Ashtavakra Mahagita Part 03

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Rebel Publishing House Puna
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/032111/1

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aSTAvakra mahAgItA-(bhAga-3) ozo (ozo dvArA aSTAvakra-saMhitA ke 99-151 sUtroM para praznottara sahita dinAMka 11 se 25 navaMbara 1976 taka ozo kamyUna iMTaranezanala, pUnA meM die gae paMdraha amRta pravacanoM kA sNkln|)

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dinAMka 11 navaMbara, 1976; zrI rajanIza Azrama pUnA / sUtra: manuSya hai eka ajanabI - pravacana - eka bhAvAbhAvavikArazca svabhAvAditi nizcayI / nirvikAro gatakleza sukhenaivoyshaammti|| 11 / / IzvaraH sarvanirmAtA nehAnya hIla nizcayI / aMtargalita sarvAza: zAMta: kyAyi na sajjate / / 1001/ Ayada: saiyadaH kAle daivAdeveti nizcayI / tRptaH svasthendriyo nityaM na vAcchati na shocti|| 101 / / sukhaduHkhe janmamRtyu daivAdeveti nizcayI / sAdhyAdarzI nirAyAma kurvannapi na lipyte|| 10211 ciMtayA jAyate duHkha nAnyathaiheti nishcyii| tathA hIna: sukhI zAMtaH sarvatra galitasthaha / / 10311 nAhaM deho na me deho bodho'hamiti nizcayI / kaivalyamiva saMprApto na smaratyakRtaM kRtm|| 104 / / Abramhastambayaryantamahameveti nishcyii| nirvikalya zuciH zAMtaH praaptaapraaptvinirvRt|| 10511 nAnAzcaryamida vizva ca kiciditi nishcyii| nirvAsanaH sphUrtimAtro na kicidiva zAmyati / / 106 / / manuSya hai ajanabI kinAre pr| yahAM usakA ghara nhiiN| na apane se paricita hai, na dUsaroM se paricita hai| aura apane se hI paricita nahIM to dUsaroM se paricita hone kA upAya bhI nhiiN| lAkha upAya hama karate haiM ki banA leM thor3A paricaya, bana nahIM paataa| jaise pAnI para koI lakIreM khIMce, aise hI hamAre paricaya banate haiM aura miTa jAte haiM; bana bhI nahIM pAte aura miTa jAte haiN| jise kahate hama parivAra, jise kahate hama samAja - saba bhrAMtiyAM haiM; mana ko bhulAne ke upAya haiN| aura eka hI bAta AdamI bhulAne kI koziza karatA hai ki yahIM merA ghara hai, kahIM aura nhiiN| yahI samajhAne kI koziza karatA hai : yahI mere priyajana haiM, yahI merA satya hai| yaha deha, deha se jo dikhAI

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par3a rahA hai vaha, yahI saMsAra hai; isake pAra aura kucha bhI nhiiN| lekina TUTa-TUTa jAtI hai yaha bAta, khela banatA nhiiN| khilaune khilaune hI raha jAte haiM, satya kabhI bana nahIM paate| dhokhA hama bahuta dete haiM, lekina dhokhA kabhI saphala nahIM ho paataa| aura zubha hai ki dhokhA saphala nahIM hotaa| kAza, dhokhA saphala ho jAtA to hama sadA ko bhaTaka jAte! phira to buddhatva kA koI upAya na raha jaataa| phira to samAdhi kI koI saMbhAvanA na raha jaatii| lAkha upAya karake bhI TUTa jAte haiM? isalie bar3I ciMtA paidA hotI hai, bar3A saMtApa hotA hai| mAnate ho patnI merI hai-aura jAnate ho bhItara se ki merI ho kaise sakegI? mAnate ho beTA merA hai lekina jAnate ho kisI tala para, gaharAI meM ki saba merA-terA sapanA hai| to jhuThalA lete ho, samajhA lete ho, sAMtvanA kara lete ho, lekina bhItara ubalatI rahatI hai aag| aura bhItara eka bAta tIra kI taraha cubhI / rahatI hai ki na mujhe merA patA hai, na mujhe auroM kA patA hai| isa ajanabI jagaha ghara banAyA kaise jA sakatA hai? jisa vyakti ko yaha bodha Ane lagA ki yaha jagaha hI ajanabI hai, yahAM paricaya ho nahIM sakatA, hama kisI aura deza ke vAsI haiM, jaise hI yaha bodha jagane lagA aura tumane himmata kI, aura tumane yahAM ke bhUla bhulAve meM apane ko bhaTakAne ke upAya chor3a die, aura tuma jAgane lage pAra ke prati; vaha jo dUsarA kinArA hai, vaha jo bahuta dUra kuhAse meM chipA kinArA hai, usakI pukAra tumheM sunAI par3anelagI-to tumhAre jIvana meM rUpAMtaraNa zurU ho jAtA hai| dharma aisI hI krAMti kA nAma hai| ye khADiyA, yaha udAsI, yahAM na bAMdho naav| yaha aura deza hai sAthI, yahAM na bAMdho naav| dagA kareMge manAjira kinAre -dariyA ke saphara hI meM hai bhalAI, yahAM na bAdho naav| phalaka gavAha ki jala-thala yahAM hai DAvAMDola jamIM khilApha hai bhAI, yahAM na bAMdho naav| yahAM kI AbohavA meM hai aura hI bU-bAsa yaha sarajamIM hai parAI, yahAM na bAMdho naav| Dubo na deM hameM ye gIta kunai-sAhila ke jo de rahe haiM sunAI, yahAM na bAMdho naav|

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jo ber3e Ae the isa ghATa taka abhI unakI khabara kahIM se na AI, yahAM na bAMdho nAva / rahe haiM jinase zanAsA yaha AsamA vaha nahIM yaha vaha jamIM nahIM bhAI, yahAM na bAMdho nAva / yahAM kI khAka se hama bhI musAma rakhate haiN| vaphA kI bU nahIM AI, yahAM na bAMdho naav| jo sarajamIna ajala se hameM bulAtI hai| vaha sAmane najara AI, yahAM na bAMdho nAva / savAde - sAhile - makasUda A rahA hai najara Thaharane meM hai tabAhI, yahA~ na bAMdho nAva / jahAM-jahAM bhI hameM sAhiloM ne lalacAyA sadA phirAka kI AI, yahAM na bAMdho nAva / kinArA manamohaka to hai yaha, sapanoM jaisA suMdara hai| bar3e AkarSaNa haiM yahAM, anyathA itane loga bhaTakate n| anaMta loga bhaTakate haiM, kucha gaharI sammohana kI kSamatA hai isa kinAre meN| itane itane loga bhaTakate haiM, akAraNa hI na bhaTakate hoMge - kucha - lubhAtA hogA mana ko kucha pakar3a letA hogaa| kabhI-kabhAra koI eka aSTAvakra hotA hai, kabhI koI jAgatA ; adhika loga to soe-soe sapanA dekhate rahate haiN| ina sapanoM meM jarUra kucha nazA hogA, itanA to taya hai| aura nazA gaharA hogA ki jagAne vAle Ate haiM, jagAne kI ceSTA karate haiM, cale jAte haiM aura AdamI karavaTa badala kara phira apanI nIMda meM kho jAtA hai| AdamI jagAne vAloM ko bhI dhokhA de jAtA hai| AdamI jagAne vAloM se bhI nIMda kA nayA iMtajAma kara letA hai, unakI vANI se bhI zAmaka auSadhiyAM banA letA hai| buddha jagAne Ate haiM; tuma apanI nIMda meM hI buddha ko suna lete ho| nIMda meM aura-aura sapanoM meM tuma buddha kI vANI ko vikRta kara lete ho, tuma manacAhe artha nikAla lete ho tuma apane bhAva DAla dete ho| jo buddha ne kahA thA, vaha to suna hI nahIM pAte, jo tuma sunanA cAhate the, vahI suna lete ho - phira karavaTa lekara tuma so jAte ho| to buddhatva bhI tumhArI nIMda meM hI DUba jAtA hai tuma use bhI DubA lete ho / lekina, kitane hI manamohaka hoM sapane, ciMtA nahIM miTatI / kATA cubhatA jAtA hai, sAlatA hai,

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pIr3A ghanI hotI jAtI hai| dekho logoM ke cehare, dekho logoM ke aMtaratama meM ghAva hI ghAva haiM! khUba malahama-paTTI kI hai, lekina ghAva miTe nhiiN| ghAvoM ke Upara phUla bhI sajA lie haiM, to bhI ghAva miTe nhiiN| phUla rakha lene se ghAvoM para, ghAva miTate bhI nhiiN| apane meM hI dekho| saba upAya kara ke tumane dekhe haiN| jo tuma kara sakate the, kara liyA hai| hAra-hAra gae ho baar-baar| phira bhI eka jAga nahIM AtI ki kahIM aisA to nahIM hai ki jo hama kara rahe haiM, vaha ho hI nahIM sktaa| aparicita, aparicita hI rhegaa| agara paricaya banAnA ho to apane se banA lo, aura koI paricaya saMbhava nahIM hai, dUsare se paricaya ho hI nahIM sktaa| eka hI paricaya saMbhava hai-apane se| kyoMki dUsare ke bhItara tuma jAoge kaise? aura abhI to tuma apane bhItara bhI nahIM ge| abhI to tumane bhItara jAne kI kalA bhI nahIM siikhii| abhI to tuma apane bhI aMtaratama kI sIr3hiyAM nahIM utre| abhI to tumane apane kueM meM hI nahIM jhAMkA, apane hI jalasrota meM nahIM DUbe, tumane apane hI keMdra ko nahIM khojA to dUsare ko to tuma dekhoge kaise? dUsare ko tuma utanA hI dekha pAoge jitanA tuma apane ko dekhate ho| agara tumane mAnA ki tuma zarIra ho to dUsare tumheM zarIra se jyAdA nahIM mAlUma par3eMge agara tumane mAnA ki tuma mana ho to dUsare tumheM mana se jyAdA nahIM mAlUma pdd'eNge| yadi tumane kabhI jAnA ki tuma AtmA ho, to hI tumheM dUsare meM bhI AtmA kI kiraNa kA AbhAsa hogaa| hama dUsare meM utanA hI dekha sakate haiM, usI sImA taka, jitanA hamane svayaM meM dekha liyA hai| hama dUsare kI kitAba tabhI par3ha sakate haiM jaba hamane apanI kitAba par3ha lI ho| kama se kama bhItara kI varNamAlA to par3ho, bhItara ke zAstra se to paricita hoo to hI tuma dUsare se bhI zAyada paricita ho jaao| aura majA aisA hai ki jisane apane ko jAnA, usane pAyA ki dUsarA hai hI nhiiN| apane ko jAnate hI patA calA ki basa eka hai, vahI bahuta rUpoM meM pragaTa huA hai jisane apane ko pahacAnA use patA calA paridhi hamArI alaga-alaga, keMdra hamArA eka hai| jaise hI hama bhItara jAte haiM, vaise hI hama eka hone lagate haiN| jaise hI hama bAhara kI tarapha Ate haiM, vaise hI aneka hone lagate haiN| aneka kA artha hai : bAhara kI yaatraa| eka kA artha hai : aNtryaatraa| to jo dUsare ko jAnane kI ceSTA karegA, dUsare se paricita honA caahegaa:| puruSa strI se paricita honA cAhatA hai, strI puruSa se paricita honA cAhatI hai| hama mitra banAnA cAhate haiM, hama parivAra banAnA cAhate haiN| hama cAhate haiM akele na hoN| akele hone meM kitanA bhaya lagatA hai! kaisI kaThina ho jAtI haiM ve ghar3iyAM jaba hama akele hote haiN| kaisI kaThina aura dUbhara-jhelanA muzkila! kSaNa-kSaNa aise kaTatA hai jaise varSa kaTate hoN| samaya bar3A laMbA ho jAtA hai| saMtApa bahuta saghana ho jAtA hai samaya bahuta laMbA ho jAtA hai| to hama dUsare se paricaya banAnA cAhate haiM tAki yaha akelApana mitte| hama dUsare se parivAra banAnA cAhate haiM tAki yaha ajanabIpana miTe, kisI taraha TUTe yaha ajanabIpana-lage ki yaha hamArA ghara hai!

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sAMsArika vyakti maiM usI ko kahatA hUM jo isa saMsAra meM apanA ghara banA rahA hai| hamArA zabda bar3A pyArA hai| hama sAMsArika ko gRhastha' kahate haiN| lekina tumane usakA UparI artha hI sunA hai| tumane itanA hI jAnA hai ki jo ghara meM rahatA hai, vaha saMsArI hai| nahIM, ghara meM to saMnyAsI bhI rahate haiN| chappara to unheM bhI cAhie par3egA / usa ghara ko cAhe Azrama kaho, cAhe usa ghara ko maMdira kaho, cAhe sthAnaka kaho, masjida kaho-isase kucha pharka par3atA nhiiN| ghara to unheM bhI cAhie hogaa| nahIM, ghara kA bheda nahIM hai, bheda kahIM gahare meM hogA / saMsArI maiM usako kahatA hUM jo isa saMsAra meM ghara banA rahA hai jo socatA hai, yahAM ghara bana jAegA; jo socatA hai ki hama yahAM ke vAsI ho jAeMge, hama kisI taraha upAya kara leNge| aura saMnyAsI vahI hai jise yaha bAta samajha meM A gaI hai yahAM ghara banatA hI nahIM / jaise do aura do pAMca nahIM hote aise use bAta samajha meM A gaI ki yahAM ghara banatA hI nhiiN| tuma banAo, gira- gira jAtA hai| yahAM jitane ghara banAo, sabhI tAza ke pattoM ke ghara siddha hote haiN| yahAM tuma banAo kitane hI ghara saba jaise reta meM bacce ghara banAte haiM, aise siddha hote haiM; havA kA jhoMkA AyA nahIM ki ge| aise mauta kA jhoMkA AtA hai, saba visarjita ho jAtA hai| yahAM ghara koI banA nahIM paayaa| jisa dina tumheM yaha dikhAI par3a jAtA hai ki yahAM koI ghara banA nahIM pAyA, ghara bananA isa jagata ke niyama meM hI nahIM hai-usI dina tumhAre jIvana meM saMnyAsa kA padArpaNa hotA hai| usI dina tumhAre jIvana meM usa dUsare kinAre kI gahana abhIpsA jAgatI hai| eka pukAra uThatI hai, eka aharniza khiMcAva, eka cunautI- tuma cala par3ate ho eka naI yAtrA para ! jaba tuma saMsAra se paricita hone kA khayAla chor3a dete ho, tabhI paramAtmA se paricita hone kA upAya zurU hotA hai| jaba tuma yaha bhUla hI jAte ho ki dUsarA apanA ho sakatA hai, taba tuma apane bhItara utarane lagate ho, kyoMki aba aura kahIM jagaha na rahI ki jahAM ghara bnaaeN| bAhara koI sthAna nahIM - bhItara hI jAnA hogaa| aSTAvakra ke ye sUtra usa aMtaryAtrA ke bar3e gahare par3Ava sthala haiN| eka-eka sUtra ko khUba dhyAna se smjhnaa| ye bAteM aisI nahIM ki tuma basa suna lo, ki basa aise hI suna lo| ye bAteM aisI haiM ki gunoge to hI sunA| ye bAteM aisI haiM ki dhyAna meM utareMgI, akele kAna meM nahIM, to hI pahuMceMgI tuma tk| to bahuta mauna se bahuta dhyAna se...... / ina bAto meM kucha manoraMjana nahIM hai| ye bAteM to unhIM ke lie haiM jo jAna gae ki manoraMjana mUr3hatA hai| ye bAteM to unake lie haiM jo praur3ha ho gae haiM; jinakA bacapanA gayA; aba jo ghara nahIM banAte haiM; aba jo khela-khilaune nahIM sajAte; aba jo guDDA-guDDiyoM ke vivAha nahIM racAte, aba jinheM eka bAta kI jAga A gaI hai ki kucha karanA hai, kucha aisA AtyaMtika ki apane se paricaya ho jaae| apane se paricaya ho to ciMtA miTe / apane se paricaya ho to dUsarA kinArA mile| apane se paricaya ho to sabase paricaya hone kA dvAra khula jaae| jaise hI koI vyakti aMtaratama kI gaharAI meM DUbatA hai, eka dUsare hI loka kA udaya hotA hai-aise loka kA, jahAM tuma apanI nAva bAMdha sakate ho eka aisA kinArA, jo tumhArA hai|

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pahalA sUtra-aSTAvakra ne kahA:'bhAva aura abhAva kA vikAra svabhAva se hotA hai| aisA jo nizcayapUrvaka jAnatA hai, vaha nirvikAra aura kleza-rahita puruSa sahaja hI zAMti ko prApta hotA hai|' sIdhe-sAde zabda, para bar3e arthagarbhita! bhAvAbhAvavikArazca svabhAvAditi nishcyii| nirvikAro gatakleza sukhenaivopshaamyti|| bhAvAbhAvavikAra svabhAvAt............:| aSTAvakra isa pahale sUtra meM kahate haiM ki jo bhI paidA hotA hai, jo bhI banatA hai, miTatA hai; AtA hai, jAtA hai; bhAva ho, abhAva ho; sukha ho, dukha ho, janma ho, mRtyu ho; jahAM bhI AvAgamana hai, AnAjAnA hai, bananA-miTanA hai-samajhanA vahA prakRti kA khela hai| tumameM na to kabhI kucha uThatA, na kabhI kucha giratA; na bhAva na abhAva-tuma sadA ekarasa; tumhAre hone meM kabhI koI parivartana nhiiN| saba parivartana bAhara hai; tuma zAzvata, snaatn| saba taraMgeM bAhara haiM, tuma to ho mAtra gaharAI, jahAM koI taraMga kabhI praveza nahIM paatii| tuma mAtra draSTA ho parivartana ke bhUkha lagI : tumheM bhUkha kabhI nahIM lagatI, tuma to mAtra jAnate ho ki bhUkha lagI| bhUkha to zarIra meM hI lagatI hai| bhUkha to zarIra kA hI ksiMA hai| zarIra yAnI prkRti| zarIra ko jarUrata par3a gii| zarIra to dIna hai| use to pratipala bhIkha kI jarUrata hai| usake pAsa apane jIvana ko jIne kA svasaMbhUta koI upAya nahIM hai| vaha to udhAra jItA hai| use to bhojana na do to mara jaaegaa| use to zvAsa na mile to samApta ho jaaegaa| use to roja-roja bhojana DAlate raho, to hI kisI taraha ghisaTatA hai, to hI kisI taraha calatA hai| bhUkha lagI to zarIra ko bhUkha lgii| phira bhojana tumane kiyA to bhI zarIra ko tRpti huii| bhUkha kA bhAva, phira bhUkha kA abhAva ho jAnA donoM hI zarIra meM ghtte| tumane mAtra jAnA, tumane mAtra dekhA, tuma kevala sAkSI rhe| tumameM na to bhUkha lagI, tumameM na saMtoSa aayaa| _ 'bhAva aura abhAva kA vicAra svabhAva se, prakRti se hotA hai| aisA jo nizcayapUrvaka jAnatA hai, vaha nirvikAra aura kleza-rahita puruSa sahaja hI zAMti ko prApta hotA hai| iti nizcayI-aisA jisane nizcaya se jAnA! suna kara to tumane bhI jAna liyA, lekina nizcaya nahIM bnegaa| zAstra meM to tumane bhI par3hA, lekina nizcaya nahIM bnegaa| nizcaya to anubhava se banatA hai, dUsare ke kahe nahIM bntaa| ___maiM tumase kahatA hUM aSTAvakra tumase kahate haiM ki mUrakha zarIra ko lagatI hai tumheM nhiiN| tuma sunate ho, zAyada thor3A buddhi kA prayoga karoge to sApha bhI ho jAegI ki bAta ThIka hai| kAMTA to zarIra meM hI gar3atA hai, pIr3A zarIra meM hI hotI hai-patA hameM calatA hai; bodha hameM hotA hai| ghaTanAeM ghaTatI rahatI haiM, hama sAkSI-mAtra haiN| aisA buddhi se samajha meM bhI A jAegA, lekina isase tuma iti nizcayI' na bana jaaoge| yaha to bAra-bAra samajha meM A jAegA aura phira-phira tuma bhUla jAoge jaba phira bhUkha lagegI, taba aSTAvakra bhUla jaaeNge| taba phira tuma kahoge, mujhe bhUkha lgii| tuma bhUla jaaoge| bhUkha ke kSaNa meM tAdAtmya phira saghana ho jAegA, phira tuma kahoge maiM bhUkhA| phira tuma bhojana karake jaba tRpti anubhava

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karoge, kahoge'tRpta huA, maiM tRpta huA!' bauddhika rUpa se ise tuma samajha bhI le sakate ho, lekina isase tuma iti nizcayI na ho jaaoge| isalie bAra-bAra aSTAvakra doharAeMge ina zabdoM ke samaha ko-'iti nizcayI', aisA jisane nizcayapUrvaka jaanaa| isase tuma yaha galatI mata samajha lenA ki aSTAvakra tumase yaha kaha rahe haiM ki tuma ise khUba doharAo to nizcaya pakkA ho jaae| bAra-bAra doharA-doharA kara, bAra-bAra mana meM yahI bhAva uThA-uThAkara nizcaya kara lo, dRr3hatA kara lo to basa jJAna ho jaaegaa| _ nahIM, isa taraha nizcaya nahIM hotaa| tuma jhaTha ko kitanA hI doharAo tumheM jhUTha saca jaisA bhI mAlUma par3ane lage, to bhI saca isa taraha paidA nahIM hotaa| bahuta bAra doharAne se bhrama paidA hotA hai aisA lagane lagatA hai ki anubhava hone lgaa| agara baiThe-baiThe tuma roja doharAte ho ki maiM deha nahIM, maiM deha nahIM maiM deha nahIM-aisA doharAte raho varSoM taka, Akhira mana para lakIra to par3egI, bAra-bAra lakIra pdd'egii| rasarI Avata jAta hai, sila para par3ata nizAna! vaha to patthara para bhI nizAna par3a jAte haiM, komala-sI rassI ke aate-jaate| to mana para nizAna par3a jAegA, usako tuma nizcaya mata samajha lenaa| vaha to bAra-bAra doharAne se par3a gaI lIka-lakIra hai| usase to bhrAMti paidA hogii| tumheM aisA lagane lagegA ki aba maiM jAnatA hUM ki maiM deha nhiiN| lekina tumane abhI jAnA nahIM, to jAnoge kaise? abhI jAnA hI nahIM, to nizcaya kaise hogA? to jaba aSTAvakra kahate haiM, aisA jisane nizcayapUrvaka jAnA, to unakA yaha artha nahIM hai ki tama apane ko Atma-sammohita kara lo| aisA bahuta se loga isa deza meM kara rahe haiN| agara tuma saMnyAsiyoM ke Azrama meM dekho to baiThe doharA rahe haiM ki maiM deha nahIM, maiM brahma hUM! lekina kyA doharA rahe ho? agara mAlUma par3a gayA to baMda karo dohraanaa| doharAnA hI batAtA hai ki abhI patA nahIM claa| to do-cAra dina ke lie chor3o phira dekho| do-cAra dina chor3ane ko bhI ve rAjI nahIM hoNge| kyoMki ve kaheMge, isase to nizcaya meM kamI A jaaegii| yaha bhI koI nizcaya huA ki do-cAra dina na doharAyA to bAta khatama ho gaI? yaha to nizcaya na huA, yaha to tuma kisI bhrama ko samhAla rahe ho doharA-doharA kr| aDolpha hiTalara ne apanI AtmakathA meM likhA hai saca aura jhUTha meM jyAdA pharka nhiiN| bahuta bAra doharAe gae jhUTha, saca mAlUma hone lagate haiN| aura aDolpha hiTalara ThIka kahatA hai, kyoMki yahI usane jIvana bhara kiyaa| jhUTha doharAe, itanI bAra doharAe ki ve saca mAlUma hone lge| aise jhUTha jina para pahalI bAra suna kara usake mitra bhI haMsate the, ve bhI saca mAlUma hone lge| doharAe cale jAo, vijJApana karo; dUsaroM ke sAmane doharAo, apane sAmane doharAo; ekAMta meM, bhIr3a meM doharAe cale jAo-to tuma apane Asa-pAsa eka dhuAM paidA kara loge| eka lakIra tumhAre Asa-pAsa saghana ho jaaegii| usa lakIra meM tuma nizcaya mata jAna lenaa| jaba aSTAvakra kahate haiM, nizcayapUrvaka, to unakA artha aDolpha hiTalara vAlA artha nhiiN| unakA artha hai : satya ko anubhava se jAna kara, doharA kara nahIM doharAnA to bhUla kara mt| maMtra to sabhI dhokhA dete haiN| maMtra to dhokhA dene ke upAya haiN| unase AMkheM dhuMdhalI ho jAtI haiN| bAra-bAra doharAne se zabda

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raTa jAte haiN| raTa jAne se zabda tumhAre citta para ghUmane lagate hai, lekina tumhArI anubhUti isase nirmita nahIM hotii| 'iti nizcayI' kA artha hai : jisane sunA, jisane gunA, aura phira jisane jIvana meM prayoga kiyaa| aba jaba bhUkha lage to dekhnaa| maiM tumase nahIM kahatA ki doharAnA maiM deha nahIM, maiM kahatA hUM jaba bhUkha lage to dekhanA, jAganA, thor3A hoza smhaalnaa| dekhanA, bhUkha kahAM lagI? tatkSaNa tuma pAoge, bhUkha zarIra meM lgii| yaha koI aSTAvakra ke kahane se thoDe hI, mere kahane se thor3e hI, kisI ke kahane se thor3e hI-yaha to bhUkha lagatI hI zarIra meM hai, isako doharAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai, sirpha jAnane kI jarUrata hai| ise dekhane kI jarUrata hai, pahacAnane kI jarUrata hai, pratyabhijJA caahie| jaba bhUkha lage to gaura se dekhanA ki kahAM laga rahI hai? pAoge, peTa meM laga rahI hai| aura gaura se dekhnaa| aura taba yaha bhI dekhanA ki yaha jo dekhane vAlA hai, yaha jo dekha rahA bhUkha ko lagate, isako kahIM bhUkha laga rahI hai? tuma acAnaka pAoge, vahAM koI bhUkha kA patA nhiiN| vahA bhUkha kI chAyA bhI nahIM pdd'tii| jaise darpaNa ke sAmane tuma khar3e ho jAte ho to darpaNa meM tumhArA pratibiMba banatA hai| darpaNa meM kucha banatA thor3e hI hai| darpaNa meM koI aMtara thor3e hI par3atA hai tumhAre khar3e ho jAne se| pratibiMba kucha hai thor3e hii| tuma haTe ki pratibiMba gyaa| darpaNa meM to kucha bhI nahIM banA, sirpha banane kA AbhAsa huaa| vaha AbhAsa bhI tumheM huA darpaNa ko vaha AbhAsa bhI nahIM huaa| caitanya to darpaNa jaisA hai| usake sAmane ghaTanAeM ghaTatI haiM, pratibiMba banate hai-bs| ghaTanAeM samApta ho jAtI haiM, pratibiMba kho jAte haiM; darpaNa phira khAlI kA khAlI, phira apane anaMta khAlIpana meM A gyaa| vahI to darpaNa kI zuddhi hai-usakA anaMta khaaliipn| nirvikAra gatakleza............., aura jisa vyakti ko yaha nizcaya se pratIti ho gaI ki saba khela prakRti meM calatA hai, maiM draSTA mAtra hu~ usake saba kleza samApta ho jAte haiM saba vikAra zUnya ho jAte haiN| nirvikAra gatakleza......: vaha vikAra-zUnya ho jAtA hai aura samasta kleza ke pAra ho jAtA hai-vigata ho jAtA hai| aba use koI kleza nahIM ho sktaa| bhUkha lage to bhI vaha jAnatA hai ki zarIra ko lgii| upAya bhI karatA hai, nahIM ki upAya nahIM krtaa| zarIra ko bhojana kI jarUrata hai, yaha bhI jAnatA hai| lekina aba koI kleza nahIM hotaa| aba darpaNa isa bhrAMti meM nahIM par3atA ki mujha para koI coTa par3a rhii| __kATA lagatA hai to zAnI bhI kATA nikAlatA hai| jahAM taka kATA nikAlane kA saMbaMdha hai, jJAnI-ajJAnI meM koI pharka nhiiN| dhUpa par3atI hai to jJAnI bhI chAyA meM baiThatA hai| jahAM taka chAyA meM baiThane kA saMbaMdha hai, jJAnI-ajJAnI meM koI pharka nhiiN| agara bAhara se tuma dekhoge to jJAnI ajJAnI meM koI bhI pharka na paaoge| kyA pharka hai? lekina bhItara anaMta pharka hai| bodha kA bheda hai| jaba kATA gar3atA hai to jJAnI nikAlatA hai, lekina jAnatA hai ki zarIra meM ghaTanA ghaTI; pIr3A' bhI zarIra meM hai, pratibiMba mujhameM hai| phira kATA nikala jAtA, to pIr3A se mukti huI vaha bhI zarIra meM hai| pIDA se mukti huI

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isakA pratibiMba mujhameM hai| bar3I dUrI paidA ho jAtI hai| jaise zarIra anaMta dUrI para ho jAtA hai| zAnI zarIra se bar3I dUra ho jAtA hai| jJAnI zarIra meM hotA hI nhiiN| jaise-jaise jJAna saghana hotA hai, jJAnI zarIra se dUra hotA jAtA hai| aura Azcarya kI bAta yaha hai ki jese-jaise jJAnI dUra hone lagatA hai, vaise-vaise pratibiMba suspaSTa banatA hai| to jaba buddha ke paira meM kATA gar3egA, to zAyada tumane socA ho unheM pIr3A nahIM hotI - maiM tumase kahanA cAhatA hUM unakI pIr3A kA bodha tumase jyAdA spaSTa hogA svabhAvata: unakA darpaNa jyAdA nirmala hai| jisa darpaNa para dhUla jamI ho, usameM kahIM pratibiMba sApha banate? jisa darpaNa para koI dhUla nahIM rahI, nirvikAra huA, usa para pratibiMba bar3e sApha banate haiN| buddha kI saMvedanazIlatA nizcita hI tumase kaI gunA anaMta gunA jyAdA hogii| phira bhI kleza nahIM hogaa| darpaNa zuddha hai, pratibiMba sApha banate, lekina kleza bilakula nahIM hotaa| kyoMki kleza kA artha tuma samajha lo| kleza kA artha hai; zarIra kA, AtmA kA tAdAtmya / jaise hI tumane apane ko zarIra se jor3A aura kahA, mujhe bhUkha lagI- kleza huaa| kleza na to zarIra meM hai na AtmA meM, zarIra aura AtmA ke milana meM hai| jahAM donoM ne bhrAMti kI ki hama eka hue, vahIM kleza kA janma hotA hai| zarIra aura AtmA kI jo gAMTha hai, jo vivAha hai, jo tumane sAta phere DAla lie haiM- usameM hI kleza hai| nirvikAra gataklezaH sukhena eva upshaamyti| aura aSTAvakra kahate haiM ki aura agara itanI bAta sApha ho jAe, itanA nizcaya ho jAe ki maiM bhinna, ki maiM sadA bhinna, ki maiM kabhI pIr3A, sukha-dukha, Ane-jAne se merA koI jor3a nahIM, gAMTha khula jAe, aisA talAka ho jAe zarIra se, aisA bheda aura phAsalA ho jAe to sahaja hI zAMti upalabdha hotI hai| sukhena eva upshaamyti| to aSTAvakra kahate haiM phira isa zAMti ke lie koI tapazcaryA nahIM karanI par3atI ki sira ke bala khar3e hoM, ki havana jalAe aura Aga ke pAsa dhUnI ramAeM aura zarIra ko galAeM aura kaSTa deM-yeM saba bAteM vyartha haiN| sukhena eva .............| bar3e sukhapUrvaka bar3I zAMtipUrvaka, binA kisI zrama ke bar3e virAma aura vizrAMti meM jIvana kI parama ghaTanA ghaTa jAtI hai| jisako jhena phakIra kahate haiM- prayAsa - rahita prayAsa - aSTAvakra ke sUtra kA vahI artha hai| kaI bAra socatA hUM ki jhena phakIroM kA aSTAvakra ke sUtroM kI tarapha dhyAna kyoM nahIM gayA? zAyada sirpha isalie ki aSTAvakra ke sUtra buddha se saMbaMdhita nahIM haiN| anyathA jhena ke lie aSTAvakra sUtroM se jyAdA aura koI parama bhUmikA nahIM ho sktii| aSTAvakra kA sArA kahanA yahI hai ki zrama ke ho jAtA hai, binA ceSTA ke ho jAtA hai| kyoMki bAta sirpha bodha kI hai, ceSTA kI hai nahIM / kucha karanA nahIM hai; jaisA hai vaisA jAnanA hai| karane kI bAta hI phijUla hai|

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khojiyo! tuma nahIM mAnoge lekina saMto kA kahanA sahI hai jisa ghara meM hama ghUma rahe haiM usase nikalane kA rAstA nahIM hai zUnya aura dIvAra donoM eka haiM AkAra aura nirAkAra donoM eka haiM jisa dina khoja zAMta hogI tuma Apa se yaha jAnoge ki khoja pAne kI nahIM khone kI thii| yAnI tuma sacamuca meM jo ho vahI hone kI thii| khojiyo! tuma nahIM maanoge| lekina satya aisA hI hai| khojanA nahIM hai, tuma use lie hI baiThe ho| kahIM jAnA nahIM hai, tuma usake sAtha hI paidA hue ho satya tumhArA svabhAva-siddha adhikAra hai| tuma cAho to bhI use chor3a nahIM skte| tuma cAho bhI ki use gaMvA deM to gaMvA nahIM sakate; kyoMki tuma hI vahI ho, kaise gavAoge? kahAM tuma jAoge? jahAM tuma jAoge, satya tumhAre sAtha hogaa| yaha kahanA hI ThIka nahIM ki satya tumhAre sAtha hogA, kyoMki isase lagatA hai jaise do haiN| tuma satya ho| tatvamasi...... :tuma vahI ho! tuma chor3oge kaise? bhAgoge kaise? bacoge kaise? cale jAo gahanatama narka meM, aMdhakAra se aMdhakAra meM kyA pharka par3egA? tuma tuma hI hoge| bhaTako khUba, bhUla jAo bilakula apane ko-tumhAre bhUlane se kucha 1rI aMtara na par3egA; tuma tuma hI rhoge| bhUlo ki jAgo, tuma tuma hI rhoge| jisa dina khoja zAMta hogI tuma Apa se Apa yaha jAnoge ki khoja pAne kI nahIM, khone kI thii| yAnI tuma sacamuca meM jo ho vahI hone kI thii| isalie aSTAvakra kaha pAte haiM :'sukhena eva upshaamyti|' bar3e sukhapUrvaka ghaTa jAtI hai krAMti! pattA bhI nahIM hilatA aura ghaTa jAtI hai kraaNti| zvAsa bhI nahIM badalanI par3atI, paira bhI nahIM uThAnA pdd'taa| kahIM gae binA A jAtI hai mNjil| kyoMki maMjila tuma apane bhItara lie cala rahe ho| tumhArA ghara tumhAre bhItara hai|

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vaha dUsarA kinArA tumhAre bhItara hai| eka hai kinArA tumhAre bAhara aura eka hai kinArA tumhAre bhiitr| tumhAre bhItara aura bAhara ina do kinAroM ke bIca pravAha hai paramAtmA kaa| jaba tuma bAhara kI tarapha dekhane meM bilakala baMdha jAte ho, to eka kinArA hI raha jAtA hai hAtha meN| taba saba anya mAlama hote, saba bhinna mAlUma hote| jaba tuma dUsare kinAre se paricita ho jAte ho taba sabhI ananya mAlUma hote haiM, taba koI bhinna mAlUma nahIM hotA, sabhI abhinna mAlUma hote haiN| 'sabako banAne vAlA Izvara hai| yahAM dUsarA koI nhiiN| aisA jo nizcayapUrvaka jAnatA hai, vaha puruSa zAMta hai| usakI saba AzAeM jar3a se naSTa ho gaI haiM aura vaha kahIM bhI Asakta nahIM hotaa|' Izvara: sarva nirmAtA nehAnya iti nishcyii| aMtargalitasarvAza zAMta: kyApi na sjjte| sabako jAnane vAlA Izvara hai| isalie agara tuma Izvara ko jAnane cale ho to eka galatI kabhI mata karanA-tuma Izvara ko dRzya kI taraha mata socnaa| Izvara dRzya nahIM bana sktaa| vaha sabako jAnane vAlA hai| vaha draSTA hai| to tuma isa bhrAMti meM mata par3anA ki kisI dina maiM Izvara ko jAna luuNgaa| Izvara sabako jAnane vAlA hai| isalie tuma use dRzya na banA skoge| phira Izvara ko khojane kA upAya kyA hai? kyoMki sAdhAraNata: loga jaba Izvara ko khojate haiM to isI taraha khojate haiM ki Izvara koI vastu, koI dRzya, koI vyakti hai, hama jAeMge aura dekha leMge aura bar3e AhlAdita hoMge, aura nAceMge aura gAeMge aura bar3e prasanna hoMge ki dekha liyA Izvara ko| mere pAsa loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM ki Izvara kI khoja kaise kareM? kahA milegA Izvara? himAlaya jAeM? svAta meM jAeM? kyA hai Izvara kI pratichavi? kucha hameM samajhA deM, tAki hama pahacAneM to bhUleM na; tAki pahacAna leM, pahacAna ho sake kucha rUpa-rekhA de deN| nAstika bhI aura Astika bhI, donoM meM bar3A pharka nahIM mAlUma pdd'taa| nAstika bhI kahatA hai dikhalAo, kahAM hai Izvara, to hama mAna leNge| aura Astika bhI yahI kahatA hai ki hama mAnate haiM, hama khojane cale haiM, kahAM hai? usakA rUpa kyA? usakA nAma, patA, ThikAnA kyA hai? lekina donoM kI buddhi eka jaisI hai| donoM meM koI bar3A pharka nhiiN| nAstika ke tarka aura Astika ke tarka meM tuma dekhate ho, pharka kahAM hai? donoM yaha kahate haiM ki paramAtmA kahIM bAhara hai| nAstika kahatA hai dikhalA do to mAna leNge| Astika kahatA hai : mAna to hamane liyA hai, aba dikhalA do| pharka jarA bhI nahIM hai, rattI bhara kA nahIM hai| isalie to duniyA meM itane Astika haiM-aura AstikatA bilakula nhiiN| kyoMki inameM aura nAstika meM koI pharka nahIM hai| zAyada eka pharka hogA ki nAstika thor3A himmatavara hai, ye thor3e kAyara aura kamajora haiN| ___nAstika kahatA hai, dikhalA do to mAna leNge| aura yaha bAta jyAdA yuktiyukta mAlUma hotI hai ki mAneM kaise? Astika kahatA hai ki calo mAne to hama lete haiM, kauna jhaMjhaTa kare! mAnane meM suvidhA hai, surakSA hai| sabhI mAnate haiN| samAja ke viparIta jAne meM upadrava hotA hai| jagaha-jagaha jhaMjhaTeM AtI haiN| calo mAne lete haiM, aba dikhalA do| lekina donoM kA khayAla hai, AMkha se dekhA jA skegaa| donoM

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kA khayAla hai, paramAtmA dRzya bana skegaa| yaha sUtra smaraNa rakhanA :'sabako jAnane vAlA, sabako banAne vAlA Izvara hai| yahAM dUsarA koI nahIM hai| aisA jo nizcayapUrvaka jAnatA hai, vaha puruSa zAMta hai| usakI saba AzAeM jar3a se naSTa ho gaI haiM aura vaha kahIM bhI Asakta nahIM hotA hai|' to phira Izvara ko jAnane kA DhaMga kyA hai? agara Izvara ko dRzya kI taraha nahIM jAnA jA sakatA to phira upAya kyA hai? upAya hai ki tuma draSTA bno| kyoMki draSTA Izvara kA svabhAva hai| jaise-jaise tuma draSTA bane ki tuma sarakane lage Izvara ke karIba duniyA meM do hI DhaMga haiM Izvara ke sAtha thor3A-sA saMbaMdha banAne ke| eka to hai kavi kA DhaMga aura eka hai RSi kA ddhNg| kavi kA DhaMga hai ki vaha kucha sRjana karatA hai, kavitA banAtA hai, zUnya se lAtA hai zabda ko| citrakAra, mUrtikAra, saMgItakAra, nartaka-nirmANa karate kuch| anagar3ha patthara ko gar3hatA mUrtikAra; jahAM koI rUpa na thA, vahAM rUpa kA nirmANa krtaa| kala taka patthara thA rAha ke kinAre par3A, Aja acAnaka mUrti ho gii| usa patthara ke caraNoM para phUla car3hane lage, kucha nirmANa kara diyA! kahate haiM, mAikala eMjilo nikala rahA thA eka rAste se aura usane kinAre para par3A huA eka patthara dekhaa| pAsa hI patthara vAle kI dUkAna thii| usane pUchA, yaha patthara kaI sAloM se par3A dekhatA huuN| usane kahA, isakA koI kharIdAra nahIM, bahuta anagar3ha hai| mAikala eMjilo ne kahA, maiM ise kharIda letA huuN| usa patthara se mAikala eMjilo ne IsA kI bar3I suMdara pratimA nikaalii| jaba pratimA bana gaI to vaha patthara kI dUkAna vAlA bhI dekhane aayaa| usane kahA, camatkAra hai| kyoMki yaha patthara maiM bhI nahIM mAnatA thA ki bikegaa| yaha tumane kyA kiyA, kaisA jAdU! mAikala eMjilo ne kahA: maiMne kucha kiyA nhiiN| maiM jaba nikala rahA thA to isa patthara meM chipe hue jIsasa ne mujhe pukArA aura kahA mujhe chuDAo! mujhe mukta karo tuma hI kara skoge| baMdhe-baMdhe bahuta dina ho gae isa patthara se|' to jo vyartha hissA thA, vaha maiMne alaga kara diyA, maiMne kucha kiyA nhiiN| lekina eka anUThI kRti nirmita ho gaI-anagaDha patthara se! jaba mAikala eMjilo jaisA mUrtikAra eka anagar3ha patthara ko eka mUrti meM banA DAlatA hai, to Izvara ke karIba hone kA thor3A-sA anubhava hotA hai, kyoMki sraSTA huA| jaba koI nartaka eka nRtya ko janma detA hai aura usa nRtya meM DUba jAtA hai, to thor3I-sI Izvara kI jhalaka milatI hai| kyoMki aisA hI Izvara apanI sRSTi meM DUba gayA hai aura nAca meM lIna ho gayA hai| jaba koI kavi eka gIta ko le AtA bhItara ke zUnya se pakaDa kara...... :bar3A kaThina hai lAnA, zabda chUTa-chUTa jAte haiM, zUnya pakar3a meM AtA nahIM, lekina bAMdha lAtA kisI taraha dhAgoM meM zabdoM ke, bhASA ke-aura jaba gIta kA janma hotA hai, to usake cehare para jo AnaMda kI AbhA hai, vaisI hI AnaMda kI AbhA Izvara ne jaba sRSTi banAI hogI to usake cehare para rahI hogii| khayAla rakhanA, na to koI Izvara hai, na koI ceharA hai| yaha to maiM kavi kI bAta samajhA rahA hUM to kavi kI bhASA kA upayoga kara rahA hAM eka DhaMga hai sraSTA ho kara Izvara ke pAsa pahuMcane kA kyoMki

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vaha sraSTA hai to tuma kucha bnaao| jaba koI strI mAM bana jAtI hai to usake cehare para jo AnaMda kI jhalaka hai vaha sRjana kI jhalaka hai-eka bacce kA janma huaa| dekhA tumane, striyAM aura kucha nirmANa nahIM karatIM! kAraNa itanA hI hai ki ve jIvana ko nirmANa karane kI kSamatA rakhatI haiM, aura kucha nirmANa karane kI AkAMkSA nahIM raha jaatii| jaba eka jIvita baccA paidA ho sakatA hai, to kauna patthara kI mUrti banAegA! isalie koI bar3I mUrtikAra strI kabhI huI nahIM koI bar3I saMgItajJa strI kabhI huI nhiiN| koI bar3I kavi strI kabhI huI nahIM| manovaijJAnika to kahate haiM ki puruSa ko sRjana kI itanI AkAMkSA paidA hotI hai, vaha strI se IrSyA ke kaarnn| strI to baccoM ko janma de detI hai; puruSa ke pAsa janma dene ko kucha bhI nahIM chUcha ke chaMcha, bAMjha! to bar3I becainI hai puruSa ke bhItara, vaha bhI kucha nirmANa kare! isalie puruSoM ne dharma nirmANa kie-jaina dharma, hiMdU dharma, IsAI dharma, bauddha dharma; bar3I mUrtiyAM banAIM-ajaMtA, elorA, khajurAho, bar3e carca, bar3e maMdira banAe, bar3e kAvya likhe?: kAlIdAsa, zeksapIyara, milaTana! strI usa anubhava ko, usa pulaka ko upalabdha ho jAtI hai, jaba bacce kA janma hotA hai| taba isa janme bacce ko, apane hI bhItara ke zUnya se Ae hue jIvana ko dekha kara pulakita ho jAtI hai| isalie jaba taka strI kA baccA na paidA ho, taba taka kucha kamI rahatI hai, cehare para kucha bhAva zUnya rahatA hai| strI apane parama sauMdarya ko upalabdha hotI hai mAM bana kara, kyoMki mA bana kara vaha sraSTA ho jAtI hai| thor3A-sA sRSTi kA rasa usa para bhI barasa jAtA hai| thor3I badalI usa para bhI barakhA kara jAtI hai| puruSa bhI jaba kucha banA letA hai to pramudita hotA, AhlAdita hotA, AnaMdita hotaa| kahate haiM, ArkamiDIja ne jaba pahalI daphA koI gaNita kA siddhAta khoja liyA to vaha Taba meM leTA huA thaa| leTe-leTe usI ArAma meM use siddhAta samajha meM AyA, anubhUti huI eka dvAra khulA! vaha itanA masta ho gayA, bhAgA nikala kara! kyoMki samrATa ne usase kahA thA yaha siddhAta khoja lene ko| vaha bhUla hI gayA ki naMgA hai| rAha meM bhIr3a ikaTThI ho gaI aura vaha cillA rahA hai :'yUrekA, yUrekA! pA liyA!' logoM ne pUchA : pAgala ho gae ho? naMge ho!' taba use hoza AyA, bhAgA ghara meN| usane kahA, yaha to mujhe khayAla hI na rhaa| sRjana kA AnaMda : pA liyA! usa ghar3I AdamI vaisA hI hai jaisA paramAtmA-sva thor3I-sI kiraNa utaratI hai! vaijJAnika ho, kavi ho, citrakAra, mUrtikAra-jaba bhI tuma kucha sRjana kara lete ho to eka kiraNa utaratI hai| yaha to eka rAstA hai| isako maiM kAvya kA rAstA kahatA, kalA kA rAstA -khtaa| paramAtmA ke pAsa jAne kA sabase sugama rAstA hai kalA| magara pUrA nahIM hai yaha raastaa| isase sirpha kiraNeM hAtha meM AtI haiM, sUraja kabhI hAtha meM nahIM aataa| phira dUsarA rAstA hai RSi kaa| RSi paramAtmA ko jAnatA hai sAkSI ho kara, kavi jAnatA hai

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sraSTA ho kr| sraSTA hama kitane hI bar3e ho jAeM, hamArI sRSTi choTI hI rhegii| kyoMki sRSTi ke lie hameM zarIra kA upayoga karanA pdd'egaa| inhIM hAthoM se to banAoge na mUrti! ye hAtha hI choTe haiN| ina hAthoM se banI mUrti kitanI suMdara ho to bhI choTI rhegii| isI mana se to racoge na kAvya ! yaha mana hI bahuta kSudra hai| isa mana se kitanA hI suMdara kAvya raco, Akhira mana kI hI racanA rhegii| to thor3I-sI kiraNa to utaregI, lekina pUrA paramAtmA nahIM khayAla meM aaegaa| sAkSI! sAkSI meM na to zarIra kI jarUrata hai, na mana kI jarUrata hai| to saba sImAeM chUTa gaIM - zuddha brahma, jo tumhAre bhItara chipA hai, usakA sIdhA sAkSAtkAra huaa| usa sAkSAtkAra meM tuma Izvara ho / Izvara ko pAne kA upAya hai : dRzya kI taraha Izvara ko kabhI mata khojanA, anyathA bhaTakate rhoge| kyoMki dRzya Izvara banatA hI nhiiN| Izvara draSTA hai| 'sabako banAne vAlA, sabako jAnane vAlA Izvara hai| yahAM dUsarA koI nahIM hai| aisA jo nizcayapUrvaka jAnatA hai, vaha puruSa zAMta hai|' phira kaisI azAMti ? jaba eka hI hai, phira kaisI azAMti ? dvaMdva na rahA, dvaita na rahA, duvidhA nahI, duI na rahI- phira kaisI azAMti ? kalaha karane kA upAya na rahA / tuma hI tuma ho, maiM hI maiM hUM - sva hI hai ! ekarasa saba huA, to zAMti anAyAsa siddha ho jAtI hai| 'usakI saba AzAeM jar3a se naSTa ho gaI haiN| ' jisane aisA jAnA ki Izvara hI hai, aba usakI koI AzA nahIM, koI AkAMkSA nhiiN| kyoMki aba apanI AkAMkSA Izvara para thopane kA kyA prayojana? vaha jo karegA, ThIka hI kregaa| phira jo ho rahA hai ThIka hI ho rahA hai| jo hai, zubha hai| jaba bhI tuma AzA karate ho, usakA artha hI itanA hai ki tumane zikAyata kara dii| jaba tumane kahA ki aisA ho, usakA artha hI hai ki jaisA ho rahA hai usase tuma rAjI nahIM / tumane kahA, aisA ho - usameM hI tumane zikAyata kara dI usameM hI tumhArI prArthanA naSTa ho gii| prArthanA kA artha hai jaisA hai vaisA zubha jaisA hai vaisA suMdara jaisA hai vaisA satya; irAse anyathA kI koI mAMga nhiiN| taba tumhAre bhItara prArthanA hai| Astika kA artha hai jaisA hai, usase maiM rAripUrNa hRdaya se rAjI huuN| merA koI sujhAva nahIM paramAtmA ko ki aisA ho ki vaisA ho / merA sujhAva kyA artha rakhatA hai? kyA maiM paramAtmA se svayaM ko jyAdA buddhimAna mAna baiThA huuN| jaba eka hI hai, to jo bhI ho rahA hai ThIka hI ho rahA hai| aura jaba sabhI ThIka ho rahA hai to azAMti kho hI jAtI hai| aMtargalitasarvAza... aise vyakti ke bhItara se AzA, nirAzA, vAsanA, AkAMkSA saba galita ho jAtI hai, visarjita ho jAtI hai| phira Asakti kA bhI koI upAya nahIM bctaa| jaba eka hI hai, to kauna kare Asakti, kisase kare Asakti ? jaba eka hI hai, to mana ke lie hI Thaharane kI jagaha nahIM bacatI / usa eka meM mana aise kho jAtA hai jaise dhueM kI rekhA AkAza meM kho jAtI hai| mUla phUla ko pUchatA rahA Upara kucha patA calA?

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phUla mUla ko pUchatA rahA : nIce kucha surAga milA? lekina phUla aura mUla eka hI haiN| vaha jo nIce calI gaI hai jar3a gahare aMdhere meM pRthvI ke, gahana garbha meM, aura vaha jo phUla AkAza meM uThA hai aura khilA hai havAoM meM gaMdha ko bikheratA, sUraja kI kiraNoM meM nAcatA-ye do nahIM haiN| maiMne sunA hai, eka keMcuA saraka rahA thA kIcar3a meN| vaha apanI hI pUMcha ke pAsa A gayA, mohita ho gyaa| kahA : priye, bahuta dina se talAza meM thA, aba milana ho gayA!' usakI pUMcha ne kahA : are gar3ha! maiM terI hI pUMcha huuN|' vaha samajhA ki koI strI se milana ho gayA hai| akelA thA, saMgI-sAthI kI talAza rahI hogii| ___mUla phUla ko pUcha rahA phUla mUla ko pUcha rhaa| donoM eka haiN| kauna kisase pUche? kauna kisako uttara de? 'vipatti aura saMpatti daivayoga se hI apane samaya para AtI haiN| aisA jo nizcayapUrvaka jAnatA hai vaha sadA saMtuSTa aura svastheMdriya huA na icchA karatA hai na zoka karatA hai|' ApadaH saMpadaH kAle daivAdeveti nishcyii| tRpta: svasthedriyo nityaM na vAMchati na shocti| kAle Apaka ca lpk..:,| samaya para saba hotA hai| samaya para janma, samaya para mRtyu; samaya para saphalatA, samaya para asaphalatA-samaya para saba hotA hai| kucha bhI samaya ke pahale nahIM hotA hai| aisA jo jAnatA hai ki vipatti aura saMpatti daivayoga se samaya Ane para ghaTatI haiM, vaha sadA saMtuSTa hai| phira jaldI nahIM, phira adhairya nhiiN| jaba samaya hogA, phasala pakegI, kATa leNge| jaba subaha hogA, sUraja nikalegA, to sUraja ke darzana kareMge, dhUpa seMka leMge| jaba rAta hogI, vizrAma kareMge, ArAma kareMge; saba chor3a-chAr3a, DUba jAeMge nidrA meN| saba apane se ho rahA hai aura saba apane samaya para ho rahA hai| azAMti taba paidA hotI hai jaba hama samaya ke pahale kucha mAMgane lagate haiM, hama kahate haiM, jaldI ho jaae| isalie tuma dekhate ho, pazcima meM loga jyAdA azAMta haiM, pUraba meM kama! hAlAMki pUraba meM hone cAhie jyAdA, kyoMki dukha yahAM jyAdA, dhana kI yahAM kamI, bhUkha yahAM, akAla yahAM, hajAra-hajAra bImAriyAM yahAM, saba taraha kI pIr3AeM yhaaN| pazcima meM saba suvidhAeM, saba sukha, vaijJAnika, takanIkI vikAsa-phira bhI pazcima meM loga dukhI; pUraba meM loga sukhI na hoM, para dukhI nhiiN| mAmalA kyA hai? eka bAta pUraba ne samajha lI, eka bAta pUraba ko samajha meM A gaI hai ki saba hotA, apane samaya para hotA; hamAre kie kyA hogA? to pUraba meM eka pratIkSA hai, eka dhairyapUrNa pratIkSA hai isalie tanAva nhiiN| phira pazcima meM dhAraNA hai ki eka hI janma hai| yaha sattara-assI sAla kA janma, phira gae so gae! to jaldabAjI bhI hai, sattara-assI sAla meM saba kucha kara lenA hai| isameM AdhI jiMdagI to aise sone meM, khAne-pIne meM bIta jAtI hai, naukarI karane, kamAne meM bIta jAtI hai| aise muzkila se thor3e se dina bacate haiM bhogane ko, to bhoga lo| gaharI AturatA hai, hAtha kahIM khAlI na raha jAeM! samaya bItA

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jAtA, samaya kI dhAra bhAgI calI jA rahI-to bhAgo, tejI karo, jaldI karo! aura kitanI hI jaldI karo, kucha khAsa pariNAma nahIM hotaa| jaldI karane se aura derI ho jAtI hai| abhI maiM Akar3e par3hatA thaa| nyUyaoNrka meM jaba kAreM nahIM calatI thIM to AdamI kI gati jitanI thI utanI hI pacAsa sAla ke bAda phira ho gaI! aura itanI kAreM, gati utanI kI utanI ho gii| kyoMki aba kAreM sar3aka para itanI ho gaIM ki tuma paidala jitanI dera meM daphtara pahuMca sakate ho usase jyAdA dera lagane lagI kAra meM pahuMcane se yaha bar3e maje kI bAta ho gii| AdamI ne kAra khojI ki jaldI pahuMca jaaegaa| vaha jaldI pahuMcanA to dUra rahA kyoMki jagaha-jagaha Trephika jAma ho jAtA hai, jagaha-jagaha hajAroM kAreM aTaka jAtI haiN| eka AdamI ne prayoga kiyA ki vaha paidala cala kara daphtara jaae| eka sAla vaha paidala cala kara daphtara gyaa| aura eka sAla kAra se daphtara gyaa| vaha bar3A cakita huA| hisAba barAbara ho gayA-sva hI braabr| jitanI dera kAra se lagI pahuMcane meM utanI hI dera paidala cala kara pahuMcane meM lagI| aura paidala cala kara jo svAsthya ko phAyadA huA vaha alaga aura kAra meM jAne se jo peTrola kA kharcA huA so alg| aura kucha samajha meM nahIM AtA ki kyA huA itanI daur3a-dhUpa! kabhI-kabhI bahuta jaldI karane se bahuta dera ho jAtI hai asala meM jaldI karane vAlA mana itanA Atura ho jAtA hai, itane tanAva se bhara jAtA hai, itanA rogagrasta, itane bukhAra se bhara jAtA ki jaba pahuMca bhI jAtA taba bhI pahuMcatA kahA usakA bukhAra to use pakar3e hI rahatA hai, usake bhItara prANa to kaMpate hI rahate haiN| vaha bhAgA-bhAgI hI usake jIvana kA AdhAra ho jAtA hai| eka jagaha se dUsarI jagaha, dUsarI jagaha se tIsarI jgh| eka naukarI se dUsarI naukarI, eka kitAba se dUsarI kitAba, eka guru se dUsare guru vaha bhAgatA hI rahatA! isa patnI ko badalo, isa pati ko badalo, isa dhaMdhe ko badalo-vaha bhAgatA hI rahatA! Akhira meM vaha pAtA hai ki bhAgA khUba, pahuMce kahIM bhI nhiiN| jaise kolhU kA baila calatA rahe, calatA rahe, apanI hI lIka para, gola-gola ghUmatA rhtaa| 'vipatti aura saMpatti daivayoga se apane samaya para AtI haiN| aisA jo nizcayapUrvaka jAnatA hai vaha sadA saMtuSTa, svastheMdriya huA na icchA karatA hai na zoka karatA hai|' jo AtA hai usakA sAkSI rahatA hai-dukha AyA to sAkSI, sukha AyA to sAkSI; dhana AyA to sAkSI, nirdhana ho gayA to saakssii| usake bhItara ekarasatA banI rahatI hai| mata chuo isa jhIla ko kaMkar3I mAro nahIM pattiyAM DAro nahIM phUla mata bote aura kAgaja kI tarI isameM nahIM chodd'o| khela meM tumako

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pulaka unmeSa hotA hai lahara banane meM salila ko kleza hotA hai| para hama DAlate jAte haiM kaMkaDiyA vAsanAoM kI, AkAMkSAoM kii| pheMkate caTTAne- kaMkaDiyA dUra, pheMkate caTTAneM- mahata AkAMkSAoM, mahatvAkAMkSAoM kI / jhIla kaMpatI rahatI hai| salila ko bahuta kleza hotA hai| sAkSI bano, kartA honA chodd'o| kartA hone se hI sArA upadrava hai| pUraba kA sArA saMdeza eka choTe-se zabda meM A jAtA hai : sAkSI bano! merA jIvana sabakA saakhii| kitanI bAra divasa bItA hai, kitanI bAra nizA bItI hai| kitanI bAra timira jItA hai, kitanI bAra jyoti jItI hai| merA jIvana sabakA saakhii| kitanI bAra sRSTi jAgI hai kitanI bAra pralaya soyA hai| kitanI bAra haMsA hai jIvana kitanI bAra vivaza royA hai| merA jIvana sabakA saakhii| dekhate clo| ramo mata kisI meM, ruko mata kahIM, aTako mata khiiN| dekhate clo| jo Ae - koI bhAva mata banAo; burA-bhalA mata soco| jo Ae jaisA Ae, jo lahara uThe-dekhate clo| aura dhIre-dhIre tuma pAoge : dekhane vAlA hI zeSa raha gayA, saba lahareM calI gaIM, salila zAMta huaa| usa parama zAMti kekSaNa meM satya kA sAkSAtkAra hai| kAle ApadaH ca lapaka, - jaba AtA samaya, hotIM ghttnaaeN| daivAt eva......: / - aisA prabhu - marjI se ! - sadA tRpta hai| iti nizcayI. - aisA jisane jAnA anubhava se nityam tRpH| :|

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nityam tRptaH! svAda lo isa zabda kA nityam tRpta:! cabAo ise, galAo ise! utara jAne do hRdaya taka! nityam tRptH| vaha sadA tRpta hai| aisA vyakti atRpti jAnatA hI nhiiN| atRpti paidA hotI hai-AkAMkSA se| tuma karate AkAMkSA, phira vaisA nahIM hotA to atRpti paidA hotI hai| na karo AkAMkSA, na hogI atRpti| na rahegA bAMsa, na bajegI baaNsurii| svasthedriya................. aura aisA vyakti svayaM meM sthita ho jAtA hai, svastha ho jAtA hai| aura usakI sArI iMdriyAM svayaM se, bhItara kI keMdrIya zakti se saMcAlita hone lagatI haiN| abhI to iMdriyAM tumheM calAtI haiN| abhI to dikhAI par3a gayA bhojana, aura bhUkha laga AtI hai| bhUkha thI nahIM kSaNa bhara phle| camatkAra hai kaise tuma dhokhA de dete ho! kSaNa bhara pahale gunagunAte cale A rahe the gIta, aura miThAI kI dUkAna se gaMdha A gaI, nAsApuToM meM bhara gaI bhUkha laga gaI! bhUla gae, kahAM jA rahe the! pahuMca gae dUkAna meN| kSaNa bhara pahale bhUkha nahIM thI, kSaNa bhara meM kaise laga gaI! kucha samaya to lagatA hai bhUkha ke lagane meM sirpha gaMdha ke kAraNa laga gaI? nahIM, nAka ne mAlakiyata jatalA dii| nAke tumheM khIMca kara le gii| aise to gulAma mata bano! rAha cale jAte the, koI vAsanA na thI, koI suMdara strI nikala gaI, citta vAsanAgrasta ho gyaa| suMdara strI kI to bAta chodd'o| akhabAra dekha rahe the, akhabAra meM kAlI syAhI ke dhabbe haiM aura kucha bhI nahIM, vahAM kisI ne nagna strI kA citra banAyA huA hai akhabAra meM usI ko dekha kara AMdolita ho gae! cala par3e sapanoM meM, khojane lage, vAsanA prajvalita hone lgii| yaha to hada ho gii| jarA soco bhI to, kAgaja kA Tukar3A hai| usa para kucha syAhI ke dAga haiM-inase tuma itane prabhAvita ho gae? AMkhoM ne dhokhA de diyaa| to phira AMkheM dikhAne kA sAdhana na rahIM, aMdhA banAne lgiiN| jaba AMkha mAlika ho jAe to aMdhA banAtI hai| jaba tuma mAlika ho to AMkha dekhane kA sAdhana hotI hai| buddha dekhate haiM AMkha se, mahAvIra dekhate haiM-tuma nhiiN| iMdriyAM abhI mAlika haiM; tuma gulAma ho| isa gulAmI se chUTa jAne kA nAma mukti hai, mokSa hai-jaba tuma mAlika ho jAo aura iMdriyAM tumhArI anucara ho jaaeN| svasthedriya: na vAMchati na shocti| aisA vyaktiM na to kisI taraha kI ciMtA karatA, na icchA karatA, na zoka krtaa| kyoMki sArI bAta samApta ho gii| jo hai, usake sAtha vaha parama bhAva se rAjI hai| nityam tRpta: 'sukha aura dukha, janma aura mRtyu daivayoga se hI hotA hai| aisA jo nizcayapUrvaka jAnatA hai, vaha puruSa sAdhya karma ko nahIM dekhatA huA aura zrama rahita karma karatA huA bhI lipA nahIM hotA hai|' sukhaduHkhe janmamRtyu daivAdeveti nishcyii| sAdhyAdarzI nirAyAsa kurvatrapi na lipyte|| sukhaduHkhe janmamRtyu daivAt eva

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sukha-dukha, janma aura mRtyu bhI mile haiN| soco, dekho jarA-tumane janma to socA nahIM thA ki ho| tumane janma pAne ke lie to kucha kiyA nahIM thaa| tumane kisI se pUchA bhI nahIM thA ki tuma janma lenA cAhate ki nahIM? tumhArI marjI kA savAla hI nahIM hai| tumane acAnaka eka dina apane ko jIvana meM paayaa| janma ghaTA hai; tumhArA kartRtva nahIM hai kuch| aise hI eka dina mauta bhI ghttegii| tumase koI pUchegA nahIM ki aba marane kI icchA hai yA nahIM? riTAyara honA cAhate ki nahIM? koI nahIM puuchegaa| tuma koI har3atAla vagairaha bhI na kara sakoge ki jaldI riTAyarameMTa kiyA jA rahA hai, abhI hama aura jInA cAhate haiM! koI upAya nhiiN| mauta davAra para dastaka bhI nahIM detI, pUchatI bhI nahIM, salAha-mazavirA bhI nahIM letI-basa uThA kara le jAtI hai| janma eka dina acAnaka ghaTatA hai, mRtyu eka dina acAnaka ghaTatI hai| phira ina donoM ke bIca meM tuma kartA hone kA kitanA pAgalapana karate ho! jaba jIvana kI asalI ghaTanAoM para tumhArA koI basa nahIM, janma para tumhArA basa nahIM, mRtyu para tumhArA basa nahIM to thor3A to jAgo-ina donoM ke bIca kI ghaTanAoM para kaise basa ho sakatA hai? na zurU para basa, na aMta para basa-to madhya para kaise basa ho sakatA hai? itanA hI artha hai jaba hama kahate haiM : bhagavAna karatA hai, daivayoga se, bhAgya se.........| itanA hI artha hai, isI satya kI svIkRti hai ki na zurU meM pUchatA koI hamase, na bAda meM hamase koI pUchatA, to bIca meM hama nAhaka zoragula kyoM kareM? to jaba na zurU meM koI pUchatA, na bAda meM koI pUchatA, to bIca meM bhI hama kyoM nAhaka cillAeM, dukhI hoM? to bIca ko bhI hama svIkAra karate haiN| isa svIkAra meM parama zAMti hai| jo nizcayapUrvaka aisA jAnatA hai, phira usake lie kucha sAdhya nahIM raha gayA; paramAtmA jo karavAtA vaha karatA hai| jaba tumhArA koI sAdhya nahIM raha gayA to phira jIvana meM kabhI viphalatA nahIM hotI; paramAtmA harAtA to tuma hArate, paramAtmA jitAtA to tuma jiitte| jIta to usakI, hAra to uskii| 'aisA vyakti zrama-rahita huA, karma karatA huA......!' khayAla karanA ina zabdoM para zrama-rahita huA, karma karatA huA zrama to samApta ho gayA, aba koI mehanata nahIM hai jIvana meM, aba to khela hai| vaha jo karavAtA; jaise nATaka hotA hai, pIche nATakakAra chipA hai : vaha jo kahalavAtA, hama kahate haiN| vaha jo praoNmda karatA hai pIche se, hama doharAte haiN| vaha jaisI vezabhUSA sajA detA hai, hama vaisI vezabhUSA kara lete haiN| vaha rAma banA detA to rAma bana jAte, rAvaNa banA detA to rAvaNa bana jAte haiN| koI aisA thor3e hI hai ki rAvaNa jhaMjhaTa khar3I karatA hai ki mujhako rAvaNa kyoM banAyA jA rahA hai, maiM rAma banUMgA! aisI jhaMjhaTa kabhI-kabhI ho jAtI hai, to jhaMjhaTa jhaMjhaTa mAlUma hotI hai aura mUr3hatApUrNa mAlama hotI hai| ___eka gAMva meM aisA huA rAmalIlA hotI thii| aura jaba sItA kA svayaMvara racA to rAvaNa bhI AyA thaa| saMbhAvanA thI ki rAvaNa dhanuSa ko tor3a de| lekina tatkSaNa: rAjanIti kA purAnA jAla!...... :khabara AI laMkA se ki laMkA meM Aga laga gaI hai, jo ki bAta jhUThI thI, kUTanItika thii| vahIM se to rAmAyaNa kA sArA upadrava zurU huaa| laMkA meM Aga laga gaI to bhAgA, pakar3A hogA airoplena rAvaNa ne usI kssnn|

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bhAgA ekadama laMkA; lekina taba taka yahAM saba khatama ho gyaa| vaha gayA laMkA, usako haTAne kA yaha upAya thaa| vaha gayA laMkA, taba taka rAma ko sItA varI gii| eka gAMva meM rAmalIlA huii| aba rAvaNa ko patA to thA, yaha to nATaka hI thA, asalI to thA nhiiN| patA to thA hI ki kyA hotA hai| vaha kucha gusse meM thA, mainejara ke khilApha thaa| vaha asala meM cAhatA thA rAma bananA aura usane kahA ki tU rAvaNa bn| usane kahA, acchA dekha leMge, vakta para dekha leMge! jaba bAhara gohAra macI, svayaMvara ke bAhara, ki rAvaNa terI laMkA meM Aga lagI hai, to usane kahA 'lagI rahane do| Aja to sItA ko vara kara hI ghara jAeMge!' aura usane uTha kara dhanuSa-bANa tor3a diyA dhanuSa-bANa rAmalIlA kaa| aba bar3I muzkila khar3I ho gaI ki aba karanA kyA! to janaka bUr3hA AdamI, purAnA ustAda thA! usane kahA,' bhRtyo! yaha mere baccoM ke khelane kA dhanuSa-bANa kauna uThA lAyA? girAo pardA, asalI dhanuSa laao|' dhakke de kara usa rAvaNa ko nikAlA, vaha nikalatA nahIM thaa| vaha kahe ki le Ao, asalI le aao| tuma jIvana meM aise hI nAhaka dhakkama dhukkI kara rahe ho| pUraba kI manISA ne jo gahare sUtra khoje unameM eka hai ki jIvana eka abhinaya hai, nATaka hai, lIlA hai-ise gaMbhIratA se mata lo| jo vaha karavAe, kara lo| jo vaha dikhalAe, dekha lo| tuma achUte bane raho, tuma kuMAre bane rho| aura taba tumhAre jIvana meM koI zrama na hogA, kyoMki koI tanAva na hogaa| karma to hogA, zrama na hogaa| zrama na hogA, karma hogA isakA artha huA karma to hogA kartA na hogaa| jaba kartA hotA hai to zrama hotA hai, taba ciMtA hotI hai| aba kartA to paramAtmA hai, hAra-jIta usakI hai, saphalatA-asaphalatA usakI hai| tuma to sirpha eka upakaraNa-mAtra ho, nimitt-maatr| saba ciMtA kho jAtI hai| 'isa saMsAra meM ciMtA se dukha utpanna hotA hai, anyathA nhiiN| aisA jo nizcayapUrvaka jAnatA hai, vaha sukhI aura zAMta hai| sarvatra usakI spRhA galita hai| aura vaha ciMtA se mukta hai| ciMtayA jAyate duHkhaM nAnyathaiheti nizcayI tayA hIna: sukhI zAMta: sarvatra galita spRhaH ciMtayA duHkhaM jAyate-ciMtA se dukha....| ciMtA paidA hotI hai kartA ke bhAva se| jaise hI tuma svIkAra kara lete ho ki maiM kartA nahIM hUM phira kaisI ciMtA? ciMtA hai kartA kI chaayaa| tuma ciMtA to chor3anA cAhate ho, kartRtva nahIM chor3anA caahte| tuma rahanA to cAhate ho kartA, ki duniyA ko dikhA do ki tumane yaha kiyA, yaha kiyA, yaha kiyA; ki itihAsa meM nAma chor3a jAo ki kitanA kAma tumane kiyA! lekina tuma cAhate ho, ciMtA na ho| yaha asaMbhava kI tuma mAMga karate ho| jitanA bar3A tumhArA kartRtva hogA, utanI hI ciMtA hogii| jitanA bar3A tumhArA ahaMkAra hogA, utanI hI tumhArI ciMtA hogii| nizcita honA ho to nirahaMkArI ho jaao| lekina nirahaMkArI kA artha hI hotA hai, eka hI artha hotA hai ki tuma kartA mata rho| tuma jagaha de do paramAtmA ko-use jo karanA hai karane do| tumhAre hAtha usake bhara raha jAeM; tumhArI AMkheM usakI AMkheM ho jAeM; tumhArI deha meM vaha virAjamAna ho jAe, tuma maMdira ho jaao| use karane do jo karanA hai|

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taba tumhAre jIvana meM eka bar3A naisargika sauMdarya hogA, eka prasAda hogA ! tuma hAra jAoge, to bhI tuma nizcita so jaaoge| tuma jIta jAoge, to bhI tanAva na hogA mana meM, to bhI tuma nizcita so jaaoge| kyoMki tuma aba apane sira para lete hI nahIM / tumhArI hAlata aisI ho jAegI jaise eka choTA-sA baccA apane bApa kA hAtha pakar3a kara jAtA hai| jaMgala hai ghanA, bIhar3a hai, pazu-pakSiyoM kA Dara hai - bApa ciMtita hai, beTA masta hai! vaha bar3A hI masta hai, jaMgala dekha kara usake AnaMda kA ThikAnA nhiiN| vaha hara cIja ke saMbaMdha meM prazna pUcha rahA hai| yaha phUla kyA hai?' zera bhI sAmane A jAe to beTA mastI se khar3A rhegaa| use kyA phikra hai? bApa ke hAtha meM haath| eka jApAnI kathA hai| eka yuvaka vivAhita huA apanI patnI ko le kara - samurAI thA, kSatriya thA - apanI patnI ko lekara nAva meM baitthaa| dUsarI tarapha usakA gAMva thaa| bar3A tUphAna AyA, aMdhar3a uThA, nAva DAvADola hone lagI, DUbane - DUbane ko hone lgii| patnI to bahuta ghabar3A gii| magara yuvaka zAMta rhaa| usakI zAMti aisI thI jaise buddha kI pratimA ho| usakI patnI ne kahA, tuma zAMta baiThe ho, nAva DUbane ko ho rahI, mauta karIba hai ! usa yuvaka ne jhaTake se apanI talavAra bAhara nikAlI, patnI ke gale para talavAra lagA dii| patnI to haMsane lgii| usane kahA : kyA tuma mujhe DaravAnA cAhate ho? pati ne kahA : tujhe Dara nahIM lagatA? talavAra terI gardana para rakhI, jarA-sA izArA ki gardana isa tarapha ho jaaegii| usane kahA : jaba talavAra tumhAre hAtha meM hai to mujhe bhaya kaisA? usane talavAra vApisa rakha lii| usane kahA : yaha merA uttara hai| jaba tUphAna - AdhI usake hAtha meM hai to maiM kyoM parezAna hoUM ? DubAnA hogA to DUbeMge, bacAnA hogA to bceNge| jaba talavAra meMre hAtha hai to tU nahIM ghbraatii| mujhase terA prema hai, isalie na ! kala vivAha na huA thA, usake pahale agara maiMne talavAra tere gale para rakhI hotI to? to tU cIkha mAratI / Aja tU nahIM ghabaDAtI, kyoMki prema kA eka setu bana gyaa| aisA setu mere aura paramAtmA ke bIca hai, isalie maiM nahIM ghabar3AtA / tUphAna Ae, calo ThIka, tUphAna kA majA leNge| DUbeMge, to DUbane kA majA leNge| kyoMki saba usake hAtha meM hai, hama usake hAtha ke bAhara nahIM haiN| phira ciMtA kaisI? citayA duHkhaM jAyate..... aura koI DhaMga se ciMtA paidA nahIM hotI, basa ciMtA eka hI hai ki tuma kartA ho| kartA ho to ciMtA hai, ciMtA hai to dukha / iti nizcayI sukhI zAMta sarvatra galitaspRha / aisA jisane nizcayapUrvaka jAnA, anubhava se nicor3A - vaha vyakti sukhI ho jAtA hai, zAMta ho jAtA hai, usakI sArI spRhA samApta ho jAtI hai| nIr3a nahIM karatA paMchI kI

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pala bhara kabhI prtiikssaa| gAna nahIM likhatA paMkhoM kI acchI burI smiikssaa| dIpa nahIM letA zalabhoM kI koI agni priikssaa| dhUma nahIM kAjala banane kI karatA kabhI abhiipsaa| prANa svayaM hI kevala apanI, tRSA tRpti kA maadhym| tatva sabhI nirapekSa, apekSA mana kA mIThA vibhrama! tatva sabhI nirapekSa, apekSA mana kA mIThA vibhrm| bhrama hai, sapanA hai-aisA ho, vaisA na ho jaae| aura jaisA honA hai vaisA hI hotA hai| tumhAre kie kucha bhI aMtara nahIM par3atA, rattI bhara aMtara nahIM par3atA; tuma nAhaka parezAna jarUra ho jAte ho, basa utanA hI aMtara par3atA hai| kabhI tuma aise bhI to jI kara dekho| kabhI aSTAvakra kI bAta para bhI to jI -kara dekho| kabhI taya kara lo ki tIna mahIne aise jIeMge ki jo hogA ThIka, koI apekSA na kreNge| kyA tuma socate ho, saba honA baMda ho jAegA? maiM tamase kaha sakatA haM prAmANika rUpa se varSoM se maiMne kucha nahIM kiyA, apane kamare meM akelA baiThA rahatA huuN| jo honA hai, hotA rahatA hai-hotA hI rahatA hai! eka bAra tuma karake dekha lo, tuma cakita ho jaaoge| tuma hairAna ho jAoge ki janmoM-janmoM se kara-karake parezAna ho gae, aura yaha to saba hotA hI hai| karane vAlA jaise koI aura hI hai| saba hotA rahatA hai| tuma bIca se haTa jAo, tuma ror3e mata bno| tuma jaise-jaise ror3e banate ho, vaise-vaise ulajhate -ho| prAhA, apane ko nakAra kara socatA hai AdamI dUsaroM ke bAre meM bhaTakatA hai aMdhiyAre meM nikAlatA hai khA kara coTa pattharoM ko gaaliyaaN| karatA hai niMdA rAstoM kI suna kara apanI hI pratidhvani

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bhIMcatA hai muTThiyA pIsatA hai dAta nocatA hai cetanA ke paMkha nahIM dekha pAtA AtmA kA nirabhra aakaash| tuma jo bhI zoragula macA rahe ho, vaha tuma nAhaka hI macA rahe ho| sibalI ne dekhA, eka kuttA pAnI ke pAsa AyA, pyAsA hai, marA jAtA hai lekina pAnI meM dikha gaI apanI chAyA, to ghabar3AyA dUsarA kuttA maujUda hai, jhapaTane ko maujUda hai, khUkhAra mAlUma hotA hai| bhauMkA to dUsarA kuttA bhI bhauNkaa| usakI apanI hI pratidhvani thii| sibalI baiThA dekhatA rahA aura haMsane lgaa| use saba samajha meM A gyaa| use apane hI jIvana kA pUrA rAja saba samajha meM A gyaa| para pyAsa aisI thI usa kutte kI ki kUdanA hI pdd'aa| Akhira himmata karake eka chalAMga lagA lii| pAnI meM kUdate hI dUsarA miTa gyaa| vaha dUsarA to pratibiMba thaa| jisase tuma bhayabhIta ho vaha tumhArI chAyA hai| jisase tuma ciMtita ho vaha tumhArI chAyA hai| jisase tuma lar3a rahe ho vaha tumhArI chAyA hai| hiMdI meM zabda hai prchaaii,| yaha bar3A adabhuta zabda hai! kisane gar3hA? kisI bar3e jAnakAra ne gar3hA hogaa| tumhArI chAyA ko kahate haiM parachAIM-parAye kI chaayaa| kabhI isa zabda para khayAla kiyA? chAyA tamhArI hai, nAma hai parachAI! tamhArI chAyA hI para ho jAtI hai, vaha hI para jaisI bhAsatI hai| ThIka hI jisane yaha zabda cunA hogA, bar3A bodhapUrvaka cunA hogA prchaaiiN| apanI hI chAyA dUsare jaisI mAlUma hotI hai, usase hI saMgharSa calane lagatA hai| phira lar3o khUba, jIta hamAre hAtha nahIM lgegii| kahIM chAyA se koI jItA hai! zUnya meM vyartha hI kazatama-kuztI kara rahe ho| 'maiM zarIra nahIM hUM deha merI nahIM hai maiM caitanya hUM-aisA jo nizcayapUrvaka jAnatA hai, vaha puruSa kaivalya ko prApta hotA huA, kie aura anakie karma ko smaraNa nahIM karatA hai|' nAhaM deho na me deho bodhoThahamiti nishcyii| kaivalyamiva saMprApto na smaratyakRtaM kRtm|| ahaM deha: na: -maiM deha nhiiN| deha: me na: -aura deha merI nhiiN| bodhoThaham iti nizcayI. -aisA jisake bhItara bodha kA dIyA jalA, aisA nizcayapUrvaka jisake bhItara jyoti jagI: kaivalya saMprApta...... -vaha dhIre-dhIre kaivalya kI parama dazA ko upalabdha hone lagatA hai| kyoMki jisane jAnA maiM deha nahIM, jyAdA dUra nahIM hai usakA jAnanA ki maiM brahma huuN| usane pahalA

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kadama uThA liyaa| jisane kahA, maiM deha nahIM, nizcayapUrvaka jAna kara jisane kahA, maiM mana nahIM-usane kadama uThA lie dhIre-dhIre kaivalya kI trph| zIghra hI vaha ghar3I AegI jaba usake bhItara udaghoSa hogA :'ahaM brahmAsmi! analahaka! maiM hI hUM brahma' phira aise vyakti ko na to kie kI ciMtA hotI hai na anakie kI ciMtA hotI hai| tumane dekhA kabhI, tuma una karmoM kA to hisAba rakhate hI ho jo tumane kie, jo tuma nahIM kara pAe unake lie bhI ciMtita hote ho! tumane mUr3hatA kA koI aMta dekhA? yaha gaNita ko smjho| kala tuma kisI ko gAlI nahIM de pAe, usakI bhI ciMtA calatI hai| dI hotI to ciMtA calatI, samajha meM AtA hai| de nahIM pAe, maukA cUka gae; aba mile maukA dubArA, na mile maukA dubArA; samaya vaisA hAtha Ae na Ae-aba isakI ciMtA calatI hai| tuma kie hue kI ciMtA kase ho, anakie kI ciMtA karate ho| tuma jo-jo nahIM kara pAe jIvana meM, vaha bhI tumhArA pIchA karatA hai| mullA nasaruddIna mara rahA thaa| to maulavI ne usase kahA ki aba pazcAttApa karo, aba AkhirI ghar3I meM prAyazcita karo! usane AMkha kholii| usane kahA ki prAyazcita hI kara rahe haiM, aba bIca meM gar3abar3a mata karo! usa maulavI ne pUchA : jora se bolo, kisa cIja kA prAyazcita kara rahe ho? usane kahA ki jo pApa nahIM kara pAe, unakA prAyazcita kara rahA hUM-ki kara hI lete to acchA thA, yaha mauta A gii| aba patA nahIM baceM ki na bceN| agara dubArA prabhu ne bhejA-mullA nasaruddIna ne kahA-to aba itanI dera na kreNge| jaldI-jaldI nipaTA leNge| jo-jo nahIM kara pAe, usI kA pazcAttApa ho rahA hai| marate vakta adhika loga usakA pazcAttApa karate haiM, jo nahIM kara paae| aisA puruSa, jisane jAnA maiM deha nahIM, maiM mana nahIM aura jisane pahacAnI apane bhItara kI chavi-anakie kI to bAta chor3o, kie kA bhI vicAra nahIM krtaa| jo huA huA jo nahIM huA nahIM huA| vaha bojha nahIM DhotA, vaha atIta ko sira para lekara nahIM cltaa| aura jisa vyakti ne atIta ko sira se utAra kara rakha diyA, usake paMkha phaila jAte haiM, vaha khule AkAza meM ur3ane lagatA hai| usa para jamIna kI kaziza kA koI prabhAva nahIM raha jAtA, vaha AkAzagAmI ho jAtA hai| bojha tumhAre sira para atIta kA hai| aura atIta ke bojha ke kAraNa bhaviSya kI AkAMkSA paidA hotI hai| jo nahIM kara pAe, bhaviSya meM karanA hai| jo kara liyA, aura bhI acchI taraha kara sakate the-usako bhaviSya meM karanA hai| bhaviSya kyA hai? tumhAre atIta kA hI sudharA huA rUpa sajA-saMvArA, aura vyavasthita kiyaa| aba kI bAra maukA AegA to aura acchI taraha kara loge| atIta kA bojha jo DhotA hai, vahI bhaviSya ke pIche bhI daur3atA rahatA hai| jisane atIta ko utAra diyA, usakA bhaviSya bhI gyaa| vaha jItA zuddha vartamAna meN| aura vartamAna meM honA paramAtmA meM honA hai| 'brahma se le kara tRNaparyaMta maiM hI hUM-aisA jo nizcayapUrvaka jAnatA hai, vaha nirvikalpa zuddha aura zAMta aura lAbhAlAbha se mukta hotA hai|' jisane jAnA ki brahma se lekara tRNaparyaMta eka hI jIvana-dhArA hai, eka hI jIvana kA khela hai,

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eka hI jIvana kI taraMgeM haiM, eka hI sAgara kI lahareM-jisane aisA pahacAna liyA,'tRNa se le kara brahma taka', vaha nirvikalpa ho jAtA hai| phira kisakA bhaya hai! phira kaisI vAsanA! phira kaisI azAMti! phira kaisI azuddhi! jaba eka hI hai to zuddha hI hai| phira kaisA lAbha, kaisA alAbha! 'aneka AzcaryoM vAlA yaha vizva kucha bhI nahIM hai, arthAta mithyA hai-aisA jo nizcayapUrvaka jAnatA hai, vaha vAsanA-rahita, bodha-svarUpa puruSa isa prakAra zAMti ko prApta hotA hai, mAno kucha bhI nahIM hai|' nAnAzcaryamida vizva na kiciditi nishcyii| nirvAsana: sphUrtimAtro na kicidiva zAmyati idam vizva nAnAzcaryaM na kiMcita: yaha jo bahuta-bahuta AzcaryoM se bharA huA vizva hai zAMta hue vyakti ko aisA lagatA hai ki sapanA maatr| yaha satya lagatA hai tumhArI vAsanA ke kAraNa, tumhArI vAsanA isameM prANa DAlatI hai| vAsanA ke haTate hI prANa nikala jAte haiM vizva meM se| yaha nAnA AzcaryoM se bharA huA vizva acAnaka svamnavata ho jAtA hai, mAyAjAla! iti nizcayI nirvAsana: sphUrtimAtra na kicidiva zAmyati! __ 'aisA nizcayapUrvaka jisane jAnA, vaha vAsanA-rahita bodha-svarUpa puruSa isa prakAra zAMti ko prApta hotA hai, mAno kucha bhI nahIM hai|' yaha sUtra khayAla rkhnaa| rAta tumane svapna dekhA ki tuma gira par3e pahAr3a se, ki chAtI para rAkSasa baiThe haiM, ki gardana dabA rahe haiM, ki cIkha nikala gaI, ki cIkha meM nIMda TUTa gii| nIMda TUTate hI tuma pAte ho ki ceharA pasInA pasInA hai| chAtI dhaka-dhaka ho rahI, hAtha-paira kaipa rahe, lekina aba tuma haMsate ho| aba koI azAMti nahIM hotii| aba na rAkSasa hai, na pahADa hai, na koI tumhArI chAtI para baiThA hai| ho sakatA hai apane hI takie apanI hI chAtI para lie par3e ho| yA kabhI-kabhI to aisA hotA hai ki apane hI hAtha chAtI para vajana DAlate haiM aura lagatA hai koI chAtI para baiThA hai| aba tuma haMsate ho| abhI taka jo sapanA thA, satya mAlUma ho rahA thA, to ghabar3AhaTa thii| aba sapanA ho gayA to ghabar3AhaTa kho gii| bodha ko prApta vyakti, saMbodhi ko upalabdha vyakti, jisane jAnA ki maiM sphUrti-mAtra hUM caitanya mAtra hUM cinmAtra hUM vaha aise jIne lagatA hai saMsAra meM jaise saMsAra hai hI nahIM jaise saMsAra hai hI nahIM, hai yA nahIM hai, kucha bheda nhiiN| dhAge meM maNiyAM haiM ki maNiyoM meM dhAgA jJAtA vaha jo zabda meM soyA akSara meM jaagaa| yaha jo tuma bAhara dekhate ho kSara hai, kSaNabhaMgura hai| jJAtA vaha jo zabda meM soyA

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akSara meM jaagaa| jo usameM jAga gayA jisakA koI kSaya nahIM hotA-asmRta akSara! vaha tumhAre bhItara hai| yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai, devanAgarI lipi meM varNamAlA ko hama kahate haiM akSara-a, ba, sa, ka, kha, g-akssr| phira jaba do akSara se mila kara koI cIja bana jAtI hai to usako kahate haiM shbd|'raa' akSara'ma' akSara-'rAma' shbd| zabda to jor3a hai do kA; akSara, eka kA anubhava hai| alphAbeTa arthahIna zabda hai; akSara, bar3A saarthk| akSara kA artha hotA hai jaba eka hai to phira koI vinAza nahIM; jaba do haiM to vinAza hogaa| jahAM jor3a hai vahA TUTa hogI; jahAM yoga hai, vahAM viyoga hogaa| isalie to zabda se akSara ko kahanA asaMbhava hai| isalie to satya ko zabda meM nahIM kahA jA sktaa| kyoMki satya hai eka aura zabda banate haiM do se| isalie hiMduoM ne usa parama satya ko pragaTa karane ke lie 'oma' khojaa| aura usako oma' nahIM likhte| agara'oma' likheM to do akSara ho jaaeNge| usake lie alaga hI pratIka banAyA-'oM-tAki vaha akSara rahe, eka hI rhe| aise to tIna haiM usameM a, u, ma, oma' banAne meM tIna akSara A ge| lekina tIna A gae to zabda ho gyaa| zabda ho gayA to asatya ho gyaa| zabda ho gayA to jor3a ho gayA jor3a ho gayA to TUTegA, bikhregaa| to phira hamane eka khUbI kI-hamane usake lie eka alaga hI pratIka banAyA, jo varNamAlA ke bAhara hai| tuma kisI se pUcho oM' kA artha kyA hai"oM kA koI artha nhiiN| zabda kA artha hotA hai, akSara kA koI artha nahIM hotaa|'oN to arthahIna hai, pratIka mAtra hai-usa parama kaa| vaha eka jaba TUTatA hai to tIna ho jAte haiM isalie trimuurti| phira tIna teraha ho jAte, phira to bikharatA jAtA hai| usa eka kA nAma akssr| dhAge meM maNiyA haiM ki maNiyoM meM dhAgA jJAtA vaha jo zabda meM soyA akSara meM jaagaa| darpaNa meM bibita chAyA se lar3ate-lar3ate ho gayA hai lahUluhAna satyA AMkha mUMde to AMkha khule| AMkha muMde to AMkha khule! AMkha khola kara tumane jo dekhA hai, vaha saMsAra hai| AMkha mUMda kara jo dekhoge vahI sarva, vahI paramAtmA, vahI sty| AMkha muMde to AMkha khule|

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ye sAre sUtra eka artha meM AMkha mUMdane ke sUtra haiM saMsAra se maMda lo aaNkh| aura eka artha meM AMkha kholane ke sUtra haiM-khola lo paramAtmA kI tarapha, svayaM kI tarapha aaNkh| ye khADiyA, yaha udAsI, yahAM na bAMdho naav| yaha aura deza hai sAthI, yahAM na bAMdho naav| dagA kareMge manAjira kinAre dariyA ke saphara hI meM hai bhalAI, yahAM na bAMdho naav| phalaka gavAha ki jala- thala yahAM hai DAvAMDola jamIM khilApha hai bhAI, yahAM na bAMdho naav| yahAM kI AbohavA meM hai aura hI bU-bAsa yaha sarajamIM hai parAI, yahAM na bAMdho naav| ibo na deM hameM ye gIta kubeM sAhila ke jo de rahe hai sunAI, yahAM na bAMdho naav| jo ber3e Ae the isa ghATa taka abhI unakI khabara kahIM se na AI, yahAM na bAdho naav| rahe haiM jinase zanAsA yaha AsamA vaha nahIM yaha vaha jamIM nahIM bhAI, yahAM na bAMdho naav| yahAM kI khAka se hama bhI musAma rakhate haiM vaphA kI bU nahIM AI, yahAM na bAMdho naav| jo sarajamIna ajala se hameM bulAtI hai vaha sAmane najara AI, yahAM na bAdho naav| savAde-sAhile-makasUda A rahA hai najara

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Thaharane meM hai tabAhI, yahAM na bAMdho nAva / jahAM-jahAM bhI hameM sAhiloM ne lalacAyA sadA phirAka kI AI, yahAM na bAMdho nAva / hari oma ttst|

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dinAMka 12 navaMbara, 1976; zrI rajanIza Azrama pUnA / prazna sAraH pahalA prazna : prANa kI yaha bIna bajanA cAhatI hai-pravacana- dUsarA Apane hameM saMnyAsa diyA, lekina koI maMtra nahIM btaayaa| purAne Dhaba ke saMnyAsI mila jAte haiM to ve pUchate haiM, tumhArA gurumaMtra kyA hai? maMtra to mana kA hI khela hai| maMtra zabda kA bhI yahIM artha hai, mana kA jAla, mana kA phailaav| maMtra se mukta honA hai, kyoMki mana se mukta honA hai| mana na rahegA to maMtra ko samhAloge kahAM? aura agara maMtra ko samhAlanA hai to mana ko bacAye rakhanA hogA / nizcaya hI maiMne tumheM koI maMtra nahIM diyaa| nahIM cAhatA ki tumhArA mana bce| tumase maMtra chIna rahA huuN| tumhAre pAsa vaise hI maMtra bahuta haiM tumhAre pAsa maMtroM kA to bar3A saMgraha hai| vahI to tumhArA sArA atIta hai| bahuta tumane sIkhA bahuta tumane jJAna arjita kiyaa| koI hiMdU hai, koI musalamAna hai, koI jaina hai, koI IsAI hai| kisI kA maMtra kurAna meM hai, kisI kA maMtra veda meM hai| koI aisA mAnatA, koI vaisA maantaa| merI sArI ceSTA itanI hI hai ki tumhArI sArI mAnyatAoM se tumhArI mukti ho jaae| tuma na hiMdU raho, na musalamAna, na IsAI / na veda para tumhArI pakar3a rahe, na kurAna pr| tumhAre hAtha khAlI ho jaayeN| tumhAre khAlI hAtha meM hI paramAtmA barasegA / rikta, zUnya citta meM hI Agamana hotA parama kA; dvAra khulate haiN| tuma maMdira ho| tuma khAlI bhara ho jAo to prabhu A jAe use jagaha do| thor3A sthAna bnaao| abhI tumhArA ghara bahuta bharA hai- kUDe - karkaTa se, aMgaDa khaMgaDa se| tuma bharate hI cale jAte ho| paramAtmA AnA bhI cAhe to tumhAre bhItara avakAza kahAM ? kiraNa utaranI bhI cAhe to jagaha kahAM ? tuma bhare ho| bharA honA hI tumhArA dukha hai| khAlI ho jAo! yahI mahAmaMtra hai| isalie maiMne tumheM koI maMtra nahIM diyA, kyoMki maiM tumheM kisI maMtra se bharanA nahIM caahtaa| mana se hI mukta honA hai| lekina agara maMtra zabda se tumheM bahuta prema ho aura binA maMtra ke tumheM ar3acana hotI ho, to ise hI tuma batA diyA karo ki mana se khAlI ho jAne kA sUtra diyA hai; sAkSI hone kA sUtra diyA hai| kucha raTane se thor3e hI hogA ki tuma rAma-rAma, rAma-rAma doharAte raho to kucha ho jaaegaa| kitane

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to haiM doharAne vAle! sadiyoM se doharA rahe haiN| unake doharAne se kucha bhI nahIM huaa| doharAoge kahAM se? doharAnA to mana ke hI yaMtra meM ghaTatA hai| cAhe jora se doharAo, cAhe dhIre doharAo-doharAtA to mana hai| hara doharAne meM mana hI majabUta hotA hai| kyoMki jisakA tuma prayoga karate ho vahI zaktivAna ho jAtA hai| __ maiM tumheM kaha rahA hUM ki sAkSI bano ye mana kI jo prakriyAeM haiM, ye jo mana kI taraMgeM haiM, tuma inake draSTA bno| tuma inheM basa dekho| tuma isameM se kucha bhI cuno matA koI philmI gIta gunagunA rahA hai, to tuma kahate : adhArmika; aura koI bhajana gA rahA hai to tuma kahate ho : dhArmika! donoM mana meM haiM-donoM adhaarmik| mana meM honA adayarma meM honA hai| usa tIsarI bAta ko soco jraa| khar3e ho, mana cAhe philmI gIta gunagunAe aura cAhe rAma kathA-tuma draSTA ho| tuma sunate ho dekhate ho, tuma tAdAtmya nahIM bnaate| tuma mana ke sAtha jur3a nahIM jAto tumhArI dUrI, tumhArI asaMgatA kAyama rahatI hai| tuma dekhate ho mana ko aise hI jaise koI rAha ke kinAre khar3e hue calate hue logoM ko dekhe sAikileM, gAr3iyAM, hAthI-ghor3e, kAreM, Traka, bseN:| tuma rAha ke kinAre khar3e dekha rahe ho| tuma draSTA ho| aSTAvakra kA bhI sArA sAra eka zabda meM hai-saakssii| maMtra to bolate hI tuma kartA ho jaaoge| bar3A sUkSma kartRtva hai, lekina hai to! maMtra par3hoge, prArthanA karoge, pUjA karoge-kartA ho jaaoge| bAta thor3I bArIka hai| thor3A prayoga karoge to hI svAda AnA zurU hogaa| jo cala rahA hai, jo ho rahA hai, vahI kAphI hai; aba aura maMtra jor3ane se kucha artha nahIM hai| isI meM jaago| isako hI dekhane vAle ho jaao| isase saMbaMdha tor3a lo| thor3I dUrI, thor3A alagAva, thor3A phAsalA paidA kara lo| isa phAsale meM hI tuma dekhoge mana marane lgaa| jitanA bar3A phAsalA utanA hI mana kA jInA muzkila ho jAtA hai| jaba tuma mana kA prayoga nahIM karate to mana ko UrjA nahIM miltii| jaba tuma mana kA sahayoga nahIM karate taba tumhArI zakti mana meM nahIM DAlI jaatii| mana dhIre-dhIre sikur3ane lagatA hai| yaha tumhArI zakti se mana phUlA hai, phalA hai| tumhIM ise pIche se sahArA diye ho| eka hAtha se sahArA dete ho, dUsare hAtha se kahate ho: kaise chuTakArA ho isa dukha se? isa narka se? tuma sahArA denA baMda kara do, itanA hI sAkSI kA artha hai| mana ko calane do apane se, kitanI dera calatA hai? jaise koI sAikila calAtA hai, to paiDala mAratA to sAikila calatI hai| sAikila thor3e hI calatI hai, vaha jo sAikila para baiThA hai, vahI calatA hai| sAikila ko sahArA detA jAtA hai, sAikila bhAgI calI jAtI hai| tuma paiDala mAranA baMda kara do, phira dekheM sAikila kitanI dera calatI hai! thor3I-bahuta cala jAe, dasa-pacAsa kadama, purAnI dI gayI UrjA ke AdhAra para; lekina jyAdA dera na cala pAegI, ruka jaaegii| aisA hI mana hai| maMtra kA to artha huA paiDala mAre hI jAoge| pahale bhajana yA philma kA gIta gunagunA rahe the, aba tumako kisI ne maMtra pakar3A diyA doharAo oma, rAma-use doharAne lage, doharAnA jArI rhaa| paiDala

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tuma mArate hI cale jAte ho| prakriyA meM jur3a jAnA mana kI, mana ko bala denA hai| to agara tumheM maMtra zabda bahuta priya ho to yahI tumhArA maMtra hai mahAmaMtra, ki mana se pAra ho kara sAkSI bana jAnA hai / aura jina saMnyAsiyoM kI tuma bAta kara rahe ho, purAne Dhaba ke saMnyAsI, use thor3e sAvadhAna rhnaa| vaisA saMnyAsa sar3A-galA hai| vaisA saMnyAsa bar3e dhokhe aura pravaMcanA se bharA hai| vaisA saMnyAsa eka zoSaNa hai| udhara se Ae seTha jI idhara se saMnyAsI eka ne kahI, eka ne mAnI donoM Thahare zAnI donoM ne pahacAnI saccI sIkha purAnI donoM ke kAma kI donoM kI manacItI jaya siyArAma kI sIkha saccI sanAtana sau TaMca satyAnAzI ! purAnA saMnyAsa bhagor3Apana hai| purAnA saMnyAsa palAyana hai jIvana ke saMgharSa se vikAsa to jIvana ke saMgharSa meM hai| kyoMki jahAM saMgharSa hai, jahAM cunautI hai, vahIM jAgane kA upAya hai| agara bhAga gae saMgharSa se, so jaaoge| isalie to tuma purAne DhaMga ke saMnyAsI ko dekho, na pratibhA kI koI camaka hai, na AMkhoM meM zAMti hai, na prANoM meM kisI gIta kA guMjana hai, na pairoM meM nRtya hai| bhAga gayA hai, bhagor3A hai| kamajora hai, kAyara hai| nahIM lar3a pAyA, to agara khaTTe haiM, aisA kahane lagA hai| nahIM pahuMca pAyA aMgase taka, to aMgUroM ko gAlI dene lagA hai| nizcita hI yaha bhagor3A kinhIM logoM ke kAma kA hai| jinakI sattA hai-dhana ho, pada ho, rAjanIti hoM - jinakI sattA hai, unake lie yaha sahayogI hai| kyoMki yaha eka taraha kI aphIma paidA karatA hai samAja meM, bhagor3Apana paidA karatA hai| yaha eka taraha kI taMdrA paidA karatA hai, eka taraha kI nidrA paidA karatA hai| yaha logoM ko yahI samajhAe jAtA hai : yaha saba mAyA hai, bhaago| lekina agara mAyA hai to bhAga kyoM ho? koI AdamI bhAgA calA jA rahA hai aura tuma se kahatA hai: mata jAo udhara, udhara eka rassI par3I hai jo sAMpa jaisI dikhatI hai, usI ke karaNa maiM bhAga rahA huuN| thor3A soco, agara rassI hai aura sAMpa jaisI dikhatI hai to bhAga kyoM rahe ho? nahIM, tumheM pakkA patA hai ki sAMpa hI hai| rassI nahIM hai, to tuma zAstra doharA rahe ho| agara rassI hI hotI to bhAgate kyoM? mAyA se koI bhAgegA kyoM? aura

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bhAgegA kahAM? nahIM, mAyA meM kucha bala hai, koI satya hai, koI yathArtha hai| mAyA se tuma ghabaDAe hue ho| bhaya se bhAga rahe ho| ___ maiMne saMnyAsa ko nayA AyAma diyA hai- bhAgo mata, jaago| mere saMnyAsa kA sUtra hai : bhAgo mata, jaago| jahAM ho, jaise ho, vahIM khar3e ho jAo paira jamA kr| aura asalI savAla bAhara se, bAhara kI vastuoM se, patnI-baccoM se, makAna-dUkAna se nahIM hai, asalI savAla tumhAre bhItara mana para tumhArI jo jakar3a hai, usase hai| usa jakar3a ko chor3a do| jahAM ho vahIM rho| aura tuma pAoge eka apUrva mukti tumhAre jIvana meM utaranI zurU ho gii| aba tumheM kucha bAMdhatA nhiiN| jAgaraNa mukti hai| sAkSI- bhAva kaho, jAgaraNa kaho, dhyAna kaho-jo tumheM nAma prItikara ho, kho| lekina bhAganA mt| kyoMki bhAgane kA to artha hI yaha ho gayA ki tuma Dara ge| bhIru bhagavAna ko kabhI nahIM upalabdha hotaa| bhagavAna ne yaha jIvana hI tumheM diyA hai tAki isase gujro| yaha jIvana tumheM kisane diyA hai? isa jIvana meM tumheM kisane bhejA hai? jisane bhejA hai, prayojana hogaa| tumhAre mahAtmA jarUra galata hoMge, kahate haiM : bhAgo isase! paramAtmA to jIvana ko basAe calA jAtA hai aura mahAtmA kahate haiM: bhAgo! mahAtmA paramAtmA ke viparIta mAlUma par3ate haiN| yaha to aisA huA ki mAM-bApa to bhejate haiM bacce ko skUla meM, vahA koI baiThe haiM sau TaMca satyAnAzI, ve kahate haiM: bhAgo, skUla meM kucha sAra nahIM hai! par3hane -likhane meM kyA dharA hai? paramAtmA bhejatA hai isa jagata meM jagata eka vidayApITha hai| yahAM bahuta kucha sIkhane ko hai| yahAM jhUTha aura saca kI parakha sIkhane ko hai| yahAM sAra aura asAra kA bheda sIkhane ko hai| yahAM sImA aura asIma kA zikSaNa lenA hai| yahAM padArtha aura caitanya kI paribhASA samajhanI hai| nizcita hI bhAgane se yaha na hogA, yaha jAgane se hogaa| aura jAgane ke lie himAlaya se kucha prayojana nahIM hai| TheTha bAjAra meM jAga sakate ho| saca to yaha hai, bAjAra meM jitanI AsAnI se jAga sakate ho, himAlaya para na jAga skoge| bAjAra kA zoragula sone hI kahAM detA hai! cAroM tarapha se upadrava hai| nIMda saMbhava kahAM hai! himAlaya kI guphA meM baiTha kara sooge nahIM to karoge kyA? taMdrA pakar3egI, sapane pkdd'eNge| aura yahAM jIvana ke yathArtha meM pratikSaNa tumhArI chavi banatI hai, jo tumheM batAtI hai, tuma kauna ho| ____ maiMne sunA hai, eka strI bar3I kurUpa thii| vaha darpaNa ke pAsa na jAtI thii| kyoMki vaha kahatI thI: darpaNa mere duzmana haiN| darpaNa mere sAtha atyAcAra kara rahe haiN| maiM to suMdara hUM darpaNa mujhe kurUpa batalAte haiN| koI usake pAsa darpaNa le Ae to darpaNa tor3a detI thii| tumhAre jo saMnyAsI haiM, ve aise hI darpaNa tor3a rahe haiN| patnI se bhAga jAoge, kyoMki patnI ke pAsa rahane se kalaha hotI thii| kalaha hotI thI, isakA artha hI itanA hai ki tumhAre bhItara kalaha abhI maujUda hai| patnI to darpaNa thI, tumhArA ceharA banatA thaa| tuma socate ho patnI kalaha karavA rahI hai to tuma galatI meM ho| koI kaise kalaha karavA sakegA? patnI to sirpha maukA hai, jahAM tumhArA ceharA dikhAI par3atA hai| vaha ceharA kurUpa lagatA hai, tuma socate ho bhAga jAo, patnI chor3o, bacce chor3o-yaha saba

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jaMjAla hai| yaha jaMjAla nahIM hai| apane cehare ko badalo! yaha darpaNa hai| aura taba tuma paramAtmA ko patnI ke lie bhI dhanyavAda doge ki acchA kiyaa| __maiMne sunA hai, sukarAta ke pAsa bar3I khataranAka patnI thii| jinathippe' usakA nAma thaa| aisI duSTa patnI kama hI logoM ko milatI hai| aise to acchI patnI milanA mazkila hai. magara vaha kharAba meM bhI kharAba thii| vaha use caubIsa ghaMTe staatii| eka bAra to usane cAya kA ubalatA pAnI usake sira se DhAla diyaa| usakA AdhA ceharA sadA ke lie jala gayA aura kAlA ho gyaa| lekina sukarAta bhAgA nahIM, jamA rahA! eka yuvaka usase pUchane AyA ki maiM vivAha karanA cAhatA hUM ApakI kyA salAha hai socA thA yuvaka ne ki sukarAta to nizcita kahegA, bhUla kara mata krnaa| itanI pIr3A pAyA hai, sArA ethensa jAnatA thA! ghara-ghara meM yaha carcA hotI thI ki Aja' jinathippe' ne sukarAta ko kisa taraha staayaa| yaha to kama se kama kahegA ki vivAha mata krnaa| vaha yuvaka vivAha nahIM karanA cAhatA thaa| lekina sukarAta kA sahArA cAhatA thA tAki kaha sake mA-bApa ko ki sukarAta ne bhI kaha diyA hai| lekina cauMkA yuvaka, kyoMki sukarAta ne kahA: vivAha to karanA hI! agara merI patnI jaisI milI to sukarAta ho jaaoge| agara acchI patnI mila gayI, saubhAgya! hAni to hai hI nahIM! isI patnI kI kRpA se maiM zAMta huaa| isakI maujUdagI pratipala parIkSA hai, pala-pala kasauTI hai| anugRhIta hUM iskaa| isI ne mujhe bdlaa| isI meM apane cehare ko dekha-dekha kara maiMne dhIre-dhIre rUpAMtaraNa kiye| mana meM to mere bhI bahuta bAra uThA ki bhAga jaauuN| sarala to vahI thaa| bhagoDepana se jyAdA sarala aura kyA hai! jahAM jIvana meM kaThinAI ho, bhAga khar3e hoo! isase sarala kyA hai? tuma jisako saMnyAsa kahate rahe ho aba taka, usase sarala aura kyA hai? saba taraha ke apAhija, saba taraha ke kamajora, dIna-hIna, buddhihIna, apaMga, kurUpa-saba bhAga jAte haiN| buddha ko to eka niyama banAnA par3A thA ki jisakA divAlA nikala jAye vaha bhikSu na ho skegaa| kyoMki jisakA bhI divAlA nikalatA hai, vahI bhikSu hone lagatA hai| jisakI patnI mara jAe, vaha kama se kama sAla bhara ruke, phira saMnyAsa le| kyoMki jisakI patnI marI, vahI saMnyAsI hone ko taiyAra ho jAtA hai! jahAM jIvana meM jarA-sA dhakkA lagA ki basa, ukhar3a gye| jar3eM bhI haiM tumhArI yA nahIM? binA jar3a ke jI rahe ho? jarA-jarA se havA ke jhoMke tumheM ukhAr3a jAte haiN| ye tUphAna, ye AMdhiyA, ye jIvana kI kaThinAiyA-ye saba mauke haiM, avasara haiM, jinameM vyakti pakatA hai| yaha to aisA hI huA jaise eka kumhAra ne eka ghar3A banAyA aura vaha miTTI ke bane ghar3e ko Aga meM DAla rahA thA aura ghar3A cillAne lagA'mujhe Aga meM mata ddaalo| mujhe Aga meM kyoM DAlate ho?' ghar3e ko patA hI nahIM ki Aga meM par3a kara hI pkegaa| yaha kaccA ghaDA kisI kAma kA nahIM hai| yaha agara kumhAra ne isa para dayA kI to vaha dayA na hogI, vaha bar3I kaThoratA ho jaaegii| rone do, ghar3e ko, kumhAra to ise Aga meM DAlegA hii| kyoMki ghar3e ko khuda hI patA nahIM hai ki vaha kyA kaha rahA hai| Aga meM kabhI gayA nahIM, patA ho bhI kaise sakatA hai? tumhAre mahAtmA kaheMge, mata DAlo ghar3e ko Aga meN| lekina paramAtmA kahatA hai, Aga meM binA

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gaye kabhI koI ghar3A majabUta huA kabhI koI ghar3A vastuta: ghar3A huA| kacce ghar3e meM pAnI bhara sakoge? dekhane meM lagegA ghar3e jaisA, rakhe raho saMbhAla kara to eka bAta; pAnI bharane ke kAma na aaegaa| aura | paDegI aura saraja tapegA to jala ko zItala karane ke kAma bhI na AegA| pAnI bharane gae to pAnI meM hI ghula jaaegaa| to tumhAre tathAkathita saMnyAsI kacce ghar3e haiM, bhagor3e haiM! mere dekhe to saMnyAsa saMsAra kI Aga meM hI nirmita hotA hai| mere pAsa loga Ate haiN| ve kahate haiM: Apane yaha kyA kiyA? yaha kaisA saMnyAsa ki loga apane gharoM meM haiM, patnI-bacce haiM, dUkAna kara rahe haiM aura Apa unako saMnyAsI kahate haiM! unakA kahanA ThIka hai, kyoMki sadiyoM se unhoMne jise saMnyAsa samajhA thA, svabhAvata: unake saMnyAsa kI vahI dhAraNA bana gyii| vaisI dhAraNA sArthaka siddha nahIM huI lAkhoM saMnyAsI rahe, lekina phUla kahAM khile dharma ke? saMnyAsa maiMne tumheM diyA hai- bhAgane ko nahIM, jAgane ko| isalie jahAM kaThinAI ho vahA tuma paira jamA kara khar3e ho jaanaa| jAna lenA ki yahAM darpaNa hai| yahAM se to tabhI haTeMge jaba darpaNa gavAhI de degA ki hI ThIka, suMdara ho| jahAM Aga ho vahA se to haTanA mt| yahAM se to tabhI haTeMge jaba Aga bhI kaha de ki bhAI, aba aura kyA pakAyeM, tuma paka gye| aba nAhaka mujhe aura na parezAna karo, aba jaao| haTanA tabhI jaba paripakvatA ho| aura taba haTane kI bhI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| bhItara hai kucha smhaalnaa| yaha bAhara kI bAta nahIM hai| svabhAvata: purAnA saMnyAsa jIvana-virodhI thaa| usameM niSedha hai, nirAzA hai, avasAda hai| purAnA saMnyAsa dukhavAda hai| maiM tumheM jo maMtra de rahA hUM vaha jIvana ko saubhAgya mAnane kA hai jIvana ko prabhu kA prasAda mAnane kA hai| tuma gaao| saMnyAsa gunagunAtA huA ho| dukha se svara TUTatA hai chaMda sadhatA nahIM dhIraja chUTatA hai| gA! yA ki sukha se hI bolatI baMda hai roma sihare haiM mana nispaMda hai phira bhI gA, phira bhI gA! maratA hai jisakA patA nahIM, usase DaratA hai? gA! jItA hai AsapAsa saba kucha itanA bharA-pUrA hai

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aura bIca meM tU rItA hai? gaa| gunagunAo! nAco ! haMso ! prabhu kI anukaMpA ko svIkAra kro| : purAnA saMnyAsa prabhu kA virodha hai| vaha kahatA hai tumane jo diyA use hama svIkAra na kreNge| purAnA saMnyAsa yaha kaha rahA hai: 'tumane galata diyA / mAyA meM ulajhA diyA / ' maiM tumase kaha rahA hUM ki agara prabhu ne mAyA meM DAlA, to jarUrata hogI; to Avazyaka hogaa| tuma prabhu se apane ko jyAdA samajhadAra mata mAna baitthnaa| tuma use svIkAra karanA ahobhAva se, gunagunAte hue dukha ho to bhI gAnA / gAne se mata cuuknaa| dukha ho to dukha kA gIta gAnA / sukha ho, sukha kA gIta gAnA - magara gAnA / tumhAre jIvana meM gunagunAhaTa samA jAe to tumhAre jIvana meM prArthanA kA padArpaNa ho gyaa| maMdira kI taraphA udAsa aura laMbe cehare jaise tumheM nApasaMda haiM kauna pasaMda karatA hai udAsa laMbe ceharoM ke pAsa baiThanA ! kabhI tuma sAdhu-saMto ke pAsa thor3I dera rahe? loga jaldI se namaskAra karake bhAgate haiM ki mahArAja, aba jAyeM! sevA karane jAte haiM - matalaba caraNa chU lie aura bhAge / koI sAdhu-saMto ke pAsa baiThatA nhiiN| caubIsa ghaMTe bhI agara tuma kisI sAdhu ke pAsa raha jAo to yA to usakI gardana dabA doge yA apanI dabA loge / aura nAcate hue calanA prabhu ke vaise hI paramAtmA ko bhI nApasaMda haiN| udAsa! marusthala! maraghaTa jaisI havA! jahAM phUla nahIM khilate! jahAM phUla khilane baMda ho gae! jahAM koI gIta nahIM janmatA, jgtaa| jahAM jIvana meM ullAsa nahIM, praphullatA nahIM hai! nahIM, aise saMnyAsI ko maiM satyAnAzI kahatA huuN| tuma gaao| tuma nAco | | tuma kRtajJatA se bhrii| tuma prabhu ko dhanyavAda do ki khUba parIkSAeM tumane jamAyI-gujareMge, pAra kreNge| paka kara hI AeMge tere dvAra para ! agara tUne bhejA hai, prayojana hogaa| hama kauna jo bIca se bhAga jAeM! kRSNa ne arjuna se itanA hI kahA hai ki tU bhAga matA gItA par3hate haiM loga, lekina gItA samajhI nahIM gii| kRSNa ne itanA hI kahA ki bhAga mt| yaha yuddha agara paramAtmA detA hai to sahI hai| bharosA kara! samarpaNa kara! utara yuddha meM, jUjha, jo prabhu de usameM hI bhara / nimitta mAtra ho! apanI bIca meM mata add'aa| mata kaha ki maiM to bhAga kara saMnyAsI honA cAhatA huuN| vaha saMnyAsI honA cAhatA thA - purAne Dhaba kaa| vaha kaha rahA thA ki isameM kyA sAra hai! inako - apanoM ko mAranA ! maiM calA jAUM, jaMgala meM baiTha jAUMgA jhAr3a ke nIce / dhyAna lagAUMgA, samAdhi saadhuuNgaa|' kRSNa use khIMcate haiN| kahate haiM, jaMgala jAne kI jarUrata nahIM, tU yahIM jUjha prabhu jo karAe, kro| kartA - bhAva bhara mata rkho| sAkSI bana jaao| vaha jo karavAe, kro| jo pATha de de, use pUrA kara do, jaise rAmalIlA ke maMca para tuma apane ko bIca meM mata laao| hama bIca-bIca meM A jAte haiN| eka gAMva meM rAmalIlA hotI thii| lakSmaNa behoza par3e haiN| hanumAna ko jar3I-bUTI lene bhejA hai|

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jar3I-bUTI milatI nahIM, pahAr3a bar3A hai| aura ve taya nahIM kara pAte to pUrA pahAr3a le Ate haiN| rAmalIlA ho rahI hai-to eka rassI meM bAMdha kara pahAr3a lie hue hanumAna Ate haiM bIca meM kahIM ghirIM aTaka gaI, to ve laTake haiN| aba vaha ghirIM calAne vAlA chipA baiThA hai, vaha bar3I muzkila meM hai ki aba kyA kreN| kucha to karanA hI par3egA, kyoMki ye kaba taka laTake raheMge ! inako utAranA jarUrI hai| kucha sUjhA nahIM use, to usane rassI kATa dii| to hanumAna maya pahAr3a ke dhar3Ama se nIce gire| rAmacaMdrajI ne pUchA- jaise pUchanA cAhie thA, jaisA kahA gayA thA ki hanumAna, jar3I-bUTI le Ae? hanumAna ne kahA : aisI kI taisI jar3I-bUTI kI! pahale yaha batAo rassI kisane kATI ? bhUla gayA jo pATha sikhAyA thA khuda bIca meM A ge| jIvana jaisA prabhu ne diyA hai use tuma vaise hI svIkAra kara lenaa| tuma apane ko bIca meM mata laanaa| tuma cupacApa aMgIkAra kara lenaa| isa aMgIkAra - bhAva ko hI maiM AstikatA kahatA huuN| aise dhIre - dhIre samarpaNa karate karate eka aisI ghar3I AtI hai jaba tumhAre bIca aura paramAtmA ke bIca koI phAsalA nahIM raha jaataa| kyoMki jo vaha karavAtA hai vahI tuma karate ho, anyathA nhiiN| tumhArI koI zikAyata nahIM hai| tumhArI koI mAMga nahIM hai| tuma na usase kahate ho, tumane galata karavAyA; na tuma usase kahate ho, bhaviSya meM sudhAra kara lenaa| tumhArA svIkAra paripUrNa hai| tumhArI tathAtA pUrI-pUrI hai| isI ghar3I meM milana ho jAtA hai| isI ghar3I meM tuma miTa jAte ho, paramAtmA ho jAtA hai| tuma miTo tAki paramAtmA ho ske| lekina isa miTane ko bhI gIta gA kara aura haMsa kara pUrA karanA hai / udAsa udAsa mata jAnA, anyathA zikAyata rhegii| gIta gunagunAte jaanaa| aura maiM tumase kahatA hUM : jinhoMne bhI prabhu ko kabhI jAnA hai una sabhI ne yaha bAta bhI jAnI ki jo bhI huA isake pahale vaha saba jarUrI thA usake binA pahuMcanA nahIM ho sakatA thA| jo dukha jhele, ve bhI jarUrI the| jo sukha jhele, ve bhI jarUrI the| mitra mile, ve bhI jarUrI the| zatru mile, ve bhI jarUrI the| akAraNa kucha bhI kabhI nahIM hotA hai| isa parama bhAva ko maiM saMnyAsa kahatA huuN| yahI tumhArA maMtra hai| dUsarA prazna : jo nizcayapUrvaka jAnate haiM unameM se koI daiva ko, koI puruSArtha ko aura koI donoM ko prabala batAte haiN| aisA kyoM hai? unameM bhI mataikya kyoM nahIM hai? jo jAnate haiM, ve vahI nahIM kahate-jo jAnate haiN| kyoMki jo jAnA jAtA hai jIvana kI AtyaMtika gaharAI meM use to sataha para lA kara zabda nahIM diye jA skte| jo jAnA jAtA hai vaha to

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kabhI kahA nahIM jaataa| use kahA hI nahIM jA sktaa| zabda bar3e saMkIrNa aura bar3e choTe haiN| phira bhI jAnane vAle kucha kahate haiN| ve kyA kahate haiM? aura jaba ve kucha kahate haiM to tuma yaha mata khayAla karanA ki ve satya ke saMbaMdha meM kucha kahate haiN| ve asala meM tumhAre aura satya ke saMdarbha meM kucha kahate haiN| isa bheda ko samajha lenaa| mahAvIra ne satya ko jAnA, buddha ne satya ko jaanaa| aSTAvakra ne satya ko jaanaa| lekina jaba ve bolate haiM to satya utanA mahatvapUrNa nahIM hotA jitanA sunane vAlA mahatvapUrNa hotA hai| ve sunane vAle se bolate haiM, anyathA bAtacIta vyartha ho jaaegii| ve tumhAre saMdarbha meM bolate haiN| nizcita hI janaka alaga taraha kA zrotA hai; arjuna se bahuta bhinna hai| agara janaka hotA kRSNa ke sAmane to kRSNa ne bhI aSTAvakra-gItA hI kahI hotii| aura agara aSTAvakra ke sAmane arjuna hotA to arjuna se bhI aSTAvakra ne jo kahA hotA vaha kRSNa kI gItA se bhinna nahIM hotaa| aisA samajho ki tuma bImAra ho aura tuma cikitsaka ke pAsa gae ho, to cikitsaka apanA sArA cikitsAzAstra thor3e hI tuma para ur3ela detA hai, tumhArI bImArI ke saMdarbha meM kucha kahatA hai| prisakripzana tumhArI bImArI ke saMdarbha meM hotA hai| vaha nizcita hI usake cikitsAzAstra ke anubhava se AtA hai| lekina hotA tumhAre saMdarbha meM hai| to tuma yaha mata samajha lenA ki tuma jaba eka cikitsaka ke pAsa gae aura usane tumheM eka prisakripzana de diyA to tuma yaha mata samajha lenA ki yaha prisakripzana usane hara marIja ke lie de diyA, ki aba koI bhI bImAra ho jAe ghara meM to DAkTara ke pAsa jAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai, prisakripzana to apane pAsa hai| to tuma khataranAka ho jaaoge| to bImArI to ThIka zAyada hI ho, tuma bImAroM ko naSTa kara DAloge, mAra ddaaloge| prisakripzana tumhAre lie thA, tumhAre saMdarbha meM thaa| aisA samajho, jaba kisI zAnI puruSa ke sAmane koI khar3A hotA hai pUchane agara yaha vyakti bahuta ahaMkArI hai to jJAnI puruSa kahegA aise jIo jaise bhAgya se saba taya hai| kyoMki isake ahaMkAra kI bImArI se yaha grasita hai| ise isake ahaMkAra se nIce utAranA hai| to usa jJAna kI zUnyatA se eka AvAja uThegI 'daiva, bhAgya! tumhAre kie kucha bhI nahIM hotaa|' kyoMki ahaMkArI ko to yaha lagatA hai, mere kie hI saba ho rahA hai; maiM karane vAlA huuN| usake ahaMkAra ke pIche kartA hI to chipA hai| to sadaguru kartA ko khisakAne lgegaa| eka daphA kartA haTa gayA to ahaMkAra aise gira jAtA hai, jaise tAza ke pattoM kA ghr| lekina agara pUchane vAlA AlasI hai, tAmasI hai-ahakArI nahIM, rAjasI nahIM, tAmasI hai, susta hai, akarmaNya hai aura kahatA hai, jo honA hai so hogA, apane kiye kyA hotA; aura baiThA rahatA hai bara-gaNeza banA to jJAnI puruSa usake saMdarbha meM bolegaa| vaha kahegA' uTho, puruSArtha ke binA kabhI kucha nahIM hotaa| kucha karo! aise baiThe-baiThe-baiThe gaMvAo mata! thor3A halana-calana lAo jIvana meM! thor3I UrjA ko jgaao| aise baiThe-baiThe paramAtmA na milegA : yAtrA para niklo|' kyoM? agara bhAgya kI bAta yaha ajJAnI suna le to usa bhAgya kI bAta ko suna kara yaha to bar3A nizcita

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ho jaaegaa| yaha to kahegA yahI to hama kahate the| to hama to zAna ko upalabdha hI haiN| hama to kucha karate nahIM, baiThe rahate haiN| ghara ke loga pIche par3e haiM, nAsamajha haiM! koI kahatA hai, naukarI karo; koI kahatA hai, dhaMdhA karo; koI kahatA hai kucha karo-magara hama to apane zAMta baiThe rahate haiN| jApAna meM aisA huA eka samrATa bahuta AlasI thA ati AlasI thaa| eka dina par3e-par3e bistara para use khayAla AyA, maiM to samrATa hUM, to jitanA bhI Alasya karUM, karUM, koI kucha kaha nahIM sakatA, lekina aura Alasiyo kA kyA hAla hotA hogA! becAre bar3e muzkila meM par3e hoNge| to usa samrATa ne socA ki sabhI apanoM ke lie kucha karate haiM, mujhe bhI unake lie kucha karanA caahie| to usane kuMDI piTavA dI sAre rAjya meM ki jitane AlasI hoM saba A jAeM raajmhl| sabake rahane-khAne kA iMtajAma rAjya kI tarapha se hogaa| maMtriyoM ne kahA mahArAja, Apa hI kAphI haiM! aba yaha kyA kara rahe haiM? aura agara aisA kiyA to pUrA rAjya umar3a par3egA, rukegA kauna! kisako matalaba phira! phira to jhUThe-sacce kA patA lagAnA muzkila ho jAegA ki AlasI kauna hai| samrATa ne kahA : vaha tuma ciMtA karo patA lagAne kI, lekina jo -jo AlasI haiM unako rAjya se zaraNa milegii| unakA kasUra kyA hai? bhagavAna ne unheM AlasI bnaayaa| ve apanA Alasya kA jIvana jI rahe haiN| unako sukha-suvidhA honI caahie| aura karane vAle to kara lete haiM, na karane vAle kA kauna hai? usakA bhI to koI honA caahie| to tuma: yaha tuma phikra kara lo kauna saccA, kauna jhuutthaa| vaha to iMDI piTa gaI to hajAroM loga Ane zurU ho ge| gAMva ke gAMva! maMtriyoM ne vyavasthA kI patA lagAne kii| unhoMne ghAsa kI jhopar3iyAM banavA dIM; jo bhI Ae unako ThaharA diyaa| aura AdhI rAta meM Aga lagA dii| saba bhAga khar3e hue lekina cAra AdamI apanA kaMbala or3ha kara so rhe| unako dUsaroM ne khIMcA bhI to unhoMne kahA : bhAI aba parezAna na karo AdhI raat| logoM ne kahA: Aga lagI hai pAgalo! unhoMne kahA: lagI rahane do| magara nIMda mata todd'o| una cAra ko vajIroM ne kahA ki ye nizcita pahuMce hue siddha puruSa haiM ina cAra ko rAjya-Azraya mile, samajha meM AtA hai| jaba aisA koI vyakti kisI jJAnI ke sAmane A jAe to usase vaha kyA kahe? bhAgya kI bAta kahe? nahIM, vaha darzana usake jIvana ke kAma kA nahIM hogaa| vaha auSadhi usakA ilAja nahIM hai| ye jo vaktavya haiM, auSadhiyAM haiN| buddha ne to bAra-bAra kahA hai ki maiM cikitsaka hUM dArzanika nhiiN| nAnaka ne bahuta bAra kahA hai ki maiM to vaidya hUM koI vicAraka nahIM jora isa bAta para hai ki tumhArI bImArI jo hai, usakA ilaaj.......| arjuna bhAganA cAhatA thA, akarmaNya honA cAhatA thaa| kRSNa ne use khiiNcaa| bhAgane na diyA karma se| janaka samrATa hai aura samrATa ke bhItara svabhAvata: na to karane kA koI savAla hotA hai, na karane kI koI jarUrata hotI hai| aura svabhAvata: samrATa ke bhItara eka gahana ahaMkAra hotA hai, sUkSma ahaMkAra

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hotA hai-parimArjita, prisskRt| samrATa kucha kare na bhI to bhI jAnatA yahI hai ki usI ke kie sArA sAmrAjya cala rahA hai| kucha na bhI kare to bhI, vaisI sUkSma dhAraNA to banI hI rahatI hai! vaha mAne hI rahatA hai ki mere binA kyA hogaa| jisa dina maiM na raha jAUMgA, duniyA meM sUraja asta ho jaaegaa| to loga socate haiM, mere bAda kauna! koI bhikhArI to nahIM socatA aisA ki mere bAda kauna! lekina jinake pAsa pada hai, zakti hai, ve socate haiM, mere bAda kauna! kyoM? tumheM isakI ciMtA kyA hai? tumhAre bAda jo hoMge ve phikra kara leNge| nahIM, lekina vaha socatA hai ki maiM kucha iMtajAma kara jaauuN| mere bAda ke lie bhI iMtajAma mujhe karanA hai| vyavasthA mujhe juTAnI hai| vasIyata kara jaauuN| garIba to koI vasIyata nahIM karatA, vasIyata karane ko bhI kucha nahIM hai| amIra vasIyata karatA hai-kauna samhAlegA! janaka meM eka sUkSma asmitA rahI hogI-kahIM bahuta gahare meM par3I rahI hogii| cikitsaka kI AMkha se to tuma baca nahIM sakate, kyoMki cikitsaka kI AMkha to eksa-re hai; vaha to dUra taka dekhatI hai| guru kI AMkha se tuma baca nahIM skte| vaha to tumhArI gahanatama cetanA meM praveza karatI hai| vaha to tumhAre acetana ko ughAr3atI hai| vaha to vahAM taka dekhatI hai jahAM janmoM-janmoM ke saMcita saMskAra par3e haiM jinako tuma bhUla hI gae ho, jinakI tumheM yAda bhI nahIM rahI hai; jahAM bIja par3e haiM, jo kabhI phale nahIM, jo kabhI phUle nahIM, jinameM kabhI aMkara nahIM Ae, lekina kabhI bhI susamaya pA kara, ThIka mausama meM varSA ho jAne para aMkurita ho jaaeNge| to jaba aSTAvakra ne janaka ko aisA kahA, to janaka ko aisA kahA hai, ise yAda rkho| ye vaktavya nijI haiM aura vyaktiyoM ko diye gae haiN| eka guru aura eka ziSya ke bIca jo ghaTA hai ise tuma sArvajanIna satya mata mAna lenaa| yaha sabakI auSadhi nahIM hai| yaha koI rAmabANa auSadhi nahIM hai ki koI bhI bImArI ho, le lenA aura ThIka ho jaaoge| tumhArI bImArI para nirbhara kregaa| isalie kabhI-kabhI ulTA bhI ho jAtA hai| aksara ulTA ho jAtA hai| aba aSTAvakra kI gItA, aksara jo AlasI hoM, unako jNcegii| vaha ulTA ho gayA maamlaa| jo akarmaNya haiM unako jNcegii| ve kaheMge, bilakula satya! yahI to hama jAnate rahe sadA se| taba bajAya jIvana meM prabhu kA prakAza phaile, unake jIvana meM narka kA aMdhakAra phaila jaaegaa| ___yahI to bhArata meM huaa| bhAgya kA apUrva siddhAta bhArata ko dIna aura daridra kara gyaa| loga kAhila ho gae, loga susta ho ge| unhoMne kahA, jo bhagavAna karegA, gulAmI de to, koI lUTa-pATa le to ThIka; bhUkhA rakhe, akAla par3e, to tthiik| loga bilakula aise dIna ho kara baiTha gae ki hamAre kie to kucha hogA nhiiN| ye sUtra tumheM akarmaNya banAne ko nahIM haiN| ye sUtra tumheM akartA banAne ko haiM, akarmaNya banAne ko nahIM haiN| aura akartA kA artha akarmaNyatA nahIM hotaa| akartA to bar3A karmaNya hotA hai| sirpha karma usakA aba apanA nahIM hotA hai; aba Izvara samarpita hotA hai| karatA to vaha bahuta hai, lekina karane kA zreya nahIM letaa| karatA saba hai aura kartA nahIM bntaa| aura yaha nahIM kahatA ki maiM karane vAlA huuN| karatA saba hai aura saba prabhu-caraNoM meM samarpita kara detA hai| kahatA hai, tumane karavAyA, kiyA!

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isa bAta ko khayAla rkhnaa| agara bhAgya kA parama siddhAta tumhAre jIvana meM akarmaNyatA aura Alasya lAne lage to samajhanA ki tumase cUka ho gaI tuma samajha nahIM paae| agara bhAgya kA siddhAta tumhAre jIvana meM karma kA prakAza lAe, aura kartA ko vidA kara do tuma, aura sAre karma kA zreya paramAtmA ke caraNoM meM car3hatA jAe, to samajhanA ki tuma bilakula, bilakula ThIka samajha gae; tIra ThIka jagaha laga gayA hai| pUchA hai: 'jo nizcayapUrvaka jAnate haiM unameM se koI daiva ko, koI puruSArtha ko, koI donoM ko prabala batAte haiN|' nirbhara karatA hai-kisa vyakti se bAta kahI jA rahI hai? puruSArtha hai pala-pala Dolate hue mana ko nispaMda krnaa| puruSArtha hai socane kI prakriyA ko baMda karanA / puruSArtha vaha hai jo mana ko sameTa kara usake utsa para DAla de; mastiSka ke mahala se sArI smRtiyoM ko buhAra kara nikAla de| mana kA mahala jaba sApha hogA, tuma apane Apa ke darzana pAoge / maiM zapathapUrvaka kahatA hUM ki socanA baMda karane se tuma mara nahIM jAoge aisI hai puruSArtha kI paribhASA - parama puruSArtha! - 'puruSArtha' zabda ko tumane kabhI socA? puruSa aura artha! tumhAre bhItara jo chipA huA caitanya hai, usakA nAma hai puruss| tumhArA zarIra to nagara hai, puraa| aura usake bhItara jo chipA huA dIyA hai caitanya kA, vaha hai-puruSa / tuma eka bastI ho| vaijJAnika kahate haiM ki koI sAta karor3a jIvANu zarIra meM raha rahe haiN| sAta karor3a ! choTI-moTI bastI nahIM - bar3e nagara ho, mahAnagara ho / baMbaI bhI choTI AdhA karor3a loga hI rahate haiM / tumhAre zarIra meM sAta karor3a, caudaha gunI kSamatA hai! bhIr3a hai tumhAre zarIra meN| ina sAre jIvANuoM ke bIca meM chipA huA tumhAre caitanya kA dIyA hai usakA nAma puruSa hai| puruSa isIlie ki vaha isa pUre pura ke bIca meM basA hai| phira usa puruSa ke artha ko jAna lenA puruSArtha hai| kyA hai isa puruSa kA artha ? kauna hai yaha puruSa ? kyA hai isakA svAda ? - use jAna lenA / to puruSArtha to eka hI hai svayaM ko jAna lenaa| aura svayaM ko jAnane ke lie ahaMkAra kA girA denA atyaMta anivArya hai, kyoMki vahI nahIM jAnane detaa| ahaMkAra kA artha hai : tumane mAna liyA tuma apane ko jAnate ho binA jAne / ahaMkAra kA artha hai: tumane kucha jhUThI mAnyatA banA lI apane saMbaMdha meM ki maiM yaha hUM yaha hUM? yaha hUM - hiMdU hUM jaina hUM? brAhmaNa hUM zUdra hUM dhanI hUM amIra hUM garIba hUM kAlA, gorA, yuvA, bUr3hA - aisI tumane dhAraNAeM banA liiN| inameM se tuma koI bhI nahIM ho / javAnI AtoI hai, calI jAtI hai| bur3hApA AtA hai, bur3hApA bhI calA jAtA hai| jIvana AyA, jIvana bhI calA jAtA hai| tuma to vahI ke vahI bane rahate ho / na tuma gore, na tuma kaale| camar3I kA raMga puruSa ko nahIM raMgatA, camar3I bAhara hai| puruSa bahuta gahare meM chipA hai vahA taka camar3I kA raMga nahIM pahuMcatA hai| camar3I kA raMga to bar3I sAdhAraNa-sI bAta hai|

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vaijJAnika kahate haiM, gore aura kAle meM cAra Ane ke raMga kA pharka hai| Aja nahIM kala vaijJAnika iMjekyAna nikAla hI leNge| ki gore ko nIgro honA hai, eka iMjekyAna lagavA liyaa| cAra Ane kA pigameMTa, aura subaha uThe aura nIgro ho ge| nIgro ko gorA honA hai, cAra Ane kA iMjekyAna lagA liyaa| cAra Ane ke pIche kitanI mArA-mArI hai ! camar3I kA raMga bhItara nahIM jAtA hai| tuma bImAra ho to bImArI bhItara nahIM jaatii| tuma svastha ho to svAsthya bhItara nahIM jaataa| bhItara to tuma usa parama atikramaNa kI avasthA meM sadA ekarasa ho, na bImArI pharka lAtI, na svAsthya pharka laataa| jIo yA maro, usa bhItara ke puruSa ko koI taraMga nahIM chuutii| nistaraMga! vahAM taka koI lahara nahIM phuNctii| sAgara kI sataha para hI lahareM haiM, gaharAI meM kahAM lahara! aura yaha to gaharI se gaharI saMbhAvanA hai jo tumhAre bhItara hai| prazAMta mahAsAgara bhI i gaharA nahIM, jitanI gaharAI para tumhArA puruSa chipA hai| isa puruSa ke artha ko jAnane kA nAma hI puruSArtha hai| aura usa jAnane ke lie jo bhI tuma karo, vaha saba puruSArtha hai| bhAgya kA kevala itanA hI artha hai ki tuma atizaya rUpa se apane jIvana meM tanAva mata le lenaa| calanA jruur| yAtrA karanA, khojanA, lekina tanAva mata le lenA / zrama- rahita ho tumhArA pryaas| karo tuma khUba, lekina karane ke kAraNa udvigna, ciMtita na ho jaanaa| tumane pharka dekhA donoM bAto meM - sva citrakAra citra banAtA hai, tuma dekho baiTha kara pAsa, kaise banAtA hai! jaise choTA baccA khelatA ho| koI tanAva nhiiN| kaba pUrA hogA, hogA pUrA ki nahIM hoMgA - isakI bhI koI ciMtA nahIM hai; koI kharIdegA, nahIM kharIdegA; bikegA, nahIM bikegA- isakI bhI koI ciMtA nahIM hai| aisA lIna ho jAtA hai citra banAne meM, jaise banAnA apane Apa meM pUrNa hai| sAdhana hI sAdhya hai| koI phalAkAkSA nahIM hai| lavalIna ! DubakI laga jAtI hai! citrakAra to miTa hI jAtA hai| isalie sabhI mahAcitrakAroM ne kahA hai ki hameM patA nahIM kauna hamAre hAtha meM tUlikA samhAla letA hai! sabhI mahAkaviyoM ne kahA hai: hameM patA nahIM, kauna hamAre bhItara gIta ko gunagunAne lagatA hai! hama to kevala vAhaka hote haiN| hama to kevala le Ate haiM usakI khabara bAhara taka / saMdezavAhaka ! jaise ki tuma kalama se likhate ho to kalama thoDe hI likhatI hai! likhane vAle tuma ho; kalama to sirpha tumhAre hAtha meM sadhI hotI hai| aisA hI mahAcitrakAra yA mahAkavi yA mahAnartaka sirpha kalama kI taraha ho jAtA hai paramAtmA ke hAtha meM nahIM ki likhanA nahIM hotA, likhanA to khUba hotA hai ab| aba hI likhanA ho pAtA hai! lekina aba paramAtmA likhatA hai! koI tanAva nahIM raha jaataa| mahAkuvikra huA : kUlarija / marA to cAlIsa hajAra kavitAeM adhUrI chor3a kara mraa| marane ke pahale kisI ne pUchA ki itanA aMbAra lagA rakhA hai, inako pUrA kyoM nahIM kiyA? aura adabhuta kavitAeM haiM! kisI meM sirpha eka paMkti kama raha gaI hai| pUrI kyoM nahIM kI? to kUlarija ne kahA : maiM kaise pUrI karUM? usane vahIM taka likhvaaii| phira maiM rAha dekhatA rahA / phira paMkti Age nahIM aaii| zurU-zurU meM jaba maiM javAna thA, to maiM jor3a-tor3a karatA thA; tIna paMktiyAM utarI, eka maiM jor3a detA thaa| lekina dhIre- dhIre maiMne pAyA, merI paMkti mela nahIM khaatii| ve tIna to

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apUrva haiM, merI bar3I sAdhAraNa! vaha to aisA huA jaise sone meM miTTI lagA dI, sugaMdha meM durgaMdha jor3a dI / jaba mujhameM samajha AI to phira maiMne yaha kAma baMda kara diyaa| kabhI kavitA pUrI utarI to utarI; kabhI adhUrI utarI to adhUrI utrii| kabhI aisA ho gayA ki AdhI abhI utarI aura AdhI sAla bhara bAda utarI, taba pUrI huI to maiM sirpha pratIkSA karatA rahA huuN| merA kiyA isameM kucha bhI nahIM hai| jisane likhavAI haiM, usI se tuma bAta kara lenA / eka dUsare mahAkavi iliyaTa se kisI ne pUchA ki tumhArI isa kavitA kA artha kyA hai? maiM zikSaka hUM vizvavidyAlaya meM aura vidyArthiyoM ko par3hAtA hUM aura yaha kavitA merA kacUmara nikAla detI hai| yaha kavitA jaba par3hAne kA samaya AtA hai, mere hAtha-paira kaMpane lagate haiN| isakA artha kyA hai? iliyaTa ne kahA ki do AdamiyoM ko isakA artha mAlUma thA, aba kevala eka ko hI mAlUma hai| zikSaka khuza huA usane kahA ki calo, kama se kama tumako to mAlUma hai| usane kahA: maiMne yaha kahA nhiiN| do ko mAlUma thA - paramAtmA ko aura mujhe| maiM to bhUla - bhAla gayA / aba to vahI jAne | jaba usane gunagunAI thI, taba to mujhe bhI patA thA / taba to maiM bharA - bharA thaa| taba to jaise varSA AI thI aura bAr3ha A gaI thii| merA roA - roA jAnatA thA ki artha kyA hai| vaha bauddhika artha na thaa| merI zvAsa-zvAsa pahacAnatI thI ki artha kyA hai| artha mujhameM bharA thaa| aba varSoM bIta gae, maiM to bahuta bahA aura badala gyaa| aba to sirpha paramAtmA jAnatA hai| tuma usI se prArthanA krnaa| zAyada prArthanA kI kisI ghar3I meM jisane mujhe kavitA dI thI, vahI artha bhI tumheM khola de / mahAkAvya avataraNa hai| to mahAkavi ke jIvana meM koI tanAva nahIM hotaa| ravIMdranAtha ke cehare para tumheM jo prasAda dikhAI par3atA hai, vaha prasAda isIlie hai| unakI vANI meM jo upaniSadoM kI gaMdha hai vaha isIlie hai / unako kavi kahanA ThIka nahIM- veM RSi haiN| jo unase AyA hai vaha unakA nahIM hai - koI aura gAyA hai| kisI aura ne vINA ke tAra cher3e haiN| jyAdA se jyAdA ve upakaraNa haiM, vINA lekina tAra kisI aura ne cher3e haiM; aMguliyAM kisI aura ajJAta kI una para gaMjI haiN| tanAva-rahita prayAsa kA artha hotA hai, tumheM aba koI phala kA vicAra nahIM hai| jo isa kSaNa ho rahA hai, tuma paripUrNa rUpa se use kara rahe ho| paramAtmA pUrA karavAnA cAhegA, pUrA karavA legA; adhUrA to adhuuraa| phala AegA to ThIka; na AegA to tthiik| yaha tumhArI ciMtA nahIM hai| phalAkAMkSA-rahita jo kRtya hai usameM tanAva calA jAtA hai| tanAva gayA, kartA gayA, kartA gayA, ahaMkAra giraa| bhAgya kA aisA artha hai ki bhagavAna kara rahA hai| to ise maiM tumhArI kasauTI ke lie kaha dUM ki karma to jArI rahe aura kartA kA bhAva saMgRhIta na ho to samajhanA ki aSTAvakra ko tumane ThIka se smjhaa| karma hI baMda ho jAe aura kartA kA bhAva to banA hI rahe, to samajha lenA ki tuma cUka ge| aura dUsarI bAta jyAdA AsAna hai, pahalI bAta bahuta kaThina hai| mere pAsa loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM ki jaba vahI kara rahA hai to hama kareM hI kyoM? thor3A soco,

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tumhArA yaha kahanA hI ki hama kareM hI kyoM? yahI batAtA hai ki tumheM abhI bhI yaha khayAla hai ki tuma kartA ho| pahale tuma karate the, aba tuma nahIM karate ho, lekina kartA ho, yaha khayAla to tumhArA majabUta abhI bhI hai| tuma kahate ho, aba hama kyoM kareM? jaise ki aba taka tuma karate the! bhrAMti abhI bhI kAyama hai| jo samajhegA vaha kahegA, karanA na karanA apane hAtha meM nahIM hai; jo hogA, hogaa| hama bAdhA na ddaaleNge| hama sAtha ho leNge| hama usakI lahara ke sAtha bheNge| phira kabhI-kabhI aisA bhI hotA hai ki koI vyakti ThIka madhya meM hotA hai, jisake bhItara puruSArtha aura bhAgya saMtulita hote haiN| aisA vyakti agara sadaguru ke pAsa Ae to vaha usase kahegA : donoM hI ThIka haiM; puruSArtha bhI ThIka hai, bhAgya bhI ThIka hai| kyoMki yaha vyakti saMtulita hai| isase kahanA ki puruSArtha ThIka nahIM, isakA saMtulana tor3anA hai| isase kahanA ki bhAgya ThIka hai, isakA saMtulana tor3anA hai| yaha saMtulita ho hI rahA hai| eka AdamI ne buddha se pUchA, Izvara hai? buddha ne kahA: nhiiN| usI dina dUsare AdamI ne pUchA, Izvara hai? buddha ne kahA: nizcaya hii| aura usI sAMjha eka tIsare AdamI ne pUchA aura buddha cupa raha ge| rAta AnaMda unase pUchane lagA: mujhe pAgala kara doge kyA? kyoMki AnaMda tInoM maukoM para maujUda thaa| usane kahA : maiM Aja so na sakU~gA, Apa mujhe samajhA deN| yaha bAta nipaTArA hI kara deN| Izvara hai yA nahIM? subaha Apane kahA, nahIM hai| maiMne kahA, calo ThIka, koI bAta nahIM, uttara eka sApha ho gyaa| dopahara hote-hote Apa badala ge| kahane lage, hai| sAMjha cupa raha ge| buddha ne kahA: unameM se koI bhI uttara tere lie nahIM diyA thA, tUne liyA kyoM? aise bIca-bIca meM jhapaToge to jhaMjhaTa meM pdd'oge| jo mere pAsa AyA thA pahale se hI bhAva lie ki Izvara nahIM hai, usase maiMne kahA, hai| use usakI sthiti se haTAnA jarUrI thaa| vaha nAstika thaa| usakI nAstikatA ko DAvAMDola karanA jarUrI thaa| usakI yAtrA baMda ho gaI thii| vaha mAna kara hI baiTha gayA thA ki Izvara nahIM hai| binA jAne mAna kara baiTha gayA thA, Izvara nahIM hai| binA kahIM gae mAnakara baiTha gayA thA ki Izvara nahIM hai| usako dhakkA denA jarUrI thaa| usakI jar3oM ko hilAnA jarUrI thaa| use rAha para lagAnA jarUrI thaa| to maiMne kahA ki Izvara, Izvara hai| vaha jo dUsarA AdamI AyA thA, vaha mAna kara baiTha gayA thA, Izvara hai| binA khoje, binA AviSkAra kie, binA ceSTA, binA sAdhanA, binA zrama, binA dhyAna, binA manana, basa mAna kara baiTha gayA thA udhAra ki Izvara hai| use bhI DagamagAnA jarUrI thaa| usakI zraddhA jhUThI thI, udhAra thii| usase mujhe kahanA par3A, Izvara nahIM hai| aura jo tIsarA AdamI sAMjha AyA thA, usakI koI dhAraNA na thI, koI vizvAsa na thA, vaha parama khojI thaa| usase kucha bhI kahanA khataranAka hai| koI bhI dhAraNA usake bhItara DAlanI usake mana ko vikRta karanA hai, isalie maiM cupa raha gyaa| maiMne usase kahA mauna uttara hai| aura vaha samajha gyaa| aura buddha ne kahA : kucha ghor3e hote haiM, unako mAro to bAmuzkila calate haiN| kucha ghor3e hote haiM, unako sirpha kor3A phaTakAse, calane lagate haiN| kucha ghor3e hote haiM, sirpha kor3A dekha lete haiM, phaTakArane kI jarUrata

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nahIM par3atI aura calate haiN| aura aise bhI kucha kulIna ghor3e hote haiM ki kor3e kI chAyA bhI kAphI hai| vaha jo tIsarA thA usako kor3e kI chAyA kAphI thii| zabda kI jarUrata na thI / zabda kA kor3A calAnA Avazyaka na thA - mauna raha jAnA........! usane mujhe dekha liyaa| bAta usakI samajha meM A gii| kaha diyA maiMne jo kahanA thA, suna liyA usane jo sunanA thaa| aura zabda bIca meM AyA nahIM, siddhAta bIca meM Ae nahIM / bhASA kA upayoga nahIM huaa| hRdaya se hRdaya mila gae aura sAtha-sAtha hama ho lie| vaha bhI samajha gayA, maiM bhI samajha gayA ki vaha samajha gayA hai| tuma ina tInoM meM se kucha bhI uttara, AnaMda, mata le lenaa| tumheM koI bhI uttara nahIM diyA gayA hai| kAza, tuma isa bAta ko samajha lo to tumheM mahApuruSoM ke jIvana meM jo virodhAbhAsa dikhAI par3ate haiM, ve tatkSaNa vidA ho jaaeNge| taba tumheM mahAvIra, buddha, kyA rAma, muhammada, jarathustra, jIsasa meM koI virodhAbhAsa dikhAI na pdd'egaa| alaga-alaga ziSyoM kI alaga- alaga jarUrateM thiiN| alagaalaga rogiyoM ke lie alaga- alaga auSadhi hai| tIsarA prazna: mAnA ki AtmajJAnI ke lie nijI sukha-dukha ke anubhava samApta ho jAte haiM, lekina ve bhI to dUsaroM ke sukha-dukha se sukhI - dukhI hote hI hoMge na! kRpA kara prakAza ddaaleN| nahIM, jisa sukha-dukha anubhava samApta ho gae, vaha dUsare ke sukha-dukha se bhI prabhAvita nahIM hotaa| tumheM kaThinAI hogI yaha bAta soca kara, kyoMki tuma socate ho ki use to bahuta prabhAvita honA cAhie tumhAre sukha-dukha se nahIM, use to dikhAI par3a gayA ki sukha-sukha hote hI nahIM haiN| to tumhArA sukha-dukha dekha kara tuma para dayA AtI hai, lekina sukhI - duHkhI nahIM hotaa| sirpha dayA AtI hai ki tuma abhI bhI sapane meM par3e ho! aisA samajho ki do AdamI sote haiM, eka hI kamare meM, donoM dukha- svapna meM dabe haiM, donoM bar3A nArakIya sapanA dekha rahe haiN| eka jaga gyaa| nizcita hI jo jaga gayA aba use sapane ke sukha-dukha vyartha ho ge| kyA tuma socate ho dUsare ko pAsa meM bar3abar3AtA dekha kara, cillAtA dekha kara, usakI bAta suna kara ki vaha kaha rahA hai, haTo, yaha rAkSasa merI chAtI para baiThA hai, yaha dukhI - sukhI hogA? yaha haMsegA aura dayA kregaa| yaha kahegA ki pAgala ! yaha abhI bhI sapanA dekha rahA hai| yaha isake rAkSasa ko haTAne kI koziza karegA ki isakI chAtI para rAkSasa na ho? rAkSasa to hai hI nahIM, haTAoge kaise? haTAne ke lie to honA caahie| yaha to dekha rahA hai ki sajjana apanI hI muTThI bAMdhe chAtI para, par3e haiN| aura gunagunA rahe haiM ki rAkSasa baiThA hai, yaha rAvaNa baiThA dasa sira vAlA mere Upara ! isako haTAo!

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yaha jo jAga gayA hai, kyA karegA? yaha isa AdamI ko bhI jagAne kI koziza kregaa| isake dukha ko haTAne kI nahIM isako jagAne kii| pharka sApha samajha lenaa| jaba buddha tumheM dukhI dekhate haiM, to tumhAre dukha ko mAna nahIM sakate ki hai; kyoMki ve to jAnate haiM dukha ho hI nahIM sakatA, bhrAMti hai| tumheM jagAne kI koziza karate haiN| tumheM bhAgate dekha kara ki tuma rassI ko sAMpa samajha kara bhAga rahe ho, ve eka dIyA le Ate haiN| ve kahate haiM, jarA ruko to, jarA isa sAMpa ko gaura se to dekheM, hai bhI? usa prakAza meM rassI tumheM bhI dikhAI par3a jAtI hai, tuma bhI haMsane lagate ho| jJAnI puruSa tumhAre sukha-dukha se jarA bhI prabhAvita nahIM hotaa| aura jo prabhAvita hotA ho, vaha jJAnI nahIM hai| yadyapi tumhAre sukha-dukha se dayA use jarUra AtI hai| kabhI-kabhI haMsatA bhI hai-dekha kara sapane kA bala, vyartha kA bala; dekha kara jhUTha kA bala! aisA hI samajho, eka choTA baccA hai, aura usakI gur3iyA kI TAMga TUTa gayI aura vaha ro rahA hai| tuma kyA karate ho? rote ho usake pAsa baiTha kara? tuma bhI dukhI hote, AMsU jhArate ho? tuma usase kahate ho ki 'beTA, nAsamajha, yaha gur3iyA hI hai! TUTane ko hI thii| isameM koI prANa thor3e hI haiM ki tU parezAna ho rahA hai? yaha TAMga koI asalI TAMga thor3e hI hai|' hAlAMki tumhArI samajha kI bAteM zAyada beTe ko samajha na bhI aayeN| lekina tuma bhI jAnate ho, yaha bhI bar3A hogA kala, thor3I praur3hatA AyegI, guDDA-guDDI bhUla jaayegaa| pheMka degA kahIM phira, lauTa kara dekhegA bhI nhiiN| abhI bacapanA hai, to guDDA-gur3iyoM se khela rahA hai| jJAnI puruSa tumheM sukha-dukha meM DUbA dekha kara jAnatA hai ki tuma abhI bhI soye sapanA dekha rahe ho| chAyA mata chUnA mana hogA dukha dUnA mana yaza hai na vaibhava hai mAna hai na saramAyA jitanA hI daur3A tU utanA hI bharamAyA jo hai yathArtha kaThina usakA tU kara pUjana chAyA mata chUnA mana hogA dukha dUnA mn| tumhAre saba dukha chAyA, jhUThe haiM, mAyA! buddhapuruSa ko samAdhistha puruSa ko jo yathArtha hai, dikhAI par3atA hai| jise apanA yathArtha dikhAI par3a gayA, use sabakA yathArtha dikhAI par3a jAtA hai| phira bhI tuma para dayA karatA hai-dayA karatA hai ki tuma abhI bhI soye ho| dayA karatA hai, kyoMki kabhI vaha bhI soyA thaa| aura jAnatA hai ki tumhArI pIDA gahana hai, jhUThI hai, phira bhI gahana hai| jAnatA hai, tuma tar3apa rahe ho; mAnA ki jisase tuma tar3apa rahe ho vaha hai nhiiN| kyoMki vaha bhI tar3apA hai| vaha bhI kabhI aisA hI

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royA hai, gir3agir3AyA hai| vaha pahacAnatA hai| vaha bhI kabhI khela-khilaunoM se khelA hai| kabhI guDiyAeM TUTa gayI haiM, kabhI vivAha racAte - racAte nahIM raca pAyA hai to bar3e dukha hue haiN| kabhI banA-banA kara taiyAra kiyA thA tAza kA mahala, havA kA jhoMkA AyA hai aura girA gayA hai, to bacce kI AMkhoM se jhara-jhara AMsU jhare haiM, aise AMsU usako bhI jhare the| vaha jAnatA vaha pahacAnatA hai| vaha bhalIbhAMti tumhAre dukha meM sahAnubhUti rakhatA hai| lekina phira bhI haMsI to use AtI hai, kyoMki bAta to jhUThI hai| hai to sapanA hii| bhalA tumhAre sAmane haMse na; saujanyatAvaza, sajjanatAvaza tumheM thapathapAye bhI tumase kahe bhI ki bar3A burA huA honA nahIM thA - lekina bhItara haMsatA hai| jaise ki tuma choTe bacce ko samajhAte ho ki ghabar3A mata, TAMga bhalA TUTa gayI, gur3iyA kI AtmA amara hai, ghabar3A mata! gur3iyA paramAtmA ke ghara calI gayI, dekha prabhu kI goda meM baiThI hai, kaisA majA kara rahI hai!' tuma samajhAte ho| tuma kahate ho dUsarI gur3iyA le aayeNge| ghabar3A mt| ro mt| cIkhapukAra mata mcaa| kucha bhI nahIM bigar3A hai| saba ThIka ho jaayegaa|' samajhAte ho / thapathapAte ho| phira bhI bhItara tuma jAnate ho, eka khela tumheM bhI khelanA paDa rahA hai| jaba buddhapuruSa tumhAre dukha meM tumheM sahAnubhUti dikhalAte haiM to eka nATaka hai eka abhinaya hai- saujanyatAvaza / tumheM burA na lge| tumheM pIr3A na ho| lekina sAtha-sAtha ceSTA karate rahate haiM ki tuma bhI jaago| kyoMki asalI ghaTanA to tabhI ghaTegI dukha ke bAhara hone kI, jaba tuma jAnoge ki saba dukha-sukha chAyA haiM, mAyA haiN| cauthA prazna : mujhe lagatA hai ki jaise-jaise sajagatA bar3hatI hai vaise-vaise saMvedanazIlatA bhI bar3hatI hai, jise maiM bilakula bhI saha nahIM pAtI huuN| kRpAkara mArgadarzana kreN| nayanahIna ko rAha dikhA prabhu, calata-calata gira jAUM maiM ! nizcita hI jaise-jaise sajagatA bar3hegI, saMvedanazIlatA bhI bddh'egii| sAdhAraNataH to hama eka taraha kI dhuMdha meM rahate haiM- behoza, muurcchit| jaise eka AdamI zarAba pIe par3A hai nAlI meM, to use nA kI badabU thor3e hI AtI hai| tumheM lagatA hai ki nAlI meM par3A hai becArA / magara ve to bar3e maje se par3e haiN| ho sakatA hai ki sapanA dekha rahe hoM, mahala meM vizrAma kara rahe haiN| ki rASTrapati ho gae haiM, darabAra lagAe baiThe hoM!

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tumheM lagatA hai ki kIcar3a meM, badabU meM par3A hai| muMha meM kIcar3a calI jA rahI hai| nAka ke pAsa nAlI baha rahI hai| bar3I durgaMdha ise AtI hogii| lekina vaha behoza par3A hai| durgaMdha vagairaha Ane ke lie thor3A hoza caahie| hAM, subaha jaba AMkha khulegI usakI aura hoza AegA, to jhADa-jhakAi kara bhAgegA ghara; snAna- dhyAna karake, caMdana-maMdana lagA kara, pUjA-pATha karake taiyAra ho kara baiThakakhAne meM baiTha jaaegaa| taba tuma usase kaho ki jarA nAlI meM cala kara leTa jAo, asaMbhava ho jaaegaa| kyoMki aba saba iMdriyAM sajaga hoNgii| ___ aisI hI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai| jaise-jaise sajagatA bar3hatI hai, tumhAre jIvana kI bahuta-sI nAliyAM jinako tuma aba taka svarga samajha kara jI rahe the, durgaMdhayukta ho jAtI haiN| bahuta se sukha jinheM tuma aba taka sukha samajhate the, dukha jaise mAlUma hone lagate haiM, cubhane lagate haiN| isalie sajagatA bar3hane tha eka upadrava bar3hatA hai| vaha upadrava hai ki AdamI bahuta saMvedanazIla, komala ho jAtA hai| eka gahana komalatA use ghera letI hai| lekina yaha mArga para hI hai baat| jaise -jaise sajagatA paripUrNatA para pahuMcatI hai pahale AdamI kI jar3atA TUTatI hai, saMvedanazIlatA bar3hatI hai| phira eka aisI ghar3I AtI hai-sajagatA kI AkhirI chalAMga-jaba jAga itanI gahana ho jAtI hai ki zarIra aura mana dUra ho jAte haiN| phira koI saMvedanazIlatA kaSTa nahIM detI, dukha nahIM detii| bodha to hotA hai| agara buddha ko kATA lagegA to tumase jyAdA bodha hotA hai| kyoMki buddha kA bodha pragAr3ha hai| tumhArA bodha to kucha bhI nahIM hai| dekhA kabhI hAkI ke maidAna para khelate-khelate khilAr3I ke paira meM coTa laga gaI, khUna baha rahA hai, magara vaha khelatA calA jAtA hai! use patA nhiiN| saba dekhane vAloM ko dikhAI par3a rahA hai ki paira se khUna baha rahA hai, khUna kI katAra bana gaI hai maidAna pr| use patA nahIM hai| vaha khela meM masta hai, behoza hai| hoza kahAM use apane zarIra kA! jaise hI khela baMda hogA, repharI kI sITI bajegI, tatkSaNa dukha hogA, darda hogA, baiTha jAegA paira pakar3a kr| kahegA ki hAya, patA nahIM kaba se coTa lagI hai! aba use dukha hogaa| itanI dera bhI dukha to thA, lekina bodha nahIM thaa| to pahalI daphA jaba tumhAre jIvana meM dhyAna AegA to bahuta-sA bodha aaegaa| usa bodha ke sAtha-sAtha jo-jo galata tuma aba taka kara rahe the, usa sabakI saMvedanazIlatA aaegii| jarA-sA tuma krodha karoge aura tumhAre prANa kaipa jaaeNge| jarA-sI tuma IrSyA karoge aura jahara phaila jaaegaa| jarA-sI tuma ghRNA karoge aura tuma anubhava karoge jaise apanI hI chAtI meM churA bhoMka liyA to kaThina hogaa| lekina isa kaThinAI se bhAganA mata aura ghabarAnA mt| hRdaya choTA ho to zoka vahAM nahIM smaaegaa| aura darda dastaka diye binA daravAje se lauTa jaaegaa| TIsa use uThatI hai jisakA bhAgya khulatA hai| vedanA goda meM uThA kara sabako nihAla nahIM krtii| jisakA puNya prabala hotA hai, vahI apane AMsuo se dhulatA hai|

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darda to bar3hegA, pIr3A bar3hegI, bodha bddh'egaa| lekina yaha saMkramaNa meM hogaa| eka ghar3I AegI, chalAMga lgegii| sau DigrI para jaise pAnI bhApa bana jAtA hai aura aura chalAMga laga jAtI hai - aise sau DigrI para jaba hoza AtA hai, eka chalAMga laga jAtI hai| tatkSaNa tuma pAte ho ki tumhArA zarIra aura mana pIche chUTa gyaa| saba sukha-dukha vahIM the, iMdriyoM meM the| aba tuma pAra ho ge| tuma dUra ho ge| aba tumhArA sArA tAdAtmya samApta ho gyaa| lekina isa ghar3I ke Ane ke pahale bodha ke sAtha - sAtha dukha bhI bar3hegA / saMskRta meM bar3A pyArA zabda vednaa| usake donoM artha hote haiM: dukha aura bodha / 'veda' usI dhAtu se banA hai jisase 'vedanA' / veda kA artha hotA hai : jJAna, bodha | 'vedanA' kA artha hotA hai : jJAna, bodha / aura dUsarA artha hotA hai: dukha, pIr3A / saMskRta bahuta anUThI bhASA hai usake zabdoM kA vizleSaNa bar3A bahumUlya hai| kyoMki jinhoMne usa bhASA ko racA hai, bahuta jIvana kI gahana anubhUtiyoM ke AdhAra para racA hai jaise-jaise bodha bar3ha hai, dukha bar3hatA hai| agara dukha ke bar3hane se ghabarA gae to eka hI upAya hai: bodha ko choTA kara lo| vahI to hama karate haiN| sira meM darda huA, espro le lo! espro karegI kyA? darda ko thor3e hI miTAtI hai, sirpha bodha ko kSINa kara detI hai, taMtuoM ko zithila kara detI hai, to darda kA patA nahIM cltaa| jyAdA takalIpha hai, patnI mara gaI, zarAba pI lo ! divAlA nikala gayA, zarAba pI lo| bodha ko kama kara lo, to vedanA kama ho jaaegii| bahuta se logoM ne yahI khataranAka tarakIba sIkha lI hai| jIvana meM dukha bahuta hai, unhoMne bodha ko bilakula nIcA kara liyA hai : na hogA bodha, na hogI piidd'aa| lekina yaha bar3A mahaMgA saudA hai| kyoMki bodha ke binA tumhArA buddhatva kaise phalegA, tumhArA phUla kaise khilegA? kaise banoge kamala ke phUla phira? yaha sahasrAra anakhulA hI raha jaaegaa| ghabar3Ao mata, isa pIr3A ko svIkAra kro| isa pIr3A kI svIkRti ko hI maiM tapazcaryA kahatA huuN| tapazcaryA mere lie yaha artha nahIM rakhatI hai ki tuma upavAsa karo, dhUpa meM khar3e raho, pAnI meM khar3e raho- una mUDhatAoM kA nAma tapazcaryA nahIM hai| tapazcaryA kA itanA hI artha hai : bodha ke bar3hane ke sAtha vedanA bar3hegI, usa vedanA se DaranA mata use svIkAra kara lenA ki ThIka hai, yaha bodha ke sAtha bar3hatI hai| thor3e dUra taka bodha ke sAtha vedanA bar3hatI rhegii| phira eka ghar3I AtI hai, bodha chalAMga lagA kara pAra ho jAtA hai, vedanA pIche par3I raha jAtI hai| jaise eka dina sAMpa apanI purAnI keMculI ke bAhara nikala jAtA hai, aise eka dina veda vedanA kI keMculI ke bAhara nikala jAtA hai| bodha vedanA ke pAra calA jAtA hai| lekina mArga para pIr3A hai| use svIkAra kro| use isa taraha svIkAra karo ki vaha bhI upAya hai tumhAre bodha ko jagAne kA / tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA, jaba tuma sukha meM hote ho, bhagavAna bhUla jAtA hai; jaba tuma dukha meM hote ho, taba yAda AtA hai! to dukha kA bhI kucha upayoga hai|

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sUphI phakIra huA baayjiid| vaha roja prArthanA karatA thA, vaha kahatA thA,'saba karanA prabhu, thor3A dukha mujhe diye rhnaa| sukha hI sukha meM maiM bhUla jaauuNgaa| tumheM merA patA nahIM hai| sukha hI sukha meM maiM nizcita bhUla jaauuNgaa| tuma itanA hI sukha mujhe denA jitane meM maiM bhUla na saku bAkI tuma dukha ko dete rhnaa|' yaha bAyajIda ThIka kaha rahA hai| yaha kaha rahA hai: dukha rahegA to jAgaraNa banA rhegaa| sukha meM to nIMda A jAtI hai| sukha meM to AdamI so jAtA hai| vyartha koI bhAga jIvana kA nahIM hai vyartha koI rAga jIvana kA nahIM hai| bAMdha do sabako surIlI tAna meM tuma, bAMdha do bikhare suroM ko gAna meM tum| dukha bhI arthapUrNa hai| usakA bhI sAra hai| vaha jagAtA hai| jisa dina tumane yaha dekha liyA ki dukha jagAtA hai, usa dina tuma dukha ko bhI dhanyabhAga se svIkAra kroge| usa dina tumhAre jIvana meM niSedha gira jaayegaa| aba to tuma kATo ko bhI svIkAra kara loge, kyoMki tuma jAnate ho kATo ke binA phUla hote nhiiN| yaha gulAba kA phUla kATo ke sAtha-sAtha hai| yaha bodha kA phUla vedanA ke sAtha-sAtha pAMcavAM prazna : jIvana kA satya yadi adavaita hai, to phira davaita kyoM hai? eka jagata rUpAyita pratyakSa eka kalpanA saMbhAvya eka duniyA satata mukhara eka ekAMta nislara eka avirAma gati umaMga eka acala nistaraMga do pATha, eka hI kaavy| do nahIM hai| do pATha haiM-kAvya eka hI hai| satya to eka hI hai| soye-soye dekho to saMsAra mAlUma par3atA hai| jAga kara dekho, paramAtmA mAlUma par3atA hai| saMsAra aura paramAtmA aisI do cIjeM nahIM haiN| soye hue AdamI ne jaba paramAtmA ko

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dekhA to saMsAra dekhA aura jAge hue AdamI ne jaba saMsAra dekhA to paramAtmA ko dekhaa| jAgA huA AdamI kahatA hai saMsAra nahIM hai, paramAtmA hai| soyA huA AdamI kahatA hai : kahAM hai paramAtmA? saMsAra hI saMsAra hai| ye do dRSTiyAM haiM; satya to eka hai| do pATha, eka hI kAvya! AkhirI prazna : mujhe lagatA hai ki maiM Apako cUka rahA huuN| yaha samajha meM nahIM AtA ki maiM kyA karUM ki Apako na cuuk| Apa gahana se gahana hote jA rahe haiM aura maiM pAtA hUM ki maiM isa gahanatA ke lie taiyAra nahIM huuN| kyA maiM aise hI hAtha malatA raha jAUMgA? / na cUkane kI bhASA hI lobha kI bhASA hai| lobha chodd'o| mere sAtha utsava meM sammilita rho| 'cUka jAUMgA-isakA matalaba huA ki tuma lobha kI bhASA se dekha rahe ho| saba samhAla lUM saba mila jAe, saba para muTThI bAMdha lUM saba merI tijorI meM ho jAe dhana bhI ho vahAM, dhyAna bhI ho vahAM; saMsAra bhI ho, paramAtmA bhI ho-aisA lobha tumane agara rakhA to nizcita cUka jAoge| cUkoge-lobha ke kaarnn| yaha cUkane na cUkane kI bhASA chodd'o| yahAM maiM tumheM kucha de nahIM rahA huuN| yahAM maiM tumase kucha chIna rahA huuN| aura yahAM maiM tumheM kucha jJAna dene nahIM baiThA h| tama mere sAtha utsava meM thor3I dera sammilita ho jAo, mere sAtha gunagunA lo| tuma thor3I dUra mere sAtha clo| do kadama mere sAtha cala lo, basa itanA kAphI hai| tumheM eka daphA svAda laga jAe parama kA, phira koI bhaya nahIM hai| phira maiM yahAM rahUM na rahUM koI ciMtA nahIM hai| mere rahate tumheM thor3A-sA svAda laga jaae| to tuma yaha cUkane, khone ityAdi kI bAteM chodd'o| inameM tuma ulajhe rahe to tuma mere utsava meM sammilita na ho paaoge| cAha to ThIka hai, lekina lobha se jur3I hai, isalie galata huI jA rahI hai| cAhatI kiraNeM dharA para phaila jAnA cAhatI kaliyA caTakha kara mahamahAnA phUla se hara DAla sajanA cAhatI hai prANa kI yaha bIna bajanA cAhatI hai| cAhatI cir3iyA vasatI gIta gAnA pattiyAM saMdeza madhu Rtu kA sUnAnA vAyu Rtupati nAma bhajanA cAhatI hai

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prANa kI yaha bIna bajanA cAhatI hai| ThIka hai, bhAva to bilakula ThIka hai| sirpha lobha kI dRSTi se use mukta kara lo| isI kSaNa maiM yahAM hUM tuma bhI mere sAtha rho| yaha hisAba-kitAba mana meM mata bAMdho ki samhAla lUM yaha pakar3a lUM yaha pakaDUM na pakaDu yaha samajha meM AyA ki nahIM AyA chor3o, samajha ityAdi kA koI savAla nahIM hai| utsava, mahotsava meM sammilita ho jAo! tuma mere sAtha sirpha baittho| tuma sirpha mere sAtha ho raho, satsaMga hone do! thor3I dera ko tuma miTa jaao| yahAM to maiM nahIM hUM, agara vahAM tuma thor3I dera ko miTa jAo......| vaha lobha na miTane degaa| vaha lobha khar3A rahegA ki kaise pakar3a kaise ikaTThA kruuN| thor3I dera ko tuma miTa jAo! tuma kore aura zUnya ho jaao| usI kSaNa jo bhI maiM hUM usakA svAda tumheM laga jaaegaa| aura vaha svAda tumhAre hI bhaviSya kA svAda hai| pUrI dharatI para phailA lI bAMheM ina bAMhoM meM AkAza nahIM AyA hara paricaya ko AvAja lagA lI hai suna kara bhI koI pAsa nahIM AyA mIla ke patthara lage haiM, kiMtu akSara miTa gae kauna se pUche ki apanA gAMva kitanI dUra hai! mIla ke patthara lage haiM, kiMtu akSara miTa gae kauna se pUche ki apanA gAMva kitanI dUra hai! bhora hote hI cale the, aba dupaharI ho rahI kauna se pUche ki zItala chAva kitanI dUra hai! dhUla mastaka se lagA milatI dizA gaMtavya kI kauna se pUche ki pAvana pAMva kitanI dUra haiM! maiM yahAM maujUda huuN| tumheM kisI se pUchane kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| mujhase bhI pUchane kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| sirpha mere sAtha kSaNa bhara ko gunagunA lo| mere astitva ke sAtha thor3I dera ko rAsa racA lo| nahIM cuukoge| lekina agara cUkane na cUkane kI bhASA meM ulajhe rahe, to cUka rahe ho, cUkate rahe ho aura nizcita hI cUka jAne vAle ho| hari oma ttst|

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dinAMka 13 navaMbara 1976 zrI rajanIza Azrama, pUnA / sUtra: kAyakRtyAsaha : pUrva tato vaagvistraash| adya citAsaha stasmAdevamevAhamAsthitaH / / 10711 prItyabhAvena zabdAderavazyatvena cAtyanaH / vikSeyaikAgrahadaya zvamevAhamAsthita / / 10811 samAdhyAsAdivikSiptau vyavahAraH samAdhaye / evaM vilokya niyamevamevAhamAsthitaH / / 10911 heyoyAdeyavirahAdeva harSaviSAdayoH / abhAvAdadya he brahmAbrebamevAhamAsthita! | 11011 AzramAnAzramaM dhyAnaM cittasvIkRtavarjanam / vikalpa mama vIkyaitairavamevAhamAsthitaH / / 111 / / karmAnuSThAnamajJAmAchathaivoyaramastathA / buddhavA samyagidaM tttvmevmevaahmaasthit|| 112 / / aciMtya ciMtyamAnouyi ciMtArUpaM bhajatyasau / tyaklA tadbhAvanaM tsmaadevmevaahmaasthit|| 11311 evameva kRtaM kRtArtho bhavedasau / zvameva svabhAvo yaH sa kRtAthoM bhavedasau / / 114 / / hara jagaha jIvana vikala hai| hara jagaha jIvana vikala hai- pravacana - tIsarA tRSita maruthala kI kahAnI ho cukI jaga meM purAnI kiMtu vAridhi ke hRdaya kI pyAsa utanI hI aTala hai| hara jagaha jIvana vikala hai|

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ro rahA virahI akelA dekha tana kA milana melA para jagata meM do hRdaya kI milana-AzA viphala hai| hara jagaha jIvana vikala hai| anubhavI isako batAeM vyartha mata mujhase chipAeM preyasI ke adyara-madhu meM bhI milA kitanA garala hai| hara jagaha jIvana vikala hai| manuSya ko gaura se dekheM to marusthala hI marusthala milegaa| jIvana meM kisI ke bhItara jhAMkeM to pyAsa hI pyAsa, atRpti hI atRpti milegii| Upara se dekha kara manuSya ko, dhokhe meM mata par3a jaanaa| Upara to haMsI hai, muskurAhaTa hai, phUla sajA lie haiM-bhItara jIvana bahuta vikala hai| vastuta: bhItara vikalatA hai, isIlie bAhara phUla sajA lie haiM; bhItara AMsU haiM,? isalie bAhara muskurAhaToM kA Ayojana kara liyA hai| phreDarika nItze ne kahA hai : maiM haMsatA ha loga socate haiM maiM khuza hAM maiM haMsatA hUM isalie ki kahIM rone na lg| agara na haMsA to rone lgtaa| haMsa-haMsa kara chipA letA hUM Ate hueAMsuo ko| hama bAhara to kucha aura dikhAte haiM, bhItara hama kucha aura haiN| isalie bar3A dhokhA paidA hotA hai| kAza, hara vyakti apane jIvana kI kathA ko khola kara rakha de, to tuma bahuta hairAna ho jAoge : itanA dukha hai, dukha hI dukha hai; sukha kI to basa AzA hai! AzA hai ki milegA kabhI! AzA hai-Aja nahIM to kala, kala nahIM to parasoM; isa janma meM nahIM to agale janma meM, pRthvI para nahIM to svarga meM basa, AzA hai! hAtha meM to rAkha hai| prANoM meM to bajhApana hai| isa satya se jo jAgA, usake jIvana meM hI krAMti ghaTita hotI hai| hotA aisA hai ki hama dUsare ko dhokhA dete -dete apane ko bhI dhokhA de lete haiN| haMsate haiM tAki dUsare ko patA na cale AMsuo kaa| dUsarA hameM haMsate dekhatA hai, bharosA kara letA hai ki hama prasanna haiM; usake bharose para dhIre- dhIre hama bharosA kara lete haiM ki hama jarUra prasanna hoMge, tabhI to loga bharosA karate haiN| aisA dhokhA bar3A gaharA hai| jisa AdamI ne amarIkA meM pahalA baiMka kholA, usase kisI ne pUchA jaba vaha bar3A saphala ho gayA, ki tumane baiMka kholA kaise?

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usane kahA : maiMne kitAboM meM par3hA, yUropa meM baiMka haiM -unake saMbaMdha meN| maiMne bhI apane davAra para eka takhtI lagA dii-baiNk| ghaMTe bhara bAda eka AdamI AyA aura do sau DAlara jamA karavA gyaa| sAMjha dUsarA AdamI AyA aura Der3ha sau DAlara jamA karavA gyaa| tIsare dina taka to merI himmata itanI bar3ha gaI ki mere bhI pAsa jo bIsa DAlara the, ve bhI maiMne apane baiMka meM jamA kraae| aise bharosA paidA ho jAtA hai| tuma apanI chavi ko dUsare kI AMkha meM hI dekhate ho; aura to upAya bhI nahIM hai| tuma apane ko pahacAnate bhI dUsare ke mAdhyama se ho; aura to koI upAya bhI nahIM hai| dUsare kI AMkheM darpaNa kA kAma karatI haiN| aba agara darpaNa ke sAmane tuma muskurAte hue khar3e ho gae to darpaNa kyA kare? darpaNa batA detA hai ki muskurAhaTa hai oMThoM pr| darpaNa meM muskurAhaTa dekha kara tumheM bharosA A jAtA hai ki jarUra maiM khuza houuNgaa| aisA bAra-bAra karane se, doharAne se asatya bhI satya mAlUma hone lagate haiN| phira hama Darate haiM ki kahIM satya kA patA na cala jAe, to hama apane bhItara dekhanA baMda kara dete haiM, hama phira bAhara hI dekhate haiN| logoM se pUcho, tuma kauna ho? to ve jo uttara deMge, ve uttara unhoMne bAhara se sIkhe haiN| yaha bhI gajaba huA yaha bhI ajaba huA apanA patA dUsare se pUchate ho! maiM kauna hUM yaha dUsare se pUchate ho dUsare ko khuda kA patA nahIM hai, tumheM kaise batA sakegA 2: apanA patA apane se pUchanA hogA AMkha baMda karake dekhanA hogaa| lekina loga AMkha baMda nahIM karate haiM; AMkha baMda kI ki so jAte haiN| isalie to kabhI-kabhI jaba tuma AMkha baMda karate ho, nIMda nahIM AtI, to bar3I takalIpha hotI hai| vaha takalIpha nIMda na Ane ke kAraNa nahIM hai| vaha takalIpha isalie hai ki AMkha khulI rahe to dUsare dikhAI par3ate rahate haiM; AMkha baMda ho jAe aura nIMda na Ae, to apane bhItara kA upadrava dikhAI par3ane lagatA hai-kUr3A-karkaTa, narka, parta-parta khulane lagatI hai, usase ghabar3AhaTa hotI hai| nIMda na Ane ke kAraNa ghabar3AhaTa nahIM hai| ghar3I bhara ko nIMda na AI to kyA bigar3a jAegA? lekina hama do hI upAya jAnate haiM-AMkha khulI ho to kahIM ulajhe raheM, AMkha baMda ho to nIMda meM DUba jaaeN| AMkha baMda karake jAge rahanA kaThina hai| kyoMki AMkha baMda karake phira hameM apanI asalI tasvIra dikhAI par3ane lagatI hai| aura vaha asalI tasvIra bahuta suMdara nahIM hai| AtmajJAnI kucha bhI kaheM, hameM unakI bAta para bharosA nahIM aataa| ve to kahate haiM, parama paramAtmA virAjamAna hai| hama to jaba bhI bhItara dekhate haiM to aMdherA, narka, dukha, pIr3A, atIta ke saba TUTe hue sapane khaMDahara, hAtha to kucha lagA nahIM kabhI, atRpti-atRpti kI katAra para katAreM-vahI hAtha lagatI haiN| jJAnI kahate haiM bhItara bar3A prakAza hai! hama to jaba bhItara jAte haiM to aMdhere hI aMdhere se milanA hotA hai, bar3I ghabar3AhaTa hone lagatI hai; amAvasa kI rAta mAlUma hotI hai| pUrNimA to dUra, choTA-moTA cAMda bhI nahIM hotA, dUja kA cAMda bhI nahIM hotA, rozanI kA koI patA nahIM cltaa| eka aMdhere kI garta meM DUbane lagate haiN| ghabar3AhaTa hotI hai|

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dUsare se pUcha-pUcha kara hamane jhUThA Atma paricaya banA liyA hai| jJAnI ThIka kahate haiM ki bhItara paramAtmA hai aura prakAza hai; lekina isa aMdherI ghATI se gujaranA hogaa| aMdherI ghATI se gujaranA kImata cukAnA hai| nahIM to jIvana vikala rhegaa| maiM to bahuta dinoM para cetaa| jama kara UbA zrama kara DUbA sAgara ko khenA thA mujhako rahA zikhara ko khetA maiM to bahuta dinoM para cetaa| thI mati mArI thA bhrama bhArI Upara aMbara gardIlA thA nIce bhaMvara lapeTA maiM to bahuta dinoM para cetA| yaha kisakA svara bhItara bAhara kauna nirAzA, kuMThita ghar3iyoM meM merI sudhi letA maiM to bahuta dinoM para cetaa| mata pachatA re khetA jA re aMtima kSaNa meM ceta jAe jo vaha bhI zatavara cetA maiM to bahuta dinoM para cetaa| magara loga haiM jo aMta taka nahIM cette| aMtima kSaNa meM bhI cetanA A jAe, hoza A jAe, apane jIvana ko parakhane kI kSamatA aura sAhasa A jAe to bhI ceta ge| aMtima kSaNa meM ceta jAe jo vaha bhI zatavara cetaa| vaha bhI prabuddha ho gyaa| lekina kaThina hai, jaba jIvana bhara hama dhokhA dete haiM to aMtima kSaNa meM cetanA kaThina hai| kyoMki cetanA kucha AkAza se nahIM utaratI-hamAre jIvana bhara kA nicor3a hai| bahuta loga yaha AzA bhI rakhate haiM ki abhI to javAna haiM AegA bur3hApA kara leMge dhyAna, kara

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leMge dhrm| mere pAsa A jAte haiM, kahate haiM, abhI to hama javAna haiN| ke bhI mere pAsa Ate haiM, unako bhI abhI pakkA nahIM huA ki bUr3he ho gae haiN| ve bhI kahate haiM: abhI to bahuta ulajhaneM haiM aura abhI koI mare thor3e hI jAte haiM! abhI to samaya par3A hai-kara leMge!' TAlate cale jAte haiN| marate-marate, jaba ki zvAsa chUTane lagatI, dUsare rAma-rAma japate tumhAre kAna meM, dUsare gaMgAjala pilAte tumheM......| jaba javAna the, UrjA thI-taba lI hotI ibakI gaMgA meM, taba taire hote, taba bahe hote gaMgA meM, to sAgara taka pahuMca gae hote| aba marate-marate, gale meM utaratA nhiiN:| maiM eka ghara meM mehamAna thA, eka AdamI mara rahA thaa| usake beTe usako gaMgAjala pilA rahe haiM, vaha jA nahIM rahA gale meN| vaha mara hI cukA hai| kisako dhokhA de rahe! paMDita maMtrapATha kara rahA hai| usako hoza nahIM hai, vaha AdamI behoza par3A hai, usakI AkhirI sAMsa lathar3a rahI hai| pAnI gaTakane taka kI kSamatA nahIM raha gaI hai-aba rAma ko gaTakanA bahuta muzkila ho jaaegaa| aisI pratIkSA mata karate baiThe rhnaa| cetanA ho to abhI cetnaa| jo abhI cetA-vahI cetaa| jisane kahA kala-vaha soyA aura usane khoyaa| kala kI bAta hI mata utthaanaa| kala kA koI bharosA nahIM hai| kala hai mauta, jIvana hai aaj| jIvana to basa abhI hai, abhI yA kabhI nhiiN| jisako itanI pragAr3hatA se jIvana kI sthiti kA smaraNa AegA, vahI zAyada dAva lagA skegaa| aura dharma to jue kA dAva hai| muphta nahIM hai, pUrA cukAoge to hI pA skoge| saba khooge, to hI milegaa| sastA dharma mata khojnaa| sastA dharma hotA hI nhiiN| dharma mahaMgI bAta hai| isIlie to kucha saubhAgyazAlI usa saMpadA ko upalabdha kara pAte haiN| sastA hotA, muphta baTatA hotA, dharmAdaya meM milatA hotA, to sabhI ko mila gayA hotA|: adayaka zrama aura adayaka prayAsa kA pariNAma hai| yadayapi jaba AtA hai taba prasAdarUpa AtA hai; lekina pahale prayAsa jo karatA hai, vahI prasAda kA hakadAra hotA hai| Aja ke sUtra atyaMta krAMtikArI sUtra haiN| khUba sAkSI- bhAva rakhakara samajhoge to hI samajha meM AeMge, anyathA cUka jaaoge| zAyada aise sUtra kabhI tumane sune bhI na hoNge| isase jyAdA aura krAMtikArI sUtra ho bhI nahIM skte| isalie maiM niraMtara kahatA hUM ki aSTAvakra kI gItA para sudhAra karanA saMbhava nahIM hai AkhirI bAta aura AkhirI DhaMga se kaha dI hai| ho gae pAMca hajAra sAla, lekina pAMca hajAra sAloM meM phira isase aura kImatI vaktavya nahIM diyA jA skaa| kabhI-kabhI aisA hotA hai, koI-koI vaktavya AkhirI ho jAtA haiN,'| phira usameM sudhAra saMbhava nahIM hotaa| vaha pUrNa hotA hai| usameM sudhAra kA upAya nahIM hotaa| usako sajAyA bhI nahIM jA sktaa| tumane kabhI dekhA? agara kurUpa strI AbhUSaNa pahana le, suMdara vastra pahana le to acchI lagane lagatI hai; lekina ati suMdara strI agara AbhUSaNa pahanane lage to bhaddI ho jAtI hai| sauMdarya kA artha hI yaha hai ki aba koI AbhUSaNa sauMdarya ko bar3hA na sakeMge, kama kara deNge| isalie jaba bhI koI samAja suMdara hone lagatA hai to vahAM se AbhUSaNa vidA hone lagate haiN| jitanA kurUpa samAja hotA hai-utanA AbhUSaNa, utane vastra, utanA raMga-rogana, utane jhuutth| jaba koI suMdara hotA hai to sauMdarya kAphI hotA

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hai| AbhUSaNa bhI sauMdarya ko vikRta kara dete haiN| ye sIdhe-sIdhe vacana haiM, magara ye suMdaratama haiN| ye tumhAre hRdaya meM pahuMca jAeM to saubhAgya janaka ne kahA: pahale maiM zArIrika karma kA na sahArane vAlA huA, phira vANI ke vistRta karma kA na sahArane vAlA haA aura usake bAda vicAra kA na sahArane vAlA huA| isa prakAra maiM sthita huuN|' janaka kaha rahe haiM : kAyakRtyAsaha pUrvaM tato vAgvistarAsahaH / adya citAsaha stsmaadevmevaahmaasthitH|| isa sUtra kA artha hai ki deha calatI hai-apane kAraNa, mana calatA hai-apane kAraNa; vANI calatI hai-apane kaarnn| tuma nAhaka usase apane ko jor3a lete ho| jor3ane ke kAraNa bhrAMti ho jAtI hai| maiMne sunA hai ki eka samrATa apane ghor3e para baiTha kara yAtrA ko jAtA thaa| rAha para loga jhuka jhuka kara praNAma karane lge| ghor3A bilakula akar3a gyaa| ghor3A to khar3A ho gyaa| ghor3e ne to calane se iMkAra kara diyaa| purAne jamAne kI kathA hai jaba ghor3e bolA karate the| samrATa ne kahA : yaha tujhe kyA huA? pAgala ho gayA? rukatA kyoM hai? ThiThakatA kyoM hai? usane kahA utaro nIce! mujhe aba taka patA hI nahIM thA ki maiM kauna hU itane loga namaskAra kara rahe haiM! namaskAra ho rahA hai samrATa ko; ghor3e ne samajhA, mujhe ho rahA hai! maiMne sunA hai, eka mahala meM eka chipakalI vAsa karatI thii| mahala kI chipakalI thI, koI sAdhAraNa chipakalI to thI nahIM! to kucha gAva meM agara chipakaliyoM kA koI Ayojana ityAdi ho, to jaisA bulAte haiM rASTrapati ko, pradhAnamaMtrI ko, aisA use udaghATana ityAdi ke lie bulAte the| lekina vaha jAtI nahIM thI; apane sahayogiyoM ko bheja detI thI-uparASTrapati ko bheja diyA! chipakaliyoM ne pUchA ki devI tuma kyoM nahIM AtI ho? usane kahA : maiM A jAUM to yaha mahala gira jaae| chappara ko samhAle kauna? chipakalI chappara ko samhAle hue hai haMso mata! chipakalI ko aisI bhAMti ho to Azcarya nahIM; manuSya aisI bhrAMti meM jItA hai! zarIra apane se cala rahA hai, lekina tuma eka bhrAMti meM par3a jAte ho ki maiM calA rahA huuN| mana apane se cala rahA hai, lekina tuma bhAMti meM par3a jAte ho ki maiM calA rahA huuN| yaha pahalA sUtra yaha kaha rahA hai ki sabase pahale to maiMne yaha jAnA ki zarIra ko mere sahArane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai; zarIra apane hI sahAre cala rahA hai| to sabase pahale maiM zArIrika karma kA na sahArane vAlA huA maiMne yaha bhrAMti chor3a dI ki maiM calA rahA huuN| rAta tuma sote ho taba bhI to zarIra calatA rahatA hai, bhojana pacatA rahatA hai; tumhArI jarUrata to rahatI nhiiN| tumane kabhI kisI ko komA meM par3e dekhA ho, mahInoM se behoza par3A hai, to bhI khUna bahatA rahatA, hRdaya dhar3akatA rahatA, zvAsa calatI rahatI; tumhArI koI jarUrata to nahIM hai| tumhAre binA bhI to saba

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maje se calatA rahatA hai| saca to yaha hai ki cikitsaka kahate haiM ki tumhAre kAraNa bAdhA par3atI hai| isalie agara koI marIja so na sake to bImArI ThIka honI muzkila ho jAtI hai, kyoMki vaha bAdhA DAlatA hai| so jAtA hai to bAdhA baMda ho jAtI hai, zarIra apane ko rAste para le AtA hai; bIca kA upadrava haTa jAtA hai, yaha hastakSepa haTa jAtA hai| isalie nIMda hajAroM davAoM kI davA hai| kyoMki nIMda meM tuma to kho gaye zarIra ko jo karanA hai vaha svataMtratA se kara letA hai, tuma bIca-bIca meM nahIM aate| janaka kaha rahe haiM: zarIra to apane se calatA hai, aba taka merI bhrAMti thI ki maiM calAtA huuN| jarA isa bAta ko smjho| agara yaha tumheM khayAla A jAe ki zarIra apane se calatA hai, to tuma zarIra meM rahate hue isa zarIra se mukta ho gae zarIra ne tumako nahIM bAMdhA hai; yaha bhAMti tumheM bAMdhe hue hai ki tuma zarIra ko calAte ho zarIra kA kRtya prAkRtika hai aura vaisA hI kRtya mana kA hai, vaisA hI kRtya zabda kA hai| buddha ne kahA hai apane bhikSuoM ko ki tuma mana ke calate vicAroM ko aise hI dekho jaise koI rAha ke kinAre baiTha kara rAste ko dekhatA hai-loga Ate-jAte, rAha calatI rahatI hai| aise hI tuma apane mana meM calate vicAroM ko dekho| ina vicAroM ko tuma yaha mata samajho ki tuma calA rahe ho, yA ki tuma inheM roka sakate ho| jisako yaha bhrAMti hai ki maiM vicAroM ko calA rahA hUM usako eka na eka dina dUsarI bhrAMti bhI hogI ki maiM cAhUM to roka sakatA huuN| tuma koziza karake dekha lo| tibbata meM kathA hai ki eka yuvaka dharma kI khoja meM thaa| vaha eka guru ke pAsa gyaa| guru ke bahuta paira dabAe, sevA kI varSoM taka-aura eka hI bAta pUchatA thA ki koI mahAmaMtra de do ki siddhi ho jAe, zakti mila jaae| Akhira guru usase thaka gyaa| guru ne kahA: to phira le! isameM eka kaThinAI hai, vaha mujhe kahanI pdd'egii| usI ke kAraNa maiM bhI siddha nahIM kara paayaa| mere guru ne bhI mujhe bAmuzkila diyA thaa| maiM to tIsa sAla sevA kiyA, taba diyA thA; maiM tujhe tIna sAla meM de rahA huuN| tU dhanyabhAgI! magara saphala maiM bhI nahIM huA kyoMki isameM eka bar3I beDhaMgI zarta hai| usa yuvaka ne kahA: tuma kaho to! maiM saba kara luuNgaa| sArA jIvana lagA duuNgaa| guru ne kahA yaha maMtra hai, choTA-sA maMtra hai| isa maMtra ko tU doharAnA, basa, pAMca bAra doharAnA, koI jyAdA mehanata nhiiN| lekina jitanI dera yaha doharAe, utanI dera baMdara kA smaraNa na aae| usane kahA: hada ho gaI! kabhI baMdara kA smaraNa AyA hI nahIM jIvana meM, aba kyoM AegA! jaldI se maMtra do! maMtra to tibbatiyoM kA bar3A sIdhA-sAdA hai| de diyaa| maMtra lekara vaha utarA sIr3hI maMdira kI, lekina baDA ghbdd'aayaa| abhI sIr3hiyAM bhI nahIM utara pAyA ki baMdara usake mana meM jhAMkane lge| isa tarapha, usa tarapha baMdara ceharA banAne lge| vaha bahuta ghabar3AyA ki yaha mAmalA kyA hai? yaha maMtra kaisA? ghara pahuMcA nahIM ki baMdaroM kI bhIr3a usake sAtha pahuMcI mana meM hI saba! nahA-dho kara baiThA, lekina bar3I muzkila! nahA - dho rahA hai ki baMdara haiM ki khilakhilA rahe haiM, jIbha batA rahe haiM, muMha bicakA rahe haiN| usane socA,

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yaha bhI ajIba maMtra hai; magara mAlUma hotA hai zaktizAlI hai, kyoMki bAdhA to dikhAI par3ane lagI hai| rAta bhara baiThA, bahuta bAra baiThA phira-phira baiThA, uTha-uTha Ae kyoMki pAMca daphe kahanA hai kula; ekaAdha daphe aisA laga jAe yoga ki pAMca daphe kaha le aura baMdara na dikhAI par3e, magara yaha na ho skaa| hara maMtra ke zabda ke bIca baMdara khdd'aa| subaha thakA-mAdA AyA, guru ko kahA yaha maMtra samhAlo! na tumase sadhA, na mujhase sadhegA, na yaha kisI se sadha sakatA hai| kyoMki yaha baMdara isameM bar3I bAdhA hai| agara yahI zarta thI to mahApuruSa! kahI kyoM? kahate bhara nhiiN| duniyA kA koI jAnavara nahIM yAda AyA rAta bhr| sAdhAraNata: mana meM vAsanA uThatI hai, striyAM dikhAI par3atI haiM magara isa rAta strI bhI nahIM dikhAI par3I-basa, yaha baMdara hI bNdr| kahate na, to zAyada maMtra sadha jaataa| guru ne kahA : maiM bhI kyA karUM? vaha zarta to batAnI jarUrI hai| tuma mana ke sAtha prayoga karake dekho| jise tuma bhulAnA cAhoge, usakI aura yAda A jaaegii| jise tuma haTAnA cAhoge, vaha aura jida bAMdha kara khar3A ho jaaegaa| phira bhI tumheM khayAla nahIM AtA ki mana ke calAne vAle tuma nahIM ho| calAne kI ceSTA hI bhrAMta hai| 'to pahale maiMne zarIra ko dekhA aura samajhA-pAyA ki maiM isakA na sahArane vAlA huuN|' pUrva kAyakRtyAsaha..................| pahale maiMne yaha jAnA ki merA sahayoga Avazyaka nahIM hai| maiM nAhaka sahayoga kara rahA huuN| koI jarUrata hI nahIM zarIra ko mere sahayoga kii| pahale maiM sahayoga karatA hUM aura phira jaba parezAna hotA hUM to asahayoga karatA ho lekina donoM meM bhrAMti eka hI hai| mujhase kucha lenA denA nahIM hai na sahayoga, na ashyog| maiM sirpha sAkSI ho jaauuN| tata vaagvistraashH| aura taba jAnA ki yaha jo vANI kA vistAra hai, zabda kA vistAra hai, ye jo zabda kI taraMgeM hai-ina para bhI merA koI vaza nahIM hai| maiM inake bhI pAra huuN| adya citAsaha.................. aura taba jAnA ki ciMtana-manana, ye bhI mere nahIM haiN| maiM inase bhI pAra huuN| tasmAt evaM ahaM aasthit:| aura taba se maiM apane meM sthita ho gayA huuN| svayaM meM sthita hone ke lie kucha aura karanA nahIM itanA hI jAnanA paryApta hai ki kartA maiM nahIM hUM kartApana kho jaae| nadI rukatI nahIM hai lAkha cAhe use bAMdho, or3ha kara zaivAla vaha calatI rhegii|

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dhUpa kI halakI chuana bhI tor3a dene ko bahuta hai lahariyoM kA himAcchAdita mauna sona kI bAlU nahIM yaha zuddha jala hai talahaTI para rokane vAlA ise hai kauna? havA maratI nahIM hai lAkha cAhe tuma use tor3o-maror3o khuzabuoM ke sAtha vaha bahatI rhegii| AMdhiyoM kA AcaraNa yA ghanA koharA jalajalA kA kATatA kaba harepana kA zIza kheta behar3a yA ki AMgana jahAM hogI ugI tulasI sirpha degI mukti kA AzISa zikhA miTatI nahIM hai lAkha aMdhe paMkha se usako bujhAo aMcaloM kI oTa vaha jalatI rhegii| nadI rukatI nahIM hai lAkha cAhe use bAMdho or3ha kara zaivAla vaha calatI rhegii| jIvana kI dhArA bahI jAtI hai-tumheM na rokanA hai, na sahArA denA hai| tumane ise rokane kI koziza kI to tuma uljhe| tumane ise sahArA dene kI koziza kI, to tuma uljhe| tuma taTa para baiTha jAo, taTastha ho jaao| saMskRta meM do zabda haiM-taTastha aura kUTasthA donoM zabda bar3e adabhuta haiM! taTastha prakriyA hai kUTastha hone kii| pahale kinAre baiTha jAo, taTa para baiTha jaao| bahane do nadI kI dhAra; tuma isameM rAga-raMga

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na rakho, pakSa-vipakSa na rkho| rAga to chor3o hI, virAga bhI chor3o, kyoMki tumase isakA kucha lenA denA nhiiN| tuma nahIM the, taba bhI jIvana bahuta thA taba bhI phUla khilate the, koyala kuhu katI thI taba bhI saMsAra meM vicAra kI taraMgeM bharI thIM, taba bhI sAgara kI chAtI para lahareM uThatIM, tUphAna, AMdhiyA Ate the| tuma eka dina nahIM rahoge, taba bhI saba aise hI calatA rhegaa| tuma taTa para baiTha jAo, taTastha ho jaao| taTastha honA sAdhana hai| agara tuma taTa para baiTha gae, aura nadI kI dhAra ko bahane diyA aura tumane koI bhI pakSapAta na rakhA; tumane koI nirNaya bhI na rakhA mana meM ki yaha nadI acchI hai yA burI......: tumhArA lenA-denA kyA? jisakI ho, vaha jaane| yaha jIvana kaisA hai-zubha hai ki azubha, pApa ki puNyaaisA tumane kucha bhI vicAra na kiyaa| tumhArA lenA-denA kyA? Ae tuma abhI, kala tuma cale jAoge, ghar3I bhara kA baserA hai| rAta ruka gae ho sarAya meM, aba sarAya acchI ki burI, tumheM kyA prayojana hai? subaha DerA uThA loge, jisakI ho sarAya vaha phikra kre| tuma agara taTa para aise baiTha gae, taTastha ho gae to jaldI hI eka dUsarI ghaTanA ghaTegI, tuma kUTastha ho jaaoge| kUTastha kA hI artha hai: Asthita:! yaha zabda samajhanA, kyoMki janaka ise bAra-bAra dohraaeNge|'maiN apane meM sthita ho gayA hUM! aba mere bhItara koI halana-calana nahIM! aba bAhara calatA rahe tUphAna, mere bhItara koI taraMga nahIM aatii|' taraMga AtI thI tabhI taka, jaba taka tuma bAhara se saMbaMdha jor3e baiThe the-sahayoga yA asahayoga, mitra yA zatru, rAga yA virAga-koI nAtA tumane banA liyA thaa| saba nAte chor3a die......:| tIna zabda haiM hamAre pAsa : rAga, virAga, viitraag| ye sUtra vItarAgatA ke haiN| rAgI eka taraha kA saMbaMdha banAtA hai; virAgI bhI saMbaMdha banAtA hai dUsare taraha ke| kisI vyakti se tumheM prema hai to tumhArA eka saMbaMdha hotA hai| phira kisI vyakti se tumhArI ghRNA hai to bhI tumhArA eka taraha kA saMbaMdha hotA hai| mitra se hI thor3e saMbaMdha hotA hai, zatru se bhI saMbaMdha tA hai| kisI se AkarSaNa se baMdhe ho, kisI se vikarSaNa se baMdhe ho-baMdhe to nizcita hI ho| tumhArA mitra mara jAe, to bhI kucha kholA, tumhArA zatru mara jAe to bhI kucha khoegaa| tumhAre zatru ke binA bhI tuma akele aura adhUre ho jaaoge| kahate haiM, mahAtmA gAMdhI ke mara jAne ke bAda muhammada alI jinnA udAsa rhe| jisa dina mahAtmA gAMdhI kI mauta huI jinnA apane bAhara bagIce meM lAna para baiThA thaa| aura taba taka jinnA ne jida kI thI, yadayapi ve gavarnara janarala the pAkistAna ke, taba taka jida kI thI ki mere pAsa koI surakSA kA iMtajAma nahIM honA caahie|'muslmaanoN kA deza, unake lie maiM jIyA, unake lie maiMne saba kriyA-unameM se koI mujhe mAranA cAhegA, yaha bAta hI phijala hai|' isalie taba taka bahuta Agraha kie jAne para bhI unhoMne koI surakSA kI vyavasthA nahIM kI thii| lekina jaise hI unake sekreTarI ne A kara khabara dI ki gAMdhI ko golI mAra dI gaI, jinnA ekadama uTha kara bagIce se bhItara calA gyaa| aura dUsarI bAta jo jinnA ne kahI apane sekreTarI ko, ki surakSA kA iMtajAma kara lo| jaba hiMdU gAMdhI ko mAra sakate haiM, to aba kucha bharosA nhiiN| aba kisI kA bharosA nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| to musalamAna

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jinnA ko bhI mAra sakate haiN| usake bAda jinnA ke cehare para vaha prasannatA kabhI nahIM rahI jo sadA thii| duzmana mara gyaa| gAMdhI ke marate hI jinnA bhI mara ge| kucha kho gyaa| tumhArA duzmana bhI tumhArA saMbaMdha hai| mitra se to kholA hI kucha, zatru se bhI kho jAtA hai| to eka to rAga kA saMbaMdha hai saMsAra se. phira eka virAga kA saMbaMdha hai| koI dhana ke lie dIvAnA hai, koI dhana se DarA huA hai aura bhAgA huA hai kisI ke mana meM basa cAMdI ke sikke hI tairate haiM, aura koI itanA DarA hai ki agara rupayA use dikhA do to vaha kaMpane lagatA hai| saMnyAsI haiM jo rupaye ko nahIM chuute| maiM eka saMnyAsI ke pAsa mehamAna huA ve rupaye ko nahIM chuute| maiMne unase pUchA ki rupaye ko nahIM chUte? ve bole, miTTI hai! maiMne kahA, miTTI ko to tuma chUte ho| agara saca meM hI miTTI hai to rupaye ko chUte kyoM nahIM? miTTI ke sAtha to tumheM koI etarAja maiMne dekhA nahIM! ve jarA becaina hue unake ziSya bhI baiThe the| ve jarA bar3I parezAnI meM par3e ki aba kyA kaheM? kyoMki miTTI ko chue binA to calegA nhiiN| maiMne kahA, bolo! agara saca meM miTTI hai...... :lekina mujhe zaka hai ki abhI rupayA miTTI huA nhiiN| abhI rupaye meM rAga kI jagaha virAga A gyaa| saMbaMdha pahale mitra kA thA, aba zatru kA ho gyaa| to tuma zIrSAsana karane lage, ulTe khar3e ho gae lekina tuma AdamI vahI ke vahI ho| eka aura saMnyAsI ke pAsa eka bAra maiM mehamAna huaa| ve eka bar3e maMca para baiThe the| unake pAsa hI eka choTA maMca thA, usa para eka dUsare saMnyAsI baiThe the| ve mujhase kahane lage kyA Apa jAnate haiM isa choTe maMca para kauna baiThA hai? maiMne kahA, maiM to nahIM jaantaa| maiM pahalI daphe yahAM Apake nimaMtraNa para AyA huuN| kahane lage ki ilAhAbAda hAIkorTa ke cIpha jasTisa the| magara bar3e vinamra AdamI haiM! dekho mere sAtha takhta para bhI nahIM baitthte| choTA takhta banavAyA hai| maiMne unase kahA ki Apako yaha yAda rakhane kI AvazyakatA kyA hai ki hAIkorTa ke cIpha jasTisa the? aura jahAM taka maiM dekha rahA hUM ina sajjana ko, ye pratIkSA kara rahe haiM ki kaba Apa luTUko aura ye car3ha baittheN| mAnA ki Apase inhoMne choTA takhta banAyA lekina inase bhI nIce dUsare baiThe haiM: unase to inhoMne thor3A UMcA banAyA hii| aura jisa DhaMga se ye baiThe haiM, usase sApha jAhira ho rahA hai ki rAstA dekha rahe haiN| sIr3hI banA lI hai inhoNne| Adhe meM A gae haiM, bAkI saba pIche haiM Apake shissy| Apake lur3hakate hI ye Upara baittheNge| phira Apako bhI yaha khayAla hai ki ye cIpha jasTisa the? cIpha jasTisa kA kyA mUlya hai? rAga to chUTa gayA, lekina aise hI nahIM chUTa jAtA; sUkSma, dhUmila rekhAeM chor3a jAtA hai| kahate ho vinamra haiM, lekina agara vinamra hI haiM to yaha choTA takhta bhI kyoM? aura agara takhta se hI vinamratA kA patA calatA hai, to inase kaho ki gaDDA khoda leM, usameM baitthe| yaha vinamratA ahaMkAra kA hI eka rUpa hai| yaha thothI hai aura jhUThI hai; aura kahatI kucha hai, hai kucha aur| rAgI, virAgI ho jAtA hai, viparIta bhASA bolane lagatA hai|

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agara tuma maMdiroM meM jAo, sAdhu -saMnyAsiyoM ke satsaMga meM jAo-saMnyAsI jinako maiM 'satyAnAzI' kahatA hUM -unakI bAta suno, to tuma eka bAta nizcita pAoge: unhIM unhIM cIjoM kI ve niMdA kara rahe haiM jinameM tamheM rasa hai| agara tamheM dhana meM rasa hai to ve dhana kI niMdA kara rahe haiN| tumheM agara kAmavAsanA meM rasa hai to ve kAmavAsanA kI niMdA kara rahe haiN| tumheM agara strI meM rasa hai to ve strI kA jaisA vIbhatsa citra khIMca sakeM vaisA khIMcane kI ceSTA kara rahe haiN| lekina yaha sArI ceSTA eka hI bAta batAtI hai: rasa viparIta to huA, badalA nhiiN| rAga virAga to banA, gayA nhiiN| vItarAga kA artha hai: jahAM rAga aura virAga donoM ge| vItarAga kA artha hai : jahAM tumane itanA hI jAnA ki na merI kisI se zatrutA hai, aura na merI kisI se mitratA hai-maiM akelA hUM asaMga achUtA, kuMArA! tasmAt evaM ahaM AsthitaH / 'aura isa kAraNa maiM svayaM meM hUM aura isa prakAra maiM sthita huA hUM' yaha janaka aura aSTAvakra ke bIca jo carcA hai, yaha adabhuta saMvAda hai| aSTAvakra ne kucha bahumUlya bAteM khiiN| janaka unhIM bAto kI pratidhvani karate haiN| janaka kahate haiM ki ThIka kahA, bilakula ThIka kahA, aisA hI maiM bhI anubhava kara rahA hUM, maiM apane anubhava kI abhivyakti detA huuN| isameM kucha prazna-uttara nahIM hai| eka hI bAta ko guru aura ziSya donoM kaha rahe haiN| eka hI bAta ko apane-apane ga se donoM ne ganaganAyA hai| donoM ke bIca eka gaharA saMvAda hai| yaha saMvAda hai, yaha vivAda nahIM hai| kRSNa aura arjuna ke bIca vivAda hai| arjuna ko saMdeha hai| vaha naI-naI zaMkAeM uThAtA hai| cAhe pragaTa rUpa se kahatA bhI na ho ki tuma galata kaha rahe ho, lekina apragaTa rUpa se kahe calA jAtA hai ki abhI merA saMzaya nahIM mittaa| vaha eka hI bAta hai| vaha kahane kA sajjanocita DhaMga hai ki abhI merA saMzaya nahIM miTA, abhI merI zaMkA jiMdA hai; tumane jo kahA vaha jaMcA nhiiN| to agara koI upadravI ho to sIdhA kahatA hai, tuma glt| agara koI sajjana suzIla ho, kulIna ho, to kahatA hai abhI mujhe jaMcA nhiiN| basa, itanA hI pharka hai, lekina vivAda to hai| yaha gItA janaka aura aSTAvakra ke bIca jarA bhI vivAda nahIM hai| jaise do darpaNa eka-dUsare ke sAmane rakhe hoM aura eka-dUsare ke darpaNa meM eka-dUsare darpaNa kI chavi bana rahI hai| eka mahilA eka dUkAna para gii| usake do jur3avAM beTe the; donoM ke lie kapar3e kharIdatI thii| krisamasa kA tyauhAra karIba thaa| donoM ne kapar3e phne| eka-se kapar3e donoM ke lie khriide| donoM bar3e suMdara laga rahe the| dUkAnadAra ne kahA ki tuma donoM jA kara, pIche darpaNa lagA hai, vahAM khar3e ho kara dekha lo| usa mahilA ne kahA, jarUrata nhiiN| ye eka-dUsare ko dekha lete haiM aura samajha lete haiM ki bAta ho gii| darpaNa kI kyA jarUrata? donoM jur3avAM haiM; eka jaise lagate haiM; eka jaise kapar3e pahanate haiN| ye darpaNa kabhI dekhate hI nhiiN| ye eka-dUsare ko dekha lete haiM, bAta ho jAtI hai| kucha aisA janaka aura aSTAvakra ke bIca ghaTa rahA hai-darpaNa darpaNa ke sAmane khar3A hai| jaise do jur3avAM, eka hI aMDe se paidA hue bacce haiN| donoM kA srota samajha kA sAkSI hai| donoM kI samajha bilakula

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eka hai| bhASA cAhe thor3I alaga-alaga ho, lekina donoM kA bodha bilakula eka hai| donoM alaga-alaga chaMda meM, alaga-alaga rAga meM eka hI gIta ko gunagunA rahe haiN| isalie maiMne ise mahAgItA kahA hai| isameM vivAda jarA bhI nahIM hai| ___kRSNa ko to arjuna ko samajhAnA par3A, bAra-bAra samajhAnA par3A, khIMca-khIMca kara, bAmuzkila rAjI kara paae| yahAM koI prayAsa nahIM hai| aSTAvakra ko kucha samajhAnA nahIM par3a rahA hai| aSTAvakra kahate haiM aura udhara janaka kA sira hilane lagatA hai sahamati meN| donoM ke bIca bar3A gaharA aMtaraMga saMbaMdha hai, bar3I gaharI maitrI hai| idhara guru bolA nahIM ki ziSya samajha gyaa| 'zabda Adi aiMdrika viSayoM ke prati rAga ke abhAva se aura AtmA kI adRzyatA se jisakA mana vikSepoM se mukta hokara ekAgra ho gayA-aisA hI maiM sthita huuN|' prItyabhAvena zabdAderadRzyatvena cAtyana: vikSepaikAgrahRdaya evmevaahmaasthit|| zabdAde priitybhaaven:| 'zabda Adi ke prati jo prema hai, bhAva hai, usase maiM mukta ho gayA huuN|' zabda meM bar3A rasa hai| zabda kA apanA saMgIta hai| zabda kA apanA sauMdarya hai| zabda ke sauMdarya se hI to kAvya kA janma hotA hai| zabda meM jo bahatA huA rasa hai, usako hI eka zrRMkhalA meM bAMdha lene kA nAma hI to kavitA hai| zabda ko agara tuma gunagunAo to mIThe zabda haiM, kar3ave zabda haiM, suMdara zabda haiM, asuMdara zabda haiN| koI tumheM gAlI de jAtA hai, vaha bhI usI varNamAlA se bane akSaroM kA upayoga kara rahA hai| koI tumase kaha jAtA hai, mujhe tumase bar3A prema hai, koI dhanyavAda de jAtA hai| ina sabhI meM eka hI varNamAlA hai-koI gAlI de ki koI tumhArI prazaMsA kre| lekina kucha zabda hRdaya para amRta kI varSA kara dete haiM, kucha zabda kATe cubhA jAte haiM, kucha ghAva banA jAte haiN| zabda kI bar3I pakar3a hai, bar3I jakar3a hai AdamI ke mana pr| hama zabda se hI jIte haiN| tuma agara gaura karo, kisI ne kahA, 'mujhe tumase bar3A prema hai -tuma kaise praphullita ho jAte ho! aura kisI ne hikArata se kucha bAta kahI, apamAna kiyA to tuma kaise dukhI ho jAte ho! zabda sirpha taraMga hai; itanA mahatvapUrNa honA nahIM cAhie, lekina bar3A mahatvapUrNa hai| kisI ne gAlI dI ho bIsa sAla pahale, lekina bhUlatI nahIM; coTa kara gaI hai, baiTha gaI hai bhItara, badalA lene ke lie abhI bhI Atura ho| aura kisI ne pacAsa sAla pahale tumhArI buddhimattA kI prazaMsA kI ho aba bhI tuma sarTiphikeTa rakhe baiThe ho| jisane tumheM buddhimAna kahA ho, vaha buddhimAna khuda bhI cAhe na rahA ho, magara usakI kauna ciMtA karatA hai! hama zabda baTorate haiM, hama zabda se jIte haiM! T: zabdAdeH prItyabhAvena-zabda ke prati vaha jo merA rAga hai, vaha merA gyaa| kyoMki maiMne dekha liyA: maiM zabdAtIta hUM! maiM zabda ke pIche khar3A huuN| zabda to aise hI haiM jaise havA ke jhakore pAnI meM lahareM uThA jAte haiN| zabda to taraMga mAtra haiM, na acche haiM na bure haiN| isalie agara koI dUsarA vyakti kisI dUsarI bhASA meM tumheM kucha kahe, to kucha pariNAma nahIM

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hotA-cAhe vaha gAliyAM hI de rahA ho| khalIla jibrAna kI eka kahAnI hai| eka AdamI paradesa gyaa| vaha eka bar3e hoTala ke sAmane khar3A hai| loga bhItara A rahe haiM, jA rahe haiM, baire logoM kA svAgata kara rahe haiM-usane samajhA ki koI rAja-bhoja hai| vaha bhI calA gyaa| usakA bhI svAgata kiyA gyaa| usako bhI biThAyA gyaa| thAlI lagAI gaI, usane bhojana kiyaa| usane kahA, adabhuta nagara hai! itanA atithi satkAra! phira bairA taztarI meM rakha kara usakA bila le aayaa| lekina vaha samajhA ki bar3e adabhuta loga haiM, likha kara dhanyavAda bhI de rahe haiM ki Apane bar3I kRpA kI ki Apa Ae! vaha jhuka jhuka kara namaskAra karane lgaa| vaha bolA ki bar3A khuza huuN| magara vaha baire ko kucha samajha meM na AyA ki mAmalA kyA hai, yaha jhuka kisalie rahA hai, namaskAra kisalie kara rahA hai! kucha samajhA nahIM, to mainejara ko bulA laayaa| usa AdamI ne samajhA ki hada ho gaI, aba khuda mAlika A rahA hai mahala kA! vaha jhuka jhuka kara namaskAra karane lagA aura bar3I prazaMsA karane lagA, lekina eka-dUsare kI bAta kisI ko samajha meM na aae| mainejara ne samajhA, yA to pAgala hai yA hada darje kA dhUrta hai| usako pulisa ke havAle kara diyaa| vaha samajhA ki aba zAyada samrATa ke pAsa le jA rahe haiN| vaha le jAyA gayA adAlata meM, majisTreTa baiThA thA, vaha samajhA ki samrATa......:| majisTreTa ne sArI bAta samajhane kI koziza kI, lekina samajhane kA vahAM koI upAya na thaa| vahAM bhASA eka-dUsare kI koI jAnatA na thaa| Akhira usane daMDa diyA ki kucha bhI ho, isako gadhe para biThA kara, takhtI lagA kara isake gale meM ki yaha dhUrta hai, dagAbAja hai aura dUsare loga sAvadhAna raheM tAki yaha gAMva meM kisI aura ko dhokhA na de sake, isakI pherI lagavAI jaae| jaba usako gadhe para biThAyA jAne lagA, taba to usakI AMkha se AMsU bahane lage AnaMda ke| usane kahA, hada ho gaI, aba julUsa nikAlA jA rahA hai! maiM sIdhA-sAdA AdamI, maiM koI netA vagairaha nahIM hUM magara merA julUsa nikAlA jA rahA hai| maiM to bilakula garIba AdamI hUM, yaha to netAoM ko zobhA detA hai, yaha Apa kyA kara rahe magara koI usakI sune nhiiN| jaba vaha gadhe para baiTha kara gAMva meM ghUmane lagA to svabhAvata: bhIr3a bhI pIche clii| bacce cale zoragula mcaate| usakI prasannatA kA ThikAnA nahIM hai| jIvana meM aisA kabhI avasara milA nahIM thaa| eka hI bAta mana meM cubhane lagI ki Aja koI apane deza kA hotA aura dekha letaa| jA kara kahUMgA to koI mAnegA bhI nhiiN| vaha bar3I gaura se dekha rahA hai bhIr3a ko| jaba bIca cauraste para usakA julUsa pahuMcA zobhA yAtrA -aura kAphI bhIr3a ikaTThI ho gaI, to use bhIr3a meM eka AdamI dikhAI pdd'aa| vaha AdamI usake deza kA thaa| vaha cillAyA ki are, mere bhAI, dekho kyA ho rahA hai! lekina vaha dUsarA AdamI to isa deza kI bhASA samajhane lagA thA, yahAM kaI sAla raha cukA thaa| aisA sira jhukA kara vaha bhIr3a meM se nikala gayA ki koI dUsarA yaha na dekha le ki hamArA inase saMbaMdha hai| lekina gadhe para baiThe hue netA ne samajhA ki

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hada ho gaI, IrSyA kI bhI eka sImA hotI hai ! bhASA samajha meM na Ae to phira managar3haMta hai saba hisAba / jaba taka samajha meM AtA hai, taba taka acchA zabda, burA zabda: jaba samajha meM nahIM AtA to sabhI zabda barAbara haiM, koI artha nahIM hai| artha nahIM hai zabdoM meM-artha mAnA huA hai| zabda to kevala dhvaniyAM haiM - arthahIna | jisa dina yaha samajha meM A jAtA hai ki zabda to kevala dhvaniyAM haiM arthahIna, usa dina - jIvana meM eka bar3I abhUtapUrva ghaTanA ghaTatI hai| tuma zabda se mukta hote ho, to tuma samAja se bhI mukta ho jAte ho| kyoMki samAja yAnI zabda | binA zabda ke koI samAja nahIM hai| isalie to jAnavaroM kA koI samAja nahIM hotA, AdamiyoM kA samAja hotA hai| samAja ke lie bhASA caahie| do ko jor3ane ke lie bhASA caahie| agara do ke bIca bhASA na ho to jor3a nahIM paidA hotaa| to bhASA samAja ko banAtI hai| bhASA AdhAra hai| aba jisa vyakti ko saca meM hI saMnyAsI honA ho, use samAja se bhAgane kI koI jarUrata nahIM; sirpha bhASA kA jo rAga-virAga hai, usase mukta ho jAnA kAphI hai| basa itanA jAna le ki zabda to mAtra dhvaniyAM hai-arthahIna, mUlyahIna, na acche haiM, na bure haiN| aisA jAnate hI, tuma acAnaka pAoge tuma mukta ho gae samAja se| aba tumheM koI na to gAlI de kara dukhI kara sakatA hai, na khuzAmada karake tumheM prasanna kara sakatA hai| jisa dina tuma logoM ke dukha dene aura sukha dene kI kSamatA ke pAra ho gae, usa dina tuma pAra ho ge| 'zabda Adi aiMdrika viSayoM ke prati rAga ke abhAva se aura AtmA kI adRzyatA se jisakA mana vikSepoM se mukta ho kara ekAgra ho gayA- aisA hI maiM sthita huuN|' AtmA adRzya hai| aura saba dRzya hai, AtmA adRzya hai- honI hI caahie| agara AtmA bhI dRzya ho to kisake lie dRzya hogI? AtmA draSTA hai| tuma saba kucha dekhate ho AtmA se - AtmA ko nahIM dekhte| isalie to loga AtmA ko vismaraNa kara baiThe haiN| AMkha se saba dikhAI par3atA hai, basa AMkha dikhAI nahIM pdd'tii| hAtha se tuma saba pakar3a sakate ho, lekina isI hAtha ko isI hAtha se nahIM pakar3a skte| AtmA to draSTA hai| cAhe bAhara lage ina hare vRkSoM ko dekho, cAhe baiThe janasamUha ko dekho, cAhe apanI deha ko dekho, cAhe AMkha baMda karake apane vicAroM ko dekho, aura gahare utaro, bhAvoM kI sUkSma taraMgoM ko dekho-lekina tuma to sadA dekhane vAle ho| tuma kabhI bhI dRzya nahIM bnte| AtmA adRzya hai| AtmA kabhI viSaya nahIM banatI - aviSaya hai| haTatI jAtI pIche haTatI jAtI piiche| tuma jo bhI dekhate jAo, samajha lenA ki vahI tuma nahIM ho| tuma to sirpha dekhane vAle ho / isalie Atma-darzana zabda jhUThA hai| AtmA kA kabhI darzana nahIM hotA, kisako hogA? upayoga ke lie ThIka hai, kAmacalAU hai, lekina bahuta arthapUrNa nahIM hai| darzana to AtmA kA kabhI nahIM hotA / AtmA kI anubhUti hotI hai| jaba sabhI dRzya samApta ho jAte haiM aura dekhane ko kucha bhI nahIM bacatA, sirpha dekhane vAlA akelA bacatA hai, taba aisA nahIM hotA hai ki tuma dekhate ho AtmA ko, kyoMki dekhane

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meM phira khaMDa ho jaaegaa| phira AdhI AtmA ho jAegI, jo dekha rahI, aura jo dikhAI par3a rahI, vaha anAtmA ho jaaegii| anAtmA kA artha hI yaha ki jise hama dekha lete haiM, vaha parAyA, vaha viSaya ho gyaa| aura jise hama kabhI nahIM dekha pAte, jise dRzya banAne kA koI upAya nahIM - vahI AtmA hai| yaha sUtra dhyAna kI parAkASThA kA sUtra hai| AtmA adRzya hai| to phira AtmA ko dekhane ke jitane upAya haiM, saba vyartha haiN| japa karo, tapa karo- saba vyartha hai| yaha bAta jisakI samajha meM A gaI ki AtmA ko to dekhA nahIM jA sakatA kyoMki AtmA to sadA dekhanevAlI hai, usake lie phira aba koI sAdhana na rhe| Atman adRzyatvena ....... / AtmA adRzya hai, aisI pratIti aura anubhUti ke ho jAne se - vikSepaikAgrahRdaya.. I - hRdaya se sAre vikSepa visarjita ho ge| aba koI tanAva nahIM hai| aba koI khoja nahIM hai| AtmA kI khoja karane kI bhI khoja nahIM hai| aba itanI bhI vAsanA nahIM bacI ki AtmA ko jAneM, kyoMki AtmA ko jAnA nahIM jA sktaa| AtmA to jAnane kA srota hai| evaM ahaM AsthitaH / aura isalie maiM apane meM sthita ho gayA hUM kyoMki aba karane ko kucha bacA hI nahIM| saMsAra apane se cala rahA hai| mana kI dhArA apane se baha rahI hai, vahAM kucha karane ko nahIM hai| zAyada koI kahe ki calo, saMsAra apane se baha rahA hai, mana kI dhArA apane se baha rahI, kucha karane ko nahIM, paramAtmA inakA kartA hai - lekina tuma apane ko to khojo!' to usa khoja se phira nayA tanAva paidA hogA, phira naI vAsanA, naI icchA ! phira nayA saMsAra / janaka kahate haiM, vaha bhI aba savAla nahIM hai, khojanA kisako hai? maiM to khojane vAlA hUM to khojanA kisako hai? maiM zuddha - buddha, cinmAtra aisA jAna kara sthita ho gayA huuN| aisA jAnane meM hI sthiti A gaI hai| aisA jAnane ke kAraNa hI saba athiratA calI gaI, thiratA bana gaI hai| aMdheroM palI hai yaha dharatI ki jisameM divasa para bhI chAI huI yAminI hai merA zarIra dharatI nivAsI hai to kyA? merI AtmA to gagana-gAminI hai ! zarIra hogA dharatI para AtmA to gagana - gAminI hai| AtmA to gagana hai, AtmA to AkAza jaisI hai - asIma ! janaka kahate haiM: maiM isa bodha meM hI sthita ho gayA huuN| cAhe sArA jIvana gujare jaharIloM ke saMga koM para to car3ha na sakegA sohabate - bada kA raMga

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jahara sarAyata ho na sakA mahaphUja rahA yaha peDU go caMdana ke girda hamezA lipaTe rahe bhujNg| caMdana ke vRkSa para sarpa lipaTe haiM, to bhI caMdana viSAkta nahIM ho gayA hai| go caMdana ke girda hamezA lipaTe rahe bhujNg| koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| AtmA adRzya hai, zarIra dRzya hai, mana bhI dRzya hai| dRzya adRzya ko chU bhI nahIM sktaa| lipaTe rahe bhujaMga! AtmA inase kaluSita nahIM hotI hai| AtmA kaluSita ho hI nahIM sakatI hai| AtmA kA honA hI zuddha buddhatA hai| lAkha tumane pApa kie hoM, tumhArI bhAMti isameM hai ki tumane kie| aura pApa ke kAraNa tuma pApI nahIM ho gae ho| kitane hI pApa kie hoM, tuma pApI ho nahIM sakate, kyoMki pApI hone kI saMbhAvanA hI nahIM hai| tumhArA aMtastama, tumhArA AMtarika stala sadA zuddha hai| jaise ki darpaNa ke sAmane koI hatyAre ko le Ae, to darpaNa hatyArA nahIM ho jAtA / darpaNa ke sAmane hI hatyA kI jAe, to bhI darpaNa hatyArA nahIM ho jAtA / darpaNa ke sAmane hI khUna gire, to bhI darpaNa para hatyA kA jurma nahIM hai| jo bhI huA hai, zarIra aura mana meM huA hai| ina donoM ke pAra tumhArA honA atIta hai, atikramaNa karatA hai| na vahA koI taraMga kabhI pahuMcI hai na pahuMca sakatI hai 'aisA jAna kara maiM sthita hUM!' hama to jo dRzya hai, usase ulajha gae haiM aura draSTA ko bhUla gae haiN| mullA nasaruddIna eka rAta jUte kharIdane bAjAra gyaa| eka sAhaba jUtA kharIda rahe the, vaha bhI unake pAsa hI baiTha gyaa| aneka jUte lAe ge| ve sAhaba jUtA kharIda kara cale gae dUsare sAhaba Ae, ve bhI jUtA kharIda kara cale gae tIsare aae.......| lekina mullA ne pacAsoM jor3iyAM dekhIM lekina koI jor3I usake paira AI nahIM / dUkAnadAra bhI thaka gayA aura dUkAna baMda hone kA vakta bhI A gyaa| lekina koI jUtA phiTa hI nahIM baiTha rahA thaa| itane meM bijalI calI gii| pUnA hai, jAnate hI Apa, bijalI calI jAtI hai! itane meM bijalI calI gii| aura tabhI mullA bar3e jora se cillAyA : are A gayA, A gayA, phiTa A gayA ! dUkAnadAra bhI bar3A khuza huA ki calo AzA nahIM thI ki yaha AdamI kucha kharIdegA, ki kharIda paaegaa| lekina jaba rozanI vApisa AI to dekhA ki mullA paira eka jUte ke Dabbe meM rakhe baiThA hai| jaba rozanI AegI, taba tuma pAoge ki kahAM tuma paira rakhe baiThe ho! zarIra meM adRzya dRzya ke sAtha baMdhA baiThA hai| mana meM nistaraMga taraMgoM ke sAtha baMdhA baiThA hai| jaba rozanI AegI, taba jAgoge aura jaanoge| rozanI kaise AegI? ye sUtra rozanI ke lie hI haiN| 'adhyAsa Adi ke kAraNa vikSepa hone para samAdhi kA vyavahAra hotA hai| aise niyama ko dekha kara samAdhi-rahita maiM sthita huuN|' isalie maiMne kahA, ye bar3e krAMtikArI sUtra haiN|

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janaka kahate haiM : 'samAdhi - rahita maiM sthita hUM!' yaha kaha rahe haiM ki jaise bImArI hotI hai to auSadhi kI jarUrata hotI hai| citta meM vikSepa hai to dhyAna kI jarUrata hai| aMgrejI meM jo zabda hai dhyAna ke lie, meDITezana, vaha usI dhAtu se AtA hai, jisase aMgrejI kA zabda hai meDIsana / donoM kA matalaba auSadhi hotA hai| meDIsana zarIra ke lie auSadhi hai; aura meDITezana, AtmA ke lie| lekina janaka kahate haiM : AtmA to kabhI rugNa huI nahIM, to vahAM to auSadhi kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| mana taka auSadhi kAma kara sakatI hai| lekina tuma agara samajho ki maiM mana ke sAtha eka hUM to mana ke sAtha ekatA tor3ane ke lie auSadhi kI jarUrata hai| agara tuma jAga kara itanA samajha lo ki maiM mana ke sAtha alaga hUM hI kabhI jur3A hI nahIM - to bAta khatama ho gaI, phira auSadhi kI koI jarUrata na rhii| AtmA ko dhyAna karane ke kAraNa bhI baMdhana zeSa rahatA hai, kyoMki kriyA jArI rahatI hai| tuma kahate ho, hama dhyAna kara rahe hai to kucha karanA jArI hai| dhyAna to avasthA hai na karane kI / tuma kahate ho, hama samAdhistha ho gae to janaka kaheMge ki kyA kabhI aisA bhI thA ki tuma samAdhistha nahIM the? samAdhi to svabhAva hai| to jo samAdhi tuma bAhara se lagA lete ho, kisI taraha Ayojana karake ' juTA lete ho, vaha mana meM hI rahegI, mana ke pAra na jaaegii| to bahuta bAra aisA hotA hai ki mana zAMta hotA hai, havAeM ruka jAtI haiM aura pAnI para lahareM nahIM hotIM - taba tumheM lagatA hai samAdhi ho gaI, bar3A AnaMda A rahA hai! magara phira lahareM AeMgI, phira havA AegI - havA para tumhArA basa kyA hai? phira taraMgeM uTheMgI, phira saba zAMti kho jaaegii| janaka kahate haiM : samAdhi to tabhI hai jaba samAdhi ke bhI tuma pAra cale jaao| phira tumheM koI bhI cIja astavyasta na kara pAegI / samAdhyAsAdivikSiptau vyavahAraH smaadhye| -samAdhi to vyavahAra hai| agara mana vikSipta hai to samAdhi kI jarUrata hai| evaM vilokya niyamevamevAhamAsthita - isa niyama ko jAna kara maiM to apane meM sthita ho gayA, samAdhi ke pAra sthita ho gyaa| ye sUtra jJAna ke carama sUtra haiM, inameM kriyA kI koI bhI jagaha nahIM hai| inameM yoga kA koI bhI upAya nhiiN| kucha karanA nahIM hai - yaha sUtra hai AdhArabhUtA sirpha, jo tuma ho, use jAga kara dekha lenA hai; kucha karanA nahIM hai| 'adhyAsa Adi ke kAraNa vikSepa hone para samAdhi kA vyavahAra hotA hai| aise niyama ko dekha kara samAdhi-rahita maiM sthita ho gayA hUM!' samAdhi-rahita ! 'he prabhu, heya aura upAdeya ke viyoga se, vaise hI harSa aura viSAda ke abhAva se, aba maiM jaisA

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hUM vaisA hI sthita ho' ye zabda sunnaa| ye zabda gunnaa| ye zabda khUba bhItara tumhAre par3a jAeM bIja kI tarahA 'aba maiM jaisA hUM vaisA hI sthita hUM' merI bhI sArI zikSA yahI hai ki tuma jaise ho vaise hI paramAtmA ko svIkAra ho| tuma nAhaka daur3a-dhUpa mata kro| tuma yaha mata kaho ki pahale hama puNyAtmA aura mahAtmA baneMge taba phira paramAtmA hameM svIkAra kregaa| tuma jaise ho vaise hI Thahara jAo! tuma svIkRta ho| tumhArA mana ApAdhApI kA AdI ho gayA hai| pahale dhana ke pIche daur3atA hai; phira dhana se Uba gae to dhyAna ke pIche daur3atA hai-lekina daur3atA hai jruur| aura jaba taka tuma daur3ate, taba taka tuma upalabdha na ho skoge| Asthita ho jAo! ruka jAo! _aisA kaho: isa saMsAra meM binA daur3e kucha bhI nahIM miltaa| yahAM to daur3oge to kucha milegaa| to saMsAra kA yaha sUtra huA ki yahAM daur3ane se milatA hai| aura paramAtmA ke jagata meM agara daur3e to kho doge| vahAM na daur3ane se milatA hai| to svAbhAvika, jagata aura paramAtmA kA gaNita bilaku_la bhinna-bhinna hai| yahAM na daur3e to gavAoge, yahAM to daur3e to hI kmaaoge| vahAM agara daur3e to gNvaayaa| vahAM to agara Thahara gae, baiTha gae, ruka gae, Asthita:, taTastha, kUTastha ho gae-mila gayA! daur3ane ke kAraNa hI kho rahe ho| daur3ane ke kAraNa hI, daur3ane ke jvara ke kAraNa hI tumheM usakA patA nahIM cala pAtA jo tumhAre bhItara hai| heyopAdeyavirahAdeva hrssvissaadyoH| abhAvAdadya he brhmaannevmevaahmaasthitH| he brahman! janaka apane guru ko kahate haiM: he brahman! he bhagavAna! heyopAdeyavirahAt..................:| aba to kyA ThIka, kyA galata-donoM hI gae! kyA karanA, kyA na karanA-donoM hI gae, kyoMki kartA gyaa| kyA zubha, kyA azubha-aisI ciMtA aba na rahI, kyoMki karane ko hI aba kucha nahIM rhaa| maiM to akartA hUM! harSaviSAdyo abhAvat.. ..............:I -aura aisA hone ke kAraNa harSa aura viSAda kA abhAva ho gayA hai| he brahman adya ahaM evaM eva aasthitH| -isalie aba to maiM jaisA hUM, vaisA kA vaisA hI sthita ho gayA huuN| maiM kucha nayA nahIM ho gyaa| maiM kucha mahAtmA nahIM ho gyaa| maiMne kucha pA nahIM liyaa| aba to maiM jaisA hUM vaisA hI sthita ho gayA ho aura svabhAva kA artha itanA hI hotA hai ki jaise ho, vaise hI sthita ho jaao| yaha apUrva upadeza hai| isase adhika UMcAI kabhI kisI upadeza ne nahIM lii| yaha AkhirI dezanA hai| isase zreSTha koI dezanA ho nahIM sakatI, kyoMki yaha parama svIkAra kI bAta hai| tuma jaise ho vaise

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hI, isI kSaNa! ise thor3A jAga kara anubhava kro| isI kSaNa! agara tuma zAMta ho, mujhe sunate samaya, agara tuma apane meM sthita baiThe ho, koI bhAga-dauDa nahIM, koI halana calana nahI to kyA pAne ko hai? kyA isI kSaNa tamheM svAda nahIM milatA isa bAta kA ki pAne ko kyA hai? pA liyA, pAe hI hue haiN| jaba buddha ko zAna huA kisI ne pUchA ki kyA milA? to buddha ne kahA, milA kucha bhI nahIM jo pAyA hI huA thA, usakA patA claa| apane hI ghara meM saMpadA thI; na mAlUma kahA-kahA khojate-phirate the! yaha diyoM kI bar3I mIThI kathA hai ki eka yahUdI dharmaguru ne sapanA dekhA ki rAjadhAnI meM pula ke bAeM kinAre, rAjamahala ke sAmane bar3A dhana gar3A hai| eka dina dekhA, to usane socA sapane to sapane haiM, lekina dUsare dina phira dekhaa| aura itanA spaSTa dekhA, barAbara jagaha bhI dikhAI par3I ki eka pulisa vAlA vahAM khar3e ho kara paharA detA hai pula ke uupr| ThIka usake nIce, jahAM pulisa vAlA khar3A hai| magara dUsare dina thor3A mana meM gudagudI to AI ki dhana ukhAr3a le jA kara, lekina socA ki sapanoM se kahIM aise dhana mile! phira lekina tIsare dina sapanA AyA aura AvAja AI, ki kyA par3A-par3A kara rahA hai! jA khoja le, aba yaha maukA phira na milegA! pIr3hI-dara-pIr3hI ke lie terI roga-dInatA saba dUra ho jaaegii| to becArA yaha dI gayA pahuMcA cala kara kaI dinoM ke bAda rAjadhAnI bharosA to nahIM AtA thA, kaI daphe saMdeha hone lagatA thA mana meM ki sapane ke pIche jA rahA hUM mUrakha hUM kahAM kA pula, kahAM kA rAjamahala-ho yA na ho! para aba AdhA A gayA, to calo dekha hI aaeN| aura rAjadhAnI bhI nahIM dekhI, to rAjadhAnI bhI dekha leNge| jA kara to cakita ho gayA, pula hai vahI pula! mahala hai sAmane- vahI mahala jo sapane meM dekhA, rattI-rattI vahI hai aura pulisa vAlA khar3A hai aura zakla bhI phcaanii|| vaha tIna dina jo sapane meM dekhA, vahI AdamI khar3A hai| bar3A hairAna, lekina aba khode kaise! vahA paharA lagA rahatA hai caubIsa ghNttaa| magara vaha ghUmane lagA vahIM vhiiN| pula ke AsapAsa cakkara lagAe, idhara jAe, udhara jaae| pulisa vAlA bhI dekha kara socane lagA ki mAmalA kyA hai! vaha usake lie khar3A kiyA gayA hai pulisa vAlA ki koI pula para se kUda-kAda kara mara na jaae| AtmahatyA karane vAloM ke lie jagaha thI vh| kucha AtmahatyA to nahIM karanI hai? bAta kyA hai? lekina AdamI sIdhA-sAdA, bholA-bhAlA mAlUma par3atA hai| do -cAra dina to usane dekhA, phira nahIM rahA gyaa| usane kahA ki suna bhAI, tU kyoM yahAM bhaTakatA hai? kisI kI pratIkSA hai? kucha khoja rahA, kucha gaMvA baiThA, koI dukha, koI pIr3A-kyA mAmalA hai? to usane kahA, aba Apa se kyA chipaanaa| eka bar3I hairAnI kI bAta hai:'sapanA dekhA, tIna dina taka dekhaa| yahI jagaha, jahAM Apa khar3e haiM, isake nIce dhana gar3A hai|' vaha pulisa vAlA to jora se haMsane lgaa| usane kahA, hada ho gaI, sapanA to maiMne bhI dekhA hai ki phalAM -phalAM gAMva meM aura vaha usI ke gAMva kA nAma

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liyA jahAM se yahUdI AyA hai-phalA-phalA yahUdI ke ghara meM vaha to isI kA nAma hai, yahUdI kA usakI khATa ke nIce jahAM vaha roja rAta sotA hai, sapane dekhatA hai, dhana gar3A hai| aba hama koI aise pAgala haiM ki sapanoM meM ulajha jAeM! aura kahAM khojeM? usa gAMva meM isa nAma ke pacAsoM yahUdI hoMge AdhA gAMva isa nAma kA hogaa| koI ke ghara meM ghusa kara khodeMge kaise? tU bhI khUba pAgala hai, mUrakha! lekina yaha suna kara yahUdI to bolA : namaskAra, dhanyavAda! vaha bhaag|| jA kara khATa ke nIce khodA, dhana vahAM thaa| jise hama khojate phira rahe haiM kahIM aura, vaha hamAre bhItara hai| hama use lekara hI Ae haiN| vaha hamArA svabhAva hai| tuma jaise ho, vaise hI, isI kSaNa, eka kSaNa binA gaMvAe, nirvANa ko upalabdha ho sakate ho! kucha karane kI bAta hotI to samaya lagatA, to ceSTA karanI pdd'tii| mahAtmA bananA ho to samaya lagegA, paramAtmA bananA ho to samaya lagane kI jarA bhI jarUrata nhiiN| ise mujhe phira se doharAne do : mahAtmA bananA ho to bahuta samaya lagegA janma-janma lageMge; kyoMki mahAtmA kA artha hai : burAI ko kATanA hai, bhalAI ko samhAlanA hai, acchA karanA hai, burA chor3anA hai| yaha chor3anA vaha pakar3anA, bar3A samaya lgegaa| aura phira bhI tuma mahAtmA ho pAoge, isameM saMdeha hai| kyoMki koI mahAtmA ho hI nahIM sakatA jaba taka use bhItara kA paramAtmA na dikhAI par3a jaae| taba taka saba thothA hai, dhokhA hai, Upara-Upara hai, AvaraNa hai| asalI krAMti mahAtmA hone kI nahIM hai| asalI krAMti to isa udaghoSaNA kI hai ki maiM paramAtmA hUM! ahaM brahmAsmi! aura yaha isa kSaNa ho sakatA hai| agara na ho, to kevala itanA hI hai ki tuma samajha nahIM pAe sthiti ko| deha tuma nahIM ho, mana tuma nahIM ho itanI bAta tumhAre smaraNa meM gaharI ho jAe tuma draSTA ho! 'aba maiM jaisA hUM vaisA hI sthita ho' adya ahaM evaM eka aasthitH| ise khUba gunagunAnA| isa bAta ko jitanA pI jAo, utanA zubha hai| kabhI-kabhI baiThe-baiThe zAMta isa bAta kA smaraNa karanA ki maiM jaisA hUM vaisA hI apane meM sthita prabhu meM sthita huuN| kabhI aMdherI rAta meM uTha kara bistara para baiTha jAnA aura isI eka bAta kA gahana smaraNa karanA ki maiM jaisA hUM vaisA hI:! aura maiM tumase kahatA hUM: abhI aura yahIM tuma jaise ho aise hI:! basa pharka itanA hI hai ki kartA se cetanA haTa jAe aura sAkSI ho jaae| jarA-sA pharka hai; jaise koI geyara badalatA kAra meM, basa aisA geyara badalanA-kartA se saakssii| isa geyara badalane ke lie kaI bAteM sahayogI ho sakatI haiM, lekina isa geyara badalane ko koI bhI bAta jarUrI nhiiN| dhyAna sahayogI ho sakatA hai, lekina dhyAnI mata bana jaanaa| saMnyAsa sahayogI ho sakatA hai, lekina saMnyAsa kI akar3a mata le lenA-saMnyAsI mata bana jAnA, nahIM to cUka gae! pUjA prArthanA sahayogI ho sakatI hai, lekina pujArI mata bana jaanaa| ye saba cIjeM sahayogI ho sakatI haiM

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kAraNa nahIM / kAraNa kI to jarUrata hI nahIM hai| paramAtmA to tuma ho hI, anyathA hone kA upAya nahIM hai| lekina jaba maiM yaha kaha rahA hUM taba bhI tuma sunoge yaha saMdigdha hai; kyoMki suna lo to tuma abhI ho jaao| tuma sunanA nahIM caahte| tumheM kartA hone meM abhI rasa hai / tuma kahate ho, kartA nahIM......... to maiM hI kartA- bhartA hUM apane parivAra kA tuma patnI ke sAmane kaise akar3a kara khar3e ho jAte ho ki pati svAmI, chra caraNa! aura vaha kahatI hai, maiM tumhArI dAsI! aura tuma beTe se kahate ho ki dekha, maiM tujhe pAla kara bar3A kara rahA hUM bhUla mata jAnA! aura jaba tuma dhana kamA lete ho, to tuma cAhate ho hara koI kahe ki hI, ho sAhasI, ho saMgharSazIla! aura jaba tuma cunAva jIta jAo aura kisI pada para pahuMca jAo to tuma yaha kahane meM majA na pAoge ki maiM sAkSI hUM phira majA kyA rahA? harAyA, jIte kisI ko girAyA - isameM saba rasa hai / maiM sunA, mullA nasaruddIna kucha varSoM laMdana meM rahatA thaa| dillI meM rahane vAle usake choTe bhAI eka dina usase phona para bAtacIta kii| hAla-cAla pUchane ke bAda choTe bhAI ne kahA bhaiyA, mAM kaha rahI haiM ki pAMca sau rupaye bheja do| mullA ne kahA: kyA kahA? kucha sunAI nahIM de rahA / aba taka saba sunAI de rahA thaa| acAnaka bolA : kucha sunAI nahIM de rhaa| choTe ne phira bhI cillA kara kahA, mAM kaha rahI haiM pAMca sau rupae bheja do| mullA ne phira bhI vahI uttara diyaa| choTe ne aura bhI cillA kara kahA, para bar3e ne mullA ne, phira bhI vahI javAba diyaa| itane meM ApareTara, jo donoM kI bAteM suna rahA thA, bolA are bhAI, Apako sunAI kaise nahIM de rahA? ApakI mAM kaha rahI haiM ki pAMca sau rupae bheja do ! mullA ne kahA: tujhe agara sunAI de rahA hai to tU hI kyoM nahIM bheja detA? sunAI to sabhI ko de rahA hai, lekina vaha pAMca sau rupae bhejanA ! maiMne sunA hai, eka gAMva meM eka dhanapati thA - baDA kaMjUsa ! bAmuzkila dAna detA thaa| aura bAdabAda meM vaha baharA bhI ho gyaa| logoM ko to zaka thA ki vaha baharA isIlie ho gayA ki loga dAna mAMgane AeM to vaha kAna para hAtha rakha le, vaha kahe ki kucha sunAI hI nahIM de rahA / para eka AdamI aayaa| vaha bhI khUba cillA-cillA kara kaha rahA thaa| usane kahA ki bhaI bAeM tarapha se kaha, mujhe dAeM kAna meM to kucha sunAI par3atA nahIM| usane bAeM kAna meM kahA, bar3I himmata karake kahA ki sau rupae de to vaha lAkha sakatA thA; lekina kaMjUsa hai, kRpaNa hai| sau rupae suna kara usane kahA ki nahIM bhaI, bAeM kAna meM ThIka sunAI nahIM par3a rahA, tU dAeM meM kh| dAeM taka Ate hue usane socA ki aba isako sunAI hI nahIM par3a rahA na sau sunAI par3a rahe haiM, to kyoM na badala lUM usane kahA, do sau rupe| usane kahA, phira bAeM vAlI bAta hI ThIka hai| phira jo bAeM se sunAI par3A, vaha hI ThIka hai| sunAI to saba par3a rahA hai, bahare bane baiThe ho ! kyoMki suno to jIvana meM eka krAMti ghttegii| aura

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tuma isa bAta ke lie bhI rAjI ho| agara koI tumase kahe ki ThIka, kucha karanA hai to tuma kahate ho, karane ko hama rAjI haiM, kyoMki karane meM tatkSaNa to krAMti hone vAlI nhiiN| kareMge, abhI koI jaldI to hai nhiiN| Aja to hone vAlA nahIM hai, kala kareMge, parasoM kreNge| lekina janaka kI bAta sunane kI himmata nahIM hai| kyoMki janaka kahate haiM: abhI ho sakatA hai| tumheM bacane kA jarA bhI to avasara nahIM dete| tumheM bhAgane kA jarA bhI to upAya nahIM dete| tuma sthagita kara sako, itanI beImAnI kI guMjAiza nahIM chodd'te| isalie aSTAvakra kI gItA prabhAvI nahIM ho skii| mujhase loga pUchate haiM ki itanA mahAgraMtha....... kRSNa kI gItA to itanI prabhAvI huI aSTAvakra kI gItA prabhAvI kyoM na ho sakI? kAraNa sApha hai| kAraNa yaha hai ki aSTAvakra kahate haiM: abhI ho sakatA hai| aura itanA dAva lagAne kI himmata bar3I biralI himmata, kabhI hotI hai kisI meM! isalie aisI bAta ko loga sunate hI nahIM, par3hate hI nhiiN| loga to aisI bAta par3hate-sunate haiM jisameM unako suvidhA rhe| 'Azrama hai, anAzrama hai, dhyAna hai, aura citta kA svIkAra aura varjana hai| una sabase utpanna hue apane vikalpa ko dekha kara maiM ina tInoM se mukta huA sthita huuN|' 'Azrama hai..................:|' hiMdU cAra Azrama meM bAMTate jIvana ko, vargoM meM baaNttte| cAra varNa, cAra aashrm| lekina janaka kahate haiM : Azrama hai, anAzrama hai-vaha bhI jAla hai, vaha bhI upadrava hai| saba vibhAjana upadrava haiN| avibhAjya kI khoja karanI hai to vibhAjana se kAma na aaegaa| na brAhmaNa brAhmaNa hai, na zUdra zUdra hai-ve saba cAlabAjiyA haiN| ve rAjanItijJoM kI zoSaNa kI vyavasthAeM haiN| aura maiM baMTane ko rAjI nahIM hUM kyoMki caitanya na to zUdra hai aura na brAhmaNa hai| caitanya to basa caitanya hai| vaha sAkSI to sirpha sAkSI hai| isalie kabhI-kabhI aisA hotA hai, bar3e-bar3e jJAnI bhI kSudra bAto meM par3e raha jAte haiN| kahate haiM, zaMkarAcArya kAzI meM snAna karake lauTate the ki eka zUdra ne unako chU liyA to ve cillAe ki haTa zUdra! lekina zUdra bhI phakIra saMta thaa| usane kahA ki maiMne sunA ki Apa advaita kA pracAra karate haiM aura Apa kahate haiM, eka hI hai! aura isa eka hI meM ye zUdra aura brAhmaNa kahAM se A gae? aura maiM yaha pUchanA cAhatA hUM mahAnubhAva, ki jaba maiMne Apako chuA to Apake zarIra ko chuA ki ApakI AtmA ko chuA? agara zarIra ko chuA hai, to zarIra to sabhI ke zUdra haiM, sabhI gaMde haiM; aura zarIra se zarIra ko chuA to Apa kyoM parezAna ho rahe haiM? aura agara maiMne ApakI AtmA ko chU liyA, to AtmA to na zUdra hai na brAhmaNa hai| aisA Apa hI upadeza karate haiN| kahate haiM, zaMkarAcArya, jo bar3e-bar3e paMDito ko harA cuke the, bar3e diggajoM ko harA cuke the, isa phakIra ke sAmane jhuka gae aura nata ho ge| unhoMne kahA : kSamA karanA, aisA bodha mujhe kabhI kisI ne diyA nhiiN| phira bahuta zaMkarAcArya ne koziza kI ki khojeM yaha kauna AdamI thA! subaha ke aMdhere meM yaha bAta ho gaI thI, brahmamuhUrta meM patA nahIM cala sakA, kauna AdamI thA! lekina jo bhI rahA ho, usakA anubhava bar3A gaharA thaa|

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'Azrama hai, anAzrama hai............. isa jAla meM par3ane ke lie janaka kahate haiM, maiM taiyAra nahIM, isalie apane meM sthita ho gayA huuN|' dhyAna hai aura citta kA svIkAra aura varjana hai......: / ' yaha pakar3o, yaha chor3o! maiM donoM chor3a kara apane meM sthita ho gayA huuN| kaNa-kaNa karake duniyA jor3I kitanI bhukkhar3a cAha nigor3I saba ke prati mana meM kamajorI kisase nAtA toDUM re! aMgaDa-khaMgaDa moha sabhI se kyA bAMdhU? kyA choDUM re! kyA lAdUM kyA choDUM re! jhopar3iyAM kucha pITha lie haiM kucha mahaloM ko pITha die haiM bhogI tyAgI, tyAgI bhogI do meM kisase hoDU re! aMgaDa-khaMgaDa moha sabhI se, kyA bIjU kyA choDUM re! kyA lAdUM kyA choDUM re! tinakA sAtha nahIM calatA hai bojhA phira bhI sira khalatA hai tana kI AMkheM mor3I, kaise mana kI AMkheM moDUM re! aMgaDa-khaMgaDa moha sabhI se, kyA bAMdhU kyA choDUM re! kyA lAdUM kyA choDUM re! apanA kaha kara hAtha lagAU, kaisA rakhavArA kahalAUM! jisakA sArA mAla-mattA hai

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usase nAtA joDU re ! aMgaDa - khaMgaDa moha sabhI se kyA bAMdhU kyA choDUM re! kyA lAdUM kyA choDUM re! loga haiM, jo isI citanA meM jIvana bitAte haiM : kyA chor3e? kyA pakar3e? kucha janaka kahate haiM : na pakar3o, na chodd'o| kyoMki donoM meM hI pakar3a hai| jaba tuma kucha chor3ate ho, taba bhI tuma kucha pakar3ane ke lie hI chor3ate ho| koI kahatA hai, dhana chor3eMge, to svarga milegaa| yaha to chor3anA eka tarapha hai, pakar3anA dUsarI tarapha ho gyaa| yaha to lobha kA hI phailAva huaa| yaha to gaNita purAnA hI rahA; isameM kucha navIna nahIM hai| kyA chor3e, kyA pakar3e! janaka kahate haiM: na chor3o, na pakar3o - jAgo ! acunAva! kRSNamUrti jise kahate haiM : ccAyasalesa aveyaranesa! nirvikalpa bodha ! na yaha pakar3atA hUM, na yaha chor3atA huuN| chor3atA - pakar3atA hI nahIM / 'citta kA svIkAra aura varjana hai / ' donoM vyartha! 'una sabase utpanna hue apane vikalpa ko dekha kara maiM ina sabase mukta huA apane meM sthita huuN|' chor3ane - pakar3ane meM bar3I cAlabAjI hai| sunA hai maiMne, mullA nasaruddIna eka zarAba ke aDDe para roja zarAba pIne jAtA thA, aura do gilAsa ArDara detaa| zarAba Ane para vaha donoM hAthoM meM gilAsa le kara cIyarsa karatA aura eka ke bAda dUsare gilAsa se ghUMTa bhara-bhara kara piitaa| eka dina baire ne eka rAja pUchA ki mAmalA kyA hai? Apa sadA do hI gilAsa kyoM bulavAte haiM? to usane batAyA: eka gilAsa merA hai aura eka mere dosta kaa| dosta kI yAda meM pItA hUM eka gilAsa aura eka gilAsa khuda pItA huuN| lekina eka dina jaba usane eka hI gilAsa kA ArDara diyA, to baire ne phira pUchA ki nasaruddIna, mAmalA kyA hai? Aja Apa eka hI gilAsa le kara pI rahe haiM? dosta kI yAdadAzta bhUla gaI ? nasaruddIna ne kahA : kabhI nahIM, dosta ko kaise bhUla sakatA hUM maiMne zarAba pInA chor3a dI hai, yaha to dosta kI hI yAda meM pI rahA huuN| chor3o, pakar3o-bahuta pharka par3atA nahIM, tuma AdamI vahI ke vahI rahate ho! aba khuda zarAba pInI chor3a dI to dosta kI yAda meM pI rahe haiM! AdamI bahuta cAlabAja hai| aura gaharI se gaharI cAlabAjI yaha hai ki tuma kahate ho : dhana chor3a deM, isase parama dhana milegA ? tuma kahate ho : pada chor3a deM, isase parama pada milegA ? tuma kahate ho : saba chor3a deM isa saMsAra kA, lekina mokSa milegA ? svarga milegA ? dekho, milane kI bAta to kAyama hI hai| tuma saudA kara rahe ho, chor3a kucha bhI nahIM rahe ho / yaha koI chor3anA huA? agara yaha chor3anA hai, to tuma philma dekhane jAte ho, dasa rupae kI TikaTa kharIdate

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ho, to tumane dasa rupae kA tyAga kara diyA; lekina tuma usako tyAga nahIM kahate, kyoMki tuma kahate ho : 'dasa rupae kA chor3A, chor3A kyA? philma dekhI ! ' tumane saMsAra chor3A aura svarga dekhane kI kAmanA rakhI to tuma kucha bhinna bAta nahIM kara rahe saudA hai yaha, yaha tyAga nahIM hai| tyAga to tabhI saMbhava hai, jaba tuma chor3ane - pakar3ane donoM ko chor3a kara apane meM sthita ho ge| tumane kahA: maiM to basa 'maiM hUM na kucha pakaDUgA na kucha choDUMgA; jo hogA, hone dUMgA; maiM jaisA hUM, prasanna, maiM jaisA hUM pramudita maiM jaisA hUM taTastha kuuttsth| 'jaise karma kA anuSThAna ajJAna se hai, vaise hI karma kA tyAga bhI ajJAna se hai / ' suno isa sUtra ko ! ' jaise karma kA anuSThAna ajJAna se hai, vaise hI tyAga kA anuSThAna bhI ajJAna se hai| isa tatva ko bhalIbhAMti jAna kara maiM karma-akarma se mukta huA apane meM sthita hUM' na kucha karatA na kucha chor3atA / paramAtmA jo kara rahA hai, kre| maiM to sirpha draSTA hUM dekhatA yathA karmAnuSThAnaM ajJAnAt.. - jaise ajJAna se khayAla hotA hai bure karane kA tathA uparamaH / - aise hI tyAga karane kA bhAva bhI ajJAna se hI uThatA hai| karane kA bhAva hI ajJAna se uThatA hai| kartA kA bhAva hI ajJAna se uThatA hai| .I idaM samyak buddhavA.. - aisA samyaka rUpa se jAga kara maiMne dekhA / idaM samyak buddhavA.. ......| - aisA maiM jAgA aura maiMne dekhA / ahaM evaM AsthitaH / - isalie usI kSaNa se apane meM sthita ho gayA huuN| aba na mujhe kucha karaNIya hai, na kucha akaraNIya hai; na kucha kartavya hai, na kucha akartavya hai| agara aisA na huA, to tumhArI jo bhrAMti bhoga meM thI, pakar3a meM thI, saMsAra meM thI, usI bhAMti kA nae-nae rUpoM meM, nae-nae DhaMga meM tuma phira-phira AviSkAra karate rhoge| mullA nasaruddIna AdamI to jhakkI hai| koI na koI bImArI lekara aspatAla pahuMca jAtA hai| aspatAla ke DaoNkTara bhI usase parezAna haiN| eka bAra usakI chAtI meM darda huA jAMca ke lie aspatAla gyaa| DaoNkTaroM ne bhalI prakAra khojabIna kI, phira bhI mullA ko tasallI na huI vizeSajJa ne unheM ArAma karane ke lie kahA to vaha cillAyA: pahale merA eksa-re liyA jaae| eksa-re kI riporTa bhI bilakula ThIka thii| khUna vagairaha kI jAMca bhI usane krvaaii| sabhI prakAra kI jAMca ho jAne para bhI mullA zAMta

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na huaa| DaoNkTara ne kahA aba kyA vicAra hai? aba aura kyA kareM? usane kahA: aba merA posTa mArTama kiyA jaae| suna rakhA thA ki posTa mArTama bhI hotA hai| to socA ki eka jAMca bAkI raha gii| AdamI kI mUr3hatA agara hai to saba tarapha se pragaTa hogI, jagaha-jagaha se pragaTa hogii| agara bodha hai to saMsAra meM bhI pragaTa hogA, aura agara ajJAna hai to tyAga meM bhI pragaTa hogaa| isalie tuma chor3a-chAr3a kara bhAgane kI bAta mata socnaa| jahAM ho, jaise ho, usI sthiti meM kartA - bhAva ko visarjita karo! kartA bhAva ko samApta ho jAne do| dhIre- dhIre akartA - bhAva se karate raho jo kara rahe the| kala bhI kiyA thA, Aja bhI karo vahI / basa itanA sA pharka pIche se khisakA lo ki karane vAle tuma na raha jaao| kala bhI dUkAna gae the, Aja bhI jAnA hai| kala bhI grAhaka ko becA thA, Aja bhI becanA hai| basa, itanA pharka kara lenA hai ki kartA - bhAva sarakA lenA hai| kala mAlika kI taraha dUkAna para gae the, Aja aise jAnA ki mAlika paramAtmA hai, tuma to kevala naukr-caakr| aura tuma acAnaka pharka pAoge - ciMtA gaI, jhaMjhaTa gaI! grAhaka le le to ThIka, na le le to tthiik| mAlakiyata kyA gaI ki sArA pAgalapana gayA / itanA hI ho jAe, to tuma dhIre - dhIre pAoge -jahAM the vahIM, jaise the vahIM, dhIre - dhIre paramAtmA tumhAre bhItara jAga gayA, utara gaI rozanI, avataraNa huA 'aciMtya kA ciMtana karatA huA bhI yaha puruSa ciMtA ko hI bhajatA hai| isalie usa bhAvanA ko tyAga kara maiM bhAvanA mukta huA sthita hUMM ' kahate haiM, bar3I adabhuta ghaTanAeM duniyA meM ghaTatI haiN| aciMtya kA bhI loga ciMtana karate haiN| pUcho mahAtmAoM se kaheMge, paramAtmA aciMtya hai - aura phira samajhAeMge ki paramAtmA kI yAda karo, smaraNa kro| - aciMtya kA ciMtana ! kyA kahate ho ? aciMtya kA to artha hI yaha huA ki ciMtana nahIM ho sakatA aciMtya kA to koI ciMtana nahIM ho sktaa| hI, saba ciMtana tumase chUTa jAeM, tuma ciMtana para pakar3a na rakho, to aciMtya tumheM upalabdha ho jAe / to paramAtmA kI koI citanA thor3e hI karanI hotI hai; nahIM to naI ciMtA savAra huii| aise hI ciMtAeM kyA kucha kama haiM tuma para? aise hI bojha se dabe jAte ho| UMTa tumhArA vaise hI to girA jAtA hai; aba isa para aura paramAtmA ko biThAne kI koziza kara rahe ho! AkhirI tinakA sAbita hogA, burI taraha giroge|' adhArmika AdamI ciMtita hotA hai, dhArmika AdamI aura burI taraha ciMtita ho jAtA hai| adhArmika AdamI ko saMsAra kI hI ciMtA hai, dhArmika ko paraloka kI bhI ciMtA lagI hai| yahAM bhI dhana kamAnA, vahA bhI dhana kmaanaa| yahAM bhI kucha karake dikhAnA hai, vahA bhI puNya kA arjana kara lenA hai| tuma to yahIM baiMka-baileMsa rakhate ho, vaha vahA bhI rakhatA hai| vaha vahA ke lie bhI huMDiyA likhavAtA hai| usaka ciMtA aura bhI bhArI ho jAtI hai|

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aciMtyaM cityamAno'pi citArUpa bhajatyasau / hada ho gaI - janaka kahate haiM-loga aciMtya kA ciMtana kara rahe haiM! to, maiMne to saba ciMtana ke sAtha hAtha haTA lie| aba to maiM khAlI ho gayA huuN| aba to maiM bhagavAna kA bhI ciMtana nahIM karatA, kyoMki bhagavAna kA ciMtana ho kaise sakatA hai?

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tyaklA tadbhAvana tasmAdevamevAhamAsthitaH! -aura saba chor3a kara apane meM baiTha gayA huuN| 'jisane sAdhanoM se kriyA-rahita svarUpa arjita kiyA hai, vaha puruSa kRtakRtya hai| aura jo aisA hI, arthAta svabhAva se svabhAva vAlA hai, vaha to kRtakRtya hai hI, isameM kahanA hI kyA!' isa sUtra kA artha hai : jisane sAdhanoM se kriyA-rahita svarUpa arjita kiyA hai, jisane tapa se, japa se, dhyAna se, manana-ciMtana se, nididhyAsana se svabhAva ko pAyA-vaha puruSa to kRtakRtya hai hii| ThIka hai| lekina jisane aisA kucha bhI nahIM kiyA, aura jo aisA hI binA kucha kie, svabhAva vAlA hUM, aisA jAna kara zAMta ho gayA hai, usakI to bAta hI kyA kahanI! usakI kRtakRtyatA to avaktavya hai| to jisane kucha koziza karake paramAtmA ko pA liyA, vaha koI camatkAra nahIM hai| jisane binA kucha kie, baiThe-baiThe, binA hile-ile, sirpha bodha-mAtra se paramAtmA ko upalabdha kara liyA, usakI kRtakRtyatA to kahI nahIM jA sakatI; use to zabdoM meM bAMdhane kA koI upAya nahIM hai| evameva kRtaM yena sa kRtArtho bhvedsau| -hI, jisane sAdhana se pAyA, ThIka hai, dhanyabhAgI! evameva svabhAvo yaH sa kRtArtho bhvedsau| -lekina kaise kareM usakA guNa-varNana, kaise kareM usakI prazaMsA, jisane binA kucha kie pA liyA! janaka kahate haiM : maiMne to binA kucha kie pA liyaa| na kahIM gayA, na kahIM AyA; apanI hI jagaha baiTha kara pA liyA hai| ina sUtroM para khUba manana karanA bAra-bAra; jaise koI jugAlI karatA hai! phira-phira, kyoMki inameM bahuta rasa hai| jitanA tuma cabAoge, utanA hI amRta jhregaa| ye kucha sUtra aise nahIM haiM ki jaise upanyAsa, eka daphe par3ha liyA, samajha gae, bAta khatama ho gaI, phira kacare meM pheNkaa| yaha koI eka bAra par3ha lenI vAlI bAta nahIM hai-yaha to satata pATha kI bAta hai| yaha to kisI zubhamuhUrta meM, kisI zAMta kSaNa meM, kisI AnaMda kI aho -dazA meM, tuma inakA artha pakar3a paaoge| yaha to roja-roja, ghar3I bhara baiTha kara, ina parama sUtroM ko phira se par3ha lene kI jarUrata hai| pATha kA yahI artha hai| par3hanA aura pATha karane meM yahI pharka hai| par3hane kA matalaba eka daphe par3ha liyA, bAta khatama ho gii| pazcima meM pATha jaisI koI cIja nahIM hai| jaba ve sunate haiM pATha, to unako samajha meM nahIM AtA ki pATha kyA karanA! unako bharosA nahIM AtA ki eka hI zAstra ko roja-roja loga jIvana bhara par3hate haiN| yaha bAta kyA huI? jaba eka daphA par3ha liyA, par3ha liyaa| pazcima meM to kitAba hI pepara-baika chApate haiM aba ve| eka daphe par3ha liyA aura pheMka dI, kyoMki usako rakhane kI kyA jarUrata! sastI se sastI chApa lI, loga par3ha lete haiM aura Trena meM chor3a jAte haiN| par3ha lI aura basa meM choDa dii| aba usako kareMge kyA? lekina ye kitAbeM, kitAbeM nahIM hai ye jIvana ke zAstra haiN| zAstra aura kitAba kA yahI pharka hai| kitAba eka daphA par3ha lene se vyartha ho jAtI hai| zAstra aneka bAra par3hane se bhI vyartha nahIM hotaa|

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zAstra to taba taka vyartha nahIM hotA, jaba taka tuma zAstra na bana jaao| taba taka use par3hate hI jAnA; taba taka use phira-phira pddh'naa| kauna jAne kisa muhUrta meM...............! tumhArA mana sadA eka-sI avasthA meM nahIM hotaa| kabhI tuma udAsa ho, taba zAyada ye vacana samajha meM A jaaeN| yA ho sakatA hai, kabhI tuma bar3e praphullita ho, taba ye samajha meM A jaaeN| tuma kabhI bar3e taraMgita ho, bar3e saMgIta se bhare ho, madamastI hai-taba samajha meM A jAeM! yA ho sakatA hai, kabhI tuma bilakula zAMta baiThe ho, koI halana-calana nahIM, bar3e sthira ho-taba samajha meM A jAeM! koI kaha nahIM sakatA, bhaviSyavANI ho nahIM sktii| lekina eka bAta taya hai ki ina sUtroM se jIvana kA davAra khula sakatA hai| tuma paMkha phailA sakate ho| jA sakate ho usa anaMta ke mArga para, usa parama nIr3a ko khoja sakate ho-jise binA khoje koI kabhI tRpta nahIM huA hai! ur3a jA isa bastI se paMchI ur3a jA bhole pNchii| ghara-ghara hai dukhoM kA DerA sUnA hai yaha raina baserA chAyA hai ghanaghora aMdherA dUra abhI hai sukha kA saverA ur3a jA isa bastI se paMchI ur3a jA bhole paMchI! isa bastI ke rahane vAle phurakata kA gama sahane vAle dukha-sAgara meM bahane vAle rAma-kahAnI kahane vAle ur3a jA isa bastI se paMchI ur3a jA bhole paMchI! jIvana gujarA rote - dhote, AheM bharate, jagate -sote, hAla huA hai hote-hote phUTa rahe haiM khUna ke sote ur3a jA isa bastI se paMchI ur3a jA bhole pNchii|

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ye sUtra paMkha bana sakate haiN| ina sUtroM ke sahAre tuma ur3a sakate hoM-anaMta kI dUrI pAra kara sakate ho! ye sUtra anUThe haiM, bahumUlya haiN| inase mUlyavAna kabhI bhI kahA nahIM gayA hai| inakA khUba pATha karanA! ye dhIre-dhIre tumhAre khUna meM mila jAeM ye tumhArI mAMsa-majjA bana jaaeN| ye tumhAre hRdaya kI dhar3akanoM meM samA jaaeN| jAne-anajAne, jAgate -sote inakI chAyA tumhAre pIche banI rahe-to, to hI, usa mahAkrAMti kI ghaTanA ghaTa sakatI hai| aura usake binA ghaTe tuma caina nahIM pA skoge| usake binA ghaTe, kabhI kisI ne caina nahIM pAyA hai| hari oma tatsat!

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dhArmika jIvana-sahaja, sarala, satya-pravacana-cauthA dinAMka 14 navaMbara, 1976; zrI rajanIza Azrama, puunaa| prazna sAraH pahalA prazna : eka ora Apa sAdhakoM ko dhyAna -sAdhanA ke lie prerita karate haiM aura dUsarI ora kahate haiM ki saba dhyAna-sAdhanAeM gorakhadhaMdhA haiN| isase sAdhaka dvidhA meM phaMsa jAtA hai| vaha kaise nirNaya kare ki usake lie kyA ucita hai? jaba taka duvidhA ho taba taka gorakha dhaMdhe meM rahanA pdd'e| jaba taka duvidhA ho taba taka dhyAna karanA pdd'e| duvidhA ko miTAne kA hI upAya hai dhyaan| duvidhA kA artha hai: mana do hissoM meM baMTA hai| mana ke do hissoM ko karIba lAne kI vidhi hai dhyaan| jahAM mana eka huA vahIM mana samApta huaa| aSTAvakra ko sunate samaya yaha bAta dhyAna meM rakhanA ki aSTAvakra dhyAna ke pakSapAtI nahIM haiM, na samAdhi ke, na yoga ke-vidhi mAtra ke virodhI haiN| duniyA meM do hI taraha ke AdhyAtmika mArga haiM-eka vidhi kA aura eka binA vidhi kaa| aSTAvakra vidhi-zUnya mArga ke prastotA haiN| to unheM samajhate vakta khayAla rakhanA ki unakI bAta to kevala unhIM ke lie hai jo davidhA-zUnya ho kara samajha sakeMge, jinakI samajha hI itanI gaharI ho jAe ki phira kisI dhyAna kI koI jarUrata na rahe; jinakI samajha hI samAdhi bana jaae| aSTAvakra kA Agraha mAtra jAgaraNa, sAkSI-bhAva para hai, lekina agara yaha na ho sake to aSTAvakra ko pakar3a kara mata baiTha jaanaa| na ho sake to pataMjali upAya haiN| na ho sake to buddha, mahAvIra upAya haiN| kRSNamUrti yahI kaha rahe haiM varSoM se, jo aSTAvakra ne kahA hai| cAlIsa varSoM se niraMtara jo loga unheM suna rahe haiM ve isI duvidhA meM par3a gae haiN| samajha meM AyA bhI nahIM, samajha to jagI nahI-au dhyAna bhI chor3a diyaa| to dhobI ke gadhe ho gae, na ghara ke na ghATa ke| aTaka gae bIca meN| trizaMka ho ge| majhadhAra meM par3a gae, na isa kinAre ke na usa kinAre ke| mere pAsa Ate haiM, kahate haiM: 'mana meM zAMti nahIM hai| agara maiM unako kahatA hUM dhyAna karo, ve kahate haiM: dhyAna se kyA hogA? kRSNamUrti to kahate haiM, dhyAna se kucha na hogaa|' agara kRSNamUrti samajha meM A gae to mana meM azAMti kaise bacI?

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Ae ho pUchane ki mana meM azAMti hai, kyA kareM? agara kRSNamUrti samajha meM A gae to azAMti bacanI nahIM caahie| kyoMki kRSNamUrti ke pAsa to samajha ke atirikta aura koI upAya nahIM hai; yA to samajha gaye yA nahIM smjhe| samajha gae to zAMta ho gae; nahIM samajhe to bakavAsa meM mata pdd'o| phira kucha aura karo jo nAsamajhoM ke lie hai; phira dhyAna kro| ahaMkAra bar3A adabhuta hai! ahaMkAra yaha bhI mAnane ko taiyAra nahIM ki maiM nAsamajha! dhyAna to nAsamajhoM ke lie hai| maiM koI nAsamajha to hUM nahIM jo dhyAna karUM aura itane samajhadAra bhI tuma nahIM ho ki binA dhyAna kie pahuMca jaao| taba tuma ar3acana meM pdd'oge| taba tumhArI becainI bar3I gaharI ho jaaegii| tuma ttuuttoge| tuma khaMDa-khaMDa ho jaaoge| aSTAvakra kahate haiM : saba dhyAna, saba vidhiyAM vyartha haiM, kyoMki karma -mAtra vahA nahIM pahuMcA sakatA vahA to kevala hoza pahuMcAtA hai| dhyAna bhI karoge to kRtya hogaa| dhyAna bhI karoge to kartA bana jaaoge| to bhojana pakAo ki buhArI lagAo ki dUkAna calAo ki dhyAna karo, pharka nahIM par3atA-kucha karate ho| aSTAvakra yaha kaha rahe haiM ki tumhArA jo svabhAva hai, vahAM karma nahIM pahuMcatA vahA to sattA mAtra hai| vaha jo buhArI lagAnA ho rahA hai, usameM tuma nahIM ho; vaha jo buhArI lagAne ko dekha rahA hai, vahI tuma ho| bhojana pakAte ho, bhojana pakAne meM tuma nahIM ho; vaha jo bhojana ko pakate dekha rahA hai aura dekha rahA hai ki tuma bhojana pakA rahe ho, vahI tuma ho| yahI bAta dhyAna meM hai| dhyAna meM tuma nahIM ho; vaha jo dekha rahA hai ki dhyAna kara rahe ho, vaha jo dekha rahA hai ki dhyAna se zAMti A rahI, vaha jo sAkSI hai-vahI tuma ho| 'gorakhadhaMdhA' zabda bar3A mahatvapUrNa hai-gorakhanAtha se jur3A hai| jaba bhI koI AdamI jyAdA vidhi-vidhAna meM par3a jAtA hai to hama kahate haiM, gorakhadhaMdhe meM mata pdd'o| gorakha ne sabase jyAdA vidhiyAM khojI dhyAna kii| pataMjali ke bAda gorakha kA nAma avismaraNIya hai| unhoMne dhyAna ke bar3e prayoga khoje| nizcita hI dhyAna ke prayoga se loga pahuMce haiM lekina dhyAna kA prayoga unake lie hai, jinake pAsa samajha akelI paryApta nahIM hai, paripUraka hai, jo kamI samajha meM raha gayI hai, vaha dhyAna pUrI kara detA hai| dhyAna se koI AtmA ko nahIM jAnatA; lekina dhyAna se tuma itane zAMta ho jAte ho ki usa zAMti meM sAkSI bananA sugama ho jaaegaa| jAnoge to aSTAvakra ke mArga se hii| jaise samajho ki koI AdamI bukhAra se grasta hai, bImAra par3A hai, sannipAta car3hA hai aura vaha kahatA hai, maiM samAdhi ko kaise upalabdha hoUM? to hama kyA kareMge pU use samAdhi kI koI vidhi-vidhAna batAeMge? hama kaheMge, pahale bukhAra ThIka ho jAne do| vaha pUche ki kyA bukhAra ThIka ho jAne se mujhe samAdhi laga jAegI? to hama use samajhAne ko kaheMge ki hI, bukhAra ThIka ho jAne se samAdhi lagane meM sahAyatA milegii| kyoMki sannipAta meM kabhI kisI kI samAdhi lagI ho, aisA sunA nahIM, yadyapi sannipAta meM jo nahIM haiM, unako samAdhi laga gayI ho, aisA bhI nahIM hai| kyoMki itane loga haiM jo sannipAta meM nahIM haiN| inakI koI samAdhi nahIM laga gayI hai| lekina eka bAta pakkI hai ki sannipAta vAle ko to kabhI nahIM lagI hai| jisako bhI lagI hai, eka bAta nizcita hai ki vaha sannipAta meM nahIM jasa

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thaa| to auSadhi de kara hama bukhAra se bhare AdamI kA sannipAta nIce utArate haiN| jaba sannipAta nIce utara jAtA hai, taba use dhyAna kI vidhi deNge| jaba dhyAna kI vidhi usake citta ko zAMta kara degI, to sAkSI sugama ho jaaegaa| aMtima ghaTanA to sAkSI kI hI hai| aMtima samaya meM to aSTAvakra hI sahI haiN| lekina tuma ekadama usa aMtima ghar3I ko pahuMca pAoge rUma pahuMca jAo to zubha na pahuMca pAo to dhyAna karanA hI hogaa| pUchA hai. eka ora sAdhakoM ko dhyAna-paddhati ke lie kahate haiM aura dUsarI ora saba dhyAnapaddhatiyAM gorakhadhaMdhA haiM, aisA kahate haiN| isase sAdhaka vidhA meM phaMsa jAtA hai| vaha kaise nirNaya kare ki usake lie kyA ucita hai?' jaba taka dvidhA rahe taba taka dhyAna ucita hai| jaba duvidhA miTa jAe aura samajha, prajJA kA prakAza phaile aura eka kSaNa meM ghaTanA ghaTa jAe, phira tuma pUchoge hI nhiiN| phira bAta hI nahIM uThatI pUchane kii| ghaTanA hI ghaTa gayI, tuma samAdhi ko upalabdha hI ho gae, to phira tuma pUchane thor3e hI Aoge ki aba dhyAna karUM ki na karUM? jaba taka pUchane Ate ho taba taka to dhyAna krnaa| abhI tuma jahAM khar3e ho, vahAM se chalAMga tuma na lagA skoge| zAyada dhyAna kara-karake mana thor3A zAMta ho, sannipAta thor3A kama ho, to phira chalAMga laga ske| chalAMga to lagAnI hI hogI kartA se sAkSI para, itanA nizcita hai| AtyaMtika arthoM meM aSTAvakra kA vaktavya pUrNa satya hai; lekina tuma jisa jagaha khar3e ho, vahA satya hai yA nahIM, yaha kahanA kaThina hai| choTe bacce ko skUla bhejate haiM to sikhAte haiM 'ga' gaNeza kA yA 'ga' gadhe kaa| 'ga' se na to gadhe kA koI saMbaMdha hai na gaNeza kA koI saMbaMdha hai| aura agara baccA bahuta sIkha le ki 'ga' gadhe kA,'ga' gadhe kA-phira jaba bhI 'ga' ko par3he, taba yaha mana meM usako doharAe ki 'ga' gadhe kA, to vaha kabhI par3ha nahIM paaegaa| vaha gadhA bIca-bIca meM aaegaa| vaha to sirpha sahArA thA, bacce ko samajhAne kA upAya thaa| baccA gadhe ko jAnatA hai,'ga' ko nahIM jaantaa| gadhA dekhA hai| isalie baccoM kI kitAba meM bar3e-bar3e citra banAne par3ate haiM, kyoMki citra baccA pahacAna letA hai| bar3A Ama laTakA hai, vaha pahacAna letA hai| gadhA khar3A hai, vaha pahacAna letA hai| gadhe ko pahacAnane se 'ga' ko pahacAnane meM suvidhA bana jAtI hai| lekina eka dina phira bhUla jAegA 'ga' gadhe kaa| 'ga' apanA;'ga' kyoM gadhe kA ho, kyoM gaNeza kA ho! dhyAna to unake lie hai jinake lie abhI vaha AtyaMtika bAta samajha meM na A skegii| yaha prAthamika hai| abhI to dhyAna bhI samajha meM A jAe to bahu tA abhI to bahuta aise haiM jinheM dhyAna bhI samajha meM nahIM A skegaa| abhI unako prAimarI skUla meM bhI bharatI karanA ucita nahIM hai, abhI to kiMDaragArDana meM kahIM DAlanA pdd'e| abhI to dhyAna bhI samajha meM nahIM aaegaa| jisako dhyAna samajha meM na Ae use hama kahate haiM: par3ho, svAdhyAya karo, manana kro| jisako manana hone lage, svAdhyAya hone lage, use kahate haiM : dhyAna kro| jisako dhyAna A jAe, phira usako kahate haiM ki aba chalAMga lagA

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lo; aba kartA se sAkSI para kUda jaao| taba hama usase kahate haiM: karane se kucha bhI na hogaa| to jisako aSTAvakra samajha meM A jAeM, vaha to yaha prazna pUchegA nhiiN| jisako abhI prazna bAkI hai, vaha aSTAvakra ko bhUla jAe: unase abhI tamhArI dostI na bnegii| abhI tamheM dhyAna karanA hI hogaa| ___ maiM sabake lie bola rahA huuN| yahAM kaI klAsa ke vyakti upasthita haiN| koI kiMDaragArDana meM hai, koI prAimarI meM hai, koI miDala skUla, koI hAIskUla, koI vizvavidayAlaya meM calA gayA hai, koI vizvavidyAlaya ke bAhara nikalane kI taiyArI meM hai| ina sabake lie bola rahA huuN| to maiM jo bola rahA hUM, usake alaga-alaga artha hoNge| lekina yaha bolanA jarUrI hai, kyoMki kabhI tuma bhI vizvavidayAlaya meM pahuMcoge kabhI tuma bhI vizvavidyAlaya ke bAhara jAne kI sthiti meM A jaaoge| suna lo, ho sake Aja to ThIka, anyathA samhAla kara rakha lo| gAMTha bAMdha lo| Aja samajha nahIM AtA, zAyada kabhI kAma pdd'e| pAtheya ho jaaegaa| yAtrA meM kAma pdd'egaa| bahuta-sI bAteM haiM jo Aja samajha meM nahIM bhI aaeNgii| jo Aja samajha meM AtA ho, use Aja kara lo| jo Aja samajha meM na AtA ho, jaldI usake lie parezAna mata honA, use gAMTha bAMdha kara rakha lenaa| kabhI samajha tumhArI bar3hegI, vaha bhI samajha meM aaegaa| pahAr3a nahIM kAMpatA, na peDU, na tarAI kApatI hai DhAla para ke ghara se nIce jhIla para jharI dIye kI lau kI nanhIM prchaaiiN| pahAr3a nahIM kAMpatA, na per3a, na tarAI kApatI hai DhAla para ke ghara se nIce jhIla para jharI dIye kI lI kI nanhIM prchaaiiN| tuma nahIM kaMpate-tuma to pahAr3a ho acl| tumhAre keMdra para koI kaMpana nahIM hai| kaMpatI hai kevala prchaaiiN| mana kaMpatA hai| yaha samajha meM A jAe to isI kSaNa krAMti ho sakatI hai| yaha samajha meM na Ae to dhyAna kI prakriyAoM se gujaro, tAki aisA kSaNa A jAe, jisa kSaNa tumhArI samajha meM A ske| dUsarA prazna : pUrva meM Apa apane pravacana ke aMta meM kahate the,' maiM Apake bhItara baiThe paramAtmA ko praNAma karatA huuN| mere praNAma svIkAra kareM!' aba Apa vaisA nahIM khte| kyA aba Apako hamAre bhItara kI jhalaka nahIM dikhAyI par3atI? yA ki Apane vaisA kahanA isalie baMda kara diyA ki loga Apako bhagavAna kahane lage?

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praznakartA ne nAma nahIM likhA hai, vaha kAyaratA kA sabUta hai| maiM sAdhAraNataH una praznoM ke uttara nahIM detA jina para Apane apanA nAma na likhA ho| kyoMki jisakI itanI himmata nahIM hai ki sUcanA de sake ki yaha merA prazna hai, kisakA prazna hai, usakA prazna isa yogya nahIM ki usakA uttara diyA jaae| lekina prazna mahatvapUrNa hai aura bahutoM ke mana meM uThatA hogA, isalie uttara detA huuN| 'pUrva meM Apa apane pravacana ke aMta meM kahate the, maiM Apake bhItara baiThe paramAtmA ko praNAma karatA hU maiMne pUrva meM kyA kahA hai, usakA maiM hisAba nahIM rakhatA, tuma bhI mata rkhnaa| maiM to utanI hI bAta kA jummA letA hUM jo maiM abhI kaha rahA huuN| ghar3I bhara pahale jo kahA thA, usakA bhI merA koI jummA nhiiN| isa bAta ko ThIka se yAda rakha lenA, anyathA tuma bar3e jAla meM par3a jaaoge| maiM to isa kSaNa hUM aura jo merA vaktavya isa kSaNa hai, vahI merA hai; bAkI jo bItA so bItA, jo gayA so gayA / usakA hisAba nahIM rakhatA huuN| anyathA tuma mere vaktavyoM meM bar3e virodhAbhAsa pAoge; eka vaktavya dUsare kA khaMDana karatA huA mAlUma pdd'egaa| agara tumane hisAba lagAne kI koziza kI to vimukta honA to dUra, tuma vikSipta ho jAoge / isalie isa sUtra ko khUba samhAla kara rakha lo ki jo maiM tumase kaha rahA hUM isa kSaNa vahIH / ghar3I bhara bAda ise bhI bhUla jaanaa| gulAba kA paudhA hai, phUla lagA Aja tuma usase jA kara nahIM kahate ki kala to bar3A phUla lagA thA yA choTA phUla lagA thA, Aja aisA kyoM? gulAba kA paudhA agara bola sakatA to kahatA,'Aja aisA hai, kala vaisA thaa|' tuma AkAza se nahIM kahate ki kala to sUraja nikalA thA, Aja bAdala ghire haiM, bAta kyA hai? aisA virodhAbhAsa kyoM?' AkAza agara kaha sakatA to kahatA : 'kala vaisA thA, Aja aisA hai|' vinseMTa vAnagAga, eka bar3A Daca citrakAra huaa| citra banA rahA thA, kisI ne pUchA ki tumhArA sabase zreSThatama citra kauna-sA hai? usane kahA, 'yahI jo maiM abhI banA rahA huuN|' dUsare dina vaha dUsarA citra banA rahA thaa| vahI AdamI phira aayaa| usane kahA ki kala jo citra tumane batAyA thA aura kahA thA zreSThatama hai, use maiM kharIdane AyA huuN| usane kahA, aba vaha zreSThatama nahIM rhaa| aba to maiM jo banA rahA huuN| vahI zreSThatama hai jisameM maiM maujUda huuN| bAkI to piTI lakIra haiN| sAMpa nikala gayA, reta para nizAna chUTa gayA hai| pUrva meM maiMne kyA kahA hai, maiM hI hisAba nahIM rakhatA, tuma kyoM rakhoge? chor3o ! kahIM aisA na ho ki Aja jo maiM kaha rahA hUM use Aja na suna pAo aura parasoM phira mujhase pUchane Ao jisa mitra ne yaha pUchA hai, jaba maiM aisA kaha rahA thA taba usane sunA nahIM hogaa| agara suna letA to jIvana meM krAMti ho gaI hotii| agara samajha letA to yaha prazna na utthtaa| usa dina cUke aba bhI mata cUka jaanaa|

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cUkane kI Adata mata banA lenaa| kucha loga cUkane kI Adata banA lete haiM, ve pIche kA hisAba rakhate haiM-mRta kA; murdo kI gaNanA karate rahate haiN| jo vaktavya maiM abhI de rahA hUM vahI jIvita hai| tAjA-tAjA aura garma-garma use apane hRdaya meM le lo| jaba ThaMDA aura bAsA ho jAe, taba tuma use pacA na pAoge; jaba tAje aura garma ko na pacA pAe to ThaMDe aura bAse ko kaise pacAoge? bhUla kara bhI use khAnA mata, anyathA bojha banegA, pAcana ko kharAba karegA, jIvana ko viSAkta kara sakatA hai| to pahalI to bAta, pUrva meM maiMne kyA kahA, pAgala usakA hisAba rakheM; yA jinako pAgala honA ho, ve usakA hisAba rkheN| maiM to apane vaktavya ke sAtha abhI hUM kSaNa bhara bAda na rahUMgA yaha bhI jo maiM kaha rahA hUM ho sakatA hai kala isakA khaMDana kara dUM kyoMki maiM koI vicAraka nahIM huuN| maiMne koI vicAra-saraNI taya nahIM kara rakhI hai ki basa isa saraNI ke anusAra jiiuuNgaa| maiMne jIvana ko pUrA kA pUrA saraNI-vihIna chor3A hai| mere jIvana meM koI anuzAsana nahIM hai-mAtra svataMtratA hai| isalie tuma mujhe bAMdha na skoge| tuma mujhase yaha na kaha sakoge :'kala kahA thA, Aja usase viparIta kyoM kaha rahe haiM?' maiM kahUMgA'kala bhI maiMne apanI svataMtratA se kahA thA, Aja bhI apanI svataMtratA se kaha rahA huuN| kala vaisA gIta gAne kA mana thA, Aja aisA gIta gAne kA mana hai| aura vahI-vahI roja-roja doharAnA ucita rbhA? to nahIM hai-ubaaegaa| to, maiM to pAnI kI dhAra jaisA huuN| herAklatu ne kahA hai : eka hI nadI meM dubArA nahIM utara skte| mujhase bhI tumhArA dubArA milanA nahIM ho sktaa| Aja tuma jahAM mujhe mila rahe ho, kala maiM vahAM na rahUMgA| aura jinheM mere sAtha calanA hai unheM pravAha sIkhanA pdd'egaa| nahIM to tuma ghisttoge| maiM bhAgA jAtA hUM-nadI kI dhAra kI taraha sAgara kI tarapha, tuma ghasiTate rhoge| tuma pIche kA hisAba karate rhoge| merA koI itihAsa nahIM hai aura itihAsa meM mujhe koI ruci nahIM hai| pratipala jIvana jo kahalA de, kahatA huuN| yA agara paramAtmA meM bharosA ho to pratipala paramAtmA jo kahalA de, so kahatA huuN| yaha pratipala hone vAlA saMvedana hai| yaha jharane jaisA hai| yaha kisI dArzanika kI praNAlI nahIM hai| dArzanika jItA hai eka DhAMce se, eka DhAMcA taya kara letA hai; usake viparIta phira kabhI nahIM kahatA, cAhe jIvana viparIta ho jAe; vaha AMkha baMda rakhatA hai| saba badala jAe, lekina vaha apanI doharAe calA jAtA hai| vaha apane khir3akI-daravAje baMda rakhatA hai koI naI havA, sUraja kI naI kiraNa kahIM badalane ko majabUra na kara de| vaha AMkha nahIM kholtaa| dArzanika aMdhe hote haiM, to hI saMgata ho pAte haiN| agara AMkha hai tumhAre pAsa aura saMvedanazIlatA jIvaMta hai to pratipala tumhArA uttara bhinna-bhinna hogA, kyoMki pratipala saba badalA jA rahA hai| maiM isa badalatI huI jIvanadhArA ke sAtha hI mujhe mere atIta se kucha lenA denA nhiiN| vartamAna hI saba kucha hai| isalie isa bahAne tumase yaha kaha dUM ki pUrva meM aura bhI bahuta bAteM maiMne kahI haiM tuma usakI ciMtA mata krnaa|

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'Apa kahate the ki maiM Apake bhItara baiThe paramAtmA ko praNAma karatA hUM, mere praNAma svIkAra kreN| aba Apa vaisA nahIM khte|' na to taba vaisA maiMne tamhArI mAna kara kahA thA aura na aba tumhArI mAna kara kahUMgA taba maiMne apanI mauja se kahA thA, aba apanI mauja se baMda kara diyaa| tuma mere mAlika nahIM ho| isa taraha ke praznoM meM kahIM bhItara chipI eka AkAMkSA hotI hai jaise tuma mere mAlika ho| maiM vahI kahatA hUM jo maiM kahanA cAhatA hUM, tumhArI rattI bhara ciMtA nahIM hai| tuma ho kauna? tumheM prItikara lage, merA gIta suna lenA, tumheM prItikara na lage, tumhAre pAsa paira haiM, tuma apanI rAha pakar3a lenaa| ____ maiM tumhArI AkAMkSAeM, abhIpsAeM tRpta karane ke lie yahAM nahIM hUM-maiM tumhArA gulAma nahIM hAM sAdhAraNata: tuma jinako mahAtmA kahate ho, ve tumhAre gulAma hote haiN| vahI to ar3acana hai mere saath| tuma jaisA kahalavAte ho, kahate haiN| tuma jaisA calavAte ho, calate haiN| tuma jaisA batAte ho, basa......:| Upara se dikhatA hai ki tuma mahAtmA ke pIche cala rahe ho; gaura karo to mahAtmA tumhAre pIche cala rahA hai| inako tuma mahAtmA kahate ho jo tumhAre pIche calate haiM? kisa dhokhe meM par3e ho? jo tumhAre pIche calatA hai, vaha to isI kAraNa ayogya ho gayA, usake pIche to calanA hI mt| lekina tumhArA paricaya isI taraha ke mahAtmAoM se hai, isI taraha ke netAoM se hai| maiM na to koI mahAtmA na koI netA huuN| netA hamezA apane anuyAyI kA anuyAyI hotA hai| isalie kuzala netA vahI hai jo dekha letA hai ki anuyAyI kisa tarapha jAte haiM, usI tarapha calane lagatA hai| kuzala rAjanItijJa vahI hai jo pahacAna letA hai havA kA rukha aura dekha letA hai ki aba anuyAyI pUraba kI tarapha jA rahe haiM to vaha pahale se hI pUraba kI tarapha calane lagatA hai| anuyAyI kahate haiM samAjavAda, vaha aura jora se cillAtA hai samAjavAda; anuyAyI agara samAjavAda ke virodha meM haiM to vaha virodha meM ho jAtA hai| yA vaha isa DhaMga ke vaktavya detA hai ki una vaktavyoM meM tuma sApha nahIM kara sakate ki vaha pakSa meM hai ki vipakSa meM, tAki use suvidhA banI rahatI ki vaha kabhI bhI una vaktavyoM ko badala le| __ maiMne sunA hai, paTavArI ne rizvata lii| pakar3A gyaa| mukadamA claa| paTavArI ke viruddha gAMva meM tIna vyakti sAkSI dene Ae, jinameM tAU zivadhana bhI the| pahalA gavAha peza huA| paTavArI ke vakIla ne eka hI prazna pUchA: 'paTavArI ne jaba pacAsa rupae lie, usa samaya vaha baiThA thA yA khar3A thA?' pahalA gavAha bolA : baiThA thaa|' aba dUsarA gavAha peza huA| vakIla ne vahI prazna usase bhI puuchaa| usane kaha diyA : 'khar3A thaa|' aba bArI AyI tAU zivadhana kii| ve bhAMpa gaye ki mAmalA gar3abar3a hai| vakIla ne unase bhI vahI prazna kiyA to tAU bole: basa bAbUjI, kai bUjhoge?' 'mere savAla kA sIdhA javAba do| bUjhoge ki nahIM bUjhoge yaha bAta mata kro| yaha kyA uttara huA ki basa bAbUjI kai buujhoge| mere savAla kA sIdhA javAba do,' vakIla ne dhamakI dii| tAU haMsa kara bole :' are vakIla sAhiba, paTavArI ne to kamAla kara diyA! pacAsa rupaye jeba meM par3a gaye te mAcA-mAcA phirai| kadai uThe, kadai baiThe! kadai kurasI pai baiThe, kadai mar3he pai aura kadai khar3A hovai|'

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yaha rAjanItijJa kA javAba hai| rAjanItijJa ciMtA karatA hai ki tuma kahAM jA rahe, kyoMki sadA tumhAre Age honA cAhatA hai| tuma jahAM jA rahe, vahIM bhAga kara Age ho jAtA hai| mullA nasaruddIna eka dina bAjAra meM apane gadhe para baiThA jA rahA hai- tejI se bhaagaa| kisI ne pUchA : 'nasaruddIna, kahAM jA rahe ho?' usane kahA: 'mujhase mata pUcho, gadhe se pUcha lo / ' logoM ne kahA :'matalaba?' nasaruddIna ne kahA : gadhA hI hai! pahale maiM isake sAtha bar3I jhaMjhaTa meM par3a jAtA thaa| bIca bAjAra maiM maiM ise kahIM le jAnA cAhatA hUM, yaha kahIM jAnA cAhatA hai| phajIhata merI hotI, yaha to gadhA hai ! loga haMsate ki are, apane gadhe ko bhI kAbU meM nahIM rakha paate| taba se maiMne tarakIba sIkha lii| bAjAra meM to maiM isase jhaMjhaTa karatA hI nahIM - yaha jahAM jAtA hai ! kama se kama bAjAra meM yaha sAkha to rahatI hai ki mAlika maiM huuN| jahAM jAtA hai, maiM vahIM calA jAtA huuN| bhIr3a bhAr3a meM maiM isako rokatA hI nahIM, kyoMki gadhA gadhA hai, bhIr3a-bhAr3a meM aura akar3a jAtA hai|' to netA to anuyAyI ke pIche calatA hai| tumhArA mahAtmA tumhArI apekSAoM kI zajJata karatA hai| maiM na mahAtmA hUM na netaa| mujhe tumase kucha bhI apekSA nahIM hai aura na maiM koI tumhArI apekSA pUrI karane ko huuN| mujhase to tumhArA koI saMbaMdha agara hai to svataMtratA kA hai| isalie tuma agara pUcho ki kyoM? tuma isake hakadAra nhiiN| maiM uttaradAyI nhiiN| maiMne tumase pUcha kara thor3e hI kahA thA, jo maiM tumase pUcha kara baMda karUM! aura maiM yaha bhI nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki maiM kisI ?? phira na zurU kruuNgaa| kauna jAne ! 'kyA aba Apa hamAre bhItara paramAtmA kI jhalaka nahIM dekhate?' paramAtmA kI jhalaka eka bAra dikhAyI paDa jAe to phira samApta nahIM hotii| jo jhalaka dikhAyI par3a jAe aura phira dikhAyI na par3e, vaha paramAtmA kI nhiiN| paramAtmA koI sapanA thor3e hI hai- abhI thA, abhI kho gayA ! paramAtmA zAzvatatA hai| eka bAra dikha gayA to dikha gyaa| nahIM, paramAtmA kI jhalaka dikhAyI par3anI baMda nahIM ho gayI hai; lekina kucha aura jhalaka dikhAyI par3I aura vaha jhalaka yaha thI ki tumheM maiMne dekhA ki tuma bar3e masta ho jAte the, jaba maiM kahatA thA, tumhAre bhItara baiThe paramAtmA ko praNAma karatA huuN| tuma samajhate the ki tumheM praNAma kara rahA hUM tuma bhUla karate the| maiM kahatA thA, tumhAre bhItara baiThe paramAtmA ko praNAma karatA huuN| tuma samajhate the, tumheM praNAma kara rahA huuN| tuma gadagada ho jAte the| mere pAsa loga Ate the, ve kahate the ki jaba Apa yaha kahate haiM ki tumhAre bhItara baiThe paramAtmA ko praNAma karatA hUM, to bar3A AnaMda hotA hai! AnaMda ahaMkAra kI tRpti se hotA hogaa| kyoMki tuma bhalIbhAMti jAnate ho ki tuma paramAtmA nahIM ho| agara tuma jAnate hI hote ki tuma paramAtmA ho to tuma yahAM Ate kisalie? maiM jAnatA hUM ki tuma paramAtmA ho tuma nahIM jAnate ki tuma paramAtmA ho| merI tarapha se praNAma saccA thA, tumhArI tarapha jA kara galata ho jAtA thA tuma kucha kA kucha samajha lete the| maiM to paramAtmA ko praNAma karatA thA, tuma samajhate the, tumhAre caraNoM meM praNAma arpita hai| tumhAre ahaMkAra ko bar3I tRpti milatI thii| jisane pUchA hai, usakI bhI ar3acana yahI hai, aba usake ahaMkAra ko tRpti nahIM mila rahI hogI /

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AdamI apane hI hisAba se samajhatA hai| zahara meM naukarI kara rahe apane lar3ake kA hAla-cAla dekhane caudharI gAMva se aae| bar3e savere putravadhU ne pakke gAne kA abhyAsa zurU kiyA / atyaMta karuNa svara meM vaha gA rahI thI: 'paniyAM bharana kaise jAUM ? paniyAM bharana kaise jAUM?' zAstrIya saMgIta to zAstrIya saMgIta hai; usameM to eka hI paMkti doharAe cale jAo: paniyAM bharana kaise jaauuN| Adhe ghaMTe taka yahI sunate rahane ke bAda bagala ke kamare se caudharI ubala par3e aura cillAe :'kyoM re bacuA, kyoM satA rahA hai bahU ko? yahAM zahara meM pAnI bharanA kyA zobhA degA use? jA, Aja hI kahArina kA iMtajAma kara / ' zAstrIya saMgIta-'paniyAM bharana kaise jAUM - lekina caudharI kI buddhi to zAstrIya nahIM hai| samajhe ki bacuA, unakA lar3akA, bahU ko satA rahA hai- kaha rahA hai, cala pAnI bhrne| vaha becArI Adhe ghaMTe se kaha rahI hai, paniyAM bharana kaise jAUM ! aura baMbaI jaisA zahara, yahAM jAegI bhI kahAM pAnI bharane ! gAMva kI bAta aura samajha to apanI- apanI hai| maiM apanI samajha se kahatA thA, tuma apanI samajha se samajhate the| phira varSoM taka kahane ke bAda maiMne dekhA ki mere kahane se kucha aMtara nahIM pdd'taa| ve praNAma vyartha cale jAte haiM, tuma taka pahuMcate nahIM tuma abhI soe ho| maiM to phUla car3hA AtA hUM, lekina tumhArI nIMda meM kahIM kho jAte haiN| tuma karavaTa bhI nahIM lete| ulTe, mere phUla tumhArI nIMda ke lie aura zAmaka davA bana jAte haiN| maiM kaha detA hUM tuma paramAtmA ho tuma bar3e praphullita hote ho| jAgate nahIM / agara tuma samajhadAra hote to tumheM coTa paDatI, tuma rote- jaba maiMne kahA thA ki maiM tumhAre bhItara baiThe paramAtmA ko praNAma karatA huuN| to tumhArI AMkhoM meM AMsU jharate, tuma rote! tuma kahate ki nahIM, aisA mata kaho, maiM pApI huuN| lekina tuma meM se eka ne bhI yaha na khaa| maiM varSoM taka kahatA rahA / gAva-gAMva ghUma kara kahatA rhaa| kisI ne mujhase A kara na kahA ki 'nahIM, Apa aisA na kaheM, maiM pApI hUM! mujhe paramAtmA na kheN|' koI royA nhiiN| lauga mujhase bAra-bAra kahate the ki hRdaya gadagada ho jAtA jaba Apa aisA kahate haiN| yaha coTa, merI tarapha se to coTa thI, tuma samajhe ki tumhArI pITha sahalA rahA hUM merI tarapha se to coTa thI ki tuma thor3e jAgo ki paramAtmA hokara aura tuma kyA ho gae ho? kyA kara rahe ho? kahAM bhaTake ho ? lekina usa coTa kA to koI pariNAma nahIM hotA thaa| tuma gadagada hote the, ulTA tumhArA ahaMkAra bharatA thaa| paramAtmA kI jhalaka to aba bhI vaisI hI hai| usake khone kA koI upAya nhiiN| lekina dekhA, auSadhi tuma para kAma nahIM karatI, jahara bana jAtI hai; roka dii| 'yA ki Apane vaisA kahanA isalie baMda kara diyA ki loga Apako bhagavAna kahane lage?' kisI ne mujhe bhagavAna kahA nahIM, maiMne hI ghoSaNA kii| tuma kahoge bhI kaise ? tumheM apane bhItara kA bhagavAna nahIM dikhatA, mere bhItara kA kaise dikhegA? yaha bhrAMti bhI chor3a do ki tuma mujhe bhagavAna kahate ho| jise apane bhItara kA nahIM dikhA use dUsare ke bhItara kA kaise dikhegA? bhagavAna kI to maiM hI ghoSaNA kI hai| aura yaha khayAla rakhanA, tumheM kabhI kisI meM nahIM dikhaa| kRSNa ne khuda ghoSaNA kI,

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buddha ne khuda ghoSaNA kii| tumhAre kahane se thor3e hI buddha bhagavAna haiN| tumhAre kahane se thor3e hI kRSNa bhagavAna haiN| dUsare ke kahane se to koI bhagavAna ho bhI kaise sakatA hai? yaha koI dUsaroM kA nirNaya thor3e hI hai| yaha to svAta rUpa se nija - ghoSaNA hai| aisA merA anubhava hai| isameM tumhArI gavAhI kI jarUrata nhiiN| tumhAre voTa kI jarUrata nahIM ki tuma voTa do ki yaha AdamI bhagavAna hai yA nhiiN| usake lie rASTrapati aura pradhAnamaMtriyoM ko tuma taya kro| bhagavAna to eka sva-sphuraNa hai, eka AtmapratIti hai / tumheM bhI jaba hogI taba tumheM hI hogI| kisI ke kahane se thor3e hI tuma bhagavAna ho jaaoge| aMdhe, jinako apanA hI patA nahIM hai, ve agara tumheM bhagavAna bhI kaheM to isase thor3e hI tuma bhagavAna ho jaaoge| unakI samajha utanI hI hogI jitanI unakI samajha hai| eka dina patnI mullA nasaruddIna para bahuta nArAja ho gii| nArAja hokara usake Upara jhapaTI, to mullA bhAga kara khATa ke nIce ghusa gyaa| patnI cIkha kara bolI: 'kAyara nikala bAhara!' mullA ne kahA: ' kyoM nikalUM bAhara ? maiM isa ghara kA svAmI hUM merI jahAM marjI hogI vahIM baitthuuNgaa|' yaha kisa bhAMti kA svAmitva huA khATa ke nIce chipe baiThe haiM aura kaha rahe haiM: 'jahAM marjI hogI vahAM baiTheMge! ghara kA svAmI kauna hai?" tumheM apane hI svAmitva kA patA nahIM hai, tuma merA nirNaya karoge? tuma apanA hI kara lo, utanA hI kAphI hai| nahIM, tumhAre kahane se bhagavAna nahIM hUM na ho sakatA hUMM yaha merI udaghoSaNA hai| ise duniyA meM koI bhI svIkAra na kare, koI pharka nahIM par3atA, merI udaghoSaNA phira bhI khar3I rhegii| kyoMki yaha kisI ke sahAre para nahIM khar3I hai| maiM akelA hI kahUM eka bhI vyakti sAtha dene ko na ho to bhI yaha udaghoSaNA khar3I rhegii| tumase sahArA mAMgatA nahIM, kyoMki tumase sahArA mAMgA to tumase ddruuNgaa| kala tuma sahArA khIMca lo to phira? nahIM, tuma merI baisAkhI nahIM ho| maiM apane pairoM para khar3A huuN| yaha merA nijI vaktavya hai| sahI ho, galata ho - vaktavya merA hai aura ekAMtarUpeNa nijI hai| aba yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai: jaba maiM tumase kahatA thA, tumhAre bhItara baiThe paramAtmA ko praNAma karatA hUM to tumameM se eka ne bhI Akara mujhase na pUchA ki hama paramAtmA nahIM haiM aura praNAma karate haiM paramAtmA ko ? nahIM, tumane bilakula svIkAra kiyaa| jaba maiMne ghoSaNA kI ki maiM paramAtmA hUM, taba bahuta patra mere pAsa Ane lage, bahuta loga Ane lage ki yaha Apa kaise kahate haiM? ye ve hI loga the| inake bhItara baiThe paramAtmA ko praNAma karatA thA taba inhoMne kabhI saMdeha na uThAyA aura jaba maiMne apane bhItara baiThe paramAtmA kI ghoSaNA kI, to inhoMne saMdeha uThAnA zurU kara diyaa| yaha ghoSaNA ki maiM bhagavAna hUM vastuta tumhAre lie bhI tuma apane ahaMkAra ke jAla ko dekhoge? tumhArA ahaMkAra tumheM kisa bhAMti grase hue hai dvAra hai ki tuma bhI himmata juTAo lie smRti kA eka upAya hai to tuma bhI ho sakate ho| tuma bhI chalAMga lo| yaha tumhAre lie anusmaraNa hai| yaha tumhAre haDDI-mAMsa-majjA meM koI vyakti agara paramAtmA ho sakatA hai

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buddha to gaye, bahuta samaya huA Aja bharosA AtA nahIM ki rahe hoMge na rahe hoNge| kahAnI to kahAnI ho gii| jIsasa gae, mahAvIra ge| Aja koI cAhie, jo ThIka tuma jaisA hai saba taraha se - haDDI-mAMsa-majjA hai, deha hai, javAnI, bur3hApA, bImArI, mauta hai, ThIka tuma jaisA hai saba taraha se - phira bhI kisI alaukika loka meM jItA hai, kisI vibhA se bharA hai| eka artha meM ThIka tuma jaisA hai aura eka artha meM kahIM se pAra ho gayA hai| tumhArI AkAMkSA yaha hotI hai ki bhagavAna agara koI vyakti ghoSaNA kare to vaha bilakula tuma jaisA nahIM honA caahie| to tumane kitAbeM bhI likhI haiM, ve jhUThI haiN| jaina kahate haiM ki mahAvIra ke pasIne meM badabU nahIM AtI thI- jhuutth| kyoMki mahAvIra kA zarIra bhI manuSya kA zarIra hai| manuSya ke zarIra kI graMthiyAM jaisA kAma karatI haiM, mahAvIra kA zarIra bhI karegA kaam| jaina kahate haiM, mahAvIra ko sAMpa ne kATA to khUna nahIM nikalA, dUdha nikalA / yA to mavAda rahI hogI, sapheda dikhAI par3a gaI hogI to samajhA ki dUdha hai| aba paira meM se agara dUdha nikale to AdamI sar3a jaae| khUna cAhie, dUdha se kAma nahIM calatA / aura zarIra meM agara dUdha cala rahA ho to A kabhI kA mara jaae| ekAdha jaina jA kara aspatAla meM koziza karavA le, nikalavA de khUna bAhara aura dUdha car3havA de| kitanI dera jItA hai, dekha le ! yA koI jaina muni kara de| jaina kahate haiM, mahAvIra pAkhAnA ityAdi malamUtra nahIM krte| ye sArI ceSTAeM haiM yaha siddha karane kI ki ve hamAre jaise nahIM haiN| hamAre jaise nahIM haiM to phira hama mAna sakate haiM ki bhagavAna haiN| agara hamAre jaise haiM to phira hama kaise mAneM ki bhagavAna haiM pU merI sArI ceSTA yahI hai ki maiM bilakula tuma jaisA hUM aura phira bhI tuma jaisA nahIM hUM agara maiM bilakula tuma jaisA nahIM to mujhase tumhAre lie koI lAbha nahIM hai| kyA karoge tuma? agara mahAvIra ko saMbodhi mila gayI to mila gayI hogI- unake zarIra meM khUna nahIM, dUdha bahatA thaa| tumhAre zarIra meM to nahIM bahatA dUdha, tumako kaise milegI? to mahAvIra bane hI isa DhaMga se the, pasIne meM badabU nahIM, khuzabU AtI thI| tumhAre pasIne meM to badabU AtI hai, khuzabU nahIM aatii| kitane hI DiyoDareMTa sAbuna kA upayoga karo, pAuDara chiDako, phira bhI badabU AtI hai| to tuma kaise samAdhistha hooge, tuma kaise kaivalya ko upalabdha hooge? vahI kathAeM buddha aura jIsasa ke bAbata aura hareka ke bAbata gar3hI gayI haiM-sirpha eka bAta siddha karane ke lie ki ve manuSya nahIM haiM, paramAtmA haiN| ve ThIka tuma jaise manuSya the| jaina to kahate haiM, mahAvIra malamUtra nahIM karate, mahAvIra kI mauta hI peciza kI bImArI se huii| chaha mahIne taka dasta lage, usase, bImArI se mauta huii| buddha kA prANAMta viSAkta bhojana karane se huaa| kRSNa paira meM tIra lagane se mare / ye sArI ghaTanAeM lIpI-potI jAtI haiM aura ceSTA kI jAtI hai isa taraha batAne kI.......... lekina isa ceSTA ke kAraNa hI manuSya aura paramAtmA kA saMbaMdha TUTa jAtA hai| saMbaMdha to tabhI ho sakatA hai jaba paramAtmA kucha tuma jaisA ho aura kucha tuma jaisA nahIM, to saMbaMdha jur3a sakatA hai, to setu bana sakatA hai|

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eka hAtha se maiM tumhArA hAtha pakar3a sakatA hUM vaha tumhAre jaisA hai aura dUsare hAtha se tumheM eka yAtrA para le jA sakatA hUM, vaha hAtha paramAtmA kA hai| eka hAtha maiM tumhAre hAtha meM de sakatA hUM aura eka paramAtmA ke hAtha meM diyA hai| yahI sadaguru kA artha hai| agara sadaguru bilakula paramAtmA jaisA ho to saMbaMdha TUTa jAegA; agara bilakula manuSya jaisA ho to kisI kAma kA nahIM hai| sadaguru setu honA cAhie-sva hissA pula kA isa kinAre para TikA ho aura eka hissA pula kA usa kinAre para TikA ho, to hI sadaguru tumheM pAra le jA skegaa| merI yaha ghoSaNA ki maiM bhagavAna hUM tumhAre lie sirpha jAgane kA eka maukA hai| tumheM bhagavAna kahA thA jagAne ke lie| vaha kAma na AyI trkiib| aba apane ko bhagavAna kaha rahA hUM vaha bhI tumheM jagAne ke lie| kAma A gaI to ThIka, anyathA koI aura tarakIba kreNge| tIsarA prazna : Apa to janaka ke gavAha haiN| kyA saca hI Atmopalabdhi para yaha bhAva hotA hai :' ahA ahaM namo mahama! merA mujhako namaskAra! aho!' kyA aisA bhAva hotA hai samyaka samAdhi meM? esA bhAva hotA nahIM, kyoMki vahAM to? sAre bhAva kho jAte haiM, saba vicAra kho jAte haiN| lekina jaba samAdhi se utaratI hai cetanA vApasa jagata meM, taba aisA bhAva hotA hai| isako ThIka se samajha lenaa| ThIka nirvikalpa samAdhi meM to koI bhAva nahIM hotA-vahI to nirvikalpa hone kA artha hai| saba bhAva zUnya ho jAte haiN| lekina jaba cetanA vApasa utaratI hai usa mahAloka se, phira lauTatI hai isa jagata meM, mana meM, deha meM, saMsAra meM; aura jaba cetanA ceSTA karatI hai abhivyakta karane kA ki kyA huA, usa mahAloka meM kyA ghaTA, kauna-sI pratIti huI kauna-sA svAda milA-taba aisA bhAva jarUra hotA hai:' aho ahaM namo mAM!' taba aisA bhAva hotA hai ki dhanya hUM maiM mere hI bhItara paramAtmA virAjamAna hai! maiM apane hI caraNa lagU aisA bhAva hotA hai| yaha vacana bahuta anUThA hai janaka kA yaha vacana adabhuta hai| sirpha eka ullekha milatA hai rAmakRSNa ke jIvana meM ki unakA citra kisI ne liyA aura jaba citrakAra citra le kara AyA to rAmakRSNa apane hI citra ke sAmane jhuka kara usake caraNa chUne lge| ziSya to samajhe ki dimAga inakA kharAba huA| aba yaha hada ho gayI! yaha bhI pAgalapana kI hada hai! kisI ne kahA bhI ki 'paramahaMsadeva, Apa yaha kyA kara rahe haiM? apane hI citra kA pUjana kara rahe haiM? namana kara rahe haiM apane hI citra ko?' rAmakRSNa ne kahA:' bhalI yAda dilaaii| maiM to bhUla hI gyaa| yaha to samAdhi kA citra hai| yaha to kisI bhAva-dazA

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kA citra hai, mujhase kyA lenA denA? yaha to maiM apanI samAdhi ko namaskAra kara rahA hUM aura samAdhi merI-terI thor3e hI hotI hai, apanI-tumhArI thor3e hI hotI hai| samAdhi to samAdhi hai| samAdhi ko to namana karanA hotA hai|' to jaba siddha utaratA hai vApasa jagata meM aura khabara detA hai, taba aise bhAva paidA hote haiN| ye bhAva samAdhi meM paidA nahIM hote, lekina samAdhi ko bAMTanA par3atA hai| samAdhi agara baMTe na to samAdhi nhiiN| mahAvIra bAraha varSa taka mauna meM rahe; phira jisa dina ghaTI ghaTanA, bhAge nagara kI tarapha! jo chor3a Ae the, vahIM bhaage| bhAge bhIr3a kI tarapha! jisase pITha mor3a lI thI, usI tarapha ge| jahAM se vimukha ho gae the, phira vahAM lautte| aba ghaTanA ghaTa gayI thI, aba bAMTanA thaa| phUla khila gae the, aba sugaMdha phailanI thii| socatA thA maiMne jo nahIM kahA vaha merA apanA rahA, rahasya rahA apanI isa nidhi, apane saMyama para maiMne bAra-bAra abhimAna kiyA para hAra kI takSaNa dhAra hai sAla rahI merA rahasya utanA hI rakSita hai utanA bhara merA rahA jitanA kisI arakSita kSaNa meM tumane mujhase kahalA liyA jo aucaka kahA gayA, vaha bacA rahA jo jatana saMjoyA, calA gyaa| yaha kyA, maiM tumase yA jIvana se yA apane se chalA gayA! jo aucaka kahA gayA, vaha bacA rahA jo jatana saMjoyA, calA gayA! isa jIvana meM jo tuma bacAoge vaha kho jaaegaa| jo tuma bAMTa doge, vaha baca jaaegaa| aisA anUThA niyama hai| jo doge, vahI tumhArA rhegaa| jo samhAla kara rakha loge, chipA loge-sar3a jAegA, kabhI tumhArA na rhegaa| isalie samAdhi to parama dhyAna hai| jaba phalatA hai to bAMTanA par3atA hai| samAdhi vahI jo baMTe, na baMTe to jhUTha kahIM kucha bhUla ho gaI kahIM kucha nAsamajhI ho gaI, kahIM kucha kA kucha samajha baitthe| jaba bAdala jala se bharA ho to barasegA, to tRpta kaMTha pRthvI kA hogA usakI varSA se| jaba dIyA jalegA

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to rozanI bikhregii| jaba bhI samAdhi lagatI hai kisI ke jIvana meM, phUla khilatA hai to baTatA hai| sAre zAstra aise hI jnme| zAstra kA janma samAdhi ke baMTane ke kAraNa hotA hai| zAstra aura kitAba kA yahI pharka hai| kitAba AdamI likhatA hai, ceSTA karatA hai| zAstra samAdhi se sahaja nikasita hotA hai, koI ceSTA nahIM hai, koI prayAsa nahIM hai| samAdhi apane-Apa zAstra bana jAtI hai| samAdhi se nikale upaniSada, nikale veda, nikalA kurAna, nikalI bAibila, nikalA dhmmpd| ye samAdhi ke kSaNa se baMTe haiN| samAdhi kA artha hai: tumane pA liyA! samAdhi baMTanA cAhatI hai, baMTatI hai| phira bhI jo kahanA hai, anakahA raha jAtA hai| phira bhI jo bAMTanA thA, baMTa nahIM paataa| kyoMki jo milatA hai niHzabda meM, use zabda meM lAnA ktthin| jisakA anubhava hotA hai nirAkAra meM, use AkAra denA ktthin| jise mauna meM sAkSAtkAra kiyA, use abhivyakti banAnI atyaMta kaThina ho jAtI hai| kanhAI ne pyAra kiyA kitanI gopiyoM ko kitanI bAra para ur3elate rahe apanA sArA dulAra usa eka rUpa para jise kabhI pAyA nahIM, jo kabhI hAtha AyA nahIM kabhI kisI preyasI meM usI ko pA liyA hotA to dubArA kisI ko pyAra kyoM kiyA hotA? kavi ne gIta likhe naye -naye bAra-bAra para usI eka viSaya ko detA rahA vistAra jise kabhI pUrA pakar3a pAyA nahIM jo kabhI kisI gIta meM samAyA nahIM kisI eka gIta maiM vaha aTa gayA dikhatA to kavi dUsarA gIta hI kyoM likhatA? buddha cAlIsa-vyAlIsa varSoM taka bolate rahe-pratidina, subh-saaNjh| mahAvIra cAlIsa varSoM taka samajhAte rahe, ghUmate rhe| kucha thA, jo kahanA thaa| kahane kI koziza kI bharasaka, adyaka koziza kI, phira bhI pAyA ki pUrA aTa nahIM pAtA hai, kucha chUTa jAtA hai, kucha pIche raha jAtA hai| ravIMdranAtha ne marate vakta kahA ki 'he prabhu, tU samaya ke pahale uThA le rahA hai| abhI to maiM apanA sAja biThA pAyA thA, abhI gIta gayA kahAM thA?' cha: hajAra gIta ve gA cuke the| abhI kevala sAja biThAyA thaa| abhI to yaha tabalA ThoMka-ThAka kara ThIka kiyA thA, vINA ke tAra kase the -aura tUne uThA liyA, uThAne lagA? abhI asalI gIta to anagAyA raha gayA hai|' maiMne sunA hai, eka vAisarAya lakhanaU ke eka nabAba ke ghara mehamAna thaa| navAba ne zAstrIya saMgIta

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kA Ayojana kiyaa| saMgItajJa aae| jaise zAstrIya saMgItajJoM kI Adata hotI hai, tabalA ThoMkane lage, vINA kasane lge| jaba taka ve iMtajAma kara rahe the, sAja -sAmAna biThA rahe the, navAba ne vAisarAya se pUchA:' Apako kaisA saMgIta priya hai?' vAisarAya ne saujanyatAvaza soca kara ki yahI saMgIta ho rahA ba isameM...... usane kahA, yahI saMgIta priya hai| use kucha patA bhI nahIM thA ki saMgIta meM aba uttara kyA de bhU: usane kahA ki yahI saMgIta priya hai| navAba ne kahA:'to phira yahI calane do|' tIna ghaMTe taka yahI claa| tabalA kasA jA rahA, vINA kasI jA rahI aura vAisarAya saujanyatAvaza suna rahA hai| aura navAba apanA sira Thoka rahA hai ki aba kyA kro| isako yahI pasaMda hai to yahI calane do| ravIMdranAtha ne kahA' abhI to maiM apanA sAja-sAmAna biThA pAyA thA aura tU mujhe vApasa bulAne lagA! gIta gAne kI koziza kI thI, abhI gIta gayA kahAM!' koI mahAkavi kabhI nahIM gA paayaa| koI mahApuruSa kabhI nahIM kaha pAyA, jo kahanA thaa| kucha na kucha chUTa jAtA hai| kucha na kucha bAta adhUrI raha jAtI hai| kAraNa hai| kAraNa aisA hai ki jo milatA hai vaha to milatA hai AtmA ke loka meM; phira use mana meM lAnA bar3A kaThina ho jAtA hai| mana bar3A choTA hai| AtmA hai AkAza jaisii| mana hai tumhAre ghara ke AMgana jaisaa| isameM isa virATa AkAza ko bhara lenA kaThina hai, asaMbhava hai| phira jo mana meM bhI jo thor3A -bahuta A jAtA hai, usako zarIra se bolanA hai-phira aura ar3acana A gii| phira aura kSudra meM praveza karanA hai| nahIM, yaha ho nahIM paataa| thor3I-bahuta baMdeM A jAtI hoM barasa jAtI hoM tuma para to bahuta sAgara to ghumar3atA raha jAtA hai| lekina thor3I-sI bUMdeM bhI kAphI haiM -sAgara kA smaraNa dilAne ko| thor3I-sI bUMdeM bhI paryApta haiM bodha ke lie, izArA to mila jAtA hai| sUraja kI eka kiraNa tuma pakar3a lo to sUraja kI rAha to mila jAtI hai usI kiraNa ke sahAre tuma saraja taka pahuMca sakate ho bhAva to tabhI uThate haiM jaba unheM pragaTa karane kA savAla AtA hai| anubhUti ke kSaNa meM na koI vicAra hai na koI bhAva hai| cauthA prazna : hama bahuta purAne ho gaye haiM jaba kabhI naye ke prAdurbhAva kA kSaNa AtA hai, hamAre gAta zithila ho jAte haiM, hAtha meM se gAMDIva girane lagatA hai aura hama bhaya se kAMpane lagate haiN| hama cAhate to haiM ki naye kA janma ho, lekina bhaya kA aMdhakAra hameM ghera letA hai aura hama kiMkartavyavimUr3ha ho jAte haiN| kRpA pUrvaka samajhAe ki naye ke svAgata ke lie kaisI citta-dazA cAhie aura kaisI dRSTi? pahalI to bAta, purAne se tuma abhI Ube nahIM ho kahIM kucha rasa lagAva bAkI raha gayA hai,

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kahIM kucha gaThabaMdhana bAkI raha gayA hai| to pahalI to bAta yaha hai ki purAne ko ThIka se dekha lo, tAki purAne se saMbaMdha chUTa jaae| tuma purAne ko pakar3e pakar3e naye kA svAgata karanA cAhoge, nahIM ho paaegaa| purAnA tumheM DarAkA kyoMki purAne kA nyasta svArtha hai ki naye ko na Ane diyA jAe, anyathA purAnA nikAla diyA jaaegaa| to purAnA to naye ke virodha meM hai| aura agara tuma purAne se abhI bhI Uba nahIM gaye ho, thaka nahIM gaye ho, agara -tumane purAne kI nissAratA nahIM dekha lI hai to vaha tumheM naye ko svIkAra na karane degaa| mere pAsa loga Ate haiN| ve kahate haiM ki hameM dhyAna sIkhanA hai, dhyAna karanA hai| vaise hama bIsa varSa se dhyAna kara rahe haiN| maiM unase pUchatA hUM, bIsa varSa se dhyAna kara rahe ho, kucha milA? ve kahate haiM, hI kAphI zAMti milI, kAphI sukha milaa| maiM unake cehare ko dekhatA hUM, vahA na koI sukha hai na koI zAMti hai| unake bhItara dekhatA hUM, vahA marusthala hai| kahIM hariyAlI nahIM hai, koI marUdyAna nahIM hai| koI ara bajate hue nahIM sunAI par3ate phira bhI maiM unase kahatA hUM ki 'phira se soca kara kheN| jo karate rahe haiM, agara usase zAMti aura AnaMda mila rahA hai to mere pAsa kyoM Ae? use jArI rkheN| maiM tumhAre zAMti, AnaMda ko nahIM toDUgA, vidhna nahIM ddaaluuNgaa| maiM tumhArA duzmana thor3e hI huuN|' taba ve kahate haiM ki 'nahIM, aisA kucha khAsa nahIM mila rahA hai| basa aisA hI hai, matalaba jyAdA azAMti nahIM hai|' aba ve yaha nahIM kahate ki zAMti hai, aba ve kahate haiM, jyAdA azAMti nahIM hai| maiM unase kahatA hUM, taba bhI kucha ho to rahA hai| aura yaha to laMbI prakriyA hai| bIsa varSa kucha bahuta vakta nahIM, bIsa janmoM meM bhI ho jAe to bahu tA Apa ThIka rAste para cala par3e haiM, aba kyoM mujhe aura parezAna karate haiM! calate raheM!' taba unako lagatA hai ki agara unhoMne spaSTa bAta nahIM kahI to mujhase saMbaMdha na bnegaa| ve kahate haiM ki aba Apa jora hI DAlate haiM to sApha hI bAta kaha dete haiM ki kucha nahIM huA 'to itanI dera kyoM kharAba kI?' / manuSya kA mana yaha bhI mAnane ko rAjI nahIM hotA ki jo kAma maiM bIsa varSa se kara rahA thA, usase kucha nahIM huA| isase ahaMkAra ko coTa lagatI hai: 'to isakA matalaba ki bIsa sAla maiM mUrakha, bIsa sAla maiM nAsamajha thA?' yaha to mAnanA par3egA na! to ahaMkAra yaha mAnane ko kabhI rAjI nahIM hotA ki maiMne jo kiyA vaha vyartha gyaa| vaha kahatA hai ki nahIM, kucha-kucha to ho rahA hai| ho bhI nahIM rahA hai, agara ho rahA hotA to phira naye kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| agara purAne meM sAra hai to naye kI jarUrata kyA hai? koI naye ko lekara kyA karoge? sAra asalI bAta hai| to pahalI bAta to yaha dekha lenA jarUrI hai ki purAne meM sAra hai? ahaMkAra ko bIca meM mata Ane denaa| sApha-sApha dekha lenaa| tuma hiMdU ho, hiMdU hone se kucha milA? musalamAna ho, musalamAna hone se kucha milA? jaina ho, jaina hone se kucha milA? abhI cAra dina pahale eka mahilA ne Akara kahA...... yUropa se AyI hai aura kahA ki maiM to jIsasa kI anuyAyI hUM aura jIsasa ke atirikta merA koI aura guru ho nahIM sakatA maiMne kahA: 'bilakula

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ThIka bAta hai| jarUrata bhI kyA hai? eka guru kAphI hai| eka guru hI mokSa pahuMcA detA hai do kI jarUrata kyA hai?' tU yahAM AI kyoM, maiMne usase puuchaa| vRddha mahilA hai| Ane kI koI jarUrata hI na thii| guru tujhe mila ge| vaha jarA hairAna huI kyoMki vaha AI to isIlie hai| aba majA yaha hai ki vaha sIkhanA bhI mujhase cAhatI hai, lekina apane purAne DhAMce ko chor3anA bhI nahIM caahtii| to maiMne kahA ki mere dvAra bNd| jaba jIsasa ke davAra tere lie khule haiM to paryApta hai, jahAM hama le jAeMge, vahIM jIsasa tujhe le jaaeNge| tU usI rAste se cl| usane kahA : aba jIsasa ko to mare do hajAra sAla ho ge| aba unase to maiM pUchane jAUM kahAM?' to phira maiMne kahA: 'mujhase pUchanA ho to unako chodd'o| phira itanI himmata kro| murdA ko chor3o!' AdamI ahaMkAra ke kAraNa bar3e upadrava meM par3A hai| vaha bolI ki yaha to kaise ho sakatA hai? maiM kaitholika IsAI hUM aura bacapana se hI IsAI dharma ko maiMne mAnA hai| maiMne kahA: mAno! maiM abhI bhI manA nahIM krtaa| maiM kisI dharma ke viparIta hUM hI nhiiN| agara tumheM kucha ho rahA hai, tumhAre jIvana meM phUla khila rahe haiM, merA AzIrvAda! khUba phUla khile| maiM kahatA nahIM kucha, lekina tumhIM apane-Apa AyI ho aura khabara de rahI ho ki phUla nahIM khile haiM, aba taka kI IsAiyata kAma nahIM AyI hai| maiM yaha bhI nahIM kahatA ki IsAiyata galata hai| maiM itanA hI kaha rahA hUM ki tumhAre kAma nahIM AI hai tumase mela nahIM baiThA hai| isa satya ko to dekho! isa satya ko dekhe binA kaise naye kA aMgIkAra hogA? purAne se sApha-sApha nipaTArA, kara lenA caahie| naye ke svAgata ke pUrva purAne ko vidA karo| purAnA ghara meM baiThA rahe aura naye kA tuma svAgata karane jAoge, purAnA use aMdara na Ane degaa| kyoMki purAnA bIsa sAla, tIsa sAla, cAlIsa sAla, pacAsa sAla raha cukA hai| itanI asAnI se koI apanA sthAna nahIM chodd'taa| bar3I jaddojahada hogii| tuma pahale purAne ko alavidA kho| eka hI bAta khayAla rakho ki huA hai purAne se kucha to koI jarUrata nahIM naye ke sAtha jAne kI kyoMki naye -purAne se kyA lenA-denA? satya koI nayA hotA ki purAnA hotA? satya to basa satya hai| agara tumhAre jIvana meM sAra kI varSA huI hai amRta kA jharanA bahA hai to kitane hI prAcIna ke kAraNa huA ho, ho gayA! tuma dhanyabhAgI ho, nAco, utsava manAo! nahIM huA to himmata juTAo purAne ko vidA kro| purAne kI vidA prathama caraNa hai naye ke svAgata ke lie| lekina tuma ho caalaak| tuma ho hisAba lagAne vaale| tuma socate ho 'purAnA bhI banA rahe, naye meM bhI kucha sAra ho to isako bhI hathiyA lo|' yaha nahIM hotaa| isase tumhArI duvidhA bddh'egii| do nAva para kabhI savAra mata honA, anyathA TUToge aura mroge| do ghor3oM para savAra mata ho jAnA, anyathA prANa gvaaoge| purAne aura naye kA sAtha-sAtha hisAba mata baaNdhnaa| maMtra dhuMdhavAe havana ke darda akurAe camana ke

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bola sAMsoM ko malaya vAtAsa dUM lAkara kahAM se? dekha cAroM ora phaile sarpa kSitijoM para viSaile bola paMkhoM ko khulA AkAza dU lAkara kahA se ? nAma laharoM ne miTAe saba gharauMde khuda DhahAe bola sapanoM ko nae ranivAsa dUM lAkara kahAM se? purAne ko gaura se to dekho! kucha bhI nahIM hai vahA - rAkha hai| sapane hI haiM aura ve bhI khaMDita / purAne kA satya ThIka-ThIka spaSTa ho jAe ki vahAM kArAgRha hai, AkAza nahIM hai, tuma baMdhe ho, mukta nahIM hue tumhAre jIvana meM jaMjIreM paDa gaI haiM, svAtaMtrya nahIM aayaa| agara yaha tumheM sApha ho jAe, purAnA tumheM agara kArAgRha kI taraha dikhAI par3ane lage aura dhyAna rakhanA, jisase bhI jIvana meM sAra nahIM Ae, gRha bana jAtA hai to phira nae ke svAgata kI taiyArI ho sakatI hai| nae ke svAgata kI taiyArI tabhI ho sakatI hai jaba tumheM dikhAI par3ane lage ki aba taka jina mArgoM ko mAna kara calA, unase pahuMcA nahIM, sirpha bhaTakA / kolhU ke baila kI taraha loga ho gae haiN| maiMne sunA hai, eka tarkazAstrI eka telI ke ghara tela lene gyaa| vaha bar3A hairAna huA-tarkazAstrI thA! usane dekhA ki telI tela beca rahA hai aura usakI ThIka pITha ke pIche kolhU cala rahA hai; koI calA nahIM rahA, baila khuda hI cala rahA hai| vaha bahuta hairAna huA usane kahA ki telI bhAI, yaha mujhe bar3e vismaya meM DAlatI hai bAta, kyoMki baila to mAre mAre nahIM calate, yaha tuma dhArmika baila kahAM se pA gae? ye to satayuga meM huA karatI thIM bAteM yaha kaliyuga cala rahA hai| aura yaha satayugI baila tumheM kahAM se mila gayA? yaha apane Apa cala rahA hai; na koI kor3A phaTakAratA hai, na koI pIche mAratA hai! usa telI ne kahA ki yaha apane Apa nahIM cala rahA hai, calAyA jA rahA hai| usake pIche tarakIba hai| AdamI kI buddhi kyA nahIM kara sakatI ! usa tarkazAstrI ne kahA ki maiM jarA tarka kA vidyArthI hUM mujhe tuma samajhAo ki kyA mAmalA hai? to usane kahA 'dekhate haiM baila ke gale meM ghaMTI bAMdha dI hai! baila calatA rahatA hai, ghaMTI bajatI rahatI hai| to mujhe ghaMTI sunAI par3atI rahatI hai| jaba taka baila calatA hai, ghaMTI bajatI rahatI hai| jaise hI ghaMTI rukI ki maiM uThA aura maiMne baila ko lagAI coTa / to baila ko yaha kabhI patA hI nahIM calatA ki pIche

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mAlika nahIM hai| isameM dera nahIM hotI; ghaMTI rukI ki maiMne kor3A maaraa| to baila calatA rahatA hai, ghaMTI bajatI rahatI hai| AMkha para paTTiyAM bAMdha dI haiN| to baila ko kucha dikhAI to par3atA nahIM ki mAlika kahAM hai|' tarkazAstrI tarkazAstrI thaa| usane kahA ' aura aisA bhI to ho sakatA hai ki baila khar3A ho jAe aura sira hilA kara ghaMTI bajAe / ' usa telI ne kahA: 'mahArAja, jora se mata bolo, baila na suna le! to aura yaha kahAM kI jhaMjhaTa Apa A gae! abhI taka baila ne aisA kiyA nhiiN| dhIre bolo! aura dubArA isa tarapha isa taraha kI bAta mata krnaa|' jinake tuma baila ho- koI hiMdU koI musalamAna, koI IsAI, koI jaina, koI bauddha; jina paMDita-purohito ke tuma baila ho, jinhoMne tumhAre gale meM ghaMTI bAMdhI hai - ve tumheM sunane na deMge nae kI baat| ve aTakAva ddaaleNge| unhoMne tumhArI AMkha para paTTiyA bAMdhI haiN| unhoMne saba bhAMti isa taraha iMtajAma kiyA hai ki tuma aMdhe kI taraha jIyo aura aMdhe kI taraha mara jaao| agara tumheM yaha satya dikhAI par3a gayA, to hI nae kA svAgata saMbhava hai| satya naye aura purAne kA koI saMgharSa nahIM hai- satya aura asatya kA saMgharSa hai| asatya agara tumhAre jIvana meM sApha-sApha dikhAI par3a gayA ki asatya hai, phira tuma satya ke lie dvAra khola kara, bAheM phailA kara AliMgana karane ko tatpara ho jaaoge| hAM, bahuta dina ho gae ghara chor3e acchA thA mana kA avasanna rahanA bhItara - bhItara jalanA, kisI se na kahanA para aba bahuta ThukarA lie parAI galiyoM ke anajAna ror3e nahIM jAnatA kaba kauna saMyoga ye Dagamaga bhaTakate paga phira idhara moDe yA na moDe para hAM, mAnatA hUM ki jaba taka pahacAnatA hUM ki bahuta dina ho gae ghara chodd'e| agara tumheM itanI smRti Ane lage ki ghara chor3e bahuta dina ho gae, bhaTaka lie bahuta, cala lie bahuta, ghara milatA nahI - to zAyada nae svara, satya kA nayA rUpAMtaraNa tumhAre lie AkarSaNa bana jaae| svabhAvataH purAne ke sAtha suvidhA hai, kyoMki purAne ke sAtha bhIr3a hai| nae ke sAtha suvidhA nahIM hai, kyoMki nae ke sAtha bhIr3a kabhI nahIM hotI / jaba buddha the to bhIr3a unake sAtha na thI; aba bhIr3a unake sAtha hai| abhI maiM hUM to bhIr3a mere sAtha nahIM hai| do hajAra sAla bAda tuma AnA aura dekhanA, bhIr3a tuma mere sAtha pAoge; lekina taba vaha bekAra hogI, taba maiM purAnA ho cukA houuNgaa| taba do hajAra sAla meM

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merI bAtoM para khUba dhUla jama cukI hogI aura paMDita-pujAriyoM ne usake saba artha vikRta kara die hoNge| taba tuma bhIr3a ko paaoge| lekina taba kisI artha kI na raha jaaegii| satya ko bAra-bAra nayA -nayA AnA par3atA hai, kyoMki paMDita-pujArI usako sadA vyartha kara dete haiM, kharAba kara dete haiN| satya jaba bhI AtA hai to kucha loga usake dAvedAra ho jAte haiM aura usa dAve kA lAbha uThAne lagate haiN| yaha svAbhAvika hai| yaha hotA rahA hai| aisA hotA rhegaa| ise badalane kA koI upAya nhiiN| tuma hI samajha lo, basa itanA kAphI hai| purAne ke sAtha bhIr3a hai, purAne ke sAtha sAkha hai| aba merI bAta to naI hai| agara tuma veda kI bAta mAnoge to pAMca hajAra sAla purAnI hai| aura agara tuma veda ke paMDita se pUcho to vaha kahatA hai, nabbe hajAra sAla purAnI hai| isalie sabhI dharmaguru apane dharma ko bahuta purAnA siddha karane kI koziza karate haiM, kyoMki jitanI purAnI dUkAna, utanI hI purAnI saakh| aura jaba itane dina taka dUkAna calatI rahI to kucha hogA, mAlamattA kucha hogA, nahIM to kaise calatI? koI aise kore dUkAna calatI hai, binA bece kahIM kucha itane dina taka cala sakatI hai? kahIM kucha hogA satva! / isalie hara dharma siddha karatA hai ki hamArI dUkAna purAnI hai| jaina kahate haiM ki hamArA dharma hiMduoM se bhI jyAdA purAnA hai| ve bhI pramANa juTAte haiM ki Rgveda meM unake prathama tIrthaMkara kA nAma hai, AdinAtha kA, RSabhadeva kA nAma hai| nizcita hai ki Rgveda RSabhadeva se purAnA nhiiN| eka bAta to pakkI ho gii| aura nAma bar3e Adara se liyA gayA hai| to jaina kahate haiM ki itanA Adara samasAmayika vyakti ke prati hotA hI nhiiN| itane Adara se to nAma tabhI liyA jAtA hai jaba RSabhadeva ko hajAra do hajAra sAla bIta gae hoN| AdamI aise mare -marAe haiM ki maroM ko hI pUjate haiN| to do hajAra sAla, tIna hajAra sAla purAnA nAma honA cAhie Rgveda se| Rgveda meM ullekha hai to RSabhadeva kA nAma tIna hajAra sAla purAnA kama se kama honA caahie| taba kahIM itanA Adara loga kara pAte haiN| jiMdA kA kahIM koI Adara karatA hai? jiMdA se to loga Darate haiN| jiMdA se loga bacate haiN| Adara kI bAta dUra, niMdA karate haiM, virodha karate haiN| hI, samaya bIta jAtA hai, taba pUjA zurU ho jAtI hai| ___ to jaina siddha karate haiM, unakA dharma purAnA hai| hiMdU siddha karate haiM, unakA dharma purAnA hai| saba apanI-apanI tarakIba khojate haiM ki dUkAna hamArI bar3I purAnI hai, itane laMbe dinoM se calI AI hai! kyoM? kyoMki purAne ke sAtha pratiSThA ho jAtI hai| jitanI laMbI paraMparA utanI pratiSThita ho jAtI hai| phira yaha savAla uThane lagatA hai ki jaba itane karor3a-karor3a logoM ne itane hajAroM-hajAroM varSa taka mAnA hai kucha, to saca hogA hii| bhIr3a...... bhIr3a do taraha se juTAI jAtI hai| eka to bhIr3a rAjanItijJa juTAtA hai| rAjanItijJa bhIr3a juTAtA hai samasAmayika, kaTemparerI; jaise abhI kArTara jIta gayA, phorDa hAra gae, to kArTara ne siddha kara diyA ki bhIr3a mere sAtha hai, maujUdA bhIr3a mere sAtha hai, phorDa ke sAtha nhiiN| yaha samasAmayika hisAba hai rAjanIti kaa| dharma bhI bhIr3a juTAte haiM, lekina dUsare DhaMga se-ve juTAte haiM pIche kI tarapha: pAMca hajAra sAla se bhIr3a hamAre sAtha hai; jor3o, kitane loga! pacAsa hajAra sAla se bhIr3a hamAre sAtha hai; jor3o, kitane

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loga! araboM -kharaboM loga hamAre sAtha rahe haiM, galata ho sakate haiM? nahIM, kaise galata ho sakate haiM? itane loga dhokhA khA sakate haiM? ekAdha ko dhokhA de lo, do -cAra ko dhokhA de lo, araboM-kharaboM ko dhokhA de pAoge? bAta kucha aura hI hai| bhIr3a ke pAsa satya kabhI nahIM hotaa| satya to kabhI viraloM ke pAsa hotA hai| bhIr3a to sadA asatya se jItI hai| bhIr3a satya cAhatI hI nhiiN| bhIr3a ke lie asatya bar3A zubha hai, suMdara hai| asatya bhIr3a ko badalane se bacAtA hai, surakSA karatA hai, tuma jaise ho, ThIka ho| satya to tilamilAtA hai| satya to jalAtA hai, tor3atA hai, kATatA hai, khaMDa-khaMDa kara degaa| tuma jaise ho, isameM krAMti umgegii| to satya to bhIr3a kabhI mAnatI nhiiN| satya to kabhI virale logoM ke pAsa hotA hai, kabhI ekaadh......| lekina taba vaha nayA hotA hai-nae hone ke kAraNa samAdRta nahIM hotaa| jaba taka purAnA hogA, taba taka asatya ho jaaegaa| samaya kI dhAra satya ko asatya kara jAtI hai| to pahale to tuma ThIka se samajha lenA ki purAne ko tuma pakar3e kyoM ho? purAne kA ThIka vizleSaNa kara lenaa| jaise-jaise vizleSaNa spaSTa hone lagegA, apane- Apa purAnA giregaa| tuma taiyAra ho jAoge nae ke svAgata ko| kyoMki nayA jIvana hai, nayA paramAtmA hai| nayA honA hI satya kA DhaMga hai| satya ciranavIna hai| purAne zabda hote haiM, satya nhiiN| purAne zAstra ho jAte haiM, satya kA anubhava nahIM, samAdhi nhiiN| aura jo satya ke sAtha honA cAhe use thor3I himmata to cAhie, sAhasa to caahie| use bhIr3a se anyathA calanA hogaa| loga hNseNge| loga AlocanA kreNge| loga majAka udd'aake| loga majAka ur3Ate hI isIlie haiM, tAki tumhArI himmata bhI na ho nae ke sAtha jAne kii| aura loga majAka isalie bhI ur3Ate haiM, AlocanA isalie bhI karate haiM; kyoMki ve khuda bhI Dare hue haiM ki agara isa taraha suvidhA dI logoM ko jAne kI to unakA purAnA DhAMcA bikhara jaaegaa| purAne DhAMce ke sAtha bar3e nyasta svArtha jur3a gae haiN| nae ke sAtha tuma akele ho jAoge, akele hokara Dara lagegA, tuma kNpoge| aba koI vyakti merA saMnyAsI ho jAtA hai to vaha khatarA le rahA hai| sirpha himmatavara loga, dussAhasI loga hI khatarA le sakate haiN| kyoMki saba taraha kI ar3acana use AegI; jahAM jAegA, muzkila meM pdd'egaa| eka mitra ne saMnyAsa liyaa| unakI patnI mere pAsa aaii| usane kahA ki inako agara saMnyAsI hI honA hai to purAne Dhaba ke ho jAeM, kama se kama Adara-pratiSThA to rhegii| vaha ghara se chor3ane ko rAjI hai pati ko, magara kahatI hai ki 'kama se kama purAne DhaMga ke ho jAeM, cale jAeM chor3a kara, maiM baccoM ko samhAla luuNgii| magara yaha ApakA saMnyAsa to bar3A khataranAka hai|' mere saMnyAsa meM pati ghara chor3a kara nahIM jA rahA hai; patnI kI phikra rakhegA, naukarI jArI rakhegA, baccoM kI ciMtA kregaa| to bhI patnI kahatI hai : nahIM! ki yaha nahIM clegaa| ye purAne DhaMga ke ho jAeM, jAeM himAlaya! usase hama rAjI haiM, kama se kama loga yaha to kaheMge ki saMnyAsa liyA, samAdara to milegaa| abhI to loga kahate haiM, ye bhraSTa ho ge|'

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pati ko chor3ane ko rAjI hai, pati ke binA jIne ko rAjI hai! ahaMkAra kA kaisA majA hai! lekina bhraSTa ho gae, isase coTa lagatI hai| kahane lagI ki agara DhaMga se saMnyAsa lete - veM jaina hai - to zobhAyAtrA nikalatI; dUra-dUra se loga riztedAra ikaTThe hote, pUjA-pratiSThA hotI / vaha soca rahI hai ki vaha bar3I gaharI bAteM kaha rahI hai| vaha itanA hI kaha rahI hai ki ahaMkAra para kucha aura phUlamAlAeM car3ha jaatiiN| saha lete dukha inako chor3ane kA, magara pratiSThA to banI rhtii| magara yaha to bar3A upadrava kara liyaa| aba jahAM jAo, vahIM musIbata hai| merA saMnyAsa to ar3acana meM ddaalegaa| aura saMnyAsa hI kyA jo ar3acana meM na DAle! kyoMki usI ar3acana se, cunautI se to tumhAre jIvana kA vikAsa hogaa| usI cunautI para to dhAra rakhI jaaegii| usI para to tumhArI talavAra meM dhAra aaegii| loga haMseMge, virodha kreNge| loga kaheMge: yaha bhI koI saMnyAsa hai! hajAra AlocanA kareMge, vivAda kreNge| aura phira bhI tuma DaTe rahe to tumhAre jIvana meM kucha bala paidA hogaa| purAne DhaMga kA saMnyAsa to aba kUr3A-kacarA hai! ahaMkAra kI pUjA usase ho jAegI, lekina satya kA koI anubhava na hogaa| kyoMki ahaMkAra se bar3I aura koI bAdhA nahIM hai satya ke anubhava AkhirI prazna : Apane kahA ki karma karate hue kartA- bhAva nahIM rakhanA hai aura jo hotA hai use hone denA hai| isa hAlata meM kRpayA batAeM ki manaSya phira kartavya aura akartavya kA nirNaya kaise kare? jo ho sahaja, vahI kartavya hai| jo karanA par3e jabardastI, vahI akartavya hai| tuma cauMkoge, kyoMki tumhArI paribhASA ThIka ulTI hai| tuma to kartavya usI ko kahate ho jo majabUrI meM karanA par3atA hai| bApa bImAra hai, paira dabA rahe haiM- tuma kahate ho, kartavya kara rahe haiN| kartavya kara rahe haiM - matalaba ki 'maro bhI! yA ThIka ho jAo, kartavya to na krvaao| aba yaha kina pApoM kA phala bhoga rahe haiM, ki abhI philma dekhane gae hote, ki klaba meM nAca ho rahA hai, ki roTarI klaba kI baiThaka ho rahI hai, aura aba yaha bApa ke pAMva dabAne par3a rahe haiM! kisane tumase kahA thA ki hamako janma do ?' ye saba vicAra uTha rahe haiN| kartavya kA matalaba tuma samajhate ho ? kartavya kA matalaba hai: jise tuma karanA nahIM cAhate aura karanA par3atA hai| tuma kisI strI ke prema meM par3a jAte ho, taba tuma yaha to nahIM kahate ki yaha kartavya hai| taba tuma kahate ho : prema ! lekina jaba tuma mAM ko dekhane jAte ho to kahate ho, kartavya hai| tuma apanI preyasI se milane jAte ho, taba tuma nahIM kahate ki kartavya, yadyapi jaba tuma ghara lauTate ho patnI

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se milane, taba kahate ho, kartavya hai| jo karanA pdd'e| mullA nasaruddIna eka dina ghara AyA aura usane dekhA ki usakA mitra usakI patnI ko cUma rahA hai| vaha ekadama sira Thoka kara khar3A ho gyaa| usane kahA: 'mujhe to karanA par3atA hai, tU kyoM kara rahA hai?' use bharosA hI na aayaa| kartavya kA artha hI hai: nahIM karanA thA, phira bhI karanA pdd'aa| mana se nahIM kiyA, hRdaya se nahIM kiyA--yaha koI kartavya huA? tumhArA 'kartavya' to gaMdA zabda hai| to maiM to tumase kahatA hUM vahI karanA, jo sahaja ho| dhokhA mata denaa| agara paira na dabAne hoM pitA ke to kSamA mAga lenA, kahanA ki bhAva nahIM uThatA, jhUTha na kruuNgaa| hI, sahaja uThatA ho bhAva, to hI daabnaa| maiM mAnatA hUM ki tumhAre pitA bhI prasanna hoMge, kyoMki merA yaha anubhava hai ki agara tuma jabardastI pitA ke paira dAba rahe ho to pitA prasanna nahIM hote| jabardastI se koI prasannatA kahIM nahIM phalatI / jaba tumhIM prasanna nahIM ho to tumhAre hAtha kI UrjA aura garmI aura tumhAre hAtha kI taraMga - taraMga kahegI ki tuma jabardastI kara rahe ho, kara rahe ho, ThIka hai! karanA par3a rahA hai| udhara pitA bhI par3e dekha rahe haiM ki ThIka hai ! majabUrI hai to kara rahe ho / na tuma prasanna ho, na pitA prasanna haiM / na tuma AnaMdita ho, na tuma unheM AnaMdita kara pAte ho| jo AnaMda se paidA nahIM hotA, vaha AnaMda paidA kara bhI nahIM paataa| AnaMda se bahegI jo dhAra, usI se AnaMda phalatA hai| to tuma kaha denA sApha, bhItara kucha, bAhara kucha mata krnaa| bAhara paira dA rahe haiM aura bar3e AjJAkArI putra bane baiThe haiM aura bhItara kucha aura soca rahe haiM, viparIta soca rahe haiM, krodhita ho rahe haiN| soca rahe haiM, samaya kharAba huA, vizrAma kara lete, vaha gyaa| lekina tuma apane sAtha jhUTha ho rahe ho aura tuma pitA ke sAmane bhI saca nahIM ho| maiM nahIM kahatA, aisA kartavya kro| maiM kahatA hUM tuma kSamA mAMga lenA kahanA ki kSamA kreN| aisA bacapana meM mere hotA thaa| mere dAdA the, unako paira dabavAne kA bahuta zauka thaa| ve hara kisI ko pakar3a lete ki calo, paira daabo| kabhI-kabhI maiM bhI unakI pakar3a meM A jaataa| to kabhI maiM dAbatA, jaba merI mauja meM hotA; aura kabhI maiM unase kaha detA, kSamA kareM, abhI to bhItara maiM gAliyAM duuNgaa| dabavAnA ho dabavA leM, lekina maiM dAbUMgA nhiiN| yaha kartavya hogaa| abhI to maiM khelane jA rahA huuN| dhIre - dhIre ve smjhe| eka dina maiMne sunA, ve mere pitA se kaha rahe the ki jaba yaha mere paira dAbatA hai to jaisA mujhe AnaMda milatA hai, kabhI nahIM miltaa| hAlAMki yaha sadA nahIM dAbatA / magara jaba yaha dAbatA hai to isa para bharosA kiyA jA sakatA hai ki yaha dAba rahA hai aura ise rasa hai| kabhI-kabhI to yaha bIca dAbate - dAbate ruka jAtA hai aura kahatA hai, basa kSamAH / 'kyoM bhAI, kyA ho gayA, abhI to tU ThIka dAba rahA thA / ' 'basa, aba bAta khatama ho gayI, aba merA isase Age mana nahIM hai / ' jitane prasanna mujhase the, kabhI parivAra meM kisI se bhI nahIM rhe| hAlAMki unake beTe to unake paira dAbate the, magara ve unase prasanna nahIM the| maiM to choTA thA, jyAdA unake paira dAba bhI nahIM sakatA thaa| phira to dhIre dhIre ve mujhase pUchane lage ki Aja mana hai? unhoMne yaha kahanA baMda kara diyA

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ki calo, paira daaboN| phira to dhIre-dhIre maiM khuda bhI jaba kabhI mujhe mana hotA, maiM unase jA kara kahatA:' ApakA mana hai? Aja maiM rAjI h| jIvana ko jitane dara taka bana sake, choTe se choTe kAma se le kara, sahaja karanA ucita hai, kyoMki sahaja hI dhIre - dhIre samAdhi bana jAtA hai| vahI karanA jo tumhAre AnaMda se ho rahA ho| aura tuma laMbe arse meM pachatAoge nhiiN| ho sakatA hai, tatkSaNa ar3acana mAlUma pdd'e| lekina jhUTha jhUTha hai aura tatkSaNa kitanA hI suvidhApUrNa mAlUma par3e aMtataH tumheM jAla meM ulajhA jaaegaa| tuma sApha-sApha honaa| isako maiM prAmANika honA kahatA huuN| pUchA hai tumane 'manuSya phira kaise taya kare-kyA kartavya, kyA akartavya?' taya karane kI bAta hI nahIM hai| jo sukhada, jo prItikara-vahI krtvy| jo prItikara nahIM, jo sukhada nahIM-vahI akrtvy| tumheM ulTA sikhAyA gayA hai, isalie ulajhana paidA ho rahI hai| tumheM sikhAyA gayA hai prItikara-aprItikara kA koI savAla nahIM hai, sahaja-asahaja kA koI savAla nahIM hai-are jaisA cAhate haiM, vaisA karo to kartavya; tuma jaisA cAhate ho, vaisA karo to akartavya ho gyaa| to hara vyakti dUsare ke hisAba se jI rahA hai| isalie to kama loga jI rahe haiM, adhika loga to mare-marAe haiM, jI hI nahIM rahe haiN| yaha koI jIne kA DhaMga hai? dUsaroM kI apekSAeM pUrI karane meM jIvana bitA rahe ho, phira kaise sugaMdha hogI, phira kaise saMgIta janmegA, phira tuma kaise nAcoge? sadA dUsare kI AkAMkSA pUrI kara rahe ho| eka mAM apane beTe ko kaha rahI thI ki beTA, sadA dUsaroM kI sevA karanI caahie| usane pUchA: 'kyoM?' usakI mAM ne kahA: 'kyoM! zAstra aisA kahate haiN| bhagavAna ne isIlie to banAyA hameM ki hama dUsaroM kI sevA kreN|' usa beTe ne kahA' aura dUsaroM ko kisalie banAyA hai? isakA bhI to kucha uttara honA caahie| hama unakI sevA kareM, isalie banAyA hai, aura hamako isIlie banAyA hai ki ve hamArI sevA kreN| to saba apanI- apanI sevA na kara leM bhU: yaha itanA jAla kyoM phailAnA?' tuma apekSA dUsare kI pUrI karo, dUsare tumhArI apekSAeM pUrI kara rahe haiN| na ve prasanna haiM, na tuma prasanna ho| jagata bilakula udAsa ho gayA hai| ___nahIM, yahI merI maulika krAMti hai jo maiM tumheM denA cAhatA huuN| tuma vahI karo jo tumhArA AnaMda hai, cAhe kucha bhI kImata ho| tuma kabhI vaha mata karo jo tumhArA AnaMda nahIM hai| cAhe usake lie tumheM kitanA hI cukAnA par3e, tuma Akhira meM pAoge ki tuma jIte hAre nhiiN| aura maiM tumase yaha bhI kahatA hUM ki cAhe zurU-zurU meM loga tumase parezAna hoM; kyoMki unakI AdateM kharAba kara lI haiM tumane isalie, samAja vikRta ho gayA hai isalie, lekina dhIre-dhIre tumhArI prAmANikatA smjheNge| tuma para bharosA kiyA jA sakatA hai, aisA mAneMge, kyoMki tuma prAmANika ho| satya aMtataH kisI ko bhI nukasAna nahIM pahuMcAtA zurU-zurU meM kaI daphe lagatA hai ki nukasAna pahuMcAtA hai| asatya mata hoo aura bhAvoM ko to kabhI jhuThalAo mt| agara isa prakriyA meM tuma par3a gae jhuThalAne kI to tuma dhIre-dhIre jhUTha kA eka saMgraha ho jAoge, jisameM se jIvana kI Aga bilakula

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kho jAegI, rAkha hI rAkha raha jaaegii| aura agara tuma sahaja banane lago to tuma acAnaka pAoge paramAtmA ko khojane ke lie kucha bhI nahIM karanA par3atA; tumhArI sahajatA ke hI jharokhe se kisI dina paramAtmA bhItara utara AtA hai| kyoMki paramAtmA yAnI sahajatA / jJAta nahIM jAne kisa dvAra se kauna se prakAra se mere gRha-kakSa meM dustara timira durga durgama vipakSa meM ujjvala prabhAmayI ekAeka komala kiraNa eka A gayI bIca se aMdhere ke hue do TUka vismaya - vimugdha merA mana pA gayA anaMta dhana! tumheM patA bhI na calegA ki kaba kisa ajJAta kSaNa meM, binA koI khabara diye atithi kI bhAMti paramAtmA dvAra para dastaka de detA hai| dharma ke itane jAla kI jarUrata nahIM hai, agara tuma sahaja ho| kyoMki sahaja honA yAnI svAbhAvika honA, svAbhAvika honA yAnI dhArmika honaa| mahAvIra ne to dharma kI paribhASA hI svabhAva kI hai batyu sahAvo dhammo! jo vastu kA svabhAva hai, vahI dharma hai| jaise Aga kA dharma hai jalAnA, pAnI kA dharma hai nIce kI tarapha kahanA - aisA agara manuSya bhI apane svabhAva meM jIne lage to basa ho gayI baat| kucha karanA nahIM hai| sahaja ho gaye ki saba ho gayA / rAma jI, bhale Ae aise hI AdhI kI oTa meM cale Ae ! bina bulAe ! Ae, padhArI! sira AMkhoM para baMdanA sakAse ! aise hI eka dina DolatA huA A dhamakUgA maiM tumhAre darabAra meM aucaka kyA le sakoge apanI karuNA ke pasAra meM? rAma jI, bhale Ae ! aise hI AdhI kI oTa meM cale Ae ! bina bulAe Ae, padhAro! sira AMkhoM para baMdanA sakAse! paramAtmA aise hI AtA hai, cupacApa, pagadhvani bhI sunAyI nahIM pdd'tii| koI zoragula nahIM hotaa| yoga, tapa-japa, koI jarUrata nahIM par3atI- agara tuma sahaja ho jAo; agara tuma zAMta, AnaMdamagna jIne

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lgo| aura AnaMdamagna jIne kA eka hI upAya hai: apekSAeM pUrI karane mata laga jaanaa| jinakI tuma apekSAeM pUrI karoge, unheM tuma kabhI prasanna na kara pAoge, yaha aura eka majA hai| tuma apane ko vikRta kara loge aura ve kabhI prasanna na hoNge| kyoMki tumhAre prasanna hue binA ve kaise prasanna ho sakate haiM? tumane dekhA, tumhArI patnI tumase prasanna hai? hAlAMki tuma sira dhunate rahate ho ki tere lie hI marA jAtA hUM pisA jAtA hUM, sira tor3atA dina-rAta - aura tU prasanna nahIM hai! tumhAre bacce tumase prasanna haiM? hAlAki tuma chAtI pITa-pITa kara yahI kahate rahate ho ki tumhAre lie hI jI rahA hUM anyathA jIne meM aura kyA hai? tuma par3ha-likha jAo, tuma bar3e ho jAo, sukha-saMpannatA ko upalabdha ho jAo-isIlie saba kucha luTAe jA rahA huuN| tumhAre lie saba kucha dAva para lagAyA hai aura tuma anugRhIta bhI nahIM ho ! tuma apekSAeM pUrI kara rahe ho to tuma prasanna to ho hI nahIM sakate jaba tuma prasanna nahIM ho to tumhAre bacce prasanna nahIM ho skte| ve jAnate haiM, jabardastI tuma kara rahe ho| tumhAre DhaMga se patA calatA hai| bApa kahate haiM baccoM ke sAmane ki tumhAre lie ghasiTa rahe haiM, mara rahe haiM, khapa rahe haiM! yaha koI bAta huI? yaha koI prema huA? yaha tumhArA AnaMda huA? yaha to AlocanA huii| yaha to zikAyata huii| yaha to tuma yaha kaha rahe ho ki na hue hote paidA to acchA thA tumhArI vajaha se yaha saba jhaMjhaTa ho rahI hai ki aba kara lI hai zAdI to aba ThIka hai| lekina isase tumhArI patnI prasanna hogI? aura ye bacce tumase yaha sIkha rahe haiN| ye apane baccoM ke sAtha yahI kreNge| aise bhUleM doharAI jAtI haiM piiddh'ii-dr-piiddh'ii| tuma prasanna ho jAo! tuma agara kAma kara rahe ho to eka bAta ImAnadArI se samajha lo ki tuma apane AnaMda ke lie kara rahe ho| baccoM kA usase hita ho jAegA, yaha gauNa hai, yaha lakSya nahIM hai| tumhArI patnI ko vastra aura bhojana mila jAegA, yaha gauNa hai, yaha lakSya nahIM hai| kAma tuma apane AnaMda se kara rahe ho, yaha tumhArA jIvana hai| tuma AnaMdita ho ise karane meN| aura yaha tumhArI patnI hai, tumane ise cAhA hai aura prema kiyA hai, isalie tuma ...... | yaha koI savAla hI nahIM hai kahane kA ki maiM khapA jA rahA hUM maiM marA jA rahA huuN| yaha koI bhASA hai? yaha tuma baccoM se kaha rahe ho, unake mana meM jahara DAla rahe ho / inhoMne tumhArI kabhI prasanna mudrA nahIM dekhii| mullA nasaruddIna eka daphA phoTo nikalavAne gayA, to bahuta taraha se kaimarA jamAyA phoTogrAphara ne, lekina unakI zakla ThIka bane hI n| to usane kahA ki bar3e miyAM, eka kSaNa ko muskurA do, phira Apa apanI svAbhAvika mudrA meM A jAnA! muskurAnA loga bhUla gae haiM, haMsanA bhUla gae haiN| haMsanA pApa jaisA mAlUma par3atA hai| loga rotI sUrateM banA lie haiN| inhIM rotI sUrato ko lekara paramAtmA ke pAsa jAoge? usa para kucha to dayA karo ! aura izArA samajha meM A jAe to choTA-sA izArA kAphI hai| rAha meM eka sitArA bhI bahuta hotA hai AMkhavAle ko izArA bhI bahuta hotA hai

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bIca majhadhAra meM jAne kI jarUrata kyA hai DUbanA ho to kinArA bhI bahuta hotA hai sahajatA sUtra hai| jAganA ho to sahajatA ke sUtra ko pakar3a lo| aura saba kho jAe, sahajatA kA dhAgA na khoe! tamhAre jIvana kI sArI maNiyAM sahajatA ke dhAge meM piro jAeM tama gajare bana jAoge usake gale ke yogya! nihArikA se vaMdva kara ravikara-nikara vijayI bane pratyUSa ke pIyUSa-kaNa pahuMcA rahe tuma taka ghane komala malaya ke sparza -saurabha se himAnI se sane dularA tumheM jAte, jagAte, kUjate taru ke tane bhole kusuma, bhUle kusuma jo Aja bhI jAge na tuma to aura jAgoge bhalA kisa jAgaraNa- kSaNa meM kusuma? yaha svapna TUTegA na kyA, bhole kusuma, bhUle kusuma lo titaliyAM macalI calI sataraMga cInAMzuka pahana chavi kI putaliyoM sI macalatI, madabhare jinake nayana hara eka kali ke kAna meM kahatI huI : jAgo bahana!' jAgo bahana, dina car3ha gayA, kholo nayana, dho lo badana, anamola re yaha kSaNa, na khone kA zayana banamaya kusuma, kaba aura jAgoge bhalA, bhole kusuma, bhUle kusuma! saba maujUda hai aura tuma soye ho havA cala uThI, sUraja nikala AyA, titaliyAM gaMjane lagI, malaya bahAra bahane lagI aura kahane lagI jAgo kusuma, bhUle kusuma! saba taiyAra hai, subaha ho gaI, tuma soe par3e! tuma behoza par3e! paramAtmA pratipala taiyAra hai, lekina tuma aise aMdhere meM aura aisI udAsI meM aura aise narka meM ghire ho! aura narka tumhArA apanA banAyA huA hai| tuma usake kAraNa ho| hajAroM logoM ke jIvana meM dekha kara maiM yaha pAtA hUM ki tuma apane narka ke kAraNa ho aura maiM yaha nahIM kahatA ki atIta janmoM meM tumane koI pApa kie the, isalie tuma narka meM ho| maiM tumase kahatA hUM : abhI tuma bhrAMtiyAM kara rahe ho, isalie tuma narka meM ho| kyoMki atIta janmoM meM kie pApoM ko ThIka karane kA koI upAya nhiiN| aba to pIche jAne kI koI jagaha nhiiN| vaha to dhokhA hai| maiM to tumase kahatA hUM : abhI bhI tuma vahI kara rahe ho| unameM eka buniyAdI bAta hai: sahajatA ko mata chodd'naa| kabIra ne kahA hai : sAdho sahaja samAdhi bhalI! tuma sahaja aura satya aura sarala...... phira jo bhI kImata ho, cukA denaa| yahI saMnyAsa hai| kImata cukAnA tapazcaryA hai| tuma jhUTha mata laadnaa| tuma jhUThe mukhauTe mata phnnaa| jhena phakIra kahate haiM : khoja lo apanA asalI ceharA, orijinala phes| sahajatA asalI ceharA

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hai| jIsasa ne kahA : ho jAo phira choTe baccoM kI bhAti! sahajatA choTe baccoM kI bhAMti ho jAnA hai| aura vahI aSTAvakra kA saMdeza hai, dezanA hai, ki jaise ho vaise hI, isI kSaNa ghaTanA ghaTa sakatI hai; sirpha eka bAta chor3a do, apane ko kucha aura- aura batAnA chor3a do| jo ho, basa vaise......| zurU meM nizcita kaThinAI hogI, lekina dhIre-dhIre tuma pAoge, hara kaThinAI tumheM nae-nae dvAroM para le AI aura hara kaThinAI tumhAre jIvana ko aura madhura kara gaI aura hara kaThinAI ne tumheM samhAlA aura hara kaThinAI ne tumheM majabUta kiyA, tumhAre bhItara bala ko jagAyA! dhIre- dhIre kadama-kadama cala kara eka dina AdamI paripUrNa sahaja ho jAtA hai| taba usake jIvana meM koI durAva nahIM raha jAtA, koI kapaTa nahIM raha jaataa| isa jIvana ko hI maiM dhArmika jIvana kahatA huuN| hari oma tatsat!

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acunAva meM atikramaNa-pravacana pAMcavAM dinAMka 15 navaMbara, 1976; zrI rajanIza Azrama, puunaa| sUtra: janaka uvaac| akiMcanabhavaM svAsthya koyInatve'pi durlbhm| tyAgadAne vihAyAsmAdahamAse ythaasukhm|| 115 / / kutrAyi khedaH kAyastha jihvA kutrAyi khidyate) mana: kutrApi tattvaklA puruSArthe sthitaH sukhm|| 11611 kRtaM kimapi naiva sthAditi saMcikka ttvt:| yadA yatkartumAyAti tatkRtvAuse ythaasukhm| 117 / / karmanaiSkarmyanirbadhaMbhAvA dehastha yoginH| saMyogAyogavirahAdahamAse ythaasukhm|| 118 / / arthAnau~ na me sthityA natyA vA zayanena vaa| tiSThan gacchan svayaMstasmAdahamAse ythaasukhm|| 119 / / svayato nAsti me hAni: siddhiryatnavato na vaa| nAzollAsau vihAyAsmAdahamAse yathAsukham! 120 / / sakhAdirUpAniyama bhAvembAlokya bhrish| zubhAzubhe vihAyAsmAdahamAse ythaasukhm|| 121 / / eka purAnI yahUdI kathA hai| sikaMdara vizva-vijaya kI yAtrA ko niklaa| aneka dezoM ko jItatA huA, eka pahAr3I kabIle ke pAsa aayaa| use bhI sikaMdara nai jItanA caahaa| jaba hamalA kiyA to cakita huA| kabIle ke nagna loga baiDa -bAje lekara usakA svAgata karane Ae the| thor3A sakucAyA bhii| usakA irAdA to hamale kA thaa| vahA to koI lar3ane ko taiyAra hI na thaa| usa kabIle ke logoM ke pAsa astra-zastra the hI nhiiN| unhoMne kabhI apane itihAsa meM yuddha jAnA hI na thaa| vastra bhI unake pAsa na the| bar3e makAna bhI unake pAsa na the-jhopar3e the; una jhopar3oM meM kucha bhI na thaa| kyoMki saMgraha kI vRtti unhoMne kabhI pAlI nhiiN| jahAM saMgraha hai vahAM hiMsA hogii| jahAM saMgraha hai vahAM yuddha bhI hogaa| jahAM mAlakiyata hai vahAM pratispardhA bhI hai|

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ve sikaMdara ko le ge| sikaMdara skucaayaa| kiMkartavyavimUr3ha! vaha to eka hI bAta jAnatA thaa-ldd'naa| ve use apane pradhAna ke jhopar3e meM le ge| usakA bar3A svAgata kiyA gayA phUlamAlAoM se| phira pradhAna ne usake lie bhojana bulaayaa| sone kI thAlI-sone kI hI roTI! hIre-javAharAta jar3e hue bartana-aura hIre-javAharAto kI hI sabjI! sikaMdara ne kahA tama pAgala hae ho? sone kI roTI kauna khAegA! hIre -javAharAto kI sabjI! tumane mujhe samajhA kyA hai? AdamI huuN| usa bUr3he pradhAna ne khaa| hama to soce ki Apa agara sAdhAraNa roTI se hI tRpta ho sakate haiM to apane deza meM hI mila jaatii| itanI dUra, itanI yAtrA karake na AnA par3atA! itanA saMgharSa, itanA yuddha, itanI hiMsA, itanI mRtyu-gehUM kI roTI khAne ko? sAdhAraNa sabjI khAne ko? yaha to tumhAre deza meM hI mila jaataa| phira kyA tuma pAgala hue ho? isalie hamane to jaise hI khabara sunI ki tuma A rahe ho, bAmuzkila ikaTThA karake kisI taraha khadAnoM se sonA, yaha saba iMtajAma kiyaa| eka bAta-vaha kA bolA-mujhe pUchanI hai phira tumhAre deza meM varSA hotI hai? gehUM kI bAleM pakatI haiM? ghAsa ugatA hai? sUraja camakatA hai? cAMda-tAre nikalate haiM rAta meM? sikaMdara ne kahA : pAgala ho tuma! kyoM na nikalegA sUraja? kyoM na nikaleMge cAMda-tAre? merA deza aura deza jaisA hI deza hai| vaha kA to sira hilAne lagA aura kahA ki mujhe bharosA nahIM aataa| tumhAre deza meM pazu-pakSI haiM? jAnavara haiM? sikaMdara ne kahA: nizcita haiN| vaha haMsane lgaa| usane kahA: taba maiM samajha gyaa| tuma jaise AdamiyoM ke lie to paramAtmA sUraja ko nikAlanA kabhI kA baMda kara diyA hotA-pazu-pakSiyoM ke lie nikAlatA hogaa| varSA kabhI kI baMda kara dI hotI tuma jaise AdamiyoM ke lie pazu-pakSiyoM ke lie karanI par3atI hogii| kahate haiM, sikaMdara isa taraha kisI para hamalA karake kabhI na pachatAyA thaa| jIvana kI kisI na kisI ghar3I meM tumheM bhI aisA hI lgegaa| kyA karoge sone kA? -khAoge pIyoge? kyA karoge dhana kA? -oDhoge, bichAoge? kyA karoge pratiSThA kA, sammAna kA, ahaMkAra kA? koI bhI to upayoga nahIM hai| hI, eka bAta nizcita hai, sone se ghira kara, sone se mar3ha kara ahaMkAra meM baMda hokara, tuma para paramAtmA kA sUraja na camakegA tuma para paramAtmA kA cAMda na niklegaa| tumhArI rAteM aMdherI ho jAeMgI; tAre vidA ho jaaeNge| tuma sUkhe registAna ho jAoge| phira usake megha tumhAre Upara na ghireMge aura varSA na hogii| tuma vaMcita ho jAoge isa bhare-pUre jagata meN| jahAM saba hai vahA tuma ThIkare bInate raha jaaoge| phira tuma khUba dukhI hooge aura sukha kI AzAeM karoge sukha ke sapane dekhoge aura dukha bhogoge| yahI huA hai| mahatvAkAMkSA ne prANa le lie haiN| aura jaba taka mahatvAkAMkSA na gira jAe, koI vyakti dhArmika nahIM hotaa| Aja ke sUtra bar3e anUThe haiN| aise to aSTAvakra kI isa gItA ke sabhI sUtra anUThe haiM para kahIM-kahIM

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to AkhirI UMcAI chU lete haiM sUtra, unake pAra jAnA jaise phira saMbhava nahIM, aise hI sUtra haiN| 'nahIM hai kucha bhI, aise bhAva se paidA huA jo svAsthya hai, vaha kaupIna ke dhAraNa karane para bhI durlabha hai| isalie tyAga aura grahaNa donoM ko chor3a kara maiM sukhapUrvaka sthita hAM' pahuMcane do ise tumhAre prANoM ke aMtartama kA akiMcanabhava svAsthya kaupInatveupi durlabham / aisA jAna kara ki nahIM kucha bhI hai isa jagata meM pAne yogya; nahIM kucha bhI hai isa jagata meM mAlika banane yogya, nahIM kucha bhI hai isa jagata meM sivAya sapanoM ke aisA jAna kara akiMcana jo ho gayA akiMcana kA artha hotA hai, nA kucha jo ho gayA, aisA jAna kara jisane apanI zUnyatA ko svIkAra kara liyaa| maiM hUM zUnya aura isa jagata meM bharane kA isa zUnya kA koI upAya nahIM hai, kyoMki yaha jagata hai spnaa| maiM hUM zUnya, jagata hai sapanA - sapane se zUnya ko bharA nahIM jA sktaa| yaha zUnya to tabhI bharegA jaba paramAtmA isameM AviSTa ho, utare, par3e usake caraNa ! anyathA yaha maMdira khAlI rhegaa| isa maMdira meM to prabhu hI virAje to bhregaa| to tuma isa jagata kI kitanI hI cIjoM se bhara lo svayaM ko, tuma dhokhA hI de rahe ho| aMtataH tuma pAoge, kisI aura ko tumane dhokhA diyA, aisA nahIM, khuda hI dhokhA khA gae---apanI kuzalatA se hI dhokhA khA ge| aisA mujhe kahane do: isa jagata meM jo bahuta kuzala haiM, aMta meM pAte haiM ki apanI kuzalatA se mAre ge| isa jagata meM sIdhe - sarala logoM ne to satya ko kabhI pA bhI liyA hai, lekina kuzala aura cAlAka loga kabhI nahIM pA ske| tumhArA pAMDitya hI tumhArA pApa hai| aura tumhArI samajhadArI hI tumhArI phAsI banegI | akiMcanabhava....... kahate haiM: maiM - kucha hUM aura ise bharane kA isa jagata meM koI upAya nahIM hai| aisA mAna kara maiM apane nA-kucha hone se rAjI ho gayA huuN| bhI nahIM hai jo mujhe bhara rAjI ho jaauuN......| jaise 1 yahI krAMti kA dvAra hai| jisa vyakti ne samajha liyA ki bAhara kucha sake, maiM khAlI hUM - aura khAlI hUM, aura khAlI hUM to aba isa khAlIpana se hI tuma rAjI hu ki eka mahata rUpAMtaraNa hotA hai| jaise hI tuma rAjI hue tuma zAMta hue citta kI daur3a miTI, spardhA gaI, akiMcana - bhAva ko tuma svIkAra kie ki ThIka hai, yahI merA honA hai, yahI merA svabhAva hai, zUnyatA merA svabhAva hai- akiMcanabhava svAsthyaM tatkSaNa tumhAre jIvana meM eka svAsthya kI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai| 'svAsthya' zabda bar3A mahatvapUrNa hai| isakA artha hotA hai: tuma svayaM meM sthita ho jAte ho / sva-sthita ho jAnA svAsthya hai| abhI to tuma daur3a rahe ho| tuma vicalita ho, smRta ho / asvAsthya kA artha hai jo apane keMdra para nahIM hai, jo svayaM meM nahIM hai; jo idhara-udhara bhaTakA hai| koI dhana ke pIche daur3A hai- asvastha hai, rugNa hai| koI pada ke pIche daur3A hai cIja ke pIche daur3A hai| lekina jo daur3a rahA hai kisI aura ke - asvastha hai; rugNa hai| koI kisI aura pIche, vaha asvastha rhegaa| kyoMki daur3a

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meM tuma smRta ho jAte ho apane keMdra se| jaise hI daur3a gaI, tuma apane meM tthhre| loga pUchate haiM : 'svayaM meM kaise jAeM?' svayaM meM jAne meM jarA bhI kaThinAI nahIM hai; isase sarala koI bAta hI nahIM hai| svayaM meM jAnA kaThina hogA bhI kaise? kyoMki tuma svayaM to ho hI / svayaM meM to tuma ho hii| isalie asalI savAla yaha nahIM hai ki hama svayaM meM kaise jaaeN| asalI savAla yahI hai ki hama 'para' se kaise chUTeM / chUTe nahIM ki pahuMce nahIM| idhara 'para' para pakar3a chor3I ki svayaM meM baiTha ge| yaha savAla nahIM hai ki hama apane meM kaise aaeN| itanA hI savAla hai ki hama jina cIjoM ke pIche daur3a rahe haiM, unakI vyarthatA kaise dekheM ! hAya, kyA jIvana yahI thA ! eka bijalI kI jhalaka meM svapna au' rasarUpa dIkhA hAtha phaile to mujhe nija hAtha bhI dikhatA nahIM thA hAya, kyA jIvana yahI thA ! eka jhoMke meM gagana ke tArakoM ne jA biThAyA muTThiyAM kholIM, sivA kucha kaMkar3oM ke kucha nahIM thA hAya, kyA jIvana yahI thA ! gIta se jagatI na thI cIkha se duniyA na ghUmI hAya lagate eka se aba gAna au' kraMdana mujhe bhI chala gayA jIvana mujhe bhI hAya, kyA jIvana yahI thA ! jise tumane aba taka jIvana jAnA hai, use khulI AMkha se dekha lo| basa itanA kAphI hai| aura tuma akiMcana hone lagoge |' akiMcana' zabda kA ThIka-ThIka artha vahI hai jo jIsasa ke vacana kA hai| jIsasa ne kahA hai 'blaiseDa Ara di puara / dearsa ija di kiMgaDama Apha goNdd|' dhanyabhAgI haiM daridra unakA hI hai rAjya paramAtmA kA ! aura khayAla karanA, jIsasa nai yaha nahIM kahA ki dhanyabhAgI haiM daridra unakA

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hogA rAjya paramAtmA kaa| nahIM, jIsasa kahate haiM dearsa ija di kiMgaDama Apha goNdd|' unakA hI hai rAjya paramAtmA kaa| hai hI isI kSaNa! ho gayA! dhanya haiM daridra! akiMcana usI daridratA kA nAma hai| aisI daridratA to samRddhi kA davAra bana jAtI hai| aisI daridratA, ki eka bAra use aMgIkAra kara liyA to phira tuma kabhI daridra hote hI nahIM, kyoMki phira prabhu kA sArA rAjya tumhArA hai| akiMcanabhava:......| aisA jAna kara ki maiM kucha bhI nahIM hUM, aise bhAva se ki kucha bhI nahIM hai isa jagata meM, eka svapna hai-eka svAsthya paidA hotA hai; svayaM meM sthiti banatI hai; bhAgadaur3a jAtI hai, ApAdhApI miTatI hai jvara chUTatA hai, bImArI miTatI hai; AdamI apane ghara lauTa AtA hai, apane meM ThaharatA hai| aisA apane meM Thahara jAnA hI-janaka kahate haiM-vAstavika saMnyAsa hai| kucha saMnyAsI ke vastra dhAraNa kara lene se thor3e hI koI saMnyAsI ho jAtA hai! kaupIna ke dhAraNa karane se hI to kucha nahIM ho jaataa| saMnyAsa kI dIkSA lene se hI to nahIM kucha ho jaataa| saMnyAsa kI dIkSA zAyada eka pratIka ho eka zubhAraMbha ho; zubha muhUrta meM eka saMkalpa ho| para saMnyAsa lene se hI to kucha nahIM ho jaataa| saMnyAsa le kara yAtrA samApta nahIM hotI, zurU hotI hai| vaha pahalA kadama hai| usI para jo aTaka gae ve burI taraha bhaTaka ge| vaha to tumhArI ghoSaNA thii| jisa dina tuma saMnyAsI hote ho usa dina thor3e hI tuma saMnyAsI ho jaate| usa dina tumane ghoSaNA kI ki aba maiM saMnyAsI honA cAhatA hUM; aba maiM saMnyAsa ke mArga para calanA cAhatA huuN| tumhArI ghoSaNA se tuma saMnyAsI thor3e hI ho jAte ho! 'jo kaupIna dhAraNa karane para bhI durlabha hai, vaisA parama saMnyAsa akiMcana- bhAva ke paidA hote hI upalabdha ho jAtA hai| isalie tyAga aura grahaNa donoM ko chor3a kara maiM sukhapUrvaka sthita ho' tyAgadAne vihAyAsmAdahamAse ythaasukhm| isalie aba na pakar3atA hUM na chor3atA hAM na aba kisI cIja se merA lagAva hai, na merA virodha hai| agara virodha rahA to lagAva jArI hai| virodha hotA hI unase hai jinase hamArA lagAva jArI rahatA hai| ise smjhnaa| kyoMki yaha bahuta AsAna hai-lagAva ko virodha meM badala lenaa| lagAva se mukta honA bar3A kaThina hai| lagAva ko virodha meM badala lenA bar3A sugama hai| tuma dhana ke pIche daur3ate the, bahuta dukha pAyA, bahuta pIr3A uThAI koI sukha na milA, viphalatA-viphalatA hAtha lagI-tuma roSa se bhara gae; tuma dhana ke duzmana bana gae; tuma kahane lage : dhana pApa hai; chaUMgA bhI nhiiN| lekina mana meM abhI bhI dhana ke prati kahIM na kahIM kisI gahare tala para koI AkarSaNa hai| dhana kI tuma bAta abhI bhI kie cale jaaoge| eka jaina muni ke pAsa eka daphA mujhe le jAyA gyaa| unhoMne eka bhajana gaayaa| jo unake pAsa baiThe the, saba dhanI loga the| unake bhaktoM ke sira hilane lge| bhajana thA ki 'mujhe samrAToM ke

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svarNa-siMhAsanoM meM jarA bhI rasa nahIM; mujhe to merI rAha kI dhUla hI priya hai| mujhe tumhAre mahaloM meM koI rasa nahIM hai; mujhe to dhUla bharI rAha hI priya hai|' aise hI bhAva the| sira hile logoM ke| loga bar3e magana the| bhajana sunA kara mujhe cupa dekha kara unhoMne pUchA Apane kucha kahA nahIM! Apako bhajana pasaMda nahIM par3A?' maiMne kahA ki maiM jarA ar3acana meM par3a gyaa| agara Apako samrAToM ke siMhAsanoM meM koI rasa nahIM hai to bhajana likhane kA kaSTa kyoM uThAyA?: kyoMki maiM samrAToM se bhI milA hUM unameM se kisI ne bhI mujhe aisA bhajana nahIM sunAyA ki rahe Ao masta tuma apanI dhUla meM hameM tumhArI dhUla se na koI lagAva na IrSyA hai| maiMne samrAToM ko, saMnyAsiyoM ke sAtha IrSyA nahIM hai, aisA koI gIta gAte nahIM sunaa| saMnyAsI hI sadA yaha gIta gAte haiM, yaha jarA socane jaisA hai| honA to ulTA cAhie ki samrATa ko IrSyA paidA ho saMnyAsI se| apane ko samajhAne ko vaha kahe ki 'nahIM, maiM to apane mahala meM hI huuN| tuma hI maje meM apane jhopar3oM meM, raho akiMcana, maiM to samrATa hI ThIka huuN|' lekina koI samrATa aisA kahatA nhiiN| saMnyAsI sadiyoM se kahate rahe ki hameM tumhAre siMhAsana se koI rasa nahIM hai| sa nahIM hai to itanA zrama kyoM uThAyA? rasa hai| tuma apane ko samajhA rahe ho| tuma apane ko hI jora-jora se bola kara bharosA dilA rahe ho| aisA hotA hai na kabhI aMdherI rAta meM, akele jA rahe ho to jora-jora se gAnA gAne lagate ho ! Dara lagatA hai, gAnA gAte ho| hAlAMki gAnA gAne se kucha sthiti badalatI nahIM; lekina khuda kI hI AvAja suna kara himmata A jAtI hai| loga sITI bajAne lagate haiN| galI meM se nikala rahe haiM, aMdherA hai, loga sITI bajAne lagate haiN| apanI hI sITI kI AvAja suna kara thor3I himmata A jAtI hai, garmI A jAtI hai| kama se kama itanA to ho jAtA hai ki hama koI Dare hue nahIM haiM, gAnA gA rahe haiM ! lekina yaha gAnA hI khabara detA hai ki bhaya hai| maiMne kahA :' Apako jarUra mahaloM meM rasa raha gayA hai, lagAva bAkI hai| siMhAsana Apako dikhAI par3atA hai| anyathA saMnyAsI ko kyA ciMtA ! samrATa IrSyAlu hoM, yaha samajha meM AtA hai; aura samrATa apane ko samajhAne ke lie isa taraha ke gIta gAeM, yaha bhI samajha meM AtA hai|' unako kucha samajha meM na aayaa| ve bar3I muzkila meM par3a ge| bAta to coTa kara gii| dUsare dina mujhe phira bulAyA| jaba dUsare dina mujhe bulAyA to vahA koI ziSya na thaa| maiMne pUchA :'ziSyoM kI bhIr3a kyA huI?' unhoMne kahA ki Aja maiM ekAMta meM bAta karanA cAhatA hUM, unake sAmane bAta nahIM ho sktii| Apane kaise pahacAnA? bAta Apane pate kI khii| mujhe rasa hai / Apane mere ghAva ko chU diyaa| maiM tilamilA gayA, vaha bhI saca hai, rAta bhara so na sakA, socatA rhaa| dhana meM mujhe rasa hai; pahale bhI thaa| dhana pA na sakA, isalie aMgUra khaTTe ho gae / maiMne chor3a diyA sNsaar| aura jaba saMsAra chor3A to maiM bar3A cakita huA jina dhanapatiyoM ke dvAra para mujhe dvArapAla kI naukarI bhI na mila sakatI thI, ve mere paira chUne Ane lge| aura taba se maiM niraMtara dhana ke khilApha bola rahA huuN| yaha koI eka bhajana nahIM jo maiMne gAyA, maiMne jitane bhajana gAe saba dhana ke khilApha haiN| Apane bAta pakar3a lii| bar3I kRpA ki Apane

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saMkoca na kiyA, ziSTAcAra kA khayAla na kiyA aura mere ghAva ko ughAr3a diyaa| aba maiM kyA karUM? aisI sthiti meM maiMne bahuta saMnyAsiyoM ko dekhA hai| koI strI se bhAga gae haiM to strI kI niMdA meM lage haiM; taba se unhoMne strI kA pIchA nahIM chor3A, strI kI niMdA cala rahI hai| pahale prazaMsA calatI thI, phira niMdA cala rahI hai| pahale sauMdarya - zataka calatA thA, aba vairAgya zataka cala rahA hai| lekina zataka kA AdhAra strI hai| pahale usake saudarya ke nakha-zikha kA varNana thA, aba usake zarIra meM bhare mala-mUtra kA varNana cala rahA hai| lekina bAta vahIM aTakI hai| dhyAna rakhanA, jo strI ke nakha-zikha kA varNana kara rahA hai ki AMkheM kajarArI, ki AMkheM mIna jaisI suMdara, ki ceharA gulAba, ki kapola gulAba kI paMkhuriyoM jaise komala - isameM, aura jo kaha rahA hai ki bharA hai malamUtra, gaMdagI, haDDI, mAMsa-majjA, mavAda, khUna, jo isakI carcA kara rahA hai- ina donoM bahuta bheda nahIM| ye eka-dUsare kI tarapha pITha kie khar3e haiM jarUra, magara ina donoM kA rasa strI meM ulajhA hai| ina donoM se sAvadhAna rhnaa| donoM meM se koI bhI saMnyasta nahIM hai| donoM saMsArI haiN| 'nahIM hai kucha bhI, aise bhAva se paidA huA jo svAsthya hai / ' na to strI gulAba kA phUla hai aura na mala-mUtra kA Dhera / nahIM hai kucha bhI / na to hai aura na dhana koI jahara hai ki chUne se ghabar3A jaao| nahIM hai kucha bhii| na to yaha saMsAra isa yogya hai ki isameM bhogo aura na yaha isa yogya hai ki ise tyAgo aura isase bhAgo / nahIM hai kucha bhI / svannavata hai| 'aise bhAva se paidA huA jo svAsthya hai vaha kaupIna ke dhAraNa karane para bhI durlabhA isalie tyAga aura grahaNa donoM ko chor3a kara maiM sukhapUrvaka sthita hUM' akiMcanabhavaM svAsthya kaupInatveupi durlabham / asmAt tyAgadAne vihAya ....... / - isalie maiMne tyAga ko, grahaNa ko, donoM ko chor3a diyA / isameM chor3anA nahIM hai, khayAla rkhnaa| yaha sirpha bhASA kA upayoga hai| kyoMki jaba tyAga bhI chor3a diyA to chor3anA kaisA ! isakA kevala itanA artha hai: maiM jAga gyaa| mujhe dikhAyI par3a gaI bAta ki tyAga bhI vahI hai, bhoga bhI vahI hai / bhoga hI jaba zIrSAsana karane lagatA hai, tyAga mAlUma par3atA hai| magara bAta vahI hai, jarA bhI bheda nahIM hai| dikhAyI par3a gayA ki bhoga aura tyAga eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| maulika bheda nahIM hai| jar3a-mUla se krAMti nahIM hotI tyAgI kI / tyAgI vahI karane lagatA hai jo bhogI kara rahA hai-usase viparIta karane lagatA hai| tuma jarA tyAgI ko dekho! tuma jo kara rahe ho vaha usase viparIta kara rahA hai| aura tuma isalie usase prabhAvita bhI hote ho ki vaha kIToM para soyA hai, tuma phUla bichAte zaiyA para isI se tuma prabhAvita bhI hote ho ki are, eka maiM hUM ki phUla bichAtA zaiyA para taba bhI nIMda nahIM AtI aura eka dekho yaha dhanyabhAgI, kATo kI zaiyA para soyA hai! tuma jA kara caraNa meM sira rakhate ho| tumhArA sira tyAgI ke caraNoM meM jhukatA hai, kyoMki tyAgI kI bhASA tumheM samajha meM AtI hai; vaha tumhArI hI bhASA hai| bheda nahIM hai| tuma dhana ke lie dIvAne ho, kisI ne dhana ko lAta mAra dI, tuma usake caraNa meM gira gae - tumane

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kahA :'are hada ho gaI, yaha mujhe karanA thA, maiM to nahIM kara paayaa| maiM kamajora, dIna-hIna, pApI! magara tumane kara dikhAyA, tuma dhanyabhAgI!' tuma jahAM-jahAM tyAgI ko pAoge vahAM- vahAM bhogI ko usake caraNa dabAte paaoge| yaha camatkAra hai| lekina yaha gaNita ke hisAba se calatA hai| saMnyAsI se tyAgI bhI prabhAvita nahIM hogA aura bhogI bhI prabhAvita nahIM hogaa| tyAgI se bhogI prabhAvita hotA hai aura tyAgI bhogI se prabhAvita rahatA hai| gahare meM vaha bhI yahI cAhatA hai, isalie to svarga meM AkAMkSA kara letA hai usa sabakI jo tumheM yahAM milA hai, tuma yahAM striyAM bhoga rahe ho; tyAgI apane mana meM sAMtvanA kara letA hai ki ina striyoM meM kyA rakhA hai, are do dina meM kumhalA jAeMgI! bhogeMge hama svarga meM apsarAeM jinakI umra solaha sAla para Thahara jAtI hai, phira kabhI Age nahIM bddh'tii| tuma yahAM zarAba pI rahe ho culla-culla; hama pIeMge svarga meM, bahizta meM, jahAM zarAba ke cazme bahate haiM, DubakI lagAeMge, kUdeMge, phATeMge, pIeMge! koI aisA dUkAna para kyU lagA kara lAyaseMsa se thor3e hI milatI hai! tuma kSudra meM ulajhe ho, hama bhogeMge vahAM! yahAM hama tyAgate haiM tAki hama vahA bhoga skeN| tyAgI bhoga ke bAhara nahIM hai| tuma unake svarga kI kathAeM dekho| tuma unake svarga kI kathA se samajha jAoge ki tyAgI agara tyAga bhI kara rahA hai to kisalie kara rahA hai| AkAMkSA bhoga kI hai| aura agara yahAM bhoga se baca rahA hai to isI AzA meM ki milegA kala, phala milegA, Aja kara lo upavAsa, raho dhUpa meM, tapAo zarIra ko, aura yaha zarIra to jAne hI vAlA hai, eka dina jalegA citA meM, isako kaba taka bacAoge! kucha aisA kamA lo jo phira sadA-sadA, zAzvata taka sAtha rhegaa| lekina tyAgI bhI bhoga ke lie hI tyAga kara rahA hai| jaba taka tuma kisI cIja ko pAne ke lie tyAga karate ho taba taka tuma bhogI hI ho| yaha tyAga kisI jJAna se nahIM ghaTa rahA hai| aura jisako tuma bhogI kahate ho, vaha bhI tyAga kI socatA hai; usako bhI samajha meM AtA hai, lekina dekhatA hai ki maiM kamajora hUM, abhI itanI sAmarthya nahIM, bala nahIM, hogA kabhI bala bur3hApe meM, agale janma meM kabhI bala hogA, choDUMgA-choDUMgA jruur| isa bAta kI AzA ko jagAe rakhane ke lie vaha tyAgI ke caraNoM meM sira rakha AtA hai-smaraNa dilAne ko ki AnA to isI rAha para mujhe bhI hai| tuma jarA Age cale gae ho, maiM jarA pIche AtA hUM, para AUMgA jarUra! Aja to nahIM saMbhava hai, kala aauuNgaa| to Aja kama se kama itanA to karUM ki tumhAre caraNoM meM sira jhukA jAUM yAdadAzta banI rhe| tyAgI-bhogI eka hI bhASA bolate haiN| unakI bhASA meM aMtara nahIM hai, donoM samajhate haiM eka-dUsare ko| isalie aksara tuma dekhoge, jitanA bhogI samAja hogA, utanI hI tyAga kI prazaMsA hogii| isase bar3I ulajhana paidA hotI hai| aba jaina haiM, unakI tyAga kI paribhASA bhArata meM sabase jyAdA kaThina hai, lekina sabase jyAdA dhanI samAja vahI hai| mahAvIra nagna khar3e ho gae aura sabase jyAdA kapar3e kI dUkAneM jainiyoM kI haiN| maiM kabhI-kabhI socatA huuN| maiM jabalapura meM rahatA thA to eka mere nikaTa ke riztedAra haiM, unakI dUkAna kA nAma hai : digaMbara

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zApa'! kapar3e kI dUkAna! digaMbara kA matalaba: nagna / maiMne unase kahA: kucha to zarma khAo ! mahAvIra ko to na ulajhAo! 'digaMbara zApa ! tumheM patA hai digaMbara kA artha kyA hotA hai? aura kapar3A beca rahe ho ? yaha jarA socane jaisA hai ki jinakA guru nagna huA ve saba kapar3e kyoM beca rahe haiM! kucha lagAva hogA nagnatA meM aura kapar3e meM, kucha saMbaMdha hogA, kucha viparIta jor3a hogA / jainoM ne tyAga kI bar3I pragAr3ha dhAraNA banAI hai, lekina sArA samAja bhogI hai, dhana-lolupa jaina muni tyAga kI parAkASThA lie baiThA hai aura jaina zrAvaka bhoga kI parAkASThA lie baiThA hai| para donoM meM bar3A mela hai| donoM eka-dUsare ko samhAle hue haiN| strI viparIta meM AkarSaNa hotA hai, ise khayAla rkhnaa| isalie to puruSa strI meM AkarSita hotA hai, puruSa meM AkarSita hotI hai| viparIta meM AkarSaNa hotA hai| apane hI jaise vyakti meM AkarSaNa thor3e hI hotA hai, kyoMki vaha to pratichabi mAlUma hotI hai, tumhArI hI kApI mAlUma hotI hai| apane se viparIta meM bulAvA hotA hai, cunautI hotI hai ki yaha to raha kara dekha lie, bhogI to hokara dekha liyA, aba tyAgI rahanA baca gayA hai| to usameM AkarSaNa hai| jo hama haiM, usameM to rasa nahIM mila rahA hai - to jo hama nahIM hue aba taka jo hamase bilakula viparIta hai zAyada rasa vahAM ho / Aja himmata nahIM hai, juTAeMge himmata, dhIre - dhIre caleMge, pahale aNuvrata leMge, phira mahAvrata leMge, phira aisA dhIre- dhIre kisI dina digabaratva ko upalabdha hoNge| aura ekadama se to koI hotA nhiiN| kramazaH janmoM-janmoM meM yAtrA kara-karake hama bhI kabhI ho jaaeNge| bhogI ke mana meM bhI tyAga kA sapanA hai aura tyAgI ke mana meM bhI bhoga kA svarga hai| ye donoM eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| janaka jaise vyakti ko pahacAnanA bar3A kaThina ho jAtA hai| kyoMki ve tyAgI haiM ve bhogI / ve kucha aisI bhASA bolate haiM jo na tyAgI ko samajha meM AtI hai na bhogI ko samajha meM AtI hai| isalie janaka aSTAvakra ke ye mahAmUlyavAna sUtra aise hI par3e raha gae inheM kabhI bhArata apane sira para na uThAyA; inheM lekara bhArata kabhI nAcA nhiiN| kyoMki yaha bhASA hI bahuta aparicita ho gii| na bhogI samajhA isa bhASA koM-kyoMki janaka ko agara bhogI dekhane jAegA to kahegA, inameM rakhA kyA hai, ye hamAre hI jaise mahala meM rahate haiM, balki hamase behatara mahala meM rahate haiM; rAjya hai, saba kucha hai| to pharka kyA hai!' to bhogI namaskAra nahIM kregaa| aura tyAgI to karegA kaise! tyAgI to bha ke virodha meM khar3A hai| vaha kahegA, yahI to pApa hai| janaka ko kauna samajhegA ! aisA ullekha hai ki kabIra kA eka beTA thA : kmaal| kamAla kA hI rahA hogA, isalie kabIra ne use nAma 'kamAla' diyA thaa| aura kabIra jaba nAma deM to aise hI nAma nahIM de dete; kucha soca kara diyA hogaa| lekina kamAla ke saMbaMdha meM aura ziSyoM ko bar3I IrSyA thii| eka to vaha kabIra kA beTA thA, to usakI pratiSThA thI, isalie ziSyoM ko IrSyA bhI thii| aura yaha Dara bhI thA ki kahIM Akhira meM vahI uttarAdhikArI na ho jaae| isalie usa beTe ko khisakAne ke lie usake virodha meM hajAra bAteM lAne meM lage rahate the|

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Akhira kabIra ne kahA ki ThIka, zikAyata kyA hai tumhArI? to unhoMne kahA ki Apa aura isameM bar3A pharka hai, yaha Apase bilakula viparIta hai| hameM zaka hai ki yaha tyAga kI bAteM Upara-Upara se karatA hai, bhItara yaha bhogI hai| ise Apa alaga kara deM, isake kAraNa ApakI badanAmI hotI hai| dekheM, kala hI eka dhanapati Apako hajAra mudrAeM bheMTa karane AyA thA; Apane to iMkAra kara diyA; yaha bAhara baiThA thA daravAje para, isane pUchA :'are kyA lie jAte ho?' to usa dhanapati ne kahA ki bheMTa karane AyA thA kabIra ko, ve to lete nhiiN| to kamAla ne kyA kahA? kamAla ne kahA ki aba yahAM taka bojha DhoyA hai, phira vApisa bojha Dho kara ghara le jAegA! DAla de yahIM! to ziSyoM ne kahA ki yaha to beImAnI hai, cAlabAjI hai| kabIra to samajhate hoNge| unhoMne kahA ki ThIka, to kamAla ko alaga kara dete haiN| kamAla kA jhopar3A alaga kara diyA gyaa| kAzI nareza kabhI-kabhI Ate the kabIra ke paas| unhoMne dekhA ki kamAla dikhAyI nahIM pdd'taa| unheM kamAla meM ruci thI, rasa thaa| pUchA: 'kamAla dikhAyI nahIM par3atA?' kabIra ne kahA ki ziSya usake bar3e pIche par3e the, alaga kara diyA, pAsa ke jhopar3e meM hai| kAraNa pUchA to kAraNa btaayaa| to samrATa gyaa| usane apanI jeba se eka bahumUlya hIrA nikAlA aura kahA ki Apako bheMTa karane AyA hUM-kamAla se khaa| kamAla ne kahA : lAe bhI to patthara! khAeMge ki pIeMge isako? isakA kareMge kyA!' yaha suna kara samrATa ne mana meM socA ki are! aura loga kahate haiM ki bhogI aura yaha to: isase aura mahAtyAgI kyA hogA! itanA bahumUlya hIrA zAyada bhArata meM usa jaisA dUsarA hIrA na ho usa samaya! to jeba meM rakhane lge| to kamAla ne kahA :' aba le Ae, aba kahAM vApasa le jAte ho! patthara hI hai, DAla do yahAM!' taba jarA samrATa ko bhI zaka huAto usane pUchA : kahAM DAla dUM?' to kamAla ne kahA 'agara pUchate ho kahAM DAla dUM to phira le hI jaao| kyoMki phira tumane ise patthara nahIM samajhA, isakA mUlya hai tumhAre mana meM| are kahIM bhI DAla doM-patthara hI hai!' lekina samrATa kaise mAna le ki patthara hI hai| hai to bahumUlya hIrA to kahA yahAM jhopar3e meM khoMsa jAtA huuN|' vaha bhI parIkSA ke lie| sanauliyoM kI chappara thI, usameM khoMsa gyaa| socA ki mere jAte hI kamAla use nikAla legaa| ATha dina bAda vApisa aayaa| pUchA kamAla se ki maiM eka hIrA lAyA thA......:| kamAla ne kahA ki hIrA hotA hI nahIM, lAoge kahAM se? saba patthara haiM! samrATa ne kahA : calo patthara sahI! maiM yahAM lagA gayA thA jhopar3e meM usakA kyA huA? kamAla ne kahA: agara kisI ne na nikAlA ho to vahIM hogA, tuma dekha lo| vaha hIrA vahIM khoMsA thaa| aba kamAla ko samajhanA muzkila ho jaaegaa| na to bhogI ise samajha pAegA aura na tyAgI ise samajha paaegaa| yaha parama avasthA hai| kabIra ne ThIka hI kahA ki isakA nAma kamAla hai| lekina ziSyoM ne bar3e artha lgaae| unhoMne to isakA yaha artha nikAlA ki kamAla kA tiraskAra kara diyaa| kabIra kA eka vacana hai : jUr3A vaMza kabIra kA, upajA pUta kamAla!' to ziSya kahate haiM ki kamAla kI niMdA meM hai yaha vcn| kabIrapaMthI kahate haiM niMdA meM hai, ki isa kamAla ke paidA hone se merA vaMza naSTa

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ho gyaa| 'kA vaMza kabIra kA, upajA pUta kamAla / ' aura yaha kahA gayA hai bar3I prazaMsA meM! vaMza to tabhI samApta hotA hai jaba koI kamAla jaisA beTA paidA ho, nahIM to zrRMkhalA jArI rahatI hai| phira kamAla kA koI beTA nahIM paidA huaa| isalie vaMza ujar3a gyaa| jIsasa kA koI beTA paidA nahIM huaa| bAibila meM kahAnI hai ki adama aura habbA ko Izvara ne banAyA, phira unakA phalAM beTA huA, phira phalA beTA huA, phira phalAM beTA huA - aisI calatI hai vaMzAvalI / phira mariyama aura josepha ko jIsasa paidA huA aura phira aura koI nahIM jIsasa para A kara saba bAta ruka gii| 'bUr3A vaMza kabIra kA, upajA pUta kamAla!' ve jo eka ke bAda eka paidA hote rahe, zrRMkhalA jArI rahI, jIsasa para A kara jhaTake se zrRMkhalA TUTa gayI / zikhara A gyaa| AkhirI UMcAI A gyii| aba aura Age jAne ko koI jagaha na rhii| yAtrA samApta ho gayI, maMjila A gyii| vahI artha hai kabIra kA 'jUr3A vaMza kabIra kA, upajA pUta kamAla / ' kisI bar3e ahobhAva meM kahA hai| lekina ziSyoM ne usakA matalaba pakar3A ki kabIra ne nArAjagI meM kahA hai| nArAjagI meM to kabIra kaha nahIM skte| kamAla ko agara kabIra na samajheMge to aura kauna samajhegA ! unhIM kA beTA thA - unase bhI do kadama Age gyaa| kabIra kA to vaMza thor3A calA, lekina kamAla kA koI vaMza nhiiN| A gayI AkhirI UMcAI ! lekina aise vyakti ko samajhanA muzkila ho jAtA hai; kyoMki vaha bhogI ko bhogI jaisA lagatA hai, tyAgI ko tyAgI jaisA nahIM lgtaa| usakA tyAga parama hai - jahAM bhoga aura tyAga donoM chUTa jAte haiM / ' tyAga aura grahaNa donoM ko chor3a kara maiM sukhapUrvaka sthita hUM' aura jaba taka tuma eka ko pakar3oge, dukha meM rahoge / jisane pakar3A, dukhI huaa| isalie kRdhyargrita bAra-bAra kahate haiM ccaoNyasalesa aveyaranesa cunanA mata ! cunanA hI mata! cunAva-rahita ho jaanaa| isako cuna lUM usake viparIta, aisA mata karanA, anyathA ulajhe hI rhoge| yahI to ulajhAva hai| tuma ina donoM ke sAkSI ho jAnA - cunanA mt| acunAva meM atikramaNa ho jAtA hai| 'kahIM to zarIra kA dukha hai, kahIM vANI dukhI hai aura kahIM mana dukhI hotA hai| isalie tInoM ko tyAga kara maiM puruSArtha meM, AtmAnaMda meM sukhapUrvaka sthita hAM' kutrApi khedaH kAyastha jihvA kutrApi khidyate / manaH kutrApi tatyaklA puruSArthe sthitaH sukhm| kutra api kAyastha kheda............. / dukha haiM zarIra keM-hajAra dukha haiN| zarIra meM saba bImAriyAM chipI par3I haiN| samaya pA kara koI bImArI pragaTa ho jAtI hai, lekina par3I to hotI hI hai bhiitr| saba bImAriyAM le kara hama paidA hue haiN| zarIra ko to vyAdhi kahA hai jJAniyoM ne| saba vyAdhiyoM kI jar3a vahAM hai, kyoMki zarIra pahalI vyAdhi hai| ise samajhanA | zarIra meM honA hI vyAdhi meM honA hai| zarIra meM honA upAdhi meM honA hai| ulajha gae-phira aura ulajhaneM to apane Apa AtI calI jAtI haiN| to zarIra kA dukha hai khiiN| kahIM koI dukhI hai bImArI se, kahIM koI dukhI hai bur3hApe se, kahIM koI dukhI hai ki kurUpa hai| aura majA yaha hai ki

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jo svastha haiM ve sukhI nahIM haiN| jo suMdara haiM ve bhI sukhI nahIM haiN| to aisA lagatA hai ki zarIra ke sAtha sukha saMbhava hI nahIM hai| bImAra dukhI hai, samajha meM AtA hai; lekina svastha kyA kara rahA hai? vaha bhI koI sukhI nahIM dikhAyI pdd'taa| tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA? jaba tuma bImAra hote ho taba tuma aura jyAdA dukhI ho jAte ho, bs| jaba tuma svastha hote ho taba tuma utane dukhI nahIM hote, lekina hote to dukhI hI ho| sirpha kabhI tuma isalie nAce ho sar3aka para ki svastha hUM, Aja koI bImArI nahIM / nahIM, taba patA hI nahIM calatA / agara svastha ho to svAsthya kA patA nahIM calatA; bhUla hI jAte ho| bImAra ho to bImArI kA patA calatA hai aura pIr3A hotI hai| jo kurUpa haiM ve dukhI haiN| pratipala unako eka hI ar3acana lagI hai ki kurUpa haiN| sajAte -saMvArate haiM, phira bhI samhalatA nhiiN| jo suMdara haiM, unase puucho| ve kucha sukhI hoM, aisA mAlUma nahIM par3atA / kI bahuta bar3I abhinetrI manaro ne AtmahatyA kara lii| suMdaratama strI thii| presIDeMTa kaineDI bhI usake lie dIvAne the| aura bar3e - bar3e premI the uske| amarIkA meM zAyada hI koI dhanapati ho jo usake lie dIvAnA na thaa| vaha jisako cAhatI usako pA sakatI thI, jo cAhatI pA sakatI thI / AtmahatyA kara lI! huA kyA? sukhI na thii| suMdara hone se koI sukhI nahIM hotA, asuMdara hone se dukhI jarUra hotA hai| isa jIvana meM kucha aisA mAlUma par3atA hai ki zarIra ke sAtha sukhI honA saMbhava hI nahIM hai| zarIra ke sAtha sukha kA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| kahIM to zarIra kA dukha hai, kahIM vANI dukhI hai| koI isalie dukhI hai ki usake pAsa buddhi nahIM hai, vicAra nahIM, vANI nhiiN| aura jinake pAsa buddhi hai, vANI hai, vicAra hai, unase puucho| unameM se aneka AtmahatyA kara lete haiM, pAgala ho jAte haiN| pazcima meM jitane bar3e vicAraka pichale pacAsa varSoM meM hue unameM se karIba-karIba Adhe pAgala hue ve bar3e buddhimAna the| nItze! pragAr3ha pratibhA thI vANI kii| sadiyoM meM kabhI nItze jaisI vANI aura vicAra kI kSamatA kisI ko milatI hai| nItze kI koI kitAba par3heM- dasa speka jarathustrA par3heM- to aisA lagatA hai, koI praoNpheTa, koI paigaMbara, koI tIrthaMkara bola rahA hai| lekina pAgala ho kara marA nItze / aura jIvana bhara dukhI rhaa| mAmalA kyA thA? jinake pAsa vANI nahIM hai, ve gUMge haiN| aura jinake pAsa vANI hai, ve vikSipta ho jAte haiN| jinake pAsa vicAra nahIM hai, ve dIna-hIna haiM, ve tar3apate haiM ki kAza, hamAre pAsa buddhi hotii| jinake pAsa hai, buddhi kA kyA karate haiM? khuda ke lie aura jhaMjhaTeM khar3I kara lete haiM, hajAra ulajhaneM khar3I kara lete haiM, ciMtAoM kA jAla, saMtApa kA jAla phailA lete haiN| kahIM vANI dukhI hai aura kahIM mana dukhI hai| agara kucha bhI na ho, zarIra svastha ho, vicAra kuzala ho, abhivyakti kI kSamatA ho, jIvana meM saba bharA-pUrA ho, to bhI mana dukhI hai| kyoMki mana kA ka niyama hai - jo nahIM hai, usakI mAga mana kA niyama hai| jo hai, usameM mana ko koI rasa nahIM hai; jo nahIM hai, usI meM rasa hai| abhAva meM rasa hai| to mana to dukhI rahegA hii| mana ko sukhI karane kA koI upAya

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nahIM kara paayaa| isalie to jJAnI mana ke bAhara hone kA upAya karane lge| samajhadAra mana ke bAhara ho gae, kyoMki unhoMne dekha liyA ki mana kA svabhAva hI sukhI honA nahIM hai| janaka kahate haiM: bar3e adabhuta dukha haiM-zarIra ke, vANI ke, mana ke! isalie maiM tInoM ko tyAga kara, apane meM DUba kara, vahAM khar3A ho gayA hUM na jahAM maiM vANI hUM, na zarIra, na mn| usa sAkSI- bhAva meM sukhapUrvaka sthita hAM 'kiyA huA karma kucha bhI vAstava meM AtmakRta nahIM hotA aisA yathArtha vicAra kara maiM jaba jo kucha karma karane ko A par3atA hai, usako karake sukhapUrvaka sthita ho' AdamI dhokhe de rahA hai apane ko| dhokhoM se kucha bAta miTatI nahIM, vahIM kI vahIM banI rahatI hai, dhokhe dene kI prakriyA chor3anI par3e, to hI badalAhaTa hotI hai| maiMne sunA, suratA bhAI rAstA bhUla ge| rAta par3a gii| eka peDU para car3ha kara dekhA ki dUra eka dIyA jala rahA hai| sIdhe vahIM pahuMce dekhA ki kheto meM eka makAna hai, bAhara eka cArapAI par3I hai| vahIM baiTha ge| ghara meM pati-patnI behada kaMjUsa, bAhara mehamAna ko dekha kara bhinnaae| yojanA banAI ki nakalI lar3AI kreNge| patnI rokI pati maaregaa| so bhItara nakalI lar3AI zurU huii| eka haMgAmA khar3A kara diyA donoM ne| suratA bhAI Dara ge| kahIM unakI piTAI na ho jAe, so cArapAI ke nIce jA chipe| pati-patnI bAhara Ae, mehamAna ko vahA na dekha kara bahuta khuza hue pati bolA :'dekhyA manne kai mArA!' patnI ne kahA: 'maiM kai roI, dekhyA!' aura cArapAI ke nIce se nikala kara suratA bhAI ne kahA: 'dekhyA, maiM kai gayA!' kucha pharka nahIM par3atA, dhokhAdhar3I meM cIjeM vahIM kI vahIM rahatI haiN| tuma jarA lauTa kara apanI jiMdagI para dekho| saba taraha ke upAya tumane kie, saba taraha kI dhokhAdhaDiyA kI-kahIM kucha badalA? Akhira meM pAoge, suratA bhAI nikala kara kahate haiM dekhyA, maiM kai gayA!' kucha kahIM gayA nhiiN| saba vahIM kA vahIM | adhika loga jaise paidA hote haiM vaise hI mara jAte haiN| unake jIvana meM rattI bhara krAMti ghaTita nahIM hotI, kucha badalatA nhiiN| jIvana kA pUrA avasara aise hI vyartha calA jAtA hai| ye sUtra to AtmakrAMti ke sUtra haiN| "kiyA huA karma kucha bhI vAstava meM AtmakRta nahIM hai|' smjhnaa| kaThina bAta hai| janaka kaha rahe haiM : tuma jo bhI karate ho, vaha tumhArA kiyA huA nahIM hai| prakRti kara rahI hai| yaha bar3I kaThina bAta hai, lekina bar3I satya hai| isase bar3A aura koI satya nhiiN| aura isa satya ko kisI na kisI dina tumheM samajhanA hI pdd'egaa| bhUkha lagI to zarIra ko lagatI hai| phira bhojana kI jo khoja hotI hai vaha bhI zarIra hI karatA hai| bahuta-se-bahuta mana sAtha detA hai| mana to zarIra kA hI aMga hai| mana aura zarIra do nahIM haiN| mana yAnI sUkSma zarIra aura zarIra yAnI sthUla mn| ve eka hI cIja ke do hisse haiN| to bhUkha lagI to mana upAya karatA hai-roTI lAo, bhojana banAo! mAga lo ki kamAo, hajAra upAya kara sakate ho| lekina jahAM taka tumhArA saMbaMdha hai, tumhAre caitanya kA saMbaMdha hai, tuma bAhara hI ho|

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'kiyA huA karma kucha bhI vAstava meM AtmakRta nahIM hai| aisA yathArtha vicAra kara maiM jaba jo kucha karma karane ko A par3atA hai usako karake sukhapUrvaka sthita ho ___ yaha suno, yaha vacana bar3A mIThA hai| aura mIThA hI nahIM, utanA hI satya bhI ki jo A par3A, kara letA huuN| bhUkha lagI to bhojana kara letA huuN| nIMda AI to so jAtA huuN| koI bolA to uttara de letA huuN| lekina eka bAta ke prati jAgA rahatA hUM ki isameM maiM kara nahIM rahA ho jo A par3atA hai, kara letA huuN| lauTatI hai lahara sAgara ko agama gaMbhIra kSaNa hai, zAMti rakho, mauna dhAro! aura jo honA yahI hai, ho kyoMki sArA bhUta hI isakI gavAhI hai ki jo honA huA hai, vahI ho kara rahA hai| huI kI laMbI purAnI AdihIna kathA-vyathA hai likhI, sudhiyoM meM saMjoI jAna yA anajAna, bhUlI yA bhulAI lauTatI hai lahara sAgara ko agama zAMti rakho, mauna dhaaro| aura jo honA yahI hai, ho kyoMki sArA bhUta hI isakI gavAhI hai ki jo honA huA hai, vahI ho kara rahA hai| pIche lauTa kara dekho| jarA apane jIvana kI kahAnI ke panne pltto| jarA atIta meM khojabIna karo, khodo| tuma pAoge : jo honA hai vahI hokara rahA hai| tuma nAhaka hI bIca meM parezAna ho lie| tumhAre binA bhI hokara rhtaa| tuma itane parezAna na hote to bhI hokara rhtaa| hAra huI tuma parezAna na hote, to bhI ho jaatii| honI thI to ho jaatii| tuma parezAnI bacA sakate the, hAra nahIM badala sakate the| AdamI ke hAtha meM basa itanA hI hai ki parezAnI bacA le, dukha bacA le, pIr3A bacA le, saMtApa bacA le| jo honA hai, hokara rhegaa| jo honA hai, hotA hI rahA hai| lekina hamArA mana isase bagAvata karanA cAhatA hai| kyoMki jaba hama kucha karate haiM, tabhI hameM majA AtA hai, nazA AtA hai, tabhI lagatA hai : maiM hUM! eka gIta kala maiM par3ha rahA thA : prArthanA karanI mujhe hai aura ise svIkAranA, saMbhava banAnAsarala utanA hI tumheM hai! paramAtmA se prArthanA kara rahA hai bhakta:

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prArthanA karanI mujhe hai aura ise svIkAranA, saMbhava banAnAsarala utanA hI tumheM hai yaha ki tuma jisa ora Ao, calUM maiM bhI yaha ki tuma jo rAha thAmo, rahUM thAme hue maiM bhI yaha ki kadamoM se tumhAre kadama apanA maiM milAe rahUM yaha ki tuma khIMco jidhara ko, khiMcUM jisase 'tuma mujhe cAho bacAnA, badhU yAnI kucha na dekhUM kucha na socUM kucha na apane se karUM mujhase yaha na hogaa| chUTane ko, vilaga jAne, ThokareM khAne, lur3akane garaja apane Apa karane ke lie kucha vikala caMcala Aja merI cAha hai| prArthanA bhI AdamI karatA hai ki he prabhu, tU jaisA karAe vaisA hI hama kreN| terI jaisI marjI, vahI pUrI ho| kahate haiM loga : usakI marjI ke binA patA bhI nahIM hilatA / ' lekina phira bhI kahIM bhItara ahaMkAra ghoSaNA karatA hai : mujhase na hogA chUTane ko, vilaga jAne, ThokareM khAne, lur3akane garaja apane Apa karane ke lie kucha vikala caMcala Aja merI cAha hai| ahaMkAra niraMtara koziza karatA hai: 'kucha apane se karake dikhA dUM! kartA ho kara dikhA dUM!' yaha kartA hone kI cAha samasta narka kA AdhAra hai, srota hai| tuma kitanA hI karo, jo honA hai vahI hotA hai| kabhI saphalatA hotI hai jarUra, kabhI asaphalatA bhI hotI hai jarUra-lekina syogvshaaNt| na to tuma saphalatA apane hAtha se lA sakate ho aura na tuma viphalatA apane hAtha se lA sakate ho| tumhArI lAkha ceSTA karane para bhI kabhI tuma viphala ho jAte ho aura kabhI nizceSTa par3e rahane para bhI saphala ho jAte ho| kabhI isa para tumane dekhA ? abhI maiM vizvavidyAlaya meM ema e kA vidyArthI thaa| mere jo prophesara the, aba to cala base, abhIkucha varSa pahale cala bse| unakA mujha para bar3A lagAva thA / aura ve kahate, tuma jarA mehanata karo to golDa maiDala tumhArA hai, tuma ghaMTA bhara bhI de do par3hane ko to golDa maiDala tumhArA hai| maiM unase kahatA, milanA hogA to mila kara rhegaa| unako yaha bAta jaMcatI n| ve kahate, aise kaise mila kara rahegA? tuma kucha karoge to hI milegA; kucha na karoge to kaise milegA?

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parIkSA ke tIna mahIne pahale unhoMne mujhase kahA: to aba isakI parIkSA ho le| to tuma mere ghara A jaao| aura mere ghara hI raho, tAki maiM dekhU tuma kucha karate ho yA nhiiN|' tIna mahIne maiM unake ghara rhaa| maiMne saba kitAbeM vagairaha bAMdha kara rakha diiN| ve thoDe Dare bhii| pAMca-sAta dina bAda ve mujhase bole ki chor3o, isa jhaMjhaTa meM kyA rakhA hai! yaha jida ThIka nhiiN| isameM kahIM aisA na ho ki tuma nAhaka kho baittho|' maiMne kahA :'khonA hai to khoemeN| pAnA hai to paaeNge| magara aba isako badaleMge nhiiN| aba ye kitAbeM maiM kholane vAlA nhiiN|' mahInA bItate-bItate to ve bahuta ghabar3Ane lge| ve kahane lage ki mujhe kSamA karo, maiM apanI bAta vApisa letA hUM lekina tuma par3ho- likho| maiMne kahA: Apake bAta lene na lene kA koI savAla nahIM hai| vaise bhI maiM par3hane vAlA nahIM thaa| koI ApakI vajaha se nahIM par3ha rahA hUM yaha savAla nahIM hai| jo mujhe karanA thA vahI karane vAlA thaa| aura jo honA hai, hogaa| parIkSA jaba bilakula karIba A gaI to ve to itane ghabar3Ane lage ki mujhase bole ki aisA karo, maiM tumheM batAe detA hUM ki kyA kyA A rahA hai, kama se kama utanA......: / maiMne apane jIvana meM aisA kabhI nahIM kiyaa| lekina tuma para mujhe dayA AtI hai aura hairAnI hotI hai ki tuma pAgala to nahIM ho' kyoMki maiM par3A rahatA ghAsa para unake lAna meM, soyA rahatA dhUpa meM yA vRkSoM kI chAyA meN| tIna mahIne maiMne kitAba chaI nhiiN| maiMne kahA ki nahIM, Apa batAo bhI to bhI koI sAra nahIM, kyoMki maiM kitAba uThAne vAlA nhiiN| maiM binA kitAba chae hI parIkSA meM A rahA huuN| AkhirI dina rAta to unase na rahA gyaa| maiM kamare meM soyA thA, koI gyAraha baje rAta unhoMne khaTakA kiyA aura kahA :'suno, yaha rahA pepr|' aba maiMne kahA ki dekho, Apa apane hAtha se saba kharAba kiye le rahe haiN| aba tIna mahIne gujara gae, aba rAta bacI hai; kala subaha jo hogA, hogaa| aura isa pepara kA maiM karUMgA bhI kyA? yaha jAna bhI lUM ki kyA A rahA hai. yaha to subaha maiM jAna hI lUMgA, isameM kyA aisI jaldI hai? par3hane vAlA maiM nahIM huuN| to abhI jAna lUM ki subaha jAna lUM pharka kyA par3egA? bIca meM maiM par3hane vAlA nahIM huuN| aura jaba mujhe golDa maiDala milA to unakI hAlata dekhane jaisI thii| ve nAcane lage khuzI meN| unhoMne kahA ki hada ho gaI! to zAyada tuma ThIka hI kahate ho ki jo hone vAlA thA, ho kara rhegaa| magara mujhe aba bhI bharosA nahIM aataa| yaha ho gayA, yaha bhI ThIka......:| phira varSa bIta gae, jaba bhI ve mujhe milate, kahate :'kaho, batAo to, kiyA kaise? isake pIche rAja kyA thA?' maiM unako kahatA:' Apake ghara rahA tIna mahIne, Apa jAnate haiM, caubIsa ghaMTe ApakI AMkha ke sAmane rhaa| kitAbeM maiMne baMda karake cAbI Apako de dI thii| kitAbeM kabhI phira Apake ghara se maiM dubArA lene gayA bhI nahIM, ve aba bhI Apake pAsa par3I haiN| phira maiMne unheM uThA kara dekhA bhI nhiiN| maiMne bhI eka prayoga kiyA, maiMne bhI eka dAva khelA ki jo honA hogA, hogaa| magara unheM bharosA na aayaa| Apa bhI bahuta bAra binA kucha kie saphala ho jAeMge to bhI bharosA na AegA; to bhI aisA

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lagegA : saMyoga hogA; ho gayA hogA sayogavazAta / ' lekina jIvana kA satya yahI hai : jo honA hai vahI ho rahA hai| jo hotA hai vahI hotA hai| aise satya ko jAna kara agara pIche saraka gae to tumhAre jIvana meM zAMti ke megha barasa jaaeNge| phira azAMti kaisI? phira sukha hI sukha hai| 'kiyA huA karma kucha bhI vAstava meM AtmakRta nahIM hai| aisA yathArtha vicAra kara maiM jaba jo kucha karma karane ko A par3atA hai, usako karake sukhapUrvaka sthita hAM' 'jo karane ko A par3atA hai| A hI gayA dvAra to ThIka, nipaTA letA hUM bAkI na karane meM koI rasa hai, na na karane kA koI Agraha hai| kRtaM kimapi naiva syAditi saMcijya tatvataH / yadA yatkartumAyAti tatkRtvAuse yathAsukham kRtaM kimapi eva na AtmakRtaM syAt ....... / nahIM, apane kie kucha nahIM hotaa| apanA kiyA kucha bhI nahIM hai| saba kie para paramAtmA ke hastAkSara haiN| tuma apane hastAkSara haTA lo aura tumane narka banAnA baMda kara diyaa| tuma apane hastAkSara bar3e karate jAo aura tumhArA narka utanA hI bar3A hotA jaaegaa| iti tatvataH sNcijy.......| aisA jAna kara aisA anubhava karake, aise tatva kA sAkSAta krke| yadA yat kartuM AyAti tat kRtvA jo A gayA, jo sAmane par3a gyaa| AyAti tat kRtvA / use kara lete haiN| iMkAra bhI nahIM hai| Alasya bhI nahIM hai| karane kI koI daur3a bhI nahIM hai| karane kA koI pAgalapana bhI nahIM hai| na tamasa hai na rajasa hai - vahI satva kA udaya hai| tamasa kA artha hotA hai: Alasya se par3e haiN| Aga laga gaI ghara meM, to bhI par3e haiN| rajasa kA artha hotA hai : ghara meM abhI Aga nahIM lagI, iMzyoreMsa karAne gae haiM; kuA khoda rahe haiM; iMtajAma kara rahe haiM, kyoMki Aga jaba lagegI taba thor3e hI iMtajAma kara paaoge| sArA iMtajAma kara rahe haiN| Aga lage yA na lage, iMtajAma meM mare jA rahe haiN| makAna to baca jAegA, iMtajAma karane vAlA mara jAegA - iMtajAma karane meM hI / satva kA artha hai : na svasa, na tamasa, donoM kA jahAM saMtulana ho gyaa| ghara meM Aga laga gaI to nikaleMge, pAnI bhI lAeMge, bujhAke bhii| jo A par3A, kara leNge| lekina usake lie koI citanA, AyojanA, kalpanA kucha bhI nahIM hai| jo vartamAna dikhAegA, karavAegA - kara leNge|

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yathAsukhaM aase......| isalie sukhapUrvaka sthita huuN| AdamI kartA to banA rahatA hai, phira bhI kahIM to kisI cetanA ke tala para patA calatA rahatA hai ki apanA kiyA kucha hotA nhiiN| kitanI ceSTA tuma karate ho saphala hone kI aura asaphalatA hAtha laga jAtI hai| aura kabhI-kabhI anAyAsa chappara phor3a kara dhana barasa jAtA hai| maiMne sunA hai, eka yahUdI kathA hai ki eka samrATa aisA hI bharosA karatA thA ki jo honA hai hotA hai| gAMva meM eka bhikhamaMgA thA-basa eka hI bhikhamaMgA thaa| pUrI rAjadhAnI dhana-saMpanna thii| aMdhA thA bhikhmNgaa| nahIM ki AMkha se aMdhA thA; basa kucha aisA aMdhApana thA ki jo bhI karatA galata ho jAtA, ki galata hI cunatA, ki galata dizA meM hI jaataa| jaba sAre loga bAjAra meM beca rahe hote, taba vaha kharIdatA; jaba cIjoM ke dAma gira rahe hote, taba vaha phaMsa jaataa| jo karatA, galata ho jaataa| vajIroM ko usa para dayA aaii| unhoMne samrATa se kahA ki gAMva pUrA dhanI hai; yaha eka AdamI becArA ulajhana meM par3A rahatA hai, isakA kucha bhAgya viparIta hai, isakI buddhi ulTI hai| jaba sArI duniyA kucha kara rahI hai, vaha na kregaa| jaba saba saphala ho rahe haiM, dhana kamA rahe haiM, taba na kmaaegaa| jaba sAre loga phasala bo rahe haiM taba vaha baiThA rhegaa| jaba mausama hai bIja DAlane kA taba bIja na DAlegA; jaba mausama calA jAegA taba bIja ddaalegaa| taba bIja bhI sar3a jAte haiM; ve phira paidA nahIM hote haiN| phasala to AtI nahIM, hAtha kA bhI calA jAtA hai| isa para kucha dayA kreN| samrATa ne kahA :'dayA karane se kucha bhI na hogA, lekina tuma kahate ho to eka prayoga kreN|' to vaha AdamI roja sAMjha ko bAjAra se lauTatA apane ghara, to eka pula ko pAra karatA hai| samrATa ne kahA :'pula khAlI kara diyA jaae| aura azarphiyoM se bharA huA eka haMDA, bar3A haMDA bIca pula para rakha diyaa| samrATa aura vajIra dUsare kinAre baiThe haiN| pula khAlI kara diyA gyaa| koI dUsarA jA na skegaa| vahI AdamI nikalA apanI dhuna meM, apane soca-vicAra meM, gunagunAtA, oMTha phdd'phdd'aataa| vajIra cakita hue ki pula para paira rakhate hI usane AMkha baMda kara lii| ve bar3e hairAna hue ki hada ho gyii| aba yaha mUrkha AMkha kyoM baMda kara rahA hai pula para! lekina vaha AMkha baMda karake aura TaTola-TaTola kara pAra ho gayA aura ghar3e ko vahIM chor3a gayA, kyoMki aMdhe ko aba ghar3A kyA dikhAyI par3atA! jaba vaha usa tarapha pahuMca gayA to samrATa ne kahA ki dekho.....:| use pkdd'aa| usase pUchA ki mahApuruSa, AMkha kyoM baMda kI? usane kahA ki kaI dina se mere mana meM yaha khayAla thA ki eka daphe AMkha baMda karake pula pAra kreN| Aja khAlI dekha kara ki pula para koI bhI nahIM hai, maiMne socA kara lo, yaha maukA phira na milegaa| rAha khAlI hai, gujara jaao| yaha anubhava ke lie ki AMkha baMda karake cala sakate haiM ki nhiiN| 'Aja hI sUjhA tumheM yaha?' / 'nahIM, yojanA to purAnI thI, lekina rAstA kabhI khAlI nahIM hotA thaa| loga A rahe jA rahe, dhakkA- dhukkI ho jaae|' samrATa ne kahA : jo honA hotA hai, hotA hai|'

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tuma koI upAya khoja loge asaphala hone kA yA saphalatA tumheM khojatI A jaaegii| yaha bahuta kaThina tatva hai, kyoMki ahaMkAra ke viparIta isase bar3I aura koI bAta nahIM ho sktii| to sirpha jo akiMcana hai, jisane ahaMkAra chor3A, vahI ise samajha paaegaa| yaha ki apanA lakSya nizcita maiM na karatA nahIM hUM yaha ki apanI rAha maiM cunatA yaha ki apanI cAla maiMne nahIM sAdhI yaha ki khAI-khaMdakoM ko AMkha merI dekhane se cUka jAtI yaha ki maiM khatarA uThAne se hicakatA - jhijhakatA hUM yaha ki maiM dAyitva apanA or3hate ghabar3A rahA hUM - kucha nahIM aisA zurU meM bhI kahIM para cetanA thI bhUla koI bar3I hogI tuma samhAla turaMta loge aMta meM bhI AzvAsana cAhatA hUM anagahI merI nahIM hai bAMha ! kahIM Upara-Upara to vaha saba khela calatA rahatA hai-hAra kA, jIta kA parAjaya kA, saphalatAviphalatA, sukha-dukha kA - lekina bhItara kahIM acetana kI gaharAI meM aisA bhI pratIta hotA rahatA hai 1 bhUla koI bar3I hogI tuma samhAla turaMta loge aMta meM bhI AzvAsana cAhatA hUM anagahI merI nahIM hai bAMha ! vaha bhI banA rahatA hai| manuSya eka virodhAbhAsa hai| eka tala para kartA hone kI koziza karatA rahatA hai aura eka tala para jAnatA bhI rahatA hai ki akartA hUM aura tumane merI bAMha pakar3I hai isalie samhAla loge| apanI tarapha se samhalane kI ceSTA bhI karatA rahatA hai aura bhItara kahIM jAnatA bhI rahatA hai ki samhAla loge agara bhaTakUgA bahutA ina donoM duvidhAoM ke bIca AdamI TUTa jAtA hai| to isa lihAja se ve loga bhale jaise pazcima ke loga, unhoMne pahalI bAta chor3a hI dii| ve mAnate hI nahIM ki tuma samhAla loge, tuma ho hI nahIM! Izvara mara cukaa| vaha bAta khatama huii| vaha bAta AyI gayI, aba purANa - kathA ho gyii| aba to apane se hI karanA hai jo karanA hai| AdamI hI kartA aura koI nhiiN| to pazcima ke AdamI meM tuma eka taraha kI saralatA pAoge, duvidhA nhiiN| vaha kartA mAnatA hai apane ko / janaka meM eka taraha kI suvidhA pAoge, ve apane ko kartA nahIM mAnate, sAkSI mAnate haiN| lekina pUraba kA AdamI, kama se kama bhArata kA AdamI, bar3I duvidhA meM hai - eka tala para jAnatA hai ki sAkSI hUM aura eka tala para mAnatA hai ki kartA hUM isalie bar3I khiMcAvaTa hai|

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pazcima ke loga Ate haiM; unameM mujhe eka taraha kI saralatA aura sApha-sutharApana dikhAyI par3atA hai| do aura do cAra ! jaba bhAratIya koI AtA hai, usake bhItara gaura se dekho to kabhI do aura do pAMca hote dikhAyI par3ate haiM aura kabhI do aura do tIna hote dikhAyI par3ate haiN| do aura do cAra kabhI nahIM hote| kucha ar3acana hai| usane mahAsatya bhI suna lie haiN| khuda to nahIM jAnA - suna lie haiN| mahAsatyoM kI udaghoSaNA itanI bAra huI isa deza meM kabhI buddha, kabhI mahAvIra, kabhI kRSNa, kabhI aSTAvakra- usane suna lie haiN| unako iMkAra bhI nahIM kara sktaa| bhArata kI cetanA ne ina mahApuruSoM ko dekhaa| sadiyoM sadiyoM meM ve Ate rhe| unako iMkAra bhI nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| unakI maujUdagI pragAr3ha chApa chor3a gyii| unakI vANI gUMjatI hai, gUMjatI calI jAtI hai| vaha hamAre khUna meM mila gayI hai| hama bhulAnA bhI cAheM to bhUla nahIM skte| aura hamArA ahaMkAra bhI hai; usako bhI hama jhuThalAnA nahIM caahte| hama apane ahaMkAra kI mAna kara bhI cale jAte haiN| aisI duvidhA hai| isa duvidhA meM bar3I TUTa ho jAtI hai; AdamI khaMDa -khaMDa ho jAtA khai / pUraba kA AdamI mujhe jyAdA cAlabAja mAlUma par3atA hai bajAya pazcima ke AdamI ke / pazcima kA AdamI eka bAta para taya hai ki ugadamI kartA hai| pUraba kA AdamI do bAto meM Dola rahA hai| usakI nAva do tarapha eka sAtha jA rahI hai| usane apanI bailagAr3I meM donoM tarapha baila jota lie haiN| haDDI -pasalI TUTI jA rahI hai, asthi-paMjara ukhar3e jA rahe haiN| aura bar3I beImAnI paidA huI hai| kaisI beImAnI paidA huI hai ? pUraba kA AdamI jItatA hai to kahatA hai, maiM jItA; hAratA hai to vaha kahatA hai, bhAgya meM likhA thaa| yaha beImAnI paidA huI hai| jaba hAra to vaha eka tarapha kI bAta kahatA hai ki bhAgya meM likhA, kyA kara sakate ho ! honA nahIM thaa|' jaba jIta hotI hai taba bhUla jAtA hai yh| taba vaha kahatA hai, maiM jiitaa| 'dehAsakta yogI haiM jo karma aura niSkarma ke baMdhana se saMyukta bhAva vAle haiN| maiM deha ke saMyoga aura viyoga se sarvathA pRthaka hone ke kAraNa sukhapUrvaka sthita huuN|' suno! janaka kahate haiM, dehAsakta haiM yogI! bhogI to dehAsakta haiM hI, yogI bhI dehAsakta haiN| unakI AsaktiyA alaga- alaga DhaMga kI haiM, lekina haiM to AsaktiyA / bhogI phikra karatA hai ki khUba sajA le apane jIvana ko / bhogI phikra karatA hai deha ke lie saba sukha-sAdhana juTA le, zaiyA banA le makhamala kii| aura tyAgI phikra karatA hai ki Asana jamA kara baiTha jAe siddhAsana sIkha le, yogAsana sIkha le, haThayoga lagA le, zvAsa para kAbU pA le| magara ceSTA donoM kI zarIra para hI lAgU hai| hogI yogI kI ceSTA zAyada bhogI se behatara, lekina bhinna nhiiN| tala eka hI hai, AyAma eka hI hai| karmanaiSkarmyanirbadhabhAvA dehastha yoginaH sayogAyogavirahAdahamAse yathAsukham / / yogI bhI dehAsakta haiM- jo karma aura niSkarma ke baMdhana se jur3e hue haiM jo socate haiM, na kruuN| yogI kA artha hotA hai: jisane karanA chor3a diyaa| bhogI kA artha hotA hai: jo karane meM ulajhA hai| lekina donoM hI, karma aura akarma, eka hI UrjA kI bhinna-bhinna abhivyaktiyAM haiN| to janaka kahate haiM ki maiM deha ke saMyoga aura viyoga se sarvathA pRthaka hone ke kAraNa sukhapUrvaka sthita huuN|

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'mujhako Thaharane se, calane se yA sone se artha aura anartha kucha nahIM hai:|' suno! 'mujhako Thaharane se, calane se yA sone se artha aura anartha kucha bhI nahIM hai| isa kAraNa maiM ThaharatA huA, jAtA huA aura sotA huA bhI sukhapUrvaka sthita hUM' sunA hai kabhI isase jyAdA koI krAMtikArI sUtra! arthAnauM na me sthityA gatvA vA zayanena vaa| janaka kahate haiM : so kara bhI maiM vahI hUM aura jAga kara bhI maiM vahI hAM bheda nahIM hai| aura na mujhe artha aura anartha meM koI bheda hai| tiSThan gacchan svapastasmAdahamAse ythaasukhm| maiM to nIMda A jAtI hai to so jAtA hUM; calanA hotA hai to cala letA hUM; baiThanA hotA hai to baiTha jAtA huuN| jhena phakIra niraMtara yahI kahate rahe haiN| isalie maiM kahatA hUM ki jhena phakIroM ko aSTAvakra kI gItA para dhyAna denA caahie| isase bar3A jhena vaktavya aura dUsarA nahIM hai| bokojU se kisI ne pUchA ki tuma karate kyA ho? tumhArI sAdhanA kyA hai? kyoMki na hama tumheM kabhI dhyAna meM baiThe dekhate, na kabhI tumheM prANAyAma karate dekhate, na tumheM hama kabhI yogAsana lagAte dekhate, na pUjA, na paatth| tuma karate kyA ho? tumhArI sAdhanA kyA hai? bokojU ne kahA: jaba nIMda AtI hai taba maiM so jAtA hUM aura jaba bhUkha lagatI hai taba bhojana kara letA huuN| jaba calane kA hotA hai bhAva to cala letA huuN| jaba baiThane kA hotA khai bhAva to baiTha jAtA huuN| yahI merI sAdhanA hai| 'mujhako Thaharane se, calane se yA sone se artha aura anartha kucha nahIM hai| isa kAraNa maiM ThaharatA huA, jAtA huA aura sotA huA bhI sukhapUrvaka sthita hUM' aba koI cunAva na rhaa| eka yuvaka ko mere pAsa lAyA gyaa| usakA dimAga kharAba huA jA rahA thaa| vizavidyAlaya kA vidayArthI thaa| maiMne pUchA : tujhe huA kyA? tujha para kauna-sI musIbata A gayI hai? yaha dimAga ko itanA astavyasta kyoM kara liyA hai?' usane kahA ki maiM svAmI zivAnaMda kA ziSya huuN| unakI hI kitAbeM par3ha-par3ha kara yogasAdhana kara rahA huuN| to svAmI zivAnaMda ne likhA hai ki pAMca ghaMTe se jyAdA mata sonaa| to maiM pAMca ghaMTe sotA huuN| aura likhA hai, tIna baje rAta uTha AnA to maiM tIna baje rAta uTha AtA huuN| aba tIna baje rAta jo uThegA use dina meM nIMda aaegii| aura vaha vizvavidyAlaya kA vidyArthI thaa| 'to dina meM mujhe nIMda AtI hai| to kitAboM meM khojabIna kI to zivAnaMda ne likhA hai ki dina meM nIMda Ae to usakA artha hai ki tumhArA bhojana tAmasI hai, to bhojana ko zuddha kro| to maiM sirpha dUdha pItA huuN|

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to vaha kamajora hone lgaa| idhara sirpha dUdha pIne lagA to kamajora hone lagA, udhara rAta nIMda kama kara lI to nIMda se jo vizrAma milatA thA vaha samApta hone lgaa| mana ke taMtu TUTane lge| to vikSiptatA kI hAlata Ane lgii| unhIM kitAboM meM likhA hai ki sAdhaka ko aisI asuvidhAeM bhI AtI haiN| tapazcaryA meM aisI kaThinAiyAM bhI AtI haiN| to usake lie bhI sAMtvanA mila gyii| aba yaha jAla khuda khar3A kiyA huA hai| pAMca ghaMTe sonA sabhI ke lie ThIka nahIM ho sakatA / hI, bur3hApe meM ThIka ho sakatA hai| bur3hApe meM nIMda apane se kama ho jAtI hai| aura aksara loga zAstra bur3hApe meM likhate haiN| to ve jo apane anubhava se likhate haiM, ThIka hI likhate haiN| bur3hApe meM bhojana bhI kama ho jAtA hai| saca to yaha hai ki bur3hApe ke lie dUdha ThIka bhojana hai| kyoMki kA phira bacce jaisA ho AtA hai| phira usakA jIvana utanA hI sImita ho jAtA hai jaise choTe bacce kA / aba kucha jIvana meM nirmANa to hotA nahIM; dUdha kAphI hai| aura nIMda kama ho jAtI hai apane-Apa baccA mAM ke peTa meM caubIsa ghaMTe sotA hai| aba vaha kahIM zivAnaMda ko par3ha le to marA / paidA hone ke bAda bAIsa ghaMTe sotA hai| vaha zivAnaMda ko par3ha le to gaye ! phira bIsa ghaMTe soegA, phira solaha ghaMTe soegaa| javAna hote-hote ATha ghaMTe solA, sAta ghaMTe soegaa| yaha svAbhAvika hai| kA jaise - jaise hone lagegA, nIMda kama hone lgegii| kyoMki nIMda kI jarUrata hai eka - vaha hai zarIra ke bhItara TUTa gae taMtuoM kA nirmaann| ke AdamI ke taMtuoM kA nirmANa honA baMda ho gayA hai, isalie nIMda kI jarUrata na rhii| baccA caubIsa ghaMTe sotA hai mAM ke peTa meM, kyoMki hajAra cIjeM nirmita ho rahI haiM, nIMda caahie| gaharI nIMda cAhie tAki koI bAdhA na par3e, saba kAma cupacApa hotA rhe| nIMda ke aMdhere meM nirmANa hotA hai| isalie to bIja jamIna meM aMdara calA jAtA hai, vahAM phUTatA hai| rozanI meM nahIM phUTatA caTTAna para rakhA huA| aMdherA caahie| isalie to vIrya kyA mAM ke garbha meM calA jAtA hai aMdhere meM, vahAM jA kara vikasita hotA hai| aMdherA caahie| gaharI nIMda cAhie / vizrAma caahie| bUr3he AdamI kI to apane - Apa nIMda khatama hone lagatI hai| mere pAsa ke A jAte haiN| ve dUsare, vahI upadrava meM par3e haiN| ve kahate haiM ki pahale hama ATha ghaMTe sote the, aba sirpha tIna ghaMTe nIMda AtI hai| aba bar3e parezAna haiM, anidrA ke roga ne pakar3a liyA hai| yaha roga nahIM hai, bur3hApe meM svabhAvataH nIMda kama ho jaaegii| aba tuma cAho ki ATha ghaMTe soo, saMbhava nahIM hai| bur3hApe meM bhojana bhI kama ho jAegA / usakI jarUrata hI na rhii| javAnI meM bhojana jyAdA thaa| aba yaha javAna lar3akA hai| abhI isakA jIvana bar3ha rahA hai| aba yaha pAMca ghaMTe soegA, dina bhara nIMda aaegii| nIMda Ane se tAmasI hone kA khayAla uThatA hai| bhojana ke kAraNa nahIM koI pharka ho rahA hai, nIMda kama le rahA hai to nIMda A rahI hai| aura zAstra meM par3hatA hai to tAmasI bhojana hai - to bhojana bdlo| phira kamajorI bar3hane lgii| aba mastiSka ke taMtu TUTane lage, unakA bananA baMda hone lgaa| to aba vikSipta ho rahA hai| to socatA hai ki paramahaMsa hone kI avasthA karIba A rahI hai| ina jAloM se sAvadhAna rahanA /

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janaka ke sUtra bar3e mahatvapUrNa haiN| na Thaharane se, na calane se, na sone se aba koI lagAva hai| jo hotA hai, jitanA hotA hai, utane se rAjI huuN| artha -anartha kucha bhI nahIM hai| kAraNa-ThaharatA huA, jAtA huA, sotA huA maiM sukhapUrvaka sthita hAM khola do nAva jidhara bahatI hai, bahane do nAva to tira sakatI hai mere binA bhI maiM binA nAva bhI DUba sakU~gA calo khola do nAva cupacApa jidhara bahatI hai, bahane do mujhe rahane do agara maiM chor3a patavAra nissIma pArAvAra takatA hUM khola do nAva jidhara bahatI ho, bahane do| janaka ke sUtra to samarpaNa ke sUtra haiN| yaha to aSTAvakra hI janaka ke bhItara se jagamagA rahe haiN| yaha to guru hI ziSya se bolA hai| yaha to guru ne hI ziSya ke hRdaya meM uThAyI haiM ye trNgeN| aura tuma eka bAta khayAla karoge ki aSTAvakra kucha bolate haiM, phira cupa ho jAte haiM, phira janaka ko bolane dete haiN| sunate haiM ki jo aSTAvakra ne bolA, vaha janaka ke hRdaya taka pahuMca gayA pallavita hone lagA, usameM phUla khilane lage; aura eka bAta tuma khayAla karanA: aSTAvakra jo bolate haiM vaha bIja jaisA hai aura janaka jo bolate haiM vaha phUla jaisA hai| isalie janaka ke vacana aura bhI suMdara mAlUma hote haiM, aSTAvakra se bhI jyAdA suMdara mAlUma hote haiN| lekina ve vacana aSTAvakra ke hI haiN| aSTAvakra bIja kI taraha gira jAte haiM janaka ke hRdaya meM; vahAM aMkurita hote, pallavita hote, phUla khilate haiN| una phUloM kI suvAsa ina vacanoM meM hai| aSTAvakra apUrva AnaMda ko upalabdha hue hoMge janaka kI ye bAteM suna kara jaise koI mAM, pahalI daphe jaba usakA beTA bolatA hai to AhlAdita ho jAtI hai, aise janaka ke ye vacana suna kara aSTAvakra khUba AhlAdita hue hoMge zAyada hI kabhI ziSya ne kisI guru ko itanA tRpta kiyA ho! maiMne sunA hai, eka hasIda phakIra huA| vaha bar3A prasiddha paMDita thaa| bar3A jJAnI thaa| aura jaisA jJAniyoM ko aksara jhaMjhaTa ho jAtI hai, usako bhI huI jaba vaha koI pacAsa varSa kA thA to nAstika ho gyaa| taba taka usane na mAlUma kitane logoM ko dharma kI zikSA dii| phira vaha nAstika ho gyaa| ina pacAsa varSoM meM na mAlUma kitane loga usake kAraNa saMtatva ko upalabdha hue aura phira vaha nAstika ho gyaa| sabane usakA sAtha chor3a diyA, lekina usakA eka ziSya rabI meyara usake pAsa AtA rhaa| vaha apane guru ko bAra-bAra kahatA rahA ki vApisa lauTa Ao, yaha tumane kyA raMga pakar3A Akhira meM? lekina ziSya guru ko samajhAe bhI to kaise samajhAe! guru bar3A tarkazAstrI thA; vaha sArI bAteM khaMDita

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kara detA thaa| vaha bar3A bagAvatI ho gayA thaa| marane ke dina bhI usakA ziSya AyA aura usane kahA ki aba to kRpA karo, aba vApisa lauTa Ao, tarka ityAdi chodd'o| maiM tumheM jAnatA huuN| guru ne AMkha kholI aura kahA ki kyA aba prabhu mujhe kSamA kara sakegA? royA aura mara gyaa| daphanAne ke dUsare dina hI loga bhAge Ae aura usake ziSya ko kahA ki hada ho gayI, jisa bAta se hama Dare the vahI ho rahA hai, tumhAre guru kI kaba se lapaTeM nikala rahI haiN| jaise ki guru narka meM par3A ho - kabra se lapaTeM nikala rahI haiM! to meyara gayA aura usane jA kara kahA ki dekh......| eka cAdara kaba ke Upara DhAMka dI aura kahA ki suno, aba bahuta ho gayI bagAvata, aba Akhira taka parezAna na kro| rAta bhara zAMti se soe raho; paramAtmA kSamA kara degA; paramAtmA mukti degA, zAMti degaa| aura agara subaha taka paramAtmA kucha na kare to maiM tumheM mukti dUMgA, maiM tumheM zAMta karUMgA ! kahate haiM Upara se eka AvAja AI ki meyara, yaha tU kyA kaha rahA hai? guru ko aura ziSya mukta karegA! to meyara ne kahA : hI, maiM mukta karUMgA ! kyoMki maiM jo bhI hUM guru kI hI chAyA hUMM aura agara maiM itanA zuddha hRdaya hUM to maiM yaha mAna nahIM sakatA ki merA guru azuddha ho gayA hai| vaha khela khela rahA hai| usane hI mujhe jagAyA to maiM yaha to mAna hI nahIM sakatA hUM ki vaha so gayA hai| vaha khela khela rahA hai| isalie maiM kahatA hUM : yA to prabhu tujhe samajha legA aura agara prabhu kI karuNA sUkha gayI ho to phikra mata kara subaha A kara maiM tujhe mukta karUMgA aura zAMta kruuNgaa| jaba eka ziSya khilatA hai to guru phira se mukta hotA hai| eka bAra to mukta huA thA apane kAraNa; aba hara ziSya meM jaba bhI phUla khilatA hai to guru phira-phira mukta hotA hai| jitane ziSyoM ke phUla khilane lagate haiM, guru utanI bAra mokSa kA AsvAdana karane lagatA hai, utanI bAra mokSa kA svAda lene phla? phla ko upalabdha hue hoMge aSTAvakrA kyoMki ye sUtra bar3e anUThe haiN| 'sote hue mujhe hAni nahIM hai aura na yatna karate hue mujhe siddhi hai isalie maiM hAni aura lAbha donoM ko chor3a kara sukhapUrvaka sthita hAM' svapato nAsti me hAni: siddhiryatnavato na vA / nAzollAsau vihAyAsmAdahamAse yathAsukham / / 'sote hue mujhe hAni nahIM hai suno! janaka kahate haiM: soyA huA bhI maiM hUM to vahI hAni kaisI! bhaTakA huA bhI maiM hUM to vahI hAni kaisI! aMdherI se aMdherI rAta meM maiM hUM to prakAza kA hI aMga hAni kaisI ! saMsAra meM khar3A huA bhI maiM hUM to paramAtmA se jur3A hAni kaisI ! 'sote hue mujhe hAni nahIM hai aura na yatna karate hue mujhe siddhi hai prayatna karane se siddhi kA koI saMbaMdha nahIM, kyoMki siddhi koI bAhara se milane bAlI bAta thor3e hI hai, siddha to tuma paidA hue ho siddha buddha tuma paidA hue ho vaha tumhArA svarUpa hai, svabhAva hai|

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'isalie maiM hAni aura lAbha donoM ko chor3akara sukhapUrvaka sthita ho' svapna meM tuma hoM-tumhI ho jAgaraNa meN| kaba ujAle meM mujhe kucha aura bhAyA kaba aMdhere ne tumheM mujhase chipAyA tuma nizA meM aura tumhIM prAtaH -kiraNa meM svapna meM tuma ho -tumhI ho jAgaraNa meN| dhyAna hai kevala tumhArI ora jAtA dhyeya meM mere nahIM kucha aura AtA citta meM tuma ho-tumhI ho citavana meM svapna meM tuma ho-tumhI ho jAgaraNa meN| rUpa bana kara ghUmatA jo vaha tumhIM ho rAga bana kara gUMjatA jo vaha tumhIM ho tuma nayana meM aura tumhIM aMtaHkaraNa meM svapna meM tuma hoM tumhI ho jAgaraNa meN| pratipala eka hI hai| vaha kabhI do nahIM huA aneka nahIM huaa| vaha aneka bhAsatA hai| jaise rAta cAMda ho pUrNimA kA aura jitanI jhIleM haiM jagata meM, sabhI meM jhalakatA hai aura aneka-aneka mAlUma hai| DabaroM meM, jhIloM meM, sAgara meM, nadiyoM meM, sarovaroM meM kitane pratibiMba banate haiM! cAMda eka hai| upara AMkha uThA kara dekho to eka hai; nIce pratibiMboM meM bhaTaka jAo to aneka hai| lekina tuma jaba socate ho ki aneka hai, taba bhI cAMda to eka hI hai| tumhAre socane se sirpha tumhI bhrAMta hote ho, cAMda aneka nahIM hotA, cAMda to eka hI hai| _ 'sote hue mujhe hAni nahIM na yatna karate hue mujhe siddhi hai|' aisA jisane jAna liyA, kyA usake jIvana meM tanAva ho sakatA hai? becainI ho sakatI hai? yaha to dhyAnAtIta, samAdhi-atIta avasthA ho gii| 'isalie aneka paristhitiyoM meM sukhAdi kI anityatA ko bAraMbAra dekha kara aura zubhAzubha ko chor3a kara maiM sukhapUrvaka sthita ho' sukhAdirUpAniyama bhAvembAlokya bhuurishH| bahuta-bahuta bAra dekha liyA sukha-dukha, lAbha-hAni, saba anitya hai| zubhAzubhe vihAyAsmAdahamAse ythaasukhm|

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bahuta bAra zubha karake dekha liyA, azubha bhI karake dekha liyA, saba kSaNabhaMgura hai, pAnI para khIMcI gaI lakIreM haiM, bana bhI nahIM pAtI aura miTa jAtI haiN| isalie aba na zubha meM koI AkAMkSA hai na azubha meM koI rasa hai| na rAya meM koI rasa hai na virAga meN| na aba cAhatA hUM ki dukha na ho na aba cAhatA hUM ki sukha ho| aba donoM se chuTakArA hai| donoM se mukta huA oM yathAsukhaM aase......| aba sukha meM huuN| yaha mahAsukha kI avasthA hI mokSa kI, nirvANa kI avasthA hai| koI dhar3akana hai na AMsU na umaMga vakta ke sAtha ye tUphAna ge| gayA samaya, bIta gayA samaya! bacapana gayA, javAnI gaI, bur3hApA gyaa| zarIra kI taraMgeM gaIM, mana kI taraMgeM giiN| aba na koI tUphAna uThate haiM, na koI umNg| koI dhar3akana hai na AMsU na umaMga vakta ke sAtha ye tUphAna ge| saba jA cukA! aura jaba saba calA jAtA hai-saba AdhI-tUphAna-taba jo zeSa raha jAtA hai vahI tuma ho| tatvamasi zvetaketu! vahI tuma ho! vahI tumhArA brahmasvarUpa hai| he brahman? vahI tuma ho! hari oma tatsat!

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saMnyAsa: abhinava kA svAgata-pravacana-chaTavAM dinAMka 16 navaMbara, 1976; zrI rajanIza Azrama puunaa| prazna sAra: pahalA prazna : kyA prema ke davArA satya ko upalabdha huA jA sakatA hai? ama aura satya do ghaTanAeM nahIM haiM, eka hI ghaTanA ke do pahalU hai| satya ko pA lo to prema pragaTa ho jAtA hai| prema ko pA lo to satya kA sAkSAta ho jAtA hai| yA to satya kI khoja para nikalo; maMjila para pahuMca kara pAoge prema ke maMdira meM bhI praveza ho gyaa| khojane nikale the satya, mila gayA prema bhI saath-saath| yA prema kI yAtrA kro| prema ke maMdira para pahuMcate hI satya bhI mila jaaegaa| ve sAtha-sAtha haiN| prema aura satya paramAtmA ke do nAma haiN| lekina do taraha ke vyakti haiM jagata meN| eka haiM, jinheM satya ko pAnA sugama hai; prema pariNAma meM milegaa| dUsare haiM, jinheM prema pAnA sugama, satya pariNAma meM milegaa| isalie jJAna aura bhakti do maulika mArga haiN| strI aura puruSa do maulika vibhAjana haiN| aura jaba maiM kahatA hUM strI aura puruSa to bahuta rUr3ha arthoM meM mata pkdd'naa| bahuta puruSa haiM jinake pAsa striyoM jaisA prema se bharA hRdaya hai| bahuta striyAM haiM jinake pAsa puruSa jaisA satya ko khojane vAlA tarka hai| apanI pahacAna ThIka se kara lenaa| paramAtmA kI pahacAna to pIche hogii| apanI pahacAna ThIka se kara lenaa| aisA kucha mArga mata cuna lenA, jo tumhAre sAtha rAsa na AtA ho| jo tumheM sahaja mAlUma par3e, vahI tumhArA mArga hai| satya kI khoja meM jo aMtima phala hai, vahAM 'tU miTa jAtA haiM, 'maiM kA visphoTa hotA hai-ahaM brahmAsmi, maiM hI brahma hUM aura koI brahma nahIM satya kI khoja meM 'para' se mukta honA upAya hai| ___ dhyAna se sunanA, kyoMki jo satya kI khoja meM upAya hai, vahI prema kI khoja meM bAdhA hai| aura jo prema kI khoja meM upAya hai, vahI satya kI khoja meM bAdhA hai| donoM bhinna-bhinna jagaha se cala rahe haiM-jA rahe eka trph| jaise koI pazcima se calA bhArata Ane ko, koI pUraba se calA bhArata Ane ko| to jo iMglaiMDa se calA vaha pUraba kI tarapha A rahA hai, jo jApAna se calA vaha pazcima kI tarapha jA rahA hai| donoM bhArata A rahe haiN| donoM eka jagaha pahuMceMge lekina jahAM se cale haiM vaha sthAna bar3A

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bhinna-bhinna hai| satya kA khojI 'tU ko girA detA hai| isalie to mahAvIra aura buddha paramAtmA ko svIkAra nahIM krte| paramAtmA yAnI tU paramAtmA yAnI pr| paramAtmA yAnI jisake caraNoM meM pUjA karanI hai, arcanA karanI hai, jisake sAmane naivedaya car3hAnA hai| paramAtmA yAnI pr| isalie buddha aura mahAvIra paramAtmA ko iMkAra kara dete haiN| pataMjali bhI bar3e saMkoca se svIkAra karate haiN| aura svIkAra aise DhaMga se karate haiM ki vaha iMkAra hI hai| pataMjali kahate haiM, Izvara praNidhAna bhI satya ko pAne kA eka upAya, eka vidhi haiAvazyaka nahIM hai, anivArya nahIM hai| Izvara hai yA nahIM, yaha bAta vicAraNIya nahIM hai| yaha bhI eka vidhi hai| mAna lo, kAma karatI hai| mAnI huI bAta hai| samasta jJAnI Izvara ko kisI na kisI taraha iMkAra kreNge| zaMkara kahate haiM, Izvara bhI mAyA kA hissA hai| ahaM brahmAsmi! merA jo AtyaMtika rUpa hai, vaha brahma-svarUpa hai| lekina vaha jo Izvara hai maMdira meM virAjamAna, vaha to mAyA kA hI rUpa hai, vaha to saMsAra hI hai| saMsAra yAnI para, duusraa| svayaM se bAhara gae ki sNsaar| phira cAhe maMdira hI kyoM na jAo yA dUkAna jAo yA bAjAra jAo, koI pharka nahIM par3atA-svayaM se bAhara gae to saMsAra meM ge| maMdira bhI usI saMsAra kA hissA hai jahAM dUkAna hai| maMdira aura dUkAna bahuta alaga- alaga nahIM hai,| satya kA khojI kahatA hai, para ko bhuulo| para ke kAraNa hI taraMga uThatI hai| koI bhaag| jA rahA hai strI ko pAne, koI bhAgA jA rahA hai dhana ko pAne, koI bhAgA jA rahA hai prabhu ko paane| satya kA khojI kahatA hai, bhAga-daur3a chodd'o| jise pAnA hai, vaha tumhAre bhItara baiThA hai| aSTAvakra kA mArga bhI satya kA mArga hai| isalie sAkSI para jora hai| sAkSI ho jaao| aise gahana rUpa se sAkSI ho jAo ki tumhAre sAkSItva kI agni meM 'para' jala jAe, samApta ho jAe, rAkha raha jAe 'para' kI-bace 'maiN| tabhI to namaskAra kara sakoge svayaM ko| jahAM koI nahIM bacA, aba kisako namaskAra kareM? aba kisake caraNoM meM sira jhukAeM? svayaM hI bacA to svayaM ko hI nmskaar| prema kA khojI ThIka viparIta dizA se calatA hai| vaha kahatA hai, svayaM ko miTAnA hai| saba kucha samarpita kara denA hai paramAtmA ko| tU hI bce| tU hI tU bace maiM na bcuuN| maiM gala jAUM, pighala jAUM kho jAUM, tujhameM lIna ho jaauuN| tU hI bace isalie islAma-islAma prema kI khoja hai-maMsUra ko bardAzta na kara skaa| kyoMki maisUra ne kahA, analahaka! maiM hI brahma hUM maiM hI satya ho islAma bardAzta na kara skaa| islAma hai bhkti-maarg| yaha ghoSaNA bhakti ke viparIta hai| agara tumhI ho brahma, to phira bhakti kaisI, phira bhagavAna kaisA? phira na bhakti hai na bhagavAna hai, na bhajana hai, smaraNa nhiiN| kisakA karoge smaraNa? smaraNa to 'para' kA hI hotA hai| saba smaraNa 'para' kA hai| islAma maisUra ko bardAzta na kara skaa| maMsUra bhArata meM paidA hotA to hama usakI gaNanA maharSiyoM meM krte| brahma RSiyoM meM krte| araba meM paidA huA phAMsI lgii| yahUdI bhI jIsasa ko bardAzta na kara ske| kyoMki jIsasa ne kahA ki maiM aura merA pitA, jisane mujhe banAyA, hama donoM eka haiN| vaha jo Upara hai aura nIce hai-eka hai| yaha ghoSaNA yahUdiyoM ko pasaMda

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na pdd'ii| prema ke mArgI ko yaha bAta kaThina mAlUma pdd'egii| yaha to prema ke mArgI ko ahaMkAra kI ghoSaNA mAlUma pdd'egii| yaha to hada darje kA kuphra yaha to AkhirI kAphiratA hai| isase bar3A aura koI pApa nahIM ho sktaa| samajhane kI koziza karanA, kyoMki bhakti kI pUrI vyavasthA aura hai| vahAM to maiM' ko galAnA hai| vahAM to kahanA hai kisI dina ki maiM nahIM hUM tU hI hai| jalAluddIna rUmI kI prasiddha kathA hai| premI AyA preyasI ke dvAra para, dastaka dii| bhItara se pUchA preyasI ne, 'kona hai? kona khaTakhaTAtA hai dvAra?' premI ne kahA, 'maiM hUM terA premI / pahacAnA nahIM ?' bhItara sannATA ho gyaa| bar3A udAsa sannATA ho gyaa| koI uttara na aayaa| premI jora se khaTakhaTAne lagA ki 'kyA tU mujhe bhUla gaI?' preyasI ne kahA, ' kSamA karo, isa ghara meM do ke rahane ke lAyaka jagaha nhiiN| do yahAM na samA skeNge| prema galI ati sIkarI, tAmeM do na smaae| aura tuma kahate ho, maiM hUM terA premI ! lauTa jAo abhI! jaba paka jAo, lauTa aanaa|' premI calA gayA, jaMgala pahAr3oM meM bhaTakatA, dhyAna karatA, pUchatA, rotA, gAtA, socatA, vicAra karatA-kaise? kaise pAUM praveza ? aneka dina Ae-gae, cAMda Uge - bujhe, sUraja nikalA - DUbA, mahIne - varSa bIte-taba eka dina premI vApisa lauttaa| dvAra para dastaka dii| preyasI ne pUchA, 'kona!' premI ne kahA, aba mata pUcho, aba tU hI tU hai| kahate haiM, dvAra khula gae, tatkSaNa dvAra khula gae ! ye dvAra paramAtmA ke dvAra haiN| to prema meM samarpaNa mArga hai- svayaM ko jalA DAlanA, rAkha kara ddaalnaa| satya meM nikhAranA hai, saMgharSa hai, saba burAI kATanI hai aura AtyaMtika rUpa se 'para' se sAre saMbaMdha tor3a lene haiM, asaMbaMdhita, asaMga ho jAnA hai| lekina camatkAra to yahI hai ki donoM eka hI jagaha pahuMca jAte haiN| kaise pahuMca jAte haiM jaba 'tU, gira jAtA hai jJAnI kA, to 'maiM baca nahIM sktaa| kyoMki 'maiM' aura 'tU sAtha - sAtha bacate haiN| maiM aura 'tU eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| tuma kaise kahoge ki maiM hUM jaba tU na raha? jaba jJAnI kA 'tU, gira gayA, to 'maiM' ko kaise bacAegA? 'maiM baca nahIM sktaa| binA 'tU ke sahAre 'maiM baca nahIM sktaa| maiM kA koI artha hI nahIM raha jaataa| jaba 'tU hai hI nahIM, to 'maiM' kA kyA artha hai? kyA prayojana hai? kise kahoge 'maiM'? 'maiM' hama usI ko kahate haiM na, jo 'tU, ke viparIta hai, jo 'tU se bhinna hai, jo 'tU se alaga hai| tumane apane ghara ke AsapAsa bAgur3a lagA rakhI hai, dIvAla banA rakhI hai, lekina vaha par3osI ke kAraNa hai| agara par3osI hai hI nahIM to kisake lie bAgur3a lagAte ho? agara soco, tuma akele hote pRthvI para ra to ghara kI sImA banAte ? kisake lie banAte? kisase banAte ? sImA ke lie do caahie| eka se 'sImA nahIM banatI- par3osI cAhie, anya cAhie, para cAhie / jaba 'tU hI gira gayA, to 'maiM kaise bacegA? to jJAnI girAtA hai 'tU ko aura aMta meM jaba 'tU bilakula gira jAtA hai, baisAkhI gira jAtI hai, taba acAnaka dekhatA hai ki usI ke sAtha 'maiM' bhI gira gayA - zUnya raha jAtA hai|

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aura yahI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai premI ko| vaha miTAtA hai 'maiM' ko| eka dina 'maiM pUrA gira jAtA hai| jisa dina 'maiM pUrA gira jAtA hai, 'tU kaise bacegA? jaba 'tU ko kahane vAlA na bacA, jaba pujArI na bacA, jaba ArAdhaka na bacA to ArAdhya kaise bacegA? jaba bhakta na bacA to bhagavAna kaise bacegA? bhakta ke sAtha hI bhagavAna baca sakatA hai| bhakta to gayA, zUnya ho gayA to bhagavAna kA kyA artha, kyA prayojana? jisa dina bhakta zUnya ho jAtA hai, usI dina bhagavAna bhI vidA ho jAtA hai| saba khela do kA hai, do ke binA khela nhiiN| saba saMsAra dvi hai, dvaita hai| tuma eka ko girA do kisI bhI taraha, dUsarA apane se giregaa| eka ko tuma miTA do, dUsarA apane se mittegaa| donoM sAtha-sAtha calate haiN| jaise eka AdamI do pairoM para calatA hai; tuma eka tor3a do, phira calegA? phira kaise calegA? pakSI do paMkhoM para ur3atA hai; tuma eka kATa do, phira ur3egA? eka se kaise ur3egA? strI-puruSa, do se saMsAra calatA hai| tuma sArI striyoM ko miTA DAlo, puruSa baceMge? kitanI dera? tuma sAre puruSoM ko miTA DAlo, striyAM baceMgI? kitanI dera? yaha khela do kA hai| yaha saMsAra eka se nahIM cltaa| jahAM eka bacA, vahA to samajha lenA donoM nahIM bce| isalie to jJAniyoM ne, bhaktoM ne, premiyoM ne, jAnane vAloM ne paramAtmA ko eka nahIM kahA, advaita khaa| advaita kA matalaba-do na rhe| eka kahane meM khatarA hai| kyoMki eka kA to artha hI hotA hai ki dUsarA bhI hogaa| agara kaheM eka hI bacA, to eka kI paribhASA kaise karoge, sImA kaise khIcoge? eka kI sImA do se banatI hai, do kI sImA tIna se banatI hai, tIna kI sImA cAra se banatI hai-yaha phailAva phailatA calA jAtA hai| isalie hamane eka anUThA zabda cuna-advaita; do nhiiN| pUcho parama jJAna ko upalabdha vyakti ko, paramAtmA eka hai yA do? to vaha yaha nahIM kahegA eka yA do; vaha kahegA, do nhiiN| basa itanA hI kaha sakate haiM, isake pAra kahA nahIM jA sktaa| na eka hai, na do hai| do nahIM hai, itanA pakkA hai| isase jyAdA vANI sArthaka nahIM, samartha nhiiN| to cAhe prema se calo, cAhe satya kI khoja karo-sva ghar3I AegI, na dUsarA bacatA, na tuma bcte| taba jo baca rahatA hai, vahI sAra hai, vahI pUrNa hai| bhakta use bhagavAna kahegA jo baca rahatA hai, jJAnI use AtmA khegaa| yaha sirpha alaga- alaga bhASA, paribhASA kI bAta hai; bAta vahI hai| isalie sabase mahatvapUrNa hai yaha khoja lenA ki tuma kahA ho? tuma kyA ho? tuma kaise ho? kahIM galata mArga para mata cala pdd'naa| jo mArga tumase mela na khAe, vaha tumheM pahuMcA na skegaa| jo mArga tumase na nikalatA ho vaha tumheM pahuMcA na skegaa| tumhArA mArga tumhAre hRdaya se nikalanA caahie| jaise makar3I jAlA bunatI hai, khuda hI nikAlatI hai, apane hI bhItara se bunatI hai-aisA hI sAdhaka bhI apanA jIvanapatha apane hI bhItara se bunatA hai| agara prema kA jAla bunane meM samartha ho to bhakti tumhArA mArga hai| phira aSTAvakra kucha bhI kaheM, tuma phikra mata karanA; tuma nArada kI sunanA tuma caitanya, mIrA ko gunnaa| lekina agara tuma pAo ki yahAM hRdaya se prema ke dhAge nikalate nahIM, prema kA jAla banatA nahIM, to ghabar3A mata jAnA, rone mata baiTha jaanaa| koI ar3acana nahIM hai| pratyeka ke lie upAya hai| tuma jisa kSaNa paidA hue usI

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kSaNa tumhArA upAya tumhAre sAtha paidA huA hai tumhAre bhItara par3A hai; tumhAre aMtastala meM pratIkSA kara rahA hai| to zAyada satya kA mArga tumhArA mArga hogaa| taba nArada ke pAsa phar3akanA mt| mIrA kitane hI gIta gAe, tU ma apane kAna baMda kara lenA, usameM ulajhanA mt| kyoMki vaha ulajhAva mahaMgA par3a jaaegaa| jo tumhAre bhItara se Ae, sahajasphUrta ho-basa vhii| jo jahAM bhI hai| samarpita hai satya ko| ye phUla aura yaha dhUpa lahalahAte kheta, nadI kA kUla kyA prArthanAeM nahIM haiM? yaha vyaktitva nivedita Urdhva ke prati kyA nahIM hai? gaura se dekhanA phUla ko vRkSa para-vRkSa kI prArthanA hai| yaha vRkSa kA DhaMga hai prArthanA karane kaa| AdamI hI thor3e prArthanA karatA hai| tuma tabhI mAnoge jaba vRkSa jAegA maMdira meM aura gaMgAjala caDhAkA? tabhI tuma mAnoge? jaba vRkSa pAnI bhara kara lAegA aura zaMkara jI para car3hAkA, tabhI tuma mAnoge? aura vRkSa roja apane phUla jharAtA rahA zaMkara para, apane patte girAtA rahA, apane prANoM se pUjA karatA rahA, ise tuma svIkAra na karoge? jo jahAM hai.| jo jahAM bhI hai samarpita hai satya ko| ye phUla aura yaha dhUpa lahalahAte kheta, nadI kA kUla kyA prArthanAeM nahIM haiM? prArthanAeM alaga-alaga hoMgI, alaga-alaga DhaMga haiN| vaividhya hai jagata meN| aura suMdara hai jagata-vaividhya ke kaarnn| to jaba musalamAna masjida meM jhuke to tuma yaha mata socanA ki galata hai| aura maMdira meM jaba hiMdU ghaMTiyAM bajAe to tuma nArAja mata honaa| aura carca meM jaba IsAI gunagunAe yA bauddha apane pUjAgRha meM baiTha kara dhyAna kare, to tuma jAnanA : jo jahAM hai, vahIM samarpita hai satya ko| aura dhUpa aura phUla bhI prArthanA kara rahe haiN| sArA jagata prArthanA-magna hai| jharane apanA gIta gunagunA rahe haiN| striyA striyoM ke DhaMga se jAeMgI, puruSa puruSa ke DhaMga se jaaeNge| aura eka bAra tumheM yaha samajha meM A jAe ki merA DhaMga mujhe khoja lenA hai to tuma dUsarI bAta chor3a doge, tuma dUsaroM ko ghasITane kI Adata chor3a doge| duniyA meM bar3A ahita huA hai| patnI jisa maMdira meM jAtI hai, pati ko bhI le jAtI hai| bApa jisa maMdira meM jAtA hai, beTe ko bhI le jAtA hai| isase duniyA meM itanA adharma hai| kyoMki logoM ko

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svabhAva ke anukUla suvidhA nahIM hai| maiMne varSoM ghUma kara deza meM dekhaa| kisI ko pAyA jaina ghara meM paidA huA hai, vaha usakA durbhAgya ho gyaa| usake pAsa hRdaya thA bhakti kA, lekina jaina ghara meM bhakti ke lie koI upAya nahIM / vahA to dhyAna kI hI gaja, ekamAtra gaMja hai| kisI ko maiMne dekhA ki bhakti paMtha meM paidA ho gayA hai, vallabha saMpradAya meM paidA ho gayA hai; lekina usakA koI rasa bhakti meM nahIM hai| dhyAna se sugaMdha uThatI, lekina dhyAna se duzmanI hai paidAiza ke kaarnn| kahIM paidAiza se koI dharma hotA hai? svabhAva se dharma hotA hai| svabhAva yAnI dhrm| paidAiza to sAMyogika ghaTanA hai| tuma kisa ghara meM paidA hue, isase thor3e hI dharma taya hotA hai! duniyA agara saca meM dhArmika honA cAhatI ho, to hameM baccoM ko dharma meM jabardastI praveza karavAne kI purAnI pravRtti chor3a denI caahie| hameM baccoM ko, sAre dvAra khule chor3a dene caahie| unheM kabhI masjida bhI jAne do, kabhI maMdira bhI, kabhI gurudvArA bhii| unheM khojane do| sirpha unheM tuma eka rasa de do ki khojanA hai paramAtmA ko, basa itanA kAphI hai| phira tuma kaise khojo kurAna se tumheM dhuna milegI ki gItA se- tumhArI marjI / pahuMca jAnA paramAtmA ke ghara / kurAna kI Ayata doharAte pahuMcoge ki gItA ke maMtra pATha karate, kucha lenA-denA nahIM / tuma pahuMca jAnA aTaka mata jAnA kahIM / zubha hogA vaha dina, jisa dina eka hI ghara meM kaI dharmoM ke loga hoMge - patnI masjida jAtI, pati gurudvArA jAtA, beTA carca meN| aura jaba taka aisA na ho jAe, taba taka duniyA meM dharma nahIM ho sakatA, asaMbhava hai| kyoMki dharma kA paidAiza se koI bhI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| to tuma apanI khoja kro| mere pAsa jo loga haiM, yahI merI dezanA hai unheM / isalie maiM saba para bola rahA huuN| tuma kabhI-kabhI cauMkate ho| mere pAsa loga Ate haiN| ve kahate haiM, Apa eka hI dhArA para boleM, to hama nizcita ho kara laga jAeM kAma meN| kabhI Apa bhakti para bolate haiM, kabhI Apa jJAna para bolate haiN| kabhI Apa kaha haiM, DUba jAo; kabhI kahate haiM, sAkSI ho jAo; kabhI aSTAvakra, kabhI nArada - hama bar3I bibUcana meM par3a jAte haiN| tuma bina meM mere bolane ke kAraNa nahIM par3a rahe ho| tuma bibUcana meM par3a rahe ho kyoMki tuma abhI taka yaha nahIM pahacAna pAe ki tumhArA rasa kyA hai? tumheM apanA rasa samajha meM A jAe, isalie bola rahA huuN| ye sAre zAstra tumhAre sAmane khola rahA hUM ki tumheM apanA rasa pahacAna meM A jaae| aisA huA, iMglaiMDa meM eka AdamI dUsare mahAyuddha meM, coTa khAyA yuddha meM, gira par3A, smRti kho gii| bar3I muzkila ho gii| smRti kho gaI thI to koI ar3acana na thii| use nAma taka yAda na rahA, to 1gaI ar3acana na thI / lekina yuddha ke maidAna se lauTate vakta usakA naMbara kA billA bhI kahIM gira gyaa| vaha kona hai, yahI samajha meM na aae| kisI manovaijJAnika ne salAha dI ki ise iMglaiMDa meM gAMva-gAMva ghumAyA jAe, zAyada apane gAMva ko dekha kara pahacAna le, zAyada bhUlI sudha A jAe, jahAM paidA huA, bacapana bItA, jina vRkSoM ke nIce khelA, jisa nadI ke kinAre nahAyA, zAyada usa gAMva kI havA, usa gAMva kA DhaMga isakI bhUlI smRti ko khIMca lAe / to use iMglaiMDa meM gAMva-gAMva ghumAyA gayA / yaha khar3A ho jAtA sTezanoM para jA kara, usakI AMkheM

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korI kI korI rhtii| saubhAgya aura saMyoga kI bAta ki eka sTezana para gAr3I rukI, jahAM rukanA nahIM thA gAr3I ko| sayogavazAMta rukI, Amataura se vahAM rukatI na thii| koI dUsarI Trena nikalatI thI, isalie ruka jAnA pdd'aa| usa AdamI ne khir3akI se nIce jhAMka kara dekhA aura usake cehare para rozanI A gii| usakI AMkheM jo aba taka khAlI thIM, bhara giiN| vaha to binA kahe apane sAthiyoM ko utara gayA niice| vaha to bhAgane lgaa| usake sAthI usake pIche bhaage| bole, pAgala ho gae ho? usane kahA, pAgala nahIM ho gyaa| aba taka pAgala thA, hoza A gayA! yahI merA gAMva hai| yaha vRkSa, kaha stteshn...| mere pIche aao| vaha ThIka bhAgatA huA galI kUcoM meM se apane ghara ke dvAra para pahuMca gyaa| usane kahA yaha merA ghara hai, vaha merI mAM rhii| aisA tumhAre sAmane maiM zAstra kholatA calatA huuN| kabhI aSTAvakra kabhI nArada, kabhI mahAvIra, kabhI buddha, kabhI sUphI, kabhI hasIda, kabhI jhena-sirpha isa AzA meM ki jahAM bhI tumhAre svabhAva kA tAlamela khAegA, kisI sTezana para, to tuma kahoge : 'A gayA ghr'| kisI sTezana para to tumhArI AMkhoM meM rozanI A jAegI, tuma daur3ane lagoge, tuma nAcane lgoge| kisI jagaha to tumheM ekadama se pulaka, umaMga hogii.| isalie bola rahA hUM itane para kyoMki merI mAnyatA hai ki duniyA meM jitane mArga haiM, utane hI taraha ke loga haiN| ye do to mUla dhArAeM haiM-jJAna kI aura prema kii| phira prema kI choTI dhArAeM haiM, jJAna kI choTI dhArAeM haiN| prema se nizcita hI mArga jAtA hai, utanA sApha-sutharA nahIM jaisA satya kA mArga hai| prema kA mArga to bar3A dhuMdhalA-dhuMdhalA hai| vahI usakA majA bhI hai, vahI usakA svAda bhI hai| satya kA mArga to aisA hai jaise dopahara meM saraja sira para khaDA hai, saba saaph-suthraa| prema kA mArga to aisA hai, jaise sAMjha hone lagI, sUraja Dhala gayA, abhI tAre bhI nahIM nikale, saMdhyAbelA hai| isalie to bhakta apanI prArthanA ko saMdhyA kahate haiM, pUjA ko saMdhyA kahate haiN| bhaktoM kI bhASA kA nAma saMdhyA- bhASA hai- dhuMdhalIdhuMdhalI,prema rasa pagI! hA sAMjha ke dhuMdhalake meM eka rAha khulatI hai| eka rAha, jisakI usa chora para madima - madima eka dIpa jalatA hai, eka lau macalatI hai| sAMjha ke dhuMdhalake meM eka rAha khulatI hai|

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dabe pAMva A mujhako rozanI bulAtI hai hAtha thAma letI hai, sAtha le TahalatI hai sAMjha ke dhuMdhalake meM eka rAha khulatI hai| bhItara bAhara kucha jagamaga jagamaga hotA hai dinabhara kI thakana ghuTana vedanA pighalatI hai sAMjha ke dhuMdha meM eka rAha khulatI hai| pada - pada hotA prayAga, kSaNa - kSaNa hotA saMgama, prIti tumhArI mere prANoM meM palatI hai| sAMjha ke dhuMdhalake meM eka rAha khulatI hai| prema kA mArga to dhuMdhalA hai| rasa kA mArga to mastI kA mArga hai| jJAna kA mArga sAkSI kA, prema kA mArga, behozI kaa| jJAna kA mArga samajha kA, prajJA kA prema kA mArga madamastoM kA, mastI kA / jJAna mArga para dhyAna upAya hai, prema ke mArga para prArthanA, bhajana, nRtya, gaan| jJAna kA mArga marusthala se nikalatA hai; prema kA mArga kuMja, vanoM se, vRMdAvana se| jJAna kA mArgI yA satya kA khojI bar3I prakhara buddhi kA prayoga karatA hai; talavAra kI dhAra kI taraha kATatA calatA hai| niSedha kA mArga hai satya kA mArga / asatya ko kATate calo, asAra ko tor3ate calo; phira jo baca rahegA anaTUTA, vahI sAra hai| prema kA mArga kucha bhI tor3atA nahIM, kATatA nhiiN| prema ke mArga meM tyAga nahIM hai, virAga nahIM hai| prema ke mArga meM to jo tumhAre bhItara rAga par3A hI huA hai usI rAga ke sahAre setu banA lenA hai; jo tumhAre bhItara prema kI choTI-sI rozanI jala rahI hai, usI ko pragAr3ha kara lenA hai| prema kA mArga to AsthA kA mArga hai| maiM gAtA hUM hara gIta madhura vizvAsa lie / laharAtI aMbara para tAroM se TakarAtI,

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dhvani pAsa tumhAre eka samaya gUMjegI hii| maiM rakhatA hUM hara pAMva sudRr3ha vizvAsa lie| Ubar3a-khAbar3a tama kI Thokara khAte-khAte inase koI raktAbha kiraNa phUTegI hii| bhakta to aisA TaTola-TaTola kara calatA hai| vaha to kahatA hai, AsthA hai, kabhI pahuMca jaauuNgaa| jaldI bhI nahIM hai bhakta ko, becainI bhI nahIM hai| tvarA se ho jAe kucha, aisI AkAMkSA bhI nahIM hai| bhakta to kahatA hai, yaha khela cale, jaldI kyA hai? bhakta to kahatA hai, prabhu! yaha chiyA-chI cle| tuma chipo, maiM khojUM! maiM tumhAre pAsa AUM, tuma phira-phira chipa jaao| kholUM khojUM aura khoja na paauuN| yaha rAsa cale, yaha lIlA cle| kyoMki bhakta ke lie yaha lIlA hai, rAsa hai, khela hai| jJAnI ke lie yaha bar3A durgama mArga hai| jJAnI ke lie yaha khela nahIM, lIlA nahIM, bar3I gaMbhIra bAta hai, ulajhana hai, jaMjAla hai, AvAgamana hai; isase chuTakArA pAnA hai| ye alaga- alaga bhASAeM haiM; donoM sahI haiN| aura eka ke sahI hone se dUsarI galata nahIM hotI, yaha khayAla rkhnaa| aksara mana meM aisA hotA hai, agara eka sahI to dUsarI galata hogii| jIvana bahuta bar3A hai, virodhoM ko bhI samhAla letA hai| jIvana itanA choTA aura saMkIrNa nahIM jaisA tuma socate ho| dekhane kI bAta hai| jJAnI ko to lagatA hai jaMjAla-kaba chuTraM isase, kaise mukti ho? to jJAnI ke lie jo AtyaMtika caraNa hai, vaha mukti hai| bhakta mukti kI bAta nahIM krtaa| mokSa zabda hI bhakta kI bhASA meM nahIM hai-baikutth| vaha kahatA hai, khele yahAM, vahAM bhI kheleNge| yahAM bajAI tumane bAMsurI kI dhuna vahAM bhI bjaanaa| yahAM hama nAce, vahAM bhI naaceNge| nahIM, bhakta kahatA hai, mukti mujhe nahIM cAhie, tuma mujhe anaMta anaMta pAzoM meM bAMdha lo| tuma mujhe jitane pAzoM meM bAMdha sako bAMdha lo, maiM tumase baMdhanA cAhatA huuN| ye donoM sahI haiN| aba bAta itanI hI hai ki tumheM jo sahI lge| tuma dUsare ko chor3a denA bhUla jAnA, ulajhana meM mata pdd'naa| phira tumheM jo sahI laga jAe, jo tumhAre svabhAva ke anukUla A jAe, tumhAre hRdaya para coTa kare, phira usI kA jAlA tuma bana lenaa| magara makar3I kI yAda rkhnaa| purAne zAstra kahate haiM : paramAtmA ne saMsAra ko bhI makar3I ke jAle kI taraha bunA, apane bhItara se nikaalaa| aura to kahAM se nikAlegA! aura to kucha thA bhI nahIM nikAlane ko| apane bhItara se hI nikAlA hogaa| aura hara cIja bhItara se hI nikalatI hai| eka bIja ko tuma dekho, isa bIja meM chipA hai bar3A vRkss| jarA bo do ise jamIna meM, Ane do ThIka mausama, par3ane do varSA, aura eka dina tuma pAoge vRkSa

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phUTa par3A, kopaleM A giiN| isa bIja meM chipA par3A thA vRkss| bhItara se hI nikala rahA hai| eka vaijJAnika ne jApAna meM eka prayoga kiyA-camatkAra jaisA prayoga hai| use prayoga karate-karate oN para, yaha khayAla AyA ki paudhA bIja meM se hI pUrA AtA hai yA ki bahuta kucha to jamIna se letA hogA? to usane eka prayoga kiyaa| eka gamale meM usane saba taraha se jAca-parakha kara lI ki kitanI miTTI DAlI hai| eka-eka rattI-rattI nApa kara saba kAma kiyaa| kitanA pAnI roja DAlatA hai, usakA bhI hisAba rkhaa| vRkSa bar3A hone lagA, khUba bar3A ho gyaa| phira usane vRkSa ko nikAla liyaa| jar3eM dho ddaaliiN| eka miTTI kA kaNa bhI usa para na rahane diyaa| aura jaba miTTI tolI to bar3A cakita huA, miTTI utanI kI utanI hai| miTTI meM koI pharka nahIM pdd'aa| usa bIja se hI AyA hai yaha pUrA vRkSa, usa zUnya se hI pragaTa huA hai| aise hI eka dina paramAtmA se sArA astitva pragaTa huaa| tuma bhI apanA sArA astitva apane bhItara bIja kI taraha chipAe baiThe ho| magara pahacAna to karanI hI hogI ki tumhAre bhItara prema kA bIja par3A hai ki satya kA! aura ye do hI bIja haiM maulika rUpa se-tuma yA to saMkalpa karo yA samarpaNa kro| saMkalpa durdharSa mArga hai| isalie to vardhamAna ko jainoM ne mahAvIra khaa| bar3A gahana saMgharSa hai| mahAvIra unakA nAma hI ho gayA dhIre- dhIre, vardhamAna to loga bhUla hI ge| itanA saMgharSa kiyA; samarpaNa nahIM hai vahA, saMkalpa hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM : azaraNa, kisI kI zaraNa mata jAnA! buddha ne marate vakta kahA : appa dIpo bhava! apanA prakAza khuda bana, AnaMda! koI dUsarA terA mArgadraSTA nahIM hai| kRSNamUrti kahate haiM : maiM kisI kA guru nahIM aura tuma kisI ko bhUla kara guru banAnA mt| ThIka kahate haiN| sahAre kI jarUrata nahIM hai satya ke khojI ko| satya kA khojI bar3A akelA calatA hai| akelA calatA hai, isalie marusthala jaisA hogA hii| vahA se kAvya nahIM phuutttaa| bahuta bAra mujhase jainoM ne kahA ki kuMdakuMda para Apa kucha boleN| maiM nahIM boltaa| kaI bAra kuMdakuMda kA zAstra uThA kara dekhatA hUM socatA hUM bolanA to caahie| kuMdakuMda pyAre haiM magara bAta marusthala kI hai| usameM kAvya bilakula nahIM hai| kAvya kA upAya hI nahIM hai| kAvya ke janma ke lie prema kI thor3I-sI dhArA to caahie| nahIM to phUla nahIM khilate, hariyAlI nahIM umagatI, gIta nahIM guuNjte| saba sUkhA sUkhA sukhA lenA hI satya ke khojI kA mArga hai| itanA sukhA lenA ki saba rasa sUkha jaae| usI ko to hama virAga kahate haiM, jaba saba rasa sUkha jaae| to apane bhItara khoja lenA hai| agara tumheM lage ki marusthala hI tumheM nimaMtraNa detA hai, marusthala meM AmaMtraNa mAlUma par3e, pukAra mAlUma par3e cunautI mAlUma par3e to harja nahIM hai| phira marusthala hI tumhAre lie udyAna hai| lekina apane bhItara kasa lenA, apane bhItara dekha lenaa| aura eka bAta kasauTI meM kAma par3egI : jaba bhI tuma pAoge koI mArga tumhAre anukUla par3ane lagA, tuma tatkSaNa khilane lagoge, tatkSaNa zAMti milane lagegI; jaise acAnaka svaroM meM mela baiTha gayA,

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tumheM apanI bhUmi mila gaI tumhArA mausama A gayA, tumhArI Rtu A gaIphalane kI, phUlane ke kabhI-kabhI aisA hotA hai, kisI kI vANI sunate hI -tatkSaNa tumhAre bhItara eka khaTake kI taraha kucha ho jAtA hai, dvAra khula jAte haiN| kisI ko dekhate hI kisI kSaNa acAnaka prema ubhaya AtA hai| kisI ke pAsa pahuMcate hI acAnaka bar3I gahana zAMti ghera letI hai AnaMda ke srota phUTane lagate haiN| yaha akAraNa nahIM hotaa| jahAM bhI tumhArA mela baiTha jAtA hai, jahAM bhI tumhArI taraMga mela khA jAtI hai, vahIM yaha ho jAtA hai| ___yahAM maiM bolatA hUM sApha dikhAI par3a jAtA hai-kona taraMgita huA kona nahIM taraMgita huaa| kucha patthara ke ror3e kI taraha baiThe raha jAte haiM, kucha Dolane lagate haiN| kisI ke hRdaya ko chU jAtI hai bAta, koI buddhi meM hI ulajhA raha jAtA hai| tuma mere patha ke bIca lie kAyA bhArI bharakama kyoM jama kara baiTha gae kucha bolo to! kyoM tumako chUtA hai merA saMgIta nahIM? tuma bola nahIM sakate to jhUmo, Dolo to! rAgoM kI rokI jA sakatI hai rAha nahIM, ror3o, haThadharmI chor3o mujhase mana joddo| tumase bhI madhumaya zabda nikala kara gUMjeMge tuma sAtha jarA merI dhArA ke ho lo to! jaba bhI tumhArA kahIM mela khA jAe, taba tuma aura saba ciMtAeM chor3a denaa| jahAM tumhArA mana kA ror3A pighalane lage, jahAM tumhAre sadA ke jame hue caTTAna jaise ho gae hRdaya meM taraMgeM uThane lageM, tuma Dolane lago, jaise bIna ko suna kara sAMpa Dolane lagatA hai... to tuma cakita hooge? sAMpa ke pAsa kAna nahIM hote| vaijJAnika bar3I muzkila meM par3e jaba pahalI daphe yaha patA calA ki sAMpa ke pAsa kAna hote hI nahIM, vaha bIna suna kara DolatA hai| suna to sakatA nahIM to DolatA kaise hai? to yA to bIna-vAdaka kucha dhokhA de rahA hai, sAMpa ko kisI taraha se prazikSita kiyA hai| to bIna-vAdakoM ko dUra biThAyA gayA,

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bIca meM pardA DAlA gayA, ki ho sakatA hai bIna - vAdaka DolatA hai, usako dekha kara sAMpa DolatA hai| Akha hai sAMpa ke pAsa, kAna to hai nhiiN| to bIca meM parde DAla die gae, bIna - vAdaka ko dUra kara diyA; phira bhI sAMpa DolatA hai| taba eka anUThI bAta patA calI aura vaha yaha ki sAMpa ke pAsa kAna to nahIM hai, lekina bIna se jo taraMga paidA hotI hai, usase usake pUre zarIra para taraMga paidA hotI hai| kAna nahIM hai| usakI pUrI kAyA Dola jAtI hai| jaba koI bAta chUtI hai, to saba Dola jAtA hai| to jisa bAta se tuma Dolane lago, vahI tumhArA mArga hai| jisa bAta se rasa ghulane lage tumhAre bhItara vahI tumhArA mArga hai| phira tuma sunanA mata aura kyA koI kahatA hai| tuma apane hRdaya kI sunanA aura apane rasa ke pIche cala pdd'naa| dUsarA prazna : jaba ApakA pravacana par3atA hUM to Azcarya hotA hai| lekina use hI jaba sanatA hUM taba sirpha dhvani hI dhvani gUMjatI raha jAtI hai| aMta meM raha jAtI hai kevala zunyatA aura bhInI-bhInI mastI / kyA yahI ApakA svAda hai prabhu ? nizcita hii| tumhArI buddhi ko samajhAne ko maiM kucha bhI nahIM kaha rahA huuN| yahAM merA prayAsa tumhArI buddhi ko rAjI karane ke lie nahIM hai| yA to kabhI bolatA hUM bhakti para taba prayAsa hotA hai ki tumhArA hRdaya taraMgita ho, yA kabhI bolatA hUM jJAna para taba prayAsa hotA hai ki tuma hRdaya, buddhi donoM kA atikramaNa karake sAkSI bnii| lekina buddhi ke lie to bolatA hI nhiiN| buddhi to khAja jaisI hai, jitanA khujalAo. / khujalAte vakta lagatA hai sukha, pIche bar3I pIr3A AtI hai| tumhArI buddhi ke lie nahIM bola rahA hUM tumhAre sira ke lie nahIM bola rahA huuN| yA to bolatA hUM hRdaya ke lie kabhI, yA bolatA hUM usake lie jo saba ke pAra hai- hRdaya, buddhi donoM ke| yA to sAkSI ke lie yA tumhAre bhAva ke lie| yA tumhAre prema ke lie yA satya kA tumhAre bhItara jAgaraNa ho usake lie / aura adhikatama lAbha unhIM ko hogA, jo buddhi ko chor3a kara suneNge| buddhi se sunA kucha khAsa sunA nhiiN| zabdoM kA suna lenA kucha sunanA nahIM hai| maiM jo bola rahA hUM usakI dhvani tumheM guMjAne lage, tuma sAMpa kI taraha Dolane lgo| yaha koI tarka nahIM hai jo maiM yahAM de rahA hUM-stha upasthiti hai| isa upasthiti se tuma AMdolita ho jAo! zubha ho rahA hai, phikra mata kro| jaba hotA hai aisA to bar3I ciMtA hotI hai, kyoMki Ae the sunane

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aura yaha kyA hone lagA, dhvani hI dhvani gUMjatI raha gaI ! hAtha to kucha AyA nahIM, aisA lagatA hai| socA thA, kucha jJAna lekara lauTeMge, kucha pothI thor3I aura bar3I ho jAegI buddhi kI, thor3A aura bhAra lekara lauTeMge, yaha kyA huA jA rahA hai? siddhAta to hAtha nahIM A rahe, saMgIta hAtha A rahA hai| saMgIta lene to Ae bhI nahIM the, yaha to socA bhI nahIM thaa| to mana meM ciMtA bhI vyApatI hai| aura aisA bhI lagatA hai, kahIM aisA to nahIM hama gaMvAe de rahe haiM? kyoMki sadA to kevala hamane jIvana meM zabda hI jor3e, siddhAta hI jodd'e| isalie svabhAvataH hamArA atIta kahatA hai, yaha kyA kara rahe ho? kucha saMgRhIta kara lo, kucha jJAna pakar3a lo, kucha juTA lo, kAma par3egA piiche| isa mana kI bAtoM meM mata pdd'naa| agara tumheM saMgIta sunAI par3ane lagA, agara dhvani sunAI par3ane lagI, agara bhItara lahara Ane lagI, to zabda se tuma pAra nikle| zabda se pAra jAtA hai saMgIta | isalie to saMgIta sabhI ko AMdolita kara detA hai| saMgIta kI koI bhASA sImita nahIM hai| hiMdI bolo; jo hiMdI samajhatA hai, smjhegaa| cInI bolo; jo cInI samajhatA hai, smjhegaa| jo cInI nahIM samajhatA, usake lie to saba vyartha hai| lekina vINA bajAo, sAre jagata meM kahIM bhI vINA bajAo.. / sviTajaralaiMDa meM eka vizva kavi-sammelana thaa| usameM bhArata se do kavi bhAga lene gae - eka hiMdI ke kavi aura eka urdU ke| urdU ke kavi the - sAgara nijAmI / hairAnI huI ki hiMdI ke kavi ko to logoM ne suna * liyA saujanyatAvaza, lekina koI mAMga na AI ki phira-phira sunaao| lekina sAgara nijAmI ke lie to loga pAgala ho ge| khUba mAMga Ane lagI ki phira se sunAo, phira se sunaao| khuda sAgara nijAmI hairAna huA ki mAmalA kyA hai inako samajha meM to kucha AtA nhiiN| lekina tarajuma gIta to pakar3a meM AtA thA / zabda pakar3a meM nahIM Ate the| hiMdI kavitA to Adhunika kavitA thI / usameM koI na koI chaMda na koI layabaddhatA / suna lI, agara bhASA samajha meM AtI to zAyada kucha samajha bhI A jAtA, bhASA samajha meM nahIM AtI to phira to kucha bacA nhiiN| chaha ghaMTe taka sAgara nijAmI ko logoM ne bAra-bAra sunA / thakA DAlA, magara sAgara nijAmI cakita ! pIche pUchA logoM se ki bAta kyA hai ? tumhArI samajha meM to kucha AtA nahIM? unhoMne kahA, samajha kA koI savAla bhI nahIM / vaha jo tuma gAte ho, vaha jo dhuna hai, vaha pakar3a letI hai, vaha hRdaya ko matha jAtI hai| hama samajhe nahIM, phira bhI samajha ge| yahAM jo maiM tumase bola rahA hUM, usameM agara tumheM zabda hI samajha meM AeM to paridhi samajha meM aaii| agara saMgIta pakar3a meM A jAe to keMdra pakar3a meM A gyaa| agara zabda hI le kara gae to tuma thor3e aura buddhimAna ho jAoge, vaise hI tuma buddhimAna the aura bImArI bddh'ii| agara saMgIta pakar3a meM AyA, to tuma sarala ho kara jaaoge| vaha jo tuma buddhimAnI lAe the vaha bhI yahIM chor3a jaaoge| maiM bharA, umar3A - bharA, umar3A gagana bhii| Aja rimajhima megha, rimajhima haiM nayana bhI / kona konA hai gagana kA Aja sUnA kona konA prANa mana kA Aja sUnA

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para barasatA maiM, barasatA hai gagana bhI Aja rimajhima megha, rimajhima haiM nayana bhI / na mukharita ho gayA, jaya ho praNaya kI para nahIM paritRpta hai tRSNA hRdaya kI / pA cukA svara, Aja gAyana khojatA hUM pA cukA svara, Aja gAyana khojatA hUM maiM pratidhvani suna cukA, dhvani khojatA hUM pA gayA tana, Aja maiM mana khojatA hUM maiM pratidhvani suna cukA, dhvani khojatA hUM / jo zabda haiM, ve to tana kI bhAMti haiM, deha kI bhAMti, unake bhItara chipA huA jo rasa hai, vaha zabdoM kI AtmA hai| jaba tuma Dolane lago, jaba tumheM merI dhvani gherane lage, tuma merI dhvani meM khone lago, merI dhvani jaba tumheM naze kI taraha madamasta kara de - taba tumane prANa ko chuA, taba tumane mUla svara ko chuA ! veNudhA! veNu tuma aisI bajAnA vismaraNakArI ki gata vanaprAMta nirgata maiM calUM pIche tumhAre mugdha avanata cetanAhata / rU~ tatsat tatsat satata veNudhA! tuma veNu aisI bajAnA vismaraNakArI ki gata vanaprAMta nirgata maiM calUM pIche tumhAre mugdha avanata cetanAhata / jo kaha rahA hUM vaha to Upara-Upara hai; jo tumheM de rahA hUM vaha kahane se bahuta bhinna aura bahuta gahare hai| zabda to tumheM ulajhAe rakhane ko haiM, tAki tuma zabdoM meM ulajhe raho aura maiM tumhAre hRdaya ke pAtra ko bhara dUM - bhara dUM oMma tatsat se! zabda to tarkajAla hai; jIvana ke dvAra vahAM se nahIM khulte| vastutaH tarka ke kAraNa hI bahuta loga bhaTake raha jAte haiN| suno mere zabdoM ko, para jarA gahare jhAMkanA / sataha para hI mata aTake rahanA / sataha para taraMgeM haiM, tuma jarA gahare utaranA, DubakI lgaanaa| agara tumane mere zabdoM meM DubakI lagAI to tuma zUnya kA rasa paaoge| vahI unakI dhvani hai| aura yaha tumhAre basa meM nahIM hai ki tuma ise jabardastI kara lo| yaha sahaja hotA hai to hI hotA hai, hotA hai to hI hotA hai| to jisane pUchA hai, use ho rahA hai| 'AnaMdatIrtha' kA prazna hai| to aba isakI AkAMkSA mata karane

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laganA, anyathA ar3acana par3a jaaegii| aba aisA mata karanA ki kala tuma bilakula jama kara baiTha jAo ki Aja aura ho, aura gaharA ho-to cUka jaaoge| yaha to ho hI rahA hai| tuma isameM bIca meM mata AnA, tama isakI AkAMkSA bhI mata karanA: tama isakI pratIkSA bhI mata karanA, apekSA bhI mata karanA to yaha gaharA hotA jaaegaa| agara tumane isakI apekSA kI aura tuma pratIkSA karane lage to buddhi A gaI, hisAba A gayA, ar3acana A gii| phira tuma acAnaka pAoge ki aba vaha bAta nahIM ghtttii| tumhAre ghaTAe ghaTatI hI nahIM thii| yaha prazna to tIna-cAra dina purAnA hai, maiMne uttara nahIM diyA thaa| jAna kara roka rakhA thA ki hone do kucha dera aura, rasa aura thor3A pragAr3ha ho jAne do| kyoMki kahIM aisA na ho ki mere kahane se tumhAre bhItara vAsanA jaga jAe ki yaha to ThIka, aba aura ho! jahAM 'aura' AyA, mana aayaa| jahAM mAMga AI, mana aayaa| aura jahAM mAMga AI, vahIM tuma bhikhamaMge hue vahIM bhikhArI hue, vahIM dIna-durbala! hote haiM kSaNa jo dezakAla mukta ho jAte haiN| hote haiM, para aise kSaNa hama kaba doharAte haiM? yA kyA hama lAte haiM? unakA honA, jInA, bhogA jAnA hai svairsiddha, saba svata-mUrta hama isIlie to gAte haiN| to jaba ggunaguna A jAe, gA lenaa| jaba dhvani pakar3a le, DUba lenA, DubakI le lenaa| jaba na Ae, to tane baiThe pratIkSA mata krnaa| havA ke jhoMke haiM; jaba Ate haiM, Ate haiN| aise hI prabhu ke jhoMke bhI Ate haiN| manuSya ke hAtha meM nahIM hai khIMca laanaa| prasAda-rUpa Ate haiN| basa itanA khayAla rhe| saba zubha ho rahA hai| mAMga bhara na bne| anyathA manuSya ke mana kI purAnI Adata hai, jisameM. sukha milatA hai usakI mAMga paidA ho jAtI hai| basa vahIM saba ar3acana ho jAtI hai| doharAne kI bAta hI mata krnaa| jIvana meM koI anubhava doharAyA nahIM jA sktaa| hogA, bAra-bAra hogA; lekina tuma doharAne kI AkAMkSA mata krnaa| jyAdA-jyAdA hogA, lekina tuma doharAne kI AkAMkSA mata krnaa| tuma to jo prabhu de de, use svIkAra kara lenaa| jisa dina de de, dhnyvaad| jisa dina na de, usa dina bhI dhnyvaad| kyoMki jisa dina na de, samajhanA ki Aja AvazyakatA na thI, jarUrata na thii| jisa dina de, samajhanA jarUrata thii| tIsarA prazna :

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Apase saMbaMdhita hone ke lie kyA saMnyAsa anivArya hai? maiMne abhI saMnyAsa nahIM liyA hai aura na vyaktigata rUpa se Apase milA hI huuN| phira bhI Apake prati ajIba anubhUtiyoM se bhara jAtA hUM kabhI rotA hUM aura kabhI Apako nihAratA hI raha jAtA / prabhu, aisA kyoM hotA hai? aura yaha ki ' kyA karUM? pahalI bAta, pUchA hai. 'Apase saMbaMdhita hone ke lie kyA saMnyAsa anivArya hai?' yaha aise hI pUchanA hai, jaise koI pUche ki kyA Apase saMbaMdhita hone ke lie saMbaMdhita honA anivArya hai? saMnyAsa to kevala DhaMga hai, bahAnA hai saMbaMdhita hone kaa| yaha to eka upAya hai saMbaMdhita hone kaa| kisI vyakti kA hAtha Apa apane hAtha meM le lete haiM, to kyA hama pUchate haiM ki prema pragaTa karane ke lie kyA hAtha meM hAtha lenA anivArya hai? kisI ko hama chAtI se lagA lete haiM, to kyA hama pUchate haiM ki kyA prema ke hone ke lie chAtI se lagAnA anivArya hai ? anivArya to nahIM hai| prema to binA chAtI se lagAe bhI ho sakatA hai| lekina jaba prema ho, to binA chAtI se lagAe raha sakoge? phira se suno| prema to hAtha hAtha meM pakar3e binA bhI ho sakatA hai| lekina jaba prema hogA, to hAtha hAtha meM lie binA raha sakoge? sAtha sAtha Ate haiN| abhivyaktiyAM haiN| jisase tumheM prema hai, usake pAsa kucha bheMTa le jAte ho-phUla hI sahI, phUla nahIM to phUla kI pAMkhurI hI sahI / kyA prema ke lie bheMTa le jAnA anivArya hai ? jarA bhI nhiiN| lekina jaba prema hotA hai to dene kA bhAva hotA hai| saMnyAsa kyA hai? saMnyAsa hai isa bAta kI ghoSaNA ki maiM apane ko dene ko taiyAra hUM! saMnyAsa hai isa bAta kI ghoSaNA ki Apa merA hAtha apane hAtha meM le lo! saMnyAsa hai isa bAta kI ghoSaNA ka Apa agara hAtha merA apane hAtha meM loge, to maiM chur3A kara bhAgaMgA nhiiN| saMnyAsa to kevala eka bhAvabhaMgimA hai-aura bar3I bahumUlya hai| maiM Apake saMga-sAtha hUM Apa bhI mere saMga-sAtha rahanA- isa bAta kI eka AMtarika abhivyakti hai| pUchate haiM, 'Apase saMbaMdhita hone ke lie kyA saMnyAsa anivArya hai?' aura jisane pUchA hai, ve jyAdA dera saMnyAsa se baca na skeNge| pUchA hI isIlie hai ki aba bAta khar3I ho gaI hai prANa meN| aba muzkila khar3I ho gaI hai| aba saMnyAsa lie binA rahA na jAegA; cunautI A gaI hai| bhaya bhI hai, isalie prazna uThA hai| lekina jaba jIvana meM kabhI koI vidhAyaka kA janma hotA hai, jaba bhI koI vidhAyaka dizA khulatI hai, to phira kitane hI bhaya hoM, unake bAvajUda AdamI ko jAnA hI par3atA hai| pukAra tumane suna lI hai| isIlie to ro rahe ho, isIlie to nihAra rahe ho| aba kaba taka rote

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rahoge, kaba taka nihArate rahoge? dvAra khule haiM, praveza kro| 'abhI saMnyAsa nahIM liyA hai aura na vyaktigata rUpa se Apase milA hI hUM / zAyada vyaktigata rUpa se milane meM bhI Dara hogaa| aura samhala kara hI milanA, ki Ae ki maiMne saMnyAsa diyA! tuma chipA na skoge| prema kahIM chipA ? tuma lAkha upAya karaNeM chipA na skoge| mere sAmane Ae ki maiM pahacAna hI lUMgA, ki yahI ho tuma jo ro rahe the, ki yahI ho tuma jo nihAra rahe the| to soca kara hI AnA ! vastutaH mere sAmane tuma Ate hI taba ho, jaba tumhAre jIvana meM samarpaNa kI taiyArI ho gaI; tuma chor3ane ko rAjI ho tuma nata hone ko taiyAra ho tuma mere zUnya ke sAtha gaThabaMdhana karane ko taiyAra ho| yaha bhI eka bhAMti kA vivAha hai| ye bhI sAta phere haiN| yaha jo mAlA tumhAre gale meM DAla dI hai, yaha koI phAMsI se kama nahIM hai| yaha tumheM miTAne kA upAya hai| ye jo vastra tumhAre gairika agni ke raMgoM meM raMga die, ye aise hI nahIM haiM, yaha tumhArI citA taiyAra hai| tuma miToge to hI tumhAre bhItara paramAtmA kA AvirbhAva hogaa| saMnyAsa sAhasa hai-adamya sAhasa hai| aura merA saMnyAsa to aura bhI / kyoMki isake kAraNa tumheM koI samAdara na milegaa| isake kAraNa tumheM koI pUjA, zobhA yAtrA, koI julUsa, kucha bhI na hogaa| isake dvArA to tuma jahAM jAoge vahIM ar3acana, vahIM jhaMjhaTa hogI, patnI, bacce, pitA, mAM, parivAra, dUkAna, grAhaka-jahAM tuma jAoge vahIM ar3acana hogI / yaha to maiM tumhAre lie satata upadrava khar3A kara rahA hUM / lekina isa upadrava ko agara tuma zAMtipUrvaka jhela sake to isI se sAkSI kA janma ho jaaegaa| isa upadrava ko agara tuma mere prema ke kAraNa jhelane ko rAjI rahe, to isI se bhakti kA janma ho jaaegaa| megha garajA, ghora nabha meM megha garajA / girI barakhA pralaya rava se girI barakhA / tor3a zailoM ke zikhara bahA kara dhAreM prakhara le hajAroM ghane dhuMdhale nirjharoM ko kaha rahI hai vaha nadI se uTha, arI uTha ! kaI janmoM ke lie tU Aja bhara jA megha garajA / yaha jo maiM tumase niraMtara pukAra kara rahA hUM ki uTho bhara lo apane ko.... uTha, arI uTha !

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kaha rahI hai vaha nadI se le hajAroM ghane dhuMdhale nirjharoM ko bahA kara dhAreM prakhara tor3a zailoM ke zikhara uTha, arI uTha! kaI janmoM ke lie tU Aja bhara jA megha grjaa| buddha ne to samAdhi kI avasthA ko 'dharma-megha' samAdhi kahA hai, ki jaba koI samAdhi ko upalabdha hotA hai, to megha bana jAtA hai| dharma megha samAdhi! dharma kA jala usase jharane lagatA hai, jaise megha se varSA giratI hai| arI uTha! kaI janmoM ke lie tU Aja bhara jA megha grjaa| yaha samaya tuma choDo mt| yaha pukAra uThI hai, ise dabAo mt| yaha saMnyAsa kA AkarSaNa paidA huA hai, cUko mt| kyoMki zubha karanA ho to dera mata krnaa| aura azubha karanA ho to jaldI mata krnaa| krodha Ae, to kahanA kala kara leNge| prema Ae, to abhI kara lenA, kala kA kyA bharosA hai! zmanI karanI ho, kala-parasoM TAlate jAnA, TAlate jaanaa| lekina dostI banAnI ho, to kSaNa bhara nahIM ttaalnaa| abhI yhiiN| abhI, to hI hogI dostii| agara socA phira kabhI, to kabhI nhiiN| maiM bhI tumase milane ko Atura huuN| megha jaba barasatA hai pRthvI para to aisA mata socanA ki pRthvI hI pyAsI hai-megha bhI Atura hai| pRthvI hI prasanna nahIM hotI jaba jala kI bUMdeM usake sUkhe kaMTha ko gIlA kara jAtI haiM, megha bhI AnaMdita hotA hai| kona milanAtura nahIM hai! A kSitija phailI huI miTTI niraMtara pUchatI hai kaba miTegA, kaba kaTegA bola terI cetanA kA zApa? aura tU ho lIna mujhameM phira banegA shaaNt| kona milanAtura nahIM hai!

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gagana kI nirbaMdha bahatI vAyu pratipala pUchatI hai kaba giregI TUTa terI deha kI dIvAra aura tU ho lIna mujhameM phira banegA mukta? kona milanAtura nahIM hai! sarvavyApI vizva kA vyaktitva pratikSaNa pUchatA hai kaba miTegA bola terA ahaM kA abhimAna aura tU ho lIna mujhameM phira banegA pUrNa ? kona milanAtura nahIM hai! paramAtmA bhI milane ko Atura hai| tumhIM nahIM khoja rahe ho use vaha bhI khoja rahA hai| tumhIM nahIM daur3a rahe usakI tarapha vaha bhI daur3a rahA hai| agara yaha Aga eka hI tarapha se lagI hotI to majA hI na thaa| yaha Aga donoM tarapha se lagI hai| to hI to majA hai, to hI to itanA rasa hai / saMnyAsa kA maiMne nimaMtraNa diyA hai; kyoMki jo mere pAsa hai, maiM vaha bAMTanA cAhatA huuN| tuma le loge, to maiM tumhArA kRtaza! tuma le loge, to merA dhanyavAda tumheN| jaba kabhI mana meM aisA bhAva uThe chalAMga lagAne kA, to jhijhakanA mata, kyoMki kabhI-kabhI aise himmata ke kSaNa Ate haiN| usa himmata ke kSaNa meM ghaTanA ghaTa jAe to ghaTa jAe; anyathA tuma TAla gae; socA, kala kara leNge| kala kA kyA bharosA hai! buddha eka gAMva se tIsa bAra nikale cAlIsa varSoM kI yAtrA meM aura eka AdamI bAra-bAra socatA thA jAnA hai! lekina kabhI ghara mehamAna A gae, kabhI patnI bImAra ho gii| aba patniyoM kA koI bharosA thor3e hI hai, kaba bImAra ho jAeM! aina vakta para ho jAtI haiN| kabhI dUkAna para jyAdA grAhaka, kabhI khuda ko siradarda ho gyaa| kabhI jA hI rahA thA, dUkAna baMda hI kara rahA thA ki koI mitra A gayA varSoM ke baad| aise ar3acana AtI rahI, AtI rhii| socA, agalI bAra jaba aaeNge..| aisA tIsa bAra buddha Ae gAMva aura tIsa bAra vaha AdamI cUka gyaa| cauMkanA mata socanA mata ki tIsa bAra bahuta ho gyaa| tuma bhI kama se kama tIna hajAra bAra cUke ho| kitane janmoM se tuma yahAM ho, kitane buddhoM se tumhArA milanA na huA hogA jIvana ke pathoM para bahuta bAra buddhoM ke Asa-pAsa gujara gae hooge, lekina tumane kahA 'kala! phira mila leMge, abhI jaldI kyA? abhI aura dUsare kAma jarUrI haiM, vaha pahale nipaTA lenA hai|'

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paramAtmA ko to hama pheharista para Akhira meM rakhate haiN| jaba kucha karane ko na hogA, taba paramAtmA ko sUjha-bUjha leNge| phira eka dina acAnaka gAMva meM khabara AI ki buddha ne ghoSaNA kI ki Aja ve deha chor3a rahe haiM, taba vaha AdamI ghbraayaa| taba usane phikra na ki patnI bImAra hai, ki bacce kA vivAha karanA hai, ki dUkAna para grAhaka hai-vaha bhaagaa| dUkAna baMda bhI nahIM kI aura bhaagaa| logoM ne kahA, pAgala ho gae ho, kahAM jA rahe ho? usane kahA, aba bahuta ho gyaa| vaha bhAga kara pahuMcA lekina dera ho gaI thii| buddha ne apane bhikSuoM se pUchA thA ghar3I bhara pahale : kucha pUchanA to nahIM? anyathA maiM aba vilIna hoUM, merA samaya A gayA hai, merI nAva A lagI kinAre, aba maiM jAUM? bhikSuoM ne kahA. Apane binA pUche itanA kahA, binA mAMge itanA diyA hai-aba pUchane ko kucha bhI nhiiN| jo Apane diyA hai, use hI hama kahAM samajha pAe? jo Apane kahA hai, use hI hama abhI kahAM guna pAe? janma-janma lageMge hameM, taba kahIM hama usakA sAra nikAla paaeNge| bhikSu to rone lge| buddha vRkSa ke pIche jA kara baiTha ge| unhoMne zarIra kA sAkSI- bhAva sAdhA, zarIra se alaga ho ge| mana kA sAkSI-bhAva sAdha rahe the, mana se alaga hote jAte the, tabhI vaha AdamI bhAgatA huA phuNcaa| usane kahA kahAM haiM? buddha kahAM haiM? aba aura nahIM cUka sktaa| aba kala nahIM bacA, kyoMki aba ve jA rahe haiN| bhikSuoM ne kahA : aba tuma cupa raho, tuma cUka hI ge| hama to unase vidA bhI le cuke| aba to ve dhIre - dhIre jIvana kI partoM ko chor3a kara anaMta kI yAtrA para jA rahe haiN| unakI nAva to kinAre se chUTane ke karIba hai| aba nahIM, aba bahuta dera ho gii| lekina kahate haiM, buddha ne jaise hI yaha sunA...| ve mana se chUTa hI rahe the| mana se chUTa gae hote, taba to suna bhI nahIM sakate the| mana kI AkhirI jagaha se nAva kI rassI khola rahe the ki suna liyA, ki vApisa lauTa aae| uTha kara Ae aura kahA. mata roko, mere nAma para lAMchana raha jAegA ki maiM jIvita thA, koI mere dvAra AyA thA, jholI le kara AyA thA aura khAlI hAtha lauTa gyaa| nahIM, aisA mata kro| use kyA pUchanA hai, pUcha lene do| usane tIsa sAla taka bhUla kI, isase kyA maiM bhUla karUM? aura jaba bhI A gayA vaha, tabhI jaldI hai| tIsa sAla meM bhI kona AtA hai! aneka loga haiM jo tIsa-tIsa janmoM taka nahIM Ate haiN| jaba aisA bhAva jage to himmata krnaa| jaga ke kIcar3a kAdoM se lathapatha maTamailI kAla kaMTakita jhaMkhAr3oM meM aTakI-jhaTakI cita cirabattI

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savata jIvana ke zrama tApa sveda se busI kucailI cAdara kA aba moha nivaaro| daladala, jaMgala, parvata maruthala mArI-mArI phirI zithila vikathita kAyA se jIrNa-zIrNa yaha vasana utaaroN| tAraka sikatA phUloM meM avirata bahatI zubhra gagana gaMgAdhArA meM mala-dala nahalA nava nirmala kara jalana thakana hara apane tana para vatsalatA karuNA anuraMjita sataraMgA paridhAna sNvaaro| sataha para astitva kA utthAna kiraNAvalI samujjvala motiyoM kI mukta kara bauchAra kala-kala gAna zata-zata lahariyoM ke saMga umagita aMga taTa ko prathama chUne ke lie pratiyogitA abhiyAna aba saba vaha bisaaro| aba lahara nata zIza timirAcchanna aMtara satra aMga- aMga sarvathA nissaMga nirdhana hara taraha se hAra apanA rikta hasta pasAra apane mUka nayanoM se

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kinArA dekha aMtima bAra pArAvAra se asahAya ekAkAra bhUlo lahara ko prabhu ko pukAroM jaba A jAe ghar3I, mana jaba rAjI ho-cUka mata jAnA usa kSaNa ko| buddha kahate the, eka rAjamahala meM eka aMdhA AdamI baMda thaa| usa rAjamahala meM bahuta davAra the| lekina saba davAra baMda the, sirpha eka davAra rAjA ne khulA chor3A thaa| vaha aMdhA AdamI nikalane ke prayAsa karatA hai| vaha TaTolatA, TaTolatA, TaTolatA-lekina saba dvAra bNd| aura jaba vaha khule dvAra ke karIba AyA, to usake sira meM khujalAhaTa A gaI to vaha sira khujalAne lagA nikala gyaa| phira TaTolane lgaa| phira mahInoM ke zrama ke bAda phira usa davAra para AyA, bar3A mahala, taba eka makkhI usake muMha para A gaI, to vaha makkhI ur3Ane meM laga gayA, taba taka vaha dvAra nikala gyaa| eka hI khulA dvAra, aise hajAra-hajAra dvAra the rAjamahala meN| lekina khule dvAra para jaba AyA, tabhI koI nimitta, kAraNa bana gyaa| jIvana meM karor3oM kSaNa haiM, kisI eka kSaNa meM tuma saMnyAsa ke karIba hote ho| usa vakta makkhI mata ur3Ane lgnaa| usa vakta sira mata khujalAne lgnaa| phira vaha davAra dubArA Ae na aae| aba lahara nata zIza timirAcchanna aMtara satra aMga aMga sarvathA nissaMga nirdhana hara taraha se hAra apanA rikta hasta pasAra apane mUka nayanoM se kinArA dekha aMtima bAra pArAvAra se asahAya ekAkAra bhUlo lahara ko prabhu ko pukAro pUchA hai, 'vyaktigata rUpa se Apase abhI taka milA nahIM, phira bhI Apake prati ajIba anubhUtiyoM se bhara jAtA huuN| kabhI rotA hUM kabhI Apako nihAratA raha jAtA huuN| zubha lakSaNa haiN| kahIM tAlamela baiTha rahA hai| kahIM tumhArI dhArA merI dhArA ke sAtha bahane ke lie taiyAra ho rahI hai| tuma rAjI ho rahe ho paMkha khola kara ur3ane ko| isalie naI-naI anubhUtayoM kA unmeSa hogaa| Dara mata jAnA, kyoMki nae se bar3A bhaya lagatA hai| purAne se to hama paricita hote haiN| paricita se bhaya nahIM lgtaa| paricita se cAhe dukha mile, magara bhaya nahIM lgtaa| isalie to loga itane dukhI

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rahate, phira bhI dukha ko badalate nhiiN| dukha se paricaya ho jAtA hai, saMbaMdha jur3a jAtA hai| agara acAnaka sukha tumhAre dvAra para A jAe, to tuma merI mAno, pakkI mAno, tuma dvAra baMda kara loge| tuma kahoge : sakha, pahalI to bAta hotA hI nahIM sakha daniyA meN| dasarI bAta, dhokhA hogaa| aura tIsarI bAta, aba bAmuzkila to dukha se rAjI ho pAe haiM, aba mata ukhaadd'ii| kisI taraha jama pAe haiN| kisI taraha saMbaMdha bana gayA hai, aba yaha nayA aura jhaMjhaTa kona le! phira se kona zuruAta kare! loga kArAgRha maiM bhI AdI ho jAte haiM rahane ko, phira unheM bAhara acchA nahIM lgtaa| maiM madhya pradeza meM kucha varSoM taka thA, to vahAM kI seMTrala jela meM jAtA thaa| gavarnara mere eka mitra the, to unhoMne kahA ki Apa bAhara ke kaidiyoM ko kaba taka samajhAeMge, bhItara ke kaidiyoM ko bhI smjhaaeN| maiMne kahA, ThIka, maiM aauuNgaa| to vahAM pahalI bAra gayA jela meM, to maiMne jo loga dekhe; dubArA gayA kucha mahIne bAda, vahI loga, vahI log| barasa bItate ge| kabhI koI chUTa jAtA, phira mahIne do mahIne ke bhItara vApisa jela meM A jaataa| maiMne eka ke kaidI se pUchA, tU kitanI bAra jela meM AyA hai? usane kahA, yaha merA terahavAM terahavIM bAra AyA huuN| 'to bAhara rahane meM ar3acana kyA hai tujhe?' kahatA, bAhara acchA nahIM lgtaa| saba mitra-priyajana yahIM haiN| apane vAle saba yahIM haiN| bAhara bar3A ajanabIpana-sA lagatA hai| kisase bolo? kisase bAta karo? phira kahA, hajAra jhaMjhaTeM haiM baahr| roTI-rojI kamAo, makAna DhUMDho, rahane kA iMtajAma kro| yahAM saba suvidhA hai| na roTI-rojI kI phikra, na rAzana lene lAina meM khar3e honA par3atA hai, na subaha cAra baje se pAnI bharane ke lie nala para khar3e rho| saba yahAM suvidhA hai| yaha to lAkhoM kA mahala hai, vaha kahane lgaa| DaoNkTara, jaba jarUrata to DaoNkTara AtA hai| itanI sArI suvidhA ke lie ye thor3I-sI jaMjIreM sahanA kucha mahaMgA saudA nhiiN| phira zurU-zurU meM AyA thA to burA bhI galatA thA, aba to sabase dostI bhI ho gaI hai| pulisa vAle bhI pahacAnate haiM, apane vAle haiM, jelara bhI jAnatA hai| yaha apanA ghara hai| aba kahAM jAnA? chor3a dete haiM, to maiM mahIne do mahIne meM phira upAya karake bhItara A jAtA huuN| kArAgRha meM bhI tuma jyAdA dera raha gae, to ghara bana jAtA hai| aura tuma jisa kArAgRha meM ho, isameM kaI janmoM se ho| isalie agara kabhI tumheM bAhara ke pakSiyoM ke gIta bulAeM, jo mukta haiM, agara unakI vANI tumheM pukAre, to tuma ina jaMjIroM ko tor3ane kI himmata krnaa| __aura majA to yaha hai ki isa kArAgRha meM koI dUsarA jaMjIroM para paharA nahIM de rahA hai, tuma hI paharA de rahe ho| koI dUsarA tumheM roka nahIM rahA hai| koI saMtarI tumhAre sira para nahIM khar3A hai, tumhI roka rahe ho| yahAM tumhAre dukha kA kAraNa tuma ho| kabhI agara tumheM AkAza meM ur3ate pakSiyoM kA izArA mila jAe, to maiM tumase kahatA hUM : dvAra khule haiM tumhAre piMjare ke kisI ne baMda kiyA nhiiN| saMnyAsa kA itanA hI artha hai ki tuma nae ko prayoga karane ko taiyAra ho| saMnyAsa kA itanA hI artha hai ki tuma purAne dukha ke sAtha saMbaMdha toDne kI himmata rakhate ho| saMnyAsa kA itanA hI artha hai ki tuma jIvana ko eka naI zailI, eka nayA paridhAna dene ko rAjI ho; tuma eka prayoga karane ko

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rAjI ho / saMnyAsa sAhasa hai| aura tumhAre bhItara jo naI-naI anubhUitayoM kI taraMgeM baha rahI haiM, ve taraMgeM kho na jaaeN| kyoMki taraMgeM AtI haiM; agara tuma una taraMgoM ko jIvana meM svIkAra na karo to kho jAtI haiN| taraMgeM uThatI haiM; agara una taraMgoM ke sAtha tuma apane jIvana ko rUpAMtarita na karo, to taraMgeM sadA nahIM uttheNgii| AeMgI, kho jaaeNgii| dhIre- dhIre una taraMgoM ke bhI AdI ho jaaoge| agara tuma kisI muktapuruSa kI vANI ko bAra-bAra sunate raho, sunate raho aura kucha na karo, to dhIre- dhIre tuma sunane ke AdI ho jaaoge| phira coTa na pdd'egii| phira tumhAre bhItara koI halana - calana na hogA, Akha se AMsU na bheNge| jo mitra pUche haiM, abhI nayA-nayA saMparka hai| isa nae saMparka meM naI anubhUtiyAM uTha rahI haiN| isake pahale ki ye anubhUtiyAM apanA artha kho deM, isake pahale ki ye taraMgeM jar3a ho jAeM, isake pahale ki tuma ina taraMgoM ko bhI dhIre- dhIre svIkAra kara lo, aura ye bhI purAnI par3a jAeM-chalAMga le lenaa| 'kabhI rotA hUM kabhI Apako nihAratA raha jAtA hUM / ronA khabara hai isa bAta kI ki saMbaMdha hRdaya se bana rahA hai| buddhi se bane to kabhI ronA nahIM aataa| buddhi se agara saMbaMdha bane to vyakti jyAdA se jyAdA sira hilAtA hai ki ThIka; yA galata, to sira hilAtA hai ki glt| basa khopar3I thor3I-sI hilatI hai| AMsuo kA koI saMbaMdha sira se nahIM hai| AMsU tumhArI khopar3I ke bhItara se nahIM aate| AMkhoM se bahate haiM- Ate hRdaya se haiM, Ate aMtastala se haiN| AMsU jyAdA sArthaka haiM- bajAya dhAraNAoM ke, vicAroM ke, saMpradAyoM ke AMsU jyAdA sArthaka haiN| AMsU khabara de rahe haiM isa bAta kI, hRdaya para coTa par3I, koI bhItara kaipa gayA hai| isake pahale ki AMsU sUkha jAeM, isake pahale ki tumhArI AMkheM sUkha jAeM- kucha krnaa| AMsuo ko zubha saMketa mAno, aura unake izAroM para clo| agara tuma AsuroM ke izAre para cala sake AMsuo ko tumane aMgIkAra kiyA, AMsuo kA iMgita samajhA, unakI bhASA pahacAne aura kucha tumane kiyA - to jaldI hI tuma pAoge, AMsuo ke pIche chipI huI eka anUThI haMsI tumhAre pUre jIvana para phaila jaaegii| saMnyAsa mere lie koI udAsa bAta nahIM hai| saMnyAsa to haMsatA-phUlatA, AnaMda-magna, jIvana kA eka nayA vitAna, eka nayA vikAsa hai| tuma baMda ho, kuMda ho, choTe ho, par3e ho kArAgRha meM zarIra ke, mana ke! saMnyAsa to isa bAta kI khabara hai ki pUrA AkAza tumhArA, saba tumhArA! bhogo ! jAgo! yaha jo rasa barasa rahA hai jagata meM, yaha tumhArA hai, tumhAre lie barasa rahA hai| ye cAMda-tAre tumhAre lie calate haiN| ye phUla tumhAre lie khilate haiN| tuma inheM bhogo! tuma isa rasa meM DUbo / agara prema kA mArga pakar3o, to bhogo| agara jJAna kA mArga pakar3o, to jaago| donoM sahI haiM, donoM pahuMcA dete haiN| aura mere saMnyAsiyoM meM donoM taraha ke saMnyAsI haiN| vastutaH merA saMnyAsa koI saMpradAya nahIM hai| sAre jagata ke dharmoM se loga Ae haiN| aisI ghaTanA kabhI pRthvI para ghaTI nahIM hai| tuma aisA koI sthAna na pA sakoge jahAM tumheM hiMdU mila jAeM, musalamAna mila jAeM, IsAI mila jAeM, yahUdI mila jAeM bauddha mila jAeM, jaina mila jAeM, sikkha mila jAeM,

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pArasI mila jAeM; aura jahAM Akara sabane apanI jIvana- dhArA ko eka gaMgA meM DubA liyA hai, jahA~ kucha bheda nahIM - aisI sArvabhaumatA ! aura yahAM koI sArvabhaumatA kI bAta nahIM kara rahA hai aura yahAM koI sarva - dharma - samanvaya kI bakavAsa nahIM kara rahA hai| koI samajhA nahIM rahA hai ki allA Izvara tere nAma' To, 'allA Izvara tere nAma!' koI samajhA nahIM rahA hai| isakI koI bAta hI kyA uThAnI, yaha bAta hI behUdI hai| jisa dina tumane kahA allA Izvara tere nAma usa dina tumane mAna hI liyA ki do nAma viparIta haiM, tuma milAne kI rAjanIti biThA rahe ho| mAna hI liyA ki bhinna haiN| yahAM koI samajhA nahIM rahA hai ki allA Izvara tere nAma / yahAM to anajAne anAyAsa hI yaha ghaTanA ghaTa rahI hai| allA pukAro to, Izvara pukAro to - eka hI ko tuma pukAra rahe ho| aura isakI koI ceSTA nahIM hai / cakita hote haiM loga jaba pahalI daphA Ate haiN| dekha kara hairAna ho jAte haiM ki musalamAna bhI gairika vastroM meM! 'kRSNa muhammada' ko dekhA? 'rAdhA muhammada' ko dekhA? eka sajjana mujhase Akara bole ki rAdhA hiMdU hai ki musalamAna? maiMne kahA, kyA karanA hai? rAdhA rAdhA hai, hiMdU - musalamAna se kyA lenA-denA? nahIM, unhoMne kahA, nAma se to hiMdU lagatI hai, lekina kRSNa muhammada ke sAtha jAte dekhii| yUM kRSNa muhammada kI patnI hai vaha / kRSNa muhammada ho gae haiM phAsale binA kisI ke girAe, binA kisI kI ceSTA ke, binA kisI tAlamela biThAne kA upAya kie, apane Apa ghaTa rahI hai baat| apane- Apa jaba ghaTatI hai to usakA mUlya bahuta hai usakA sauMdarya anUThA, usameM eka prasAda hotA hai| aisA saMnyAsa pRthvI para pahale kabhI ghaTA nahIM / tuma eka anUThe saubhAgya se gujara rahe ho / samajhoge, to cUkoge nhiiN| nahIM samajhe, to pIche bahuta pchtaaoge| tuma eka anUThe srota ke karIba ho jahAM se bar3I dhArAeM nikaleMgI- gaMgotrI ke karIba ho / pIche bahuta pchtaaoge| pIche gaMgA bahuta bar3I ho jaaegii| sAgara pahuMcate-pahuMcate sAgara jaisI bar3I ho jaaegii| lekina abhI gomukha se jala gira rahA hai abhI gaMgotrI para hai| abhI jinhoMne isa jala ko pI liyA, phira dubArA nahIM aisA maukA milegaa| phira kAzI meM bhI gaMgA hai, lekina phira gaMdI bahuta ho gaI hai| phira na mAlUma kitane nAle. A gire| gaMgotrI para jo majA hai, jo svacchatA hai, phira dubArA nahIM / to jitane jaldI tuma saMnyAsa le sako utanA zubha hai| yaha saMnyAsa kI gaMgA to bar3I hogI-yaha pUrI pRthvI ko gheregii| ye gairika vastra aba kahIM eka jagaha rukane vAle nahIM hai- ye sArI pRthvI ko ghereNge| pIche tuma Aoge-kahIM prayAga meM, kAzI meM - tumhArI marjI hai| lekina maiM tumase kahatA hUM abhI gaMgotrI para A jAo to acchA hai| maiM eka vizvavidyAlaya meM vidyArthI thaa| to mere jo vAisa cAMsalara the, ve buddhajayati para eka dAla bole ki ' kaI bAra vicAra karatA hUM ki kaisA dhanyabhAgI hotA maiM agara buddha ke samaya meM hotA unake caraNoM meM jAtA! dhanyabhAgI the ve loga jo buddha ke pAsa uThe-baiThe; jinhoMne buddha ke sAtha sAMsa lI, jinhoMne buddha kI AMkhoM meM jhAMkA, jo buddha ke caraNoM para cale, jo buddha kI chAyA meM baitthe| dhanya

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the ve log| kAza, maiM unake samaya meM hotA ! maiM to vidyArthI thA, lekina jaisI merI Adata thI, maiM bIca meM uTha kara khar3A ho gyaa| maine unase kahA, Apa zabda vApisa le lo| unhoMne kahA, kyoM? maiMne kahA, yaha ApakI laphphAjI hai, kyoMki maiM Apase kahatA hUM ki Apa usa samaya meM bhI the aura Apa buddha ke pAsa nahIM ge| ve thor3e ghbraae| ve thor3e becaina bhI hue ki yaha mAmalA kyA ho gayA? maiMne kahA, maiM nizcita kahatA hUM ki Apa usa samaya meM bhI the| rahe to hoMge kahIM na punarjanma ko mAnate haiM? hiMdU brAhmaNa the- kahA ki mAnatA hUM / maiMne kahA. kahIM to rahe hoMge na ! pazu -pakSI the ki AdamI, Apa kyA kahate haiM? aba pazu -pakSI kahane ko ve bhI rAjI nahIM the, to kahA ki AdamI rahA hoUMgA / lekina taba Apa buddha ke pAsa gae nahIM, kyoMki gaMgotrI meM gaMgA dikhAI kahAM par3atI hai! to gaMgA to taba dikhAI par3atI hai jaba bahuta bar3I ho jAtI hai, lekina taba srota se bahuta dUra nikala jAte haiN| Aja buddha kA itanA bar3A nAma Apako dikhAI par3a rahA hai, kyoMki hajAroM karor3oM mUrtiyAM haiM, karor3oM mAnane vAle haiM--isalie Apa prabhAvita haiN| Apa buddha se prabhAvita nahIM haiM; Apa, buddha kA yaha jo bar3A nAma hai, isase prabhAvita haiN| maiM Apase kahatA hUM ki Apa isa jiMdagI meM kabhI kisI saMta ke pAsa gae? maiM unheM jAnatA thaa| saMta vagairaha to dUra, ve chAyA na saMta kI par3ane deN| mAMsAhArI, zarAbI, vezyAgAmI... maiM unheM bhalIbhAMti jAnatA thaa| maiMne kahA ki Apa saca-saca kaha do| Apako maiMne aura jagahoM meM to dekhA-klabagharoM meM dekhA hai, zarAba pIte dekhA hai| aura mujhe zaka hai ki abhI bhI Apa pIe hue haiN| nahIM to itanI bAta Apa kaha nahIM sakate the- behozI meM kaha rahe hoMge ki buddha ke samaya meM agara hotA dhanyabhAga! yaha naze meM kaha rahe hoMge aap| kyoMki ApameM maiMne dharma kI tarapha to kabhI koI jhukAva nahIM dekhA, Apa pakke rAjanItijJa haiM! binA rAjanItijJa hue koI vAisa cAMsalara Ajakala ho hI nahIM sktaa| gadhe se gadhe rAjanItijJa vAisa cAMsalara ho kara baiThe haiN| to maiMne unase kahA ki Apa vApisa le lo ye zabda / Apa buddha ko pahacAna sakeMge? unheM koI rAha na suujhii| to unhoMne kahA ki bAta to samajha meM AtI hai ki zAyada maiM na gayA hotA agara buddha hote bhI / zAyada yaha bAta bhI ThIka hai ki unakA nAma hI aba itanA bar3A hai.. pIche mujhe bulAyA aura kahA ki kucha bhI kahanA ho to ekAMta meM Akara kaha diyA kro| aisA bIca bhIr3a meM khar3e ho gae ! maiMne kahA ki Apa bhI soca-samajhakara, jaba taka maiM isa vizvavidyAlaya meM hUM vaktavya

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soca-samajha kara denaa| kyoMki vaktavya Apa jaba logoM ke sAmane de rahe haiM, to vahIM mujhe bhI kucha kahanA pdd'egaa| abhI srota ke karIba ho tum| yaha srota gaMgA bnegaa| abhI gaMgotrI meM zAyada tuma pahacAna na paao| pIche tuma pchtaaoge| to agara aisI saubhAgya kI kiraNa tumhAre bhItara uThI ho ki bhAva uThatA ho ki DUba leM, masta hoM leM-to ruko mata! lAkha bhaya hoM, kinAre sarakA kara utara jaao| aura bhaya miTate hI haiM, jaba tuma unheM sarakA kara Age bar3hate ho, anyathA ve kabhI miTate nhiiN| nAtU khetI bhI bAta bhI tU hAsila bhI tU / rAha tU harava bhI tU rahabara bhI tU maMjila bhI tU / nAkhudA tU Dehara tU kaztI bhI tU sAhila bhI tU / maya bhI tU mInA bhI tU sAkI bhI tU mahaphila bhI tU / yahAM to kucha aura tumheM thor3e hI sikhA rahA hUM / saMnyAsa yAnI tumhArI yAdatumheM dilAnI hai| aura tuma saba kucha ho| maya bhI tU mInA bhI tU / sAkI bhI tU mahaphila bhI tU / mere pAsa sirpha tumheM vahI de denA hai jo tumhAre pAsa hai hii| maiM tumheM vahI denA cAhatA hUM jo tumhAre pAsa hai| jo tuma lie baiThe ho, aura bhUla gae ho aura jisakA tumheM vismaraNa ho gayA hai| tumheM tumhArA smaraNa dilA denA hai| saMnyAsa usa smaraNa kI tarapha eka vyavasthita prakriyA hai| isa cakkI para khAte cakkara merA tana-mana, jIvana jarjara he kuMbhakAra, merI miTTI ko aura na aba hairAna karo aba mata merA nirmANa karo! saMnyAsa isa bAta kI ghoSaNA hai ki he prabhu! bahuta cakkara ho gae isa cAka pr| isa cakkI para khAte cakkara merA tana-mana, jIvana jarjara he kuMbhakAra, merI miTTI ko aura na aba hairAna karo aba mata merA nirmANa kro|

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isa aMdherI rAta se jAganA hai - to saMnyAsa ! isa dukha bhare narka se bAhara nikalanA hai - to sNnyaas| subaha ko pAsa lAnA hai to saMnyAsa jIvana ko paramAtmA kI sugaMdha se bharanA hai - to sNnyaas| saMnyAsa kA artha hai : tumane taiyArI dikhalA dI ki tuma maMdira banane ko taiyAra ho aba paramAtmA kI mauja ho to A virAje tumhAre hRdaya meN| hari oma tatsat!

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dinAMka 17 navaMbara, 1976; zrI rajanIza Azrama, koregAMva pArka pUnA / sUtra sAra janaka uvaac| jagata ullAsa hai paramAtmA kA pravacana - sAtavAM prakRtyA zUnyacitto yaH pramAdAdabhAvabhAvanaH / nidrito bodhita iva kSINasaMsaraNe hi saH / / 12211 kva dhanAni kva mitrANi kva me viSayadasyavaH / kva zAstra kva ca vijJAnaM yadA me galitA spRhA / / 123 / / vijJAte sAkSipuruSe paramAtmani cezvare / nairAzye baMdhamokSe ca na ciMtA muktaye mama / / 12411 aMtarvikalyazUnyasya bahi: svacchaMdacAriNaH / bhrAMtasyeva dazAstAstAstAdRzA eva jaante|| 125 / / Aja ke sUtra mahAvAkya haiM, sAdhAraNa vaktavya nahIM hai, asAdhAraNa gaharAI meM pAe gae motI haiN| bahuta dhyAnapUrvaka samajhoge to hI samajha paaoge| aura phira bhI samajha bauddhika hI rhegii| jaba taka jIvana meM prayoga na ho taba taka Upara-Upara se samajha loge, lekina aMtaHkaraNa taka ina zabdoM kI dhvani nahIM gaja paaegii| ye zabda aise haiM ki tabhI jAna sakoge jaba anubhava meM A jaaeN| lekina phira bhI bauddhika rUpa se samajha lenA bhI upayogI hogaa| bauddhika rUpa se bhI tabhI samajha sakoge jaba bahuta dhyAna se bArIkI se / nAjuka haiM ye vaktavya / jarA yahAM-vahAM cUke ki bhUla ho jaaegii| aura inakI galata vyAkhyA bar3I sarala hai| pahalA sUtra : 'jo svabhAva se zUnyacitta hai, para pramAda se viSayoM kI bhAvanA karatA hai aura sotA huA bhI jAgate ke samAna hai vaha puruSa saMsAra se mukta hai| vaDara hai ki tumase bhUla ho jAe, aSTAvakra kI gItA meM aneka jagaha galata pATha upalabdha hai isa pahale sUtra kaa| yaha jo maiMne abhI anuvAda kiyA, yaha galata anuvAda hai / pramAda jahAM kahA gayA hai vahA 'pramoda' honA caahie| lekina jisane ye saMgraha kiye hoMge use lagA hogA ki pramoda to ThIka zabda nahIM, pramAda ThIka zabda hai| pramAda galata zabda hai yhaaN| jo svabhAva se zUnyacitta hai use pramAda

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kahAM! pramAda kA artha hotA hai : muurchaa| pramAda kA artha hotA hai : tNdraa| pramAda kA artha hotA hai. behoshii| jo zUnyacitta ko anubhava kara liyA hai use pramAda kahAM, behozI kahAM? vaha to parama sAkSitva ko upalabdha ho gayA hai| prakRtyA zanyacitto yaH prmaadaadnaavbhaavn| aisA pATha milatA hai aneka jgh| kahIM-kahIM bahuta muzkila se ThIka pATha milatA hai| ThIka pATha prakRtyA zanyacitto yaH prmodaadbhaavbhaavn| khela-khela meM jo bhAva meM ibatA hai: pramAda ke kAraNa nahIM, pramoda ke kaarnn| 'jo svabhAva se zUnyacitta hai vaha pramoda se viSayoM kI bhAvanA karatA hai aura sotA huA bhI jAgate ke samAna hai, vaha puruSa saMsAra se mukta hai| __ pramoda ThIka hai| pramoda kA artha hai. lIlA; khela-khela meN| yahI to pUraba kI bar3I se bar3I khoja hai| duniyA meM bahuta dharma hue paidA jaisA pUraba ne paramAtmA ko samajhA vaisA kisI ne nahIM samajhA vaisI gaharAI pr| pUcho. 'paramAtmA ne jagata kyoM banAyA?' to sirpha pUraba ke pAsa ThIka-ThIka uttara hai : 'khela-khela meM! lIlAvazAMta!' paramAtmA kisI kAraNa se jagata banAe to galata bAta ho jaaegii| kyoMki kAraNa kA artha huA : koI kamI huii| kAraNa kA artha huA ki paramAtmA khAlI thA kucha ar3acana huI akelA thaa| kucha dharma kahate haiM. paramAtmA akelA thA, isalie saMsAra bnaayaa| to paramAtmA bhI akelA nahIM raha sakatA! to phira manuSya kA to vaza kyA hai! to phira paramAtmA hI jaba davaita khojatA hai to manuSya kI kyA kSamatA hai advaita ko pAne kI? phira advaita asaMbhava hai| to jo dharma kahate haiM, 'paramAtmA akelA thA, akelepana se UbA, isalie saMsAra banAyA', galata bAta kahate haiN| ve AdamI ke mana ko paramAtmA para Aropita kara lete haiN| unhoMne apane hI mana ko phailA kara paramAtmA kA mana samajha liyaa| hama akele meM parezAna hote haiM kyA kareM, kyA na kareM! kucha cAhie vyastatA, kucha ulajhAva, kahIM, jahAM mana laga jAe! to hama socate haiM ki paramAtmA ne bhI aise hI svAta se Uba kara jagata kA nirmANa kiyA hogaa| kucha haiM jo kahate haiM. paramAtmA ne jagata banAyA, tAki manuSya mukta ho ske| yaha bAta bar3I mUr3hatA kI mAlUma par3atI hai| AdamI ko baMdhana meM DAlA tAki AdamI mukta ho sake baMdhana meM hI kyoM DAlA? -AdamI mukta thA hI! saMsAra ko banAyA tAki tuma mukta ho sako yaha to bar3I ajIba bAta huI ki kArAgRha banAyA ki tuma mukta ho sako mukta to tuma the hI, kArAgRha meM DAlane kI jarUrata kyA thI? nahIM, isa bAta meM bhI bahuta artha nahIM hai| kAraNa meM koI artha nahIM ho sakatA, kyoMki paramAtmA akAraNa hai; pUrA hai, koI kamI nahIM hai; koI abhAva nahIM hai| saccidAnaMda hai| akelApana use khalatA nhiiN| nizcita hI aisA hogA, kyoMki hamane to pRthvI para bhI aise loga dekhe jo akele haiM aura parama AnaMda meM haiN| buddha apane bodhivRkSa ke nIce baiThe haiM-ekadama akele haiM! lekina koI kamI nahIM hai, saba pUrA hai! mahAvIra svAta meM nagna khar3e haiM pahAr3I meM, bilakula akele haiN| mahAvIra ne to usa AkhirI dazA kA nAma

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hI kaivalya rkhaa| kaivalya kA artha hai. jahAM bilakula akelApana bacA, kevala cetanA bacI; koI aura na bacA; koI dUsarA na rhaa| buddha ne usa ekAMta kA nAma rakhA hai nirvANa / na kevala dUsarA nahIM bacA; tuma bhI bujha * ge| nirvANa kA artha hotA hai. bujha gae jaise dIyA jalatA ho, koI phUMka mAra de aura dIyA bujha jAe to hama kahate haiM. dIe kA nirvANa ho gyaa| na kevala dUsare cale gae, tuma bhI cale ge| itanA ekAMta ki tuma bhI vahA nahIM ho! zUnya bcaa| phira bhI buddha parama AnaMda meM haiM, mahAvIra parama AnaMda meM haiN| to paramAtmA kI to bAta hI kyA kahanI! isalie to hamane buddha aura mahAvIra ko paramAtmA khaa| asala meM jisane ekAMta ko AnaMda jAnA, usI ko hamane paramAtmA kahA hai| vaha paramAtmA kA lakSaNa hai| akele meM sukhI hone kA artha hai. aba dUsare kI jarUrata na rhii| aba tuma pUrNa hue| jaba taka dUsare kI jarUrata hai taba taka pIr3A hai| isalie to premI eka-dUsare ko kSamA nahIM kara pAte / kSamA karanA saMbhava nahIM hai| kyoMki jaba taka dUsare kI jarUrata hai, dUsare se baMdhana hai| aura jisase baMdhana hai, usa para nArAjagI hai| pati patnI para nArAja hai, patnI pati para nArAja hai| preyasI premI para nArAja hai| nArAjagI kA bar3A gaharA kAraNa hai| Upara-Upara mata khojanA ki yaha patnI duSTa hai, ki yaha pataduSTa hai, ki yaha mitra ThIka nhiiN| nArAjagI kA kAraNa bar3A gaharA hai| kAraNa yaha hai ki jisa para hamArA sukha nirbhara hotA hai usake hama gulAma ho jAte haiN| gulAmI koI cAhatA nhiiN| svataMtratA cAhI jAtI hai| gaharI se gaharI cAha svAtaMtraya kI hai| to jisase hama sukhI hote haiM. agara tuma patnI ke kAraNa sukhI ho to tuma patnI para nArAja rhoge| bhItara - bhItara eka kATA khalatA rahegA ki sukha isake hAtha meM hai, cAbI isake hAtha meM hai-kabhI khole daravAjA, kabhI na khole drvaajaa| to isake gulAma hue| gulAmI pIr3A detI hai| mokSa hama usI avasthA ko kahate haiM jaba cAbI tumhAre hAtha meM hai| kholane, baMda karane kI bhI jarUrata nhiiN| khole hI baiThe raho, kona baMda karegA, kisalie baMda karegA! AnaMda meM DUbe raho nizi - vAsara ! paramAtmA ne kisI dukha, kisI pIr3A, kisI abhAva ke kAraNa saMsAra nahIM bnaayaa| phira kyoM banAyA? sirpha pUraba ThIka-ThIka uttara diyA hai| pUraba ne uttara diyA hai. 'khela-khela meM! lIlAvaza! umaMga meN| jaise choTe bacce khelate haiM, reta kA ghara banAte haiM, lar3ate -jhagar3ate bhI haiM. / ' buddha ' ne kahA hai gujaratA thA eka nadI ke kinAre se, kucha bacce khelate the, reta ke ghara banAte the| unameM bar3A jhagar3A bhI ho rahA thaa| kyoMki kabhI kisI bacce kA ghara kisI ke dhakke se gira jAtA, kisI kA paira par3a jAtA, to mAra-pITa bhI ho jAtI / buddha khar3e ho kara dekhate rahe, kyoMki unheM lagA : aisA hI to yaha saMsAra bhI hai| yahAM loga miTTI ke ghara banAte haiM, gira jAte haiM to rote haiM, takalIpha, nArAja. adAlata - mukadamA karate haiN| yahI to bacce kara rahe haiM, yahI bar3e karate haiN| phira sAMjha ho gayI, sUraja Dhalane lagA aura kisI ne nadI ke kinAre se AvAja dI ki baccoM, aba ghara jAo, sAMjha ho gyii| aura sAre bacce bhaage| apane hI gharoM para, jinakI rakSA ke lie lar3e the, khuda hI kUde - phAMde, unako miTA kara saba khAlI kara diyA aura khUba haMse, khUba praphullita hue aura ghara kI tarapha lauTa ge|

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buddha apane bhikSuoM ko kahate aisI hI parama jJAnI kI avasthA hai| vaha dekha letA hai ki apanA hI khela thA; khelanA cAhe khelatA raha sakatA thaa| lekina taba khela bAMdhatA nahIM; apane hI gharoM ko apane hI hAtha se bhI girAyA jA sakatA hai; jinake lie lar3e the, unako khuda hI girAyA jA sakatA hai| paramAtmA khela rahA hai| pUcho 'kyoM khela rahA hai?' to pUraba kahatA : UrjA kA lakSaNa hI yahI hai| UrjA abhivyakta hotI hai| UrjA pragaTa hotI hai| gIta paidA hotA hai, nAca paidA hotA hai, phUla paidA hote, pakSI paidA hote / yaha paramAtmA ke jIvita hone kA lakSaNa hai| ye phUla nahIM haiM, ye vRkSa nahIM haiM, yaha tuma nahIM ho yahAM yaha paramAtmA aneka- aneka UrmiyoM meM, aneka- aneka laharoM meM pragaTa huA hai| yaha usake hone kA lakSaNa hai| kisI kAraNa se yaha nahIM ho rahA hai| agara phUla na hoM, vRkSa na hoM, paudhe na hoM, pakSI na hoM, AdamI na hoM, cAMda-tAre na hoM, to paramAtmA marA huA hogA usameM jIvana na hogaa| ye jo sAgara para lahareM uThatI haiM, yaha sAgara ke jIvita hone kA lakSaNa hai| paramAtmA mahAjIvana hai / isalie to vaha anaMta rUpoM meM pragaTa huaa| yaha pragaTIkaraNa kisI kAraNa se nahIM hai| pakSI subaha gIta gAte haiM - akAraNa / vRkSoM meM phUla khila jAte - akAraNa / kabhI tumheM bhI lagatA hai ki tuma kucha akAraNa karate ho| jaba tuma kucha akAraNa karate ho, taba tuma paramAtmA ke nikaTatama hote ho| isalie maiM niraMtara kahatA hUM. dhyAna akAraNa karanA / yaha mata socanA ki mana kI zAMti milegii| basa mana kI zAMti milegI, aise khayAla se kiyA ki cUka gae vyavasAya ho gayA, dharma na rhaa| akAraNa karanA ! karane ke maje se karanA ! svAMtaH sukhAya tulasI raghunAtha gAthA! gAnA svAMtaH sukhAya / tulasI se kisI ne pUchA hogA kyoM kahI yaha rAma kI kathA? to tulasI ne kahA kisI kAraNa nahIM - svAMtaH sukhAya tulasI raghunAtha gAthA / yaha gAthA kahIM apane AnaMda ke lie | kavi gIta gAtA hai, kyoMki binA gAe nahIM raha sakatA / gIta umar3a rahA hai! jaise megha se varSA hotI hai, aisA kavi barasatA hai| saMgItajJa vINA bajAtA hai, nartaka nAcatA hai- UrjA hai! rUsa ke eka bahuta prasiddha nartaka nijinsakI se kisI ne pUchA ki tuma nAcate-nAcate thakate nahIM? usane kahA : jaba nahIM nAcatA taba thaka jAtA huuN| jaba nAcatA hUM taba to para laga jAte haiN| jaba nAcatA hUM tabhI to maiM hotA huuN| tabhI maiM pragAr3ha rUpa se hotA hUM jaba nahIM nAcatA taba udAsa ho jAtA huuN| taba jIvana-UrjA kSINa ho jAtI hai| jaba jIvana-UrjA pragaTa hotI hai, tabhI hotI hai| dhyAna karanA-svAMtaH sukhAya! kala kucha milegA, isalie nahIM; abhI karane meM majA hai, pramodavaza! yaha pahalA sUtra hai : 'jo svabhAva se zUnyacita hai, vaha pramoda se viSayoM kI bhAvanA karatA hai|' khela-khela meM! janaka yaha kaha rahe haiM ki vaha bhAga nahIM jAtA saMsAra se| aura agara bhAge bhI to bhI pramoda meM hI bhAgatA hai, gaMbhIra nahIM hotA hai| yaha sAdhu kA parama lakSaNa hai ki vaha gaMbhIra nahIM hotA / aura tuma sAdhu-mahAtmA ko pAoge sadA gaMbhIra, jaise koI bhArI kAma kara rahA hai| tumane paramAtmA ko kahIM gaMbhIra dekhA hai? magara mahAtmA ko sadA gaMbhIra paaoge| mahAtmA aisA kara rahA hai jaise ki bhArI kAma kara rahA hai! tapa kara rahA hai, pUjA kara rahA hai, prArthanA kara rahA hai| saba kartavya mAlUma hotA hai,

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svAMta: sukhAya nhiiN| paramAtmA ko tumane kahIM udAsa dekhA? jahAM dekho, vahIM kilakArI hai| jahAM dekho vahIM ullAsa hai| jahAM dekho vahIM jharane kI taraha phUTA par3a rahA hai| jarA Akha khola kara cAroM tarapha dekho-cAMda-tAroM meM, sUraja meM, vRkSoM meM, pahAr3oM meM, parvato meM, khAI-khaMdakoM meM saba tarapha haMsI hai, khilakhilAhaTa hai, madhura muskAna hai eka nRtya cala rahA hai, eka aharniza nRtya cala rahA hai| isalie to hiMduoM ne paramAtmA ko naTarAja kahA hai| vaha nAca rahA hai| aura isa naTarAja meM bhI bar3A artha hai| agara mUrtikAra mUrti banAtA hai to mUrti alaga ho jAtI hai mUrtikAra alaga ho jAtA hai| mUrtikAra mara jAe to bhI mUrti rhegii| lekina nartaka ke marane para nRtya nahIM bctaa| nartaka aura nRtya alaga kiye hI nahIM jA skte| nartaka gayA ki nRtya bhI gyaa| paramAtmA ko mUrtikAra nahIM khaa| jinhoMne kahA unhoMne jAnA nhiiN| kucha haiM jo kahate haiM, paramAtmA kuMbhakAra jaisA hai, kumhAra jaisA hai| jinhoMne kahA, kumhAra hI rahe hoMge; jyAdA buddhi na rahI hogii| paramAtmA maTake nahIM banA rahA hai| paramAtmA naTarAja hai nAca rahA hai| nRtya baMda huA, paramAtmA haTA ki phira tuma bacA na sakoge kuch| isako yUM samajho : na to tuma nRtya ko nartaka se alaga kara sakate ho aura na tuma nartaka ko nRtya se alaga kara sakate ho| kyoMki jaise hI nRtya baMda huA, nartaka nartaka na rhaa| nartaka tabhI taka hai jaba taka nRtya hai| donoM saMyukta haiN| donoM eka hI lahara ke do hisse haiM, alaga-alaga nahIM haiN| paramAtmA nAca rahA hai| yaha sArA jagata usakA nRtya hai| pramoda meM, ahobhAva meM, svAMta: sukhAya! - isalie isa pahale sUtra meM pramAda kI jagaha pramoda kara lenaa| pramAda to bar3A hI galata zabda hai| pramAda ke do artha ho sakate haiN| eka to jainoM aura bauddhoM kA artha hai. pramAda yAnI muurchaa| to mahAvIra niraMtara apane bhikSaoM ko, apane saMnyAsiyoM ko kahate haiM ' apramAda meM jIyo! apramatta!' buddha apane bhikSuoM ko kahate hai. 'pramAda meM mata raho! jAgo! mUccho todd'o| hiMduoM kA artha hai pramAda kA. prArabdha karmoM ke kaarnn| 'jo svabhAva se zUnyacitta haiM, ve pramAda ke kAraNa arthAta apane pichale janmoM ke karmoM ke kAraNa viSaya-vAsanAoM meM ulajhe rahate haiN| phira bhI sote hue meM jaise jAgaraNa ho aise ve puruSa saMsAra se mukta lekina yaha bAta bhI ThIka nahIM hai| kyoMki jisane yaha jAna liyA ki maiM kartA nahIM hUM, usa para pIche-Age, vartamAna, atIta, bhaviSya sAre karmoM kA baMdhana chuTa jAtA hai| baMdhana to kartA hone meM thaa| subaha tuma jAga gae aura tumane jAna liyA ki jo rAta dekhA vaha sapanA thA phira kyA sapane kA prabhAva tuma para raha jAtA hai? jAga gae ki sapanA samApta ho gyaa| koI yaha kahe kabhI-kabhI choTe baccoM meM rahatA hai : rAta sapanA dekhA, khela-khilaune khUba the, phira nIMda khulI, hAtha khAlI pAe, to baccA rone lagatA hai ki mere khilaune kahAM gae! kyoMki choTe bacce ko abhI sapane meM aura jAgaraNa meM sImA rekhA nahIM, bheda-rekhA nhiiN| abhI use pakkA patA nahIM hai ki kahAM sapanA samApta hotA hai, kahAM jAgaraNa zurU hotA hai| muktapuruSa ko patA nahIM hogA ki kahAM sapanA TUTA aura kahAM jAgaraNa zurU huA! hamako

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patA hotA hai| sAdhAraNa jana ko patA hotA hai| subaha uTha kara tuma kahate ho. 'are, khUba sapanA dekhA! bAta khatama ho gii| phira aisA thor3e hI hai ki sapane meM dekhI cIjoM kA tuma abhI bhI hisAba rakhate ho! maiMne sanA hai ki mallA nasaruddIna ne eka rAta sapanA dekhaa| sapanA dekhA ki koI usase kaha rahA hai. kitane rupae cAhie, le le! mullA ne kahA. sau rupe| vaha AvAja aaii| usane kahA ki ninyAnabe duuNgaa| mullA jida para ar3a gayA ki sau hI luuNgaa| aisI jidamajida meM nIMda khula gii| nIMda khula gaI to mullA ghbraayaa| dekhA ki yaha to sapanA thaa| jaldI se Akha baMda kI aura bolA. 'acchA ninyAnabe hI de do|' magara aba to bAta gii| aba tuma lAkha upAya karo, aba to bAta gii| na koI dene vAlA hai, na koI lene vAlA hai| aba lAkha baMda karo, sapanA TUTA so ttuuttaa| to na to jainoM-bauddhoM kI paribhASA ke anusAra pramAda artha ho sakatA hai, kyoMki jo jAga gayA, zUnyacitta kA jisane anubhava kara liyA, usa para aba koI chAyA bhI nahIM raha jAtI sapane kI, mUrchA kI, taMdrA kii| na hiMdU-arthoM se artha ho sakatA hai ki prArabdha karmoM ke kaarnn.| jAgA huA puruSa jAna letA hai ki aba taka jo huA janmoM-janmoM meM, eka laMbA sapanA thaa| aba taka jAge na the to thA, aba jAga gae to nahIM hai| donoM sAtha-sAtha nahIM hote| yaha to aisA hI ho jAegA jaise ki mullA kisI ke ghara naukarI karatA thaa| aura mAlika ne kahA. 'bAhara jA kara dekha nasaruddIna, subaha huI yA nahIM?' nasaruddIna bAhara gayA, phira aMdara AyA aura lAlaTena lekara bAhara jAne lgaa| to mAlika ne pUchA. 'yaha kyA kara rahA hai?' usane kahA 'bAhara bahuta aMdherA hai, dikhAI nahIM par3atA ki subaha huI ki nhiiN| to lAlaTena le jA rahA huuN| aba subaha ho gaI ho to aMdherA kahAM rahatA hai? aura lAlaTena se kaise dekhoge? subaha ho gaI to ho gii| subaha hone kA artha hI hai ki aba aMdherA nahIM hai| sUraja uga AyA, aMdherA gyaa| tuma eka dIyA jalAo, phira tuma kamare meM dIyA jalA kara khojo aMdhere ko ki abhI to thA, abhI to thA; aba kahAM gayA! tuma dvAra-daravAje bhI baMda kara rakho, tuma daravAje para paharedAra biThA do ki aMdhere ko nikalane mata denA, bAhara mata jAne denaa| tuma saba tarapha se bilakula raMdhra raMdhra baMda kara do| lekina jaise hI tuma dIyA jalAoge ki dekheM, aMdherA kahAM hai-aMdherA nahIM hai| dIyA aura aMdherA sAtha -sAtha to nahIM ho skte| rozanI aura aMdherA sAtha-sAtha to nahIM ho skte| jaise hI koI jAgA, saba sapane ge| kitane hI sapane dekhe hoM janmoM-janmoM meM kabhI tuma siMha the aura kabhI bakare the, aura kabhI AdamI aura kabhI ghor3e aura kabhI paudhe-saba sapane the; saba tumhArI mAnyatAeM thiiN| tuma una meM se koI bhI na the| tuma to draSTA the| kabhI dekhA ki ghor3e kabhI dekhA ki vRkSa, kabhI dekhA ki AdamI, kabhI aurata-ye saba rUpa the sapane meM bne| kabhI dekhA cora, kabhI dekhA sAdhu, kabhI baiThe haiM bar3e zAMta, kabhI dekhA ki bar3e azAMta hatyAre-lekina ye saba sapane the| jaise hI jAge, eka hI jhaTake meM sAre sapane samApta ho ge| to aba kaisA pramAda! nhiiN| prakRtyA zUnyacitto yaH prmodaadbhaavbhaavnH| nidrito bodhita iva kSINasaMsaraNe hi sH||

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'jo svabhAva se zUnyacitta hai, para pramoda se, khela-khela meN...|' kabhI-kabhI tuma apane choTe bacce ke sAtha bhI khela-khela meM kucha karate ho| tumhArA beTA hai, kuztI lar3anA cAhatA hai, bApa beTe se kuztI lar3atA hai jAnate hue ki yaha beTA jIta to sakatA nahIM phira bhI beTe ko jitA detA hai| jhaTa leTa jAtA hai, beTA chAtI para baiTha jAtA hai aura dekho usakA ullAsa! tuma khela-khela meM ho aura beTA khela-khela meM nahIM hai; beTA saca meM mAna rahA hai ki jIta gyaa| vaha cillAtA phiregA, ghara bhara meM jhaMDA ghumAtA phiregA ki paTakA, cAroM khAne cita kara diyA pitAjI ko! usake lie bar3e gaurava kI bAta hai| tuma khuda hI leTa gae the| tumane use jitA diyA thaa| tumhAre lie khela thaa| __maiMne sunA hai ki eka jarmana vicAraka jApAna gyaa| vaha eka ghara meM mehamAna thaa| ghara ke logoM ne, ghara ke ke mejabAna ne, jisakI umra koI assI sAla kI thI, kahA ki Aja sAMjha eka vivAha ho rahA hai mitra ke parivAra meM, Apa bhI caleMge? usane kahA. 'jarUra calUMgA, kyoMki maiM AyA hI isalie hUM ki jApAnI rIti-rivAja kA adhyayana karUM, yaha maukA nahIM chodduuNgaa|' / vaha gyaa| vahAM dekha kara bar3A hairAna huA ki vahA guDDe-guDDI kA vivAha ho rahA thA choTe -choTe baccoM ne vivAha racAyA thA aura bar3e-bar3e ke bhI sammilita hue the| aura bar3I zAlInatA se vivAha kA kAryakrama cala rahA thaa| vaha jarA hairAna huaa| usane kahA: 'bacce to sArI duniyA meM khelate haiM, guDDA-guDDI kA vivAha racAte haiM; magara bar3I umra ke loga sammilita hue, phira julUsa nikalA bArAta nikalI, usameM bhI saba sammilita hue| vaha roka na pAyA apane ko| ghara Ate se hI usane kahA ki 'kSamA kareM! yaha mAmalA kyA hai? bacce to ThIka haiM, bacce to sArI duniyA meM aisA karate haiM; magara Apa saba bar3e-bUr3he isameM sammilita hue to usa ke ne haMsa kara kahA : 'bacce ise asaliyata samajha kara kara rahe haiM, hama ise khela-khela meM..| bacce itane prasanna haiM, sAtha denA jarUrI hai| kabhI ve bhI jaageNge| aura hamAre sAtha rahane se unakA khela unheM bar3A vAstavika mAlUma par3atA hai|' phira usa bUr3he ne kahA : aura bAda meM jinako tuma asalI vivAha kahate ho, asalI dUlhA-dulhana, vaha bhI kahIM khela se jyAdA hai kyA? vaha bhI khela hai| yaha bhI khela hai| yaha choToM kA khela hai, vaha bar3oM kA khela hai| jAgA huA puruSa bhI khela meM sammilita ho sakatA hai| jaba svayaM paramAtmA khela meM sammilita ho rahA hai to jAgA huA puruSa bhI khela meM sammilita ho sakatA hai| bodhidharma jaba cIna gayA-eka mahAna bauddha bhikSu! buddha ke bAda mahAnatama! -to cIna kA samrATa usakA svAgata karane AyA thaa| lekina dekhA to bar3A hairAna ho gyaa| yaha bodhidharma to pAgala mAlUma huaa| vaha eka jUtA sira para rakhe thA aura eka paira meM pahane hue thaa| samrATa thor3A vicalita bhI huaa| -yaha to phajIhata kI bAta hai| samrATa kA pUrA darabAra maujUda thaa| aneka mehamAna, pratiSThitagaNa maujUda the| saba jarA parezAna ho gaye ki yaha kisa AdamI kA svAgata karane hama agara haiM? yaha to pAgala

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mAlUma hotA hai! aura bodhidharma khilakhilA kara haMsA / samrATa ne pUchA. 'yaha kyA Apa kara rahe haiM? ApakA mana to svastha hai? kahIM yaha laMbI yAtrA bhArata se cIna taka kI Apako vikSipta to nahIM kara gayI? kyoMki maiMne to aisI khabareM sunI haiM Apa mahAnatama jAgrata puruSa haiM- aura yaha kyA kara rahe haiM!' bodhidharma ne kahA : yahI jAnane ko kiyA ki tuma khela ko khela samajha sakate ho yA nahIM! jUtA jUtA hai, paira meM ho ki sira para ho, saba barAbara hai| yahI jAMcane ko ki tuma mujhe pahacAna sakoge yA nhiiN| mujhe dekho, merA kRtya nhiiN| kRtya meM mata ulajho, kyoMki maiM kRtya ke pAra gyaa| tuma mujhe dekho tuma yahI dekha rahe ho ki AdamI sira para jUtA rakhe A rahA hai| yaha sira to Aja nahIM kala giregA aura hajAroM logoM ke jUte isa sira para pdd'eNge| phira tra aura kabhI-kabhI krodha meM samrATa bU- 'bU usakA nAma thA- tumane bhI kisI ke sira para jUtA mAra denA cAhA hai yA nahIM? kabhI khayAla kiyA tumane? AdamI kA manovijJAna bar3A adabhuta hai| jaba tuma kisI para zraddhA karate ho to apanA sira usake jUto meM rakhate ho, usake paira meM rakha dete ho| aura jaba tumheM kisI para krodha AtA hai to apanA jUtA nikAla kara usake sira para mArate ho / icchA to yahI hotI thI ki ucaka kara apanA paira usake sira para rakha deM, vaha jarA kaThina kAma hai aura sarkasa meM rahanA par3e, taba kara pAo-to pratIkavata, pratIka-svarUpa jUtA nikAla kara usake sira para rakha dete ho| bodhidharma ne kahA. isalie eka paira meM rakhA hai, eka sira para rakhA hai - tumheM tumhArI khabara dene ko! aura bU to aura bhI parezAna huA kyoMki kala sA~jha hI eka ghaTanA ghaTI thI, jaba usane apane naukara ko uThA kara jUtA usake sira meM mAra diyA thaa| vaha to bar3A vicalita ho gyaa| use to pasInA A gyaa| usane kahA 'mahArAja, kyA Apako kucha aMdAja mila gayA, kucha patA cala gayA? Apa aisA vyaMgya na ur3Aye / ' bodhidharma eka khela kara rahA hai| yaha kRtya sirpha lIlA - mAtra hai, lekina baccoM ke lie upayogI ho sakatA hai| eka dUsarA bauddha bhikSu jApAna ke gAMva-gAMva meM ghUmatA rahatA thaa| hoteI usakA nAma thA / vaha eka jholA apane kaMdhe para TAMge rakhatA; usameM khela-khilaune, miThAiyAM ityAdi rakhe rahatA thaa| aura jo bhI usase pUchatA, ' dharma ke saMbaMdha meM kucha kaho hoteI, vaha eka khilaunA pakar3A detA yA miThAI de detaa| pUchane vAlA kahatA ki tumane hameM kyA baccA samajhA hai? hoteI kahatA. maiM khoja rahA hUM, praur3ha to koI dikhatA nahIM, saba khela meM ulajhe haiN| choTe bacce bhI choTe bacce haiM, bar3e bacce bhI basa bacce haiN| bar3e hoMge umra se, bacce hI haiN| isa hoteI se kisI bar3e samajhadAra AdamI ne pUchA ki hoteI, dharma kA artha kyA hai? to usane apanA jholA nIce girA diyaa| pUchane vAle ne pUchA. aura phira dharma kA jIvana meM AcaraNa kyA hai? usane jhole ko uThA kara kaMdhe para rakhA aura cala diyaa| usane kahA : pahale tyAga do, saba vyartha hai phira khela-khela meM saba sira para rakha lo; kyoMki jaba vyartha hI hai to na to bhoga meM artha hai na tyAga

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artha hai| phira jinakI bastI meM tuma ho, unake sAtha sammilita ho jaao| eka bar3I prasiddha kahAnI hai khalIla jibrAna kii| eka gAMva meM eka jAdUgara aayaa| usane gAMva kueM meM maMtra par3hakara koI eka cIja pheMka dI aura kahA. jo bhI isakA pAnI pIegA, pAgala ho jaaegaa| gAMva meM do hI kueM the- eka rAjA ke ghara meM thA aura eka gAMva meM thaa| sArA gAMva to pAgala ho gayA, rAjA bacA aura usakA vajIra bcaa| rAjA bar3A khuza thA ki hama acche bace, anyathA pAgala ho jaate| lekina jaldI hI khuzI dukha meM badala gayI, kyoMki sAre gAMva meM yaha khabara phaila gaI ki rAjA pAgala ho gyaa| sArA gAMva pAgala ho gayA thaa| aba pAgaloM kA gAMva, usameM rAjA bhara pAgala nahIM thA - svAbhAvika thA ki sArA gAMva socane lagA, isakA dimAga kucha ThIka nahIM hai, kucha gar3abar3a hai| rAjA ne apane vajIra se kahA ki. 'yaha to bar3I musIbata ho gayI! ye pagale khuda to pAgala hue haiN|' lekina inhIM meM usake sipAhI bhI the, senApati bhI the, usake rakSaka bhI the| usane vajIra se pUchA : 'hama kyA kareM? yaha to khatarA hai|' sAMjha hote-hote pUrI rAjadhAnI usake mahala ke AsapAsa ikaTThI ho gayI aura unhoMne kahA 'haTAo isa rAjA ko! hama svastha - citta rAjA cAhate haiN|' rAjA ne kahA : 'jaldI karo kucha ! kyA karanA hai?" vajIra ne kahA 'mAlika, eka hI upAya hai ki cala kara usa kueM kA pAnI pI leN|' bhAge jA kara kueM kA pAnI pI liyaa| usa rAta gAMva meM jalasA manAyA gayA aura loga khUba nAce ki apanA rAjA svastha ho gyaa| ve bhI pagalA gae / yaha jo duniyA hai, pAgaloM kI hai| yahAM saba mUrcchita haiN| yahAM jAgrata puruSa bhI tumhAre bIca jIe to tumhArI bhASA ke anusAra calanA hotA hai| tumhAre bIca jItA hai tumhAre niyamoM ko pAlanA par3atA hai| tuma to pAlate ho apane niyamoM ko bar3I gaMbhIratA se, vaha una niyamoM kA pAlana karatA hai bar3e khela-khela meM, pramodavazAMta! 'jo svabhAva se zUnyacitta hai, viSayoM kI bhAvanA bhI karatA hai to pramoda se, aura sotA huA bhI jAgate ke samAna hai|' tuma use sotA huA bhI pAo to soyA huA mata samajhanA / tuma jaba jAge ho taba bhI soe ho| vaisA puruSa jaba soyA hai, taba bhI jAgA hai| isalie to kRSNa ne gItA meM kahA hai : 'yA nizA sarvabhUtAyA, tasyAM jAgarti saMyamI / ' jo sabake lie rAta hai, jahAM saba so gae haiM, vahA bhI saMyamI jAgA huA hai| tumhAre sAtha so bhI gayA ho tumhArI nIMda meM khalala na bhI DAlanI cAhI ho, to bhI jAgA huA hai| kisI aMtaloka meM usakA prakAza kA dIyA jala hI rahA hai| janaka kahate haiM. vaha puruSa soyA huA bhI jAgate ke samAna hai| eka bAta to hama jAnate haiM ki hama jAgate hue bhI soe huoM ke samAna haiM to dUsarI bAta bhI bauddhika rUpa se kama se kama samajha meM A sakatI hai ki isakA viparIta bhI ho sakatA hai| tumhArI AMkheM khulI haiM, para tuma jAge hue nahIM ho| tumheM jarA-sI bAta mUrcchA meM DAla detI hai|

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koI AdamI dhakkA mAra de, basa hoza kho gayA! daur3a par3e, pakar3a lI usakI gardana! koI tumhArI baTana dabA de jaise basa! bijalI ke paMkhe kI taraha ho tuma, ki bijalI ke yaMtra kI trh| dabAI baTana ki paMkhA claa| paMkhA yaha nahIM kaha sakatA ki abhI merI calane kI icchA nhiiN| paMkhA mAlika kahAM apanA! paMkhA va hai| jaba tumhArI koI baTana dabA detA hai, jarA-sI gAlI de dI, dhakkA mAra diyA ki tuma basa hue krodhita-to tuma bhI yaMtravata ho, jAgrata nahIM abhii|| buddha ko koI gAlI detA hai to buddha zAMti se suna lete haiN| ve kahate haiM ki bar3I kRpA kI Ae; lekina jarA dera kara dii| dasa sAla pahale Ate to hama bhI majA lete aura tumheM bhI majA dete! jarA dera karake Ae, hamane gAlI lenI baMda kara dI hai| tuma lAe, jarA dera se lAe, mausama jA cukaa| aba tuma ise ghara le jaao| dayA AtI hai tuma pr| kyA karoge isakA? kyoMki hama lete nahIM haiN| denA tumhAre hAtha meM hai, dene ke tama mAlika ho, lekina lenA hamAre hAtha meM hai| tumane gAlI dI, hama nahIM lete, tuma kyA karoge? lekina tumane kabhI dekhA ki jaba koI gAlI detA hai to lene kA khayAla AtA hai, na lene kA khayAla bhI AtA hai? nahIM AtA! idhara diyA nahIM ki udhara gAlI pahuMca nahIM gyii| eka kSaNa bhI bIca meM nahIM girtaa| tIra kI taraha cubha jAtI hai baat| vahIM tatkSaNa tuma behoza ho jAte ho, mUrchita ho jAte ho| usa mUrchA meM tuma mAra sakate ho pITa sakate ho, hatyA kara sakate ho| lekina tumane kI, aisA nahIM hai| tuma mUrchita ho| eka AdamI, akabara kI savArI nikalatI thI, chappara para car3ha kara gAlI dene lgaa| pakar3a lAe sainika use| akabara ke sAmane dUsare dina upasthita kiyaa| akabara ne pUchA ki 'tUne ye gAliyAM kyoM bakI, kyA kAraNa hai? yaha abhadratA kyoM kI?' usa AdamI ne kahA 'mApha kareM, maiMne kucha bhI nahIM kiyaa| maiM zarAba pI liyA thaa| maiM hoza meM nahIM thaa| agara Apa mujhe daMDa deMge usa bAta ke lie to kasUra kisI ne kiyA, daMDa kisI ko diyA-aisI badanAmI hogii| zarAba pIne ke lie cAheM to mujhe daMDa de leM-zarAba pInA koI kasUra na thA--lekina gAlI dene ke lie mujhe daMDa mata denA, kyoMki maiMne dI hI nahIM, mujhe patA hI nhiiN| Apa kahate haiM to jarUra gAlI mujhase nikalI hogI, lekina zarAba ne nikalavAI hai| mujhe kucha patA nahIM hai| maiM kaise gAlI de sakatA hUM! aura akabara ko bhI bAta samajha meM aaii| chor3a diyA gayA vaha aadmii| isalie choTe baccoM para adAlata meM mukadame nahIM calate, pAgaloM para mukadame nahIM clte| agara pAgala hatyA kara de aura manovaijJAnika sarTiphikeTa de deM ki yaha pAgala hai to mukadamA calAne kA koI artha nahIM hai| kyoMki jo apane hoza meM nahIM hai, usa para kyA mukadamA calAnA; usane to behozI meM kiyA hai| lekina tuma agara gaura karo to tuma saba jo kara rahe ho vaha behozI meM hI hai| cora to behoza haiM hI, majisTreTa bhI behoza haiN| cora to behoza haiM hI, cora ko pakar3ane vAlA sipAhI bhI utanA hI behoza hai| hoza aura behozI kA artha ThIka se samajha lenaa| behozI kA artha hai : tumane nirNayapUrvaka nahIM kiyA

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vimarzapUrvaka nahIM kiyA tumane jAga kara, soca kara pUrI sthiti ko samajha kara nahIM kiyaa| majabUrI meM ho gyaa| baTana dabA dI kisI ne aura ho gyaa| tuma apane mAlika nahIM ho| tumase kucha bhI karavAyA jA sakatA hai| eka AdamI AyA, jarA tumhArI khuzAmada kI, tuma pAnI-pAnI ho gae; phira tumase vaha kucha bhI karavA le| Dela kAranegI ne likhA hai ki vaha eka gAMva meM iMzyoreMsa kA kAma karatA thA aura eka dhanapati kI mahilA thI jisane iMzyoreMsa to karavAyA nahIM thA, aura yadyapi pratyeka iMzyoreMsa ejeMTa kI najara usa para lagI thii| vaha itanI nArAja thI iMzyoreMsa ejeMToM para ki jaise hI kisI ne kahA ki maiM iMzyoreMsa kA AdamI hUM ki vaha use dhakke de kara bAhara nikalavA detI / bhItara hI na ghusane detI! jaba Dela kAranegI usa gAMva meM pahuMcA to usake sAthiyoM ne kahA ki agara tuma isa aurata kA iMzyoreMsa karake dikhA do to hama smjheN| usane bar3I prasiddha kitAba likhI hai. 'hAU TU vina phreMDsa eMDa immaeMsa pIpula / to logoM ne kahA : 'kitAba likhanA eka bAta hai ki logoM ko kaise jIto, logoM ko kaise mitra banAo - isa bur3hiyA ko jIto to jaaneN|' to usane kahA. 'ThIka, koziza kreNge|' vaha dUsare dina subaha phuNcaa| makAna ke aMdara nahIM gayA aisA bagIce ke kinAre ghUmatA rahA / bur3hiyA apane phUloM ke pAsa khar3I thii| usake gulAba ke phUla sAre deza meM prasiddha the| vaha bAhara khar3A hai aura usane kahA ki Azcarya, aise phUla maiMne kabhI dekhe nhiiN| bur3hiyA pAsa A gyii| usane kahA 'tumheM phUloM se prema hai ! bhItara Ao!' iMzyoreMsa ejeMTa ko bhItara nahIM Ane detI thI, lekina phUloM se koI prema karane vaalaa..| vaha bhItara aayaa| vaha eka - eka phUla kI prazaMsA karane lgaa| aise kucha khAsa phUla the bhI nhiiN| magara prazaMsA ke usane pula bAdha die| vaha bur3hiyA to bAga-bAga ho gyii| bur3hiyA to use ghara meM le gayI, use aura cIjeM bhI dikhaaiiN| aisA vaha roja hI Ane lagA / eka dina bur3hiyA ne usase pUchA ki tuma kAphI samajhadAra buddhimAna AdamI ho, iMzyoreMsa ke saMbaMdha meM tumhArA kyA khayAla hai? kyoMki bahuta loga Ate haiM 'iMzyoreMsa karavA lo, iMzyoreMsa karavA lo|' abhI taka usane batAyA nahIM thA ki maiM iMzyoreMsa kA ejeMTa hUM aura usane samajhAyA ki iMzyoreMsa to bar3I kImata kI cIja hai, jarUra karavA lenI caahie| to bur3hiyA ne pUchA 'koI tumhArI najara meM ho jo kara sakatA ho, to tuma le aao|' usane kahA: 'maiM khuda hI hUM.' vaha dhIre- dhIre gayA! khuzAmada! kaI bAra tuma jAnate bhI ho ki dUsarA AdamI jhUTha bola rahA hai| tumheM patA hai apanI zakla kA, AIne meM tumane bhI dekhA hai| koI kahatA hai. 'ahA, kaisA ApakA rUpa!' jAnate ho ki apanA rUpa khuda bhI dekhA hai, lekina phira bhI bharosA Ane lagatA hai ki ThIka hI kaha rahA hai| jo sunanA cAhate the, vahI kaha rahA hai, 'ki ApakI buddhimAnI, ki ApakI pratibhA, ki ApakA caritra, ki ApakI sAdhutA..!' patA hai tumheM kitanI sAdhutA hai, lekina jaba koI kahane lagatA hai to gudagudI honI zurU hotI hai| phira jaba koI AdamI isa taraha kI thor3I bAteM kaha letA hai. / Dela kAranegI ne likhA hai ki agara kisI AdamI se kisI bAta meM 'hI' kahalavAnI ho to pahale to aisI bAteM kahanA jisameM vaha 'nA' kaha hI na ske| aba jaba koI tumhAre rUpa kI prazaMsA karane lage

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to tuma 'nA' kaise kaha sakoge! isI AdamI kI jiMdagI bhara se talAza thI, aba ye mile-tuma 'nA' kaise kaha sakoge rU tuma 'hI' kahane lgoge| jaba tuma do-cAra bAto meM 'hI' kaha do, taba Dela kAranego kahatA ra vaha bAta cher3anA jisameM ki tumheM Dara hai ki yaha AdamI 'nA' kaha de| tIna-cAra-pAMca bAtoM meM 'hA' kahane ke bAda 'hA' kahanA sugama ho jAtA hai| vaha rapaTane lagatA hai| tumane rAstA banA diyaa| isalie to kahate haiM, makkhana lagA diyA! rapaTane lagatA hai| phisalane lgaa| aba tuma use kisI gaDDe meM le jAo, vaha hara gaDDe meM jAne ko rAjI hai| aba le jAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai, vaha tatpara hai, khuda hI jAne ko rAjI hai| kisI ko gAlI de do, kisI ko nArAja kara do, vaha tatkSaNa krodha se bhara gayA, Aga paidA ho gii| ye ghaTanAeM tatkSaNa ghaTa rahI haiN| ina ghaTanAoM meM viveka nahIM hai| gurajiepha kahatA thA. 'mere pitA ne marate vakta mujhe kahA, agara koI gAlI de to usase kahanA, caubIsa ghaMTe kA samaya cAhie; maiM AUMgA caubIsa ghaMTe bAda, javAba de jaauuNgaa|' aura gurajiepha ne kahA hai ki phira jIvana meM aisA maukA kabhI nahIM AyA ki mujhe javAba dene jAnA par3A ho, caubIsa ghaMTe kAphI the| yA to bAta samajha meM A gaI ki gAlI ThIka hI hai aura yA bAta samajha meM A gaI ki gAlI vyartha hai, javAba kyA denA! to yA to sIkha liyA gAlI se kucha ki apane meM koI kamI thI jo gAlI jagA gaI, cauMkA gaI, coTa kara gaI, batA gaI-dhanyavAda de liyA; aura yA samajha meM A gayA ki yaha AdamI pAgala hai, aba isa pAgala ke pIche apane ko kyA pAgala honA! gurajiepha kahatA thA ki bApa ke marate vakta kI isa choTI-sI bAta ne merA sArA jIvana badala diyaa| caubIsa ghaMTA mAMganA krodha ke lie bar3I adabhuta bAta hai| caubIsa sekeMDa kAphI haiM, caubIsa ghaMTA to bahuta ho gyaa| krodha to ho sakatA hai tatkSaNa, kyoMki krodha ho sakatA hai kevala behozI meN| caubIsa ghaMTe meM to kAphI hoza A jaaegaa| caubIsa ghaMTe meM to samaya bItegA, jAte hogii| isalie maiM tumase kahatA hUM. zubha karanA ho, takhtA karanA lenA, azubha karanA ho thor3I pratIkSA karanA, rukanA, kahanA kala, parasoM! kyoMki Dara yaha hai ki sAdhAraNata: tuma zubha ko to kala para TAlate ho, azubha ko abhI kara lete ho|'shubh ko kala para TAlA ki gyaa| kyoMki zubha tabhI ho sakatA hai jaba tumhAre bhItara pragAr3ha bhAva uThA ho| aura azubha bhI tabhI ho sakatA hai jaba tumhAre bhItara pragAr3ha taMdrA ghirI ho| agara tuma ruka gae to pragADha bhAva bhI calA jaaegaa| agara ruka gae to pragAr3ha taMdrA bhA calI jaaegii| isalie zubha tatkSaNa aura azubha kabhI bhI kara lenA, kabhI bhI TAla denaa| 'jo svabhAva se zUnyacitta hai, para pramoda se viSayoM kI bhAvanA karatA hai vaha sotA huA bhI jAgate ke samAna hai| vaha puruSa saMsAra se mukta hai| saMyoga, viyoga, pratikriyAeM nahIM hai unakA apanA koI astitva saMvedanA, marIcikA pudagala kI AtmA kA guNa nirveda hai| AtmA kisI bhI cIja se chaI huI nahIM achUtI hai, kuMArI hai| aura jo bhI ho rahA hai khela, nA

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saba pudagala meM hai, saba padArtha meM hai| aisA jAga kara jo dekhane lagatA hai usake jIvana meM krAMti ghaTita hotI hai| phira vaha jo bhI karatA hai - pramodavaza / bolatA hai to pramodavaza, calatA hai to pramodavaza | lekina koI bhI cIja kI anivAryatA nahIM raha jaatii| kisI bhI cIja kI majabUrI nahIM raha jAtI, asahAya avasthA nahIM raha jaatii| eka vyakti mitra ke ghara se jAnA cAhatA thA, lekina mitra bAtacIta meM lagA hai| to usane kahA : 'aba mujhe jAne do| mujhe mere manovaijJAnika ke pAsa jAnA hai aura dera huI jA rahI hai| usa mitra ne kahA ki agara dasa-paMdraha minaTa kI dera bhI ho gaI to aise kyA parezAna hue jA rahe ho usane kahA 'tuma jAnate nahIM mere manovaijJAnika ko| agara maiM na pahuMcA ThIka samaya para to vaha mere binA hI manovizleSaNa zurU kara detA hai|' anivAryatA ! maiM eka vizvavidyAlaya meM vidyArthI thA to mere eka adhyApaka the, baMgAlI the| aise khUbI ke AdamI the, lekina aksara jaise dArzanika hote haiM - jhakkI the| akelA hI maiM unakA vidyArthI thA, kyoMki koI unakI klAsa meM bharatI bhI na hotA thaa| lekina mujhe ve jNce| mujhe patA calA ki tIna-cAra sAla se koI unakI klAsa meM AyA hI nahIM hai| maiM gayA to unhoMne kahA. dekho, eka bAta samajha lo / sAdhAraNataH mujhe rasa nahIM hai vidyArthiyoM meM, isalie tuma dekhate ho ki vidyArthI Ate bhI nahIM haiN| lekina aba tuma A gaye ho kaI sAla bAda, ThIka, magara eka bAta khayAla rakhanA. jaba maiM bolanA zurU karatA hUM to ghaMTe ke hisAba se zurU karatA hUM lekina aMta ghaMTe ke hisAba se nahIM kara sktaa| kyoMki aMta kA kyA hisAba! ghar3I kaise aMta ko lA sakatI hai! jaba maiM cuka jAtA hUM tabhI aMta hotA hai| to kabhI maiM do ghaMTe bhI bolatA hUM, kabhI tIna ghaMTe bhI bolatA huuN| tumheM agara bIca-bIca meM jAnA ho, ki tumheM bAtharUma jAnA ho kabhI yA bAhara kucha kAma A gayA yA thaka gae to tuma cale jAnA aura cupacApa cale AnA / rkhuuNgaa| mujhe bAdhA mata denA / yaha mata pUchanA ki maiM bAhara jAnA cAhatA hUM ityAdi / yaha bIca meM mujhe bAdhA mata denA / maiM maiM bar3A cakita huaa| pahale hI dina maiMne jAnane ke lie dekhA ki kyA hotA hai| maiM cupacApa uTha kara calA gayA, ve bolate hI rhe| maiM khir3akI ke bAhara khar3e hokara sunatA rahA / vahA koI nahIM klAsa meM aba, lekina unhoMne jArI rkhaa| ve jo kaha rahe haiM, kahe cale jA rahe haiN| vaha eka anivAryatA thii| dhIre- dhIre unake maiM bahuta karIba AyA to mujhe patA calA ki jIvana bhara ve akele rahe haiM- avivAhita, mitra nahIM, saMgI-sAthI koI banAye nhiiN| apane se hI bAta karane kI unheM Adata thii| bolanA eka anivAryatA ho gayI, eka bImArI ho gyii| ve kisI ke lie nahIM bola rahe the| jaba maiM bhI vahA baiThA thA taba mujhe sApha ho gayA ki ve mere lie nahIM bola rahe haiN| unheM mujhase kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| ve Tebala-kursI se bhI isI taraha bola sakate haiN| maiM nimitta mAtra hUM bolanA anivAryatA hai| tuma jarA gaura krnaa| tumhAre jIvana meM agara anivAryatAe hI hoM to tuma mukta nahIM ho| agara tuma cupa na ho sako to tuma zabda se baMdha gae, zabda kI kArA meM par3a ge| agara tuma bola na sakI to tuma mauna kI kArA meM par3a gae, to tuma mauna ke gulAma ho ge|

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jIvana mukta honA cAhie-saba dizAoM meM, saba AyAmoM meN| aura koI anivAryatA na ho| taba bhI jIvana ke kAma jArI rahate haiM; unake karane kA kAraNa pramoda ho jAtA hai| taba eka Ablaizana, anivAryatA nahIM rahatI ki karanA hI par3egA; nahIM kiyA to muzkila ho jAegI, nahIM kiyA to becainI hogii| nahIM kiyA to ThIka hai, kiyA to ThIka hai| karanA aura na karanA aba gaMbhIra kRtya nahIM haiN| 'jaba merI spRhA naSTa ho gayI taba mere lie kahAM dhana, kahA mitra, kahAM viSaya -rUpI cora haiM? kahAM zAstra, kahAM jJAna hai?' janaka rAjamahala meM baiThe haiM, samrATa haiM aura kahate haiM. 'jaba merI spRhA naSTa ho gayI, jaba AkAMkSA na rahI, abhIpsA na rahI, to aba kahAM dhana, kahAM mitra, kahAM viSaya-rUpI cora, kahAM zAstra, kahA jJAna? - ise samajhane kI koziza krnaa| dhana chor3anA sarala hai; magara dhana chor3ane se dhana nahIM chUTatA hai| idhara dhana chUTA to kucha aura dhana banA loge-puNya ko dhana banA loge| vahI tumhArI saMpadA ho jaaegii| spRhA chUTane se dhana chUTatA hai| phira puNya bhI dhana nhiiN| spRhA chUTane se, vAsanA chUTane se saba chUTa jAtA hai na koI mitra raha jAtA hai na koI shtru| tuma kise mitra kahate ho? jo tumhArI vAsanA meM sahayogI hotA hai, usI ko mitra kahate ho na! zatru kise kahate ho? jo tumhArI vAsanA meM bAdhA DAlatA hai, tumhAre vistAra meM bAdhA DAlatA hai, tumhAre jIvana meM ar3acaneM khar3I karatA hai-vaha zatru; aura jo sIDhiyAM lagAtA hai, vaha mitr| aura tumhArA jIvana kyA hai? -vAsanA kI eka daur3a! isalie to kahAvata hai ki jo vakta para kAma Ae vaha dost| vakta para kAma Ane kA kyA matalaba? jaba tumhArI vAsanA kI daur3a meM kahIM ar3acana AtI ho to vaha sahArA de, kaMdhA de| vakta para kAma Ae to dost| kAma hI kyA hai? kAmanA hI to kAma hai| janaka kahate haiM. 'jaba merI spRhA naSTa ho gyii......|' kva dhanAni kva mitrANi kva me viSayadasyava kva zAstraM kva ca vijJAnaM yadA me galitA spRhaa|| yadA me spRhA galita:......| jaba merI gala gayI vAsanA, spRhA kI daur3a, pAne kI AkAMkSA; kucha ho jAUM, kucha bana jAUM, kucha mila jAe, aisA jaba kucha bhI bhAva na rahA; jo hUM, usameM AnaMdita ho gayA; jaisA hUM usameM AnaMdita ho gayA, tathya hI jaba mere lie ekamAtra satya ho gayA; kucha aura hone kI vAsanA na rahI, taba-tadA me kva dhanAni-phira dhana kyA? ho to ThIka; na ho to tthiik| hai, to khela; na ho, to khel| kva mitrANi-phira mitra kaise? koI pAsa huA to ThIka nahIM huA pAsa to tthiik| nirdhana hokara bhI spUhA se zUnya vyakti bar3A dhanI hotA hai| binA mitroM ke hokara bhI sArA jagata usakA mitra hotA hai| jisakI spRhA nahIM rahI usakA sabhI koI mitra hai-vRkSa mitra haiM, pazu-pakSI mitra haiN| spRhA se zatrutA paidA hotI hai| usakA paramAtmA mitra hai jisakI spRhA na rhii| aba tuma dekhanA, hamArI sArI zikSaNa vyavasthA spRhA kI hai| choTA-sA baccA skUla meM jAtA

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hai, hama jahara bharate haiM usameM. 'spahA! daur3o! prathama Ao!' aura hama kahate haiM baccoM se : 'maitrI rakho, zatrutA mata kro|' aura zatrutA sikhA rahe haiM-kaha rahe haiM, prathama Ao! aba tIsa bacce haiM, eka hI prathama A sakatA hai| to hara baccA unatIsa ke khilApha lar3a rahA hai aura Upara-Upara dhokhA de rahA hai mitrata lekina jinase spardhA hai unase mitratA kaisI! unase to zatrutA hai| ve hI to tumhAre bIca meM bAdhA haiN| phira yahI daur3a bar3hatI calI jAtI hai| phira hama kahate haiM. 'yaha tumhArA deza, ye tumhAre baMdhu, yaha tumhArA samAja, yaha manuSya-jAti-ina sabako prema karo!' lekina khAka prema saMbhava hai! spRhA to bhItara kAma kara rahI hai, daur3a to pIche cala rahI hai| to AdamI zatru se to DarA rahatA hI hai, jinako tuma mitra kahate ho, unase bhI DarA rahatA hai| mullA nasaruddIna eka dina namAja par3ha kara prArthanA kara rahA thA maiM usake ghara pahuMca gayA to vaha kaha rahA thA, 'he prabhu, zatruoM se to maiM nipaTa lUMgA, mitroM se tU bcaanaa|' bAta jNcii| mitroM se bacanA baDA kaThina hai| mitra yahAM kona haiM! / aDolpha hiTalara ne kabhI kisI se mitratA nahIM bnaayii| kabhI eka vyakti ko aisA maukA nahIM diyA ki usake kaMdhe para hAtha rakha le| itane pAsa kabhI kisI ko nahIM Ane diyaa| koI rAjanItika bardAzta nahIM karatA kisI kA pAsa aanaa| kyoMki jo bahuta pAsa A gayA vahI khataranAka hai| jo naMbara do ho gayA vahI khataranAka hai| mAotse tuMga ne kabhI kisI ko naMbara do nahIM hone diyaa| tuma cakita hooge| jo AdamI bhI mAotse tuMga ke nikaTa A gayA usI kA patana karavA diyA usne| jaise hI patA calA ki vaha naMbara do huA jA rahA hai kyoMki jo naMbara do huA, vaha jaldI hI naMbara eka honA caahegaa| khatarA naMbara do se hai| isalie jo vyakti naMbara do huA, mAotse tuMga ne tatthaNa usako giravA diyA isake pahale ki vaha naMbara eka hone kI ceSTA kre| isalie jitane mahatvapUrNa vyakti mAo ke karIba the, saba gira gae; aba bilakula eka gaira-mahatvapUrNa vyakti mAo kI jagaha baiTha gayA hai, jisakA koI mUlya kabhI na thaa| yaha Azcarya kI bAta hai, lekina sabhI rAjanItijJa yahI karate haiN| jitane karIba koI AyA hai utanA hI khatarA hai, utanI hI tumhArI gardana dabA legA; kisI mauke-be-mauke khIMca legaa| isalie koI rAjanItijJa apane nIce kisI ko bar3A nahIM hone detA-dUra rakhatA hai| batAe rakhatA hai ki tumhArI haisIyata ko khayAla rakhanA; jarA gar3abar3a kI ki haTAe gae, ki badale ge| rAjanItika badalate rahate haiM, kaibineTa meM ve hamezA badalI karate rahate haiM-idhara -se haTAyA udhara; kisI ko kahIM jamane nahIM dete, ki kahIM koI jama gayA to pIche jhaMjhaTa khar3I hogii| isalie jamane kisI ko mata do| jaba taka koI gaira-jamA jamA hai taba taka vaha tuma para nirbhara hai, jaise hI jama gayA, tuma usa para nirbhara ho jaaoge| isa jagata meM spRhA ke rahate mitratA kahAM saMbhava hai! janaka kahate haiM. yahAM to koI spRhA na rahI, aba kyA dhana, kyA mitra? aura viSaya-rUpI coroM kA aba kyA Dara?

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yahAM kucha hai hI nahIM jisako tuma curA le jaaoge| yahAM to jo curAyA jA sakatA hai hamane jAna hI liyA ki vyartha hai| lekina spRhA ke rahate hue loga agara dharma kI duniyA meM bhI Ate haiM to bhI unakA purAnA saMsAra jArI rahatA hai| sunA hai maiMne nahIM thI kabIra kI cAdara meM kahIM koI gAMTha khule the cAroM chora, phira bhI saMdhyA- bhora TaTolatI rahI bhaktoM kI bhIr3a ki kahIM hogA jarUra kahIM hogA ciMtAmaNi - ratana nahIM to bAbA kAhe ko karate itanA jatana ! kabIra ne kahA hai na : khUba jatana kara oDhI cadariyA jhInI - jhInI bInI khUba jatana kara or3hI cadariyA, jyoM kI tyoM dhari dInhI / to bhaktoM ko lagA rahA hogA ki itane jatana se or3ha rahe haiM cAdara, bAbA itanA jatana kara rahe haiM- matalaba? kahIM kucha bAMdha-baMdha liyA hai? koI ratana ! nahIM thI kabIra kI cAdara meM kahIM koI gAMTha khule the cAroM chora, phira bhI saMdhyA- bhora TaTolatI rahI bhaktoM kI bhIr3a ki hogA kahIM ciMtAmaNi ratana nahIM to bAbA kAhe ko karate itanA jatana ! tuma dharma kI duniyA meM bhI jAte ho to spRhA chor3a kara thor3e hI jAte ho| spRhA ke kAraNa hI jAte ho| isalie to maMdira meM jAte ho, pahuMca kahAM pAte ho paTakate ho sira mUrtiyoM ke sAmane, lekina bhagavAna kahAM pragaTa ho pAtA hai! spRhA se bhare citta meM bhagavAna ke lie jagaha nahIM hai| spRhA se khAlI citta zUnya citta hai| samAdhistha ! vahIM prabhu virAjamAna hotA hai| use nimaMtraNa na de skoge| spRhA kI gaMdagI aura dhueM meM tuma aura eka na eka dina tuma apanI spRhA meM daur3a kara jo ikaTThA kara loge, tumhIM para hNsegaa| dhana dhanI para haMsatA hai eka dina, kyoMki jAnA par3atA hai khAlI haath| jIvana bhara bharane kI koziza kI, bharane kI koziza mai hI khAlI raha ge| tumhAre mahala tumhArI hI ThiTholI kreNge| tumhAre pada tumhArA hI vyaMgya kreNge| taba roka na pAyA maiM AMsU jisake pIche pAgala ho kara maiM daur3A apane jIvana bhara

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jaba mRga-jala meM parivartita ho mujha para merA aramAna haMsA, jisameM apane prANoM ko bhara kara denA cAhA ajara- amara jaba vismRti ke pIche chipakara mujha para merA madhu -gAna haMsA mere pUjana-ArAdhana ko mere saMpUrNa samarpaNa ko jaba merI kamajorI kaha kara merA pUjita pASANa hNsaa| eka dina tuma pAoge. jo tumane basAyA hai vahI tuma para haMsa rahA hai, jo ghara tumane basAyA hai vahI tumhArA vyaMgya kara rahA hai| yaha sArA saMsAra tumhArI ThiTholI kregaa| kyoMki yahAM daur3o, magara pahuMca kona pAtA hai! spRhA jhUThI daur3a hai, mRga-marIcikA hai| ceSTA hotI hai, phala kucha bhI hAtha nahIM lagatA hai, jaise koI reta se tela nikAlane kI koziza meM lagA ho| thakate haiM loga, marate haiM log| choTe bar3e garIbaamIra sabhI spUhA se bhare haiN| yaha bahuta kaThina nahIM hai ki tuma dhana chor3a kara garIba ho jAo tuma dhana chor3a kara bhikhArI ho jaao| yaha bahuta kaThina nahIM hai| kyoMki jisake pAsa dhana hai usako dikhAI par3a jAtA hai ki dhana vyartha hai taba vaha dUsare chora para calA; vaha garIba hone lgaa| lekina phira bhI spahA jArI rahatI hai| ___ maiMne sunA hai, eka yahUdI kathA hai| eka AdamI ne dharmaguru ke pravacana ke bAda khar3e ho kara kahA ki jaba Apake vacana sunatA hUM to maiM nA kucha ho jAtA huuN| jaba AyA thA mere pAsa kucha nahIM thA; Aja mere pAsa karor3oM DAlara haiN| phira bhI jaba tumhAre vacana sunatA hUM to nA kucha ho jAtA huuN| dUsare AdamI ne khar3e ho kara kahA. maiM bhI jaba AyA thA isa deza meM to eka kor3I pAsa na thI; Aja araboM DAlara haiN| para mere mitra ne ThIka khaa| jaba maiM sunatA hUM tumhAre vacana tumhAre amRta bola, to ekadama zUnyavata ho jAtA hUM kucha bhI nahIM bctaa| maiM kucha bhI nahIM hUM tumhAre saamne| tumhArA dhana asalI dhana hai| eka tIsare AdamI ne khar3e hokara kahA ki mere donoM sAthiyoM ne jo kahA, ThIka hI kahA hai| maiM bhI jaba AyA thA to kucha bhI na thA; aba maiM posTa- Aphisa meM posTamaina ho gayA huuN| lekina jaba tumhAre vacana sunatA hUM ahA zUnya ho jAtA huuN| pahale dhanapati ne krodha se dekhA aura dUsare dhanapati se kahA. 'suno, kona nA-kucha hone kA dAvA kara rahA hai?'

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nA-kucha hone meM bhI dAve rahate haiM! 'kona nA-kucha hone kA dAvA kara rahA hai? posTamaina! nA- kucha ho hI, dAvA kyA kara rahe ho?' jinhoMne dhana chor3A hai, phira nirdhanatA meM spRhA zurU hotI hai ki kona bar3A tyAgI / kona bar3A tyAgI! kona jyAdA vinamra ! agara tuma kisI vinamra sAdhu ko jA kara kaha do ki Apase bhI jyAdA vinamra eka AdamI mila gayA, to tuma dekhanA usakI Akha meM, lapaTeM jala uThegI! 'mujhase vinamra ! ho nahIM sakatA!' vahI spardhA, vahI daur3a, vahI ahaMkAra ! koI pharka nahIM par3atA / tuma sAdhuoM meM jA kara thor3A ghUmo to tuma cakita hooge vahI ahaMkAra, vahI daur3a ! jarA bheda nahIM hai| vahI akar3a / akar3a kA nAma badala gayA, aba akar3a kA nAma vinamratA hai| akar3a kA nAma badala gayA, akar3a nahIM bdlii| rassI jala bhI jAtI hai to bhI aiMThana nahIM jAtI / 'spRhA merI naSTa ho gaI hai, taba mere lie kahAM dhana, kahAM mitra, kahAM viSaya-rUpI cora haiM? kahA zAstra aura kahAM jJAna ?' bahuta anUThA vacana hai jaba spRhA hI calI gaI to aba jJAna kI bhI koI ciMtA nahIM hai, nahIM to jJAna meM bhI spRhA hai - kona jyAdA jAnatA hai! tuma jyAdA jAnate ho ki maiM jyAdA jAnatA hUM?" tumane dekhA, jaba tuma bAta karate ho logoM se to hareka apanA jJAna dikhalAne kI koziza karatA hai! usI meM vivAda khar3A hotA hai| koI yaha mAnane ko rAjI nahIM hotA ki tumase kama jAnatA hai| pratyeka jyAdA jAnane kA dAvedAra hai| aura koI yaha mAnane ko taiyAra nahIM ki ajJAnI huuN| jJAna ahaMkAra ko khUba bharatA hai| jJAna bhojana banatA hai ahaMkAra kA / lekina spRhA calI gaI to kaisA jJAna aura kaisA zAstra ? phira gae kurAna, bAibila, veda, gItA-saba gae; vaha saba bhI ahaMkAra kI daur3a hai - baDI sUkSma daur3a hai| eka AdamI dhana ikaTThA karatA hai, eka AdamI jJAna ikaTThA karatA hai; lekina donoM kA ikaTThA karane meM moha hai| tumane dekhA, skUloM - kAlejoM meM vacana likhe haiM! maiM eka saMnyAsI ke Azrama gayA to dIvAla para, jahAM ve baiThe the, pIche eka vacana likhA thA ki jJAnI kI sarvatra pUjA hotI hai! maiMne unase pUchA ye vacana likhe kisalie baiThe ho ? jJAnI kI sarvatra pUjA hotI hai? jisako pUjA kI AkAMkSA hai vaha to jJAnI hI nhiiN| aura jaba AkAMkSA calI gaI, phira pUjA ho yA na ho, pharka kyA par3atA hai? yaha kisake lie likhAhai? yaha to kucha pharka na huaa| kucha loga dhana ikaTThA kara rahe haiM to dhanI kI kahIM pUjA hotI hai| rAjA kI apane deza meM pUjA hotI hai| jJAnI kI sarvatra pUjA hotI hai| matalaba vahI rhaa| koI dhana ikaTThA karake pUjA pAnA cAhatA hai, lekina jJAnI kaha rahA hai : tumheM kucha jyAdA pUjA nahIM mila vaalii| koI rAjA hokara pUjA ikaTThI karanA cAhatA hai; jJAnI kaha rahA hai : tuma bhI apane deza meM hI pA lo pUjA, dUsarI jagaha na milegii| lekina jJAnI sarvatra, sarva loka meM, jahAM calA jAe vahIM pUjA hotI hai| lekina pUjA kI AkAMkSA! pUjA ho, isakA bhAva ! to phira ahaMkAra kI hI sUkSma daur3a hai| aura jo jJAnako saMgraha karane meM laga gayA vaha jJAna se bhItara hai, bAhara se saMgraha nahIM karanA hai| jo bAhara se AtA hai, vaMcita raha jAtA hai| kyoMki jJAna tumhAre jJAna nahIM - udhAra, kUr3A-karkaTa, kacarA

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hai| tumhArA zAstra tumhAre bhItara hai, bAhara ke zAstra mata DhonA / khar3e haiM digbhramita se kaba se kucha prazna dukhateM haiM becAroM ke pAMva yAda hai inheM pUraba pazcima, dakSiNa bhUla gae uttara kA gaaNv| prazna to tumhAre khar3e haiM janmoM se, unake paira bhI dukhane lage khdd'e-khdd'e| yAda hai inheM pUraba pazcima, dakSiNa bhUla gae uttara kA gaaNv| bhItara hai| ye pUrba jAte, pazcima jAte, vahIM uttara hai, vahIM jaao| basa eka jagaha bhUla gae haiM - uttara kA gaaNv| uttara tumhAre dakSiNa jAte bhItara kabhI nahIM jaate| jahAM se prazna uThA hai, eka jhena phakIra bokojU bola rahA thA / eka AdamI bIca meM khar3A ho gayA aura usane kahA ki maiM kona hUM isakA uttara deN| bokojU ne kahA 'rAstA do|' bokojU bar3A zaktizAlI AdamI thaa| bhIr3a haTa gayI, vaha bIca se utraa| vaha AdamI thor3A Darane bhI lagA ki yaha uttara degA ki mAregA yA kyA karegA! aura sAtha meM usane apanA soTA bhI rakhA huA thaa| vaha usake pAsa phuNcaa| usane jA kara usakA kAlara pakar3a liyA aura soTA uThA liyA aura bolA ki Akha baMda kara aura jahAM se prazna AyA hai vahIM utr| aura agara na utarA to yaha soTA hai| to ghabarAhaTa meM usa AdamI ne Akha baMda kii| zAyada ghabarAhaTa meM eka kSaNa ko usakI vicAradhArA baMda ho gyii| kabhI-kabhI atyaMta ktaiThaina ghar3iyoM meM vicAra baMda ho jAte haiN| agara acAnaka koI tumhArI chAtI para churA rakha de, vicAra baMda ho jAte haiN| kyoMki vicAra ke lie suvidhA caahie| aba suvidhA kahA! aisI asuvidhA meM kahIM vicAra hote haiN| kabhI tuma kAra calA rahe ho, acAnaka durghaTanA hone kA maukA Ane lage, lage ki gaye, sAmane se kAra A rahI hai, aba bacanA muzkila hai- vicAra baMda ho jAte haiN| ye vicAra to sukha-suvidhA kI bAteM haiN| aise khatare meM jahAM mauta sAmane khar3I ho, kahAM kA vicAra ! vaha soTA lie - sAmane khar3A thA tagar3A saMnyAsI, vaha mAra hI degA ! vaha becArA khar3A ho gyaa| eka kSaNa ko vicAra baMda ho gye| vicAra kyA baMda hue eka AbhA usake cehare para A gayI, eka mastI chA gaI! vaha to Dolane lgaa| usa phakIra ne kahA : ' aba khola Akha aura bola !' usane kahA ki Azcarya, tumane mujhe vahAM pahuMcA diyA jahAM maiM kabhI apane bhItara na gayA thA pUchatA phiratA thaa| maiM kona hUM? maiM kona hUM? aura hairAnI ki dUsaroM se pUchatA thA! maiM kona hUM isakA uttara to mere bhItara hI ho sakatA hai| tumane bar3I kRpA kI ki soTA uThA liyaa| jhena phakIroM ke saMbaMdha meM kahA jAtA hai ki kabhI-kabhI to ve sAdhaka ko uThA kara bhI pheMka dete haiM, chAtI para bhI car3ha jAte haiN| isI bokojU ke saMbaMdha meM kathA hai ki jaba bhI vaha kucha bolatA thA to vaha eka aMgulI Upara uThA letA thA-usa eka advaya ko batAne ke lie| to isakI majAka bhI calatI thI usake ziSyoM meN|

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usake ziSyoM kA koI bar3A samUha thA, koI pAMca sau usake bhikSu the, bar3A Azrama thaa| eka choTA baccA, jo usake lie pAnI ityAdi lAne kI sevA karatA thA, vaha bhI sIkha gayA thA usakI bhaav-mudraa| koI kucha kahatA to vaha baccA bhI eka aMgulI uThA kara javAba detaa| yaha majAka hI thii| baccA pIche khar3A thA aura bokojU samajhA rahA thaa| bokojU ne aMgulI uThAI usa bacce ne bhI pIche majAka meM aMgulI utthaaii| bokojU lauTA pIche, bacce kI aMgulI uThA kara chure se usane kATa dii| yaha lagegA ki bar3A krUra kRtya hai| lekina eka sadamA lgaa| aMgulI kA kATA jAnA, tIra kI taraha cubha jAnA usa pIr3A kA aura eka kSaNa ko baccA kiMkartavyavimUr3ha ho gayA! socA bhI na thA yh| anasocA huaa| lekina usI kSaNa ghaTanA ghaTa gyii| vaha bar3I choTI umra meM apane aMtasa meM praveza kara gayA, samAdhistha ho gyaa| to aise sadaguruoM kI ghaTanAoM ko Upara se dekhA nahIM jA sktaa| aba yaha aMgulI kATa denA sAdhu-saMta ke lie ucita nahIM mAlUma pdd'taa| lekina kona taya kare! jo ghaTA, agara usako hama dekheM to bar3I karuNA thI bokojU kI ki kATa dI aNgulii| zAyada yaha maukA phira na AtA, zAyada yaha baccA binA jAne mara jaataa| yaha baccA bar3e jJAna kA upalabdha huaa| yaha apane samaya meM khuda eka bar3A sadaguru huaa| aura vaha sadA apanI TUTI aMgulI uThA kara kahatA thA phira ki mere guru kI kRpA anukaMpA! eka coTa meM vicAra baMda ho gaye! jhaTake meM! __ 'jaba merI spRhA naSTa ho gayI, taba mere lie kahAM dhana, kahAM mitra, kahAM viSaya-rUpI cora, kahAM zAstra, kahA jJAna?' saba taba bhItara hai, dhana bhI bhItara hai, zAstra bhI bhItara hai, jJAna bhI bhItara hai| tuma jaba taka bAhara se kacarA baTorate rahoge, sUcanAeM ikaTThI karate rahoge, ajJAnI hI rhoge| zAstra tumheM jagA na paaegaa| tuma Dhote raho zAstra kA bojha, isase tuma camakoge na; isase tumhAre bhItara kA dIyA na jlegaa| zAyada isI ke kAraNa dIyA nahIM jala rahA hai| ___maiM bahuta logoM ke bhItara dekhatA hUM unake dIye kI jyoti kisI kI veda meM dabI hai kisI kI kurAna meM dabI hai, kisI kI bAibila meM dabI hai aura mara rahI hai| aura vaha samhAle hue hai apane vedakurAna-bAibila ko, pakar3e hue hai chAtI se ki kahIM chUTa na jAe, kahIM jJAna na chUTa jaae| koI hiMdU hone ke kAraNa mara rahA hai, koI masalamAna hone ke kAraNa, koI jaina hone ke kAraNa mara rahA hai| jJAna na hiMdU hai na musalamAna hai na jaina hai| jo jJAna hiMdU musalamAna, jaina hai-jJAna hI nahIM hai| jJAna to tumhAre svabhAva kA darzana hai| vaha tumhAre bhItara chipA hai| kahIM aura khojane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| utara kara gahare meM bana gayA taTa tala Upara udavelita lahareM, nIce zAMta jala chUTa gaye zaMkha-sIpa, viduma dIpa hAtha lage muktA phala jaise-jaise bhItara gahare jAoge, hAtha lageMge muktA phl|

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AkAza kA mauna hI dhvani hai| dhvani kI gati hI zabda hai zabda kI rati hI svara hai svara kI yati hI bhAsvara hai bhAsvara kI pratIti hI Izvara hai| AkAza kA maun| mauna ko pkdd'o| jaisA AkAza kA mauna bAhara hai vaisA hI AkAza kA mauna bhItara hai| jaisA eka AkAza bAhara hai vaisA bhItara hai| AkAza kA mauna hI dhvani hai| usI ko hamane oMkAra kahA, nAda kahA, anAhata nAda khaa| AkAza kA mauna hI dhvani hai| suno mauna ko! dhvani kI gati hI zabda hai zabda kI rati hI svara hai svara kI yati hI bhAsvara hai bhAsvara kI pratIti hI Izvara hai| mauna hI saghana hote-hote Izvara bana jAtA hai| zAstroM meM to zabda haiN| mauna to svayaM meM hai| agara zAstra hI par3ho to paMktiyoM ke bIca-bIca meM pddh'naa| agara zAstra hI par3ho to zabdoM ke bIca-bIca khAlI jagaha meM pddh'naa| agara zAstra hI par3hanA ho to sUphiyoM ke pAsa eka acchI kitAba hai vaha khAlI kitAba hai, usameM kucha likhA huA nahIM hai-use pddh'naa| aura use khojane kI koI jarUrata nahIM, khAlI kitAba kahIM se bhI uThA lenA aura rakha lenA, usako pddh'naa| khAlI panne ko dekhate-dekhate zAyada tuma bhI khAlI panne ho jaao| usa khAlIpana meM hI Izvara kA anubhava hai| 'sAkSI-puruSa, paramAtmA, Izvara, AzA-mukti aura baMdha-mukti ke jAnane para mujhe mukti ke lie ciMtA nahIM hai|' vijJAte sAkSipuruSe paramAtmani ceshvre| nairAzye baMdhamokSe ca na ciMtA maktaye mm|| kahate haiM : sAkSI-puruSa ko jAna liyA to paramAtmA jAna liyA, Izvara jAna liyaa| sAkSI-puruSa ko jAna liyA to AzA se mukti ho gyii| baMdha-mukti ko jAna liyA sAkSI-puruSa ko pahacAnate hI, ki baMdhana bhI bhrAMti thI aura mukti bhI bhAMti hai| jaba baMdhana hI bhrAMti thI to mukti to bhAMti hogI hii| jaba hama kabhI baMdhe hI na the to mukti kA kyA artha? rAta tumane sapanA dekhA ki jela meM par3e ho, hAthoM meM hathakar3iyAM haiM, pairoM meM ber3iyAM haiN| subaha uTha kara jAge, pAyA ki sapanA dekhA thaa| to tuma yaha thor3e hI kahoge ki aba jela se chuTakArA ho gayA ki hathakar3iyoM-ber3iyoM se chuTakArA ho gyaa| ve to kabhI thI hI nhiiN|

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'baMdha -mukti ke jAnane para mujhe mukti ke lie bhI ciMtA nhiiN|' aba ciMtA kyA! dhyAna rakhanA, pahale loga saMsAra kI ciMtA meM ulajhe rahate haiM, phira kisI taraha saMsAra kI ciMtA se chUTe to dUsarI ciMtA zurU hotI hai, magara ciMtA nahIM chtttii| aba mokSa kI ciMtA pakar3a letI hai ki aba mukta kaise hoM! mokSa kaise mile! aura ciMtA ke kAraNa hI mukti nahIM ho pAtI hai| ciMtita citta, udvelita citta, kaMpatA huA citta prabhu kA darpaNa nahIM bana paataa| saba ciMtA jaae.| ___ isalie maiM tumase kahatA hUM ki mokSa kI bhI phikra chodd'o| mokSa apanI phikra khuda kara legaa| tuma paramAtmA ko bhI mata khojo| paramAtmA tumheM khoja legaa| tuma kRpA karake baiThe rho| tuma aba kucha bhI mata khojo| kyoMki saba khoja meM AzA hai| saba AzA meM nirAzA chipI hai| saba khoja meM saphalatA kA ahaMkAra hai aura viphalatA kI pIr3A hai| saba khoja meM bhaviSya A jAtA hai, vartamAna se saMbaMdha TUTa jAtA hai aura jo hai, abhI hai, yahAM hai, vartamAna meM hai| tuma jaise ho aise hI. janaka ne kahA : tuma jaise ho aise hI baiThe rahI, zAMta ho rho| dekho jo ho rahA hai| sAkSI ho jaao| vijJAte sAkSipuruSe paramAtmani ceshvre| jAna loge Izvara ko bhI, paramAtmA ko bhI, kyoMki tumhArA jo sAkSI- bhAva hai vaha Izvara kA aMza hai| tumhAre bhItara jo sAkSI hai vaha Izvara kI hI kiraNa hai| lekina loga eka bImArI se dUsarI bImArI para cale jAte haiN| bImArI se aisA moha hai ki bImArI chUTatI hI nhiiN| zUla to jaise viraha vaise milana meM thI mujhe ghere banI jo kala nirAzA Aja AzaMkA banI, kaisA tamAzA! eka se haiM eka bar3ha kara para cubhana meM zUla to jaise viraha vaise milana meM svapna meM ulajhA huA rahatA sadA mana eka hI usakA mujhe mAlUma kAraNa vizva sapanA saca nahIM karatA kisI kA pyAra se priya, jI nahIM bharatA kisI kaa| to pahale sAMsArika cIjoM se pyAra calatA hai, phira kisI taraha vahA se Ube, haTe, to paraloka se pyAra bana jAtA hai| pyAra se priya, jI nahIM bharatA kisI kA zUla to jaise viraha vaise milana meN| pahale tuma kisI ko pAnA cAhate, taba parezAnI; phira pA lete, taba preshaanii| maiMne sunA hai ki eka AdamI pAgalakhAne gayA thaa| eka koTharI meM eka AdamI baMda thA, apanA

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sira pITa rahA thA aura apane hAtha meM usane eka tasvIra le rakhI thI / to pUchA : isa AdamI ko kyA huA? to suparinTeMDeMTa ne kahA ki yaha AdamI pAgala ho gayA hai| hAtha meM tasvIra dekhate ho, isa strI ko pAnA cAhatA thA, nahIM pA sakA usI kI pIr3A meM pAgala ho gayA hai| sAmane hI dUsare kaTaghare meM baMda eka dUsarA pAgala thaa| vaha sIkhacoM se sira tor3a rahA thA, apane bAla noMca rahA thaa| usane pUchA: aura ise kyA huA? usa suparinTeMDeMTa ne kahA ki aba yaha mata puucho| isane usa strI se zAdI kara lI, isake kAraNa pAgala ho gayA hai| eka usa strI ko nahIM pA sakA, isalie pAgala ho gayA; eka usako pA gayA, isalie pAgala ho gyaa| mullA nasaruddIna eka strI ke prema meM thA / usase bolA : 'rAnI, mujhase zAdI karogI?' use AzA thI ki vaha iMkAra kregii| anubhavI AdamI hai, lekina dhokhA khA gyaa| usane tatkSaNa hI bhara dii| phira ekadama udAsI chA gaI aura sannATA ho gyaa| thoDI dera strI cupa rhii| usane kahA ki aba kucha kahate nahIM? mullA ne kahA. aba kahane ko kucha bacA hI nhiiN| aba to jo hai, bhogane ko bacA hai| aba to bhUla ho gii| zUla to jaise viraha vaise milana meM ! garIba ro rahA hai, kyoMki dhana nahIM hai| amIra ro rahA hai kyoMki dhana hai aba kyA kare ! jo prasiddha nahIM hai, vaha ro rahA hai, jo prasiddha hai, vaha ro rahA hai| kala iMglaiMDa ke eka philma - abhinetA ne saMnyAsa liyA - prasiddha philma abhinetA thaa| pIr3A kyA hai? eka to pIr3A hotI hai, tuma rAha se gujarate ho, koI tumheM pahacAnatA bhI nahIM, koI namaskAra bhI nahIM karatA, mana meM bar3I pIr3A hotI hai ki nA - kucha ho tuma! na akhabAra meM phoTo chapate, na reDiyo para khabara AtI, na Telivijana para ceharA tumhArA dikhAI par3atA / koI tumheM jAnatA bhI nahIM, tuma hue na hue barAbara ho / eka dina mara jAoge to kisI ko patA bhI na calegA zAyada koI roegA bhI nahIM, zAyada koI smRti bhI na chUTa jaaegii| eka dina tuma mara jAoge to aise mara jAoge jaise kabhI the hI nahIM, koI pharka hI na pdd'egaa| isase bar3I pIr3A hotI hai| AdamI prasiddha honA cAhatA hai ki duniyA jAne ki maiM hUM / duniyA jAne ki maiM kona hUM phira eka dina AdamI prasiddha ho jAtA hai, taba phira musiibt| aba kahIM nikalo to musiibt| jahAM jAo vahAM bhIr3a ghera letI hai| aba AdamI socatA hai ki yaha to bar3A muzkila ho gayA, kahIM svAta mila jAe, kahIM aisI jagaha calA jAUM jahAM koI pahacAnatA na ho, jahAM maiM svayaM ho sakUM ! hara jagaha najara lagI hai logoM kI / gujaro to najara, baiTho to njr| jahAM khar3e ho jAo, vahAM najara philma- abhinetA kI takalIpha tuma samajhate ho! jahAM jAe vahIM dhakke - mukke! ghabarAhaTa hotI hai ki yaha kyA huA! yaha duniyA ne to jAna liyA, magara yaha jAnanA to musIbata bana gaI, phAMsI laga gaI! aprasiddha AdamI prasiddha honA cAhatA hai| prasiddha AdamI cAhatA hai ki kisI taraha loga bhUla

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jAeM, mujhe mujha para chor3a deM akelA chor3a deN| iMglaiMDa se koI yahAM Ae, prasiddha ho, saba chor3akara Ae, to samajho, kyA takalIpha hai? takalIpha yahI hai ki AdamI hAre to masIbata, jIte to msiibt| idhara giro to kuA, udhara giro to khaaii| aura bIca meM samhalanA AtA nahIM, kyoMki bIca meM samhalane ke lie bar3I jAgarUkatA caahie| bhoga meM par3o to jhaMjhaTa, tyAga meM par3o to jhNjhtt| idhara maiM dekhatA hUM jo bhogI haiM ve parezAna ho rahe haiM ro rahe haiN| kisI ko jyAdA khAne kA pAgalapana hai, to vaha parezAna ho rahA hai, ki zarIra thakatA jAtA hai, ki zarIra bar3hatA jAtA hai, peTa meM darda rahatA hai, yaha takalIpha hai, vaha takalIpha hai! tuma jarA jaina muni ke pAsa jA kara dekho| udhara takalIpha hai| vaha upavAsa se parezAna hai| bIca meM to rukanA jaise AtA hI nhiiN| samyaka bhojana to jaise kisI ko AtA hI nahIM; yA to jyAdA khAoge yA bilakula na khaaoge| yA to sAMsa bhItara loge yA bAhara hI roka rkhoge| yaha koI bAta huI phira musIbata paidA hotI hai| janaka kA sUtra samyakatva kA hai, saMtulana kA hai| sAkSI-puruSa kA artha hotA hai. jIvana ke ina davaMdavoM ke bIca khar3e ho jAnA; na idhara na udhara, koI cunAva nahIM; na tyAga na bhoga; jo A jAe, sahaja kara lenA; jo ho jAe use ho jAne denA; jo ghaTe-pramoda se, praphullatA se, svAMta: sukhAya use kara lenA aura bhUla jaanaa| 'jo bhItara vikalpa se zUnya hai aura bAhara bhrAMta hue puruSa kI bhAMti hai aise svacchaMdacArI kI bhinna-bhinna dazAoM ko vaise hI dazA vAle puruSa jAnate haiN| yaha sUtra ati kaThina hai| samajhane kI koziza kro| 'jo bhItara vikalpa se zUnya hai....|' jisake bhItara aba koI vicAra na rahe, koI cunAva na rahA-aisA ho vaisA ho-koI nirNaya na rahA, jo bhItara sirpha zUnya mAtra hai, dekhatA hai, sAkSI hai| 'aura bAhara bhrAMta hue puruSa kI bhAMti hai....|' aisA vyakti bhI bAhara to bhrAMta puruSa jaisA hI lagegA, kyoMki use bhI bhUkha lagegI to vaha bhojana kregaa| vaha bhI zarIra thakegA to leTegA aura so jaaegaa| bAhara se to tumameM aura usameM kyA pharka hogA? koI pharka nahIM hogaa| agara tuma buddha ke pAsa jA kara bAhara se jAMca-par3atAla karo to kyA pharka hogA? tumhAre hI jaisA bhrAMta! dhUpa par3egI to buddha bhI to uTha kara chAyA meM baiTheMge na jaise tuma baiThate ho| kATA gar3egA to buddha bhI to paira se nikAleMge na, jaisA tuma nikAlate ho| pyAsa lagegI to buddha bhI to pAnI mAMgeMge na, jaise tuma mAMgate ho| bhUkha lagatI hai to bhikSA ko mAMgane jAte haiN| rAta ho jAtI hai to sote haiN| agara tumane bAhara se hI jAMcA to buddha meM aura tuma meM kyA pharka lagegA? koI pharka na lgegaa| tuma jaise bhrAMta, vaise hI bhrAMta baddha bhI mAlUma pdd'eNge|

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janaka kahate haiM : 'jo bhItara vikalpa se zUnya hai aura bAhara bhrAMta hue puruSa kI bhAMti hai aise svacchaMdacArI kI bhinna-bhinna dazAoM ko vaisI hI dazA vAle puruSa jAnate haiN|' __ agara tumheM buddha ko jAnanA ho to bAhara se jAnane kA koI upAya nahIM hai, jaba taka vaisI hI dazA tumhArI na ho jAe; jaba taka tuma bhI buddhatva ko upalabdha na ho jAo aura bhItara se na dekhane lgo| bAhara se to saba tumhAre jaisA hai| ve bhI haDDI-mAsa-majjA ke bane haiN| zarIra kI jo jarUrateM tumhArI haiM, unakI bhI haiN| deha jIrNa hogI, zIrNa hogI, bur3hApA AegA, mRtyu bhI hogii| jhUThI bAto meM mata pdd'naa| aisA mata socanA ki buddha tumase bhinna haiN| dAvA karate haiM log| buddhoM ne dAvA nahIM kiyA hai, ziSyoM ne dAvA kiyA hai| kyoMki ziSya siddha karanA cAhate haiM ki buddha tumase bhinna haiM; tuma kaMkar3a-patthara, ve hIre-motI! para hIre-motI bhI kaMkar3a-patthara haiN| bheda to jarUra hai, lekina bheda bhItara kA hai, bAhara kA nahIM hai| bAhara to saba vaisA hI hai jaisA tumhArA hai| aura jo bAhara se bheda dikhAne kI koziza kare, vaha tuma jaise hI dhokhe meM par3A hai| bAhara se bheda dikhAne kI bAta hI nahIM hai| aura bhItara kA bheda tuma tabhI dekha pAoge jaba tumhAre bhI bhItara thor3A prakAza ho jaaegaa| ye vacana soco aMtarvikalpazanyasya bahi: svcchNdcaarinn| bhrAMtasyeva dazAstAstAstAdRzA eva jaante| jisakI vaisI hI dazA ho jAegI, vahI jaanegaa| kRSNa ho jAo to gItA samajha meM Ae; buddha ho jAo to dhammapada; muhammada kI taraha gunagunAo to kurAna samajha meM aae| anyathA tuma kaMThastha kara lo kurAna, kucha bhI na hogaa| jo bhItara kI caitanya kI dazA hai, vaha to tumhAre hI anubhava se tumheM samajha meM AnI zurU hogii| jisane prema kiyA hai vaha premI ko dekha kara samajha pAegA ki bhItara kyA ho rahA hai| jisane kabhI prema nahIM kiyA, vaha majanU ko khAka samajhegA! majanU ko pAgala smjhegaa| patthara pheMkegA majanU pr| kahegA, tumhArA dimAga kharAba hai| lekina jisane prema kiyA hai vaha majanU ko smjhegaa| jisane kabhI bhakti kA rasa liyA hai, vaha mIrA ko smjhegaa| aba jisane bhakti kA kabhI rasa nahIM liyA, usase mIrA ke bAbata pUchanA hI mt| phrAyaDa se mata pUchanA mIrA ke bAbata, anyathA tumhArI phajIhata hogI, mIrA taka kI phajIhata ho jaaegii| phrAyaDa to kahatA hai ki yaha miiraa.| ThIka-ThIka mIrA ke lie phrAyaDa ne nahIM kahA, kyoMki phrAyaDa ko mIrA kA koI patA nahIM; lekina mIrA kI jo paryAyavAcI strI-saMta pazcima meM huI thairesA, usake bAbata phrAyaDa ne jo kahA vahI mIrA ke bAbata khtaa| aura thairesA kahatI hai. 'maiM to tumhArI vadhU hUM krAisTa' aura phrAyaDa kahatA hai, isameM to sekyUaliTI hai, kAmukatA hai, yaha bAta gar3abar3a hai| vadhU! 'tumase merA vivAha huA tuma mere pati ho, maiM tumhArI patnI!' eka yahUdI kI lar3akI IsAI nana ho gayI sAdhvI ho gyii| yahUdI bar3A nArAja thaa| eka to IsAI ho jAnA, phira sAdhvI ho jAnA! vaha bahuta nArAja thaa| usane usakA phira ceharA nahIM dekhaa| tIna sAla bAda acAnaka sAdhviyoM ke Azrama se phona AyA ki 'tumhArI lar3akI kI mRtyu ho gayI hai| to Apa

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kyA cAhate haiM-kisa taraha daphanAe, kyA kareM?' to usane kyA kahA 1' usane kahA. 'maiMne sunA hai ki IsAI sAdhviyAM kahatI haiM ki ve to krAisTa kI vadhueM haiM! kyA saca hai 2: ' svabhAvata:, Azrama kI pradhAna ne kahA. 'yaha saca hai| sAdhviyAM krAisTa kI vadhueM haiM, unakI patniyAM haiN| hamane saba kucha unhIM para chor3a diyA hai; ve hI hamAre ekamAtra pati haiN| to usa yahUdI ne kahA 'phira aisA karo, mere dAmAda se pUcha lo| krAisTa se pUcha lo ki kyA karanA hai| mujhase kyoM pUchatI ho? mere dAmAda se pUcha lo|' phrAyaDa to kahatA hai, yaha kAmukatA hai-dabI huI kAmukatA phrAyaDa to eka hI bAta samajhatA hai. dabI huI kaamuktaa| usane prema kA aura koI bar3A rUpa to jAnA nhiiN| usane to rugNa bImAra logoM ke mana kI cikitsA kI, bImAra mana ko phcaanaa| vahI usakI bhASA, vahI usakI smjh| yaha to acchA huA ki kabIra ke vacana usake hAtha nahIM par3e ki 'maiM to rAma kI dulahaniyAM!'! nahIM to vaha kahatA ki ye homosekyUala haiN| strI ho aura kahe ki maiM dulahana, calo, kSamA karo; yaha kabIra ko kyA huA ki maiM rAma kI dulahaniyAM! hada ho gayI! phrAyaDa to nizcita kahatA ki yaha mAmalA gar3abar3a hai| yaha to mIrA se bhI jyAdA gar3abar3a hAlata hai| puruSa ho kara aura dulahaniyAM! tumhArA dimAga kharAba hai? lekina kabIra ko samajhane kA yaha rAstA nahIM hai| eka aisA bhAva hai, eka aisI jagaha hai, jahAM paramAtmA hI ekamAtra puruSa raha jAtA hai aura bhakta straiNa ho jAtA hai| strI aura puruSa zarIra ke tala para eka bAta hai, caitanya ke tala para eka dUsarI bAta hai| to kabIra ka kahate haiM. 'maiM to rAma kI dalahaniyAM!' vahAM cetanA ke tala para paramAtmA dene vAlA hai aura hama lene vAle haiM; jaisA puruSa dene vAlA hai zarIra ke tala para aura strI lene vAlI hai, jaise strI grAhaka hai, garbha hai| puruSa detA hai, strI aMgIkAra kara letI hai, svIkAra kara letI hai| aise hI usa tala para paramAtmA detA hai; bhakta svIkAra karatA hai, aMgIkAra karatA hai; bhakta to garbha -rUpa ho jAtA hai| paramAtmA usake garbha meM praveza kara jAtA hai| magara isa bAta ko to tabhI samajhoge jaba yaha bAta tumhAre jIvana meM kabhI ghaTI ho; kahIM kisI kSaNa meM tumhAre aMdhakAra meM paramAtmA kI kiraNa utarI ho| taba tuma jAnoge 'maiM rAma kI dulahaniyAM' kA kyA artha hai? aisA huA na ho to tuma to vahI artha nikAloge jo tuma nikAla sakate ho| tumhArA artha tumhArA artha hai| tumhArA artha tumase bar3A nahIM ho sktaa| hogA bhI kaise? apekSA bhI nahIM kI jA sktii| bhrAMtasyeva dazAstAstAstAdRzA eva jaante| jo jaisA hai, jisakI jaisI dazA hai, utanA hI jAnatA hai| tuma bhrAMta ho, tuma jAnate ho ki zarIra bhojana mAMgatA hai| tuma jAnate ho zarIra kAmavAsanA ke lie Atura hotA hai, zarIra pyAsA hotA hai| rAta so gaye, subaha uThe, phira daudd'e| tuma buddha ko bhI aisA hI dekhate ho| itanA hI tumhArA jAnanA hai| tumhAre bhItara koI jAgA nahIM abhI, dIyA jalA nhiiN| tumhAre bhItara to aMdherA hai, tuma kaise mAna lo ki buddha kahate haiM, mere bhItara dIyA jalA hai! kabIra to kahate haiM mere bhItara hajAra-hajAra sUraja utara Ae haiN| tuma kaise mAna lo!

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tuma to Akha baMda karate ho to aMdherA hI aMdherA hai, Akha khulI rahe to thor3I rozanI mAlUma par3atI hai| tuma to bAhara kI rozanI se paricita ho; bhItara kI rozanI to abhI dikhAI par3I nahIM; bhItara kI Akha to abhI khulI nahIM, aMtasa-cakSu to abhI aMdhe haiN| vahAM to aMdherA hai, ghanaghora aMdherA hai| tuma kaise mAno ki hajAra-hajAra sUraja jalate haiM! bhItara to tuma jAte ho to vicAra, vAsanA, inhIM kA UhApoha calatA hai| vicAra bhAga rahe haiM, bhIr3a cala rahI hai| aMgreja vicAraka DeviDa hyUma ne kahA hai : jaba bhI maiM bhItara jAtA hUM to sivAya vicAroM ke kucha bhI nahIM paataa| aura ye saba jJAnI kahate haiM ki bhItara AtmA milegii| sivAya vicAra ke kucha nahIM miltaa| aba isako kona samajhAye ki 'kisako vicAra milate haiM?' jisako vicAra milate haiM vaha to vicAra nahIM hai| yaha kahatA hai, jaba maiM bhItara jAtA hUM to sivAya vicAra ke kucha bhI nahIM miltaa| to eka bAta to pakkI hai ki tuma vicAra se alaga ho, tuma bhinna ho, tuma dekhate. ho ki vicAra cala rahe haiM! lekina hAma ko kisI ne mAlUma hotA hai, kahA nhiiN| vaha likha gayA hai ki sAkreTIja kaheM ki upaniSada kaheM ki bhItara AtmA hai, maiMne to bahuta prayoga karake dekhA, sivAya vicAroM ke vahAM kucha bhI nhiiN| magara kisane dekhA? yaha kisane jAnA ki sirpha vicAra hI vicAra haiN| tuma kamare ke bhItara gaye aura lauTa kara A kara kahane lage ki maiM to nahIM milatA kamare meM, pharnIcara bharA hai| lekina tuma kamare ke bhItara gae to eka bAta to pakkI hai ki tuma pharnIcara nahIM ho| tumane bhItara jA kara pharnIcara bharA dekhA, eka bAta to pakkI hai ki tuma dekhane vAle ho| kursI to nahIM dekhatI aura kursiyoM ko| dIvAleM to nahIM dekhatI dIvAloM ko| tuma draSTA ho| jo tumhArI dazA hogI utanA hI tumhArA anubhava hogaa| 'jo bhItara vikalpa se zUnya hai aura bAhara bhrAMta hue puruSa kI bhAMti mAlUma hotA hai aise svacchaMdacArI kI bhinna-bhinna dazAoM ko vaisI hI dazA vAle puruSa jAnate haiN| ___yaha zabda 'svacchaMdacArI' samajha lenaa| yaha bar3A anUThA zabda hai| svacchaMda kA artha hotA hai jo apane svabhAva ke chaMda ko upalabdha ho gyaa| isakA tumane jo artha sunA hai vaha ThIka artha nahIM hai| tuma to samajhate ho ki svacchaMda kA matalaba hotA hai ki jisane saba niyama ityAdi tor3a diye, maryAdAhIna, bhraSTa! lekina svacchaMda zabda ko to soco| isakA artha hotA hai. svayaM ke chaMda ko upalabdha; jo eka hI chaMda jAnatA hai-svabhAva kA; jo apane svabhAva ke anukUla calatA hai| sahaja' artha hotA hai svacchaMda kaa| sva-sphUrta' artha hotA hai svacchaMda kaa| svacchaMdatA svataMtratA se bhI Upara hai| loga to aksara samajhate haiM ki svataMtratA UMcI bAta hai svacchaMdatA nIcI bAta hai, svacchaMdatA to vikRti hai| lekina svacchaMdatA bar3I UMcI bAta hai| tIna taraha kI sthitiyAM haiN| parataMtra. parataMtra kA artha hotA hai. jo dUsare ke hisAba se calatA hai; jisako dUsare calAte haiM: para+taMtra; jisakA taMtra dUsare meM hai| tuma use kaho uTho, to uThatA hai, tuma kaho baiTho to baiThatA hai| svataMtra kA artha hotA hai : jisakA taMtra svayaM ke pAsa hai; jo uThanA cAhatA hai to yojanA karake uThatA hai; baiThanA cAhatA hai to yojanA karake baiThatA hai; jisakI apanI jIvana paddhati hai

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jisakA apanA eka jIvana- anuzAsana hai| svacchaMda kA artha hotA hai : na to tumhArI mAna kara uThatA hai, na apanI mAna kara uThatA hai; paramAtmA ke uThAe uThatA hai, paramAtmA ke baiThAe baiThatA hai; na to tumhArI phikra karatA hai, na apanI phikra karatA hai; na to bAhara dekhatA hai ki koI mujhe calAe, na bhItara se iMtajAma karatA calAne kA; iMtajAma hI nahIM karatA, yojanA hI nahIM banAtA-sahaja, jo ho jAe jaisA ho jAe...| to janaka kahate haiM : jo ho jAtA hai vaisA kara lete haiM, jo paramAtmA karavAtA hai vaisA kara lete haiN| svacchaMda kA artha hotA hai : jo svabhAva ke sAtha itanA lIna ho gayA ki aba yojanA kI koI jarUrata nahIM par3atI; pratipala, jo sthiti hotI hai usake uttara meM jo nikala AtA hai nikala AtA hai, nahIM nikalatA to nahIM nikalatA, na pIche dekha kara pachatAtA hai aura na Age dekha kara yojanA banAtA hai| vartamAna ke kSaNa meM samagrIbhUta bhAva se jo jItA hai, vahI svacchaMda hai| kaise samajhoge tuma svacchaMdacArI ko? jaba taka tumhAre bhItara kA svacchaMda, tumhAre bhItara kA gIta tuma gunagunAne na lago jaba taka tumhArI samAdhi ke phUla na lage, taba taka asaMbhava hai| kathya kA preya akatha paMtha kA dhyeya apatha kahane kI sArI ceSTA usake lie hai jo kahA nahIM jA sktaa| kathya kA preya akatha ulTA lagatA hai; lekina kahane kI sArI ceSTA usI ke lie hai jise kahane kA koI upAya nahIM hai| paMtha kA dhyeya apatha aura sAre paMtha isIlie haiM ki eka dina aisI ghar3I A jAe ki koI paMtha na raha jaae| apatha! apathacArI svacchaMda hai| phira koI mArga nahIM hai, phira koI patha nhiiN| pAthalesa pAtha! sabhI mArga isIlie AdamI svIkAra karatA hai ki kisI dina mArga-mukta ho jaae| varSa nava, harSa nava, jIvana-utkarSa nava nava umaMga, nava taraMga, jIvana kA nava prasaMga navala cAla, navala rAha, jIvana kA nava pravAha gIta navala, prIta navala, jIvana kI rIti navala jIvana kI nIti navala, jIvana kI jIta navala! taba phira saba nayA hai prtipl| jo svacchaMdatA se jItA hai usake lie kucha bhI kabhI purAnA nhiiN| kyoMki atIta to gayA, bhaviSya AyA nahIM-basa yahI vartamAna kA kSaNa hai! isa kSaNa meM jo hotA hai, hotA hai; jo nahIM hotA, nahIM hotaa| nahIM kie ke lie pachatAvA nahIM hai; jo ho gayA, usakI koI spardhA, spRhA, usakI koI AkAMkSA nhiiN| darpaNa kI bhAMti sAkSI banA jAgrata puruSa dekhatA rahatA hai; kartA nahIM banatA hai| karma kA pravAha AtA-jAtA; jaise darpaNa para pratibiMba banate haiN| gaMde se gaMdA AdamI bhI darpaNa ko gaMdA thor3e hI kara pAtA hai! tuma yaha thor3e hI kahoge ki gaMdA

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AdamI, dekho zUdra sAmane se nikala gayA taba darpaNa gaMdA ho gayA, kyoMki zUdra kI chAyA par3a gaI darpaNa meM! darpaNa to svaccha hI rahatA hai| pratibiMboM se koI darpaNa gaMde nahIM hote| sAkSI sadA svaccha hai| aisI avasthA ko hama paramahaMsa avasthA kahate rahe haiN| jaise haMsa dhavala, svaccha, mAnasarovara meM tiratA - aise mana ke sAgara meM sAkSI paramahaMsa ho jAtA hai| amala dhavala giri ke zikharoM para bAdala ko ghirate dekhA hai! choTe choTe motI jaise atizaya zItala vAri-kaNoM ko mAnasarovara ke una svarNima kamaloM para girate dekhA hai! tuMga himAcala ke kaMdhoM para choTI-bar3I kaI jhIloM ke zyAmala zItala amala salila meM samatala dezoM se A- A kara pAvasa kI umasa se Akula tikta - madhura viSataMtu khojate haMsoM ko tirate dekhA hai! jaise dUra se dUra dezoM se ur3A huA haMsa Ae, mAnasarovara pahuMce, tirane lage mAnasarovara para, svaccha dhavala - aisI hI sAkSI kI dazA hai| zarIra - ghATa! mana -sarovara ! aura vaha sAkSI - haMsa, paramahaMsa ! amala dhavala giri ke zikharoM para bAdala ko ghirate dekhA hai ! choTe choTe motI jaise atizaya zItala vAri-kaNoM ko mAnasarovara ke una svarNima kamaloM para girate dekhA hai! tuMga himAcala ke kaMdhoM para choTI-bar3I kaI jhIloM ke zyAmala zItala amala salila meM samatala dezoM se A- A kara pAvasa kI umasa se Akula tikta - madhura viSataMtu khojate

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haMsoM ko tirate dekhA hai! aisA hI paramahaMsa tumhAre bhItara virAjamAna hai| jAgo to mile| aura koI upAya milane kA nahIM hai| aura jise mila gayA use saba mila gyaa| aura jise yaha paramahaMsa-dazA na milI, vaha kucha bhI pA le, usakA saba pAyA vyartha hai| hari oma tatsat!

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dinAMka 18 navaMbara, 1976; zrI rajanIza Azrama, pUnA / prazna sAraH pahalA prazna : jAgate-jAgate jAga AtI hai-pravacana- AThavAM Apane zAstra-pATha kI mahimA btaaii| lekina aise kucha loga mujhe mile haiM jinheM gItA yA rAmAyaNa kaMThastha hai aura jo prAya: nitya usakA pATha karate haiM, lekina unake jIvana meM gItA yA rAmAyaNa kI sugaMdha nhiiN| to kyA pATha aura pATha meM pharka hai? aura samyaka pATha kaise ho? nizcaya hI pATha aura pATha meM pharka hai| yaMtravata doharA lenA pATha nhiiN| kaMThastha kara lenA pATha nhiiN| hRdayastha ho jAye to hI paatth| aura hRdaya taka pahuMcAnA ho to atyaMta jAgarUkatA se hI yaha ghaTanA ghaTa sakatI hai| kaMThastha kara lenA to jAgane se bacane kA upAya hai| jisa kAma ko karane meM tuma kuzala ho jAte ho usameM jAgarUkatA kI jarUrata nahIM raha jaatii| naye-naye kAra calAo, nayA-nayA tairane jAo, naI-naI sAikila calAnI sIkho, to bar3A hoza rakhanA par3atA hai; jarA cUke ki gire| cUka mahaMgI par3atI hai| hoza rakhanA jarUrI ho jAtA hai| lekina jaise hI sAikila calAnI A gaI, kAra calAnI A gaI, tairanA A gayA, phira vaise-vaise hoza maddhima ho jAtA hai, phira koI jarUrata nahIM rahatI / phira tuma sigreTa pIyo, gAnA gAo, reDiyo suno aura kAra calAo, mitra se bAta karo, hajAra bAteM soco.. / dhIre- dhIre kAra calAnA itanA yaMtravata ho jAtA hai ki manovaijJAnika kahate haiM ki kabhI-kabhI DrAivara Akha bhI jhapakA kara kSaNa bhara ko so letA hai aura gAr3I calatI rahatI hai| karIba adhikatama durghaTanAyeM tIna aura cAra baje ke bIca hotI haiM rAta meN| manovaijJAnika kahate haiM ki usa kSaNa gaharI nIMda kA kSaNa hai: DrAivara kI Akha jhapaka jAtI hai aura vaha socatA hai sapane meM ki use rAha dikhAI par3a rahI hai, taba durghaTanA ghaTa jAtI hai| jaise-jaise vyakti kuzala ho jAtA hai kisI kAma meM vaise-vaise hoza kI jarUrata nahIM raha jaatii| to pATha kuzalatA ke lie nahIM kahA hai maiMne ki tuma kaMThastha kara lenA / usI kuzalatA meM to yaha deza mraa| yahAM aise loga the jinheM veda kaMThastha thA, lekina jIvana meM koI veda kA prasphuTana na huA, phUla na khile, sugaMdha na aaii| kahate haiM, sikaMdara veda kI eka saMhitA ko yUnAna le jAnA cAhatA thA aura usane paMjAba ke eka

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gAMva meM patA lagAne kI koziza kI ki veda kI prati kahAM mila skegii| patA cala gyaa| eka vRddha brAhmaNa ke pAsa Rgveda kI saMhitA thii| usane ghara ghera liyaa| aura usane brAhmaNa se kahA ki veda kI saMhitA mujhe sauMpa do anyathA ghara, tuma, saMhitA, sabako jalA DAlA jaayegaa| brAhmaNa ne kahA. itane parezAna hone kI jarUrata nahIM hai, kala subaha sauMpa dUMgA, paharA Apa rkheN| rAta bhara kA samaya kyoM cAhate ho? sikaMdara ne puuchaa| usane kahA ki rAta bhara kA samaya cAhatA hUM tAki pUjA-pATha kara lUM pIr3hiyoM se yaha saMhitA hamAre ghara meM rahI hai to ise ThIka se sammAna se vidA denA hogA na! subaha Apa ko bheMTa kara deNge| rAta bhara hama pUjA pATha kara leM, subaha Apa le leNge| sikaMdara ne socA. harja bhI kucha nahIM hai| paharA to lagA thA, bhAga kahIM sakatA na thA braahmnn| lekina sikaMdara ne yaha socA bhI na thA ki bhAgane ke aura koI sUkSma upAya bhI ho sakate haiN| yajJa kI vedI para havana kiyA aura usane Rgveda kA pATha karanA zurU kiyaa| subaha jaba sikaMdara pahuMcA to Rgveda kI saMhitA kA AkhirI pannA brAhmaNa ke hAtha meM thaa| vaha eka-eka pannA par3hatA gayA aura Aga meM DAlatA gyaa| usakA beTA baiThA suna rahA thaa| jaba sikaMdara pahucA to usane kahA 'mere beTe ko le jAeM, ise Rgveda kaMThastha karavA diyA hai| yaha saMhitA hai| zAstra to maiM de nahIM sakatA thA, usakI to guru se manAhI thI, lekina beTA maiM de sakatA hUM, isakI koI manAhI nahIM hai! sikaMdara ko to bharosA na AyA ki sirpha eka bAra doharAne se aura pUrA Rgveda beTe ko kaMThastha ho gayA hogA! usane aura paMDita bulavAe, parIkSA karavAI-cakita huA: veda kaMThastha ho gayA thaa| smRti ko vyavasthita karane ke bahuta upAya khoje gae the isalie bahuta dinoM taka to bhArata meM hamane deda ko likhe jAne ke lie -svIkRti nahIM dI; jarUrata na thii| manuSya kA mana isa bhAMti hamane vyavasthita kiyA thA, aisI praNAliyAM khojI thIM ki jarUrata nahIM thI ki kitAba likhI jAe; mana para aMkita ho sakatA thaa| mana choTI cIja nahIM hai| mastiSka bar3I ghaTanA hai-saMsAra meM sabase bar3I ghaTanA hai| jitane paramANu haiM pUre jagata meM utanI sUcanAeM tumhAre choTe-se mastiSka meM samA sakatI haiN| jitane pustakAlaya haiM sAre jagata ke, suvidhA aura samaya mile to eka AdamI ke mastiSka meM saba samA sakate haiN| tuma apane mastiSka kA koI upayoga thor3e hI karate ho| zreSThatama dArzanika, vicAraka, manISI, vaijJAnika bhI dasa-paMdraha pratizata hisse kA upayoga karatA hai, paccAsI pratizata to aise hI calA jAtA hai| isa pUre mana ko vyavasthita karane ke upAya the, isa pUre mana kA upayoga karane ke upAya the| smRti kA vijJAna pUrA khojA gayA thaa| veda kaMThastha ho jAte the yNtrvt| jaise Tepa para rikArDa ho jAtA hai, aise hI smRti para rikArDa ho jA sakate haiN| lekina isase koI jJAnI nahIM ho gyaa| veda kaMThastha ho gayA, isakA artha itanA hI huA ki manuSya yaMtravata doharA sakatA hai totA ho gayA, jJAnI nahIM ho gyaa| uddAlaka ne apane beTe zvetaketu ko kahA hai ki beTA eka bAta smaraNa rakhanA, tU jA rahA hai guru ke ghara, usako jAna kara lauTanA jisako jAnane se saba jAna liyA jAtA hai| beTA bahuta parezAna huaa|

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usane saba jAna liyA, lekina usakA to koI patA na calA jisako jAnane se saba jAna liyA jAtA hai| vaha niSNAta hokara, veda meM pAraMgata hokara, sabhI zAstroM kA jJAtA hokara ghara lauttaa| bApa ne Ate hI pahalA prazna kiyA-vaha DarA bhI thA mana meM ki kahIM vahI bAta na pUche-'use jAna liyA jise jAnane se saba jAna liyA jAtA hai?' __ zvetaketu ne kahA : kSamA kareM, guru jo bhI jAnate the, saba jAna kara A gayA huuN| jitane bhI zAstra upalabdha haiM saba jAna kara A gayA hUM Apa parIkSA le leN| parIkSA dekara AyA huuN| uttIrNa huA to lauTa sakA huuN| lekina usakA to koI patA nahIM cala sakA ki jisako jAnane se saba jAna liyA jAtA hai| to usake bApa ne kahA : phira se jA vApisa; kyoMki hamAre ghara meM nAmamAtra ke brAhmaNa nahIM hue| hamAre parivAra meM sadA se vastuta: brAhmaNa hote rahe haiM; nAmamAtra ke brAhmaNa nhiiN| jo brahma ko ne, vahI vastuta: brAhmaNa hai! nAmamAtra kA brAhmaNa veda ko jAnatA hai, brahma ko nhiiN| aura brahma ko na jAnA to veda ko jAnane kA koI bhI artha nhiiN| tU vApisa jA, kUr3A-karkaTa lekara A gayA! usako jAna kara A jisako jAnane se saba jAna liyA jAtA hai| ___kaMThastha kara lenA eka bAta hai, isameM kucha bahuta guNa nahIM hai jAganA bilakula dUsarI bAta hai| kaMThastha karane se tumhArI sUcanAoM kA saMgraha bar3ha jAtA hai, jAgane se tumhAre caitanya meM krAMti ghaTatI hai| jAgane se dIyA jalatA hai| jAgane se tuma prakAzita, Alokita hote ho| jAgane se tuma buddha hote ho| jAgane se veda kaMThastha ho yA na ho; tuma jo kahate ho vahI veda ho jAtA hai, tumhArA zabda-zabda veda bana jAtA hai| to pATha pATha meM bheda hai| tuma par3ha sakate ho gItA, kurAna, bAibila; aura aise par3hate raho roja-roja to lakIra para lakIra par3atI rhegii| rasarI Avata jAta hai, sila para par3ata nishaan| vaha to kueM para bhI, patthara para bhI nizAna bana jAtA hai-komala-sI rassI ke Ane-jAne se| roja-roja doharAoge to nizAna bana jAeMge, tumhAre mastiSka meM dhAre khica jAeMge, una dhAroM ke kAraNa smRti paidA ho jaaegii| smRti bodha nahIM hai, jJAna nahIM hai| to phira kaise pATha karoge? pATha aise karanA ki jaba doharAo veda ko to doharAnA na bne| yaha doharAnA na ho| jaba Aja phira par3ho tuma gItA yA kurAna ko to aise par3hanA jaise phira nayA, jaise kabhI jAnA hI nhiiN| aura jAnA hai bhI nhiiN| jAna hI lete to par3hane kI Aja jarUrata kyA par3atI! aba taka nahIM jAnA, isIlie to pATha kI jarUrata hai| jAnA nahIM hai| kala taka cUka gaye, Aja phira prayAsa karate ho| prayAsa nayA ho| prayAsa bahuta jAgarUka ho| veda ko doharAo yA kurAna ko doharAte vakta pIche sAkSI khar3A rhe| doharAne meM kho mata jaanaa| sAkSI pIche khar3A rahe aura dekhatA rahe ki tuma veda par3ha rahe, kurAna par3ha rahe, doharA rhe| sAkSI pIche khar3A dekhatA rahe to kabhI jaba par3hate -par3hate sAkSI pUrA hotA hai..| to tuma jo par3hate ho, usase thor3e hI jJAna hone vAlA hai| to par3hanA to bahAnA thA, nimitta thA, vaha jo pIche jAga kara khar3A hai, usake jAgate -jAgate jJAna hotA hai| isalie jarUrI nahIM hai ki tuma veda hI par3ho, pakSiyoM ke gIta bhI suna loge agara jAga kara roja, pATha ho jAyegA; jharane kI kala-kala

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suna loge agara baiTha kara roja to pATha ho jaayegaa| khayAla rakhanA, veda ke par3hane se thor3e hI jJAna kA janma hotA hai| par3hanA to eka nimitta hai| koI nimitta to banAnA hI hogA, tAki sAkSI bne| sAkSI ko jagAne ke lie nimitta hai| aura veda se pyArA nimitta kahAM khojoge! kurAna se aura jyAdA madhura nimitta kahAM khojoge! kyoMki kurAna AyA kisI aise vyakti ke caitanya se jo jJAna ko upalabdha ho gayA thA; kurAna ke una vacanoM meM muhammada kI cetanA thor3I na thor3I lipaTI raha gaI hai| muhammada kA svAda inameM hogA hii| muhammada ke zUnya se uThe haiM ye svr| muhammada kA saMgIta inameM hogA hii| veda uThe haiM RSiyoM kI aMtaHprajJA se, to jahAM se uThatI hai cIja, vahAM kI kucha khabara to rakhatI hI hogii| gaMgA kitanI hI gaMdI ho jAye to bhI gaMgotrI ke jala kA kucha hissA to zeSa rahatA hI hai| acche upakaraNa haiM, lekina dhyAna rakhanA : upakaraNa haiN| asalI kAma jAgane kA hai| idhara gIta doharAte rahanA, veda kA, kurAna kA, bAibila kaa| udhara pIche jAga kara dekhate rhnaa| DUba mata jAnA, behoza mata ho jAnA, nahIM to pATha ho jAyegA, smRti bhI bana jAyegI, eka dina aisI ghar3I A jAyegI ki tuma binA kitAba ko sAmane rakhe doharA sakoge lekina usase tumhAre jIvana meM krAMti ghaTita na hogii| pATha pATha meM nizcita hI bheda hai| behozI meM jo bhI bIta rahA hai vaha behozI ko majabUta kara rahA hai| jo hoza meM bItatA hai vaha hoza ko majabUta karatA hai| isalie jitane jyAdA se jyAdA kSaNa hoza meM bIteM utanA zubha hai| bhojana karo to hoza / isalie to kabIra kahate haiM : 'uThU -bailUM? so parikramA!' aba maMdira jAne kI aura parikramA karane kI bhI koI bAta na rhii| aba to uThatA-baiThatA hUM to vaha bhI parikramA hai|'khaauuN-piiuuN so sevA!' aba koI paramAtmA kI upAsanA karane kI jarUrata nahIM, maMdira meM jA kara bhoga lagAne kI bhI koI jarUrata nhiiN| khuda bhI khAtA-pItA hUM vaha bhI sevA ho gaI hai| kyoMki jo khuda bhI khA pI rahA hUM vahAM bhI jAga ra dekha rahA hU~ ki yaha bhI paramAtmA ko hI diyA gyaa| yahAM paramAtmA ke atirikta kucha aura hai hI nhiiN| jAga kara dekhane lagoge to pratyeka kRtya pUjA ho jAtA hai aura pratyeka vicAra aura pratyeka taraMga usI ke caraNoM meM samarpita ho jAtI hai| sabhI usakA naivedaya bana jAtA hai aura sArA jIvana arcanA ho jAtI hai| lo eka kSaNa aura bItA hama hAre, yuga jiitaa| behozI meM gayA kSaNa to hAra gye| lo eka kSaNa aura bItA __ hama hAre, yuga jiitaa| hoza meM gayA kSaNa ki tuma jIte, yuga haaraa|

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lo eka kSaNa aura bItA hama hAre, yuga jItA hoMThoM ke sAre gama AMkhoM meM kaida cAMdanI ke sira kA eka bAla aura huA sapheda dhUpa kI najara kA eka aMga aura bar3ha gayA sapane ke pairoM meM eka kAMTA aura gar3a gayA rote rahe rAma atIta meM samA gaI sItA khatama huI rAmAyaNa aba zurU karo gItA / lo eka kSaNa aura bItA hama hAre, yuga jiitaa| lekina cAhe rAmAyaNa khatama karo aura cAhe gItA zurU karo, soye-soye calA to saba vyartha calA jaayegaa| soyA so khoyA, jAgA so paayaa| to jaba maiM pATha kI mahimA ke lie kahatA hUM to dhyAna rakhanA / maiM to cAhatA hUM tumhArA pUrA jIvana pATha bne| gItA, kurAna, bAibila suMdara haiM, lekina utane se kAma na clegaa| jIvana to eka avicchinna dhArA hai, ghar3I bhara subaha pATha kara liyA aura phira teIsa ghaMTe bhaTake rahe, bhUle rahe, behoza rahe-yaha pATha kAma na aayegaa| yaha to aisA huA ki ghara kA eka konA sApha kara liyA aura sArA ghara gaMdA rahA, kUr3A-karkaTa ur3atA rahA yaha konA kahIM sApha rahegA? yaha to aisA huA ki sArA zarIra to gaMdA rahA, muMha para pAnI ke chIMTe mAra lie, muMha sApha-sutharA kara liyaa| yaha kucha dhokhA dUsare ko de rahe ho vaha de do; yaha khuda ko dhokhA kAma na AyegA / dharma to avicchinna dhArA bananI caahie| subaha uThe to uThane meM hoza / snAna kiyA to snAna meM hosh| phira baiTha kara pUjA kI, pATha kiyA to pATha meM, pUjA meM hoza / suMdara kRtya hai| phira dUkAna gaye to dUkAna para hosh| bAjAra meM rahe to bAjAra meM hoza / ghara Aye to ghara meM hoza / sone lage to sote AkhirI - AkhirI kSaNa taka hosh| zurU-zurU meM to aisA rahegA ki jAgane meM bhI hoza kho - kho jaayegaa| kaI bAra pakar3oge, chUTa-chUTa jaayegaa| muTThI baMdhegI na bikhara - bikhara jaayegaa| pAre jaisA hai hoza ; bAMdho ki chitara- chitara jAtA hai|

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lekina dhIre- dhIre muTThI bNdhegii| taba tuma cakita hooge ki jAgane meM to hoza banA hI rahatA hai eka dina acAnaka tuma cauMka kara pAoge ki nIMda laga gaI aura hoza banA hai| usa dina aisA abhUtapUrva AnaMda hotA hai! usa dina bAMsurI baja uThI! usa dina baikuMTha ke dvAra khule usa dina svarga tumhArA huaa| jisa dina tuma so jAoge rAta meM aura hoza kI dhArA bahatI hI rahI; tumane dekhA apanI deha ko soe hue apane mana ko zalatha, thakA huA, hArA huA par3e hue jisa dina tuma nIMda meM bhI jAga jAoge basa phira kucha karane ko na rahA, parikramA pUrI ho gii| jAgane meM to aba jAga hI jAoge, jaba sone meM jAga gye...| sAdhAraNata: to hama jAge bhI jAge nahIM, soye haiN| honA isase ulTA caahie| kahatA hUM. re mana, aba nIrava ho jA sasara sarpa ke sadRzya jahAM hai utsa vahIM para so jA sAkhI bana kara dekha deha kA dharma sahaja calane de jo terA gaMtavya vahA taka cala kara kona gayA hai gala jAne de svarNa rUpa meM use svayaM Dhalane de| jAnA kahIM hai bhI nhiiN| kaba kona gayA hai! agara tuma sahaja sAkSI bana jAo to svarNa khuda Dhala jAtA hai, AbhUSaNa bana jAte haiN| paramAtmA khuda Dhala AtA hai saraka AtA hai aura tuma divya ho jAte ho, tuma buddha ho jAte ho| kahatA hUM re mana aba nIkha ho jA sasara sarpa ke sadRzya / jahAM hai utsa vahIM para so jaa| aura utsa to tumhArA caitanya hai| utsa to tumhArA jAgaraNa bhAva hai| Aye ho tuma gahana jAgRti se, utare ho paramAtmA se| vahIM hai tumhArI jar3oM kA phailaav| jahAM hai utsa vahIM para so jA sAkhI bana kara dekha deha kA dharma sahaja calane de| sAkhI tuma bana jaao| ye do zabda samajha lene jaise haiM. sAkhI aura skhii| basa do hI mArga haiM-yA to sakhI bana jAo, vaha prema kA mArga hai; yA sAkhI bana jAo, sAkSI bana jAo, vaha jJAna kA mArga hai| aura jarA hI sA pharka hai sakhI aura sAkhI meM, eka mAtrA kA pharka hai, kucha bar3A pharka nhiiN| to jo maiMne kahA pATha ke lie, vaha sAkSI banane ko khaa| sAkSI bana jaao| aura taba tuma cakita

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hooge| taba tumhArA koI jhagar3A na raha jAegA ki koI gItA par3ha rahA hai, koI kurAna, koI dhammapada, koI jhagar3A na rhaa| agara tInoM hI sAkhI ko sAdha rahe to koI jhagar3A na rahA, kyoMki ghaTanA to sAkhI se ghaTane vAlI hai, kurAna par3hane se nahIM, na gItA par3hane se| phira kyA jhagar3A hai? abhI taka jhagar3A rahA hai| jhagar3A rahA hai, kyoMki gItA vAlA kahatA hai, gItA par3hane se jJAna hogA; aura kurAna vAlA kahatA hai, kurAna par3hane se hogA, gItA par3hane se kabhI huA? kaise ho sakatA hai! maiM tumase kahatA hUM. na to gItA se jJAna hotA hai na kurAna se; jJAna hotA hai sAkSI- bhAva se pATha karane se| phira bAta badala gii| phira tuma agara gItA ko sAkSI- bhAva se par3ho to gItA se ho jAegA; kurAna ko par3ho, kurAna se ho jaaegaa| tuma cakita hooge yaha jAna kara ki kRSNamUrti jAsUsI upanyAsa ke atirikta aura kucha bhI nahIM pddh'te| jAsUsI upanyAsa se bhI ho jAegA, sAkSI kI bAta hai| tuma cakita hI hooge ki jAsUsI upanyAsa aura kRSNamUrti! para kRSNamUrti ne kabhI kucha aura par3hA hI nhiiN| ve to kahate haiM maiM saubhAgyazAlI hUM ki maiMne gItA kurAna, bAibila nahIM pddh'e| kyoMki itane abhAge loga ulajhe haiM, yaha dekha kara bAta to ThIka hI lagatI hai| to jAsUsI upanyAsa hI par3hate rhe| para vahIM se ho jAegA agara hozapUrvaka pddh'aa| agara tuma philma bhI hozapUrvaka dekha lo jAkara to dhyAna ho rahA hai| tuma kahAM ho kyA kara rahe, isase koI bhI saMbaMdha nahIM; kaise ho, jAge ho ki soye, basa itanA smaraNa rhe| agara jAge nahIM ho to paramAtmA tumhAre dvAra para dastaka detA hai aura lauTa-lauTa jAtA hai, tumheM soyA pAtA hai| tuma dastaka sunate hI nhiiN| tuma nIMda meM sunate bhI ho to kucha kA kucha samajha lete ho| A kara cale gae kSaNa bAra-bAra ho kara udAra kaba kitane chale gae! bajI khir3akiyAM hilI pakhuDiyA kaliyoM para kucha chAye maiMne dekhA sUrya kiraNa se daur3a dvAra taka Ae kiMtu lage daravAje dekhe ThiThaka gae ve mauna gupacupa ke saMvAdoM jaise lauTa gae ve kona! sUraja Dhale gae

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A kara cale gae ve khA kara coTa gae ve Ae lauTa gae kSaNa bAra-bAra hokara udAra kaba kitane chale gae! prabhu to AtA hai pratipala, tuma jAgate nahIM, milana nahIM ho paataa| prabhu to AtA hai prati kiraNa, prati zvAsa, prati dhar3akana hRdaya kI; lekina tuma soye hote, milana nahIM ho paataa| jaise maiM tumhAre ghara AUM aura tuma gahare soye aura gharrATe bharate ho, to milana kaise hogA? prabhu se milanA ho to jaisA prabhu jAgA hai aisA hI tumheM jAganA hogaa| jAgane kA jAgane se milana hogaa| jAgate kA sote se milana nahIM hotaa| tuma soye par3e, maiM tumhAre pAsa baiThA, tumhAre sira para hAtha rakhe baiThA, to bhI milana nahIM hotA-tuma soye, maiM jaagaa| do soye vyaktiyoM ke bIca milana hotA nhiiN| eka jAge aura eka soye ke bIca bhI milana nahIM hotaa| donoM jAge to milana hotA hai| sAkSI bno| aura taba tuma pAoge ki jo bhI tuma kara rahe, dhIre-dhIre sabhI pATha ho gyaa| dUsarA prazna : mAnava-jIvana meM jhUTha se lekara balAtkAra aura hatyA taka ke aparAdha phaile haiN| AdikAla se saMta mahApuruSoM ne sadakarma kI preraNA dI hai| isa saMdarbha meM kRpA kara samajhAye ki Aja kA prabuddha varga mAnava-jIvana kI vikAra-janita samasyAoM kA samAdhAna kaise kare? pahalI to bAta : bhIr3a jaisI hai vaisI hI rahI hai aura vaisI hI rahegI; isameM tuma apane ko ulajhAnA mt| jIvana ke jo parama satya haiM; ve kevala vyaktiyoM ko upalabdha hue haiM bhIr3a ko nhiiN| bhIr3a ko ho sakate nhiiN| koI upAya nhiiN| bhIr3a to mUrchita logoM kI hai| vahAM to dharma ke nAma para bhI pApa hI clegaa| vahAM pApa hI cala sakatA hai| vahAM to acche-acche nAroM ke pIche bhI hatyA hI clegii| hiMdU musalamAnoM ko kATeMge, musalamAna hiMduoM ko kaatteNge| IsAI musalamAnoM ko mAreMge, musalamAna IsAiyoM ko maareNge| hiMduoM ne bauddhoM ko ukhAr3a DAlA, samApta kara diyaa| Aja isa bAta ko koI uThAtA bhI nahIM ki kitane bauddha bhikSu hiMduoM ne jalAye, kitane maThoM meM Aga lgaaii| isa bAta ko uThAne meM bhI jhaMjhaTa-jhagar3A khar3A ho sakatA hai| isa bAta ko koI uThAtA bhI nhiiN| mahAvIra kA itanA bar3A prabhAva thA, jainI sikur3a-sikur3a kara thor3e-thor3e kaise hote cale gaye?

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kitane jaina muni mAre gaye, jalAye gaye, kitane maMdira miTAye gaye isakA koI hisAba nhiiN| hisAba rakhane kI suvidhA bhI nhiiN| bAta bhI uThAnI ThIka nahIM; upadrava tatkSaNa khar3A ho jaaye| AdamI ne dharma ke nAma para jitane pApa kie, kisI aura cIja ke nAma para nahIM kie| rAjanIti bhI pichar3a jAtI hai usa mAmale meN| jitane loga dharma ke nAma para mAre gaye aura mare, utane to loga rAjya ke nAma para bhI nahIM mAre gaye aura mre| agara pApa kA hI hisAba rakhanA ho to eka bAta taya hai ki dharma se bar3e pApa hue duniyA meM, aura kisI cIja se nahIM hue| aura jinako tuma sAdhu-mahAtmA kahate ho, ve hI jar3a meM haiM sAre upadrava kI; ve hI tumheM bhar3akAte haiM, ve hI tumheM lar3Ate haiN| lekina nAre suMdara dete haiN| nAre aise dete haiM ki jaMcate haiN| aba agara sikkha guru kaha de ki gurudavArA khatare meM hai, to marane-mArane kI bAta ho hI gaI: jaise ki AdamI gurudavArA ko bacAne ke lie thA! agara musalamAna cillA deM ki islAma khatare meM hai to musalamAna pAgala ho jAte haiM islAma ko bacAnA hai! yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai| islAma ko tumheM bacAnA hai ki islAma tumheM bacAtA thA? ki koI gayA aura usane kisI ke gaNeza jI tor3a die, aba vaha vaise hI baiThe the TUTane ko taiyAra, itanA bhArI sira, koI dhakkA hI de diyA hogA, ve cAroM khAne citta ho gaye! khatarA ho gyaa| hiMdU dharma khatare meM ho gayA! aba yaha jo miTTI ke gaNeza jI gira gaye yA patthara ke gaNeza jI gira gaye, inake kAraNa na mAlUma kitane jIvita gaNezoM kI hatyA hogii| aura majA yaha hai ki ina gaNeza kI tamane pUjA kI thI ki ye hamArI rakSA kareMge, aba inakI rakSA tamheM karanI par3a rahI hai! yaha to khUba ajIba majA huaa| yaha to khUba virodhAbhAsa huaa| tumheM paramAtmA kI rakSA karanI par3atI hai? tumheM dharma kI rakSA karanI par3atI hai? to yaha dharma na huA, yaha to tumhArA hI phailAva huA tumhAre hI mana ke jAla hue| aura ye to bahAne hue laDane lar3Ane, mArane-marAne ke| phira bar3e AzvAsana die jAte haiN| islAma ke maulavI samajhAte haiM ki agara dharma-yuddha meM mAre gaye, jehAda meM, to svarga nizcita hai| khUba pralobhana die jAte haiM ki jo dharma-yuddha meM marA vaha to prabhu kA pyArA ho gyaa| koI lauTa kara to kahatA nhiiN| lauTa kara kucha patA calatA nhiiN| lekina mArane-marane se koI kaise prabhu kA pyArA ho jAyegA? prabhu kA pyArA to AdamI prema se hotA hai, kisI aura kAraNa se nhiiN| prabhu kA to jIvana hai| jo jIvana ko bar3hAtA, jisakI UrjA jIvana meM saubhAgya ke naye-naye davAra kholatI hai, jo jIvana ke lie varadAna svarUpa hai-usase hI prabhu prasanna haiN| jo usake jIvana ke pakSa meM hai, usI se prabhu prasanna haiN| jo jitanA sRjanAtmaka hai utanA dhArmika hai| bhIr3a to sadA upadrava karatI rhii| bhIr3a upadrava kie binA raha nahIM sktii| manasvida kahate haiM ki aisI murchA hai bhIr3a kI ki use koI na koI bahAnA cAhie hI lar3ane-mArane ko| tumane dekhA! hiMdustAna meM hiMdU-musalamAna ikaTe the to hiMdU-musalamAna lar3ate the! socA thA ki hiMdustAna-pAkistAna baMTa jAyeMge to jhagar3A khatama ho gyaa| jhagar3A khatama nahIM huaa| jaba hiMdU-musalamAna lar3ane ko na rahe-lar3ane vAle to miTa nahIM gaye, AdamI to vahI ke vahI rahe-to gujarAtI marAThI se lar3ane lgaa| to hiMdI bhASI gaira hiMdI bhASI se lar3ane lgaa| to eka jilA karnATaka meM ho ki mahArASTra meM, isa para chare

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calane lge| aba yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai! pahale to savAla thA ki hiMdU -musalamAna calo viparIta dharma haiM to jhagar3A hai; aba hiMdU hiMdU se lar3ane lagA! gujarAtI bhI hiMdU hai, marAThI bhI hiMdU hai; lekina baMbaI para kisakA kabjA ho! to chure calane lge| aisA lagatA hai, AdamI vahI kA vahI hai| tuma jarA chor3a do, gujarAtI ko alaga kara do baMbaI se-marAThI marAThI se ldd'egaa| dezastha hai ki kokaNastha? vinobA se kisI ne pUchA ki Apa dezastha brAhmaNa haiM ki kokaNastha? vinobA ne kahA. 'maiM svastha brAhmaNa huuN| bAta to ThIka hai, lekina bahuta ThIka nhiiN| svastha honA kAphI hai, brAhmaNa jaise gaMde zabda ko bIca meM kyoM lAe? itanA hI kaha dete, maiM svastha huuN| svastha hone kA matalaba hI brAhmaNa hotA hai| svayaM meM jo sthita ho gayA, svastha, vaha braahmnn| yaha punarukti kAhe ko kI ki maiM svastha brAhmaNa hUM? kyoMki isameM khatarA hai| kala svastha brAhmaNa alaga jhaMDA lekara khar3e ho jAte haiM ki mAro kokaNasthoM ko, mAro dezasthoM ko, hama svastha brAhmaNa haiM! magara brAhmaNa haiM! vinobA kRpA karate, brAhmaNa ko aura kATa dete, svastha honA kAphI hai| AdamI svastha ho, basa paryApta hai| svayaM meM ho, basa paryApta hai! magara bahuta thor3e-se vyakti hI svayaM meM ho pAte haiM, bhIr3a nahIM ho pAtI, bhIr3a ho bhI nahIM sktii| dekhA hai bhIr3a ko Dhote hue anuzAsana kA bojha uchAlate hue arthahIna nAre lar3ate hue dUsaroM kA yuddha khodate hue apanI kabra para nahIM sunA kabhI tor3a liyA ho kisI bhIr3a ne balAta vyakti kI aMtazcetanA meM khilA anubhUti kA amlAna pArijAta! vyakti kI cetanA ke jo phUla haiM, ve bhIr3a ne kabhI nahIM tor3e, bhIr3a tor3a sakatI nhiiN| bhIr3a kabhI baddha nahIM bntii| koI vyakti baddha banatA hai| mere pAsa loga Ate haiM ki Apa samAja ke lie kucha kyoM nahIM karate? vyakti ke lie hI kucha kiyA jA sakatA hai, samAja ke lie kucha kiyA nahIM jA sktaa| aura jaise hI tuma samAja ke lie kucha karane ko tatpara hote ho vaise hI tuma rAjanIti meM utara jAte ho| dharma kA saMbaMdha vyakti se hai, samAja kA saMbaMdha rAjanIti se hai| dharma kA koI saMbaMdha samAja se nahIM hai| dharma to asAmAjika hai| dharma to vyaktivAdI hai| kyoMki dharma to vyakti kI paripUrNa svataMtratA meM bharosA karatA hai, svacchaMdatA meN| pUchate ho : 'mAnava-jIvana meM jhUTha se lekara balAtkAra aura hatyA taka ke aparAdha phaile haiN|' sadA phaile rahe haiM, sadA phaile rheNge| yaha to aisA hI hai jaise ki koI mere pAsa A kara kahe ki

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dekhate haiM Apa aspatAla meM TI. bI. se lekara kaiMsara taka kI bImAriyAM phailI haiN| aba aspatAla meM to phailI hI raheMgI, aspatAla meM na phaileMgI to kahAM phaileMgI? aspatAla to hai hI isiilie| aspatAla meM koI svastha loga thor3e hI raheMge! vahAM to bImAriyAM hI rheNgii| jo bImArI meM hai vahI to aspatAla meM hai| isI ko agara tuma pUraba kI manISA se pUcho to pUraba kI manISA kahatI hai: jo pApa meM hai vahI to bhejA jAtA hai saMsAra meN| inameM se kucha thor3e se loga isa satya ko samajha kara bhIr3a ke pAra uTha jAte haiM, kamalavata ho jAte haiN| phira dubArA unakA AnA nahIM hotaa| yaha saMsAra jisako tuma kahate ho, aspatAla hai pApiyoM ke lie| isalie to bhArata meM hamane kabhI AvAgamana kI AkAMkSA nahIM kii| jo jAnate haiM ve kahate haiM. 'he prabhu, AvAgamana se chuDAo! he kuMbhakAra, aba isa miTTI ko mukta karo! tumhAre cAka para ghUma-ghUma kara hama thaka ge| aba chuTTI do| mokSa kA artha kyA hai? itanA hI artha hai ki dekha liyA bahuta yahAM roga hI roga haiM, isa pAra roga hI palate hai-aba usa pAra vApisa bulA lo! yaha to kisI vyakti ko dikhAI par3atA hai| bhIr3a to daur3I jAtI hai aMdhoM kI bhAMti-lobha meM, dhana meM, pada meM, maryAdA meM- bhAga rahI, daur3a rahI! isa bhIr3a ke bIca koI ekAdha chiTaka pAtA hai| vaha bhI Azcarya hai ki koI kaise chiTaka pAtA hai| bhIr3a kA jAla bahuta majabUta hai| bhIr3a apane se bAhara kisI ko haTane nahIM detii| bhIr3a saba taraha se tumhArI chAtI para savAra hai aura gardana ko pakar3e hai| kala hI eka mitra pUchate the ki ' Apa kahate haiM nisarga se jIeM, sahajatA se, svacchaMdatA se| bar3I muzkila hai, kyoMki phira samAja hai, rAjya hai, agara hama svacchaMda bhAva se jIeM, apane hI bhItara ke chaMda se jIeM, to kaI ar3acaneM khar3I hoNgii|' ThIka pUchate haiN| ar3acaneM to hone vAlI haiN| vahI ar3acana tapazcaryA hai| unase maiMne kahA : jahAM taka bane apane svabhAva se jIyo aura jahAM aisA lage ki jInA asaMbhava hI ho jAegA vahAM nATaka karo, vahAM abhinaya karo, vahA gaMbhIratA se mata lo, vahAM naattk.......| samyaka-cetA vyakti jItA sahajatA se hai| lekina cUMki jInA bhIr3a ke sAtha hai aura sabhI bhIr3a se bhAga nahIM sakate... bhAgeMge kahAM! agara sabhI bhAga gaye to vahIM bhIr3a ho jaayegii| isalie koI upAya nahIM hai| vahIM saba upadrava zurU ho jaayeNge| jahAM bhIr3a hai vahA upadrava hai| aura akele hone se bhI upadrava miTa nahIM jaataa| kyoMki agara bhIr3a sirpha bAhara hI hotI to tuma jaMgala cale jAte, upadrava miTa jaataa| bhIr3a tumhAre bhItara ghusa gaI hai| tuma jaMgala meM bhI jA kara hiMdU rahoge to bhIr3a to tumhAre bhItara ghusa gii| tuma jaMgala meM bhI jA kara rAma kA nAma loge yA allAha kA nAma loge, to bhIr3a tumhAre bhItara ghusa gii| tuma jaMgala meM bhI baiTha kara apane bhIr3a ke saMskAroM se thor3e hI chaTa paaoge| bhIr3a bAhara hotI to bar3A AsAna thA, bhIr3a bhItara taka calI gaI hai| usane tumhAre bhItara ghara kara liyA hai| isalie aba eka hI upAya hai : raho bhIr3a meM jahAM taka bne| aura nabbe pratizata tuma sahajatA se jI sakate ho, dasa pratizata ar3acana hogii| usa ar3acana ko nATaka aura abhinaya maannaa| usako khela smjhnaa| jaise ki rAste para bAyeM calo kA niyama hai, aba

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tumhArA svacchaMda bhAva ho rahA hai ki bIca meM caleM, to bhI mata calanA, kyoMki usase koI sAra nahIM hai| usa svacchaMdatA se kucha lenA-denA bhI nahIM hai| tuma bAyeM hI clnaa| kyoMki agara sabhI svacchaMda caleM to rAha para calanA hI muzkila ho jaayegaa| niyama se bhI calo to bhI kitanI jhaMjhaTa hai, rAha se calanA muzkila ho rahA hai| niyama se hI clnaa| vaha sahaja svIkAra hai| vaha bhI bodhapUrvaka svIkAra karanA ki itanI hama kImata cukAte haiM bhIr3a ke sAtha rahane kii| nabbe pratizata hama apane ko mukta karate haiM aura prabhu ke lie arpita hote haiM, dasa pratizata kImata cukAte haiM bhIr3a ke sAtha rahane kii| kImata to cukAnI par3atI hai hara cIja ke lie| binA mUlya to kucha bhI nahIM hai| lekina eka bAta dhyAna rakhanA ki dharma kA saMbaMdha bhIr3a se nahIM hai, dharma kA saMbaMdha to sahajatA se hai| sahajatA vyakti kI hai| AtmA vyakti ke pAsa hai; bhIr3a ke pAsa koI AtmA nahIM hai| pUchA hai. 'AdikAla se saMta mahApuruSoM ne sadakarma kI preraNA dI hai|' adhikatara to upadrava kA kAraNa ye saMta mahApuruSa hI haiN| inameM sabhI jJAna ko upalabdha vyakti nahIM haiN| tumhAre sau saMta mahApuruSoM meM zAyada ekAdha jIvana mukta hai, bAkI to bhIr3a ke hI hisse haiN| bAkI kA to dharma se koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| saccaritra hoNge| lekina saccaritra kA kyA artha hotA hai? saccaritra kA artha hotA hai : jo samAja kI mAna kara calatA hai, samAja ne jo niyama nirdhArita kiye haiM, jo unakI maryAdA ko svIkAra karatA hai| isalie tuma dekhate ho, rAma kI bar3I pratiSThA hai! kRSNa kA loga nAma bhI lete haiM to bhI jarA Dare -ddre| kRSNa kA bhakta bhI kRSNa kI bAta karatA hai to cunAva karatA hai| jaise sUradAsa kRSNa ke kevala bacapana ke gIta gAte haiM, javAnI taka jAne meM sUradAsa Darate mAlUma par3ate haiN| kyoMki javAnI meM phira khatarA hai| bacapana taka ThIka hai| dUdha kI duhaniyA tor3a rahe, ThIka hai| lekina javAna jaba tor3ane lagatA hai to phira jhaMjhaTa hai| to sUradAsa cunAva kara lete haiM -bAlakRSNa! basa vahA se Age nahIM bar3hate ve| basa bAlaka ko hI phudakAte rahate haiN| pAMva kI paijaniyA aura phudaka rahe bAlaka! usase Age nahIM jAne dete, kyoMki vahAM taka ve cheDUkhAna kareM, clegaa| lekina jaba ve javAna ho jAte haiM aura striyoM ke kapar3e curA kara vRkSoM para baiThane lagate haiM, taba jarA ar3acana AtI hai, vahA sUradAsa jhijhaka jAte haiN| adhikatara to loga kRSNa kI mAnyatA gItA ke kAraNa karate haiN| basa gItA taka unake kRSNa pUre haiM, bhAgavata taka nahIM jaate| bhAgavata meM khatarA hai| gItA ke kRSNa svIkAra haiM; vahA kucha ar3acana nahIM hai| ___ lekina rAma pUre ke pUre svIkAra haiN| tumane isa pharka ko dekhA? rAma zurU se le kara aMta taka svIkAra haiN| ve maryAdA puruSottama haiN| ve ThIka vaisA karate haiM jaisA karanA caahie| kRSNa bharose ke nahIM haiN| kRSNa bahuta svacchaMda haiM svacetanA se jIte haiN| lekina agara tuma samajhoge to jinhoMne jAnA, unhoMne rAma ko to kahA hai aMzAvatAra aura kRSNa ko kahA puurnnaavtaar| matalaba sApha hai| rAma meM to aMzarUpa meM hI paramAtmA hai, kRSNa meM pUre rUpa meM hai| kyoMki svacchaMdatA pUrNa hai| rAma meM to kahIM-kahIM chIMTe haiM paramAtmA ke kRSNa to pUrI gaMgA haiN| lekina kRSNa ko aMgIkAra karane kI sAmarthya caahie|

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jinako tuma saMta mahApuruSa kahate ho, Amataura se to tumhArI dhAraNAoM ke anukUla calane vAle loga hote haiN| jaise jaina hai, vaha kisI ko saMta kahatA hai, usakI apanI paribhASA hai saMta kii| rAta bhojana nahIM karatA, pAnI chAna kara pItA hai, eka hI bAra bhojana karatA hai-usakI apanI paribhASA hai| yahI paribhASA hiMduoM kI nahIM hai, to hiMdU ko koI ar3acana nahIM hai| digaMbara jaina kI paribhASA hai ki saMta nagna rahatA hai| aba vaha digaMbara jaina kI paribhASA hai| to jo nagna na ho taba taka saMta nahIM hai; jaise hI nagna huA ki vaha saMta huaa| cAhe vaha pAgalapana meM hI nagna kyoM na ho gayA ho lekina vaha saMta ho gyaa| isIlie to jaina buddha ko bhagavAna nahIM kahate, mahAtmA kahate haiM, bhagavAna to mahAvIra ko kahate haiM, buddha ko mahAtmA kvate haiM. 'ThIka haiM, kAmacalAU, kunakune, koI abhI pUrI avasthA upalabdha nahIM huii| pUrI avasthA meM to digaMbaratva hai| mahAvIra nagna khar3e ho jAte haiN| jaina kRSNa ko to mahAtmA bhI nahIM kaha skte| unako to naraka meM DAlA huA hai sAtaveM naraka meM! kyoMki kRSNa ne yuddha karavA diyaa| mahAbhArata kI sArI hiMsA kRSNa ke Upara hai| arjuna to becArA bhAga rahA thaa| vaha to jainI honA cAhatA thaa| vaha to kaha rahA thA. 'jAne do mahArAja, yaha hiMsA mujhe nahIM sohtii| maiM jaMgala calA jAUMgA, jhADU ke nIce baiTha kara dhyAna kruuNgaa|' vaha -to taiyAra hI thA, bhAga-bhAgA thaa| kyA usako khIMca-khIMca kara jabardastI samajhA-bujhA kara ulajhA die-garIba AdamI ko! to hiMsA-hatyA, isakA jammA kisa para hai? yaha jo mahAbhArata meM itanA khUna huA isakA jammA kisa para hai? nizcita hI arjuna para to nahIM hai| kRSNa para hI ho sakatA hai| koI bhI adAlata agara nirNaya degI to kRSNa para hI jummA jaayegaa| arjuna jyAdA se jyAdA sahayogI thA, lekina pradhAna keMdra to kRSNa hI haiM sAre upadrava ke| to jainoM ne unako sAtaveM narka meM DAlA hai| aba jainoM kI saMkhyA jyAdA nahIM, isalie hiMduoM se Darate bhI haiM, isalie guMjAiza bhI rakhI hai ki agale kalpa meM, phira jaba sRSTi kA nirmANa hogA, taba taka to kRSNa ko narka meM rahanA par3egA; ve AdamI kImata ke haiM, yaha bAta bhI saca hai, to agalI sRSTi meM ve pahale tIrthakara hoNge| aise hiMduoM ko bhI khuza kara liyA hai| agalI sRSTi meM, kabhI agara hogI, to ve pahale tIrthaMkara hoMge, lekina taba taka narka meM par3e sddeNge|| kona saMta hai, kona mahAtmA hai? bar3A muzkila hai khnaa| kRSNa taka ko jaina mAnane ko rAjI nahIM ki ve saMta haiN| muhammada ko tuma saMta kahoge? talavAra hAtha meM! tuma jIsasa ko saMta kahoge? ___eka jaina muni se merI bAta ho rahI thii| unhoMne kahA ki Apa jIsasa kI itanI prazaMsA kyoM karate haiM? unako phAMsI lagI! to maiMne kahA : nizcita lgii| to ve kahane lage : phAMsI to tabhI lagatI hai,jaba pichale janma meM koI bar3A pApa kiyA ho, nahIM to phAMsI kaise lage? bAta to ThIka lagatI hai| kATA bhI gar3atA hai to karma ke phala se gar3atA hai; phAMsI lagatI to..| to jaina hisAba meM phAMsI dene vAle utane jummevAra nahIM haiM, jitanA ki lagane vAlA jummevAra hai, kyoMki isane kucha mahApApa kie hoNge| isako mahAtmA kaise kahanA! jainoM kA to hisAba yaha hai ki mahAvIra agara calate haiM rAste para aura kAMTA sIdhA par3A ho to

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jaldI se ulTA ho jAtA hai karavaTa le kara / mahAvIra A rahe haiM, unako to kATA gar3a nahIM sakatA; koI pApa kiyA hI nahIM; phAMsI phUla bana jAtI hai| gale meM lagA phaMdA phUla kI mAlA ho jAtA agara mahAvIra ko lagI hotii| to IsA ko kaise mahAtmA ! kaThina hai| IsAI se puucheN| IsAI kahatA hai : tumhAre ye mahAvIra aura buddha aura ye saba... inameM kyA rakhA hai ? inako jIvana kI kucha par3I hI nahIM hai| ye saba svArthI haiN| baiThe haiM apane-apane jhAr3oM ke nIce, apanA-apanA dhyAna kara rahe haiN| jIsasa ko dekho, sabake kalyANa ke lie ceSTArata haiM aura sabake kalyANa ke lie sUlI lagavAne ko taiyAra hue, kyoMki sabakI mukti isase hogI ! apanA balidAna diyA! ye mahAtmA haiM, zahIda ! paribhASAoM kI bAta hai| lekina eka bAta maiM tumase kahatA hUM : agara tuma bahuta gaura se dekhoge aura sArI paribhASAoM ko haTA kara dekhoge to sau mahAtmAoM meM kabhI eka tumheM saca meM mahAtmA mAlUma pdd'egaa| kona mahAtmA hai? jisakA paramAtmA ke hAtha meM hAtha hai - vhii| bar3A kaThina hai use dekhnaa| jaba taka tuma hiMdU ho, taba taka tumheM hiMdU mahAtmA ko mahAtmA mAnane kI vRtti rhegii| jaba taka jaina ho, taba taka jaina mahAtmA ko mahAtmA mAnane kI vRtti rhegii| ye pakSapAta tumheM mahAtmA ko pahacAnane na deNge| tuma sAre pakSapAta haTAo, phira Akha khola kara dekho| tuma cakita ho jAoge. tumhAre sau mahAtmAoM meM se ninyAnabe to rAjanItijJa haiM aura samAja kI sevA meM tatpara haiN| unakA kAma vaisA hI hai jaisA pulisa vAle kA hai| ve samAja ko hI samhAlane meM lage hue haiN| vaha jo kAma pulisa vAlA karatA hai, vahI ve acche DhaMga se kara rahe haiN| jo majisTreTa karatA hai vahI tumhArA mahAtmA bhI kara rahA hai / majisTreTa kahatA hai, jela bheja deMge, mahAtmA kahatA hai, narka jAoge agara pApa kiyaa| mahAtmA kahatA hai : agara puNya kiyA to svarga milegaa| ve tumhAre lobha aura bhaya ko ukasA rahe haiN| to tuma jo kahate ho. 'AdikAla se saMta mahApuruSoM ne sadakarma kI preraNA dI hai..... / ' pahale to yaha pakkA nahIM hai ki unameM se kitane saMta mahApuruSa haiN| aura dUsarA sadakarma kI preraNA hI asadakarma kI cunautI chipI huI hai| vAstavika mahAtmA karma kI preraNA hI nahIM detA vaha to akartA hone kI preraNA detA hai| ise smjhnaa| yahI to aSTAvakra kI gItA kA sAra hai| vaha yaha nahIM kahA : acchA karma kro| vaha kahatA hai : akartA ho jAo! karma tumane kiyA nahIM, karma tuma kara nahIM rahe-aise sAkSI - bhAva meM ho jAo, sAkhI bano / vAstavika saMta to niraMtara yaha kahatA hai ki karma to paramAtmA kA hai, tumhArA hai hI nahIM / tuma nimittamAtra ho! tuma dekhate rho| yaha khela prakRti aura paramAtmA kA calane do| yaha chiyA-chI calane do, tuma jAge dekhate rho| tuma isameM pakSa bhI mata lo ki yaha burA aura yaha acchA yaha maiM karUMgA aura yaha maiM nahIM kruuNgaa| jo hotA ho hone do, tuma mAtra nirvikAra - bhAva se dekhate rho| darpaNa kI bhAMti tumameM pratiphalana bane, lekina koI nirNaya na bane acchA-burA / vAstavika mahAtmA to tumheM akartA banAtA hai| tuma jinako mahAtmA kahate ho, maiM bhI samajha gayA bAta, ve tumheM sadakarma kI preraNA dete haiN| sadakarma kA matalaba kyA hotA hai? jisako samAja asadakarma

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kahatA hai| samajha lo / eka lAotsu kA ziSya majisTreTa ho gayA cIna meN| pahalA hI mukadamA aayaa| eka AdamI ne corI kI eka dhanapati ke ghara meM aura usane donoM ko sajA de dI chaH-chaH mahIne kI - dhanapati ko bhI aura cora ko bhI / dhanapati ne kahA : 'tumhArA mastiSka ThIka hai? tumheM kucha niyama-kAnUna patA hai? mujhe kisalie daMDa diyA jA rahA hai? merI corI, ulTe mujhe daMDa! yaha to hada ho gii|' samrATa ke pAsa mAmalA gyaa| samrATa bhI jarA hairAna huA ki isa AdamI ko soca-samajha kara rakhA thA, buddhimAna AdamI hai, yaha kyA bAta hai! aisA kabhI sunA ki jisake ghara corI huI usako bhI sajA! samrATa ne pUchA ki tumhArA prayojana kyA hai? usane kahA : 'prayojana sApha hai| isa AdamI ne itanA dhana ikaTThA kara liyA hai ki corI nahIM hogI to kyA hogA? yaha AdamI coroM ko paidA karane kA kAraNa hai| jaba taka yaha AdamI sAre gAMva kA dhana baToratA jA rahA hai, taba taka cora ko hI jimmedAra ThaharAnA ThIka nhiiN| loga bhUkhe mara rahe haiM, logoM ke pAsa vastra nahIM haiM aura yaha AdamI ikaTThA karatA jA rahA hai| isake pAsa itanA ikaTThA ho gayA hai ki aba corI ko pApa kahanA ThIka nhiiN| isake ghara corI ko pApa kahanA to bilakula ThIka nhiiN| aparAdha bhI to kisI vizeSa saMdarbha meM aparAdha hotA hai| hI, kisI garIba ke ghara isane corI kI hotI to aparAdha ho jAtA, isake ghara corI meM kyA aparAdha hai ? aura yaha khuda cora hai| itanA dhana ikaTThA kaise huA? isalie agara mujhe Apa pada para rakhate haiM to maiM donoM ko sajA duuNgaa| na yaha dhana ikaTThA karatA na corI hotii|' aba tumhArA mahAtmA kyA kahatA hai? mahAtmA kahatA hai. corI mata karanA ! aura isalie dhanapati mahAtmA ke pakSa meM hai sadA / dhanapati kahatA hai : bilakula ThIka kaha rahe haiM mahAtmA jI, corI kabhI nahIM karanA! kyoMki corI dhanapati ke khilApha par3atI hai| isalie sadiyoM se jinake pAsa hai, ve mahAtmA ke pakSa meM haiM; aura mahAtmA unako AzIrvAda de rahA hai jinake pAsa hai| aura mahAtmA tarakIbeM khoja rahA hai aisI-aisI jAlabharI, cAlAkI - bharI ki jisase jisake pAsa hai : 'tuma garIba ho, kyoMki tumane pichale janma meM pApa kie| pichale janma meM puNya kie haiN|' aba eka bar3I maje kI bAta hai ! vaha AdamI abhI cUsa rahA hai, isalie amIra hai; yaha AdamI cUsA jA rahA hai, isalie garIba hai| lekina tarakIba yaha batAI jA rahI hai ki pichale janma meM tumane pApa kie haiM, isalie tuma garIba ho| aura pichale janmoM kA kisI ko koI patA nhiiN| pichalA janma to sirpha kahAnI hai - ho na ho ! pichale janma ke AdhAra para yaha jo cAlabAjI calI jA rahI hai, to phira mArksa ThIka mAlUma par3atA hai ki dharma ko logoM ne aphIma kA nazA banA rakhA hai; garIboM ko pilAye jAte haiM aphIma, unako samajhAye cale jAte haiM ki tuma apane karmoM kA phala bhoga rahe ho| phira ar3acaneM bhI AtI haiM yhaaN| yahAM hama dekhate haiM roja, jo beImAna hai, cAra sau bIsa hai, vaha dhana kamA rahA hai, pApa kA phala to nahIM bhoga rahA hai| jo ImAnadAra hai, vaha bhUkhA mara rahA hai| to bhI mahAtmA samajhAye jAtA ki Thaharo, usake ghara dera hai, aMdhera nhiiN| aba yaha dera kisane khoja lI? usakI surakSA hotI hai| vaha kahatA vaha AdamI amIra hai, kyoMki usane

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'usake ghara dera hai, aMdhera nhiiN|' kahate haiM 'jarA Thaharo! isa janma meM kara lene do, agale janma meM dekhanA, jo beImAna hai vaha saDegA !' yaha bar3I hairAnI kI bAta hai, Aga meM hAtha DAlo to abhI jala jAtA hai, jarA dera nahIM hai; corI karo to agale janma meM pApa kA phala milatA hai ! ImAnadArI karo to abhI jIvana meM sukha nahIM milatA, agale janma meM milatA hai! kahIM yaha cAra sau bIsI aura tarakIba to nahIM? yaha kahIM samAja ke zoSakoM kA jAla to nahIM hai? kisako tuma mahAtmA kahate ho? tumhAre adhikatara mahAtmA samAja kI jar3a zoSaNa se bharI vyavasthA ke pakSapAtI rahe haiN| sadakarma ve usI ko batAte haiM jo samAja kI sthiti -sthApakatA ko kAyama rakhatA hai, asadakarma usI ko batAte haiM jo samAja kI sthiti ko tor3atA hai - jinake pAsa hai unakI sthiti DAvADola na ho jAye / isalie to maiMne kahA ki seTha jI aura saMnyAsI meM eka saMbaMdha hai aura isalie tumhArA saMnyAsI satyAnAzI hai| isa deza meM koI krAMti nahIM ghaTa sakI sAmAjika tala para nahIM ghaTa sakI, kyoMki hamane aisI tarakIbeM khoja lIM ki krAMti asaMbhava ho gii| hamane krAMti-virodhI tarakIbeM khoja liiN| hamAre aneka siddhAta krAMti-virodhI tarakIbeM haiN| to tumhAre mahAtmA kahate rahe, mAnA; lekina tumhAre jo mahAtmA kahate rahe, usameM bahuta bala nahIM hai, vaha dhokhA hai| isalie usakA koI pariNAma bhI nahIM huA hai| phira tumhAre mahAtmA jo kahate rahe, vaha prakRti aura svabhAva ke anukUla nahIM mAlUma par3atA hai pratikUla hai| aba logoM ko ulTI-sIdhI bAteM samajhAI jA rahI haiM, jo nahIM ho sakatIM, jo unakI prakRti ke anukUla nahIM pdd'tii| jaba nahIM ho sakatIM to unake mana meM aparAdha kA bhAva paidA hotA hai| jaise AdamI ko bhUkha lagatI hai, aba tuma upavAsa samajhAte ho; tuma kahate ho. 'upavAsa -- sadakarma ! bhUkha - pApa! upavAsa-sadakarma! to upavAsa karo !' aba yaha zarIra kA guNadharma hai ki bhUkha lagatI hai| yaha svAbhAvika hai| isameM kahIM koI pApa nahIM hai| aura upavAsa meM kahIM koI puNya nahIM hai| aba yaha eka aisI khataranAka bAta hai, agara sikhA dI gaI ki upavAsa karo, yahI puNya hai, to tuma sIkha baitthe| aba tuma upavAsa karoge to parezAnI meM par3oge, kyoMki bhUkha lagegI - to lagegA. kaisA pApI hUM mujhe bhUkha laga rahI hai agara bhojana karoge to aparAdha - bhAva mAlUma par3egA ki maiM bhI kaisA hUM ki abhI taka upavAsa karane meM saphala nahIM ho pAyA! aba tumako DAla diyA eka aise jAla meM jahAM se tuma bAhara na ho skoge| 'kAmavAsanA pApa hai!' kAmavAsanA se tuma paidA hue ho| jIvana kA sArA khela kAmavAsanA para khar3A hai| tumhArA roAM- roAM kAmavAsanA se banA hai / kaNa-kaNa tumhArI deha kA kAma - aNu se banA hai| aba tuma kahate ho. kAmavAsanA pApa hai! mere pAsa yuvaka A jAte haiN| ve kahate haiM : bar3e bure vicAra uTha rahe haiN| maiM unase pUchatA hUM 'tuma mujhe kaho bhI to kona-se bure vicAra uThate haiM!' ve kahate haiM. 'aba Apase kyA kahanA, Apa saba samajhate haiN| bar3e bure vicAra uTha rahe haiM!' yaha tumhAre sAdhu-mahAtmAoM kI kRpA hai| aura jaba pUchatAcha karatA hUM unase jaba bahuta khodatA hUM to ve kahate haiM ki striyoM kA vicAra mana meM AtA hai| isameM kyA burA vicAra

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uTha rahA hai? tumhAre pitA ke mana meM nahIM AtA to tuma kahAM hote? isameM burA kahAM hai? naisargika hai| isase pAra ho jAnA jarUra mahatvapUrNa hai, lekina isameM burA kucha bhI nahIM hai| isameM pApa kucha bhI nahIM hai; yaha prAkatika hai| isase pAra ho jAnA jarUra mahimAparNa hai, kyoMki prakRti ke pAra jo huA usakI mahimA honI hI caahie| to jo brahmacarya ko upalabdha ho jAe, usakI mahimA hai; jo na upalabdha ho sake, usakI niMdA nhiiN| merI bAta ko ThIka se smjhnaa| jo kAmavAsanA meM hai, prAkRtika hai, svastha hai, sAmAnya hai; koI niMdA kI bAta nahIM; jo honA cAhie, vahI ho rahA hai| lekina jo kAmavAsanA ke pAra hone lagA aura bar3I ghaTanA ghaTane lagI, prakRti kA aura koI Upara kA niyama isake jIvana meM kAma karane lgaa| yaha zubha hai| isakA svAgata krnaa| merI dRSTi meM Upara kI sIr3hiyoM kA svAgata to honA cAhie, nIce kI sIr3hiyoM kI niMdA nhiiN| kyoMki niMdA kA duSpariNAma hotA hai| nIce kI sIr3hiyoM kI niMdA karane se Upara kI sIr3hiyAM to nahIM milatIM, nIce kI sIr3hiyoM para bhI aisI kaThina vikSiptatA paidA ho jAtI hai ki pAra karanA hI asaMbhava ho jAtA hai| agara tumane kAmavAsanA ko sahaja bhAva se svIkAra kara liyA, tuma eka dina usake pAra ho jaaoge| sAkhI bano! sAkSI bano! roo- dhoo mata, cillAo mata! burA-bhalA mata kaho, gAlI-galauja mata bako! paramAtmA ne agara kAmavAsanA dI hai to koI prayojana hogaa| niSprayojana kucha bhI nahIM ho sktaa| usane sabhI ko kAmavAsanA dI hai, to jarUra koI mahata prayojana hogaa| ___aura tumane kabhI sunA koI napuMsaka kabhI buddhatva ko upalabdha huA hai tumane kabhI yaha bAta sunI? nahIM, kyoMki vahI kAma-UrjA buddhatva banatI hai| vahI kAma-UrjA jaba dhIre-dhIre vAsanA se mukta hotI hai, vahI kAma-UrjA jaba kAma se mukta hotI hai, to rAma bana jAtI hai| sonA miTTI meM par3A hai, khadAna meM par3A hai| zuddha karanA hai, yaha bhI saca hai| lekina miTTI se sane par3e sone kI koI niMdA nahIM hai| yahI DhaMga hai zurU hone kaa| khadAna se hI to nikalegA sonaa| jaba khadAna se nikalegA to kacarA-kUr3A bhI milA hogaa| phira Aga se gujAreMge, kacarA-kUr3A jala jAegA; jo bacanA hai baca rhegaa| jIvana kI Aga se agara koI sAkSIpUrvaka gujaratA rahe, to jo -jo galata hai, apane-Apa visarjita ho jAtA hai, usase lar3anA nahIM pdd'taa| tumhAre sAdhu-mahAtmAoM ne tumhArI phAMsI lagA dI hai| unhoMne tumheM itanA ghabarA diyA hai-'saba pApa, saba galata!' isa kAraNa tuma itanI AtmaniMdA se bhara gae ho ki tumhAre jIvana meM viSAda hI viSAda hai aura kahIM koI sUraja kI kiraNa dikhAI nahIM pdd'tii| jIvana ko svIkAra karo! jIvana prabhu kA hai| jaisA usane diyA, vaisA svIkAra kro| aura usa svIkAra meM se hI dhIre- dhIre tuma pAoge, jAgate-jAgate jAga AtI hai aura saba rUpAMtarita ho jAtA hai| tumhAre sAdhu-saMto ne tumheM duSkarmoM se mukta nahIM kiyA hai, tumheM sirpha pApI hone kA aparAdhabhAva de diyA hai| aura aparAdha- bhAva jaba paidA ho jAe to jIvana meM bar3I ar3acana ho jAtI hai chAtI

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para patthara rakha ge| aba maiM dekhatA hUM. tuma apanI patnI ko prema bhI karate ho aura sAtha meM yaha bhI socate ho ki isI ke kAraNa narka meM par3A hUM! aba yaha prema bhI saMbhava nahIM ho pAtA kyoMki jisake kAraNa tuma narka meM par3e ho usake sAtha prema kaise hogA! tuma patnI ko gale bhI lagAte hoM - sva hAtha se gale lagA rahe, dUsare se haTA rahe ho| tRpti bhI nahIM milatI gale lagAne se / tRpti mila jAtI to pAra ho jaate| tRpti milatI nahIM, kyoMki gale kabhI pUrA lagA nahIM pAte bIca meM sAdhu-saMta khar3e haiN| tuma patnI ko gale lagA rahe ho, bIca meM sAdhu-saMta khar3e haiN| ve kaha rahe haiM : 'yaha kyA kara rahe ho? duSkarma ho rahA hai|' to unake kAraNa kabhI tuma patnI ko pUrA gale bhI nahIM lagA paate| aura jisane patnI ko pUrA gale nahIM lagAyA, vaha kabhI strI se mukta na ho sakegA / mukta hamArI hotI hai jJAna se jo bhI jAna liyA jAtA hai, usase hama mukta ho jAte haiN| jAna lo ThIka se| aura jAnane ke lie jarUrI hai ki anubhava kara lo| aura anubhava meM jitane gahare jA sako, cale jaao| anubhava ko pUrA kA pUrA jAna lo / jAnate hI mukta ho jAoge phira kucha jAnane ko bacegA nhiiN| jaba jAnane ko kucha bhI nahIM bacatA to mukti ho jAtI hai| sAdhu-saMto ke kAraNa hI tuma kAmavAsanA se mukta nahIM ho pA rahe ho| aura sAdhu-saMto ke kAraNa hI tuma jIvana kI bahuta-sI bAtoM se mukta nahIM ho pA rahe ho, kyoMki ve tumheM jAnane hI nahIM dete| ve tumheM aTakAye hue haiN| ve tumheM ulajhAye hue haiN| to tuma pUchate ho ki 'sAdhu-saMto ne sadA se sadakarma kI preraNA dI hai.... / ' unhIM kI preraNA ke kAraNa tuma bhaTake ho| maiM to sirpha unako satapuruSa kahatA hUM jinhoMne sAkSI hone kI preraNA dI; sadakarma kI nhiiN| kyoMki sadakarma meM to duSkarma kA bhAva A gyaa| sadakarma meM to niMdA A gaI, mUlya A gayA / mUlya - mukta hone kA jinhoMne tumheM pATha sikhAyA, unhIM ko maiM kahatA hUM sNt| aSTAvakra ko maiM kahatA hUM saMta / janaka ko maiM kahatA hUM sNt| inakI bAta smjho| ye to kahIM nahIM kaha rahe ki kyA burA hai, kyA bhalA hai| ye to itanA hI kaha rahe haiM, jo bhI hai jaisA bhI hai, jAga kara dekha lo| jAganA ekamAtra bAta mUlya kI hai| karma nahIM- akartA bhAva / hama kahate haiM burA na mAno yauvana madhura sunahalI chAyA sapanA hai, jAdU hai, chala hai aisA pAnI para miTatI - banatI rekhA - sA miTa-miTa kara duniyA dekhe roja tamAzA yaha gudagudI yahI bImArI mana halasAve, chIje kAyA hama kahate haiM burA na mAno yauvana madhura sunahalI chAyA /

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hai to chAyA, para bar3I madhura, baDI sunahalI! niMdA nahIM hai isameM hai suMdara, sunahalI, bar3I madhura! para hai chAyA! hai mAyA ! pAnI para khIMcI rekhA ! khIMca bhI nahIM pAte, miTa jAtI hai| baMda Akha meM dekhA gayA sapanA! zAyada sapanoM meM dekhA gayA sapanA ! kabhI tumane sapane dekhe jaba tuma sapane meM sapanA dekhate ho? rAta soye, sapanA dekhA ki apane sone ke kamare meM khar3e haiM aura sone jA rahe haiN| leTe bistara para leTa gaye bistara para, nIMda laga gaI aura sapanA dekhane lge| sapane meM sapanA aura bhI sapanA ho sakatA hai| yaha pUrA jIvana hI eka sapanA hai, phira isa sapane meM aura choTe-choTe sapane haiM-koI dhana kA dekhatA, koI pada kA dekhatA, koI kAma kA dekhatA / phira choTe sapane meM aura choTe-choTe sapane haiN| bIja sapane kA hai, phira usameM zAkhAyeM haiM, vRkSa haiM, phala haiM, phUla haiM - ve sabhI sapane haiM / aura saba suMdara haiN| kyoMki hai to mAyA usI kI hai to prabhu kI hI mAyA / yaha khela bhI kisI bar3I gaharI sikhAvana ke lie hai, koI bar3I dezanA isameM chipI hai| to maiM tumase yaha nahIM kahatA ki yaha galata hai, na tumase maiM kahatA, yaha sahI hai| maiM tumase itanA hI kahatA hUM, yaha sapanA hai, tuma jAgo to yaha ttuutte| sadakarma kI preraNA kA artha hai. tuma sapane meM bane the cora, koI mahAtmA AyA, usane kahA, 'dekho cora bananA bahuta burA hai sAdhu bno|' tuma sapane meM sAdhu bana gye| aba sapane meM cora the ki sAdhu the, kyA pharka par3atA hai! subaha uTha kara saba barAbara ho jaayegaa| tuma pAnI para likha rahe the bhajana ki gAlI-galauja, kyA pharka par3atA hai! pAnI para saba khIMcI rekhAyeM miTa jAtI haiN| tuma yaha to na kaha sakoge ki merI na miTe, kyoMki maiM bhajana likha rahA thA! tuma yaha to na kaha sakoge ki dUsare kI miTa gaI, ThIka, kyoMki vaha to gAlI likha rahA thA; maiM to bhajana likha rahA thA, rAma-rAma likha rahA thA, merI to nahIM miTanI cAhie thii| lekina pAnI para koI bhI rekhA khIMco zubha - azubha, saba barAbara hai| isa saMsAra meM sadakarma - asadakarma saba barAbara haiN| yaha AtyaMtika udaghoSaNA hai| aura yaha udaghoSaNA jahAM mile vahIM jAnanA ki tuma satapuruSa ke karIba aaye| agara satapuruSa yaha kaha rahA ho : acche kAma karo! acche kAma kA matalaba - blaika mArkeTa mata karo, corI mata karo, Taiksa samaya para cukAo, to yaha rASTra - saMta hai| inakA matalaba rAjanIti se hai| yaha sarakArI ejeMTa hai| yaha kaha rahA hai ki aisA aisA karo jaisA sarakAra cAhatI hai| maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA ki tuma blaika mArkeTa kro| maiM yaha bhI nahIM kaha rahA ki tuma Taiksa mata bhro| maiM tumase yaha kaha rahA hUM : jo tumase aisA kahe vaha rAjanItika cAlabAja hai| isalie to rAjanItijJa kinhIM - kinhIM saMto ke pAsa jAte haiN| jina saMto se unheM sahArA milatA rAjanIti meM, unhIM ke pAsa jAte haiN| svabhAvataH sAMTha-gAMTha hai| jo saMta kahatA hai deza meM anuzAsana rakho, to jo sattA meM hotA hai vaha usake pAsa jAtA hai ki bilakula tthiik| lekina jo sattA meM nahIM hai vaha usase dUra haTa jAtA hai; vaha kahatA hai, 'yaha to hada ho gaI! agara anuzAsana rahA to hama sattA meM kaise pahuMceMge?'

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to jo sattA meM hai vaha anuzAsana vAle saMta ke pAsa jAtA hai, jo kahatA hai ki anuzAsana rakhanA bar3A acchA hai| aura jo sattA meM nahIM hai vaha krAMtikArI saMta ke pAsa jAtA hai, jo kahatA hai, 'tor3a-phor3a kara DAlo saba, miTA DAlo sb|' sattA meM pahuMca kara yaha bhI saMta ko badala legaa| sattA meM pahuMca kara yaha bhI anuzAsana vAle ke pAsa jaayegaa| aura jo sattA meM thA, sattA se nIce utara Aye to vaha bhI upadrava meM bharosA karane lagegA, taba upadrava kA nAma krAMti, upadrava kA nAma prajAtaMtra, lokataMtraacche-acche nAma! lekina inakA saMtatva se kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| yA saMta tumheM choTe-moTe jIvana ke AcaraNa sikhAtA hai. 'aNuvrata......| aisA mata karo, vaisA mata karo!' suvidhA sikhAtA hai jIvana kii| nahIM, inase bhI kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| ye sAmAjika vyavasthA ke, sAmAjika saramAye ke hissedAra haiN| vAstavika saMta tumase yaha kahatA hI nahIM ki tuma kyA kro| vAstavika saMta to itanA hI kahatA hai ki tuma yaha jAna lo ki tuma kona ho| phira usa jAnane ke bAda jo hogA vahI ThIka hogA aura usako na jAnane se jo bhI ho rahA hai vahI galata hogaa| isa bAta ko khUba ThIka se samajha lenaa| nAsamajhI kI pUrI guMjAiza hai| mere pAsa loga Ate haiN| ve kahate haiM ki Apa hameM batA deM, ki hama kyA kareM? maiM unase kahatA hUM merA tumhAre karane se kucha lenA denA nahIM hai| maiM to itanA hI batA sakatA hUM ki tuma kaise jaago| maiM to itanA hI batA sakatA hUM ki tumheM kaise patA cale ki tuma kona ho! tumheM yaha patA cala jAe ki tuma kona ho, tumheM thor3A aMtasa-sAkSAtkAra ho jAe, tumheM jarA bhItara kI cetanA kA svAda laga jAe-basa phira tuma jo karoge vaha ThIka hogaa| phira tuma galata kara na sakoge, kyoMki galata karane ke lie mUrchA caahie| isako aisA smjheN| tumheM aba taka adhikatara yahI samajhAyA gayA hai ki tuma ThIka karoge to saMta ho jaaoge| maiM tumase kahatA hUM : tuma saMta ho jAo to tumase ThIka hone lgegaa| tumheM aba taka yahI samajhAyA gayA hai ki tuma agara sadAcaraNa karoge to tuma sAdhu ho jaaoge| maiM tumase kahatA hUM tuma sAdhu ho jAo, tumase sadAcaraNa hogaa| sadAcaraNa bAhara hai, sAdhutA bhItara hai| jo bhItara hai, use pahale lAnA hogaa| aMtaHkaraNa badale to AcaraNa badalatA hai| aura aMtaHkaraNa badala jAne ke bAda jo apUrva ghaTanA ghaTatI hai, vahI mUlyavAna hai| tuma svacchaMda ho jAte ho aura phira bhI tumhAre kAraNa kisI ko koI hAni nahIM hotii| tuma apane chaMda se jIne lagate ho| tumhArA apanA rAga, tumhArA apanA gIta, tumhArI apanI dhuna aura phira bhI tumhAre kAraNa kisI ko hAni nahIM hotI! aba ye do taraha ke loga haiN| eka to ve haiM, jo dUsaroM kI hAni karate haiM; inako tuma kahate ho duSkarmI, paapii| aura eka ve haiM jo dUsaroM ke hita meM apanI hAni karate haiN| inako tuma kahate ho sAdhu -sNt| ina donoM meM bahuta pharka nahIM hai| eka dUsare ko hAni pahuMcAtA hai aura eka khuda ko hAni pahuMcAtA hai-magara donoM hAni pahuMcAte haiN| maiM use saMta kahatA hUM jo kisI ko hAni nahIM pahuMcAtAna kisI aura ko, na apane ko| aisI apUrva ghaTanA jaba ghaTatI hai to hI dharma kI kiraNa utrii| bhIr3a ko yaha ghaTanA nahIM ghaTatI-nahIM ghaTa sakatI hai|

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phira pUchA hai : 'isa saMdarbha meM kRpA kara samajhAeM ki Aja kA prabuddha varga mAnava-jIvana kI vikAra-janita samasyAoM kA samAdhAna kaise kare?' prabuddha kisako kahate ho? vizvavidyAlaya se DigrI mila gaI, isalie? ki do cAra lekha do-kor3I ke akhabAroM meM likha lie. isalie? prabaddha kisako kahate ho? ki thor3I bakavAsa kara lete ho tarkayukta DhaMga se, isalie? prabuddha kisako kahate ho? 'prabuddha' zabda bahuta bar3A zabda hai| buddhijIvI ko prabuddha kahate ho kyoMki skUla meM mAsTara hai? kaoNleja meM prophesara hai? buddhijIvI eka bAta hai, prabuddha bar3I aura bAta hai| prabuddha kA artha hai jo jAgA; jo buddha huA jisakA bhItara kA dIyA jalA! aura jisake bhItara kA dIyA jalA, vaha pUchegA ki mAnava-jIvana kI vikAra-janita samasyAoM kA samAdhAna kaise kareM? to phira prabuddha kyA khAka hue? koI kahe ki mere ghara meM dIyA jala rahA hai, aba mujhe yaha batAeM ki aMdhere ko kaise bAhara kareM, to hama usako kyA kaheMge? hama kaheMge tuma kisI bhAMti meM par3e ho, dIyA jala nahIM rahA hogaa| dIyA jaba jalatA hai to aMdherA bAhara ho jAtA hai| abhI tuma pUcha rahe ho aMdhere ko kaise bAhara kareM, to tumhArA dIyA bujhA huA hogA tumane sapanA dekhA hogA ki dIyA jala gayA, dIyA jalA nahIM hai| dIyA udhAra hogA, kisI aura kA le Ae ho uThA kr| tumane apane prANoM se usameM jyoti nahIM ddaalii| tumhArI AtmA nahIM jala rahI hai, prakAzita nahIM ho rahI hai| prabuddha bano! yahI to sArI ceSTA hai| na to zikSA se koI prabaddha banatA hai, na baddhivAdI banane se koI prabuddha banatA hai, na tarka kI kSamatA se koI prabuddha banatA hai| prabuddha to banatA hai koI sAkSI hone se| aura taba, taba tuma nahIM pUchate ki vikAra-janita jIvana kI samasyAoM kA kaise samAdhAna kareM! taba tumheM eka bAta dikhAI par3a jAtI hai ki sAkSI hone meM samAdhAna hai| tumheM jaisA samAdhAna huA vaise hI dUsaroM ko bhI samAdhAna hogaa| taba tuma logoM ko sAkSI banAne kI ceSTA meM saMlagna hote ho| yahI to mahAvIra ne kiyA cAlIsa varSoM taka, buddha ne kiyaa| kyA sikhA rahe the logoM ko? sikhA rahe the ki hama jAga gae, tuma bhI jAga jaao| basa jAgane meM samAdhAna hai| yahI maiM kara rahA huuN| maiM tumase kucha bhI nahIM kahatA ki tuma kaisA AcaraNa bnaao| bakavAsa hai AcaraNa kI baat| khUba kI jA cukI, tuma banA nahIM paaye| usa karane ke kAraNa hI tuma udAsa AtmahInatA se bhara gye| maiM tumase kahatA hUM : jAgo! eka bAta maiMne dekhI hai ki jAgane se saba samasyAoM kA samAdhAna ho jAtA hai aura binA jAge kisI samasyA kA samAdhAna nahIM hotaa| jyAdA se jyAdA tuma samasyAeM badala sakate ho| eka samasyA kI jagaha dUsarI banA loge, dUsarI kI jagaha tIsarI banA loge; para isase kucha pharka nahIM par3atA, samasyA apanI jagaha khar3I rahatI hai| jAgane meM samAdhAna hai| lekina tuma dUsaroM ko tabhI jagA sakoge jaba tuma jAga gaye ho, isake pahale nhiiN| bujhI AtmA kA vyakti kisI kI AtmA ko jagA nahIM sktaa| ar3acana hai| jinhoMne pUchA hai, unakI AkAMkSA hai logoM kI vikAra-janita samasyAoM ko dUra kreN| tuma apanI kara lo| phira tumheM samajha aayegii|

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buddha ke pAsa eka AdamI AyA aura usane kahA ki mujhe batAyeM ki maiM kaise logoM kI sevA karUM? buddha ne usakI tarapha dekhA aura kahate haiM, aisA kabhI na huA thA, unakI Akha meM eka AMsU A gyaa| vaha AdamI thor3A ghbraayaa| usane kahA ki ApakI AMkha meM AMsU mAmalA kyA hai? buddha kahA : tuma para mujhe bar3I karuNA A rahI hai| abhI tUne apanI hI sevA nahIM kI, to dUsaroM kI sevA kaise karegA? aksara aisA hotA hai ki dUsaroM kI sevA karane vAle ve hI loga haiM jo apanI samasyAoM se bhAganA cAhate haiN| maiM bahuta se samAja sevakoM ko jAnatA huuN| inake jIvana meM koI zAMti nahIM hai magara ye dUsaroM ke jIvana meM zAMti lAne meM lage haiN| aura aksara inake kAraNa dUsaroM ke jIvana meM azAMti AtI hai, zAMti nhiiN| agara duniyA ke samAja sevaka kRpA karake apanI- apanI jagaha baiTha jAyeM to kAphI sevA ho jaaye| magara ve bar3A upadrava macAte haiM [ maiMne sunA hai, eka IsAI pAdarI ne apane skUla meM baccoM ko kahA ki kama se kama pratidina eka acchA kAma karanA hI caahie| dUsare dina usane pUchA ki koI acchA kAma kiyA? tIna lar3ake khar3e ho gye| usane pahale se pUchA : tumane kyA acchA kAma kiyA? usane kahA. maiMne eka kI strI ko sar3aka pAra krvaaii| dUsare se pUchA usane kahA. maiMne bhI eka bUr3hI strI ko sar3aka pAra krvaaii| pAdarI ko lagA ki donoM ko kI striyAM mila gaIM! phira usane kahA ki ho sakatA hai, koI kI striyoM kI kamI to hai nhiiN| tIsare se pUchA ki tUne kyA kiyA? usane kahA ki maiMne bhI eka kI strI ko sar3aka pAra krvaaii| usane kahA tuma tInoM ko kI striyAM mila gaIM? unhoMne kahA. tIna nahIM thIM, eka hI bUr3hI strI thii| aura sar3aka pAra honA bhI nahIM cAhatI thI, bAmuzkila karavA paaye| magara karavA dI ! ye jo jinako tuma samAja-sevaka kahate ho, ye tumhArI phikra hI nahIM karate ki tuma pAra honA bhI cAhate ho ki nahIM, ye tumako pAra karavA rahe haiN| ye kahate haiM : hama to pAra karavA kara rheNge| ye tumhArI tarapha dekhate hI nahIM ki tuma sevA karavAne ko rAjI bhI ho! maiM rAjasthAna meM yAtrA para thA, udayapura se lauTatA thaa| koI do baje rAta hoMge, koI AdamI gAr3I meM car3ha aayaa| vaha ekadama mere paira dAbane lgaa| maiMne kahA : 'bhAI, tU sone bhI de!' usane kahA. 'Apa soye, magara hama to sevA kreNge|' 'tU sevA karegA to hama so kaise pAyeMge?' usane kahA : ' aba Apa bIca meM na boleM / udayapura meM bhI maiM AyA thA, lekina logoM ne mujhe aMdara na Ane diyaa| to maiMne kahA, Apa lauToge to Trena se, mere gAMva se to gujaroge! aba maiM do-tIna sTezana to sevA karUMgA hii| Apa bIca meM boleM hI mata / ' maiMne kahA : 'taba ThIka hai, taba mAmalA hI nahIM hai koii| agara yaha sevA hai to phira tU kara / ' aksara jo tumhArI sevA kara rahe haiM, kabhI tumane gaura se dekhA ki tuma karavAnA bhI cAhate ho? jinakI sevA kara rahe haiM, ve sevA karavAnA cAhate haiM? eka mitra mere pAsa Aye, ve AdivAsiyoM ko zikSA dilavAne kA kAma karate haiM, skUla khulavAte

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haiN| jIvana lagA diyaa| bar3e usase bhare theM-sarTiphikeTa rASTrapati, pradhAnamaMtrI ke! aura ina logoM kA kAma hI hai sarTiphikeTa denA, kucha aura kAma dikhAI par3atA nhiiN| saba rakhe the phAila banA kr| kahA ki maiMne itanI sevA kii| ve mujhase bhI cAhate the| maiMne kahA ki maiM nahIM dUMgA koI sarTiphikeTa, kyoMki maiM pahale unase pUchaM AdivAsiyoM se-ki ve zikSita honA cAhate haiM? unhoMne kahA. 'ApakA matalaba?' maiMne kahA : 'matalaba merA yaha hai ki jo zikSita haiM, unase to pUcho ki zikSA mila kara mila kyA gayA unako? ro rahe haiM! aura tuma becAre garIboM ko, unako bhI zikSita kie de rahe ho| ve bhale haiN| na unameM mahatvAkAMkSA hai na dillI jAne kA rasa hai| tuma unako zikSA dene meM lage ho| tuma jabardastI unako pilA rahe ho shikssaa| tuma pahale yaha to pakkA kara lo ki jo zikSita ho gaye haiM unake jIvana meM koI phUla khile haiM?' ve thor3e becaina hue| unhoMne kahA, 'yaha maiMne kabhI socA nhiiN|' maiMne kahA. 'kitane sAla se sevA kara rahe ho?' 'koI cAlIsa sAla ho ge|' sattara sAla ke karIba unakI umra hai| maiMne kahA. cAlIsa sAla sevA karate ho gae, sevA karane ke pahale tumane yaha bhI na socA ki zikSA lAI kyA hai duniyA meM! udhara amarIkA meM dUsarI hAlata cala rahI hai| vahAM bar3e se bar3e zikSA zAstrI kaha rahe haiM ki baMda kro| DI eca. lAreMsa ne likhA hai ki sau sAla ke lie saba vizvavidayAlaya aura saba skUla baMda kara do to AdamI ke karIba-karIba nabbe pratizata upadrava baMda ho jaaeN| ivAna ilica ne abhI ghoSaNA kI hai, vaha eka nayI yojanA hai usakI : 'DIskUliga sosaayttii| vaha kahatA hai, skUla samApta kro| skUla se samAja ko mukta kro| / maiMne unase pUchA : 'cAlIsa sAla sevA karane ke zurU karate vakta yaha to socA hotA ki tama inako doge kyA! AdivAsI tumase jyAdA prasanna hai, tumase jyAdA masta, prakRti ke tumase jyAdA karIba, rUkhI-sUkhI se rAjI, akiMcana meM bar3A dhanI, sAMjha tAroM meM nAca letA hai, rAta so jAtA hai-aise ahobhAva se!' baTreMDa rasela ne likhA hai ki jaba pahalI daphA maiMne eka jaMgala meM AdivAsiyoM ko dekhA to mere mana meM IrSyA paidA ho gaI ki kAza maiM bhI aisA hI nAca sakatA, lekina aba to muzkila hai! kAza, isI taraha dhuMgharU bAMdha kara Dhola kI thApa para mere paira bhI phudakate! nAcate AdivAsiyoM ko dekha kara IrSyA nahIM hotI? unakI AMkhoM kI saralatA dekha kara IrSyA nahIM hotI? jahAM-jahAM zikSA pahuMcI hai vahAM vahAM sArA upadrava phuNcaa| bastara meM Aja se tIsa sAla pahale taka koI hatyA nahIM hotI thI AdivAsiyoM meN| aura agara kabhI ho jAtI thI to jo hatyA karatA thA vaha khuda sau pacAsa mIla cala kara majisTreTa ko khabara kara detA thA jA kara pulisa meM ki maiMne hatyA kI, mujhe jo daMDa denA ho vaha de deN| corI nahIM hotI thii| logoM ke pAsa pahalI to bAta kucha thA hI

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nahIM ki curA lo aura vastuoM kA koI mUlya nahIM thaa| jahAM jIvana kA mUlya hai, vahA vastuoM kA kyA mUlya hai! magara ye samAja-sevaka haiM! ve to bahuta ghabarA ge| ve kahane lage : 'ApakA matalaba hai ki maiMne jIvana vyartha gaMvAyA!' maiMne kahA : 'vyartha nahIM gaMvAyA hai, bar3e khataranAka DhaMga se gaMvAyA hai| dUsaroM kI jAna lI! tuma apanA gaMvAte, tumhArA jIvana hai|' ___ ve bole ki Apa mujhe bahuta udAsa kie de rahe haiN| maiM bahuta logoM ke pAsa gayA sabane mujhe sarTiphikeTa dI hai| __ maiMne kahA. 'unakI bhI galatI hai| ve bhI tumhAre jaise hI samAja sevaka haiM jinhoMne tumheM sarTiphikeTa dI hai|' dUsare kI sevA karane jAnA mata, jaba taka apane ghara kA dIyA na jala gayA ho; jaba taka bodha bilakula sApha na ho jAye, jaba taka tumhAre bhItara kA prabhu bilakula nikhara na Aye taba taka bhUla kara bhI sevA mata krnaa| bhUla kara upadeza mata denaa| bhUla kara kisI kI samasyA kA samAdhAna mata krnaa| tumhArA samAdhAna aura bhI mahaMgA pdd'egaa| bImArI ThIka, tumhArI auSadhi aura jAna lene vAlI ho jaaegii| zAyada bImAra kucha dina jiMdA raha letA; tumhArI auSadhi bilakula mAra ddaalegii| agara tuma do sau sAla pahale ke bar3e-bar3e vicArakoM kI kitAbeM uThA kara par3ho to ve saba kahate the : jisa dina vizva meM sabhI loga zikSita ho jAyeMge, parama zAMti kA rAjya ho jaaegaa| aba pazcima meM saba zikSita ho gaye, isase jyAdA azAMti kA kabhI koI samaya nahIM rhaa| aba yaha bar3I hairAnI kI bAta hai| jinhoMne kahA, hoza meM nahIM the, behoza the| zikSA se zAMti kA kyA lenA-denA! zikSA to azAMti lAtI hai, kyoMki zikSA mahatvAkAMkSA detI hai| to tuma pUchate ho ki 'vikAra-janita samasyAeM haiM, inakA prabuddha varga kaise samAdhAna kare!' adhikatara sau meM ninyAnabe samasyAeM to isa prabuddha varga ke kAraNa hI haiN| yaha prabuddha varga kRpA kare aura apanI prabuddhatA kA pracAra na kare to kaI samasyAeM to apane Apa samApta ho jaaeN| karIba-karIba mAmalA aisA hai. prabuddha varga hI samasyA paidA karatA hai, prabuddha varga hI usako hala karane kA upAya karatA hai| ___ maiMne sunA hai, eka AdamI gAva meM jAtA, rAta meM logoM kI khir3akiyoM para kolatAra pheMka detAkAMca para, daravAjoM pr| tIna-cAra dina bAda usakA pArTanara-sva hI dhaMdhe meM the-usa gAMva meM AtA aura cillAtA : kisI kI khir3akI para kolatAra to nahIM hai, sApha karavA lo! karavAnA hI par3atA, kyoMki vaha logoM kI khir3akI para kolatAra...| kisI ko yaha patA bhI nahIM calatA ki donoM sAjhedAra haiM, eka hI dhaMdhe meM haiM; AdhA kAma pahalA karatA hai, AdhA dUsarA karatA hai| jaba eka saphAI karatA rahatA hai eka gAMva meM, to dUsarA dUsare gAMva meM taba taka kolatAra pheMka detA hai| aise dhaMdhA khUba calatA hai| prabuddha varga, jisako tuma kahate ho, vahI samasyAeM paidA karatA hai, vahI samasyAoM ke hala karatA hai| prabuddha varga prabuddha varga nahIM hai| prabuddhoM kA varga ho bhI nahIM sktaa| siMhoM ke nahIM lehar3e, saMto kI nahIM jamAta! kabhI buddha

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hotA hai koI ekAdha vykti| varga hotA hai? jamAta! koI bhIr3a-bhAr3a hotI hai? eka buddha kAphI hotA hai aura karor3oM dIye jala jAte haiN| tuma isake pahale ki kisI ke ghara meM rozanI lAne kI ceSTA karo, ThIka se TaTola lenA, tumhAre bhItara rozanI hai? isalie merA sArA dhyAna aura sArA jora eka hI bAta para hai. tumhAre caitanya kA jAgaraNa! isalie dhyAna para merA itanA jora hai| loga mere pAsa Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM ki itanI samasyAeM haiM aura Apa dhyAna meM hI mehanata lagAye rakhate haiM! aura samasyAoM meM ulajhA hai samAja, inako hala karavAiye ! maiM unako kahatA hUM ki vaha koI hala hone vAlI nahIM, jaba taka ki dhyAna na phaila jaaye| dhyAna phaile to saMbhava hai ki samasyAoM kA samAdhAna ho jaaye| dhyAna karo, dhyAna karavAo ! AkhirI prazna : mere eka variSTha mitra haiM, unheM Adara karatA huuN| dharma meM gaharI ruci hai unakI aura unheM ApakA satsaMga bhI kabhI upalabdha huA thaa| maiM jaba bhI unase milatA hUM to bAtacIta ke kama meM ve mujhe bahuta mitratAparvaka tulasIdAsa kA yaha vacana sunA dete haiM: 'mUrakha hRdaya na ceta jo guru milahi viraMci sama aura idhara kucha samaya se mujhe Apake prasaMga meM tulasIdAsa kA yaha vacana smaraNa ho AtA hai, yadyapi mAnane kA jI nahIM hotaa| apanI mUrkhatA se kaise nipaTa bhagavAna? nipaTane kI utanI bAta nahIM, svIkAra karane kI bAta hai| nipaTane meM to phira jAla phaila jaayegaa| to mUrkha jJAnI bana sakatA hai, magara ajJAna na miTegA / svIkAra kI bAta hai| svIkAra kara lo ki maiM ajJAnI hUM / aura jaise hI tumane svIkAra kiyA, usI vinamratA meM, usI svIkAra meM jJAna kI kiraNa AnI zurU hotI hai| ajJAna ko svIkAra karanA jJAna kI tarapha pahalA kadama hai- anivArya kadama hai| to agara yaha mAnane kA mana nahIM hotA ki maiM aura mUrakha., to phira tuma jo bhI karoge vaha galata hogaa| kyoMki phira tuma yahI koziza karoge ki ikaTThA kara lo kahIM se jJAna, thor3A saMgraha kara lo jJAna, chipA lo apane ajJAna ko, DhAMka lo vastroM meM, suMdara gahanoM meM or3hA do| lekina isase kucha miTegA nahIM, bhItara ajJAna to banA hI rhegaa| svIkAra kara lo ! aMgIkAra kara lau ! sacAI yahI hai| aura isako tulanA ke DhaMga se mata soco ki tuma mUrakha ho aura dUsare jJAnI haiN| koI jJAnI nahIM hai| duniyA meM do taraha ke ajJAnI haiM- eka, jinako patA hai; aura eka, jinako patA nhiiN| jinako apane ajJAna kA patA hai unhIM ko jJAnI kahA jAtA hai, aura jinako apane ajJAna kA patA nahIM, unhIM ko

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ajJAnI kahA jAtA hai| bAkI donoM ajJAnI haiN| sukarAta ne kahA hai ki jaba maiMne jAna liyA ki maiM kucha bhI nahIM jAnatA hUM usI dina prakAza ho gyaa| upaniSada kahate haiM. jo kahe maiM jAnatA hUM jAna lenA ki nahIM jaantaa| jo kahe mujhe kucha patA nahIM, usakA pIchA karanA, ho sakatA hai useM patA ho ! jiMdagI bar3I pahelI hai| tuma eka bAra ajJAna ko svIkAra to karo! aura satya ko svIkAra na karoge to karoge kyA? kaba taka jhuThalAoge 2: bAta sApha hai ki hameM kucha bhI patA nahIM / na hameM patA hai hama kahAM se Ate; na hameM patA hai hama kahAM jAte; na hameM patA hai hama kona hai - aba aura kyA cAhie pramANa ke lie? rAste para koI AdamI mila jAe caurAhe para aura tuma usase pUcho kahAM se Ate ho, vaha kahatA hai patA nahIM; tuma kaho, kahAM jAte; vaha kahatA hai, patA nahIM - to tumheM kucha zaka hogA ki nahIM? aura tuma pUcho tuma ho kona vaha kahe ki patA nahI - to tuma kyA kahoge isa AdamI ko ? 'tU pAgala hai! tujhe yaha bhI patA nahIM kahAM se AtA hai, kahAM jAtA hai| khaira itanA to patA hogA ki tU kona hai!' vaha kahe ki mujhe kucha patA nhiiN| 'nAma- dhAma ThikAnA?' kucha patA nhiiN| to tuma kahoge ki yaha Adama yA to pAgala hai yA dhokhA de rahA hai| hamArI dazA kyA hai? jIvana ke caurAhe para hama khar3e haiN| jahAM khar3e haiM, vahIM caurAhA hai, kyoMki hara jagaha se cAra rAheM phUTatI haiM, hajAra rAheM phUTatI haiN| jahAM khar3e haiM vahIM vikalpa haiM / koI tumase pUche kahAM se Ate ho, patA hai? jhUThI bAteM mata dohraanaa| sunI bAteM mata doharAnA / yaha mata kahanA ki hamane gItA meM par3hA hai| usase kAma na clegaa| gItA meM par3hA hai, usase to itanA hI patA calegA ki tumheM kucha bhI patA nahIM hai; nahIM to gItA meM par3hate ? agara tumheM patA hotA kahAM se Ate ho, to patA hotA, gItA kI kyA jarUrata thI? tuma yaha mata kahanA ki kurAna meM sunA hai ki kahAM se Ate ki bhagava ke ghara se aate| na tumheM bhagavAna kA patA hai na tumheM usake ghara kA patA hai tumheM kucha bhI patA nahIM / lekina AdamI kA ahaMkAra bar3A hai| ahaMkAra ke kAraNa vaha svIkAra nahIM kara pAtA ki maiM ajJAnI huuN| aura ahaMkAra hI bAdhA hai| svIkAra kara lo, ahaMkAra gira jAtA hai| ajJAna kI svIkRti se jyAdA aura mahatvapUrNa koI mauta nahIM hai, kyoMki usameM mara jAtA hai ahaMkAra, khatama huA, aba kucha bAta hI na rhii| tuma acAnaka pAoge halake ho gaye! aba koI Dara na rhaa| sacce ho gaye! aba loga sikhalAte haiM. jhUTha mata bolo| aura jo sikhalAte haiM jhUTha mata bolo, unase bar3A jhUTha koI bolatA dikhAI par3atA nhiiN| jhUTha mata bolo, samajhAte haiN| aura unase pUcho, duniyA kisane banAI ? ve kahate haiM : bhagavAna ne banAI / jaise ye maujUda the| thor3A soco to ki jhUTha kI bhI koI sImA hotI hai! dUsare loga jhUTha bola rahe haiM, choTI-moTI jhUTha bola rahe haiN| koI kaha rahA hai ki hamAre pAsa dasa hajAra rupaye haiM aura haiM hajAra rupaye, koI bar3A jhUTha nahIM bola rahA hai| hajAra rupaye to haiN| sabhI aisA jhUTha bolate haiN| ghara meM mehamAna A jAtA hai, par3osa se sophA mAMga lAte haiM, udhAra darI le Ate haiM, saba DhaMga-DhauMga

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kara dete haiN| jhUTha bola rahe ho| tuma yaha batalA rahe ho mehamAna ko ki bahuta hai apane paas| mullA nasaruddIna ne naI-naI dUkAna kholI to isI taraha sAmAna sajA liyaa| phona taka le AyA kisI mitra ke ghara se mAga kara, rakha liyA vhaaN| koI kanekzana to thA nhiiN| eka AdamI aayaa| samajha kara ki grAhaka hai, usane kahA : baittho| jaldI se phona uThA kara vaha jarA bAta karane lagA ki 'ho -hA, lAkha rupaye kA saudA kara lo| ThIka hai, lAkha kA kara lo|' phona nIce rakha kara usane usa AdamI se kahA : 'kahie, kyA bAta hai?' usane kahA ki maiM phona kaMpanI se AtA hUM kanekzana lagAne AyA huuN| ye lAkha rupaye kI bAta kara rahe the| AdamI ceSTA karatA hai dikhalAne kI jo nahIM hai| magara ye koI bar3e jhUTha nahIM haiM, choTe-choTe jhUTha haiM aura kSamA yogya haiM aura inase jiMdagI meM thor3A rasa bhI hai| isameM kucha bahuta ar3acana nahIM inako jhUTha kyA kahanA! lekina koI tumase pUchatA hai : duniyA kisane banAI? choTA baccA tumase pUchatA hai ki pitAjI, duniyA kisane banAI? tuma kahate ho : 'bhagavAna ne bnaaii|' kitanA bar3A jhUTha bola rahe ho! kucha to soco! tumheM patA hai? aura kisase bola rahe ho! usa nanheM choTe bacce se, jo tuma para bharosA karatA hai! kisako dhokhA de rahe ho-jisakI zraddhA tuma para hai aura jisakA agAdha vizvAsa hai ki tuma jhUTha na bologe phira agara bar3e ho kara yaha beTA tuma para zraddhA kho de to ronA mata, kyoMki eka na eka dina to ise patA calegA ki pitAjI ko bhI patA nahIM hai, mAtAjI ko bhI patA nahIM hai| ve pitAjI-mAtAjI ke jo gurujI haiM, unako bhI patA nhiiN| patA kisI ko bhI nahIM hai aura saba dAvA kara rahe haiM ki patA hai| jisa dina yaha beTA jAnegA usa dina isakI zraddhA agara kho jAe to jummevAra kona? tumhIM ho jummevAra! tumane aise jhUTha bole jinakA tuma pramANa na juTA skoge| __ bAta kyA thI? kyA tuma itanI-sI bAta kahane meM lajA gae ki beTA, mujhe patA nahIM! kAza, tuma itanA kaha sakate! aura jo bApa apane beTe se kaha sakatA hai ki beTA mujhe patA nahIM, tU bhI khojanA, maiM bhI abhI khoja rahA hUM agara tujhe kabhI patA cala jAe to mujhe batA denA mujhe patA calegA to tujhe batA dUMgA; lekina mujhe patA nahIM, kisane banAI, banAI ki nahIM banAI, paramAtmA hai yA nahIM, mujhe kucha patA nahIM! ho sakatA hai, Aja tumheM ar3acana mAlUma par3e lekina beTA samajhegA, eka dina samajhegA aura tumhAre prati kabhI Adara na khoyegA! tumhAre prati zraddhA bar3hatI hI jaaegii| jaba javAna hogA taba samajhegA ki kitanA kaThina hai ajJAna ko svIkAra kara lenA, kyoMki usakA ahaMkAra use batAyegA ki ajJAna ko svIkAra karanA bar3A kaThina hai, lekina mere pitA ne ajJAna svIkAra kiyA thaa| tumhArI chApa usa para anUThI rhegii| tumhAre prati zraddhA ke khone kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| lekina loga jhUThI bAteM kahe cale jAte haiN| mullA nasaruddIna apane beTe se kaha rahA thA...| skUla se AyA bettaa| pAsa nahIM huA klAsa meN| to kahA : 'tujhe patA hai ki terI umra meM bithovana ne kitanA saMgIta janmA diyA thA aura mAikala eMjilo ne kaisI-kaisI mUrtiyAM banA dI thIM. aura terI kyA hAlata hai 2: ' / usa beTe ne bApa kI tarapha dekhA aura kahA : 'tthiik| aura ApakI umra meM pitAjI mAikala eMjilo

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kahAM the? kahAM taka pahuMca gae the? Apa kahAM pahuMce haiM? ' lekina taba dukha hotA hai, taba pIr3A lagatI hai, taba ar3acana hotI hai| dharma ke nAma para bar3e jhUTha calate haiN| ina jhUThoM ko girA denA dhArmika AdamI kA lakSaNa hai| isalie to maiM kahatA hUM : dhArmika AdamI hiMdU musalamAna, jaina, bauddha nahIM ho sakatA / dhArmika AdamI to sarala hogA, sahaja hogaa| vaha to jo jAnatA hai utanA hI kahegA, vaha bhI jhijhaka kara kahegA; jo nahIM jAnatA, usa kA to kabhI dAvA nahIM kregaa| vaha to apane ko khola kara rakha degA ki aisA- aisA, itanA maiM jAnatA hUM thor3A-bahuta maiM jAnatA hUM / eka mAM apanI beTI se kaha rahI thI ki jaba maiM tumhArI umra kI thI to maiMne kisI puruSa kA sparza bhI nahIM kiyA thA aura tuma garbhavatI hokara A gaI kaoNleja se ! yaha to batAo ki jaba tumhAre bacce hoMge, tuma unase kyA kahogI ? usa lar3akI ne kahA : 'kaheMge to hama bhI yahI, lekina jarA saMkoca se kaheMge, Apa bar3e nissaMkoca se kaha rahI haiN|' samajhe matalaba? usa lar3akI ne kahA : 'kaheMge to hama bhI yahI ki tumhArI umra meM hamArA kuMvArApana bilakula pavitra thA, hamane kisI puruSa ko chuA bhI nahIM thA, kaheMge to hama bhI yahI jo Apa kaha rahI haiM; lekina hama itane nissaMkoca bhAva se na kaha sakeMge jitane nissaMkoca bhAva se Apa kaha rahI haiN| hama thor3e jhijhkeNge|' yaha jhUTha hai| yaha jhUTha mata kheN| jaisA hai vaisA hI kheN| jo hai vahI kheN| jitanA jAnA usameM rattI bhara mata jor3e, sajAyeM bhI mt| aisA nipaTa satya ke sAtha jo jItA hai, use agara kisI dina mahAsatya mila jAtA hai to Azcarya kyA ! iMca bhara jhUThe dAve na kreN| dAve karane kI bar3I AkAMkSA hotI hai, kyoMki ahaMkAra jhUThe dAvoM se jItA hai| ahaMkAra jhUTha hai aura jhUTha se usakA bhojana hai, jhUTha se usako bhojana milatA hai| aura isalie tumhAre jhUTha ko koI jarA TaTola de, jhajhakora de, to tuma kitane nArAja hote ho! aba tuma kahate ho, bhagavAna ne banAI duniyA / aura beTA pUcha le : ' bhagavAna ko kisane banAyA?' basa bhannA jAte ho, nArAja ho jAte ho| kahate ho : 'yaha bAta mata puucho| jaba bar3e hooge, tuma samajha loge|' aura tumheM bhI patA hai ki bar3e ho gaye tuma bhI, abhI samajhe kucha nahIM / yaha kaise samajha legA? yahI tumhAre bApa tumase kahate rahe ki bar3e ho jAoge, samajha loge| bar3e tuma ho gaye, abhI taka kucha samajhe nhiiN| yahI tuma isase kaha rahe, yahI yaha apane beToM se kahatA rhegaa| aise jhUTha calate pIr3hIdara-pIr3hI aura jIvana vikRta hotA calA jAtA hai| tuma saca ho jaao| ajJAna bilakula svAbhAvika hai, patA hameM nahIM hai| isakA eka pahalU to yaha hai ki hameM patA nahIM hai; isakA dUsarA pahalU yaha hai ki jIvana rahasya hai, patA ho hI nahIM sktaa| isakA eka pahalU to yaha hai ki mujhe patA nahIM hai, isakA dUsarA pahalU yaha hai ki jIvana ajJAta rahasya hai, pahelI hai, isalie

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patA ho kaise sakatA hai! isalie jisane jAnA ki maiM nahIM jAnatA vahI jAnane meM samartha ho jAtA hai, kyoMki vaha jAna letA hai jIvana parama guhya rahasya hai| paramAtmA rahasya hai, koI siddhAta nhiiN| jo kahatA hai paramAtmA hai, vaha yaha thor3e hI kaha rahA hai ki paramAtmA koI siddhAta hai; vaha yaha kaha rahA hai ki hama samajha nahIM pAye, samajha meM AtA nahIM, jJAta hotA nahIM-ajJeya hai| isa sArI bAta ko hama eka zabda meM rakha rahe haiM ki paramAtmA hai| paramAtmA zabda meM itanA hI artha hai ki saba rahasya hai aura samajha meM nahIM AtA; sUjha-bUjha ke pAra hai; buddhi ke pAra hai; tarka ke atIta hai; jahAM vicAra thaka kara gira jAte haiM, vahAM hai, avAka jahAM ho jAtI hai cetanA, jahAM Azcaryacakita hama khar3e raha jAte haiN...| kabhI tuma kisI vRkSa ke pAsa Azcaryacakita ho kara khar3e hue ho? jIvana kitane rahasya se bharA hai! lekina tumhAre jJAna ke kAraNa tuma mare jA rahe ho, rahasya ko tuma dekha nahIM paate| aura jisane rahasya nahIM dekhA, vaha kyA khAka dharma se saMbaMdhita hogA! eka choTA-sA bIja vRkSa bana jAtA hai aura tuma nAcate nahIM, tuma rahasya se nahIM bharate! roja subaha sUraja nikala AtA hai, AkAza meM karor3oM-karor3oM araboM tAre ghUmate haiM, pakSI haiM, pazu haiM, itanA virATa vistAra hai jIvana kA - isameM hara cIja rahasyamaya hai, kisI kA kucha patA nahIM hai! aura jo-jo tumheM patA hai vaha kAmacalAU hai| vijJAna bahuta dAve karatA hai ki hameM patA hai| pUcho ki pAnI kyA hai? to vaha kahatA hai hAiDrojana aura AksIjana kA mela hai| lekina hAiDrojana kyA hai? to phira aTaka gye| phira jhijhaka kara khar3e ho gye| to vaha kahatA hai : hAiDrojana kyA hai, aba yaha jarA muzkila hai| kyoMki hAiDrojana to tatva hai| do kA saMyoga ho to hama batA deN| pAnI do kA saMyoga hai - hAiDrojana aura AksIjana kA jor3a, eca TU o| lekina hAiDrojana to sirpha hAiDrojana hai| aba koI tumase pUche pIlA raMga kyA hai? to aba kyA khAka kahoge ki pIlA raMga kyA hai! pIlA raMga yAnI pIlA rNg| hAiDrojana yAnI hAiDrojana / aba kahanA kyA hai? magara yaha koI uttara huA ki hAiDrojana yAnI hAiDrojana ? nahIM, vijJAna bhI koI uttara detA nahI; thor3I dUra jAtA hai, phira ThiThaka kara khar3A ho jAtA hai| saba zAstra thoDI dUra jAte haiM, phira ThiThaka kara gira jAte haiN| manuSya kI kSamatA sImita hai aura asIma hai jIvana - jAnA kaise jA sakatA hai! isalie jisane jAna liyA ki nahIM jAnatA, vahI jJAnI hai| to ghabarAo mt| svIkAra kro| svIkAra se hI visarjana hai| mUlya - mukta kara le cala mujhako tU amUlya kI ora saMzaya-nizcaya donoM duvidhA, inase pare vikAsa mRgamarIcikA kSitija, svayaM kI sImA hai AkAza samaya samaya hai bhole dRga kI chalanA saMdhyA- bhora

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pUrNa nahIM hai vastu, bhAva meM kevala usakA bhAsa bAMdha sake cinmaya ko, aisA kisa bhASA kA pAza! kuMbha kUpa taka pahuMce itanA kara sakatI basa Dora kaMcana nahIM, akiMcana kI hI durlabha hai pahacAna paMcabhUta to nagna, tatva ne pahana liyA paridhAna char3A tulA kI kArA, pakaDUM maiM amUlya kA chora mUlya-mukta kara le cala mujhako tU amUlya kI ora mUlya AdamI ke banAye haiM, amUlya paramAtmA kA hai| saba tulAyeM tarAjU hamAre haiM: paramAtmA anataulA hai, amita; koI mApa nahI-amApa! jo bhI jAnA jA sakatA hai vaha sImita hai-jAnane se hI sImita ho gyaa| kSudra hI jAnA jA sakatA hai, virATa nhiiN| bAMdha sake cinmaya ko, aisA kisa bhASA kA pAza! zabda meM, bhASA meM, siddhAta meM, baMdhegA nhiiN...| kuMbha kUpa taka pahuMce itanA kara sakatI basa Dora _kueM meM DAlA gagarI ko to jo DorI hai, vaha pAnI taka pahuMcA de gagarI ko, aura kyA kara sakatI hai! tarka aura vicAra aura buddhi basa paramAtmA taka pahuMcA detI hai aura kucha nahIM kara sktii| vahAM jA kara jAga AtI hai| basa vahAM Dora khatama ho jAtI hai| jahAM buddhi kI Dora khatama hotI hai, vahIM prabhu kA jala hai| jahAM vicAra, tarka kI kSamatA TUTatI hai, giratI hai, bikharatI hai, vahIM cinmaya kA AkAza hai| ajJAna sirpha isa bAta kA sabUta hai ki paramAtmA rahasya hai| jJAna isa bAta kA sabUta hotA hai ki paramAtmA bhI rahasya nahIM, paDhA jA sakatA hai, kholA jA sakatA hai| nahIM, usake mahala meM praveza to hotA hai; bAhara koI nahIM nikltaa| usameM DubakI to lagatI hai, lauTatA koI bhI nahIM hai| rAmakRSNa kahate the. do namaka ke putale eka mele meM bhAga lene gaye the| samudra ke taTa para lagA thA melaa| kaI loga vicAra kara rahe the ki samudra kI gaharAI kitanI hai| koI kahatA thA, atala hai! gae koI bhI na the| atala to tabhI kaha sakate haiM jaba tala taka gaye aura tala na paayaa| yaha to bar3I muzkila bAta ho gii| koI kahatA thA, tala hai, lekina bahuta gaharAI para hai| lekina ve bhI gaye na the| namaka ke putaloM ne kahA : 'suno jI, hama jAte haiM, hama patA lagA Ate haiN|' ve donoM kUda pdd'e| ve cale gaharAI meN| ve jaise-jaise gahare gae vaise-vaise pighle| namaka ke putale the, sAgara ke jala se hI bane the, sAgara meM hI galane lge| pahuMca to gae bahuta gaharAI meM lekina lauTeM kaise! taba taka to kho cuke the, kabhI lauTe nhiiN| loga kucha dina taka pratIkSA karate rhe| phira logoM ne kahA, are pAgala hue ho, namaka ke putale kahIM patA lAeMge! kho gae hoNge|

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aisI hI saMto kI gati hai| paramAtmA meM DubakI to mAra gae, lekina paramAtmA se hI bane haiM, jaise namaka kA putalA sAgara se hI banA hai| to DubakI to laga jAtI hai| phira cale gaharAI kI tarapha / jaise -jaise gahare hote haiM, vaise-vaise pighalane lage, khone lge| eka dina patA to cala jAtA hai gaharAI kA; lekina jaba taka patA calatA hai taba taka khuda miTa jAte haiM, lauTane kA upAya nahIM raha jaataa| koI prabhu se kabhI lauTA ? lauTane kA koI upAya nhiiN| isalie koI uttara nahIM hai| niruttara hai AkAza, niruttara hai astitv| isa niruttara astitva ke sAmane tuma mauna ho kara jhuko, akiMcana ho kara jhuko / ajJAna ko svIkAra kara jhuke / / vahIM prakAza kI kiraNa utregii| tuma miTe ki prakAza huaa| tuma miTe ki paramAtmA pragaTa huaa| tumhAre hone meM bAdhA hai| hari oma tatsat!

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viSayoM meM virasatA mokSa hai-pravacana-nauvAM dinAMka 19, navaMbara; 1976 zrI rajanIza Azrama puunaa| sUtra sAraH yathAtathoyadezena kRtArthaH sttvbuddhimaan| AjIvamayi jijJAsuH parastatra vimuhyti!| 126 / / mokSo viSayavairasyaM badho vaiSayiko rsH| etAvadeva vijJAnaM yathecchasi tathA kuru|| 12711 vAgmiprAjJamahodyogaM janaM muukjddaalsm| karoti tattvabodhouyamataslakto bubhukssibhi|| 128 / / na tvaM deho na te deho bhoktA kartA na vA bhvaan| cidrUyousi sadA sAkSI nirapekSa: sukha cr|| 129 / / rAgadveSo manodhauM na manaste kdaacn| nirvikalyo'si bodhAtmA nirvikAraH sukha cr|| 130 / / sarvabhateSa cAtmAnaM sarvabhatAni caatmni| vijJAya nirahaMkAro nirmamasla sakhI bhv|| 13111 vizva sphurati yatredaM taraMgA iva saagre| tattvameva na saMdehazcinyUrte vijvaro bhv|| 132 / / pUrvIya zAstra sAgara kI taraMgoM jaise haiN| taraMga para taraMga, eka jaisI taraMga - sAgara kabhI thakatA nhiiN| jaba pahalI bAra pazcima meM pUrva ke zAstroM ke anuvAda hone zurU hue to pazcimI vicAraka jisa bAta se sadA parezAna rahe, vaha thI ki pUrva ke zAstroM meM bar3I punarukti hai| vahI-vahI bAta phira-phira kara kahI hai| thor3e - thor3e bheda se, thor3e zabdoM ke aMtara se, vahI-vahI satya bAra-bAra udaghATita kiyA hai| pazcima ke likhane kA DhaMga dUsarA hai| bAta saMkSipta meM likhI jAtI hai| eka bAra kaha dI, kaha dI, phira usakI punarukti nahIM kI jaatii| pUrva kA DhaMga bilakula bhinna hai| kyoMki pUrva ne jAnA ki kahane vAle kA savAla nahIM hai, sunane vAle kA savAla hai| sunane vAlA behoza hai| bAra-bAra kahane para bhI suna

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legA, yaha bhI pakkA nhiiN| bAra-bAra kahane para bhI suna le to bhI bahuta / bAsbAra kahane para bhI cUka jAye, yahI jyAdA saMbhava hai| ye satya itane bar3e haiM ki eka bAra meM to samajha meM hI nahIM Ate, ha bAra meM bhI nahIM aate| phira, kahA jAtA hai ki acchA zikSaka vahI hai jo apanI kakSA meM AkhirI vidyArthI ko dhyAna meM rakha kara bole| kakSA meM saba taraha ke vidyArthI haiM- prathama koTi ke, dvitIya koTi ke, tRtIya ka / jinakA buddhi aMka bahuta hai ve bhI haiM; jinake pAsa buddhi bahuta durbala hai ve bhI haiN| acchA zikSaka vahI hai jo AkhirI vidyArthI ko dhyAna meM rakha kara bole prathama vidyArthI ko dhyAna meM rakha kara bole to eka samajhegA, unatIsa binA samajhe raha jAeMge; aMtima ko dhyAna meM rakha kara bole to tIsa hI samajha paaeNge| pUrva ke zAstra parama satya ko bhI kahate haiM to aMtima ko dhyAna meM rakha kara kahate haiN| isalie bahuta punarukti hai| bAra-bAra vahI bAta kahI gaI hai| isase tuma ghabarAnA mt| aura phira bhI punarukti ekadama punarukti nahIM hai, hara punarukti meM satya kI koI naI jhalaka hai| sAgara ke kinAre baiTha kara dekho, lahareM AtI haiM, eka sI hI lagatI haiM! lekina, aura thor3e gaura se dekhanA to koI lahara dUsarI jaisI nhiiN| bahuta dhyAnapUrvaka dekhoge to hara lahara kA apanA hastAkSara hai, apanA DhaMga, apanI laya, apanA rUpa, apanI abhivykti| koI do lahareM eka jaisI nahIM; jaise kinhIM do AdamiyoM ke aMgUThe ke cihna eka jaise nhiiN| aise Upara se dekho to saba aMgUThe eka jaise lagate haiM, gaura se dekhane para, khurdabIna se dekhane para patA calatA hai ki bar3e bhinna haiN| aSTAvakra kI gItA meM tumheM bahuta bAra lagegA ki punarukti ho rahI hai to samajhanA ki tumhAre pAsa khurdabIna nahIM hai| eka artha meM punarukti hai| satya do nahIM haiN| to eka hI satya ko bAra-bAra kahanA hai, aharniza kahanA hai| punarukti hai| tumane zAstrIya saMgIta sunA? vaisI hI punarukti hai| zAstrIya saMgItajJa eka hI paMkti ko doharAe calA jAtA hai| lekina jo jAnatA hai, jise zAstrIya saMgIta kA svAda hai, vaha dekhegA ki hara bAra doharAtA hai, lekina naye DhaMga se, hara bAra usakA jora alaga- alaga hisse para hotA hai; paMkti vahI hotI hai, jora badala jAtA hai; paMkti vahI hotI hai, svaroM kA utAra-car3hAva badala jAtA hai| lekina jise svaroM ke utAra-car3hAva kA koI patA nahIM, Aroha avaroha kA koI patA nahIM, vaha to kahegA. 'kyA eka hI bAta kahe cale jA rahe ho! kyA ghaMToM taka ......!' bAta eka hI hai, aura phira bhI eka hI nahIM hai| zAstra zAstrIya saMgIta haiN| bAta eka hI hai, phira bhI eka hI nahIM hai| lahareM eka jaisI lagatI haiM kyoMki tumane gaura se dekhA nhiiN| anyathA hara lahara meM tuma kucha nayA bhI pAoge / satya nayA bhI hai aura purAnA bhI - purAtanatama, sanAtana aura nita nUtana / satya virodhAbhAsa hai| to jaba tumheM kabhI aisA lage ki phira punarukti ho rahI hai / aSTAvakra phira vahI - vahI bAta kyoM lagate haiM pU kaha to cuke| kisI naye pahalU ko ubhArate haiN| isa bAta ko bhI khayAla meM le lo| tumhArA sabhI kA zikSaNa pazcimI DhaMga se huA hai| aba to

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pUraba bhI pUraba nahIM hai, aba to pUraba bhI pazcima hai| pUraba to rahA hI nahIM aba pazcima hI pazcima hai| tumhArI zikSaNa kI vyavasthA bhI pazcima se nirdhArita hotI hai| isalie pUrvIya vyakti ko bhI lagatA hai ki punarukti hai| lekina pUraba kI zikSaNa paddhati alaga thii| pUraba kI sArI jIvana-vyavasthA vartulAkAra hai; jaise gAr3I kA cAka ghUmatA hai| pazcima kI jIvana-vyavasthA vartulAkAra nahIM hai, rekhAbaddha hai| jaise tumane eka sIdhI lakIra khIMcI, basa sIdhI calI jAtI hai, kabhI lauTatI nhiiN| pUrva kahatA hai : yaha to bAta saMbhava hI nahIM, sIdhI lakIra to hotI hI nhiiN| agara tumane yUkaliDa kI jyAmeTrI par3hI hai aura usake Age tumane phira jyAmeTrI nahIM par3hI to tuma bhI rAjI hooge pazcima se| lekina aba pazcima meM eka naI jyAmeTrI paidA huI : naanyuukliddiyn| yUkaliDa kI jyAmeTrI kahatI hai ki eka rekhA sIdhI khIMcI jA sakatI hai| lekina naI jyAmeTrI kahatI hai. koI rekhA sIdhI hotI nhiiN| vaha pUraba kI bAta para utara AI hai| yaha jamIna gola hai, jamIna para tuma koI bhI rekhA khIMcoge, agara khIMcate hI cale jAo, vaha vartula bana jaaegii| tuma choTe-se kAgaja para khIMcate ho; tumheM lagatA hai yaha sIdhI rekhA hai| jarA khIMcate jAo, khIMcate jAo, to tuma eka dina pAoge tumhArI rekhA vartulAkAra bana gii| isa pRthvI para koI cIja sIdhI ho nahIM sktii| pRthvI vartulAkAra hai| aura jIvana kI sArI gatividhi vartulAkAra hai| dekhate ho, garmI AtI, varSA AtI, zIta AtI, phira garmI A jAtI hai-ghUma gayA caak| AkAza meM tAre ghUmate sUraja ghUmatA subaha sAMjha, cAMda ghUmatA, bacapana, javAnI, bur3hApA ghUmata-tuma dekhate ho, cAka ghUma jAtA jIvana meM sabhI vartulAkAra hai| isalie pUraba ke zAstra kA jo vaktavya hai vaha bhI vartulAkAra hai| vaha jIvana ke bahuta anukUla hai| vahI cAka phira ghUma jAtA hai bhalA bhUmi nayI ho| bailagAr3I para -cAka vahI ghamatA rahatA hai, bhami nayI AtI jAtI hai| agara tama cAka ko hI dekhoge to kahoge : kyA punarukti ho rahI hai! lekina agara cAroM tarapha tuma gaura se dekho to vRkSa badala gaye rAha ke kinAre ke, jamIna kI dhUla badala gii| kabhI rAstA patharIlA thA, kabhI rAstA sama A gyaa| sUraja badala gayA sAMjha thI, rAta ho gaI, cAMda-tAre A ge| cAka para dhyAna rakho to vahI cAka ghUma rahA hai| lekina agara pUre vistAra para dhyAna rakho to cAka vahI hai, phira bhI saba kucha nayA hotA jA rahA hai| ise smaraNa rakhanA, nahIM to yaha khayAla A jAe ki punarukti hai to AdamI sunanA baMda kara detA hai| sunatA bhI rahatA hai, phira kahatA hai. ThIka hai, yaha to mAlUma hai| pahalA sUtra : 'satvabuddhi vAlA puruSa jaise taise, yAnI thor3e-se upadeza se bhI kRtArtha hotA hai| asata buddhi vAlA puruSa AjIvana jijJAsA karake bhI usameM moha ko hI prApta hotA hai| yathAtathopadezena kRtArtha: satva buddhimaan| AjIvamapi jijJAsuH parastatra vimuhyti| jisake pAsa thor3I-sI jAgI huI buddhi hai vaha to thor3e se upadeza se bhI jAga jAtA hai, jarA-sI bAta coTa kara jAtI hai| jisake pAsa soI huI buddhi hai usa para tuma lAkha coTeM karo vaha karavaTa le -le

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kara so jAtA hai| buddha ke pAsa eka vyakti AyA eka subh| usane A kara buddha ke caraNoM meM praNAma kiyA aura kahA ki zabda se majhe mata kaheM, zabda to maiM bahata ikaTThe kara liyA haiN| zAstra maiMne saba paDha liye haiN| mujhe to zUnya se kaha deM, mauna se kaha deN| maiM samajha luuNgaa| mujha para bharosA kreN| buddha ne use gaura se dekhA aura AMkheM baMda kara lI aura cupa baiTha ge| vaha adamI bhI Akha baMda kara liyA aura cupa baiTha gyaa| buddha ke ziSya to bar3e hairAna hue ki yaha kyA ho rahA hai| pahale to usakA prazna hI thor3A ajIba thA ki 'binA zabda ke kaha deM aura bharosA kareM mujha para aura maiM zAstra se bahuta paricita ho gayA hUM aba mujhe niHzabda se kucha khabara deN| sunane yogyasuna cukA par3hane yogya par3ha cukA; para jo jAnane yogya hai, vaha donoM ke pAra mAlUma hotA hai| mujhe to janA deN| mujhe to jagA veM jJAna mAMgane nahIM AyA huuN| jAgaraNa kI bhikSA mAMgane AyA huuN| eka to usakA prazna hI ajIba thA, phira buddha kA cupacApa use dekha kara Akha baMda kara lenA, aura phira usa AdamI kA bhI Akha baMda kara lenA, bar3A rahasyapUrNa ho gyaa| bIca meM bolanA ThIka bhI na thA, koI ghar3I bhara yaha bAta calI cupacApa, mauna hI mauna meM kucha hastAMtaraNa huA kucha lena-dena huaa| vaha AdamI baiTha baiThA muskurAne lagA Akha baMda kiye hI kiye| usake cehare para eka jyoti A gii| vaha jhukA, usane phira praNAma kiyA buddha ko, dhanyavAda diyA aura kahA : 'bar3I kRpaa| jo lene AyA thA, mila gyaa|' aura calA gyaa| AnaMda ne buddha se pUchA ki 'yaha kyA mAmalA hai? kyA huA? Apa donoM ke bIca kyA huA? hama to saba kore ke kore raha ge| hamArI pakar3a to zabda taka hai, hamArI pahuMca bhI zabda taka hai; niHzabda meM kyA ghaTA? hama to bahare ke bahare raha ge| hameM to kucha kaheM, zabdoM meM kheN|' buddha ne kahA: AnaMda, tU apanI javAnI meM bar3A prasiddha ghur3asavAra thA, yoddhA thaa| ghor3oM meM tUne pharka dekhA? kucha ghor3e hote haiM-mAro, mAro, bAmuzkila calate haiM, mAro to bhI nahIM calate-khaccara jinako hama kahate haiN| kucha ghor3e hote haiM AnaMda, mArate hI cala par3ate haiN| aura kucha ghor3e aise bhI hote haiM ki mArane kA maukA nahIM dete; tuma kor3A phaTakAse, basa phaTakAra kAphI hai| kucha ghor3e aise bhI hote haiM AnaMda ki kor3A phaTakAse bhI mata, kor3A tumhAre hAtha meM hai aura ghor3A sajaga ho jAtA hai| bAta kAphI ho gii| itanA izArA kAphI hai| aura AnaMda, aise bhI ghor3e tUne jarUra dekhe hoMge, tU bar3A ghur3asavAra thA, ki kor3A to dUra, kor3e kI chAyA bhI kAphI hotI hai| yaha aisA hI ghor3A thaa| isako kor3e kI chAyA kAphI thii| satvabuddhi kA artha hotA hai : jo zabda ke binA bhI samajhane maiM tatpara ho gyaa| satvabuddhi kA artha hotA hai. jo satya ko sIdhA-sIdhA samajhane ke lie taiyAra hai; jo AnA-kAnI nahIM karatA; jo idhara-udhara nahIM dekhtaa| jo: sIdhe -sIdhe satya ko dekhatA hai vahI satvabuddhi hai| satva ko dekhane kI prakriyA AtI kaise hai? AdamI satvabuddhi kaise hotA hai? isase tuma udAsa mata ho jAnA ki agara hama asatabuddhi haiM to hama kyA kareMsatvabuddhi hote to samajha lete| aba asatabuddhi haiM to kyA kareM! aura tumhAre zAstroM kI jinhoMne vyAkhyA kI hai, unhoMne bhI kucha aisA bhAva paidA karavA diyA

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hai ki jaise paramAtmA ne do taraha ke loga paidA kiye haiM- satvabuddhi aura astvbuddhi| to phira to kasUra paramAtmA kA hai, phira tumhArA kyA! aba tumhAre pAsa asatabuddhi hai to tuma karoge bhI kyA ? tumhArA basa kyA hai? tuma to parataMtra ho gye| nahIM, maiM isa bhrAMti ko tor3anA cAhatA hUM / satvabuddhi aura asatvabuddha aisI koI denagiyA nahIM haiN| tuma na to satvabuddhi lekara Ate ho na asatvabuddhi lekara Ate ho| isa jIvana ke anubhava se hI satvabuddhi paidA hotI hai yA nahIM paidA hotI hai| merI vyAkhaga tuma khayAla meM le lo| merI vyAkhyA satvabuddhi kI hai. jo vyakti jIvana ke anubhavoM se gujaratA hai aura anubhavoM se bacanA nahIM cAhatA hai| jo tathya ko svIkAra karatA hai aura tathya kA sAkSAtkAra karatA hai, vaha dhIre dhIre satya ko jAnane kA hakadAra ho jAtA hai| tathya ke sAkSAtkAra se satya ke sAkSAtkAra kA AdhikAra utpanna hotA hai| usakI buddhi satvabuddhi ho jAtI hai| jaise, pharka smjho| eka yuvA vyakti mere pAsa AtA aura kahatA hai. 'mujhe kAmavAsanA se bacAeM / ' isakA koI anubhava nahIM hai kAmavAsanA kA / yaha abhI kaccA hai| isane abhI jAnA bhI nahIM hai| yaha kAmavAsanA se bacane kI jo bAta kara rahA hai, yaha bhI kisI se sIkha lI hai| yaha udhAra hai| suna liye hoMge kisI saMta ke vacana, kisI saMta ne guNagAna kiyA hogA brahmacarya kA / yaha lobha se bhara gayA hai| brahmacarya kA lobha isake mana meM A gayA hai| ise bAta tarka se jaMca gaI haiN| lekina anubhava to isakA gavAhI ho nahIM sakatA, anubhava isakA hai nahIM / isakI buddhi ko svIkAra ho gaI hai| isane bAta samajha lI-gaNita kI thii| lekina isake anubhava kI koI sAkSI isakI buddhi ke pAsa nahIM hai| to yaha tathya ko abhI isane anubhava nahIM kiyA / aura agara yaha brahmacarya kI ceSTA meM laga jAye to lAkha upAya kare, yaha brahmacarya ko upalabdha na ho skegaa| isake pAsa brahmacarya ko samajhane satvabuddhi hI nahIM hai| eka AdamI hai, jo abhI daur3A nahIM jagata meM aura daur3ane ke pahale hI thaka gayA hai; jo kahatA hai, mujhe to bacAeM isa ApA-dhApI se ise ApA-dhApI kA koI nija anubhava nahIM hai| isane dUsaroM kI bAteM suna lI haiM, jo thaka gaye haiM, unakI bAteM suna lI haiN| lekina jo thaka gaye haiM, unakA apanA anubhava hai| yaha abhI thakA nahIM hai khud| abhI isake jIvana meM to UrjA bharI hai| abhI mahatvAkAMkSA kA saMsAra khulane hI vAlA hai aura yaha use roka rahA hai| yaha roka sakatA hai ceSTA krke| lekina vahI ceSTA isake jIvana meM avarodha bana jaaegii| anubhava se vyakti satva ko upalabdha hotA hai| isalie maiM kahatA hUM : jo bhI tumhAre mana meM kAmanA - vAsanA ho, jaldI bhAganA mt| kacce-kacce bhAganA mt| phala paka jAe to apane se giratA hai| taba phala satva ko upalabdha hotA hai| kaccA phala jabardastI tor3a lo, sako aura ghAva bhI vRkSa ko lagegA / aura jabardastI bhI karanI pdd'egii| aura pake phala kI jo sugaMdha hai, vaha bhI usameM nahIM hogI, svAda bhI nahIM hogaa| kar3avA aura tikta hogaa| abhI ise vRkSa kI jarUrata thii| vRkSa to kisI phala ko tabhI chor3atA hai, jaba dekhatA hai ki jarUrata pUrI ho gaI hai| vRkSa se phala ko jo milanA thA mila gayA, sArA rasa mila gayA, aba isa vRkSa meM isa phala ko laTakAe rakhanA bilakula arthahIna hai| yaha phala kRtArtha ho cukaa| yaha isakI yAtrA kA kSaNa A gyaa| -

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aba vRkSa isako chuTakArA degA, chuTTI degA, ise mukta karegA, tAki vRkSa apane rasa ko kisI dUsare kacce phala meM bahA sake; tAki koI dUsarA kaccA phala pke| satvabuddhi kA merA artha hai. jIvana ke anubhava se hI tumhAre jIvana kI zailI nikale to tuma dhIre - dhIre satva ko upalabdha hote jaaoge| aura jaba koI satva ko upalabdha vyakti sunane AtA hai to tatkSaNa bAta samajha meM A jAtI hai| kor3A nahIM, kor3e kI chAyA bhI kAphI hai| aba jisa ghor3e ne kabhI kor3A hI nahIM dekhA aura koI kabhI isa para savAra bhI nahIM huA aura kabhI kisI ne kor3A mArA bhI nahIM aura jise kor3e kI pIr3A kA koI anubhava nahIM hai, vaha kor3e kI chAyA se nahIM calane vaalaa| vaha to kor3e kI coTa para bhI nahI clegaa| vaha to kor3e kI coTa se ho sakatA hai aura ar3a kara khar3A ho jaae| jisa bAta kA anubhava nahIM hai usa bAta se hamAre jIvana kI samarasatA nahIM hotI / 'satvabuddhi vAlA puruSa jaise-taise thor3e se upadeza se bhI kRtArtha hotA hai / ' jaise -taise ! satva buddhimAn ythaatthopdeshen.......| aisA choTA-moTA bhI mila jAe upadeza, buddha ke vacanoM kI eka kar3I pakar3a meM A jAe, basa kAphI ho jAtI hai| buddha ke darzana mila jAeM, kAphI ho jAtA hai| kisI jAgrata puruSa ke sAtha do ghar3I calane kA maukA mila jAe, kAphI ho jAtA hai| lekina yaha kAphI tabhI hotA hai jaba jIvana ke anubhava se isakA mela baiThatA ho / buddha baiThe hoM aura choTe-choTe baccoM ko tuma vahAM le jAo to ina para to koI pariNAma nahIM hogaa| inako to zAyada buddha dikhAI bhI na pdd'eNge| zAyada ye bacce haMsI-ThiThaulI bhI kareMge ki 'yaha Adama baiThA huA vRkSa ke nIce kara kyA rahA hai! are kucha karo! yaha Akha baMda karake kyoM baiThA hai?' zAyada choTe baccoM ko thor3A-bahuta kutUhala paidA ho sakatA hai kyoMki yaha bar3A bhinna dikhAI par3atA hai, lekina kutUhala se jyAdA kucha bhI paidA nahIM hogaa| jijJAsA paidA nahIM hogI ki isase kucha puucheN| pUchane ko abhI jIvana meM prazna kahAM! abhI jIvana samasyA kahAM banA ! abhI jIvana ulajhA kahAM! abhI to jIvana kI dhArA meM bahe hI nhiiN| abhI jIvana kA kaSTa nahIM bhogA; jIvana kI pIr3A nahIM milii| abhI kATe nahIM cubhe| to pUchane ko kyA hai? jAnane ko kyA hai? lekina, agara koI jIvana se pakA huA jIvana se thakA huA, jIvana ke anubhava se gujara kara AyA ho; jIvana kI vyarthatA dekha kara AyA ho, asAra ko pahacAnA ho, dikha gayI ho rAkha - to phira buddha kI bAta samajha meM AegI / pratyeka cIja ke samajhane kI eka ghar3I, ThIka ghar3I, na ho to kucha samajha meM AtA nhiiN| tumhAre sAmane koI vAnagAga kI suMdaratama kalAkRti rakha de lekina agara tumheM kalAkRtiyoM kA koI rasa nahIM hai to zAyada tuma najara bhI na ddaaloge| tumhAre sAmane koI suMdaratama gIta gAe lekina gIta kA tumheM koI anubhava nahIM, tumhAre prANa meM koI vINA gIta se bajatI nahIM, to tumheM kucha bhI na hogaa| tumameM

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vahI ho sakatA hai jisakI tumhAre bhItara taiyArI hai| aura jaba bAhara se koI zabda kI amRta varSA hotI hai aura tumhArI taiyArI se mela khA jAtA hai to eka apUrva anubhUti kI zuruAta hotI hai ! ythaatthopdeshen......| jaise-taise bhI hAtha meM kucha bUMdeM bhI laga jAeM to sAgara kA patA mila jAtA hai; kRtArtha ho jAtA hai vykti|'kRtaarth' zabda bar3A suMdara hai| kRtArtha kA artha hotA hai : suna kara hI na kevala artha pragaTa ho jAtA hai jIvana meM, balki kRti bhI pragaTa ho jAtI hai| suna kara hI kRti aura artha donoM phalita ho jAte haiN| kabhI aisA hotA hai, koI bAta sunakara hI tuma badala jAte ho| taba tuma kRtArtha hue| sunA nahIM ki badala gaye! jaise aba taka jo bAta sunI nahIM thI, usake liye tuma taiyAra to ho hI rahe the| basa koI AkhirI bAta ko jor3a dene vAlA cAhiye thaa| kisI ne jor3a dI to kRtArtha ho gye| phira suna kara kucha karanA nahIM par3atA - sunane meM hI ho jAtA hai| yaha to zreSThatama sAdhaka kI avasthA hai, satvabuddhi vAle sAdhaka kii| vaha buddha ko, mahAvIra ko, kRSNa ko yA aSTAvakra ko suna kara aisA nahIM pUchatA mahArAja ApakI bAta to samajha meM A gaI, aba ise kareM kaise! samajha meM A gaI to bAta khatama ho gaI, aba karane kI bAta pUchanI nahIM hai| tumheM maiMne dikhA diyA ki yaha daravAjA hai, jaba bAhara jAnA ho to isase nikala jAnA; yaha dIvAla hai, isase mata nikalanA, anyathA sira TUTa jaaegaa| tuma kahoge samajha meM A gaI bAta, lekina mana to hamArA dIvAra se nikalane kA hI karatA hai| isase hama kaise baceM? aura mana to hamArA daravAje se nikalane meM utsuka hI nahIM hotaa| isako hama kaise kreN|' to bAta samajha meM nahIM aaii| sirpha buddhi ne pakar3a lI, tumhAre prANoM taka nahIM phuNcii| tuma isake lie rAjI na the| abhItumheM dIvAra meM hI daravAjA dikhatA hai, isalie mana dIvAra se hI nikalane kA karatA hai| lekina jo bahuta bAra dIvAra se TakarA cukA hai, use dikhAte hI, kahate hI, zabda par3ate hI bodha A jaaegaa| vaha kRtArtha ho gyaa| vaha yaha nahIM pUchegA. 'kaise kareM?' vaha kahegA ki basa abhI taka eka jarA-sI kar3I khoI-khoI sI thI, vaha Apane pUrI kara dI / gIta ThIka baiTha gyaa| aba koI ar3acana na rhii| 'satvabuddhi vAlA puruSa jaise-taise yAnI thor3e upadeza se bhI kRtArtha hotA hai| asatabuddhi vAlA puruSa AjIvana jijJAsA karake bhI usameM moha ko hI prApta hotA hai|' aura bar3e Azcarya kI bAta hai, satvabuddhi vAlA vyakti to jJAna se mukta hotA hai| jJAna mukti lAtA hai| aura asatabuddhi vAlA vyakti mukti ko prApta nahIM hotA, ulTe jJAna ke hI moha meM par3a jAtA hai| isI taraha to loga hiMdU bana kara baiTha gaye, musalamAna bana kara baiTha gaye, IsAI bana kara baiTha gye| jIsasa se unheM mukti nahIM milI; jIsasa ko baMdhana banA kara baiTha gye| aba jIsasa kI unhoMne hathakar3iyAM DhAla liiN| rAma ne unheM chuTakArA nahIM dilavAyA; rAma to unheM chuTakArA hI dilavAte the, lekina tuma chUTanA nahIM caahte| to tuma rAma kI bhI jaMjIra DAla lete ho- tuma hiMdU bana kara baiTha gaye / koI jaina bana kara baiTha gayA hai, koI bauddha bana kara baiTha gyaa| buddha bananA thA, bauddha bana kara baiTha gye| buddha banate to mukta ho

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jaate| bauddha bana gaye, to zabdoM kA, siddhAto kA, zAstroM kA jAla ho gyaa| aba tuma lar3oge, kAToge, pIToge, mAroge, tarka-vivAda karoge, siddha karoge ki maiM ThIka hUM aura dUsarA galata hai : lekina tumhAre jIvana se koI sugaMdha na uThegI, tumhAre satya kA tuma pramANa na bnoge| tuma vivAda karoge tarka kroge| tuma kahoge. hamAre zAstra ThIka haiM, inase mukti milatI hai| lekina tuma khuda pramANa hooge ki tumheM mukti nahIM milI hai| yaha bar3I hairAnI kI bAta hai| tumhAre zAstra se mukti milatI hai to tuma to mukta ho jaao| eka IsAI mizanarI mujhe milane aayaa| jIsasa ke saMbaMdha meM usane mere vaktavya par3he the to socA thA ki yaha AdamI bhI zAyada IsAI hai; IsAI na bhI ho to IsA ko prema karane vAlA to hai| to vaha mujhe milane AyA aura kahane lagA ki ' aba Apako IsAI hone se kona-sI bAta roka rahI hai tra' Apa jaba IsA ko itanA prema karate haiM to Apa IsAI kyoM nahIM ho jAte?' maiMne kahA ki 'maiM IsA hI ho gyaa| IsAI to ve hoM jo IsA nahIM ho sakate hoN|' vaha thor3A hairAna huaa| use thor3I coTa bhI lgii| usane kahA ki yaha ho hI nahIM sktaa| IsA to basa eka hI ho sakatA hai| to maiMne kahA ki tumheM basa kArbana kApI hone kA hI avasara bacA hai? aba tuma mUla nahIM ho sakate? aba tuma udhAra hI rahoge? IsAI hI banoge? IsAI yAnI kArbana kaapii| IsA nahIM ho sakate, calo IsA kI pUjA karo! buddha nahIM ho sakate, buddha kI pUjA karo! lekina sArI ceSTA IsA kI yahI hai ki tuma IsA ho jaao| aura buddha kI sArI ceSTA yahI hai ki tuma buddhatva ko upalabdha ho jaao| bhale AdamI the ve, jaisA ki IsAI mizanarI aksara hote haiN| sajjana! sajjanocita DhaMga se ve mujhase vidA hone lge| kahane lage ki 'phira bhI Apa kAma acchA kara rahe haiM, kama-se-kama IsA kA nAma to pahuMcAte haiN| yahI kAma hama bhI kara rahe haiN| ve dUra bastara meM AdivAsiyoM ko IsAI banAne kA kAma karate haiN| maiMne unase pUchA ki tumheM dekha kara yaha pramANa nahIM milatA ki IsA sahI haiN| tumheM dekha kara yahI pramANa milatA hai ki tuma suzikSita ho, sajjana ho| tumheM dekha kara itanA pramANa milatA hai ki tumane zAstra ThIka se par3hA hai, ThIka se adhyayana kiyA hai, lekina tumheM dekha kara yaha pramANa nahIM milatA ki IsA sahI haiN| tuma dUsare ko badalane meM lage ho, lekina svayaM ko badalA? to unhoMne kyA mujhase kahA? kahA ki svayaM ko mujhe badalane kI jarUrata nahIM; vaha to maiMne IsA para chor3a diyA hai| vahI mukti dene vAle haiM, muktidAtA! ve mujhe badaleMge, ve mere gavAha haiN| jaba paramAtmA ke sAmane, kayAmata ke dina khar3A kiyA jAUMgA to ve merI gavAhI deMge ki hI, yaha merA kAma kara rahA thaa| maiMne kahA tuma unakA kAma kara rahe ho, lekina unakA kAma tabhI kara sakate ho jaba una jaise ho jaao| aura to koI kAma karane kA rAstA nahIM hai| tuma apanI besurI AvAja meM suMdaratama gIta bhI gunagunAo to bhI vyartha hai| tumhArA rAga tumhArA sura vaisA hI suMdara honA cAhiye phira tuma sAdhAraNa vacana bhI bolo to unameM bhI geyatA A jAegI, unameM bhI chaMda hogaa| tuma dUsare ko mukta karane kI koziza meM lage ho| IsA tumheM mukta kareMge aura tuma dUsare ko mukta kara rahe ho tuma abhI mukta ho

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yA nahIM? AdamI ImAnadAra the| unhoMne kahA : abhI to maiM mukta nahIM huuN| abhI to saba jhaMjhaTeM jaisI AdamI kI hotI haiM vaisI merI haiN| to maiMne kahA. kama-se-kama tuma itanA to karo ki IsA ke prema ne tumheM mukta kara diyA isake pramANa to bno| phira jinheM bhI rasa hogA ve tumhAre pAsa badalane ko A jaaeNge| tumheM gAva-gAMva, ghara-ghara jA kara AdamI ko badalane kI jarUrata nhiiN| IsAiyoM kI saMkhyA bar3hAne se thor3e hI kucha hogaa| lekina yahI hotA hai| musalamAna apanI kurAna ko pakar3a kara baiThA hai, hiMdU apanI gItA ko pakar3a kara baiThA hai| gItA, jisase mukti ho sakatI thI, tumane usakA bhI karAgRha banA liyaa| tumane zAstroM kA IMToM kI taraha upayoga kiyA hai| 'asatabuddhi vAlA puruSa jIvana bhara jijJAsA karake bhI usameM moha ko hI prApta hotA hai|' isalie dhArmika maiM usI ko kahatA hUM jo saMpradAya meM nahIM hai jo sAre saMpradAyoM se mukta hai aura sAre siddhAto se bhI; jo svacchaMda hai; jisane svayaM ke chaMda ko pakar3a liyA; aba jo jItA hai apane bhItara ke gIta se; jo jItA hai aba paramAtmA kI bhItara gUMjatI AvAja se bAhara jisakA aba koI sahArA nhiiN| jo bAhara se besahArA hai use paramAtmA kA sahArA mila jAtA hai| ___ lekina svAbhAvika hai, asata se bharA vyakti moha meM par3a jAtA hai| kyoMki asata se bharA vyakti abhI vastuta: jJAna ke yogya hI na thaa| eka AdamI dhana ke pIche daur3a rahA thA, usakI icchA thI saMgraha kara lene kii| saMgraha meM eka taraha kI surakSA hai| bIca meM hI, kaccA hI lauTa AyA dhana kI daur3a se| yaha AdamI aba jJAna ko saMgraha karane lagegA, saMgraha kI daur3a nahIM mittegii| dhana se lauTa aayaa| bIca se lauTa aayaa| saMgraha kA bhAva adhUrA raha gyaa| usako kahIM pUrA kregaa| aba yaha jJAna-saMgraha karane lgegaa| yaha AdamI rAjanIti meM thA aura kahatA thA ki merI pArTI hI ekamAtra pArTI hai jo deza ko sukha ne de sakatI hai| yaha usameM pUrA nahIM gyaa| pUrA jAtA to asAra dikhAI par3a jaataa| bIca meM hI lauTa AyA, adhakaccA lauTa aayaa| yaha kisI dharma meM sammilita ho gayA hai, hiMdU ho gayA hai, to aba yaha kahatA hai ki hiMdU dharma hI ekamAtra dharma hai jo duniyA kI mukti lA sakatA hai| yaha rAjanIti hai, yaha dharma nahIM hai| yaha AdamI adhUrA lauTa aayaa| tuma jahAM se adhUre lauTa Aoge usakI chAyA tuma para par3atI rahegIaura vaha chAyA tumhAre jIvana ko vikRta karatI rhegii| isalie eka bAta ko khUba khayAla se samajha lenA kahI se kacce mata lauttnaa| pApa kA bhI anubhava Avazyaka hai, anyathA puNya paidA nahIM hogaa| aura saMsAra kA anubhava jarUrI hai, arthAta saMsAra kI pIr3A aura Aga se gujaranA hI par3atA hai| usI se nikharatA hai kuNdn| usI se tumhArA svarNa sApha-sutharA hotA hai| isalie jaldI mata krnaa| aura jo bhI jaldI meM hai, vaha muzkila meM pdd'egaa| vaha na ghara kA rahegA aura na ghATa kA rahegA, dhobI kA gadhA ho jAegA-na saMsAra kA, na paramAtmA kaa| adhika logoM ko maiM aisI hAlata meM dekhatA hUM-do nAvoM para savAra haiN| socate haiM, saMsAra bhI thor3A

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samhAla leM, kyoMki abhI saMsAra se mana to chUTA nahIM; aura socate haiM, paramAtmA ko bhI thor3A samhAla leN| bhaya bhI pakar3A huA hai| bacapana se DaravAe gae haiN| lobha diyA gayA hai| svarga kA lobha hai narka kA bhaya hai, vaha bhI pakar3e hai, aise DAMvAMDola haiN| yaha DAvAMDolapana chodd'o| agara saMsAra se mukta honA hai to saMsAra ke aMdhakAra meM utara jAo puure| hozapUrvaka saMsAra kA ThIka se anubhava kara lo| vahI hoza tumheM batA jAegA AtyaMtika rUpa se batA jAegA ki saMsAra sapanA hai| usake bAda tumameM satvabuddhi paidA hotI hai| saMsAra sapanA hai, aisI pratIti hI satvabuddhi kI pratIti hai| phira tuma satya ko jAnane ko taiyAra hue| jaba saMsAra sapanA siddha ho gayA apane anubhava se, phira kisI sadaguru kA choTA-sA vacana bhI tumheM cauMkA jAegA, kRtArtha kara jaaegaa| nahIM to aMta- kSaNa taka AdamI, vaha jo aTakA raha gayA hai, usI meM ulajhA rahatA hai| sabala jaba divasAta kAle veNu vana se ghara mujhe lauTAlanA ho| taba gale meM DAla kara prazvAsa pAza kaThora mujhako khIMcanA mt| dekhA, gAya ko gvAlA jaba sAMjha ko lauTAne lagatA hai jaMgala se to vaha AnA nahIM caahtii| harA ghAsa abhI bhI bahuta harA hai| jaMgala abhI bhI pukAratA hai| sabala jaba divasAta kAle veNu vana se ghara mujhe lauTAlanA ho taba gale meM DAla kara prazvAsa pAza kaThora mujhako khIMcanA mt| mukta dharatI aura mukta AkAza meM abhimata vicarane svecchayA bahane pavana meM, zvAsa lene svarNimA tapa meM nahAne nIla-nIla taraMgiNI meM paiThane, tRSNA bujhAne aura taru ke saghana zItala chAhare meM ardhamIlita netra baiThe svapna racane ke sukhoM se pheranA muMha kaThina hogaa| sukhada lagatA dukha saMkaTa kaSTa bhI gt| agara mana adhUrA hai, abhI bharA nahIM, agara kahIM koI phIsa aTakI raha gaI hai, sapane meM abhI bhI thor3A rasa hai, lagatA hai zAyada kahIM saca hI ho, asAra abhI pUrA kA pUrA pragaTa nahIM huaa| lagatA hai kahIM koI sAra zAyada chipA hI ho! itane loga daur3e jA rahe haiM-dhana ke, pada ke pIche! hama lauTane lage! zaka hotA hai| itane loga daur3ate haiM, kahIM ThIka hI hoM!

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eka basa meM eka mahilA cddh'ii| usane aThannI kaMDakTara ko dii| kaMDakTara ne use gaura se dekhA aura kahA ki yaha nakalI hai| mahilA ne use phira gaura se dekhA, cazme ko ThIka-ThAka karake dekhA aura kahA ki nakalI ho nahIM sktii| kaMDakTara ne kahA ki kyA sabUta hai ki nakalI nahIM ho sakatI? usane kahA isa para likhA huA hai unnIsa sau se cala rahI hai| chahattara sAla cala gii| nakalI hotI to chahattara sAla calatI? saMsAra cala rahA hai-jhUThA hotA to itanA anaMta kAla taka calatA? anaMta- anaMta loga calate? sAre loga bhAge jA rahe haiM! kona sunatA hai saMto kI! saMta to aise hI haiM jaise ki kisI kA dimAga kharAba ho gayA ho| kona sunatA hai inakI! kabhI karor3oM meM ekAdha koI saMta hotA hai, jo kahatA hai : saMsAra sapanA hai| isakI mAneM ki karor3a kI mAneM! yaha eka galatI meM ho sakatA hai, karor3a galatI meM hoMge! yaha to sIdhA-sA tarka hai, sApha-sutharA hai ki karor3a galatI meM nahIM ho skte| aura phira lokataMtra ke jamAne meM to karor3a galatI meM ho hI nahIM skte| yaha eka AdamI aura karor3a ke viparIta satya ko siddha karane calA hai! lokamata ke jamAne meM to saMkhyA taya karatI hai satya kyA hai| vyakti to taya karate nahIM ki satya kyA hai, bhIr3a taya karatI hai| siroM kI ginatI se, hAtha ke uThAne se taya hotA hai ki satya kyA hai| aba agara tuma buddha ko khar3A karavA do cunAva meM jamAnata bhI japta hogI! kona inakI sunegA! ye jo bAteM kaha rahe haiM, na-mAlUma kisa kalpanAloka kI haiM! abhI to tumheM kalpanA saca mAlUma hotI hai, isalie saca kalpanA mAlUma hogaa| to lauTanA kaThina to hotA hai| aura phira jina dukhoM meM rahane ke hama AdI ho gaye, una dukhoM se bhI eka taraha kI dostI bana jAtI hai| tumane kabhI dekhA, agara do-cAra sAla koI bImArI meM raha gae to nikalane kA mana nahIM hotaa| kaho tuma lAkha kitanA, nikalane kA mana nahIM hotaa| bImArI ke bhI sukha haiM, bistara para par3e haiM, saba para rauba gAMTha rahe haiN| na naukarI para jAnA par3atA hai, na dUkAna karanI par3atI hai| patnI bhI paira dAbatI hai jo pahale kabhI na dabAtI thii| dabavAne ko AkAMkSA rakhatI thI, aba paira dAbatI hai| bacce sunate haiM, zoragula nahIM krte| kamare se dabe pAMva nikalate haiM ki pitAjI bImAra haiN| mitra bhI dekhane Ate haiN| sabhI kI sahAnubhUti, sabhI kA prema barasatA hai| tuma acAnaka mahatvapUrNa ho gaye ho do-cAra sAla bImAra rahane ke bAda, cikitsaka kahate haiM ki zarIra to ThIka ho jAe, lekina mana kA rasa laga jAtA hai bImArI meN| jyAdA dera bImAra rahanA kaThina hai, khataranAka hai; kyoMki zarIra to ThIka ho sakatA hai, lekina agara mana ko rasa pakar3a gayA to phira zarIra ThIka nahIM ho sktaa| phira tuma koI naI-naI bImAriyAM khojate rhoge| bImArI meM tumhArA nyasta svArtha ho gayA hai| bImArI bhI sukha dene lagI hai, dukha bhI sukha dene lagA hai! dukha meM bhI bahuta dina rahane ke bAda aisA lagatA hai dukha saMgI-sAthI hai; kama se kama akele to nahIM, dukha to hai| bAta karane ko kucha to hai| eka mahilA eka DaoNkTara ke pAsa pahuMcI-bar3e sarjana ke pAsa-aura kahA ki merA koI Aparezana kara deM! koI Aparezana! usane pUchA, 'tumheM huA kyA hai? bImArI kyA hai?' usane kahA : 'bImArI mujhe

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kucha bhI nhiiN| lekina Apa koI bhI Aparezana kara deN|' DaoNkTara ne kahA, 'lekina, isakA koI bhI prayojana samajha meM nahIM A rahA hai|' usane kahA : 'jaba bhI milatI hUM dUsarI mahilAoM se, kisI ne TAnsila nikalavA liye, kisI ne apainDiksa nikalavA lI, kisI ne kucha merA kucha bhI nahIM nikalA to bAta karane ko hI kucha nahIM hai| Apa kucha bhI nikAla deN| carcA ko to kucha ho jAtA hai|' vaha jaba ApakI apainDiksa nikalatI hai to sArA gAMva sahAnubhUti batalAtA hai; jaise ki Apane koI mahAna kArya kiyA hai, ki dhanya ki Apa pRthvI para haiM aura ApakI apainDiksa nikala gaI hai, aura hama abhAge abhI taka baiThe haiM! tumane jarA dekhA, jaba loga apane dukha kI kathA sunAne lagate haiM to tumane unakI AMkhoM meM rasa dekhA ! tuma agara kisI kI dukha kI kathA na suno to vaha nArAja ho jAtA hai| matalaba ? matalaba sApha hai| vaha eka rasa le rahA thaa| loga apane dukha ko bar3hA kara kahate haiN| jarA-jarA sA dukha ho to usako khUba bar3hA-car3hA kara kahate haiN| kyoMki choTe dukha ko kona sunegA ! bar3A karake kahate haiN| aura cAhate haiM ki tuma gaura se suno, dhyAnapUrvaka suno| dekhate rahate haiM ki tuma upekSA to nahIM kara rhe| yaha to bar3I Azcarya kI bAta huii| yaha to aisA huA jaise koI apane ghAva ko kuredatA ho / ghAva ko bhI loga kuredate haiN| kama se kama pIr3A se itanA to patA calatA hai ki hama haiM, nizcita hama haiN| pIr3A itanA to sabUta detI hai ki hamArA astitva hai| sira meM darda hotA hai to sira kA patA to calatA hai! apane hone kA ahasAsa to hotA hai ki maiM bhI kucha hUM anyathA kucha kAraNa nahIM hai hone kA patA bhI nahIM calatA ki hUM bhI ki sapanA hUM / dukha hameM bAMdhe rakhate haiM yathArtha se| agara dukha bilakula na ho tumheM kaI bAra zaka hone lgegaa| yahAM mere pAsa bahuta bAra aisA maukA AtA hai| loga Ate haiM, dhyAna karate haiN| agara do-cAra mahIne ka gaye aura dhyAna meM gahare utara gaye to eka ghar3I aisI nizcita A jAtI hai, jaba sukha kI bar3I taraMgeM uThane lagatI haiN| taba ve mujhase A kara kahate haiM ki sapanA to nahIM hai, yaha kalpanA to nahIM hai? maiM unase pUchatA hUM ki tuma jIvana bhara dukhI rahe, taba tumane kabhI nahIM kahA ki yaha dukha kahIM sapanA to nahIM, kalpanA to nahIM hai| aba pahalI daphA sukha kI taraMga uThI hai to tuma kahate ho : kahIM kalpanA to nahIM hai? sukha ko mAnane kA mana nahIM hotA / sukha ko jhuThalAne kI icchA hotI hai| dukha ko mAnane kA mana hotA hai, kyoMki dukha atIta se calA A rahA hai| laMbI pahacAna hai| tuma dukha se ajanabI nahIM ho; sukha se tuma bilakula ajanabI ho| tumane sukha jAnA nhiiN| isalie jaba pahalI daphA AtA hai to mAnane kA mana bhI nahIM karatA / aura bhI eka bAta hai jo khayAla meM rakhanA, jaba tuma sukhI hote ho to tumhArA ahaMkAra bilakula lIna ho jAtA hai, miTa jAtA hai| sukha meM ahaMkAra bacatA nahIM / sukha kI paribhASA yahI hai| agara ahaMkAra baca jAe to tumhArA sukha bhI dukha hI hai| dukha ahaMkAra ko bacAtA hai; sukha to bikhera detA hai| sukhI AdamI to nirahaMkArI ho jAtA hai| sukha kI ghar3I itanI bar3I hai ki AdamI kA choTA-sA ahaMkAra vi ho jAtA hai| sukha masta kara detA hai| sukha DulA detA hai-sihAsana se gira jAtA hai ahaMkAra / sukha eka

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utpAta le AtA hai| usameM tuma hote bhI ho, lekina purAne arthoM meM nahIM hote| eka bar3A nayA artha hotA hai| purAnA jo dukha se bharA huA tumhArA jIvana thA vaha aura dukha ke sahAre tumane jo ahaMkAra khar3A kiyA thA, vaha nahIM hotA, vaha jA cukaa| sukha kI eka lahara hotI hai| vaha lahara tamheM le gaI bahA le gii| tuma aba kinAre para apane ko pAte nhiiN| isalie sukha ko mAnane kI taiyArI nahIM hotI aura dukha ko pakar3ane kA mana hotA hai| anubhava dukha kA gahana ho jAe aura tumhAre dukha ke anubhava se, dukha meM tumhAre DAle nyasta svArtha kSINa ho jAeM, tuma dukha meM rasa lenA baMda kara do, tuma dukha ko samhAlanA baMda kara do..| tuma bar3e hairAna hooge, jaba maiM tumase kahatA hUM ki tuma dukha kA tyAga kro| mere pAsa loga Ate haiM ve kahate haiM : dukha kA to hama tyAga karanA hI cAhate haiN| maiM nahIM dekhatA ki tuma karanA cAhate ho| tumheM sApha nahIM hai| nahIM to dukha kA tyAga kabhI kA ho jaataa| tumhAre binA pakar3e dukha raha nahIM sakatA; tumhAre binA bacAe, baca nahIM sktaa| zAyada tuma bar3I kuzalatA se bacA rahe ho| zAyada tumane bar3I hoziyArI kara lI hai| tumane chipA lI haiM jar3eM, jinase tuma rasa dete ho dukha ko; lekina dukha tumhAre binA baca nahIM sktaa| tuma kahate jarUra ho Upara se ki maiM dukha ko miTAnA cAhatA hUM, lekina gaura se dekho, saca meM tuma dukha miTAne ko rAjI ho? dukha ko miTAne ko rAjI ho rU dukha ko miTAne kI vaha jo mahAkrAMti hai, usase gujarane ko rAjI ho? dukha miTAne kA artha hai, miTane ko rAjI ho? kyoMki tumhArA ahaMkAra dukha kA hI jor3a hai, usakA hI saMgrahIbhUta rUpa hai| ise aisA samajheM, jaba tumhAre peTa meM darda hotA hai to peTa kA patA calatA hai| peTa meM darda nahIM hotA to peTa kA patA nahIM cltaa| sira meM darda hotA hai to sira kA patA calatA hai| jaba darda nahIM hotA to sira kA patA nahIM cltaa| zarIra meM kahIM bhI pIr3A ho to usa aMga kA patA calatA hai| jJAniyoM ne kahA hai : jaba tamhArI cetanA meM pIDA hotI hai to tamheM patA calatA hai ki maiM hN| aura jaba saba saMtApa miTa jAtA hai, koI pIr3A nahIM raha jAtI, to patA hI nahIM calatA ki maiM huuN| vaha jo na patA calanA hai, vaha ghabarAtA hai-'maiM nahIM hU! to isase to dukha ko hI pakar3e raho; dukha ke kinAre ko hI pakar3e rho| yaha to majhadhAra meM DUbanA ho jAegA!' to jaba taka koI vyakti dukha ke anubhava ko itanI gaharAI se na dekha le ki use patA cala jAe ki dukha maiM hUM aura mere hone meM dukha niyojita hai, dukha ke binA maiM ho nahIM sakatA-aisI gahana pratIti ke bAda jaba koI sadaguru ke pAsa AtA hai to basa 'yathAtathopadezena', jaise-taise thor3e-se upadeza meM krAMti ghaTa jAtI hai| eka vakta aisA AtA hai jaba saba kucha jhUTha hotA jAtA hai saba asatya saba pulapulA saba kucha sunasAna mAno jo kucha dekhA thA, iMdrajAla thA

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mAno jo kucha sunA thA, sapane kI kahAnI thii| jaba aisI pratIti A jAe, taba tuma taiyAra hue sadaguru ke pAsa Ane ko / usake pahale tuma A jAoge, suna loge, samajha bhI loge buddhi se; lekina jIvana meM kRtArthatA na hogI / sadaguru ke pAsa Ane kA to eka hI artha hai ki tuma anaMta kI yAtrA para jAne ko tatpara hue| sImita se Uba gaye, sImA ko dekha liyaa| bAhara se thaka gaye; dekha liyA, bAhara kucha bhI nahIM hai, khAlI ke khAlI rhe| sikaMdara bana kara dekha liyA, hAtha khAlI ke khAlI rhe| taba aMtara kI yAtrA zurU hogii| dekha liyA jo dikhAI par3atA thA; aba usako dekhane kI AkAMkSA hotI hai jo dikhAI nahIM par3atA aura bhItara chipA hai: 'zAyada jIvana kA rasa aura rahasya vahA ho!' lekina jisakI Akha meM abhI bAhara kA thor3A-sA bhI sapanA chAyA DAla rahA hai, vaha lauTa - lauTa AyegA / yahI to hotA hai| tuma dhyAna karane baiThate ho, Akha baMda karate ho; Akha to baMda kara lete ho, lekina mana to bAhara bhAgatA rahatA hai - kisI kA bhojana meM, kisI kA strI meM, kisI kA dhana meM, kisI kA kahIM, kisI kA kahIM / tumane khayAla kiyA, aise cAhe khulI Akha tumhArA mana itanA na bhAga ho, hajAra kAmoM meM ulajhe rahate ho, mana itanA nahIM bhAgatA, dhyAna karane baiThe ki mana bhaagaa| dhyAna karate hI mana ekadama bhAgatA hai, saba dizAoM meM bhAgatA hai| na mAlUma kahA- kahA ke khayAla pakar3a letA hai! na mAlUma kina-kina purAne saMcita saMskAroM ko phira se jagA letA hai! jina bAtoM se tuma socate the ki tuma chUTa gaye, ve phira punarujjIvita ho jAtI haiN| Akha baMda karate hI! sApha patA cala jAtA hai ki tumhArA rAga abhI bAhara se baMdhA huA hai| cira sajaga AMkheM unIMdI, Aja kaisA vyasta bAnA ! jAga tujhako dUra jAnA / acala himagiri ke hRdaya meM Aja cAhe kaipa ho le yA pralaya ke AMsuo meM mauna alasita vyoma raule Aja pI Aloka ko Dole timira kI ghora chAyA jAga yA vidyuta zikhAoM meM niThura tUphAna bole bAMdha - leMge kyA tujhe ye moma ke baMdhana sajIle? paMtha kI bAdhA baneMge titaliyoM ke para raMgIle? vizva kA kraMdana bhulA degI madhupa kI madhura gunaguna kyA DubA deMge tujhe ye phUla ke dala osa - gIle? tU na apanI chAva ko apane lie kArA banAnA ! cira sajaga AMkheM unIMdI, Aja kaisA vyasta bAnA !

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jAga tujhako dUra jAnA! aMtara kI yAtrA bar3I se bar3I yAtrA hai| cAMda-tAroM para pahuMca jAnA itanA kaThina nahIM, isalie to AdamI pahuMca gyaa| bhItara pahuMcanA jyAdA kaThina hai| gaurIzaMkarapara car3ha jAnA itanA kaThina nahIM, isalie to AdamI car3ha gayA! bhItara ke zikhara para pahuMca jAnA ati kaThina hai| ___ kaThinAI kyA hai? kaThinAI yaha hai ki bAhara abhI hajAra kAma adhUre par3e haiN| jagaha-jagaha mana abhI bAhara ulajhA hai| rasa abhI kAyama hai| dhAra bhItara bahe to bahe kaise? dhAra bhItara eka hI sthiti meM bahatI hai jaba bAhara se saba saMbaMdha anubhava ke dvArA vyartha ho gye| tuma bhoga lo, bhogI agara ThIka-ThIka bhoga meM utara jAe to yogI bane binA raha nahIM sktaa| bhoga kA AkhirI kadama yoga hai| isalie maiM bhoga aura yoga ko viparIta nahIM khtaa| bhoga taiyArI hai yoga kI, viparIta nahIM; maiM nAstikatA ko AstikatA ke bhI viparIta nahIM khtaa| nAstikatA sIDI hai AstikatA kii| nahIM kaha kara ThIka se dekha lo| nahIM kahane kA dukha ThIka se bhoga lo| nahIM kahane ke kAMTe ko cubha jAne do prANoM meN| roo, tar3apa lo! tabhI tumhAre bhItara se 'hI' uThegI, AstikatA utthegii| aura jaldI kucha bhI nahIM hai, aura ye kAma jaldI meM hone vAle bhI nahIM haiN| jahAM tumhArA mana rasa letA ho vahAM tuma cale hI jaao| jaba taka tumheM vahA vamana na hone lage taba taka haTanA hI mt| itanI himmata na ho to satvabuddhi paidA nahIM hogii| gurajiepha ne likhA hai ki jaba vaha choTA thA to use eka khAsa taraha ke phala meM bahuta rasa thaa| kAkezasa meM hotA hai vaha phl| lekina vaha phala aisA thA ki usase peTa meM darda hotA hai| lekina svAda usakA aisA thA ki chor3A bhI nahIM jAtA thaa| bacce bacce haiN| ke taka bacce haiM to baccoM kA kyA kahanA! ko taka ko dikkata hai| DaoNkTara kahatA hai, AisakrIma mata khAo, magara khA lete haiM! DaoNkTara kahatA hai, phalAnI cIja mata khA lenA; lekina kaise chor3e, nahIM chor3A jaataa| phira khA lete haiN| phira takalIpha uThA lete haiN| choTA baccA thA, usako phala meM rasa thaa| aura phala rasIlA thaa| lekina peTa ke lie dukhadAyI hai| usake bApa ne kyA kiyA? usane kaI bAra use manA kiyaa| vaha sunane ko rAjI na thaa| vaha corI se khAne lgaa| to bApa eka dina eka TokarI bhara kara phala le AyA aura usane ise biThA liyA apane pAsa aura rakha liyA hAtha meM DaMDA aura kahA : 'tU khA!' gurajiepha to samajhA nahIM ki mAmalA kyA hai| pahale to bar3A prasanna huA ki bApa ko huA kyA, dimAga phira gayA hai! kyoMki hamezA manA karate haiM, ghara meM phala Ane nahIM dete haiN| magara bApa iMDA le kara baiThA thA to use khAnA pdd'aa| pahale to rasa liyA-do-cAra ATha-dasa phala-isake bAda takalIpha honI zurU huii| magara bApa hai ki iMDA liye baiThA hai, vaha kahatA hai ki yaha TokarI pUrI khAlI karanI pdd'egii| usakI Akha se AMsU bahane lage, aura khAyA nahIM jaataa| aba vamana kI hAlata Ane lagI aura bApa DaMDA liye baiThA hai aura vaha kahatA hai ki phor3a dUMgA, hAtha-paira tor3a dUMgA, yaha TokarI khAlI karanI hai! usane TokarI khAlI karavA kara chodd'ii| paMdraha dina gurajiepha bImAra rahA, ulTI huI dasta lage; lekina usane bAda meM likhA hai ki usa

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phala se merA chuTakArA ho gyaa| phira to usa phala ko maiM vRkSa meM bhI dekhatA to mere peTa meM darda hone lgtaa| bAjAra meM bikatA hotA to maiM Akha bacA kara nikala jAtA / rasa kI to bAta dUra, virasa paidA huaa| virasa yAnI vairAgya / rAga ke dukha kI ThIka pratIti se hI vairAgya kA janma hotA hai| adhUrA rAgI kabhI yogI nahIM bana pAtA, virAgI nahIM bana paataa| isalie mere zikSaNa meM, tumheM kahIM se bhI jaldabAjI meM haTA lene kI koI AkAMkSA nahIM hai| tuma ghara meM ho, ghara meM rho| tuma bhoga meM ho, bhoga meM rho| eka hI bAta khayAla rakho : tuma jahAM ho, usa anubhava ko jitanI pragAr3hatA se le sako, utanA zubha hai| eka dina bhoga hI tumheM usa jagaha le AyegA jahAM prANapaNa se pukAra uThegIpratyeka nayA dina nayI nAva le AtA hai lekina samudra hai vahI, siMdhu kA tIra vahI pratyeka nayA dina nayA ghAva de jAtA hai lekina pIr3A hai vahI, nayana kA nIra vahI dhadhakA do sArI Aga eka jhoMke meM thor3A-thor3A hara roja jalAte kyoM ho? kSaNa meM jaba yaha himavAna pighala sakatA hai, tila-tila kara merA upala galAte kyoM ho? eka aisI ghar3I AtI hai jaba tuma prabhu se prArthanA karate ho ki eka kSaNa meM kara do bhasmIbhUta saba! kSaNa meM jaba yaha himavAna pighala sakatA hai tila-tila kA merA upala galAte kyoM ho? dhadhakA do sArI Aga eka jhoMke meM thor3A-thor3A hara roja jalAte kyoM ho? isa ghar3I meM saMnyAsa phalita hotA hai| saMnyAsa sadabuddhi kI ghoSaNA hai| 'viSayoM meM virasatA mokSa hai, viSayoM meM rasa baMdha hai| itanA hI vijJAna hai| tU jaisA cAhe vaisA kr|' dekhate ho yaha apUrva sUtra ! mokSo viSayavairasya baMdho vaiSayiko rasaH etAvadeva vijJAnaM yathecchasi tathA kuru / 'viSayoM meM virasatA mokSa hai|' mokSa tumhAre caitanya kI aisI dazA hai jaba viSayoM meM rasa na rahA, jabardastI thopa- thopa kara tuma virasa paidA na kara skoge| jitanA tuma thopoge utanA hI rasa gaharA hogaa| isalie maiM dekhatA hUM : gRhastha ke mana meM strI kA utanA AkarSaNa nahIM hotA jitanA tumhAre tathAkathita saMnyAsI ke mana hotA hai| jisa dina tuma bhojana ThIka se karate ho, usa dina bhojana kI yAda nahIM AtI, upavAsa karate ho, usa dina bahuta AtI hai| dabAo ki rasa bar3hatA hai, ghaTatA nahIM / niSedha se nimaMtraNa bar3hatA hai, miTatA nhiiN| aura yahI prakriyA

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calatI rahI......| tuma jinheM sAdhAraNata: sAdhu -mahAtmA kahate ho, unhoMne tumheM niSedha sikhAyA hai| unhoMne kahA ki dabA lo jbrdstii| lekina dabAne se kahIM kucha miTA hai! sabhI loga, koI sastA upAya mila jAe, isakI khoja meM lage haiN| maiM tumase kahatA hUM : dabAnA bhUla kara mata, anyathA janmoM-janmoM taka bhttkoge| isI janma meM krAMti ghaTa sakatI hai, agara tuma bhogane para tatpara ho jaao| tuma kaho ki ThIka hai, agara rasa hai to use jAna kara rheNge| agara rasa siddha huA to ThIka, agara virasa siddha huA to bhI tthiik| anubhava se kabhI koI hAratA nahIM, jItatA hI hai| kucha bhI pariNAma ho| jo bhI tumheM pakar3atA ho, jo bhI tumheM bulAtA ho usameM cale jaanaa| bhaya kyA hai? khooge kyA? tumhAre pAsa hai kyA? kaI daphe maiM dekhatA hUM : loga Dare haiM ki kahIM kucha kho na jAe! tumhAre pAsa hai kyA? tumhArI hAlata vaisI hai, jaise naMgA socatA hai, nahAye kaise? phira kapar3e kahAM sukhAke! kapar3e tumhAre pAsa haiM nahIM, tuma nahA lo! 'viSayoM meM virasatA mokSa hai|' virasatA kaise paidA hogI-yahI sAdhanA hai| tathAkathita dhArmika loga tumase kahate haiM : virasatA paidA nahIM hogI, karanI pdd'egii| maiM tumase kahatA hUM : hogI, kI nahIM jA sktii| agara viSaya arthahIna haiM to ho hI jAegI, anubhava se ho jaaegii| tuma dekhe, choTA baccA khilaunoM meM rasa letA hai| lAkha ceSTA karo to bhI khilaunoM se usakA rasa nahIM jaataa| phira bar3A ho jAtA hai aura rasa calA jAtA hai| phira tuma usase kaho ki apanI guDDI le jA skUla, to vaha kahatA hai. 'chor3o bhI! tumhArA dimAga kharAba hai? skUla meM kyA apanA majAka karavAnA hai?' eka dina khuda hI guDDI ko kacare ghara meM pheMka AtA hai ki jhaMjhaTa miTAo, yaha purAne dinoM kI badanAmI ghara meM na rhe| isake rahane se patA calatA hai ki hama bhI kabhI baddha the| lekina yahI choTA jaba thA to ise samajhAnA kaThina thA ki 'guDDI guDDI hai, itanA rasa mata le| binA guDDI ke rAta so nahIM sakatA thaa| jaba taka guDDI na pakar3a le hAtha meM, taba taka rAta nIMda nahIM AtI thii| kyA ho gayA? praur3hatA A gii| samajha AI-anubhava se hI aaii| guDDI ke sAtha khela-khela kara dhIre-dhIre pAyA ki murdA hai, cIthar3e bhare haiM bhiitr| eka dina bacce khola kara dekha hI lete haiM ki gur3iyA ke bhItara kyA hai| kucha bhI nahIM hai! tumane dekhA ki bacce aksara khilaune tor3a lete haiN| unheM rokanA mt| vaha unakI praur3hatA kA lakSaNa hai| khilaune tor3ate isaliye haiM ki ve dekhanA cAhate haiM ki bhItara kyA hai! tuma bacce ko ghar3I de do, vaha jaldI hI khola kara baiTha jaaegaa| tuma kahate ho. 'nAsamajha, ghar3I khola kara dekhane kI nahIM hai| bigADa ddaalegaa| lekina usakA rasa ghar3I se jyAdA isa bAta meM hai ki bhItara kyA hai! aura vaha ThIka hai usakA rs| bhItara ko jAnanA hI hogA, utaranA hI hogA-tabhI chuTakArA hogaa| bacce kIr3e-makor3oM taka ko mAra DAlate haiN| tuma socate ho ki zAyada hiMsA kara rahe haiN| glt| ve asala meM mAra kara dekhanA cAhate haiM ki ' bhItara kyA hai, kona-sI cIja calA rahI hai! yaha titalI ur3I jA rahI hai, kona ur3A rahA hai!' paMkha tor3a kA bhItara jhAMkanA cAhate haiN| yaha bhI jIvana kI khoja hai|

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yaha jijJAsA hai| yahI jijJAsA unheM jIvana ke aura anubhavoM ke bhItara-bhI utarane ke lie AmaMtraNa degii| eka dina ve sabhI anubhavoM ko khola kara dekha leMge, kahIM bhI kucha na pAyeMge, saba jagaha rAkha milegI-usa dina virasatA paidA hotI hai| 'viSayoM meM virasatA mokSa hai aura viSayoM meM rasa baMdha hai| saMsAra bAhara nahIM hai tumhAre rasa meM hai| aura mokSa kahIM AkAza meM nahIM hai-tumhAre virasa ho jAne meM hai| zrutiyoM kA prasiddha vacana hai : mana eva manuSyANA kAraNaM baMdha mokSayo:! mana hI kAraNa hai baMdhana aura mokSa kaa| aura mana kA artha hotA hai. jahAM tumhArA mn| agara tumhArA mana kahIM hai to rs| rasa hai to baMdhana hai| agara tumhArA mana kahIM na rahA, jaba cIjeM virasa ho gaIM, mana kA pakSI kahIM nahIM baiThatA, apane meM hI lauTa AtA hai-vahI mokss| baMdhAya viSayAsakta muktayairnirviSaye smRnm| baMdhana kA kAraNa hai mana, aura mukti kA bhii| pakSI jaba taka ur3atA rahatA hai aura baiThatA rahatA hai alaga-alaga sthAnoM para-aura hama badalate rahate haiM, aura hama kisI cIja meM pUre nahIM jAte-to rasa nayA banA rahatA hai| eka dina mullA nasaruddIna ko maiMne dekhA, eka nayA-nayA chAtA liye calA A rahA hai| maiMne pUchA: 'nasaruddIna kahAM mila gayA itanA suMdara chAtA? aura bar3A nayA hai, abhI-abhI kharIdA kyA?' usane kahA. 'abhI to nahIM kharIdA, hai to karIba koI bIsa sAla puraanaa|' maiM thor3A cauNkaa| chAte ke lakSaNa bIsa sAla purAne ke nahIM the| maiMne kahA. ' thor3I isakI kathA kaho to samajha meM Ae, kyoMki yaha bIsa sAla purAnA nahIM mAlUma hotaa| chAte to sAla do sAla meM khatama hone kI avasthA meM A jAte haiM, bIsa sAla!' usane kahA. 'hai to bIsa sAla purAnA, Apa mAno yA na maano| aura kama se kama paccIsa daphe to isako sudharavA cukA aura kama se kama cha: daphA dUsaroM ke chAto se badala cukA hai aura nayA kA nayA hai, phira bhI nayA kA nayA!' aba jaba chAtA badala jAegA to nayA kA nayA banA hI rhegaa| tuma kabhI kisI eka rasa meM gahare nahIM jAte-aise phudakate rahate ho to rasa nayA kA nayA banA rahatA hai| thor3e daur3e dhana kI tarapha, phira dekhA ki yaha nahIM ??| thor3e daur3e pada kI tarapha, phira dekhA ki yahAM bhI bar3I muzkila hai, pahale hI se loga kyU bAMdhe khar3e haiM aura bar3I jhaMjhaTa hai! thor3e kahIM aura tarapha daur3e, thor3e kahIM aura tarapha daur3e; lekina kabhI kisI eka tarapha pUre na daur3e ki pahuMca jAte Akhira taka, to eka rasa cuka jaataa| aura tumheM sikhAne vAle haiM, jo kahate haiM, kahAM jA rahe ho 2' ye lauTane vAle loga haiM jo kahate haiM, kahAM jA rahe ho? inameM se kucha to jJAtA haiN| jo jJAtA haiM, ve to na kaheMge ki kahAM jA rahe ho? ve to kaha rahe haiM jarA tejI se jAo tAki jaldI lauTa aao| jo jAtA nahIM haiM, jo bIca se lauTa rahe haiM aura jinake lie agara khaTTe siddha hue haiM ve bhI thor3I dUra gaye the aura lauTa par3e, socA ki apane basa kA nhiiN| maiMne yaha anubhava kiyA ki tathAkathita saMnyAsiyoM meM adhika mUr3ha buddhi ke loga haiM joM kahIM jAte to saphala ho bhI nahIM sakate the| to ve kaha rahe haiM, agara khaTTe haiN| pahuMca sakate nahIM the|

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tumane kabhI apane saMnyAsiyoM para gaura kiyA? jarA saMnyAsiyoM kI tuma katAra lagA kara. kuMbha kA melA AtA hai, jarA jA kara dekhanA! jarA gaura se khar3e ho kara dekhanA apane saMnyAsiyoM ko| tuma pAoge jaise sAre jaDabaddhi yahAM ikaTThe ho gae haiN| jaDabaddhi na hoM to jo kara rahe haiM. isa taraha ke ka -na kreN| aba koI baiThA hai Aga ke pAsa, rAkha lapeTe, isake lie koI buddhimattA kI jarUrata nahIM hai, ki koI khar3A hai sira ke bala; ki koI leTA hai kATo pr| aura yahI inakA bala hai| buddhi kA jarA bhI lakSaNa mAlUma nahIM hotA, buddhihInatA mAlUma hotI hai| lekina jIvana meM ye kahIM saphala nahIM ho sakate the| dUkAna calAte, divAlA nikltaa| koI AsAna mAmalA nahIM dUkAna calAnA! naukarI karate to kahIM caparAsI se jyAdA Upara nahIM jA sakate the| inhoMne bar3I sastI tarakIba pA lI--ye dhUnI ramA kara baiTha gye| aba isake liye na koI buddhi kI jarUrata hai, na kisI vizvavidyAlaya ke pramANa-patra kI jarUrata hai| kucha bhI jarUrata nhiiN| yaha to jar3abuddhi se jar3abuddhi bhI kara le sakatA hai, isameM kyA mAmalA hai? gadhe bhI jamIna para loTa kara dhUla car3hA lete haiM, isameM koI bAta -hai! kahIM bhI reta meM leTa gaye to dhUla car3ha jAtI hai| magara majA yaha hai ki yaha jar3abuddhi AdamI dhUnI ramA kara baiTha gayA to jo isako apane ghara bartana maujane para nahIM rakha sakate the ve isake paira chU rahe haiN| camatkAra hai! yaha kAraporezana kA meMbara nahIM ho sakatA thA, minisTara isake paira chU rahe haiM, kyoMki minisTara socate haiM ki guru mahArAja kI kRpA ho jAe to ilekyAna jIta jaaeN| maiMne sunA hai ki eka cora bhaagaa| sipAhiyoM ne usakA pIchA kiyaa| koI rAstA na dekha kara eka nadI ke kinAre pahuMca kara, vaha tairanA jAnatA nahIM thA, nadI gaharI, vaha ghabar3A gyaa| pAsa meM hI eka sAdhu mahArAja dhUnI jamAe baiThe the| Akha baMda kiye baiThe the| vaha bhI jaldI se pAnI meM DubakI le kara dhUla zarIra para DAla kara baiTha gayA Akha baMda karake| ve jo sipAhI usakA pIchA karate A rahe the acAnaka A kara usake paira chue| vaha bar3A hairAna huA ki hada nAsamajhI hamane bhI kI aba taka corI karate rahe nAhaka, yaha to saba kucha binA hI usake ho sakatA hai! vaha baiThA hI rhaa| sipAhiyoM ne bahuta kucha prazna uThAye, magara usane koI uttara... uttara usake pAsa koI thA bhI nhiiN| lekina sipAhiyoM ne samajhA ki bar3A maunI bAbA hai| gAMva meM khabara le gaye ki eka maunI bAbA Aye haiN| loga Ane lge| saMkhyA bar3hane lgii| rAjamahala taka khabara phuNcii| khuda rAjA aayaa| usane caraNa chue aura kahA: 'mahArAja kaba se mauna lie ho?' magara ve baiThe haiN| ve uttara dete hI nhiiN| vaha cora mana meM socane lagA ki hada ho gaI, inhIM ke ghara se maiM ThIkare curA-curA kara kAma calAtA thA, aura aba to hIre-javAharAta caraNoM meM Ane lage, loga sone ke AbhUSaNa car3hAne lage, rupaye car3hAne lge| ye ve hI loga haiM jo use pakar3avA dete| jaba samrATa AyA to usase na rahA gyaa| usane kahA ki nahIM, mere paira mata chae! maiM cora hUM! aura eka sImA hotI hai| lekina eka bAta pakkI hai ki aba maiM cora hone vAlA nhiiN| kyoMki maiM bilakula pAgala thaa| kisI ne mujhe batAI nahIM yaha tarakIba phle| yaha to acAnaka hAtha lgii| aura maiM bilakula

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jhUThA saMnyAsI hUM aura itanA samAdara itanA Adara mila rahA hai - kAza maiM saccA hotA! maiMne bahuta saMnyAsiyoM ko dekhA ghUma kara sAre deza meM, ninyAnabe pratizata buddhihIna haiM, jar3abuddhi haiN| ve jIvana meM kahIM saphala na ho sakate the| aMgase taka pahuMca na sake cillAne lage ki khaTTe haiN| unakI suna kara tuma lauTa mata par3anA; anyathA kabhI virasatA paidA na hogI, rasa banA rhegaa| 'viSayoM meM virasatA mokSa hai, viSayoM meM rasa baMdha hai|' aura aSTAvakra kahate haiM. itanA hI janaka vijJAna hai, itanA hI vijJAna hai / ' 'vijJAna' zabda bar3A adabhuta hai| vijJAna kA artha hotA hai : vizeSa jJAna / jJAna to aisA hai jo dUsare se mila jaae| vijJAna aisA hai jo kevala apane anubhava se milatA hai, isIlie vizeSa jJAna | kisI kahA to jJAna: khuda huA to vijnyaan| sAiMsa ko hama vijJAna kahate haiM kyoMki sAiMsa prayogAtmaka hai anubhavasiddha hai, bakavAsa bAtacIta nahIM hai; prayogazAlA se siddha hai| isI taraha hama adhyAtma ko bhI vijJAna kahate haiN| vaha bhI aMtara kI prayogazAlA se siddha hotA hai| sunA huA-jJAna; jAnA huA - vijJAna | yaha vacana khayAla rakhanA. etAvadeva vijJAnam aSTAvakra kahate haiM : aura kucha jAnane kI jarUrata nahIM, basa itanA vijJAna hai| virasa ho jAe to mokSa, rasa banA rahe to bNdhn| aisA jAna kara phira tU jaisA cAhe vaisA kr| phira koI baMdhana nahIM, phira tU svacchaMda hai| phira tU apane chaMda se jI - apane svabhAva ke anukUla phira tujhe koI rokane vAlA nhiiN| na koI bAhara kA taMtra rokatA hai, na koI bhItara kA taMtra rokatA hai| phira tU svataMtra hai| tU taMtra mAtra se bAhara hai, svacchaMda hai| yathecchasi tathA kuru ! phira kara jaisA tujhe karanA hai| phira jaisA hotA hai hone de| itanA hI jAna le ki rasa na ho / phira tU mahala meM raha to mahala meM raha-rasa na ho| aura rasa ho aura agara tU jaMgala meM baiTha jAe to bhI kucha sAra nhiiN| mullA nasaruddIna kI patnI usase pUcha rahI thI ki tuma itane suMdara ho nasaruddIna phira bhI patA nahIM, tuma akla se kore kyoM ho? bhagavAna ne tumheM suMdara banAyA, akla se korA kyoM rakhA? isakA kyA kAraNa hai? nasaruddIna ne kahA. kAraNa spaSTa hai| bhagavAna ne mujhe sauMdarya isalie pradAna kiyA ki tuma mujhase vivAha kara sako aura akla se isalie korA rakhA ki maiM tumase vivAha kara skuuN| akla se kore ho tuma, to saMsAra se vivAha calegA, baca nahIM sakate, bhAgo kahIM bhI / jagaha-jagaha se saMsAra tumheM pakar3a legA / aura akla se bhare hone kA eka hI upAya hai-anubhava se bhare honA / anubhava kA nicoDa hai buddhimattA / to jitanA tuma anubhava kara sako utanA zubha hai| ghabar3AnA mata bhUla karane se| jo bhUla karane se DaratA hai vaha kabhI anubhava ko upalabdha hI nahIM hotA / bhUla to karo, dila khola kara karo; eka hI

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bhUla dubArA mata krnaa| kara lenA eka daphe pUre mana se, tAki dubArA karane kI jarUrata hI na raha jaae| yaha merI pratIti hai ki tuma agara eka bAra krodha pUre mana se kara lo, samagratA se kara lo, phira tuma dobArA krodha na kara skoge| vaha krodha tumheM anubhava de jAegA - atA kA, jahara kA, mRtyu kA tuma eka bAra unagara kAmavAsanA meM samagratA se utara jAo, bilakula jaMgalIpana se utara jAo, bilakula jAnavara kI taraha utara jAo, to samApta ho jAegI bAta, dubArA tuma na utara sakoge, virasa ho jAoge / bAra-bAra utarane kI AkAMkSA hotI hai, kyoMki utara nahIM pAe, eka bhI bAra jAna nahIM paae| aura paramAtmA kucha aisA hai ki jaba taka tuma anubhava se na sIkho, pIchA nahIM chor3atA, dhakke degA, kahegA jAo, anubhava lekara aao| yaha aise hI hai jaise ki jaba taka baccA uttIrNa hone kA sarTiphikeTa lekara ghara na A jAe, bApa kahatA hai : phira jA, phira usI klAsa meM bhartI ho jA, phira vahI par3ha! uttIrNa hokara AnA to hI ghara AnA, anyathA AnA hI mata / paramAtmA, jaba tuma jIvana se uttIrNa hote ho, tabhI tumheM jIvana ke pAra le jAtA hai| AvAgamana mukti tabhI hotI hai jaba jIvana se jo mila sakatA thA tumane le liyaa| binA liye tuma cAho, binA anubhava kiye tuma cAho ki pAra ho jAo, tuma ho na skoge| 'yaha tatvabodha vAcAla, buddhimAna aura mahAudyogI puruSa ko guMgA jar3a aura AlasI kara jAtA hai| isalie bhoga kI abhilASA rakhane vAloM ke dvArA tatvabodha tyakta hai|' yaha vacana bahuta anUThA hai| ise smjho| aSTAvakra kahate haiM ki yaha tatvabodha, yaha saMsAra ke rasa se mukta ho jAnA, yaha mokSa kA svAda mila jAnA, yaha svacchaMdatA, yaha vijJAna vAcAla ko mauna kara detA hai; buddhimAna ko aisA banA detA hai ki jaise loga samajheM ki jar3a ho gayA, mahAudyogI ko aisA kara jAtA hai jaise AlasI ho gyaa| isIlie bhoga kI lAlasA rakhane vAloM ke dvArA aise tatvabodha se bacane ke upAya kie jAte haiN| ve hajAra upAya karate haiN| ve hajAra kosa dUra bhAgate rahate haiN| ve buddhoM ke pAsa nahIM phttkte| ve to buddhoM kI chAyA bhI apane Upara par3ane nahIM denA cAhate, kyoMki khatarA hai| ise samajho, yaha sUtra kaThina hai| tumhArI jo buddhimAnI hai, vaha sAMsArika hai; vastutaH buddhimAnI nahIM hai| kyoMki jisa buddhi se mokSa na mile, jisa buddhi se svataMtratA na phalita ho aura jisa buddhi se saccidAnaMda kA anubhava na ho, use kyA khAka buddhi kahanA! phira mUr3hatA kisako kahoge ? jise tuma buddhimAnI kahate ho, jise tuma cAlAkI kahate ho, AkhirI arthoM meM vahI mUr3hatA hai| isalie jo AkhirI arthoM meM buddhimAnI hai, tumheM mUr3hatA jaisI mAlUma hogii| dekhate ho mUr3ha ko hama buddha kahate haiM, vaha zabda buddha se banA hai| buddha ko logoM ne buddha kahA gaye kAma se, kisI matalaba ke na rhe| ghara thA, mahala thA, patnI-bacce the, saba thA - aura yaha buddha dekho, bhAga khar3A huA lAotsu ne kahA hai ki aura saba to bar3e buddhimAna haiM, bilakula buddha hUM | lAotsu ne kahA hai aura saba to kitane sakriya haiM, haiM tvarA se, eka maiM AlasI hUM / merI hAlata bar3I gar3abar3a hai, maiM bhAge jA rahe haiM, daur3e jA rahe

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samajho aisA, eka pAgalakhAne meM tuma baMda ho aura tuma pAgala nahIM ho, to sAre pAgala tumheM pAgala smjheNge| samajheMge hI ki tumhArA dimAga kharAba hai| una sabake dimAga to eka jaise haiM, tumhArA unase mela nahIM khaataa| pAgala daur3eMge, cIkheMge, cillAeMge; na tuma cIkhate, na cillAte, na daur3ate, mArapITa krte| pAgala samajheMge. 'tumheM huA kyA hai kyA tumhArA dimAga kharAba ho gayA hai? are! saba jaisA vyavahAra kro| jaisA saba raha rahe haiM, vaise rho| jinake sAtha raho, vaise rhii| yahI bUddhimAnI kA lakSaNa hai| yaha kyA hama saba daur3a rahe, cIkha rahe, cillA rahe, tuma baiThe!' buddha mAlUma par3egA jo AdamI svastha hai pAgalakhAne meN| aSTAvakra kahate haiM ki kAmI, bhogI tatvajJAna ke pAsa nahIM phaTakanA cAhate, kyoMki unheM Dara lagatA hai ki tatvajJAnI to khatare paidA kara detA hai| tatvajJAna kI jarA-sI chAyA par3I ki mahatvAkAMkSA gii| mahatvAkAMkSA gaI to daur3a gaI, sAmane hIrA bhI par3A rahe tatvajJAnI ke to vaha uTha kara uThAkeg2a nhiiN| to yaha to hAlata Alasya kI ho gii| mahatvAkAMkSI samajhegA ki yaha hada Alasya ho gayA, sAmane hIrA par3A thA, jarA hAtha hilA dete| vaha to samajhegA, yaha AdamI to aisA hI ho gayA, jaise tumane kahAnI sunI hai do AlasiyoM kI / do AlasI leTe the vRkSa ke tale, aura prArthanA kara rahe the ki 'he prabhu, jAmuna gire to muMha meM hI gira jAe !' eka jAmuna girI to eka AlasI ne bagala vAle AlasI ko kahA ki bhaI, mere muMha meM DAla de| usane kahA 'chor3a bhI, jaba kuttA mere kAna meM pezAba kara rahA thA, taba tUne bhagAyA?' aba ina AlasiyoM meM aura bhartRhari meM.. bhartRhari cale gae jaMgala meM baiTha gaye eka vRkSa ke nIce, choDa diyA sNsaar| aura unakA chor3anA ThIka thA jisako virasa kaheM vaha unheM paidA huA hogaa| bhartRhari nai do zAstra likhe sauMdarya - zataka aura vairAgya zataka / sauMdarya - zataka sauMdarya kI apUrva mahimA hai / zarIra - bhoga kA aisA rasapUrNa varNana na kabhI huA thA na phira kabhI huA hai| khUba bhogA zarIra ko aura eka dina saba chor3a diyaa| usI bhoga ke pariNAma meM yoga phlaa| phira dUsarA zAstra likhA. vairAgya- zataka / vairAgya kI bhI phira mahimA aisI kisI ne kabhI nahIM likhI aura phira dubArA likhI bhI nahIM gii| aura eka hI AdamI ne donoM zataka likhe-sauMdarya kA aura vairAgya kA / eka hI AdamI likha sakatA hai| jisane sauMdarya nahIM jAnA, rasa nahIM jAnA zarIra meM utarane kA, gayA nahIM kabhI zarIra ke khAI - khaMdakoM meM, vaha kaise vairAgya ko jAnegA ! jo gayA gahare meN| usane pAyA vahAM kucha bhI nahIM, thothA hai| saba dUra ke Dhola suhAvane the, pAsa jA kara saba vyartha ho gye| mRgajAla siddha huA, mRgamarIcikA siddha huii| to baiThe haiM bhartRhari eka vRkSa ke nIce / acAnaka Akha khulii| sUraja nikalA hai vRkSoM ke bIca se, usakI par3atI kiraNeM, sAmane eka hIrA jagamagA rahA hai rAha para pdd'aa| baiThe rahe / bahumUlya hIrA hai pArakhI the, samrATa the, hIroM ko jAnate the| bahuta hIre dekhe the lekina aisA hIrA kabhI nahIM dekhA thaa| bhartRhari ke khajAne meM bhI na thA / eka kSaNa purAnI AkAMkSA ne purAnI Adato ne bala mArA hogaa| eka kSaNa huA phira haMsI AI ki yaha bhI kyA pAgalapana hai, abhI saba kucha chor3a kara AyA, aura saba dekha kara AyA ki kucha bhI nahIM hai! muskurAe / Akha baMda karane jA hI rahe the ki do ghur3asavAra

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bhAgate hue Aye, donoM kI najara eka sAtha hIre para pdd'ii| donoM ne talavAreM nikAla liiN| donoM dAvedAra the ki maiMne pahale dekhA / dekhA to bhartRhari ne thaa| magara unhoMne to koI dAvA kiyA nahIM, ve gairadAvedAra rhe| agara ina do sipAhiyoM ko patA cala jAtA ki tIsarA AdamI vRkSa ke nIce baiThA hai aura ghaMTe bhara se isako dekha rahA hai to ve kyA kahate ? ve kahate. 'hada Alasya! are uThA nahIM liyA ! itanA bahu mUlya hIrA ! tumhArI buddhi meM tamasa bharA hai? tumhArI buddhi kho gaI hai? jar3a ho gaye ho? uThate nahIM banatA, lakavA laga gayA hai? mAmalA kyA hai? hoza hai ki nahIM, ki zarAba pIye baiThe ho?' lekina unheM to phurasata bhI nahIM thI dekhane kii| vaha to jhagar3A bar3ha gayA, talavAreM khiMca gaIM, talavAreM cala gaIM, hIrA vahIM kA vahIM par3A rhaa| thor3I dera bAda do lAzeM vahA paDI thiiN| donoM ne eka dUsare kI chAtI meM talavAra bhoMka dii| hIrA jahAM kA tahA, do AdamI mara miTe / bhartRhari ne AMkheM baMda kara liiN| aba bhartRhari jaise AdamiyoM ke pAsa jAne se tuma Daroge agara mahatvAkAkSA abhI bacI hai| to tuma hajAra-hajAra upAya khojoge / 'yaha tatvabodha bolane vAle ko cupa kara jAtA hai; buddhimAna ko jar3a banA detA hai; mahAudyogI ko AlasI jaisA kara detA hai|' vAgmiprAjJamahodyoga janaM mUkajaDAlasam / aura jaise koI AlasI jaisA ho gayA, jar3a jaisA ho gayA, mUka ho gayA, gaMgA ho gayA, aisI hAlata ho jAtI hai| isalie bhoga kI abhilASA rakhane vAle tatva bodha se hajAra kosa dUra bhAgate haiN| buddha unake gAMva A jAeM to ve dUsare gAMva cale jAte haiN| buddha unake par3osa meM Thahara jAeM to bhI ve pITha kara lete haiN| buddha ke vacana unake kAna meM par3e to ve kAna baMda kara lete haiN| kAna baMda karane kI hajAroM tarakIbeM haiN| ve hajAra tarka khoja lete haiM ki ThIka nahIM ye bAteM, par3anA mata isa jhaMjhaTa meM sunanA mata aisI baateN| unakA kahanA bhI ThIka hai| kyoMki jisa dizA meM ve jA rahe haiM, ye bAteM usa dizA se bilakula hI viparIta haiN| 'tU zarIra nahIM hai, na terA zarIra hai aura tU bhoktA aura kartA bhI nahIM hai| tU to caitanyarUpa hai, nitya sAkSI hai, nirapekSa hai, tU sukhapUrvaka vicara' madhu miTTI ke bhIDa meM hai, athavA svarNapAtra meM ! dRSTi kA yaha dvaita nahIM chala pAyegA rasanA ke brahma ko ! dvaita chala pAtA hai kevala buddhi ko, anubhava ko nahIM / madhu miTTI ke bhAMDa meM hai, athavA svarNapAtra meM! dRSTi kA yaha dvaita nahIM chala pAyegA rasanA ke brahma ko ! agara tumane cakhA to tuma pAtroM kA thor3e hI hisAba rakhoge ki sone ke pAtra meM thA ki miTTI ke pAtra meM thaa| cakhA to tuma svAda kA hisAba rkhoge| tuma kahoge : madhu madhu hai yA nhiiN| saMsAra meM jo bhAgA jA rahA hai vaha sirpha pAtroM kI phikra kara rahA hai, suMdara deha dekha kara dIvAnA

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ho jAtA hai, cAhe bhItara jahara ho; UMcA pada dekha kara pAgala jAtA hai, cAhe UMce siMhAsana para baiTha kara sUlI hI kyoM na lagatI ho| lagatI hI hai| UMce siMhAsana para jo baiThA hai vaha sUlI hI para laTakA hai| tumheM usakI bhItara kI pIr3A patA nhiiN| usake bhItara kI ar3acana tumheM patA hI nahIM, na sotA hai na jAgatA hai| hara hAlata meM basa kursI ko pakar3e baiThA hai| aura koI usakI Tala khIMca rahA hai, koI pIche se khIMca rahA hai, koI girAne kI koziza kara rahA hai, koI car3hane kI koziza kara rahA hai| kursI para jo baiThA hai, vaha baiTha kahAM pAtA hai| baiThA dikhAI par3atA hai akhabAroM meN| usakI asaliyata kA tumheM patA nahIM hai| janatA meM AtA hai to muskurAtA AtA hai| ve saba cehare haiM, una ceharoM se dhokhe meM mata pdd'naa| lekina jisane jIvanaM ke rasa ko liyA vaha tatkSaNa pahacAna letA hai ki bAhara madhu nahIM hai, madhu kA dhokhA hai| bAhara svAda nahIM hai, svAda kA dhokhA hai| mana roka na jo mujhako rakhatA jIvana se nirjhara zaramAtA mere patha kI bAdhA bana kara koI kaba taka Tika sakatA thA para maiM khuda UMce bAMdha uThA apane ko unameM bhrmaataa| loga apane ko bharamA rahe haiM, ulajhA rahe haiN| khuda hI bAMdha uThAte haiM, khuda hI tarka ke jAla khar3e karate haiN| khuda hI apane ko samajhA samajhA lete haiM aura jahAM se samajha kI kiraNa A sakatI hai vahA se ve dUra bhAgate haiN| samajha kI kiraNa vahIM se A sakatI hai jo samajhA ho| jisake jIvana se mahatvAkAkSA calI gaI ho, usI se pUchanA AkAMkSA kA saar| aura jisake jIvana se kAmavAsanA calI gaI ho usI se pUchanA kAmavAsanA kA saar| vahI tumheM kAmavAsanA kA sAra bhI batalA sakegA vahI tumheM brahmacarya kA svAda bhI de skegaa| aSTAvakra kahate haiM: na tvaM deho na te deho bhoktA kartA na vA bhvaan| ciddhapousi sadA sAkSI nirapekSa: sukhaM cr|| tU to hai caitanya, tU to hai nitya sAkSI, nirapekSa-aisA jAna kara tU sukha se vicr| na tU bhoktA na tU zarIra, na terA zarIra-tU to bhItara jo chipA huA sAkSI hai basa vahI hai| 'rAga aura dveSa mana ke dharma haiN| mana kabhI terA nhiiN| tU nirvikalpa, nirvikAra, bodhasvarUpa hai| tU sukhI ho|' lekina mana bahuta karIba hai cetanA ke| aura jaise darpaNa ke pAsa koI cIja rakhI ho to darpaNa meM pratibiMba bana jAtA hai, aise hI zuddha cetanA meM mana kA pratibiMba bana jAtA hai| saba khela mana kA hai| mana ke haTate hI darpaNa korA ho jAtA hai| usa kore ko jAna lenA hI brahmajJAna hai| vahI vijJAna

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etAvadeva vijJAnaM! bahuta karIba hai aura mana meM taraMgeM uThatI rahatI haiM aura taraMgoM kI chAyA caitanya para banatI rahatI hai| jaba taka tuma mana kI taraMgoM ko sAkSI bhAva se dekhoge na... / aura sAkSI bhAva ko samajha lenA / mana meM kAmavAsanA uThI; tumane agara kahA, burI hai to sAkSIbhAva kho gyaa| tumane to nirNaya le liyaa| tuma to jur3a gaye - viparIta jur3a gae lar3ane lge| tumane kahA, bhalI hai - to bhI sAkSI bhAva kho gyaa| kAmavAsanA uThI; na tumane kahA bhalI, na tumane kahA burI, tumane koI nirNaya na liyA, tuma sirpha dekhate rahe, tuma sirpha dekhane vAle rahe tuma jarA bhI jur3e nahIM / na prema meM na ghRNA meM, na pakSa meM na vipakSa meM, tuma sirpha dekhate rahe- agara tuma kSaNa bhara bhI dekhate raha jAo to cakita hooge| tumhAre dekhate rahane meM hI dhueM kI taraha vAsanA uThI aura kho bhI gii| aura usake khote hI pIche jo zUnya rikta chUTa gayA thA, apUrva hai usakI zAMti, usakA AnaMda! usakA amRta apUrva hai! aura usake kakakaNa tuma ikaTThe karate jAo, to dhIre- dhIre tuma badalate jaaoge| eka-eka bUMda karake kisI dina tumhArA ghar3A amRta se bhara jaaegaa| hama to mana se jIte haiM aura mana ke kAraNa, jo hai, vaha hameM dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| eka naI vidhavA ne bImA kaMpanI meM jA kara mainejara se pati ke bIme kI rakama maaNgii| to mainejara ne ziSTAcAra ke nAte use kursI para baiThane kA saMketa kiyA aura kahA. 'hameM Apa para AI acAnaka vipatti ko suna kara bar3A dukha huA devI jI!' devI jI ne bigar3a kara kahA: 'jI hI, puruSoM kA saba jagaha vahI hAla hai| jahAM strI ko cAra paisoM ke milane kA avasara AtA hai, unheM bar3A dukha hotA hai| ' vaha becArA kaha rahA thA ki tumhAre pati cala base, hameM bar3A dukha hai; lekina strI ko pati kI abhI phikra hI na hogo / abhI usakA sArA mana to eka bAta se bharA hogA ki itane lAkha mila rahe haiM- kitanI sAr3I kharIda lUMgI, kona-sI kAra, kona - sA makAna ! usakA citta to eka jAla se bharA hogA aura isakA use patA nahIM; aura vaha jo bhI sunegI, apane mana ke dvArA sunegI / usako to eka hI bAta samajha meM AI hogI ki ' acchA, to tumheM dukha ho rahA hai ! to mere makAna aura merI kAra aura merI sAr3iyAM vaha saba jo maiM kharIdane jA rahI hUM.. / ' usane apanA hI artha liyaa| mana sadA tumhAre Upara raMga DAla rahA hai| aura mana ke kAraNa tuma jo artha lete ho jIvana ke ve sacce nahIM haiM; ve tumhAre mana ke haiN| eka mahilA eka basa meM dasa-bAraha baccoM ko le kara saphara kara rahI thii| itane meM usake pAsa baiThe mullA nasaruddIna ne sigareTa pInA zurU kara diyaa| aurata ko yaha pasaMda na aayaa| vaha nArAja ho gii| aura bolI : 'Apane dekhA nahIM, mahAnubhAva? yahAM likhA hai, basa meM dhUmrapAna karanA manA hai|' mullA kahA : 'likhane meM kyA dharA hai? are, likhane ko to hajAra bAteM likhI haiN| yahAM to yaha bhI likhA huA hai. do yA tIna basa / to ye dasa-bAraha kaise ? likhane meM kyA dharA hai?" AdamI jo bhI nirNaya letA hai, jo bhI bolatA hai, jo bhI karatA hai, usameM usake mana kI chAyA hai| yaha mullA soca rahA hogA dasa-bAraha bacce ! yaha dasa-bAraha baccoM se parezAna ho rahA hogaa| zAyada

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isane isIlie sigareTa pInA zurU kiyA ho ki dasa-bAraha baccoM kI kicaDa - bicaDa, zoragula, parezAnI meM kisI taraha apane ko bhulAne kA upAya kara rahA hogaa| hama jo dekhate haiM vaha hamArI mana kI taraMgoM se dekhate haiN| gaNita ke eka adhyApaka ke ghara baccA huA, to unhoMne pArTI dii| loga cauNke| vizvavidyAlaya ke aura prophesara bhI Aye the, vidyArthI bhI Aye the| Tebala ke sAmane eka takhtI lagI thI, jisa para likhA thA. 'kinhIM pAMca kA rasAsvAdana kareM, sabake svAda samAna haiN|' gaNita ke prophesara ! purAnI Adata gaNita kA parcA nikAlane kI, ki koI bhI pAMca praznoM kA uttara hala kareM, sabake aMka samAna haiN| AdamI jItA hai apanI Adato se, socatA hai apanI Adato se| aura AdateM mana taka haiM, mana ke pAra koI Adata nhiiN| mana ke pAra tuma nirvikAra ho| saba taraMgeM mana taka haiN| 'rAga aura dveSa mana ke dharma haiN|' rAgadveSau mnodhrmauauN| 'mana kabhI bhI terA nahIM hai / ' na te manaH kadAcana / 'tU nirvikAra, tU mana kA nahIM hai|' tvaM nirvikalpa: nirvikAraH bodhAtmA asi 'tU to nirvikAra bodhasvarUpa caitanya mAtra hai| sukhI ho!' isa vijJAna ko jAna liyA, basa sukha ko jAna liyaa| AtmA kabhI dukhI huI hI nhiiN| aura agara tuma dukhI hue ho tumane kahIM bhUla se mana ko AtmA samajha liyA hai| dukha kA eka hI artha hai AtmA kA mana se tAdAtmya ho jAnA / 'saba bhUto meM AtmA ko aura saba bhUto ko AtmA meM jAna kara tU ahaMkAra-rahita aura mamatA-rahita hai| tU sukhI ho / jaise hI tuma jAna loge bhItara ke sAkSI ko, tuma yaha bhI jAna loge ki sAkSI to sabakA eka hai| jaba taka mana hai taba taka aneka / jaba sAkSI jAgA taba saba eka / paridhi para hama bhinna- bhenna haiM; bhItara hama eka haiN| Upara-Upara hama bhinna-bhinna haiM; gahare meM hama eka haiN| vahAM ekatA A jAtI hai to ahaMkAra kaisA ! aura jahAM eka hI bacA vahAM mamatA bhI kaisI ! sarvamRteyu cAtmAnaM ca sarvabhUtAni Atmani vijJAya ? nirahaMkAraH ca nirmamaH tvaM sukhI bhava / / 'jisameM yaha saMsAra samudra meM taraMga kI bhAMti sphurita hotA hai, vaha tU hI hai| isameM saMdeha nahIM hai| he cinmaya, tU jvara - rahita ho, saMtApa - rahita ho, sukhI ho|' vizva sphurati yatredaM taraMgA iva sAgare / isa sAgara meM ye jo itanI taraMgeM uTha rahI haiM, ina taraMgoM ke pIche chipA jo sAgara hai, vaha tU hI hai| ye saMsAra kI sArI taraMgeM brahma kI hI taraMgeM haiN|

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tatvameva na saMdehazcinyUrte vijvaro bhava aura aisA jAna kara - tU vahI cinmaya hai, jisakA sArA khela hai; tU vahI mUla hai, jisakI sArI abhivyakti hai- vigatajvara ho, sArA saMtApa chor3a, sukhI ho ! jaba taka mana hai, taba taka ar3acana hai| rAta ne cuppI sAdha lI hai| sapane zAMti meM samA gae haiN| aMtaH kapATa Apase Apa khulane lagA hai devatA zAyada daravAje para A gaye haiM pAnI kA acala honA mana kI zAMti aura AbhA kA pratIka hai| pAnI jaba acala hotA hai usameM AdamI kA mukha dikhalAI par3atA hai| hilate pAnI kA biMba bhI hilatA hai| mana jaba acala pAnI ke samAna zAMta hotA hai usameM rahasyoM kA rahasya milatA hai| mana re, acala sarovara ke samAna zAMta ho jA jaga kara tUne jo bhI khela khele saba galata ho gayA aba saba kucha bhUla kara nIMda meM so jA / mana jaba so jAe to cetanA jAge / mana jAgA rahe to cetanA soI rahatI hai| mana ke jAgaraNa ko apanA jAgaraNa mata samajha lenA / mana kA jAgaraNa hI tumhArI nIMda hai| mana so jAe, sArI taraMgeM kho jAeM mana kI, to mana ke so jAne para hI tumhArA jAgaraNa hai| sArI bAta mana kI hai| mana hai to saMsAra; mana nahIM to mokss| tuma apane ko kisI bhAMti mana se mukta jAna lo / etAvadeva vijJAnam ! itanA hI vijJAna hai| yathecchasi tathA kuru / aisA jAna kara sukhapUrvaka vicara, jo karanA ho kr| svacchaMda ho! hari oma tatsat!

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dinAMka 20 navaMbara, 1976; zrI rajanIza Azrama pUnA / praznasAra: pahalA prazna : dharma arthAta utsava - pravacana - dasavAM Apane batAyA ki prema ke dvArA satya ko upalabdha huA jA sakatA hai| kRpayA batAeM kyA isake lie dhyAna jarUrI hai? phira prema kA tuma artha hI na smjhe| phira prema se kucha aura samajha ge| binA dhyAna ke prema to saMbhava hI nahIM hai| prema bhI dhyAna kA eka DhaMga hai| phira tumane prema se kucha apanA hI artha le liyaa| tumhAre prema se agara satya milatA hotA to mila hI gayA hotaa| tumhArA prema to tuma kara hI rahe ho; patnI se, bacce se, pitA se, mAM se, mitroM se aisA prema to tumane janma-janma kiyA hai| aise prema se satya milatA hotA to mila hI gayA hotaa| maiM kisI aura hI prema kI bAta kara rahA huuN| tuma deha kI bhASA hI samajhate ho| isalie jaba maiM kucha kahatA hUM tuma apanI deha kI bhASA meM anuvAda kara lete ho vahIM bhUla ho jAtI hai| prema kA mere lie vahI artha hai jo prArthanA kA hai| eka purAnI kahAnI tumase kahUM jhena kathA hai| eka jhena sadaguru ke bagIce meM kaddU lage the| subaha-subaha guru bAhara AyA to dekhA, kaddUo meM bar3A jhagar3A aura vivAda macA hai| kaddU hI Thahare ! usane kahA : 'are kaddUo yaha kyA kara rahe ho? Apasa meM lar3ate ho !' vahA do dala ho gae the kaddUoM meM aura mAradhAr3a kI naubata thii| jhena guru ne kahA 'kaddUo, eka-dUsare ko prema kro|' unhoMne kahA 'yaha ho hI nahIM sktaa| duzmana ko prema kareM? yaha ho kaise sakatA hai!' to jhena guru ne kahA, 'phira aisA karo, dhyAna kro|' kaduoM ne kahA. 'hama kaddU haiM, hama dhyAna kaise kareM ?' to jhena guru ne 'kahA : 'dekho - bhItara maMdira ddha bhikSuoM kI katAra dhyAna karane baiThI thI- dekho ye kaddU itane kaddU dhyAna kara rahe haiN|' bauddha bhikSuoM ke sira to ghuTe hote haiM, kaduoM jaise hI lagate haiN| tuma bhI isI bhAMti baiTha jaao|' pahale to kaddU haMse, lekina socA 'guru ne kabhI kahA bhI nahIM mAna hI leM, thor3I dera baiTha jaaeN|' jaisA guru ne kahA vaise hI baiTha gae - siddhAsana meM paira mor3a kara AMkheM baMda karake, rIr3ha sIdhI krke| aise baiThane se thor3I dera meM zAMta

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hone lge| sirpha baiThane se AdamI zAMta ho jAtA hai| isalie jhena guru to dhyAna kA nAma hI rakha diye haiM. jhaajhen| jhAjhena kA artha hotA hai. khAlI baiThe rahanA, kucha karanA n| kaddU baiThe-baiThe zAMta hone lage, bar3e hairAna hue, bar3e cakita bhI hue aisI zAMti kabhI jAnI na thii| cAroM tarapha eka apUrva AnaMda kA bhAva lahareM lene lgaa| phira guru AyA aura usane kahA : 'aba eka kAma aura karo, apane-apane sira para hAtha rkho|' hAtha sira para rakhA to aura cakita ho ge| eka vicitra anubhava AyA ki vahA to kisI bela se jur3e haiN| aura jaba sira uThA kara dekhA to vaha bela eka hI hai, vahAM do beleM na thIM, eka hI bela meM lage saba kaddU the| kaduoM ne kahA : 'hama bhI kaise mUrkha! hama to eka hI ke hisse haiM, hama to saba eka hI haiM, eka hI rasa bahatA hai hamase aura hama lar3ate the|' to guru ne kahA. 'aba prema kro| aba tumane jAna ?? ki eka hI ho, koI parAyA nhiiN| eka kA hI vistAra 3 vaha jahAM se kadaoM ne pakar3A apane sira para, usI ko yogI sAtavAM cakra kahate haiM : shsraar| hiMdU vahIM coTI bar3hAte haiN| coTI kA matalaba hI yahI hai ki vahA se hama eka hI bela se jur3e haiN| eka hI paramAtmA hai| eka hI sattA, eka astitva, eka hI sAgara lahareM le rahA hai| vaha jo pAsa meM tumhAre lahara dikhAI par3atI hai, bhinna nahIM, abhinna hai; tumase alaga nahIM, gahare meM tumase jur3I hai| sArI lahareM saMyukta haiN| tumane kabhI eka bAta khayAla kI? tumane kabhI sAgara meM aisA dekhA ki eka hI lahara uThI ho aura sArA sAgara zAMta ho? nahIM, aisA nahIM hotaa| tumane kabhI aisA dekhA, vRkSa kA eka hI pattA hilatA ho aura sArA vRkSa mauna khar3A ho, havAeM na hoM? jaba hilatA hai to pUrA vRkSa hilatA hai| aura jaba sAgara meM lahareM uThatI haiM to anaMta uThatI haiM, eka lahara nahIM utthtii| kyoMki eka lahara to ho hI nahIM sktii| tuma soca sakate ho ki eka manuSya ho sakatA hai pRthvI para? asaMbhava hai| eka to ho hI nahIM sktaa| hama to eka hI sAgara kI lahareM haiM, aneka hone meM hama pragaTa ho rahe haiN| jisa dina yaha anubhava hotA hai, usa dina prema kA janma hotA hai| prema kA artha hai : abhinna kA bodha huA, advaita kA bodha huaa| zarIra to alaga alaga dikhAI paDa hI rahe haiM, kaddU to alaga-alaga haiM hI, lahareM to Upara se alaga-alaga dikhAI par3a hI rahI haiMbhItara se AtmA eka hai| prema kA artha hai. jaba tumheM kisI meM aura apane bIca ekatA kA anubhava huaa| aura aisA nahIM hai ki tumheM jaba yaha ekatA kA anubhava hogA to eka aura tumhAre bIca hI hogA yaha anubhava aisA hai ki huA ki tumheM tatkSaNa patA calegA ki sabhI eka haiN| bhrAMti TUTI to vRkSa, pahAr3a-parvata, nadI-nAle, AdamI-puruSa, pazu-pakSI, cAMda-tAre sabhI meM eka hI kaipa rahA hai| usa eka ke kaMpana ko jAnane kA nAma prema hai| prema prArthanA hai| lekina tuma jise prema samajhe ho vaha to deha kI bhUkha hai, vaha to prema kA dhokhA hai vaha to deha ne tumheM cakamA diyA hai|

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mAMgatI haiM bhUkhI iMdriyAM bhUkhI iMdriyoM se bhIkha! aura kisase tuma mAMgate ho bhIkha, yaha bhI kabhI tumane socA? -jo tumase bhIkha mAMga rahA hai| bhikhArI bhikhArI ke sAmane bhikSA-pAtra lie khar3e haiN| phira tapti nahIM hotI to Azcarya kaisA? kisase tuma mAMga rahe ho? vaha tumase mAMgane AyA hai| tuma patnI se mAMga rahe ho, patnI tumase mAMga rahI hai; tuma beTe se mAMga rahe ho, beTA tumase mAMga rahA hai| saba khAlI haiM, rikta haiN| dene ko kucha bhI nahIM hai; saba mAMga rahe haiN| bhikhamaMgoM kI jamAta hai| mAMgatI haiM bhUkhI iMdriyA~ bhUkhI iMdriyoM se bhIkha mAna liyA hai skhalana ko hI tRpti kA kSaNa! nahIM hone detA vimukta isa marIcikA se aghorI mana badala-badala kara mukhauTA ThagatA hai cetanA kA ciMtana hote hI paTAkSepa, bikhara jAegI anamola paMcabhUto kI bhiidd'| yaha tumane jise apanA honA samajhA hai, yaha to paMcabhUto kI bhIr3a hai| yaha to-havA, pAnI, AkAza tumameM mila gae haiN| yaha tumane jise apanI deha samajhA hai, yaha to kevala saMyoga hai; yaha to bikhara jaaegaa| taba jo bacegA isa saMyoga ke bikhara jAne para, usako pahacAno, usameM DUbo, usameM DubakI lgaao| vahIM se prema uThatA hai| aura usameM ibakI lagAne kA DhaMga dhyAna hai| agara tumane dhyAna kI bAta ThIka se samajha lI to prema apane-Apa jIvana meM utaregA yA prema kI samajha lI to dhyAna utaregA-ye eka hI bAta ko kahane ke lie do zabda haiN| dhyAna se samajha meM AtA ho to ThIka, anyathA prem| prema se samajha meM AtA ho to ThIka, anyathA dhyaan| lekina donoM alaga nahIM haiN| akabara zikAra ko gayA thaa| jaMgala meM rAha bhUla gayA, sAthiyoM se bichar3a gyaa| sAMjha hone lagI, sUraja Dhalane lagA, akabara DarA huA thaa| kahA rukegA rAta jaMgala meM khatarA thA, bhAga rahA thaa| tabhI use yAda AyA ki sAMjha kA vakta hai, prArthanA karanI jarUrI hai| namAja kA samaya huA to bichA kara apanI cAdara namAja par3hane lgaa| jaba vaha namAja par3ha rahA thA taba eka strI bhAgatI huI alhar3a strI-usake namAja ke vastra para se paira rakhatI huI usako dhakkA detI huI vaha jhukA thA gira pdd'aa| vaha bhAgatI huI nikala gii| akabara ko bar3A krodha aayaa| samrATa namAja par3ha rahA hai aura isa abhadra yuvatI ko itanA bhI bodha nahIM hai! jaldI-jaldI namAja pUrI kI, bhAgA ghor3e para, pakar3A strI ko| kahA : 'badatamIja hai! koI

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bhI namAja par3ha rahA ho, prArthanA kara rahA ho to isa taraha to abhadra vyavahAra nahIM karanA caahie| phira maiM samrATa hUM ! samrATa namAja par3ha rahA hai aura tUne isa taraha kA vyavahAra kiyA / ' usane kahA. ' kSamA kareM, mujhe patA nahIM ki Apa vahA the| mujhe patA nahIM ki koI namAja par3ha rahA thaa| lekina samrATa, eka bAta pUchanI hai| maiM apane premI se milane jA rahI hUM to mujhe kucha nahIM dikhAI par3a rahA hai| merA premI rAha dekhatA hogA to mere to prANa vahA aTake haiN| tuma paramAtmA kI prArtha kara rahe the, merA dhakkA tumheM patA cala gayA! yaha kaisI prArthanA? yaha to abhI prema bhI nahIM hai, yaha prArthanA kaisI? tuma lavalIna na the, tuma maMtramugdha na the, tuma DUbe na the, to jhUThA svAMga kyoM raca rahe the? jo paramAtmA ke sAmane khar3A ho, use to saba bhUla jaaegaa| koI tumhArI gardana bhI utAra detA talavAra se to bhI patA na calatA to prArthanA / mujhe to kucha bhI yAda nhiiN| kSamA kareM!' akabara ne apanI AtmakathA meM ghaTanA likhavAI hai aura kahA hai ki usa dina mujhe bar3I coTa pdd'ii| saca meM hI, yaha bhI koI prArthanA hai? yaha to abhI prema bhI nahIM / prema kA hI vikAsa, AtyaMtika vikAsa, prArthanA hai| agara tumheM kisI vyakti ke bhItara paramAtmA kA anubhava hone lage aura kisI ke bhItara tumheM apanI hI jhalaka milane lage to prema kI kiraNa phuuttii| tuma jise abhI prema kahate ho, vaha to majabUrI hai| usameM prArthanA kI suvAsa nahIM hai| usameM to bhUkhI iMdriyoM kI durgaMdha hai| lahara sAgara kA nahIM zrRMgAra usakI vikalatA hai| gaMdha kalikA kA nahIM udagAra usakI vikalatA hai| kUka koyala kI nahIM manuhAra usakI vikalatA hai| gAna gAyaka kA nahIM vyApAra usakI vikalatA hai| rAga vINA kI nahIM jhaMkAra usakI vikalatA hai| abhI to tuma jise prema kahate ho, vaha vikalatA hai| vaha to majabUrI hai, vaha to pIr3A hai| abhI tuma saMtapta ho| abhI tuma bhUkhe ho / abhI tuma cAhate ho koI sahArA mila jaae| abhI tuma cAhate ho kahIM koI nazA mila jaae| ise maiMne prema nahIM khaa| prema to jAgaraNa hai| vikalatA nahIM, vikSiptatA nhiiN| prema to parama jAgrata dazA hai| use dhyAna kaho / agara tumane prema kI merI bAta ThIka se samajhI to yaha prazna uThegA hI nahIM ki agara prema se satya mila sakatA hai to phira dhyAna kI kyA jarUrata hai? prema se satya milatA hai tabhI jaba prema hI dhyAna kA eka rUpa hotA hai, usake pahale nahIM /

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dUsarI taraha ke loga bhI haiM, ve bhI A kara mujhase pUchate haiM ki agara dhyAna se satya mila sakatA hai to phira prema kI koI jarUrata hai? unase bhI maiM yahI kahatA hUM ki agara tumane mere dhyAna kI bAta samajhI to yaha prazna pUchoge nhiiN| jisako dhyAna jagane lagA, prema to jagegA hii| buddha ne kahA hai : jahAM-jahA~ samAdhi hai, vahAM -vahA karuNA hai| karuNA chAyA hai samAdhi kii| caitanya ne kahA hai. jahAM-jahAM prema, jahAM-jahAM prArthanA, vahAM-vahAM dhyaan| dhyAna chAyA hai prema kii| ye to kahane ke hI DhaMga haiN| jaise tumhArI chAyA tumase alaga nahIM kI jA sakatI, aise hI prema aura dhyAna ko alaga nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| tuma kisako chAyA kahate ho, isase bhI koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| ye to paddhatiyAM haiN| do paddhatiyAM haiM satya ko khojane kii| jo hai, use jAnane ke do DhaMga haiM yA to dhyAna meM taTastha ho jAo, yA prema meM lIna ho jaao| yA to prema meM itane DUba jAo ki tuma miTa jAo, satya hI bace yA dhyAna meM itane jAga jAo ki saba kho jAe, tuma hI bco| eka baca jAe kisI bhI dizA se| jahAM eka baca rahe, basa satya A gyaa| kaise tuma usa eka taka pahuMce 'maiM ko miTA kara pahuMce ki 'tU' ko miTA kara pahuMce isase kucha bheda nahIM par3atA hai| lekina mana bar3A beImAna hai| agara maiM dhyAna karane ko kahatA hUM to vaha pUchatA hai 'prema se nahIM hogA?' kyoMki dhyAna karane se bacane kA koI rAstA caahie| prema se ho sakatA ho to dhyAna se to baceM philahAla, phira dekheMge! phira jaba maiM prema kI bAta kahatA hUM, to tuma pUchate ho : ' dhyAna se nahIM ho sakegA?' taba tuma prema se bacane kI phikra karane lagate ho| tuma miTanA nahIM cAhate aura binA miTe koI upAya nahIM; binA miTe koI gati nhiiN| hama bhI sukarAta haiM ahade-nau ke tasnAlaba hI na mara jAeM yAro jahara ho yA maya-AtazI ho koI jAme-zahAdata to aae| koI marane kA maukA to aae| himmatavara khojI to kahatA haiM. hama bhI sukarAta haiM ahade -nau ke hama bhI satya ke khojI haiM sukarAta jaise| agara jahara pIne se milatA ho satya, to hama taiyAra haiN| maya-AtazI pIne se milatA ho to hama taiyAra haiN| viSa pIne se milatA ho yA zarAba pIne se milatA ho, hama taiyAra haiN| koI jAme-zahAdata to aae| koI zahIda hone kA, miTane kA, kurbAna hone kA maukA to aae| maiM tumhAre lie zahAdata kA maukA huuN| tuma bacAva na khojo| dhyAna se maranA ho dhyAna se maro prema se maranA ho prema se maro-maro jarUra! kahIM to maro, kahIM to miTo! tumhArA honA hI ar3acana hai| tumhArI mRtyu hI paramAtmA se milana hogii|

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satya kI khoja ko aisA mata socanA jaise dhana kI khoja hai ki tuma gae aura dhana khoja kara A gae aura tijoDiyA bhara liiN| satya kI khoja bar3I anyathA hai| tuma gae-tuma gae hii| tuma kabhI lauToge na, satya lauTegA! aisA nahIM eM ki satya ko tuma muTThiyoM meM bhara kara le Aoge, tijoDiyo meM rakha loge| tuma kabhI satya ke mAlika na ho skoge| satya para kisI kI koI mAlakiyata nahIM ho sktii| jaba taka tumheM mAlika hone kA nazA savAra hai, taba taka satya tumheM milegA nhiiN| jisa dina tuma caraNoM meM gira jAoge, visarjita ho jAoge, tuma kahoge 'maiM nahIM hUM-usI kSaNa satya hai| tuma satya ko na khoja pAoge; tuma miToge to satya milegaa| tumhArA honA bAdhA hai| to aise bacate mata rho| maiM dhyAna kI kahUM to tuma prema kI kaho maiM prema kI kahUM to tuma dhyAna kI kaho-aisA pAta-pAta phudakate na rho| aise hI to janama-janama tumane gNvaae| mere sAtha kaThinAI hai thodd'ii| agara tuma buddha ke pAsa hote to baca sakate the kyoMki buddha dhyAna kI bAta kahate, prema kI bAta nahIM khte| tuma kaha sakate the : merA mArga to prema hai| tuma upAya khoja lete| tuma caitanya ke pAsa baca sakate the, kyoMki caitanya prema kI bAta kahate; tuma kahate ki hamArA upAya to dhyAna hai| tuma mujhase na baca kara bhAga skoge| tuma kaho prema se mareMge maiM kahatA hUM : clo|' dhyAna se maranA hai maiM kahatA hUM : dhyAna se mro| maranA mUlyavAna hai| isalie tuma agara mere sAtha ulajha gae ho to zahIda hue binA calegA nhiiN| zahAdata kA maukA A hI gayA hai| dera - abera kara sakate ho, thor3I-bahuta dera yahAM vahAM ulajhAe rakha sakate ho, lekina jyAdA dera nhiiN| phira isa dera- abera meM tuma koI sukha bhI nahIM pA rahe ho| sivAya dukha ke aura kucha bhI nahIM hai| binA satya ko jAne sukha ho bhI kaise sakatA hai? sukha to satya kI hI surabhi hai, usakI hI sugaMdha hai| sukha to satya kA hI prakAza hai| dUsarA prazna : jJAtA, jJAna aura jJeya se pare svayaM meM jo sthita honA hai, kyA usa avasthA meM AjIvana jIyA jA sakatA hai? jisa taraha jhIla kabhI zAMta, kabhI caMcala aura kabhI tUphAnI avasthA meM hotI hai, kyA usI taraha AtmajJAnI sAMsArika paristhitiyoM se prabhAvita nahIM hotA hai? prabhu ajJAna hareM! pahalI to bAta: 'jJAtA, jJAna aura jJeya se pare svayaM meM jo sthita honA hai, kyA usa avasthA meM AjIvana jIyA jA sakatA hai? 'AjIvana' bhrAMta mana kA phailAva hai| eka kSaNa se jyAdA tumhAre pAsa kabhI hotA hI nhiiN| do

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kSaNa nahIM hote, AjIvana kI bAta kara rahe ho! jaba hotA hai hAtha meM, eka choTA-sA kSaNa hotA hai| itanA choTA ki tumane jAnA nahIM ki vaha gyaa| eka kSaNa se jyAdA to kabhI hAtha meM hotA nhiiN| isalie to buddha ne apanI jIvana-paddhati ko kSaNavAda khaa| kahA ki eka kSaNa hai tumhAre hAtha meM aura tuma AjIvana kA hisAba bAMdha rahe ho! do kSaNa tumhAre hAtha meM kabhI ikaTThe milate nhiiN| agara tuma eka kSaNa bhI taTastha aura kUTastha ho sakate ho to ho gae sadA ke lie| eka hI kSaNa to milegA jaba bhI milegaa| aura tumheM eka kSaNa meM zAMta hone kI kalA A gaI to sAre jIvana meM zAMta hone kI kalA A gii| aba yaha naI ciMtA mata paidA kro| ye mana kI tarakIbeM haiN| mana naI-naI jhaMjhaTeM paidA karatA hai| agara tuma zAMta ho jAo to mana kahatA hai. isase kyA honA hai? are, sadA rahegA? kala rahegA? parasoM rahegA? abhI ho gae zAMta, mAna liyA, ghar3I- bhara bAda azAMta ho jAoge, phira kyA ?' mana ne yaha prazna uThA kara isa kSaNa kI zAMti bhI chIna lii| yaha prazna meM isa kSaNa kI zAMti bhI chitara-bitara ho gaI, naSTa ho gii| yaha prazna to bar3I cAlabAjI kA huaa| sukha uThatA hai, kabhI dhyAna meM bar3I mahimA kA kSaNa A jAtA hai, lekina mana tatkSaNa prazna-cihna lagA detA hai ki 'kyA masta hue jA rahe ho, yaha koI Tikane vAlA hai? sapanA hai!' dukha para mana kabhI prazna-cihna nahIM lagAtA, sukha para sadA lagA detA hai| kaha detA hai' kSaNabhaMgura hai! jyAdA mata uchlo-kuudo| jyAdA mata naaco| abhI dukha AtA hai|' aura tumane agara yaha suna liyA aura prazna ko svIkAra kara liyA to dukha A hI gyaa| isa prazna ne 'tumhAre citta kI samasvaratA ko tor3a diyA, vaha ekarasatA jo baMdhatI - baMdhatI hotI thI, kho gii| 'AjIvana' kA prazna kyoM pUchate ho? yaha kisI lobha se uThatI hai baat| mana lobhI hai| eka kSaNa paryApta nahIM hai ? kAza, tumheM yaha bAta samajha meM A jAe ki eka kSaNa hI tumhAre pAsa hai, to eka kSaNa meM hI zAMta ho jAnA A jAnA caahie| lAotsu kahA karatA thA : eka AdamI tIrtha-yAtrA ko jA rahA thaa| kaI varSoM se yojanA karatA thA, lekina bahAne A jAte the, ar3acaneM A jAtI thIM, nahIM nikala pAtA thaa| phira himmatakarake eka rAta ko nikala pdd'aa| jyAdA dUra bhI na thA tIrtha, dasa hI mIla thA - pahAr3I pr| aura subaha - subaha jaldI nikalanA par3atA thA, tAki dhUpa car3he, car3hate car3hate AdamI pahuMca jaae| to vaha tIna baje rAta nikala pdd'aa| gAMva ke bAhara apanI lAlaTena ko lekara phuNcaa| gAva ke bAhara jAkara dikhAI par3A-dUra taka phailA huA bhayaMkara aMdhakAra use eka zaMkA uThI ki yaha choTI-sI lAlaTena, tIna-cAra kadama isase rozanI par3atI hai, dasa mIla ke aMdhere ko yaha kATa sakegI? vaha baiTha gyaa| usane kahA. 'yaha to khatarA lenA hai| dasa mIla laMbA aMdherA hai, sAre pahAr3a aMdhere se bhare haiM! maiM isa choTI-sI lAlaTena ke bharose nikala par3A huuN| yaha ho nahIM sktaa| usane gaNita biThAyA / dUkAnadAra thA, gaNita lagAnA AtA thaa| usane kahA : 'tIna-cAra kadama rozanI par3atI hai, dasa mIla kA aMdherA hai- soco bhI to yaha hala kaise hogA?' vaha udAsa baiThA thA, tabhI usase bhI choTI rozanI lie hue eka AdamI pAsa se niklaa| usane kahA. 'bhAI, kahAM jAte ho? bhaTaka jAoge, aura tumhArI rozanI to mujhase bhI choTI hai, choTI-sI lAlaTena

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lie ho| aMdherA to dekho kitanA hai, mIloM taka phailA huA hai aura tumhArI rozanI to do kadama par3atI hai!' usa AdamI ne kahA. 'pAgala hue ho do kadama cala lie, taba do kadama aura Age rozanI par3a jaaegii| aise-aise to hajAra mIla pAra ho jaaeNge| yaha gaNita karake baiThe ho ? yaha gaNita bhrAMta hai| koI dasa mIla laMbI rozanI le kara caleMge, taba pahuMceMge? to calanA hI muzkila ho jaaegaa| itanA bar3A rozanI kA iMtajAma.. calanA asaMbhava ho jaaegaa| do kadama paryApta haiN| do kadama dikha jAtA hai, do kadama cala lete haiM; phira do kadama dikhane lagatA hai, phira do kadama cala lete haiN| lAotsu ne kahA hai. eka-eka kadama cala kara dasa hajAra mIla kI yAtrA pUrI ho jAtI hai| eka kSaNa tumhArA mana zAMta ho gayA, paryApta hai| eka hI kSaNa to milatA hai, phira eka kSaNa milegaa| tumheM kSaNa meM zAMta hone kI kalA A gaI, dUsare kSaNa meM bhI tuma zAMta hone kI kalA kA upayoga kara lenaa| tumheM gIta gunagunAnA A gayA isa kSaNa gunagunAyA, agale kSaNa bhI gunagunA lenA / aise-aise eka janma meM kyA, janmoM-janmoM bIta jAeM, koI aMtara nahIM par3atA / maiM tumase kahatA hUM. eka kSaNa ke lie jo zAMta honA sIkha gayA, vaha sadA ke lie zAMta ho gyaa| kyoMki eka kSaNa meM usane samaya para pakar3a bAMdha lii| aba samaya use na harA skegaa| aba to samaya tabhI harA sakatA hai jaba samaya eka sAtha do kSaNa tumheM de de| taba tuma muzkila meM par3a jAoge ki eka kSaNa to zAMta ho jAegA aura eka kSaNa ? lekina samaya kabhI do kSaNa tumheM eka sAtha detA nhiiN| do pala kise milate haiM! dUsarI bAta. 'jisa taraha jhIla kabhI zAMta, kabhI caMcala aura kabhI tUphAnI avasthA meM hotI hai, kyA usI taraha AtmajJAnI sAsArika paristhitiyoM se prabhAvita nahIM hotA hai?' hamAre mana meM AtmajJAna ke saMbaMdha meM bar3I bhrAMta dhAraNAeM haiN| pahalI to bAta, AtmajJAnI kA artha hotA hai jo bacA nhiiN| to zAMta hotA hai, azAMta hotA hai - yaha prazna vyartha hai| yaha to aise hI huA ki koI AdamI pUche ki kamare meM hamane dIyA jalAyA, phira aMdhere kA kyA hotA hai? phira aMdherA kahAM jAtA hai?' hama kaheMge. aMdherA bacatA hI nahIM / 'sikur3a kara chipa jAtA hai kisI kone - kAtara meM? kursI ke pIche ? daravAje ke bAhara pratIkSA karatA hai? kahAM calA jAtA hai? kyoMki jaba hama dIyA bujhAte haiM, phira A jAtA hai - to kahIM jAtA hogA, AtA hogA!' sArI bAteM dhAta haiN| aMdherA hai hI nhiiN| aMdherA to kevala prakAza ke na hone kA nAma hai| samajho tuma ho kyoMki ajJAna hai| jaise hI jJAna huA tuma ge| zAMta hone ko bhI koI nahIM bacatA, azAMta honA to dUra kI bAta hai| jaba tuma nahIM bacate, usa avasthA kA nAma zAMti hai| aisA thor3e hI hai ki tuma zAMta ho ge| aisA thor3e hI hai ki tuma rahe aura fa shaaNti| tuma rahe taba to ashaaNti| tumhArA honA azAMti kA paryAyavAcI hai| tuma nahIM rahe to shaaNti| phira kaise azAMta hooge? maiM tumase yaha bhI nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki tuma zAMta ho gae ho| maiM to kaha rahA hUM tuma nahIM ho gae ho| isalie to kahatA hUM : zahAdata kA maukA hai, miTane kI taiyArI karanI hai| tumhArI AkAMkSA yaha hai ki hama to

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baceM aura zAMta hokara bceN| baiThe haiM mahala meM zAMta! tuma bace to zAMta baca hI nahIM skte| tuma gae nadI ke kinAre yA samudra ke kinAre aura tumane dekhA ki bar3A tUphAna hai, sAgara para bar3I lahareM haiM, bar3A tUphAna hai| phira tumane dekhA, tUphAna calA gyaa| to loga kahate haiM : tUphAna zAMta ho gyaa| lekina yaha bhASA ThIka nhiiN| isase aisA lagatA ki tUphAna aba bhI hai aura zAMta hokara hai| loga kahate haiM : tUphAna zAMta ho gyaa| kalanA cAhie. tUphAna nahIM ho gyaa| vastutaH tUphAna zAMta ho gayA, isakA itanA hI artha hai ki tUphAna aba nahIM hai| tuma zAMta ho gae, isakA itanA hI artha hai ki tuma aba nahIM ho| to kona vicalita hogA? vicalita hone ke lie honA to cAhie ! kona DAvAMDola hogA! AeM tUphAna, jAeM tUphAna, gujareM tUphAna - tuma zUnya ho ge| bAhara to vasaMta aura AegA nahIM mana re, bhItara koI vasaMta paidA kara ! vasaMta yAnI mausama aura mijAja ke bIca samarasatA / nidAga ho taba bhI phUloM ke lie ronA nahIM / pakSI sAre ur3a gae aba DAliyAM sUnI haiM yaha soca kara glAni meM khonA nahIM / hara mausama meM nIrava aura nizcita rahanA vasaMta kI nadI kI bhAMti maMda-maMda bahanA ! vasaMta yAnI mausama aura mijAja ke bIca samarasatA / zAMti kA kyA artha hai? zAMti kA artha hai. tumhAre aura astitva ke bIca smrstaa| na maiM rahA, na tU rahA; donoM jur3a gae aura eka ho ge| aba tumheM kona vicalita karegA? mere pAsa loga Ate haiN| ve kahate haiM ki ' dhyAna asaMbhava hai| ghara meM karane baiThate haiM to patnI jora se thAliyAM girAne lagatI hai, bartana toDne lagatI hai, bacce zora-gula macAne lagate haiM, Trena nikala jAtI hai, rAste para kAreM hArna bajAtI haiM-dhyAna karanA bahuta muzkila hai suvidhA nahIM hai| tuma dhyAna jAnate hI nhiiN| dhyAna kA artha yaha nahIM hai ki patnI bartana na girAe, bacce roeM na, sar3aka se gAr3iyAM na nikaleM, Trena na nikale, havAI jahAja na gujre| agara tumhAre dhyAna kA aisA matalaba hai, taba to tuma akele baco tabhI dhyAna ho sakatA hai... pazu-pakSI bhI na bceN| kyoMki eka AdamI aisA dhyAnI thA, vaha ghara chor3a kara bhAga gyaa| vaha jA kara eka vRkSa ke baitthaa| usane kahA, aba yahAM to dhyAna hogaa| eka koe ne bITa kara dI, baukhalA utthaa| usane kahA

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: 'hada ho gaI! kisI taraha patnI se chUTe, yaha koA mila gyaa| patnI kA to kucha bigAr3A bhI ho kabhI, isa koe kA kyA bigAr3A hai!' koe ko patA nahIM ki dhyAnI nIce baiThA hai| koe ko kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| tumhArA dhyAna agara isa bhAMti kA hai ki hara cIja baMda ho jAnI cAhie taba tumhArA dhyAna hogA, to hogA hI nahIM, asaMbhava hai| jagata meM bar3I gati calatI hai| jagata gati hai| isalie to jagata kahate haiN| jagata yAnI jo gataH jA rahA hai; bhAgA jA rahA hai| jisameM gati hai, vahI jgt| gatimAna ko jagata kahate haiN| saMskRta ke zabda bar3e anUThe haiN| ve sirpha zabda nahIM haiM, unake bhItara bar3e artha haiN| jo bhAgA jAtA hai, vahI jagata hai| to isa jagata meM to saba tarapha gati ho rahI hai - nadiyA bhAga rahI haiM, pahAr3a bikhara rahe, varSA hogI, bAdala ghumaDeMge, bijalI camakegI - saba kucha hotA rhegaa| isase tuma bhAgoge kahA? to tumane dhyAna kI galata dhAraNA pakar3a lii| dhyAna kA artha yaha nahIM hai ki bartana na gire| dhyAna kA artha hai ki bartana to gire, lekina tuma bhItara itane zUnya raho ki bartana girane kI AvAja gaMje aura nikala jaae| kabhI kisI zUnya - ghara meM jA kara tumane jora se AvAja kI ? kyA hotA hai? sUne ghara meM AvAja thor3I dera gUMjatI hai aura calI jAtI hai; sUnA ghara phira sUnA ho jAtA hai, kucha vicalita nahIM hotaa| to dhyAna ko tuma svIkAra bnaao| tumhArA dhyAna asvIkAra hai, to hara jagaha ar3acana aaegii| aksara aisA hotA hai ki ghara meM ekAdha AdamI dhyAnI ho jAe to ghara bhara kI mauta ho jAtI hai| kyoMki ve pitAjI dhyAna kara rahe haiM to bacce khela nahIM sakate, zoragula nahIM macA skte| pitAjI dhyAna kara rahe haiM, jaise pitAjI kA dhyAna karanA sArI duniyA kI musIbata hai! aura agara jarA-sI ar3acana ho jA to pitAjI bAhara nikala Ate haiM apane maMdira ke aura zoragula macAne lagate haiM ki dhyAna meM bAdhA par3a gii| jisa dhyAna meM bAdhA par3a jAe, vaha dhyAna nhiiN| vaha to ahaMkAra kA hI khela hai, kyoMki ahaMkAra meM bAdhA par3atI hai| tuma vahAM akar3a kara baiThe the dhyAnI bane, tuma ahaMkAra kA majA le rahe the| jarA-sI bAdhA ki tuma A ge| tumane dekhA ! tumhArI hI bAta nahIM hai, tumhAre bar3e-bar3e RSi-muni jarA-sI bAta meM nArAja ho jAte haiM, durvAsA bana jAte haiM, krodha se uttapta ho jAte haiN| yaha koI dhyAna nahIM hai| dhyAna kA to artha itanA hI hai ki aba jo bhI hogA vaha mujhe svIkAra hai| maiM nahIM hai; jo rahA hai, ho rahA hai; jo ho rahA hai, hotA rhegaa| tuma khAlI baitthe| bartana TUTA, AvAja AI, gaMjI, tumane sunI, jarUra sunI; lekina tumane isase kucha virodha na kiyA ki aisA nahIM honA cAhie thaa| tumane jaise hI kahA ki aisA nahIM honA cAhie thA ki vidhna huA, bAdhA pdd'ii| bartana ke TUTane se bAdhA nahIM par3a rahI - tumhArI dRSTi virodha kI ki aisA nahIM honA thaa......| baccA royA, tumheM bAdhA par3I - yaha nahIM honA thA / koI bacce ko roke, koI nahIM roka rahA hai-aura bAdhA par3I! tuma dhyAna kara rahe ho aura kisI ko tumhAre dhyAna kI phikra nahIM

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hai! tuma mahAna kArya kara rahe ho saMsAra ke hita ke lie| aura loga apane DhaMga se cale jA rahe haiM, koI hArna hI bajA rahA hai| tuma galata dRSTi se dhyAna karane baiThe ho| tumhArA dhyAna ahaMkAra kI hI sajAvaTa hai| vAstavika dhyAna to jo ho rahA hai ho rahA hai, tuma zAMta baiThe dekha rahe ho| tumhArA koI asvIkAra- bhAva nahIM hai| dhyAna ekAgratA nahIM hai| dhyAna sarva-svIkAra hai| pakSI gAeMge, AvAja kareMge, rAha para loga caleMge koI bAta karegA, bacce haseMge-saba hotA rahegA, tuma vahAM zUnyavata baiThe rhoge| saba tumameM se gujaregA bhI-aisA bhI nahIM hai ki tumhAre kAna bahare ho gae haiM ki tumheM sunAI nahIM par3egA tumheM aura bhI acchI taraha sunAI pdd'egaa| aisA pahale kabhI nahIM par3A thA, kyoMki mana meM hajAra ulajhaneM thIM, to kAna suna bhI lete the, phira bhI mana taka nahIM pahuMcatA thaa| aba binA ulajhana ke baiThe tumhArI saMvedanazIlatA bar3I pragAr3ha ho jaaegii| vasaMta yAnI mausama aura mijAja ke bIca smrstaa| dhyAna yAnI tumhAre aura samasta ke bIca smrstaa| samarasa ho ge| ThIka hai jo hai, bilakula ThIka hai, svIkAra hai| kahIM koI asvIkAra nahIM, kahIM koI virodha nhiiN| jo rahA hai, zubha ho rahA hai| yahI AstikatA hai, yahI dhyAna hai| aisA dhyAna svabhAvata: eka naI hI anubhUti meM tumheM le jaaegaa| tUphAna uTheMge, tUphAna ruka nahIM jAeMge tumhAre dhyAna karane se| dhyAna karane se zarIra meM bImAriyAM AnI baMda nahIM ho jaaeNgii| bImAriyAM AeMgI, zarIra meM kabhI kAMTA bhI cubhegaa| ramaNa ko kaiMsara ho gayA rAmakRSNa ko bhI. to bar3e tUphAna Ae! rAmakRSNa ko kaiMsara ho gayA gale kA, to bhojana na kara sakate the, pAnI na pI sakate the| to vivekAnaMda ne unheM kahA ki Apake hAtha meM kyA nahIM! Apa kyoM nahIM prabhu se prArthanA karate ki itanA to kama se kama kara, ki kama se kama bhojana aura pAnI to jAne de! hama pIr3ita hote haiM Apako tar3apate dekha kr| rAmakRSNa ne kahA ki are, yaha to mujhe khayAla hI na AyA ki prabhu se prArthanA kruuN| jisakI prArthanA pUrI ho gaI, use kaise khayAla AegA ki prabhu se isake lie prArthanA karUM! vivekAnaMda ne bahuta Agraha kiyA to unhoMne Akha baMda kI aura phira haMsane lage aura kahA ki tU nahIM mAnatA to maiMne khaa|.. maiM jAnatA hUM, kahA nahIM hogA, kyoMki prArthanA karane vAlA prArthanA kara hI nahIM sktaa| saba prabhu para chor3a diyA, aba usase aura kyA zikAyata ki aisA kara vaisA kara, ki gale meM pAnI jAne de| yaha bhI koI bAta hai? yaha koI kahane jaisI bAta hai? rAmakRSNa ne kahI hogI? nahIM, lekina rAmakRSNa ne vivekAnaMda ke saMtoSa ke lie kahA ki maiMne khaa| to vivekAnaMda bar3I utkullatA se bole : 'kyA kahA paramAtmA ne?' to unhoMne kahA : 'paramAtmA ne kahA ki are pAgala, aba isI kaMTha se pAnI pItA rahegA? aura saba kaMThoM se pI! isI kaMTha se bhojana karatA rahegA? aba aura kaMThoM se kara! yaha zarIra to jAne kA kSaNa A gyaa|' to rAmakRSNa ne kahA. 'aba vivekAnaMda, tumhAre kaMTha se pAnI pI leMge, tumhAre kaMTha se bhojana

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kara leNge| yaha kaMTha to gayA / prabhu ne aisA kahA / ' yaha maiM mAnatA hUM ki rAmakRSNa ne pUchA nahIM hogA pUcha sakate nahIM / jAgrata puruSa ko kaiMsara nahIM hogA, aisA nahIM hai, ho sakatA hai| kyoMki kaiMsara koI tumhArI jAgRti aura gaira-jAgRte se nahIM calatA; vaha to zarIra ke guNadharma se calatA hai| vaha to zarIra kI alaga yAtrA cala rahI hai| tuma jAga gae to paira meM kATA nahIM gar3egA, aisA nahIM hai| tUphAna to Ate raheMge, AMdhiyA AtI raheMgI, chappara girate raheMge, lekina aba tumheM koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| tumheM svIkAra hai| pUchA hai. 'kyA usa avasthA meM AjIvana jIyA jA sakatA hai? jisa taraha jhIla kabhI zAMta, kabhI caMcala, kabhI tUphAnI avasthA meM hotI hai, kyA usI taraha AtmajJAnI sAMsArika paristhitiyoM se prabhAvita nahIM hotA hai?' nahIM, AtmajJAnI hotA hI nahIM isalie prabhAvita aura aprabhAvita kA koI artha nhiiN| jo ka ki prabhAvita hotA hUM vaha to AtmajJAnI hai hI nhiiN| aura jo kahe ki maiM aprabhAvita rahatA hUM vaha bhI AtmajJAnI nahIM hai| kyoMki prabhAva - aprabhAva donoM eka hI dizA meM haiN| unameM donoM meM tuma to maujUda ho-koI prabhAvita hotA hai, koI prabhAvita nahIM hotaa| lekina akar3a to maujUda hai, ahaMkAra to maujUda hai| aura agara tuma mujhase pUcho to maiM kahatA hUM: jo prabhAvita hotA hai, vahI sarala hai| jo aprabhAvita rahatA hai vaha kaThina, kaThora hai, jar3a hai| prabhAvita na hone se to prabhAvita honA hI behatara hai, kama se kama tarala to ho / tUphAna Ate haiM hilate Dulate to ho patthara kI taraha to nahIM ho| lekina ye donoM hI avasthAeM AtmajJAna kI nahIM haiN| AtmajJAna kI avasthA meM to tuma ho hI nahI- jo hotA hai, hotA hai| na koI prabhAvita hone ko bacA, na koI aprabhAvita rahane ko bcaa| Ara-pAra saba khAlI hai, pAradarzI ho ge| kiraNa AtI, gujara jAtI, kahIM koI rukAvaTa nahIM pdd'tii| Aja to yaha asaMbhava lgegaa| Aja to yaha bilakula asaMbhava lgegaa| Aja to aisA lagatA hai ki aprabhAvita honA hI bar3I dUra kI maMjila hai| prabhAvita to hama hote haiM hara pala choTI-choTI bAta se, aprabhAvita hone ko hamane lakSya banA rakhA hai| aura maiM kaha rahA hUM : usake bhI pAra jAnA hai| TahalanA chor3a dUM yaha ho sakatA hai lekina TahalUM aura jamIna se pAMva na lageM yaha anahonI bAta hai| pAnI se dUra rahUM yaha saMbhava hai lekina pAnI meM taireM aura vastra na bhIgeM,

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yaha karizmA kona kara sakatA hai ! agara yaha kamajorI hai to isakA rAja kyA hai? agara yaha bImArI hai to isakA ilAja kyA hai? taba bhI terI mahimA apAra hai| tU cAhe to yaha asamarthatA bhI hara sakatA hai| isalie to aise loga haiM jo pAMva chulAe binA jamIna para calate haiM aura Aga meM khar3e hokara bhI nahIM jalate haiN| lekina tuma dhyAna rakhanA, yaha jo camatkAra hai - AtyaMtika camatkAra - yaha tabhI ghaTatA hai jaba tuma hote hI nahIM, jalane vAlA hotA hI nahIM, tabhI yaha camatkAra ghaTatA hai| jaba taka tuma ho, taba taka to tuma jaloge hii| cAhe dikhAo cAhe na dikhAo, batAo ki na batAo, pragaTa karo ki na pragaTa karo; lekina jaba taka tuma ho taba taka to tuma jaloge hii| aura jaba taka tuma ho pAnI para caloge, to paira meM pAnI chuegA hii| lekina yaha karizmA bhI ghaTatA hai| usakI mahimA apAra hai ! yaha tumhAre ki nahIM ghaTatA; yaha tumhAre miTe ghaTatA hai| tU jo cAhe, to yaha asamarthatA bhI hara sakatA hai| isalie to aise loga haiM jo pAMva chulAe binA jamIna para calate haiM aura Aga meM khar3e hokara bhI nahIM jalate haiN| dhyAna rakhanA, maiM vastutaH Aga ke aMgAroM para calane vAloM kI bAta nahIM kara rahA aura na hI pAnI para calane vAle yogiyoM kI bAta kara rahA huuN| maiM to jIvana kI usa parama mahimA kI kara rahA hUM, jahAM tuma jIvana meM hote ho, phira bhI tumheM kucha chUtA nhiiN| bAjAra meM khar3e aura tuma maMdira meM hI hote ho| dUkAna para baiThe, grAhaka se bAta karate, tuma kisI paraloka meM hote ho| uThate-baiThate, ghara-dvAra samhAlate, bacce - patnI kI ciMtA - phikra karate - phira bhI nizcita rahate ho ! jala meM kamalavata !

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maiM to usa mahA camatkAra kI bAta kara rahA huuN| aMgAroM para calanA to baccoM kA khela hai| vaha to sIkhA jA sakatA hai, kiyA jA sakatA hai| aura zAyada kabhI AdamI pAnI para calane kA bhI upAya kara le, usakA bhI Ayojana ho sakatA hai| lekina ina saba kI maiM bAta nahIM kara rahA huuN| jhena phakIra bokojU apane ziSyoM ke sAtha eka nadI ke kinAre phuNcaa| ziSya bahuta dina se pratIkSA karate the kabhI ki bokojU ke sAtha nadI pAra karane kA maukA mila jaae| kyoMki bokojU sadA kahatA thA ki maiM agara nadI se gujarUM tau mere paira meM pAnI na chuegaa| to ziSya bar3e utsuka the yaha camatkAra dekhane ko| lekina jaba bokojU pAnI meM calA to jaise unake paira bhIga rahe the, usake paira bhI bhIga rahe the| ve to bar3e hairAna hue| unhoMne kahA 'gurudeva, yaha kyA mAmalA hai? Apa to sadA kahate the ki maiM pAnI meM calUM to mere paira na bhiigeNge| aura bokojU haMsane lgaa| usane kahA to phira tuma samajhe nhiiN| maiM to abhI bhI nahIM bhIga rahA -hUM aura jo bhIga rahA hai, vaha maiM nahIM huuN| yaha deha maiM nahIM hUM yahI to maiM tumheM subaha se sAMjha samajhAtA huuN| tuma mUrkhacitta kaba cetoge? maiM to abhI bhI anabhIgA hUM aura mere bhIgane kA koI upAya nahIM hai| aura tuma bhI anabhIge ho, sirpha tumheM isakA patA nahIM cala rahA hai, mujhe patA cala rahA hai- bheda itanA hI hai| jise bhItara kI zUnyatA kI pratIti hone lagI, tUphAna AeM, nizcita hI zarIra to kapegA, kaMpana hoMge, lekina bhItara usa zUnya meM kucha bhI na hogaa| jo miTa gayA, use kucha ho kaise sakatA hai! isalie to jJAnI ko hama kahate haiM-joM jIte-jI mara gayA; jo marA huA jI rahA hai jisake bhItara aba kucha bacA nhiiN| aSTAvakra kA sUtra dekhA : 'bolane vAle, vAcAla, mauna ho jAte haiN| bar3e karmaTha AlasI jaise ho jAte haiN| usI meM tuma jor3a de sakate hoM-jIvita mRta jaise ho jAte haiM, jaDU-sama! mRta jaise ho jAte saba calatA rahatA hai| bheda itanA hI par3a jAtA hai ki bAhara aba nATaka hotA hai, abhinaya hotA hai| bhItara tuma jAnate ho ki bAhara jo ho rahA hai, abhinaya hai, tuma isake kartA nahIM ho| eka 'pArTa hai jo pUrA kara denA hai| mere pAsa abhinetA Ate haiM, mujhase pUchate haiM ki hameM batAeM ki hamArI abhinaya kI kalA kaise kuzala ho jAe? to unase maiM kahatA hUM : mere pAsa eka sUtra hai| abhinaya kI kalA karate ho, abhinetA ho, to abhinaya aise karanA ki bhUla jAnA ki yaha abhinaya hai, kartA ho jAnA, to saccA ho jAegA abhinaya aura taba usameM prANa par3a jaaeNge| aura yahI maiM kahatA hUM sabhI se ki jIvana meM isa taraha calanA ki jaise abhinaya hai| zithila ho jAeMge hAtha, saMbaMdha DhIle ho jaaeNge| agara abhinaya ko saccA karake dikhalAnA ho, to kartA bana jAnA aura agara saccAI ko mAyA siddha kara denA ho, to akartA bana jAnA, abhinaya mAna lenaa| tuma jarA koI kAma karake to dekho-abhinetA kI trh| tuma bar3e hairAna hooge, apUrva rasa jharegA, bar3I bhInI-bhInI gaMdha utthegii| Aja ghara jAo lauTa kara to taya kara lenA ki tIna ghaMTe abhinetA kI taraha kreNge| patnI ko gale lagAeMge, magara aise jaise abhinetA lagAtA hai| bhojana kareMge jaise abhinetA

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karatA hai| baccoM ko pucakAreMge, dulArege, jaise abhinetA karatA hai, jaise apane bacce nahIM haiM, eka nATaka kara rahe haiN| tuma jarA karake to dekho| agara kSaNa bhara ko bhI tumheM abhinaya kA bhAva A jAegA to tuma cakita ho jaaoge| abhinaya kA bhAva Ate hI saba zAMta ho jAtA hai, phira koI azAMti nhiiN| isalie hiMdU kahate haiM. jagata lIlA hai| ise khela samajho, gaMbhIra mata ho jaao| tIsarA prazna : kala kA pravacana sunate hue mujhe lagA ki ApameM cArvAka-sakhaM jIveta' aura 'aSTAvakra-sukhaM cara' eka sAtha bola rahe haiN| aura jAne kyoM vaha mujhe prItikara bhI lgaa| lekina yadi bhoga se virasa hone ke lie yAnI mukti ke lie bhoga se pUrI taraha gujara jAnA jarUrI hai to kyA acchA nahIM hogA ki dharma-sAdhanA ke itane bar3e gorakhadhaMdhe kI jagaha cArvAka darzana ko bharapUra maukA diyA jAe? saccAI to yahI hai ki jo bhoga meM gaharA gayA vahI yoga ko upalabdha huaa| saccAI to yahI hai ki jo sapane meM gaharA utarA, vahI jaagaa| saccAI to yahI hai ki anubhava ke atirikta isa jagata meM vairAgya ke paidA hone kA koI upAya na kabhI thA, na hai, na hogaa| isalie paramAtmA jagata ko banAe calA jAtA hai aura tumheM jagata meM dhakAe calA jAtA hai| kyoMki jagata meM utara kara hI tuma jAna pAoge ki pAra honA kyA hai! jagata meM ibakI lagA kara hI tuma jagata ke Upara uThane kI kalA sIkha paaoge| Izvara bhI nizcita hI cArvAka aura aSTAvakra donoM kA jor3a hai| cArvAka ko maiM dharma-virodhI nahIM maantaa| cArvAka ko maiM dharma kI sIr3hI mAnatA huuN| sabhI nAstikatA ko maiM AstikatA kI sIDI mAnatA huuN| tumane dharmoM ke bIca samanvaya karane kI bAteM to sunI hoMgI-hiMdU aura musalamAna eka; IsAI aura bauddha ek| isa taraha kI bAta to bahuta calatI hai| lekina asalI samanvaya agara kahIM karanA hai to vaha hai nAstika aura Astika ke biic| yaha bhI koI samanvaya hai-hiMdU aura musalamAna eka! ye to bAteM eka hI kaha rahe haiM, inameM samanvaya kyA khAka karanA? inake zabda alaga hoMge, isase kyA pharka par3atA hai? maiM eka AdamI ko jAnatA thA, usakA nAma rAmaprasAda thaa| vaha musalamAna hoM gayA, usakA nAma khudAbakyA ho gyaa| vaha mere pAsa aayaa| maine kahA : 'pAgala! isakA matalaba vahI hotA hai-raamprsaad| khudAbakyA hokara kucha huA nhiiN| khudA yAnI' rAma; bakyA yAnI prsaad|' vaha kahane lagA. 'yaha mujhe kucha khayAla na aayaa|' bhASA ke pharka haiM, inameM kyA samanvaya kara rahe ho? asalI samanvaya agara kahIM karanA hai to

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nAstika aura Astika ke bIca padArtha aura paramAtmA ke bIca cArvAka aura aSTAvakra ke bIca maiM tumase usI asalI samanvaya kI bAta kara rahA huuN| jisa dina nAstikatA maMdira kI sIr3hI bana jAtI hai, usa dina samanvaya huaa| usa dina tumane jIvana ko ikaTThA karake dekhA usa dina dvaita miTA maiM tumase parama advaita kI bAta kara rahA hUM / zaMkara ne bhI tumase itane parama advaita kI nahIM kI, ve bhI cArvAka ke virodhI haiN| isakA matalaba kyA hotA hai? isakA matalaba hotA hai : Akhira cArvAka bhI hai to paramAtmA kA hissA hii| tuma kahate ho sabhI meM paramAtmA hai; phira cArvAka meM nahIM hai? phira cArvAka se jo bolA, vaha paramAtmA nahIM bolA? phira cArvAka kA khaMDana kara rahe ho kyA kaha rahe ho? kyA kara rahe ho? agara vAstavika advaita hai to tuma kahoge. cArvAka kI vANI meM bhI prabhu bolaa| yahI maiM tumase kahatA huuN| aura vANI usakI madhura hai isalie cArvAka nAma pdd'aa| cArvAka kA artha hotA hai : madhura vANI vAlA / usakA dUsarA nAma hai. lokaayt| lokAyata kA artha hotA hai. jo loka ko priya hai; jo aneka ko priya hai| lAkha tuma kaho Upara se kucha, koI jaina hai, koI bauddha hai, koI hiMdU hai, koI musalamAna-yaha saba UparI bakavAsa hai; bhItara gaura se dekho, cArvAka ko paaoge| aura tuma agara ina dhArmiko ke svarga kI talAza karo to tuma pAoge ki saba svarga kI jo yojanAeM haiM cArvAka ne hI banAI hoNgii| svarga meM jo AnaMda aura rasa kI dhAre baha rahI haiM, ve cArvAka kI hI dhAraNAeM haiN| sukhaM jIveta! cArvAka kahatA hai : sukha se jiiyo| itanA maiM jarUra kahUMgA ki cArvAka sIr3hI hai| aura jisa DhaMga se cArvAka kahatA hai, usa DhaMga se sukha se koI jI nahIM sktaa| kyoMki cArvAka ne dhyAna kA koI sUtra nahIM diyaa| cArvAka sirpha bhoga hai, yoga kA koI sUtra nahIM hai; adhUrA hai| utanA hI adhUrA hai jitane adhUre yogI haiN| unameM yoga to hai lekina bhoga kA sUtra nahIM hai| isa jagata meM koI bhI pUre ko svIkAra karane kI himmata karatA nahIM mAlUma par3atA - Adhe- Adhe ko| maiM donoM ko svIkAra karatA huuN| aura maiM kahatA hUM : cArvAka kA upayoga karo aura cArvAka ke upayoga se hI tuma eka dina aSTAvakra ke upayoga meM samartha ho pAoge / jIvana ke sukha ko bhogo| usa sukha meM tuma pAoge dukha hI dukha hai| jaise-jaise bhogoge vaise-vaise sukha kA svAda badalane lagegA aura dukha kI pratIti hone lgegii| aura jaba eka dina sAre jIvana ke sabhI sukha dukha rUpa ho jAeMge, usa dina tuma jAgane ke lie tatpara ho jaaoge| usa dina kona tumheM roka sakegA? usa dina tuma jAga hI jaaoge| koI roka nahIM rahA hai| ruke isalie ho ki lagatA hai zAyada thor3A sukha aura ho, thor3A aura so leN| kona jaane...| eka pannA aura ulaTa leM saMsAra kA / isa kone se aura jhAMka leM! isa strI se aura mila leM! usa zarAba ko aura pI leM! kona jAne kahIM sukha chipA ho, saba tarapha talAza leM! maiM kahatA bhI nahIM ki tuma bIca se bhaago| bIca se bhAge, pahuMca na pAoge, kyoMki mana khIMcatA rhegaa| mana bAra-bAra kahatA rhegaa| dhyAna karane baiTha jAoge, lekina mana meM pratimA uThatI rahegI usakI, jise tuma - pIche chor3a Ae ho / mana kahatA rahegA. 'kyA kara rahe ho mUrkha bane yahAM baiThe? patA nahIM sukha vahA hotaa| tuma dekha to lete, eka daphA khoja to lete!

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isalie maiM kahatA hUM. saMsAra ko jAna hI lo, ughAr3a hI lo! jaise koI pyAja ko chIlatA calA jAe-tuma bIca meM mata rukanA, chIla hI DAlanA puuraa| hAtha meM phira kucha bhI nahIM lgtaa| hI, agara pUrA na chIlA to pyAja bAkI rahatI hai| taba yaha Dara mana meM banA raha sakatA hai, bhaya mana meM banA raha sakatA hai. 'ho sakatA hai kohinUra chupA hI ho!' tuma chIla hI ddaalo| tuma saba chilake utAra do| jaba zUnya hAtha meM lage, chilake hI chilake gira jAeM-saMsAra pyAja jaisA hai, chilake hI chilake haiM, bhItara kucha bhI nhiiN| chilake ke bhItara chilakA hai, bhItara kucha bhI nhiiN| jaba bhItara kucha bhI nahIM pakar3a meM A jAegA, phira tumheM rokane ko kucha bhI na bcaa| cArvAka kI kitAba pUrI par3ha hI lo, kyoMki kurAna, gItA aura bAibila usI ke bAda zurU hote haiN| cArvAka pUrvArdha hai, aSTAvakra uttraardh| to ThIka hI lgaa| merI sArI ceSTA yahI hai ki tumheM sukha se bhagAUM na tumheM sukha ke vAstavika svarUpa kA darzana karA duuN| tumhAre anubhava se hI tumheM patA cala jAe ki jahAM tumane hIre motI samajhe, vahA kaMkara-patthara bhI nahIM haiN| lekina dharmaguru isa pakSa meM nahIM hoNge| zaMkarAcArya aura popa aura purohita isa pakSa meM nahIM hoNge| kyoMki unakA to sArA kA sArA dhaMdhA isa bAta para khar3A hai ki ve tumheM bhoga ke viparIta smjhaaeN| unakI to sArI dUkAna tumhAre kacce hone para calatI hai| jo vyakti saMsAra se paka kara bAhara nikalegA vaha kisI zaMkarAcArya, kisI popa ke pAsa thor3e hI jAne vAlA hai, vaha to sIdhA paramAtmA ke pAsa jA rahA hai| aba usake bIca meM kisI ejeMTa kI koI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| saMsAra vyartha ho gayA, aba to paramAtmA hI bacA, aba to kahIM aura jAnA nhiiN| vaha hiMdU musalamAna, IsAI thor3e hI banegA, vaha to sirpha dhArmika hogaa| usakA dharma to bilakula anUThA hogA, vizeSaNa-zUnya hogaa| lekina ye sAre dharma-guru to vizeSaNa se jIte haiN| ye to cAhate haiM ki tumhAre bhItara paramAtmA kI tarapha jAne kI sIdhI daur3a na ho jAe zurU, anyathA inakA kyA hogA! ye jo bIca meM par3Ava haiM, bIca meM dUkAneM haiM, ye jo bIca meM ThaharAva haiM, bIca meM dharmazAlAeM haiM-inakA kyA hogA! nahIM, ye cAhate haiM ki tuma ina para rukate hue jaao| saca to yahI hai, ye cAhate haiM, tuma inase pAra kabhI na jAo, tuma yahIM ruke rho|| cArvAka ke viparIta haiM tumhAre dhrmguru| kyoMki eka bAta pakkI hai ki agara cArvAka kA ThIka-ThIka anusaraNa kiyA jAe, to tuma Aja nahIM kala, kala nahIM parasoM, jAga hI jaaoge| aura jo jAgatA hai vaha paramAtmA meM jAgatA hai| ho, jo soe-soe uTha kara calane lagate haiM, unameM se koI purI pahuMca jAtA, koI haja kA yAtrI hokara kAbA pahuMca jAtA hai koI jerusalama, koI giranAra, koI kaashii| ye jo nIMda meM soye-soye cala rahe loga haiM, ye kahIM na kahIM jA kara ulajha jAte haiN| isalie koI dharmaguru, koI dharmapaMtha manuSya ko pUrI svataMtratA nahIM detA-bAMdha kara rakhatA hai| manuSya kI svataMtratA ke pakSa meM bahuta thor3e loga haiN| svataMtratA ko isa taraha ke loga kahate haiM - ucchNkhltaa| aSTAvakra jaisI himmata bahuta kama logoM ne kI hai jo kahate haiM. svacchaMda ho jA, apane bhItara ke svabhAva se jI, aura koI samajhautA mata kr| itanA hI jAna le, itanA hI jJAna hai ki tU

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saba kAlikha-kaluSa ke pAra hai| itanA hI dhyAna, itanA hI yoga, itanI hI sArI dharma kI prakriyA hai ki tU pahacAna le ki jAgaraNa terA svabhAva hai, caitanya terA svabhAva hai, nirvikalpa, asaMga terA svabhAva hai| itanA jAna le, phira tujhe jo karanA hai kara! phira jaise-taise tujhe jInA hai jI / phira koI baMdhana nahIM hai| itanI krAMti, itanI svataMtratA to dharmaguru nahIM de sktaa| isalie to aSTAvakra kA koI paMtha na bana sakA aura aSTAvakra kA koI maMdira khar3A na ho sakA, aura aSTAvakra ke purohita na hue aura aSTAvakra akelA khar3A raha gyaa| itanI svacchaMdatA ke lie samAja taiyAra nhiiN| samAja gulAmoM kA hai aura samAja cAhatA hai gulAmI ko koI sajAne vAlA mila jAe jo sajA kara batA de ki gulAmI bahuta bhalI hai to nizcita ho gae, gaharI nIMda meM so jaaeN| jagAne vAloM se pIr3A hotI hai| lekina, jo mujhe samajhane kI ceSTA meM rata haiM, unheM jAna lenA cAhie. maiM paramAtmA ko pUrA kA pUrA svIkAra karatA hUM usake cArvAka rUpa meM bhI aura jagata meM mujhe kucha bhI asvIkAra nahIM hai| sirpha eka bAta dhyAna rahe ki koI cIja aTakAe n| hara cIja kA upayoga kara lenA aura bar3ha jAnA / hara patthara para paira rakha lenA, sIr3hI banA lenA, aura Upara uTha jaanaa| mArga para jo patthara par3e haiM ve sIr3hiyAM bhI bana sakate haiN| tuma unheM aTakAva na banA lenA / cArvAka aTakAva bana sakatA hai, agara tuma chor3o ki basa, cArvAka para saba samApta ho gyaa| vaha kevala pUrvArdha hai, use aMta mata mAna lenA, usase Age jAnA hai| lekina usase Age usase hokara hI jAnA hai, gujara kara hI jAnA hai| maiMne sunA hai, eka purAnI sUphI kathA hai| eka lakar3ahArA roja jaMgala meM lakar3I kATatA thaa| eka sUphI phakIra baiThatA thA dhyAna karane, usane ise dekhA : janmoM-janmoM se yaha kATatA rahA ho, aisA mAlUma par3atA hai| jIrNa -zIrNa deha, kA ho gyaa| aura isase eka daphA roTI bhI muzkila se mila pAtI hogii| to usase kahA. 'dekha, tU isa jaMgala meM roja AtA hai, tujhe kucha patA nahIM / tU thor3A Age jA / usane kahA : 'Age kyA hai?' usane kahA. 'tU thor3A Age jA, khadAna milegii|' vaha Age gayA, vahAM eka tAMbe kI khadAna milii| vaha bar3A hairAna huaa| usane kahA : maiM sadA yahAM AtA rahA, jarA Age na bar3hA, basa, lakar3iyAM kATIM aura jAtA rhaa| jarA hI kucha thor3e hI kadama cala kara khadAna thii| tAMbA le gayA, to lakar3I ke becane se to eka daphe roTI milatI thI, eka daphA tAMbA becane se itanA paisA milane lagA ki mahIne bhara kA bhojana cala jaae| jaba dubArA phira AyA to usa phakIra ne kahA ki dekha, aTaka mata jAnA; thor3A aura aage| to usane kahA. 'aba Age aura kyA karanA hai jA kara ?' usane kahA: 'tU jA to! suna, merI sIkha mAna / maiM yaha pUrA jaMgala jAnatA hUM / vaha aura thor3e Age gayA to cAMdI kI khadAna mila gii| vaha bolA. 'maiM bhI khUba pAgala thaa| usa phakIra kI skAra na mAnatA to aTaka jAtA tAMbe para / ' cAMdI beca dI to sAla bhara ke lAyaka bhojana milane lagA, bar3A masta thaa| eka dina phakIra ne kahA ki dekha, jyAdA masta mata ho, aura thor3A Age / usane kahA : ' aba chor3o bhI, aba mujhe kahIM na bhejo| aba basa kAphI hai, bahuta mila gyaa| phakIra ne kahA. 'vaise terI marjI hai, lekina pchtaaegaa|' bAta mana meM coTa kara gii| thor3A aura Age gayA, sone

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kI khadAna mila gii| aba to eka daphA le AyA to janma bhara ke lie kAphI thaa| phira to usane jaMgala AnA hI baMda kara diyaa| phakIra eka dina usake ghara pahuMcA pUchA : 'pAgala, maiM terI rAha dekhatA hUM abhI thor3A aura Age / usane kahA. 'aba chor3o, aba tuma mujhe mata bharamAo / ' usane kahA : 'tU pichale anubhava se to kucha siikh| jitanA Age gayA utanA milaa| thor3A aura Age / ' rAta bhara so na skaa| kaI daphe socA : 'aba jAne meM sAra kyA hai! aura Age ho bhI kyA sakatA hai! sonA - AkhirI bAta A gii|' para nIMda bhI na lagI; socA ki phakIra zAyada kucha kahatA ho, zAyada kucha aura Age ho| to aura Age gyaa| hIroM kI khadAna mila gii| socA ki burA hotA hAla merA agara na AtA / aba to vaha eka daphe le AyA to janmoM-janmoM ke lie kAphI thA / phira to kaI dina dikhAI hI na par3atA thA vh| ghara bhI phakIra AtA to milatA nahIM thaa| kabhI hoTala meM, kabhI sinemAgRha meN| vaha kahA~ aba, usakA patA kahAM cale! aba to vaha bhAgA-bhAgA thaa| phakIra usako khojatA phire, usakA patA na cle| eka daphe mila gayA vezyAlaya ke dvAra para usane kahA. ' are pAgala, basa tU yahIM ruka jAegA? abhI thor3A aura Age / ' usane kahA. 'aba kSamA karo, maiM maje meM huuN| aba mujhe aura jhaMjhaTa meM na ddaalo|' para phakIra ne kahA : 'eka bAra aura mAna le| ruka mt|' : vaha aura Age gyaa| aba tuma soco aura Age kyA milA hogA? aura Age phakIra milA, vaha baiThA thA dhyAna meN| usa AdamI ne pUchA : 'aba yahAM to kucha aura dikhAI nahIM par3atA / ' usane kahA : 'yahAM khadAna bhItarI hai / aba tU mere pAsa baiTha jA / aba jarA Akha baMda kara / aba jarA zAMta ho kara baitth| aba yahAM dhyAna kI khadAna hai| aba yahAM paramAtmA milegA, pAgala ! aba bAhara kI cIja ho cukI bahuta aba bhItara khoda ! ' jIvana meM aura Age calate jAnA hai, kahIM rukanA mata! dhana ke Age dhyAna hai| cArvAka ke Age aSTAvakra hai| sukha ke Age AnaMda hai| padArtha ke Age paramAtmA hai| virodha merA kisI se bhI nahIM hai, iMkAra kisI bAta kA nhiiN| basa, eka bAta dhyAna rahe ki tumhAre jIvana kI saritA bahatI rahe, tuma kahIM aTako na, Dabare na bano / Dabare bane ki sdd'e| Dabare bane ki gaMde hue| Dabare bane ki sAgara taka pahuMcane kA upakrama baMda huA, abhiyAna samApta huA, phira tuma gae / bahate raho! sAgara taka calanA hai| saMsAra se gujaranA hai, paramAtmA taka pahuMcanA hai| aura jisa dina tuma pahuMcoge usa dina tuma cakita hooge| usa dina pIche lauTa kara dekhoge to tuma pAoge saba jagaha paramAtmA hI chipA thaa| jahAM-jahAM sukha kI jhalaka milI thI, vahA - vahAM dhyAna kI koI na koI kiraNa thI, isIlie milI thii| yaha maiM tumase apanI sAkSI kI taraha kahatA hUM maiM isakA gavAha hUM / tumane agara kAmavAsanA meM kabhI thor3I-sI sukha kI jhalaka pAI thI to vaha jhalaka kAmavAsanA kI na thI, kAmavAsanA ke kSaNa meM kahIM dhyAna utara AyA thA, jarA-sA shii| bar3I dUra se eka gaja A gaI thI, lekina vaha thI dhyAna kii| yaha to tuma Akhira meM paaoge| agara kabhI yaza pA kara tumheM kucha rasa milA thA to vaha bhI dhyAna kI hI jhalaka thii| tumheM jahAM bhI sukha milA thA, vaha paramAnaMda kI hI kucha

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kucha kiraNa thii| bahuta dUra kI thI, zAyada pratiphalana thaa| AkAza meM cAMda hai aura tumane jhIla meM usakI chAyA dekhI thI, sirpha parachAIM dekhI thI-lekina thI to parachAIM usI kii| kAma meM jisakI jhalaka hai, vaha rAma kI parachAIM hai| patthara ke pharza kagAroM meM, sIkho kI kaThina katAroM meM, khaMbhoM, lohoM ke dvAroM meM, ina tAroM meM, dIvAroM meM, kuMDI, tAle, saMtariyoM meM, ina paharoM kI huMkAroM meM, golI kI ina bauchAroM meM, ina vaja barasatI mAroM meM, ina sura zaramIle, guNa-garvIle kaSTa sahIle vIroM meM, jisa ora lakhU tuma hI tuma ho pyAre ina vividha zarIroM meM! jisa ora lakhU tuma hI tuma ho pyAre ina vividha zarIroM meN| lekina yaha to pIche se hai| jaba tuma jIvana kI pUrI kitAba par3ha jAoge taba tuma lauTa kara dekhoMge ki are, yaha kathA eka hI thI! kahIM aTaka jAte to yaha kabhI samajha meM na aataa| yaha Aja tumheM merI bAta aneka bAra ulTI mAlUma par3atI hai| maiM tumase kahatA hUM: kAmavAsanA meM jo tumheM sukha milA hai vaha bhI brahmacarya kI jhalaka hai| aba tuma cakita hooge yaha bAta suna kr| lekina maiM tumheM samajhAne kI koziza karUM, abhI to yaha Upara-Upara buddhi ke hI khayAla meM aaegaa| kAmavAsanA uThatI hai, uttapta jvara ghera letA hai, mana DAvAMDola hotA hai, dhueM se bhara jAtA hai| phira jaba tuma kAmavAsanA meM utarate ho to eka ghar3I AtI hai jahAM kAmavAsanA tRpta ho jAtI hai| usa tRpti ke kSaNa meM phira koI kAma-vikAra nahIM raha jaataa| usa kSaNa meM brahmacarya kI avasthA hotI hai| cAhe kSaNa bhara ko sahI, koI vikAra nahIM raha jaataa| vaha jhalaka to brahmacarya kI hai, jisase sukha mila rahA hai; lekina tuma socate ho kAmavAsanA se mila rahA hai| ghar3I AdhA ghar3I ko to phira saMsAra meM koI

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kAmavAsanA nahIM raha jaatii| ghar3I AdhA ghar3I ko to tuma phira kAma- bhAvanA se ghirate hI nhiiN| ghar3I AdhA ghar3I ko kAmavAsanA se chuTakArA ho jAtA hai| tuma bhojana kara lete ho, bhUkha lagI thI, pIr3A ho rahI thI-bhojana kara liyA, tRpti ho gii| usa tRpti ke kSaNa meM upavAsa kA rasa hai| utanI thor3I-sI dera ke lie phira bhojana kI koI yAda nahIM aatii| aura upavAsa kA artha hI yaha hai ki bhojana kI yAda na aae| jaba deha bilakula svastha hotI hai, jaba deha taraMgita hotI hai, taba thor3I dera ko videha kI jhalaka milatI hai| tuma kabhI khilAr3iyoM se pUcho, daur3Ako se pUcho, tairAkoM se puucho| tairane vAle ko kabhI-kabhI aisI ghar3I AtI hai, sUraja kI rozanI meM, laharoM ke sAtha tairate hue, eka kSaNa ko deha aisI taraMgita hone lagatI hai, aisA AnaMda- bhAva uThatA hai deha meM, aisA sukha barasatA hai ki deha bhUla jAtI hai, videha ho jAtA hai| vaha sukha videha kA hai| kabhI daur3ate samaya, daur3ane vAle ko eka aisI ghar3I AtI hai jaba ki bhItara kA mijAja aura bAhara kA mausama samarasa ho jAtA hai| bhAgatA huA pasIne se tarabatara lekina citta zAMta ho jAtA hai, vicAra ruka gae hote haiN| havAoM ke jharokhoM meM? zItala havA meM, vRkSa ke tale khar3e ho kara chAyA meM eka kSaNa ko deha bhUla jAtI hai| manovaijJAnika kahate haiM ki khilAr3I ko jo majA hai vaha deha se mukta hone kA hai| nahIM to koI pAgala hai, loga itanA daur3ate, itanA tairate-kisalie? tuma socate ho sirpha puraskAra ke lie? lekina bahuta loga haiM jo binA puraskAra ke daur3a rahe haiN| tumheM bhI zAyada kabhI aisA maukA AyA ho, ghUmane gae ho aura eka ghar3I ko jaise zarIra na rahA, aisI taratamatA ho gaI, basa usI vakta sukha milA! tuma dUsaroM se kahate ho ki bar3A sukha milatA hai ghUmane meM.! lekina agara dUsarA tumhArI mAna kara jAe aura rAste meM pUre vakta socatA rahe ki kaba mile, kaba mile sukha, aba mile, abhI taka nahIM milA-vaha khAlI hAtha lauTa AegA! kyoMki sukha milatA hai deha ko bhUla jAne meN| pIche jaba tuma kabhI lauTa kara dekhoge to tuma pAoge ki kAma meM bhI jo sukha milA thA vaha bhI kSaNa bhara ko kAmavAsanA se mukta ho jAne ke kAraNa milA thaa| aura bhojana meM bhI jo sukha milA thA, vaha bhI kSaNa bhara ko bhUkha se mukta ho jAne meM milA thaa| kSaNa bhara ko vAsanA kSINa ho gaI thI, jarUrata na rahI thii| deha se bhI jo sukha jAne, ve sukha tabhI mile the jaba deha bhUla gaI thI aura videha citta ho gayA thaa| magara yaha to pIche samajha meM AegA, jaba rAma kA anubhava ho jaaegaa| pIche lauTa kara dekhoge to tuma pAoge : are, saba jagaha yahI svAda thA! umar3atA mere durgo meM barasatA ghanazyAma meM jo adhara meM mere khilA nava iMdradhanu abhirAma meM jo bolatA mujhameM vahI

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jaga mauna meM jisako bulAtA jo na ho kara bhI banA sImA kSitija vahI rikta hUM maiM virati meM bhI cira virata kI bana gaI anurakti hUM maiM bolatA mujhameM vahI jaga mauna meM jisako bulAtA! lekina jaba tuma mauna hooge, tabhI samajhoge ki tumhAre mauna meM paramAtmA hI bolA hai| koI aura bola hI nahIM sakatA, koI aura hai hI nhiiN| tumhAre prema meM bhI vahI thA, tumhAre kAma meM bhI vahI, tumhAre rAma meM bhI vahI, tumhArI prArthanA meM bhI vhii| saba usakI hI jhalakeM haiN| aneka aneka rUpoM meM vahI hai| ise maiM kahatA hUM. adavaita! merA brahma mAyA ke virodha meM nahIM hai| merA brahma mAyA meM chipA chiyA-chI kara rahA hai| merA brahma mAyA meM aneka- aneka rUpoM meM pragaTa hai| izka kA jauke -najArA muphta meM badanAma hai husna khuda betAba hai jalave dikhAne ke lie| yaha jo phUloM meM se jhAMka rahA hai, yaha paramAtmA utsuka hai jalave dikhAne ke lie| yaha jo kisI strI ke cehare se suMdara ho kara pragaTa huA hai husna khuda betAba hai jalave dikhAne ke lie| yaha jo kisI bacce kI sarala, nirdoSa AMkhoM meM jhalakA hai, yaha khuda paramAtmA utsuka hai, AmaMtraNa de rahA hai| yaha to tuma pIche smjhoge| Aja to aura kaThinAI bar3ha gaI hai bahu t| tumhAre dharmaguruoM ne tumheM jo sikhAyA hai, vaha kucha aisA mUr3hatApUrNa hai ki hara cIja meM baMdhana kA Dara khar3A kara diyA hai| hara cIja meM ghabar3AhaTa paidA kara dI hai, aparAdha- bhAva paidA kara diyA hai| agara tuma kisI ke prema meM anurakta hue to bhItara aparAdha hotA hai ki yaha kyA pApa kara rahA huuN| koI Akha tumheM suMdara lagI AkarSaka lagI to ghabaDAhaTa paidA hotI hai ki jarUra pApa ho rahA hai| RSi-mani sadA kahate rahe : ___maiM tumase kahatA hUM isa Akha meM thor3e gahare utro| thor3e aura Age clo| tAMbA milegA mAnA, cAMdI bhI hai, sonA bhI hai, hIre -javAharAta bhI haiN| aura thor3A Age calo, dhana ke pAra dhyAna bhI hai| jo hRdaya vyomavata, vigata kaluSa ubharegA usameM iMdradhanuSa racanA kA kAraNa zUnya svayaM mama tvama se jisakA mukta ahN| 'maiM aura 'tU se mukta ho jaao| isI ke lie sArA saMsAra Ayojana hai| itanI pIr3A milatI

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hai 'maiM' - 'tU' ke kAraNa, phira bhI tuma mukta nahIM hote| itanA dukha pAte, itane zUla chidate, chAtI chalanI ho jAtI-phira bhI tuma mukta nahIM hote| aura tumheM kona mukta kara pAegA? agara pIr3A tumhArI guru nahIM hai to aura kona tumhArA guru ho sakegA? saMsAra guru hai| jo bhI anubhava ho rahA hai usakA jarA hisAba-kitAba rkho| jahAM-jahAM dukha ho jarA gaura se dekhanA, pAoge khar3e apane 'maiM' ko| jahAM-jahAM pIr3A ho, vahIM tuma pAoge khar3e apane 'maiM' ko| to dhIre-dhIre kaba taka soe rahoge? kabhI to jAga kara dekhoge ki yaha zUla kI taraha chidA hai ahaMkAra, yahI mere prANoM kI pIr3A hai| jisa dina koI isa ahaMkAra ko haTA kara rakha detA.. aura rakhanA tumhAre hAtha meM hai| saca to yaha hai, yaha kahanA ThIka nahIM ki rakhanA tumhAre hAtha meM hai| tuma samhAlo na to yaha abhI gira jaae| tuma sahayoga na karo to yaha abhI visarjita ho jaae| yaha tumhAre sahayoga se samhalA hai| yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai, tuma apane dukha ko khuda hI samhAle khar3e ho| tuma apane narka ke nirmAtA ho| isa 'maiM' - 'tU ke jarA pAra calane kI bAta hai| basa 'maiM' - 'tU ke pAra uThe, cAhe prema se uTho cAhe dhyAna se, donoM se 'maiM' - 'tU ke pAra uThanA hai| miTTI meM gar3A huA maiM tumhArA mUla hUM tuma mere phUla ho jo AkAza meM khilA hai miTTI se jo rasa maiM khIMcatA hUM vaha phUla meM lAlI bana kara chAtA hai aura tuma jo saurabha banAte ho yahAM nIce bhI usakA suvAsa ugatA hai adeha kI vibhA deha meM jhalaka mAratI hai, aura dehaka jyoti adeha kI AratI utAratI hai dvaitAdvaita se pare merI yaha vinamra Teka hai prabhu! maiM aura tuma donoM eka haiN| vaha jo phUlA khilA hai Upara zikhara para usameM, aura vaha jo jar3a chipI hai gahare aMdhakAra meM bhUmi ke, usameM bheda nahIM, donoM eka haiN| buddha meM aura tumameM ajJAnI meM aura jJAnI meM, asAdhu aura sAdhu meM koI maulika aMtara nahIM hai, koI AdhArabhUta aMtara nahIM hai| hogA saMta khilA huA phUla jaisA Upara zikhara para AkAza meM pragaTa, aura hogA asAdhu dUra aMdhere meM bhUima ke dabA huA jar3a jaisA.. miTTI meM gar3A huA maiM tumhArA mUla huuN| tuma mere phUla ho jo AkAza meM khilA hai miTTI se jo rasa maiM khIMcatA hUM vaha phUla meM lAlI bana kara chAtA hai aura tuma jo saurabha banAte ho

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yahAM nIce bhI usakA suvAsa AtA hai adeha kI vibhA deha meM jhalaka mAratI hai, aura dehaka jyoti adeha kI AratI utAratI hai| dvaitAdvaita se pare merI yaha vinamra Teka hai, prabhu! maiM aura tuma donoM eka haiN| isa saMsAra meM tuma do ko bhUlanA zurU karo, 'maiM- 'tU ko bhUlanA zurU karo aura jaise bhI bane, jahAM se bhI bane, jahAM se bhI thor3I jhalaka uTha sake eka kI-usa jhalaka ko pkdd'o| ve hI jhalakeM saghanIbhUta ho-ho kara eka dina samAdhi bana jAtI haiN| pAMcavAM prazna : kala Apane kahA ki bhoga kI yAtrA aMtata: yoga para pahuMcA detI hai| kRpA karake samajhAiye, kyA yoga kI yAtrA jIvana kI vartalAkAra gati ke kAraNa pana: bhoga para pahuMcA detI hai? kyA bhoga-yoga se atikramaNa jaisA kucha bhI nahIM hai? kRpA karake aSTAvakra ke saMdarbha meM hameM smjhaaie| bhAga kI yAtrA yoga para pahuMcA detI hai agara ruke na khiiN| jarUrI nahIM ki pahuMca hI jaao| agara aTaka gae tAMbe kI khadAna para to tAMbe para aTake rhoge| bhoga kI yAtrA pahuMcA detI hai aisA mai nahIM kahatA-pahuMcA sakatI hai| khoje jAo aTakI mata, ruko mata, bar3he jAo, cale jAo-to bhoga kI yAtrA pahuMcA detI hai yoga pr| phira yoga meM aTaka gaye agasto praznakartA ne ThIka bAta pUchI hai-agara yoga meM aTaka gae to phira bhoga meM gira jaaoge| isIlie to yogI svarga pahuMca jAtA hai| svarga yAnI bhog| kamA liyA puNya pahuMca gae svarga kharcA karane lge| isalie to jaina-bauddha kathAeM bar3I' mahatvapUrNa haiN| jaina-bauddha kathAeM kahatI haiM ki jaba svarga meM puNya cuka jAtA hai, phira pheMka die jAte haiM, phira saMsAra meN| svarga se koI mukta nahIM hotA, mukta to manuSya se hI hotA hai| ye bAteM bar3I mahatvapUrNa haiN| isakA artha yaha huA ki agara yoga meM aTaka gae to phira bhoga meM giroge| kitanI dera taka yoga calegA! vartulAkAra hai jIvana kI gti| to jaisA maiMne tumase kahA. bhoga meM mata aTakanA to yog| agara yoga meM na aTake to atikrmnn| to tuma sAkSI. bhAva meM praveza kara jaaoge| to na to bhoga meM aTakanA, kyoMki bhoga meM bhI aTakAne ke bahuta kAraNa haiM bar3e suMdara sapane haiN| aura yoga meM bhI bar3e suMdara sapane haiM, pataMjali ne unhIM kA varNana kiyA vibhUtipAda meN| bar3I vibhUtiyAM haiM, bar3I siddhiyAM hai-una siddhiyoM meM aTaka jaaoge| to jo yoga meM aTakA, vaha Aja nahIM kala bhoga

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meM giregaa| tumane zabda sunA hogA yogbhrsstt| yogabhraSTa kA kyA artha hotA hai? yogabhraSTa kA artha hotA hai. jo bhoga se bar3ha kara yoga taka pahuMca gayA thA lekina phira yoga meM aTaka gyaa| jo aTakA vaha phira giregA, vaha yogabhraSTa hogA, vaha nIce A jaaegaa| yoga Aoge yA pAra jaaoge| rukanA hotA nahIM hai; yA to Age bar3ho, yA pIche pheMka die jaaoge| jagata gati hai, isameM ruka nahIM skte| isameM ruke ki yA to pIche haTane lagoge, yA Age bar3hanA pdd'egaa| eDiMgTana ne likhA hai ki jagata meM sthiti jaisI koI sthiti nahIM hai| yahAM koI cIja sthira to hai hI nhiiN| aba ye vRkSa haiM, yA to bar3ha rahe haiM yA ghaTa rahe haiM! baccA bar3A ho rahA hai, javAna ghaTa rahA hai, kA ghaTa rahA hai| lekina ghaTanA-bar3hanA cala rahA hai| tuma aisA nahIM kaha sakate ki eka AdamI javAnI meM ruka gayA hai| rukanA yahAM hotA hI nhiiN| jo javAnI meM hai, vaha kA ho hI rahA hai-patA cale na cale, Aja patA kle kala cle| lekina jo javAna hai vaha kA ho rahA hai| jo baccA hai vaha javAna ho rahA hai| jo bUr3hA hai vaha marane meM utara rahA hai| jo marane meM utara rahA hai vaha nae janma kI talAza kara rahA hai| vartulAkAra ghUma rahA hai jIvana kA ckr| bar3hate jaao| yoga se bar3hanA hai aage| usI sthiti kA nAma sAkhI, sAkSI, atikrmnn| usake pAra kucha bhI nahIM hai, kyoMki sAkSI ke pAra hone kA koI upAya hI nhiiN| sAkSI kA artha hai. AkhirI jagaha A gii| jisake davArA tuma saba dekhate ho, aba use dekhane kA to koI upAya nahIM hai| tuma AkhirI par3Ava para A gae, keMdra para A ge| to tIna sthitiyAM haiM bhogI kI, yogI kI, aura jo atikramaNa kara gayA kaho, mahAyogI kI yA mahAbhogI kii| koI bhI zabda upayoga kara sakate ho, lekina vaha donoM se bhinna hai| jiMdagI na janma ke sAtha paidA hotI hai, na mRtyu ke sAtha maratI hai janma le kara vaha jise khojatI hai mara kara bhI usI kI talAza karatI hai aura Izvara AsAnI se hamArI pakar3a meM nahIM AtA usakI kRpA yaha hai ki vaha hameM janma detA aura phira mAratA hai janma aura maraNa donoM kharAda ke cakke haiM Izvara hameM tarAza-tarAza kara saMvAratA hai aura jaba hama pUrI taraha saMvara jAte haiM Izvara apane-Apako hameM sauMpa detA hai hamArI muktiyA keMdra se alaga nahIM rahatI Izvara yA to unameM vilaya hotA hai

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yA unheM apane meM lIna kara letA hai| vaha jo atikramaNa kI dazA hai, vahAM do ghaTanAeM haiN| vaha bhI do kahane ko, eka hI ghaTanA hai| kyoMki bUMda sAgara meM girI ki sAgara bUMda meM gira gayA hai, kyA pharka par3atA hai, eka hI bAta hai| yA to Izvara sAkSI meM lIna ho jAtA hai yA sAkSI Izvara meM lIna ho jAtA hai| kabIra ne kahA hai: herata herata he sakhi rahyA kabIra herAI buMda samAnI samuMda meM so kata herI jaaii| khojate -khojate kabIra kho gyaa| khojane vAlA kho gayA aura bUMda sAgara meM samA gii| lekina taba unheM khayAla AyA ki kucha bAta cUka gaI isameM, to unhoMne phira se yaha pada likhA : herata herata he sakhi rahyA kabIra herAI samuMda samAnA buMda meM so kata herI jaaii| khojate-khojate khojane vAlA kho gayA, kabIra kho gayA aura aba samudra bUMda meM samA gayA, aba use kaise nikAlA jAe! donoM bAteM saca haiN| bUMda samudra meM samA gaI yaha pahalA anubhv| kyoMki yaha bUMda kI tarapha se anubhava hai| hama to abhI bUMda haiN| jaba pahalI daphA ghaTanA ghaTegI to hameM aise lagegA ki bUMda sAgara meM samA gii| sAgara itanA bar3A, hama itane choTe, sAgara to hamameM kaise samAegA? hamArI purAnI choTepana kI buddhi AkhirI taka khar3I rhegii| to bUMda sAgara meM samA gii| lekina eka bAra jaba bUMda sAgara meM samA gaI, taba hameM dikhAI par3egA ki are kona choTA, kona bar3A! yahAM to eka hI hai| taba hama yaha bhI kaha sakate haiM ki sAgara bUMda meM samA gyaa| atikramaNa ho jAe, to yA to tuma prabhu meM samA jAte ho yA prabhu tumameM samA jAtA hai| donoM eka hI bAta ke kahane ke do DhaMga haiN| rukanA bhara nhiiN| ruke ki sdd'e| kahIM bhI mata ruknaa| jahAM taka bana sake calate hI cale jaanaa| eka aisI bar3I AtI hai ki phira jAne ko hI koI jagaha nahIM raha jaatii| vahI jagaha paramAtmA hai, jisake Age phira jAne ko kucha nahIM bctaa| jaba jAne ko koI sthAna hI na bace, tabhI ruknaa| agara tumheM jarA-sI bhI jagaha dikhAI par3atI ho ki abhI thor3A jAne ko Age hai, to cale jaanaa| jaba taka jAne ke lie avakAza rahe, rukanA mt| to yAtrA pUrI ho jaaegii| aura jisakI yAtrA pUrI huI vahI ghara AtA hai| ghara AtA hai yAnI paramAtmA meM vApisa lauTa AtA hai| AkhirI prazna : Apa niraMtara apane saMnyAsiyoM ko haMsate rahane kA upadeza karate haiN| lekina Apa dIkSA meM jo mAlA unheM dete haiM, usake lAkeTa meM lagA ApakA to citra gaMbhIra madrA lie hai| yaha gaMbhIratA kyoM?

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phira tumheM haMsAne kA vijJAna hI samajha meM nahIM aayaa| agara maiM tumheM haMsAne kI kucha bAta kahUM aura khuda hI haMsa dUM to tuma cUka jAoge phira tuma na haMsa skoge| agara mujhe tumheM haMsAnA to mujhe gaMbhIra rahanA pdd'egaa| jitanA jyAdA maiM gaMbhIra hotA hUM, utanI hI tumheM haMsane kI suvidhA hotI hai| aura jaba maiM tumase kahatA hUM haMsoM to maiM bar3I gaMbhIratA se kaha rahA hUM ki haMso / yaha koI haMsI kI bAta nahIM hai| ise tuma haMsI haMsI meM kahI mata samajha lenaa| ise maiMne bar3I gaMbhIratA se kahA hai| kyoMki haMsane ko maiM sAdhanA banA rahA hUM / muskurAte hue tuma paramAtmA ke dvAra taka pahuM cotuma jaldI svIkAra ho jaaoge| eka AdamI mraa| usake sAmane hI rahane vAlA eka dUsarA AdamI bhI marA / eka hI sAtha donoM mre| donoM paramAtmA ke sAmane maujUda hue| lekina bar3A cakita huA vaha AdamI / usako svarga milA yaha to ThIka thaa| yaha sAmane vAlA AdamI, isako svarga kisalie mila rahA hai ! vaha to sadA prArthanA kiyA thA; isane to kabhI prArthanA bhI na kI / vaha to sadA pUjA kiyA isane kabhI pUjA bhI na kI / usane prabhu se pUchA ki yaha jarA anyAya hai| yaha nihAyata pApI, sAMsArika! isako kisalie svarga mila rahA hai? maiM to niraMtara pUjA kiyA, prArthanA kiyaa| kabhI eka dina ko tujhe bhUlA nhiiN| subaha yAda kiyA dopahara yAda kiyA, sAMjha yAda kiyA, rAta yAda kiyA, yAda kara-karake mara gyaa| jiMdagI bhara terI yAda gujArI! to paramAtmA ne kahA. 'isiilie| kyoMki isa AdamI ne mujhe bilakula satAyA nhiiN| isane na mujhe subaha jagAyA, na dopahara jagAyA, na rAta jagAyA - isane mujhe satAyA hI nhiiN| tU jiMdagI bhara merI khopar3I khAtA rhaa| tujhe naraka nahIM bhejA, yahI kAphI hai| pUrNa nyAya mAMgatA ho, to tujhe naraka bhejanA par3e, nizcita anyAya ho rahA hai| anyAya yaha ho rahA hai ki tujhe bhejanA to naraka thaa| tumhAre udAsa, rote hue cehare paramAtmA ko svIkAra na hoNge| tuma phUla kI bhAMti jAnA tuma nAcate hue jaanaa| tuma nAcate hue aMgIkAra ho jaaoge| tuma nAcate gae to tumhAre hajAra pApa kSamA ho jaaeNge| tuma udAsa, gaMbhIra, rote hue gae to tumhAre hajAra puNya bhI kAma nahIM aaeNge| aura puNya hI kyA jo tumheM udAsa kara jAe ? isalie jaba maiM haMsane ke lie kaha rahA hUM, to bar3I gaMbhIratA se kaha rahA huuN| ise haMsI-haMsI meM mata le lenaa| aura mujhe to gaMbhIra rahanA par3e tumhArI khAtira / nahIM to tuma samajhoge haMsI-haMsI meM kahI thI baat| tuma zAyada use gahare meM na lo| lekina tuma agara mujhe pahacAnoge to tuma pAoge mujhase jyAdA gaira-gaMbhIra AdamI khojanA muzkila hai| tuma agara thor3A mujhameM jhAMkoge to nizcita pAoge ki vahAM sivAya nRtya aura haMsI ke kucha bhI nahIM hai| jo maiM tumase kahatA hUM jo maiM tumheM hone ko kahatA hUM vaha ho kara hI kaha rahA huuN| hAlAMki

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maiM tumhArI takalIpha bhI jAnatA huuN| tumheM haMsane meM kaThinAI hotI hai| tuma haMsate ho kaMjUsIse / rone maiM tuma bar3e muktahasta hote ho| haMsate ho tuma bAmuzkila kSaNa bhara ko phira haMsI kho jAtI hai, sUkha jAtI hai| rone lago to tuma ghar3iyoM rote ho / rone lago to dUsare samajhAeM to bhI tuma nahIM smjhte| dUsare pucakAreM- thapakAeM, to bhI tuma nahIM mAnate, aura rote cale jAte ho| haMsate ho to basa jarA-jaise jabardastI; jaise muzkila se, jaise haMsanA par3A so haMsa lie- phira kho jAtI hai haMsI / jAnatA hUM kAraNa bhI, jIvana meM tumhAre sivAe dukha ke aura kucha bhI nahIM hai| itanA royA hUM gama-e-dosta jarA-sA haMsa kara muskurAte hue lamahAta se jI DaratA hai| tuma itane roe ho, itane dukhI hue ho ki tuma ghabar3Ate ho| haMsanA tumheM maujU nahIM mAlUma par3atA tumhAre sAtha ThIka-ThIka nahIM baiThatA - vijAtIya mAlUma par3atA hai, ajanabI mAlUma par3atA hai| rone se tumhArA sAtha-saMga hai, paricaya hai purAnA, haMsane se tumhArA koI saMbaMdha nhiiN| aura agara kabhI tuma haMsate bhI ho, to tumhArI haMsI meM bhI kucha rudana kI chApa hotI hai, kucha ronA hotA hai| tumhArI haMsI bhI mukta nahIM hotI hai, tumhArI haMsI bhI zuddha nahIM hotI, kuMArI nahIM hotI, usa para dAga hote haiM AMsuo ke / tuma gaura karanA, tumhArI haMsI ThIka hRdaya se nahIM uThatI, zUnya se nahIM aatii| tuma mere bhItara jhAMkoge, to eka bAta nizcita hai ki maiM tumhAre jaisA nahIM haMsatA / tumhAre jaisA haMsane ke lie mujhe tumhAre jaisA honA pdd'e| merI haMsI kisI aura tala para hai| tuma usa tala para Aoge to phcaanoge| aSTAvakra kahate haiM. usa avasthA ko jAnane ke lie vaisI hI avasthA cAhie / IsAI kahate haiM jIsasa kabhI haMse nhiiN| yaha bAta jhUThI hai| magara IsAI bhI ThIka hI kahate haiM, kyoMki jisa tala para haMsI ko samajha sakate haiM, usa tala para IsA kabhI nahIM hNse| jisa tala para maiM haMsI ko samajhatA hUM, maiM jAnatA hUM IsA khilakhilAte rahe sUlI para bhI haMsa rahe the| tuma buddha kI haMsatI huI mUrti dekhI? asaMbhava / tumane mahAvIra kI khilakhilAhaTa sunI? asaMbhava / agara mahAvIra kI haMsatI huI mUrti banA do jainI tuma para mukadamA calA deMge, adAlata meM ghasITeMge ki inhoMne hamAre mahAvIra kA ceharA bigAr3a diyaa| mahAvIra, aura haMsate hue? yaha ho hI nahIM sakatA! eka bAta ThIka bhI hai, tumhAre jaise mahAvIra kabhI haMse bhI nahIM / tumhArI haMsI meM to rone kI chApa hai mahAvIra kI haMsI bar3I mauna hai, zAMta hai- mahAvIra jaisI zAMta hai, nirvikAra hai| zAyada haMsI meM khilakhilAhaTa nahIM hai| khilakhilAhaTa ho bhI nahIM sakatI / zUnya se uThatI hai, zUnya kA svAda lie hai| lekina haMsI nizcita hai| para tuma tabhI jAna pAoge, jaba tuma una dazAoM ko upalabdha hooge| racanA kA darda chaTapaTAtA hai Izvara barAbara avatAra lene ko akulAtA hai dUsaroM se mujhe jo kucha kahanA hai vaha bAta prabhu pahale mujhase kahate haiM

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karuNa-kAvya likhate samaya kavi pIche rotA hai, bhagavAna pahale rote haiN| agara mujhe tumheM rulAnA ho to mujhe tumase pahale ronA hogaa| aura mujhe agara tumheM haMsAnA ho to mere prANoM meM haMsI cAhie, anyathA maiM tumheM haMsA bhI na skuuNgaa| lekina tumhAre aura mere DhaMga alaga hoMge, yaha saca hai| kabhI maiM ThIka tumhAre jaisA thaa| aura kabhI tuma ThIka mere jaise bhI ho jAoge, aisI AzA hai| isa AzA ke sAtha tumheM isa zivira se vidA karatA huuN| hari oma ttst|

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dinAMka 21 navaMbara, 1976; zrI rajanIza Azrama, pUnA / sArasUtra: aSTAvakra uvAca: sahaja hai satya kI upalabdhi - pravacana- gyArahavAM zradyatsva tAta zraghdatsva nAtra moha kusthya bhoH / jJAnasvarUpo bhagavAnAtmA tvaM prakRte paraH / / 13311 gaNaiH saMveSTito dehastiSThatyAyAti yAti c| AtmA na gaMtA nAgatA kimenamanuzocati / / 134 / / dehastiSThatu kalpAMtaH gacchatvaddyaiva vA punaH / kva vRddhiH kva ca vA hAnistava cinmAtrarUpiNa / / 13511 tvathyanantamahAmmodhau vizvavIciH svabhAvataH / vAstA na te vRddhirna vA kSatiH / / 13611 tAta cinyAtrarUpo'mi na te bhinnamidaM jagata | atha: kastha kathaM kva heyopAdeya kalpanA / / 138 / / ekasminnavyaye zAMte bidAkAze'male tvayi / kuto janma kucha: karma kutouhaMkAra eva ca / 1139 / / alabarTa AiMsTIna ke pUrva astitva ko do bhAgoM meM bAMTa kara dekhane kI paraMparA thI. kAla aura AkAza; TAima aura kAla aura AkAza bhinna-bhinna nahIM, spesa | alabarTa AiMsTIna ne eka mahAkrAMti kii| usane kahA, eka hI satya ke do pahalU haiN| eka nayA zabda gar3hA donoM se 'milA kara. 'spesiyoTAima' kaalaakaash| isa saMbaMdha meM thor3I bAta samajha lenI jarUrI hai to ye sUtra samajhane AsAna ho jaayeNge| bahuta kaThina hai yaha bAta khayAla meM le lenI ki samaya aura AkAza eka hI haiN| AiMsTIna ne kahA ki samaya AkAza kA hI eka AyAma, eka dizA hai, eka DAyameMzana hai| samaya kI tarapha se jo jagata dekheMge unakI dRSTi alaga hogI aura jo AkAza kI tarapha se jagata ko dekheMge unakI dRSTi alaga hogii| samaya kI

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tarapha se jo jagata ko dekhegA usake lie karma mahatvapUrNa mAlUma hogA, kyoMki samaya hai gati, kiyA hai mhtvpuurnn| jo AkAza kI tarapha se jagata ko dekhegA, usake lie karma ityAdi vyartha haiN| AkAza hai zUnya : vahAM koI gati nhiiN| jo samaya kI tarapha se jagata ko dekhegA usake lie jagata vaita, vastuta: aneka mAlUma hogaa| maiM hUM kala nahIM thA kala phira nahIM ho jaauuNgaa| mere marane se tuma na maroge; na mere janma se tumhArA janma huaa| nizcita hI maiM alaga tuma alg| vRkSa alaga, pahAr3a-parvata alaga, saba algalg| samaya meM pratyeka cIja paribhASita hai, bhinna-bhinna hai| AkAza meM sabhI cIjeM eka haiN| AkAza eka hai| samaya kI dhArA cIjoM ko khaMDoM meM bAMTa detI hai| samaya vibhAjana kA srota hai| isalie jisane samaya kI tarapha se astitva ko dekhA, vaha dekhegA aneka; jisane AkAza kI tarapha se dekhA, vaha dekhegA ek| jisane samaya kI tarapha se dekhA vaha socegA bhASA meM sAdhanA kI, siddhi kii| calanA hai, pahuMcanA hai, gaMtavya hai kahIM'; zrama karanA hai, saMkalpa karanA hai, ceSTA karanI hai, prayAsa karanA hai-taba kahIM pahuMca paayeNge| jo AkAza kI tarapha se dekhegA, usake lie kahIM koI gaMtavya nhiiN| siddhi manuSya kA svabhAva hai| AkAza to yahAM hai, kahIM aura nhiiN| jAne ko kahAM hai! tuma jahAM ho vahIM AkAza hai| AkAza to bAhara- bhItara sabameM vyApta hai! AkAza to sadA se hai, eka kSaNa ko bhI khoyA nhiiN| samaya meM calanA ho sakatA hai, AkAza meM kaisA calanA! kahIM bhI rahI, usI AkAza meM ho| to AkAza meM yAtrA kA koI upAya nahIM; samaya meM yAtrA ho sakatI hai| isa bAta ko khayAla meM lenaa| mahAvIra kI paraMparA kahalAtI hai shrmnn| zramaNa' kA artha hotA hai. shrm| zrama karoge to pA skoge| binA zrama ke paramAtmA nahIM pAyA jA sakatA, na satya pAyA jA sakatA hai| hiMdU paraMparA kahalAtI hai braahmnn| usakA artha hai ki brahma tuma ho, pAne kI koI bAta nhiiN| jAganA hai, jAnanA hai| ho to tuma ho hI, svabhAva se ho| brahma to tumhAre bhItara baiThA hI huA hai| yaha AkAza kI tarapha se dekhanA hai| tuma cakita hooge, mahAvIra ne to AtmA ko bhI jo nAma diyA hai vaha hai smy| isalie mahAvIra kI samAdhi kA nAma hai saamaayik| maiM to eka jaina ghara meM paidA huaa| usa saMpradAya kA nAma hai 'smaiyaa'| vaha samaya se banA zabda hai| mahAvIra to kahate haiM. samaya meM lIna ho jAo to dhyAna laga gayA, sAmAyika ho gaI, samaya meM Thahara jAo to pahuMca gye| hiMdU paraMparA samaya ko mUlya nahIM detI, isalie zrama ko bhI mUlya nahIM detii| AkAza kA mUlya hai| ye sAre aSTAvakra ke sUtra AkAza ke sUtra haiN| aura jaisA alabarTa AiMsTIna kahatA hai AkAza aura samaya eka hI astitva ke do pahalU haiM, donoM tarapha se pahuMcanA ho sakatA hai| jo samaya ko mAna kara calegA, usake lie samarpaNa saMbhava nahIM-saMgharSa, sNklp| jo AkAza ko mAna kara calegA, vaha abhI jhuka jAye, yahIM jhuka jAye-samarpaNa saMbhava hai| zraddhA! zrama kI koI bAta nhiiN| bodha mAtra kAphI hai| kucha karanA nahIM hai| jo samaya ko mAna kara calegA, use zubha aura azubha meM saMgharSa hai| azubha ko haTAnA

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hai, zubha ko lAnA hai| bure ko miTAnA hai, bhale ko lAnA hai| isalie jaina vicAra bahuta naitika ho gayA honA hI pdd'egaa| aMdhere ko kATanA hai, prakAza ko lAnA hai to yoddhA bananA hogaa| isalie to varddhamAna kA nAma mahAvIra ho gyaa| ve yoddhA the| unhoMne jItA, vijaya kii| jaina' zabda kA artha hotA hai : jisane jiitaa| agara bhakta se pUcho to vaha kahegA, yaha bAta hI galata; jItane se kahIM paramAtmA milatA hai, hArane se milatA hai! hAro! usake sAmane samarpita ho jAo! chor3o saMgharSa! hArate hI mila jAtA hai| ye do alaga bhASAyeM haiN| donoM sahI haiM, yAda rkhnaa| donoM tarapha se loga pahuMca gaye haiN| tumheM jo ruca jAye, basa vahI tumhAre lie sahI hai| hAlAMki yaha mana meM vRtti hotI hai ki jo eka dhAraNA ko mAnatA hai, dUsare ko galata kahane kI vRtti svAbhAvika hai| jo mAnatA hai saMkalpa se milegA, vaha kaise mAna sakatA hai ki samarpaNa se mila sakatA hai! agara vaha mAna le ki samarpaNa se mila sakatA hai to phira saMkalpa kI jarUrata kyA rahI? aura jo mAnatA hai samarpaNa se hI milatA hai, vaha agara mAna le ki saMkalpa se bhI mila sakatA hai to phira samarpaNa kA kyA mUlya raha gayA? isalie donoM eka dUsare kA khaMDana karate raheMge, eka-dUsare kA virodha karate rheNge| tuma cakita hooge yaha bAta jAna kara. hiMdU aura musalamAna meM utanA virodha nahIM hai, unakI paddhati to eka hI hai; jaina aura hiMdU meM bahuta virodha hai, unakI paddhati maulika rUpa se bhinna hai| musalamAna bhI, IsAI bhI, hiMdU bhI ve saba, agara gaura se samajho, to AkAza kI dhAraNA ko mAna kara calate haiN| thoDe-bahata bhASA ke bheda hoMge lekina maulika aMtara nahIM hai| lekina buddha mahAvIra AkAza kI bhASA ko mAna kara nahIM calate, samaya kI bhASA ko mAna kara calate haiN| sAre jagata ke dharmoM ko zramaNa aura brAhmaNa meM bAMTA jA sakatA hai| aura isa bAta ko maiM phira se doharA dUM ki donoM tarapha se loga pahuMca gaye haiN| isalie tuma isa ciMtA meM mata par3anA ki dUsarA galata hai; tuma to itanA hI dekha lenA, -tumhArA kisase saMbaMdha baiTha jAtA hai| tumhAre bhItara kA 'sva' kisake sAtha chaMdobaddha ho jAtA hai, basa itanA kAphI hai; isase jyAdA vicAraNIya nahIM hai| hiMdU paraMparA kI AtyaMtika parAkASThA pahuMcI addhaita para lekina mahAvIra advaita para nahIM jA sakate, kyoMki abaita kA to matalaba ho jAyegA, phira pAne ko kucha nahIM bctaa| dUsarA to cAhie hii| saMgharSa karane ko bhI kucha nahIM bacatA, agara dUsarA na ho| harAne ko bhI kucha nahIM bacatA, agara dUsarA na ho| yoddhA ke lie akele hone meM kyA prayojana raha jAyegA! lie talavAra kamare meM nAca rahe, kUda rahe-yuddha nahIM raha jAyegA, nAca ho jaayegaa| yoddhA ko to dUsarA caahieN| jisakI cunautI meM jUjha ske| to mahAvIra kahate haiM. saMsAra alaga, paramAtmA alaga; aura donoM meM saMgharSa hai; cetanA aura padArtha meM saMgharSa hai| isalie mahAvIra advaitavAdI nahIM haiM, davaitavAdI haiN| jIvana aura cetanA eka loka, padArtha, jar3a alaga dUsarA lok| aura donoM meM kabhI koI milanA nahIM hotaa| donoM bhinna haiN| ____ mahAvIra kI ye dhAraNAyeM tumheM aSTAvakra ko samajhane meM sahayogI ho sakatI haiN| unakI pRSThabhUmi meM aSTAvakra sApha ho skeNge| aSTAvakra kI dhAraNA hai abaita kI, eka hI hai, AkAza jaisA! usI kA saba khela hai| vahI eka

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aneka- aneka rUpoM meM pragaTa ho rahA hai| vahI tumhAre bhItara sadA se maujUda hai tuma jhapakI le rahe ho, so rahe ho-eka baat| AMkha kholate hI tuma use pA loge| usake pAne meM aura tumhArI sthiti meM iMca bhara kA phAsalA nahIM hai, jise yAtrA karanI ho| aisA hI samajho ki sUraja nikalA hai tuma AMkha baMda kie baiThe ho| rozanI cAroM tarapha jhara rahI hai, lekina tuma aMdhere meM ho| tumane palaka kholI rozanI se bhara gye| kahIM jAnA na thaa| rozanI palaka para hI virAjI thI; tumhArI palaka para hI dastaka de rahI thii| palaka khulI ki saba khula gyaa| prakAza hI prakAza ho gyaa| sahaja hai satya kI uplbdhi| aura samAdhi zrama-sAdhya nahIM hai, samAdhi samarpaNa-sAdhya hai, zraddhA se hai| mahAvIra aura buddha meM tumheM bahuta tarka milegA bArIka tarka milegaa| mahAvIra meM aisI koI dhAraNA nahIM hai jo tarka se siddha na hotI ho| mahAvIra koI aisI bAta nahIM kahate jise tArkika rUpa se pramANita na kiyA jA ske| isalie mahAvIra paramAtmA kI bAta hI nahIM karate, na buddha karate haiN| buddha to aura eka kadama Age gaye-ve AtmA kI bAta bhI nahIM karate, kyoMki use bhI tarka se siddha karane kA koI upAya nhiiN| pazcima ke eka bahuta bar3e vicAraka luDaviga viDagisTIna ne isa sadI kI eka bahuta mahatvapUrNa kitAba likhI hai| usa kitAba kA eka sUtra hai : 'jo kahA na jA sake use bhUla kara kahanA nahIM hai| jo vANI meM na A sake, use lAne kI koziza bhI mata krnaa| anyathA anyAya hotA hai, atyAcAra hotA hai|' viDagisTIna ThIka mahAvIra aura buddha kI paraMparA meM par3atA hai vahI trk-dRsstti| mahAvIra aisI koI bAta nahIM kahate jisako tarka se siddha na kiyA jA ske| isalie mahAvIra meM kAvya bilakula nahIM hai, kyoMki kavitA ko kaise siddha karoge! kavitA siddha thor3e hI hotI hai| koI usakI mastI meM A jAye, A jAye; na Aye to siddha karane kA koI upAya nahIM hai| aura siddha karane kavitA ko calo to mara jAtI hai kvitaa| agara koI tumase pUcha le isa kavitA kA artha kyA, to bhUla kara artha mata btaanaa| kyoMki artha agara batAne meM lage aura vizleSaNa kiyA usI meM to kavitA mara jAtI hai| pakar3a meM A jAye, jhalaka meM A jAye, to ThIka; na Aye to bAta gii| phira use pakar3a meM lAne kA upAya nhiiN| ___ mahAvIra sApha-suthare haiM, tarkayukta haiM, buddha bhii| zraddhA kI koI bAta nahIM hai| mAnane kA koI savAla nahIM hai| jo bhI hai, vaha jAnA jA sakatA hai| isalie buddhi kI, medhA kI pUrI ceSTA Avazyaka hai| brAhmaNa-vicAra meM buddhi kI ceSTA hI bAdhA hai| tuma jaba taka buddhi se ceSTA karate rahoge taba taka tumhArI ceSTA hI tumhArA kArAgRha banI rhegii| kyoMki kucha hai jo buddhi se jAnA jA sakatA hai, kucha hai jo buddhi se jAnA nahIM jA sakatA, kyoMki kucha buddhi ke Age hai aura kucha buddhi ke pIche hai| eka bAta to taya hai ki tuma buddhi ke pIche ho| tuma buddhi ke Age nahIM ho| tumhAre hI pIche khar3e hone ke kAraNa to buddhi calatI hai| to tumheM to buddhi nahIM samajha sakatI; pIche lauTakara tumheM kaise samajhegI? tumhAre sahAre hI samajhatI hai, to tumhAre binA to cala hI nahIM sktii|

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jaise ki maiM hAtha meM eka camITA le lUM to camITe se maiM koI bhI cIja pakar3a sakatA hUM lekina usI camITe se, jisa hAtha ne camITe ko pakar3A hai, use thor3e hI pakar3a skuuNgaa| usako pakar3ane kI koziza meM to camITA bhI gira jAyegA, aura mere hAtha meM na rahA to camITA to kucha bhI nahIM pakaDa sktaa| buddhi bhI tumhArI hai tumhAre caitanya kA hissA hai-caitanya ke hAtha meM camITA hai| usase tuma saba pakar3a lo, caitanya chUTa jaayegaa| caitanya ko pakar3anA ho to camITA chor3a denA pdd'e| camITe kA agara jyAdA moha rakhA to muzkila meM pdd'oge| phira tuma saba samajha loge, apane ko nahIM samajha paaoge| isalie vijJAna saba samajhe le rahA hai, sirpha svayaM, manuSya kI svayaMtA ko bhUle jA rahA hai| manuSya kI aMtasa cetanA bhara pakar3a meM nahIM A rahI; aura saba pakar3a meM AyA jA rahA hai| _ vijJAna mahAvIra aura buddha se bahuta rAjI hai| isa bAta kI bahuta saMbhAvanA hai ki agara vaijJAnika mahAvIra ko par3heMge to bar3e cakita hoMge, kyoMki jo ve Aja kaha rahe haiM vaha mahAvIra ne DhAI hajAra sAla pahale kahA hai| mahAvIra kI pakar3a tarka kI bar3I sApha aura painI hai, lekina jo bhUla vaijJAnika kara rahA hai vaha bhUla mahAvIra ne nahIM kii| itanA to kahA ki jo jAnA jA sakatA hai, tarka se jAnA jA sakatA hai aura jo atayaM hai usakI koI bAta nahIM kii| lekina apane sAdhakoM ko dhIre-dhIre atarksa kI tarapha cupacApa le gaye, usakI koI carcA nahIM calAI, usakA koI siddhAta nahIM bnaayaa| lekina vaha jAnA bhI tarka kI gahana saMgharSaNA ke dvaaraa| jaba tarka usa jagaha pahuMca jAye kinAre para, jahA~ Age paMkha na ur3A sake, jaba Age koI gati na raha jAye aura tarka apane-Apa se gira jAye, paMkha kaTa jAyeM tarka ke-taba jisakA tuma sAkSAta kroge.| brAhmaNa kahate haiM. to yaha tarka kI itanI dUra kI yAtrA bhI vyartha hai| agara tarka yahIM gira jAye pahale kadama para to maMjila yahIM A jAtI hai| brAhmaNa-zAstra kahatA hai ki jaba tarka giratA hai tabhI maMjila A jAtI hai| tuma kahate ho, Akhira meM girAyege, tumhArI mrjii| abhI girA do to abhI maMjila A jAtI hai| yaha tumhArI mauj| agara tuma kucha dina taka isako DhonA cAhate ho to Dhote rho| aisA nahIM hai ki kisI khAsa jagaha girAne se maMjila AtI hai, jahAM tuma girA dete ho vahIM maMjila A jAtI hai| girAne se maMjila AtI hai| usa tarka ke girAne kA nAma zraddhA hai| Aja ke sUtra bar3e anUThe haiN| bahuta khayAla se samajhane kI bAta hai| pahalA sUtra. 'he saumya, he priya! zraddhA kara, zraddhA kara! isameM moha mata kr| tU jJAnarUpa hai, bhagavAna hai, paramAtmA hai, prakRti se pare hai|' 'he saumya!' 'saumya' kA artha hotA hai samatva ko upalabdha, sauMdarya ko upalabdha, samatA ko upalabdha, prasAda ko upalabdha, samAdhi ke bahuta karIba hai jo|saumy' zabda bar3A pyArA hai! saMtulana ko upalabdha! jo bhItara ThaharA-ThaharA ho rahA hai, ThaharA jA rahA hai, AkhirI taraMga bhI khoI jA rahI hai, jaldI hI koI taraMga na raha jAyegI jhIla pr| samAdhi basa karIba hai| jaise kSaNa bhara kI dera hai palaka khulane ko| basa itanA hI phAsalA hai|

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aba taka aSTAvakra ne janaka ke lie isa zabda kA upayoga na kiyA thA, aba ve upayoga karate hai| ve kahate haiM : 'he saumya! he samAdhi ke nikaTa pahuMca gaye janaka he samatA meM Thaharane vAle janaka!' aura jaba koI samatA ko upalabdha hotA hai to suMdara ho jAtA hai| sauMdarya samatA kI hI chAyA hai| agara kabhI zarIra bhI kisI kA suMdara mAlUma hotA hai to isIlie mAlUma hotA hai ki zarIra meM eka anupAta hai, eka samatva hai| zarIra meM eka simiTrI hai| koI aMga bahuta bar3A, koI aMga bahuta choTA-aisA nahIM saba samatula hai, jaisA honA cAhie vaisA hai| sauMdarya kA yahI artha hai ki saba cIjeM ThIka-ThIka anupAta meM haiM aura eka dUsare ke sAtha samasvaratA hai| aisA mata socanA tuma ki kisI suMdara nAka ko le lo, kisI suMdara AMkha ko le lo, kisI suMdara bAloM ko le lo, suMdara hAthoM ko le lo aura sabake jor3a se tuma suMdara strI yA suMdara AdamI banA sakoge aisA mata socnaa| zAyada usase jyAdA kurUpa koI aura cIja hI na hogii| kyoMki sauMdarya na to nAka meM hai, na AMkha meM hai, na bAla meM hai; sauMdarya to samatva meM hai| sauMdarya to samagra kI eka anupAta vyavasthA meM, chaMdobaddhatA meM hai| tuma bahuta-sI suMdara cIjoM ko ikaTThA karake sauMdarya ko janmA na skoge| sauMdarya ko smaraNa rakho-sva chaMda hai, layabaddhatA hai, mAtrA-mAtrA tulI hai| to zarIra kA sauMdarya hotA hai; aura phira mana kA bhI sauMdarya hotA hai, aura phira AtmA kA sauMdarya bhI hotA hai| mana kA sauMdarya taba hotA hai jaba kisI vyakti meM guNoM meM eka samasvaratA hotI hai, virodhAbhAsa nahIM hotaa| eka cIja dUsarI cIja kI viparIta nahIM hotii| saba cIjeM eka hI dhArA meM bahatI haiN| eka gaharI saMgati aura saMgIta hotA hai| mana kA sauMdarya hotA hai jaba mana eka hI dizA meM gatimAna hotA hai| aisA nahIM ki AdhA hissA pUraba jA rahA hai, AdhA pazcima jA rahA, AdhA yahIM par3A; kucha kahIM jA rahA, kucha kahIM jA rahA; kaI ghor3oM para savAra, aisA nahIM; aneka nAvoM para savAra, aisA nahIM-sva hI yAtrA hai, eka hI gaMtavya hai, aura sArA citta ekajuTa hai| jaba bhI kabhI tuma aisA vyakti pAoge jisakA citta eka dhArA meM baha rahA hai, chinna-bhinna nahIM hai, taba tuma pAoge eka mana kA sauNdry| eka prasAda usa vyakti ke pAsa milegaa| phira AtmA kA sauMdarya hai| AtmA kA sauMdarya taba hai jaba AtmA jAgatI hai aura samAdhi ke karIba Ane lagatI hai| janaka ko aSTAvakra kahate haiM 'he saumya!' yaha vaisI dazA hai jaisI kabhI-kabhI subaha tumheM hotI hai; abhI jAga bhI nahIM gaye ho aura soye bhI nahIM ho| thor3e-thor3e jAga bhI gaye ho, thor3e- thor3e soye bhI ho-alasAye ho| AvAjeM bhI sunAI par3ane lagIM bAhara kii| dUdha vAlA dastaka de rahA hai dvAra para vaha bhI patA cala rahA hai| bacce skUla jAne kI taiyArI karane lage, daur3a-dhUpa kara rahe haiM, vaha bhI smaraNa meM A rahA hai| patnI cAya banAne lagI, ketalI kI AvAja bhI dhImI-dhImI kAna meM par3ane lagI, gaMdha bhI nAkoM meM Ane lgii| zAyada khir3akI se sUraja kI kiraNa bhI A rahI hai, vaha bhI cehare para par3a rahI hai aura tApa mAlUma hone lagA hai| phira bhI abhI alasAye ho| abhI pUre jAga nahIM gye| nIMda sarakatI-sarakatI vidA ho rahI hai| aisI avasthA jaba AdamI ke AtyaMtika jagata meM, Atarika jagata

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meM ghaTatI hai, taba AdamI saumya hotA hai| abhI AtmA pUrI jAga nahIM gaI hai, basa jAgane ke karIba hai| lagane to lagA hai kucha-kucha, svAda thor3A- thor3A Ane lagA hai, khabara milane lagI hai apane svabhAva kI; lekina abhI pUrA pardA nahIM utthaa| eka jhalaka milI, eka khir3akI khulI hai, chalAMga nahIM lgii| hai saumya! he priy......|' aura guru ke lie ziSya tabhI pyArA hotA hai jaba vaha saumya ho jAtA hai, jaba vaha samAdhi ke karIba Ane lagatA hai| yahI to guru kI sArI ceSTA hai ki soye ko 'jagA de; ki khoye ko usakA smaraNa dilA de; ki bhaTake ko rAha para lA de| aura jaba dekhatA hai ki koI Ane lagA maMjila ke karIba. aura janaka ne jaisI abhivyakti dI hai, jaise uttara die haiM aSTAvakra ko. kitAba meM to sirpha uttara haiN| uttara se bhI bahuta khabara milatI hai lekina aSTAvakra ke sAmane to janaka svayaM maujUda the-AMkha se, makha-madrA se, hAvabhAva se, uThane-baiThane se, hara cIja se khabara mila rahI hogI samatA A rahI; samAdhi karIba A rhii| jaise. tuma kisI bagIce ke karIba jAte ho, abhI dUra se dikhAI nahIM par3atA bagIcA, phira bhI havAyeM ThaMDI ho jAtI haiN| havAoM meM thor3I phUloM kI gaMdha A jAtI hai| itra tairane lagatA hai| tumheM abhI bagIcA dikhAI bhI nahIM par3atA, lekina tuma kaha sakate ho ki ThIka dizA meM ho| ThaMDaka bar3hatI jAtI hai, zItalatA bar3hatI jAtI hai, gaMdha prakhara aura tIvra hotI jAtI hai| tuma jAnate ho ki bagIcA ThIka karIba hai aura tuma ThIka dizA meM ho| aisI hI dazA hogii| mastI chAI jAtI hogI, AMkhoM meM khumAra Ane lagA hogaa| yaha paramAtmA kI zarAba bUMda-bUMda girane lagI janaka ke hRdaya meN| yaha ghar3I A gaI jaba guru ziSya ko priya khe| yaha karIba A gaI ghar3I jaba guru ziSya ko apane pAsa biThAne ke yogya maanegaa| yaha ghar3I Ane lagI karIba, jaba guru aura ziSya meM pharka na raha jaayegaa| priya' usakA sUcaka hai| priya' kA matalaba hotA hai. aba maiM tumheM apane hRdaya ke karIba letA hUMaba maiM tumheM apane samAna svIkAra karatA hUM: aba tuma mere hI tulya ho gaye, hone lage; aba mujhameM aura tujhameM koI bheda nhiiN| jaldI hI kauna guru, kauna ziSya-patA lagAnA saMbhava na raha jaayegaa| prema jisase bhI tumheM hotA hai, tuma use apane samAna svIkAra kara lete ho| yahI pharka hai| prema kI aneka koTiyAM haiN| bApa kA apane beTe para prema hotA hai, use hama kahate haiM vAtsalya; prema nahIM khte| vAtsalya kA artha hai. bApa bahuta Upara beTA bahuta nIce vahAM se uMDela rhaa| beTA pAtra kI taraha hai-bahuta nIce rakhA; bApa ke prema kI dhArA par3a rahI hai| guru ke prati prema hotA hai use hama zraddhA kahate haiM, Adara kahate haiM, sammAna kahate haiM, use bhI hama prema nahIM kahate haiN| kyoMki guru Upara baiThA hai| aura hamArA prema aura zraddhA jaise kisI ne dhUpa bAlI ho aura dhUpa kA dhuMA car3hane lage Upara kI tarapha aisA Upara kI yAtrA para jA rahA hai| lekina jaba tuma kisI ke prema meM par3a jAte ho to prema kahate ho| prema kA artha hotA hai : tuma jisake prema meM ho vaha ThIka tumhAre hI sAtha khar3A hai|| isIlie to aisA aksara hotA hai| mere pAsa koI pati Akara saMnyAsI ho jAtA hai to vaha kahatA

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hai : maiM cAhatA hUM merI patnI bhI A jAye lekina maiM lAkha upAya karUM ki vaha sunatI nahIM hai| maiM usase kahatA hUM : tU bhUla kara mata karanA upAya, aisA kabhI huA hI nhiiN| tU na lA sakegA kyoMki jisake prema kiyA usake sAtha sama- bhAva svIkAra kara liyaa| aba vaha tujhe guru nahIM mAna sktii| aise hI patnI bhI A jAtI hai kabhI mere pAsa aura saMnyasta ho jAtI hai, dIkSita ho jAtI hai-cAhatI hai pati ko bhI le aaye| vaha cAha bhI svAbhAvika hai-jo hameM milA, vaha unako bhI mila jAye jinheM hama prema karate haiN| lekina yaha ho nahIM ho paataa| pati aura akar3ane lagatA hai| patnI ko guru mAne, yaha jarA kaThina hai| isalie pati aura patnI eka-dUsare ko kabhI bhI rAjI nahIM kara pAte, bahuta muzkila mAmalA hai| jitanA rAjI karane kI koziza kareMge utanI dUrI bar3hatI jAtI hai; utanI nArAjagI bar3hatI jAtI hai, rAjI koI nahIM hotaa| to maiM unase kahatA hUM isa jhaMjhaTa meM par3anA hI mt| jisako eka bAra svIkAra kara liyA apane samAna, jisako prema diyA, aba usake tuma guru bananA cAho aura yaha guru bananA hai| tuma mArga dikhAte ho| tuma kahate ho, calo, kahIM mujhe milA vahAM tuma bhI clo| vaha yaha mAna hI nahIM sakatI ki tuma usase Age ho sakate ho| lekina eka aisI ghar3I AtI hai, jaba guru ziSya se kahatA hai, 'he priya', jaba guru kA pyAra ziSya para barasatA hai| vAtsalya ke dina gaye, prema ke dina A gye| aba guru anubhava kara rahA hai ki ziSya usI avasthA meM AyA jAtA hai jisake lie ceSTA calatI thI, guru kI hI avasthA ko upalabdha huA jAtA hai| guru tabhI tRpta hotA hai jaba ziSya bhI guru ho jAtA hai| 'he priya! zraddhA kara, zraddhA kara!' zraddhA kA artha samajha lenaa| zraddhA kA artha vizvAsa nahIM hai, bilIpha nahIM hai| kyoMki jisa zraddhA kA artha vizvAsa hotA hai vaha to zraddhA hI nahIM hai| vizvAsa kA artha hotA hai : kisI dhAraNA meM, kisI siddhAta meM, kisI zAstra meM bhrosaa| zraddhA kA artha hotA hai svabhAva meM, satya meM, siddhAta meM nahIM, jIvana meM, astitva meN| aura yaha ghar3I hai jaba janaka jAgane ke karIba ho rahe haiM, agara jarA bhI saMdeha paidA ho jAye to nIMda phira laga jaayegii| agara jarA bhI Dara pakar3a jAye ki yaha kyA ho rahA hai, maiM to sadA soyA rahA, saba ThIka cala rahA thA, aba yaha jAganA aura eka nayA kAma zurU ho rahA hai aura patA nahIM jAgane se sukha milegA ki nahIM milegA; jAganA ucita hai yA nahIM; yaha jo ghaTa rahA hai, yaha itanA bar3A hai, isake sAtha jAUM yA lauTa paDUM vaha apanA purAnA, pahacAnA, paricita loka ThIka thA, yaha to anajAna aparicita rAstA A gayA, koI nakzA hAtha nahIM....! zraddhA kA artha hotA hai. jaba azAMta tumhAre dvAra khaTakhaTAye to sAtha cala pdd'naa| vizvAsa to ajJAta hotA hI nahIM, vizvAsa to jJAta hai| tuma hiMdU ho -yaha vizvAsa hai| tuma musalamAna ho-yaha vizvAsa hai| tuma dhArmika banoge to shrddhaa| vizvAsa kA artha hai. kurAna meM vizvAsa hai, isalie tuma musalamAna ho| mahAvIra meM vizvAsa hai isalie jaina ho| abhI jIvana meM vizvAsa nahIM AyA, kyoMki jIvana kA vizvAsa to na mahAvIra

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se saMbaMdhita hai, na kurAna se, na buddha se, na kRSNa se| jIvana to yahAM ghere hue hai tumheM bAhara bhItara saba trph| aura jIvana ke pAsa koI siddhAta nahIM hai, koI zAstra nahIM hai| jIvana to svayaM hI apanA siddhAta hai| aisA samajho ki eka AdamI yahAM Akara cillA de : ' Aga! Aga laga gaI? Aga!' aneka loga bhAga khar3e hoMge, cAhe Aga lagI ho cAhe na lagI ho| unhoMne zabda para bharosA kara liyaa| aba 'Aga' zabda jalA nahIM sktaa| maiM lAkha cillAUM Aga Aga Aga, usase tuma jaloge nahIM, lekina aMgArA tumhAre hAtha para rakha dUM to jloge| to zabda 'Aga' Aga nahIM hai| aura paramAtmA kA koI siddhAta paramAtmA nahIM hai, koI zabda paramAtmA nahIM hai| jIvana ke saMbaMdha meM jitanI dhAraNAyeM haiM, ve saba manuSya kI bhASAyeM haiM-ajJAta ko zAMta banAne kI ceSTA hai; kisI taraha aparibhASita ko paribhASA dene kA upAya hai| nAma lagA diyA to thor3I rAhata milatI hai ki calo hamane jAna liyaa| aba paramAtmA itanI bar3I ghaTanA hai, kisane kaba jAnA! kauna jAna sakatA hai! jAnane kA to matalaba hogA paramAtmA ko Ara-pAra dekha liyaa| Ara-pAra dekhane kA to matalaba hogA usakI sImA hai| jisakI sImA hai, vaha paramAtmA nhiiN| jo asIma hai, jisakA pArAvAra nahIM hai na prAraMbha hai na aMta hai-tuma usako pUrA-pUrA kaise jAnoge? kabhI nahIM jAnoge! usakA rahasya to rahasya hI rhegaa| vijJAna kahatA hai : hama do zabda mAnate haiM-jJAta aura ajJAta; nona aura annon| vijJAna kahatA hai : jJAna vaha hai jo hamane jAna liyA aura ajJAta vaha hai jo hama jAna leNge| dharma kahatA hai. hama tIna zabda mAnate haiM-jJAta, ajJAta aura ajnyey| jJAta vaha hai jo hamane jAna liyaa| ajJAta vaha hai jo hama jAna leNge| ajJeya, vaha jo hama kabhI nahIM jAna paayeNge| paramAtmA ajJeya hai| usa ajJeya meM shrddhaa.| sabhI jAnane para samApta nahIM ho jAtA, isa bhAva kA nAma zraddhA hai| jo jAna liyA vaha to kSudra ho gyaa| jo anajAnA raha gayA hai, vahI virATa hai| isa bAta kA nAma zraddhA hai| aba taka zraddhA kI bAta nahIM uThAI thI aSTAvakra ne, Aja acAnaka zraddhA kI bAta A gii| ugaira eka bAra nahIM, do bAra doharAte haiM, kahate haiM. 'zraddhA kara, zraddhA kara!' jaba koI chalAMga lagAne ko ho rahA hai to atIta pakar3atA hai pUrA, rokatA hai| atIta kA bar3A bala hai! janmoM-janmoM taka tuma jisake sAtha jIye ho, usa Adata kA bar3A bala hai| vaha Adata khIMcatI hai jaMjIra kI trh| vaha kahatI hai. 'kahAM jAte? kisa anajAna rAste para jAte? bhaTaka jaaoge| jAne paricita meM clo| aise rAste se mata utro| yaha jo rAjamArga hai, isa para hI clo| sabhI isa para calate rahe haiN| hiMdU ho to hiMdU rho| musalamAna ho to musalamAna rho| kurAna par3hate rahe to kurAna par3hate raho, gItA doharAte rahe to gItA doharAte rhii| yaha paricita hai| yaha tuma kahAM utare jAte ho? jIvana! jIvana bahuta bar3A hai| astitva astitva virATa hai| tuma bahuta choTe ho| bUMda kI taraha kho jAoge sAgara meM patA bhI na calegA, lauTa bhI na sakoge phir| samhala jAo!' atIta pUre jora se khIMcatA hai| isa ghar3I ko sAmane khar3A dekha kara aSTAvakra -kahane lage ' zraddhatsva! zraddhA kara, zraddhA kr|' zradayatsva tAta zradayatsva nAtra moha kurutsva bhoH|

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'he priya, he saumya! zraddhA kI ghar3I A gaI, zraddhA kr| aura moha mata kr|' moha hotA hai atIta kA aura zraddhA hotI hai bhaviSya kii| moha hotA hai usase jisake sAtha hama rahe haiN| zraddhA hotI hai usakI jisake sAtha hama kabhI nahIM rhe| moha to kAyara ko bhI hotA hai; zraddhA kevala sAhasI ko hotI hai| moha to ajJAnI ko bhI hotA hai, zraddhA to sirpha jJAna ke khojI ko hotI hai| tuma kahate ho, maiM hiMdU hUM-yaha tumhArA moha hai yA tumhArI zraddhA? pharka krnaa| samajhane kI koziza krnaa| agara tuma hiMdU ghara meM paidA na hue hote bacapana se hI tumheM musalamAna ghara meM rakhA gayA hotA to, to tuma musalamAna hote| aura musalamAna hone meM tumhArA itanA hI moha hotA jitanA abhI hiMdU hone meM hai| agara hiMdU-muslima daMgA hotA to tuma musalamAna kI tarapha se lar3ate hiMdU kI tarapha se nhiiN| abhI tuma hiMdU kI tarapha se lar3oge, lekina kyA tumako pakkA hai ki tuma hiMdU ghara meM paidA hue the? musalamAna ghara meM paidA hue aura hiMdU ghara meM rakha die gaye ho kauna jAne? yaha vizvAsa hai| moha vizvAsa hai| moha ke koI AdhAra nahIM haiN| moha kA to sirpha saMskAra hai| bAra-bAra doharAyA gayA to moha bana gyaa| tumheM pakkA patA nahIM hai| isa moha meM Adata to hai, lekina isa moha meM koI bodha nahIM hai| zraddhA bar3I bodhapUrvaka hotI hai| zraddhA kA artha hai. jo ho cukA ho cukA, jo jA cukA jA cukaa| maiM taiyAra hUM usake lie jo honA caahie| saMbhava ke lie mere dvAra khule haiM aura maiM saMbhAvanA kA sUtra pakar3a kara baDhUgA jahAM le jAye paramAtmA, jo dikhAye, jo karAye, khonA ho to kho jAUMgA! vaha khonA bhalA zraddhA ke saath| moha ke sAtha bane rahane meM kucha sAra nhiiN|'rh kara to dekha liyA moha ke sAtha bahuta-kyA milA? kabhI hisAba bhI to lagAo! kitane vizvAsoM se bhare hoM-kyA milA? basa vizvAsa aise haiM jaise 'Aga' zabda jalAtA nhiiN| vizvAsa aise haiM jaise ' amRta' shbd| aba 'amRta' zabda ko likhate raho, ghoMTa-ghoMTa kara likhate -raho, pI jAo ghoMTa-ghoMTa kara, to bhI kucha amRta ko upalabdha nahIM ho jaaoge| zraddhA usakI talAza hai jo hai| zraddhA satya kI khoja hai| zraddhA kA vizvAsa se dUra kA bhI nAtA nahIM hai| aura vizvAsI apane ko samajha letA hai maiM zraddhAlu hUM to bar3I bhrAMti meM par3a jAtA hai| vizvAsa to jhUThA sikkA hai| yaha to kamajora kI AMkAkSA hai| zraddhA asalI sikkA hai; himmatavara kI khoja hai| he saumya, he priya! zraddhA kara, zraddhA kara! isameM moha mata kr| tU jJAnarUpa hai, bhagavAna hai, paramAtmA hai, prakRti se pare hai|' Dara mata, sImA meM ulajha mt| jo bIta gayA usa sImA ko apanI sImA mata maan| smjheN| tumane aba taka jAnA to apane ko manuSya hai| manuSya bhI pUrA kahAM koI hiMdU hai, koI IsAI hai, koI jaina hai -usameM bhI khaMDa haiN| phira hiMdU bhI pUrA kahAM! usameM bhI koI brAhmaNa hai, koI zUdra hai, koI kSatriya hai, koI vaizya hai| phira brAhmaNa bhI pUrA kahAM! koI dezastha, koI kokaNastha phira aisA kaTatA jAtA, kaTatA jaataa| phira usameM bhI strii-puruss| phira usameM bhI griib-amiir| phira usameM bhI suNdr-kuruup| phira usameM bhI jvaan-buuddh'aa| kitane khaMDa hote cale jAte haiM! Akhira meM bacate ho tuma bar3e

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kSudra, bar3I sImA meM baMdhe, hajAra-hajAra sImAoM meM baMdhe! yaha tumane jAnA hai| Aja acAnaka maiM tumase kahatA hUM 'tuma bhagavAna ho, zraddhA nahIM hotii| tuma kahate ho : ' bhagavAna aura maiM! kahAM kI bAta kara rahe. Apa! maiM to jaisA apane ko jAnatA haM. mahApApI hN| hajAra pApa karatA haM corI karatA haM jaA khelatA hUM zarAba pItA huuN| phira bhI maiM kahatA hUM. tuma bhagavAna ho! ye tumane jo sImAyeM apanI mAna rakhI haiM, ye tumhArI mAnyatA meM haiN| aura jisa dina tuma himmata karake ina sImAoM ke Upara sira uThAoge, acAnaka tuma pAoge ki saba sImAyeM gira giiN| tumhArA vAstavika svarUpa asIma hai| jaba jAgane kI ghar3I AtI hai, taba guru ko bar3e jora se yaha tumase kahanA par3atA hai ki tuma bhagavAna ho| kyoMki sImAyeM purAnI haiM, unake saMskAra laMbe haiM, ati prAcIna haiM aura yaha jo naI kiraNa utara rahI, bar3I naI aura bar3I komala hai! agara atIta se moha pakar3a liyA aura kahA ki maiM to pApI hUM maiMne to kaise-kaise pApa kie haiM...! mere pAsa koI AtA hai| vaha kahatA hai. 'maiM saMnyAsa ke yogya nhiiN|' maiM kahatA hUM : 'tuma phikra chor3o! maiM tumheM yogya mAnatA huuN| tuma merI suno| vaha kahatA hai ki nahIM, Apa kucha bhI kaheM, maiM saMnyAsa ke yogya nhiiN| maiM to sigareTa pItA huuN| to maiM kahatA hUM: pIyo bhii| agara saMnyAsa aisA choTA-moTA ho ki sigareTa pIne se kharAba ho jAye to do kaur3I kA hai| usakA koI mUlya hI nhiiN| yaha bhI koI saMnyAsa huA ki sigareTa pI lI to khatma ho gyaa| agara saMnyAsa meM kucha bala hai to sigareTa jAyegI, sigareTa ke bala se saMnyAsa rokoge? ___ koI A jAtA hai| vaha kahatA hai : 'maiM zarAba pItA huuN| maiM kahatA hUM tU phikra chor3a pii| hama kucha bar3I zarAba tujhe dete haiM, aba dekheM kauna jItatA hai| jaba bhI atIta aura bhaviSya meM saMgharSa ho, bhaviSya kI sunnaa| kyoMki bhaviSya hai-jo honA hai| atIta to vaha hai jo ho cukaa| atIta to vaha hai jo mara cukA, rAkha hai| aba aMgAra vahAM nahIM rahA; aba vahAM se to saba jIvana haTa gyaa| aba to piTI-piTAI lakIra raha gaI hai, jisa para tuma cale the kbhii| ur3atI dhUla raha gaI, kAravAM to nikala gyaa| atIta kI mata sunnaa| atIta kI sunane kI vRtti hotI hai, kyoMki use hama jAnate haiN| hamArI hAlata karIba-karIba aisI hai jaise koI AdamI kAra calAtA ho aura Age dekhatA hI na ho| vaha jo rIyara-byU mirara lagA hotA hai bagala meM, basa usI meM dekha kara kAra calAtA ho, pIche kI tarapha dekhatA ho aura Age dekhatA hI na ho| usake jIvana meM durghaTanA na hogI to kyA hogA! hama jIvana ko aise hI calA rahe haiM-pIche kI tarapha dekhate haiM aura Age kI tarapha jA rahe haiN| dekha sakate ho pIche kI tarapha, jAnA to Age kI tarapha hI pdd'egaa| to agara AMkheM pIche lagI rahIM aura jAnA Age huA, durghaTanA na hogI to kyA hogA! yaha to aMdhI ho gaI yaatraa| jahAM jA rahe ho, vahIM dekho bhI isakA nAma zraddhA hai| bhaviSya meM jA rahe ho| bhaviSya hai anajAnA, apricit| usa para zraddhA rkho| agara DAMvAMDola hue, ghabar3Aye, to tuma moha se bhara jaaoge| jelakhAne se bIsa varSa ke bAda agara koI kaidI chUTatA hai to apanI hathakar3iyoM kI tarapha bhI

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moha se dekhane lagatA hai| bIsa sAla koI choTA vakta nahIM hotaa| phrAMsa meM krAMti huI to phrAMsa kA jo sabase bar3A kilA thA bestile kA, vaha tor3a diyA krAMtikAriyo ne| vahAM Ajanma kaidI hI rahate the| koI pacAsa sAla se kaida thaa| eka to aisA kaidI thA jo sattara sAla se kaida thaa| sattara sAla taka hathakar3iyAM -ber3iyAM! aura bestile meM jo kaidI bharatI hote the, unakI hathakar3iyoM meM tAlA nahIM hotA thA, kyoMki ve to Ajanma kaidI the; vaha to hathakar3I baMda kara dI jAtI thI, ber3I jor3a dI jAtI thii| ve to mareMge tabhI paira kATa kara nikalate the, hAtha kATa kara nikalate the| jiMdA meM to unako chuTanA nahIM hai| sattara sAla taka jo AdamI ber3I-hathakar3iyoM meM baMdhA huA eka koTharI meM par3A rahA hai, jahAM sUraja kI rozanI nahIM AI, usako tuma soco, acAnaka tuma chor3a do..! krAMtikAriyoM ne to socA ki hama bar3I kRpA kara rahe haiN| unhoMne bestile kA kilA tor3a diyA aura sAre kaidiyoM ko-koI tIna-cAra hajAra kaidI the-sabako mukta kara diyaa| ve to samajhe ki hama bar3e muktivAhaka ho kara Aye haiM, kalyANa karane Aye haiM, kaidI hamase prasanna hoNge| lekina kaidI prasanna na hue aura kaidiyoM ne kahA : hameM yaha pasaMda nahIM hai, hama bilakula ThIka haiM, hama jaise haiM ThIka haiN| lekina krAMtikArI to jiddI hote haiN| ve to yaha sunate hI nahIM ki tumheM krAMti karavAnI hai ki nahIM krvaanii| unhoMne to jabardastI hathakaDiyA tur3avA kara bAhara nikAla diyaa| rAta cakita hue, AdhI rAta hote -hote Adhe kaidI vApisa lauTa Aye aura unhoMne kahA hameM nIMda bhI nahIM A sakatI binA hamArI hathakar3iyoM ke| pacAsa sAla, sATha sAla, sattara sAla hathakar3iyAM hAtha meM rahIM, ber3iyAM paira meM rahIM to hI hama so pAye, aba to hameM nIMda bhI nahIM A sktii| vaha vajana cAhie, usa vajana ke binA nIMda nahIM aatii| usa vajana ke binA hama naMge -naMge mAlUma hote haiM, kucha khAlI-khAlI mAlUma hote haiN| aura aba jAyeM kahAM? bAhara bahuta Dara lagatA hai| AMkheM aMdhere kI AdI ho gaI haiN| rozanI ghabaDAtI hai| bestile kI kathA bar3I mahatvapUrNa hai| yaha vAstavika ghaTanA hai aura bestile ke kaidI to sattara sAla, pacAsa sAla hI rahe the, manuSya kI kaida' to bar3I prAcIna hai, sanAtana hai| janmoM -janmoM se hama sImA meM rahe haiN| kabhI vRkSa kI sImA thI, kabhI jAnavara kI, sImA thI, kabhI pakSI kI sImA thii| aba AdamI kI sImA hai| hama sImA meM hI rahe haiM anaMta- anaMta kAla se| hama bestile meM kaida haiM anaMtaanaMta kAla se, Aja acAnaka jaba ghar3I AyegI mukti kI aura koI aSTAvakra hameM mukta karane A jAyegA to svAbhAvika hai ki hamArA moha prabala ho uThe, hamArI purAnI Adata kahe 'yaha kyA karate ho? nahIM, ruka jaao| ajJAta meM mata rakho crnn| aMdhere meM mata jaao| atIta kI rozanI jarUrI hai| paraMparA meM jiiyo|' dhyAna rakhanA, zraddhA bar3I krAMtikArI ghaTanA hai| Amataura se loga ulTA samajhate haiN| Amataura se loga samajhate haiM jo zraddhAlu hai, vaha paraMparAgata, TreDizanala hai| isase jyAdA mUr3hatApUrNa koI bAta nahIM ho sktii| zraddhAvAna vyakti bilakula hI nAnaTreDizanala hotA hai, usakI koI paraMparA ho hI nahIM sktii| zraddhA kI-aura paraMparA! paraMparA to hotI hai atIta kii| atIta kA hotA hai vishvaas| zraddhA to hotI hai

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bhaviSya kI, usakI paraMparA kahAM! paraMparA to hotI hai bhIr3a kI, samAja kii| zraddhA to hotI hai vyakti kI, akele kii| 'he saumya, he priya! zraddhA kara, zraddhA kara! isameM moha mata kr| tU jJAnarUpa hai, bhagavAna hai, paramAtmA hai, prakRti se pare hai| ye udaghoSaNAyeM bar3I ghabaDAtI haiN| ye hameM bar3A becaina kara detI haiN| kisI ko kaho ki tuma bhagavAna ho to vaha socatA hai zAyada majAka to nahIM kara rahe, koI vyaMgya to nahIM kiyA jA rahA hai| tumhAre dharmaguruoM ne to tumheM sikhAyA hai ki tuma pApI ho| tumhAre dharmaguruoM ne to sikhAyA hai ki tuma nArakIya ho| tumhAre dharmaguruoM ne to tumheM sikhAyA ki tuma manuSya hone ke bhI kAbila nahIM ho tuma to pazuoM se gaye-bIte ho! lekina jisane tumheM aisA sikhAyA, dharmaguru to dUra, use dharma kA koI bhI patA nahIM hai| vaha tumhArI sImAoM ko majabUta kara rahA hai| vaha tumhArI jaMjIroM ko majabUta kara rahA hai|vh tumhAre kArAgRha ko majabUta kara rahA hai| vaha tumheM mukta na hone degaa| vAstavika dharmaguru tumase kahatA hai ki tuma mukta ho! mukti tumhArA svabhAva hai| 'tAta, he saumya! bho! he priya! zraddhA kara! zraddhA kara!' atra moha na kurukla jarA bhI moha meM mata par3anA ab| par3ane kA bhAva uThegA, par3anA mata, sajaga rhnaa| 'bhagavAna' zabda bar3A mahatvapUrNa hai| isakA artha hotA hai : bhaagyvaan| isakA artha hotA hai : bhaagyshaalii| tuma bhagavAna ho,. isakA artha tuma bhAgyazAlI ho| bhAgya kA artha hotA hai : tumhArA bhaviSya hai| bhAgya kA artha hotA hai tuma vahIM samApta nahIM jahAM tuma ho, tumhArA bhaviSya hai| eka patthara hai, eka kaMkar3a hai-usakA koI bhaviSya nhiiN| kaMkar3a bhagavAna nhiiN| vaha kaMkar3a hI rhegaa| usI ke pAsa eka bIja par3A hai, bIja bhagavAna hai; usakA bhaviSya hai| kaMkar3a ko, bIja ko donoM ko miTTI meM DAla do, thor3e dina bAda kaMkar3a to kaMkar3a hI rahegA, bIja umaga AyegA, paudhA bana jaayegaa| bIja kA bhaviSya hai| jahAM bhaviSya hai, vahIM bhagavAna chipA hai| bhAgya kA artha hotA hai : tuma bhaviSya ke mAlika ho| atIta para tuma samApta nahIM ho gaye ho| jo huA hai, usa para tuma cuka nahIM gaye ho| abhI bahuta kucha hone ko hai| yaha matalaba hotA hai bhagavAna kaa| bhagavAna kA artha hotA hai : samApta mata samajha lenA, pUrNa virAma nahIM A gayA hai| abhI kathA Age jArI rhegii| saca to yaha hai ki kathA kabhI samApta nahIM hogii| bhagavAna kA artha hai. tuma kucha bhI ho jAo, sadA hone ko zeSa rhegaa| saMbhAvanA banI hI rhegii| bIja phUTatA hI rhegaa| vRkSa bar3A hotA hI rhegaa| phUla lagate hI rheNge| phUla para phUla, phUla para phUla lagate rheNge| kamala para kamala khilate cale jAyeMge-jinakA koI aMta nahIM! aMtahIna hai tumhArI sNbhaavnaa| tumhArA bhaviSya vistIrNa hai| 'bhagavAna' zabda kA artha smjho| IsAiyoM aura musalamAnoM ke kAraNa bhagavAna zabda kA artha bar3A ochA ho gayA, usakA artha ho gayA : jisane duniyA ko bnaayaa| nizcita hI janaka ne duniyA ko nahIM banAyA hai| to aSTAvakra kA bhagavAna kA yaha artha to ho hI nahIM sakatA hai ki jisane duniyA

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ko bnaayaa| bhArata meM bhagavAna ke bar3e anUThe artha the| usa zabda kI mahimA ko smjho| usakA artha hotA hai : jise cukAyA na jA sake jisakI saMbhAvanA ko paripUrNa rUpa se kabhI vAstavika na banAyA jA ske| kyoMki jisa dina saMbhAvanA pUrI kI pUrI cuka gii| usa dina bIja kaMkar3a ho gayA phira isake bAda kucha nahIM ho sakatA hai| jisameM vikAsa aura vikAsa sadA saMbhava hai, vahI bhagavAna hai| 'tU bhAgyavAna hai| bhaviSya hai teraa| vikAsa hai teraa| saMbhAvanA hai tujhameM chipii| tU bIja hai, kaMkar3a nhiiN| eka aura zabda hai 'iishvr'| vaha zabda bhI baDA adabhata hai| aMgrejI ke zabda gaoNDa meM vaha majA nahIM hai, vaha khUbI nahIM hai jo Izvara meM yA bhagavAna meM hai| aMgrejI kA zabda gaoNDa bahuta garIba hai| Izvara kA artha hotA hai. aizvarya hai jisakA, AnaMda hai jisakA, saccidAnaMda kI saMpadA hai jiskii| aizvarya se banatA hai iishvr| jo mahA aizvarya ko lie chipA baiThA hai tumhAre bhItara, ki pragaTa hogA to usake sAmrAjya kI koI sImA na hogI, usakA sAmrAjya virATa hai-aise tuma Izvara ho! aizvarya tumhArA svabhAva hai| bhikhArI tuma bana gaye-yaha tumhArI bhUla hai| aizvarya tumhArA svabhAva hai| bhikhamaMge tuma bana gaye ho kyoMki atIta se tumane saMbaMdha jor3a liyA hai, bhagavAna tuma ho jAoge agara bhaviSya se saMbaMdha jor3a lo| satata gatimAna, satata pravAhamAna jo hai, vahI bhagavAna hai| agara tuma bar3ha rahe ho to bhagavAna hai, agara ruka gaye to tuma patthara ho gye| lekina tumane bhagavAna kI patthara kI mUrtiyAM banA rakhI haiN| patthara kI bhUla kara bhagavAna kI mUrti mata banAnA, kyoMki patthara meM bahAva to bilakula nahIM hai| hiMdU behatara the; nadI ko pUja lete the, sUraja ko pUja lete the usameM kahIM jyAdA bhagavattA hai| jhADU ko pUja lete the, usameM kahIM jyAdA bhagavattA hai| tuma jarA pharka smjhnaa| jhADU kama-se-kama bar3hatA to hai, gatimAna to hai| nadI bahatI to hai, pravAhamAna saraja nikalatA to hai, ugatA to hai, baDhatA to hai, vaddhimAna to hai| tamane banA lI saMgamarmara kI mUrti vaha murdA hai, usameM kahIM koI gati nahIM hai| tumane kaMkar3oM kI mUrtiyAM banA lIM, bIja kI mUrti banAnI thii| jaba pazcima se pahalI daphA loga Aye aura unhoMne hiMduoM ko dekhA ki vRkSoM kI pUjA kara rahe haiM, unhoMne kahA ki are, bar3e avikasita asabhya! unheM samajha meM nahIM A skaa| hiMduoM ko samajhane ke lie bar3I gaharAI cAhie, kyoMki hiMdU hajAroM sAla se jIvana kI AtyaMtika gaharAI meM ibakI lagAte rahe haiN| maiM eka Trena meM savAra thaa| prayAga ke pAsa se jaba Trena gaMgA ke Upara se gujarane lagI to grAmINa jo Dabbe meM baiThe the, paise pheMkane lge| eka par3he-likhe sajjana baiThe the| pIche patA calA ki banArasa hiMdU vizvavidyAlaya meM prophesara haiN| mujhase bole ki kyA gaMvArapana hai! ye mUr3ha gaMgA meM paise pheMka rahe haiM, isase kyA sAra hai! maiMne unase kahA, Upara se to dikhatA hai ki ye mUDa haiM aura ye zAyada mUr3ha haiM bhI aura inako kucha patA bhI nahIM hai gaMgA meM paisA pheMkanA...| lekina thor3A gahare jhAMkane kI, thor3I sahAnubhUti se jhAMkane kI koziza kro|

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gaMgA pravAhamAna hai| bahatI hai himAlaya se mahAsAgara tk| kahIM rukatI nahIM, kahIM ThaharatI nhiiN| hiMduoM ne apane sAre tIrtha gaMgA ke kinAre banAye haiM yA nadiyoM ke kinAre banAye haiN| ve pravAha ke pratIka haiN| ve jIvaMtatA ke pratIka haiN| ye jo gaMgA meM paisA pheMka rahe haiM, pheMkane vAlA ThIka kara rahA hai, yaha maiM nahIM kaha rahA lekina isameM bhItara kahIM kucha rAja to chipA hai| vaha ise cAhe bhUla bhI gayA hai, lekina jisane pahalI daphA gaMgA meM paisA pheMkA hogA, vaha yaha kaha rahA hai ki merA saba dhana tuccha hai tere pravAha ke saamne| isakA mUlya to samajho! merA dhana to murdA hai, terA dhana jyAdA bar3A hai| maiM apane dhana ko tere dhana ke sAmane jhukAtA huuN| maiM apane dhana ko tere caraNoM meM rakhatA huuN| vRkSa kI pUjA meM kahIM jyAdA bhagavattA kA lakSaNa hai| IsAI pUjate haiM kraoNsa ko-marI huI cIja ko! vaha bar3hatI nhiiN| isase to behatara vRkSa hai; kama se kama bar3hatA to hai; naye pAta to lageMge; naye phUla to khileMge! vRkSa kA koI bhaviSya to hai! aura vRkSa kA kucha aizvarya bhI hai| jaba phUla khilate haiM vRkSa meM to dekhaa..| jIsasa ne apane ziSyoM se kahA ki dekho kheta meM khile lilI ke phUloM ko! solomana, samrATa solomana apanI paripUrNa garimA meM bhI itanA suMdara na thaa| aura ye phUla lilI ke na to zrama karate na mehanata karate, inakI mahimA kahAM se AtI hai! kauna inheM itanA sauMdarya de jAtA hai! kahAM se barasatA hai yaha prasAda! aizvarya tumhArA svabhAva hai| bhagavAna honA tumhArI niyati hai| tuma apane aizvarya ko pragaTa kro| tuma apanI bhagavattA kI ghoSaNA kro| aura dhyAna rakhanA, tumhArI bhagavattA kI ghoSaNA meM sAre astitva kI bhagavattA kI ghoSaNA chipI hai| kahIM tumane apane bhagavAna hone kI ghoSaNA kI aura socA ki aura koI bhagavAna nahIM hai, maiM bhagavAna hUM-to tuma bhUla meM par3a gaye to yaha ahaMkAra kI ghoSaNA ho gii| to yaha bhagavAna se to tuma bahuta dUra cale gaye bilakula viparIta chora para pahuMca gye| kyoMki bhagavAna hone kI ghoSaNA meM to ahaMkAra bilakula nahIM hai| aizvarya vahIM hai jahAM tuma nahIM ho| aura bhagavAna vahIM hai jahAM 'maiM' kA sArA bhAva kho gyaa| taba tuma bhI bhagavAna jaise virATa, asIma anaMta! 'guNoM se lipaTA huA zarIra AtA hai aura jAtA hai| AtmA na jAne vAlI hai aura na Ane vAlI hai| isake nimitta tU kisalie soca karatA hai?' tai: saMveSTito dehastiSThatyAyAti yAti ca AtmA na gatA nAgaMtA kimenmnshocti| 'guNoM se lipaTA huA zarIra AtA aura jAtA hai| aisA samajho ki tuma eka ghar3A bAjAra se kharIda kara lAye to ghar3e ke bhItara AkAza hai-ghttaakaash| thoDA-sA AkAza ghar3e ke bhItara hai| jaba tuma ghara kI tarapha cala par3e to ghar3A to tumhAre sAtha AtA hai, kyA tuma socate ho ghar3e ke bhItara kA AkAza vahI rahatA hai? AkAza badalatA rahatA hai| AkAza to apanI jagaha hai, kahIM AtA-jAtA nhiiN| tumhArA ghar3A tuma khIMca kara ghara le Ate ho| vahI AkAza

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nahIM AtA ghar3e meM jo tumane bAjAra meM kharIdA thA, taba thA! vaha AkAza to vahIM raha gyaa| AkAza to apanI jagaha hai| tuma ghar3e ko le Aye ghr| bhItara kI khAlI jagaha to na AtI na jAtI khiiN| AtmA AkAza jaisI hai| zarIra kA gaNadharma hai| zarIra to ghar3A hai-miTTI kA ghar3A hai| tuma gaye, tuma cale zarIra calatA hai, tumhArI AtmA nahIM calatI hai| aisA hI samajho, mullA nasaruddIna eka Trena meM savAra thA aura tejI se Dabbe meM cala rahA shaa| kisI ne pUchA ki nasaruddIna mAmalA kyA hai? usane kahA, mujhe jaldI pahuMcanA hai| pasIne se lathapatha ho rahA thaa| aba Trena kA DabbA bhAgA jA rahA hai; tuma usameM calo yA baiTho, koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| aura jaba Trena calatI hai to tumhAre calane kA koI prayojana hI nahIM hai| tuma thor3e hI calate ho Trena calatI hai, tuma baiThe rahate ho| tuma to vahI ke vahI hote ho| tumhArA zarIra jaba calatA hai, taba bhI tuma vahI ke vahI hote ho| bhItara kucha bhI nahIM calatA bhItara kA zUnya AkAza vaisA kA vaisA, vahI kA vahI hai| tuma yahAM se uThe, vahAM baiTha gaye, vahAM se uThe, kahIM aura baiTha gaye; garIba the, amIra ho gaye; kucha na the, rASTrapati ho gaye; jamIna para baiThe the, siMhAsana para baiTha gaye lekina tumhAre bhItara jo chipA hai vaha to kahIM AtA-jAtA nhiiN| use pahacAno! vaha na bhojana karate, bhojana karatA; na rAha calate, calatA; na rAta sote, sotA-sadA vaisA kA vaisA hai! ekarasa! 'guNoM se lipaTA huA zarIra AtA aura jAtA; AtmA na jAne vAlI hai aura na Ane vAlI hai|' isake lie soca kA koI kAraNa hI nahIM, kyoMki soca kA koI artha hI nhiiN| yaha to mullA nasaruddIna jaise Trena meM cala rahA, aise tuma soca kara rahe ho| vyartha hI soca rahe ho| isakA koI prayojana nahIM hai| jaise hI yaha bAta samajha meM A jAtI hai, soca chor3anA nahIM par3atA, soca chUTa jAtA hai| agara [ ko yaha bAta samajha meM A jAe ki tere calane se kucha artha nahIM hotA, Trena cala rahI hai, utanA hI calanA ho rahA hai, tU nAhaka alaga se calane kI koziza kara rahA hai, isase kucha jaldI nahIM pahuMca jAyegA to mullA baiTha jaayegaa| samajha meM A jaaye| basa bAta samajha kI hai; kula kI nahIM hai, sirpha bodha kI hai| guNa: saMveSThita deha: tiSThati... guNoM se lipaTA huA zarIra nizcita Ata jAtA, janmatA, bacapana, javAnI, bur3hApA, bImArI, svAsthya, hajAra ghaTanAyeM ghaTatI-lekina bhItara jo chipA hai ghar3e ke, vaha to vaisA kA vaisA hai| tumane dekhA, miTTI kA ghar3A kharIda lAo, usa para sone kI parta car3hA do, hIre-javAharAta lagA do; magara bhItara kA khAlIpana to vaisA kA vaisA hai| sone ke ghar3e ke bhItara tuma socate ho kisI aura taraha kA AkAza hotA hai? miTTI ke ghar3e se bhinna hotA hai? bhItara kA sUnApana, bhItara kA khAlIpana sone ke ghar3e meM ho ki miTTI ke ghar3e meM, eka jaisA hai| to kurUpa deha ho ki suMdara, kyA pharka par3atA hai! deha hI Upara kurUpa aura suMdara hotI hai| khUba AveSThita gahanoM se ho ki nagna khar3I ho koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| AtmA na gatA na ahAtA kiM enaM anuzocati

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phira soca kyA! jaba kucha hotA hI nahIM aMtara ke jagata meM, kucha kabhI huA hI nahIM jaisA hai vaisA hI hai saba vahAM; aMtastama para, AkhirI keMdra para na koI gati hai, na koI khonA, na koI bar3hanA, na kucha honA... I AkAza jaisA hai-kabhI bAdala ghirate, varSA hotI; phira bAdala cale jAte, kabhI khulA AkAza hotA, - kabhI meghAcchAdita hotaa| rAta AtI, aMdherA ho jAtA; dina AtA, prakAza phaila jaataa| lekina AkAza vaisA kA vaisA hai! yaha AkAza kI dRSTi hai| ise tuma samaya kI dRSTi se mata mela bitthaanaa| anyathA muzkila pdd'egii| samaya kI dRSTi kahatI hai. tumane bure karma kie unako ThIka karo, pApa kiye unako sudhAro; tumane corI kI, dAna karo, tumane kisI ko dukha diyA, sevA kro| samaya kI dRSTi kahatI hai : karma ko badalo / AkAza kI dRSTi kahatI hai : sAkSI ko pahacAno / karma kA kucha lenA-denA nahIM; karma to svannavata hai| 'deha cAhe kalpa ke aMta taka rahe, cAhe vaha abhI calI jAye, tuma caitanyarUpa vAle kI kahA vRddhi hai, kahAM nAza hai!' kva vRddhiH kva ca vA hAnistava cinmAtrarUpiNaH / tuma to caitanyamAtra ho| tumhArI koI vRddhi nahIM, koI hAsa nahIM ! 'tuma anaMta mahAsamudra meM vizvarUpa taraMga apane svabhAva se udaya aura asta ko prApta hotI hai paraMtu terI na vRddhi hai aura na nAza hai|' jo ho rahA hai, vaha prakRti ke svabhAva se ho rahA hai| bhUkha lagatI, tRpti hotI, javAnI AtI, vAsanA jagatI; bur3hApA AtA, vAsanA tirohita ho jAtI - na to tumhArI vAsanA hai aura na tumhArA brahmacarya hai| yaha AkAza kI dRSTi hai| kabhI tuma cora banate, kabhI sAdhu bana jaate| yaha saba prakRti se ho rahA hai| isameM kucha karane jaisA nahIM hai, kucha chor3ane jaisA nahIM hai| kucha cunAva nahIM karanA hai| kRSNamUrti jise ccaoNisalesa aveyaranesa kahate haiN| cunAva - rhit| nirvikalpa bodhamAtra / tvampanaMtamahAmbhodhau vizvavIci svabhAvataH / 'isa saMsAra - sAgara meM jo lahareM uTha rahI haiM, vaha saMsAra kA svabhAva hai|' udetu vAstumAyAtu na te vRddhirna vA kSati / 'na to terI kSati hai na terI vRddhi hai / ' yaha apane se ho rahA hai, ise hone de| yaha nAca cala rahA hai, ise calane de / tU dekhatA rahA / 'he tAta, tU caitanyarUpa hai| terA yaha jagata tujhase bhinna nahIM hai| isalie heya aura upAdeya kI kalpanA kisakI aura kyoM kara aura kahAM ho sakatI hai?' tAta cinmAtra rUpousi na te bhinnamida jagat / athaH kasya kathaM kutra heyopAdeya kalpanA / / 'tU caitanyarUpa hai| terA yaha jagata tujhase bhinna nahIM hai| aura yahAM hama jo bhinnatAyeM dekha rahe haiM, ve saba bhinnatAyeM Upara-Upara haiM, bhItara hama abhinna

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haiN| dekhA bailagAr3I kA cAka, Are lage hote; paridhi para to Are saba alaga hote, lekina keMdra para jA kara saba jur3a gaye hote haiN| aura eka majA dekhA ki cAka ghUmatA hai, kIla nahIM ghUmatI! kIla vaisI hI khar3I rahatI hai| jisa para ghUmatA hai, vaha nahIM ghUmatI / agara kIla ghUma jAye to cAka gira jAye| kIla ko nahIM ghUmanA hai| yaha jo sArA jagata gatimAna hai - paramAtmA ke zUnya, Thahare hone para hai| yaha tumhArA jo zarIra cala rahA hai-tumhArI AtmA kI kIla para, jo ThaharI huI hai| yaha jo zarIra kA cAka calatA hai-bacapana, javAnI, bur3hApA, sukha-dukha, hAra-jIta, saphalatA-asaphalatA, mAna-apamAna - yaha cAka ghUmatA rahatA hai| isake Are ghUmate rahate haiN| lekina tumhArI kIla khar3I hai| usa kIla ko pahacAna lenA samAdhistha ho jAnA hai| aura yahAM koI bhI bhinna nahIM hai| pharka dekhanA / mahAvIra kahate haiM. svayaM ke aura jagata ke bheda ko jAna lenA jJAna hai| isalie mahAvIra kA zAstra kahalAtA hai : bheda-vijJAna | ThIka-ThIka jAna lenA ki padArtha maiM nahIM hUM vaha jo bAhara hai, vaha maiM nahIM hUM vaha jo jagata hai, vaha maiM nahIM hUM / alaga ho jAnA bheda - vijJAna hai| tuma cakita hooge yaha jAna kara ki mahAvIra kI bhASA meM yoga kA artha hI alaga hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM : ayoga ko upalabdha honA hai, yoga ko nhiiN| isalie jo parama avasthA hai, usako kahate haiM : ayoga kevlii| nizcita hI mahAvIra kisI aura hI bhASA kA upayoga kara rahe haiN| pataMjali kahate hai: yoga ko upalabdha honA hai| yoga yAnI do mila jaayeN| aura mahAvIra kahate haiM ayoga ko upalabdha honA hai ki do alaga ho jaayeN| pataMjali vivAha ke lie ceSTA kara rahe haiM; mahAvIra talAka ke lie| do TUTa jaayeN| alaga- alaga ho jaayeN| jahAM do TUTa gaye, jahAM jAna liyA - zarIra aura maiM alaga, saMsAra aura maiM alaga'-vahIM jJAna hai| AkAza kI dRSTi meM-jahAM jAna liyA saba eka abhinna- vahIM jJAna hai| isalie bar3I kaThinAI hotI hai, jo loga jaina zAstra ke AdI haiM, unako aSTAvakra samajhanA muzkila ho jAtA hai, kyoMki bar3I ulTI bAteM haiN| jo loga aSTAvakra ke AdI haiM, unako jaina zAstra samajhanA muzkila ho jAtA hai| pAribhASika zabdAvalI hai| aba hiMduoM ke lie yoga se bar3A koI zabda nahIM hai| yoga bar3A mUlyavAna zabda hai, mahimAvAna zabda hai| mahAvIra ke lie yoga hI pApa hai| bhoga to pApa hai hii| mahAvIra to kahate haiM, bhoga hI isalie cala rahA hai ki yoga hai; tuma jur3e ho, isalie bhoga cala rahA hai| jor3a ko tor3a do| vaha jo AiDenTiTI hai, jor3a hai, usako tor3a do, ukhAr3a do, alaga ho jAo, bilakula alaga ho jAo! hiMdU kahate haiM : tuma alaga ho, yahI tumhArA ahaMkAra hai| tuma jur3a jAo tuma isa virATa ke sAtha eka ho jaao| jarA bhI bheda na raha jAye / bheda mAtra kho jaaye| abheda ho jAye / 'he tAta, tU caitanyarUpa hai| terA yaha jagata tujhase bhinna nhiiN| isalie heya aura upAdeya kI kalpanA kisakI, kyoM kara aura kahAM?' sunanA isa krAMtikArI vacana ko / aSTAvakra kahate haiM: phira kyA burA aura kyA bhalA! heya kyA,

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upAdeya kyA! acchA kyA! zubha kyA, azubha kyA-joM ho rahA hai, ho rahA hai| jo ho rahA hai, jaisA ho rahA hai, vaisA hI hogaa| hone do| na kucha acchA hai na kucha burA hai| jo ho rahA hai, svAbhAvika hai| agara aisI bAta khayAla meM A jAye to parama zAMti udaya ho jaayegii| nahIM to do taraha kI azAMtiyA haiN| eka asAdhu kI azAMti hai; vaha socatA hai, sAdhu kaise baneM? vaha ceSTA meM lagA hai| hAra-hAra jAtA hai| bAra-bAra AtmavizvAsa kho detA hai| bAra-bAra phira DubakI laga jAtI hai aMdhere meN| phira tar3apatA hai, pachatAtA hai, socatA hai : kaise sAdhu banUM? eka sAdhu hai; vaha sAdhu bana gayA hai, lekina bhItara bhAva calatA rahatA hai ki patA nahIM asAdhu majA lUTa rahe ho ___maiMne na mAlUma kitane sAdhuoM se mulAkAta kI hogI, na mAlUma kitane sAdhuoM ko milA huuN| sadA yaha pAyA hai ki unake bhItara kahIM na kahIM bhItara yaha bhAva banA hai. 'kahIM aisA to nahIM hai ki hama mUrkha bana gaye hoM! apane hAtha se chor3a baiThe, dUsare majA kara rahe ho!' eka jaina sAdhu haiM : kanaka vijy| eka bAra mere ghara mehamAna hue| do-cAra dina jaba unhoMne mujhe samajha liyA aura lagA ki mere mana meM koI heya-upAdeya nahIM hai, to unhoMne kahA : 'aba Apase eka bAta kaha duuN| kisI aura se to kaha hI nahIM sktaa| kyoMki aura to dUsare tatkSaNa pakar3a leMge ki yaha sAdhu aura aisI bAta! Apase kaha dUM ki maiM nau sAla kA thA, taba maiM sAdhu huaa| mere pitA sAdhu hue, mAM mara gii| aksara to aise hI sAdhu hote haiM log| patnI mara gaI to pitA saMnyAsI ho gye| aba eka hI beTA thA ghara meN| aba vaha kyA kare! nau sAla kA bccaa| to usakA bhI sira mUDa liyA, usako bhI saMnyAsI kara diyaa| aba nau varSa kA baccA saMnyAsI ho jAye to ar3acana to Ane vAlI hai aura vaha bhI jaina saMnyAsI! to ve ho to gaye haiM sATha sAla ke, lekina unakI buddhi nau sAla para aTakI hai| aTakI hI rahegI, kyoMki jIvana kA maukA nahIM milaa| jIvana ko jAnane kA avasara nahIM milaa| bhoga kI pIr3A jhelane kI suvidhA nahIM milii| vaha jhelanA jarUrI hai| burA karane kA avasara nahIM milA to burA aTakA raha gayA hai| vaha cubhatA hai| patA nahIM dUsare loga majA lUTa rahe hoM! nau sAla kA baccA! tuma thor3A soco, dUsare bacce AisakrIma khA rahe haiM, nau sAla kA saMnyAsI calA jA rahA hai, vaha AisakrIma nahIM khA sktaa| jarA dayA karo nau sAla ke bacce para! saba sinemA ke bAhara lAina lagAye khar3e haiM, bar3e-bar3e digaja TikiTa kharIdane khar3e haiM, nau sAla kA saMnyAsI calA jA rahA hai, vaha TikiTa nahIM kharIda sakatA sinemA kI! unhoMne mujhase kahA ki aba Apase maiM kaha dUM kisI aura se maiM kaha hI nahIM sakatA, kyoMki Apako maiM anubhava karatA hUM ki Apa merI niMdA na reNge| maiMne kahA. tuma kaho, kyA? unhoMne kahA ki mujhe sinemA dekhanA hai| 'pAgala ho gaye ho? aba sATha sAla kI umra meM sinemA!' kahane lage ki basa mere mana meM yaha rahatA hai kiM patA nahIM bhItara kyA hotA hai! itane loga jaba dekhate haiM aura lAineM lagI haiM aura loga lar3AI-jhagar3A karate haiM, mAra-pITa ho jAtI hai TikiTa ke lie,

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to bhItara kyA hai! kabhI sinemA dekhA nhiiN| svAbhAvika jijJAsA hai| tumheM haMsI AtI hai! kyoMki tumane dekhA hai, isalie tumheM kucha ar3acana nahIM mAlUma hotI ki isameM mAmalA kyA hai lekina tuma jarA usa AdamI kI soco, usakI tarapha se soco| mujhe bAta samajha meM aaii| maiMne kahA ki ThIka hai| mere pAsa eka jaina zrAvaka Ate the, maiMne unase kahA ki dekheM, inako sinemA dikhA deN| becAre bur3hApe meM yahI bhAva le kara mare to agale janma meM sinemA meM caukIdArI kareMge! inako bacA leM! inako ubAra leM! ve to jaina the| ve to ghabarA gye| unhoMne kahA ki Apa mujhe phsaayeNge| agara samAja ko patA cala gayA ki maiM inako le gayA hUM sinemA to maiM taka jhaMjhaTa meM pgaa| Apa kahate haiM merI bAta samajha meM A gii| maiM Apako sunatA hUM isalie samajha meM bhI AtA hai magara maiM nahIM le jA sktaa| maiMne kahA, koI to le jAye inko| kisI taraha to inako dikhA hI do| inako smjho| unhoMne kahA, merI samajha meM AtI hai| phira maiMne kahA, kucha upAya kro| unhoMne kahA, phira eka hI upAya kara sakate haiN| to jo kainaTonameTa eriyA hai, vahAM aMgrejI philmeM calatI haiM vahAM koI jaina vagairaha rahate nahIM aura jAte bhI nahIM, vahAM inako dikhA sakatA huuN| magara aMgrejI inakI samajha meM nahIM aatii| maiMne unase pUchA ki kanaka vijaya jI, kyA vicAra hai? unhoMne kahA ki kucha bhI ho, aMgrejI ho ki cInI ho ki jApAnI ho, mujhe dikhA do| kanaka vijaya abhI jiMdA haiM, unase Apa pUcha le sakate haiN| unako le gaye ve, dikhA lAye ve| dikhA kara Aye, bahuta halke ho kara aaye| ve kahane lage ki eka bojha utara gayA aba kucha bhI nahIM hai vhaaN| lekina abhI taka maiM eka bojha se dabA thaa| jIvana anabhogA bIta jAye to bahuta sA kacarA-kUr3A ikaTThA ho jAtA hai| maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki bhoga se hI tuma mukta ho jaaoge| agara bhoge bhI soye-soye to kabhI mukta na hooge| aise loga haiM jo sATha sAla se niraMtara sinemA dekha rahe haiM, phira bhI jA rahe haiN| to yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki jinhoMne dekha liyA, ve mukta ho gaye haiN| jinhoMne dekha liyA, ve mukta ho sakate haiM agara thor3I bhI samajha ho| jinhoMne nahIM dekhA, unakI to bar3I ar3acana hai| samajha bhI ho to bhI mukta honA kaThina hai| kyoMki jo jAnA hI nahIM, usase mukta kaise hoe? usase uTheM kaise? usakA atikramaNa kaise ho? aSTAvakra kahate haiM : na kucha burA hai na kucha bhalA hai| jo hotA ho, use ho jAne denaa| isake lie bar3I himmata cAhie! isake lie apUrva sAhasa cAhie! jo hotA ho, ho jAne denaa| mata roknaa| mata jIvana kI dhArA ke viparIta ldd'naa| baha jAnA dhArA meN| jo hotA ho, ho jAne denaa| kyA hai khone ko yahAM? kyA hai pAne ko yahAM? aura eka bAra tuma agara himmata se, sAhasa se baha gaye aura jAge rahe, dekhate rahe jo ho rahA hai-eka dina pAoge ki tuma sAkSI ho gye| jo ho rahA hai vaha prakRti kI lIlA hai. vaha saba svabhAva hai| taraMgeM uTha rahI haiM! 'he tAta, tU caitanyarUpa hai| terA yaha jagata tujhase bhinna nhiiN| isalie heya aura upAdeya kI

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kalpanA kisakI, kyoM kara aura kahAM?' 'tujha eka nirmala avinAzI zAMta aura caitanyarUpa AkAza meM kahAM janma hai, kahAM karma hai, kahAM ahaMkAra hai!' suno isa vacana ko! ekasminnavyaye zAte cidAkAzeumale tvyi| kuto janma kuta: karma kutouhaMkAra eva c| ekasmina-tU ekA kyoMki eka hI hai| koI davaita nhiiN| tere eka meM hI saba samAyA huA hai| aura tU saba meM samAyA huA hai| amale aura tU kabhI bhI mala ko upalabdha nahIM huaa| kabhI tU doSI nahIM huaa| kabhI tujhase kucha pApa nahIM huaa| kyoMki pApa ho nahIM sktaa| kyoMki tU kartA nahIM hai tU kevala sAkSI hai| tU to darpaNa kI taraha hai| isake sAmane kisI ne kisI kI hatyA kara dI to darpaNa thor3e hI pApI hotA hai; darpaNa ko thor3e hI adAlata meM le jAoge ki isake sAmane hatyA huI ki yaha darpaNa bhI pApI ho gayA, ki yaha darpaNa bhI dUSita ho gyaa| jo huA hai, vaha prakRti meM huA hai| hatyA huI sAdhu bane, asAdhu bane-vaha saba zarIra kI prakRti hai| aura tumhAre bhItara jo caitanya kA darpaNa hai-amaleyaM- usakA koI mala nahIM hai| nirmala hai| avyaye-avinAzI hai| zAte-zAMta hai| cidAkAze-caitanyarUpa AkAza hai| cidAkAze! yaha pUrI kI pUrI brAhmaNadhArA kA sAra- bhAva hai-cidaakaashe| janma kut:| kahA to terA janma? ho hI nahIM sktaa| zarIra hI janmatA hai aura zarIra hI maratA hai, tU to na janmatA hai aura na maratA hai| karma kutH| aura karma bhI tujhase nahIM ho sakatA, to kaisA acchA karma, kaisA burA karma? kaisA duSkarma? karma tujhase ho nahIM sktaa| ka

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ca eva ahakAra kutaH / aura ahaMkAra bhI kaisA? maiM hUM yaha bhAva bhI tabhI ho sakatA hai jaba 'tU' ho / jaba do nahIM haiM to kaisA ahaMkAra ? 'tU eka nirmala avinAzI zAMta caitanyarUpa AkAza hai| kahA janma, kahAM karma, kahAM ahaMkAra?' aisA jAna kara aisA bodha ko jagA kara, aisI zraddhA meM DUba kara - samAdhi upalabdha hotI hai| samAdhi kA artha hai : samAdhAna / samAdhi kA artha hai : gaIM samasyAyeM, khula gayA rahasya / samAdhi kA artha hai. nahIM rahe prazna, nahIM milA uttara; kho gaye prshn| milana ho gayA astitva se| kyoMki uttara agara na mileM to phira naye prazna khar3e ho jaayeNge| hara uttara se naye praznoM ke patte lagate haiN| samAdhi kA artha uttara nahIM hai ki mila gayA tumheM uttara / samAdhi kA itanA hI artha hai ki saba prazna gira gaye; praznoM ke sAtha svabhAvata: saba uttara bhI gira gye| tuma nirvikAra hue nirvicAra hue na koI prazna hai na koI uttara hai| aisA jIvana hai| aura aise jIvana kI sahaja svIkRti hai aura sAkSI- bhAva hai| jo ho rahA hai bAhara, hone do| cuno mata / nirNaya mata lo| burA bhalA vibhAjana mata kro| jo ho rahA hai, tuma hone do| tuma sirpha dekhate rho| khayAla meM AtI hai bAta? tuma sirpha dekhate rho| hamArI sArI zikSA isake viparIta hai| hamArI sArI zikSA kahatI hai : krodha ho to dabAoM, roko, krodha mata karo, krodha burA hai| prema ho to pragaTa karo, batAo, prema acchA hai| hamArI sArI zikSA vikalpa meM cunane kI hai, cunAva karane kI hai| isalie mere dekhe, duniyA meM brAhmaNa paraMparA kI koI bahuta gaharI chApa nahIM par3I, zramaNa paraMparA kI gaharI chApa par3I / tuma cakita hooge, kyoMki zramaNa paraMparA ko mAnane vAle bahuta loga nahIM haiM aura brAhmaNa paraMparA ko mAnane vAle bahuta loga haiM- IsAI haiM, hiMdU haiM, musalamAna haiM, bar3I saMkhyA hai! phira bhI zramaNa paraMparA kI saMkhyA jyAdA nahIM hai to bhI usakI chApa bahuta gaharI par3I kyoMki zramaNa paraMparA kA tarka manuSya kI buddhi meM jaldI samajha meM AtA hai| bhArata meM jainoM kI koI saMkhyA nahIM hai; lekina phira bhI tuma cakita hooge ki jainoM kA saMskAra bhArata para jitanA gaharA hai utanA hiMduoM kA nahIM hai| mahAtmA gAMdhI bAta gItA kI karate haiM, lekina vyAkhyA pUrI jaina kI hai| bAta gItA kI hai, lekina vyAkhyA pUre jaina kI hai, bAta gItA kI nahIM hai| mahAtmA gAMdhI nabbe pratizata jaina haiM, dasa pratizata hiMdU hoNge| kucha Azcarya kI bAta hai| kyoM aisA huA hai? isake pIche kAraNa sApha hai| jaina paraMparA yA zramaNa paraMparA kA tarka bahuta spaSTa hai gaNita bahuta sApha hai| aura yaha jagata gaNita kA hai aura tarka kA hai| aura yaha bAta samajha meM AtI hai, sabhI ko samajha meM AtI hai| rAjanItika ko bhI samajha meM AtI hai, dharmaguru ko bhI samajha meM AtI hai, purohita - paMDita ko bhI samajha meM AtI hai ki burA choDo, acchA kro| phira bhI burA chor3o, acchA karo - yaha samajhAte-samajhAte hajAroM sadiyAM bIta gaIM, burA ho rahA hai aura acchA nahIM ho rahA hai| yaha bar3I hairAnI kI bAta hai| koI dhAraNA isa burI taraha parAjita nahIM hotI, lekina phira bhI hAvI rahatI hai, burI taraha hAra gaI hai!

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tuma apane jIvana meM dekho, tumane lAkha upAya kie ki burA chor3e aura acchA kareM, phira bhI karate tuma burA ho / saMta agastIna ne kahA hai ki he prabhu, jo mujhe karanA cAhie vaha maiM kara nahIM pAtA aura jo mujhe nahIM karanA cAhie vahI maiM karatA huuN| aura maiM jAnatA hUM bhalIbhAMti ki kyA nahIM karanA cAhie phira bhI vahI karatA huuN| aisA bhI nahIM ki mujhe patA nahIM hai mujhe saba mAlUma hai ki ThIka kyA hai, vahI nahIM hotaa| aura jo ThIka nahIM hai, vahI hotA hai| hajAroM sAla ke isa zikSaNa ke bAvajUda bhI AdamI vaisA kA vaisA hai| thor3A soco| zAyada aSTAvakra ke vacana meM koI mUlya ho / aSTAvakra kahate haiM. krAMti ghaTita hotI hai-acche-bure meM cunAva karake nahIM, acche-bure donoM ke sAkSI ho jAne se| tumheM krodha Aye to krodha ke sAkSI ho jaao| eka prayoga karake dekha lo| eka sAla bhara ke lie himmata karake dekha lo, zraddhA karake dekha lo| eka sAla bhara ke lie krodha Aye, sAkSI ho jAo, roko mata, dabAo mata hone do| aura corI ho to corI hone do aura sAdhutA ho to sAdhutA hone do| jo ho hone do| aura jo pariNAma hoM, ve hone do| aura tuma zAMta bhAva se saba svIkAra kie cale jaao| sAla bhara meM hI jaise eka jharokhA khula jaayegaa| tuma acAnaka pAoge burA honA a - Apa dhIre -dhIre kSINa ho gayA aura bhalA honA apane-Apa ghira ho gyaa| jaise-jaise tuma sAkSI ho jAte ho vaise-vaise burA apane-Apa vidA ho jAtA hai; kyoMki burA hone ke lie sAkSI kI maujUdagI bAdhA hai: bhalA hone ke lie sAkSI kI maujUdagI khAda hai, poSaNa hai| to yaha maiM tumase AkhirI virodhAbhAsa kahUM : tuma acchA karanA cAhate ho, nahIM ho pAtA; tuma bure se chUTanA cAhate ho, nahIM chUTa paate| kyoMki tumhArI dhAraNA yaha hai ki tuma kartA ho, vahIM dhAraNA bhUla ho rahI hai| sAkSI kI dhAraNA kahatI hai : na to tuma chor3o na tuma pakar3o tuma sirpha jAge hue dekhate rho| aura eka adabhuta anubhava AtA hai ki jAgate-jAgate burA chUTane lagatA hai aura bhalA ho lagatA hai| merI to paribhASA yahI hai : sAkSI- bhAva se jo ho vahI zubha aura sAkSI - bhAva meM jo na ho, vahI ashubh| aisA hI samajho ki agara tuma mujhase pUcho ki aMdherA kyA hai to maiM kahUMgA : dIyA jalAne para jo na bace vaha aMdherA aura dIyA na jalAne para jo bace, vaha aMdherA / dIye ke jalate hI aMdherA kho jAtA hai| kartA ke miTate hI burApana apane Apa kho jAtA hai| tumhAre haTAye na haTegA, tumhAre haTAne to maulika bhUla maujUda banI hai| AkAzavata ho jAo! ekasminnavyaye zAte cidAkAzeumale tvayi / kuto janma kucha: karma kutoghaMkAra eva c|| hari oma tatsat!

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zradayA kA kSitija: sAkSI kA sUraja-pravacana-bArahavAM dinAMka 22 navaMbara, 1976; pahalA prazna : zraddhA aura sAkSitva meM koI AMtarika saMbaMdha hai kyA? sAkSitva to AtmA kA svabhAva hai, kyA zraddhA bhI? aura kyA eka ko upalabdha hone ke lie dUsare kA sahayoga jarUrI hai? kA artha hai mana kA gira jaanaa| mana ke binA gire sAkSI na bana skoge| zraddhA kA artha hai saMdeha kA gira jaanaa| saMdeha girA to vicAra ke calane kA koI upAya na rhaa| vicAra calatA tabhI taka hai jaba taka saMdeha hai| saMdeha prANa hai vicAra kI prakriyA kaa| loga vicAra ko to haTAnA cAhate haiM, saMdeha ko nhiiN| to ve aise hI loga haiM jo eka hAtha se to pAnI DAlate rahate haiM vRkSa para aura dUsare hAtha se vRkSa kI zAkhAoM ko ukhAr3ate rahate haiM, pattoM ko tor3ate rahate haiN| ve sva-virodhAbhAsI kriyA meM saMlagna haiN| jahAM saMdeha hai vahAM vicAra hai| saMdeha vicAra ko uThAtA hai| saMdeha bhItara ke jagata meM taraMgeM uThAtA hai| isalie to vijJAna saMdeha ko AdhAra mAnatA hai, kyoMki vicAra ke binA khoja kaise hogI? to vijJAna kA AdhAra hai sNdeh| saMdeha karo, jitanA kara sako utanA saMdeha karo, tAki tIvra vicAraNA kA janma ho| usI vicAraNA se khoja ho| dharma kahatA hai. zraddhA kro| zraddhA kA artha hai-saMdeha nhiiN| saMdeha gayA ki vicAra apane se hI zAMta hone lagate haiN| saMdeha ke binA vicAra karane ko kucha bacatA hI nhiiN| prazna hI nahIM bacatA to vicAra kaise bacegA? jo loga socate haiM vicAra ko zAMta kara leM aura zraddhA karane ko rAjI nahIM, ve kabhI saphala na hoNge| ve jar3oM ko to bacAye rakhanA cAhate haiM, pattoM ko tor3anA cAhate haiN| jar3eM naye patte bheja deNgii| jar3eM yahI kAma kara rahI haiM-naye pattoM ko janmAne kA kAma kara rahI haiN| jar3eM to garbha haiM, jahAM se naye pattoM kA Agamana hotA rhegaa| zraddhA kA artha hai. merA koI prazna nhiiN| aura prazna nahIM to vicAra kI taraMga nahIM utthtii| jaise jhIla ke kinAre tuma baiThe, eka patthara uThA kara zAMta jhIla meM pheMka do| pheMkate to eka patthara ho, lekina anaMta lahareM uTha AtI haiM, lahara para lahara uThatI calI jAtI hai| eka saMdeha anaMta vicAroM kA janmadAtA ho jAtA hai| prazna uThA ki yAtrA zurU huii|

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zraddhA kA artha hai : prazna ko girA do, prazna mata utthaao| jo hai, hai; jo nahIM hai, nahIM hai-isa bhAva meM rAjI ho jaao| isa rAjIpana meM hI sAkSI kA janma hogaa| isa parama svIkAra- bhAva meM hI sAkSI ke bhAva kA udaya hotA hai| to zraddhA ke kSitija para hI sAkSI kA sUraja nikalatA hai, sAkSI kI subaha hotI hai| zraddhA ke binA to sAkSI janma hI nahIM sktaa| __ aisA samajho. saMdeha-to tuma vicAraka ho jAoge; sAkSI-to tuma manISI ho jaaoge| saMdeha-to tuma tarkayukta ho jaaoge| zraddhA to tuma tarkazUnya ho jaaoge| vicAra upayogI hai agara dUsare ke saMbaMdha meM kucha khoja karanI hai| jAnA par3egA, yAtrA karanI par3egI, taraMgoM para savAra honA hogaa| dasarA to dara hai, apane aura usake bIca setu banAne hoNge| to vicAra ke setu phailAne hoNge| lekina svayaM para Ane ke lie to koI setu banAne kI jarUrata nhiiN| svayaM para Ane ke lie to koI mArga bhI nahIM caahie| vahAM to tuma ho hii| sAkSI kA itanA hI artha hai. use jAnane kI ceSTA, jo hama haiN| use jAnane kI ceSTA meM kisI vicAra kI koI taraMgoM kA upayoga nahIM hai| para dhyAna rakhanA, jaba maiMne zraddhA ke saMbaMdha meM tumheM samajhAyA to bAra-bAra kahA ki zraddhA vizvAsa kA nAma nahIM hai| vizvAsa to phira saMdeha hI hai| eka AdamI kahatA hai maiM Izvara meM vizvAsa karatA huuN| agara isake bhItara ThIka se chAnabIna karoge to tuma pAoge isakA Izvara meM saMdeha hai| nahIM to vizvAsa kI kyA jarUrata? vizvAsa to saMdeha ko dabAne kA nAma hai, chipAne kA nAma hai| vizvAsa to aisA hai jaise kpdd'e| tuma nagna ho, kapar3oM meM DhAMka liyA-aisA lagane lagatA hai ki naMge nahIM rhe| kapar3oM ke bhItara naMge hI ho| kapar3e pahanane se nagnatA thor3e hI miTatI hai; dUsaroM ko dikhAI nahIM pdd'tii| aise hI vizvAsa ke vastra haiN| isase saMdeha nahIM mitttaa| isase tarka bhI nahIM mitttaa| isase vicAra bhI nahIM mitttaa|| to tuma adhArmika ko, nAstika ko bhI vicAra karate pAoge, dhArmika ko bhI vicAra karate paaoge| eka Izvara ke viparIta vicAra karatA hai, eka Izvara ke pakSa meM vicAra karatA hai, lekina vicAra se donoM kA koI chuTakArA nhiiN| eka pramANa juTAtA hai ki Izvara nahIM hai, eka pramANa juTAtA hai ki Izvara hai| Izvara ke lie pramANa kI jarUrata hai? jisake lie pramANa kI jarUrata hai vaha to Izvara nhiiN| aura jo manuSya ke pramANoM para nirbhara hai vaha to Izvara nhiiN| jisakA siddha- asiddha honA mere Upara aura hai, vaha do kauDI kA ho gyaa| Izvara to hai; tama cAhe pramANa pakSa meM jaTAo, cAhe vipakSa meM juTAo, isase kucha bheda nahIM pdd'taa| Izvara ke hone meM bheda nahIM pdd'taa| Izvara -yAnI astitv| Izvara yAnI hone kI yaha jo ghaTanA hai; bAhara-bhotara jo maujUda hai yaha maujUdagI, yaha upasthiti caitanya kI-yahI Izvara hai| isake lie pramANa kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| zraddhA vizvAsa nahIM hai| vizvAsa to pramANa juTAtA hai, zraddhA to AMkha khola kara dekha lene kA nAma hai| zraddhA darzana hai| isalie jaina paribhASA meM to darzana aura zraddhA eka hI artha rakhate haiN| darzana ko hI zraddhAna kahA hai mahAvIra ne aura zraddhA ko hI darzana kahA hai| zraddhA to AMkha khola kara dekha lenA hai| aisA samajho ki eka aMdhA AdamI hai| vaha TaTola-TaTola kara rAstA khojatA hai, pUcha-pUcha kara calatA

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hai, hAtha meM lakar3I liye rahatA hai| phira usakI AMkheM ThIka ho gyiiN| aba vaha lakar3I pheMka detA hai| vaha lakar3I vizvAsa jaisI thii| usake sahAre TaTola-TaTola kara cala letA thaa| aba to AMkha ho gayI, aba lakar3I kI. koI jarUrata nahIM hai| zraddhA ko upalabdha vyakti vizvAsa ko pheMka detA hai| vaha na hiMdU raha jAtA, na musalamAna, na iisaaii| aba to AMkha mila gyii| aba to pramANa kI koI jarUrata na rhii| AMkha kAphI pramANa hai| tuma, sUraja hai, isake lie to pramANa nahIM dete phirate / na koI khaMDana karatA hai, na koI maMDana karatA hai| na to koI kahatA hai ki maiM sUraja meM mAnatA koI kahatA hai ki maiM sUraja meM nahIM mAnatA huuN| sUraja hai, mAnane na mAnane kI kyA bAta? AMkheM khulI haiM, to sUraja dikhAI par3a rahA hai| aise hI jaba bhItara kI AMkha khulatI hai to usakA nAma zraddhA hai| zraddhA aMtasa - cakSu hai| usa aMtasa-cakSu se jo dikhAI par3atA hai, vahI paramAtmA hai| to zraddhA vizvAsa nahIM hai| zraddhA to eka AtmakrAMti hai, vicAra se mukti prazna se mukti saMdeha se mukti jo hai, usake sAtha rAjI ho jAnA, layabaddha ho jaanaa| aura isI avasthA meM sAkSI kA bodha hogaa| agara kartA bananA ho to vicAra kI jarUrata hai| vicAraka bananA ho to vicAra kI jarUrata hai, kyoMki vicAra bhI sUkSma kRtya hai| sAkSI meM kartA to bananA nahIM, kucha karanA to hai nhiiN| jo hai, sirpha usake sAtha taraMgita honA hai| jo hai, usase bhinna nahIM; usake sAtha abhinna bhAva se eka honA hai| karane to kucha hai nahIM sAkSI meM sirpha jAgane ko hai, dekhane ko hai| pUchA hai, zraddhA aura sAkSitva meM koI AMtarika saMbaMdha hai?' nizcita hii| zraddhA dvAra hai; sAkSI - maMdira meM virAjamAna pratimA / zraddhA ke binA koI kabhI sAkSI taka nahIM pahuMcA, na satya taka pahuMcA hai| zraddhA ke binA tuma paMDita ho sakate ho, jJAnI nhiiN| zraddhA ke binA tuma vizvAsI ho sakate ho, anubhavI nahIM / duniyA meM do taraha ke bhaTakate hue loga haiN| eka jinako hama nAstika kahate haiM, eka, jinako hama Astika kahate haiN| donoM bhaTakate haiN| donoM vizvAsa se bhare haiM - eka pakSa meM, eka vipakSa meN| na nAstika ko patA hai ki Izvara hai, na Astika ko patA hai ki Izvara hai| isalie maiM dhArmika ko donoM se alaga rakhatA hUM vaha to na nAstika hai, na Astika hai| usane to dhIre- dhIre dekhane kI ceSTA kI / tumhArI dhAraNAoM kI koI jarUrata hI nahIM hai dekhane meN| tumhArI dhAraNAeM bAdhA banatI haiM, tumhAre pakSapAta ar3acana lAte haiN| tuma kucha mAna kara cala par3ate ho usake. kAraNa hI dekhanA zuddha nahIM raha jaataa| tumane agara pahale se hI mAna liyA hai to tuma vaisA hI dekha loge jaisA mAna liyA hai| binA mAne, binA bharosA kiye, binA vizvAsa kiye, binA kisI dhAraNA meM rasa lagAye, jo khAlI, zAMta mauna dekhatA raha jAtA hai ...... / jo hai, use jAnanA hai| abhI hameM usakA patA nahIM hai to mAneM kaise? mere pAsa loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM. Izvara ko kaise mAneM? maiM unase kahatA hUM tumase maiM kahatA tuma maano| itanA to mAnate ho ki tuma ho? ise koI mAnane kI jarUrata hI nahIM hai|

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ve kahate haiM. yaha to hameM patA hai ki hama haiN| tumane aisA AdamI dekhA jo mAnatA ho ki maiM nahIM hUM? aisA AdamI tuma kaise pAoge? kyoMki yaha mAnane ke lie bhI ki maiM nahIM ha merA honA jarUrI hai|| mullA nasaruddIna apane ghara meM chipA baiThA hai| kisI AdamI ne davAra para dastaka dii| usane saMdha se dekhA ki A gayA vahI dUkAnadAra jisako paise cukAne haiN| usane jora se cillA kara bhItara se kahA: 'maiM ghara meM nahIM huuN| vaha dUkAnadAra hNsaa| usane kahA. hada ho gayI! phira yaha kauna kaha rahA hai ki maiM ghara meM nahIM hUM?' mullA ne kahA : 'maiM kaha rahA hUM ki maiM ghara meM nahIM hUM sunate ho ki nahIM?' lekina yaha to pramANa hai ghara meM hone kaa| maiM ghara meM nahIM hUM aisA kahA nahIM jA sktaa| kauna kahegA? Aja taka duniyA meM kisI ne nahIM kahA ki maiM nahIM huuN| kyoM? kyoMki 'maiM' kA to pratyakSa anubhava ho rahA hai, ise inakAse kaise, ise jhuThalAo kaise! sArI duniyA bhI tumase kahe ki tuma nahIM ho, tau bhI saMdeha paidA nahIM hogaa| tuma kahoge. patA nahIM, duniyA kahatI hai aisA! mujhe to bhItara se sparza ho rahA hai, anubhava ho rahA hai, pratIti ho rahI hai ki maiM huuN| aura agara maiM nahIM hUM to tuma kisako samajhA rahe ho? kama se kama samajhAne ke lie to itanA mAnate ho ki maiM huuN| yaha jo bhItara: 'maiM kA bodha hai, abhI dhuMdhalA- dhuMdhalA hai| jaba pragAr3ha ho kara pragaTa ho jAyegA to yahI 'maiM ' kA bodha paramAtma-bodha bana jAtA hai| isI dhuMdhale -se bodha ko, dhueM meM ghire bodha ko pragAr3ha karane ke lie zraddhA meM jAnA jarUrI hai| zraddhA kA artha phira doharA dUM-vizvAsa nahIM; jo hai, usako bharI AMkha se dekhanA, khulI AMkha se dekhnaa| tuma ho! paramAtmA tumhAre bhItara tumhArI taraha maujUda hai| kahAM bhaTakate ho? kahAM khojate ho? kahIM khojanA nahIM hai| kahIM jAnA nahIM hai| sirpha bharI AMkha, bhItara jo maujUda hI hai, use dekhanA hai| dekhate hI dvAra khula jAte haiM maMdira ke| sAkSI anubhava meM AtA hai-zraddhA ke bhAva se| sAkSI kA artha hai : mana ko luTAne kI kalA, mana ko miTAne kI klaa| kaliyAM madhuvana meM gaMdha gamaka musakAtI haiM, mujha para jaise jAdU -sA chAyA jAtA hai| maiM to kevala itanA hI sikhalA sakatA hUM apane mana ko kisa bhAMti luTAyA jAtA hai! tumane kabhI dekhA, bAhara bhI jaba sauMdarya kI pratIti hotI hai to tabhI, jaba thor3I dera ko mana vizrAma meM hotA hai! AkAza meM nikalA hai pUrNimA kA cAMda, zarada kI ghe, aura tumane dekhA aura kSaNa bhara ko usa sauMdarya ke AghAta meM, usa sauMdarya ke prabhAva meM, usa sauMdarya kI taraMgoM meM tuma zAMta ho gaye! eka kSaNa ko sahI, mana na rhaa| usI kSaNa eka apUrva sauMdarya kA, AnaMda kA ullAsa- bhAva paidA hotA hai| phUla ko dekhA, saMgIta ko sunA, yA mitra ke pAsa hAtha meM hAtha DAla kara baiTha gaye-jahAM bhI tumheM sukha kI thor3I jhalaka milI ho, tuma pakkA jAna lenA, vaha sukha kI jhalaka isIlie milatI hai ki kahIM bhI mana agara ThiThaka kara khar3A ho gayA, to usI kSaNa sAkSI-bhAva chA jAtA hai| vaha itanA kSaNabhaMgura

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hotA hai ki tuma use pakar3a nahIM pAte-AyA aura gyaa| dhyAna meM hama usI ko gaharAI se pakar3ane kI ceSTA karate haiN| vaha jo sauMdarya de jAtA hai, prema de jAtA hai, satya kI thor3I pratItiyA de jAtI haiM, jahAM se thor3e-se jharokhe khulate haiM anaMta ke prati-use hama dhyAna meM aura pragAr3ha ho kara pakar3ane kI koziza karate haiN| aura yahI isa jagata meM bar3e se bar3A kRtya hai| dhyAna rakhanA maiM kahatA hUM kRty| kRtya yaha hai nhiiN| kyoMki kartA isameM nahIM hai| lekina bhASA kA upayoga karanA par3atA hai| yaha jagata meM sabase bar3A kRtya hai jo ki bilakula hI karane se nahIM hotA-hone se hotA hai| mAnA ki bAga jo bhI cAhe lagA sakatA hai lekina vaha phUla kisake upavana meM khilatA hai? -jisake raMga tInoM lokoM kI yAda dilAte haiM aura jisakI gaMdha pAne ko devatA bhI lalacAte haiN| vaha hai sAkSI kA phuul| bagiyA to sabhI lagA lete haiM-koI dhana kI, koI pada kii| bagiyA to sabhI lagA lete haiN| lekina vaha phUla kisake bagIce meM khilatA hai, jisake lie devatA bhI lalacAte haiM? vaha to khilatA hai, jaba tuma khilate ho| vaha to tumhArA hI phUla hai tumhArA hI sahasra-dala kamala, tumhArA hI sahasrAra; tumhAre hI bhItara chipI huI saMbhAvanA jaba pUrI khilatI hai| sAkSI meM khilatI hai| kyoMki koI bAdhA nahIM raha jaatii| jaba taka tuma kartA ho, tumhArI zakti bAhara niyojita rahatI hai| vicAraka ho to zakti mana meM niyojita rahatI hai| kartA ho to zarIra se bahatI rahatI hai, vicAraka ho to mana se bahatI rahatI hai| ma baMda-baMda jharate rahate ho| tuma kabhI saMgraha nahIM ho pAte UrjA ke| tumhArI bAlTI meM cheda haiM sba baha jAtA hai| sAkSI kA itanA hI artha hai ki na to kartA rahe. na ciMtaka rahe: thoDI dera ko kartA, ciMtA donoM chor3a diiN| kartA na rahe to zarIra se alaga ho gaye; ciMtaka na rahe to mana se alaga ho gye| isa zarIra aura mana se alaga hote hI tumhArI jIvana-UrjA saMgRhIta hone lagatI hai| gahana gaharAI AtI hai| usa gaharAI meM jo jAnA jAtA, use jJAnI sAkSI kahate; bhakta paramAtmA khte| vaha zabda kA bheda hai| dUsarA prazna : Apa aSTAvakra ke bahAne itane UMce AkAza kI carcA kara rahe haiM ki saba sira ke Upara se bahA jA rahA hai| Apa jarA hamArI ora to nihAriye! hama trizaMku kI bhAMti haiN| na dharatI para hamAre paira jame haiM, na AkAza meM ur3ane kI sAmarthya hai| kRpayA hameM dekha kara kucha kahiye!

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prazna mahatvapUrNa hai| tumheM dekha kara hI kaha rahA huuN| lekina agara tumase pAra kI koI bAta kahUM to kahane meM kucha artha hI nahIM hai| agara utanA hI kahUM jitanA tuma samajha sakate ho to vyartha hai| utanA to tuma samajhate hI ho| tumheM hI dekha kara kaha rahA hUM isalie AkAza kI bAta kara rahA huuN| AkAza kI bAta karUMgA, to hI zAyada tuma AMkheM uThAkara AkAza kI tarapha dekho| AkAza tumhArA hai| tuma mAlika ho| aura tuma jamIna para AMkheM gar3Aye cala rahe ho / jamIna para AMkheM gar3I hone ke kAraNa jagaha-jagaha TakarAte ho, jagaha-jagaha girate ho| jamIna tumhArI hai, yaha bhI saca hai| AkAza bhI tumhArA hai| tumhArI AMkha jamIna meM hI ghira kara samApta na ho jAye, isalie AkAza kI bAta karanI jarUrI hai| tumheM hI dekha kara AkAza kI bAta kara rahA huuN| nizcita hI bahuta kucha tumhAre sira ke Upara se baha jAyegA jaba sira ke Upara se kucha bahatA ho tabhI kucha saMbhAvanA hai| agara tumheM jo maiM kahUM pUrA-pUrA samajha meM A jAye to vyartha ho gyaa| una to tuma samajhate hI the, maiMne tumheM kucha bar3hAyA nahIM, kucha jor3A nahIM / tumhArI samajha meM bilakula na Aye to bhI merA bolanA vyartha gayA, tumhArI samajha meM pUrA A jAye to bhI vyartha gyaa| agara bilakula samajha meM na Aye to bolA na bolA barAbara ho gyaa| bilakula samajha meM A jAye to bolanA vyartha hI thA, bolane kI koI jarUrata hI na thI; utanI tumhArI samajha pahale se hI thii| to mujhe kucha isa DhaMga se bolanA hogA ki kucha-kucha tumhArI samajha meM Aye aura kucha-kucha tumhArI samajha meM na aaye| jo samajha meM A jAye usake sahAre usakI tarapha bar3hane kI koziza karanA jo samajha meM na aaye| to vikAsa hogA, anyathA vikAsa nahIM hogA / tuma to cAhoge ki maiM vahI bolUM jo tumhArI samajha meM A jaaye| to phira tuma Age kaise bar3hoge? thor3A-thor3A tumheM Age sarakAnA hai| iMca-iMca tumheM Age bar3hAnA hai| yaha bhI maiM dhyAna rakhatA hUM ki tumheM bilakula bhUla hI na jaauuN| aisA na ho ki maiM itane Age kI bAta kahane laga ki tumase usakA saMbaMdha hI na jur3a ske| tumase saMbaMdha bhI jur3e aura tumase pAra bhI jAtI ho bAta isa DhaMga se hI bolanA hogaa| sadaguru kA yahI artha hai tumase kahatA hai, lekina tumhArI nahIM khtaa| tumase kahatA hai aura paramAtmA kI kahatA hai| to sadaguru ke pAsa thor3I ar3acana to rhegii| sadaguru koI tumhArA manoraMjana nahIM kara rahA hai, ki tumase kucha bAteM kaha dIM, tumheM majA AyA, tumheM AnaMda AyA, tumheM rasa milA, tuma cale gye| tumane kahA 'samaya ThIka se kaTA / aura vahI kahA jo maiM pahale se samajhatA hUM / tumhArI akar3a aura gaharI ho gyii| tumhArA ahaMkAra aura majabUta huA ki yaha to maiM pahale se hI samajhatA thaa| sadaguru na to tumhArA manoraMjana karatA hai; kyoMki manoraMjana kyA karanA hai? manobhaMjana karanA hai| manoraMjana to bahuta ho cukaa| manoraMjana kara-karake hI to tuma ne gaMvAe na mAlUma kitane janma,

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na mAlUma kitane jIvana ! manoraMjana kara-karake hI to tuma bhaTake ho sapane meN| aba to sapanA tor3anA hai| lekina itane jhaTake se bhI nahIM tor3anA hai ki tuma duzmana ho jAo, AhistA AhistA tor3anA hai; dhIre - dhIre tor3anA hai| tumheM jagAnA hai| tumheM jagAnA hai to yaha bAta dhyAna rakhanI hogI, tumhArA dhyAna rakhanA hogA aura jahAM tumheM jagAnA hai, jisa paramaloka meM tumheM uThAnA hai, usakA bhI dhyAna rakhanA hogaa| jaba maiM tumase bola rahA hUM to tumase bhI bola rahA hUM aura tumhAre pAra bhI bola rahA huuN| jaba maiM dekhatA hUM bAta bahuta pAra jAne lagI to mullA nasaruddIna ko nimaMtraNa kara letA huuN| vaha tumhAre jagata meM tumheM khIMca lAtA hai| tuma thor3A haMsa lete ho, tuma thor3A manoraMjita ho jAte ho| jaise hI maiMne dekhA ki tuma haMsa liye, phira Azvasta ho gaye; phira tumheM hilAne lagatA huuN| phira tumheM Upara kI tarapha le jAne kI bAta kara rahA huuN| AkAza kI bAta karUMgA to hI zAyada tuma AMkheM uThAkara AkAza kI tarapha dekho| AkAza tumhArA hai| tuma mAlika ho / aura tuma jamIna para AMkheM gar3Aye cala rahe ho| jamIna para AMkheM gar3I hone ke kAraNa jagaha-jagaha TakarAte ho, jagaha-jagaha girate ho| jamIna tumhArI hai, . yaha bhI saca hai| AkAza bhI tumhArA hai| tumhArI AMkha jamIna meM hI ghira kara samApta na ho jAye, isalie AkAza kI bAta karanI jarUrI hai| tumheM hI dekha kara AkAza kI bAta kara rahA hUM / nizcita hI bahuta kucha tumhAre sira ke Upara se baha jAyegA / jaba sira ke Upara se kucha bahatA ho tabhI kucha saMbhAvanA hai| agara tumheM jo maiM kahUM pUrA-pUrA samajha meM A jAye to vyartha ho gyaa| utanA to tuma samajhate hI the, maiMne tumheM kucha bar3hAyA nahIM, kucha jor3A nahIM / tumhArI samajha meM bilakula na Aye to bhI merA bolanA vyartha gayA; tumhArI samajha meM pUrA A jAye to bhI vyartha gyaa| agara bilakula samajha meM na Aye to bolA na bolA barAbara ho gyaa| bilakula samajha meM A jAye to bolanA vyartha hI thA, bolane kI koI jarUrata hI na thI; utanI tumhArI samajha pahale se hI thii| to mujhe kucha isa DhaMga se bolanA hogA ki kucha-kucha tumhArI samajha meM Aye aura kucha-kucha tumhArI samajha meM na aaye| jo samajha meM A jAye usake sahAre usakI tarapha bar3hane kI koziza karanA jo samajha meM na aaye| to vikAsa hogA, anyathA vikAsa nahIM hogA / tuma to cAhoge ki maiM vahI bolUM jo tumhArI samajha meM A jaaye| to phira tuma Age kaise bar3hoge thor3A- thor3A tumheM Age sarakAnA hai| iMca-iMca tumheM Age bar3hAnA hai| yaha bhI maiM dhyAna rakhatA hUM ki tumheM bilakula bhUla hI na jaauuN| aisA na ho ki maiM itane Age kI bAta kahane laga ki tumase usakA saMbaMdha hI na jur3a ske| tumase saMbaMdha bhI jur3e aura tumase pAra bhI jAtI ho bAta isa DhaMga se hI bolanA hogaa| sadaguru kA yahI artha hai : tumase kahatA hai, lekina tumhArI nahIM khtaa| tumase kahatA hai aura paramAtmA kI kahatA hai| to sadaguru ke pAsa thor3I ar3acana to rhegii| sadaguru koI tumhArA manoraMjana nahIM kara rahA hai, ki tumase kucha bAteM kaha dIM, tumheM majA AyA, tumheM AnaMda AyA, tumheM rasa milA, tuma cale gye| tumane kahA 'samaya ThIka se kaTA / aura vahI kahA jo maiM pahale se samajhatA hUM / tumhArI

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akar3a aura gaharI ho gyii| tumhArA ahaMkAra aura majabUta huA ki yaha to maiM pahale se hI samajhatA thaa| sadaguru na to tumhArA manoraMjana karatA hai, kyoMki manoraMjana kyA karanA hai para manobhaMjana karanA hai| manoraMjana to bahuta ho cukaa| manoraMjana kara karake hI to tuma ne gaMvAe na mAlUma kitane janma, na mAlUma kitane jIvana! manoraMjana kara-karake hI to tuma bhaTake ho sapane meN| aba to sapanA tor3anA hai| lekina itane jhaTake se bhI nahIM tor3anA hai ki tuma duzmana ho jAo, AhistA-AhistA tor3anA hai; dhIre- dhIre tor3anA hai| tumheM jagAnA hai| tumheM jagAnA hai to yaha bAta dhyAna rakhanI hogI, tumhArA dhyAna rakhanA hogA aura jahAM tumheM jagAnA hai, jisa paramaloka meM tumheM uThAnA hai, usakA bhI dhyAna rakhanA hogaa| jaba maiM tumase bola rahA hUM to tumase bhI bola rahA hUM aura tumhAre pAra bhI bola rahA huuN| jaba maiM dekhatA hUM bAta bahuta pAra jAne lagI to mullA nasaruddIna ko nimaMtraNa kara letA huuN| vaha tumhAre jagata meM tumheM khIMca lAtA hai| tuma thor3A haMsa lete ho, tuma thor3A manoraMjita ho jAte ho| jaise hI maiMne dekhA ki tuma haMsa liye, phira Azvasta ho gaye; phira tumheM hilAne lagatA huuN| phira tumheM Upara kI tarapha le jAne lagatA hai| maiM jAnatA hUM jo tumhAre hita meM hai vaha rucikara nahIM; aura jo tumheM rucikara hai, vaha tumhAre hita meM nhiiN| tumheM jahara khAne kI Adata par3a gayI hai| tumheM galata ke sAtha jIne kI. vahI tumhArI jIvana-zailI ho gayI hai| usase tumheM haTAne ke lie bar3I kuzalatA caahie| aura kuzalatA kA jo mahatvapUrNa hissA hai, vaha yahI hai ki tumase bAta aisI bhI na kahI jAye ki tuma bhAga hI khar3e hoo aura tumase bAta aisI bhI na kahI jAye ki tuma bilakula hI samajha lo| tumheM dhakkA denA hai| tumheM AkAza kI tarapha le calanA hai| aura maiM pRthvI-virodhI nahIM haM dhyAna rkhnaa| pRthvI bhI AkAza kA hI hissA hai| pRthvI AkAza ke aMgoM meM eka aMga hai| to maiM pRthvI virodhI nahIM huuN| maiM tumheM pRthvI se ukhAr3a nahIM lenA caahtaa| maiM to cAhatA hUM, pRthvI meM bhI tumhArI jar3eM gaharI jAyeM, tabhI to tumhArA vRkSa bAdaloM se bAteM kara sakegA, UMcA uThegA, AkAza kI tarapha clegaa| isalie maiMne saMnyAsa ko saMsAra ke virodha meM nahIM mAnA hai| tuma bAjAra meM rho| tuma jahAM ho jaise ho, jo tumhArI pRthvI bana gayI hai, vahIM rho| itanA hI dhyAna rakho ki pRthvI meM jar3eM phailAne kA eka hI prayojana hai ki AkAza meM paMkha phaila jaayeN| pRthvI se rasa lo AkAza meM ur3ane kaa| pRthvI kA sahArA lo| pRthvI ke sahAre aDiga khar3e ho jAo, acala khar3e ho jaao| lekina sira to AkAza meM uThanA caahie| jaba taka bAdala sira ke pAsa na ghUmane lage, taba taka samajhanA ki jIvana akAratha gayA; tuma kRtArtha na hue| maiM tumhArI ar3acana samajhatA hUM tumhArI kaThinAI samajhatA huuN| lekina tumheM dhIre- dhIre isa naye rasa ke lie rAjI karanA hai| abhI jo tumhAre sira para se bahA jAtA hai, eka dina tuma pAoge tumhAre hRdaya se bahane lgaa|

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choTA baccA skUla jAtA hai, to usase hama koI vizvavidayAlaya kI bAteM nahIM krte| pahalI kakSA ke vidyArthI se pahalI kakSA kI hI bAta karate haiN| lekina jaise-jaise dUsarI kakSA meM jAne kA samaya karIba Ane lagatA hai vaise-vaise usase hama thor3I-sI dUsarI kakSA kI bhI bAta karate haiN| vaha usakI samajha meM nahIM aatii| AtI bhI hai, nahIM bhI aatii| dhuMdhalI- dhuMdhalI AtI hai| lekina usakI bAta karanI par3atI hai| aba dUsarI kakSA meM jAne kA samaya A gyaa| jo vidyArthI usa dUsarI kakSA meM jAne kI bAta na samajha pAyeMge, unheM phira pahalI kakSA meM agale varSa lauTa AnA pdd'egaa| jo thor3A-sA rasa dUsarI kakSA meM jAne kA uThA leMge, ve dUsarI kakSA meM praviSTa ho jAyeMge! aise dhIre-dhIre phira tIsarI kakSA hai, aura kakSAeM haiM, aura kakSAeM haiN| tumhAre sira para se bAta nikala jAtI hai, usakA kyA artha? usakA itanA artha hai ki tumane aba taka utanI UMcAI taka apane sira ko uThAne kI koziza nahIM kii| aba do upAya haiM. yA to maiM apanI bAta ko nIce le AUM tAki tumhAre hRdaya se nikala jaaye..| tumhAre hRdaya se philma nikala jAtI hai, nATaka nikala jAtA hai; aSTAvakra nahIM niklte| philma meM buddha se buddha AdamI bhI rasa-vimugdha ho kara baiTha jAtA hai| tIna ghaMTe bhUla hI jAtA hai| saba nikala jAtA hai| dekhate ho tuma, philma bhI Upara nahIM uTha paatii| ___ 'vijayAnaMda mere pAsa Ate haiN| to unako maiMne kahA. kucha thor3A Upara ise khiiNco| unhoMne kahA : Upara khIMco to calatI nhiiN| loga nIcI se nIcI bAta cAhate haiN| phira bhI maiMne unase kahA thor3I himmata kro| unhoMne himmata kI, to divAlA DAvAMDola ho gyaa| do-tIna philmeM banAyIM ki jarA UMcA le jAyeM, lekina ve calatI nhiiN| koI dekhane nahIM aataa| tuma vahI dekhanA cAhate ho jo tuma ho| tuma apanI hI pratichavi dekhanA cAhate ho| mullA nasaruddIna eka philma dekhane gyaa| usameM eka dRzya AtA hai ki eka strI apane vastra utAra rahI hai tAlAba ke kinaare| mullA bar3I utsukatA se dekha rahA hai| rIr3ha sIdhI kara lii| bilakula dhyAnastha ho gayA jaisA buddha vagairaha baiThate haiM, jaba ve paramAtmA ke nikaTa pahuMcate haiM taba rIr3ha sIdhI ho jAtI hai, zvAsa Thahara jAtI hai, apalaka AMkheM nahIM jhukatI, nahIM hiltii| vaha bilakula apalaka ho gyaa| vahI nahIM ho gayA, pUrA sinemA haoNla ho gyaa| saba apanI sIToM para sadha kara baiTha gaye, haThayogI ho gaye eka kSaNa ko| vaha AkhirI vastra utArane jA rahI thI, basa AkhirI vastra raha gayA thA, tabhI eka Trena dhar3adhar3AtI huI nikala gyii| vaha strI usa tarapha par3a gayI, tAlAba usa tarapha par3a gyaa| saba bar3e udAsa aura thake mana se vApisa apanI kursiyoM se Tika kara baiTha gye| lekina mullA ne jAne kA nAma na liyaa| yaha pahalA zo thaa| vaha dUsare meM bhI baiThA rhaa| vaha tIsare meM bhI baiThA rhaa| Akhira mainejara aayaa| usane kahA : 'kyA vicAra hai? kyA yahIM rahane kA taya kara liyA?' usane kahA kabhI to Trena leTa hogii| maiM jAUMgA nahIM! kabhI... bhAratIya TreneM haiM, inakA kyA bharosA! kabhI AdhA ghar3I bhI leTa ho gayI, kSaNa bhara kI bAta hai! vaha nagna strI ko dekhane kA......| Trena to nikala jAtI hai, taba taka vaha strI tAlAba meM taira

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rahI hai| taba usakA sira hI dikhAI par3atA hai, kucha aura dikhAI par3atA nahIM / philma tumhAre hRdaya se nikala jAtI hai| philmI gAnA tumhAre hRdaya se nikala jAtA hai| agara dharma kI bAta bhI kabhI tumhAre hRdaya se nikalatI hai to vaha bhI jaba taka nIce tala para na A jAye taba taka nahIM nikalatI hai| isalie to loga rAmAyaNa par3hate haiM, aSTAvakra kI gItA nahIM pddh'te| rAmAyaNa purAne DhaMga kI philmI bAta hai| vaha purAnI kathA hai| vahI TrAieMgala sabhI philmoM meM hai-do premI aura eka preyasI / tuma jarA rAmAyaNa kI kathA kA gaNita to samajho vahI kA vahI hai, jo hara philma kA gaNita hai| do premI eka preyasI ke lie lar3a rahe haiN| sArA saMgharSa hai, TrAieMgala, trikoNa cala rahA hai| vaha jarA purAne DhaMga kI zailI hai| purAne dina meM likhI gayI hai| lekina mAmalA to vahI hai| rAma, rAvaNa, sItA kI kathA khUba loga dekhate rahe sadiyoM se| rAma kathA calatI hI rahatI hai| rAmalIlA calatI rahatI hai gAMva-gAMva, aSTAvakra kI gItA kauna par3hatA hai ! vahAM koI trikoNa nahIM hai| kRSNa kI gItA meM bhI thor3A rasa mAlUma hotA hai, kyoMki yuddha hai, hiMsA hai aura sanasanI hai| sanasanIkheja hai ! mahAbhArata kA pUrA dRzya bar3A sanasanIkheja hai| tumane dekhA, jaba yuddha hone lagatA hai to tuma brahmamuhUrta meM uTha kara hI ekadama akhabAra pUchane lagate ho, 'akhabAra kahAM? kyA huA? bhArata-pAkistAna ke bIca kyA ho rahA hai? ijipta - ijarAyala ke bIca kyA ho rahA hai? kahIM yuddha cala par3e to logoM kI AMkhoM meM camaka A jAtI hai| kahIM kisI kI chAtI meM churA bhuMkane lage 'to basa, tuma tallIna ho kara ruka jAte ho| rAha para dekhA - mAM kI davA lene jAte the sAikila para bhAge do AdamI lar3a rahe the| bhUla gaye mAM aura saba TikA dI sAikila aura khar3e ho gaye dekhane ke lie ki kyA ho rahA hai| bar3A rasa AtA hai ! jahaM / yuddha hai, hiMsA hai, kAmavAsanA vahAM tumhArA rasa hai| lekina isase jAgaraNa to nahIM hogA ! isase tuma 'Upara to nahIM uThoge / isI se to tuma jamIna ke kIr3e bana gaye aura jamIna para ghisaTa rahe ho| tumhArI rIr3ha hI TUTa gayI hai| to mujhe tumase kucha bAta kahanI ho to do upAya haiM yA to maiM sArI bAta ko usa tala para le AUM jahAM tuma samajha sakate ho| lekina taba mujhe kahane meM rasa nahIM hai, kyoMki kyA prayojana hai? vaha to philmeM tumase kaha rahI haiM, nATakakAra tumase kaha rahe haiM, rAmalolAe tumase kaha rahI haiN| vaha to koI bhI kaha degaa| sArI duniyA use kaha rahI hai| usake lie kahIM tumheM jAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai| sArI duniyA tumheM khIMca kara bulA rahI hai ki Ao, yahAM kaha deNge| dUsarA upAya yaha hai ki tumheM maiM samajhAUM ki tumhArA sira itanA nIcA nahIM hai jitanA tumane mAna rakhA hai| jarA sIdhe khar3e hoo, jhukanA chodd'o| jo abhI sira ke Upara se nikalA jA rahA hai, jarA sira ko UMcA karo to sira ke bhItara se nikalane lagegA | aura eka bAra sira ke bhItara se nikalane lage to thor3e aura UMce uTho / tumhArI UMcAI kA koI aMta hai! tumhAre bhItara bhagavAna chipA baiThA hai| AkhirI UMcAI tumhArI mAlakiyata hai- tumhArI niyati hai, tumhArA bhAgya hai| tuma itane UMce ho sakate ho jitanI UMcAI ho sakatI hai-gaurIzaMkara pIche chUTa jAyeM,

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himAlaya choTe par3a jAyeM! jaba buddhoM ke sira ne AkAza kI aMtima UMcAI ko chuA hai, to saba himAlaya choTe par3a gye| aura himAlaya kI zItalatA sAdhAraNa ho gyii| tuma itane hI UMce hone kI saMbhAvanA liye baiThe ho| abhI dikhAI nahIM par3atI, mAnatA huuN| tumheM bhI samajha meM nahIM aatii| kitanA hI kahaM taba bhI samajha meM nahIM aatii| kisI bIja se kaho ki 'ghabarA mata, tU choTA nahIM hai, mahAvRkSa ho jAyegA; tere nIce hajAra bailagAr3iyAM Thahara sakeMgI, aisA vaTa-vRkSa ho jaayegaa| ghabarA mata! -hajAroM pakSI tujha para vizrAma kreNge| aura thake-mAMde yAtrI tere nIce chAyA meM ThahareMge, rAhata leMge, dhanyavAda deNge|' vaha bIja ksmsaayegaa| vaha kahegA. chor3o bhI, kisakI bAteM kara rahe ho? mujhe dekho to, itanA choTA, jarA-sA kaMkar3a jaisAkyA hone vAlA hai? tuma abhI bIja ho| tumheM apanI UMcAI kA patA nhiiN| tuma vaTa vRkSa ho sakate ho| to sArI ceSTA yaha hai ki tuma vaTa-vRkSa hone meM lgo| nizcita hI itanI dUra kI bAta bhI nahIM karatA ki tumheM sunAI hI na pdd'e| tumheM sunAI par3a jAye itane karIba lAtA hUM lekina bilakula samajha meM A jAye, itane nIce nahIM laataa| to basa tumhAre sira ke Upara se nikAlatA huuN| itane karIba hai ki tumhArA mana hogA ki jarA jhapaTa kara le hI leM hAtha meN| koI jyAdA dUra bhI nahIM mAlUma par3atI, hAtha bar3hAyA ki mila jaayegii| vaha dekho, AdamI hAtha bar3hAtA hai to saba mila jAtA hai! cAMda para hAtha bar3hAyA to cAMda mila gyaa| sapane saca ho jAte haiN| to maiM to jo kaha rahA hUM usake lie kisI upakaraNa kI jarUrata nahIM hai, koI bar3I TekyAlaoNjI kI jarUrata nahIM hai| aSTAvakra jo kaha rahe. haiM, usakA pUrA upakaraNa le kara tama paidA hue ho| jara sI AMkha ko Upara utthaao| maMsUra ko sUlI lagAyI gayI, to jaba use sUlI ke takhte para laTakAyA gayA to vaha haMsane lgaa| to bhIr3a meM se kisI ne pUchA. 'maMsUra, hama samajhate nahIM, tuma haMsa kyoM rahe ho? yaha koI haMsane kA vakta hai? loga patthara pheMka rahe haiM, jUte pheMka rahe haiM, sar3e TamATara pheMka rahe haiM; gAliyAM de rahe haiN| aura hAtha-paira tumhAre kATe jA rahe haiM aura tuma marane ke karIba ho| gardana utAra lI jAyegI jldii| tuma haMsa rahe ho?' usane kahA. maiM isalie haMsa rahA hUM ki maiMne prabhu se kahA hai ki he prabhu, ye becAra-koI lAkha AdamI ikaTThe ho gaye the-inhoMne kabhI AkAza kI tarapha nahIM dekhaa| calo mere bahAne, mujhe sUlI para laTakA dekhane ke lie ye Upara to dekha rahe haiM! calo mere bahAne inhoMne jarA Upara to dekhA! agara tumane IsA ko sUlI para laTakate samaya jarA Upara dekhA to bhI tuma pAoge ki Upara tuma dekha sakate ho| tumhArI gardana meM lakavA nahIM lagA huA hai sirpha Adata kharAba hai| to jo tumhArI samajha meM A jAye, usakI to phikra mata krnaa| jo tumhArI samajha meM na Aye, usase cunautI lenaa| use samajhane kI koziza karanA-AyegA! A kara rahegA! AnA hI cAhie! kyoMki jaba aSTAvakra ko A sakatA hai to tumheM kyoM nahIM? AThoM aMga Ter3he the, unakI akla meM A gyaa| tumhAre to AThoM aMga Ter3he nahIM haiN| saba tarapha se jhuke hoMge, ATha aMga Ter3he the, unako AkAza dikhAI

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par3a gayA, to tuma to sIdhe khar3e ho, bhale - caMge, tumheM AkAza dikhAI na par3egA? janaka ko samajha meM A gayA sAre rAga-raMga ke bIca, sAre vaibhava, upadrava ke bIca, bAjAra ke bIca - to tumheM samajha meM na AyegA ? tuma para to prabhu kI bar3I kRpA hai utanA rAga-raMga bhI nahIM diyA, utanA bAjAra bhI nahIM diyA, jitanA janaka ko thA / janaka ko bhI samajha meM A gayA, tumheM bhI A sakatA hai| eka AdamI ko huA vaha sabhI ko ho sakatA hai| jo eka AdamI kI kSamatA hai vaha sabhI AdamiyoM kI kSamatA hai| AdamI AdamI eka-sA svabhAva le kara Aye haiM, eka-sI saMbhAvanA le kara Aye haiN| to maiM tumhAre Upara kI thor3I bAta kahUM to tuma nArAja mata honaa| hAlAMki yaha maiM khayAla rakhatA hUM ki bAta bahuta Upara na calIjAye; bilakula hI, tumhArI samajha ke bilakula bAhara na ho jaaye| thor3A tumhArI samajha ko khanakAtI rhe| dUra kI dhvani kI taraha tumheM sunAI par3atI rhe| pukAra AtI rhe| to tuma dhIre- dhIre isa rassI meM baMdhe.. / mAnA ki yaha dhAgA bar3A patalA hai, magara isa dhAge meM agara tuma baMdha gaye to khIMca liye jaaoge| tuma jahAM ho abhI cAhatA hUM ki tumheM samajha meM A jAye ki tuma kArAgRha meM ho / rAjamahala kA pAhuna jaisA tRNa - kuTiyA vaha bhUla na pAye jisameM usane hoM bacapana ke naisargika nizi - divasa bitAye maiM ghara kI le yAda kar3akatI bhar3akIle sAjoM meM baMdI tana ke sau sukha sau suvidhA meM merA mana banavAsa diyA - sA / subhaga taraMgeM umaga dUra kI caTTAnoM ko nahalA AtIM tIra - nIra kI sarasa kahAnI phena lahara phira-phira doharAtI au' jala kA ucchavAsa badala bAdala meM kahA- kahA jAtA hai ! lAja marA jAtA hUM kahate maiM sAgara ke bIca pyAsA tana ke sau sukha sau suvidhA meM merA mana banavAsa diyA-sA !

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tumheM itanI bhara yAda A jAye tumhAre nisarga kI, tumhAre svabhAva kI, tumhAre asalI ghara kI! yaha jo tumase kahe calA jAtA hUM tumhAre asalI ghara kI prazaMsA meM hai| yaha jo tumheM Aja sapanAsA lagatA hai, sapanA hI sahI, lekina tumheM pakar3a le, tumheM jhakajhora de| isakI pukAra tumhAre prANoM meM yAtrA kA eka AvAhana bana jAye-sva udaghoSa, eka abhiyAna! tumheM itanI hI yAda A jAye ki nisarga se tuma AnaMda ko hI upalabdha ho, vahI tumhArA asalI ghara hai| aura jahAM tumane ghara banA liyA vaha paradeza hai| dharmazAlA ko ghara samajha liyA hai| sarAya ko ghara samajha liyA hai| sarAya chor3ane ko bhI nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki tuma sarAya ko chor3a do| kahatA hUM: itanA hI jAna lo ki sarAya hai| itanA jAnate hI saba rUpAMtaraNa ho jaayegaa| nizcita hI ar3acana bhI hogii| kyoMki jaba bhI koI jIvana ko badalane kI koziza karatA hai to ar3acana bhI hotI hai| yaha saba suvidhA-suvidhA se nahIM bhI ho sakatA hai| rAste para phUla hI phUla nahIM, kAMTe bhI haiN| aura tuma nahIM samajha pAte bahuta-sI bAteM-sirpha isIlie ki tuma nahIM samajhanA cAhate, nahIM ki tumhArI samajha adhUrI hai| tuma Darate ho ki agara samajha liyA to phira calanA pdd'e| maiM eka gAMva meM thaa| jinake ghara maiM mehamAna thA, unakA mujhameM bar3A rasa thaa| lekina maiM cakita huA ki unakI patnI kabhI Akara baiThI nhiiN| usane, jaba maiM AyA dvAra para to phUlamAlA se merA svAgata kiyA, dIye se AratI utArI, lekina phira jo gumI to patA nahIM claa| tIna dina vahAM thaa| kisI sabhA meM nahIM AyI, kisI baiThaka meM nahIM aayii| ghara para na mAlama kitane loga Aye gaye, le nahA aayaa| ghara para na mAlUma kitane loga Aye gaye, lekina patnI kA patA nhiiN| calate vakta vaha phira phUlamAlA le kara A gayI, taba mujhe khayAla aayaa| maiMne pUchA ki Ate vakta terA darzana huA thA, aba jAte vakta ho rahA hai; bIca meM tU dikhAI nahIM pdd'ii| usane kahA aba Apase kyA kahUM maiM DaratI huuN| ApakIbAta suna lI to phira karanI pdd'egii| maiM DaratI huuN| abhI mere choTe-choTe bacce haiN| aura maiM to bar3I bhayabhIta rahatI huuN| maiM to apane pati ko bhI samajhAtI hUM ki tuma bhI suno mt| nahIM ki bAta galata hai, bAta ThIka hI hogii| bAta meM AkarSaNa hai, bulAvA hai-ThIka hI hogii| magara maiM apane pati ko bhI kahatI hUM tuma suno mata lekina pati mAnate nhiiN| maiMne kahA tU unakI phikra mata kr| ve to mujhe kaI sAla se sunate haiM kucha huA nhiiN| ve to cikane ghar3e haiM, khatarA terA hai| cikane ghar3e haiM! ve to AdI ho gaye sunane ke| yA ulaTe rakhe haiM, varSA hotI rahatI hai, ve khAlI ke khAlI raha jAte haiN| maiMne kahA. kAraNa bhI hai| ve mujhe sunate hai, usa sunane meM dharma kI jijJAsA nahIM hai| sAhityakAra haiM ve| aura jo maiM kahatA hUM usameM sAhityika rasa hai unheN| aba yaha bilakula alaga bAta ho gyii| yaha to aisA hI huA ki miThAI rakhI hai aura kAraporezana kA iMspekTara aayaa| use miThAI meM rasa nahIM hai| vaha miThAI ke AsapAsa dekha rahA hai ki koI makkhI-macchara to nahIM cala rahe? DhAMka kara rakhI gayI hai ki nahIM? bika sakatI hai ki nahIM? usakA alaga rasa hai| eka vanaspatizAstrI bagIce meM A jAye to vaha ye phUla nahIM dekhatA jo suMdara ho kara khile haiM,

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kaliyAM nahIM dekhatA jo taiyAra ho rahI haiM, jaldI hI gaMdha bikhregii| vaha yaha kucha nahIM dekhatA / use dikhAI par3atA hai vanaspati kauna-sI jAti kI hai? nAma kyA? patA kyA ? alaga-alaga logoM kI alaga- alaga pakar3a hai| eka camAra baiThA rahatA hai rAste pr| vaha tumheM nahIM dekhatA, tumhArA ceharA nahIM, vaha jUte dekhatA rahatA hai, vaha jUtoM se pahacAnatA rahatA hai, kaisA AdamI hai| agara jUte kI hAlata acchI hai to AdamI kI Arthika hAlata acchI hai| darjI kapar3e dekhatA hai, tumheM thor3e hI dekhatA hai! kapar3e dekha kara pahacAna letA hai| hara AdamI ke apane dekhane ke DhaMga haiN| maine kahA ve mujhe sunate haiM lekina unake sunane meM koI dhArmika abhiruci nahIM hai| ve kisI jIvana-krAMti ke lie utsuka nahIM haiN| unheM sunane meM acchA lagatA hai| sunane meM unheM rasa hai jo maiM kaha rahA hUM, usameM rasa nahIM hai| ve kahate haiM ki Apake kahane kI zailI madhura hai| zailI meM rasa hai| zailI kA kyA khAka karoge? cAToge? oDhoge, bichAoge, khAoge - kyA karoge zailI kA ? thor3I dera maMtra-mugdha kara jAvegI, phira tuma khAlI ke khAlI raha jaaoge| unheM satya meM rasa nahIM hai, satya kI abhivyakti meM rasa hai| isalie tU unake lie to ghabar3A mata, lekina tU sAvadhAna rahanA / aura yahI huaa| jaba dobArA maiM gayA to unakI patnI ne saMnyAsa liyaa| pati to bole ki bar3I hairAnI kI bAta hai, tU to kabhI sunatI nahIM usane kahA. maiM corI-chipe par3hatI huuN| jaba koI nahIM dekha rahA hotA, taba maiM par3hatI huuN| maiM DarI- DarI par3hatI hUM ki ye bAteM to ThIka haiN| lekina pichalI bAra jaba unhoMne kahA ki tere lie khatarA hai, taba se bAta coTa kara gyii| pati abhI bhI saMnyAsI nahIM haiM, patnI saMnyAsI ho gyii| kabhI sunA nahIM, kabhI jyAdA karIba AyI nahIM / dhyAna rakhanA, ar3acana hai| tuma kaI bAteM sunanA nahIM caahte| isIlie tuma sira ko jhukA lete ho aura Upara se nikala jAne dete ho| agara tuma sunanA cAho to tuma sira ko UMcA uThA loge aura sira meM se nikalane doge| agara tuma vastuta sunanA cAho to tuma itane UMce khar3e ho jAo ki ve hI bAteM hRdaya se nikalane lgeNgii| aura jaba taka bAteM hRdaya se na nikala jAyeM taba taka krAMti nahIM AtI; yadyapi hRdaya se nikaleM to bar3A upadrava macatA hai, arAjakatA phailatI hai| ThIka hai, maiMne hI terA nAma le kara pukArA thA para maiMne yaha kaba kahA thA ki yUM A kara mere dila meM jala ? mere hara udyama meM ughAr3a de merA chala mere hara samAdhAna meM uchAlA kara sau-sau savAla anupala nAma? nAma kA eka taraha kA sahArA thA maiM thakA-hArA thA, para nahIM thA kisI kA gulAma para tUne to Ate hI phUMka diyA ghara-bAra hiyA ke bhItara bhI jagA diyA nayA hAhAkAra

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ThIka hai, maiMne hI terA nAma le kara pukArA thA para maiMne yaha kaba kahA thA ki yUM A kara mere dila meM jala? jaba tuma suna loge to jloge| jaba suna loge to eka jyoti utthegii| jo rozanI to banegI bahuta bAda meM, pahale to jalana bnegii| khayAla kiyA tumane, prakAza ke do aMga haiM : eka to hai jalAnA aura eka hai rozana krnaa| pahale to jaba rozanI tumhAre jIvana meM AyegI to tuma jaloge kyoMki tuma usase bilakula aparicita ho| pahale to vaha sirpha garamI degI; ubAlegI tumheM vASpIbhUta kregii| phira bAda meM jaba tuma usase rAjI hone lagoge to dhIre - dhIre rozanI bnegii| pahale to kiraNa aMgAra kI taraha AtI hai, dIyA to bahuta bAda meM banatI hai| to tuma Darate ho| tumameM se kaI ko maiM dekhatA hUM sira jhukAye suna rahe ho| Upara se nikala jAne dete ho ki jAne do, abhI apanA samaya nahIM AyA hai| aura sabake apane-apane bahAne haiM bacane ke| tuma agara kabhI prabhu kA nAma bhI pukArate ho.......| nAma? nAma kA eka taraha kA sahArA thA maiM thakA-hArA thA, para nahIM thA kisI kA gulAma para tUne to Ate hI phUMka diyA ghara-bAra hiyA ke bhItara bhI jagA diyA nayA haahaakaar| kabIra ne kahA hai. jo ghara bAre ApanA cale hamAre sNg| ghara jalAne kI himmata ho to ye bAteM samajha meM aayeNgii| jahAM tuma basa gaye ho vahAM se ukhar3ane kA sAhasa ho to ye bAteM samajha meM AyeMgI, to tuma sunoge to tuma gunoge| aura gunate hI tumhAre jIvana meM krAMti zurU ho jaayegii| ye bAta sirpha bAteM nahIM haiM; ye krAMti. ke sUtra haiN| lekina maiM jAnatA hUM bar3I ar3acana hai| ar3acana tumhArI tarapha se 'hai| UMce se UMcA tumhArI pakar3a ke bhItara hai| pahuMca ke bhItara bhalA na ho magara pakar3a ke bhItara hai| bAta ko khayAla meM le lenaa| jaba maiM kahatA hUM pahuMca ke bhItara nahIM hai to usakA artha itanA hai ki tumane aba taka prayAsa nahIM kiyA hai| tuma vahAM taka apanA pahuMcA nahIM le gaye nahIM to pahuMca ke bhItara ho jaate| tuma pahuMcA nIce DAle ho isalie pahuMca ke bhItara nahIM hai| lekina pakar3a ke bhItara to hai hii| jaba bhI tuma pakaDanA cAhoge, pakar3a loge| isa jagata maiM aisA koI satya kabhI nahIM kahA gayA hai aura kahA nahIM jA sakatA jo manuSya mAtra kI pakar3a ke bhItara na ho| lekina bar3I ghabarAhaTeM haiN| buddhoM kI bAteM sunanI samajhanI-dAva lagAnA hai, juArI kA daav| eka vyakti pAtaka isalie karatA hai ki sabake bhItara pApa ke bhAva bhare haiM jahAM bhI puNya kI vedI hai, maiM mArU kA dhuAM hUM maMDapa se jhUlatA phUloM kA baMdanavAra hUM

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aura jo pApa karake lauTA hai usake pAtaka kA maiM barAbara kA hissedAra hUM eka upakArI sabake gale kA hAra hai aura jisane mArA yA jo mArA gayA hai unameM se hareka hatyArA hai aura hareka hatyA kA zikAra hai maiM dAnava se choTA nahIM, na vAmana se bar3A hUM sabhI manuSya eka hI manuSya haiM sabake sAtha maiM AliMgana meM khar3A hUM vaha jo hAra kara baiTha gayA usake bhItara merI hI hAra hai vaha jo jIta kara A rahA hai usakI jaya meM merI hI jayajayakAra hai| jaba buddha kahate haiM, tuma buddha ho to yaha bAta prItikara lagatI hai, lekina isakA eka dUsarA hissA bhI hai jo aprItikara hai| vaha aprItikara yaha hai ki jaba buddha kahate haiM tuma buddha ho to ve yaha bhI kaha rahe haiM ki tuma mahApApI bhI ho| kyoMki hama saba saMyukta haiM, jur3e haiN| kahate haiM, buddha ko jaba jJAna huA aura jaba brahmA ne unase pahalI bAra pUchA ki Apa jJAna ko upalabdha ho gaye? to buddha ne kahA. maiM! maiM hI nahIM, mere sAtha sArA jagata zAna ko upalabdha ho gyaa| ke patte aura pahAr3oM ke patthara aura nadI-jharane aura manuSya aura pazu-pakSI saba mere sAtha mukta vRkSoM ho gaye, kyoMki maiM jur3A huuN| brahmA ko bAta samajha meM na aayii| phira aMtima kahAnI hai| yaha to prathama kahAnI huI buddha ko jJAna huA, taba ghttii| phira aMtima kahAnI hai ki buddha jaba svarga ke dvAra para gaye, dvAra kholA, brahmA svAgata ko AyA, to ve vahIM ar3e raha gye| brahmA ne kahA : bhItara aayeN| hama pratIkSA kara rahe haiN| buddha ne kahA. maiM kaise bhItara AUM na: jaba taka eka bhI bAhara hai, merA bhItara AnA kaise ho sakatA hai? hama saba sAtha haiN| jaba sArA jagata bhItara AyegA tabhI maiM bhItara aauuNgaa| ye do kahAniyAM do kahAniyAM nahIM, eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| to jaba koI tumase kahatA hai tumhAre bhItara bhagavAna hai to tumhArA ahaMkAra isako to svIkAra bhI kara le ki ThIka, yaha kucha viparIta bAta nahIM; lekina jaba koI kahegA, tumhAre bhItara mahApApI se mahApApI bhI hai, taba becainI hotI hai| jaba yaha kahA jAtA hai ki eka hI hai, taba tuma bAra-bAra socane lagate ho, rAma se apanA saMbaMdha jur3a gyaa| rAvaNa se bhI jur3a gayA jaba eka hI hai! to tuma rAvaNa bhI ho aura rAma bhI ho| jaba kahA jAtA hai ki tumhArA jIvana eka sIr3hI hai, to yaha to soca lete ho ki sIr3hI svarga para lagI hai| lekina eka pAyA nIce narka meM TikA hai aura eka pAyA svarga meM TikA hai|

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ye donoM dvAra khulate haiN| manuSya nIce bhI jA sakatA hai, Upara bhI jA sakatA hai| Upara jAne kI saMbhAvanA isIlie hai ki nIce gira jAne kI bhI saMbhAvanA hai| aura sIr3hI to nirapekSa hai, niSpakSa hai| sIr3hI yaha na kahegI ki nIce na jAo; sIDI yaha na kahegI ki Upara na jaao| yaha phailAva bahuta bar3A hai| nIce - Upara donoM tarapha atala dikhAI par3atA hai| tuma ghabar3A jAte ho| tuma kahate ho. apane pAyadAna para, apane sopA para baiThe raho AMkha baMda kiye, yahIM bhale ho| yaha to bar3A laMbA mAmalA dikhatA hai| kahAM jAoge ? yahAM to patnI hai, bacce haiM, ghara-dvAra hai; baiMka meM baileMsa bhI hai choTA-moTA / saba kAma ThIka cala rahA hai| kahAM jAte ho nIce! dikhatA hai mahA aMdhakAra / vaha bhI ghabar3AtA hai| Upara Upara dikhatA hai mahA prakAza / vaha bhI AMkhoM ko cauMdhiyAtA hai| tuma donoM se ghabar3A kara apane hI pAyadAna ko jora se pakar3a lete ho| to tuma sunanA nahIM caahte| sunanA cAho to sira Upara uThane lgegaa| sunanA cAho / isalie isa DhaMga se kahatA ki kucha-kucha tumhArA mana bhI tRpta hotA rahe ki tuma bhAga hI na jaao| lekina agara tumhArA mana hI tRpta karatA rahUM to phira maiM sadaguru nhiiN| phira to eka manoraMjana huaa| vahI manoraMjana cala rahA hai duniyA meN| loga kathA sunane jAte haiM kyoMki kathA meM rasa AtA hai| yaha bhI koI bAta huI? yaha to aisA huA ki hIre-javAharAta le gaye aura bAjAra meM beca kara kucha sar3I machaliyAM kharIda lAye, kyoMki machaliyoM meM rasa AtA hai| rasa rasa kI bAta hai| maiMne sunA, eka strI gAMva se lauTatI thI becakara apanI machaliyAM, dhUpa teja thI, thakI-mAMdI thI, gira gayI, behoza ho gyii| bhIr3a laga gyii| jahAM vaha gira kara behoza huI vaha gadhiyoM kA bAjAra thA, sugaMdha bikatI thii| eka gaMdhI bhAgA huA AyA aura usane kahA ki yaha itra ise sudhA do isase ThIka ho jaayegii| usane itra suNghaayaa| bar3A kImatI itra thA, rAjA-mahArAjAoM ko muzkila se milatA thaa| lekina garIba aurata ke lie dayA karake vaha le aayaa| vaha to tar3apane lgii| vaha to hAtha-paira pheMkane lgii| pAsa hI bhIr3a meM koI eka machuA khar3A thA, to usane kahA : 'mahArAja, Apa mAra ddaaleNge| haTAo isako ! maiM machuA hUM, maiM jAnatA hUM kauna-sI gaMdha usake pahacAna kI hai / ' usane jaldI se apanI TokarI..... vaha bhI machaliyAM beca kara lauTA thA, usakI TokarI thI gaMdI jisameM machaliyAM lAyA thA, usameM usane thor3A-sA pAnI chir3akA aura usa strI ke sira para rakha diyA, muMha para rakha diyaa| usane gaharI sAMsa lI, vaha tapkSaNa hoza meM A gyii| usane kahA ki bar3I kRpA kii| kisane yaha kRpA kI? yaha koI mujhe mAre DAlatA thA! aisI durgaMdha mere nAka meM DAlI... I sugaMdha durgaMdha ho jAtI hai agara AdI na hoo| durgaMdha sugaMdha mAlUma hone lagatI hai agara AdI hoo| to ekadama tumhArI nAka ke sAmane paramAtmA kA itra bhI nahIM rakha sakatA huuN| aura tuma lAkha cAho ki tumhArI machaliyAM aura unakI gaMdha aura TokarI para pAnI chir3aka kara tumhAre sira para rakhUM -vaha bhI nahIM kara sakatA huuN| to dhIre-dhIre tumheM paramAtmA kI tarapha le jAnA hai machaliyoM kI gaMdha se| tuma

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jinake AdI ho, unakA mujhe patA hai| vahAM maiM bhI rahA huuN| isalie tumase merA pUrA paricaya hai| tuma jahAM ho vahAM maiM thaa| tumhArI jaisI AkAMkSA, rasa hai, vaisA merA thaa| aba maiM jahAM hUM vahAM se maiM jAnatA hUM kahA tumheM bhI honA caahie| tumhAre hone meM aura tumhAre hone cAhie meM phAsalA hai| usa phAsale ko dhIre- dhIre taya karanA hai| cauthA prazna : Apa aksara kahate haiM ki pratyeka AdamI anUThA hai, maulika hai aura yaha ki pratyeka kI jIvana-yAtrA aura niyati alaga- alaga hai| zurU meM maiM eka sukhI-saMpanna gRhastha hone ke sapane dekhatA thaa| phira lekhaka, patrakAra, rAjanItijJa banane ke hausale sAmane Aye / sarvatra saphalatA thor3I aura viphalatA adhika hAtha aayii| aura jIvana kI saMdhyA meM Akara usa hAtha para rAkha hI rAkha dikhAI detI hai / sukhada Azcarya hai ki dera kara hI sahI, bhaTakate- bhaTakate Apake pAsa A gayA hUM aura kucha Azvasta mAlUma par3atA huuN| aura aba maiM jAnanA cAhatA hUM ki merI nijI gati aura gaMtavya kyA hai paramAtmA kI bar3I kRpA hai ki tumhAre sapane kabhI saphala nahIM ho paate| saphala ho jAyeM to tuma paramAtmA se sadA ke lie vaMcita raha jAoge / paramAtmA kI bar3I anukaMpA hai ki tuma isa jagata meM vastutaH saphala nahIM ho pAte; saphalatA kA bhrama hI hotA hai, asaphalatA hI hAtha lagatI hai ! hIre-javAharAta dUra se dikhAI par3ate haiM, hAtha meM Ate-Ate saba rAkha ke Dhera ho jAte haiN| yaha anukaMpA hai ki isa jagata meM kisI ko saphalatA nahIM miltii| isI viphalatA se, isI parAjaya se paramAtmA kI khoja zurU hotI hai| isI gahana hAra se, isI pIr3A se isI vikalatA se satya kI dizA meM AdamI kadama uThAtA hai| agara sapane saca ho jAyeM to phira satya ko kauna khoje ? sapane sapane hI rahate haiM, saca to hote hI nahIM, sapane bhI nahIM raha jAte, TUTa kara bikhara jAte haiM, khaMDa-khaMDa ho jAte haiN| cAroM tarapha Tukar3e par3e raha jAte haiN| zubha huA honA cAhate the saphala gRhastha na ho paaye| kauna ho pAtA hai? tumane saphala gRhastha dekhA? agara saphala gRhastha dekhA hotA to buddha ghara chor3a kara na jaate| to mahAvIra ghara choDkara na jaate| tumane saphala gRhastha dekhA kabhI? AzAeM hai| jaba kinhIM do vyaktiyoM kI zAdI hotI hai, strI-puruSa kI, to purohita kahatA hai ki saphala hoo! magara koI kabhI huA? yaha to zubhAkAMkSA hai| yaha to purohita bhI nahIM huA saphala yaha bar3e - bUr3he tumako dete haiM AzIrvAda ki saphala hoo beTA! inase to pUcho ki Apa saphala hue? koI saphala huA saMsAra meM? sikaMdara bhI khAlI hAtha jAtA hai! acchA huA gRhasthI meM saphala na ho sake, anyathA ghara majabUta bana jAtA; phira tuma maMdira khojate hI na

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acchA huA ki prasiddhi meM saphala na hue lekhaka - patrakAra bana jAte to ahaMkAra majabUta ho jaataa| ahaMkAra jitanA majabUta ho jAye utanA hI paramAtmA kI tarapha jAnA muzkila ho jAtA hai| pApI bhI pahuMca jAye, ahaMkArI nahIM pahuMcatA hai| pApI bhI thor3A vinamra hotA hai, kama se kama aparAdha ke kAraNa hI vinamra ho gayA hotA hai ki maiM pApI huuN| lekina jisane do-cAra kitAbeM likha lIM, akhabAra meM nAma chapa jAtA hai-lekhaka ho gayA, kavi ho gayA, citrakAra, mUrtikAra - vaha to akar3a kara khar3A ho jAtA hai| tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA ki aksara lekhaka, citrakAra, kavi nAstika hote haiM - aksara ! patrakAra aksara kSudra buddhi ke loga hote haiN| unake jIvana meM koI virATa kabhI mahatvapUrNa nahIM ho paataa| bar3I akar3a.....! acchA huA, hAre! tumhArI hAra meM paramAtmA kI jIta hai| tumhAre miTane meM hI usake hone kI guMjAiza hai| aura phira rAjanItijJa honA cAhate the- vaha to bar3I kRpA hai usakI ki na ho paaye| kyoMki maiMne sunA nahIM ki rAjanItijJa kabhI svarga pahuMcA ho| aura rAjanIti svarga kI tarapha le bhI nahIM sktii| rAjanIti kA pUrA DhAMcA nArakIya hai| rAjanIti kI pUrI dAva-peMca, cAla-kapaTa - saba narka kA hai| narka kA eka bar3e se bar3A kaSTa yaha hai ki vahAM tumheM saba rAjanItijJa ikaTThe mila jaayeNge| Aga-vA se mata DaranA-vaha to saba purAnI kahAnI hai| Aga to ThIka hI hai| Aga meM to kucha harjA nahIM hai bar3A | lekina saba taraha ke rAjanItijJa vahAM mila jAyeMge tumheN| unake dAva peMca meM satAye jaaoge| narka kA sabase bar3A khatarA yaha hai ki saba rAjanItijJa vahAM haiN| hAlAki jaba bhI koI rAjanItijJa maratA hai, hama kahate haiM, svargIya ho gye| abhI taka sunA nahIM / eka daphA, kahate haiM, eka rAjanItijJa kisI bhUla-cUka se svarga pahuMca gyaa| cAla-tikaDama se pahuMca gayA ho| jaba vaha pahuMcA svarga para usI vakta do sAdhu bhI mara kara pahuMce the| sAdhu bar3e hairAna hue| unheM to haTA kara khar3A kara diyA gyaa| aura rAjanItijJa kA bar3A svAgata huaa| lAla dariyAM bichAyI gyiiN| baiMDa-bAje baje! phUla barasAye gaye! sAdhuoM ke hRdaya meM to bar3I pIr3A huI ki yaha to hada ho gyii| yahI pApI vahAM bhI majA kara rahe the, jamIna para bhI, yahI majA yahAM bhI kara rahe haiN| aura hama to kama se kama isa AzA meM jIye the, kama se kama svarga meM to svAgata hogA; yahAM bhI pIche khar3e kara diye gye| to vaha jo jIsasa ne kahA hai ki jo yahAM aMtima haiM prathama hoMge, saba bakavAsa hai| jo yahAM prathama haiM ve vahAM bhI prathama rahate haiM - aisA mAlUma hotA hai| kama se kama yahAM to isako pIche kara denA thA, hameM Age le lenA thaa| lekina cupa rhe| abhI naye-naye Aye the| ekadama kucha bAta karanI ThIka bhI na thii| bar3I dera lgii| svAgata-samAroha, sAraMgI aura tabale aura saba vAdya baje aura apsarAeM nAcI / khar3e dekhate rahe daravAje para, unako to bhItara bhI kisI ne nahIM bulaayaa| jaba rAjanItijJa calA gayA sAre zora sapATe ke bAda aura phUla par3e raha gaye rAstoM para, taba unheM bhI aMdara le liyaa| socate the ki zAyada aba hamArA bhI svAgata hogA, lekina koI svAgata ityAdi na huA / na baiDa-bAje, na koI phUla-mAlA laayaa| Akhira

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hada ho gyii| pUchA dvArapAla se ki yaha mAmalA kyA hai? kahIM kucha bhUla-cUka to nahIM huI hai aisA to nahIM hai, svAgata kA iMtajAma hamAre lie kiyA thA aura ho gayA usakA ? aura agara bhUla-cUka nahIM huI hai, aisA ThIka hI huA hai to jarA rahasya hameM samajhA do, yaha mAmalA kyA hai? usa dvArapAla ne kahA parezAna mata hoM, sAdhu to sadA svarga Ate rahe, yaha rAjanItijJa pahalI daphA AyA hai, isalie svAgata..! aura phira kabhI AyegA dobArA isakI bhI koI saMbhAvanA nahIM hai| to kisI bhUla-cUka se ho gayI bAta ho gyii| rAjanIti se baca gaye, yaha to zubha huA, yaha to mahAzubha huaa| ina saba se baca gaye, kyoMki hAra gye| hAra saubhAgya hai| use varadAna samajhanA / hAre ko harinAma ! vaha jo hArA, usI ke jIvana meM harinAma kA artha pragaTa hotA hai| jItA, to akar3a jAtA hai| to yaha prabhu kI kRpA, saubhAgya ki hAra gye| aura zAyada usI hAra ke kAraNa yahAM mere pAsa A gaye ho / aba pUchate ho ki ' Apake pAsa A gayA, kucha Azvasta huA mAlUma par3atA hUM / aura aba jAnanA cAhatA hUM ki merI nijI gati aura gaMtavya kyA hai?' aba yahAM A gaye to aba yaha nijapana bhI chor3a do| nijapana ke chor3ate hI tumhAre gaMtavya kA AvirbhAva ho jaayegaa| yaha maiM - pana chor3a do| isa maiM - pana meM abhI bhI thor3I-sI dhUmila rekhA purAne saMskAroM kI raha gayI hai| vaha jo rAjanItijJa honA cAhatA thA, vaha jo lekhaka, patrakAra, prasiddha honA cAhatA thA, vaha jo sukhI-saMpanna gRhastha honA cAhatA thA, usakI thor3I-sI rekhA, thor3I-sI kAlikha raha gayI hai| isa nijapana ko bhI chor3a do| isako bhI haTA do| yaha saba hAra gayA, aba taka jo tumane kiyA, lekina abhI bhItara thoDA sA rasa asmitA kA bacA hai, 'maiM' kA bacA hai| vaha bhI jAne do| usake jAte hI prakAza ho jAyegA / aura taba pUchane kI jarUrata na rahegI ki gaMtavya kyA hai? gaMtavya spaSTa hogaa| tumhArI AMkha khula jaayegii| gaMtavya kahIM bAhara thor3e hI hai! gaMtavya kahIM jAne se thor3e hii| kala sunA nahIM, aSTAvakra kahate haiM : AtmA na to jAtI, na AtI / gatA nahIM hai aatmaa| to gaMtavya kaisA? AtmA vahIM hai jahAM honA caahie| tuma ThIka usI jagaha baiThe ho jahAM tumhArA khajAnA gar3A hai| tumhAre svabhAva meM tumhArA sAmrAjya hai| basa yaha thor3I-sI jo rekhA raha gayI hai, vaha bhI svAbhAvika hai| itane dina taka upadrava meM rahe to vaha upadrava thor3I-bahuta chApa to chor3a hI jAtA hai| usa chApa ko bhI poMcha ddaalo| aba yahAM to bhUla hI jAo atIta ko| yaha atIta kI yAdadAzta bhI jAne do| jo nahIM huA, nahIM huaa| aba to samagra bhAva se yahAM ho to basa yahIM ke ho rho| na AgA na pIchA - yahI kSaNa saba kucha ho jAye, to isI kSaNa meM parama zAMti prgtt| usa zAMti meM saba pragaTa ho jAyegA, saba spaSTa ho jAyegA / rasa to anaMta thA, aMjurI bhara hI piyA jI meM vasaMta thA, eka phUla hI diyA miTane ke dina Aja mujhako yaha soca hai kaise bar3e yuga meM kaisA choTA jIvana jiyA !

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yahAM to maiM cAhatA hUM ki tumhAre pUre jIvana kA vasaMta khila utthe| tuma ikke-dukke phUloM kI mAMga mata karo, nahIM to pIche pchtaaoge| virATa ho sakatA thA aura tuma choTe kI mAMga karate rhe| tumhArI ar3acana bhI maiM samajhatA huuN| mere pAsa loga A jAte haiN| eka mitra Aye saMnyAsa liyaa| saMnyAsa jaba le rahe the, tabhI mujhe thor3A-sA bebUjha mAlUma par3a rahA thA, kyoMki unake cehare para saMnyAsa kA koI bhAva na thaa| paira bhI chue the lekina paira chUne meM paraMparAgata Adata mAlUma par3I thI, prasAda na thaa| mAMgate the saMnyAsa to maiMne de diyaa| saMnyAsa lete hI unhoMne kyA kahA kahA ki maiM bar3I ulajhana meM par3A hUM usI lie AyA hUM / merI badalI karavA deN| paThAnakoTa meM par3A hUM aura zacI jAnA hai| yahI socakara bhagavAna Apake caraNoM meM A gayA hUM ki agara itanA Apa na kareMge, aisA kaise ho sakatA hai! itanA to Apa kareMge hii| maiMne unase pUchA. saca - saca kaho, saMnyAsa isalie to nahIM liyA? rizvata kI taraha to nahIM liyA ki calo saMnyAsa le liyA to yaha kahane kA haka rahegA? kahane lage. aba Apa to saba jAnate hI haiM, jhUTha bhI kaise kahUM? saMnyAsa isIlie le liyA hai..... ki saMnyAsa lene se to mere ho gaye, aba to maiM phikra karUM ! lekina kyA phikra karavA rahe ho? paThAnakoTa se rAcI! kyA pharka par3a jAyegA? kyA mAMga rahe ho? itane spaSTa rUpa se zAyada bahuta logoM kI mAMga nahIM bhI hotI hai, lekina gahare meM khojoge, ace meM jhAkoge to aisI hI mAMgeM chipI pAoge / vidyArthI A jAte haiM, ve kahate haiM ki dhyAna karanA hai tAki smRti ThIka ho jaaye| tumhArI smRti se karanA kyA hai? bar3e-bar3e smRti vAle kyA kara pAye haiM? parIkSA pAsa karanI hai, ki prathama AnA hai, ki golDa meDala lAnA hai to dhyAna kara rahe haiM! koI A jAtA hai, zarIra rugNa hai| vaha kahatA hai, zarIra rugNa rahatA hai| DaoNkTara kahatA hai ki kucha mAnasika gar3abar3a hai, isalie rugNa hai| to dhyAna kara rahe haiM! tuma kSudra mAMga rahe ho virATa se / tumheM kSudra to milegA hI nahIM, virATa se bhI cUka jaaoge| rasa to anaMta thA, aMjurI bhara hI piyA jI meM vasaMta thA, eka phUla hI diyA miTane ke dina Aja mujhako yaha soca hai kaise bar3e yuga meM kaisA choTA jIvana jiyA! pIche pachatAoge! 'maiM' ke AsapAsa khar3I huI koI bhI mAMga mata utthaao| maiM ke pAra kucha maaNgo| Aja phira eka bAra maiM pyAra ko jagAtA hUM khola saba muMde dvAra isa mArU, dhUma, gaMdha ruMdhe sone ke ghara ke hara kone ko sunahalI khulI dhUpa meM nahalAtA hUM

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Aja phira eka bAra tumako bulAtA hUM aura jo maiM hUMn jo jAnA-pahacAnA, jIyA apanAyA hai, merA hai, dhana hai, saMcaya hai, usakI eka-eka kanI ko nyochAvara luTAtA hUM / jo aba taka jIyA, jAnA, pahacAnA saba nyochAvara karo, luTA do! bhUlo, bisase! atIta ko jAne do| jo nahIM ho gayA, nahIM ho gyaa| rAha khAlI karo tAki jo hone ko hai, vaha ho| yaha kUr3A-karkaTa httaao| Aja phira eka bAra tumako bulAtA hUM aura jo maiM hUM jo jAnA-pahacAnA, jIyA apanAyA hai, merA hai dhana hai, saMcaya hai, usakI eka-eka kanI ko nyochAvara luTAtA hUM / prabhu ke dvAra para to jaba tuma naMge, rikta hAtha, itane rikta hAtha ki tuma bhI nahIM, kevala eka zUnya kI bhAMti khar3e ho jAte ho - tabhI tumhArI jholI bhara dI jAtI hai| maMdira tumhArA hai, devatA haiM kisake ? praNati tumhArI hai, phUla jhare kisake ? nahIM-nahIM maiM jharA, maiM jhukA maiM hI to maMdira hUM aura devatA tumhArA vahAM bhItara pIThikA para Tike prasAda se bhare tumhAre hAtha aura maiM yahAM deharI ke bAhara hI sArA rIta gyaa| jisa dina tuma deharI ke bAhara hI sAre rIta jAoge, usa dina prabhu ke 'prasAda bhare hAtha basa tumhArI jholI meM hI uMDala jAte haiN| vahAM bhItara pIThikA para Tike prasAda se bhare tumhAre hAtha aura maiM yahAM deharI ke bAhara hI sArA rIta gayA ! to, yadi bharanA cAho / miTo, agara honA cAho / zUnya ko hI pUrNa kA Atithya milatA hai| AkhirI prazna :

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ApakI pustakeM par3hane se Uba AtI hai| dhyAna karane kI icchA bhI nahIM hotii| aura Tepabaddha pravacana sunane kI icchA nahIM ke barAbara hai| Apake pravacana meM bhI mujhe patA cala jAtA hai ki Apa aisA hI kheNge| phira bhI rUpAMtaraNa nahIM hotA, aisA kyoM? aura rUpAMtaraNa nahIM huA hai to phira par3hane, sanane aura dhyAna karane meM Uba kyoM anubhava hotI hai? aura prabhu, roja-roja eka hI bAta doharAne meM kyA Apako Uba nahIM AtI? ba ko samajhanA caahie| Uba kyA hai? Uba ke bahuta kAraNa ho sakate haiN| pahalA kAraNa : jo tumhArI samajha meM na Aye, aura use bAra-bAra sunanA par3e, to Uba svAbhAvika hai| bAra-bAra sunane se aisA samajha meM bhI Ane lage ki samajha meM A gayA, aura samajha meM na Aye, kyoMki samajha meM A jAnA ki samajha meM A gayA-samajha meM A jAnA nahIM hai| bAra-bAra sunane se aisA lagane lagatA hai, paricita zabda haiM, paricita bAta hai| merI zabdAvalI koI bahuta bar3I to nahIM hai muzkila se tIna-cAra sau shbd| maiM koI paMDita to hUM nahIM unhIM-unhIM zabdoM kA bAra-bAra upayoga karatA huuN| to bAra-bAra sunane se tumheM samajha meM Ane lagatA hai ki samajha meM A gyaa| aura samajha meM kucha bhI nahIM aayaa| kyoMki samajha meM A jAye to rUpAMtaraNa ho jaaye| samajha to krAMti hai| to jaba taka krAMti na ho, taba taka samajhanA abhI samajha meM nahIM aayaa| aura tumheM jaba taka samajha meM na Aye, taba taka mujhe doharAnA pdd'egaa| tumheM samajha meM na Aye aura maiM Age kA pATha karane lagU to bAta gar3abar3a ho jaayegii| taba to tuma kabhI bhI na samajha paaoge| abhI to pahalA pATha hI samajha meM nahIM aayaa| ___ tumane mahAbhArata kI kathA sunI hogii| pahalA pATha droNa ne par3hAyA hai| arjuna par3ha kara A gayA duryodhana par3ha kara A gayA, saba vidayArthI par3ha kara A gye| yudhiSThira ne kahA ki abhI maiM nahIM taiyAra kara pAyA, kala kruuNgaa| kala bhI bIta gayA, parasoM bhI bIta gayA, dina para dina bItane lge| droNa to bahuta hairAna hue kyoMki socA thA yudhiSThira sabase pratibhAzAlI hogaa| vaha zAMta thA, saumya thA, vinamra thaa| saba vidyArthI Age bar3hane lge| koI dasaveM pATha para pahuMca gayA koI bArahaveM pATha para pahuMca gayA yaha pahale para aTakA hai| yaha to bar3I gar3abar3a ho gyii| eka saptAha bItate -bItate to guru kA dhairya bhI TUTa gyaa| aura unhoMne pUchA ki mAmalA kyA hai? pahale pATha meM aisI ar3acana kyA hai? yudhiSThira ne kahA. jaisA aura karake Aye haiM, agara vaisA hI mujhase bhI karane ko kahate hoM to koI ar3acana nahIM hai| pahalA pATha thA, usameM vacana thA : satya bolo| saba yAda karake A gaye ki pahalA pATha, satya bolo| yudhiSThira ne kahA, lekina taba se maiM satya bolane kI koziza kara rahA hUM abhI taka sadha nahIM pAyA, abhI jhUTha ho jAtA hai| to jaba taka satya bolanA na A jAye, dUsare pATha para haTanA kaise?

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taba zAyada droNa ko lagA hogA ki kaisI bhrAMta bAta unhoMne soca lI thI isake lie! saba bacce yAda karake A gaye the-satya bolo-jaisA totA yAda kara letA hai| tote ko yAda karavA do, satya bolo, satya bolo, to doharAne lgegaa| lekina satya bolo, yaha doharAne se satya bolanA thor3e hI zurU hotA hai! usase to matalaba hI na thA kisI ko| kisI ne pATha ko usa gaharAI se to liyA hI na thaa| yudhiSThira ne kahA ki prabhu, agara pUre jIvana meM yaha eka pATha bhI A jAyegA to dhanya ho gayA! aba dUsare pATha taka jAne kI jarUrata bhI kyA hai? satya bolo-bAta ho gyii| aba to mujhe isa pahale pATha meM rama jAne deM, rasamagna ho jAne deN| tuma sunate ho-vahI zabda, vahI satya kI ora ishaare| tumheM bAra-bAra suna kara lagatA hai samajha meM A gyaa| yudhiSThira bno| samajha meM tabhI mAnanA jaba jIvana meM A jaaye| aura jaba taka tumhAre jIvana meM na A jAye, agara maiM dUsare pAThoM para bar3ha jAUM, to tumase merA saMbaMdha chUTa jaayegaa| aura phira eka aura ar3acana kI bAta hai| jo maiM tumheM sikhA rahA hUM usameM dUsarA pATha hI nahIM hai, basa eka hI pATha hai| isa pustaka meM kula eka hI pATha hai| tuma mujhase jisa DhaMga se cAho kahalavA lo| kabhI aSTAvakra ke bahAne, kabhI mahAvIra ke, kabhI buddha ke, kabhI pataMjali ke, kabIra ke, muhammada ke, IsA ke-tuma jisa DhaMga se cAho mujhase kahalavA lo| maiM tumase vahI khuuNgaa| pATha eka hai| thor3e bahuta yahAM -vahAM pharka ho jAyeMge tumheM samajhAne ke, lekina jo maiM samajhA rahA hUM vaha eka hai| tuma caho kisI bhI uMgalI se kaho, maiM jo batAUMgA vaha cAMda eka hai| uMgaliyAM pAca haiM mere pAsa, dasa haiM kabhI se batA dUMgA, kabhI isa hAtha se batA dUMgA; kabhI eka uMgalI se, kabhI dUsarI uMgalI se; kabhI muTThI bAMdha kara batA dUMgA-lekina cAMda to eka hai| usa cAMda kI tarapha le jAne kI bAta bhI aneka nahIM ho sktii| to jo samajha se bhare haiM, jo thor3e samajhapUrvaka jI rahe haiM, ve to AhlAdita hoMge ki maiM vahI vahI bAta bahuta-bahuta rUpoM meM unase kahe jA rahA huuN| jagaha jagaha se coTa kara rahA huuN| lekina kIla to eka hI ThokanI hai| naye-naye bahAne khoja rahA hUM, lekina kIla to eka hI ThokanI hai| lekina jo kevala buddhi se suneMge aura suna kara samajha leMge samajha meM A gayA kyoMki suna to liye zabda, jAna to liye zabda-unako ar3acana hogI, ve Ubane lgeNge| to eka to Uba isalie paidA ho jAtI hai| dUsarI Uba kA kAraNa aura bhI hai| jaba tuma mere pAsa pahalI daphA sunane Ate ho to aksara jo maiM kaha rahA hUM usameM tumhArI utsukatA kama hotI hai jisa DhaMga se kaha rahA hUM usameM jyAdA hotI hai| loga bAhara jA kara kahate haiM khUba kahA! kyA kahA, usase matalaba nahIM hai| kahane ke DhaMga se matalaba hai| aba DhaMga to merA, merA hI hogaa| roja-roja tuma sunoge dhIre - dhIre tumheM lagane lagegA ki yaha zailI to purAnI par3a gyii| yaha bhI svAbhAvika hai| agara tumhArA zailI meM rasa thA to Aja nahIM kala Uba paidA ho jaayegii| phira bahuta loga haiM, jo sirpha kevala maiM jo kabhI choTI-moTI kahAniyAM bIca meM kaha detA hUM unhIM ko sunane Ate haiN| mere pAsa patra taka likha kara bheja dete haiM ki Apane do-tIna dina se mullA nasaruddIna

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ko yAda nahIM kiyA? maiM mahAvIra para bola rahA hUM, ve mullA nasaruddIna ko suna rahe haiN| maiM muhammada para bola rahA hUM ve mullA nasaruddIna ko suna rahe haiN| maiM mUsA para bola rahA hUM ve mullA nasaruddIna ko suna rahe haiN| maiM manu para bola rahA ve mullA nasaruddIna ko suna rahe haiN| yaha to aise huA ki maiMne bhojana tumhAre lie sajAyA aura tuma caTanI- caTanI khAte rhe| caTanI svAdiSTa hai, mAnA; lekina caTanI se puSTi na milegii| ThIka thA, roTI ke sAtha lagA kara khA lete| isIlie caTanI rakhI thI ki roTI tumhAre gale ke nIce utara jaaye| caTanI to bahAnA thI, roTI ko gale ke nIce le jAnA thaa| binA caTanI ke calI jAtI to- acchA, nahIM jAtI to caTanI kA upayoga kara lete| roTI bhUla hI gaye, tuma caTanI hI caTanI mAMgane lge| tuma to dhIre- dhIre aisA AdamI bhI Uba jaayegaa| kyoMki vaha dekhegA yaha AdamI to roTI khilAne para jora de rahA hai| tuma caTanI ke lie Aye, merA jora roTI para hai| caTanI kA upayoga bhI karatA hUM to sirpha roTI kaise tumhAre gale ke bhItara utara jaaye| tumhAre Ane ke kAraNa tuma jAno merA kAma maiM jAnatA hUM ki tumhAre gale ke nIce koI satya utAranA hai| bAkI saba Ayojana hai satya ko utArane kaa| agara tuma rUkhA-sUkhA utArane ko rAjI hoM-suvidhA, saralatA se ho jaayegaa| anyathA pakavAna banAyeMge, bahAnA khojeMge; lekina DAleMge to vahI jo DAlanA hai| to usase bhI Uba paidA ho jAtI hai| phira jisane pUchA hai. 'samAdhi' ne pUchA hai| eka vakta thA, maiM sAre deza meM ghUma rahA thaa| mere bolane kA DhaMga dUsarA thaa| bhIr3a se bola rahA thaa| bhIr3a mere sAtha kisI taraMga meM baMdhI huI nahIM thI / hajAra taraha ke loga the| tala logoM kA svabhAvataH logoM kA tala thaa| bhIr3a se bolanA ho to bhIr3a kI taraha bolanA hotA hai| sAre deza meM ghUma rahA thaa| eka gAMva meM kabhI phira AtA sAla bhara bAda, do sAla bAda usa samaya jina logoM ne mujhe sunA unako bAteM jyAdA samajha meM A jAtI thIM- unake tala kI thiiN| lekina maiM kisI aura prayojana se ghUma rahA thaa| unake manoraMjana ke lie nahIM ghUma rahA thaa| maiM to isa prayojana se ghUma rahA thA ki kucha logoM ko inameM se cuna lUMgA, khoja lUMgA; dvAra-dvAra dastaka de aauuNgaa| phira jo saca meM hI yAtrA para rAjI hai, vaha mere pAsa AyegA / taba maiM tumhAre pAsa AyA thaa| aba maiM tumhAre pAsa nahIM AtA aba tumheM mere pAsa AnA hai| 'samAdhi' unhIM dinoM meM mujhameM utsuka huI thii| una dinoM jo loga mujhameM utsuka hue the unameM se bahuta se loga cale gye| jAyeMge hI kyoMki unakI utsukatA kA kAraNa samApta ho gyaa| taba maiM jo bola rahA thA, vaha sanasanIkheja thaa| aba jo maiM bola rahA hUM vaha ati gaMbhIra hai| taba maiM jo bola rahA thA, vaha bhIr3a ke lie thA; aba jo maiM bola rahA hUM vaha klAsa ke lie hai, vaha eka viziSTa varga ke lie hai-saMskAraniSTha / taba jo maiM bola rahA thA, vaha kutUhala jinako thA, unake lie bhI ThIka thaa| Aja to unake lie bola rahA hUM jo jijJAsA se bhare haiN| aura vastuta unake lie bola rahA hUM jo mumukSA se bhare haiN| to pharka par3a gayA hai| to una dinoM jo loga mere pAsa Aye the, unameM se ninyAnabe pratizata loga cale gye| maiM jAnatA hI thA ki ve cale jaayeNge| unake lie maiM bolA bhI na thA / vaha to eka pratizata

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jo baca gaye, unhIM ke kAraNa mujhe ninyAnabe pratizata se bhI bolanA par3A thaa| una eka ko maiMne cuna liyA hai| aba, aba yahAM bhIr3a se bAta nahIM ho rhii| aba maiM tumhArI tarapha bahuta dhyAna de kara nahIM bolatA huuN| aba isakI phikra nahIM karatA hUM ki tumheM ruko| nahIM rucegA; tumheM jaMcegA, nahIM jNcegaa| aba tuma para dhyAna rakha kara nahIM boltaa| aba to jo mujhe bolanA hai, usa para jyAdA dhyAna hai| aura maiM dhIre-dhIre cAhUMgA jina logoM ko rucikara na lagatA ho, Uba AtI ho-ve haTeM, ve vidA ho jaayeN| kyoMki maiM to dhIre- dhIre aura gaharA hotA jaauuNgaa| jaldI hI aisI ghar3I AyegI, yahAM bahuta thor3e -se pakSI raha jaayeNge| aura jaba ve thor3e se pakSI raha jAyeMge, to mujhe jo ThIka-ThIka kahanA hai, vahI unase kaha skuuNgaa| dekhA, prAimarI skUla meM to hajAroM, lAkhoM vidyArthI bharatI hote haiM, miDala skUla meM chaMTa jAte haiM, hAI skUla meM aura chaMTa jAte haiM, kAleja meM A kara aura chaMTa jAte haiM; vizvavidyAlaya meM aura chaMTa jAte haiM -chaMTate jAte haiN| Akhira meM to bahuta thor3e-se loga raha jAte haiN| mere bolane meM yaha saba sIr3hiyAM pAra huI haiN| isameM kaI taraha kI jhaMjhaTeM bhI ho gyiiN| kucha prAimarI skUla ke vidyArthI bhI aTake raha gye| lagAva bana gayA unakA mujhase; ruka gaye, jA na ske| kucha miDala skUla ke vidyArthI bhI raha gaye unakA lagAva bana gayA, ve na jA ske| aba unakI bar3I ar3acana hai| aba unakI bar3I phAMsI lagI hai| aba ve jA nahIM sakate, kyoMki mujhase lagAva bana gayA hai| aura aba unakI samajha meM bhI nahIM AtA ki kyA ho rahA hai| yaha kyA kahA jA rahA hai? yaha unase bahuta pAra par3a rahA hai| jisako bhI Uba AtI ho-yA to apane ko badalo yA mujhe chodd'o| do hI upAya haiN| maiM badalane ko nahIM huuN| aba maiM kucha aisI bAta na kahUMgA jisase tumhArI vaha Uba kama ho| saca to yaha hai jo Akhira meM baca jAyeMge unake lie maiM isa taraha se bolUMgA ki usameM Uba hI Uba hogii| tuma zAyada jAnate na hoo, lekina Uba dhyAna kA eka prayoga hai| bacakAnI Adata hai ki sadA nayA khilaunA cAhie; nayI cIja cAhie; nayI patnI cAhie; nayA makAna caahie| bacakAnI Adata hai| yaha bacapanA hai, praur3hatA nahIM hai| sadiyoM se sadaguruoM ne prayoga kiyA hai Uba kaa| jhena Azrama meM jApAna meM sArI vyavasthA boraDama kI hai, Uba kI hai| tIna baje rAta uTha AnA par3egA, niyama se, ghar3I ke kATe kI trh| snAna karanA hogaa| baMdhe hue miniTa mile hue haiN| cAya mila jAyegI vahI cAya jo tuma bIsa varSa se pI rahe ho, usameM rattI bhara pharka nahIM hogaa| phira dhyAna ke lie baiTha jAnA hai -vahI dhyAna jo tuma varSo se kara rahe ho, vahI aasn| sAdhuoM ke sira ghoMTa dete haiM tAki unake ceharoM meM jyAdA bheda na raha jaaye| ghuTe sira karIba-karIba eka-se mAlUma hone lagate haiM-khayAla kiyA tumane? adhikatara cehare kA pharka bAloM se hai| sira ghoMTa DAlo sabake, tumheM apane mitra bhI pahacAnane muzkila ho jaayeNge| jaise miliTrI meM cale jAo to eka-sI vardI-aisI eka-sI vardI sAdhuoM kii|

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dekhate haiM, maiMne geruA pahanA diyA hai! usase vyaktitva kSINa hotA hai| to bauddha bhikSu eka-sA vastra pahanatA hai, sira ghuTe hote, eka-se kRtya karatA hai, eka-sI cAla calatA hai| vahI roja / phira dhyAna cala kara karanA hai, phira baiTha kara karanA hai, phira cala kara karanA hai| dina bhara dhyAna...! phira vahI guru, phira vahI prazna, phira vahI uttara, phira vahI pravacana, phira vahI buddha ke sUtra phira rAta, phira ThIka samaya para so jAnA hai| vahI bhojana roja ! tuma cakita hooge ki jhena AzramoM meM unhoMne vRkSa taka haTA diye haiN| kyoMki vRkSoM meM rUpAMtaraNa hotA rahatA hai| kabhI patte Ate, kabhI jhara jAte; kabhI phUla khilate, kabhI nahIM khilte| mausama ke sAtha badalAhaTa hotI hai| to itanI badalAhaTa bhI pasaMda nahIM kI / jhena AzramoM meM unhoMne reta aura caTTAna ke bagIce banAye haiN| unake dhyAna-maMdira ke pAsa jo bagIcA hotA hai, raoNka gArDana, vaha patthara aura caTTAna kA banA hotA hai, aura reta / usameM kabhI koI badalAhaTa nahIM hotI hai| vaha vaisA kA vaisA pratidina | tuma phira Aye, phira Aye vahI kA vahI, vahI kA vahI ! kyA prayojana hai yaha? isake pIche kAraNa hai| jaba tuma vahI vahI sunate, vahI - vahI karate, vahI - vahI cAroM tarapha banA rahatA to dhIre- dhIre tumhArI naye kI jo AkAMkSA hai bacakAnI, vaha vidA ho jAtI hai| tuma rAjI ho jAte ho| to mana kA kutUhala mara jAtA hai aura kucha uttejanA khojane kI Adata kho jAtI hai| Uba se gujarane ke bAda eka aisI ghar3I AtI hai jahAM zAMti upalabdha hotI hai| naye kA khojI kabhI zAMta nahIM ho sktaa| naye kA khojI to hamezA jhaMjhaTa meM rhegaa| kyoMki hara cIja se Uba paidA ho jaayegii| tuma dekhate nahIM, eka makAna meM raha liye, jaba taka nayA thA, do-cAra dina ThIka, phira paMcAyata shuruu| phira yaha ki koI dUsarA makAna banA leM, ki dUsarA kharIda leN| eka kapar3A pahana liyA, aba phira dUsarA banA leN| striyAM, dekhate ho sAr3iyoM para sAr3iyA rakhe rahatI haiN| ghaMToM laga jAte haiM unheM, pati haoNrna bajA rahA hai niice| Trena pakar3anI, ki kisI jalase meM jAnA, ki zAdI huI jA rahI hogI aura ye abhI yaha ghara se nahIM nikale haiM aura patnI abhI yahI nahIM taya kara pA rahI hai... eka sAr3I nikAlatI, dUsarI nikaaltii| sAr3I kA itanA moha ! naye kA, badalAhaTa kA ! jo sAr3I eka daphA pahana lI, phira rasa nahIM aataa| vaha to dikhA cukI usa sAr3I meM apane rUpa ko, aba dUsarA rUpa caahie| bAla ke DhaMga badalI / bAla kI zailI bdlo| naye AbhUSaNa phno| kucha nayA karo! yahI to bacakAnA AdamI hai| yahI Agraha le kara agara tuma yahAM bhI A gaye ki maiM tumase roja nayI bAta kahUM to tuma galata jagaha A gye| maiM to vahI khuuNgaa| merA svara to eka hai| sunate sunate dhIre- dhIre tumhAre mana kI yaha caMcalatA - nayA ho - kho jaayegii| isake khone para hI jo ghaTatA hai, vaha zAMti hai| Uba se gujara jAne ke bAda jo ghaTatA hai vaha zAMti hai| to yaha pravacana sirpha pravacana nahIM hai, yaha to dhyAna kA eka prayoga bhI hai| isalie to roja bole jAtA huuN| kahane ko itanA kyA ho sakatA hai? karIba tIna sAla se niraMtara roja bola rahA huuN| aura tIsa sAla bhI aise hI bolatA rahUMgA, agara bacA rhaa| to kahane ko nayA kyA ho sakatA hai ? tIna sau

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la bhI bolatA raha sakatA huuN| isase kucha aMtara hI nahIM pdd'taa| yaha to dhyAna kA eka prayoga hai| aura jo yahAM baiTha kara mujhe saca meM samajhe haiM, ve aba isakI phikra nahIM karate ki mere zabda kyA haiM, maiM kyA kaha rahA hUM -aba to unake lie yahAM baiThanA eka dhyAna kI varSA hai| phira agara tuma pahale se kucha sunane kA Agraha le kara Aye ho to muzkila ho jAtI hai| tuma agara mAna kara cale ho ki aisI bAta sunane ko milegI, ki manoraMjana hogA, ki aisA hogA, vaisA hogA-to ar3acana ho jAtI hai| tuma agara khAlI-khAlI Aye ho ki jo hogA dekheMge, to ar3acana nahIM hotii| eka dina mullA nasaruddIna apanI patnI se jhagar3a kara kAma para jA rahA thaa| gusse meM thA, gusse se bharA thA ki rAste meM kisI ne pUchA : bar3e miyAM, ApakI ghar3I meM samaya kyA hai? vaha bolA tumako isase kyA matalaba? jhagar3e se bharA AdamI! koI ghar3I meM samaya bhI pUcha le to vaha kahatA hai : 'tumako isase kyA matalaba?' bajA hogA jo bajA hogA merI ghar3I meN| ghar3I merI hai, tumheM isase kyA matalaba? eka dhuAM hai usakI AMkha para-usase hI cIjoM ko dekhane kI vRtti hotI hai| to tuma agara kucha dhuAM le kara A gaye ho-kisI bhI taraha kA dhuAM lagAva kA, virodha kA-to ar3acana hogii| agara tuma isalie bhI A gaye ho ki kucha nayA sunane ko milegA to ar3acana hogii| maiMne kucha aisA AzvAsana diyA nhiiN| tuma agara khAlI-khAlI A gaye ho ki mere pAsa baiThanA milegaa| ghar3I bhara mere pAsa hone kA maukA milegaa| bolanA to bahAnA hai| sunanA to bahAnA hai| thor3I dera sAtha-sAtha ho raceMge, eka dhArA meM baha leMge to phira jo bhI tuma sunoge vahI sArthaka hogaa| usI meM rasadhAra bhegii| to tumhAre sunane para nirbhara karatA hai| aura yaha bAta to 'samAdhi' ko bhI samajha meM AtI hai ki rUpAMtaraNa nahIM huA hai| 'to phira par3hane, sunane aura dhyAna karane meM Uba kyoM anubhava hotI hai?' zAyada rUpAMtaraNa tumane cAhA bhI nahIM hai abhii|'smaadhi' ko maiM jAnatA huuN| zAyada rUpAMtaraNa kI abhI cAha bhI nahIM hai| cAha zAyada kucha aura hai| aura vaha cAha pUrI nahIM ho rhii| kisI ko dhana cAhie; dhana nahIM mila rahA hai, socatA hai calo dharma meM dhyAna lagA deN| magara bhItara to cAha dhana kI hai| kisI ko prema cAhie; prema nahIM mila rahA hai, vaha socatA hai calo, kisI taraha apane ko dharma meM ulajhA leM dhyAna meM lagA leM lekina bhItara to prema kI khaTaka banI hai| to apane bhItara khojo| rUpAMtaraNa jisako cAhie usakA ho kara rhegaa| lekina tumheM cAhie hI na ho, tuma kucha aura cAhate hoo aura yaha rUpAMtaraNa kI bAta kevala Upara-Upara se lapeTa lI ho, yaha kevala AbhUSaNa mAtra ho, yaha kevala bahAnA ho kucha chipA lene kA to ar3acana ho jaayegii| phira yaha na ho skegaa| phira tuma vahI sunanA cAhoge jo tuma sunanA cAhate ho| abhI aisA huA ki buddha ke sUtroM para jaba maiM bola rahA thA to buddha ne to aisI bAteM kahI haiM jo ki pazcima se Ane vAle yAtriyoM ko nahIM jaMcatI haiN| usake pahale maiM hasIda phakIroM para bola rahA

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thaa| to hasIda phakIra to aisI bAta kahate haiM jo pazcima ke yAtrI ko jaMca sakatI haiN| hasIda phakIra to kahate haiM, paramAtmA kA hai yaha saMsAra / saba rAga-raMga usakA / patnI-bacce bhI tthiik| bhoga meM hI prArthanA ko jagAnA hai| bhoga bhI prArthanA kA hI eka DhaMga hai| to jama rahA thaa| phira buddha ke vacana Aye | aura buddha ke vacanoM meM buddha ne aisI bAteM kahI haiM ki strI kyA hai? haDDI, mAMsa, majjA kA Dhera! camar3e kA eka baiga, thailA, usameM bharA hai kUr3A-kabAr3a, gaMdagI ! to aneka pazcimI mitroM ne patra likha kara bheje ki buddha kI bAta hameM jamatI nahIM aura bar3I tilamilAtI hai| eka strI ne to likha kara bhejA ki maiM chor3a kara jA rahI huuN| yaha bhI kyA bAta hai! maiM to yahAM isalie AyI thI ki merA prema kaise gaharA ho? aura yahAM to virAga kI bAteM ho rahI haiN| aba agara tuma prema gaharA karane Aye ho to nizcita hI buddha kI bAta bar3I ghabarAhaTa kI lgegii| vaha strI to nArAjagI meM chor3a kara calI bhI gayI / yaha to patra likha gayI ki yaha bAta maiM sunane AyI nahIM hUM na maiM sunanA cAhatI huuN| zarIra to suMdara hai aura ye kahate haiM kUDA-karkaTa, gaMdagI bharI hai| buddha ke vacana sunane hoM aura agara tuma prema kI khoja meM Aye ho to bar3I muzkila ho jaayegii| 'samAdhi' ne abhI saMsAra jIyA nahIM - jIne kI AkAMkSA hai| aura jIne kI himmata bhI nahIM / mere pAsa yuvaka A jAte haiM, jo kahate haiM kAmavAsanA se chuTakArA dilvaaiye| brahmacarya kI bAta jaMcatI hai| abhI yuvaka haiN| abhI kAmavAsanA kA dukha bhI nahIM bhogA, to chuTakArA kaise hogA? aura kAmavAsanA meM jAne kI himmata bhI nahIM hai| kyoMki ve kahate haiM uttaradAyitva ho jAyegA; zAdI kara lI, bacce ho jAyeMge, phira saMnyAsa kA kyA hogA? phira nikala pAyeMge ki nahIM nikala pAyeMge? jhaMjhaTa se Dare bhI haiN| aura jhaMjhaTa jhaMjhaTa hai, aisA abhI svayaM kA anubhava bhI nahIM hai| to maiM to unase kahatA hUM. jhaMjhaTa uThA lo / dharma itanA sastA nahIM hai| dharma to jIvana ke anubhava se hI AtA hai| to tuma agara kucha sunane Aye ho, tumhArI kucha mAnyatA hai, kucha dhAraNA hai, bhItara koI rasa hai, usase mela na khAyegI bAta, to tuma Uboge, parezAna hooge| tumheM lagegA vyartha kI bakavAsa cala rahI hai| lekina agara tuma khAlI Aye ho, khoja kI ghar3I A gayI hai, phala paka gayA hai, to havA kA jarA-sA jhoMkA, aura phala gira jAyegA ! yaha jo maiM tumase kaha rahA hUM tUphAnI havA bahA rahA huuN| agara phala jarA bhI pakA hai to girane hI vAlA hai| agara nahIM giratA hai to kaccA hai aura abhI girane kA samaya nahIM AyA hai| pako! jaldI hai bhI nahIM / mata suno merI baat| jahAM se Uba AtI ho, sunanA hI kyoM? jAnA kyoM? chor3o! jahAM rasa AtA ho vahAM jaao| agara jIvana meM rasa AtA ho to ghabarAo mt| RSi-muniyoM kI mata suno! jAo jIvana meM utaro ! naraka ko bhogoge to hI naraka se chUTane kI AkAMkSA paidA hogii| dukha ko jAnoge to hI rUpAMtaraNa kA bhAva utthegaa| yaha krAMti sastI nahIM hai| kevala unhIM ko hotI hai jinake svAnubhava se aisI ghar3I A jAtI hai, jahAM unheM lagatA hai, badalanA hai| nahIM ki kisI ne samajhAyA hai, isalie badalanA hai| jahAM khuda hI

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ke prANa kahate haiM. badalanA hai! aba binA badale na clegaa| merI bAteM tumheM nahIM badala deNgii| tuma badalane kI sthiti meM A gaye to merI bAteM cinagArI kA kAma kareMgI; tumhAre ghara meM Aga laga jAyegI / eka AdamI mara gyaa| svarga phuNcaa| paramAtmA ne usase pUchA nIce kI duniyA meM kyA-kyA kiyA? usane kahA. maiM sAdhu puruSa thA, maiMne kucha kiyA nhiiN| paramAtmA ne pUchA. zarAba pI? usane kahA : Apa bhI kaisI bAteM kara rahe haiM! sadA dUra rahA! 'striyoM se saMbaMdha banAye?' usane kahA. maiM yaha soca bhI nahIM sakatA ki paramAtmA aura aise prazna pUchegA ! are rAmAyaNa kA koI prazna pUcho ki gItA kA, jo maiM kaMThastha karatA rhaa| yaha bhI kyA bAta ! paramAtmA ne kahA acchA sigareTa to pI hI hogI? vaha AdamI nArAja ho gyaa| usane kahA : baMda karo bakavAsa ! maiM sAdhu - puruSa...... to paramAtmA ne kahA ki bhale AdamI! taba tujhe nIce bhejA hI kyoM thA, jhakha mArane ko ? to itane dina kyA karatA rahA ? kahAM rahA tU itane dina ? aura karatA kyA thA? aura agara yaha kucha bhI nahIM kiyA to terI sAdhutA kA kitanA mUlya hogA? terI sAdhutA eka taraha kI kAyaratA hai| tU vApisa jaa| sAdhutA to phala hai-bar3e vikAsa kA ! jIvana kI sArI pIr3AoM, sAre saMkaToM, sAre saMgharSoM se gujara kara sAdhutA kA phala lagatA hai| to maiM jo bAteM kaha rahA tabhI tumhAre hRdaya meM praveza kareMgI hRdaya unakI maMjUSA banegA- vaha tumane jIvana ko jAga kara dekhA, bhogA, tape, bhaTake, dvAra-dvAra ThokareM khaayii| hajAra dvAroM para ThokareM khA kara hI koI maMdira ke dvAra taka A pAtA hai| aura phira tuma kahIM bhI ho, phira usakI aharniza dhvani sunAI par3ane lagatI hai| tana trasta kahIM mana masta vahIM jisa Thaura kI mauje rAgoM kI rasa ke sAgara se jhUla jhapaTa jIvana ke taTa para TakarAtI / tana trasta kahIM mana masta vahIM jisa Thaura lahariyAM rAgoM kI rasa ke mAnasa kI godI meM cira suSamA kA sAvana gAtIM / phira tana kahIM bhI ho| phira tumhArA zarIra kahIM bhI ho, kaisI - hI dazA meM ho.... / tana trasta kahIM mana masta vahIM

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jisa Thaura kI mauje rAgoM kI rasa ke sAgara se jhUla jhapaTa jIvana ke taTa para TakarAtI / tana trasta kahIM mana masta vahIM jisa Thaura lahariyAM rAgoM kI rasa ke mAnasa kI godI meM cira suSamA kA sAvana gAtIM / lekina tana ke rAste se gujaranA hogaa| binA gujare nahIM kucha mila skegaa| krAMti ghaTegI nizcita ghaTegI, lekina sastI nahIM ghaTatI- arjita karanI hai| yahAM dUsarA varga bhI hai sunane vAloM kA, jo paka kara AyA hai| usakI bAta kucha aura ho jAtI hai| eka mitra ne likhA hai : tere milana meM eka nazA hai gulAbI usI ko pI kara ke cUra hUM maiM aba kho gayA hUM hoza meM behoza hone kA garUra hai mujhe| eka dUsare mitra ne likhA hai. prabhu abhAva ke AMsuo meM DUbe mere praNAma svIkAra kareM aura pAtheya va AzISa deM ki acetana meM chipI vAsanAoM ke bIja dagdha ho jAyeM / eka aura mitra ne likhA khai : maiM ajJAnI mUr3ha janama se itanA bheda na jAnA kisako maiM samajheM apanA kisako samajheM begAnA kitanA besura thA yaha jIvana DAla na pAyA isako laya meM ina adharoM para haMsI nahIM thI camaka nahIM thI ina AMkhoM meM lekina Aja darasa prabhu kA pA saba kucha maiMne pAyA !

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nirbhara karatA hai - tumhArI citta - dazA para nirbhara karatA hai| kucha haiM jo Uba jAyeMge, kucha haiM jinheM prabhu kA darasa mila jAyegA / kucha haiM jo Uba jAyeMge kucha haiM jinake lie maMdira ke dvAra khula jAyeMge / saba tuma para nirbhara hai| hari oma tatsat!

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prabhu kI prathama AhaTa-nistabdhatA meM-pravacana-taiharavAM dinAMka 23 navaMbara, 1976; rajanIza Azrama, puunaa| aSTAvakra uvaac| yatvaM pazyasi tatraikaslameva prtibhaasse| kiM pRthaka bhAsate svarNAtkaTa kaaNgdnuprm|| 139 / / ayaM souhamayaM nAhaM vibhAgamiti sNtyj| sarvamAtmeti nizcitya ni:saMkalya sukhI bhava!! 1401/ tavaivAjJAnato vizva tvameka: prmaarthtH|| tvattounyo nAsti saMsArI nAsaMsArI va kshcn|| 141 / / bhAMtimAtramidaM vizva na kiciditi nishcyrii| nirvAsana: sphartimAtro na kicidivi shaamyti|| 142 / / eka eva bhavAbhodhAvAsIdasti bhvissyti|| na te baMdhousti mokSo vA kRtakRtya sukha cr|| 143 / / mA saMkalyavikalyAthyAM citta kSobhaya cinmy| upazAmba sakhaM tiSTha svaatyyaanNdvigrhe|| 14411 tyajaiva dhyAnaM sarvatra mA kiciyadi dhaary| AtmA tvaM mukta zvAmi kivimazya krissysi|| 145 / / pahalA sUtraH aSTAvakra ne kahA, 'jisako tU dekhatA hai usameM eka tU hI bhAsatA hai| kyA kaMganA, bAjUbaMda aura nUpura sone se bhinna bhAsate haiM?' yatvaM pazyasi tatraikaslameva prtibhaasse| jagata jaise darpaNa hai: hama apane ko hI bAra-bAra dekha lete haiM; apanI hI pratichavi bAra-bAra khoja lete haiN| jo hama haiM, vahI hameM dikhAI par3a jAtA hai| sAdhAraNata: hama socate haiM, jo hameM dikhAI par3a rahA hai, bAhara hai| phUla meM sauMdarya dikhA to socate haiM, suMdara hogA phuul| nahIM, sauMdarya tumhArI AMkhoM meM haiN| vahI phUla dUsare ko suMdara na bhI ho| kisI tIsare ko usa phUla meM na sauMdarya ho, na asauMdarya ho, koI taTastha bhI ho| kisI cauthe ko upekSA ho| jo tumhAre bhItara hai vahI jhalaka jAtA hai| kisI bAta meM

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tumheM rasa A jAtA hai-rasa tumhI uDelate ho| kisI dUsare ko jarUrI nahIM ki usI meM rasa A jaaye| tuma Dola uThate ho kisI gIta ko sunakara aura kisI dUsare prANa kI vINA jarA bhI nahIM bjtii| manasvida, tatvavida, dArzanika sadiyoM se ceSTA karate rahe haiM paribhASA karane kI-saudarya kI, zivam kI, satyam kii| paribhASA ho nahIM paatii| pazcima ke bahuta bar3e vicAraka jI I mUra ne eka kitAba likhI hai, priMsipiyA ithikaa| anUThI kitAba hai, bar3e zrama se likhI gaI hai| sadiyoM meM kabhI aisI koI eka kitAba likhI jAtI hai| ceSTA kI hai zubha kI paribhASA karane kI ki zubha kyA hai| vhATa ija guDa! do DhAI sau pRSThoM meM bar3I tIvra medhA kA prayoga kiyA hai| aura AkhirI niSkarSa hai ki zubha aparibhASya hai| da guDa ija inddiphaainebl| yaha khUba niSpatti huI saudaryazAstrI sadiyoM se sauMdarya kI paribhASA karane kI ceSTA karate rahe haiM, sauMdarya kyA hai? kyoMki paribhASA hI na ho to zAstra kaise baneM! lekina aba taka koI paribhASA kara nahIM paayaa| pUraba kI dRSTi ko samajhane kI koziza kro| pUraba kahatA hai, paribhASA ho nahIM sktii| kyoMki vyakti-vyakti kA sauMdarya alaga hai| aura vyakti-vyakti kA zubha bhI alaga hai| vyakti vahI dekha letA hai jo dekhane meM samartha hai| vyakti apane ko hI dekha letA hai| 'jisako tU dekhatA hai usameM eka tU hI bhAsatA hai| kRSNamUrti kA AdhArabhUta vicAra hai : 'da Abjarvara ija da aabjrd|' vaha jo dRzya hai, draSTA hI hai| pIche hamane aSTAvakra ke sUtroM meM samajhane kI koziza kI ki jo dRzya hai vaha draSTA kabhI nahIM hai| aba eka kadama aura Age hai| isameM virodhAbhAsa dikhegaa| kisI ne prazna bhI pUchA hai ki Apa kahate haiM, jo dRzya hai vaha draSTA kabhI nahIM; aura kRSNamUrti kahate haiM, dRzya draSTA hI hai| ye donoM bAteM to virodhAbhAsI haiM, kauna saca hai? ye bAteM virodhAbhAsI nahIM haiM-do alaga taloM para haiN| pahalA tala hai, pahale zAna kI kiraNa jaba phUTatI hai to vaha isI mArga se phUTatI hai, jAna kara ki jo dRzya hai vaha mujhase alaga hai| samajhane kI koziza kreN| tuma jo dekhate ho, nizcita hI tuma dekhane vAle usase alaga ho gye| jo bhI tumane dekha liyA, tuma usase pAra ho gye| tuma, jo dikhAI par3a gayA, vaha to na rhe| dRzya to tuma na rhe| dRzya to dUra par3A raha gyaa| tuma to khar3e ho kara dekhane vAle ho gye| tuma yahAM mujhe dekha rahe ho to nizcita hI tuma mujhase alaga ho gye| tuma mujhe suna rahe ho, tuma mujhase alaga ho gye| jo bhI tuma dekha lete chU lete, suna lete, sparza kara lete, svAda le lete, jisakA tumheM anubhava hotA hai, vaha tumase alaga ho jAtA hai| yaha jJAna kI pahalI sIr3hI hai| jaise hI yaha sIr3hI pUrI ho jAtI hai aura tuma dRzya se apane draSTA ko mukta kara lete ho, taba dUsarI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai| pahalA tumheM karanA hotA hai, rUsa apane se hotA hai| dUsarI ghaTanA bar3I apUrva hai| jaise hI tumane dRzya se draSTA ko alaga kara liyA, phira draSTA draSTA bhI nahIM raha jaataa| kyoMki draSTA binA dRzya ke nahIM raha sakatA; vaha dRzya ke sAtha hI jur3A hai| jaba dRzya kho gayA to draSTA bhI kho gyaa| tuma draSTA kI paribhASA kaise karoge? dRzya ke binA to koI paribhASA nahIM ho sktii| dRzya

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ko to lAnA pdd'egaa| aura jisa draSTA kI paribhASA meM dRzya ko lAnA par3atA hai vaha dRzya se alaga kahAM rahA? vaha eka hI ho gayA / dRzya ke girate hI draSTA bhI gira jAtA hai| pahale dRzya ko girane do, phira dUsarI ghaTanA apane se ghttegii| tumane dRzya khIMcA, acAnaka tuma pAoge draSTA bhI gyaa| taba tumheM kRSNamUrti kA dUsarA vacana samajha meM AyegA. 'di Abjarvara ija di Abjarda / ' vaha jo dRzya hai, draSTA hI hai| aura Aja ke sUtra meM aSTAvakra bhI vahI kaha rahe haiN| yaha sUtra thor3A Age kA hai isalie aSTAvakra kama se isakI tarapha bar3he haiN| pahale unhoMne kahA, dRzya se mukta kara lo, phira draSTA se to tuma mukta ho hI jaaoge| dRzya aura draSTA donoM eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| yatvaM pazyasi tatra eka? tvaM eva pratibhAsase / 'jisako tU dekhatA hai usameM eka tU hI bhAsatA hai| phira dekhate haiM, pUrNimA kI rAta cAMda nikalA ! hajAra-hajAra pratiphalana banate haiN| kahIM jhIla para, kahIM sAgara ke khAre jala meM, kahIM sarovara meM, kahIM nadI-nAle meM, kahIM pAnI-pokhara meM, kahIM thAlI meM pAnI bhara kara rakha do to usameM bhI pratibiMba banatA hai| pUrNimA kA cAMda eka aura pratibiMba banate haiM aneka lekina kyA tuma yaha kahoge, gaMde pAnI meM banA huA cAMda kA pratibiMba aura svaccha pAnI meM banA cAMda kA pratibiMba bhinna-bhinna haiM? kyA isIlie gaMde pAnI meM bane pratibiMba ko gaMdA kahoge kyoMki pAnI gaMdA hai ? kyA pAnI kI gaMdagI se pratibiMba bhI gaMdA ho sakatA hai? pratibiMba to gaMdA nahIM ho sktaa| ravIMdranAtha ne eka smaraNa likhA hai| jaba ve pahalI-pahalI bAra pazcima se prasiddha ho kara lauTe, nobala prAija le kara lauTe, to jagaha-jagaha unake svAgata hue| logoM ne bar3A sammAna kiyaa| jaba ve apane ghara Aye to unake par3osa meM eka AdamI thA, vaha unako milane ko aayaa| usa AdamI se ve pahale se hI kucha becaina the, kabhI milane AyA bhI na thA / lekina usa AdamI kI AMkha hI becaina karatI thii| usa AdamI kI AMkha meM kucha talavAra jaisI dhAra thI ki sIdhe hRdaya meM utara jaaye| vaha AyA aura gaura se unakI AMkha meM AMkha DAla kara dekhane lgaa| ve to tilamilA gye| aura usane unake kaMdhe pakar3a liye aura jora se hilAkara kahA, tujhe saca meM hI Izvara kA anubhava huA hai? kyoMki gItAMjali, jisa para unheM nobala puraskAra milA, prabhu ke gIta haiM, upaniSada jaise vacana haiN| usa AdamI ne unako tilamilA diyaa| kahA, saca meM hI tujhe Izvara kA darzana huA hai? krodha bhI unheM aayaa| vaha apamAnajanaka bhI lgaa| lekina usa AdamI kI AMkhoM kI dhAra kucha aisI thI ki jhUTha bhI na bola sake aura vaha AdamI haMsane lagA aura usakI haMsI aura bhI gahare taka ghAva kara gii| aura vaha AdamI kahane lagA, tujhe mujhameM Izvara dikhAI par3atA hai ki nahIM 2: yaha aura muzkila bAta thI / usameM to kataI nahIM dikhAI par3atA thA, aura saba meM dikhAI par3a bhI jAtA / jo phUlamAlAyeM le kara Aye the, jinhoMne svAgata kiyA thA, sammAna meM gIta gAye the, nATaka khele the, nRtya kiye the unameM zAyada dikha bhI jAtA / ve bar3e prItikara darpaNa the| yaha AdamI! vaha AdamI khilakhilAtA, unheM chor3akara lauTa bhI gayA / ravIMdranAtha ne likhA hai, usa rAta maiM so na skaa| mujhe mere hI gAye gaye gIta jhUThe mAlUma par3ane

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lge| rAta sapane meM bhI usakI AMkha majhe chedatI rhii| vaha mujhe ghere rhaa| dUsare dina subaha jaldI hI uTha aayaa| AkAza meM bAdala ghire the, rAta varSA bhI huI thii| jagaha-jagaha sar3aka ke kinAre Dabare bhara gaye the| maiM samudra kI tarapha gayA mana bahalAne ko| lauTatA thA, taba sUraja ugane lgaa| virATa sAgara para ugate sUraja ko dekhaa| phira rAha para jaba ghara vApisa Ane lagA to rAha ke kinAre gaMde DabaroM meM, jinameM bhaiMseM loTa rahI thIM, logoM ne jinake Asa-pAsa malamUtra kiyA thA, vahAM bhI sUraja ke pratibiMba ko dekhaa| acAnaka AMkha khula gii| maiM ThiThaka kara khar3A ho gayA ki kyA ina gaMde DabaroM meM jo pratibiMba bana rahA hai sUraja kA, vaha gaMdA ho gayA? virATa sAgara meM jo bana rahA hai, kyA virATa ho gayA? kSudra Dabare meM jo bana rahA hai, kyA kSudra ho gayA? pratibiMba to eka ke haiN| ravIMdranAtha ne likhA hai, jaise soye se koI jaga jAye, jaise aMdhere meM bijalI kauMdha jAye, aisA maiM nAcatA huA usa AdamI ke ghara phuNcaa| use gale lagA liyaa| usameM bhI mujhe prabhu dikhAI pdd'aa| pratibiMba to usakA hI hai| cAhe teja talavAra kI dhAra kyoM na ho, vaha dhAra to usI kI hai| cAhe phUla kI komalatA kyoM na ho, komalatA to usI kI hai| vaha AdamI phira merI tarapha gaura se dekhA, lekina Aja mujhe usameM vaisI painI dhAra na dikhAI pdd'ii| Aja maiM badala gayA thaa| aura vaha AdamI kahane lagA, to nizcita tujhe anubhava huA hai| abhI-abhI huA hai, kala taka na huA thaa| abhI abhI tUne kucha jAnA hai, tU jAgA hai| maiM terA svAgata karatA huuN| nobala puraskAra ke kAraNa nahIM, na tere gItoM kI prasiddhi ke kAraNa-aba tU zAMtA bana kara lauTA hai; tujhe kucha svAda milA, tUne kucha cakhA hai| aSTAvakra kahate haiM 'kyA kaMganA, bAjUbaMda, nUpura sone se bhinna bhAsate haiM?' sone ke kitane AbhUSaNa bana jAte haiM, aise hI paramAtmA ke kitane rUpa banate! rAvaNa bhI usakA hI ruup| agara rAmakathA par3hI aura rAvaNa meM usakA rUpa na dikhA to rAmakathA vyartha gyii| agara rAma meM hI dikhA aura rAvaNa meM na dikhA to tumane vyartha hI sira maaraa| to dvAra na khule| rAmakathA loga par3hate haiM, rAmalIlA dekhate haiM aura rAvaNa ko jalAye jAte haiN| samajhe nhiiN| bAta hI pakar3a meM nahIM AI, cUka hI ge| agara rAma meM hI rAma dikhAI par3e to tumhAre pAsa AMkheM nahIM haiN| jisa dina rAvaNa meM bhI dikhAI par3a jAyeM, usI dina tumhArI AMkheM khuliiN| zubha meM zubha dikhAI par3e', yaha koI bar3A guNa hai| azubha meM bhI zubha dikhAI par3a jAye taba?.| saba AbhUSaNa usa eka ke hI haiN| kahIM rAma ho kara, kahIM rAvaNa ho kara; kahIM kRSNa, kahIM kaMsa kahIM jIsasa, kahIM judAsa; kahIM prItikara, kahIM aprItikara; kahIM phUla, kahIM kAMTA-lekina kAMTA bhI usakA hI rUpa hai| aura jaba kAMTA cubhe taba bhI use smaraNa krnaa| to tuma dhIre-dhIre pAoge, ekarasa hone lge| jo eka ko dekhane lagatA hai vaha ekarasa hone lagatA hai| jo ekarasa hone lagatA hai, use phira eka dikhAI par3ane lagatA hai| mauna tama ke pAra se yaha kauna mere pAsa AyA mauta meM soye hue saMsAra ko kisane jagAyA

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kara gayA hai kauna phira bhinasAra, vINA bolatI hai chU gayA hai kauna mana ke tAra, vINA bolatI hai| mRdu miTTI ke bane hue madhughaTa phUTA hI karate haiM laghu jIvana le kara Aye haiM pyAle TUTA hI karate haiM phira bhI madirAlaya ke aMdara madhu ke ghaTa haiM, madhu pyAle haiN| jo mAdakatA ke mAre haiM ve madhu lUTA hI karate haiM vaha kaccA pIne vAlA hai jisakI mamatA ghaTa, pyAloM para jo sacce madhu se jalA huA kaba rotA hai cillAtA hai jo bIta gaI so bAta gii| chU gayA hai kauna mana ke tAra, vINA bolatI hai! vaha kaccA pIne vAlA hai jisakI mamatA ghaTa, pyAloM para! rUpa meM jo ulajha gayA, AkRti meM jo ulajha gayA, arUpa ko na pahacAnA, AkRti - atIta ko na pahacAnA, vaha kaccA pIne vAlA hai| jisane rAma meM dekha liyA, rAvaNa meM na dekhA vaha pakSapAtI hai, aMdhA hai| aMdhe ke pakSapAta hote haiM; AMkha vAle ke pakSapAta nahIM hote| AMkha vAlA to use saba jagaha dekha letA hai, hara jagaha dekha letA hai| aTThAraha sau sattAvana kI gadara meM eka nagna saMnyAsI ko eka aMgreja sainika ne chAtI meM bhAlA bhoMka diyaa| bhUla se! yaha naMgA phakIra gujaratA thaa| rAta kA vakta thaa| yaha apanI mastI meM thaa| sainikoM kI zivira ke pAsa se gujaratA thA, pakar3a liyA gyaa| lekina isane paMdraha varSa se mauna le rakhA thaa| yaha to unheM patA na thaa| eka to naMgA, phira bole na -lagA ki jAsUsa hai / lagA ki koI upadravI hai| bole na, cupa khar3A muskurAye to aura bhI krodha A gyaa| usane kasama le rakhI thI ki marate vakta hI bolUMgA, basa eka bAra to jisa aMgreja sainika ne usakI chAtI meM bhAlA bhoMkA, bhAle ke bhoMkane para vaha bolaa| usane kahA : 'tU mujhe dhokhA na de skegaa| maiM tujhe aba bhI dekha rahA hUM / tatvamasi aura vaha mara gyaa|'vh tU hI hai! tU mujhe dhokhA na de skegaa| tU hatyAre ke rUpa meM AyA A, lekina eka bAra tujhe pahacAna cukA to aba tU kisI bhI rUpa meM A pharka nahIM par3atA / ' use apane hatyAre meM bhI prabhu kA darzana ho skaa| mukta ho gayA yaha vyakti, isI kSaNa ho gyaa| isakI mRtyu na AI-yaha to mokSa AyA / isa bhAle ne ise mArA nahIM: isa bhAle ne ise jilAyA, zAzvata jIvana meM jgaayaa| kiM pRthaka bhAsate svrnnaatkttkaaNgdnuupurm| alaga- alaga dikhAI par3ate haiM tumheM svarNa ke AbhUSaNa, to phira tuma aMdhe ho| sabake bhItara eka hI sonA hai| Upara ke AkAra se kyA bheda par3atA hai| to do bAteM isa sUtra meM haiN| eka ki jo tumheM dikhAI par3atA hai, tumhIM ho| sArA jagata darpaNa hai aura sAre saMbaMdha bhii| sAre anubhava darpaNa haiM aura sArI paristhitiyAM bhI / tuma hI apane ko jhAMka-jhAMka

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lete ho aneka- aneka rUpoM meM pahalI baat| dUsarI bAta. ye jo aneka- aneka rUpa dikhAI par3a rahe haiM, ina sabake bhItara bhI eka hI vyApta hai| ye aneka rUpa bhI basa Upara-Upara aneka haiN| jaise sAgara para lahareM haiM, kitanI lahareM haiM, kitane-kitane DhaMga kI lahareM haiM-choTI, bar3I virATa, lekina sabake bhItara eka hI sAgara taraMgita hai! eka hI sAgara laharAyA hai! ye saba eka hI sAgara ke cAdara para par3I huI salavaTeM haiM! inameM jarA bhI bheda nahIM hai| inake bhItara jo chipA hai, eka hai| ye donoM sUtra isa eka sUtra meM chipe haiN| donoM adabhuta haiM! tuma jarA-jarA rUpa ko pAra karanA sIkho, arUpa ko khojo| cehare ko kama dekho; cehare ke bhItara jo chipA huA hai, use jarA jyAdA dekho| tana ko jarA kama dekho, tana ke bhItara jo chipA hai, usa para jarA jyAdA dhyAna do| zabda meM jo sunAI par3atA hai use jarA kama suno zabda ke bhItara jo zUnya kA bhinasAra hai, vaha jo vINA zUnya kI baja rahI, use suno| aise agara tuma zAMta hote gaye. zAMta ho hI jAoge, kyoMki azAMti hai aneka ke kaarnn| azAMti aneka kI chAyA hai| jaba eka dikhAI par3ane lagatA hai to azAMta hone kI suvidhA nahIM raha jaatii| eka hI hai to azAMti kaisI! aura jaba tumhIM ho saba tarapha jhalakate, koI dUsarA nahIM, to bhaya kisakA! janma bhI tumhI ho, mRtyu bhI tumhiiN| sukha bhI tumhIM ho dukha bhI tumhiiN| phira bhaya kisakA! phira sarva-svIkAra hai| phira usa sarva-svIkAra meM hI zAMti kA phUla khilatA hai-aparisIma phUla khilatA, amlAna pArijAta! jo kabhI nahIM chuA gayA, aisA korA kuMvArA phUla khilatA hai| kaho sahasrAra, sahasradala kamala! lekina khilatA hai ekatva kI ghaTanA meM-jaba saba tarapha tumheM eka dikhAI par3ane lagatA hai| pahale maiM aura tU kA bheda nahIM raha jAtA, phira bAhara rUpa ke bheda nahIM rUha jaate| khayAla karanA, agara hama do zUnya vyaktiyoM ko eka kamare meM biThA deM to kyA vahAM do vyakti hoMge yA eka? vahAM do to ho nahIM skte| itanA to taya hai ki do nahIM ho skte| kyoMki do zUnya milane se do nahIM banate, do zUnya milane se eka hI banatA hai| eka bhI hama kahate haiM, kyoMki kahanA par3atA hai| vastuta: eka bhI vahAM nhiiN| isalie bhArata meM hama kahate haiM advaita banatA hai| do nahIM banate, eka kI bAta hama karate nhiiN| kyoMki eka ke lie bhI to sImA caahie| tuma tIna zUnya le Ao, cAra zUnya le Ao, saba khote cale jAte haiN| aisA huA buddha ke samaya meM ajAtazatru samrATa bnaa| usake pitA to buddha ke bhakta the, lekina vaha to pitA ko kArAgRha meM DAla kara samrATa banA thaa| to buddha ke viparIta thaa| svabhAvata: eka to buddha ke bhakta the usake pitA, phira dUsare usane jo kiyA thA vaha itanA adhArmika kRtya thA ki buddha ke pAsa jAye to kaise jAye! bar3I aparAdha kI bhAvanA thii| phira buddha usakI nagarI se gujare to usake AmAtyoM ne, usake maMtriyoM ne kahA : 'yaha azobhana hogaa| yaha ucita na hogaa| yaha durbhAgyapUrNa hogaa| isake bar3e pariNAma bure hoNge| Apa darzana ko cleN| Apa eka hI bAra darzana karake aupacArika hI lauTa aanaa| lekina buddha gAMva meM AyeM aura samrATa na jAye, prajA para burA pariNAma hogaa| pitA ko kArAgRha meM DAla dene se jitanI ApakI beijjatI nahIM huI usase bhI jyAdA bar3I beijjatI hogii| kyoMki isa

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deza meM sadA hI samrATa phakIra ke sAmane jhukatA rahA hai / chor3e, Apa cleN| sirpha aupacArika hI sahI / ' bAta to samajha meM use AI; hisAba kI thI / pitA ke sAtha jo pApa kiyA hai vaha bhI puMcha jaayegaa| loga kaheMge ki nahIM, aisA burA nahIM buddha ko sunane bhI gayA, caraNa bhI chue| to vaha claa| lekina jo AdamI pApa karatA hai, bhayabhIta hotA hai| vaha apane AmAtyoM se bhI DarA thaa| jo dUsare ko DarAtA hai vaha DaratA bhI hai| jo dUsare kI hatyA karatA hai vaha DarA bhI hotA hai ki koI usakI hatyA na kara de| jo dUsare ko coTa pahuMcAtA hai use Ayojana bhI karane par3ate haiM ki koI use coTa na pahuMcA de| to vaha DarA thaa| aura jaba buddha ke par3Ava ke pAsa pahuMcane lagA-vRkSoM kI oTa meM par3Ava hai-to usane apane AmAtyoM ko kahA. 'suno, tuma kahate the dasa hajAra bhikSu vahAM maujUda haiM, AvAja jarA bhI sunAI nahIM pdd'tii| kucha dhokhA mAlUma par3atA hai koI SaDyaMtra / ' usane talavAra khIMca lii| AmAtya haMsane lge| unhoMne kahA : ' Apa nAsamajhI na kreN| Apako buddha kA patA nhiiN| Apako buddha ke pAsa baiThe dasa hajAra logoM kA bhI patA nhiiN| thor3A dhairya rkheN| koI SaDyaMtra nahIM hai, Apa aayeN|' vaha naMgI talavAra lie hI claa| jaba taka usane vRkSoM ke pAra jA kara dekha na liyA ki dasa hajAra bhikSu maujUda haiM taba taka usane talavAra bhItara na rkhii| phira buddha se usane jo pahalA prazna pUchA vaha yahI thA ki maiM to bar3A hairAna ho rahA hUM / dasa hajAra loga baiThe haiM, bAjAra maca jAtA hai, kIcar3a maca jAtI hai, bar3A zoragula hotA hai- ye cupa kyoM baiThe haiM? to buddha ne kahA 'eka zUnya ho ki dasa hajAra, isase kucha pharka nahIM par3atA / zUnya jur3ate nahIM / zUnya eka-dUsare meM kho jAte haiN| ye dhyAna kara rahe haiN| ye abhI zUnya kI dazA meM baiThe haiN| abhI ye nahIM haiN|' jisa kSaNa tuma nahIM ho, usI kSaNa tumheM phira koI bhI dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| phira to tuma eka hI raha jAte ho, na koI dekhane vAlA, na koI dRzya, na koI draSTA / dRzya aura draSTA kho gaye, jJAtA aura jJeya kho gaye, jo baca rahatA hai use hama darzana kahate haiN| isa bAta ko khayAla meM lenA / sAdhAraNa bhASA meM hama darzana kahate haiM draSTA aura dRzya ke bIca ke saMbaMdha ko, zAna kahate haiM jJAtA aura jJeya ke bIca ke saMbaMdha ko / lekina yaha to vyAvahArika paribhASA hai| pAramArthika paribhASA, AtyaMtika paribhASA bilakula ulaTI hai. jahAM draSTA aura dRzya nahIM raha gaye, sirpha darzana bacA, zuddha darzana bacA cinmAtrarUpam; jahAM jJAtA aura jJeya kho gaye, basa jJAnamAtra bcaa| usI ko to bAra-bAra aSTAvakra kahate haiM : iti jJAna ! phira jo bacatA hai, vahI jJAna hai| aura phira jo bacatA hai, vahI mukti hai| jJAna mukta karatA hai| to jJAna ke pahale caraNa.. 'jisako tU dekhatA hai usameM eka tU hI bhAsatA hai| yaha koI siddhAta nahIM hai ki tuma suna lo aura mAna lo| ye koI gaNita kI paribhASAyeM bhI nahIM haiM ki sunIM aura mAna liiN| ye to jIvaMta prayoga se hI tumheM patA cala sakate haiN| tuma jarA jiMdagI meM jhAMkanA zurU karo isa taraha se, isa naye koNa se, ki tumhIM dikhAI par3a rhe| jaba koI tumheM gAlI detA hai aura tumheM dikhAI par3atA hai ki yaha AdamI duSTa hai, taba tuma jarA gaura se dekhanA. 'isakI duSTatA

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meM tumhArA hI kucha to dikhAI nahIM par3A hai? tumhArA ahaMkAra hI to nahIM isako coTa kara gayA, tilamilA gayA? yaha tumhAre ahaMkAra kI hI lauTatI huI pratidhvani to nahIM hai?' agara ahaMkAra na ho to tumhArA koI apamAna nahIM kara sakatA hai| apamAna kA upAya hI nahIM | tumane kabhI dekhA, paira meM coTa laga jAye to phira dina bhara usI-usI meM coTa lagatI hai! deharI se nikale, deharI kI laga jAtI hai; daravAjA kholA, daravAjA laga jAtA hai; jUtA pahanate, jUtA laga jAtA hai| choTA baccA A kara usI para car3ha jAtA hai| tuma bar3e hairAna hote ho ki Aja kyA sabane kasama khA lI hai ki jahAM mujhe coTa lagI hai vahIM coTa mAreMge! nahIM, kisI ne kasama nahIM khA lI, kisI ko patA bhI nahIM hai| lekina jahAM tumheM coTa lagI hai agara kala vahAM kisI ne paira rakhA hotA to patA na calatA, Aja patA cala jAtA hai, pratidhvani hotI hai kyoMki coTa hai| ahaMkAra ghAva kI taraha hai| ghAva tumhIM lie calate ho, jarA dhakkA lagA kisI kA aura coTa vahAM pahuMca jAtI hai| koI tumheM coTa pahuMcAne ke lie Atura bhI nahIM hai phursata kisako hai! loga apane hI jIvana meM itane ulajhe haiM ki kisake pAsa samaya, kisake pAsa suvidhA hai ki tumhArA apamAna kreN| isalie kaI bAra aisA hotA hai ki tuma apamAnita ho jAte ho aura jaba tuma kahate ho dUsare vyakti ko ki tUne merA apamAna kiyA, vaha cauMkatA hai| vaha kahatA hai, 'kyA kaha rahe haiM? maiMne to aisI koI bAta nahIM kii| aura yaha duzmanoM kI to chor3a deM, jisako hama priyajana kahate haiM, mitra kahate haiM, unake sAtha roja hotA hai| pati kucha kahatA hai, patnI kucha suna letI hai| aura pati lAkha samajhAye ki yaha maiMne kahA nahIM, to vaha kahatI hai 'aba badalo mata! yahI tumane kahA hai| patnI kucha kahatI hai, pati kucha artha lagA letA hai| artha tuma apane bhItara se lagAte ho| jo sunate ho, vahI nahIM sunate ho| phira jahAM coTa lagI ho, vahAM coTa pahuMcatI hai| lekina tumhArI coTa ke kAraNa hI aisA hotA hai| ___eka choTA baccA DAkTara se apane hAtha meM hue phor3e kA Aparezana karAne gayA thaa| Aparezana karake jaba vaha paTTI bAMdhane lagA to bAyeM hAtha kA Aparezana kiyA thA, usane bAyAM hAtha pIche chipA liyA aura dAyAM hAtha Age kara diyaa| usane kahA, paTTI isa para baaNdhe| DAkTara ne kahA : 'tU pAgala huA hai beTe! skUla meM jAegA, coTa laga jaaegii| yaha paTTI to coTa se bacAne ke lie hI bAMdha rahA huuN| usane kahA : 'Apa skUla ke baccoM ko nahIM jAnate haiM; jahAM paTTI baMdhI ho, vahIM coTa mArate haiN| Apa paTTI isa hAtha para bAMdha do; unakA usa para dhyAna hI na jaaegaa|' vaha baccA bhI ThIka kaha rahA hai, thor3e-se anubhava se kaha rahA hai| kyoMki jahAM paTTI baMdhI ho vahIM coTa lagatI hai; mAratA hai koI, aisI bAta nhiiN| to vaha kahatA hai, dUsare hAtha meM bAMdha do| coTa isameM lagatI rahegI aura jisameM coTa hai vaha bacA rhegaa| tuma jIvana meM gaura se dekhoge to tuma pAoge yahI ho rahA hai yahI hotA hai| jo tumheM dikhAI par3atA hai vaha tumhArI chAyA hai| tuma apane ko hI dekha kara ulajha jAte ho| aura dhyAna rakhanA ki bAhara ye jo itane-itane aneka rUpa dikhAI par3a rahe haiM, eka hI samudra meM, eka hI caitanya ke sAgara meM alaga-alaga lahareM haiN| tuma bhI eka lahara ho aura ye bhI saba lahareM

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haiM aura jo laharAyA hai vaha laharoM ke bhItara chipA hai| vaha sabhI kA AdhAra hai| 'yaha vaha maiM hUM aura yaha maiM nahIM hUM aise vibhAga ko chor3a de| saba AtmA hai aisA nizcaya karake tU saMkalpa-rahita ho kara sukhI ho|' yaha maiM hUM vaha maiM hUM yaha maiM nahIM hUM, vaha maiM nahIM hUM -aise vibhAga ko chor3a de| hama jIvana bhara vibhAga hI banAte haiN| hamAre jIvana bhara kI athaka ceSTA yahI hotI hai ki hama ThIka-ThIka paribhASA kara deM ki maiM kauna huuN| mere pAsa loga Ate haiN| ve kahate haiM, hameM yaha patA nahIM ki hama kauna haiN| koI rAstA batAye ki hama jAna leM ki hama kauna haiN| kyA jAnanA cAhate ho? tuma eka paribhASA cAhate ho, sImA cAhate ho, jisake bhItara tuma kaha sako : yaha maiM hUM! yahI hama koziza bhI kara rahe haiN| sAMsArika DhaMga se yA dhArmika DhaMga se, hamArI ceSTA eka hI hai ki sApha-sApha pragaTa ho jAe ki maiM kauna hU~! tuma dekhe, jarA kisI ko dhakkA laga jAe, vaha khar3e ho kara kahatA hai. Apako mAlUma nahIM ki maiM kauna hUM! vaha kyA kaha rahA hai? vaha yaha kaha rahA hai. 'dhakkA mAra rahe ho? patA nahIM, maiM kauna hUM? mahaMgA par3egA yaha dhakkA! muzkila meM par3a jaaoge| kSamA mAMga lo|' use bhI patA nahIM ki vaha kauna hai| kisako patA hai! nahIM patA hai, isalie jhUThe-jhUThe hamane lebala lagA rakhe haiN| koI kahatA hai, maiM hiMdU huuN| yaha bhI koI honA huA paidA hue the to hiMdU kI taraha paidA na hue the| gItA sAtha lekara Ae na the, na kurAna lekara Ae the, na bAibila lekara Ae the| khAlI hAtha cale Ae the| sira para bhI kucha likhA na thA ki hiMdU ho, ki musalamAna ho, ki IsAI ho| bilakula khAlI, nipaTa kore kAgaja kI taraha Ae the| kisI aura ne likha diyA hai ki hiMdU ho| kisI aura ne likha diyA hai ki musalamAna ho| kisI ne kitAba kharAba kara dI hai tumhaarii| isa dUsare kI likhAvaTa ko tuma apanA svabhAva-svarUpa samajha rahe ho? aura jisane likha diyA hai hiMdU usako bhI patA nahIM hai ki vaha kyA kara rahA hai| usake bApa-dAde usa para likha gaye ki hiMdU ho| dUsaroM kI suna kara cala rahe ho? apanA abhI koI anubhava nahIM hai| phira koI kahatA hai, maiM suNdr| yaha bhI likha diyA kisI aura ne| kisI ne kahA, suMdara! pakar3a liyA tmne| aba jisane kahA saMdara, usakI dhAraNA hai yA usake apane kAraNa hoNge| duniyA meM sauMdarya kI alaga-alaga dhAraNAeM haiN| cIna meM eka taraha kA ceharA suMdara samajhA jAtA hai, hiMdustAna meM koI vaise cehare ko suMdara na smjhegaa| aphrIkA meM dUsare DhaMga kA ceharA suMdara samajhA jAtA hai; vaise cehare ko amarIkA meM koI suMdara na smjhegaa| aura jisako iMglaiMDa meM suMdara samajhate haiM, phrIkA meM loga usako bImAra samajhate haiM ki ye kyA pIlA-sA par3a gayA AdamI! pIta-mukha kahate haiN| yaha bhI koI bAta huI yaha koI sauMdarya huA jarA-sI dhUpa nahIM saha sakatA hai! yaha koI svAsthya huA sauMdarya kI bar3I alaga dhAraNAeM haiN| kauna suMdara hai? kisakI dhAraNA saca hai? kauna kurUpa hai? phira

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tuma bhI dekhate hooge, tumhArA koI mitra kisI ke prema meM par3a jAtA hai, tuma sira Thoka lete ho. kisa aurata ke pIche dIvAne ho ! vahAM kucha bhI nahIM rakhA hai| lekina vaha dIvAnA hai| vaha kahatA hai : 'mila gaI mujhe mere hRdaya kI suMdarI! jisakI talAza thI janmoM-janmoM se, usakA milana ho gyaa| hama eka-dUsare ke lie hI bane haiN| aba to jor3a baiTha gayA; aba mujhe koI khoja nahIM karanI, A gayA par3Ava aMtima / ' tuma hairAna hote ho ki 'tumhArI buddhi kho gaI, pAgala ho gye| kucha to akala se kAma lo! kahAM kI sAdhAraNa strI ko pakar3a baiThe ho !' lekina tuma samajha nahIM pA rhe| jo tumheM suMdara dikhAI par3e vaha dUsare ko suMdara ho, yaha Avazyaka to nhiiN| koI tumheM suMdara kaha jAtA hai, koI tumheM buddhimAna kaha jAtA hai| aura hara mAM-bApa apane beTe ko samajhate haiM ki aisA beTA kabhI duniyA meM huA nhiiN| to bhra paidA ho jAtA hai| beTA akar3a se bhara kara ghara ke bAhara AtA hai aura duniyA meM patA calatA hai, yahAM koI phikra nahIM karatA tumhaarii| bar3I pIr3A hotI hai| hara mAM-bApa samajhate haiM ki basa paramAtmA ne jo beTA unake ghara paidA kiyA hai, aisA kabhI huA hI nahIM advitIya ! tuma dekho jarA, mAM-bApoM kI bAteM suno| saba apane beTe - baccoM kI carcA meM lage haiM. batA rahe haiM, prazaMsA kara rahe haiN| agara ve niMdA bhI kara rahe hoM to tuma gaura se sunanA, usameM prazaMsA kA svara hogA ki merA beTA bar3A zaitAna hai| taba bhI tuma dekhanA ki unheM rasa A rahA hai batAne meM ki bar3A zaitAna hai; koI sAdhAraNa beTA nahIM hai; bar3A upadravI hai! usameM bhI asmitA tRpta ho rahI hai| to kucha mAM-bApa de jAte haiM; kucha skUla, par3hAI-likhAI, kAleja sarTiphikeTa, inase mila jAtA hai; kucha samAja se mila jAtA hai-- isa saba se tuma apanI paribhASA banA lete ho ki maiM yaha hUMM phira kucha jIvana ke anubhava se milatA hai| zarIra ke sAtha paidA hama hue haiN| jaba AMkha kholI to hamane apane ko zarIra meM hI pAyA hai| to svabhAvataH hama socate haiM, maiM zarIra huuN| phira jaise-jaise bodha thor3A bar3hA -bodha ke bar3hane kA matalaba hai mana paidA huA vaise-vaise hamane pAyA apane ko mana meN| to hama kahate haiM : maiM mana ! yaha koI bhI hama nahIM haiN| hamArA honA ina kinhIM paribhASAoM meM cukatA nhiiN| hama mukta AkAza kI bhAMti haiM, jisakI koI sImA nahIM hai| to dUsarA sUtra hai. 'yaha vaha maiM hUM aura yaha maiM nahIM hUM aise vibhAga ko chor3a de| vibhAga hI bhaTakA rahA hai-avibhAga caahie| ayaM sohamayaM nAhaM vibhAgamiti saMtyaz2a sarvamAtyeti nizcitya nisaMkalya sukhI bhava / 1 'ina sabako samyakarUpeNa tyAga kara de| saMtyaja!' 'saMtyaja' zabda bar3A mahatvapUrNa hai| sirpha tyAga nahIM, samyaka tyaag| kyoMki tyAga to kabhI-kabhI koI haTha meM bhI kara detA hai, jida meM bhI kara detA hai| kabhI-kabhI to ahaMkAra meM bhI kara detA hai| tuma jAte ho na kisI ke pAsa dAna lene to pahale usake ahaMkAra ko khUba phusalAte ho ki Apa mahAdAnI,

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Apake binA kyA saMsAra meM dharma rahegA! khUba havA bharate ho| jaba dekhate ho ki phuggA kAphI phaila gayA hai, taba tuma batAte ho ki eka maMdira bana rahA hai, aba ApakI sahAyatA kI jarUrata hai| vaha jo AdamI eka rupayA detA, zAyada sau rupaye de / tumane khUba phUlA diyA hai| lekina dAna A rahA hai, vaha samyaka tyAga nahIM hai| vaha to ahaMkAra kA hissA hai| ahaMkAra se kahIM samyaka tyAga ho sakatA hai? maiMne sunA hai ki eka rAjanItijJa aphrIkA ke eka jaMgala meM zikAra khelane gayA aura pakar3a liyA gyaa| jinhoMne pakar3a liyA, ve the narabhakSI kabIle ke log| ve jaldI utsuka the usako khA jAne ko / kaDhAe car3hA die gye| lekina vaha jo unakA pradhAna thA, vaha usakI khUba prazaMsA kara rahA hai| aura dera huI jA rahI hai| Dhola bajane lage aura loga taiyAra haiM ki aba bhojana kA maukA AyA jA rahA hai| aura aisA susvAda bhojana - bahuta dina se milA nahIM thaa| dera hone lagI to eka ne A kara kahA apa ko ki itanI dera kyoM karavA rahe ho? usane kahA ki tuma Thaharo, yaha rAjanItijJa hai, maiM jAnatA hUM / pahale isako phUlA lene do, jarA isakI prazaMsA kara lene do, jarA phUla kara kuppA ho jAe to jyAdA logoM kA peTa bhregaa| nahIM to vaha aise hI dubalA-patalA hai / Thaharo thor3A ! maiM jAnatA hUM rAjanItijJa ko / pahale usake dimAga ko khUba phUlA do / tumhArA ahaMkAra kabhI-kabhI tyAga ke lie bhI taiyAra ho jAtA hai| tumane dekhA na kabhI agara tyAgI kI zobhAyAtrA nikalatI hai ki jaina muni Ae, zobhAyAtrA nikala rahI hai, rAha ke kinAre khar3e ho kara tumheM bhI dekha kara mana meM uThatA hai : aisA saubhAgya apanA kaba hogA jaba apanI bhI zobhAyAtrA nikale! eka daphe mana meM sapanA uThatA hai ki hama bhI isI taraha saba chor3a-chAr3a kara rakhA bhI kyA hai saMsAra meM-zobhAyAtrA nikalavA leM! loga upavAsa kara lete haiM ATha-ATha dasa-dasa dina ke, kyoMki dasa dina ke upavAsa ke bAda prazaMsA hotI hai, sammAna milatA hai, mitra- priyajana, par3osI pUchane Ate haiM sukha-dukha, sevA ke lie Ate haiN| bar3A kAma kara liyA! choTe-choTe bacce bhI agara ghara meM upavAsa kI mahimA ho to upavAsa karane ko taiyAra ho jAte haiN| sammAna milatA hai| agara ahaMkAra ko sammAna mila rahA ho to tyAga satyatA nahIM hai; phira vahI purAnA roga jArI hai| koI krAMti nahIM ghtttii| krAMti ke lie bhI hamAre pAsa do zabda haiM krAMti aura sNkraaNti| to jo krAMti jabardastI ho jAe kisI mUr3hatAvaza ho jAe, AgrahapUrvaka haThapUrvaka ho jAe, vaha kraaNti| lekina jaba koI krAMti jIvana ke bodha se nikalatI hai to sNkraaNti| sahaja nikalatI hai to sNkraaNti| 'saMtyaja' kA artha hotA hai. samyakarUpeNa bodhapUrvaka chor3a do| kisI kAraNa se mata chodd'o| vyartha hai, isalie chor3a do| dhana ko isalie mata chor3o ki dhana chor3ane se gaurava milegA, tyAgI kI mahimA hogI yA svarga milegA yA puNya milegA aura puNya ko bhaMjA leMge bhaviSya meN| to phira samyaka tyAga huA, asamyaka ho gyaa| isalie chor3a do ki dekha liyA kucha bhI nahIM hai| tuma eka patthara lie calate the soca kara ki hIrA hai, phira mila gayA koI pArakhI, usane kahA 'pAgala ho? yaha patthara hai, hIrA nahIM / ' eka jauharI mraa| usakA beTA choTA thaa| usakI patnI ne kahA ki tU apane pitA ke mitra eka

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dUsare jauharI ke pAsa calA jaa| hamAre pAsa bahuta se hIre-javAharAta tijorI meM rakhe haiM, vaha unako bikavA degA to hamAre lie paryApta haiN| vaha jauharI bolA. maiM khuda AtA huuN| vaha aayaa| usane tijorI kholI eka najara ddaalii| usane kahA, tijorI baMda rakho, abhI bAjAra- bhAva ThIka nhiiN| jaise hI bAjAra- bhAva ThIka hoMge, beca deNge| aura taba taka kRpA karake beTe ko mere pAsa bheja do tAki vaha thor3A jauharI kA kAma sIkhane lge| ___ varSa bItA, do varSa bIte, bAra-bAra strI ne puchavAyA ki bAjAra-bhAva kaba ThIka hoNge| usane kahA, jarA tthhro| tIna varSa bIta jAne para usane kahA ki ThIka, aba maiM AtA hUM, bAjAra- bhAva ThIka haiN| tIna varSa meM usane beTe ko taiyAra kara diyA, parakha A gaI beTe ko| ve donoM Ae tijorI kholii| beTe ne aMdara jhAMka kara dekhaa| hNsaa| uThA kara poTalI ko bAhara kacare ghara meM pheMka aayaa| mAM cillAne lagI ki pAgala, yaha kyA kara rahA hai tra: terA hoza to nahIM kho gayA? / usane kahA ki hoza nahIM, aba maiM samajhatA hUM ki mere pitA ke mitra ne kyA kiyaa| agara usa dina ve inako kahate ki ye kaMkar3a-patthara haiM to hama bharosA nahIM kara sakate the| hama socate ki zAyada yaha AdamI dhokhA de rahA hai| aba to maiM khuda hI jAnatA hUM ki ye kaMkar3a-patthara haiN| ina tIna sAla ke anubhava ne mujhe sikhA diyA ki hIrA kyA hai| ye hIre nahIM haiN| hama dhokhe meM par3e the| yaha samyaka tyAga huA bodhapUrvaka huaa| jaba taka tuma tyAga kisI cIja ko pAne ke lie karate ho, vaha tyAga nahIM, saudA hai, samyaka tyAga nhiiN| samyaka tyAga tabhI hai jaba kisI cIja kI vyarthatA dikhAI par3a gii| aba tuma kisI ke lie thor3e hI chor3ate ho| subaha tuma ghara kA kacarA jhAr3a-buhAra kara kacare-ghara meM pheMka Ate ho to akhabAra meM khabara thor3e hI karavAte ho ki Aja phira kacare kA tyAga kara diyA! vaha samyaka tyAga hai| jisa kacare kI taraha cIjeM tama choDa dete ho usa dina samyaka tyAga, bodhapUrvaka, jAna kara ki aisA hai hI nhiiN...| eka AdamI hai jo mAnatA hai, maiM zarIra huuN| aura eka dUsarA AdamI hai jo roja subaha baiTha kara maMtra par3hatA hai ki maiM zarIra nahIM hUM maiM AtmA huuN| ina donoM meM bheda nahIM hai| yaha doharAnA ki maiM zarIra nahIM hUM isI bAta kA pramANa hai ki tumheM aba bhI ehasAsa ho rahA hai ki tuma zarIra ho| jisa AdamI ko samajha meM A gayA ki maiM zarIra nahIM hUM, bAta khatma ho gii| aba doharAnA kyA hai? doharAne se kahIM jhUTha ko satya thor3e hI banAyA jA sakatA hai| hI, jhUTha satya jaisA laga sakatA hai, lekina satya kabhI banegA nhiiN| yaha vaha maiM hUM aura yaha maiM nahIM hUM aise vibhAga ko chor3a de| aura chor3ane meM khayAla rakhanA, samyaka tyAga ho, saMtyaja, bodhapUrvaka chodd'naa| kisI kI mAna kara mata chor3a denaa| khuda hI pArakhI bananA, jauharI bananA, tabhI chodd'naa| khuda ke bodha se jo chUTatA hai, basa vahI chUTatA hai; zeSa saba chUTatA nahIM, kisI naye dvAra se, kisI pIche ke dvAra se vApasa lauTa AtA hai| aura aise saba vibhAga ko.. vibhAgamiti saMtyaja! mana kI eka vyavasthA hai ki vaha hara cIja meM vibhAga karatA hai| dekhate haiM, pazcima meM Aja se

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do hajAra sAla pahale sirpha eka vijJAna thA jisako ve philAsaphI kahate the! phira vibhAga hue, phira sAiMsa alaga TUTI, philAsaphI aura sAiMsa alaga ho gaIM; phira sAiMsa alaga TUTI, phijiksa aura kemisTrI aura bAyokemisTrI aura bAyolAjI alaga ho gaIM, meDikala sAiMsa alaga ho gaI, iMjinIyariMga alaga ho gii| phira unameM bhI TUTa hone lagI, to Argenika kemisTrI, inArgenika kemisTrI alaga ho giiN| phira meDikala sAiMsa hajAra Tukar3oM meM TUTa gii| jaldI hI aisA vakta A jAegA ki bAIM AMkha kA DAkTara alaga, dAIM AMkha kA DAkTara alg| vibhAjana hote cale jAte haiN| hara cIja kA speziyalAIjezana ho jAtA hai| phira usameM bhI zAkhAeM - prazAkhAeM nikala AtI haiN| ve purAne dina gaye jaba tuma kisI DAkTara ke pAsa cale jAte the, koI bhI bImArI ho to vaha tumheM sahAyatA de detA thaa| ve purAne dina gaye / aba pUre AdamI kA DAkTara koI bhI nhiiN| aba to khaMDa-khaMDa ke DAkTara haiN| kAna kharAba to eka DAkTara, AMkha kharAba to dUsarA DAkTara, galA kharAba to tIsarA, peTa meM kucha kharAbI to cauthaa| aura majA yaha hai ki tuma eka ho, tumhArI AMkha, galA, peTa saba jur3A hai- aura DAkTara saba alaga haiM! isalie kabhI-kabhI aisA ho jAtA hai, peTa kA ilAja karavA kara A gaye, AMkha kharAba ho gii| AMkha ThIka karavA lI, kAna bigar3a gae / kAna ThIka ho gaye, TAsila meM kharAbI A gii| TAsila nikalavA liyA, apendiksa khar3I ho gaI ! jo loga Aja cikitsAzAstra para gaharA vicAra karate haiM, ve kahate haiM, ki yaha to bar3A khatarA ho gyaa| AdamI ikaTThA hai to cikitsAzAstra bhI ikaTThA honA caahie| yaha to khaMDoM kA ilAja ho rahA hai| aura eka khaMDa vAle ko dUsare khaMDoM kA koI patA nahIM hai| to eka khaMDa vAlA jo kara rahA hai usake kyA pariNAma dUsare khaMDa para hoMge, isase kucha saMbaMdha nahIM raha gayA hai| pUre ko jAnane vAlA koI bacA nahIM / aba bImAriyoM kA ilAja ho rahA hai, bImAra kI koI ciMtA hI nahIM kara rahA hai| vyakti kI koI pakar3a nahIM raha gaI - akhaMDa vyakti kI / khaMDa-khaMDa ! aura ye khaMDa bar3hate jAte haiN| aura inake bIca koI jor3a nahIM hai| phijiksa eka tarapha jA rahI hai, kemisTrI dUsarI tarapha jA rahI hai| aura donoM ke jo AtyaMtika pariNAma haiM unakA saMzleSaNa karane vAlA bhI koI nahIM hai, siMthIsisa karane vAlA bhI koI nahIM hai| koI nahIM jAnatA ki saba vijJAnoM kA aMtima jor3a kyA hai| jor3a kA patA hI nahIM hai / saba apanI-apanI zAkhA-prazAkhA para calate jAte haiM; usameM se aura naI phunagiyAM nikalatI AtI haiM, una para calate cale jAte haiN| choTI se choTI cIja ko jAnane meM pUrA jIvana vyatIta ho rahA hai aura samagra cUkA jA rahA hai| dharma kI yAtrA bilakula viparIta hai| dharma aura vijJAna meM yahI pharka hai| vijJAna khaMDa karatA hai, khaMDoM ke upakhaMDa karatA hai, upakhaMDoM ke bhI upakhaMDa karatA hai, aura khaMDa karatA calA jAtA hai| to vijJAna pahuMca jAtA hai paramANu pr| khaMDa karate-karate-karate vahAM pahuMca jAtA hai jahAM aura khaMDa na ho sakeM yA abhI na ho sakeM, kala ho sakeMge to kala kI kala dekheNge| dharma kI yAtrA bilakula dUsarI hai| dharma do khaMDoM ko jor3atA - jor3atA calA jAtA hai- akhaMDa kI trph| phira brahma bacatA hai, eka bacatA hai| kaho AtmA,

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kaho satya, nirvANa, mokSa- jo marjI / aisA samajho ki vijJAna car3hatA hai vRkSa kI pIr3a se aura vibhAjana ho jAte haiM - zAkhAeM, prazAkhAeM, pattoM -pattoM para, DAla-DAla, pAta-pAta phaila jAtA hai| eka patte para baiThe vaijJAnika ko dUsare patte para baiThe vaijJAnika kA koI bhI patA nahIM / hai bhI dUsarA, isakA bhI patA nhiiN| kyA kaha rahA hai, yaha bhI kucha patA nahIM / dharma calatA hai dUsarI yAtrA para - pattoM se prazAkhAeM, prazAkhAoM se zAkhAeM, zAkhAoM se pIr3a kI tarapha -sva kI trph| vijJAna pahuMcatA kSudra para dharma pahuMcatA virATa pr| vijJAna pahuMca jAtA hai aneka para, dharma pahuMca jAtA hai eka pr| isalie isa sUtra ko khayAla rakhanA / vibhAgamiti saMtyaja..... / tU vibhAga karanA chodd'| tU bAMTanA chodd'| tU use dekha jo avibhAjita khar3A hai| avibhAjya ko dekh| usa eka ko dekha jisake saba rUpa haiN| tU rUpoM meM mata ulajha aura jaba bhI hama kahate haiM, maiM yaha tabhI hama koI eka vibhAga pakar3a lete haiN| koI kahatA hai, maiM brAhmaNa huuN| to nizcita hI brAhmaNa pUrA manuSya to nahIM ho sktaa| koI kahatA hai maiM zUdra hUM / to vaha bhI pUrA manuSya nahIM ho sktaa| jisane kahA, maiM brAhmaNa hUM usane zUdra ko varjita kiyaa| usane akhaMDatA todd'ii| jisane kahA, maiM zUdra hUM usane brAhmaNa ko varjita kiyA, usane bhI akhaMDatA todd'ii| jisane kahA, maiM hiMdU hUM vaha musalamAna to nahIM hai nizcita hI nahIM to kyoM kahatA ki hiMdU hUM! aura jisane kahA, maiM musalamAna hUM vaha bhI TUTA IsAI bhI ttuuttaa| aise hama TUTate cale jAte haiN| phira unameM bhI choTe-choTe khaMDa haiN| khaMDoM meM khaMDa haiN| AdamI aisA baTatA calA jAtA hai| tuma jaba bhI kahate ho, yaha maiM hUM tabhI tuma eka choTA-sA gherA banA lete ho| saca to yaha hai ki yaha kahanA ki maiM manuSya hUM yaha bhI choTA gherA hai| manuSya kI haisiyata kyA hai saMkhyA kitanI hai? isa choTI-sI pRthvI para hai aura yaha virATa phailAva hai, isameM manuSya hai kyA! kyA - mAtra ! kyoM tuma manuSya se jor3ate apane ko ? kyoM nahIM kahate maiM jIvana hUM? to paudhe bhI sammilita ho jAeMge, pakSI bhI sammilita ho jaaeNge| phira aisA hI kyoM kahate ho ki maiM jIvana hUM aisA kyoM nahIM kahate ki maiM astitva hUM? to saba sammilita ho jaaegaa| 'ahaM brahmAsmi' kA yahI artha hotA hai ki maiM astitva hUM maiM brahma hUM / saba kucha jo hai usake sAtha maiM eka hUM vaha mere sAtha eka hai| aise vibhAgoM ko chor3ate jAne vAlA vyakti sAgara kI atala gaharAI ko anubhava karatA hai| sAgara kI sataha para lahareM haiM, gaharAI meM eka kA nivAsa hai| caTa jaga jAtA hUM cirAga ko jalatA hUM ho sajaga tumheM maiM dekha pAtA hUM ki baiThe ho

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pAsa nahIM Ate ho pukAra macavAte ho takasIra batalAo, kyoM yaha badana umeThe ho? darasa dIvAnA jise nAma kA hI bAnA use zaraNa vilokate bhI deva-deva aiMThe ho! sIMkhacoM meM ghUmatA hUM caraNoM ko atA hUM socatA hUM mere iSTadeva pAsa baiThe ho pAsa kahanA bhI ThIka nahIM, kyoMki pAsa meM bhI dUrI A gii| iSTadeva bhItara baiThe haiN| pAsa kahanA bhI ThIka nhiiN| sIMkhacoM meM ghUmatA hUM caraNoM ko atA hUM socatA hUM _ mere iSTadeva pAsa baiThe ho! caTa jaga jAtA hUM cirAga ko jalAtA huuN| ho sajaga tumheM maiM dekha pAtA hUM baiThe ho paramAtmA pAsa hai, aisA kahanA bhI ThIka nhiiN| dUra hai, yaha to bilakula hI bhrAMta hai| tumane jaba bhI hAtha uThA kara AkAza meM paramAtmA ko praNAma kiyA hai tabhI tumane paramAtmA ko bahuta dUra kara diyA hai-bahuta dUra! apane hAtha se dUrI khar3I kara lI hai aura vilaga ho gaye, pRthaka ho gaye! / dekhate ho, isa deza meM purAnI prathA hai. kisI ko, ajanabI ko bhI tuma gAMva meM se gujarate ho to ajanabI kahatA hai : 'jaya rAma jI!' matalaba samajhe? pazcima meM loga kahate haiM, guDa mArniMga! lekina yaha utanA madhura nahIM hai| ThIka hai, suMdara subaha hai! bAta mausama kI hai, kucha jyAdA gaharI nhiiN| prakRti ke pAra nahIM jaatii| isa deza meM hama kahate haiM. jaya rAma jI! hama kahate haiM : rAma kI jaya ho! ajanabI ko dekha kara bhii...| zaharoM meM to ajanabI ko koI aba jaya rAma jI nahIM karatA hai| aba to hama jaya rAma jI meM bhI hisAba rakhate haiM-kisase karanI aura kisase nahIM karanI! jisase matalaba ho, usase karanI; jisase matalaba na ho, usase na krnii| jisase kucha lenA-denA ho usase khUba karanI, dina meM dasa-pAMca bAra krnii| jisase kucha na lenA-denA ho, yA jisase Dara ho ki kahIM tumase kucha na le-le usase to bacanA, jaya rAma jI bhUla kara na krnii|

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'jaya rAma jI' jaisA sarala maMtra bhI vyAvasAyika ho gayA hai| lekina dehAta meM, gAMva meM aba bhI ajanabI bhI gujare to sArA gAMva, jisake pAsa se gujaregA kahegA : 'jaya rAma jI! jaya ho rAma kI!' vaha tumase yaha kaha rahA hai ki tuma ajanabI bhalA ho lekina tumhArA rAma to hamase ajanabI nahIM tuma Upara-Upara kitane hI bhinna ho, hama rAma ko dekhate haiN| vaha jo kahane vAlA hai cAhe samajhatA bhI na ho lekina isa paraMparA ke bhItara kucha rAja to hai| loga prakAza ko jalAte haiM aura loga hAtha jor3a lete haiM: dIyA jalAyA, hAtha jor3a lete haiN| hama socate haiM, gAMva ke gaMvAra haiN| zahara meM bhI A jAe gAMva kA prANI, tuma bijalI kI battI jalAo to vaha hAtha jor3atA hai| to tuma haMsate ho| tuma socate ho 'pAgala! are yaha bijalI kI battI hai, isameM apane hAtha se jalAI-bujhAI, isameM kyA hAtha jor3anA hai!' lekina vaha yaha kaha rahA hai. jahAM prakAza hai vahAM paramAtmA hai| pAsa hai, prakAza jaisA pAsa hai| caTa jaga jAtA hUM cirAga ko jalAtA hUM ho sajaga tumheM maiM dekha pAtA hUM ki baiThe ho sIMkhacoM meM ghUmatA hUM caraNoM ko atA hUM socatA hUM? mere iSTadeva pAsa baiThe ho! sIMkhacoM meM ghUmatA hUM! isIlie 'pAsa' mAlUma hotA hai| sIMkhacoM kA phAsalA raha gayA hai| tumane dekhA, apane beTe ko chAtI se bhI lagA lete ho, phira bhI sIMkhace bIca meM haiM! apanI patnI ko hRdaya se lagA lete ho, phira bhI sIMkhace bIca meM haiN| mitra ko gale se milA lete ho, phira bhI sIMkhace bIca meM haiN| pAsa nahIM hai prmaatmaa| dUra to hai hI nahIM, pAsa bhI nahIM hai| paramAtmA hI hai-dUra aura pAsa kI bhASA hI galata hai| vahI bAhara, vahI bhiitr| vahI yahAM, vahI vhaaN| vahI Aja, vahI kala, vahI phira bhI Age Ane vAle kl| vahI hai| eka hI hai| sUryodaya! eka aMjulI phUla jala se jaladhi taka abhirAma mAdhyama zabda addhoMccArita jIvana dhanya hai AbhAra phira AbhAra isa aparimita meM aparimita zAMti kI anubhUti akSama pyAra kA AbhAsa

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samarpita mata ho tvacA ko sparza gahare mAtra isase bhI zreSThatara mUrdhanya sukha jala ber3iyoM ke Upara kahIM kahIM gahare Thahara kara AdhAra, mUlAdhAra jIvana hara naye dina kI nikaTatA AtmA vistAra sUryodaya! eka aMjulI phUla jala se jaladhi taka abhirAma! eka hI phailA hai| choTI-sI bUMda meM bhI vahI hai, bar3e-se sAgara meM bhI vahI hai| choTe-se dIye meM bhI vahI hai, bar3e-se sUraja meM bhI vahI hai| kahe gaye zabdoM meM bhI vahI hai, anakahe gaye zabdoM meM bhI vahI hai| Adhe uccArita zabdoM meM bhI vahI hai| maMtra kA yahI artha hai : addhoMccArita shbd| pUrA uccAra nahIM kara pAte, kyoMki vaha itanA bar3A hai, zabda meM samAtA nhiiN| binA uccAra kie bhI nahIM raha pAte, kyoMki vaha itanA prItikara hai-bAra-bAra mana uccAra karane kA hotA hai| isakA nAma mNtr| maMtra kA artha hai : binA bulAe nahIM rahA jAtA; hAlAMki zabdoM se tumheM bulAyA bhI nahIM jaataa| apanI asamarthatA hai, isalie mNtr| mAdhyama zabda addhoMccArita jIvana dhanya hai AbhAra, phira AbhAra! eka ko dekho to AbhAra hI AbhAra phaila jaaegaa| aneka ko dekho to azAMti hI ashaaNti| tuma dhArmika AdamI kI kasauTI yaha banA lo : jisa AdamI ke jIvana meM AbhAra ho, vaha AdamI dhaarmik| jisake jIvana meM zikAyata ho, vaha adhaarmik| taba tuma jarA muzkila meM pdd'oge| agara maMdira meM jAkara khar3e ho kara dekhoge Ate ArAdhakoM ko to adhika ko to tuma zikAyata karate pAoge; dhanyavAda dene to zAyada hI koI AtA hai| koI kahatA hai, bacce ko naukarI nahIM lagI; koI kahatA hai, patnI bImAra hai, koI kahatA hai ki beImAna to bar3he jA rahe haiM, hama ImAnadAroM kA kyA? tuma jarA logoM ke bhItara jhAMka kara dekhanA, saba zikAyata karate cale A rahe haiN| saba mAMgate cale A rahe haiN| aura yaha adhArmika AdamI kA lakSaNa hai : asNtoss| zikAyata, mAMga-adhArmika AdamI kA lakSaNa hai| svabhAvata: adhArmika azAMta bhI hogaa| AbhAra hI AbhAra! phira-phira AbhAra! tumheM jitanA milA hai, tumheM pratipala itanA mila rahA hai, davAra-davAra raMdhra -raMdhra se phUTa kara itanA prakAza A rahA hai, saba tarapha se paramAtmA ne tumheM gherA

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hai-aura kyA cAhate ho? sUraja kI kiraNeM use lAtIM, havAoM ke jhoMke use lAte, phUloM kI gaMdha use lAtI, pakSiyoM kI pukAra use lAtI - saba tarapha se usane tumheM gherA hai, saba tarapha se tuma para barasa rahA hai! saba tarapha se vahI tumheM sparza kara rahA hai| jIvana dhanya hai| AbhAra, phira AbhAra ! isa ' AbhAra' ko hI maiM prArthanA kahatA hUM / prArthanA zabda acchA nahIM, usameM mAMgane kA bhAva hai| zAyada loga mAMgate rahe, isalie hamane dhIre- dhIre prabhu kI ArAdhanA ko prArthanA kahanA zurU kara diyA, kyoMki prArthI vahAM pahuMcate mAMgane vAle bhikhamaMge vahAM pahuMcate / prabhu kI prArthanA vastuta dhanyavAda hai : itanA diyA hai, akAraNa diyA hai! isa aparimita meM aparimita zAMti kI anubhUti aura jaise hI tuma mAMganA chor3A, AbhAra to aparimita hai| usakA koI ora-chora nahIM | dhanyavAda kI koI sImA thor3e hI hai ! dhanyavAda kaMjUsa thor3e hI hotA hai| dhanyavAda hI de rahe ho to usameM bhI koI zarta thor3e hI bAMdhanI par3atI hai| dhanyavAda to bezarta hai| aparimita zAMti kI anubhUti akSaya pyAra kA AbhAsa aura tumane AbhAra diyA aura udhara paramAtmA kA pyAra tumheM anubhava honA zurU huaa| baha to sadA se rahA thA, binA AbhAra ke tuma anubhava na kara pAte the| AbhAra pyAra ko anubhava kara pAtA hai| AbhAra pAtratA hai pyAra ko anubhava karane kI / samarpita mata ho tvacA ko ! Upara-Upara camar3I- camar3I para mata jA / rUpa-raMga meM mata ulajha / sparza kara gaharA / sparza gahare mAtra isase bhI zreSThatara mUrdhanya sukha jala ber3iyoM se kahIM Upara yaha jo tvacA kA sukha hai, yaha jo Upara-Upara thor3e-se sukha kI anubhUti mila rahI hai, isameM ulajha mata jaa| yaha tau khilaunA hai| yaha to kevala khabara hai ki aura pIche chipA hai, aura gaharA chipA hai| ye to kaMkar3a-patthara haiM, hIre jaldI Ane ko haiM / ina kaMkar3a-pattharoM meM bhI thor3I-sI AbhAsa, thor3I-sI jhalaka hai| to usa pUrNa sukha kA to kyA kahanA! agara tU bar3hA jAe, calA jaae...| kahIM gahare Thahara kara AdhAra, mUlAdhAra! gahare utara, tvacA meM mata Thahara / paridhi para mata ruka, keMdra kI tarapha cala / jIvana hara naye dina kI nikaTatA

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AtmA vistaar| aura isa vistAra ko anubhava kara lenA brahma ko anubhava kara lenA hai|brhm' zabda kA artha hI vistAra hotA hai-jo phailA huA vistIrNa; jo phailatA hI calA jAtA hai| alabarTa AiMsTIna ne to abhI isa sadI meM Akara yaha kahA ki vizva phailatA calA jAtA haieksapaiMDiMga yUnivarsa! isake pahale sirpha hiMduoM ko yaha bodha thA, kisI ko yaha bodha nahIM rhaa| sAre jagata ke darzanazAstra ra sAre jagata ke dharma aisA hI mAna kara cale haiM ki vizva jaisA hai vaisA hI hai, bar3A kaise hogA aura 2: bar3A hai, lekina aura bar3A kaise hogA? pUrNa hai, to aura pUrNa kaise hogA? apanI jagaha hai| alabarTa AiMsTIna ne isa sadI meM ghoSaNA kI ki jagata rukA nahIM hai| bar3ha rahA hai, phaila rahA hai, phailatA calA jA rahA hai| anaMta gati se phailatA calA jA rahA hai| bar3hatA hI jA rahA hai| hiMduoM ke 'brahma' zabda meM vaha bAta hai| brahma kA artha hai : jo phailatA calA jAtA hai; vistIrNa hotA calA jAtA hai, jisa para kabhI koI sImA nahIM AtI; jisake phailAva kA koI aMta nahIM, aMtahIna phailAva! 'saba AtmA hai, aisA nizcaya karake tU saMkalpa-rahita ho kara sukhI ho|' ayaM sa ahaM asmi ayaM ahaM na iti vibhAga sNtyj'| 'yaha maiM, yaha maiM nahIM-aise vibhAga ko chor3a de, bodhapUrvaka chor3a de|' sarvam AtmA-sva hI AtmA hai, eka hI vistAra, eka hI vyApaka! iti nizcitya-aisA nizcayapUrvaka jAna! tvaM nisaMkalpa sukhI bhava-aura taba tere sukha meM koI bAdhA na pdd'egii| kyoMki jaba kucha aura hai hI nahIM, ta_ hI hai, to zatru kahAM, mRtyu kahAM! jaba kucha bhI nahIM, tU hI hai, to phira aura AkAMkSA kyA! phira pAne ko kyA bacatA hai! phira bhaviSya nahIM hai| phira atIta nahIM hai| phira tU sukhI ho sakatA hai| sukha usa ghar3I kA nAma hai jaba tumane apane ko sabake sAtha eka jAna liyaa| dukha usa ghar3I kA nAma hai jaba tuma apane ko sabase bhinna jAnate ho| ise agara tuma jIvana kI choTI choTI ghaTanAoM meM parakhoge to pahacAna loge| jahAM milana hai vahAM sukha hai| sAdhAraNa jIvana meM bhii| mitra A gayA aneka varSoM bAda, gale mila gaye-sukha kA anubhava hai| phira mitra jAne lagA phira dukha ghira aayaa| tumane gaura kiyA? jahAM milana hai vahAM sukha kI thor3I pratIti hai aura jahAM bichur3ana hai vahAM dukha kii| milana meM eka hone kI thor3I-sI jhalaka AtI hai; bichur3ana meM phira hama do ho jAte haiN| jise tuma prema karate the, vaha pati yA patnI yA mitra mara gayA-dukhI ho jAte ho| nAce-nAce phirate the, priya tumhAre pAsa thA; Aja priya mRtyu meM kho gayA, Aja tuma chAtI pITate ho, marane kA bhAva uThane lgtaa| lekina gaura kiyA, mAmalA kyA hai? milana meM sukha thA, viraha meM dukha hai| lekina ye choTe-choTe milana-viraha to hote raheMge, eka aisA mahAmilana bhI hai, phira jisakA koI viraha nhiiN| usI ko hama paramAtmA se milana kahate haiN|

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saba AtmA hai| phira koI bichuDna nahIM ho sakatI / phira viraha nahIM ho sktaa| phira milana zAzvata huA, phira sadA ke lie huaa| aura jo sadA ke milana ko upalabdha ho gaye dhanyabhAgI haiN| sukhI bhava! aSTAvakra kahate haiM, phira sukha hI sukha hai| phira tU sukha hai| sukhI bhava 'tere hI ajJAna se vizva hai| paramArthataH tU eka hai| tere atirikta koI dUsarA nahIM hai-na saMsArI aura na asaMsArI / ' 'tere hI ajJAna se vizva hai| ' ajJAna yAnI bheda / jJAna yAnI abheda / ajJAnI yAnI apane ko alaga mAnanA / apane ko alaga mAnane meM hI sArA upadrava khar3A ho jAtA hai| jJAna yAnI apane ko eka jAna lenA, pahacAna lenA ki maiM eka hUM / tavaivAjJAnato vizva tvamekaH paramArthataH aura vastutaH hama eka haiM, isalie eka hone meM sukha milatA hai| kyoMki jo svAbhAvika hai, vaha sukha detA hai| hama aneka nahIM haiM, isalie aneka hone meM dukha milatA hai| kyoMki jo svabhAva ke viparIta hai, vaha dukha detA hai| dukha bodhaka hai kevala, sUcaka hai ki kahIM tuma svabhAva ke viparIta jA rahe ho / sukha saMketaka hai ki tuma calane lage svabhAva ke anukuul| jahAM svabhAva se saMgIta baiTha jAtA hai vahIM sukha hai| jisa vyakti se tumhArA svabhAva mela khA jAtA hai, usI ke sAtha sukha milane lagatA hai| jisa ghar3I meM kisI bhI kAraNa se kisI bhI paristhiti meM tuma jagata ke sAtha bahane lagate ho, jagata kI dhArA meM eka ho jAte ho, vahIM sukha mila jAtA hai| sukha tumhAre hAtha kI bAta nahIM hai| sukha kabhI-kabhI anAyAsa bhI milatA hai| rAha para tuma cale jA rahe the, subaha ghUmane nikale the aura acAnaka eka ghar3I A jAtI hai, eka jharokhA khula jAtA hai, eka gavAkSa, eka kSaNa ko tuma pAte ho mhaasukh| phira kho jAtA hai, tumhArI samajha meM nahIM AtA huA kyA! zAyada Akasmika rUpa se, akAraNa, tumhArI binA kisI ceSTA ke tuma aisI jagaha the, citta kI aisI dazA meM the jahAM jagata se mela ho gayA, tuma jagata kI dhArA ke sAtha bahane lge| calate the; vicAra na thA, sUraja nikalA thA, pakSI gIta gAte the, subaha kI havA sugaMdha le AI thI, nAsApuTa sugaMdha se bhare the, prANa utkulla the, subaha kI tAjagI thI, tuma nAce - nAce theM- sva kSaNa ko mela khA gayA, astitva se mela khA gayA, astitva ke sAtha tuma layabaddha ho gaye! tumhAre kie na thA, anyathA tuma sadA layabaddha rho| Akasmika huA thA, isalie kho gyaa| phira tuma utara gye| phira paTarI se gAr3I nIce ho gii| usI vyakti ko hama jJAnI kahate haiM, jisane ise bodhapUrvaka pahacAna liyA aura aba jisakI paTarI nIce nahIM utaratI / aba tuma lAkha dhakkA do, aisA-vaisA karo ! tumane eka jApAnI khilaunA dekhA ? dArumA guDDI kahalAtI hai / 'dArumA' zabda AtA hai bodhidharma se| eka bhAratIya bauddha bhikSu koI caudaha sau varSa pahale cIna gyaa| vaha bar3A anUThA vyakti thA, jisakI maiM bAta kara rahA hUM aisA vyakti thaa| jIvana se usakA mela zAzvata ho gayA thA, chaMdabaddha thaa| tuma use

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dhakkA nahIM de sakate the| tuma use girA nahIM sakate the| tuma usakI layabaddhatA ko kSINa nahIM kara sakate the| vaha hara hAlata meM apanI layabaddhatA ko pA letA thaa| kaisI bhI dazA ho, barI ho bhalI ho, rAta ho dina ho, sukha ho dukha ho, saphalatA-asaphalatA ho, isase koI pharka na par3atA thaa| usake bhItara kA saMgIta aharniza bahatA rahatA thaa| bodhidharma kA jApAnI nAma hai daarumaa| aura unhoMne eka gur3iyA banA lI hai| tumane gur3iyA dekhI bhI hogii| usa gur3iyA kI eka khUbI hai : use tuma kaisA hI pheMko, vaha pAlathI mAra kara baiTha jAtI hai| usakI pAlathI bajanI hai. bhItara lohe kA Tukar3A rakhA hai, yA zIzA bharA hai aura sArA zarIra polA hai| to tuma kaisA bhI pheMko, tuma cAho ki sira ke bala gira jAye dArumA, vaha nahIM girtaa| tuma dhakkA mAro, aisA karo, vaisA karo, vaha phira apanI jagaha baiTha jAtA hai| yaha guDiyA bar3I adabhuta hai baccoM ko zikSaNa dene ke lie ki tumhArA jIvana bhI aisA ho jAe-dArumA jaisA ho jaae| kucha tumheM girA na paaye| tumhArI pAlathI lagI rhe| tumhArA siddhAsana kAyama rhe| tumhArI chaMdabaddhatA banI rhe| isI ko aSTAvakra svacchaMdatA kahate haiN| svacchaMdatA kA artha ucchaMkhalatA mata samajha lenaa| svacchaMdatA kA artha hai : svayaM ke chaMda ko upalabdha ho gaye; svabhAva ke sAtha eka ho gaye; chaMdabaddha ho gaye apanI bhItara kI AtmA se| aura jo bhItara hai vahI bAhara hai, to chaMda pUrA ho gyaa| layabaddha ho gae, tumhArA sitAra bajane lgaa| tumane astitva ke hAthoM meM de diyA apanA sitAra; astitva kI aMguliyAM tumhAre sitAra para phirane lagI, gIta uThane lgaa| 'tere hI ajJAna se vizva hai| paramArthata: tU eka hai| tere atirikta koI dUsarA nahIM hai-na saMsArI aura na asNsaarii|' to koI bheda mata krnaa| yaha mata kahanA ki yaha saMsArI hai aura yaha saMnyAsI hai| isalie tuma dekhate ho, maiMne sArA bheda chor3a diyA hai| ____ loga mere pAsa Ate haiN| ve kahate haiM, saMnyAsa lenA hai; lekina hama to abhI saMnyAsI hone ke yogya nahIM haiN| abhI ghara meM haiM, patnI-bacce haiN| maiM kahatA hUM : tuma phikra chodd'o| saMnyAsI aura saMsArI meM koI bheda thor3e hI hai-eka hI hai| itanA hI pharka hai ki saMsArI abhI jida kie hai sone kI aura saMnyAsI jAgane kI ceSTA karane lagA hai| bheda thor3e hI haiN| donoM eka se hI haiN| saMsArI sira ke bala khar3A hai, saMnyAsI apane paira ke bala khar3A ho gayA; magara donoM meM kucha pharka thor3e hI hai| donoM ke bhItara eka hI paramAtmA, eka hI sphUrti! tana ke taTa para mile hama kaI bAra para davAra mana kA abhI taka khulA hI nhiiN| jiMdagI kI bichI sarpa-sI dhAra para azru ke sAtha hI kahakahe baha gye| oMTha aise siye zarma kI Dora se

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bola do the, magara anakahe raha gaye / saira karake camana kI milA kyA hameM ? raMga kaliyoM kA aba taka ghulA hI nahIM / pUrI jiMdagI gujara jAtI hai aura kaliyoM kA raMga bhI nahIM ghula paataa| pUrI jiMdagI gujara jAtI hai, kalI khila hI nahIM paatii| pUrI jiMdagI gujara jAtI hai aura tAra chir3ate hI nahIM vINA ke saira karake camana kI milA kyA hameM ? raMga kaliyoM kA aba taka ghulA hI nahIM / tana ke taTa para mile hama kaI bAra para dvAra mana kA abhI taka khulA hI nahIM / to hama milate bhI haiM, to bhI milate nahIM / ahaMkAra akar3Aye rakhatA hai| jhukate haiM to bhI jhukate nhiiN| sira jhuka jAtA hai, ahaMkAra akar3A khar3A rahatA hai| tuma jarA gaura se dekhanA, jaba tuma jhukate ho, saca meM jhukate ho? jaba hAtha jor3ate ho, saca meM hAtha jor3ate ho? yA ki saba dhokhA hai? yA ki vinamratA bhI aupacArikatA hai? yA ki saba sAmAjika vyavahAra hai? kucha satya hai yA saba jhUTha hI jhUTha hai? tuma kisI se kahate ho, mujhe tumase prema hai lekina yaha tuma saca meM mAnate ho? hai aisA? yA kisI prayojanavaza kaha rahe ho? mullA nasaruddIna kI patnI usase kaha rahI hai ki aba tumheM mujhase pahale jaisA prema na rhaa| aba tuma ghara usa umaMga se nahIM Ate jaise pahale Ate the| aba tuma mujhe dekha kara khila nahIM jAte jaise pahale khila jAte the| mullA apanA akhabAra par3ha rahA hai| usake sira para salavaTeM par3atI jAtI haiN| aura patnI kahe calI jA rahI hai, buhArI lagAye jA rahI hai aura kahe calI jA rahI hai| phira vaha kahatI hai ki nahIM, tumheM mujhase bilakula prema nahIM rahA; saba prema khatma ho gyaa| mullA ne kahA ki hai tujhase, prema mujhe tujhase hI hai aura pUrA prema hai| aba sira khAnA baMda kara aura akhabAra par3hane de! kahe cale jAte haiM hama, jo kahanA caahie| aura jIvana kucha aura kahe calA jAtA hai| oMTha kucha kahate, AMkha kucha kahatI hai| oMTha kucha kahate haiM, pUrA vyaktitva kucha aura kahatA hai| tuma jarA logoM kI AMkhoM para khayAla karanA, jaba ve tumase kahate haiM hameM prema hai, to unakI AMkha meM koI dIye nahIM jlte| sUnI patharAI AMkheM! jaba tumheM ve namaskAra karate haiM aura kahate haiM ki dhanyabhAga ki Apake darzana ho gaye, taba unake cehare para koI pulaka nahIM aatii| kore zabda, thothe zabda! saba jhUThA ho gayA hai| isa jhUTha se jAgane kA nAma hI saMnyAsa hai| kahIM bhAgane kA nAma saMnyAsa nahIM hai / yahIM tuma saca honA zurU ho jAo, prAmANika honA zurU ho jAo, aura tuma pAoge ki jaise-jaise tuma prAmANika hote ho, vaise-vaise jIvana meM svara, saMgIta, sugaMdha, saurabha khilatA hai / satya kI bar3I gaharI sugaMdha hai! tuma mile to praNaya para chaTA chA gaI cuMbanoM sAMvalI sI ghaTA chA gii|

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eka yuga, eka dina, eka pala, eka kSaNa para gagana se utara caMcalA A gii| prANa kA dAna de, dAna meM prANa le arcanA kI adhara cAMdanI chA gii| tuma mile, prANa meM rAginI chA gii| thor3A satya kI jhalaka AnI zurU ho jAe, thor3A usa parama priyatama se milanA zurU ho jAe thor3A hI usakA Acala hAtha meM Ane lge..| tuma mile to praNaya para chaTA chA gaI! tuma mile, prANa meM rAginI A gaI! dhArmika vyakti koI udAsa, thakA-hArA, murdA vyakti nahIM hai-jIvata, ullAsa se bharA, nAcatA huA dhArmika vyakti hai muskurAtA huaa| jisako isa bAta kA ahasAsa hone lagA ki paramAtmA ne saba tarapha se mujhe gherA hai, vaha udAsa rahegA? jisake bhItara yaha pratIti hone lagI ki vahI paramAtmA mere ghara meM bhI virAjamAna hai, isa merI asthipaMjara kI deha ko bhI usane pavitra kiyA hai, isa miTTI kI deha meM bhI usI kA maMdira hai-vaha phira udAsa rahegA? phira tuma use thaka hArA dekhoge? usameM tuma eka umaMga ke darzana paaoge| basa utanA hI pharka hai| lekina cAhe tuma umaMga se nAco aura cAhe thake, udAsa, hAre baiThe raho, mUlata:, paramArthata: koI pharka nahIM hai-na saMsArI meM na asaMsArI meN| paramArthata: tvaM eka:! vastuta: to tuma eka hI ho| udAsa bhI vahI hai| haMsatA huA bhI vahI hai| svastha bhI vahI bImAra bhI vhii| aMdhere meM khar3A bhI vahI, rozanI meM khar3A bhI vhii| pharka itanA hI hai ki eka ne AMkha khola eka ne AMkha baMda rakhI hai| pharka kucha bahuta nhiiN| palaka jarA-sI palaka kA pharka hai| AMkha khula gii-sNnyaasii| AMkha baMda rhii-sNsaarii| 'yaha vizva bhrAMti mAtra hai aura kucha nahIM hai, aisA nizcayapUrvaka jAnane vAlA vAsanA rahita aura caitanya mAtra hai| vaha aise zAMti ko prApta hotA hai mAno kucha nahIM hai|' jarA isa bhAva meM jIyo! jarA isa bhAva meM pago! jarA isa bhAva meM ibo! __'yaha vizva bhAMti mAtra hai|' yaha dhyAna kI eka prakriyA hai| yaha koI dArzanika siddhAta nahIM; jaisA ki hiMdU samajha baiThe haiM ki yaha inakA dArzanika siddhAta hai ki yaha jagata mAyA hai, bhrAMti hai, isako siddha karanA hai| yaha koI tarka kI prakriyA nahIM hai| zaMkarAcArya ke atyaMta tArkika hone ke kAraNa eka bar3I galata dizA mila gii| zaMkarAcArya ne bAta ko kucha aise siddha karane kI koziza kI hai jaise yaha koI tArkika siddhAta hai ki jagata mAyA hai| usake kAraNa dUsare siddha karane lage ki jagata mAyA nahIM hai| aura saca to yaha hai ki kisI bhI tarka se siddha nahIM kiyA jA sakatA ki jagata mAyA hai| koI upAya nahIM hai| isalie upAya nahIM hai

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ki jaba tuma siddha karane jAte ho ki jagata mAyA hai, taba bhI tumheM itanA to mAnanA hI par3atA hai ki jagata hai; nahIM to siddha kisako kara rahe ho ki mAyA hai? jaba tuma siddha karane jAte ho kisI ke sAmane ki jagata mAyA hai to tama itanA mAnate ho ki jisake sAmane tama siddha kara rahe ho, vaha hai| itanA to mAnate ho ki kisI kI buddhi tumheM sudhAranI hai rAste para lAnI hai; koI galata calA gayA hai, ThIka lAnA hai| lekina yaha to mAnyatA ho gaI saMsAra kii| yaha to tumane mAna liyA ki dUsarA hai| zaMkarAcArya kisako samajhA rahe haiM? kisase tarka kara rahe haiM? nahIM, yaha tarka kI bAta hI nhiiN| merA koNa kucha aura hai| maiM mAnatA hUM yaha dhyAna kI eka prakriyA hai| yaha sirpha dhyAna kI eka vidhi, eka upAya hai| isakA tuma prayoga karake dekho dhyAna ke upAya kI taraha aura tuma cakita ho jaaoge| 'yaha vizva bhrAMti mAtra hai|' tuma aisA mAna kara eka saptAha calo ki jagata sapanA hai| kucha pharka nahIM karanA hai, jaisA hotA hai vaise hI hone denA hai| sapanA hai to pharka kyA karanA hai? sapanA hai to pharka karoge bhI kaise? hotA to kucha pharka bhI kara lete| sapanA hai to badaloge kaise? badalanA ho bhI kaise sakatA hai? yathArtha badalA jA sakatA hai, sapanA to badalA nahIM jA sktaa| sirpha dRSTi- bheda hai| daphtara jAnA, itanA hI jAnanA ki sapanA hai| daphtara kA kAma bhI karanA, yaha mata kahanA ki aba phAileM haTA kara bagala meM rakha dI, jaisA ki bhArata meM loga kie haiM, phAileM rakhIM haiM, ve Tebala para paira pasAre baiThe haiM-jagata sapanA hai! karanA bhI kyA hai! phAiloM meM dharA kyA hai! do kavi eka kavi-sammelana meM gaye the, eka sAtha Thahare the| jo javAna kavi thA, vaha kucha kavitAeM likha rahA thaa| ke ne usako upadeza diyaa| ke ne kahA, 'likhane meM kyA dharA hai! are pAgala, likhane meM kyA dharA hai! paramAtmA bAhara khar3A hai|' javAna ne suna to liyA, lekina use bAta acchI na lgii| thor3I dera bAda bUr3he ne kahA. 'beTA serIDAna bulavAo, sira meM darda huA hai| to usa javAna kavi ne kahA. 'serIDAna! serIDAna!! serIDAna meM kyA dharA hai? paramAtmA bAhara khar3A hai| aura jaba sira meM darda uThe, bahAnA karo, na-na--1 na-na karo! saba bhrAMti hai gurudeva! siradarda ityAdi meM rakhA kyA hai! jaba darda uThe, bahAnA karo, n-n-n| na-na-na kro| inakAra kara do, basa khatma ho gaI baat|' na to inakAra karane se siradarda jAtA aura na phAileM sarakAne se kucha hala hotaa| nahIM, yaha to prayoga dhyAna kA hai| daphtara jAo, phAila para kAma bhI karo-sapanA hI hai, basa itanA jAna kara kro| ghara Ao, patnI se bhI milo, baccoM ke sAtha khelo bhI sapanA hI hai, aisA hI mAna kara clo| eka sAta dina tuma eka abhinetA ho, kartA nhiiN| basa koI pharka na par3egA, kisI ko kAnoMkAna khabara bhI na hogii| koI jAna bhI na pAegA aura tumhAre bhItara eka krAMti ho jaaegii| tuma acAnaka dekhoge kara tuma vahI rahe ho, lekina aba bojha na rhaa| kara tuma vahI rahe ho, lekina aba azAMti nhiiN| kara tuma vahI rahe ho, lekina aba tuma alipta, dUra kamala jaise; pAnI meM aura phira bhI pAnI chUtA nhiiN|

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'yaha vizva bhAMti mAtra hai aura kucha nahIM hai, aisA nizciyapUrvaka jAnane vAlA vAsanA rahita aura caitanya mAtra ho jAtA hai| tuma karake dekho| tuma pAoge ki vAsanA girane lagatI hai| kAma jArI rahatA hai, kAmanA girane lagatI hai| kRtya jArI rahatA hai, kartA vidA ho jAtA hai| saba calatA hai, jaisA calatA thA; lekina bhItara ApAdhApI nahIM raha jAtI, tanAva nahIM raha jaataa| tuma upakaraNa mAtra ho jAte ho, nimitta mAtra! aura taba tumheM anubhava hotA hai ki tuma to sirpha caitanya ho sAkSI mAtra ho| yaha prayoga dhyAna kA hai| agara jagata sapanA hai to kartA hone kA to koI upAya na rhaa| jaba yathArtha hai hI nahIM, to kartA ho kaise sakate ho? rAta tuma sapanA dekhate ho, usameM kartA to nahIM ho sakate! subaha jAga kara tuma pAte ho sAkSI the kartA nhiiN| dekhA, tuma subaha uTha kara aisA to nahIM kahate ki sapane meM aisA-aisA kiyA; tuma kahate ho, rAta sapanA dekhaa| tuma jarA bhASA para khayAla krnaa| tuma yaha nahIM kahate ho subaha uTha kara ki rAta sapane meM corI kii| tuma kahate ho, rAta dekhA, sapanA AyA ki corI ho rahI hai mujhse| rAta dekhA, sapanA AyA ki maiM hatyArA ho rahA huuN| tuma kahate ho maiMne dekhaa| sapanA dekhA jAtA hai; kiyA thor3e hI jAtA hai| basa isa bheda ko smjho| sapane ke sAtha karanA jur3atA nahIM hai, sirpha dekhanA jur3atA hai| to agara tuma jagata ko sapanA mAtra mAna kara prayoga karo to acAnaka tuma pAoge, tuma caitanya mAtra raha gaye, draSTA-mAtra, sAkSI-mAtra! 'aura aisA vyakti aisI zAMti ko prApta ho jAtA hai mAno kucha hai hI nhiiN|' azAMta hone kA upAya hI nahIM bctaa| bhrAMtimAtramida vizva na kiciditi nizcayI nirvAsana: sphUrtimAtro na kicidiva zAmyati saba sapane bhUmikAyeM haiM usa anadekhe sapane kI jo eka hI bAra AegA satya kI bhIkha mAMgane AMkha ke dvAra pr| saba sapane bhUmikAyeM haiM! yaha sArA jagata, tuma dekhane kI kalA sIkha lo, isakI hI pAThazAlA hai| ye itane dRzya, ye itane kathApaTa, itane nATaka, sirpha eka choTI-sI bAta kI taiyArI haiM ki tuma draSTA bana jaao| saba sapane bhUmikAyeM haiM usa anadekhe sapane kI jo eka hI bAra AegA satya kI bhIkha mAMgane

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AMkha ke dvAra pr| tuma saMsAra ke dekhane vAle bana jAo, eka dina acAnaka paramAtmA tumhAre dvAra para khar3A ho jaaegaa| usI parama darzana ke lie sArI taiyArI cala rahI hai| yaha to AMkhoM para kAjala AjanA hai-yaha saMsAra jo hai| yaha to AMkhoM ko sApha karanA hai-yaha saMsAra jo hai| AMkheM svaccha ho jAeM, dekhane kI kalA A jAe, sphUrti A jAe, bodha A jAe, phira dvAra para paramAtmA khar3A hai| aura eka bAra dvAra para khar3A ho gayA ki sadA ke lie ho gyaa| jo eka hI bAra AegA satya kI bhIkha mAMgane AMkha ke dvAra pr| AMkheM zUnya ho jAeM to satya mila jAe! mana mauna ho jAe to prabhu kI vANI pragaTa ho utthe| tuma miTa jAo, to paramAtmA isI kSaNa jAhira ho utthe| mAtra hai rAjamArga abhivyakti kA, zabda, chaMda, mAtrA, hotI hai zurU mauna ke bIhar3a se anubhUti kI yaatraa| jaba tuma cupa ho jAte ho saba arthoM meM! AMkha jaba cupa ho jAtI hai, taba tuma vahI dekhate ho jo hai| jaba taka AMkha bolatI rahatI hai, tuma vahI dekhate ho jo tumhArI vAsanA dikhalAnA cAhatI hai| mullA nasaruddIna eka rAha se jA rahA hai| acAnaka jhpttaa| koI cIja utthaaii| phira bar3e krodha se pheMkI aura gAliyAM diiN| maiMne usase pUchA : 'nasaruddIna!' maiM usake pIche-pIche hI thaa|'yh mAmalA kyA huA| jhapaTe bar3I tejI se, kucha uThAyA bhI, kucha pheMkA bhI!' usane kahA : kucha aise duSTa haiM ki aThannI jaisI khakhAra yUkate haiN| aThannI jaisI khakhAra! vaha unako gAlI de rahA hai| jaise usake lie kisI ne aThannI jaisI khakhAra yuuNkii| ve khakhAra ko uThA lie| nArAja ho rahe haiN| AdamI vahI dekhatA hai, jo dekhanA cAhatA hai, jo usakI vAsanA dikhalAnA cAhatI hai| tumane bhI kaI bAra khakhAra uThA liyA hogA aThannI ke bhrama meN| vaha dikhAI nahIM par3atA jo hai| AMkha ke pAsa apane prakSepaNa haiN| AMkha vahI dikhalAnA cAhatI hai| tuma kabhI aisA bhI dekho| tuma roja jisa bAjAra meM jAte ho, usameM jaba tuma jAte ho alaga-alaga bhAvanAeM le kara tumheM alaga-alaga cIjeM dikhAI par3atI haiN| agara tuma bhUkhe jAo tumheM hoTala, restarA isI taraha kI cIjeM dikhAI par3egI; jUte kI dUkAna bilakula dikhAI na pdd'egii| agara tumhArA dimAga kharAba ho to bAta alaga hai; nahIM to jUte kI dUkAna nahIM dikhAI pdd'egii| upavAsa karake bAjAra meM jAnA, saba tarapha se tumheM. bAkI saba cIjeM phIkI par3a jAeMgI, haTa jAeMgI, unakA mahatva na rhaa| lekina jaba tuma bhare peTa jAte ho, taba bAta alaga ho jAtI hai| tuma dekhane vAle ho| tuma cunAva kara rahe ho|

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isa ghar3I kI kalpanA karo, jaba tuma sAre jagata ko svapnavata mAna lete ho| taba tumheM bar3I hairAnI hotI hai| vahI dikhAI par3ane lagatA hai jo hai| aura jo hai vaha eka hai, aneka nhiiN| 'yaha vizva bhrAMti mAtra hai aura kucha nahIM, aisA nizcayapUrvaka jAnane vAlA vAsanA-rahita caitanya mAtra hai| vaha aisI zAMti ko prApta hotA hai mAno kucha nahIM hai|' jaba tumhAre bhItara koI mAMga nahIM to bAhara kucha nahIM bacatA hai-eka virATa zUnya phaila jAtA hai, eka mauna, eka nistabdhatA! usa nistabdhatA meM hI prabhu ke caraNa pahalI bAra sune jAte haiN| 'saMsArarUpI samudra meM eka hI thA, hai, aura hogaa| terA baMdha aura mokSa nahIM hai| tU kRtakRtya hokara sukhapUrvaka vicarA' dekhate haiM ina vacanoM kI mukti! ina vacanoM kI udaghoSaNA! eka eva bhavAMbhodhAvAsIdasti bhaviSyati eka hI hai, eka hI thA, eka hI rhegaa| isase anyathA jo bhI dekhA ho, sapanA hai, jhUThA hai, managaDhaMta na te baMdhousti mokSo vA kRtakRtya: sukhaM cr| aura na kahIM koI baMdha hai, na koI mokSa hai| agara aisA tU dekha le to na koI baMdha hai na koI mokss| tU mukta mukta terA svabhAva hai| na te baMdho'sti mokSo vA kRtakRtya: sukhaM cara aura phira tU kRtArtha huaa| phira pratipala terA dhanya huaa| phira tU sukha se vicr| 'he cinmaya, tU citta ko saMkalpoM aura vikalpoM se kSobhita mata kara, zAMta hokara AnaMdazairata apane svarUpa meM sukhapUrvaka sthita ho| baiThA hai kIcar3a para jala cauMkA mata! ghaTa bhara aura cala banAyA jA sakatA hai aMdherA pAlatU para mara jAtI hai baMda karate hI dhUpa mukti kA dvAra abhinna aMga hai kArA kA bali vAsanAoM kI do nAriyala kuMThA kA tor3o caMdana ahaM kA ghiso bana jAegA tumhArA pazu hI prabhu baiThA hai kIcar3a para jala cauMkA mata! ghaTa bhara aura cala!

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vAsanAeM haiM, una vAsanAoM ko jagAne, prajvalita karane kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| apanA ghar3A bharo aura clo| jala ke nIce baiThI hai miTTI, baiThI rahane do| lekina hama ghar3A to bharate nahIM, jIvana ke rasa se to ghar3A bharate nahIM; vaha jo talahaTI meM baiThI miTTI hai. vAsanAoM kI, usI kI udher3abuna meM par3a jAte haiN| aura usake kAraNa sArA jala asvaccha ho jAtA hai| to agara jala bharanA ho kisI jharane se to utara mata jAnA jharane meM; jharane ke bAhara se cupacApa AhistA se apanA ghar3A bhara lenaa| jharane meM utara gaye, jala pIne yogya na raha jaaegaa| abhI-abhI kaisA svaccha thA, sphaTika maNi jaisA ! utara gaye, upadrava ho gyaa| kartA bana gaye - utara gye| sAkSI rahe ki kinAre rhe| bhara lo ghdd'aa| baiThA hai kIcar3a para jala cauMkA mata ! ghaTa bhara aura cala / kRtakRtya ho jA! banAyA jA sakatA hai aMdherA pAlatU / yaha tumane dekhA, aMdhere ko tuma baMda kara sakate ho kamare meM, lekina dhUpa ko nahIM ! banAyA jA sakatA hai aMdherA pAlatU para mara jAtI hai baMda karate hI dhUpa / jIvana meM jo bhI zreSTha hai, jo bhI suMdara hai, jo bhI satya hai, vaha mukta hI hotA hai| use bAMdhA nahIM jA sktaa| zAstra meM bAMdhA, mara jAtA hai satya / siddhAta meM piroyA, nikala jAte haiM prANa / tarka meM DAlA, ho gayA vyrth| tarka to kaba hai satya kii| zabda to lAza hai satya kI / banAyA jA sakatA hai aMdherA pAlatU para mara jAtI hai baMda karate hI dhUpa / AMkhoM meM agara sapane zabdoM meM baMda karane kI ceSTA na karo mauna meM ughAr3o ! vicAroM meM mata ulajho; zUnya meM jAgo! bhare hue ho tuma to tuma kArAgRha meM hI rhoge| AMkhoM ko khAlI kro| mukti kA dvAra abhinna aMga hai kArA kA! yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai| saMsAra meM hI mukti kA dvAra hai| honA hI caahie| jelakhAne se jaba koI nikalatA hai to jisa dvAra se nikalatA hai vaha jelakhAne kA hI dvAra hotA hai| mukti kA dvAra abhinna aMga hai kArA kA / vaha dvAra mukti kA kArA se alaga thor3e hI hai| mokSa kahIM saMsAra se alaga thor3e hI hai| mokSa saMsAra meM hI eka dvAra hai| tuma sAkSI ho jAo, dvAra khula jAtA hai| tuma kartA bane raho, tumheM dvAra dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| tuma daur3a-dhUpa ApAdhApI meM lage rahate ho| 'saMsArarUpI samudra meM eka hI thA, eka hI hai, eka hI hogaa| terA baMdha aura mokSa nahIM / tU kRtakRtya ho kara sukhapUrvaka vicara |

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te baMdha vA mokSa na tvaM sukhaM cara! kRtakRtya ho kara! yaha bar3e maje kA zabda hai / kartA hone se bacate hI AdamI kRtakRtya ho jAtA hai| aura hama socate haiM. binA kartA bane kaise kRtakRtya hoMge, jaba kareMge tabhI to kRtakRtya hoMge! aura karane vAle kabhI kRtakRtya nahIM hote| dekhate ho nepoliyana, sikaMdara ! unakI parAjaya dekhate ho ! saMsAra jIta lete haiM aura phira bhI parAjaya hAtha lagatI hai| dhana bhara jAtA hai aura hAtha khAlI raha jAte haiN| prazaMsA mila jAtI hai aura prANa sUkhe raha jAte haiN| aSTAvakra kahate haiM : kRtakRtya honA hai, kara lenA hai jo karane yogya hai sAkSI bana! sAkSI banate hI tatkSaNa paramAtmA tere lie kara detA hai jo karane parezAna ho rahA hai| tU vyartha kI daur3a dhUpa kara rahA hai| 'he cinmaya, tU citta ko saMkalpoM aura vikalpoM se kSobhita mata kr| zAMta ho kara AnaMdapUrvaka apane svarUpa meM sukhapUrvaka sthita ho / mA saMkalpavikalpAbhyAM cittaM kSobhaya cinmaya upazAmya sukhaM tiSTha svAtmayAnadavigrahe 'he cinmaya! he caitanya ! tU citta ko saMkalpoM - vikalpoM se kSobhita mata kr| ' yaha mata soca : kyA karUM kyA na karUM; kyA mAnUM kyA na mAnUM kahAM jAUM kahAM na jAUM ! ina saMkalpa-vikalpoM meM mata pdd'| tU to jahAM hai vahIM zAMta ho jaa| jaisA hai vaisA hI zAMta ho jaa| kyA karUM kyA na karUM ki zAMti mile, agara isa vikalpa meM par3A to tU azAMta hI hotA calA jaaegaa| zAMti ke nAma para bhI loga azAMta hote haiN| zAMta honA hai, yahI bAta azAMti kA kAraNa bana jAtI hai| aise loga mere pAsa roja A jAte haiN| ve kahate haiM, zAMta honA hai; aba cAhe kucha bhI ho jAe, zAMta ho kara rheNge| unako yaha bAta dikhAI nahIM par3atI ki unake hI kartApana ke kAraNa azAMta hue aba kartApana ko zAMti para lagA rahe haiN| aba ve kahate haiM, zAMta hokara raheMge! abhI bhI jida kAyama hai| abhI bhI TUTI nahIM jida / ahaMkAra miTA nahIM, kartA girA nahIM / rassI jala gaI, lekina rassI kI nahIM gii| aba zAMta honA hai| aba yaha nayA kartRtva paidA huaa| itanA hI tuma jAna lo ki tumhAre kie kucha bhI nahIM hotA hai / phira kaisI azAMti itanA hI jAna lo, tumhAre kie kyA kaba huA kitanA to kiyA, kabhI kucha huA? kabhI to kucha na huaa| AzA baMdhI aura sadA ttuuttii| nirAza hI to hue ho| janmoM-janmoM meM nirAzA ke atirikta tumhArI saMpatti kyA hai? isako dekha kara jo vyakti kaha detA hai, aba mere kie kucha na hogA- aise bhAva meM ki aba mere kie kucha bhI na hogA, to maiM dekhUMgA jo hotA hai, dekhUMgA aura to karane ko kucha bacA nahIM dekhUMgA cupacApa baiTha kara ...! to kartA mata bana! to yogya hai| tU nAhI mere dAdA, mere pitA ke pitA, bUr3he ho gae the| to unake pairoM meM lakavA laga gyaa| ve cala bhI nahIM sakate the| lekina unakI purAnI Adata! to ghasiTa kara bhI ve dUkAna para pahuMca jAte makAna ke bhItara se dUkAna para A jaate| aba unakI koI jarUrata bhI na thI dUkAna pr| unake kAraNa

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bhI hotii| lekina ve phira bhI.......| maiM eka bAra gAMva gayA thaa| vizvavidayAlaya meM par3hatA thA, lauTA thaa| unako maiMne dekhA to maiMne unako kahA ki aba tumhArA karanA saba khatama ho gayA, aba tumhAre paira bhI jAte rahe, aba calanA-uThanA / nahIM hotA, aba koI jarUrata bhI nahIM hai, tumhAre beTe acchI taraha kara bhI rahe haiM, aba tumheM kucha ar3acana bhI nahIM hai, aba tuma zAMta kyoM nahIM baiTha jAte? / ve bole, zAMta to maiM baiThanA cAhatA huuN| to maiMne kahA : aba aura kyA bAkI hai? aba tuma zAMta baiTha hI jaao| tuma merI mAno maiMne unase kahA-caubIsa ghaMTe Aja tuma dUkAna para mata jaao| tumhArI vahAM koI jarUrata bhI nahIM hai| saca to yaha hai ki tumhAre beTe parezAna hote haiM tumhArI vajaha se| kAma meM bAdhA par3atI hai| jamAnA badala gayA hai| jaba tuma dUkAna calAte the, vaha aura duniyA thI; aba dUkAna kisI aura DhaMga se cala rahI hai| ve purAne DhaMga ke AdamI the| dasa rupaye kI cIja bIsa rupaye meM btaaeNge| phira khIMcatAna hogI, phira grAhaka mAMgegA, phira ve samajhAyege-bujhAyege, phira cala-phira kara vaha dasa para taya hone vAlA hai| lekina AdhA ghaMTA kharAba kareMge, ghaMTA bhara kharAba kreNge| aba dUkAna kI hAlata badala gaI thii| aba dasa kI cIja hai to dasa kI batA dI, aba bAta taya ho gii| unako yaha bilakula jaMcatA hI nhiiN| ve kahate. 'yaha bhI koI majA rahA! are cAra bAta hotI haiM, grAhaka kahatA kucha, kucha tuma kahate; kucha jaddojahada hotI, buddhi kI Takkara hotii| aura ve kahate, 'bigar3atA kyA hai? dasa se kama meM to denA nahIM hai, to kara lene do usako daudd'-dhuup| usako bhI majA A jAtA hai| vaha bhI socatA, khUba ThagA! koI apana to Thage jAte nhiiN|' vaha unakA purAnA dimAga thA, ve vaise hI calate the| ve dUkAna para pahuMca jAte to ve gar3abar3a krte| maiMne unase kahA ki tumase sirpha gar3abar3a hotI hai| aura phira aba, kaba mauta karIba AtI hai.. ...aba tuma aisA karo, kartApana chor3a do, sAkSI ho jaao| merI ve sadA sunate the ki kucha kahUMgA to zAyada pate kI ho| to unhoMne kahA acchA Aja caubIsa ghaMTe prayoga karake dekhatA huuN| agara mujhe zAMti milI to ThIka nahIM milI to phira maiM nahIM jhaMjhaTa meM pdduuNgaa| mujhe jaisA karanA hai karane do, kama se kama vyasta to rahatA huuN| ve caubIsa ghaMTe apane bistara para par3e rhe| dUsare dina subaha jaba maiM gayA, maiMne aisA unakA ceharA, aisA suMdara bhAva kabhI dekhA hI na thaa| ve kahane lage. hada ho gaI! maiMne isa para kabhI dhyAna hI na diyaa| paira bhI TUTa gae, phira bhI maiM daur3A jA rahA, mana daur3A jA rhaa| aba kucha karane ko bhI mujhe nahIM bacA, saba ThIka cala rahA hai mere binA, aura bhI acchA cala rahA hai; phira bhI maiM pahuMca jAtA hUM saraka kr| paramAtmA ne maukA diyA ki paira bhI tor3a die, phira bhI akala mujhe nahIM aatii| tumane ThIka kiyaa| ye caubIsa ghaMTe! pahale to cAra-cha: ghaMTe bar3I becainI meM gujare, kaI bAra uTha-uTha AyA; phira yAda A gaI, kama se kama caubIsa ghaMTe meM kyA bigar3atA hai! phira leTa gyaa| koI dasa-bAraha ghaMTe ke bAda kucha-kucha kSaNa sukha ke mAlUma hone lge| aba kucha karane ko nahIM bcaa| sAMjha hote-hote jaba sUraja DhalatA thA aura maiMne khir3akI se sUraja ko Dhalate dekhA, taba kucha mere bhItara bhI Dhala gyaa| kucha huA hai rAta bahuta

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dinoM bAda maiM ThIka se soyA hUM aura sapane nahIM aaye| phira usa dina ke bAda ve dUkAna nahIM gye| phira do-cAra sAla jIye, jaba bhI maiM ghara jAtA to maiM pahalI bAta pUchatA ki ve dUkAna to nahIM gaye haiN| unake beTe bhI parezAna hue mere pitA, mere kAkA ve saba parezAna hue ki mAmalA kyA hai tumane kiyA kyA! to maiMne kahA : mai, kucha kiyA nahIM hUM jo apane se honA thA, sirpha eka nimitta bnaa| unako yAda dilA dI ki aba paira bhI TUTa gaye, aba kyoM ApAdhApI! aba saba hAra bhI gaye, bAta khatama bhI ho gaI, aba prANa jAne kA kSaNa A gayA, zvAsa AkhirI A gaI, aba thor3e sAkSI bana kara dekha lo ! AkhirI dina unake parama zAMti ke dina the| marate vakta maiM ghara para nahIM thA jaba ve mare, lekina do dina bAda jaba mujhe khabara milI aura maiM pahuMcA to sabane kahA ki ve tumhArI yAda karate mare / aura unase pUchA ki kyoM usakI yAda kara rahe ho; aura saba to maujUda haiM, usI kI kyoM yAda kara rahe? to unhoMne kahA, usakI yAda karanI hai, use dhanyavAda denA thA ! usane jo mujhe kahA ki aba kartA na raho, maiM kRtakRtya ho gayA! dhanyavAda denA thaa| maiM to na de sakUMgA, lekina jaba vaha Aye to merI tarapha se dhanyavAda de denA ki maiM sAkSI - bhAva meM marA hUM aura jIvana meM jo nahIM milA thA vaha marane ke ina kSaNoM meM mujhe mila gayA hai| pR 'he cinmaya, tU citta ko saMkalpoM aura vikalpoM se kSobhita mata kr| zAMta hokara AnaMdapUrvaka apane svabhAva meM, apane svarUpa meM sthita ho / ' 'sarvatra hI dhyAna ko tyAga kara hRdaya meM kucha bhI dhAraNa mata kr| tU AtmA, mukta hI hai, tU vimarza karake kyA karegA?' ye sunate haiM sUtra 'sarvatra hI dhyAna ko tyAga kara hRdaya meM kucha bhI mata dhAraNa kara!' dhana para dhyAna hai, usako bhI tyAga de ! pratimA para dhyAna hai, usako bhI tyAga de| vAsanA para dhyAna hai, usako bhI tyAga de| svarga para dhyAna hai, usako bhI tyAga de / kahIM dhyAna hI mata dhara / hRdaya ko korA kara le, sUnA kara le| tyajaiva dhyAnaM sarvatra mA kiciddhRdi dhAraya AtmA tvaM mukta evAsi kiM vimRzya kariSyasi aura soca-vicAra karane ko kyA hai? vimarza karane ko kyA hai? tU eka, tU AtmA, tU mukta chor3a soca-vicAra, basa itanA hI kara le ki dhyAna ko saba jagaha se khIMca le ! kRSNa kA sUtra hai gItA meM. 'sarva dharmAn parityajya mAmekaM zaraNaM vraja! saba dharma chor3a kara tU merI zaraNa meM A jA!' yaha merI zaraNa kRSNa kI zaraNa nahIM hai| yaha merI zaraNa to tumhAre bhItara chipe hue paramAtmA kI zaraNa hai| vahI kRSNa haiM / vahI isa sUtra kA artha hai : tyajaiva dhyAnaM sarvatra ! 'sarvatra dhyAna ko tyAga kara de aura hRdaya meM kucha bhI mata dhAraNa kara / '

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yaha sUtra kRSNa ke sUtra se bhI thor3A Age AtA hai kyoMki kRSNa ke sUtra meM eka khatarA hai ki tuma saba chor3a kara kRSNa ke caraNoM meM dhyAna lagA lo| vaha khatarA hai| vaha to ho gayA kRSNa bhaktoM ko| unhoMne saba tarapha se dhyAna haTA liyA, kRSNa ke caraNa pakar3a lie| magara dhyAna kahIM hai| samAdhi taba phalita hotI hai jaba dhyAna kahIM bhI nahIM raha jaataa| dhyAna jaba zUnya hotA hai, taba smaadhi| jaba tumhAre dhyAna meM kucha bhI nahIM raha jAtA, korA prakAza raha jAtA hai, kahIM par3atA nahIM, kisI cIja para par3atA nahIM, kahIM jAtA nahIM, basa tuma kore prakAza raha jAte ho! aisA samajho ki sAdhAraNataH AdamI kA dhyAna TArca kI taraha hai, kisI cIja para par3atA hai, eka dizA meM par3atA hai aura dizAoM meM nahIM pdd'taa| phira dIye kI taraha bhI dhyAna hotA hai, saba dizAoM meM par3atA hai, kisI cIja para vizeSa rUpa se nahIM pdd'taa| koI cIja ho yA na ho, isase koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai; agara kamarA sUnA ho to sUne kamare para par3atA hai, bharA ho to bharI cIjoM para par3atA hai| saba haTA lo to dIye kA prakAza zUnya meM par3atA rhegaa| jisa dina tumhArA caitanya aisA ho jAtA hai ki zUnya meM prakAza hotA hai, usI ghar3I tU mukta hai, tU AtmA hai! jisa dina vicAra karane ko kucha zeSa nahIM raha jAtA, usa dina tuma to zAMta hooge hI, dUsare bhI dekha kara praphullita ho jAeMge, bharosA na kara skeNge| nahIM gata, Agata, anAgata nirvadhi jisakI upalabdhi vaha tthaagt| gayA gayA, Ane vAlA bhI chuuttaa| koI pakar3a na rhii| usako hama kahate haiM tathAgata kI avasthA / gayA bhI gayA, Ane vAlA bhI na rahA; jo hai basa vahI bacA, vahIM prakAzita ho rahA hai| caMdA kI chAMva par3I sAgara ke mana meM zAyada mukha dekhA hai tumane darpaNa meN| adharoM ke ora-chora TesU kA paharA AMkhoM meM badarI kA raMga huA gaharA kesariyA gIlApana, vana meM upavana meM zAyada mukha dhoyA hai tumane jala-kaNa meN| aura tumhIM ko nahIM ahasAsa hogA, jisa dina yaha ghar3I ghaTatI hai, tumhAre AsapAsa ke loga bhI dekheMge! tuma eka apUrva svacchatA se eka kuMvArepana se bhara gaye! tumase eka saurabha uTha rahA nayA-nayA! dho liyA hai ceharA tumane prabhu ke caraNoM meM! yaha amara nizAnI kisakI hai! bAhara se jI, jI se bAhara taka AnI jAnI kisakI hai! dila se AMkhoM se gAloM taka

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yaha tarala kahAnI kisakI hai! yaha amara nizAnI kisakI hai! rote-rote bhI AMkheM muMda jAeM sUrata dikha jAtI hai mere AMsU meM musaka milAne kI nAdAnI kisakI hai! yaha amara nizAnI kisakI hai! sUkhI asthi, rakta bhI sUkhA sUkhe dRga ke jharane to bhI jIvana harA kaho madhubharI javAnI kisakI hai! yaha amara nizAnI kisakI hai! raina aMdherI, bIhar3a patha hai yAdeM thakI akelI AMkheM muMdI jAtI haiM caraNoM kI bAnI kisakI hai! yaha amara nizAnI kisakI hai! jaise hI tuma zAMta hue tuma pAoge vahI AtA hai zvAsa meM bhItara, vahI jAtA zvAsa meM bAhara! vahI AtA, vahI jaataa| vahI hai, vahI thA, vahI hogA! eka hI hai! hari oma tatsat!

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zUla hai pratipala mujhe Aga bar3hAte-pravacana-caudahavAM dinAMka 24 navaMbara, 1976; zrI rajanIza Azrama puunaa| pahalA prazna : Apake ziSya varga meM jo aMtima hogA, usakA kyA hogA? isA ne kahA hai. jo aMtima hoMge, ve mere prabhu ke rAjya meM prathama ho jaayeNge| lekina aMtima honA caahie| aMta meM bhI jo khar3A hotA hai, jarUrI nahIM ki aMtima ho| aMta meM bhI khar3e hone vAle ke mana meM prathama hone kI cAha hotI hai| agara prathama hone kI cAha calI gaI ho aura aMtima hone meM rAjIpana A gayA ho, svIkAra, tathAtA, to jo IsA ne kahA hai, vahI maiM tumase bhI kahatA hUM : jo aMtima haiM ve prathama ho jaayeNge| prathama kI daur3a pAgalapana hai| saMsAra meM to ThIka, satya kI khoja meM to bAdhA hai| saMsAra to pAgalakhAnA hai| vahAM to daur3a hai, mahatvAkAMkSA hai, spardhA hai, saMgharSa hai| satya kI yAtrA para jo nikalA hai vaha daur3a se mukta ho to hI phuNcegaa| pratispardhA jAye pratiyogitA mitte| dUsare se koI saMgharSa nahIM hai| satya koI aisI saMpadA nahIM hai ki dUsarA le legA to tumheM kucha kama ho jaayegaa| saMsAra kA dhana to aisA hai ki dUsare ne le liyA to tuma vaMcita ho jAoge; kisI ne kabjA kara liyA to tuma daridra raha jaaoge| isake pahale ki koI aura kabjA kare, tumheM kabjA kara lenA hai| isalie daur3a hai| saMsAra kA dhana to sImita hai| cAheM bahuta haiM dhana bahuta thor3A hai| cAhaka bahuta haiM dhana bahuta thor3A hai| aba kisI ko rASTrapati honA ho to sATha karor3a ke deza meM eka AdamI rASTrapati ho paayegaa| sATha karor3a ko hI rASTrapati hone kA nazA hai| to kaThinAI to hogI, saMgharSa to hogA, jvara to paidA hogA, vikSiptatA jnmegii| inameM jo sabase jyAdA vikSipta hogA, vaha rASTrapati ho jaayegaa| jo isa daur3a meM bilakula pAgala ho kara daur3egA, saba hoza-havAsa gaMvA degA, saba kucha dAMva para lagA degA, vahI jIta jaayegaa| yahAM pAgala jItate haiM, buddhimAna hAra jAte haiN| yahAM jIta sirpha vikSiptatA kA pratIka hai| jinake tuma nAma itihAsa meM lete ho, unake nAma pAgalakhAnoM ke rajisTaroM meM hone caahie| jinake AsapAsa itihAsa bunate ho vahI rugNatama loga the-caMgeja aura taimUra aura nepoliyana aura sikaMdara aura hiTalara aura maao| eka daur3a hai AdamI kI ki saba para kabjA kara le| aura khuda na kara pAye to dUsarA to kara hI legaa|

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isalie dera karanI nhiiN| isalie to itanI ApAdhApI hai, itanI jaldI hai| caina kahAM, zAMti kahAM! baiTha kaise sakate ho! eka kSaNa vizrAma kiyA to cuuke| saba to vizrAma nahIM kreNge| dUsare to daur3e cale jA rahe haiN| to daur3e calo, daur3e calo! maraghaTa meM pahuMca kara hI ruknaa| kaba meM giro, tabhI ruknaa| lekina satya kI saMpadA to asIma hai| buddha kI mahAvIra se koI pratispardhA thor3e hI hai, ki buddha ko mila gayA to mahAvIra ko na milegA, ki mahAvIra ko mila gayA to kRSNa ko na milegA, ki aba kRSNa ko mila gayA to aba muhammada ko kaise mile! satya virATa hai, khule AkAza jaisA hai; tumheM jitanA pInA ho pIo; tumheM jitanA DUbanA ho DUbo-tuma cukA na paaoge| isalie satya ke jagata meM kyA prathama kyA aMtima! prathama aura aMtima to vahAM upayogI haiM jahAM saMgharSa ho| __ aura ziSya to aMtima hI honA caahie| ziSyatva kA artha hI yahI hai : aMtima khar3e ho jAne kI taiyArI; paMkti meM pIche khar3e ho jAne kI taiyaarii| guru ke lie sarvAdhika priya vahI ho jAtA hai jo sabase jyAdA aMtima meM khar3A hai| aura agara guru ko ve priya hoM kevala jo prathama khar3e haiM to guru guru bhI nhiiN| ziSya to ziSya haiM hI nahIM, guru bhI guru nahIM hai| jo cupa khar3A hai, mauna pratIkSA karatA hai, jisane kabhI mAyA bhI nahIM, jisane kabhI zoragula bhI nahIM macAyA, jisane kabhI yaha bhI nahIM kahA ki bahuta dera ho gaI hai, kaba taka mujhe khar3A rakheMge; dUsaroM ko milA jA rahA hai aura maiM vaMcita rahA jA rahA hUM-jisane yaha koI bAta hI na kahI; jisakI pratIkSA anaMta hai; aura jisakA dhairya apUrva hai-aisI aMtima sthiti ho to nizcita hI maiM tumase kahatA hUM. jo aMtima haiM vahI prathama haiN| lekina aMtima khar3e ho kara bhI agara prathama hone kA rAga mana meM ho aura prathama hone kI AkAMkSA jalatI ho to tuma khar3e hI ho aMtima, aMtima ho nhiiN| dhyAna rakhanA, aMtima khar3e hone se aMtima kA koI saMbaMdha nhiiN| bhikhArI ke mana meM bhI to samrATa hone kI vAsanA hai| to samrATa aura bhikhArI meM pharka kyA hai? itanA hI pharka hai ki eka samRddha hai aura eka samRddhi kA AkAMkSI hai| bheda bahuta nahIM hai| bhikhArI ko bhI maukA mile to samrATa ho jaaegaa| maukA nahIM milA, asaphala huA hArA-yaha dUsarI bAta hai| lekina masta to nahIM hai, jahAM hai| AkAMkSA to vahI hai rugNa, ghAva kI trh| to daridra honA jarUrI nahIM hai ki tuma vastuta tyAgI ho| daridra honA sirpha parAjaya ho sakatI hai| saMsAra ko chor3a denA Avazyaka nahIM hai ki saMnyAsa ho| saMsAra ko chor3a denA viSAda meM ho sakatA hai| thaka gaye, jIta dikhAI nahIM par3atI, mana ko samajhA liyA ki chor3e dete haiM, haTe hI jAte haiM kama se kama yaha to kahane ko rahegA ki hama isalie nahIM hAre ki hama kamajora the, hama lar3e hI nhiiN| dekhA, skUla meM vidyArthI parIkSA dene ke karIba AtA hai to kaI vidyArthI parIkSA dene se bacanA cAhate haiM kama se kama yaha to kahane ko rahegA ki kabhI phela nahIM hue baiThe hI nahIM, baiThate to uttIrNa to hone hI vAle the, lekina baiThe hI nhiiN| parIkSA ke karIba vidyArthI bImAra par3ane lagate haiN| maiM vizvavidayAlaya meM zikSaka thaa| eka vidayArthI tIna sAla taka merI kakSA meM rhaa| maiM thor3A

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hairAna hone lgaa| aura hara varSa ThIka parIkSA ke do-cAra dina pahale use bar3e jora se bukhAra, sardI-jukAma aura saba taraha kI kaThinAiyAM ho jAtI haiN| eka sau pAMca, eka sau cha: DigrI bukhAra pahuMca jAtA / magara yaha hotA hai hara sAla parIkSA ke phle| maiMne tIna sAla ke bAda use bulAyA aura maiMne kahA ki yaha bImArI zarIra kI mAlUma nahIM par3atI; yaha bImArI mana kI hai| kyoMki ThIka tIna-cAra dina pahale parIkSA ke ho jAtA hai niyama se| aura jaise hI taya ho jAtA hai ki aba parIkSA meM tuma na baiTha sakoge, ki basa ekAdha pepara calA gayA, vaha caMgA ho jAtA hai, bilakula ThIka ho jAtA hai| zAyada use bhI patA nahIM hai, lekina mana bar3A dhokhA kara rahA hai| mana yaha kaha rahA hai. 'aba hama kara bhI kyA sakate haiM! bImAra ho gaye isameM hamArA to kucha basa baiThate parIkSA meM to uttIrNa hI hone the, svarNa padaka hI milanA thA; baiTha hI nahIM paaye| to kama anuttIrNa hone kI badanAmI se to bce| nahIM hai| kama se bahuta saMnyAsI isI taraha se saMnyAsa lete haiN| jiMdagI meM to dikhAI par3atA hai yahAM jIta hogI nahIM; yahAM to hama se bar3e pAgala jUjhe hue haiN| yahAM to bar3A muzkila hai| bar3I chInna jhapaTa hai| galA ghoMTa pratiyogitA hai| yahAM to prANa nikala jaaeNge| yahAM jItane kI to bAta dUra, dhUla meM mila jaaeNge| lAza para loga cleNge| yahAM se haTa hI jaao| aisI parAjaya aura viSAda kI dazA meM jo haTatA hai vaha aMtima nahIM hai| usake bhItara to prathama hone kI AkAMkSA hai hii| aba vaha saMnyAsiyoM ke bIca prathama hone kI koziza karegA; tyAgiyoM ke bIca prathama hone kI koziza kregaa| agara isa saMsAra meM nahIM sadhegA to kama se kama paramAtmA ke loka meM. / jIsasa kI mRtyu ke dina unake ziSya rAta jaba vidA karane lage to pUchA ki eka bAta to batA deM jAte-jAte : jaba prabhu ke rAjya meM hama pahuMceMge to Apa to nizcita hI prabhu ke bilakula bagala meM khar3e hoMge, ApakI bagala meM kauna khar3A hogA? hama bAraha ziSyoM meM se vaha saubhAgya kisakA hogA? ugapakA to pakkA hai ki Apa paramAtmA ke ThIka bagala meM khar3e hoMge, vaha to bAta tthiik| Apake pAsa kauna khar3A hogA? hama bAraha haiN| itanA to sApha kara deM, hamArA krama kyA rahegA? socate haiM? inako saMnyAsI kahiegA? yahI jIsasa ke paigaMbara bane, yahI unakA paigAma le jAne vAle bane! inhoMne jIsasa kI khabara duniyA meM phuNcaaii| ye jIsasa ko samajhe hoMge, jo AkhirI vakta aisI behUdI bAta pUchane lage? judAsa to dhokhA de hI gayA hai, inhoMne bhI dhokhA de diyA hai| judAsa ne to tIsa rupaye meM beca diyA, para bhI becane ko taiyAra haiM; inakI bhI buddhi vahI kI vahI hai| isa saMsAra inameM se koI machuA thA, koI bar3haI thA, koI lakar3ahArA thA, isa duniyA meM ye hAre hue loga the, isa duniyA ko chor3akara aba ye sapanA dekha rahe haiM ki vahAM dUsarI duniyA meM cakhA deMge majA - dhanapatiyoM ko, samrAToM ko, rAjanItijJoM ko, ki khar3e raho pIche! hama prabhu ke pAsa khar3e haiM! hamane vahAM dukha bhogA! aisI AkAMkSA ho to tuma aMtima nhiiN| to aMtima kA artha samajha lenaa| aMtima jo khar3A hai, aisA atimU kA artha nahIM hai| jo aMtima hone ko rAjI hai; jisakI prathama hone kI daur3a zAMta ho gaI hai, zUnya ho gayI hai; jisane kahA, maiM jahAM khar3A hUM yahI paramAtmA kA prasAda hai maiM jahAM khar3A hUM basa isase anyathA kI merI koI cAha nahIM, mAMga nahIM, tRpta hUM yahAM- aisA jo aMtima ho to prathama ho jAnA

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nizcita hai ! dUsarA prazna : alabarTa AiMsTIna ne jagata ke vistAra ko jAnA, brahma ko jaanaa| kyA Apa unheM brAhmaNa kA saMbodhana deMge? janmajAta nmajAta brAhmaNa se to jyAdA hI brAhmaNa AiMsTIna ko kahanA hogaa| jo kevala paidA huA hai brAhmaNa ke ghara meM, isalie brAhmaNa, usase to AiMsTIna jyAdA hI brAhmaNa haiN| yajJopavIta dhAraNa karake jo brAhmaNa ho gayA hai usase to AiMsTIna jyAdA hI brAhmaNa haiN| marane ke do dina pahale AiMsTIna se kisI ne pUchA : 'dubArA agara paidA hoM to kyA honA cAheMge? phira vaijJAnika bananA cAheMge?' AiMsTIna ne AMkha kholI aura kahA. 'nahIM-nahIM, bhUla kara bhI nahIM / jo bhUla eka bAra ho gaI, ho gaI; dubArA maiM kucha bhI viziSTa na bananA caahuuNgaa| plaMbara bana jAUMgA, koI choTA-moTA kAma, viziSTa honA aba nahIM | dekha liyA, kucha pAyA nahIM / aba to sAdhAraNa honA caahuuNgaa| yahI to brAhmaNa kA bhAva hai - yaha vinamratA ! phira bhI unako maiM pUrA brAhmaNa nahIM kaha sakatA, kyoMki brahmAMDa to unhoMne jAnA, vaha jo bAhara thA vaha to jAnA; lekina jo bhItara thA usako nahIM jaanaa| phira bhI brAhmaNoM se behatara, kyoMki yaha kahA ki jo bhItara hai usakA mujhe kucha patA nhiiN| jinhoMne zAstra par3ha liyA hai aura zAstra se raTa liyA hai, usa raTana ko jo apanA zAna dAvA karate haiM unase to jyAdA brAhmaNatva AiMsTIna meM hai - kama se kama kahA to ki mujhe bhItara kA kucha bhI patA nahIM ! bhItara maiM korA kA korA, khAlI kA khAlI hUM! isa jagata kI bahuta-sI paheliyAM maiMne sulajhA lIM, lekina mere apane aMtasa kI paheliyAM ulajhI raha gaI haiN| upaniSada kahate haiM : jo kahe maiM jAnatA hUM jAnanA ki nahIM jaantaa| aura jo kahe ki maiM nahIM jAnatA, ruka jAnA, zAyada jAnatA ho / AiMsTIna kahatA hai : mujhe kucha patA nahIM bhItara kaa| bAhara ke jJAna ne yaha bhrAMti kabhI paidA hI bhItara kA jAna liyA hai| bAhara kI pratiSThA ne kisI taraha kA bhrama na paidA hone diyA / bAhara kI pratiSThA bar3I thii| manuSya jAti ke itihAsa meM do-cAra loga muzkila se itane pratiSThita hue haiM jaisA AiMsTIna pratiSThita thaa| lekina phira bhI isase koI asmitA ahaMkAra khar3A na huaa| isase maiM- bhAva paidA na huaa| to brAhmaNa se to jyAdA brAhmaNa haiN| lekina jo jAnA vaha bAhara kA thaa| brahmAMDa kA vistAra jAnA / padArtha kA vistAra jAnA / dUra-dUra cAMda-tAroM kI khoja kii| lekina svayaM ke saMbaMdha meM koI gaharA anubhava na huA / svayaM ke saMbaMdha meM koI yAtrA hI na huI /

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to brAhmaNa to vahI hai jo svayaM ke bhItara ke brahma ko jAna le| brAhmaNa to vahI hai jo svayaM ke bhItara ke brahma ko aura bAhara ke brahmAMDa ko eka jAna le| brAhmaNa to vahI hai, jo bhItara aura bAhara eka kA hI vistAra hai, aisA jAna le| aura yAda rakhanA, jaba maiM kahatA hUM, jAna le, to merA matalaba hai anubhava kara le| suna kara na jAna leM, par3ha kara na jAna le| par3ha kara sunA huA to khataranAka hai| usase bhrAMti paidA hotI hai| lagA hai jAna liyA aura jAnA kucha bhI nhiiN| ajJAna chipa jAtA hai, basa Upara jJAna kI parta ho jAtI hai| udhAra jJAna, bAsA jJAna ajJAna se bhI badatara hai| uddAlaka ne apane beTe zvetaketu ko kahA hai..| jaba zvetaketu vApisa lauTA guru ke ghara se saba jAna kara mere jAnane ke artha meM nahIM; jAnane kA jaisA artha zabdakoza meM likhA hai vaise artha meM - saba jAnakara, pAraMgata ho kara veda ko kaMThastha karake jaba lauTA to svabhAvataH use akar3a A gii| bApa itanA par3hA -likhA na thaa| jaba beTe vizvavidyAlaya se lauTate haiM to unako pahalI daphA dayA AtI hai bApa para ki becArA, kucha bhI nahIM jAnatA! aisA hI uddAlaka ko dekha kara zvetaketu ko huA hogA / zvetaketu sAre puraskAra jItakara lauTa rahA hai gurukula se| usako aisI bhItara akar3a A gaI ki usane apane bApa ke paira bhI na chue| usane kahA: 'maiM aura paira chuUM isa bUr3he ajJAnI ke jo kucha bhI nahIM jAnatA!' bApa ne yaha dekhA to usake AMkhoM meM AsU A gye| nahIM ki beTe ne paira nahIM chue, balki yaha dekha kara ki yaha to kucha bhI jAna kara na lauttaa| itanA ahaMkArI ho kara jo lauTA, vaha jAna kara kaise lauTA hogA ! to jo pahalI bAta uddAlaka ne zvetaketu ko kahI ki suna, tU vaha jAna liyA hai yA nahIM jise jAne se saba jAna liyA jAtA hai? zvetaketu ne kahA. 'yaha kyA hai? kisakI bAta kara rahe ho? mere guru jo sikhA sakate the, maiM saba sIkha AyA huuN| mere guru jo jAnate the mai saba jAna AyA huuN| isakI to kabhI carcA hI nahIM uThI, usa eka ko jAnane kI to kabhI bAta hI nahIM uThI, jisako jAnane se saba jAna liyA jAtA hai| yaha eka kyA hai?' to uddAlaka ne kahA. 'phira tU vApisa jA / yaha tU jAna kara abhI A gayA, isase tU brAhmaNa nahIM hogaa| aura hamAre kula meM hama janma se hI brAhmaNa nahIM hote; hamAre kula meM hama jAna kara brAhmaNa hote rahe haiN| tU jaa| tU jAna kara lauTa / aise na clegaa| tU zAstra sira para rakha kara A gayA hai bojha terA bar3ha gayA hai| tU nirbhAra nahIM huA hai zUnya nahIM huA, tere bhItara brahma kI agni nahIM jalI, abhI tU brAhmaNa nahIM huaa| aura dhyAna rakha hamAre kula meM isa taraha hama brAhmaNa hone kA dAvA nahIM karate ki paidA ho gaye to basa brAhmaNa ho gaye; aba brAhmaNa ghara meM paidA ho gaye to brAhmaNa ho gaye! brahma ko jAna kara hI hamAre purakhe dAve karate rahe haiN| aura jaba taka yaha jAnanA na ho jAe, lauTanA mata aba / ' gayA zvetaketu vApisa | bar3I kaThina - sI bAta mAlUma pdd'ii| kyoMki guru jo jAnate the, saba jAna kara hI A gayA hai| jaba guru ko jAkara usane kahA ki mere pitA ne aisI ulajhana khar3I kara dI hai ve kahate haiM, usa eka ko jAna kara A, jise jAnane se saba jAna liyA jAtA hai; aura jise binA jAne

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saba jAnanA vyartha hai| vaha eka kyA hai? Apane kabhI bAta nahIM kI ! to guru kahA. usakI bAta kI bhI nahIM jA sktii| zabda meM use bAMdhA bhI nahIM jA sktaa| lekina agara tU taya karake AyA hai ki use jAnanA hai to upAya haiN| zabda upAya nahIM hai| zAstra upAya nahIM, siddhAta upAya nhiiN| vaha to maiMne tujhe saba samajhA diyA / tU saba jAna bhI gyaa| tU utanAhI jAtA hai jitanA maiM jAnatA huuN| lekina aba tU jo bAta uThA rahA hai yaha bAta aura hI tala kI hai, aura hI AyAma kI hai| eka kAma kara- jA gauoM ko gina le Azrama meM kitanI gaueM haiM, inako le kara jaMgala calA jA / dUra se dUra nikala jAnA; jahAM AdamI kI chAyA bhI na par3e, aisI jagaha pahuMca jaanaa| AdamI kI chAyA na par3e, tAki samAja kA koI bhI bhAva na rhe| jaba tuma akele hote jahAM samAja chUTa jAtA hai vahAM ahaMkAra ke chUTane meM suvidhA milatI hai| ho to akar3a nahIM hotii| tuma apane bAtharUma meM snAna kara rahe ho taba tuma bhole bhAle hote ho; kabhI muMha bhI bacAte ho AIne ke sAmane choTe bacce jaise ho jAte ho| agara tumheM patA cala jAe, koI kuMjI ke cheda se jhAMka rahA- tuma sajaga ho gaye, ahaMkAra vApisa A gayA! akele tuma jA rahe ho subaha rAste para, koI bhI nahIM, sannATA hai, to ahaMkAra nahIM hotaa| ahaMkAra ke hone ke lie 'tU kA honA jarUrI hai| 'maiM khar3A nahIM hotA binA 'tU ke| to guru ne kahA. dUra nikala jAnA jahAM AdamI kI chAyA na par3atI ho / gauoM ke hI sAtha rahanA, gauoM se hI dostI banA lenaa| yahI tumhAre mitra, yahI tumhArA parivAra / nizcita hI gaueM adabhuta haiN| unakI AMkhoM meM jhAMkA! aisI nirvikAra, aisI zAMta! kabhI saMbaMdha banAne kI AkAMkSA ho zvetaketu to gauoM kI AMkhoM meM jhAMka lenaa| aura taba taka mata lauTanA jaba taka gaueM hajAra na ho jaaeN| bacce paidA hoMge, bar3e hoNge| cAra sau gaueM thIM Azrama meM, unako sabako le kara zvetaketu jaMgala calA gyaa| aba hajAra hone meM to varSoM lge| baiThA rahatA vRkSoM ke nIce, jhIloM ke kinAre, gaueM caratI rahatI sAMjha vizrAma karatA, unhIM ke pAsa so jaataa| aise dina Ae dina gaye rAteM AIM, rAteM gaIM; cAMda uge, cAMda Dhale; sUraja nikalA, sUraja gyaa| samaya kA dhIre- dhIre bodha bhI na rahA, kyoMki samaya kA bodha bhI AdamI ke sAtha hai| kaileMDara to rakhane kI koI jarUrata nahIM jaMgala meM ghar3I bhI rakhane kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| yaha bhI ciMtA karane kI jarUrata nahIM ki subaha hai ki sAMjha hai ki kyA hai ki kyA nahIM hai| aura gaueM to kula sAthI thIM, kucha bAta ho na sakatI thii| guru ne kahA thA, kabhI-kabhI unakI AMkha meM jhAMka lenA to jhAMkatA thA, unakI AMkheM to korI thIM, zUnyavata ! dhIre- dhIre zvetaketu zAMta hotA gayA, zAMta hotA gayA! kathA bar3I madhura hai| kathA hai ki vaha itanA zAMta ho gayA ki bhUla hI gayA ki jaba hajAra ho jAeM to vApisa lauTanA hai| jaba gaueM hajAra ho gaIM to gauoM ne kahA : 'zvetaketu, aba kyA kara rahe ho? hama hajAra ho gye| guru ne kahA thaa...| aba vApisa lauTa calo Azrama / aba ghara kI tarapha cleN|' gauoM ne kahA, isalie vApisa lauttaa| kathA bar3I pyArI hai ! gauoM ne kahA hogA, aisA nhiiN| lekina itanI bAta kI sUcanA detI hai ki aisA cupa ho gayA thA, mauna ki apanI tarapha se koI zabda na uThe; khayAla

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bhI na utthaa| atIta jA cukaa| mana ke sAtha hI gayA atIta- mana ke sAtha hI calA jAtA hai| isa mauna kSaNa meM eka jAnA jAtA hai| lauTA ! guru dvAra para khar3e the| dekhate the, guru ne apane aura ziSyoM se kahA: 'dekhate ho! eka hajAra eka gaueM lauTa rahI haiN|' eka hajAra eka! kyoMki guru ne zvetaketu ko bhI gauoM meM ginA / vaha to gaU ho gyaa| aisA zAMta ho gayA jaise gAya / vaha una gaUoM ke sAtha vaisA hI calA A rahA thA jaise aura gAyeM calI A rahI thiiN| gaUoM aura usake bIca itanA bhI bheda nahIM thA ki maiM manuSya hUM aura tuma gAya ho / bheda gira jAte haiM zabda ke sAtha; abheda uThatA hai niHzabda meN| jaba vaha Akara guru ke sAmane khar3A ho gayA aura usane kahA ki aba kucha AjJA ? to guru ne kahA. ' aba kyA tra tU to jAna kara hI lauTA, aba kyA samajhAnA hai ! terI maujUdagI kaha rahI hai ki tU jAna kara hI lauTA hai, aba tU apane ghara lauTa jA sakatA hai| aba tere pitA prasanna hoMge, tU brAhmaNa ho gayA hai| ' to AiMsTIna ko brAhmaNa isa artha meM to nahIM kaha sakate; lekina AiMsTIna brAhmaNa hone ke mArga para thaa| bAhara ko jAna liyA thA, bhItara ko jAnane kI pragAr3ha jijJAsA uThI thii| lekina phira bhI maiM phira se doharA dUM : tumhAre tathAkathita brAhmaNoM se purI ke zaMkarAcArya se to jyAdA brAhmaNa the| tIsarA prazna : kRSNamUrti bAra-bAra apane zrotAoM se kahate haiM na 'suno gaMbhIratApUrvaka yaha gaMbhIra bAta hai! lisana sIriyasalI; iTa ija e sIriyasa maiTara / ' para Apa apane saMnyAsiyoM se aisA nahIM kahate : 'suno gaMbhIratApurarvaka; yaha gaMbhIra bAta hai!" pahalI to bAta : yA to jo kucha hai sabhI gaMbhIra hai, yA kucha bhI gaMbhIra nhiiN| aisA vizeSa rUpa se kahanA ki yaha gaMbhIra bAta hai, bheda khar3A karanA hogA; jaise ki kucha bAta gaira-gaMbhIra bhI ho sakatI hai! sabhI bAta gaMbhIra hai yA to, yA koI bAta gaMbhIra nhiiN| bodha ho to sabhI bAteM rahasyapUrNa haiN| vRkSa se eka sUkhe patte kA giranA bhI ! kyoMki kabhI aisA huA hai, lAotsu jaisA koI vyakti vRkSa se sUkhe girate hue patte ko dekhakara jJAna ko upalabdha ho gayA hai| to gaMbhIra bAta ho gii| baiThA thA nIce, vRkSa se pattA girA, sUkhA thA, laTakA thA, jarA havA kA jhoMkA AyA aura giraa| patA aisA nIce girane lagA havA meM dhIre-dhIre aura lAotsu bhItara gira gyaa| usane kahA, yahAM to saba AnA-jAnA hai! Aja haiM, kala cale jAeMge ! aba yaha pattA vRkSa para lagA

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thA, abhI-abhI chUTa gayA; dekhate-dekhate chUTa gayA! aise hI eka dina maiM mara jaauuNgaa| isa jIvana kA koI mUlya nhiiN| bAta gaMbhIra ho gii| eka ko sAdhikA ghar3e meM pAnI bharakara lauTatI thI kueM se| pUrNimA kI rAta thI aura ghar3e meM dekhatI thI pUrNimA ke cAMda kA prtibiNb| acAnaka rassI TUTa gaI kAbara dRA gaI, ghar3A gira, phUTa gayA, pAnI bikhara gayA-pratibiMba bhI bikhara gayA aura kho gyaa| aura kahate haiM sAdhvI jJAna ko upalabdha ho gyii| nAcatI huI lauttii| eka bAta samajha meM A gaI. vahI miTatA hai jo pratibiMba hai| isalie pratibiMboM meM mata uljho| isa jagata meM to sabhI miTa jAtA hai, isalie yaha jagata pratichAyA hai, satya nahIM hai| ghar3A kyA TUTA, kAbara kyA bikharI, usake jIvana kI sArI vAsanA kA jAla bikhara gyaa| to gaMbhIra bAta ho gii| jisase virATa jAnA jA sake vahI gaMbhIra bAta ho jAtI hai| aura phira aise bhI loga haiM ki tumhAre sAmane koI upaniSada ko doharAtA rahe aura tuma aise baiThe raho jaise bhaiMsa ke sAmane koI bIna bajAye to bhI gaMbhIra bAta na huii| lAkha doharAo upaniSada kyA hogA? / bodha ho to jIvana kI pratyeka ghar3I saMdeza lA rahI hai| bodha ho to patte-patte para usakA nAma likhA hai| jAga sako to hara bAta mahatvapUrNa hai; na jAga sako to kucha bhI mahatvapUrNa nahIM hai| tumhAre sira para koI coTa karake kahatA rahe ki bar3I mahatvapUrNa bAta hai, suno! sunane kI kSamatA hI nahIM hai to kahane se kyA hogA? nizcita, kRSNamUrti kA prema pragaTa hotA hai, kyoMki ve bAra-bAra ceSTA karate haiM ki tuma suna lo bAra-bAra tumheM hilAte, jhakajhorate haiN| unakI karuNA patA calatI hai| nArAja bhI hote haiM kRSNamUrti kbhii| kyoMki lAkha samajhAye cale jAte haiM, phira bhI majA hai| eka mitra mujhase kaha rahe the| gaye hoMge sunne| aura eka kA AdamI sAmane hI baiThA thaa| aura kRSNamUrti samajhA rahe the dhyAna se kucha bhI na hogA koI vidhi kI jarUrata nahIM hai; tuma jAga jAo yahIM aura abhI! aura phira unhoMne kahA, kisI ko koI prazna to nahIM pUchanA hai? vaha bUr3hA khar3A ho gayA aura bolA ki dhyAna kaise kareM mahArAja? unhoMne apanA sira ThoMka liyaa| yaha jo ghaMTe bhara sira pcaayaa..| vaha AdamI pUchatA hai ki dhyAna kaise kareM! ____ aise kRSNamUrti ko sunanevAle tIsa-tIsa cAlIsa-cAlIsa sAla se suna rahe haiM, baiThe haiN| ve suneMge marate dama taka, magara sunA nhiiN| ina murdo ko hilAne ke lie bAra-bAra ve kahate haiM. 'suno, gaMbhIra bAta hai! ise to suna lo kama se km| aura cUke so cUke ise to suna lo!' aisA bAra-bAra kahate haiN| magara ve baiThe jo haiM, baiThe haiN| ve isako bhI kahAM sunate haiM! yaha gaMbhIra bAta hai, ise suno-isake lie bhI to sunanevAlA caahie| ve isako bhI nahIM sunte| ve baiThe jaise, vaise baiThe haiN| thor3e aura samhala kara baiTha jAte haiM ki ThIka, calo! magara sunane kI bAta jarA kaThina hai| sunane ke lie eka taraha kA bodha, eka taraha kA ' abodha bodha' caahie| buddhimAna kA bodha nahIM, nirdoSa bAlaka kaa|'abodh bodha' kahatA huuN| nirdoSa bAlaka kA bodha caahie| sajagatA caahie| zAMta bhAva gAhA

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caahie| bhItara zabdoM kI, vicAroM kI zrRMkhalA na calatI ho| bhItara tarka kA jAla na ho| bhItara pakSapAta na ho| 'suno' kA kyA artha hotA hai? 'suno' kA artha hotA hai. apanI mata bIca-bIca meM DAlo, jarA apane ko haTAkara rakha do| sIdhA-sIdhA suna lo! sunane kA yaha artha nahIM hotA hai ki merI mAna lo | sunane kA itanA hI artha hotA hai. mAnane na mAnane kI phikra pIche kara lenA; abhI suna to lo; jo kahA jA rahA hai, use ThIka-ThIka suna to lo / tuma vahI sunate ho jo tuma sunanA cAhate ho| tuma vahI sunate ho jo tumhAre matalaba kA hai| vahIM taka sunate ho jahAM taka tumhAre matalaba kA hai| tuma bar3I kATa-pITa karake sunate ho| tuma utanA hI bhItara jAne dete ho jitanA tumheM badalane meM samartha na hogaa| tuma utanA hI bhItara jAne dete ho jitanA tumhAre purAnepana ko aura majabUta karegA; tumheM aura pragAr3ha kara jAegA; tumhAre ahaMkAra ko aura kaThora, majabUta, zaktizAlI banA jaaegaa| tuma thor3e aura jJAnI ho kara cale jaaoge| maiM tumase yaha nahIM kahatA / nahIM kahatA isIlie ki kRSNamUrti cAlIsa sAla kahakara bhI kisako sunA pAye! mujhe to jo kahanA hai, tumase kahe calA jAtA huuN| gaMbhIra hai yA gaira-gaMbhIra hai, isako doharAne se kucha bhI na hogaa| sunane ko tuma Aye ho to suna loge| sunane ko tuma nahIM Aye ho to nahIM sunoge / tuma para chor3a diyaa| merA kAma maiM pUrA kara detA hUM bolane kaa| maiM paripUrNatA se bola detA huuN| maiM apana samagratA se bola detA huuN| agara tuma bhI sunane kI taiyArI meM ho kahIM merA tumhArA mela ho jAe, to ghaTanA ghaTa jaaegii| bolanevAlA agara paripUrNatA se bolatA ho aura sunanevAlA bhI paripUrNatA se suna le to zravaNa meM hI satya kA hastAMtaraNa ho jAtA hai| jo nahIM diyA jA sakatA, vaha pahuMca jAtA hai| jo nahIM kahA jA sakatA, vaha bhI kaha diyA jAtA hai| avyAkhya kI vyAkhyA ho jAtI hai| anirvacanIya eka hAtha se dUsare hAtha meM utara jAtA hai| lekina bolanevAle aura sunanevAle kA tAlamela ho jAe, eka aisI ghar3I A jAe, jahAM bolanevAlA bhI apanI paripUrNatA meM, pUre bhAva meM aura tuma bhI apanI paripUrNatA ho, pUre bhAva meN| agara aisA milana ho jAe na to bolanevAlA bolanevAlA raha jAtA hai, na sunanevAlA sunanevAlA raha jAtA hai| guru aura ziSya eka-dUsare meM kho jAte haiM, lIna ho jAte haiM! isako doharAnA kyA hai ki gaMbhIratA se suno! jo bhI maiM kaha rahA hUM, yA to sabhI gaMbhIra hai, yA kucha bhI gaMbhIra nhiiN| donoM meM se maiM kisI bhI bAta se rAjI hUM : yA to tuma mAna lo ki saba gaMbhIra hai to bhI maiM rAjI hUM kyoMki taba gaMbhIra kahane kA koI artha na rahA, sabhI gaMbhIra hai; yA tuma kaho kucha bhI gaMbhIra nahIM, to bhI maiM rAjI hUM / agara tuma mujhase pUcho ki kyA hai gaMbhIra hai yA nahIM? to maiM to tumase kahUMgA saba lIlA hai| kaI bAra to aisA hotA hai ki tumhArI gaMbhIratA ke kAraNa hI tuma nahIM suna paate| gaMbhIra ho kara tuma bojhila ho jAte ho, halake nahIM raha jAte; tanAva se bhara jAte ho| maiM tumheM tanAva se nahIM bharanA cAhatA / agara maiM tumase kahUM gaMbhIra bAta kaha rahA hUM suno to tuma rIr3ha sIdhI karake baiTha jaaoge| kyA karoge aura? tumane dekhA hai, skUla meM zikSaka kahatA hai : 'bacco, ekAgra ho jAo! mahatvapUrNa bAta kahI

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jA rahI hai!' saba bacce samhalakara baiTha ge| lekina bacce bacce haiM, samhalakara baiTha gae to ve bacce samhalakara baiThe haiM, AMkheM gar3Ate haiM, sira para tanAva lAte haiM, saba taraha se dikhalAte haiM ki bar3e gaMbhIra ho kara dekha rahe haiM, magara unheM borDa para kucha nahIM dikhAI par3a rahA hai| bAhara eka pakSI paMkha phaDaphaDA rahA hai, vaha sunAI par3a rahA hai| bAhara koI philmI gIta gAtA gujara rahA hai, vaha sunAI par3a rahA hai| baiThe haiM AMkha gar3Aye borDa para, kucha dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| zikSaka kyA kaha rahA hai, sunAI nahIM pdd'taa| lekina dikhAvA kara rahe haiN| vaisA hI dikhAvA phira jIvana bhara calatA hai| jaba koI kahatA hai, gaMbhIra bAta, to tuma gaura se sunane lagate ho| lekina gaura se tuma sunoge tuma gaura se sunate ho, aisA dikhalAte ho| nahIM, maiM cAhatA hUM ki tuma halake ho kara suno| tuma lIlApUrvaka suno| vizrAma meM suno| se ho kara mata baittho| yahAM hama eka khela meM lIna haiN| yahAM koI bar3A kAma nahIM ho rahA hai| tuma aise suno jaise saMgIta ko sunate ho| saMgIta ko tuma gaMbhIra hokara thor3e hI sunate ho lavalIna hokara sunate ho| gaMbhIra ho kara saMgIta ko tuma suno to usakA artha huA ki tumane sunA hI nhiiN| lIna hokara tuma DubakI lagA lete ho, bhUla hI jAte ho| yahAM sunate samaya tuma aise suno ki tumheM tumhArI yAda bhI na rhe| gaMbhIra meM to tumheM yAda banI rhegii| gaMbhIra meM to tuma svacetana bane rhoge| gaMbhIra meM to tuma Dare rahoge, kucha cUka na jAe, koI ekAdha zabda kho na jAe! halake ho kara, lIlApUrvaka, vizrAMti meM suno, to zAyada bAta hRdaya taka jagadA pahuMca jaae| tuma nahIM suna pAte to maiM nArAja nahIM huuN| tuma nahIM suna pAte yaha bilakula svAbhAvika hai| kRSNamUrti nArAja ho jAte haiN| unakI bar3I AgrahapUrvaka ceSTA hai ki tuma suna lo| aura kAraNa bhI samajha meM AtA hai-ve cAlIsa sAla se samajhAte haiM, koI samajhatA nahIM hai| eka sImA hotI hai| aba unake jAne ke dina karIba A gaye; aba bhI koI sunatA huA nahIM mAlUma par3atA koI samajhatA huA mAlUma nahIM pdd'taa| jo dAvA karate haiM ki hama samajhate haiM, unake dAve jhUThe haiN| eka vyakti aisA nahIM dikhAI par3atA jisa para kRSNamUrti ko lage ki hAM, yaha ThIka-ThIka samajha gayA hai| to vidA hone ke kSaNa Ane lage; jIvana bhara kI ceSTA vyartha gaI mAlUma hotI hai; koI sunatA-samajhatA huA nahIM mAlUma pdd'taa| karuNAvaza hI nArAja hote haiM, kisI krodhavaza nhiiN| lekina maiM karuNAvaza bhI nArAja hone ko rAjI nahIM huuN| merI mauja thI, maiMne kaha diyA; tumhArI mauja thI, tumane suna liyA tumhArI mauja thI, tumane nahIM sunaa| bAta khatama ho gii| nahIM sunanA hai tumhArI mrjii| maiM kauna hUM jo nArAja ho aura maiM kyoM yaha jummA apane sira lUM ki tumheM sunAkara hI jaauuNgaa| yaha merI mauja hai ki mujhe sunAnA hai, kucha mujhe milA hai, vaha mujhe gunagunAnA hai kucha pAyA hai use bAMTanA hai| yaha merI takalIpha hai, isase tumheM kyA lenA-denA hai! ___ yaha bAdala kI pIr3A hai ki bharA hai aura barasanA hai: aba pRthvI use svIkAra karegI yA nahIM, palaka-pAMvar3e bichAkara aMgIkAra karegI yA nahIM, caTTAnoM para se jala aise hI baha jAegA aura caTTAneM

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pahale kI jaisI sUkhI raha jAeMgI yA marusthala meM pAnI giregA aura phira bhApa banakara AkAza meM uTha AyegA, kahIM koI hariyAlI paidA na hogI yA kahIM koI bhUmi svIkAra kara legI, pyAse kaMTha ko, bhUmi ko tRpti milegI, usa tRpti se hariyAlI jagegI, phUla khileMge, khuzI hogI, utsava hogA-kyA pharka par3atA hai! bAdala ko barasanA hai to bAdala barasa jAtA hai-pahAr3oM para bhI, marusthaloM meM bhI kheta-khalihAnoM meM bhI, sImeMTa kI sar3akoM para bhii| saba tarapha bAdala barasa jAtA hai| use barasanA hai| jo le le, le le, jo na le, na le| maiM isa artha meM gaMbhIra nahIM hUM jisa artha meM kRSNamUrti gaMbhIra haiN| kRSNamUrti ati gaMbhIra haiM maiM gaMbhIra nahIM huuN| isalie tumhAre sAtha haMsa bhI letA hUM tumheM haMsA bhI letA huuN| dharma mere lie koI aisI bAta nahIM hai ki usakA bar3A bojha banAyA jaae| dharma mere lie sarala bAta hai| usake lie buddhi kA bahuta tanAva nahIM cAhie; thor3A nirdoSa halakApana caahie| majAka-majAka meM tumase maiM gaMbhIra bAta kahatA huuN| jaba mujhe jitanI gaMbhIra bAta kahanI hotI hai utanI majAka meM kahatA huuN| kyoMki majAka meM tuma halake rahoge, haMsate rahoge; haMsI meM zAyada gaMbhIra bAta rAstA pA jAe, tumhAre hRdaya taka pahuMca jaae| tumase yaha bAta kahanA ki gaMbhIra bAta kaha rahA hUM suno tumako aura akar3A denA hai| tumhArI gaMbhIratA ke kAraNa hI na pahuMca paaegii| tumane dekhA, jo bAta tumhAre bhItara pahuMcAnI ho usako pahuMcAne ke lie kucha aura upAya honA caahie| tuma aise tallIna ho ki tuma apane pahare para nahIM ho| jaba tuma pahare para nahIM ho taba koI bAta pahuMca jAtI hai| dekhate ho, sinemA dekhane jAte ho, taba tuma apane pahare para nahIM hote, philma dekhane meM tallIna ho, bIca meM vijJApana A jAtA hai laksa TAyaleTa sAbuna! vaha jisane bIca meM vijJApana rakha diyA hai, vaha jAnatA hai ki abhI tama gaMbhIra nahIM ho, abhI tama isakI phikra bhI na karoge, zAyada tama ise paDho bhI nahIM, lekina AMkha kI kora meM chApa par3a gaI. laksa TAyaleTa sAbuna! abhI tuma gaira-gaMbhIra the| abhI tuma tane na baiThe the| abhI tuma utsuka hI na the isa saba bAta meN| abhI to tuma DUbe the kahIM aur| isa ibakI kI hAlata meM yaha laksa TAyaleTa sAbuna cupacApa bhItara praveza kara gii| paharedAra nahIM thA davAra pr| yaha jyAdA sugama hai tumhAre bhItara pahuMcA denaa| kabhI tumase majAka karatA hUM kucha bAta kahatA hUM haMsI kI tuma haMsane meM lage ho, tabhI koI eka paMkti DAla detA hUM jo tumhAre bhItara pahuMca jaaye| mu haMsI meM bhUla gaye the usI bIca tumheM thor3A-sA dene yogya de diyaa| mujhase kaI mitra pUchate haiM ki kabhI bhI kisI dharmaguru ne isa taraha haMsI meM bAteM nahIM kahI haiN| to maiM kahatA hUM tuma dekhate ho nahIM kahIM, to nahIM phuNcii| aba mujhe jarA prayoga karake dekha lene do| gaMbhIra logoM ne prayoga karake dekha liyA hai, nahIM pahuMcA hai, mujhe jarA gaira-gaMbhIra prayoga karake dekha lene do| to tuma dekhoge dharmaguruoM kI sabhA meM bUr3he AdamiyoM ko merI sabhA meM tumheM javAna bhI mila jAeMge, bacce bhI mila jAeMge; unakI saMkhyA jyAdA milegii| kyoMki jo maiM kaha rahA hUM vaha unheM gaMbhIra banAne

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kI jabardastI nahIM hai| mere sAtha javAna bhI utphulla ho sakatA hai aura baccA bhI haMsa sakatA hai aura bUr3hA bhI utsava sammilita ho sakatA hai| merA apanA prayoga hai| aisA maiM nahIM kaha rahA . ki kRSNamUrti galata karate haiN| ve jo karate hoMge, ThIka karate hoNge| vaha unakI jAnakArI / vaha ve jaaneN| tulanA nahIM kara rahA hUM / tulanA ho bhI nahIM sktii| maiM apane DhaMga se kara rahA ve apane DhaMga se karate haiN| jo gaMbhIra hoM unheM unase suna kara samajha lenA caahie| jo gaMbhIra na hoM, unheM mujhase suna kara samajha lenA caahie| kahIM to samajho ! cauthA prazna : kyA jaldI hI Apa gadya ko chor3a kara padya meM hI hameM samajhAyeMge? aura kyA phira mauna meM cale jAeMge? padya nizcita hI prArthanA ke jyAdA karIba hai gadya se / aura tumane agara mujhe sunA hai to padya meM hI samajhAtA rahA hUM gadya bolA hI kaba? padya kA artha kyA hotA hai? - jo gAyA jA sake; jo geya hai; jo nAcA jA ske| padya kA artha kyA hai? - jisameM eka saMgIta hai, eka layabaddhatA hai, eka chaMda hai| tuma agara mujhe ThIka se suna rahe ho to jaba maiM gadya bolatA mAlUma par3atA hUM taba bhI padya hI bola rahA huuN| kyoMki sArI ceSTA yahI hai ki tuma gunagunAsako, gA sako, nAca sakI, tumhAre jIvana chaMda A ske| kavitA ke DhAMce meM bAMkA tabhI tuma pahacAnoge ?' buddha ne jo bolA hai, vaha sabhI padya hai| mahAvIra ne jo bolA hai, vaha sabhI padya hai| gadya to bolA nahIM jA sktaa| prArthanA ke jagata se padya hI nikalatA hai| nahIM ki maiM yaha kaha rahA hUM buddha koI kavi haiM, kavi to jarA bhI nahIM haiN| mAtrA aura vyAkaraNa aura bhASA kA unheM kucha patA nahIM hai| lekina tukabaMdI ko tuma padya mata samajha lenA / tukabaMda to bahuta haiN| tukabaMdI meM padya nahIM hai| padya jarA kucha bar3I bAta hai| sabhI kavitAoM meM padya nahIM hotA, aura sabhI gadya meM padya nahIM hai, aisA bhI nahIM hai| tumheM agara mujhe sunate samaya eka gunagunAhaTa paidA hotI ho merI bAta tumhAre bhItara jA kara madhura rasa bana jAtI ho, merI bAta tumhAre bhItara jA kara eka taraMga kA rUpa letI ho, tuma DAvAMDola ho jAte hoo, to padya ho gyaa| padya paramAtmA ko pragaTa karane ke lie jyAdA sugama hai| isalie Azcaryajanaka nahIM hai ki upaniSada padya meM haiM, ki veda padya meM hai, ki kurAna geya hai, ki bAibila jaisI padyapUrNa bhASA na kabhI pahale likhI gaI hai na phira bAda meM likhI gaI / mAdhurya

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hai ek| eka apUrva rasa hai| gadya hotA hai sUkha sUkhA, kAmacalAU, matalaba kA, arthpuurnn| padya hotA hai arthahIna, arthamukta, arthazUnya; rasapUrNa jarUra, arthapUrNa nhiiN| phUla khilaa| pUcho, kyA artha hai? gadya to nahIM hai vhaaN| kyoMki artha kyA hai? gulAba kA phUla khilA, kyA artha hai? kyA prayojana hai? na khilatA to kyA hAni thI? khila gayA to kyA lAbha hai? nahIM, bAjAra kI duniyA meM gulAba ke phUla meM kucha bhI artha nhiiN| lekina padya bahuta hai| gulAba na khilatA to sArI duniyA binA khilI raha jaatii| gulAba na khilatA to sUraja udAsa hotaa| gulAba na khilatA to cAMda-tAre phIke hote| gulAba na khilatA to pakSI gungunaatenhiiN| gulAba na khilatA to AdamI striyoM ke prema meM na par3ate; striyAM AdamiyoM ke prema meM na pdd'tii| gulAba na khilatA to bacce khilakhilAte na, yaha sArI khilakhilAhaTa ke sAtha hI hai gulaab| yaha gulAba kA khilanA isa mahotsava kA anivArya aMga hai| artha kucha bhI nahIM hai| gadaya nahIM hai yaha, padaya hai| pakSI gIta gAte haiM: sAra to kucha bhI nahIM hai| lekina kyA tuma nissAra kaha sakoge? hAtha meM pakar3a kara bAjAra meM becane jAoge, koI kharIdadAra na milegaa| lekina kyA tuma isIlie kaha sakoge ki inakA koI mUlya nahIM hai? mUlya bAjAra meM bhalA na ho, lekina kisI aura tala para inakA mUlya hai-hRdaya ke tala para inakA mUlya hai| pakSI kI gunagunAhaTa hRdaya ke kinhIM baMda tAloM ko khola jAtI hai| to maiM jo bola rahA hUM vaha padya hI hai| maiM koI kavi nahIM hUM nizcita hii| lekina jo maiM tumase kahanA cAha rahA hUM vaha kavitA hai| aura tuma use sunoge tuma use hRdaya meM dhAraNa karoge, tuma use apane bhItara svAgata karoge, to tuma pAoge. anaMta- anaMta phUla tumhAre bhItara usase khileMge! jo maiM tumase kaha rahA hUM vaha padaya hai aura tumhAre bhItara prArthanA bana sakatA hai| thor3I rAha do| thoDA mArga do| tamhAre hRdaya kI bhami meM yaha bIja paDa jAye to isameM phala nizcita hI khilane vAle haiN| yaha padya Upara se pragaTa na ho, lekina yaha padya tumhAre bhItara pragaTa hogaa| aura nizcita hI jo maiM tumase kaha rahA hUM vaha mauna se A rahA hai| mauna se hI kahanA cAhatA hUM, lekina tuma sunane meM samartha nahIM ho| lekina jo maiM tumase kaha rahA hUM vaha mauna ke lie hai; mauna se hai aura mauna ke lie hai| jo zabda maiM tumase kahatA hUM vaha mere zUnya se A rahA hai zUnya se sarobora hai| tuma jarA use cbaanaa| tuma use jarA cuusnaa| tuma jarA use pcaanaa| aura tuma pAoge zabda to kho gayA, zUnya raha gyaa| agara tumane cabAyA na, pacAyA na, to zUnya kA to tumheM patA hI na calegA, zabda khaTakatA raha jaaegaa| to zabda ko tuma ikaTThe karake paMDita ho jaaoge| agara mere zabdoM meM se zUnya ko saMgrahIta kiyA aura zabda kI khola ko pheMka diyA to tumhArI prajJA, tumhArA bodha jAgegA tumhArA buddhatva jaagegaa| zabda to khola haiM jaise kAratUsa cala jAe to calI kAratUsa ko kyA karoge? calI kAratUsa to khola hai, asalI cIja to nikala gii| asalI cIja jo maiM tumase kaha rahA hUM, zUnya hai, mauna hai| tuma zabda kI khola ko to pheMka denaa| jaise phala ke Upara ke chilake ko pheMka dete ho aura bhItara kA rasa cUsa lete ho-aise zabda para dhyAna

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mata denA, zUnya para dhyAna denA / paMkti-paMkti ke bIca meM par3hanA, bIca-bIca meM par3hanA aura zabda - zabda ke bIca jo aMtarAla ho vahAM dhyAna rakhanA / jaba kabhI bolate-bolate maiM cupa raha jAtA hUM? taba jyAdA ur3ela rahA huuN| taba tuma apane pAtra ko khUba bhara lenA / kahIM milana ho jaaye| tuma baraso, bhIge merA tana tuma baraso, bhIge merA mana tuma baraso sAvana ke sAvana kucha halakI chalakI gAgara ho kucha bhIgI bhArI ho kA~vara jaba tuma baraso taba maiM tarasUM jaba maiM tarasUM taba tuma baraso / he dhArAdhara! kahIM milana ho jaaye| jaba maiM barasUM taba tuma taraso / jaba tuma taraso taba maiM barasUM / kahIM milana ho jAye! tumhArI pyAsa aura jo jala le kara maiM tumhAre dvAra para khar3A hUM usakA kahIM milana ho jaaye| tuma baraso, bhIge merA tana tuma baraso, bhIge merA mana tuma baraso sAvana ke sAvana kucha halakI chalakI gAgara ho kucha bhIgI bhArI ho kAvara jaba tuma baraso taba maiM tarasUM jaba maiM tarasUM taba tuma baraso / he dhArAdhara! zabda se kucha na kahUMgA maiM nayanoM ke bIca rahUMgA maiM jo sahanA mauna sahUMgA maiM

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merI dhar3akana merI Ahe mAMgeMgI tumase pratyuttara jaba tuma barasoM taba maiM taratUM jaba maiM taratUM taba tuma brso| he dhArAdhara! yaha bhAra tumhIM para bhArI hai Upara bijalI kI dhArI hai kyA merI hI lAcArI hai? kucha rikta bharA ho jAUM maiM kucha bhAra tumhArA jAye utara jaba tuma baraso taba maiM taratUM jaba maiM taratUM taba tuma brsoN| he dhArAdhara! eka apUrva ghaTanA ghaTa sakatI hai| kabhI-kabhI kSaNa bhara ko ghaTatI bhI hai; kabhI kisI ko ghaTatI bhI hai-jaba acAnaka saMvAda phalita hotA hai; merA padaya tumheM bhara letA hai; merI AMkheM tumhArI AMkha se mila jAtI haiM, kSaNa bhara ko tuma rikta ho jAte ho, tumhArI gAgara merI tarapha unmUkha ho jAtI hai| to rasa bahatA hai| to saMgIta utaratA hai| aura sArA saMgIta aura sArA rasa zUnya kA hai| kyoMki dharma kI sArI ceSTA yahI hai ki tuma kisI bhAMti miTa jAo tAki paramAtmA tumhAre bhItara ho ske| tuma zUnya ho jAo to pUrNa utara ske| pAMcavAM prazna : AnaMda ke anubhava ke lie vyakti kA honA anivArya-sA lagatA hai| lekina agara saba tarapha merA hI vistAra hai to phira AnaMda ko anubhava kauna karegA? jIvana AnaMdita ho sake, isake lie jaise saMnyAsa anivArya hai vaise hI AnaMda ke anubhava ke lie vyakti anivArya nahIM hai kyA? vyakti ke kAraNa hI AnaMda nahIM ho pA rahA hai| AnaMda kI apekSA ke lie vyakti anivArya hai, AnaMda ke anubhava ke lie bAdhA hai| AnaMda kI AkAMkSA ke lie vyakti kI jarUrata hai, AnaMda kI vAsanA ke lie vyakti kI jarUrata hai| lekina AnaMda kI anubhUti ke lie vyakti kI koI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| jaba AnaMda hotA hai to tuma thor3e hI hote ho! tuma nahIM hote ho tabhI AnaMda hotA hai| aura ise

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tumane bhI kabhI-kabhI kinhIM anAyAsa kSaNoM meM pAyA hogA : jaba tuma nahIM hote taba thor3I-sI jhalaka milatI hai| premI ghara A gayA hai tumhArA, tuma hAtha meM hAtha le kara baiTha gaye ho| eka kSaNa ko premI kI upasthiti tumheM itanA lIna kara detI hai ki tuma miTa jAte, kucha khayAla nahIM raha jAtA apnaa| eka bUMda saraka jAtI hai| rasa jharatA hai| kabhI sUraja ko ugate dekhA hai tra: baiTha gaye nadI taTa para, uThane lagA suurj| yaha subaha kI havA, yaha nadI kI zItalatA, yaha zAMti, yaha khulA AkAza, yaha sUraja kA uThanA, yaha sUraja kI kiraNoM kA phailatA huA sauMdarya kA jAla- kSaNa bhara ko tuma Thage raha gaye! bhUla gaye ki tuma ho| kyoMki svayaM ko banAye rakhane ke lie svayaM ko sadA smaraNa rakhanA jarUrI hai, yaha khayAla rkhnaa| ahaMkAra koI aisI cIja nahIM hai ki patthara kI taraha tumhAre bhItara rakhI hai| ahaMkAra to aisA hI hai jaisA maiM bAra-bAra kahatA : jaise koI sAikila calAtA, paiDala mAro to sAikila calatI hai; paiDala mAranA bhUla gaye thor3I dera ko ki sAikila girii| ahaMkAra kucha aisA thor3e hI hai ki patthara kI taraha rakhA hai, tuma jaba taka yAda rakho tabhI taka hai| yAdadAzta rakhane meM hI paiDala calatA hai| jaise hI tumane yAdadAzta bhUlI ki gyaa| to kabhI saMgIta suna kara sira Dolane lagA, to gayA ahNkaar| usa kSaNa meM tumheM rasa jharatA hai, AnaMda mAlUma hotA hai| sauMdarya ho, prema ho, dhyAna ho, saMgIta ho yA koI aura kAraNa hoM-kabhI-kabhI to aisI cIjoM se bhI rasa jhara jAtA hai ki dUsaroM ko dekha kara Azcarya hotA hai| tama krikeTa kA maica dekhAeMne gaye, tumheM krikeTa ke maica meM rasa hai, dUsare samajheMge pAgala ho gaye ho, lekina tuma baiThe ho vahAM maMtramugdha, AMkheM ThagI raha gaI haiM, palakeM nahIM jhapakatI haiM, bhUla hI gaye apane ko, muurtivt| jaise kabhI buddha baiTha gaye hoMge bodhivRkSa ke nIce, aise tuma kabhI-kabhI krikeTa dekhate samaya, phuTabAla-hAkI dekhate samaya baiTha jAte ho| vahAM se tuma bar3e AnaMdita lauTate ho; kahate ho ki bar3A rasa AyA! kyA, ho kyA jAtA hai? tuma thor3I dera ko apane ko bhUla jAte ho| jahAM bhUle ki mitte| AtmavismaraNa anivAryarUpeNa ahaMkAra kA visarjana ho jAtA hai| ___ idhara mujhe sunate-sunate kaI bAra tumheM jaba bhI sukha milatA ho to khayAla rakhanA vaha ghar3I vahI hogI jaba tuma sunate-sunate kho jAte ho, bhUla jAte ho, yAda nahIM raha jaatii| ahaMkAra zvAsa jaisA nahIM hai; sAikila ke paiDala mArane jaisA hai| yAda na rahe to bhI zvAsa calatI hai| zvAsa prAkRtika hai| tuma rAta so gaye to bhI zvAsa calatI hai| lekina rAta nIMda meM ahaMkAra raha jAtA hai? samrATa ko patA rahatA hai maiM samrATa hUM? bhikhArI ko patA rahatA hai maiM bhikhArI hUM? suMdara ko patA rahatA hai maiM suMdara hUM? dhanI ko patA rahatA hai baiMka-baileMsa kA? jaba tuma rAta so jAte ho, tumheM yAda rahatA hai tumhArI patnI bhI kamare meM soI hai? kucha yAda nahIM raha jaataa| yaha makAna tumhArA hai, yaha bhI yAda nahIM raha jaataa| agara rAta nIMda meM tumheM uThA kara sTrecara para rakhakara aspatAla meM rakha diyA jAtA hai to tumheM patA nahIM rahatA hai| subaha tuma AMkha kholate ho taba patA calatA hai| lekina sAMsa calatI rahatI hai| rAjamahala meM, garIba ke jhopar3e meM, naMge AdamI kI, sone se lade AdamI kI zvAsa calatI

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rahatI hai| AdamI bilakula behoza ho jAtA hai, kome meM par3a jAtA hai, mahInoM taka behoza par3A rahe to bhI zvAsa calatI rahatI hai| zvAsa kA tumase kucha lenA denA nahIM hai| zvAsa prAkRtika ghaTanA hai| ahaMkAra zvAsa jaisA nahIM hai| jaba taka patA cale tabhI taka hai| jaise hI patA na calA vaise hI gyaa| isa satya ko smjho| jaise hI gayA, eka kSaNa ko bhI gayA, to eka hI kSaNa ko dvAra khula jAtA hai| sadiyoM -sadiyoM kA ahaMkAra bhI kSaNa bhara ko bhUla jAye to jharokhA khula jAtA hai| tuma vAtAyana se jhAMka le sakate ho| ___to jaba bhI tumheM kabhI koI sukha kI jhalaka milI hai to milI hI isalie hai ki tuma miTa gaye ho| kAma-saMbhoga meM kabhI AdamI miTa jAtA hai to sukha kI jhalaka milatI hai| kabhI zarAba pIne meM bhI AdamI miTa jAtA hai to sukha kI jhalaka milatI hai| isalie zarAba kA itanA AkarSaNa hai| sArI duniyA kI sarakAreM ceSTA karatI haiM zarAba baMda ho| dharmaguru lage rahate haiM ki zarAba baMda ho| kAnUna banate haiM ki zarAba baMda ho| zarAba baMda nahIM hotii| zarAba meM kucha kAraNa hai| AdamI ahaMkAra se itanA thakA - thakA hai ki bhUlanA cAhatA hai| koI aura upAya nahIM milatA, dhyAna kaThina mAlUma hotA hai, laMbI yAtrA hai, samAdhi taka pahuMceMge isakA bharosA nahIM aataa| aura samAdhi taka pahuMcAne vAlA vAtAvaraNa kho gayA hai| lekina zarAba to mila sakatI hai| thor3I dera AdamI zarAba pI letA hai| maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki zarAba pIne lgnaa| maiM itanA hI kaha rahA hUM ki zarAba se bhI jo ghaTanA ghaTatI hai vaha yahI hai ki thor3I dera ko tumhArI asmitA kho jAtI hai| yaha tumane bar3A mahaMgA upAya khojaa| jahara DAlA zarIra meM ahaMkAra ko bhUlane ke lie| ahaMkAra to binA jahara DAle bhUlA jA sakatA hai| ahaMkAra to bhUla jAo to amRta Dhalane lagatA hai, jahara DAlane kI to jarUrata hI nahIM raha kara rahe ho| kho bahuta rahe ho pA kucha bhI nahIM rahe ho| lekina phira bhI tumase maiM kahUMgA ki zarAba kA AkarSaNa bhI, ahaMkAra khone meM jo rasa hai, usI kA AkarSaNa hai| tumane dekhA udAsa-udAsa AdamI, thakA- thakA AdamI zarAba pI kara praphullita ho jAtA hai, akar3a kara calane lagatA hai! eka sainika zarAba pItA thaa| usakA janarala usase kaha kaha kara thaka gayA thA ki aba baMda karo yaha tuma, bahuta ho gyaa| eka dina use bulAyA ki dekha, tU nAsamajha; sainika hI raha jAegA jiMdagI bhara, agara yaha zarAba pItA rhaa| agara zarAba na pItA hotA to aba taka kaipTana ho jaataa| aura agara abhI tU zarAba pInA baMda kara de to maiM tujhe bharosA dilAtA hUM ki riTAyara hote-hote taka tU kama se kama karnala ho jaaegaa| vaha AdamI haMsane lgaa| usane kahA, chor3o jI, jaba maiM pI letA hUM to maiM janarala ho jAtA huuN| ye tuma bAteM kisase kara rahe ho! AdamI zarAba pI kara jo hai vaha to bhUla jAtA hai| vaha yAda nahIM raha jAtI hai| mukta ho jAtA hai thor3I dera ko| yaha mahaMgA saudA hai, khataranAka saudA hai| yaha apanI AtmA ko beca kara thor3A-sA rasa

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lene kI bAta hai| yaha to aise hI hai jaise tumane dekhA ho : kutte ke muMha meM haDDI de do to haDDI ko cUsatA hai aura bar3A rasa AtA hai use; lekina haDDI meM kucha rasa to hai nahIM, A kaise sakatA hai! haDDI ke kAraNa usake maMha ke bhItara jabar3e aura camaDI kaTa jAtI hai, usase khana bahane lagatA hai| vaha khana kA rasa use AtA hai| apanA hI khUna! lekina vaha socatA hai, haDDI se A rahA hai| aba kutte ko tumheM kSamA karanA par3egA, kyoMki kuttA becArA jAne bhI kaise ki kahAM se A rahA hai! dikhAI to use kucha par3atA nahIM, haDDI ko cUsatA hai, tabhI khUna bahane lagatA hai bhiitr| vaha prasanna hotA hai| gale meM utarate khUna ko dekha kara svAda letA hai| vaha apanA hI khUna pI rahA hai aura ghAva paidA kara rahA hai alg| lekina socatA hai, haDDI se A rahA hai| sUkhI haDDI bhI kuttA chor3ane ko rAjI nahIM hotA hai| zarAba kA sukha aisA hI hai| lekina sacAI usameM thor3I hai| sacAI itanI hI hai ki thor3I dera ko tuma apane ko bhUla jAte ho| aura maiM yaha kahanA cAhatA hUM duniyA se zarAba taba taka na jAegI jaba taka hama aura UMcI zarAbeM na paidA kara leN| duniyA se zarAba taba taka na jAegI jaba taka loga dhyAna kI zarAba meM na utara jaayeN| duniyA se zarAba taba taka na jAegI taba taka paramAtmA kI zarAba unheM upalabdha na hone lge| jaba maMdira madhuzAlA jaise hoM taba madhuzAlAeM baMda hoMgI usake pahale baMda nahIM ho sakatI haiN| lAkha upAya kareM sarakAreM, isase kucha pharka nahIM pdd'taa| jo upAya karate haiM, ve khuda pI rahe haiN| yaha bar3e Azcarya kI bAta hai| jo baMda karavAnA cAhate haiM, 've khuda pIte haiN| kyoMki ve bhI baMda karavAne kI koziza se itane thaka jAte haiM ki phira vismaraNa to thor3A karanA hI par3e na! rAjanItijJa ko bhI to thor3A apane ko bhUlanA par3atA hai| usakI takalIpha to smjho| dina bhara daur3a-dhUpa, jhUThI haMsI, muMha phailAye rahatA hai, abhyAsa karate rahatA hai, hAtha jor3e khar3A hai aura hajAra taraha kI gAliyAM khA rahA hai aura sar3e TamATara jhela rahA hai aura jUte aura jUte pheMke jA rahe, aura yaha saba cala rahA hai aura isako vaha hAtha jor3a kara muskurA rahA hai! isakI bhI to tuma takalIpha samajhI! aura kucha hala nahIM hotA dikhtaa| bar3I samasyAeM haiM, bar3e vAyade kie haiN| koI hala nahIM ho sakatA hai, kyoMki samasyAyeM bar3I haiM, vAyade bhayaMkara haiM, hala hone kA koI upAya nahIM hai| unhIM vAyadoM ko kara-karake isa pada para A gayA hai| aba kucha hala hotA dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| aba rAta -zarAba na pIye to kyA kare! AdamI apane ko bhUlanA cAhatA hai| bhUlane meM hI kahIM sukha hai| lekina zarAba se kyA bhUlanA? yaha koI bhUlanA huA? yaha to AdamI se nIce gira jAnA huaa| aura Upara kI zarAba hama sikhAte haiN| tuma jarA ahaMkAra ko vismaraNa karane kI kalA siikho| bajAya zarAba bhItara DAlane ke, ahaMkAra ko jarA bAhara utAra kara rkho| thor3I-thor3I dera, ghar3I AdhA ghar3I...... teIsa ghaMTe ahaMkAra ko de do, eka ghaMTA ahaMkAra se mAphI mAMga lo| eka ghaMTA binA ahaMkAra ke nA -kucha ho kara baiTha jaao| yahI dhyAna hai| isI nA -kucha hone meM vyakti dhIre - dhIre apanI sImA-rekhA khotA hai aura nirAkAra kA avataraNa hotA hai| jahAM tumhArI sImA dhuMdhalI hotI hai vahIM se nirAkAra praveza karatA hai| to AnaMda ke anubhava ke lie vyakti kA honA bilakula bhI jarUrI nahIM hai, kyoMki vyakti

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kA anubhava nahIM hai AnaMda / vyakti ke abhAva meM jo ghaTatA hai, vahI AnaMda hai| jahAM tuma nahIM ho vahIM AnaMda hai| tuma jahAM ho vahIM narka hai| tuma jahAM ho vahIM dukha hai| hI, isa dukha ke kAraNa tuma bhaviSya meM AnaMda kI apekSA karate ho, AkAMkSA karate ho| tuma hote narka meM ho aura svarga kI yojanA banAte rahate ho| basa yahI tumhAre jIvana kI pUrI kathA hai| atha se lekara iti taka yahI tumhArI jIvana-kathA hai| ho dukha meM, lekina aba dukha ko kaise kATo, to sukha kI kalpanA karate rahate ho ki kala hogA, parasoM hogA! kabhI to hogaa| dera hai, aMdhera to nahIM! kabhI to hogaa| kabhI to prabhu dhyAna degA! kabhI to phala milegA! pratIkSA vyartha to na jAegI! prArthanA khAlI to nahIM rahegI! ceSTA kA koI to pariNAma hogA ! Aja nahIM, kala hogaa| Aja jhela lo dukha, kala sukha hai! aisA mana samajhAye rakhatA hai| yaha tumhArA ahaMkAra hai| aura jaba vastutaH sukha ghaTatA hai to kala nahIM ghaTatA, Aja ghaTatA hai| lekina Aja agara koI cIja ghaTAnI ho, abhI aura yahIM agara ghaTAnI ho, to eka hI upAya hai ki ahaMkAra ko haTA kara rakha do| ahaMkAra samaya kI yAtrA bana jAtA hai| ahaMkAra ko haTAte hI AkAza kI yAtrA zurU hotI hai| yahI maiMne pIche tumase khaa| karma kA savAla nahIM hai| vicAra kA savAla nahIM hai| AkAza upalabdha hai abhI aura yhiiN| tuma jarA purAnI Adata ke DhAMce se haTa kara dekho / tuma ho nahIM, hai to paramAtmA hI / tumane apane ko mAna rakhA hai| mAna rakhA hai to tuma jhaMjhaTa meM par3a gaye ho| tumhArI mAnyatA tumhArA kArAgRha bana gaI hai| krAMti sirpha mAnyatA se mukti hai, kucha vastutaH badalanA nahIM hai, eka galata dhAraNA chor3anI hai| yaha mAmalA ThIka aise hI hai jaise ki tumane do aura do pAMca hote haiM, aisA mAna rakhA hai| aba tuma jhaMjhaTa meM par3e ho| kyoMki do aura do pAMca hote nahIM aura tumane sArA khAtA bahI do aura do pAMca ke hisAba se kara liyA hai| aba tuma Darate ho ki saba khAte - bahI phira se likhanA pdd'eNge| lekina jaba taka tuma ye khAte -bahI badaloge na, Age bhI tuma usI hisAba se likhate cale jAoge, ye khAte-bahI bar3e hote jA rahe haiN| yahI to sAre karma kA jAla hai ki do aura do pAMca samajha lie haiN| do aura do cAra samajhate hI krAMti ghaTa jAtI hai| tumane apane ko kartA mAna liyA hai, yahI bhrAMti hai| tumane yaha mAna liyA ki maiM hUM yahI bhAMti hai| tuma jarA soco khojo - tuma ho ? bodhidharma cIna gayA to cIna ke samrATa ne kahA ki maiM bar3A azAMta rahatA hUM, mahAmuni, mujhe zAMti kA koI upAya batAyeM! bodhidharma bar3A anUThA saMnyAsI thaa| usane kahA. 'zAMta honA hai? saca kahate ho, zAMta honA hai?' samrATa thor3A becaina huA ki yaha bhI koI bAta pUchane kI hai maiMne kahA Apase ki bahuta azAMta hUM zAMti kA koI mArga batAyeM to bodhidharma ne kahA, 'aisA karo rAta tIna baje A jaao| akele AnA ! aura khayAla rakhanA, azAMti le kara AnA / khAlI hAtha mata cale AnA / ' to vaha samajhA, samrATa samajhA ki yaha to AdamI pAgala mAlUma hotA hai| azAMti le kara AnA ! khAlI hAtha mata A jAnA! rAta tIna baje AnA ! akele meM AnA ! aura yaha bodhidharma eka bar3A DaMDA bhI lie rahatA thaa| aura isa ekAMta meM isake isa maMdira

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meM, aura patA nahIM yaha kyA ulaTA-sIdhA karanA karavAne lage! rAta bhara samrATa so na skaa| lekina phira usako AkarSaNa bhI mAlUma hotA thA isa AdamI meM, isameM thI to kucha khUbI! isake pAsa kucha taraMga thI, koI jyoti thI / isake pAsa hI jAte se kucha praphullatA pragaTa hotI thI, kucha utsava Ane lagatA thaa| to socA kyA karegA, bahuta-se bahuta do cAra DaMDe mAregA, magara yaha koziza karake dekha lenI hI cAhie; kauna jAne, AdamI anUThA hai, zAyada kara de! aba taka kitanoM se hI pUchA, aisA jabAba bhI kisI ne nahIM diyaa| aura yaha jabAba bhI bar3A ajIba hai| usane kahA ki le hI AnA tU azAMti apanI, zAMta kara hI dUMgA, magara akelA mata A jaanaa| to kisI ne dAvA kiyA hai ki kara dUMgA zAMta, le aanaa| calo dekha leN| vaha AyA Darate-Darate, jhijhakate - jhijhkte| bodhidharma baiThA thA vahAM DaMDA lie aMdhere meN| usane kahA. 'A gaye! azAMti le Aye?' samrATa ne kahA: 'kSamA kariye, yaha bhI koI bAta hai! azAMti le Aye ! aba azAMti koI cIja hai?' 'to kyA hai azAMti?' bodhidharma ne puuchaa| zAMta karane ke pahale Akhira mujhe patA bhI to honA cAhie, kisa cIja ko zAMta karUM! kyA hai azAMti ?' unhoMne kahA : 'saba mana kA UhApoha hai, mana kA jAla hai|' to bodhidharma ne kahA. 'ThIka, tU baiTha jA, AMkha baMda kara le aura bhItara azAMti ko khojane kI koziza kara; jaise hI mila jAye, vahIM pakar3a nA aura mujhase kahanA mila gii| usI vakta zAMta kara duuNgaa|' aura DaMDA lie vaha baiThA hai sAmane / samrATa AMkha baMda kara lii| vaha khojane lgaa| kone-kAtara dekhane lgaa| kahIM azAMti mile na / vaha jaise-jaise khojane lagA, vaise-vaise zAMta hone lgaa| kyoMki azAMti hai kahAM, mAnyatA hai! tuma khoja thor3e hI pAoge / sUraja ugane lagA, subaha ho gii| ghaMTe bIta gye| sUraja kI rozanI meM bU kA ceharA aisA khila AyA jaise kamala ho / bodhidharma ne kahA : 'aba bahuta ho gayA, AMkha kholo| milatI ho to kaho; na milatI ho to kho|' vaha caraNoM para jhuka gyaa| usane kahA ki nahIM miltii| bahuta khojatA hUM kahIM nahIM milatI aura Azcarya ki khojatA azAMti ko hUM aura maiM zAMta hotA jA rahA huuN| yaha kyA camatkAra tumane kiyA hai bodhidharma ne kahA. 'eka bAta aura pUchanI hai, tuma bhItara gaye, itanI khoja bIna kI, tuma mile?' usane kahA ki vaha bhI kahIM kucha milatA nhiiN| jaise - jaise khoja gaharI hotI gaI vaise-vaise pAyA ki kucha bhI nahIM hai| eka zUnya sannATA hai ! to bodhidharma ne kahA. 'aba dubArA yaha savAla mata utthaanaa| zAMta kara diyaa| aura jaba bhI azAMti pakar3e, bhItara khojanA kahAM hai| aura jaba bhI ahaMkAra pakar3e bhItara khojanA kahAM hai| khojoge, kabhI na paaoge| mAne baiThe ho| ' tuma ho nahIM / tumhArA honA eka bhrAMti hai| hai to paramAtmA hI / aura tumhArI bhrAMti ke kAraNa jo hai, vaha dikhAI nahIM par3a rahA aura jo nahIM hai vaha dikhAI par3a rahA hai| aba tumhArA prazna maiM samajhatA huuN| yaha bhaya uThatA hai| yaha bhaya uThatA hai ki yaha to mAmalA

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hama zAMta hone Aye the, AnaMdita hone Aye the aura ye kaha rahe haiM ki miTa jAo! to phira phAyadA kyA ! jaba miTa hI gaye to phira kauna zAMta hogA! to phira kauna AnaMdita hogA! yaha tumhArA prazna tarkapUrNa hai| isake pIche tarka merI samajha meM AtA hai, bAta sApha hai| tuma pUchate ho ki jaba hamI na bace to zAMta kauna hogA! aura maiM tumase kaha rahA hUM ki tumhAre na bacane kA nAma hI zAMti hai| koI zAMta hotA nahIM aura koI AnaMdita nahIM hotaa| AnaMdita honA aura kisI kA honA do cIjeM nahIM haiN| jaba tuma nahIM hote to AnaMda hotA hai| jaba tuma nahIM ho to zAMti hotI hai| agara tumhArI yaha jida ho ki maiM to zAMti aisI cAhatA hUM ki maiM bhI rahUM aura zAMti ho to tuma azAMta rahoge to tuma kabhI zAMta nahIM ho skte| agara tumhArI yaha jida hai ki maiM to rahate hue AnaMda cAhatA hUM to phira tuma kabhI AnaMdita na ho skoge| phira tumheM dukha se rAjI rahanA caahie| phira tuma AnaMda kI talAza baMda kara do| tuma agara yaha kahate ho ki maiM to khuda rahUM aura paramAtmA kA sAkSAtkAra karUM to tuma isa bhrAMti meM par3o mata, yaha jAla tumhAre lie nahIM, tumase na ho skegaa| prema galI ati sIkarI tAmeM do na samAya! yA to tuma bacoge yA prmaatmaa| herata herata he sakhI rahyA kabIra heraaii| khojate-khojate kabIra kho gyaa| kabIra ne kahA : yaha bhI khUba majA hai! jaba taka hama the, tuma nhiiN| aba tuma ho, hama naahiN| khojate phirate the, rote phirate the galI-kUce, cillAte phirate the-'he prabhu kahAM ho!' taba taka tuma na the, hama the| aba tuma ho, hama naahiN| yaha bhI khUba majA rahA! aba tuma sAmane khar3e ho, lekina idhara bhItara khojate haiM to kisI kA patA nahIM cltaa| kahAM gayA yaha kabIra! herata-herata he sakhI rahyA kabIra heraaii| eka hI hogaa| isalie tumheM yaha bAta ajIba-sI lagegI, lekina maiM kahanA cAhatA hUM : Aja taka kisI vyakti ne vyakti kI haisiyata se paramAtmA ko nahIM jAnA hai| Aja taka kisI ne paramAtmA sAkSAtkAra nahIM kiyA hai| sAkSAtkAra kauna karegA? sAkSAtkAra karane vAlA hI to bAdhA hai| idhara tuma miTe udhara paramAtmA huaa| tumhAre hone ke kAraNa hI pasAtmA nahIM ho pA rahA hai| AkhirI prazna : aisA kyoM hai ki mere pati aura svajanoM ko mujhameM pragati nahIM dikhatI aura abhI taka rajanIza ke lie unake muMha se gAliyAM hI gAliyAM nikalatI haiM? kyA isameM mujhase kucha bhUla to nahIM ho rahI prazna thor3A jaTila hai| 'maMjU, ne pUchA hai| use maiM jAnatA huuN| pati isIlie parezAna hai ki pragati

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ho rahI hai| koI pati bardAzta nahIM karatA ki patnI Age nikala jaaye| yaha bar3A kaThina hai / yaha ahaMkAra ko bahuta bhArI par3atA hai| patnI taka pasaMda nahIM karatI ki pati Age nikala jAye to pati kI to bAta hI chor3a do| pati to paramezvara hai ! usase Age ! eka mahilA mere pAsa AI aura usane kahA ki agara maiM dhyAna karUM to mere gArhasthya jIvana meM koI ar3acana to na AyegI ? phira yaha dekha kara ki yaha prazna kucha ajIba-sA hai, usane kahA kinahIM-nahIM ar3acana kyoM! khuda hI kahA ki ar3acana kyoM AyegI! dhyAna kara rahI hUM koI zarAba to pIne jA nahIM rhii| koI burA kAma to kara nahIM rahI, ar3acana kyoM AyegI! maiMne kahA ki tU galatI kahatI hai| ar3acana aayegii| zarAba pIne se zAyada na bhI Aye, lekina dhyAna karane se nizcita AyegI / vaha bahuta cauNkii| usane kahA, kyA prayojana hai ApakA kahane kA ? koI burA kAma to nahIM hai? maiMne kahA, burA kAma karane se utanI ar3acana kabhI nahIM aatii| yaha jarA manuSya kI jaTilatA hai| agara pati zarAba pItA ho to patnI ko itanI ar3acana kabhI nahIM AtI, kyoMki zarAba pIne vAle pati se patnI bar3I ho jAtI hai, Upara ho jAtI hai, aura majA letI hai, eka taraha kA rasa AtA hai| DATatI-DapaTatI hai pati ko sudhArane kI ceSTA.. . sudhArane meM bar3A majA AtA hai| kisako majA nahIM AtA! cAra ke sAmane carcA karatI hai, sira nIce jhukavA detI hai| jahAM jAtI hai, pati vahAM DarA-DarA pUMcha dabAye - dabAye calatA hai| to patnI bilakula mAlika ho jAtI hai| aura kyA cAhie! lekina pati agara dhyAna karane lage to ar3acana AtI hai, kyoMki vaha tumase Upara hone lgaa| aura patnI agara dhyAna karane lage to ar3acana aura bhI gaharI ho jAtI hai, kyoMki puruSa ko to yaha mAnyatA saMbhava hI nahIM hotI ki strI aura Age! tumane dekhA, puruSa apane se laMbI strI se zAdI nahIM krte| kyoM para isameM kyA ar3acana hai? magara koI puruSa bardAzta nahIM karatA ki strI laMbI ho / zArIrika rUpa se laMbI bardAzta nahIM karate to Atmika rUpa se jarA UMcI, bilakula asaMbhava ! apane se choTI patnI khojate haiM log| hara hAlata meM choTI honI caahie| puruSa apane se jyAdA zikSita strI bhI pasaMda nahIM krtaa| vaha apane se kama zikSita strI khojatA hai| to hI to paramezvara banA rhegaa| nahIM to paramezvara gaira- par3he-likhe aura dAsI par3hI-likhI, to bar3A muzkila ho jAyegA! ar3acana AyegI / patnI agara dhyAna meM thor3I gatimAna ho jAye yA pati, koI bhI dhyAna meM gatimAna ho jAye, to dUsarA vyakti jo pIche chUTa gayA, ar3acana AnI zurU hotI hai| tuma eka taraha ke vyakti ke sAtha rahane ko rAjI ho gaye ho| tumane eka DhaMga ke vyakti ke sAtha vivAha kiyA hai| phira pati dhyAna karane lagA, yaha naI bAta ho gii| tumane dhyAna karane vAle pati se kabhI vivAha kiyA bhI nahIM thaa| tumane dhyAna karane vAlI patnI se kabhI vivAha kiyA bhI nahIM thaa| yaha kucha naI bAta ho gii| yaha tumhAre saMbaMdha ko DAvAMDola kregii| isameM ar3acana AyegI / eka patnI ne mujhase A kara kahA ki maiM aura saba saha letI hUM; lekina mere pati aba nArAja

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nahIM hote, yaha nahIM sahA jaataa| tuma cakita hooge, yaha bAta ulaTI lagatI hai| kyoMki patnI ko prasanna honA caahie| lekina tuma manuSya ke manovijJAna ko smjho| vaha kahane lagI, mujhe bar3I hairAnI hotI hai, bar3I becainI hotI hai; ve pahale nArAja hote the to kama se kama svAbhAvika to lagate the| aba ve bilakula buddha bane baiThe rahate haiN| hama sira pITe le rahe haiM, ve buddha bane baiThe haiN| idhara hama ubale jA rahe haiM, una para koI pariNAma nahIM hai| yaha thor3I amAnavIya mAlUma hotI hai bAta aura aisA lagatA hai, prema kho gyaa| aba krodha bhI nahIM hotA to prema kyA khAka hogA! patnI kahane lagI, aba prema kaise hogA? ve ThaMDe ho gaye haiM! yaha Apane kyA kara diyA? unameM thor3I garmI laaiye| ve bilakula ThaMDe hote jA rahe haiN| unako na krodha meM rasa hai na aba kAmavAsanA meM rasa hai| idhara yaha bhI aneka pati-patniyoM se mujhe sunane ko khabara milatI hai ki jaise hI pati dhyAna karane lagatA hai, svabhAvata: usakI kAma meM ruci kama ho jAtI hai| patnI, jo isake pahale kabhI bhI kAma meM ruci nahIM rakhatI thI bahuta striyAM sAdhAraNataH rakhatI nhiiN| kyoMki vaha bhI eka majA lene kA, usameM bhI vaha pati ko nIcA dikhalAtI haiM ki 'kyA gaMdagI meM par3e ho| tumhArI vajaha se hama taka ko ghasiTanA par3a rahA hai|' hara strI yaha majA letI hai| bhItara - bhItara cAhatI hai, Upara-Upara aisA dikhalAtI hai ki satI- sAdhvI hai| tuma ghasITate ho to hama ghasiTa jAte haiM, bAkI hai gNdgii|' to striyAM murde kI bhAMti ghasiTa jAtI haiM kAmavAsanA meM aura pati kI niMdA kara letI haiM, rasa le letI haiM, usako nIcA dikhA letI haiN| jaise hI maiM dekhA hUM ki pati kI dhyAna meM thor3I gati honI zurU hotI hai aura kAmavAsanA usakI zithila hotI hai, patniyAM ekadama hamalA karane lagatI haiN| ve hI patniyAM, jo mere pAsa A kara kaha gaI thIM ki kisI taraha hameM kAmavAsanA se chuTakArA dilAiye, pati Apake pAsa Ate haiM, itanA sunate haiM- magara yaha roja-roja kI kAmavAsanA, yaha to gaMdagI hai ! jo mujhase aisA kaha gaI thIM, vahI pati ke pIche par3a jAtI haiM ki roja kAmavAsanA kI tRpti honI hI caahie| kyoMki aba unako khatarA lagatA hai ki yaha to pati dUra jA rahA, yaha to hAtha ke bAhara jA rahA hai| agara yaha bilakula hI kAmavAsanA se mukta ho gayA to nizcita hI patnI se bhI mukta ho gyaa| to patnI ko lagatA hai, aba to merA koI mUlya na rhaa| to ar3acana AtI hai| maiM huuN| usakI pragati nizcita ho rahI hai| lekina yahI kaThinAI hai| aura tumhArI pragati ko tumhAre pati yA tumhAre parivAra ke loga svIkAra na kreNge| kyoMki tumhArI pragati ko svIkAra karane kA artha unake ahaMkAra kI parAjaya hai| ve inakAra kreNge| mIrA ko mIrA ke parivAra ke logoM ne svIkAra kiyA ? jahara kA pyAlA bhijavAyA ki yaha mara hI jAye? kyoMki yaha to badanAmI kA kAraNa ho rahI hai| rAjaparivAra kI strI aura rAjasthAna meM, jahAM koI parde ke bAhara nahIM AtA, isane saba loka-lAja chor3a dI ! yaha rAstoM para nAcatI phiratI hai| bhikhAriyoM se milatI hai, sAdhu-saMtoM ke pAsa baiThatI hai| ghara ke loga dukhI the, parezAna the| pragati nahIM dikhAI par3atI

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thI, dIvAnApana dikhAI par3atA thaa| yaha pAgala ho gaI hai! jIsasa apane gAMva gaye eka hI baar| phira gAMva se lauTa kara unhoMne apane ziSyoM ko kahA, vahAM jAne kA koI artha nhiiN| kyoMki gAMva ke loga yaha mAnane ko rAjI nahIM hote the ki bar3haI kA chokarA aura ekadama Izvara kA putra ho gyaa| 'chor3o bhI, kisI aura ko carAnA! kisI aura ko batAnA ye bAteM!' gAMva ke loga yaha mAnane ko rAjI na the| gAMva ke logoM kI bhI bAta samajha meM AtI hai| jisako unhoMne lakar3I ko cIrate -phAite dekhA, bApa kI dUkAna para kAma karate dekhA, saMdUke banAte dekhA-acAnaka ekadama Izvara-putra. josepha kA beTA Izvara kA beTA ho gayA ekadama! kisako samajhA rahe ho! kisI aura ko samajhA lenaa| gAMva ke loga sunane ko rAjI nahIM the| buddha jaba apane gAMva lauTe to bApa bhI rAjI nahIM the buddha ko svIkAra karane ko ki tumheM jJAna ho gayA hai| bApa ne yaha kahA ki chor3a, maiM tujhe bacapana se jAnatA huuN| maiMne tujhe paidA kiyaa| terA khUna merA khUna hai| terI haDDI meM maiM huuN| maiM tujhe bhalIbhati pahacAnatA huuN| yaha bakavAsa chor3a aura yaha phijUla ke kAma chodd'| ho gayA bahuta, aba ghara lauTa aa| aura maiM bApa hUM terA, mere hRdaya kA davAra tere lie abhI bhI khulA hai| kSamA kara dUMgA; yadyapi tUne kAma jo kiyA hai vaha akSamya aparAdha hai| bur3hApe meM bApa ko chor3a kara bhAga gayA, patnI ko chor3a kara bhAga gayA, beTe ko chor3a kara bhAga gayA! tU hI hamArI AMkha kA tArA thA! buddha sAmane khar3e haiM aura yaha bApa yaha kaha rahA hai! thor3A soco, mAmalA kyA hai! kyA bApa ko bilakula dikhAI nahIM par3a rahA hai? bApa ko dikhAI par3ane meM ar3acana hai| jo dUsaroM ko dikhAI par3a gayA, ise dikhAI nahIM par3a rahA hai| ahaMkAra ko bar3I bAdhA hai| bApa kaise mAna le ki beTA Age calA gayA! mAna le to bar3I krAMti hogii|| bahuta kama loga itane vinamra hote haiM ki apane nikaTa janoM ko Age jAte dekha kara svIkAra kara leN| to pragati to nizcita ho rahI hai| usI pragati ke kAraNa ve ar3acana meM haiN| agara pragati na ho rahI ho to ve mujhe gAliyAM denA baMda kara deM, gAliyAM dene kA kyA prayojana hai! maiMne unakA kucha bigAr3A nhiiN| para ve dekhate haiM ki patnI kucha Upara uThatI jAtI hai; kucha zreSThatara hotI jAtI hai| yaha bardAzta ke bAhara hai| mujhe jo gAliyAM de rahe haiM, ve bar3I sUcaka haiN| ve mujhase badalA le rahe haiN| unake ahaMkAra para jo coTa par3a rahI hai, ve mujhase badalA le rahe haiN| hAlAMki mujhase unakA kucha lenA denA nahIM hai| jaba taka ve gAliyAM dete haiM, zAMti se unakI gAliyAM sunanA aura dhyAna kie jaanaa| gAliyAM unakI usI dina baMda hoMgI, jisa dina unake bhItara yaha sadabhAva jagegA, AMkha khuleMgI aura ve dekheMge ki kucha aMtara huA hai| usI dina gAliyAM baMda hoNgii| lekina yaha tumhAre hAtha meM nahIM hai| aura bhUla kara bhI yaha ceSTA mata karanA ki unako samajhAnA hai| kyoMki jitanI hI samajhAne kI ceSTA hogI, utanA hI unakA samajhanA muzkila ho jaayegaa| yaha bAta hI chor3a do| yaha unakA hai| na unakI gAliyoM

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ko dhyAna do, na unakI gAliyoM meM rasa lo| tuma jo kara rahI ho, kie jaao| jo ho rahA hai, use hone do| tuma ceSTA bhI mata karanA bhUla kara ki tumheM unheM rAjI karanA hai yA mere pAsa lAnA hai| bhUla kara yaha mata krnaa| tuma jitanI ceSTA lAne kI karogI, utanI hI muzkila ho jAyegI; utanA hI ahaMkAra bAdhA bnegaa| eka mahilA ne mujhe A kara kahA - pUnA kI hI mahilA hai-usane kahA ki mere pati kahate haiM ki 'unako bhUla kara sunane mata jaanaa| tujhe jo bhI pUchanA ho mujhase pUchA ' ApakI kitAbeM pheMka dete haiN| ApakA citra ghara meM nahIM rahane dete| yaha ThIka hai| pati ko aisA lagatA hogA ki yaha to mAmalA gar3abar3a huA jA rahA hai| kisI aura kI sunane lagI! aba patnI kI bhI ar3acana smjho| patnI aura pati se pUche prazna! pati bhalA jJAna hI kyoM na ho, ho bhI sakatA hai jJAnI hI ho, magara patnI pati se pUche prazna, yaha bhI saMbhava nahIM hai! aura pati yaha bardAzta nahIM kara sakatA ki unakI patnI aura unake rahate kisI aura se prazna pUche ! ye ahaMkAra ke jAla haiM! lekina ina sabakA lAbha uThAyA jA sakatA hai| ye gAliyAM bhI tumhAre rAha para phUla bana sakatI haiM, agara inheM zAMti se svIkAra kara lo| inase udvigna mata honaa| inase vicalita bhI mata honaa| ise svAbhAvika mAnanA / pati kA tumhAre Upara itanA kabjA thA, vaha kabjA kho gyaa| pati kI mAlakiyata thI, vaha mAlakiyata calI gii| pati cAhatA hai, tuma yahAM mujhe sunane mata aao| pati cAhatA hai tuma dhyAna mata kro| lekina tuma pati kI nahIM sunatI, merI sunatI ho / dhyAna karatI ho| pati ko lagatA hai, kabjA gyaa| to pati mujha para nArAja haiN| jisa AdamI ke kAraNa kabjA calA gayA, usa AdamI ko gAliyAM na deM to becAre kyA kareM! aura kucha kara bhI nahIM sakate to gAliyAM de lete haiM; kama se kama unako gAliyAM to dene kI suvidhA rahane do! usa para jhagar3A mata karanA / pyAra kI to bhUla bhI anukUla mere phUla milate roka hI rakhate rijhAte zUla haiM pratipala mujhe Age bar3hAte isa Dagara ke zUla bhI anukUla mere pyAra kI to bhUla bhI anukUla mere ina gAliyoM ko bhI tuma cAho to anukUla banA le sakatI ho| zUla haiM pratipala mujhe Age bar3hAte phUla milate roka hI rakhate rijhAte patthara sIr3hiyAM bana jAte haiM, agara svIkAra kara lo| pyAra ke pala meM jalana bhI to madhura hai| jAnatA hUM dUra hai nagarI priyA kI

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para parIkSA eka dina honI hiyA kI pyAra ke patha kI thakana bhI to madhura hai pyAra ke patha meM jalana bhI to madhura hai| Aga ne mAnI na bAdhA zaila-vana kI gala rahI bujha pAsa meM dIvAra tana kI pyAra ke dara para dahana bhI to madhura hai pyAra ke patha meM jalana bhI to madhura hai| yaha prArthanA, prema, bhakti, dhyAna, paramAtmA kA mArga isa para bahuta taraha kI jalana to hogii| bahuta taraha kI AgoM se mukAbalA to hogaa| ise AnaMda se nAcate aura gIta gunagunAte gujAra denA to hara cIja sahayogI bana jAyegI / aisA to bhUla kara mata socanA ki sAdhanA kA patha phUla hI phUla se bharA hai| phUla to kabhI-kabhI, zUla hI zUla jyAdA haiN| aura jaise-jaise AtyaMtika ghar3I karIba Ane lagegI, vaise-vaise parIkSAeM tIvra aura pragAr3ha hone lagatI haiN| AkhirI kasauTI meM to sArI parIkSAyeM gardana para phAsI kI taraha laga jAtI haiN| usa ghar3I meM bhI jo nirvikAra, usa ghar3I meM bhI jo zAMta, mauna, ahobhAva se bharA rahatA hai, vahI prabhu ke darzana ko upalabdha ho pAtA hai| hari oma tatsat!

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dharma eka Aga hai-pravacana-paMdrahavAM dinAMka 25 navaMbara, 1976; zrI rajanIza Azrama, puunaa| AcakSva zrRNu vA tAta naanaashaastronnynekshH| tathApi na tava svAsthyaM srvvismrnnaadvte|| 14611 bhogaM karma samAdhiM vA kuru vijJa tathApi te| cittaM nirastasarvAzamatyarthaM rocyissyti|| 147 / / AyAsatsakalo duHkhI nainaM jAnAti kshcn| anenaivoyadezena dhanya: prAmmoti nirvtim|| 148 / / vyApArekhidayate yasta nimessotmessyorpi| tasyAlasyadhurINastha sukha nAnyasya ksycit|| 149 / / hadaM kRtamidaM neti vaMdvairmuktaM yadA mnH| dharmArthakAmamokSeSa nirayekSa tadA bhvet|| 1501! virakto viSayadaveSTA rAgI vissyloly| grahamokSavihInastu na virakto na raagvaan| 151 / / AcakSva zrRyu vA tAta naanaashaastronnynekshH| tathApi na tava svAsthya sarvavismaraNAdRte / / aneka zAstroM ko aneka prakAra se tU kaha athavA suna, lekina sabake vismaraNa ke binA tujhe zAMti na milegI, svAsthya na milegaa|' eka jarmana vicAraka maharSi ramaNa ke darzana ko ugyaa| dUra se AyA thA, bar3I AzAyeM le kara AyA thaa| usane ramaNa ke sAmane nivedana kiyA ki bahuta kucha AzAyeM le kara AyA huuN| satya kI zikSA deM mujhe| sikhAyeM, satya kyA hai? ramaNa haMsane lge| unhoMne kahA. phira tU galata jagaha A gyaa| agara sIkhanA ho to kahIM aura jaa| yahAM to bhUlanA ho to hama sahayogI ho sakate haiN| vismaraNa karanA ho to hama sahayogI ho sakate haiN| skUla hai, kAleja hai, vizvavidayAlaya hai, samAja, sabhyatA, saMskRti-sabhI kA jora sikhAne para hai-sIkho! saMskAra pr| dharma to Aga hai| jalA do saba! bhasmIbhUta ho jAne do saba jo sIkhA! zikSA aura dharma meM eka maulika virodha hai| zikSA bharatI hai saMskAroM se; dharma karatA hai shuuny|

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zikSA bharatI hai smRti ko; dharma karatA hai smRti se mukt| jaba taka kucha yAda hai taba taka kAMTA gar3A hai| citta aisA cAhie ki jisameM koI kATA gar3A na raha jaaye| isakA yaha artha nahIM ki jJAnI ko kucha yAda nahIM rahatA, ki use apane ghara kA patA bhala jAtA hai yA apanA nAma-ThikAnA bhala jAtA hai; yA lauTa kara AyegA to pahacAna na sakegA ki yaha merI patnI hai, yaha merA beTA hai| smRti hotI hai, lekina smRti mAlika nahIM raha jaatii| smRti yaMtravata hotI hai| sAdhAraNata: hAlata ulTI hai, smRti mAlika ho gaI hai| smRti ke atirikta tumhAre pAsa koI khulA AkAza nhiiN| smRti ke bAdaloM ne saba DhAMka liyA hai| tuma gulAba ke phUla ko dekhate ho, dekha bhI nahIM pAte ki tumhArI smRti sakriya ho jAtI hai; kahatI hai : gulAba kA phUla hai, suMdara hai, pahale bhI dekhe the, isase bhI suMdara dekhe haiN| smRti ne parde DAla diye jo sAmane thA, cUka gye| yaha jo sAmane maujUda thA gulAba kA phUla, yaha jo upasthiti thI paramAtmA kI gulAba ke phUla meM, isase saMbaMdha na bana pAyA, bIca meM bahuta-sI smRtiyAM A giiN| kala kisI ne tumheM gAlI dI thI, Aja tuma use milane gaye, rAha para mila gayA yA tumhAre ghara milane svayaM A gyaa| kala kI gAlI agara bIca meM khar3I ho jAye to smRti ke tuma gulAma ho gye| ho sakatA hai, yaha AdamI kSamA mAMgane AyA ho| lekina tumhArI kala kI gAlI, isane kala gAlI dI thI, vaisI yAda tumheM tavyaNa baMda kara degI; tuma isa manuSya ke prati mukta na raha jAoge khule na raha jaaoge| isakI kSamA meM bhI tumheM kSamA na dikhAI par3egI, kucha aura dikhAI par3egA. 'zAyada dhokhA dene aayaa| zAyada Dara gayA, isalie aayaa| zAyada maiM kahIM badalA na lUM isalie aayaa| kala kI gAlI agara bIca meM khar3I hai to isa AdamI ke bhItara jo kSamA mAMgane kA bhAva jagA hai, vaha tuma na dekha pAoge, vaha vikRta ho jaayegaa| tuma gAlI kI oTa se dekhoge na, gAlI kI chAyA par3a jAyegI! kala gAlI de gayA thA, aisA to jJAnI ko bhI hotA hai, lekina kala kI gAlI Aja bIca meM nahIM aatii| basa itanA hI pharka hotA hai| __ zAstra par3ho, suno, lekina zAstra satya ke aura tumhAre bIca meM na aaye| bIca meM A gayA to svAsthya to milegA hI nahIM, tuma aura asvastha ho jaaoge| paMDita aura asvastha ho jAtA hai; bhara jAtI hai buddhi bahuta-se zabdoM-siddhAtoM se, lekina bhItara saba korA kA korA raha jAtA hai| prANa khAlI raha jAte, khopar3I bhara jAtI hai| khopar3I vajanI ho jAtI hai| prANa meM kucha bhI nahIM hotA-rAkha hI rAkha! aSTAvakra ke sUtra apUrva haiN| aise dagdha aMgAroM kI bhAMti kahIM aura dUsare sUtra nahIM haiN| jitanI bAra yaha doharAyA jAye ki aSTAvakra ke sUtra mahAkrAMtikArI haiM, utanA hI kama hai| sAta bAra kaho, satattara bAra, sAta sau satattara bAra, to bhI atizayokti na hogii| isa sUtra ko gahare se smjheN| 'aneka zAstroM ko aneka prakAra se tU kaha athavA suna, lekina sabake vismaraNa ke binA tujhe zAMti nahIM, svAsthya nhiiN|' jaba taka smRti mana para Dola rahI hai, mana kA AkAza vicAroM se bharA hai, taba taka zAMti kahAM!

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vicAra hI to azAMti hai! kinhIM ke mana meM saMsAra ke vicAra haiM aura kinhIM ke mana meM paramAtmA ke isase bheda nahIM pdd'taa| kinhIM ke mana meM hiMdU vicAra haiM, kinhIM ke mana meM IsAiyata ke isase bheda nahIM pdd'taa| kisI ne dhammapada par3hA hai, kisI ne karAna-isase bheda nahIM pdd'taa| AkAza meM bAdala haiM to suraja chipA rhegaa| bAdala na to hiMdU hote haiM na musalamAna; na sAMsArika na asAMsArika-bAdala to basa bAdala haiM, chipA lete haiM, AcchAdita kara lete haiN| vicAra jaba bahuta saghana ghire hoM mana meM to tuma svayaM kona jAna paaoge| svayaM ko jAne binA svAsthya kahAM hai! svAsthya kA artha samajha lenaa| svAsthya kA artha hai jo svayaM meM sthita ho jAye; jo apane ghara A jAye, jo apane keMdra meM rama jaaye| svayaM meM ramaNa hai svaasthy| sva meM Thahara jAnA hai svaasthy| aura aSTAvakra kahate haiM, tabhI zAMti hai| zAMti svAsthya kI chAyA hai| apane se DigA, apane se smRta kabhI zAMta na ho pAyegA, DAMvADola rhegaa| DAMvADola yAnI azAMta rahegA! aura hara vicAra tumheM smRta karatA hai| hara vicAra tumheM apanI dhurI se khIMca letA hai| ise dekho| baiThe ho zAMta, koI vicAra nahIM mana meM, tuma kahAM ho phira? jaba koI vicAra nahIM to tuma vahIM ho jahAM honA caahie| tuma svayaM meM ho| vicAra AyA pAsa se eka strI nikala gaI aura strI apane pIche dhueM kI eka lakIra tumhAre mana meM chor3a gii| nahIM ki strI ko patA hai ki tuma idhara baiThe ho, zAyada dekhA bhI na ho| tumhAre lie nikalI bhI nahIM hai| sajI bhI hogI to kisI aura ke lie sajI hogI: tamase kucha saMbaMdha bhI nahIM hai| lekina tamhAre mana meM eka vicAra saghanIbhata ho gayAsaMdara hai, bhogya hai! pAne kI cAha utthii| tuma smRta ho gye| tuma cala pdd'e| yaha vicAra tumheM le calA kahIM-strI kA pIchA karane lgaa| mana meM gati ho gii| kriyA paidA ho gii| taraMga uTha gii| jaise zAMta jhIla meM kisI ne kaMkar3a pheMka diyA! aba taka zAMta thI, kSaNa bhara pahale taka zAMta thI, aba koI zAMti na rhii| kaMkar3a ne taraMgeM uThA diiN| eka taraMga dUsare ko uThAtI hai, dUsarI tIsarI ko uThAtI hai-taraMgeM phailatI calI jAtI haiM; dUra ke taToM taka taraMgeM hI taraMgeM! eka choTA sA kaMkar3a virATa taraMgoM kA jAla paidA kara detA hai| yaha strI pAsa se gujara gii| jarA-sI taraMga thI, jarA-sA kaMkar3a thaa| lekina jina striyoM ko tumane atIta meM jAnA unakI smRtiyAM uThane lgiiN| jina striyoM ko tumane cAhA unakI yAdadAzta Ane lgii| abhI kSaNa bhara pahale jhIla bilakula zAMta thI, koI kaMkar3a na par3A thA. tuma bilakula mauna baiThe the, thira, jarA bhI lahara na thii| lahara uTha gii| lekina dhyAna rakhanA, yaha lahara strI ke kAraNa hI uThatI ho, aisA nahIM hai| koI paramahaMsa pAsa se nikala gayA, siddha puruSa, usakI chAyA par3a gaI, aura mana meM eka AkAMkSA uTha gaI ki hama bhI aise siddha puruSa kaba ho paayeNge| basa ho gayA kaam| kaMkar3a phira par3a gyaa| kaMkar3a paramahaMsa kA par3A ki para-strI kA par3A, isase kucha pharka nahIM pdd'taa| phira cala pdd'e| phira yAtrA zurU ho gii| mana phira Dolane lgaa| kaba milegA mokSa! kaba aisI siddhi phalita hogI!' vAsanA uThI, daur3a zurU huii| daur3a zurU huI apane se tuma cuuke| jaise hI mana meM eka vicAra bhI taraMgAyita hotA hai vaise hI tuma apanI dhurI para nahIM raha jAte

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tuma idhara-udhara ho jAte ho| phira jitanA prabala vicAra hotA hai utane hI dUra nikala jAte ho / nirvicAra citta meM hI koI svastha hotA hai| isalie nirvicAra honA hI dhyAna hai| nirvicAra honA hI samAdhi hai| nirvicAra honA hI mokSa kI dazA hai| kyoMki svayaM meM baiTha gaye, kahIM koI jAnAAnA na rahA! aSTAvakra kahate haiM. na AtmA jAtI, na AtI; basa mana AtA-jAtA hai| tuma agara mana ke sAtha apanA saMbaMdha jor3a lete ho to tumhAre bhItara bhI Ane-jAne kI bhrAMti paidA ho jAtI hai| tuma to vahIM baiThe ho jisa vRkSa ke nIce baiThe the| strI nahIM gujarI thI, paramahaMsa kA darzana nahIM huA thA - taba tuma jahAM baiThe the aba bhI vahIM baiThe ho / zarIra vahIM baiThA hai, AtmA bhI vahIM hai jahAM thI; lekina mana DAvAMDola ho gyaa| aura mana se agara tumhArA lagAva hai to tuma cala pdd'e| na cala kara bhI cala pdd'e| kahIM na gaye aura bar3I yAtrA hone lagI / koI apane svabhAva se kahIM gayA nahIM hai| hamane sirpha svapna dekhe haiM azAMta hone ke, hama azAMta hue nahIM haiN| azAMta hama ho nahIM skte| zAMti hamArA svabhAva hai| lekina azAMti ke sapane hama dekha sakate haiN| azAMta hone kI dhAraNA hama banA sakate haiN| azAMta hone kA pAgalapana hama paidA kara sakate haiN| phira eka pAgalapana ke pIche dUsarA pAgalapana calA AtA hai| phira katAra laga jAtI hai| 'aneka zAstroM ko aneka prakAra se tU kaha athavA suna. / ' zAstra ko kahane aura sunane se bhI kyA hogA? naye-naye vicAra, naI-naI taraMgeM utthegii| naye -naye bhAva uttheNge| una naye-naye bhAvoM ko prApta karane kI AkAMkSA, abhIpsA utthegii| unheM pUrA karane kI jijJAsA, mumukSA hogii| naye svarga, naye mokSa kI kalpanA sajaga ho jaaegii| dauDa paidA hogii| aura satya to yahAM hai, vahAM nhiiN| isalie kahIM jAne kI koI bAta nahIM hai| tuma jaba kahIM nahIM jAte, tabhI tuma satya meM hote ho| to aSTAvakra kahate haiM. 'lekina sabake vismaraNa ke binA zAMti nahIM / ' to smaraNa se zAMti nahIM hogI, vismaraNa se hogii| jo jAnA hai, use bhUlane se hogI / jAnane se koI nahIM jAna pAtA, mUlane se jAna pAtA hai| aura jaba bhI tuma aisI vismaraNa kI dazA meM hote ho ki koI vicAra nahIM, bilakula bhUle, bilakula khoye, lupta, lIna, tallIna- vahIM, usI kSaNa prakAza kI kiraNa utarane lagatI hai| kala saMdhyA hI eka saMnyAsI se maiM bAta kara rahA thaa| saMnyAsI jArja gurajiepha ke vicAroM se prabhAvita rahe haiN| pazcima se unakA AnA huA hai aura gurajiepha kI sAdhanA-paddhati se unhoMne prayoga bhI kiyA hai varSoM se| gurajiepha kI sAdhanA-paddhati meM eka zabda hai : 'selpha-rimeMbariMga, aatmeNsmrnn|' bar3A kImatI zabda hai / usakA artha vahI hotA hai jo dhyAna kA artha hotA hai| usakA vahI artha hotA hai jo kabIra, nAnaka aura dAdU kI bhASA meM surati kA hotA hai| svayaM kI smRti yAnI surati / lekina zabda meM khatarA bhI hai, kyoMki hama jina logoM se bAta kara rahe haiM unase agara kaho svayaM kI smRti selpha-rimeMbariMga to khatarA hai, kyoMki unheM svayaM kA to koI patA nahIM hai, ve svayaM kI smRti kaise kareMge? ve to usI svayaM kI smRti kara leMge, jisako ve jAnate haiN| unakA 'svayaM' to unakA ahaMkAra

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hai| to selpha-rimeMbariMga, AtmasmaraNa, AtmasmaraNa to na banegA, ahaMkAra kI puSTi ho jaaegii| to maiMne usa saMnyAsI ko kahA ki tuma kucha dina ke lie yaha bAta hI bhUla jaao| maiM to tumase kahatA hUM aatmvismrnn| kucha dinoM ke lie to tuma apane ko bhUlanA zurU kro| yaha yAda karane kI bAta ThIka nahIM hai| jaba eka bAra bhI tuma apane ko bilakula bhUla jAoge, koI sudha-budha na rahegI, aisI mastI meM A jAoge, usI kSaNa kiraNa utaregI aura AtmasmaraNa jaagegaa| AtmasmaraNa tumhAre kie nahIM hogaa| AtmA kI smRti to uThegI taba, jaba tuma saba vismaraNa kara doge| yaha bAta bar3I virodhAbhAsI mAlUma par3atI hai aura Age ke sUtra aura bhI virodhAbhAsI haiM isalie virodhAbhAsa ko samajha lenaa| jIvana meM eka bar3A gaharA niyama hai, aura vaha niyama yaha hai ki bahuta aisI ghaTanAeM haiM ki jaba tuma jo cAhate ho usakA ulTA pariNAma hotA hai| jaise eka AdamI rAta sonA cAhatA hai aura sone ke lie bahuta ceSTA karatA hai usakI hara ceSTA sone meM bAdhA bana jAtI hai| karatA to koziza sone kI hai, lekina jitanI koziza karatA hai utanI hI nIMda muzkila ho jAtI hai| kyoMki nIMda ke lie saba prayAsa chUTa jAnA cAhie, tabhI nIMda AtI hai| nIMda lAne kA prayAsa bhI nIMda ke Ane meM bAdhA hai| to aksara aisA ho jAtA hai ki jina logoM ko nIMda nahIM AtI, unakA asalI upadrava yahI hai ki ve nIMda lAne kI bar3I koziza karate haiN| bher3eM ginate haiM, maMtra par3hate haiM, na mAlUma kyA-kyA upAya karate haiM; jo jo batA detA hai, usakA upAya karate haiN| lekina jitane upAya karate haiM, utane hI jAge ho jAte haiM, kyoMki hara upAya jagAtA hai| ceSTA to zrama hai| zrama to kaise virAma meM jAne degA? mere pAsa koI A jAtA hai, jise nIMda nahIM aatii| aura jaba maiM use pahalI daphA salAha detA hUM to vaha cauMka kara kahatA hai : 'Apa kaha kyA rahe haiM? maiM vaise hI marA jA rahA hUM aura ApakI bAta mAna lUMgA to aura jhaMjhaTa ho jaayegii|' maiM usase kahatA hUM : 'nIMda nahIM AtI to cAra mIla kA cakkara lagAo, daudd'o|' vaha kahatA hai. 'Apa kaha kyA rahe haiM, vaise hI to maiM parezAna hUM, daur3a se to aura muzkila ho jaayegii| thor3I-bahuta jo A bhI rahI thI, vaha bhI calI jAyegI; maiM aura tAjA ho jaauuNgaa|' maiM usase kahatA hUM: 'tuma prayoga karake dekho|' jIvana meM kaI niyama virodhAbhAsI haiN| tuma daur3a kara jaba thake-mAMde Aoge, nIMda A jaayegii| isalie to jo dina bhara meM thaka gayA hai, use rAta nIMda A jAtI hai| jo dina bhara vizrAma karatA rahA, use nIMda nahIM aatii| agara jiMdagI tarka se calatI hotI ho jo dina bhara apanI ArAma kursI para rahA hai, bistara para leTA rahA, usako gaharI nIMda AnI cAhie rAta meM, kyoMki dina bhara abhyAsa kiyA hai nIMda kA to rAta meM nIMda gaharI ho jAnI caahie| lekina jIvana gaNita nahIM hai| jIvana bar3A virodhAbhAsI hai| jo dina bhara miTTI khodatA rahA, patthara tor3atA rahA, vaha rAta gharrATe le kara sotA hai| aura jisane dina bhara vizrAma kiyA, vaha rAta bhara jAgA rahatA hai, nIMda AtI nhiiN| magara isa virodhAbhAsa meM bAta sIdhI hai| jaba tumane dina bhara vizrAma kara liyA to vizrAma kI jarUrata na rhii| jisane dina bhara vizrAma nahIM kiyA, usane vizrAma kI jarUrata paidA kara lii| jIvana ulTe se calatA hai|

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to agara svayaM kI smRti lAnI ho to svayaM ko smaraNa karane kA prayAsa bhara mata karanA, anyathA bhaTaka ho jAyegI, bhUla ho jAyegI, bar3I bhrAMti hogii| tuma to vismaraNa krnaa| DUba jAnA kIrtana meM, ki natya meM, ki gAna meM, ki saMgIta meN| tuma bhUla hI jAnA apane ko, bilakula bhUla jAnA, vismaraNa kara denaa| yaha bhI bhUla jAnA, kauna ho tuma, kyA tumhArA patA-ThikAnA, jAnate nahIM jAnate, paMDitaapaDita, puNyAtmA pApI-saba bhUla jaanaa| aise chaMdabaddha ho jAnA kisI ghar3I meM ki kucha bhI yAda na rhe| saba pAMDitya bhUla jAye, saba puNya eka tarapha rakha denA jahAM jUte utAra Aye vahIM puNya bhI, vahIM pAMDitya bhI, vahIM chor3a AnA sArI asmitA aura ahaMkAra ko aura DUba jaanaa| acAnaka tuma pAoge, usI DubakI meM se koI cIja ubharane lgii| tumhAre bhItara eka nayA prakAza Ane lgaa| bAdala chaMTa gaye, sUraja dikhAI par3ane lgaa| AtmasmaraNa huaa| vismaraNa kI prakriyA se hotA hai aatmsmrnn| aura zAna kI bhI prakriyA vahI hai| jo yAda karane meM lage rahate haiM, ve bhUla jAte haiN| jo jitanI jyAdA yAda karane kI ceSTA karate haiM utanI hI bhUla ho jAtI hai| jo bhUla jAte, unheM yAda A jAtA hai| yaha dharma kI AdhArazilA hai-yaha virodhAbhAsI jIvana kI prkriyaa| isalie dharma ke sAre sUtra pairADAksikala, virodhAbhAsI haiN| aura dharma meM tuma tarka mata khojanA, nahIM to cUka ho jaayegii| mullA nasaruddIna eka dina subaha subaha apane DAkTara ke ghara gayA, khAMsatA-khakhAratA bhItara praveza kiyaa| DAkTara ne kahA : ' Aja to khAMsI kucha ThIka mAlUma hotI hai| usane kahA 'hogI kyoM nahIM, sAta dina se abhyAsa jo kara rahA hUM! ThIka mAlUma kyoM na hogI? rAta bhara abhyAsa kiyA hai|' tuma jo abhyAsa kara rahe ho, tumhAre abhyAsa se tumhIM to majabUta hooge na rAta bhara agara khAMsI kA abhyAsa kiyA hai to khAMsI majabUta ho gii| agara tumane AtmasmaraNa kA abhyAsa kiyA to tuma jisase AtmasmaraNa kA artha lete ho, vahI to majabUta ho jaayegaa| tumhArA to ahaMkAra hI tuma samajhate ho AtmA hai| tumhArA to ajJAna hI tuma samajhate ho AtmA hai| vahI aura majabUta ho kara baiTha gyaa| to jitanA tuma AtmasmaraNa kA abhyAsa karane lage, vastuta: utanA hI vAstavika AtmA kA vismaraNa ho gyaa| tumhArA yaha jhUThA smaraNa haTe, yaha jhUThe kA vismaraNa ho, to satya kA smaraNa ho jaaye| jhUTha haTe to satya apane se pragaTa ho jaaye| sUraja to maujUda hai, bAdala haTane caahie| bAdala haTa gaye ki sUraja pragaTa ho gyaa| sUraja ko pragaTa thor3e hI karanA hai, sUraja pragaTa hI hai| aSTAvakra kahate haiM ki jJAna to manuSya kA svabhAva hai, isalie zAstra meM kahAM khojatA hai! zAstra se agara sIkha legA kucha to parte bana jAyeMgI smRti kI aura unhIM ke nIce vaha terA jo svAbhAvika thA vaha daba jaayegaa| svabhAva ko pragaTa hone de| bAhara se mata lA, bhItara se Ane de| jJAna, jisako hama kahate haiM, vaha to bAhara se AtA hai| samajho ki maiM tumase kucha kaha rahA hUM yA tuma aSTAvakra kI gItA hI par3ho, to bhI bAhara se kucha A rahA hai| maiMne tumase kucha kahA, bAhara se kucha aayaa| ise tumane ikaTThA kara liyaa| yaha tumhArA svabhAva to nahIM hai| yaha to bAhara se Ayo, vijAtIya hai| yaha vijAtIya agara bahuta ikaTThA ho gayA to tumhAre bhItara jo par3A jhaA thA usake pragaTa

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hone meM ar3acana ho jaayegii| yaha bAdhA bana jaayegaa| jaise hama kuA khodate haiM to pAnI to hai hI, pAnI thor3e hI hameM lAnA par3atA hai kahIM se| pAnI to jamIna ke nIce baha hI rahA hai| usake jharane bhare haiN| hama itanA hI karate haiM ki bIca kI miTTI kI partoM ko alaga kara dete haiM, pAnI pragaTa ho jAtA hai| aSTAvakra kahate haiM, jJAna to svabhAva hai| usake to jharane tumhAre bhItara haiM hii| tuma basa jo bIca meM miTTI kI parte jama gaI haiM, unheM alaga kara do| aura miTTI kI bar3I se bar3I parte jama gaI haiM jJAna ke kaarnn| kisI kI parta vaida se banI, kisI kI kurAna se, kisI ki bAibila se, kisI ne kahIM se suna kara ikaTThA kiyA, kisI ne kahIM se suna kara ikaTThA kiyaa| binA jAne tumane suna suna kara jo ikaTThA kara liyA hai, use bhuulo| tathApi na tava svAsthya srvvismrnnaahte| 'jaba taka tU saba na bhUla jAye taba taka tujhe svAsthya upalabdha na hogaa|' lekina hamArA to zabda para bar3A bharosA hai aura hameM zabda ke mAdhurya meM bar3I prIti hai| zabda madhura hote bhI haiN| zabda kA bhI saMgIta hai aura zabda kA bhI apanA rasa hai| isalie to kAvya nirmita hotA hai| isalie zabda kI jarA-sI ThIka vyavasthA se saMgIta nirmANa ho jAtA hai| phira zabda meM hameM rasa hai kyoMki zabda meM baDe tarka chipe hai| aura tarka hamAre mana ko bar3I tRpti detA hai| aMdhere meM hama bhaTakate tarka se hameM sahArA mila jAtA lagatA hai ki calo kucha nahIM jAnate lekina kucha to hisAba baMdhane lagA, kucha to bAta pakaDa meM Ane lagI, eka dhAgA to hAtha meM AyA, to dhIre-dhIre isI dhAge ke sahAre aura bhI pA leNge| aura hamArA chape hue zabda para to bar3A hI Agraha hai| __ eka mitra mujhe milane aaye| ve kahane lage. 'Apane jo bAta kahI, vaha kisa zAstra meM likhI hai?' maiMne kahA 'kisI zAstra meM likhI ho to sahI ho jAyegI? sirpha likhe hone se sahI ho jAyegI? agara sahI hai to likhI na ho zAstra meM to bhI sahI hai aura galata hai to sabhI zAstroM meM likhI ho to galata hai| bAta ko sIdhI kyoM nahIM taulate?' ve kahane lage : 'vaha to ThIka hai, lekina phira bhI Apa yaha batalAye ki kisa zAstra meM likhI hai? to maiMne use kahA ki mullA nasaruddIna kI durghaTanA ho gaI, kAra TakarA gaI eka Traka se, bar3I coTa lgii| aspatAla meM bhartI huaa| DAkTara ne marahama-paTTI kI aura kahA ki 'ghabarA mata nasaruddIna, kala subaha taka bilakula ThIka ho jaaoge| bar3e miyAM, subaha tazarIpha le jaanaa|' lekina dUsare dina subaha DAkTara bhAgA huA aMdara AyA aura bolA ki bar3e miyAM, ruko-ruko, kahAM jA rahe ho? abhI-abhI akhabAra meM maiMne par3hA hai ki ApakA jabardasta aiksIDenTa huA hai, mujhe dubArA dekhanA pdd'egaa| akhabAra meM jaba par3hA taba bAta aura ho gaI! rAmakRSNa kahate the ki unakA eka ziSya thA, vaha subaha akhabAra par3ha rahA thaa| usakI patnI bolI. 'kyA akhabAra par3ha rahe ho! are rAta paDosa meM Aga laga gaI!' usane kahA. 'akhabAra meM to khabara hI nahIM hai, bAta jhUTha hogii| par3osa meM Aga lagI, magara vaha AdamI akhabAra meM dekha rahA hai!

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hameM chapI bAta para bar3A bharosA hai| isalie to bAta ko chApa kara dhokhA dene kA upAya bar3A AsAna hai| isalie to vijJApana itanA prabhAvI ho gayA hai duniyA meN| chapA huA vijJApana ekadama prabhAva lAtA hai| bar3e -bar3e akSaroM meM likhI huI bAta ekadama chAtI meM praveza kara jAtI hai| bar3e akSara ko iMkAra karo! jaba itanA chapA huA hai to ThIka hI hogaa| chapI bAta kahIM galata hotI hai! aura agara bar3e -bar3e loga, pratiSThA hai jinakI, sAkha hai jinakI, bAta ko kaha rahe hoM taba to phira galata hotI hI nhiiN| ___ lekina satya kA chape hone se kyA saMbaMdha hai? zabda se hamArA moha thor3A kSINa honA caahie| satya kA saMbaMdha zUnya se jyAdA hai, niHzabda se jyAdA hai| paramAtmA kI koI bhASA to nahIM, lekina saba duniyA ke dharma dAvA karate haiN| hiMdU kahate haiM 'saMskRta devavANI hai| vaha paramAtmA kI bhASA hai|' yahUdI kahate haiM 'hilU paramAtmA kI bhASA hai|' musalamAnoM se pUcho to kaheMge : ' arbii|' jainoM se pUcho to kaheMge 'praakRt|' bauddhoM se pUcho to kaheMge 'paalii|' dUsare mahAyuddha meM eka jarmana aura eka aMgreja janarala kI bAta ho rahI thI yuddha ke samApta ho jAne ke baad| vaha jarmana janarala pUcha rahA thA ki mAmalA kyA hai, hama hArate kyoM cale gaye? hamAre pAsa tumase behatara yuddha kI sAdhana-sAmagrI hai, jyAdA vaijnyaanik| takanIkI dRSTi se hama tumase jyAdA vikasita haiM, to phira hama hAre kyoM? to usa aMgreja ne kahA. hAra kA kAraNa aura hai| hama yuddha ke pahale paramAtmA se prArthanA karate jarmana bolA: yaha bhI koI bAta haI prArthanA to hama bhI karate haiN| vaha aMgreja haMsane lgaa| usane kahA ki karate hooge, lekina kabhI sunA tumane ki paramAtmA ko jarmana bhASA AtI hai? aMgrejI meM kI thI prArthanA? hara bhASA kA bolane vAlA socatA hai ki usakI bhASA paramAtmA kI bhASA hai, devavANI! ilahAma kI bhASA! koI bhASA paramAtmA kI nahIM hai| saba bhASAyeM AdamI kI haiN| paramAtmA kI bhASA to mauna hai| to paramAtmA-racita koI bhI zAstra to ho nahIM sktaa| saba zAstra manuSya ke racita haiN| hiMdU kahate haiM, veda apauruSeya haiM, puruSa ne nahIM bnaaye| musalamAna kahate haiM, kurAna utarI, banAI nahIM gii| sIdhI utarI AkAza se! muhammada ne jhelI, yaha bAta aura; magara banAI nhiiN| ilahAma huA, vANI kA avataraNa huaa| isa taraha ke dAve sabhI karate haiN| ina dAvoM ke pIche eka AkAMkSA hai ki agara hama yaha dAvA kara deM ki hamArA zAstra paramAtmA kA hai to loga jyAdA bharosA kreNge| paramAtmA kA hai to bharose yogya ho jaayegaa| phira ye sAre dAvedAra svabhAvata: yaha bhI dAvA karate haiM ki dUsare kA zAstra paramAtmA kA nahIM hai, kyoMki agara sabhI zAstra paramAtmA ke haiM to phira dAve kA koI mUlya nahIM raha jaataa| to kurAna veda ke khaMDana meM lagA rahatA hai; veda kurAna ke khaMDana meM lage rahate haiN| hiMdU musalamAna se vivAda karate rahate haiM, IsAI hiMdU se vivAda karate rahate haiN| yaha vivAda calatA rahatA hai|

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zAstra se vivAda paidA huA hai satya to paidA nahIM huaa| aura zAstra se saMgharSa paidA huA hai saMpradAya paidA hue haiM loga baMTe aura kaTe aura hiMsA aura hatyA huI hai| paramAtmA kI bhASA mauna hai| isakA yaha artha nahIM hai ki zabda koI zaitAna kI bhASA hai| isakA itanA hI artha hai ki satya to tabhI anubhava hotA hai jaba koI manuSya paripUrNa mauna ko upalabdha hotA hai| lekina jaba manuSya kahanA cAhatA hai to use mAdhyama kA sahArA lenA par3atA hai| taba jo usane jAnA hai vaha use zabda meM rakhatA hai; basa rakhane meM hI adhika to samApta ho jAtA hai| aisA hI samajho ki tuma gaye samudra ke taTa para aura tumane ugaje sUraja ko dekhA phailI dekhI lAlI tumane sAre sAgara para, pakSiyoM ke gIta, subaha kI tAjI havA, madamasta tuma ho gaye! tumane cAhA ki ghara Ao, apanI patnI-baccoM ko bhI yaha khabara do| to tumane eka kAgaja para citra banAyA sUraja ke ugane kA, pAnI kI laharoM kA, vRkSa havA meM jhuke-jhuke jA rahe haiM! vaha citra le kara tuma ghara aaye| kyA tumhArA citra vahI khabara lAyegA jo tumheM anubhava huA thA tumhArA citra to mara gayA; yadyapi tumhArA citra tumhAre anubhava se paidA huA tumane sAgara dekhA, subaha kA ugatA sUraja dekhaa| lekina jaise hI tumane isa anubhava ko kAgaja para utArA, yaha to murdA ho gyaa| yA ki tuma eka saMdUka meM baMda karake lA sakate ho? sAgara kI havA, sUraja kI kiraNeM, eka saMdUka meM baMda kara lenA, ghara le AnA tAlA lagA kara-jaba ghara A kara khologe to saMdUka khAlI milegii| na to tAjI havA hogI aura na dhUpa kI kiraNeM hoNgii| aMdhere ko to pAlatU banA bhI lo, dhUpa ko to baMda nahIM kiyA jaataa| dhUpa to baMda hote hI mara jAtI hai| sauMdarya ko kaise bAMdha kara lAoge? kavitA likhoge? gIta banAoge? aba hamAre pAsa aura bhI behatara sAdhana haiM, suMdara se suMdara aura bahumUlya se bahumUlya kaimarale jA sakate ho| raMgIna citra le A sakate ho| phira bhI citra marA huA hogaa| citra meM koI prANa to na hoNge| vaha jo sUraja vahAM ugA thA, bar3ha rahA thA, uThA jA rahA thA AkAza kI trph| tumhAre citra kA sUraja to rukA huA hogA vaha to phira baDhegA nhiiN| vaha jo sUraja tumane sAgara para dekhA thA, vaha thor3I dera bAda, dopahara kA sUraja ho jAyegA, thor3I dera bAda sAMjha kA ho jAyegA, DUbegA, asta ho kara aMdhere meM kho jAyegA, virATa aMdhakAra chA jaayegaa| tumhArA citra to aTakA raha gyaa| vaha to phira dopahara nahIM hogI, sAMjha nahIM hogI, aMdherA nahIM ghiregaa| tumhArA citra to marA huA hai| vaha to eka kSaNa kI khabara hai| jo tumane dekhA thA, vaha jIvaMta thaa| usa jIvaMta ko tumane sikor3a liyA eka murdA phoTogrApha meM aura baMda kara liyaa| vaha eka kSaNa kI khabara hai! vaha vAstavika nhiiN| tumheM kaI bAra yaha anubhava huA hogA aneka logoM ko anubhava hotA hai| phoTogrAphara A kara tumhArA phoTo utAratA hai aura tuma kahate ho nahIM, jaMcatA nhiiN| aba phoTogrApha jhUThA to ho hI nahIM sakatA, eka baat| kyoMki kaimare ko kucha tumase duzmanI nahIM hai| kaimarA to vahI kahegA jo thaa| phira bhI tuma kahate ho, mana bharatA nahIM; nahIM, yaha mere cehare jaisA ceharA lagatA nahIM, bAta kyA hai? bAta itanI hI hai ki tumane apane cehare ko jaba bhI darpaNa meM dekhA hai to vaha jIvita thaa| tumhArI jo bhI

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yAdadAzta hai, vaha jIvita cehare kI hai aura yaha phoTogrApha to marA huA hai| isase jIvita aura marde meM mela nahIM baitthtaa| jo zUnya meM jAnA hai, jaba zabda meM kahA jAtA hai to basa itanA hI aMtara ho jAtA hai| aMtara bar3A hai| yadyapi nizcita hI yaha citra tumhArA hI hai, tumhAre hI cehare kI khabara detA hai, tumhAre hI nAka-nakyA kI khabara detA hai, kisI aura kA citra nahIM hai, bilakula tumhArA hai, phira bhI tumhArA nahIM hai; kyoMki tuma jIvita ho aura yaha citra murdA hai| to zabda bhI aise to anubhava se hI Ate haiM, lekina zabda ke mAdhyama se jaba satya gujaratA hai to kucha vikRta ho jAtA hai| tumane dekhA, eka sIdhe DaMDe ko pAnI meM DAlo, pAnI meM jAte hI tirachA mAlUma hone lagatA hai| pAnI kA mAdhyama, sUraja kI kiraNoM kA alaga DhaMga se gujaranA, sIdhA DaMDA tirachA mAlUma hone lagatA hai pAnI meN| bAhara khIMco, sIdhA kA sIdhA! phira pAnI meM DAlo, phira tirchaa| vaijJAnika se puucho| vaha kahatA hai, kiraNoM ke niyama se aisA hotA hai| kisI niyama se hotA ho, lekina eka bAta pakkI hai ki sIdhA DaMDA pAnI meM DAlane para tirachA dikhAI par3ane lagatA hai, jhuka jAtA hai| satya ko jaise hI zabda meM DAlA, tirachA ho jAtA hai, sIdhA nahIM raha jAtA; hiMdU bana jAtA, musalamAna bana jAtA, IsAI bana jAtA, jaina bana jAtA, satya nahIM raha jAtA hai| satya ko jaise hI zabda meM DAlo, saMpradAya bana jAtA hai, siddhAta bana jAtA hai, satya nahIM raha jaataa| aura phira usako tuma yAda kara lo to ar3acana hotI hai| zabda bhI paramAtmA ke haiM, isase koI iMkAra nhiiN| zabda bhI usI ke haiM, kyoMki sabhI usI kA hai| lekina phira bhI zabda se jisane paramAtmA kI tarapha jAne kI koziza kI vaha muzkila meM pdd'egaa| aisA hI samajho ki tuma rAha se gujara rahe ho, rAha para tumhAre pIche tumhArI chAyA bana rahI hai chAyA ta hI tamhArI hai lekina agara maiM tamhArI chAyA ko pakaDaM to tamheM kabhI na pakaDa paauuNgaa| phira bhI maiM yaha nahIM kaha sakatA ki chAyA tumhArI nahIM hai| chAyA tumhArI hI hai| to bhI chAyA ko pakar3ane se tumheM na pakar3a paauuNgaa| hI, ulTI bAta ho sakatI hai. tumheM pakar3a lUM to tumhArI chAyA pakar3a meM A jaaye| rAmatIrtha eka ghara ke sAmane se nikalate the aura eka choTA baccA-sardI kI subaha hogI, dhUpa nikalI thI aura dhUpa meM dhUpa le rahA thA usako apanI chAyA dikhAI par3a rahI thI, usako pakar3ane ko vaha bar3ha rahA thA aura pakar3a nahIM pA rahA thA to baiTha kara ro rahA thaa| usakI mAM use samajhAne kI koziza kara rahI thI ki pAgala... rAmatIrtha khar3e ho kara dekhane lge| lAhaura kI ghaTanA hai| khar3e ho kara dekhane lge| dekhA ki bacce kI ceSTA, mAM kA samajhAnA-lekina bacce kI samajha meM nahIM A rahA hai| Aye aMdara Agana meM aura usa bacce kA hAtha pakar3a kara bacce ke sira para rakhavA diyaa| jaisA hI bacce ne apane sira para hAtha rakhA, usane dekhA chAyA meM bhI usakA hAtha sira para par3a gayA hai| vaha khilakhilA kara haMsane lgaa| rAmatIrtha ne kahA. tere mAdhyama se mujhe bhI zikSA mila gii| chAyA ko pakar3o to pakar3a meM nahIM AtI; mUla ko pakar3a lo to chAyA pakar3a meM A jAtI hai| chAyA ko pakar3ane se mUla pakar3a meM rAna

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nahIM aataa| agara niHzabda samajha meM A jAye to saba zabda samajha meM A jAte haiN| agara niHzabda kA anubhava ho jAye to sabhI zAstroM kI vyAkhyA ho jAtI hai; sabhI zAstra satya siddha ho jAte haiN| lekina zAstra ko pakar3ane se mUla kI pakar3a nahIM aatii| zabda tumane race jaise meMhadI racI jaise baiMdI rakhI zabda tumane race prema akSara the ye do anartha ke artha tumane diyA maiM, yaha jo dhvani thI aMdha barbara guphAoM kI apane ko bhara kara use nUtana astitva diyA bAhoM ke ghere jyoM maMDapa ke phere mamatA ke svara jaise vedI ke maMtra guMjarata muMha aMdhere zabda tumane ra jaise pralayaMkara laharoM para akSayavaTa kA eka pattA bace zabda tumane race / zabda bhI Ate to usI mUla srota se haiM jahAM se mauna AtA hai| zabda tumane ra prabhu ke haiN| zAstra bhI usake haiN| lekina dhyAna rahe, zAstra se usakI tarapha jAne kA mArga nahIM hai| usakI tarapha se Ao to zAstra ko samajhane kI suvidhA hai| isalie maiM eka bAta tumase kahanA cAhUMgA: zAstra ko par3ha kara kisI ne kabhI satya nahIM jAnA; lekina jisane satya jAnA usane saba zAstra jAna lie| zAstra ko par3hane kA majA satya ko jAnane ke bAda hai, yaha tumheM anUThA lgegaa| kyoMki tuma kahoge phira par3hane kA sAra kyA! lekina maiM tumase phira kahatA hUM zAstra ko par3hane kA majA satya ko jAnane ke bAda hai| eka bAra tumane satya ko jAna liyA thor3A svAda mila gayA; phira tumheM jagaha-jagaha usakI hI jhalaka milegii| phira chAyA pakar3a meM

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Ane lgegii| phira tuma par3ho gItA ko, par3ho kurAna ko, par3ho dhammapada ko-acAnaka tuma pAoge. 'are vahI! ThIka!' tumhAre prANoM se acAnaka svIkAra kA bhAva uThegA ki ThIka yahI, yahI to maiMne bhI jAnA! saba zAstra tamhAre gavAhI ho jaayeNge| zAstra sAkSI haiN| aura jina mahAmuniyoM ne zAstroM ko racA, unhoMne isalie nahIM racA hai ki tuma kaMThastha karake jJAnI ho jaao| unhoMne isalie racA hai ki jaba tumheM svAda lage taba tumheM gavAhiyAM mila jaayeN| tuma akele na raho rAste pr| aisA na ho ki tuma ghabarA jAo ki yaha kyA ho rahA hai! yaha kisI ko huA pahale ki nahIM huA? jo mujhe ho rahA hai, vaha kalpanA to nahIM hai? jo mujhe ho rahA hai, vaha koI manakA jAla hI to nahIM hai? jo mujhe ho rahA hai, vaha maiM ThIka rAste para cala rahA hUM yA bhaTaka gayA hUM? _zAstra tumhArI gavAhiyAM haiN| jaba tuma anubhava karane lagoge to zAstra tumheM sahArA denelgeNge| aura zAstra tumheM himmata deMge, pITha thapathapAyeMge ki tuma ThIka ho, ThIka rAste para ho, aisA hI huA hai,. aisA hI sadA hotA rahA hai aura Age bar3he calo! jaise-jaise tuma Age bar3hoge satya kI tarapha, vaise-vaise tumheM zabda meM bhI usI kI chAyA aura jhalaka milane lgegii| aisA samajho, agara maiM tumheM jAnatA hUM to tumhAre phoTogrApha ko bhI pahacAna luuNgaa| isase ulTI bAta jarUrI nahIM hai| tumhAre phoTogrApha ko pahacAnane se tumheM jAna lUMgA yaha pakkA nahIM hai| kyoMki phoTogrApha to thira hai| tumhAre bacapana kA citra Aja tumhAre cehare se koI saMbaMdha nahIM rkhtaa| tuma to jA cuke Age, bar3ha cuke aage| aura eka hI AdamI ke citra alaga- alaga DhaMga se lie jAyeM, alagaalaga koNa se lie jAyeM, to aisA mAlUma hone lagatA hai ki aneka AdamiyoM ke citra haiN| _aisA huA, sTelina ke jamAne kI ghaTanA hai| eka AdamI ne corI kI aura usake dasa citra-usI eka AdamI ke dasa citra- eka bAMye se, eka dAye se, eka pIche se, eka sAmane se, eka idhara se, eka udhara se, dasa citra usake bheje gaye pulisa sTezana meM ki isa AdamI kA patA lgaao| sAta dina bAda jaba pUchatAcha kI gaI ki patA lagA? to unhoMne kahA ki dasoM AdamI baMda kara lie gye| dasoM! ve eka AdamI ke citra the| unhoMne kahA ki aba bahuta dera ho cukI kyoMki dasoM ne svIkAra bhI kara liyA hai apraadh| to rUsa kI to hAlata aisI hai ki jo cAho svIkAra karavA lo| aba to dera ho cukI hai, unhoMne kahA, ki ve dasa svIkAra bhI kara cuke, dastakhata bhI kara cuke ki hI, unhoMne hI corI kI hai| dasa AdamI pakar3a lie eka AdamI ke citra se! yaha saMbhava hai| isameM ar3acana nahIM hai| tumhIM kabhI apane alabama ko uThA kara dekho| agara gaura se dekhoge to tumhI kahoge, tuma kitane badalate jA rahe ho! kitane badalate jA rahe ho! do-cAra-dasa sAla ke bAda tumheM mitra mila jAtA hai to pahacAna meM nahIM aataa| mullA nasaruddIna eka pula para se gujara rahA thaa| usane sAmane eka AdamI ko dekhaa| jA kara jora se usakI pITha para dhappA mArA aura kahA. ' are pyAre, bahuta dina bAda dikhe kaI sAla bAda dikhe!' vaha AdamI bahuta cauMkA bhI, girate-girate bacA bhii| yaha kauna premI mila gayA! usane lauTa kara dekhA, kucha pahacAna meM bhI nahIM aayaa| to usane kahA ki kSamA karie, zAyada Apa kisI aura AdamI ke

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dhokhe meM haiN| 'are', mullA ne kahA, 'tuma mujhe mata carAo! hAlAMki yaha maiM dekha rahA hUM ki tuma bar3e moTe-tagar3e the, ekadama dubale ho gye| itanA hI nahIM, tuma cha: phITa laMbe the, ekadama pAMca phITa ke ho gaye! magara tuma mujhe dhokhA na de skoge| tuma vahI ho na abdula rahamAna ?' usa AdamI ne kahA: ' kSamA karie, merA nAma pharIda hai|' usane kahA: 'hada ho gaI, nAma bhI badala liyA! magara tuma mujhe dhokhA na de skoge|' dasa sAla ke bAda mitra ko bhI pahacAnanA muzkila ho jAtA hai| dasa sAla ke bAda apane beTe ko bhI pahacAnanA muzkila ho jAtA hai| dasa sAla agara dekho na.. / roja-roja dekhate rahate ho, isalie AsAnI hai; kyoMki roja-roja dhIre - dhIre parivartana hotA rahatA hai aura tuma dhIre - dhIre parivartana se rAjI hote jAte ho| nahIM, citra se patA lagAnA saMbhava nhiiN| hI, asalI AdamI patA ho to citroM meM usakI jhalaka tuma khoja le sakate ho| asalI se chAyA kA sadA patA mila jAtA hai| isa sUtra kA itanA hI artha hai ki tuma zabdoM meM mata kho jAnA, niHzabda kI talAza karanA / aura niHzabda kI talAza karanA ho to zAstra ko, siddhAta ko, philAsaphI ko vismaraNa karanA / 'he viza, bhoga, karma athavA samAdhi ko bhalA sAdhe, to bhI terA citta usa svabhAva ke lie jisameM saba AzAyeM laya hotI haiM, atyaMta lobhAyamAna rahegA / ' yaha sUtra bar3A bahumUlya hai| aSTAvakra kahate haiM ki tU cAhe zAstra ko par3ha kara kitanA hI jJAnI ho jA, vijJa bana jA, mahAjJAnI ho jA; tU zAstra ko par3ha kara kitanA hI bhoga kara le, karma kara le; itanA hI nahIM, samAdhi ko bhI sAdha le zAstra ko par3ha kara - to bhI tU pAyegA ki tere bhItara svAsthya ko pAne kI AkAMkSA abhI bujhI nahIM; svayaM hone kI AkAMkSA abhI prajvalita hai| kyoMki samAdhi ko bhI tU pA le zAstra ko par3ha kara, samhAla le apane ko, zAMta bhI banA le, jarbadastI ThokapITa kara baiTha jA buddha kI taraha Asana meM, zarIra ko, mana ko samajhA-bujhA kara, bAdha-bAMdha kara vyavasthA meM, anuzAsana meM kisI taraha cupa bhI kara le to bhI tU svastha na ho paayegaa| bhoga karma samAdhi vA kuru vijJa tathApi te cAhe tU bhoga kara, karma kara, cAhe tU samAdhi ko sAdha le, zAstrIya jJAna ke AdhAra pr...| cittaM nirastasarvAzamatyartha rocayiSyati / phira bhI tere bhItara tU jAnatA hI rahegA ki abhI mUla se milana nahIM huA kucha cUkA - cUkA hai; kucha khAlI - khAlI hai| isalie pataMjali bhI samAdhi ke do vibhAga karate haiN| eka ko kahate haiM : savikalpa samAdhi / savikalpa samAdhi aisI hai ki abhI smaraNa samApta nahIM huA, zAstra abhI puMche nhiiN| mana zAMta ho

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gayA hai / tulanAtmaka DhaMga se mana aba pahale jaisA azAMta nahIM hai| ghara ke karIba A gaye haiN| zAyada sIr3hI para khar3e haiN| lekina abhI bhI dvAra ke bAhara haiN| savikalpa samAdhi kA artha hai. abhI vicAra zeSa hai; vikalpa maujUda hai| abhI zAstra se chuTakArA nahIM huaa| abhI siddhAtoM kI jakar3a hai| abhI hiMdU hiMdU hai, musalamAna musalamAna hai| abhI brAhmaNa brAhmaNa hai| zUdra zUdra hai| abhI mAnyatAoM kA gherA ukhar3A nahIM / to pataMjali bhI kahate haiM, jaba taka nirvikalpa samAdhi na ho jAye, vicAra-zUnyatA na A jAye, saba na kho jAye, AtyaMtika rUpa se sAre vicAra vidA na ho jAyeM, taba taka aMtargRha meM praveza na hogA / ise samajho! AdamI ceSTA karake bahuta kucha sAdha sakatA hai| dhokhe dene ke bar3e upAya haiN| samajho brahmacarya sAdhanA hai, upavAsa karane lago / dhIre- dhIre bhojana kama hogA zarIra meM, vIrya UrjA kama paidA hogii| vIrya-UrjA kama paidA hogI, vAsanA kama mAlUma pdd'egii| magara yaha tuma dhokhA de rahe ho| yaha vAstavika brahmacarya na huA / striyoM se dUra haTa jAo, jaMgala meM cale jAo, upavAsa karo, rUkhA-sUkhA bhojana karo, puSTa bhojana na lo, zarIra meM UrjA na bane, zakti na bane, striyoM se dUra rahe, koI smaraNa na Aye, koI dikhAI na par3e, koI uttejanA na mile - thor3e dina meM tumheM lagegA ki brahmacarya sadha gyaa| vaha brahmacarya nahIM hai| phira bhojana karo, phira lauTa Ao bAjAra meM acAnaka UrjA paidA hogI, phira strI dikhAI par3egI, phira vAsanA paidA ho jAyegI / yaha to aise hI huA jaise ki sUkhe dinoM meM garmI ke dinoM meM nadI kA pAnI sUkha jAtA hai, sirpha pATa par3A raha jAtA hai - sUkhA pATa, reta hI reta ! phira varSA hogI, phira pAnI bharegA, phira nadI pUra se A jaayegii| garmI kI nadI ko dekha kara yaha mata soca lenA ki nadI miTa gii| itanA hI jAnanA ki pAnI sUkha gyaa| varSA hogI, phira pAnI bhara jAyegA / isalie tumhAre sAdhu-saMnyAsI Dare-Dare bhojana karate haiN| eka bAra bhojana karate haiN| usameM bhI niyama bAMdhate - yaha na khAyeMge, vaha na khAyeMge; yaha na pIyeMge, vaha na pIyeMge / rUkhA-sUkhA tAki kisI taraha zarIra meM UrjA paidA na ho| UrjA paidA hotI hai to anivArya rUpa se zArIrika prakriyA se vIrya nirmita hotA hai| vIrya nirmita hotA hai to bhItara vAsanA paidA hotI hai| phira tumhArA saMnyAsI bhAgA-bhAgA phiratA hai, chipA - chipA rahatA hai| AMkheM nIcI rakhatA hai - strI dikhAI na par3a jAye, kahIM sauMdarya kA patA na cala jaaye| yaha Dara, yaha bhaya, yaha bhojana kI kamI, yaha eka jagaha rahanA, chipa kara rahanA, dUra rahanA samAja se ye saba nadI ko sukhA to dete haiM, miTAte nhiiN| tumhAre saMnyAsI ko kaho ki eka mahIne bhara ke lie ThIka se bhojana karo, ThIka se vizrAma karo ThIka se soo, A kara samAja meM raho - phira dekheMge ! varSA hogI nadI meM, phira pUra A jAyegA ! yaha koI brahmacarya na huA, yaha brahmacarya kA dhokhA huA / yaha zAstra ke AdhAra para brahmacarya huA satya anubhava para nahIM / satya kA anubhava bar3A aura hai| taba koI isa taraha ke Ayojana nahIM karane par3ate haiN| tumhArA bodha hI itanA pragAr3ha ho jAtA hai ki usa bodha ke prakAza meM vAsanA kSINa ho jAtI hai| phira strI se dUra raho ki pAsa, koI pharka nahIM par3atA hai| phira yaha bhojana karo ki vaha bhojana karo, koI pharka nahIM par3atA /

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lekina ghabarAhaTa banI rahatI hai| mahAtmA gAMdhI bhaiMsa kA dUdha nahIM pI sakate the| ghabarAhaTa thI brahmacarya khaMDita ho jAne kii| phira to gAya se bhI Darane lge| phira to bakarI kA dUdha pIne lge| phira to bakarI kI sAtha le kara calane lge| kAraNa-bakarI ke dUdha meM vIrya ko utpanna karane kI kSamatA bahuta kama hai na ke barAbara hai| magara yaha koI bAta huI? yaha to koI bAta na huii| yaha to bhaya huaa| aura isa bhAMti jo brahmacarya Upara se thopa bhI liyA, vaha bhItara se to nahIM A jaayegaa| bhItara to maujUda raheMge bIja; varSA ho jAyegI, phira aMkurita hone lgeNge| isI taraha tuma dhyAna bhI kara sakate ho| aSTAvakra kahate haiM, samAdhi bhI sAdha lo| samAdhi sAdhane ke kaI UparI upAya haiN| jaise prANAyAma ko agara koI ThIka se sAdhe aura dhIre-dhIre zvAsa para niyaMtraNa kara le aura zvAsa ko rokanA sIkha jAye to zvAsa ke rukate hI vicAra bhI ruka jAte haiM, kyoMki binA zvAsa ke vicAra to cala hI nahIM skte| aba yaha jhUThI tarakIba hai| tuma baiTha gaye zvAsa ko roka kara to jitanI dera zvAsa rukI rahegI, utanI dera vicAra bhI ruka jaayeNge| kyoMki zvAsa ruka gaI to mana zarIra donoM hI nirjIvavata par3e raha jAte haiN| lekina kaba taka zvAsa ko roke rahoge? zvAsa lauTegI lenI pdd'egii| jaise hI zvAsa ko loge, phira sAre vicAra punarujjIvita ho jaayeNge| to AdamI zvAsa lene se Darane lgegaa| yaha bhI saca hai ki isa bhAMti se eka taraha kI zAMti bhI A jAyegI; jaba vicAra nahIM hoMge to zAMti A jaayegii| lekina yaha zAMti jar3atA kI hogii| isalie jinhoMne jAnA hai, unhoMne samAdhi ke do rUpa khe| eka rUpa ko 'jar3a samAdhi' kahA hai| jar3a samAdhi' kA artha hotA hai jo samAdhi hai nahIM, sirpha jar3atA hai| aura jar3atA ke kAraNa samAdhi mAlUma par3atI hai| tumane dekhA, mUr3ha vyakti ciMtita nahIM hotA! ciMtA hone ke lie bhI to khopar3I meM kucha buddhi honI cAhie na! mUr3ha haiM to koI ciMtA kA savAla hI nahIM hai| to mUDa baiThA rahatA hai| duniyA meM kucha bhI hotA rahe, use koI ciMtA nahIM hai| ghara meM Aga laga jAye to vaha zAMti se baiThA huA hai| dekho unakI nirvikalpa samAdhi! unako koI vikalpa hI nahIM uTha rahA hai| magara mUr3hatA samAdhi nahIM hai, jar3atA samAdhi nahIM hai| tuma aneka sAdhu-saMnyAsiyoM kI AMkhoM meM jar3atA pAoge, caitanya kA prakAza nahIM, AMkhoM meM vibhA nahIM; eka taraha kI sustI pAoge, eka taraha kI udAsI paaoge| unhoMne jIvana- dhArA ko kSINa kara liyA hai| zvAsa kama le rahe haiN| yAM zvAsa para niyaMtraNa kara liyA hai| zarIra ke aise Asana haiM jina AsanoM ko ThIka se sAdhane para vicAra kI prakriyA maMda ho jAtI hai| tumane dekhA, jaba kabhI tuma ulajha jAte ho to sira khujalAne lagate ho| eka vizeSa mudrA meM ciMtA pragaTa hotI hai| ___eka bahuta bar3e vakIla ko Adata thI ki jaba vaha ulajha jAtA to apane koTa kA baTana ghumAne lagatA adAlata meM vivAda karate vkt| virodhI isako dekhate rhe| eka bar3A mAmalA thA prIvI kauMsila meN| jayapura sTeTa kA koI mukadamA thaa| to virodhI ne tarakIba kii| milA liyA vakIla ke zophara ko

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aura usase kahA ki jaba gAr3I meM koTa rakhA ho to tU Upara kA baTana tor3a denA, phira hama nipaTa leNge| vakIla to apanA koTa le kara aMdara A gaye, koTa pahana kara apanA kAma zurU kara diyaa| jaba ulajhana kA maukA AyA aura unhoMne baTana para hAtha rakhA, acAnaka saba vicAra baMda ho gaye, pAyA ki baTana nahIM hai, ghabarA gaye! vaha dhakkA aisA lagA-purAnI Adata, sadA kI Adata-ekadama vicAra ruka gaye! tumane dekhA, ciMtita ho jAte ho, sigareTa pIne lagate ho! rAhata milatI hai, dhuA bAhara- bhItara karane lge| purAnI Adata hai| usase rAhata milane kA saMbaMdha ho gayA hai| kama se kama mana dUsarI jagaha ulajha gyaa| ciMtita AdamI se kaho, sigareTa mata pIo, sigareTa pInA chor3a do-vaha bar3I muzkila meM par3a jAtA hai| kyoMki sigareTa pInA to chor3a de _ lekina jaba ciMtA pakar3atI hai taba kyA kare! zarIra aura mana jur3e haiN| to yoga meM bahuta sI prakriyAeM khojI gaI haiM ki vizeSa Asana meM baiThane se mana meM vicAra kama ho jAte haiN| tuma dekho, agara tuma leTa kara pustaka par3ho to tumheM yAda na rahegI kyoMki leTa kara par3hane se jaba tuma leTa kara par3hate ho to khUna kI dhArA mastiSka meM tIvra hotI hai, to jo bhI smRti banatI hai vaha puMcha jAtI hai| isalie leTa kara par3hane vAlA yAda nahIM kara pAyegA, bhUla- bhUla jaayegaa| baiTha kara par3hoge, jyAdA yAda rhegaa| agara rIr3ha bilakula sIdhI rakha kara baiTha kara par3hA to jyAdA yAda rahegA, bahuta jyAdA yAda rhegaa| isalie jaba bhI tumheM koI cIja yAda rakhanI hotI hai, tumhArI rIr3ha tatkSaNa sIdhI ho jAtI hai| anajAne! agara koI mahatvapUrNa bAta kahI jA rahI hai, tuma rIr3ha sIdhI karake sunate ho| koI sAdhAraNa bAta kahI jAtI hai, tuma phira apanI kursI se Tika gaye ki ThIka hai| rahI yAda to ThIka, na rahI yAda to tthiik| mahatvapUrNa bAta ko tuma acAnaka rIr3ha sIdhI karake sunate ho kyoMki zarIra kI vizeSa sthitiyoM meM mana kI vizeSa dazAyeM nirmita hotI haiN| to yoga ne bar3I prakriyAyeM khojii| eka vizeSa Asana meM baiTha jAo, padayAsana meM, to zarIra kI vidyuta dhArA vartulAkAra ghUmane lagatI hai| rIr3ha bilakula sIdhI ho to zarIra para gurutvAkarSaNa kA prabhAva kama ho jAtA hai| zvAsa bilakula zAMta aura dhImI ho to vicAra kSINa ho jAte haiN| AMkha nAka ke nAsAgra para aTakI ho to Asa-pAsa se koI cIja nimna nahIM detii| koI gujare, nikale-kucha patA nahIM cltaa| aisI dazA kA agara niraMtara abhyAsa kiyA jAye to dhIre - dhIre tuma pAoge, eka taraha kI jar3a samAdhi paidA ho gii| zarIra ke mAdhyama se tumane mana para eka taraha kA kabjA kara liyaa| bAhara se tumane bhItara ko dabA diyaa| aSTAvakra kahate haiM. yaha saccI samAdhi nahIM hai| yaha ceSTA se paidA huI samAdhi hai| bhoga karma samAdhi vA kuru vijJa tathApi te| tU cAhe bhoga kara, cAhe karma kara, cAhe samAdhi lgaa.| cittaM nirastasarvAzamatyarthaM rocyissyti|

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phira bhI tere gahana citta meM eka bAta banI hI rahegI ki jo milanA cAhie abhI milA nhiiN| Upara-Upara saba zAMta ho jAye, bhItara-bhItara Aga kA dAvAnala bhegaa| Upara-Upara saba mauna mAlUma hone lage, bhItara jvAlAmukhI jlegaa| usa svabhAva ke lie mana meM bAra-bAra taraMga uThegI, jisameM saba AzAyeM laya ho jAtI haiN| yaha samAdhi bhI eka vAsanA hI hai, jo jabardastI sAdha lI gii| yaha ceSTA se jo A gaI hai, yaha vAstavika nahIM hai| isase kucha hala na hogaa| aba sunanA Age kA sUtra! eka ke bAda eka sUtra aura adabhuta hotA jAtA hai| 'prayAsa se saba loga dukhI haiM!' sunA tumane kabhI kisI zAstra ko yaha kahate? 'prayAsa se saba loga dukhI haiM, isako koI nahIM jAnatA! isI upadeza se bhAgyavAna nirvANa ko prApta hote haiN|' 'prayAsa se saba loga dukhI haiM!' tumhArI ceSTA ke kAraNa tuma dukhI ho| isalie tumhArI ceSTA se to tuma kabhI sukhI na ho skoge| tumhArI ceSTA yAnI tumhArA ahNkaar| tumhArI ceSTA yAnI tumhArA yaha dAvA ki maiM yaha karake dikhA dUMgA, dhana kamA lUMgA, pada kamA lUMgA, samAdhi lagA lUMgA, paramAtmA ko bhI muTThI meM le kara dikhA dUMgA! tumhArI ceSTA yAnI tumhArI ahaMkAra kI ghoSaNA ki maiM kartA hA AyAsatsakalo duHkhI nainaM jAnAti kshcn| AyAsa se, prayAsa se, ceSTA se dukha paidA ho rahA hai-ise bahuta zAyada hI koI viralA jAnatA ho| jo jAna letA hai vaha dhanyabhAgI hai| anenaivopadezena dhnyH| jo aisA jAna le, isa upadeza ko pahacAna le, vaha dhanyabhAgI hai, vaha bhAgyazAlI hai| kyoMki nirvANa usakA hai| phira use koI nirvANa se roka nahIM sktaa| isakA artha smjho| nirvANa kA artha hai. sahaja smaadhi| nirvANa kA artha hai : jo samAdhi apane se laga jAye, tumhAre lagAne se nahIM; jo prasAda-rUpa mile, prayAsa-rUpa nhiiN| tuma jo bhI kamA lAoge vaha tumase choTA hogaa| kRtya kartA se bar3A nahIM ho sktaa| tumane agara kavitA likhI to tumase choTI hogI kavitA kavi se bar3I nahIM ho sktii| aura tumane agara citra banAyA hai to tumase choTA hogA citra citrakAra se bar3A nahIM ho sktaa| tuma agara nAce to tumhArA nRtya tumhArI sImA se choTA hogA, kyoMki nRtya nartaka

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se bar3A nahIM ho sktaa| to tumhArI samAdhi, tumhArI hI samAdhi hogI, virATa nahIM ho sktii| tuma kSudra ho, tumhArI samAdhi tumase bhI jyAdA kSudra hogii| virATa ko bulAnA ho to ceSTA se nahIM samarpaNa se, prayAsa se nahIM, saba usake, anaMta ke caraNoM meM chor3a dene se| aSTAvakra kA mArga saMkalpa kA mArga nahIM hai| isalie mahAvIra, pataMjali ko jo loga jAnate haiM, ve aSTAvakra ko na samajha paayeNge| aSTAvakra kA mArga hai samarpaNa kaa| aSTAvakra kahate haiM : tuma jarA kartA na raho to paramAtmA abhI kara de| tuma jarA haTo to paramAtmA abhI kara de| tuma bIca-bIca meM na Ao to abhI ho jaaye| tumhAre Ane se bAdhA par3a rahI hai| tumhArI ceSTA tumheM tanAva se bhara detI hai, azAMta kara detI hai| svIkAra kara lo; jo hai, use vaisA hI svIkAra kara lo| tuma samasta ke sAtha saMgharSa na karo, bahane lago isa dhAra meN| aura nadI jahAM le jAye, vahIM cala pdd'o| nadI se viparIta mata taise| ulTe jAne kI ceSTA mata kro| usI ulTe jAne meM azAMti paidA hotI hai| usI lar3ane meM tuma hArate, parAjita hote, viSAda utpanna hotA hai aura citta meM saMtApa ghiratA hai| 'prayAsa se saba loga dukhI haiM, isako koI nahIM jaantaa| isI upadeza se bhAgyavAna nirvANa ko prApta hote haiN| AyAsAt sakalA duHkhii| saba dukhI haiM prayAsa ke kaarnn| yaha bar3I anUThI bAta hai| tuma to socate ho, hama prayAsa pUrA nahIM kara rahe haiM, isalie dukhI haiM; ceSTA pUrI nahIM ho rahI, nahIM to saphala ho jaate| jo pUrI ceSTA karate haiM, ve saphala ho jAte haiN| jo daur3ate haiM, ve pahuMca jAte haiN| aSTAvakra kaha rahe haiM : AyAsAt sakalA duHkhii| saba dukhI haiM prayAsa ke kaarnn| daur3e ki bhttke| ruka jAo to pahuMca jaao| lAotsu se yaha vacana mela khAtA hai| aSTAvakra aura lAotsu kI prakriyA bilakula eka hai| lAotsu kahatA hai lar3e ki haare| hAra jAo ki jIta gye| jo hArane ko rAjI hai, use phira koI harA na skegaa| tumheM loga harA pAte haiM kyoMki tuma jItane ko Atura ho| to saMgharSa paidA hotA hai| enaM kazcana na jaanaati| isa mahatvapUrNa sUtra ko koI bhI jAnatA huA nahIM mAlUma pdd'taa| anena eva upadezena dhanya nivRttim|

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aura ise jAna le, vaha dhanyabhAgI hai| vaha nivRtta ho gyaa| use prApti ho jAtI hai| tumane malUkadAsa kA vacana sunA hogaa| ajagara kare na cAkarI paMchI kare na kaam| dAsa makkA kaha gaye sabake dAtA raam|| vaha pUrI vyAkhyA hai aSTAvakra kI mahAgItA kii| vaha mahAsUtra hai| prabhu saba kara rahA hai| tuma sirpha use karane do, bAdhA na do| paramAtmA cala hI rahA hai, tumhAre alaga calane se kucha bhI hone vAlA nhiiN| yaha dhArA bahI jA rahI hai| tuma isake sAtha lIna ho jAo, tuma taise bhI mt| isake Age kA sUtra tumheM aura bhI ghabaDAyegA 'jo AMkha ke DhaMkane aura kholane ke vyApAra se dukhI hotA hai, usa AlasI ziromaNi kA hI sukha hai, dUsare kisI kA nhiiN|' ajagara kare na cAkarI paMchI kare na kaam| dAsa majjA kaha gaye sabake dAtA raam|| aSTAvakra kahate haiM : jo AMkha ke palaka jhapane meM bhI socatA hai kauna paMcAyata kare; jo itanA kartA- bhAva bhI nahIM letA hai ki apanI AMkha bhI jhapakaM vaha bhI paramAtmA para hI chor3a detA hai ki terI marjI to khola, terI marjI to na khola, jo apanA sArA kartRtva- bhAva samarpita kara detA hai..| vyApArekhidyate yastu nimessotmessyorpi| tasya Alasya dhurINasya sukhN...|| usakA hI sukha hai-usa dhurINa kA, jo Alasya meM AtyaMtika hai| abhI pazcima meM eka kitAba chapI hai| usa kitAba ke likhane vAle ko aSTAvakra kI gItA kA koI patA nahIM, anyathA vaha bar3A prasanna hotaa| lekina kitAba jisane likhI hai, anubhava se likhI hai| kitAba kA nAma hai. 'e lejI mainsa gAiDa TU enlaaittenmentt|' AlasiyoM ke lie mArgadarzikA nirvANa kI! use kucha patA nahIM hai aSTAvakra kA, lekina usakI anubhUti bhI karIba-karIba vahI hai| aSTAvakra kahate haiM : jo AMkha DhaMkane aura kholane ke vyApAra meM bhI paMcAyata anubhava karatA hai ki kauna kare, maiM hUM kauna karane vAlA! aura tuma jarA gaura karo, tuma AMkha jhapate ho? yaha tumhArA kRtya hai? AMkha apane se jhapaka rahI hai| agara tumheM jhapakanI aura kholanI par3e, burI taraha thaka jAo, dina bhara meM thaka jAo, karor3oM bAra jhapakatI hai| yaha to apane se ho rahA hai| eka makkhI AMkha kI tarapha bhAgI AtI hai to tuma jhapate thor3e hI ho, jhapaka jAtI hai| kyoMki agara tuma jhepo to dera laga jAye, utanI dera meM to makkhI TakarA jaaye| isako to vaijJAnika kahatA hai. riphlaiksa hai| yaha apane se ho rahA hai| vaijJAnika isako riphlaiksa

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kahatA hai| yaha apane se ho rahA hai| yaha tuma kara nahIM rahe ho| dhArmika isako kahatA hai prabhu kara rahA hai| zvAsa tuma thor3e hI le rahe ho, cala rahI hai| isalie to tuma so jAte ho, taba bhI calatI rahatI hai, nahIM to kisI dina bhUla gaye nIMda meM to basa.. subaha phira na utthe| yaha tuma para chor3A hI nahIM hai| tuma behoza bhI par3e raho to bhI zvAsa calatI rahatI hai, prabhu letA rahatA hai| jIvana kA jo bhI mahatvapUrNa hai, tuma para kahAM chor3A hai! janma tumase pUchA thA ki lenA cAhate ho? javAnI tumase pUchI thI ki aba javAna hone kI icchA hai yA nahIM na janma huA bacapana huA, javAnI AI, hajAra-hajAra vAsanAeM uThIM-tumase kisI ne pUchA nahIM ki cAhate bhI ho ki nahIM? saba huaa| bur3hApA A gayA mauta Ane lagI, mauta bhI A jaayegii| saba ho rahA hai| isa hone meM kAza tuma apane ko bIca meM na DAlo to kaisI apUrva zAMti na phala jAye! isa hone meM tuma kartA banate ho, isase azAMta ho jAte ho| tuma jitanA hI socate ho, mujhe karanA hai, utanI ulajhana bar3hatI hai, kyoMki karane ko itanA hai! aba tuma jarA soco, tuma bhojana kara lete ho, phira agara tumheM pacAnA bhI ho.| gale ke nIce utarA ki tuma bhuule| aura jisako nahIM bhUlatA usakA peTa kharAba ho jAtA hai| tuma eka dina prayoga karake dekho, caubIsa ghaMTe koziza kro| bhojana kara liyA, aba yAda rakho ki paca rahA hai ki nahIM, pakvAzaya meM pahuMcA ki AmAzaya meM pahuMcA ki kahAM gayA kyA ho rahA hai bhItara! jarA khayAla rakho, pagalA jAoge aura peTa kharAba ho jAyegA alg| dUsare dina tuma pAoge gar3abar3I ho gaI, DAyariyA ho gayA ki kabjiyata ho gaI, ki peTa meM darda uTha aayaa| tuma to jAna kara hairAna hooge ki jaba unAdamI mara jAtA hai, taba bhI peTa pacAne kA kAma caubIsa ghaMTe taka karatA rahatA hai| caubIsa ghaMTe kA maukA mAna kara calatA hai ki zAyada lauTa Aye, kyA patA! caubIsa ghaMTA peTa kA kAma jArI rahatA hai| sAMsa baMda ho jAtI hai| mastiSka to cAra miniTa ke bAda samApta ho jAtA hai| idhara zvAsa baMda huI udhara mastiSka cAra miniTa ke bhItara samApta ho gyaa| phira usako lauTAyA nahIM jA sktaa| isalie jo loga acAnaka hRdaya ke dhakke se marate haiM, agara cAra miniTa ke bhItara jilA lie jAyeM to hI jilAye jA sakate haiM, anyathA gaye to gye| kyoMki phira taba taka cAra miniTa ke bAda mastiSka kI smRti DAvAMDola ho gaI; mastiSka ke taMtu bahuta choTe haiM, ve TUTa gye| mastiSka bahuta kamajora hai| lekina peTa kI bar3I himmata hai| caubIsa ghaMTe bAda bhI peTa apanA kAma jArI rakhatA hai, pacAtA rahatA hai, rasa pahuMcAtA rahatA hai ki kyA patA! tuma rAta so jAte ho, taba bhI peTa pacAtA rahatA hai| // meM par3e hue AdamI mahInoM par3e rahate behozI meM, taba bhI peTa pacAtA rahatA hai| mara jAne para bhI caubIsa ghaMTe taka pacAtA hai| tuma para nahIM chor3A hai| koI virATa hAtha saba samhAle hue hai| tuma jarA dekho, ina hAthoM ko jarA pahacAno! koI virATa hAtha tumhAre pIche khar3e haiM! tuma nAhaka parezAna hue jA rahe ho| tumhArI hAlata vaisI hai jaise ki eka choTA baccA apane bApa ke sAtha jA rahA hai aura parezAna ho rahA hai| use parezAna hone kI koI jarUrata hI nhiiN| bApa sAtha hai, parezAnI kA koI

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kAraNa nahIM | barnArDa zA ke pitA kI mRtyu huI to barnArDa zA ne apane mitroM ko kahA ki Aja maiM bahuta isa DarA huA ho gayA hUM / taba to usakI umra bhI sATha ke pAra ho cukI thii| unhoMne kahA 'Dare-Dare ho gaye, matalaba kyA?' unhoMne kahA ' Aja pitA sAtha nahIM, yadyapi varSoM se hama sAtha na the, pitA apane gAMva para the, maiM yahAM thaa| lekina phira bhI pitA the to maiM baccA thA, eka bharosA thA ki koI Age hai| Aja pitA cala base, Aja maiM akelA raha gyaa| Aja Dara lagatA hai| Aja kucha bhI karUMgA to merA hI jummA hai| Aja kucha bhI karUMgA to bhUla-cUka merI hai| Aja koI DAMTane - DapaTane vAlA na rhaa| Aja koI ciMtA karane vAlA na rhaa| Aja bilakula akelA ho gayA hUM / nAstika azAMta ho jAtA hai, kyoMki koI paramAtmA nahIM! tuma nAstika kI pIr3A samajho, usakI tapazcaryA bar3I hai! vaha naraka bhoga letA hai| kyoMki koI nahIM hai, khuda hI ko saba samhAlanA hai| aura itanA virATa saba jAla hai aura isa virATa jAla meM akelA paDa jAtA hai| aura saba tarapha saMgharSa hI saMgharSa hai, kATe hI kAMTe haiM, ulajhaneM hI ulajhaneM haiM aura kucha sulajhAye nahIM suljhtaa| bAta itanI bar3I hai, hamAre sulajhAye sulajhegA bhI kaise ! Astika parama saubhAgyazAlI hai| vaha kahatA hai tuma ' banAye, tuma 'jAno, tuma 'claao| tumane mujhe banAyA, tumhIM mujhe uThA loge eka dina / tumhIM merI sAMsoM meM tumhIM merI dhar3akana meN| maiM kyoM ciMtA karUM? 'jo AMkha ke DhaMkane aura kholane ke vyApAra se dukhI hotA hai, usa AlasI - ziromaNi kA hI sukha hai / ' Alasya kI aisI mahimA ! artha samajha lenA / tumhAre Alasya kI bAta nahIM ho rahI hai| tuma to apane Alasya meM bhI sirpha jI curAte ho, samarpaNa thor3e hI hai| tumhAre Alasya meM kartA - bhAva thor3e hI miTatA hai| yaha isalie ziromaNi zabda kA upayoga kiyaa| AlasiyoM meM ziromaNi vaha hai jisane karma nahIM chor3A, kartA bhI chor3a diyaa| agara karma hI chor3A to sirpha AlasI, vaha ziromaNi nahIM | karma to chor3a kara kaI loga baiTha jAte haiN| patnI kamAtI hai to pati ghara meM baiTha gaye, AlasI ho gye| magara ciMtAyeM hajAra taraha kI karate rahate haiM baiThe-baiThe - aisA hogA, vaisA hogA, hogA ki nahIM hogA! saca to yaha hai ki kAma na karane vAle loga jyAdA ciMtA karate haiM kAma karane vAloM kI bajAya, kyoMki kAma karane vAlA to ulajhA hai| phurasata kahAM! AlasI to baiThA hai, koI kAma nahIM! to vaha ciMtA hI karatA hai| bur3he dekhe, bahuta ciMtita ho jAte haiM aba koI kAma nahIM hai una para / kAma thA taba taka to nizcita the, lage the, juTe the, jute the bailagAr3I meM, phurasata kahA thI! aba khAlI baiThe haiM! raskina ne apane saMsmaraNoM meM likhA hai ki maiMne jitane AdamI sukhI dekhe, ve ve hI loga the jo itanI burI taraha ulajhe the kAma meM ki unheM phurasata hI na thI jAnane kI ki sukhI haiM ki dukhI haiN| ulajhA rahatA hai AdamI to patA hI nahIM calatA ki sukhI haiM ki dukhI! kisI taraha piTe - kuTe

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ghara lauTe, rAta so gaye, phira subaha daur3e phurasata kahAM hai ki patA lagAyeM ki kauna surkha / kauna dukhI, hama sukhI ki dukhI haiM! itanA samaya kahAM! lekina riTAyara ho gaye, aba baiThe-ThAle, kucha kAma nahIM hai, basa yahI soca rahe haiM ki sukhI ki dukhI! aura hajAra ciMtAyeM ghera rahI haiM ki duniyA meM aisA hogA ki nahIM hogaa| sArA saMsAra inake lie samasyA bana jAtA hai| AlasI ziromaNi kA artha hai. aisA vyakti, jisane karma nahIM, kartA bhI chor3a diyaa| kartA ke chor3ate hI sArI ciMtA bhI chUTa jAtI hai| mullA nasaruddIna eka daphtara meM kAma karatA hai| mAlika ne usase kahA ki nasaruddIna, tumane sunA, aba duniyA meM aisI-aisI mazIneM bana gaI haiM jo eka sAtha dasa AdamiyoM kA kAma kara sakatI haiM! kyA tumheM yaha suna kara Dara nahIM lagatA? nasaruddIna ne kahA : 'bilakula nahIM sarakAra! kyoMki Aja taka koI mazIna aisI nahIM banI jo kucha na karatI ho / AdamI kA koI mukAbalA hI nahIM hai| jo kucha na karatI ho, aisI koI mazIna banI hI nahIM hai / ' nasaruddIna se maiMne eka dina kahA ki tU kabhI chuTTI para nahIM jAtA, kyA daphtara meM terI itanI jarUrata hai? usane kahA ki aba saca bAta Apase kyA chipAnI / daphtara meM merI jarUrata bilakula nahIM hai, isIlie to chuTTI para nahIM jAtA, chuTTI para gayA to unako patA cala jAyegA ki isake binA ThIka cala rahA hai, koI jarUrata hI nahIM hai| maiM chuTTI para jA hI nahIM sakatA, to hI bhrama banA rahatA hai ki merI vahAM jarUrata hai| AdamI karma chor3a de to AlasI; aura kartApana chor3a de to AlasI - shiromnni| tasyAlasya dhuriinnsy.......| taba to vaha dhurINa ho gayA, zikhara ho gayA Alasya kaa| kyoMki saba paramAtmA para chor3a diyA; aba vaha jo karavAye karavAye, jo na karavAye na krvaaye| aba apanI koI AkAMkSA bIca meM na rkhii| aba usakI jo marjI! 'yaha kiyA gayA aura yaha nahIM kiyA gayA, aise dvaMdva se mana jaba mukta ho, taba vaha dharma, artha, kAma aura mokSa ke prati udAsIna ho jAtA hai|' ye AkhirI caraNa haiN| AdamI dharma, artha, kAma, mokSa sabase mukta ho jAtA hai, kyoMki phira koI hI na rahI, karane ko kucha rahA hI nhiiN| kisI ko dhana kamAnA hai, kisI ko puNya kamAnA hai| kisI ko vAsanA tRpta karanI hai aura kisI ko svarga kA sukha lenA hai| aura kisI ko mukti kA sukha lenA hai| magara ina sabake pIche hamArA kartA kA bhAva to banA hI rahatA hai ki mujhe kucha karanA hai, mere binA kie kucha bhI na hogaa| aSTAvakra kahate haiM. jise yaha bAta hI bhUla gaI ki yaha kiyA gayA, yaha nahIM kiyA gayA, saba barAbara ho gayA, ho to ThIka, na ho to ThIka; ho gayA to ThIka, na huA to bhI utanA hI ThIka-aisI

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jisakI sarala citta - dazA ho gaI, usakA sabake prati udAsIna bhAva ho jAtA hai| aba mokSa bhI sAmane par3A ho to bhI use AkAMkSA nahIM hotii| aura kI to bAta hI kyA, svarga bhI use nimaMtraNa nahIM detA ab| aura jisake lie koI vAsanA kA nimaMtraNa nahIM hai, vahI mukta hai, vahI mokSa ko upalabdha hai / 'viSaya kA dveSI virakta hai| viSaya kA lobhI rAgI hai| aura jo grahaNa aura tyAga donoM se rahita hai, vaha na virakta hai na rAgavAna hai|' irda kRtamida neti dvaMdvairmuktaM yadA manaH / dharmArthakAmamokSegu nirapekSa tadAbhaveta / / aura jo dharma, artha, kAma, mokSa sabhI se zAMta aura mukta ho gayA, vahI vItarAga hai| yahAM tIna zabda samajha lene caahie| eka hai bhogI, dUsarA hai yogI aura tIsarA hai donoM ke pAra / eka hai Asakta, eka hai virakta, aura eka hai donoM ke pAra / virakto viSayadveSTA- vaha jo virakta hai, usakI viSayoM meM ghRNA ho gaI hai| rAgI viSayalolupa - aura vaha jo rAgI hai, bhogI hai, vaha lolupa hai viSaya ke lie| grahamokSavihInastu na virakto na rAgavAn / lekina paramadazA to vahI hai jahAM na rAga raha gayA na virAga; na to prema rahA vastuoM ke prati, na ghRnnaa| aisI vItarAga dazA parama avasthA hai| vahI paramahaMsa dazA hai| parama samAdhi ! ise hama smjheN| kisI kA dhana meM moha hai; vaha pAgala hai dhana ke lie ikaTThA karatA jAtA hai binA phikra kie ki kisalie ikaTThA kara rahA hai, kyA isakA hogA ! yaha saba ciMtA bhI nahIM hai use / basa dhana ikaTThA kara rahA hai| eka pAgalapana hai| phira eka dina jAgA, lagA ki yaha to jIvana gaMvAyA; isase to kucha pAyA nahIM; dhana to ikaTThA ho gayA, maiM to nirdhana kA nirdhana raha gayA / chor3a diyA dhana / bhAgane lagA chor3a kara / aba usane dUsarI ulTI dizA pakar3a lii| aba agara usake hAtha meM paisA rakho to vaha aise chor3a kara khar3A ho jAtA hai cillA kara ki jaise bicchU rakha diyaa| aba vaha paise kI tarapha dekhatA nhiiN| aba vaha kahatA hai : ' dhana, dhana to pApa hai! baco, kAminI - kAMcana se baco! bhAgate raho!' aba usane dUsarI daur3a zurU kara dii| yaha virakta to ho gayA, Asakta na rhaa| jo saMbaMdha prema kA thA, vaha ghRNA meM badala liyaa| lekina saMbaMdha jArI hai| ghRNA kA bhI saMbaMdha hotA hai| prema kA bhI saMbaMdha hotA hai| jisake tuma mitra ho, usase to tuma jur3e hI ho; jisase tuma zatrutA rakhate ho, usase bhI jur3e ho / aSTAvakra kahate haiM: ye donoM baMdhe haiN| eka pApa se baMdhA hogA, eka puNya se baMdhA hai; magara baMdhe haiN| eka kI jaMjIreM lohe kI haiM, eka kI sone kI haiN| magara jaMjIreM donoM ke Upara haiN| aura dhyAna rakhanA kabhI-kabhI sone kI jaMjIreM jyAdA khataranAka

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siddha hotI haiM, kyoMki lohe kI jaMjIroM se to koI chUTanA bho cAhatA hai, sone kI jaMjIroM se koI chUTanA nahIM caahtaa| sone kI jaMjIreM to AbhUSaNa mAlUma hotI haiN| lagatA hai chAtI para samhAla kara rakha lo| agara kArAgRha gaMdA ho to hama nikalanA bhI cAhate haiM lekina kArAgaha svaccha, sApha-satharA, sajA, suMdara ho to kauna nikalanA cAhatA hai! jA kara bhI kyA sAra hai! jAoge kahAM! yahIM behatara hai| __ pApa to bAMdhatA hai, puNya aura bhI gahare rUpa se bAMdha letA hai| aura bhoga to bAMdhatA hI hai, yoga bhI bAMdha letA hai| aSTAvakra kahate haiM : virakta aura sarakta, ina donoM se jo vilakSaNa hai, vahI upalabdha hai, vahI vItarAga puruSa hai| rAga kA artha hotA hai : rNg| rAgI kA artha hotA hai : jo iMdriyoM ke raMga meM raMga gyaa| virAgI kA artha hotA hai : jo iMdriyoM ke virodhI raMga meM raMga gayA; jo ulTA ho gyaa| rAgI khar3A hai paira ke bala; virAgI zIrSAsana karane lagA, ulTA ho gayA, lekina daur3a jArI rhii| koI strI ke pIche bhAgatA thA, koI strI se bhAgane lagA; lekina daur3a jArI rhii| donoM se jo vilakSaNa hai, virakta-sarakta se vilakSaNa, usa vItarAga puruSa ko hI satya kA anubhava huA hai| aura aise satya ke anubhava ke lie zAstroM kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| kisI se pUchane kA koI savAla hI nahIM hai| yaha satya tumhArI saMpadA hai| yaha tumheM milA hI huA hai| tuma zAstroM meM khoja rahe ho, utanA hI samaya gaMvA rahe ho| mallA nasaruddIna eka bAra ghara lauTA yAtrA se| usakI patnI ne pUchA, saphara kaisA kaTA? mullA ne kahA; saphara meM behada takalIpha rhii| Trena meM Upara vAlI bartha para jagaha milI thI aura peTa kharAba hone ke kAraNa bAra-bAra nIce utaranA par3atA thaa| to zrImatI ne kahA. 'to Apa nIce vAle yAtrI se kaha kara bartha kyoM na badala lie?' usane kahA : 'socA to maiMne bhI thA, para nIce vAlI bartha para koI thA hI nahIM, pUchatA kisase?' kucha loga haiM jo sadA pUchane ko utsuka haiM-kisI se pUcha leN| aura agara koI nahIM hai to bar3I muzkila! bhItara se kucha bodha jaise uThatA hI nahIM! zAstra meM khoja le, svayaM meM khojane kI AkAMkSA hI nahIM uThatI hai| aura jo hai, svayaM meM hai| ye zAstra jo nikale haiM, ye bhI unase nikale haiM jinhoMne svayaM meM khojaa| yaha kRSNa kI gItA kinhIM aura vedoM ko par3ha kara nahIM nikalI hai| yaha kRSNa kI gItA kRSNa ke anubhava se nikalI hai| isakA yaha arza nahIM hai ki veda par3hanA vyartha hai| isakA itanA hI artha hai veda ko par3ho sAhitya kI taraha, bahumUlya sAhitya kI taraha lekina zabdoM ko satya mata mAna lenaa| veda ko par3ho mahatvapUrNa paraMparA kI trh| manISiyoM ke vacana haiM-satkAra se par3ho, sammAna se par3ho! magara una para hI ruka mata jaanaa| una para rukanA aisA hogA jaise koI pAkazAstra kI kitAba ko rakha kara baiTha gayA aura bhojana banAyA hI nhiiN| aura bhojana binA banAye to peTa bharegA nahIM, bhUkha miTegI nahIM, kSudhA tRpta na hogii| par3ho! rasa lo! veda adabhuta sAhitya haiM! upaniSada adabhuta sAhitya haiM! kurAna-bAibila anUThI kitAbeM aura

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haiM! par3ho! magara par3hane se satya mila jAyegA, isa bhAMti meM mata pdd'naa| par3hane se to pyAsa mila jAye to kAphI hai; satya ko khojane kI AkAMkSA balavatI ho jAye to kAphI hai| sadaguruoM kA satsaMga kro| usase satya nahIM mila jAyegA, lekina sadaguruoM ke satsaMga meM zAyada satya ko khojane kI AkAMkSA prabala jAye, prajvalita ho jAye, lapaTa bana jaaye| satya to bhItara hI milegaa| sadaguru vahI hai jo tumheM tumhAre bhItara pahuMcA de| aura zAstra vahI hai jo tumheM tumase hI jur3A de| 'viSaya kA dveSI virakta, viSaya kA lobhI rAgI; para jo grahaNa aura tyAga donoM se rahita hai, vaha na virakta hai aura na rAgavAna hai|' hai: vahI hai satya ko uplbdh| vahI vItarAga hai| ina pravacanoM para khUba manana karanA, dhyAna krnaa| ina vacanoM kA sAra kabIra ke isa vacana meM jAko rAkhe sAiyAM, mAra sake na koy| bAla na bAMkA kara sake jo jaga vairI hoya / / chor3a do saba paramAtmA para! jAko rAkhe sAiyAM! tumane jaba nahIM chor3A hai, taba bhI vahI rakhavAlA hai, tuma chor3a do, taba bhI vahI rakhavAlA hai| pharka itanA hI par3egA ki tuma chor3a doge to tumhArI ciMtA miTa jaayegii| tuma to palaka bhI na jhaMpo apanI tarapha se tuma surakSA bhI na kro| tuma Ayojana bhI mata kro| tuma to vaha jo karavAye, kro| isakA yaha matalaba nahIM ki tuma cAdara or3ha kara leTa jaao| agara vaha cAdara or3ha kara leTane ko kahe to tthiik| tuma apanI tarapha se yaha mata karanA ki tuma kaho ki phira karanA kyA ! mere pAsa loga Ate haiN| ve kahate haiM, samajha gaye aSTAvakra ko to aba karane ko to kucha bhI nahIM hai! agara tuma samajha gaye to karane ko to bahuta hai kartA hone ko kucha bhI nahIM hai| agara nahIM samajhe to tuma aisA pUchoge A kara ki aba karane ko to kucha bhI nahIM hai, taba hama vizrAma kareM! taba dhyAna ityAdi karane se kyA sAra hai|' to tuma karane se bacane lage, to tuma AlasI ho jaaoge| ye sUtra ziromaNiyo ke lie haiN| ye sUtra unake lie haiM jo kahate haiM : aba hama kartA na rhe| paramAtmA tumase bahuta kucha karavAyegA jaba tuma kartA na raha jaaoge| phira karane kA majA aura rasa aura phira karane meM eka utsava hai, eka nRtya hai| phira karanA aisA hai jaisA kabIra ne kahA ki maiM to bAMsa kI poMgarI hUM! tU gIta gAtA hai to mere se gAta gujara jAtA hai tU cupa ho jAtA hai to cuppI pragaTa hotI hai aba to maiM bAMsa kI pogarI hUM khAlI poMgarI tU jo karavAye! yahI kRSNa arjuna ko samajhA rahe haiM gItA meM ki tU bAMsa kI pogarI ho jA! nimitta-mAtra! arjuna cAhatA hai, karma chor3a de aura bhAga jAye jaMgala meM, vaha AlasI honA cAhatA hai| aura kRSNa kahate haiM, tU AlasiyoM kA ziromaNi ho jA, kartA- bhAva chor3a de aura karma to paramAtmA karavAye to hone de| vahI tujhe vRddha ke maidAna para le aayaa| agara vahI yuddha karanA cAhatA hai to hone de| tU na bhI karegA

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to koI aura kregaa| tU na mAregA to koI aura maaregaa| ye hAtha tere na uThAyeMge gAMDIva ko, to kisI aura ke utthaayeNge| tU karma chor3a kara mata bhAga; sirpha kartA mata raha jaa| kartA- bhAva chUTate hI jIvana svastha ho jAtA hai, zAMta ho jAtA hai| hari oma tatsat! bhAga-3 samApta samApta