Anandnu Upvan

Author(s): Vijaykalyanbodhisuri
Publisher: Akshay Shah Jaimin Jain
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/032831/1

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A nakSanuM ma AcArya 1 hijya kalyANabodhisUri

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aAnaMdanuM uGT vizvavatsala gurudevazrI hemacandrasUri zizu AcArya vijaya kalyANabodhisUri

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svargIya sahayoga : pa.pU. munirAjazrI dharmapremavijayajI ma.sA. smaraNIya sahyoga : zrI vimalabhAI bI. paTela (zrIpArtha komyuTarsa) 2015, 1st Edition 1000 copies Rs. 40.00/ prAptisthAna :* akSaya zAha (ghara) 506, padma epArTamenTa, jaina maMdira ke pAsa, sarvodaya nagara, muluMDa (ve). muMbaI-400 080, (o) aham enTaraprAIjha, 20-48, jaya mahAla esTeTa, 7-9, dusarA mAlA, bAdazAha kolDrIMga ke pAsa, lohAra cAla, muMbaI-400 00ra mo. 8652555554. >> jaimina jaina premakuMja, epolo hospiTala siTI senTara pAse, tulasI bAga sosAyaTI, hIrAbAga krosiMga, elisabrIja, amadAvAda-380 006. (mo.) 9879028702

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ciMtananI A ciMtAmaNi prasannatAnuM A pIyUSa ane AhalAdano A upahAra ApanA mATe tathA ApanA parivAra mATe saprema. lAbhAthI.... ... .. puSpAbena kuTaramala jaina - IrlAbrIja.

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va vihAra mATI jyAM phUla banIne maheMka che, vAsa jyAM suvAsa sAthe rAsaDA le che, haiyuM jyAM hele ne hiloLe caDe che ane mana jyAM mahArAjA banIne mhAle che, e che AnaMdanuM upavana. cAlo, killola karIe. - hemazizu A. kalyANabodhisUri

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ja anukramaNikA ja ......... ..... .......... karma nacAve tima hI nAcata....... karma nAca nacAve tema badhAe nAcavuM paDe che ....... doSonA saDA dUra thatA jIvana mUlyavAna bane che ............. hAtha halAvyA vinA taratA zikho !!! .......... divya jyotinuM darzana kyAre ? .............. paramanI samIpe. sattAnuM siMhAsana guNasamRddhithI zobhe ..................... avasthAone nahI, AtmAne najara sAme rAkho........................ rAjA ane rAjagurUnI yutino phaloya .......... karmasattAnA bhedI cAlane samajI levA jevI che.................... mana sthira thatA siddhio sAme cAlIne Ave che ................ vidyA vinayathI zobhe che ........... rAkha meM jaba mIla gaye ................................... kapaTa rahita thaI Atama arpaNA .......................... sukha samRddhino mUlAdhAra che "AzIrvAda" ........... ............. kalpanAonA AkAzamAM uDanArAo duHkhI thAya che. ............ tamAma gulAmIothI mukta jIvana eja sAcu mahArANIpaNu..70 strI mATe sonerI zaNagAra "zIla' ja che ............ sAco zikSita te je AvI paDelA saMyogono saharSa svIkAra kare......76 saMsArImAM rahI vairAgyano divaDo Tagamagato rAkhe te mahAmAnava ............79 je zUlya bane che te pUrNa bane che........ draSTi vizALa to vizva vizALa.. ................ ............ ..................93 .............

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3 ....... 09 ............ .. 114 .. 118 . 123 30 33 kSetra koI paNa hoya, vikAsano maMtra che vaphAdArI . ........... buddhino bhrama karAve bhavanuM bhramaNa ...... maryAdA e baMdhana nathI ... tagaDo boDo vahelo mare . .............. jIvana phUlanI zayyA nathI, e to raNasaMgrAma che ................... hRdaya bhaLe to sAdhanA phaLe............. ahaMkAranI Aga jIvananA bAgane khAkha karI nAMkhe che ...... motanuM smaraNa mANasane sadA jAgRta rAkhe che...................... True Seekers Are Rare.... ................ aMdaranA ukaLATane zAMta karatA erakaMDIsananI zodhamAM .............. zIlanI surakSA e ja strInuM kiMmatI AbhuSaNa che ............ uttama sthAna uttama kAryothI zobhe che......... ........... kyAM re javuM hatuM ne kyAM jaI caDhyA........ buddhi, kiMmatI che to sAthe jokhamI paNa che........................... navA varasanI navalI vAta... .......... 146 saMskAronA agni saMskAra karatuM AjanuM zikSaNa ........ .... sAcA sukhanI zodhamAM......... ................ murakhano saMga motano raMga........... ................1 4 AcAra vicAranI ekarUpatA jIvana utthAnano pAyo che.........166 lAkaDInA mohamAM ratno gumAvanArane hoMzIyAra zuM kahevAya ?........176 138 1YO .................. 142 144 150 .159 * * * *

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karma nAca nacAve tema badhAe nAcavuM paDe che paramAtmA mahAvIranA mAmA hatA ceDA mahArAjA. temane sAta dikarIo hatI. ekanuM nAma hatu suSThA . vidhAtAe navarAsanA samaye tenuM nirmANa karela. apsarAone jhAMkhapa lAge evA rUpanI te svAmInI hatI. yauvananI madamastI pUrabahAramAM khIlI uThI hatI. zarIramAMthI lavaNImAnA phuvArAo uchaLatA hatA. rUpasAmrAjJI sujyeSThAnI pratikRti magadhasamrATa zreNikanA hAthamAM AvI. citramAM kaMDArelI sujyaSThAnA darzane ja zreNika sajjaDa thaI gayA. putaLAnI jema mUrtimaMta banI jakaDAI gayA. rUpalavaNImAno madhurarasa pItA haiyu tRma thatuM nathI. nayana bIje DhaLavA taiyAra nathI. hAthamAMnI pratikRti chuTatI nathI. kAmadevanA tikSNa bANathI ghavAI gayA. aMtaramAM suSThAnA nAmano, tenA milanano raNakAra jAgyo. zreNika manomana vicArI rahyA zuM A mAnavIya yauvanA che ke devI apsarA ? zuM A kamalAkSI pAtAlavAsInI haze ke bhutalavAsInI ? zuM A gaurAMgI pariNita haze ke apariNita ? traNa bhuvanamAM lalAmabhuta A rUpasvAmInI jo mane nA maLe to mArA magadhanA sAmrAjyamAM dhULa paDe. A komalAMgI mArI jIvanasaMgAthInI nA bane to jIvana vyartha che. A apsarA sAthe samAgama nA thAya to maLelI tamAma bhogasAmagrI nakAmI che. A to mUrtimaMta rati che. tenA milana vinA have jIvavuM asahya che, azakya che. zreNikanA magajanA eka eka selano kabajo suyeSThAe laI lIdho. suSThiA sAme bIjI tamAma strIo-patnIo pIpaLanA pAkA pAna jevI phIkI lAgI. rAjakAjamAMthI manaDAe pIchehaTa karI. kAmadeva aMgeaMgamAM vyApta thayo. hamaNAne hamaNAM suSThAne mahArANI banAvavA thanaganI rahyA. milanotsuka zreNike aMgata rAjadUtane potAnI pratikRti ane gupta saMdezA sAthe suyeSThA pAse mokalyo.

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kharekhara kAma ajeya che. hari, hara ane brahmA jevA paNa tenAthI parAjIta thayA che. kharekhara, kAma dudata che. guphAomAM varSo sudhI mauna ane ekAMtanI sAdhanA karanArA maharSio paNa strIthI clean-bold thaI gayA che. dariyAnA peTALamAM sAdhanA karanArAo paNa A kAmabANathI hAMphI gayA che. ekalapaMDe hajArone harAvanArA sahayodhdhAo paNa strIonA mAmulI kaTAkSathI mahAta thaI gayA che. Aje zreNikanI dazA paNa AvI hatI. guptacara suyeSThA pAse pahoMcyo. patra, pratikRti sAthe zreNikanI manodazA paNa jaNAvI. jala bIna machalInI jema tamArA vinA zreNika taraphaDe che. he suyeSThA ! tArA vizALa hRdayanA koka khUNAmAM amArA nAthane sthAna ApavAnI hA pADI de, to ja temanAmAM navacetanAno saMcAra thaze. je kSaNe tamArI pratikRti nihALI che tyArathI teo becena che. vihaLa che. vyathita che. amArA svAmInA kAmAgnine ThAravA tamAre pANInI garaja sAravI ja paDaze. guptacaranA zabdo pAchaLa chupAelI zreNikanI manovyathAno tAga pAmatA sujyeSThAne vAra nA lAgI. Akhare to te paNa eka strI che. pAtra patidevamAM samAI javAnA adamya koDa tene paNa che ja. sAcu tatva samajanArI sujJa samakitadraSTi nArI che. paNa saMsArane lAta mArI sAdhanA karavAnuM satva nahI hoya.. tethI ja, zreNikanI pratikRti patra ane zabdadehamAM pragaTa thatA premane pAmI te paNa romAMcita thaI gaI. magadhano nAtha pati tarIke maLe tenA jevuM saubhAgya bIju zuM ? sujyeSThAnA hRdayamAM zreNike sthAna jamAvI dIdhuM. paNa savAla e hato ke pitA ceDA mahArAjA lagnanI saMmati Apaze ? ceDArAjA custa jena che. paramAtmAnA upAsaka che. zuddha samyagdarzananA dhAraka che. zreNika hajI jaina thayA nathI ane pitA potAnI kanyA jainetarane sope e koI kALe banavAnuM nathI. suSThA A vAta bahu sArI rIte jANatI

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hatI. saMmati maLe ema nathI to zreNika sivAya bIjAne varavAnI taiyArI nathI. eTale vacalo mArga manamAM ghaDI nAkhyo. mananA bhAvo guptacarane jaNAvI dIdhA. guptasaMketo thaI gayA. vAta jANI zreNikano manamoralo nAcI uThyo. suSThAne apaharaNa karI lAvavAnI yojanA ghaDAI gaI. suraMga khodAI gaI. milananA sthaLa ane samayano saMketa thaI gayo. sujyeSThA paNa saMmata ja hatI. A saghaLI vAtothI suSThAe potAnI bahena celaNAne vAkepha karI hatI. niyata samaye bahena celaNA sAthe suyeSThA Before time AvI pahoce che. AturatApUrvaka zreNikanA AgamananI rAha jovAya che. rAtrInI nirava zAMtimAM pakSIonA maMda-mIThA kalaravo milanabhAvamAM adhirAI pedA karI rahyA che. ahIM eka mahatvanI bInA bane che. kSaNa kSaNa zreNikane yAda karatI surekhAnA manamAM vicAra Ave che, "are ! jIvanabhara jIvanI jema jatana karIne jALavelo ratnano dAbaDo to utAvaLamAM ghare ja rahI gayo. tenA vinA cena nahIM paDe. kiMmati ratnAlaMkAronI uNapa sadA sAlatI raheze. lAva, hajI samaya che. zreNika AvyA nathI tyAM sudhI laI AvuM." eka ati mahatvanA kAryamAM dAgInA yAda AvI gayA, jo ke dAgInA yAda nA Ave to strI kema kahevAya ? magadhasamrATa pati tarIke maLe che. zuM tenI tijorImAM ratnonI, alaMkAronI kamI haze ? nA... paNa karma ja bhAna bhulAve che. bhavitavyatA anyathA karavI azakya che. dAgInAnuM AkarSaNa vadhyuM. zAna-bhAna bhulI dAbaDo levA suyeSThA doDI gaI. celaNAne saMketa sthaLe ja rAkhI. suSThAnuM gamana thatAM ja zreNikanuM Agamana thayuM. calaNA paNa rUpamAM ochI utare evI na hatI. rAtrIno samaya hato. nirava ekAMta hato. saMketanI bhASAmAM ja AgaLa vadhavAnuM hatu. celaNA bolavA jAya te pahelA ja zreNike tene rathamAM besADI dIdhI.

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beya sagI baheno hatI. eka bIbAmAMthI DhaLelI hatI. eTale viziSTa rUpabheda na hato. celaNAne suyeSThA samajI laI zreNika ravAnA thaI gayA. zreNikanuM gamana thatA ja sujyeSThAnuM Agamana thaI gayu. na maLe celaNA ke na maLe zreNika, hRdayanA dhabakArA vadhI gayA. zvAsa adhdhara thaI gayA. AMkhe aMdhArA AvyA. duniyA pharatI lAgI. jIvananuM sarvasva luMTAI gayAno dhrAsako paDyo. khyAla AvI gayo ke khela khatama thaI gayo che. rAmanuM svapna bharatane phaLI gayuM che. thoDI kSaNa bhAre vajAghAta anubhavyo. hA deva ! te A zuM karyuM? ho karma ! tane A zuM sujyu? o buddhi ! lakSmI cAMdalo karavA AvI tyAre moDhu dhovA javAnI zikhAmaNa te kyAM ApI ? AvA mahAna pati maLyA pachI eka ratnano dAbaDo maLe ke nA maLe zuM phera paDavAno hato ? zreNikanA darabAramAM ratnonI kyAM kamI hatI ? have kyAM jauM ? kone vitaka kahuM ? kone doSa dauM ? zuM hajI bAjI sudharaze ? ghaTasphoTa thaze ? zuM zreNika mane pharI levA Avaze ? mAnI lo ke nA Ave to ? AjIvana sati banIne rahuM ke bIjAne svIkArI lau ? nA..nA... eka vakhata manathI paNa jene pati tarIke hRdayamAM sthAna ApyuM te sthAne have bIjAne to sthApana nA ja karAya. AryadezanI amUlya maryAdA che, tene kalaMkita na ja karAya. astu, je thayu te, karmane maMjura hoya te ja thAya che. ApaNI dhAraNAo saphaLa thAya eTaluM punya paNa joIe ne ? niyatine koNa nAthI zakyuM che ? | doSa paNa kone devo ? sivAya ke mArA karma, karmanI A kevI melI ramata ? kevo vizvAsaghAta ? keTalI nirdayatA ? have A karmano vadhu vizvAsa nA thAya. tene jaDamULathI sApha karI nAkhavAmAM ja bahAdUrI che. na joIe have saMsAra, na khape have saMsAranA bhrAmaka sukho, na rUce have bIjo nAtha. have to sAdhanAnI dhUNI dhakhAvI dagAbAja karmonI hoLI ,,, ,,,

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karavI che. have to traNa lokanA samrATa paramAtmAne pati tarIke hRdayamAM sthAna ApavuM che. have to jJAna-darzana-cAritranA ratnAlaMkArothI sajaja thavuM che. have to AtmasamRddhino rasAsvAda mANavo che. A bhavyavicAradhArAnA pravAhamAM zreNika pratyeno premarAga dhovAI gayo. paramAtmA pratye guNarAga pragaTa thayo. karme karelA kAramAM vizvAsaghAta sujyeSThAnA jIvanamAM gebI Change AvI gayo. zubhabhAvanAnA prabhAve cAritramAM bAdhaka banatA karmo dUra thayA. magadhanI svAmInI banavA jatI sujyeSThA paramAtmAnI caraNonI sadA mATenI upAsikA banI gaI. nirmaLa cAritranI akhaMDa sAdhanA karI suceSThAe hRdayane zuddha karyuM. manane pavitra karyuM. jIvanane saphaLa karyuM. nAnI kathAno arka amUlya che. nAno lAbha jato na karavAnI taiyArI kyAreka moTI siddhio ane saphaLatAo dUra dhakelI de che. mahAna kAryanI sAdhanA samaye nAnA kAryo taraphano draSTipAta mahAvighAtaka pUravAra thaI zake che. punya-nasiba-karma upara vadhu paDato vizvAsa kyAreka kinAre AvelI nAvane DubADI de che. aMte - Positive thinking is not about expecting the best to happen, it is about accepting that whatever has happened is the best. ..........

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doSonA saDA dUra thatA jIvana mUlyavAna bane che khANamAM paDelA hirAnI kiMmata koDInI, ko'ka jhaverInA hAthamAM AvI jAya. tene pela Ape, aMdaranA DAgho dUra kare tyAre te ja hirAnI kiMmata karoDonI thaI jAya. pahADamAM paDelA pattharanI kiMmata koDInI, paNa ko'ka zilpInA hAthamAM AvI jAya, tene ghATa Ape, pattharanA DAghAo-khAmIo dUra kare, paramAtmAno AkAra Ape, tyAre te ja pattharanI kiMmata amUlya thaI jAya. nAgaravelanA pAnanA amuka bhAga saDI gayA hoya tyAre, navarAzanA samayamAM pAnavALo saDelA bhAgane kApavAnuM kAma ja karato hoya che. jo te bhAga Remove na kare to Akhu pAna saDI jAya. kerIno saDelo bhAga paNa turaMta kADhI nAMkhavo paDe. anyathA te kerI to saDe, sAthe Akho Topalo kiDAothI khadabadI uThe. - zarIrano amuka bhAga saDI gayo hoya tene paNa oparezana dvArA kApI nAMkhavo paDato hoya che. anyathA tenuM jhera AkhA zarIramAM prasarI jAya. mota AvI jAya. te saDo dUra thaI jatA bAkInuM zarIra saDAmukta banI svastha rahI zake che. hIrAmAMthI DAghAo dUra karAya, pattharamAMthI doSo dUra karAya, pAna/ kerI ke zarIramAMthI saDo dUra karAya to ja tenI kiMmata thAya, ApaNo AtmA anaMtakALathI coryAsI lAkha yonInI khANamAM gharabAelo che. tyAM tenI phaTTI koDInI Value nathI, paNa mAnava khoLIyu maLe. dharma zAsananuM Field maLe, jhaverI ke zilpI jevA sadgurUno bheTo thAya, teo aMtaramAM paDelA doSone Remove kare, ApaNA saDAne dUra karAve to ApaNI kiMmata amUlya thaI jAya. DokTaranuM eka ja kAma che, yogya dardIonA dardIne sIphatapUrvaka dUra karavA. dharma ke dharmagurUonuM eka ja kArya che yogya AtmAonA doSone, 6.**

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saDAone dUra karI tenA AtmAne zuddha-buddha karavo. doSo gayA eTale jIvana guNonA sauMdaryathI madhamadhAyamAna thavAnuM ja. prakAza thatA aMdhakArane gaye ja chuTako che. guNonuM AvAgamana thatA doSone gaye ja chuTako che. | doSonA saDAonuM visarjana thAya to ja jIvananI sArthakatA kahI zakAya. sAdhu thayA pachI paNa jIvananA chellA zvAsa sudhI krodhAdi doSo pIcho nA choDatA hoya to jIvanabharanA sAdhupaNAnI kiMmata keTalI ? gharaDA thayA pachI paNa bhogavAsanA jo chUTatI nA hoya to dharmasAdhanAno artha zo ? guNo arjana karavA ane doSone daphanAvavA eja jIvananuM parama kartavya che. dharma ane sadgurU ja A kAryamAM parama sahAyaka thaI zake che, zarata eTalI che ke temanI pAse javuM paDe, niHsaMkocapaNe satAvatA saDAonuM kathana karavuM paDe, pachI temaNe ApelA prAyazcitanA rasAyaNanuM pAna karavuM paDe, doSonA saDAo dUra thatA AtmA alamasta thaI jaze, paraMparAe pedA thanArA duHkhomAMthI sahaja mukti thaI jaze, paNa, jo saDAone salAmata rAkhyA, gurU AgaLa kahevAmAM kSobha saMkoca rAkhyA, to te doSo aneka gaNA thaI AtmAmAM evA prasarI jaze ke pachI oparezana karavAno paNa artha nahIM rahe, anaMta maraNa mATe taiyAra ja rahevuM paDaze. doSonA gaMdhAtA ukaraDAone bahAra kADhI AtmAnA udyAnamAM guNonA puSpone khIlavavAnA che. te mATe dharmagurU svarUpa anubhavI mALInuM zaraNuM svIkAravAnuM che. basa, pachI badhI mAvajata karavAnI javAbadArI temanI ja raheze, ApaNuM kArya eTaluM ja ke maunapaNe temane saMpUrNa samarpita rahevAnuM, temanA dvArA karAtI mAvajatamAM AnAkAnI nahIM karavAnI, saharSa svIkAra karI sahAyaka banavAnuM. ATaluM ja thayuM to jIvananA aMtabhAga sudhImAM ApaNA dedAra saMpUrNa pharI gayA haze e eka niHsaMdeha vAta che. aMte tamai zrI gurave namaH

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hAtha halAvyA vinA taratA zikho ! dharma eTale zubha pravRtti, dharma eTale zuddha pravRtti. jenAthI jIvana urdhvagAmI bane, mananA kacarAo dUra thAya, pavitratAnI vRddhi thAya, sadAcAranI suvAsa phelAya tenuM nAma dharma. dharma mananI melAsa dUra karIne mokSa sudhI pahoMcADe che. tamAma sukho, prasannatA ane zAMtinuM kAraNa dharma ja che. dharmane samajavAnI jarUra che. dharma mAtra carcAno viSaya nathI. dharma dhyAnano viSaya nathI. dharma vicAraNAno viSaya nathI. dharma pravRttirUpa che. AcaraNano viSaya che. mana vacana ane kAyAnI zubha pravRtti dvArA dharma ArAdhavAno che. Aje carcAo parisaMvAdo-lekho-vArtAo ane vyAkhyAnamALAonA mAdhyame dharma ane dharmAne tolavAnI bhrAmakatAno vyApa vadhato jAya che. zuddha AcArathI, zuddha cAritrathI dharmI banAya che. Character zuddha hoya teja bIjAne sudhAravAnI lAyakAta dharAve che. koke suMdara kahyuM che ke Great teachers teach not by mear words but by force of character, kUvAmAM na hoya to havADAmAM zuM Ave ? Beggar cannot help another beggar, svayaM cAritrabhraSTa bIjAne zuM sudhAravAnA ? Aje esa ArAmathI dharma karavo che. tamAma bhogone bhogavavA sAthe dharma karavo che. zarIra ke saMpattinA ghasArA vinA dharma karavo che. AcaraNanI ThekaDI uDAvI dharmanI vAto karavA mAtrathI dharma karavo che. A to dharma karyA vagara dharmI dekhAvAnA gorakhadhaMdhAno eka prakAra che. dharma karavAno che. dharma AcaravAno che. dharma mATe zarIra ane samayano ghasAro veThavAno che. to ja A dharma pace. to ja dharmanuM sAcuM phaLa maLe. eka bhAI sAdhaka pAse gayA, gurUdeva ! mAre mokSamAM javuM che. zakya eTalu jaldI javuM che. Aja thatI hoya to kAla nathI karavI, mane straight

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way batAvo, short cut batAvo, jethI vinA vilaMbe, vinA vidane, sIdho ja mokSamAM pahoMcI jAuM, lIphTanI cApa dAbIe ane sIdhA upara pahoMcI jaIe e rIte. gurUe tenI mokSa mATenI tAlAvelI pArakhI lIdhI, javAbamAM kahyuM, aThavADIyA pachI Avaje, aThavADiyA bAda punaH eja pRcchA, ane gurUno paNa eja javAba, Ama traNa-cAra aThavADiyA bAda pelA bhAInI akaLAmaNa vadhI, tene thayuM, A sAdhu mokSamArganA ajANa lAge che, bhoTha lAge che, eTale khoTA dhakkAo khavaDAve che. have to final pheMsalo lAvavo paDaze, gurUdeva ! tame mokSamArga jANatA hova to batAvo, mudato pADavAno artha nathI. nA jANatA hoya to spaSTa nA pADI do, to bIjA gurU pAse jaIe, gurUdeva : vatsa ! mokSano upAya mArI hatheLImAM che, paNa te mATe tAre mArI sAthe rahevuM paDaze, jijJAsu ? mokSa maLato hoya to mAre tamArI sAthe rahevAmAM koI ja harakata nathI. AjathI ja tamArI sAthe goThavAI jAuM chuM ghare javAnI paNa jarUra nathI. te sAdhu sAthe rahI gayo, bIjA divasanI savAra paDI, gurUjI kahe, vatsa ! AzramamAM jhADU vALavAnuM che. kUvethI cAra ghaDA pANI bharI lAvavAnuM che. jaMgalamAMthI lAkaDAnI bhArI lAvavAnI che. ghaMTImAM ghauM daLavAnA che. rasoI karavAnI che. Dhorone nIra nAkhavAnuM che, lIMpaNa karavAnuM che, DhorA carAvavA laI javAnA che, A badhu kAma tuM patAvato jA, eTalAmAM huM jaMgala jaI AvuM chuM. mokSArthI sAdhaka to sAMbhaLato ja rahyo, eka kSaNa to DaghAI gayo. tarata ja rokaDo javAba ApI dIdho, ke "gurujI, huM mokSa mATe Avyo chuM, majurI karavA nahI."

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bIjI miniTe ubhI pUchaDIe tyAMthI bhAgI chUTyo, kathAno upanaya gaMbhIratA pUrNa che, ApaNA badhAnI manodazA paNa AvI ja che. paisA Apo ane cokaleTa maLe eTalI sahajatAthI mokSa meLavavo che. siddhi joIe che paNa sAdhanA karavI nathI. gurU dvArA zaktipAta karAvavo che paNa gurUsevA karavI nathI. paramAtmAnI kRpAdRSTi dvArA camatkAronA sarjana karavA che paNa prabhu bhakti karavI nathI. sAdhanA karavI hoya to sevA karavI paDe, bhoga Apavo paDe, IcchAo kacaDavI paDe, AjJAne ziromAnya karavI paDe. tArakatattvone pAmavA zarIra ghasI nAMkhavuM paDe, manane mAravuM paDe, bhogone tilAMjalI ApavI paDe, bhukha-tApa-taDakAo veThavA paDe, "mokSa' "mokSa' no popaTIyo pATha karavAthI "mokSa' nA maLe. vAto mokSanI hoya ane dhaMdhAo narakamAM dhakele evA hoya. AvA daMbhIono AjanA kALe toTo nathI. AcAra vicAranI aikyatA joIe, siddhi mATe sAdhanAnuM sAtatya joIe, abhyAsa joIe. aMgrejImAM suMdara kahevata che Victory goes to the one who practices drama. abhyAsa vinA nATaka bhajavanArano phiyAsko ja thAya, abhyAsa vinA sAdhanA karanArano dhabaDako ja vaLe, sArAMza e che ke, "mokSa' vi. parama tatvanI prApti mATe nAnI nAnI sAdhanAo-yogo-anuSThAnomAM pravRtta rahevuM. koIne koI zubha sAdhanA karatA ja rahevuM. nAnI nAnI sAdhanAno saravALo eka divasa virATakAya banI "mokSa" nA dvAra avazya khaTakhaTAvaze. aMte gIre vo hI jo sahajavAra banakara cale vo kyA gIre jo ghuTanoke bala para cale ? * * * * * .10...

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divya jyotinuM darzana kyAre ? * ghaTAdAra vRkSa comera vikasIta che. phaLo lacI paDyA che. pAMdaDAo lIlAchama che. puSpa ane maMjarIo khIlI uThI che. pakSIonA kalaravathI vAtAvaraNamAM divyatA vyAyI che. TAya Dita musAphara chaTAmAM besI hazakAro anubhave che. manomana vRkSanI prazaMsA kare che. kevuM ghaTAdAra vRkSa ! kevI ThaMDaka ! kevI chAyA ! paNa tene khabara nathI A badho ja prabhAva che dharatImAM UMDe UMDe dharabAelA bIjano.. bIja adazya che chatAM teno prabhAva dRzya che. bIja nAnuM che chatAM tenuM pariNAma virATa che. vRkSanA apratima sauMdaryanI sAcI kadara tyAre ja kahevAya jyAre dharatInA peTALamAM chupAelA e nispRhabIjanuM darzana thAya. te mATe dharAnA eka eka paDalone bhedavA paDe, parasevo pADavo paDe, akhUTa dhIraja rAkhavI paDe, pachI darzana thAya, jarUra darzana thAya. kAraNa bIja tyAM hayAta che ja... zodho eTale maLe ja. * vizvanA khUNe khUNe prakAzano mahAsAgara phelAya che. uMdhatA jano jAgRta bane che. vanarAjI vikasita thAya che. coro adazya thAya che. nartacaro bhAgI jAya che. A badho prabhAva che gagananA samrATa sUrajano. bhale te vAdaLonI ghaTAothI hAla gherAyelo che, mATe adazya che. tenA darzana mATe vAdaLonA paTala bhedavA paDe. * ghughavatA mahAsAgaramAM zuM nathI ? AkhI duniyAnA maLa mUtra tyAM ThalavAya che. kacarA ane ukaraDA tyAM ThalavAya che. maDadAo paNa ThalavAya che. zaMkho che, chIpalAo che, koDAo che, vaDavAnala che. jAtajAtanA ane bhAtabhAtanA agaNita nAnA moTA jIvajaMtu che. asaMkhya nadIonuM zubhaga milana che. khArAza to svabhAvagata vaNAyelI che. - A badhuM hovA chatAM tene kahevAya che "ratnAkara". kAraNa temAM bahumUlya ratnono akhUTa khajAno che. tene meLavavA tamAma negeTIva pAsAo paratve *..11...

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AMkha ADA kAna karavA paDe. pANInA gahana paDalo bhedavA paDe, bharatIonI thapATa khAvI paDe. jAnanA jokhame sAhasa kheDavA paDe. to ratno maLe, nizcita maLe. kAraNa temAM ratno che ja... mULane zodhavA dharatInA paDalo bhedavA paDe. sUrajane zodhavA vAdaLanA paDalo bhedavA paDe. ratnone zodhavA pANInA paDalo bhedavA paDe. tema... AtmAnA anuttara sukhane zodhavA ajJAnatAnA paDalo bhedavA paDe, ahaMkAranA paDalo bhedavA paDe. ajAgRtinA paDalo bhedavA paDe. eka gahana tatva aMdara chupAeluM che. jenA prabhAvanI sImA nathI. jenA sukhanI kamInA nathI. jenA prakAzano aMta nathI. Aje A mULatatva ajJAnatAnI dharatImAM dharabAI gayu che. Aje A prakAzapuMja ahaMkAranA vAdaLomAM daTAI gayo che. Aje A kiMmatI ratna ajAgRtinA vamaLamAM phasAI gayuM che. ajJAnatA, ahaMkAra ane ajAgRti A traNa doSa sAdhanApathamAM patthara samAna che. aMdhakAra, vAdaLa, kacarA-ukaraDAo, pahADo, khaDako, nadInALAo, dhUmADAo A badhu ulecavAnuM che. dhIme dhIme sadgurUnI kRpA pAmI ajJAnatAnA tharo bhedavA paDaze. "I am Nothing" nI anubhUti pAmI ahaMkAranA vAdaLo vikheravA paDaze, paLepaLanI jAgRti keLavI bebhAnapaNAnA jalatharo pAchA ThelavA paDaze to ja aMdaranA e gahana tatvane pAmI zakAze. AtmA che. eka divya jyoti aMdara jhaLahaLe che. jene pAmavA hiMmata joIze. sAhasa joIze, dhIraja joIze. ...12...

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bhayabhIta hoya te taLIyAthI AgaLa vadhI nA zake... mULa sudhI pahoMcavAnI to vAta ja kyAM ? kAyara hoya te pAMdaDuM ya halAvI nA zake to vikarALa vAdaLo haDazelavAnI vAta ja kyAM ? aba ghaDI ja rIjhalTa jhaMkhatA adhIrIyAo sapATIthI AgaLa vadhI nA zake. pAtALa taLIe pahoMcavAnI vAta ja kyAM ? - hiMmata, sAhasa ane dhIraja A triguNanI zRMkhalA laI aMtaHtatvanI khojamAM jhaMpalAvavAnuM che. vicAronI ghaTamALa, ciMtA TenzananA DuMgarAo, ahaMkAranA khaDako, mAyA prapaMconI gIca jALIo, bhogasukhanI lAlazAonA ghoDApUra nadInALAo, A badhA tatvathI mArga avarodhAyelo che. TagamagatI divya jyotinI anubhUti thatI nathI. Glimps no caLakATa dekhAto nathI. chatAM nirAza thavAnI jarUra nathI. ekAMta vAtAvaraNamAM manane zAMta prazAMta karI, vicAronA taraMgone sthira karI, dhyAnanI prakriyAothI AgaLa vadhatA zuddha caitanyano vikAsa thaze. A vikAsanI tIvra zakti bAdhaka tatvonA abheda evA paNa paDalone bhedavA samartha thaze. eka divasa A pUrNa caitanyasvarUpa jyotino sAkSAtkAra thaze. eka vakhata sAkSAtkRta thaelI A jyoti dAvAnaLanuM evuM varavuM svarUpa dhAraNa karaze ke koI vaMToLIyA tene bujhAvI nA zake, atyAra sudhInuM ApaNuM aMzAtmaka astitva pUrNatAmAM vilina thaI jaze. samagratAmAM bhaLI jaze. pachI vaita nahI rahe, advaita raheze, dUdha pANI jema ekameka thaI jAya, loDhuM ane agni jema ekameka thaI jAya, eka nAnA divAnI jyoti parama jyotamAM samAI jAya, tema. jhAkaLanuM eka biMdu samudramAM bhaLI jatA akSaya banI jAya che. pachI nathI tene judA paDavAno bhaya ke nathI maravAno bhaya. ...13...

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virATamAM aMzAtmaka astitva samagratayA bhaLI jatA biMdu paNa siMdhu thaI jAya. vAmana paNa virATa thaI jAya. aNu paNa anaMta thaI jAya. guNAtmaka vyaktitvano vyApa vadhAravo, azuddhane zuddha karavuM, aNune pUrNa karavuM e ja sAdhanAnuM kArya che. have motano bhaya nathI. have aMdhakArano bhaya nathI. have paribhramaNano bhaya nathI. apratima AnaMdavedana, pratikSaNa yathAvasthita vizvasvarUpanuM darzana, pUrNa jAgRti, zuddha caitanyanI anubhUti, A che jyotinA sAkSAtkAranuM aMtimaphaLa... cAlo, sAdhanAno divo laI aMdhakAra ulecIe, jAgRtino kuhADo laI, mULa zodhIe. dhyAnanuM Waterproof bakhtara paherI, ratno meLavIe... A ja jIvana sArthakyanI pArAzIzI che. A ja dharmano aMtima divya saMdeza che. * * * * * ...14.,

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paramanI samIpe eka rAjA che. zikArArthe jaMgala tarapha jaI rahyo che, nasIbanuM pAnu vakare che. sainiko rakSako vikhUTA paDI jAya che. ghoDo thAkI javAthI palANa uparathI rAjAne pheMkI de che, aDAbIDa jaMgalamAM vAvAjhoDuM trATake che. koI rakSaka nathI. koI mArgadarzaka nathI. ekalI-aTulo rAjA, ATha ATha divasathI bhukhyone tarasyo, khAvA annano dANo nathI, pIvA pANInuM TIpu nathI. mArganI zodhamAM khAbaDakhUbaDa raste cAlI cAlIne paga lAkaDA jevA thaI gayA che. gaLuM sukAya che. pANI vagara prANa TakavA azakya che. manamAM pANInA mahAsAgaro chalakAya che. AMkhanI sAme eka TIpAnA darzana paNa durlabha che. tamAma zakti kAme lagADI motanI sAme jhajhUmato A rAjamAnava ko'ka taLAva ke khAbocIyAnI zodhamAM lathaDate page bAjumAM eka pahADI zikhara upara caDhavAno aMtima prayAsa kare che. zikharanI TocethI uMDI gaelI AMkhe daze dizAmAM pherave che. prabaLa IcchA eka ja ke kyAMka be cAra glAsa pANI maLI jAya ane jIvamAM jIva AvI jAya, paNa karma viphare tyAre chotarA kADhI nAkhe che. bhukha tarasanA trAsathI lathaDIyA khAtA rAjAnA paga DagamagI jAya che. belensa gumAve che ane dhaDa dhaDa dhaDa karato rAjA vinA prayatna zikharethI taLeTI AvI jAya che. zarIra lohI luhANa che. mAthe mota bhame che. bacavAnI koI ja AzA nathI, hAtha paga halAvavA ke paDakhu pheravavA jeTalI paNa zakti have bacI nathI, eTale koI paNa prayatna have karavAnA nathI, hasate moDhe motane vahAluM karavAnuM che. paththaranI zIlAne mAthu TekavI rAjA motanI pratikSA karI rahyo che. mana zAMta che. vicAronuM vAvAjhoDu zamI gayu che. zarIra paNa sthira cheakho baMdha che,

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A samaye sRSTinA divya saMgItano karNapriya nAda saMbhaLAya che. mana te dizAmAM kheMcAya che. are, A ghanaghora jaMgalamAM A madhura dhvanI kyAMthI? zeno zUra haze A ? kudaratanA IzAre eka tAle guMjatuM A saMgItanuM jharaNuM A ajJAta pradezamAM kyAMthI ? dhyAnathI sAMbhaLatA khyAla Avyo ke nikaTamAM ja ko'ka sarItA khaLakhaLa vahI rahI lAge che. teno ja A sUra hovo joIe. motanA aMdhakAramAM jIvananuM eka AzAkiraNa prakAzita thayu. jIvamAM jIva Avyo. zithila zarIramAM pANInI AzAe navacetanAno saMcAra thayo. lathaDate zarIre te dizA bhaNI pahoMcyo, kalakala vahetA nadInA pravAhamAM hAthanI pyAlIthI pANI pIdhu. peTa bharIne pIdhu. mana bharIne pIdhu, zarIra skurAyamAna thayuM. navajIvana maLyuM. A samaye rAjAnA manamAM eka vicAra skurAyamAna thayo, "zItaLamadhura jaLano ATalo kudaratI pravAha mArI nikaTamAM ja vaheto hato ane pANInA TIpA TIpA mATe meM daze dizAmAM keTalA vyartha valakhA mAryA ? " kathA jeTalI rocaka che teno sAra eTalo ja bodhaka che. sukhanA mahAsAgaro aMtaramAM chalake che ane tenA mATe AkhI jIMdagI bahAranI duniyAmAM ApaNe vyartha phAphA mArIe chIe. zAMtinA ratno aMtaranA peTALamAM ja dharabAelA che ane tenA mATe vizvanA khUNekhUNA pheMdavAno phogaTa prayatna ApaNe karIe chIe. prasannatAnuM jharaNuM aMtaranA sAmipyamAMja vahI rahyuM che ane tenA mATe dUra-dUranA DuMgaro pheMdavA ApaNe mathI rahyA chIe. badhAne joIe che sukha zAMti ane prasannatA, te mATe AkhI jIMdagI hoDamAM mukI devAya che. lohInuM buMdabuMda sukAI jAya ane hADakAnA kaNe kaNa khakhaDI jAya tyAM sudhI kALI majurI karAya che. chatA aMte hAthamAM Ave che duHkha, hatAzA, nirAzA, azAMti ane ajaMpo. ...16.,

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ahIM be tatva mahatvanI bhUmikA adA kare che. eka ajJAnatA ane bIju adhirAI, eka bAju, sukha zAMti kyAM che ? kevI rIte maLe ? enu vAstavika jJAna nathI, ane bIjI bAju AkhI duniyAnA sukha zAMti Aje ne Aje sara karI levA che. kamAvAnI AvaData nA hoya ane Ajene Aje karoDapati thavAnA koDa hoya tenI hAlata kevI thAya ? evI ApaNI dazA che. ajJAnanA aMdhakAramAM sukhanI dizA maLatI nathI. adhIrAInA ukaLATamAM naisargika sukhanA divya saMgItanuM zravaNa thatuM nathI. jIvanano sUraja astAcala upara DhaLavAnI taiyArImAM hoya che. mAMdagI ke motanA bichAnA upara zarIra poDheluM hoya che tyAre bhUtakALa AMkha sAmethI sarakato jAya che. tyAre Anubhavika jJAnacakSuno ughADa thato jAya che, ane samajAya che ke jenI mATe AkhI jIMdagI kALI majUrI karI chatAM Aje hAthamAM kazuMja nathI. eTale mAro mArga ja avaLo hato. je zAMtinI jhaMkhanA hatI te vagara mahenate Aje motanA bichAne sAme caDIne AvI ubhI che. kAraNa Aje manamAM ukaLATa nathI. aMdhakAra hoya tyAM mArga maLe nahI. adhirAI hoya tyAM mArga sujhe nahI, aMdhakAra maMjhilane dekhavA na de, adhirAI maMjhIla ne pAmavA na de, rAjAnA manamAM adhirAI hatI. ajaMpo hato, mana Disturb hatuM. eTale bAjumAM ja vahetI nadIno avAja karNapaTa sudhI pahocI nA zakyo. mana tophAnI che. ghoMghATIyu che. zAMti sAthe tene janmajAta zatrutA che. We live in the mind, and the mind is so noisy that it does not allow us to hear the still. sarovaranuM jaLa jyAM sudhI DahoLAeluM che, pavananA taraMgothI taraMgIta hoya che, tyAM sudhI caMdranuM-tArAonuM pratibiba temAM avataratu nathI. jala ...17...

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jyAre paripUrNa sthira thAya che, tyAre samagra avakAzI soMdarya temAM utarI paDe che. e ja rIte mana jyAM sudhI DAmADoLa che, vikalponA taraMgathI taraMgita che tyAM sudhI pUrNatAnuM vAstavika satya temAM pratibiMbita thatuM nathI. | mana jyAre paripUrNa zAMta bane che, sthira bane che, vikalpothI para bane che, tyAre samagra AMtara soMdarya temAM utarI paDe che. apratima AnaMda ApatuM kalpanAtIta sukhanuM sAmrAjya avatAra pAme che. jarUra che mananA taraMgone ThAravAnI. sthira karavAnI... zAMtinI saritA sAmipyamAM ja che. chatAM doDadhAmo, ciMtAo, AkuLatA, vyAkuLatA, ukaLATa, A badhA kIDAo manane e rIte korI khAya che ke zAMtinuM divya saMgIta jIvanakALa daramyAna kSaNa be kSaNa paNa mANI zakAtuM nathI. vadhu meLavatA rahevAnI lhAyamAM maLelAnI mastI mANI zakAtI nathI. aMdaranI azAMtinA kAraNe vastuonA - bhoga sAmagrIonA khaDakalAo hovA chatAM mana khAlIpo ane udAsInatA anubhave che. AMkha sAme maMjIla nathI. paga nIce mArga nathI. ethI ja doDAdoDIno aMta nathI. hITalarane koke puchyuM.... yuddha karI nirdoSa manuSyonI nirdaya hatyA zA mATe karo cho ? hiTalara kahe - te te dezonA samrATa banavA mATe, ATalA badhA dezone jItIne zuM karazo ? AkhA vizvano samrATa banIza, vizva samrATa banyA pachI zuM karazo ? pachI varSonA varSonI mahAmahenate upArjana karela vizvanI mahAsattAne zAMtithI bhogavIza, pelA puchanAre mArmika soTa mAratA kahyuM- to pachI Aje ja je che te zAMtithI bhogavone. hiTalara tenI sAme joto ja rahyo, ...18...

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Aje hiTalara jIvaMta nathI. paNa hiTalarIvRtti janajanamAM- manamanamAM vyApta che. bhegu karavAnA samaye bhogavI zakAtuM nathI. kAraNa doDAdoDInI Daynight sarvisamAM bhogavavAno samaya ja maLato nathI. bhegu karI lIdhA pachI paNa bhogavI zakAtuM nathI. kAraNa ke te samaye bhogavavAnI zArIrika-mAnasika kSamatA hotI nathI... Aphato ane ApattionI Thokara khAdhA pachI sIdhA thavA karatA jIvanamAM jJAnano ujAza karIe, manamAMthI adhirAIne dUra karIe, pachI jyAM jaIe tyAM zAMti haze, sukha ja sukha haze, mastI ja mastI haze. aMte evuM nathI ke rasto bahu lAMbo maLyo che. thoDI ja jagyAmAM ghaNo cakarAvo maLyo che. * * * * * .19,,,

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sattAnuM siMhAsana guNarAmaddhithI zobhe Aje sattAnI-khurazInI bolabAlA che. sevAno Adarza lagabhaga luma thaI gayo che. sevAnA nAme sattA meLavI samRddha thavAnI ekamAtra lagana sarvatra draSTigocara thAya che. pachI te rAjakIya saMsthA hoya, sAmAjIka saMsthA hoya ke dhArmika saMsthA hoya. ApaNe nisvArtha sevAnA Adarzane punarjIvita karavAno che. samRddhi ke svArthakaMdrita sattA kSaNajIvI hoya che. sevAlakSI sattA ja cirasthAyI bane che. svArthalakSI sattAnA mULamAM mAyA prapaMca kAvAdAvA hoya che. parArthalakSI sattAnA mULamAM nirbheLa prema ane karUNA vaNAelI hoya che. svArthaparAyaNa sattAthI lAkaDAnA siMhAsana upara sthAna maLI jAya paNa sevA parAyaNa sattAthI lokonA hRdaya siMhAsana upara sthAna maLI jAya che. sevAnA pUjArIne sattA sara karavA lokonA voTanI bhikha mAMgavAnI jarUra nathI ke nathI jarUra noTanI thokaDIo phekI lokone AkarSita karavAnI. sevA e sevA che. sevaka e sevaka che. svArthanI badabuthI gaMdhAtI sattA rAjA ane prajA ubhayanuM nikaMdana kADhI nAMkhe che, jyAre niHsvArtha sevAnI suvAsathI madhamadhAyamAna sattA rAjA ane prajA baMnenuM utthAna kare che. ApaNe lAkaDAnA DagamagatA siMhAsana upara nahI paNa lokonA hRdaya siMhAsana upara birAjamAna thaI sAmrAjya calAvavAnuM che. * te mATe, bhayaMkara hAlAkI bhogavatI prajAnA duHkhamAM sahabhAgI thavu paDe. * te mATe, garIbonI AMkhamAMthI varasatA UnA UnA AMsuo lusavA paDe. * te mATe, bhukhamarAthI kaNasatA ne phuTapAtha upara sutA bhukhyAjanonA jaThTharAgnine ThAravA paDe. ...ra0...

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* te mATe, apoSaNanI pIDAthI hADapiMjara banelA bhAratamAtAnA bALakonA moDhAmAM koLIyAo nAMkhavA paDe, * te mATe, pANImAM loTa nAkhI dUdha banAvI bALakane pAtI mAtAonI AMtaraDI ThAravI paDe. * te mATe, narapIzAca mAphIyAonI jALamAM phasAtI AryanArIonA zIla-sauMdaryanI rakSA karavI paDe. * te mATe, vyabhicAra ane dUrAcAranA mAtelA sAMDhane kAbumAM rAkhavA paDe. eka vAta yAda rahe ke, prajAnI hAya-vhAya rAjAnuM dhanotapanota kADhI nAMkhe che. prajAnI prasannatA rAjAne AbAda karI de che. prajAnI hArAkIrI rAjA mATe abhizApa che. prajAnI sukha zAMti rAjA mATe AzIrvAda che. pUrvakALanA rAjA mahArAjAo rAtrInI nirava zAMtimAM veza palTo karIne nagaracaryA nihALavA nikaLatA, guNaveSe prajAnI sArI narasI paristhitino tAga meLavatA, bArI pAchaLa saMtAI jatA, prajAjanonA saMvAdo sAMbhaLI temanA sukha duHkhamAM sahabhAgI thatA. | dIna duHkhIyAonI akaLAmaNo sAMbhaLI temanuM hRdaya dravita thaI jatuM. bIje ja divase A dIna-duHkhIyAne darabAramAM bolAvI temanI tamAma muzkelIo dUra karavAmAM AvatI. rAjA prajA vacceno kevo premapUrNa saMbaMdha kahevAya ! prajAnA hRdayamAM kAyamI sthAna aMkita karavA noTa ke voTanA saMbaMdho nahI cAle, prema ane parArthanA saMbaMdho joIe. lAgavaga ke mAMgaNIonA setu nahI cAle, lAgaNIonA bhInA saMbaMdho joIe. putra upara hoya evA Atmiya sneha taMtuonA joDANa prajA sAthe thavA joIe. haiyu prajAnA sukhe sukhI ane prajAnA duHkhe duHkhI thavuM joIe. rAjA ane raiyata vacce pitA-putrano dharobo baMdhAya to ja rAjya AbAda bane. prajAnI AbAdI joI rAjAno AnaMda hIloLe caDhe, ane Apatti joi hRdaya vyathIta thaI jAya, te ja sAcI Atmiya kahevAya. ...ra1...

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* rAjA saMprati Aje paNa ItihAsamAM amara che. 0 samrATa azokanA guNagAna Aje paNa gavAya che. rAmarAjyanA vakhANa karatA Aje paNa jIbha thAkatI nathI. mahArAjA kumArapALane hajAra varSa vItavA chatA harapaLa smRtipathamAM avatare che. * bAdazAha akabara jevA mogala samrATo paNa Aje lokahRdayamAM jIvaMta che. kAraNa ?.. samRddhino vyApa ke sAmrAjyano vistAra kAraNa nathI. kAraNa che... * prajA pratyeno temano vAtsalya bhAva. * jAta ghasIne paNa prajAne AbAda karavAnA temanA prayatno. * teonuM guNapradhAna vyaktitva. 0 teonI udAtta ane umadA loka kalyANa mATenI pravRttio 0 sajajanone sanmAna ane duSTone zikSAnI nyAyapUrNa nitinuM svaccha pAlana. 0 dhArmika abhigama apanAvI aniSTa pravRttio aTakAvavAnI khevanA, * dharmasthAno ane dharmagurUonA aucityapUrNa sanmAna. A badhA guNasabhara vaibhavathI ja teo cIrasmaraNIya banyA che. sattAnA siMhAsana upara ArUDha thatA A guNavaibhava AvI jAya to sattAnuM sauMdarya kaMIka ora ja vikasI jAya. bAkI to vAMcI lo A vyaMgavaibhava.... putrako DIMga hAMkate dekha pitAne kahA, isa taraha anavarata tuM jhuTha bolatA jAyegA / saca kahatA huM eka dina dezakA mahAna netA bana jAegA / * * * * * ...22...

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avasthAone nahI, AtmAne najara sAme rAkho yAtrA ApaNI AjakAlanI nathI anaMtanI che. AnuM avalokana karavu hoya to AMtaradraSTi ughADavI paDe. bAhya citrAvalokamAMthI para thaI aMdara DubakI mAravI paDe. vartamAna avasthA kSaNika che. kSaNe kSaNe parAvartana pAmatI che. kAcanA durabInamAM paLe paLe badalAtA citro joI bALako bhU4 tema saMsAranA nATakamAM pratikSaNa paristhitio palaTAtI rahe che. na dhAreluM thaI jAya. dhAreluM lAkha prayatna karavA chatAM nA thAya. bAhya astitva kSaNika che. bhrAmaka che. huM rAjA chuM. prAIma minisTara chuM. pradhAna chuM. korporeTara chuM. netA chuM. A badhA paryAyo kSaNajIvI che. zAzvata paryAya che ke - huM AtmA chuM. bhUta-bhAvInI palaTAtI avasthAo vacce chupAelo huM zuddha AtmA chuM. sArA narasA kAryone anurUpa sukha-duHkhano bhoktA huM AtmA chuM. paristhitio palaTAya che AtmA acala che, to sthira evA AtmAnI upAsanA choDI asthira evI bAhya avasthAone zA mATe mahattva ApavuM? nAnakaDI jIMdagImAM aramAnonA minArA ubhA karIe chIe, moTA plAno ane jAyanTa projekTo ubhA karIe chIe. sAta peDhI sudhI khAtA khUTe nahIM eTaluM bhegu karI levAnI gAMDI bhUtAvaLanA bhoga banyA chIe. paNa karmasattA ke kudarata AzAonA A minArAone eka kSaNamAM jamInadosta karI nAMkhe che. varSonI mahenate taiyAra thaelA adbhUta Paintings upara koka gAMDyo kalaranI pIMchI pheravI de to citrakAranI hAlata kevI thAya ? karmasattA gAMDyA jevI che. ApaNI kalpanAonA citrAmaNa upara kalarano Dabbo DhoLI devAmAM tene AnaMda Ave che, eTale ja vartamAnano vicAra choDI anaMtane najara samakSa lAvavAnI jarUra che. avasthAono vicAra choDI AtmAne najara samakSa lAvavAnI jarUra che. ...23...

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ApaNI AMkha sAme che IMdIrA gAMdhInI karapINa hatyA, AMkha sAme che phaDace phaDacA bolAI gaelo rAjIva gAMdhIno pArthIva deha, AMkha sAme che Bomb blast mAM ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM hatu na hatu thaI gayela paMjAbanA prAIma minisTaranuM astitva. na abajo rUpiyA temane bacAvI zakyA, na sTenaganadhArI Z keTegarInA boDIgArDo temanI rakSA karI zakyA, na temanA hitecchuo kazu karI zakyA, zuM sAthe laI gayA ? sAmrAjya gayu, sattA gaI, kAgaLanI noTo beMkomAM rahI gaI, yAvat zarIra paNa chuTI gayuM. sattA, samRddhi, sAmrAjya, sanmAno surA ane suMdarIo A badhI jhAkajhamALomAM aMjAI javA jevuM nathI. A badhuM ApaNuM nathI, pArakuM che. A badhuM Aje che ne kAle nathI. sattAnI sAThamArIo ane samRddhinA DhagalA ubhA karavAnI bhrAmaka pravRttine mahatva nA ApavuM. anaMta bhaviSyakALamAM pAtheya banI sAtha Ape evo AtmalakSI abhigama apanAvavo. * AcArya jitendrasUri ma. kahe - mane badhA sAthe rahevu phAve. pachI bhalene te bhaDabhaDato krodhano aMgAro kema na hoya, tADanA jhADa jevo akkaDa kema na hoya, sApaNa jevo vakra kema na hoya ke sAgara jevo dupura kema na hoya. eka divasa vijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA temane kahe, tame A sAdhu sAthe cAturmAsa jazo ? (te sAdhuno svabhAva krodhabahula hato. svabhAvadoSanA kAraNe koI paNa sAdhune temanI sAthe lagabhaga Seting thatu nahI) jitendrasUrI : khuzIthI jaIza. sAhebajI : phAvaze ? temano svabhAvadoSa jANo cho ne ? jitendrasUri : nahI kema phAve ? bhale huM moTo houM, paNa teo jema kaheze tema huM karIza, tema huM rahIza, temane moTA bhA karIza. temano paDato bola jhIlIza. temane anukULa thaIne rahIza. pachI kema na phAve? A rIte rahevAmAM mArU zuM luMTAI javAnuM che ? sAhebajI to sAMbhaLatA *..24..

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ja rahyA, baMnene comAsu mokalyA, ane lezamAtra saMgharSa vinA khUba premathI cAturmAsa saphaLa karI AvyA. ApaNA svabhAva ane mAnyatA mujaba bIjAne keLavavAnA hoya tyAM saMgharSa thayA vinA rahetA nathI. bIjAnA svabhAva ane mAnyatA mujaba ApaNI jAtane keLavavAmAM saMgharSa thAya e koI kALe zakya nathI. bIjI eka mahatvanI vAta, bAhya paristhitino svIkAra hajI saraLa che. bIjAnI manasthitino AvakAra ghaNo kaThaNa che. * vaizAkha mahinAnI 45/46 DIgrI bahAranI garamI hajI sahI zakAya paNa bIjAnA mananI garamIne sahevI ghaNI kaThaNa che. * poSa mahinAnI kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM samatA rAkhI zakAya paNa bIjAnA kAryanI DhIlAzamAM samatA kaThaNa che. * varasatA varasAdamAM cAra mahinA ekasthAne besI zakAya. paNa sAmethI vAcchANo ke gALono varasAda thato hoya tyAre Keep-mum kaThaNa hoya che. UMcA nIcA khADA TekarAvALA jhuMpaDAmAM rahI zakAze paNa bIjAnA UMcA nIcA barachaTa vartanano sAmano karyA vagara nahI rahevAya. * sAMkaDA makAnamAM anekanI vacce rahI zakAze. sAMkaDA manavALAne aMtaramAM samAvI nahI zakAya. * AkarA tapathI zarIra kasI zakAze. bIjAnA AkarA tApathI mana karavuM kaparU che. paMdara kalAkano svAdhyAya thaI zakaze paNa viziSTaguNIyala vyaktinI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI aMtara baLI jatu aTakAvI nahIM zakAya. eTale bIjAnA manane anukULa thavuM e moTI sAdhanA che. jIvanasaMgAthIo sAthe nirbheLa ane nisvArtha lAgaNIsabhara premabhAvathI rahevuM e moTI sAdhanA che.

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sAra eTalo ja che ke, jIvanane sAcA arthamAM dIkSita banAvavuM hoya to be sUtra apanAvI lo, ajamAvI lo. bahAranI paristhitino saharSa svIkAra... bIjAnI manasthitino saharSa AvakAra.... aMte gharane tyajIne janArane maLatI vizvataNI vizALatA... ***26...

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rAjA ane rAjagurUnI yutino phalodhya paMdaramI-soLamI sadIno ItihAsa vijaya hIrasUrinI yazogAthAthI chalochala che, hIrasUri ma.nA eka eka prabhAvaka kAryo jaina dharma mATe to yazakalagIrUpa che ja, paNa vizvasamAja mATe paNa AdarzarUpa che. stutya che. vizvanA ItihAsamAM hIrasUri ma.nI amaratA temanA guNagauravane AbhArI che. guNavAnanuM vyaktitva ciraprabhAvIta banI rahe che. hIrasUri ma.mAtra jainonA ja nahI paNa jagatanA gurU hatA. jaga--rUnI A padavI paNa akabara bAdazAhe temane ApelI. | caMpA zrAvikAe cha mahinAnA upavAsa karyA. core ne cauTe caMpAnI carcAo cAlI. cheka akabaranA darabAramAM vAta pahoMcI, satyatA pUravAra karavA caMpAne darabAramAM bolAvI, satya hakIkata jANI pUchyuM, "caMpA ! sukalakaDI kAyAthI cha mahinAnA upavAsa pAchaLa kono prabhAva che ?'' "gurUkRpAno !" "tArA gurU koNa ?'' "vijaya hIrasUri ma." "hAla teo kyAM che ?" "gaMdhAra," hamaNAM ja sUrijIne ahIM teDAvo, jenI ziSyA AvI mahAna tapasvInI hoya te gurU kevA haze?" sUrijIne levA sainiko doDyA, pAlakhImAM besI phatehapura padhAravA jaNAvAyuM. sUri : ame pAdavihArI, phakkaDa giradhArI. pAlakhIonI bAdazAhI amane nA zobhe, cAlatA AvIzuM. mahAna jainAcAryanI AcAracustatA joI pradhAna abula phajala AzcaryamAM garakAva thaI gayo. zAhI AmaMtraNa svIkArI, bhAvInA bhavya lAbhonuM ArSadarzana karI, sUrijI sikarI padhAryA, zAhI sanmAna sAthe sAmaiyu thayuM. ...27...

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eka musalamAna bAdazAha jaina sAdhunuM zAhI sanmAna kare e kevo komI ekatAno Adarza kahevAya ! | darabAramAM praveza to karyo. paNa lAla jAjama upara cAlavAno sUrijIe niSedha karyo. bAdazAhe majAkamAM kahyuM, zuM jAjama nIce kIDA-makoDA che ? roja saphAI thAya che. sUrijI : kIDA makoDA hoya ke na hoya, amAro A AcAra che. AMkhe dekhAtI jamIna upara calAya, jAjama upara nahI, kIDI hoI paNa zake. kutUhalathI jAjama UpaDAvatA kIDIonI laMgAra jovAmAM AvI. akabara to Abho ja thaI gayo. zuM jainasAdhuo ! zuM jenasAdhuonA sUkSma AcAro ! zuM jenasAdhuonI practical sUkSma dayAbhAvanA ! AvA mahAna jainAcAryanI keTalI sUkSma AcAracustatA ane Atma jAgRti, A sUkSmakriyA paratvenI jAgRti joI akabara AcArya upara phIdA phIdA thaI gayo. manomana sUrijIne gurUpade sthApI dIdhA. pachI to rojerojanI dharmacarcA dvArA AcAryazrIe akabarane dharmabhAvanAthI plAvIta-bhAvIta karI dIdho. rojanI 500 cakalInI jIbha khAnAra, tIvra kAmAsakta, lAkho mAnavonI nirdaya kala karanAra, strI, brAhmaNo ane jAnavaronI nirmama hatyA karanAra akabara bAdazAha ahiMsaka banyo, sajjana banyo, dhArmika banyo, te sUrijInA tapomaya tejapUrNa satsaMgano ja prabhAva hato. have jaina ke musalamAnapaNAnI bhedarekhA bhUMsAI gaI hatI. gurU ziSyapaNAno bhAva prasthApita thayo hato. vAte vAte rAjyanA tamAma kAryomAM akabara sUrijInI salAha mAMgato, sUrijI paNa dharmamaryAdAnI akhaMDitatA jALavI prajAnI unnati ane AbAdi thAya, pariNAme ghara-gharamAM dhArmikatA vaNAI jAya, evI salAha-sucano ...28...

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ApatA rahetA. Ama, pAchalA bAraNe Akhu dilhInuM rAja eka jainAcAryanA AMkhanA IzAre cAlatuM. na bhaya, na bhraSTAcAra, na kaubhAMDo, na kAvAdAvA, na sattAbhUkha, na TAMTIyAkheMca, prajA paNa nirbhaya ane nizcita, sukha zAMtimAM mahAlatI prajAne nihALI rAjA paNa khuzakhuzAla. badhu ja pariNAma hatu sUrijInI kuneha buddhinuM. sUrijI nispRhI hatA, to samrATa zraddhALu hato. akabara dvArA bheTa rUpe apAtI sAhityagraMtha paNa hIrasUrijIne parigraha rUpa lAgato hoI na svIkAryo. AvI parAkASTAnI nirihatA joIne ja akabare temane "jaga_rU' nuM birUda ApyuM hatuM. kevo e suvarNakALa haze ! rAjAnI prasannatAno pAra na hato, kAraNa hIrasUri jevA gurU maLyA hatA. sUri paNa AnaMdita hatA, kAraNa akabara jevo AjJAMkita ziSya maLyo hato. AvA sUri ane samrATa je prajAne maLyA hoya te prajA keTalI khUzakhUzAla hoya ! keTalI dhanya hoya ! ahIM vyaktibheda-jAtibheda bhUMsAI gayo hato, dharmabhedano vicAra paNa gotyo jaDe tema na hato. be guNiyala vyaktino saMgama hato. rAjasattA ane dharmasattAnuM subhaga milana hatuM. eka muslima rAjAnA mAthe jainadharmagurUnA aDhaLaka AziSa hatA. sAthe rAjAnA zAsana upara dharmagurUnuM anuzAsana hatuM. tethI ja paryuSaNanA divasomAM ahiMsAnA pharamAno bahAra paDI zakatA, tethI ja bakarI IdanA divase thatI ghora hiMsAo upara muslima rAjamAM paNa saMpUrNa pratibaMdha mUkAI jato. dharma vihoNA rAjyanuM pariNAma barabAdI sivAya zuM hoI zake? dharmagurUnI chatrachAyA vihoNA rAjAnuM pariNAma paNa "patana" sivAya zuM hoI zake ? asaMkhyakALano ItihAsa paNa kahe che ke, rAjAnA mAthe dharmagurU joIe ja, jo rAjA maryAdA cuke to dharmagurU tene ThekANe lAvI zake ane prajAnI barabAdI aTakAvI zake. ...29...

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eka muddAnI A amulya vAta jo AjanA kALe samajAI jAya to rAjA surAjA bane, rAjya surAjya bane, prajA AbAda bane, sthiratAakhaMDitatA-binasAMpradAyikatA-nirbhayatA badhu ja sahaja thaI jAya, zarata eTalI che dharmagurU parArtha rasika ane niHspRhI joIe, ane rAjA prajArasika ane AjJAMkita joIe. samrATonA mAnapAnamAM ane milanomAM ja gaLagaLA thaI jAya te sAcA arthamAM saMta nathI. samrATonI cApalUsI-kAkalUdI karanAra sAcA arthamAM saMta nathI. samrATonA paricaya mAtrathI svaprasiddhino DaMko vagADanAra sAcA arthamAM saMta nathI. saMta alipta hoya, nirALo hoya, satyazodhaka ane AcArapremI hoya. * akabare ekavAra hIrasUrijIne pUchela ke, mAre mIna rAzImAM zaninI panotI beThI che. temAMthI ugaravAnI koI jaDIbuTTI batAvo, samrATa ane paramabhakta evA akabaranI lezamAtra zeha-zarama rAkhyA vinA sUrijIe saNasaNato javAba ApI dIdho ke "ame sAdhu chIe-joSI nahI, "dharmacarcA amAro viSaya che, karmacarcA nahI, dharma maryAdAnA pagathIyA ame cukIe to patananI UMDI khAImAM amAre paNa dharabAI javuM paDe." ' sUrijIno maryAdAprema joI akabara atiprabhAvita thaI gayo, vaNamAMge pradhAnonI sAme mutanA khaDakalA karatA sAdhuone A prasaMga ghaNI zIkha ApI jAya che. rAjA ane gurUno saMbaMdha svArtha nahI paNa parArtha ane zraddhAnA tAMtaNe baMdhAelo hovo jarUrI che. hA, emAM paNa anekAMta che. kyAreka rAjAnA rakSaNArthe koI prayatna karavA paNa paDe, akabarane mAthu phADI nAkhe evI ziro vedanA thaI tyAre bhAnucaMdramunie maMtronA smaraNa pUrvaka kapALa upara hAtha pheravyo ane eka kSaNamAM asAdhya vedanA gAyaba thaI gaI. A che anekAMta, kyAMya svArthanI gaMdha na joIe. ..30...

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ATalA mahAna jainAcArya ane samrATa akabaranA gurU mATe Azcarya pamADe evI eka bInA e che ke aMta samaye mRtyu najIka AvatA temaNe koIpaNa prakAranI davA-cikitsA na karavAno daDha saMkalpa karyo hato. - vizva pratyenI komaLatA ane jAta pratyenI kaThoratAnuM A sUcaka hatuM. eka mahAna gurU ane AjJAMkita ziSyanA samAgame paMdaramI-soLamI sadInA ItihAsane jAjaramAna karI dIdho. vijaya hIrasUrinA guNo gAvAnI kSamatA ApaNI kyAMthI ? A prasaMge samrATa akabara jevA rAjA ane vijaya hIrasUri jevA gurU bhAratavarSanI prajAne maLatA rahe evI bhAvapUrNa apekSA-prArthanA. * * * * * ..31...

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karmasattAnA bhedI cAlane samajI levA jevI che. nokarane acAnaka rUA. dasa hajAra nI jarUra paDI, zeTha pAse mAgyA, udAradila chatAM thoDA magajanA keka evA zeThe rUA. dasa hajAra ApI dIdhA. thoDA divasa bAda nokare bAkI rahelo eka mahinAno pagAra mAMgyo, zeTha kahe, 'hAla sagavaDa nathI. cAra-cha di pachI laI jaje.' tyAra pachI game te kAraNe nokare nokarIe AvavAnuM baMdha karI dIdhuM. paMdara divasa bAda zeTha ane tenA mitra ophisa jaI rahyA hatA. sAmethI te nokara maLyo, zeTha jANe gabharAI gayA hoya ema jhaDapathI bAjunI galImAM ghusI gayAM. mitra puche che kema gabharAo cho ? tamArA paga kema thathare che ? zeTha kahe, sAmethI pelo nokara Ave che eTale. paNa tame tenuM zuM bagADyuM che ? zeTha kahe, mArI tenI pAse dasa hajAra nI lona che. lona lIdhA pachI moTuM batAvavA ya Avyo nathI. - mitra kahe, paNa emAM to eNe tamArAthI gabharAvavAnuM hoya, tame kema thatharo cho ? zeTha kahe, mAre eka mahinAno rUA. traNa hajArano pagAra cukavavAno bAkI che. mane joze to mAMgaNI karaze. eTale lapAI gayo chuM. mitra to zeThanI durdazA joto ja rahyo. dasa hajAra gayA te dekhAtA nathI. traNa hajAra pagAranA bacI gayA teno zeThane AnaMda che. zeThane pAgala kaho ke keka kaho, abuja kaho ke ullu kaho je kahevuM hoya te kaho, ApaNe paNa AvA abuja chIe. thoDuM ApI ghaNuM jhuMTavI levAnI karmasattAnI melI rAjaramata che. ...32...

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jenA victim ApaNe banyA chIe. sArU zarIra ane thoDuM sAruM khAvAnuM ApI ApaNA nirAhArIpaNAne jhuMTavI lIdhuM che. ekAda strInA thoDA sukha ApI ne ApaNI parabrahmasvarUpa avasthAne luMTI lIdhI che. - thoDI buddhi ke jJAna ApI ApaNA anaMta jJAnane AvarI lIdhuM che. thoDA bahAranA vilAsa vaibhava ApI aMdaranI apAra samRddhi khuMcavI lIdhI che. - thoDuM maLI javAthI rAjI thavAnI murkhAmI karavA jevI nathI, keTaluM luMTAyuM che ? tenA tarapha dRSTipAta karavAno che. ApaNe mAtra vartamAna avasthAmAM jIvI rahyA chIe, bhUtakALanI koI yAda nathI, bhAvInI koI ciMtA nathI, eTale ja A luMTanuM bhAna nathI. vartamAnamAM maLatA thoDA sukhamAM evA lIna thaI jaIe chIe ke bhAvInA anaMta duHkhonI koI kalpanA, koI vicAra ja nathI. bIlADIne mAtra dudha ja dekhAya che, pAchaLa rahelI soTI dekhAtI nathI, tevI dazA ApaNI che. mAtra kSaNIka sukho ja dekhAya che. karmanuM kAma che AMgaLI ApI pocuM pakaDavAnuM, thoDuM ApIne ghaNuM jhabbe karavAnuM. - pUrva kALamAM cAnA bagIcAmAM gulAmo kAma karatA hatA. zeThIyAo temanI pAse rAta-divasa kALI majurI karAvatA, badalAmAM Ape zuM ? roTalo ane maracuM, mAmulI pagAra, majurIno pAra nahIM, vaLataranuM nAma nahIM, karma sattA AvA ja kAma kare che, Ape thoDuM kaDhAve ghaNuM. ApaNe bIlADInA dudha jevA sukhamAM evA Asakta thaI jaIe chIe ke vedanAonA phaTakA dekhAtA ja nathI. jaLo nAmanuM eka jAnavara che. zarIranuM azuddha lohI bahAra kADhavA A ...33...

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pUrvakALanA vaidyo A jaLono upayoga karatA hatA. dardInA azuddha lohI upara jaLone besADI devAmAM Ave, te azuddha lohIne cusI le, te lohI jaLonA zarIramAM AvavAthI te RSTa-puSTa thaI jAya che. pachI tenA zarIramAMthI lohI kADhavA mATe tenA zarIrane nicovavAmAM Ave che, tyAre tenI pIDA asahya hoya che. jonArane kamakamATI chUTI jAya evI dayanIya tenI dazA hoya che. lohI pIvAnA thoDA AnaMdanuM pariNAma kevuM bhayaMkara che ? joyuM ne! je puSTa thato nathI tene pIDA nathI. puSTa thAya tene pIDA bhogavyA vinA chuTakAro nathI. puSTano artha samajI gayA ne ? mAtra zarIrathI ja puSTa nahIM, zarIrathI, bhogathI, samRddhithI, mAna sanmAnathI tamAma kSetre je puSTa thAya che, te badhA mATe A vAta samajavI. zAstramAM aeNkArI bhaTTA nAmanI strInI paNa AvI ja kathA Ave che. lagna pUrve ja pati sAthe te zarata muke che ke, "huM kahuM tema tamAre karavuM paDaze. to ja paraNuM." pati tenA rUpamAM mohita hoI zarata mAnya kare che. strI garviSTa che. ahaMkArI che. rUpALI che paNa svabhAvanI karkaza che. koI tenI sAme cUM ke cA karI zake nahI, eTale ja enuM nAma "acyakArI bhaTTA' paDI gayuM hatuM. lagna bAda bhaTTA kahe, tamAre nava vAgyA pahelA ghera AvI javuM. patie A vAta kabulI, varSonA vahANA vityA, roja bIkano mAryo pati samayasara hAjara thaI jato. ekadA rAjanA kAmamAM rokAyela hovAthI moDuM thaI gayuM. patni akaLAI gaI, potAnuM vacana na pALyAno bhayaMkara roSa pati upara utAryo, AgaLa pAchaLano koIpaNa vicAra karyA vinA gharamAMthI nikaLI gaI. khuba rakhaDI, khuba herAna thaI gaI, khuba bhukha-tApa-taDakA vekyA. ...34...

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ekadA coronI pallImAM phasAI gaI, te rUpALI hoI coroe tenA lohIno vepAra karavAno vicAra karyo, aMdhakArabharyA bhaMDArIyAmAM tene purI dIdhI. tenA zarIranuM lohI nIcovI nIcovIne kADhavA lAgyA, lohInA abhAve zarIra hADapiMjara jevuM dubaLuM ane nisteja thaI gayuM. traNa-cAra mahinA tene sArA sArA mAla malidAo khavaDAvavAmAM Ave, zarIra pharI RSTa-puSTa thAya, pharI nicovI nicovIne lohI kADhavAmAM Ave, lohI kADhatI vakhate tenI vedanA, tenI kaMpArIo, tenI cIsAcIso karUNA upajAve tevI hoya. khavaDAvavAnuM sAruM, paNa lohI kADhavA mATe, zuM AvA samaye te bhaTTAne mAlamalidAo khAvAno AnaMda hoya kharo ? zuM te majethI khAI zake ? nahIM, haragija nahIM, khAIne RSTa thayA pachInA duHkhada aMjAmo, kAramI vyathA te jANe che. majA thoDI ane sajAno pAra nahIM, eTale mIThAIo khAtA paNa AnaMdane badale kheda hoya. mIThAInA bhojana bhale nA maLe paNa yAtanAmAMthI kyAre chuTakAro thAya ? evuM ja IcchatI hoya che. pachI to nasIba yoge te chUTI jAya che, ghare AvI jAya che. avicArI paNe lIdhela nirNayanuM bhAna thatA patinI kSamAyAcanA kare che. duHkhanA mULamAM rahelA ahaMkArane dezavaTo ApI zAMta-prazAMta banI jAya che. zeSa jIvana pati sAthe AnaMdathI vitAve che. ApaNI vAtano hArda e che ke "coro bhaTTAne khavaDAve che lohI cusavA mATe ja, tema karmasattA ApaNane thoDuM Ape che, ApaNuM sarvasva luMTavA mATe ja." Aje mAlamalIdA Ape che. kAle nAnA jIvajaMtuonA avatAramAM dhakelI deze. Aje ATha rUmano phleTa Ape che, kAle jhADa-pAnamAM TrAnsaphara karaze, jyAM eka zarIramAM anekanI sAthe rahevuM paDaze. ...35...

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Aje A.C. gADI Ape che, kAle dhagadhagatA hajAro surya karatA paNa jyAM vadhu garamI che evI narakamAM dhakelI deze. Aje noTonA baMDala Ape che, kAle phuTapAtha upara bhIkha mAMgatA ke kacarApeTImAMthI dANA gotatA bhikhArI banAvI deze. Aje mahine trIsa joDI kapaDA Ape che, kAla evI haze ke kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM eka cItharU zarIra DhAMkavA nA maLe. A karmasattAnI gaddArI che. eTale ja sukha-samRddhi-sAmagrI vigere maLyA che, emAM moha ke ahaMkAra nA karavo. badhu pArakuM che. pArakA dhana upara tAgaDadhinnA nA thAya. pArakuM eTalA mATe ja che ke karmane ApavuM hoya eTaluM ja Ape che, ApavuM hoya tyAre ja Ape che, dhAre eTalA samaya mATe ja Ape che, mana thatA turaMta pAchuM jhuMTavI le che. dhAryuM maLatuM nathI, maLeluM dhAryuM bhogavAtuM nathI. dhAryuM TakatuM ya nathI. tamAma sAmagrIo karma taraphathI vyAje maLI che. tene ApaNI mAnI levAnI murkhAmI nA thAya, samaya thatA parata karavI ja paDavAnI che, tyAM sudhI thAya eTalo sadupayoga karI levAno che. vid.... MAN PROPOSISE, GOD DISPOSE bhAgyanA dvAra ughaDavAnI ghaDIe Aje karmanA dveSano aMdhakAra pharI vaLyo che, cotarapha vAyarA pheMkAya che tophAna taNA nAzano kAramo paDakAra pharI vaLyo che. ...36...

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mana sthira thatA siddhio sAme cAlIne Ave che khaLa khaLa vahetI nadInuM pANI gaTaramAM jaI khArA samaMdara bheguM thaI jatuM hoya, tRSALunI tRSA zAMta karavAmAM upayogI nA thatuM hoya to te mIThA pANInI koI kiMmata nathI. vRkSa lIluchama hoya, ghaTAdAra hoya, paNa vAMkyuM hoya, phaLonuM Agamana na thatu hoya to te vRkSanI koI kiMmata nathI. dharatInuM phalaka vizALa hoya, paNa ujjaDa hoya, dhAnyano dANo devA ya asamartha hoya, to e dharatInI koI kiMmata nathI. hirAjaDIta ghaDIyALa hoya paNa sAco samaya ja jo na batAvatI hoya to te lAkhonI ghaDIyALanI koI kiMmata nathI. amerIkana DIgrI dharAvatA M.D. DokTara hoya paNa roga maTADI nA zakatA hoya to te DIgrInI koI kiMmata nathI. vastu nahI tenA upayoga upara tenI kiMmata aMkAya che. eja nyAye mAnava avatAra pAmyA pachI jo dharma sAdhanA thatI nA hoya, karmamukta thavAno prayatna nA thato hoya to te mAnava khoLIyAnI paNa kiMmata nathI. Human Life sAce ja Precious che, paNa sAdhanA kare enA mATe. kasAI banIne Dhoro kApyA kare, bhaMgI banIne gaMdakI cudhdhAM kare, mAchImAra banIne mAchalA pakaDyA kare, khuMkhAra guMDA banI luTaphATa ke hatyAo karyA kare enA mAnava khoLIyAne koI kALe kiMmatI kahI zakAya nahIM. sAdhanAo ghaNI karI, paNa aphasosa saMsAra vadhAranArI. garoLI banI mAkhI pakaDavAnI sAdhanA karI, bagalA banI mAchalA upara tarApa mAravAnI sAdhanA karI, bilADI banI kabutarane pIMkhI nAkhavAnI sAdhanA karI, kutarA banI bilADInA bAra vagADavAnI sAdhanA karI, zikArI banIne pazu paMkhIone viMdhI nAkhavAnI sAdhanA karI. ...37...

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A badhI ja sAdhanA saMsAravardhaka banI, mAraka banI. have tAraka sAdhanA karI mAnava avatArane lekhe lagADavAno che. dharmasAdhanA ja jIvananuM maMgala sAdhya che. te sAdhanAnA peTrolathI ja jIvananI gADIne haMkArI zakAya che. dharmasAdhanA karavA mATe mahatvanI bhUmikA bhajave che mananI sthiratA, mana caMcaLa che. tenI doTa merethona che. tene rokavuM-pakaDavuM-sthira karavuM mahAyogIo mATe paNa duHsAdhya che. tethIja AnaMdaghanajI jevAe kahyuM, manaDuM kImahI na bAje ho kuMthujina..manaDuM, jima jima jatana karIne rAkhu tima tima aLagu bhAge, mANasa ArAmamAM hovA chatAM mana doDatuM rahe che. manane koI maMjhIla nathI, koI sImA nathI, koI lakSya nathI, koI dhyeya nathI, koI sAdhya nathI. basa doDavuM, AMkha miMcine vagara vicAryuM doDya rAkhavuM e ja teno svabhAva che. maLe eTaluM ochuM lagADavAnI mananI prakRti che. tethI ghaNuM maLavA chatAM bhikhArIpaNuM-mAMgaNavRtti jatI nathI. A King himself is a beggar when his kingdom does not satisfy him. sthiratA nathI tethI ja zAMti nathI, jyAM sthiratA che tyAM samatA che, tyAM siddhi che. | nadInuM pANI sthira che tyAM sudhI zAMta che. kAMkarI nAMkhatA vamaLo pedA thatA DahoLAmaNa zarU thaI jAya che. manane tenA viSayanA Raw Material nI shortage kyAreya paDatI nathI. viSayo maLatA ja rahe, vicAradhArA cAlu ja rahe, tadanurUpa doDadhAma cAlu ne cAlu ja rahe. aMgulImAla nAmano khuMkhAra DAku hato, mANasano hatyAro hato, mAMsanA loMdA khAnAro hato, hatyA karelA mAnavonI AMgaLIo kApI tenI mALA 38...

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banAvI roja navI navI mALA paheravAno tene tAmasI zokha hato, mANasa joyo nathI ne hatyA karI nathI, tenA nAma zravaNathI mAnavo thatharI uThatA. ekavAra buddha te mArge jatA hoya che. loko aTakAvatA kahe che - 'tyAM na jAva, rAkSasI aMgulImAla koIne choDato nathI. gayA pachI jIvatA pAchA nahIM Avo." lokavacananI buddhanA mana upara koI ja asara thaI nahIM, zAMta-prazAMta gatie teo sahaja AgaLa vadhatA gayA. jhADa upara beThelo aMgulImAla bhulA paDelA mAnavane joIne rAjIno reDa thaI gayo, ghaNe divase bakaro maLyo hato. uparathI trADa nAkhI, "e ! ubho rahe." buddha upara tenI garjanAnI koI asara thaI nahIM. teo cAlatA ja rahyA. e ya sAMbhaLe che ke nahIM ? ubho rahe, mArU nAma, mArA kAma sAMbhaLyA nathI lAgatA?" buddha e ja mastIthI cAlatA rahyA, aMgulImAlano gusso AsamAne caDhyo. AkhuM jaMgala dhrujI uThe evI trADa nAkhI, "khabaradAra, ubho rahe che ke nahIM ?'' dhAradAra camakatI talavAra buddhanA kaMThe dharI dIdhI, leza mAtra gabharATa vagara dhIra svare buddha bolyA, "huM to Ubho ja chuM, tuM cAle che, tuM doDe che. talavAra khuzIthI calAva, tArI talavAra mane mArI zake e vAtamAM koI mAla nathI." aMgulImAla to sAMbhaLIne DaghAI ja gayo, zuM A murkha che ? pAgala che ? ke tatvajJa che ? pote cAle che chatA kahe che, "huM ubho chuM." huM majethI jhADa upara beTho chuM chatA kahe che ke, "tuM doDe che." talavArathI DokuM uDAvI devA ...39....

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chatA kahe che ke, "huM maravAno nathI." buddha jJAnI hatA, sthitaprajJa hatA, prasaMganI temane mana asara na hatI. motano temane bhaya na hato. Success Comes to the man who does not fear failure. niSphaLatAno Dara nathI tene ja saphaLatA vare che, motano bhaya nathI tene ja amaratA vare che. buddhanA ojasvI AbhAmaMDalamAM aMgulImAlano krodha saheja osarato gayo, tene thayuM A koI asAmAnya mAnavA lAge che. ko'ka mahAmAnava lAge che. | vinamratAthI puche che, ApanA virodhAbhAsI kathanano artha na samajAyo, kRpA karI samajAvo. buddha kahe, huM saMta chuM. niSparigrahI chuM. IcchArahita chuM. tethI ja duniyAno Great samrATa chuM. I have the greatest of all riches that of not desiring them. samRddhinI IcchA nathI mATe mahAna samRddha chuM. vaibhavanI kAmanA nathI mATe moTo vilAsI chuM. kazuM joItu nathI mATe mArU mana sthira che. mananI sthiratAthI cAlavA chatA ubho chuM. tuM jhADa upara ArAmathI beTho hovA chatA tArU mana sarvatra doDe che, "Ane luTI lauM" Ane tyAM dhADa pADuM, Ane mArI nAkhuM, rAjAnI tijorI toDI nAkhuM, vi.vi. vikalponI tArI haraNaphALa doTa avirata cAlu ja che. - have samajAyuM ? jenuM mana sthira te cAlavA chatA ubho che jenuM mana asthira te beTho hovA chatA doDato hoya che. aMgulImAla sAMbhaLato ja rahyo, tenA karmapaTalo buddhanI vedhaka vANIthI bhedAI gayA, divya upadezanA prakAzamAM ajJAnanA aMdhArapaTa ulecAI gayA. te buddhanA caraNamAM paDI gayo, pUrvanA agaNita pApAcArone yAda karatA 40...

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tenI AMkhamAMthI azruno dhodha vahevA lAgyo. AMsuonI aMjalIthI buddhanA caraNa pakhAlI sadA mATe temanuM zaraNa svIkArI lIdhuM. zetAna maTIne saMta banyo, bhogI maTIne tyAgI banyo, DAku maTIne sAdhaka banyo. prasenajit rAjA hajAro sainiko sAthe A DAkunI bhALa meLavavA nikaLyo che. buddhanI pAse AvIne puche che. aMgulInI mALavALA zetAnane joyo ? buddha kahe- "te have zetAna nathI rahyo, sAdhu banI sAdhanAnI pagadaMDIe caDI gayo che. juo A ja che ne te aMgulImAla ?' prasenajinnA acarajano pAra na rahyo, khuMkhAra DAku paLa be paLamAM bodha pAmI sAdhanAmAM lIna banI gayo. tene namaskAra karI prasenajIt vidAya thayA, aMgulImAla AtmasAdhanAmAM vilina thaI gayA. aMte... je zodhavAmAM jIMdagI AkhI pasAra thAya, ne eja hoya paganI taLe ema paNa bane. * * * * * ...41...

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vidyA vinayathI zobhe che jJAna e dhruvano tAro che. je Ama tema AthaDatAne rAha upara lAve che. jJAna e dIpato sUraja che je aMdhArAmAM aTavAelAne prakAzita kare che. jJAna e amRta che je vikRtionA jherano nAza karI rti-tAjagI-amaratA bakSe che. AvA mahAna jJAnane pAmavA mATe buddhi joIe, paNa tenA karatAM vadhu mahatvanI vAta e che ke jJAnane pacAvavA bhakti joIe. buddhi vinA jJAna maLe nahIM. bhakti vinA jJAna phaLe nahIM. jJAnadAtA gurUnI bhakti-vinAnuM, kRpA vinAnuM, vinaya vinAnuM jJAna tArakane badale mAraka bane che. jJAna letA pUrve gurUno vinaya-bhakti karavAnI vidhi che. temanuM Asana pAtharavuM, sArA khAna-pAnathI temanI bhakti karavI. temanA mananI prasannatA jALavavI. temanI sanmukha besavuM, AMkhomAM AMkho parovavI, bahumAna bhAvathI sAMbhaLavuM, jJAna lIdhA pUrve ane pachI vaMdanA karavA vi.vi... pUrvakALamAM rAjakumAro tapovanamAM-gurUkuLomAM bhaNatA, rAjakumAro hovA chatAM gurUnI tanatoDa sevA karatA. lAkaDAnA bhArA lAvavA, rasoI karavI, gurUnA kapaDA vAsaNa sApha karavA, pagacaMpI karavI, temano paDato bola jhIlavo. vi.badhuM ja karatA, A bhaktinA prabhAve bAra varSe jJAnArjana karI jyAre teo bahAra nIkaLatA tyAre temano pratApa-ane prabhAva alaukika banI raheto, sarvavidyAmAM kuzaLa banatA, AkhuM rAja calAvavA samartha banatA, A prabhAva che bhakti-bahumAnano. gautamAdi agyAra gaNadharo paramAtmAne vaMdana karI traNa pradakSiNA daI prabhune pratyeka pradakSiNAe pUche che, "bhayavaM ! kiM tatta ?" he bhagavaMta ! tatva zuM che ? prabhu kahe- "upUI vA vigameI vA, dhuveI vA, vastumAM utpatti che, nAza che, ane dhruvatA paNa che," A traNa padamAMthI gaNadharo ...42...

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virATakAya dvAdazAMgInuM sarjana mAtra aMtarmuhUrtamAM karI zake che, A prabhAva che temano prabhu pratyenA anahada bhakti bahmAnabhAvano-vinayabhAvano. * AcArya bhagavaMtazrI bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI mahArAja prAraMbhika saMyamajIvanamAM banArasanA mArtaDa paMDita badrinAtha pAse bhaNatA hatA. lagdarzana, nyAya vi. viSayono talasparzI abhyAsa karatA hatA. pote sAdhu hovA chatAM gRhastha paMDitano apUrva vinaya karatA. gurU jeTalo ja AdarabhAva te paMDita mATe hato. chANIthI baroDA pAMca ki.mI. cAlIne paMDita pAse bhaNavA jatA, paMDitane muDa hoya to bhaNAve, nahIM to kahI de, "mahArAja ! Aja TAIma nahIM hai, Aja bahAra jAnA hai, Aja muDa nahIM hai, kala AnA." pharI pAMca ki.mI. cAlIne pAchA javuM paDe, te vakhate paNa temanA manamAM koI kheda nA hoya, paMDita pratye lezamAtra asadbhAva nA hoya, bhaNAvyA jeTalo ja AnaMda, are, enAthI vizeSa AnaMda na bhaNAvavA chatAM Ave. Ane kahevAya sthitaprajJatA. Ane kahevAya gurUbahumAnanI parAkASTA, samarpaNabhAvanI parAkASTA. - "bahAra javuM hatuM ke mUDa na hato to phona ke kAgaLathI samAcAra mokalI devA joIene, to pAMca ki.mI. paga ghasIne Avata nahIM ne, dasa ki.mI. no khoTo dhakko thayo." Avo vicAra kare te sAco vidyArthI nathI, sAco ziSya nathI. vidyAdAtA pratye lezamAtra asadbhAva thayo eTale buddhinA kaDAkA thayA ja samajo, kSayopazama bhAva maMda paDyo ja samajo. gurU mATe lezamAtra ADo avaLo vikalpa nA kare te ja sAco ziSya. badrinAthajI pAse bhAnuvijayajI bhaNyA to haze zarUAtanA be-cAra varSa, paNa kRtajJatAbhAva nabhAvyo AkhI jIMdagI. kAyama paMDitajIne yAda kare, temanA upakArabhAvane yAda kare. dara varSe temane bolAve, bAdazAhI ThAThathI paMdareka divasa rAkhe, bahumAna karI vidAya Ape. chelle IrlAnA cAturmAsa ...43...

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daramyAna bolAvyA hatA. zAhI sarabharAthI sAcavI viziSTa bahumAna karAvyuM hatuM. abhyAsa karyAnA cAlIza varSa pachI jaina zAsananA eka dhUraMdhara AcArya eka gRhastha paMDitano ATalo utkaTa vinaya kare e keTalI gajabanI vAta AcAryazrIne manamAM eka ja bhAva, "mane AmaNe bhaNAvyA che. cha darzanano abhyAsa dilathI karAvyo che. temanA upakArano badalo vaLI zake nahI. temanI bhakti karIe eTalI ochI che." karavA hoya to evA vicAro paNa karI zakAya, "bhaNAvyA tyAre bhaNAvyA, have zuM ? te paNa pagAra laIne bhaNAvyA che, maphata nahIM" A kRtajJatAbhAva nathI. gRhastha gurU pratye paNa jo Avo bhaktibhAva hoya tene potAnA upakArI sAcA gurUdeva pratye keTalo bhaktibhAva haze ? A vinaya-bhaktinA prabhAve ja teo jainAgamonA prakharajJAtA, nyAya vizArada, ane jainazAsananA prakhara prabhAvaka banI zakyA. vidyA Ape te vidyAgurU, pachI te kevA che ? teno vicAra vidyArthIe karavAno nA hoya, te gRhastha hoya, krodhI hoya, patita hoya, game tevA hoya, ApaNane vidyAnuM dAna karyuM eTale ApaNA mahAna upakArI, ApaNA vidyAdAtAgurU. te keTalA vAge Ave che ? keTalA vAge jAya che ? niyata samaya sudhI bese che ke ochu bhaNAve che ? mahinAmAM keTalA divasa AvyA? keTalA khADA thayA ?'' AvI kSudra-tuccha noMdha rAkhatA vidyArthIo koI kALe jJAnArjana karI zakatA nathI. uMcA AvI zakatA nathI. vidyA gurU mATenI AvI tapAsa paNa temanA pratyenA garbhita asadbhAvanuM sucaka che. temane AvavuM hoya tyAre Ave, javuM hoya tyAre jAya, prasannatA ...44...

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mujaba bhaNAve, AvI vicAradhArAvALo vidyArthI udAra kahI zakAya, lAyaka kahI zakAya. pAtra kahI zakAya. pAMcaso ziSyonA AsAmI, akabara jevA mogala samrATanA gurU, sekaDo koTyAdhipati zreSThivaryonA zraddheya, vijaya hIrasUri ma.nuM pravacana cAlatuM hatuM. medanI akaDeThaka bharelI hatI. adhavacce eka vRddha purUSa vyAkhyAnamAM Avyo, tene joI sUrie vyAkhyAna thaMbhAvI dIdhuM, pATa uparathI ubhA thaI gayA, sAme gayA, vRddha purUSane jAte hAtha pakaDI AgaLa laI AvyA. AgaLanI haroLamAM beThelA agragaNya zreSThIo to jotA ja rahyAM, AkhI sabhA stabdha thaI gaI. | vijaya hIrasUri jevA samrATa eka sAmAnya vRddhane ATalA mAna-pAna Ape, temanA pratye ATalo badho vinaya-bahumAna darzAve, e eka asAmAnya ghaTanA hatI. loko kAMI puche, aMdaro aMdara carcAo zarU kare e pahelA ja hIrasUri ma. je jAhera karyuM, ke "A koI sAmAnya purUSa nathI, Ato che mArA vidyA dAtA gurUdeva, dIkSAbAda prAraMbhika jIvanamAM temanI pAse meM nyAyAdi darzanono abhyAsa karyo hato. mArA mahAna upakArI che. huM sUri tamAro, gurU tamAro, paNa A mahApurUSano to RNI chuM. ziSya chuM." AkhI sabhAne vRddha purUSa pratye jabarajasta bahumAnabhAva pedA thayo. "A to ApaNA gurUnAM ya gurU ! temanI bhakti karavI joIe. aMdaro aMdara phaMDa zarU thayuM. gaNatarInI miniTomAM sittera hajAra rUA.nI thelI temane samarpaNa karavAmAM AvI. vinaya ane kRtajJabhAvathI vaNakapyo kSayopazamabhAva pragaTa thAya che. je sarvavyApI pragatimAM paramasAdhaka bane che. namrabhAva na hoya tyAM vidyA Ave nahI. Ave to Take nahI. Take to nukazAnImAM utAryA vinA rahe nahI. * eka caMDAla pAse vidyA hatI. rAjA zreNikane A vidyA zikhavI ...45...

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hatI. caMDAla temane vidyA zikhave che. cAra-cha divasa zikhavA chatAM vidyA caDhatI nathI. buddhinidhAna abhayakumAra kahe, pitAjI ! vidyAbhyAsa karavA mATe sevaka banavuM paDe, namra banavuM paDe, vinita banavuM paDe, tame siMhAsana upara caDhI beThA cho ane A gurUne nIce besADyA che, pachI vidyA kyAMthI Ave ? A tamArA gurU che. tame ziSya cho, ema samajI tene tamArA siMhAsana upara besADavA paDe, tamAre temanI sAme temanA caraNamAM besavuM paDe, pachI vidyA caDhe. jyAM sudhI tame samajatA ho ke A cAMDAla che ane huM magadhasamrATa zreNika, tyAM sudhI vidyA Avaze nahI. A kepha utAravo paDaze. A mArA vidyAdAtA gurU ane huM temano caraNasevaka, A bhAva AvatA ja vidyA hAthavegI thaze. abhayakumAranI vAta zreNikanA magajamAM utarI gaI, manamAM gurU tarIke tene sthAna ApyuM, besavA mATe potAnA ratnajaDita siMhAsana upara tene sthAna ApyuM. pote tenA caraNamAM besI gayA, be hAtha joDI namra banI vidyA grahaNa karavA lAgyA. ane thoDI ja paLomAM badhI vidyA zreNike zikhI lIdhI. vidyAnA arthI evA zreNike caMDAla jevA caMDAlane gurU mAnI hRdayamAM sthAna ApyuM. vinaya vinA vidyA prApti azakya che."- vinayathI prApta vidyAnuM eka eka vacana mahA kiMmati hoya che. jIvananA dvAro ughADanAru bane che. vidyAnA kSetramAM Aje zocanIya zIrSAsana jovA maLe che. vidyArthIonI udhdhatAI-svataMtratA, svacchaMdatA, gurU pratyeno anAdarabhAva, dinapratidina vadhatA jAya che. zikSaka eTale jANe ke pagAradAra nokara. gurU-ziSyapaNAnA saMbaMdhanA kyAMya darzana thatA nathI. vidyAnuM arthIpaNuM 46...

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kyAMya dekhAtuM nathI. vinaya-bhakti ke bahumAna to adazya ja thaI gayA che. chokarA bhaNe che DigrI mATe ane zikSaka bhaNAve rUpiyA mATe. jenuM pariNAma Aje jagajAhera che. DigrIo laIne bahAra AvyA pachI paNa bekArI, vyabhicAra, bhraSTAcAra, vyasanamAM cakacUratA, kaubhAMDo, anaitika saMbaMdho vyApakapaNe jovA maLe che. kolejo ke yunivarsITio jIvana ghaDatara karavAnA badale jIvanane paDatara banAve che. zikSaNa jIvana sudhAranAra nahIM jIvana saDAvanAra tatva banyuM che. astu ! jyAM sudhI gurU-ziSya vacce pavitra saMbaMdhonI punaHsthApanA nahIM thAya tyAM sudhI zikSaNa dvArA utthAnanI AzA asthAne che. aMte... muMgA vAcA pAmatA paMgu giri caDha jAya, gurUkRpA bala aura hai aMdha dekhana laga jAya. ...47..

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rAkha meM jaba mIla gaye traNa strI bhegI thaI, eka hatI rAjarANI, bIjI hatI gAmaDIyaNa, trIjI hatI zaherI. traNe vAte vaLagI. carcAno viSaya hato maryA bAda kevI citAmAM baLavuM tenI pasaMdagI. rAjarANI kahe, huM caMdananA lAkaDAnI citA pasaMda karIza, AkhI jIMdagI sukha sAhebImAM ucharI chuM. caMdananA vilepano karyA che. koI duHkha ke pratikuLatA joyA nathI. to maratI vakhate zA mATe karakasara karavI ? sAmAnya lAkaDA to kharabacaDA hoya, halakA hoya, uMcA nIcA hoya. caMdananA lAkaDA baLatA jAya toya suvAsa prasarAvatA jAya. ekadama lIssA ane mulAyama hoya, tenA upara sutA hoIe to koI takalIpha paDe nahIM. gAmaDIyaNa strI kahe, amane A badhuM poSAya nahI, jIvanabhara jaMgalomAM je lAkaDAnI bhArIo kApIne jIvana TakAvyuM che te ja lAkaDAnI zayyAmAM maravAnuM huM pasaMda karIza. zaherI strI kahe, zaheramAM badhAnA jIvana bhAgadoDIyA hoya che. koIne zvAsa levAno paNa TAIma hoto nathI. dhamAlIyuM jIvana hoya che. lAkaDAnI citA baLe tyAM sudhI traNa cAra kalAka sudhI rokAvAnI pharasada koIne hotI nathI. vaLI lAkaDA lAvavA, kApavA, DhagalA karavA, goThavavA, tenA kharcA karavA, ghI homavA, agnidAha devo, A badhI jhaMjhaTa karavA Aje koI taiyAra nathI. A to ekavIsamI sadI, komyuTara yuga, cAMpa dabAvo ane kAma thaI jAya, eTale huM to komyuTarAIjha IlekTronika citAmAM suvAnuM ja pasaMda karIza. cAMpa dabAvatAnI sAthe ja pAMca miniTamAM badho pheMsalo. koI khaTapaTa nahIM. koI takalIpha nahIM, koI Time no bagADo nahIM. traNe strInI citAnI pasaMdagI bhinna bhinna hovA chatAM traNeyanI bhAvanAnuM lakSa eka ja hatuM ke - "te te citA mane phAvaze, te te citA mane badhI ...48...

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rIte anukULa raheze." traNe strIonI vAta hAsyAspada lAge, acaraja upajAve tevI lAge. maryA pachI anukULa citAnI ciMtA te ja kare jeNe jIvanabhara anukULatAne ja pALI posI hoya. anukULatA meLavavAmAM ja jIvananI kiMmatI kSaNo vitAvI hoya. yAda rahe ke "game tevI AsamAnI anukULatAno aMtima aMjAma pratikULatA ja che. game tevA sukhanuM aMtima pariNAma duHkha ja che. game tevA harSanu Last Result zoka ja zoka che. game tevA AnaMdanuM Final Destination kheda-hatAzA nirAzA ja che. game tevo jvalaMta vijaya aMte parAjayamAM pariNamavAnA svabhAvavALo ja che. A vAtanI pratIti nathI tethI ja sukha-AnaMda-anukULatA-vijayaharSa vi. meLavavA AkhI jIMdagI hoDamAM mukI devAmAM AvI che. kevI murkhAmI ! kevI bAlIzatA ! gAMdhIjIne goLI choDI svarganA atithI banAvI devAmAM AvyA. IMdirA upara AkhI sTenagana utAravAmAM AvI. rAjIva upara to boMbadhaDAkAo karavAmAM AvyA. badhAnAM pharace phuracA uDI gayA. kamote maryA, chatAM AzcaryanI vAta to e che ke sonIyA gAMdhI, rAhula gAMdhI, menakA gAMdhI, varUNa gAMdhI vi. gAMdhI parivAra eja sattA mATe thanaganI rahyAM che. goLIonI varSA ke boMba dhaDAkAo jANe teone dekhAtA ja nathI. phuTabola varlDa cepIyana brAjhIlano phrAMsanA hAthe bhaMDo parAjaya thayo hato. vijayanI AzAmAM thanaganatuM AkhuM brAjhIla zokanA mahAsAgaramAM DubI gayuM hatu. eka vakhatanAM karoDapati mAdhAMtAo Aje roTalAnA TUkaDA mATe TaLavaLI rahyAM che. guptavAsamAM jIvana pasAra karI rahyAM che. saMsArano A karUNa aMjAma che. sukhanI AzAvALA duHkhane avazya bheTe che. vijayanI AzAvALA parAjayane avazya bheTe che. sukha - anukULatA-AnaMda A badhuM kSaNika che. ...49...

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mATe ja anukULatAmAM ahaMkAra karavo, kolara uMcA karIne jamInathI addhara cAlavuM e mahAmurkhAmI che. cha khaMDanA samrATa brahmadatta cakravartI Aje sAtamI narakamAM raurava yAtanA bhogavI rahyo che. kyAM cha khaMDanA samrATano vaTa ne kyAM nArakInA kAtila duHkho ! jenI sevAmAM soLa hajAra devatAo hAjara hatA, devatAo jenI pAlakhI uMcakI rahyA hatA, evA subhama cakravartI ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM lavaNasamudranA taLIye besI gayA. guMgaLAI guMgaLAIne marI sAtamI narakanA atithi banI gayA. kyAM gaI temanI hoMziyArI ? vaTa ? samRddhi ? kepha ? ahaMkAra ? buddhimattA ? Aje temanA astitvanI noMdha paNa levAtI nathI. eTale ja buddhimattA hoya to sukha ke anukULatAnI bhUtAvaLa choDI sAdhanA' dvArA jIvana sArthaka karI levA jevuM che. sukha ApaNane choDe e pahelA ApaNe tene choDI devAmAM majA che. anukULatA ravAnA thAya te pahelA tene DIsamIsa karI devAmAM majA che. koI DIsamIsa kare e pahelA rAjInAmuM dharI devuM emAM kheladIlI che. khUmArI che. karmasattA badhuM ja khUMcavI le, tamAco mArIne mota badhu paDAvI le e pahelA ja tene choDI ke teno sadupayoga karI levAmAM nipUNatA che. zAstramAM vAta Ave che ke prativAsudeva mahAmahenate kALI majurI karIne traNa khaMDa sAdhe che. te mATe varSo sudhI yuddho khele che. lohInI nadIo vahevaDAve che. hajAro rAjAone vaza kare che. ane traNa khaMDa jIte che. vAsudevane A koI khaTapaTo ke yuddha karavA paDatA nathI. te to prativAsudevane ramata mAtramAM harAvI, tenuM traNakhaMDanuM virATa sAmrAjya ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM jhuMTavI le che. traNa khaMDa bhegA karyA prativAsudeve ane kanja karI lIdhA vAsudeve. mAnavanI dazA paNa AvI ja che. jIvanabhara kALI majurI karIne dhanasamRddhi bhegI kare che ane karmano paMjo-nasIbano paMjo-motano paMjo tenA ...50...

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para gherI vaLatA badhuM ja ekasAthe e khUMcavAI jAya che. kyAreka rogamAM lAkho rUA. kharcAI jAya, kyAreka pArTanaranA dagAmAM lAkho halavAI jAya, kyAreka proparTImAM lAkho phasAI jAya, kyAreka koka devALuM kADhe ne rovAno vakhata Ave. A sivAya aMte motanuM sTIma rolara pharI vaLatA to badhuM ja sapATa thaI jAya che. jIvanabharanI majUrI vyartha, jIvanabharanI hAyahAya ane doDAdoDa Fail, jIvanabharano saMgraha nirarthaka, jIvanabhara karelA kAvAdAvA niSphaLa, mota AvatA badhuM ja sapATa. * eka mumukSunuM pAkITa khovAI gayuM. 450 rUA. hatA. ghaNuM zodhavA chatAM nA maLyuM. manamAM hAyavoya zarU thaI gaI, thoDo samaya mana azAMta - Disturb thaI gayuM. nasIbayoge thoDA samaya bAda pAkITa maLI gayuM. "hAza' no anubhava thayo. mana AnaMdita thaI gayuM. pAkITa maLyA bAda te kahe, 450 rUA. jatA manamAM ATalI hAyahoya thaI gaI to Akho saMsAra choDatA zuM thaze? vAta mArmika che. ciMtanIya che. nAnI nAnI vAtamAM ApaNane ukaLATa thaI jato hoya, nAnA nAnA nukazAnamAM ya ArtadhyAna thaI jatuM hoya, thoDuM choDatA paNa mana kacavATa anubhavatuM hoya, to mota vakhate badhuM ja choDIne kema javAze ? parasevo pADIne je khaDakalA ubhA karyA che, je rAcaracIluM jamA karyuM che, te choDIne jatA manaHsthiti kevI haze ? karmasattA DIsamIsa kare e pahelA rAjInAmuM dharI do. badhuM ja luMTAI jAya, jhuMTavAI jAya e pahelA ja teno sadupayoga karI lo. * eka bahena hatA. karoDonI kiMmatanI esTeTa, proparTI, kothaLA bharIne cAMdInA vAsaNo, sonA cAMdInA dAgInA, karoDonI rokaDa rakama, ATalI jaMgI milkato hatI, AgaLa pAchaLa koI ja vArasadAra nahI.

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bahenane jAte sukRta karI levA ghaNuM samajAvavA chatAM damaDI paNa chuTI nahI, mota AvI gayuM. karoDonI proparTI ahIM ja rahI gaI. na bhogavI, na dAna karyuM. na kazuM sAthe laI jaI zakyA. vIla banAvyuM haze, paNa pAchaLanA vahIvaTadArono zo bharoso ? vIlanuM sIla karI detA ke ghoLIne pI jatA keTalI vAra ? badhI proparTI jhaghaDAmAM paDI gaI. have jIvananA astAcale to zAMta thAva, nivRta thAva, sAdhanA karI lo. anukuLatAnI lAlasA choDI do. ghaNA zrImaMto kahe che, amArI Life Style evI che ke basamAM besI zakIe ja nahIM. TeksI ja joIe. TenanI mAthAphoDa-gardI nA phAve- plenamAM ja musApharI phAve, hoTalamAM ja uMgha Ave, gADImAM paNa jo e.sI. nA hoya to baphAI ja jaIe. AvA sukhazIlIyAone khabara nathI ke ahIMthI jAnavaranA avatAramAM Transformation thaze, tyAre koI savalato ke V.J.P. Treatment maLavAnA nathI. tyAM to saba samAna, ahIM karelA phATAvaDA tyAM bhAre paDI jaze. pelA traNa benonI adhUrI vAta pUrI karI laIe. traNee potapotAne anukULa citAnI vAta karI. bAjumAMthI koka Philosopher pasAra thato hato. vAta sAMbhaLI tenA moDhAmAMthI sahaja zabdo sarI paDyA. When the self is no more, one has died, and like a corpse one is comfortable in anything. boksamAMthI jhaverAta gayA pachI boksanI koI kiMmata nathI. kavaramAMthI lAkho rU. no ceka nIkaLI gayA pachI kavaranI koI kiMmata nathI. tema zarIramAMthI vital Power nikaLI gayA pachI khoLIyAnI koI kiMmata nathI. AtmA hato tyAM sudhI jene zarIra kahevAtuM hatuM. AtmA jatA ja tene maDaduM kahevAya che. maDadAne to vaLI anukULatA zuM ne pratikULatA zuM ? tene badhuM ja phAve. citA lAkaDAnI hoya, caMdananI hoya ke sonAnI hoya ke IlekaTrIka hoya, maDadA mATe saba samAna, tene koI Difference nathI. ...5 2...

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AtmA che tyAM sudhI ja anukULatA-pratikULatAnI mAthAphoDa che. jAta bAjumAM khasI jatA ja badhuM anukULa banI jAya che. eja rIte mana jyAM sudhI Involve che tyAM sudhI ja sukha-duHkha, anukULa-pratikuLa, phAve na phAve. vi. kaMkonI mAthAphoDa che. mana side mAM lo, tene Involve nA karo. eTale kyAMya khacavATa, manaduHkha, pratikULatA nahI lAge, koI ukaLATa ke ArtadhyAna nahIM thAya. badhu ja anukULa thaI jaze. duHkhada saMyogo nahI paNa mananuM temA Involvement ja raMja ane dvidhAo ubhI kare che. mana gayuM to duHkha gayuM ja samajo. eka saMte prazna karyo ke, svargamAM kone javuM che ? AkhI sabhAmAMthI eka vyaktie ja hAtha uMco karyo. - saMtane Azcarya thayuM. parSadAne puchyuM, tamArAmAMthI bIjA koIne svargamAM javuM nathI ? parSadAmAMthI eka DAhyo mANasa bolyo, saMtajI ! AMgaLI uMcI karanAra bhAI jo svargamAM jato raheze pachI amArA badhA mATe ahIM ja svarga che. (tenA sahavAsamAM amArA mATe svarga paNa narka samAna banI jaze.) saMtajI samajI gayA. samajI zakAya evI vAta che, je duSTa hoya, ahaMkArI hoya, bIjAne trAsa ja Apato hoya, pUrNa svArthI hoya, evA eka ja mANasanI gerahAjarI badhI dvidhAono aMta lAvI de che, tenI gerahAjarI badhA mATe svargIya AnaMda sarjanArI bane che. mana paNa duSTa che. ahaMkArI che. Cunning che, sarva dvidhA ane kaMdonuM mULa che. tenI ekanI ja gerahAjarI tamAma sukha, zAMti ane AnaMdanuM asAdhAraNa kAraNa che. saMsAramAM rahevAnuM che, prasaMgo ane paristhiti ubhA thavAnA che. saMyogo harapaLa badalAtA ja rahevAnA che. A badhAmAM mane ke kamane, IcchAe ke anicchAe Involve thavuM ja paDe che, AvA prasaMge manane bAjumAM mukI ...53...

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devAnI kaLA jo AtmasAt thaI jAya to saMyogonA sArA-narasA pariNAmo pAchaLa je rAga-dveSa ubhA thAya che te nizcita - sadaMtara baMdha thaI jaze. aMte... kitane muphalIsa ho gaye, kitane tavaMgara ho gaye, rAkhameM jaba mIla gaye, dono barAbara ho gaye. ..54...

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kapaTa rahita thaI Atama apaNA sAdhanAnA kSetramAM "gurU' agatyanuM aMga che. gurU vinA sAdhanA zakya nathI. gurU vinA aMdhArAmAM ja gothA khAvA paDe che. gurU" aMdhArA ulecI prakAza relAvAnuM kAma kare che. 'gu' zabdastvaMdhakAre syAt, 'ru' zabdastannirodhakaH / aMdhakAranirodhatvAt, gururityibhadhIyate // gu' eTale aMdhakAra, rU eTale aTakAvanAra, aMdhakArane dura kare te gurU, A kALamAM sAcA gurU koI che ja nahIM ema kahI jeo gurUtattvano uccheda kare che, vagara gurUe sAdhanA karavAno prayatna kare che teo bhita bhUle che, narI viDaMbaNAno bhoga bane che. hRdayamAM kaMDArI lo ke "gurU vinA sAdhanA zakya ja nathI." "gurUrbahmA gurUrviSNu gurUrdevo mahezvara gurUrnAkSAt parabrahma tasma zrIgurave namaH " Itara zAstromAM gurUne sAkSAt brahmA-viSNu-maheza ane sAkSAt paramabrahma kahyA che. gurU goviMda dono khaDe, kAko lAgu pAya ? balihArI gurUdeva kI, goviMda diyo batAya. gurU ane goviMda bannemAM goviMda karatA paNa gurUne mahAna batAvAyA che, kAraNa ? goviMdane oLakhAvanAra gurU ja che. | navapadamAM prathama be padamAM devatattva che. pachInA traNa padamAM gurUtattva che. pachInA cAra padamAM dharmatattva che. gurU vacce che kAraNa devatattva ane dharmatattvane oLakhAvanAra gurU ja che. gurU vinA sAdhanA niHsAra che. jokhamI che. duSpariNAma lAvanArI che. bhautikatAnA aMdhakAramAMthI AdhyAtmikatAnA .. ......

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ujAsamAM hema khema laI janAra gurU che. aMdara dharabAyelI suSupta cetanAzaktino AviSkAra karanAra gurU ja che. vidanonA vAdaLo ane ApattionI vaNajhAra dUra karanAra gurU che. avaLe raste caDhelI jIvananI naukA kinAre pahoMcADanAra gurU che. gurUnI ATalI mahattA jANyA pachI savAla thAya ke, zuM AjanA kALe AvA mahAna gurUo che ? hA che, bezaka che, eka nahIM aneka che, gurUonI gurUtAnA darzana karavAnI vilakSaNa draSTi ApaNI pAse hovI joIe. alabatta, eka vAta nizcita che, gurU sArA joIe, sadgaNI joIe, jJAnI joIe, AcAra saMpanna joIe, parArthaparAyaNa joIe, dayALu joIe. | svArthI, prapaMcI, mAyAvI, DhoMgI, vilAsI, dharmanA nAme dhatiMga karanAra ke tijorIo bharanArA nA joIe. gurU sArA hoya to ja ziSyane sArA banAvI zake, gurU AcAravAnuM hoya to ja paraMparA AcAravAnuM banI zake. gurU jJAnI hoya to ja ziSya samudAyane jJAnasamRddha banAvI zake. eTale, pahelA naMbaramAM gurU jJAnI, AcArasaMpanna, ArSadraSTA joIe. bIjI ati agatyanI vAta che ke - gurU sArA hovA joIe "e jeTaluM mahattvanuM che enA karatA vadhu mahattvanuM e che ke "gurU sArA lAgavA joIe." banavA joga che, paDato kALa, jherI vAtAvaraNa, buddhinI maMdatA, svabhAvadoSa, Adi aneka kAraNasara gurU guNagariSTa na paNa hoya chatAM ziSya jo potAnI draSTimAM gurUnI guNagariSThatAno, gurUnI gurUtAno Aropa karI de, to te tarI jAya. Aje kevaLajJAnI ke viziSTajJAnI gurU maLavA zakya ja nathI. badhA gurU chamastha che. oche vatte aMze doSapUrNa che. jJAnanI-buddhinI-zaktinI taratamatAvALA che. jo temanA doSo-durguNo ane kSatione AgaLa karI gurUtattvanI upekSA karIzuM to sAdhanA mArgano mUloccheda thaI jaze. ...pa6...

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gurU sArA maLe to tarI javAya ane vicitra maLe to marI javAya evo koI niyama nathI. paNa gurU sArA lAge to tarI javAya, ane sArA na lAge to marI javAya, A niyama jarUra che. eTale gurUnI guNagurUtA karatA ziSyano gurU pratyeno abhigama sAdhanAjIvanamAM mahatvano bhAga bhajave che. gurU guNIyala na hovA chatAM ziSyane gurU pratye bhArobhAra bahumAnabhAva hoya to acuka teno vistAra thaI jAya. (gurUnuM bhale je thavAnuM hoya te thAya.) ane gurU mahAguNiyala hovA chatA ziSyane bahumAnabhAva nA hoya to rAtI pAI jeTalo paNa ziSyano vikAsa thaI zakato nathI. ziSyanI bhUmikAmAM "gurU guNavAna hovA ja joIe." e jarUrI nathI paNa "gurU guNavAna lAgavA ja joIe" e jarUrI che. ekalavyane najara samakSa lAvo, gurU droNAcArya pakSapAtI hatA. ekalavya zreSTha dhanurdhara thAya temAM te rAjI na hatA. dhanurdharatvanI koI vidyA-zikSA ke TekanIka ekalavyane temaNe zikhavI na hatI. arjuna karatA te AgaLa na vadhI jAya evuM IcchatA hatA. TUMkamAM gurUne ekalavya pratye dveSa-IrSyAtiraskAra-upekSA ja hatA, chatAM ekalavyae temanI mUrti banAvI, temane gurUpade sthApyA, temanAmAM pUrNa AsthA keLavI, temanA prati pUrNa samarpita thayo, to vizvano zreSTha dhanurdhara thaI zakyo. are, IrSyAthI saLagIne gurUe jyAre teno aMguTho dakSiNAmAM mAMgyo tyAre eka paLano ya vicAra karyA vinA kApIne ApI dIdho. joyu, kevo samarpaNa bhAva ! gurU tenA mATe sArA na hatA. chatA tene sArA lAgyA to kAma sAdhI lIdhuM. * caMDarUdrAcArya mahAkrodhI gurU hatA. tAjA dikSita thayelA sAdhune mAthe lAkaDIo phaTakArI tene lohI luhANa karI nAkhyo hato, chatAM ziSya eka ja vicAra kare che "mArA gurU je kare te mArA sArA mATe" A vicAre ziSyane tatkALa kevaLajJAna thaI gayuM. gurUne Avo raudra krodha hoya ? AvAne gurU kahevAya ? A to gurU che ke zetAna ? vi. vikalpo karyA hota to kevaLajJAna na thAta. ...57...

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* chedasUtramAM eka vAta Ave che ke, gurU ziSya pAse bhikSAmAM charI maMgAve che. ziSya pUrNa samarpita hato. tethI tene "sAdhune charInuM zuM kAma? zA mATe maMgAvI haze ?'' vi. vikalpo nA uThyA. aDadhI rAtre ghora aMdhakAramAM ziSyanI chAtI upara charI laIne gurU caDhI beThA, ziSyanA gaLA upara charI dharI. ziSya jAgI gayo. AMkha ughADI joyuM. A to mArA gurU che ! basa koI vikalpa nahIM, koI vicAra nahIM, koI ukaLATa nahIM, koI Aveza nahIM. "mArA gurU je kAMI karaze te mArA sArA mATe ja karaze." evuM vicArI bIjI kSaNe AMkha mIMcI dIdhI. ghasaghasATa suI gayo. gurUe gaLAnI dhorI nasa kApI temAMthI lohI kADhyuM. ATalI prakriyA thayA chatA ziSyano eka rUMvADo pharakyo nahIM. (vATakImAM lohI mukI auSadhi dvArA gaLAne punaH sAMdhI dIdhuM.) savAre gurU puche che, rAtre tArA gaLA upara charI pheravI tyAre tane zuM vicAra Avelo ? ziSya kahe, eka ja vicAra Avela ke "mArA gurU je kare te mArA sArA mATe ja." paNa tane khabara che ke tArU gaLu kema kApyuM ? ziSya : 'te jANIne mAre zuM kAma che ?" ziSyanI gaMbhIratA - samarpaNabhAva joI gurU paNa daMga thaI gayA. vAtano phoDa pADavA kahyuM ke AgalA bhavano tAro duzmana Aje je vyaMtara thayela che te tAro jAna levA Avela, tArU lohI pIvA Avela, buddhi vAparI meM tene kahyuM. tane lohI ja joIe che ne ? te Apu to cAlaze ne? teNe hA pADatA tene tRpta karavA thoDuM lohI ApI tArI jAna bacAvavA mAre A prayoga karavo paDyo. ziSya : "A to ThIka che, bAkI ApanA hAthe mota maLatuM hoya to enA jevuM bIju sadbhAgya karyuM hoI zake ?" samarpaNa bhAvanI parAkASThAnuM A draSTAMta ghaNuM ghaNuM samajAvI jAya che. * upadezamALA nAmaka graMthamAM zelaka paMthaka sAdhunI vAta Ave che. ***58.....

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paMthaka ghaNA ziSyonA svAmI hatA. dIrgha saMyamI hatA. AcArasaMpanna hatA, chatA karmavaza zithilAcArano bhoga banI gayA, khAI-pI ne majA mANavA lAgyAM, kriyAo choDI-AcAro choDyA, te tyAM sudhI ke dArU pIpI ne madamasta rahevA lAgyA. AcAramArga jIvaMta rAkhavA anya ziSyo temane choDIne cAlyA gayAM paNa zelaka nAmano ziSya temanI sAthe rahyo. mArgabhraSTa ane dArUnA nazAmAM cakacura banelA evA paNa gurUnI ziSya zelaka pahelAnI jema ja sevA kare che. te vicAre che, "gurUnuM kukarma udayamAM AvyuM che, paNa gurU e guru che, mArA upakArI e upakArI che." lezamAtra tene gurU pratye bahumAnabhAva ochuM thatuM nathI, ke lezamAtra durbhAva pedA thato nathI. evo ja AdarabhAva, evo ja upakArabhAva, evo ja prema jIvaMta che, jevo pahelA hato. kevI adbhuta sthitaprajJatA kahevAya ! AvI hAlatamAM ziSyano A samarpaNabhAva eka divasa gurUne paNa tAranAro-jagADanAro bane che. gurU pharI cAritra mArgamAM sthira thaI uMcA ArAdhaka bane che. gurU - ziSya baMne sAdhanA karI svargagAmI bane che. AvA samaye ziSyae gurU upara dhikkArabhAva, tiraskArabhAva varasAvyo hota to, temane tarachoDI dIdhA hota to, banne sAdhanA mArgamAMthI pheMkAI jAta. eka gurU-ziSya che. gurU mUrtipUjAnA khaMDaka-bhaMjaka che, kaTTara dveSI che. tethI temanAmAM samyagdarzana na ja hoI zake. temanA ziSya bhadrika che. zAstrano lAMbo-pahoLo bodha nathI. sAcA khoTAno viveka nathI. tIvra rAga dveSanI pariNati nathI. te ema mAne che ke mArA gurU sArA, te je kahe te sArU, te je kare te sAcuM, hitakArI.. mArA mATe kalyANakArI. te khoTA evA mUrtibhaMjaka saMpradAyamAM hovA chatA gurU pratyenA tenA samarpaNa bhAva ane zraddhAnA kAraNe tenAmAM samyagdarzana hovAmAM koI ja bAdha nathI ema zAstro kahe che. ja. .59..

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mArga khoTo, saMpradAya khoTo, gurU khoTA, chatAM gurU pratyenI AsthA ziSyane tArI de che. sadoSa gurU hovA chatA ziSyanI nirmaLa draSTinA kAraNe ziSyo kAma kADhI gayA, e vAta A badhA draSTAMtathI joI. have bIjI sAIDa vicArIe, gurU paripUrNa hoya, nirdoSa hoya, jJAna hoya, pUrNa svaccha hoya chatAM ziSyane AdarabhAva na hoya to AvA sArA gurU paNa koI kALe phaLatA nathI. * jamAlIne gurU tarIke mahAvIra maLyA hatA. AkhI jIMdagI prabhunI sAthe paDachAyAnI jema rahevA chatA te prabhunI prabhAvakatAne pichANI zakyo nahI. prabhunI mahAnatAne mANI zakyo nahIM. prabhunI guNa gauravatAne sparzI zakyo nahI. ulaTuM AvA mahAna vailokya gurU upara tejolekSA choDI cIkaNA karma bAMdhI saMsAra vadhArI beTho. kadAca bhagavAna nA maLyA hota to ATalo saMsAra na vadhata, jeTalo saMsAra bhagavAnane pAmIne vadhAryo. tAraka tatvonI ArAdhanA uMcA evorDa Ape che to e tAraka tatvonI AzAtanA uMDI khAImAM dhakelI de che. bhagavatIsUtramAM lakhyuM che ke narakamAM janArA jIvomAM gurUnI AzAtanA karanArAonI saMkhyA vizeSa hoya che. AraMbha-samAraMbho karI narakamAM janAra ochA, gurUnI AzAtanA karI narakamAM janAra aneka gaNA. dazavaikAlikasUtranA navamA adhyAyamAM kahyuM che ke, jherI kobrA DaMkha mArI, jAya ane tenuM jhera nA caDhe e hajI zakya che. jheranI bATalI pIdhA pachI mota nA Ave e hajI zakya che. bhaDabhaDatI AgamAM jhaMpalAvyA pachI eka aMga paNa dAjhe nahIM, e paNa kadAca zakya banI zake. parvata uparathI uMDI khAImAM paDatuM mukyA pachI paNa mota nA Ave ke zarIramAMthI lohInuM buMda paNa nA nIkaLe, evuM paNa hajI ghaTI zake, paNa gurUnI AzAtanA karanArano koI kALe mokSa thaI zake ja nahIM. "na yAvi mukho guhilaNAe" ...60..

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paMcedriya jIvonI hiMsAo, nirdoSa jIvonI hatyAo, vikarALa AraMbha samAraMbho karatA paNa gurUnI AzAtanA khataranAka che. mAthA vaDe moTA parvato ne phADI nAkhavA hajI saraLa che. krodhAMdha banI sAme AvatA vAgha siMho ne zAMta karavA hajI saraLa che. bharatInI virUddha dizAmAM taravAnI bAtha bhiDavI hajI saraLa che, paNa gurUne aprasanna karI mokSa meLavavo koI kALe zakya nathI. tyAM ja kahyuM che ke, AyariyapAyA puNa appasannA abohi AsAyaNa nalthi mukho' gurU kyAreka dIkSAparyAyamAM nAnA paNa hoya, gurU kyAreka uMmaramAM nAnA paNa hoya, gurU kyAreka buddhi zaktithI maMda paNa hoya, gurU kyAreka vayovRddha - azakta ane asamartha paNa hoya, to paNa ziSyae gautamasvAmInI jema temanI ArAdhanA karavI. mArA gurU mArA mATe gautama, mArA gurU e mArA mATe caMdanabALA, mArA gurU e gurU, duniyAmAM temano joTo jaDe tema nathI. A bhAva AvI jAya to mukti hAthaveMtamAM che. jene gurUmAM doSo dekhAya, vAraMvAra doSo dekhAya, ghaNA badhA doSo dekhAya, evAo cAritra laIne paNa saMsAra mahAsAgaramAM taLIye besI javAnA, uMcA AvavuM temanA mATe anaMta kALe paNa zakya bane ke kema eka savAla che. gurU bahumAna kulakamAM to tyAM sudhI kahyuM che ke, "jene mana gurU e gurU nathI, gurU karatAM je potAnI jAtane vadhu hoMziyAra mAne che. gurUnI kRpA karatA potAnA punya upara je mustAka che. potAnI prabhAvakazakti AgaLa gurUne je ramakaDA jevA mAne che. evA AtmAone kyAreka punyanA jore samAjanA zAhI sanmAna maLe, bAdazAhI sAmaiyAo maLe, virATa saMpatti maLe, AMdhaLA bhaktavarganA bamaryAda mAna-pAna maLe, paNa A badhu kevuM che ? tenI upamA A kulakamAM ApI che ke phAMsInA mAcaDe laI javAtA coranA AbhuSaNo jevI A samRddhi che je vyartha che, mAraka che, gurU uparanA AdarabhAva vinAnuM punya saDeluM che, mAraka che, mahAjokhamI ...61..

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che, eTale gurU sArA lAgavA, gurU pratye utkaTa bahumAnabhAva keLavavo, eja cAritra jIvanano sAra che. gurUnA mananI prasannatA sAcavavAmAM, temanA vacananI AjJA pALavAmAM ja cAritra che. A eka guNa Avyo to bAkInI sAdhanA ApoApa sahaja vadhatI jaze. - laukika kSetre paNa jovA maLe che ke sainiko senApatinI AjJA pALavAmAM potAnA prANanI paNa paravA karatA nathI. "yA homa karIne yuddhamAM jhaMpalAvI de che, to lokottara kSetre kevI AjJApAlakatA joIe ? ughADe page lAMbA lAMbA vihAro karavA, mAthAnA vALa hAthethI kheMcI kADhavA, ghera ghera bhikSA mAMgavI, ugra tapa-tyAga karavA, e khAMDAnI dhAra rUpa cAritra nathI. gurUnI IcchA mujaba vartavuM. ApaNA manane temanA manamAM bheLavI devuM. temane pUrNa samarpita rahevuM. temanI pUrNa prasannatA sAcavavI, temanI AjJAnuM aNIzuddha pAlana karavuM e khAMDAnI dhAra para cAlavA rUpa cAritra che. prazna thAya che ke, gurUnA pragaTa dekhAtA doSo sAme AMkha mIcAmaNA kaI rIte thaI zake ? teno uttara che ke, premIne premIkA upara pUrNa prema hoya tyAre premikAnA hayAta evA paNa doSo lezamAtra dekhAtA ja nathI, kAraNa ? premanuM kAma che guNa darzana karavAnuM. prema ghaNo che eTale guNo ja eTalA badhA dekhAya che ke doSo jovAnI draSTI ja nathI, samaya ja nathI. vicArazuddhA nathI. gurU pratye Avo pUrNa prema pragaTa thaI jAya pachI draSTi evI gurUmaya banI jaze, premamaya banI jaze ke gurUmAM ekamAtra guNo ja guNo dekhAze. doSa darzanane sthAna ja nahIM rahe. phaTakaDInuM kAma che pANInA kacarAne nIce besADavAnuM. premanuM kAma che premInA doSone nIce besADavAnuM. phaTakaDI jevo prema draSTImAM vyApI gayA pachI draSTi nirmaLa thayA vinA ...62...

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raheze nahIM. pANImAM kacaro bhale hoya tenI ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI. jarUra che phaTakaDI bhabharAvavAnI. gurUmAM doSonA kacarA bhale hoya tenI ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI. jarUra che pUrNa premanI phaTakaDI draSTinA nIramAM bhabharAvavAnI. phaTakaDInA prabhAve kacaro beTho ja samajo, gurUpremanA prabhAve doSadarzana gayuM ja samajo, bIjI mahatvanI vAta e che ke, doSo vyaktimAM nahIM draSTimAM che, draSTi nirmaLa thatA vyaktine nirmaLa thatA eka paLano paNa vilaMba thato nathI. draSTine premathI nirmaLa karIe, adbhuta-apUrva gurUpremabhAva-bahumAnabhAva ubho karIe, jenA prabhAve AvatA bhavamAM nizcitapaNe gurU tarIke zrI sImaMdharasvAmI maLe, teonI sevA-sAdhanA karI TuMka samayamAM ApaNe sarva duHkha kaMdothI mukta banIe. aMte... gurU kuMbhAra he ziSya kuMbha ghaDI ghaDI kADhe khoDa bhItara hAtha saMcAra de bAhara mAre coTa || ...63...

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sukha samRddhino mUlAdhAra che "AzIrvAda mAtra jIvana jIvavA zvAsanI muDI joIe, paNa sukhI ane samRddha jIvana jIvavA AzIrvAdanI muDI joIe. AzIrvAda eka divya tattva che. tenA prabhAvanI koI sImA nathI. AzIrvAda jeNe meLavyA tenI jIvananaiyA retImAMya saDasaDATa doDavAnI. abhiSApa jeNe meLavyA tenI naiyA pANImAM DubI javAnI. rUpiyA haze to sukhanI sAmagrI kharIdI zakAze, AzIrvAda haze to sukhanI sAmagrI bhogavI zakAze. AzIrvAda Purchase karavA mATenI koI Shop A duniyAmAM nathI, AzIrvAda apAve evuM koI calaNa paNa A duniyAmAM nathI. te Unpurchasable - unsellable che. AziSa pAmavA bIjAnI AMtaraDI ThAravI paDe. je rIte TharatI hoya te rIte ThAravI paDe, bIjAnA aMtarane prasanna karavuM paDe. gurUno paDato bola jhIlI temane khuza karI zakAya, vaDIlanuM kaheNa ziromAnya karI temanI prasannatA vadhArI zakAya, DozImAne garamAgarama zIro khavaDAvI temanA mana jItI zakAya, aMdhane tenA ISTa sthAne pahoMcADI tenuM aMtara jItI zakAya. vRddha mAtA-pitAnI tanatoDa sevA karI temane AtmasaMtoSa ApI zakAya, vidyAdAtA zikSakano vinaya karI temanI mahera meLavI zakAya. phuTapAtha upara bhIkha mAMgatA bhikhArInA Bowl mAM ATha AnA ke rUpiyo nAkhI tene khuza karI zakAya. bhukhyA garIbonA peTamAM roTalA nAkhI temanA aMtara ThArI zakAya, hospiTalamAM dardInI pIDAthI kaNasatA dardIone phUTa khavaDAvI temane zAMti ApI zakAya. A badhA che, AzIrvAda pAmavAnA nusakhAo. dhAryA AzIrvAda apAtA nathI, ke dhAryA AziSa meLavI zakAtA paNa nathI. AzIrvAda ApavA-meLavavAnI prakriyA sahaja che. divya che. adazya che. aMta tatvanI Apa-le svarUpa che. te jANavI gahana che. 64.

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ApanArane khabara nathI hotI ke meM AziSa ApyA che. lenArane paNa khabara hotI nathI ke meM AziSa meLavyA che. A prakriyA naisargIka che. prAkRtika che. buddhithI agamya che. ko'ka zubha ghaDIe kokane zAMti-prasannatA ke sukha ApI dIdhuM. tenAthI sAmI vyaktinI AMtaraDI TharI, mana zAMta thayuM. hAzakAro nikaLyo, ApaNA mATe be sArA zabdo sarI paDyA, eTale samajI lejo ke kAma thaI gayuM. AzIrvAdathI je vaMcita rahyA che tenuM jIvana vAMkyuM che. karve nAmanA bhAIe so varSa pUrA karyA. InTaravyu levA patrakAro AvyA, eka patrakAre puchyuM, tamArA so varSanI AvaradAno zreya kone Apo cho? so varSe paNa ATalI rti - tAjagI zAne AbhArI che ? zuM khAvAmAM niyamita cho ? zuddha zAkAhAra ja Aja sudhI karyo che ? zuM koI zaktinI davA cAlu che ? zuM vyAyAma dvArA zarIrane majabuta karyuM che ? zuM zuddha ghI vi. lIdhA che ? zuM koI kasarata ? koI niyamo ? koI maMtra taMtra ke auSadhio ? koI dhArmika vidhAna ? so varSanI pUrNAhutimAM prabaLa nimitta tamane zuM lAge che ? karve kahe, zuddha zAkAhAra, zuddha AhAra, ane Punctuality vi. nimitto to kAraNa kharA, paNa mukhya kAraNa eka prasaMga che. pacAsa varSa pUrve rAtanA bAranA Takore eka nokarANIe bAraNuM khaTakhaTAvyuM, daravAjo kholyo. te codhAra AMsu sAthe mArA pagamAM paDI gaI. zuM thayuM ? ATalI moDI rAtre ekalI kema AvI ? rovAnuM kAraNa? nokarANI : "zeThajI ! ekano eka dikaro gADInI aDapheTamAM AvI gayo che. lohI ane mAMsa bahAra AvI gayA che. kesa sIryasa che. ghaDIo gaNAya che. DokaTara mejara oparezana karAvavAnuM kahe che. dasa hajAra rUpiyAnI tAtkAlika jarUra che. nahI maLe to oparezana nahI thAya, dikaro maraNane zaraNa thaze, huM anAtha banI jaIza. zeThajI ATalI kRpA karo. cAmaDA cIrIne, AkhI jIMdagI kAma karIne huM tamArA rUpiyA pAchA ApavA prayatna 65...

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karIza, paNa hAla vyavasthA karI Apo to tamAro upakAra jIvanabhara nahI bhulu." mane dayA AvI, saMkaTa samaye rUpiyA koIne kAma nA Ave to e rUpiyAne dhoI pIvAnA ! turaMta ja dasa hajAra rUpiyA bAInA hAthamAM ApyA. tenA moDhAmAMthI sahaja zabdo sarI paDyA "beTA ! so varSano thaje." pachI teNIe chokarAnI TrITamenTa karAvI, chokaro sAro paNa thaI gayo. bAInA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. te ghaDIe tenA aMtaramAMthI mArA mATe je AzIrvAdanA be zabdo sarI paDyA, tenA prabhAve ja meM so varSa pUrA karyA che, evuM mane spaSTa lAge che. te prasaMga Aje paNa AMkha sAme evo ne evo taravare che. ( patrakAro A vAta sAMbhaLI AbhA banI gayA. bIje divase heDalAInamAM AvI gayuM. "AzIrvAdanA baLe so varSa pUrNa karatA karve. A tAkAta che AzIrvAdanI. AzIrvAdamAM evI pracaMDa zakti che ke bhalabhalA vino haTAvI de. vaNakalpI siddhio apAvI de. rUpiyA ke sonA cAMdI bhegA karavA karatA AzIrvAdanI mUDI thAya eTalI bhegI karI levAmAM DahApaNa che. lAlabahAdUra zAstrI jevA rAjanetAo gharanI bahAra paga mukatA pahelA mAtAnA AzIrvAda laIne nikaLatA. rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa mahAkAlInA AzIrvAda meLavavA rAtadivasa jhakhatA hatA. 18 dezanA samrATa kumArapALa mahArAjA gurU hemacaMdrasUri ma.ne sadA kahetA ke sAmrAjyathI pUrNa Drama hovA chatAM tamArA AziSa mATe sadA bhukhyo chuM. * zivAjIe mogala samrATono khUDado bolAvI nAkhyo te mAtAnA AzIrvAdano ja prabhAva hato. 66....

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0 paramAtmAnA anupama AzIrvAdanA baLe ja gaNadhara bhagavaMto aMtarmuhartamAM cauda pUrvanA sarjana karI zake che. "beTA ! bIjI mAtA have karIza nahI." devakIe ApelA AvA mahAna AzIrvAdathI gajasukumAla te ja bhavamAM karmamukta banI zakyA. AvA hajAro draSTAMto che. buddhimattA hoya to AzIrvAda meLavavAnI sAdhanA karI levA jevI che, paNa te mATe niHsvArthabhAve tanane kacaDavuM paDaze, manane mAravuM paDaze, svArthane tilAMjalI ApavI paDaze, jAta ghasIne parArtha karavAnI taiyArI rAkhavI paDaze, thAya eTale bIjAnuM bhalu karavAnI, bIjAne madada -sahAya karavAnI tatparatA keLavavI paDaze, pachI juo, cAre bAjuthI kevI AzIrvAdanI helIo varase che. A AzIrvAdano khajAno jIvanane nyAla karI deze. hRdayamAM kotarI rAkho ke, meLavavA jevI jo koI cIja A duniyAmAM hoya to te eka ja che AzIrvAda. aMte... AzIrvAda sadA sukhadAyI amRta kuMbha samAna, bharabhara pyAlA pIo manavA ! janama saphala , jAna... ...67...

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kalpanAonA AkAzamAM uDanArAo duHkhI thAya che. AcArAMga sUtramAM ApaNI kalpanAtmaka manodazAne AviSkAra karatu suMdara rUpaka batADavAmAM AvyuM che. eka bhikhArI che. ko'ka dayALu tene loTo bharIne dUdha Ape che. bhikhArI mATe Aje jANe sonAno sUraja ugyo che. khUza khUzAla che. dUdhano loTo bAjumAM mukI vicAromAM caDhe che. "dUdhanuM dahIM banAvI dauM, dahIMnuM ghI banAvI vecatA ghaNA paisA maLaze, te paisAthI rUpALI chokarI sAthe lagna karI laIza, tenI sAthe majethI saMsAra sukha mANIza, ema karatA traNa-cAra chokarAo thaI jaze. huM suto hoIza ne mArA zarIra upara galuDIyAnI jema teo ALoTatA haze, mane galagalIyA thaze, koka peTa upara caDhaze, ko'ka mAthA upara to ko'ka paga upara, vaLI ghaNIvAra teo mane kaMTALo-trAsa Apaze, mArU kahyuM nahIM kare, gusso karAvaze, tyAre Ama hAtha upADI tamAco mArI badhAne sIdhAdora karI nAkhIza. hAtha upADI tamAco mAravAnuM rIharsala sAcu karyuM. tenI sAthe ja bAjumAM paDela dUdhanA loTA sAthe hAtha athaDAyo, dUdhanI sAthe aramAno paNa dhULa bhegA thaI gayA. bhikhArInA aphasosano pAra na rahyo. mAtra bhikhArInI ja nahI, ApaNA tamAmanI A AtmakathA che. manovyathA che. bhAvInA bhrAmaka svapnAonI raMgIna hAramALAo sarjI jAtane temAM keda karIe chIe. lukhkhA hADakAne cATatA kUtarAnA hAthamAM jema kazuM AvatuM nathI, sivAya ke zrama-kheda, ane niSphaLatA, tema vAstavikatAne visArI vicAronA vamaLamAM ja rAcanArA ApaNA hAthamAM paNa kazuM AvatuM nathI, sivAya ke samayano bagADo, zaktino veDaphATa, hatAzA ane nirAzA, vicAronI merethona doTa mukatA bhikhArInA hAthamAM to kazuM nA AvyuM, paNa hatuM teya gayuM. rUpakanI vAstavikatA mArmika che, sAta peDhI sudhInA mAsTaraplAna karanArAo kazuM pAmI to zakatA nathI paNa je che te ya gumAve che, je che teya bhogavI zakatA nathI. ...68...

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sukha karatA sukhanI kalpanA vadhAre suMvALI hoya che. vAstavikatA karatA vicArono AnaMda vizeSa hoya che. paNa bhramaNA e bhramaNA che, kalpanA e kalpanA che. 'upamiti bhava prapaMca' nAmanA graMthamAM siddharSi gaNIe mAnava mananI mahatvakAMkSAonuM Abehuba varNana karyu che. AnI pachI Ama karIza, pachI Ama karIza, pachI .... A pachI pachIno cheDo ja nathI Avato, mana thAkatuM ja nathI. vicAro aTakatA ja nathI. jANavA chatA kalpanAo thaMbhAvI zakAtI nathI. vAstavikatAnI bhUmi upara ubhA rahIne vicAronA aMbaramAM vicaranArane raDavAno vAro Avato nathI. paNa vAstavikatAnI bhUmi uparathI utarIne vicAronA gaganamAM TahelanAra uMDI khAImAM ja dhakelAI jAya che. gesanA phuggAnI dorI hAthamAM hoya tyAM sudhI vAMdho nahI paNa dorI chuTI gayA pachI phuggAnuM saranAmuM meLavavuM azakya banI jAya che. mananA phaggAmAM kalpanAonI havA bharAyA pachI vAstavikatAnI dorI hAthamAM rAkhavI ja paDe. anyathA poka mukIne raDavuM paDe, jIvanabhara pastAvuM paDe. vAstaviktAnuM sukha kaNa jeTalu hoya to ya sArthaka, kalpanAnuM sukha maNa jeTalu hoya to ya nirarthaka. zekhacallInA khAvAnA vicAromAM game teTalI miThAza lAgatI hoya paNa peTa kadApi nA bharAya. vicAronI gIca jhADImAM vacce bhaTakavA karatA vAstavikatAnI keDIe caDhIzu to jIvanayAtrAmAM AgaLa vadhyAnI anubhUti thaze. IF YOU TRAVEL TOO FAST, YOU WILL MISS SCENERY. kalpanAonI phAsTa sapharamAM vAstavikatAnA sauMdaryanI moja mANavAnuM cukI javAya che. aMte... potAne tuMbaDe tarIe rUDA rUpALA saDha kokanA te zuM kAmanA ? ...69....

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tamAma gulAmIothI mukta jIvana eja sAcu mahArANIpaNu kRSNa mahArAjA uMmaralAyaka thatI tamAma dIkarIone kahetA, "beTA ! tamAre rANI thavuM che ke dAsI ? rANI thavuM hoya to temanAtha bhagavAnanuM zaraNa svIkArI lo, sAdhvI thaI sAdhanA karo, ane dAsI banavuM hoya to paraNI jAva. kRSNavAsudevanI vANImAM bhaMga na hato paNa ucca tatvajJAnano arka hato. bahArathI asat lAgatI vANI pariNAme sat hatI. bahArathI kaDavI lAgatI vAta pariNAme atyaMta madhura hatI. kRSNa traNa khaMDanA adhipati hatA. vAsudeva hatA. sattara hajAra mukuTabaddha rAjAonA svAmi hatA. sukhasamRddhinI relamachela hatI, eTale eka eka dikarIone paraNAve to moTA dezanA rAjakuMvaro sAthe ja, jyAM bhoga sAmagrI aDhaLaka hoya, hajAro dAsadAsIo sevAmAM hAjara hoya, sonAnA hIMDoLe ja hiMcavAnuM hoya, batrIsa pakavAno ja ArogavAnA hoya, jyAM gayA pachI mahArANI ja banavAnuM hoya. Avu mahArANIpaNuM pitA kRNAne mana dAsIpaNuM hatuM. sAdhvI jIvanamAM teo sAcu mahArANIpaNuM mAnatA hatA. kRSNa, vAsudeva hatA. traNa khaMDanA samrATa hatA, to sAthe sAthe teo nemanAtha prabhunA upAsaka hatA. kSAyika samakitanA mAlika hatA. divyadRSTinA dhAraka hatA, sAdhutAnA prakhara pakSapAtI hatA. saMyama na laI zakavAno temane pArAvAra baLApo hato, tethI ja dikarIone sAcI mahArANI banAvavA sAdhvI banavAnI salAha ApatA, sAdhvI banAvatA. ko'ka dikarI puchatI, "pitAjI ! paraNIne to mahArANI banavAnuM che. dAsIpaNuM kevuM ? jyAre sAdhvI banavAmAM mahArANIpaNuM kevuM ?" sAdhvI banIne to ghera ghera bhikSA mAMgavAnI, ughADe page cAlavAnuM, gAme gAma pharavAnuMphuTI koDInI muDI nahI, ciMtharAno saMgraha nahIM, gAmamAM ghara nahI, sImamAM khetara nahIM, upara Abha-nIce dharatI, je maLe-jevA ...70...

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maLe tevA-vastra-pAtra vasatI-sthAna vi.mAM calAvavAnuM, bhukha-tApa-taDakA veThavAnA, roga, pariSaha - upasargo sahevAnA, kaDavA kaheNa ane apamAno gaLI javAnA, AmAM kevuM mahArANIpaNuM ? A sAMbhaLI kRSNa mahArAjA rANI/dAsIpaNAnI tAtvika vAstavikatAnuM bhAna karAvatA. beTA ! punyajanita sAmagrI, samRddhi ane anukULatAno bhogavaTo karavo e rANIpaNuM ane jyAM teno abhAva hoya te dAsIpaNuM A mAnyatA ja bhUla bharelI ane bhrAmaka che. jyAM gulAmI che, parAdhInatA che, apekSA che. tyAM dAsIpaNu che, jyAM svAmItva che, svataMtratA che, nirapekSatA che, anAsakti che, tyAM mahArANIpaNuM rAjAne tyAM rANI samRddha hovA chatA viSayonI gulAma che, kaSAyane parAdhIna che. maLelI sAmagrIthI asaMtuSTa che. bhogamAM Asakta che. mATe vAstavamAM te dAsI ja che. "je che te gulAmInuM pratika che. "je joIe che' te apekSAnuM pratika che. "je game che" te AsaktinuM pratika che, "je nathI tenuM duHkha che." te parAdhInatAnuM pratika che. prabhunA gharanI sAdhvI samRddhithI Nill hovA chatA AvezanI javALAthI mukta che. apekSAonA jALAothI mukta che. AsaktionI cIkAzathI rahita che. mATe vAstavika mahArANI che. mahArANI banavAmAM vAtavAtamAM garama thaze, sattAno ahaM naDaze, khAvApIvAmAM paheravA oDhavAmAM poNA soLAnI nahIM cAle, bhogasukhamAM kacAza nahIM cAle, kaTu veNa asahya banaze, dharma bhulAze, pucakSaya thaze, AtmasAdhanAnuM nAmonizAna nahI rahe, punyanI thoDA kALanI maherabAnI upara tAgaDadhInnA karI anaMtakALa cAle evA karmo upArjana karavAnA raheze. A badhuM che?.. dAsIpaNuM ja ke bIju kAMI ? jyAre sAdhvI banavAmAM je maLe, jevuM maLe, .71...

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te khacakATa vagara svIkArI dharmakAyanuM poSaNa karavAnuM. bhoganI khaNaja nahI, kaSAyono paricaya nahI. pUrNa svataMtratA, ekamAtra AtmasAdhanAmAM ja lInatA. koInI dakhalagIrIne sthAna nahI. thokabaMdha punya upArjana karavAnuM, thokabaMdha pApano kSaya karavAno, A che sAcu mahArANIpaNuM. pitAnI vAtsalyasabhara paralokahitakAriNI preraNA dikarIonA haiyAmAM soMsarI utarI jatI. traNakhaMDanA samrATanI tamAma putrIo samRddhi choDI sAdhvI banI, sAcA arthamAM mahArANI banI jatI. aMte .. tuM nathI jANato kyA jAya che tuM ATalI teja tArI cAla nA kara.. * * * * * ...7ra...

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strI mATe sonerI zaNagAra "zIla ja che je dezamAM purUSa sattvazALI na hoya ane strI zIlavaMtI nA hoya te deza maravAnA vAMke jIvato hoya che. sattva ane zIlanA pAyA upara ja Arya saMskRtinI ImArata aDIkhama ubhI che. A zIlanI rakSA mATe tamAma dharmazAstromAM aneka prakAranA kaDaka niyamo - maryAdAonA ullekho che. eka vakhata eka kSaNa mATe paNa strI jo asati thAya to kAyamI asatI ja rahe che. strIonuM abajonA mUlyathI tolI nA zakAya evu amUlya ghareNuM "zIla" che. mATe ja strIone zAstragraMthomAM "asUryapazyA" kahevAmAM Ave che. parapurUSanA hAtha to strIne sparzI ja nA zake paNa sUryanA kara (kiraNo) paNa strIno sparza nA karI zake. - strI to gharanuM amUlya najarANuM che, tene bArU kema banAvAya ? gharanI tijorInI cAra divAlo vacce rahevAmAM ja temanI zobhA che. surakSA che, mATe ja pUrvakALamAM janamatAnI sAthe ja rAjakumArIkAone koka ajJAta bhoyarAomAM ucheravAmAM AvatI, jethI karIne burI najaravALA duSTAtmAono paDachAyo paNa tyAM pahocI nA zake. satva ane zIlanI rakSA khAtara hasatA hasatA prANanI Ahuti ApanAra hajAro AtmavIrothI ItihAsa Aje amara che. * gavAkSamAM beThelA rAjAe rAjamArge pasAra thatI ko'ka lalanA joI, AMkhomAM vikArabhAva pedA thayo, jeno rAjAne pArAvAra pazcAtApa-baLApo thayo, A to mArI prajAjana ! mArI dikarInA sthAne che hAya ! hAya ! tene joI mArU mana bagaDyuM ! tene jovA mArI AMkha saLavaLI. A rIte to raiyatanuM rakSaNa zuM thAya ? rakSaka ja rAkSasa bane tyAM koNa kone bacAve? jAta pratye tiraskAra - phiTakAra varasAvatA rAjAe tyArene tyAre be muThThI lAla maracu baMne AMkhamAM nAkhI hasatA hasatA AMkho phoDI nAkhI ! * laMkAdhipati rAvaNanI hajAro vinavaNI thavA chatA satI sItAe leza mAtra macaka nA ApI. *..73...

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* bAvIsa bAvIsa varSano pati viyoga thavA chatAM aMjanAe manathI paNa zIlavratano bhaMga na thavA dIdho. * pelA DAkuoe potAne tAbe thaI javAnI dhamakI ApI tyAre zIlavatanA khaMDananI kalpanAthI phaphaDI uThelI caMdanabALAnI mAtAe tyAne tyAM jIbha kacaDIne jIvana TuMkAvI dIdhuM. * rUpa rUpanA aMbAra jevI mayaNAsuMdarIne koDharogathI khadabadato pati maLyo chatAM hasatA hasatA tene jIvana soMpI dIdhuM. * rAjImatie gIranArI guphAnA ekAMta vAtAvaraNamAM potAnA rUpamAM Asakta banelA rathaneminI chellI kakSAnI mAMgaNIone ThukarAvI dIdhI hatI. vikaTa sthitimAM paNa aDaga rahI "zIlavata' no ucca Adarza pUro pADyo hato, rathanemino paNa uddhAra karyo hato. * are, eTaluM ja nahI, nAnA bALakanI hAjarImAM potAnA pati dvArA thaela AMzIka kAmaceSTAthI cheDAelI e cAMpArAjavALAnI mAM bALakanA saMskAra khAtara jIbha kacaDIne hoze hoze motane bheTI paDI. AvA agaNita draSTAMto e ja batAve che ke strI mATe "zIla' keTaluM kiMmatI che ! hA ! zIlavratanI surakSA jema kaThaNa jarUra che (ane temAM paNa A kALamAM savizeSa) tema A vratabhaMganAM pariNAmo eTalA ja bhayaMkara che. tethI ja zAstromAM kahyuM che ke "e vrata jagamAM dIvo mere pyAre, e vrata jagamAM dIvo" A vratanuM pAlana jema unnatinA zikhare pahoMcADI de tema vratanuM ekAdavAra kareluM khaMDana paNa rorava narakanI UMDI khAImAM dhakelI de. ekavIsamI sadInA puTanIka yugamAM Aje pazcimanA vilAsI vAvAjhoDAthI AryasaMskRtinA vaTavRkSanA mULIyAo khaLabhaLI gayA che. svataMtratA ane svacchaMdatA e mAjhA mukI che. gharanA najarANA samI strIne bajArU banAvAI rahI che. zAstrIya niyamo-maryAdAo baMdhanarUpa lAge che. zIlavratanI uccatama ...74...

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vAtone "Out of Date" mAnI ThekaDI uDAvAya che. zikSaNakSetre-strIne jANI joIne prAdhAnya ApI, adhikAro ApI Dagalene pagale tenA zarIranA zoSaNo karI "zIla' nA cIMthare cIMtharA uDAvavAmAM Ave che. zarIra DhAMkavA nahI paNa pragaTa karavA ja jANe vastra paridhAna thAya che. T.V. cenalonA kAtila AkramaNe yuvA peDhInA nIra-hIra cUsI lIdhA che. manane vikRtionA kIDAothI khadabadatu karI dIdhuM che. paNa sabura, dareka vastuno aMta hoya che. sArA-narasA ane sAcAkhoTAnI bhedarekhA kudaratanA copaDe kadApi bhusAtI nathI. bhautikatA ane bhogavAdanI pAchaLa bhAna bhulelI AjanI duniyAne eka di jarUra pastAvuM paDaze. "Back to Nature" lapaDAka khAdhA pachI pAchA AvavuM ja paDaze. pUrvanI saMskRtino svIkAra karavo ja paDaze. vrataniyamonI mahattA mAnavI ja paDaze, anyathA A mahApApanA jAlIma pariNAmo bhogavavA taiyAra rahevuM paDaze. AryadezanI pratyeka sannArI "zIla' nA pAlanamAM dRDhAgrahI bane, gharamAM maryAdAonA suMdara pAlana thAya, manane vikRta karI jIvanane khedAna-medAna karI nAkhatA. T.V. kebala ane cenalonA duSTa aniSTothI dUra rahe, jethI susaMskArItAnI suvAsa mahekI uThe. ulkata vezane tilAMjalI ApI AryanArIonI samAjane ucca AlaMbana Ape. AvI zIlavaMtI strInA bALako paNa zUravIra - parAkramI ane sattvazALI banI AryadezanI - AryasaMskRtinI surakSA kare.. gharagharamAM ane ghaTaghaTamAM mahAsatI sItA ane aMjanAnA darzana thAya to ja dezanI adhyAtmika bhautika utkrAMti sahaja bane. aMte.... nArI apUrava divaDI ghara ghara kare ujAza zIlarakSA' nA dhAratA kADhe satyAnAza. * * * * * ...75...

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sAco zikSita te je AvI paDelA saMyogonI saharSa svIkAra kare paristhitio ane saMyogo karyAdhina che. saMyogomAM set thavuM svAdhina che. bhUla karanAra nokarane kADhI mUkIe e adAthI aniSTa saMyogone dUra karI zakAtA nathI. IcchAe ke anicchAe bhAgyayoge maLela saMyogane svIkAre ja chuTako che. ukaLATa ke Aveza karavAthI saMyogo badalAtA nathI. pharIyAdo karavAthI ke rADo pADavAthI paristhiti palaTAtI nathI. hAyahoya karavAthI saMyogomAM koI Change Avato nathI. hAma ane hiMmatathI jIvananA saMgrAmamAM jhajhumavAnuM che. prasannatApUrvaka vikaTa paristhitimAMthI pasAra thavAnuM che. hasatA hasatA badhu majethI sahevAnuM che. Aja jIvanakaLAno hArda che. sukha zAMtino raha che. eka tera varSano bALaka saMta pAse gayo. saMtane kahe, "kAramI garIbAImAM kaNasuM chuM, musIbatonI sImA nathI. eka TAIma caNA phAMkIne tenA upara cAra loTA pANI pIne peTano khADo pUravo paDe che. buddhi sArI che. Study karavAnI khUba IcchA che. lAcArIthI hAtha lAMbo karI skula phI bhegI karU chuM. gADuM haMkAruM chuM. skulamAM jauM chuM paNa mana coMTatuM nathI. vikTa paristhitionI ghaTamALa manamAMthI khasatI nathI. vicAro ane TensanonA jALA bhedIne bahAra nIkaLI zakAtuM nathI. maMdiramAM jAuM chuM. paramAtmAne prArthanA karU . paNa mana bhaTakatu rahe che. jyAM duHkha che tyAM mananI sthiratA TakavI muzkela che. bhAvinI ciMtAthI citta gherAI jAya che. karoDo mANasomAM ! mane ja ATalI viTaMbaNAo ne muzkelIo kema ? gatajanmamAM me zuM evA pApa karyA ke moja majA karavAnI A komaLa uMmaramAM ATalA duHkho tuTI paDyA? duHkhanI pIDA mane bhaNavA to detI nathI, paNa prArthanA paNa zAMtithI karavA detI nathI. ...76...

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saMtajI ! bIjuM to badhu sahI laIza paNa mArA upara eTalo anugraha karo ke jethI huM zAMtithI Study karI zakuM. zAMtithI paramAtmAne Prayer karI zakuM. manomaMthana bAda saMte coTadAra javAba Apyo. In this day and age, the finest prayer and the finest study lie in accepting life exactly as you find it. Izvara taraphathI je jIvana maLyuM che, je saMyogo ke sukha duHkha maLyA che, teno saharSa svIkAra karavo e ja moTI prArthanA che. e ja zreSTha Study che. paristhitino sAmano nahI svIkAra karavAno che. saMyogone AvakAravAnA che. pharIyAda vyartha che. sArI-narasI baMne sthitio asthira che. sukha duHkha baMne parAvartamAna che. ApadAonI pharIyAda kAyaratAnuM pratika che. ApaNA karatA vadhu duHkhI jIvono duniyAmAM toTo nathI. pADa mAna prabhuno ke hAla je che tenA karatA vadhu duHkhada sthitino bhoga tane banAvyo nathI. AvI paDela saMyogone vadhAvavA eja Big study che. maLelA game tevA saMyogo badala prabhuno pADa mAnavo eja best prayer che. | M.A., M. Com. nI amerIkana DigrI laIne bhale AvyA hoya paNa jarAka vAMku-jarA IcchA virUddha thAya, jarA koI kahyuM nA mAne, jarA dhaMdhAmAM nukazAna thAya, AvI nAnI nAnI bAbatomAM jeo uchaLI paDatA hoya. hAyahoya karatA hoya, gALo ane phariyAdonA varasAda-varasAvatA hoya evAone Well educated zuM kahevAya ? sAdhu saMtanA jIvana jo, pratikuLatAonA ja gharamAM beThA hovA chatAM kyAreka akaLAmaNa ke pharIyAdanuM nAmonizAna paNa nahi. ATha varSanA bALasAdhu paNa UghADe page vihAra kare, pagamAM phollA paDe tenI paravA nahI. ghera-ghera bhIkSA mAMgI zarIra TakAve, mAna apamAnanI koI paravA nahI. mAthanA eka eka vALa kheMcIne kADhe, pIDA ke vyathAnI ...77...

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koI paravA nahI. bhikSAmAM je maLe, jevu maLe te khAI le. svAda besvAdanI koI paravA nahI. saMyogo sAme pharIyAdo noMdhAve te abhaNa, saMyogone saharSa vadhAve te Educated. moTI yunivarsiTInI DIgrI dharAvanAra paNa saMyogo sAme TakI nA zake to abuja-abhaNa, ane Uneducated evo ATha varSano sAdhu paNa jo pratikuLatAo vacce hasato rahe to te scholar. pratikuLatA dUra karavAnI mAMgaNIne "prArthanA" kahevAnI bhUla nA karAya, A to kAyaratA che. pratikULatAno sAmano karavAnI zakti ApavAnI mAMgaNIne jarUra prArthanA kahI zakAya. "vatsa ! Study , Prayer nA thAya tenI ciMtA choDa. maLelA jIvanano zAMta svIkAra kara, majethI jIvana jIvavAno prayatna kara, pratikuLatA mupha thaI jA, A ja tAro Study che. A ja tArI Prayer che." bALaka saMtanI tattvasabhara vAto sAMbhaLato ja rahyo. jIvana jIvavAnI navI dizA maLI. Negative Approach ne manamAMthI tilAMjalI ApI. Positive Approach ne apanAvyo. kharekhara ! teno hAyabaLApo ocho thaI gayo. mana AnaMdita thayuM. jIvana praphullita thayuM. ald zuizil g cu. Don't push the river, Let it flow. ERA enA naisargika pravAhamAM vahevA do. tene parANe kheMcavAno artha nathI. paristhiti-saMyogone enA naisargika kramamAM AvavA do. tene parANe palaTavAno prayAsa karavAno artha nathI. aMte - parAjaya pAmIne paNa je parAjIta thAya nA, teno mukaddara to zuM ? maMjIla paNa hamezAM hAtha jhAle che. * * * * * ...78...

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saMsAramAM rahI vairAgyano divaDo Tagamagato rAkhe te mahAmAnava saMsArI jIvanamAM majethI jIvavA rAganI muDI joIe. sAdhanA jIvanamAM majethI jIvavA vairAgyanI muDI joIe. vairAgya eTale bhautika jIvananI bhrAmakatAno pardAphAza, vairAgya eTale satya-asatyanI bhedarakhAno sAkSAtkAra, vairAgya eTale Indriyane gamatA viSaya pratye dhikkAra-tiraskArabhAva, vairAgya eTale bhogavAdanI AMdhaLI doDa Upara pUrNavirAma, vairAgya eTale sAnukuLa vyaktio ane vastuone lAta mArI pratikuLatAmAM AnaMda ubho karavAnI kaLA, vairAgya eTale Atmika AnaMdanI anubhUti karavAnI tIvra ghelachA, virakta AtmA pudgalathI paramAtmA tarapha vaLelo hoya che. zaktithI bhakti tarapha vaLelo hoya che. bhoga choDI yogamAM Dubelo hoya che. A loka karatAM paraloka tarapha jhukelo hoya che. AvA virakta AtmAo moTe bhAge sAdhanAnI keDI pakaDI AtmasAdhanAmAM lAgI jAya che, paNa kyAreka samaya ke sthiti pratikuLa hoya to sAdhanAnA mArge jeo jaI zakatA nathI teo saMsAramAM rahIne sAdhanAnI keDIo kaMDAratA hoya che. sattAnA siMhAsano hovA chatAM moha to hoto nathI paNa kAMTALu siMhAsana kyAre chuTe ema jhaMkhatA hoya che. samRddhinI choLo temane uddhata ke ucchaMkhalA banAvatI nathI. bhoganA lapasaNIyA pagathIyA temane lalacAvI zakatA nathI. sAdhanAnA bajAramAM viraktAtmAo ghaNA maLI Ave che, paNa saMsAranI mohaka jALIomAM phasAyA pachI alipta rahenArA ko'ka viralA ja hoya che. bharata cakravartI AmAnA eka che. jeo RSabhadeva bhagavAnanA putra hatA. 60 hajAra varSa sudhI vijayayAtrA karI cha khaMDa sAdhyA hatAM. tamAma zatru rAjAone zaraNe karyA hatA. cakraratna maLI gayuM hatuM. cakravartIpaNuM maLyuM *.79...

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hatuM. bAra bAra varSa sudhI to cakravartIpaNAnA rAjyAbhiSekanI Ceremony cAlI hatI. coryAsI lAkha hAthI, channu kroDa pAyadaLa, coryAsI lAkha ghoDA, tetrIsa kroDa uMTa, traNa kroDa poThIyA. ATaluM vizALa aizvarya hatuM. soLa hajAra yakSo sevAmAM hAjara hatA. batrIsa hajAra mukuTabaddha rAjAo AjJA jhIlanArA hatA. rojanA cAra kroDa maNa anAjanI rasoI banatI hatI. dasa lAkha maNa to ekaluM mIThuM eka divasamAM vaparAtuM hatuM. traNa karoDa to moTA gokuLo hato. cauda mahAratno ane nava nidhAnonuM alokika svAmItva hatuM. cosaTha hajAra strIono divya bhogavaTo hato. apsarAne zaramAve tevuM strI ratna hatuM. batrIsa hajAra dezo ane chas kroDa gAmanuM adhipatya hatuM. traNa kroDa maMtrIo ane cauda hajAra mahAmaMtrIo hatA. rasoDAmAM 360 Export mahA rasoyAnI geMga hatI. rasoDAmAM Daily traNa lAkha mANasa ochAmAM ochuM jamatuM hatuM. esI hajAra paMDItonI parSadA hatI, navvANuM koDa dAsa dAsIo khaDe page sevAmAM hAjara hatA. samRddhino koI pAra na hato. zArIrika zakti paNa gajabanI, kahevAya che ke eka bAju kuvAnA kAMThA upara cakkI ubhA hoya ane bIjI bAju eka lAkha RSTa puSTa malo ubhA hoya. be paga vacce rassI kheMca Competition thAya, eka lAkha mallo eka sAthe doraDuM ke sAMkaLa kheMce chatA cakravartIno hAtha lezamAtra paNa halAvI zake nahI. hAre to palavAramAM uMDA pAtALa kuvAmAM gharabAI jAya. paNa koI kALe e zakya ja nathI. AvA atula baLanA samrATa che cakravartI. bhogavaTo paNa kevo ? mAtra cakravartI je dUdha pIe teno vicAra karIe to khyAla Avaze. gAyane, tenuM dUdha kADhIne cothI gAyane, ema karatA ekalAkha gAyAM sudhI javAnuM. 99999 mI gAyanuM dUdha lAkhamI gAyane pIvaDAvavAmAM Ave, e 80...

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lAkhamI gAyanuM dUdha cakravartI pIve. kevuM ragaDA jevuM haze ! kevuM pauSTika haze ! mAtra cakravartI ja A dUdha pI zake. bIjA pIvAnuM sAhasa kare to AMtaraDA phATI jAya. A to sempala rUpe dudhanI vAta thaI. cakravartInI tamAma bhogasAmagrI utkRSTa hoya. jANe te bhogasAmagrI tenA mATe ja nirmANa thaI na hoya. bIjAnuM te bhogavavAnuM gaju nahI. ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM rAmazaraNa thaI jAya. have mULa vAta.. AvI anuttara samRddhi, anupama sukha, ekachatriya sAmrAjya, alaukika bhoga vacce paNa bharata mahArAjA virakta hatA. zAstrakArone kahevuM paDyuM. "bharatajI mana hI me verAgI'' mAnavAmAM na Ave evI vAta che, apAra bhogonA kAdava vacce kamaLavat alipta rahevuM e khAMDAnI dhAra para cAlavA jevuM kaparU che. - jyAre bharatajI, cakravartInA siMhAsana upara ArUDha thatA, tyAre niyukta karela bhADutI mANaso temane coTadAra traNa vAkyo kahetA, vairAgyano divaDo prajavalita rahe, mana bhoganI bhulabhulAmaNImAM aTavAI nA jAya e hetuthI mAtra traNa vAkya sAMbhaLavA mATe ja bhADutI mANaso rAkhyA hatA. prathama vAkya kahetA ke "bhaya vadhate" arthAt rAjan ! bhaya vadhe che. duniyAmAM koI nAno duzmana paNa bacyo nathI. cAra dizAnA aMta sudhInuM akhaMDa sAmrAjya che ene vaLI bhaya zeno ? bhaya vadhe che paralokano, bhaya vadhe che karmano, cha khaMDanuM rAja karavAmAM kyA pApa nA karavA paDe ? zu sAcuM khoTuM na karavuM paDe ? kyA AraMbha samAraMbha ane hiMsA na thAya ? A badhA pApo udayamAM Avaze tyAre zuM thaze ? .... A moTo aMdarano bhaya vadhe che. bIjuM vAkya kahetA "jito bhavA" rAjan ! tuM jItAI gayo che... bahAranI duniyAmAM jene kazuM jItavAnuM rahetuM nathI te konAthI jItAyo che? rAjan ! tuM tArA kaSAyothI parAjIta che. 98 bhAIo dIkSita thaI prabhu RSabhanA caraNamAM nirbhaya thaI gayAM. tane sAmrAjyano - sattAno ...81...

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moha chuTato nathI, te sattAnI lAlasAthI tuM parAjIta che. sattA choDI saMyama na svIkAre te cakrI niyamAM narake jAya evuM jANavA chatAM sattAnI Asakti chuTatI nathI. samRddhi ane sukhano bhogavaTo punyane sApha karI jIvane kaDakA banAvI de che. evuM jANavA chatA bhoga lAlasA ochI thatI nathI. viSaya kaSAyathI, aMdaranI kuvAsanA ane kuvikArothI, ahaM ane mamathI he rAjan ! tuM parAjita che, - trIjuM vAkya kahetA, "mA haNa" rAjan ! koIne haNIza nahIM. jIva saune hAlo che. prANa saune hAlo che. koIne duHkha pahoMcADIza nahIM, Thesa pahoMcADIza nahI. - roja siMhAsana upara besatA A 'tripadI' nuM amRtapAna karI bharata vairAgyamaya tAjagIthI dIpI uThatA, A "tripadI" eka apUrva rasAyaNanuM kAma karatI, jenA kAraNe bharata siMhAsana upara besavA chatAM alipta rahI zakatA. strIonA bhogamAM paNa anAsakta rahI zakatA. samRddhionA khaDakalA vacce rahI tenAthI alipta rahI zakatA. kevI svaccha haze temanI aMtaranI manobhUmikA ! kevI zuddha haze temanI AMtara pariNatI ! kevA sthira haze AMtara viraktinA bhAvo ! bhogI chatAM yogI, saMsArI chatAM sAdhaka, rAgI chatAM virAgI. bharatanA aMtaramAM viraktino mahAsAgara uchALA mArato hato teno purAvo hato ArisA bhavanano aMtima prasaMga. bharata mahArAjA ArisA bhavanamAM che, eka AMgaLInI vIMTI sarakI gaI che. vIMTI vagara AMgaLInI jhAMkhapa joI teo anitya bhAvanAmAM caDhI jAya che. zuM zarIranI zobhA alaMkArothI che ? game teTaluM sAcavo to ya zuM zarIra nAza pAmavAnA svabhAva vALuM ja che ? zuM kathaLelA zarIranI koI ..82...

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rIte Polish thaI zake ja nahIM ? oha ! saMsAranA tamAma padArtho kSaNika che. nAza pAmavAnA svabhAva vALA ja che, to tenA upara moha zuM karavo? moha karavo e eka jAtanuM gAMDapaNa ja che. sarakatA pArAne pakaDI zakAya nahI tema kSaya pAmatA padArthone pakaDI zakAya nahI. badhu anitya, mAro AtmA ja nitya, badhu kSaNika, mAro AtmA ja sthira, badhu nAzavaMta, mAro AtmA ja ajara, amara, A bhAvanA bhAvatA bharatane te ja kSaNe kevaLajJAna thaI jAya che. ekAeka A divya jJAna thayuM nathI. tenI pAchaLa varSonI vairAgyamaya AMtara sAdhanAnuM Backing hatuM ja. aMdara gharabAyela jJAnano divaDo Aje sUraja banIne prakAzamAna thayo che. aMdara hoya to ja bahAra Ave. aNubombano visphoTa vaijJAnikonI varSonI sAdhanAnuM pariNAma che. AtmajJAnano visphoTa vairAgIonI varSonI sAdhanAnuM pariNAma che. bharata mahArAjA jevo vairAgyabhAva prApta thAya.' evI bhAvanA roja savAre uThIne bhAvIe to eka divasa ApaNA jIvanamAM vairAgyano dIpaka jarUra dipyamAna thaze. aMte.... jIvananI bhulabhulAmaNImAM, rakhe, bApu ! bhulo paDato, jaje zera-so jIvanapaMthe sIdho ItihAsane ghaDato. * * * * * ...83...

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je zUnya bane che te pUrNa bane che ghaNAnA mananI muMjhavaNa che ke mokSamAM te vaLI sukha kevuM ? tyAM pepsI nathI, kolA nathI, hoTala nathI, bAra nathI, Resort, Restaurant nathI, hila sTezana nathI. AIskrIma nathI, sumo ke ToyoTA nathI, rasagullA nathI, kerIno rasa nathI, bAga bagIcA nathI, lAITa nathI, alaMkAro ke vastro nathI, saMgIta pArTIo nathI, krikeTa meco nathI. popa saMgIta nathI, nATaka pizcara nathI, DAnsa garabA nathI, Fun-Fair nathI, sarkasa nathI. darIyA kinAro nathI, kudaratI sauMdarya nathI, varasAda ke dhodha nathI, Boy Friend ke Girl Friend nathI, jyusa senTaro ke pArlaro nathI, bheLapurI ke pANIpurI nathI, nadI nALA nathI, bAga bagIcA nathI, jaMgala ke vano nathI, parvatIya hAramALA nathI, koI svajana-parijana nathI, ke samAja nathI, klabo ke kesano nathI, totiMga ImArato nathI, lIphaTa nathI, strI nathI, bhoga nathI, rAta nathI, divasa nathI, vAva zarIra paNa nathI to sukha zuM ? eno javAba che - mokSamAM kazuM nathI eja moTuM sukha che. vastu che to duHkha che. sukhanA sAdhano duHkhanA sucaka che. jema jema sAmagrIo vadhe tema tema duHkha vadhe, jema jema sAmagrIo ghaTe tema tema sukha vadhe. gRhasthonA ghara bharelA hoya che chatA duHkhI hoya che. sAdhu niSkicana hoya che chatAM mahA sukhI hoya ekanAtha saMta hatA. phakkaDa giradhArI hatA. paheravA potaDI ane rahevAnI jhuMpaDI sivAya kazuM maLe nahIM, khAvA maLe to AMkha mIMcIne khAI le, na maLe to be loTA pANI gaTagaTAvI mastIthI ALoTI jAya, viThThalanI dhunamAM masta rahe. eka bhAIe temane puchyuM, "AvI garIbI hovA chatA ATalo AnaMda ...84...

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ane mastI pAchaLanuM rahasya zuM che ?" ekanAtha kahe e vAtano javAba pachI maLaze. hAla to mArA jJAnamAM dekhAya che ke tamArU AThamA divase mota che, mATe sAdhanA karavI hoya teTalI karI lo. A vAta sAMbhaLIne bhAIne to dhrujArI caDhI gaI, saMto anyathA nA bhAkhe, ATha divasamAM mota ! aMdhArA AvI gayAM. ghare gayo, badhAne vAta karI, khAvA pIvAnuM choDyuM, paheravA oDhavAnuM choDyuM, nAhavA dhovAnuM choDyuM, vahevAro choDyA, vAto cito choDI, haravA pharavAnuM choDyuM, gharavALAne kahI dIdhuM, mArI pAse koI Avazo nahI, mane koI bolAvazo nahI. alAyadA rUmamAM bAraNuM aMdarathI baMdha karI "rAma" nAmanI raTaNamAM lAgI gayo. AkhI jIMdagInI sAdhanA ATha divasamAM karavAnI che, anaMta bhAvine ATha divasamAM ghaDavAnuM che. saMsAranI tamAma mAyAothI sahaja alipta thaI gayo. dehanuM paNa bhAna bhulI gayo, rAta divasanuM bhAna na rahyuM. basa... rAma... rAma... rAma.. covIsa kalAkanI akhaMDa dhuna, japa, jApa. AThamAM divase ekanAtha pAse Avyo, moDhA upara motanA bhayane badale AnaMdanI choLo uchaLatI hatI. nirAzAnA badale tejajhagArA mArI rahyA hatA. jIvavAnI tamannA nathI, motano bhaya nathI, paralokanI ciMtA nathI, duniyAne choDI javAno vasavaso nathI. kaho saMtajI ! Aje AThamo divasa che. keTalA vAge yamarAjanI savArI Ave che ? temanuM svAgata karavA saharSa taiyAra chuM. pratyeka zabdamAM nirbhayatA sUcaka vajanadAra raNakAra bharelo hato. ekanAtha kahe- "mota AvavAnuM hatuM paNa "rAma" nAmanI akhaMDa dhunanA prabhAve pAchuM ThelAI gayuM. have ghare jaIne majA karo, paNa mAre eka vAta pUchavI che ke tame ATha divasa zuM karyuM ? zuM khAdhuM pIdhuM ? zuM paheryuM -oDhayuM ? zuM moja majA karI ? bhAI kahe, "kazuM ja nahIM, ATha divasamAM eka dANo khAdho nathI, ...85...

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pANI pIdhuM nathI, koInI sAthe eka zabda bolyo nathI, koInuM moDhuM joyuM nathI, eka alAyadI rUmamAM "rAma", "rAma" nA smaraNamAM bhAna bhulI gayo. AkhI duniyA bhulI gayo. jIvana maraNanI bhedarekhA paNa bhusAI gaI. zarIra ane AtmAno bheda paNa vilIna thaI gayo." ekanAtha kahe, "ane e AnaMda kevo hato ?' bhAI kahe, "varNanAtIta, avAcya, tenA mATe koI zabda nathI. anubhavagamya e AnaMda hato. mArI sittera varSanI jIMdagImAM aDhaLaka samRddhionA khaDakalA vacce ke anupama bhogonI relamachela vacce paNa jenA eka biMdu jeTalI paNa je sukhanI anubhUti thaI nathI evo viziSTa AnaMda hato. agocara sukha hatuM." ekanAtha kahe, "have tamAre tamArA praznanA javAbanI jarUra che kharI?" bhAI kahe, "vastuo ane vyaktionI zUnyatAmAM ja divya sukha samAyeluM che." je sukha me svayaM mApyuM che. Aja sudhI huM mAnato hato ke jeTalI samRddhi vadhAre, jeTalo mAna mobho vadhAre, jeTalo parivAra vizALa, eTalo mANasa sukhI, paNa Aje mArI bhramaNA bhAMgI che, divya sukhanI anubhUti sAthe divya jJAna paNa lAdhyuM che. have javAbanI jarUra nathI. AdhyAtmika jagatanI covIza kereTanI vAstavikatA che ke je khAlI thAya che te bharAya che. je choDe che te pAme che. jyAM badhu che tyAM kazuM ja nathI. jyAM kazu nathI tyAM badhu ja che. je doDe che te kadApI pahoMcato nathI. je aTake che te pahoMcyA vinA raheto nathI. je kAmanAone pure che te duHkhI che. je kAmanAone care che te ja sukhI che. je sanmukha che te khoTe raste che. je paramukha che te sAce raste che. je meLavavA mathe che te hAre che. je prayatna zUnya che te jIte che. sukhane jhaMkhanAra duHkhI thAya che. sukhane choDanAra sukhI thAya che. duHkhanA khADAthI dura bhAganAra te duHkhanA UMDA garbhamAM ja dhakelAI jAya che. duHkhane AvakAranAra duHkha mukta thaI AnaMdanA zikhare pahoMce che. ...86...

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Ano artha e thayo ke"je kaI che, jyAM kaI che", tyAM duHkha ja duHkha che. je kaI nathI, jyAM kaI nathI, tyAM sukha ja sukha che. have mokSamAM zuM che ? mokSamAM kayuM sukha che evI zaMkA thavAnA badale ema sahaja samajAI jaze ke mokSamAM zuM nathI ? mokSamAM kayuM sukha nathI. AdhyAtmika AnaMdanI sparzanA anubhavasAdhaka yogI purUSo ja karI zake. aMte - duHkha sahate sahate gujara gaI jiMdagI aba sukha mIle tokucha nayA sA lagatA hai * * * * * * 87...

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draSTi vizALa to vizva vizALa eka zikArI potAnA zikArI kutarA sAthe zikAra karavA jaMgalamAM gayo. kutaru bhukhyuM thayuM hatuM. sAme eka haraNa dekhAyuM. haraNa ane kutarA baMnenI draSTi maLI, baMnenI bhASA ekabIjAne samajAI gaI. kutaro samajI gayo ke A mArU bhakSya che. haraNa samajI gayuM ke A mAro bhakSaka che. zikArI mATe paNa A majAnI Game hatI. kutaro chalAMga mArI doDyo. haraNe paNa gAMDI doTa mukI. haraNa AgaLa, kutaru pAchaLa.... traNa cAra ki.mI. sudhI Racing thaI, chatAM be vaccenuM aMtara nA ghaTyuM. aMte haraNa surakSita jhADImAM lapAI gayuM. kutaro vile moDhe hAra svIkArI pAcho pharyo. mAlika kutarAne kahe, "kema hArI gayo ? kheladIlIpUrvaka kutarAe coTadAra uttara Apyo, "mAlika ! huM peTa bharavA mATe doDato hato, haraNa prANa bacAvavA mATe doDatuM hatuM. AthI ja haraNa pAse jAduI Speed AvI gaI hatI. A che mArA parAjayanuM asAdhAraNa kAraNa..." kutarAnI vAta keTalI kiMmatI che ! peTa mATe doDanAra kyAreya saphaLa thatA nathI, jyAre prANa mATe doDanAra kyAreya niSphaLa jatA nathI. peTa bhautika jagatanuM pratika che. prANa AdhyAtmika jagatanuM pratika che. jIvananA jaMgamAM ApaNe AghaLI doTa mukI che, paNa duHkhanI vAta e che ke A doTa peTa prerita che. prANa prerita nahI. jo te prANa prerita hota to vaNakalpI divya cetanAnA temAM darzana thatA hota. saMsArInI doTa peTa prerita che. saMtonI doTa prANa prerita che. AthI ja sasArI jIvanamAM jIvananA ane ajaMpo - asthiratAniSphaLatA ane hatAzA bharapura bahudhA draSTigocara thAya che. jyAre saMta jIvana phurti, saMtoSa, sthiratA ane saphaLatA bharapUra jovA maLe che. jIvana ramatanuM kuMDALuM ApaNuM bahu nAnuM che. "huM ane mArUM" nuM nAnuM sarkala banAvI temAM goLa goLa doDavAmAM ja jIvana samApta thaI jAya che. 88....

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Hidze ? Nil, fasiz - Sucess ? Nil, BALE ? Nil. HALU Plus H Wildl CELL Nil, Minus - Ulal Gel Full. vAta paNa sAcI che, goLa goLa cakkara mAravAmAM vikAsa ke progresa kyAMthI hoya ? kuMDALAnA sImADA toDe te ja vikAsa karI zake. saMto A sImADA toDe che. "huM ane mArUM"nI Chinese divAla toDI teo virATa bhaNI doTa mUke che. "huM badhAno ane bAdhA mArA", "vasudhaiva kuTumbakam' A bhAvanAnI dhArAthI svArthI vartuLane bhedI saMto AkhA jagatanA banI jAya che. "huM AkhA jagatano, AkhuM jagata mArUM" A che prANa prerita doTa, A che vikAsa, progresa, saphaLatA. sImADAmAM jIvanAra sImADAmAM ja mare che. virATamAM jIvanAra virATa sAthe mare che. vartuLamAM je jIve che tenI pAchaLa raDanArA maLe toya Ina mIna tIna, jyAre virATamAM je jIve che tenA mota pAchaLa samagra sRSTi AkraMda kare che. ApaNe vartuLamAM ja chIe. ApaNI doTa peTa prerita che. ApaNI draSTi khuba simita che. pUjA karIne AvelA be traNa varSanA bALakone puchyuM, "bhagavAn pAse tame zuM mAMgI AvyA ?" eka bALaka kahe, "parikSAmAM sArA naMbare pAsa thaI jAuM." bIjo kahe, "mArI zaradI maTI jAya," trIjo kahe, "mane rastAmAM kAMTA na vAge." (te divase pUjA karavA AvatA ja kAMTo vAgyo hato). cotho kahe, "badhI skulo upara aNubomba paDe ane skUlo baMdha thaI jAya." (bhaNavAno cora haze !) pAMcamo kahe, "mArA pappAne sadgaddhi maLe," meM pUchyuM, "tane ke tArA pappAne" ? te kahe, "pappAne keTalI vAra kahyuM ke "keDabarI apAvo' chatAM apAvatA ja nathI, bhagavAn temane sambuddhi Ape to.." chaThTho kahe, "mAro bola khovAI gayo che te pAcho maLI jAya.' chokarAonI alaka malakanI vAto sAMbhaLI khuba AnaMda thayo, sAthe mana ciMtanamAM garakAva thaI gayuM. kevA bALako ! kevI nirdoSatA ! kevI temanI mAMgaNI ! kevI draSTi ! kevI saraLatA ! sArA mArkasa, bola-beTa, ...89...

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keDabarI, pIpara, cokaleTa, ramakaDAM, Aja che bALakonuM sarvasva. AnAthI AgaLa vicAra ja nahI, tethI AnAthI uMcI mAMgaNI ja nahI. ApaNe 25/50 ke 7pa varSanA bALaka ja chIe. paramAtmA pAse zuM mAMgaNI karIe chIe ? chokarA chokarIone ThekANe pADI do, dhaMdhAmAM barakata lAvI do. zera bajArano Index uMco lAvI do. phalANI kaMpanInI Agency mane apAvI do. krikeTamAM InDIyAne jItADI do (India pAchaLa rUpIyA lagAvyAM che.) pratispardhIne tamArI pAse laI lo. zarIramAM ghara karI gayelA rogo dUra karo. patnino svabhAva sudhArI do. be/cAra roTalI vadhu khAI zake tevI zakti Apo. virodhIone barAbara parcA batADI do. jugAra ke AMkaDAmAM favourable pAnA AvavA do, joI, A mAMgaNI !... kevI saMkucita manodazA? kevA svArthanA nAnA kuMDALA ? kevI Narrow draSTi ? AnAthI AgaLa virATa duniyA che. virATa bhAvI che. anaMtanI yAtrA che. paNa teno vicAra ja nathI. mAMgaNI zuM thAya ? bALakamAM ane ApaNAmAM dekhAya che koI bheda rekhA ? bALaka DhIMgalI mAMge, ApaNe rUpALI patni, bALaka cAra AnA mAMge, ApaNe karoDo rUpIyA, bALaka ramakaDAM mAMge, ApaNe rAcaracIluM. ApaNI draSTie bALaka Short sighted che. jJAnanI draSTie ApaNe evA ja Short Sighted chIe. mAMgI mAMgIne Aja mAMgavAnuM ? saMto paNa prArthanA kare che, yAcanA paNa kare che. prabhu ! zarIranuM bhedajJAna karAvI amane AtmalakSI banAvo. A lokanuM bhramajJAna dUra karI paralokaprekSI banAvo. bhogavAhananI bhramaNA bhAMgI yoga mastImAM ramADo. ajJAnatAnA aMdhArA ulecI jAgRtino prakAza relAvo. dunvayI sukhanI lAlasA toDI divya sukha dekhADo. vaibhava vilAsanI Asakti toDI vairAgyano rasAsvAda cakhADo. saMsAranA duHkhada jhupaDAmAMthI muktinA mahelamAM vasAvo. A che prANa prerita doDa, AtmalakSI doDa, virATa taraphI vikAsa yAtrA. .90...

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draSTi ja TuMkI hoya to paga lAMbo zuM thAya ? vicAradhArA TuMkI hoya to virATa yAtrA zuM thAya ? * skula javAnA cora evA eka bALakane mA-bApa hAthe page TAITa doraDA bAMdhI skule padharAvI AvatA. ekavAra ghara pAsethI ThAThaDI jatI joI e bALake puchyuM, "pappA ! Ane kyAM laI jAya che ?" pappA : "masANamAM," "tyAM zuM karaze ?" citA upara caDhAvI bALI nAMkhaze !" "tane A ThAThaDI joI zo vicAra Avyo ?" pitAe puchyuM. bALaka kahe, "mane ema ke ene ya skule laI jAya che." joI bALakanI draSTi ! manamAM skula ramatI hoya eTale badhe skula ja dekhAya. * eka bALaka kahe, "mArA be mAmA che, eka mAmA sArA che, bIjA sArA nathI." meM pUchyuM, "kema ! eka lADa laDAvatA haze ? ne bIjA sAlamapAka ApatA lAge che. eTale Ama kahe che ?" bALaka kahe, "ema nathI, paNa pahelA mAmA mAMgatAnI sAthe skuTaranI cAvI ApI de che, bIjA evA che ke roI roIne aDadhA thaI jaIe to ya na ja Ape." joyuM ! draSTimAM skuTara che, eTale skuTara Ape te sArA, bIjA nakAmAM... ApaNe paNa A simita draSTinA sImADAmAM ja chIe. sAMsArika svArthapUrtinA ramakaDA ApaNe sAdhya che. te svArthavRtti jenAthI thAya te ApaNuM sAdhana, te ApaNA bhagavAna, bAkI badhA duzmana, bAkI badhA parAyA, nakAmA. hRdayamAM kotarI rAkhavA jevI vAta che kevikAsane jhaDapa sAthe nisbata nathI, nisbata che sAcI dizA sAthe. musIbata e che ke jhaDapa ApaNI pAse pAra vagaranI che paNa dizA avaLI che. svArthanA kocalAmAMthI bahAra AvI draSTi virATa banAvIe. ...91...

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jhaDapI doDavAnA badale sAcI dizAmAM Daga bharIe, to eka divasa pAramArthika maMjIla jarUra prApta thaze. aMte... je tujathI nA thaI zake prabhune e ja bhaLAva, paNiyArU nahIM prabhu bhare, bharaze ahIM taLAva. * * * * * ...92...

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kSetra koI paNa hoya, vikAsano maMtra che vaphAdArI sara nepoliyanane pUchavAmAM AvyuM, tamArI ekadhArI jItanuM sabaLa kAraNa zuM ? tamArI saphaLatAnI yazakalagI konA zIre caDhAvo cho ? tamAro will Power? apAra sAmagrI ? duzmanonI nirbaLatA ? sainikonI zakti ? paisAnuM jora ? rAjakIya kuTaniti ? kayuM tatva kAma kare che ? nepoliyana kahe, "mArI jItanuM asAdhAraNa kAraNa che, mArA sainikonI mArA pratyenI vaphAdArI... AjJAMkitatA..." mArA sainiko mane bhagavAna mAne che. mArI AjJAne jIvananuM sarvasva mAne che. mArA bolane sAcA karavA prANanI paravA karatA nathI. aMdhArA kuvAmAM jhaMpalAvavAnuM kahuM to paNa vicAra karatA nathI. dhoLA divasane aMdhArI rAta kahuM ke aMdhArI rAtane dhoLo divasa kahuM to O.K. ja kare che. Argument karatA nathI. pAMca hajAra duzmanano sAme mAtra pacAsa sainikone laDavA mokaluM to paNa hiMmatabhera doDe che. vAghanA moDhAmAM hAtha nAkhavAnuM kahuM to paNa gabharAtA nathI. are, pANImAMthI doraDA banAvavAnuM pharamAna karUM to ya vagara vicArye doraDA banAvavA besI jAya che. pANImAMthI doraDA kema bane? dhoLA divasane rAta kaI rIte kahevAya? e badho vicAra amAre nahiM karavAno, e badhu bosa jANe. amAre to mAtra bosa kahe e karavAnuM... mArA vhAlA sainikonI aNizuddha vaphAdArI ja mArI jItanuM kAraNa che. temanI AjJAMkitatA, mArA pratyeno temano vizvAsa joI mArI zakti hajAra gaNI vadhI jAya che, ane duzmana rAjAonA phaDace phaDacA bolAI jAya che." nepoliyananI vAta ghaNI uMcI che. duniyAmAM hara koI kSetre sevakanI vaphAdArI svAmInI saphaLatAnuM amogha bIja che. dukAnano nokara vizvAsaghAtI bane to dhaMdhAnI zuM hAlata thAya ? gharanA gharaghATI rAmAnI dAnata bagaDe to ? gharanA kevA hAla havAla thAya ? vidyArthI uddhata ane uzRMkhala bane to mAstaranI zI dazA thAya? gharanA chokarA ...93...

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-chokarI svachaMda banI jAya to mAtA-pitAnA zA hAla thAya ? sainiko ja kaTakI khAIne phuTI jAya to senApati ke rAjAnI kevI durdazA thAya ? ziSya zithila banI maryAdAo toDe to gurUnI kevI kaphoDI sthiti thAya? patni bevaphA bane to pati kevo behAla bane ? TUMkamAM, AzritavarganI vaphAdArI eTale svAmInI sarvatovyApI AbAdI ane AzritavarganI bevaphAI eTale svAmInI sarvatovyApI barabAdI... laukikakSetre sevakanI vaphAdArIno moTo lAbha svAmInA phALe jAya che. jyAre lokottarakSetre A vaphAdArIno lAbha svAmIne nahI sevakane potAne ja maLe che. bhakta bhagavAnane jeTalo vaphAdAra eTalo pAramezvarI kRpAno bhoktA bane. ziSya gurUne jeTalo AjJAMkita eTalo gurUnI prasannatAno pAtra bane. pAramezvarI kRpA ane gurUnI prasannatAthI jIvana nyAla thaI jAya. nepoliyananA sainiko jo tene ATalA vaphAdAra rahI zake to ApaNe paramAtmAnI AjJAne vaphAdAra kema nA rahI zakIe ? gurUnI IcchAne Adhina kema nA rahI zakIe ? bAkI to - lobhI gurU ne lAlacu celA narakanI vAre ThelaMThelA... * * * * * ...94...

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buddhinI bhrama karAve bhavanuM bhramaNa jamAlI eTale mahAvIraprabhunA jamAI, prabhunA hAthe dIkSita thaI sAdhanA karatA punyAtmA. ekavAra svAthya bagaDyuM, ziSyone kahe, saMthAro pAtharo, suI javuM che. ziSyo saMthAro pAthare che. jamAlI kahe - are ! jaldI karo, pIDA ghaNI che, ziSya kahe - saMthAro thaI gayo. jamAlI kahe, haju to aDadho ja patharAyo che, ziSya kahe, prabhuno siddhAMta che. "kaDemANe kare" karAtI kriyA thaI gaI ja kahevAya." jamAlInI buddhimA bhrama pedA thayo. tene thayuM, adhurI kriyAne pUrNa kema kahI zakAya ? mahAvIra bhale sarvajJa che. temanI badhI vAta sAcI haze, paNa A vAta magajamAM bese evI nathI. kriyA purI thayA bAda ja pUrNa thaI kahevAya. buddhimAM bagADo thAya tyAre bhagavAnanA vacana upara paNa avizvAsa pedA thAya. paramAtmAnI vAto naya sApekSa hoya che. naya eTale eka dizAno draSTikoNa, naya eTale vastune eka draSTithI jovAno abhigama, naya eTale eMgala, AvA nayo anaMtA che. paraspara sApekSa rahe to badhA no sAcA che. "kaDemANe keDe" e paNa eka naya che, eka draSTikoNa che. bhAvanagarathI hamaNAMja muMbaI ravAnA thayela vyakti mATe pRcchA karatA eja javAba maLe ke "muMbaI gayo" pachI bhale ne te rastAmAM ja hoya. prabhunA vacano zraddhA gamya che. temAM buddhinuM DahApaNa DahoLanAra pachaDATa ja khAya che. jamAlIe paramAtmAnI sarvajJatA karatA potAnI buddhine mahAna mAnI, thApa khAI gayA. nidbhava thaI gayA. sAkSAt prabhu mahAvIra maLavA chatAM AtmAno uddhAra karavAne badale DUbI gayAM. paramAtmAnA vacana trikALa abAdhita che. sanAtana satya che, evuM mAnI pachI buddhi prayoga karanAra jJAnI che. DAhyo che, paNa paramAtmAnA vacana sAcA haze ke khoTA ? e parIkSA karavA mATe buddhi prayoga karanAra ajJAnI che, kevaLajJAna thayA bAda vizvanA padArthonuM rahasyodghATana prabhue karyuM che. pachI temAM garabaDane sthAna ja na hoya. ghaNA sudhAraka krAMtikArIo kahe che, AjanA ...95...

Page #103
kALe AvI AjJAnuM pAlana zakya ja nathI. AvI AjJA prabhue kema karI? AnA badale Ama kahevuM jarUrI hatuM. sarvajJa upara potAnI sarvoparitA sthApanAra AvA lallu paMjuo zAsananA drohI che. vidhvaMsaka che. prabhunA vacana upara kuvikalpa karanArA zAsanathI dUra dhakelAI jAya che. zuM kahyuM che? enA karatA A koNe kahyuM che e mahatvanuM che. | tIrthakara bhagavaMtoe kahyuM, sarvajJoe kahyuM, emAM mInamekha asatya hoI zake ja nahIM. AvI draDha zraddhA hoya te ja dharmakSetramAM pravezavAno adhikArI ...96..

Page #104
maryAdA e baMdhana nathI saradAra vallabhabhAI paTelanA avasAna bAda temanA bhAI viThThalabhAIno patrakAroe Interview lIdho. tamArA bhAI sAthe jIvanabhara rahyA. temanA jIvananA Adarzo viSe TuMkamAM tamAro abhigama zuM che ? viThThalabhAI mATe javAba Apavo kaThina hato. teo kahe, "saradAranA ucca jIvanaAdarzone juja zabdomAM kaMDAravA azakya che, chatAM eka vAta kahuM, jenA uparathI temanI jIvana zuddhino khyAla Avaze. mArI hayAtimAM meM kyAre paNa bhAI ane bhAbhIne sAthe vAto karatA joyA nathI." keTalI mArmika vAta ! moTA bhAI eTale pitA samAna, temanI hAjarImAM bhAI-bhAbhI vAta karatA paNa saMkocAya. kevI AryadezanI ucca maryAdA ! ghare ghara A maryAdA devInuM pUjana thatuM. sasarA ke moTA bhAI (jeTha vi.) vi.nI hAjarImAM putravadhu bahAra AvI zakatI nahIM. AvavuM ja paDe to moDhe ojala paDadAthI mAthuM purepurU DhAMkIne ja, mAtra dhArmika purUSo ja nahIM rAja purUSo paNa A maryAdA pALatA, tethI ja deza samRddha ane AbAda hato. sadAcArI hato. Aje ekavIsamI sadInA nAme maryAdAonuM chaDecoka lIlAma thaI rahyuM che. vikAsanA nAme vyabhicAre mAjhA mukI che. samayanI sAthe rahevAnA nAme pazcimanuM jAnavarIyuM jIvana ghare gharamAM ghusI gayuM che. saradAranI vAto Out of Date thaI gaI che. bhAI-bahenanA nAme bhavADA thAya che. vidyArthIzikSikAonA pavitra saMbaMdho paNa kalaMkita thavA lAgyA che. paDozI ane sagA saMbaMdhIonA nejA heThaLa kuvAsanAo saMtoSatA varUonA ToLAo kIDIyArAnI jema ubharatA jAya che. | Free Life nA nAme ghare gharamAM kuvAsanAno dAvAnaLa bhabhukI uThyo che. T.V. viDIyo, kebalo, cenalo, seksI sAhitya, kumitro, bla prinTo vigere A dAvAnalamAM ghI puravAnuM kAma rAta-divasa karI rahyA che. pariNAma *.. ...

Page #105
jaga jAhera che. sarvatra maryAdA vihoNA-viveka vihoNA-jAnavarIyA jIvananA darzana thAya che. aMdhAdhuMdhI-avyavasthA-nirAzA-ajaMpa-azAMti-hatAzAthI jIvana gherAI gayA che. yAda rahe, maryAdA e baMdhana nathI, mukti che. sAmAjIka niti niyamonI lagAma jarUrI ja che. jeTale aMze maryAdA pAlana eTale aMze zAMti-prasannatA AbAdI. eTale aMze maryAdAnA khaMDana eTale aMze azAMti-ukaLATa, dizAvihinatA. dezanA rAjanetA paNa kevA hatA ! saradAranI maryAdA pAlanano Adarza jo sarvatra punaH guMjato thaI jAya to ja AbAda bhAratavarSa ApaNe pAchuM meLavI zakIzuM. anyathA hArAkIrI veThavA mATe taiyAra rahevuM paDaze. ...98...

Page #106
tagaDo bokko vahelo mare prabhu mahAvIra dezanAmAM kahI rahyA hatA. A jIvana zuddha sAdhanA karI siddha thavA mATe che. agaNita jAnavaranA jIvano pachI A kiMmatI avatAra maLe che. tene koDInA mUlya veDaphI nA nakhAya. karmanI jaMjIro toDavAnI che. dehanI abhedya divAlo toDavAnI che. akarmI ane videhI banI muktinI vijayamALA varavAnI che. dezanA sAMbhaLI zreSThIputra metAryano AtmA jAgI gayo. saMsAranI bhayAnakatA jANI te phaphaDI gayo. rUvADe rUMvADe vairAgyabhAva jAgRta thayo. Aja sudhI karmanI gulAmI karI, have gulAmI na pAlave. Aja sudhInA agaNita avatAro kaMcana ane kAmInI pAchaLa pAgala banI gumAvyA, have A pAgalapaNuM nA pAlave. Aja sudhI zarIrane ja sarvasva mAnI tenI puSTimAM kiMmatI janama gumAvyo, have A dehanI ALapaMpALa nA pAlave. Aja sudhI parijanone sArA mAnyA, have A baMdhana nA pAlave. cAritranI sAdhanA dvArA zuddhi nA thatI hoya to jIvana vyartha che. rAjA zreNika kahe che, "beTA ! tuM komaLa che. cAritra kaThaNa che. anukULatAonI relamachela vacce tuM ucharyo che. cAritra jIvana pratikuLatAothI ThAMsI ThAMsIne bhareluM che. ahIM pANI mAMge dUdha maLe che tyAM peTano khADo pUravA ghera ghera bhikSA mAMgavAnI che. ahIM nokara-cAkaronI phoja sevAmAM tainAta che, tyAM mAMdagImAM paNa ko'ka sagA maLaze ke kema ? savAla che. cAritra tArA jevA mATe duSkara che. duHsAdhya che. metAraja kahe, "mahArAjA ! vAta ApanI sAcI che, paNa paramAtmAnI dezanAmAM Aje eka draSTAMta sAMbhaLyuM, tenAthI mAro AtmA halabalI gayo che. prabhue kahyuM, eka kasAIne tyAM gAya-vAcharaDuM che. bakaro paNa che, kasAI gAya ane vAcharaDAne suku ghAsa khAvA Ape che ane bakarAne lIluchama ghAsa khAvA Ape che. *99...

Page #107
vAcharaDuM manamAM muMjhAya che. mAtAne kahe, "mAtAjI ! A kevo anyAya ? kevo pakSapAta ? ApaNe kasAIne ATaATaluM dUdha ApIe, chANa-mutara ApIe, badhI rIte upayogI banIe, chatA ApaNane sukuM ghAsa... ane pelo bokaDo koI kAmamAM Ave nahIM. Akho di navaro beTho be be karyA kare, chatAM tene lIlu ghAsa ! jo to, ApaNe kevA sukAI gayA chIe. zarIranA eka eka hADakA dekhAya che. ane ApaNI sAme ja A bokaDo rAtre vadhe che ne rAta karatA divase savAyo thAya che. vagara mahenate lIlumIThuM ghAsa maLe, kevI majhA che tene, mAM ! tArI saMmati hoya to kasAIne huM kahuM, pakSapAta choDI amane ya lIlu ghAsa Ape. mA kahe vatsa ! "ciMtA nA kara, Anu rahasya thoDA samayamAM ja jaNAze, je thAya te joyA kara." mahinA bAda kasAIne tyAM moMgherA mahemAnanuM Agamana thAya che. mijabAnI uDAvavA kasAI A RSTapuSTa bakarAne gaLAthI pakaDIne kheMcI jAya che. bakaro thara thara kAMpe che. tene khyAla AvI gayo che ke Aje rAma ramI javAnA che. eka DagaluM AgaLa vadhavA taiyAra nathI. AMkhamAMthI AMsuonI dhAra vahI jAya che. be be benI bumarANo karI bacAvo bacAvonA pukAra kare che. paNa badhuM vyartha. cAbukanA phaTakA mArI doraDAthI DhasaDI kasAI tene rasoDAmAM laI jAya che. dhAradAra charAthI eka kSaNamAM tene vadherI nAkhe che. tagaDA zarIranA mAMsathI moja-majA karI mahemAno ravAnA thAya che. vAcharaDu to ekITase A badhu dazya jotuM ja rahyuM. mAtAne puche che, "mA ! tene kyAM laI gayA? zA mATe laI gayA ? zuM karyuM?" mAM kahe, "tenA rAma ramI gayA. joyo ne, lIlA ghAsa khAvAno aMjAma ! bola, joIe che tAre lIlu ghAsa ?' vAcharaDuM kahe, "nA mA, nA, lIlA ghAsanA pApe ja jo akALe rIbAI ...100...

Page #108
rIbAIne maravuM paDatuM hoya to bahetara che sukA ghAsamAM saMtoSa mAnavo, bokaDAno karUNa aMjAma joyA pachI lIlu ghAsa svapnamAM paNa nA khape." upasaMhAra karatA bhagavAna kahe che, punyayoge prApta thaela saMsAranI bhogasAmagrI e lIlu ghAsa che. jyAre kaSTasAdhya sAdhanAjIvana sukuM ghAsa che. lIlu ghAsa khAya te tagaDo thAya ane tagaDo bokaDo vahelo mare. bhogAsakta jIvo pApathI tagaDA thAya. pApathI puSTa jIvo motanA bhoga vahelA bane. sukA ghAsamAM svAda bhale nA hoya, tuSTi puSTi bhale nA thAya. paNa motano bhaya nathI e vAta nizcita che. bhautika sukhanA abhAvamAM bahAranI ddaSTithI jotAM sAdhanAjIvana nirasa ane karkaza lAge paNa motano, anaMta janma maraNanI paraMparAno, bhaya tyAM nathI e vAta nizcita che. jyAM svAda ane puSTi che tyAM mota che. jyAM AjJAdhIna nirasatA, karkazatA, kaThoratA che tyAM abhaya che. zuM joIe, lIlughAsa ke sukughAsa ? zuM joIe, bhoga ke sAdhanA? dArUNa motane svIkAravAnI taiyArI hoya to ja lIlAghAsanAM AsvAda mANavAnuM sAhasa paravaDe, anaMtA motane svIkAravAnI taiyArI hoya to ja bhoganA caTakA mANavAnuM duHsAhasa paravaDe. lIlughAsa khAvAnI majA thoDI, sajA ati dArUNa. sukughAsa khAvAnI sajA thoDI, Future mAM zAMti-samAdhi apAra. rasoI svAdISTa joIe. kapaDA Up to date joIe, raheNI karaNInuM Status High joIe. hoTalamAM gayA vagara cAle ja nahIM. haravA pharavA gayA vagara cena paDe nahIM. TUMkamAM punyayoge maLatI badhI anukULatA, badhA bhogo bhogavI levA e lIlAghAsanuM bhojana che. Result ? punya sApha, pApanA DhagalA, durgationI bheTa, janma maraNanI vedanA, saMsAra bhramaNa. je maLe, jevuM maLe evuM calAvI levuM. pratikuLatAne AvakAravI, anukULatAne dhikkAravI. arasa nirasa AhAra, phATelA tuTelA kapaDA, jhuMpaDA jevA ghara, A badhAmAM saMtoSa pUrvaka AnaMda mANavo, A che suku ghAsa. 101...

Page #109
Result ? punyanA anubaMdho, sukhonI paraMparA, cittanI prasannatA, sahaja samAdhi. aMte mukti. sukAghAsane lIlAghAsanI paramAtmAnI vAta mArA aMtaranA pradeza pradeza kotarAI gaI che. lIlughAsa khAI thoDI majA mANI agaNita janma maraNanA cakarAvAmAM mAre phasAvuM nathI. mahArAjA ! A cAlyo huM to cAritra levA, duniyAnI koI tAkAta mane aTakAvI zake tema nathI. mahArAja zreNika to taravarIyA yuvakanI tatvasabhara vANI sAMbhaLatA ja rahyAM. metAryae prabhu pAse cAritra grahaNa karyuM. adhyayana karI jJAnI banyA. AkarA tapa karI tapasvI banyA. varSo pachI pAchA Aja rAjagRhImAM padhAryA. mAsakSamaNanI ugra tapazcaryAnA pAraNe eka sonInA ghare choravA gayA. sonI zreNIka mATe javalA ghaDato hato. mahAtmAnA darzane te gaLagaLo thaI gayo. javalA ghaDato ubho thaI gayo. tene thayuM, "Aja phalyo ghara AMgaNe jI, viNa kALe sahakAra, jANe atarmita megha vRSTi thaI, jANe akALe AMbA ugyA, jANe akathyA kalpavRkSa ne kAmaghaTa maLyA. uchaLate haiye AmaMtraNa ApI rasadAra modaka vahorAvyA, e arasAmAM koka koca pakSI AvI javalAne caNA samajIne gaLI gayuM. gaLIne uDI gayuM. sAdhu chorIne gayA. sonI bahAra AvIne jue che to javalA guma. "koNe lIdhA haze ? koNa AvyuM haze ? sAdhu sivAya to koInuM Agamana thayuM nathI, sAdhune javalA zA kAmanA ? sAdhunA vAghAmAM koI zetAna to nahI hoya ne ? kaMcana ane kAmInInA mohamAM koNa nathI phasAtuM?... nakkI sAdhunA ja kAma lAge che." ema vicArI sAdhu pAchaLa sonI doDyo. | sonI kahe- "mArA javalA sIdhI rIte ApI do, nahI to pariNAma sArU nahIM Ave." sAdhune thayuM, sAcu kahIza to A sonI krAMca pakSIne ...102...

Page #110
phADI nAMkhaze, mArI nAkhaze, nirdoSa jIvanI nirmama hatyA thaze. eTale teo mauna rahyA. sAdhunA maunathI sonIno roSa AsamAne caDyo. zikSA karavA cAmaDAnI vAgharane pANImAM palALI sAdhunA mAthe vIMTI dIdhI. sAdhune taDakAmAM rAkhyA. jema jema taDakAthI vAgharanuM pANI zoSAya, tema tema vAghara phITa thatI jAya. mAthAne tANatI jAya. | sonInA pariSahano sAdhue pratikAra nA karyo. AnAkAnI nA karI. karmanI bheTa samajI prasaMgane sahaja svIkArI lIdho. arthAdhatA keTalI khataranAka che ? mAsakSamaNanA tapasvI, mahAsaMyamI evA sAdhune zikSA karavAmAM sonIne koI khacakATa nA thayo. thoDI kSaNo pUrve kevo alaukika AdarabhAva hato ! ane thoDI ja kSaNomAM kevo dveSabhAva ! vAghara jema jema sukAya che tema tema mAthAnI naso taNAya che. hADakAo tuTe che. cAmaDAo cIrAya che. kavi prasaMgane kaMDAre che. phaTa phaTa phUTe hADakAjI, traTa traTa guTe cAmAM sonIDe pariSaha dIdhojI, muni rAkhyo mana ThAma | evA paNa moTA munijI mana navi ANe roSa Atama niMde ApaNojI sonIno zo doSa ? maraNAMta vedanA jANI muni potAnA manane samajAve che, "he mana ! tArA ja pUrve karelA kRtyonuM A pariNAma che. sonI to nimitta mAtra che. A kasoTIno samaya che. sonI upara dveSa ubho karI vairanI paraMparA vadhAravAnI mukhamI nA karIza. AgaLa paNa gayasukumALanA mAthe saLagatI sagaDI mukAI hatI, aMdhakasUrinA 500 ziSyo ghANImAM pIlAyA hatA, pelA khaMdhakasUrinI jIvatA cAmaDI utAravAmAM AvI hatI, arNikAputra AcAryanA zarIramAM bhAlA ghoMcavAmAM ..103....

Page #111
AvyA hatA, sukozala munine vAghaNe phADI nAkhyA hatA, mahAvIra svAmIne sADA bAra varSa ghorAtighora upasargo AvyA hatA, pArzvanAtha bhagavAnane dasa dasa bhava sudhI kamaThanA jIve herAna karavAmAM koI kacAza rAkhI na hatI. maraNAMta upasarga vacce A badhA mahApurUSo dehanuM bhAna bhulI AtmAnI samAdhimAM lIna banI gayA hatA. deha to nazvara che. saDana-pAna dharmI che. Aje nahIM to kAle nAza pAmavAno ja che. tenI pIDA tarapha dRSTipAta karIza nahIM." A rIte manane samajAvI dIdhuM. zarIranI eka eka nasa tuTatI jAya che, sAthe sAthe karmonI naso paNa tuTatI jAya che. mAMsanA locAnI sAthe pApanA locA paNa nikaLatA jAya che. lohinI dhArA sAthe duHkhanI dhArA paNa chuTatI jAya che. "he mana ! he jIva ! samatA cukIza nahIM." A pramANe metAraja munie manane samAdhimAM Fit karI, aMtima ArAdhanA karI, nirdhAmaNA karyA. sukRtonI anumodanA karI, duSkatonI niMdA karI, cAra zaraNano svIkAra karyo, mahAvratonuM punaHuccAraNa karyuM. zarIranI eka eka nasa phaTAkaDAnI jema phaTa phaTa avAja sAthe phuTatI jAya che. hADakAonA bhukkA thatA jAya che, paNa muni samAdhistha che. zubha dhyAnanI dhArAmAM AgaLa vadhatA ekakSaNa evI AvI ke je kSaNe deha paDI gayo, AyuSya pUrNa thaI gayuM, sAthe karmo paNa sApha thaI gayA. munine kevaLajJAna thayuM. aMtaHkRta kevaLI thayA, AtmakArya sAdhI lIdhuM. A bAju ko'ka DosIe lAkaDAnI bhArI mAthA uparathI jorathI nIce pheMkI. peluM koca pakSI bhArIno avAja sAMbhaLI phaphaDI uThyuM. dhrAsakAnA kAraNe viSTA dvArA javalA bahAra AvyA. sonIe joyA, tenA acarajano pAra nA rahyo. sAdhu upara meM kevuM khoTuM ALa mukyuM, kevA maraNAMta kaSTanI eraNa ...104...

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upara caDhAvyA, rIbAvI rIbAvIne mAryA. sAdhuhatyAnA pApathI kayA bhave mAro chuTakAro thaze ? sAtamI naraka paNa A pApI mATe ochI paDaze. hA ! zuM mahAtmA ! zuM mahAtmAnI samatA ! zuM gaMbhIratA ! eka jIvane bacAvavA jAte motane vahorI lIdhuM. dhanya sAdhunI sAdhutA ! dhikkAra che mArI duSTatAne ! A pApamAMthI chuTavA have cAritra vinA chuTakAro nathI ema vicArI te ja metAraka muninA ogho-muhapatti laI cAritra laI lIdhuM. sAdhanA karI, Atmahita sAdhI lIdhuM. metAraja munivara ! dhanya dhanya tuma avatAra. aMte bhulI bhutakALane Aje kSamA ne sneha cAhuM chuM. chalakatA urmI bhAvothI tamone huM khAuM chuM. ...105...

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jIvana phUlanI zayyA nathI, e tau raNasaMgrAma che AMkhomAM jhaLahaLIyA lAvI de evI saurASTranAM suprasiddha zaheranI A satya ghaTanA che. be mahArAja bahArathI vihAra karIne AvI rahyA che. TuMkA rastethI jaldI upAzraye pahoMcavA sAMkaDI galImAMthI pasAra thaI rahyA che. vistAra jhupaDapaTTIno che. vastI bekavarDa ane pacaraMgI che. ughADI gaTaromAM gaMdhAtuM pANI vahI rahyuM che. nAka phADI nAkhe evI durgadha phelAyelI che. pANI bharavA mATe halakI komanAM mANaso dekAro macAvI rahyA che. gALAgALI karI rahyA che. galI sAMkaDI che. pratyeka rUmo nAnI jhupaDA chApa che. aMdhArapaTTathI bharelI che. kyAMka nonaveja pakAvAI rahyuM che. tenI durgadha asahya che. nAgApugA ane kALAmesa nAnA chokarA chokarIo gaTaranI pALe ramI rahyA che. guMDA chApa TaporIonuM ToLu eka bAju tophAna macAvI rahyuM che. mahAtmAone thayuM, TuMkA rastAnAM lobhamAM ahI kyAMthI AvI gayA? jhupaDA vistAra jaldI pAra karavA gati sateja karI. mahAtmAone jatA joI eka gharamAMthI acAnaka eka bahena bahAra AvyA. "manthae vaMdAmi' sAhebajI ! amArA ghare padhAro ne padhAro. ghare AvyA vagara Apane javA nahIM daIe. mahAtmA to diDa thaI gayA. AvA jhupaDapaTTI vistAramAM jainanuM ghara ! te paNa ATaluM bhakti vALuM. paristhiti keTalI vikaTa haze tyAre ja A narkAgAramAM rahevAno vakhata Avyo haze ne ? bahena yuvAna hatA, kapaDA sAdA hatA, be-cAra ThekANe lAgelA thIgaDAo garIbInI cADI khAtA hatA. bALako tejasvI hatA. paNa kapaDA jADA laTha jevA, sAva sAdA hatA, te ya cAra/cha ThekANe rapha karelA. A pachAta vistAramAM AvA jaina kuTuMbane joI mahAtmAne pahelA to AghAta lAgyo, Ama to A vistAra pAra karavAnI utAvaLa hatI, paNa ...106..

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bahena ane chokarAono Agraha ane bhakti joI mahAtmAo temanA ghare gayA. dasa x dasanI aMdhArI rUma, temAM ja rasoDuM, temAM ja bAtharUma, temAM ja kabATa, temAM ja palaMga, mALIyAmAM Waste hajIro bharelo hato, pavana ke prakAzane AvavA mATe koI ja sthAna na hatuM. AmAM ja rahevAnuM, jamavAnuM, suvAnuM, bhaNavAnuM, uThavAnuM, besavAnuM badhuM ja Setting AmAM ja karavAnuM hatuM. rUma joIne mahAtmAne bIjo AghAta lAgyo, hRdaya dravI gayuM. be pAMca miniTa paNa kADhavI ahIM asahya bane ema che. evA baMdhiyAra gharamAM ane ubharAtI gaTaro vacce A parivAra AkhI jIMdagI kaI rIte pasAra karato haze ? puchavA jevuM kazuM hatuM ja nahI. vAtAvaraNa ja te badhI paristhitino bolato purAvo hato. Azcarya to e vAtanuM hatu ke hRdaya cIrI nAkhe tevI vikaTa paristhitimAM benanAM ane bALakonAM mukha upara gajaba prasannatA taravaratI hatI. paristhitinI jANe koI asara ja nA hoya. garIbIno temane koI aphasosa na hato, bekavarDa erIyAmAM rahevAnI koI hINapata na hatI. je kaMI maLe, jevuM khAvA-pIvA, paheravA, oDhavA, rahevA maLe, tenuM duHkha na hatuM. temAM pUrNa saMtoSa hato. paristhiti kalpI na zakAya tevI vikaTa hatI, to prasannatA paNa kalpI na zakAya tevI gajabanI hatI. gharamAM je AhAra pANI hatAM tenI bhakti pUrNa hRdaye bahene vinaMtI karI. sAhebajI ! ghara joIne saMkoca nahI rAkhatAM, amane lAbha Apo, varSe lAbha maLyo che, amane pharI pAcho kyAre lAbha maLaze te to bhagavAna ja jANe, traNe chokarAo paNa "sAhebajI ! lo, sAhebajI !! lo," karI Agraha karavA lAgyA. moTA moTA karoDipatione tyAM je bhAva-prema na maLe te utkRSTa bhAvonAM darzana ahIM thatA hatAM. zakti ane sAmagrInA abhAvamAM paNa ...107...

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horAvavAnI kevI utkaTa bhAvanA! karme AvA mahAna punyAtmAone AvI jhupaDapaTTImAM kema dhakelI dIdhA e ja samajAtuM na hatuM. dravyathI jeTalI garIbAI jaNAtI hatI, bhAvathI eTalI ja amIrAI jaNAtI hatI. temanAM bhAva sAcavavA mahAtmAoe saMtoSakAraka lAbha Apyo, badhA khuza thaI gayAM. dharmalAbha ApI bahAra nikaLatA mahAtmAnI najara eka chabI upara paDI, juvAnabhAI hatA. smArTa dekhAvaDA hatA, chabIne sukhaDano hAra caDhAvelo hato. mahAtmAone A chabI joI asahya dhrAsako paDyo. kadAca... kadAca.. A bhAI A bALakonA pitA to nahIM hoya ne ? kaMIka vicAre ke puche te pahelA ja eka bALaka bolI uThyo, "mahArAja sAheba ! A amArA pappA che. bhagavAne temane potAnI pAse bolAvI lIdhA che. pappA amArI sAthe nathI. ame temanA phoTAnAM roja darzana karIe chIe. roja temane page lAgIe chIe. temanA AzIrvAda meLavIe chIe. pappA hatA tyAre roja sAMje amArA mATe navI navI vastu lAvatA. pIppara cokaleTa lAvatA, sarasa kapaDAo lAvatA, phaLo lAvatA. bhagavAne amArA pappAne jhuMTavI lIdhA. have amArI badhI ja saMbhALa amArI mammI rAkhe che. pahelA moTA gharamAM kAkA sAthe rahetA hatAM. thoDA varSothI ahIM rahevA AvyA chIe. amArI mammI amane bahuja sArA rAkhe che. khuba sArI saMbhALa rAkhe che. je mAMgIe te tarata ja apAve che." bALaka bolato jAya che. mA sADInA cheDAthI moDhuM DhAMkIne dhruske dhruske raDatI jAya che. Dumo bharAI gayo che, eka zabda bolI zakAya tema nathI. mahAtmAonI AMkhomAMthI paNa rItasaranI AMsu dhArA vahevA mAMDe che. bALako mAtAno hAtha kheMcI puche che, mammI tuM raDe che ? kema raDe che ? pappAne yAda karyA eTale raDe che ne ? basa have yAda nahI karIe, tuM zAMta thaI jA, tuM rovAnuM baMdha kara. chokarAo paNa raDavA mAMDyA. koNa kone zAMta rAkhe ? koNa kone sAMtvanA Ape ? koNa konA ...108...

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AMsu luche ? mahAtmAonAM hRdaya paNa bharAI AvyA hatA. kathaLatA avAje mahAtmA kahe- "bahena ! ciMtA na karo, sau sArA vAnA thaze. thoDI kasoTI to jIvanamAM Ave." vAtAvaraNa vadhu duHkhada, vadhu gamagIna banatu hatuM. thoDA samaya mATe svastha thaI bahena kahe, "huM badhuM ja samajuM chuM. karmagraMthono abhyAsa me karyo che. udayamAM AvelA karmo bhogavavA ja paDe te jANuM chuM, paNa durdeva evA karmo je rIte patine jhuMTavI lIdho, je kamote temano khAtmo bolAvyo te asahya che, yAda Ave che ne haiyuM phATI paDe che. ophIsethI skuTara upara AvatA hatA, sAmethI Trake Takkara mArI, temanA zarIranA phurace pharacA uDI gayA. dekhAvaDo ane rUpALo bAMdho eka kSaNamAM mAMsano loco thaI gayo. bAjumAM lohInuM khAbocIyuM thaI gayuM. badhA ja aMgopAMga veravikhera thaI gayA. temane oLakhavA jeTalI kSamatA paNa na rahI. kALanI evI thapATa mArA pati upara paDI ke te divasa, te drazya yAda karU chuM ne kaMpArI chUTI jAya che. cAra divasa to khAvAnuM bhAvatu nathI. yuvAna vaya, traNa nAnA bALako, jIMdagI AkhI kADhavAnI, vicAratA tammara AvI jAya che. ATalAthI karmane saMtoSa nA thayo. dAkyA upara DAma devAno bAkI hato. patinuM mRtyu thatA diyaranI dAnata bagaDI. dhaMdhAmAM baMne bhegA hatA. Avaka sArI hatI. khAdhe pIche sukhI hatA, paNa diyaranI dAnata bagaDatA badhI sthAvara jaMgama proparTI temaNe pacAvI pADI, amane A jhupaDapaTTImAM mokalI dIdhA, eka rUpiyo ApavAnI vAta nathI, maLavAnI vAta nathI, are, chokarAo mATe paNa kyAreya nAnI moTI vastu lAvavAnI vAta nathI. ' paNa mana manAvI lIdhu che. AvI paDelI vikaTa paristhitino hiMmata ane prasannatAthI sAmano karU chuM. karelA karma bhogavyA vinA kyAM chuTakAro che ? Apano ghaNo samaya lIdho, Apa upAzraye padhAro, amArU to gADuM Ama ja cAlaze." .109...

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vitaka suNI kathaDate haiye munio upAzraya to AvyA, paNa manamAMthI A drazya, A vAto, A vAtAvaraNa, A paristhiti, khasavA taiyAra nathI. vicAradhArA AgaLa vadhe che. mArA mahAvIrane mAnanArA eka jaina kuTuMbanI A avadazA ? sAdhune ATalI bhaktithI supAtradAna denAranI A sthiti ? karmagraMtha sudhInA zAstranuM adhyayana karanArane AvA kliSTa karmano udaya ! jhupaDapaTTIonAM TaporIo vacce rahIne zIlanI surakSA paNa keTalI jokhamI bane ? samRddha gaNAtA jaina samAjamAM zuM AvA sAdharmiko paNa che ? keTalI duHkhada vAta che ke eka bAju lAkho karoDonA kharce occhavo mahotsavo jamaNavAro ujavAya che ane bIjA bAju AvA sAdharmIkone be TaMka mATe AkAza pAtALa eka karavA paDe che. sattA ane prasiddhi pAchaLa pAgala banelA samRddha jeno jo thoDo vicAra pravAha badale, thoDo dAna pravAha badale, to koI jainanI AvI kaphoDI hAlata na rahe. hoTalo ane hIla sTezanomAM moja majA ane mIjabAnI pAchaLa gaNatarInI miniTomAM hajAro rUpiyAnI caTaNI karI nAkhanArAonI AMkha ughaDI jAya to jaina saMgha AbAda thaI jAya. sAdharmikonI AvI kaphoDI hAlata samRddho mATe zaramajanaka che. jyAM sudhI eka paNa jaina bhukhyo-tarasyo suI jAya che tyAM sudhI tAgaDadhInnA karavAno koI jainane adhikAra nathI. paNa, Aje kALajA kaThora thayA che. sau potapotAnAmAM masta che. kone paDI che ? kone darakAra che AvA duHkhI baMdhuonI ? mahAtmAoe tatkALa koIka zrAvaka dvArA rUA. dasa hajAra temane mokalAvyA ane eka silAI mazIna apAvavAnuM vicAryuM. bhAI rUpiyA laI ghare gayA, bahena samajI gayA. kahe ke "rUpiyA pAchA laI jAo. huM sAhebajIne maLI laIza." rUpiyA lAvanArane bAraNethI ja pAchA ravAnA karyA. ...110...

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bahena upAzraye AvyA. mahAtmAne kahe, "amArI bAhya paristhiti joIne Apane bhakti karAvavAnuM mana thAya te sahaja che. Apa karUNAsAgara cho, dayALu cho, Apa sahRdayI cho, ApanI bhAvanA sArI che. paNa, sAhebajI ! temanA gayA pachI me koInI pAse hAtha lAMbo karyo nathI. eka navA paisAnI koInI madada lIdhI nathI ane levAnI IcchA paNa nathI. karmanA udaye je paristhiti AvI paDI che tene hasatA hasatA sahana karavA mArI taiyArI che. dhIraja ane hiMmatathI AgaLa vadhu chuM. Aje karma vipharela che, nasIbanuM pAnuM vakarela che, to A karmo bhogavIne khapAvavAmAM ja majA che. jo mArU nasIba sArU hota to mArA patino akasmAta kema thayo? mAre prANanAthano viyoga kema thayo ? mArA nAnA bAluDA ekAeka noMdhArA kema thaI gayA ? diyaranI dAnata kema bagaDI ? pahere kapaDe amane gharamAMthI kADhI ghA upara mIThuM kema bhabharAvyuM ? sAhebajI ! karma sivAya kone doSa devo ? bIjA to nimittamAtra che. karmane samatAthI bhogavavA, prANanA bhoge paNa zIlanI rakSA karavI, bhukhyA suI javuM paNa koInI pAse hAtha lAMbo na karavo, hAtha paga sAjA che tyAM sudhI kAma karIne-majurI karIne dikarAonAM peTa bharavA paNa koInAM ozIyALA na thavuM. koInI madada laI hADakA harAmanAM na karavA. A badhuM manathI draDhapaNe nakkI karI jIvana vitAvuM chuM. koInI madadanI mAre jarUra nathI. kAle mArA bAluDA moTA thaI jaze, bhagavAnanI IcchA haze to pAchA sukhanA dahADA jovA maLaze. bAkI jevI bhavitavyatA ! jJAnInA jJAnamAM je dekhAya che, te mithyA thaI zakatuM nathI. bhavitavyatAne koI anyathA karI zakatuM nathI. karmanA udayane TALavAnI tAkAta sAkSAt tirthaMkaromAM paNa nathI, lalATanAM lekha upara mekha mAravA koI samartha nathI. nAhakanAM rodaNA rovAno zo artha ? ApaNA karelA karmo ApaNe ja bhogavavAno che, karmano vizvAsaghAtI svabhAva Aja sudhI karmagraMthamAM ja jAmyo hato. Aje jIvanamAM sAkSAt anubhavAya che. karmanAM vizvAse rahenAranI ...111...

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nAva uMdhI thayA vinA rahetI nathI. dharma eja zaraNa che. dharma ja vizvAsa pAtra che. dharma ja tAraka che. eka mAtra dharmazraddhAnAM baLe ja Aje dhairya pUrvaka jhajhumI rahI chuM. bIjI hota to A samaye jhera ghoLIne jIvana TukAvI dIdhuM hota. paNa, huM samaju chu ke jhera ghoLI javAthI karmo baLI jatA nathI, bIjA bhavamAM pIcho kare enA karatA ahIM ja hisAba barAbara karI levo sAro. dharma ja mArU sAcu baLa che, zraddhA ja mArI sAcI muDI che, tatvajJAna ja mAro sAco AdhAra che, dharma, zraddhA ane tatvajJAna na hota to kyAranI bhAMgI paDI hota, hata prahata thaI gaI hota, kaMIka na karavAnuM karI beThI hota, have boja vadhAravo nathI. paNa ApanAM jevA mahAtmAonI sevA karI karmanAM boja ghaTADavA che. nazIba sAthe che, karma sAthe che, IzvarakRpAthI je thAya te sArA mATe ema huM mAnuM chuM. bAkI jIvana e udyAna nathI. saMgrAma che, hara koIne jIvananAM saMgrAmamAM jhajhumavuM paDe che. mardAnagI pUrvaka jhajhume teja vIra che. hatAza thaI besI janAra ke pIchehaTha karanAra kAyarI che. jhajhumavAnI paNa eka majA che. karma taraphathI A kaparI kasoTI nA AvI hota to mArI zaktino vikAsa na thAta. mArU dhairya, mArU baLa suSupta ja raheta. mArI buddhi tINa na thAta, mArU jJAna popaTIyuM ja banI raheta, Aje mArI tana, mananI tamAma zaktio pUrNa vikasita che te A Aphatane ja AbhArI che. Apa ciMtA na karatA, kadI koIne mokalatA nahI, puNya ane purUSArthanA jore jIvananAM rathane haMkAravAmAM huM pUrNatayA saphaLa thaIza evI mane draDha zraddhA che. sonAno suraja mArI rAha joto ubho haze. eka divasa teno jarUra udaya thaze. bAkI Aje to karmanAM kAphalAo sAme badhI zakti lagADIne khumArIthI laDI levAnI mArI pure purI taiyArI che. e karma sAmenA yuddhamAM mAro vijaya thAya tevA AzIrvAda Apo." vAsakSepa dvArA maMgaLa AzIrvAda laI bahena hasatA moDhe nIkaLI gayI. ...112...

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tatvajJAnapUrNa bahenanI vANI sAMbhaLI mahAtmAo Azcaryacakti thaI gayA. hRdaya dravIta karI nAkhe evI vikaTa paristhitimAM kevI aDola manaHsthiti ! bhalabhalA zUravIrone zaramAve evI bhavya khumArI ! yogI mahAtmAonI samAna kahI zakAya evI adbhUta sthitaprajJatA ! moTA camarabaMdhIone DhIlA karI nAkhe evI kevI polAdI mardAnagI ! kharekhara ! A bAIe tatvajJAna pAmIne pariNamAvyuM che. zAstrano, karmano bodha mAtra kaMThastha ke hRdayastha ja nahIM, paNa Atmastha karyo che. Ane to saMsArI chatAM sAdhaka ja kahI zakAya, bahArathI garIbI chatA jJAnanAM khajAnAthI amIra ja kahI zakAya. bAhya paristhitino svIkAra karI AtmAnAM eka pradezamAM paNa tenI sparzanA na thavA devI, e eka ucca koTInI sAdhanA ja kahI zakAya. dhanya A suzrAvikAne ! dhanya tenI sahanazIlatAne ! dhanya tenI mardAnagI ane khumArane ! aMte rAnI ho yA asvani, duHkha rahita na koya jJAnI vede dhairyase, ajJAnI jana roya // * * * * * ..113..

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hRdaya bhaLe to sAdhanA phaLe manoja pAMca varSanI uMmarano thatA bALamaMdiramAM dAkhala thayo. buddhi pratibhA hoMziyArI sArA hatA. eka pachI eka dhoraNa pAsa thato gayo. 15 varSe esa.esa.sI. ane rara varSe DokTara banI gayo. ekavAra rastAmAM tene pAMcamAM dhoraNanA sara maLyA. manoja oLakhI gayo. sara : zuM kare che ? manoja : sara ! ema.bI.bI.esa. DokTara banI gayo. manoja : sara ! Apa zuM karo cho ? sara : huM hajI pAMcamA dhoraNamAM eja sAyansano Subject bhaNAvuM chuM. | manoja : sara ! amArA sAyansano eka prazna puchuM ? sara : tArA e praznano javAba mane nA AvaDe. pAMcamAM dhoraNano koIpaNa savAla pucha, uMghamAM ya javAba ApI daIza, vIsa varSathI bhaNAvuM chuM. zabda zabda moDhe che. A prasaMga uparathI vicAra Ave ke bALamaMdirathI AraMbhI DokTara banelA manojanI jIvanayAtrAne pragati kahevI ke eka ja pAMcamA dhoraNamAM 20 varSa bhaNAvanAra ati nipUNatA prApta karavA chatAM chaThThA dhoraNano ekaDo ya na jANanAra saranI jIvanayAtrAne pragati kahevI ? manoja hoMziyAra ke sara? beghaDaka kahI zakAya ke bALakamAMthI DokTara bananAra manojanI yAtrAne ja progresa kahI zakAya, nahIM ke mAsTaranI yAtrAne. kAraNa... manoja pAse moTara, baMgalo, gADI, samAjanA sanmAna, moTI prekaTIsa, rUpALI patnI, siddhi, samRddhi badhuM ja che. jyAre mAsTara pAse eja skUla, eja klAsa, eja bleka borDa, eja pagAra, eja sthiti, eja saMyogo, badhuM enuM eja che. mAtra uMmaramAM ja progresa che. zarIra para karacalIo che. mAthe dhoLA AvI gayA che. A prasaMga adhyAtmika duniyAmAM gherA ciMtanamAM garakAva karI de evo che. dAyakAothI dharma sAdhanA karIe chIe. paNa pragati keTalI ?... varSonA pratikramaNa, bhagavAnanI pUjA, sAmAyika, tithInA AMbela, ...114...

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pauSadha, tapa-tyAga A badhI avvala sAdhanAnI mUDInI phIksa DIpojhITa akabaMdha hovA chatAMya AnaMda vedana joIe evuM kema nathI thatuM? keTalo kaSAyono vAsa thayo ? rAgadveSanI pariNati keTalI moLI paDI ? viSaya vAsanA keTalI pAtaLI paDI ? AtmazuddhinuM stara keTaluM UMcu gayuM? kaSAyanI aganajvALA keTalI zAMta thaI ?... sAdhanAnuM Quantity anusAre stara khUba UMcu javA chatAM Quality anusAre stara tyAMne tyAM ja hoya evuM lAge to Ane progresa ke pragati kema kahevI ?.. Ama kema thAya che ? .... teno javAba che ke sAdhanA ghaNI thAya che paNa sAdhanAmAM mana ane hRdaya joIe evA Involve thatA nathI. kriyA thAya che paNa yaMtravat... rUTIna mujaba, gatAnugatikatAthI, pakaDAI gaI che mATe, bhAva bhaLato nathI mATe utsAha dekhAto nathI. upayoga-jAgRti bhaLatA nathI mATe cIvaTa dekhAtI nathI. hRdaya bhaLatuM nathI mATe zuddhi ke AnaMdanI anubhuti dekhAtI nathI. dharma sAdhanAmAM ochAza cAle kacAza kadApi nahIM. thoDuM karo paNa sAruM karo, bhAvathI karo. nAnAmAM nAnuM anuSThAna paNa AtmasparzI joIe. AnaMdanA spaMdanonI anubhUti karAvanAra banavuM joIe. * puNyAzrAvakanI eka sAmAyika paNa kevI hatI ? khuda bhagavAna mahAvIra prazaMsA kare evI. * nAgaketunI eka phUlapUjA kevI hatI ? tatkALa kevaLajJAnanI bheTa dharI de evI. * aImuttA muninI eka "IriyAvahI kevI hatI ? tyAMne tyAM dhanaghAtI karmonA bhukkA bolAvI de evI. khUMkhAra hatyArA cilAtI pAse mAtra traNa padano ja svAdhyAya hato. upazama-viveka-saMvara. A tripadIe tene akSayasukhano bhoktA banAvyo. hRdaya nA bhaLe to dekhItI virATakAya sAdhanA paNa akiMcitkara che ...115...

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paMgu che, hRdaya bhaLe to nAnI sAdhanA paNa pAvaraphula che. ApaNI nabaLI kaDI kaho ke kusaMskAranuM jora kaho, asat pravRttimAM ane bhoga sAdhanAmAM hRdaya-mana vinA prayatna sahajatAthI ekameka thaI jAya che, ane sAdhanamAM manobhAvane joDavAnA lAkha prayatna karavA chatAM dhArI saphaLatA maLatI nathI, anAdinI kuvAsanAnuM A sahaja pariNAma che, chatAM nirAza thavAnuM nathI. AnaMdaghanajI jevAe paNa, "manaDuM kimI na bAje ho kuMthujina ! manaDuM kima hI na bAje,' A kAvya sarjana karI mananI durjayatA chatI karI che. chatAM manane ThekANe lAvavAnA prayAsamAM kyAMya kacAza karI nathI. rasoI mIThA vagara phIkkI lAge, tema kriyA paNa bhAvanA rasa vinA phikkI ja lAge, kriyAmAM bhAva bheLavavAno prayatna karavo ja paDe. hA ! bhAva nA Ave tyAM sudhI kriyA choDAya nahIM ? keTalAka dhyAnarasika Atmapriya sAdhako (?) bayAno ApatA hoya che ke "bhAva Ave tyAre ja kriyA karavI anyathA nahIM", AvA pracArakone puchavuM paDe ke dukAna kholIe to gharAka Ave ke gharAka Ave to ja dukAna kholavAnI ? kahevuM ja paDe ke gharAka nA Ave to ya dukAna to khullI rAkhavI ja paDe, dukAna khullI hoya to ja gharAka Ave. A ja nyAya AdhyAtmika kSetramAM kema nahIM lagADatA hoya ? vAstavikatA eja che ke bhAva Ave ke na Ave, kriyA-sAdhanA-dharmAnuSThAna cAlu ja rAkhavA paDe. dharmAnuSThAna cAlu hoya to ja kyAreka paNa bhAva jAgaze. AkAzamAMthI bhAva utarI paDaze evI kalpanAmAM rAcatA dhyAna priya sAdhakone DanalopanA gAdalAmAM mahAlavAthI koI kALe bhAva jAgavAnA nathI. sAdhanAnI vidhi samajAya, sAdhanAnA rahasyo-marmo samajAya, sAdhanAnI jarUrIyAta-upayogitA samajAya, sAdhanAnA arthanuM yathArtha parijJAna thAya. sAdhanAnI kriyA pratyenI rUcibhAva hoya, sAdhanAmAM lakhalUTa puNyabaMdha ane AtmakalyANatAnA darzana thatA hoya, to sAdhanA prANavAna banyA vinA rahe ...116..

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ja nahIM. sAdhanAnI pratyeka paLe pratyeka kriyAmAM AnaMdanI choLo uchaLyA vinA rahe ja nahIM. TuMkamAM je karo te bhAvathI karo, sArU karo, upayogapUrvaka karo, cIvaTathI karo, jAgRti sAthe karo. pachI juo sAdhanA kyo camatkAra sarjatI nathI? aMte rasto koka batADI de paNa cAlavuM paDe pote jAte dravya koka apAvI de paNa sAdhanA karavI paDe jAte. * * * * * ...117...

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ahaMkAranI Aga jIvananA bAga khAkha karI nAMkhe che eka rAjA che. tene eka vaphAdAra maMtrI che. ko'ka IrSALu maMtrI mATe rAjAnI kAna bhaMbheraNI kare che. rAjA eka taraphI vAtamAM levAI jAya che. maMtrI upara gusse bharAya che. krodhAvezamAM maMtrIne dhikkArI tiraskArI rAjyamAMthI kADhI mUke che. maMtrI vAtano tAga pAmI jAya che. koI paNa jAtanA vAMka ke doSa vinA rAjA dvArA thayelu A apamAna tenA mATe asahya thaI paDe che. potAnI vaphAdArIno ATalo dArUNa badalo maLaze evo tene svapnamAM paNa khyAla na hato. maMtrIe gAMTha vALI, nirnimita thayelA apamAnano jaDabesalAka javAba ApavAno manomana nirNaya karI lIdho. hRdayamAM atUTa vairanI gAMTha UbhI karI, aMtara saLagI uThyuM. rAjAne jIvato keda karI rAI rAI jeTalA TukaDA karavAnI verabhAvanA rageragamAM saLavaLI uThI. rAja choDI gAma choDI anya rAjAnI cAkarImAM lAgI gayo. AvaData ane hoMzIyArInA jore rAjAne vaza karI lIdho. ekavAra rAjA kahe- maMtrIzvara ! tamArI sevAthI prasanna chuM. koI IcchA hoya to jaNAvatAM rahezo. maMtrIzvara : mArI potAnI to koI IcchA nathI. phalANA rAjAne jItI tenuM rAjya kabaje karavAnI tIvra kAmanA che. rAjA : to cAlo, yuddhanI taiyArI karo. maMtrI ghaNA samayathI je sUcaka paLanI pratikSA karato hato te ghaDI AvI cUkI. pAsAo sIdhA paDyAno AnaMda tenA mukha para taravarato hato. verano badalo vALavAnI veLA AvI paDatA aMgeaMgamAM krodhAvezanI jvALAo bhabhUkI uThI. bicArA maMtrIzvarane khyAla nathI ke verabhAvanAnuM A bIja jyAre virATa vaDalo banI jaze, tyAre janama janama sudhI dArUNa trAsa-yAtanAnA phaLo bhogavavA paDaze. te vakhate kevA hAla havAla thaze. hAla to ahaMnI evI ...118...

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akkaDa divAla UbhI thaI gaI ke bhaviSyanI koI kalpanAnuM kiraNa paNa pravezI zake nahIM. khUMkhAra yuddhanI taiyArI thaI cukI che. yA homa karIne kudavAnuM che. rAjAne jIvato keda karavo che. game tevA galIca rastA apanAvIne paNa rAjAne parAsta karavo che. ghamasANa yuddha zarU thayuM. lAzo DhaLavA lAgI. jotajotAmAM rAjA jIvanakeda thaI gayo. maMtrIzvaranI murAda saphaLa thaI. have savAla hato rAjAne zuM zikSA karavI ? phAMsI ? to to eka miniTamAM khela khalAsa thaI jAya. have to rAjAne dhoLe divase tArA dekhAI jAya, nirnimitta mArA karelA apamAnanuM bhAna thaI jAya, rIbAI rIbAIne rAjA mare, evI kaDakamAM kaDaka zikSA karavI che. maMtrIzvara rasAlA sAthe rathamAM beThA, rAjAne rathanI pAchaLa doraDAthI laTakato bAMdhyo. sArathIne AjJA karI, zakya eTalI cIla jhaDape ratha doDAva. barbaratA bharI krUra zikSA sAMbhaLI rAjA mUchita thaI gayo. paNa have bacAvano koI vikalpa na hato. mAphI mAMgavAthI paNa maMtrInA aMtaramAM saLagato vairano dAvAnaLa zAMta thAya tema na hato. have to hasatAM ke rotAM sahana kare ja chuTako hato. ratha cAlyo, patha kapAto jAya che ne patharALa mArgamAM addhara laTakatI rAjAnI kAyA cholAtI jAya che. lohInI zero chuTavA lAgI. mAMsanA loMdA nikaLavA lAgyA. narakanI sAkSAt yAtanA bhogavatA rAjAnA mukhamAMthI brahmAMDabhedI ciciyArIo nIkaLavA lAgI. - have bacAve koNa ? karma viphare che tyAre rAjA mahArAjAonA kevA lohIyALa hAla havAle karI mUke che te jovAnI khUbI che. rAjAnI ciciyArIo sAthe maMtrIno AnaMda vadhato jAya che. chAtI gajagaja phale che. mAruM apamAna karyuM hatuM, te yAda che ne ? nirdoSa evA mane dezanikAla karyo hato te yAda che ne ? rAjan ! A eja tAro maMtrI che. mArA jIvananI sauthI zreSTha AnaMdanI ghaDI A che. varSonI dhIrajanI sAdhanAnuM Aje phaLa maLyuM che. mArA aMtaranI Aga Aje zAMta thaI rahI ...119...

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che. rAjan ! A to Sample che. hajI ghaNuM bhogavavAnuM che. ema mota paNa sastu maLavAnuM nathI. rIbAvI rIbAvIne tene mAravAno che. maMtrIzvara abhimAnamAM mastAna che. jIvananA paramocca sukhanI anubhUti karI rahyo che. tene koNa samajAve ke bIjAne duHkhI karIne meLavelo AnaMda tAmasI AnaMda che. tAmasI AnaMda mANanArAone bhavAMtaramAM paramAdhAmInA avatAra levA paDe che. halakI yonImAM trAsadAyaka vedanAo bhogavavI paDe che. paNa AvatI kAlano vicAra karavA de to tene ahaMkAra zuM kahevAya ? sAmI vyaktinA guNasmaraNa ke upakAra smaraNa karavA de to ahaMkArane aMdhakAranI upamA ze apAya ? rAjA pIDAya che, cholAya che, ane maMtrI malakAya che. acAnaka camatkAra sarjAyo. rAjAnuM dIna vadana soLekaLAe khIlI uThyuM. rUdananA ThekANe hAsya chavAyuM. moDhA upara apUrva teja prasannatA chavAI gayA. ciciyArInA badale geya kAvyanuM raTaNa cAluM thayuM. maMtrI coMkI gayo, ATalI kAramI vedanAmAM AvI apAra cittaprasannatA zAthI? na dInatA, na koI ukaLATa, na bhaya, na koI motanI ciMtA, na uga na koInA upara dveSa... mukha upara chalake che teja-AnaMda-prasannatAnA phuvArA.... maMtrIne Azcarya thayuM. rAjAno AnaMda joI maMtrIno AnaMda osarI gayo. ATalI vedanA vacce ATalI prasannatAnuM rahasya zuM che ? ahaMkAra mUkI vinamratAthI maMtrIe prasannatAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM. rAjA : maMtrIzvara ! vedanAnA vAvAjhoDA vacce eka kAvyapaMktinuM tejakiraNa mArA manamAM jhabukI uThyuM. rAjya kALa daramyAna tatvagoSThi arthe kavi kAlidAsanuM meghadUta kAvya vAMcyuM hatuM. temAM eka paMkti vAMcavAmAM AvelI. basa, A aDadhI paMktinA puNya smaraNe ja mArA mAnasane gebI Dhabe parAvartita karI dIdhuM. mane UMDA ciMtanamAM garakAva karI dIdho. vAstavikatAno svIkAra karavAnI gajabazaktino mArAmAM saMcAra thayo. maMtrI : mane paNa A camatkArI paMkti saMbhaLAvo ema IcchuM chuM. ...120...

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rAjA : mahAmaMtra samI A paMkti sAMbhaLI le. nIti para caDhI nema '' A zlokArdhamAM kavi kAlidAsa prasannatAno mahAmaMtra batAve che. rathanA paiDAmAM rahelA ArA nIcethI upara jAya che. uparathI nIce Ave che. mANasanI dazAnuM paNa evuM ja che. kyAreka rAjA to kyAreka raMka, kyAreka bhogI to kyAreka rogI, kyAreka AnaMda to kyAreka AjaMda. caDhatI ne paDatI kudaratano naisargika krama che. taLeTIthI zikhara ane zikharathI taLeTI sudhInI yAtrAmAM kramazaH tamAma sthAnabiMduo avazya sparzavA paDe che. sau koI mATe A samAna niyama che. Ajano karoDapati kAlano roDapati che. kudarata ke karma koIne paNa kyAre paNa sadAnA sukhI ke sadAnA duHkhI karatA nathI. jIvanacakranI sAthe avasthAnuM cakra sadA pharatuM ja rahe che. maMtrIzvara ! avasthAnuM parAvartana sahaja che. tene svIkAre ja chuTako che. cha khaMDanA samrATa cakravartIo narakanI raurava vedanA bhogavI rahyA che. ahIMnA camarabaMdhI samrATo nigodamAM sabaDI rahyA che. divya sukhamAM hAlatA devatAo vanaspatikAyamAM phala tarIke laTakI rahyA che. kudaratanA nyAyataMtra sAme koInuM kazuM cAlatuM nathI. karma dvArA maLelA saMyogono pratikAra zakya nathI. harSa ane zoka karavA vyartha che. rAjamahelanA vaibhavI bhogo meM majethI mAyA che. to zarIranA ghasAvAthI chuTatA lohInA phuvArAnI vedanA kema majethI nA mANavI ? hasatAM ke rotA je bhogavavAnuM ja che. teno pratikAra zA mATe ? je kaMI sahana karavuM paDe che. te ApaNA ahaMkArane AbhArI che. When there is no ego, there is no suffering. meM A karyuM. huM A karIne batAvIza. Avo ahaMbhAva Ave che tyArathI patananI-duHkhanI zarUAta thaI jAya che. maMtrIzvara ! A tatvajJAnanI lhare mArI dInatA gaI ane parama prasannatAno mane anubhava thayo che. yAda rAkhaje, sApanuM nAnuM baccuM paNa ...1ra1...

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jherI ja che. jokhamI ja che. mAraka ja che. vairabhAvanAnuM nAnuM bIja paNa khataranAka che. ajJAtadazAmAM Acarela akAryanA pariNAmo jyAre jJAta dazAmAM bhogavavAno samaya Ave che. tyAre revaDI dANAdANa thaI jAya che. mATe bahAranA nahIM aMtaranA duzmanone mahAta karavA lAgI javAnuM che. rAjAnI tatvavANI sAMbhaLI maMtrI pIgaLI gayo. rAjAne bheTI paDyo. kSamA mAMgI, mukta karyo. vairanuM visarjana karyuM maitrInuM sarjana thayuM. A prasaMga ane kAlidAsano zlokArdha pUravAra kare che ke, "A jIvananI tamAma avasthAo kSaNika che. sukha ane duHkha, caDhatIne paDatI, zoka ane AnaMda, hAsya ane rUdana A badhuM sahaja che. naisargika kramamAM badhI ja avasthA badhAe avazya bhogavavI paDe che. A satyane svIkArI anukULatAmAM abhAva ane pratikuLatAmAM pradveSabhAva karavo joIe nahIM." je Ave tene mahemAna gaNI sahaja AvakAratA rahevuM. je maLe tene parAyu gaNI aliptabhAve svIkAratAM rahevuM e ja sukha-zAMti-prasannatA pAmavAno mUlAdhAra che. aMte... motane kahI do ke na muke hoDamAM nija AbarU zUnya che e koIno mAryo kadI maraze nahIM. * * * * * ...1rara...

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motanuM maraNa mANasane sadA jAgRta rAkhe che zAstramAM eka adbhuta kathAnaka che. eka vaNika kuTuMba che. pitA dhArmika bhAvanA saMpanna che. paramAtmAnA bhakta che. gurunA upAsaka che. dharma pratye vaphAdAra che. jIvAdi nava tattvanA jJAtA che. dIkaro rAjan barAbara ulTA svabhAvano che. dharma sAthe bAramo caMdra, paramAtmAne patthara mAnanAra, guruone gALo denAra, TuMkamAM nAstika ziromaNi kahI zakAya. rAjatnA dharmavirodhI valaNathI pitA mAnasika rIte trAsI gayA hatA. pitAne eka ja ciMtA hatI. mArA gharamAM avatarela bALaka dharma nahIM Acare to paralokamAM tenuM zuM thaze ? deva-guru upara anAdara-asadbhAva keLavaze to kadAca sAtamI naraka paNa enA mATe ochI paDaze. game te bhoge tene dharmAbhimukha karavo ja rahyo. pitAjI : beTA ! prabhunA darzana-vaMdana pUjana kara. tenAthI bahoLA puNyanuM upArjana thaze, je puNya bhAvimAM AvanArI Akasmika Apattio ane vidano sAme DhAla banI ApaNI rakSA karaze, jIvanamAM havA-pANI ane khorAka jeTalI ja jarUra dharmanI che. dharmavihoNA mAnava khoLIye jAnavara jevA ja hoya che. prabhu to premanAM puMja che. karUNAnA mahAsAgara che. dayAnA bhaMDAra che. azaraNanA zaraNa che. anAthanA nAtha che. ApaNA jIvananI cAvI prabhunA hAthamAM che. paramAtmAnI bhakti ja jIvananuM parama kartavya che. karmonI jaMjIro toDavA duHkha trAsa yAtanAothI mukta thavA prabhunuM zaraNa, prabhunuM smaraNa ati jarUrI che. asahya duHkha vedanA ke pratikuLatA AvI paDaze tyAre koNa hAtha pakaDaze? koNa bacAvaze ? koNa tArI rakSA karaze ?.. devanI jema guru tatva paNa mahAna che. deva nirdoSa che, to guru nigraMtha ...123...

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che. nirmaLa AcAranA pAlaka che. niHsvArtha parArthaparAyaNa che. ApaNe asaMyamanA kAdavamAM khUMpelA chIe. gurudevo ucca sayamanA sAdhaka che. Dagalene pagale ApaNA jIvanamAM pApo ja pApo che. munionuM jIvana saMpUrNa niSpApa che. ApaNe pratikSaNa bhogo pAchaLa gAMDA banyA chIe. sAdhuo bhogone lAta mArI tyAgapradhAna vRtti vALA che. hiMsA, jUTha, corI, abrahma ane parigrahanI durgadhathI ApaNA jIvana kohavAI rahyA che. aNagAro A badhA doSothI saMpUrNa mukta che. beTA ! sAdhuo to vizvanI ajAyabI che. bhogavilAsanA jherImAM jherI vAyarA vacce jIvanabhara aNizuddha brahmacaryanuM pAlana karanArA mahAtmAonI jeTalI prazaMsA karIe eTalI ochI che. duniyAthI nirALA rahI cAra divAla vacce AtmasAdhanAmAM mazagula banI javuM e koI nAnIsunI siddhi nathI. pitAjInI AvI AtmalakSI dhArmika vAto sAMbhaLI rAjan krodhathI saLavaLI uThyo. pitAjI ! AvI dharamabaramanI haMbaga vAto mArI pAse karavI nahIM. bhagavAna jevuM koI tatva hayAta nathI. paththaramAM paramAtmAnI kalpanA karavI e mukhamI che. pratimA sAme kalAko sudhI bhajanIyA lalakAravA e vesTa opha TAIma che. paththaranA pUjana arcana karavA vyartha che. mANasa potAnI buddhipratibhA ane sAhasika prayatnathI ja saphaLa thAya che. bhagavAnanI maherabAnIne khoTo yaza ApavAnI jarUra nathI. pitAjI ! AjanA kALe guruo paNa badhA daMbhI kapaTI ja che. dharmanI hATaDIo kholI svArthapUrtinA dhaMdhA sivAya temane koI kAma nathI. bhoLI prajAne aMdhazraddhAmAM bhoLavI potAnI vAha vAha karavAmAM ja guruone rasa che. AcAracustatA te hotI haze? 21 mI sadI, vilAsI vAyaro, bhaktonI vaNajhAra, zAhI sanmAno, pakavAnonI relamachela, A badhA vacce cAritra pAlana zakya ja nathI. "brahmacarya nu aNizuddha pAlana zuM AjanA kALe zakya che ? anAdinA kusaMskAronuM jora hoya, chellI koTInA kunimitto Dagalene pagale patharAyelA hoya, yuvAna vaya hoya. ghIthI lathapatha AhAra pANI hoya, badhI ja anukULatA hoya. AvA lapasaNA saMyogomAM brahmacarya ke saMyama ...1ra4...

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pALavuM zakya ja nathI. badho naryo daMbha che. lokone ThagavAnI kaLA che. rAjannA nAstikatApUrNa vacanone sAMbhaLI pitAjI sajjaDa thaI gayA. AnA badale peTe pANo pAkyo hota to sAruM thAta, kapaDAM dhovA to kAma lAgata... Avo vicAra jhabakI gayo. goLa goLa pharatA bALakane jema AkhI duniyA pharatI lAge, tema nAstikatAnA cakarAvAmAM AkhI duniyA nAstika ja lAge. rAjannI dhIThThAI ane guru pratyeno dveSa joI pitAne putra pratye savizeSa karUNA upajI. tene sudhAravAno daDha saMkalpa karyo. aMtaramAM bhAvanA eka ja hatI. mArA gharamAM Avela AtmA deva-gurunI niMdA karI, temanA upara asadbhAva keLavI durgatino mahemAna na ja banavo joIe. pitAe rAjAne saghaLI bInA kahI. rAjA pitAjInA jIgarI dosta hatA. rAjA : ciMtA nA karo zreSThijI ! A bahu moTI vAta nathI. chokaro nizcita ThekANe AvI jaze. pitA rAjAnA sAMtvanathI prasanna thayA. rAjAe putrane sIdho karavA eka gupta yojanA ghaDI. rAjatijorImAMthI ratna corAvyA. putranA kabATamAM bhedI rIte mukAvaDAvyA. DhaMDhero pITAvyo. sainiko dvArA zodhakhoLa cAlI. putranA kabATamAMthI ratno maLyA. reDa henDeDa pakaDAtA rAjan kAMpavA lAgyo. lokothI dhikkArAto rAjan rAjadarabAre laI javAyo. phAMsInI sajA jAhera thaI. rAjane dhoLe divase tArA dekhAI gayA. paga nIcethI dharatI sarakatI lAgI. ghaNo bacAva-ghaNI AjIjI karavA chatAM rAjA ekanA be nA thayA. phAMsIno divasa Avyo. agaNita mAnava maherAmaNa nATaka jovA umaTya. nirdoSa hovA chatAM akALe motane bheTavuM paDavAthI rAjananI vyathAno pAra nathI. rAjAnI gupta bhedanItithI ajJAta hovA chatAM pitA AnaMdita che. kAraNa tene zraddhA che. rAjA je karaze te sArA mATe ja karaze. "deva gurunI niMdA karato, putra jIvatA rahe enA karatA to..." evo vicAra paNa pitAne ekakSaNa mATe AvI gayo... mAnava maherAmaNa.. ciciyArIo... taraha tarahanI carcAo... ...125...

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sahAnubhUtio.... A badhAnI vacce rAjAe jAherAta karI, "mAla muddA sAthe cora pakaDAyo che. phAMsInI sajA nizcita che, chatAM eka kAma kare to phAMsI mApha thaI zake !' A vAta sAMbhalI rAjanmAM navacetanAno saMcAra thayo. mota pAchuM ThelAtuM hoya to game te zarata mAnya che. AkAza pAtALa eka karavA taiyAra chuM. hajAro aMtaranA kutuhala vacce rAjA kahe, "eka telano chalochala bharela vATako levAno, hajAronI medanI vacce AkhA gAmamAM pharI pAchuM rAjamahele AvavAnuM. zarata eTalI ja ke eka paNa TIpuM nIce paDavuM joIe nahIM. TIpuM paDatAM ja talavArathI mAthu juduM thaI jaze. hemakhema agniparIkSAmAMthI pAsa thaI javAya to phAMsI mApha.." eka bAju vAgha bIjI bAju nadI jevI hAlata che. chatAM TrAya karavAmAM vAMdho nathI. kadAca saphaLa thaI javAya to phAMsInA phaMdAmAMthI to ugarI javAya. zarata maMjura thaI. lokonA kutuhalano pAro UMco caDhyo. apAra mAnava maherAmaNa che. vAMjItronA nAda gagana bhedI rahyA che. loko kutuhalavaza cIcIyArIo pADI rahyA che. tALIonA gaDagaDATa varasI rahyA che. ane A bApu hAthamAM telathI chalochala bharela vATako laI dhImI paNa nakkara gatithI AgaLa vadhI rahyo che. bAjumAM hAthamAM talavAra laI darabArI cAlI rahyo che. mAthe mota bhamatuM dekhAya che. telanuM TIpuM paDyuM nathI ke talavArathI dhaDa juduM thayuM nathI. sAmAnya niyama ja che, motano bhaya jeTalo vadhu hoya jAgRti paNa eTalI ja tIvra hoya. gaganabhedI kolAhala vacce rAjanuM dhyAna telanA TIpAM upara ja saMpUrNa kendrita che. nathI dekhAto mAnava maherAmaNa ke nathI saMbhaLAtA vAjIMtro ke ciciyArIono eka zabda. lokonA kutuhala sAthe ane uzkerATa sAthe savArI AgaLa vadhe che. jota jotAmAM traNeka kalAkanI janma maraNanI ramata samI jokhamI saphara bAda rAjanuM hemakhema rAja darabAre AvI pahoMce che. ghAta gayAthI hAzano anubhava kare che. motanA mukhamAMthI bacI javAthI AnaMdano koI pAra nathI. loko paNa AnaMdita che. tenA nAmano jayajayakAra paNa kare che. rAjA kahe che, "te agni parIkSA saphaLa rIte pAsa karI che. have tArI ..1ra6...

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phAMsI mApha che. saMpUrNa jIvatadAna che. paNa mAre tane eTaluM ja pUchavuM che ke ATalI medanI ane ATalA avAja vacce AvI lAMbI saphara hovA chatAM eka TIpuM paNa telanuM nIce paDyuM nahIM AnuM rahasya zuM ?" rAjan H AnuM eka mAtra rahasya che "motano bhaya' mota mAthe bhamatuM hatuM eTale mana tamAma bAhya padArthothI pAchuM vaLI eka telanA TIpAmAM keMdrita thaI gayuM hatuM. bIjuM kazuM dekhAtuM na hatuM. saMbhaLAtuM na hatuM. huM ATalI lAMbI ane jokhamI saphara saphaLatApUrvaka kevI rIte kheDI zakyo tenI kalpanA huM pote paNa karI zakato nathI. have motano bhaya gayo che, tethI nizcita banI gayo chuM. have daza DagalA paNa A rIte cAlavuM zakya nathI, kAraNa mota dekhAtuM nathI. koI ciMtA ke bhaya nathI mATe ja... motanA gabharATathI ja taddana azakya dekhAtuM kArya zakya banyuM che. have motano bhaya nathI. Aje koI karoDa rUpiyA InAma Ape to paNa A kArya zakya nA bane.. rAjAe lAga joI sogaThI mArI... "bhalA, tArI to mAnyatA che ne ke sAdhupaNuM pALavuM Aje zakya ja nathI. brahmacarya pALanArA to daMbhI che. kudaratI uThatI viSaya vAsanAne kaMTrola karI zakAya ja nahIM vi. vi.... paNa, tArI A mAnyatA galata che. eka motanA darzanathI jo tuM phaphaDI gayo, eka motanA bhayathI tuM bAhyabhAvo prati AMdhaLo-baherA-muMgo banI gayo. eka motanA gabharATathI rAdhAvedhanI jema telanA eka TIpA upara tAruM dhyAna keMdrita thaI gayuM. eka motanI kalpanAthI jo tArI tamAma viSaya vAsanA marI paravArI gaI hoya to... sAdhune potAnA anaMta motanA darzana thAya che. keTalo phaphaDATa haze temane ? anaMta motanA bhayathI teo pUrNa introverted (aMtarmukha), duniyAdArIthI baherA muMgA AMdhaLA kema nA banI zake ? anaMta maraNanA gabharATathI ekamAtra Atmatatva upara teo potAnuM saMpUrNa dhyAna kendrita kema nA karI zake ? anaMtA motanI vAstavika kalpanAthI sAdhuo suvizuddha saMyama ane brahmacaryanI sAdhanA karI potAnI viSayavAsanAno bhukko kema nA bolAvI zake ? ...127...

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sAdhu to sAdhu che. vizvanI zreSTha ajAyabI che. pavitratAno merUpuMja che. temanA mATe asat vikalpo karavA jevuM gAMDapaNa bIjuM koI nathI. zAna ThekANe rAkhI vicAra, jIbha ThekANe rAkhI bola. sadAcAra ke saMyama pALavAnI ApaNI kAyaratAnA kAraNe sAdhuone utArI pADavAnI ApaNI manovRtti atyaMta zudra che. ApaNAmAM rahetI doSanI prabaLatA sAmI vyaktinA guNAbhAvanI sUcaka banI zakatI nathI. mATe ja nAstikatA choDa, sAdhuonI niMdA kuthalI choDa, jIvanane thoDuM guNasabhara banAvavAno prayatna kara. pachI khyAla Avaze ke bhautika duniyAthI upara adhyAtmika duniyAno AnaMda hajAro gaNo che. bhogavilAsa karatAM tyAgane saMyamamAM sAcI Atmika AnaMdanI lahera che. dhana karatAM dharmanI tAkAta pracaMDa che. tArI bahera mArI gaelI buddhine ThekANe lAvavA tArA pitAnA kahevAthI A nATakanuM Ayojana karAyuM hatuM." rAjAnA akSare akSara rAjannA aMtaramAM kotarAI gayA, tarkasaMgata mArmika vAto prasaMga jANavA-mANavA maLatA nAstikatAnuM jhera utarI gayuM. sAdhu pratye dhikkAra tiraskAranI bhAvanA marI paravArI, apUrva sadbhAvanAnA bIja ropAyA. rAjAjI ! Apa mArI AMkha ja nahIM aMtarane ughADI dIdhuM che. janama janama ApanA upakArano badalo nahIM vaLI zake. Apa nizcita raho, AjathI huM adharmI maTI dharmI banuM chuM. nAstika maTI Astika banuM chuM. sAdhu veSI maTI sAdhuno paramabhakta banuM chuM. pitAjI paNa putranA parIvartanathI rAjI rAjI thaI gayA, khUNAmAM besI AMsUnA be TIpA pADI lIdhA. putra karoDo rUpiyA kamAI caraNe dharI de enA karatAM hajAro gaNo AnaMda pitAne putra dharmI banyo eno hato. dhanya pitA, dhanya rAjA, dhanya putra rAjanuM. je koI pitA banyA che teo jAtane traNa prazno pUche, dikarAnI nAstikatAnuM duHkha che kharuM ? ...128...

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| dikarAne dharmI banAvavAno koI prayatna karyo kharo ? dikaro dhanavAnuM bane to rAjI ke dharmavAn bane to ? ane... jIvanane mRtyunI joDalI akhaMDa che. mAnI le mRtyu e jIvanano khaMDa che. * * * * * ...129...

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True Seekers Are Rare eka Zen mAsTara hatA. temanuM nAma hatuM lIna cI (Lin Chi). eka hajAra ziSyo hatA. mahArAjA temanA AzramamAM vijhITe AvyA. hajAra ziSyonI sAdhanA joI rAjA khuza thaI gayA. rAjAe savAla karyo, tamArA kula ziSyo keTalA che ? lIna cI kahe, pAMca ! rAjAne acaraja thayuM. sekaDo ziSyo mArI najare joI rahyo chuM. ane gurU kahe che pAMca ja. eka ziSyane puchyuM, tamArA gurunA ziSyo keTalA ? ziSya kahe, pUrA hajAro rAjAne gurUnI vAta rahasyapUrNa lAgI... pharI pUchyuM. ApanA ziSyonI saMkhyA keTalI ? guru kahe, pAMca. rAjA kutUhala rokI nA zakyo. gurune kahe, ApanA guDhArthane samajavA mArI buddhi kuMThita che. rahasyo-sphoTa karI mArA mananuM samAdhAna karo. mane dekhAya che hajAra ziSyo, ziSyae paNa kahyuM hajAra che ne Apa kaho cho ke pAMca ja... alabat ! tame khoTuM bolo cho, evuM mAnavA paNa mAruM mana taiyAra nathI. gurue eka ja lITImAM jaDabAtoDa 8414 24144. True seekers are rare. rAjan ! sAdhanA karanArA ghaNA hoya che. paNa sAdhako viralA hoya che. sAdhanA mATe sAdhanA karanArA viralA hoya che. khANa bhalene sonAnI hoya temAM ya sonA karatAM paththaranuM pramANa ja vadhu hoya che. sAdhanA samAna hovA chatAM AzayabhedathI sAdhanAbheda ane sAdhaka bheda thaI jatA hoya che. sAdhanA badhA kare che paNa ko'ka dekhAdekhIthI, ko'ka ahaMkArathI, koka prasiddhi mATe, ko'ka bIjAthI AgaLa AvavA, ko'ka kIrtikAmanAthI, koka kula paraMparA jALavavA, koka bhautika sukha mATe, koka IrSAthI, koka dveSathI, ko'ka dekhADo karavA, ko'ka gurune khuza karavA, AvA to ghaNA ghaNA kAraNo hoya che. | mArA ziSyo hajAra che, eTale zarIra sAthe saMkaLAyelA hajAra ziSyo che, paNa aMtara sAthe saMkaLAyelA mAtra pAMca che. jene nathI duniyAnI tamA, nathI mAna sanmAnanI paravA ke nathI yaza kIrtinI kAmanA. ...130...

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potAnI IcchAthI sAdhanA karanArAno toTo nathI, gurunI IcchA mujaba ArAdhanA karanArA ja sAcA arthamAM sAdhaka che. sAdhanA sArI paNa temAM svecchA ke svataMtratA khoTI che. gurune AdhIna rahevuM eja moTI sAdhanA che. sAdhanA karanArAone paNa "sva" no ahaM naDato hoya che. svanuM gurUmAM vilinIkaraNa thatAnI sAthe ja sAdhanAnI zarUAta thAya che. gurune hRdayamAM sthAna ApanArA ghaNA sAdhako maLe, te badhA dhanyavAdane pAtra che ja, paNa gurunA hRdayamAM sthAna meLavanArA sAdhako viralA hoya che. gurune sevAthI nahI samarpaNabhAvathI vaza karavAnA hoya che. bAhya vinayathI nahIM aMtaraMga vaphAdArIthI gurunA hRdayamAM avasthAna maLatuM hoya che. ApaNI apekSAonA balidAnathI gurukRpAnI helIo varasatI hoya che. gurune guru tarIke svIkAranArAno toTo nathI, gurune bhagavAna mAnanArA viralA hoya che. jenA hRdayamAM gurunI bhagavAnarUpe pratiSThA thaI gaI che teno beDo pAra samajo. Aje to najIvI vAtamAM ziSyane gurunA doSadarzana thaI jAya che. apekSAo tuTatA guru pakSapAtI lAge che. kyAreka to Sa ane tiraskAra paNa ubharAI Ave che. AvA chidrAnvezI dharmArAdhakone sAdhaka kahevAnI bhUla nA thAya. dIkarAnA doSadarzana mATe mAtA sadAnI aMdha che. ziSya te ja je gurunA doSa darzana mATe sadAno aMdha che. kAmanAone paMpALe te nahIM kAmanAonA bhuddhabhukkA bolAvI de te ja sAco sAdhaka. tyAga karI khAvAnA vicAra cAlatA hoya, choDI ane bhogavavAnA vicAra cAlatA hoya, tyAga paNa khumArIthI nahIM paNa maratA maratA thato hoya, kyAre niyama vrata pUrA thAya ? kyAre tyAganA vADAmAMthI chUTIe? kyAre sAdhanAno aMta Ave ? AvI nAmada vicAradhArA sAdhakane sAdhanApatha uparathI Tyuta kare che. kAmanAnA pUjArI prabhune bhajI zakatA nathI. sAdhanAmArgamAM bAdhaka che kAmanA. kAmanAno abhAva ja svayaM sAdhanA banI jAya che. kAmanA kApavAnuM kArya koka kovida ja karI zake, badhA sAdhanA karanArAnuM paNa gajuM nahIM. sAdhanA karIne puNya ke zuddhinA khaDakalA UbhA karI devAnI paNa jene khevanA nathI te ja sAco sAdhaka ...131...

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che. sAdhanAthI zuM joIe ? eno javAba ja jenI pAse nathI. sAdhanAthI sAdhanA ja joIe, sAdhanAnA AnaMdarasamAM evI mastI lAge ke enAthI caDhiyAtA AnaMdanI te sAdhaka kalpanA paNa karI zakato nathI. sAco sAdhaka potAnI sAdhanAthI kadApi saMtuSTa thato nathI. ghaNI sAdhanA thaI have thoDo Rest laIe. AvI ArAmakAmanA sAdhakane nA hoya. jyAM sudhI pUrNajJAnI nA thavAya tyAM sudhI sAdhanAdhArA avirata cAlatI rahe. abhyAsanA sAtatyamAM eka paLanI bAdhA paNa tene viMchInA DaMkhanI jema korI khAtI hoya, hAza' ke poro khAvAnI kalpanAthI mukta hoya, te ja sAdhaka vijayamALA varI zake che. Victory goes to the one who practises drama. rAjan ! AvA guNayukta sAdhakane huM sAdhaka mAnuM chuM. evA sAdhaka hajAramAM pAMca ja che, mATe me pAMca ziSya kahyA. bAkI badhA zikSita che. sAdhakanI pUrvabhUmikAmAM rahelA che. keTalAka to sonAnA caLakatA gIleTa pAchaLa rahelA pittaLa jevA paNa che. IcchuM chuM ke sau koInuM kalyANa thAya." rAjA mAsTaranI vANI sAMbhaLato ja rahyo. daMga thaI gayo. sAdhanAnI sUkSma bhedarekhAnuM bhAna thatA AnaMdita paNa thayo. aMte - pracaMDa jhaMjhAvAtothI paNa tuTe nA evo tAra zodhuM chuM. jIvanapatha para sadA sAtha de evo yAra zodhuM chuM. * * * * * ...13ra...

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aMdaranA ukaLATane zAMta karatA erakaMDIsananI zodhamAM Aje ApaNe eTalA badhA bAhyamukhI (Extroverted) thaI gayA chIe ke ApaNe koNa chIe ? tenuM paNa ApaNane bhAna nathI... bALapaNathI ja AMdhaLI doTa zarU thaI jAya che. paridhimAM raheluM mana dharImAM rahelA AtmAne satata nAca nacAve che... kAma karIne zarIra thAke che. mana kyAreya thAkatuM nathI... sadA be DagalA AgaLa ja rahe che. rAtre sUtA savAre chApAmAM zuM Avaze teno vicAra ! chApu hAthamAM letAM moDuM thaI jaze' hajI ghaNAM kAma bAkI che... maMdire javuM che. maMdiramAM jatAM manamakSikA bhojana tarapha doDe che... navakAravALI hAthamAM letA Aje kyAM javAnuM che ? kone maLavAnuM che ?.. kone keTalA ApavAnA che? konI pAsethI keTalA levAnA che ? tenI siriyala zarU thaI jAya che !... bhojana karatAM dhaMdhAnI ... ane ghara choDI dUkAne jatA ghara-chokarA ane vyavahAranI ciMtA! .. nirIkSaNa karatAM mAluma paDaze ke paDachAyAnI jema mana sadA AgaLa rahIne mAnavane sva keMdrathI vaMcita rAkhe che... samayanA pravAhanI jema kSaNamAtra paNa mananI sthiratA nathI. mATe ja Rational Animal (boddhika prANI) gaNAto Ajano ra1 mI sadIno mAnava bhotika sAmagrIonA khaDakalA vacce kyAreya na hato tevo azAMtaatRpta ane adhIro banato jAya che. zAMti zodhavAnA tanatoDa prayatna kare che. .. bahAranA ghoghATathI dUra bhAgI zAMtijhonavALA vistAramAM ke jyAM moTaragADIonI hotI nathI. pherIyAnI bumarANa nathI ane kUtarA-gadheDA jevAone pravezabaMdhI ja che.) dariyAkinAre moTo mahela bAMdhI Dabala beDa ane cAramaNanI Danalopa gAdI para ALoTe che... duniyAne bhulavA reDIyoTeparerkoDaranA kRtrima ghoghoTo ubhA kare che !. tenAthI paNa kaMTALe che, badhI svIca opha kare che... ane manane zAMta karavA mathe che paNa Taka Taka Taka thato ghaDIyALano avAja chAtInA dhabakArA vadhArI de che !... have zuM ...133...

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kare ?... kyAM jAya ?.. koNa tene samajAve azAMtino strota aMdara ja che... bahAranI duniyAmAMthI mukta thaIza paNa jAtathI chUTIne kyAM jaIza?.. bahArano ghoghATa nahIM tAru aMtaratattva ja tane akaLAve che, je tArA zarIranI jema sadA sAthe rahe che, mATe ja zAMti joIe to satata bhAgadoDa karatAM tArA manane sthira karavAnI jarUra che. Science ane Spirituality mAM A ja aMtara che... AkhA vizvane avAcaka banAvI Azcarya pamADe tevI High technology-computersmachinery-electonic-entitles 247 vid velall 24 (42ilos fall roboTa zodhanAruM vijJAna lAkha prayatna karavA chatAM manane zodhI zakyuM nathI, mATe ja mAnavane zAMti pradAna karavAmAM sadaMtara niSphaLa rahyuM che. uparathI vadhu kura ghAtakI ane ugra mAnasa banAvI vijJAne mAnavane dizAvihIna karI mukyo che. jyAre adhyAtma kahe che ke "tArA manane sthira kara, tenA vega para breka lagAva, to zAMti tArI paricArikA banIne raheze." A eka ja Master key mAnavane paramazAMtino anubhava karAve che... zAMtamana ja mAnavane mahAmAnava banAve che. manane doDAvI sAInAIDanI zodha karI AphreDa nobelane aMte to potAnI zaitAnIyata para pArAvAra pastAvo ja thayo hato. zAMti-azAMtinA kAraNa rUpa manane nahIM zodhanAra vijJAna apUrNa che ane apUrNa ja raheze... adhyAtmanI pUrNatA svIkArI teno Azaro lIdhA vinA vijJAnano ArovAro nathI. mATe ja "yunI" (vizvazAMti mATe sthapAyela aneka dezonI saMyukta saMsthA) nI sthApanA vakhate tenA cArTaramAM prathama suvarNAkSarIya vAkya AlekhAelu che. War begins first in the mind of man and it should be ereadicated there from first. yuddhanI zarUAta mAnava manathI thAya che.. khUMkhAra yuddha TALavA prathama manamAM uThatAM yuddhane zAMta karavuM paDaze. A ja vAta hajAro lAkho varSa pUrve ApaNA maharSio bhAkhI gayA che. ...134...

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savAramAM uThatAnI sAthe ApaNA manamAM paNa AvA aneka yuddho zarU thaI jAya che, jenA kAraNe jIvana azAMti-saMgharSa ane gharSaNapUrNa bane che.. taMdulIyo matsya ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM sAtamI narake pahoMce che. prasannacaMdrae ghaDIkamAM narayogya dalIko bhegA karyA, A badhI mananI ja lIlA che, mATe ja jIvanane prasanna karavA manane zAMta karavuM rahyuM, tenA strotanI dizA badalavI ja rahI, dhArIe tyAre manane uThabesa karAvI zakIe evI kaLA hastagata karavI ja rahI, dareka dharmanA aneka yogonuM aMtima lakSya paNa Aja che... paramAtmAe "samaya goyama mA pamAyae" no maMtra paNa A ja hetuthI Apelo che. mananI sthiratA sthapAyA pachI ghoghATIyA vAtAvaraNamAM paNa paramazAMtino anubhava nizcita thavAno. * * * * * ..135...

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zIlanI surakSA e ja strInuM kiMmatI AbhuSaNa che. nAkoDA gAmamAM cAraso jainonA ghara hatA, dhaMdho ane dharma baMne purajozamAM dhamadhamatA hatA. satvazIla purUSaratno ane zIlavaMtI nArIo A gAmanuM bhUSaNa hatuM. ekavAra eka zeThanI dIkarI pANI bharavA jatI hatI. rAjakumAra ghoDA upara te ja rastethI pasAra thato hato. kanyA rUpALI hatI. ekalI hatI. rAjakumArane mazkarI karavAnuM mana thayuM. ghoDA uparathI utarI kanyA sAthe majAka mastI zarU karI. kanyAe macaka nA ApI, te mArgamAM maunapaNe AgaLa vadhatI rahI. rAjakumAranI khaNaja vadhI. kanyAno mArga rokyo, vALano sparza karyo, parapurUSano sparza thatAM ja kanyA samasamI uThI, rAjakumAranI duSTatA para phiTakAra varasAvyo. raDatI AMkhe, dhaDakate haiye, te ghare AvI, AMkhamAMthI azrudhArA aTakatI nathI. moDhAmAMthI zabdo nIkaLatA nathI. pitAjI puche che, beTA ! thayuM zuM che ? je hoya te niHsaMkoca kahe, kanyAe saghaLI hakIkata kahI saMbhaLAvI, pitAjIno pitto gayo. rAjakumAranI A hiMmata ! ATalI hade duSTatA ! Ama ja jo cAlaze, to gAmanI mA-dikarIonI salAmatI kema raheze ? rAjA ja jyAM duSTa hoya, rAjakumAra ja vyabhicArI hoya tenI prajA nirbhaya ke surakSita kema rahI zake ? pitAe paMca samakSa vAta mukI, vAta sAMbhaLI mahAjana paNa coMkI gayuM. "rAjakumArane koIpaNa bhoge zikSA thavI ja joIe. anyathA pariNAma sAruM nahIM Ave." ema vicArI mahAjana gayuM rAjA pAse. rAjAne saghaLI hakIkata jaNAvI. rAjAe vAta manamAM na lIdhI. rAjA kahe, rAjakumAra nAno che. nirdoSabhAve jarA ramata karI emAM ATalo hobALo macAvavAno nA hoya. koI cheDatI karI che ? baLAtkAra karyo che ? maryAdAbhaMga ke aniSTakRtya karyuM che ? kAgano vAgha zA mATe karo cho ? nirdoSa ramatane ATalI hade zA mATe cagAvo cho ? mahAjana kahe, "rAjan ! A ramata nathI, melI ramata che, AmAM nirdoSatA nahIM mananI malInatA kAma kare che. Aje dekhAto A nAno doSa bhaviSyamAM vikarALa svarUpa dhAraNa karaze. ...136...

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cAritrahIna lo. nAnAba jakhama nathI. rAjakamAM nahIM ja hatI cAritrahIna rakSakathI gAmanA hIra cuMthAI jaze. A vAtane haLavethI na lo, gaMbhIratAthI lo. nAnA paNa sApanA baccAnI upekSA khUba jokhamI che. nAnA paNa doSano bacAva khUba jokhamI che. gAmanI mA-dikarIono zIlano savAla che. enI upekSA hitAvaha nathI. rAjakumAra potAnI bhUla kabula kare, kanyAnI mAphI mAMge, nahIM to pariNAma sAruM nahIM Ave. rAjAnI bhUla thAya to mahAjana temano kAna pakaDe evI mahAjananI hAMka hatI. rAjA na mAnyo, rAjakumArano ja pakSa lIdho, rAjAnI A moTI bhUla hatI. aMdarathI prajvalita ane vyathita mahAjane nakkI karyuM ke have A nagaramAM rahevuM kSemakara nathI. bIjA nagaranA rAjA pAse mahAjana gayuM. tyA vasavATa mATe mAMgaNI karI, rAjA to khuza thaI gayo. AvuM mahAjana mAre tyAM kyAMthI ? khuzIthI padhAro. mahAjana nAkoDA parata AvyuM. nAkoDA narezane kahyuM - amAre tIrthonI yAtrArthe javuM che. rakSaNa mATe sainiko Apo. rAjAe sainiko ApyA. AkhuM mahAjana gADAo bharI ghara khAlI karI nIkaLI paDyuM. bAjunA nagaramAM AvatA ja mahAjane sainikone kahyuM, have tame jAva, ame pAchA AvavAnA nathI. ahIM ja kAyama mATe vasavAnA chIe. tamArA rAjAne samAcAra Apajo ke "je nagaramAM mA-dikarIo nirbhaya nA hoya te dezamAM rahevuM mahApApa che. je nagaranA rAjAo ja jo kuzIla hoya, cAritryahIna ane vyabhicArapoSaka hoya te nagaramAM eka miniTa paNa rahI zakAya nahIM." pAchA vaLelA sainikoe samAcAra ApatAM ja rAjA DaghAI gayo. mahAjana upara ja gAmanI AbAdIno AdhAra hoya, mahAjana gayuM eTale sarvasva gayuM. rAjAne tammara AvI gayA, rAjakumArano khoTo bacAva karyo tenuM ja A duSpariNAma che, e vAtano khyAla AvI gayo. bAjunA gAmamAM mahAjanane maLavA rAjA svayaM sAme caDhIne gayo. mahAjanane vinaMtI karI, mArI bhula thaI gaI. mane kSamA karo, Aje mArI AMkha ughaDI gaI che. tamArI vAta sAcI hatI. putranA mohamAM huM tamane nyAya ApI zakyo nahIM. huM dilagIra chuM. paNa mArI nAnI bhulanI ATalI moTI sajA nA karo, kSamA karo, ...137...

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nagaramAM padhAro. have koI divasa tamane anyAya nahIM thAya, mArA gAmanI mA-bahena-dIkarIo sAme burI najarathI jonAranI AMkha phoDI nAkhIza, pachI bhale te mAro putra kema nA hoya. huM khAtrI ApuM chuM ke havethI mArA rAjamAM AvI koI kanaDagata nahIM naDe. mahAjane zAMtithI javAba Apyo, "rAjan ! ghoDA tabelAmAMthI chuTI gayA pachI pAchaLa doDavAno artha nathI. AgamAM hAtha nAkhyA pachI rADArADa karavAno artha nathI. jheranA ghuMTaDA pIdhA pachI bacAvo bacAvonI bUmo mAravAno artha nathI. have ame ahIM sthira thaI gayA chIe. pAchA AvI zakavAnI koI ja zakyatA nathI. IcchA nathI. vIle moTe rAjA pAcho pharyo, senApati vagara sainikonI je hAlata yuddhabhUmi upara thAya tevI hAlata gAmanI thaI. mahAjana to gAmanuM hArTa hatuM. te gayuM eTale sarvasva gayuM. cAraso ghara eka sAthe khAlI thaI jatAM dhaMdhAo paDI bhAMgyA. rAjavyavasthA paDI bhAMgI. levaDa devaDo paDI bhAMgI. gAmano cArma sApha thaI gayo, anya komo paNa gAma choDavA lAgI. thoDA ja samayamAM AkhuM nAkoDA ujjaDa thaI gayuM. sarvatovyApI samRddhithI chalakAtuM nAkoDA jANe smazAnamAM rUpAMtarIta thaI gayuM. AjanA kALe A vAtano Adarza ghaNo preraka che. eka kanyAnI sAmAnya mazkarI karavA mAtrathI AkhuM gAma khAlI thaI gayuM. kevI abhUta mahAjananI khumArI ! kevI aNizuddha zIla pAlananI maryAdA ! strInI sAme AMkha UMcI karIne jonArane mahAjana eka miniTamAM nyAta bahAra phaMgoLI nAkhatuM. A bAbatamAM moTA karoDapati ke rAjA mahArAjAonI zeha zarama rAkhavAmAM AvatI nahIM. Aje kALe karavaTa badalI che. ucca AdarzonuM saMpUrNa zirSAsana thaI cUkyuM che. koleja lAIphamAM boyaphreMDa ke garlaphreMDa na rAkhanArAo vediyAmAM khape che. zani, ravi ke rajAonA divasomAM hoTelo, resTorAM, bAro, hIla sTezanomAM paga mUkavAnI jagyA maLatI nathI. AkhI rAta dArUnI choLo uchaLe che. suMdarIonA nAcagAna cAle che. vikRti ane vyabhicAroe mAjA ...138...

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mukI che. kumAra-kumArIkAonA hIra-nIra sApha thaI jatA hoya che. nokarI karatI kanyAo, strIo, havasakhora rAkSasonA vikRta paMjAmAM saraLatAthI phasAI jatI hoya che. moDI rAta sudhI azlila cenalone AMkha phADI phADIne joI jIvananA Vital power no khurado bolAvI devAmAM AvI rahyo che. skulo, kolejo, sarakArI saMsthAo, ophiso, hoTelo, beMko, yatra tatra sarvatra strIpurUSanA sahaastitvathI vikRtino dAvAnaLa bhabhUkI uThyo che. "strIne samAna hakka'' "purUSa samovaDI strI" "strInI zaktine bahAra lAvo.' vi. vAto koI strI hitecchuonI nathI paNa havasakhora mAnasanI vikRta pedAza che. purUSa samovaDI banavA jatA strI bajArU banI gaI che. tenuM zIla cuMthAI gayuM che, tenuM jIvana luMTAI gayuM che, tenuM zarIra paNa pIMkhAI gayuM che. khAna-pAna, veza-paheraveza, haravA-pharavA, raheNI-karaNI, bolacAla tamAma stare maryAdAonA sImADA tuTatA vAsanAnI nadInA ghoDApura umaTavA lAgyA che. lAja zarama, maryAdA, AcArasaMpannatA, kSobha A mahAna guNonA darzana dUrlabha prAyaH thaI gayA che. bhale dUniyA game teTalI AgaLa vadhatI jaNAya. paNa maryAdAbhaMganA duSpariNAmo darekane A bhavamAM ja bhogavavA paDaze, paralokamAM to javAba Apavo bhAre paDI jaze. thoDI majA, thoDA bhoga sukho, thoDA jalasA khAtara jIvana barabAda karavAnI murkhAmI karavI ucita nathI. duniyA hajI cetI jAya to sAruM che. bAkI patananI agAdha khAImAM gabaDyA pachI astitvanI noMdha maLavI paNa muzkela banI jaze. jeTale aMze AcAra maryAdAo tuTavAnI eTalA duHkho ane hArAkIrIo bhogavavA ja paDavAnA. patananA gartAmAM paga sarakI jAya e pahelA AMkha ughaDI jAya to ghaNuM sAruM che. aMte para nArI esIta dhurI tIna Thora se khAya dhana chIje jIvana hare muA narana le jAya / * * * * * ...139...

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uttama sthAna uttama kAryothI zobhe che be varSanA bALake mAtAne lAta mArI. gAla upara lApho mAryo. mAtA bALakanA hAtha-paga upara cumIo bharavA lAgI. rakhene tenA hAtha pagane kaMI takalIpha to nathI thaI ne ! bALaka nAdAna che. nirdoSa che. tethI tenI lAta ke lApho khAvAmAM mAtAne anahada AnaMda che. e ja bALaka bAvIsa varSano thayo. eka prasaMge gussAmAM AvI mAtAne lApho mArI dIdho. mAtAnA AghAtano pAra na rahyo. dharatI paga nIcethI sarakatI lAgI. bALaka pratye premanA badale dhRNA upajI. kAraNa ?.... eja bALaka ! eja mA ! eja lApho ! chatAM samaya badalAI gayo che. have bALaka nAdAna nathI. ajJAtapaNuM nathI. have je thAya che te IrAdApUrvaka thAya che, mATe mAtAne apamAna lAge che. AghAta lAge che. prasaMga kahe che ke, ajJAtapaNAnI asat pravRtti kadAca kSamya gaNI zakAya. jJAtapaNAnI to kadApi nahIM. A vAta AdhyAtmika draSTie vicArIe.. yAtrA ApaNI anaMtanI che. cAmAcIDIyAnI jema aMdhakAramAM goLagoLa AMTA mAravAmAM ja agaNita avatAro vitAvyA che, tyAranI tamAma pravRtti hajI kadAca kSamya gaNI zakAya. kAraNa ApaNe ajJAnanA aMdhArAmAM hatA. ajAgRta hatA. ajJAta hatA. pRthvI pANI vi. nA avatAromAM bezuddha prAyaH hatA. mAkhI macchara vi. nA avatAromAM AMzika cetanA hatI, paNa ajAgRta avasthA ja kahI zakAya. jAnavaranA avatAromAM zarIrano vikAsa thayo. IMdriyono vikAsa thayo, paNa mana avikasIta ja rahyuM. khAvuM, zarIra TakAvavuM ane bhoga sukha mANavAmAM ja jIvananI ItizrI mAnI. mAnava avatAranI uMcI bhUmikAmAM AvavA chatAM jo.... e ja Dukkara jevI bhogavRti hoya. e ja zIyALa jevI luccAI hoya. e ja kutarA jevuM bhasavAnuM hoya. e ja uMdara jevuM phUMka mArIne karaDavAnuM hoya. e ja ...140..

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sApa jevI DaMkhIlIvRtti hoya. e ja vAgha varU jevI krUratA hoya. e ja UMTa jevI vakratA hoya. khAvAnI lAlasA ochI thatI nA hoya. rAga dveSanI utkaTatA akabaMdha hoya. svArthanI jaDa evI ja majabUta hoya. IrSyA ane ahaMkAra Dagalene pagale naDatA hoya, TuMkamAM, doSo ane durguNo ATale uMce AvyA pachI ochA thavAnuM nAma nA letA hoya to kahI zakAya ke, bhava ja badalAyo che, bhAva nahIM. gati ja badalAI che, mati nahIM. saMsAra ja badalAyo che, saMskAra nahI. suMdara avatArano navIna suryodaya thayo che paNa prakAza nathI. phUla khIlyuM che paNa suvAsa nathI. UMcA sthAnane pAmyA paNa jIvananI sArthakatA nathI, eTale Ane ardha jAgRta avasthA kahI zakAya. ghaNI mahenate ghaNo mAra khAdhA pachI suMdara mAnava khoLIyuM maLatA. buddhino vikAsa thayo, iMdriyo sateja maLI. vicArazIla mana maLyuM. sAthe sAthe devanuM zaraNa maLyuM. guruno samAgama maLyo. dharmanI samaja maLI. vAstavikatAno pardAphAza thayo. saMsAra ane mokSa.. sukha ane duHkha, puNya ane pApa... dharma ane karma... guNa ane doSa... hita ane ahita... Adeya ane upAdeya... A badhAnuM bhAna thayuM. keTalI UMcI bhUmikAe AvI gayA ! have ApaNe bALaka nathI, badhI ja rIte proDha chIe. have ajJAta nathI, badhI rIte jJAta chIe. have aMdhArAmAM nathI, pUrNa ujAzamAM chIe.. pUrNa jAgRta avasthAmAM chIe. mATe ja jAnavaranI jAtane zaramAve evI koIpaNa prakAranI asa-vRtti koI paNa rIte kSamya gaNI zakAya ja nahIM. aMtemanuSya kAyA nathI moja mATe ghaDI nathI te pazu pakSI ghATe akhaMDa svarge sukha ApanAru karo karo koIka kAma sAruM. * * * * * ...141...

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kyAM re javu hatu ne kyAM jaI caDyA rAjA jaMgalamAM zikAre nIkaLyo. bhulo paDyo. eka bhile tene madada karI. rajhaLapATamAMthI ugArI lIdho. khuza thayelA rAjAe badalAmAM caMdananA vRkSano eka bagIco bhillane bheTa Apyo. bhile te bagIcAnA lAkaDA kApI kolasA banAvI vecavAnA zarU karyA. TuMka samayamAM ja bagIco ujjaDa. lAkaDA khalAsa... caMdananA vRkSanuM mAtra eka lAkaDuM bacyuM hatuM. bhila mULa sthitimAM AvI gayo. acAnaka rAjA tyAM AvI caDhyo.... udyAnanI ujjaDatA joI Abho banI gayo. are bhinna ! caMdananA lAkaDAo kyA ? zuM karyuM ? keTalI samRddhi banAvI ? bhilla kahe - lAkaDAnAM kolasA karI vecI dIdhA. paisA vAparI nAkhyA. rAjA kahe - are murakha ! lAkaDA kolasA banAvavA vAparyA ? eka eka lAkaDAM hajAronI kiMmatanA hatA. jA, paMsArInI dukAne lAkaDuM laI jA. vecI jo, keTalI kiMmata upaje che, jo... baceluM lAkaDuM vecyuM. hajAro rUpiyA AvyA. bhilane bhulanuM bhAna thayuM. dayALu rAjAe bIjuM udyAna ApyuM bhila nyAla thaI gayo. suMdara mAnavano avatAra, pAMca Idriyo, tAraka devonuM zaraNa, pavitra guruno satsaMga, uddhAraka dharmanI prApti, kalyANa mitrono sahavAsa, puNyajanita sAmagrIo, snehALa svajano-parijano, A che ApaNuM jIvana udyAna. paramAtmA taraphathI lIlAchama jIvanabAganI bheTa maLI. paNa bhilanI jema tenI kiMmata nA samajI zakyA. maLelI tamAma suMdara sAmagrIno durupayoga karIne jIvananA bAgane veraNa cheraNa karI nAkhyuM. mokSasAdhanAnA badale bhogasAdhanAmAM zarIrano upayoga karyo. puNyathI maLelI samRddhine pApasthAnomAM veDaphI nAkhI. guNazravaNanA badale mAdaka gItonuM zravaNa karIne kAnane abhaDAvyA. paramAtmAnA darzananI moja mANavAnA badale parastrIonA darzanamAM AMkhone abhaDAvI. muphalIza ciMtAomAM manane kALumeza karyuM. dharmatatvanI vAto bAjue mukI pArakI paMcAtamAM jIbhane DhasaLavA dIdhI. ...142...

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AtmasukhanI khoja karavAnA badale nAzavaMta padArthonI bhramaNAmAM bhAna bhulI gayA. khAna-pAna, mAna-sanmAna, moja-majAnA kSaNajIvI AnaMda khAtara jIvananA bAgane ujajaDa banAvI dIdhuM. zuM pAmavAnuM hatuM ane zuM pAmyA? zuM banavAnuM hatuM ane zuM banyA ? kyAM javAnuM hatuM ane kyAM pahoMcyA? maLelI mUDI sApha karI nAkhI, hAthamAM kazuM ja nA rahyuM. ramaNIya udyAna reDhIyALa thaI gayuM. eka TukaDo vecatA bhilane caMdananA mulyanuM bhAna thayuM. jIvananA astAcale paNa ApaNI AMkha ughaDaze ? bhillane to koyalAnI kiMmata paNa maLatI hatI. ApaNe jIvanane koyalo ja nahIM rAkha ja karI nAkhyuM che. koDI paNa hAthamAM nA Ave. hajI bhAna thaI jAya to paNa moDuM nathI thayu. maLelA suMdara jIvanane sadupayoga dvArA atisuMdara banAvIe ane maLelI uttama sAmagrIne sukRto karavA dvArA uttamottama banAvIe, to jIvananuM udyAna maghamadhAyamAna banaze. * * * * * ...143...

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buddhi, kiMmatI che to sAthe jokhamI paNa che. kaMpanInA mAlika menejarane puche che, kaMpanI kema cAle che. mANaso barAbara kAma kare che ? menejara H badhA barAbara kAma kare che, paNa eka varkara ALasu che, jyAre juo tyAre khurazImAM beTho hoya, Tebala para paga laMbAvyA hoya. mAthe paMkho pharato hoya, Akho divasa resTa karato hoya che. eka saLI paNa AghI pAchI kare nahIM. teno pagAra mAthe paDe che. koNa jANe kema tene ahIM enTrI maLI gaI ? khAI pIne tAgaDadhInnA karavA sivAya bIjuM koI kAma nathI. mAlika : daza varSa pahelA paNa me ene Aja hAlatamAM joyo hato. je hAlata Aje che. menejara : he ! chatAM tame rAkhyo che ? phogaTa pagAra Apo cho? mAlika : hA, tenuM kAraNa che, pahelA kaMpanI khoTamAM cAlatI hatI, ghaNI mathAmaNa chatAM gADI pATe caDhatI na hatI. A mANasane eka TekanIkala vicAra spharAyamAna thayo. te vicArane ame amalamAM mUkyo. te divasathI kaMpanI samRddhinA ane saphaLatAnA zikharo sara karavA lAgI. have tame ja kaho te navaro beTho hovA chatAM rAkhavo ke kADhI mUkavo? banavA joga che kAle enA magajamAMthI bIjo koI vicAra sphare ane kaMpanI hajI vadhu AbAda thaI jAya. menejara to sAMbhaLIne digU thaI gayo. AvA buddhinidhAna mANasone kADhavAnI vAta hoya ? AvA ratnone to jIvanI jema sAcavavA joIe. navarA beThelA badhA bekAra ane ALasu ja hoya, doDAdoDa karanArA badhA udyamI hoya evo niyama nathI. hAthapaganI doDa karatA buddhinI doDa vadhu kiMmatI hoya che. mAtra hAthapaga doDAve te majura, je AkhI jIMdagI majura ja rahe. ane buddhi doDAve je vajIra, vagara mahenate bAdazAhano bAdazAha banI zake. aNubombanI zodha karanAra buddhi ja che. komyuTara ane kekyuleTarathI mAMDI ajAyaba cIjone vizvanA khUNe khUNe pahoMcADanAra buddhi ja che. ...144..

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komyuTaranA progrAma banAvanAra pAMca-dasa varSe ekAda progrAma banAve, jenAthI pote ane kaMpanI baMne nyAla thaI jAya. A buddhinI ja kasaba che. buddhi kiMmatI paNa che, jokhamI paNa che. avaLe mArge gaI to jAta sahita vizvano vinAza vetarI nAkhe, savaLe mArge vaLI to AkhA vizvane honAratamAMthI ugArI paNa zake. boMba jevI ja buddhi, boMbanA be kArya che. (1) surakSA karavAnuM (2) sarvanAza karavAnuM. jatana karavAmAM Ave, jarUra paDe tyAre jarUra paDato upayoga karavAmAM Ave to surakSA kare ane ADeghaDa upayoga karavAmAM Ave to sarvanAza paNa verI zake. buddhinA paNa Aja be kArya kare che. surakSA ane sarvanAza, buddhinuM jatana karavAmAM Ave, sadagurunA mArgadarzana mujaba sanmArge upayoga karavAmAM Ave to sva-para ane sarvanI surakSA thAya. Aja buddhine koka zetAnI gAIDanA AMkhanA IzAre upayoga karavAmAM Ave to sva-para yAvat sarvano khoLo kADhI nAkhe. sabuddhinA prabhAve ja buddha prabuddha thayA hatA. sanmatinA prabhAve ja mahAvIra mahAjJAnI thayA hatA, ane samasta vizvamAM jJAnano prakAza relAvyo hato. to bIjI bAju dubuddhinA prabhAve jApAna upara boba dhaDAkAo dvArA hajAro mAnavono khurado bolAvAyo hato. A buddhi duSTonI pAse hatI eTale durbuddhi banI gaI. ziSTonI buddhi, sajjanonI buddhi te sadgaddhi, duSTonI buddhi, durjanonI buddhi te durbuddhi. kRSNa banavuM ke kaMsa, buddha banavuM ke caMgIjhakhAna, mahAvIra banavuM ke hiTalara, badhoja AdhAra buddhi upara che. buddhinI lagAma sadgurune soMpI to buddhi buddhi banI nyAla karI deze, ane koka lebhAgunA havAle A lagAma soMpI to dhanotapanota kADhI nAkhaze. buddhi kevI che ? enA karatAM e buddhi ne gAIDa karanAra kevA che? enuM vizeSa mahatva che. kiMmatI hIrA ke dAgInA jo guMDAnA hAthamAM na soMpAya to kiMmatI buddhi paNa duSTonA havAle na ja soMpAya. buddhinI AvI vicitra viziSTatA jANI teno sadupayoga thAya to ja svathI mAMDIne sarvano uddhAra zakya bane. * * * * * ...14pa...

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navA varasanI navalI vAta badhA ja pApo ApaNe majethI karIe chIe. jalasA, moja, mastI tAgaDadhinnA karatI vakhate paisA, AbarU, paraloka kazuM ja vicAra karatAM nathI. ane jyAre duHkhI thaIe tyAre prabhu ke saMta pAse AzIrvAda meLavavA doDAdoDI karIe chIe. besatA varSa jevA maMgala divase prabhune prArthanA karIe chIe. prabhu ! mane "AyuSya pradAna karo. prabhu ! mane "aizvarya pradAna karo. prabhu! mane "Arogya' pradAna karo. badhA "dIrdhAyu' jhaMkhe che. dIrdhAyu meLavI zuM karavuM che te to bhagavAna jANe. * eka ALasue saMtane kahyuM - "mAruM AyuSya vadhe evuM kaMIka karo." saMta kahe-savAre keTalA vAge uThe che ? ALasu kahe - "1ra vAge." saMta kahe - "havethI 9 vAge uThaje, rojanA traNa kalAka vadhu maLaze, AyuSya lAMbu thaI jaze." ALasu kahe - "pachI e traNa kalAka zuM karavAnuM ? enA karatAM TUMkU AyuSya sAruM che." dIrdhAyu banIne paNa ghareDa mujaba jIvana jIvavAthI koI ja vizeSa lAbha nathI. dIrdhAyu maLe, paNa sAthe aizvarya nA maLe to ya nA cAle, bhikhArIno dIrvAvatAra zuM kAmano ?... eTale aizvaryanI kAmanA che. sArI AbAdI, sArI samRddhi, sArA sanmAna, sArI sattA, sArA sTeTasa, sArI kIrti.. A badhuM hoya to ja jIvavAnI ke dIrdhAyunI saphaLatA che, mATe prabhu ! aizvarya Apa.. AyuSya maLe, aizvarya maLe paNa jo "Arogya takalAdI maLe to? roga bharapura zarIra hoya to AyuSya ke aizvaryane dhoI pIvAnA. mIThAIono thALa bharyo hoya paNa DokTaranI kaDaka sUcanA hoya ke lukhkhI roTalIne bAphelI dALa ja khAvAnI che, to ? Arogya vinA badhu nakAmu, AyuSya, aizvarya, ane Arogya traNa vastu darekane ISTa che, te mATe ja navA varSanI prabhAte saMtonA AziSa meLavavA paDApaDI thatI hoya che. ...146...

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ApaNA jIvananA ThekANA na hoya, pavitratAno aMza na hoya. prAmANikatAnA darzana svapnamAMya durlabha hoya. doSo ane durguNothI jIvana khadabadatu hoya, tyAre zuM saMtonA AzIrvAdathI, vAsakSepathI, jaMtara maMtara tAvIja ke dorA dhAgAthI, ApaNu kalyANa thaI javAnuM..? haragIja nahIM... saMtonA AziSa sAcA, paNa phaLe tene ja jenuM jIvana AcArasaMpanna hoya, ArAdhanAsabhara hoya. sAdhanA-anuSThAnomAM pUrNa prayatna karyA pachI ja AzirvAdanuM bekIMga kAryarata thAya che. sAdhanA-ArAdhanA vagara koIkALe AziSa phaLatA nathI. ApaNane vagara mahenate vagara sAdhanAe, mAtra AzirvAdanA jore chAparuM phADIne badhu joIe che. je zakya nathI. AvA svArthalolupone jyAre AzirvAda na phaLe tyAre saMtone bhAMDavAmAM paNa bAkI rAkhatA nathI. potAnA jIvananI uNapo ke doSo to temane dekhAtA ja nathI. TuMkamAM, ArAdhanA bhaLe to ja AzirvAda phaLe. AyuSya vi. nI mAMgaNI sAthe prArthanA karo. "prabhu ! navA varSamAM mArA jIvanamAM ArAdhanA-sAdhanA vadhe." ArAdhanA vadhatA badhu vagara mAMge maLI javAnuM, sAdhanAnA abhAve rADo pADIne marI jaIzuM to paNa kazu maLavAnuM nathI, ane maLaze te Takaze nahIM. * eka bhikhArI mAMdo paDyo, DokTara pAse gayo ane kahyuM DokTara sAheba ! herAna thaI gayo. zarIramAM bhayaMkara azakti, kaLatara, baLatarA che. dayA karo, mane tapAsI sAjo karo. ane hA, tame jANo cho ne ke huM to bhikhArI chuM. savArathI sAMja sudhI phUTapAtha upara bhIkha mAMgu tyAre mAMDa mAMDa peTano khADo pUrAya che, eTale tamArI phI cUkavI zakuM evI mArI zakti nathI. dayAbhAva rAkhIneja mane sAjo karavAno che. DokTarane dayA AvI, zarIra tapAsyuM, goLI lakhI ApI. "kemiSTane tyAMthI A goLIo laI leje." bhikhArI kahe- "tame to jANo cho huM bhikhArI chuM, davA levAnI mArI kSamatA kyAMthI ?' thoDI dayA karo, davA paNa tame ja Apone, dayALu DokTare potAnI goLI ApI kahyuM - "A davA dUdha sAthe traNa TAIma ...147...

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levAnI, traNa divasa sudhI." bhikhArI kahe - "tame to jANo cho ke huM to bhikhArI chuM. davAnA paisA mArI pAse kyAMthI ? ATalI dayA karI che to have dUdha paNa tame ja ApI done. DokTara mATe Aje dayA kasoTI banI hatI. DokTare dUdha paNa tapelI bharIne ApyuM. basa, have kAMI ! traNa TAIma goLI dUdha sAthe barAbara leje. bhikhArI kahe, "tame to jANo cho ke huM bhikhArI chuM. bhikhArI kema chuM ? kAraNa ke ALasuM chuM. ALasu na hota to huM paNa tamArA jevo DokTara hota, eTale goLI levAnI mane ghaNI ALasa che, ATalI maherabAnI karI che, to thoDI vadhAre karo, ema karajone, ke goLI paNa tame ja laI lejone. DokTara to DaghAI ja gayA. A sAMbhaLIne AbhA ja thaI gayA. bhalAbhAI, roga tane che, sArUM tAre thavuM che, ane davA mAre khAvAnI ! to tuM sAjo kevI rIte thaIza ? davA levI ja na hatI to ahIM zA mATe Avyo ?' bhikhArI kahe - "DokTara ! tame eTaluM kahI do ke "tuM sAjo thaI jA." ATaluM kahevAthI ja huM sAjo thaI jaIza. DokTara kahe - "murakha ! hAlatI pakaDa, kahevA mAtrathI vagara davAe koI kALe koI sAjA thAya ja nahIM.' svAthya joItuM hoya to DokTara pAse javuM ja paDe, roga kahevA ja paDe, sucanA mujaba davA levI ja paDe, kaDakapaNe parejI pALavI ja paDe. bhikhArI kahe - "AvI lAMbI prosIjaramAMthI pAsa thavAnI ApaNI taiyArI nathI. khoTo TAIma bagADyo." davA karavI enA karatAM duHkha sahana karI levuM lAkha daraje sAruM. DokTara to bhikhArIne joto ja rahyo. ApaNI hAlata bhikhArI jevI ja che. AyuSya dIrtha joIe che. aizvarya apAra joIe che, Arogya masta joIe che. A mATe ja koka saMta mahaMtanA AziSa jaMkhIe chIe. temanI pAse jaI mAMgaNI mukIe chIe. "maherabAnI karo, kRpA karo, dayA karo, dIrdhAyu Apo. paraaizvarya Apo. akSayarogya Apo." mAMgaNI sAMbhaLI saMta kahe che, "paramAtmA bhakti roja bhAvathI karavAnI, abhakSya anaMtakAya choDavAnA, manane bahekAvanAra TI.vI. kebalonA ...148...

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dunirmitothI dUra rahevAnuM, niti-sadAcAra-saMtoSane AcaratA rahevAnuM. vaDIlonA vinaya karavAnA vi.vi. AvA dhArmika prIskIzana sAMbhaLI ApaNuM mAthuM pharI jAya che. ApaNe saMtane kahIe chIe, ke A badhu mArAthI nahIM bane, tamAre ja karI levAnuM. huM sukhI thavA Avyo chuM. tamArI salAha levA nahIM. A badhuM tamAre ja karI levAnuM. saMta : to tuM sukhI kema thaIza ? tame jaMtara maMtara karo, vAsakSepa nAkho ane kahI do, "sukhI thaje,' eTale huM sukhI thaI jaIza, bAkI tame ApelI parejI pALavI enA karatAM huM jyAM chuM tyAM majA che. saMta : "gAMDA jevI vAta kare che. sAjA thavuM che ne davA levI nathI. zuddhi joIe che ane sAdhanA karavI nathI. sukhI thavuM che ne sadAcAramaya jIvana jIvavuM nathI. ArogyAdi joIe che ane dharma sevana karavuM nathI." ravAnA thaI jA, apathyanA tyAga ane pathyanA sevanathI ja jema Arogya maLe che. tema asadAcAranA tyAga ane sadAcAranA sevanathI ja aizvarya-Arogya ane AyuSya maLe che. saMto pAse evA koI jaMtara maMtara nathI ke koI jaDIbuTTI nathI ke maDadAM beThA thaI jAya. roDapati rAtorAta karoDapati thaI jAya, ke mAMdalo kaMcanakAyAvALo thaI jAya. jAtasAdhanAnA puruSArthamAM jyAre saMtonA AziSa bhaLe che tyAre ja jIvana AbAda bane che. "sukhI thaI jAya" evuM bolavA mAtrathI ja koI sukhI thaI jatuM hota, to duniyAmAM koI duHkhI jovA na maLata. yAda rAkhI lo, AzIrvAdanI sAthe ArAdhanA bhaLe to ja AbAdI maLe che. chelle chelle... hATa hATa hIrA nahIM, kaMcana kA nahI pahADa, siMhana kA TolA nahIM, sAdhaka virala saMsAra / ...149...

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saMskAronA agni saMskAra karatuM AjanuM zikSaNa saMsAra anitya che. pratipaLa parAvartana pAmavAno teno svabhAva che. kALanA vaNathaMbhyA ghoDApUramAM sau koIne mane ke kamane taNAvuM ja paDe che. yuge yuge jANe AmUlacUla parivartana thaI jatuM hoya tema lAge che. cAhe jaDa hoya ke cetana, badhuM ja jhaDapathI badalAI rahyuM che. AjanI zikSaNa paddhatimAM paNa saDana cenja AvI gayo che. mekolenA aMgrejI zikSaNe khUba jhaDapathI potAno paMjo cotarapha vistAryo che, jenI lobhAmaNI jALamAM sau koI bhramita thaI phasAtA jAya che. aMgrejI mAdhyamanI bolabAlA dina pratidina vadhatI jAya che. bALakone aMgreja banAvavAnI bhutAvaLa sau koIne bharakhI gaI che, jenA pariNAme aMgrejI zALAo vadhatI jAya che. aMgrejI zikSaNanA pravAhamAM taNAvAnAM caTakA ghareghara vadhavA lAgyA che. cAhe te bhikhArI hoya ke tavaMgara. eka zikSakanA kahevA mujaba dara varSe gujarAtI mAdhyamanI zALAmAM eka-eka DivIjhana baMdha thAya che. dara varSe so-so chokarA ochA thAya che. jyAM eDamIzana mATe paDApaDI thatI hatI tyAM have kAgaDA uDe che. jagyA khAlI che. ema jaNAvI eDamIzano mATe AmaMtraNa apAya che. AvuM jhaDapI parivartana kema thayuM ?, aMgrejI zikSaNa hitakArI che ke ahitakArI ?, tenA phAyadA ane geraphAyadAno vicAra karavAno che. mekolee bhArata choDatI vakhate tenI bahenane kahela ke, "ApaNe bhale bhArata choDIne jaIe paNa Aje je zikSaNanuM bIja ahIMnI dharatImAM nAkhyuM che jenA prabhAve TuMka samayamAM ja ApaNe hajAro nahIM lAkho karoDo aMgrejo pedA karI zakIzuM, ane teonA dvArA dUra beThA beThA paNa ApaNe rAjya karI zakIzuM." varSo pUrvenI mekolonI bhAvanA jhaDapathI sAkAra thatI dekhAya che. tenI bhaviSyavANI sAcI paDatI jaNAya che ! Aje gharegharamAM aMgrejI bhASAno kejha lAgyo che, badhA ja AgaLa ...150...

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pAchaLano koIpaNa jAtano vicAra karyA vinA potAnA mAsuma bALakone mekolenA katalakhAnAmAM dhakelI rahyA che, tenuM mukhya kAraNa che dekhAdekhI', paDozIno chokaro aMgrejImAM bhaNato hoya to mAro kema na bhaNe ?' paDozIno bALaka pharpha aMgrejI phADato hoya to mAro kema na bole ?' aMgrejI zikSaNa pAmelo chokaro smArTa hoya che, tenA AgaLa gujarAtI chokaro babucaka jevo lAge, AvI AvI aneka bhramaNA ane geramAnyatAne kAraNe chokarAne tyAM dhakelavAmAM Ave che. tyAM mukavAmAM vaDIlonI je karUNa hAlata thAya che te sAMbhaLatA kaMpArI chuTI jAya che. prathama to praveza mATe Donezana joIe. aMgrejI mIDIyamamAM bharAvo ghaNo ane skulo ochI, jethI bhraSTAcAra mAjhA muke te sahaja che. vadhumAM vadhu paisA khavaDAvIne praveza meLavo, bApa devuM karIne mA ghareNA vecIneya Donezana Ape che, te paNa, AkaMDA sAMbhaLIne cakakara AvI jAya evu adhadhadha Donezana... vAlakezvaramAM rahetA eka bahena kahe sADA traNa varSanI dikarIne ke.jI.mAM mukavAnA ATha lAkha mAMge che. zuM karavuM ? jevI skula tevuM Donezana (lAMca), je DonezananI kiMmatamAM gaI peDhI koleja sudhInuM adhyayana pUrNa karI zakatI hatI. vaLI gAMDapaNa jANI hasavAnuM mana thAya ke jema DonezananI kiMmata vadhAre tema mA-bApa vadhu phulAya che, meM to cAra peTI ApI, to bAjuvALo kahe, me to ATha peTI ApI. bIjuM aMgrejI mAdhyamanA kapaDA, copaDA ane te sivAyanA kamaratoDa kharcA hoya che, chokaro copaDAnI bega laI jatA hAphI jato hoya che. bhaNavAnuM thoDuM ne nakharA jhAjhA, jevI dazA hoya che, roja TIcaro DimAnDa karatI hoya che, Aje A lAvo to kAle te lAvo, bicAro sAmAnya ne pagAradAra mANasa kevI rIte A boja uThAvI zake ? mATeja aMtaranI lAgaNIthI temane kahevAnuM mana thAya ke bhAI ! rahevA de, AvA abharakhA tAre karavA jevA nathI, tArI kamara toDI nAkhaze. aMgrejI mAdhyamanI konvenTa zALAnI rageragamAM krizcana kalcara bhareluM ...151...

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hoya che, eka bAju skUla ane bIjI bAju carca, ramatA ramatA paNa chokarAo carcamAM jatA rahe, mitra vargamAM paNa teja vAta hoya, TIcaro paNa vacce vacce evI ja vAto cheDatA hoya, jethI nAnA bALakanA nirmaLa manamAM carca ane Izu-carca ane Izu saraLatAthI ramatA thaI jAya, A phorena kanTrInuM eka kAvataruM ja che. badhAne A zikSaNanuM slo poIjhana ApI krizcana banAvo, zikSaNanA bahAne krizcananA saMskaraNano phelAvo ja temanuM lakSyabiMdu che ApaNI bhoLI prajA teno bhoga banI rahI che, ghaNA nAnA moTA chokarAo carcamAM majethI jAya che. Izune ja sAcA Iza mAnI krosane name che. are ! ApaNA sAdhu bhagavaMtanA darzana thatAM paNa hAtha joDavAne badale krosa kare che. mAbApe ApelA dhArmika zikSaNa para pANI pharI vaLe che, ane nAnApaNathI ja AvA aMgrejI vAtAvaraNamAM thatA ucheranA kAraNe bALaka jaina dharma ane tenA tatvo tathA tenA AcAra vicArothI taddana ajANa hoya che. * eka chokarAne tenI mammIe kahyuM - jA mahArAjane horavA bolAvI lAva. chokaro AvIne kahe, Uncle, Come with me, meM kahyuM, why, chokaro : My mother is calling you, huM gabharAyo, pUchyuM tArI mammIne mAruM zuM kAma ? zA mATe bolAve che ? to chokaro kahe : for dinner pachI kaMIka zAMti thaI, chokarAonI A dazA joI khuba duHkha thayuM. | 'vahoravA padhAro jevA madhura zabdo bolatA AvaDatA nathI, ane phaTaphaTa aMgrejI bolavAmAM jAtane hoMziyAra mAne che, 'gAthA' eTale zuM koI chokarAne khabara paDatI nathI, gujarAtI vAMcatA AvaDatuM na hoI gAthA karavA besADo to ya dhabaDakA ne goTALA ja hoya, mAMDa mAMDa eka eka zabda vAMcato hoya to gokhavAnI vAta ja kyAM ?, eka dAyakA pUrve gujarAtI chokarAo ATha-nava varSanI UMmare aticAra kaDakaDATa bolI zakatA hatA, ane hajAronI sabhAne stabdha karI detA hatA. have to chokaro paMdara varSano thAya toya navakAranA ThekANA nathI hotA ? navakAramAM paMdara bhUlo nIkaLaze. mATeja tamArA chokarAne tamAro rAkhavo hoya, tene krizcana banAvavo na hoya, tenAmAM dhArmika saMskAronuM vAvetara karavuM hoya to khAsa bhalAmaNa che ke A bhrAmaka ...15ra...

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bhulabhulAmaNImAM muMjhAvA jevuM nathI. A aMgrejI zikSaNa tamArA saMskAranA phaDace phaDacA bolAvI deze. mATe DAhyA thaI, buddhi vAparI, Aje ja pAchA vaLo, nahIM to tamArA sAthe tamArA bALakonuM bhaviSya paNa bihAmaNuM thaI jaze. kyAreka mAbApone puchavAmAM Ave che, zA mATe tyAM dhakelo cho?, to lagabhaga badhA pAsethI eka ja javAba maLe, sAhebajI ! "tyAMnI DIsIplIna sarasa che, ejyukezana sAruM che. gujarAtI skUlomAM kaMI bhaNAvatA ja nathI, vaLI aMgrejI bhASA varlDa leMgvaja, InTaranezanala leMgvaja thaI gaI. aMgrejI AvaDatI hoya to duniyAnA koIpaNa khUNAmAM jaIe to vAMdho na Ave, ame to aMgrejI na bhaNI zakyA, paNa chokarAone to bhaNAvIe, emanuM bhaviSya to sudhare." sAMbhaLIne acaMbo thAya ke kevo bhrAmaka haDakavA lAgyo che ? Discipline ne eTIkeTI jevA zabdo mAtra suMvALA ja che, tenuM AuTara zela ja rUpALuM che, bAkI temAMthI taiyAra thatAM bALakanI uddhatAIno pAra nathI hoto. * eka bALakane mahemAne puchyuM : "What is your ambition ?'' 91521 "I want to be a great doctor." H&HLY : What will you do after being a doctor ? chokaro : First of all I will kill my parents with poisonous injection. (e nei 45 51522 avril prathama kAma jherI InvekzanathI mAbApane mAravAnuM kAma kAma karIza, A koI kAlpanIka vAta nathI.) aMgrejI bhaNatA 4-5 varSanA chokarAo paNa mAbApanI sAme je akkaDa adAthI bolatA hoya che. je temane godAo ane lAto mAratA hoya che, te joIne mAbApanI dayA AvI jAya che. (bhale chokarAonI lAta khAtA mAbApa aMdarathI malakAtA hoya, Aje lAta khAvAno vAro che, kAle goLI khAvAno vAro Avaze.) moTA bhAganA Donezano gujarAtIo ane temAM paNa jaino Ape che. ...153...

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ApaNA ja karoDo nahIM, abajo rUpiyAnA bhoge teo tAgaDadhinnA kare che. te paisAmAMthI navA navA carco ubhA kare che, ane krizcana dharmano jabarajasta phelAvo kare che. jarA najara karo, gujarAtI jaino sivAya kaI prajAne aMgrejI zikSaNano Avo AMdhaLo krejha lAgyo che ? badhAne potAnI mAtRbhASAnuM jabaradasta svamAna che. sivAya ke gujarAtIone ! mATe ja muMbaImAMthI have gujarAtI bhASA adazya thatI jAya che. mAtRbhASA eTale lAgaNInI bhASA kahevAya che. aMgrejImAM zabdonuM ADaMbara haze, paNa bhAvonuM kadApi nahIM, vicAronI Apa le thaze ! paNa hRdayanI kadApi nahIM. buddhino vikAsa thaze, paNa AtmAno vinAza nizcita che. bhAyaMdaranI konvenTa skUlamAM eka vidyArthInI maheMdI lagADIne gaI, temAM tene Dhora mAra mAravAmAM Avyo ane kADhI mukavAmAM AvI. * bIjA eka kissAmAM eka nAnI mAsuma bALa kAnamAM buTTI paherIne gaI hatI. tene jhuDI nAkhavAmAM AvI. * trIjA eka kissAmAM eka jaina bALA suMdara cAMdalo karIne gaI tene ya bhayaMkara sAlamapAka ApI hAMkI kADhavAmAM AvI. vaDIlo-mAbApo jyAre phariyAda karavA jAya tyAre eka ja javAba maLe ke ahIM bhaNavuM hoya to ahIMnA nItiniyamo pALavA ja paDaze. nahIM to upADI lo tamArA chokarAne, koNa kahe che. ahIM dAkhala karo ?" bicArA mAbApanI hAlata sApe chachuMdara gaLyA jevI thaI jAya che. maheMdI nahIM, baMgaDI nahIM, cAMdalA nahIM, kAnamAM buTTI nahIM, gaLAmAM hAra nahIM, pagamAM jhAMjhara nahIM, Ano artha zuM ? ApaNA ja paise ApaNA ja saMskArono kaccaraghANa ke bIjuM kAMI ? kAle uThIne kadAca evA paNa niyamo ThokI besADe ke ghuMTaNathI nIcenA vastro nahIM paherAya, pharajIyAta carcamAM javuM paDaze, preyara karavI paDaze, to zuM te karavA paNa ApaNe taiyAra thaIzuM ? ekavAra chokarAne aMgrejImAM dAkhala karyA pachI bALakanI rojabaroja navI navI DImAnDo UbhI thatI jAya che. Tyuzana klAsIsa pharajIyAta karavA ...154...

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paDe, tenA kharcA kADhatA mAbApanA nAke dama AvI jAya che. mAbApane aMgrejI AvaDatuM na hoya eTale te chokarAne zikhaDAvavA mATe pote aMgrejI zIkhavA besavuM paDe. chokarAne bhaNAvatA mAbApanA magajanA dahIM thaI jAya. vaLI gujarAtI zALAomAM kyAM aMgrejI viSaya nathI. jarUra puratuM ja zIkhADavAmAM Ave che. gujarAtI mAdhyamamAM bhaNelA hajAro vidyArthIo Aje phorenamAM majethI jIve che. kahevAya che ke, chokaro phorena jAya to aMgrejI kAma lAge, aMgrejI mAdhyamamAM bhaNelA keTalA chokarA phorena javAnA ? keTalA parasanTeja ? bhaviSyanA AvA bekAra vicAra karIne zA mATe chokarAonI jIMdagI sAthe jugAra ramavAnA kAma thAya che ? te samajAtuM nathI. jApAnamAM jApAnIjha bhASA ja che. ane cAyanAmAM cAyanIjha. dareka rASTrane potAnI rASTrIya bhASAno ne dareka rAjyane rAjakIya bhASAnuM gaurava hovuM ja joIe. temAM ja tenuM AtmasanmAna che. ApaNI mATe aMgrejI bhASA e pArakI bhASA che. pArakI bhASAmAM vikAsa zakya nathI. zaktio khIlavAne badale kuMThita thatI jAya che. jemAM vistAra hoya che. UMDANa nahIM. temAM vAchaTAnuM pradarzana thaze. hRdayanI lAgaNI ke bhAvorminA darzana kadApi zakya nathI. mAnA dUdha jevI mAtRbhASA ja manane bhAvavAhI ane pratikArakSama banAvI zake che. bhASAnI sIdhI asara saMskAra upara paDe che. IMglenDamAM vasatA bhAratIyo sakheda kabule che ke AphrikAmAM vasIne ame saMpatti khoI, ane ahIM AvyA bAda ame saMtati khoI. saMskAravihoNI saMtati mRtaprAya che. aMgrejI bhASA para prahAra karavAno koI Azaya nathI. paNa konvenTa skUlanA je kAvatrA che, mAbAponuM zakti na hovA chatAM aMgrejI bhASA pratyenuM je gAMDapaNa che te vakhoDavA lAyaka che. * malADanA khyAtanAma Do. pAse eka bena AvyA. kahe A dikarAne dara mahine tAva Ave che. ghaNA ghaNA upAyo karyA chatAM temAM paramenanTa rAhata nathI. DokTare tapAsyA bAda kahyuM ke gujarAtI miDiyama che ke IMglIza ? ...155...

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bena : IglIza. Do : "temAMthI uThADI gujarAtImAM nAkho. eja Ano upAya che. mArA dikarAne paNa Aja takalIpha hatI. meM pote tene aMgrejImAMthI uThADI gujarAtImAM besADyo che. have svAthyanI koI phariyAda nathI. tamArA dikarAnA tAvanuM kAraNa che "ovara Tenzana', zakti ochI ane barDana ghaNuM, kothaLA bharIne copaDA, UMcu jovAnI phurasada na maLe eTaluM gharakAma, homavarka na thatAM TIcaranA mArano bhaya, A badhAne kAraNe bALakanI zakti murajhAI jAya che, vaLI skulamAM aMgrejI kalcara ane gharamAM gujarAtI, tenAthI te muMjhAI jAya che. mAtRbhASAmAM bALakanI pragati-vikAsa sahaja che, jyAre aMgrejImAM te zakya nathI. skula-Tyuzana-klAsIsa vi. hovA chatAM be be traNa traNa vAra bALaka pheIla thAya che. tenI parikSA vakhate jANe mA-bAponI parikSA kasoTI hoya tevuM lAge che. A badhA kAraNasara mArI bhalAmaNa che ke tamAre chokarAne susaMskRta ane svastha banAvavo hoya to gujarAtImAM dAkhala karo." bene tema karyuM. ne kharekhara chokaro sadA mATe svastha thaI gayo. A eka satyaghaTanA che. vaLI, skulo temanI eTale tahevAro paNa temanA ja manAvAnA. nAtAlamAM ATha divasa rajA. paryuSaNamAM ekapaNa divasa nahIM. krisamasanA kAryakramomAM pharajIyAta hAjarI ApavAnI, ane paryuSaNamAM ekAda be divasanI gerahAjarI mATe leTarAITa levAI jAya. ekAda divasa chokaro gerahAjara rahe eTale jANe tene Abha tuTI paDavAno anubhava thAya. paricayamAM AvanAra sAMtAkrujhanA eka DokTare paNa potAnA chokarAne aMgrejImAMthI uThADI gujarAtImAM mukI dIdho che. kAraNa pUchatAM eTaluM ja TuMkamAM jaNAvyuM, ke "mIDIyama aMgrejImAM hAIpara Tensana-klAsIsa-homavarka vi.nA kAraNe te kAyamI mAMdo raheto hato koI davA kAma karatI na hatI. have te svastha che. AnaMdamAM che. praphUllIta che. aMgrejI pAkuM thAya te mATe speziyala Tyuzana rAkhela che, jenA kAraNe aMgrejI paNa sAruM che. bhAyakhalA-vAlakezvara jevA poza erIyAmAM vAta thAya tema nathI. ...156...

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* korneTamAM TIcara tarIke nokarI karatAM eka jaina bhAIe kahela ke, sAhebajI ! eDamIzananA nAme nAnA bALakonI mAtAono khristI prinsIpAlo ane phAdharo moTo geralAbha uThAvatA hoya che. lAkho rUA.nA Donezana ApavA sAthe jene mAtAo phAdharanA ghuMTaNIye paDatI hoya che. Please, father please, only one admition.. please... 241 2113 247 kAkaludIothI phAdharo tAmasI AnaMda mANatA hoya che. badhI rIte temano geralAbha uThAvatA hoya che. ApaNA ja Donezano upara tAgaDadhInnA karavAnA ane ApaNA upara ja kevuM jorajulama ? kevI parAdhInatA ? kevI gulAmI? kyAreka to evo paNa vicAra AvI jAya che ke bALakane konveTamAM mukavA e katalakhAne mukavA karatAM vadhu khataranAka che. katalakhAne jatA pazuo ekavAra mare, paNa konveTIyA nAstikatAnA raMge raMgAela bALaka kadAca janamojanamanA mota notarI bese che. aMgrejInA mohamAM phasAIne eka virATa kAvatarAno bhoga banI nA javAya tenI khAsa takedArI rAkhavAnI che. aMgrejIno ekaDo paNa nahIM jANatA keTalAya Aje karoDapatio che. aMgrejInA eksaparTe temane tyAM joba karatAM hoya che. keTalAya kissAmAM evuM banatuM hoya che. peTe pATA bAMdhI parasevo pADI mA-bApa chokarAne bhaNAve, gaNAve, devA karI phorena mokale. videzanA vilAsI vAtAvaraNamAM chokaro zAna-bhAna bhUle, mAtApitAnA upakArane bhale, bhoga vilAsamAM mastAna bane, cAtakaDoLe dikarAnI rAha jotA mAbApanA hAthamAM eka di' patra Ave, harakhaghelI mA hoMze patra khole, patra vAMcatA tammara AvI jAya jAgRta thatAM chAtIo kuTavA lAge. patramAM lakhyuM hoya, "have huM ahIM seTa thaI gayo chuM, mArI rAha jotA nahIM." mAtAnA moDhAmAMthI sahaja zabdo sarI paDe, "AnA karatAM to peTe pANo pAkyo hota to sAruM thAta, kapaDAM dhovA to kAma lAgata.' - aMgrejI kalcaramAM ucharelA chokarA chokarIone mA-bApa abhaNa lAge che. ogaNIsamI sadInA gAmaDIyA lAge che. AuTaDeTeDa lAge che. mitra vartuLamAM mA-bApanI oLakhANa karAvatAM paNa saMkoca anubhave che. mA-bApane ...157..

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teo vinA saMkoce kahI de che "mArA mitro Ave tyAre tamAre aMdaranI rUmamAM ja godhAI rahevuM. jethI amArI IjjatanA kAMkarA nA thAya." (sAMbhaLIne mA-bApanI zI hAlata thatI haze te to teo ja jANe) hitakArI ane lAgaNIsabhara sAcI salAha ApatA mA-bApane teo spaSTa kahI de che "amAre tamArI salAhanI jarUra nathI. ame bhaNelA chIe. A baLadagADAno jamAno nathI. ekavIsamI sadI che. amane amArI rIte jIvavA do, temAM dakhala nA karo, tame tamAruM kAma-dharma dhyAna karo." aMgrejI kalcaranI garamIthI pAkelI navavadhUonI raheNI-karaNI-bolI cAlI-veza paheraveza-svataMtratA-ucchaMkhalatA vi. mA-bApa mATe kAramI vedanA svarUpa hoya che. paNa zuM kare ? badhuM ja muMge moDhe sahana karyA vagara chUTako ja nathI. phaTakaDI vahunA laTakA sahevAnA. phaTakA ya sahevAnA, bahu khaTapaTa thatA mA-bApone gharaDAgharamAM mukI padharAvI Ave. DhaLatI saMdhyAe peTe janmelA chokarA ane vathI dhikkArAela mA-bApo gharaDA gharomAM kevI AMtara vedanAnI AgamAM zekAtA haze ? te to teo ja jANe. temanuM aMtara kyAreka pokArI uThatuM haze ke "janmatAnI sAthe A kapAtarane anAtha AzramamAM padharAvI dIdho hota to A dADA jovAnA nA Avata." ghare gharanI A vyathA kathA che. cAra cAra chokarA hoya, sukhI saMpanna hoya ane mA-bApa gharaDA gharomAM harAyA DhoranI jema rajhaLatA hoya. A upekSita vedanA pAchaLa konvenTIyA kalcara ja kAraNa che. tyAM lavanI bhASA che, lAgaNI nahIM. tyAM hoMzIyArI ne DaMphAsa che, haiyAbhInI suvAsa nathI. tyAM zArIrika sukhonI ja bolabAlA che-snehataMtunA koI joDANa nathI. tyAM vAsanAnIja prabaLatA che, vAtsalya nAmanA tatvane koI sthAna nathI. * * * * * ...158...

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sAcA sukhanI zodhamAM bhautika sukha bhrAmaka che, kAraNa ke tene meLavavA duHkha veThavuM paDe che. bhogavatA paNa duHkha che ane bhogavyA pachI paNa duHkha che. eTale mAnI lIdhelA thoDA sukha khAtara aparaMpAra dukhane notaravAnuM che. ApaNo ahIM avatAra jIvanane viziSTa navuM svarUpa ApavA mATe thayo che. jIvananA viziSTa ghaDatara mATe thayo che. nahIM ke jIvana pAsethI kaMIka khUMcavI levA. We are here to add what we can do to life, not to get what we can from it. jIvana pAse sukhanI bhIkha mAMgavI e bhautikatA che. jIvanane sukha ApavuM e AdhyAtmikatA che. sukha bhogavIne puNya khalAsa karavAnuM che, duHkha bhogavIne pApa khalAsa karavAnuM che. sukha bhogavIne sajAonA duSpariNAmonuM sarjana karavAnuM che. duHkha bhogavIne sajAone khatama karavAnI che. hoMziyArI sukha bhogavavAmAM che ke duHkha bhogavavAmAM te ApaNe nirNaya karavAno che. Happiness dosen't depend on any external conditions, it is governed by our mental attitude. sukha padArthamAM nahIM manamAM che. mana jo azAMta haze to erakaMDIzana rUma paNa ThaMDaka nahIM Ape, aMdaranI Aga, aMdarano ukaLATa e.sI.nI ThaMDakamAM besavAthI zAMta nahIM thAya. bahAranI kAtila ThaMDImAM paNa aMdarano ukaLATa mANasane hataprahata karI nAkhe che. garamI lAvI de che, ko'ke suMdara kahyuM che kezAma Dhala rahI che, nAva cala rahI hai, barpha ke nagarameM Aga jala rahI hai.' saMdhyAno samaya che eTale sahaja ThaMDaka hoya, pANImAM nAvaDI cAle che eTale pANInI paNa ThaMDaka hoya, barphIlu nagara che eTale ThaMDakanI koIja kamI nA hoya chatAM Aga baLI rahI che. A Aga che aMtaranI, A Aga che ko'kanA virahanI, A Aga che je joIe che te nathI maLatuM tenI, A Aga che bIjAne ghaNuM maLI gayuM che enI. ...159...

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yAda rahe, bhoganI sajA che baMdhana, tyAganuM pariNAma che mukti, bhogano aMjAma che duHkha, tyAgano aMjAma che Extreme joy bliss. eka rAjA rANI hatA, rANI mAnItI hatI, rAjAne tenA upara prema ghaNo, eTale tenI sarabharAmAM koI kacAza na hatI. bhavya mahela rANI mATe hato, suvALI zayyA kamaLa karatAM komaLa hatI. cAre bAju dhUpa, dIpa, attaranA phuvArAo, phulonI suvAsa, sugaMdhI cUrNa vi. thI zayanakhaMDa madhamadhAyamAna hato. rAjA-rANI ekavAra bahAra gayA. dAsI ekalI mahelamAM hatI. tene thayuM mahArANI roja phUlanI zayyAmAM mastIthI poDhe che. mArA nasIbamAM to mAtra zayyAne ThIkaThAka karavAnI, svaccha sughaDa rAkhavAnI majUrI ja lakhAyelI che, Aje moko che, mahelamAM koI nathI, lAva thoDIvAra phUlanI zayyAnI moja mANI lauM, koI jovA AvavAnuM nathI. Ama vicArI dAsI zayyAmAM poDhI gaI. paDatAnI sAthe ja ghasaghasATa UMgha AvI gaI. samaya kyAM gayo? keTalo gayo ? khabara nA rahI. acAnaka rANI AvI pahoMcI. daravAjo kholIne jue che to dAsI majethI nasakorA bolAvI rahI che. dAsIne zayyAmAM sUtelI joI rANI to samasamI gaI, dAsInI A hiMmata ! mArI gerahAjarImAM AvA gorakhadhaMdhA kare che. mArI zayyA abhaDAvI nAkhI, have mane temAM UMgha nahIM Ave. evI sajA karuM ke kho bhulI jAya. palaMgamAM suvAnA koDa jAgyA che ne? batADI dauM teno paraco. dhakko mArIne dAsIne zayyAmAMthI uThADI rADArADa karI mukI, "zarama nathI AvatI mArI zayyAmAM sUtA ? mojamastI mANavA tane ahIM rAkhI che ? joI le have AnuM duSpariNAma.' rANInuM Agamana jANI teno lAlaghuma cahero joI dAsI to kabUtarInI jema tharathara dhrujavA lAgI, paga nIcethI dharatI sarakatI lAgI, mota mAthe bhamatuM lAgyuM. rANIe rAjAne vAta karI, bhaviSyamAM koI AvI bhUla na kare eTale ...160...

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dAsIne kaDakamAM kaDaka phAMsInI sajA karavAnuM nakkI thayuM. lokomAM vAta phelAI gaI, lokamAM eka ja carcA che, AvI mAmulI bhulanI AvI kaDaka sajA hotI haze ? paNa, rAjA vAjAne vAMdarA. rAjAne kahevAnI hiMmata koNa kare ? phAMsIno divasa nakkI thayo, hajAronI medanI jamA thaI gaI, badhAne dAsI upara dayA che, paNa badhA helpalesa. Azcarya e vAtanuM hatuM ke, phAMsInA mAMcaDA tarapha dAsI AgaLa vadhe che tema tenA mukha upara rudana, kheda ke vyathAne badale hAsya che, jorajorathI dAsI hasI rahI che. badhAne acaraja thayuM. dAsI pAgala to nathI thaI gaI ne ? mota sAme che chatAM khaDakhaDATa hasI rahI che ? motano jANe koI bhaya ja nathI. rAjA rANI paNa vicAramAM paDI gayA. rANI kahe, mota sAme che ne tame hasavuM Ave che ? dAsI kahe, tamArA upara hasavuM Ave che. rANIno gusso AsamAne caDhyo, "maratA maratA ya carabI ochI thatI nathI." mArAmAM evuM zuM che ke hasavuM Ave che ? dAsIe hADakAM thIjavI nAkhe ane AMkha ughADI nAkhe evo javAba Apyo, rANIbA ! khoTuM nA lagADo to mArA mananI vAta kahI dauM. rANI kahe, khuzIthI kahe. dAsI kahe, phAMsInA mAMcaDe jatA mane eka vicAra AvI gayo ke aDadhA kalAkanI zayyAnI majA mANavAmAM jo motanI sajA thatI hoya to AkhI jIMdagI A zayyAnI majA mANanAranuM zuM thaze ? mane motano bhaya nathI paNa tamArI ciMtA thAya che. A sAMbhaLIne hajAronI medanImAM sannATo chavAI gayo, rANIno gusso paNa osarI gayo, dAsInI mArmika vAta rANInA gaLe utarI gaI. rANIe dAsIne abhayadAna ApyuM. tene bheTI paDI. nikhAlasa hRdaye kahevA lAgI, "dAsI ! tArI vAta sAcI che. te mArI AMkha ughADI dIdhI che. mAro sattAno kepha utArI nAkhyo che. mArI jIvanadizA-jIvanadazA pheravI nAkhI che, AjathI tuM mArI dAsI nahIM, tuM mArI guru... mane mApha kara, nAnI bhUlanI moTI sajA karI, meM tane haDAhaDa anyAya karyo che, mane mApha kara." ...161...

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pharI azrubhInI AMkhe rANI ane dAsI baMne bheTI paDyA. rAjA sahita prajAjano A maMgala dRzya jotA ja rahyA. dAsInI vAta mAmulI lAge paNa keTalI tatva sabhara che. aDadho kalAka anukULatA bhogavanArane jo motanI sajA thatI hoya to jIvanabhara anukULatAmAM ja rAcanAranI zuM dazA thaze ? * ApaNane to jamavAmAM badhu barAbara joIe, ThaMDu te billa cAle ja nahIM. * jamyA pachI e.sI. rUmamAM be kalAka suIe nahIM tyAM sudhI rti Ave nahIM. * kapaDAmAM ekAda be paNa karacalIo hoya tyAM sudhI cena paDe ja nahIM. * traNavAra nahAyA vagara phAve ja nahIM. * basa ke TrenanI musApharImAM to marI ja jaIe, gADI ja joIe, teya e.sI. vALI. * jyAM tyAM koInA ghare rahevuM nA pAlave. bhale hoTalamAM eka rAtanuM rUA. 5000 nuM bIla Ave, paNa tyAM ja zAMtithI UMgha Ave. * trIse trIsa divasa kapaDAM alaga alaga ja joIe, Aje paherelA trIsa divasa sudhI Ave ja nahIM. * aThavADIyAmAM ekavAra rIsorTa ke hoTelamAM to javAnuM ja. cAra/cha divasanI rajA paDe eTale dUranA ekAMta sthaLe jatAM rahevAnuM. * bAra mahine ekAda be lAMbI Tura paNa phemIlI sAthe mArI AvavAnI ja. A che AjanA Adhunika samAjanuM pratibiMba. zakti ke pahoMca hoya ke nA hoya chatAM tamAma anukULatAone bhogavI levA AjanuM janamAnasa tatpara che. hA ! anukULatA bhogavIne paNa jo sukhI thavAtuM hoya, zAMta thavAtuM hoya to sAruM ja che, paNa evuM nathI. anukULatA bhogavIne mANasa vadhu duHkhI thAya che. vadhu gulAma thAya che, vadhu parAdhIna thAya che, ALasu thAya che. azAMta thAya che. eja batAve che mArga khoTo che, mAnyatA khoTI che. AdhyAtmika krAMti lAvavAnI jarUra che. "anukULatAmAM duHkha ane pratikuLatAmAM sukha" A vAta romeromamAM vaNAI javI jarUrI che. pratikULatAno sAmano karanAra koIno gulAma nahIM bane, koIno oziyALo nahIM bane. ...162...

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sAdhu saMtonA jIvana pratikULatAthI bharapura hoya che chatAM temanA mukha uparanI asmitA, teja-ojasa kaMIka ora ja hoya che. pratikULatA veThI veThIne temaNe AMtarazaktino jabaradasta vikAsa sAdhyo hoya che. eTale anukULatA mATe koInI dADhImAM temane hAtha ghAlavo paDato nathI. "A cAlaze ane A nahIM cAle, A phAvaze ane A nahIM phAve, AnI sAthe rahIza ane AnI sAthe nahIM, AvI koI phariyAdo-dvidhAo ane tenAthI UbhA thatA ukaLATo sAdhu saMtone hotA nathI. badhu cAlaze. "badhu phAvaze, badhA sAthe phAvaze" A temano jIvanamaMtra hoya che. mATe ja teonI AdhyAtmika mastI kaMIka ora ja hoya che. moTA abajapati zeThiyAo paNa temanA teja AgaLa jhAMkhA ane vAmaNA pUravAra thatA hoya che. bhautika jagatanI anukULatAo koI kALe zAMti ApI zake ja nahIM, AdhyAtmika jagatanI pratikULatAo prasannatA ane AnaMda ApyA vagara rahe nahIM. ATaluM samajAI jAya to maLe eTaluM bheguM karI levAnI AMdhaLI doTa acuka ochI thaI jAya. pachI jIvana jarUra jIvavA jevuM banI jAya. aMte The source of the true happiness is inherent, in the heart, he is a fool who seeks it elsewere. * * * * * ...163...

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murakhano saMga motano raMga rAjAe potAnI rakSA mATe eka boDIgArDa rAkhyo, te bahAdura hovAnI sAthe samajadAra paNa hato, rAjAnA pragaTa apragaTa manobhAvane paNa jANI leto. IzArA uparathI khAnagI vAtono kyAsa kADhI leto. rAjAne thayuM. A to jokhama kahevAya. boDIgArDa bahAdura joIe, paNa vadhu paDatI samajadArI kadAca jokhamI pUravAra thAya. boDIgArDa to buddhino jaDa ane boDIno bolDa joIe. ghaNI tapAsa karavA chatAM yogya pAtra nA maLyuM. ekavAra koI eka Well trained vAMdaro rAjA pAse lAvyA. rAja! A vAMdaro bahAdura che. sAthe AjJAMkita che, je kahezo te karaze. rAjAne thayuM, ghaNA vakhate yogya pAtra maLyuM. vAMdarAne boDIgArDa tarIke rAkhI dIdho. ane kahyuM ke, "mane herAna kare tene eka miniTanA vilaMba vinA patAvI devo." hAthamAM talavAra laI vAMdaro rAjAnI rakSA karavA lAgyo. ekavAra rAjA sUtA che. mAkhI temanA moDhA upara gaNagaNe che. be traNavAra uDADavA chatAM pAchI AvIne bese che. vAMdarAne gusso Avyo. mAkhI gaLAnI upara AvatAnI sAthe tene patAvI devAnI buddhithI vAMdarAe talavAra jhIMkI rAjAnA gaLA upara. mAkhI to marI nahIM, paNa rAjAnuM prANapaMkherU uDI gayuM. samajadAra mANasano saMga kadAca jokhama notarI zake paNa murkha mANasano saMga to nizcitapaNe motane notare che. vadhu buddhizALIne sAthe rAkhavAmAM bhaya satAvato hoya che ke kadAca ApaNAthI AgaLa vadhI jAya, kyAreka badhu jANI jatAM vizvAsaghAta kare, kadAca ApaNaneya dAbamAM rAkhe, kyAreka bleka meIla kare. A bhayathI ochA buddhivALAne prIphara karI Azrita banAvavAmAM vadhu jokhama che. badhI rIte pAyamAla thavAno khatarAbharyo A akhataro che. AsapAsanuM vartuLa ziSTa, samajadAra, hitecchu hoya, buddhizALI guNavAna ane sAhasI hoya, to vikAsa zakya bane che. sarvakSetre hanaguNIno saMga hatAzA ane niSphaLatA tarapha ja doranAro che. ...164...

Page #172
ApaNA mitro ane ApaNA vicAro ApaNA jIvananA ghaDavaiyA che. vicAranI kvolITI paNa AsapAsanA vAtAvaraNane AbhArI che eTale ja potAnAthI DAuna hoya tenI sobata vikAsakAryamAM parokSapaNe paNa bAdhaka banatI hoya che. murkha ane samajadAranI vyAkhyA paNa samajI levAnI hoya che. | mukhe eTale ApaNI hA jI hA kare, dekhatA doSa batADe nahIM, maratA hoIe toya bacAve nahIM. murkha eTale jene ApaNI sAthe nahIM ApaNI pAse je che tenI sAthe nisbata che. AvA jIhajurIyA ja ApaNA moTA duzmana che, temanAthI cetatA rahevAnuM che. samajadAra eTale sAcA arthamAM ApaNA hitecchu. je ApaNA AtmAnA kalyANane jhaMkhe che, kaDavuM paNa satya kahetA saMkoca rAkhatA nathI. temane aLakhAmaNA thavAno bhaya nathI, ekAte hitakAMkSI che. tapAsI levAnI jarUra che ke ApaNI AsapAsa kevuM vartuLa sarjAya che. nirdoSa deva ane niHsvArtha guru ja ApaNA sAcA hitecchu che. bAkI badhA svArthapremI jANavA. aMte- Don't be afraid of your enemy who attacks you. But be afraid of your fow who flatter you. * * * * * ...165...

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AcAra vicAranI ekarUpatA jIvana utthAnano pAyo che vicAranI pavitratA ane AcAranI zuddhi A be pAyA upara jainadarzananI ImArata ubhI che. keTalAka AtmAne AgaLa karI kahe che "bAhya kriyA to mAtra kAyakaSTa che. arthahIna che AvI kriyA anekavAra karI, paNa koI lAbha thayo nahIM." kaSTabhIrUo kriyAmArga ane AcAravidhi bAjumAM mukI AtmAnI UMcI vAto karI potAnI jAtane zreSTha sAdhaka mAnatA hoya che. kriyAmagna AtmAone vedIyA ke potAnAthI hIna mAnatA hoya che. A eka naryo daMbha che, potAnI sukhazIlatAne DhAMkavAnA petarAo che. paramAtmAe dAna dharma batAvI dhanathI ghasAvAnI vAta karI che, zIla dharma batAvI kAmanAthI ghasAvAnI vAta karI che. tapa dharma batAvI zarIrathI ghasAvAnI vAta karI che to bhAva dharma batAvI manathI ghasAvAnI vAta karI che. "jyAM ghasAro che tyAM dharma che.' Aje kALa evo Avyo che ke jAtane dharmI batAvavI che, paNa tanathI manathI ke dhanathI ghasAvuM nathI. khIsAne AMca na AvavI joIe, zarIra dubaLuM na thavuM joIe. manane Tenzana nA thavuM joIe, jemAM tapa-tyAga karavAnA nA hoya, koI nIti niyama pALavAnA nA hoya, koI pratibaMdha nA hoya, koI paNa prakArano ghasAro nA pahoMcato hoya, Avo dharma batADI lokonI AMkhamAM dhULa nAkhanArA kahevAtA dAdAo-bhagavAno-bApuolAITanA thAMbhalAnI jema phUTI nIkaLyA che. AmAM potAne kazuM karavAnuM nathIAcAra pALavAnA nathI-mAtra lukhkho upadeza ja ApavAno che. eka ramuja prasaMga che. IMDA khAvA hAnIkAraka che. e viSaya upara chaTAdAra be kalAka pravacana ApyA bAda vaktA jyAre parasevo luchavA khIssAmAMthI rUmAla bahAra kADhavA jAya che tyAre rUmAlanI sAthe eka IMDu paNa bahAra AvIne jamIna upara paDI phUTI jAya che. zrotAo to A daMbha joI avAcaka thaI jAya che. AvI hAlata Aje sarvatra phAlI phalI che. potAne AcAra pALavA ...166...

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na hoya eTale AcAra mArgane ja vagovavo, e naryo prapaMca che. mahinAo sudhI guphAmAM rahenAra ke varSonA varSo sudhI nirmaLa cAritra pALanAra mahAtmAo kahetA hoya che ke "hajI amane ghaNA rAga dveSa satAve che hajI ame AtmAthI ghaNA ja dUra chIe." jyAre potAnI jAtane sarvajJa mAnanArAone, TI.vI. jotA jotA, gRhastho pAse navAMgIpUjA karAvatA karAvatA, kAra ke vimAnI musApharImAM tAgaDadhInnA karatA karatA, rasapUrIonI choLo uchALatA uchALatA, Tebala-khurazI-lAITa-paMkhA-esI tamAma suvidhAo bhogavI satsaMga karatA karatA AtmA dekhAI javAne ?... varSonA pratikramaNa karyA pachI paNa joIe tevo pazcAttApa bhAva ke pApazuddhi ubhI thatI nathI to AvA ekavIzamI sadInA dhyAnayogIone (!) micchAmi dukkaDam devA mAtrathI pApazuddhi thaI javAnI ? loka to bhadrika che eTale AvA suphIyANI pracAra-pravAhamAM sahajatAthI taNAI javAnA. jo vagara kriyAe-vagara sAdhanAe vagara ghasArAe palAThIvALI padmAsana lagADI AMkha baMdha karavAthI kAma patI jatuM hoya to paramAtmA mahAvIra deve paNa temaja karyuM hota, AcAranI kadara tIrthakaranA gRhastha jIvanamAM paNa kevI jhaLahaLatI dekhAya che. te joIe, mAtA-pitAnA svargavAsa bAda bhrAtA naMdivardhananA AgrahathI prabhu vIra be varSa gRhavAsamAM rahyA, tyAre temaNe bhAIne spaSTa zabdomAM kahyuM hatuM ke "mArA mATe koI paNa AraMbha samAraMbha karavo nahIM." be varSa gRhastha jIvanamAM prabhu sAdhu jevA ja rahyA che, nathI karyuM snAna, nathI karyo sacita pANIno saMghaTTo, potAnA mATe banAvela AhAra pANIno upayoga karyo nathI, koI zarIranA saMskAra karyA nathI, sacitta vastu paNa vAparI nathI, rAjamahela-mulAyama zayyA-nokara cAkaronI sevA-rAjaRddhikhAna-pAna badhuM svAdhIna hovA chatAM paramAtmAe teno upayoga karyo nathI. juo, tIrthakarano jIva hovA chatAM keTaluM utkRSTa AcAra maryAdAnuM pAlana jIvanamAM jIvatu jAgatu che. dIkSA lIdhA bAda paNa sADA bAra varSa prabhue ghora sAdhanA karI. sADA bAra varSamAM mAtra 359 pAraNA karyA, cha mahinAnA, pAMca mahinAnA, cAra mahinAnA, be mahinAnA, eka mahinAnA upavAso ...167...

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prabhue anekavAra karyA. karma nirjarA mATe kAya kaSTa ApavA AtApanAo lIdhI. vividha AsanomAM rahyA, kAyotsarga dhyAnamAM rahyA, pratimAonI (sAdhupaNAnI sAdhanA vizeSa) ArAdhanA karI. rara9 chaThTha karyA, be divasa kadI sAthe vAparyuM nathI, pAraNAnA divase paNa ekAsanAvata to kharU ja, ekAsaNAmAM paNa jAtajAtanA abhigraho paNa kharA, caMdanabALAjInA prasaMgamAM paramAtmAnA ghora abhigrahanA sAkSAt darzana thAya che. kyAreka ugra vihAro, kyAreka rAtonI rAto kAyotsarga dhyAna, kyAreka AtApanA, kyAreka Asano, kyAreka bhIkSAcaryA, kyAreka tapazcaryA, kyAreka deva manuSya tiryaMconA upasarga sahevA, avvala koTInI paramAtmAnI A sAdhanA hatI, prabhu avadhijJAnI hatA, teo samajatA hatA, padmAsana lagAvIne besI javAthI karmo tUTavAnA nathI, zarIrane kohInUra hIrAnI jema sAcavavAthI ke paMpALavAthI karmo javAnA nathI, mAtra AtmAnA dhyAnathI koI siddhi thavAnI nathI. jAta ghasavI paDaze, zarIra kasavu paDaze, IcchAone mAravI paDaze, sukhazIthIlapaNuM choDavuM paDaze, kAmanAonA kaMTrola mATe kaDaka nIti niyamo pALavA paDaze. IMdriyone vaza karavA saMyamanI vADo bAMdhavI paDaze. DanalopanI gAdImAM ArAma karatA karatA kevaLajJAna jhaMkhanArAoe jANI levuM joIe ke sADA bAra varSamAM prabhu palAThIvALIne beThA nathI ke soDa tANIne kyAreya sutA nathI. sADA bAra varSamAM prabhujIno saMkalita pramAdakALa (ArAmakALa) mAtra aMtarmatano che. savAla eTalo ja che ke, kaThIna karmo kApavA ke kevaLajJAnanI siddhi meLavavA tIrthakaranA jIvane paNa jo ATa ATalI sAdhanA karavI paDatI hoya to ApaNe kaI vADInA mULA ? zuM ApaNe tIrthakara karatA paNa haLukarmI chIe ? teo bhAre karmI hatA eTale temane sAdhanAnI jarUra hatI, ApaNane nahIM, ema ne ? tamAma tIrthakaroe jIvana vyavahAramAM AcAramArga apanAvyo che, upasargo pariSaha vekyA che tapa-tyAga-abhigraho AcaryA che. pachI ja kevaLajJAna lIdhu che. AtmAnI lukhkhI vAto karavAthI nahIM. potAnI jAtane ...168..

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sarvajJa ke sImaMdharasvAmInA avatAra mAnanArAoe eTaluM samajI levuM joIe ke sImaMdharasvAmIe paNa bhoga sukhane lAta mArI che. AgArano tyAga karI aNagAra banyA che. cAritra jIvana aMgIkAra karyuM che. vyavahAra saMyama paNa aNizuddha pALI rahyA che. zuM sImaMdharasvAmInA karmo-paryAya-bhavitavyatA evA hatI ke temane saMyama aMgIkAra karavuM paDe ? ane temanA anuyAyIonA, karmo-paryAya-bhavitavyatA evI ja nirmANa che ke temane koI paNa jAtanI sAdhanA vagara, kriyA vagara, saMyama vagara, nIti niyama vagara, abhigraho ke dharmAcAraNA vagara ja kevaLajJAna thaI jAya !!! ema ne ? "TIvI. viDIyo juo, nATaka sinemA juo, haro, pharo, tamAma bhautika sukha sagavaDo majethI bhogavo, mAtra AtmAnuM dhyAna karo, bIjuM kaMIja karavAnI jarUra nathI. kaMIja choDavAnI jarUra nathI." AnAthI vadhu daMbha zo hoI zake ? emaja hoya to pachI samAna nyAye ema paNa kahevuM joIe ke "paisAnuM dhyAna mAtra karo, tenA mATe doDadhAma karavAnI jarUra nathI, khorAkanuM mAtra dhyAna karo, rasoI karavAnI ke koLIyo moDhAmAM nAkhavAnI jarUra nathI. paramAtmA lokottara hovA chatAM temanuM jIvana vyavahAra pradhAna hoya che. revatI zrAvikAne tyAM vahoravA jatA sAdhune mahAvIra prabhue kahela, vatsa ! mArA jJAnathI huM joI rahyo chuM. revatIe be prakAranA pAka banAvyA che, koLApAka ane bIjorA pAka. temAM koLApAka mane uddezIne mArA mATe banAvyo cho. bIjorA pAka gharane uddezIne banAvyo che. ApaNA mATe banAvela AhAra AdhAkarmI kahevAya, doSita kahevAya evo AhAra kahyuM nahIM. doSa lAge, doSathI karmano baMdha thAya, mATe teNIe potAnA ghara mATe banAvela bijorApAka lAvI zakAya. joyuM ! caramazarIrI lokottara paramAtmA paNa kevuM vyavahAra dharmanuM aNizuddha pAlana kare che. eja paramAtmAnA anuyAyIo eja paramAtmAnA nAme eja paramAtmAnA vyavahAra dharmano lopa karanArA bane e keTalI dayanIya-zocanIya bInA kahI zakAya ? jJAna kramika hoya ke akramika ? eka thI cauda guNasthAnaka paramAtmAe ...169..

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batAvyA che e kramathI ja jIvano AdhyAtmika vikAsa zakya bane che. utthAna paNa kramika hoya, patana paNa kramika ja hoya. bALamaMdiranA kramathI ja bhaNavAnI zarUAta karAya, pahelA pahelu dhoraNa thAya ne pachI bALamaMdiramAM bese evo akramavAda kapolakalpita pedAza ja kahevAya. paNa, potAnI sattA, potAnI mahattA, potAnuM alaga astitva prasthApita karavA kaMIka akrama-cakrama agaDa bagaDe to karavuM ja paDe ne ? nahIM to nAma kema thAya ? prasiddhi kema maLe ? paramAtmA mahAvIradevanA samayamAM paNa traNaso tresaTha navIna matavAdI hatA, jemane zAstramAM nihnava-pAkhaMDI tarIke navAjavAmAM AvyA che. temaNe kaI navuM karyuM na hatuM. paramAtmAnA vacanomAMthI-vAtomAMthI managamatI vAtone ekAMta jaDatAthI pakaDI lIdhI, anya vAtono asvIkAra karyo. dahI-dUdha banemAM paga rAkhI potAno alaga coko Ubho karyo, lokonI AMkhamAM dhULa nAkhavAnA kAma karyA, paramAtmAnA syAdvAd garbhita mArgane utthApI potAnA unmArgane sanmArga tarIke prasthApita karyo. AvA traNaso tresaTha asamaMjasavAdIo hatA. guNavikAsa kramika hoya, guNasthAnaka vikAsa kramika hoya, bALamaMdiranA bALako B.A. nA klAsamAM bhaNavA jAya to ?. AcAra vicAranA lezamAtra ThekANA nA hoya, sevA bhakti dvArA ghasAvAnI lezamAtra taiyArI nA hoya, tapa tyAganI vAto sAMbhaLavA mAtrathI parasevo chUTI jato hoya, tevA sAdhanA bhIrUo AtmAnI uMcI UMcI vAto karavA mAtrathI sarvajJatAnI nikaTa pahoMcI javAnA ? * mAsakSamaNanA tapasvI eka bena AvA ja koIka navInamatavAdInI mAyAjALamAM lapeTAI gayA, thoDA samaya bAda temanA moDhAmAMthI zabdo saratA sAMbhaLyA ke, "mAsakSamaNa karIne meM moTI bhUla karI, AvA to anaMtA mAsakSamaNa karyA, AtmAnuM ThekANuM nA paDyuM." temane puchavAmAM AvyuM, have zuM karo cho ? javAba maLyo, "pratibaMdha ...17..

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vagara game tyAre (aDadhI rAtre paNa !) AhAra-pANIno anAsakta bhAve upabhoga karI AtmadhyAnanI mastI mANI rahI chuM." AvA to keTalAya bicArA nirdoSa-bhadrika loko A mAyAjALamAM phasAI paramAtmAnA satya mArgathI bhraSTa thaI rahyA che, tenI upara karUNA karIe eTalI ochI che. koNa samajAve, ke nIti niyama to jAnavarone nA hoya, nIti niyamanA kAraNe ja mANasa jAnavarathI alaga tarI Ave che. bIju paramAtmA mahAvIra devanA jIve paccIsamAM naMdana RSinA bhavamAM eka lAkha varSa cAritra pALyuM hatuM. te daramyAna prabhue jIvanabhara mAsakSamaNanA pAraNe mAsakSamaNa karyA hatA, kula agyAra lAkha eMsI hajAra chaso pIstAlIsa mAsakSamaNa prabhue eka ja bhavamAM karyA hatA. ane lakhalUTa karmanirjarA sAdhI hatI. bIjI vAta che, "bhagavAna" kone kahevAya ? "paramAtmA' kone kahevAya ? "pravartamAna pragaTa jJAnI puruSa' kone kahevAya ? zuM sImaMdhara svAmI bhagavAne A badhI padavIo arpaNa karI che ? zuM sImaMdhara svAmI bhagavAnanA devatAoe A padavI dAna karyA che ? ke lokonI AMkhamAM dhULa nAkhI jAte ja padavIdhara banI gayA che ? padavIdAtA koNa ? padavI lenAranI yogyatA zuM che ? badhu lolaMlola cAle che. gozALo potAnI jAtane sarvajJa mAnato hato (jo ke, jIvananA aMtima kALe teNe potAnA daMbhI jIvanano ekarAra karI lIdho hato) jamAlI potAnI jAtane-potAnA jJAnane prabhuvIra karatA zreSTha mAnatA hatA, zuM potAnI jAte AvA vizeSaNonA puchaDA lagADI devA mAtrathI bhagavAna ke sarvajJa thaI javAya ? mahorA badalavAthI jAta badalAtI nathI, AvatIkAle to zuM paNa pachInI miniTe zuM thavAnuM che ? tenuM ya jJAna na hoya ne potAnI jAtane pragaTajJAnI mAne, AnA jevuM agyAramuM Azcarya bIju zuM hoI zake ? bhagavAnanI pUjAno niSedha karavo, paMcamahAvratadhArI zuddha AcAra saMpanna, vizvanI ajAyabI samA, gurU bhagavaMtonI sevA bhaktithI lokone vimukha .171..

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banAvI, badhAja prakAranA dunvayI-bhautika bhogasukhanI bharamALamAM rAcatI potAnI jAtanI aSTaprakArI pUjA, navAMgI pUjA karAvavI, AnA jevo prapaMca bIjo zo hoI zake ? eka bAju sImaMdharasvAmI pAse prArthanA karavAnI ke, he ! sImaMdharasvAmI bhagavAna ! mArA upara evI kRpA varasAvo ke mAro zarIra-svajanAdi sAthe bhedabhAva tuTI jAya, mane abheda svarUpa prApta thAva, aliptabhAva-anAzaktabhAva prApta thAva, jyAre bIjI bAju potAnA ja janmotsava ThAThamAThathI UjavavAnA, AnA jevo vadato vyAghAta bIjo zo hoI zake ? abhedabhAvanI prApti mATe dunvayI padArtho pratye jaLahaLato vairAgyabhAva jarUrI che. potAnI hayAtImAM potAnA ja bhakto dvArA potAnA ja janmotsava ThAThamAThathI UjavavAmAM rAgabhAva poSAya ke vairAgyabhAva ? AmAM to vairAgyabhAva paNa lAkho yojana dUra rahe che to abhedabhAvanI to vAta ja zuM karavI ? hAthInA dAMtanI jema cAvavAnA jUdA hoya ane batAvavAnA jUdA hoya tevI sthiti sarjAya che. vAto karavAnI abhedabhAvanI ane pravRtti karavAnI rAgabhAva poSaka. kalpasUtramAM daza accherAnI vAta Ave che. anaMtakALe ko'ka avasarpiNImAM AvA accherA sarjAya che. dazamAnuM eka accherU che "asaMyatanI pUjA'' arthAt pUjA sayata AtmAonI ja thAya, asaMyatonI nahI, chatAM dazamA zitalanAtha bhagavAna ane agyAramAM zreyAMsanAtha bhagavAnanA samayamAM asaMyamIonI paNa pUjanA thaI, ane tenI accherAmAM gaNatarI karavAmAM AvI che. asaMyati pUjAnA agyAramAM Azcarya rUpa" AvA vizeSaNano artha zuM ? koIne vicAravAno samaya che ? "agyAramAM Azcarya rUpa" pote thayA. to daza Azcarya mAnya che ne? "asaMyati pUjA' to daza AzcaryamAM samAviSTa che, tene agyAramuM Azcarya gaNavAnI jarUra zuM ? pote, potAnI pUjAne, Azcarya rUpa, jAhera karavI ! e paNa eka Azcarya ja kahevAya nahI ! ...17ra...

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AzcaryanI vyAkhyA samajavAno prayAsa karAyo che, ke ADedhaDa zabda prayoga karAyo che ? * ekavAra ekabhAI mane kahe, "dAdA bhagavAna (!) nA eka bhakta mArI pAse AvyA, aupacArika vAto bAda pustakono thokaDo mane Apyo, mane kahe, vAMcajo, vicArajo, A pustaka vAMcanathI tame AtmAnI nikaTa pahoMcazo, tamane satyanuM jJAna thaze." me kahyuM, huM custa zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka chuM, paramAtmAno bhakta chuM, paMca mahAvratadhArI gurUno upAsaka chuM, mArA bhaktibhAvano bhukko bolAvatA ane vyavahAra zUnya zuSka dhyAna-LyAnanI vAto karatA A pustakanI mAre jarAya jarUra nathI. amArA tyAga ane bhakti pradhAna zuddha mArganuM mane jJAna che ane tamArA polapola mArgathI paNa huM paricita chuM. mAre A pustako vAMcI samaya bagADavo nathI, mArA manane bhramita karavuM nathI. | ATaluM spaSTa kahevA chatA, te bhAIno jaDa Agraha cAlu ja rahyo, ekavAra to A pustaka vAMco, ekavAra to daSTipAta karo, me spaSTa InkAra karyo, chatA te bhAI, pustakano thokaDo mArI pAse parANe mukI ravAnA thaI gayA." gulAbanI suvAsa mANavA loko sAmethI kheMcAIne Ave che, tene pracAraprasAranI jarUra nathI. sAco mArga hoya, sAcuM jJAna hoya to loko sahaja AkarSAya, AvA jaDatAsabhara baLAtkArI pracAra-prasAra karavAnI jarUra zuM che ? nakalI mAlane ja vadhu jAherAtanI jarUra che, mugdha lokone bAya buka ora bAya kuka satsaMgamAM kheMcI javAnA prayAso paNa ghaNI jaDatA-ghaNA ja baLAtkAra pUrvaka karavAmAM AvatA hoya che, e keTalA aMze ucita che? "saMpUrNa vyavahArajJAna jemanA nimittane pAmI nirAvaraNa thayA" Ano artha zuM ?... "vyavahArajJAna" no artha khyAla che ? saMpUrNa vyavahAra jJAnanI nirAvaraNitAnuM zuM phaLa maLe ? kevuM pariNAma Ave, teno khyAla che ? ke AMkha mIMcIne ghasITe rAkhyuM che ? "dhAmadhUme dhamAdhama calI" jevI sthiti che, ToLAne AMkha hotI nathI, ...173...

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dRSTirAga haMmezA AMdhaLo hoya che, koI bhaktane A vicAravAnI phurasada nathI, vaLI, navApaMthanA racanArAonI vAto paNa aMte jinadarzanano ja eka bhAga hoya che, koI navIna vAta hotI nathI, paNa prabhunI e vAtone potAnA nAme caDhAvI devAya che. ane yugadaSTa banI javAya che. krama vijJAnI hoya ke akrama vijJAnI, koI paNa ema kahI zakaze kharA, ke ame je kahIe chIe te mArI svataMtra vicAradhArA che ? prabhu vIranA syAdvAda garbhita mArgathI amAro mArga-amArI vAto taddana nirALI, taddana bhinna, taddana viparita che? nA, koI ja kahI zakaze nahIM, kAraNa bhagavAnano mArga ratnAkara samAna che, te ja zuddha mArga che. pUrNa mArga che, temAM zuM nathI ? AjakAlanA phaTI nikaLelA mArgo to tenA khAbocIyA jevA che. hRdaya cokhkhuM rAkhIne spaSTa bemAMthI eka vAta karavI joIe, ke A amAro mata svataMtra che, prabhue batAvela mArgathI taddana bhinna nyAro che, ame ja svataMtra rUpe te sthApyo che. kA, kahevuM joIe, ke amAro mArga paramAtmAnA mArgathI saMgata ja che, ame je kahIe chIe, te prabhunA vADmayane anusAra ja kahIe chIe. phAve eTalu pakaDI levAnuM, teya potAnA nAme caDhAvI devAnuM, bIjuM choDI devAnuM. Ama dahIM-dUdhamAM paga rAkhavo ucita nathI. | doSonuM micchAmi dukkaDam do, bhagavAn ! Apa mArAmAM birAjamAna cho, ApanuM svarUpa eja mArU svarUpa che. huM zuddha AtmA chuM. huM abhedabhAve Apane namaskAra karuM chuM. mArA doSone ApanI samakSa jAhera karuM . mArA doSono pastAvo karuM chuM. ekarAra karuM chuM. mArA doSonI kSamA yAcuM chuM. pharI doSo nA thAya evI zakti mATe prArthanA karuM chuM. "bhedabhAva" nI vAsanA dUra karavAnI prArthanA karuM chuM. abheda svarUpanI prApti jhaMkhu . A badhI vAtomAM navIna zuM che ? A badhI vAto paramAtmAe batADelI ja che, alaga mata sthApI potAnA nAme Aja vAto karavI, e paramAtmAnI moTI AzAtanA che, maphatIyA jasa khATavAno zudra prayAsa che. anya anya paMthIo dvArA je vAta karavAmAM .174.

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Ave che emAM kaI vAta evI che je paramAtmAe na batADI hoya ? badhuM ja batADyuM che pachI teno ja svIkAra zA mATe na karavo ? evI kaI agavaDatA ke AvazyakatA ubhI thaI ke, navA navA managhaDaMta dharmamArganA sarjana karavA paDe ? prabhu RSabhadevanA samayamAM bharatanA putra marIcie zArIrika zithilatAne vaza thaI madhyamamArgI dharma apanAvyo hato, navo veza, navA vicAra, navA AcAra, badhuM navuM, chatA marIcinI e mahAnatA hatI ke jyAre koI dharmapRcchA karavA Ave tyAre teo saraLatAthI kahetA, ke "sAco dharma RSabhadeva pAse che, sAcA gurU to temanA paMcamahAvratadhArI sAdhu ja che. huM to zithila chuM. mArAmA dharma nathI ke sAcu sAdhupaNuM paNa nathI, tamAre satyadharmano khapa hoya to RSabhadeva pAse jAva." keTalI spaSTa vAta ! kevo nirdabha ekarAra ! keTalAya jIvone pratibodhita karI temaNe bhagavAna pAse dIkSita banAvyA. karmanI vicitratA ke bhavitavyatAne vaza ekavAra temanI buddhi bhramita thaI gaI, dIkSA levA taiyAra thaela kapile jyAre maricine pUchyuM, mahAtman ! tamArA mArgamAM sarvathA dharma nathI ?" tyAre, teo bolyA, vatsa ! "dharma to mArI pAse paNa che." zAstra lakhe che, A vacana mithyA hatuM. utsutra hatuM. potAno dharma sagavaDIyo hato, vAstavika nathI, chatAM kahyuM, ke mArI pAse dharma che. A utsutra vacanathI eka koDAkoDI pramANa dIrgha saMsAra temano vadhI gayo. paramAtmAnA syAdvAda garbhita zuddha ane sAcA mArgano apalApa karI navA dharmane svIkAranArA, tene ja satyadharma mAnanArAoe jarA zAMta citte vicAra karavo joIe. anyathA maricInI jema dharmanA nAme ja saMsAra vadhI jAya to navAI nahI. aMte mana melA tana ujalA bagalA sapheda hI raMga bagalA se kauA bhalA tana mana eka hI raMga // ...175..

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lADInA mohamAM ratno gumAvanArane hoMzIyAra zuM kahevAya ? kSaNika bhogAnaMda khAtara zAzvata divyAnaMdano tyAga AtmaghAtaka che. eka majura che, cAlIsa varSathI kALI majurI kare che. zarIra hADapiMjara jevuM thaI gayuM che. have moDhA upara jIvanano thAka dekhAya che. ekavAra eka saMtajanano bheTo thayo, saMtane tenI dazA joI dayA AvI, saMta : tane eka evo kimiyo batAu ke jenAthI tArI cAlIza varSanI kALI majurIno aMta Avaze, tArI sAta nahI, sittera nahI, sAtaso peDhInuM daLadara phITI jaze, paNa tenA mATe thoDu kaSTa veThavuM paDaze. majura : bApujI ! daLadara dUra thatu hoya to game te kaSTa veThavA taiyAra chuM. saMta : ATha divasa sudhI divasa-rAta cAlIne, phalANA gAmamAM javu. te gAmanI sImAmAM moTo pahADa che te caDhavo. pahADa upara eka jhupaDuM haze, jhupaDA pAse jaI coMkI karatA darabArane mAru nAma Apaje, tane aMdara javA deze. bahArathI dekhAva jhuMpaDAno haze aMdarathI devavimAna jevo mahela che, DhagalAbaMdha amUlya ratno che, apsarAo che. divya khAna-pAna che. joIe eTalA ratno levAnI chUTa che. zarata eTalI ja che ke eka vyaktine eka ja vAra ahIM Entry maLe che, ane sUryAsta thatAM jhupaDAnuM saTara paDI jAya che. pachI aMdara rahI gayela vyakti kyAre paNa bahAra nIkaLI zakatI nathI. majura to rAjIno reDa thaI gayo. eja ghaDIe ravAnA thayo. pagamAM vega che kAraNa ratnonI garamI che. AzAnuM peTrola bharelu che. divasa-rAta, bhUkha-tarasa joyA vinA cAlato ja rahyo. cAlato ja rahyo. ATha divasanA aMte te gAmanI sImAmAM pahoMcyo. thoDI hAMza thaI, paNa UMco pahADa joI aMdhArA AvI gayA. satata parizramathI lothapotha thayelA zarIrathI pahADa kema caDhaze ? e savAla hato, chatAM haiyAmAM hAma bharI eka eka Dagalu AgaLa vadhato gayo. zarIra zramathI bhareluM che. haiyu AzAthI bhareluM che. mahAmuzkelIe upara pahoMcyo, jhuMpaDu joyu, AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. darabArane saMtano saMdezo Apyo. darabAra kahe, khuzIthI aMdara nA luTAya eTalA ratno luTI leje, ...176..

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zarata yAda rAkhaje. ratno bharavA majUra moTI cAdara laI aMdara gayo. devaloka jevo rAjamahela joI majUra to stabdha thaI gayo. cAre bAju abajonI kiMmatanA ratno jhagArA mAratA hatA. svAgata mATe divyAMganAo sa% hatI. khAnapAnanI svAdiSTa vAnagIonI koI kamInA na hatI. cArekora dhUpa dipa seMTa attaronI suvAsathI dizAo madhamadhAyamAna hatI. saMgItanI surAvalIothI vAtAvaraNamAM divyatA patharAelI hatI. bhogavilAsanI sarvotkRSTa sAmagrInA khaDakalAo joI eka kSaNa to majUra DagAI gayo, aMjAI gayo. A huM kyAM AvI gayo ? saMte keTalo upakAra karyo ? have vicAre che, zuM lauM ne zuM nA lau ? eka se baDhakara eka vastuo jovAmAM ja samaya pasAra thato jAya che. vacce zarata yAda AvatA jAtane saMbhALI le che, to pAcho kSaNa be kSaNamAM badhu bhUlI jAya che. Ama karatA pAMca vAgI gayA, have badhA pralobhano choDI majUra poTakA bharavA lAgyo ke, bharAya tyAM sudhI kiMmatI ratno bharyA. cha vAgyAno sUryAsta che. 5-45 thaI gaI che, poTakA bharAI gayA che ane bahAra paNa nikaLI gayo che. AnaMdanI koI avadhI nathI. vicAre che, have A ratnothI jIvanabhara mojamajA karIza. ezaArAma karIza, have to basa, vagara mahenate jalasA ja jalasA che. paNa, acAnaka kaMIka yAda AvyuM. ke sAthe lAvela lAkaDI to aMdara ja rahI gaI. cAlIsa varSathI e lAkaDI mArI sAthe che tene ahIM mUkIne kema javAya ? majUra lAkaDI levA aMdara jAya che. kamabhAgye eja ghaDIe sUryAsta thaI jAya che. saTara paDI jAya che. ratnanuM poTaluM bahAranu bahAra ja rahI gayuM. majUra aMdara rahI gayo, pharI koI kALe bahAra nA AvI zakyo. ratno to gayA. jAna paNa gayo. lAkaDI khAtara ratno ane jAna gumAvanAra majUra keTalo abuja kahevAya ? ApaNI hAlata AvI ke kadAca AnA karatA vadhu badatara che. anaMtakALathI A saMsAramAM bhaTakatA ApaNe dareka bhavamAM kALI majUrI karI. sAMbhaLatA ke vicAratA dhrujArI chUTI jAya evA duHkho, trAsa, yAtanAo bhogavyA. punyayoge koka paramasaMtano samAgama thayo. teo ApaNA duHkha ...177...

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joI trAsI gayA. ApaNane kahyuM, bhalA ! anaMta kALa AvI kALI majUrI karI ? AvA julmo vekyA ? mArI pAse kema nA Avyo ? kaMI nahI, jAgyA tyArathI savAra, cAla, tane ratnonI khANa batAla, luMTAya eTalu luMTI leje, tAro anaMta bhaviSyakALa lIlochama thaI jaze. jinazAsana rupI rAjamahela che. jemAM jJAna-darzana-cAritranAM amUlya ratno bharelA che. * sAdhanAnuM saMgIta * tapa tyAgane vairAgya bhAvanI mIjabAnI * AtmAnubhavanI divya suvAsa * siddhivadhUnI AgatA-svAgatA >> paramAtmA bhaktinA guMjano, luMTAya eTaluM luMTavAnuM che. zarata che, ekavAra ja Entry maLe che. sUryAsta bAda saTara Close thaI jAya che. eTale, anaMtakALe ekAdavAra ja jinazAsanano adhyAtmika divya mahela maLe che. AyuSya pUrNa thaI gayu pachI khela khalAsa, anaMtakALa aMdhakAramAM vitAvavAno. AyuSyapUrNatAno sUryAsta thayo nathI tyAM sudhI cAnsa che. jinazAsananA mahelamAM AvyA. jJAna darzana-cAritranA ratno joyA. AnaMda paNa thayo paNa bhulAela lAkaDI jevA pAMca iMdriyanA viSayo pharI yAda AvyA. ratno mukI lAkaDI levA gayA. adhyAtmika AnaMda choDI bhoga na maLI, ane jAna gayo te naphAmAM. AdhyAtmika AnaMda gayo. bhogavilAsanA kukA paNa nA maLyA, ane AyuSya pUrNa thaI gayu, have anaMtakALa ajJAnanA aMdhakAramAM ja vitAvavAno. duHkha trAsa yAtanAo ja bhogavavAnA. lAkaDI khAtara ratno gumAvanAra majura jo murkha che to kSaNika bhogAnaMda khAtara divya AdhyAtmika AnaMda gumAvanAra ApaNe kevA ? aMte - jIMdagI cAra dina kI cAMdanI ye sabhI kahate hai isa bAtakA sAra hama hI kahA samajhate hai, dinarAta bhautika sukho me basa hama bhaTakate hai prabhuke bhakta hokara bhI duHkhakI citA para jalate hai|

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The gate-way of the inner PLEASANT PARK.