bhAie paMdara varSa sudhI potAnI patnInI sevA karelI, patnI pratyeno prema kadAca osare topaNa kaSTa paDyA pachI paisAno prema to na ja ghaTe ne ? sa, tyAM to takalIpha takalIpha nathI lAgatI. tenuM kAraNa aviratino prema che. aviratinA premanA kAraNe tyAMnI takalIpha takalIpha nathI lAgatI tema ahIM paNa viratinA premavALAne sAdhupaNAnAM kaSTo kaSTarUpa nathI lAgatAM. du:kha to koine gamatuM nathI chatAM tame aviratinA premathI ane ame viratinA bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 30 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 31

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premathI duHkha bhogavIe chIe. duHkha AvavA chatAM aviratino prema jo dhovAto na hoya to viratino prema kaI rIte dhovAya ? sa0 bhaya satAvato hoya to zuM karavuM ? bhaya satAvato hoya to bhagavAnanA zaraNe javAnuM. zrI vIravijayajI mahArAjAe paNa pUjAmAM kahyuM che ke- bhaya mohanI cihuM disIe... cAlo ne sakhI vIra kane jaI vasIe. Aje tamane bhaya zeno che ? cAritramohanIyano ke azAtAno ? sava che to cAritramohanIyano, paNa azAtAnA bhayathI pAchA paDIe chIe. lAbhAMtarAyano bhaya che mATe bajAramAM jAo cho ne ? lAbhAMtarAya naDe mATe bajAramAM janArAne azAtAvedanIya na naDe ne ? tema cAritramohanIya naDe che mATe sAdhupaNAmAM janArAne paNa azAtAvaMdanIya na naDe - kharuM ne ? jayAM sudhI sukha game che tyAM sudhI mohanIyakarma naDe che - ema samajI levuM. je divase du:kha game te divase mohanIyakarmano kSayopazama thayo ema samajavuM. sukha pratye, avirati pratye napharata jAge to ja virati pratye prema keLavAze. Aje to takalIpha ghaNI che. pahelAM jeo sAMje skUlamAMthI moDA Ave to sAMje bhUkhyA sUI jatA hatA, Aje teo potAnAM saMtAno rAtribhojana karatA thayA teno bacAva karavA lAgyA. kAraNa ke dIkaro kamAya che, paisA lAve che ! sa0 rAtre vAparavuM ke vaparAvavuM paDe che - tenuM duHkha hoya. duHkha hoya to bacAva to na kare ne ? ane jo du:kha hoya to dhaMdho ocho karI nAMkhe. paisA ochA maLaze to cAlaze paNa rAtre vAparavuM paDe e rIte ophise nathI javuM. eka bhAi jhaverI bajAramAM kAma karatA hatA. tyAre chokarAone rAtribhojana karavuM paDe che - evuM lAgyuM to chokarAone kahI dIdhuM ke rAtre jamavuM paDe e rIte ophisa nathI calAvavI. paisA ochA maLaze to cAlaze, paNa sAMje ophisa baMdha karI devI. A rIte zrAvako rAtribhojanano tyAga paNa karatA ane paisAno lobha paNa ocho karatA. jyAre Aje to jhaverI bajAramAM ja nahi, ThekaThekANe covihArahAusa thai gayAM. eTale rAtribhojananuM pApa gayuM paNa sukhano lobha vadhato gayo. kadAca gharethI Tiphina laine jAta to be vastuthI nirvAha karavAnuM banata. A to garamAgarama khAvA maLe, dhaMdhAmAM koi AMca na Ave. dharama ane dhaMdho : be ya sAthe cAle. anukULatA bhogavIne paNa dharmAtmA kahevaDAvavuM che ne ? sa0 covihArahAusamAM na javAya ? e mane pUcho cho ? covihArahAusa lokone zrAvaka banAvavA mATe che. ApaNe zrAvaka banavA mATe A vAta karIe chIe, banAvavA mATe nahi. jene zrAvaka banavuM hoya te covihArahAusamAM na jAya. covihArahAusamAM jatA thayA eTale pratikramaNa paNa cUkatA gayA. enA badale ophisa baMdha karIne ghare javAnuM rAkhyuM hoya to mAtra rAtribhojananA pApathI bacAya eTaluM ja nahi, sAthe bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 32 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 33

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dhaMdhAnA pApathI bacAya, sukhanA lobha para kApa mukAya ane pratikramaNa paNa thai zake. jene zrAvaka banavuM hoya te sAdhu thavAno bhAva pahelAM keLave. ane jene sAdhu thavAno bhAva hoya te paisAno lobha vadhe evuM eka pagaluM na bhare. sa0 nokariyAtavarga zuM kare ? nokariyAtavarganI ciMtA tame choDI do, e loko ekAsaNAM AyaMbila karIne nokarI karavA taiyAra che. savAre AyaMbilanI rasoi TiphinamAM lai jaine bapore evuM ne evuM TADhuM bhojana karI AyaMbila karanArA joyA che ane evA pAchA dIkSA ya pAmI gayA che. dharma karavA mATe kayA bAraNe pesavuM che evo vicAra karavAne badale kai bArImAMthI chaTakavuM che - Avo vicAra zA mATe karo cho ? duHkha veThavuM nathI ane anukULatAno rAga choDavo nathI, enI ja A moMkANa che. amAre tyAM paNa guruthI chUTA paDanArA ema kahe che ke - mArI ArAdhanA thatI nathI, paNa ema nathI kahetA ke mAre du:kha nathI bhogavavuM. khoTI phariyAda kare teno nikAla kai rIte thAya ? meghakumAre sAcI phariyAda karI to temano nistAra thai gayo. sa0 meghakumArane bhagavAne zuM samajAvyuM ? meghakumArane bhagavAne kahyuM hatuM ke AnA karatAM vadhu duHkha tuM bhogavIne Avyo che. atyAre to saMthArAmAM ja dhULa AvI che, arthakAma mATe loko dhULamAM UMdhe che... sAdhupaNAmAM du:kha che mATe nathI AvatA evI vAta ja nathI, duHkha joituM nathI, bhogavavuM nathI mATe nathI AvatA - e hakIkata che. sa0 cAritramohanIya tUTe to du:kha bhogavavAnuM mana thAya, A to anAdinA saMskAra ja evA che ne... anAdinA saMskAra che - ema kahetA ho to to tamane kahevuM che ke anAdithI sukha bhogavavAnA nahi, duHkha bhogavavAnA ja saMskAra che. nigodamAMthI du:kha ja bhogavatA AvyA chIe ne ? anAdinI vAta to javA do, A bhavamAM paNa pahelAM duHkha ja bhogavyuM che ne ? pahelAM cAlImAM rahetA hatA ne game tenAthI calAvatA hatA ne? have baMgalAmAM AvyA eTale pelA saMskAra jatA rahyA ne ? zakti to ghaNI che, mAtra vRtti keLavavAnI jarUra che. saMgraha karelI zakti smazAnamAM bALavA ja kAma lAgavAnI che, enA badale sAdhupaNA mATe phoravavAmAM zuM vAMdho che? atyAra sudhI duHkha kai rIte TALavuM ane sukha kai rIte meLavavuM emAM ja badhI zakti phoravI nAMkhI che ne ? sukha choDavAnA saMskAra pADyA hota to naMdISaNamuninI jema jJAnanI sAdhanA, sukhanAM sAdhano vacce paNa sahajatAthI karI zakata. naMdISaNamuni vezyAne ghera rahIne dasane pratibodhatA hatA. jayAre Aje to amArAM sAdhusAdhvI upAzrayamAM, gurunI nizrAmAM paNa dasa gAthA gokhavA rAjI nathI. sa0 patita thayA pachI paNa ATalo prabaLa vairAgya naMdISaNamuni kaI rIte rAkhI zakyA ? bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 34 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 35

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teozrI karmanA yoge paDyA hatA, mananA kAraNe nahi. tethI ja vairAgya jALavI zakyA ane enA yoge punarutthAna paNa pAmI gayA. svAdhyAya pratye prema jAge to bhalabhalA bacI jAya. sa0 temanI pAse dezanAlabdhi hatI ne ? dezanAlabdhi emane ema nathI maLatI. agiyAra aMgano abhyAsa karIne badhuM upasthita rAkhyuM hatuM. A labdhi adhyayanamAMthI maLe che. svAdhyAyamAM evI tAkAta che ke jenA yoge kliSTa karmanI nirjarA sAdhI zakAya. manavacanakAyAnI ekAgratA jyAre hoya tyAre apratima nirjarA thAya. mana kyAMya bhaTakatuM hoya, vacana bIje vyAvRta hoya ne kAyA anyatra pravartatI hoya to gokhavA chatAM na AvaDe. gokhavAnA kAraNe AvaDe che - evuM nathI. gokhatI vakhate je ekAgratA rAkhavAmAM Ave che tenA yoge AvaraNa khasavAthI AvaDe che. ekAgratAthI gokhIe to tarata gAthA caDhI jAya ane DAphoLiyAM mAratAM gokhe to so-hajAra vAra gokhavA chatAM gAthA na caDhe. Aje tamane dezivarati gamI gai che mATe sarvavirati maLatI nathI. dharmanI ArAdhanA sArI cAle che - evuM jyAM sudhI lAgaze tyAM sudhI sAdhupaNuM nahi maLe. je divase ema lAgaze ke gRhasthapaNAmAM ArAdhanA barAbara nathI thatI te divase sAdhupaNuM maLaze. A to koi paNa pUche ke - kema che ? ArAdhanA sArI cAle che ? - to uparathI kahe ke - 'deva guru pasAye'. tamArA deva-guru kayA ? sukha maLe ane duHkha TaLe - e ja tamArA devaguru che ne ? bhAvazrAvakanAM che lakSaNo * 36 koi pUche ke kema cAle che, to kahevuM ke AyuSya ghaTe che, pApa vadhe che ane dharmanI bhAvanA ghaTatI cAlI che. mATe kazuM bolavAjevuM nathI. ApaNe joi gayA ke vratakarma karavuM e bhAvazrAvakanuM paheluM lakSaNa che. A vrata ke niyama levAno vidhi ahIM jaNAvyo che. koi Ape eTale niyama lai levo ema nathI jaNAvyuM. 1. sauthI pahelAM gItArtha guru pAse vratanuM AkarNana karavuM arthoduM sAMbhaLavuM, pachI 2. tene jANavuM artha vratanuM svarUpa samajavuM. tyAra bAda 3. vratane AdarapUrvaka levuM - grahaNa karavuM ane 4. vratanuM niraticArapaNe pAlana karavuM. vrata sAMbhaLavAnuM paNa te gItArtha guru pAse, ApaNane jenI sAthe phAve evA sahavartI ke kalyANamitra pAse nahi. joke sahavartI ke kalyANamitra jo sAco hoya to te guru pAse lai gayA vinA na rahe. Aje to sarakhesarakhAno yoga che ! badhA ja gItArtha hoya to koNa kone salAha Ape ? ghaNA agItArtha bhegA thAya eTale gItArthatA na Ave. so AMdhaLA bhegA thAya to dekhatA thai jAya ? ApaNane phAve evuM kahe te gItArtha nathI. zAstranuM vacana je samajAve tenuM nAma gItArtha. A gItArtha pAse sAMbhaLavAnI paNa vidhi che. vinaya ane bahumAnapUrvaka gItArthanI pAse jaine bhaNavuM. vinaya eTale bAhyathI pratipatti arthAt bAhya je abhyutthAnAdi karavuM tenuM nAma vinaya. guru Ave tyAre UbhA thavuM, temane Asana ApavuM, temanA besyA pachI besavuM, bhaktibhAvathI temanA zarIranI sevA karavI... A badho bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 37

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vinaya che. jayAre bahumAna e AMtarika prIti svarUpa che. jeTalA paNa mAnanIya puruSa che temAM sauthI zreSTha A che, A ja paMDita - atyaMta buddhizALI che, A ja mahAtmA che, A ja mArA tAraka che... AvA prakArano je AMtarika bhAva che tene bahumAna kahevAya. pathArIe paDelA dardIne DaoNkTara pratye je prIti hoya tene bahumAna kahevAya. pathArImAMthI potAnI jAte paDakhuM paNa pheravI na zake chatAM DaoNkTarane jovA mAtrathI dardInA mukha upara je prasannatAnI rekhA dekhAya che te bahumAnane sUcave che. AMtarika prIti hoya to zakti hovA chatAM bAhya kriyA na kare - evuM na bane ne ? vinaya na Acare ne bahumAnanI vAta kare e to banAvaTa che. Aje tame gharAka Ave to UbhA thAo ke guru Ave to ? paisA pratye je AMtarika prIti che te virati pratye nathI ne ? vinaya ane bahumAnanI caturbhAgI che. vinaya ane bahumAna baMne zrI gautasvAmImAM hatAM. ekalo vinaya vinayaratna pAse hato ane ekaluM bahumAna mAMdA mANasa pAse maLe. ane vinaya-bahumAna baMnethI rahita ApaNe badhA chIe - barAbara ne ? sa0 vinaya ane bahumAnamAM bahumAna caDhe ne ? ema kahIne avinayanI chUTa levI che? bemAMthI eke na caDhe, baMne sAthe joie. ApaNA mATe beya sarakhA che, eke vinA nahi cAle. jamaNo hAtha caDhe ke DAbo ? jamavA jamaNo caDhe paNa sApha karavA DAbo caDhe ne ? mATe AvI zaMkA na karavI. bhAvazrAvakanI yogyatA keLavyA pachI bhAvazrAvakanA guNo kevA hoya che te samajAvavAnuM kAma ahIM graMthakArazrIe karyuM che. yogyatA pAmyA pachI kArya karavAmAM Ave to te dIpI UThe. Aje ApaNe dharma pAmI na zakyA hoie te kAM to ayogya hovAnA kAraNe kAM to arthI na hovAnA kAraNe pAmI nathI zakyA - emAM koI be mata nathI ne ? Aje kadAca ApaNe ayogya hovA chatAM koi ApaNane ayogya kahe to te ApaNane gamatuM nathI ne ? jayAre ahIM dharmamArgamAM zAstrakAro ApaNane ayogya tarIke puravAra kare to kAMi na thAya ne ? ke ApaNuM bhAgya paravArI gayuM che - ema lAge? ahIM bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNa sAmAnyathI batAvyAM che tenA covIsa bheda jaNAvyA che. ApaNAmAM yogyatA na hoya to chevaTe arthIpaNuM meLavIne yogyatA keLavI levI che. ApaNe kadAca bhAvazrAvaka hoie topaNa A 24 lakSaNa vinA ApaNuM A bhAvazrAvakapaNuM lAMbA kALa sudhI TakI nahi zake. virati pratye prema hoya tenAthI bhAvanI zarUAta thAya che. dharma pAmyA vinA mukti nahi maLe ane cAritra sivAya bIjo koi dharma nathI : AvuM mAnanAro bhAvazrAvaka hoya, cAritra vinA mukti nathI : e zraddhA jeTalI hoya tenAthI vadhu zraddhA cAritra kyAre maLe - e bhAvanI hoya. je vastu upayogamAM Ave evI hoya te vastu kyAre maLe evA bhAvathI te mATe talapApaDa thaie ne ? jo mAtra kalAka sudhI ja dukAne khullI rahevAnI hoya to jamavAnuM mAMDI vALIne paNa vastu bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 38 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 39

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levA jAo ne ? sukha kyAre maLe e bhAvanAthI zrAvaka du:khI na hoya, dIkSA kyAre maLaze e bhAvanAthI zrAvaka duHkhI hoya. samyakatva pAmavAno tene AnaMda hoya paNa sAthe cAritra na maLyAnuM duHkha tene pArAvAra hoya. AthI ja te vratakarma karavA tatpara bane. temAM ApaNe joi gayA ke zrAvaka gItArtha pAse vratane vinaya-bahumAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLe. vinaya kone kahevAya te tamane zIkhavavAnI jarUra nathI. eka vAkyamAM kahuM to - sAmAnuM ApaNI pratyenuM je vartana ApaNane rucikara bane tenuM nAma vinaya. Aje ApaNe vinaya bhale na karatA hoie topaNa bIjA ApaNo vinaya kare to gamyA vinA na rahe. ApaNe AvIe ne koi UbhuM thai jAya, 'tame kema sAmethI AvyA, huM AvI jAta ityAdi bole to evo vinaya gamI jAya ne ? Avo vinaya bIjA pratye na AcarIe ne ? sa0 Avo vinaya moTA ane upakArI pratye karavAno ne ? nA, dareka pratye vinaya AcaravAno che. A duniyAmAM koNe ApaNA upara upakAra nathI karyo ? chevaTe anAzAtanA nAmano vinaya badhA pratye AcaravAno che. ApaNe nAnAnI paNa AzAtanA karavI nathI. jenI pAsethI guNa joie tenI AzAtanA na karavI. nAnA pAse je vinayaguNa che te to ApaNane joie che ne ? guNa e uMmaranA kAraNe nathI AvatA. mATe vinaya karatAM zIkhI levuM. vinaya pachI bahumAnanuM svarUpa jaNAvatAM kahyuM che ke A mArA guru-bhavanitAraka che, atyaMta buddhizALI che, A mahAtmA che... AvA bhAvathI vrata sAMbhaLavuM. Avo bhAva guru pratye Ave ne ? Aje jeTaluM bahumAna DrAivara para che, nAvika para che eTale guru para nathI ne ? bhagavAna pratye paNa je bahumAna che te bhagavAna bhava sudhAre che mATe ? ke bhavathI nistAre che mATe ? ApaNuM kAma kare mATe bhAva jAge tene bahumAna nahi, mAna kahevAya. ApaNuM kAma na kare chatAM pAra utAre mATe bhAva jAge tene bahumAna kahevAya. A badhI vAta mAtra vrata sAMbhaLavA mATenI che. guNa joie che mATe vinaya-bahumAna karavAnAM che, gurunA puNyamAM nahAvA mATe nahi. Aje amAre tyAM paNa guru pratye bahumAna kyAre jAge ? guru potAnuM mAne to bahumAna jAge, gurunuM mAnavA mATe bahumAna nathI ne ? je divase guru na mAne te divase guru pratyenuM bahumAna nAza pAme. Ane bahumAna na kahevAya. bahumAnanI jarUra gurunuM mAnavA mATe che. DokaTara pratye bahumAna zenA kAraNe hoya ? roga dUra karanAra che, jANakAra che, jazarekhA sArI che mATe ja ne? tema guru pratye paNa bhavAnistArakatAnI bhAvanAthI ane jJAnAdinA ApanArA hovAthI bahumAna hovuM joIe. vinayabahumAnanI caturbhAgI jaNAvatAM graMthakArazrI kahe che ke koi dhUrta parijJAnano arthI thai bAhyathI vaMdanAdi vinayanuM AcaraNa kare che jayAre haiyAthI bhAre karmI hovAthI guru pratye bhAvazrAvakanAM che lakSaNo : 40 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 41

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bahumAnabhAvane dhAraNa nathI karato. je laghukarmI hoya te nirjarArthI hoya. A bhArekarmI jIva potAnA svArthanI siddhi mATe jJAnano arthI hovAthI guru pAse bhaNavA mATe Ave tyAre bahArathI vinaya AcaravA chatAM aMtarathI bahumAna na hovAthI tene dhUrta-ThagAro kapaTI kahyo. zrAvaka mATe AvI kalpanA kema karI - evI zaMkA na karavI. kAraNa ke A to jIvanA svabhAvanuM varNana che. tenA kAraNe guNasaMpannanI AzAtanAno prasaMga nathI Avato. bIjo haiyAthI bahumAnane dhAraNa karato hovA chatAM zaktithI vikala hovAthI vinaya AcarI nathI zakato. jyAre jeonuM najIkamAM ja kalyANa thavAnuM hoya te jIvo vinaya ane bahumAna baMne pUratA pramANamAM Acare che. jema ke sudarzanazreSThI. jyAre je jIvo atyaMta gurukarmI hoya che teo vinaya ane bahumAna : baMneno tyAga kare che. A jIvo sauthI ayogya che. AvA avinayI ane abahumAnI jIvone AgamAnusArI eka paNa pravRttinuM kathana karavuM yogya nathI. zrI sthAnAMgasUtramAM cAra prakAranA avAcanIya - jene vAcanA na ApI zakAya evA jIvo kahelA che. jene AgamanA padArtho samajAvI na zakAya temane avAcanIya kahyA che. 1. avinIta, 2. vigaimAM pratibaddha eTale atyaMta Asakta, 3. aviosiyapAhuDa (avijoSitaprAkRta) - jeNe mAyA vagere kaSAyane upazamAvyA na hoya. 4. atyaMta krodhAdine dharanAro - kaSAyI. A cAramAMthI sauthI pahelo avinIta jaNAvyo che te cothA bhAMgAmAM rahelo bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo = 42 gaNavAno . bIjA naMbare vigaimAM pratibaddhane vAcanA mATe ayogya gaNyo che. kAraNa ke vigaio - mAdaka padArtho e bhayaMkara koTino pramAda che. je khAnapAnamAM Asakta hoya tene bhaNAvAya nahi. tethI ja AgamagraMthonA joga AyaMbilathI karAvavAmAM Ave che tyAra bAda ja Agamo bhaNavAno adhikAra maLe che. tema ja jeo atyaMta-kaSAyI hoya temane paNa bhaNAvAya nahi. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke Adeza arthAr AjJAne AzrayIne vinIta-avinIta vagereno vibhAga pADIne je vinIta hoya tene jJAnAdikanI vRddhi kare evo upadeza madhuravANIe Apavo. jyAre avinItane upadeza Apavo nakAmo che. jema je loDhuM ghaMTa banAvavA mATe yogya hoya te loDhAthI sAdaDI banAvavAno vyartha prayAsa koNa kare ? ghaMTa mATenuM loDhuM keTaluM kaThina hoya che - te to jANo cho ne ? e ghaMTa kevo nakkara hoya ? tenI sAthe mAthuM aphaLAya to mAthuM phUTe ke ghaMTa ? tema ayogyane AgamanI vAcanA na apAya. sa0 jIva bhale ayogya hoya paNa guru to karuNAsaMpanna hovAthI hita kare ne ? karuNA paNa paththara para karavAnI ke mANasa upara ? DaoNkTara bebhAnane sAjo kare paNa maDadAne jIvato kyAMthI kare ? sa0 thoDI yogyatA hoya to karuNA kare ne ? thoDI yogyatA haze to te vadhArIzuM. patarAnuM loDhuM hoya to sAdaDI banAvazuM, paNa ghaMTanuM loDhuM hoya to vicAra mAMDI vALavo bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 43

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paDe ne? avinayajevo bhayaMkara eke doSa nathI. AhArAdi saMjJA to dareka gatinA jIvone hoya che. manuSyonI vizeSatA vinayaguNane laine che. AthI ja kahyuM che ke vinaya vinAno nara pazutulya che. Aje koino vinaya karavAnuM pAlave evuM nathI. sAdhupaNAmAM paNa A vinayaguNa nAza pAmyo tethI jhaghaDA zarU thayA. comAsA mATe TukaDI mokalI hoya to bIjA varase badalavI paDe. kAraNa ke bIjAnuM nabhAvavAnI vRtti nathI. veThI laie to vinaya Ave. sahana karatAM AvaDe to vinaya TakI rahe. je sahana na kare te avinayI banyA vinA na rahe. vinayI to guru je Ape te pAtra sAthe javA taiyAra hoya. jene veThI levuM che te pAtranI pasaMdagI karavA na bese. sukha bhogavavuM ja nathI - tene game te pAtra cAle. sukha bhogavavuM hoya tenA mATe pasaMdagIno avakAza che. zreNika mahArAjA jevA vidyA mATe mAtaMgano vinaya kare to ApaNe jJAna mATe guruno vinaya kema na karIe ? sahana karI laie to kazI takalIpha nathI. vinaya karavAthI ApaNe nAnA nahi thai jaie. bahumAna rAkhavAthI halakA nahi banIe, uparathI karmathI haLavA banIzuM. guru ApaNI sAthe jene mokale tene kharAba mAnavAnuM kAma zuM che ? jene mAtra vratanuM zravaNa karavAnuM che te paNa jo guruno ATalo vinaya karato hoya to jene gurue ratnatrayI ApI hoya te keTalo vinaya kare ? tene guru pratye kevuM bahumAna hoya ? A vratanuM zravaNa goThiyA pAse nahi gItArtha pAse karavAnuM che. gItArtha kone kahevAya ? gIta eTale sUtra ane artha eTale sUtrano artha. A sUtra ane arthanA je jANakAra hoya tene gItArtha kahevAya. Aje ghaNA pUchavA Ave ke phalANA-phalANAnA vyAkhyAnamAM javAya ? ApaNe kahevuM paDe ke - jene kazuM joituM ja na hoya te game tyAM jAya tenI ciMtA nathI. jo kaMika pAmavuM hoya to sUtrArthanA jANakAra pAse javuM. je jANakAra na hoya te tamane zuM samajAvavAnA ? jANakAra to tamane je naDatuM hoya te ja tarata jaNAvI de. duHkhatI nasa dabAve to kAma thai jAya ne? rAga jene naDato hoya tene rAganA pAtrathI dUra khasavAnuM kahe. dveSa naDato hoya to tenI pAse jaIne mAphI mAMgavAnuM kahe. te je mAMge te ApI devAnuM kahe. moha naDato hoya to bhaNavA besADI de. arjuna jevAno moha paNa zrIkRSNa gItAnA upadeza dvArA dUra karyo ne ? mahAbhAratanA yuddha vakhate "A mArA kAkA che, bhAi che...' ityAdi saMmohathI arjuna laDavA taiyAra thato na hato. tyAM kRSNa samajAvyuM ke koi koine haNatuM nathI... A to anyAya sAme yuddha che... ityAdi samajAvyuM to arjune kahyuM ke naSTo mo:sa0 arjunane jema sArathi maLyA to te yuddhamAM jItyA tema amArA sArathi paNa Apa cho ! ame sArathi to kharA paNa amAro ratha ja khAlI che - zuM karIe ?! tamAre pAmavuM hoya to gItArthanI pAse javuM. sUtranuM nAma bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 44 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 45

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Ape, eno artha kahe, potAnuM DahApaNa na DahoLa, vAtavAtamAM vaDIlanuM nAma daine kahe - tenuM nAma gItArtha. vistAra karavAno adhikAra amAro, sarjanano nahi. sarjana to mahApuruSo karI gayA che - teno ja A vistAra che. caTai banAvatAM na AvaDe paNa pAtharatAM to AvaDe ne ? AvA gItArtha pAse zravaNa karavuM. jayAre jayAre dharmanI zarUAta karIe tyAre tame ke ame loko AcAranI upekSA karatA hoie chIe. anya darzanakAroe paNa kahyuM che ke "gavara: prathama varSa: ' Aje dharma karatI vakhate mAtra pravRtti karyA karavI che paNa nivRtti karavI nathI. zAstrakAro kahe che ke dharma nivRttipradhAna che. jene sArI vastu ApavI hoya tenI pAsethI kharAba vastu pahelAM choDAvavI paDe ne ? dharma karAvavA pahelAM pApa choDAvavuM paDe. Aje tamArI-amArI dAnata eka ja che ke sAruM karavuM che paNa kharAba choDavuM nathI. dAna ApavuM che paNa paisA kamAvAnuM kAma cAlu rAkhavuM che ne ? sa0 na kamAya to dAna kyAMthI Ape ? ATalA varase tame Avo prazna pUcho cho? dAna to jenI pAse hoya teNe ApavAnuM che. bAkI ApavA mATe kamAvAnI vAta bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM nathI. peTa mATe, AjIvikA mATe, kuTuMbanA paripAlana mATe kamAvAnuM kAma karatA hoya tyAre temAMthI dAna ApavAnI vAta che. dAna ApavA mATe kamAvAnI vAta ja nathI. dIkSA levA nIkaLelAe paNa pAse paisA hoya to varasIdAna ApavAnuM, nahi to nahi. pArake paise varasIdAna ApavAno vidhi nathI. sa0 bIjA Ape to ? bIjA Ape topaNa levuM nahi, tene kahevuM ke tamArA paisAnuM varasIdAna tame jAte Apo. jeno paiso hoya te choDe. dIkSA ApaNe levAnI ane paisA bIjAnA uchALIe - e na cAle. ApavA mATe kamAvAnI to vAta ja nahi karavAnI. je zAstrakAro arthane anarthabhUta kahe te zAstrakAro arthane kamAvAno upadeza Ape - evuM kyAre ya na bane. dharma mATe paNa kamAvAnI vAta puNya tarIke na jaNAvAya. nItithI kamAvAnI vAta nathI, kamAtI vakhate nIti karavAnI vAta che. nItithI kamAvuM e dharma nathI. kamAvuM paDe topaNa anIti na karavI - tenuM nAma dharma. amArAM sAdhusAdhvI paNa bolavA mAMDyAM ke kAmaLInA kALamAM kAmaLI oDhIne javAya. zAstramAM kahyuM hatuM ke kAmaLInA kALamAM javuM paDe to kAmaLI oDhIne javuM. tame paNa zuM kaho ? cAlavuM hoya to joDAM paheravAM ke jo DAM paherIne cAlavAnuM ? tyAM jema samajAya che tema ahIM paNa samajI levuM. sa0 zrAvake abhigraha lIdho hoya ke ATaluM kamAine dharmamAM ApIza to tevA vakhate kamAvAnI rajA zAstramAM ApI che - ema keTalAka mahAtmA samajAve che. e vAta kamAvAnI chUTa mATe paNa nathI ane dharma mATe kamAvAnI paNa e vAta nathI. je vastu zaMkAgraMthamAM jaNAvI che, bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 46 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 47

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tene vidhAna tarIke jaNAvAya nahi. zrI aSTaka prakaraNamAM jaNAvyuM che ke - dharma mATe vittanI icchA karatAM vittanI anIhA zreSTha che. kAdavamAM paga nAMkhIne dhovA karatAM kAdavamAM paga na nAMkhavo sAro. A anusaMdhAnamAM temaNe apavAdapade saMkAzazrAvakanuM dRSTAMta ApyuM che. saMkAzazrAvakane je kamAvAnuM vidhAna karyuM hatuM te tenA mAthe devadravyanuM devuM hatuM te cUkavavA mATe karyuM hatuM. A AlocanA ApanAra kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMta hatA. devadravyanA bhakSaNanA pApathI bacavA mATenI e vAta hatI, devadravyanI vRddhi mATenI nahi. saMkAzazrAvakano dAkhalo laine gRhasthane dharma mATe kamAvAnI rajA che - AvuM vidhAna na karAya. gRhastha gRhasthapaNAmAM hovAthI kamAya che ane kamAyA pachI vittanI mUrchA utAravA dharmamAM kharce che. dharma mATe kamAvuM e to kAdavamAM paga nAMkhIne dhovA jevuM che. jeno paga kAdavamAM paDyo hoya ene paga dhovo paDe e judI vAta. aviratidhara evo paNa zrAvaka je kamAya che te AjIvikA mATe kamAya che. dharmabiMdu graMthamAM jenI nA pADI hoya tenI anujJA aSTakaprakaraNamAM Ape - evuM to na bane ne ? AjIvikA mATe kamAvuM paDe tene paNa zrAvaka arthadaMDa mAne to bIjA mATe kai rIte kamAya ? dharma mATe kamAvuM - e paNa zrAvaka mATe ucita nathI. sa) dharma mATe kamAvuM e jo ucita na hoya to jarUra vinA kamAya tene zuM kahevuM ? e to mahAanarthadaMDa kahevAya. zAstranA arthane gItArtha guru pAse samajayA vinA jAte bhaNIne dezanA Ape to AvA goTALA thAya. Ane mArthAnusArI dezanA na kahevAya. dharma nivRttipradhAna che. nItithI kamAvuM - eno artha, kamAvAnI rajA che - evo nathI; tyAM kamAtI vakhate anIti na karavAno upadeza che. AyaMbilanA paccakhANamAM lUkhuM khAvAnuM vidhAna nathI, vigai vAparavAno niSedha che. ekAsaNAnA paccakhkhANamAM eka vAra vAparavAno niyama nathI, be vAra nahi vAparavAno niyama che. sa0 niSedha ane hakAra Ave emAM ame mUMjhAi jaie chIe. pApa choDavuM tenuM nAma niSedha ane nirjarA karavI tenuM nAma hakAra, asaMyamano niSedha che, saMyamanuM vidhAna che. anAcArano niSedha che, ziyaLapAlananuM vidhAna che. khAvAno niSedha che, tapanuM vidhAna che. mithyAtvano niSedha che ane samyakatvanuM vidhAna che. anAdinA saMskAra pApamAM pravRtti karavAnA ane dharmathI nivRtta thavAnA che. have jo dharma karavo hoya to pApathI nivRtta thaine dharmamAM pravRtta thavuM ja paDe ne ? aviratine gaLe lagADIne viratine pAchaLa karI hatI. have to aviratine pAchaLa karIne viratine gaLe lagADavI ja paDaze. vrata bAra prakAranAM che. pAMca aNuvrata, traNa guNavrata ane cAra zikSAvrata. aviratinuM pApa dekhAya to vratano pariNAma jAge. hiMsA karIe to ja pApa lAge evuM ApaNe mAnIe chIe, paraMtu aviratimAM beThA chIe tethI, hiMsA na karavAno niyama na laie bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 48 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 49

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to, hiMsA karIe ke na karIe topaNa hiMsAnuM pApa lAgyA vinA nahi rahe. jeTalI hiMsA nathI karatA tenuM paNa pApa lAge che - e mAno cho ? ke emAM ochuM lAge ? sa0 cauda niyama laie to ? to ya temAM keTaluM chUTuM rAkhyuM che - te najara sAme Ave che ? pRthvIkAyAdimAM to jayaNA ja rAkhI che ne ? jUThuM paNa moTuM ja choDavAnuM. corI paNa lokamAM cora kahe - eTalI ja TALavAnI. skUla vratomAM mahenata ghaNI ne nirjarA ochI. enA karatAM to mahAvrata sArAM ne ? mahenata ochI ne nirjarA ghaNI. bAra vrata to mana, vacana, kAyAthI karavuM, karAvavuM ane anumodavuM : AmAMthI mAtra duvihaMtiviheNuM bhAMge ja maLe, te paNa aneka prakAre. anumodanAnA traNa bhAMgA to ochA thai jAya. je che temAM paNa ghaNA bhAMgA paDe. koi ema kahe ke manamAM to mane vicAra AvI jAya che mATe vacana ane kAyAno ja niyama laiza to tene te bhAMge niyama Apavo. koi kahe ke huM vacanathI paNa nahi pALI zakuM, mAtra kAyAthI nahi karavAno niyama Apo - to eTalo ja ApavAno. sarvaviratimAM to manavacanakAyAthI karavuM, karAvavuM, anumodavuM nahi - A eka ja bhAMgo che. ekavAra pApano vistAra najare caDhe to ema thAya ja ke ATalAM pApa karuM chuM to mane duHkha kema na Ave ? duHkha nathI joituM, paNa sAthe pApa nathI choDavuM ne ? gRhasthapaNAmAM jIvavuM hoya to mAMgavA na javAya, tethI jIvananirvAha mATe kamAvuM bhAvazrAvakanAM che lakSaNo * 50 to paDe ja. chatAM gRhastha mAne ke potAnA mATe rAMdhavuM-kamAvuM temAM paNa daMDa che ja. gRhasthapaNAmAM A pApa vinA rahevAtuM nathI, mATe ja to sAdhu thavAnuM kahyuM che. potAnA mATe rAMdhavAmAM paNa pApa mAne te bIjAnI ciMtA kare kharA ? potAnA mATe karela pApanI paNa AlocanA levAnI hoya to AkhA gAmanI ciMtA zrAvake ya na kare. temAM sAdhunuM zuM pUchavuM ? kRtavratakarmanA pahelAM AkarNana nAmanA bheda pachI bIjo bheda 'jANavA'no jaNAvyo che. vratane jANavuM, vratanA bhedane jANavA, vratanA bhAMgAne jANavA ane vratanA aticAra jANavA. vratanA prakA2ne bheda kahevAya ane vratane levAnI je rIta hoya tene bhAMgA kahevAya. je grAhya hoya tenA prakArane bheda kahevAya ane grahaNanI rItane bhAMgA kahevAya. sUkSma, bAdara, saMkalpaja, AraMbhaja... A badhA vratanA bheda che ane ekasaMyogIya - dvikasaMyogIya vagere upara jaNAvyA mujabanA prakArane bhAMgA kahevAya. tema ja vadha, baMdha, atibhAra vagere aticAra che. A rIte vratane sAMbhaLyA ane jANyA pachI sugurunI samIpe thoDA kALa mATe ke yAvajjIva vratane grahaNa karavuM ane tyAra bAda game teTalA roga ke upasarga Ave topaNa mananI daDhatApUrvaka tenuM pAlana karavuM. saMvega pAmelo zrAvaka AcAryabhagavaMtAdinI pAse upayogapUrvaka jaine alpakALa mATe ke kAyama mATe vrata grahaNa karI haMmezAM tenA smaraNapUrvaka vizuddha manathI pAlana kare. ahIM ziSya bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo 51

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zaMkA kare che ke - zrAvaka guru pAse dezaviratine aMgIkAra kare - ema jaNAvyuM che ke, dezaviratinA pariNAma pAmyA pachI grahaNa kare ke pAmavA pahelAM ? ubhayapakSamAM doSa che. kAraNa ke jo pariNAma pAmyA pachI vrata grahaNa kare to guru pAse javAnuM kAma ja zuM che? kAraNa ke vrata laine paNa pariNAma ja sAdhavo che; e to maLI ja gayo che, to vyartha guru pAse parizrama karAvavA mATe zA mATe javuM ? kAraNa ke vyartha pravRttithI gurune palimaMtha(svAdhyAyavyAghAta)no doSa lAge. enA karatAM na jaie to doSathI bacI javAya ane bIjA pakSamAM to pariNAma vagara vrata levA jAya to levA ane ApavAmAM mRSAvAdanuM pApa lAge... AvI zaMkAnA nirAkaraNamAM jaNAve che ke A zaMkA sarvathA ayukta che. kAraNa ke pariNAma jAgyA pachI guru pAsethI vrata levAnA kAraNe mAre sadguNathI saMpanna evA gurunI AjJA ArAdhavAlAyaka che ema jANIne potAnI pratijJAno nizcaya thavAthI vratanI daDhatA thaze ane bhagavAnanI AjJAnI ArAdhanA paNa thaze. jema AtmasAkSIe niMdA karyA pachI gusAkSIe gaha karavA jaie ne? tema jAte vrata grahaNa karyA pachI arthAt vratano pariNAma jAgyA pachI paNa guru pAse jaine vratane grahaNa karavuM ema bhagavAnanI AjJA che. kahyuM che ke gurusAkSIe dharma aMgIkAra karavAthI saMpUrNa vidhi sAcavyo hovAthI vizeSa guNa thaze. guru samIpe pApano tyAga karavAthI tIrthaMkaranI AjJA ArAdhI kahevAze, guru pAse dharmadezanA sAMbhaLavAthI atyaMta zubha adhyavasAya-pariNAma utpanna thaze. karmano kSayopazama adhika thaze. thoDAM vrata levAnI icchA haze to vadhunI icchA-ullAsa jAgaze. aNuvratAdi bAre bAra levA Avyo hoya to guru kaheze ke thoDo varSollAsa pragaTAvazo to mahAvrata dhAraNa karI zakazo... A rIte guru pAse javAthI jJAnAvaraNIyAdino kSayopazama vRddhi pAme, nirmaLa bane che. tema ja vratapradAnanA aMte hitazikSAmAM guru vratapAlana mATenI sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI jaNAve ke have avratadhara sAthe na pharavuM, tema ja vratabhaMganA prasaMgo kayA kayA avasare ane kayA kayA sthAne Ave ityAdi samajAvI tenAthI dUra rahevAnuM pharamAve... A rIte aneka prakAre lAbha; guru samIpe vrata levAmAM che. gurubhagavaMta dezavirati ane sarvaviratinA lAbhane jaNAvI sarvavirati pratye samutsuka banAve. paiso vadhu maLe paNa sukha ochuM maLatuM hoya to te sAruM ke paiso ocho hoya paNa sukhe jivAya - te sAruM ? paiso vadhe ne sukha harAma thAya - A kamAvAnI rIta nathI ne ? tema puNya vadhu baMdhAya ane nirjarA ochI thAya tevA dharmamAM AsthA rAkhavA jevI nathI. puNyabaMdha alpa paNa nirjarA ghaNI evo ja dharma AdaraNIya che - ATaluM samajAya ne ? have bIjA pakSamAM jaNAve che ke vratano pariNAma na hoya topaNa niSkapaTapaNe saraLahRdaye gurunA upadezathI vrata grahaNa karanAra zrAvakane e pariNAma kALe karIne prApta thaze. A rIte nize bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * para bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 53

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karIne guNano lAbha hovAthI eke ya pakSe mRSAvAdano prasaMga nathI ane jo guru zubha bhAvathI vrata ApatA hoya to saraLahRdayI lenArane zubha bhAva AvavAno ja che, lenAra lucco hoya to guru tevAne vrata na Ape. chatAM chadmasthatAnA kAraNe guru tene oLakhI na zake to gurune zubhabhAvanA kAraNe koi doSa nathI. luccAi jANyA pachI paNa guru Ape to guru svArthI hovAthI temane doSa lAgavAno. A badhI vAta graMthakArazrI svamatikalpanAthI nathI kahetA te jaNAvavA mATe zrAvakaprajJaptigraMthano pATha ApIne A ja vastu jaNAvI che. bhagavAnanI AjJAne anusarIne vrata levA ane ApavA taiyAra thayelAne koi paNa jAtanA palimaMthAdi doSa nathI lAgatA. bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavuM e ja moTAmAM moTo svAdhyAya che. A rIte A vAta ghaNI vistArathI kahevAi hovAthI graMthakArazrI kahe che ke have vistAra vaDe saryuM. Ama chatAM ziSya zaMkA karatAM kahe che ke - vistAranA bhayane laine A viSaya saMkelI lIdho che chatAM A cAlu viSayamAM eka zaMkA che. zaMkA pUchavAnI paNa rIta che. guru kaMTALyA hoya topaNa vinaMti karIne saumyasvare arthIpaNAthI pUchavAnI chUTa. paNa ApanI pharaja che ke amArI zaMkAnuM nirAkaraNa karavuM... evuM evuM kahe to guru kAMi javAba ApavA baMdhAyelA nathI. uparathI pelAnI uddhatAine anurUpa tene tochaDo javAba Ape. ahIM ziSya jijJAsAbhAve vinayathI pUche che ke - vartamAnamAM duSama kALanA doSane lIdhe guNI evA gurujanono yoga durlabha che... A vAta kyAranI che ? graMthanI racanA thaye chaso varasa thayAM. te vakhate paNa A ja dazA hatI. sa, eTale e kALamAM paNa suguruno yoga durlabha hato ? ema kahIne sugurune zodhavAnuM mAMDI vALavuM che ne? ApaNe to e kahevuM che ke su ane kunA bheda anAdikALanA che. sArA kALamAM paNa takalIpha hoya to duSamakALamAM to ApaNe vadhAre sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI. ahIM ziSya kahe che ke - "guNI evA gurujanano yoga durlabha che to tevA vakhate sthApanAcAryajI sAme zrAvaka vrata grahaNa karI zake ke nahi ?' A vAta tamArA mananA bhAvano ja paDagho pADe che ne ? nikSepAnI vAta to bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM AvyA vinA na rahe ne ? ahIM graMthakArazrI javAba ApatAM jaNAve che ke - guNavAna evA gurujano durlabha kema che ? dUra dezAMtaramAM rahelA hovAthI ke guruno atyaMtAbhAva che mATe ? A baMne pakSane jaNAvIne ubhaya pakSe sthApanAcArya pAse vrata grahaNa karavuM ucita nathI - te jaNAve che. pahelAM pakSamAM jaNAve che ke guru dUra dezAMtaramAM hoya to arthIjanoe tyAM jaine ja vrata grahaNa karavuM joie. nahi to dharmanuM arthIpaNuM ja nahi kahevAya. A vastu barAbara yAda rAkhavA jevI che. Aje zrAvakoe gharamAM gRhamaMdira ane gurumaMdira banAvI dIdhAM eTale saMghamaMdire ke upAzraye javAnuM mAMDI vALyuM. deva gharamAM AvI gayA, guru gharamAM AvI gayA ane bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 54 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 55

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dharma to hato ja, have zuM bAkI rahyuM?! gurumaMdira karyA pachI sAkSAta gurune vaMdana karavA jatA ja nathI. sa0 gurumaMdira nahi banAvavAnuM. gurumUrti bharAvavAnuM vidhAna zAstramAM kyAMya upalabdha nathI. amuka mUDI thAya to zrAvake jinamaMdira baMdhAvavuM joie, jinapratimA bharAvavI joie - evuM vidhAna che paNa gurumaMdira mATe tevuM vidhAna nathI. zrI saMprati mahArAjAe hajAro jinamaMdiro baMdhAvyAM che.zrI Aryasuhasti su.ma.nuM eke gurumaMdira banAveluM jovA maLatuM nathI. je kriyA guru samakSa karavAnI che te kriyA bhAvaguru AgaLa karavAnI che, sthApanA sAme nahi. pratikramaNa, vaMdana, paccakhkhANa levuM, vAcanA levI... A badhI vidhi kyAM karavAno? sthApanAguru upara ke bhAvaguru upara ? oparezana karavuM hoya to sthApanADaoNkTara pAse karAvavAnuM ke bhAvaDaoNkTara pAse ? guru pAse bahuvelanA Adeza levAnA kahyA che te eTalA mATe ke je AMkhanI pAMpaNa vagere halAvavAnI kriyA thAya che te paNa svataMtrapaNe nathI karavI. ghaNI vAra je kriyA karavAnI - thavAnI che tene bahuvela kahevAya. tenI anujJA levAnI ane te karIza te pramANe jaNAvavAnuM, e mATe be Adeza levAnA jaNAvyuM. je, gurune pUchyA vagara AMkhanI pAMpaNa paNa halAvavA taiyAra nathI te, gurune pUchyA vinA kayuM kAma kare ? ekavIsa guNo pAmyA pachI bhAvazrAvakane cAritraratnanI prApti mATe je guNo prApta karavA jarUrI che tenuM varNana ApaNe zarU karyuM che. A jagatamAM koi paNa jAtanI siddhi ekAeka prApta thai jAya evuM banatuM nathI. sAdhanAnA krame ja kAlAMtare A siddhi prApta thatI hoya che. Aje tamane ne amane siddhi joie che kharI paNa te sAdhanA karyA vinA : kharuM ne ? ane A bhAvanA saphaLa thavAnI nathI. siddhinA zikhare pahoMcavA mATe sAdhanAnAM pagathiyAM caDhavA ja paDe, bhale paga duHkhe ke zvAsa caDhe. AthI ja A cha guNonuM varNana ApaNe zarU karyuM che. temAM pahelA kRtavratakarma guNamAM ApaNe joi gayA ke gItArtha guru pAse vratanuM zravaNa karIne vratanA svarUpane bheda, bhAMgA, aticArathI jANIne suguru pAse vrata grahaNa karIne tenuM sArI rIte pAlana karavuM. sa0 sAMbhaLavAnuM gItArtha pAse, levAnuM suguru pAse ! je gItArtha hoya te suguru hoya ja ne ? vrata samajIne pariNAma pragaTAvavAnuM kAma gItArtha pAse karavAnuM. bAkI vratagrahaNa gItArthanizcita suguru pAse karI zakAya. oparezana DaoNkTara pAse karavAnuM. paNa paricaryA karanAra to DaoNkTaranI nizrAmAM rahenAra sisTaro cAle ne ? gItArthanI jema gItArthanI nizrAe rahelo paNa mahAna che, AdaraNIya che. gItArthanI nizrAmAM rahelA sthira hoya che. zAstramAM tenA mATe vAMsanI upamA ApI che. vAMsanA jaMgalamAM ekAda vAMsa UkhaDI gayo hoya to AjubAjunA vAMsanA AdhAre TakI jAya ane kAlAMtare sthira thaI jAya. AthI bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 56 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 57

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temanI nizrAmAM vrata levuM. vratanA pariNAma AvyA pachI tene TakAvavAnI ke amalamAM mUkavAnI bhAvanA hoya to suguru pAse javuM ja paDaze. Aje bhAvanA to jAge che paNa tene TakAvavA mATe koi ja prayatna nathI ne ? jANyA pachI karavAno pariNAma na jAge to te jANakAra kevo? zrI dharmabiMdumAM kahyuM che ke jANakAra mANasa besI rahe to tene jANakAra na mAnavo. pariNAma ane pravRttine judA pADavAnuM kAma nathI karavuM. zAstrakAroe pariNAma ane pravRttinA svarUpane samajAvavA mATe judA samajAvyA che, judA pADavA mATe nahi. kAraNa ke pravRtti ane pariNAma bhegAM ja che. jene ramavAno pariNAma hoya tene to je maLe tene sAdhana banAve. nAnA chokarAone krikeTa ramavA mATe kazuM na maLe to dhoko ane kerIno goTalo laine rame, sTampa tarIke Dola mUkI de, avAja Ave to AuTa thayA samajavuM. A rIte paNa ramavuM che ! ramavAno pariNAma jeTalo che teTalo AtmaramaNatAno nathI. pariNAma hoya to pravRtti hoya ja, jJAnI je kAMi nirjarA kare che te pravRttimAM ramatA hovAthI. jene ghoDA para besavAnuM mana hoya tevA chokarAo lAkaDIno paNa ghoDo banAvIne bese ne ? zrI vIravijayajI mahArAjAe kahyuM che ke jJAnI je kare tenuM nAma kriyA. 'jJAnIne kriyA pAsa.' jJAnIne kriyA pAse ja hoya che. je jJAnI hoya tenI pAse cAritra che ja. kAraNa ke te karmane UkheDe che. cAritra tene kahevAya ke je karmanAM paDalone(cayane) rikta kare (UkheDe). AthI ja to bharata mahArAjA, marudevA mAtAne mokSa maLyo. anyathA koi kriyA vagara temane jJAnamAtrathI mokSa na maLata. zrI bharata mahArAjAe je kAma cAritramAM karavAnuM hatuM te kAma ArIsAbhuvanamAM karyuM to kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA. je kAma ArIsAbhuvanamAM karavAnuM hatuM te Aje cAritramAM karavA mAMDyA to kevaLajJAna dUra ja thAya ne ? sa, cauda hajAra mukuTabaddha rAjAo temanAM caraNomAM namatA haze tyAre teo zuM vicAratA haze ? indrAdi devatAo bhagavAnane namaskAra kare tene yAda karatA haze. kAraNa ke jene cAritra joie tenI najara devaguru upara sthira thayelI hoya. bharata cakravartIne cauda ratna maLyA pachI paNa cauda guNaThANAM bhulAtAM na hatAM. eka lAkha bANuM hajAra strIone bhogavatAM paNa teo muktirAmaNIne bhUlyA na hatA. cha khaMDanuM sAmrAjaya maLyA pachI paNa teo nijaguNanI sattAmAM ramaNatA karavA mATe tatpara hatA. badhI kriyA karyA pachI ja mokSa maLe che - evuM nathI. paNa eka paNa kriyAno pariNAma bAkI haze to mokSa nahi maLe. sa, ATalI samRddhi vacce anAsaktabhAve jIvatA hoya te, te jIvanI yogyatA ? ApaNI jema. ApaNane ATalI badhI dharmasAmagrI maLI che, ATalI dharmakriyAo karIe chIe chatAM anAsaktabhAva (dharma pratye) hovAthI dharmanuM phaLa nathI maLatuM. tema teo aviratinI bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 58 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 59

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vacce anAsaktabhAve rahelA hovAthI tenuM phaLa nathI maLatuM. gharamAM Aga lAgI hoya ane AgamAMthI bacavA mATe bhAgavuM hoya, paNa bhAgavAnA rastAmAM devatA baLato hoya to tenI upara paga mUkIne paNa jAya ne ? te rIte samakitI AtmAo saMsArathI chUTavA mATe A bhogAvalI karmanI pravRtti karatA hoya. vastunI kiMmata nathI, vastunA rAganI kiMmata che. karoDapati mANasane cAra AnI pratye paNa rAga kevo hoya ? jAna paNa gumAvavI paDe toya lIdhA vinA na rahe, eka bhAI A rIte ja kalakattAmAM rastA upara paDelI cAra AnI levA rahyA tyAM TeksIe uDAvI dIdhA. eTalI cAra AnI na lIdhI hota to vAMdho Avata? Aje nakkI karavuM che ke - rastAmAM koi vastu paDI jAya to tevI nathI. A to pabAsaNa upara phUla paDI gayuM hoya to caDhAvAya ke nahi - ema pUchavA Ave ! pabAsaNa para paDeluM phUla paNa na choDI zake te paisA zuM choDato hato ? vratanA pariNAma AvyA hoya to paNa suguru pAse levAmAM bhAvanI vRddhi vagere aneka kAraNa che. te ja rIte vratanA pariNAma na jAgyA hoya to paNa sugurunI pAse javAthI vratanA pariNAma jAgI zake che. caMDarUdrAcAryanA ziSyanI jema, mazkarI mATe mitro lai AvelA. taratanA paraNelA hatA. mitroe sAdhuonI mazkarI karavA kahyuM ke A dIkSA levAnA bhAvavALo che. sAdhuoe kahyuM ke amArA gurumahArAja aMdara oraDAmAM che, dIkSA ApavAno adhikAra emano che. AthI AcAryabhagavaMtane herAna karavA mitro aMdara gayA. caMDarUdrAcArye kopAyamAna thaIne rAkha maMgAvI loca karI nAMkhyo. mitro bhAgI gayA. jyAre pelo ziSya vicAre che ke anAyAse mane dIkSA maLI gai. A rIte pariNAma na hoya topaNa sugurunI pAse javAthI bhAva jAge ne ? ApaNe tIrthasthAnamAM jaie to bhAva Ave ne ? amArA jainetara paMDitajI paNa amane bhaNAvavA pAlitANA AvyA tyAre amArI sAthe eka yAtrA karI. bIjA divase kahe ke Aje tamane pATha nahi ApuM. Aje pharI yAtrA karI bhagavAnanI pUjA karavI che. jainetara vidvAnane paNa pUjAnA bhAva AvyA. pariNAma na hovA chatAM sArA sthAnamAM jaie to pariNAma jAge. sa0 kSetrano prabhAva ! sthAvara tIrthano prabhAva paDe to jaMgamano na paDe ? tIrthamAM paNa kSetrano prabhAva ke anaMtA siddhono prabhAva ? jo kSetrano ja prabhAva hoya to DoLIvALA tamArA karatAM ghaNI jAtrA kare che, emane pariNAma nathI jAgatA ne? bhAva lAvavAjevo che evuM mAne ene bhAva Ave. bhAvanI rAha jotA besI rahIe to bhAva na Ave, bhAva lAvavA mATe guru pAse javuM paDe. Aje to mumukSuo UMdhI lAina upara caDhyA che. bhAvanI rAha joine gharamAM beThA che ! enA badale guru pAse Ave ane gurune kahe ke - "mArI yogyatA sAme nahi, mArA hita sAme juo', to kAma thai jAya. sa0 yogyatA vinA hita kai rIte thAya ? bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 60 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 61

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tame hitanA arthI banyA e ja moTAmAM moTI yogyatA. bhale ne game teTalA kaSAya ke viSayanI pariNati hoya paNa eka vAra hita karavAnuM nakkI karyuM to guru je kahe te mAnI levA taiyAra thai jAya ne ? game teTalo gusso Avyo hoya paNa guru nA pADe to cUpa thai jAya AnuM nAma yogyatA. Aje tame paNa gharanAM kahe to cUpa thai jAo ne ? patnI bolavAnI nA kahe to cUpa thavAya, to gurunA kahye na thavAya ? guru kahe te pramANe karavuM che ane icchA mujaba jIvavuM nathI ATaluM nakkI karI lo. icchA mujabanuM jIvana koine maLyuM nathI, maLatuM nathI ane maLavAnuM paNa nathI. sa0 zAlibhadrajIne bAda karavAnA. emane paNa bhogamAM aMtarAya paDyo ne ? icchA mujabanuM na maLyuM to puNya ochuM lAgyuM. paraMtu temanAmAM eTalI vizeSatA hatI ke puNya ochuM lAgyA pachI ApaNI jema e bheguM karavA na rokAyA. dhArata to paisAnA jore rAjya meLavI zakata, paNa tevuM na karyuM. hatuM e puNya choDIne cAlI nIkaLyA. AthI nakkI che ke vratanA pariNAma na hoya to sugurunA vacananA prabhAve pariNAma pragaTyA vinA na rahe. AnI sAthe ApaNe e paNa joi gayA ke - ziSyanI zaMkAnuM nirAkaraNa thayA pachI ziSye pharI pUchyuM ke A duHSama kALamAM guNavAna evA gurujana maLatA nathI to sthApanAcArya AgaLa vrata grahaNa karIe to cAle ? A prazna tamane gamI jAya ne ? paNa bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 62 sAme tamane ema pUchavuM paDe ke DaoNkTaranA badale DaoNkTaranA phoTA pAse davA laie to sAjA thai jaie ? ane rasoiyAne badale tenuM pUtaLuM besADI daie to rasoi thai jAya ? sa0 ekalavye sthApanAguru pAse vidyA meLavI ne ? kyAre ? gurue nA pADI tyAre ne ? ahIM to koi guru nA nathI pADatA, zA mATe sthApanA AgaLa vrata levAM che ? AcAryabhagavaMta ziSyanI zaMkAnA nirAkaraNamAM jaNAve che ke suguru maLatA nathI. te dUradezAMtaramAM rahelA hovAthI na maLatA hoya to guru jyAM hoya tyAM dharmanA arthIe javuM joie. DaoNkTaranI sAravAra levA mATe paradezamAM paNa jAo ne ? to ahIM javAmAM zuM vAMdho che ? Aje ghaNA to guru pAse javA mATe rAjI nathI ane je jAya che te sADAtraNa hAthano avagraha jALavatA nathI, kAnamAM gusapusa karavA mAMDe che. guru pAse javAnuM ane sAthe sADA traNa hAthano avagraha jALavavAno. nahi to gurunI AzAtanAno prasaMga Avaze. game teTaluM khAnagI kAma hoya topaNa kAnamAM gusapusa na karAya. AlocanA levI hoya to bIjAne bahAra javAnuM kahIe, paNa gurunI AmanyA jALavavAnI ja. rASTrIya staranA netAonI mulAkAtanA phoTA chApAmAM joyA che ? be ja jaNa hoya chatAM eka A sophA para hoya ane bIjo sAmA sophA para hoya. maryAdA to dareka kSetramAM jALavavAnI hoya. have bIjA vikalpamAM jo ziSya ema mAnato hoya ke guru bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 63

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bhagavaMtano atyaMtAbhAva che arthAtu koi suguru che ja nahi mATe nathI maLatA - to tenA nirAkaraNamAM graMthakArazrI jaNAve che ke A tArI mAnyatA atyaMta ayukta che, asthAne che. kAraNa ke kahyuM che ke - nigraMtha guru vinA tIrtha nathI ane tIrtha vinA nigraMtha nathI. jayAM sudhI cha jIvanikAyano saMyama che tyAM sudhI baMne arthAt sAmAyika ane chedopasthApanIya cAritra athavA bakuza ane kuzIla cAritra vidyamAna ja che. bhagavAnanuM zAsana to ekavIsa hajAra varasa sudhI vartavAnuM che ane te nigraMtha guru vinA hotuM nathI. mATe AvuM kahenArane usUtrabhASaNanuM pApa lAge. jayAM sudhI tIrtha che tyAM sudhI bakuzakuzIla cAritra to rahevAnuM ja. tIrtha ApaNA kAraNe nahi, nigraMthagurunA prabhAve TakyuM che - eTaluM yAda rAkhavuM. vartamAnamAM cokhkhA ghI-dUdha bhale na maLe paNa ghI-dUdha to maLe che mATe khAvAnuM cAlu rAkhyuM ne ? tema nigraMtha sAdhu na maLe topaNa bakuzakuzIla sAdhunI nizrAmAM ArAdhanA karavI che. bakuzakuzIla eTale mahAvratomAM khAmI na hoya paNa uttaraguNamAM zithilatA hovAthI kAbaracItaruM cAritra hoya. sa) mULaguNa ane uttaraguNa eTale ? - pAMca mahAvrato e mULa guNamAM Ave ane tene pALavA mATe je kAMi piMDavizuddhi, paDilehaNA, svAdhyAya, navakalpI vihAra Adi AcaraNA karIe te uttaraguNamAM Ave. jema tamAre tyAM paisA kamAvA mATe dukAna kholavI te mULaguNa ane gharAkane AkarSavA mATe je kAMI sajAvaTa karo te uttaraguNa. sAdhusAdhvIne mamatva mAravA, pAMcamAM parigrahaviramaNavratane jALavavA mATe navakalpI vihAra che. nahi to eka sthAnamAM sthAnanuM, AhAravastrAdi vastunuM tema ja bhaktAdi varganuM mamatva vadhavAthI mahAvrata jokhamamAM mukAya. AgaLa vadhIne gurubhagavaMta ziSyane kahe che ke tame ujUrabhASaNanA bhIru hovAthI ane AgamanA virodhano bhaya hovAthI kadAca ema kaho ke guNavAna gurubhagavaMta che kharA paNa amane jaDatA nathI - to te paNa tamArI dhRSTatA che. ziSya tamArA karatAM be AMgaLa caDhe evo che ne ? potAnI vAtane siddha karavA mATe loko kyAM sudhI dalIla karatA hoya che, teno A ziSya namUno che. paraMtu sarvazanA zAsananA paramArthana pAmelA gurubhagavaMto AvI zaMkAthI mUMjhAya nahi. AthI tene jaNAve che ke - Aje paNa pAMca mahAvratane dhAraNa karanAra, pAMca samitine pradhAna gaNanAra, traNa guptinuM pAlana karavAmAM tatpara, kAlocita yatanA karavAmAM prayatnazIla, niraMtara siddhAMtanA rasanuM pAna karavAmAM lAlasAvALA ane manamAM kadAgrahano tyAga karanArA seMkaDo munio madhyasthajanone mATe sulabha che. graMthakArazrIe 'madhyasthajana' kahevA dvArA ziSyane Takoro mAryo ke guru maLatA nathI temAM madhyasthatAno abhAva kAraNa che. madhyastha eTale je guNasaMpanna hoya tene namavAnuM, potAnA ke paricitane nahi. tame gharAka sAthe je rIte vyavahAra karo cho - tenuM nAma madhyasthatA. mAtra te paisA Ape che bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 64 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 5

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te juo ne? tema gurubhagavaMta ApaNane bhavathI tAre che - eTalo guNa jovo tenuM nAma madhyasthatA. bhAvazrAvakanA cha guNamAMthI pahelA kRtavratakarma guNamAM ApaNe joI gayA ke vratanuM zravaNa gItArtha guru pAse vinaya ane bahumAnapUrvaka karavAnuM. Aje tamane ke amane vinaya ane bahumAna game che kharA, paNa bIjA kare to. ApaNane karavA na game ne ? Aje ApaNI A sauthI moTI takalIpha che ke sAruM game che kharuM, paNa sAruM AcaravAnuM nathI gamatuM. sAcuM kaho, koine pAraNAM karAvatA joine khAvAnuM mana thAya ke khavarAvavAnuM ? traNa TAima khAnArAne eka TAima paNa jamADavAnuM mana na thAya ? je ekalo jame te zrAvaka na hoya. A AdezamAM to sUtra pravartatuM hatuM ke 'ttikartevo bhava', pelA deva to maMdiramAM hoya che. A atithirUpI devatA to sAkSAta pharI rahyA hoya che. AcaraNa karavAnuM mana thAya to ja gamyuM - ema samajavuM. ruci ane kRti baMne sAthe hoya. sa, ATaluM sAMbhaLavA chatAM A saMskAra kema gADha che ? tenuM kAraNa e che ke A saMskAranuM siMcana satata cAlu che. je vRkSanuM siMcana cAlu hoya te vRkSa lIluMchama ja rahe ne ? pANI na pAya to tene sukAtAM vAra na lAge. rAga ane dveSanA siMcanathI A saMskAro jAmI gayA che. A saMskAro DhIlA pADavA haze to sauthI pahelAM siMcana aTakAvavuM che. khAvAno rAga game teTalo hoya topaNa khavaDAvavA jeTalI udAratA keLavavI che. sAdharmikane jamADavAnA vArA karAya ? sAdharmika pratye bahumAna hoya te vArA kare ? sAdharmika pratye abahumAna karo to aticAra lAge ne ? jene paiso game tene paisAdAra game, jene rasoi game tene rasoiyo game. jayAre ahIM dharma game che chatAM sAdharmika na game ne? sAdharmikanI sAthe vacce dharmano saMbaMdha che - e yAda che ne? Aje to sAdharmikone tIrthayAtrA karavA laI jAya paNa tenI sAthe vartana evuM kare ke - 'badhA samayasara hAjara thaI jajo, koinI mATe rAha nahi jovAya...' saMghayAtrAe lai jAya ane sUcanA kare ke badhAe potAno sAmAna taMbunI bahAra amuka sthAne mUkI javo. sa, A to eka prakAranuM Ayojana che. Ayojana che ke bahumAnano abhAva che ? bahumAna hoya to tamAre kahevuM joie - tame badhuM evuM ne evuM ja mUkI rAkhajo. ame badhuM ja sameTI daizuM. sa0 evuM kahIe to lokone khoTI Tevo paDe. tamane to sArI Teva paDaze ne ? AyojananA nAme tamane khoTI Tevo paDe che - e nathI dekhAtuM ? lokonI TevonA badale ApaNI Tevono vicAra karavo. bIjA ALasu che e nathI jovuM, ApaNe ALasu na banIe e jovuM. badhAnuM kAma karavAnI Teva paDe to dAkSiNyaguNa keLavAya. eka paNa sAdharmikane takalIpha paDe evuM nathI karavuM. vadhAre tevaDa na hoya to thoDAnI bhakti karIe paNa bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 66 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 67

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AzAtanA ekanI paNa na thAya tenuM dhyAna rAkhavuM. sAdharmika pratye bahumAna che ne ? sa0 kacAza che. zemAM? sAdharmikamAM ke bahumAnamAM ? jene sAdharmika pratye bahumAna hoya tene ja sahavartI pratye bahumAna jAge ane jene sahavartI pratye bahumAna hoya te ja gItArthanI nizrAmAM rahI zake. sa0 sAdharmikanA avaguNa nahi jovAnA ? avaguNa to koinA ya jovAnA nathI. eka bAju sAdharmika mAnavAno ane bIjI bAju avaguNa jovAnA - e cAle ? samAna dharmavALo hoya to pachI bIjo kazo vicAra nahi karavAno. avaguNa to koinA ya jovA nathI, rastA para hajAro gADIo doDe che koi rastAnI niMdA nathI karatuM. kAraNa ke tyAM badhAne iSTasthAne javuM che. jayAre ahIM iSTasthAne javuM ja nathI tethI niMdA karavAno samaya maLe che. pahelAMnA kALamAM arbIjano evA hatA ke jeone kazuM kahIe nahi toya joi-joine zIkhI jatA, sudharI jatA. Aje to kahI-kahIne paNa mAnatA nathI.. ApaNe joi gayA ke graMthakArazrIe jaNAvyuM ke pAMca mahAvratAdinuM pAlana karanArA guNIjana evA gurubhagavaMto Aje paNa vidyamAna che chatAM tane maLatA na hoya to te tArI dRSTino doSa che. vastu vidyamAna hovA chatAM jo na dekhAtI hoya to te dRSTino doSa che - ema mAnavuM paDe ne? gurubhagavaMto to vidyamAna che, ApaNane emanI jarUra nathI. kAraNa ke saMsAramAMthI khasavuM nathI. ATaluM kahevA chatAM ziSya kahe ke bhale guru vidyamAna hoya, ame sthApanAcArya AgaLa vrata aMgIkAra karIe to temAM doSa zuM che ?... ghaNA lokone AvI Teva hoya che. sAmAnI vAta sAcI karyA pachI koi dalIla na jaDe to chevaTe potAnI mAnyatAne siddha karavA mATe 'Ama karavAmAM paNa vAMdho to nathI ne ?' AvI dalIla kare. ApaNane jJAnIbhagavaMto game teTaluM samajAve topaNa saMsAra choDavo nathI ne ? saMsAramAM rahIne ja dharma karavo che ne ? sAdhupaNAmAM duHkha che mATe javuM nathI - ema kahIne saMsAramAM sukha bhogavavA beThA cho ne ? ApaNe to kahevuM che ke sukhamAM hasavA karatAM du:khamAM rovuM sAruM. sava duHkhamAM roie to karmabaMdha na thAya ? thAya. paNa sukhamAM hasavAthI je karmabaMdha thAya - tenA karatAM ocho thAya. sa0 dAkhalA tarIke ? rasI kADhatI vakhate dasa miniTa rovuM paDe e sAruM ke rasI rAkhI mUkIne maravuM sAruM? bhale dasa miniTa rovuM paDe to roine paNa rasI kADhI nAMkhavAnI paNa rasI rAkhIne hasavuM sAruM nahi ne? rasI kADhavA mATe jalada cikitsA karAvavA taiyAra thanArane paNa ahIM sAdhupaNAnAM du:kha nathI veThavAM ne ? sukha bhogavavA mATe du:kha bhogavavAnI taiyArI che paNa du:kha TALavA mATe sukha choDavAnI bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 68 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 69

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taiyArI nathI ne ? arthakAmanAM sukha mATe dhaMdhA-rasoinAM kaSTa veThavAM che paNa cAre gatinAM du:kho TALavA mATe saMsAranAM sukho choDIne sAdhu nathI thavuM : kharuM ne ? sukhamAM hasavuM che ke duHkhamAM raDavuM che ? sa0 sAcuM raDatAM zIkhavo. pahelAM tame sAcuM hasavAnuM baMdha karo pachI sAcuM rotA zIkhavaze. saMsAramAM beThA cho to banAvaTI hAsya karavuM paDe to bhale paNa sAcuM nathI hasavuM. sAcuM hAsya to ArtadhyAnanA gharanuM che. duHkhanA dveSa karatAM paNa sukhano rAga vadhAre kharAba che. sAhebajI (pa.pU.A.zrI.vi. rAmacandra sU.ma.) paNa kahetA hatA ke du:kha bhogavatAM bhogavatAM koThe paDI jaze ane sukha bhogavatAM bhogavatAM dADhe vaLagI jaze. sa0 duHkha Ave to bhogavI levuM paNa UbhuM to na karavuM ne ? eTaluM paNa nakkI rAkhavuM che ? to hAtha joDo ke game teTalA roga Ave topaNa davA na karavI, banaze ne ? sa asamAdhi thAya to ? duHkha AvavAnA kAraNe asamAdhi thatI hoya to du:kha TALavAnI rajA ApIe, paraMtu duHkha AvavAnA kAraNe asamAdhi thAya che - evuM nathI. asalamAM duHkha bhogavavuM nathI mATe asamAdhi thAya che. duHkha bhogavavuM che - enuM nAma samAdhi, du:kha bhogavavuM nathI - enuM nAma asamAdhi. sukha bhogavavuM che - enuM nAma asamAdhi ane sukha bhogavavuM nathI - enuM nAma samAdhi. bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 70 sa0 A badhI vyAkhyAo judI che. mATe ja to tamane ahIM bolAvyA che. bajAramAM badhe mAla to maLe ja che chatAM A mAla bIje maLe che - enA karatAM moMgho che, paNa saravALe lAbha thAya evo che. sa0 A mAlanI kiMmata kyAre samajAze ? jyAre mokSamAM javAnuM mana thaze, tyAre. A mAla amAro nathI, sarvajJa bhagavaMtono che. enI zuddhi, enI vizeSatA, enI saphaLatA e jJAnI bhagavaMtonA vizvAse rahelI che. sarvajJabhagavaMtonA zAsanamAM je vAta jaNAvI hoya temAM eka paNa doSanI saMbhAvanA na hoya. bhagavAne AThamA varase dIkSA levAnI jaNAvI che tenuM kAraNa ja A che ke sukha bhogavavAnA eke saMskAra paDyA na hoya te sAdhupaNuM sahelAithI pALI zake. A uMmara ja evI che ke emAM je saMskAra pADavA hoya te pADI zakAya. nAnapaNathI ja duHkha veThyuM hoya tene kazuM AkaruM na lAge. khAi-pIne jalasA karIne ahIM Ave to sAdhupaNuM AkaruM ja lAge ne ? sAhebe ekavAra vyaktigata hitazikSA ApatAM jaNAvyuM hatuM ke moTI uMmaranAne dIkSA ApatAM dasa vAra vicAra karavo. paraNIne, sukha bhogavIne, lokone pravartAvIne ahIM AvyA hoya tene koinA kahyAmAM rahevuM bhAre paDe. sahana karavAnI Teva ja pADI na hoya. ApaNe temane kAMi paNa hitazikSA ApIe to tarata kaheze ke mArA bApe paNa mane AvuM kahyuM nathI. ApaNe ene kahI na zakIe ke huM ja nahi raste rakhaDato bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 71

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mANase ya kahI jaze ! sAdhupaNAmAM to game tenuM veThavAnuM Ave ne ? bhagavAnajevA bhagavAna ke je uttama puruSanAM lakSaNothI yukta hatA temane paNa loko jArapuruSa vagerenA ALa ApatA hatA. ApaNe kevA chIe e nathI jovuM, koNa chIe - e jovAnuM. ApaNe sAdhu chIe mATe sahana karI levAnuM. ApaNe nirdoSa chIe mATe pratikAra karavA nathI besavuM. sa, kSatriyanI jema nIkaLyA hoya to kSAtravaTa kyAM gai ? kSatriyanI jema nIkaLelA te dIkSA levA mATe, pALavA mATe nahi. tamAre tyAM paNa A ja dazA che ne? nokarIe lAgyA pachI hAjarI Apo ke kAma karo ? tamArA jevI ja dazA amAre tyAM che. ApaNI vAta to e cAlu che ke zrAvake sthApanAcArya pAse vrata levAya ke nahi ? tenA nirAkaraNamAM guru jaNAve che ke zAstramAM mULaguNano svIkAra sAdhue jema guru pAse karavAnuM jaNAvyuM che tema zrAvake paNa guru pAse ja vrata aMgIkAra karavAnuM che. gurunA virahamAM gurunI sthApanA karavAnuM vidhAna jema sAdhune che tema zrAvaka mATe paNa che. kahyuM che ke pUrvAcAryoe siddhAMtamAM guruno viraha hoya tyAre sthApanA karavAnuM jaNAvyuM che. te paNa AkuTTI ane darpa(svecchAcAra)thI rahitapaNe karavAnuM che. jo guruno saMyoga hoya ja nahi ke guru pote vidyamAna na hoya to gurunA virahanI paNa ekAMte saMbhAvanA nathI. AnA uparathI paNa spaSTa che ke - gurubhagavaMta hAjara hoya to game teTalA dUra jaine paNa temanI pAse vrata aMgIkAra karavuM. jeo AvavA-javAno samaya gaNyA kare tevAo guru pAse jaI na zake. tame nokarI-dhaMdhA mATe apaDAuna karo ne? pAchA kaho ke - ahIM phAMphAM mAratAM besI rahevuM enA karatAM bhale be kalAka jAya paNa ApaNA hAthamAM to Ave. te rIte ahIM mUMjhAtA besI rahevuM enA karatAM guru pAse jai AvIe to mAtra pAMca miniTamAM paNa ApaNI mUMjhavaNo ukelAi jAya, ApaNI dazA ane dizA baMne badalAi jAya. A rIte eTaluM nakkI thayuM ke vyavahAranayane AzrayIne; kAlocita kriyA karanAra, gItArtha tema ja niHspRhamativALA ane jIvonI pratye vatsalabhAva dharAvanArA gurunI pAse mahAvratonI jema aNuvrato grahaNa karavAM joie. ahIM 'vyavahArathI' A pramANe jaNAvavAnuM kAraNa e che ke nizcayanayathI koi koine ApatuM nathI ane koi letuM nathI. ApaNA guNo ApaNI pAse ja che, te AvaraNa khasavAthI pragaTe. ApaNe ja AvaraNa khaseDavAno puruSArtha karavo paDaze. khuda tIrthaMkara bhagavaMto paNa dezanA Ape tyAre ApaNane mArga batAve che, dizAsUcana kare che. temanA kahyA pramANe cAlavAnuM kAma to ApaNe ja karavAnuM che. vrata, gItArtha ane sAthe niHspRha guru pAse levAnuM jaNAvyuM. 'meM vrata uccarAvyuM mATe ATalA paisA noMdhAvo.' A pramANe spRhA rAkhe tevA pAse na levuM. tema ja sarva jIvo pratye vatsalabhAva rAkhanArA hoya eTale arthIjano pratye vatsalabhAva dharanArA hoya. bAkI anarthI janonI to upekSA ja kare. A badhuM bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 72 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 73

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ahIM saMskRtamAM je rIte jaNAvyuM che te bhASA bhaNIne vAMco to tenA marmane samajavAmAM AnaMda Ave. paNa tamAre bhaNavuM nathI ne ? AkhI jiMdagI kamAvAmAM kADhI, have to thoDuM bhaNI lo. bhaNeluM sAthe Avaze ke paisA ? A rIte zravaNa, jJAna ane grahaNa pachI pAlananI vAta karI che. suguru pAse vidhipUrvaka vrata grahaNa karyA bAda paga pahoLA karIne besI javAnuM nathI. AtaMka eTale roga ane devatA vagere saMbaMdhI upadrava AvyuM chate paNa sthira eTale ke niSpakaMpapaNe vratanuM pAlana karavuM. sthirano artha ahIM niSpakaMpa karyo che : emAM paNa camatkAra che. je paththara hoya te paNa sthira hoya che. ahIM evI sthiratA nathI jaNAvI. jemAM halanacalananI saMbhAvanA hoya chatAM hale nahi tevI sthiratA jaNAvavA mATe sthirano artha niSpakaMpa karyo che. game tevA rogAdi Ave topaNa vratamAMthI ArogyadvijanI jema calAyamAna na thavuM. A Arogyadvija koNa hato ane teNe kaI rIte vrata pAlana kareluM te jaNAvavA mATe tenI kathA jaNAvAya che. ujjayinI nagarImAM devagupta nAmanA brAhmaNane naMdA nAme bhAryA hatI. temane pUrvanAM duSkRtyone laine janmathI ja atirogISTha evo eka putra hato, aLakhAmaNo hovAthI tenuM nAma pADyuM na hatuM paNa loko tene 'roga' kahetA hatA. ekavAra gocarIe AvelA sAdhunAM caraNomAM te putrane mUkI tenI rogazAMtino upAya pUchyo. munibhagavaMte kahyuM ke gocarI mATe nIkaLelA ame sAdhuo koinI sAthe vAta karatA nathI. tethI madhyAhna jayAM guru birAjamAna hatA tyAM udyAnamAM jaine, gurune vAMdIne pUchayuM. jJAnI gurue jaNAvyuM ke du:kha-roga pApathI Ave che. ane pApano nAza dharmathI thAya che. pApanA nAza vinA du:kha na jAya. pApano nAza, bIjuM pApa karavAthI na thAya. agnithI baLatuM ghara jaLanA chaMTakAvathI bujhAya ne? agnithI agni zAMta na thAya tema pApathI pApa na jAya. roga pApathI Avyo hoya to rogane kADhavA mATe pApa na karAya. rogane kADhavo e ja pApa che. roga sahana karI laie ane navuM pApa na karIe to pApa paNa jAya ne roga paNa jAya. dharma karavAthI ja pAparahita ane rogarahita banAya. A sAMbhaLIne te traNe pratibodha pAmyA ane zrAvaka thayA. pelo putra paNa dharmanI bhAvanAmAM deDha thaine rogane sahevA lAgyo ane roganI koi prakAre cikitsA karAvato nathI. tamane Avo javAba ApanAra guru maLe to ema lAge ne ke AmanAmAM kAMi mAla nathI, prabhAva nathI. roga dUra karavA mATe maMtrataMtra jaDIbuTTI batAve tevA guru game ke roga sahana karIne dharma karavAnuM kahe tevA ? sa0 ApanA prabhAvathI kolasA paNa hIrA thAya ne ? kolasAnA hIrA thAya e to tamArA puNyano prabhAva. bAkI tamArA gharamAM paDelA hIrA paNa levAnuM mana na thAya e sAdhubhagavaMtono prabhAva, duHkha gurunI kRpAthI na jAya, ApaNAM bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 74 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 7pa

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karmInI kRpA thAya to jAya. jayAM sudhI karmInI kRpA nahi thAya tyAM sudhI eke kRpA kAma nahi lAge. sa0 duHkha bhulAvavuM e gurukRpA nahi ? du:kha bhulAvavuM - te nahi; du:khanA pratikAranI bhAvanA nAza pAme e gurunI kRpA. sa0 ApaNe tyAM maMtrataMtrayoga Ave che ne ? mayaNAsuMdarIne batAvyo hato ne ? mayaNAsuMdarIne duHkha TALavA mATe nahi, zAsananI apabhrAjanA TALavA mATe batAvelo. ane te paNa zrIpALarAjAnA puNyayogane jJAnathI jANIne batAvyo hato. bAkI sauthI caDhiyAto karmayoga che. jemanA nAmasmaraNamAtrathI paNa iti-upadrava nAza pAme che tevA tIrthaMkara paramAtmAne kevaLajJAna pAmyA pachI potAnA ziSya taraphathI upadrava thavAnA kAraNe raktAtisAra nAmano roga veThavo paDyo. teramAM guNaThANe paNa je potAnI azAtA na TALI zake te bIjAnI kai rIte TALI zake ? nimitto paNa karmanI maherabAnI hoya to asara kare. ApaNuM karma nahi khase tyAM sudhI roga nahi jAya.. saAvuM kahezo to saMtikara para zraddhA nahi rahe. AvI zraddhA rAkhavI paNa nathI. saMtikara para zraddhA hoya to hospiTalo ane davAkhAnAmAM javAnuM baMdha karavuM paDaze. evuM to nathI karatA ne ? ApaNe to A(ghA)mAM ja zraddhA rAkhavI che. sa) karmayoga karatAM dharmayoga caDhe ne ? e kayo dharma ? cAritradharma ja ne ? mATe A cAritradharma para zraddhA keLavI levI che. ane cAritradharma eTale du:khano pratikAra na karavo te. je du:khano pratikAra na kare tenAM karmono saMcaya khAlI thAya. rogano pratikAra karIe to pApa lAge ema samajIne pelo roga" nAmano putra roga sahe che. tenA deDha dharmanI indra prazaMsA karI tyAre tenI khAtarI karavA mATe be devo vaidyanuM svarUpa karIne AvyA ane pelAne sAjA karavAnA upAya tarIke madha, madirA, mAkhaNa, mAMsa, rAtribhojana AdithI yukta auSadha jaNAvyuM. pelAe vratabhaMganA bhaye teno asvIkAra karyo. vaidya kahyuM ke dharmanuM sAdhana A zarIra che, te sAjuM karIne pachI pAchaLathI prAyazcitta karI lejo... svajanoe ghaNuM samajAvyo. khuda rAjA paNa samajAvavA Avyo chatAM ya teNe vratabhaMga karavAnI nA pADI. tenI niSpakaMpatAne joine devoe prasanna thaIne tenI prazaMsA karI ane tene rogarahita karyo. A rIte vratapAlananI dRDhatAthI aneka jIvo pratibodha pAmyA ane dharmanI prabhAvanA thai. A rIte pahelo guNa pUro thayo. have ApaNe bIjA zIlavratanI zarUAta karavI che. ApaNe ApaNI indriyone kAbumAM rAkhavA prayatna karIe chIe ke parivArane ? bolIe kharA ke viSayo viSadharajevA che paNa e viSadharone jaMgalamAM mUkyA che ke gharamAM ghAlyA che ? roja tenI vacce raho cho chatAM eke phUMphADo bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 76 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 77

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lAgato nathI ne ? ziyalavrata pAmavAnuM kAma saheluM nathI. jene bhAvazrAvakapaNuM pAmavuM hoya tenI pahelI najara virati tarapha hoya che. jANyA pachI ane mAnyA pachI paNa te pramANe na karI zakavAnuM sauthI vadhu du:kha samakitIne hoya che. zraddhA ane AcaraNAnA visaMvAdanuM sauthI vadhu du:kha A mahAtmAone hoya che. potAnI anAcaraNAno bacAva teo koI saMyogomAM karI zakatA nathI. huM karato nathI paNa mAnuM chuM - Avo bacAva samakitI kyAreya na karI zake. e to kahe ke huM mAnuM chuM paNa karato nathI. samakitIno bhAra "mAnavAmAM na hoya, 'na karavAmAM hoya. A anAcAranuM du:kha hovAthI ja AcAra pratyenA premathI thoDuMghaNuM vrata paNa te lIdhA vinA rahetA nathI. mATe sauthI pahelo guNa kRtavratakarma batAvyo. samyagdarzana pAmyA pachI te samyatva aviratinI hAjarImAM TakAvI zakAtuM nathI. AthI te viratine pAmavA mATe ja mathato hoya che. pAMjarAmAM pUrAyeluM paMkhI pAMjarAmAMthI chUTavA mATe jema pAMkho phaphaDAve tema samakitI aviratimAMthI nIkaLavA mATe phAMphAM mArato hoya. sa) samyagdarzana TakAvavA mATe viratinI jarUra che? barAbara. samyagdarzana AvyA pachI virati levAmAM na Ave to samyakatva lAMbA samaya sudhI Take nahi. tamAre tyAM paNa zuM karo ? paisA AvyA pachI mUDInuM rokANa karo to paiso Take ne ? chAsaTha sAgaropamano kALa samyakatvano batAvyo che, temAM be vAra vijayavimAnamAM janAra sAdhu hoya ke zrAvaka hoya ? gRhasthapaNuM kevuM ? guNone lAvI Ape evuM ke AvelA guNone khAi jAya evuM? samyaktvano, viratino, jJAnano A badhAno hUAsa kare evuM A gRhasthapaNuM che ne? samyakatva TakAvavA mATe viratinuM moTuM joyA vinA nahi cAle. marIcinuM patana thayuM te zenA kAraNe ? virati gumAvI mATe ne? dhagadhagatI zilA para sUvA chatAM je sAdhupaNuM nAza nathI pAmatuM te sAdhupaNuM mAtra grISmaRtunA tApathI gumAvI beThA. duHkha veThatAM na AvaDe to sAdhupaNuM hAthamAMthI sarI ja paDavAnuM. sAdhupaNAmAMthI paDyA pachI celAno lobha jAgyo ane enA lobhe utsutrabhASaNa karyuM. jo sAdhupaNAmAM hota to A vakhata na Avata. sukhanA rAge samyakatva gumAvyuM paNa te kyAre ? duHkhanA dveSe cAritra gumAvyuM tyAre ne ? zrI dazavaikAlikasUtramAM zrI zayyabhavasUrijIe zrI manakamunine kahyuM ane zrI AcArAMgasUtramAM zrI sudharmAsvAmIjIe zrI jaMbUsvAmIjIne hitazikSA ApatAM jaNAvyuM che ke - jAe saddhAe nikkhanto tameva aNupAlijjA (yayA zraddhayA nittA , tAva anupAtrayet | - je zraddhAthI saMsAramAMthI nIkaLyA te ja zraddhAne sArI rIte pALajo.) cAritra pALavA mATe nIkaLelAne zraddhAne TakAvavAnuM kema kahyuM - AvI zaMkA thAya ne ? tenuM kAraNa ja e che ke samyaktva jene pALavuM haze teNe cAritra avazya pALavuM ja paDaze. cAritra pALyA vinA samyakatva jALavI zakAya evuM nathI - AthI ja ADakatarI rIte cAritrane pALavAno bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 78 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 79

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upadeza Apyo. kAraNa ke cAritra pALyA vinA zraddhA na Take ane zraddhA TakAvavA mATe cAritra pALavA sivAya bIjo koi upAya nathI, zraddhAnuM jatana cAritra ja kare, mATe cAritranA jatananA hetu tarIke zraddhAnuM jatana karavA jaNAvyuM. AthI ja to aviratino paDachAyo paNa na paDe evuM sAdhupaNuM bhagavAne batAvyuM che. sukha to bhogavavAnuM ja nathI, sukhano paDachAyo paNa na paDe tenI takedArI rAkhI che. kAraNa ke sukhano paDachAyo paDe toya avirati upAdeya lAgyA vinA nahi rahe. zraddhAnuM jatana karavuM hoya to jyAM-tyAM pharAya nahi. AthI ja bIjA zIlavratamAM cha prakAramAMthI pahelo prakAra AyatanamAM vasavAno jaNAvyo che. ApaNe have e bheda samajavAnI zarUAta karavI che. zIla vratanA cha prakAra che. 1. AyatananuM sevana kare, 2. kArya vinA paragharamAM praveza na kare., 3. niraMtara anubhaTaveSa rAkhe, 4. vikAravALAM vacano bole nahi, 5, bAlakrIDAno tyAga kare, 6. sArI nItithI kArya kare. bhAvazrAvaka vrata lIdhA pachI game tyAM rakhaDI na zake. AthI ja jaNAvyuM ke AyatananuM sevana kare, anAyatananuM sevana na kare. je guNa maLyo che tene TakAvavAnA saMyogo gRhasthapaNAmAM kaparA che. jayAM-tyAM abhiprAya ApavAnI Teva paDI hoya to vrata jokhamamAM mukAze. A saMsAramAM sukhanA TukaDA verAyelA ja che mATe ghaNI sAvacetI rAkhavAnI jarUra che. AnAthI bacavA mATe ja sAdhupaNuM batAvyuM che. sukhano paDachAyo paDe to zraddhA DagI jAya. cakravartInA AtmAo cha vigaIo vAparavA chatAM cAritramohanIyakarmano kSayopazama pedA karI zake to tevA bhojanathI cAritramohanIyakarmano kSaya na sAdhI zake ? chatAM ya cakravartInA AtmAone paNa aMtakAMta bhikSA vAparavAnuM kahyuM che. eka lAkha ane bANuM hajAra strIono bhogavaTo karavA chatAM jemane naDyo nahi, temane nava vADonuM pAlana karavAnuM jaNAvyuM che. tenuM kAraNa ja e che ke sukha choDyA pachI paNa sukhano paDachAyo paDe to guNono samudAya veravikhera thayA vinA na rahe. Ayatana eTale dharmIjanone maLavAnuM sthAna. sAmAnyathI koSamAM joie to "Ayatana' zabdano artha vizALa gRha... evo maLe. jayAre Avo 'dhArmikajano jemAM ekaThA thAya' evo artha zenA AdhAre karavo te mATe zAstrano havAlo Apyo che ke - "je sthAne ghaNA sAdharmiko, zIlavALA, bahuzruta tema ja cAritrAcArathI saMpajano ekaThA thatA hoya te sthAna athavA sthaLane Ayatana kahevAya. AvA Ayatanane ja bhAvazrAvaka sevanAro hoya ema avadhAraNapUrvaka jaNAvavA mATe gAthAmAM g zabda Apyo che. dharmIne maLavAnuM sthAna tenuM nAma Ayatana ane covaTiyAne maLavAnuM sthAna tenuM nAma caoNro. Ayatanane ja seve, anAyatanane na seve - ema jaNAvyuM, temAM anAmatananuM svarUpa jaNAvatAM kahyuM che ke bhillanI pallImAM, coranA aDDAmAM, parvatanA mANaso arthA AdivAsI loko jayAM rahetA hoya tevA sthAnamAM tathA bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 80 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 81

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hiMsaka ane duSTa manavALA lokonI pADozamAM na rahevuM. kAraNa ke sapuruSo kusaMgatinI niMdA kare che. tethI sapuruSo vaDe niMdanIya evI kusaMgatino tyAga karavo. tema ja jyAM samakitane bhedanArI tema ja cAritrathI bhraSTa karanArI vikathA pravartatI hoya tevuM anAyatananuM sthAna mahApApanuM kAraNa che. anAdikALathI vikathAmAM sukha che evA saMskAra paDyA che tene TALavA mATe A badhAthI dUra rahevuM ja paDaze. nahi to zraddhA kSaNavAramAM nAza pAmI jaze. zraddhA kyAM Take ? jyAM sukhano leza na hoya tyAM. sukhano chAMTo paNa jyAM hoya tyAMthI zraddhAne jatAM vAra nahi lAge. AthI ja to cakravartInA AtmAo mATe paNa sAdhupaNAmAM eke chUTa nathI. viSayonI hAjarImAM anAsakta rahenArAne paNa cAritranuM pAlana karavA mATe viSayono tyAga karavo ja paDe. sa) cha mahinA sudhI aMtaHpura pAchaLa phare chatAM rUMvATuM ya na pharake - e kevuM ? tamArI jema. bhikhArI tamArI pAchaLa pharaphara kare che chatAM tamAruM rUMvATuM ya pharakatuM nathI ne? tamane jema paiso choDavAjevo nathI : A zraddhA majabUta che tema emane sukha bhogavavA jevuM nathI, A zraddhA majabUta hoya. cakravartInA AtmAo saMsAramAM rahyA viSayono bhogavaTo karmayoge kare che, bAkI anAsaktabhAva to pahelAM ya hato ne pachI ya vRddhi pAmelo. sukha bhogavavA jevuM na mAne tenuM nAma samyakta. sukha bhogavavuM paDe to samyakatva hoya paNa sukha bhogave to samyakatva na hoya. sukha bhogavavAjevuM na mAne te sukha bhogave nahi, ene bhogavavuM paDe e judI vAta. sukha bhogavavAjevuM mAne tenuM nAma mithyAtva. du:kha bhogavavA jevuM mAne tenuM nAma samyakatva. e ja rIte du:kha kADhavAjevuM mAne te mithyAtva ane sukha kADhavAjevuM mAne, bhogavavA jevuM na mAne tenuM nAma samyakatva. sa0 samakitI sAtavyasana seve chatAM sukha bhogavavA jevuM na mAne - e kai rIte samajavuM ? samakitInAM sAta vyasana karatAM tamAruM vigainuM sevana Takkara mAre evuM che ! e madirA je rIte pIe e rIte to tame cA-dUdha paNa nathI vAparatA. mAMdo mANasa mosaMbIno rasa je rIte pIe te rIte samakitI sAta vyasana seve. ApaNe sAta vyasana sevanArA samakitInI ciMtA nathI karavI, enI ciMtA zAstrakAroe karI che. ApaNe ApaNuM samyaktvaratna ke viratiratna corAi na jAya mATe AyatanamAM ja javuM. jenI zraddhA sArI hoya, jJAna sAruM hoya ane cAritra sAruM hoya tenI sAthe vAsa karavo. tema ja jayAM samyaktvacAritrane bhedanArI kathA cAlatI hoya tyAM paga na mUkavo. kAraNa ke tevAo badhAne deva, badhAne guru ane dareka dharmane dharma mAnavAnI vAta karI ApaNuM samyakatva lUMTI le. evAo A vAta evI siphatathI rajU kare ke tamane gamI jAya. 'dharma to ekAMte sAro che, bhagavAnanA zAsanamAMthI ja A paMtho paDyA che mATe temane mithyA na mAnavA. jyAM jeTaluM sAruM hoya eTaluM lai levuM - niMdA to bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 82 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 83

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koinI na karAya, to devagurudharmanI to kevI rIte karavI ?' AvI vAta kare to tamane gamI jAya ne ? pachI tamArI zraddhAnuM zuM thAya ? Aje amane pUchavA Ave ke phalANAnA vyAkhyAnamAM javAya. amAre kahevuM paDe ke tamArI zraddhA eTalI takalAdI che ke tamAre kyAMya javuM nahi. bhAvazrAvaka zraddhA-saMpanna hovA chatAM jo AvA sthAne na jato hoya to tamAre kyAMthI javAya ? koI pUche ke kema nathI AvatA ? to kahevuM ke meM samyakatva uccaryuM che te TakI rahe mATe nathI Avato. DaoNkTaranI davA cAlatI hoya to DaoNkTara nA pADe ne ke bahAranI havA lAgI na jAya - tenI kALajI rAkhajo . tema ahIM paNa samajI levuM. tamArA vratanI rakSA mATe jema AyatanamAM vasavAnuM jaNAvyuM che tema sAdhuone paNa zrAvakanA baMgalA-gharomAM UtaravAnI nA pADI che. pahelAnA kALamAM sAdhubhagavaMto udyAnamAM athavA ghoDAnI parasALamAM, gajazALA vageremAM UtaratA; jayAM sukhanuM sAdhana jovA na maLe. AthI sAhebajI paNa zrAvakonA baMgalAmAM UtaravA rAjI na hatA. kAraNa ke tyAM maMdapariNAmI sAdhu anumodanA karI bese. rAjAmahArAjAo mATe rAjamahelamAM javuM paDe to mAtra AcAryabhagavaMta jAya, badhA nahi, sAdhuonA saMyamanI ciMtA AcAryabhagavaMta na kare to koNa kare ? eka vAra A amadAvAdamAM keTalAka sAdhuo vihAramAM bAjumAM bIjo rasto hovA chatAM kAMkariyA gArDanamAMthI AvyA. bapore mAMDalImAM sAhebajIe e sAdhuonI dhULa kADhI nAMkhI. sukhano paDachAyo paNa jo paDI jAya to saMyamano nAza thatAM vAra na lAge. sAdhupaNAmAM paNa jo ATalI sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI hoya to zrAvake vratanI surakSA mATe keTalI kALajI levI joie ? zIlaguNamAM bIjo prakAra che - kArya vinA bIjAnA gharamAM na javuM. ghaNA divasa thayA, jai AvuM - ema karIne na javuM. A rIte nisprayojana na javAnuM kAraNa jaNAvatAM kahyuM che ke koi paNa vastu tenA gharamAM khovAi gai hoya, tUTIphUTI gai hoya to te vakhate ApaNe tyAM hovAthI tene zaMkA ApaNI upara paDe. AthI tevA AropathI bacavA mATe pArakAnA gharamAM na javuM. joke kAryaprasaMge paNa AvI zaMkAnI saMbhAvanA che chatAM paNa te mATenI sAmAcArI jaNAvatAM pharamAvyuM che ke - aMtaHpurane choDIne bIjAnA gharamAM javuM zrAvaka mATe saheluM che topaNa puruSa hAjara na hoya evA para gharamAM zrAvake javuM nahi. kadAca kAryaprasaMge javuM paDe to pariNata vaya - moTI vayanA puruSane - zrAvakane sAthe laine javuM. sAdhana che mATe jai AvuM - evo vicAra na karavo. javuM paDe to kAma lAge mATe sAdhana vasAvavAnuM. sudarzanazeThe paragharamAM na javAno niyama lIdho to rANInA sakaMjAmAMthI bacI gayA. pAchaLathI kAussagga dhyAnamAM upADIne lAvyA ane anAcAra sevAno Aropa Avyo tyAre paNa abhigraha dharIne kAussagna dhyAnamAM rahyA. devatAnI sahAyathI upadravamAMthI UgarI gayA. cAritra bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 84 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 85

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pAmavuM che ne ? to jJAnIoe batAvelA nAnA paNa niyamanI upekSA na karavI. A rIte bIjAnA gharamAM na javAno niyama pALe te sAdhupaNAmAM AvIne bIjAnA Asane nahi javAno niyama pALI zake. sAhebajIe amane hitazikSA ApatAM jaNAvyuM hatuM ke rAtre svAdhyAya mATe paNa potAnuM Asana choDIne bIjAnA Asane na javuM. kAraNa ke svAdhyAyanA nAme bhegA thayelA kyAre vikathAnA ravADe caDI jAya te kahI zakAya nahi. sa0 svAdhyAyamAM bhUla paDe to ? to gurubhagavaMtane pUchavAnuM. sauthI pahelAM ApaNI bhUla ApaNI jAte ja zodhavAnI. ApaNI jAte je bhUla zodhI hoya te jiMdagImAM pharI na bhulAya. ame amArA paMDitajIne paNa kaMika pUchavA jaie to teo pahelAM sAme pUchatA ke tame paMkti u52 keTalI vAra vicAra karyo. ame kahIe ke hamaNAM ja zaMkA paDI. to kahetA ke be-cAra divasa vicAro. e rIte vicAra karatAM amane jAte AvaDI jatuM. Aje to mahenata ja karavI nathI. divase sUtro gokhe to rAtre svAdhyAya kare ne ? rAtano svAdhyAya to lagabhaga nAza pAmyo. ane kadAca gokhe to ya zrAvakaprAyogya sUtro gokhe. mArgAnusArInA pAMtrIsa guNo AvaDe paNa pAMca mahAvratanI pacIsa bhAvanA na AvaDe. kAraNa ke pAMtrIsa guNo samajAvavA kAma lAge ! cAritra ke samyaktvAdi guNonI kiMmata jene samajAya te mahApuruSoe batAvelA dareka AcArano Adara karyA vinA na rahe. bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 86 A graMthamAM dharma karavAnI yogyatA traNa tabakke varNavI che. guNaThANAnA krame bhAvazrAvaka ane bhAvasAdhunI yogyatAnI sAthe dharma karavA mATenI sarvasAmAnya yogyatA paNa varNavI che. Aje ApaNe guNo pAmavA nathI mATe ApaNe guNaThANAnI yogyatAno vicAra karatA nathI. jene dharma karIne dharmanuM phaLa meLavavuM che te yogyatAnI upekSA kyAre ya na kare. Aje dharma karavo che paNa dharmanuM phaLa nathI pAmavuM. mATe ApaNe yogyatA upara bhAra nathI ApatA. dharmanI yogyatA caramAvarttakALamAM Ave che ane apunabaMdhaka dazA Ave tyAre Ave che. sa0 A yogyatA to nadIghoLapASANanyAye Ave ne ? nadIghoLapASANanyAya to mAtra karmalaghutA mATe, graMthideze AvavA mATe kAma lAge che. A rIte graMthideze to abhavyo paNa anaMtIvAra Ave che, e yogyatA guNapratyayika nathI. guNapratyayika yogyatA to caramAvarttakALamAM Ave ane te paNa apunarbaMdhakadazA pAmIe tyAre Ave. graMthideze AvavAthI dharmanI sAmagrI sulabha bane che mATe tenI kiMmata che, paraMtu ApaNI yogyatA pragaTI hoya tyAre e sAmagrI kAma lAge che. bAkI to acaramAvarttakALamAM paNa A rIte graMthideze ApaNe anaMtIvAra AvyA chatAM te sAmagrI ApaNane saMsArathI tAravA kAma na lAgI. sa0 ca2mAvarttakALamAM AvyA chIe ke nahi H e zenA AdhAre nakkI karavuM ? bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 87

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e mATe zAstramAM caramAvartakALamAM AvelAnAM lakSaNo jaNAvyAM che. du:khI jIvo pratye atyaMta dayA rAkhavI, guNavAna pratye dveSa na karavo ane sarvatra ucita pravRtti karavI. A guNo game evA che ne ? phAve evA che ne? A duniyAmAM je duHkhI jIvo che temanuM du:kha dUra na karI zakIe, paNa temanI pratye dayA to rAkhI zakIe ne? bIjAnuM duHkha dekhAya ane duHkhI pratye dayA Ave to bIjAne du:kha ApavAnuM to na ja bane ne ? Aje duniyAnuM du:kha dekhAtuM nathI mATe ApaNuM duHkha jatuM nathI. je bIjAne duHkha Ape tenuM duHkha jAya nahi. lokamAM paNa "jevuM Apazo tevuM pAmazo' evuM kahevAya che. jo duHkha nahi Apo to nahi pAmo. ApaNe lokone duHkha nathI ApatA, te temanA upara upakAra nathI karatA. ApaNane duHkha nathI joituM mATe ApaNe duHkha ApatA nathI. jene jagatanA jIvonuM du:kha dekhAya te bIjAne du:kha ApI na zake. bIjAne duHkha ApIe, chatAM ApaNuM duHkha jAya - evuM koi kALe na bane. sa, saMsAramAM chIe mATe duHkha ApavuM paDe che. enA badale ema kaho ke du:kha ApavuM paDe che mATe saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. agnine aDIe to bALe ema bolo ke baLI na jaie mATe agnine aDavuM nahi : ema kaho ? A saMsAranuM eka paNa sukha bIjAne du:kha ApyA vinA bhogavI zakAtuM nathI. garamAgarama cA paNa agnikAya, aSkAya, vAyukAyanI virAdhanA vinA maLatI nathI. cAmAM svAda Ave che ne ? te A virAdhanA dekhAtI nathI mATe. cAmAM mAkhI mare to duHkha thAya ne cA mUkI de, na vApare. jayAre agnikAyAdinI virAdhanA thavA chatAM vApare to te virAdhanA dekhAtI nathI - mATe ja ne? A saMsAramAM virAdhanA karyA vinA jivAtuM hoya to te ekamAtra A sAdhupaNAmAM ja jivAya che. kSaNa vAra paNa virAdhanA nahi ane dezonapUrvakoTi varSa sudhI jIvI zakAya evo mArga bhagavAne batAvyo che. sAdhubhagavaMtane AvI niravadya AjIvikA batAvelI hovAthI ja sAdhubhagavaMto jyAre paNa gocarI Alove tyAre bhagavAne batAvelA mArga pratye ahobhAva vyakta karatAM A pramANe ciMtave che ke - "aho jirNahi asAvajjA vittI sAhUNa desiA mukhasAhaNahessi sAhudahassa dhAraNA." (jinezvarabhagavaMtoe mokSane sAdhanArA evA sAdhunA dehanI dhAraNA mATe asAvadya-pAparahita evI vRtti-bhikSAcaryA batAvI che te kharekhara adbhuta che !) ApaNane jIvatA rAkhe ne koine maravA de nahi - A camatkAra nahi ? Aje aviratinuM pApa dekhAtuM nathI mATe saMsAramAM majA Ave che. bAkI jo A avirati dekhAya to bhAvazrAvakane sAdhu thavAno adhyavasAya majabUta thayA vinA na rahe. sa0 sAdhupaNAmAM nirvAha mATe je kAMi laie temAM paNa jIvo to mare ja che ne ? jIvo mare eTalAmAtrathI hiMsAnuM pApa nathI lAgatuM emAM ApaNo saMkalpa, nimitta bhaLe chatAM laie to doSa lAge. bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 88 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 89

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pariNAme baMdha che ane ApaNe jANavA chatAM virAma na pAmIe to pariNAma bagaDelA che. paraMtu nirvAha mATe sAdhu je kAMi nirdoSa le temAM sAdhunuM nimitta paNa nathI ane sAdhune avirati paNa nathI mATe sAdhune pApabaMdha thato nathI. sava nimitta ke aviratinuM pApa na lAge paNa zrAvake hiMsAthI je vastu banAvI hoya evI vastu levA-vAparavAthI sAdhune hiMsAnuM pApa lAge ne ? lokamAM paNa vyavahAra che ke corInI vastu vAparavAthI corInuM pApa lAge. eka vastu yAda rAkho ke vastu vAparavA mAtrathI doSa lAge che - evuM nathI. temAM anumodanA paDI hoya, te banAvavAno Adeza karyo hoya to temAM doSa lAge. vaLI zrAvake potAnA mATe AraMbha karIne banAvela vastu vartamAnamAM nirdoSa hovAthI sAdhu grahaNa kare chatAM pApa lAgavAnuM hoya to rastAnI dhULa paNa pahelAM sacitta hatI te atyAre acitta thayA pachI enI upara cAlavAthI paNa doSa lAge ane tethI sAdhu pRthvI upara paga mUkIne cAlI paNa nahi zake ! vastutaH sAdhubhagavaMtoe aviratinuM paccakhkhANa kareluM hovAthI e pApa nathI lAgatuM. tema ja hiMsAnuM pApa jIvavirAdhanAthI nathI lAgatuM, AjJAvirAdhanAthI lAge che. bhagavAnanI AjJA na pALavAmAM adharma che, hiMsAmAM adharma nathI. bhagavAnanI AjJApUrvaka zuddha gaSaNA upayogapUrvaka karavA chatAM jo doSita AhAra Ave to sAdhune doSita AhAra lIdhAnuM pApa nathI lAgatuM. IryAsamitipUrvaka cAlavA chatAM jo jIvavirAdhanA thAya topaNa hiMsAnuM pApa nathI lAgatuM. ane anupayogapUrvaka vartavAthI kadAca hiMsA na thAya to paNa tenuM pApa lAge che. kAraNa ke jayaNAupayogamAM bhagavAnanI AjJA hovAthI dharma che ane ajayaNAanupayogamAM AjJAnI virAdhanA hovAthI adharma che. A badhuM sUma buddhithI vicAravAnI jarUra che. mAtra uparachallA jJAnathI zAsananA paramArtha sudhI pahoMcI na zakAya. Aje tame paNa sAdhupaNuM lai nathI zakatA te sAdhupaNAmAM duHkha che mATe nahi, A saMsAranA sukhanI lAlaca satAve che mATe. azAtAno udaya cAritrano bAdhaka nathI te to caudamAM guNaThANA sudhI hoya che, jayAre cAritra-mohanIyano udaya cAritrano bAdhaka che. azAtAnA udayathI duHkha Ave che. cAritramohanIyanA udayathI sukha bhogavavAnI icchA thAya che. duHkha to tame gRhasthapaNAmAM ya ghaNuM bhogavo cho - ethI nakkI che ke du:khano bhaya nahi, sukhanI lAlaca satAve che. sukha bhogavavAnI icchA enuM ja nAma avirati ane A aviratinuM pApa ja moTuM che. eka vAra avirati chUTe to kevaLajJAna game tyAM meLavI zakAya. je ArIsAbhuvanamAM sAdhubhagavaMto paga paNa na mUkI zake te ArIsAbhuvanamAM kevaLajJAna pAmyA, rAjayanI icchA paNa sAdhu na kare chatAM rAjasiMhAsana para besIne kevaLajJAna pAmyA, strIno saMghaTTo sAdhune naDe chatAM strIno hAtha hAthamAM rAkhI kevaLajJAna pAmyA - A prabhAva avirati bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 90 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 91

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tUTyAno hato. sAdhupaNAnI maryAdA aviratinA pariNAmano kSaya karavA mATe che. eka vAra aviratino kSaya thayo pachI pravRtti to pUrvAnuvedhathI cAlu hovAthI dekhAya che. pariNAma AvyA pachI pravRtti kaI che e nathI jovuM. paNa pariNAma AvyA na hoya to pravRtti tapAsyA vinA, sudhAryA vinA na cAle. A saMsAra aviratinuM ghara che. cha javanikAyanI hiMsA jemAM thAya tenuM nAma avirati, ghare jAo to mAnajo ke katalakhAnAmAM AvyA, je divase ghara katalakhAnuM lAgaze te divase ghara chUTaze ja. zrAvakazrAvikA gharamAM rahyA hoya topaNa e ja vicAre ke AThamA varase dIkSA na lIdhI mATe ahIM A dazAmAM beThA chIe ane haju paNa pariNAma jAgatA nathI mATe jiMdagIbhara A ja karavAnuM che ! dIkSAnA pariNAma AvatA nathI e vAta sAcI, paraMtu e pariNAma lAvavA paNa ahIM AvavuM paDaze, tyAM beThAM pariNAma nahi Ave. dIkSA sArI che ne ? to levI che ne ? vastu sArI hoya to levA mATe mahenata karo ne ? keTalA jaNane kahyuM che ke pacIsa TakA paNa taiyArI hoya to bAkInA TakA pUrA karavAnI javAbadArI amArI. tame ekavAra nakkI karo ke dIkSA sArI che, bhagavAne kIdhI che to lIdhA vagara nathI rahevuM. koNa sAcavaze ? enI ciMtA nathI karavI. bhagavAnanuM vacana, bhagavAnanuM zAsana sAcavaze, ApaNuM nasIba sAcavaze. dIkSA nahi laie to du:kha nahi Ave - evuM to nathI ne ? nasIbathI vadhAre du:kha kyAMya nathI AvavAnuM - emAM ATalo badho vicAra zo? paNa nakkI karyuM che ne ke dharma karIzuM to duHkhI thaizuM !- A ja zraddhAthI gharamAM beThA cho ne? bhAvazrAvakanA guNo pedA karIne ApaNe bhAvazrAvaka nathI thavuM, bhAvasAdhu thavAnI yogyatA keLavavI che. bIjA zIlavratamAM be prakAra ApaNe joyA. trIjo prakAra che - anubhaTa veSa dhAraNa karavo. A viSayamAM to amAre kazuM kahevAnuM nathI, tame jAte samajI zako cho. ahIM je jaNAvyuM che - te vAMcI jauM chuM. halakA mANaso jevo ke jemAM uchAMchaLApaNuM jaNAya tevo veSa na paheravo. tema ja strIoe vezyA vagerene ucita veSa na paheravo. te te deza tathA kuLamAM judA judA veSa saMbhave che. chatAM maryAdAno lopa thAya tevo veSa na paheravo. je kapaDAM paheryA pachI ApaNe jagatane moTuM na batAvI zakIe evAM kapaDAM na paheravAM. jenA kAraNe loko hAMsImazkarI kare, lokone zaramAvAnuM thAya tevAM vastro zrAvaka na pahere. moTe bhAge kapaDAM mokaLAM pahere, zarIrane aDoaDa na pahere. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke evAM vastro paheravAM ke je paheryA pachI ApaNe bhadramUrti lAgIe. bhadramUrti tene kahevAya ke jene jovAthI najara Thare. jenA kAraNe ApaNe UThI, besI na zakIe, cAlI na zakIe - evo veSa na hovo joie. traNa lokanA nAtha pAse ke saMsAratAraka pAse jaie ane vinaya na karI zakIe evo veSa zrAvakano hoya - te cAle ? Aje to vicitra vastro dhAraNa karI potAnuM svarUpa pote ja bagADe - evI dazA che. bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 92 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 93

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maryAdAzIla veSa saune game mATe tevo veSa dhAraNa karavo. atyAre to badhA sarakhesarakhA bhegA thayA hovAthI koine kharAba lAgatuM nathI. eTalAmAtrathI udbhaTaveSa anudRbhaTa na bane. loka eTale ziSNaloko samajavA. A anudRbhaTa veSathI bacavA mATe sAdhupaNuM sauthI zreSTha che. ApaNe to coLapaTTo ane kapaDA-kAmaLI A veSa dhAraNa karavo che ne ? zIlavaMta guNano cotho prakAra che ke vikArI vacano na bolavAM. bolabola karavAnA svabhAvavALA vratanuM pAlana na karI zake. vicAryA vagara na bolavuM. vicAravAnuM zuM ? ApaNA bolavAnA kAraNe koine rAga, dveSa ke moha utpanna thAya evuM nathI ne ? - eTaluM vicArIne bolavuM. ApaNA bolavAthI koine rAga thAya, ApaNA bolavAthI koine dveSa jAge athavA ApaNA bolavAthI koine viparIta jJAna thAya tevuM na bolavuM. ApaNA bolavAthI koine paNa koi yugala grahaNa karavAnuM mana thAya tevuM na bolavuM. A asAra evA saMsAramAM dUdha, dahIM, zItaLa jaLa, sugaMdhI padArtho, suMdara strIo sArabhUta che. priyAnuM darzana maLe to anyadarzana(dharma) vaDe saryuM... A badhAM rAgavardhaka vacano che. asAramAMthI sArane grahaNa karavAnI vRttivALA asArano tyAga nahi karI zake. te ja rIte bIjAne utArI pADavA mATe kaThora, karkaza vacana na bolavAM. Aje to gharanA lokone upadeza paNa e rIte Ape ke sAMbhaLanArA kahe ke - ame paNa vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIe chIe - amane kahevAnI jarUra nathI. zrAvaka dharmakathA parivArajano AgaLa kare, paNa te parivArajana UbhagI jAya - eTaluM na kheMce. cha lazyAnI sAthe upadezanI lezyA che - evuM koIne kahevuM paDe te rIte zrAvaka na varte. tema ja dharmavirodhI vacano paNa na bole. koI dharmamAM pravRtta thayo hoya tene saMmoha thAya evuM na bole. pUjA karanArane kahe ke paththaranI pUjAthI zuM vaLe ? tenA karatAM sAdhupaNuM levuM sAruM... A rIte na kahevuM. svAdhyAya karanArane vikSepa pADavA kahe ke AnA karatAM vaiyAvacca karavI sArI... AvuM AvuM na kahe. tema ja 'A lokanAM dUSTa sukhone choDI paralokanI AzAthI dharma karavo - e to mUrkhAi che" - evuM paNa na bolavuM. sAmA mANasane potAnA guru pratye asadUbhAva jAge, te ArAdhanAmAM zithila bane evAM paNa vacano zrAvaka na bole. bhAvazrAvakane zIlavAna banavuM hoya to te cha prakAre prayatna kare che. temAM pAMcamo prakAra che bALakrIDAno tyAga karavo. krIDA bAla nathI, bAlajIvone chAje evI krIDAne bAlakrIDA kahevAya. bAla pada paMDitajanonI krIDAnA varjana mATe nathI. kAraNa ke paMDitajano-buddhimAnajano krIDA kare ja nahi. kAraNa ke krIDA to anarthadaMDa kahevAya. jemAM lAbha kazo ja nahi uparathI samayano veDaphATa ane karmano baMdha tenuM nAma anarthadaMDa. ahIM je krIDA batAvI che te zataraMja, sogaThAbAjI vagere batAvI che. vartamAnakALamAM to krikeTa, hokI, phUTabola vagere batAvavI paDe. e badhI paNa bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 94 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 5

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upalakSaNathI samajI levAnI che. aMtakaDI, aMtAkSarI ramavI, chApuM vAMcavuM... A badhAM janaralanolejanAM sAdhana nathI, anarthadaMDanAM sAdhana che. krIDA e anarthadaMDa che tethI krIDAnAM sAdhana e anarthadaMDanAM ja sAdhana che. zrAvakanA gharamAM AvAM sAdhana na hoya ne ? game teTalo vidvAna hoya topaNa AvI vyartha pravRttimAM hAtha na nAkhe. jene pUrvotargata zrutanA jANakAra banavuM hoya, dvAdazAMgInA jJAtA banavuM hoya tene Avo vyartha samaya veDaphavAno na pAlave. Aje nirarthaka krIDA karavAnI Teva paDI che mATe sArthaka kriyAo karI zakatA nathI. sAdhubhagavaMto krIDA nathI karatA. e yogyatA keLavavA mATe bALakrIDAno tyAga karavAnuM jaNAvyuM che. jene bhaNavAnuM nathI, gamatuM tene ramavAnuM game che - ema samajI levuM. sa0 ramavAnuM game che mATe bhaNavAnuM nathI gamatuM. nA, bhaNavAnuM gamatuM nathI mATe ramavAnuM game che. bhaNavAnuM gamatuM hoya to te ramavAnuM gamatuM hovA chatAM choDyA vinA na rahe. bhAvezrAvaka paNa krIDA na kare to sAdhu kyAMthI kare ? anarthadaMDajevuM. bhayaMkara eke pApa nathI. sa0 yudhiSThirajevA paNa jugAra ramatA hatA. tame kathAnaka AvAM sAMbhaLo cho ? yudhiSThira jugAra ramatA hatA te yAda rahyuM, paNa yudhiSThire jugAra choDIne dIkSA lIdhI, kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA te yAda na rahyuM ne? e mahApuruSo jugAra ramatA hatA mATe yAda karIe chIe ke satyavAdI hatA, sAdhu thai mokSe gayA mATe yAda karIe chIe ? mahApuruSonAM dRSTAMta khoTI rIte na vicAro. sa0 kahevAno Azaya e che ke krIDAnI Teva paDI hoya to... to bhAvazrAvakapaNuM nahi Ave. bhAvazrAvaka banavuM haze to krIDAnI Teva choDavI ja paDaze. jene sAdhu thavuM hoya tenA mATe bhAvazrAvakapaNuM che, jo sAdhu na thavuM hoya to je cAle che te barAbara che. Aje to sAdhupaNAmAM paNa krIDA pesI gai. tenuM kAraNa e che ke bhAvazrAvaka banyA vinA ahIM AvI gayA che. sAdhu UbhA UbhA dhULamAM paganA nakhathI lIsoTA pADe te paNa bALakrIDA che. sa0 chApuM vAMcavuM bALakrIDA ? tenAthI saMsAranI asAratAnuM bhAna thAya ne? haju sudhI chApuM vAMcIne dIkSA lIdhI hoya evuM koi maLyuM nathI, sAMbhaLyuM nathI. Aje to sAdhu-sAdhvI paNa chApAmAM vAMce zuM ? "sapharajana khAvAthI nirogI rahevAya.' evA nusakhA vAMce ane gocarImAM sapharajana Ave tenI rAha jotA bese ! kapaDAnAM DAgha kADhavA mATe navI vastu Ave to te ajamAve. A badhuM anarthadaMDa ja che ne ? Aje to bhaNavuM-gaNavuM gamatuM nathI, bAhyapravRttino rasa vadhato cAlyo che. AvAmAM krIDA karavAnuM TALavuM ja paDaze. A to bhagavAnano varaghoDo jAya to ya jovA mATe Ubho thaI jAya. sa0 varaghoDo jovA mATe UbhA rahevuM te anarthadaMDa !? bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 96 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 97

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varaghoDo jovA nahi javAnuM, varaghoDAmAM javAnuM. bhagavAnano varaghoDo hoya to temAM ApaNe hAjarI ApavAnI, jovA nahi UbhA rahevAnuM. varaghoDo to loko zAsananI anumodanA kare mATe kADhavAno che. jeo zAsananA paramArthane pAmelA hoya teo varaghoDo jovA na UbhA rahe, varaghoDo kADhe. kADhavAnI zakti na hoya to sAthe pharI zake ne ? jenuM sAmarthya na hoya tevA UbhA rahe - e judI vAta. paNa sAmarthya hoya te to varaghoDAmAM phare ja ne ? sa0 bhagavAnano nahi paNa tapasvIno varaghoDo hoya to ? tapasvIe paNa bhagavAnanA zAsanano ja tapa karyo che to tenuM bahumAna nahi karavAnuM ? caMpAzrAvikAe tapa karyo to tyAre sAjanamahAjana bheguM thayuM hatuM mATe prabhAva paDyo ne ? badhA bArIethI jovA UbhA rahyA hota to caMpAzrAvikAne ekalAM ja javAno vakhata Avata ne ? sAjanamahAjana bheguM hatuM tyAre to akabara bAdazAhe pUchyuM, parIkSA karI ane chevaTe pote paNa pratibodha pAmyA. Aje to comAsA vagere mATe AcAryabhagavaMtAdino pravezamahotsava kare tyAre sAmaiyAmAM keTalA hAjara hoya ? jeTalA benDavALA hoya eTalA ya nahi ne ? Aje to sAdhusAdhvI paNa sAmaiyAmAM jovA na maLe. pahelAM to amAre tyAM evo rivAja hato ke badhAM sAdhusAdhvI upadhi bAMdhIne sAmaiyAmAM phare. kAraNa ke AcAryabhagavaMtanI AgaLa, temanA pahelAM javAya nahi. AgaLanI makAnanI vyavasthA vagere mATe javuM paDe to ekAda bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo = 98 be jaNa jAya, badhA na jAya. Aje na to sAdhusAdhvI hAjara hoya na to zrAvakazrAvikA hAjara hoya, mAtra AcAryabhagavaMta sAthe ekAda-be sAdhu ane jenA gharanuM sAmaiyuM hoya tenA be-cAra mANaso hoya. A rIte sAmaiyuM kare to zAsananI ThekaDI uDADavA jevuM thAya ne ? jene bahumAna na hoya evAo sAdhunuM bahumAna kare to A ja dazA thAya. zAsananI ArAdhanA na thAya topaNa zAsananI sAthe ramata na karavI. sa0 zAstramAM evuM Ave che ke sAdhubhagavaMta viziSTa tapa-sAdhanA karIne AvyA hoya to bahAra udyAnamAM Utare ane saMghamAM kahevaDAve pachI sAmaiyAsahita praveza kare. eTale sAmaiyA vagara na avAya ne ? sAmaiyA vagara na javAnI vAta to jeo bahumAnavALA hoya teone AzrayIne che. jeone bahumAna ja na hoya tevAo sAmaiyA na kare e ja sAruM che. A mAtra vyavahAra sAcavavAnI vastu nathI. bhagavAnanuM zAsana lokonA haiyA sudhI pahoMcADavAnuM sAdhana che. jenA haiyAmAM zAsana hoya te bIjAnA haiyAmAM zAsana pahoMcADI zake. jene karavuM ja hoya tenI pAse to ghaNA rastA che. jamaNavAra rAkhe to loko Ave ne ? sa0 jamavAnI lAlaca ApI na kahevAya ? A lAlaca ApavAnI vAta nathI, anukULatA sAcavavAnI vAta che. prabhAvanAnI agAuthI jAherAta karavI te lAlaca ApI bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 99

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kahevAya. bAkI sAdharmikane vinaMtipUrvaka bolAvIne bhakti karIe e lAlaca ApI na kahevAya. loko khAvAnA lAlacu nathI hotA paNa rAMdhavAnuM ane prasaMge hAjara rahevAnuM e be vastu sAthe na phAve. tame temanI javAbadArI ochI karo to teo tamArA prasaMga upara hAjara raheze ja. lokone bhegA karavA che, paNa te ApaNuM nAma gajAvavA mATe nahi, lokonA haiyAmAM zAsana vasAvavA mATe karavA che. pahelAM haiyAmAM pote zAsana pratye bahumAna keLave, pachI bolAve. jene AmaMtraNa Apo tene kahI ja devAnuM ke tame ghare rasoDuM bilakula baMdha rAkhajo. chokarAonuM skUlanuM Tiphina paNa ahIMthI jaze ane nokaracAkara paNa ahIM ja jamaze. sa0 AnA mATe to ghaNI udAratA keLavavI paDe, to ja zakya bane. AthI ja zAstramAM kahyuM che ke udAratA e dharmasiddhinuM paheluM liMga che. eka vAra udAratA keLavo to ja dharma pariNAma pAmaze. zrAvaka, dharmamAM ja nahi saMsAramAM paNa udAra hoya. zrAvakanI udAratA to evI hoya ke koi paNa jagyAe bhAvatAla na kare. mAtra dharma mATe ja nahi, potAnI jarUriyAta mATe paNa koine kase nahi. tamane gharAka kevo game ? bhAvatAla kare tevo ke bhAvatAla na kare evo ? gharAka bhAvatAla na kare to game ane tame bhAvatAla karo - e cAle ? ApaNane je game nahi tevuM vartana ApaNe na karavuM. maphatanuM khAvAnI ane ochI mahenate vadhu meLavavAnI vRttinA kAraNe AvuM bane che. A svabhAva laine ahIM Ave eTale bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 100 e vRtti dharmamAM paNa ADI Ave ja. ahIM paNa bhaNavA beThA pachI mahenata nathI karavI, dhUNIne gokhavuM nathI ane be-traNa vAra gokhIne AvaDI jAya to vadhu vAra gokhavuM nathI. enA kAraNe kadAca gAthA AvaDI paNa gai hoya toya bhulAtAM vAra nahi lAge. enA badale bhale mahenata paDe paNa barAbara dhUNIne gokhavuM che, so vAra bolavuM paDe to so vAra bolIzuM. nirjarA karavI che ne ? to jeTalI mahenata karIe teTaluM sAruM ja che. bALakrIDAno tyAga karyA bAda chaThThA prakAra tarIke jaNAvyuM che ke koinI paNa pAsethI kAma levuM hoya to madhura nItithI vartavuM. madhura svare, haiyAnI kUNAzathI kahevuM. sattAnA kephamAM bolIne kAma nathI karAvavuM. zrAvaka parivAra laine beTho hovAthI tene badhA pAsethI kAma levuM paDe. mAtApitA pAse dharmanAM kAma karAve, dIkarAdIkarI pAse vinayanAM kAma karAve, nokaracAkara pAse dhaMdhAnAM kAma karAve. paNa A dareka kAryo sAmapUrvakanAM vacano dvArA karAve. mAtApitAne dharmakAryamAM joDatI vakhate ema na kahevuM ke - 'nakAmAM beThAM cho enA karatAM vyAkhyAnamAM jAo.' dhaMdhAmAM paNa nokaracAkara vagerene are ture kahIne na bolAve. saumya ! suMdara ityAdi vacanothI bolAvIne tene kahevuM ke - "A pramANe kara, A pramANe karavAthI A kArya sukharUpa sArI rIte kareluM thAya che.' A rIte madhura svare nAnAnI sAthe vyavahAra rAkhavo. kahyuM che ke priya lAge tevAM vacanothI sau khuza thAya che, mATe tevAM vacano bolavAM. temAM ya bhAvazrAvakanAM che lakSaNo = 101

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jo parivAravarga azikSita-keLavaNI-saMskAra vinAno hoya to svAmIne ghaNo kheda karavo paDe che, mATe haMmezAM komaLa vacanathI zikhAmaNa ApavI joie. sa0 atyAre to AvAM vacanothI bolIe to eka kAnamAMthI sAMbhaLI bIje kAnethI kADhI nAMkhe. tenuM kAraNa e che ke tame pahelethI saumyatA rAkhI nahi. pahelethI vAte vAte Toka Toka karIne temane uddhata banAvI dIdhA hoya to tamArAM vacana gaNakAre ja kyAMthI ? haju paNa sudharavuM hoya to upAya che ke gharanA lokonI mAphI mAMgIne kaho ke atyAra sudhI je gusso karyo, tamane saMtApyA tenI mAphI mAMguM chuM. AcAryabhagavaMte Aje je vAta karI te mane haiye sparzI gai che mATe have gusso nahi karuM, kaThora vacana nahi boluM... temane je joituM hoya te ApI devuM. Ameya kakaLATa karIne ApavuM ja paDe che to zAMtithI premapUrvaka kema na ApIe ? - ATalo vicAra Ave ne ? gharamAM ApaNA mATe be akSara sArA bole evo eka mANasa jaDe kharo ? tamane lokone gharamAM rahetAM nathI AvaDatuM. AthI have to gharanI bahAra kADhavA ja paDaze. sa0 gharamAM rahetAM nathI AvaDatuM to tyAM AvIne zuM karIzuM? ahIM to ame tamane sIdhA karIzuM. tyAM to tamAre mAthe badhAne sIdhA karavAnI javAbadArI hatI tethI takalIpha hatI. gurubhagavaMta potAnA guruno vinaya karatA hoya to ziSyane kahevuM na paDe. guru pote avinaya na Acare to ziSya kevI rIte AcarI zake ? tamAre tyAM to mAbApanI javAbadArI patnInA mAthe nAMkhI de ne ? ApaNe jAte mAbApanI sevA karIe to vahune kahevAno vakhata ja na Ave. pelI sAmethI kahe ke - tamArAM mAbApa e mArAM mAbApa. to A kahe ke mArAM mAbApanI sevA huM ja karIza. tame jAte karavA mAMDo to vahu sAsusasarAnI ane dIkarAo dAdAdAdInI sevA karyA vagara na rahe. ApaNAM mAbApa ApaNA upakArI che to temanI sevA bIjAne mAthe nathI nAMkhavI. Aje amAre tyAM paNa dIkaro prabhAvaka hoya to tenA pacIsa ziSyo tenI sevA kare ane pelo bApAgurunI sevA na kare. pote ja jo potAnA gurunI paDilehaNa, mAguM paraThavavuM, kApa kADhavo vagere mATe taiyAra thAya to ziSyo enI meLe karavA mAMDe. gharane sudhAravA besavuM tenA karatAM ApaNe sudharI javuM che. ApaNA nokaro ema kahe ke paramAdhAmI jevA zeTha maLyA che, jaMpIne besavA detA nathI : e zuM ApaNI zobhA che ? nokaro pratye mAtra vANInI nahi, haiyAnI mIThAza joie. e paNa potAnA pApanA yoge nokara thayo che - ema mAnI kasa nathI kADhavo. kAmamAM thoDI ALasa kare to 'ArAmanA paisA nathI ApatA', ekAda jhokuM khAya to 'UMghavAnA paisA nathI ApatA' AvuM AvuM na bolavuM. tame bapore ArAma karo to ene paNa kahevAnuM ke thAkyo hoya to thoDI vAra ADo paDa. sava mANasane jalasA karavA mATe rAkhavAnA ? bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 102 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 103

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tame jalasA karo cho ne ? to bIjAne karAvavA mATe kema acakAo cho ? tame jalasA na karo to e paNa enI meLe ja jalasA choDI deze. tamane mAnasanmAna game che ne bIjAnuM apamAna karavuM che, tamane ArAma game che ne bIjAno kasa kADhavo che : A kema cAle ? amAre tyAM niyama che ke 'sAtmana: pratijUnA reSAM 1 samAret ' ApaNane je pratikULa hoya te bIjA pratye na AcaravuM. Aje to nokarI phariyAda karatA thai gayA ke zeTha lAkhonA caDhAvA le che ane amAro pagAra kApe che. tame nokaronI sAthe madhura-sIdho vyavahAra karazo to nokara tamane vaphAdAra banaze. ApaNAmAM vinaya na hoya ane AkhA gAmane vinayanA pATha zIkhavavA besavuM - e vyartha che. vaphAdAra nokara svAmInA kaThora vacana paNa sahI leze, paraMtu enA kAraNe zeThanuM zIlavrata sacavAi nahi jAya. koNika ane hallavihalla vacce secanaka hAthI mATe yuddha thayuM hatuM. te vakhate roja rAtre hallavihalla secanaka hAthI para besIne koNikanI chAvaNIone herAna karatA. tethI koNikanA mANasoe hAthInA mArgamAM khAi karIne aMgArA bharyA ane uparathI pAMdaDAthI DhAMkI dIdhI. rAtre avadhijJAnI secanaka aMgArA jANI khAinI AgaLa jato nathI, Ubho rahI gayo. tethI hallavihale gusethI kahyuM "tuM paNa pharI gayo." te AghAtajanaka vacano sAMbhaLI secanake hallavihallane cUMDhathI nIce utAryA ane pote khAimAM baLI maryo. vaphAdAra hAthInuM potAnI bhUlanA kAraNe AvuM mRtyu jANI hallavihalla virakta thayA, bAjumAM rahelA deve bhagavAna pAse te bene mUkyA, temaNe dIkSA lIdhI. ApaNI vAta to eTalI che ke ApaNA parivAra ke nokaracAkaranI pratye sattA tathA tiraskArabharyuM valaNa rAkhavuM nahi. A rIte zIlaguNanA cha prakAra batAvyA pachI have e cha prakAranA pAlanathI guNa ane apAlanathI doSanI prApti thAya che te jaNAve che. Ayatana sevavAthI badhA doSo nAza pAme che ane guNo vRddhi pAme che. tabiyata bagaDe to hospiTalamAM jAo ke hoTalamAM ? hoTalamAM javAthI roga vakare jyAre hospiTalamAM javAthI eka roganI sAthe bIjA paNa rogonuM nidAna thavAthI rogamukta banAya ane suMdara ArogyanI prApti thAya. tenI jema ahIM samajavuM. AyatanamAM javAthI mithyAtva jAya, samyakatva nirmaLa bane; avirati jAya, virati prApta thAya; sarAgatA jAya ane vItarAgatA pamAya. akhADAmAM jaie to zithilatA nAza pAme ane zarIra khaDatala, rtivALuM bane ne ? jyAre paragRhamAM javAthI abhyAkhyAnanA kAraNabhUta kalaMkanI prApti thAya che. zIlavALA sAdhune paNa AvA kalaMkanI saMbhAvanA hovAthI bhikSA kAje paragharamAM jatI vakhate besavAno niSedha karyo che. kAraNa ke tenA kAraNe anAcAra thAya che, abodhinI prApti thAya che. brahmacarya nAza pAme che. jIvonI hiMsA thAya che, jhAMjhariyA muninI jema potAnA ghAtano paNa prasaMga Ave che, strIone zaMkA utpanna thAya che. mATe bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 104 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 105

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kuzIlane vadhAranAruM AvuM sthAna dUrathI tajavAjevuM che. kahyuM che ke jayAM sudhI strInI najara paDatI nathI tyAM sudhI puruSanA guNo Take che, bAkI tenA niyamamAM bhaMga thatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. trIjA prakAra mATe jaNAvyuM che ke dharmAtmA saumya zAMta AkRtivALo hoya to ja zobhe che mATe saumyaveSane dharanAro hoya. je akAmIkAmarahita puruSa hoya tene maMDana-sArA alaMkAra veSa upara rAga hoto nathI, TApaTIpa gamatI nathI hotI. te ja rIte viSayavikArane vadhAranArAM vacanothI rAgarUpI agni prajavalita thAya che mATe tevAM vacana na bole. e ja rIte koinA marma, karma ane janma kadI pragaTa karavAM nahi. kAraNa ke marma ane karmathI vIMdhAyelAM pote mare che athavA bIjAne mAre che. anarthadaMDanuM pApa to bALakrIDAmAM spaSTa ja che. chaThThA prakAramAM jaNAvyuM che ke kaThora ane kaDavAM vacanathI dharmanI hAni ane laghutA thAya che. kaThora vacana bolavAthI eka divasano tapa (upavAsa) nAza pAme che, tiraskAra karavAthI eka mahinAno, gALo ApavAthI, jhaghaDo karavAthI eka varSano ane mAravAthI AkhA jIvananuM cAritra nAza pAme che. AgaLa kahyuM che ke niraMtara kaThora vacana bolavAthI parivAra varga ApaNI pratye udAsIna thAya che. tethI jainoe sarvaprakAre koi paNa rIte) kaSAyamukta thavuM ja joie. chelle jaNAve che ke jeo kusaMskArathI vAsita thayA hoya temane gusso Ave te banavAjoga che, paNa jeo jinezvarabhagavaMtanAM vacanorUpI jaLathI siMcAyelA hoya teo paNa jo kaSAyane AdhIna thAya to te sauthI moTuM Azcarya che - AvAo mATe to koi auSadha nathI. A anusaMdhAnamAM mahAzataka zrAvaka ke je bhagavAnanA dasa zrAvakamAM Ave che temanuM kathAnaka che te ApaNe joI levuM che. jayAre jayAre kaSAya Ave tyAre A maMtrajApa karI levo ke liaukikazAsanamAM rahelA gusso kare te banavAjoga che paNa lokottarazAsanamAM rahelA gusso kare to to pANImAM Aga lAgI ema mAnavuM paDe. Aje ApaNe lokottarazAsanamAM chIe kharA paNa sAmrAjaya mAtra kaSAyanuM ja varte che ne ? mahAzataka zrAvaka cAritra bhale na pAmyA paraMtu cAritrane prApta karAve evuM bhAvazrAvakapaNuM cokkasa pAmyA hatA. mahAzataka zrAvake je saMyogomAM kaSAya karyo te jotAM to ApaNe moTuM nIcuM nAMkhavuM paDe evuM che. chatAM paNa bhagavAna zrI gautamasvAmI mahArAjAne temanI pAse mokalI potAnA kaSAyanI AlocanA karavAnuM jaNAvyuM hatuM. mahApuruSo ApaNA upara anugraha karavAmAM kacAza to rAkhatA ja nathI, paraMtu ApaNe te anugraha jhIlavAmAM kacAza rAkhI che mATe ApaNo nistAra thato nathI. mahAzataka zrAvakanI kathAmAM jaNAvyuM che ke rAjagRha nagaramAM mahAzataka nAmano gAthApati hato. jenI pAse ATha karoDa sonaiyA jamInamAM dATelA hatA. AvuM sAMbhaLavuM tamane gamI jAya ne ? ATha karoDa tenA vyAje pharatA hatA. ATha karoDa deza-paradezanA bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 106 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 107

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vyApAramAM vistArelA hatA. tema ja dasa dasa hajAra gAyovALAM dasa gokuLa hatAM. tene revatI vagere tera patnIo hatI. tene paNa piyaramAMthI A ja rIte ATha ATha karoDa nidhAnamAM, vyAjamAM, vepAramAM ane dasa gokuLa AvelAM. jayAre bAkInI bAra pAse eka eka karoDa sonaiyA ane eka eka gokuLa hatuM. A mahAzataka zrAvaka RddhimAna, dedIpyamAna, koinAthI parAbhava na pAmanAro, sArthavAhomAM mukhya ane sagAsnehIone priya hato. eka vAra rAjagRhInagaramAM bhagavAna zrI mahAvIraparamAtmA padhAryA ane zreNika mahArAjA Adi vaMdana mATe AvyA tyAre bhagavAne janma, jarA, roga, maraNAdithI bharelo A saMsAra asAra che, dharmasAmagrIsaMpanna manuSyabhava durlabha che. ityAdi samajAvI dharmamAM ja udyama karavAnuM jaNAvyuM. A dezanA sAMbhaLI ghaNA jIvo pratibodha pAmyA ane potapotAne ucita vrata laine svasthAne gayA. mahAzatake paNa samyaktvahita bAra vrata jANe mahAnidhAna prApta thayuM hoya tenI jema grahaNa karyA. temane karoDonA nidhAnano AnaMda na hato, vratagrahaNano AnaMda hato. ahIM kAMi prabhAvanA karyAnuM varNana nathI AvatuM. Aje amArAM mAsiko enAthI bharelAM hoya. e lokone prabhAvanA karatAM vrataprAptino AnaMda vadhAre hato. A rIte vratakarmamAM rata thayelA zrAvakanA kAraNe bhAre karmI evI revatI atyaMta kheda pAmI, jarA paNa bodha pAmI nahi, uparathI viSayomAM DUbavA lAgI, mAMsa-madirAmAM lolupa banI. eka vAra amAri (katalakhAnA baMdha)nI ghoSaNA hovAthI nagaramAM mAMsa na maLyuM. tethI nokaro pAsethI potAnA gokuLamAMthI be vAcharaDAnuM mAMsa maMgAvyuM. pachI to emAM atyaMta Asakta banelI te roja bebe vAcharaDAnuM mAMsa khAvA lAgI. eka vAra duSTa svabhAvavALI revatInI viSayalAlasA vadhavAthI potAnI bAre ya sapatnIone viSa tathA zastranA prayogathI marAvI nAMkhI ane temanI saMpatti kabaje karI atirSita thai. sa0 mahAzataka zrAvakane kazI khabara na hatI ? temane thoDIghaNI khabara to hatI, paNa teo saMsAra pratye udAsIna hatA. Aje tamAre tyAM niyama kharo ke dhaNInI jANa bahAra kazuM karavuM nahi ? amAre tyAM paNa takalIpha che. gurunI jANabahAra vastu vasAvavAmAM saMkoca nathI. ame comAsuM karIne sAhebajIne bhegA thaie tyAre amArI kAmaLI, cazmAnI phrema ke pena badalAi gai hoya to tarata teozrI amane pUchatA ane amAre paNa vyAjabI kAraNa batAvavuM paDe. eka vAra mAre evuM banyuM ke comAsAmAM eka bhagate sAbunI goTI vahorAvelI, te meM mArI pAse rAkhelI. eka vAra AcAryabhagavaMtane hAtha dhovA mATe e goTI ApI. tenAthI phINa ghaNuM thayuM. sAhebe kahyuM ke "tAro sAbu phINa ghaNuM kare che.' e sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe huM camakyo. sAhebe A sAbu na kahetAM 'tAro' sAbu kahyuM - enA uparathI Takora karI che - ema samajAya ne? ApaNI pAse je kAMi hoya te AcAryabhagavaMte bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 108 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 109

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ja ApeluM hoya ne ? tArA-mArAno bheda ApaNe juduM vasAvyuM tenA kAraNe paDyo ne ? sa0 pachI Ape zuM karyuM ? e divasathI nakkI karyuM ke AcAryabhagavaMtane kIdhA vagara kazuM rAkhavuM nahi ane rAkhyuM hoya to temane batAvI devuM. A to mahAzatakane khabara hatI ke nahi : eTalApUratI vAta che. cauda varSanA moTA putra upara gharano bhAra soMpI mahAzataka zrAvaka pauSadhazALAmAM jai dharmadhyAna karavA lAgyo. tema ja zrAvakapratimA vahana karavA lAgyo. temAM eka vAra maghamadirAthI madonmatta thayelI revatIe anukULa upasarga karyo. tene mahAzatake zubha bhAvanAthI sahana karyo. pratimAvahana pachI avasara jANI anazana grahaNa karyuM. zubhabhAvanAnA prabhAve karmano kSayopazama thavAthI avadhijJAna utpanna thayuM; jemAM te pUrvadizAmAM lavaNasamudramAM hajAra yojana sudhI, dakSiNapazcimadizAe varSadhara parvata sudhI, uttaradizAe kSullahimavAnaparvata sudhI ane adhodizAe pahelI narakanA loluyanarakAvAsa sudhI joi zakato hato. eka vAra pharI pelI revatI madonmatta thai upasarga karavA AvI. te vakhate mahAzatake avadhijJAnano upayoga mUkIne A AvI kema che - te jANyuM. teNInuM samagra jIvanacaritra tema ja marIne pahelI narake javAnI che te jANIne tene kahyuM ke - he pApiNi ! haju kaMika samaja. keTalAM pApa karavAnAM bAkI che ? tAruM mRtyu najIka AvyuM che. sAta bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 110 divasa pachI rAtrinA aMte zarIramAM aLasiyAnA vyAdhi(zarIramAM saDo thavAthI aLasiyAM thAya)nI pIDAthI marIne loluya nAmanA pahelI narakanA AvAsamAM javAnI che - A sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe ja revatIno nazo UtarI gayo ane mRtyunA bhayathI AkuLa thai ArdradhyAnamAM magna thai. te arasAmAM bhagavAna te nagaramAM samavasaryA. tyAre bhagavAne gautamasvAmIne AjJA karI ke - 'he gautama ! mahAzataka zrAvakane kahe ke - zrAvakane satya evuM paNa manane pIDA karanAruM vacana bolavuM yogya nathI. temAM paNa uttama guNasthAnakane pAmelA ane aNasaNa aMgIkAra karanArA tAre to khAsa karIne AvuM durvacana bolavuM ja na joie. tethI te durvacana bolyAnuM prAyazcitta le...' bhagavAnano A saMdezo sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe saMvegathI sArabhUta hRdayavALA evA mahAzatake khUba ja pazcAttApapUrvaka bhagavAnane vaMdanA karI samyaktrakAre durvacananI AlocanA, niMdA ane gaha karI. pachI gautamasvAmIjI pAse tenuM prAyazcitta lai dehatyAga karI saudharma devalokamAM arUNAbha nAmanA vimAnamAM cAra palyopamanI sthitivALA deva thayA. zrAvaka devalokathI AgaLa na jai zake ne ? A mahAzataka zrAvakanuM dRSTAMta sAMbhaLIne kahevuM paDe ne ke mahAzataka zrAvaka karatAM ApaNe ghaNA sukhI chIe. temanI apekSAe sAva sAmAnya gaNAtAM duHkho ApaNane Ave temAM bhAvazrAvakanAM che lakSaNo - 111

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akaLAi javAnI jarUra nathI, ane game teTalI sAcI vAta paNa kaThoratApUrvaka kahevI na joie. ApaNI bhUla gurnAdika batAve ane mAphI mAMgavAnuM kahe to mAMgI AvavI. ApaNe jAte samajI jaie to sauthI sAruM, paNa jAte na samajAya to bIjAnA kahyuM to mAnIe ne ? gurnAdika kahe to mAphI mAMgI levI che. mArI bhUla thai gai - ema nahi, meM bhUla karI che - ema mAnavuM-kahevuM che. meM gusso karyo e ja mArI bhUla. gussAnuM kAraNa nathI zodhavuM. gussAnuM kAraNa zodhavA besazo to bhUla nahi dekhAya. cokhavaTa karavA besIzuM to pAcho paga kuMDALAmAM paDaze. enA karatAM kabUlAta karI levI che. sa0 bApa chokarA upara, zikSaka vidyArthI upara ane guru ziSya upara samajAvavAnI buddhithI gusso kare to emAM khoTuM zuM? ApaNe gurunI vAta nathI karatA, ApaNI vAta karIe chIe. ApaNe gusso nathI karavo. gurnAdikane to gusso karavAno adhikAra che ja, A to uparathI kahe ke - "guru gusso kare enuM kAMi nahi, amAre gusso nahi karavAno ! kahevuM hoya to kahe paNa cAra mANasanI vacce to na kahe ne ?'... AvuM nathI kahevuM. guru bhUla batAve to AnaMda thAya ke calAvI le to ? sa0 kAMTo kADhI Ape to AnaMda ja thAya ne ? kAMTo to vAge che, jyAre bhUla vAgatI nathI. je khUMcatuM na hoya tene kADhavA mATe soya mArIe to soya pIDAkara ja bane ne ? Aje to koi bhUla batAve e gamatuM nathI, AthI lokoe gIta joDyAM ke - mArI bhUlonA bhUlanArA... bhagavAna ApaNI bhUlone bhUlanArA che mATe game che ke batAvanArA che mATe ? bhUlone bhUlI jAya e bhagavAnajevA lAge ane bhUlone batAvanArA rAkSasa jevA lAge ne ? game te mANasa bhUla batAve, gusso nathI karavo. lokottara mArgamAM AvyA pachI gusso nathI karavo. lokottara zAsana maLyA pachI paNa ApaNe gusso karIe to samajI levuM ke A zAsana mATe ApaNe lAyaka nathI. - kRtavrata-karma ane zIlavAna : A be guNonuM varNana AnI sAthe pUrNa thayuM. have ApaNe trIjA guNavAnaguNanuM svarUpa samajavuM che. ahIM ziSyane "sAMbhaLa" kahIne sanmukha karavApUrvaka graMthakArazrI jaNAve che. kAraNa ke be lakSaNanuM varNana sAMbhaLyA pachI kadAca te guNo pAmavAnuM kAma kaparuM jaNAvAthI ziSya hatAza thayo hoya to tene pharI guNaprApti mATe utsAhita karavo che. A rIte ziSyane sanmukha karIne jaNAve che ke Ama to joke akSudratA, udAratA vagere aneka guNo che chatAM ahIM 1. nitya svAdhyAyamAM udyama, 2. nitya anuSThAna karavAmAM udyama, 3. nitya vinayamAM udyama, 4. sarvatra anabhiniveza-kadAgraharahitapaNuM ane 5. jinavacanane viSe atyaMta zraddhA-ruci dhAraNa karavI : A pAMca guNothI yuktane guNavAna kahyo che. AmAMthI paNa svAdhyAyanI vAta to na game ne ? ahIM to nitya svAdhyAyamAM udyama karavAno kahyo che. jANavA mAtrathI bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 112 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 113

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nistAra na thAya, jANyA pachI karavAmAM udyama karavAno ane tapa, vaMdanAdi kriyA paNa vinayathI yukta thaine karavAnI. ATaluM karyA pachI paNa gItArthanA vacanane kadAgraharahitapaNe svIkAravAnuM. abhiniveza aprajJApanIya banAve che. abhiniveza prajJApanIya banAve che. aprajJApanIyatA e sAdhanAmArgano bhayaMkara doSa che. ApaNane koi kaMika kahI zake evI yogyatA keLavavI che. A to eka vAra hitazikSA ApI hoya to be vAra evuM khakhaDAvIne kahI de ke jiMdagImAM bIjI vAra nAma ja na le ane uparathI evuM karyAnuM gaurava mAne. koi ApaNane kahI na zake e ApaNA pApano udaya che, puNyano nahi. ApaNuM bhAgya paravAryuM hoya tyAre ja AvuM bane. yogya ziSyane to guru be divasa na kahe to ati thAya. gurune kahe ke zuM eTalo yogya thai gayo ke jethI kazuM kahetA nathI ? athavA eTalo ayogya thai gayo ke jethI kahetA nathI ?... enA badale Aje to na kahe to rAjI thai jAya ke gurune mArA para vizvAsa che mATe kazuM kahetA nathI.' have ApaNe seTa thai gayA - ema mAne. ApaNe kahevuM paDe ke kazuM kahetA nathI te tame sAMbhaLatA nathI mATe, vizvAsanA kAraNe nahi. DaoNkTara ApaNI davA na kare to smazAne javAnuM ja thAya ne ? ApaNI bhUlo ApaNane samajAtI na hoya tyAre paNa gurunA kahevAthI svIkAravA mATe to 'tubhe jANaha'... bolIe chIe. ApanA khyAlamAM AvyuM to sAruM thayuM, bIjI vAra dhyAna rAkhIza ema kahe to prajJApanIyatA Ave. bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 114 tyAra bAda bhagavAnanA vacana pratye ruci keLavavAnI. ApaNane samajAya ke na samajAya bhagavAna je kahe te ahitakara na ja hoya - evI ruci joie. bAyapAsanuM oparezana karAvyA pachI bIjA divase DaoNkTara traNa mALa utarAve ane caDhAve to azraddhA thAya? paDI jaiza ema kaho ? ane guru tapa karavAnuM kahe to azakti lAgaze ema kaho ne ? sa0 tyAM to badhuM ja barAbara samajAya che... kAraNa ke nIrogI thavuM che. jyAre ahIM mokSe javuM ja nathI pachI kyAMthI zraddhA jAge ? A rIte pAMca guNonuM nAma jaNAvI AgaLanI gAthAthI graMthakArazrI te pAMcenuM svarUpa jaNAve che. temAM pahelAM svAdhyAya mATe jaNAvyuM che ke vidhipUrvaka arthAt vinayabahumAnasahita vairAgyane pedA kare tevuM apUrva zruta bhaNavuM. apUrva eTale kAle je na hatA bhaNyA te Aje bhaNavuM. roja navuM navuM sUtra bhaNavuM. Aje to amAre tyAM badho svAdhyAya parAvartanAmAM ja samAyo che. tamAre tyAM arthakAmamAM apUrvadyutanuM grahaNa che ne ? roja bajAranI rUkha apUrva jANavAnuM cAlu che ne? tamAre tyAM apUrvazrutagrahaNa mATe chApuM rAkheluM che ne ? nita navA samAcAra jANavA maLe ne ? A svAdhyAya paNa vairAgya pedA thAya tevo karavAno. jJAnanuM phaLa virati ke vidvattA ? Aje vidvattAmAtrathI rAjI thAya ne ? loko pUchatA Ave evI vidvattA joie che paNa ApaNe mokSamAM pahoMcIe evI virati nathI joitI ne ? Adi bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 115

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padathI pRcchanA, parAvartanA, anuprekSA ane dharmakathAnuM grahaNa karavuM. pUchatI vakhate Asana upara ke zayAmAM beThAM beThAM na pUchavuM. paraMtu guru pAse AvI UbhaDaka page besI hAtha joDIne pUchavuM. parAvartanA paNa nirjIva bhUmi para besI, iryApathikI AlovI, sAmAyika lai vastranA cheDA vaDe mukha DhAMkI padacchedapUrvaka bhaNelAnI AvRtti - pharI yAda karIne gokhavuM. anuprekSA eTale cAritra levAnI icchAthI zrutanuM yathArtha grahaNa karyA bAda koipaNa jAtanI asvasthatA lAvyA vinA svastha citte saMsAranAza mATe prazasta bhAvanAnuM ciMtavana karavuM. game teTaluM jJAna maLe paNa tenAthI saMsArano aMta na Ave to e jJAnane karavAnuM zuM? Aje ghaNA pUjAmAM gAya ne ? 'kyAre banIza huM sAco re saMta, kyAre karIza mArA bhavano re aMta'... e sAMbhaLIne ame rAjI thaie ke yogya jIva lAge che. tene kahevAnuM mana thai jAya ke Aje ja aMta Ave evuM che. paraMtu e to kAryakrama pate eTale evo ne evo gharabhego thai jAya. ame jotA rahI jaie ! A rIte cAra prakArano svAdhyAya jeNe karyo hoya te zrAvaka sva-parane upakAra karanAra zuddha evo dharmopadeza ke je gurunA prasAdathI yathArtha jANavAmAM Avyo hoya te dharmArthI thaine bIjA yogya jIvane Ape. dharmakathA karatI vakhate mAtra dharmanuM arthIpaNuM hovuM joie bIjuM nahi ane zubha bhAvathI paNa yogya jIvane ja dharmopadeza karavo, jene-tene nahi. bIjA guNamAM tapa, niyama ane vaMdanAdika karavAmAM tema ja mULa gAthAmAM Apela "T thI karAvavA tathA anumodavAmAM satata udyama karavo - ema jaNAvyuM che. anumodanAnuM phaLa jIraNazreSThInI jema adhika jANavuM. tapa bAra prakArano prasiddha che. niyamamAM glAnAdi sAdhunI vizrAmaNAno niyama karavo. kahyuM che ke - mArgamAM cAlIne AvatA thAkI gayelA, glAna, Agama bhaNavAmAM zrama karanAra, loca karyo hoya tevA, tapanA uttara pAraNAvALA sAdhune je dAna apAya che te ghaNA phaLavALuM thAya che. caitya ane gurunI vaMdanAmAM 'Adi' zabdathI pUjA vageremAM niraMtara udyama karavo. trIjA guNa tarIke vinayamAM udyama karavAnuM jaNAvyuM che. sanmukha UbhA thavuM tene abhyatthAna kahevAya che. "Adi'padathI aMjali-karaNa vagere bhedo zrI dazavaikAlikasUtranA navamA vinayasamAdhi adhyayanamAMthI jANavA. AvA prakArano vinaya avazyapaNe AcAryAdika guNIjanono karavo. zrI prazamarati prakaraNamAM vinayanuM mAhAbhya jaNAvatAM pharamAvyuM che ke 'vinayanuM phaLa zuzruSA che. eTale ke gurnAdikanI sevA che athavA sAMbhaLavAnI icchA-zravaNa che. gurunI sevA-suzruSAnuM phaLa zrutajJAna che. zrutajJAnanuM phaLa virati che. viratinuM phaLa Azravono nirodha(saMvara) che. saMvaranuM phaLa tapasyA che. tapasyAnuM phaLa nirjarA che. nirjarAthI kriyAnI nivRtti thAya che. kriyAnI nivRtti thavAthI ayogIpaNuM prApta thAya che. yoganA nirodhathI bhavanI paraMparAno kSaya thAya che ane bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 116 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo 117

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bhavanI paraMparAno kSaya thavAthI mokSa thAya che. mATe sarva paraMparAnuM bhAjana-pAtra-AdhAra-sthAna vinaya ja che. AnA uparathI paNa samajI zakAya che ke jene mokSe javuM hoya te vinaya AcaryA vagara nathI raheto. ApaNe ghaNA vakhatathI kahIe chIe ke mokSe javuM nathI mATe vinaya karatA nathI - teno zAstrapATha ahIM maLyo. jene aMtimaphaLa joituM nathI tene vaccenA phaLanuM paNa kAma zuM che ? cotho anabhiniveza nAmano guNa jaNAvatAM kahe che ke kadAgraharahita evo zrAvaka gItArthagurunuM adhika zrutajJAnInuM vacana anyathA eTale ke asatyapaNe mAnato nathI. kAraNa ke prabaLa mohano abhAva hovAthI te kadAgrahI hoto nathI ane te jANe che ke mohane ocho karavAnuM sAdhana gurujanane AdhIna rahevuM te ja che. kadAca gurunuM vacana anyathA jaNAya topaNa gurune tevuM kahevuM nahi. Aje nahi to kAle temane potAnA khyAlamAM AvavAthI pote ja e arthane yathArtha tarIke jaNAvaze - ema vicAravuM : A rIte paNa guru pratyenuM bahumAna vyakta thAya che ane chatAM te rIte na jaNAve to vinaya ane jijJAsApUrvaka vastusvarUpane jANavA mATe pRcchA karavI. pote alpamativALo che ane guru adhikamativALA che tema jANIne gurunA vacanane kadAgraharahitapaNe svIkAre. pAMcamA guNa tarIke jinavacananI ruci jaNAvI che. ruci mAtra sAMbhaLavAnI nahi karavAnI paNa joie, ramatagamatanI ruci kevI hoya? juo, sAMbhaLo ane avasare thoDuM ramo ya kharA ne ? khAvAnI ruci kevI ? mAtra jovA-sAMbhaLavAnI ke moDhAmAM mUkavAnI paNa ? managamatI miThAi sAme je rIte juo te rIte cAritranI sAme joyuM tenuM nAma tIvra abhilASa. zravaNa eTale sAMbhaLavuM ane karaNa eTale karavuM te baMne mATe zraddhA-sahita je abhilASa tene ruci kahevAya. zraddhA, jJAna ane pravRtti : A traNene judA pADavAnuM kAma rucinA abhAvanuM che. jANe, mAne te kare kema nahi ? roga thayo hoya to tenA nAza mATe maMtra pUche, paNa dIkSA nathI maLatI to te levA mATeno maMtrajApa pUchavA koi AvatuM nathI, be prakAranI ruci vinA cAritramohanIyarUpa malanI zuddhi karavA icchatA ho to samajI rAkhajo ke te kyAreya nahi thAya. vastranA malanI zuddhi mATe sAbu ane pANI baMne joie ne ? vastu sArI hoya, gamI hoya to levAnuM, aDavAnuM mana thAya ja ne ? have ahIM cinI vAta sAMbhaLIne ziSya zaMkA kare che ke icchAmAtrathI phaLanI prApti kai rIte thai zake ? tenA javAbamAM jaNAve che ke sAcA hRdayathI ane sAcA bhAvathI ichyuM hoya - tenuM phaLa avazya maLe ja che. te anusaMdhAnamAM yaza ane suyazanI kathA che. jene jJAna hoya, zraddhA pUrepUrI hoya paNa karavAnI bhAvanA na hoya to te bhAvazrAvakamAM gaNAto nathI. ahIM ziSyane zaMkA paDI, kAraNa ke te samaje che ke jANyA ane mAnyA pachI karyA vagara cAle evuM nathI. jyAre ApaNane AvI zaMkA paDatI nathI. kAraNa ke ApaNane A gamatI vAta che ke - karyA vinA paNa jANavA ane bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 118 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 119

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mAnavAthI paNa phaLa maLI jAya che. ahIM je kathA, javAbamAM jaNAvI che te suprasiddha che ane ApaNane enI phAvaTa AvI gai che. ApaNe e vicAravuM che ke jJAna ane zraddhA aviratine toDyA vinA rahetA nathI. zrAvaka aviratimAM paDyo che mATe te aviratine kema seve che - ema na puchAya. paNa je aviratino tyAga karIne beThA che teo aviratine sevavA mAMDe to tene pUchavuM paDe ne ? samudramAM ke pANImAM paDelo mANasa bhIMjAya - e to samajI zakAya che, paraMtu je pANImAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gayo che tenAM vastro bhInA thayAM hoya to pUchavuM paDe ne ? tema A kathA zrAvakone udezIne che ema samajavuM. Aje to sAdhubhagavaMto majethI avirati seve ane kahe ke upAdeya nathI mAnatA to mAnavuM paDe ke chaTTethI cothe gayA. pApathI virAma pAme tene chaThuM guNaThANuM hoya. pApathI virAma na pAme ane pApane upAdeya na mAne te cothA guNaThANe hoya. Aje cothA guNaThANA karatAM chaThThAnI avasthA caDhiyAtI che. chatAM paNa ApaNane cothAnI avasthA gamI jAya. tenuM kAraNa e che ke ApaNane pApa choDyA vagara dharma thato hoya to karavo che.Aje duniyAnA eka paNa kSetramAM evuM nathI ke mAtra icchAthI phaLa maLI jAya. Ama chatAM ahIM zAstrakAro kahe ke zravaNa ane karaNanI rucinA kAraNe phaLa maLe che - to e sAMbhaLIne AnaMda thAya. tenuM kAraNa e che ke ahIM kazuM karyA vagara phaLa meLavavuM che ! karuM chuM paNa upAdeya nathI mAnato - A avasthA cothAnI hoya, chaThThAnI nahi. chatAM Aje sAdhusAdhvIne paNa AmAM phAvaTa AvI gai che. zrAvaka evuM kahI zake ke "karuM chuM paNa upAdeya nathI mAnato.' kAraNa ke te to pahelethI aviratimAM beTho che. sAdhusAdhvI to aviratine choDIne beThA che to pachI kai rIte kahI zake ke - "karuM chuM, paNa upAdeya nathI mAnato.' ! ahIM kathAnakamAM jaNAve che ke eka kuLaputrane yaza ane suyaza nAmanA be putro hatA. ekavAra zrI dharmadivasUrijI tyAM padhAryA. temanI dharmadezanA sAMbhaLIne yaza ane suyaza pratibodha pAmyA. mAbApa pratibodha pAmyAM nahi ane putro pratibodha pAmyA. AvuM bane ne ? kAraNa ke chokarAonI buddhi kAcI hoya, kharuM ne ? mAbApanI buddhi pAkI eTale pratibodha na pAme ! sAhebajInA vyAkhyAnamAM eka bhAi roja AvatA. eka vAra sAhebe temane pUchayuM ke tame ekalA kema Avo cho, ghare chokarAo nathI ? tyAre pelAe kahyuM - "che ne ! paNa sAheba kAcI buddhinA che !' kAcI buddhinA eTale samajAyuM ne ? sAdhubhagavattanI vAtamAM AvI jAya te. jayAre sAdhunI vAtamAM na Ave te pAkI buddhinA kahevAya ! sa) to e sAhebanA vyAkhyAnamAM kema AvatA haze ? mobhA mATe ke 'huM rAmacandrasUri mahArAjanA vyAkhyAnamAM jauM chuM." A paNa eka gaurava levAnuM sAdhana che. prabhAvaka puruSanA vyAkhyAnamAM javAthI ApaNe paNa moTA mANasamAM gaNAie - mATe Ave. nAnA sAdhunA vyAkhyAnamAM koNa jAya ? ekavAra sAhebanA bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 120 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 121

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vyAkhyAnamAM evuM baneluM. chellI ghaDIe sAhebane kAma AvavAthI na AvyA, nAnA sAdhune mokalyA. badhAM sAdhusAdhvI ane zrAvakazrAvikA pAtharelAM Asana, kaTAsaNAM laIne cAlavA mAMDyAM. tyAre nAnA sAdhune kahevuM paDyuM ke - bhAi jinavANIno anAdara na karazo.. Aje tamane paNa vyAkhyAna konuM phAve ? nAnA mahArAjanuM ke prabhAvakanuM? jamaNavAramAM gharadhaNI na pIrase ane pagAradAra nokara pIrase toya majethI vAparI lo ne ? jamavAnuM game che teTalI jinavANI nathI gamatI ne? bhale ne nAnA sAdhue kIdheluM na samajAya to pachI moTA mahArAjane pUchI laizuM - paNa jinavANIno anAdara nathI karavo - eTaluM kharuM ? A bAju yaza-suyaza pratibodha pAmyA. tethI mAtApitA pAse dIkSAnI anumati levA gayA. mAtApitA koi paNa rIte taiyAra thatAM nathI. bahu kAlAvAlA karyA pachI bemAMthI ekane dIkSAnI rajA ApI. moTAe kahyuM ke huM dIkSA lauM, tuM ghara saMbhALa. jayAre nAno kahe ke bhAI tame anubhavI cho. tame ja mAtApitAnI bhakti ane gharanI saMbhALa karo. moTA bhAie vicAryuM ke - bhale nAno bhAi dIkSA laine kalyANa sAdhe. huM ene anukULatA karI ApuM ane apratikArya evAM mAbApanI sevA karuM. kAraNa ke jeno pratyupakAra vALI na zakAya tevAM mAtApitAnI avajJA karavI yogya nathI.' A pramANe vicArIne suyazane dIkSA ApI. yaza dIkSAnA bhAvathI gharamAM rahyo. yazane mAtApitAe tenI icchA vinA paNa kulIna kanyA paraNAvI ane tene khetI vagerenA kAmamAM lagADyo. A bAju suyazamuni jJAna-cAritranI ArAdhanAmAM lAgI gayA ane A bAju yazanAM mAtApitA kAlAMtare mRtyu pAmyAM. yazanuM mana cAritra grahaNa karavAmAM ja tatpara hovAthI potAnI patnI pAse dIkSAnI rajA teNe mAMgI. tenA mATe ghaNuM samajAvyuM paNa te pratibodha pAmI nahi tethI tene pratibodhavAno upAya na jaNAvAthI te duHkhI thaine rahevA lAgyo. eka vAra vividha tapasyAthI kAyAne kSINa karI avadhijJAna pAmelA suyazamuni bhAine pratibodhavAno samaya jANI te nagaramAM potAnA bhAine ghera AvyA. bhAbhIe bahumAnapUrvaka vaMdanA karI tyAM ja UtaravA mATe jagyA ApI ane ucita bhAta pANI vahorAvyAM. sAdhue vidhipUrvaka AhAra karyo. gRhiNIne pUchyuM ke gharanA svAmI kyAM che? pelIe kahyuM ke kAma karavA khetare gayA che. ghaNo samaya thavA chatAM yaza pAcho na Avyo eTale tenI strI bhAta laine khetare javA nIkaLI, paNa nadI be kAMThe vahetI hovAthI pAchI AvI ane rovA lAgI. kAraNa ke yaza eka ja vAra jamato hato. tene rotI joI munibhagavaMte kAraNa pUchyuM ne jANyuM. suyazamunie kahyuM ke nadIne jaine kahe ke mArA diyara muni nitya upavAsI hoya to nadI tuM mane mArga karI Apa. pelIne zaMkA to paDI ke A zakya kai rIte bane ? chatAM gurunA vacanamAM zaMkA karavI yogya nathI, ema samajIne gai, kahyuM. nadIe mArga karI Apyo. yazanI pAse pahoMcI. khAvAnuM ApyuM. yaze bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 122 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 123

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pUchyuM ke tophAnI nadImAMthI kai rIte AvI ? pelIe vigata jaNAvI. vaLatAM zuM karavuM te mATe mUMjhAtI joine thaze kahyuM ke nadIne kaheje ke mAro pati nitya brahmacArI hoya to nadI mArga karI Ape. e ja pramANe mArga maLavAthI AnaMda ane Azcaryasahita pAchI AvI. ghare jaine samaya maLavAthI munine vaMdanA karI A AzcaryakArI banAvanuM kAraNa pUchyuM - tyAre munibhagavaMte kahyuM ke - lolupatAthI bhojana karyuM te karyuM kahevAya, saMyamayAtrA mATe prAsuka eSaNIya AhAra karavA chatAM karyo kahevAto nathI. tema ja brahmacaryanI bhAvanAmAM ramato tAro pati tArA AgrahathI saMsAramAM rahyo hovAthI abhogI che... AthI samajAya che ne ke khAvAnuM choDavuM e upavAsa nathI, khAvAnI lAlasA choDavI te upavAsa che. te ja rIte viSayonA bhogavaTAno tyAga e brahmacarya nathI, viSayonA bhogavaTAnI icchA na hovI tenuM nAma brahmacarya. AvI zraddhA ane AvI ruci bhAvazrAvakane maLe. cAritra vagara mukti nathI to huM cAritra kema grahaNa karato nathI - Ano javAba prAmANikapaNe meLavIe to ApaNe kyAM chIe eno khyAla Avaze, paisA kema maLatA nathI - evuM to ghaNI vAra pUchyuM. have evuM nathI pUchavuM, enA badale cAritra kema maLatuM nathI - ema pUchavuM che. sa0 paiso puNyanA yoge maLe tema cAritra paNa puNyayoge maLe ne? cAritra puNyayoge nahi ApaNA puruSArthanA yoge maLe che. mArA guru mahArAja kahetA hatA ke tijorI bharavAnuM kAma puNyathI thAya paNa tijorI khAlI karavA mATe puNyanI nahi, puruSArthanI jarUra che. saMsAranuM sukha bheguM karavA puNyanI jarUra che, bAkI choDavA mATe puruSArthanI jarUra che. sanakumAra cakravarNana cha khaMDanI sAdhanA karatAM varaso gayAM paNa choDavAnuM kAma to kSaNavAramAM karyuM ne ? roganI cikitsA karAvavA mATe paNa UbhA nathI rahyA. sAdhupaNAmAM jo cikitsA karAvavAnI nathI to ahIM zA mATe karAvavI ? ema nakkI karIne cAritranI sAdhanAno AraMbha karyo. ArAdhanAnA prabhAve evI labdhi pragaTI ke ghUMkamAM paNa roga zamAvavAnuM sAmarthya pragaTyuM. AvA mahAtmA trIje bhave mokSamAM na jAya to Azcarya. trIjA devalokamAM gayA, paNa eka bhavanA AMtare mokSa maLyo - e ja moTI siddhi che. sukha ochuM bhale maLe, duHkha vadhAre maLe, paNa chevaTe mokSa to maLaze ne ? jayAre saMsAramAM sukha maLe, duHkha kadAca na paNa Ave toya mokSa na maLe - to zuM kAmanuM ? A rIte bhAvazrAvakanA traNa guNo pUrA thayA. cotho guNa RjuvyavahAra che. zrAvakano vyavahAra saraLatApUrvakano hoya. vyavahAra eTale AcaraNa ane Rju eTale saraLa. A RjuvyavahAra paNa cAra prakArano che. 1, yathArtha bolavuM, 2. koine paNa ThagavA nahi, 3. bhaviSyamAM thanArAM kaSTone jaNAvavA ane 4. sAco maitrI bhAva rAkhavo. zrAvaka yathArtha ja bolanAro hoya. marI jauM toya jUThuM na boluM : A sarva zrAvakamAM hoya, bole to yathArtha ja bole, bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 124 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 125

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nahi to mauna rahe. sAdhupaNAmAM paNa A vrata sauthI agharuM che. AthI ja zAstramAM savaeN paramefmamaCA(satya mATe bhikSu parAkrama kare.) ema jaNAvyuM che. sAdhu hiMsA, corI, anAcAra seve ke parigraha rAkhe to loko kharAba mAne. paNa sAdhu jUThuM bole to kAMI na lAge. tamArI dRSTie utsutrabhASaNa karanAranuM cAritra nirmaLa hoya ne? AvAo potAno varga vadhAravA mATe jUThuM bolatA hoya che. paisA rAkhe to loko parigrahadhArI mAne paNa bhaktavarga bahoLo hoya enuM mamatva paNa hoya to te parigraha che - evuM na lAge ne ? AvuM cAritra pALIne potAnuM jUThuM satyamAM khapAvavA mATe mahenata kare to mAnavuM paDe ne ke jUThuM vyApaka banI gayuM che ?! amArA sAdhu mahArAja vahoravA jAya ne vadhAre lAve tyAre guru mahArAja pUche ke ATaluM kema lAvyA to tarata kahI de ke - nAMkhI dIdhuM. kharekhara nAMkhI dIdhuM ke AMkha ADA kAna karIne lIdhuM - ema pUchavuM paDe. gurubhagavaMta bolaze - evo bhaya satAve tenA kAraNe jUThuM bolavAnuM bane che. enA badale jevuM hoya tevuM kahI devuM. anupayogathI lIdhuM hoya to tema kahevuM, lAlacathI lIdhuM hoya to tema kahevuM ane koi vAra sAmAnA atyaMta Agraha ane zubha bhAvanA kAraNe lIdhuM hoya to kahevuM ke pramANa ghaNuM hatuM, bhAva atyaMta hato ane samudAya moTo hovAthI khape evuM hatuM mATe vahoryuM. haiyAmAM satya pratye prema hoya ane pApanI bhIrutA hoya to A rIte yathArtha vacana bolavAnuM zakya che. ahIM jaNAvyuM che ke bhAvazrAvako bIjAnA cittane raMjana karavAnI buddhithI athavA to chetaravAnI bhAvanAthI paNa dharmane adharmarUpe ane adharmane dharmarUpe tema ja adharmane paNa kahetA nathI. je satya hoya te ja madhura svare jaNAve che. AnA uparathI paNa samajAya che ne ke sAcuM samajavA chatAM lokone AkuSTa karavA mATe AcAryAdisthAne rahelA paNa jUThuM bolatA hoya che. lokone sagavaDavALo dharma gamato hovAthI avidhivALA dharmane paNa dharma kahe ane vidhinI pradhAnatAe jaNAvAtA dharmane ekAMta dezanA kahe : tene yathArtha kathana na kahevAya. trikALapUjAnI vidhi zAstramAM jaNAvI che. savAre vAsakSepapUjA, madhyAhUM aSTaprakArI pUjA, saMdhyAe dhUpadIpa pUjA karavI. savAre aSTaprakArI pUjA karavAnI vidhi nathI. A vAta jayAre bhArapUrvaka samajAvavAmAM Ave tyAre tene svIkAravAne badale teno ekAMta dezanA kahIne virodha karavo e to dharmane adharma jaNAvavA barAbara che. kadAca koi pUchavA Ave to sAcuM samajAvavAnA badale uparathI kahe ke jinazAsanamAM evo koI ekAMta nathI... A pramANe lokonA cittane AkarSita karavA mATe kahevuM - e yathArthavacanatA nathI, sa0 savAre pUjA karIe to AjJAbhaMga sivAya bIjo doSa lAge ? AjJAbhaMgano doSa nAno che ke jethI bIjA doSano vicAra karavo paDe ? AjJAbhaMgamAM badhA ja doSo AvI jAya. nepoliyananI vAta sAMbhaLI che ne ? rAtre eka sainika dIvAmAM potAnI patnIne ciThThI lakhato hato ke ame jItI gayA chIe ane bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 126 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 127

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deza tarapha AvI rahyA chIe. rAtre bleka AuTanuM pharamAna hatuM. tyAM prakAzane joine nepoliyana pelA sainikanI chAvaNI pAse Avyo ane pUchyuM ke - zuM kare che? pelAe kahyuM ke A pramANe ciThThI lakhuM chuM. nepoliyane kahyuM ke enI nIce eka lITI lakha ke mArA senApatinI AjJA meM mAnI nathI tethI mane baMdUkathI uDAvI devAmAM Avyo che. A pramANe lakhAvIne te sainikane baMdUkathI mArI nAMkhyo. AjJAbhaMgano doSa kevo che e samajAya che ? ApaNane phAve tyAre ane phAve te rIte dharma karavAthI paNa tenuM phaLa maLatuM hota to bhagavAne vidhi-avidhinA bheda batAvyA na hota. sa0 dravyakSetrakALabhAvane joi gItArtho pheraphAra mAnya rAkhe ne ? hajI sudhI sAmAyikanA kALamAM phera nathI thayo ne ? nokariyAta vargane TAima nathI raheto teo sAva sAmAyika vagaranA rahI jAya tenA karatAM aDadhA kalAkanuM sAmAyika karIne jAya to zuM vAMdho ? AvuM koie kahyuM ? trikALapUjA na thAya to thAya eTaluM kare paNa je kare temAM pheraphAra na kare ne ? pethaDazAe paNa pahelAM devaguru pachI rAjAnI sevA ema kahyuM hatuM ne ? bapore khAvAnuM choDI do to madhyAhnapUjA majethI thAya evI che. karavuM hoya to upAya che. 'vidhithI karyuM ja karyuM kahevAya' evuM tamAre tyAM rAMdhavA vageremAM paNa che ne ? to ahIM Agraha nahi rAkhavAno ? A rIte zrAvakadharmanA viSayamAM ja nahi, vyApAra vagerenA viSayamAM paNa yathArtha bolanAro hoya, vecavA-kharIdavAmAM ochuM - vanuM na kare. sAkSI tarIke rAjasabhAmAM bolAvyA hoya toya khoTuM na bole. tema ja dharmamAM rakta rahIne dharmanI hAMsI thAya tevuM vacana varje che. trIjo RjuvyavahAra e che ke zrAvaka koIne chetare nahi. chetaravAthI bIjAne duHkha thAya che. bIjAne duHkhanuM kAraNa bane tevI kriyA-vyApAra zrAvaka na kare. tenI nIti cokhkhI hoya. tema ja zrAvaka potAnA parivArajanane bhaviSyanA kaSTa vagerene jaNAve. jema ke anIti, corI vagere pApakarmonAM phaLa bhavAMtaramAM paNa ghaNAM mAThAM maLe che... ityAdi jaNAve, paNa tenA anItiyukta vyavahAranI upekSA na kare. athavA to keTalAka AcAryo kahe che ke dharma ane arthanA viSayamAM je sAro upAya hoya te jaNAve. jema ke dAna, zIla vagere dharmanA upAya che ane nItithI cAlavuM, udhAre vyApAra na karavo vagere arthanA upAya che ane RjuvyavahArano cotho upAya che - sAcI mitratA rAkhavI. zrAvaka banAvaTI maitrI karato nathI. sAcI maitrI tene kahevAya ke je kaSTamAM paDakhe Ubho rahe, kahyuM che ke, amane titi na vAnyaa: saMkaTamAM Ubho rahe tene baMdha kahevAya. kapaTa ane maitrIne virodha che. kahyuM che ke jeo kapaTapaNAthI mitrane icche che, manamAM malinatAthI dharma karavA icche che, sukha bhogavIne vidyA meLavavA icche che ane kaThoratAthI strIne potAne AdhIna karavA icche che teo mUrkha che. have ayathArthabhASaNa vagere karavAmAM zuM doSa prApta thAya che te jaNAvatAM kahe che ke tenAthI bIjAne abodhinI prApti thAya che bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 128 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 129

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ane tethI potAnuM bhavabhramaNa vadhe che. jeo upara jaNAvelA cAra prakAranA RjuvyavahArane jALavatA nathI, teonA tevA vartanathI mithyAdRSTi loko evuM kahe che ke 'dhikkAra thAo - jinazAsanane ke je, lokone sajjano dvArA niMdita evA paNa asatyabhASaNAdithI nivRtta thavAnuM pharamAvatuM nathI.' A pramANe niMdA karavAthI te seMkaDo janma sudhI bodhine pAmato ja nathI. ane AvA abodhinA bIjamAM nimitta banavAnA kAraNe zrAvaka paNa anaMta saMsArane vadhAre che. anyadarzanamAM paNa jainonI chApa sArI che. e chApa ApaNe bagADavAnI jarUra nathI. eka sthAne ame cAturmAsamAM rahelA. tyAM nIce prAthamika skUlanA chokarAo ramatA hatA. temAM ramatAM ramatAM chokarAo aMdara-aMdara jhaghaDavA lAgyA. temAM eka pArasInI chokarIe jainanI chokarIne kahyuM ke, 'tuM jaina thaine jUThuM bole che ?" A sAMbhaLIne amane paNa thayuM ke anya darzananA chokarAnA haiyAmAM paNa jainonI chApa kevI che ? jaino khoTuM na ja bole ne ? Aje jaino mATe ja nahi; sAdhusAdhvI, AgaLa vadhIne AcAryabhagavaMta mATe paNa evuM kahI zakAya evuM rahyuM nathI. kALa to kharAba che ja. paraMtu ApaNe sArA thavuM hoya to kALane doSa ApavAne badale ApaNe sAvadhAnIpUrvaka jIvavA mAMDavuM che. ApaNe lokonI vacce rahetA hoie to eno artha e nathI ke badhA para vizvAsa rAkhavo che. paraMtu eka vastu nakkI che ke vizvAsaghAta to eka paNa vyaktino nathI karavo. Rju ane prAjJa jIvo dharma karavA mATe yogya che. e vAta ApaNe jANIe chIe. bAvIsa tIrthaMkaranA zAsananA jIvo Rju ane prAjJa hoya. pahelA tIrthaMkaranA zAsananA jIvo Rju ane jaDa hoya che, chellA bhagavAnanA zAsananA jIvo vakra ane jaDa hoya che. AmAM eka vastu mArmika che ke trevIsa tIrthaMkarabhagavaMtonA zAsananA jIvo Rju hoya che. Rju mATe dharma sukhe karIne ArAdhya che. vakra jIvo mATe durArAdhya che. sa, ApaNe to chellA bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM hovAthI vakra ane jaDa chIe ne ? rogacALo phATI nIkaLyo hoya to marI javAnuM ke bacavA mATe prayatna karavAno ? game teTalI vakratA hoya topaNa te vakra vastune pANImAM palALavAmAM Ave to te saraLa banI jAya. tema ahIM paNa jinavANImAM bhIMjAie to vakratA nAza pAmyA vinA na rahe. koi paNa ThekANe gUMcavADAvALo vyavahAra na joie. jene je kahevuM hoya te cokhuM AgaLa ja kahI devuM. moDhe sAruM lagADavA mIThuM kahevAnuM ane pAchaLa bIjuM bolavAnuM e RjuvyavahAra nathI. Rju banavA mATe jinavANImAM bhIMjAvuM ja paDaze, AjJAne parataMtra banavuM ja paDaze. Aje ApaNA A cAlu viSayanA anusaMdhAnamAM ja e mahApuruSane yAda karI levA che ke jeo AjanA divase kALadharma pAmyA hatA. teozrInI svargArohaNatithi nimitte guNAnuvAda A prasaMge sAthe ja karavA che. kAraNa ke bhAvazrAvakanA A guNo bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 130 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 131

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AtmasAta karIne ja teozrI bhAvasAdhupaNA sudhI pahoMcyA hatA. ApaNe je RjuvyavahAraguNanI vAta karI e guNa A mahAtmAmAM hato. enA yoge ja teo AgaLa vadhyA hatA. temano vyavahAra saMsAramAM to cokhkho hato, paraMtu sAdhupaNAmAM paNa e ja saraLatA hatI. bhagavAna ane gurubhagavaMta je kahe te svIkArI lIdhuM. koi divasa "paNa" kahIne dalIla nathI karI. AjJAnA pAlanane anukULa banavA prayatna karyo paNa dalIla to jiMdagImAM karI nathI. AgaLa je guruzuzruSA vagere guNo batAvyA che te paNa temaNe AtmasAt karyA hatA, ApaNe AjanA viSayamAM bhegA ja teozrInA guNonA anuvAda karavA che. teozrIno vyavahAra saMsAramAM paNa eTalo cokhkho hato ke game te mANasa temanA para vizvAsa mUkato. e ja guNa sAdhupaNA sudhI lAvyA hatA. eka vAra AcAryabhagavaMtane ane bIjA eka mahAtmAne arasaparasa AlocanAnI noTa utarAvavI hatI. A utAravAnuM kAma kone soMpavuM te vicAra karatAM sAhebe kahyuM ke amaraguptavijayajI utArI Apaze. kevo vizvAsa haze ? AcAryabhagavaMte lakhavA ApyuM hoya to te lakhI levAnuM. tenA zabdano artha vicAravA nahi besavAnuM. vAMcavA nahi besavAnuM. mAtra cIMdhyuM hoya eTaluM ja kAma karavAnuM. utAravAnuM kahyuM che to utArI devAnuM, vacce ApaNuM mAthuM nahi calAvavAnuM. Aje to ame TapAla posTa karavA mATe ApI hoya toya eDresa vAMcI le. gurunuM kAma to ciThThInA cAkaranI jema karavAnuM. ciThThIno cAkara kevo hoya ? ciThThI pahoMcADe, vAMce nahi tevo. teozrI bhAvazrAvakapaNuM pAmIne sAdhupaNA sudhI pahoMcyA hatA, paraMtu te mATe teozrIno pracaMDa puruSArtha hato. temanuM sAmAyika pratikramaNa evuM ke koinI tAkAta nahi ke temanI sAthe vAta kare. dukAnanI cAvI emanI pAse hoya, bAjumAM mUkI hoya chatAM temane pUchI na zakAya. ApaNe to sAmAyikamAM prabhAvanA paNa mukAvIe ne ? sAmAyikamAM prabhAvanA aDAya nahi - eTaluM ja, paNa mukAvAya to kharI ne ? sava amAre sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, pauSadhamAM prabhAvanA kevI rIte karavI ? teo sAmAyika, pauSadha pAre te vakhate hAjara rahevAnuM. ApaNe yogya mArge cAlIe to bIjAne paNa unmArge cAlavAno vakhata na Ave. A mahApuruSane AcAryabhagavaMtano paricaya vi.saM. 1993mAM thayo. temanA moTA bhAi vi.saM. 1992mAM AcArya-bhagavaMtanA paricayamAM AvyA. temanA vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne moTA bhAie sAhebane vinaMti karI ke murabADa gAme padhAro ke jethI mArA kuTuMbanA sau janone ApanI vANIno lAbha maLaze ane teo dharmane samajI zakaze. sAhebe e vinaMti svIkArI ane vi.saM. 1993mAM murabADa gAmamAM padhAryA. te vakhate temaNe AcArya-bhagavaMtanuM vyAkhyAna pahelI vAra sAMbhaLyuM. eka ja vyAkhyAnathI temanA haiyAmAM cAritranuM bIja ropAyuM. tyAra bAda ogaNIsa varasa saMsAramAM kADhyA. AcAryabhagavaMtanA gayA bAda bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 132 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo H 133

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teozrInA ziSya pU. mukticaMdra sU.ma. be sAdhuo sAthe cAturmAsa mATe AvelA. temanA paricayathI temanI pAse dIkSA levAnuM nakkI karyuM hatuM. vi.saM. 2011nI sAlamAM Aso mahine tabiyata narama thai. dIkSAnI bhAvanA to hatI ja. tethI pAMca varasa pahelAM dIkSA na levAya tyAM sudhI kAcI cha vigaiono tyAga - e pramANe abhigraha lIdho hato. A mAMdagI AvI eTale tarata cAritra levAno nirNaya makkama karyo ane vi.saM. 2012nA phAgaNa mAse dIkSA grahaNa karI. emano mobho, emanI zeThAi, emanuM puNya ame joyuM hatuM. paNa dIkSA lIdhA pachI to e badhuM bhUlI gayA. kAraNa ke teozrI mAnatA hatA ke ApaNe koNa hatA e yAda nahi rAkhavAnuM, ApaNe kevA banavAnuM che - e yAda rAkhavAnuM. sa) Apa badhA kevI rIte taiyAra thayA ? amArAmAM to koI yogyatA na hatI. mAtra ApaNA bApA kahe to nA na paDAya - eTalA saMskAra hatA. ame jANIne, samajIne dIkSA nathI lIdhI. amArI mAtAe pUchyuM hatuM ke ame be dIkSA levAnA chIe to tame amArI sAthe dIkSA lezo ? tyAre ame temane nA na pADI zakyA. ame jo nA pAData to amArA kAkA amane rAkhavA taiyAra hatA. sa0 pitAe evuM kevuM heta varasAvyuM hatuM ke jethI temanI pAchaLa javAnuM mana thayuM ? temaNe heta na hatuM varasAvyuM, amArA hitanI ciMtAthI amAruM anuzAsana karyuM hatuM. ame e vakhate eTaluM samajatA hatA ke bApA e bApA. e kahe eTale karI levAnuM, emAM vicAra nahi karavAno. nAnA chokarAone joyA che ne ? meLAmAM game teTalI vastu apAvo e badhI eka hAthamAM pakaDI rAkhe ane bIjA hAthe mAno cheDo pakaDI rAkhe, e choDe nahi - joyuM che ne ? sava ApanAM bA mahArAja kevI rIte taiyAra thayAM ? mArA gurumahArAjanI jema teo paNa dIkSAnI bhAvanAmAM ja ramatA hatA. je vakhate gurumahArAje abhigraha karyo hato te ja vakhate temaNe paNa abhigraha karyo hato ke 'gurumahArAjanI dIkSA thayA pachI potAnI dIkSA na thAya to cAra AhArano tyAga'. gurumahArAjane khabara paDI to temaNe pUchyuM ke mane aTakAvavA mATe A niyama lIdho che? tyAre temaNe kahyuM ke ApanI sAthe mAre AvavAnuM hoya - emAM pUchavAnuM zuM? mArI dIkSA na aTake mATe A niyama che, Apane aTakAvavA nahi. patnIne patine anusaravuM hoya to pUchavAnuM na hoya paNa piyare javuM hoya to pUchavuM paDe ne? sa0 Apane badhAne RNAnubaMdha haze ne ? - tamAre tyAM kyAM RNAnubaMdha ochA che ? janmyA hoya muMbaimAM ane paraNavA madrAsa sudhI lAMbA thAo ne ? mAtra ahIM sAdhubhagavaMtonI sAthe RNAnubaMdha nathI - kharuM ne ? sa0 badhA eka vicAranA kyAMthI lAvavA ? bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 134 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 135

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ApaNo eka vicAra nathI, mATe badhAnA vicAra judA paDe che. ApaNe bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM rahetA nathI to badhA ApaNI AjJAmAM kyAMthI rahe? gharanA vaDIla jo bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM hoya to nAnAnI hiMmata nathI ke game tema vartI zake, bApA rAtadivasa svAdhyAya karatA hoya to chokarA gappAM mArI zake ? bApA ja avinaya AcaratA hoya to chokarAo uddhata pAkavAnA. bApA potAnuM kAma jAte karatA hoya to dIkarA koIne kAma bhaLAvI na zake ne ? gharamAM jamavA beThA pachI thALI jAte upADIne dhovA mUkavAnI Teva hoya tevAne ahIM koinI sevAnI jarUra na paDe. A mahApuruSane dIkSAno pariNAma jAgyA pachI te pariNAma paDe nahi tenI kALajI ogaNIsa varasa sudhI lIdhI. potAnA kuTuMbane susthita karyuM. saMsAra mAMDyo ane parivArasahita nIkaLI gayA. dIkSA letAMnI sAthe pharI pelI bimArIe uthalo mAryo. cha mahinAmAM ja A rIte tabiyata narama thai. te vakhate nakkI karyuM ke zarIra to have sAruM thAya evuM lAgatuM nathI, tethI tene sAjuM karavA sAdhanA choDavAne badale tenI pAsethI kAma kaDhAvavA mATe sAdhanAmAM lAgI javuM che. tyArathI kAyamanAM ekAsaNI karavAnuM zarU karyuM. davA levI paDe to ekAsaNAmAM ja levI. davA mATe chUTA na rahevuM. DaoNkTarane cokhkhuM kahI detA ke eka ja vAranI davA Apo. zarIra kAma na Ape to sAdhI levuM che - Avo vicAra Ave ? tapa sAthe paMdara kalAkano svAdhyAya karavA lAgyA. vAtacIta karavA samaya ja kyAM maLe? A rIte svAdhyAyamAM sAro abhyAsa karyo. paMDita paNa sArA maLyA hatA. gRhasthapaNAmAM e paMDitajI temanA ghare jamavA AvatA tyAre mazkarI karatA ke tame sAdhu thazo to tamane bhaNAvIza. paMDitajI pAse vyAkaraNano abhyAsa karyo. judAM comAsAM thavA lAgyAM tyArathI AgaLa navuM bhaNavAnuM baMdha thayuM. paNa jeTaluM bhaNeluM hatuM te kAma lAge evuM upasthita hatuM. rAtre ekalA traNa-cAra kalAka svAdhyAya karI zake eTalI mUDI temanI pAse hatI. ATalo svAdhyAya koNa karI zake ? sutra AvaDatAM hoya te ne ? atyAre. to cAra kalAka svAdhyAya karI zake evI mUDI keTalA pAse hoya ? AvaDe to kare ne ? temane AvaDatuM hatuM, sUtra pratye prema hato tethI svAdhyAya dvArA samAdhi pAmI zakatA. vAtacItomAM rasa ja na hato. bIjAnI vAto sAMbhaLavA jAya to asamAdhi thAya ne? zAstrono svAdhyAya kare tene asamAdhi thavAnuM koi kAraNa nathI. sItAsatI, damayaMtIsatI, aMjanAsatI vagerenAM caritro je sAMbhaLe tene asamAdhi thavAnuM koi kAraNa ja nathI. je caritra sAMbhaLIne asamAdhi thAya tenuM nAma vikathA ane je caritro sAMbhaLIne samAdhi maLe tenuM nAma dharmakathA. vikathAne jheranI upamA ApI che. A vikathAnuM jhera kADhavA mATe svAdhyAya e maMtrasamAna che. sAdhubhagavaMto svAdhyAyamaya hoya, jema tame paisAmaya ho cho tema. Akho divasa dhaMdhAnA ja vicAra ane dhaMdhAnI ja vAto ne ? jeno dhaMdho moTo tene vAtacIta karavA samaya na maLe ne ? bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 136 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo 137

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sa) kalikAlasarvajJe sADA traNa karoDa pramANa zloka kai rIte racyA haze ? khAdhuM-pIdhuM nahi hoya ? tanmaya bane te ja A rIte sAdhanA karI zake. temane to zAstra pratye agAdha prema hato, bhUtakALanI sAdhanA hatI, sarasvatIdevInI sahAya hatI. ApaNA to aDhAre ya vAMkA che ne ? svAdhyAya pratye prema nathI, guru pratye bahumAna nathI, jJAnanI ruci nathI, saMsAra pratye napharata nathI, mokSanI icchA nathI, viSayanI Asakti maratI nathI, kaSAyanI pariNati TaLatI nathI... ATalA maLa jAmyA hoya to pANImAM palALavuM paDe ne ? te mATe A svAdhyAyarUpI jala che. pANImAM maluM vastra palALIe ne coLIe nahi topaNa thoDo to mela chUTo paDe ja. tema ahIM paNa dhUNIne bhaNo nahi paNa copaDImAM mAthuM nAkhIne beso to ya ghaNA doSothI bacI jAo. enA badale chApAmAM mAthuM nAkhe to zI dazA thAya ? A mahApuruSa judA comAsA karavA gayA na hatA tyAM sudhI chApuM hAthamAM ja lIdhuM na hatuM. pote ja na vAMce to amArI hiMmata thAya ? A rIte temaNe AcAryabhagavaMtano vizvAsa evo saMpAdana karyo hato ke sAheba mAnatA ke Amane je AjJA karIzuM te pramANe karaze ja. "paNa" kahIne koi divasa vAta nathI karI. khaMbhAtanI bAjumAM eka gAmamAM eka mahAtmAne lakavAno humalo Avyo hato. sAheba khaMbhAta hatA. caudasano divasa hato, mArA gurumahArAjane upavAsa hato. AcAryabhagavaMte temane bolAvIne AjJA karI. bharabapore eka sAdhu sAthe mokalyA. prasannatAthI gayA. A to comAsA mATe mokalIe to kahe ke huM nahi jauM, huM ja ekalo chuM... jayAre teozrI vicAratA ke mAro puNyodaya ke mane yAda karyo. tenuM nAma RjuvyavahAra, pote lagabhaga paMcAvana varasanI uMmaranA te vakhate hatA. bIjA amArA jevA juvAna sAdhu ghaNA hatA. chatAM evo vikalpa nathI karyo ke - sevA mATe juvAna jAya ke moTA ! mAruM zuM thaze ? mAruM koNa karaze - evo vicAra ja nahi, Ane mokalo - evI salAhasUcana nahi. Aje to comAsA mATe mokalIe to "huM ahIM ApanI pAse hoiza to kAma lAgIza. pelA Ame kazuM karatA nathI, ene mokalo, huM jaiza to agavaDa paDaze, mArI samAdhinuM zuM? huM ApanuM moTuM joine Avyo chuM, loko atyAre Agraha kare. che, tyAM jaine kaMi sAcavatA nathI...' AvI kaMikeTalIya dalIla kare ! pachI sAhebe samAcAra mokalAvI pelA mahAtmAne laine pAchA AvavAnuM kahyuM. chatAM evuM nathI kahyuM ke - pAchaLathI bolAvyA tenA karatAM pahelAM ja bolAvI lIdhA hota to ? guru pratye Avo vizvAsa hovAthI je rIte AjJA pALI tenuM phaLa paNa temane maLyuM. khaMbhAtamAM upadhAna hatA. pahelA ja divase sAheba mAMdA paDyA. upadhAnamAM sAtaso ane bIjA aDhIso mANaso hatA. te paNa sAhebanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AvelA. sAhebanA kahevAthI mArA gurumahArAje ATha divasa vyAkhyAna karyuM. lokoe sAhebane kahyuM ke - kAMi vAMdho nathI, amane lAgatuM ja nathI ke Apa nathI vAMcatA. bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 138 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo H 139

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kAraNa ke sAheba je kahe te ja vAta karatA, jeTaluM kahe teTaluM ja kahetA. temane jainapravacananI phAila laine besatAM zarama na hatI AvatI. te to cokhkhuM kahetA ke huM bhaNelo nathI paNa A sAheba A pramANe kahe che. temanI pAse anubhava jJAna, sAmAjika dRSTAMto, kahevAnI rIta evI hatI ke dhAryuM nizAna tAkI zakatA. amArA padarzananA jJAtA paMDitajI paNa temanI pAse rAte vArtA sAMbhaLavA jAya. amane kahI de ke "Aja to hama baDe mahArAja se kahAnI sureMge..." gumahArAja ekanI eka vArtA kahe toya premathI sAMbhaLe, chelle kahe ke - "yaha to pahale kaha gaye the, dUsarI sunAo...' e badhA divaso gayA. mahApuruSo gayA pachI pAchA nathI AvatA, dara varSe guNa gAie chIe paNa pariNAma nathI jAgatA. tyAM ne tyAM ja chIe ne ? gharamAM ekatAlIsa varSa kADhyAM, ahIM cummAlIsa varSa rahyA. zyAzImA varSe kALa karyo. cAritra pratye prIti ane jJAnInA vacana upara vizvAsa evo hato ke kyAMya dInatA vartAya nahi. Aje jhaLahaLato vairAgya laine AvelA paNa dIna banI jAya che. teozrIe haiyAnI saraLatAthI 'guru kahe te pramANe ja karavuM, gurune na game te na karavuM' - A siddhAMta apanAvI lIdho hato. ApaNAmAM vakratA che tethI ApaNane jema game, jema phAve tema karavuM che, to kyAMthI phaLa maLe ? cAritra pratye prIti hoya to A badhuM zakya bane. temane cAritra pratye akhUTa vizvAsa hovAthI gurunI AjJA sahajatAthI mAnI zakatA. sAheba kahetA ke - A be-traNa TukaDI evI che ke jayAM mokalavI hoya tyAM mokalI zakAya. game teTalA dUra jaie paNa comAsA pachI pAchA bhegA thai ja jaie. comAsAno praveza moDAmAM moDo karavAno ane vihAra vahelAmAM vahelo karavAno. kyAM chIe e nahi jovAnuM, kyAM javAnuM che - e joine cAlavA mAMDavAnuM ! sAheba zuM kahe che - enI tarapha ja najara rAkhavAnI. guruzukrUSAno guNa bhAvazrAvakamAM hoya to sAdhumAM kevo hoya ? zuzruSA eTale mAtra gurunI sevA karavI te nahi, gurunuM kahyuM sAMbhaLavAnI icchA-tatparatA tenuM nAma guruzuzruSA. divase gurunuM kahyuM na sAMbhaLe ane rAtre gurunA paga dabAve teno artha - gurune dabAve che - ema ja thayo ne ? sa0 comAsAmAMthI pAchA bhegA thai javAnuM? zAsananuM kaMI kAma hoya to AjJA na maMgAvAya ? AjJA maMgAvavAnI na hoya, AjJA Ape e jhIlavAnI hoya. AjJA mAMgavAnI vastu nathI, mAnavAnI vastu che. gurune badhI paristhitino khyAla hoya ja. tethI temane khyAla ApavAnI jarUra nathI, je kAma mATe mokalyA hoya te karIne pAchA vaLI javAnuM. tamane zeThe potAnA kuTara upara ghare jamavA mokalyA hoya to e skuTara upara chokarIne besADI skUlamAM mUkI Avo e cAle ? moTA jAte puchAve to kahevAnuM. moTAo, moTAnI upAsanA karIne moTA thatA hoya che. moTAone lAta mArIne moTA na thavAya. nAnA kAma kare, nAma moTAnuM Ape, potAnA nAme na kare. moTAne moTA bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 140 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 141

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sAthe rahevuM game, nAnA sAthe nahi. cauda hajAra sAdhunA netA evA zrI gautamasvAmIjIe koi divasa kahyuM nathI ke huM ATalAno svAmI chuM. uparathI bhagavAnanA gayA bAda mane gautama kahIne koNa bolAvaze - enuM emane du:kha hatuM. moTAone moTA game. comAsA mATe gayelo bhego ja na thAya to bhaNI zake kai rIte ? ane gurukuLavAsamAM ghaDAya kaI rIte ? Aje to be ziSya thAya to comAsuM karavA taiyAra thai jAya. zrAvakane paNa pahelAM ja kahI de ke sAheba kahe to huM AvavA mATe taiyAra chuM - AthI zrAvaka paNa vinaMti kare ane sAheba kahe ke "mArI pAse sAdhu nathI' to dhIme rahIne kahe ke Apa AjJA karo to pelA mahAtmA AvavA taiyAra che. pachI sAheba zA mATe nA pADe ? be ya rAjI hoya to ApaNe vacce kAjI banavuM nathI ! Aje niyama Ape ke - "sAheba kaheze to jaiza" AvuM koinI AgaLa bolavuM nahi. sa0 saMghane sAcavavAnI bhAvanA kharAba nathI ne ? ApaNe saMghane sAcavavA nahi, ApaNI jAtane sAcavavA ahIM AvyA chIe - e yAda rAkhavuM. sAdhupaNuM saMghane tAravA mATe nahi, ApaNI jAtane tAravA mATe lIdhuM che, gurunuM kahyuM mAnavA mATe lIdhuM che. saMghane sAcavavAnI javAbadArI to gurunI che. ApaNI javAbadArI gurunuM mAnavAnI ane taravAnI che. AcAryabhagavaMta ApaNA hitamAM ja parAyaNa hoya, teo je kahe te mAnI levAnuM. amane paNa e mahApuruSa kahetA ke A sAhebanI kRpAthI A zAsana maLyuM che. sAhebane pAmyA pachI sAcuM samajAyA pachI potAnA gAmamAM khoTI ArAdhanA thavA dIdhI nathI. atyAre lagabhaga eka gAma evuM nahi hoya ke jayAM ArAdhanAnA be pakSa na hoya. jyAre A mahApuruSanA prabhAve Aje paNa murabADa gAmamAM eka ja ArAdhanAno pakSa che.pote gAmanA lokone samajAvI dIdhuM hatuM ke mArga samajAyA pachI ADAavaLA nathI thavuM. eka vAra pote bahAragAma gayA hatA. vihAramAM parapakSanAM cAra sAdhvIjI mahArAja murabADa padhAryA hatAM. temaNe gAmamAM sAruM jamAvyuM hatuM. gAmanI baheno paNa bolavA lAgI ke zeSakALamAM paryuSaNa jevuM vAtAvaraNa lAge che. badhAe bhegA thaIne sAdhvIjI mahArAjane comAsAnI vinaMti paNa karI. mAtra nirNaya levAno bAkI hato. badhA kahe - 'sanAbhAi Ave eTale nakkI karIe.' bIje divase AvyA eTale emaNe vigata jANI. temaNe kahyuM ke ApaNe sAhebane pAmyA ane sAco mArga pAmyA, A ja mAnyatA sAcI che e jANyuM che. tethI A mAnyatA jenI na hoya te game teTalA prabhAvaka hoya temanuM cAritra game teTaluM caDhiyAtuM hoya topaNa temane A gAmamAM nathI rAkhavA. A gAmamAM have khoTuM ghAlavuM nathI. rAtorAta eka zrAvikAbahenane laine sAdhvIjI mahArAjanA upAzrayamAM gayA ane bIjA ja divase temane vihAra karavAnI vinaMti karI, sAdhvIjI mahArAjanAM poTalAM pahoMcADavAnuM ane DabbA laI javAnuM aucitya pUrepUruM jALavyuM. paNa gAmamAM bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 142 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 143

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bIjo pakSa pravartAvA na dIdho. mArga pratyenI prItino e prabhAva hato. gAmanA paNa badhA aucitya darekanuM jALave. eka vAra eka parapakSanA sAdhu murabADa AvavAnA hatA. temane koike kahyuM ke e to rAmacandrasUri mahArAjanuM custa gAma che. e sAdhue kahyuM ke joie to kharA. gAmamAM AvyA. lokoe aucitya pUruM jALavyuM. gocarIpANI, auSadha vagere badhuM ja sAcavyuM. paraMtu mAnyatA majabUta. vaMdana kare nahi ne aucityamAM bAkI rAkhe nahi. ApaNuM sAcavIne bIje javAya, paNa jyAM jaie tyAMnA jevA thaie to na cAle. tIrthaMkarabhagavaMta ane gurubhagavaMta kahe te khoTuM hoya ja nahi - ATalI zraddhA nahi hoya to phaLa maLaze kai rIte ? mane samajAya ke na samajAya mArA gurubhagavaMta khoTuM na kahe : AvI agAdha zraddhA hoya to cAritra maLe ane phaLe. taddana niHspRhapaNe ane samarpaNabhAva vaDe e rIte jIvyA hatA ke sAhebanA haiyAmAM sthAna pAmyA hatA. dharmanA jANakAra ane dharmanA zraddhALu A rIte vartI zake. ApaNe pote ja sAcuM mAnatA na hoie to bIjAne kai rIte kahI zakIe ke - sAcuM ahIM ja che, bIje nathI. Aje to sAdhusAdhvI paNa evuM bolavA mAMDyAM ke ApaNe ja sAcA chIe ? pelA na hoi zake ? ApaNe sAcA mArge chIe, ApaNA gurubhagavaMta sAcA che eTaluM jJAna ane eTalI zraddhA na hoya te makkamatAthI pagalAM mAMDI zake nahi to bIjAne kyAMthI calAve ? mArganuM jJAna ane sAcI prIti hoya te to gurunuM gaurava paNa vadhAre. bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 144 sAhebanA be bhagata pAlitANA gayA hatA. temaNe vicAryuM ke Aje dareka upAzrayamAM jaine sAdhubhagavaMtane je kAMi davAno khapa hoya te lAvI ApavAno lAbha levo che. gurune auSadha lAvI ApavuM e paNa eka prakAranI guruzuzruSA che. badhAne kahetA ke pAlitANAmAM maLaze to Aje ja ApI daizuM, nahi to bIjethI maMgAvIne kAle ApIzuM. eka parapakSanA sAdhue potAnA dareka sAdhunI moMghAmAM moMghI je davAo hatI te pUratA pramANamAM lakhAvI. sAhebanA bhakto to bhakti karavA ja nIkaLyA hatA tethI kAMi paNa vicAra karyA vinA lisTa pramANe badhI ja davA lai AvyA. je na maLI te maMgAvIne pahoMcADI. e bhAi davA ApIne pAchA pharyA ane upAzrayanAM pagathiyAM UtaratA hatA tyAM temanA kAne pelA sAdhumahAtmAnA zabdo paDyA ke - 'rAmacandrasUri mahArAjanA bhagata eTale bhagata !' paisA jAya to bhale jAya, samayano bhoga Apavo paDe to ya bhale paraMtu ApaNA gurubhagavaMta mATe eka paNa akSara ghasAto koi bole evuM nathI karavuM. ApaNAmAM AvaData hoya to sAco mArga bIjAnA haiyAmAM vase evuM karI zakIe. choDavA beThA chIe to choDI jANavuM. paisA gayA to bhale gayA paNa dharma vadhato hoya to tevuM zA mATe na karavuM ? jemanA bhagata AvuM aucitya jALave te guru kevA haze - AvuM jo bIja koinA haiyAmAM paDe to tene samyagdarzananI prApti thAya ne ? ApaNane ja devagurudharma pratye lAgaNI na hoya to bIjA kyAMthI bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 145

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pAmI zake? loko ApaNane dharmAtmA gaNe te mATe nathI karavuM. jaino kharAba kAmamAM AgaLa hoya to loko jaina dharmanI niMdA karavAnA ane jaino sArA kAryamAM AgaLa haze to loko jaina dharmanI prazaMsA karavAnA. huM AvAne mAnato nathI evuM bolavAnA badale emane manAvavA che - evuM kaho. ApaNe namIe nahi paNa pelA ApaNA gurune name evuM karavuM che. sa0 ApaNe veta namIe to sAmo hAtha name ne ? vaMta namavAnI rIta ja tamane batAvI. tame to mAthuM namAvIne Avo ane paisA na namAvo. mAthuM namAvAnI jarUra nathI paisA namAvAnI jarUra che. sAmAna pahoMcADavAno, gocarIpANI sAcavavAnAM, davA vagere badhuM ja sAcavavAnuM, mAtra vaMdana nahi karavAnuM. pelAne potAne thaze ke kaMika khAmI mArAmAM che mATe vaMdana nathI karato. sa0 e pUche ke vaMdana kema nathI karatA to ? yogya haze e pUchaze ja nahi, jAte ja vicAraze. ane chatAM pUche to kahI devAnuM ke Apa atithi cho mATe sAcavIe chIe paNa mArgamAM nathI mATe vaMdana nathI karatA. sava eTaluM sattva na hoya. to badhI takalIpha che ja, mArga jo ito nathI, sattva pAmavuM. nathI ane mAtra nATaka ja karavuM che tenA mATe koi upAya nathI. A mahApuruSamAM evI vizeSatA hatI, evuM sattva hatuM ke emane khoTAmAM koi namAvI na zake. chelle bimAra paDyA pachI hospiTalamAM javAnI paNa nA pADI dIdhI hatI. potAnI jAte zvAsa paNa lai zake evI zakti rahI na hatI tethI chellA cha divasathI pANInuM TIpuM paNa nAkhyuM na hatuM. jemaNe jIvanamAM kaDaka anuzAsana jhIlyuM hoya tevA mahApuruSo jatAM jatAM potAnI chAyA mUkIne jatA hoya che. apratima sattva, guruparataMtrya, mArga pratye vizvAsa, cAritranI prIti, apramattatA... A badhA guNo vIsarI na zakAya evA che. mahApuruSo gayA pachI temanuM smaraNa ja mUkIne jatA hoya che. ApaNe taravuM hoya to A guNone AtmasAta karavA mATe prayatna karI levo che. A guNo jarUrI che ke binajarUrI ? jarUrI lAge to te mATe thoDo prayatna karI levo che. mahApuruSo zAzvata nathI hotA, teo na maLe tyAre paNa temanI chAyA to maLe che. A chAyAne jhIlavA prayatna karI laie to jeone cAritra maLyuM nathI teo cAritra pAmI zakaze ane jemaNe lIdhuM che teo sArI rIte pALI zakaze. cAritra levA pahelAM paNa kaSTa veThyAM ane cAritra lIdhA pachI paNa kaSTa veThyAM chatAM cAritrane kaSTakAraka mAnyuM nathI. A cAritrapAlananI asara paDatI hoya che. puNya keTaluM che - e nathI jovuM, kSayopazamabhAva keTalo che e jovo che. A mahApuruSa jIvyA to samAdhithI ane jatAM jatAM paNa samAdhinA darzana karAvI gayA. AvA mahApuruSa moTe bhAge maLatA nathI hotA ane maLyA pachI paNa phaLatA nathI hotA - e ApaNI moTI kamanasIbI che. bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 146 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 147

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AvA bhAvasAdhupaNA sudhI pahoMcavA mATe bhAvazrAvakanA guNo keLavavA mATe prayatnazIla banavuM che. bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNomAM ApaNe kutavratakarma, zIlavAna, guNavAna ane RjuvyavahAra : A cAra lakSaNo joi gayAM. temAM RjuvyavahAramAM zrAvaka Avo RjuvyavahArI hovAthI tene kevuM phaLa maLe che te jaNAvavA mATe ahIM dharmAnaMda nAmanA vaNikanuM dRSTAMta che. nAzika nAmanA nagaramAM naMda nAmanA be vaNika hatA. paNa eka vaNika zuddha nyAyayukta vyavahAra karato hovAthI loko tene dharmAnaMda kahetA ane bIjo lobhanA kAraNe khoTAM mAnamApAM karato hovAthI loko tene lobhAnaMda kahetA hatA. ekavAra gAmanI bahAra rAjAe taLAva khodAvavA mAMDyuM. temAM khodatAM khodatAM eka nidhAna maLyuM ke jemAM mAtra sonAnI kozo-moTA khIlA hatA. paNa cAre taraphathI mATI ane kAdavathI kharaDAyelI hovAthI majUroe tene loDhAnI koza jANI temAMthI be koza laine dharmAnaMdanI dukAnamAM gayA. jamInamAM nidhAna dATeluM maLe to AnaMda thAya ne ? paNa eTaluM yAda rAkhavuM ke dATanArA judA hoya, kADhanArA judA hoya ane bhogavanArA judA hoya. jenA nasIbamAM jeTaluM hoya teTaluM ja maLe. majUroe dharmAnaMdane kozanA badalAmAM tela, anAja vagere ApavA kahyuM. dharmAnaMda zeTha kozo hAthamAM letAMnI sAthe oLakhI gayo ke A to sonAnI kozo che. chatAM potAne adhikaraNa lAgaze evA bhaye majUrone satya vAta na kahI. ane majUrone kahyuM ke mAre e kozonuM kaMi ja kAma nathI. majUroe lobhAnaMdane tyAM jaIne kozo batAvI ane tenA badalAmAM joitI cIjavastu mAMgI. lobhAnaMde jANyuM ke A nakkara sonAnI che, ane loDhAnA bhAve suvarNa kADhavA mAMge che tethI bamaNA bhAve ApIza to hajI bIjI kozo paNa lAvI Apaze. tethI majUrone kahyuM ke mAre loDhAnI kozonI ghaNI jarUra che. jo tamArI pAse bIjI hoya to te paNa lai Avajo . tamane sArA paisA ApIza. AthI majUro roja babbe koza lAvavA mAMDyA. lobhAnaMde A vAta potAnA putrone paNa jaNAvI nahi. tethI tenA putro loDhAnI kozo bamaNA bhAve kharIdatA joine lobhAnaMda pratye uzkerAyA. chatAM pitA AgaLa potAnuM kazuM na cAlavAthI aTakAvI zakyA nahi, lobhAnaMda dIkarAo kaMI garabaDa na kare mATe dukAna reDhI mUkato nahi. eka vAra bAjunA gAmamAM lobhAnaMdanA mitrane ghera lagnano prasaMga hato. tethI atyaMta AgrahapUrvaka mitra tene potAne gAma lai gayo. jatAM jatAM te chokarAone kaheto gayo ke majUro Ave to kozo lai lejo ane je mUlya kahe te ApI dejo, nA pADatA nahIM. tenA gayA pachI nitya krama pramANe majUro kozo laine AvyA. lobhAnaMdanA putroe to lokhaMDano bhAva gaNIne ja paisA ApyA. majUro vAraMvAra kahevA lAgyA ke zeThe nakkI karyuM che teTalA paisA Apo. tyAre vyApAramAM gUMcavAyelA zeThanA dIkarAe gussAthI kozo nIce pheMkI dIdhI. kozo paththara upara pachaDAvAthI bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 148 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 149

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uparanI mATI ane kAdava kharI paDyo, ane sonuM jhaLahaLavA mAMDyuM. te vakhate tyAMthI pasAra thatA nagaranA ArakSake A joyuM ane majUrone pakaDIne rAjA samakSa lai gayo. rAjAnA pUchavAthI majUroe to hakIkata hatI te sAcesAcI jaNAvI dIdhI. rAjAe pUchyuM ke kone kone tame kozo ApI che ? tyAre temaNe kahyuM ke dharmAnaMdane pahelAM dekhADI hatI paNa teNe na kharIdI eTale ame lobhAnaMda zreSThIne tyAM gayA. to teNe bamaNA mUlye badhI kozo rAkhI lIdhI che. AthI rAjA krodhe bharAyo ane A mahAcora che ema jANIne tenA gharanA badhAne keda karI temanI mAlamilakata jhaDapI lIdhI. lobhAnaMda mitranA tyAM beTho vicAre che ke putro kozo nahi le to ghaNuM nukasAna thaze. ema samajIne mitrane kahyA vinA te potAnA gAmamAM pAcho pharyo. ghare AvIne badhI ghaTanA sAMbhaLI ane pazcAttAparUpI agnimAM baLavA lAgyo. potAnA pApakarma upara gusse thayo. A pApakarme ja mane bahAragAma javAnI kumati ApI ityAdi vicAramAM krodhanA AvezamAM potAnA be paga kApI nAMkhyA ne maraNa pAmyo. A bAju rAjAe dharmAnaMdane bolAvIne pUchyuM ke tame te kozo kema na lIdhI ? tyAre dharmAnaMde jaNAvyuM ke e kozo levAthI mAre be vratono bhaMga thato hato. eka to corI na karavI te ane bIjuM parigrahanuM parimANa. AthI meM na lIdhI. taduparAMta majUrone jaNAvuM to temane paNa duSTa buddhi jAge ane tethI mane adhikaraNa bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 150 lAge. tethI majUrone paNa tenuM rahasya na jaNAvyuM. A sAMbhaLIne rAjAe, tuM kharekharo dharmAnaMda che ema prazaMsIne teno satkAra karyo. AvA prakAranA RjuvyavahAranA kAraNe bhAvazrAvaka A lokanA ane paralokanA kalyANanuM sthAna bane che. jyAre atyaMta lobhanA kAraNe lobhAnaMdanI jema, hoya te paNa gumAvAnuM bane che. dhaMdhAnI karAmata che - ema samajIne paNa corI ke chetarAmaNa karavI nathI. paiso to Aje che ne kAle nathI. enA mATe ATalAM pApanuM upArjana karavuM e bhAvazrAvaka mATe taddana anucita che. bhAvazrAvaka aviratinA yoge gharamAM rahyo hoya, lobhanA yoge dhaMdho karato hoya topaNa eTalo lobhI na hoya ke jenA kAraNe pote, potAno dharma niMdAya evI pravRtti kare. have zrAvakanA pAMcamA guNanuM varNana kare che. gurunI zuzruSA A pAMcamuM lakSaNa che. jene bhaviSyamAM sAdhu thavuM hoya teNe gurunI zuzruSA karavI ja paDaze. kAraNa ke gurunI zuzruSA vinA eke guNa prApta thato nathI. A guruzuzruSA cAra prakAranI che. 1. sevA jAte karavI, 2. bIjA pAse karAvavI, 3. gurune auSadhAdinuM saMpAdana karavuM, 4. temanI pratye cittanuM bahumAna rAkhavuM. ApaNAM mAtApitAnI sevA ApaNe A rIte karatA ja hoie chIe. mAtApitAnI sevA jAte karIe, kAraNa upasthita thAya ne jAte na karI zakIe to bIjA pAse karAvavI, emane avasare rogAdi thaye auSadhAdinuM saMpAdana karavuM ane temanI pratye cittanuM bahumAna bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 151

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rAkhavuM. ahIM mAtApitAnI vAta nathI. sAmAnyathI gurujanano artha mAtApitA thAya che, paraMtu ahIM bhAvazrAvakano adhikAra cAlu hovAthI gurujanano artha mAtApitA na karavo, AcAryabhagavaMtAdi karavo. zabdano je artha thato hoya te karIne na mUkavo, je ghaTato artha hoya, prakaraNane saMgata hoya tevo artha karavo. AthI ja ahIM AcAryabhagavaMtAdi gurubhagavaMtanI zuzruSA karavAnuM jaNAvyuM che. ahIM ziSya zaMkA kare che ke guru kone kahevAya te khabara nathI. tethI gurunuM svarUpa samajAvatAM jaNAve che ke - je dharmanA jJAtA hoya arthAdu dharmane jANanArA hoya, pote jANIne dharmane karanArA arthAt AcaranArA hoya, potAnA paricayamAM AvelA lokone niraMtara dharmamAM pravartAvanArA hoya ane jagatanA sarva jIvone dharmazAstrano upadeza karanAra hoya - tene guru kahevAya. tema ja sArA rUpavALA, ojasvI, yugapradhAna - je kALe jeTaluM zrata hoya tenA jANakAra, madhura vacanavALA, gaMbhIra, buddhimAna tathA dharmopadeza ApavAmAM tatpara evA guru hoya che. ahIM AcAryanA chatrIsa guNo jaNAvyA che jemAM madhyastha, saMvigna, gItArtha tema ja labdhivAna, AdeyanAmakarmavALA vagere puNyaprakRtithI yukta evA AcAryabhagavaMta hoya ema jaNAvyuM che. AcAryabhagavaMtanI chatrIsI chatrIsa prakAre che. temAMthI paMciMdiyasatramAM batAvelI chatrIsI to tamane yAda che ne? e chatrIsInI yAda rAkhazo to paNa AcAryabhagavaMtanuM svarUpa kevuM hoya te samajI zakAze. gurujanamAM jana zabda bahuvacanane jaNAvavA che. AvA guru je koi hoya te darekanI sevA karavAnI che. A sevA kevI rIte karavI te jaNAvatAM sauthI pahelAM kahe che ke kALa-yogya avasare gurunI sevA karavI, ApaNane samaya hoya tyAre sevA karavAnI che evuM nathI, gurune anukULa hoya tevA samaye sevA karavAnI. kALanuM prAdhAnya zAstrakAro lagabhaga kAyama mATe jaNAvatA hoya che. kAraNa ke ApaNe paNa moTe bhAge kALanI ja upekSA karatA hoie chIe. AzAtanAnA bhaye dravya ane kSetranI prAyaH koi upekSA karatuM nathI. bhAva to karavAno hoya ja ! ekamAtra kALa sacavAto nathI. Aje to joke kALanI sAthe bIjI paNa aneka upekSAo jovA maLe. ApaNane phAve, anukULa paDe e rIte bhakti karavI che ! Aje to dhAtunAM pratimAjI laine nIce palAMThI vALIne pujA karavA besI jAya. pAchA kahe ke bhAva ghaNo Ave che. mULanAyakanI pUjA jema UbhAM UbhAM karo cho tema nAnA dhAtunAM pratimAjInI pUjA paNa UbhAM UbhAM ja karavI joie. ApaNA mATe bhagavAnane khaseDAya nahi. sa0 calapratiSThAno uddeza zuM ? calapratiSThAno uddeza e che ke ApaNe bahAragAma javuM hoya to ApaNI sAthe lai jai zakIe. ApaNane phAve tyAre, phAve tyAM laine besI zakAya te mATe A calapratiSThA nathI. bhagavAnanI sAme palAMThI vALIne na besAya. je bhagavAna dIkSA laine kevaLajJAna pAmyA tyAM sudhI bhUmi upara beThA nathI te bhagavAna sAme ApaNe bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 15ra bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 153

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palAMThI vALIne kai rIte besI zakIe ? guru pAse paNa ubhaDaka page ja besavAnuM hoya to bhagavAna sAme kai rIte besI zakAya ? sava zarIra kAma na ApatuM hoya to ? zarIra kAma ApavAnuM ja nathI, ApaNe zarIra pAsethI kAma levuM paDaze. zarIra gadheDAjevuM che. gadheDuM kevuM hoya ? kAma na kare tevuM. paNa tenI pAsethI kAma levuM paDe ne? kAma levAnuM ne sAcavavAnuM nahi. ghoDAne, gAyane, bheMsa, bakarIne loko cAro carAve. gadheDAne koi na carAve ne ? gadheDAne to teno mAlika tagaDI mUke eTale ukaraDA para carI Ave. zarIra pAse jeTaluM kAma levAnuM hoya teTaluM ja sAcavavAnuM. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke gADInA paiDAmAM tela jeTaluM pUrIe teTalo ja AhAra levAno. cakkA jAma thai jAya eTaluM tela na purAya ne ? tema zarIranI skUrti jaLavAi rahe eTalo ja AhAra ApavAno. zarIra sukha thAya tyAM sudhI nahi ApavAnuM. sArA sArA DaoNkTaro, vakIlo, berisTaro paNa divasamAM eka ja vAra peTa bharIne vApare. Akho divasa rtimAM pharatA hoya. jene kAma karavuM hoya tene pramAda karavo na pAlave. mahApuruSo sAme palAMThI vALIne na besAya. zarIranA pUjArI koi dharma karI na zake. mArA gurumahArAja derAsaramAM Asana pAtharIne besatA ane devavaMdana karatA. jyAre temane khyAla Avyo ke derAsaramAM palAMThI vALIne na besAya tyAre temaNe derAsaramAM devavaMdana karavAnuM baMdha karyuM. makAnamAM AvIne devavaMdana kare. tyAM nAnuM caityavaMdana karIne AvI jatA. sava evo pATha kyAMya maLe che ? guru pAse paryastikA (palAMThI) Asane na besavuM. UbhaDaka page besavuM : evo pATha uttarAdhyayanamAM che. guru pAse pratikramaNa karavAnuM hoya te pratikramaNamAM paNa caityavaMdanamudrA, kAussagnamudrA A badhI ja avasthAmAM kyAMya palAMThI vALIne besavAnI vAta nathI. jo guru pAse paNa AvI mudrAmAM na besAya to paramAtmA pAse to kevI rIte besAya ? je apramatta hoya temanI sAme pramAdavALA Asane na besAya. AmAM pAThanI jarUra che? chatAM pATha joito hoya to anukuLatA zodhavA mATe ja joie che, dharma karavA mATe nahi - ema mAnavuM paDe ne ? tame to vyApArI mANasa cho ne ? paisA kamAvA hoya to palAMThI vALIne besAya kharuM? dharma karavo haze to sukhazIlatA choDI dukha veThatAM thavuM paDaze. kALe eTale pratikramaNa, zAstrazravaNa ityAdinA heturUpa avasare gurunI sevA karavI. te paNa temanA svAdhyAyAdi tathA pratyupekSaNa, bhojana vagere yogomAM aMtarAya na paDe te rIte sevA karavI. sAdhubhagavaMtone AgamamAM A pramANe upadeza Apyo che ke jinazAsanane viSe paDilehaNAdi dareka yogono ucita rIte prayoga karavAmAM Ave to tenAthI duHkhano ane karmano kSaya thAya che. tethI te dareka yogo asapatna(avirodhI)paNe ArAdhavA joie. ahIM du:khano kSaya eTale saMsArasvarUpa duHkhano kSaya. je bhogavIe chIe te du:kha nathI, jyAM bhogavavuM paDe che - te duHkha bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 154 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 155

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che. zarIramAM je roga Ave che te duHkha nathI, roganA AzrayabhUta zarIra che e ja duHkharUpa che. duHkha tarIke pIDAnuM duHkha nathI levuM. A saMsAra ja duHkharUpa che. pachI te puNyathI maLelo hoya ke pApathI. ane e saMsArano aMta karmanA aMta vinA thavAno nathI mATe duHkhakSaya pachI karmakSaya mAMgyo che. sa0 bIjA Ano artha judo batAve che - amAre zuM karavuM ? tamane je artha sAro lAge te mAno. sa0 sAro nahi sAco artha joie che. sArA ane sAcAno bheda tame pADo cho, ame to beyane eka gaNIe chIe. je sAcuM hoya te ja sAruM hoya. ane sAruM te ja hoya ke je sAcuM hoya. bhagavAnanA zAsananA mULabhUta siddhAMtane bAdha na Ave - evo artha karajo . A rIte gurunI sevA pote to karavI, tenI sAthe bIjAnI pAse paNa karAvavI. mane samaya nathI mATe tame jAo - evuM kahIne karAvavuM te gurunuM kAma karAvyuM na kahevAya, potAnuM kAma karAvyuM kahevAya. gurunuM kAma bIjA pAse karAvavuM hoya to te kai rIte karAvAya ? bIjAne guru pratye sadbhAva jAge to bIjA gurunuM kAma kare ne ? ane bIjAne guru pratye sadbhAva kyAre jAge ? tene gurunA guNonuM jJAna thAya tyAre ne ? tethI jaNAve che ke sadA varNavAda ka2vA dvArA arthod gurunA sadbhUta guNonuM kIrtana karavA dvArA bIjA pramAdIone gurusevAmAM pravartAve. A varNavAda kai rIte karavo - bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 156 e paNa jaNAve che ke - manuSyapaNuM, uttama dharma, jJAnAdikathI yukta evA guruno yoga... A badhI sAmagrI maLavI atyaMta durlabha che. mATe tuM A sAmagrI maLyA bAda AtmAnA hitane jANa. AvA mahAtmA guru dhanya manuSyone ja dRSTigocara thAya che. eTale ke A mahApuruSa jene najare caDhe teya dhanyavAdane pAtra che, temanA darzanamAtrathI ApaNA pApano kSaya thAya che. samagra sukhanA kAraNabhUta evuM temanuM vacanAmRta dhanyamanuSyo ja pIe che. A upadezarUpI rasAyaNane jeo sevatA nathI teone; prApta thayela nidhAna naSTa thavAthI jema pazcAttApa thAya che tema pastAvAno vAro Ave che... ityAdi kahevuM. ApaNe ApaNA gurune AvA ja mAnIe chIe ne ? gurusevAnA trIjA prakAramAM jaNAve che ke gurune bhaiSaja tathA auSadhAdi pote Ape tathA bIjA pAse apAve. eka vastuthI banyuM hoya athavA bahArathI jeno upayoga thAya tene auSadha kahevAya ane ghaNI vastuonA saMyogathI je banyuM hoya athavA atyaMtara arthAr khAvAmAM jeno upayoga thato hoya tene bhaiSaja kahevAya. upalakSaNathI annapANI, ogho, pAtrAM, kAmaLI vagere cAritradharmane yogya evAM saMyamanAM upakaraNo, pustaka, pITha-Tebala ke je svastha hoya DagamagatuM na hoya te sarva vastu dAnamAM vicakSaNa evA puruSoe mokSArthI evA bhikSune ApavI. mokSanA arthIne dAna ApavAno hetu e che ke dAtA paNa mokSArthI che. supAtradAnathI mokSa bhAvazrAvakanAM che lakSaNo - 157

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maLe che - AvuM je jANe che te dAtA ja dAnamAM vicakSaNa che. AthI ja "A grahaNa karo ane mane tAro (SICXHde}NCYS, AP)' A bhAvanAthI supAtradAna karavAnuM jaNAvyuM che. bIjA upara upakAra karavA mATe dAna nathI ApavAnuM kahyuM che ke je manuSya manavacanakAyAnI guptivALA munione auSadhAdika Ape che te bhave bhave zuddha adhyavasAyanA-(bodhinA) vistArane pAme che tathA nIrogI thAya che. cothI sevA che guru pratye aMtarathI bahumAna rAkhavuM. bahumAna rAkhavuM eTale mananI prasannatApUrvaka guruguNanI zlAghA karavI tathA gurunA bhAvane-cittavRttine anusaravuM. gurune je game te ja karavAnuM. gurune je na gamatuM hoya te nahi karavAnuM. AnuM nAma guru pratyenuM bahumAna. sa0 gurunI AjJA jovAnI ke zuM game che e jovAnuM? gurunI AjJA to jovAnI. paraMtu e AjJA pALatI vakhate gurune je rIte anukULa hoya te rIte karavAnuM. gurue paDilehaNa karavAnI AjJA karI hoya to jema-tema Dhagalo karIne nahi mUkavAno. kapaDAMnI gaDI paNa gurune jema iSTa hoya tema vALavAnI. kApa kADhavAnI AjJA karI hoya to te paNa ApaNane phAve tema nahi kADhavAno. emane jevuM gamatuM hoya te rIte ja kADhavAno, kapaDAM paNa e rIte sUkavavAnA. sa0 ATaluM badhuM karavAnI yogyatA amArAmAM nathI - ema lAge che. yogyatA nathI - ema lAge che to keLavavI che ke gharabhegA thavuM che? nizALamAM bhaNavA beThA tyAre buddhizALI hatA ke buddha ? chatAM zuM karyuM ? yogyatA keLavI ne ? ahIM nathI keLavavI ne ? yogyatA keLavavA mATe rahevuM hoya to ame rAkhavA taiyAra chIe paNa potAnI rIte rahevA mAMge tene na rAkhIe. gurune game, gurune phAve, gurune mAphaka Ave e rIte gurunI sevA karavI tenuM nAma guru pratyenuM bahumAna. A gurusevAnA viSayamAM zrI saMpratimahArAjAnuM kathAnaka ApyuM che. A kathAnaka to suprasiddha che. ApaNe TUMkamAM joi laie. zrI AryasuhastisUri ma. eka vAra parivAra sahita kauzAMbInagarImAM padhAryA. te samaye tyAM bhayaMkara duSkALa paDyo hato. bIjA bhikSukone bhikSA maLatI na hatI. sAdhuone dhanADhyanAM gharomAMthI saMpUrNa bhikSA maLatI. eka bhikhArI atyaMta bhUkhyo thayelo. teNe sAdhuone A rIte bhikSA letA joi temanI pAse atyaMta kAkaludIbharyA svare bhikSAnI mAMgaNI karI. sAdhuoe kahyuM ke A bhikSAnA adhikArI ame nathI amArA gurubhagavaMta che. emanI AjJA vinA ame kazuM ApI na zakIe. AthI pelo raMka guru pAse Avyo. gurue jJAnathI joyuM ke jIva yogya che, lAbha thaze. ema samajIne tene kahyuM ke tuM pravrajayA grahaNa kare to tArI je icchA hoya te ame ApIe. ke pravrajayA lIdhI. gurue tenI icchA mujaba snigdha AhAra Apyo. tethI khUba saMtoSa pAmyo bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo 158 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 159

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ane potAnI upara A rIte upakAra karanAra mahAtmAonI, temanA dharmanI, devanI khUba anumodanA karavA lAgyo. A pramANe avyakta sAmAyika vratavALo ane zubhapariNAmI te madhyarAtrie vizUcikAvyAdhithI maraNa pAmyo. tyAMthI marIne pATalIputranagaramAM caMdraguptanA putra biMdusAranA putra azokazrIno putra je kuNAla hato tenA putra tarIke janmyo. azokazrIrAjAne kuNAla ativahAlo hovAthI tene bALapaNamAM ja yuvarAjapadavI ApI tene sapatnIonA bhayathI maMtrIzvaranI najara heThaLa ujjayinInagarImAM rAkhyo hato. eka vAra tene kaLAgrahaNane yogya jANI maMtrIzvarane patra lakhIne adhIyatAM mAra: / (kumArane bhaNAvavo) ema jaNAvyuM. acAnaka kAma AvatAM e patra evo khullo mUkIne rAjA anyatra gayo. tyAM kumAranI oramAna mAtA AvI, teNe vAMcyuM. irSyA ane dveSathI kumAra rAjA na thAya te mATe nakhethI AMkhanuM kAjaLa kADhI Y upara anusvAra karyo. rAjAe to thoDI vAramAM tyAM AvI patra evo ja bIDIne mokalAvI dIdho. maMtrIzvare vAMcyuM ke - UMdhIyatAM vumAra: / (kumArane AMdhaLo karavo) Avo Adeza rAjA kare nahi. maMtrIzvarane vicAramAM paDelA joine kuNAle jAte patra vAMcyo ane pitAnA Adeza pramANe loDhAnI tapAvelI zalAkAne AMjI aMdha banavA taiyAra thayo. maMtrIzvaroe ghaNuM samajAvyuM ke ApaNe A AdezanI khAtarI karIe pachI zuM karavuM e vicArIe chatAM kuNAle mAnyuM nahi ane potAnI jAte pote aMdha thayo. bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 160 sa0 kuNAle cokasAi karI hota to kAMi vAMdho hato ? kuNAlane lAgeluM ke bApAnI AjJAnI cokasAi karavAnI na hoya. tamane joke e nahi samajAya. kAraNa ke tamArI Teva to bhagavAnanI ane gurunI AjJAnI paNa cokasAi karavAnI che ne ? A bAju kuNAla saMgItamAM nipuNa thayo ane temAM AnaMdathI samaya pasAra karavA lAgyo. pelo TUMkano jIva kuNAlanI patnInI kukSimAM Avyo. te vakhate rANIe uttama svapra joyuM hatuM. e svapnaphaLanA AdhAre kuNAle vicAreluM ke A koi uttama jIva lAge che. tene pitAnA rAjyanI prApti thAya to sAruM. tethI pitAne prasanna karavA potAnI priyA sAthe pATalIputra jaine vasyo ane gIta-saMgIta kaLAthI lokone AtkRSTa karI atiprasiddhine pAmyo. tethI kautukathI rAjAe tene gIta sAMbhaLavA bolAvyo. paraMtu netrarahita hovAthI rAjA AgaLa paDadAmAM tene rAkhyo. tenA saMgItathI khuza thai rAjAe tene varadAna mAMgavA kahyuM. eTalAmAM ja kuNAlanA sevake putrajanmanI vadhAmaNI ApI. AthI kumAre gItamAM gAyuM ke caMdraguptano prapautra, biMdusArano pautra, azokazrIno putra 'kAgaNI' yAce che. A rIte kuNAlane oLakhI rAjA harSathI tene bheTyo ane pUchyuM ke AvI tuccha mAMgaNI kema karI ? tyAre maMtrIzvare kahyuM ke A mauryavaMzamAM kAgaNIno artha rAjya thAya che. rAjAe kahyuM ke tuM rAjaya mATe ayogya che, tAro koi putra che ? tyAre teNe kahyuM ke saMprati(hamaNAM ja) janmyo che. bhAvazrAvakanAM che lakSaNo - 161

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AthI rAjAe te putranuM saMprati nAma pADI dasa divasamAM teno rAjyAbhiSeka karyo. A rIte pUrvabhavanA eka divasanA cAritranA pAlana dvArA je puNya upArjita karyuM tenA prabhAve janamatAMnI sAthe ja rAjaya maLyuM. tyArabAda saMprati rAjA thayo. ane eka vAra zrI AryasuhastimahArAjane joine jAtismaraNa jJAna utpanna thayuM. temaNe gurune pUchyuM ke bhagavad ! sAmAyika cAritranuM phaLa zuM ? tyAre gurue kahyuM ke avyakta sAmAyikanuM phaLa rAjyAdika samRddhi che ane vyaktasAmAyikathI svarga athavA mokSa maLe che. rAjAnA kahevAthI gurue paNa upayoga mUkIne tene oLakhyo. saMpratirAjAe guru pAse AjJA mAMgI ke - zuM karuM ? tyAre nikAcita cAritramohanIya karmanA yoge dIkSA mATe ayogya jANI AcAryabhagavaMte zrAvakadharmane svIkAravA jaNAvyuM. pachI to tame jANo ja cho. nevuM hajAra jIrNoddhAra karAvyA, chatrIsa hajAra nUtana jinamaMdira baMdhAvyAM. aNuvrata, guNavratane svIkArI gurusevAmAM tatpara banelA saMpratimahArAjAe sAmaMta rAjAne pratibodha pamADyA. sAdhuone dAnAdika vAtsalya karyuM, sAdharmika janone unnati pamADI. anArya dezamAM paNa lokone upazama pamADI te dezane sAdhuonA vihArane yogya banAvyo. Aje paNa saMpratimahArAjAe bharAvelAM biMba judA tarI Ave che ane temAM atyaMta bhAva paNa Ave che. nUtana pratimAjI enA karatAM AlAdaka hovA chatAM temAM bhAva nathI AvatA : AvI ghaNAnI phariyAda che. ApaNAmAM bhAva hoya to ApaNe duniyAmAM bhAva lAvI zakIe. bhAvazrAvakanuM chelluM lakSaNa che pravacanakuzaLatA. zAstrakAroe A lakSaNa chelluM rAkhyuM che. jayAre ApaNe tyAM A lakSaNa pahelAM AvI gayuM che. badhA zrAvako bhaNyA vagara ja utsarga-apavAda, nizcayavyavahAranA jJAtA thavA mAMDyA che. ahIM jaNAvyuM che ke jeNe 1. sUtra, 2. artha, 3. utsarga, 4. apavAda, 5. bhAva(nizcayanayano abhiprAya) ane 6. vyavahAra : A chamAM kuzaLatA prApta karI hoya tene pravacanakuzaLa kahevAya. sUtra eTale zrAvayogya sUtra ke je aSTapravacanamAtAnA jJAnathI mAMDIne dazavaikAlikasUtranA cothA adhyayana sudhInAM sUtro che, te bhaNe. bIjA paNa karmagraMtha vagere AcAryabhagavaMte prasannatAthI kahelA graMtho bhaNavA. teno artha sutIrtha eTale ke sUtrArthanA jANakAra, jemaNe potAnA guru pAse sutrArthanA paramArtha prApta karyo hoya temanI pAse bhaNavo, sAMbhaLavo; jAte nahi. kAraNa ke kahyuM che ke zAstramAM kahelI sarva kriyAo gurune ja AdhIna hovAthI hitecchue gurvArAdhanamAM tatpara rahevuM. utsarga ane apavAda to jinamatane viSe prasiddha che. tenA viSayavibhAgane zrAvaka yathArthapaNe jANe che. kevaLa utsarga ke kevaLa apavAda pramANabhUta nathI. gurunA upadezathI zrAvake baMnenA avasarane jANavo joie. Aje to vagara bhaNelA gItArtho utsarga-apavAdanI vAto karavA lAgyA che. dazavaikAlikanA joga bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 162 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 163

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paNa na thayA hoya evA nUtana dIkSito utsarga-apavAdanI carcA karavA mAMDe. ApaNe kahevuM paDe ke bhAi pahelAM abhyAsa to karo. dazavaikAlikamAM apavAdanI nahi, utsarganI ja vAta che. kyAM pApa che?, kai rIte besavuM, UThavuM, bolavuM A badhuM jaNAvyuM che. davA paNa levAnI nA pADI che. A to kahe ke apavAde badhuM karAya. ApaNe samajAvavuM paDe ke je pahelAM utsargamArge cAlato hoya tenA mATe apavAda che. apavAda paDatAMne bacAvavA mATe che, pahelethI pravartavA mATe nahi, A to dIkSA letAMnI sAthe davA karavA mATe guruthI judo paDe. pachI eka vAra chUTo paDyo e paDyo ! guruthI judA thaI paNa davA karavI che, paNa gurunI sAthe davA vinA jIvavuM che - evo vicAra na Ave ne ? bhAvadavA to guru pAse ja maLaze, dravyadavAnI kiMmata nathI - mAno ne ? sa0 guru AjJA kare to ? guru AjJA kare che te tamAruM moTuM joine. tamane davA vagara asamAdhi thatI hoya to gurune AvI AjJA karavI ja paDe ne ? tame kahI do ke mane ApanI nizrAmAM samAdhi che, to gurune kAMi tamane chUTA pADavAnA koDa nathI. samAdhi koNa Ape ? guru ke DaoNkTara ? 5.pU.maMgaLavijayajI mahArAjano prasaMga yAda che ne ? vihAramAM DolImAM duHkhAvo UpaDyo. DolIvALAe bAma ghasI Apyo. eTalAmAM sAheba pAchaLathI bhegA thayA. sAhebe joyuM ke sAruM nathI. jAmanagara javAnuM hatuM tyAM agAuthI samAcAra pahoMcADI dIdhA. tyAMnA lokoe ebyulansa taiyAra rAkhI hatI. sAheba padhAre enA pahelAM to pU. maMgaLavijayajI mahArAjane ebyulansamAM suvADI dIdhA hatA. jevA sAheba padhAryA ke tarata kahyuM ke A zuM karo cho ? sAheba jAte ebyulansamAM caDhIne pu. maMgaLavijayajI mahArAja pAse gayA ane temane pUchyuM ke sAheba ! Apane hospiTalamAM javuM che? temaNe kahyuM - nA re ! tuM hoya to mAre zuM kAma che ? guru mahArAja jo hAjara hoya to DaoNkTara pAse javuM ke guru pAse rahevuM ? sa0 roga asAdhya hoya to ? to to davA karavAnuM mAMDI ja vALIe ne ? mArA guru mahArAje mAMDI vALyuM hatuM. davA vagara eka divasa khAlI na jAya. paNa chelle joyuM ke kazuM jAya evuM nathI to badhuM baMdha karI nAMkhyuM. DaoNkTare tapAsIne kahyuM ke gaLAmAM kAMi takalIpha nathI paraMtu jAte zvAsa lai zake eTalI paNa zakti nathI rahI to koLiyo kai rIte utAraze ? mATe temane kazuM ApatA nahi, nahi to vadhAre pIDAze. roga asAdhya hoya to davAnI pAchaLa paDavuM che ke tyAga karavo che? bhAvasamAdhi guru pAse ja maLaze. sAmAnya takalIpha thAya ne judA paDI jAya, aviratidhara pAse sevA letA thai jAya - AvuM nathI karavuM. samudAyamAM hoya to sacavAi jAya - aviratidharanI sevA levI na paDe, viratidhara sevA karyA vinA na rahe. A bAju pU. maMgaLavijayajI mahArAjane nIce utArI dIdhA. sAhebe navakAra bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 164 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo * 165

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A rIte bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo pUrAM thayAM. enA zravaNa, ciMtana, manana ane parizIlana dvArA bhAvasAdhupaNA sudhI pahoMcavA prayatnazIla banI raho - e ja eka sadA mATenI zubhAbhilASA. saMbhaLAvyA. dasa miniTamAM to kALadharma pAmyA. chelle davA na pAmyA paNa navakAra pAmyA. potAnA dIkSAdAtA gurune A rIte nirdhAmaNA karAvI zakyA. A badhuM kyAre zakya bane ? bhAvasamAdhinI kiMmata samajAya to ! utsarga-apavAdanA jJAtA banyA vinA tenI carcAmAM na paDavuM. jANakAra banyA pachI paNa gurune pUchyA vinA kazuM karavAnuM ja nathI. to jANakAra banavA pahelAM A badhI carcA karavI yogya nathI. te ja rIte nizcaya ane vyavahAranA jJAtA ane kuzaLa banavuM. ApaNane je phAve tene vyavahAranaya kahevo ane ApaNane je na phAve tene nizcayanayane nAme caDhAvavuM : e ucita nathI. vidhi jemAM pradhAna che tevAM ja devavaMdana, guruvaMdana, dAnadharma vagere anuSThAno kare. vidhi mujabanA AcaraNamAM pakSapAta rAkhe ane avidhinI upekSA na kare te ja nizcayanayano abhiprAya che. kahyuM che ke jemaNe bAra aMgano sAra kheMcI kADhyo che tema ja jeo nizcayanayanuM avalaMbana karanArA che te munio pariNAmane ja paramarahasyabhUta, pramANabhUta mAne che. mATe buddhimAna puruSoe niraMtara paralokanA hita mATe gurunA yoge zuddha bhAvane dhAraNa karavo joie. tema ja saMvigna, gItArtha, azaTha puruSoe je kAMi niravadya AcaraNa karyuM hoya ane bIjA gItArthoe niSedha na karyo hoya tevA vyavahArane mAnya rAkhI Acaravo A vyavahArakuzaLatA che. upalakSaNathI jIva tathA pudgala : sarva padArthamAM kuzaLa hoya te pravacanakuzaLa jANavo. bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo - 166 bhAvazrAvakanAM cha lakSaNo : 167