Samaz se Prapta Bramhacharya Purvardh

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Aradhana Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/030109/1

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dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pUrvArdha)

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dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pUrvArdha) mUla gujarAtI saMkalana : DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna hindI anuvAda : mahAtmAgaNa

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trimaMtra vartamAnatIrthaMkara zrIsImaMdharasvAmI namo arihaMtANaM namo siddhANaM namo AyariyANaM namo uvajjhAyANaM namo loe savvasAhUNaM eso paMca namukkAro, savva pAvappaNAsaNo maMgalANaM ca savvesiM, paDhamaM havai maMgalam 1 OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya 2 OM namaH zivAya 3 jaya saccidAnaMda dAdA bhagavAnanI asIma jaya paMcAle

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samarpaNa vikarAla viSayAgni meM dina-rAta jalate; are re! avadazA phira bhI usI meM vicarate ! saMsAra ke paribhramaNa ko saharSa svIkArate; aura pariNAma svarUpa duHkha anaMta bhugatate ! dAvA qarArI, mizracetana-saMga cukAte; anaMta Atmasukha ko viSaya bhoga se vimukhate! viSaya ajJAna Tale, jJAnI se 'jJAna' milate hI; 'dRSTi' nirmalatA kI kuMjiyA~ milate hI ! 'mokSagAmI' ke lie - brahmacArI yA vivAhita; zIla kI samajha se mokSa pada karavAte prApta ! aho! nirgrathajJAnI kI vANI kI adbhutatA; anubhavI vacana nirgratha pada taka pahu~cAtA ! mokSa patha para vicarate 'zIla pada' kI bhAvanA karate; vItarAga cAritra ke bIja aMkura vikasita karate ! aho ! brahmacarya kI sAdhanA ke lie nikalI; AMtara bAhya ulajhanoM ke sat hala batAtI ! jJAna vANI kA yaha saMkalana, 'samajha brahmacarya' kI hai detA; AtmakalyANArthe 'yaha', mahAgraMtha jagacaraNa samarpitA !

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"dAdA bhagavAna' kauna ? jUna 1958 kI eka saMdhyA kA karIba chaH baje kA samaya, bhIr3a se bharA sUrata zahara kA relve sTezana, pleTaphArma naM. 3 kI beMca para baiThe zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela rUpI dehamaMdira meM kudaratI rUpa se, akrama rUpa meM, kaI janmoM se vyakta hone ke lie Atura 'dAdA bhagavAna' pUrNa rUpa se prakaTa hue| aura kudarata ne sarjita kiyA adhyAtma kA adbhuta aashcry| eka ghaMTe meM unheM vizvadarzana huaa| 'maiM kauna? bhagavAna kauna? jagat kauna calAtA hai ? karma kyA? mukti kyA?' ityAdi jagat ke sAre AdhyAtmika praznoM ke saMpUrNa rahasya prakaTa hue| isa taraha kudarata ne vizva ke sammukha eka advitIya pUrNa darzana prastuta kiyA aura usake mAdhyama bane zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela, gujarAta ke carotara kSetra ke bhAdaraNa gA~va ke pATIdAra, kaoNnTraikTa kA vyavasAya karanevAle, phira bhI pUrNatayA vItarAga puruSa! _ 'vyApAra meM dharma honA cAhie, dharma meM vyApAra nahIM', isa siddhAMta se unhoMne pUrA jIvana bitaayaa| jIvana meM kabhI bhI unhoMne kisI ke pAsa se paisA nahIM liyA, balki apanI kamAI se bhaktoM ko yAtrA karavAte the| ___unheM prApti huI, usI prakAra kevala do hI ghaMToM meM anya mumukSu janoM ko bhI ve AtmajJAna kI prApti karavAte the, unake adbhuta siddha hue jJAnaprayoga se| use akrama mArga khaa| akrama, arthAt binA krama ke, aura krama arthAt sIr3hI dara sIr3hI, kramAnusAra Upara cddh'naa| akrama arthAt liphTa mArga, zaoNrTa kaTa ve svayaM pratyeka ko 'dAdA bhagavAna kauna?' kA rahasya batAte hue kahate the ki "yaha jo Apako dikhate haiM ve dAdA bhagavAna nahIM hai, ve to 'e.ema.paTela' hai| hama jJAnIpuruSa haiM aura bhItara prakaTa hue haiM, ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiN| dAdA bhagavAna to caudaha loka ke nAtha haiN| ve Apa meM bhI haiM, sabhI meM haiN| ApameM avyakta rUpa meM rahe hue haiM aura 'yahA~' hamAre bhItara saMpUrNa rUpa se vyakta hue haiN| dAdA bhagavAna ko maiM bhI namaskAra karatA huuN|"

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nivedana AtmavijJAnI zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela, jinheM loga 'dAdA bhagavAna' ke nAma se bhI jAnate haiM, unake zrImukha se adhyAtma tathA vyavahAra jJAna saMbaMdhI jo vANI nikalI, usako rikaoNrDa karake , saMkalana tathA saMpAdana karake pustakoM ke rUpa meM prakAzita kiyA jAtA haiN| ___ jJAnI puruSa saMpUjya dAdA bhagavAna ke zrImukha se adhyAtma tathA vyavahArajJAna saMbaMdhI vibhinna viSayoM para nikalI sarasvatI kA adbhuta saMkalana isa AptavANI meM huA hai, jo naye pAThakoM ke lie varadAnarUpa sAbita hogii| prastuta anuvAda meM yaha vizeSa dhyAna rakhA gayA hai ki vAcaka ko dAdAjI kI hI vANI sunI jA rahI hai, aisA anubhava ho, jisake kAraNa zAyada kucha jagahoM para anuvAda kI vAkya racanA hindI vyakaraNa ke anusAra truTipUrNa laga sakatI hai, parantu yahA~ para Azaya ko samajhakara par3hA jAe to adhika lAbhakArI hogaa| jJAnI kI vANI ko hindI bhASA meM yathArtha rUpa se anuvAdita karane kA prayatna kiyA gayA hai kintu dAdAzrI ke AtmajJAna kA sahI Azaya, jyoM kA tyoM to, Apako gujarAtI bhASA meM hI avagata hogaa| jinheM jJAna kI gaharAI meM jAnA ho, jJAna kA sahI marma samajhanA ho, vaha isa hetu gujarAtI bhASA sIkheM, aisA hamArA anurodha hai| prastuta pustaka meM kaI jagahoM para koSThaka meM darzAye gaye zabda yA vAkya parama pUjya dAdAzrI dvArA bole gaye vAkyoM ko adhika spaSTatApUrvaka samajhAne ke lie likhe gaye haiN| jabaki kucha jagahoM para aMgrejI zabdoM ke hindI artha ke rUpa meM rakhe gaye haiN| dAdAzrI ke zrImukha se nikale kucha gujarAtI zabda jyoM ke tyoM rakhe gaye haiM, kyoMki una zabdoM ke lie hindI meM aisA koI zabda nahIM hai, jo usakA pUrNa artha de ske| hAlA~ki una zabdoM ke samAnArthI zabda artha ke rUpa meM koSThaka meM aura pustaka ke aMta meM bhI diye gaye haiN| anuvAda saMbaMdhI kamiyoM ke lie Apase kSamAprArthI haiN|

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saMpAdakIya jIvana ke jokhimoM ko to jAna liyA, lekina anaMta janmoM ke jokhimoM kI jo jar3a hai, use jisane jAnA hai tabhI vaha usameM se chuTakArA pA sakatA hai ! aura vaha jar3a hai viSaya kI ! isa viSaya meM to kaisI bhayaMkara paravazatA sarjita hotI hai ? pUrI z2iMdagI isameM kisI kA gulAma banakara rahanA par3atA hai ! kaise calegA? vANI aura vartana itanA hI nahIM, lekina usake mana ko bhI dina-rAta saMbhAlate rahanA par3atA hai ! isake bAvajUda hAtha meM kyA AegA ?! saMsAra kI nirI paravazatA, paravazatA aura paravazatA ! khuda pUre brahmAMDa kA mAlika banakara saMpUrNa svataMtra pada meM A sake, aisI kSamatA rakhanevAlA viSaya meM DUbakara paravaza bana jAtA hai| yaha to kaisI karuNAjanaka sthiti ! viSaya kI vajaha se jalana kA kAraNa viSaya ke prati ghora Asakti hai aura sarva Asakti kA AdhAra viSaya ke vAstavika svarUpa kI 'ajJAnatA' hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke binA yaha ajJAnatA kaise dUra hogI ? ! jaba taka viSaya kI mUrcchA meM baratatA hai, taba taka jIva ke adhogamana yA Urdhvagamana kA tharmAmITara yadi AMkanA ho to vaha usakI viSaya ke prati kramazaH ruci yA phira aruci hai ! lekina jise saMsAra ke sabhI baMdhanoM se mukta honA hai, vaha yadi sirpha viSaya baMdhana se mukta ho gayA to sarva baMdhana AsAnI se chUTa jAte haiM ! saMpUrNa brahmacarya pAlana se hI viSayAsakti kI jar3a nirmUla ho jAe, aisA hai| yathArtha brahmacarya pAlana karane meM, usakI zuddhatA ko saMpUrNa rUpa se sArthaka karane ke lie 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke Azraya meM raha kara eka janma bIta jAe to vaha anaMta janmoM kI bhaTakana kA aMta lA de, aisA hai !! isameM yadi koI anivArya kAraNa hai to vaha hai khuda kA brahmacarya pAlana karane kA dRr3ha nishcy| usake lie brahmacarya ke nizcaya ko tor3anevAle hara eka vicAra ko pakar3akara use jar3a se ukhAr3ate rahanA hai / nizcaya kA chedana karanevAle vicAra, jaise ki 'viSaya ke binA rahA jA sakegA yA nahIM ? mere sukha kA kyA? patnI ke binA rahA jA sakegA yA nahIM ? mujhe kisakA 7

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sahArA? patnI ke binA akele kaise nibhA pAU~gA? jIvana meM kisakI hUMpha (avalaMbana, salAmatI) milegI? gharavAle nahIM mAneMge to?!' vagairaha vagairaha nizcaya kA chedana karanevAle anekoM vicAra svabhAvika rUpa se Ae~ge hii| taba unheM turaMta ukhAr3akara nizcaya ko vApasa aura adhika maz2abUta kara lenA hai| vicAroM ko khatma karanevAlA yathArtha 'darzana' bhItara khuda apane Apa ko dikhAnA par3egA, ki 'viSaya ke binA kitane hI jI cuke haiN| itanA hI nahIM lekina siddha bhI bane haiN| khuda AtmA ke rUpa meM anaMta sukha kA dhAma hai| viSaya kI use khuda ko z2arUrata hI nahIM hai| jinakI patnI kA dehAMta ho jAe, kyA ve akele nahIM jIte? hU~pha kisakI khojanI hai? khuda kA nirAlaMba svarUpa prApta karanA hai aura dUsarI ora hU~pha khojanI hai? ye donoM eka sAtha kaise ho sakate haiM?' aura jahA~ khuda kA nizcaya meru parvata kI taraha aDiga rahatA hai, vahA~ kudarata bhI usakA sAtha detI hai aura viSaya meM phisalanevAle saMyoga milane hI nahIM detii| arthAta pUrA AdhAra khuda ke nizcaya para hI hai| brahmacarya pAlana karanA hai, aisA abhiprAya dRr3ha hone se hI kahIM pUrA nahIM ho jaataa| brahmacarya kI jAgati utpanna honA ati-ati mahatvapUrNa cIz2a hai| pratikSaNa brahmacarya kI jAgRti rahe, taba brahmacarya vartana meM raha sakatA hai| matalaba jaba dina-rAta brahmacarya se saMbaMdhita vicAraNA hI calatI rahe, nizcaya dRr3ha hotA rahe, saMsAra meM vairAga lAnevAlA svarUpa dina-rAta dikhatA rahe, brahmacarya ke pariNAma satata dikhate raheM, kisI bhI saMyoga meM brahmacarya nahIM bhUle, jaba aisI utkRSTa dazA meM A jAe, taba abrahmacarya kI graMthiyA~ TUTane lagatI haiN| brahmacarya kI jAgRti itanI adhika barte ki viSaya kA eka bhI vicAra, eka kSaNa ke lie bhI viSaya kI tarapha citta kA AkarSaNa, usakI jAgRti ke bAhara nahIM jAe aura vaisA hone para tatkSaNa pratikramaNa ho jAe aura usakA koI bhI spaMdana nahIM rahe, itanA hI nahIM lekina sAmAyika meM usa doSa kA gaharAI se vizleSaNa karake jar3amUla se ukhAr3ane kI prakriyA calatI rahe, taba jAkara viSayabIja nirmUlana ke yathArtha mArga para prayANa hogaa| brahmacarya kA nizcaya dRr3ha ho jAe aura dhyeya hI bana jAe, phira usa dhyeya ke prati niraMtara 'sinsiyara' rahane se, dhyeya taka pahu~cAnevAle saMyoga

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AsAnI se sAmane Ate jAte haiN| dhyeya nizcita hone ke bAda 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke vacana use Age le jAte haiM, yA phira phisalanevAlI paristhiti meM vaha vacana dhyeya ko pakar3e rakhane meM sahAyaka bana jAte haiN| aise karate-karate aMta meM khuda hI dhyeya svarUpa bana jAtA hai| usake bAda phira bhale hI kisI bhI taraha ke DigAnevAle, aMdara ke yA bAhara ke z2abaradasta vicitra saMyoga A jAe~, phira bhI jisakA nizcaya nahIM DigatA, jo nizcaya ke prati hI 'sinsiyara' rahatA hai, use dikkata nahIM aatii| __ zuddha brahmacarya pAlana karane ke lie 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA sAnidhya evaM brahmacAriyoM kA saMga ati-ati Avazyaka hai| usake bagaira bhale hI kitanI bhI sTroMga bhAvanA hogI, phira bhI siddhi taka pahu~cane meM anekAneka aMtarAya A sakate haiM! 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke satat mArgadarzana tale sAdhaka mArga para AnevAlI hara eka muzkila ko pAra kara sakatA hai! aura gRhasthiyoM ke saMga ke asara se dUra rahakara, brahmacAriyoM ke hI vAtAvaraNa meM TheTha taka khuda ke dhyeya ko pakar3e rakhakara dhyeya ko prApta kara letA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke upadeza ko grahaNa karake brahmacarya ke dRr3ha nizcayavAlA sAdhaka, brahmacAriyoM ke saMga ke bala se bhI pAra utara sakatA hai, aisA hai! brahmacarya kI bhAvanA jAgRta hone aura usake prati dRr3ha nizcaya ho jAe, usake lie satat mArgadarzana milatA rahe, vaha to atyaMta Avazyaka hai, lekina hara taraha se brahmacarya kI 'sepha sAiDa' rakhane ke lie khuda kI AMtarika jAgRti bhI utanI hI z2arUrI hai| 'anasepha' jagaha se 'sephalI' nikala jAne kI jAgRti aura 'prekTikala' meM usakI samaya sUcakatA kI bAr3a sAdhaka ke pAsa honA z2arUrI hai| varnA jo durlabha hai, brahmacarya ke aise uge hue paudhe ko bakarA cabA legA!! eka tarapha mauta ko svIkAra karanA par3e to use saharSa svIkAra kara le, lekina khuda kI brahmacarya kI 'sepha sAiDa' na cUke, sthUla saMyogoM ke kriTikala dabAva ke bIca bhI, vaha viSaya ke gaDDhe meM gire hI nahIM, brahmacarya bhaMga hone hI na de, isa hada taka kI 'sTroMganesa' z2arUrI hai| lekina usake lie jAgRti kaise lAI jAe? vaha to brahmacarya pAlana karane kI khuda kI sApha nIyata, usakI saMpUrNa 'sinsiyAriTi' se hI A sakatI hai!

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brahmacarya kI 'sepha sAiDa' ke lie AMtarika aura bAhya 'eviDensa' ko sifata se khatma karane kI kSamatA prakaTa honI z2arUrI hai| AMtarika vikArI bhAvoM ko samajha se, jJAna ke puruSArtha se vilaya kare, jinameM se viSaya jo hai vaha saMsAra kI jar3a hai, pratyakSa narka samAna hai, phisalAnevAlI cIz2a hai, jagat kalyANa ke dhyeya meM aMtarAya lAnevAlI cIz2a hai aura 'thrI viz2ana' kI jAgRti aura aMta meM vijJAna jAgRti' dvArA AMtarika viSaya ko khatma kara sakate haiN| 'vijJAna jAgRti' meM khuda kauna hai, khuda kA svarUpa kaisA hai, viSaya kA svarUpa kyA hai, ve kisake pariNAma hai, Adi pRthakkaraNa ke pariNAma svarUpa AMtarika sUkSma vikArI bhAva bhI kSaya ho sakate haiN| hAlAMki bAhya saMyogoM meM dRSTidoSa, sparzadoSa aura saMgadoSa se vimukha rahane kI vyavahAra jAgRti kA utpanna honA bhI z2arUrI hai| varnA thor3I sI ajAgRti viSaya ke kauna se aura kitane gahare gaDDhe meM girA de, vaha koI nahIM batA sakatA! viSaya kA rakSaNa, viSaya ke bIja ko bAra-bAra sajIva kara detA hai| 'viSaya meM kyA burAI hai,' kahA ki viSaya kA huA rakSaNa!! 'viSaya to sthUla hai, AtmA sUkSma hai, mokSa prApti ke mArga meM viSaya bAdhaka nahIM hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra ne bhI zAdI kI thI, phira hameM kyA dikkata hai?' buddhi aisI vakAlata karake viSaya kA z2abaradasta 'proTekzana' karavAtI hai| eka bAra viSaya kA 'proTekzana' huA ki use jIvanadAna mila gayA! phira usameM se vApasa jaba jAgRti ke zikhara taka pahu~ce, taba jAkara viSaya meM se chUTane ke puruSArtha meM A sakatA hai! varnA vaha viSayarUpI aMdhakAra meM maTiyAmeTa ho jAegA, yaha itanA bhayaMkara hai! viSayI sukhoM kI mUrchA aisI hai ki kabhI bhI mokSa meM nahIM jAne de| lekina viSayI sukha pariNAma svarUpa duHkha denevAle hI siddha hote haiN| prakaTa 'jJAnIpuruSa' dvArA viSayI sukhoM kI(!) yathArthatA kA patA calatA hai| usa samaya jAgRti meM Akara use sacce sukha kI samajha utpanna hotI hai tathA viSayI sukha meM asukha kI pahacAna hotI hai| lekina phira TheTha taka 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI dRSTi se calakara viSaya bIja nirmUla karanA hai| usa patha para hara prakAra se 'sepha sAiDa' kA dhyAna rakhakara pAra utara cuke 'jJAnIpuruSa' dvArA batAe gae rAste para calakara hI sAdhaka ko, vaha sAdhya siddha karanA hotA hai| 10

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jise isI deha meM AtmA kA spaSTavedana anubhava karanA ho, use vizuddha brahmacarya ke binA isakI prApti saMbhava hI nahIM hai| jaba taka aisI sUkSmAtisUkSma 'roMga bilIpha' hai ki viSaya meM sukha hai, taba taka viSaya ke paramANu saMpUrNa rUpa se nirjarita nahIM hoNge| jaba taka vaha 'roMga bilIpha' saMpUrNa sarvAMga rUpa se khatma na ho jAe taba taka ati-ati sUkSma jAgRti rakhanI caahie| z2arA sA bhI jhoMkA A jAe to vaha saMpUrNa nirjarA (Atma pradeza meM se karmoM kA alaga honA) hone meM aMtarAya DAlatI hai| viSaya honA hI nahIM caahie| hamameM viSaya kyoM rahe? yA phira z2ahara pIkara mara jAU~gA lekina viSaya ke gaDDhe meM girU~gA hI nahIM, aisA ahaMkAra karake bhI viSaya se dUra rahane jaisA hai| yAnI kisI bhI rAste se aMta meM ahaMkAra karake bhI isa viSaya se mukta hone jaisA hai| ahaMkAra se brahmacarya pakar3a meM AtA hai, jisake AdhAra para kAphI kucha sthUla viSaya jItA jA sakatA hai aura phira sUkSmatA se 'samajha' ko samajhakara aura AtmajJAna ke sahAre saMpUrNa rUpa se, sarvAMga rUpa se viSaya se mukti pA lenI hai| jaba taka nirvikArI dRSTi prApta nahIM huI, taba taka kahIM bhI naz2are milAnA, vaha bhayaMkara jokhima hai| usake bAvajUda jahA~-jahA~ dRSTi bigar3e, mana bigar3e, vahA~-vahA~ usa vyakti ke zuddhAtmA kA darzana karake, prakaTa 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko sAkSI rakhakara mana se, vANI se yA vartana se hue viSaya se saMbaMdhita doSoM kA bahuta-bahuta pachatAvA karanA cAhie, kSamA prArthanA karanA aura phira se kabhI bhI aisA doSa nahIM ho, aisA dRr3ha nizcaya karanA caahie| yoM yathArtha rUpa se AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna hogA, taba viSaya doSa se mukti hogii| jahA~ z2yAdA bigar3a rahA ho, vahA~ usI vyakti ke zuddhAtmA se mana hI mana brahmacarya kI zaktiyA~ mA~gate rahanI par3eMgI aura jahA~ bahuta hI gAr3ha ho, vahA~ ghaMToM pratikramaNa karake dhonA par3egA, taba jAkara aise viSaya doSa se chUTA jA skegaa| sAmAyika meM Aja taka pahale jahA~-jahA~, jaba-jaba viSaya se saMbaMdhita doSa hue haiM, una sabhI doSoM ko AtmabhAva meM rahakara, jAgRtipUrvaka dekhakara usakA yathArtha pratikramaNa karanA hotA hai, taba jAkara una doSoM se 11

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mukti milatI hai| pUre dina meM hue thor3e se bhI vicAra doSa yA dRSTi doSa kA pratikramaNa karake tathA una doSoM kA, viSaya ke svarUpa kA, usake pariNAmoM kA, usake prati jAgRti kA, upAyoM kA pRthakkaraNa sAmAyika meM hotA hai| vAstava meM to viSaya doSoM kA pratikramaNa 'zUTa oNna sAITa' karanA hI caahie| phira bhI agara ajAgRti se chUTa gayA ho yA phira jaldI meM adhUrA huA ho, to phira jaba sAmAyika meM sthiratApUrvaka saMpUrNata: gaharAI se 'enailisisa' hotA hai, taba jAkara ve doSa dhulate haiN| ___ jaba viSaya kI gA~The phUTatI rahatI ho, citta viSaya meM hI khoyA rahatA ho, bAhya saMyoga bhI vikAra ko uttejita karanevAle mileM, aise samaya meM kaI bAra zrutajJAna bhI kAma meM nahIM AtA, vahA~ para to taba 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa pratyakSa meM hI ulajhanoM kI AlocanA kareM, pratikramaNa kareM, pratyAkhyAna kareM tabhI hala AtA hai! viSaya roga pUrI taraha se kapaTa ke AdhAra para hI TikA huA hai aura kapaTa kisI ko batA diyA jAe to viSaya nirAdhAra bana jAtA hai! nirAdhAra viSaya phira kitanA khIMca sakegA? viSaya ko nirmala karane ke lie 'yaha' sabase bar3I, mUla aura ati mahatvapUrNa bAta hai| viSaya se saMbaMdhita bhale hI kitanA bhI bhayaMkara doSa ho gayA ho, lekina agara usakI 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa AlocanA kI jAe to doSa se chUTA jA sakatA hai! kyoMki isameM pichale gunAha nahIM dekhe jAte, usakA nizcaya dekhA jAtA hai! viSaya meM se chUTane kI jo tamannA jAgRta hotI hai, vaha agara TheTha taka Tike to vaha tamannA hI viSaya se mukta karavAtI hai| akhaMDa brahmacarya pAlana karane kA dhyeya, usameM brahmacarya kI AvazyakatA, brahmacarya kI siddhi ke pariNAma svarUpa prApta honevAlI Atmasiddhi kI parAkASThA, AtmA kA spaSTa anubhava, Atma sukha kA spaSTa vedana ityAdi kI niraMtara ciMtavanA viSaya kI bhrAMta mAnyatAoM se mukta karavAkara sahI darzana phiTa karavAtA hai| aisI ciMtavanavAlI sAmAyika bAra-bAra karanI caahie| usase hara bAra nayA-nayA darzana hotA rahegA aura pariNAmataH dhyeya svarUpa huA jA skegaa| khuda kA svarUpa zuddhAtmA hai ki jo sUkSmatama hai aura viSaya mAtra 12

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sthUla hai| sthUla ko sUkSma kaise bhoga sakegA? yaha to ahaMkAra se viSaya bhogatA hai aura AropaNa AtmA para jAtA hai! kaisI bhrAMti! 'AtmA sUkSmatama hai aura viSaya sthUla haiN| sUkSmatama AtmA sthUla ko kaise bhoga sakatA hai?' 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke isa vaijJAnika vAkya ko, khuda ke sUkSmatama svarUpa meM hI niraMtara anubhavapUrvaka rahanevAlI dazA meM pahu~ce binA upayoga karane lage to sone kI kaTAra peTa meM bhoMkane jaisI dazA hogI! isa vAkya kA upayoga unhIM ke lie hai jo jAgRti kI parama sImA taka pahu~ca cuke hoN| aura aisI jAgRti taka pahu~ce hue ko sthUla aura sUkSma viSaya to khatma hI ho cuke hote haiM! viSayoM se bAhara nikale binA yadi isa vAkya ko khuda 'eDajasTa' kara le, usakA jokhima to 'khuda viSaya se jakar3A huA hai aura usase chUTanA cAhatA hai' aisA svIkAra karanevAloM se bhI bahuta hI jyAdA hai| ___ 'akrama vijJAna' se jo jAgRti utpanna hotI hai, usakI sahAyatA se viSaya saMpUrNa rUpa se jItA jA sakatA hai| isa vijJAna se, viSaya kA vicAra taka nahIM Ae, viSaya meM citta bhI na jAe, usa hada taka kI zuddhi ho sakatI hai| usameM 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI kRpA to hai hI aura usameM bhI vizeSavizeSa kRpA hI bahuta-bahuta bar3I bhUmikA nibhAtI hai| sAdhaka kA to isameM aisA hI dRr3ha nizcaya cAhie ki viSaya se chUTanA hI hai| bAkI to 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke vacanabala tathA 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI vizeSa kRpA se isa kAla meM bhI akhaMDa zuddha brahmacarya kA pAlana kiyA jA sakatA hai! aba aMta meM, 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI yaha zIla saMbaMdhita vANI alagaalaga nimittAdhIna, alaga-alaga kSetroM meM, saMyogAdhIna nikalI hai| usa sArI vANI ko eka sAtha saMkalita karake yaha 'samajha se prApta brahmacarya' graMtha banA hai| isa dUSamakAla ke vikarAla mahA-mahA mohanIya vAtAvaraNa meM brahmacarya' se saMbaMdhita adbhuta vijJAna jagat ko denA, vaha sone kI kaTAra jaisA sAdhana hai aura usakA sadupayoga aMta meM Atma kalyANakArI bana sakatA hai, aisA hai| pAThaka ko to vinamra nivedana itanA hI karanA hai ki saMkalana meM kisI bhI prakAra kI bhAsyamAna kSatiyoM ke lie kSamA karake isa adbhuta graMtha kA samyaka ArAdhana kareM! - DaoN nIrU bahana amIna ke jaya saccidAnaMda 13

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upodghAta khaMDa - 1 viSaya kA svarUpa, jJAnI kI dRSTi se 1. vizleSaNa, viSaya ke svarUpa kA viSaya kise kahate haiM? jisa cIz2a meM lubdha ho jAe~, usI ko viSaya kahate haiN| anya sabakucha z2arUrateM kahalAtI hai| khAnA-pInA, vaha viSaya nahIM hai| viSaya ke kIcar3a meM kyoM par3atA hai, vahI samajha meM nahIM aataa| pA~ca indriyoM ke kIcar3a meM manuSya jo ki aizvarya prAptivAlA Izvara kahalAtA hai, vaha kyoM par3A huA hai?! jAnavara bhI ise pasaMda nahIM krte| / bhagavAna mahAvIra ne isa kAla ke manuSyoM ko brahmacarya nAmaka yaha pA~cavA mahAvrata kyoM diyA? kyoMki isa kAla ke loga viSaya kA itanA bhArI AvaraNa lekara Ae haiM ki unheM isakI abhAnatA meM se bAhara nikAlakara mokSa meM le jAne ke lie, yaha pA~cavA mahAvrata diyA! viSaya, vaha vikRti hai! mana ko bahalAne kA sAdhana banAyA hai! pUre dina dhUpa se tapta bhaiMseM gaMde kIcar3a meM kyoM par3I rahatI haiM ? ThaMDaka kI lAlaca meM durgaMdha ko bhUla jAtI haiM ! usI taraha Aja ke manuSya dina bhara kI bhAgadaur3a kI thakAna se taMga Akara, naukarI-vyApAra yA ghara ke Tenzana meM, atyaMta mAnasika tanAva bhugatate hue, aMtaradAha meM se DAivarTa hone ke lie viSaya ke kIcar3a meM kUda jAte haiM aura usake pariNAma bhUla jAte haiM! viSaya bhogane ke bAda acche se acchA zUravIra murde jaisA ho jAtA hai| kyA pAyA usameM se? viSaya z2ahara hai, aisA jAnane ke bAda phira kyA koI use chUegA? jagat meM bhaya rakhane jaisA yadi kucha ho to vaha, yaha viSaya hI hai! ina sA~pa, bicchU, bAgha aura zera se kaise ghabarAte haiM ? viSaya to unase bhI adhika viSamaya hai| jisakA bhaya rakhanA hai usI ko loga parama sukha mAnakara bhogate haiM! viparIta mati kI paridhi kyA? 14

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anaMta janmoM kI kamAI kA ucca upAdAna lekara AtA hai, mokSa ke lie, aura viSaya ke pIche use kSaNabhara meM hI kho detA hai!! arere! he mAnava! terI samajha kaise AvRta ho gaI?! manuSya nirAlaMba nahIM raha sktaa| nirAlaMba to sirpha jJAnIpuruSa hI raha sakate haiM ! unake alAvA bAkI loga buddhi ke Azaya meM strI, putrAdi ke TenDara bharakara hI lAte haiM, jisase unake binA unheM nahIM cltaa| mA~gI thI sirpha strI, lekina sAtha-sAtha A gae sAsa, sasura, sAlA, sAlI, mamere sasura, cacere ssur| bar3A laMgara laga gayA! 'are, maiMne to eka strI hI mA~gI thI aura yaha lazkara kahA~ se A gayA?!' 'are, strI kahIM Upara se Tapakakara AtI hai| vaha AegI to sAtha-sAtha yaha lazkara AegA hI na! tujhe kyA patA nahIM thA?' isI ko kahate haiM abhAnatA! pariNAma kA vicAra hI nahIM AtA ki eka viSaya ke pIche kitane laMbe lazkara kI lAina laga jAtI hai!! are, ghAnI ke baila kI taraha pUrI jiMdagI bIta jAtI hai usake pIche! kisI ne sahI bAta sikhAI hI nhiiN| bacapana se hI mA~-bApa yA bujurga dimAg2a meM DAlate rahate haiM ki bahU to aisI lAe~ge aura zAdI kie binA to calegA hI nahIM aura vaMza to calatA hI rahanA caahie| Atmasukha cakhane ke bAda viSayasukha phIke lagate haiM, jalebI khAne ke bAda cAya kaisI lagatI hai? jIbha kA viSaya 'o ke' kara sakate haiM, lekina bAkI saba meM to kucha barakata hai hI nhiiN| mAtra kalpanAe~ hI haiM sArI! ghRNA upajAe, aisI cIz2a hai viSaya! ___ pA~coM indriya meM se kisI ko bhI viSaya bhoganA acchA nahIM lgtaa| A~khoM ko dekhanA acchA nahIM lagatA, isalie aMdherA kara dete haiN| nAka ko bhI bilkula acchA nahIM lgtaa| jIbha kI to bAta hI kyA karanI? balki ulTI ho jAe, aisA hotA hai| sparza karanA bhI acchA nahIM lagatA, phira bhI sparza sukha mAnate haiM! kisI ko bhI acchA nahIM lagatA phira bhI kisa AdhAra para viSaya bhogate haiM, vahI Azcarya hai na?! lokasaMjJA se hI isameM par3e haiM! 15

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viSaya, vaha to saMDAsa hai, galana (DiscArja honA, khAlI honA) hai! isameM bhI tanmayAkAra ho jAtA hai isalie usameM se nae kaoNz2ez2a Dalate haiM! yadi viSaya kA pRthakkaraNa kare to vaha dAda ko khujalAne jaisA hai! are re! anaMta janmoM se yahI kiyA?!! isa gaTara ko kaise kholA jA sakatA hai? nirI durgaMdha, durgaMdha aura durgaMdha!! zrImada rAjacaMdra ne viSaya ko, 'vamana karane yogya jagaha bhI nahIM hai,' aisA kahA hai! 'thUkane jaisA bhI nahIM hai vahA~!' viSaya buddhi kI vajaha se nahIM hai, mana kI aiMThana kI vajaha se hai, isalie buddhi se use dUra kiyA jA sakatA hai| ___ pyAja kI gaMdha kise AtI hai? jo nahIM khAtA ho, use! jisa taraha AhArI AhAra karatA hai, usI taraha viSayI viSaya karatA hai! lekina vaha lakSya meM rahanA cAhie na? lekina ajJAnatA ke AvaraNa kI vajaha se lakSya meM nahIM raha paataa| cAra dina kA bhUkhA bAsI gaMdI roTI bhI khA jAtA hai! Ajakala ke loga to itane badabUdAra hote haiM ki yadi z2arA bhI naz2adIka A jAe~ to apanA sira phaTa jaae| tabhI to ye saba paraphyUmsa chir3akate rahate haiM, caubIsoM ghaMTe! viSaya meM sukha hotA to cakravartI rAjA itanI sArI rAniyA~ hone ke bAvajUda sabakucha chor3akara sacce sukha kI talAza meM nikala nahIM par3ate ! ___jIvana kisalie hai ? saMsAra basAkara marane ke lie?! sukha ke lie yA z2immedAriyA~ khar3I karake bImAriyoM ko nyautA dene ke lie? itane par3helikhe lekina par3hAI kA upayoga kyA hai? menTenansa ke lie hI na? isa injana se kauna sA kAma karavA lenA hai? kucha hetu to honA cAhie na? isa manuSya janma kA hetu kyA hai? mokSa! lekina apanI dizA kauna sI aura cala rahe hai kahA~?!! coTa lagI ho aura khUna baha rahA ho to hama use baMda kyoM karate haiM ? baMda nahIM kareMge to? taba to vIkanesa A jAegI ! usI taraha yaha viSaya baMda nahIM hone se zarIra meM bahuta vIkanesa A jAtI hai! brahmacarya ko pudgalasAra (jo pUraNa aura galana hotA hai) kahA gayA hai! isalie use 16

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saMbhAlo! isalie bacata karo, vIrya aura lakSmI kI! bhojana khAkara usakA arka banakara usase vIrya banatA hai, jo abrahmacarya se khatma ho jAtA hai| isalie brahmacarya kA sevana karo! jisa brahmacarya se mokSa ho, vaha kAma kaa| yaha akrama vijJAna vivAhita logoM ko bhI mokSa meM le jA sakatA hai, aisA hai! jise pahale se hI brahmacarya pAlana karane kI bhAvanA ho, use dAdA se zakti mA~ganI cAhie, 'he dAdA bhagavAna, mujhe brahmacarya pAlana karane kI zakti diijie|' viSaya kA vicAra Ate hI, tatkSaNa hI use ukhAr3akara pheMka denA caahie| kisI bhI strI ke prati dRSTi nahIM gdd'aanaa| dRSTi AkRSTa ho jAe to turaMta hI haTA lenI cAhie aura zUTa oNna sAiTa pratikramaNa kara lenA caahie| viSaya cAhie hI nahIM, niraMtara aisA nizcaya rahanA cAhie aura prakhara Atmastha jJAnIpuruSa kI nizrA meM rahakara usameM se chUTA jA sakatA hai! harahAe pazu kI taraha jIne ke bajAya to eka kIle se baMdhanA acchaa| jagaha-jagaha dRSTi nahIM bigar3anI caahie| strI, vaha puruSa kA saMDAsa hai aura puruSa, vaha strI kA saMDAsa hai| saMDAsa meM kyA moha rakhanA? brahmacarya kA nizcaya karate-karate apane Apako khUba parakhakara dekhanA par3atA hai| kasauTI para rakhanA par3atA hai| yadi nahIM ho pAe, aisA ho to zAdI karanA uttama hai, lekina bAda meM bhI kaMTrolapUrvaka honA caahie| brahmacarya Atmasukha prApti meM kaise madada karatA hai? bahuta madada karatA hai| abrahmacarya se to dehabala, manobala, buddhibala, ahaMkArabala sabhI kucha khatma ho jAtA hai ! jabaki brahmacarya se pUrA aMta:karaNa sudRr3ha ho jAtA brahmacarya pAlana ho sake to uttama hai aura nahIM ho sake to agara sirpha itanA jAna le ki abrahmacarya galata hai, to bhI bahuta ho gyaa| brahmacarya mahAvrata baratA use kahate haiM ki jaba viSaya yAda taka nahIM Ae, brahmacarya yA abrahmacarya kA abhiprAya nahIM rahe, taba vaha vrata baratA kahA jAtA hai| 17

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bAkI, AtmA to sadA brahmacaryavAlA hI hai| AtmA ne viSaya kabhI bhogA hI nhiiN| AtmA sUkSmatama hai aura viSaya sthUla hai| isalie sthUla ko sUkSma bhoga hI nahIM sakatA! parama pUjya dAdAzrI kahate haiM ki, 'isa jJAna ke bAda mujhe kabhI viSaya kA vicAra taka nahIM AyA!' tabhI to aisI viSaya roga ko ukhAr3akara khatma kara denevAlI vANI nikalI hai! 2. vikAroM se vimukti kI rAha akrama mArga meM vikArI pada hai hI nhiiN| jaise pulisavAlA pakar3akara karavAe, usa taraha kA hotA hai| svataMtra marjI se nahIM hotaa| jahA~ viSaya hai, vahA~ para dharma nahIM hai| nirvikAra rahe, vahIM para dharma hai! kisI bhI dharma ne vikAra ko svIkAra nahIM kiyA hai| hA~, koI vAma mArgI ho sakatA brahmacarya, vaha to pichale janma kI bhAvanA ke pariNAma svarUpa kisI mahA-mahA puNyazAlI mahAtmA ko prApta hotA hai| bAkI sAmAnyataH to jagaha-jagaha abrahmacarya hI dekhane milatA hai! jise bhautika sukhoM kI vAMchanA hai, use to zAdI kara hI lenI cAhie aura jise bhautika nahIM lekina sanAtana sukha hI cAhie, use zAdI nahIM karanI caahie| use manavacana-kAyA se brahmacarya pAlana karanA caahie| bhagavAna ko prApta karane ke lie vikAramukta honA par3egA aura vikAramakta hone ke lie kyA saMsAramukta honA par3egA? nhiiN| mana to, agara jaMgala meM jAe~ to bhI sAtha meM hI jAegA! kyA vaha chor3anevAlA hai? yadi jJAnIpuruSa mila jAe~ to AsAnI se nirvikAra rahA jA sakatA hai| tRSNA, use kahate haiM ki jo bhogane se bar3hatI hI jAe aura nahIM bhogane se miTa jAe! isIlie brahmacarya kI khoja huI hai na, vikAroM se mukta hone ke lie! viSayI kauna hai? indriyA~ yA aMta:karaNa? bhaiMsa kauna aura caravAhA kauna? sAmAnyataH indriyoM kA doSa mAnA jAtA hai! nasabaMdI karavAne se kahIM viSaya chUTatA hai? terI nIyata kaisI hai viSaya meM? cora nIyata kI 18

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vajaha se hI viSaya TikA huA hai| jJAna se sabakucha calA jAegA! viSaya kA vicAra taka nahIM rahegA! mana kA svabhAva kaisA hai? sAla, do sAla kisI cIz2a se alaga rahe ki vaha cIz2a vismRta ho jAtI hai, hamezA ke lie! vAma mArgI kyA sikhAte haiM ki jisa cIz2a ko eka bAra jI bharakara bhoga lene para hI usase chUTA jA sakatA hai| viSaya ke bAre meM to balki aura z2yAdA sulagatA jAtA hai| zarAba se saMtuSTa hokara kyA usase chUTA jA sakatA hai? viSaya ke bAre meM agara kaMTrola karane jAe to vaha aura z2yAdA uchalatA hai| mana ko khuda kaMTrola karane jAegA to nahIM ho sktaa| kaMTrolara jJAnI hone caahie| sacamuca to mana ko rokanA nahIM hai| mana ke kAraNoM ko rokanA hai| mana to khuda hI eka pariNAma hai| use badalA nahIM jA sktaa| kAraNa badale jA sakate haiN| kauna se kAraNa se mana viSaya meM cipakA hai, use DhU~Dhakara usase chUTA jA sakatA hai| jJAnI cIz2oM ko vAsanA nahIM kahate, rasa(ruci) ko vAsanA kahate haiN| AtmajJAna ke bAda vAsanAe~ calI jAtI haiN| strI se saMbaMdhita vAsanAe~ kyoM nahIM jAtIM? jaba taka 'maiM puruSa hU~' aura 'vaha strI hai', aisI mAnyatA hai, taba taka vAsanAe~ haiN| vaha mAnyatA agara nikala jAe to vAsanA ko jAnA hI par3egA! vaha mAnyatA jAegI kaise? jise vAsanAe~ haiM, usase Apa khuda alaga hI ho, khuda kauna hai, jaba yaha jJAna ho jAegA, bhAna ho jAegA, tabhI vaha chUTa skegaa| aura jJAnI kI kRpA se jJAna ho sakatA hai! 3. mAhAtmya brahmacarya kA brahmacarya pAlana nahIM kiyA jA sake to koI bAta nahIM, lekina usake virodhI to bananA hI nahIM caahie| adhyAtma mArga meM brahmacarya, vaha sabase bar3A evaM sabase pavitra sAdhana hai! nAsamajhI se abrahmacarya TikA huA hai| jJAnI kI samajha se samajha lene para vaha ruka jAtA hai| vyavahAra meM bhI mana-vANI aura deha naoNrmeliTI meM raheM, usake lie brahmacarya ko 19

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Avazyaka kahA gayA hai| Ayurveda bhI aisA hI sUcita karatA hai! cha: mahIne hI yadi mana-vacana aura kAyA se brahmacarya pAlana kare to manobala, vacanabala evaM deha meM bhI z2abaradasta badalAva ho jAte haiM! abrahmacarya se bahuta sAre roga utpanna hote haiN| usameM to mana aura cita phraikcara ho jAte haiM! kaI mAnasazAstrI kahate haiM ki viSaya baMda ho hI nahIM sktaa| aMta taka! lekina dAdAzrI kyA kahate haiM, ki viSaya ke abhiprAya badala jAe~ to phira viSaya rahatA hI nhiiN| jaba taka abhiprAya nahIM badala jAte, taba taka vIrya kA Urdhvagamana hotA hI nahIM hai| akramamArga meM to DAyarekTa AtmajJAna prApta hotA hai, vahI Urdhvagamana hai! jJAnIpuruSa saMpUrNa nirviSayI ho cuke hote haiM, isalie unameM z2abaradasta vacanabala prakaTa ho cukA hotA hai, jo viSaya kA virecana karavA detA hai| jo viSaya kA virecana nahIM karavAe~, to vaha 'jJAnIpuruSa' hai hI nhiiN| sAmanevAle kI icchA honI caahie| khaMDa - 2 'zAdI nahIM karane' ke nizcayavAloM ke lie rAha 1. kisa samajha se viSaya meM se chUTA jA sakatA hai? akrama vijJAna thoDe hI samaya meM brahmacarya meM sepha sAiDa karavA detA hai| kauna se janma meM abrahmacarya kA anubhava nahIM kiyA hai ? kuttA, billI, pazu, pakSI, manuSya, sabhI ne kaba nahIM kiyA? sirpha isa eka janma meM brahmacarya kA anubhava to karake dekho! usakI khumArI, usakI muktatA, nirbojhatA mahasUsa to karake dekho! brahmacarya kA nizcaya honA, vahI bahuta bar3I cIz2a hai! brahmacarya ke dRr3ha nizcayI kA duniyA meM koI nAma denevAlA nahIM hai! brahmacarya kA nizcaya dekhA dekhI, joza meM Akara yA Dara ke mAre hogA to usameM dama nahIM hogA! vaha kabhI bhI phisalAkara girA sakatA hai| samajha se aura mokSa ke dhyeya ke lie karanA hai aura usa nizcaya ko 20

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bAra-bAra maz2abUta karanA hai aura jJAnI ke pAsa jAkara nizcaya maz2abUta karavA lenA cAhie aura bAra-bAra bolanA, 'he dAdA bhagavAna, maiM brahmacarya pAlana karane kA nizcaya maz2abUta kara rahA huuN| mujhe nizcaya maz2abUta karane kI zakti diijie'| to vaha milegI hii| jisakA nizcaya nahIM DigatA, usakA nizcaya saphala hotA hI hai aura nizcaya DagamagAyA ki sabhI bhUta ghusa jAte haiM! __ brahmacarya kA dRr3ha nizcaya dhAraNa hone ke bAda sAdhaka ko bAra-bAra eka prazna satAtA rahatA hai ki aMdara viSaya ke vicAra to A rahe haiN| usake lie dAdAzrI mArga batAte haiM ki viSaya ke vicAra Ae~, usameM harja nahIM hai lekina jo vicAra Ate haiM, unheM dekhate raho lekina 'tuma' unake amala meM ekAkAra mata ho jaanaa| vaha kahe 'hastAkSara karo!' to bhI tuma sTroMgalI manA kara denA! aura use dekhate hI rhnaa| yaha hai mokSa kA cauthA staMbha, tapa aura phira usake pratikramaNa krvaanaa| mana-vacana-kAyA se jo jo vikArI doSoM, icchAe~, ceSTAe~, vagairaha, una sabhI doSoM kA pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| agara viSaya ke vicAra se mukta ho jAe to kaisA AnaMdaAnaMda ho jAtA hai| to phira yadi usase hamezA ke lie mukta ho jAegA to kitanA AnaMda rahegA? abrahmacarya ke vicAroM ke sAmane jJAnI se brahmacarya kI zaktiyA~ mA~gate rahane se do-pA~ca sAla meM vaise udaya A jaaeNge| jisane abrahmacarya jIta liyA usane pUrI duniyA jIta lI! usa para sabhI devI-devatA bahuta khuza rahate haiM! viSaya ke vicAra Ae~ to, unheM do pattiyA~ nikalane se pahale hI ukhAr3akara pheMka do! phUTane ke bAda vicAra koMpala se Age, do pattiyoM taka khila nahIM jAne caahie| vahIM para turaMta hI ukhAr3akara pheMka dene par3eMge, tabhI chUTA jA sakegA! aura yadi vaha uga gayA to vaha apanA asara dikhAe bagaira jAegA hI nahIM! viSaya kI do sttej| eka cArja aura dUsarA ddiscaarj| cArja bIja ko dho denA hai| rAste para nikale aura 'sIna sInarI' Ae ki dRSTi AkRSTa hue binA nahIM rhtii| vahA~ dRSTi gar3Ae~ge tabhI dRSTi bigar3egI na? isalie nIcA

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dekhakara hI clnaa| isake bAvajUda yadi dRSTi gar3a jAe to turaMta hI dRSTi phera lenI cAhie aura turaMta hI pratikramaNa kara lenA cAhie, vaha mata cuuknaa| sabhI striyA~ kahIM AkarSita nahIM krtiiN| jisake sAtha hisAba baMdhA huA ho, vahI AkarSita karatI hai| isalie use ukhAr3akara pheMka do| kucha se to, jaba sau-sau bAra pratikramaNa kie jAe~, taba chUTa paaeNge| pratikramaNa karane ke bAvajUda bhI yadi dRSTi z2yAdA bigar3e to phira upavAsa yA aisA koI daMDa lenA caahie| jisase karma na bNdhe| sAmAnya bhAva se hI dekhanA caahie| cehare ko ekaTaka nahIM dekhanA caahie| tabhI to zAstroM meM brahmacarya pAlana karanevAle ko strI kI phoTo yA mUrti taka bhI dekhane se manA kiyA gayA hai! dehanidrA A jAegI to calegA lekina bhAvanidrA nahIM AnI caahie| agara Trena sAmane se A rahI ho to vahA~ para kyA koI sotA rahegA? Trena to mAregI eka hI janma, lekina bhAvanidrA mAra degI anaMta janmoM taka! jahA~ bhAvanidrA AegI, vahA~ vaha cipkegaa| jahA~ bhAvanidrA Ae, taba usI vyakti ke zuddhAtmA se brahmacarya pAlana karane kI zakti mA~ganA ki, 'he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna, mujhe pUre jagat ke prati brahmacarya pAlana karane kI zakti diijie|' jahA~ mIThA lagatA hai, vahA~ bhale hI kitanI bhI jAgRti rakhane jAe, lekina jaba karma kA dhakkA AtA hai, to vahA~ sabakucha bhulA detA hai! jahA~ galagaliyA (vRttiyoM ko gudagudI honA, mana meM mIThA laganA) huA ki turaMta hI samajha jAnA ki yahA~ pha~sAva hogaa| jise sirpha AtmA hI cAhie, use phira viSaya kaise ho sakatA hai? apanI mA~ para, bahana para dRSTi kyoM nahIM bigar3atI? vaha bhI strI hI hai na? lekina vahA~ bhAva nahIM kiyA hai, islie| zrImada rAjacaMdra jI ne brahmacarya ke bAre meM bahuta hI suMdara khalAsA kiyA hai, padya meN| strI ko kASTha kI putalI maano| viSaya jItane se pUre jagat kA sAmrAjya jItA jA sakatA hai| brahmacarya hI AtmajJAna ke lie pAtratA lAtA hai| 22

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isa janma meM akramajJAna dvArA viSayabIja se bilkula nirgratha huA jA sakatA hai? dAdAzrI kahate haiM ki 'hA~, ho sakatA hai|' viSaya kA z2arA sA bhI dhyAna kiyA ki pUrA jJAna bhraSTa ho jAtA I mana-vacana-kAyA se jo brahmacarya pAlana karatA hai, vaha zIlavAna kahalAtA hai| usake kaSAya bhI bahuta hI kSINa ho cuke hote haiM / hameM brahmacarya kA bala rakhanA hai / viSaya kI gA~Tha kA chedana apane Apa hI hotA rhegaa| 2. dRSTi ukhar3e, 'thrI viz2ana' se caTanI dekhanA acchA lagatA hai ? khUna, mAMsa dekhanA acchA lagatA hai? caTanI hare khUna kI aura mAMsa vagairaha lAla khUna kA ! DhakA huA mAMsa galatI se khA leM, aisA ho bhI sakatA hai, lekina khulA ? ! usI taraha yaha deha jo hai, vaha rezamI cAdara se lapeTA huA hAr3a-mAMsa hI hai na ? buddhi bAhara kI suMdaratA hI dikhAtI hai jabaki jJAna ArapAra, sIdhA hI dekhatA hai| isa ArapAra dRSTi ko vikasita karane ke lie pUjya dAdAzrI ne thrI viz2ana kA adbhuta hathiyAra diyA hai| pahale viz2ana meM suMdara strI nekeDa dikhatI hai / dUsare viz2ana meM strI bagaira camar3I kI dikhatI hai| tIsare viz2ana meM peTa cIrA huA ho aura usameM A~teM, mala, mAMsa vagairaha saba dikhatA hai / sArI gaMdagI dikhatI hai / phira viSaya utpanna hogA hI nahIM na ? aMta meM AtmA dikhatA hai / jisa rAste dvArA dAdAzrI pAra nikala gae, viSaya jItane kA vahI rAstA ve hameM dikhAte haiM ! kRpAludeva ne kahA hai ki, 'dekhata bhUlI Tale to sabhI duHkhoM kA kSaya hogA / ' suMdara strI ko dekhakara kisI puruSa ko kharAba bhAva ho jAe~ to usameM doSa kisakA? kyA strI kA doSa kahalAegA ? nahIM, isameM strI kA z2arA sA bhI doSa nahIM hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra kA lAvaNya dekhakara kaI striyoM ko moha utpanna hotA thA / lekina bhagavAna ko kucha nahIM chUtA thA ! striyoM ke upayoga para bahuta nirbhara karatA hai| striyoM ko aise kapar3e, gahane yA meka-apa nahIM karane cAhie ki jise dekhane se puruSoM ko moha utpanna 23

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ho| apanA bhAva cokhA honA cAhie to kucha bigar3a sake, aisA nahIM hai| bhagavAna ko keza luMcana kyoM karanA par3A? isI vajaha se ki striyA~ unake rUpa ko dekhakara mohita na ho jAe~! pahale ke jamAne meM mAna meM, kIrti meM, paise meM, sabhI meM moha bikharA huA thaa| abhI to sArA moha viSaya meM hI rahatA hai! phira kyA kahA jA sakatA hai? ekAvatArI bananA ho to viSayamukta honA hI pdd'egaa| zUTa oNna sAiTa pratikramaNa karake chUTA jA sakatA hai| aMdara ruci kA bIja par3A huA hai, vaha dhIre-dhIre pakar3a meM AtA hai aura usase chUTA jA sakatA hai| ruci kI gA~Tha anaMta janmoM se aMdara par3I huI hai, jo ki kusaMga milate hI phUTa nikalatI hai| isalie brahmacAriyoM kA saMga ati-ati Avazyaka brahmacarya ke lie saMgabala kI AvazyakatA hai| kitanA bhI sTroMga nizcaya ho lekina kusaMga use tor3a detA hai! kusaMga yA satsaMga manuSya meM parivartana lA sakatA hai! 3. dRr3ha nizcaya pahu~cAe pAra nizcaya kise kahate haiM ki bhale hI kaisA bhI lazkara Ae phira bhI usa para dhyAna na deN| nizcaya DagamagAe hI nhiiN| bhAva aura nizcaya meM pharka hai| bhAva meM se abhAva ho sakatA hai lekina nizcaya nahIM badala sktaa| abhI jo brahmacarya pAlana kara rahe haiM, vaha pUrva janma meM kie hue nizcaya opana ho rahe haiN| jisa-jisa cIz2a kA nizcaya kiyA hai, vaha prApta hogA hii| nizcaya agara DhIlA ho to TAimiMga badala jAtA hai| nizcaya kA skrU dina-rAta TAiTa karate hI rahanA hai| eka bAra yadi nizcaya TUTa gayA to phira khatma ho jAtA hai| apane nizcaya ko tor3atA kauna hai? apanA hI ahNkaar| mUrchita ahNkaar| eka hI sTroMga abhiprAya rahanA caahie| usameM chUTa nahIM clegii| nizcaya sTroMga rakhane ke lie itanA sa~bhAla lo| eka to kisI ke sAmane dRSTi nahIM gar3AnI cAhie, thrI viz2ana kA turaMta istemAla honA cAhie aura strI kA sparza nahIM honA caahie| strI sparza z2aharIlA hotA hai| agara 24

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chU liyA ho to ve paramANu pUrI rAta sone nahIM dete| jaba puNya Dhalane lageM to brahmacarya ko DigA sakate haiM, vahA~ agara nizcaya sTroMga rahegA to sirpha vahI bacA skegaa| jise pUrva meM sTroMga bhAvanA huI ho usakA isa janma meM sTroMga nizcaya rahatA hai aura jo DagamagAe usane, pUrva meM bhAvanA kI hI nahIM thii| yaha to dekhA dekhI se huA hai| usameM bahuta barakata nahIM aatii| usase to zAdI kara lenA acchaa| Dagamaga nizcayavAle se brahmacarya pAlana nahIM ho sktaa| vrata bhI nahIM lenA caahie| vaha phira TikatA nahIM hai| brahmacarya meM apavAda nahIM rakhA jA sktaa| sTImara meM apavAda ke rUpa meM cheda rakha sakate haiM? pola mAranevAle (gar3abar3a karanevAle, insansiyara) mana ko kaise rokA jA sakatA hai ? nizcaya se| hara eka kArya meM nizcaya hI mukhya hai| AtmA prApta hone ke bAda ekAkAra hokara ahaMkAra se nizcaya nahIM karanA hai lekina alaga rahakara mizracetana se nizcaya karavAnA hai! kabhI kabhAra hI slipa ho gae to? eka hI bAra nadI meM DUba jAe to?! zAstrakAroM ne eka bAra ke abrahmacarya ko maraNa kahA hai| maranA behatara hai lekina abrahmacarya maraNa tulya mAnA jAtA hai| __ jaba karmoM kA phorsa Ae, taba AtmA ke guNoM ke vAkya jora se bolakara jAgRti meM A jAnA, vaha parAkrama kahalAtA hai| svavIrya ko sphurAyamAna karanA, use parAkrama kahate haiN| parAkrama se pahu~canevAle ko vApasa mor3ane kI tAqata kisI meM nahIM hai| nizcaya ke prati sinsiyara rahe to pAra utara sakate haiN| hara roz2a subaha meM taya kara lenA ki 'isa jagat kI koI bhI vinAzI cIz2a mujhe nahIM caahie|' phira usake prati sinsiyara rahanA hai| jitanA sinsiyara, utanI hI jAgRti! ise sUtra ke rUpa meM pakar3a lenaa| sinsiyAriTI to TheTha mokSa le jAtI hai| sinsiyAriTI kA phala morAliTI meM A jAtA hai| jo saMpUrNa rUpa se morala ho gayA, vaha paramAtmA bnegaa| ___'rija paoNinTa' matalaba (jhoMpar3I ke) chappara kA saba se U~cA paoNinTa! javAnI kA 'rija paoNinTa' hotA hai, vaha guz2ara gayA to jIta gyaa| utanA hI paoNinTa saMbhAla lenA caahie| 25

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brahmacarya ke lie ApakI dRr3ha pratijJA honI caahie| itanA hI nahIM lekina pratijJA pyora, binA lAlaca kI, binA ghar3abhAMja (bAra-bAra pratijJA karanA aura tor3anA,jor3anA aura tor3anA) vAlI honI caahie| jisakI nIyata cora hai, usakA nizcaya hai hI nhiiN| jahA~ kSatriyapanA hotA hai, vahA~ nIyata cora nahIM hotii| jaise viSa kI parakha nahIM karate haiM, vaise hI viSaya kI bhI parakha nahIM karanI caahie| use to ugate hI dabA denA caahie| udaya kise kahate haiM? saMDAsa lagI ho to koI cArA hai? vaisA hI udaya meM hotA hai| sTroMga nizcaya ho ki mujhe viSaya meM phisalanA hI nahIM hai, usake bAvajUda bhI agara phisala jAe to use udaya kahate haiN| sAvadhAnIpUrvaka rahanA hai, phira dikkata nahIM hogii| jo pAnI meM DUbane lage, vaha bacane ke lie kyA kucha nahIM karegA? vaisA hI brahmacarya ke lie honA caahie| dRr3ha nizcaya ke sAmane sabhI aMtarAya jhuka jAte haiM! brahmacarya pAlana karane kA nizcaya hone ke bAvajUda viSaya ke vicAra parezAna kareM taba sAdhaka ko kyA sAvadhAnI rakhanI cAhie? eka to ina vicAroM ko alaga rakhanA cAhie aura usameM tanmayAkAra nahIM honA cAhie, hastAkSara nahIM karanA caahie| yaha pichalA bharA huA mAla hai, jo ki phUTa rahA hai, aisA samajhakara parezAna mata honaa| usameM tanmayAkAra mata honaa| bar3A pratikramaNa kara lenaa| vicAra ghera leM to kyA dikkata hai? jo holI meM hAtha nahIM DAlatA vaha kyA jalegA? kitane bhI macchara maMDarAe~, lekina unheM ur3Ane meM dera kitanI? sirpha jAgate rahanA par3egA! jitanI judApanA kI jAgRti rahegI, utanA hI viSaya ko jItA jA sakegA! brahmacarya kI pustaka bahuta hI helpaphula rahegI aura use roz2a pddh'naa| 4. viSaya vicAra parezAna kareM taba... mana to pola mArane meM eksprtt| vahA~ bahuta jAgRti rakhakara jIta jAnA hai! jaba brahmacarya kI suMdara pariNatiyA~ rahane lageM, taba bhItara buddhi vakAlata kie binA rahatI hI nahIM ki viSaya meM kyA parezAnI hai? use 26

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to turaMta ukhAr3akara pheMka denaa| nahIM to vaha pola ArAma se zAdI karavA degI! mana jar3a hai| usake sAtha kuzalatA se kAma nikAla (nipaTArA) lenA caahie| jisa taraha choTe bacce ko laoNlI paoNpa dekara paTAkara mana cAhA karavA lete haiM, usI taraha mana ko bAra-bAra samajhA-paTAkara viSaya meM se brahmacarya kI ora mor3a lenA caahie| 5. nahIM calanA cAhie, mana ke kahe anusAra do roTI khAne kA niyama rakhA ho aura phira mana ke kahe anusAra caleM to niyama TUTa jAtA hai| mana to bahuta kahegA, 'khAo, khAo' lekina nhiiN| agara usakA mAna leM to phira mana DhIlA par3a jaaegaa| jo mana ke kahe anusAra calatA hai, usakA brahmacarya TikatA hI nhiiN| tabhI to kabIra sAhaba ne kahA hai, 'mana kA calatA tana cale tAkA sarvasva jaae|' mana ke kahe anusAra calanevAle kA bharosA nahIM kara skte| usakI laoN-buka hI alaga hotI hai| svacchaMda hotA hai| mana sAmAyika aura pratikramaNa nahIM karane detaa| pola mAratA hai| dhyeya ke anusAra calanA hai, mana ke kahe anusAra nahIM! mana kA aura dhyeya kA kyA lenaa-denaa| sTroMga nizcayavAlA mana kI nahIM suntaa| brahmacarya kA nizcaya ho lekina zAdI kA karma pIche par3e to? zAdI hI karavA degA na! vahA~ jJAna se hI samAdhAna hogaa| jJAna to acche-acche karmoM ko miTA de! brahmacarya pAlana karanevAle kA mAinDa vevarIMga ho to bhI usameM barakata nahIM aaegii| mana kA mAnanA hI nahIM caahie| apane abhiprAya ke anusAra calanA caahie| brahmacarya meM to choTe se choTe avarodhoM meM bhI jAgRti rakhanI caahie| vahA~ sTroMga rahanA caahie| vahA~ eka bhI pola nahIM clegii| varnA dhyeya ko ur3A degI! mana-buddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra sabhI dhyeya ke virodhI ho jAe~, phira bhI agara sTroMga rahe to sabhI ko ThaMDA honA pdd'egaa| lekina siddhAMta ko pakar3e rahane ke lie pahale se hI sajaga rahanA z2arUrI hai| hama cetana haiM aura mana jar3a, to mana kA kabhI sunanA cAhie? 27

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mana samAdhAna DhU~DhatA hai, isalie samAdhAnI vyavahAra rkhnaa| zAdI karane meM kyA nukasAna hai, bAra-bAra vaha btaanaa| mana kA svabhAva virodhAbhAsI hai| vaha brahmacarya ke sukha bhI ekasTrIma batAtA hai aura viSaya kA sukha bhI ekasTrIma batAtA hai| usakA koI niyama nahIM hai| vahA~ hameM apane siddhAMta ke anusAra mana ko mor3anA caahie| aura phira mana jiddI bhI nahIM hai| jaise mor3oge, vaise mur3a jAe, aisA hai| mana ke AdhAra para kiyA haA nizcaya aura jJAna ke AdhAra para kie hue nizcaya meM kyA farka hai? jJAna se kiyA huyA nizcaya bahuta suMdara hotA hai, mana ko jItane kI tamAma cAbiyA~ hotI haiM, nIMva bahuta maz2abUta hotI hai| vahA~ para mana kA nahIM cltaa| brahmacArI Aptaputra kaise hone cAhie? upadeza de sakeM yA na bhI de sakeM, usameM dikkata nahIM hai| lekina siddhAMta ko pakar3e rakhanA pdd'egaa| dUsarA, AptaputroM dvArA kisI ke sAtha kaSAya nahIM hone caahie| sabhI ke sAtha abhedatA rahanI caahie| sAmanevAlA bheda DAlatA rahe, taba bhI vaha abhedatA hI rkhe| 6. 'khuda' khuda ko DA~TanA 'hama' apane Apako hamezA hI pucakArate rahe haiN| bar3e se bar3I galatiyA~ kareM, to bhI Dhakate rahate haiM use! phira kyA dazA hogI?! kabhI 'hamane' apane Apako DA~TA hai? prakRti kI aTakaNa (jo baMdhanarUpa ho jAe, Age nahIM bar3hane de)ke rUpa meM hue viSaya doSoM ko nikAlanA ho to use kitanA hI ulAhanA denA par3atA hai ! rulAnA par3atA hai| alaga rahakara khuda hI khuda ko DA~Te to usakA rAha para A jAegA na?! 'hama' apane Apa ke sAtha eka rahakara yAnI eka hokara kAma kareMge to hameM bhI bhugatanA par3egA aura alaga rahakara kAma leMge to bhugatanA nahIM pdd'egaa| parama pUjya dAdAzrI ne khuda se alaga rahane ke lie bahuta hI suMdara alaga alaga prayoga batAe haiN| usameM bhI arIsA (darpaNa) sAmAyika yAnI ki arIse meM dekhakara apane Apa se bAtacIta karane kA prayoga, prakRti ko DA~TanA aadi| 28

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7. pachatAve sahita pratikramaNa eka bAra bIja par3a jAe to vaha rUpaka meM AegA hii| lekina usake jAma hone se pahale, marane se pahale kama jyAdA yA sApha ho sakatA hai| isalie dAdAzrI viSayadoSavAle ko ravivAra ko upavAsa karake, pUre dina pratikramaNa karake doSa ko dhote rahane kI AjJA dete the, tAki kama ho jAe! viSaya vikAra saMbaMdhita doSoM ke sAmAyika, pratikramaNa kaise karane haiM? sAmAyika meM baiThakara, abhI taka jo jo doSa hue haiM, unheM dekhanA hai, unakA pratikramaNa karanA hai aura bhaviSya meM galatI nahIM ho aisA nizcaya karanA hai! sAmAyika meM bAra-bAra vahI ke vahI doSa dikhate raheM to kyA karanA cAhie? jaba taka doSa dikhate raheM, taba taka pratikramaNa karate rahanA hai| usake lie kSamA mA~ganA, usake lie pazcAtApa karanA, bahuta bAra aisA karate rahane se viSaya kI gA~Tha vilIna hotI jaaegii| jo jo gA~The vilaya karanI hoM, ve isa taraha vilaya ho sakatI haiM! yahA~ para jo sAmAyika hotI haiM, usameM gA~TheM vilaya hotI haiN| viSaya meM sukha buddhi kise mahasUsa hotI hai? ahaMkAra ko| bArabAra vahI kI vahI cIz2a dI jAe to vApasa usI meM se duHkha buddhi khar3I hotI hai! isalie vaha pudgala hai, pUraNa (cArja honA, bharanA)-galana hai| viSaya kA sAinsa kyA hai? jisa taraha pina lohacuMbaka kI ora AkarSita hotI hai, usI taraha bhItara viSaya ke paramANuoM kA AkarSaNa sAmanevAle vyakti ke viSaya ke paramANuoM ke prati hotA hai| yaha sirpha paramANuoM kA hI AkarSaNa hai aura khuda to isase alaga, zuddhAtmA hI hai, yadi aisA lakSya meM rahe to kucha bhI nahIM chU sktaa| lekina ekz2ekTa aisI jAgRti kise raha sakatI hai? viSaya kI gA~Tha phUTe aura usameM ekAgratA ho jAe, to usI ko viSaya kahA gayA hai| yadi ekAgratA nahIM ho to use viSaya nahIM khte| jisakI yaha gA~Tha vilaya ho gaI, use phira pina aura lohacuMbaka kA saMbaMdha 29

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hI nahIM rhaa| viSaya sthUla svabhAvI hai aura AtmA sUkSma svabhAvI hai, aisI jAgRti rahatI nahIM hai na! usameM to jJAnI kA hI kAma hai| ye gA~TheM, ye to AvaraNa haiN| jaba taka ye gA~The haiM, taba taka AtmA kA svAda cakhane ko nahIM miltaa| jisake z2yAdA vicAra Ae~, jahA~ dRSTi adhika AkRSTa ho jAe, vahA~ para gA~Tha bar3I hai| dAdAzrI ne akrama mArga meM sAmAyika ko bahuta mahatva diyA hai| yahA~ para to AtmasvarUpa hokara doSoM ko dekhate rahanA hai| usase doSa vilaya hote haiM, yaha eka phAyadA aura dUsarA khuda jJAtA-dRSTA pada meM rahA, utanA AtmA meM rahane kA phala bhI milatA hai! AnaMda-AnaMda ho jAtA hai ! sAmAyika meM tamAma prakAra ke doSoM ko rakhakara unase mukta huA jA sakatA hai| isake binA itanI sArI gA~The vilaya ho sakeM, aisA nahIM hai| akrama kI yaha sAmAyika AsAna, sIdhI aura nakada phala denevAlI hai! samUha meM kI huI sAmAyika bahuta hI prabhAvazAlI hotI hai! pUjya dAdAzrI sAmAyika karane para bahuta jora dete the| aba viSaya nahIM cAhie, lekina kyA viSaya Apako chor3a deMge? khaDDe meM giranA kise pasaMda hai? phira bhI khaDDA sAmane A jAe to kyA vaha chor3a degA? khaDDe se bacane ke lie kyA karanA cAhie? hara roz2a eka ghaMTA dAdAzrI se mA~ganA ki, 'he dAdA, mujhe brahmacarya kI zakti diijie|' to zakti mila jAegI aura sAtha hI sAtha pratikramaNa bhI ho jaaegaa| phira usakI ciMtA yA bojha dimAg2a para nahIM rakhanA hai| khaDDe meM girA ki turaMta sAmAyika karake dho denaa| khaDDe meM gira jAe, usameM jJAnI ko koI harja nahIM hai lekina tuma usakA upAya krnaa| sAmAyika! vahI ekamAtra upAya hai! 8. sparza sukha kI bhrAmaka mAnyatA strI ke aMgoM ko dekhane meM sukha hai, yaha mAnyatA bilkula galata hai| nirI gaMdagI hI hai| lekina yaha to jo roMga bilIphavAlA mana hai, vaha usa tarapha khIMca le jAtA hai| lekina Aja kA jJAna rokatA hai, usameM se| agara sau bAra roMga bilIpha ko saca mAnA to sau bAra use tor3anA pdd'egaa| strI ke sparza ke samaya jAgRti nahIM rahatI aura sukha bhoga letA hai aura strI sparza bhI utanA hI poiz2anasa hotA hai| vaha itanA adhika poiz2anasa 30

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hotA hai ki mana-buddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra, sabhI para AvaraNa A jAtA hai| abhAna kara detA hai! mUrchita! usa samaya jAnavara hI banA detA hai! zarAba pIne ke bAda mUrchita ho jAtA hai, vaisaa| lekina zarAba pIne ke bAda abhAna hote hote to AdhA ghaMTA yA ghaMTA bIta jAtA hai aura yaha to chute hI ilekTrisiTI kI taraha asara DAla detA hai aura aMdara viSaya car3ha jAtA hai! dera hI nahIM lagatI! dAdAzrI nija anubhava kahate haiM, "kama umra meM sirpha chUne se hI aMdara ghabarAhaTa ho gaI thI ki arere, yaha kyA ho jAtA hai? yaha to iMsAna meM se haivAna bana jAte haiM! phira isakI 'no limitt'| hama to anaMta janma se brahmacarya ke rAgI haiM isalie yaha acchA nahIM lagatA, lekina majabUrana huA thaa| thor3A bahuta saMsAra bhogA lekina arucipUrvaka, prArabdhavaza, aisA to kyA zobhA detA hogA?" sparza sukha ke samaya kyA karanA cAhie? 'yaha roMga bilIpha hai,' lagAtAra aise Tokate rahanA aura sparza z2ahara jaisA laganA caahie| lekina yaha to pUrva janma kI mAnyatA hai ki isameM sukha hai, usa AdhAra para sukha lagatA hai| isalie aba usa mAnyatA ko haTA denA hai| bAda meM jJAna kI parAkASThA meM sparza sahaja lgegaa| strI kA doSa nahIM hai, apanI mAnyatA kA doSa hai| viSaya meM sukha hai, yaha bilIpha kaise baiTha gaI? lokasaMjJA se| logoM ke kahane se| yaha mAtra sAikolaoNjikala iphekTa hai| dRSTi AkRSTa hone kA sAinsa kyA hai? jahA~ pUrva janma kA kucha hisAba hai, vahA~ dRSTi AkRSTa ho jAtI hai| dRSTi AkRSTa huI aura usameM AkarSaNa aura viSaya kI ramaNatA huI ki paramANuoM kA z2abaradasta asara hone lagatA hai| phira khiMcAva aura AkarSaNa bar3hatA jAtA hai| usakA pIka (uccatama) paoNinTa Ane ke bAda kudaratI rUpa se vikarSaNa hone hI lagatA hai| AkarSaNa zurU huA tabhI se vikarSaNa ke kAraNoM kA sevana zurU ho gayA, aisA mAnA jAtA hai| aisA hai paramANuoM kA aTraikzana (AkarSaNa)! paramANuoM kA AkarSaNa karatA hai yaha sArA kaam| AkarSaNa ke bAda khuda kI sattA rahatI hI nhiiN| phira vikarSaNa hotA hI hai| cArA hI nahIM hai| ve paramANu hI khuda vikarSaNa karavAkara alaga karavA dete haiM! usake amala kA phala dekara! 31

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mana aura citta viSaya meM bahuta bar3I bhUmikA nibhAte haiN| citta bArabAra vahIM para ramaNatA karatA hai| phira usakA galana hue binA rahatA hI nhiiN| eka bAra viSaya ko chUA to phira dina-rAta usI ke sapane Ate rahate haiN| itanI adhika pakar3a A jAtI hai, citta para viSaya kI! viSaya ke jo vicAra Ate haiM, ve mana kI graMthi meM se| usakA aura citta kA koI lenA denA nahIM hai| citta ne yadi viSaya ko sparza kara liyA to kitane hI samaya taka dhyAna meM sthiratA nahIM raha paatii| dAdAzrI kahate haiM ki hamArA citta kaisA hai ki kabhI bhI apane sthAna para se khisakA hI nhiiN| tabhI to dAdA kI A~khoM meM sadA vItarAgamaya prema aura karuNA hI dikhatI hai! cittavRttiyA~ jahA~-jahA~ bhaTakatI haiM, vahA~ AtmA ko bhaTakanA par3atA hai! cittavRttiyA~ agale janma ke lie jAne-Ane kA nakzA banAtI hai| citta, vaha mizracetana hai isalie bhaTakatA hai| jahA~-jahA~ cipake, vahA~vahA~! aba jahA~ jAe vahA~ turaMta hI pratikramaNa se dho de to vaha viSaya doSa nahIM mAnA jaaegaa| jo citta ko DigAe~, ve sabhI viSaya haiN| citta ko AtmA se bAhara jakar3akara rakheM, ve sabhI vissy| vicAroM kI nahIM lekina citta kA jhaMjhaTa bar3A hai! mana meM bhale hI viSaya ke kitane bhI vicAra Ae~, unheM haTAte rho| unase bAtacIta karo to parezAnI nahIM hogii| lekina citta to bAhara jAnA hI nahIM caahie| pahale jina paryAyoM kA khUba vedana kiyA hogA, citta abhI vahA~ para jyAdA jAtA hai| vahIM cipakA rahatA hai| use aTakaNa kahA gayA hai| use alaga rakhakara kahanA, 'tU jJeya aura maiM jnyaataa|' usase phira turaMta mukta ho jaaegaa| yaha citta phraikcara hone se viSaya meM pha~sa gayA hai, jisakA phala hai jAnavara gati! 9. 'phAiloM' ke sAmane saqhtI strI yadi moha kA jAla DAle to usase kaise baceM? jahA~ pha~sAva ho to vahA~ hameM dRSTi hI nahIM DAlanI cAhie aura usakI A~khoM se A~khe bhI nahIM milAnI caahie| use milanA hI mt| kaI bAra aise saMyogoM meM 32

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A jAte haiM ki hamAre jAna-pahacAnavAle yA sage saMbaMdhiyoM kI hI dRSTi kharAba hotI hai, to vahA~ para kyA karanA cAhie ? jaise hameM usake irAdoM kA kucha patA hI nahIM hai, 'no rispaoNnsa', aise rakhanA aura nIcA dekhanA, jitanA ho sake utanA use ttaalnaa| AkarSaNa meM baha mata jaanaa| jahA~ para A~kheM AkRSTa hoM, vahA~ se dUra rahanA / nikAcita vikArI mAlavAlA, satsaMga meM bhI phisala jAtA hai, vaha to bhArI nukasAna uThAtA hai| use jJAnI se pUchakara sApha kara lenA cAhie / 'phAila' kaba kahalAegA ki thor3I hI dera meM AkRSTa ho jaae| bhUta kI taraha lipaTa jaae| 'phAila' sAmane Ae to aMdara uthala-pAthala macA detI hai| Upara jAtA hai, nIce jAtA hai... bhItara caMcalatA khar3I ho jAtI hai| akAraNa mukha para lAlI A jAtI hai, khuza-khuza ho jAtA hai aura 'usakI dRSTi kahA~ ghUma rahI hai' yaha DhU~Dhane meM hI khuda kI dRSTi kho jAtI hai| aura 'phAila' maujUda nahIM ho phira bhI yAda Ae, vaha to bahuta bhArI jokhima hai, maujUdagI meM asara DAle usase bhI j'yaadaa| taba to lagAma hI nahIM rhtii| mana caMcala ho jAtA hai aura duHkha hotA hai| kRpAludeva ne 'kASTha kI putalI hai, aisA mAnanA' kahA hai| saMDAsa karatI huI strI ko dekhe to kyA citta vahA~ para phira se jAegA? aisA seTa kara denA / yA phira agara ' nahIM hai merA, nahIM hai merA' karegA to bhI calA jaaegaa| agni aura 'phAila' donoM eka samAna / jalAkara mAra DAlatA hai| chUte hI jalA detA hai| 'phAila' ke sAtha hameM sakhta naz2ara se hI rahanA hai| use kharAba lage, apamAna ho, usa taraha se vyavahAra karanA / vahA~ bahuta bhArI jokhima hai| phAila para tiraskAra Ae, phira bhI harja nhiiN| usakA upAya hai| lekina tiraskAra nahIM Ae to samajha jAnA ki abhI bhI aMdara pola (gar3abar3a) hai, cora nIyata hai / jisa 'phAila' ke sAtha bahuta gAr3ha hisAba ho gayA ho to vahA~ 'nahIM hai merI, nahIM hai merI' karake kaI-kaI pratikramaNa kara lenA / rUbaru mile to apamAna kara denA, to vaha vApasa phar3akegI hI nahIM / 33

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aura yadi tuma kisI ke lie 'phAila' bana gae ho, taba to bahuta AsAna hai vahA~ se chuuttnaa| thor3A apamAna karo yA ulTA bola do to vaha chor3a degI tumheN| vahA~ para agara 'hameM samabhAva se nikAla karanA hai', kahakara use duHkha na ho aisA vyavahAra karane jAoge to donoM kA hI viSaya meM bigdd'egaa| vahA~ samabhAva se nikAla yAnI usakA apamAna karake tor3a denA, vaha! jaba taka tumhArI tarapha se DhIlA rahegA, taba taka vaha kalpanAe~ karatI rhegii| isalie sAmanevAle kI kalpanAe~ karanA jar3a se hI baMda ho jAe, usake lie tumhI ko sakhtI rakhakara, tumhAre prati use abhAva A jAe, aisA vartana aura vANI seTa kara dene cAhie yA phira dostoM se kahalavA denA ki tere jaisI dUsarI do-tIna ko promisa diyA huA hai| tumheM kisI ke prati bAra-bAra viSaya ke vicAra Ate raheM, to phira sAmanevAle para bhI usakA asara hotA hai aura use bhI vicAra zurU ho hI jAte haiN| 10. viSayI vartana? to Disamisa satsaMga meM kahIM para bhI dRSTi bigar3anI nahIM caahie| dRSTi bigar3a jAe to pratikramaNa karake uDA denA, to bhI clegaa| lekina yahA~ para vartana meM to AnA hI nahIM caahie| yadi aisA kisI ko ho rahA ho to vaha calAyA hI nahIM jA sktaa| use phira Disamisa karanA pdd'egaa| phira kabhI bhI satsaMga meM Ane ko nahIM milegaa| 'dharma kSetre kRtam pApam, vrajalepam bhaviSyati' dharmakSetra meM kiyA huA pApa vrajalepa jaisA hotA hai, jo narka meM hI le jAtA hai| yahA~ rahakara pAzavatA karane se to zAdI kara lenA acchaa| haqa kA to khlaaegaa| brahmacaryavAlA eka hI bAra phisalA ki khatma ho gyaa| yadi saMyoga saMbaMdha ho jAe to vaha AtmahatyA ke barAbara hai| usakA bahuta jokhima hai| vaha calegA hI nhiiN| bAkI sabhI galatiyA~ calAI jA sakatI haiM lekina yaha nahIM calAI jaaegii| vahA~ dAdA kI naz2ara bahuta sakhta ho jAtI hai| naz2areM lAla hI rahatI haiM, usa pr| isalie brahmacAriyoM se do niyama likhavAe the| eka to, viSaya saMyoga ho jAe to khuda hI yaha satsaMga chor3akara hamezA ke lie dUra cale jAnA hogA aura dUsarA pUjya dAdAzrI kI maujUdagI meM koI jhoMkA nahIM khA sktaa| yadi jhoMkA khA le to use khuda hI rUma chor3akara cale jAnA hogaa| 34

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11. sepha sAiDa taka kI bAr3a brahmacarya pAlana karane ke lie itane kAraNa to hone hI caahie| eka to apanA yaha jJAna honA caahie| dUsarA brahmacAriyoM kA saMgabala caahie| zahara se dUra AvAsa honA caahie| bAhara kA kusaMga nahIM chUnA caahie| jise niraMtara dAdA kA nididhyAsana rahe, use kusaMga chU hI nahIM sktaa| parama pUjya dAdAzrI khuda ke siddhAMta ke lie kyA kahate haiM, 'hama koI vaMza baDhAne thoDe hI Ae hai? kyA kisI gaddI kI sthApanA karane Ae hai? hama to nikAla karane ke lie Ae hai|' / 12. titikSA ke tapa se gar3ho, mana aura deha _titikSA yAnI kyA? jaba ghAsa yA cAre meM sonA par3e, kaMkar3a cubha rahe hoM, usa samaya agara ghara yAda Ae to vaha titikSA nahIM khlaatii| kaMkar3a cubhe, to vaha bhI acchA laganA caahie| rAta ko do baje smazAna meM chor3a Ae~ to kyA hogA? citA dekhakara? Dara baiTha jAegA? bukhAra car3ha jAegA? mokSamArga meM z2abaradasta manobala kI z2arUrata hai| kisI bhI prakAra ke vikaTa saMyogoM meM bhI aisA kabhI bhI nahIM ho ki 'aba merA kyA hogA?' sthiratA se pAra nikala jaae| parama pUjya dAdAzrI kahate haiM ki maiMne apanI jiMdagI meM eka bhI upavAsa nahIM kiyA hai| pitta prakRti thI, isalie unase upavAsa nahIM ho sakatA thaa| covihAra, kaMdamUla tyAga, uNodarI (bhUkha lage jaba bhojana ke uparAMta peTa meM 1 bhAga bhojana, 1 bhAga pAnI, 1 bhAga havA rahe) tapa Adi kiyA thaa| upavAsa se jAgRti bar3hatI hai, aMdara jo kacarA jamA ho, vaha jala jAtA hai| vANI bhI kama ho jAtI hai| brahmacAriyoM ko haphte meM eka dina upavAsa karanA caahie| jJAnI uNodarI tapa ko bahuta mahatva dete haiN| dAdAzrI ne hamezA uNodarI kI thii| uNodarI yAnI peTa ko AdhA khAlI rkhnaa| usase jAgRti 35

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bahata baDhatI hai| bIca-bIca meM khAte nahIM rahanA caahie| AhAra se aMdara nazA car3hatA hai, dArU banatI hai| carabIvAlA, miThAI, talA huA AhAra nahIM lenA caahie| apane roTI-dAla-cAvala-sabjI, vaha Adarza AhAra mAnA jAtA hai| nIMda bhI bahuta kama AtI hai| ghI-tela se mAMsa baDhatA hai aura mAMsa bar3hane se vIrya bar3hatA hai| choTe baccoM ko magasa(gujarAtI vyaMjana) yA ghI, meve ke laDDU nahIM khilAne caahie| nahIM to bAda meM bar3e hokara bahuta hI vikArI bana jaaeNge| mA~-bApa hI bigAr3ate haiM unheN| nahAne se bhI viSaya jAgRta hotA hai| isalie spaMja kara lenA caahie| bImAra iMsAna ko kabhI viSaya yAda AtA hai? jo tIna dina se bhUkhA ho, use viSaya yAda AtA hai? kaMdamUla khAne se brahmacarya nahIM ttiktaa| isalie vaha nahIM khAnA caahie| 13. na ho asAra, pudgalasAra brahmacarya, vaha pudgalasAra hai| AhAra kA sAra kyA? viiry| isalie brahmacarya mokSamArga kA AdhAra hai| jJAna ke sAtha agara brahmacarya ho to sukha kI sImA nahIM rhegii| lokasAra, vaha mokSa hai aura pudgalasAra, vaha vIrya hai| mahaMge se mahaMgI cIz2a vIrya hai| use muphta meM kaise vyartha kara sakate haiM? vIrya UrdhvagAmI ho, aise bhAva rakhane caahie| akrama jJAna vIrya kA Urdhvagamana karavAnevAlA hai| ajJAna, vIrya ko adhogAmI karavAtA hai aura jJAna UrdhvagAmI karavAtA hai! haiM to donoM rilettiv| lekina vIrya ke paramANu sUkSmarUpa se ojasa meM pariNAmita hote haiM, usake bAda vaha adhogAmI nahIM hotaa| vIrya yA to saMsAra ke rUpa meM pariNAmita hotA hai yA aizvarya ke rUpa meM! saMsAra-vyavahAra meM sAdhaka ke rivolyUzana ruka jAte haiN| usakA kyA kAraNa hai ? AtmavIrya prakaTa nahIM hotaa| isalie mana meM saMsAra-vyavahAra sahana karane kI zakti nahIM rhtii| isalie bhagaur3A bana jAtA hai| usake bajAya to AtmA meM hI rahane jaisA hai| AtmavIrya kA abhAva arthAta vyavahAra kA solyUzana nahIM lA skte| AtmavIrya kaba prakaTa hotA hai? AtmA ke alAvA anya kahIM para bhI ruci na rhe| duniyA kI koI cIz2a lalacA na sake tb| 36

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vIrya ke Urdhvagamana hone ke lakSaNa kyA haiM? cehare para teja A jAtA hai| brahmacarya kA nUra jhalakatA hai! vANI aura vartana mIThe ho jAte haiN| manobala khUba bar3ha jAtA hai! svapnadoSa kA kAraNa kyA hai? jaise TaMkI chalakakara ubhara jAtI hai, vaisaa| yadi AhAra para kaMTrola rakhA jAe to svapnadoSa nahIM hoNge| usameM bhI rAta ko bhojana nahIM lenA caahie| uNodarI kare aura cAya-kaoNphI nahIM lene cAhie aadi| phira bhI svapna doSa ko itanA bar3A gunAha nahIM mAnA gayA hai| lekina jAna-bUjhakara nahIM karanA caahie| vaha bhayaMkara gunAha hai| vaha AtmahatyA kahalAtA hai| jAna-bUjhakara DiscArja kI chUTa nahIM hotii| koI kyA jAna-bUjhakara kue~ meM giratA hai? sAmAnyataH laukika taura para aisA pracalita hai ki vIrya kA galana, vaha pudgala svabhAva hI hai| vaha lIkeja nahIM hai| jJAniyoM kI jJAnadRSTi kyA kahatI hai ki jaba dRSTi bigar3e yA vicAra bigar3e taba vIrya kA kucha hissA 'ekaz2aoNsTa' ho jAtA hai| phira vaha DiscArja hotA rahatA hai| svapnadoSa ko gunAha nahIM mAnA hai| lekina phira bhI subaha usakA pratikramaNa karanA par3atA hai| pachatAvA karanA caahie| dAdA kI pA~ca AjJA kA pAlana kare, use viSaya-vikAra ho sakeM, aisA nahIM hai| bAhya upAyoM meM upavAsa, AyaMbila (jainoM meM kiyA jAnevAlA vrata, jaba bhojana meM eka hI prakAra kA dhAna khAyA jAtA hai) vgairh| zarIra ko hRSTa puSTa nahIM hone denA caahie| sardIgarmI ko sahana kara sake aura sAdA sAtvika AhAra le| jisakA vIrya UrdhvagAmI hone lage, vaha jJAna dhAraNa kara sakatA hai| jaina zAstra meM nau bAr3a ke niyama die gae haiM, brahmacAriyoM ke lie| nirogI kabhI bhI viSayI nahIM hotaa| saMpUrNa nirogI to tIrthaMkara hI hote haiM! AtmajJAna kI dRSTi se vicAra acche yA bure nahIM hote| donoM hI jJeya haiN| use jJAtA rahakara dekhate raheM, to ve khatma ho jAte haiN| lekina yadi unameM tanmayAkAra ho jAe to karma baMdhana hone lagatA haiN| lekina agara turaMta hI pratikramaNa kara leM to vaha dhula jaaegaa| yadi usakA kAla paka jAe aura avadhi pUrI ho jAe to karma baMdhana hotA hai, lekina agara usase pahale hI pratikramaNa se dho diyA jAe to karma baMdhana nahIM hogaa| 37

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jahA~ taka viSaya kA savAla hai, indriyoM para iphekTa aura mana donoM alaga bhI raha sakate haiN| sthUla viSaya bhogane se pahale, mana viSaya bhoge yA nahIM bhI bhoge| citta se bhoganA matalaba taraMgoM (zekhacillI jaisI kalpanAe~) se, philma se bhognaa| jaba citta se yA mana se bhoge, usI ko bhoganA kahate haiN| agara mana se maMthana meM calA jAe to pUrA sAra mara jAtA hai| vaha marA huA par3A rahegA aura phira vaha DiscArja hogA hii| viSaya ke vicAra meM tanmayAkAra ho jAnA, vahI maMthana hai| tanmayAkAra nahIM huA to pAra utara jAegA, brahmacarya ke sAinsa meM! maMthana hone lage ki turaMta hI pratikramaNa kara lenaa| pratikramaNa kA TAimiMga saMbhAlanA Avazyaka hai| yadi kucha z2yAdA TAima bIta jAe to phira maMthana ho hI jAtA hai| isalie vicAra Ate hI, oNna da momanTa pratikramaNa ho jAnA caahie| Age-Age vicAra aura pIche-pIche pratikramaNa ho hI jAnA caahie| jahara pIyA lekina gale se nIce utarane se pahale hI yadi ulTI kara de tabhI baca pAegA! usI prakAra yaha pratikramaNa bhI turaMta hI ho jAnA caahie| z2arA sA bhI vicAroM meM pha~sA to phira maMthana zurU ho jAtA hai| phira skhalana hue binA nahIM rhegaa| Adhe ghaMTe taka ulTA calA ho lekina agara jAgRta ho jAe to pratikramaNa se saba dho sakatA hai! aisA g2az2aba kA hai yaha akrama vijJAna ! 14. brahmacarya prApta karavAe brahmAMDa kA AnaMda brahmacarya se apAra AnaMda milatA hai| anya kisI cIz2a meM kabhI bhI na cakhA ho, aisA AnaMda utpanna ho jAtA hai ! mahA-mahA puNyAtmA ko prApta hotA hai brhmcry| kharA brahmacarya jJAnI kI AjJAnusAra honA caahie| aura galatI ho jAe to unase mAphI mA~ga lenaa| jo saMpUrNa brahmacarya meM A jAe, usakA anaMta janmoM kA sabhI nukasAna pUrA ho gayA mAnA jaaegaa| nirbhaya ho jAtA hai aura brahmacarya kA teja to sAmanevAlI dIvAra para bhI par3atA hai! jise zuddhAtmA kA vaibhava cAhie, usake lie brahmacarya pAlana Avazyaka hai| jJAna meM bahuta madada karatA hai vaha! brahmacarya, vaha mahAvrata hai| usase AtmA kA spezala anubhava hotA hai! brahmacarya vrata lene ke bAda use tor3ane se bhayaMkara doSa lagatA hai| mArA hI jAtA hai, vh| vrata denevAle nimitta ko bhI doSa lagatA hai| 38

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isalie usake lie bahuta jaldabAjI karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| brahmacarya kA aMtima phala hai, sarvasaMga parityAga! eka hI saccA vyakti ho to bhI jagat kalyANa kara skegaa| adhika se adhika jagat kalyANa kaba ho sakatA hai? tyAga mudrA hone para adhika ho sakatA hai| gRhastha mudrA meM jagat kA kalyANa adhika nahIM ho sktaa| kucha kucha logoM ko prApti hotI hai (bar3e paimAne para), lekina sArI pablika ko prApti nahIM ho sktii| UparI taura para pUre baDe-baDe varga ko prApti ho jAegI, lekina pablika ko prApti nahIM ho paaegii| aura phira apanA tyAga ahaMkAra rahita honA cAhie! akrama kA cAritra to bahuta ucca kahalAtA hai! g2az2aba kA sukha bartatA hai| 'maiM zaddhAtmA ha~', yaha niraMtara lakSya meM rahe to vaha sabase mahAna brahmacarya hai| brahma meM caryA, vahI hai riyala brhmcry| viSaya se chUTa gayA, aisA kaba kahA jAegA? jaba viSaya se saMbaMdhita koI bhI vicAra nahIM Ae, dRSTi AkRSTa nahIM ho tb| 15. 'viSaya' ke sAmane vijJAna kI jAgati AkarSaNa ho jAe, to usameM harja nahIM hai, lekina use pakar3a liyA, tanmayAkAra ho gayA to vaha Apatti janaka hai| AkarSaNa ke sAmane apanA virodha, vahI hai tanmayAkAra nahIM hone kI vRtti| tanmayAkAra huA yAnI gotA khA gayA smjhnaa| koI jAna-bUjhakara phisalatA hai? cikanI miTTI para se hokara utarate samaya pairo kI u~galiyoM ko kaise dabAkara calate haiM ? hama girane ke virodha meM kitanA rahate haiM? koI dAdAzrI se pUche ki dRSTi par3ate hI yadi aMdara caMcala pariNAma khar3e ho jAte haiM, to vahA~ kyA karanA cAhie? use dAdAzrI vijJAna batAte haiM, ki dRSTi 'hama' se alaga cIz2a hai| to phira agara dRSTi par3e to usase hameM kyA ho sakatA hai? hama nahIM cipakeMge to dRSTi kyA kara sakatI hai? holI ko dekhane se A~kheM jala jAtI haiM kyA? 'khuda ke bhItara kI galatI se AkarSaNa hotA hai| eTa e TAima donoM dRSTiyA~ rakhanI haiN| riyala meM zuddhAtmA dekhanA hai aura rileTiva meM thrI viz2ana dekhanA hai| 39

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dRSTi malina huI ki turaMta hI dAdA ke die hue jJAna kA upAya karake turaMta nirmala kara denaa| aMdara phorsaphulI pA~ca-dasa bAra bola denA cAhie ki 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~ ...' taba bhI vApasa ThikAne para A jaaegaa| athavA 'maiM dAdA bhagavAna jaisA nirvikArI hU~, nirvikArI hU~' bolnaa| isakA upayoga karanA, yaha to vijJAna hai| turaMta phaladAyI hai| varnA gAphila rahe to ur3Akara rakha degA sabakucha! yadi eka ghaMTe taka kisI bhI strI saMbaMdhita viSayI dhyAna rahe to agale janma meM vaha apanI mA~ yA vAipha bnegii| isalie sAvadhAna ho jaao| isalie viSaya kA vicAra dhyAna rUpI nahIM ho jAnA caahie| unhIM vicAroM meM ramaNatA karate rahane ko kahate haiM, dhyAna ruupii| use ukhAr3akara pheMka denA caahie| vicAroM ko dekhane se hI gA~TheM vilaya ho jAtI hai, pudgala zuddha ho jAtA hai| strI ko dekhate hI aMdara spaMdana hoM to usakA turaMta pratikramaNa krnaa| jAgRti z2arA sI bhI maMda huI ki viSaya ghusa hI jAtA hai| usakA AvaraNa A hI jAtA hai! eka bAra slipa hae to slipa nahIM hone kI zakti kama ho jAtI hai| vaha vApasa slipa karavA detI hai, matalaba vaha DhIlI par3a jAtI hai| asaMyama huA ki DhIlA par3a jAtA hai| saMyama kama-jyAdA ho to harja nahIM lekina saMyama TUTa jAe to phira ho cukA ! brahmacarya ke AgrahI hone kI chUTa hai, lekina brahmacarya ke durAgrahI nahIM bananA caahie| aMta meM to AtmarUpa bananA hai| brahmacarya ke nimitta se yadi kaSAya ho jAe~ to vaha nahIM clegaa| AtmA meM rahanA hai yA brahmacarya meM? brahmacarya vyavahAra ke adhIna hai| nizcaya to brahmacArI hI hai na? AtmA to sadA brahmacArI hI hai na! / 16. phisalanevAloM ko, uThAkara daur3Ate haiM viSaya ke gunAha kA phala kyA hai, pahale vaha samajha lenA caahie| vaha samajha meM Ae, tabhI vaha gunAha karane se rukeNge| jJAnI ko jo pakar3e rakhegA, vaha chUTa jAegA eka din| 40

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jise dAdA kA nididhyAsana rahatA hai, usake sAre tAle khula jAte haiN| dAdA ke nididhyAsana kA sAkSAt phala milatA hai| jagat kalyANa kA nimitta banane kA jisane bIr3A uThAyA hai, use duniyA meM kauna roka sakatA hai? devI-devatA bhI puSpavRSTi karate haiN| jaba se isa mArga meM Age bar3he haiM, tabhI se pUrNAhuti ho sakatI hai| agara Apa cokhe ho to ApakA nAma denevAlA koI nahIM hai| 17. aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka mokSa aura brahmacarya kA kyA lenA-denA? kAphI kucha lenA-denA hai| brahmacarya ke binA AtmA ke anubhava kA patA hI nahIM cltaa| yaha jo sukha mahasUsa ho rahA hai, vaha AtmA kA hai yA pudgala kA hai, vaha patA hI nahIM calatA n| aba, kitane hI abrahmacArI mokSa meM gae hai| vahA~ kyA hotA hai ki brahmacarya ke lie paoNz2iTiva honA caahie| negeTivavAle ko kabhI bhI AtmA prApta nahIM hogaa| zAdI karake brahmacarya pAlana kare, vaha ucca hai yA zAdI nahIM karake? jJAniyoM ne zAdI karake brahmacarya pAlana karane ko ucca kahA hai| phira bhI mokSa meM jAnevAloM ko AkhirI dasa-paMdraha sAla to sarvasaMga parityAga baratanA hI caahie| brahmacarya ke binA to mokSa meM jAyA hI nahIM jA sktaa| brahmacarya ke lie kisI para dabAva nahIM DAlanA caahie| brahmacarya vrata ekadama se kisI ko nahIM de skte| ekAdha sAla ke lie dekara dhIredhIre Age bar3ha sakate haiN| ApakA nizcaya aura hamArA vacanabala viSaya ko khatma kara degaa| aMtarAya tor3a degaa| akrama mArga meM Azrama jaisA nahIM hotaa| lekina jo brahmacArI bane haiM, unake lie honA caahie| brahmacAriyoM ke saMga meM rahanA pdd'egaa| dAdAzrI khuda ke bAre meM batAte haiM ki hameM brahmacarya pAlana nahIM karanA hotA, hameM to vaha bartatA hai| viSaya jaisI koI cIz2a hai bhI, aisA yAda taka nahIM aataa| zarIra meM ve paramANu hI nahIM haiM na! aura khuda bhI pUrvajanmoM se yaha mAla khAlI karate hue Ae haiN| isalie bacapana se hI viSaya meM ruci nahIM thii| 41

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pahale ke z2amAne meM bAla-vivAha hote the| isalie anya kahIM dRSTi bigar3ane kA savAla hI nahIM rahatA thA n| jIvana kitanA suMdara aura pavitra bItatA thaa| usakA asara baccoM para kitanA suMdara par3atA thaa| bacce bhI saMskArI aura eka jaise hote the| zAdI karane meM itane sAre jokhima haiM, phira bhI zauka se ghor3e para car3hakara zAdI karate haiM, kyA yahI Azcarya nahIM hai? isakA kAraNa yahI hai ki vaha isake pariNAmoM ko jAnatA hI nahIM hai| thor3A sA duHkha lekina aMtataH to sukha hI hai, aisI mAnyatA ke AdhAra para hI sabhI zAdI karate haiN| jise pudgalasAra (brahmacarya) aura adhyAtmasAra (zuddhAtmA) donoM prApta ho gae, usakA to kalyANa hI ho gayA na! brahmacarya AtmA ke svAbhAvika guNoM ko prakaTa hone detA hai, AtmAnubhava hone detA hai, AtmA ke guNoM kA anubhava hone detA hai| brahmacarya aura paraphekTa vyavahAra donoM sAtha meM hoMge to brahmacArI jagat kA kalyANa karane meM bahuta hI hitakArI ho skeNge| khuda kA vyavahAra kaisA hai yaha batAte hue dAdAzrI ne kahA hai, 'hamArI eka dahAr3a se turaMta hI mahAtmAoM ke roga nikala jAte haiN| inakA hAtha chU jAe to bhI sAmanevAle kA kAma bana jAtA hai| aisI sArI siddhiyA~ prakaTa ho jAtI hai|' parama pUjya dAdAzrI kahate haiM ki ApakA nizcaya aura hamArA vacanabala, agara eka sAtha ye donoM hoMge to pUrA 'vyavasthita' badala sakatA hai| yahIM para eka apavAda sarjita hotA hai| brahmacAriyoM ko paiMtIsa sAla taka viSaya ke sAmane niraMtara satarka rahanA par3atA hai| varnA moha kA vAtAvaraNa 'rija paoNinTa' para A jAe to use ur3A detA hai! taba jJAna bIja ko bhI ur3A detA hai| lekina agale janma meM yaha jJAna sahAyaka hogaa| zAdI karane ke lie manA karane se kyA aMtarAya karma baMdhate haiM? 42

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muMbaI jAte haiM, usase kyA bAkI zaharoM se aMtarAya DAlA aisA kahA jAegA? brahmacarya pAlana karane se karma baMdhate haiM? ajJAnadazA meM brahmacarya pAlana karane se puNya baMdhatA hai aura abrahmacarya se pApa baMdhatA hai| lekina akrama jJAna se to karma hI nahIM bNdhtaa| donoM DiscArja hI mAnA jAtA hai| isameM kartA banakara jJAnI kI AjJA sahita pAlana karate haiM, utanA hI cArja hai| brahmacarya iTaselpha DiscArja hai, lekina usake pIche jo bhAva hai, vaha 'cArja' mAnA jAtA hai| AjJA pAlana karane jitanA cArja mAnA jAtA hai| isakA phala samyaka puNya milatA hai| jisase sImaMdhara svAmI ke naz2adIka rahane kI sahUliyateM AsAnI se mila jaaeNgii| yaha saba vaijJAnika khoja hai dAdA kI! saMpUjya dAdAzrI brahmacarya kI majabUtI ke lie hara ravivAra ko pUrI taraha se upavAsa karane kA niyama dete the, jisase viSaya kA virodhI bane aura brahmacarya meM bahuta puSTi mile| jise lakSmI yA viSaya se saMbaMdhita vicAra hI nahIM Ate, deha se alaga rahatA hai, use jagat bhagavAna kahe bagaira nahIM rahegA! 18. dAdA dete puSTi, AptaputriyoM ko parama pUjya dAdAzrI ne bahanoM ko puSTi dekara brahmacarya ke mArga para mor3A hai| unake hAthoM AptaputriyA~ taiyAra huI haiN| acche kapar3e pahane hue, apa TU DeTa yuvaka ko dekhakara lar3akiyA~ marchita ho jAtI haiM, lekina aMdara mAla kitanA kacarevAlA hogA, vaha nahIM dekha sakatI ! suMdaratA dekhakara hI mUrchita ho jAtI haiN| vahA~ para pha~sanA nahIM, varnA vaha janma bigAr3a degaa| agale janma kI gA~Tha par3a jaaegii| dAdAzrI ne aisA batAyA hai ki lar3akiyoM ke lie brahmacarya pAlana karane meM z2yAdA muzkileM haiN| agara nizcaya nahIM DagamagAe to gAranTI se brahmacarya pAlana kara paaeNgii| thrI viz2ana kI jAgRti rahegI to vaha moha ko nikAla paaeNgii| yuvAoM ko zAdI karane ke lie kaheM to ve manA karate haiN| ghara 43

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para mA~-bApa kA sukha(!) dekhakara unheM z2abaradasta vairAgya A jAtA hai| bhale hI kitanA bhI AkarSaNa ho, lekina khUba pratikramaNa karate rahane para usameM se chUTa sakate haiN| Ajakala pati kaise hote haiM ? pati to use kahate haiM ki eka kSaNa bhI patnI ko na bhUle! yaha to sArA kacarA! bAhara kitanI hI striyoM ke sAtha saude karate phirate haiN| isa kAla meM prema nahIM lekina Asakti hI dekhane ko milatI hai| prema bhUkhe nahIM lekina viSaya bhUkhe hote haiN| yaha eka taraha kI saMDAsa hI kahalAtI hai, viSaya yAnI zAdI kI isalie ghara kA saMDAsa A gayA, varnA bAhara jahA~-tahA~ jAte phireMge! usake binA cArA hI nahIM hai na, isalie! jise ekAvatArI pada prApta karake mokSa meM hI jAnA hai, use sabase pahale jJAnI se AtmajJAna prApta karanA pdd'egaa| phira AjJA meM Akara brahmacarya pAlana kareMge tabhI ho paaegaa| striyoM ko isake alAvA moha aura kapaTa se pUrNata: mukta honA pdd'egaa| parapuruSa ke lie vicAra taka nahIM AnA caahie| aura yadi A jAe to turaMta hI pratikramaNa karake dho denA pdd'egaa| jo mizra-cetana se sAvadhAna rahA, usakA kalyANa ho gayA! mizracetana ke sAtha yadi vikArI saMbaMdhoM kI lapeTa meM A gae to jAnavara gati meM khIMca le jAegA! jJAnIpuruSa ke pAsa khuda kA kalyANa kara lenA hai| khuda kalyANa svarUpa ho jAe to usase binA kucha bole dUsaroM kA kalyANa ho jaaegaa| bolate rahane se yA bhASaNa dene se kucha nahIM hotaa| cAritra kI mUrti dekhate hI sabhI bhAvoM kA zamana ho jAtA hai! isalie pyora bananA hai, zIlavAna bananA hai! -- DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna - jaya saccidAnaMda 44

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ceta re brahmacArI.... cetana kara le vicAra, dagA jaisA hai saMsAra, mokSa ke lie ho jA taiyAra, isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, caTanI ke lie khoyA thAla viSaya meM tRpti nahIM z2arA bhI, isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, gAphila honA nahIM z2arA bhI, dRSTi doSa se kAyama saMsAra, isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, zAdI kI phAila hai taiyAra, kasauTI kA yaha terA kAla, isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, viSaya kIcar3a meM DUbanevAle, vizva meM nahIM milate hAtha pakar3anevAle, isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, nizcaya kyoM DigAnA, AMdhI to Ae bAra-bAra / isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, ha~sakara bAta mata lagA, naz2ara se naz2ara mata milA, isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, nakharAlI naz2are ho tucchakAra, kar3I naz2ara meM hai upakAra, isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, strI sadA dAvA karanAra, nau gaz2a se kara re namaskAra, isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, nainoM ke lAge golIbAra, hathiyAra kuMda hote hAra, isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, kar3I naz2ara ke rakha hathiyAra, TUTate pahale bA~dha le bAr3a, isalie cetakara cala / cetana kara le vicAra, cetanA strI ke tiraskAra se, chipA usameM viSaya kA raNakAra, isalie cetakara cl| 45

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cetana kara le vicAra, viSaya aMta meM dhikkAra, aNahakka bA~dhe narkAgAra, isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, agni aura peTrola milanasAra, milate viSayI bhISaNa jhAla, isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, viSaya hai jalAnevAlA, nirviSayI dAdA jaisA bananevAlA, isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, zIla kA grahI le alaMkAra, kalyANI hetu AkarSanAra, isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, thrI viz2ana se viSaya jItanAra, dAdAputra bano Apa honahAra, isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, sparza doSa z2aharIlA apAra, ceta nahIM to tU phisalanAra, isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, viSaya se baMdhe narkAgAra, AlocanA eka hI ubAranAra, isalie cetakara cala / cetana kara le vicAra, bhayaMkara viSaya doSa kA bojha, AlocanA karake utAra, isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, dRSTi AkarSita ho jahA~ palabhara, bIja par3e hote hI tanmayAkAra, isalie cetakara cala / cetana kara le vicAra, bIja do pattiyoM se phUTanAra, ukher3a tatkSaNa dUra pheMkanAra, isalie cetakara cala / cetana kara le vicAra, do pattiyA~ phira terI hAra, sUkSma meM vIrya skhalana thanAra, isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, dRSTi se sUkSma galana thanAra, sthUla meM phira na koI rokanAra, isalie cetakara cala 46

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cetana kara le vicAra, cetana kara le vicAra, ukhAr3a koMpala tatvAra, viSayoM citta upacAra, aTake skhalana thA hoziyAra, nididhyAsana eka hI sAra, isalie cetakara cl| isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, cetana kara le vicAra, viSaya vicAre tanmayAkAra, buddhi se mAnA sukhasAra, maMthana se vIrya skhalanAra, viSaya meM kahA~ sukha talabhAra? isalie cetakara cl| isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, cetana kara le vicAra, mana kamaz2ora par3e phira bhI mata hAra, brahmacarya kA kyA AdhAra? dAdAI kRpA aparaMpAra, samajha se yA ahaMkAra? isalie cetakara cl| isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, cetana kara le vicAra, citta se khIMce phoTo bAra-bAra, vIrya hai pudgalasAra, pratikramaNa karake dhonA koTi bAra, vaha jItane se prApta samayasAra, isalie cetakara cl| isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, cetana kara le vicAra, citta ko bikharane mata denA. khuda jaisA jaga karanAra. Atma aizvarya laTanAra, kaise cale dhyeya toDanAra, isalie cetakara cl| isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra. cetana kara le vicAra, citta kA aisA hai dhiradhAra, akhaMDa brahmacarya kI dhAra, eka bAra Tike, vahIM janAra, mara jAnA, lekina na cukanAra, or isalie cetakara cl| isalie cetakara cl| 47

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cetana kara le vicAra, cetana kara le vicAra, sthUla doSa cale nahIM eka bhI bAra, spaSTa vedana kise milegA, eka bAra DUbA to kyA vicAra? brahmacarya dhAraNa karanAra, isalie cetakara cl| isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, cetana kara le vicAra, dhyeya kA mahAna hai citAra, viSayoM kI aba kyA madAra, kadama choTe aura pramAda apAra, dAdA kRpA aparaMpAra, isalie cetakara cl| isalie cetakara cala cetana kara le vicAra, cetana kara le vicAra, viSaya to bhoge anaMtabAra, brahmacarya binA nahIM hai uddhAra, jJAnI nahIM Ae hAtha dobArA, mokSa gae sarvasaMga tyAganAra, isalie cetakara cl| isalie cetakara cala / cetana kara le vicAra, cetana kara le vicAra, vizva meM viSaya aMdhakAra, brahmacArI vizve acarajakAra, dIpa banakara tU jaga tAra, krama-akrama ko Apa jor3anAra, isalie cetakara cl| isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, cetana kara le vicAra, kaba nikaloge viSaya pAra, jaga kalyANI dhyeya savAra, tabhI jhagamagAegA jJAna apAra, zIla se kaSTa kaMpAvanAra, isalie cetakara cl| isalie cetakara cl| cetana kara le vicAra, cetana kara le vicAra, brahmacarya hI sarvAdhAra, Apopu gae pUrNa thanAra, bhagavaMta pada para pahu~cAnevAlA, nirAlaMba sva meM bartanAra, isalie cetakara cl| isalie cetakara cala NY (sAdhaka ko 'cetana' kI jagaha para khuda kA nAma lenA hai) 48

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anukramaNikA khaMDa : 1 vAsanA, vastu nahIM, lekina rasa 39 viSaya kA svarUpa, jJAnI kI dRSTi jJAnI hI chur3avAte haiM, vAsanA... 40 viSaya aura kaSAya kI bhedarekhA 41 [1] [3] vizleSaNa, viSaya ke svarUpa kA mAhAtmya brahmacarya kA kIcar3a meM ThaMDaka kA maz2A 1 viSaya kI kImata kitanI? 43 isa z2ahara ko z2ahara jAnA? 3 viSaya se jarjarita hue jIvana 43 paravazatAe~ kaise pusAe? 4 brahmacarya pAlana karane kI sIr3hiyA~ zAdI karane ke pariNAma to dekho 6 vrata ke pariNAma pUrI duniyA kI hai vaha jUThana 8 AjJAsahita vrata hI sahI sukha ke sAdhana yA azuci kA... 10 brahmacarya to kaisA honA cAhie? saccA Ama kA bhoga, viSaya... 12 abhiprAya badalate hI nikalanA... 51 sabhI indriyo ne niMdA kI... 13 g2az2aba ke ve brahmacArI 51 buddhi se socA hai viSaya... 15 khaMDa : 2 nirI gaMdagI dikhe viSaya meM 16 'zAdI nahIM karane' ke nizcayavAloM kharA sukha kisa meM? ke lie rAha cala rahe hai kahA~? dizA... [1] samajho brahmacarya kI kamAI 21 kisa samajha se viSaya meM se chUTA jA kiphAyata karo vIrya aura... sakatA hai? akrama vijJAna prApti karavAe... 23 zAdI nahIM karane ke nizcayavAle... 53 itanA Avazyaka hai, brahmacarya... 23 samajhakara dAkhila honA isameM 55 jJAna kise adhika rahatA hai,... 25 bAra-bAra karanA nizcaya dRr3ha 57 zarIra kA rAjA kauna? 26 he viSaya! aba tere pakSa meM nahIM 58 aMkura phUTate hI use ukhAr3a denA 60 vikAroM se vimukti kI rAha citta AkRSTa hotA hai, rAste.... vikAroM ko haTAnA hai? 29 A~kheM gar3Ae~ge to dRSTi... brahmacarya, projekTa kA pariNAma 30 pratikramaNa ke bAda, daMDa... usake hetu para AdhArita hai 32 dekhanA, sAmAnya bhAva se nahIM samajhA jagat ne, svarUpa... 33 usa miThAsa kA pRthakkaraNa... ajJAna kI galatiyoM kI saz2A... 34 phira bhI AkarSaNa kyoM? viSaya kA zauka, bar3hAe viSaya 35 rAjA jItane se, jIteMge pUrA rAja / nahIM rokanA cAhie mana ko 36 Tale jJAna aura dhyAna... 22 [ 2] 49

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135 151 152 153 [3] 155 liMka jArI, usakA jokhima 76 judApana se jIta sakate haiM hAra-jIta, viSaya kI yA... 77 satsaMga meM bhI satarka rahanA hai 138 usake sevana se pAtratA 78. mana kI poloM ke sAmane... 139 majabUrI se pAzavatA 81 buddhi kI vakAlata, binA phIsa... 145 [2] bar3hatA hai viSaya kI liMka se... 146 dRSTi ukhar3e, 'thrI viz2ana' se kalA se kAma nikAlo 147 'rezmI cAdara' ke pIche 84 adbhuta prayoga, thrI viz2ana kA 87 nahIM calanA cAhie, mana ke kahe anusAra kharA brahmacarya, jAgRtipUrvaka kA 91 jJAna se karo svaccha, mana ko 150 upayoga jAgRti se, TalatA hai moha... 92 varnA mana ho jAe DhIlA moha rAjA kA aMtima vyUha 95 virodhI ke pakSakAra? viSaya meM 'chipI huI ruci'... 97 mana calAe, maMDapa taka... dhyeya kA hI nizcaya dRr3ha nizcaya pahu~cAe pAra / ___sAmAyika meM calana, mana kA 156 jo kabhI na DagamagAe, vahI... 101 dhyeya anusAra calAo... 161 pakar3e rakhe nizcaya ko TheTha taka.... 103 bhale hI zora macAe~ samajho nizcaya ke svarUpa ko... 104 nahIM calegA vevariMga mAinDa... nizcaya ke paripoSaka jahA~ siddhAMta hai brahmacarya kA... itanA hI sa~bhAla lenA z2arA 108 kahIM pola ko poSaNa to nahIM... 110 calo, siddhAMta ke anusAra 168 nahIM cala sakatA apavAda... 112 nizcaya, jJAna aura mana ke 171 paruSArtha hI nahIM. lekina parAkrama... 113 AptaputroM ko pAtratA nizcaya mAMge sinsiyAriTI 115 [6] 'rija paoNinTa' para rahe jokhima... 116 'khuda' apane Apako ko DA~TanA dRr3ha nizcayI pahu~ca sakate haiM 118 khuda ko DA~Takara sudhAro 174 adhUrI samajha, vahA~ nizcaya kaccA 119 pUrA karo prakRti ko paTAkara 178 kyoM gAr3iyoM se nahIM TakarAtA? 121 [7] jahA~ cora nIyata, vahA~ nahIM hai... 122 pachatAve sahita pratikramaNa viSaya ke viSa kI parakha kyoM... 124 pratyakSa AlocanA se, nakada.... 180 'udaya' kI paribhASA to samajho 126 jahA~ inTaresTa, vahA~ karo.... 181 padRr3ha nizcaya ko kaise aMtarAya? 128 viSaya se saMbaMdhita sAmAyika... 182 [4] viSayoM meM sukhabuddhi kise? viSaya vicAra parezAna kareM taba... he gA~ThoM! hama nahIM yA tuma.... vaha to hai bharA huA mAla 132 viSaya bIja nirmUla zuddha... 170 50

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192 250 [12] 259 261 [8] vahA~ para dAdA kI mauna sakhtI 238 sparza sukha kI bhrAmaka mAnyatA AptaputroM ke lie daphAe~ 240 dekhate hI jugupsA [11] roMga bilIpheM, rUTa kaoNz2a meM 193 sepha sAiDa taka kI bAr3a vaha AvAz2a, mana kI hI 194 AvazyakatAe~, brahmacarya ke... 243 sparza sukha ke jokhima 196 saMga, kusaMga ke pariNAma 244 strI kA sparza lage viSa samAna 197 lazkara taiyAra karake utaro... donoM sparzoM ke asara meM bhinnatA 200 viSayI vAtAvaraNa se phailA... AkarSaNa, vaha hai moha 203 nahIM sunanI cAhie viSayI... 249 jahA~ AkarSaNa hai, vahA~... 205 samabhAviyoM kA samUha niyama AkarSaNa - vikarSaNa ke 208 saMgabala kI sahAyatA... eka bAra bhogA ki gayA 210 mukta dazA kA tharmAmITara titikSA ke tapa se gar3ho mana-deha bhaTakatI vRttiyA~ citta kI 213 sIkho pATha titikSA ke 254 citta kI pakar3a, chUTatI... 214 vikasita hotA hai manobala.... 257 [9] upavAsa-uNodarI mAtra... 'phAila' ke sAmane saqhtI jJAniyoM ne navAz2A hai uNodarI.... vikArI dRSTi ke sAmane DhAla 216 AhAra jAgRti se rakSA karanA.... vikArI caMcalatA 218 AhAra meM ghI-zakkara karavAte... 264 phAila bana gaI, vahA~... 218 nahAnA bhI hai, nimaMtraNa... 266 sAmane 'phAila' Ae, taba... | 220 jInA hai, dhyeya anusAra 268 lakar3I kI putalI acchI 221 kaMdamUla poSaNa deM viSaya ko 269 agni aura 'phAila' eka se 222 [13] kATo sakhtI se 'use' 223 na ho asAra, pudgalasAra vahA~ hai cora nIyata 225 pudgalasAra hai, brahmacarya 271 sakhta, isa taraha ho sakate haiM 227 aho, aho! una AtmavIryavAloM...273 tor3A jA sakatA hai laphar3A... 228 barate vIrya, jahA~ jahA~ ruci 274 apanA banAyA kahakara Diyara... 230 upAya karanA, svapnadoSa TAlane... 275 [10] vIryazakti kA Urdhvagamana kaba? 277 viSayI AcaraNa? to Disamisa jokhima, hRSTa-puSTa zarIra ke yahA~ kie hue pApa se mile... 233 nirogI se bhAge viSaya nahIM zobhA detA vaha 234 jJAnI kI sUkSma bAteM phisalanA sahaja, yadi eka... 235 ulTI ho gaI to kyA mara... na ho saMga saMyogI 235 vicAra : maMthana : skhalana 51 263

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[14] 299 vrata kI vidhi se, TUTate haiM.... 357 302 sAdhanA, 'saMyamI' ke saMga 359 nahIM DAlanA cAhie dabAva... 354 brahmacarya prApta karavAe brahmAMDa kA AnaMdarAjA-rAnI kA talAka, zAdI..... 355 isase kyA nahIM mila sakatA ? samajho gaMbhIratA, brahmacarya vrata... AjIvana brahmacarya, zurU karavAe... cAritra kA sukha kaisA barate phAyadA uThAe~ yA nukasAna rokeM ? [15] 303 akrama meM aise Azrama kI .... 361 brahmacarya ke binA nahIM jA... 362 364 365 368 369 370 371 372 374 375 378 380 383 388 306 308 donoM meM se ucca kauna sA ? cAritrabala se kAMpatI haiM striyA~ 'viSaya' ke sAmane vijJAna se jAgRti AkarSaNa ke sAmane cAhie ... pUrva meM cUke, usake ye phala haiM vahA~ para dekho zuddhAtmA hI pudgala kA svabhAva jJAna se.... dRSTi nirmala kara sakate haiM aise vicAra dhyAna meM to parivartita ... dekhane se pighaleM, gA~TheM viSaya 'dekhanA'' 'jAnanA' AtmasvarUpa se jahA~ jAgRti meM jhoMkA, vahA~ aMta meM to AtmarUpa hI ... [ 16 ] *** phisalanevAloM ko uThAkara daur3Ate sira - mAthe para rakhanA jJAnI ko .... jAno gunAha ke phala ko pahale vyApAra meM kho gae ki khoe ... eka dhyeya, eka hI bhAva jisa rAha para cale, batAI 'dAdA' bolate hI dAdA hAz2ira dhyeyI kA hAtha thAmeM, dAdA... jJAnI miTAe anaMtakAla ke roga [ 17 ] aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka binA nirAI kie hue kheta 348 nUra jhalakatA hai brahmacarya kA 350 351 353 311 314 316 317 318 320 321 326 328 331 bagar3e sapane ke bhoga kA pUrvApara... 'dAdAvANI nikalI brahmacAriyoM... brahmacarya kA eka aura..... dRSTi se hI bigar3atA hai.... kisI kI bahana para dRSTi.... 334 335 337 340 341 343 343 346 pratikramaNa hI eka upAya kaisA moha, ki zauka se .... 'javAnI' sa~bhala jAe to AnaMda kI anubhUti vahA~ vyavahAra gar3hatA hai brahmacAriyoM .... nizcaya ke sAtha meM vacanabala.... isameM karmabaMdhana ke niyama haiM brahmacarya, cArja yA DiscArja ? viSaya TUTe, virodhI banane para AlocanA, AptapuruSa se hI aba to udhAra cukA do vaha pAe paramAtma pada [18] 52 390 391 395 397 397 402 dAdA dete puSTi, AptaputriyoM ko moha Dhaka detA hai jAgRti ko 399 zAdI karane kA AdhAra nizcaya... doSa, A~khoM kA yA ajJAnatA... isa vivAha saMbaMdha ke svarUpa... AkarSaNa kucha ke prati hI... aisI 'samajha' kauna degA ? 403 411 412 420 kalyANa karanA hai yA kalyANa.... 423

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pUrvArdha) khaMDa : 1 viSaya kA svarUpa, jJAnI kI dRSTi se [1] vizleSaNa, viSaya ke svarUpa kA kIcar3a meM ThaMDaka kA maz2A manuSya hokara bhI isa pA~ca indriyoM ke kIcar3a meM kyoM par3A hai, vahI Azcarya hai! bhayaMkara kIcar3a hai yaha to ! lekina itanA nahIM samajhane se, jagat abhAnatA meM cala rahA hai| yadi thor3A sA soce taba bhI, aisA samajha meM A sakatA hai ki kIcar3a hai lekina loga socate hI nahIM hai na? ! nirA kIcar3a hai / to manuSya kyoM aise kIcar3a meM par3e hue haiM? to isalie ki ' aura kisI jagaha para sAphasutharA nahIM miltaa| isalie aise kIcar3a meM so gayA hai|' praznakartA : yAnI kIcar3a ke prati ajJAnatA hI hai na ? dAdAzrI : hA~, usake prati ajJAnatA hai / isIlie kIcar3a meM par3A hai| phira yadi ise samajhane kA prayatna kare to samajha meM Ae aisA hai, lekina khuda samajhane kA prayatna hI nahIM karatA na ! koI pUche ki kyA jAnavaroM ko ye viSaya priya haiM ? to maiM

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) kahU~gA ki nahIM, jAnavaroM ko ye viSaya bilkula pasaMda nahIM haiM lekina phira bhI unheM 'naicurala' uttejanA hotI hai| bAkI, isa viSaya ko to koI pasaMda hI nahIM kre| saccA puruSa ho to pasaMda hI na kre| to ye manuSya kyoM isa viSaya meM par3ate haiM? kyoMki pUre dina bhAgadaur3a, bhAgadaur3a karatA hai| thakA huA hotA hai isalie use bhAna nahIM rahatA ki yaha kIcar3a hai, isalie phira par3a jAtA hai usmeN| bAkI, jaba bilkula hI 'sensa' khatma ho jAe taba yaha kIcar3a yAda AtA hai| varnA 'sensibala' iMsAna ko to yaha kIcar3a acchA hI nahIM lagegA na! yaha to bhAgadaur3a kI mehanata aura usakI jalana hai, usakA zamana karane ke lie isa kIcar3a meM giratA hai| gaDDhe meM girane se yaha jalana kahIM zAMta nahIM ho jaatii| thor3Abahuta saMtoSa mahasUsa hotA hai, basa utanA hI aura nIMda A jAtI hai| bAkI, usake bAda to marane jaisA lagatA hai| isa viSaya ke kIcar3a se z2yAdA to bAMdrA kI khAr3I kA kIcar3a acchA hai| sirpha durgaMdha AtI hai, utanA hI hai| bAkI kucha nhiiN| jabaki yaha to behada durgaMdha hai aura nire kitane hI jIva mara jAte haiM, lekina bhAna nahIM hai aura Upara se kahatA hai ki, 'maiM jaina huuN|' are, jaina to aisA nahIM hotaa| isameM to karor3oM jIva khatma ho jAte haiM! aisA hai, nirviSaya viSaya kise kahA gayA hai? isa jagat meM nirviSayI viSaya haiN| isa zarIra kI z2arUrata ke lie jo kucha dAlacAvala-sabjI-roTI, jo kucha mile vaha khaao| vaha viSaya nahIM hai| viSaya kaba kahA jAtA hai? ki jaba tuma lubdhamAna ho jAo taba viSaya kahalAtA hai, varnA vaha viSaya nahIM hai, vaha nirviSayI viSaya hai| ataH jo kucha isa jagat meM A~khoM se dikhAI detA hai, vaha sArA viSaya nahIM hai| lubdhamAna ho jAe, tabhI viSaya hai| hameM koI viSaya chUtA hI nhiiN| viSaya kI z2arUrata kyA hai, yahI maiM nahIM samajha paataa| ye jAnavara bhI jisase taMga A cuke haiM, usI viSaya meM manuSyoM ko maz2A AtA hai, yaha kaisA Azcarya hai?! kyoM isa kIcar3a meM pha~satA hai, isakA vicAra hI nahIM AtA, aise 'blaMTa' ho gae hai!

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vizleSaNa, viSaya ke svarUpa kA (khaM-1-1) isalie bhagavAna mahAvIra ne pA~cavA~ mahAvrata, brahmacarya kA diyA ki Aja ke manuSyoM ko viSaya ke kIcar3a kA bhAna hI nahIM rahegA, isalie jo cAra mahAvrata the, usake pA~ca kara die| unake mana meM yaha thA ki loga thor3A-bahuta soceMge aura isakI jokhimadArI smjheNge| yaha to bhayaMkara vikRti hai| isake bajAya to narka kA duHkha acchA, narka kI vedanA acchI, lekina yaha vedanA to bahuta bhayaMkara hai! mujhase kucha loga kahate haiM ki, 'isa viSaya meM aisA kyA hai ki viSayasukha cakhane ke bAda maiM maraNatulya ho jAtA hU~, merA mana mara jAtA hai, vANI mara jAtI hai?' maiMne kahA ki, ye saba mare hue hI haiM, lekina Apako bhAna nahIM AtA aura vApasa vahI kI vahI dazA utpanna ho jAtI hai| varnA brahmacarya yadi saMbhala jAe to eka-eka manuSya meM to kitanI zakti hai! AtmA ke jJAna meM rahanA, use samayasAra kahate haiN| AtmAjJAna prApta kare aura jAgRti rahe to samaya kA sAra utpanna hotA hai aura brahmacarya, vaha pudgalasAra (jo pUraNa aura galana hotA hai) hai| ataH isa viSaya meM to eka dina bhI nahIM bigAr3anA caahie| vaha to jaMgalI avasthA kahalAtI mana, vacana, kAyA se brahmacarya pAlana kare to kitanA acchA manobala rahegA, kitanA acchA vacanabala rahegA aura kitanA acchA dehabala rahegA! apane yahA~ bhagavAna mahAvIra ke samaya taka kaisA vyavahAra thA? eka-do baccoM taka 'vyavahAra' rakhate the lekina isa kAla meM vaha vyavahAra bigar3a jAegA, aisA bhagavAna jAnate the, isalie unheM pA~cavA~ mahAvrata denA pdd'aa| isa z2ahara ko jahara jAnA? viSaya ko z2ahara samajhA hI nhiiN| z2ahara samajhe to use chUegA hI nahIM na! isalie bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki jJAna kA phala hai

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) virati! samajhane kA phala kyA? ki ruka jaae| viSayoM ke jokhima ko samajhA hI nahIM, isalie vaisA karane se rukA nhiiN| yadi koI bhaya rakhane jaisA ho to vaha isa viSaya kA bhaya rakhane jaisA hai| isa jagat meM anya koI bhaya rakhane jaisI jagaha hai hI nhiiN| isalie sAvadhAna ho jaao| ina sA~pa, bicchra aura bAgha se sAvadhAna nahIM rahate? sAvadhAna rahate haiM na? jaba bAgha kI bAta Ae, taba hameM usase bhaya nahIM rakhanA ho, phira bhI usase bhaya lagatA hai na? usI taraha jaba viSaya kI bAta Ae to bhaya laganA caahie| jahA~ para bhaya lage, vahA~ para kyA maz2e se khAnA khAte haiM? nhiiN| ataH jahA~ para bhaya ho, vahA~ maz2A nahIM hotaa| jagat ke loga isa viSaya ko bhayasahita bhogate hoMge? nhiiN| loga to yaha maz2e se bhogate haiN| jahA~ bhaya ho, vahA~ bhoga hI nahIM skte|| koI pUche ki jalebI khAU~? to maiM kahU~gA ki vaha acchI hai, khAnA ArAma se| dahIbar3e khAnA, saba khaanaa| ina sabhI meM svAda AtA hai| jJAnI ko svAda samajha meM AtA hai, lekina unheM isa svAda meM, acchA yA burA hai, aisA nahIM hotA ki yaha hogA tabhI clegaa| viSaya kA to jJAnIpuruSa ko sapane meM bhI vicAra nahIM aataa| vaha to pAzavI vidyA hai| manuSya meM khulI pAzavatA kahanI ho to vaha itanI hI hai| manuSyapana to mokSa ke lie hI honA caahie| anaMta janmoM taka kamAI kare, taba jAkara ucca gotra, ucca kula meM janma hotA hai lekina phira lakSmI aura viSaya ke pIche anaMta janmoM kI kamAI kho detA hai!! paravazatAe~ kaise pusAe? mokSa kI icchA to bahuta hai, lekina mokSa kA rAstA nahIM mila paataa| isIlie anaMta janmoM se bhaTakate hI rahe haiM aura binA avalaMbana ke jI nahIM paate| isIlie use strI vagairaha, sabhI kucha

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vizleSaNa, viSaya ke svarUpa kA (khaM-1-1) hoMge, ekAdha beTAki eka strI kI thii| buddhihI khar3A kiyA caahie| zAdI karatA hai, vaha bhI isalie ki AdhAra DhU~DhatA hai| isIlie zAdI karatA hai n| iMsAna nirAdhAra raha hI nahIM sakatA na! nirAlaMba nahIM raha sakatA na! jJAnIpuruSa ke alAvA anya koI nirAlaMba raha hI nahIM sakatA, kucha na kucha avalaMbana DhU~DhatA hI hai! yaha makar3I jAlA bunatI hai, phira khuda hI usameM pha~sa jAtI hai| usI taraha yaha saMsAra kA jAla bhI khuda ne hI khar3A kiyA hai| pichale janma meM khuda ne mA~ga kI thii| buddhi ke Azaya meM TeMDara bharA thA ki eka strI to cAhie hii| do-tIna kamare hoMge, ekAdha beTA aura ekAdha beTI aura naukarI, itanA hI caahie| usake badale meM vAipha to dI so dI, lekina sAsa-sasura, sAlA-sAlI, mauserI sAsa, cacerI sAsa, phUphI sAsa, mamerI sAsa... are pha~sAva, pha~sAva! itanA sArA pha~sAva sAtha meM AegA, yadi aisA patA hotA to aisI mA~ga hI nahIM karate! TeMDara to bharA thA sirpha vAipha kA, to phira yaha saba kyoM diyA? taba kudarata kahatI hai, 'bhAI, vaha akelA to nahIM de sakate, mamerI sAsa, phUphI sAsa vaha saba denA par3atA hai| Apako usake binA acchA nahIM lgegaa| yaha to jaba pUrA laMgara hogA, tabhI asalI maz2A AegA!' eka itanA sA lene jAe~, usake sAtha to kitane baMdhana, kitanI sArI prvshtaaeN| vaha paravazatA phira sahana nahIM hotii| praznakartA : ye mana, vacana, kAyA ke laphar3e hI acche nahIM lagate na aba to! dAdAzrI : isameM to cha: bhAgIdAra hai| zAdI kI to usameM aura cha: kI bhAgIdArI, matalaba bAraha bhAgIdAroM kA korezana khar3A ho gayA Upara se| cha: ke bIca to kitane lar3AI-jhagar3e cala hI rahe the, vahA~ phira bAraha kI lar3AI khar3I ho jAtI hai| phira hara eka saMtAna ke sAtha chaH naye bhAgIdAra jur3ate jAte haiN| yAnI kitanA pha~sAva khar3A ho jAtA hai!

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6 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) zAdI karane ke pariNAma to dekho aba, tujhe saMsAra meM kyA-kyA cAhie? vaha batA n| praznakartA : mujhe to zAdI hI nahIM karanI hai| dAdAzrI : yaha deha hI nirI upAdhi (bAhara se AnevAlA du:kha) hai na! jaba peTa meM darda hotA hai, taba isa deha para kaisA hotA hai? to dUsare kI dukAna taka vyApAra bar3hAe~ge, to kyA hogA? kitane du:kha detI hai? aura phira do-cAra bacce hoM to| sirpha bIvI ho to ThIka hai, vaha sIdhI rahegI lekina ye to cAra bacce! to kyA hogA? behada parezAnI! nirI 'phAileM' hI bar3ha jAtI haiN| isalie bhagavAna ne aisA kahA hai ki aupacArika mata krnaa| anupacAra matalaba Apane jisakA upacAra taka nahIM kiyA, vaisI hai yaha deh| isakA to koI cArA hI nahIM hai lekina vaha to upacAra karatA hai| zAdI karatA hai, vyApAra karatA hai, vaha mata karanA, jabaki aura ise aba upacAra karane kI icchA nahIM hai, isalie kaha rahA hai ki zAdI hI nahIM karanI hai| yonI meM se janma letA hai| yonI meM to itane bhayaMkara duHkhoM meM rahanA par3atA hai aura bar3I umra ke hone para vApasa yonI para hI jAtA hai| isa jagat kA vyavahAra hI aisA hai| kisI ne sahI bAta sikhAI hI nahIM hai na! mA~-bApa bhI kahate haiM ki zAdI kara lo aba, aura mA~-bApa kA farz2a bhI to hai na? lekina koI sahI salAha nahIM detA ki isameM aisA duHkha hai| ve to kaheMge, 'zAdI karavA do ab| tAki usake vahA~ baccA ho to maiM dAdA bana jaauuN|' basa, unheM itanI hI utkaMThA hotI hai| 'are, lekina dAdA banane ke lie mujhe kyoM isa kue~ meM dhakela rahe ho?' pitA jI ko dAdA bananA hotA hai, isalie hameM kue~ meM dhakela dete haiN| zAdI meM to kitane hI aiksiDenTa hote haiM, phira bhI kitanI hI zAdiyA~ hotI haiM na? yaha to, zAdI ke kue~ meM giranA par3atA hai| kucha

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vizleSaNa, viSaya ke svarUpa kA (khaM-1-1) na ho to aMta meM mA~-bApa bhI uThAkara usa kue~ meM DAla dete haiN| ve loga nahIM DAleMge to mAmA uThAkara DAla degaa| aisA hai yaha pha~sAvavAlA jagat! zAdI to sacamuca meM baMdhana hai| bhaiMsa ko Dibbe meM bharane jaisI dazA ho jAtI hai| usa pha~sAva meM nahIM pha~seM, vahI uttama hai, pha~sa gae hoM to phira nikala jAe~ to aura bhI uttama aura na ho to aMta meM phala cakhane ke bAda nikala jAnA cAhie! zAdI se pahale, dasa dina pahale lar3akI agara gAr3I meM mila jAe to vaha dhakkA mAratA hai| usI ko phira khuda ne pasaMda kiyaa| lo, vaha vAipha bana gaI! kisakI beTI, kisakA beTA, kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai! vAipha mara jAe to phira rotA hai| kyoM rotA hai? vaha kahA~ apanI riztedAra thI? mA~ kA riztA sacamuca meM riztA kahalAtA hai, bhAI kA riztA, riztA kahalAtA hai, pitA jI kA riztA, riztA kahalAtA hai, lekina vAipha kA kauna sA riztA hai? parAe ghara kI beTI, use dekhane gayA thA taba to yoM ghUmo, yoM ghUmo kara rahA thA, marjI meM Ae to saiMkzana karatA hai| ghara para lAtA hai| usake bAda yadi mela na khAe to phira kahegA ki 'DAivorsa lo|' eka bhAI ne mujhase kahA ki 'merI vAipha ke binA mujhe oNphisa meM acchA nahIM lgtaa|' are, eka bAra hAtha meM pIpa ho jAe to tU cATegA? nahIM to kyA dekhakara strI para moha kara rahA hai? pUrA zarIra pIpa se hI bharA hai| yaha poTalI kisakI hai, isakA vicAra nahIM AtA? bhale AcAra nahIM chuTe lekina kyA aisA vicAra nahIM AnA cAhie? jitanA prema manuSya ko apanI strI para hotA hai, usase adhika prema to sUara ko sUaranI para hai| yaha kyA koI prema kahalAtA hogA? yaha to pAzavatA hai nirI! prema to kise kahate haiM, ki jo bar3he nahIM, ghaTe nahIM, use prema kahate haiN| yaha saba to Asakti hai| bar3ha gaI to Asakti aura kama ho gaI, vaha vikarSaNa shkti| yadi acche iyariMga lAkara die, hIre ke Topsa

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) lAkara de die to bIvI Asakti meM hI khuza aura yadi nahIM lAkara die to, 'Apa aise ho, Apa vaise ho', phira jhagar3e nahIM hote? matabheda nahIM hote? isameM kauna sA sukha hai jo par3e hue ho? kyA mAnA hai tumane? anaMta janmoM se bhaTaka rahe ho, to abhI bhI kyA tumheM bhaTakane kA zauka hai? kyA huA hai tumheM? vItarAga bhagavAna ke bhaktoM ko bhI ciMtA? jaba zAstra par3hatA hai, utane samaya taka thor3I aMdara ThaMDaka rahatI hai| usameM bhI phira par3hate-par3hate yAda to A hI jAtA hai ki Aja kArakhAne meM to bAraha sau kA nukasAna ho gayA hai| vaha phira use cubhatA (kacoTatA) hai! pUre dina cubhana, cubhana aura cubhn| bhItara yaha kacoTatA hai aura bAhara makor3e, macchara jo bhI hoM, ve kATate haiN| rasoI meM bIvI kATatI hai| maiMne eka jane se pUchA, 'kyoM taMga A gae ho?' taba usane kahA ki 'yaha patnI nAgina kI taraha kATatI hai|' kucha logoM ko aisI bhI patniyA~ milatI haiM na? pUre dina 'Apa aise aura Apa vaise' karatI rahatI hai, vaha zAMti se khAne bhI nahIM detI becAre ko! aba vaha aurata kauna sA sukha de denevAlI hai? vaha kyA 'paramAnenTa' sukha degI? to kyoM khuda dabA huA baiThA rahatA hai? viSaya-bhUkhA hai islie| varnA nirviSayI ko DarAnevAlA kauna? sirpha viSaya ke lie par3e rahanA aura khuda kI svataMtratA kho denI? bIvI-baccoM kA jaMjAla aura vaha anaMta janma bigAr3a detA hai| jo isameM se kudaratI rUpa se chUTa gayA, usakI to bAta hI kyA karanI? pUrI duniyA kI hai vaha jUThana bAkI, viSaya bhoga to nirI jUThana hI hai| pUrI duniyA kI jUThana hai| AtmA kA kahIM aisA AhAra hotA hogA? AtmA ko bAhara kI kisI bhI cIz2a kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, nirAlaMba hai| kisI bhI avalaMbana kI use z2arUrata nahIM hai| paramAtmA hI hai khud| nirAlaMba anubhava meM A jAe to paramAtmA hI ho gayA! use kucha bhI nahIM

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vizleSaNa, viSaya ke svarUpa kA (khaM-1-1) chU sktaa| dIvAroM ke ArapAra nikala jAe, aMdara aisA AtmA hai, anaMta sukha kA dhAma hai! ___ isa paikiMga kA hameM kyA karanA hai? paikiMga to kala ko sar3a jAegA, gira jAegA, bigar3a jAegA, paikiMga to kisa cIz2a se banA hai? yaha hama nahIM jAnate? phira bhI loga bhUla jAte haiM na? bhUla nahIM jAte loga? lekina yaha paikiMga Apako bhI bhrama meM DAla de| hameM, jJAnIpuruSa ko, yoM ArapAra dikhatA hai| kapar3e vagairaha hoM phira bhI kapar3oM ke aMdara, camar3I ke aMdara jaisA hai vaisA yathAvat dikhatA hai| phira rAga kaise hogA? khuda sirpha AtmA ko hI dekhate haiM aura bAkI saba to kacarA hai, sar3A huA mAla hai| usameM dekhane jaisA kyA hai? vahIM para rAga hotA hai| vahI Azcarya hai na! khuda kyA yaha nahIM jAnatA? jAnatA hai sabakucha, lekina use aisA samajhAyA nahIM gayA hai| jJAniyoM ne pahale se hI mAla dekhA huA hai| isameM nayA kyA hai? aura phira bIvI ke sAtha so jAtA hai| are, isa mAMsa ko hI dabAkara so jAtA hai? lekina bhAna nahIM hai n| usI kA nAma moha hai na! hameM niraMtara jAgRti rahatI hai, evarI sekanDa jAgRti rahatI hai, isalie hama jAnate haiM ki nirA mAMsa hI hai yaha sb| aba aisI bAta koI karatA nahIM hai na? kyoMki logoM ko viSaya pasaMda hai| isalie yaha bAta karatA hI nahIM hai na koii| jo nirviSayI hai, vahI yaha bAta kara sakate haiM, varnA aisA khullama khullA kauna kahegA? aMta meM to yaha saba chor3e binA cArA hI nahIM hai| Apa hama se kaho ki mujhe brahmacaryavrata lenA hai| to hama 'hA~' kahate haiN| kyoM? ki bhaI bahuta acchA hai, kharA sukhI hone kA mArga yahI hai, yadi ApakA udaya ho to| varnA zAdI kara lo| zAdI karake anubhava lo| eka bAra anubhava ho gayA to dUsare janma meM mukta ho jaaegaa| praznakartA : koI-koI mukta ho jAtA hai, nahIM to chUTanA muzkila hai|

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : usa anubhava ko yAda rakhe to chUTa sakatA hai| hama to hara kSaNa yAda rkhnevaale| praznakartA : aisA to zAyada hI koI yAda rakhanevAlA hogaa| nahIM to kIcar3a meM utaratA hI jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, yaha to kIcar3a hI hai| gaharA kIcar3a hai| usameM utaratA hI jAtA hai| risarca to, jo nirviSayI ho, vahI kara sakatA hai| viSayI iMsAna risarca kara hI nahIM sktaa| sukha ke sAdhana yA azuci kA saMgrahasthAna? jahA~ bhrAMtirasa meM eka hokara jagat DUbA huA hai| bhrAMtirasa yAnI vAstava meM rasa nahIM hai, phira bhI mAna baiThA hai! na jAne kyA mAna baiThA hai! isa sukha kA vizleSaNa kiyA jAe to nirI ulTiyA~ hoMgI! isa zarIra kI rAkha bana jAtI hai aura usa rAkha ke paramANuoM se vApasa zarIra banatA hai| anaMta janmoM kI rAkha ke ye pariNAma haiN| nirI jUThana hai! yaha to jUThana kI bhI jUThana aura usakI bhI jUThana! vahI kI vahI raakh| vahI ke vahI paramANu saare| usI se phira banatA rahatA hai! bartana ko agale dina mAMjane se ve sApha dikhate haiM, lekina mAMje bagaira agara usI meM roz2a khAte raheM to kyA vaha gaMdagI nahIM hai? pudgala ke jo guNa haiM na, jo sthala guNa haiM jo aise haiM ki A~khoM se dikhAI deM, kAna se sunAI deM, yoM sparza se anubhava meM Ae~, nAka ko sugaMdha deM, jIbha ko svAda deN| pudgala ke guNa aura prAkRtika guNa donoM ekatrita hue haiN| prAkRtika guNa mizra cetana ke haiM aura pudgala ke jo guNa haiM, una sabake eka hone se yaha khUna-pIpa aura yaha saba khar3A ho gayA aura saMsAra khar3A ho gayA hai| isI se yaha pUrA jagat ulajhana meM haiN| khuda kI ajJAnatA kI vajaha se use isa sArI azuci kA bhAna

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vizleSaNa, viSaya ke svarUpa kA (khaM-1-1) nahIM rahatA aura bhAna nahIM rahatA isalie yaha saMsAra khar3A rahA rAta ko jalebI khAtA hai to subaha meM jalebI kI kyA dazA hogI? aisA bhAna rahatA hai kyA logoM ko? kyoM bhAna nahIM rahatA? kyoMki pudgala ke guNoM meM hI anurAga hai use| yaha to pudgala hai, yaha pUraNa (cArja honA, bharanA) huA hai aura vaha jo hai, vaha galana (DiscArja honA, khAlI honA) hai aisA bhAna hI nahIM hai na? jaba galana hotA hai subaha-subaha, taba ghina AtI hai? are, donoM pudgala hI haiN| donoM pudgala ke hI guNa haiM, lekina use azuci kA bhAna hI nahIM hai, isalie jalebI khAte samaya TesTa se bhogatA hai na?! praznakartA : jaba AtmA aura pudgala kA saMyoga hotA hai taba hara kisI ko aisA hI hotA hai na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina jaba taka use bhrAMti hai, tabhI tk| 'maiM kauna hU~' usakA bhAna nahIM rahA isalie abhAnatA meM aisA calatA rahatA hai| bhAna hone ke bAda khuda alaga ho gyaa| bAda meM use viSayasukha phIke lagate haiN| jalebI khAne ke bAda cAya pI hai? to phIkI lagatI hai na? phira hama cAya meM kitanA bhI TesTa karane jAe~, lekina TesTa nahIM aataa| usI taraha yaha jagat bhI asaravAlA hai! are, yoM acchI khIra khAI ho, usakI bhI ulTI ho jAe to kaisI dikhegI? suMdara, hAtha meM pakar3a sakeM, aisI dikhegI? abhI jo aMdara DAlA thA, vahI vApasa nikalA hai, use hAtha meM kyoM nahIM pakar3a sakate? yAnI aMdara azuci kA saMgrahasthAna hai| aMdara DAlate hI azuci ho jAtI hai| kaTorI sApha ho, khIra acchI ho, lekina aMdara DAlate hI, vahI kI vahI khIra phira ulTI karake dI jAe ki phira se pI jAo, to nahIM pIegA aura kahegA, 'jo honA ho, vaha ho, lekina nahIM piiuuNgaa|' yAnI ki aisA saba bhAna rahatA nahIM hai na!

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) saccA Ama kA bhoga, viSaya kI tulanA meM yaha jalebI nIce dhUla meM gira gaI ho| phira vaha khAne ke lie de to khAoge yA nahIM? nhiiN| kyoM? yoM mu~ha meM to mIThI lagatI hai, phira bhI? dekhakara hI manA kara degA na? yoM acchA Ama ho lekina khaTTA nikale to? taba bhI kahegA 'nhiiN| nahIM khaanaa|' matalaba ye loga itanA saba dekhakara khAte haiN| jIbha manA kare to bhI pheMka detA hai, sirpha A~kheM manA kareM to bhI manA kara detA hai, sirpha nAka manA kare to bhI chor3a detA hai| yAnI ki isameM jaba pA~coM indriyA~ khuza ho jAe~, tabhI usa cIz2a ko khAtA hai lekina sirpha viSaya hI aisA hai ki kisI bhI indriya ko vaha acchA hI nahIM lgtaa| phira bhI 'use' viSaya meM maz2A AtA hai, vaha bhI Azcarya hai na! pA~ca indriyoM ke viSaya meM sirpha jIbha kA viSaya hI sacamuca kA viSaya hai| bAkI saba to banAvaTa hai| zuddha viSaya ho to sirpha yahI eka hai! pharsTa klAsa hAphUsa ke Ama hoM, to kaisA svAda AtA hai? bhrAMti meM yadi koI zuddha viSaya ho to vaha yahI hai| zuddha AhAra milatA ho aura usakA svAda, besvAda nahIM ho to vaha viSaya svIkAra karane yogya hai| hai to yaha bhI kalpita, lekina sabase U~cA kalpita hai| isa ke bAre meM socane se ghRNA nahIM hotI aura viSaya meM to socate hI ghRNA hotI hai| viSayoM meM bhoga hai hI nahIM, lekina mAnate haiM ki yaha bhoga hai| bhoga meM to pA~coM indriyA~ khuza rahatI hai| yaha Ama, vaha bhoga kahalAtA hai| usakI sugaMdha acchI hotI hai, sparza bhI acchA hotA hai, svAda bhI AtA hai, A~khoM ko yoM acchA lagatA hai| jabaki isa viSaya meM to kucha hai hI nhiiN| yaha to phalsa pairaDAisa hai| viSaya meM koI indriya khuza nahIM hotii| A~kheM bhI aMdherA DhU~DhatI haiN| Ama dekhane ke lie AkheM aMdherA DhU~DhatI haiM? nAka kahatI hai ki (nAka) baMda kara do? loga badabU mArate hoMge kyA? do dina

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vizleSaNa, viSaya ke svarUpa kA (khaM-1-1) 13 nahIM nahAe~ to kyA hotA hai? Ama kI taraha mahakate haiM? yAnI ye viSaya to nAka ko z2arA bhI acche nahIM lagate, A~khoM ko bhI acche nahIM lgte| jIbha kI to bAta hI kyA karanI? ulTI Ane jaisA hotA hai| Ama ko sar3a jAne ke bAda sUMghe to acchA lagatA hai? sar3e hue Ama ko chUnA, sparza karanA acchA lagatA hai? to phira vahA~ bhogane kA rahatA hI kahA~ hai? koI indriya eksepTa nahIM karatI, phira bhI loga viSaya bhogate haiM, vaha Azcarya hai na? yaha saba socnaa| Apako sAdhu banAne nahIM AyA huuN| ye kitanI sArI galata mAnyatAe~ ghusa gaI haiM, unheM nikAlane kI z2arUrata hai| viSaya saMbaMdha ke bAre meM vistAra se samajha liyA jAe to viSaya rahegA hI nhiiN| hamAre jaisA to kisI ko bhI samajha meM nahIM AtA aura agara batAe~ bhI to dUsare dina bhUla jAte haiN| varnA viSaya, vaha soce-samajhe bagaira kI bAta hai| ye loga dekhA dekhI se usameM par3e hue hai| sirpha loka saMjJA hai vaha aura jJAnI kI saMjJA, yadi kabhI jJAnI se pUchA jAe to isameM koI par3egA hI nhiiN| eka bhI indriya ise 'pAsa' nahIM krtii| isalie jJAniyoM ne kahA hai ki jahA~ sukha nahIM hai, vahA~ kahA~ sukha mAna baiThe ho? lekina isa viSaya meM use mUrchA bahuta hai| isalie mUrchA ko lekara use bhAna nahIM rhtaa| sabhI indriyo ne niMdA kI viSaya kI viSaya, vaha saMDAsa hai| nAka-kAna meM se, mu~ha meM se, saba jagahoM se jo-jo nikalatA hai, vaha saba saMDAsa hI hai| DiscArja, vaha bhI saMDAsa hI hai| jo pariNAmika bhAga hai, vaha saMDAsa hai lekina tanmayAkAra hue binA galana nahIM ho sktaa| saMDAsa hotA hai vaha bhI, aMdara jo kaoNz2ez2a hote haiM, unakA pariNAma hai| khIrapUr3I kise acchI nahIM lagatI? lekina bhagavAna kahate haiM ki kala subaha vaha saMDAsa bana jaaegaa| viSaya ko saMDAsa kyoM kahA gayA hai? isIlie, kyoMki vaha galana hai|

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14 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) vicArazIla iMsAna viSaya meM sukha kaise mAna baiThA hai, usI para mujhe Azcarya hotA hai? viSaya kA pRthakkaraNa kare to dAda ko khujalAne jaisA hai| hameM to bahuta vicAra Ate haiM aura lagatA hai ki arere! anaMta janmoM se yahI kiyA? jitanA kucha hameM pasaMda nahIM hai, vaha sabakucha viSaya meM hai| nirI durgaMdha hai| A~khoM ko dekhanA acchA nahIM lgtaa| nAka ko sUMghanA acchA nahIM lgtaa| tUne sUMghakara dekhA thA? sUMghakara dekhanA thA na? to vairAga to A jaataa| kAna ko nahIM ructaa| sirpha camar3I ko rucatA hai| loga to paikiMga ko dekhate haiM, mAla ko nahIM dekhte| jo cIz2a pasaMda nahIM hai, paikiMga meM to vahI cIjeM bharI huI hai| nirI durgaMdha kA borA hai! lekina moha ke kAraNa bhAna nahIM rahatA aura isIlie to pUrA jagat cakarA gayA hai| yaha bAMdrA sTezana kI jo khAr3I AtI hai, usakI durgaMdha pasaMda hai? usase bhI barI durgaMdha isa paikiMga meM haiN| A~khoM ko pasaMda nahIM Ae~, aise citra-vicitra pArTsa aMdara hai| isa bAre meM to behada vicitra gaMdagI hai| yaha apane aMdara jo hRdaya hai, usI lauMde ko nikAlakara hAtha meM de de to? aura kahe ki apane sAtha hAtha meM rakhakara so jA, to? nIMda hI nahIM AegI na? yaha to samudra ke vicitra jIva jaisA dikhatA hai| jo pasaMda nahIM hai, vaha sabhI kucha isa deha meM hai| ye AkheM yoM bahuta suMdara dikhatI hoM, lekina motiyAbiMda ho jAe aura una sapheda A~khoM ko dekhA ho to? acchA nahIM lgegaa| ohoho sabase z2yAdA duHkha isI meM haiN| yaha zarAba jo nazA car3hAtI hai, usa zarAba kI durgaMdha iMsAna ko acchI nahIM lagatI aura yaha viSaya to sarva durgaMdha kA kAraNa hai| sabhI nApasaMda cIjeM vahA~ para hai| aba kyA hogA yaha Azcarya? isameM se chUTa gae to phira raajaa| jise bhUkha hI nahIM lagI ho use kyA? jo bhUkhA hogA vahI hoTala meM jAegA na? jahA~-tahA~ jhA~katA rahegA, lekina jisane khAnA khAyA hai, khAkara ArAma se Tahala rahA hai, rasa-roTI khAkara Tahala rahA hai, vaha kyoM hoTala meM jAegA? gaMdagIvAlI

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vizleSaNa, viSaya ke svarUpa kA (khaM - 1-1) hoTaleM ! viSaya ke bAre meM gaharAI se socane para yahI lagatA hai ki yaha gaTara to kholane jaisA hai hI nahIM / kitanA baMdhana ! yaha jagat isIlie khar3A hai na! buddhi se socA hai viSaya ke bAre meM kabhI ? 15 viSaya to aisI cIz2a hai jise mUrkha bhI na cAhe / buddhi kA saMpUrNa prakAza ho cukA ho, buddhi kA vikAsa ho cukA ho, vaha bhI viSaya se DaratA hai becArA / kyoMki viSaya, vaha to bilkula mUrkhatApUrNa cIz2a hai| isa kAla meM, yaha to jalana kI vajaha se viSaya ke kIcar3a meM giratA hai| nahIM to koI kIcar3a meM giregA hI nahIM na! bahuta jalana hone lage, taba iMsAna kyA kare ? isalie ulTA upAya karatA hai / viSaya ke bAre meM yadi socA jAe to vicAraka iMsAna ko vaha acchA hI nahIM lgegaa| yAnI ki buddhi se bhI viSaya chUTa sakatA hai| usameM phira jJAna kA aura isakA kyA lenA-denA? viSaya ke bAre meM yadi socA hotA na, to use viSaya bilkula acchA hI nahIM lgtaa| nirmala buddhivAle ko viSaya kA pRththakaraNa karane ko kaheM to, 'viSaya thUkane jaisI cIz2a bhI nahIM hai|' aise kahegA / ataH jisakI buddhi nirmala ho, use to viSaya acchA hI nahIM lagegA / vaha chUegA hI nahIM na ! lekina jisakI buddhi meM mala jama gayA ho, use to sabakucha ulTA hI dikhegA | praznakartA : isa manuSya jAti meM brahmacarya raha hI nahIM sakatA, isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? moha hai ? rAga hai ? dAdAzrI : buddhipUrvaka kA sukha nahIM hai yh| binA socesamajhe mAnA gayA sukha hai| logoM ne jo mAnA, vahI hamane mAna liyaa| vaha sirpha mAnyatA kA hI sukha hai aura jalebI sukhadAyI hai, vaha buddhipUrvaka kA sukha hai| viSaya kA khela to buddhipUrvaka nahIM hai, yaha to sirpha mana kI aiMThana hI hai| koI bhI buddhimAna iMsAna yadi buddhi se viSaya

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) ke bAre meM samajhane jAe to buddhi viSaya ko leTa go nahIM kregii| ye buddhimAna loga leTa go karate haiM, isakA kyA kAraNa hai? lokasaMjJA ke anusAra calate haiM, isalie usa tarapha kA AvaraNa nahIM ttuuttaa| eka jana ne kahA ki buddhipUrvaka meM kyA harja hai? taba maiMne kahA, buddhipUrvaka kI cIjeM ujAle meM karanI hotI hai| sIkresI(gapta) nahIM hotii| haz2Ara logoM kI maujUdagI meM baiThakara jalebI khA sakate haiM? jalebI meM harja nahIM hai na? use zarma nahIM AtI? praznakartA : nhiiN| zarma nahIM AtI, rauba se khAI jA sakatI hai! dAdAzrI : yAnI viSaya ke bAre meM yadi koI soce na, yadi socanA Ae, to vaha viSaya kI ora kabhI jAegA hI nhiiN| lekina socanA bhI nahIM AtA na? viSaya, vaha ajAgRti hai| viSaya pusAe hI kaise? jo cIjeM socane para acchI nahIM lageM, usI cIz2a kA saMbaMdha kaise pusAe? nirI gaMdagI dikhe viSaya meM aba kitane hI loga cAritra (dIkSA) lene lage haiN| kyoMki viSaya meM itanI gaMdagI hai ki jisa para agara nibaMdha likhanA ho to nibaMdha likhane meM bhI ghina A jaae| yaha to ThIka hai, eka taraha kI haibiTa ho gaI hai| mUlataH ajJAnatA aura mUrchA kI vajaha se gaMdagI meM hAtha ddaalaa| aba bhAna meM Ane ke bAda kyA ghina nahIM AegI? isa bilkula hI gaMdagIvAle sukha ko chor3a denA hai| ise to gaMdagI dekhakara hI chor3a denA hai| yadi isa viSaya kA sukha chor3a de to pUrI duniyA kA mAlika bana jaaegaa| vAstava meM to vaha sukha hai hI nhiiN| isa jalebI meM sukha hai, zrIkhaMDa meM sukha hai, aisA kaha sakate haiM, usake lie manA nahIM kara sakate lekina isa viSaya meM to sukha hai hI nhiiN| mujhe to isa viSaya meM itanI gaMdagI dikhatI hai ki mujhe yoM

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vizleSaNa, viSaya ke svarUpa kA (khaM-1-1) 17 hI sahaja hI usa ora kA vicAra taka nahIM aataa| mujhe viSaya kA kabhI bhI vicAra hI nahIM aataa| maiMne itanA kucha dekha liyA hai, itanA kucha dekhA hai ki mujhe iMsAna ArapAra dikhAI de, aisA dekhA hai| viSaya kA yadi pRththakaraNa kiyA jAe, jJAna se nahIM lekina buddhi se, to bhI iMsAna pAgala ho jaae| yaha saba to nAsamajhI se khar3A hai| pyAja kI gaMdha kise AtI hai? jo pyAja khAtA hai, use gaMdha nahIM aatii| jo pyAja nahIM khAtA hai, use turaMta hI gaMdha AtI hai| viSayoM meM par3A hai isalie viSayoM meM rahI gaMdagI ko nahIM samajha paataa| isalie viSaya nahIM chUTa pAtA aura rAga karatA rahatA hai| vaha bhI abhAnatA kA rAga hai| sirpha AtmA hI mAMsarUpI nahIM hai| bAkI saba nirA mAMsa hI hai na?! jisa taraha AhArI AhAra karatA hai, usI taraha viSayI viSaya karatA hai lekina bAta samajha meM AnI cAhie na? aura vaha lakSya meM rahanA cAhie na? AhAra to hara roz2a acchA khAtA hai, lekina cAra dina kA bhUkhA ho to bAsI gaMdI roTI bhI khA jAtA hai| yaha AhAra to acchA hotA hai, lekina yaha viSaya to usase bhI z2yAdA gaMdagIvAlA hai| bhUkha kI jalana kI vajaha se gaMdI roTI khAtA hai| usI taraha jalana kI vajaha se vaha viSaya bhogatA hai| lekina gaMdI roTI khAte samaya kahatA hai, 'clegaa'| lekina kyA phira se vaisA khAne kI icchA hotI hai? nhiiN| dobArA vaisA khAne kI icchA to kisI ko bhI nahIM hotI lekina viSaya meM aisA nahIM rahatA na? viSaya meM bhI aisA hI rahanA caahie| kaIM loga mAMsAhAra karate haiM, ve rAjIkhuzI se karate haiM na? aura Apako mAMsAhAra karane ko kahA ho to? ghina AegI na? isakA kyA kAraNa hai? kyoMki mAMsAhAra karanevAle kA DevelapamenTa alaga hai aura ApakA DevelapamenTa alaga hai| jaise-jaise DevelapamenTa bar3hatA jAtA hai, vaise vaise saMsAra kI cIz2oM para ghina AtI jAtI

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) hai| isa viSaya para ghina nahIM AtI na? lekina vaha to anya sabhI gaMdI cIz2oM se bhI jyAdA burA hai| phira bhI logoM ko isakA patA nahIM cltaa| DevelapamenTa kI kitanI kamI hai| pakaur3oM meM pasInA gira rahA hai, aisA dekhate haiM phira bhI khAte haiM, to yaha DevelapamenTa kitanA kaccA hai? kyoMki isa gaMdagI ko samajhA hI nhiiN| yaha zarIra yoM suMdara dikhatA hai lekina yadi baniyAna ko nikAlakara mu~ha meM DAlo taba patA calegA ki vaha kaisA hai! vaha kaisA lagatA hai? khArA lagatA hai na? badabUdAra! jisake pAsa khar3e rahane para bhI badabU AtI hai, vahA~ usake prati viSaya kaise khar3A ho sakatA hai? yaha kitanI bar3I bhrAMti hai!!! kharA sukha kisa meM? iMsAna ko roMga bilIpha hai ki viSaya meM sukha hai| aba agara viSaya se bhI U~cA sukha mila jAe to viSaya meM sukha nahIM lagegA! viSaya meM sukha nahIM hai lekina dehadhArI ko vyavahAra meM cArA hI nhiiN| bAkI jAna-bUjhakara gaTara kA Dhakkana kauna kholegA? viSaya meM sukha hotA to cakravartI itanI sArI rAniyA~ hone ke bAvajUda sukha kI khoja meM nahIM nikalate! isa jJAna se aisA U~cA sukha milatA hai| phira bhI isa jJAna ke bAda turaMta viSaya cale nahIM jAte, lekina dhIre dhIre cale jAte haiN| phira bhI khuda ko socanA to cAhie ki yaha viSaya kitanA gaMdagIvAlA hai! puruSa ko aisA dikhe ki strI hai, to yadi puruSa meM roga hogA tabhI use aisA dikhegA ki 'strI hai'| puruSa meM roga nahIM hogA to strI nahIM dikhegii| jJAniyoM kI dRSTi ArapAra hotI hai| jaisA hai vaisA dikhatA hai| vaisA dikhe to phira viSaya rahegA? use kahate haiM, jnyaan| jJAna matalaba ArapAra, jaisA hai vaisA dikhnaa| yaha hAphUsa kA Ama ho to usa viSaya ke lie hama manA nahIM krte| use yadi kATe to khUna

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vizleSaNa, viSaya ke svarUpa kA (khaM-1-1) 19 nahIM dikhegA, to use ArAma se khaa| ise to kATane se khUna nikalatA hai, lekina usakI jAgRti nahIM rahatI na? isalie mAra khAtA hai| isalie yaha saMsAra khar3A rahA hai| isa jJAna se jAgRti dhIre dhIre bar3hatI jAtI hai, viSaya khatma hotA jAtA hai| mujhe baMda karane ke lie kahanA nahIM pdd'taa| apane Apa hI ApakA baMda hotA jAtA hai| dUSamakAla meM hamezA iMsAna kA mana kaisA hotA hai ki, 'kala se zakkara nahIM milegI' aisA kahA ki sabhI bhAga-daur3a karake zakkara le aaeNge| yAnI mana aise haiM ki TeDhe cleN| isIlie hamane sabhI taraha kI chUTa dI hai| dUSamakAla meM mana para baMdhana lagAe~ ki 'aisA karo' to mana ulTA cale binA nahIM rhegaa| isa dUSamakAla kA svabhAva hai ki yadi rokA jAe to balki pUre joza ke sAtha usI meM pdd'egaa| isalie isa kAla meM hamAre nimitta se akrama prakaTa huA hai, jahA~ kisI bhI taraha kI rokaToka nahIM hai| isalie phira mana javAna hotA hI nahIM, mana bUr3hA ho jAtA hai|' bUr3hA huA ki nirbala ho jAtA hai, phira khatma ho jAtA hai| javAna to kaba hotA hai ki jaba use rokeM, tb| tRpta iMsAna viSaya kI gaMdagI meM hAtha hI nahIM ddaalegaa| yaha to bhItara tRpti nahIM hai, isalie isa gaMdagI meM pha~sa gae haiN| vItarAgoM kA vijJAna, vahI tRpti lAtA hai| kitane hI janmoM kA gineM to puruSoM ne itanI-itanI striyoM se zAdI kI aura striyoM ne puruSoM se zAdI kI, phira bhI abhI taka unheM viSaya kA moha nahIM ttuutttaa| taba phira isakA aMta kaba AegA? isase acchA to ho jAo akele, tAki jhaMjhaTa hI khatma ho jAe na?! cala rahe hai kahA~? dizA kauna sI? yaha injina hotA hai, to koI iMsAna injina meM tela DAlatA rahe, usa injina ko calAtA rahe, aisA ekAdha sAla taka karatA rahe to AsapAsa ke loga kyA kaheMge use? 'are, injina ko koI paTTA jor3akara kAma karavA le n|' usI taraha loga jIvana jIne

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) ke lie acchA khAnA khAte haiM, lekina phira paTTA hI nahIM jor3ate! yAnI ki isa mazIna se dUsarA kAma karavA lenA cAhie yA nahIM karavAnA cAhie? kyA Apane karavAne kA taya kiyA hai? kucha sadgati ho, mokSa ho, usake lie paTTA jor3anA hai, jIvana jIkara kAma nikAla (nipaTArA) lenA hai| hama agara logoM se pUche ki Apa kyoM khAte ho? to kaheMge ki jIvana jIne ke lie aura pUchege ki jIvana kyoM jI rahe ho? to kaheMge, mujhe patA nahIM! are, yaha kaisA? jIvana kisalie jInA hai? vaha bhI patA nahIM aura baccoM ke kArakhAne nikAle haiM! yaha jIvana kyA baccoM ke kArakhAne ke lie hogA? baccoM ke kArakhAne, vaha to svabhAvika hai, lekina isase kyA phAyadA huA? zAdI huI to bacce to hote hI raheMge na? kuttoM ko bhI bacce hote rahate haiN| vaha to anapar3ha hai, phira bhI bacce hote haiN| ye kutte kyA par3he likhe haiM? to kyA unheM bacce nahIM hote hoMge? unhoMne bhI zAdI kI hotI hai| unakI bhI vAipha hotI haiM na? ata: kucha samajhanA to par3egA na? tUne injiniyariMga pAsa kI hai, isalie aba tere pAsa kyA huA? menTenansa kI terI vyavasthA ho gii| aba terA injina calatA rhegaa| peTrola aura oNila ke lie sArI vyavasthA ho gii| aba tujhe isa injina se kyA kAma karavA lenA hai? apanA kucha hetu to honA cAhie na? yaha naukarI-vyApAra karate haiM, paisA kamAte haiM, phira bhI yaha paisA to dina-rAta ciMtA hI karavAtA hai aura bure vicAra hI Ate rahate haiN| kisakA bhoga lU~, kisakA le lU~, saba aNahakka (binA haqa kA, avaidha) kA bhogatA rahatA hai aura phira narka meM jAnA par3atA hai| vahA~ bhayaMkara duHkha bhugatane par3ate haiN| ye sukha to udhAra para lie hue sukha kahalAte haiM aura udhAra ke sukha leM, to ve kitane dina caleMge? narka gati meM sUda ke sAtha lauTAne pdd'eNge| usase acchA udhAra ke sukha bhI nahIM cAhie aura hameM vaha duHkha bhI nahIM caahie| bAkI to saba khAo ArAma se| jalebI khAo, cAya pIo!

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vizleSaNa, viSaya ke svarUpa kA ( khaM- 1-1) 21 samajho brahmacarya kI kamAI praznakartA : brahmacarya se kyA phAyade hote haiM ? dAdAzrI : isa abrahmacarya se kyA phAyadA huA Apako, yaha batAo phle| beTA-beTI hue| vaha kyA koI kama phAyadA hai ? nirA vyApAra hI hai na, phAyadA hI huA na! hindustAna meM kaI loga rote haiN| 'kyoM, kyA huA bhAI ? Apako kyA takalIpha A gaI ?' maiM jaina baniyA, merI beTI bhAgakara suthAra ke yahA~ calI gaI aura usase zAdI kara lii| to dekho, svAda AyA na! kaisA mIThA svAda aayaa?| phira ghara meM sabhI ke mana meM aisA hotA hai ki isase to yaha lar3akI nahIM hotI to acchA thA ! praznakartA lekina kisa phAyade ke lie brahmacarya pAlana karanA cAhie ? : dAdAzrI : yadi yahA~ para hameM kucha lagA ho aura khUna nikala rahA ho to phira baMda kyoM karate haiM ? kyA phAyadA? praznakartA : z2yAdA khUna na baha jAe / dAdAzrI : khUna baha jAe to kyA hogA ? praznakartA : zarIra meM bahuta vIkanesa A jaaegii| dAdAzrI : to yaha adhika abrahmacarya se hI vIkanesa A jAtI hai| ye sabhI roga abrahmacarya kI vajaha se hI hai| kyoMki jo kucha khAnA khAte ho, pIte ho, sAMsa lete ho, ina sabhI kA pariNAma hote, hote, hote usakA... jisa taraha isa dUdha se dahI banAte haiM to dahI, vaha aMtima pariNAma nahIM hai / dahI se phira vaha hote hote phira makkhana banatA hai, makkhana se ghI banatA hai| ghI vaha aMtima pariNAma hai| usI taraha isameM brahmacarya pudgalasAra hai pUrA ! yaha khUna baha jAe to harja nahIM, lekina pudgalasAra nikala jAe to muzkila hai, bahuta hAnikAraka / abhI taka pUraNa kiyA,

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) usakA sAra kyA hai? taba kahate haiM, use nahIM saMbhAloge to manuSyapana calA jaaegaa| sAra kA sAra hai vaha / tatva kA tatvArka hai, arka kama istemAla hogA to acchA hai yA z2yAdA istemAla hogA to ? praznakartA: kama istemAla hogA to acchA hai| kiphAyata karo vIrya aura lakSmI kI 22 dAdAzrI : isalie isa jagat meM do cIz2oM kA apavyaya nahIM karanA caahie| eka to lakSmI aura dUsarA vIrya / jagat kI lakSmI gaTara meM hI jA rahI hai| ataH lakSmI khuda ke lie istemAla nahIM honI caahie| bekAra meM durupayoga nahIM honA cAhie aura ho sake taba taka brahmacarya pAlana karanA cAhie / jo AhAra khAte haiM, usakA arka banakara aMta meM vaha abrahmacarya se khatma ho jAtA hai| isa zarIra meM kucha naseM aisI hotI hai jo vIrya saMbhAlatI haiM aura vaha vIrya isa zarIra ko saMbhAlatA hai| isalie ho sake taba taka brahmacarya saMbhAlanA caahie| brahmacarya kA rivAja to sirpha manuSya jAti meM hI haiM na ! majabUrana upadeza dekara brahmacArI banAte haiM / phira bhI vaha phaladAyI hai, isalie ise calane diyaa| vAstava meM to brahmacarya pAlana samajhakara karanA cAhie / brahmacarya ke phala svarUpa yadi mokSa nahIM mila rahA ho to vaha brahmacarya nasabaMdI ke barAbara hI hai| phira bhI usase zarIra acchA rahatA hai, maz2abUta rahatA hai, rUpavAna banate haiM, z2yAdA jIte haiM ! baila bhI hRSTapuSTa rahatA hai na? baila meM bhI tAkata bahuta rahatI hai, tabhI to vaha kheta jotane ke kAma AtA hai na ? hama kisI kI niMdA nahIM karate lekina bAta kA sAra samajha lenA hai ! haz2Ara kA videzI noTa ho to yahA~ inDiyA meM usakI eksacenja kImata Der3ha sau rupaye hI hotI hai| isalie haz2Ara ke badale haz2Ara rupayA ginakara nahIM de skte| ataH hameM aisI jA~ca kara lenI cAhie ki isa cIz2a kI eksacenja kImata kyA hai ? yaha brahmacarya kaisA hai ? aura kharA brahmacarya kaisA hotA hai ?! jisa brahmacarya se mokSa ho, vaha brahmacarya kAma kA !

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vizleSaNa, viSaya ke svarUpa kA (khaM-1-1) akrama vijJAna prApti karavAe mokSa kI phira bhI yaha vijJAna kisI ko bhI, vivAhitoM ko bhI mokSa meM le jAegA lekina jJAnI kI AjJAnusAra calanA caahie| agara koI tez2a dimAg2avAlA ho aura vaha kahe, 'sAhaba, maiM dUsarI zAdI karanA cAhatA huuN|' terA z2ora honA caahie| pahale kyA zAdiyA~ nahIM karate the? bharata rAjA kI teraha sau rAniyA~ thI, phira bhI mokSa meM gae! yadi rAniyA~ bAdhaka hotIM to mokSa meM jA sakate the kyA? to bAdhaka kyA hai? ajJAna bAdhaka hai| itane sAre loga hai, unheM kahA hotA ki strI ko chor3a do, to ve saba kaba striyoM ko chor3ate? aura kaba unakA hala AtA? isalie kahA, striyA~ bhale rahI aura dUsarI zAdI karanI ho to mujhase pUchakara zAdI karanA, pUche bagaira mata krnaa| dekho chUTa dI hai na sArI? karma ke adhIna strI-puruSa bane haiN| eka per3a para kyA sabhI paMchI taya karake baiThate haiM ? nahIM! usI taraha ye sabhI eka parivAra meM janma lete haiN| kisI ke taya kie binA hI karma ke udayAnusAra hI ghara ke loga ikaTThe hote haiM aura phira bikhara bhI jAte haiN| usameM logoM ne eDajesTamenTa lekara, vyavasthita kiyaa| yAnI yaha lar3akA hai to usa para putrabhAva rahatA hai| dUsarA, bahana ke bhAva rahate haiM, strI ke bhAva rahate haiN| abhI logoM meM ve bhAva vikRta ho gae haiN| bAkI, pahale kisI para bahana kA bhAva A jAe to dUsarA bhAva hotA hI nahIM thaa| bahana kahA yAnI sirpha bahana hii| mA~ yAnI maaN| dUsarA vicAra hI nahIM AtA thA lekina abhI to sabhI jagaha bigar3a hI gayA hai| itanA Avazyaka hai, brahmacarya ke kainDiDeTa ke lie yaha to 'jaisA hai vaisA' nahIM dikhane se mUrchA rahatI hai| jaba taka strI ko 'jaisA hai vaisA' ArapAra nahIM dekha sake, taba taka viz2ana nahIM khultaa| jaba mana viSaya meM khulA hogA (jaba viSaya

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) kA svarUpa pUrI taraha se samajha meM A jAegA) taba viz2ana khulegA yA phira sAla bhara brahmacarya pAlana kare aura viSaya kA vicAra taka bhI nahIM Ae, taba viz2ana khulegaa| pharsTa viz2ana meM nekeDa dikhegA, sekanDa viz2ana meM camar3I utAra dI ho aisA dikhegA aura aMta meM ArapAra dikhegA taba jAkara viz2ana khilegaa| anya kahIM dRSTi bigar3e, taba to vaha adhogati kI bahuta bar3I nizAnI kahalAtI hai| zAdI ho gaI hai yA nahIM? praznakartA : nahIM huii| dAdAzrI : to zAdI kara lo na? praznakartA : zAdI karane kI icchA hI nahIM hotI mujhe| dAdAzrI : aisA? to zAdI kie binA calegA? praznakartA : hA~, merI to brahmacarya kI hI bhAvanA hai| usake lie kucha zakti dIjie, samajha diijie| dAdAzrI : usake lie bhAvanA karanI pdd'egii| tU roz2a bolanA ki, 'he dAdA bhagavAna! mujhe brahmacarya pAlana karane kI zakti diijie|' aura viSaya kA vicAra Ate hI nikAla denaa| nahIM to usakA bIja Dala jaaegaa| vaha bIja yadi do dina taka rahe, taba to mAra hI ddaalegaa| phira se ugegaa| isalie vicAra Ate hI ukhAr3akara pheMka denA aura kisI bhI strI para dRSTi nahIM gdd'aanaa| dRSTi AkRSTa ho jAe to haTA denA aura dAdA ko yAda karake mAphI mA~ga lenaa| yaha viSaya ArAdhana karane jaisA hai hI nahIM, aisA bhAva niraMtara rahe to phira kheta sApha ho jaaegaa| aura abhI bhI hamArI nizrA meM rahe to usakA sabakucha pUrA ho jaaegaa| praznakartA : hA~, ThIka hai| dAdAzrI : usake kitane hI janma kama ho jAe~ge, kitane hI janmoM ke khar3e kie gae laphar3e bhI khatma ho jaaeNge|

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vizleSaNa, viSaya ke svarUpa kA (khaM-1-1) ___ harahAyA vicAra, vaha to pAzavatA kahalAtI hai| jahA~ dekhe vahA~ vicAra AtA hai, vaha harahAyA pazu jaisA kahalAtA hai| usase to eka kIle se bA~dha denA acchA hai| strI, vaha puruSa kA saMDAsa hai aura puruSa, vaha strI kA saMDAsa hai| to jaba saMDAsa jAte ho taba kyA zaucAlaya meM baiThe rahane kA mana hotA hai? usI taraha yaha bhI saMDAsa hI hai| usameM kyA moha rakhanA?! viSaya viSaya ko bhogatA hai, vaha to paramANu kA hisAba hai| jise brahmacarya pAlana karanA hI hai, use to saMyama kI khUba parIkSA karake dekha lenA caahie| kasauTI para kasa kara dekha lenA cAhie aura yadi aisA lage ki phisala par3egA to zAdI kara lenA acchA hai| phira bhI vaha kaMTrolapUrvaka honA caahie| zAdI karanevAlI se kaha denA par3egA ki merA aisA kaMTrolapUrvaka kA hai| jJAna kise adhika rahatA hai, donoM meM se? praznakartA : jo vivAhita haiM, unheM jJAna derI se AtA hai na? aura jo brahmacarya pAlana karate haiM, una logoM ko jJAna jaldI AtA hai na? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| aisA kucha nahIM hai| vivAhita ho aura yadi brahmacaryavrata le to AtmA kA sukha kaisA hai, vaha use pUrNataH samajha meM A jAtA hai| varnA taba taka, sukha viSaya meM se A rahA hai yA AtmA meM se A rahA hai, vaha samajha meM nahIM AtA aura brahmacaryavrata ho to, bhItara use AtmA kA apAra sukha bartatA hai, mana acchA rahatA hai, zarIra svastha rahatA hai! praznakartA : aura jisane zAdI kie binA hI brahmacaryavrata liyA ho, use kaisA anubhava hotA hai? dAdAzrI : ise pUchakara dekho na! bahuta sukha bartatA hai aura isIlie bahuta badalAva A gayA hai|

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26 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : to donoM kI jJAna kI avasthA eka samAna hotI hai yA usameM aMtara hotA hai? zAdI zudAvAle kI aura brahmarcavAle kI? dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, brahmacaryavratavAlA kabhI bhI nahIM girtaa| use kaisI bhI muzkileM Ae phira bhI nahIM girtaa| phira use sepha sAiDa kahate haiN| zarIra kA rAjA kauna? brahmacarya to zarIra kA rAjA hai| jo brahmacarya meM rahe, usakA dimAg2a to kaisA suMdara hotA hai| brahmacarya, vaha to pUre pudgala kA sAra hai| praznakartA : yaha sAra asAra nahIM ho jAtA na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina vaha sAra khatma ho jAtA hai, 'yUz2alesa' ho jAtA hai na! jisameM vaha sAra rahe, usakI to bAta hI alaga hai na? mahAvIra bhagavAna ko bayAlIsa sAla taka brahmacaryasAra thaa| hama jo AhAra lete haiM, usa sabhI ke sAra kA sAra, vaha vIrya hai, vaha eksTraikTa hai| aba eksTraikTa yadi ThIka se saMbhAlakara rakhe to AtmA jaldI prApta hotA hai, sAMsArika duHkha nahIM Ate, zArIrika du:kha nahIM Ate, anya koI du:kha nahIM aate| praznakartA : lekina vaha zArIrika hai yA usakA AtmA ke sAtha bhI saMbaMdha hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, AtmA ke sAtha koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai, vaha zArIrika hai lekina agara yaha zarIra svastha rahegA to AtmA mukta ho sakegA na jaldI? yaha zarIra kamaz2ora hogA, to krodha-mAnamAyA-lobha khar3e ho jaaeNge| usameM se baMdhana hogaa| praznakartA : yAnI yadi zArIrika saMpatti acchI ho, to krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha z2arA kama utpanna hote haiM, aisA? dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina zArIrika saMpatti do prakAra kii| eka

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vizleSaNa, viSaya ke svarUpa kA (khaM-1-1) 27 to puNya kI vajaha se zArIrika saMpatti hotI hai aura dUsarI, usa eksTraikTa kI vajaha se| aura eksTraikTa kI vajaha se yadi zArIrika saMpatti ho to usakI to bAta hI alaga hai na?! praznakartA : usa eksTraikTa kI vajaha se zArIrika saMpatti acchI rahatI hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, acchI rahatI hai| koI ar3acana hI nahIM aatii| kisI bhI taraha kA DiphekTa hI nahIM aataa| krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha bhI utpanna nahIM hote| praznakartA : brahmacarya, vaha Atmasukha ke lie kisa taraha helpa karatA hai? dAdAzrI : bahuta helpa karatA hai| brahmacarya nahIM ho to dehabala ke kama hote hI sArA manobala khatma ho jAtA hai, aura buddhibala bhI khatma ho jAtA hai, ahaMkAra bhI DhIlA par3a jAtA hai| bar3A DI.esa.pI. ho, lekina bUr3hA ho jAe to DhIlA par3a jAtA hai yA nahIM? yAnI vaha usakA teja kahalAtA hai, brahmacarya! praznakartA : matalaba ye mana-buddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra, ye sabhI brahmacarya se z2yAdA sudRr3ha banate haiM ? dAdAzrI : usI meM se khar3e hue haiN| abrahmacarya se ve sabhI mara jAte haiN| praznakartA : brahmacarya to anAtma bhAga meM AtA hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina vaha pudgalasAra hai! praznakartA : to pudgalasAra hai, vaha samayasAra ko kisa taraha se helpa karatA hai? dAdAzrI : pudgalasAra (prApta) ho jAtA hai tabhI samayasAra ho sakatA hai| maiMne yaha jJAna diyA, aura yaha to akrama hai isalie cala gyaa| dUsarI jagaha para to nahIM clegaa| usa kramika meM to

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) pudgalasAra cAhie hI, varnA yAda bhI nahIM rahegA kucha bhii| vANI bolane ke bhI lAle pdd'eN| praznakartA : yAnI ina donoM meM kucha aisA nimitta-naimittika saMbaMdha hai kyA? dAdAzrI : hai na! kyoM nahIM? mukhya cIz2a hai vaha to! brahmacarya ho to phira Apa jo taya karo, vaha kAma ho skegaa| sabhI taya kie hue vrata-niyama saba pAlana kara skoge| Age bar3ha sakoge aura pragati hogii| pudgalasAra to bahuta bar3I cIz2a hai| eka tarapha pudgalasAra ho, tabhI samaya kA sAra nikAla sakegA! kisI ne logoM ko aisI sahI samajha dI hI nahIM hai na! kyoMki loga khuda hI pola(golamAla, gar3abar3a, insinsiyara) svabhAva ke hai| pahale ke RSi-muni pyora the| isalie ve samajhAte the| praznakartA : hama isa umravAle vidyArthiyoM ko sikhAte haiN| umra ke hisAba se jo kahanA cAhie usa taraha se, ki tU aisA karanA tAki vIryabala kA jatana ho| to ninyAnave pratizata lar3ake nahIM maante| dAdAzrI : aura maiM ina lar3akoM se kahatA hU~ ki, 'are, tuma zAdI kara lo' taba ve kahate haiM ki, 'nhiiN| hameM brahmacarya pAlana karanA hai|' aura Apa kahate ho ki, 'brahmacarya pAlana karo' taba ve kahate haiM ki 'nhiiN| hameM zAdI karanI hai|' yAnI pahale upadeza denevAle ko vIryabala kA pAlana karanA caahie| bolanevAlA balasahita honA caahie| Apake bola kI kImata kaba hogI? jaba Apa balavAna hoMge tabhI sAmanevAlA eksepTa kregaa| varnA sAmanevAlA Age calegA hI nahIM na! abhI isake jaise kaI lar3ake mere pAsa haiN| unheM hamezA ke lie brahmacarya pAlana karanA hai, mana-vacana-kAyA se|

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[2] vikAroM se vimukti kI rAha vikAroM ko haTAnA hai? praznakartA : 'akrama mArga' meM vikAroM ko haTAne kA sAdhana kauna sA? dAdAzrI : yahA~ vikAroM ko haTAnA nahIM hai| yaha mArga alaga hai| kucha loga yahA~ mana-vacana-kAyA se brahmacarya(vrata) lete haiM aura kucha patnIvAle hote haiM, unheM hamane jo rAstA batAyA hotA haiM, usa taraha usakA hala lAte haiN| yAnI 'yahA~' vikArI pada hai hI nahIM, pada hI 'yahA~' nirvikArI hai na! viSaya, ve viSa nahIM haiM, ve bilkula viSa nahIM hai| viSaya meM niDaratA, vaha viSa hai| viSaya to majabUrana, jaise pulisavAlA pakar3akara karavAe aura kare, usa taraha kA ho to usameM harja nhiiN| khuda kI marjI se nahIM honA caahie| pulisavAlA pakar3akara jela meM biThAe to Apako baiThanA hI par3egA na? vahA~ koI cArA hai? yAnI karma use pakar3atA hai aura karma hI use paTakatA hai, usake lie manA nahIM kara sakate n| bAkI, jahA~ viSaya kI bAta bhI ho, vahA~ para dharma nahIM hai| dharma nirvikAra meM hotA hai| bhale hI kitane hI kama aMza kA dharma ho, lekina dharma nirvikArI honA caahie| vikAra se hI saMsAra khar3A huA hai| yaha pUrA saMsAra yAnI viSayoM kA vikAra, ina pA~ca indriyoM ke viSayoM ke vikAra haiM aura mokSa yAnI nirvikAra, AtmA nirvikAra hai| vahA~ rAga bhI nahIM hai aura dveSa bhI nahIM hai|

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30 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : bAta sahI hai, lekina usa vikArI kinAre se nirvikArI kinAre taka pahu~cane ke lie koI to nAva honI cAhie na? dAdAzrI : hA~, usake lie jJAna hai| usake lie vaise guru milane caahie| guru vikArI nahIM hone caahie| guru vikArI hoMge to pUrA samUha narka meM jaaegaa| phira se manuSyagati bhI nahIM dekha paaeNge| guru meM vikAra zobhA nahIM detaa| kisI bhI dharma ne vikAra ko svIkAra nahIM kiyA hai| jo vikAra ko svIkAra kare, vaha vAma mArgI kahalAtA hai| pahale ke z2amAne meM vAma mArgI the, vikAra meM rahate hue bhI brahma DhU~Dhane nikale the| praznakartA : vaha bhI eka vikRta rUpa hI ho gayA, aisA kahA jAegA na? dAdAzrI : hA~, vikRta hI na! isalie vAma mArgI kahA na! vAma mArgI yAnI mokSa meM nahIM jAte aura logoM ko bhI mokSa meM nahIM jAne dete| khuda adhogati meM jAte haiM aura logoM ko bhI adhogati meM le jAte haiN| praznakartA : hara eka yuga meM aise vAma mArga rahe hoMge na? dAdAzrI : hA~, hara eka yuga meM vAma mArga to hotA hI hai| kama yA jyAdA, vAma mArga hotA to hai| pahale bahuta kama thaa| abhI kaliyuga meM bahuta hI jyAdA hai| jaba taka z2arA sA bhI vikArI saMbaMdhavAlA ho na, taba taka vaha duniyA meM kisI ko nahIM sudhAra sktaa| vikArI svabhAva AtmaghAtI svabhAva hI hai| abhI taka kisI ne sikhAyA nahIM kucha bhI? brahmacarya, projekTa kA pariNAma praznakartA : kudarata ko yadi strI-puruSa kI z2arUrata nahIM hotI, to vaha kyoM diyA?

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vikAroM se vimukti kI rAha (khaM-1-2) dAdAzrI : strI-puruSa vaha kudaratI hai aura brahmacarya kA hisAba vaha bhI kudaratI hai| iMsAna jisa taraha se jInA cAhe, vaha khuda jaisI bhAvanA karatA hai, usI bhAvanA ke phala svarUpa yaha jagat hai| brahmacarya kI bhAvanA pichale janma meM kI hogI to isa janma meM brahmacarya kA udaya aaegaa| yaha jagat projekTa hai| praznakartA : lekina abhI bhI mujhe yaha bAta samajha meM nahIM A rahI hai ki iMsAna ko brahmacarya pAlana kyoM karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : use leTa go karo aap| brahmacarya pAlana nahIM karanA hai| maiM kucha aise mata kA nahIM huuN| maiM to logoM se kahatA hU~ ki zAdI kara lo| koI zAdI kare to usameM mujhe harja nahIM hai| aisA hai, jise sAMsArika sukhoM kI z2arUrata hai, bhautika sukhoM kI jise icchA hai, use zAdI karanI caahie| sabakucha karanA cAhie aura jise bhautika sukha acche hI nahIM lagate aura sanAtana sukha cAhie, use nhiiN| praznakartA : 'brahmacarya pAlana karanA hI nahIM hai' aisA merA cailenja nahIM hai, lekina usa bAta kI samajha nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : ThIka hai| bAta sahI hai| ApakA cailenja nahIM hai, vaha bAta saca hai, aura cailenja diyA jA sake, aisA hai bhI nhiiN| kyoMki isa duniyA meM kisI ne kisa taraha ke bhAva kie haiM, usane kyA projekTa kiyA hai, vaha kyA hama batA sakate haiM ? / kisI ne pUrI jiMdagI bhakti kA hI projekTa kiyA hogA to pUrI jiMdagI bhakti hI karatA rhegaa| kisI ne dAna dene kA hI projekTa kiyA hogA to dAna detA rhegaa| kisI ne oNblAijiMga necara kA kiyA ho to oNblAiz2a karatA rhegaa| koI vikArI necara kA ho, vaha khuda kI strI kA sukha bhogatA hai lekina anya kaI lar3akiyoM kA galata phAyadA uThAtA hai| ve saba bhale hI kaise bhI loga hoM lekina

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32 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) jaisA projekTa kiyA hogA, vaisA yaha phala milA hai| usake kar3ave phala milate haiN| use bhugatane narkagati meM jAnA par3atA hai| ____ usake hetu para AdhArita hai| agara viSaya vikAra hogA to kitanA hI yoga karane para bhI vaha phaladAyI nahIM hogaa| praznakartA : viSaya jo hotA hai, vikAra aMdara bharA hotA hai, choTe se bar3e jIva taka meM, hara eka kA viSaya putradAna ke lie hI hotA hai na? dAdAzrI : putra yA putrI kucha bhI ho, lekina vaha saMsAra bar3hAne ke lie hI hai na! vaMza bar3hAne ke lie hI hai na! praznakartA : viSaya karatA hai vaha icchA se nahIM, sirpha saMtAna prApti ke lie hI viSaya honA cAhie, vaha ThIka hai? dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, putra ke hetu ke lie jo abrahmacarya karatA hai, usakA aura brahmacarya kA koI lenA-denA nahIM hai| brahmacarya to bahuta U~cI cIz2a hai| prajA kI utpatti ke lie abrahmacarya kA istemAla karane kI koI z2arUrata nahIM hai| prajA kI utpatti ke lie to ye sabhI jAnavara bhI karate hI rahate haiM na! usameM nayA kyA hai? usase to mauja-mastI ke lie istemAla kare vaha acchaa| mauja-mastI ke lie ho rahA hai aura saMtAnotpatti ke lie karane se to aisA lagatA hai ki mujhe yaha phala milA hai| yaha to nimnatama kakSA kI bAta hai| jaisA merI dRSTi meM haiM, vaha Apako batA rahA huuN| bAda meM Apako jo ThIka lage, vaisA smjhnaa| praznakartA : usameM doSa hai kyA? dAdAzrI : doSa to hai hI na! vaha prajA utpatti ke lie nahIM honA caahie| usase acchA to Apa agara zauka ke lie kara rahe ho to Akhira meM usakA dhakkA lagegA, taba vApasa palaTegA

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vikAroM se vimukti kI rAha (khaM-1-2) aura isameM to prajA kI utpatti meM nau bacce ho jAe phira bhI palaTegA hI nahIM na! praznakartA : Aja ke vikAramaya vAtAvaraNa meM, ghara meM rahakara bhI AtmA kA, bhagavAna kA anubhava kaise ho sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : ghara meM rahakara matalaba ghara Apatti uThAtA hai? praznakartA : vAtAvaraNa vikArI hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina kahA~ para vikArI nahIM hai? jahA~ mana hai, usa jagaha para vikArI vAtAvaraNa hotA hI hai| Apa jahA~ jAo, vahA~ mana to sAtha meM rahegA hI na? guphAoM meM jAne se to ghara acchA hai| vahA~ guphAoM meM naI taraha ke vikAra khar3e hoNge| usase to ye purAne vikAra acche, purAne to bUr3he ho cuke hote haiN| ve vikAra mara jAe~ge kabhI na kbhii| jabaki ye nae vikAra nahIM mreNge| praznakartA : kyA ghara meM rahakara mana ke vikAra chUTa sakate dAdAzrI : hA~, sabakucha chUTa hI jAtA hai na! ghara meM rahakara to kyA, kahIM bhI rahakara chUTa sakatA hai, yadi 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAe~ to| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke milane para bhI yadi vikAra nahIM chuTeM to ve jJAnI haiM hI nhiiN| Apa jJAnI se kahanA, ki 'Apa kaise mile hameM ki hameM yaha vikAra utpanna hae?' lekina loga vinayI haiM na, isalie aisA nahIM kahate becaare| aMdara-aMdara parezAna hote rahate haiM, phira bhI nahIM khte| nahIM samajhA jagat ne, svarUpa vAsanA kA praznakartA : kAmavAsanA kA sukha kSaNika hai, aisA samajhane ke bAvajUda bhI kabhI kabhAra usakI prabala icchA hone kA kAraNa kyA hai? aura usa para kaise aMkuza lagAyA jA sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : kAmavAsanA kA svarUpa jagat ne jAnA hI nhiiN|

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) kAmavAsanA utpanna kyoM hotI hai, yadi yaha jAna le to use qAbU meM lAyA jA sakatA hai| lekina vastusthiti meM vaha kahA~ se utpanna hotI hai, yaha jAnatA hI nhiiN| phira qAbU meM kaise le sakatA hai ? koI qAbU meM nahIM le sakatA / jisakA aisA dikhatA hai, ki qAbU meM kara liyA hai, vaha to pUrva kI bhAvanA kA phala hai, bAkI kAmavAsanA kA svarUpa kahA~ se utpanna huA, usa utpanna dazA ko samajha le aura vahIM para tAlA lagA diyA jAe tabhI use qAbU meM le sakate haiN| isake sivA bhale hI vaha tAlA lagAe yA kucha aura kare phira bhI usakA kucha calegA nahIM / kAma-vAsanA nahIM karanI ho to hama rAstA dikhAe~ge / 34 ajJAna kI galatiyoM kI saz2A indriyoM ko praznakartA : ye jo indriyA~ haiM, ve bhoge binA zAMta nahIM hotI / to isake alAvA aura koI upAya hai ? dAdAzrI : aisA kucha bhI nahIM hai| becArI indriyA~ to TheTha taka bhoga bhogatI hI rahatI haiN| unameM jaba taka satva rahe, taba tk| jIbha meM agara barakata ho na taba usa para hama koI bhI cIz2a rakhe ki turaMta usakA svAda hameM batA degI, aura bar3I umra ho jAe aura jIbha meM barakata nahIM rahe to nahIM batAtI / AkhoM meM barakata ho to sabhI, koI bhI cIz2a ho use batA detI hai I bUr3hApe kI vajaha se agara barakata z2arA kama ho gaI ho, to nahIM batA sktiiN| ataH umra hone para becArI indriyA~ to apane Apa hI phIkI par3a jAtI haiM lekina ye viSaya phIke nahIM par3ate / ye indriyA~ viSayI nahIM hai| viSaya ina indriyoM kA doSa nahIM hai / indriyoM ko binA vajaha saz2A dete haiM log| indriyoM ko, zarIra ko saz2A dete haiM na, sabhI ? ve bhaiMsa kI bhUla para caravAhe ko mArate haiN| bhUla bhaiMsa kI aura mArate haiM caravAhe ko / bhUkhA mArate haiM, binA vajaha / unakA kyoM nAma detA hai tU ? sIdhA raha na / terA Ter3hA hai aMdara, nIyata cora

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vikAroM se vimukti kI rAha (khaM-1-2) hai, aura usa para bhI jJAnI nahIM mile haiM, jJAnI mila jAe~ to sIdhe rAste para le jAe~ge, dera hI nahIM lgegii| praznakartA : viSayoM meM se nikalane ke lie jJAna mahatvapUrNa cIz2a hai| dAdAzrI : sabhI viSayoM se chUTane ke lie jJAna hI z2arUrI hai| ajJAna se hI viSaya cipake hue haiN| kitane hI tAle lagAe~, phira bhI viSaya baMdha nahIM hote| indriyoM ko tAlA lagAnevAle maiMne dekhe haiM, lekina viSaya kahIM aise baMda nahIM hote| jJAna se saba calA jAtA hai| apane yahA~ ina sabhI brahmacAriyoM ko vicAra taka nahIM AtA, jJAna se| viSaya kA zauka, bar3hAe viSaya praznakartA : hamAre jo sabhI zauka hai, unheM pUre karane se hameM TempararI AnaMda milatA hai? dAdAzrI : lekina abhI AiskrIma ho to acchA nahIM lagatA peTa meM? lekina bAda meM kyA, khA lene ke bAda? phira, lAo z2arA supArI! kyoM vApasa? yaha AiskrIma hai phira bhI supArI kI z2arUrata? taba kahatA hai, 'nahIM, vaha to mu~ha sApha karanA par3atA hai na!' aura supArI khAne ke bAda kyA? jaisA thA vaisA hI! praznakartA : sAikaoNlaoNjI aisA kahatI hai ki Apa eka bAra peTa bharakara AiskrIma khA lo| phira Apako khAne kA mana hI nahIM kregaa| dAdAzrI : duniyA meM aisA ho hI nahIM sktaa| nahIM, peTa bharakara khAne se to khAne kA mana hogA hI lekina jo Apako nahIM khAnA ho vahI khilAte rahate haiM, DAlate rahate haiM, usake bAda jaba ulTiyA~ hotI haiM taba phira baMda ho jAtA hai| peTa bharakara khAne se to vApasa bhUkha jAgegI vaha to| yaha viSaya to, hamezA hI jaise

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35 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) jaise viSaya bhogatA jAtA hai, vaise-vaise z2yAdA sulagatA hai| viSaya to z2yAdA sulagate jAte haiN| jo bhI sukha bhogate haiM, usakI pyAsa bar3hatI jAtI hai| bhogane se pyAsa bar3hatI jAtI hai| nahIM bhogane se pyAsa miTa jAtI hai| use kahate haiM tRssnnaa| nahIM bhogane se thor3e dina parezAna raheMge, zAyada mahIne-do mahIne lekina aparicaya se phira bilkula bhUla hI jaaeNge| aura isa bAta meM dama nahIM hai ki bhoganevAlA iMsAna, vAsanA nikAla skegaa| isalie logoM kI, zAstroM kI khoja hai ki yaha brahmacarya kA rAstA hI uttama hai| ata: sabase bar3A upAya hai aparicaya! tAki jaba vicAra Ae~, to unheM taula sake aura usake pariNAmoM kA patA cle| paricaya se to patA hI nahIM calatA ki kyA doSa hai! aura aparicaya se viSaya chUTa jAtA hai| hindustAna meM loga yahI nahIM samajhate ki brahmacarya kise kahate haiN| aparicaya se viSaya pUrA khatma ho jAtA hai| aura eka bAra usa cIz2a se dUra rahe na, bAraha mahIne yA do sAla taka dUra rahe to usa cIz2a ko bhUla hI jAtA hai phir| mana kA svabhAva kaisA hai? dUra rahA ki bhUla jAtA hai| naz2adIka jAe to phira kocatA rahatA hai! mana kA paricaya chUTa gyaa| 'hama' alaga rahe, isalie mana bhI usa cIz2a se dUra rahA, isalie phira bhUla jAtA hai, hamezA ke lie| use yAda taka nahIM aatii| bAda meM, kahane para bhI usa tarapha nahIM jaataa| aisA tujhe samajha meM AtA hai? tU tere dosta se do sAla dUra rahegA to phira terA mana bhUla jaaegaa| mahIne-do mahIne taka kica-kica karatA rahegA, mana kA svabhAva aisA hai aura apanA jJAna to mana kI sunatA hI nahIM hai na? nahIM rokanA cAhie mana ko praznakartA : mana ko jaba viSaya bhogane kI chUTa dete haiM,

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vikAroM se vimukti kI rAha (khaM-1-2) 37 taba vaha nIrasa rahatA hai aura jaba hama use viSaya bhogane meM kaMTrola karate haiM, taba vaha z2yAdA uchalatA hai| AkarSaNa rahatA hai, to usakA kyA kAraNa hai? dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, ise mana kA kaMTrola nahIM khte| jo apane kaMTrola ko nahIM svIkAre, vaha kaMTrola hai hI nhiiN| kaMTrolara honA cAhie na! khuda yadi kaMTrolara hogA to kaMTrola ko svIkAra kregaa| khuda kaMTrolara hai hI nahIM, mana nahIM mAnatA, mana ApakI sunatA nahIM hai na? mana ko rokanA nahIM hai| mana ke kaoNz2ez2a ko rokanA hai| mana to khuda eka pariNAma hai| vaha pariNAma batAe bagaira nahIM rhegaa| vaha parIkSA kA rijalTa hai| pariNAma nahIM badalatA, parIkSA badalanI hai| jisase vaha pariNAma utpanna hotA hai, una kAraNoM ko baMda karanA hai| to vaha pakar3a meM kaise AegA? kisa vajaha se utpanna huA hai mana? taba kahate haiM, viSaya meM cipakA huA hai| 'kahA~ cipakA hai' yaha DhU~Dha nikAlanA cAhie aura phira vahA~ para kATanA hai| praznakartA : una viSayoM meM jAne se mana ko kaise rokeM ? dAdAzrI : viSayoM meM jAne se rokanA nahIM hai| jina viSayoM ko mana khar3A karatA hai, vahI mana phira pakar3a pakar3atA hai| una viSayoM ko hameM jahA~ tahA~ dhIre dhIre kama karanA caahie| yAnI usake kaoNz2ez2a baMda karane caahie| hama par3osI se kaheM ki 'bhAI, Apa hamAre sAtha jhagar3A mata krnaa| hamAre sAtha takarAra mata krnaa|' phira bhI takarAra hotI rahatI ho to hama nahIM samajha jAe~ge ki galatI kucha aura hI hai| samajha jAe~ge yA nahIM? taba pUchate haiM, 'kauna sI galatI?' taba kahatA hai, 'yaha jhagar3A nahIM ho aise kAraNa khar3e kro|' yAnI vaha jhagar3A to hogA hI kucha dinoM taka, lekina jhagar3A nahIM hone ke kAraNoM kA jaba sevana hogA, taba phira vaise pariNAma aaeNge| jhagar3e ke kAraNoM

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38 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) kA sevana kareM aura jhagar3A baMda kara sakeM, kyA aisA ho sakatA praznakartA : nahIM ho sktaa| dAdAzrI : ata: usake kAraNa baMda karane pdd'eNge| maiMne kahA hai na, ki mana-vacana-kAyA iphekTiva cIjeM hai| unake kaoNz2ez2a baMda karo! praznakartA : kAraNa baMda karanA yAnI? aisA nahIM ho, aise bhAva karanA, yahI na? dAdAzrI : hameM kAraNa baMda karanA hai, yAnI kala agara pulisavAle ne apanA nAma likha liyA ho, bagaira lAiTavAlI sAikala para jA rahe hoM aura nAma likha le to dUsare dina hama kaoNz2ez2a baMda kara leMge yA nahIM? ki bhaI Aja to lAiTa ddaalo| to kyA phira vaha nAma likhegA? vaha kAraNa baMda ho gayA na? usI taraha ye kaoNz2ez2a baMda karane haiN| sabakucha sIkhA jA sakatA hai| sirpha 'cAya' kI Adata par3a gaI hai, jhaMjhaTa itanI hI hai| lAo, z2arA 'cAya' pI lete haiN| aMdara akulAegA, usa samaya cAya pIne kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| socane kI z2arUrata hai| jabaki vahA~ para cAya pI letA hai| jahA~ socane kA skopa mile dimAg2a ulajha jAe taba kahegA, 'cAya pInI caahie'| are, abhI to socane kI z2arUrata hai| cAya abhI rahane de, subaha piinaa| kaoNz2ez2a baMda kareMge to ho sakegA yA nahIM? praznakartA : samajha meM aayaa| dAdAzrI : eka bAra kisI ke sAtha hamane avinaya kiyA ho, ki dUra haTa yahA~ se, aura vaha gAlI de de to dUsarI bAra hama aisA nahIM kareMge na? praznakartA : nhiiN|

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vikAroM se vimukti kI rAha (khaM-1-2) dAdAzrI : vaha to baMda nahIM hogaa| Apa yaha rAstA badala lo| vaha kahalAtA hai jnyaan| use baMda karane kA prayatna karanA, vahI bhrAMti kahalAtI hai| bhrAMti hamezA iphekTa ko hI tor3ane jAtI hai, jabaki jJAna kaoNz2ez2a ko baMda karane jAtA hai| vAsanA, vastu nahIM, lekina rasa praznakartA : manuSya kI vAsanAoM kA mokSa kaba hogA? dAdAzrI : vAsanAoM kA to ho hI jaaegaa| vAsanAe~ to Apa ne khar3I kI haiM, Apa hI usake janmadAtA ho aura vilaya karanevAle bhI Apa hI ho| __ ApakI vAsanA alaga aura isa bhAI kI vAsanA alg| hara eka kI alaga-alaga vAsanAe~ haiM na? aura vAsanA to sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDensa hai| abhI agara koI mAMsAhArI vyakti mitra bana jAe na, to phira mAMsa khAnA bhI sIkha jaaegaa| aba yaha vAsanA kahA~ se lAe the? taba kahate haiM, sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDensa ikaTThA hote haiM aura vaha nayA nahIM hai, yaha gappa nahIM hai, aura phira pahale ke kaoNz2ez2a ke hisAba se haiM, yaha sb| isalie khAnA sIkha jAtA hai| dUsarA, saMjogo kI vajaha se vAsanAe~ khar3I hotI hai| bAkI eka lar3akA hai ki jo aisI jagaha para bar3A hotA hai ki jahA~ koI bhI iMsAna dikhe taka nahIM to phira vaha viSaya ko nahIM samajha skegaa| khAnA-pInA samajha skegaa| lekina vahA~ para koI jAnavara bhI nahIM honA caahie| use naz2ara nahIM AnA caahie| to use koI vAsanA nahIM hogii| yaha to saba vAsanAoM kA saMgrahasthAna hai aura vahIM para janma hotA hai to phira kyA hogA usa saMgrahasthAna meM se! vaha naz2ara AyA ki tabhI se vAsanA khar3I ho jAtI hai, aura yaha bhI Azcarya hai ki jaba jJAna prApta hotA hai, taba vAsanAe~ kahA~ se kahA~ gAyaba ho jAtI hai, vahI samajha meM nahIM aataa|

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40 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : aMdara kA rasa(ruci) sUkha jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : haaN| vastu ko vAsanA nahIM kahate, rasa ko vAsanA kahate haiN| yadi rasa nahIM hogA to vaha vAsanA mAnI hI nahIM jaaegii| yAni ki vAsanA kahA~ se kahA~ gAyaba ho jAtI hai| aba vaha bhI eka hI ghaMTe ke prayoga se, z2yAdA prayoga nahIM, isa jJAna ke bAda vAsanA calI jAtI hai na! rasa calA jAtA hai na? bAkI saba sthUla hai| jJAnI hI chur3avAte haiM, vAsanA AsAnI se praznakartA : vAsanA chor3ane kA sabase AsAna rAstA kauna sA? dAdAzrI : mere pAsa AnA, vahI upAya hai| aura kauna sA upAya? Apa khuda vAsanA chor3ane jAoge to dUsarI ghusa jaaegii| kyoMki khAlI avakAza rahatA hI nhiiN| Apa vAsanA chor3ate ho to vahA~ avakAza ho jAtA hai aura vahA~ phira dUsarI vAsanA ghusa jaaegii| praznakartA : isa vAsanA ke badale aura koI acchI vAsanA A jAe to kyA vaha acchI cIz2a nahIM kahalAegI? dAdAzrI : vAsanA cenja ho sakatI hai| kharAba vAsanA ke badale acchI vAsanA bhItara ghusa sakatI hai, lekina acchI vAsanA bhItara ghusa jAe to vApasa kharAba taiyAra kara rahI hotI hai| yadi hamezA ke lie acchI vAsanA raha sake, aisA ho to yaha jagat bahuta acchA hai lekina vaisA raha nahIM sktaa| isalie isase chuTakArA pAnA acchA hai| vAsanA ko kanvarTa kareM, aura acchI vAsanA ikaTThI kareM, aisA ho hI nahIM sktaa| yaha paoNsibala hai hI nhiiN| bilkula zubha vAsanAvAlA iMsAna milanA hI muzkila hai! / praznakartA : yAnI sAmAnya rUpa se puruSa ko strI ke prati jo jhukAva rahatA hai, usase kaise mukti pA sakate haiM?

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vikAroM se vimukti kI rAha (khaM-1-2) dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, jaba taka khuda puruSa hai, taba taka strI ke prati jhukAva rahegA hI, jaba taka javAnI hai, taba tk| aba assI sAla ke bUr3he ko nahIM hogA! dukAna kA divAlA nikala jAne ke bAda kyA hogA? divAliyA dukAna meM kucha mAla hogA kyA? baccoM ko nau sAla taka nahIM hotaa| yaha bIcavAlI dukAna z2arA z2abaradasta calatI hai, jordaar| tabhI yaha saba hotA hai| jaba taka puruSa haiM, taba taka yaha vAsanA rahegI aura striyA~ haiM, taba taka vAsanA rahegI lekina agara puruSa hI khatma ho jAe~ to? praznakartA : use kaise miTA sakate haiM? dAdAzrI : jo vAsanAvAlA hai, vaha caMdreza hai aura Apa to 'mAi nema iz2a caMdreza' kahate ho| isalie Apa alaga ho isse| isa bAta para bharosA hai? to vaha Apa kauna ho? itanA hI Apako maiM riyalAiz2a karavA detA hU~ to ApakI vAsanA chUTa jaaegii| aba ye vAsanAe~ kyA haiM? 'maiM caMdreza hU~' yaha miTegA, tabhI vAsanAe~ jAe~gI, varnA vAsanAe~ nahIM jaaeNgii| maiM to kyA kahatA hU~ ki 'AtmA kyA hai' vaha jAno, 'anAtmA kyA hai' vaha jaano| itanA jAnate hI vAsanAe~ gAyaba ho jaaeNgii| jitanA DevelapamenTa U~cA, utanI mUrchA km| isameM kyA bhoganA hai? sabakucha bhogakara hI Ae haiN| jisane kama bhogA hai, use mUrchA z2yAdA hai| viSaya aura kaSAya kI bhedarekhA praznakartA : Apa ne ye krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha batAe haiM na, to yaha viSaya kisa meM AtA hai? 'kAma' kisa meM AtA hai? dAdAzrI : viSaya alaga hai aura ye kaSAya alaga haiN| viSayoM kI yadi hama hada pAra kareM, hada se z2yAdA mA~ge to vaha lobha

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42 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : strI-puruSa ke viSaya ke bAre meM prazna hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, vahI na! viSaya ke atireka ko lobha kahA praznakartA : koI iMsAna viSaya bhUkhA hotA hai, vaha kyA 'vyavasthita' ke hisAba se hotA hai? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| aisA hai na, ki yaha bar3I kar3AhI ho, aura usameM kar3hI banAI ho, usameM hIMga kA baghAra lgaayaa| aba chaH mahIne bAda usa kar3AhI ko phira se mAMjakara usameM khIra banAo, phira bhI aMdara hIMga kI gaMdha aaegii| kyoM? kyoMki hIMga kA sparza ho gayA hai| usI taraha viSaya kA sparza aMdara par3A hai|

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[3] mAhAtmya brahmacarya kA viSaya kI kImata kitanI? praznakartA : agara viSaya meM se virakta hone kI tIvra bhAvanA ho, to phira kyA usameM se dhIre-dhIre nikalA jA sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : haaN| vaha jo tamannA hai, vahI isameM se chur3avAtI hai| lekina viSaya kI kImata samajha lenI cAhie ki isakI kImata kitanI hai? bigar3I huI dAla kI kImata hai, bigar3I huI kar3hI kI kImata hai, lekina viSaya kI kImata nahIM hai lekina yaha bAta pUre jagat ko samajha meM nahIM AtI na! praznakartA : yAnI vaha to zUnya huA na? dAdAzrI : zUnya to acchA hai, lekina yaha to nirA mAinasa hI hai| iMsAna ko baika(pIche kA) dekhane kI zakti hI nahIM hai na! isalie viSaya calatA rahA hai| dekho na, Upara se rauba se calate bhI haiM na? isalie agara jJAnIpuruSa se bAta ko samajha le to viSaya jAegA aura mukti hogii| viSaya kI vajaha se hI to yaha saba(mokSa) rukA huA hai| viSaya se jarjarita hue jIvana praznakartA : jo bAlabrahmacArI hote haiM, vaha adhika uttama

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44 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) kahalAtA hai yA zAdI ke bAda brahmacarya pAlana karanA, vaha uttama kahalAegA? dAdAzrI : bAlabrahmacArI kI bAta hI alaga hai na! lekina Ajakala ke bAlabrahmacArI kaise haiM? yaha z2amAnA kharAba hai| abhI taka kA jo huA hai, agara unakA vaha jIvana Apa par3ho to par3hate hI ApakA sira cakarA jaaegaa| praznakartA : hama khuda kA hI jIvana dekheM to sira cakarA jAe, to bhalA unake jIvana kI kyA bAta kareM? dAdAzrI : phira bhI agara abhI bhI ve pAlana kareMge, agara abhI bhI bAr3a bA~dhege to isakA kucha ilAja ho skegaa| jJAnIpuruSa kI chatrachAyA to kabhI hotI hI nahIM, aura dina badalate nhiiN| jJAnIpuruSa hoM, taba isakA pAlana ho sakatA hai, varnA kaise pAlana kara sakeMge? jJAnIpuruSa kI kRpA caahie| cAroM ora se jaba ulajha jAe, taba mArgadarzana batAnevAlA caahie| isameM se kisa taraha chUTA jAe? isakI sabhI cAbiyA~ jJAnIpuruSa ko patA hotI haiN| brahmacarya pAlana karane kI sIr3hiyA~ praznakartA : svabhAva kI vajaha se, prAkRtika guNadharma kI vajaha se anya kahIM dRSTi bigar3a jAe usa cIz2a ko kaise khatma kara sakate haiM? dAdAzrI : hamAre pAsa use miTAne kI sabhI davAIyA~ haiN| isa varlDa meM aisI koI davAI nahIM hai ki jo hamAre pAsa nahIM ho| ina lar3akoM ko hamane brahmacaryavrata diyA hai| aba brahmacaryavrata lene ke bAvajUda bhI yadi koI strI usake sAmane A jAe aura usakI dRSTi AkRSTa ho jAe, aura usakA mana bhI bigar3a jAe, to ise maiM doSa nahIM kahatA lekina agara aisA ho jAe to use phira turaMta miTA denA hai| kyoMki hamane sAbuna diyA hai| maiM rAste

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mAhAtmya brahmacarya kA (khaM-1-3) para se guz2ara rahA hoU~ aura mere kapar3e para dAg2a laga jAe agara mujhe use turaMta dhonA AtA ho, to phira maiM Apake yahA~ sAphasutharA hokara AU~gA yA nahIM ? praznakartA: hA~, A sakate haiN| dAdAzrI : usI taraha inheM sabhI sAdhana die hue haiN| varnA mana-vacana-kAyA se brahmacaryavrata kA pAlana kaise kiyA jA sakegA ? aura vaha bhI aise aMtaradAhavAle kAla meM ! 45 yadi Apako brahmacarya pAlana karanA ho to Apako upAya batAtA huuN| vaha upAya Apako karanA par3egA, nahIM to phira Apako brahmacarya pAlana karanA hI cAhie, yaha aisI koI anivArya cIz2a nahIM hai| vaha to jise aMdara karma kA udaya hotA hai, tabhI ho sakatA hai| zAdI karane meM koI harja nahIM hai lekina ina logoM ko zAdI meM sukha dikhatA hI nahIM hai| unheM pusAtA hI nahIM hai| jaba ve manA karate haiM, taba hama brahmacaryavrata dete haiM, varnA maiM kisI ko aisA brahmacaryavrata lene ke lie nahIM khtaa| kyoMki vrata lenA, vrata kA pAlana karanA, vaha koI aisI vaisI bAta nahIM hai / brahmacaryavrata lenA, vaha to agara usakA pUrvakarma kA udaya hogA to saMbhAla sakatA hai| pUrva meM bhAvanA kI hogI to saMbhAla sakatA hai, yA phira agara Apa saMbhAlane kA nizcaya karoge to saMbhAla sakoge / hama kyA kahate haiM ki ApakA nizcaya honA cAhie aura hamArA vacanabala sAtha meM haiM, to yaha saMbhAlA jA sake, aisA hai / vrata ke pariNAma praznakartA : vaha to usakI bhUmikA ke anusAra hogA na ? sabhI cIjeM manobala para AdhArita nahIM ho sakatIM / usakI AdhyAtmika sTeja kI bhUmikA honI cAhie, tabhI yaha cIz2a saMbhava hai na? dAdAzrI : vaha saMbhava ho yA na ho, lekina abhI saMbhava ho gayA hai| kitane hI strI - puruSa hamAre pAsa hamezA ke lie

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46 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) brahmacaryavrata lete haiN| ina bhAI ne aura inakI vAipha ne choTI umra se brahmacarya vrata liyA hai| muMbaI meM aisA kaI logoM ne liyA hai| kyoMki aMdara g2az2aba kA sukha bartatA hai| itanA sukha bartatA hai ki viSaya unheM yAda hI nahIM aataa| praznakartA : deha ke sAtha jo karma cArja hokara Ae hue haiM, ve badala to nahIM sakate na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, kucha bhI nahIM badala sktaa| phira bhI viSaya aisI cIz2a hai na, ki jJAnIpuruSa kI AjJA se sirpha itanA hI badala sakatA hai| phira bhI yaha vrata sabhI ko nahIM de skte| hamane kucha hI logoM ko yaha diyA hai| jJAnI kI AjJA se sabakucha badala sakatA hai| sAmanevAle ko sirpha nizcaya hI karanA hai ki kucha bhI ho jAe, lekina mujhe yaha cAhie hI nhiiN| to phira hama use AjJA de dete haiM aura hamArA vacanabala kAma karatA hai| isalie phira usakA citta aura kahIM nahIM jaataa| brahmacarya kA yadi koI pAlana kare na, yadi TheTha taka pAra nikala gayA na, to brahmacarya to bahuta bar3I cIz2a hai| yaha 'dAdAI jJAna', 'akrama vijJAna' aura sAtha-sAtha brahmacarya vagairaha ho to phira unheM kyA cAhie? eka to yaha 'akrama vijJAna' hI aisA hai ki yadi vaha anubhava kabhI vizeSa pariNAma pA gayA to vaha rAjAoM kA rAjA hai| pUrI duniyA ke rAjAoM ko bhI vahA~ namaskAra karanA par3egA! praznakartAH abhI to par3osI bhI namaskAra nahIM karatA! dAdAzrI : par3osI kaise karegA? jaba taka abhI bhI parAe kheta meM ghusa jAtA hai, taba taka aisA kaise ho pAegA? AjJAsahita vrata hI sahI praznakartA : koI vidhavA ho, yA vidhura ho, ve brahmacaryavrata

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mAhAtmya brahmacarya kA (khaM-1-3) 47 brahmacaryavrata kA hA~, lekina mujhe ko pAlana karate haiM, isake bajAya ApakA diyA huA brahmacaryavrata pAlana kare to bahuta pharka par3egA na? dAdAzrI : vaha brahmacaryavrata kahalAtA hI nahIM hai na! jahA~ mana se brahmacarya nahIM hai, vaha brahmacarya nahIM kahalAtA aura binA jJAna ke kisa brahmacarya kA pAlana kareMge? khuda ko jJAna nahIM hai| yaha to 'maiM kauna hU~' isI kA ThikAnA nahIM hai na? / praznakartA : meDiTezanavAle meM aisA kahate haiM ki Apa brahmacaryavrata kA pAlana kro| dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina itanA kucha AsAna nahIM hai| use kahanA, 'tU hI pAlana kara na, mujhe kyoM kaha rahA hai?' yoM to sabhI se kaheMge lekina khuda to pola mArate haiN| brahmacarya pAlana to kauna kara sakatA hai? jo jJAnIpuruSa kI chatrachAyA meM hoM, ve sabhI brahmacarya kA pAlana kara sakate haiN| ataH yadi brahmacarya kA yoM hI pAlana karane gayA aura yadi sa~bhAlanA nahIM AyA to iMsAna maiDa ho jaaegaa| hamArI yaha khoja bahuta suMdara hai, pUrA vijJAna bahuta suMdara hai aura pUrA varlDa eksepTa kare, aisA hai| ina sAinTisTa vagairaha ko bhI yaha eksepTa karanA pdd'egaa| brahmacarya to kaisA honA cAhie? yaha 'akrama vijJAna' hai| yaha to bahuta g2az2aba kA vijJAna hai| jagat jaba ise samajhegA taba nAca utthegaa| Apako strI para vairAga A gayA yA nahIM? kitanI dera meM? abhI paMdraha miniTa meM hI? to phira jJAniyoM kI cAbiyoM se kaisA vairAga A jAtA hai! aura yoM paharA lagAe~ to kaba aMta AegA? yahA~ se paharA lagAe~ to usa ora se ghusa jaaegaa| hama kisI para bhI paharA lagAte hI nahIM na! hama kahA~ paharA lagAe~? jise isa gaMdagI meM DUbanA hI hai, use phira hama chor3a dete haiM! yahA~ para ye lar3ake jo brahmacarya pAlana karate haiM, vaha to sahaja

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) svabhAva se rahatA hai, eka kSaNa bhI cUke binA, niraMtara rahatA hai| sAtavIM narka kA to sirpha varNana taka kiyA jAe to iMsAna sunate hI mara jaae| to bolo, vahA~ kitanA bhogavaTA (sukha yA duHkha kA asara) rahatA hogA ? ki phira se saMsAra bhogane se to bilkula inkAra! sirpha viSaya kI vajaha se yaha saMsAra khar3A hai I agara yaha strI viSaya nahIM hotA na, to bAkI sabhI viSaya to kabhI bhI bAdhA nahIM ddaalte| sirpha isa viSaya kA abhAva rahe to bhI devagati mila jaae| isa viSaya kA abhAva huA ki bAkI sabhI viSaya qAbU meM A jAte haiM aura isa viSaya meM par3A ki viSaya se pahale jAnavara gati meM jAtA hai aura yadi usase adhika viSayI ho to narkagati meM jAtA hai| viSaya se basa adhogati hI hai| kyoMki eka bAra ke viSaya meM to kaI karor3a jIva mara jAte haiM! samajha nahIM hai phira bhI jokhimadArI mola lete haiM na ! ataH jahA~ hiMsA hai, vahA~ dharma jaisA kucha hai hI nahIM / 48 praznakartA : samajhate haiM phira bhI jagat ke viSayoM meM mana AkarSita rahatA hai, samajhate haiM ki sahI - -galata kyA hai, phira bhI viSayoM se mukta nahIM ho paate| to isakA kyA upAya ? dAdAzrI : jo samajha kriyAkArI ho vahI sahI samajha kahalAtI hai| bAkI saba baMjara samajha kahalAtI hai| agara do zIziyA~ hoM aura eka zIzI meM viTAmina kA pAuDara ho va dUsarI zIzI meM poiz2ana ho, donoM meM sapheda pAuDara ho aura hama bacce ko samajhAe~ ki yaha viTAmina hai, yaha lenA aura isa dUsarI zIzI meM se mata lenaa| dUsarI zIzI meM se legA to mara jaaegaa| usa bacce ne 'mara jAegA' zabda sunA isakA matalaba yaha nahIM ki vaha samajha gyaa| kahegA z2arUra ki yaha davAI lene se mara jAte haiM, lekina mara jAnA yAnI kyA, usa bAta ko nahIM samajhatA / hameM use batAnA par3atA hai, ki phalAne cAcA usa dina mara gae the na ? phira sabhI ne unheM vahA~ jalA diyA thA, isa davAI se vaisA hI ho jAtA hai|

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mAhAtmya brahmacarya kA (khaM-1-3) jaba ekz2ekTalI aisA samajha meM A jAtA hai taba vaha samajha hI kriyAkArI ho jAtI hai / phira vaha poiz2ana ko chUegA hI nahIM / abhI use isa samajha kI ekz2ekTanesa nahIM AI hai| logoM dvArA sikhAI gaI yaha samajha to lona kI taraha hai| 49 praznakartA : vaha samajha kriyAkArI ho, usake lie kyA prayatna karane cAhie? dAdAzrI : maiM Apako vistAra se samajhAtA huuN| phira vaha samajha hI kriyAkArI ho jaaegii| Apako kucha bhI nahIM karanA hai| balki Apa dakhala karane jAoge to bigar3a jaaegaa| jo jJAna, jo samajha kriyAkArI ho, vahI sahI samajha hai aura vahI sahI jJAna hai| merI bAta Apa para thopanI nahIM hai| khuda Apako ApakI samajha meM AnA caahie| merI samajha mere pAsa aura vaha samajha Apa para thopa nahIM sakate aura thopane se to kucha kAma hogA hI nahIM / ApameM vaha samajha phiTa ho jAe aura Apa apanI samajha se clo| isa duniyA meM agara kisI cIz2a kI niMdA karane jaisI ho to vaha hai abrahmacarya / anya sabhI cIjeM itanI niMdA karane jaisI nahIM haiN| brahmacarya kA pAlana nahIM ho sake to, vaha alaga bAta hai, lekina brahmacarya ke virodhI to honA hI nahIM cAhie / brahmacarya to sabase bar3A sAdhana hai / apanA brahmacarya, vaha pavitra cIz2a honI cAhie / brahmacarya, vaha mAnasika cIz2a nahIM hai, isa abrahmacarya kA bIr3I ke vyasana jaisA nahIM hai| viSaya se saMbaMdhita nAsamajhI kI vajaha se brahmacarya nahIM Tika pAtA / brahmacarya ke bAre meM jJAnIpuruSa se yadi samajha le to brahmacarya bahuta acchI taraha Tika skegaa| samajhane kI hI z2arUrata hai isameM / yaha vyasana alaga cIz2a hai aura abrahmacarya vaha alaga cIz2a hai| yaha to anAdi se loka pravAha aisA hI calatA A rahA hai aura usase laukika jJAna khar3A ho gayA hai

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) aura Upara se usakI ulTI samajha baiTha gii| aba jaisI samajha baiTha gaI, phira vaisA hI vartana meM Ae binA rahegA nhiiN| vyavahAra meM bhI brahmacarya kA pAlana karane ko kyoM kahate haiM ki naoNrmeliTI meM rhe| usase deha, mana vagairaha svastha rahate haiN| jagat ke loga to mana-vacana-kAyA se brahmacarya pAlana kara hI nahIM sakate na? yaha to sirpha apane yahIM para pAlana kiyA jA sakatA hai| ye loga vrata lete haiN| vrata lene se kyA hotA hai ki usake bAda mana ThikAne rahatA hai| mana bAunDrI meM rahatA hai aura jo vrata nahIM lete to unakA citta sArA bhaTakatA hI rahatA hai! phira bhI, saMsAra meM bhI yadi kabhI dRSTi kA dhyAna rakhe to vaha Age hI Age bar3hatA jAegA aura use bhI mokSa kA rAstA mila jaaegaa| yaha to bAhara ke una logoM ke lie kaha rahA hU~ jo mujhase nahIM mile haiM! brahmacarya kA yadi kabhI sirpha cha: mahIne sacce dila se pAlana kiyA ho, mana-vacana-kAyA se, to ve gulAba itane-itane bar3e ho jAte haiN| brahmacarya to sabase bar3I khAda hai| jisa taraha gulAba meM khAda DAlane se jo itane choTe hote haiM, ve phira itane bar3e ho jAte haiN| ata: sirpha cha: mahInoM ke lie hI jise pAlana karanA ho vaha kare! cha: mahIne ke brahmacarya se to zarIra meM kitanA badalAva A jAtA hai| phira vANI bole to jaise bama gira rahA ho, aisI nikalatI hai! jaba taka saMsAra ke kisI bhI viSaya meM mana ghusA huA rahegA, taba taka sabhI DipArTamenTa para phula zakti nahIM calegI! kisI bhI dizA meM pravahan karanA, vaha mana kA svabhAva hai! isI vajaha se mana ko jaisA cAheM vaise mor3A jA sakatA hai| use DAivarTa kiyA jA sakatA hai| do-pA~ca sAla taka hI yadi mana ko brahmacarya kI ora mor3e, isa eka hI dizA meM vahana kare to usake sAmane koI A~kha bhI nahIM gar3A sakegA! abrahmacarya se hI sabhI roga khar3e hote haiN| isalie yaha siddhAMta rakhanA cAhie ki brahmacarya pAlana karanA hai, aura use pahale se hI samajha lenA acchaa| assI kI umra meM isa siddhAMta ko samajheM to

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mAhAtmya brahmacarya kA (khaM-1-3) vaha kisa kAma kA? apanA astitva(astitvapanA) eka hI jagaha para rahanA cAhie, do jagaha para nahIM rahanA caahie| ataH jaba taka ho sake taba taka siddhAMta kA pAlana krnaa| Ajakala cAritra kI kImata hI khatma ho gaI hai| brahmacarya kI to kImata hI khatma ho gaI hai na? svaccha jIvana jIne kI kImata hI khatma ho gaI hai! pavitra jIvana hI jInA hai| abhiprAya badalate hI nikalanA zurU praznakartA : lekina mAnasazAstrI kahate haiM ki viSaya baMda ho hI nahIM sakatA, aMta taka rahatA hai| to phira vIrya kA Urdhvagamana hogA hI nahIM na? dAdAzrI : maiM kyA kahatA hU~ ki viSaya ke prati abhiprAya badala jAe to phira viSaya rahegA hI nahIM! jaba taka abhiprAya nahIM badalegA, taba taka vIrya kA Urdhvagamana hogA hI nhiiN| apane yahA~ to sIdhA AtmA meM hI DAla denA hai, vahI Urdhvagamana hai! viSaya baMda karane se use AtmA kA sukha bartatA hai aura viSaya baMda ho jAe to vIrya kA Urdhvagamana hotA hI hai| hamArI AjJA hI aisI hai ki viSaya baMda ho jAtA hai| praznakartA : AjJA meM kyA hotA hai? sthUla baMda karanA? dAdAzrI : sthUla ke lie hama kucha kahate hI nhiiN| manabuddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra brahmacarya meM raheM, aisA honA cAhie va yadi manabuddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra brahmacarya ke pakSa meM A gae to sthUla(brahmacarya) to apane Apa A hI jaaegaa| tere mana-buddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra ko pltt| hamArI AjJA aisI hai ki ye cAroM palaTa hI jAte haiN| g2az2aba ke ve brahmacArI ___ 'yaha' 'pablika TrasTa' aisA hai ki saMpUrNa rUpa se nirogI hai| varlDa kA TaoNpamosTa hai yaha! Apako jo bhI roga nikAlane hoM, ve nikAle jA sakate haiM! jo suMdara brahmacarya pAlana karate haiM, unake

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) adhIna rahakara brahmacarya pAlana kiyA jA sakatA hai| varnA jo khuda pAlana nahIM karate hoM, khuda ke aMdara gupta 'DiphekTa' ho to khuda ko hI pAlana karanA muzkila ho jAtA hai| isalie pUre hindustAna meM kahIM bhI brahmacarya se saMbaMdhita bAteM koI karatA hI nahIM hai na? maiM jisameM 'hanDreDa parasenTa' karekTa hoU~gA, usI kA Apako upadeza de sakatA huuN| tabhI merA vacanabala phaladAyI hogaa| khuda meM z2arA sA bhI 'DiphekTa' ho to auroM ko kaise upadeza diyA jA sakatA hai? viSaya kI jokhimadArI bahuta bar3I hai| sabase bar3I jokhimadArI ho to vaha viSaya kI hai| usase pA~coM mahAvrata aura aNuvrata TUTa jAte haiN| praznakartA : jJAnIpuruSa ke vAkya kisa prakAra se viSaya kA virecana karavAte haiM? dAdAzrI : hara dina viSaya baMda hotA jAtA hai| varnA lAkha janmoM taka kitAbeM par3he, phira bhI kucha nahIM hotaa| praznakartA : unakA vAkya itanA asarakAraka kyoM hotA hai? dAdAzrI : unakA vAkya bahuta z2abaradasta hotA hai, joradAra hotA hai! 'julAba karavA deM aise zabda' kahA gayA hai| tabhI se nahIM samajha jAnA cAhie ki unake zabdoM meM kitanA bala hai! praznakartA : vaha vacanabala jJAnI ko kaise prApta huA? dAdAzrI : khuda nirviSayI ho, tabhI vacanabala prApta hotA hai| varnA jo viSaya kA virecana karavA de, aisA vacanabala kahIM hotA hI nahIM na! jaba mana-vacana-kAyA se saMpUrNa rUpa se nirviSayI ho, taba unake zabdoM se viSaya kA virecana hotA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke vAkya viSaya kA virecana karavAnevAle hote haiN| jo viSaya kA virecana nahIM karavAe, vaha 'jJAnIpuruSa' hai hI nhiiN|

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khaMDa : 2 'zAdI nahIM karane' ke nizcayavAloM ke lie rAha [1] kisa samajha se viSaya meM se chUTA jA sakatA hai ? zAdI nahIM karane ke nizcayavAle ko praznakartA : mujhe zAdI karane kI icchA nahIM hai, lekina mA~bApa aura anya riztedAra zAdI ke lie dabAva DAla rahe haiN| to mujhe zAdI karanI cAhie yA nahIM? dAdAzrI : yadi zAdI karane kI icchA hI nahIM ho to, kyoMki Apane apanA yaha 'jJAna' liyA hai isalie Apa pAra utara sakoge / isa jJAna ke pratApa se sabakucha ho sakatA hai| maiM Apako yaha samajhAU~gA ki kisa taraha rahanA hai, aura yadi pAra utara gae taba to ati uttama hai| ApakA kalyANa ho jAegA ! praznakartA : zAdI karavAne ke lie sabhI loga bahuta phorsa kara rahe haiN| dAdAzrI : Apako 'vyavasthita' samajha meM A gayA hai yA nahIM ?

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54 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA vyavasthita to samajha meM A gayA hai| dAdAzrI : to 'vyavasthita' ke bAhara kisI kA bhI calanevAlA nahIM hai| isalie 'vyavasthita' para chor3akara taya rakho, karo ki mujhe zAdI karanI hI nahIM hai| dRr3ha nizcaya calegA ? lekina zAdI kie binA tujhe kaise praznakartA 4. kauna se janma meM anubhava nahIM kiyA hai ? dAdAzrI : saca kaha rahA hai ki kisa janma meM anubhava nahIM kiyA ! bakarI meM, kutte meM, gadhe meM, bAgha meM, jahA~ gae vahA~ yahI anubhava kie haiM na? ! lekina zAdI karanA yadi dhyeyapUrvaka chUTe to acchaa| 'logoM ko jo anubhava hue haiM, ve mujhe hI hue haiM', aba aisA seTa kara lenA par3egA na ? varnA jagat ke loga tujhe anubhavahIna kheNge| zAdI hogI yA nahIM, vaha 'vyavasthita' ke adhIna haiM, lekina abhI yadi pA~ca sAla isa jJAna ke AdhAra para brahmacarya pAlana kare to kitanI zaktiyA~ prakaTa ho jAe~gI aura isa deha kI racanA bhI kitanI acchI ho jAegI ! pUrI jiMdagI bukhAra Adi AegA hI nahIM na !! : apanA yaha vijJAna aisA hai ki thor3e samaya meM sepha sAiDa karavA de| jise bhagavAna bhI nahIM pUcha sakeM, aisI sepha sAiDa kara de, aisA yaha vijJAna hai| khAne-pIne kI sabhI chUTa dI hai na ? maiMne yadi khAne-pIne meM etarAja uThAyA hotA to kAphI kucha loga yahA~ para Ae hI nahIM hote| isalie hamane chUTa dI hai| isa saMsAracakra kA AdhAra viSaya para hai / haiM to pA~ca hI viSaya, lekina strI se saMbaMdhita viSaya to bahuta hI bhArI hai| usake to bAda meM bhArI spaMdana ur3ate haiN| apanA jJAna itanA acchA hai ki usameM rahe to use kucha bhI sparza nahIM karegA aura pichalA saba dhula jAegA lekina viSaya ke bAre meM jAgRta rahanA pdd'egaa| vahA~ to 'isameM sukha hai hI nahIM aura yaha pha~sAva hI hai / ' aisA

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kisa samajha se viSaya meM... (khaM-2-1) I abhiprAya rahanA caahie| yaha bagIcA nahIM hai| yaha pha~sAva hI hai aisA bhAna rahegA to chUTA jA skegaa| lekina yahA~ aisA bhAna nahIM rahatA hai na? pha~sAva ho to vahA~ kaisA rahatA hai ? aura bagIce meM ghUma rahe hoM, taba kaisA rahatA hai ? bagIce meM to yoM ullAsa rahatA hai, jabaki pha~sAva meM to kaba isameM se chUTa jAU~, aisA rahatA hai na? isalie 'hameM ' 'caMdreza' se kahanA hai ki 'caMdreza isameM se kaba chUToge ! yaha to pha~sAva hai| isameM par3ane jaisA nahIM hai / ' lekina isameM pha~sAva jaisA nahIM lagatA aura vahIM mukta bhAva ho jAtA hai na ? aba yadi pUrI samajha badala deM, to hala aaegaa| samajhakara dAkhila honA isameM ... 55 praznakartA : yaha jo DisIz2ana le liyA hai, lekina pichalA mAla bahuta hai / to DisIz2ana ke AdhAra para maiM isameM se nikala pAU~gA ? dAdAzrI : DisIz2ana sahI hogA to z2arUra nikala pAoge, nizcaya mukhya cIz2a hai| jisane nizcaya ko pakar3A hai, duniyA meM koI usakA nAma nahIM degA / tujhe kyoM zaMkA ho rahI hai ? zaMkA ho rahI hai, vahI anizcaya kahalAtA hai| praznakartA : Apase pUchakara pakkA kara rahA huuN| dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina zaMkA ho rahI hai, vahI anizcaya hai| kucha bhI nahIM hogA / dAdA kI chatrachAyA hai, phira kyA honevAlA hai? isalie zaMkA rakhane jaisA nahIM hai| yaha jJAna hai isalie brahmacarya meM rahA jA sakegA, varnA maiM hI tumheM manA kara duuN| maiM to AjJA de dU~ ki tumheM zAdI karanI pdd'egii| vaha to 'yaha' jJAna hai isalie tumheM anumati detA huuN| kyoMki iMsAna ko sukha kA sAdhana cAhie na? maratA huA iMsAna kisa sukha ke sahAre jIegA ? yaha jJAna aisA hai ki Apa isa jJAna se AtmA ke dhyAna meM rahoge to turaMta AnaMda meM A jAoge / yA phira agara ghaMTe bhara sabhI ke

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samajha prApta brahmacarya (pU) zuddhAtmA dekho, riyala aura rileTiva dekho to sabakucha regyulara / brahmacarya kA pAlana AdhI jiMdagI taka karoge yA phira zAdI kara loge?! bAda meM to zAdI kara hI nahIM skte| aura bAda meM to zAdI kA vicAra taka nahIM AnA caahie| vaha vicAra bhI gunAha hai| maiM kahatA hU~ ki koI kisI kI nakala mata krnaa| are, z2arA soco to sahI / yaha koI nakala karane jaisI cIz2a nahIM hai| isase acchA zAdI kara le na! zAdI karane se kahIM mokSa kho nahIM jaaegaa| dUsare dharmoM meM to zAdI karane se mokSa kho detA hai / zAdI nahIM karane se bhI kahIM mokSa nahIM mila jAtA aura zAdI karane se bhI mokSa nahIM miltaa| anaMta janmoM se sAdhu bane haiM, phira bhI mokSa nahIM huaa| vaha brahmacarya kA pAlana kara rahA hai, isalie mujhe bhI vaisA hI karanA caahie| aisA saba mata krnaa| isameM aisA nahIM clegaa| khuda ko bahuta acchI taraha parakha lenA caahie| hamane kucha lar3akoM ko parakhakara dekhA hai, unheM to strI kI bAta kahate hI ve ghabarA jAte haiN| zAdI kI bAta karane se pahale hI unheM ghabarAhaTa ho jAtI hai| isalie phira hama samajha gae ki inake udaya meM strI hai hI nahIM / 56 yaha brahmacarya kA jo pakar3A hai, vaha bahuta acchA kiyA hai lekina joza meM Akara pakar3o, vaisA mata pkdd'naa| pakar3o to samajhakara pkdd'naa| aba yadi kusaMga meM gayA to aMdara turaMta dahI bana jaaegaa| jisa dUdha se cAya banAnI hai, vaha dUdha phaTa jAegA / aMdara dahI DAle binA pUrI rAta piMjare meM dUdha aura dahI sAthasAtha rakhA ho to subaha dUdha phaTa jAegA yA nahIM? aisA hotA hai yA nahIM? itane asaravAlA yaha jagat hai| dahI DAle binA phaTa jAtA hai| isalie bahuta sTroMga rahanA / isa brahmacarya kI lAina meM sukha bhI behada hai| behada sukha Apako milatA rahegA lekina yadi usameM z2arA bhI ulajha gae aura phisala gae to mAra bhI utanI hI pdd'egii| isalie hama Apako sAvadhAna kara rahe haiM / viSaya to

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kisa samajha se viSaya meM... (khaM-2-1) 57 aisI cIz2a hai na ki vaha iMsAna ko phisalA detA hai| agara phisala jAo to usakA kheda mata krnaa| lekina isa jagaha para phisala sakate haiM, isalie vahA~ para jAgRta rhnaa| bAra-bAra karanA nizcaya dRr3ha brahmacaryavrata lene ke vicAra Ae~ aura yadi usakA nizcaya ho jAe to usa jaisI bar3I cIz2a aura kauna sI kahalAegI? vaha sabhI zAstra samajha gayA! jise nizcaya ho gayA ki mujhe aba chUTanA hI hai, vaha sabhI zAstra samajha gyaa| viSaya kA moha aisA hai ki kisI nirmohI ko bhI mohI banA de| are, sAdhu-AcAryoM ko bhI vicalita kara de! praznakartA : brahmacarya kA jo nizcaya kiyA hai, use z2yAdA maz2abUta karane ke lie kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : hameM 'nizcaya maz2abUta karanA hai' aisA taya karanA caahie| praznakartA : eka bAra itanA bolane ke bAda hameM hainDala to bAra-bAra mAranA par3egA na? dAdAzrI : hA~, bAra-bAra vahI nizcaya karanA hai aura 'he dAdA bhagavAna! maiM nizcaya maz2abUta kara rahA hU~, mujhe nizcaya maz2abUta karane kI zakti diijie|' aisA bolane se zakti bddh'egii| praznakartA : isa janma meM to brahmacarya udaya meM AyA hai| phira agale janma meM vaha kaisA hogA? dAdAzrI : agale janma meM bhI aisA hI aaegaa| abhI vaha aisA hI kahatA hai ki yaha brahmacarya to bahuta acchA hai, aisA hI caahie| to agale janma meM bhI vaha hogaa| praznakartA : hameM vicAroM para se patA to cala jAtA hai na, ki udaya meM kaisA A rahA hai?

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : jisakA nizcaya hotA hai, use kucha bhI nahIM chuutaa| vaha kucha bhI kare yA use kaise bhI vicAra Ae~, phira bhI use sparza nahIM krtaa| varnA kama viSayavAle ko bhI 'viSaya' udaya meM A jAtA hai| isalie nizcaya honA cAhie! jisakA nizcaya nahIM DagamagAtA, use kucha nahIM hotA, jisakA nizcaya DagamagA jAe usameM sabhI bhUta ghusa jAte haiM, sabhI roga ghusa jAte haiN| praznakartA : yadi nizcaya maz2abUta ho aura taba vicAra Ae~ to usameM harja nahIM hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, vaha vicAra A nahIM pAegA, use| kyoMki AtmajJAna prApta huA hai isalie usa se nizcaya ho sakatA hai, varnA nizcaya ho hI nahIM sktaa| he viSaya! aba tere pakSa meM nahIM praznakartA : ina vicAroM ko dabA dUM, aisA karatA hU~ phira bhI vicAra Ate haiN| dAdAzrI : merA kahanA hai ki vicAra Ate haiM, usameM harja nahIM hai, lekina jo vicAra Ate haiM, unheM dekhate raho lekina tuma unake amala meM ekAkAra mata honaa| jo vicAra Ate haiM, unake amala meM Apa hastAkSara mata kara denaa| ve kaheMge 'hastAkSara karo' to Apa kahanA, 'nahIM, aba hastAkSara nahIM hoNge| bahuta dinoM taka hamane hastAkSara kie, aba nahIM kreNge|' hama aisA kahate haiM ki tU aisA taya kara ki isameM tanmayAkAra honA hI nahIM hai| judA rahakara dekhatA raha, to eka dina tU chUTa jaaegaa| praznakartA : viSaya ke vicAra Ae~ to bhI dekhate rahanA hai? dAdAzrI : dekhate hI rahanA hai| taba kyA unheM saMbhAlakara rakhanA praznakartA : haTA nahIM denA hai?

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kisa samajha se viSaya meM... (khaM-2-1) dAdAzrI : dekhate hI rahanA hai, dekhane ke bAda caMdreza se kahanA hai ki inake pratikramaNa kro| mana-vacana - kAyA se vikArI doSa, icchAe~, ceSTAe~, ve sabhI doSa jo hue haiM, unakA pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| viSaya ke vicAra Ae~ lekina phira bhI khuda unase mukta rahe to kitanA AnaMda hogA ? to agara viSaya se hamezA ke lie chUTa jAegA to kitanA AnaMda hogA ? 59 mokSa jAne ke cAra staMbha hai| jJAna - darzana - cAritra aura tapa / aba tapa kaba karanA hotA hai ? mana meM viSaya ke vicAra A rahe hoM aura khuda kA sTroMga nizcaya ho ki mujhe viSaya bhoganA hI nahIM hai, to ise bhagavAna ne tapa kahA hai| khuda kI kiMcitmAtra bhI icchA nahIM ho, phira bhI vicAra Ate raheM to vahA~ tapa karanA hai / abrahmacarya ke vicAra Ae~ lekina brahmacarya kI zaktiyA~ mA~gatA rahe to vaha bahuta bar3I bAta hai / brahmacarya kI zaktiyA~ mA~gate rahane se kisI ko do sAla meM, kisI ko pA~ca sAla meM, lekina vaisA udaya A jAtA hai| jisane abrahmacarya jIta liyA, usane pUrA jagat jIta liyaa| brahmacaryavAle para to zAsana devI-devatA bahuta khuza rahate haiN| lokadRSTi se ulTA hI calatA rahatA hai na ? lekina jaba jJAnIpuruSa kI maujUdagI hotI haiM, taba brahmacarya pAlana kiyA jA sakatA hai, varnA nahIM kara skte| eka bhI vicAra bigar3anA nahIM cAhie / vicAra badalA ki sabakucha bigdd'aa| kisI bhI taraha eka bhI vicAra nahIM badalanA caahie| yaha jJAna hai isalie jAgRti to hai hI hameM ! jAgRti hai isalie agara vicAra nahIM badalegA to kucha bhI nahIM hogA / phira bhI vicAra badala jAe to pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| kyoMki vaha pichalA hisAba hai| vaha eka janma meM jo bigar3a gayA hai, use cukA do| yadi sAvadhAna rahane jaisA ho to vaha sirpha viSaya se / sirpha viSaya ko jIta le to bahuta ho gayA / usakA vicAra Ane se pahale hI ukhAr3a denA pdd'egaa| aMdara vicAra ugA ki turaMta hI ukhAr3a

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) denA pdd'egaa| dUsarA, yoM agara naz2ara mila gaI kisI se to turaMta haTA denI pdd'egii| varnA vaha paudhA z2arA bhI bar3A huA ki turaMta usameM se vApasa bIz2a ddleNge| isalie usa paudhe ko to ugate hI nikAla denA pdd'egaa| tumheM patA cale ki yaha gulAba kA paudhA nahIM hai, yaha kucha aura hai, to turaMta ukhAr3akara pheMka denaa| jisa saMga meM aisA lage ki hama pha~sa jAe~ge to usa saMga se bahuta hI dUra rahanA, varnA eka bAra pha~sa gae to bAra-bAra pha~sate hI jAoge, isalie vahA~ se bhAga jaanaa| phisalanavAlI jagaha ho aura vahA~ se bhAga jAoge to phisaloge nhiiN| satsaMga meM to dUsarI 'phAileM' nahIM mileMgI na? sabhI eka jaise vicAravAle milate haiM na? aMkura phUTate hI use ukhAr3a denA mana meM viSaya kA vicAra AyA ki turaMta use ukhAr3a denA cAhie aura kahIM AkarSaNa huA ki turaMta hI pratikramaNa karanA caahie| jo ina do zabdoM ko pakar3a le, usakA brahmacarya hamezA rhegaa| hameM aisA lagatA hai ki yaha viSaya-vikAra kA AkarSaNa huA ki turaMta pratikramaNa kara lenA cAhie aura koI viSaya-vikAra kA vicAra aMdara se ugA to vaha paudhA turaMta hI ukhAr3akara bAhara pheMka denaa| basa, jo ye do cIjeM kare, use phira dikkata nahIM hogii| praznakartA : lekina jAgati aura yaha, donoM eka sAtha raha sakate haiM? dAdAzrI : nahIM, jAgRti hogI tabhI yaha ho pAegA, varnA nahIM ho pAegA na! yaha paudhA ugane lage tabhI se samajha jAnA ki yaha paudhA kA~TedAra hai| isalie use ugate hI ukhAr3akara pheMka denaa| varnA agara cipaka jAegA to usake kA~ToM se pUre zarIra para jalana hogii| isalie phira se nahIM uge usa taraha se pheMka denaa| usI taraha jaba isa

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kisa samajha se viSaya meM... (khaM-2-1) 61 mizracetana ke vicAra Ae~ to ugane hI mata denaa| unheM to ukhAr3a hI denA, to eka dina isase hala aaegaa| varnA yadi eka bhI ugA to kitane hI janma bigAr3a degaa| bhagavAna ne viSaya ke paudhe ko hI ukhAr3a dene ko kahA hai| anya paudhe to bhale hI ugeM, ve jokhimavAle nahIM haiM lekina mizracetana jokhimavAlA hai| anAdikAla kA abhyAsa hai, isalie mana vApasa yahI ciMtavana karatA rahatA hai| usase vApasa viSaya kA paudhA ugatA hai| mUMga meM pAnI DAleM to uga jAtA hai, vaha nIce jar3a ddaalegaa| tabhI se hama samajha jAte haiM ki yaha to paudhA bnegaa| usI taraha isameM vicAra Ate hI use ukhAr3akara pheMka denaa| sirpha yaha viSaya hI aisA hai ki choTA sA paudhA banane ke bAda phira vaha jAtA nahIM hai| isIlie use jar3a se hI ukhAr3akara khIMca nikAlanA caahie| aba yadi aisI jAgRti rahe to iMsAna ArapAra jA sakegA, varnA yaha to abhAnatA hai| yaha to cAdara meM lipaTA huA mAMsa hai| pUrI duniyA kA sArA kacarA isa zarIra meM haiM, phira bhI isa cAdara kI vajaha se kitanA moha hotA hai! vaha moha kisa se utpanna hotA hai? ajAgRti se! phira bAda meM pachatAnA bhI par3atA hai na? pachatAnA yAnI kyA? pshcaataap| pazcAtApa yAnI aMdara cubhatA rhe| usake bajAya to jAgRti rahe to kitanA acchA! jAgRti yadi nahIM raha pAe to phira zAdI kr| hameM usameM harja nahIM hai| zAdI yAnI nikAlI ciij'| nahIM to phira jAgRti rakhanI pdd'egii| abhI taka nirI ajAgRti hI thii| yaha to usameM se yaha jAgRti rakhanA bAkI rhaa| eka sau ATha dIye hoM, unameM se bAraha dIye to jlaae| bAda meM terahavA~, caudahavA~ aise jalAte jaanaa| praznakartA : jAgRtipUrvaka bhAna meM hone ke bAvajUda AkRSTa ho gae, aura apanA vahA~ kucha calA nahIM, to kyA karanA cAhie? usakA kitanA doSa lagatA hai? dAdAzrI : doSa to hai hI na! vaidya ne kahA ho ki mirca

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) mata khAnA aura hama mirca khA leM, to kyA hogA ? lekina phUliza bahuta nahIM hote, kucha hI hote haiM aura yadi usane mirca khAI to phira usakA roga bar3hegA / 62 praznakartA : lekina aba use kyA karanA cAhie ? upAya to honA cAhie na ? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa karanA hai| aura kyA ? praznakartA : lekina kyA jJAnI ko nahIM batAnA cAhie ? jinhoMne AjJA dI ho, unheM batAnA to par3egA na ? dAdAzrI : hA~, batA diyA, phira bhI pratikramaNa karane haiN| bAkI, agara vaha mirca khA le to, usameM jJAnI thor3e hI z2ahara khA leMge ? kabhI aMdara kharAba vicAra uge aura use nikAla dene meM dera ho jAe to z2arA bar3A pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| varnA vicAra ugate hI turaMta nikAla denA cAhie / ukhAr3akara turaMta pheMka denA caahie| bAkI, yaha viSaya-vikAra aisA hai ki jise eka sekanDa ke lie bhI, z2arA sA bhI nahIM rahane denA caahie| varnA per3a banate dera nahIM lgegii| isalie ugate hI turaMta ukhAr3akara pheMka denA / jaise ki agara hameM gehU~ bone hoM aura taMbAkU kA paudhA uga jAe to use turaMta nikAla dete haiM, usI taraha isameM bhI viSaya ko ukhAr3a denA cAhie / praznakartA : viSaya kA ajJAna, vaha kyA hai ? dAdAzrI : bagIce meM kyA boyA hai, vaha jaba uge taba patA calatA hai ki yaha to dhaniyA ugA hai, yaha to methI ugI hai, usake pattoM se patA calatA hai na ? vaisA hI viSaya ke bIja kA hai, ugate hI use vahA~ se khIMca lenA cAhie / jo par3e hue bIja ukhAr3a detA hai, unheM ukhAr3a dene ke bAda jo viSaya rahe, vaha viSaya hai hI nhiiN| per3a hai to bhale hI rahA, bAriza ho to bhale hI ho| aisA mAna lenA ki agara yahA~ para

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kisa samajha se viSaya meM... (khaM-2-1) berI ho to usakA bIja to eka phAMga kI dUrI para jAkara bhI uga sakatA hai| usa bIja ko havA kahIM para bhI khIMcakara le jA sakatI hai, isalie hameM berI ke nIce hI nahIM, lekina AsapAsa kI sabhI jagaha para uge hue bIjoM ko ukhAr3a denA caahie| bIja kise kahate haiM? jaba anya saMyoga mila jAe~, taba par3A huA bIja uga nikalatA hai, ugate hI use ukhAr3a denA caahie| do prakAra ke viSaya haiM, eka cArja aura dUsarA ddiscaarj| cArja bIja ko dho denA caahie| vAstava meM to vicAra AnA hI nahIM caahie| jJAnIpuruSa ko lakSmI ke aura viSaya ke vicAra hI nahIM Ate, to phira bIja girane kI aura ugane kI bAta hI kahA~ rahI? yadi Apako vicAra Ae~ to Apa unheM ukhAr3a denA, to phira vicAra nahIM ugege| eka-eka ko aise ukhAr3a denaa| yaha to akrama jJAna hai, usase ajJAna calA gayA, lekina pichalA mAla hai, isalie cetAvanI denI paDatI hai| ina bIjoM kA svabhAva kaisA hai ki girate hI rahate haiN| AkheM to taraha taraha kA dekhatI haiM, usase aMdara bIja girate haiM to phira unheM ukhAr3a denA caahie| hoTala ko dekhane se khAne kI icchA hotI hai na? usake jaisA hai| hameM to mokSa meM jAnA hai isalie sAvadhAna rahanA hai| AkhoM se dekhane para agara z2arA sA bhI AkarSaNa hotA hai to vaha bhayaMkara roga hai, aisA smjhnaa| jaba taka bIja ke rUpa meM hai, taba taka upAya hai, bAda meM kucha nahIM ho sktaa| citta AkRSTa hotA hai, rAste calate... praznakartA : yahA~ ghara meM baiThe hae hoM to citta idhara-udhara nahIM hotA, lekina bAhara rAste para z2arA nikaleM to rAste to strI rahita hote nahIM aura isa tarapha viSaya kI gA~Tha phUTe binA rahatI nhiiN| dAdAzrI : aura Apako bAhara nikale binA calegA nahIM! bAhara kucha lene jAnA par3atA hai, naukarI-vyApAra ke lie jAnA par3atA

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) hai aura viSaya khar3e hue binA rahatA nahIM aura isalie usakA pratikramaNa kie binA calatA nahIM / pratikramaNa kareMge to hala AegA, varnA jo AkarSaNa huA thA vaha to phira cipaka hI jaaegaa| bAhara AnA-jAnA par3atA hai, usake binA calegA nahIM, ghara baiThe rahe to duniyA meM calegA nahIM / 'vyavasthita' ke hisAba se jAnA par3atA hai aura vaha cipake binA nahIM rahatA / jAgRti to hotI hai, phira bhI pichale janma ke sAre mela hai na, isalie AkarSaNa hotA hai aura vApasa se jhaMjhaTa hue binA nahIM rhtaa| ataH agara ghara Akara pratikramaNa kareM to vaha ukhar3a jAegA / praznakartA : pratikramaNa ThIka se nahIM ho paate| 64 dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa karane kA nizcaya karoge to hogA / pratikramaNa to avazya karane hI cAhie / pratikramaNa karane ke bAda mana sApha ho jAtA hai| yaha phisalanavAlA kAla kahalAtA hai / satyuga meM se dvApara, tretA aise phisalate phisalate yaha AkhirI kAla A rahA hai| isameM brahmacarya kA mahatva kama ho gayA hai, isIlie yaha dazA ho gaI hai| brahmacarya kA yadi mahatva rahA hotA to yaha dazA hotI hI nahIM ! saMsArI sthAna meM harja nahIM, lekina logoM ne brahmacarya kA mahatva hI ur3A diyaa| isase phira khuda kI sArI jAgRti maMda ho jAtI hai| hamane yaha jJAna diyA hai, phira bhI kitanoM ko jaisI honI cAhie vaisI jAgRti raha nahIM paatii| varnA hamArA jJAna milane ke bAda to kaisI jAgRti rahatI hai? bhagavAna jaisI jAgRti rahatI hai| tujhe bahuta jAgRti rahatI hai yA maMda ho jAtI hai ? praznakartA : limiTa kA kucha patA nahIM calatA / dAdAzrI : jAgRti z2yAdA ho to Thokara nahIM lagegI? galatI hotI hai tujhase ? galatI ho jAne ke bAda patA calatA hai na ? praznakartA: hA~, bAda meM patA calatA hai /

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kisa samajha se viSaya meM... (khaM-2-1) dAdAzrI : yadi jAgRti z2yAdA ho to, galatI ho jAne ke bAda bhI patA nahIM cale, aisA nahIM hotA balki galatI hone se pahale hI patA cala jAtA hai aura vaha cIz2a vApasa ho bhI sakatI hai, lekina khuda ko pahale hI patA cala jAtA hai aura usake bAda galatI hotI hai| matalaba ki cIjeM nahIM rukatI lekina jAgRti z2yAdA ho to pahale se patA cala jAtA hai| praznakartA : yadi hameM niraMtara brahmacarya meM rahanA ho to jAgRti bahuta z2yAdA honI cAhie na? dAdAzrI : jAgRti, vahI AtmA hai aura khuda yadi so jAe to dUsare kAma ho jAte haiN| ataH jAgRti meM koI bhI galata kAma nahIM hotA aura dUsarI gar3abar3a nahIM hai na z2yAdA, lekina gar3abar3a nAsamajhI se khar3I ho gaI haiM to mAra khAnI par3atI hai na? praznakartA : yadi khuda viSaya meM sahamata nahIM hogA to bacA jA sakatA hai, usa dina aisI bAta huI thii| to usameM khuda kI sthiratA kaise A sakatI hai? dAdAzrI : hA~ lekina sahamata yAnI ki nizcaya meM se kabhI bhI sahamati na chuutte| aisI sahamati ho to phira kucha nahIM hogA, lekina vaha chUTe binA rahatA nahIM hai na! kyoMki karma ke udaya se jaba aisA honA hotA hai, taba nizcaya chUTa jAtA hai aura aisA ho jAtA hai| isalie tujhe kyA karanA hai? ki tujhe to sirpha jAgRti hI rakhanI hai ki 'isameM kabhI bhI nahIM!' sahamati nahIM chUTe, usake lie 'keyaraphula' rahanA par3egA, phira bhI agara usake bAda gira gae to usameM harja nahIM hai| hameM gAr3I meM se nahIM giranA hai, phira bhI gira gae to use hama 'vyavasthita' kahate haiM na? lekina kyA jAnabUjhakara koI giratA hai? A~kheM gar3Ae~ge to dRSTi bigar3egI na kisI bhI eka tarapha hRdaya to lagA hI rahatA hai, yA to

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66 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) isa tarapha lagA rahatA hai yA usa tarapha rahatA hai| yahA~ se chUTa jAe to vahA~ laga jAtA hai, usake lie hameM baiThe nahIM rahanA caahie| isalie bahuta sAvadhAna rahane jaisA hai| hama yahA~ se chor3eMge, tabhI vahA~ lagegA na? aura vahA~ cipakane lage usase pahale hI sAvadhAna ho jaanaa| A~kheM to gar3AnI hI nahIM cAhie, nIce dekhakara hI clnaa| tU kisI ke sAmane A~kheM nahIM gar3AtA na? praznakartA : nhiiN| dAdAzrI : taba to bahuta samajhadAra hai, tU jIta gyaa| A~kheM to kabhI bhI mata gar3AnA, bahuta zora macAe phira bhii| varnA yahA~ isa satsaMga meM jitanA dila lagA huA hogA to vaha bhI haTa jaaegaa| dUSamakAla meM naz2ara ko sNbhaalnaa| yaha dUSamakAla hai, isalie sAvadhAna raho, abhI bhI sAvadhAna ho jaao| dRSTi to bilkula zuddha rahanI caahie| pahale ke jamAne ke sakhta loga to A~kheM phor3a dete the| hameM AkheM nahIM phor3a denI hai, vaha to murkhatA hai| hameM A~kheM phera lenI hai, usake bAvajUda bhI agara dekha liyA to pratikramaNa kara lenA caahie| yaha pratikramaNa to eka miniTa ke lie bhI mata cuuknaa| khAne-pIne meM galatI ho jAe to calegA, lekina A~kheM gar3Akara dekha hI kaise sakate haiM? saMsAra meM sabase bar3A roga yahI hai, isI kI vajaha se saMsAra khar3A hai| viSaya kI nIMva para saMsAra khar3A hai, mUla meM viSaya hI hai| viSaya to kisI ko bhI acchA nahIM lagatA, lekina ye pahale ke hisAba ho cuke haiM, aura A~kheM gar3AI tabhI se hisAba zurU ho gyaa| vaha phira chor3atA nahIM hai| ye sabhI striyA~ kahIM hameM AkarSita nahIM krtii| jo AkarSita karatI haiM, vaha apanA pichalA hisAba hai| isalie vahA~ se ukhAr3akara pheMka do, sApha kara do| apane jJAna ke bAda koI parezAnI nahIM AtI, mAtra eka viSaya ke lie hI hama sAvadhAna karate haiN| A~kheM gar3AnA hI gunAha hai

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kisa samajha se viSaya meM... (khaM-2-1) aura yaha samajhane ke bAda jokhimadArI bahuta bar3ha jAtI hai, isalie kisI ke sAmane A~kheM mata gdd'aanaa| A~kheM gar3Ane se hI sabakucha bigar3atA hai| dRSTi bigar3atI hai, vaha bhI ekadama se nahIM bigdd'tii| pahale kA hisAba ho tabhI AkarSaNa hotA hai| mUla dRSTi nahIM bigar3atI, bigar3I huI dRSTi hI bigar3atI hai| pratikramaNa ke bAda, daMDa kA upAya pichale janma meM jo galatI huI thI, usI vajaha se isa janma meM naz2ara par3a jAtI hai| hameM naz2ara nahIM DAlanI ho phira bhI naz2ara par3a jAtI hai| naz2ara par3ane ke bAda hameM AkarSita nahIM honA ho, phira bhI vApasa mana AkarSita ho jAtA hai| yAnI ki pichalA hisAba hai, isalie aisA saba ho rahA hai| vahA~ para hameM pratikramaNa karake chUTa jAnA cAhie, isake bAvajUda bhI agara vApasa naz2ara par3a jAe to phira se pratikramaNa karanA cAhie, isa taraha sau-sau bAra pratikramaNa kareMge taba chUTA jA skegaa| kucha pA~ca pratikramaNa se chUTa jAtI haiN| kucha eka pratikramaNa se chUTa jAtI haiN| praznakartA : pratikramaNa karane ke bAvajUda vahA~ calA jAe, to vaha kamaz2orI hI hai na? yA phira nIyata cora ho jAtI hai? yA phira aMdara, mana-buddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra khuda ko Thagane lage dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa karane ke bAvajUda bhI kArya ho jAe, taba to phira vaha 'vyavasthita' hai| vaha 'vyavasthita' ke hAtha meM A gayA aisA kahA jAegA, vaha vyavasthita kI galatI hai| phira bhI yadi aisA bahuta z2yAdA ho rahA ho, taba usake lie khAsa upavAsa vagairaha daMDa lenA cAhie, ise bIMdhanA kahate haiN| jisa taraha golI calAe~ aura ekz2ekTa jagaha para lage, usI taraha ise bhI bIMdhanA kahA jAtA hai| isase karma nahIM bNdhte| ataH vApasa se yaha galatI ho jAe to vahA~ hameM pratikramaNa kara lenA cAhie, sAtha-sAtha dUsarA

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68 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) koI daMDa lenA caahie| mana ko jo bhAtA ho, usa dina vaha cIz2a kama khaanaa| aisA koI daMDa denA caahie| dekhanA, sAmAnya bhAva se strI kI tarapha to sabase pahale dRSTi bigar3atI hai| dRSTi bigar3ane ke bAda Age bar3hatA hai| jisakI dRSTi nahIM bigar3atI use kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| aba agara tujhe sepha sAiDa karanI ho to dRSTi mata bigar3ane denA aura dRSTi bigar3a jAe to pratikramaNa krnaa| praznakartA : isa viSaya-vikArI dRSTi ke pariNAma kyA haiM? dAdAzrI : adhogti| yaha to pUre dina 'cAya' yAda AtI hai| 'cAya' dekhate hI dRSTi bigar3e to phira vaha cAya pIe binA rahegA kyA? dRSTi kA nahIM bigar3anA, vaha sabase bar3A guNa kahalAtA hai| bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki duniyA meM sabhI cIjeM khAnA, lekina manuSya jAti kI A~khoM meM mata dekhanA aura usake cehare ko ekaTaka mata dekhnaa| agara dekho to sAmAnya bhAva se dekhanA, viSaya bhAva se mata dekhnaa| AmoM ko dekhakara pAsa meM rakhoge to par3e rheNge| vaha eka taraphA hai, lekina yaha jItA-jAgatA jIva to cipaka jAegA, usake bAda eka tarapha rakha doge to dAvA kregii| zAdI ke samAroha meM jaba svAgata dvAra para khar3e rahate ho to kyA hara eka AnevAle ko ekaTaka dekhate ho? nhiiN| vahA~ to eka AtA hai aura eka jAtA hai, yoM sAmAnya bhAva se dekhate ho| usI taraha se dekhanA hai| maiMne jJAna hone se pahale hI taya kiyA huA thA ki sAmAnya bhAva se dekhanA hai| ye sabhI loga nahIM hote to acchA hotA na? apane bhAva hI nahIM bigar3ate na? praznakartA : nahIM, vaha to apane aMdara bhAva hI aise haiM,

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kisa samajha se viSaya meM... (khaM-2-1) isIlie sAmane aise nimitta mile haiM na? ataH hameM apane bhAva hI tor3a dene cAhie, to phira nimitta gale nahIM par3egA na! dAdAzrI : saca kahA hai| isIlie hama kahate haiM ki bhAvanidrA ttaalo| ye aise loga haiM ki sabhI taraha ke bhAva aaeN| usameM bhAvanidrA nahIM AnI cAhie, dehanidrA AegI to clegaa| praznakartA : lekina bhAvanidrA hI AtI hai na? dAdAzrI : aisA kaise calegA? yadi Trena sAmane se A rahI ho to bhAvanidrA nahIM rkhte| Trena se to eka hI janma kI mRtyu hai, lekina yaha to anaMta janmoM kA jokhima hai| jahA~ citra-vicitra bhAva utpanna hoM, aisA yaha jagat hai| usameM tujhe khuda hI samajha lenA hai| bhAvanidrA AtI hai yA nahIM? bhAvanidrA AegI to saMsAra tujhe bA~dha legaa| aba agara bhAvanidrA A jAe to vahIM, usI dukAna ke zuddhAtmA se brahmacarya ke lie zaktiyA~ mA~ganA ki, 'he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna, mujhe pUrI duniyA ke sAtha brahmacarya pAlana karane kI zaktiyA~ diijie|' yadi hamase zaktiyA~ mA~goge to uttama hI hai, lekina vaha to DAyarekTa, jisa dukAna se vyavahAra huA hai, vahIM mA~ga lenA sabase acchaa| suMdara phUla hoM to vahA~ dekhane kA mana hotA hai na? vaise hI ina suMdara logoM ko dekhane kA mana ho jAtA hai aura vahIM para thappar3a par3a jAtI hai| ina phUloM ko sUMghanA, khAnA-pInA, lekina 'isa' eka hI jagaha para dekhane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, kahIM bhI naz2ara mata milaanaa| praznakartA : nahIM dekhanA ho phira bhI yadi suMdara strI dikha jAe, taba vahA~ kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : usa samaya naz2areM mata milaanaa| praznakartA : naz2areM mila jAe~ to kyA karanA cAhie?

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70 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : apane pAsa pratikramaNa kA sAdhana hai, usase dho denaa| naz2areM mila jAe~, taba to turaMta hI pratikramaNa kara lenA caahie| isIlie to kahA hai na ki manohara strI ke phoTo yA mUrti mata rkhnaa| usa miThAsa kA pRthakkaraNa karake to dekho aba kahIM bhI mIThA lagatA hai kyA? praznakartA : mIThA to laga jAtA hai, lekina vaha jokhimadArI hai, aisA samajha meM AtA hai| dAdAzrI : jahA~ taka mIThA laga rahA hai na, jokhimadArI bhale hI laga rahI ho, lekina jaba mIThA lagane lage vahA~ para vaha kabhI na kabhI jokhimadArI bhulA degaa| karma ke udaya aise-aise Ate haiM ki jokhimadArI bhulA detA hai| aura yaha mIThA kisa hisAba se lagatA hai, vahI mujhe samajha meM nahIM aataa| isameM kauna sA bhAga mIThA hai?! praznakartA : vaha kyA bhrAMti se mIThA lagatA hai ? dAdAzrI : bhrAMti se mIThA laga rahA hotA, to bhI acchA thaa| yaha to bhrAMti bhI nahIM hai| ise kauna mIThA kahegA? / yahA~ muMbaI meM agara pAnI itanA kama ho jAe ki nahAne kA bhI ThikAnA nahIM par3e to ina logoM kI kyA dazA hogI? ghara meM sabhI se eka rUma meM baiThA bhI nahIM jA sakegA, itane badabUdAra ho jAe~ge! yaha to, hararoz2a nahAte haiM phira bhI badabU AtI hai na? aura yadi nahIM nahAe~ge taba to sira phaTa jAe itanI badabU aaegii| ye nahAte haiM phira bhI dopahara do baje kapar3A ghisakara yadi pAnI meM nicor3eM to pAnI khArA ho jaaegaa| phira bhI deha ko kImatI kyoM mAnA hai? kyoMki aMdara bhagavAna prakaTa hue haiM, vyakta hue haiN| isalie anya sabhI prakAra kI deha kI apekSA ise kImatI mAnA

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kisa samajha se viSaya meM... (khaM-2-1) 71 gayA hai, jabaki logoM ne ise kisI aura hI taraha se kImatI mAnA hai| praznakartA : viSaya meM sabase z2yAdA miThAsa mAnI hai, to kisa AdhAra para mAnI hai? dAdAzrI : vaha miThAsa jo use mahasUsa huI aura anya kisI jagaha para miThAsa dekhI nahIM hai, isalie use viSaya meM bahuta miThAsa lagatI hai| agara dekhane jAe~ to sabase z2yAdA gaMdagI vahIM para hai, lekina miThAsa kI vajaha se use abhAnatA A jAtI hai| isalie use patA nahIM cltaa| yadi isa viSaya ko gaMdagI samajhe to usakI sArI miThAsa gAyaba ho jaaegii| galagaliyA (vRttiyoM ko gudagudI honA, mana meM mIThA laganA) se hI jagat pha~sA huA hai| galagaliyA hone lage to turaMta hI jJAna hAz2ira kara denA, tAki usase saba alaga alaga dikhe aura usase chUTA jA ske| phira bhI AkarSaNa kyoM? praznakartA : citta kisI eka hI jagaha para z2yAdA AkarSita hotA hai| dAdAzrI : usa jagaha ko khoda denA, khodakara nikAla denaa| vaha jagaha kahA~ hai? praznakartA : eka jagaha yAnI kucha avayavo kI tarapha hI dRSTi z2yAdA jAtI hai| dAdAzrI : jise aisA z2yAdA hotA ho, use zAdI kara lenI caahie| sabhI jagaha dRSTi bigAr3ane ke bajAya eka kue~ meM par3anA acchaa| bAda meM, pacAsa kI umra meM koI bhI nahIM milegii| corI karanA acchA lagatA hai ? jhUTha bolanA, maranA acchA lagatA

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72 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) hai? to phira kyA parigraha acchA lagatA hai? to sirpha viSaya meM hI aisA kyA par3A huA hai ki acchA lagatA hai? praznakartA : bilkula bhI acchA nahIM lagatA, phira bhI AkarSaNa ho jAtA hai| usakA bahuta kheda rahatA hai| dAdAzrI : aise kheda rahegA, to vaha calA jaaegaa| sirpha AtmA hI caahie| to phira viSaya(kA bhAva) kaise ho sakatA hai? anya kucha cAhie, tabhI viSaya hogA na? tujhe viSaya kA pRthakkaraNa karanA AtA hai? praznakartA : Apa btaaie| dAdAzrI : pRthakkaraNa yAnI kyA ki viSaya kyA aise hote haiM ki ina A~khoM ko acche lageM? kAna suneM to acchA lagatA hai? aura jIbha se cATane para mIThA lagatA hai? eka bhI indriya ko acchA nahIM lgtaa| isa nAka ko to vAstava meM acchA lagatA hai na? are, bahuta khuzbU AtI hai na? itra lagAyA huA hotA hai na? yadi isa taraha pRthakkaraNa kareMge, taba patA clegaa| pUrA narka hI vahA~ para par3A huA hai, lekina isa taraha pRthakkaraNa nahIM karane kI vajaha se loga ulajha gae haiN| vahIM para moha hotA hai, vaha bhI Azcarya hI hai na! praznakartA : to vaha AkarSaNa kisa vajaha se rahatA hai? dAdAzrI : nAsamajhI kI vajaha se| jisa taraha nAsamajhI kI vajaha se tAra joinTa raha gayA ho to usakA AkarSaNa hotA rahatA hai lekina aba samajha meM A gayA ki yaha to aisA hai| pahale to hama sahI bAta nahIM jAnate the aura aisA pRthakkaraNa kiyA hI nahIM thA na! logoM ne jo mAnA, usI ko hamane saca mAnA ki yahI sahI rAstA hai, lekina aba jaba se jAnA taba se hama samajha gae ki isameM to polavAlA khAtA hai| isameM to ohohoho..... itane sAre jokhima haiM ki isI vajaha se to pUrA saMsAra khar3A hai aura

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kisa samajha se viSaya meM... (khaM-2-1) 73 pUre dina mAra bhI isI kI vajaha se par3atI hai| usameM bhI yadi indriyoM ko acchA lage vaisA ho to ThIka hai, lekina yaha to eka bhI indriya ko acchA nahIM lgtaa| praznakartA : citta abhI bhI khiMca jAtA hai, dRSTi bigar3a jAtI dAdAzrI : apanI bahana ho, vahA~ kisa taraha dekhate ho? praznakartA : vahA~ to kucha nahIM hotaa| dAdAzrI : kyoM? vaha bhI strI hI hai na? vahA~ para kyoM vikAra nahIM hotA? usake prati vicAra kyoM nahIM bigar3ate hoMge? kyA bahana strI nahIM hai? praznakartA : paramANuoM kA asara rahatA hogA, isalie? dAdAzrI : yaha to jahA~ para bhAva kie hoM, vahIM apanI dRSTi bigar3atI hai| bahana para kabhI bhI bhAva nahIM kiyA thA, isalie dRSTi bhI nahIM bigar3atI aura kucha logoM ne bahana para bhI bhAva kie hoM to vahA~ para bhI dRSTi bigar3atI hai! praznakartA : phira bhI, yoM vyavahAra meM jaba strI ke saMyoga milate haiM, taba yoM naz2ara par3a hI jAtI hai| dAdAzrI : naz2ara par3a jAnA to svAbhAvika hai| usameM pichale janma kA doSa hai lekina aba hameM kyA karanA cAhie? naz2ara par3a jAe, usameM to kisI kA kucha nahIM cltaa| tuma bhale hI kitanA bhI pakar3akara rakho, phira bhI A~khoM kA svabhAva hai dekhanA, vaha dekhe binA rahegI hI nhiiN| hisAba hai, isalie dekhe binA rahegI nhiiN| praznakartA : aisA dina meM do-cAra bAra ho jAtA hai| docAra baar| taba aisA lagatA hai ki yaha kucha ThIka nahIM ho rahA hai|

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : vaha aura tuma donoM alaga hI ho na? aura vaha to badalegA nhiiN| jo badalanevAlA nahIM hai, agara use hama badalane jAe~ to kyA hogA ? lekina pratikramaNa se dina ba dina badalAva hotA jA rahA hai na ? praznakartA 74 : haaN| usa ora kI sthiratA yoM bar3ha rahI hai / rAjA jItane se jIteMge pUrA rAja kRpAludeva ne to kyA kahA hai ki, " nIrakhIne navayauvanA, leza na viSaya nidAna, gaNe kASThanI pUtar3I, te bhagavAna samAna 11 zrImad rAjacaMdra akrama mArga meM hameM strI ko kASTha kI putalI nahIM mAnanA hai| hameM AtmA dekhanA hai / yaha to kramikamArgavAle kASTha kI putalI kahate haiM, lekina aisA kaba taka raha pAegA? z2arA phira se vicAra A jAe to usa samaya vApasa gAyaba ho jAegA lekina agara hama zuddhAtmA dekheM to ? yAnI navayauvanA ko dekhakara bhItara citta AkarSita ho gayA ho to vahA~ para zuddhAtmA ko dekhate rahane se saba calA jAegA, citta phira chUTa jAegA / viSaya ko jItane ke lie yadi zuddhAtmA ko dekheMge, taba niber3A aaegaa| varnA niber3A nahIM aaegaa| 44 A saghaLA saMsAranI, ramaNI nAyakarUpa, e tyAgI tyAgyuM badhuM, kevala zoka svarUpa 11 zrImad rAjacaMdra sArA zoka usI se khar3A huA hai / strI kA tyAga huA, usase alaga hue ki pUrA niber3A A jaaegaa| jo niraMtara zoka kA hI svarUpa hai| pUre dina zoka, zoka aura zoka hI rahatA

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kisa samajha se viSaya meM... (khaM-2-1) 75 hai| yadi zoka hI milatA rahegA, to phira vaha calA jaaegaa| varnA jo cipaka gayA hai to phira vaha chUTegA hI nahIM na? "eka viSaya ne jItatA, jItyo sahu saMsAra, nRpati jItatA jItie, dala, pUra ne adhikAra " - zrImad rAjacaMdra eka sirpha rAjA ko jIta liyA to dala, nagara aura adhikAra sabakucha hameM mila jAtA hai| usakI pUrI senA vagairaha sabakucha mila jAtA hai| senA jItane jAoge to rAjA ko nahIM jIta paaoge| usI taraha isa rAjA (viSayarUpI) ko jIta liyA ki sabakucha apane adhikAra meM A jaaegaa| tabhI to hama mukta rahate haiM na! sirpha yaha viSaya hI aisA hai ki jise jItane para sArA rAjya hAtha meM A jaaegaa| hameM viSaya kA vicAra taka nahIM aataa| Tale jJAna aura dhyAna... " viSayarUpa aMkurathI, Tale jJAna ane dhyAna, leza madirApAnathI, chAke jyama ajJAna " ___ - zrImad rAjacaMda eka hI bAra yadi viSaya bhogA to sabakucha bigar3a jAtA hai| bAda meM anaMta janmoM kA nukasAna hotA hai aura narkagati kA adhikArI banatA hai| kauna sA aisA viSaya hai ki jo narkagati nahIM dilavAtA? jo lokamAnya hai| koI zAdIzudA iMsAna, usakI strI ko lekara jA rahA ho to loga Apatti uThAe~ge? praznakartA : nahIM utthaaeNge| dAdAzrI : aura zAdIzudA nahIM ho aura jA rahA ho to? praznakartA : to Apatti utthaaeNge| dAdAzrI : vaha lokamAnya nahIM khlaaegaa| vaha narkagati kA

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) adhikArI bnegaa| donoM ko narka meM jAnA par3egA, donoM ko narka meM sAtha meM rahanA par3egA, vApasa / 76 praznakartA : ' viSayarUpa aMkurathI....' matalaba ? dAdAzrI : aMkura matalaba aMdara bIja ho, vaha vicAra Ae aura usameM tanmayAkAra ho jAe to vaha aMkura kahalAtA hai| vaha aMkura phUTA ki gayA... isalie hama taya karate haiM na ki vicAra Ane se pahale khIMcakara bAhara pheMka denA / vaha aMkura phUTA ki phira jJAna aura dhyAna sabakucha TUTa jAtA hai, khatma ho jAtA hai| praznakartA : isa akrama vijJAna meM bhI aisA hI hotA hai ? dAdAzrI : jJAna aura dhyAna miTa jAtA hai| vicAra Ae na to sirpha jJAna aura dhyAna hI nahIM, lekina AtmA bhI calA jAtA hai| kramika meM to jJAna aura dhyAna calA jAtA hai aura akrama meM to, jo AtmA diyA huA hai, vaha calA jAtA hai| ataH aMkura taka nahIM le jAnA cAhie / liMka jArI, usakA jokhima isameM hai kucha bhI nahIM / jJAna prApta ho jAne para samajha meM A jAtA hai ki viSaya meM hai kucha bhI nahIM / praznakartA: Apa ke jJAna ke bAda hama isI janma meM viSaya bIja se ekadama nirgratha ho sakate haiM ? dAdAzrI : sabhI kucha ho sakatA hai| agale janma ke lie bIja nahIM ddleNge| ye jo bhI purAne bIja hoM, unheM Apa dho denA, nae bIja nahIM ddleNge| praznakartA : yAnI agale janma meM viSaya kA eka bhI vicAra nahIM AegA ? dAdAzrI : nahIM aaegaa| thor3A bahuta kaccA raha gayA hogA

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kisa samajha se viSaya meM... (khaM-2-1) 77 to pahale ke thor3e bahuta vicAra Ae~ge lekina ve vicAra bahuta sparza nahIM kreNge| jahA~ para hisAba nahIM hai, usakA jokhima nahIM hai| vaha to agara liMka jArI rahe to usakA jokhima AtA hai| iMsAna ko to kabhI yoM hI khuda kI mA~ ke prati bhI viSaya kA vicAra A jAtA hai lekina liMka nahIM hotI, isalie phira gAyaba ho jAtA hai| viSaya kA z2arA sA bhI dhyAna kare to jJAna bhraSTa ho jAtA hai| 'hato bhraSTa, tato bhraSTa' ho jAtA hai| jalebI kA dhyAna karane se vaisA nahIM hotaa| isa yonI ke viSaya kA dhyAna karane se vaisA ho jAtA hai| hAra-jIta, viSaya kI yA khuda kI? hamane to kaI janmoM se bhAva kie the| isalie hameM to viSaya ke prati bahuta hI ciddh'| aisA karate-karate ve chUTa ge| viSaya hameM mUlataH acchA hI nahIM lagatA thA lekina kyA kareM? kaise chUTeM? lekina hamArI dRSTi bahuta gaharI, bahuta vicArazIla, yoM kaise bhI kapar3e pahane hoM, phira bhI sabakucha ArapAra dikhatA thA, dRSTi kI vajaha se yoM hI cAroM ora kA bahuta kucha dikhatA thaa| isalie rAga nahIM hotA na? hameM aura kyA huA ki Atmasukha prApta huaa| jalebI khAne ke bAda cAya phIkI lagatI hai| usI taraha jise AtmA kA sukha prApta ho gayA, use sabhI viSayasukha phIke lagate haiN| tujhe phIkA nahIM lagatA? jaisA pahale lagatA thA, vaisA aba nahIM lagatA na? praznakartA : phIkA to lagatA hai, lekina vApasa moha utpanna ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : moha to utpanna ho sakatA hai| vaha to karma kA udaya hotA hai| karma baMdhe hue haiM, ve moha utpanna karavAte haiM lekina Apako kyA aisA lagatA hai ki kharA sukha to AtmA meM hI hai?

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : hA~, aisA to ThIka se lagatA hai| isa viSaya meM sukha nahIM hai, yaha to pakkA samajha meM A gayA hai| 78 dAdAzrI : anya kisI strI ko dekhe to tujhe vicAra nahIM AtA na ? hai| nhiiN| praznakartA 4 AtA hai kabhI-kabhAra / dAdAzrI : aisA hotA hai, isakA matalaba abhI bhI kamI praznakartA : sirpha yoM sAdhAraNa moha hI hotA hai, aura kucha dAdAzrI : moha to phira ghasITa hI le jAegA na ! isa viSaya ko jItanA to bahuta kaThina cIz2a hai| ise hamAre jJAna se jItA jA sakatA hai| yaha jJAna niraMtara sukhadAyI hai na, isalie jIta sakate haiN| usake sevana se pAtratA phira kRpAludeva to kyA kahate haiM, ki pAtra vinA vastu nA rahe, pAtre Atmika jJAna, pAtra thavA sevo sadA, brahmacarya mati mAna 44 " zrImad rAjacaMdra brahmacarya ke sevana se to pAtra banegA, kRpAludeva aisA kahate haiN| unhoMne aisA nahIM kahA hai ki Ama mata khaanaa| jar3a ko hI pakar3A hai puuraa| yadi sAmanevAlA nirjIva hotA aura dAvA nahIM karatA to brahmacarya sevana nahIM karate jabaki ye to dAvA karate haiN| " je navavADa vizuddhathI, dhare ziyaLa sukhadAya 11 - zrImad rAjacaMdra

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kisa samajha se viSaya meM... (khaM-2-1) praznakartA : 'navavADa vizuddha' brahmacarya kI paribhASA kyA dAdAzrI : 'navavADa' yAnI aisA hai ki, mana-vacana-kAyA se brahmacarya pAlana krnaa| mana meM jo socate hoM, vaisA kucha socanA karanA nahIM hai| pahale ke viSaya yAda Ae~ to usa ghar3I sabakucha bhulA denA hai| vANI se nahIM bolanA hai, deha se bahuta dUra rahanA nau bAr3a batAI haiM na, ki jahA~ strI baiThI ho, vahA~ para hameM nahIM baiThanA hai, use dekhanA nahIM hai| koI viSaya bhoga rahA ho to chupakara darAra meM se nahIM dekhanA hai| dekhane se bhI mana bigar3a jAtA hai| pahale saMsAra jo bhogA ho, use yAda nahIM karanA hai| yAda karane se vApasa ve vicAra A jAe~ge, isa taraha ye saba nau bAr3a hai| jahA~ para strI baiThI ho usa jagaha para mata baiThanA, aisA kahate haiN| phira usa jagaha para kyA hogA? rAga hogA yA dveSa? dveSa hotA rhegaa| balki, rAga-dveSa ke kArakhAne bddh'eNge| isalie nau bAr3a kA hameM kyA karanA hai? usake bajAya eka bAr3a kara de, to bhI bahuta ho gyaa| nau bAr3a karane jAte hue to dUsare rAga-dveSa khar3e ho jaaeNge| isake bajAya sthUla brahmacarya kA pAlana karo na aura mana meM jo vicAra Ae~ to unake pratikramaNa karake dho denaa| nau bAr3a kA pAlana to abhI kisI se bhI nahIM ho sakatA, eka-do bAr3a to TUTa cukI hotI haiN| taba Apa nau bAr3a kaise pUrI kara sakoge? Apa to hamane jo batAyA hai, usameM rho| itanA koI kare to usameM sabhI nau bAr3a A jaaeNgii| nau bAr3a karane meM ahaMkAra kI z2arUrata par3egI lekina apane yahA~ to karane kA mArga hI nahIM hai| praznakartA : to phira pratikramaNa karate vakta hama jo yAda karate haiM, to usase nayA baMdha nahIM par3atA? dAdAzrI : hA~! yAda AtA hai, lekina pratikramaNa yAnI hama

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) to kyA karanA cAhate haiM ? viSaya ko ur3A denA cAhate haiM aura ve to lAlaca ke mAre yAda karate haiN| donoM ke bhAvoM meM pharka hai| vaha jo yAda AtA hai, vaha lAlaca se yAda AtA hai aura yaha to pratikramaNa se yAda AtA hai| pratikramaNa karane ke pIche chor3ane kA bhAva hai, jabaki usameM lAlaca kA bhAva hai| donoM ke bhAva meM pharka hai| 80 44 bhava teno lava pachI rahe tatva vacana e bhAI - zrImad rAjacaMdra 4 'lava pachI' yAnI thor3e hI janma bAkI rahate haiM phir| janma kama ho jAte haiN| vaha tatva vacana hai, tatva kA sAra hai| 44 ' suMdara ziyaLa surataru, mana-vANI ne deha, je nara-nArI sevaze, anupama phala le teha "" 11 -zrImad rAjacaMdra ' ziyaLa' matalaba zIlavAna / jo mana-vacana-kAyA se zIlavAna rahe haiM, vaha anupama phala prApta karatA hai| praznakartA: zIlavAna kise kahate haiM ? dAdAzrI : viSaya kA vicAra taka nahIM aae| jise krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha nahIM hoM, use zIlavAna kahate haiN| sirpha yaha strI viSaya hI nahIM, lekina jisake krodha - mAna - mAyA - lobha bhI khuda ke vaza ho cuke hoM, taba vaha zIlavAna kahalAtA hai| jo krodha - mAnamAyA-lobha khuda ko duHkha deM, dUsaroM ko duHkha nahIM deM, ve 'kaMTrolebala' kahalAte haiN| tabhI se bhagavAna ne use 'zIla' kahA hai| praznakartA : ataH mana-vacana-kAyA se kisI bhI jIva mAtra ko kiciMtmAtra bhI duHkha nahIM denA, vaha jo bhAva hai, vaha zIlavAna ?

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kisa samajha se viSaya meM... (khaM-2-1) dAdAzrI : vaha bhAva to hai hii| vaha to ahiMsaka bhAva kahalAtA hai| vaha cIz2a alaga hai aura yaha to jisane strI se saMbaMdhita viSaya ko jItA, usane sabakucha jIta liyaa| praznakartA : maiMne brahmacaryavrata lene ke bAda eka mahIne taka kRpAludeva kA pada 'nirakhIne navayauvanA' gAyA thaa| dAdAzrI : jo yaha pada gAe na, unakA sApha ho jAtA hai| yaha pada to Apako roz2a gAnA cAhie, do-do bAra gAnA caahie| sirpha viSaya ko jIta liyA to pUrA jagat jIta liyA, basa! bhale hI phira kucha bhI khAo yA pIo, usameM se kucha bhI bAdhaka nahIM hogA lekina jisane yaha jIta liyA, usane pUrA jagat jIta liyaa| sirpha yahI, iMsAna yahIM para pha~satA hai| viSaya ko jIta liyA to phira duniyA kA rAjA na! karma baMdhana hI nahIM hogA na! usameM se to nire karma, bhayaMkara karma baMdhate haiN| eka hI bAra kA viSaya kitane hI jIvoM ko khatma kara detA hai| una sabhI jIvoM ke sAtha RNAnubaMdha baMdha jAtA hai| ataH itanA, sirpha viSaya ko jIta liyA to bahuta ho gyaa| majabUrI se pAzavatA praznakartA : Age Apane kahA hai ki zAdI karane jaisA to satyuga meM thaa| kaliyuga meM to zAdI karane jaisA hai hI nhiiN| dAdAzrI : bAkI, isameM zAdI karane jaisA hai hI kyA? yaha to nAsamajhI kI vajaha se zAdI karate haiM, varnA zAdI karate hI nhiiN| praznakartA : maiMne eka cIz2a dekhI hai ki logoM ko yaha mArga cAhie, brahmacarya kA, lekina milatA nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, nahIM miltaa| UparI (baoNsa, variSTha mAlika) honA cAhie na, vacanabalavAlA caahie| khuda akele apane Apa hI

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) pAlana nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| vaha to merA yaha vacanabala aura merA yaha mArgadarzana, isa vajaha se pAlana kara sakate haiM aura isakA pAlana kiyA ki rAjA ! pUrI duniyA kA rAjA ! 82 : praznakartA kyoMki loga zAdI karate vakta bolate haiM ki aba maiM gayA lekina becAre ke pAsa aura koI mArga nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : pAzavatA acchI nahIM lagatI, lekina phira kyA kare ? vahA~ majabUrI se pAzavatAvAlA hai yaha saba / viSaya to khulI pAzavatA hai| cArA hI nahIM hai na? itanA jIta gae to basa ho gyaa| isalie roz2a mana meM aisA taya karanA ki, eka hI bAra ise jItanA hai, aura kucha nhiiN| aura abhI jItA jA sakatA hai, aisA | dAdAjI kI nizrA meM sabhI logoM dvArA jItA jA sakatA hai| kabhI kasauTI kA maukA Ae to, usake lie upavAsa kara lenA do-tIna / jaba karma bahuta z2ora mAreM na, taba upavAsa karane se baMda ho jaaegaa| usa taraha ke upavAsa karavAne se to vaha lakar3I jaisA ho jaaegaa| upavAsa se vaha mara nahIM jaaegaa| praznakartA : yAnI upavAsa karane se ve saba phorsa kama ho jAe~ge ? dAdAzrI : sabhI baMda ho jaaeNge| yaha sArA AhAra kA hI phorsa hai| dUsare gunAha calAe jA sakate haiN| aisA hai ki sirpha yahI eka gunAha nahIM calAyA jA sktaa| yaha to anaMta janmoM kA khatma kara detA hai| miTTI meM milA detA hai| itanA jIta liyA to bahuta ho gayA / brahmacarya kA bala ho to phira vaha viSaya kI gA~Tha baMda ho jaaegii| ataH bala aisA rakhanA ki ye vicAra Ate hI dho denA, kucala denaa|

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kisa samajha se viSaya meM... (khaM-2-1) 83 praznakartA : vicAra to mujhe brahmacarya ke hI Ate haiN| dAdAzrI : nhiiN| vahI kaha rahA hU~ matalaba brahmacarya ke hI Ate haiM ? nahIM! praznakartA : hA~, haaN| dAdAzrI : abrahmacarya ke vicAra nahIM Ate ? praznakartA : vaha to mujhe bahuta gaMdA lagatA hai| dAdAzrI : bahuta acchaa| praznakartA : aura mujhe itanA samajha meM A gayA hai ki yaha jo janma huA hai, vaha isa viSaya kI gA~Tha nikAlane ke lie hI huA hai| bAkI kA saba taiyAra hI hai merA ! dAdAzrI : taba to bahuta acchA, taba to samajhadAra hai| merI pasaMda kI bAta AI aba / basa, bs| mujhe pasaMda AI yaha bAta / aba oNlraaitt| isase bahuta saMtoSa huA mujhe /

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[2] dRSTi ukhar3e, 'thrI viz2ana' se ' rezmI cAdara' ke pIche khUna meM mAMsa ke Tukar3e par3e hoM, to Apako unheM dekhanA acchA lagegA kyA ? praznakartA: nahIM / dAdAzrI : aura iDalI dekhanA acchA lagatA hai ? praznakartA: hA~, acchA lagatA hai| dAdAzrI dhaniyA aura harI mirca kI caTanI banAI jAe to, vaha dekhanA acchA lagatA hai yA mAMsa dekhanA acchA lagatA hai? : praznakartA : caTanI acchI lagatI hai| dAdAzrI : caTanI hare khUna se banI hai aura yaha lAla khUna se| yaha to sirpha rAga-dveSa karatA rahatA hai| isa para rAga karatA hai aura mAMsa para dveSa karatA hai ! caTanI kauna se khUna se banI hai ? sthAvara ekendriya kA grIna kalara kA khUna hai aura apanA khUna lAla hai| pA~ca indriya ke sabhI jIvoM kA khUna lAla kalara kA hotA hai| lAla khUna meM taraha taraha ke ghaTaka hote haiN| haDDiyoM ko tU kabhI chUtA nahIM hai na? praznakartA : kabhI kabhAra galatI se chU letA hU~ /

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dRSTi ukhar3e, 'thrI viz2ana' se (khaM-2-2) dAdAzrI : khAne ke sAtha mAMsa rakhA huA ho to tujhe khAnA bhAegA yA nahIM? praznakartA : nahIM bhaaegaa| dAdAzrI : lekina agara vaha mAMsa DhakA huA ho to? praznakartA : to galatI se zAyada khA bhI jaauuN| dAdAzrI : isa deha para cAdara DhakI huI hai aura vaha khulA mAMsa hai| praznakartA : vaha khulA to dikhatA hai, lekina yaha DhakA huA hai to nahIM dikhtaa| dAdAzrI : abhI cAdara haTA deM to? praznakartA : mAMsa Adi saba dekhakara ghina aaegii| dAdAzrI : aura nahIM dikhe to? praznakartA : to phira patA nahIM clegaa| dAdAzrI : ye A~kheM kaisI hai apanI, ki haiM phira bhI nahIM dikhatA? hama jAnate haiM ki yaha cAdara se baMdhA huA hai phira bhI vaha dikhatA kyoM nahIM? yoM buddhi to kahatI hai ki hai aMdara, phira bhI nahIM dikhatA, to ve kaisI A~kheM? yaha jo cAdara hai, isakI vajaha se yaha saba suMdara lagatA hai| cAdara khisaka jAe to kaisA lagegA? praznakartA : khUna-mAMsa jaisaa| dAdAzrI : to vahA~ ghina nahIM AegI? praznakartA : aaegii| dAdAzrI : kisI ko yahA~ para jala gayA ho aura pIpa nikala rahA ho, to kyA vahA~ para hAtha pheranA acchA lagegA?

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86 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : nhiiN| dAdAzrI : yaha viSaya kaise khar3A hai, vahI samajha meM nahIM aataa| vaha khulI A~khoM se so rahA hai to, usa sonevAle kA kyA kare? loga to yaha nahIM jAnate ki 'deha ke aMdara kyA hai|' tU raoNkeTa(AtizabAz2I) lAe to tujhe patA calegA na, ki isameM bArUda bharA huA hai? praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : to isameM kyoM patA nahIM calatA? raoNkeTa kA to dhyAna meM rahatA hI hai ki yaha bArUda se bharA huA hai| yaha phUTA nahIM hai, abhI phUTanA bAkI hai aura yaha phUTa cukA hai| aisA patA calatA hai na? aura isa jIvita manuSya meM kaisA bArUda bharA huA hai, isakA kyoM patA nahIM calatA? isameM kauna-kauna sA bArUda bharA praznakartA : haDDiyA~, khUna, maaNs| dAdAzrI : aMdara haDDiyA~ haiM kyA? tUne kaise dekha lIM? praznakartA : dekhA nahIM hai lekina buddhi se patA calatA hai dAdAzrI : buddhi to parAvalaMbI hai, svAvalaMbI nahIM hai| kahIM ora dekhA hogA to usa para se patA calatA hai ki iMsAna meM aisAaisA hotA hai, to vaisA hI mujha meM bhI honA caahie| buddhi parAvalaMbI hai aura jJAna parAvalaMbI nahIM hai| jJAna sIdhA dekhatA hai| jisase gaMda jaisA lage, aisA aura kucha hotA hogA zarIra meM? praznakartA : duSTatA hotI hai| dAdAzrI : duSTatA to mAna lo ki ThIka hai, vaha prAkRta guNa kahalAtI haiM, lekina isameM mAla kyA-kyA hai?

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dRSTi ukhar3e, 'thrI viz2ana' se (khaM-2-2) 87 praznakartA : aura kucha mAlUma nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : khAne meM kyA-kyA khAtA hai? praznakartA : dAla, cAvala, roTI, sbjii| dAdAzrI : phira jaba vaha galana hotA hai, taba kyA hotA praznakartA : mala bana jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : aisA kyoM hotA hai? hama jo AhAra khAte haiM na, usameM se sabhI sAra khiMca jAtA hai aura khUna Adi saba banatA hai aura zarIra jIvita rahatA hai aura jo asAra bacatA hai, vaha nikala jAtA hai| yaha to sArI mazInarI hai| khUna calatA rahe, to AkheM calatI rahatI hai, aMdara sabhI vAyara kAryarata hI haiN| AhAra DAlate haiM to ilekTrisiTi paidA hotI hai| ilekTrisiTi se zvAsocchvAsa calate haiN| abhI eka poTalI meM rezamI cAdara se haDDiyA~ aura mAMsa bA~dha lie, phira use yahA~ para lAkara rakha diyA ho to tujhe vaha dhyAna to rahegA na, ki isameM yaha bharA huA hai? praznakartA : raha sakatA hai na! dAdAzrI : to ThIka hai| jise yaha lakSya meM rahe, use bar3A adhipati kahA gayA hai, vaha jAgRta kahalAtA hai| jo jAgRta ho, vaha isa saMsAra meM nahIM utaratA, aura jAgRta hI vItarAga bana sakate adbhuta prayoga, thrI viz2ana kA maiMne jo prayoga kiyA thA, usI prayoga kA upayoga karanA hai| hamAre aMdara vaha prayoga niraMtara seTa hI rahatA hai, isalie hameM jJAna hone se pahale bhI jAgRti rahatI thii| yoM suMdara kapar3e pahane

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88 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) hoM, do haz2Ara kI sAr3I pahanI ho phira bhI dekhate hI turaMta jAgRti khar3I ho jAtI thI, vaha nekeDa dikhatI thii| phira dUsarI jAgRti utpanna hotI thI, to binA camar3I kI dikhatI aura tIsarI jAgRti meM phira peTa kATa diyA ho to aMdara Ate dikhatI thI, AMtoM meM kyA-kyA hotA hai, vaha sabakucha dikhatA thaa| aMdara khUna kI naseM dikhatIM, saMDAsa dikhatI, isa taraha sArI gaMdagI dikhtii| phira viSaya khar3A hotA hI nahIM thA na! inameM se sirpha AtmA hI zuddha vastu hai, vahA~ jAkara hamArI dRSTi rukatI hai, phira moha kaise hogA? logoM ko isa taraha ArapAra dikhatA nahIM hai na? logoM ke pAsa aisI dRSTi nahIM hai na? aisI jAgRti lAe~ bhI kahA~ se? aisA dikhanA, vaha to bahuta bar3I jAgRti kahalAtI hai| eTa-e-TAima ye tInoM prakAra kI jAgRti rahatI haiN| mujhe jaisI jAgRti thI, vaha Apako batA rahA hN| jisa tarIke se maiM jItA hU~, vaha tarIkA Apa sabhI ko, yaha jItane kA rAstA batA diyaa| rAstA to honA cAhie na? aura jAgRti ke binA to aisA kabhI hogA hI nahIM na? yaha kAla to itanA vicitra hai, pahale to lipasTika aura cehare para pAuDara, yaha saba kahA~ lagAte the? jabaki abhI to aisA saba khar3A kiyA hai ki balki AkRSTa karatA hai logoM ko| aisA sArA mohabAz2Ara ho gayA hai! pahale to agara zarIra acchA hotA, khUbasUrata hotA thA taba bhI aise moha ke sAdhana nahIM the| abhI to nirA mohabAz2Ara hI hai na? usase badasUrata loga bhI suMdara dikhate haiM, lekina isameM dekhanA kyA hai? yaha to nirI gaMdagI! isalie mujhe to bahuta jAgRti rahatI hai, z2abaradasta jAgRti rahatI hai! apanA jJAna jAgRtivAlA hai, eTa-e-TAima lAiTa karanI ho to ho sakatI hai! aba yadi usa samaya aisI jAgRti kA upayoga na kare to iMsAna mArA jaaegaa| hama kitanA bhI zuddhAtmA dekhane jAe~, phira bhI vaha dRSTi ko sthira nahIM hone detA, ataH aisA upayoga caahie| hamArA jJAna hone se pahale aisA upayoga seTa thA, varnA yaha

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dRSTi ukhar3e, 'thrI viz2ana' se (khaM-2-2) mohabAjAra to mAra hI DAle isa kAla meN| yaha to striyoM ko dekhane se hI roga ghusa jAtA hai na! kyA vaha zAdIzudA nahIM hai? zAdIzudA hai phira bhI aise! kyoMki yaha kAla hI aisA hai| yaha thrI viz2ana yAda rahegA yA bhUla jAoge? praznakartA : dRr3ha nizcaya hone ke bAvajUda kisI strI kI ora bAra-bAra dRSTi AkRSTa hotI hai aura thrI vijana jAnane ke bAvajUda 'jaisA hai vaisA' kyoM nahIM dikhatA? dAdAzrI : usane thrI viz2ana jAnA nahIM hai, thrI viz2ana jAna le to usakI dRSTi AkRSTa hI nahIM hogii| thrI viz2ana dikhe to usameM par3egA hI nhiiN| jabaki yaha to dRSTi par3e to vApasa dekha letA hai| praznakartA : yaha jo thrI viz2ana nahIM dikhatA hai, kyA vaha moha ke kAraNa hai? dAdAzrI : jAnatA hI nahIM hai| thrI viz2ana kyA hai, vaha jAnatA hI nahIM hai| moha ke kAraNa bhAna meM hI nahIM AtA aura moha yAnI abhaantaa| praznakartA : to phira aba thrI viz2ana dikhane kA upAya kyA dAdAzrI : vaha dikhegA nhiiN| usakA upAya hI kyA karanA? vaha jise dikhatA hai, ve iMsAna alaga hI taraha ke hote haiN| gaz2aba ke iMsAna hote haiN| isa kAla meM iMsAna ko itanA vairAgya nahIM raha pAtA! ata: yaha thrI viz2ana bahuta U~cI cIz2a hai, usase phira vairAgya rahatA hai| hamane choTI umra se hI aisA prayoga kiyA thaa| khoja kI ki sabase bar3A roga yahI hai| phira isa jAgRti se prayoga kiyA, bAda meM to hameM sahaja ho gyaa| hameM yoM hI sabakucha AsAnI se dikhatA hai|

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) do-cAra bAra gaTara kA Dhakkana kholanA hotA hai, phira patA nahIM calegA ki aMdara kyA hai? bAda meM vaisA gaTara Ae to patA nahIM calegA? zAyada do-cAra bAra galatI ho jAe, lekina bAda meM to dhyAna rahegA na? praznakartA : to yaha prayoga kanTinyuasa rakhanA hai? thrI viz2ana kA? dAdAzrI : nahIM, yaha aisA hI hai! ye to kapar3oM se Dhakakara ghUmate haiM isalie suMdara dikhate haiM, bAkI aMdara to aisA hI hai| yaha to, mAMsa ko rezamI cAdara se bA~dha liyA hai, isalie moha hotA hai| sirpha mAMsa hotA to bhI harja nahIM thA, lekina agara aMdara AMte vagairaha saba kATeM to kyA nikalatA hai aMdara se? isa para socA hI nahIM hai| yadi isa para socA hotA taba to vahA~ para phira se dRSTi jAtI hI nhiiN| yaha to bhrAMti se mUrkhatA meM iMsAna ne sukha kI kalpanA kI hai| sabhI ne kalpanA kI, isalie isane bhI kalpanA kara lI, aise calA hai! sattara-assI sAla kI strI ke sAtha tU zAdI karegA kyA? kyoM nahIM? lekina usake aMga Adi acche dikhate haiM yA nahIM? vaha saba dekhane kA mana hI nahIM karatA na? praznakartA : aisA koI rAstA nahIM hai, zaoNrTakaTa hI nahIM hai ki thrI vijana se pahale hI ArapAra sApha dikhe? / dAdAzrI : yahI zaoNrTakaTa hai! sabase bar3A zaoNrTakaTa hI yaha hai na! isa thrI viz2ana se abhyAsa karate-karate Age bar3hegA to 'jaisA hai vaisA' use dikhegA, phira viSaya chUTa jaaegaa| thrI viz2ana sivA kA rAstA, ulTe rAste para calane kA zaoNrTa rAstA hai| varnA agara zAdI karanI hai to kisane manA kiyA hai? ArAma se zAdI karo na! kisane bA~dhA hai tumheM ? hameM sabakucha ArapAra dikhatA hai| yaha jJAna aisA hai ki kabhI

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dRSTi ukhar3e, 'thrI viz2ana' se (khaM-2-2) na kabhI ApakI aisI dRSTi karavA degaa| kyoMki jJAna denevAle kI dRSTi aisI hai, merI dRSTi aisI hai| yAnI jaisI jJAna denevAle kI dRSTi hogI vaisI hI dRSTi ho jaaegii| jise ArapAra dikhatA hai, use moha kaise hogA phira ? kharA brahmacarya, jAgRtipUrvaka kA 91 praznakartA : strI-puruSa kA bheda bhUlanA par3egA na ? dAdAzrI : bheda nahIM bhUlanA hai| bheda to hameM mUrcchA kI vajaha se lagatA hai aura yoM bhUlane se vaha bhUlA jA sake, aisA hai nahIM / use jAganA par3egA, vaisI jAgRti honI caahie| yaha jJAna prApta huA isalie 'AtmadRSTi' huI, isalie aba jaise-jaise jAgRti bar3hegI, vaise-vaise vaha bhI ArapAra dekhane lgegaa| ArapAra dekhane lagA ki apane Apa hI vairAga aaegaa| dekhA to vairAga AegA hI aura tabhI vItarAga huA jA sakegA, varnA vItarAga huA jA sakatA hogA kyA? aura vAstava meM ekz2ekTa aisA hI hai / jaba jAgRti 'phula' ho jAe, taba vaha jAgRti hI kevalajJAna meM pariNamita hotI hai / praznakartA : 'brahmacarya pAlana karanA hai' jaba aisA nizcaya hotA hai na, tabhI se jAgRti bar3ha jAtI hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM / jAgRti vaha to, jaba hama 'jJAna' dete haiM taba jAgRti utpanna hotI hai| isake alAvA jAgRti kA aura koI upAya hai hI nahIM / ye bAhara ke loga brahmacarya pAlana karate hI hai na? lekina usameM jAgRti nahIM hotii| brahmacarya isa jAgRti ke AdhAra para hai na? jAgRti 'Dima' hone se hI yaha moha utpanna hotA hai na! varnA isameM kyA haDDI, pIpa aura mAMsa bharA huA nahIM hai ? praznakartA yAnI isa viSaya kI tarapha kapar3oM kI vajaha :

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) se moha utpanna hotA hai na ? yoM aise dRSTi par3e, vaha sabase pahale kapar3oM para par3atI hai, to tabhI se moha utpanna hotA hai na ? 92 dAdAzrI : mUlataH to khuda viSayI hai, isalie kapar3e z2yAdA mohita karate haiN| khuda viSayI nahIM ho to kapar3e mohita nahIM kara paaeNge| yahA~ acche-acche kapar3e bichA deM to kyA moha utpanna hogA ? yAnI khuda ko viSaya kA maz2A aura AnaMda hai, usakI icchA hai, isalie vaisA moha utpanna hotA hai| jo loga viSaya kI icchA se rahita hoM, unheM kaise moha utpanna hogA ? yaha moha kauna utpanna karatA hai? pichale pariNAma moha utpanna karate haiM to unheM Apa dho denA / bAkI kapar3e becAre kyA kareM ? pahale kA bIja DAlA huA hai, yaha usI kA pariNAma AyA hai| lekina una sabhI para moha nahIM hotA / jahA~ hisAba ho vahIM moha hotA hai| anyatra moha ke nae bIja par3ate z2arUra hai, lekina moha nahIM hotA / yaha to kapar3oM kI vajaha se moha utpanna hotA hai, nahIM to agara kapar3e nikAla de to kAphI kucha moha kama ho jaaegaa| sirpha apanI U~cI jAti meM hI moha kama ho jaaegaa| yaha to becAre ko kapar3oM kI vajaha se bhrAMti rahatI hai aura kapar3oM ke binA dekhegA to yoM hI vairAga A jaaegaa| tabhI to digaMbariyoM kI aisI khoja hai na! upayoga jAgRti se, TalatA hai moha pariNAma zrImad rAjacaMdra ne kahA hai ki, 'dekhata bhUlI Tale to sarva duHkha no kSaya thAya zAstroM meM par3hate haiM ki strI para rAga nahIM karanA cAhie aura vApasa strI ko dekhate hI bhUla jAte haiN| use 'dekhata bhUlI' kahate haiN| maiMne to Apako aisA jJAna diyA hai ki aba ApameM 'dekhata bhUlI' bhI nahIM rhii| Apako zuddhAtmA dikhegA / bAhara kA paikiMga kaisA bhI ho, phira bhI paikiMga se hameM kyA lenA denA ? paikiMga to sar3a jAegI, jala jAegI, paikiMga se kyA pAoge? isalie jJAna diyA hai ki Apa zuddhAtmA dekho tAki 'dekhata bhUlI Tale / ' dekhata bhUlI Tale' yAnI kyA ki yaha mithyA dRSTi hai, vaha dRSTi badala jAe aura ,

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dRSTi ukhar3e, 'thrI viz2ana' se (khaM-2-2) dRSTi samyaka ho jAe to sabhI duHkhoM kA kSaya ho jAegA ! phira vaha galatI nahIM hone degI, dRSTi AkRSTa nahIM hogI 93 kRpAludeva ne to kitanA kucha kahA hai, phira bhI kahate haiM ki 'dekhata bhUlI' hotI hai, dekhate haiM aura galatI ho jAtI hai| dekhata bhUlI Tala jAe to sabhI duHkhoM kA kSaya ho jaaegaa| to 'dekhata bhUlI' TAlane kA maiMne yaha mArga batAyA ki 'yaha jo strI jA rahI hai, unameM tU zuddhAtmA dekhanA / ' tujhe zuddhAtmA dikheMge to phira dekhane ko aura kucha nahIM rhegaa| bAkI to jaMga lagA huA hai| kisI ko lAla z2aMga lagA hotA hai, kisI ko pIlA z2aMga lagA hotA hai, kisI ko harA jaMga lagA hotA hai, lekina hameM to sirpha lohA hI dekhanA hai na?! aura jaMga dikha jAe to usake sAmane upAya de diyA hai| saMyogavaza pha~sa jAe to usameM harja nahIM hai, lekina icchApUrvaka nahIM honA caahie| saMyogavaza to jJAnI bhI pha~sa sakate haiN| yaha viSaya to avicAra kI vajaha se hai / socane se hameM phAyadA-nukasAna kA patA calatA hai yA nahIM ? aura jise vicAra nahIM Ate to use phAyadA-nukasAna kA patA nahIM calatA na ? usI taraha yadi koI socanevAlA hogA to yaha viSaya to khar3A hI nahIM rahegA, lekina yaha kAlacakra aisA hai ki jalana meM use hitAhita kA bhAna hI nahIM rahA ki khuda kA hita kisa meM hai aura ahita kisa meM? dUsarA, isa viSaya ke svarUpa ko samajhapUrvaka bahuta socA ho taba bhI abhI jo viSaya khar3A hotA hai, vaha pahale ke avicAroM kA kAraNa hai| isalie 'dekhata bhUlI' TalatI nahIM hai na! viSaya kA vicAra nahIM AyA ho, lekina kahIM para aisA dekhane meM A jAe, to bhI turaMta hI bhUla ho jAtI hai| dekhe aura bhUla jAe, aisA hotA hai yA nahIM ? 'dekhata bhUlI' kA artha kyA hai ? mithyAdarzana! lekina bAkI saba 'dekhata bhUlI' ho to usameM harja nahIM hai, lekina isa viSaya

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) se saMbaMdhita, cAritra se saMbaMdhita 'dekhata bhUlI' kA upAya kyA hai ? agara jJAna milA ho to khuda ko galatI kA patA calatA hai ki 'yahA~ para yaha galatI huI, yahA~ merI dRSTi bigar3a gaI thii|' vahA~ para phira khuda AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna karake dho detA hai lekina jise yaha jJAna nahIM milA hai, vaha kyA karegA becArA ? use to bhayaMkara jhUThI cIz2a ko saca mAnakara calanA par3atA hai| yaha Azcarya hai na! yaha to jise jJAna mila gayA hai, use dikkata nahIM hai, vaha to dRSTi bigar3I ki turaMta dho detA hai| 94 yadi ApakA zuddha upayoga hai, to sAmanevAle kA kaisA bhI bhAva ho taba bhI Apako chU nahIM pAegA ! praznakartA: eka strI ko dekhakara kisI puruSa ko kharAba bhAva ho jAe, to isameM strI kA doSa hai kyA ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, isameM strI kA koI doSa nahIM hai ! bhagavAna mahAvIra kA lAvaNya dekhakara kaI striyoM ko moha utpanna hotA thA, lekina usa kI vajaha se bhagavAna ko kucha bhI nahIM sparza karatA thaa| yAnI jJAna kyA kahatA hai ki ApakI kriyA hetusahita honI caahie| Apako aise bAla nahIM banAne cAhie yA aise kapar3e bhI nahIM pahanane cAhie ki jisase sAmanevAle ko moha utpanna ho / apanA bhAva sApha hogA to kucha nahIM bigdd'egaa| bhagavAna keza kA luMcana kyoM karate the? ki ina bAloM kI vajaha se agara kisI strI kA mujha para bhAva bigar3e to ? isalie ye bAla hI nikAla do tAki bhAva hI nahIM bigdd'eN| kyoMki bhagavAna to bahuta rUpavAna hote haiM, mahAvIra bhagavAna kA rUpa, pUre varlDa meM suMdara ! devatA bhI bahuta rUpavAna hote haiM, lekina usa samaya to rUpa se bhI rUpavAna to bhagavAna mahAvIra the! una para koI strI mohita na ho jAe, isalie unheM jAgRti rakhanI par3atI thI / phira bhI koI mohita ho jAe to usake lie ve khuda z2immedAra nahIM the, kyoMki khuda kI vaisI icchA nahIM thI na !

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dRSTi ukhar3e, 'thrI viz2ana' se (khaM-2-2) 95 moha rAjA kA aMtima vyUha mohabAz2Ara caudaha sAla kI umra meM zurU hotA hai aura cAlIsa sAla ke bAda khatma hotA hai, taba vaha per3a sUkha jAtA hai! ye to taraha-taraha ke moha haiM ! varnA hindustAna ke eka-eka manuSya meM to aisI zaktiyA~ haiM ki kAma nikAla deM! praznakartA : sabase z2yAdA zaktiyA~ z2yAdAtara kahA~ vyartha ho jAtI haiM ? zaktiyA~ kahA~ kharca hotI hai ? dAdAzrI : isa moha meM hI, moha aura ajAgRti meN| bAkI jitanA moha kama utanI hI zakti z2yAdA / moharAjA ne aMtima pAMsA pheMkA hai| abhI sarvatra viSaya kA hI moha vyApta ho gayA hai| pahale to mAna kA moha, kIrti kA moha, lakSmI kA moha, moha sarvatra bikharA huA thaa| Aja sabhI moha sirpha viSaya meM hI vyApta ho gayA hai aura bhayaMkara jalana meM hI jIvana jI rahe hai / sirpha ye sAdhu - mahArAja hI viSaya se alaga hue haiM, isalie unheM thor3I-bahuta zAMti hai| jisameM jJAnazakti z2abaradasta ho aura viSaya kA to vicAra taka nahIM AtA ho, to vaha bhale hI zAdI na kre| lekina jaba taka rUpa para moha hai, taba taka zAdI kara lenI caahie| zAdI karanA Avazyaka hai aura zAdI karanA bahuta bar3A jokhima hai aura jokhima uThAe (meM utare / par3e) binA pAra Ae aisA bhI nahIM hai| jise moha hai, use zAdI kara hI lenI caahie| varnA harahAyA pazu bana jaaegaa| kisI ke kheta meM ghusA ki mArA jAegA aura bhayaMkara adhogati ko nyautA degaa| zAdI yAnI kyA ki haqa kA bhoganA, aura usameM to aNahakka kA vicAra Ae to adhogati meM jAegA ! zarIra para rAga hI kyoM honA cAhie ? zarIra kisakA banA huA hai ? praznakartA : pudgala kA /

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : hA~, pudgala to hai, lekina kaisA pudgala? yadi sirpha sone se banA hotA to durgaMdha nahIM AtI, hAtha nahIM bigar3ate, kucha bhI nahIM, lekina yaha to suMdara cAdara se poTalI bA~dhI huI hai, isalie kitanA pha~sAva ho gayA hai| usI kA nAma moha hai na! jo hai vaha dikhatA nahIM hai aura jo nahIM hai, vaha dikhatA hai! nirmohI kauna? jJAnIpuruSa / unheM jaisA hai vahI dikhatA hai! ArapAra aMdara, haDDiyA~-vaDDiyA~, AMteM-vAMteM sabakucha dikhatA hai, yoM hI sahaja svabhAva se sabakucha dikhatA hai| 96 praznakartA : usa taraha kI dRSTi hogI to phira AkarSaNa rahegA hI nahIM na? dAdAzrI : isa saMDAsa ko dekhate haiM, taba vahA~ para kyA kabhI AkarSaNa hotA hai ? dekhate hI mUrchita ho jAe to, vaha isalie ki pichale janma kA moha chapa gayA hai| yaha camar3I se DhakA huA mAMsa hI hai| lekina aisA rahatA nahIM hai na! jinheM mUrcchA nahIM hotI, unheM vaha jAgRti rahatI hai| jaisA hai vahI dikhe, usI ko jAgRti kahate haiM ! kevala zuddhAtmA ke darzana karane jaisA hai, bAkI kA saba to rezamI cAdara se lapeTA huA mAMsa hI hai! hamArI AjJA kA pAlana karoge to tumhArA moha jaaegaa| moha ko tuma khuda nikAlane jAoge to vahI tumheM nikAla de, aisA hai! isalie use nikAlane kI bajAya usase kahanA, 'baiThie sAhaba, hama ApakI pUjA kareMge!' phira alaga hokara tumane usa para upayoga rakhA aura dAdA kI AjJA meM A gae to moha ko turaMta apane Apa jAnA hI pdd'egaa| phira moha khuda hI kahegA ki, 'apanA to idhara kucha bhI nahIM calegA, idhara dAdA kA sAmrAjya ho gayA hai, aba apanA kucha nahIM calegA!' to moha sabhI boriyA-bistara sameTakara calA jaaegaa| bAkI aura kisI bhI tarIke se moha ko koI nikAla nahIM sakA hai| vaha to moharAjA kahalAtA hai !

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dRSTi ukhar3e, 'thrI viz2ana' se (khaM-2-2) 97 viSaya meM 'chipI huI ruci' to nahIM hai na? viSaya kA virecana karanevAlI davAI, varlDa meM koI bhI nahIM hai| apanA jJAna aisA hai ki viSaya kA virecana ho jAtA hai| aMdara vicAra AyA aura vaha avasthA khar3I huI, ki turaMta hI usakI Ahuti de dI jAtI hai| sirpha yaha viSaya hI aisA hai ki nire kapaTa kA hI saMgrahasthAna hai na! jisameM anaMta doSa lagate haiM aura kitane hI janma bigAr3a detA hai! yadi viSaya ho to ve ekadama se cale nahIM jaaeNge| lekina usase taMga A jAe aura usakA pratikramaNa karatA rahe to hala A jaaegaa| pratikramaNa kise kahate haiM ki dAg2a lagA ki turaMta dho denaa| use pratikramaNa kahate haiN| isa dAg2a ko kyoM dhote ho? kyoMki vaha kramaNa nahIM hai, yaha atikramaNa hai| isalie usakA pratikramaNa karo aura vaha 'zUTa oNna sAiTa' honA caahie| akrama vijJAna kA pratikramaNa 'zUTa oNna sAiTa' hai| varnA ye laphar3e chUTeMge hI nahIM na?! ekAvatArI honA hai, lekina ye laphar3e kaba chUTeMge? 'zUTa oNna sAiTa' pratikramaNa se chUTA jA sakatA hai| viSaya kA pratikramaNa ravivAra ko pUrA dina karatA rahe, to bAda meM chaH dina taka viSaya kI bAta khar3I ho, usase pahale hI pratikramaNa use ghera leNge| aMdara viSaya to khar3e hoMge, lekina pratikramaNa kA aisA z2ora rakhanA ki pratikramaNa ke sabhI pulisa (sipAhI) use ghera leN| praznakartA : jaise-jaise hama pratikramaNa kareMge, vaise-vaise viSaya kama hogA na? dAdAzrI : hA~, pratikramaNa karane se kama hotA jaaegaa| pratikramaNa karatA to hai, lekina aMdara viSaya kI ruci rahA karatI hai| usakA khuda ko patA nahIM cltaa| vaha ruci bilkula bhI nahIM rahanI caahie| aruci utpanna honI caahie| aruci matalaba tiraskAra nahIM, lekina isameM kucha hai hI nahIM aisA honA caahie|

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98 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : aMdara jo ruci par3I huI hai, usakA kyoM patA nahIM calatA? dAdAzrI : vaha itanA z2yAdA AvaraNa hai ki usakA patA hI nahIM cala paataa| praznakartA : lekina yoM to aisA lagatA hai ki mujhe to yaha viSaya bhoganA hI nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : vaha to aisA lagatA hai, lekina vaha saba zAbdika hai| abhI aMdara jo ruci hai, vaha gaI nahIM hai| ruci kA bIja aMdara hai, dhIre-dhIre vaha tujhe samajha meM aaegaa| jo DevelapDa iMsAna hai, use samajha meM A jAtA hai| praznakartA : kSatriya ko viSaya ke sAmane kSatriyapanA nahIM A jAtA? dAdAzrI : AtA hai na! lekina viSaya meM kSatriyapanA A pAe, aisA nahIM hai| kSatriyapanA hotA, taba to use kATa dene ko kahate, lekina yaha viSaya vaha samajhane kA viSaya (sabjekTa) hai| isalie bahuta socane aura samajhane para viSaya jAtA hai| isalie viSaya se chUTane ke lie maiMne ye tIna viz2ana batAe haiM na? phira use rAga nahIM hotA na! varnA yadi strI ne yoM acche gahane aura acche kapar3e pahane ho to sabakucha bhUla jAtA hai aura moha utpanna ho jAtA praznakartA : abhI bhI aMdara se viSaya meM ruci hai, phira bhI patA nahIM calatA ki ruci hai yA nhiiN| dAdAzrI : itanA jAna liyA, vaha bhI acchA hai| praznakartA : viSayoM meM jo inTaresTa utpanna hotA hai, vaha ruci par3I hai, usake AdhAra para utpanna hotA hai? dAdAzrI : haaN| ruci nahIM ho to kucha nahIM hogaa| arucivAlI

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dRSTi ukhar3e, 'thrI viz2ana' se (khaM-2-2) cIz2a para viSaya kaise utpanna ho sakatA hai? aruci para viSaya kaise utpanna hogA? kisI strI kA hAtha jala gayA ho, roz2a pUre zarIra ko puruSa chUtA ho, lekina hAtha jala jAe aura chAle par3a gae hoM aura phira pIpa nikala rahA ho, usa samaya vaha strI kahe ki 'yahA~ ye z2arA dho dIjie n|' to kyA kahegA? praznakartA : manA kara degaa| dAdAzrI : aba usameM ruci thI, to vahA~ aisA dekhakara aruci ho jAtI hai na! phira vApasa ruci utpanna nahIM honI caahie| lekina sTaibilAiz2a rahanA caahie| yaha to yoM phira se ThIka ho jAe to, jaise the vaise ke vaise hI ho jAte haiM, kyA aisA nahIM hai? sTaibilAiz2a ho jAnA caahie| praznakartA : sTaibilAiz2a kisa prakAra se ho sakate haiM? dAdAzrI : vaha to yahA~, isa roDa para jAkara pUcha AnA na! jaisA ve loga karate haiM vaise hI tU bhI karanA! kaMkara-meTala DAlakara vahA~ para rolara ghumAte haiM aura vaha sTaibilAiz2a ho jAtA hai| vaha dekha lenaa| praznakartA : lekina kauna sA rolara ghumAnA cAhie? dAdAzrI : vaha to usa rolara se hameM pazcAtApa kara karake, doSa ko nikAlanA hai| praznakartA : isa jJAna kI prApti ke bAda khuda kA nizcaya hai, dhyeya hai, usake bAvajUda bhI jo ruci rahI huI hai, usa ruci ko tor3ane ke lie, usakA chedana karane ke lie kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : ekjekTa pratikramaNa karegA taba ho paaegaa| aruci dekhane ke anya sabhI sAdhana usake aMdara haiM, aruci dekhane ke| vaha saba helpa karatA rhegaa|

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100 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : strI ke prati moha aura rAga jAegA, kyA taba ruci khatma ho jAegI? / dAdAzrI : ruci kI gA~Tha to anaMta janmoM se par3I huI hai| kaba phUTa nikale, vaha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| isalie isa saMga meM hI rhnaa| isa saMga se bAhara gae ki phira se usa ruci ke AdhAra para saba phUTa nikalegA vaaps| isalie ina brahmacAriyoM ke saMga meM hI rahanA pdd'egaa| abhI taka yaha ruci gaI nahIM hai, isalie dUsare kusaMga meM gae ki turaMta hI vaha zurU ho jAtA hai| kyoMki kusaMga kA pUrA svabhAva hI aisA hai| praznakartA : pratikramaNa kareM phira bhI? dAdAzrI : vahA~ tU lAkha pratikramaNa karegA, phira bhI yadi kusaMga hogA to sabakucha ulTA hI hogA! praznakartA : lekina vaha kusaMga to hameM cAhie nhiiN| usakI to hameM icchA hI nahIM hai, phira bhI? dAdAzrI : kusaMga to hameM nahIM cAhie, lekina kabhI kabhAra aisA saMyoga A jAtA hai na? satsaMga chUTa gayA aura kusaMga meM A gayA to kyoMki aMdara ruci par3I hai isalie kusaMga ghera legaa| lekina jisakI ruci khatma ho gaI hai use phira kusaMga nahIM chuuegaa| ruci khatma ho gaI hai yAnI usameM ruci kA bIja nahIM hai, phira saMyoga milane para bhI bIja ugegA hI nahIM na!

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[3] dRr3ha nizcaya pahu~cAe pAra jo kabhI na DagamagAe, vahI nizcaya eka bhAI mujhase kaha rahe the ki 'icchA hI nahIM hai phira bhI viSaya ke vicAra Ate haiM, to maiM kyA karU~?' isake alAvA aura kucha kiyA hI nahIM na! anaMta janma isI kA sevana kiyA, use isI ke pratispaMdana Ate rahate haiM! jJAnI mileM to use chur3avA deMge, nahIM to koI nahIM chur3avA sktaa| kaise chur3avAegA? kauna chur3avAegA? jo chUTA huA ho, vahI chur3avA sakatA hai aura viSaya se chUTa gae to samajhanA mukta ho gae! sirpha isa viSaya se chUTa gae ki kAma ho gyaa| jise chUTane kI icchA hai, use kabhI na kabhI sAdhana mila jAtA hai| sTroMga icchAvAle ko jaldI mila jAtA hai aura maMda icchAvAle ko derI se milatA hai, lekina icchA yadi saccI hai to mila hI jAtA hai| zAdI kI icchAvAle kI zAdI hue binA rahatI hai? usI taraha isakI bhI sTroMga icchA honI caahie| nizcaya kise kahate haiM? ki kaisA bhI lazkara A jAe phira bhI usakI sune nahIM! aMdara kitane bhI samajhAnevAle mileM phira bhI unakI suneM nahIM! nizcaya karane ke bAda, phira vaha badale nahIM, to usI ko nizcaya kahate haiN| nizcaya hI karanA hai, aura kucha bhI nahIM karanA hai| loga bhAva ko to samajhate hI nahIM ki bhAva kise kahate haiM? bhAva Ane ke bAda to abhAva hotA hai, lekina yaha to nizcaya hai ki

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102 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) hameM aisA to nahIM hI! nizcaya, vaha puruSArtha hai! Apane jitane nizcaya kie the na, yaha roz2a satsaMga meM kaise A sakate ho? nizcaya kiyA hai, 'jAnA hai', isalie jA pAte ho! usake bagaira rUpaka meM AegA nahIM na! ye tumhAre pahale ke nizcaya opana hue haiN| isa anizcaya kI vajaha se hI to sabhI duHkha haiN| ye bhI calegA aura vaha bhI calegA, to use vaisA milegaa| yaha to hama bahuta sUkSma bAta kahanA cAhate haiN| jitane nizcaya kie haiM, utane phala mileNge| dekho na, naukarI ke nizcaya kie, vyApAra ke nizcaya kie, aise rahanA hai, vaise nizcaya kie, ghara meM nahIM rahanA hai, usake nizcaya kie| vApasa ghara meM rahanA hai, aise nizcaya kie aura usI anusAra phala mile| yahI dekhanA hai, ki yaha philma kaise cala rahI hai! hamane aisA nizcaya kiyA thA ki 'satsaMga karanA hai, jagat kalyANa ke lie prayatna karanA hai|' vaha Aja hamArA bAIsa sAla se cala rahA hai aura yaha to abhI aura bhI rahanevAlA hai! Aja hamane jo taya kiyA, vahI TheTha taka rahe, use nizcaya kahate haiM! to phira usakI liMka Age mila jAtI hai vaaps| yahA~ se arthI nikalane se pahale nizcaya badala de to phira Age jAkara nizcaya kahA~ se milegA? Age jAkara use TAima para nizcaya milegA z2arUra, lekina vaha satat nahIM, pIsejavAlA(Tukar3e-Tukar3e) milegaa| kisI bar3e jyotiSa ne kahA ho ki kar3hI DhulanevAlI hai, phira bhI hameM prayatna karanA caahie| kyoMki agara TAimiMga badala jAe to usakA jyotiSa jhUThA par3a jAegA aura dina meM TAimiMga to badalate hI rahate haiM! aise aise saMyoga khar3e hote haiM, usase TAimiMga badala jAtA hai! apanI bhAvanA atyaMta maz2abUta ho to TAimiMga bhI badala jAtA hai! AtmA anaMta zaktivAlA hai! praznakartA : kyA nizcaya ke sAmane TAimiMga badala jAtA hai? dAdAzrI : nizcaya ke sAmane sAre TAimiMga badala jAte haiN|

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dRr3ha nizcaya pahu~cAe pAra (khaM-2-3) 103 ye bhAI kaha rahe the ki 'maiM pakkA vahA~ A jAU~gA lekina yadi nahIM A pAU~ to nikala jaanaa|' to hama samajha gae ki inhoMne kaccA nizcaya kiyA hai, usakI vajaha se Age jAkara eviDensa aise mileMge ki taya kie anusAra nahIM ho paaegaa| ataH hameM nizcaya karanA hai, aisA taya karanA, lekina kabhI kabhAra saMyoga vApasa bhulA dete haiN| aba agara ve bhAI yadi nizcaya se kahate ki 'maiM A hI rahA huuN|' to Age jAkara nizcaya ko TAimiMga mila jAtA aura yahA~ A paate| isalie jo nizcaya kiyA hai, vaha Age eviDensa khar3e karatA hai| hameM nizcaya karanA hai, lekina yadi saMyoga use bhI bhulA deM to samajhanA ki vyavasthita! yaha to yadi khuda kI sArI sattA yadi hAtha meM A jAe taba to tU vyavasthita ko bhI nacAegA! lekina aisI sattA hai nahIM na! pakar3e rakhe nizcaya ko TheTha taka.... nizcaya zakti to sabase bar3I zakti hai, nadI pAra karanI hai yA nahIM? to kahatA hai, karanI hai! pAra karanI hai matalaba karanI hai aura nahIM to nahIM! una viSaya ke vicAroM para pratikramaNa kA z2ora rakhanA aura aba saMbhAla loge to aMdara jo phraikcara ho gayA hai, vaha ThIka ho jaaegaa| tujhe 'upAdAna' jAgRta rakhanA hai aura hama to 'nimitta' haiN| hama AzIrvAda dete haiM, vacanabala rakhate haiM, lekina nizcaya saMbhAlanA tere hAtha meM hai| yaha jJAna milA hai, arthAta aisA U~cA pada milA hai ki koI bhI taya kiyA huA kAma ho sakatA hai| aura kisI jagaha para jokhima nahIM hai| sirpha yahI eka jokhima hai aura 'isa' tarapha paira rakhA ki mukti! yadi ApakA nizcaya nahIM Dige to kAma ho jAegA, ataH dina-rAta yahI eka skrU TAiTa karate rhnaa| cAya pI lI ki vApasa TAiTa krnaa| kyoMki jagat kI vicitratA kA aMta nahIM hai| kaba pha~sA de, yaha kaha nahIM skte|

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samajha prApta brahmacarya (pU) z2arA sA bhI kaccA par3a jAe na, to vahA~ para brahmacarya khatma ho jaaegaa| sTroMga nizcaya yadi kabhI thor3A sA, z2arA sA eka bAra bhI TUTA, nizcaya seTa nahIM kiyA aura agara TUTa gayA to phira isa ora mur3a jAegA ! phira khatma ho jaaegaa| 104 mana isa tarapha sTeDI (sthira) rahatA hai to acchA hai, varnA kharAba vicAra Ae to hameM batA denA / to hama upAya batAe~ge, ki isa rAste para aisA hai, varnA mArA jaaegaa| upAya hamezA hAtha meM honA caahie| dAdA ko batA dene se mana baMdha jAtA hai| vicAra aisI cIz2a hai, gA~Tha cAra-chaH mahIne baMda rahatI hai aura phira phUTe taba vicAra to Ae~ge lekina hameM pratikramaNa kara lenA cAhie / viSaya to pratyakSa mahAdu:kha hai, nire apayaza ke hI poTale ! ataH jAgRti to itanI rahanI cAhie ki yaha karma karane se pahale kyA sthiti, phira kyA sthiti, vaha sabakucha ekadama dikhe jJAna itanA nirAvaraNa ho jAe, usake bAda dikkata nahIM hai| samajho nizcaya ke svarUpa ko ... praznakartA: apane nizcaya ko tur3avAtA kauna hai ? dAdAzrI : vahI, apanA hI ahaMkAra / mohavAlA ahaMkAra hai na! mUrchita ahaMkAra! jaise zarAba pIyA huA iMsAna aMdara ghUma rahA ho, vaisA hI hai vaha vaha tur3avA detA hai ! praznakartA: aisA ho to hameM kyA karanA cAhie ? dAdAzrI : karanA to kucha hai hI nahIM na! dAdA kI AjJA kA pAlana kare to aisA saba rahegA hI nahIM na !! 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', usake bAda ahaMkAra kA saba dekhate rahanA hai, AjJA kA pAlana kare to kucha hai hI nhiiN| lekina ' AjJA kyA hai', vaha samajhe hI nahIM haiM na abhI taka ? sirpha samabhAva se nikAla karate haiM, vaha bhI thor3A-bahuta samajhakara karate haiM abhI taka ! vaha zarAba pIkara

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dRr3ha nizcaya pahu~cAe pAra (khaM-2-3) 105 ghUmatA hai, isalie moha karavAtA hI rahatA hai na?! aMdara jo ahaMkAra hai, vaha pUre dina moha kI zarAba pIkara ghUmatA hI rahatA hai aura jahA~ mohavAlI cIz2a dekhe ki vApasa vahA~ khiMca jAtA hai| praznakartA : vahA~ para kyA nizcaya kAma nahIM AtA? dAdAzrI : nizcaya to kAma AtA hai, lekina pahale se nizcaya ho aura dAdA kI AjJA meM rahe, taba kAma AtA hai| dAdA kI AjJA se nizcaya maz2abUta hotA hai| vaha nizcaya kAma AtA hai, bAkI aisA gA~ThavAlA nizcaya nahIM clegaa| nizcaya kaisA honA cAhie? ki jo DagamagAe nahIM, phira se kahanA bhI nahIM par3e ki 'maiMne nizcaya kiyA hai|' yaha to gA~Tha bA~dhatA hai ki Aja yaha nizcaya kiyA hai, 'aba yaha nahIM khAnA hai' aura kala vApasa khAne baiTha jAtA hai! arthAta dAdA kI AjJA meM raheM, to phira nizcaya maz2abUta ho jAtA hai| usake bAda vaha nizcaya kabhI badalatA hI nhiiN| hamArI AjJA kA pAlana karate rhnaa| AjJA AsAna aura acchI hai, rileTiva aura riyala pUre dina meM eka ghaMTA dekhanA hI par3egA na! taba jAkara nizcaya maz2abUta hogaa| nizcaya ko maz2abUta karanevAlI 'yaha' AjJA hai| hamArI bAtoM meM se sAra nikAla lenA ki isakA sAra kyA hai? utanA hI vAkya Apako pakar3a lenA hai| ApakA AhAra aisA hai ki sabhI vAkya to dhyAna meM raheMge nahIM! praznakartA : kaisA nizcaya karanA cAhie? / dAdAzrI : hamane jo nizcaya kiyA ho, usI tarapha jA sakate haiN| AtmA anaMta zakti svarUpa hai, vaha zakti prakaTa ho jaaegii| AtmA nizcaya svarUpa hai, aura Apake nizcaya karane kI z2arUrata hai| Dagamaga Dagamaga nahIM calegA! eka hI sTroMga abhiprAya jiMdagI bhara tyAga karavAtA hai! abhiprAya thor3A sA bhI kaccA raha jAe to usase kyA hogA? jaba karma ke udaya Ae~ge to phira iMsAna kA kucha bhI nahIM calegA, phira vaha slipa ho jaaegaa| are, zAdI taka

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106 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) kara legA! 've abhiprAya pakke nahIM haiM,' isakA kyA matalaba hai ki usameM z2arA chUTa rahane dI hotI hai| nizcaya ke paripoSaka ApakA saMpUrNa brahmacarya pAlana karane kA nizcaya aura hamArI AjJA, vaha to kAma hI nikAla degA, lekina yadi bhItara nizcaya z2arA sA bhI idhara-udhara nahIM ho to! hamArI AjJA to, vaha jahA~ jAegA vahA~ rAstA dikhAegI aura hameM bilkula bhI pratijJA nahIM chor3anI caahie| viSaya kA vicAra A jAe to Adhe ghaMTe taka to dhote rahanA cAhie ki kyoM abhI taka vicAra A rahe haiM! aura A~kheM gar3Akara to kisI ke bhI sAmane dekhanA hI nahIM caahie| jinheM brahmacarya pAlana karanA hai, unheM A~kheM gar3Akara to dekhanA hI nahIM cAhie, bAkI saba to dekheNge| tU nIce dekhakara calatA hai yA Upara dekhakara calatA hai? praznakartA : nIce dekhkr| dAdAzrI : kitane samaya se? praznakartA : jaba se jJAna milA hai, taba se| dAdAzrI : usase pahale Upara dekhakara calatA thA? usase to A~kheM jala jAtI haiM aura sabhI roga usI meM haiN| dekhate hI roga ghusa jAtA hai! usameM kyA A~khoM kA doSa hai? nhiiN| aMdara kI ajJAnatA kA doSa hai! ajJAnatA se use aisA hI lagatA hai ki 'yaha strI hai', lekina jJAna kyA kahatA hai? ki 'yaha zuddhAtmA hai'| matalaba jise jJAna hai, usakI to bAta hI alaga hai na?! hamArA vacanabala to rahatA hai lekina itanI cIz2oM kA dhyAna rakhanA pdd'egaa| taba ApakA nizcaya nahIM ddigegaa| eka to kisI ke sAmane dRSTi nahIM gar3AnI cAhie, dharma saMbaMdhita ho to harja nahIM hai, lekina vaha sahaja honA caahie| dUsarA, kapar3e pahanA huA iMsAna

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dRr3ha nizcaya pahu~cAe pAra (khaM-2-3) 107 yoM dekhate hI agara naMgA ho to kaisA dikhegA? phira agara camar3I nikAla deM to kaisA dikhegA? phira camar3I kATakara AMteM bAhara nikAla dI hoM to kaisA dikhegA? isa taraha saMpUrNa dRSTi Age-Age bar3hatI rahe, to ve sabhI paryAya yoM ekjekTa dikheNge| lekina aisA abhyAsa hI nahIM kiyA na? to aisA kaise dikhegA? isakA to pahale khUbakhUba socakara abhyAsa karanA pdd'egaa| isa strI jAti ko sirpha yoM hAtha chU gayA ho to bhI nizcaya DigA detA hai| rAta ko sone hI nahIM de, aise haiM ve paramANu! isalie sparza to honA hI nahIM cAhie aura agara dRSTi saMbhAla le to phira nizcaya nahIM DigegA! brahmacarya kI bhAvanA karanA aura bahuta sTroMga rahanA! nizcaya meM sAvadhAna rahanA, kyoMki puNya asta hote dera nahIM lgtii| khuda ke nizcaya meM bahuta tAkata ho tabhI kAma hotA hai| bAra-bAra mana bigar3a jAtA ho to phira nizcaya rahegA hI nahIM na?! nizcaya z2abaradasta honA cAhie, 'sTroMga' honA caahie| usake bAda sabhI sahAra dete haiM, sabhI 'helpa' karate haiN| nizcaya ke sAmane kisI kI nahIM cltii| nizcaya sabase bar3I cIz2a hai| khuda kA nizcaya maz2abUta honA caahie| usa nizcaya ko, jaba aMdara hI aMdara bAta nikale to ThagatA rahatA hai, aura phira aMdara se hI salAha de dekara nizcaya ko tor3a detA hai| to jaba-jaba ye salAha dI jAe, taba hameM usakI nahIM sunanI caahie| tere sAtha aisA hotA hai kabhI? praznakartA : do mahIne pahale ina saba meM se guz2ara cukA huuN| dAdAzrI : abhI nahIM hotA na aba? praznakartA : nhiiN| dAdAzrI : taba acchA hai| aMdara to bahuta bhArI 'rejimenTa' par3I huI haiM, bahuta bar3I-bar3I haiN| itanA hI sa~bhAla lenA z2arA

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108 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) hamAre vacanabala se kaI logoM kA regyulara ho jAtA hai| hamArA vacanabala aura ApakA aDiga nakkIpana, ina donoM kA hI agara guNA(malTIplIkezana) ho jAe to bIca meM kisI kI tAkata nahIM hai ki use badala sake! aisA hai hamArA yaha vcnbl| hama Apase kyA kahate haiM ki 'Apa aDiga ho jAo, Apa DhIle mata pdd'naa|' ApakA dRr3ha nizcaya honA cAhie ki dAdA kI AjJA hI dharma hai aura AjJA hI mukhya cIz2a hai| hama brahmacarya vrata hara kisI ko nahIM dete haiM aura agara dete haiM to bhI hama kahate haiM ki 'hamArA vacanabala hai, z2abaradasta vacanabala hai| jo karma ke udaya ko badala de, aisA vacanabala hai, lekina yadi terI sthiratA nahIM TUTe to|' tujhe bahuta maz2abUtI rakhanI caahie| jJAnI ke vacanabala ke alAvA anya koI yaha kArya nahIM kara sakatA, jJAnI kA vacanabala itanA adhika hotA hai! jJAnI kA manobala alaga taraha kA hotA hai kyoMki jJAnI khuda vacana ke mAlika nahIM haiM, mana ke mAlika nahIM haiN| jo vacana ke mAlika hote haiM, unake vacana meM bala hI nahIM hotaa| pUrA jagat vacana kA mAlika banakara baiThA hai, unake vacana meM bala nahIM hotaa| bala to, agara vANI rikaoNrDa kI taraha nikale, to vaha vacanabala kahalAtA hai| hamAre vacanabala kA kAma aisA hai ki sabakucha pAlana karane de, sabhI karmoM ko tor3a de! vacanabala meM to g2az2aba kI zakti hai ki kAma nikAla de! khuda yadi z2arA bhI nahIM Dige to karma use nahIM DigA sakeMge! yadi karma DigA de to use vacanabala kaheMge hI nahIM na? vItarAgoM ne vacanabala aura manobala ko to TaoNpamosTa kahA hai, jabaki dehabala ko pAzavI bala kahA hai! dehabala se lenAdenA nahIM hai, vacanabala se lenA-denA hai! praznakartA : manobala yAnI kyA? brahmacarya ke lie isa taraha pakkA ho jAe, Dige nahIM, kyA use manobala kahate haiM ?

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dRr3ha nizcaya pahu~cAe pAra (khaM-2-3) 109 dAdAzrI : vaha to agara eka baMdara kUde to phira dUsarA bhI kUdatA hai| aise eka bAra dekha le to phira use kUdane kI himmata AtI hai| aisA karate-karate manobala bar3hatA jAtA hai, lekina jisane dekhA hI nahIM ho, vaha kaise kUdegA? praznakartA : to agara ye bAteM sunegA to kUdegA? dAdAzrI : lekina vaha to sAtha hI usakI khuda kI aMdara icchA ho, khuda kI bhAvanA aisI ho, taba aisI maz2abUtI A paaegii| praznakartA : bhAvanA to merI aisI hI hai| dAdAzrI : vaha apane Apa hI maz2abUta ho jaaegaa| eka tarapha bAr3a banAe~ aura usa ora kI bAr3a meM siyAra cheda kara deM, aura unheM agara hama nahIM bhareM to kyA hogA? vaha to pIche ke sabhI 'hola' bharate jAnA cAhie na? aura naI bAr3a banAte jAnA pdd'egaa| bhAvanA itanI maz2abUta ho to sabakucha ho sakatA hai| praznakartA : pichale hola bharanA arthAta pratikramaNa karake hI na? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa to karane hI haiM, lekina abhI to kamaz2oriyA~ jAnI cAhie na? mana maz2abUta honA cAhie na? usa tarapha dRSTi bhI nahIM jAe, aisA honA caahie| mana meM taya kiyA ho ki usa ora dekhanA hI nahIM hai to phira dekhegA hI nahIM vaha ! phira pIche se bhUtoM kI taraha kitanA bhI cillAe, lekina phira bhI usa tarapha dekhegA hI nahIM, vaha ghabarAegA hI nahIM na! usa taraha kA manobala dina-ba-dina vikasita hotA jAe, to ThIka hai! praznakartA : vaisI icchA to aMdara se bilkula bhI nahIM hotii| dAdAzrI : vaha to aisA lagatA hai| do dina ke lie aisA lagatA hai| lekina vaha bAta to, jaba eka sAtha dasa sAla kA

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110 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) hisAba dekheM, taba jAkara sahI hai! praznakartA : yAnI aisA dasa sAla taka rahanA cAhie?! dAdAzrI : dasa sAla nahIM, caudaha sAla taka rahanA cAhie, rAma vanavAsa gae the utane sAla!! caudaha sAla bIta gae, taba jAkara rAma maz2abUta hue| isalie to hama kahate haiM ki hamArI AjJA aura sAtha meM isa jJAna ko sinsiyaralI ekjekTanesa meM rakhe to gyAraha sAla yA caudaha sAla meM pUrNAhuti ho jaaegii| kahIM pola ko poSaNa to nahIM milatA na? praznakartA : brahmacarya 'svabhAva meM honA' matalaba kyA? dAdAzrI : brahmacarya 'svabhAva meM rahanA' yaha zabda kahA~ se le AyA tU? AtmA svabhAva se hI brahmacArI hai, AtmA ko brahmacArI hone kI z2arUrata nahIM haiN| praznakartA : Apane vaha bAta kahI thI ki pichale janma meM jo bhAvanA kI ho, abhI vaha usake udaya meM A jAe to vaha brahmacarya pAlana karatA hai| dAdAzrI : vaha to jo bhAvanA pahale AI ho, jo pahale 'projekTa' kI ho, usI anusAra abhI udaya AtA hai| jainoM ke beTe-beTiyA~ jo dIkSA lete haiM, tUne vaha dekhA hai kyA? bIsa sAla kA lar3akA hotA hai, par3hA-likhA hotA hai, dhanavAna hotA hai, vaha dIkSA le letA hai| usakA kyA kAraNa hai ? pichale janmoM meM unhoMne dUsare sAdhu-sAdhviyoM ke saMga meM rahane se aisI bhAvanA kI thI aura jainoM meM aisA rivAja hai ki unake beTe-beTI aisI dIkSA leM to unheM bahuta AnaMda hotA hai, 'ohoho! usake AtmA kA kalyANa kara rahA hai| hameM to moha hai aura usakA moha calA gayA hai|' isalie ve loga to beTe kI helpa karate haiM ! jabaki apane loga to helpa nahIM krte| apane yahA~ to aisA kahate haiM

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dRr3ha nizcaya pahu~cAe pAra (khaM-2-3) 111 ki beTA yadi calA jAegA to merA nAma lupta ho jaaegaa| lekina apane meM bhI pahale bhAvanA kI ho, tabhI to 'mujhe brahmacarya pAlana karanA hai' aisA sTroMga bolegA, varnA aMdara DagamagAtA rhegaa| kyA hotA hai? praznakartA : DagamagAtA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, DagamagAtA hai ki aisA karU~ yA vaisA kruuN|' kSaNabhara meM vicAra badala jAtA hai aura kSaNabhara meM vicAra AtA hai| terA vicAra badala jAtA hai kyA kabhI? praznakartA : nahIM bdltaa| dAdAzrI : kitane samaya se nahIM badalA hai? praznakartA : cAra mahInoM se| dAdAzrI : cAra mahIne? matalaba abhI yaha paudhA bar3A nahIM kahalAegA na? use to itanA choTA sA paudhA kheNge| vaha to agara gAya ke pairoM tale A jAe to bhI daba jaaegaa| praznakartA : kisI kA brahmacarya kA nizcaya DagamagAe to kyA usakI pahale kI bhAvanA aisI hogI, isalie? dAdAzrI : nahIM, aisA nhiiN| nizcaya hI nahIM hai uskaa| yaha pahale kA projekTa nahIM hai aura yaha jo nizcaya kiyA hai, vaha logoM kA dekhakara kiyA hai| yaha sirpha dekhA-dekhI hai, isalie DagamagAtA rahatA hai, isase acchA to zAdI kara le nA bhaaii| kyA nukasAna ho jAegA? koI lar3akI ThikAne lgegii| aura jo zAdI karatA hai usakI z2immedArI hai na? nahIM kare to kucha z2immedArI hai kyA usakI? dUsare ne zAdI kI ho to tujha para z2immedArI AegI? jitanA bojha uThA sako utanA utthaao| do bIviyA~ lAnI hoM to do laao| bojha uThanA cAhie na tumase? aura bojha nahIM uThA sako to yoM hI kuMvAre raho, brahmacArI raho, lekina brahmacarya kA

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112 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) pAlana honA cAhie na? nahIM cala sakatA apavAda brahmacarya meM ye bhAI saca kaha rahe haiM ki aise agara DagamagAe to usakA kyA artha hai ?! DagamagAne kA itanA hI kAraNa hai ki Aja ke ina saba ke hisAba se hama karane jAte haiM, daur3ate haiM lekina daur3A to jAtA nahIM, phira vApasa thor3I dera baiThe rahanA par3atA hai| kyA? praznakartA : brahmacarya vrata lene ke bAda kisI kA DagamagA rahA ho to? dAdAzrI : DagamagAnevAle ko to vrata lenA hI nahIM cAhie aura vrata legA to usameM barakata AegI bhI nhiiN| DagamagAe to hama nahIM samajha jAe~ge ki 'kamiMga ivenTsa kAsTa dera zaiDoz2a biphora?!' brahmacarya meM apavAda rakhA jAe, vaha aisI cIz2a nahIM hai kyoMki iMsAna kA mana pola (dUsarA ulTA rAstA) DhU~DhatA hai, kisI jagaha para agara itanA sA bhI cheda ho to mana use bar3A kara detA hai! praznakartA : aise pola DhU~Dha nikAlatA hai, usameM kauna sI vRtti kAma karatI hai? dAdAzrI : mana hI vaha kAma karatA hai, vRtti nhiiN| mana kA svabhAva hI hai| isa taraha se pola DhU~Dhane kaa|| praznakartA : mana pola mAra rahA ho to use kaise rokeM ? dAdAzrI : nizcaya se| nizcaya hogA to phira vaha pola mAregA hI kaise? apanA nizcaya hai to koI pola mAregA hI nahIM na? jise aisA nizcaya hai ki 'mAMsAhAra nahIM karanA hai' to vaha khAtA hI nhiiN|

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dRr3ha nizcaya pahu~cAe pAra (khaM-2-3) 113 praznakartA : to kyA hara eka bAta meM nizcaya karake rakhanA hai? dAdAzrI : nizcaya se hI sabhI kAma hote haiN| praznakartA : Apa yadi nizcaya para itanA jora dete haiM, to phira vaha kramikamArga nahIM kahalAegA? / dAdAzrI : nahIM, kramika se lenA-denA nahIM hai na! AtmA prApta hone ke bAda kramika kahA~ se AyA? kramika to, agara AtmA prApta nahIM kiyA ho, vahA~ taka ke hisse ko hI kramika kahate haiN| AtmA prApta karane ke bAda kramika rahatA hI nhiiN| praznakartA : AtmA prApta karane ke bAda kyA nizcayabala rakhanA par3atA hai? dAdAzrI : khuda ko rakhanA hI nahIM hai na?! Apako to 'caMdreza' se kahanA hai ki 'Apa ThIka se nizcaya rkho|' isa bAre meM prazna pUchanA ho to vaha pola DhU~DhatA hai| isalie aise prazna pUchanA ho taba use 'cupa' kaha denA, 'geTa AuTa' kahanA tAki vaha cupa ho jaae| 'geTa AuTa' kahate hI sabakucha bhAga jaaegaa| puruSArtha hI nahIM, lekina parAkrama se pahu~co dAdAzrI : tujhe kyA hotA hai? praznakartA : dina meM aisA eviDensa mile to viSaya kI ekAdha gA~Tha phUTa jAtI hai, lekina phira turaMta thrI viz2ana seTa kara detA huuN| dAdAzrI : nadI meM to eka hI bAra DUbe ki mara jAtA hai na? yA roz2a roz2a DUbe to maregA? nadI meM agara eka hI bAra DUba mare to usake bAda koI harja hai? nadI ko kyA koI nukasAna honevAlA hai?

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114 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : nadI ko kyA nukasAna hogA? dAdAzrI : taba kise nukasAna hogA? praznakartA : jo marA, use hogaa| dAdAzrI : aisA? taba tU kaha rahA hai na, ki 'abhI bhI mujhe viSaya kI gA~Tha phUTatI hai?' praznakartA : isakA kyA kAraNa hai? dAdAzrI : vaha to tujhe DhU~Dha nikAlanA hai| eka to AjJA meM nahIM rahate aura vajaha pUchate ho?! zAstrakAroM ne to eka hI bAra ke abrahmacarya ko maraNa kahA hai| brahmacAriyoM ke lie kyA kahA hai, ki eka bAra abrahmacarya hone se to maraNa acchaa| mara jAnA lekina abrahmacarya mata hone denaa| narka meM jitanI gaMdagI nahIM hai, utanI gaMdagI viSaya meM hai| lekina isa jIva ko abhAnatA se samajha meM nahIM aataa| sirpha jJAnIpuruSa bhAna meM hote haiM, isalie unheM yaha gaMdagI ArapAra dikhatI hai| jinakI dRSTi itanI vikasita ho, unheM rAga kaise utpanna hogA? karma kA udaya Ae aura jAgRti nahIM rahatI ho, taba z2oraz2ora se jJAna ke vAkya bolakara jAgRti lAe aura karmoM kA virodha kare to vaha saba parAkrama kahalAtA haiN| sva-vIrya ko sphurAyamAna karanA, vaha parAkrama hai| parAkrama ke sAmane kisI kI tAkata nahIM praznakartA : bahuta 'aTaika' A jAe to hila jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : isI ko kahate haiM ki apanA nizcaya kaccA hai| nizcaya kaccA nahIM par3e, yahI hameM dekhanA hai| 'aTaika' to, saMyoga hotA hai isalie AtA hai| yadi gaMdha Ae to usakA asara hue

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dRr3ha nizcaya pahu~cAe pAra (khaM-2-3) 115 binA rahatA nahIM hai na? isalie apanA nizcaya honA cAhie ki mujhe use chUne nahIM denA hai| nizcaya hogA to kucha nahIM hogaa| jahA~ nizcaya hai, vahA~ sabakucha hai| yahA~ puruSArtha kA bala hai| AtmA hone ke bAda puruSArtha huA, usakA yaha bala hai| vaha bahuta g2az2aba kA bala hai| phira bhI hama kyA kahate haiM ki apane meM jo kamaz2orI hai use jAno, lekina usake sAmane zUravIratA rahanI cAhie, to kabhI na kabhI vaha kamaz2orI jaaegii| zUravIratA hogI to eka dina jIta jAoge, lekina khuda ko niraMtara cubhanA cAhie ki yaha galata hai| anya dharmoM meM bhI jJAna ke bagaira bhI itanA z2ora to lagAte haiM ki, 'are, yAra jAne de, himmate mardA to madade khudA' jabaki hamAre pAsa to jJAna hai, to kyA phira samajha meM nahIM AnA cAhie? 'himmate mardI to madade khudA' agara aisA bole na, to zUravIratA A jAtI hai usameM to| apanA to yaha vijJAna hai| vijJAnI meM himmata nahIM ho, aisA ho hI kaise sakatA hai? hameM to itanA kahanevAlA bhI koI nahIM milA thaa| Apa to bar3e puNyazAlI ho ki Apako to jJAnIpuruSa mile haiM, varnA to galata rAstA dikhAnevAle loga milate haiN| ___ nizcaya mAMge sinsiyAriTI abhI to umra kama hai na, isalie mohanIya pariNAma abhI taka Ae nahIM haiN| una sabhI karmoM ke udaya to Ae hI nahIM na? isalie abhI se hI agara hamane yaha seTa kara rakhA ho to koI parezAnI nahIM aaegii| yaha jJAna, yaha nizcaya sabakucha hama aise seTa karake rakheM tAki isa mohanIya pariNAma meM bhI hameM DagamagA nahIM de| isa kAla kI bar3I vicitratA yaha hai ki isa kAla ke sabhI loga mahA mohanIyavAle haiN| isalie unheM 'kaise ho?' puuchnaa| lekina unase naz2ara nahIM milAnI cAhie, naz2ara milAkara bAtacIta bhI nahIM karanI caahie| isa kAla kI vicitratA hai, isalie kaha rahe haiN| kyoMki sirpha yaha viSayarasa hI aisA hai ki jo(hamArA) sarvasva ga~vA de| sirpha abrahmacarya hI mahA-muzkilavAlA hai| nahIM to

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116 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) subaha-subaha taya kara lenA ki 'isa jagat kI koI bhI vinAzI cIz2a mujhe nahIM cAhie', phira usake prati sinsiyara rahanA hai| aMdara to bahuta se labAr3a haiM ki jo sinsiyara nahIM rahane dete, lekina yadi nizcaya ke prati sinsiyara rahe to phira use koI cIz2a bAdhaka nahIM rhegii| jitanA tU sinsiyara, utanI hI terI jaagRti| yaha hama tujhe sUtra ke rUpa meM de rahe haiM aura choTA baccA bhI samajha jAe, itane vivaraNa sahita de rahe haiN| lekina jo jitanA sinsiyara, utanI usakI jaagRti| yaha to sAinsa hai| jitanI isameM sinsiyAriTI utanA hI khuda kA (kAma) hotA hai aura yaha sinsiyAriTI to TheTha mokSa kI ora le jAtI hai| sinsiyAriTI kA phala, morAliTI A jAtI hai| jo thor3A-thor3A sinsiyara ho aura yadi vaha sinsiyAriTI ke patha para cale, usa roDa para cale, to vaha morala ho jAtA hai| saMpUrNa morala ho gayA, matalaba paramAtmA prApta hone kI taiyArI ho gaI, isalie pahale sinsiyAriTI kI z2arUrata hai| morAliTI to bAda meM aaegii| ___eka bAra tU sinsiyara ho jaa| jitanI cIz2oM ke prati tU sinsiyara hai, utanA hI una cIz2oM ko jIta liyA aura jitanI cIz2oM ke prati anasinsiyara, utanI nahIM jIta paae| isalie sabhI jagaha sinsiyara ho jAoge to tuma jIta jaaoge| isa jagat ko jItanA hai| jagat ko jIta loge to mokSa milegaa| jagat ko jIte bagaira koI mokSa meM nahIM jAne degaa| _ 'rija paoNinTa' para rahe jokhima to dekho praznakartA : usa dina Apa kucha kaha rahe the ki javAnI meM bhI 'rija paoNinTa' hotA hai, to vaha 'rija paoNinTa' kyA hai? dAdAzrI : 'rija paoNinTa' matalaba yaha jo chappara hotA hai, to usameM 'rija paoNinTa' kahA~ hotA hai? sabase uupr|

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dRr3ha nizcaya pahu~cAe pAra (khaM-2-3) 117 taba vaha rija pAinTa' kahalAtA ___ hara eka cIz2a kA udayAsta hotA hai, udaya aura ast| karmoM kA bhI aura sabhI kA, udaya aura asta hotA hai| sUryanArAyaNa kA bhI udaya aura asta hotA hai yA nahIM hotA? sUryanArAyaNa jaba senTara meM hote haiM, usa sthiti kI tulanA meM udaya ke samaya ve nIce hote haiM aura jaba asta hote haiM taba bhI nIce hote haiM aura bIca meM jaba bahuta TaoNpa para jAte haiM, taba vaha 'rija paoNinTa' kahalAtA hai| usI taraha hara eka karma 'rija paoNinTa' para pahu~cane ke bAda phira utara jAtA hai| vaise hI javAnI kA udaya aura javAnI kA asta hotA hai| javAnI jaba 'rija paoNinTa' para pahu~catI hai, usI samaya sabakucha girA detI hai| usameM se agara vaha pAsa ho gayA, guz2ara gayA to jIta gyaa| hama to sabakucha sa~bhAla lete haiM, lekina yadi usakA khuda kA mana badala jAe to phira upAya nahIM hai| isalie hama use abhI, udaya hone se pahale sikhAte haiM ki bhAI, nIce dekhakara clnaa| strI ko mata dekhanA, bAkI saba, jalebIpakor3e dekhnaa| tumhAre lie gAranTI nahIM de skte| kyoMki javAnI hai| javAnI 'rija paoNinTa' para car3he, taba phira kyA pariNAma Ae~ge, vaha kaise kaha sakate haiM? hAlAMki hamAre proTekzana meM kucha bigar3egA nahIM, lekina sau meM se pA~ca pratizata bigar3a bhI sakatA hai| aise nikalate haiM yA nahIM? praznakartA : yAnI jaba taka hama hamArA 'rija paoNinTa' krosa na kara leM, taba taka ekadama jAgRti rakhanI hai? dAdAzrI : 'rija paoNinTa' Ane meM to bahuta TAima lagatA hai| 'rija paoNinTa' A jAe taba to bahuta ho gyaa| phira bhI isakA Dara to TheTha taka rakhane jaisA hai| bAda meM apane Apa patA cala jAegA ki sepha sAiDa ho gaI, hameM aisaa| praznakartA : krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ko tIna sAla taka AhAra nahIM mile to ve bhUgarbha meM cale jAe~ge, aisA ina viSayoM meM bhI hai yA nahIM?

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : isameM to aisA hotA hI nahIM / isameM 'no' apavAda ! bAkI sabhI meM apavAda, lekina isameM to apavAda hai hI nahIM / 118 brahmacarya ke lie hamArI tarapha se Apake lie pUrA bala haiM, ApakI pratijJA maz2abUta, suMdara honI caahie| ApakI pratijJA, jor3ator3a rahita, lAlaca rahita aura duzmanI rahita honI caahie| dRr3ha nizcayI pahu~ca sakate haiM praznakartA : Apa jaba yaha batAte haiM na, hameM khuda ko nahIM dikha rahA ho to hameM balki kahanA cAhie ki, 'tujhameM aisA hai, tabhI dAdA kaha rahe haiM na!' taba phira dikhane lagegA | dAdAzrI : aisA jo kahate ho, to vaha bIja DAla rahe ho / praznakartA : phira bhI jaba se maiMne AlocanA dI hai na, taba se nizcaya bahuta sTroMga ho gayA hai| dAdAzrI : vaha nizcaya sTroMga nahIM kahalAtA / nizcaya to, jaba maz2abUta ho jAe, taba maiM (use) nizcaya kahatA huuN| sirpha mana se kiyA huA nizcaya nahIM calegA, nizcaya... vyavahAra meM bhI nizcaya honA cAhie / brahmacarya kA korsa pUrA karegA ? praznakartA : z2arUra / vaha to cAhie hI nahIM aba / viSaya kA vicAra taka acchA nahIM lagatA, lekina jo acchA laganevAlI bilIpha hai na, vaha abhI bhI rahA karatI hai| usake prati jo ruci hai, vaha abhI bhI rahA karatA hai aMdara / dAdAzrI : aura aruci bhI hai na ? praznakartA CB jitanI ruci rahatI hai, usase adhika aruci rahA karatI hai| dAdAzrI : lekina tUne taya kyA kiyA hai ?

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dRr3ha nizcaya pahu~cAe pAra (khaM-2-3) 119 praznakartA : brahmacarya kA nizcaya barate, aisA, lekina puruSArtha meM kamI raha jAtI hai, to usake lie kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : vaha puruSArtha meM kamI nahIM hai| nizcaya, vahI puruSArtha praznakartA : nizcaya ho to phira vaha cIz2a rahegI hii| dAdAzrI : vaha kamI DiscArja meM hai| jo kamI hai, vaha DiscArja meM hai, cArja meM nahIM hai aura jo DiscArja meM hai, usakI kImata nahIM hai| praznakartA : viSaya ke bAre meM to pahale se hI sTroMga rakhA huA hai aura abhI bhI usa bAre meM bahuta jAgRti rakhI huI hai TheTha taka, lekina ye jo, saMsAra meM dUsarI jo ghaTanAe~ hotI hai... dAdAzrI : unakA kucha nahIM, unakI kImata hI nahIM hai| kImata isI kI hai, brahmacarya kii| bAkI ke sabhI loga manuSya deha meM pazu haiM! pAzavatA kA doSa hai| anya kisI cIz2a kI kImata hai hI nhiiN| praznakartA : bAkI, viSaya meM to itanA taka nakkI hai ki aba yadi aisA kucha ho jAe to caMdreza ko khatma kara dUM, lekina aba to yaha cAhie hI nhiiN| dAdAzrI : to brahmacarya ke bAre meM acchA kahA jaaegaa| aisI samajha kI z2arUrata hai| bAkI jisameM haivAniyata ho, vaha to rukegA hI nahIM na! adhUrI samajha, vahA~ nizcaya kaccA praznakartA : Apane nizcaya para adhika jora diyA hai| to nizcaya ke lie kyA honA cAhie, brahmacAriyoM meM? dAdAzrI : nizcaya yAnI kyA? ki sabhI vicAroM ko baMda

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) karake sirpha eka hI vicAra para A jAnA, ki hameM yahA~ se sTezana jAnA hI hai| sTezana se gAr3I meM hI baiThanA hai| hameM basa meM nahIM jAnA hai| taba phira sabhI saMyoga vaise hI milate haiM, agara ApakA nizcaya ho to| nizcaya kaccA ho to saMyoga nahIM milte| praznakartA : hA~, vaha nizcaya kaccA par3a jAtA hai to phira ekcuala nizcaya ke lie kyA honA cAhie? kyoMki yaha kAla hI aisA hai ki nizcaya ko badala de / 120 dAdAzrI : vaha badala jAe, to use hameM vApasa badala denA hai| vaha badala jAe to hameM vApasa badala denA hai| lekina kAla vagairaha, ve hama se nahIM jIta sakate, kyoMki hama puruSa jAti hai| bAkI sArI jAtiyA~ alaga haiN| ataH ye hama puruSa jAti ko nahIM jIta sakate I praznakartA : lekina hama yoM badalate raheM, usase acchA to agara ekz2ekTa samajha leM to phira badalegA hI nahIM na, nishcy| dAdAzrI : nhiiN| samajha lene kI to bAta hI alaga hai| binA samajhe kucha karanA hI nahIM hotA na ? lekina itanI sArI samajha AnI muzkila hai, usase bajAya to nizcaya lekara calanA cAhie / praznakartA : Apane aisA kahA hai ki yaha abrahmacarya aisI cIz2a hai ki sirpha samajha se hI khatma ho sakatA hai| anya kisI cIz2a se khatma nahIM ho sktaa| dAdAzrI : agara samajhakara ho to use socate hI ghina Ae aisA hai| lekina ghina nahIM AtI aura kyoM rAga hotA hai, bhAva hotA hai, usa tarapha kA ? kyoMki abhI bhI samajhA nahIM hai, ThIka se / praznakartA : yAnI vaha samajha nahIM hai, isalie usakA nizcaya bhI utanA ThIka nahIM hai|

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dRr3ha nizcaya pahu~cAe pAra (khaM-2-3) dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina samajha meM Ane meM z2arA dera lage, aisA hai| samajhane jAe, to samajha meM Ae aisA hai| samajha sakatA hai| samajha meM A jAe taba to nizcaya - vizcaya kucha bhI karane ko nahIM rhegaa| 121 kyoM gAr3iyoM se nahIM TakarAtA ? viSaya kA svabhAva kyA hai ? jitanA sTroMga utanA viSaya km| isameM jitanA kamaz2ora, utane hI viSaya bddh'eNge| jo bilkula kamaz2ora hotA hai, usameM bahuta viSaya hote haiM / isalie kamaz2ora ko phira se isameM se bAhara nikalane hI nahIM dete, itane sAre viSaya cipake hote haiM jabaki maz2abUta ko chU hI nahIM sakate / praznakartA : vaha kamaz2orI kisa AdhAra para TikI huI hai ? dAdAzrI : khuda kI usameM pratijJA nahIM hotI, kabhI bhI khuda kI sthiratA nahIM hotI isalie vaha phisalatA jAtA hai| phisalate, phisalate khatma ho jAtA hai| 'brahmacarya TUTe to z2ahara khAkara bhI use saMbhAlanA, kahate haiM / ' lekina brahmacarya mata tor3anA', vaha kramika jJAna meM AtA hai| praznakartA : dhyeya taka pahu~canA ho to akrama mArga meM bhI nizcaya to aisA hI rakhanA par3egA na ? dAdAzrI : nizcaya maz2abUta rakhanA, nizcaya atyaMta maz2abUta honA caahie| terA kucha rAha para AegA, likhakara denevAlA hai? aisA / to sTroMga rh| kyoM itanI sArI gAr3iyoM se nahIM TakarAtA? sAmanevAlA TakarAne Ae phira bhI nahIM TakarAnA hai, aisA nizcaya kiyA hai na, to kaise nikala jAtA hai| TakarAtA nahIM hai na ? praznakartA : nahIM... dAdAzrI : itane se ke lie TakarAtA nahIM hai na! cAra aMgula

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122 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) kI dUrI kI vajaha se TakarAva hone se raha jAtA hai na? rAste para gAr3I-vAr3iyoM vagairaha ke sAtha! praznakartA : vaha to agara aise honevAlI ho, to khuda jaldI se khisaka jAtA hai| gAr3I TakarAnevAlI ho, to khuda jaldI se khisaka jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : ata: yadi aisA saba, tumhArA aisA nizcaya hogA na to kucha bhI nahIM hogaa| ___jahA~ cora nIyata, vahA~ nahIM hai nizcaya... praznakartA : cora nIyata honA, vaha nizcaya kI kamI kahalAegI? dAdAzrI : kamI nahIM kahate, isameM to nizcaya hI nahIM hai| kamI to nikala jAtI hai sArI, lekina usameM to nizcaya hI nahIM hai| praznakartA : lekina nIyata yoM thor3I-thor3I cora hotI hai yA pUrI cora hotI hai, aisA pharka hogA na usameM? / dAdAzrI : cora huI matalaba pUrI hI cor| thor3I cora kisalie? hameM makAna banAnA ho to pahale se nakze meM daravAz2e sudhAra lene cAhie, do khir3akiyA~ cAhie hmeN| bAda meM corI karanA, vaha kyA acchA kahalAegA? vicAra taka bhI kyoM Ae z2arA sA? abrahmacarya kA vicAra kyoM AnA cAhie? maiMne Apase kyA kahA hai? ugane se pahale ukhAr3akara pheMka denA, varnA isake jaisA jokhima koI nahIM hai| praznakartA : dAdA ne eka-do bAra TokA, cora nIyata ke lie, lekina abhI bhI bAta ThIka se pakar3a meM nahIM A rahI hai aisA dAdAzrI : pakar3akara kyA karanA hai? jaise-jaise lAteM par3eMgI,

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dRr3ha nizcaya pahu~cAe pAra (khaM-2-3) aMdara jalana paidA hogI na, to apane Apa pakar3a meM A jAegI / aba to anubhava zurU hogA n| pahale parIkSA dete haiM aura usake bAda anubhava zurU hotA hai na! 123 praznakartA : cora nIyata nahIM hogI, to phira vicAra AnA bilkula baMda ho jAegA ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, bhale hI vicAra Ae / vicAra Ae, to usameM hameM kyA harja hai? vicAra baMda nahIM hoNge| cora nIyata nahIM honI cAhie, aMdara bhale hI kaisA bhI lAlaca ho lekina usa para dhyAna na de, sTroMga ! vicAra Ae~ge hI kaise ? praznakartA : abhI bhI nIyata thor3I cora hai| dAdAzrI : cora nIyata ho, use bhI khuda jAne / praznakartA : phira kabhI kabhAra bahuta vicAra phUTate haiM, vaha kyA hai ? dAdAzrI : vicAra bhale hI lAkhoM phUTeM, phira bhI... praznakartA : phira hameM jo aMdara sukha rahatA hai, vaha kama ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : vaha sukha kama hotA hai, taba vaha tapatA hai, lAlalAla ho jAtA hai| vaha to, usa ghar3I tapa karanA par3atA hai na? sukha kama ho jAe to kyA duHkha mola lenA hai ? praznakartA : isalie maiMne pUchA ki vaha 'nIyata cora' hai isalie hotA hai| dAdAzrI : nIyata cora nahIM hai| isameM to kSatriyatA cAhie, kSatriyatA! citaur3a ke rANA kyA kahate the ? nahIM jhukU~gA, jhukU~gA hI nhiiN| usane rAjagaddI chor3a dI lekina jhukA nahIM / bhAga gayA lekina jhukA nhiiN| nahIM to bAdazAha ne to kaha diyA ki, 'yadi Apa

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124 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) jhukoge, to phira isa gaddI para baiTha jaao|' taba kahA, 'nhiiN| mujhe aisI gaddI nahIM caahie| maiM citaur3a kA rANA nahIM jhukU~gA / ' praznakartA : abhI bhI prakRti parezAna karatI hai| lekina jaba aMdara asala meM lAla-lAla ho jAtA hai, tabhI dAdA kA asala anubhava hotA hai| dAdAzrI : vaha tapa pUrA karanA pdd'egaa| usake bAda AtmA kA apAra AnaMda rhegaa| isa bAr3a ko pAra kiyA ki phira apAra aanNd| viSaya ke viSa kI parakha kyoM nahIM hotI ? praznakartA : to kyA aisA hai ki viSaya samajha se jAegA ? jaise-jaise samajha bar3hatI jAegI, vaise viSaya calA jaaegaa| dAdAzrI : samajha se hI calA jaaegaa| yadi aisA samajha meM A gayA na ki 'yaha sA~pa z2aharIlA hai aura agara kATa legA to turaMta mara jAe~ge,' to phira vaha z2aharIle nAga se dUra hI rhegaa| usI taraha isameM bhI samajha meM A jAnA caahie| praznakartA : haaN| lekina vaha samajha meM kyoM nahIM AtA ? dAdAzrI : anAdikAla se ArAdhana kiyA huA hai na, usI ko satya mAnA hai n| praznakartA : vaha ThIka hai, lekina vaha ArAdhana kiyA huA aura Aja kA jJAna, usameM abhI bhI kyoM yuddha cala rahA hai ? dAdAzrI : vistAra se socane kI khuda kI zakti hI nahIM hai n| praznakartA : zakti nahIM hai yA usakI icchA nahIM hai ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, zakti nahIM hai| icchA to hai puurii-puurii|

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dRr3ha nizcaya pahu~cAe pAra (khaM-2-3) 125 praznakartA : aba mujhe aisA laga rahA hai ki zakti to hai hii| dAdAzrI : aura sArI zakti hotI to hai, lekina vaha utpanna nahIM huI hai na?! praznakartA : to vaha zakti utpanna kaise hogI? dAdAzrI : vaha to rAta-dina usI ke vicAra hoM, usI para vicAraNA karatA rahe aura usameM kitanA ArAdhana karane yogya hai aura vaha kitanA karane yogya hai, turaMta aMdara jaise-jaise hameM vicAraNA ho na, vaise-vaise khulatA jaaegaa| praznakartA : yAnI isakA mIniMga yahI huA na ki kucha bhI karake yaha vyavahAra khatma kara denA caahie| dAdAzrI : isalie ve thrI viz2ana istemAla karate haiM na? aura socA huA hogA to thrI viz2ana bhI istemAla nahIM karanA pdd'egaa| praznakartA : dina bhara ke jo vyavahAra haiM, ve vyavahAra Avazyaka haiN| vahI usakI pragati meM aMtarAyarUpa haiM na abhI, kyoMki use socane kA TAima hI nahIM miltaa| dAdAzrI : isalie isake bajAya, sabase acchA yaha hai, ki apanI dRSTi kahIM para bhI cipake, to ukhAr3a denA aura pratikramaNa kara lenA, bs| praznakartA : usake bAda mana kaba taka isa eka hI siddhAMta para calegA? mana eka siddhAMta para kanTinyuasa nahIM cltaa| bArabAra dRSTi bigar3atI hai aura pratikramaNa karanA yA yaha karanA, yaha siddhAMta kanTinyuasa nahIM cltaa| thrI viz2ana bhI eTa-e-TAima nahIM cltaa| kanTinyuasa rahanA cAhie aura jaba vistAra se use samAdhAna ho, taba vaha Age bar3hatA hai| dAdAzrI : vaha vistAra se saplAi bhI karanA par3atA hai| apane

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126 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) se ho sake taba taka, pahale to yaha ukhAr3a denA cAhie, to calA phttaaphtt| khuda ke kheta meM yadi sArI kapAsa boyA hai, kapAsa ko pahacAnate haiM ki yaha kapAsa hai, taba phira agara dUsarA kucha uge to sirpha use nikAla denA hai| use nirAI kahate haiN| aise nirAI kara deM to ho jaaegaa| ugate hI sArA dabA diyaa| to ho gyaa| usase pahale dabAyA jA sake, aisA nahIM hai| jaba taka ugegA nahIM taba taka bIja kA patA nahIM calegA, ugate hI pahacAna jAoge ki yaha bIja alaga hai| praznakartA : lekina usakA nizcaya hogA to dUsarA kucha ugate hI use patA cala jAegA na? dAdAzrI : dUsarA bIja dikhe to use ukhAr3akara pheMka denA yAnI saMkSepa meM kaheM to yahIM sabase acchA hai| praznakartA : lekina isa eka siddhAMta para hI to nahIM baiThe raha sakate haiM na, Age bar3hanA to par3egA n| dAdAzrI : usa ghar3I phira se mila AegA raastaa| usa ghar3I apane Apa sabhI saMyoga mila jaaeNge| tujhe kAma Ae~gI, ye sArI bAteM? tujhe kyA kAma Ae~gI? praznakartA : Ae~gI hI na? apane dhyeya kA hI hai na! 'udaya' kI paribhASA to samajho praznakartA : vrata kA ThIka se pAlana ho rahA hai yA nahIM, vaha hama kaise samajheM? dAdAzrI : ye tumhArI A~khoM meM caMcalatA (vikArI bhAva) A jAtI hai yA nahIM, usakA patA calatA hai na? yadi kabhI viSaya ke vicAra tumheM acche lageM to? kyoMki AtmA tharmAmITara jaisA hai, to turaMta sabakucha patA cala jAtA hai ki galata rAste para claa|

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dRr3ha nizcaya pahu~cAe pAra (khaM-2-3) praznakartA : yAnI khuda kA nizcaya pakkA hai| aba bAda meM jo hotA hai, vaha to pUrA udaya kA bhAga AyA na ? 127 dAdAzrI : udaya kA bhAga kauna sA kahalAtA hai ki saMDAsa nahIM jAnA hai, vaha aise kahatA hai| yahA~ ghara meM to saMDAsa nahIM kara sakate na! isalie saMDAsa ko TheTha taka rokakara rakhatA hai aura bAda meM jAtA hai, vaha udaya bhAga kahalAtA hai| kahIM para bhI saMDAsa karane baiTha jAe to use udaya bhAga nahIM kahA jA sakatA / isa viSaya meM kyA hotA hai ki yaha rasa acchA lagatA hai, yaha purAnI Adata hai| cakhane kI Adata hai, isalie vaha phira udaya bhAga meM hastakSepa karane jAtA hai| udaya bhAga to, khuda bilkula manA karatA ho aura TheTha taka sTroMga, mujhe phisalanA nahIM hai, aisA kahatA hai| phira phisala jAe to, vaha bAta alaga hai| phisalanevAlA iMsAna kitanI sAvadhAnI rakhatA hai ? sAvadhAnIpUrvaka rahanA, to harja nahIM haiM / praznakartA : arthAta yaha DimArkezana bahuta sUkSma hai| dAdAzrI : bahuta sUkSma hai| praznakartA : aura khuda hI saqhta rahakara samajha sakatA hai| khuda hI saqhta rahe / dAdAzrI : aise saqhta rahanA cAhie, phira bhI phisala gae to vaha alaga bAta hai| jaise tAlAba meM tairanevAlA iMsAna, DUbane kA prayatna hI nahIM hotA na uskaa| praznakartA : abhI jo brahmacarya se saMbaMdhita nizcaya ho rahe haiM, ve kisa AdhAra para ho rahe haiM ? kisa para AdhArita hai ? sTroMga nizcaya ? dAdAzrI : Apako jo karanA hai, usa para / koI lar3akA agara pAnI meM kUda jAe, khelane yA tairane ke lie to| vaha kisa AdhAra para nizcaya karatA hai bacane kA ?

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128 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : jInA hai islie| dAdAzrI : agara vaha soce ki jIe~ to bhI kyA aura mareM to bhI kyA, to usakA kyA hogA? praznakartA : DUba hI jaaegaa| khuda ko yoM brahmacarya se saMbaMdhita jo viveka AtA hai, usI ke AdhAra para yaha nizcaya hotA hai? dAdAzrI : vaha to samajhatA hai ki kyA karU~ to sukhI ho skuuNgaa| sukha DhU~Dha rahA hai aura khuda kA svabhAva brahmacArI hI hai, svabhAva se! dRr3ha nizcaya ko kaise aMtarAya ? praznakartA : Apane kahA hai ki 'aMtarAya khar3e kie hai aura phira kahatA hai ki mujhe dikha nahIM rhaa|' to isa saMdarbha meM thrI viz2ana ke bAre meM kauna se aMtarAya haiM aura kisa prakAra se aMtarAya bAdhaka hai? dAdAzrI : jo nizcaya kara le ki mujhe aba brahmacarya pAlana karanA hai, use kucha bhI bAdhaka nahIM ho sktaa| ye sAre to bahAne banAte haiN| apane mahAtmA kitane nizcayavAle haiM yoM, z2arA sA bhI Digate nahIM haiN| thrI viz2ana to helpiMga hai| lekina jisakA nizcaya hai, jise giranA nahIM hai, vaha kyoM kue~ meM gire? terA nizcaya pakkA hai na? ekadama pakkA ? praznakartA : ekadama pkkaa| dAdAzrI : hA~, aisA pakkA honA caahie| sabhI kitane pkke| yaha to jisake nizcaya kA ThikAnA nahIM hai, vaha aisA saba DhU~DhatA rahatA hai aura aMtarAya DAlatA hai| khuda DahI taya kara le ki bhaI, mujhe giranA hai hI nhiiN| to giregA hI nhiiN| phira koI dhakkA mAregA kyA! aura taba AnaMda rahatA

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129 dRr3ha nizcaya pahu~cAe pAra (khaM-2-3) hai, yoM aise aMtarAya-vaMtarAya DhU~Dhane se kahIM AnaMda rahatA hogA? praznakartA : dUsare upAya bhI sAtha meM haiM hI na! phira thrI viz2ana ke alAvA bhI upAya haiM hI na, pratikramaNa hai, vaha saba... dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa to mana se galatI ho gaI ho to varnA pratikramaNa kI bhI kyA z2arUrata hai? nizcaya arthAta use koI DarAtA nahIM hai| yaha saba to jisakA ThikAnA nahIM ho, usake lie yaha saba hai| ye dUsare upAya kyoM DhU~Dhate haiN| nizcaya matalaba nizcaya! jise zAdI nahIM karanI hai, use taya kara lenA cAhie ki mujhe zAdI karanI hI nahIM hai| phira kauna zAdI karavAegA? aura jise zAdI karanI hai, use vyartha meM hAya-hAya karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, zAdI karake baiTha jaanaa| dahI meM aura dUdha meM paira nahIM rakhanA hai kisI ko bhii| jisakA aisA nizcaya hai ki kue~ meM giranA hI nahIM hai, vaha yadi cAra dina se soyA nahIM ho aura use kue~ kI dIvAra para biThA diyA jAe, phira bhI nahIM soegA vhaaN|| praznakartA : vahA~ to pratyakSa dikhatA hai na ki gira jAU~gA yhaaN| dAdAzrI : hA~, to aise pratyakSa se bhI burA hai yaha to| yaha to kitanI bar3I khAI hai! anaMta janmoM ke lie jaMjAla lipaTa jAtA hai| arthAta mana maz2abUta huA hogA to ho sakatA hai, varnA yoM to nahIM ho paaegaa| yoM kacce mana se aise, ye dhAge silAI ke lie nahIM hai| kaisA sTroMga honA cAhie ki mara jAU~ lekina chUTe nhiiN| terA nizcaya maz2abUta hai na! praznakartA : ekadama sttroNg| sTroMga-sTroMga kahane se bhI sTroMga ho jAtA hai!

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130 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : aisA? praznakartA : nizcaya sTroMga ho jAe to sabakucha AtA hI jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : vaha sIkresI miTa gaI to 'opana Tu skAI' ho gyaa| usa gupta kI vajaha se yaha sArI sIkresI hai| usake bAda hamArI taraha bolA jA sakegA, 'no siikresii'| jo niraMtara sukha bhoga rahe haiM, unake cehare to dekho?! araMDI kA tela pIyA ho, vaisA dikhatA hai? aura jo nahIM bhogate unake? praznakartA : nizcaya sTroMga hai aura maiMne koI sIkresI nahIM rakhI hai| AlocanA meM Apake sAmane sabhI bAteM opana kI huI dAdAzrI : vaha saba ThIka hai, lekina yaha aisA saba tUphAna DhU~DhanA hI nahIM hotaa| nizcaya matalaba kucha bhI DhU~DhanA nahIM hotaa| apane Apa hI Akara khar3A rhe| anya kisI cIz2a kI z2arUrata hI nahIM hai na! Ae to bhI kyA aura nahIM Ae to bhI kyaa| to tU tere ghara raha, khnaa| vaha sthiti nahIM A jAe, taba taka yahA~ Ate rahanA hai| praznakartA : mujhe aisA rahA karatA hai ki merA nizcaya itanA sTroMga hai| jJAnIpuruSa ke sAtha kA pratyakSa saMyoga hai, AptaputroM ke sAtha maiM rahatA huuN| mujhe isameM bilkula inTaresTa nahIM hai, phira bhI AkarSaNa kyoM rahA karatA hai? dAdAzrI : yaha jo AkarSaNa hotA hai na, vaha pUrva kA hisAba hai isalie AkarSaNa hotA hai| use turaMta hI vo (nirmUla) kara ddaalnaa| praznakartA : prtikrmnn| dAdAzrI : haaN| vaha kahIM apane nizcaya ko tor3atA nahIM hai|

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dRr3ha nizcaya pahu~cAe pAra (khaM-2-3) 131 A~khoM ko kucha ThIka lage to AkRSTa hotI hai, isase koI gunAha nahIM lgtaa| vaha to pratikramaNa kara lene se dhula jAtA hai| vaha pichale janma kI galatI hai aura jahA~ vaisA hisAba hogA tabhI vahA~ jAegA, varnA jAegA hI nahIM kabhI bhii| vaha mila jAe tabhI AkarSaNa hotA hai| vaha to pratikramaNa se dhula jaaegaa| usakA aura kyA hisAba hai? vaha to, thrI viz2ana rakhane ke bAvajUda bhI dikhatA hai ki AkarSaNa ho rahA hai| samajha meM Ae aisI bAta hai yA nahIM? praznakartA : samajha meM A rahA hai na! mujhe aisA thA ki itanA suMdara jJAna milA hai aura chUTane ke aise saba suMdara saMyoga mile haiM, to yadi pyora ho jAe~ isa eka hI cIz2a meM, to bahuta acchA rahegA, aisaa| dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina pyora hI hai| nizcaya hai taba taka pyora hai aura aise impyoriTI mAnA, vaha bhI galatI hai apnii| nizcaya apanA thA isalie pyora rahatA hai| phira jo AkarSaNa hotA hai, usake upAya haiM! AkarSaNa bhI kaisA, phisala gae to kyA koI gunAha hai? phira se khar3e hokara calane lgnaa| kapar3e bigar3a gae hoM to dho lenaa| hama phisala par3eM to gunAha hai, phisala gae to gunAha nhiiN| praznakartA : mujhe aMdara yoM aisA kheda rahA karatA hai ki aisA suMdara jJAna milA hai, phira bhI abhI taka aisI sthiti kyoM anubhava kara rahA hU~? dAdAzrI : nahIM, vaha to sabhI ko aisA hotA hai| vaha to balki yadi hama pratikramaNa se dho DAleM to dina bdleNge| varnA bAkI rahA, aisA kahA jaaegaa| pichale janma meM jo hastAkSara kie the, ve chor3eMge nahIM na!

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[4] viSaya vicAra parezAna kareM taba... vaha to hai bharA huA mAla praznakartA : mujhe vyApAra ke kAraNa bAhara bahuta ghUmanA par3atA dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina una saMyogoM meM hameM sAvadhAna rahanA hai, vaha car3ha baiThe to car3hane mata denaa| vaha nyUTrala hai aura hama to puruSa hai| nyUTrala kabhI bhI puruSa ko nahIM jIta sktaa| mAMsAhAra kI dukAna meM jAne para bhI vicAra nahIM Ate, aisA kyoM? kyoMki vaha mAla nahIM bharA hai na! taba phira hameM samajha nahIM jAnA cAhie ki 'bhAI, jo bharA huA hai vahI kUda rahA hai| nahIM bharA hogA to nahIM kuudegaa|' itanA samajha sakate haiM yA nahIM? praznakartA : vaha ThIka hai| lekina bahata vicAra Ate haiM. isalie phira aisA lagatA hai ki are! aisA saba?! dAdAzrI : bAhara loga zora macA rahe hoM aura hama daravAz2A baMda karake baiThe hoM eka tarapha, to koI jhaMjhaTa hai? agara hameM usake sAtha vyavahAra hI nahIM karanA hai to phira hama raha skeNge| yAnI ki vaha tUphAna Akara phira pAra nikala jAegA, aura tUphAna zAMta ho jaaegaa| bavaMDara kyA roz2a Ate haiM? basa do din| pUre dina calatA rahe to bhI usakA rAstA nikaaleNge| ye saba batAte haiM n| inheM kyA bavaMDara nahIM Ate hoge? aba ise kitane bavaMDara Ate haiM, lekina kyA kare?

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viSaya vicAra parezAna kareM taba... (khaM-2-4) 133 praznakartA : caMdreza viSaya bhoga rahA ho aise vicAra Ate haiN| aisA saba dikhatA hai, phoTo dikhate haiM, aNdr| phira aMdara kucha bhI acchA nahIM lgtaa| dAdAzrI : bhale hI acchA na lge| acchA nahIM lagatA vaha bhI caMdreza ko hI na? tujhe to nahIM na? tU to alaga hai na isameM! viSaya nahIM honA cAhie, anya koI galatI ho jAe to calA sakate haiN| praznakartA : aisA vicAra AtA hai ki mujhe inTaresTa hai, ataH cora nIyata hogI tabhI inTaresTa AtA hai| nahIM to inTaresTa AnA hI nahIM caahie| __ dAdAzrI : inTaresTa Ae aisA mAla lekara Ae ho tum| tumheM patA calatA hai ki oho! inTaresTa Ae aisA hai| ataH taba kahanA, 'inTaresTa kA istemAla karo tum| zAdI bhI kara lo, kauna manA kara rahA hai?' AtmA ko isameM inTaresTa hai hI nhiiN| yaha inTaresTa hai, AhArI ko| AhArI dekhe haiM tUne? z2yAdA khA jAe to bhI du:khI hote haiM aura vApasa vahI AhArI upavAsa bhI karane baiThate haiM! praznakartA : phira aise vicAra Ate haiM ki yaha nizcaya meM kamI hai yA cora nIyata hai yA phira aisA kyoM ho rahA hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, vaha to bharA huA mAla hai aura TAima A gayA hai| AsapAsa ke saMyoga vaise haiM, isalie phUTa rahe haiN| praznakartA : eka to anjAne meM viSaya meM khiMca gae aura dUsarA jAgatipUrvaka khiMca gae, kucha calA hI nahIM vahA~ pr| taba phira kyA kareM? aura isakA kitanA doSa lagatA hai? dAdAzrI : doSa to hai na! vaidya ne kahA ho ki mirca mata khAnA aura hama mirca khAe~, to kyA hogA?

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134 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : AjJA kA pAlana nahIM ho sakA to kyA karanA cAhie phira? dAdAzrI : vaha to usane mirca khAI, isalie phira roga bddh'aa| praznakartA : lekina usakA upAya to honA cAhie na? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa karanA caahie| praznakartA : lekina jinhoMne AjJA dI hai, unheM kahanA to par3egA na? dAdAzrI : haaN| kaha do phira bhI ve pratikramaNa karane ko kheNge| aura kyA kaheM? rUbarU pratikramaNa kr| kabhI agara aMdara koI kharAba vicAra uga Ae aura nikAla dene meM dera ho jAe to usakA bar3A pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| vaha to jaba vicAra uge ki turaMta nikAla denA hai, pheMka denA hai| praznakartA : pahale aisI sthiti thI ki maiM ina sabase alaga ho jAU~ na, to brahmacarya raha hI nahIM pAtA thA, aisI sthiti ho gaI thii| z2arA sA bhI isa samUha se judA rahU~ yA akelA ghara para rahU~ na to sabhI vicAra ghera lete the| dAdAzrI : vicAra ghera lete haiM, usameM apanA kyA jAtA hai? hama dekhanevAle haiM use! holI meM kyoM hAtha nahIM DAlate? holI kA doSa nikAle, vaha galata hai na! doSa to, agara tuma hAtha DAla do, use kahate haiN| vicAra to sabhI taraha ke A sakate haiN| macchara ghera lete ho, unheM hama yoM-yoM kare to nahIM rheNge| isameM to hAtha darda karatA hai, lekina kudarata kA hAtha to duHkha hI nahIM sktaa| hama kaheM ki macchara chUne nahIM denA hai, to aMdara vaisA hI ho jaaegaa| aisA nizcaya karo taba kaisA suMdara brahmacarya pAlana kiyA jA sakegA!!

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135 viSaya vicAra parezAna kareM taba... (khaM-2-4) 135 judApana se jIta sakate haiM dAdAzrI : tujhe kaisA rahatA hai? terA ThIka ho jAegA na? praznakartA : ho jaaegaa| dAdAzrI : hN| tU to aisA hI kahatA hai na, "gira jAegA, gira jAegA', usI jagaha se ugatA hai aura usI jagaha para DhalatA hai| vaha giratA nahIM na, vaha kahatA hai, gira jAegA sUryanArAyaNa ! praznakartA : ye aMdara kA ThIka ho jAegA, caMdreza kaa| dAdAzrI : aisaa| lekina zAdI karane kA kahatA hai? praznakartA : vaisI gA~The phUTa rahI haiN| dAdAzrI : use kahanA ki 'yadi gA~The phUTeMgI na, to jaba taka hama eksepTa nahIM kareMge taba taka tumhArA kucha nahIM clnevaalaa| bekAra meM tere dina hI bigaDege, cupacApa baiThA raha n|' bekAra meM zAdI karanA aura vidhura honaa| zAdI karanA aura vidhura honA, aise karate rahate the| baiThe raho na, zAdI bhI mata karanA aura vidhura bhI mata honaa| hama koI sahAyoga nahIM deNge| praznakartA : yAnI ki jaba taka maiM dastakhata nahIM karatA, taba taka gAr3I pharsTa klAsa calatI hai| dAdAzrI : tumheM khuda ko hI DA~TanA par3egA ki kucha nahIM hogaa| isalie cupa baiTho na! aise do-cAra prakAra ke prayoga seTa kara denA tAki judA raha sko| dAdAzrI : tujhe pachatAvA nahIM hotA, zAdI nahIM kI usakA? praznakartA : nahIM, aisA nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : to zAdI nahIM kI, vaha acchA lagA tujhe? praznakartA : hA~, dUsare loga jo zAdIzudA haiM, unakA sArA

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) duHkha dekhane ko milatA hai na ? ghara aura bAhara, sabhI ora dekhane ko milatA hai| khulA hI hai na! 136 dAdAzrI : are, ina pratyakSa dikhAI denevAle duHkhoM ko chor3o n| una duHkhoM ko dekha leMge thor3A bahuta / dAdA ke kahe anusAra kareMge to, ThIka ho jaaegaa| apane mahAtmAoM ko to paca jaaegaa| lekina eka vaha (brahmacarya kI ) kitAba rakhanI par3egI sAtha meM / tU nahIM rakhatA ? praznakartA : rakhatA hU~ / dAdAzrI : par3hatA hai na phira / thor3A-thor3A par3hanA pdd'egaa| use par3hane se, mana jo bahuta uchala-kUda kara rahA thA, vaha zAMta ho jaaegaa| terA to bilkula ThIka rahatA hai na? praznakartA : ThIka hai| vaha kitAba helpa karatI hai thor3Ibahuta, lekina yaha vijJAna to bilkula judA hI rakhatA hai| dAdAzrI : isa vijJAna kI to bAta hI alaga hai| isa vijJAna kI to bAta hI kyA ! praznakartA : isa kitAba kI helpa lete haiM na, lekina vijJAna para adhika z2ora dete haiM hama | dAdAzrI : vijJAna to bahuta kAma karatA hai / praznakartA : phira bhale hI kaise bhI saMyoga Ae~ ve isa kitAba meM nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : terI gAr3I rAha para A gaI hai, ab| pahale to mujhe lagatA thA, ki yaha strI bana jAegA / lekina phira bahuta ttokaa| nahIM to kyA karU~? maiMne kahA, 'agale janma meM strI ke kapar3e pahanane par3eMge, saadd'ii-blaauj|' aura kyA kahU~ ? aba saba nikala gyaa| cehare para dekha lete haiM na hama ! usake vicAra vagairaha saba

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viSaya vicAra parezAna kareM taba... (khaM-2-4) 137 dikhAI dete haiM hmeN| strI ke kapar3e pahanane acche lageMge? viSaya cAhie to strI ke kapar3e lAne hI par3eMge na phira? praznakartA : Apane zurU se hI hamArA bahuta dhyAna rakhA hai| dAdAzrI : vaha to rakhanA hI par3egA na! aba dhyAna rakhane jaisA nahIM hai, aba calatA rhegaa| isalie aba dUsare ko pakar3ate haiN| jo kaccA hai, use pakar3ate haiN| praznakartA : lekina abhI bhI bahuta z2arUrata hai| aba sabakucha jaldI se khAlI ho jAe, aisA kucha kara diijie| dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, jaldI khAlI hone kA matalaba isa deha kA khatma honaa| praznakartA : yAnI ki yaha jo sArA viSaya aura kapaTa kA jo mAla bharA hai, vaha sArA mAla khAlI karanA hai| dAdAzrI : ohoho! viSaya kA! viSaya kA khAlI karanA hai, kyA? lekina usake TAima para khAlI karoge taba bhI harja kyA hai lekina? praznakartA : vaha cubhatA hai aNdr| dAdAzrI : vaha mAla phUTe to usameM tujhe kyA parezAnI hai? cubhegA tabhI jaba tU usa tarapha so jaaegaa| isa ora so jAe~, apane aMdara so jAe~ to? 'strI' ke palaMga para so jAegA, taba cubhegA na! 'apane' palaMga para so jAe~ to phira hameM kyA cubhegA? bahuta cubhatA hai? to phira zAdI kara le| praznakartA : nahIM, aisA nhiiN| ye jo gA~The phUTatI haiM, ve cubhatI dAdAzrI : usameM kyA cubhanA? 'dekhate' rahanA hai| usameM cubhatA kyA hai? 'hama' 'vahA~' baiTheMge tabhI cubhegaa|

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138 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : haaN| yAnI ki caMdreza ko hI cubhatA hai ki 'aisA nahIM honA caahie|' dAdAzrI : caMdreza ko cubhe usameM tujhe kyA hai? caMdreza se kahanA, 'le aba le svAda!' le terA kiyA tU bhugt| hameM kucha nahIM kara sktaa| tumhArI to umra choTI hai to abhI parezAnIvAle sTezana aaeNge| nirI jhAr3I aura jaMgala sArA! strI viSaya, vaha galata cIz2a hai, aisA tujhe niraMtara rahA karatA hai praznakartA : nirNtr| dAdAzrI : aura abhiprAya bhI vahI rahatA hai? praznakartA : vhii| dAdAzrI : aba pahale mAnA thA ki strI viSaya acchA hai, isIlie to aMdara gA~The bhara gaI haiM, aba ve khatma ho jAe~gI dhiiredhiire| nayA mAla nahIM bhara rahA hai, isalie tujhe jokhima nahIM rahA na! nayA bhara sake, apanA jJAna aisA hai hI nahIM na! satsaMga meM bhI satarka rahanA hai jina strI-puruSoM meM vikAra nahIM hoM, ve pvitr| tuma jitanA kAma kA badalA doge, usase adhika badalA tumheM milegA, isalie yaha karanA hai| jagat kalyANa hogA aura apanA bhii| varnA isameM to koI mAla hI nahIM thaa| namaka-mirca bhI nahIM thA na! vaha to aba jo hai, nae sire se bar3I bar3I dukAneM khulI praznakartA : viSaya se saMbaMdhita khAsa dhyAna rakhanA par3atA hai| gA~voM meM jAte haiM na, vahA~ jenTsa se adhika leDIz2a hotI haiM hmeshaa| ye gA~voM meM satsaMga meM jAte haiM na to sattara pratizata to leDIz2a

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viSaya vicAra parezAna kareM taba... (khaM-2-4) 139 hI hotI haiM aura puruSa tIsa pratizata hI hote haiM isalie brahmacarya se saMbaMdhita atyaMta jAgRta rahanA par3atA hai| una logoM kA risponsa bahuta hotA hai| jaise ki acche pada gavAe~, to ve loga yoM khuza ho jAtI haiN| dAdAzrI : aisA sthUla abrahmacarya to nahIM hotA na! jhaMjhaTa to sUkSma meM hai| ve bhI rAste meM aura zaharoM meM milate haiN| gA~voM meM to ruci kA itanA kAraNa hI nahIM hai na! praznakartA : lekina gA~The phUTatI haiM kabhI kbhaar| dAdAzrI : unheM to tor3a denaa| praznakartA : unakA nivAraNa turaMta ho jAtA hai, turaMta pA~ca hI minaTa meN| dAdAzrI : jitanA dhula jAe, utanA kama hai| 'zUTa oNna sAiTa' hI honA caahie| praznakartA : 'zUTa oNna sAiTa' hI ho jAtA hai| yaha to hameM jaba milane kA maukA AtA hai n| yoM ghara para rahate haiM taba nahIM aate| dAdAzrI : anaMta janmoM se yahI ke yahI prtispNdn| pahale ke saMskAra, vaha bhAna hI nahIM thA na! mana kI poloM ke sAmane.... koI strI apane sAmane A~kha mAratI rahe to, usameM hameM kyA? vaha to strI to mAregI hii| usase hameM kyA? tU bhI g2az2aba kA hai? aisA kAnUna hai kyA, ki strI A~kheM nahIM mAra sakatI? kyA hama use aisA kaha sakate haiM? praznakartA : strI se nahIM kaha skte| lekina caMdreza aMdara lapeTa meM A jAtA hai| usakA kyA? caMdreza khiMca jAtA hai|

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140 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : isIlie, vaha zAdI kara le to acchA hai na! praznakartA : nahIM, aisA nahIM caahie| dAdAzrI : aisA hI hai na! yahI terI kamaz2orI hai! A~kha mAre, usameM tujhe kyA? thrI viz2ana se dekha le to, kyA dikhegA usameM? tU thrI viz2ana nahIM dekhatA? mA~-bApa agara tere dhyeya ko badalavA rahe hoM to tU vaha nahIM sunatA to mana kI kyoM sune? uThAkara le gayA koI? praznakartA : khuda hI khiMca ge| dAdAzrI : jo sA~pa ke mu~ha meM jAe, usakA koI kyA kare? mana se kaha denA ki 'tU aba pha~sAegA to maiM AptaputroM ko sau rupaye kI AiskrIma khilAU~gA yA khAnA khilaauuNgaa|' to phira nahIM karegA vaisaa| eka galatI para sau rupayA kA daMDa! praznakartA : tabhI aMdara huA ki yaha galata hai, phira bhI usa ora calA gyaa| mana kA mAna liyA usa smy| dAdAzrI : to phira aba galata huA, vaha jAnatA hai| Upara se yaha bhI jAnatA hai ki 'samudra meM DUba jAU~gA aura mara jAU~gA,' phira bhI yadi koI jAe to kyA samudra use manA karegA? samudra to kahegA, 'A bhAI, maiM to vizAla peTavAlA huuN| kaI logoM ko samA liyA hai|' praznakartA : pichale eka sAla se maiM rajisTa kara rahA thaa| dAdAzrI : mana to bahuta maz2abUta hai, lekina tU khuda kamaz2ora hogA to phira se zAdI kara legaa| praznakartA : jaba aisA ho, taba mana maz2abUta kahalAtA hai? dAdAzrI : iMsAna kamaz2ora hI kahalAegA na! mana kamaz2ora

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viSaya vicAra parezAna kareM taba... (khaM-2-4) 141 nahIM khlaataa| balki mana use khIMca le gyaa| mana to maz2abUta khlaaegaa| praznakartA : isa kesa meM Apane mana ko 'maz2abUta' kahA aura iMsAna ko 'kamaz2ora' khaa| to iMsAna yAnI kauna kamaz2ora kahalAegA? dAdAzrI : ahaMkAra aura buddhi kamaz2ora haiN| isameM asala gavarnamenTa kA rAja hai, to isameM buddhi aura ahaMkAra haiN| isameM agara mana kA rAja ho jAe to khtm| mana kA to pArliyAmenTarI paddhati se, usakA sirpha eka rola hI hai| vaha bhI agara buddhi mAne, svIkAra kare, taba ahaMkAra dastakhata karatA hai| varnA taba taka dastakhata bhI nahIM hote| praznakartA : yoM akele so gae hoM na, to ve vicAra phUTate haiM ki aisA ho jAe to? isa taraha viSaya bhogeM to? phira usa samaya mujhe Azcarya hotA hai ki mujhe to brahmacarya pAlana karanA hai to yaha saba phUTA kahA~ se? aura acche bhI lagate haiM, ve vicaar| dAdAzrI : phUTeM usameM harja nahIM hai, lekina ve to tujhe acche lagate haiM? praznakartA : ve kisI ko to acche lagate hI hoMge na aMdara? dAdAzrI : oho, tujhe kisI se lenA-denA hai?! praznakartA : ve jise acche lagate haiM, use bhI nikAlanA to par3egA na! dAdAzrI : use DA~TanA, 'yahA~ kyA haMgAmA macA rakhA hai hamAre ghara meM? hamAre pavitra ghara meM, homa meM ?' praznakartA : to phira isakA ilAja kyA hai? dAdAzrI : tujhe ilAja karake kyA karanA hai?

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142 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : lekina yaha to bahuta bar3A roga hai| yaha to phira vApasa billI maTakI meM mu~ha DAle na, to use lekara ghUmanA par3egA phir| dAdAzrI : usameM to cArA hI nahIM hai n| bAda meM kauna nikAlegA? bIta gaI yaha pUrI jiMdagI! A pha~se bhaI A phNse| du:kha acchA lagatA ho to phira usakA koI upAya hI nahIM hai na! praznakartA : du:kha acchA nahIM lgtaa| lekina vaha viSaya kA inTaresTa acchA lagatA hai, usameM kahA~ du:kha hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, usakA phala hI du:kha AtA hai na! jisakA phala duHkha Ae, vaha cIz2a acchI nahIM laganI caahie| vaha duHkha hI hai| praznakartA : aise vicAra A gae, phira bilkula bhI acchA nahIM lagatA ki 'ye aise vicAra kyoM Ae?' dAdAzrI : vaha to maTakI meM mu~ha DAlane ke bAda na? pha~sane ke bAda Ae~ge vicAra! are, eka bAra vicAroM ko ukhAr3akaranikAlakara kahanA, 'ina sabhI logoM ne zAdI kI hI haiM n|' praznakartA : zAdI ke vicAra Ate hoM to acchA hai| eka bAra zAdI kara le| ye to viSaya ke vicAra Ate haiN| isameM jokhimadArI kitanI hai!! phira aisA vicAra AtA hai ki dAdA to kahate haiM ki aisA nahIM calAe~ge, to kyA hogA merA? dAdAzrI : kyA honevAlA hai? kyA isa narmadA kA golDana brija gira gayA hai? golDana brija banAnevAle cale gae, sabhI cale gae! kyA ho jAegA? kyA vaha gira jAegA? apanI taiyArI honI caahie| praznakartA : lekina taiyArI meM aMdara pola (DhIla) bahuta ho

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viSaya vicAra parezAna kareM taba... (khaM-2-4) 143 jAtI hai| saMyoga nahIM mileM taba taka acchA rahatA hai, lekina mila jAe~ taba sArA mAla nikalatA hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina yaha jo bAta tU kara rahA hai na, vaha saba ke lie nahIM hai| yaha sirpha tere lie hai| kisI aura kI bAta nahIM hai| tujhe jaisA ThIka lage, usa anusAra kara le tAki jhaMjhaTa mitte| phira auroM kA koI jhaMjhaTa nhiiN| isase to dUsaroM ke mana bigar3ate haiM phir| kyA hogA phira? acchA lage, taba? acchA lage, taba taka hama kucha nahIM kaha skte| mAlika bhI kahatA hai ki acchA laga rahA hai aura acchA laganevAlA kahatA hai ki acchA laga rahA hai| donoM aisA kaheMge to phira kyA hogA? praznakartA : jo acchA lage use khatma karanA par3egA na? dAdAzrI : yaha to acchA laganevAlA kahatA hai, 'mujhe pasaMda hai' aura mAlika kahatA hai, 'pasaMda nahIM hai' yadi ina donoM meM saMgharSa ho to khatma kara sakate haiN| yaha to saMgharSa nahIM hai, eka mata hai, phira kaise khatma kareMge?! miyA~-bIvI rAjI to kyA karegA miyA~ kAz2I? phira kAz2I sAhaba kyA kareMge?! praznakartA : lekina pha~sanA to acchA nahIM lagatA mujhe| isa viSaya meM pha~sanA mujhe acchA nahIM lgtaa| dAdAzrI : dekha aba kyA kaha rahA hai, pahale kyA kaha rahA thA, abhI? praznakartA : ve jo vicAra Ate haiM, ve acche lagate haiM, ve utane samaya ke lie hii| phira bAda meM.... dAdAzrI : AtmahatyA karanA acchA lagatA hai lekina maranA nahIM hai! eka dina karake to dekha! praznakartA : vaha jokhimadArI hai| usake lie sArI mAra khAnI paDegI na! kabhI aise| phira aisA vicAra AtA hai ki isa pudgala

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144 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) ke phorsa kI vajaha se aisA ho rahA hogA, isalie phira pudgala ke phorsa ko kama kara deM, khAnA kama kara deM, usakA koI rAstA btaaie| dAdAzrI : lekina usase tujhe kyA? tujhe acchA nahIM lagatA ho to rAstA batA sakate haiN| tujhe to acchA lagatA hai na? praznakartA : aise lagAtAra acchA nahIM lgtaa| ve vicAra Ate haiM na, to thor3e vakta ke lie hI acchA lagatA hai| bAda meM kahIM aisA acchA lagatA hogA? dAdAzrI : nahIM, nhiiN| acchA lagatA hai matalaba sAina ho gaI na thor3I dera ke lie| tU agara virodhI ho to bAta kAma kii| praznakartA : pUre caubIsa ghaMToM meM maiM virodhI hI huuN| lekina ve saMyoga aise A milate haiM ki vicAra phUTeM to eka z2arA sA, eka minaTa ke lie acchA laga jAtA hai ki ye vicAra acche dAdAzrI : minaTa ke lie hI logoM ne zAdiyA~ kara lii| praznakartA : pUre dina maiM oNphisa meM 'dAdA, mujhe brahmacarya pAlana karane kI zakti dIjie' aise mA~gatA hI rahatA huuN| dAdAzrI : hA~, to mA~gatA raha na phir| lekina agara acchA lagatA hai to usameM harja nahIM hai na! aMdara haiM na, aise vyApArI haiM na! hara taraha ke vyApArI hote haiM na! nukasAna kareM aise vyApArI! kabhI agara DUba gae to kyA harja hai? praznakartA : lekina vaha jo Apa ekz2ekTa udAharaNa dete haiM na, ki bhAI eka bAra tU nadI meM DUba jAegA to? to vaha socane lagatA hai ki yadi eka bAra viSaya meM slipa ho jAU~gA to? dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina dUsarI bAra use jAgRti rahatI hai

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viSaya vicAra parezAna kareM taba... (khaM-2-4) na! sau dina taka taire lekina eka dina DUba gae to phira vyartha hI hai! 145 pichale janma kI mA~ Aja beTI bhI bana sakatI hai| jaisA kAkI bana sakatI hai, mAmI bana patnI bhI bana sakatI hai| aisA aura isa janma meM patnI bane RNa baMdhA ho vaisA hI hotA hai| sakatI hai, mausI bana sakatI hai, saba ho sakatA hai! yadi mA~ ho to vairAgya nahIM AegA? aisA samajhanA hai ! praznakartA : jaba taka kusaMga kA vAtAvaraNa hai, taba taka isakA niber3A nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : isa satsaMga se niber3A AtA hI hai na! apanI sArI mehanata miTTI meM milA detA hai kusaMga / praznakartA : kusaMga meM mAla phUTatA hai| dAdAzrI : kusaMga kI gaMdha hI aisI hai| kusaMga meM jAnA par3e to bhI pratikramaNa karanA par3egA / praznakartA : matalaba eka ora viSaya ke vicAra acche lagate haiM aura eka ora nahIM bhI lagate, isa prakAra donoM cIz2a hotI haiN| dAdAzrI : aisA nahIM calegA, agara brahmacArI rahanA ho to| varnA zAdI kara lo| bahuta lUz2a ho rahA ho to maz2abUta kara de aba ! aise pUchanA aura sArI bAtacIta karanA ! buddhi kI vakAlata, binA phIsa ke praznakartA : prakRti abhI bhI ekadama apanA svabhAva turaMta chor3atI nahIM hai na! vicAra vagairaha saba thor3A-thor3A rahatA hai| dAdAzrI : bahuta nahIM na lekina !

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146 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : nahIM, lekina abhI bhI agara vicAra A jAe~ to hama se vApasa aMdara se gar3abar3a bhI ho jAtI hai| dAdAzrI : jJAna turaMta hAz2ira ho jAtA hai na! praznakartA : jJAna hAz2ira rahatA hai lekina usa para thor3A vizvAsa rakhane jAe~ aura yaha vicAra AtA hai ki 'hameM kyA harja hai?' dAdAzrI : aisA kahatA hai?! use pahacAnatA nahIM hai ki yaha kauna kaha rahA hai? 'vakIla bola rahA hai,' aisA nahIM jAna jAtA? praznakartA : aMdara vakIla aisA kahatA hai| dAdAzrI : isIlie to tujhe maz2A A gayA na(!) praznakartA : usakA to nahIM mAna skte| dAdAzrI : kabhI mAnanA cAhie kyA, usa vakIla kA? tU mAnatA hai? acchA lagatA hai vaha ? praznakartA : aisA vicAra Ae na to turaMta ukhAr3akara pheMka dene cAhie, isake bajAya, 'dekhate haiM kyA ho rahA hai, sirpha vicAra hI AyA hai na!' vakIla aisA batAtA hai| dAdAzrI : taba to ArAma se zAdI karavA degaa| tujhe to harja hI nahIM hai, zAdI kA signala par3a gayA! praznakartA : nahIM cAhie aisA, lekina mana meM aisA hotA hai ki dAdA aisA kyoM kahate hoMge ki 'vicAroM ko ukhAr3akara turaMta pheMka denA cAhie?' dAdAzrI : vaha terA mAla hai na! bar3hatA hai viSaya kI liMka se vaha kahIM bhI baiThe hoM yA phira naukarI karate hue phurasata mile taba bhI yahI karate rho| oNphisa meM baiThe hue aura phurasata mile,

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viSaya vicAra parezAna kareM taba... (khaM-2-4) 147 taba bhI nizcaya maz2abUta kara lenA, thor3I der| do zabda par3ha le to kyA TAima lagegA usameM? isase liMka TUTa jAegI saarii| aMdara jo liMka cala rahI hoMgI na, ve TUTa jAe~gI saarii| tahasa-nahasa ho jaaeNgii| liMka tahasa-nahasa karanI haiN| liMkoM se viSaya bar3hatA hai| __ aMdara AnaMda hotA hai na, sAmAyika pratikramaNa karate ho usa samaya? jaise ki mukta hoM, aisA lagatA hai na? praznakartA : yaha citta jo bhaTaka rahA hotA thA, mana jo vicAra kara rahA hotA thA, vaha saba baMda ho jAtA hai, vahA~ sabhI cIjeM Thahara jAtI haiN| dAdAzrI : sabakucha Thahara jaaegaa| aisA hai na, Apa aura kucha seTa kara do to viSaya to dUra khar3A raha jaaegaa| aisA hai becaaraa| vaha to ghabarAtA hai becaaraa| jaise ki, agara yahA~ acche loga khar3e hoM, to usa samaya halkI jAti ke loga khar3e nahIM raheMge, usI trh| praznakartA : yaha Apa jaba se, do dina se bole ho na, to yoM aise parAkrama jaisA khar3A ho gayA hai ki yoM jitanI polampola cala rahI thI, vaha saba baMda ho gaI hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, baMda ho jAtI hai| yaha to dAdA ke ye zabda, sArI polampola sabakucha baMda ho jAtI hai| Apa dhyAna rakho to bahuta acchA hai| aMdara satarka aura isameM bhI satarka, lekina utanA hI yadi isameM satarka rahe to isameM pharsTaklAsa ho jaaegaa| vaha kuzalatA hai na eka prakAra kI! lekina kahe anusAra karoge to| bAra-bAra maukA nahIM milegA aisaa| yaha AkhirI maukA hai| uThA lo phAyadA isa AkhirI maukA kaa| kalA se kAma nikAlo kucha badalAva hone lage to kAgaz2a para likhakara mujhe ciTThI bheja denaa| anya sabhI galatiyA~ calA leNge| anya sabhI taraha kI

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) galatiyA~ nahIM calAe~ to iMsAna parezAnI meM par3a jAe, vaha parezAna ho jAegA becaaraa| khAne-pIne kI hI taqalIpha hai| phira agara khAnA nahIM khAne deM ki yaha nahIM khA sakate to vaha kyA kare ? kyA kue~ meM gira jAe? apane yahA~ sArI chUTa dI hai| khAnA bhAI, AiskrIma bhI khaanaa| kucha bhI karake tere mana ko mnaanaa| praznakartA : mana ko isa taraha manAne se pUrNa ho jAegA ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, pUrNa nahIM hogA / praznakartA to ? 148 dAdAzrI : apanA dina bIta jAegA na abhii| praznakartA : yAnI sirpha saMtoSa ke lie| lekina Age jAkara vApasa karanA to par3egA na ? dAdAzrI : vaha to phira se breka lagAnA vaaps| z2arA abhI kA pala guz2ara gyaa| usake bAda hathiyAra lekara usake pIche par3a jaanaa| abhI samaya nikAla do| Ter3hA pulisavAlA mila jAe to 'sAhaba, salAma' karake ekabAra khisaka jAnA aura bAda meM use dekha sakate haiN| bAda meM usake pIche pdd'eNge| lekina agara abhI DA~TeMge to nahIM clegaa| abhI hama hAtha laga gae, pakar3e gae to phira? kalA se kAma lenA par3egA aura mana to jar3a hai| vaha jar3a hai, isalie kisI kI sunatA nahIM hai na, hama kalA se kAma leMge to ThikAne para A jAegA ! vApasa aisA maukA nahIM milegA aura sarala tarIke se, kama mehanata meM aura vApasa AnaMdapUrvaka / pahale tapa karane par3ate the, ve bhI saba kaThora tapa / sahana hI nahIM ho sakate the, dekhate hI ghina aae| apanA jJAna hai isalie hameM to parezAnI hai hI nahIM / jJAna to mana ko dekhatA hai ki mana kyA kara rahA hai aura kyA nahIM ?

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viSaya vicAra parezAna kareM taba... (khaM-2-4) 149 aisA saba dekha sakatA hai| bAhara kramika mArga meM mana kI parezAnI aura (mIThI) goliyA~ khilAnI par3atI haiN| phira bhI, hameM bhI yadi kabhI khilAnI par3eM to khilA denaa|| isalie hama kahate haiM na ki goliyA~ khilAkara kAma lenaa| eka hI cIz2a nahIM jaMcatI, use aisA nahIM hai| use to sabhI bAteM, jisameM TesTa Ae, usameM a~catA hai!

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[5] nahIM calanA cAhie, mana ke kahe anusAra jJAna se karo svaccha, mana ko dAdAzrI : mana bigar3atA hai abhI bhI? praznakartA : bigar3atA hai| dAdAzrI : terI dukAna meM mAla hogA, taba taka bigar3egA lekina aba jo mAla hai, to phira use dho denaa| dhokara sApha karate ho yA nahIM karate? praznakartA : hA~, karatA huuN| dAdAzrI : yAnI svaccha jiivn| mana bhI nahIM bigar3e kabhI bhI! deha to bigar3e hI nahIM lekina mana bhI nahIM bigar3e aura bigar3a jAe to turaMta hI dhokara sApha karake, istrI karake eka tarapha rakha denaa| jahA~ jJAna hai, vahA~ saMsAra kA eka bhI vicAra nahIM AnA caahie| hameM saMsAra kA eka bhI vicAra nahIM aataa| vaha bhI strI kA? ye sabhI striyA~ baiThI haiM, lekina hameM strI se saMbaMdhita vicAra taka nahIM aate| arthAta saba khAlI ho jAnA caahie| praznakartA : ho jAnA cAhie yA kara denA cAhie? dAdAzrI : ho jAnA caahie| yaha mArga aisA hai ki Apako khAlI nahIM karanA pdd'egaa| apane Apa khAlI hotA rhegaa| hamArI AjJA meM rahoge to khAlI hotA rhegaa|

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nahIM calanA cAhie, mana ke kahe anusAra (khaM-2-5) 151 __ varnA mana ho jAe DhIlA praznakartA : hamane niyama liyA ho ki do hI roTiyA~ khAnI haiN| usake bAda mana ke kahe anusAra caleM to vaha niyama TUTa gayA, aisA huA na? dAdAzrI : mana ke kahe anusAra calanA hI nahIM caahie| mana kA kahA yadi apane jJAna ke anusAra cala rahA ho, to utanA eDajasTa kara sakate haiN| apane jJAna ke viruddha cale to baMda kara denA caahie| praznakartA : ataH mana ke kahe anusAra cale to niyama TUTa jAtA hai, aisA hai na? dAdAzrI : rahA hI kahA~ taba niyama? kisI kI bAta meM apanI hoziyArI lagAe~ to| lekina hameM to jJAna ke anusAra calanA hai| phira bhI, mana bhI niyamavAlA hai| isI vajaha se to isa jagat ke loga bahuta acchI taraha se raha sakate haiN| praznakartA : ajJAnatA ho, taba bhI agara niyama taya kare to ekz2ekTa usI taraha cala sakatA hai na? dAdAzrI : vaha taya kare ki mujhe niyama se hI calanA hai, taba phira niyama se hI clegaa| phira buddhi dakhala kare to vaisA hI ho jAtA hai| gAr3I niyama meM nahIM ho to kyA hogA? praznakartA : haaN| vyavahAra ulajha jAegA saaraa| dAdAzrI : hamArA mana bahuta kahatA hai ki yaha khAo, yaha khAo, lekina nhiiN| varnA vaza meM nahIM rhegaa| dera hI nahIM lagegI n| lekina jisakA hAvI ho gayA use pUre dina khiTapiTa rahatI hai| dayanIya sthiti! 'tU' to caMdreza ko rulAnevAlA AdamI hai| 'tU' koI aisA-vaisA AdamI hai? aura phira yaha mana to caMdreza kA hai, tujhe kyA lenA denA? aba tU hai shuddhaatmaa|

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152 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : bilkul| dAdAzrI : yaha mana, yaha to caMdreza kA hai| tujhe usa mana ke kahe anusAra nahIM calanA hai| jo mana ke kahe anusAra cale na, to usakA brahmacarya nahIM TikegA, kucha bhI nahIM ttikegaa| balki abrahmacarya ho jaaegaa| mana kA aura hamArA kyA lenAdenA? ___aba kisI ke gahane par3e hue hoM aura mana kahe ki koI nahIM hai, le lo na! lekina hameM samajhanA caahie| khuda kA calana nahIM rahe, to mana car3ha baiThatA hai| praznakartA : khuda ko samajha meM z2arUra AtA hai ki ye do ghaMTe vyartha cale ge| dAdAzrI : cale gae, vaha alaga cIz2a hai| vaha to ajAgRti ke kaarnn| lekina phira bhI mana car3ha nahIM baitthegaa| virodhI ke pakSakAra? praznakartA : eka bAra jaba hama satsaMga meM se uThakara bAhara cAya pIne gae the, taba Apane kahA thA ki bAkI sabhI cIz2oM meM aise chUTa rakhanA lekina sirpha brahmacarya ke bAre meM hI mana kI mata sunnaa| dAdAzrI : aura bAkI bAtoM meM sunoge? yadi tumheM TesTa AtA ho to mAno na! mujhe kyA Apatti hai? yaha to, agara brahmacarya ke bAre meM sunoge, taba bhI mujhe Apatti nhiiN| yaha to, Apa brahmacarya meM sTroMga(dRr3ha) raho, isalie kahanA cAhatA huuN| dhyeya ko nukasAna na pahu~cAe, isa hetu se aisA kahA thaa| use lekara agara tuma aisA kaho ki 'bAkI saba cIz2oM meM ArAma se mana kI sunnaa|' to tumhArA kAma ho gayA! kyA pAoge isase? kaisI vakAlata kara rahe ho? praznakartA : khuda kI laoN-buka(kAnUnI kitAba) meM le jAte haiN|

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nahIM calanA cAhie, mana ke kahe anusAra (khaM-2-5) 153 dAdAzrI : laoN-buka to vahI kI vhii| ye pakSakAra kaise iMsAna haiM? virodhI ke pakSakAra! aba samajha jaao| varnA calegA nahIM isa duniyA meN| mana calAe, maMDapa taka... dekho na, cAra sau sAla pahale kabIra jI ne kahA hai, kitane sayAne iMsAna! kahate haiM, 'mana kA calatA tana cale, tAkA sarvasva jaae|' sayAne nahIM the kabIrajI? aura yaha to mana ke kahe anusAra calate rahate haiN| agara mana kahe ki 'isase zAdI kro|' to zAdI kara loge? praznakartA : nhiiN| aisA nahIM hogaa| dAdAzrI : abhI to vaha bolegaa| aisA bolegA, usa samaya kyA karoge tuma? brahmacaryavrata kA pAlana karanA ho to sTroMga rahanA pdd'egaa| mana to aisA bhI kahegA aura tumase bhI khlvaaegaa| isIlie maiM kaha rahA thA na ki 'kala subaha zAyada tuma bhAga bhI jaaoge|' usakA kyA kAraNa hai? mana ke kahe anusAra calanevAle kA bharosA hI kyA? kyoMki tumhArA khuda kA calana nahIM hai| khuda ke calanavAlA aisA nahIM kregaa| isalie maiM tuma se kaha rahA thA ki aMdara mana kahegA, 'abhI to, yaha lar3akI acchI hai, aura aba harja nahIM hai| dAdAzrI kA AtmajJAna mila gayA hai, hmeN| aba kucha bAkI nahIM rhaa| usane bhI zAdI kara lI hai, aba purAve(eviDensa) meM khAsa kucha kamI nahIM hai| calo na, aba isameM kahA~ galatI ho gaI vApasa?! Upara se phAdara kA AzIrvAda brsegaa|' aMdara aisA batAegA aura agara tU bahaka gayA to vaha phajIhata kregaa| hama to tuma saba se kahate haiM ki 'bhAga jaaoge|' taba tU kahatA hai, 'bhAgakara hama jAe~ kahA~ ?' lekina kisa AdhAra para tuma bhAge binA nahIM rahoge? kyoMki tuma mana ke kahe anusAra calate ho|

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : aba hama yahA~ se kahIM bhI nahIM bhaageNge| dAdAzrI : are, lekina mana ke kahe anusAra calanevAlA iMsAna yahA~ se nahIM jAegA, vaha kisa gAranTI ke AdhAra para ? are, lo, maiM z2arA do dina taka terA pAnI hilAtA hU~ / are ! chapachapAU~ na, to parasoM hI tU calA jAegA! yaha to tujhe patA hI nahIM hai| tuma logoM ke mana kA kyA ThikAnA ? bilkula binA ThikAne kA mn| khuda ke senTara meM bhI nahIM khar3A hai| mana ke kahe anusAra hI to cala rahe ho abhI bhI / yaha 'nahIM bhAgeMge, nahIM bhAgeMge', vaha sirpha kahane ke lie hI lekina abhI to na jAne kyA karoge ? sTroMga iMsAna to kauna kahalAtA hai ki jo kisI kI bhI nahIM mAne / mana kI yA buddhi kI, yA ahaMkAra kI yA phira koI bhagavAna A jAe~, to unakI bhI nahIM maane| tuma logoM kI to bisAta hI kyA ? tU mujhase kaha rahA thA ki, 'smazAna meM jAU~ phira bhI mana Apatti nahIM uThAtA / ' lekina aura kahIM mana Apatti uThAe ki vahA~ nahIM jAnA hai, to nahIM jAtA ? 154 praznakartA : maiMne yahA~ dAdA ke pAsa Akara jo nizcaya kiyA hai, usa bAre meM mana kI kabhI nahIM sunI hai| dAdAzrI : aisA ? mana sIdhA bolatA bhI hai ? praznakartA : hA~, sIdhA bolatA hai| dAdAzrI : ulTA nahIM bolA hai, islie| thor3A-bahuta ulTA bolegA, use tuma nahIM sunoge, lekina agara sAta dina taka tumheM chor3e nahIM aura vApasa aMdara kahe, ' yaha jJAna vagairaha mila gayA hai, aba koI harja nahIM hai| logoM meM apanI bahuta vailyU hai| aisA hai, vaisA hai|' saba samajhA-bujhAkara calAegA tumheM ! praznakartA : aisA nahIM hogA aba / dAdAzrI : bAda meM tumheM nukasAna nahIM ho, isalie hama sAvadhAna

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nahIM calanA cAhie, mana ke kahe anusAra (khaM-2-5) 155 karake kahate hai ki isameM 'mana kA calatA' chor3a do cupacApa, apane svataMtra nizcaya se jiio| mana kI z2arUrata ho to lenA aura z2arUrata nahIM ho to chor3a do| eka ora rakha do use| lekina yaha mana to paMdraha-paMdraha dinoM taka ghumAkara phira zAdI karavA detA hai| bar3ebar3e saMta bhI ghabarA cuke haiM, to tuma logoM kI kyA bisAta? dhyeya kA hI nizcaya brahmacArI banane kA yaha nizcaya to terA hai! lekina yaha to tU mana ke kahe anusAra to sabakucha kara rahA hai to phira yaha saba terA hai hI kahA~? vaha to tere 'mana' ne kahA thA, usa hisAba se zAdI karane meM maz2A nahIM hai| to aisA saba tere 'mana' ne tujhe kahA thA aura tUne eksepTa kara liyA? praznakartA : aba nizcaya ho gayA hai na lekina? dAdAzrI : aba nizcaya terA hai| yadi use tU taya kare ki aba yaha hai merA nishcy| bAda meM mana se kaha denA ki, 'aba agara tU ulTA karegA, to terI bAta tU jAne!' aba to ise apane siddhAMta ke rUpa meM svIkAra karate haiM, to apanA hI kahalAegA, vaha nishcy| praznakartA : siddhAMta ke rUpa meM svIkAra karane ke bAda 'apanA', varnA 'mana' kA? dAdAzrI : to aura kisakA? usI kA hai| 'apanA' kahA~ hai yahA~ isa jAyadAda meM? jo apanI jAyadAda thI, use daboca liyA hai, aura usameM bhI apane kirAe ke makAna meM rahatA hai| usameM bhI vaha corI karatA hai na Upara se? kisI ke chata para se khaparaila kA Tukar3A gire aura laga jAe, phira bhI kucha nahIM bolate ho| kyoMki vahA~ mana kahegA ki 'kise kahU~ aba?' vaha to jaisA usakA mana sikhAtA hai, usI

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) anusAra vaha bolatA hai| apane pAsa abhI jo siddhAMta hai, mana usI ke anusAra calanA caahie| mana kA kahA nahIM mAnanA hai| sAmAyika meM calana, mana kA 156 praznakartA : sAmAyika meM baiThanA acchA nahIM lagatA / gullI mArane kA mana karatA hai| dAdAzrI : mana bhale hI cillAtA rahe lekina tujhe kyA lenA denA ? tere siddhAMta se viruddha cala rahA hai ? cala rahA hai, to calana usI kA hai abhI bhI / vaha manA kare to tumheM kyA ? vaha to sAmAyika hI nahIM karane degaa| praznakartA : pahale zurUAta meM maiM eka-do sAla regyulara sAmAyika karatA thA / vaha mujhe acchA lagatA thA, tb| dAdAzrI : to tU, 'pasaMda-nApasaMda' vahI mArga para hai na? Upara se kaha rahA hai ki mujhe acchA lagatA thA ! mana kI sune vaha iMsAna hI nahIM kahalAegA, vaha mazInarI nahIM kahalAegA to aura kyA kahalAegA? khuda kA calana nahIM hai ? tuma loga puruSa bane ho na? mana agara satsaMga meM Ane ke lie manA kare to kyA karoge ? vahA~ mana kI mAnate ho? aise mAnoge to phira bhaTaka jAoge na ! rahA hI kyA phira? jAnavara bhI usakI sunate haiM aura tuma bhI usakI sunate ho| kaIM bAra mana ke viruddha karate ho yA nahIM ? praznakartA: kaIM bAra / dAdAzrI : acchA hai| jo mana ke calAne se cale, vaha to mikenikala kahalAtA hai| aMdara peTrola bhara de to mazIna calatI rahatI hai| kyA tujhe bhI aisA hotA hai ? taba to tujhe zAdI nahIM karanI hogI, phira bhI zAdI karavA degA ! praznakartA : isameM aisA nahIM hogaa|

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nahIM calanA cAhie, mana ke kahe anusAra (khaM-2-5) 157 dAdAzrI : kaise iMsAna ho? apanI icchA anusAra nahIM calane de| to phira khuda kA calana hI nahIM hai| praznakartA : sAmAyika karane kI icchA itanI sTroMga nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : oho, taba to yaha sArA dharma karane kI icchA bhI nahIM hai| isameM bhI sTroMga nahIM hai na phira! sAmAyika matalaba ar3atAlIsa minaTa kI cIz2a hai| ar3atAlIsa minaTa taka ThikAne nahIM raha sakate, to brahmacarya kA pAlana kaise kara sakegA? usake bajAya to cupacApa zAdI kara le to acchaa| yaha brahmacarya pAlana karate haiM, to usameM brahmacarya yAnI khuda kA nishcybl| koI DigA na sake, aisaa| jo kisI ke kahe anusAra cale, vaha brahmacaryapAlana kaise kara sakegA? brahmacaryavAlA iMsAna to kaisA hotA hai? are!! sTroMga puruSa! ucca manobalavAlA! ve kahIM aise hote hoMge? isIlie to maiM bArabAra kahatA hU~ ki, 'tuma cale jAoge, zAdI kara loge|' taba tuma kahate ho ki 'Apa aise AzIrvAda mata dIjie!' maiMne kahA, 'maiM AzIrvAda nahIM de rahA huuN| tumhArA bhesa dikhA rahA hU~!' abhI se yadi sAvadhAna nahIM ho jAoge aura khuda ke hAtha meM lagAma nahIM le loge to khatma! gAr3I kahA~ le jA rahe ho? taba kahatA hai, 'baila jahA~ le jAe vahA~!' baila jisa dizA meM jAe, usa dizA meM gAr3I jAne degA koI? baila isa ora jA rahA ho to mAraThokakara, kaise bhI karake, isa ora mor3a letA hai| khuda ke taya kie rAste para hI le jAegA na? / praznakartA : taya kie rAste para hI le jaaegaa| dAdAzrI : jabaki tuma loga to baila kI icchAnusAra gAr3I calAte ho| 'vaha isa ora jA rahA hai to maiM kyA karU~?' kahate haiM! usase acchA to zAdI kara lo na zAMti se! gAr3I isa ora

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158 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) jA rahI ho to artha hI nahIM hai na! nizcayabala hai nhiiN| khuda kA kucha hai nhiiN| khuda kI koI kAbiliyata hai nhiiN| tujhe kyA lagatA hai ? gAr3I jAne denI cAhie? praznakartA : nahIM jAne denI caahie| dAdAzrI : to kyoM ye gAr3iyA~ jA rahI haiM? praznakartA : Apa batAte haiM na taba patA calatA hai ki yaha mana ke kahe anusAra kiyA thaa| varnA patA hI nahIM cltaa| dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina patA calane ke bAda samajha jAegA yA nahIM? praznakartA : samajha jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : aba vApasa parasoM Apa aisA kahoge ki, 'mujhe bhItara se aisA lagA, isalie uTha gayA sAmAyika karate karate!' praznakartA : sAmAyika karane baiThate haiM to maz2A nahIM aataa| dAdAzrI : maz2A nahIM A rahA ho to usameM harja nhiiN| lekina mana ke kahe anusAra kare to, vaha nahIM calA skte| praznakartA : lekina maz2A nahIM AtA, isalie aisA lagatA hai ki aba nahIM baiThanA hai| dAdAzrI : lekina yoM 'mana ke kahe anusAra calanA hai' aisI icchA nahIM hai na terI? praznakartA : aisA to aba patA calA na! dAdAzrI : maz2A nahIM AtA, vaha alaga bAta hai| maz2A to, hama samajhate haiM ki ise inTaresTa(rasa) kahIM aura hai, isameM inTaresTa kama hai| inTaresTa to hama lA deNge| praznakartA : maz2A nahIM AtA isalie mana batAtA hai ki 'aba jAnA hai|'

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nahIM calanA cAhie, mana ke kahe anusAra (khaM-2-5) 159 dAdAzrI : maiM mana kI vaha bAta nahIM kara rahA huuN| maz2e kA aura mana kA koI lenA denA nahIM hai| praznakartA : maz2A nahIM AtA taba phira aisA lagatA hai ki sAmAyika meM nahIM baiThanA hai| dAdAzrI : maz2A kyoM nahIM AtA, vaha maiM jAnatA huuN| praznakartA : mujhe sAmAyika meM kucha dikhatA hI nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : kaise dikhegA lekina, jahA~ ye sArI gar3abar3a cala rahI ho? praznakartA : jaba khuda ko patA calegA ki ye saba gar3abar3iyA~ kI haiM, usake bAda dikhegA na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina pahale to khuda ko vahA~ taka samajha pahu~cI hI nahIM hai na! jaba taka use vaha samajha meM nahIM AegA, taba taka dikhegA kaise? ye kyA kahanA cAhate haiM, vahI samajha nahIM pahu~cI na? usameM dRSTAMta de rahA hU~, gAr3I kA dRSTAMta batAyA, mikenikala kA dRSTAMta batAyA, lekina eka bhI samajha pahu~ca nahIM rahI hai aNdr| aba koI kyA kare? praznakartA : philma kI taraha dikhanA cAhie na? dAdAzrI : kaise dekhegA lekina? Apa dekhanevAle nahIM ho, gAr3I ke mAlika nahIM ho na? mAlika banoge to dikhegaa| abhI to Apa baila ke kahe anusAra cala rahe ho| isalie use koI philma nahIM dikhtii| khuda ke nizcaya se cale, use dikhatA hai sbkuch| praznakartA : sAmAyika karane meM inTaresTa nahIM hai, isalie aisA hotA hai na? dAdAzrI : inTaresTa nahIM ho, use calA leMge, ise nahIM calA skte| isake jaisI mUrkhatA koI karatA hogA? to vaha kyA dekhakara karatA hogA?

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160 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : 'maiM aisA kara rahA hU~' aisA abhI bhI patA nahIM cala rahA hai, samajha meM nahIM A rhaa| dAdAzrI : samajha meM hI nahIM A rahA? kaba AegA samajha meM? do-tIna janmoM ke bAda samajhegA? zAdI kara legA to vaha samajhA degii| 'samajha meM nahIM A rahA hai,' kaha rahA hai? yaha baila gAr3I kA dRSTAMta batAyA, phira nizcayabala kI bAta kii| jo apanA taya kiyA huA, nahIM karane de, kyA usakI sunanI cAhie? mA~-bApa kI nahIM sunate aura mana kI kImata z2yAdA mAnate haiM, aisA? praznakartA : lekina mujhe sAmAyika meM kucha dikhatA hI nahIM dAdAzrI : kyA dekhanA hotA hai, jo dikhegA? praznakartA : Apa kahate haiM na ki 'cAra sAla taka kA dikhatA hai saaraa|' dAdAzrI : vaha aise nahIM dikhtaa| vaha to, gaharA utarane ko kahate haiM, taba dikhatA hai| jo mana ke kahe anusAra caleM, ve saba bailagAr3I jaise hI haiM na?! phira dikhegA kaise? 'dekhanevAlA' alaga honA cAhie, khuda ke nizcayabalavAlA! ___abhI taka mana kA kahA hI kiyA hai| usI kI vajaha se yaha sArA AvaraNa AyA hai| praznakartA : sAmAyika kara rahe hoM aura mana sAmAyika karane ke lie manA kare, taba kyA vaha udayakarma hai? dAdAzrI : udayakarma kaba kahalAtA hai ki nizcaya hone ke bAvajUda nizcaya ko Tikane nahIM de, taba udayakarma kahalAtA hai|

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nahIM calanA cAhie, mana ke kahe anusAra (khaM-2-5) 161 praznakartA : vicAra udayakarma ke adhIna to nahIM phUTate haiM na? dAdAzrI : lekina agara apanA nizcaya ho to sAmAyika krnaa| nizcaya nahIM ho, bhItara prakRti ko anukUla nahIM ho to mata krnaa| bAkI vicAra, ve to udayakarma ke adhIna Ate haiN| 'unheM hameM dekhanA hai', vaha apane puruSArtha kI bAta hai| vicAroM ko dekheM to, vahIM para vaha udayakarma khatma ho jAtA hai| dekhate hI khatma! unameM pariNamana ho jAe, (usa rUpa ho jAe~) taba to udayakarma zurU ho jAegA! dhyeya anusAra calAo.... abhI to choTI bAtoM meM, eka taya kara liyA hai ki mana kA nahIM sunanA matalaba jitanA kAma kA ho utanA sunanA hai aura kAma kA nahIM ho use nhiiN| gAr3I apane taya kie rAste para cala rahI ho to hameM calane denA hai aura bAda meM yadi yoM ghUma jAe to hameM dhyeya anusAra calAnA hai| hara eka cIz2a meM aisA karanA hotA hai| yaha to kahegA, 'yaha isa ora daur3a rahI hai| aba maiM kyA karU~?' aba usa bailagAr3I ko koI ghara meM ghusane degA? praznakartA : nhiiN| lekina aMdara jo acchI lagatI ho, vaha cIz2a nahIM karanI hai? dAdAzrI : aisA karanA kise acchA lagatA hogA? maiM kyA nAztA nahIM karatA? lekina use aisA rakhanA hai ki nApasaMda hai| praznakartA : hama to aisA rakhate haiM ki subaha uThakara Apake pAsa AnA hai| anya koI nizcaya nhiiN| kucha bAtoM meM mana kA kahA sunate haiN| jo vyavahAra mAnya ho, vaisaa| dAdAzrI : apane kahe anusAra clnaa| apanI z2arUrata ho, apanA dhyeya ho, usa anusAra clnaa| hama borasada jAne nikale, phira AdhA

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162 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) mIla cale, phira mana kahe, ki 'Aja rahane do na!' taba vApasa calA jAtA hai yaha to| to vahA~ para vApasa nahIM jAnA hai| loga bhI kyA kaheMge? yaha beakla hai yA kyA hai? jAkara vApasa A ge| tumhArA ThikAnA nahIM hai kyA? loga aisA kaheMge yA nahIM kaheMge? mokSa meM jAne kA nizcaya hai kyA terA? usameM kucha bIca meM Ae to? mana aMdara zora macA de to? praznakartA : phira bhI nizcaya nahIM ddigegaa| dAdAzrI : vaha iMsAna khlaaegaa| ina saba kA kyA karanA hai? tujhe ye sabhI bAteM samajha meM AtI hai? praznakartA : thor3A thor3A samajha meM A rahA hai| mujhe to aisA hI lagatA hai ki merA nizcaya hai| dAdAzrI : kaisA nizcaya? mana ke kahe anusAra to calatA hai! nizcayavAle kA mana aisA hotA hogA? mana hotA hai, lekina helpiMga hotA hai, sirpha khuda kI z2arUrata jitanA hii| jaise ki jo baila hotA hai, vaha khuda ke mAlika ke kahe anusAra calatA hai na! lekina hameM idhara jAnA ho aura ve udhara jA rahA hoM to? bhale hI zora macAe~ praznakartA : mana ko inTaresTa nahIM Ae, to vaha zora macAegA na? dAdAzrI : bhale hI zora macAe! sabhI ke mana aise hI zora macAte haiN| mana to zora mcaaegaa| vaha to TAima ho jAe taba zora macAtA hai| zora macAe, usameM kyA dAvA karegA? thor3I dera bAda phira kucha bhI nahIM, jaba usakI muddata pUrI ho jAe tb| phira pUre dina zora nahIM mcaaegaa| yadi usameM tU pha~sa gayA to phNsaa| varnA agara nahIM pha~sA to kucha bhI nahIM, tU sTroMga raha na! praznakartA : kabhI-kabhI sTroMga raha sakate haiN|

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nahIM calanA cAhie, mana ke kahe anusAra (khaM-2-5) 163 dAdAzrI : terA mana to kyA kahegA, 'yaha par3hAI bhI pUrI nahIM karanI hai|' aisA kahe to kyA vaisA karegA? praznakartA : dAdA kaheMge, vaisA kruuNgaa| dAdAzrI : kyA hama terA ahita kareMge? tuma loga apanA ahita kara sakate ho lekina hama se aisA nahIM hogA na! hamAre Taca meM Ae isalie ApakA hita karane ke lie hI hama sabhI davAI de dete haiN| phira bhI agara mana nahIM sudhare to phira vaha usakA hisaab| sabhI taraha kI davAIyA~ dete haiM aura davAIyA~ to aisI dete haiM ki sabakucha ThIka ho jaae| phira bhI yadi khuda Ter3hA ho to pIegA hI nahIM na! praznakartA : nAka dabAkara mu~ha meM DAla denaa| dAdAzrI : nAka kauna dabAegA? yaha nAka dabAne se ho jAe, aisA nahIM hai| tU nahIM kaha rahA thA ki mujhe skUla jAnA acchA nahIM lagatA? nizcaya to honA hI cAhie na ki mujhe skUla pUrA karanA hai| phira aisA karanA hai, vaisA karanA hai| phira hamezA ke lie saba ke sAtha saMga meM rahanA hai| brahmacarya pAlana karanA hai| aisI apanI yojanA honI caahie| yaha to, binA yojanA ke jIvana jIne kA kyA artha hai? praznakartA : kaoNleja meM jAnA to mujhe bhI acchA nahIM lgtaa| dAdAzrI : kaoNleja meM jAnA hI par3egA na! sabhI ke mana kA samAdhAna karanA hI cAhie na? phAdara-madara, unake mana kA samAdhAna karake mokSa meM jAnA hai| varnA tU kaise mokSa jA pAegA? yoM balavA karake ghara meM se bhAga jAoge to kyA pUrA ho jAegA?! to kyA mokSa ho jAegA? yAnI tarachor3a (tiraskAra sahita dutkAranA) nahIM laganI caahie| praznakartA : isa brahmacarya ke bAre meM karma kA siddhAMta lAgU hotA hai?

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164 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : sirpha brahmacarya hI aisA hai ki Apa nibhA sakate ho| kisI ne taya kiyA ho ki zAdI nahIM karanI hai, to nibhA skoge| apanA jJAna aisA hai, isalie nibhA sakate haiN| anya karma to chor3eMge hI nahIM na? praznakartA : yaha zAdIvAlA karma hamAre pIche nahIM par3egA? dAdAzrI : bahuta gAr3ha hogA to pIche pdd'egaa| aura yadi vaha gAr3ha hogA to pahale se hI patA cala jaaegaa| usakI gaMdha A jaaegii| lekina vaha jJAna se rAha para A jAtA hai| apanA yaha jJAna aisA hai ki isa karma ko khatma kara sakatA hai| lekina ye dUsare karma to khatma nahIM ho sakate na! ye to, jaise choTe-choTe baccoM ne taya kiyA ho na ki 'hameM zAdI nahIM karanI hai,' usa taraha kI bAteM haiN| kitanA to samajhe bagaira hA~kate rahate haiN| zAdI nahIM karoge, usameM harja nhiiN| 'vyavasthita' meM ho aura zAdI nahIM karoge to hameM harja nahIM hai| lekina 'vyavasthita' meM nahIM ho aura bAda meM bar3I umra meM zora macAe ki maiM zAdI kie binA raha gayA, to kauna kanyA degA? jisake vyavasthita meM brahmacarya hai vaha brahmacarya pAlana kara sakatA hai, kyoMki vaha mana kI mAnatA hI nahIM hai| bilkula bhI nahIM na! mana kI koI bhI bAta nahIM mAnanI caahie| apane abhiprAya kI hI mAnanA agara mana kA z2arA sA bhI suneM to phira agalI bAra vApasa car3ha baitthegaa| praznakartA : mana batAe ki 'satsaMga meM baiThanA hai,' to? dAdAzrI : apanA abhiprAya vahI rahe to vaisA krnaa| apane abhiprAya meM ho to krnaa| abhiprAya nahIM ho to nhiiN| praznakartA : merA mana aisA saba batAtA hai ki satsaMga meM baiThanA hai, dAdA ke pAsa jAnA hai| dAdAzrI : merA kahanA hai ki yadi mana apane abhiprAya ke anusAra cala rahA ho to hameM eksepTa hai|

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nahIM calanA cAhie, mana ke kahe anusAra (khaM-2-5) 165 praznakartA : mujhe aMdara aisA to hai hI ki jJAnIpuruSa ke satsaMga meM hI par3e rahanA hai| dAdAzrI : vaha saba ThIka hai| mana aise abhiprAyavAlA ho jAe to acchA hai, lekina mana jaba virodha karegA, usa samaya tujhe DUbA degaa| ___ nahIM calegA vevariMga mAinDa isameM... apanA Aja kA jJAna brahmacarya pAlana karane kA ho aura pichalA jJAna brahmacarya pAlana meM sahamata rahatA hai| chaH mahIne bAda vApasa naI hI taraha kA bolatA hai ki 'zAdI karanI caahie'| isa prakAra, mana kI sthiti kabhI bhI eka samAna nahIM rahatI, DA~vADola hotI hai, virodhAbhAsavAlI hotI hai| praznakartA : chaH mahIne bAda mana zAdI kA batAtA hai, alagaalaga batAtA hai| to yadi aisA kucha vakta jJAna meM bIta jAe to phira mana eka jaisA batAne lagegA na? phira ulTA-sIdhA batAnA baMda nahIM ho jAegA? dAdAzrI : nahIM, aisA nahIM hotaa| bUr3hA ho jAe phira bhI zAdI karane kA kaha sakatA hai! khuda mana se kahatA bhI hai ki 'aba umra ho gaI, cupa baiTha!' ataH mana kA ThikAnA nahIM hai| aisA samajhakara mana meM tanmayAkAra honA hI nahIM hai| apane abhiprAya ko mAphika Ae, utanA mana eksepttedd| jahA~ siddhAMta hai brahmacarya kA... praznakartA : isameM hama siddhAMta kise kaheMge? dAdAzrI : hamane jo taya kiyA ho ki bhaI, hameM brahmacarya pAlana karanA hai| to phira kyA mana kI sunanI cAhie? praznakartA : phira usa bAre meM sunanI hI nahIM hai|

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166 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : 'sunanI hI nahIM hai,' yaha to bahuta samajhadArI kI bAta kara rahA hai lekina agara chaH mahIne taka lagAtAra aisA kahe, taba tU kyA karegA vahA~ ? jahA~ chor3e hI nahIM, vahA~ ? aba, vaha jaba aisI bAteM rakhegA, taba deha bhI nahIM chodd'egii| deha bhI usakI ora mur3a jaaegii| matalaba sabhI eka ora ho jaaeNge| ve saba tujhe pheMka deNge| isalie kaha hI denA, 'itanI cIjeM hamAre niyama se bAhara hai, unameM tujhe kucha bhI nahIM karanA hai|' praznakartA : to phira vahA~ kyA sTepa kaise leM? dAdAzrI : sTroMga rhnaa| maiM kahatA hU~ ki yadi aisA nikale to Apa choTI se choTI bAta ke lie bhI sTroMga rhnaa| z2arA sI bhI usakI mAna loge to vaha Apako pheMka degA, isalie use kaha denA ki 'itanI bAta meM tujhe hamAre niyama se bAhara bilkula bhI alaga nahIM calanA hai| choTI se choTI bAta meM bhI jAgRti rakho varnA phira vaha DhIlA par3a jaaegaa| praznakartA : phira apane dUsare siddhAMta? dAdAzrI : itanA karo to bahuta ho gayA! dekho vApasa dUsare pUcha rahA hai! bAkI kA phira calA leNge| tujhe karele kI sabjI pasaMda ho aura mana kahe ki, 'z2yAdA khAo' aura dhyeya ko nukasAna nahIM karatA ho aura thor3A z2yAdA khA liyA to calA leMge! aisA nahIM kahA hai tuma logoM ko? praznakartA : hA~, brahmacarya kA siddhAMta, vaha apanA inDIvijyuala (vyaktigata) huaa| lekina jaba do iMsAnoM kA vyavahAra AtA hai, taba mana sabakucha batAtA hai, lekina agara jJAna se dekhane jAe~ to sabakucha oNna da spoTa khatma ho jAegA sb| lekina vyavahAra pUrA karanA par3e, aisA hai, z2immedArI hai aura usake rijalTsa (pariNAma) dUsare ko sparza karate haiN| vahA~ mana kucha batAe to kyA karanA cAhie?

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nahIM calanA cAhie, mana ke kahe anusAra (khaM-2-5) 167 dAdAzrI : apanA mukhya siddhAMta nahIM TUTanA caahie| 'brahmacarya pAlana karanA hai,' yaha siddhAMta nahIM TUTanA caahie| bAkI saba to khuda kA vyavahAra sa~bhAlane ke lie thor3A bahuta karanA par3atA hai| tU vahA~ so mata jaanaa| yahA~ ghara para sonaa| vahA~ aisA saba kara sakate ho tum| lekina bAkI saba meM to brahmacarya pAlana karanA aura abrahmacarya kA saudA karanA, ye donoM sAtha meM nahIM clegaa| usase acchA to zAdI kara lenaa| dahI meM aura dUdha meM donoM meM nahIM rahA jA sktaa| phira to bhagavAna Ae~ taba bhI aisA kaha denA ki 'nahIM maanuuNgaa'| bAkI saba calA leNge| yadi tumheM siddhAMta kA pAlana karanA ho to| praznakartA : mana ghera le, deha ghera le, aisI sthiti khar3I na ho jAe, usake lie usake sTArTiMga paoNinTa se hI (zurUAta meM) sAvadhAnI se calanA hai? dAdAzrI : cAroM ora se sabhI saMyoga ghera lete haiM, deha bhI bahuta puSTi batAegI, mana bhI puSTi batAegA, buddhi use helpa karegI aura Apako akele ko pheMka degii| praznakartA : mana kA sunanA zurU kiyA, tabhI se khuda kA varcasva calA hI gayA na? dAdAzrI : mana kA sunanA hI nahIM caahie| khuda AtmA hai, cetn| mana jo hai vaha nizcetana cetana hai, jisameM bilkula bhI cetana nahIM hai| mAtra kahane ke lie, vyavahAra ke lie hI cetana kahalAtA hai| vaha to tIna dina taka mana pIche par3A rahe to usa samaya Apa 'calo, calate haiM phira' kahoge na! tere pIche kabhI mana par3A hai? aise karanA par3A hai kabhI kucha? pahale manA kiyA, manA kiyA, phira mana bahuta pIche par3e to kara detA hai tU? praznakartA : hA~, aisA huA hai| dAdAzrI : isakA kyA kAraNa hai? mana bahuta kahatA rahe

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168 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) to phira usa rUpa ho jAte ho| isalie sAvadhAna rhnaa| mana tumhAre abhiprAya ko khA nahIM jAnA caahie| abhiprAya meM rahakara vaha jojo kAma karatA hai, ve hameM eksepTa haiN| tumhAre siddhAMta ko tor3anevAlA honA hI nahIM caahie| kyoMki 'tuma' svataMtra ho gae ho, jJAna lekr| pahale to mana ke hI adhIna the 'tum'| 'mana kA calatA tana cale!' hI thA na! praznakartA : arthAt brahmacarya kA siddhAMta yaha bahuta bar3I aura anivArya cIz2a hai| dAdAzrI : itanI hI cIz2a hai na! sabase bar3I cIz2a yahI hai na! yahI cIz2a puruSArtha karane yogya hai| ___ calo, siddhAMta ke anusAra abhI to tumhArA mana tumhArI aise helpa karatA hai ki 'zAdI karane jaisA nahIM hai, zAdI meM bahuta du:kha hai|' sabase pahale yaha siddhAMta batAnevAlA tumhArA mana thaa| yaha siddhAMta tuma ne jJAna se taya nahIM kiyA thA, yaha tumhAre mana se taya kiyA hai| 'mana' ne tumheM siddhAMta batAyA ki 'aise kro'| praznakartA : brahmacarya pAlana karane kA siddhAMta mana batAtA hai, usI prakAra yaha viSaya se saMbaMdhita bAteM bhI mana hI batAtA dAdAzrI : usakA TAima AegA, taba cha: chaH mahIne, bArahabAraha mahIne taka vaha batAtA hI rhegaa| praznakartA : vaha bhI mana hI? dAdAzrI : haaN| sabhI sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDensa ikaTThe ho jAte haiM, tb| maiM ina saba se kahatA hU~ ki 'mana ke kahe anusAra kyoM calate ho? mana mAra ddaalegaa|' tuma ne jo brahmacarya kA niyama liyA, vaha bhI mana ke kahe

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nahIM calanA cAhie, mana ke kahe anusAra (khaM-2-5) 169 anusAra hI kiyA hai| yaha siddhAMta jo hai, vaha jJAna se taya nahIM kiyA hai| 'mana' ne aise kahA ki, isameM kyA maz2A hai? ye loga zAdI karake duHkhI hai| aisA hai, vaisA hai, 'mana' ne aisI jo dalIleM kI, una dalIloM ko eksepTa karake tuma ne svIkAra kiyaa| praznakartA : to jJAna se yaha siddhAMta nahIM pakar3A hai, abhI taka? dAdAzrI : jJAna se kahA~ pakar3A hai? yaha to abhI bhI mana kI dalIla para calA hai| aba tumheM jJAna milA hai, to aba jJAna se usa dalIla ko tor3a do| usakA calana hI baMda kara do| kyoMki duniyA meM sirpha AtmajJAna hI aisA hai ki jo mana ko vaza kara sakatA hai| mana ko dabAkara nahIM rakhanA hai| mana ko vaza karanA hai| vaza yAnI jItanA hai| hama donoM kica-kica kareM, to usameM jItegA kauna? tujhe samajhAkara maiM jIta jAU~ to phira tU parezAna nahIM karegA na? aura binA samajhAe jIta jAU~ to? praznakartA : samAdhAna ho jAe to mana kucha bhI nahIM khegaa| dAdAzrI : hA~, samAdhAnavAlA vyavahAra honA caahie| tumheM yaha brahmacarya kA kisane sikhAyA? brahmacarya ko ye loga kyA samajheM? ye to aisA samajhA hai ki 'ghara meM jhagar3e hai, isalie zAdI karane meM maz2A nhiiN| aba akele par3e raheM to acchA hai|' praznakartA : kyA aisA hai ki mana jitanA vairAgya batAtA hai, utanA hI vApasa eka dina aisA bhI btaaegaa| dAdAzrI : mana kA svabhAva kyA hai? vaha virodhAbhAsI hai, vaha donoM tattva batAtA hai| isalie sAvadhAna rahane ko kahatA huuN| praznakartA : eka bAra mana brahmacarya kA, vairAgya kA batAegA, vaise hI rAga bhI batAegA, aisA hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, bilkula! phira vaha rAga kA dikhaaegaa|

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170 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA: aisA phorsa hotA hai ? dAdAzrI : usase z2yAdA hotA hai aura kama bhI hotA hai| usakA koI niyama nahIM hai| I siddhAMta kyA kahatA hai ? garama nAztA khaao| ThaMDA mata lenA / phira bhI roz2a do maThiyA khilAte haiN| mana agara kahe ki, 'pA~ca maThiyA khAne haiN'| taba hama kahate haiM ki, 'phira kabhI, abhI nahIM mileNge| isa divAlI ke bAda / ' aisA bhI kahatA hU~ / praznakartA : matalaba pArziyala ( aMzataH ) siddhAMta kA mAnA aura pArziyala mana kA mAnA, taba usakA samAdhAna huA na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, aisA nhiiN| vaha siddhAMta ko nukasAna nahIM pahu~cAtA ho, to aisI bAtoM meM use z2arA nobiliTI caahie| vahA~ nobala rahanA cAhie hameM / tumheM kyA lagatA hai isameM? tumhArA nizcaya mana se kiyA huA hai yA samajhasahita ? praznakartA : mana se hI kiyA hai| dAdAzrI : jJAna hai, isalie ho sakatA hai| varnA maiM tumheM kahatA hI nahIM na! kucha bhI nahIM bolatA / jJAna nahIM hotA to maiM tuma se isa siddhAMta kI bAta hI nahIM karatA / ho hI nahIM sakatA iMsAna se / nizcaya, jJAna aura mana ke praznakartA : mana ke AdhAra para kiyA huA nizcaya aura jJAna se kiyA huA nizcaya, usakA DimArkezana (bheda) kaise ho sakatA hai ? dAdAzrI : jJAna se kie hue nizcaya meM to bahuta suMdara ho sakatA hai| vaha to bahuta alaga cIz2a hai / mana ke sAtha kaise vyavahAra

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nahIM calanA cAhie, mana ke kahe anusAra (-2-5) 171 karanA, vaha sArI samajha to hotI hI hai| use pUchane nahIM jAnA par3atA ki mujhe kyA karanA cAhie?! jJAna se kiyA huA nizcaya, usakI to bAta hI alaga hai na! yaha to tuma logoM kA mana se kiyA huA hai na?! isalie tumheM jAnanA cAhie ki kisI dina car3ha baitthegaa| vApasa mana hI car3ha baiThegA! jisa 'mana' ne isa Trena meM biThAyA, vahI 'mana' Trena meM se girA sakatA hai| matalaba jJAna se baiThe hue hooge to nahIM girA sktaa| praznakartA : abhI taka mana se kiyA huA nizcaya, vaha jJAna se ho jAe usake lie kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : aba jJAna se Apako use phiTa kara denA hai, matalaba brahmacarya kI Dora apane hAtha meM A jAnI caahie| phira mana bhale hI kitanA bhI zora macAe phira bhI usakA kucha calegA nhiiN| do-pA~ca sAla taka tU virodha kare aura vaha kahe, 'zAdI kara, zAdI kr'| aura sabhI saMyoga viparIta ho jAe~, phira bhI hameM vicalita nahIM honA hai| kyoMki AtmA alaga hai, sabhI se| sabhI saMyoga, viyogI svabhAva ke hai| praznakartA : nizcaya agara jJAna se huA ho to mana usakA virodha karegA hI nahIM na, aisA? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| nahIM hogaa| nizcaya agara jJAna se huA ho to usakI phAunDezana(nIva) hI alaga taraha kI hotI hai na! usake sabhI phAunDezana Ara.sI.sI. ke hote haiN| aura ye to ror3e kA, aMdara kaMkrITa kiyA huaa| phira darAreM par3a hI jAe~gI na? AptaputroM kI pAtratA praznakartA : ApakI dRSTi meM kaisA hai? ye loga (Aptaputra) kisa taraha se taiyAra hone cAhie? dAdAzrI : sepha sAiDa! aura kisI cIz2a kA jJAna nahIM ho,

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172 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) to usameM harja nhiiN| dUsare logoM ko upadeza denA, vagairaha nahIM ho to usameM harja nahIM hai| unake jo siddhAMta haiM, unakI sepha sAiDa meM raha ske| praznakartA : yAnI brahmacarya kA siddhAMta? dAdAzrI : sirpha brahmacarya nahIM, hara taraha kA siddhaaNt| kisI ke sAtha kaSAya nahIM ho| kisI ke sAtha kaSAya karanA, vaha gunAha hai| jJAna milane ke bAda kaSAya karanA zobhA hI nahIM detA na! brahmacarya aura kaSAya kA abhaav| praznakartA : sepha sAiDa kI bAunDrI kauna sI? dAdAzrI : sAmanevAlA vyakti hameM alaga mAne aura hama use eka maaneN| vaha hameM alaga mAna sakatA hai, kyoMki vaha buddhi ke adhIna hai, islie| alaga mAnate haiM na? hamameM buddhi nahIM honI cAhie tAki ekatA lage, abhedatA! praznakartA : sAmanevAlA bheda hI DAlatA rahe taba? dAdAzrI : vaha to balki acchA hai| usameM buddhi hai, isalie vaha aura kyA kara sakatA hai? usake pAsa jo hathiyAra hai, vahI istemAla karegA na?! praznakartA : to hameM kaise abhedatA rakhanI hai usake sAtha? dAdAzrI : lekina vaha jo kucha kara rahA hai, vaha to paravaza hokara kara rahA hai na becArA! aura usameM vaha doSita kahA~ hai? vaha to karuNA rakhane jaise haiN| praznakartA : usa para thor3I dera karuNA rahatI hai| phira aisA lagatA hai ki, 'isa para to karuNA rakhane jaisA bhI nahIM hai|' aisA hotA hai| dAdAzrI : oho! aisA to kaha hI nahIM skte| aisA abhiprAya

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nahIM calanA cAhie, mana ke kahe anusAra (khaM-2-5) 173 to bahuta DAuna le jAegA hameM! aisA nahIM kaha skte| praznakartA : karuNA rakhane jaisI nahIM hai, vaha Dabala ahaMkAra kahalAegA! dAdAzrI : ahaMkAra kA savAla nahIM hai| 'karuNA rakhane jaisI nahIM hai|' aisA nahIM kahanA caahie| vaha hameM aise nahIM kahatA ki Apa mujha para karuNA rkho| balki vaha to kaheMge ki, 'ohoho! bar3e Ae karuNA rakhanevAle Ae!' isalie sabakucha glt| praznakartA : karuNA rakhane kA prayatna hI nahIM honA cAhie na? dAdAzrI : karuNA to sahaja svabhAva hai| praznakartA : aise jo prayatna karane lagA, usake riekzana meM 'nahIM rakhane jaisA' ho gayA na? dAdAzrI : vaha to galata hai| vaha bAta hI galata hai| karuNA kaha hI nahIM sakate, hm| use anukaMpA kahate haiN| karuNA to, jaba buddhi se Age jAe, taba karuNA kahalAtI hai|

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[6] 'khuda' apane Apako ko DA~TanA ___ khuda ko DA~Takara sudhAro praznakartA : Apa se AjJA lI thI lekina phira ghara jAne ke bAda z2arA bigar3a gyaa| dAdAzrI : aba kyA hogA? aisA ho gayA phira alIkhAna kyA kare?! praznakartA : aisA kyoM hotA hai? aisA hone kA kAraNa kyA hai? dAdAzrI : nAsamajhI hai tumhaarii| yahA~ se taya karake jAte ho ki mujhe ghara jAkara davAI pI lenI hai, lekina na pIe to phira apanI nAsamajhI hI kahalAegI na! dekho na, isa bhAI ne DA~TA thA apane Apako, dhamakA diyA thaa| yaha ro bhI rahA thA, aura vaha DA~Ta rahA thA, donoM dekhane jaisI cIz2a thii| praznakartA : eka bAra do-tIna bAra caMdreza ko DA~TA thA, taba vaha bahuta royA bhI thaa| lekina mujhe aisA bhI kaha rahA thA ki 'aba aisA nahIM hogA,' phira bhI vApasa ho hI jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : haaN| vaisA hogA to sahI, lekina vaha to bArabAra kahate rahanA hai| hameM kahate rahanA hai aura vaha hotA rhegaa| kahane se apanA judApana rhegaa| tanmayAkAra nahIM hoNge| jaise par3osI ko DA~Ta rahe hoM, usa taraha calatA rhegaa| aise karate-karate khatma ho jAegA aura sabhI phAileM khatma ho jAe~gI na!

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'khuda' apane Apako ko DA~TanA (khaM-2-6) 175 vicAroM ko dekhate rahanA hai| tumheM aisA kahanA hai ki 'oha to tuma saba aMdara baiThe hue ho?' itanA sakhta kayUM lagAyA hai, phira bhI ghusa gae ho?' kahanA! isalie 'bhAgo, varnA yaha kapa! hai' kahanA, 'aba A banegI, smjho|' brahmacarya ThIka se pAlana hone lage to dhIre-dhIre asara hone lagatA hai| cehare para kucha teja Ane lagatA hai| lekina abhI bhI, cehare para kucha khAsa teja nahIM dikhtaa| ghATA nahIM dikhatA lekina teja bhI nahIM dikhatA ThIka se! praznakartA : usakA kyA kAraNa hogA? dAdAzrI : nIyata! nIyata terI kharAba hai| teja kahA~ se dikhegA? vaha to, dekhane se pahale hI terI nIyata bigar3a jAtI hai| kahIM viSaya-vikAra hone cAhie? brahmacArI hone ke bAda! praznakartA : usake lie kyA karanA cAhie? yaha nIyata aisI hai to nIyata sudhArane ke lie kyA karanA cAhie? usakA upAya kyA hai? dAdAzrI : ye jo vicAra A rahe haiM, vaha maiM nahIM huuN| hameM use DA~TanA caahie| kyA tU DA~TatA thA? caMdreza ko DA~TatA thA na? tUne kabhI DA~TA hai? phira pucakAratA hI rahegA to kyA hogA? use DA~TanA aura, 'do thappar3a mAra dUMgA,' aise khnaa| roegA to caMdreza roegaa| tU DA~Ta rahA ho aura caMdreza roe! aisA hogA taba ThikAne aaegaa| varnA aNahakka ke viSaya-vikAra to narkagati meM le jaaeNge| usase acchA to zAdI kara lenA, vaha haqa kA to hai! viSayavikAra kI icchAe~ nahIM hotI? praznakartA : kabhI-kabhI aise vicAra Ate haiM! dAdAzrI : lekina vaha kabhI-kabhI na? yAnI ki jaise roz2a khAne kA vicAra AtA hai, aisA nahIM hai na? vaha kabhI-kabhI hAz2ira ho jAtA hai| kisI dina bAriza hotI hai, vaise? /

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176 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : vaha kabhI-kabhI hii| yAnI pahale bahuta Ate the pUre dina! ve baMda ho ge| dAdAzrI : aura abhI to kucha aura TAima bItane para to vaha dizA hI baMda ho jaaegii| jahA~ para jisa dizA meM hameM jAnA thA apanI vaha dizA taya ho jAe, to usake bAda pichalI sArI ar3acaneM AnI baMda ho jAe~gI aura phira vaha dizA hI baMda ho jaaegii| phira nahIM aaegaa| phira aisA utpanna ho jAegA ki hamArI taraha rahA jA skegaa| praznakartA : Aja kala, yaha thrI viz2ana acchA rahatA hai| dAdAzrI : thrI viz2ana to bahuta kAma nikAla detA hai| dAdA kA nididhyAsana rahatA hai na? usa nididhyAsana se sabhI phala milate haiN| nididhyAsana rahe to icchA hI nahIM hogI kisI cIz2a kii| bhIkha hI nahIM rhegii| viSaya kA vicAra Ae taba bhI kahanA, 'maiM nahIM hU~' yaha alaga hai, use DA~TanA pdd'egaa| balki tumheM caMdreza ko mArgadarzana denA hai ki 'aise kara, aise kAma kara, aise kAma kr|' nahIM kara rahA ho to z2arA kahanA par3egA ki 'ina saba ke sAtha nahIM caloge to, tumhArI kyA dazA hogI?' calAnevAlA to cAhie yA nahIM cAhie? praznakartA : caahie| dAdAzrI : yAnI yaha jJAna diyA hai, to zuddhAtmA rahegA hii| aba isameM cUkanA mt| aba jo kucha bhI Ae, vaha sabakucha caMdreza kA hai| isalie caMdreza ke sAtha tujhe kica-kica karate rhnaa| 'tU to pahale se hI aisA hai, mujhe koI lenA-denA nhiiN|' tU aisA kaha denaa| 'dekha, sIdhe calanA, sIdhe calanA ho to cala, varnA maiM to phira bilkula hI tiraskAra kara dUMgA' khnaa| kiMcitmAtra bhI duHkha, vaha merA svarUpa nahIM hai| kiMcitmAtra bhI bhItara upAdhi ho to vaha svarUpa merA nahIM hai| dAdA ne mujhe jo diyA hai,

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'khuda' apane Apako ko DA~TanA (khaM-2-6) 177 vaha niu~pAdhipada, paramAnaMdI pada diyA hai, vahI merA svarUpa hai| thor3A-thor3A caMdreza ko bhI DA~TatA rh| tujhe DA~TanevAlA koI nahIM hai| tujhe koI DA~Te to use tU kATa khAe aisA hai| tujhe dhaula mArane kI Adata hai na? to kahanA, 'caMdreza, tujhe dhaula mArU~gA aba to! kucha bhI aMdara aisA lage, vaha viSaya vikArI vicAra to samajha lenA ki yaha caMdreza hai, maiM nhiiN| kucha bhI badalAva ho, vaha caMdreza hai, tuma nhiiN| tuma meM to ho hI nahIM sakatA na! / praznakartA : khuda ke sabhI doSa jaldI nikala jAe~, usake lie kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : bhalA jaldI kahIM hotA hogA? eka doSa hai, jo jaldI nikAla dene jaisA hai| vaha to bhA~ti se yaha doSa utpanna hotA hai, sirpha viSaya vikAra hii| anya sabhI doSa to apane Apa TAima para hI jAe~ge, ekadama jaldI nahIM jaaeNge| yaha viSaya vikAra to sirpha eka taraha kI bhA~ti hai| praznakartA : aisI zraddhA baiTha gaI hai ki isameM se pAra utara jaaeNge| dAdAzrI : baiTha jAtI hai| nikala pAoge aisA krte-krte| dasa sAla bitA die na to phira aisA hone para alaga hI taraha kI havA aaegii| abhI khAr3I meM haiM isalie lagatA hai aisaa| khAr3I meM se bAhara nikale to phira nishciNt| bImArI nikalI hai na, isalie ghabarAhaTa hogI j'raa| lekina rauba jamAnA, caMdreza para 'apane Apako kyA samajhatA hai?' lekina mujhase pUchakara DA~TanA, hA~! varnA blaDa prezara para asara ho jaaegaa| phira yahA~ se chUTe ki khuda svsth| phira dUsarI ulajhanoM ko ulajhana mata maannaa| hama izArA kareMge tumheM, hama jAnate haiM ki tuma yuvA ho| sAtha milakara kAma kare to vahA~ vaha bhAgIdAra, z2immedArI se kAma karate haiN| bhAgIdArI meM milakara ve jo kAma karate haiM,

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) vaha una donoM ko bhugatanA par3atA hai| lekina yadi alaga rahakara kareM na, to hara eka kI apanI z2immedArI / isalie tuma alaga rahakara karo, tAki phira sirpha caMdreza ko hI bhugatanA pdd'e| tumheM nahIM bhugatanA par3egA aura vaha to tumheM aura caMdreza ko donoM ko bhugatanA par3egA / hai prakRti kA, jaba aisA nahIM rahegA ki AtmA ne kiyA hai, taba ThikAne AegA / pUrA karo prakRti ko paTAkara praznakartA : hara eka ko khuda kI phAila dekhakara karanA caahie| hara eka kI phAila ko alaga-alaga davAI mAphika AtI hai| eka sI davAI mAphika nahIM aatii| merI phAila ko DA~Tane kI aisI kar3I davAI mAphika nahIM aatii| 178 dAdAzrI : hA~, kisI ko prezara bar3ha jAtA hai, kisI ko kucha aisA ho jAtA hai / praznakartA : to ye saba eka dUsare kA dekha-dekhakara karane jAte haiN| dAdAzrI : nahIM! dekha-dekhakara mata karanA / ' mujhase pUchanA vh|' aisA maiMne kahA hai| are, koI mata krnaa| geTaAuTa - geTaAuTa, kahoge to blaDaprezara bar3ha jaaegaa| isalie tumheM to arIse (darpaNa) meM dekhakara kahanA hai ki 'bhAI, maiM hU~ tere sAtha / tU ghabarAnA mata', khnaa| usase prezara nahIM bddh'egaa| nizcaya cAhie isameM, nizcaya / praznakartA : Apa jo prayoga batAte haiM na, arIse (darpaNa) meM sAmAyika karane kaa| phira prakRti ke sAtha bAtacIta karanA, ve sabhI prayoga bahuta acche lagate haiN| phira do-tIna dina acche se hotA hai, usake bAda usameM kamI A jAtI hai| dAdAzrI : kamI A jAe to phira vApasa nae sire se krnaa| purAnA ho jAe to kamI A hI jAtI hai| pudgala kA

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'khuda' apane Apako ko DA~TanA (khaM-2-6) 179 svabhAva hai ki purAnA ho jAe to bigar3atA jAtA hai| phira vApasa naI seTiMga karake rakha denI caahie| praznakartA : arthAt usa prayoga dvArA hI kArya siddha ho jAnA caahie| aisA nahIM hotA aura bIca meM hI baMda ho jAtA hai prayoga / dAdAzrI : aisA karate-karate siddha hogA, ekadama se nahIM hogaa| praznakartA : vaha prayoga adhUrA ho aura phira dUsarA prayoga karate haiN| vaha adhUrA chor3a dete haiM / koI tIsarA prayoga batAyA / vaha bhI adhUrA ! matalaba sabhI adhUre rahate haiM / dAdAzrI : vaha tuma vApasa pUrA kara lenA, dhIre-dhIre ekaeka ko lekara / arIse kA prayoga pUrI taraha se nahIM kiyA ? praznakartA : nahIM! jaba bhI karate haiM, utanA lAbha hotA hai| lekina usake bAda judApana rahanA hI cAhie, ina bhAI ko jaisA alaga dekhatA hU~, vaisA paramAnenTa phira nahIM dekha pAtA / prakRti ko jAnate z2arUra haiM ki alaga hai| dAdAzrI : kitanA DA~TA thA usane / ronA A gayA taba taka DA~TatA rhaa| to bolo aba kitanA alaga ho gayA ? ! tUne DA~TA hai, aisA kabhI ? ro diyA ho vaise ? praznakartA : royA nahIM thA, lekina DhIlA par3a gayA thaa| dAdAzrI : DhIlA par3a gayA thaa| tU DA~TatA hai to sIdhA ho jAtA hai kyA! to phira vaha prayoga kitanA kImatI prayoga hai| logoM ko AtA nahIM hai| dekho na, yaha bhAI baiThA rahatA hai ghara para, lekina aisA prayoga nahIM krtaa| praznakartA : hama bhI baiThe rahate haiM, to isameM kamI hai yA phira prayoga kA mahattva nahIM samajhe? isameM hakIkata kyA hai ? dAdAzrI : utanA ullAsa kama hai|

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[7] pachatAve sahita pratikramaNa pratyakSa AlocanA se, nakada mukti! thrI viz2ana se to sabakucha ThIka ho hI jAtA hai na! praznakartA : kabhI agara merI dRSTi par3a jAtI hai na, taba mujhe lagatA hai ki 'arere! yaha dRSTi kyoM par3I?! pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| cIr3ha macatI hai| dAdAzrI : lekina cIr3ha macatI hai na, vaha to aisA hai ki dRSTi par3a jAtI hai| tumheM DAlanI nahIM hai phira bhI par3a jAtI hai| isalie puruSArtha karanA hai aura pratikramaNa karane kI bhI z2arUrata praznakartA : kucha cIz2oM para itanA gussA AtA hai ki, aisA lagatA hai ki aisA kyoM ho rahA hai? samajha meM nahIM aataa| dAdAzrI : pichalI bAra pratikramaNa nahIM kie the, isalie isa bAra vApasa dRSTi jAtI hai| aba pratikramaNa karoge to, agale janma meM phira se nahIM jaaegii| praznakartA : kabhI-kabhI to pratikramaNa karane meM cir3ha macatI haiN| ekadama se itane sAre karane par3ate haiN| dAdAzrI : hA~, yaha apratikramaNa kA doSa hai| usa samaya pratikramaNa nahIM kie, isalie Aja yaha huaa| aba pratikramaNa karane se vApasa doSa khar3A nahIM hogaa|

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pachatAve sahita pratikramaNa (khaM-2-7) 181 praznakartA : lekina kaI bAra to bahuta sAre pratikramaNa karate haiM aura phira se pratikramaNa karanA par3e to bahuta gussA AtA hai ki aisA kyoM ho jAtA hai? dAdAzrI : jaba aMdara bigar3a jAe, usa samaya to pratikramaNa karake dho denA cAhie aura phira rUbarU Akara dAdA se kaha denA cAhie ki 'isa taraha hamArA mana bahuta bigar3a gayA thaa| dAdA, Apase kucha chipAkara nahIM rakhanA hai|' tAki saba khatma ho jaae| yahIM ke yahIM davAI de deNge| anya kisI ke prati doSa huA hogA na to hama dho deNge| jahA~ inTaresTa, vahA~ karo pratikramaNa praznakartA : bAra-bAra dRSTi AkRSTa ho jAtI hai, eka hI jagaha para dRSTi AkRSTa hotI hai, vaha to inTaresTa(ruci) ho tabhI na! kyA aisA nahIM kaha sakate? dAdAzrI : inTaresTa hI hai na? inTaresTa ke binA to dRSTi AkRSTa hogI hI nahIM na! praznakartA : aMdara ruci hai to shii| dRSTi AkRSTa ho jAe to usake lie pratikramaNa hotA hai| phira rAta hote hI vApasa dRSTi udhara hI jAtI hai| ruci ho jAe, to usakA pratikramaNa ho jAtA hai, vaha cepTara(prakaraNa) khatma ho jAtA hai| vApasa pA~ca-dasa minaTa taka asara rahatA hai| taba lagatA hai ki yaha kyA gar3abar3a hai? dAdAzrI : use vApasa dho denA caahie| itanA hI, bs| praznakartA : basa itanA hI? bAkI mana meM kucha nahIM rakhanA dAdAzrI : yaha mAla hamane bharA hai aura z2immedArI apanI hai| isalie hameM dekhate rahanA hai, dhone meM kamI nahIM raha jAnI caahie|

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : kapar3A dhula cukA hai, aisA kise kaheMge? dAdAzrI : hameM khuda ko hI patA cala jAegA ki maiMne dho diyaa| pratikramaNa karate haiM, usa para se / praznakartA : kyA aMdara kheda rahanA cAhie ? dAdAzrI : kheda to rahanA hI cAhie na ? kheda to, jaba taka isakA niber3A nahIM A jAe, taba taka kheda to rahanA hI caahie| hameM to dekhate rahanA hai| kheda rakhatA hai yA nahIM, aisA hameM apanA kAma karanA hai, vaha apanA kAma kregaa| 182 praznakartA : yaha saba bahuta gAr3ha hai / usameM kucha-kucha pharka par3atA jA rahA hai| dAdAzrI : jaisA doSa bharA hai vaisA niklegaa| lekina vaha bAraha sAla meM yA dasa sAla - pA~ca sAla meM saba khAlI ho jaaegaa| sabhI TaMkiyA~ sApha kara degaa| phira zuddha ! phira maz2e karanA ! praznakartA : agara eka bAra bIja Dala cukA ho to vaha rUpaka meM to AegA hI na ? dAdAzrI : bIja Dala hI jAtA hai na! vaha rUpaka meM AegA, lekina jaba taka vaha jama nahIM gayA hai, taba taka kama - z2yAdA ho sakatA hai| matalaba marane se pahale vaha sApha ho sakatA hai| kahate haiM na ki viSaya kahate haiM ki, 'ravivAra isalie hama viSaya ke doSavAle se ke doSa hue hoM, anya doSa hue hoM, to use ko tU upavAsa karanA aura pUre dina vahI socakara, soca-soca karake use dhote rhnaa| AjJApUrvaka isa taraha kare na to kama ho jAegA ! viSaya se saMbaMdhita sAmAyika - pratikramaNa... praznakartA viSaya-vikAra se saMbaMdhita sAmAyika pratikramaNa kisa taraha karane haiM ?

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pachatAve sahita pratikramaNa (khaM-2-7) 183 dAdAzrI : abhI taka jo galatiyA~ ho cukI haiM, unake pratikramaNa karane haiN| bhaviSya meM aisI galatiyA~ nahIM hoM, aisA nizcaya karanA hai| praznakartA : jo kucha galatiyA~ ho gaI haiM, ve hameM bArabAra sAmAyika meM dikhatI raheM to? dAdAzrI : jaba taka dikhate raheM, taba taka unake lie kSamA mA~ganI cAhie, kSamApanA lenI caahie| usa para 'vaha' pachatAvA karanA cAhie, pratikramaNa karanA caahie| praznakartA : abhI sAmAyika meM baiThe aura vaha dikhA, phira bhI bAra-bAra kyoM Ate haiM? dAdAzrI : ve to Ae~ge na! aMdara paramANu hoMge to Ae~ge na! usameM hameM kyA harz2a hai? praznakartA : ye Ate haiM, isakA matalaba yaha ki abhI taka dhulA nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM, vaha mAla to abhI bahuta samaya taka rhegaa| abhI to dasa-dasa sAla taka rahegA, lekina tumheM sArA nikalanA hai| praznakartA : yaha jo dRSTi calI jAtI hai, usake lie kyA karanA cAhie? matalaba yoM to patA cala jAtA hai ki hama yahA~ upayoga cUka gae, hameM 'yaha 'strI' hai,' vaha 'strI' dikhanI hI nahIM cAhie na? dAdAzrI : strI dikhe, aMdara vicAra Ae~, taba bhI una saba ke lie pratikramaNa karane haiN| tujhe caMdreza se kahanA hai ki pratikramaNa kara! vaha koI bar3I bAta nahIM hai| viSayoM meM sukhabuddhi kise? praznakartA : jaba taka pA~ca indriyoM ke viSayoM meM sukhabuddhi hai, taba taka nikAla nahIM hogA na?

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : maiMne Apa saba ko jo AtmA diyA hai, usameM z2arA sI bhI sukhabuddhi nahIM hai| yaha sukha usane kabhI cakhA hI nahIM hai| vaha jo sukhabuddhi hai, vaha to ahaMkAra ko hai| 184 sukhabuddhi rahe, usameM koI harja nahIM hai| sukhabuddhi AtmA kI cIz2a nahIM hai, vaha pudgala kI cIz2a hai| tumheM koI bhI cIz2a dI jAe, taba usameM Apako sukhabuddhi utpanna hotI hai| phira se vahI cIz2a aura adhika dI jAe, taba usameM du:khabuddhi bhI utpanna ho sakatI hai| aisA Apako patA calatA hai yA nahIM ? praznakartA: hA~, Uba jAte haiM phira / dAdAzrI : ata: vaha pudgala hai| pUraNa- galanavAlI cIz2a hai I yAnI vaha cIz2a hamezA ke lie nahIM hai, TemparerI eDajasTamenTa hai| sukhabuddhi arthAt yaha Ama acchA ho aura use phira se mA~geM, to usase aisA nahIM mAnA jA sakatA ki usameM sukhabuddhi hai| vaha to deha kA AkarSaNa hai / praznakartA: deha kA aura jIbha kA AkarSaNa bahuta rahA karatA hai / dAdAzrI : vaha jo AkarSaNa rahA karatA hai, usameM sirpha jAgRti rakhanI hai| hamane Apako jo vAkya diyA hai na ki 'mana-vacanakAyA kI tamAma saMgI kriyAoM se maiM bilkula asaMga hI huuN|' vaha jAgRti rahanI cAhie, aura vAstava meM ekz2ekTalI aisA hI hai| vaha saba pUraNa-galana hai| Apa agara yaha jAgRti rakhoge to Apako karma baMdhana nahIM hogaa| hai ? praznakartA : agara vahI nahIM raha sake to vaha hamAre cAritra kA doSa hai aisA mAneM ? dAdAzrI : vaisA kramika mArga meM hotA hai / praznakartA : lekina usa cAritramoha ke kAraNa DhIlApana rahatA

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pachatAve sahita pratikramaNa (khaM-2-7) 185 dAdAzrI : kramika mArga meM vaha DhIlApana kahalAtA hai| usake lie tumheM upAya karanA par3atA hai| isameM (akrama meM) tumhAre lie yaha DhIlApana nahIM khlaataa| isameM tumheM jAgRti hI rakhanI hai| hamane jo AtmA diyA hai, vaha jAgRti hI hai| praznakartA : jAgRti nahIM rahe, tabhI rAga hotA hai na? dAdAzrI : nahIM aisA nahIM hai| aba tumheM rAga hotA hI nahIM hai| yaha jo hotA hai, vaha AkarSaNa hai| __ praznakartA : vaha kamaz2orI nahIM mAnI jAegI? dAdAzrI : nahIM, kamaz2orI nahIM mAnI jaaegii| usakA aura AtmA kA koI lenA-denA nahIM hai| sirpha itanA hI hai ki vaha tumheM khuda kA sukha nahIM Ane degaa| isalie eka-do janma adhika krvaaegaa| usakA bhI upAya hai| apane yahA~ ye saba loga jo sAmAyika karate haiM, usa sAmAyika meM usa viSaya ko rakhakara khuda dhyAna kare to vaha viSaya vilIna hotA jAtA hai, khatma ho jAtA hai| jo-jo Apako vilIna kara denA ho, use yahA~ para vilIna kiyA jA sakatA hai| praznakartA : aisA kucha ho, taba vaha kAma kA hai na! dAdAzrI : hai| yahA~ sabhI kucha hai| yahA~ (sAmAyika meM) tumheM sabhI kucha btaaegaa| tumheM kisI jagaha para jIbha kA svAda bAdhaka ho, to usI ko sAmAyika meM rkho| aura jaisA batAe~ usa anusAra use dekhate rho| sirpha dekhane se hI ve saba gA~TheM vilaya ho jaaeNgii| he gA~ThoM! hama nahIM yA tuma nahIM vicAra mana meM se Ate haiM aura mana gA~ThoM se banA huA hai| jisake vicAra adhika Ate haiM, ve gA~The bar3I hotI haiM! vastusthiti meM viSaya kI jo gA~Tha hai, vaha jaise pina ko lohacuMbaka AkarSita karatA hai, vaise hI isameM AkarSaNa khar3A hotA hai| lekina hameM yadi

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186 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) AtmA bahuta adhika dhyAna meM rahe to nahIM chuuegaa| lekina iMsAna ko itanI jAgRti ThIka se raha nahIM pAtI na? praznakartA : yaha jo do pattiyoM kI avasthA meM hI ukhAr3ane kA vijJAna hai, ki 'viSaya kI gA~Tha phUTe, taba do pattiyoM se hI ukhAr3a do|' to jIta sakate haiM na? dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina viSaya aisI cIz2a hai ki yadi usameM ekAgratA ho jAe to AtmA ko bhUla jaae| isalie yaha gA~Tha isa prakAra se hAnikAraka hai, vaha sirpha isIlie ki jaba vaha gA~Tha phUTatI hai taba ekAgratA ho jAtI hai| ekAgratA ho jAe taba viSaya kahalAtA hai| ekAgratA hue bagaira viSaya kahalAegA hI nahIM na! vaha gA~Tha phUTe, taba itanI adhika jAgRti rahanI cAhie ki vicAra Ate hI ukhAr3akara pheMka de, to use vahA~ para ekAgratA nahIM hogii| yadi ekAgratA nahIM hai to vahA~ para viSaya hai hI nahIM, to vaha gA~Tha kahalAegI jaba vaha gA~Tha pighalegI taba kAma hogaa| praznakartA : matalaba agara vaha gA~Tha vilaya ho jAe to phira vaha AkarSaNa kA vyavahAra hI nahIM rahegA na? dAdAzrI : vaha vyavahAra hI baMda ho jaaegaa| pina aura lohacuMbaka kA saMbaMdha hI baMda ho jaaegaa| vaha saMbaMdha hI nahIM rhegaa| usa gA~Tha kI vajaha se yaha vyavahAra jArI hai na! aba, aisA dhyAna meM rahanA bahuta muzkila hai ki viSaya sthUla svabhAvI hai aura AtmA sUkSma svabhAvI hai, isalie ekAgratA hue bagaira rahegI hI nahIM na! vaha to jJAnIpuruSa kA kAma hai, anya kisI kA kAma hI nahIM! bAkI isameM hAtha DAlanA hI mata, varnA vaha jala jaaegaa| jJAnIpuruSa to bhaya TAlane ke lie Apase kahate haiN| pUrA jagat jaisA samajhatA hai, AtmA vaisA nahIM hai| AtmA to jaisA mahAvIra bhagavAna ne jAnA hai vaisA hai, ye dAdA jaisA batAte haiM, AtmA vaisA hai| ye gA~The, ve to AvaraNa haiM! jaba taka ye gA~The haiM taba taka

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pachatAve sahita pratikramaNa (khaM-2-7) 187 AtmA kA svAda nahIM Ane deNgii| isa jJAna ke bAda aba gA~TheM dhIre-dhIre vilaya hotI jAe~gI, bar3heMgI nahIM ab| phira bhI kauna sI gA~The parezAna karatI hai, kauna sI du:kha detI haiM, utanI hI dekhanI haiN| sabhI gA~The nahIM dekhanI haiN| vaha to, jaise isa mArkeTa meM sabhI sabjiyA~ par3I rahatI haiM, lekina unameM se kauna sI sabjI para apanI dRSTi jAtI rahatI hai, usI kA jhaMjhaTa hai, aMdara vaha gA~Tha bar3I hai! terI kauna-kauna sI gA~Tha bar3I hai? praznakartA : viSaya kI eka bar3I hai, phira lobha kI AtI hai, phira mAna-apamAna kI AtI hai| phira kapaTa meM to, khuda kA bacAva, sva rakSaNa karane ke lie kapaTa khar3A hotA hai| dAdAzrI : anya kisI ke lie kapaTa nahIM hai na? praznakartA : apamAna kA bhaya ho yA khuda kI galatI ho tb| dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina isake alAvA anya kisI cIz2a ke lie kapaTa nahIM hai na? ye sabhI gA~The kapaTavAlI hI hotI haiM, kapaTa kare tabhI inakA phala milatA hai! sabhI gA~The kapaTavAlI hotI praznakartA : vaha kaise? dAdAzrI : mAna bhI kapaTa karane se milatA hai. apamAna bhI kapaTa karane se milatA hai, viSaya bhI kapaTa ke binA nahIM miltaa| vikArI vicAra Ate haiM kyA? praznakartA : aisA hotA haiM abhI bhii| ve pariNAma khar3e hote haiM, lekina khuda kI pakar3a nahIM hotI hai usmeN| lekina abhI bhI jo aise pariNAma A jAte haiM, ve kyA haiM ? dAdAzrI : kyoM mAMsAhAra ke vicAra nahIM Ate? aisA kyoM?

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188 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : usakI gA~Tha nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : usakI gA~Tha nahIM hai, vaha mAla hI nahIM bharA hai na! phira vaha mAla nikalegA kaise? jo mAla bharA hai, vahI nikalegA! praznakartA : itanA solyuzana batAyA, vaha bAta to ThIka hai, lekina isameM kamI kyA hai? isameM kyA kamI raha jAtI hai? dAdAzrI : jo mAla bharA hai vahI nikala rahA hai, isameM kamI kahA~ rahI? kyoM mAMsAhArI Diza yAda nahIM AtI? aura yaha yAda AtA hai, vaha kyA hai? kyoMki yaha mAla bharA huA hai| isalie aba jaba gA~The phUTe hameM usameM harja nahIM hai| gA~ThoM se to kahanA ki 'jitanI phUTanI ho utanI phUTa, tU jJeya hai aura hama jJAtA haiM' tAki hala A jaae| jitanA phUTa cukA hai utanA vApasa nahIM aaegaa| aba jo phUTatA hai vaha nayA hai, lekina usa gA~Tha kA bar3hanA baMda ho gyaa| varnA ve gA~TheM to itanI bar3I, jamIkaMda jitanI bar3I hotI haiN| kisI ko to mAna kI gA~The ghaMTe bhara meM cAra jagaha phUTatI haiN| isa jJAna ke milane ke bAda sabhI gA~The TUTane lagatI haiM, varnA gA~The TUTatI nahIM haiN| yaha jJAna nahIM milA ho taba taka gA~The pratidina bar3hatI hI jAtI haiM! AtmA prApta huA matalaba nirviSayI huA, phira hameM una gA~ThoM kA nikAla karate rahanA hai| Apako hama DA~Tate kyoM nahIM haiM? hama jAnate haiM ki gA~The haiM, unakA nikAla to karegA na! jo gA~The haiM, ve phUTe bagaira raheMgI kyA? jina cIz2oM kI gA~TheM nahIM haiM, ve gA~TheM nahIM phuutteNgii| hamameM gA~TheM nahIM hotii| hameM agara zAdI meM le jAo na, to bhI hama isI rUpa meM rahate haiM, yahA~ para bulAo to bhI isI rUpa meM rahate haiM kyoMki hama nigraMtha ho cuke haiN| vicAra Ate haiM aura jAte haiN| kabhI koI vicAra Akara khar3A raha jAe, taba vaha gA~Tha kahalAtI hai| yAnI ki aisA hai yaha saba! Akhira meM nigraMtha honA hai aura

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pachatAve sahita pratikramaNa (khaM-2-7) isa janma meM nirgratha ho sakeM, aisA hai / apanA yaha jJAna nirgratha banAe, aisA hai| jo thor3I bahuta gA~TheM bacI hoMgI, unakA agale janma meM nikAla ho jAegA, lekina sabhI graMthiyoM kA niber3A A jAegA, aisA hai ! 189 viSaya bIja nirmUla zuddha upayoga se viSaya ke vicAra jise acche nahIM lagate hoM aura unase chUTanA ho vaha unheM isa sAmAyika se, zuddha upayoga se, unheM vilaya kara sakatA hai| isa 'jJAna' ke bAda jise jaldI hala lAnA ho use aisA karanA caahie| sabhI ko isakI z2arUrata nahIM hai| praznakartA : phira bhI aisA nahIM lagatA ki ise pahu~ca paaeNge| dAdAzrI : aisA kucha bhI nahIM hai| eka rAjIpA (gurujanoM kI kRpA aura prasannatA) aura dUsarA sinsiyAriTI, sirpha ye do hI hoM to sabakucha prApta ho sakatA hai| bAkI isameM koI mehanata karanI hI nahIM hotii| praznakartA : ye subaha meM sAmAyika karate haiM, to usameM pacAsa minaTa bAda to sukha chalakane lagatA hai| dAdAzrI : AegA hI na ! kyoMki Apa AtmasvarUpa hokara sAmAyika karate ho to AnaMda AegA hI na! AtmA acala hai| aba kaIM yaha sAmAyika dina meM do-do, tIna-tIna bAra karate haiN| kyoMki svAda cakha liyA hai na! yaha vItarAgI jJAna milane ke bAda usakA svAda bhI kucha aura hI hotA hai, phira kauna chor3egA ? bAhara ke logoM kI sAmAyika meM to saba hA~kanA par3atA hai aura isameM to kisI ko hA~kanA karanA nahIM hotaa| sirpha dekhate hI rahanA hai, jnyaataa-dRssttaa| usameM bhI vApasa do phAyade hote haiM ! eka to khuda ko sAmAyika kA phala milatA hai, matalaba kyA ? ki jaba yaha saba acala ho jAtA hai taba AtmA ke svabhAva kA patA calatA

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190 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) hai, isalie sukha utpanna hotA hai| yaha jo caMcala bhAga hai, vaha acala ho jAtA hai, isalie AtmA kA svabhAvika sukha utpanna hotA hai| isa caMcalatA kI vajaha se vaha sukha plasa-mAinasa ho jAtA hai| dUsarA yaha ki khuda ke jo doSa haiM, unheM jJAtA-dRSTA ke taura para dekhate rahane se doSa vilIna hote jAte haiN| isa taraha do lAbha hote haiN| sAmAyika meM to, khuda kA jo doSa hai, usI ko rakha denA! ahaMkAra ho to ahaMkAra rakha denaa| viSaya rasa ho to viSaya rasa rakha denA, lobha-lAlaca ho to use rakha denaa| ina gA~ThoM ko sAmAyika meM rakha dI aura una gA~ThoM para jJAtA-draSTA rahe to ve vilaya ho jaaeNgii| anya kisI tarIke se ye gA~The khatma ho pAe~, aisI nahIM hai| yaha sAmAyika itanI AsAna, sarala aura sabase U~cI cIz2a hai! yahA~ eka bAra sAmAyika karake jAe, to phira ghara para bhI ho sakegI! yahA~ saba ke sAtha baiThakara karane se kyA hotA hai ki sabhI kA prabhAva par3atA hai aura bilkula paddhatipUrvaka acchA ho jAtA hai| isake bAda Apa ghara para karoge to calatA rhegaa| viSaya kI gA~Tha bar3I hotI hai usake nikAla kI bahuta hI z2arUrata hai, vaha kudaratI rUpa se apane yahA~ sAmAyika meM zurU ho gayA hai! sAmAyika karo, sAmAyika se kAphI kucha vilaya ho jAtA hai| kucha karanA to par3egA na? jaba taka dAdA haiM, taba taka sArA roga nikAlanA par3egA na? ekAdha gA~Tha hI bhArI hotI hai, lekina jo bhI roga hai to use nikAlanA to par3egA na? usI roga kI vajaha se anaMta janmoM se bhaTake haiM na? yaha sAmAyika to kisa hetu se hai ki abhI taka viSaya bhAva kA bIja khatma nahIM huA hai aura usI bIja meM se cArja hotA hai aura usa viSaya bhAva ke bIja ko khatma karane ke lie yaha sAmAyika hai| Apako viSaya nahIM cAhie, lekina viSaya chor3ate nahIM haiM na? hameM gaDDhe meM nahIM giranA ho phira bhI gira jAe~ to kyA

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pachatAve sahita pratikramaNa (khaM-2-7) 191 karanA cAhie? turaMta hI eka ghaMTe taka dAdA se mA~ga karanA ki, 'dAdA, mujhe brahmacarya kI zakti diijie|' tAki zakti mila jAe aura pratikramaNa bhI ho jaaeN| phira dimAg2a meM usakI 'varIz2a' (ciMtA) mata rkhnaa| gaDDhe meM gire to turaMta hI sAmAyika karake dho denaa| sAmAyika yAnI hAtha-paira dhokara, kapar3e dho-kara, sUkhAkara aura sameTakara sApha-suthare ho jaanaa| turaMta sAmAyika nahIM ho sake to do-cAra ghaMToM bAda bhI kara lenA, lekina lakSya meM rakhanA hai ki sAmAyika karanI bAkI hai| bhagavAna ne aisA nahIM kahA hai ki, 'tU gaDDhe meM mata girnaa|' bhagavAna ne to aisA kahA hai ki, 'gaDDhe meM girane jaisA nahIM hai, sIdhe rAste para calane jaisA hai|' aisA abhiprAya diyA thaa| phira koI kahegA ki, 'Apane manA kiyA hai aura maiM gira gayA to kyA karU~?' taba bhagavAna kahate haiM, 'gira gae to usameM harja nahIM hai, agara gira jAe to tU dho denA aura abhI istrIvAle kapar3e pahana le|' eka ghaMTA sAmAyika kara lI to phira koI rukAvaTa nahIM rhegii| kiMcitamAtra bhI rukAvaTa rahe to merI z2immedArI, phira itane choTe gaDDhe meM gire yA bar3e gaDDhe meM gire, lekina DUbegA nahIM!!! pUrA jagat binA gaDDhe ke DUba rahA hai, Dhakkana taka meM DUba jAte haiM!

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[8] sparza sukha kI bhrAmaka mAnyatA dekhate hI jugupsA loga viSaya kI gaMdagI meM par3e hue haiN| viSaya ke samaya ujAlA kara de to use acchA nahIM lagatA / ujAlA ho jAe to ghabarA jAtA hai| isalie aMdherA rakhatA hai / ujAlA ho jAe to bhogane kI jagaha ko dekhanA taka acchA nahIM lge| isalie kRpAludeva ne bhogane ke sthAna ke lie kyA kahA hai ? praznakartA : 'yaha cIz2a vamana karane yogya bhI nahIM hai / ' dAdAzrI : ulTI karanI ho, to usa jagaha para karoge yA dUsarI kisI acchI jagaha para karoge ? praznakartA : kitanA kucha dekhA hogA unhoMne ? dAdAzrI : dekhA hai na, jJAniyoM ne| eka to A~kha ko acchA nahIM lgtaa| kAna ko bhI acchA nahIM lgtaa| nAka meM to durgaMdha AtI hai| yadi usa jagaha ko chUA huA hAtha sU~gha le to marI huI machalI ho na, aisI durgaMdha AtI hai, aura agara cakhane ko kahA ho to ? eka bhI indriya ko acchA nahIM lagatA sirpha sparza ko acchA lagatA hai, vaha bhI sirpha rAta ko hI / dina meM karane ko kaheM na vahA~ para, to acchA nahIM lagegA / eka baniyA mere sAtha baiThane AtA thaa| usa samaya merI umra 60-62 sAla kI thii| usakI umra bhI 60 - 62 kii| usane mere

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sparza sukha kI bhrAmaka mAnyatA (khaM-2-8) 193 sAmane zarta rakhI, 'eka AdhA ghaMTA baiThane AU~gA to Apa nibhA loge?' maiMne kahA, 'hA~, nibhA luuNgaa|' bAhara mere sAtha ghUmane se logoM meM rauba bar3hatA thaa| phira mere sAtha baiThatA thaa| yoM usakI buddhi acchI thii| maiMne usa bhAI se pUchA, 'ye sabhI puruSa nekeDa jA rahe hoM to Apako unheM dekhanA acchA lagegA?' taba ve bole, 'nahIM lgegaa| maiM to mu~ha phera luuNgaa|' are, puruSa nekeDa jA rahe hoM to kyA tU nekeDa nahIM hai? yaha to DhakA huA hai isalie suMdara hai! usake bAda use pUchA, 'yadi strI aura puruSa nekeDa jA rahe ho to unameM se kise dekhanA pasaMda karoge? taba unhoMne kahA, 'puruSa ko dekha sakate haiM lekina strI ko dekhanA acchA nahIM lgegaa| ulTI ho jAegI' isa prakAra maiM usa banie kI buddhi dekha rahA thaa| usa bhAI ne kahA ki, 'merI vAipha nahA rahI thI, taba use dekha liyA thaa| taba se mujhe aMdara ghina AtI hai|' roMga bilIpheM, rUTa kaoNz2a meM aMdhere meM jAkara aisA karate haiM ki pA~coM indriyoM ko acchA nahIM lge| bacce dekheM to zarmA jaaeN| koI viSaya vikAra kara rahA ho, aura usakI phoTo leM to kaisA dikhegA? praznakartA : ghina Ae aisA dikhegA, jAnavara jaisA dikhegaa| dAdAzrI : jAnavara hI khlaaegaa| pUrI taraha se pAzavI icchA khlaaegii| praznakartA : strI ke aMgoM ke prati AkarSaNa hone kA kyA kAraNa hai? dAdAzrI : mAnyatA apanI, roMga bilIpheM haiM islie| gAya ke aMgoM ke prati AkarSaNa kyoM nahIM hotA?! sirpha maanytaaeN| kucha nahIM hotaa| sirpha bilIpheM haiM, bilIpheM tor3a do to kucha bhI nahIM hai| praznakartA : vaha jo mAnyAtA khar3I hotI hai, aisA saMyoga milane kI vajaha se hotA hai?

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : logoM ke kahane se hameM ho jAtA hai| hamAre kahane se mAnyatA khar3I hotI hai| kyoMki AtmA kI hAz2irI meM mAnyatA khar3I hotI hai isalie dRr3ha ho jAtI hai aura isameM aisA hai hI kyA ? mAMsa ke lothar3e haiM ! 194 praznakartA : eka bAra maiM stana kA oNparezana dekhane gayA thaa| zurU meM dekhe to itane suMdara dikha rahe the lekina oNparezana karane ke lie cIrA to ka~paka~pI A gii| dAdAzrI : kucha bhI suMdaratA hotI hI nahIM hai, mAMsa ke lothar3e hI haiN| praznakartA : yaha roMga bilIpha kaise khatma kareM ? dAdAzrI : maiMne abhI kaise khatma kI ! praznakartA : rAiTa bilIpha se / banie kI vaha bAta phiTa ho gaI mAMsa ke lothar3evAlI / dAdAzrI : banie ko kahA jAe to use strI ko nekeDa dekhanA acchA nahIM lagegA / usakI buddhi bahuta acchI kahI jaaegii| mujhe turaMta samajha meM A jAtA hai ki isakI dRSTi kitanI ucca hai| vAipha ke bAre meM mAMsa ke lothar3e dikhate the aura hamezA ghina AtI thI use! sATha sAla kI umra meM bhI use ghina AtI thI, vaha acchA hai na?! varnA ghina nahIM aatii| vaha AvAz2a, mana kI hI praznakartA : aMdara se jo zora macAte haiM ki 'dekha lo| dekha lo|' vaha kauna hai ? koI strI bAtharUma meM nahA rahI ho yA koI viSaya bhoga rahA ho, taba ? dAdAzrI : vaha to roMga bilIphavAlA mana hI kahatA hai| bAda meM prApta huA jJAna, usa samaya Akara roka detA hai ki aisA nahIM

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sparza sukha kI bhrAmaka mAnyatA (khaM-2-8) honA caahie| ye saba roMga bilIpheM haiN| jagat ko patA hI nahIM hai ki yaha kyA hai ! bilIpheM hI roMga haiN| sau bAra roMga bilIpha ko sahI mAnI hoM to sau bAra unheM tor3anA par3egA, ATha sau bAra kiyA ho to AThasau bAra aura dasa bAra kiyA ho to dasa bAra / dostoM ke sAtha ghUma rahe hoM aura ve kaheM ki 'ohoho kaise haiM, kaise haiM!' taba hama bhI aMdara bola uThate haiM ki 'kaise haiM !' aise karate karate strI ko bhoga liyaa| 195 mana meM jo vicAra Ate haiM, ve vicAra apane Apa hI Ate rahate haiM, to unheM hameM pratikramaNa se dho denA hai| phira vANI meM aisA nahIM bolanA hai ki, viSayoM kA sevana karanA bahuta acchA hai aura vartana meM bhI aisA nahIM rakhanA hai| striyoM ke sAmane A~kheM nahIM gar3AnI haiN| striyoM ko dekhanA mata, chUnA mt| striyoM ko chU liyA ho to bhI mana meM pratikramaNa ho jAnA cAhie, ki 'arere, ise kahA~ chU liyA!' kyoMki sparza se viSaya ke sabhI taraha ke asara hote haiN| praznakartA : use tiraskAra karanA nahIM kahA jAegA ? dAdAzrI : use tiraskAra nahIM kaheMge ? pratikramaNa meM to hama unake AtmA se kahate haiM ki 'hamArI galatI ho gaI, phira se aisI galatI nahIM ho aisI zakti diijie| usI ke AtmA se aisA kahanA ki mujhe zaktiyA~ dIjie / jahA~ apanI galatI huI ho, vahIM para zakti mA~ganA to vaha zakti milatI rahegI / ' praznakartA : koI strI hamAre pAsa Akara baiThe to usase hama kaha sakate haiM ki 'bahana, Apa yahA~ se uThakara vahA~ baiTho ? ' dAdAzrI : nahIM, hama aisA kyoM kaheM ? apane pAsa baiThe to kyA apanI goda meM baiTha jAtI hai ? praznakartA : nahIM, nahIM, yahA~ apane paas| dAdAzrI : pAsa meM baiThe to hameM kyA ? apanI dRSTi alaga,

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) hameM kucha lenA denA nahIM hai| vaha to gAr3I meM bhI baiThate hI haiM na? gAr3I meM kyA karate haiM ? yahA~ to hama khisakA deM ki vahA~ baiTho, lekina gAr3I meM kyA karoge ? are, bhIr3a meM bhI baiThanA par3atA hai| yadi thaka gae hooge to kyA karoge ? 196 praznakartA : to sparza kA asara hogA na ? dAdAzrI : usa samaya hameM mana saMkucita kara lenA caahie| maiM isa deha se alaga hU~, maiM 'caMdreza' hU~ hI nahIM, yaha upayoga rahanA cAhie, zuddha upayoga rahanA caahie| kabhI jaba aisA ho jAe taba zuddha upayoga meM hI rahanA cAhie ki 'maiM caMdreza hU~ hI nahIM / ' sparza sukha ke jokhima sparza sukha bhogane kA vicAra Ae to usake Ane se pahale hI ukhAr3akara pheMka denA / yadi turaMta hI ukhAr3akara pheMka nahIM diyA jAe to pahale sekanDa meM hI per3a bana jAtA hai, dUsare sekanDa meM vaha hameM pakar3a meM le legA aura tIsare sekanDa meM phira phA~sI para car3hane kA vakta AegA / - puruSa hisAba nahIM hogA to Taca bhI nahIM ho sakatA / strI - eka rUma meM hoM, phira bhI vicAra taka nahIM A sakatA / praznakartA : Apane kahA ki 'hisAba hai, isalie AkarSaNa hotA hai|' to usa hisAba ko pahale se hI kaise ukhAr3a sakate haiM ? dAdAzrI : vaha to usI samaya, oNna da momanTa kareMge tabhI ho paaegaa| pahale se nahIM ho skegaa| mana meM vicAra Ae na ki 'strI ke lie pAsa meM jagaha rakheM / ' to turaMta hI usa vicAra ko ukhAr3a denaa| 'hetu kyA hai' vaha dekha lenaa| apane siddhAMta ke anurUpa hai yA siddhAMta ke viruddha hai| siddhAMta ke viruddha ho to turaMta hI ukhAr3akara pheMka denA cAhie / strI pAsa meM baiThe usase pahale hI tumheM yaha suvidhA kara lenI caahie| vaha vicAra Ae, tabhI use

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sparza sukha kI bhrAmaka mAnyatA (khaM-2-8) 197 ukhAr3akara pheMka denaa| phira strI ke baiThane taka to usa vicAra ko hama per3a jitanA kara dete haiN| usake bAda ve (vicAra) vApasa nahIM palaTa skte| __ praznakartA : yaha taya to hai ki mujhe viSaya nahIM bhoganA hai, lekina koI lar3akI yA koI lar3akA mujha para viSaya bhoge, mujhe sparza kare, basa meM car3hate-utarate, baiThate, kahIM para bhI, to usameM mujhe harja nhiiN| mujhe viSaya nahIM bhoganA hai| aise vicAra Ate haiN| dAdAzrI : taba to acchA hI hai na (!) praznakartA : usa samaya merI to sepha sAiDa hai na, maiM to viSaya bhoga hI nahIM rahA huuN| mujhe to sparza karanA hI nahIM hai| lekina vaha sAmane se sparza kare, to phira maiM kyA karU~? dAdAzrI : ThIka hai| sA~pa jAna bUjhakara chU jAe, to usameM hama kyA kareM?(!) chUnA kaise acchA lagatA hai, puruSa yA strI ko? jahA~ nirI durgaMdha hI hai, vahA~ chUnA kaise acchA lagatA hai? strI kA sparza lage viSa samAna praznakartA : lekina sparza karate samaya isameM se kucha bhI yAda nahIM aataa| dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha yAda kaise AegA lekina? usa samaya to sparza karate vakta, itanA adhika poiz2anasa hotA hai vaha sparza, itanA adhika poiz2anasa hotA hai, ki mana-buddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra, sabhI para AvaraNa A jAtA hai| manuSya mUrchita ho jAtA hai| jAnavara hI dekha lo na, usa samaya! praznakartA : usa samaya usakA phorsa itanA joradAra hotA hai ki usa vajaha se vaha mUrchita ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : haM! aisA hai na ki yaha zarAba to pIne ke bAda

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) car3hatI hai, aura yaha to hAtha lagAte hI car3ha jAtA hai| zarAba to, pIne ke Adhe ghaMTe bAda aMdara mana meM asara hotA hai jabaki isameM to hAtha lagAyA ki turaMta hI aMdara car3ha jAtA hai| turaMta ! dera hI nahIM lagatI isalie hameM to bacapana se hI, yaha anubhava dekhate hI ghabarAhaTa ho gaI thI ki 'arere, yaha kyA ho jAtA hai ? yaha to iMsAniyata miTakara haivAniyata ho jAtI hai / ' iMsAna - iMsAna se miTakara haivAna bana jAtA hai| thor3I dera bAda yadi iMsAniyata rahatI to harja nahIM thaa| yAnI ki thor3A bahuta bhI agara apanA kucha rahatA, maz2A - maryAdA meM, to harja nahIM thA, lekina yaha to maryAdA hI nahIM rahatI aura hama to anaMta janmoM se brahmacarya ke rAgI, isalie hameM yaha acchA nahIM lagatA thA lekina majabUrana yaha saba huA thaa| thor3A bahuta saMsAra bhogA hogA, vaha bhI majabUrana / arucipUrvaka, prArabdha meM likhA huA! zobhA nahIM detA yaha to ! isalie tuma mahApuNyazAlI ho ki tumheM dAdA se brahmacaryavrata milaa| 198 dAdA kA AdhAra aura Upara se yaha jJAna / yadi yaha jJAna nahIM hotA na, to brahmacarya Tika nahIM sakatA thaa| yaha jJAna, 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' yaha bhAna huA hai, isalie brahmacarya Tika sakatA hai aura vAstava meM brahmacarya kaba TikegA, jaba vahA~ rahane kI alaga vyavasthA ho jAegI, tb| usake bAda phira thor3e samaya meM unake rahane kI alaga vyavasthA ho hI jAegI aura tabhI kharA brahmacarya aura tabhI cehare para nUra aaegaa| taba taka to yaha Abo-havA, vAtAvaraNa asara karatA rhegaa| praznakartA : vaha jo sparza kI bAta kI hai na, to vaisA hI bartatA hai, to phira kyA karanA cAhie ? usakA upAya kyA hai ? yAnI isa sparza meM sukha nahIM hai, ye sabhI bAteM khuda jAnatA hai, phira bhI vartana meM jaba sparza hotA hai, taba usameM sukha AtA hai| dAdAzrI : vaha AegA lekina use to turaMta nikAla denA hai na, tumheM kyA ? vaha sukha AyA, vaha to isalie ki apanI

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sparza sukha kI bhrAmaka mAnyatA (khaM-2-8) 199 bilIpha hai, varnA dUsare ko to yoM sparza hote hI z2ahara jaisA lgegaa| kaI loga to ise chUte taka nahIM hai| strI ko chUte taka nahIM haiN| z2ahara jaisA lagatA hai kyoMki usane aisA bhAva kiyA haiN| pahalevAle meM aisA mAla bharA huA hai ki sparza ko sukha mAnA hai| ina donoM ke alaga-alaga mAla bhare hue haiM, isalie use isa janma meM aisA lagatA hai| z2ahara bhI nahIM laganA cAhie aura sukha bhI nahIM laganA caahie| hamAre jaisA sahaja, yoM jaise puruSoM kI taraha hama chUte haiM dUsaroM ko, usa taraha se rahanA caahie| viSaya meM strI doSita nahIM hai| vaha apanA doSa hai| strI kA doSa nahIM hai| praznakartA : 'strI ko sparza karane meM sukha hai' yaha jo bilIpha hai, use kaise haTAe~ ? dAdAzrI : vaha bilIpha to jaba dasa logoM ne kahA to bilIpha baiTha gii| vahA~ agara tyAgI bole hote na to bilIpha hotI to bhI calI jAtI kyoMki bilIpha baiTha gaI hai| sahI jagaha para baiThI hai yA galata jagaha para? jalebI to svAdiSTa lagatI hai, usameM bhI agara tAz2A jalebI ho, svAdiSTa lagegI yA nahIM lagegI? ghI kI hogI to! praznakartA : lgegii| dAdAzrI : jJAnIpuruSa se samajha lenA caahie| jabaki ina logoM se sIkhe ho! kavi loga to sabhI aise tArIpha karate haiN| paira to kele ke tane jaise, paira aura phalAne aMga ke lie aisA kahate haiM lekina aisA nahIM socatA ki are! saMDAsa jAe usa samaya kyoM sAtha meM nahIM baiThatA? yaha to sabhI apanA-apanA gAte haiN| jJAnIpuruSa dikhAe~ na, taba aruci hotI hai bhiitr| praznakartA : ApakI ye sArI bAteM sahI haiN| yaha zraddhA meM bhI baiThA hai lekina phira bhI vartana meM sparza kara lete haiN| dAdAzrI : vartana meM to yaha mAnyatA hai na roMga, mAnyatA phala die binA jAegI nahIM na! vaha DiscArja mAnyatA hai| eka bAra mAnI huI

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) cIjeM bilkula viruddha, kharAba hoM phira bhI mAnyatA jAtI nahIM hai na! ataH hameM nikAlanI par3eMgI ki 'aise nahIM' lekina yaha galata hai| praznakartA : to aisA kaha sakate haiM ki abhI bhI ruci 200 hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM, aisA nahIM hai / ye roMga bilIpheM raha gaI haiM abhI bhI aMdara isalie nikAla kara denA hai| logoM ke kahane se 'isameM sukha hai' aisI roMga bilIpha jo baiTha gaI hai, vaha isameM raha gaI hai, vaha jaise-jaise AegI, vaise-vaise nikAla kara deNge| praznakartA : isa bilIpha kA nikAla kaise karanA hai ? dAdAzrI : ' nahIM hai merI' aisA kahakara hI / vaha apanI nahIM hai| usa bilIpha kA nikAla ho hI jAegA usase / donoM sparzoM ke asara meM bhinnatA praznakartA : jaba strI kA sparza hotA hai, taba usake paramANu ekadama asara DAlate haiN| jabaki jJAnIpuruSa ko bhI sparza karate haiM, taba jJAnIpuruSa ke jo paramANu haiM, ve asara to DAlate hI haiM, lekina itane phorsavAle nahIM lagate, isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? dAdAzrI : vaha to paramANuoM kA asara hai, isI kAraNa se na! jaise paramANu hote haiM, vaisA hI asara hotA hai| kisI ciMtAtura ko yadi sparza kara leM to ciMtAtura kara detA hai, vaise paramANu khar3e ho jAte haiN| jaise paramANu hote haiM, vaisA hI asara hotA hai| praznakartA : lekina usameM hameM spaSTa patA nahIM calatA, isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? anubhava hotA hai| isameM itanA dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha to hara eka taraha ke paramANuoM ke pariNAma haiN| paramANuoM kA asara hue bagaira nahIM rhtaa| aMgAroM ko sparza kare to aMgArA aura isa barpha ko sparza kare to barpha, jaise unameM paramANu hote haiM, turaMta hI unakA asara hotA hai| use sparza karate

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sparza sukha kI bhrAmaka mAnyatA (khaM-2-8) 201 samaya upayoga nahIM rahe to bAta alaga hai, hara koI apane-apane paramANuoM kA svabhAva batAe binA nahIM rhtaa| praznakartA : usameM turaMta patA cala jAtA hai, pUrA aMta:karaNa DA~vADola ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : vaha to DA~vADola ho hI jAtA hai sabakucha! praznakartA : jabaki isameM turaMta patA nahIM calatA, isakA kyA kAraNa hai? dAdAzrI : inakA kaise patA calegA, ina hAi levala ke paramANuoM kA kaise patA calegA jldii| DA~vADola ho jAe~ to turaMta patA cala jAtA hai| praznakartA : vaha jo negeTiva asara hotA hai paramANuoM kA, usakA patA calatA hai| dAdAzrI : dasta kI davAI lete haiM, usa taraha se| praznakartA : isameM aisA nahIM hai? / dAdAzrI : isameM nahIM hotaa| yaha to bahuta dhIre asara karatA hai| dhIre asara kare, U~ce mArga para le jAnevAlA hai na! jabaki vahavAlA to use girA degA nIce, spIDI asara, slipiMga kahalAtA hai| slopa, phisalanevAlA aura yaha U~ce jAnA, U~ce jAne ke lie to bahuta z2ora lagAe~ taba jAkara eka iMca khisakatA hai, jabaki vaha mAla to phisalanevAlA hai hI, ho sake taba taka chUnA mata, upayoga ho, bhale hI kitanA bhI maz2abUta upayoga ho phira bhI chUnA mt| praznakartA : yaha to usakI bAta hai, jaba sparza ho jAtA hai| sparza karane kA to kiciMtamAtra bhI bhAva nahIM hotA, lekina sparza ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : sparza ho jAe to phira hameM pratikramaNa kara lenA cAhie turNt|

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202 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : jabaki jJAnIpuruSa ko sparza karane se? dAdAzrI : vaha to bahuta, vaha kitane hAI levala kA aura asara hote-hote to kitanA samaya bIta jAtA hai| praznakartA : yA phira mujha meM bhI galatI ho sakatI hai na ki ye paramANu to ekadama A rahe haiN| hamAre lie lAbhadAyaka haiM, yaha bAta zata pratizata nakkI hai| dAdAzrI : ve lAbhadAyaka hI haiM lekina isakA patA nahIM calatA! praznakartA : mujhe yaha prazna hai ki isakA patA kyoM nahIM calatA? dAdAzrI : usakA itanA sthUla asara nahIM hotA ki jo Apako patA cala jaae| kyA kahA? yaha to bahuta sUkSma asara hai aura vaha vAlA to sthUla asara, Apako patA cala jAe aisaa| isa barpha kA to choTe bacce ko bhI patA cala jAtA hai| usI taraha Apa para vaise dUsare asara ho jAte haiN| isa asara kA patA nahIM cltaa| lekina aMta meM kula milAkara yoM aMdara nirAkulatA rahatI hai| praznakartA : jaisA isa sparza kA hai, vaise hI jaba dRSTi milatI hai taba bhI aisA hotA hai| dAdAzrI : dRSTi milatI hai taba bhI aisA asara hotA hai| aisA hai na, eka hI Tebala para strI-puruSa sabhI khAnA khAte z2arUra haiN| eka hI taraha kA khAnA khAte haiM, lekina strI meM strI ke paramANuoM ke rUpa meM turaMta badala hI jAte haiN| puruSoM meM puruSa ke hisAba se paramANu turaMta badala jAte haiN| bIja ke svabhAva ke anusAra hotA hai| praznakartA : lekina ve sAtha meM bhojana ke lie baiThate haiM, AhAra eka hI taraha kA lete haiM, to aMdara jAkara una paramANuoM ke badala jAne kA kAraNa kyA hai ?

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sparza sukha kI bhrAmaka mAnyatA (khaM-2-8) 203 dAdAzrI : badala jAte haiM turaMta, bIja ke anusaar| jaisA bhItara bIja hotA hai na, usake anusaar| yaha AhAra to eka hI taraha kA, lekina bIja ke anusAra badala jAtA hai| ye pAnI pIte haiM, lekina bhiMDI kA bIja hogA to bhiMDI hI ugegI aura arahara kA bIja hogA to arahara ugegI, pAnI vahI kA vahI, jamIna bhI vahI kI vhii| ataH puruSoM ko mAsika dharma nahIM AyA, varnA AyA hotA to patA calatA ki yaha kyA hai? mAsika dharma to kitanI muzkiloMvAlA hai! aura usameM se kitanI azuci nikalatI hai| usa azuci ke bAre meM sune to bhI iMsAna pAgala ho jaae| lekina strI batAtI nahIM hai kabhI bhI, ki kyA azuci nikalatI hai? isalie pati becArA samajhatA hai ki kucha bhI nahIM hai| moha va kapaTa ke paramANu alaga haiM aNdr| strI ke hisAba se ve utpanna hokara pariNAmita hote haiN| vaha khIra ho yA jalebI ho, vaha strI ke bIja ke anusAra vaha pariNAmita hotA hai| puruSa bIja ho to puruSa ke bIja anusAra pariNAmita hotA hai| usakI hada hotI hai| kucha hada taka puruSa ke bIja kA moha rahatA hai, usa hada se bAhara nahIM hotaa| praznakartA : ye jo paramANu haiM, unakA sAinsa kyA hai vAstava meM? dAdAzrI : sAinsa yAnI ye jo paramANu haiM to negeTiva paramANu duHkhadAyI hote haiM aura paoNz2iTiva hoM to sukhadAyI hote haiN| negeTiva sensa ke sabhI paramANu duHkhadAyI hote haiM, unheM azuddha kahate haiM aura paoNz2iTiva zuddha kahalAte haiN| sukha hI dete haiM, poNj'ittiv| AkarSaNa, vaha hai moha praznakartA : koI strI pAsa meM baiThI ho aura aise z2yAdA kucha ho jAe to Dara lagatA hai ki hama kucha galata kara rahe haiM, aMdara aisA lagatA hai lekina phira bhI abhI bhI AkRSTa ho jAtA hai|

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204 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : vaha to karma ke udaya Apako khIMcate haiM na! abhI to Apako dekhanA par3egA ki karma ke udaya yahA~ khIMca rahe haiN| sabhI kI ora nahIM khiiNcte| cAra baiThI hoM to eka ke prati AkRSTa hotA hai bAkI para nhiiN| yAnI hisAba hai, pahale kA, pichlaa| praznakartA : oNphisa meM kAma kara rahe hoM taba, jaba vaha vyakti guz2are tabhI apanI naz2ara Upara uThatI hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, yAnI vahA~ para hisAba hai| isalie vahA~ para pratikramaNa karate rahanA hai| atikramaNa se vahA~ lipaTA huA hai aura pratikramaNa se tor3a do| atikramaNa yAnI pahale jo dRSTiyA~ kI haiM, unake pratikramaNa kareMge to khatma ho jaaegaa| jaba taka dRSTi meM kisI bhI cIz2a para AkarSaNa hai, taba taka use moha hai| vaha moha gyaa| darzanamoha gayA, cAritramoha rhaa| vaha to kucha dekhate hI yadi badalAva ho jAtA ho to dIvAra ko dekhakara kyoM nahIM hotA? bIca meM koI jAnavara hai, jo aise badalAva karavAtA hai| kauna sA jAnavara? moha nAmaka! praznakartA : vaha to jitanI khuda kI jAgRti ho, taba patA calatA hai ki aMdara kucha badalAva huA hai, varnA kitanA kucha ho jAtA hai phira bhI patA nahIM calatA ki yaha badalAva huA hai| patA hI nahIM cltaa| dAdAzrI : jise bhAna hI nahIM hai, use patA kaise calegA? yaha kyA ho rahA hai? usakA bhI bhAna nahIM hai| AkarSaNa aura moha nahIM hone caahie| phira bAkI gunAha mApha kara dete haiM, oNvara phlo huA ho yA aisA vaisA kucha huA ho to use mApha kara dete haiM hm| hameM aisA kucha nahIM hai ki Apako gunahagAra hI banAnA hai| hama samajhate haiM ki ghara meM rahakara isa taraha rahanA muzkila hai| praznakartA : lekina rahA jA sakatA hai|

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sparza sukha kI bhrAmaka mAnyatA (khaM-2-8) 205 dAdAzrI : rahA jA sakatA hai lekina unakI alaga TolI ho, usakI bAta hI alaga hai! praznakartA : isa vAtAvaraNa meM ho, taba taka satarkatA rakhanA tAki parIkSA to ho jAe na? dAdAzrI : sacamuca kA TesTa hogA lekina apanA jJAna aisA hai ki z2arA sA AkarSaNa ho jAe to yoM bIja par3A ki ukhAr3akara pheMka detA hai, turaMta! phira pratikramaNa kara detA hai, turaMta hii| apanA vijJAna itanA suMdara hai| jahA~ AkarSaNa hai, vahA~ jokhima samajha strI yA viSaya meM ramaNatA kI jAe, dhyAna kiyA jAe, nididhyAsana kiyA jAe to vaha gA~Tha par3a jAegI, viSaya kii| phira kaise khatma hogI vaha? to vaha yaha ki, viSaya viruddha vicAroM se khatma ho jaaegii| iMsAna kevala eka itanA hI saMbhAla le to koI bhI viSaya-AkarSaNa ho jAe to agara vahA~ para turaMta hI pratikramaNa kara le to Age usakA khAtA bilkula sApha rhegaa| z2arA do minaTa bhI dera kara de to phira uga niklegaa| ataH yaha to pratikramaNa se baMda hogA varnA yaha to baMda hI nahIM hogA na! phira bhI agara patana ho jAe to jokhimadArI nahIM rhegii| lekina jahA~ para bhAna hI nahIM rahe, vahA~ para phira AkarSaNa huA to phira vahA~ sabakucha jyoM kA tyoM par3A rhegaa| ataH dekhate hI AkarSaNa ho jAe, usI ke sAtha usakA AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna aura kharAba vicAroM ko kATe to baca sakeMge, varnA koI bacegA hI nahIM isse| yAnI bahuta gaharA gaDDhA hai yaha to| yaha AkarSaNa kyoM hotA hai ki pahale kI ajJAnatA se| hameM samajha nahIM thI isalie usake sAtha ramaNatA kI thI, isalie phira se AkarSaNa khar3A ho jAtA hai| ataH hameM samajha jAnA cAhie ki aba isakA kucha hisAba hai|

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : vaha patA to calatA hai lekina phira bhI bArabAra vicAra Ate rahate haiN| 206 dAdAzrI : haaN| lekina vicAra Ae~ to phira se unheM, ve jo vicAra Ae~, una sabako tor3anA pdd'egaa| jaise-jaise Ate jAe~, vaise-vaise tor3ate jAnA hai, Ate jAe~ vaise-vaise tor3ate jAnA hai| hara eka ko dekhakara pratikramaNa karanA par3egA / praznakartA : vaha samajha meM to AtA hai ki kitanI bar3I galatI kI thI ! dAdAzrI : lekina galatI to kI, thI tabhI to aMdara AyA na! eka vicAra taka bhI Ae to use kaise tor3anA, utanA AnA cAhie! use usameM pUrA dina guz2AranA par3egA, do-do ghNtte| taba chedana hogA varnA nhiiN| unheM (karma) bA~dhate samaya kucha socA hI nahIM thA na! pUrI rAta ulTA leTakara phira pUrI rAta vicAra karatA rahA / praznakartA : 'ulTe leTakara vicAra karate haiM' isakA matalaba samajha meM nahIM aayaa| dAdAzrI : use kucha aTraikTiva lagA isalie phira vahA~ vaha ulTA leTakara socatA hI rahatA hai / bAda meM vaha ramaNatA karatA rahatA hai| aba vaha to calI gaI to aba kyoM ramaNatA kara rahA hai ? bhAI ulTA leTakara ramaNatA karatA hai, aMdara vaha TesTa AtA hai na eka taraha kA / aba yadi ramaNatA brahmacarya meM rahe, usase phira kArya brahmacarya hogaa| patana kaba hotA hai ? ramaNatA abrahmacarya rahe, taba se hotA hai| terI isa taraha kI koI dakhala nahIM hai na, thrI viz2ana rahatA hai na? praznakartA : phira bhI kabhI kabhAra kaccA par3a jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : aisA ! usa samaya bAyeM hAtha se dAhine gAla para

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sparza sukha kI bhrAmaka mAnyatA (khaM-2-8) thappar3a mAra detA hai?! taba kyA karatA hai ? 'kyA samajhatA hai ?' kahakara eka lagA denaa| 207 viSaya ramaNatA kI ho to pratikramaNa karake use dho denA bAda meM dAMta-vAMta tor3a deM to kyA dikhegA, aisA saba dekhanA cAhie / thrI vijana to kahalAegA na / praznakartA lekina thrI vijana dekhane ke bAvajUda bhI vaha bAra-bAra yAda AtA hai| dAdAzrI : yaha yAda, vaha to mana kA kAma hai, terA kyA jAtA hai? tujhe 'dekhate' hI rahanA hai| praznakartA : to isa para se aisA lagatA hai ki abhI taka vaha TUTA nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : TUTegA kaise lekina ? vaha to usakA sArA z2ora nikala jAegA, taba alaga hogA / taba taka jitanA z2ora bharA huA hai, use hameM dekhate hI rahanA hai| praznakartA : laMbe samaya taka vicAra Ae~ to unameM tanmayAkAra ho jAte haiN| dAdAzrI : vicAra to Ae~ge, vaha to, jitanA laMbA hai utane vicAra Ate hI rheNge| unakA hisAba khatma ho jAegA to mana baMda ho jAegA, vaha phira dUsarA pakar3a legA / praznakartA : lekina vaha hisAba kaba pUrA hogA ? dAdAzrI : abhI to bahuta sArA hai / behisAba / abhI to koI hisAba hI nahIM hai| abhI to isa pahAr3a kA pahalA patthara haTA hai| lekina jo yahA~ se turaMta kATa de, usake lie phira kucha khAsa nahIM rhegaa| dikhAI de, tabhI se pratikramaNa kare aura phira kisI ramaNatA meM nahIM par3e, rAta ko, kahIM bhI / z2arA sA bhI usakA vicAra

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) AyA ki ramaNatA meM par3A nIce, slipa huA khlaaegaa| ramaNatA se hI ye sAre doSa khar3e hue hai na! isalie ulTe hokara phira usameM bhoga lete haiM, vaha maiM dekhatA hU~ na ! 208 dRSTi badalane ke bAda ramaNatA zurU hotI hai| dRSTi badale to usakA bhI kAraNa hai| usake pIche pichale janma ke kaoNz2ez2a haiN| isalie hara kisI ko dekhakara dRSTi nahIM bdltii| kucha khAsa logoM ko dekhe, tabhI dRSTi badalatI hai| kaoNz2ez2a hoM, usakA pahale kA hisAba cala rahA ho aura bAda meM ramaNatA ho jAe to samajhanA ki bahuta bar3A hisAba hai| ataH vahA~ para adhika jAgRti rkhnaa| usake sAmane pratikramaNa ke tIra calAte rahanA / AlocanA-pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna, z2abaradasta rahane cAhie / niyama AkarSaNa vikarSaNa ke sparza ho jAe yA aisA vaisA kucha ho jAe to Akara mujhe batA denA to maiM turaMta sApha kara dU~gA / praznakartA : nhiiN| vaha kabhI bhI, kahIM bhI nahIM / -- dAdAzrI : lekina galatI se aisA ho jAe to Akara turaMta mujhe batA denA kyoMki eka hI Taca se aMdara ilekTrisiTI kA jo aTraikzana hotA hai, vaha ilekTrisiTI phira hameM nikAlanI pdd'egii| praznakartA : maiM kitane sAloM se mArka kara rahA hU~ ki maiM baiThA hoU~ to mere naz2adIka koI strI AtI hI nahIM hai| mujhase yoM dUra hI rahatI hai ! dAdAzrI : bahuta acchaa| itanA acchA hai| bar3A puNya lekara Ae ho| : praznakartA maiM kisI bhI strI ke sAtha bAta karatA hU~, jAna-pahacAnavAlI ho yA koI aura ho, lekina usake sAmane kabhI bhI yoM naz2ara milAkara bAta nahIM krtaa|

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sparza sukha kI bhrAmaka mAnyatA (khaM - 2- 8) dAdAzrI : ThIka hai / vaha bahuta acchA hai| yaha to maiM tumheM sAvadhAna kara rahA hU~ ki kabhI yoM galatI se hAtha laga jAe na, to mujhe batAnA, strI jAti jAna-bUjhakara chU jAtI hai, kaI bAra to / praznakartA : vaha ilekTrisiTI kaisI hotI hai? Apane kahA na ki 'ilekTrisiTI aisI hotI hai ki mujhe dhonI par3egI / ' 209 dAdAzrI : usake paramANuoM kA asara ho jAtA hai| aTraikzana ke paramANu bar3hate jAte haiM aura A~khoM se dekhA, usake paramANu sUkSma hote haiM aura sUkSma meM se sthUla khar3A hotA hai aura phira usameM se AkarSaNa hotA hai| AkarSaNa bar3hatA hI jAtA hai| AkarSaNa bar3hakara phira usakA vikarSaNa hotA hai| vikarSaNa zurU honA ho, taba pahale kArya hotA hai| phira vikarSaNa hotA rahatA hai| kArya zurU huA, tabhI se vikarSaNa zurU hotA hai| kArya kI zurUAta taka AkarSaNa hotA rahatA hai aura kArya pUrA ho jAne para vikarSaNa hotA rahatA hai| paramANuoM kA aTraikzana aisA haiN| aba dikkata nahIM aaegii| dAdA mere sAtha haiM, aise bologe to bhI rAha para A jaaegaa| praznakartA : paramANuoM kA yaha nayA vijJAna batAyA / dAdAzrI : yaha saba kahane jaisA nahIM hai| bAhara kahane jaisA nahIM hai| yaha to nijI taura para logoM ko jitanI z2arUrata ho, utanI hI bAta karate haiM aura bAhara batAne kA kyA artha hai ? loga, jagat chUe binA rahanevAlA nahIM hai| praznakartA : to usa sparza se paramANu use nIce kahA~ taka ghasITakara le jAte haiM ? dAdAzrI : hA~, matalaba paramANu kA aTraikzana hI saba kAma karatA hai| usa becAre ke to hAtha meM hI nahIM rahatI sattA aura jaba vikarSaNa hotA hai, taba use alaga nahIM honA ho phira bhI

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210 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) ve paramANu hI khuda vikarSaNa karavAte haiM, alaga karavA dete haiN| praznakartA : vikarSaNa hotA hai taba khuda paramANu hI alaga karavA dete haiN| dAdAzrI : hA~, khuda hI vikarSaNa karavA dete haiM, use amala dekr| praznakartA : matalaba vaha kaise? dAdAzrI : usakA amala phala dekara aura khuda hI vikarSaNa rUpI bana jAtA hai| praznakartA : arthAta yaha usakA niyama hI hai ki yadi AkarSaNa huA to phira usakA aisA vikarSaNa pariNAma AegA hii| dAdAzrI : AkarSaNa-vikarSaNa, yaha niyama hI hai| AkarSaNa kaba taka kahalAegA? vikarSaNa jaba taka ikaTThA nahIM hotA, taba taka phala nahIM detA hai| vikaSarNa kA saMyoga ikaTThA huA ki phala denA zurU kara degaa| praznakartA : AkarSaNa phala denA zurU kara de to, usake bAda kyA hotA hai? dAdAzrI : phira khatma ho gayA! iMsAna mara hI gyaa| Apa brahmacarya ke nizcayavAloM ko koI parezAnI nahIM hai| eka bAra bhogA ki gayA yaha viSaya aisI cIz2a hai ki jisa taraha mana aura citta jA rahe hoM, unheM usa taraha nahIM rahane detaa| aura eka bAra isameM par3A ki isI meM AnaMda mAnakara citta kA vahA~ jAnA bar3ha jAtA hai| 'bahuta acchA hai, bahuta maz2edAra hai' aisA mAnakara nire anaginata bIja Dala jAte haiN|

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sparza sukha kI bhrAmaka mAnyatA (khaM-2-8) praznakartA : kaIyoM ko to isameM ruci hI nahIM hotI, ruci utpanna bhI nahIM hotI aura kaIyoM meM vaha ruci bahuta adhika bhI hotI hai| vaha pahale kA lekara hI AyA hotA hai na? dAdAzrI : sirpha yaha viSaya hI aisA hai ki isameM bahuta gar3abar3a ho jAtI hai| eka bAra viSaya bhogA ki phira usakA citta vahIM kA vahIM jAtA hai / praznakartA : lekina vaha pUrva kA lekara AyA hotA hai na vaisA ? 211 dAdAzrI : usakA citta vahIM kA vahIM jAtA hai, vaha pUrva kA lekara nahIM aayaa| lekina phira usakA citta nikala hI jAtA hai, hAtha se ! khuda manA kare phira bhI nikala jAtA hai| isalie agara ye lar3ake brahmacarya ke bhAva meM raheM to acchA hai aura phira apane Apa jo skhalana hotA hai, vaha to galana kahalAtA hai| rAta meM ho gayA, dina meM ho gayA, vaha saba galana kahalAtA hai lekina ina lar3akoM ko yadi eka hI bAra viSaya chU gayA ho na to phira dina-rAta usI ke sapane Ate raheMge / praznakartA : ye jo kharAba vicAra Ate haiM, ve bhI citta ke bagaira A sakate haiM ? dAdAzrI : hA~, cita kA aura vicAra kA koI lenA-denA nhiiN| praznakartA : aisA mAna leM ki 'mujhe bAhara se kisI cIz2a kA vicAra AyA to vaha bAhara kI cIz2a apane citta kA haraNa karatI hai|' aisA hai yA nahIM ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, una donoM cIz2oM kA bailensa nahIM hai| yaha ho to yaha hogA hI, aisA saMbhava nahIM hai| zAyada ho sakatA hai, lekina yaha ho to yaha hogA hI, aisA nahIM hai| kaI bAra sirpha

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212 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) vicAra hote haiM, citta kA haraNa zAyada na bhI huA ho| kaI bAra citta gayA ho lekina vicAra meM na bhI ho| aisA ho sakatA hai aura nahIM bhI ho sktaa| mukta dazA kA tharmAmITara tujhe aisA anubhava hai ki jaba viSaya meM citta jAtA hai, taba dhyAna ThIka se nahIM raha pAtA? praznakartA : citta yadi z2arA bhI viSaya ke spaMdanoM ko Taca karake rahe to kitane hI samaya taka to khuda kI sthiratA nahIM rahane detA aura citta use chUkara vApasa alaga ho gayA ho to khuda kI sthiratA nahIM jaatii| vaha yadi eka hI bAra yoM 'Taca' huA ho, vaha bhI sthUla meM nahIM lekina sUkSma meM bhI huA ho, to bhI vaha kitane hI samaya taka hilAkara rakha detA hai| dAdAzrI : hamArA citta kaisA hogA?! vaha kabhI bhI jagaha se haTA hI nahIM hai! hama bolate haiM taba niraMtara yoM muralI kI taraha DolatA rahatA hai| taba jAkara citta kI prasannatA utpanna hotI hai| varnA mu~ha khiMcA huA rahatA hai, jubAna bhI khiMcI huI rahatI hai| loga to A~kheM par3hakara hI batA dete haiM ki 'yaha kharAba dRSTivAlA hai|' jisakI z2aharIlI dRSTi ho usake lie bhI loga batA dete haiM ki 'isakI A~khoM meM z2ahara hai|' usI taraha yaha bhI samajha sakate haiM ki A~khoM meM vItarAgatA hai| loga sabakucha samajha sakate haiM, lekina dAla-cAvala-roTI-sabjI khAkara soceMge to!! lekina khAkara so jAe~ to nahIM samajha skeNge| maiM kyA kahanA cAhatA hU~ ki pUrI duniyA meM ghuumo| lekina yadi koI bhI cIz2a Apake citta kA haraNa nahIM kara sake to Apa svataMtra ho| kitane hI sAloM se maiMne apane citta ko dekhA hai ki koI cIz2a ise haraNa nahIM kara sakatI isalie phira maiM apane Apa samajha gayA ki, 'maiM bilkula saMpUrNa svataMtra

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sparza sukha kI bhrAmaka mAnyatA (khaM-2-8) 213 ho cukA huuN|' mana meM bhale hI kaise bhI kharAba vicAra Ae~ lekina usameM harja nahIM hai, lekina citta kA haraNa to honA hI nahIM caahie| bhaTakatI vRttiyA~ citta kI citta vRttiyA~ jitanI bhaTakeMgI, utanA hI AtmA ko bhaTakanA pdd'egaa| citta vRtti jisa jagaha jAegI, usI jagaha Apako bhI jAnA pdd'egaa| citta vRtti nakzA banA detI hai| agale janma ke lie AnejAne kA nakzA banA detI hai| phira usa nakze ke anusAra hameM ghUmanA par3atA hai, to kahA~-kahA~ ghUma AtI hoMgI citta vRttiyA~ ? praznakartA : lekina citta bhaTake to usameM harja kyA hai? dAdAzrI : citta jaisI plAniMga (yojanA) karegA, usa anusAra hameM bhaTakanA pdd'egaa| isalie z2immedArI apanI hai, jitanA bhI bhaTakatA rahegA usakI! citta cetana hai, vaha jahA~-jahA~ cipakA, vahA~-vahA~ bhaTakate, bhaTakate, bhaTakate hI rahanA par3egA! praznakartA : citta hara kahIM nahIM cipaka jAtA, lekina agara eka jagaha cipaka jAe to kyA vaha pahale kA hisAba hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, hisAba hai tabhI cipakatA hai| lekina aba hameM kyA karanA cAhie? puruSArtha vaha ki jahA~ hisAba ho vahA~ para bhI nahIM cipakane de| citta jAe lekina dho diyA to, taba taka vaha abrahmacarya nahIM mAnA jaataa| lekina agara citta jAe aura dhoe nahIM to vaha abrahmacarya kahalAtA hai| isIlie kahA hai na, 'isalie sAvadhAna rahanA mana-buddhi, nirmala rahanA cittshuddhi|' manabuddhi ko sAvadhAna karate haiN| aba hameM cittavRtti nirmala rakhane ke lie kyA karanA par3egA? AjJA meM rahanA pdd'egaa| hamArA citta saMpUrNata: zuddha rahatA hai, isalie phira kucha chUtA bhI nahIM hai aura bAdhA

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214 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) bhI nahIM ddaaltaa| Apa jaise-jaise AjJA meM rahate jAoge, vaise-vaise pahale kA jo chU cukA hogA, jaise ki caMdra grahaNa likhA hotA hai ki ATha baje se eka baje taka, matalaba ATha baje zurU hotA hai aura phira eka baje ke bAda phira se caMdra grahaNa nahIM hotaa| usI taraha AjJA meM rahA karo tAki jo grahaNa ho gayA hai, vaha chUTa jAe aura nayA jokhima ur3a jAe to phira koI parezAnI nahIM rahegI na! citta kI pakar3a, chUTatI hai aise.... jo citta ko DigA de, ve sabhI viSaya haiN| jJAna se bAhara jisa-jisa cIz2a meM citta jAtA hai, ve sabhI viSaya haiN| praznakartA : Apane kahA ki bhale hI kaise bhI vicAra Ae~, usameM harja nahIM hai lekina citta vahA~ para jAe, usameM harja hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, citta kA hI jhaMjhaTa hai na! citta bhaTakatA hai, vahI jhaMjhaTa hai na! vicAra to cAhe kaise bhI hoM, usameM harja nahIM hai lekina isa jJAna ke milane ke bAda citta vicalita nahIM honA caahie| praznakartA : yadi kabhI aisA ho jAe to usakA kyA? dAdAzrI : hameM vahA~ para phira aisA puruSArtha karanA par3egA ki 'aba aisA nahIM hogaa'| pahale jitanA jAtA thA, utanA hI abhI bhI jAtA hai? praznakartA : nahIM, utanA slipa nahIM hotA, phira bhI pUcha rahA huuN| dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina citta to jAnA hI nahIM caahie| mana meM bhale hI kaise bhI vicAra Ae~, lekina usameM harja nahIM hai| unheM haTAte rho| usake sAtha bAtacIta kA vyavahAra karo ki phalAnA milegA to vaha saba kaba karoge? usake lie gAr3iyA~, moTare vagairaha kahA~

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sparza sukha kI bhrAmaka mAnyatA (khaM-2-8) 215 se lAe~ge? yA phira satsaMga kI bAta kareMge to mana vApasa naye vicAra dikhaaegaa| ___ pahale jina paryAyoM kA khUba vedana kiyA ho, abhI ve adhika Ate haiM taba citta vahIM cipakA rahatA hai| jaise-jaise vaha cipakAva, pakar3a dhulatI jAegI, vaise-vaise phira citta vahA~ para z2yAdA nahIM rhegaa| cipakegA aura alaga ho jaaegaa| aTakaNa Ae na to, vahIM cipakA rahatA hai| taba hameM kyA kahanA cAhie? tujhe jitane nAca karane hoM, utane kr| aba 'tU jJeya aura maiM jJAtA' itanA kahate hI vaha mu~ha phera degaa| vaha nAceMge to z2arUra, lekina unakA TAima hogA utanI hI dera naaceNge| phira cale jaaeNge| AtmA ke sivA isa jagat meM aura kucha bhI acchA nahIM hai| yaha to, pahale jisase paricaya kiyA huA ho, pahale kA vaha paricaya abhI gar3abar3a karavAtA hai| citta adhika se adhika kisa meM pha~satA hai? viSaya meM! aura jitanA citta pha~sA, utanA hI aizcarya TUTa gyaa| aizcarya TUTA ki jAnavara bana gyaa| ataH viSaya aisI cIz2a hai ki usI se sArA jAnavarapana AyA hai| manuSya meM se jAnavarapana, viSaya ke kAraNa hI AyA hai| phira bhI hama kyA kahate haiM ki yaha to pahale kA bharA huA mAla hai, vaha nikalegA to sahI lekina agara vApasa naye sire se saMgraha na karo to vaha uttama khlaaegaa|

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[9] 'phAila' ke sAmane saqhtI vikArI dRSTi ke sAmane DhAla praznakartA : vaha yadi moha kA jAla DAle to usase kaise baceM? dAdAzrI : tumheM naz2ara hI nahIM milAnI hai| tumheM patA hai ki yaha jAla khIMca legA, to usake sAtha naz2ara hI nahIM milAnI hai| __ praznakartA : leDIz2a ke sAtha naz2ara se naz2ara nahIM milAnI cAhie? dAdAzrI : hA~, naz2ara se naz2ara nahIM milAnI cAhie aura jahA~ tumheM lage ki yahA~ to pha~sAva hI hai, to vahA~ para to usase milanA hI nahIM caahie| tumheM turaMta aisA patA cala jAegA na ki yaha burI hai? praznakartA : vyavahAra meM jo apane jAna-pahacAnavAle hote haiM, ve Akara hama se bAta kareM to usakA hameM samabhAva se nikAla karanA cAhie, lekina usameM usakI dRSTi kharAba ho to hameM kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : to tumheM nIcI naz2ara rakhakara sArA kAma karanA caahie| choTI umra ke ho, isameM aura kucha nahIM samajhate, usake sAmane aisA kara denA cAhie ki aura use aisA hI lage ki yaha

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'phAila' ke sAmane saqhtI (khaM-2-9) 217 kucha samajhatA hI nahIM hai, to phira phira vaha calI jaaegii| tujhe koI aisI mila jAe, to vaha aisA samajhegI ki yaha saba samajha gayA hai? kyA tU aisA batAne jAtA hai? vaha saba bevakUphI khlaaegii| vyApArI kA beTA vyApAra karane baiThA ho to sau rupaye kI cIz2a kI kImata sau rupaye ke badale aThAsI rupaye bola de to phira vaha grAhaka kahegA, 'mAla btaao|' taba vaha lar3akA samajha jAtA hai ki bolane meM merI galatI ho gaI hai, to phira vaha kyA karegA? unheM kahegA ki, 'aisA mAla chiyAsI meM milegA aura dUsarA chiyAsaThavAlA bhI hai aura eka sau pA~ca rupayevAlA bhI hai' aisA saba bolane se galatiyA~ saba khatma ho jAe~gI aura vaha samajha jAegA ki yaha bAta pUrI alaga hai| usI taraha isameM bhI sAmanevAle iMsAna ko patA cala jAtA hai ki yaha mAhira nahIM hai| hama mAhira haiM yA nahIM, aisA vaha eka bAra dekha letI hai| aisA patA cala jAe ki mAhira nahIM hai, to rAha para A jAegA, phira vaha chor3a degI aura bevakUpha bana jAe to usakA saba calA jaaegaa| vaha pha~sA degii| yadi apanA mana parezAna ho jAe to hameM buddhi kA istemAla karanA hai ki 'tujha meM akla nahIM hai|' aisA kaheMge to vaha apane Apa hI bhAga jAegI lekina agara bhAga gaI, to phira davAI lagAnI pddegii| isa taraha bhagAne meM phAyadA nahIM hai, lekina vaha to agara aura koI cArA nahIM ho to| apanA mana parezAna ho jAe, taba aisA karanA par3atA hai| varnA aise ke sAtha naz2ara hI nahIM milAe~ to bahuta ho gyaa| saba se acchA naz2ara hI nahIM milAnI caahie| nIce dekhakara calanA, Age-pIche ho jAnA, ve saba sarala mArga hai| AkarSaNa meM baha mata jAnA, jahA~ A~kheM AkRSTa hoM, vahA~ se dUra hI rhnaa| jahA~ sIdhI AkheM hoM, aisI saba jagaha vyavahAra karanA lekina jahA~ A~kheM AkarSita hone lageM, vahA~ para jokhima hai, lAla battI hai| kisI ke bhI sAtha naz2areM milAkara bAta mata karanA, naz2areM nIcI rakhakara hI bAta karanI caahie| dRSTi se hI bigar3atA hai| usa

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218 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dRSTi meM viSa hotA hai aura phira viSa car3ha jAtA hai| ataH yadi dRSTi gar3a gaI ho aura naz2ara khIMca gaI ho to turaMta pratikramaNa kara lenA caahie| isameM to sAvadhAna hI rahanA caahie| jise yaha jIvana bigar3ane nahIM denA hai, use biveyara rahanA caahie| jAna-bUjhakara koI kue~ meM giratA hai kyA ? ! vikArI caMcalatA apane yahA~ koI cAya pIe, khAe, sabakucha kare phira bhI bAhara dharmadhyAna rahatA hai aura aMdara zukladhyAna rahatA hai| kisI ko hI, nikAcita karmavAlA ho, usI kA mana vikArI ho jAtA hai, taba vaha phisala gayA kahalAtA hai| nikAcita karmavAlA koI ho sakatA hai, ismeN| use vikArI vicAra Ate haiN| vaha caMcalatAvAlA hotA hai| caMcala ho cukA hotA hai| caMcala ko Apa pahacAnate ho yA nahIM pahacAnate? idhara dekhatA hai, udhara dekhatA hai| use kaheM ki 'bhAI, kyoM aise ho rahe ho / ' to vaha isalie ki vikArI vicAra AyA isalie caMcala ho gayA aura isa kAraNa se dharmadhyAna aura zukladhyAna donoM cale jAte haiN| bAkI apane mahAtmAoM ko dharmadhyAna aura zukladhyAna donoM rahate haiN| phira bhale hI khAe-pIe, or3hakara so jAe, leTakara so jAe / aise nikAcita karmavAle ko hamase pUchanA cAhie ki 'hameM kyA karanA cAhie? aba kauna sI davAI lagAe~ ?' bahuta gahare ghAva ho jAte haiN| aise karmavAle hoM to hameM pUchane meM harja nahIM hai| vaha akele meM pUche to hama davAI batA deMge ki yoM davAI lagAnA tAki ghAva bhara jAe~ / phAila bana gaI, vahA~... praznakartA : eka hI strI se saMbaMdhita vicAra bAra-bAra Ae~ to kyA aisA samajhanA hai ki usake prati rAga hai ? dAdAzrI : vaha bA~dhI huI phAila hai| aba, agara vicAra Ae~

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'phAila' ke sAmane saqhtI (khaM-2-9) 219 vaha phira cale jAe~ aura usake bAda kucha bhI nahIM ho to isakA matalaba use abhI taka phAila nahIM banAyA hai, abhI taka naI phAila nahIM lAe ho| jabaki jisake bAre meM bAra-bAra vicAra Ate raheM, vaha to bA~dhI huI phAila hai, kitane hI kesa haiM aNdr| praznakartA : pahale kabhI bhI mile nahIM hoM, pahacAna nahIM ho, sirpha Adhe ghaMTe kI hI mulAkAta ho, vaise| dAdAzrI : usI ko phAila kahate haiN| phAila matalaba jo apane dimAga meM ghusa jaae| ve saba phAila kahalAte haiN| praznakartA : yaha to bhUta kI taraha ghusa gayA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, bhUta kI taraha ghusa jAtA hai| praznakartA : usake upAya meM pratikramaNa to cala hI rahe hai| dAdAzrI : basa vhii| dUsarA koI upAya nahIM hai aura vahA~ para bahuta hI sAvadhAna rahanA par3atA hai, bahuta jAgRti rakhanI par3atI hai| terA aisA kucha to nahIM hai na! praznakartA : tIna-cAra dina se vahI vicAra A rahe haiM bhUta kI taraha, aisA pahale kabhI nahIM huaa| dAdAzrI : vaha to balki acchA hai, tIna-cAra dina se, lekina hamArI maujUdagI meM A rahe haiM na? yahA~ hamAre pAsa ho taba A rahe haiM na? bahuta acchA, niber3A A jaaegaa| nikala jaaegaa| jaba satsaMga nahIM ho aura akele hoM, taba agara yaha saba Ae, to phira ve dUsarI kalpanA kreNge| praznakartA : buddhi vApasa aisI kalpanA karatI hai| lekina maiM haTA detA huuN| dAdAzrI : phira dUsarI kalpanA karatI hai| praznakartA : zAdI taka kii|

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220 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : haaN| saba karatI hai, isalie sAvadhAna rahanA hai| aba biveyara borDa lagAnA, cora jeba meM se lUTa le jAe, usameM harja nahIM hai| vaha saba to phira se A jAegA lekina aise luTa gayA! eka dina kA kyA phala milatA hai, agara sacamuca luTa jAe taba? eka dina meM aise luTa jAe to kyA phala milegA? praznakartA : pAzavatA kahalAegI, adhogti| dAdAzrI : hN| biveyara likhakara rakhanA, hara khiiN| bAkI kahI pUrI duniyA ke sAtha nahIM saMbhAlanA hai| jahA~ AkarSaNa ho rahA ho vahIM dhyAna rakhanA hai| khIMcanevAlA kauna? bahuta huA to pA~ca, dasa yA paMdraha hote haiN| z2yAdA nahIM hote, utanA hI dhyAna rakhanA hai| auroM kI to godI meM baiTheMge phira bhI AkarSaNa nahIM hogaa| itanI sepha sAiDavAlA jagat hai yh| tumhAre pA~ca, dasa yA paMdraha hoMgI, bahuta chaila chabIlA hogA to usakI pacAsa hoNgii| sAmane 'phAila' Ae, taba... praznakartA : kabhI-kabhI yaha samajha nahIM raha paatii| dAdAzrI : apanA phorsa TUTa jAegA to vaha samajha calI jaaegii| apanA nizcaya TUTa jAegA to samajha calI jaaegii| apane nizcaya se hI raha paaegii| varnA pudgala aisA nahIM hai becaaraa| pudgala ko acchAburA nahIM lgtaa| vaha to agara 'bahuta acchI cIz2a, acchI cIz2a, acchI cIz2a hai', aisA kare tabhI vaha dhakkA maaregaa| 'kharAba hai, kharAba hai', aisA kareM to phira vaha TUTa jaaegaa| jahA~ mana khiMca rahA ho, vaha phAila Ae, usa samaya mana caMcala hI rahatA hai| usa samaya mana caMcala ho jAtA hai aura mujhe aMdara bahuta duHkha hotA hai ki isakA mana caMcala ho gayA thA isalie merI naz2ara sakhta ho jAtI hai| phAila Ae, usa samaya aMdara hilAkara rakha detI hai| Upara

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'phAila' ke sAmane saqhtI (khaM-2-9) 221 jAtA hai, nIce jAtA hai, Upara jAtA hai, nIce jAtA hai| usake vicAra Ate hI! vaha to aMdara nirI gaMdagI bharI hai, kacarA mAla hai| aMdara AtmA kI hI kImata hai! phAila gairahAz2ira ho aura yAda AtI rahe to bahuta jokhima kahalAtA hai| phAila gairahAz2ira ho aura yAda nahIM Ae, lekina usake Ate hI turaMta asara ho jAe, vaha sekanDarI jokhim| tumheM usakA asara hone hI nahIM denA hai| svataMtra bana jAne kI z2arUrata hai| usa samaya apanI lagAma TUTa hI jAtI hai| phira lagAma raha nahIM pAtI na! lakar3I kI putalI acchI eka yahI galatI nahIM honI caahie| phAila ho aura saMDAsa karane baiThI ho aura kahe ki dho do| to kyA kaheMge? dho dete haiM saba? praznakartA : dekhanA hI acchA nahIM lagatA to dhonA kaise acchA lagegA? dAdAzrI : tU to dho bhI degA kyA? cATegA bhI? mujhe lagatA hai! vaha saMDAsa karatI huI dikhe aura phira tujhe dhone ko kahe, 'varnA nahIM bolU~gI' kahe to? praznakartA : calegA, nahIM bolegI to| dAdAzrI : usa samaya chor3a degA, to Aja hI chor3a de na? isalie kRpAludeva aisA likhate haiM, 'lakar3I kI putalI to acchI hai|' usameM se saMDAsa nahIM nikltii| nirI gaMdha hai yaha to! usakA mu~ha dekho to vaha bhI badabU mAratA hai| bhrAMti car3ha jAtI hai na isalie nazA car3ha jAtA hai| taba bhAna nahIM rhtaa| isalie phira ghina nahIM aatii| praznakartA : sabhI ko isakA anubhava hai hI!

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222 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : usa ghar3I jaba saMDAsa karane baiThI ho, taba dekhe to caMcala rahegA yA nahIM? praznakartA : nahIM rhegaa| prema TUTa jaaegaa| dAdAzrI : prema hai hI kahA~ yaha? kevala sAikalaoNjikala iphekTa hai| usa samaya hameM lapeTate rahanA pdd'egaa| ye sIdhA lapeTA thA, use ulTA lapeTane se nikala jAegA, khatma ho jaaegaa| 'merA, merA' karake cipakA thaa| aba 'nahIM hai merA, nahIM hai merA' karegA to calA jaaegaa| agni aura 'phAila' eka se jahA~ AkarSaNa hotA hai, vahA~ jAgRta rho| AkarSaNa nahIM ho rahA ho to harja nahIM hai| bAra-bAra AkarSaNa ho rahA ho to samajhanA ki yaha phAila hai| praznakartA : kucha phAiloM ke prati AkarSaNa hotA hai| dAdAzrI : sAvadhAna rahakara clnaa| apanA yaha jJAna hai to brahmacaryavrata raha sakatA hai kyoMki zuddhAtmA ko alaga kara diyA hai isalie raha sakatA hai| varnA aura kahIM nahIM raha sktaa| dAdA dvArA diyA gayA, 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' aisA kahate hI vaha kamplITa alaga ho jAtA hai| vaha zaMkA rahita hai| bAkI saba jagaha shNkaavaalaa| praznakartA : 'khuda' alaga rahatA hai isIlie yaha saba patA cala pAtA hai ki yaha koI phAila AI aura caMcalatA huii| dAdAzrI : hA~, patA calegA hI n| vaha alaga nahIM huA hotA to patA nahIM cala pAtA, tanmayAkAra hI rhtaa| patA calatA hai, hila uThA hai, aisA samajha meM AtA hai| aba saba kaise karanA hai, vaha bhI jAnatA hai, sabhI saMyoga use (samajha meM) Ate haiN|

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'phAila' ke sAmane saqhtI (khaM-2-9) 223 terA ThIka rahatA hai yA phira saba yoM hI? abhI bhI caMcala ho jAtA hai na? praznakartA : mere sAtha aisA kucha huA hI nhiiN| dAdAzrI : aisA huA hai| maiM to caMcalatA ko dekhatA hU~ na! tujhe patA nahIM cltaa| deha caMcala ho jAe, vaha tujhe patA nahIM cltaa| maiM pahacAna jAtA hU~ na caMcalatA ko! / praznakartA : mana bigar3a jAe, taba khuda ko patA calatA hai na? dAdAzrI : mana bigaDe, vicAra bigar3e to tujhe patA cala jAtA hai| lekina deha caMcala ho jAe to vaha patA nahIM cltaa| deha caMcala ho jAtI hai| usake sAmane dekhane kI zakti honI caahie| saMDAsa meM usakA rUpa dekha lenA caahie| sakhta hI rahanA caahie| yaha to acchA lagatA hai| bilkula sakhta, agni samajhakara alaga rahanA pdd'egaa| praznakartA : dAdA kabhI-kabhAra ulTI sAiDa kA kaoNnphiDensa bar3ha jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : usameM cora nIyata hotI hai| sakhta nahIM huA to samajhanA ki yahA~ kamI hai abhii| jisase khuda ko nukasAna hotA hai, usase yadi dUra nahIM rahe na to mUrkha hI kahalAegA na? aura yaha to adhogati kahalAtI hai| isa galatI ko nahIM calA skte| viSaya-vikAra aura mRtyu donoM eka samAna hI haiN| kATo sakhtI se 'use' jisakI phAila bana hI cukI ho, usake lie bahuta jokhima hai| usake prati sakhta rahanA caahie| sAmane A jAe to A~kheM dikhAnA, to vaha phAila DaratI rhegii| phAila bana jAne ke bAda to balki loga cappala mArate haiM, to vaha phira se mu~ha dikhAnA hI bhUla jAtA

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) hai| kaI loga ekadama satarka rahate haiN| jise satarka rahanA hai, use / varnA DhIlA par3a jAtA hai| 224 naz2ara sakhta kara deM na to phAila banegI hI nahIM / use burA lage aisA vyavahAra kareMge to phAila nahIM bnegii| mIThA vyavahAra karoge to cipakegI aura kharAba vyavahAra kiyA to vaha gunAha dUsare dina mApha ho sakatA hai| hameM isa taraha bAta karanI cAhie ki vaha hama se cipake nhiiN| vaha gunAha mApha hone kA rAstA hai lekina yaha cipakA, usakA gunAha mApha hone kA rAstA nahIM hai / usI se yaha saMsAra khar3A hai sArA / praznakartA : phAila ho, usa para hameM tiraskAra nahIM ho rahA ho to kyA jAna-bUjhakara tiraskAra khar3A karanA cAhie ? dAdAzrI : haaN| tiraskAra kyoM nahIM hotA? jo apanA itanA ahita kara rahI hai, usa para tiraskAra nahIM hotA ? matalaba abhI pola hai ! cora nIyata hai! apanA ahita kare, apanA ghara jalA diyA ho phira bhI kyA hameM usake prati tiraskAra nahIM honA cAhie? yaha to bhItara cora nIyata hai, aisA hama samajha jAte haiN| praznakartA : bhItara tiraskAra hotA hai, lekina bAda meM buddhi palaTa detI hai I dAdAzrI : palaTa detI hai, usakA kAraNa yaha hai ki cora nIyata hai| praznakartA : bahuta paricaya ho cukA ho to usakA aparicaya kaise kareM ? tiraskAra karake ? dAdAzrI : ' nahIM hai merA, nahIM hai merA' karake kaI pratikramaNa krnaa| 'nahIM hai merA, nahIM hai merA' karake phira saba nikAla denA, phira Amane-sAmane mila jAe to usa samaya sunA denA cAhie, 'kyA mu~ha lekara ghUma rahI hai, jAnavara jaisI, yUjalesa / ' bAda meM phira vaha mu~ha nahIM dikhaaegii|

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'phAila' ke sAmane saqhtI (khaM-2-9) 225 __vahA~ hai cora nIyata praznakartA : z2abaradasta ahaMkAra karake bhI isa viSaya ko nikAla denA hai| dAdAzrI : haaN| bAda meM isa ahaMkAra kA ilAja kara sakate haiM lekina vaha roga ki jahA~ balavA honevAlA ho, vahA~ dabA denA par3atA hai| yaha to nIyata cora hai, isalie mIThe rahate haiN| maiM samajha jAtA huuN| praznakartA : jahA~ nIyata cora hai to use sudhArane ke lie kyA karanA cAhie? usakA upAya kyA hai? nizcaya ko sTroMga karanA, vahI na? dAdAzrI : apanA nukasAna kare to usa para dveSa hI rahanA cAhie, kharAba dRSTi hI rahanI caahie| hameM milate hI vaha ghabarA jaae| sakhta ho gayA hai, patA cala jaaegaa| aisA sakhta ho jAe to phira asara nahIM kregaa| phira dUsarA DhU~Dha legI vh| praznakartA : Apake jJAna ke bAda patA calatA hai ki isake sAtha itanA sakhta hU~ aura itanA narama huuN| dAdAzrI : haaN| lekina narama rahanA vaha pola hai| maiM to jAnatA hU~ na saba ki yaha pola hai| praznakartA : jahA~ narama rahate haiM, vahA~ kabhI bhI gussevAlI vANI nikalI hI nahIM hai| bAkI jagaha para to bahuta gussA ho jAtA hai| ApakI bAta bilkula sahI hai| dAdAzrI : nIyata cora hai| hama turaMta hI samajha jAte haiM na! bAhara to ekadama narama! praznakartA : Apa jo kaha rahe haiM, hameM abhI bhI vaha samajha meM nahIM A rahA hai|

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226 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : vaha bhI hama jAnate haiM na! hama jamA nahIM karate! bhale hI kitanA bhI Apa praoNmisa do phira bhI jamA nahIM krte| hama jamA kaba karate haiM? vaisA vartana dekhate haiM, tb|| praznakartA : yaha eka bahuta bar3A roga ho gayA hai| khuda para z2arUrata se jyAdA vizvAsa ho gayA hai, bekAra hii| dAdAzrI : bhAna hI nahIM hai na, kisI bhI taraha kaa| khuda para aura parAe para bhAna hI nahIM hai| praznakartA : hama phAila kA tiraskAra kareM to aMdara se aisA batAtA hai ki 'vaha hameM galata smjhegii|' dAdAzrI : galata hI samajhanA caahie| use aisA laganA cAhie ki hama pAgala hai| hameM kisI bhI tarIke se toDa denA hai aura bAda meM usakA ilAja ho jaaegaa| yaha baira baMdhA hogA, usakA ilAja ho jaaegaa| praznakartA : jaba taka eka jagaha para bhI pha~sA huA rahe, taba taka dUsarI zakti prakaTa nahIM hotii| dAdAzrI : yaha to mIThA poiz2ana hai, poiz2ana aura vaha bhI mIThA! aura 'phAila' Ae, usa samaya to sakhta ho hI jAnA cAhie tabhI 'phAila' kA~pegI! 'yUz2alesa phelo' aisA bhI kaha denA akele meM, tAki vaha baira rkhe| cir3ha jAe to bhI harja nhiiN| cir3ha jAe to rAga khatma ho jAegA, Asakti khatma ho jAegI sArI aura vaha samajha bhI jAegI ki aba yaha phira se mere hAtha meM nahIM aaegaa| varnA phira vaha maukA DhU~DhatI rhegii| aba yaha saba sNbhaalnaa| ___phAila to apane naz2adIka Ae na, tabhI se mana meM kar3avA z2ahara jaisA ho jAnA cAhie, abhI ye kahA~ se? yaha to cora nIyata

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'phAila' ke sAmane saqhtI (khaM-2-9) 227 hai! itanA hI sAvadhAna rahane jaisA hai| bAkI sabhI kucha khAnApInA na, maiM kahA manA kara rahA hU~? sakhta, isa taraha ho sakate haiM praznakartA : sAmanevAlI phAila, vaha hamAre lie phAila nahIM hai, lekina usake lie hama phAila haiM, aisA hameM patA cale to hameM kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : taba to aura bhI jaldI khatma kara denaa| z2yAdA sakhta ho jAnA caahie| vaha kalpanA karanA hI baMda kara degI n| na ho to betukA bolnaa| usase kahanA ki, 'cAra thappar3a lagA dUMgA, yadi tU mere sAmane AI to! mere jaisA siraphirA nahIM milegA koii|' aisA kahoge to phira vApasa nahIM aaegii| vaha to isI taraha khiskegii| praznakartA : aisA kraika bolanA to mujhe acche se AtA hai| dAdAzrI : haaN| tujhe aisA sakhta bolanA acche se AtA hai aura ina sabhI ko sikhAnA par3atA hai| tujhe sahaja AtA hai| DhIlA par3anA, vaha to saba roga hI hai| yaha to tumheM bhAna hI nahIM hai ki ulTA bolakara chUTa sakate haiN| apamAna kisI ko bhI acchA nahIM lgtaa| jo phAila ho, use bhI acchA nahIM lgtaa| vaha bhI bezarma nahIM hotii| apamAna karane para kyA vaha phAila khar3I rahegI?! phira kalpanAe~ karanA hI baMda kara degI na? aura jaba taka yaha DhIlA rahegA na, taba taka kalpanAe~ karatI rhegii| usake kalpanA karane se apanA mana DhIlA par3a jAtA hai| iphekTa hai saaraa| bhale hI terI dRSTi usa para nahIM ho, lekina agara vaha kalpanA kare to tere aMdara bahuta iphekTa hotA hai, isalie phira giratA hai| isalie aisA kara denA cAhie ki vaha kalpanAe~ karanA hI baMda kara de, balki jaba-taba gAliyA~ de| taba phira apane bAre meM kahegI,

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228 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) 'chor3o na usakI bAta, vaha to bahuta kharAba hai|' ataH yadi ulTA socegI to hameM chor3a degI! praznakartA : matalaba yadi hameM kisI ke prati aisA burA vicAra Ae to use bhI AegA hI, aisA? dAdAzrI : kaI dinoM taka vicAra Ate raheM to sAmanevAle para usakA asara par3e binA nahIM rhtaa| aisA hai yaha jgt| isalie aisA sakhta bolakara kATa do ki phira se apanA nAma lenA hI baMda kara de| dUsare kaI lar3ake haiM, vahA~ jA na! yahA~ kyoM A rahI hai? use aisA bhI kaha sakate haiM ki mere jaisA kraika heDeDa dUsarA koI nahIM milegA to vaha bhI kahanA zurU kara degI ki kraika heDeDa hai| kisI bhI rAste se chUTanA hai na hameM! anya sabhI jagaha sayAne bananA na! tor3A jA sakatA hai laphar3A kalA se abrahmacarya se to yaha saba aisA gar3abar3a hai hii| praznakartA : phira khuda kI dRSTi se bAhara hI cale jAte th dAdAzrI : vimukha hI ho jAtA hai! Taca hI nahIM rahanA cAhie na! eka lar3akI use chor3a hI nahIM rahI thI to phira kisI dUsarI lar3akI ko bulAkara yoM hI usake sAtha calane lagA to vaha jhagar3ane lagI! Taikala karanA AnA caahie| ise kalAe~ AtI haiM sbhii| chUTa gayA merA bhAI! ise nahIM AtI aura taraha-taraha kI gaThariyA~ hI bA~dhatA rahatA hai| praznakartA : kalA sikhaaiiegaa| dAdAzrI : ye sikhAI to haiM kitanI sArI! jo akele meM kahane kI hotI haiM, ve bhI! baMdhA huA ho na unameM se, phira koI eka jana khuda kA tor3a dene kI koziza kare lekina TUTatA nahIM

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'phAila' ke sAmane saqhtI (khaM - 2-9) hai| agara vaha tor3a nahIM sake to usakA phraikcara kara denA par3atA hai, vahA~ vahema DAla denA par3atA hai| 229 praznakartA : koI eka jana phraikcara kare, lekina sAmanevAlA nahIM karane detA use / dAdAzrI : sAmanevAle kA hI phraikcara karanA hai| khuda kA phraikcara nahIM karanA hai| sAmanevAlA hI cir3ha jAe ki balki yaha to kharAba nikalA, banAvaTI / praznakartA 40 sAmanevAle ko aisA laganA cAhie ki isane banAvaTa kii| dAdAzrI : agara aisA raha ki 'yaha Ter3hA hI hai' to dinoMdina usake abhiprAya TUTate hI jaaeNge| bAda meM kucha aura aisI-vaisI sunA de, taba tumheM chUTanA ho to chUTA jA skegaa| praznakartA : yadi khuda kA hI pUrI taraha se phraikcara nahIM huA ho to ? khuda kA mana pUrI taraha phraikcara nahIM huA ho to ? dAdAzrI : to phira kauna manA kara rahA hai ? to phira yaha samudra nahIM hai ? DUba jAegA / praznakartA : pahale khuda kA phraikcara ho jAnA cAhie na? dAdAzrI : khuda kA karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| pahale sAmanevAle kA phraikcara kara denA, puuraa| bAda meM jaba tumheM khuda kA karanA hogA, taba ho sakegA ! jise yaha karanA hai, usakA ! pahale khuda kA to hogA hI nahIM na! praznakartA : jaba taka sAmanevAle kA AkarSaNa hai, taba taka khuda kA pahale nahIM ho sakatA, aisA hai ? dAdAzrI : kabhI bhI nahIM ho sakatA / yadi sAmanevAlA gAlI denA zurU kara de to hameM jaba chor3anA ho taba chUTa skeNge|

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : to sAmanevAle kA phraikcara kaise kara sakate haiM ? dAdAzrI : haz2Ara rAste haiM ! nahIM to eka dina to use mu~ha para kaha denA ki 'kyA karU~, merA mana duvidhA meM haiM ! tere jaisI do-tIna haiN| sabhI ko vacana die haiM' kahanA / yaha to yahA~ se ciTThI likhatA hai ki, 'mujhe acchA nahIM lagatA tere binA / ' taba chUTegA kaise ? phira aura z2yAdA cipakegI vaha / aba tujhe A jAegA na? 230 apanA banAyA kahakara Diyara, tor3o dekara phiyara apanA vijJAna itanA suMdara hai ki hara taraha se Apako eDajasTa ho jaae| bAhara kA eksesa ho jAe to AtmA kho detA hai| bahuta z2oradAra ho gayA ho to AtmA kA vedaka calA jAtA hai / jJAtAdRSTApana calA jAe aura bhrAMti meM DAla de, vaha hai mohanIya karma / praznakartA : bAhara kA eksesa ho jAtA hai, aisA Apane kahA na, aisA kaise hai vaha ? dAdAzrI : kisI ko strI ke sAtha ekatA ho gii| aba khuda chor3anA cAhe lekina agara vaha chor3e taba na ? tU use milA nahIM na, phira bhI vaha tumhAre hI bAre meM socatI rhegii| tumhAre vicAra karatI rahe, to tuma baMdhe hue khlaaoge| vicAroM se hI baMdhe hue| ve vicAra baMda hote nahIM aura apanA chuTakArA ho nahIM paataa| isalie pahale samajha lenA caahie| aura usake vicAra tor3ane ke lie kyA karanA par3egA ? usake sAtha jhagar3e karane par3eMge, aisA karanA cAhie, use saba ulTA - ulTA batAnA caahie| dUsarI lar3akI ko yoM hI kahanA, tuma to merI bahana ho, kahakara calo z2arA mere sAtha ghUmane, aisA use dikhAnA, matalaba usakA mana phaikcara kara denA, dhIre se| praznakartA : dUsarIvAlI cipaka jAe to ?

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'phAila' ke sAmane saqhtI (khaM-2-9) 231 dAdAzrI : dUsarI cipaka jAe to dUsarI se chuuttnaa| jise chUTanA hai, use sabakucha AtA hai| praznakartA : isake alAvA, vyavahAra meM z2arUrata se z2yAdA DUba jAe~, dhaMdhe-vyApAra meM to apanA jJAtA-dRSTApana kama ho jAtA hai, aisA nahIM hai na? dAdAzrI : vyApAra aisI phAila nahIM hai| yaha to dAvA kare aisI phAila hai| vaha dina-rAta tumhAre lie socatI rahegI aura tumheM dina-rAta bA~dhatI rhegii| hama apane ghara hoM to bhI vyApAra nahIM bA~dhatA yA phira jalebI bhI nahIM bA~dhatI, Ama bhI nahIM baaNdhtaa| yaha jo jIvita hai, vaha bA~dhatI hai, isameM klema hai na? tuma jo sukha DhU~Dha rahe ho usa tarapha kA, to koI mA~gegA matalaba yaha klemavAlA hai| sukha to jalebI khAI aura acchI nahIM lagI to pheMka dii| usake alAvA kyA hai? koI dAvA bhI nahIM hai jalebI kA, koI harja nhiiN| ye sArI hamArI sUkSma khoja haiN| varnA chUTeMge kaise? tujhe ye bAteM bahuta kAma aaegii| kitane dinoM se mujhase pUchatA jA rahA hai, 'kaise chUTanA?' lekina yoM hI to mujhase kahA nahIM jA sakatA, kabhI aisA kucha kahU~ taba samajha jaanaa| yaha bhI, agara samajhoge to hala AegA, nahIM samajhoge to phira... praznakartA : aba jaldI hala lAne kI z2arUrata hai| dAdAzrI : ghara kA bigar3egA, ghara meM khar3A nahIM rahane deNge| praznakartA : bAhara bhI agara bigar3a gayA to saba jagaha bigar3a jaaegaa| dAdAzrI : aura ghara para bhI phraikcara ho jaaegaa| yahA~ para bhI saba phraikcara ho jaaegaa| pUrI rAta mere lie kisI ko kucha bhI vicAra Ae ki

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232 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) 'dAdA ne merA aisA kiyA aura vaisA kiyaa| dAdA ne merA nukasAna kiyA yA dUsarI aura vyApAra meM aise huA, phalAnA huA,' to usase bA~dha letA hai, lekina mujhe usake lie aisA vicAra Ae, aisA mere pAsa hai hI nahIM na, to bA~dhegA kaise? maiM vItarAga hI rahatA hU~, to vaha bA~dhe kaise? maiM vahA~ cipakU~gA taba mujhe baaNdhegaa| vahA~ vItarAga rahanA hai| chUTane kA rAstA yahI hai| praznakartA : kaise vItarAga rahate haiM? dAdAzrI : bhale hI kucha bhI karake bhI hameM usa prakRti ke prati dveSa bhI nahIM aura rAga bhI nahIM karanA hai| vaha kahalAtA hai samabhAva se nikAla! vaha kitanA bhI kharAba kare, ulTA kare, nukasAna kare, yadi maiM use thor3A bhI ripeyara karane jAU~ to usakA matalaba itanA hai ki maiM rAga-dveSa meM par3A to mujhe abhI bhI z2arUrata hai, icchA hai merI, rAga-dveSavAlI prakRti hai| usakA samabhAva se nikAla karane ko kahA hai| usakA mana apane prati rAga meM rahegA to baaNdhegaa| aisA nahIM honA caahie| rAga yA dveSa se logoM ke mana bA~dhate haiM, lekina mere sAtha sacce prema se bA~dhe to balki pUre dina zAMti rhegii| bhagavAna mahAvIra isI taraha chUTe the, varnA nahIM chUTa paate|

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[10] viSayI AcaraNa? to Disamisa ___yahA~ kie hue pApa se mile narka dRSTi bigar3e taba vaha galata kahalAtA hai| dRSTi nahIM bigar3e vaha brahmacarya kahalAtA hai| bAhara bigar3e to harja nhiiN| usakA bhI pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| yahA~ to sabhI vizvAsa se Ate haiM na! anya jagaha pApa kie hoM na, ve yahA~ Ane se dhula jAte haiM, lekina yahA~ para kiyA huA pApa narkagati meM bhugatanA par3atA hai| jo ho cuke hoM unheM leTa go karate haiM, lekina nayA to nahIM hone denA cAhie na! jo ho cukA hai, usakA phira kucha upAya hai kyA? eka bAra ulTA kAma ho jAe, apane Apa hI yahA~ se kahIM aura calA jAe, mu~ha dikhAne ke lie bhI khar3A na rhe| varnA phira duniyA ulTI hI calegI na, brahmacarya ke nAma para! yahA~ aisA nahIM calegA! 'anya kSetre kRtam pApam, dharma kSetre vinshyti|' bAhara jo saMsAra meM pApa kiyA hoM, ve dharmakSetra meM jAne se nAza ho jAte haiM aura 'dharmakSetra kRtama pApam vajralepo bhaviSyati' ve narkagati meM le jAte haiN| bAhara pApa karane aura yahA~ pApa karane meM bahata pharka hai! yahA~ para to pApa kA vicAra taka nahIM AnA cAhie, vajralepa hotA hai| vajralepa yAnI narka ke baMdhana baMdhate haiM, bhayaMkara yAtanA bhugatanI par3atI hai!

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234 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) nahIM zobhA detA vaha praznakartA : abhI bhI aise vicAra aura aisA kyoM ho jAtA dAdAzrI : aMdara vicAra hI bhare par3e haiN| ve to nikaleMge, lekina AcaraNa meM nahIM AnA caahie| AcaraNa meM A gayA to bilkula baMda phir| hamezA ke lie baMda kara dete haiM hm| aise apavitra iMsAna yahA~ caleMge nahIM na? vicAra Ae~ to unheM dekhanevAle tuma ho| praznakartA : vaha to ThIka hai, satsaMga meM to aisA calegA hI nhiiN| dAdAzrI : nhiiN| nahIM clegaa| yaha to bahuta pavitra jagaha hai, yahA~ to kabhI aisA huA hI nahIM hai| aisoM kA AnA to hamezA ke lie baMda hI kara denA caahie| koI itanA vikArI hogA tabhI aisA ho sakatA hai! Apako to vicAra Ate hI turaMta usI samaya dekha lenA caahie| nahIM dekha pAo to usakA pazcAtApa karanA ki yaha dekha nahIM pAyA isalie usakA pazcAtApa karatA hU~ aura aba to sakhta kadama hI uThAnA hai, bhale hI koI bhI ho lekina usakA AnA baMda kara denA caahie| aisI pavitra jagaha! bAkI AcaraNa meM aisA ho use, pahale eka-do kA AnA baMda kara diyA thA, to dekho na abhI taka hamezA ke lie A hI nahIM paate| mu~ha bhI nahIM dikhAte haiM na!! pahale jo kucha ho gayA ho, yahA~ para usa bhUla ko svIkAra karanA hai, naye sire se to honI hI nahIM cAhie na! aba itanA dekhanA hai ki AcaraNa meM nahIM aae| AcaraNa meM kabhI-bhI nahIM Ae aura jo AcaraNa meM Ae, use hama yahA~ eDamiTa nahIM krte| isalie apavitra vicAra Ae~ to khodakara nikAla denA, vicAra

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viSayI AcaraNa? to Disamisa (khaM - 2 -10) Ate hii| jisa taraha apane kheta - bagIce meM koI phAlatU cIz2a uga jAe to use nikAla dete haiM, usI taraha ulTI cIz2a ko turaMta ukhAr3a denA cAhie / 235 pAzavatA karane se to acchA zAdI kara lenaa| zAdI karane meM kyA harja hai ? vaha pAzavatA acchI hai, zAdIvAlI ! zAdI nahIM karanA aura galata nakhare karanA, vaha to bhayaMkara pAzavatA kahalAtI hai, narkagati ke adhikArI ! aura vaha to yahA~ honA hI nahIM cAhie na? zAdI karanA to haqa kA viSaya kahalAtA hai / socakara dekhanA, zAdI karanI hai yA nahIM ? praznakartA: savAla hI nhiiN| no cAnsa / dAdAzrI : abhI jaba taka pakkA nahIM ho jAtA, taba taka DisIz2ana nahIM lenA hI ThIka hai, dhIre dhIre pakkA karane ke bAda hI DisIz2ana lenA / phisalanA sahaja, yadi eka bAra phisalA brahmacarya bhaMga karanA, vaha bahuta bar3A doSa hai| brahmacarya bhaMga ho jAe, to muzkila hai / the vahA~ se gira pdd'e| dasa sAla se ropA huA per3a ho aura gira jAe to phira Aja hI ropA ho, aisA hI ho gayA na aura vApasa dasoM sAla vyartha gae ! aura brahmacaryavAlA gira gyaa| eka hI dina gira jAe to khatma ho gayA / aura jo iMsAna yahA~ se phisalA to phira vaha jo phisalA, vaha utanA hissA phira se z2ora lagAegA, vahI hissA phira se use phislaaegaa| phira khuda ke qAbU meM nahIM raha paataa| phira qAbUkaMTrola kho detA hai, khatma ho jAtA hai| vahA~ hama sAvadhAna rahane ko kahate haiM / 'mara jAegA, ' kahate haiM / na ho saMga saMyogI jAgRti rahatI hai na, aba ? AnaMda zurU ho gayA hai na! ve

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236 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) saba to AnaMda meM A ge| sabhI ke cehare para nayA hI teja A gayA hai| eka hI dIvAra pAra kare to AnaMda kI zurUAta ho jAtI hai aura prakaTa ho jAtA hai turaMta hI aura agara pAra nahIM kI aura phisala gayA to vahA~ para phira gAr3ha ho jAtA hai| phira vApasa ulTA ho jAtA hai isalie kasauTI ke TAima para saMbhAla lenaa| pAtAla phUTakara phira AnaMda ubharatA rahatA hai! anya kucha bhI ho jAe to parezAnI nahIM hai| saMga saMyogI nahIM bana jAnA caahie| bAkI kucha ho jAe to usameM harja nahIM hai, usakA artha aisA hai ki vaisA ho to bahuta huA itanI phikra karane jaisA nahIM hai lekina saMyoga to mRtyu hai| strI-puruSa kA saMyoga, vaha to mRtyu hI hai, tuma logoM ke lie aisA hI hai| praznakartA : yAnI ki mara jAe~ lekina aisA nahIM honA caahie| dAdAzrI : nahIM, vaha mRtyu hI hai| yoM hI mRtyu ho gaI kyoMki jo AnaMda prakaTa honevAlA thA, usI samaya phisala ge| jaise ki upavAsa kiyA ho, to thor3e samaya ke bAda aMdara acchA ho jAnevAlA hotA hai, lekina usase pahale hI khA letA hai! isalie sAvadhAna rhnaa| varnA phira se yaha bhUmikA nahIM milegii| aisI bhUmikA kisI kAla meM milanevAlI nahIM hai isalie sAvadhAna rhnaa| yaha saba bilkula bhI cUkanA mata aura bahuta bar3A hamalA ho to mujhe khabara kara denA aura isake alAvA kucha aura ho to vaha saba batAne kI koI z2arUrata nahIM hai| vaha saba yUz2alesa! strI-puruSa kA saMyoga nahIM honA caahie| basa itanA hii| bAkI saba ko to maiM leTa go kara luuNgaa| praznakartA : yAnI usake jitanA jokhima nahIM hai, bAkI saba meM? dAdAzrI : nahIM, jokhima nhiiN| sabase bar3A jokhima yahI hai| yaha to AtmahatyA hI hai| usameM to paTTI lagA sakate haiM, usakI davAI hai|

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viSayI AcaraNa? to Disamisa (khaM-2-10) 237 abhI to, jitanA kharA tapa karoge, utanA hI aanNd| yahI tapa karanA hai, aura koI tapa nhiiN| Amane-sAmane choTA hullar3a ho jAe aura khabara kara deM to turaMta prabaMdha ho jAtA hai| isa taraha se prabaMdha rakhanA hai| praznakartA : aba aMdara yoM brahmacarya kA pakkA nizcaya ho hI gayA hai! dAdAzrI : terA nizcaya ho hI gayA hai| cehare para nUra A gayA hai na! praznakartA : jJAna meM thor3I kamI raha jAe to harja nahIM hai, lekina brahmacarya kA to bilkula paraphekTa (nizcita) kara lenA hai| yAnI kamplITa (saMrpUNa) nirmUla hI kara denA hai| phira agale janma kA jokhima nahIM rhegaa| dAdAzrI : basa, bs| praznakartA : abhI to dAdA mile haiM to pUrA kara hI denA dAdAzrI : pUrA kara hI denA hai| vaha nizcaya DagamagAe nahIM, itanA rakhanA hai| viSaya kA saMyoga nahIM honA caahie| tuma se aura kucha bhI hogA to leTa go kareMge (calA leNge)| usakA ilAja batA deNge| bAkI sabhI galatiyA~ pA~ca-sAta-dasa taraha kI hoMgI to usakA sabhI taraha kA ilAja batA deNge| usakA ilAja hai, mere pAsa sabhI prakAra kA ilAja hai| lekina isakA ilAja nahIM hai| nau haz2Ara mIla AyA aura vahA~ para nahIM milA to vApasa lauTa gyaa| aba nau haz2Ara pA~casau mIla para 'vaha' thA! yoM vApasa lauTane kI mehanata kI, usase acchA Age bar3ha na! dekho na ise nizcaya nahIM huA hai, kitanI parezAnI hai? praznakartA : nizcaya to hai lekina galatiyA~ ho jAtI haiN|

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : dUsarI koI galatiyA~ hoMgI to calA leNge| viSaya saMyoga nahIM honA cAhie / lekina tujhe hamane isa ginatI meM nahIM liyA hai aura jise ginatI meM liyA ho, yaha bAta usake lie hai| tU jaba terA yaha TesTa ekjAminezana degA, taba tujhe ginatI meM le leNge| phira tujhe bhI ddaaNtteNge| abhI tujhe nahIM ddaaNtteNge| maz2e kara / khuda ke hita ke lie maz2e karane haiM na? kisa ke lie maz2e karane haiM ? 238 praznakartA : maz2e karane meM khuda kA hita to nahIM hotA hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM hotA / to phira maz2e kyoM karatA hai ? vahA~ para dAdA kI mauna sakhtI viSaya meM saMyoga huA to hamArI naz2ara kar3avI ho jAtI hai, hameM turaMta sabakucha patA cala jAtA hai ? 'dAdA' kI naz2ara kar3avI rahatI hai, vaha sirpha viSaya ke bAre meM hI, bAkI cIz2oM meM nahIM / bAkI cIz2oM meM kar3avI naz2ara nahIM rkhte| dUsarI galatiyA~ ho sakatI haiM, lekina 'yaha' to honI hI nahIM cAhie, agara ho jAe to hameM batA denaa| ripeyara kara deMge, chur3avA deNge| praznakartA : hara taraha se chUTane ke lie hI yahA~ dAdA ke pAsa AnA hai| dAdAzrI : usameM harja nahIM / isIlie to ina AptaputroM se maiMne saba likhavA liyA hai tAki mujhe nahIM nikAlanA par3e, tumheM apane Apa hI cale jAnA hai| vaha viSaya yadi 'saMyoga' rUpa meM ho rahA ho na, to usa para hamArI kar3avI naz2ara hone para vaha apane Apa hI chUTa jAtA hai| tApa hI chur3avA detA hai| hameM DA~TanA nahIM par3atA / itanI kar3avI naz2ara par3atI hai, usa tApa kI vajaha se use rAta ko nIMda taka nahIM aatii| vaha saumyatA kA tApa kahalAtA hai / pratApa kA tApa

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viSayI AcaraNa? to Disamisa (khaM - 2 -10) 239 to jagat ke logoM ke pAsa hai / pratApa to, cehare para teja rahatA hai, aise brahmacarya bhI acchA, zarIra balavAna hotA hai, vANI aisI pratApavAna, vyavahAra aisA pratApavAna / pratApa to hotA hai saMsAra meM, lekina saumyatA kA tApa nahIM hotA kisI ke pAsa / aba ye donoM sAtha meM hoM, taba jAkara kAma hotA hai| sUrya-caMdra ke donoM guNa / sirpha pratApI puruSa hote haiM, lekina kucha hI, z2yAdA to isa dUSamakAla meM hote hI nahIM haiM na ! praznakartA: aura apanA yaha jJAna hI aisA hai ki aMdara se hI yoM z2ora lagAkara sAvadhAna karatA rahatA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha z2ora lagAtA hai| praznakartA : yAnI thor3A sA bhI kucha idhara-udhara ho jAe na, to aMdara zora maca jAtA hai ki 'yahA~ cUke, vApasa lauTo yahA~ se|' matalaba aMdara sepha kI tarapha hI pUrA khIMca lAtA hai hameM / dAdAzrI : hArane lago to mujhe batA denaa| eka hI janma yadi apavitra nahIM huA to mokSa ho jAegA, harI jhNddii| agara zAdI kara lo to bhI harja nahIM hai / taba bhI mokSa meM dikkata nahIM aaegii| praznakartA : hama icchApUrvaka kisI ko chUe~ to vaha vartana meM AyA aisA kahA jAegA na ? dAdAzrI : icchApUrvaka chUnA ? taba to vartana meM hI AyA kahalAegA n| icchApUrvaka aMgAroM ko chUkara dekhanA na ? ! praznakartA: samajha gayA / dAdAzrI : usake bAda agara Age kI icchA to, icchA hote hI vahA~ se nikAla hI denA cAhie jar3a se, ugate hI, bIja ugate hI jAna jAo ki yaha kauna sA bIja uga rahA hai ? to vaha hai viSaya kA / to tor3akara nikAla denA hai| varnA use chUte hI AnaMda huA, taba to phira khatma ho gayA / vaha jIvana hI nahIM

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240 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) rahA na, manuSya kA! aba kAnUna samajhakara karanA yaha sb| jisake vartana meM A jAe, to usakA AnA hama baMda kara dete haiM kyoMki nahIM to yaha saMgha TUTa jaaegaa| saMgha meM to viSaya kI durgaMdha AnI hI nahIM caahie| ataH agara aisA ho to mujhe batA denaa| zAdI karegA phira bhI upAya hai| zAdI karane se mokSa calA nahIM jaaegaa| tere pAsa upAya rahe, aisA kara deNge| AptaputroM ke lie daphAe~ jisakA nizcaya hai na, vaha raha sakatA hai! sira para jJAnIpuruSa kI chatrachAyA hai| jJAna liyA huA hai, aMdara sukha to rahatA hI hai na, phira kisalie kue~ meM giranA? isalie yaha jo pramAda kie haiM na, usake bAda mujhe acche hI nahIM lagate tum| abhI bhI pramAdI aura yoM sAre yuuj'les| kucha ThikAnA hI nahIM hai na! merI maujUdagI meM sote haiM, phira kyA bAta karanI? kaba likhakara denevAle ho? praznakartA : Apa kaheM tb| abhI likhakara de dete haiN| dAdAzrI : do daphAe~, eka viSayI vyavahAra, yadi viSayI vyavahAra ho jAe to hama khuda hI nivRtta ho jAe~ge, kisI ko nivRtta nahIM karanA pdd'egaa| aisA likhanA hai| hama khuda hI yaha sthAna chor3akara cale jAe~ge aura dUsarA agara yaha pramAda ho jAe to usa samaya saMgha hameM jo bhI daMDa degA, vh| tIna dina taka bhUkhe rahane kI yA kucha bhI, jo bhI daMDa deMge, use svIkAra kara leNge| hama kahA~ bIca meM Ae~! yaha saMgha hai n| ye loga merI maujUdagI meM itanA sote haiM to kyA yaha acchA dikhatA hai? hA~, dopahara meM to so rahe the, to ye pakar3e gae sb| pahale bhI kaI bAra pakar3e gae the| yaha to sArA kacarA mAla hai| vaha to jaise taise thor3A bahuta sudhraa| tujhe aisA likhakara denA hai| Aptaputra aisA likhakara deMge, hmeN| do daphAe~, kauna sI daphAe~ likhakara deMge?

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viSayI AcaraNa? to Disamisa (khaM - 2 -10) praznakartA : eka to, kabhI bhI viSaya se saMbaMdhita doSa nahIM karU~gA aura karU~gA to yaha... 241 dAdAzrI : karU~gA to turaMta hI maiM apane ghara calA jAU~gA / AptaputroM kI yaha jagaha chor3akara calA jAU~gA / Apako mu~ha dikhAne ke lie nahIM rukU~gA / aura dUsarA jJAnIpuruSa kI maujUdagI meM jhoMkA nahIM khAU~gA kisI bhI prakAra kA pramAda nahIM karU~gA / ye do zarte likhakara saba taiyAra ho jaao| yAnI ki brahmacarya mahatvapUrNa hai| maiM inheM kahatA hU~, zAdI kara lo| lekina kahate haiM nahIM krnii| maiM manA nahIM krtaa| Apa zAdI kara lo| zAdI karoge phira bhI mokSa calA nahIM jAegA / taba phira hamAre sira para Aropa nahIM aaegaa| Apako bIvI nahIM pusAe to usameM maiM kyA karU~ ! taba kahate haiM, hameM nahIM pusaaegii| aisA khulAsA karate haiM na ! isalie agara tujhe pusAe to zAdI karanA aura nahIM pusAe to mujhe batAnA / aMdara mAla bharA huA ho to zAdI karake usakA hisAba pUrA kro| zAdI kI, isakA matalaba hamezA ke lie kahIM pati nahIM bana jaataa| sabhI rAste hote haiN| mana bigar3a jAe to pratikramaNa karane pdd'eNge| vaha bhI zUTa oNna sAiTa honA cAhie / mana se doSa hue hoM to vaha calA leMge / usakA hamAre pAsa ilAja hai, usakA istemAla karake hama dho deNge| vANI se aura kAyA se hogA to nahIM calA sakate / pavitratA Avazyaka hai hI ! daphAe~ tujhe acchI lagIM ? praznakartA : hA~, acchI lgiiN| dAdAzrI : to likhakara le aanaa| acchI nahIM lageM to nahIM / daphAe~ maMjUra nahIM hoM to abhI baMda rkhnaa| jaba eDamizana lene lAyaka ho jAe, taba karanA /

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242 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) hamArI maujUdagI meM bilkula bhI nIMda nahIM AnI cAhie, kisI ko| kamI nahIM rahanI caahie| niraMtara vinaya rahanA caahie| merI maujUdagI meM kabhI bhI A~kheM mica jAe~ to vaha nahIM calegA aura apavitratA to bilkula bhI nahIM calegI, yahA~ bilkula pavitra puruSoM kA kAma hai| pavitratA hogI to vahA~ se bhagavAna jAe~ge nahIM! maiMne sabhI se kahA hai, ki bhaI aisI pola to nahIM clegii| yaha anizcaya hai| ina AptaputroM ne zAdI nahIM kI lekina nizcaya hai isalie AcaraNa mata bigar3ane denaa| hara eka jana bolo, dekhate haiM, kauna dRr3hatA se pAlana karegA? hara eka jana bolo, khar3e hokara bolo na! jisakA AcaraNa bigar3e, use to Disamisa kara denaa| qarAra likhakara die haiM mujhe| nahIM calegI apavitratA, sUara jaisA vyavahAra! sUara aura isameM pharka kyA rahA phira? pavitra loga taiyAra hue hai, jagat kA kalyANa kareMge!

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[11] sepha sAiDa taka kI bAr3a AvazyakatAe~, brahmacarya ke sAdhaka kI tujhe brahmacarya kI parakha karanA AtA hai? vaha parakha karanA A jAe to kAma kA! sabhI taraha se parakha lenA cAhie! praznakartA : isameM mujhe khuda ko aisA lagatA hai, ki merA puruSArtha bahuta maMda hai| dAdAzrI : vaha to, vahA~ sabhI ke sAtha rahegA na, taba dekhanA puruSArtha kA yoga! bAda meM strI ko to dekhanA taka acchA nahIM lgegaa| kyoMki satsaMga meM rahate haiM na ve sbhii| phira usa ora ke vicAra hI nahIM Ate! praznakartA : usa saMga kA bahuta asara par3atA hai| dAdAzrI : phira bahuta AsAna ho jAtA hai| abhI to saMyoga nahIM haiM na? ye sAre viparIta saMyoga, kusaMga ke aura AjJA pAlana karane kI khuda kI zakti nahIM hai| dAdA kI AjJA pAlana kareMge to kucha bhI bAdhaka nahIM hogaa| yahI hai isakA upAya, vahA~ sabhI ke sAtha meM rahegA, tabhI hogaa| usakA aura koI upAya nahIM hai| brahmacarya pAlana ke lie itane kAraNa hone caahie| eka to apanA yaha 'jJAna' honA cAhie, isake alAvA itanI AvazyakatA to hai hI ki brahmacAriyoM kA samUha honA caahie| brahmacAriyoM kI jagaha zahara se z2arA dUra honI cAhie aura sAtha hI poSaNa honA

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244 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) caahie| yAnI aise sAre 'kaoNz2ez2a' hone caahie| brahmacAriyoM ke samUha meM rahe, taba taka vaha prakhyAta rahatA hai, lekina yadi alaga ho gayA to vaha prakhyAta nahIM rhegaa| phira vaha dUsare tAla meM A jAtA hai na?! samUha meM rahe taba to dUsarA vicAra hI nahIM AtA na? yahI apanA saMsAra aura yahI apanA dhyeya! dUsarA vikalpa hI nahIM na! aura agara sukha cAhie, to vaha to aMdara apAra hai, apAra sukha hai!! saMga, kusaMga ke pariNAma praznakartA : brahmacarya ke lie saMgabala kI z2arUrata par3atI hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, z2arUrata par3atI hai| praznakartA : to usakA matalaba aisA hai ki merA nizcaya utanA kaccA hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, saMgabala kI z2arUrata to hai| bhale hI kaisA bhI brahmacArI ho, lekina kusaMga usake lie mAtra hAnikAraka hI hai| kyoMki kusaMga kA raMga yadi laga jAe to vaha hAni kie bagaira rahegA hI nhiiN| praznakartA : isakA matalaba aisA huA ki kusaMga nizcayabala ko kATa detA hai ? dAdAzrI : hA~, nizcayabala ko kATa detA hai! are, iMsAna meM pUrA hI parivartana kara detA hai aura satsaMga bhI iMsAna meM parivartana kara detA hai| lekina eka bAra jo kusaMga meM calA gayA ho, use satsaMga meM lAnA ho to bahuta mukila ho jAtA hai aura satsaMgavAle ko kusaMgI banAnA ho to dera nahIM lgegii| kyoMki kusaMga vaha phisalanavAlA hai, nIce jAnA hai jabaki satsaMga kA matalaba car3hanA hai| kusaMgI ko satsaMgI banAnA ho to car3hanA hotA hai, usameM bahuta

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sepha sAiDa taka kI bAr3a (khaM-2-11) 245 dera lagatI hai aura satsaMgI ko kusaMgI banAnA ho to turaMta, eka kusaMgI paricita mila jAe to turaMta sabakucha ThikAne(!) para lA detA hai| isalie kisI para vizvAsa nahIM kara skte| jo koI apanA vizvAsapAtra ho, usI ke saMga ghUmanA caahie| kusaMga hI poijana hai| kusaMga se to bahuta dUra rahanA caahie| kusaMga kA asara mana para hotA hai, buddhi para hotA hai, citta para hotA hai, ahaMkAra para hotA hai, zarIra para hotA hai| sirpha eka hI sAla ke kusaMga se honevAlA asara to paccIsa-paccIsa sAla taka rahA karatA hai| yAnI eka hI sAla kA kitanA kharAba phala AtA hai, phira vaha pachatAvA karatA rahe phira bhI chUTa nahIM pAtA aura eka bAra phisalane ke bAda aura jyAdA gaharAI meM utarate jAtA hai aura TheTha tale taka utAra detA hai| phira agara pachatAvA kare, vApasa lauTanA cAhe phira bhI lauTa nahIM sktaa| ata: jisakA saMga sudharA, usakA sabakucha sudhara gayA aura jisakA saMga bigar3A, usakA sabakucha bigar3a gyaa| saba se bar3A jokhima kusaMga hai| satsaMga meM par3e rahanevAle ko dikkata nahIM aatii| lazkara taiyAra karake utaro jaMga meM vIro praznakartA : jitanI bhI gA~The haiM, unameM se viSaya kI gA~Tha z2arA z2yAdA parezAna karatI hai| dAdAzrI : kucha gA~The z2yAdA parezAna karatI haiN| usake lie hameM lazkara taiyAra rakhanA pdd'egaa| ye sabhI gA~The to dhIre-dhIre ekaz2aoNsTa hotI hI rahatI haiM, ghisatI hI rahatI haiM, eka dina ve saba istemAla ho hI jAe~gI na?! pAkistAna kA lazkara bhale hI kabhI bhI hamalA kare, usake lie apane hindustAna ne taiyArI rakhI hai yA nahIM? vaisI taiyArI rakhanI pdd'egii| praznakartA : isIlie brahmacAriyoM ke saMga meM rahanA hai na?

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : nahIM, taiyArI meM sirpha itanA hI nahIM clegaa| abhI to TheTha taka lazkara rakhanA par3egA / praznakartA : saMpUrNa sepha sAiDa kaba hogI ? dAdAzrI : saMpUrNa sepha sAiDa kaba hogI, usakA to ThikAnA hI nahIM na! lekina paiMtIsa sAla ke bAda z2arA usake dina Dhalane lagate haiM, isalie vaha Apako bahuta parezAna nahIM krtaa| phira Apake taya kie anusAra calatA rahegA, vaha Apake vicAroM ke adhIna rhegaa| ApakI icchA nahIM bigar3egI to phira Apako koI nukasAna nahIM phuNcaaegaa| lekina paiMtIsa sAla taka to bahuta hI jokhima hai! praznakartA : paiMtIsa sAla taka sepha sAiDa kyA hai ? 246 dAdAzrI : vaha to apanA nizcaya ! dRr3ha nizcaya aura sAtha meM pratikramaNa ! praznakartA : eka bAra nizcaya dRr3ha ho jAe to usake bAda meM kyA ? dAdAzrI : bAda meM nizcaya DagamagAe nahIM to bahuta ho gayA ! praznakartA : abhI hamArA nizcaya dRr3ha ho gayA kahalAegA? dAdAzrI : abhI nahIM mAnA jaaegaa| abhI to bahuta dera lgegii| isalie abhI to tumheM brahmacAriyoM ke saMga meM hI rahanA hai| bAkI nirbhayapada hai, aisA mAna lene jaisA nahIM hai| I praznakartA : lazkara matalaba kyA ? pratikramaNa ? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa aura dRr3ha nizcaya, yaha sArA lazkara rakhanA par3egA aura 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke darzana / isa darzana se alaga ho jAo to bhI gar3abar3a ho jAegI / ataH sepha sAiDa koI AsAna cIz2a nahIM hai| praznakartA : Apane kahA thA ki brahmacAriyoM kA saMga, saMsAriyoM

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sepha sAiDa taka kI bAr3a (khaM-2-11) se dUra aura satsaMga kI puSTi, ina tIna 'kaoNz2ez2a' kA sevana hogA to sabakucha ho jAegA / 247 dAdAzrI : yaha saba nizcaya ko helpa karatA hai aura nizcaya maz2abUta karanA, vaha apane hAtha kI bAta hai na! satsaMga ke paricaya meM rahane se iMsAna bigar3atA nahIM hai / kusaMga ke paricaya se to iMsAna khatma ho jAtA hai| are, kusaMga z2arA sA bhI chU jAe to bhI khatma ho jAegA / khIra meM z2arA sA bhI namaka DAla diyA to ? praznakartA : aisA AnaMda to kahIM bhI dekhA hI nahIM hai| isalie kahIM bhI jAne kA mana nahIM karatA / yahIM acchA lagatA hai / dAdAzrI : sinemA meM AnaMda milatA hogA na ? praznakartA : lekina phira bAhara nikalane para vaise ke vaise hI / dAdAzrI : hA~, jaisA thA vaisA hI vApasa / aThAraha rupaye kharca ho gae aura balki parezAnI ho gaI, tIna ghaMTe kA TAima kho diyaa| manuSya janma ke tIna ghaMTe kahIM bigAr3e jAte hoMge ? praznakartA : tIna ghaMTe to dekhane meM, lekina Age-pIche dUsarI taiyArI karane meM bhI samaya jAtA hai na! dAdAzrI : hA~, Upara se vaha TAima alg| maiM logoM se pUchatA hU~ ki, 'ciMtA hotI hai taba kyA karate ho ?' taba kahate haiM ki, 'sinemA dekhane calA jAtA huuN|' are, yaha sahI upAya nahIM hai| yaha to peTrola DAlakara agni ko bujhAne jaisI bAta hai / yaha jagat peTrola kI agni se jala hI rahA hai na ? usI taraha kyoMki yaha sUkSma agni hai isalie dikhAI nahIM detI, sthUla meM nahIM jalatA / kaliyuga kI havA bahuta kharAba hai| yaha to jJAna kI vajaha se baca jAte haiM, varnA kaliyuga kI havA kA phaTakA aisA lagatA hai ki iMsAna ko khatma kara de|

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248 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) isa bavaMDara meM to phraikcara ho jAtA hai sbkuch| isalie jitane hameM mile utane sabhI baca ge| yaha to bavaMDara hai, pravAha hai, usameM TakarAkara-kuTakara maranA hai! dina-rAta jalana! kaise jIte haiM, vahI Azcarya hai! viSayI vAtAvaraNa se phailA vyApAra praznakartA : oNphisa meM sabhI aura kusaMga bahuta hI hai| vahA~ saba aisI viSaya kI aura aisI hI bAteM calatI rahatI haiM, isalie usIkI ramaNatA calatI rahatI hai| dAdAzrI : yaha jagat abhI kusaMga rUpI hI hai| isalie kisI ke sAtha khar3e rahanA jaisA nahIM hai, kahIM bhii| praznakartA : aisA hotA hai ki kaba chUTegA yh| dAdAzrI : yA to akele baiThe rahanA, yA phira yahA~ Akara satsaMga meM par3e rhnaa| kabhI bhI kusaMga meM khar3e rahane jaisA nahIM hai| praznakartA : lekina mujhe naukarI kA bilkula bhI zauka nahIM dAdAzrI : kyA karoge nahIM jAoge to? bAhara kA kusaMga chUnA nahIM cAhie, dAdA kA nididhyAsana niraMtara rahanA caahie| A~kheM mIMcakara dAdA dikheM to kusaMga chUegA hI nahIM na! oNphisa meM kusaMga mila jAtA hai, nahIM? praznakartA : yAnI hameM acchA nahIM lagatA ho, aisA Ae taba phira saMgharSa hotA hai| dAdAzrI : saMgharSa hokara bhI nikAla ho jAtA hai na? vaha AtA hai na, 'aura bhI koI ho to A jAo, mujhe to nikAla kara denA hai', kahanA, ghabarAnA nhiiN| jahA~ mAnasika saMgharSa hai, vahA~ usameM dera hI kitanI lagegI? deha kA saMgharSa nahIM honA caahie| mAnasika saMgharSa meM harja nahIM, usakA nikAla A jaaegaa|

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249 sepha sAiDa taka kI bAr3a (khaM-2-11) ___ nahIM sunanI cAhie viSayI vANI viSaya-vikAravAlI jo vANI sunatA taka nahIM hai, khuda bolatA bhI nahIM hai, viSaya kI vaisI bAteM sune to mana meM kyA hogA? praznakartA : mana bigdd'egaa| dAdAzrI : ataH aisI vANI khuda bolanI bhI nahIM cAhie, koI bola rahA ho to sunanI bhI nahIM caahie| yaha vANI mahAbhArata nahIM hai ki sunane jaisI ho| praznakartA : oNphisa meM baiThe hoM, taba majabUrana vaha sunanI par3e to? dAdAzrI : to tuma para asara na ho, aisA krnaa| tumheM inTaresTa ho tabhI sunAI degA, varnA sunAI nahIM degaa| apanA inTaresTa nahIM hogA to kAna suneMge lekina tumheM nahIM sunAI degA! praznakartA : upayoga meM kamI hogI, isalie aisA hotA hai? dAdAzrI : upayoga meM to pUrI hI kamI hai| yadi upayoga hogA to vaha nahIM rahegA aura vaha hogA to upayoga nahIM rahegA! praznakartA : vaha Apane kahA thA na ki cha: mahIne taka vicAra Ae~ ki 'zAdI karanI hai, zAdI karanI hai|' phira bhI apane nizcaya meM khuda sthira rahe taba to pAra nikala jaaeNge| dAdAzrI : vaha khatma ho jaaegaa| nizcaya maz2abUta honA caahie| nizcaya DhIlA nahIM honA caahie| praznakartA : phira sarvisa meM ye sAre jo kusaMga milate haiN| unakA nikAla kara denA hai| Apane jo vaha kahA hai, to usameM kyA karanA hai? vaha nikAla kaise karanA hai? dAdAzrI : apanI AjJA kA pAlana karake, pratikramaNa se nikAla kara denA hai| jise nikAla karanA hai, usakA nikAla ho

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) jAegA aura jise lar3anA hai, vaha lar3egA aura jise nikAla karanA hai, vaha nikAla kara degA / terI icchA to nikAla karane kI hai na? kaisA bhI ho phira bhI ? 250 praznakartA : oNphisa meM sahakarmI mujhase pUchate haiM ki lar3akI dekhane para tujha para kucha asara hotA hai yA nahIM ? dAdAzrI : phira ? praznakartA : phira maiM kahatA hU~ ki lar3akI dekhatA hU~ to AkarSaNa hotA hai| lekina zAdI nahIM karanevAlA, aisA nahIM kahatA / varnA ve loga maz2Aka kareMge ki tU lar3akI dekhatA hai aura tujha para kucha asara nahIM hotA to tujha meM koI dama hI nahIM hai| aisA saba taya kara lete haiM, ve loga / phira usakA pracAra karate haiM, isalie phira kahatA hU~ ki mujhe AkarSaNa hotA hai I dAdAzrI : aise jhUTha nahIM bolanA hai| dama usI ko kahate haiM ki jise AkarSaNa nahIM ho, balki binA damavAle ko hI adhika AkarSaNa hotA hai / 'mujhe nahIM hotA, mujhe to chUtA taka nahIM / ' kahanA / isalie hama kahate haiM na ki bhAI, ye Aptaputra eka jagaha basa jAe~ge to phira aisI bAteM sunane ko hI nahIM milegI / poiz2ana nahIM cddh'egaa| samabhAviyoM kA samUha yaha bAhara kA jo paricaya hai, vaha ulTA paricaya hai aura abhI taka jJAniyoM se pUrA paricaya nahIM huA hai / yadi paricaya huA hotA to aisA nahIM hotaa| isalie jJAniyoM ke pAsa par3e rahanA hai / bAhara ke paricaya se hI to yaha sArI mAra khAI hai na ?! bAhara ke paricaya se sabakucha bigar3atA hI rahatA hai, bahuta bigar3atA hai| yadi brahmacarya pAlana karanA ho to bAhara kA paricaya bhI rakhe aura brahmacarya kA pAlana kara sake, ye donoM eka sAtha nahIM ho sakate ! vaha to pUrA samUha honA cAhie, alaga nivAsa sthAna honA cAhie,

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sepha sAiDa taka kI bAr3a (khaM-2-11) 251 vahA~ sAtha meM baiThakara bAtacIta kareM, satsaMga kareM, thor3Idera AnaMda kreN| unakI duniyA hI naI! isake lie to brahmacArI sAtha meM rahane caahie| saba sAtha meM nahIM raheM aura ghara para raheM to parezAnI ! brahmacAriyoM ke saMga ke binA brahmacarya kA pAlana nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| brahmacAriyoM kA samUha honA cAhie aura vaha bhI paMdrahabIsa logoM kA honA caahie| sabhI sAtha meM raheMge to dikkata nahIM aaegii| do-tIna logoM kA kAma nahIM hai| paMdraha-bIsa hoMge to unakI to havA hI lagatI rhegii| havA se hI sArA vAtAvaraNa ucca prakAra kA rahegA, varnA brahmacarya pAlana karanA AsAna nahIM hai| hama thor3e hI kahIM vaMza calAne Ae haiM? kyA rAjya sthApita karane Ae hai? yaha to hama nikAla karane ke lie Ae haiM, lekina yaha to bIca meM nayA AiTama nikala AyA! to aisA bhI nahIM kaha sakate ki tU brahmacarya kA pAlana mata karanA aura hA~ bhI nahIM kaha sakate ki tU pAlana krnaa| karma ke udaya hoMge to pAlana kara bhI sakatA hai aura pAlana kara sake to phira use apane se manA bhI nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| brahmacarya rahe to logoM kA kalyANa karane meM phira nimitta bana sakegA! ___ brahmacarya ke lie pichale janma meM kucha nizcaya kiyA hogA, tabhI to isa janma meM nizcaya karane kA vicAra AtA hai, varnA vaha vicAra hI nahIM A sktaa| bAkI dekhA-dekhI se kiyA jAnevAlA kAma kA nahIM hai| svAbhAvika honA caahie| saMga eka hI prakAra kA honA caahie| dUsarA saMga nahIM ghusanA caahie| dUdha to dUdha aura dahI to dahI, aura dUdha aura dahI pAsa-pAsa rakhe hoM, to bhI dUdha phaTa jAtA hai| phira cAya nahIM bana skegii| saMgabala kI sahAyatA, brahmacarya ke lie praznakartA : saMga kA itanA adhika mahatva kyoM hai? dAdAzrI : saMga para hI to AdhArita hai|

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : itane sAre loga ikaTThA ho rahe haiM, to saMgabala bar3hA hai to usase pariNatI bhI bar3hatI jAegI, aisA hai ? 252 dAdAzrI : hA~, jaise-jaise saMgabala bar3hatA hai, vaise-vaise pariNatI bar3hatI hai| abhI tIna hI satsaMgI hoM to kama pariNatI rahatI haiM, pA~ca hoM to pA~ca jitanI rahatI haiM aura haz2Ara hoM to phira koI vicAra hI nahIM aataa| sabhI kA Amane-sAmane iphekTa par3atA hai| abhI brahmacarya raha pAtA hai, vaha bhI ApakA puNya hai aura jaba puNya badale taba purUSArtha kI z2arUrata hai ! isa vajaha se samUha meM rahanA hai| samUha meM eka-dUsare ke vicAroM kA asara hotA hai ! brahmacarya kA pAlana karanA AsAna nahIM hai, usameM kudarata kA sAtha caahie| apanA puNya aura puruSArtha cAhie / phira aMdara AnaMda utpanna hogA aura vaha bhI Apa saba sAtha meM rahoge taba hogaa| kyoMki AmanesAmane asara hotA hai| pacAsa brahmacAriyoM ke sAtha pA~ca nAlAyaka logoM ko rakha deM to kyA hogA ? dUdha phaTa jAegA / dAdA to taiyAra hI haiM, Apa saba ke nizcaya kI z2arUrata hai| sabakA hala A jaaegaa| abhI Thokare khA rahe ho, vaha bhI acchA hai, kyoMki agara pahale anubhava ho cukA ho to bAda meM Apa dekhoge hI nahIM, lekina isa ora kA anubhava nahIM huA ho to phira kaccA par3a jAtA hai| dIkSA lene ke bAda kaccA par3e to balki badanAma hogA aura phira use nikAla deMge vahA~ se! praznakartA : vaha to bahuta bar3I jokhimadArI khlaaegii| dAdAzrI : jokhimadArI hI hai na! vahA~ se saba nikAla hI deNge| phira na rahe ghara kA aura na rahe ghATa kA ! isase acchA abhI yahA~ galatI huI hogI vaha calA leMge, lekina bAda meM vahA~ to galatI honI hI nahIM caahie| tujhe ThokareM khAne ko milatI hai yA nahIM ? praznakartA : ve ThokareM bhI khAne jaisI nahIM hai|

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sepha sAiDa taka kI bAr3a (khaM-2-11) 253 dAdAzrI : khAne jaisI nahIM haiM, lekina khA jAte haiM na! lekina vahA~ para agara ThokareM khAoge, vahA~ 'brahmacarya Azrama' meM rahanA huA, vahA~ para agara kucha bhUla-cUka huI to saba milakara nikAla hI deNge| isalie pahale se saMbhalakara calanA, phira bhI agara Thokara khAe~, to yAda rkhnaa| cAritra se saMbaMdhita zikAyata nahIM AnI cAhie! jahA~ cAritra se saMbaMdhita zikAyata Ae, vahA~ dharma hai hI nhiiN| yaha to pUrI duniyA kabUla karatI hai| cAritra se saMbaMdhita gar3abar3a nahIM honI cAhie vhaaN| yadi aura koI bhUla-cUka hogI to calA leMge, lekina cAritra se saMbaMdhita gar3abar3a to calA hI nahIM skte| cAritra to mukhya AdhAra hai| dharma meM to viSaya jaisA zabda hI nahIM hotaa| dharma hamezA viSaya ke viruddha hI hotA hai| Apa isa brahmacarya ko saMbhAloge na? praznakartA : hA~ dAdA, sNbhaaleNge| dAdAzrI : maiM sabhI se yahI kahatA hU~ ki Apako nizcaya maz2abUta karanA caahie| apanA yaha aisA hai ki 'jJAna' pAra utAra de, bAkI agara 'jJAna' nahIM ho to pAra hI nahIM utre| 'jJAna' ke AdhAra para, 'jJAna' kI vajaha se Apako zAMti rahatI hai, AnaMda rahatA hai| Apa jJAna meM raho to Apa viSaya kA duHkha bhUla jaaoge| apanA jJAna itanA acchA hai ki viSaya bagaira rahA jA sakatA hai, kramikamArga meM to strI ko dekha bhI nahIM sakate, chU nahIM sakate, sArA khAnA eka sAtha milAkara khAnA par3atA hai, aise taraha-taraha ke niyama hote haiN| brahmacarya to aisA hotA hai ki yoM ceharA dekhakara hI loga prabhAvita ho jAe~, brahmacArI puruSa to aise dikhane cAhie!

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[12] titikSA ke tapa se gar3ho mana-deha sIkho pATha titikSA ke titikSA kyA hai? ghAsa yA cAre meM so jAnA par3e, taba kaMkara cubhe, usa samaya yAda Ae ki, 'are! ghara para kitanA acchA thaa|' to vaha titikSA nahIM khlaatii| kaMkara cubhe taba aisA laganA cAhie ki yaha acchA hai| yaha to maiMne Apako sirpha sone kI hI bAta batAI, bAkI jaba vaise saMyoga A jAe~, taba kyA karanA par3egA? yAnI hara eka cIz2a meM aisA honA caahie| sahana nahIM ho, vaisI sakhta ThaMDa meM oDhe binA sonA par3e taba kyA karoge? Apane to aisI praikTisa nahIM kI hogii| maiMne to pahale aisI bahuta praikTisa kI thii| lekina aba to itane sarala saMyoga ikaTThA ho gae haiM ki balki merA titikSA guNa kama ho gayA hai| varnA maiMne to sabhI titikSA guNa vikasita kie the| ina jainoM ne bAIsa prakAra ke pariSaha sahana karane ko kahA hai| ataH yaha saba samajhane kI z2arUrata hai| isalie aba Apa zarIra ke lie titikSA guNa vikasita karo tAki isa zarIra ko kaThinAIyoM kI praikTisa ho jAe! khAne meM jo mile usameM Azcarya nahIM ho ki 'aisA? yaha to kaise bhAegA?' vaisA hI sardI-garmI sabhI meM rahanA caahie| rAta ko do baje Apako koI uThA le jAe aura phira jAkara Apako smazAna meM rakha de to ApakI kyA dazA hogI? eka aura citA sulaga rahI ho aura dUsarI ora haDDiyoM meM se phosphorasa

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255 titikSA ke tapa se gar3ho mana-deha (khaM-2-12) ke dhar3Ake ho rahe hoM to usa samaya Apako aMdara kyA hogA? praznakartA : aisA socA hI nahIM hai! dAdAzrI : aisA socA hI nahIM? praznakartA : hameM vastu(AtmA) kI samajha nahIM hai, isalie anubhava nahIM ho paataa| niraMtara vaisA anubhava nahIM raha pAtA? dAdAzrI : Apako to isakI samajha hI nahIM hai na! yaha to Apako aMdara ThaMDaka apane Apa rahe tabhI taka ThIka rahatA hai, lekina use gAyaba hone meM to dera hI nahIM lagegI na! ina laDakoM ko kacha samajha hI nahIM hai na! unheM agara koI kahegA ki 'bacce, le yaha biskiTa', to vaha biskiTa dekara hIrA le legaa| to inakI samajha kaisI hai? vastu kI kImata hI nahIM hai na! phira bhI ye lar3ake puNyazAlI z2arUra hai, lekina haiM baalk| ye sabhI vrata lenevAle to bAlaka jaise haiN| thor3A sA bhI du:kha Ae to yaha sabakucha dAva para lagA deM! kisI bhI prakAra ke duHkha para dhyAna nahIM de, taba jAkara yaha vrata raha paaegaa| merI AjJA meM pUrI taraha se rahe, taba yaha vrata raha pAegA! praznakartA : Apa titikSA guNa kaha rahe the ki kisI bhI avasthA meM duHkha sahana karanA, aisA? dAdAzrI : ina logoM ne koI duHkha dekhA hI nahIM hai| duHkha dekhanA par3e, usase pahale to ina logoM kA AtmA hI nikala jaae| phira bhI aise karate-karate ina lar3akoM kA agara poSaNa ho jAe aura aise dasa-bIsa sAla bIta jAe~ to phira unheM samajha meM A jAegA sabakucha aura jar3eM DAla deNge| bAkI ye saba to kamaz2ora iMsAna kahalAte haiN| praznakartA : yoM to sabhI sTroMga lagate haiN| dAdAzrI : kauna? ye? nahIM, vaha to aisA lagatA hai aapko|

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256 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) lekina ye to sabhI kamaz2ora! ye to turaMta sabakucha chor3a deN| sTroMga to, kucha bhI ho jAe, mauta A jAe phira bhI AtmA merA hai aura dAdA kI AjJA choDUMgA hI nahIM, use sTroMga kahate haiN| jo AnA ho vaha Ao, kahanA! aba ina lar3akoM kI bisAta hI kyA? inameM titikSA nAmaka guNa kA vikAsa hI nahIM huA hai na? praznakartA : Apako paira meM phraikcara huA thA, jaoNnDisa huA thA, aise sAre kaSTa eka sAtha A ge| eka hI sthAna para, eka hI paoNz2izana meM cAra mahInoM taka baiThe rahanA, to ye saba TesTa ekjAminezana kahalAegA na? dAdAzrI : yaha to kaSTa thA hI nahIM, ise kaSTa nahIM kaha skte| praznakartA : Apako nahIM lagatA? dAdAzrI : nahIM, bAkI auroM ke lie bhI kaSTa nahIM mAnA jaaegaa| ise kahIM kaSTa mAnA jAtA hogA? are, kaSTa to tumane dekhA hI nahIM haiN| brahmacArI jI patthara para khar3e rahakara jo tapa karate the, yadi unheM dekhA hotA to Apako mana meM aisA lagatA ki aisA to apane se eka dina ke lie bhI nahIM ho sktaa| mujhe bhI aisA lagatA thA na, ki ye prabhu zrI ke ziSya brahmacArI jI aisA karate haiM to prabhu zrI kitanA karate hoMge? aura kRpAludeva to na jAne kitanA karate hoMge! loga unake Upara se macchara ur3A jAte aura kucha or3hAkara jAte to ve khuda or3hane kA nikAla dete aura ArAma se maccharoM ko kATane dete the! sirpha AtmA hI prApta karanA hai, aisA dhyeya lekara baiThe the| aba inheM yaha puNya se muphta meM prApta ho gayA hai, bAkI titikSA honI caahie| praznakartA : una logoM ne to, kramikamArga thA isalie tyAga kiyA thaa| apane akrama mArga meM titikSA karanI ho to kyA karanA cAhie?

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titikSA ke tapa se gar3ho mana - deha (khaM - 2- 12) I dAdAzrI : apane yahA~ tyAga karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai jisane AtmA prApta kara liyA hai unheM kabhI-kabhI aise saMyoga mila jAte haiN| usa samaya yadi vaha sTroMga rahA to rahA, varnA ghabarA jaaegaa| isalie pahale se hI taiyArI rakhanI caahie| 257 praznakartA : ye lar3ake abhI jisa sukha ke sarAunDiMga meM jI rahe haiM, usa sukha meM se unheM uThAkara koI smazAna meM rakha Ae to vaha duHkha z2yAdA hI lagegA na? dAdAzrI : kyoM smazAna meM? vahA~ kyA duHkha hai? praznakartA : vaha ThIka hai, lekina amAvasa kI rAta meM aMdhere meM kabhI bhI gayA nahIM ho aura vahA~ ullU bole to... dAdAzrI : hA~, ullU to kyA ? lekina eka kauA ur3e to bhI ghabarA jaaegaa| isalie ina logoM ko samatApUrvaka duHkha sahana karanA caahie| jo kucha bhI karo, vaha mujhase pUchakara karanA / abhI to ina logoM meM itanA sA duHkha sahana karane kI bhI zakti nahIM hai| pulisavAlA mAre aura kahe ki, 'Apa palaTate ho yA nahIM ?' to ye loga palaTa jAe~ge, AtmA vagairaha sabakucha chor3a deNge| jabaki kramika-mArgavAloM ko ghAnI meM pIleM phira bhI koI AtmA nahIM chodd'egaa| titikSA, yaha jainoM kA zabda nahIM hai, yaha vedAMtiyoM kA zabda hai| vikasita hotA hai manobala, titikSA se praznakartA : hameM yaha titikSA vikasita karanI par3egI na ? dAdAzrI : aba agara yaha guNa Develapa karane jAe to AtmA kho degaa| isalie jaba Apake jAne kA samaya A jAe, phira bhI AtmA ko mata chor3anA, aMdara sirpha itanA rkhnaa| deha agara chUTa jAegI, to deha to vApasa mila jAegI, lekina AtmA vApasa nahIM milegA /

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258 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : jaise jaise kAla badalatA jA rahA hai, vaise vaise duHkha sahana karane kI zakti bhI kama hotI jA rahI hai na? dAdAzrI : aisA nahIM hai| duHkha se kAla ko kucha lenA denA nahIM hai| usake lie to manobala caahie| hameM dekhane se bahuta manobala utpanna hotA hai aura manobala hogA tabhI kAma hogaa| kaise bhI duHkha hoM, phira bhI manobalavAlA iMsAna unheM pAra kara detA hai| 'aba, merA kyA hogA?' aisA vaha nahIM bolegaa| smazAna meM jAe~ aura agara vahA~ Aga dekheM to ye loga kA~pa jAte haiN| kyA vahA~ koI khA jAnevAlA hai? are, kyA AtmA ko khA jAnevAlA hai? khA jAegA to deha ko khA jaaegaa| vahA~ smazAna meM kucha nahIM hai| sirpha apane mana kI kamajoriyA~ hai| hA~, do dina praikTisa karanI pdd'egii| bAkI, inakI aisI vaisI parIkSA nahIM le skte| nahIM to phira bukhAra utaregA hI nhiiN| DaoNkTaroM se bhI nahIM utara paaegaa| ise ghabarAhaTa kA bukhAra kahate haiN| ghabarAhaTa kA bukhAra to hamAre bahuta vidhiyA~ karane para hI utaratA hai| isase acchA soe rahanA na ghara para cupacApa, dekha leMge aage| ina vedAMtiyoM ne titikSA guNa ko vikasita karane ko kahA hai, jainoM ne bAIsa pariSaha sahana karane ko kahA hai| bhUkha lage, pyAsa lage, aMdara kalapane lage isa taraha jo kucha bhI ho una saba ko samatAbhAva se sahana karanA siikho| pyAsa to ina logoM ne dekhI hI nahIM hai| jaMgala meM gae hoM aura pAnI nahIM mile, use pyAsa kahate haiN| vaha bhUkha-pyAsa hamane dekhI hai| kaoNnTrekTa ke kAma meM jaMgala meM aura sabhI jagaha gae haiM, taba dekhI thii| aura phira barpha gire aisI ThaMDa sahana nahIM ho pAtI thI, sakhta dhUpa hotI thI, yahA~ zahara meM hotI hai, aisI nahIM! bama gira rahe hoM, taba manobala kA patA calatA hai! manobalavAle ko dekhane se manobala utpanna hotA hai| lekina jagat ne, jIva ne manobala dekhA hI nahIM hai! hamAre meM to g2az2aba kA manobala hai| lekina agara vaha dekhe

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titikSA ke tapa se gar3ho mana-deha (khaM-2-12) 259 na(nirIkSaNa kare), jitanA vaha dekhegA, utanI hI usameM zakti aaegii| maiM usa rUpa ho gayA hU~ aura Apa dhIre-dhIre usa rUpa hote jA rahe ho| to eka dina usa rUpa ho jaaoge| lekina Apako choTA rAstA mila gayA hai aura mujhe to bahuta laMbA rAstA milA thaa| maiM tyAga aura titikSA kara-karake AyA huuN| titikSA to behisAba kI haiN| eka dina caTAI para so jAnA, eka dina do gaddoM para so jaanaa| yadi caTAI para Adata par3a jAe to do gaddoM para nIMda nahIM Ae aura gadde para Adata par3a jAe to caTAI para nIMda nahIM Ae! praznakartA : hameM bhI ApakI taraha tyAga aura titikSA meM se gujaranA par3egA? dAdAzrI : nahIM, Apako aisA kucha rahA nahIM na! Apako to aise hI 'phrI oNpha kaoNsTa' milA hai| isalie ApakI gAr3I to calatI rhegii| Apake puNya to bahuta jyAdA hai na! upavAsa-uNodarI mAtra 'jAgRti' hetu maiMne pUrI jiMdagI meM eka bhI upavAsa nahIM kiyA! hA~, covihAra (sUryAsta se pahale bhojana karanA) kie haiM, bAkI kucha bhI nahIM kiyaa| merI prakRti pittavAlI isalie eka bhI upavAsa nahIM ho paataa| aba hameM isakI z2arUrata kyA hai? hama AtmA ho cuke haiM !! aba yaha saba parAyA, parAe deza kA aura phaoNrina DipArTamenTa meM hameM itanA kyA jhaMjhaTa? yaha to jise brahmacarya vrata lenA hai, use yaha jhaMjhaTa karanA hai| varnA apane 'pA~ca vAkyoM' meM to sabakucha A jAtA hai| ye pA~ca vAkya aise haiM ki inase niraMtara saMyama pariNAma raha sakatA hai| loga jo saMyama rakhate haiM, vaha saMyama mAnA hI nahIM jaaegaa| use vyavahAra saMyama kahate haiM, jise ki vyavahAra meM loga dekha sakate haiM! jabaki apanA to vAstava meM saMyama hai| lekina loga aisA nahIM kaheMge ki Apako saMyama hai| kyoMki ApakA nizcaya saMyama hai| nizcaya saMyama, vaha mokSa kA kAraNa hai aura vyavahAra saMyama, vaha saMsAra kA kAraNa hai, saMsAra meM U~cI puNya baMdhavAtA hai|

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260 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) hameM upavAsa kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, lekina 'apanA jJAna' aisA hai ki upavAsa meM bahuta jAgRti rahatI hai| acchA kAla ho aura upavAsa ho to kevalajJAna ho jAe! lekina yaha kAla hI aisA nahIM hai na! upavAsa meM kyA hotA hai? isa zarIra meM jo jamA huA kacarA hotA hai, vaha jala jAtA hai| upavAsa ke dina vANI kI adhika chUTa nahIM ho to vANI kA kacarA jala jAtA hai aura mana meM to pUre dina suMdara pratikramaNa karatA rahe, taraha-taraha kA karatA rahe, to ye bAkI kA sArA kacarA bhI jalatA hI rahatA hai| isalie upavAsa bahuta hI kAma AtA hai| haphte meM eka dina, ravivAra ko upavAsa krnaa| lekina do dina lagAtAra mata karanA, nahIM to koI roga ho jaaegaa| jisa dina upavAsa karate ho, usa dina to bahuta AnaMda hotA hai na? praznakartA : upavAsa kiyA ho, usa rAta alaga hI taraha kA AnaMda mahasUsa hotA hai, isakA kyA kAraNa? dAdAzrI : bAhara kA sukha nahIM le to aMdara kA sukha utpanna hotA hI hai| bAhara ke ye sukha lete haiM isalie aMdara kA sukha bAhara prakaTa nahIM hotaa| praznakartA : yadi khAne meM se sukha jAe, to phira bAkI saba meM bhI phIkA hI lagatA hai| dAdAzrI : bAkI meM phira rahA hI kyA? jIbha kA hI sArA jhaMjhaTa hai na?! jIbha kA aura yaha strI parigraha, do hI jhaMjhaTa haiM na? aura koI jhaMjhaTa hai hI nahIM na?! kAna to, sunA to bhI kyA aura nahIM sunA to bhI kyA? A~kho se dekhanA logoM ko bahuta acchA lagatA hai, lekina Apa ke lie vaha bahuta rahA nahIM hai na! A~kha ke viSaya rahe nahIM haiM na? sinemA dekhane nahIM jAte na?

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titikSA ke tapa se gar3ho mana-deha (khaM-2-12) 261 jJAniyoM ne navAz2A hai uNodarI tapa ko hamane TheTha taka uNodarI (jitanI bhUkha lage usase AdhA bhojana khAnA) tapa rakhA thA! donoM vakta z2arUrata se kama hI khAte the, hamezA ke lie! kama hI khAte the tAki aMdara niraMtara jAgRti rhe| uNodarI tapa yAnI kyA ki roz2a cAra roTI khAte hoM to phira do kara deM, use uNodarI tapa kahate haiN| aisA hai na, AtmA AhArI nahIM hai, lekina yaha deha hai, pudgala hai, vaha AhArI hai aura deha yadi bhaiMsa jaisI ho jAe, pudgala zakti yadi bar3ha jAe to AtmA ko nirbala kara detI hai| praznakartA : uNodarI karane kA jaba bahuta mana hotA hai, tabhI adhika khA liyA jAtA hai! dAdAzrI : uNodarI to hamezA rakhanI caahie| binA uNodarI ke to jJAna-jAgRti raha hI nahIM sktii| yaha jo AhAra hai, vahI khuda dArU hai| hama jo AhAra khAte haiM, usase aMdara dArU banatI hai| phira pUre dina dArU kA nazA rahatA hai aura nazA rahe to jAgRti baMda ho jAtI hai| praznakartA : uNodarI aura brahmacarya meM kitanA kanekzana hai? dAdAzrI : uNodarI se to apanI jAgRti adhika rahatI hai| usI se brahmacarya rahegA na!! upavAsa karane ke bajAya uNodarI acchI, lekina hameM aisA bhAva rakhanA hai ki 'uNodarI rakhanI cAhie' aura khAnA khUba cabAkara khaanaa| pahale do laDDU khAte the to aba Apa utane TAima meM eka laDDU khaao| to TAima utanA hI lagegA, lekina kama khAyA jaaegaa| 'maiMne khAyA', aisA lagegA aura uNodarI kA lAbha milegaa| z2yAdA TAima taka cabAe~ge to bahuta lAbha milegaa| praznakartA : yadi uNodarI karate haiM, to khAnA khAne ke bAda do-tIna ghaMTe meM aMdara se khAne kI icchA hotI rahatI hai|

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262 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) phira aisA lagatA hai ki kucha khA leM, jo bhI mile vh| dAdAzrI : akele par3ate hI phira thor3A kucha khA letA hai| vahI dekhanA hai na(!) yahA~ bhale hI kitanA bhI rakhA huA ho lekina phira bhI akele meM bhI chUe nahIM, aisA honA cAhie! TAima para hI khAnA hai, usake sivA bIca meM aura kucha bhI nahIM khAnA caahie| beTAima yadi khAte haiM, to usakA matalaba hI nahIM hai na! vaha saba mIniMgalesa hai| usase to jIbha bhI bahala jAtI hai, phira kyA rahA? divAlA nikala jAtA hai! sabhI cIjeM yoM hI rakhI hoM phira bhI hama nahIM chUte, kucha bhI nahIM chUte! yaha to chuA aura mu~ha meM DAlA to phira oNTaoNmaiTika zurU ho jAegA, yadi chUoge na taba bhI! Apako to itanA hI taya karanA hai ki hameM chUnA nahIM hai, to gAr3I rAha para clegii| nahIM to pudgala kA svabhAva aisA hai ki yoM bhojana karane biThAe~ na, to cAvala Ane meM z2arA dera ho jAe to loga dAla meM hAtha DAlate haiM, sabjI meM hAtha DAlate haiM aura khAte rahate haiN| jaise bar3I cakkI ho na, vaise aMdara DAlatA hI rahatA hai| are, cAvala Ane taka baiThA raha na cupacApa, lekina baiTha nahIM pAtA na! dAla meM hAtha DAlatA hai aura na ho to Akhira meM jIbha para caTanI cupar3atA rahatA hai| bar3e milavAle bhI! isa pudgala kA svabhAva hI aisA hai! isameM ina logoM kA koI doSa nahIM hai| maiM bhI dAla meM hAtha DAlatA rahatA hU~ na! praznakartA : to hameM isameM sirpha taya hI karanA hai? aisA? dAdAzrI : use yadi chU liyA to phira vaha bar3hatA jaaegaa| isalie hama taya kara leM ki pUre dina meM itanI hI mAtrA lenI hai| to phira gADI niyama meM calegI aura bIca meM itane samaya taka mu~ha meM kucha DAlanA hI nahIM hai| ye saba loga pAna kyoM cabAte hoMge? mu~ha meM kucha rakhanA hai, aisI Adata hai isalie phira pAna cabAte haiN| kucha bhI mu~ha meM DAleM, taba unheM maz2A AtA hai|

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titikSA ke tapa se gar3ho mana-deha (khaM-2-12) 263 mu~ha calatA rahanA caahie| yAnI kabhI bhI aise khAte rahanA, vaha to bahuta galata hai| bIca meM nahIM khAnA caahie| khAne ke bAda kucha bhI nahIM DAlanA caahie| uNodarI matalaba hameM bhojana kI mAtrA samajha meM A jAtI hai ki Aja bahuta bhUkha lagI hai, isalie tIna laDDU khA sakeMge to eka laDDU kama kara denaa| kabhI do laDDU khA sakeMge, aisA laga rahA ho to taba savA laDDU khaanaa| jitanI hameM samajha meM Ae, mAtrA usase kucha nyUna kara denI caahie| kama kara denI caahie| nahIM to pUre dina DojiMga rhegii| mUlataH jagat ke loga, eka to khulI A~khoM se sote haiM aura Upara se vApasa aise DojiMga ho jAtA hai| jAgRti aura isakA, ina donoM kA mela kaise baiTha sakatA hai? ataH uNodarI jaisA anya koI tapa nahIM hai| bhagavAna ne bahuta hI suMdara rAstA batAyA hai ki kama rkhnaa| koI ATha laDDU khAtA ho to use pA~ca laDDU khAne caahie| roz2a eka laDDU khAtA ho to vaha kahegA, 'maiM to eka hI laDDU khAtA hU~' vaha bhI nahIM clegaa| use paunA laDDU khAnA caahie| vItarAgoM ne eka-eka vAkya bar3I samajhadArI se kahA hai jo ki jagat ke lie hitakArI rahe! AhAra jAgRti se rakSA karanA vrata kI praznakartA : bhojana aura jJAna kA kyA lenA denA hai? dAdAzrI : bhojana kama hogA to jAgRti rahegI, varnA jAgRti rahegI hI nahIM na! praznakartA : bhojana se jJAna meM kitanI bAdhA AtI hai? dAdAzrI : bahuta bAdhA AtI hai| AhAra bahuta bAdhaka hai| kyoMki yaha bhojana jo ki peTa meM jAtA hai, usase phira dArU banatA hai aura pUre dina phira zarAba kA nazA car3hatA hI jAtA hai| varnA maiMne jo ye pA~ca AjJAe~ dI haiM, unakI jAgRti kyoM nahIM raha pAtI? usameM kauna sI bar3I bAta hai? aura jAgRti bhI sabhI

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264 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) ko dI hI hai na?! lekina isa bhojana kA bahuta asara hotA hai| hamane aba bhojana kA tyAga karane ko nahIM kahA hai| apane Apa yadi tyAga ho jAe to acchaa| jise saMyama lenA hai, saMyama yAnI brahmacarya pAlana karanA hai, vaha agara adhika bhojana legA to use khuda ko ulTA 'iphekTa' hogaa| phira use usa ulTe 'iphekTa' ke riz2alTa bhugatane pdd'eNge| jise brahmacarya pAlana karanA hai, use khyAla meM rakhanA hai ki kucha prakAra ke AhAra se uttejanA bar3ha jAtI hai| vaha AhAra kama kara denA caahie| carabIvAle AhAra jaise ki ghI-tela vagairaha nahIM lene cAhie, dUdha bhI kucha kama lenA cAhie, lekina dAla-cAvala-sabjI-roTI vagairaha ArAma se khAo aura usa AhAra kI mAtrA kama rkhnaa| z2abaradastI mata khaanaa| yAnI AhAra kitanA lenA cAhie ki nazA na car3he aura rAta ko tIna-cAra ghaMTe hI nIMda Ae, utanA AhAra lenA caahie| praznakartA : ye sAinTisTa kahate haiM ki cha: ghaMTe kI nIMda honI caahie| dAdAzrI : to ina gAya-bhaiMsoM se pUcha Ao ki tuma kitanI dera sote ho? murge se pUcha Ao ki kitanI dera sotA hai ? nidrA brahmacArI ke lie nahIM hai! nidrA to kahIM hotI hogI? nidrA to ye jo mehanata karanevAle haiM, ve cha: ghaMTe sote haiN| unheM gaharI nIMda A bhI jAtI hai! nIMda to kaisI honI cAhie ki jaba Trena meM baiThakara jAte haiM, taba pA~ca-dasa jhoMke A jAe~ ki basa ho gayA, phira subaha ho jAtI hai| yaha to AhAra kA pUrA nazA car3hatA hai, phira sotA bhI hai! AhAra meM ghI-zakkara karavAte haiM viSayakAMDa AhAra bhI bahuta kama mata kara denaa| kyoMki AhAra kama khAoge to jJAnarasa jo ki A~khoM ko lAiTa detA hai, vaha jJAnarasa jo ina taMtuo meM se jAtA hai, vaha rasa phira aMdara nahIM jAtA aura naseM sArI sUkha jAtI hai| javAnI hai, isalie yoM ghabarAkara

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titikSA ke tapa se gar3ho mana-deha (khaM-2-12) 265 AhAra ekadama baMda mata kara denaa| dAla-cAvala vagairaha khAo, vaha to aisA AhAra hai ki jo jaldI pAcana ho jAe! aura pacane ke bAda jo khUna banatA hai, vahI khUna istemAla hotA hai| hararoz2a kAma Ae itanA hI khUna banatA rahatA hai| Age kA (isase z2yAdA/ atirikta) proDakzana jo thA na, vaha kama ho jAegA! praznakartA : zuddha ghI ho to usameM kyA galata hai? dAdAzrI : ghI hamezA mAMsa bar3hAnevAlA hotA hai aura mAMsa bar3he to vIrya bar3hatA hai, vaha brahmacAriyoM kI lAina hI nahIM hai na! yAnI Apa jo bhI bhojana khAo, sirpha dAla-cAvala-kaDhI khAo, phira bhI bhojana kA svabhAva aisA hai ki ghI ke binA bhI usakA khUna bana jAtA hai aura vaha helpiMga hotA hai| kudarata ne aisA niyama rakhA hai kyoMki jo garIba iMsAna hai, vaha ye saba kaise khA pAegA? to garIba iMsAna jo khAtA hai, usase bhI use pUrI zakti mila jAtI hai na! usI taraha hameM isa sAde bhojana se pUrI zakti mila jAtI hai! lekina jo vikArI hai, vaisA bhojana nahIM honA caahie| ye jo hoTala kA khAte haiM, usase zarIra meM kharAba paramANu ghusa jAte haiN| phira unakA asara hue binA rahatA hI nahIM hai| usake lie phira upavAsa karanA par3egA aura jAgRti rakhanI pdd'egii| phira bhI saMyoga vaza agara bAhara kA khAnA par3e to khA lenA, lekina usameM phira lAbhAlAbha dekhnaa| tale hue pakor3e khAne ke bajAya dUdha pI lenA acchaa| bAhara kI pUrI-sabjI ke bajAya ghara kI khicar3I pasaMda karanA! itane choTe-choTe baccoM ko ghI goMda kI miThAiyA~ vagairaha khilAte haiM, lekina bAda meM usakA bahuta kharAba asara hotA hai, ve bahuta vikArI ho jAte haiN| isalie choTe bacce ko z2yAdA nahIM denA cAhie, usakI mAtrA saMbhAlanI caahie| ye mAla-malIdA khAnA, vaha saba saMsAriyoM ke lie haiM jinheM ki brahmacarya kI kucha par3I nahIM hai|

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266 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) jise brahmacarya pAlana karanA hai, use mAla-malIdA nahIM khAnA caahie| agara khAnA hI ho to thor3A khAnA ki bhUkha hI use khA jaae| mAla-malIdA khAte haiM to vApasa sAtha meM dAla-cAvala cAhie, sabjI cAhie taba phira bhUkha use nahIM khaatii| kharAba vikAroM ke Ane kA kAraNa yahI hai| usase vikArI bhAva utpanna hote haiN| bhUkha khA jAe, taba taka vikArI bhAva utpanna nahIM hote| bhUkha na khAe, taba pramAda hotA hai| pramAda hotA hai isalie vikAra hotA hai| pramAda yAnI Alasa nahIM, lekina vikAra! pudgala aisI cIz2a hai jo parezAna karatI hai, vaha apanA par3osI hai| pudgala agara vIryavAna ho, taba parezAna nahIM karatA yA phira agara bilkula hI kama AhAra leM, jIne lAyaka hI AhAra leM, taba pudgala parezAna nahIM krtaa| AhAra kI vajaha se to brahmacarya aTakA huA hai| AhAra ke bAre meM jAgRta rahanA caahie| diyA jalatA rahe, utanA hI khAnA caahie| bhojana to aisA lenA cAhie ki nazA na car3he aura nIMda aisI honI cAhie ki bhIr3a meM baiThe hoM aura idhara nahIM khisaka sakeM, udhara nahIM khisaka sakeM, aisI bhIr3a meM baiThe-baiThe bhI nIMda A jaae| vAstava meM nIMda vahI hai| yaha to bhojana kA nazA car3hatA hai, usase phira nIMda AtI hai| khAnA khAne ke bAda vidhi karake dekhanA, sAmAyika karake dekhnaa| hotI hai? ThIka se nahIM ho paatii| nahAnA bhI hai, nimaMtraNa nukasAna ko nahAne se sabhI viSaya jAgRta ho jAte haiN| ye nahAnA-dhonA kisake lie hai? viSayI logoM ke lie hI nahAne kI z2arUrata hai, bAkI to z2arA kapar3A gIlA karake yoM poMcha lenA caahie| jo anya AhAra nahIM khAte, usake zarIra se bilkula durgaMdha nahIM aatii| mahIne se sikanesa ho to phira vikAra rahatA hai? praznakartA : to nahIM rhtaa|

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267 titikSA ke tapa se gar3ho mana-deha (khaM-2-12) 267 dAdAzrI : to vaisI sikanesa laanaa| praznakartA : lAnA apane basa kI bAta nahIM hai na? dAdAzrI : taba apane basa kI bAta kyA hai? agara cAra dina bhUkhe raheM to apane Apa bIsa dina kI sikanesa A jAegI! cAra dina bhUkhA rahane ke bAda vikAra nahIM rhtaa| AhAra kama liyA ki claa| jIne ke lie khAe, khAne ke lie nahIM jiie| pahale rAta ko nahIM khAtA thA, taba acchA rahatA thA yA aba acchA rahatA hai? ___ praznakartA : pahale bahuta acchA rahatA thaa| dAdAzrI : to jAna-bUjhakara bigAr3A kyoM? praznakartA : khAne ke do-cAra ghaMTe bAda bhUkha lage to aura kucha mA~gatA hai| dAdAzrI : lekina AhAra aisA lenA hai ki bhUkha lage hI nahIM, aisA zuSka AhAra ki jisameM dUdha-ghI-tela aisA bahuta puSTikAraka AhAra na aae| ye dAla-cAvala-kar3hI khAnA, vaha z2yAdA puSTikAraka nahIM hotaa| isa kAla meM to kaMTrola kie jA sakeM, aise saMyoga hI nahIM hai! dabAne jAe to balki mana aura z2yAdA uchala-kUda karatA hai| isalie AhArI AhAra karatA hai, aise calane denaa| lekina vApasa vaha brahmacarya ko nukasAna nahIM kare, itanA z2arA dekhanA! AhAra ke lie Apako kaMTrola yA kaMTrola nahIM, hameM aisA kucha bhI kahane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| sirpha yadi kabhI viSaya parezAna kara rahA ho, udayakarma kA dhakkA z2yAdA laga rahA ho, to use AhAra para kaMTrola karanA caahie| puruSArtha aura to kyA hai lekina tumheM caMdreza se kahanA pdd'egaa| caMdreza ke sAtha judApana rakhakara tumhArI bAtacIta ho, vhii| kyoMki AtmA to kucha bolatA hI nahIM hai,

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268 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) lekina bhItara jo prajJA nAma kI zakti hai, vaha kahatI hai ki bhojana z2arA kama loge to tumheM ThIka rhegaa| kyoMki agara ahaMkAra karane jAe to ahaMkAra jIvita ho jaaegaa| yaha jo jJAna diyA hai, usase ahaMkAra nirjiva ho gayA hai| 'z2arUrata se z2yAdA nahIM khAnA hai', aisA taya karane ke bAda agara galatI se khA liyA jAe, to usake lie kahanA 'vyavasthita hai'| jInA hai, dhyeya anusAra praznakartA : hara eka kArya meM taya karanA par3atA hai| z2yAdA nahIM khAnA hai, aisA taya kiyA aura usake lie jAgRti rakhI, aise hara eka kArya meM jAgRti rakhanI par3egI? dAdAzrI : vaha jo upayoga rakhA, vahI jAgRti! pramAda yAnI khAnA khAte rhnaa| isalie phira kahIM bhI ThikAnA hI nahIM rhtaa| pUre dina jo kucha bhI Ae, vaha khAtA hI rahatA hai| maiM to kitane hI sAloM se majabUrana khA rahA huuN| aura agara koI iMsAna bImAra ho, tIna dina se aura use viSaya ke lie kahA jAe ki 'pacAra haz2Ara rupaye dUMgA,' to karegA? praznakartA : nahIM karegA, zakti hI nahIM rahegI na! dAdAzrI : yaha saba zakti karatI hai, AhAra hI karatA hai yaha sb| praznakartA : paudgalika shkti| dAdAzrI : hN| hameM do-tIna dina khAe bagaira hI bitA dene caahie| sAdhu, aise hI bitAte haiM na? yaha upAya! zakti hogI tabhI viSaya meM par3egA na? upAya to karanA par3egA na? matalaba mahIne meM do bAra bhUkhe rahanA caahie| do-do din|

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titikSA ke tapa se gar3ho mana - deha (khaM - 2- 12) itanA tapa karane se vaha (brahmacarya kA) tapa ho hI jaaegaa| mahAvIra bhagavAna ne yahI kiyA thA na! sabhI ne yahI kiyA thA na ! 269 praznakartA : isa nizcaya ko TikAkara rakhane ke lie koI upAya nahIM ho paate| dAdAzrI : yahI upAya hai| praznakartA : Apa kahate haiM, phira bhI mAnasika taiyArI nahIM ho pAtI aMdara se / dAdAzrI : to phira hamane kahA~ manA kiyA hai, zAdI karane ko ? praznakartA : Apane to nahIM kahA lekina hamane to dekhA hai na! aisA prApta hone ke bAda, aba to galatI kara hI nahIM skte| dAdAzrI : to phira DisAiDa karane ke bAda kucha nahIM chU sakatA! DisIz2ana lene ke bAda agara aise DhIlA bologe to balki car3ha baitthegaa| 'geTa AuTa' kahane se thor3A-bahuta bAhara bhAga jaaegaa| jaba vApasa Ae to vApasa 'geTa AuTa' kahanA / kaMdamUla poSaNa deM viSaya ko dekhA dekhIvAlA brahmarcaya vrata nahIM ttiktaa| isalie phira jo karanA ho, vaha kre| lekina maiM to cetAvanI detA hU~ ki brahmacarya pAlana karanA ho to kaMdamUla nahIM khAne caahie| praznakartA : kaMdamUla nahIM khAne cAhie ? dAdAzrI : kaMdamUla khAnA aura brahmacarya pAlana karanA, yaha roMga philaoNsaoNphi hai, virodhI hai ? praznakartA : kaMdamUla nahIM khAnA, vaha jIva hiMsA kI vajaha se hai yA dUsarA koI kAraNa hai ?

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270 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : kaMdamUla to abrahmacarya ko z2abaradasta puSTi denevAle haiN| aise niyama rakhane par3ate haiM tAki usakA brahmacarya raha pAeTika paae| aura jisase brahmacarya Tika sake, usakA bhojana itanA suMdara honA caahie| abrahmacarya se sArI ramaNIyatA calI jAtI hai aura jo brahmacarya kA pAlana kare, vaha ramaNIya banatA hai| iMsAna prabhAvazAlI dikhatA hai| praznakartA : abhI taka hama kaMdamUla nahIM khAte the| jJAna lene ke bAda khAnA zurU kiyA, to bAdhaka nahIM rahegA? doSa nahIM lagegA? dAdAzrI : kise doSa lagegA isameM? isa DiscArja meM kaisA doSa? hama ina brahmacAriyoM ko doSa lagane ke lie nahIM, unheM to agara yaha saba nahIM khAeMge na, to viSaya kA z2ora kama ho jaaegaa| unheM to aisA rakSaNa ke lie karanA hotA hai| doSa kA aura isakA lenAdenA nahIM hai| praznakartA : yaha jo varNana kiyA hai ki suI kI noka para AlU kA, usa nApa kA eka pIsa Ae, to usameM anaMta jIva hote haiM, una jIvoM ko... dAdAzrI : vaha saba kisake lie hai? jise buddhi bar3hAnI ho na, usake lie hai| usake AgrahI bana jAe~ to kaba pAra AegA? aura yaha mokSa kA mArga nirAgrahI hai| ise jAnanA z2arUra hai aura ho sake, utanA kama kara denA hai|

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[13] na ho asAra, pudgalasAra pudgalasAra hai, brahmacarya brahmacarya, vaha kyA hai? vaha pudgalasAra hai| hama jo khAnA khAte haiM, pIte haiM, ina sabakA sAra kyA rahA? 'brahmacarya'! yadi ApakA yaha sAra calA jAe to use jo AtmA kA AdhAra hai, vaha AdhAra 'lUz2a' ho jAegA! isalie brahmacarya mukhya cIz2a hai| eka ora jJAna ho aura dUsarI ora brahmacarya ho to sukha kA aMta hI nahIM rahegA na! phira aisA cenja AtA hai ki bAta hI mata pUcho! kyoMki brahmacarya, vaha pudgalasAra hai na? yaha saba jo khAte haiM, pIte haiM, usakA kyA hotA hogA peTa meM? praznakartA : khUna banatA hai| dAdAzrI : aura saMDAsa nahIM banatI hogI? praznakartA : banatI hai na! kucha AhAra se khUna aura kucha saMDAsa ke mAdhyama se sArA kacare ke rUpa meM nikala jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, aura kucha pAnI ke mAdhyama se nikala jAtA hai| isa khUna se phira kyA banatA hai? praznakartA : khUna se vIrya banatA hai| dAdAzrI : aisA! vIrya ko samajhatA hai? khUna se vIrya banatA hai, usa vIrya se phira kyA banatA hai? khUna kI sAta dhAtu kahate

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272 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) haiM na? unameM se eka meM se haDDiyA~ banatI hai, eka meM se mAMsa banatA hai, unameM se phira aMta meM sabase AkhirI meM vIrya banatA hai| aMtima dazA meM vIrya banatA hai| vIrya, vaha to pudgalasAra kahalAtA hai| dUdha kA sAra ghI kahalAtA hai, usI taraha bhojana karane kA sAra vIrya kahalAtA hai| aba isa sAra ko kyA muphta meM hI de denA cAhie yA mahaMge dAma para becanA cAhie? praznakartA : mahaMge dAma para becanA caahie| dAdAzrI : aisA? loga to paisA kharca karake becate haiM aura tU kahatA hai ki mahaMge dAma para becanA cAhie, to mahaMge dAma para tujha se kauna legA? lokasAra, vaha mokSa hai aura pudgalasAra, vaha vIrya hai| jagat kI sabhI cIjeM adhogAmI haiN| yadi ThAna le to sirpha vIrya hI UrdhvagAmI bana sakatA hai isalie aise bhAva karane cAhie ki vIrya UrdhvagAmI ho| vIrya ke do gamana haiN| eka adhogamana aura dUsarA uurdhvgmn| jaba taka adhogamana hai, taba taka pAzavatA hai| praznakartA : isa jJAna meM rahane para to apane Apa Urdhvagamana hogA hI na? dAdAzrI : hA~, aura yaha jJAna hI aisA hai ki apane jJAna meM raho to koI dikkata nahIM AegI, lekina jaba ajJAna utpanna hotA hai taba aMdara yaha roga utpanna ho jAtA hai| usa samaya jAgRti rakhanI pdd'egii| viSaya meM to apAra hiMsA hai, khAne-pIne meM aisI koI hiMsA nahIM hotii| isa jagat meM sAinTisTa aura sabhI loga kahate haiM ki vIryaraja adhogAmI hai| lekina ajJAnatA hai, isa vajaha se adhogAmI hai| jJAna meM to UrdhvagAmI bana jAtA hai| kyoMki jJAna kA pratApa hai na! jJAna ho to koI vikAra hI nahIM hogA, phira bhale hI kaisI bhI baoNDI ho, bhale hI kitanA bhI khAtA ho| ataH mukhya cIz2a jJAna hai|

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na ho asAra, pudgalasAra (khaM-2-13) 273 praznakartA : UrdhvagAmI aura adhogAmI, ye donoM 'rileTiva' zabda nahIM hue? dAdAzrI : hA~, 'rileTiva' hI khlaaegaa| lekina 'rileTiva' meM yoM badalAva ho jAe to hameM lAbha milegA! apane 'jJAna' se badalAva ho sakatA hai| hama kyA kahate haiM ki hama jJAna prakaTa rakheMge to sArA badalAva apane Apa hotA rhegaa| apanA jJAna prakaTa nahIM rakhane se badalAva nahIM hogaa| rileTiva meM to hama kucha bhI nahIM kara sakate, lekina hama apane meM kara sakate haiM aura usakA phoTo 'rileTiva' para par3atA hai| isalie hameM sirpha jAgRti hI rakhanI hai| vIrya ke paramANu sUkSmarUpa se ojasa meM pariNAmita hote haiM, use phira nIce utaranA, adhogAmI honA nahIM rahatA, yaha merA anubhava hai| ve zaktiyA~ jo DAUna ho rahI thIM, ve Upara car3hatI haiN| jo saMsAra meM khAyA-pIyA, ve sArI zaktiyA~ do taraha se pariNAmita hotI haiN| eka saMsAra ke rUpa meM aura dUsarI aizvarya ke rUpa meM! aho, aho! una AtmavIryavAloM kI praznakartA : yaha jAgRti bar3hate-bar3hate kucha limiTa taka AI yAnI yahA~ taka Akara aTaka jAtI hai| lekina dUsare kisI bhI prakAra ke, yoM vyavahAra meM rivolyuzana khulane cAhie, vaha nahIM ho paataa| dAdAzrI : tujhe vyavahArika z2yAdA nahIM hai na! lekina abhI to vaha zakti khar3I hogii| AtmavIrya hI nahIM hai na! AtmavIrya prakaTa nahIM ho rahA hai| aisA hai na, tere mana meM vyavahAra sahana karane kI itanI sI bhI zakti nahIM hai, isalie bhAgatA hai, bhAgakara ekAMta meM cale jAne kI koziza karatA hai| lekina yaha darzana prakaTa huA, isalie tujhe 'khuda kI' guphA meM ghusanA A gayA, varnA parezAnI ho jAtI! praznakartA : Apane jo kahA ki AtmavIrya prakaTa nahIM huA hai| to AtmavIrya kaise prakaTa hotA hai?

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274 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : AtmavIrya prakaTa ho jAe, to usakI to bAta hI alaga hai na! praznakartA : vaha kyA kahalAtA hai? jaba AtmavIrya prakaTa hotA hai to usameM kyA hotA hai? dAdAzrI : AtmA kI zakti bahuta bar3ha jAtI hai| praznakartA : to yaha jo darzana hai, jAgRti hai| yaha aura AtmavIrya ina donoM kA kanekzana kyA hai? dAdAzrI : jAgRti, vaha AtmavIrya meM AtI hai| AtmavIrya kA abhAva hai isalie vyavahAra kA solyUzana nahIM kara pAtA, lekina vyavahAra dhakelakara eka tarapha rakha detA hai| AtmavIryavAlA to kahegA, bhale hI koI bhI ho, Ao na! use ulajhana nahIM hotii| lekina aba ve sabhI zaktiyA~ utpanna hoMgI! praznakartA : ve zaktiyA~ brahmacarya se utpanna hotI haiM? dAdAzrI : hA~, brahmacarya kA acchI taraha se pAlana ho, taba aura z2arA sA bhI lIkeja nahIM honA caahie| yaha to kyA huA hai ki vyavahAra sIkhe nahIM aura yoM hI yaha saba hAtha meM A gayA hai! barate vIrya, jahA~ jahA~ ruci jahA~ ruci hotI haiM, vahA~ AtmA kA vIrya baratatA hai| ina logoM ko ruci kisa meM hai? AiskrIma meM hai, lekina AtmA meM nhiiN| AtmA ke lie yahA~ AnA hai yA AiskrIma ke lie? to kaheMge 'AiskrIma khaane!'| kitane nirvIrya jIva haiM! tujhe samajha meM A rahI hai yaha bAta? AtmavIryavAlA to bahuta maz2abUta iMsAna! kisI bhI lAlaca kI cIz2a se nahIM llcaataa| isa duniyA meM use koI cIz2a lalacA nahIM sakatI, aura ise to AiskrIma lalacA jAtI hai kabhI-kabhI!

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na ho asAra, pudgalasAra (khaM-2-13) 275 use yaha saMsAra acchA nahIM lagatA, atyaMta suMdara se suMdara cIz2a bhI bilkula acchI nahIM lgtii| vahI, AtmA kI tarapha kA hI acchA lagatA hai, pasaMda badala jAtI hai| jaba dehavIrya prakaTa hotA hai, taba AtmA kA acchA nahIM lgtaa|| praznakartA : AtmavIrya kaise prakaTa ho sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : nizcaya kiyA ho aura hamArI AjJA kA pAlana kare tabhI se Urdhvagati meM jAtA hai| do A~khoM se A~kheM milIM, vahA~ AkarSaNa huA, usakA pratikramaNa karate rahanA hai| aise paccIsa yA pacAsa hoMge, z2yAdA nahIM hoNge| una sabakA pratikramaNa karake chor3a denA hai| vaha atikramaNa se khar3A huA hai aura pratikramaNa se baMda ho jaaegaa| vIrya ko aisI Adata nahIM hai, ki adhogati meM jAnA hai| vaha to khuda kA nizcaya nahIM hai, isalie adhogati meM jAtA hai| nizcaya kiyA ki dUsarI ora mur3a jAtA hai, aura phira cehare para dUsaroM ko bhI teja dikhane lagatA hai aura brahmacarya pAlana karanevAle ke cehare para koI asara nahIM dikhe, to 'brahmacarya kA pUrNataH pAlana nahIM kiyA' aisA khlaaegaa| praznakartA : vIrya kA Urdhvagamana zurU honA ho to usake lakSaNa kyA haiM? dAdAzrI : nUra Ane lagatA hai, manobala bar3hatA jAtA hai, vANI pharsTa klAsa nikalatI hai| vANI miThAsavAlI hotI hai| vartana miThAsavAlA hotA hai| ye saba usake lakSaNa hote haiN| usameM to bahuta dera lagatI hai, vaha abhI yoM hI nahIM ho skegaa| abhI ekadama nahIM ho jaaegaa| upAya karanA, svapnadoSa TAlane ke lie praznakartA : strI ke bAre meM jo sapane Ate haiM, ve hameM

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) isa brahmacarya kI bhAvanA kI vajaha se acche nahIM lagate to usakA koI upAya hai? 276 dAdAzrI : sapane, vaha to alaga cIz2a hai| Apako acche lageM to nukasAna kareMge aura acche nahIM lageM to koI nukasAna nahIM kreNge| bhale hI ve kaise bhI Ae, acche lageM to Apako vaisA hogA aura acche nahIM lageM to koI jhaMjhaTa hI nahIM / praznakartA : svapnadoSa kyoM hote hoMge ? dAdAzrI : Upara pAnI kI TaMkI ho, vaha pAnI nIce girane lage to nahIM samajha jAte ki chalakakara ubhara gaI hai ! svapnadoSa matalaba ubhrnaa| TaMkI chalakakara ubhara rahI ho to kaoNka nahIM rakhanA cAhie ? yadi AhAra para kaMTrola kare to svapnadoSa nahIM hogaa| isalie ye mahArAja eka hI bAra AhAra karate haiM na, vahA~ ! aura kucha bhI nahIM lete, cAya-vAya kucha bhI nahIM lete| praznakartA : usameM rAta kA AhAra mahatvapUrNa hai| rAta kA kama kara denA cAhie / dAdAzrI : rAta ko khAne kI z2arUrata hI nahIM pdd'tii| mahArAja, eka hI bAra AhAra lete haiN| lekina cAra roTI khA jAte haiM, unakI umra to hai n| bAkI cAya nahIM, aura koI jhaMjhaTa hI nhiiN| pUre dina ke lie TaMkI bhara lii| TaMkI bhara lI to vaha peTrola calatA rahatA hai| ataH DiscArja to, yaha khAnA yadi kaMTrola meM ho to aura kucha bhI nahIM hogA / ye to bhara-bharake khAte haiM / jo ho vaha aura koI vicitra AhAra ho, taba kyA hogA ? jaina to kaise samajhadAra ! aisA AhAra nhiiN| aisA vaisA kucha nahIM hotA / phira bhI DiscArja ho jAe to, usameM harja nahIM hai| bhagavAna ne kahA hai 'usameM to harja nhiiN|' vaha jaba bhara jAe to phira Dhakkana khula jAtA hai| jaba taka brahmacarya Urdhvagamana nahIM huA hai, taba taka adhogamana hI

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na ho asAra, pudgalasAra (khaM-2-13) 277 hotA hai| Urdhvagamana to jaba brahmacaryavrata lenA taya kiyA tabhI se zurUAta ho jAtI hai| sAvadhAnI se calanA acchaa| mahIne meM cAra bAra ho jAe, phira bhI harja nahIM hai| hameM jAna-bUjhakara DiscArja nahIM karanA caahie| vaha gunAha hai| apane Apa ho jAe to usameM harja nhiiN| ye saba to ulTA-sIdhA khAne kA pariNAma hai| jAna-bUjhakara DiscArja karanA, vaha bhayaMkara gunAha hai| AtmahatyA khlaaegaa| aise DiscArja kI chUTa kauna degA? vaha bhAI kaha rahe haiM ki DiscArja bhI nahIM honA caahie| 'taba kyA mara jAU~? kue~ meM par3a jAU~ ?' praznakartA : DiscArja ho jAe to vaha gunahagAra bana jAtA hai, use mana meM kSobha hotA hai| kyoMki ye saba aisA hI kahate haiM na ki DiscArja nahIM honA caahie| dAdAzrI : ve loga viSaya karate haiM, usake bajAya to yaha DiscArja bahata acchaa| vaha do logoM ko bigAr3atA hai, kutte jaisA to zobhA nahIM detA! vIryazakti kA Urdhvagamana kaba? praznakartA : vIrya kA galana hotA hai, vaha pudgala svabhAva meM hotA hai yA phira kahIM para hamArA lIkeja ho taba hotA hai? dAdAzrI : kisI ko dekhakara tumhArI dRSTi bigar3a jAe, taba vIrya kA kucha hissA ekajaoNsTa ho jAtA hai| praznakartA : vaha to vicAroM se bhI ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : vicAroM se bhI ekajaoNsTa hotA hai, dRSTi se bhI ekajaoNsTa hotA hai| vaha ekajaoNsTa huA mAla phira DiscArja hotA rahatA hai| praznakartA : lekina ye jo brahmacArI haiM, unheM to aise kucha saMyoga nahIM milate, ve striyoM se dUra rahate haiM, phoTo nahIM rakhate,

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278 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) kailenDara nahIM rakhate, phira bhI unheM DiscArja ho jAtA hai| to unakA DiscArja svAbhAvika nahIM kahalAegA? dAdAzrI : phira bhI unheM mana meM yaha saba dikhatA hai| dUsarA, agara vaha bhojana bahuta khAtA ho aura usakA vIrya bahuta bane to phira vaha pravAha baha jAtA hai, aisA bhI ho sakatA hai| praznakartA : rAta ko z2yAdA khA liyA to khatma... dAdAzrI : rAta ko z2yAdA khAnA hI nahIM cAhie, khAnA ho to dopahara meM khaanaa| rAta ko yadi jyAdA khA liyA taba to vIrya kA skhalana hue binA rahegA hI nhiiN| vIrya kA skhalana kise nahIM hotA hai? jisakA vIrya bahuta maz2abUta ho gayA ho, bahuta gAr3hA ho gayA ho, unheM nahIM hotaa| ye saba to patale ho cuke vIrya kahalAte haiN| praznakartA : manobala se bhI use rokA jA sakatA hai na? dAdAzrI : manobala to bahuta kAma karatA hai! manobala hI kAma karatA hai na! lekina vaha jJAnapUrvaka caahie| yoM hI manobala nahIM raha pAtA na! praznakartA : sapane meM jo DiscArja hotA hai, ve kyA pichalI khAmiyA~ hai? dAdAzrI : usameM koI zaMkA nahIM hai| ve sabhI pichalI khAmiyA~ svapnAvasthA meM calI jAtI haiN| svapnAvasthA ke lie hama gunahagAra nahIM mAne jaaeNge| hama jAgRta avasthA ko gunahagAra maaneNge| khulI A~khoM se jAgRta avasthA! phira bhI sapane Ate haiN| ataH unheM bilkula nikAla dene jaisA nahIM hai, vahA~ sAvadhAna rhnaa| svapnAvasthA ke bAda subaha pazcAtApa karanA par3egA, usakA pratikramaNa karanA par3egA ki aisA nahIM honA caahie| hamArI pA~ca AjJA kA pAlana kare to usameM kabhI bhI viSaya vikAra ho sakeM, aisA hai hI nhiiN|

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na ho asAra, pudgalasAra (khaM-2-13) jokhima, hRSTa-puSTa zarIra ke 279 yaha par3ha, isameM kyA likhA hai ? praznakartA : maithuna saMjJA cAra prakAra se jAgRta hotI hai| 1) veda mohanIya ke udaya se / 2) haDDI, mAMsa, khUna vagairaha se zarIra puSTa hone se / 3) strI ko dekhane se / 4) strI kA ciMtavana karane se| veda mohanIya udaya se, yAnI ? dAdAzrI : strI ko strI veda hotA hai, puruSa ko puruSa veda hotA hai, vaha veda jaba udaya meM AtA hai, taba vaha vicalita kara detA hai| khAsa sAvadhAnI kahA~ para rakhanI hai ki 'khUna aura mAMsa se zarIra hRSTa-puSTa hone se', vahA~ sAvadhAna rahanA hai| tuma kahate ho ki hameM DiscArja ho jAtA hai to usameM yaha kAraNa bAdhaka hai eka ora zrIkhaMDa, pakor3e, jalebiyA~ vagairaha khAte ho aura phira vIrya ko roke rakhanA cAhate ho, vaha kaise ho sakegA ? zarIra ko to poSaNa ke lie hI AhAra denA cAhie aura vaha bhI bhArI mAlamalIdevAlA bhojana nahIM / isa kitAba meM spaSTa likhA huA hai / isIlie to maiMne yaha kitAba tumheM par3hane ke lie dI hai| kaI jaina sAdhu AyaMbila (jainoM meM kiyA jAnevAlA vrata, jaba bhojana meM eka hI prakAra kA dhAna khAyA jAtA hai) karate haiN| AyaMbila meM koI bhI eka hI cIz2a khAte haiM hamezA ke lie / pAnI meM roTI DUbokara khAte haiM, taba jAkara ve sAdhu brahmacarya pAlana kara sakate haiN| sardI ke dinoM meM ThaMDa meM zarIra kasa jAtA hai, garmI meM dhUpa meM kasa jAtA hai| hameM to ThaMDa-vaMDa sahana hI nahIM karanI hai na! rajAI lAkara or3ha dI ki calA ! isIlie sAvadhAna rahanA / yadi tumheM brahmacarya

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280 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) pAlana karanA ho to sAvadhAna rahanA pdd'egaa| vIrya UrdhvagAmI hone ke bAda apane Apa calatA rhegaa| abhI taka vIrya UrdhvagAmI nahIM huA hai| abhI bhI isakA svabhAva adhogAmI hai| vIrya UrdhvagAmI ho jAe, taba sabakucha U~ce car3hatA hai| phira to vANI-bANI bar3hiyA nikalatI hai, bhItara darzana bhI ucca prakAra kA khilA huA rahatA hai| vIrya ke UrdhvagAmI hone ke bAda dikkata nahIM AegI, taba taka to khAne-pIne meM bahata niyama rakhanA par3atA hai| vIrya ko UrdhvagAmI hone meM tumheM madada to karanI par3egI yA yoM hI calatA rahegA? praznakartA : madada karanI pdd'egii| AhAra meM kyA kyA baMda kara denA hai? talA huA, ghI, tela vagairaha baMda kara denA par3egA na? dAdAzrI : kucha bhI baMda nahIM karanA hai, usakI mAtrA kama kara denI hai| praznakartA : cAvala, yaha brahmacarya ke lie bilkula aMtima AhAra hai, sahI hai na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, sirpha cAvala para nhiiN| vaha to sirpha roTI hogI, kucha bhI hogA phira bhI clegaa| bAkI kucha khAsa prakAra kA phUDa nahIM lene caahie| carabIvAlA aura aisA vaisA AhAra nahIM lo to acchA rhegaa| praznakartA : aura, mIThA AhAra? dAdAzrI : miThAI bhI nhiiN| khaTTA calegA lekina vaha bhI hisAba se, z2yAdA khaTTA nahIM khAnA caahie| praznakartA : mirca? dAdAzrI : thor3I thor3I khA sakate haiN| mirca se acchI to kaaliimirc| brahmacarya pAlana ke lie sabase acchI, sauNtth| apane ina

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na ho asAra, pudgalasAra (khaM-2-13) 281 brahmacAriyoM ke lie hI jhaMjhaTa hai na? bAkI sabhI ko to apane isa vijJAna meM to koI jhaMjhaTa hI nahIM hai na? apane isa vijJAna meM to dhIre se nikAla kara lenA hai| ye to brahmacarya pAlana karate haiM, isalie saba kahanA par3atA hai| ataH yadi yoM kucha sAloM taka brahmacarya saMbhala gayA, kaMTrolapUrvaka, to phira vIrya UrdhvagAmI ho jAegA aura taba ye zAstra-pustakeM ye saba dimAg2a meM dhAraNa kara skeNge| dhAraNa karanA, koI AsAna cIz2a nahIM hai, varnA par3hatA hai aura phira bhUlatA jAtA hai| praznakartA : hA~, aisA hI hotA hai abhii| dAdAzrI : aba yadi vIrya UrdhvagAmI ho cukA ho tabhI vaha dhAraNa kara sakatA hai, nahIM to dhAraNa nahIM kara sktaa| praznakartA : ye jo prANAyAma karate haiM, yoga karate haiM, ve brahmacarya ke lie kucha helpaphula ho sakate haiM? dAdAzrI : vaisA agara brahmacarya ke bhAva se kare to helpiMga ho sakatA hai| brahmacarya kA bhAva honA cAhie aura Apako zarIra svastha rakhane ke lie karanA ho to usase zarIra svastha rhegaa| yAnI bhAva para hI sArA AdhAra hai lekina ina saba meM Apa mata par3anA, varnA apanA AtmA raha jaaegaa| praznakartA : jahA~ strI baiThI ho, usa baiThaka para brahmacArI ko nahIM baiThanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : yaha to purAne z2amAne kI bAta huii| abhI isa kAla meM yaha mAfika nahIM aaegaa| vaha saba maiMne nikAla diyA hai| kyoMki agara basa meM koI strI uThe aura Apa nahIM baiTho to kahA~ baiThoge? to kyA khar3e rahoge? aura agara vaha strI uTha jAe aura Apa aisA kaho ki 'maiM nahIM baiTha sakatA' to loga tumheM aisA kaheMge ki 'ghanacakkara hai|' tuma mUrkha nahIM dikho isalie maiMne pahale se hI sabakucha nikAla diyA hai| aisI to bahuta sI bAteM haiN| yahA~ strI kI phoTo bhI nahIM

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282 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) laTakA skte| phira gAya ko bhI nahIM dekha sakate, gAya strI hai islie| aba isakA aMta kaba AegA? zAstrakAroM ne to bahuta bArIka bunA hai jabaki hameM to dariyA~ banAnI haiN| isalie aba moTA-moTA buno na! phira bhI hameM kaisA AnaMda-AnaMda rahatA hai! vahA~ to kabhI bhI AnaMda hI nahIM rahatA aura aisA bArIka bunane meM becArA ulajha jAtA hai| hA~, nahAne kI una logoM kI bAta maiM eksepTa karatA huuN| nahAnA nahIM, khAnA, braza nahIM karanA, vaha saba eksepaTa karatA huuN| nahAnA nahIM cAhie kyoMki nahAne se zarIra kI sabhI indriyA~ sateja ho jAtI haiN| jIbha sApha kI ki ye saba jalebI-pakor3e bhAe~ge aura nahIM kI ho to svAda meM 'rAma terI mAyA!' svAda kama patA calatA hai| praznakartA : ye sAdhu gIle kapar3e se zarIra poMcha lete haiN| dAdAzrI : vaha to karanA hI par3egA na! praznakartA : usase indriya sateja nahIM hotI? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| praznakartA : garama yA ThaMDA pAnI ho to kyA usase pharka par3atA hai? dAdAzrI : usameM kucha khAsa pharka nahIM pdd'taa| garama pAnI aMdara ThaMDaka karatA hai aura ThaMDA pAnI aMdara garmI karatA hai| usakA svabhAva aMdara badalAva lAne kA, bAkI saba eka sA hI hai| nirogI se bhAge viSaya Apa pariNAma ko bAhara DhU~Dha rahe ho, lekina jo nirogI hotA hai, usakA pariNAma hamezA hI jaldI patA calatA hai| ye saba pramANa hai! zarIra nirogI ho to brahmacarya acchA rahatA hai| abrahmacarya zarIra ke rogoM kI vajaha se hI rahatA hai| jitanA roga kama, utanA viSaya km| dubale iMsAna meM viSaya adhika hotA hai aura moTe iMsAna meM viSaya kama hotA hai|

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na ho asAra, pudgalasAra (khaM-2-13) 283 praznakartA : yAnI rogoM kI vajaha se abrahmacarya hai? dAdAzrI : rogoM se hI abrahmacarya hai| nirogI iMsAna ko abrahmacarya kA jhaMjhaTa hI nahIM rahatA! use vaha acchA hI nahIM lgtaa| use to nirogIpana kA hI AnaMda rahatA hai, isalie use viSaya acchA hI nahIM lagatA jabaki isa zarIra kA to... abhI aisA rogI ho gayA hai, yAnI isa kAla meM nirogI haiM hI nahIM na! nirogI to sirpha tIrthaMkara hote haiM! praznakartA : to hameM nirogI banane ke lie, brahmacarya pAlana ke lie isa zarIra kA bhI dhyAna rakhanA par3egA na? dAdAzrI : zarIra kA dhyAna to aisI cIz2a hai ki Apake lie aba yaha nikAlI bAta hai| aisA dhyAna to kaba rakhanA hotA hai, ki kartA sAtha meM ho tb| hameM bhAva rakhanA hai ki baoNDI nirogI honI cAhie, aisA pakSapAta rahanA cAhie aura phira zarIra ko z2arA sNbhaalnaa| praznakartA : koI iMsAna taMdurasta hai, to vaha taMdurastI kisa cIz2a ke AdhAra para TikI huI hai? zArIrika zakti kA AdhAra vIrya zakti hai na! dAdAzrI : ina striyoM meM vIrya nahIM hotA, phira bhI zArIrika zakti bahuta hotI hai| praznakartA : to taMdarustI kA jo stara hai, vaha kisa AdhAra para taya hotA hai? dAdAzrI : vaha roga muktatA para AdhArita hai| roga nahIM hotA taba zakti adhika hotI hai| roga ke kAraNa zakti kama ho jAtI hai| vIrya zakti alaga cIz2a hai| vIrya to hara eka ke aMdara hotA hI hai, rogI ho yA nirogI ho, donoM meM, sabhI meM hotA hai| dubale

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) I iMsAna meM vIrya zakti adhika hotI hai aura moTe meM kama hotI hai dubale meM adhika hotI hai| dubalA adhika kAmI hotA hai, moTA kama kAmI hotA hai| kyoMki isakA khAyA huA, sArA mAMsa bana jAtA hai, aura isakA khAyA huA sArA vIrya bana jAtA hai| 284 praznakartA : jo iMsAna moTA hotA hai, usameM carabI kA bhAga mAMsa se bhI z2yAdA hotA hai / dAdAzrI : hA~, usakA khAyA huA sArA carabI aura mAMsa bana jAtA hai| isakA khAyA huA sArA haDDI bana jAtA hai| moTe iMsAna ko kitanA khUna cAhie ? jabaki use to, dubale ko to khUna hI nahIM cAhie na / usake sabhI kArakhAne calate rahate haiM, isalie phira bacA-khucA vIrya bana jAtA hai| kucha samajha meM A rahA hai ? moTe iMsAna meM viSaya bahuta kama hotA hai| usameM sTrentha (zakti) bhI kama hotI hai| praznakartA : eka bAra aisA sunA thA ki pudgala kA phorsa bar3ha jAe, pudgala kI zakti bar3ha jAe to viSaya meM khiMca jAtA hai, yaha saca hai ? dAdAzrI : zarIra kA ThikAnA nahIM ho aura ThUMsa-ThUMsakara khAnA khAtA ho to vaha brahmacarya nahIM TikatA, abrahmacarya ho jAtA hai| yadi zarIra maz2abUta ho, lekina AhAra kama letA ho to vaha brahmacarya saMbhAla sakatA hai| bAkI jise thrI viz2ana se vairAga A jAtA hai, use to abrahmacarya ho hI nahIM sakatA / isa gaTara ko eka bAra kholakara dekha liyA ho to dobArA kholegA hI nahIM na ! kholane kI icchA hI nahIM hogI na ? usakI to usa tarapha naz2ara hI nahIM jaaegii| brahmacarya to kaisA hotA hai ? haz2Ara striyoM ke bIca bhI mana na bigar3e, use vicAra taka nahIM aae| mana bigar3A to sabakucha bigar3a gayA kyoMki vaha cArja svarUpa hai isalie turaMta cArja ho jAtA hai aura cArja huA to DiscArja hogA hI !

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na ho asAra, pudgalasAra (khaM-2-13) 285 jJAnI kI sUkSma bAteM praznakartA : viSaya ke alAvA anya vicAra Ae~ aura kAphI dera taka calate raheM, to kyA karanA cAhie ? dAdAzrI : bhale hI caleM, usameM dikkata kyA hai ? unheM dekhate rahanA hai ki kyA Ae aura kyA nhiiN| sirpha dekhate hI rahanA hai aura noTa bhI nahIM karanA hai| jaise pAnI giratA rahatA hai, vaise hI vicAra calate rahate haiM / hameM unheM dekhate rahanA hai| praznakartA : kharAba vicAra Ae~ to pratikramaNa karate jAnA hai ? dAdAzrI : vicAra kharAba hotA hI nahIM hai| kharAba vicAra aura acchA vicAra, ve nAma to saMsAra ke logoM ne die haiN| jise AtmajJAna hai, usake lie vicAra mAtra jJeya haiN| vicAra ko kharAba kaheMge to phira mana cir3ha jAegA / hama kyoM kisI ko burA kaheM ? vaha usakA svabhAva hI hai| acchA vicAra ho yA durvicAra, mana dikhAtA hI rhegaa| unheM hameM dekhate rahanA hai| mana meM jo vicAra Ate haiM, ve udayabhAva kahalAte haiN| usa vicAra meM khuda tanmayAkAra huA to Azrava (karma meM udaya kI zurUAta, udaya karma meM tanmayAkAra honA) huA khlaaegaa| isase phira karma jamane lgeNge| lekina yadi use miTA deMge to phira miTa jaaegaa| yadi usakA kAla paka jAe aura avadhi pUrI ho jAe to baMdha par3a jaaegaa| isalie avadhi pUrI hone se pahale miTA denA par3egA, to phira usase baMdha nahIM pdd'egaa| isalie hamane kahA hai na, atikramaNa to ho hI jAegA, lekina phira turaMta pratikramaNa kara lenaa| tAki phira baMdha na pdd'e| zarIra to parezAna nahIM karatA na ? praznakartA : nahIM, yoM to aisA lagatA hai ki mana hI parezAna

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286 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) karatA hai, zarIra parezAna kare, aisA nahIM lgtaa| bAkI ye jo bhoga bhogate haiM, usase zarIra ko eka taraha kI tRpti milatI hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha saMtoSa hotA hai| saMtoSa yAnI kyA ki kisI bhI prakAra kI icchA huI, zarAba pIne kI icchA huI to Akhira meM jaba vaha zarAba pItA hai, taba use saMtoSa hotA hai| phira bhale hI kaisI bhI bevakUpha jaisI icchA hogI phira bhI use saMtoSa hogaa| praznakartA : lekina dAdA, pahale to vaha mana para hI asara karatA hai, to deha kA z2ora bar3ha jAtA hai na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, deha meM aura mana meM itanA saMbaMdha nahIM hai| kyoMki choTe bacce bhI AhAra adhika khAte haiN| usase zarIra kA z2ora bahuta rahatA hai| unakA mana isa viSaya ke bAre meM jAgRta nahIM hotA, phira bhI unake zarIra para asara dikhatA hai| praznakartA : kyA asara dikhatA hai? dAdAzrI : 'indriya' TAiTa ho jAtI hai, lekina usake mana meM kucha nahIM hotaa| yAnI zarIra kA asara itanA nukasAna kare, aisI cIz2a nahIM hotii| lekina loga to ulTA mAna lete haiN| yaha to ulTI mAnyatAe~ haiM saarii| bAkI choTe bacce kucha viSaya ko nahIM samajhate, unake mana meM viSaya jaisA kucha hotA bhI nahIM hai| phira bhI yaha zarIra kA bala hai| AhAra aura dUdha vagairaha saba khAte haiM, isalie indriya TAiTa ho jAtI hai| isase aisA mAna lenA ki vaha zarIra ko nukasAna pahuMcAtA hai, to vaha galata hai| yaha sArA mana kA hI roga hotA hai| mana kA roga jJAna se calA jAe aisA hotA hai, to phira hameM isameM parezAnI kahA~ AtI hai? praznakartA : abhI bhI kucha ThIka se samajha meM nahIM A rahA hai| to zarIra ko koI niSpatti hI nahIM hotI?

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na ho asAra, pudgalasAra (khaM-2-13) 287 dAdAzrI : hA~, niSpatti hI nahIM hai| praznakartA : to zarIra ko ekadama sukhA denA cAhie aura aisA mAnanA ki zarIra acchA hogA to nukasAna hogA? isameM aisA mAna lene kI z2arUrata nahIM hai? dAdAzrI : aisA kucha itanA z2yAdA mAna lene kI z2arUrata nahIM hai aura aise ghabarAkara abhI AhAra z2yAdA nahIM loge to phira vaha zarIra ko nukasAna phuNcaaegaa| matalaba isakA kisI ko ulTA artha nahIM nikAlanA cAhie ki dAdA ne AhAra kI chUTa dI hai| praznakartA : matalaba naoNrmeliTI rakhakara lenA cAhie, aise? dAdAzrI : naoNrmeliTI matalaba ghI-tela, aisI kucha cIjeM to kama kara hI do| kyoMki ina sabakA zarIra para asara hotA hai| yaha samajha meM AyA na? TAiTa honA, vaha zarIra kA svabhAva hI hai| isameM ulTA mAna lete haiM ki doSa mana kA hI hai, mana hai isalie aisA ho rahA hai| aisA mAna lene kI galatI ho jAtI hai| lekina aisA khulAsA hone ke bAda yaha mAna lene kI galatI nahIM kregaa| isa zarIra para asara huA, aisA kucha hone se 'bhUkha' lagI, aisA kaise kaha sakate haiM hama? maiM kyA kahanA cAhatA hU~, vaha samajha meM A rahA hai? choTe bacce, vagairaha ko dekhA hai? usakI sTaDI nahIM kI hai? ye sunA na? aba sTaDI karanA tAki yaha galata mAnyatA khatma ho jaae| praznakartA : mana se viSaya bhogate haiM aura zarIra se bhogate haiM, to ina donoM meM karma kisa meM z2yAdA baMdhegA? gA~Tha kisa meM par3egI? dAdAzrI : mana se bhogane meM z2yAdA hotA hai| praznakartA : jaba sthUla meM bhogane kI bArI AtI hai, taba mana se to pahale bhoga hI liyA hotA hai na?

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288 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : mana bhoga bhI sakatA hai yA nahIM bhii| praznakartA : sirpha mana se bhoga rahA hai, taba gA~Tha par3atI hai, aura mana aura kAyA donoM sAtha meM hoM to usakA kaisA karma baMdhegA? dAdAzrI : jahA~ mana AyA, vahA~ sabakucha bigar3atA hai aura kaI to, mana, deha aura citta se bhogate haiM, vaha to bahuta kharAba hai| praznakartA : citta se bhoganA matalaba kyA? dAdAzrI : philma se bhoganA, taraMgeM (zekhacillI jaisI kalpanAe~) bhoganA, taraMgI bhogavaTA kahate haiM use! praznakartA : mana kA jo viSaya utpanna hotA hai aura zarIra kA jo viSaya utpanna hotA hai, ina donoM meM jokhimavAlA kauna sA? dAdAzrI : zarIra se jo viSaya utpanna huA, agara usa para dhyAna nahIM deMge to calegA lekina mana se viSaya nahIM honA caahie| ye sabhI loga zarIra ke viSaya se dhokhA khA jAte haiN| usameM dhokhA khAne kI koI vajaha nahIM hai| mana meM nahIM rahanA caahie| viSaya ke bAre meM mana sApha ho jAnA cAhie, mana nivRtta ho jAnA caahie| praznakartA : yAnI mUla bIja to mana se hI par3ate haiM, aisA? dAdAzrI : agara mana meM hogA, tabhI vaha viSaya hai, varnA vaha viSaya nahIM hai| indriya TAiTa ho jAe phira bhI mana na jAge, aisA hai lekina loga to kyA kahate haiM ki indriya TAiTa hone ke bAda mana meM AtA hai| TAiTanesa na Ae usake lie ina logoM ne kyA kiyA ki AhAra kama karo, AhAra baMda karo, dUdha baMda karo tAki indriya narama par3a jAe aura TAiTanesa nahIM Ae, isase mana meM nahIM aaegaa| yAnI ina logoM kI bAta galata hai, aisA Apako samajha meM A rahA hai? ye sArI bahuta sUkSma bAteM batA rahA hU~, samajhane meM z2arA dera lage, aisI hai|

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na ho asAra, pudgalasAra (khaM-2-13) 289 ulTI ho gaI to kyA mara jAnA cAhie? brahmacarya vrata liyA ho aura kucha ulTA-sIdhA ho jAe na, taba ulajha jAtA hai| eka lar3akA ulajha rahA thA, maiMne kahA, 'kyoM bhAI, ulajhana meM ho?' Apase batAte hue mujhe zarma A rahI hai| maiMne kahA, 'kyA zarma A rahI hai? likhakara de de|' mu~ha se kahane meM zarma AtI hai to likhakara de de| 'mahIne meM do-tIna bAra mujhe DiscArja ho jAtA hai', kahatA hai| 'are pagale, isameM to kyA itanA ghabarA jAtA hai? terI nIyata nahIM hai na? terI nIyata kharAba hai?' to kahatA hai, 'bilkula nahIM, bilkula nhiiN|' taba maiMne kahA, terI nIyata sApha ho to brahmacarya hI hai', khaa| taba kahane lagA, 'lekina kyA aisA ho sakatA hai?' maiMne kahA, 'bhAI, vaha kyA galana nahIM hai? vaha to jo pUraNa huA hai, vaha galana ho jAtA hai| usameM terI nIyata nahIM bigar3anI caahie| aisA rakhanA ki saMbhAlanA hai| nIyata nahIM bigar3anI cAhie ki isameM sukha hai|' agara aMdara ulajha jAe na becArA to turaMta ThIka kara detA hco praznakartA : nIyata hI mUla cIz2a hai! 'niyata kaisI hai' usI para AdhArita hai sbkuch| dAdAzrI : terI nIyata kisa tarapha kI hai? terI nIyata kharAba ho aura zAyada DiscArja nahIM ho to isakA matalaba yaha nahIM hai ki tU brahmacArI bana jaaegaa| bhagavAna bahuta pakke the, kauna aise samajhAegA? aura kudarata to apane niyama meM hI hai na! ulTI ho jAe to mara jAegA, kyA aisA ho gayA? zarIra hai to ulTI nahIM hogI to kyA hogA? roz2a sulTI hotI hai to phira ulTI nahIM hogI vApasa? praznakartA : abhI lAsTa thor3e samaya meM kaI bAra patana ho gayA thA, DiscArja ho gayA thaa|

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : tumhArA citta jitanA kisI meM cipake utanA hI aMdara apane Apa DiscArja ho jAtA hai, phira vaha nikala jAtA hai| jo mRta ho jAtA hai, vaha nikala jAtA hai| jo mRta nahIM hotA, vaha nahIM nikltaa| 290 praznakartA : nhiiN| usakA matalaba kyA yaha huA ki abhI bhI kahIM para citta cipakatA hai / dAdAzrI : haM, cipakA nhiiN| aMdara cipakatA hogA thor3A bahuta, usakA phala hai| cipakane ke bAda yaha saba ukhAr3a lo, yoM pratikramaNa krke| thor3A cipaka jAtA hai na ? yAnI cipaka jAe to niyama aisA hai ki aMdara vaha turaMta alaga ho jAtA hai aura phira mRta ho jAtA hai| vaha to aMdara rahatA hai, usake bajAya agara nikala jAe to usameM parezAna mata honA / praznakartA : to aisA samajhanA hai ki yadi citta kA cipakanA kama ho jAe to DiscArja hone kA jo gepa hai, vaha bar3hatA jAegA ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, aisA nahIM / DiscArja kA gepa bar3hA hogA to vaha vApasa kama bhI ho sakatA hai, thor3e dino baad| iMsAna kA saMDAsa jAnA aura DiscArja honA, inameM aMtara nahIM hai| praznakartA : taMdurasta iMsAna ko DiscArja hotA hai, apane Apa oNTaoNmaiTika kucha samaya para hotA hai 1 dAdAzrI : hotA hai| pudgala saMDAsa gayA, use aisA kaheMge to rAha para A jaaegaa| isa zarIra meM se jo kucha bhI nikalatA hai, vaha saba saMDAsa hI kahalAtA hai| nAka meM se nikale, kahIM se bhI nikale, vaha saMDAsa hI kahalAtA hai| praznakartA : to ise nukasAna huA, aisA hI kaheMge na ? dAdAzrI : nukasAna to DiscArja hone se pahale se hI ho gayA hai| aMdara alaga ho jAtA hai, tabhI se nukasAna hai| aba phAyade

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na ho asAra, pudgalasAra (khaM-2-13) 291 yA nukasAna ko kyA karanA hai? hameM to itanA hI dekhanA hai ki AtmA maz2abUta rahatA hai yA nahIM? ___ isa zarIra meM se jo nikalatA hai, vaha sArA saMDAsa kA maal| saMDAsa kA mAla banatA hai, taba bAhara nikalatA hai| taba taka bAhara nahIM nikltaa| jaba taka isa zarIra kA mAla ho na, taba taka bAhara nahIM nikltaa| vicAra : maMthana : skhalana saMDAsa kA mAla nikala hI jAtA hai samaya Ane para, rahatA nahIM hai| abhI koI viSaya kA vicAra AyA, turaMta tanmayAkAra huA taba aMdara mAla jhar3akara nIce calA jAtA hai| aura phira ikaTThA hokara nikala jAtA hai ekdm| lekina vicAra Ate hI agara turaMta ukhAr3a de to phira aMdara jhar3egA nahIM, UrdhvagAmI ho jaaegaa| varnA vicAra Ate hI jhar3a jAtA hai| aMdara itanA vijJAna hai pUrA !! praznakartA : vicAra Ate hii| dAdAzrI : oNna da momentt| bAhara nahIM nikltaa| lekina aMdara alaga ho jAtA hai vh| jo bAhara nikalane lAyaka ho gayA, vaha zarIra kA mAla nahIM rhaa| praznakartA : to kyA pratikramaNa karane se vApasa Urdhvagamana hogA? dAdAzrI : vicAra Ae aura vicAra meM tanmayAkAra nahIM ho, vicAra ko dekhate rahe to Urdhvagamana hogaa| vicAra Ae aura tanmayAkAra ho jAe, to phira alaga ho jAtA hai, turNt| praznakartA : alaga hone ke bAda pratikramaNa kara le to vApasa Upara AegA kyA? Urdhvagamana nahIM ho sakatA? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa karate haiM to kyA hotA hai? ki tuma

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292 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) usase alaga ho| aisA abhiprAya z2Ahira karate haiM ki hameM isase lenA denA nahIM hai| praznakartA : vIrya ke Urdhvagamana kA DiscArja ke sAtha kucha rilezana hai kyA? dAdAzrI : DiscArja huA matalaba Urdhvagamana se adhogamana ho gyaa| praznakartA : isakA matalaba agara vIrya kA Urdhvagamana ho jAe to DiscArja baMda ho jAegA na dhIre dhIre! dAdAzrI : nhiiN| aisA koI niyama nahIM hai| DiscArja bhI hotA hai, DiscArja kI to, usakI jokhimadArI nahIM mAnI jaatii| jAna-bUjhakara DiscArja ho, taba phira jokhima hai| abhI to bhItara sirpha AhAra kA dabAva Ae yA dUsarA koI dabAva Ae, taba bhI ho jAtA hai| jAna-bUjhakara nahIM honA caahie| ho sake, taba taka DiscArja nahIM ho, aisI sAvadhAnI rakhanI hai| viSaya kA vicAra bhI nahIM AnA cAhie aura Ae to pheMka denA hai, aMkura phUTate hI pheMka denA caahie| taba jo vIrya hai, jo ki pudgala kA eksTraikTa hai, vaha Upara car3hatA hai| vaha UrdhvaretA hotA hai| phira vANI vagairaha saba kliyara rahatI hai| jAgRti bahuta acchI rahatI hai| tujhase rahA jA sakegA na, maiM jo kaha rahA hU~, vaisA? bharA huA mAla hai, vaha to nikale binA rahegA hI nhiiN| vicAra AyA use poSaNa diyA, to vIrya mRta ho jAtA hai| phira kisI bhI rAste DiscArja ho jAtA hai aura yadi aMdara Tika gayA, viSaya kA vicAra hI nahIM AyA to UrdhvagAmI ho jaaegaa| vANI vagairaha sabhI meM maz2abUta hokara aaegaa| varnA viSaya ko to hamane saMDAsa kahA huA hI hai| sabakucha jo khar3A hotA hai, vaha saMDAsa banane ke lie hI hotA hai| jo brahmacarya pAlana karatA hai, usameM

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na ho asAra, pudgalasAra (khaM-2-13) sabakucha A jAtA hai / use khuda ko vANI meM, buddhi meM, samajha meM, saba meM A jAtA hai, prakaTa hotA hai| varnA agara vANI bole to khilatI nahIM hai, ugatI bhI nahIM n| vaha UrdhvagAmI ho jAe to vANI pharsTaklAsa ho jAte haiM aura phira sArI zaktiyA~ khar3I ho jAtI haiN| AvaraNa TUTa jAte haiM sAre / 293 praznakartA : ukhAr3akara pheMka dene kA matalaba vicAra ko sirpha dekhanA hai ? dAdAzrI : sirpha dekhanA hI hai| dekhanA to bar3I bAta hai, yaha to vicAra AyA ki tanmayAkAra ho jAe to use pheMka denA hai| lekina agara dekha pAe to phira pheMkanA nahIM par3egA n| praznakartA : yaha z2yAdA AsAna hai| dAdAzrI : viSaya kA vicAra to kaba AtA hai ? yoM dekhA aura AkarSaNa huA to vicAra A jAtA hai| kabhI aisA bhI hotA hai ki AkarSaNa hue binA vicAra A jAtA hai| viSaya kA vicAra Ate hI mana meM ekadama maMthana hotA hai aura z2arA sA bhI maMthana ho to phira usakA skhalana ho hI jAtA hai, turaMta, oNna da momanTa / isalie hameM paudhA ugane se pahale hI ukhAr3a denA caahie| bAkI sabakucha calegA, lekina yaha paudhA bahuta kharAba hai| jo sparza hAnikAraka ho, jisa iMsAna kA saMga hAnikAraka ho, vahA~ se dUra rahanA caahie| tabhI to zAstrakAroM ne itanA saba seTa kiyA thA ki jahA~ strI baiThI ho, vahA~ usa jagaha para mata baiThanA / yadi brahmacarya pAlana karanA ho to, aura yadi saMsArI rahanA ho to vahA~ ArAma se baiThanA, rhnaa| brahmacarya pAlana karanA ho to 'jJAnIpuruSa' se samajha lenA caahie| pahale yaha jJAna samajha lenA par3egA aura yaha jJAna samajha meM AnA caahie| brahmacarya to, jaba mana bilkula bhI nahIM Dige, taba vaha brahmacarya dimAg2a meM ghusatA hai aura bAda meM usakI vANI

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) vartana sabhI kucha badala jAtA hai !!! varnA taba taka to pudgalasAra dhulatA hI rahatA hai sArA / yaha jo AhAra khAyA na, usakA sArA sAra khatma ho jAtA hai| 294 praznakartA : mana ko prazikSita karane meM kucha samaya to bIta hI jAegA na? dAdAzrI : mana ko prazikSita karane meM to aise kitanA samaya bIta gayA ? anAdi kAla se kara rahe haiM, yaha saba | praznakartA : hA~, lekina jaisA Apa kaha rahe haiM, mana ko usa taraha se prazikSita karane meM kucha samaya to bIta hI jAegA na? mana kyA ekadama se prazikSita ho sakatA hai ? dAdAzrI : thor3A samaya letA hai, cha: bAraha mahIne letA hai| praznakartA : yAnI pahale AkarSaNa hotA hai aura phira vicAra AtA hai, aisA koI niyama nahIM hai / yoM hI vicAra bhI A sakate haiM ? dAdAzrI : vicAra to yoM hI A sakate haiN| praznakartA : phira jaba vicAra Ate haiM, usake bAda maMthana zurU hotA hai| dAdAzrI : vicAra Ate hI maMthana zurU ho jAtA hai, lekina yadi pratikramaNa nahIM kare to / isalie hama kahate haiM ki vicAra Ate hI turaMta ukhAr3akara pheMka denaa| eka kSaNabhara ke lie bhI vicAra ko rakhanA nahIM cAhie, pratikramaNa karake turaMta pheMka denaa| praznakartA : aura jise bahuta hI spIDilI vicAra Ae~ to ? dAdAzrI : bahuta spIDilI meM to use samajha meM hI nahIM aaegaa| kyoMki aMdara maMthana ho cukA hotA hai, phira maMthana se pUrA

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na ho asAra, pudgalasAra (khaM-2-13) sAra mara jAtA hai| usake bAda vaha marA huA aMdara par3A rahegA / phira jaba saba ikaTThA ho jAtA hai, usake bAda bAhara nikalatA hai| taba use to aisA hI lagatA hai ki Aja mujhe DiscArja ho gyaa| DiscArja to thA hI aMdara, ho hI rahA thaa| vaha bUMda-bUMda karate DiscArja hotA rahatA hai| praznakartA : bahuta pahale bAta nikalI thI, taba Apane kahA thA ki jaba aMdara tanmayAkAra hotA hai, usI samaya paramANuoM kA skhalana hotA hai| 295 dAdAzrI : basa, tanmayAkAra kA matalaba hI maMthana / yadi itanA hI samajha le, taba to brahmacarya kA sabase bar3A sAinsa samajha jAegA / vicAra AyA aura tanmayAkAra ho jAe to aMdara skhalana ho jAtA hai, lekina ina logoM ko samajha meM nahIM AtA, samajha hI nahIM hai| usa samaya bhAna hI nahIM rahatA na! phira bhI pratikramaNa karate haiM to usase cala jAtA hai 1 praznakartA : yAnI ki jaise hI vicAra Ae~, tabhI se sAvadhAna ho jAnA hai? dAdAzrI : vicAra AyA aura yadi pratikramaNa nahIM kiyA to khtm| na? praznakartA : to vAstava meM to vicAra hI nahIM AnA cAhie dAdAzrI : vicAra to Ae binA raheMge nhiiN| aMdara bharA huA mAla hai, isalie vicAra to Ae~ge, lekina pratikramaNa usakA upAya hai| vicAra nahIM AnA cAhie, aisA ho jAe to gunAha hai| praznakartA : vahA~ taka kI sTeja AnI cAhie, aisA ? dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina vicAra nahIM AnA, vaha to bahuta samaya ke bAda Develapa hote-hote jaba Age bar3hegA, pratikramaNa karate-karate

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) Age bar3hegA, taba usake bAda pUrNAhuti hogI na ! pratikramaNa karane lage to phira pA~ca janmoM meM, dasa janmoM meM bhI pUrNAhuti ho jAegI n| eka janma meM zAyada khatma na bhI ho / praznakartA : jo vicAra Ate haiM, vaha bharA huA mAla hai ? dAdAzrI : vaha saba bharA huA mAla hI hai na! vicAra apane Apa hI Ate haiN| 296 praznakartA : kabhI kabhAra aisA bhI hotA hai ki vicAra bhI calate rahate haiM aura pratikramaNa bhI calate haiM, donoM kriyAe~ sAtha meM calatI haiN| dAdAzrI : usameM harja nahIM hai| bhale hI vicAra calate raheM, lekina agara sAtha meM pratikramaNa bhI calate raheM to phira usameM harja nahIM hai| praznakartA : yaha to g2az2aba kA sAinsa ujAgara huA hai, dAdA! dAdAzrI : lekina logoM ko samajha meM nahIM A sakatA na! yaha to saba par3hate haiM itanA hI, phira bhI itanA par3hate haiM, vaha bhI acchA hai, z2immedArI samajheM to bhI bahuta ho gayA! jokhimadArI samajha meM A jAe to bhI bahuta ho gayA / yaha to aisA samajhatA hai ki vicAra A gayA, to usameM kyA bigar3a gayA ? lekina vaha to abhAnatA hai| phira bhI jo bahuta vicAravaMta ho, briliyenTa ho, use to ThIka se samajha meM A jAtA hai aura vaha bAta ko samajha bhI sakatA hai, use helpa bhI hotI hai| yaha to loga jAnate nahIM hai ki vicAra A jAe to kyA hogA ? ye to kaheMge ki vicAra AyA to usameM kyA bigar3a gayA ? logoM ko patA nahIM hotA ki vicAra meM aura DiscArja meM, ina donoM kI liMka kaise hai? yadi apane Apa yoM hI vicAra nahIM Ae to bAhara dekhane se bhI vicAra utpanna ho sakatA hai /

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na ho asAra, pudgalasAra (khaM-2-13) 297 praznakartA : kaI bAra akele hote haiM, phira bhI apane Apa aMdara se vicAra phUTane lagate haiN| dAdAzrI : akele jaisA kucha hotA hI nahIM hai, lekina jaba TAimiMga hotA hai, taba TAima dikhA hI detA hai| ye saba sUkSma bAteM hai, kucha-kucha vicArazIla logoM ko hI samajha meM AtI haiN| agara nahIM samajhegA to mAra khaaegaa| kudarata ke ghara kyA kucha kama parezAnI haiM?! praznakartA : mAna lo ki usakI vaha vicAradhArA pA~ca-dasa minaTa calI to? aura phira turaMta hI usakA pratikramaNa kara le to? dAdAzrI : usameM harja nahIM hai| lekina vicAradhArA ke kucha samaya ke aMtarAla meM hI kara lenA caahie| ekadama TAima bhI nahIM jAne denA cAhie, varnA phira maMthana ho jAtA hai| praznakartA : yAnI eka vicAra AyA ki turaMta? dAdAzrI : turaMta hI, yAnI ki vaha Age aura pratikramaNa usake pIche, aisaa| jaise AgevAle eka iMsAna ke pIche dUsarA iMsAna jA rahA ho, vaisaa| to Age yaha vicAra ho aura pIche yaha pratikramaNa honA caahie| praznakartA : yAnI eka sekanDa kI bhI dera nahIM laganI cAhie? dAdAzrI : sekanDa kI dera lagI ho to cala sakatA hai| kyoMki isa pratikramaNa meM bahuta tAkata hai| isalie vaha vicAra zurU hote hI use tez2I se ur3A denaa| pratikramaNa meM to bahuta z2ora hotA hai| pratikramaNa kA jora atikramaNa ke z2ora se bahuta z2yAdA hotA jahara pI liyA ho to agara cUMTa usake gale se nIce utarane

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298 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) se pahale hI ulTI kara de to kucha nahIM, lekina cUMTa nIce utara gayA to phira asara hue binA rahegA hI nhiiN| are, phira to ulTiyA~ karavAne para bhI thor3A raha hI jaaegaa| vaisA hI isa viSaya ke saMbaMdha meM hai! jise brahmacarya pAlana karanA ho, use viSaya saMbaMdhita vicAra Ae~ to dekhate hI turaMta pratikramaNa kara lenA caahie| usameM z2arA sI bhI dera huI aura aMdara maMthana huA ki maMthana hone ke bAda skhalana hotA rhegaa| kisI bhI rAste, enI-ve skhalana ho hI jaaegaa| apanA mArga hai hI bahuta ucca na? pratikramaNa kA pUrA mArga hI ucca hai| AdhA ghaMTA ulTA cale aura yadi jAgRta ho jAe to do minaTa meM hI ekadama se saba phraikcara kara degaa| yaha 'akrama vijJAna' hai hI bahuta ucca kakSA kaa| hamane to nirIkSaNa karake apane anubhava se yaha pUrA vijJAna rakhA hai| mere kitane hI janmoM pahale ke nirIkSaNa hoMge, vaha Aja Apake aMdara aMkita ho gyaa| hameM to 'eTa-e-TAima' kitane hI behisAba darzana ghera lete haiM, vANI meM to kucha hI nikala pAte haiM aura jaba Apako samajhAte haiM, taba to kucha hI nikalate haiN| vaha bhI saMjJA meM, aMdara jo samajha meM AyA ho, vaisA to hotA hI nahIM hai na?! phira bhI jJAnIpuruSa kI vANI hai, isalie sunanevAle ke lie kriyAkArI hue binA rahegI hI nhiiN|

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[14] brahmacarya prApta karavAe brahmAMDa kA AnaMda isase kyA nahIM mila sakatA ? isa kaliyuga meM, isa duSamakAla meM brahmacarya pAlana karanA bahuta muzkila hai / apanA jJAna hai ki jo itanA ThaMDakavAlA hai| aMdara hamezA ThaMDaka rahatI hai, isalie brahmacarya pAlana kara sakate haiN| bAkI, abrahmacarya hai kisa vajaha se ? aMtaradAha kI vajaha se / pUre dina kAmakAja karake jalana, niraMtara jalana khar3I huI hai| yaha jJAna hai, isalie mokSa meM koI bAdhA nahIM hogI, lekina sAtha meM yadi brahmacarya ho to usakA AnaMda bhI aisA hI rahegA na ?! are! apAra aanNd| vaha to duniyA ne cakhA hI nahIM hai, aisA AnaMda utpanna ho jAtA hai ! yAnI aise vrata meM hI yadi vaha paiMtIsa sAla kA pIriyaDa guz2Ara de to usake bAda to apAra AnaMda utpanna hogA! agara aisA udaya AyA hai, vaha to dhanya bhAgya hI kahalAegA na? aba acchI taraha se pAra utara jAnA caahie| jo AjJA sahita ho, vAstava meM vahI brahmacarya hai aura tabhI kAma hotA hai| galatI ho jAe to dAdA se mAphI mA~ga lenA / udhAra jitanA z2yAdA hotA hai, vicAra utane hI kharAba hote haiM, bahuta hI kharAba vicAra hote haiN| praznakartA : kharAba vicAra to mujhe bhI Ate haiM dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha usakA udhAra hai| praznakartA : vaha udhAra kaise khatma karanA hai ?

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : vaha to brahmacarya vrata kA pAlana karoge to saraplasa A jaaegaa| brahmacarya sAre nukasAna kI bharapAI kara detA hai, hara taraha ke nukasAna kI bharapAI kara detA hai I 300 praznakartA : isa taraha bahuta sAre kharAba vicAra Ae to ? aisI icchA nahIM hotI, lekina saMyoga milate hI vicAra Ate haiM aura kabhI kabhAra slipa ho jAte haiM 1 dAdAzrI : icchA to ApakI hai nahIM, lekina agara cikanI miTTI meM jAoge to phira kyA hogA ? apane Apa slipa ho jAoge / yAnI yaha sArA jo pichalA udhAra hai na, vaha vApasa gar3abar3a karavAtA hai| ve gar3abar3iyA~ khatma to karanI par3eMgI na! icchA to abhI hai hI nahIM, lekina kyA ho sakatA hai ? praznakartA : vaha kaccA raha gayA kahalAegA ? dAdAzrI : aisA hai ki jisane brahmacarya bigAr3a diyA, usakA sabakucha bigar3a gyaa| praznakartA : sabhI ke sAtha rahane kA ho jAe to jaldIjaldI nukasAna kI bharapAI ho jAegI na? dAdAzrI : hA~, jaldI se sAre nukasAna kI bharapAI ho jaaegii| nukasAna kI bharapAI ho jAne ke bAda tez2I AtI hai, phAyadA milatA hai| phira to vacanabala bhI utpanna ho jAtA hai| jaisA bolate haiM, vaisA ho jAtA hai| abhI to mehanata karate haiM phira bhI mehanata vyartha jAtI hai, yahA~ AnA ho, phira bhI dera ho jAtI hai, aura aMdara phira TimiDanesa(ghabarAhaTa) ke vicAra Ate haiM, usase sAre kAma ulajha jAte haiN| isalie ina mana-vacana-kAyA se acchI taraha se brahmacarya pAlana karoge na, to dinoMdina sAre nukasAna kI bharapAI ho jaaegii| brahmacarya sa~bhala pAe, to cehare para kucha nUra aaegaa| nUra to honA hI cAhie na ? varnA yaha bhI patA nahIM calatA na ki kisa

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brahmacarya prApta karavAe brahmAMDa kA AnaMda (khaM-2-14) jAti ke haiM? brahmacarya se nUra AtA hai| kAlA - gorA nahIM dekhanA hai| kitanA bhI kAlA ho, lekina usameM nUra honA caahie| binA nUra ke loga kisa kAma ke ? varnA brahmacarya kA teja to aisA honA cAhie ki sAmanevAlI dIvAra para par3e ! phaoNrinavAle dekheM to dekhate hI khuza ho jAe~ ki inDiyana brahmacArI Ae haiM, aisA honA cAhie / koI gorA ho sakatA hai, koI kAlA lekina vaha nahIM dekhanA hai, brahmacarya dekhanA hai| isalie aisA kucha karo ki brahmacaryavrata khila utthe| 301 praznakartA : to kyA karanA hai ? dAdAzrI : karanA to apane meM kucha hai hI nahIM na! karomi, karosi aura karoti to apane meM kucha hai nahIM, lekina bAta ko samajho ab| praznakartA : abhI jo karate haiM, usameM mUlata: kisa cIz2a kI kamI hai ? dAdAzrI : ye tumhAre pahale ke jo nukasAna haiM, to usa nukasAna kI bharapAI ho jAe, usake lie tuma jAgRti rakho ki nukasAna kI bharapAI ho jAe aura usake bAda phira saraplasa bar3hegA to phAyadA dikhegA ! maiM solaha sAla kA thA, taba jaba muhalle se gujaratA thA to Ate-jAte hue bhI logoM ko sunAI detA thA ki yaha jamIna tharrA (uThI) hai! solaha sAla kA thA, to bhI jamIna tharrA uThatI thI ! tuma se hamArA aisA kahanA hai ki samajha lo ki pichale nukasAna kI bharapAI kaise ho ? galatiyA~ to khatma karanI hI par3eMgI na ? yA aise hI calane denA hai ? jise zuddhAtmA kA vaibhava dekhanA ho, usake lie brahmacarya vrata atyaMta hitakArI hai| hama bhI rileTiva meM isa eka hI vrata ke lie helpa karate haiM, bAkI hama aura kisI cIz2a meM hastakSepa nahIM krte| isa jJAna meM yadi sacamuca meM koI cIz2a madadagAra hai to

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) vaha brahmacarya hI hai| brahmacarya pAlana karoge to aisA sukha bhogoge, jo ki devaloka bhI nahIM bhogate, lekina agara pAlana nahIM kara pAe aura bIca meM hI phisala gae to mAre jAoge ! brahmacarya vrata, vaha mahAna vrata hai aura usase AtmA kA spezala anubhava ho jAtA hai| 302 samajho gaMbhIratA, brahmacarya vrata kI sabhI ko brahmacaryavrata lene kI z2arUrata nahIM hai / vaha to jise udaya meM aae| aMdara brahmacarya ke bahuta vicAra Ate rahate hoM, vaha phira vrata le| jise brahmacarya barate, unake darzana kI to bAta hI alaga hai na? kisI ko udaya meM Ae, usI ke lie brahmacarya vrata hai| udaya meM nahIM Ae to balki dikkata ho jAtI hai, gar3abar3a ho jAtI hai| brahmacarya vrata sAla bhara ke lie le sakate haiM yA cha: mahIne kA bhI le sakate haiN| jise brahmacarya ke bahuta vicAra Ate raheM, una vicAroM ko dabAte rahane para bhI vicAra Ate raheM tabhI brahmacarya vrata mA~ganA, varnA yaha brahmacarya vrata mA~gane jaisA nahIM hai| yahA~ para brahmacarya vrata lene ke bAda vrata tor3anA, vaha mahAna gunAha hai| Apako kisI ne bA~dhA nahIM hai ki Apa vrata lo hI ! aMdara yadi vrata lene ke lie icchAe~ bahuta uchala-kUda kara rahI hoM tabhI vrata lenaa| kabhI agara vrata bhaMga ho jAe to jJAnI usakA ilAja bhI batAte haiM / viSaya kA kabhI bhI vicAra nahIM Ae, brahmacarya mhaavrt| yadi viSaya yAda Ae to vrata TUTA / vaha hama tumheM brahmacarya ke lie AjJA dete haiM, usameM agara tuma se galatI ho jAe to usakI jokhimadArI bahuta bhayaMkara hai| tuma yadi galatI nahIM karoge to phira sabakucha hamArI jokhimadArI para ! tuma merI AjJApUrvaka jo kucha bhI karoge usameM tumhArI jokhimadArI nahIM aura merI bhI jokhimadArI nahIM ! tuma AjJApUrvaka karoge to tumhArA ahaMkAra khar3A nahIM hogA / isalie tumhArI jokhimadArI nahIM AegI aura to phira AjJA denevAle kI jokhimadArI to hai hI na ? ! lekina

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brahmacarya prApta karavAe brahmAMDa kA AnaMda (khaM-2-14) 303 AjJA denevAlA syAdavAda ho to unheM jokhimadArI kaise AegI? ataH khuda jokhima nahIM lete, isa taraha se AjJA dete haiM! yaha vrata, kyA koI bAjArU cIz2a hai? vrata ke binA iMsAna meM brahmacarya raha sakatA hai, lekina agara vaha sahaja bhAva se ho to, varnA mana kaccA par3a jAtA hai| yaha jJAna milane ke bAda sattA khuda ke hAtha meM A gaI, parasattA meM hone ke bAvajUda svasattA meM hai| jisakA mana baMdhA huA nahIM hai, usakA mana parasattA meM kAma karatA rahatA hai| baMdhe hue mana ke lie to dAdA kA vacanabala kAma karatA hai, una eviDensesa ko tor3a detA hai| jJAnIpuruSa kA vacanabala saMsAra kI bhakti tor3a detA hai| yahA~ to jo mA~goMge, vaha zakti mile, aisA hai! yahA~ yAda na Ae to ghara jAkara maaNgnaa| dAdA ko yAda karake mA~goge taba bhI mile, aisA hai| dAdA se kahanA ki mujha meM zakti hotI to Apake pAsa mA~gatA hI kyoM? Apa zakti diijie| dAdA bhagavAna to aise haiM ki jo mA~goge vaha zakti deMge! yaha to saba saMkSepa meM kahanA hotA hai| isake lie koI vivecana nahIM karanA hotaa| mArga opana huA hai, to kyoM na mA~ge? AjIvana brahmacarya, zurU karavAe kSapaka zreNiyA~ praznakartA : dAdAjI, Apa mujhe vidhi kara dIjie, mujhe jiMdagIbhara ke lie brahmacarya vrata lenA hai| dAdAzrI : tujhe diyA jA sakatA hai aura tu pAlana kara sakegA, aisA sTroMgapana hai tujha meM, phira bhI jaba taka hama vidhi na kara leM, taba taka yaha bhAvanA krnaa| dAdA to soca-samajhakara calate haiM, bahuta soca-samajhakara calate haiM, isalie abhI tU bhAvanA karanA, usake bAda deNge| isa kAla meM to pUrI jiMdagI kA brahmacarya dene jaisA nahIM hai| denA hI jokhima hai| sAla bhara ke lie de sakate haiN| bAkI pUrI jiMdagI kI AjJA lI aura yadi vaha gira jAe

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) na, to khuda to giregA lekina hameM bhI nimitta bnaaegaa| phira agara hama mahAvideha kSetra meM vItarAga bhagavAna ke pAsa baiThe hoM to vahA~ para Akara bhI hameM khar3A karake kahegA, 'kyoM AjJA dI thI ? Apako kisane z2arUrata se z2yAdA samajhadArI karane ko kahA thA?' to vItarAga ke pAsa bhI hameM caina se baiThane nahIM degA! to khuda to giregA hI lekina dUsare ko bhI khIMca le jAegA / isalie bhAvanA karanA aura hama tujhe bhAvanA karane kI zakti de rahe haiN| sahI tarIke se bhAvanA karanA, jaldabAz2I mata karanA / jitanI jaldabAz2I, utanA hI kccaa| hama to kisI ko bhI aisA nahIM kahate ki brahmacarya pAlana karanA, ye AjJA pAlana krnaa| aisA kaha hI kaise sakate haiM ? yaha 'brahmacarya kyA cIz2a hai?' vaha to hama hI jAnate haiM ! yadi terI taiyArI ho to hamArA vacanabala hai, varnA phira jahA~ hai vahIM par3A raha na! yadi yaha brahmacarya vrata lekara saMpUrNa karekTa pAlana karegA, to varlDa meM anokhA sthAna prApta karegA aura ekAvatArI banakara yahA~ se sIdhA mokSa jAegA / hamArI AjJA meM bala hai, z2abaradasta vacanabala hai| yadi tU kaccA nahIM par3egA to vrata nahIM TUTegA, itanA adhika vacanabala hai| 304 phira isakA kyA phala AegA ? sarvasaMga parityAga udayamAna hogaa| use tyAga nahIM kahate, vaha udaya meM AtA hai| udaya yAnI jo barate! aisA sarvasaMga parityAga udaya meM Ae to phira use vItarAgoM kI dIkSA de sakate haiN| aisI dIkSA mila jAe to bahuta zakti utpanna hotI hai| dIkSA kA svabhAva hI aisA hai / 'vyavasthita' bhI vaisA hI lekara AyA hotA hai| sabhI kI bhAvanA phlegii| hamArI ora se AzIrvAda milane se ina sabhI meM bahuta zakti utpanna hogI / yadi aisI dIkSA mila jAe to vItarAga dharma kA uddhAra hogA, vItarAga mArga kA utthAna hogA aura vaha honevAlA hai ! taba taka sabakucha aMdara parakhakara dekha lenA ki bhAvanA jagat kalyANa kI hai yA mAna kI ? khuda ke AtmA ko parakhakara dekhe

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brahmacarya prApta karavAe brahmAMDa kA AnaMda (khaM-2-14) 305 to sabakucha patA cale, aisA hai| zAyada aMdara mAna par3A hogA to vaha bhI nikala jaaegaa| kyoMki kisI pradhAna ko bAhara saba acchA ho aura ghara meM du:khI ho to use sattA dI jAe to vaha ekado lAkha khA jAegA, lekina bAda meM aghA jAegA na? aura apanA to yaha vijJAna hai| isalie aba jo mAna hai, vaha nikAlI mAla hai na! vaha dhIre-dhIre khatma ho jAegA, phira bhI taba taka pUrI jAgRti rakhanI pdd'egii| koI gAlI de, apamAna kare phira bhI mAna nahIM jAganA caahie| koI mAre phira bhI mAna kyoM jAge? hameM to jAnanA cAhie ki sAta mArI yA tIna? z2ora se mArI yA dhIre se? aise jAnanA hai| khuda ke svabhAva meM AnA to par3egA na?! Apako to subaha meM taya karanA hai, ki Aja pA~ca apamAna mileM to acchA aura phira pUre dina meM eka bhI nahIM milA to aphasosa rakhanA, taba mAna kI gA~Tha pighlegii| jaba apamAna ho, usa samaya jAgRta ho jaanaa| ___ agara eka hI saccA iMsAna hogA to jagat kalyANa kara sakegA! saMpUrNa AtmabhAvanA honI caahie| eka ghaMTe taka bhAvanA karate rahanA aura agara TUTa jAe to jor3akara vApasa zurU kara denaa| yaha bhAvanA kI hai to bhAvanA kA jatana karanA! logoM kA kalyANa ho isalie tyAgI veSa meM, dIkSA lene kI icchA hai| agara mana nahIM bigar3atA ho to phira dIkSA lene meM harja nhiiN| jagat kA kalyANa adhika se adhika kaba ho sakatA hai? tyAga mudrA ho, taba adhika hotA hai| gRhastha mudrA meM jagat kA kalyANa adhika nahIM ho sakatA, Upara-Upara saba hotA hai| lekina bhItara meM sArI pablika prApti nahIM kara pAegI! Upara-Upara ke sabhI, bar3e-bar3e varga ke logoM ko prApti ho jAtI hai, lekina pablika ko nahIM ho paatii| tyAga apane jaisA honA caahie| apanA tyAga, vaha ahaMkArapUrvaka nahIM hai na?! aura yaha cAritra to bahuta ucca kahalAtA hai!

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' vaha niraMtara lakSya meM rahe, to vaha mahAnatam brahmacarya hai| usake jaisA brahmacarya aura kucha bhI nahIM hai| phira bhI agara aMdara AcAryapada prApta karane ke bhAva hoM, taba to vahA~ bAhara kA brahmacarya cAhie, vahA~ leDI nahIM clegii| 306 jJAnIpuruSa kI AjJA se cAritra lene meM harja nahIM, lekina isake sAtha hI cAritra lene ke bAda isa cIz2a para itanA adhika soca lenA cAhie ki usa soca ke aMta meM khuda kA hI mana aisA ho jAe ki viSaya to bahuta hI burI cIz2a hai| yaha to mahA - mahA moha ke kAraNa utpanna huI cIz2a hai| sirpha abrahmacarya chor3a de to pUrA jagat asta ho jAtA hai, tez2I se! sirpha brahmacarya pAlana karane se to pUrA jagat hI khatma ho jAtA hai na! varnA haz2AroM cIjeM chor3ane para bhI uddhAra nahIM hogA / cAritra kA sukha kaisA barate jJAnIpuruSa se cAritra grahaNa kare, sirpha grahaNa hI kiyA hai, abhI taka pAlana to huA hI nahIM hai, tabhI se bahuta AnaMda hone lagatA hai| tujhe AnaMda huA kyA ? praznakartA : huA hai na, dAdA ! usI kSaNa se aMdara pUrA ughAr3a ho gyaa| dAdAzrI : lete hI khulAsA ho gayA na ? lete samaya usakA mana kliyara (sApha) honA caahie| usakA mana usa samaya kliyara thA, maiMne jA~ca liyA thA / ise cAritra grahaNa karanA, kahA jAtA hai, vyavahAra cAritra ! aura vaha 'dekhanA ' 'jAnanA' rakhe, vaha nizcaya cAritra ! cAritra ke sukha ko jagat samajhA hI nahIM hai| cAritra kA sukha kucha alaga hI taraha kA hai| hama isa sthUla cAritra kI bAta kara rahe haiM / jisameM yaha cAritra utpanna hotA hai, vaha bahuta puNyazAlI kahalAtA hai| ye saba lar3ake

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brahmacarya prApta karavAe brahmAMDa kA AnaMda (khaM-2-14) 307 kitane puNyazAlI haiM! inhoMne brahmacarya vrata kI AjJA lI thI, so unheM AnaMda bhI kaisA rahatA hai! praznakartA : aisA AnaMda to maiMne kabhI bhI dekhA hI nahIM thaa| niraMtara AnaMda rahatA hai! dAdAzrI : abhI isa kAla meM logoM kA cAritra khatma ho gayA hai| kahIM bhI acche saMskAra rahe hI nahIM haiM na! yaha to, yahA~ A gae aura yaha jJAna mila gayA, isalie ThIka ho gayA hai| ye to kitane puNyazAlI haiM, varnA kahIM ke kahIM bhaTaka gae hote| yadi iMsAna kA cAritra bigar3a jAe to lAipha yUz2alesa ho jAtI hai| duHkhI-duHkhI ho jAtA hai! varIz2a, varIz2a, varIz2a! rAta ko nIMda meM bhI varIz2a! inheM to bahuta AnaMda rahatA hai| praznakartA : hA~, pahale to jIvana jIne yogya hI nahIM thaa| dAdAzrI : aisA?! aba jIne jaisA lagatA hai?! ghara meM sabhI kI icchA ho ki beTA dIkSA le, to usake 'vyavasthita' meM vaisA hai, aisA samajha sakate haiN| vahI sabUta hai| usameM hama hastakSepa nahIM krte| phira agara 'vyavasthita' meM hogA tabhI ghara ke sabhI logoM ko icchA hogii| kisI kA bhI virodha AyA to 'vyavasthita' badalA huA lagatA hai| kyoMki 'vyavasthita' yAnI kyA? kisI kI tarapha se bhI virodha nhiiN| sabhI sirpha harI jhaMDI hI batAe~ to samajhanA ki 'vyavasthita' hai| brahmacarya kI AjJA milane ke bAda yadi koI (viSaya ke) bama pheMkane Ae, to hameM sAvadhAna ho jAnA caahie| yaha AjJA milI hai, yaha to bahuta hI bar3I cIz2a hai! isa AjJA ke pIche dAdA kI khUba sArI zakti kharca hotI hai| yadi ApakA nizcaya nahIM chUTe to dAdA kI zakti Apako helpa karegI aura ApakA nizcaya chUTa gayA, to dAdA kI zakti khisaka jaaegii| brahmacarya to bahuta bar3A khaz2AnA hai! loga to lUTa jAte haiN| choTe bacce ko bera dekara

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308 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) hAtha ke kar3e nikAla leM, usake jaisA hai| bera kI lAlaca meM baccA pha~sa jAtA hai aura kar3e de detA hai, isa taraha jagat lAlaca meM pha~sA huA hai| brahmacarya vrata lene ke bAda AnaMda bahuta bar3ha gayA hai na? avrata kI vajaha se hI yaha sArA jhaMjhaTa khar3A huA hai? isase AtmA ke yarthAtha svAda kA patA nahIM cltaa| mahAvrata kA AnaMda to alaga hI hai na! usake bAda to AnaMda bahuta bar3ha jAtA hai, behada AnaMda hotA hai! phAyadA uThAe~ yA nukasAna rokeM ? praznakartA : viSaya se mukta huA kaba kahalAegA? dAdAzrI : use phira viSaya kA eka bhI vicAra nahIM aae| viSaya se saMbaMdhita koI bhI vicAra nahIM, dRSTi nahIM, vaha lAina hI nhiiN| jaise vaha jAnatA hI nahIM ho, aise rahatA hai, vaha brahmacarya khlaaegaa| praznakartA : jaise bAlyAvasthA hotI hai, vaisA? dAdAzrI : nahIM, jaise kisI cIz2a se Apa aMjAna hoM, usakA vicAra Apako nahIM AyA ho, usake jaisA hotA hai| jisane kabhI bhI mAMsAhAra khAyA hI nahIM ho to use mAMsAhAra ke vicAra hI nahIM aate| usa ora dRSTi hI nahIM hotI aura usa ora kA kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| praznakartA : hamArI vaha dazA kaba AegI? dAdAzrI : kaba AegI, vaha nahIM dekhanA hai! calate raho na to apane Apa gA~va A jaaegaa| calate rahane se gA~va AtA hai, baiThe rahane se nahIM aataa| rAstA jJAnIpuruSa ne batA diyA hai aura vaha rAstA tUne pakar3a liyA hai| aba kaba AegA aisA kahane se

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brahmacarya prApta karavAe brahmAMDa kA AnaMda (khaM-2-14) 309 thakAna lgegii| isalie basa calate raho na! to apane Apa A jaaegaa| tumhAre jaisI samAdhi bar3e-bar3e saMtoM ko bhI nahIM rhtii| phira isase adhika aura kyA sukha cAhie? praznakartA : phira bhI abhI bAkI hI hai na? dAdAzrI : bhagavAna kA kAnUna kaisA hai? hameM jo milA, vahI sahI hai| jo milA, use nahIM bhogatA aura jo nahIM milA, usake lie jhaMjhaTa karatA hai, vaha mUrkha iMsAna hai| Age bar3hane ke prayatna to jArI hI haiM, usakA bojha rakhane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| hama cala rahe hoM aura phira kaheM ki, 'gA~va kaba pahu~ceMge? gA~va kaba pahu~ceMge?' to kyA hogA?! are, tU cala to rahA hI hai, aba kyoM bakabaka kara rahA hai? calane meM AnaMda Ae to dekhane kA mana hogA ki 'yaha Ama, yaha jAmuna' aisA ArAma se saba dekhe, lekina agara 'kaba pahu~ceMge, kaba pahu~ceMge?' karate raheM na, to phira AnaMda nahIM rhegaa| praznakartA : vrata lie do sAla ho gae, phira bhI bAhara aisA kucha khAsa pariNAma jaisA nahIM dikhtaa| dAdAzrI : ve to tumhAre behisAba ghATe haiM na! praznakartA : lekina kitanA ghATA? dAdAzrI : bahuta z2abaradasta ghATA! phira bhI aba to jagat jIta lenA hai| apanA pada to dinoMdina apane Apa A hI rahA praznakartA : kaI bAra aisA lagatA hai ki dhIre-dhIre kaba pAra utareMge? yaha mahInA to gyaa| isameM kucha progresa nahIM huii| dAdAzrI : tujhe progresa nahIM dekhanI hai, lekina yahI dekhanA hai ki jinase nukasAna ho, aise koI sAdhana to khar3e nahIM ho gae? phAyadA to niraMtara ho hI rahA hai| AtmA kA svabhAva hai,

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) phAyadA karanA ! progresa bhI AtmA kA svabhAva hai| Apako to sirpha jAgRti hI rakhanI hai ki gira na jaae| aura nIce gayA ho, use sudhArane ke lie 'phula' 'phez2a' meM mazIneM aura lazkara- vazkara sahita taiyArI karo! apanI sepha sAiDa rahe, usa taraha calate hI rahanA / apanI Trena mozana meM hI rahe, vaisA karate rhnaa| sirpha viSaya ke bama hI bahuta z2abaradasta hote haiM, eka minaTa ke lie bhI usakA vizvAsa nahIM rakha skte| 310

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[15] 'viSaya' ke sAmane vijJAna se jAgRti AkarSaNa ke sAmane cAhie khuda kA virodha praznakartA : "strI puruSanA, viSaya saMgate, qarAra mujaba deha bhaTakaze, mATe ceto mn-buddhi|" yaha samajhAie kyoMki Apane kahA thA ki hara koI apanIapanI bhASA meM le jAtA hai, to isameM 'yathArtha rUpa se' kyA honA cAhie? dAdAzrI : jahA~ AkarSaNa ho jAe, usa AkarSaNa meM yadi tanmayAkAra ho gayA to vaha cipaka gyaa| AkarSaNa ho jAe, lekina AkarSaNa meM tanmayAkAra nahIM ho to nahIM cipkegaa| phira agara AkarSaNa ho jAe to usameM harja nahIM hai| praznakartA : khuda ko yaha cIz2a kaise samajha meM AegI ki khuda isameM tanmayAkAra ho gayA hai? dAdAzrI : usameM 'apanA' virodha honA cAhie, 'apanA' virodha, vahI tanmayAkAra nahIM hone kI vRtti hai| 'hameM' viSaya ke saMga meM cipakanA nahIM hai, isalie 'apanA' virodha to rahatA hI hai na? virodha hai, vahI alaga rahanA kahalAtA hai aura galatI se cipaka jAe, gaccA khAkara cipaka jAe, to phira usakA pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa|

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312 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : nizcaya se to khuda kA virodha hai hI, phira bhI aisA hotA hai ki udaya aise A jAte haiM ki usameM tanmayAkAra ho jAte haiM, vaha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : virodha hai to tanmayAkAra nahIM ho sakate aura tanmayAkAra hue to 'gaccA khA gae' aisA khlaaegaa| to aise gaccA khAyA, usake lie pratikramaNa to hai hI lekina gaccA khAne kI Adata mata DAla lenA, gaccA khAne ke 'hebIcyueTeDa' mata ho jaanaa| kyA koI jAna-bUjhakara phisalatA hai? yahA~ cikanI miTTI ho, kIcaDa ho, vahA~ logoM ko jAna-bUjhakara phisalane kI Adata hotI hai yA nahIM? loga kyoM phisala jAte hoMge? praznakartA : vaha miTTI kA svabhAva hai aura khuda miTTI para calA, islie| dAdAzrI : miTTI ke svabhAva ko to vaha khuda jAnatA hai isalie phira paira kI uMgaliyA~ jamAkara calatA hai, aura bhI sabhI prayatna karatA hai| hara taraha ke prayatna karane ke bAvajUda bhI agara gira jAe, phisala jAe, to usake lie bhagavAna use anumati dete haiN| lekina phira vaha aisI Adata hI DAla de, to kyA hogA?! praznakartA : Adata nahIM par3anI caahie| dAdAzrI : phisalanA to apane hAtha meM, qAbU meM nahIM rahA, isalie sabase acchA to 'apanA' virodha, z2abaradasta virodha! phira jo kucha huA, usakA z2immedAra tU nahIM hai| tU corI karane ke bilkula virodha meM ho, phira tujha se corI ho jAe to tU gunAhagAra nahIM hai| kyoMki tU usake virodha meM hai| praznakartA : hama virodha meM haiM hI, phira bhI yaha jo cUka jAte haiM, vaha kyA cIz2a hai? dAdAzrI : bAda meM cUka jAte haiM, usakA savAla nahIM hai|

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'viSaya' ke sAmane vijJAna se jAgRti (khaM-2-15) 313 use cUka jAne meM bhagavAna ke yahA~ koI harja nahIM hai| jitanA cUka gae haiM, bhagavAna to use yAda nahIM rkhte| kyoMki cUka jAne kA phala to use turaMta hI mila jAtA hai| use duHkha to hotA hI hai na? varnA agara vaha zauka kI khAtira karatA, to use AnaMda hotaa| praznakartA : isa viSaya ke bAre meM khuda kI hoziyArI kitanI cala sakatI hai? dAdAzrI : jJAna milA ho to pUrI hoziyArI cala sakatI hai| praznakartA : jJAna mila jAne ke bAvajUda bhI kucha aMza taka to prakRti bhUmikA nibhAtI hI hai na? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| jJAna se prakRti nirmala ho jAtI hai| viSaya meM khuda kI sahamati nahIM ho to nirmala hotI jAtI hai| praznakartA : viSaya meM sahamati nahIM hotI phira bhI AkarSita ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : vaha AkarSita to ho sakatA hai| aise AkarSita ho jAe to use bhI jAnanA caahie| lekina sTroMga nizcaya kabhI bhI kiyA hI nhiiN| praznakartA : kabhI bhI na cUkeM aisA caahie| dAdAzrI : apanA to nizcaya honA cAhie ki hamArA yaha aisA nizcaya hai| phira agara kudarata kare, to vaha apane hAtha kA khela nahIM hai| vaha sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDensa hai, usameM kisI kA nahIM cltaa| praznakartA : isakA artha to yaha huA ki aise saMyoga mujhe milane hI nahIM caahie| lekina yaha kaise hogA? dAdAzrI : aisA hogA hI nahIM na! jaba taka jagat hai, saMsAra

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314 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) hai, taba taka aisA nahIM ho sktaa| aisA kaba hogA? ki jaisejaise Apa Age bar3hate jAoge, vaise hI aise saMyoga kama hote jAe~ge, vaise-vaise usa jagaha para bhUmikA apane Apa hI aaegii| jJAnI kI bhUmikA sepha sAiDavAlI hotI hai! unake sabhI saMyoga sugama hote haiN| praznakartA : unakA vyavasthita usa taraha gar3hA huA hotA hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, vaisA gar3hA huA hotA hai| lekina vaha ekadama se aise nahIM ho sktaa| Apako to abhI kaI mIla pAra karane ke bAda vaha roDa aaegii| sabhI jagaha AkarSaNa nahIM hotaa| tujhe kitanI jagaha para AkarSaNa hotA hai? kyA 'sau' meM se assI jagaha AkarSaNa hotA hai? pUrva meM cUke, usake ye phala haiM praznakartA : vaha kaisA hai ki yoM dRSTi gaI ki aMdara khar3A ho jAtA hai, aura dRSTi nahIM gaI ho to kucha bhI nhiiN| lekina eka bAra yoM dekha liyA ho to phira aMdara caMcala pariNAma khar3e ho jAte haiN| dAdAzrI : dRSTi, vaha vastu 'hama' se alaga hai| to phira dRSTi gaI, usase hameM kyA pharka par3A? lekina hama aMdara cipakanA cAheM, taba dRSTi kyA kare becArI?! holI kI jaba pUjA karane jAte haiM, taba vahA~ apanI A~kheM jhulasa jAtI haiM kyA? yAnI holI ko dekhane se A~kheM nahIM jhulstiiN| kyoMki use hama sirpha dekhate hI haiN| usI taraha isa duniyA meM kisI bhI jagaha para AkarSaNa ho, aisA hai hI nahIM, lekina agara khuda ke aMdara hI yadi kucha Ter3hA hai to AkarSaNa hogA! | praznakartA : do prakAra kI dRSTi hai, usameM eka dRSTi aisI hai ki hama dekhate haiM ki camar3I ke nIce khUna-mAMsa aura haDDiyA~ haiM, usameM kyA AkarSaNa? aura dUsarI dRSTi yaha ki usameM zuddhAtmA

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'viSaya' ke sAmane vijJAna se jAgRti (khaM-2-15) 315 hai aura mujha meM zuddhAtmA hai| ina donoM meM kauna sI dRSTi ucca mAnI jAegI? dAdAzrI : usameM to donoM dRSTiyA~ rakhanI pdd'eNgii| vaha zuddhAtmA hai, aisI dRSTi to apane Apa hai hii| aura dUsarI dRSTi to agara z2arA sA bhI yadi AkarSaNa hone lage to jaisA hai, vaisI hI rakhanI cAhie, varnA moha ho jaaegaa| praznakartA : hA~, ThIka hai| maiM bhI zuddhAtmA aura vaha bhI zuddhAtmA aisA ho, to jo anya prakAra kA AkarSaNa hai, vaha nahIM rhegaa| dAdAzrI : nahIM rahegA, lekina itanI adhika jAgRti nahIM raha paatii| jaba AkarSaNa hotA hai, taba zuddhAtmA ko bhUla jAtA hai| zuddhAtmA bhUle, tabhI use AkarSaNa hotA hai, varnA AkarSaNa nahIM ho sktaa| isIlie to hamane tumheM aisA jJAna diyA hai ki tumheM AtmA dikhe| phira kyoM moha hotA hai?! tumheM AkarSita nahIM honA ho, phira bhI A~kheM AkRSTa ho jAtI hai| tuma yoM A~kheM dabAte raho, phira bhI usa tarapha calI jAtI praznakartA : aisA kyoM hotA hai? purAne paramANu haiM isalie? dAdAzrI : nahIM, pahale bhUla kI hai, pahale tanmayAkAra hone diyA hai, usI kA yaha phala AyA hai to aba usa AkarSaNa meM vApasa tanmayAkAra nahIM hokara usakA pratikramaNa karake vaha bhUla nikAla denI hai| agara phira se tanmayAkAra ho jAe to phira naye sire se bhUla huI, to usakA phala agale janma meM aaegaa| ata: tanmayAkAra nahIM ho, aisA yaha vijJAna hai apanA!! sAmanevAle meM zuddhAtmA hI dekhate rahanA va aura kucha dikhe aura AkarSaNa ho jAe to pratikramaNa karanA, anyathA bhaya-signala hI hai| bAkI sabakA tumheM samabhAva se nikAla krnaa| isameM to sAmanevAlA z2abaradasta bar3I

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316 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) phariyAda karanevAlA hai, isalie sAvadhAna rhnaa| hama cetAvanI dete praznakartA : yahI gar3abar3a ho jAtI hai na! vahA~ para dekho zuddhAtmA hI dAdAzrI : to tU sAvadhAnI nahIM rakhatA? praznakartA : sAvadhAnI to rakhatA hU~ na, lekina yaha to niraMtara sAvadhAna rahanA hai| dAdAzrI : phira bhI jahA~ para hameM AkRSTa nahIM honA ho, usake bAvajUda bhI AkarSaNa hotA rahe to vaha pahale kI, pichale janma kI galatI hai, itanA taya ho gyaa| naye sire se AkarSaNa ho, vaha cIz2a hameM samajha meM AtI hai ki yadi hameM nahIM dekhanA hai to dekheM hI nahIM, aisA honA caahie| lekina yaha to purAnA hai, isalie vahA~ to hameM nahIM dekhanA ho phira bhI khiMca jAte haiN| praznakartA : isa jagaha para puruSArtha karanA hai| jAgRti rakhanA, vahI puruSArtha hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, vaisI jAgRti rkhnaa| tU rakhatA hai, itanI jAgRti ? praznakartA : vahIM para puruSArtha hai puuraa|| dAdAzrI : aisA?! tujhe samajha meM AtA hai ki yaha pichale janma kI galatI hai, aisA? kyA AtA hai samajha meM? tujhe aisA anubhava huA hai? praznakartA : hA~, matalaba khuda kI jAgRti hai ki yaha doSa huaa| aba use dhokara khuda taiyAra ho jAe, khuda usase mukta ho jAe lekina phira se sarakamasTenziala eviDensa mila jAe, nimitta mila jAe to phira vApasa viSaya kI gA~Tha phUTatI hI hai| khuda kI z2abaradasta taiyArI ho ki upayoga cUkanA hI nahIM hai, lekina

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'viSaya' ke sAmane vijJAna se jAgRti (khaM-2-15) 'vaha' phUTatA hai| phira vApasa dho DAlate haiM, lekina vaha vApasa khar3A ho jAtA hai ! 317 dAdAzrI : ataH isa indriya jJAna kA svabhAva aisA hai ki sAmanevAlA bahuta AkarSaka ho aura rAgI svabhAvavAlA ho to, vaha ApakI A~khoM meM dhUla jhoMkatA hai / usa samaya bahuta jAgRta rahanA pdd'egaa| hama jAnate haiM ki ise nahIM dekhanA hai, phira bhI AkarSaNa kyoM ho rahA hai? vahA~ para hameM kyA karanA cAhie ki zuddhAtmA ko hI dekhate rahanA cAhie / praznakartA: usa samaya phira se pratyAkhyAna karanA cAhie ? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa bhI karanA hai aura pratyAkhyAna bhI karanA hai, donoM karane haiN| pratikramaNa isalie karanA hai ki pUrva janma meM kucha dekhA hai, usI se yaha utpanna huA hai| yaha saMyoga kyoM milA ? varnA hara eka ko koI nahIM dekhatA / yaha to dekhane ko milA so milA, lekina usameM se AkarSaNa kA pravAha kyoM baha rahA hai ? ataH pUrva janma kA hisAba hai, isa janma meM usake pratikramaNa karane pdd'eNge| jo-jo viSaya - vikArI bhAva kie hoM, icchA, ceSTA, saMkalpavikalpa kie hoM, una sabakA pratikramaNa karanA par3egA aura phira pratyAkhyAna karanA par3egA aura phira unake zuddhAtmA ko hI dekhate rahanA pdd'egaa| pudgala kA svabhAva jJAna se... pudgala kA svabhAva yadi jJAna se raha pAe taba to phira AkarSaNa hogA hI nhiiN| lekina pudgala kA svabhAva jJAna se raha pAtA, aisA to hotA hI nahIM hai na kisI ko ! pudgala kA svabhAva, hameM to jJAna se rahatA hai| praznakartA : pudgala kA svabhAva jJAna se rahe to AkarSaNa nahIM rahegA, yaha samajha meM nahIM aayaa|

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : matalaba kyA hai ki kisI strI ne yA puruSa ne bhale hI kaise bhI kapar3e pahane hoM, para ve kapar3e rahita dikhate haiM, vaha jJAna se pahalA darzana hai| dUsarA, sekanDa darzana yAnI zarIra para se camar3I nikala jAe, vaisA dikhatA hai aura tharDa darzana yAnI aMdara kA sabhI kucha dikhAe aisA dikhAI detA hai / phira AkarSaNa rahegA kyA ? aisA tujhe rahatA hai ? praznakartA : aisA abhyAsa dinoMdina bar3hatA jA rahA hai| dAdAzrI : to acchA hai| aisA abhyAsa karanA acchA hai| dRSTi nirmala kara sakate haiM aise koI strI khar3I huI ho, use dekhA lekina turaMta naz2ara vApasa khIMca lii| phira bhI vaha dRSTi to vApasa vahIM ke vahIM jAtI hai, isa taraha dRSTi vahIM AkRSTa hotI rahe to vaha 'phAila' kahalAtI hai| yAnI itanI hI galatI isa kAla meM samajhanI hai| pichalI jo phAila khar3I huI ho, bhale hI choTI sI bhI, lekina 'phAila' ki jo hameM AkarSita kare aisI ho, aisA hameM patA cale ki yaha ' phAila' hai to vahA~ para sAvadhAna rahanA hai| aba sAvadhAna rahane ke alAvA aura kyA karanA hai ? jise zuddhAtmA dekhanA A gayA hai, use usake zuddhAtmA dekhate rahanA hai| usase vaha pUrI taraha se calA jaaegaa| praznakartA : sAtha-sAtha pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna bhI karanA hai na? 318 dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha to karanA hI par3egA na ! praznakartA : AkarSaNa kI phAila kahIM 'kanTinyuasa' nahIM rhtii| lekina jaba yaha AkarSaNa utpanna hotA hai, jaise yahA~ para lohacuMbaka rakhA ho aura pina kA yahA~ se gujaranA aura khiMca jAnA, lekina turaMta patA cala jAtA hai ki khiMca gayA, to phira turaMta hI vApasa khIMca lenA cAhie /

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'viSaya' ke sAmane vijJAna se jAgRti (khaM-2-15) 319 dAdAzrI : jitanA bhI patA calatA hai vaha isa 'jJAna' kI vajaha se patA calatA hai, varnA dUsarA to mUrchita ho jaae| isa 'jJAna' kI vajaha se patA calatA hai isalie phira hameM usakA pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| phira hameM nirmala dRSTi dikhAnI caahie| apane meM roga hogA tabhI sAmanevAlA vyakti apanA roga pakar3a sakegA na? aura yadi vaha apanI nirmala dRSTi dekhe to? dRSTi nirmala karanA AtA hai yA nahIM AtA? praznakartA : z2arA aura samajhAie ki dRSTi kaise nirmala karanI dAdAzrI : 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' isa jAgRti meM A jAne ke bAda, phira dRSTi nirmala ho jAtI hai| agara nahIM huI ho to zabdoM meM pA~ca-dasa bAra bolanA ki 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~, maiM zuddhAtmA hU~, maiM zuddhAtmA ha~' taba bhI vApasa A jAegA aura 'dAdA bhagavAna jaisA nirvikArI hU~, nirvikArI hU~' aisA boleMge taba bhI vApasa A jaaegaa| isakA upayoga karanA par3egA, bAkI kucha nhiiN| yaha to vijJAna hai, turaMta phala detA hai aura yadi z2arA sA bhI gAphila rahA to dUsarI tarapha pheMka de aisA hai! anya koI cIz2a bAdhaka ho, aisI nahIM hai| strI kA sparza ho jAe aura phira bhItara bhAva badala jAe to vahA~ jAgRti rakhanI hai| kyoMki strI jAti ke paramANu hI aise haiM ki sAmanevAle ke bhAva badala hI jAte haiN| yaha to, jaba hama (dAdAzrI) hAtha rakhate haiM to use agara vicAra AyA ho to balki vaha bhI badala jAtA hai, usake aise kharAba vicAra hI gAyaba ho jAte haiM! viSaya kI yojanA ke alAvA bAkI sabhI yojanAe~, zAyada agara tor3a-phor3a kare to calA leNge| kyoMki bAkI sabhI mizracetana ke sAtha kI yojanAe~ nahIM hai, jabaki yaha viSaya kI yojanA to mizracetana ke sAtha kI yojanA hai| hama chor3a deM, phira bhI sAmanevAlA

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320 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAvA kare to kyA hogA? isalie isameM sAvadhAna rahane ko kahA hai| bAkI cIz2oM meM agara gAphila rahe to clegaa| gAphila rahane kA phala yaha ki jAgRti z2arA kama rhegii| lekina yaha viSaya to sabase bar3A jokhima hai, sAmanevAlA jisa sthAna para jAnevAlA ho usI sthAna para apane ko le jAegA! apane jJAna ke sAtha aba usa sthAna para hama kaise raha pAe~ge? eka tarapha jAgRti aura dUsarI tarapha yaha pAza, vaha kaise calegA? lekina phira bhI hisAba cukAnA par3atA hai| praznakartA : vaha rUpaka meM to AegA na? dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha kaisA rUpaka meM AegA ki vaha strI dUsare janma meM apanI madara banegI, vAipha banegI, yadi viSaya saMbaMdhita usake bAre meM sirpha eka hI ghaMTe kA dhyAna kare to! aisA hai yaha! sirpha isI meM hameM sAvadhAna rahane jaisA hai! bAkI kisI meM sAvadhAna rahane ko nahIM khte| vicAra dhyAna meM to parivartita nahIM hote na? aMdara viSaya kA vicAra uge to kyA karanA cAhie? ina kisAnoM kA aisA rivAja hai ki jamIna meM itanI-itanI kapAsa vagairaha uga jAe, usake bAda aMdara sAtha meM anya cIjeM ghAsa yA bela uga Ae hoM to unheM ve nikAla dete haiN| use nirAI kahate haiN| kapAsa ke alAvA anya kisI bhI taraha kA paudhA dikhAI de ki turaMta use ukhAr3akara pheMka dete haiN| usI taraha hameM sirpha viSaya ke vicAroM ko ugane ke sAtha hI turaMta ukhAr3akara pheMka denA cAhie, varnA paudhe ke bar3e ho jAne ke bAda usameM phira phala Ae~ge, una phaloM meM se vApasa bIja aaeNge| isalie ise to ugate hI ukhAr3a denA, phala Ane se pahale hI ukhAr3a denaa| praznakartA : vaha kaise? dAdAzrI : hamAre aMdara vicAra badale to patA nahIM calegA

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'viSaya' ke sAmane vijJAna se jAgRti (khaM-2-15) 321 ki abhI kisa kA vicAra zurU huA? vaha vicAra Ane ke bAda use z2yAdA nahIM calane denA caahie| vaha vicAra dhyAna meM parivartita nahIM ho jAnA caahie| vicAra bhale hI aae| vicAra to aMdara haiM isalie Ae binA raheMge nhiiN| lekina vaha dhyAna meM parivartita nahIM honA caahie| dhyAna meM parivartita hone se pahale hI vicAra ko ukhAr3akara pheMka denA caahie| praznakartA : dhyAna meM parivartita nahIM honA yAnI kaise? dAdAzrI : usI vicAra meM ramaNatA karate rahanA, use dhyAna meM parivartita honA kahate haiN| agara Apa eka hI vicAra meM ramaNatA karate raho, to vaha usa vicAra kA dhyAna kahalAtA hai| usase phira bAhara bedhyAnapanA rahatA hai, kyA aise bedhyAnavAle nahIM hote loga? terA dhyAna kahA~ hai, loga aisA nahIM pUchate? taba hameM patA calatA hai ki dhyAna yahA~ para hai| jahA~ 'dAdA' ne manA kiyA thA, vahA~ hai| unhIM vicAroM meM ramaNatA calatI rahe to vaha dhyAna kahalAtA hai| vaha dhyAna phira usake dhyeya svarUpa bana jAtA hai| una vicAroM kA dhyAna huA, phira apanA calatA hI nhiiN| dhyAna nahIM huA to koI harja nhiiN| praznakartA : dhyAna meM parivartita nahIM huA aura vaha ukhar3a gayA hai, aisA kaise patA calegA? dAdAzrI : ugate hI hameM vaha cIz2a pheMka denI cAhie aura phira Age usa vicAradhArA ko badala denA par3egA, dUsarI rakha denI pdd'egii| nahIM to phira jApa zurU karanA pdd'egaa| vaha TAima bIta jAe to phira usakI muddata nikala jaaegii| hamezA hara eka cIz2a kA TAima hotA hai ki sAr3he sAta se ATha taka aise vicAra Ae~ aura agara utanA TAima gujAra deM to phira hameM parazAnI nahIM hai| dekhane se pighaleM, gA~The viSaya kI praznakartA : lekina gA~The to dekhane se pighaleMgI na? to

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) yadi hama dUsarI ora dekheM to una gA~ThoM ko dekhanA raha jAegA na? 322 dAdAzrI : vaha to agara tuma meM zakti ho to nayA upayoga dUsarI ora nahIM rakhakara usI ko dekho / zakti nahIM ho to upayoga badalakara dUsarI ora nayA upayoga rakha do| praznakartA : to donoM saMbhava hai? dAdAzrI : saMbhava hI hai na! isa ora nayA upayoga rakha de| to tU aisA karatA hai na ? vaha ThIka hai / praznakartA : viSaya ke bahuta z2oradAra vicAra Ae~ to dUsarI ora dekha lenA hai tAki ve nikala jaaeN| dAdAzrI : basa / ve apane Apa cale jaaeNge| sabase AkhirI rAstA yahI hai ki unheM ekz2ekTa dekhakara jAne denaa| lekina vaha nahIM ho pAe to isa rAste se karoge to bhI tumheM clegaa| praznakartA : to phira yaha bIca kA rAstA huA na ! dAdAzrI : yaha naz2adIkI rAstA / praznakartA : yAnI sabase AkhirI to dekhakara jAne denA, vaha hai / dAdAzrI : phira z2yAdA nahIM rahegA, thor3A sA hI hisAba bcegaa| lekina abhI tuma ulajha jAte ho, usake bajAya bhale hI naz2adIkI rAstA lo| praznakartA: mujhe aisA vicAra AyA thA ki maiM trimaMtra par3ha rahA huuN| namaskAra vidhi vagairaha saba par3ha rahA hU~ aura jaba Apane isa taraha dekhane ko kahA taba aise kucha chU nahIM rahA thaa| taba bilkula sIdhA cala rahA thaa| lekina jaba yaha vidhi karanA cUka gae, taba vApasa yaha saba aise hI Ane lagA aNdr| isalie vApasa mujhe thor3A iphekTa ho jAtA thaa|

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'viSaya' ke sAmane vijJAna se jAgRti (khaM-2-15) dAdAzrI : nahIM, usameM to dUsarA zurU kara do vaaps| dekhane baiTho, bhale hI kucha bhI karo / upayoga kahIM aura rakho, kisI kAma meM lagA do / 323 praznakartA : Akhira meM ye gA~TheM to dekhanI hI par3eMgI yA phira aisA z2arUrI nahIM hai ? dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, abhI to sekanDarI sTeja se kAma lenA, tuma se sahana nahIM ho rahA ho to| yAnI ki tuma dUsarA upayoga rakhanA tAki vaha sTeja apane Apa gujara jaae| jaba kabhI vaha vApasa AegI, taba dekhanA to par3egA eka dina, taba usa dina abhI ke bajAya kAphI AsAna rahegA bilkula sahaja rUpa se| ki hAtha lagAte hI cale jAe~ge sAre / praznakartA : matalaba usa samaya jJAtA - dRSTA AsAnI se raha pAe~ge!! dAdAzrI : hA~, saralatA se / balki tujhe dekhanA acchA lgegaa| halkA ho jAegA bilkula aura tujha meM zakti bar3ha gaI hogI, usa smy| abhI to tU nirbala ho gayA hai I praznakartA : yAnI jaba taka dekhane kI zakti nahIM hai, taba taka aisA karanA pdd'egaa| dAdAzrI : yAnI abhI kisI bhI upAya se, usameM se alaga ho jaao| praznakartA : viSaya se saMbaMdhita doSa ho rahe hoM to isakA slipa hone kA mukhya kaoNz2a to mana hai / to isa mana se jo viSaya ho rahe hoM aura unheM dUra karanA ho to kaise kara sakate haiM ? dAdAzrI : mana kI ora dhyAna nahIM denA hai| 'mana' ko 'dekhate' rahanA hai| praznakartA : kyoMki abhI to caMdreza kA pUrA kaMTrola 'mana'

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) ne hI le liyA hai| isalie mana ke kahe anusAra hI cala rahA hai| dAdA kA satsaMga ho taba bhI mana batAtA hai na, usI tarapha vaha khiMca jAtA hai| lekina kucha bAtoM meM mana kI nahIM sunatA hU~, jaba satsaMga meM AnA ho taba mana vaha saba batAtA hai, lekina usa ora dhyAna nahIM detA / satsaMga meM A jAtA huuN| 324 to isa mana se jo doSa ho rahe hoM, unheM kaise khatma karanA cAhie ? dAdAzrI : apanA jJAna lene ke bAda doSa hote hI nahIM haiM n| praznakartA : hA~, doSa to nahIM hote| isake bAvajUda dUsarI ora dRSTi AkRSTa ho jAtI hai, to isameM pUrA kAma mana kA hI hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, mana to hotA hI hai| lekina apanA 'jJAna' jJAna meM rahatA hai na! 'jJAna' ko jJAna meM rakhanA caahie| 'jJAna' ko ajJAna meM dAkhila nahIM hone denA caahie| praznakartA : matalaba agara aisA huA to jo ho rahA hai, use 'dekhate raheM' aisA ? dAdAzrI aura : kucha bhI nhiiN| praznakartA : lekina jo viSaya hai, usameM to dekhanA bhI jokhimavAlA hai na! kaba slipa ho jAe, vaha to kaha hI nahIM sakate na ! dAdAzrI : kucha nahIM hogaa| khuda jJAtA - draSTA rahe to kucha nahIM hogaa| slipa ho jAe~ge, aisA kaha hI nahIM skte| : praznakartA lekina vaha DisAiDa kaise kara sakate haiM, ki khuda jJAtA - draSTA meM hai ?

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'viSaya' ke sAmane vijJAna se jAgRti (khaM-2-15) 325 dAdAzrI : jise zaMkA hai, usI ko aisA saba ho jAtA hai| jise zaMkA nahIM hai, use kucha nahIM hotaa| praznakartA : tabhI to yaha saba jo huA hai, vaha zaMkA ke AdhAra para hI huA hai? abhI isa caMdreza kI jo avasthA hai, pUrI zaMkA ke AdhAra para hI hai? dAdAzrI : to aura kisake AdhAra para? praznakartA : isIlie khuda para zaMkA huI hai use| dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, 'caMdreza kyA kara rahA hai' use dekhate rahanA hai| use kaha sakate haiM ki 'tU nAlAyaka hai' aisA vaisA saba kaha sakate haiN| tanmayAkAra nahIM ho jAnA, to zakti utpanna ho jAegI bAda meN| 'jJAna' ajJAna meM nahIM ghusa jAnA caahie| praznakartA : kaI bAra to yaha bhI DisAiDa nahIM ho pAtA ki yaha jJAna hai yA ajJAna hai? dAdAzrI : DisAiDa hue binA rahegA hI nahIM na! praznakartA : bAra-bAra agara usa tarapha khiMca rahA ho to khuda ko zaMkA rahatI hai ki yaha jJAna meM hai yA ajJAna meM hai| dAdAzrI : jo khiMca rahA hai use bhI, jise khIMca rahA hai, 'jo' vaha saba 'jAnatA' hai, vaha 'jJAna' hai| agara jAne nahIM to phira jJAna haTa gayA hai, aisA kahA jAegA, ajJAna meM ghusa gyaa| praznakartA : kaise? dAdAzrI : aise tU ajJAna meM ghusa jAtA hai phira? praznakartA : yahI hotA hai, khuda ke prati bhI aisA ho jAtA hai ki yaha caMdreza bigar3a gyaa| khuda ko aisA lagatA hai ki maiM bigar3a gyaa| yoM khuda ke prati tiraskAra hotA hai, ki aisA? kahA~

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326 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) pahalevAlA caMdreza aura kahA~ abhI kA cNdresh| kyA aisA saba hai? kaI bAra to pratikramaNa bhI nahIM ho paate| dAdAzrI : kaise hogA lekina? jJAna agara ajJAna meM ghusa jAe phira kaise hogA? alaga rahoge to hogaa| praznakartA : jJAna, ajJAna meM ghusa jAtA hai, to usakA itanA laMbA pIriyaDa hai| to aba usake lie kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : kucha bhI nahIM karanA hai| praznakartA : to yaha jo ajJAna meM ghusa gayA hai, use bhI dekhanA hai? dAdAzrI : haaN| praznakartA : yaha bigar3a gayA hai, use sudhAranA to par3egA hI dAdAzrI : to satsaMga meM z2yAdA jAnA caahie| satsaMga meM z2yAdA yAnI regyulr| praznakartA : hA~, vaha to dekhA ki satsaMga meM Ate haiM, taba bahuta kliyara ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina satsaMga meM z2yAdA par3e rahanA pdd'egaa| utanA TAima nikAlakara rakhanA cAhie, satsaMga ke lie| 'dekhanA' 'jAnanA' AtmasvarUpa se praznakartA : dekhane se pudgala zuddha ho jAtA hai, vaha kyA viSaya ke lie bhI karekTa hai? dAdAzrI : viSaya meM saba ko aisA raha nahIM sakatA na! sirpha viSaya hI aisA hai jise dekha nahIM sktaa| cUka jAtA hai| bAkI saba meM dekha sakatA hai turNt| viSaya ke alAvA bAkI saba meM

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'viSaya' ke sAmane vijJAna se jAgRti (khaM-2-15) 327 dekha sakatA hai, jalebI khAtA bhI hai aura jalebI khAnevAle ko bhI dekhatA hai| jalebI kaise cabAtA hai, usa para khuda ha~satA bhI hai ki 'ohoho! kyA caMdrezabhAI, kyA TesTa se jalebI cabAne lage ho Apa to!' praznakartA : hama kisI jagaha para baiThe hoM aura vahIM pAsa meM koI strI A jAe, aura hameM spaMdana khar3e hone lageM, to unheM 'dekheMge' to calegA yA pratikramaNa karanA par3egA? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| 'dekhanA' use kahate haiM ki jaba vaha 'dekha rahA' ho to hama caMdreza se kaheMge, 'ohoho caMdrezabhAI! Apa to striyoM ko bhI dekhate ho, aba to rauba meM A gae lagate ho|' use 'dekhanA' kheNge| A~khoM se jo dekhate haiM, vaha to isa duniyA ke sabhI loga dekhate hI hai na! A~khoM se dekhA huA indriya jJAna kahalAtA hai| praznakartA : yaha to aMdara spaMdana utpanna hote haiM, unheM dekhanA hai ki ye spaMdana utpanna hue| aisA dekhane se jAegA! dAdAzrI : 'dekhnaa'| 'dekhane meM', hama jo kahate haiM, vaha alaga kaha rahe haiN| hama to, 'yaha kyA kara rahA hai, use hama 'jAnate' haiN| maiM to kahatA hU~ ki 'aMbAlAlabhAI, Apa to maz2e se khAnA khAne lage na!' praznakartA : isa taraha kahane ko 'dekhanA' kahate haiM, Apa aisA kahanA cAhate haiM? yAnI pUrI 'dekhane' kI jo prakriyA hai, vaha isa taraha bAtacIta ke dvArA spaSTa rUpa se raha sakatI hai| dAdAzrI : haaN| yAnI tuma saba yaha jo 'dekhate' ho, use 'dekhanA' nahIM kaha skte| vaha tumhArI bhASA meM tumhArI hoziyArI se karane jAoge na, to balki mAra khA jaaoge| hama se pUchanA ki hamArI hoziyArI aisI hai, kyA vaha ThIka hai? praznakartA : isameM aisA hotA hai ki viSaya kA vicAra AtA

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328 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) hai aura isa ora chedana ho jAtA hai, vApasa AtA hai, vApasa chedana kara dete haiN| matalaba yaha khuda kI pakar3a nahIM chor3atA lekina ve vicAra bhI calate rahate haiM, donoM Amane-sAmane calate rahate haiN| dAdAzrI : vaha chor3egA nahIM na! isalie pahale vicAra ko hI nikAlakara pheMka denaa| bAda meM koI jApa karane baiTha jAnA, 'dAdA bhagavAna ko namaskAra karatA hU~', aisA-vaisA karanA, bhajana gAne laganA, ye jApa hI hai saare| aMdara se kahanA ki, 'caMdrezabhAI, gaao'| jJAna to bolatA hI rahegA, becaaraa| vaha jJAna to jAgRta hI karatA rahatA hai ki jAgo, jAgo, jAgo! aMdara se aisA nahIM karatA? praznakartA : hA~, bahuta karatA hai, usake pratApa se hI to saba TikA huA hai| dAdAzrI : aba bAhara ke loga kaise Tika sakeMge becAre? jJAna nahIM ho to kaise TikeMge? nahIM Tika skeNge| unheM to prakRti jaise le jAe, vaise ghisaTate jAte haiN| jahA~ jAgRti meM jhoMkA, vahA~ viSaya kI phaTakAra praznakartA : isa jJAna kI jAgRti se prakRti ke sAmane bahuta bar3A phorsa khar3A ho gayA hai| dAdAzrI : haaN| yaha jJAna hai isalie prakRti ke sAmane jIta z2arUra jAtA hai, lekina sAtha hI sAtha apanA jo astitva hai, vaha jJAna ke sAtha honA caahie| astitva agara pudgala ke sAtha rahegA to khatma kara degaa| yAnI svapariNAmI honA caahie| una vicAroM meM miThAsa lage to ho gayA, ve phira khatma kara deNge| kyoMki usa ora parapariNAma hue| aba ve vicAra aise hote haiM na ki miThAsa Ae? yA kar3avAhaTa AtI hai? praznakartA : miThAsa Ae aise Ate haiN| dAdAzrI : isIlie vahA~ sAvadhAna rahanA hai! aisA vivecana

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'viSaya' ke sAmane vijJAna se jAgRti (khaM-2-15) 329 aura kahIM para to nahIM kara sakate na! yaha to vijJAna hai isalie vivecana kara sakate haiN| yaha roga koI nikAlatA hI nahIM hai na! yaha roga kaise nikale? isakA ilAja apane yahA~ hotA hai| yahA~ para striyA~ baiThI hoM, phira bhI apane yahA~ dikkata nahIM aatii| aura kahIM para to aisI bAta hotI hI nahIM na! jAgRti maMda huI ki viSaya ghusa jAtA hai| jAgRti maMda huI ki phira use dhakkA lagatA hai| viSaya eka aisI kharAba cIz2a hai ki usameM eka bAra phisala jAe to phira jAgRti para gAr3ha AvaraNa A jAtA hai| usake bAda agara jAgRti rakhanI ho, phira bhI nahIM raha paatii| jaba taka eka bhI bAra girA nahIM hai, taba taka jAgRti rahatI hai| zAyada AvaraNa A jAe, lekina jAgRti turaMta hI A jAtI hai| lekina eka hI bAra phisalA to z2abaradasta gAr3ha AvaraNa A jAtA hai, phira sUrya-caMdra nahIM dikhte| eka hI bAra phisale to bhI bahuta nukasAna hai| praznakartA : jAgRti maMda yAnI ekcualI kaise hotA hai? dAdAzrI : eka bAra AvaraNa A jAtA hai use| usa zakti ko saMbhAlanevAlI jo zakti hai na, usa zakti para AvaraNa A jAtA hai, usakA kAma karanA maMda ho jAtA hai| phira usa samaya jAgRti maMda ho jAtI hai| usa zakti ke maMda hone ke bAda kucha nahIM ho sakatA, kucha nahIM hotaa| bAda meM vApasa mAra khAtA hai, phira mAra khAtA hI rahatA hai| phira mana, vRttiyA~, vagairaha saba use ulTA hI samajhAte haiM ki, 'hameM to aba koI harja nhiiN| itanA saba to hai na?' phira aisA samajhAnevAle vakIla aMdara hote haiM, usa vakIla kA jajamenTa vApasa zurU ho jAtA hai| phira kahegA ki paraheja karo, mukta the usase phira hue prhej'| aisA ho, usase to zAdI karanA acchA, varnA aisA honA hI nahIM caahie| praznakartA : usa zakti kI rakSA karanevAlI zakti yAnI kyA?

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330 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : eka bAra slipa huA, to aMdara jo slipa nahIM hone kI zakti thI, vaha ghisa jAtI hai yAnI vaha zakti DhIlI par3a jAtI hai| isalie phira botala yoM Ter3hI huI ki dUdha apane Apa hI bAhara nikala jAtA hai, jabaki pahale to hameM Dhakkana nikAlanA par3atA thaa| yaha tujhe samajha meM AyA? praznakartA : eka asaMyama pariNAma se phira guNana se hI (malTIplAI hokara) pUrA DAuna meM calA jAtA hai aura asaMyama bar3hatA hI jAtA hai| aisA na? dAdAzrI : hA~, to asaMyama bar3hatA hI jAtA hai! isalie vApasa DhIlA hI par3atA jAtA hai| eka to DhIlA par3A huA hai aura vApasa DhIlA par3a gayA, to phira rahA hI kyA? bAda meM to aMdara mana-buddhi salAha denevAle aura aMdara jaja va bAkI sabhI gavAhI denevAle nikala Ate haiN| are, gavAhI denevAle koI bhI nahIM the, to phira kahA~ se Ae? taba kahate haiM ki 'hameM pahale se hI kahA thA ki Apa gavAhI dene AnA, so hama gavAhI dene Ae hai! ki aba koI dikkata nahIM hai| ApakI to itanI jAgRti hai| aba Apako kyA dikkata hai, aba ApakA z2arA bhI doSa nahIM hai|' tere kabhI aise gavAhI denevAle nahIM Ate? praznakartA : hA~, Ate haiM n| lekina mere sAtha kaisA hotA hai ki, pahale yo grApha Upara jAtA hai, phira jAgRti maMda hotI huI dikhAI detI hai, phira patA cala jAtA hai ki aba DAuna hone lagA hai| isalie phira vApasa turaMta joza A jAtA hai ki yaha to galatI ho rahI hai, khiiN| isalie phira patA lagAte haiM aura vApasa Upara A jAtA hai, lekina aise DAuna ho z2arUra jAtA hai! dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina agara vaha DAuna ho jAe to vaha kaba taka cala sakatA hai? jaba taka hamase eka bAra bhI galatI nahIM ho, taba taka cala sakatA hai, lekina eka bAra galatI huI ki DhIlA par3a jAtA hai| saMsArIpane meM haz2Ara bAra bhUla khA jAe

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'viSaya' ke sAmane vijJAna se jAgRti ( khaM-2-15) to usameM harja nahIM hai kyoMki jaba DhIlA ho hI gayA hai to phira usameM harja hI kyA ? usI ko DhIlA par3anA kahate haiM na ! lekina yahA~ to tumane TAiTa rakhA hai, use TAiTa hI rakhanA hai, aura yadi vaha zakti UrdhvagAmI ho gaI to bahuta kAma nikAla degii| 331 praznakartA : vaha kisa prakAra ke doSa se DhIlA honA zurU hotA hai ? dAdAzrI : saMyama, asaMyama huA ki DhIlA ho hI jAtA hai| saMyama jaba taka saMyama bhAva meM rahatA hai, taba taka DhIlA nahIM par3atA / yoM kama-z2yAdA hotA rahe to usameM harja nahIM hai| lekina vaha saMyama TUTA ki phira ho cukaa| vaha saMyama kaba TUTatA hai ? ki 'vyavasthita' ke pichale saMdhAna hoM, taba TUTatA hai / aura TUTane ke bAda phira use maTiyAmeTa kara detA hai| mUrcchA calI jAe to phira harja nahIM / mUrcchA hI nikAlanI hai| 'merI mUrcchA calI gaI' aisA kahane se kucha nahIM hogA, mUrcchA to ekz2ekTa rUpa se jAnI hI caahie| aura vaha bhI jJAnIpuruSa se TesTa karavA lenA cAhie ki 'sAhaba, merI mUrcchA gaI yA nahIM, vaha TesTa karake diijie|' varnA aMdara to aisI aisI vakAlata calatI hai ki, 'basa, aba sArI mUrcchA calI gaI hai, aba koI harja nahIM hai!' yAnI vakAlata karanevAle bahuta haiM na! isalie jAgRta rhnaa| jahA~ aparAdha hone kI saMbhAvanA ho, aisI jagaha para se khisaka jaanaa| AtmA to diyA hai aura vaha AtmA asaMga svabhAva kA hai, nirlepa svabhAva kA hai| lekina anaMta janma se pudgala kI kheMca hai| Apa alaga hue, lekina pudgala kI kheMca chor3atI nahIM hai na ! vaha kheMca jAtI nahIM hai na! strI-puruSa ke AkarSaNa meM vaha jAgRti nahIM rakhI to pudgala kI kheMca use aMdhere meM DAla degii| aMta meM to AtmarUpa hI honA hai praznakartA : jaba se brahmacarya kI vicAraNA zurU huI hai, taba

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332 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) se usa tarapha maz2abUta hone lagA hai| to sAtha hI sAtha aMdara yaha ahaMkAra bhI khar3A hone lagA hai, yaha bhI parezAna karatA hai kaI baar| dAdAzrI : kaisA ahaMkAra khar3A hotA hai? praznakartA : 'maiM kucha hU~, maiM kitanA acchA brahmacarya pAlana karatA hU~' aisaa| dAdAzrI : vaha to nirjIva ahaMkAra hai| praznakartA : aMdara isakI khumArI bhara gaI ho, aisA ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina phira bhI vaha sArA to nirjIva ahaMkAra hai| marA huA iMsAna uTha baiThe to kyA hameM vahA~ se bhAga jAnA cAhie? varnA brahmacarya kA sahI artha kyA hai ki brahma meM caryA / zuddhAtmA meM hI rahanA, vahI brahmacarya kahalAtA hai| lekina ye loga to brahmacarya kA kyA matalaba nikAlate haiM? nala ko DATa lagA do| lekina dUdha pIyA, usakA kyA hogA? pUre jagat ne viSaya ko viSa kahA hai| lekina hama kahate haiM, 'viSaya viSa nahIM haiM, lekina viSaya meM niDaratA, vaha viSa hai|' varnA mahAvIra bhagavAna ko beTI kaise hotI? jagat bAta ko samajhA hI nhiiN| rileTiva meM brahmacarya honA cAhie, lekina yaha to vApasa eka hI kone meM par3e rahate haiM aura brahmacarya kA hI Agraha rakhate haiM aura usI kA durAgraha rakhate haiN| brahmacarya ke AgrahI hone meM harja nahIM hai, lekina agara durAgrahI ho gae to usameM harja hai| Agraha, vaha ahaMkAra hai aura durAgraha, vaha z2abaradasta ahaMkAra hai| brahmacarya kA durAgraha kiyA to bhagavAna kahate haiM, 'bekAra hai' phira bhale hI brahmacarya pAlana kara rahA ho| praznakartA : sabhI cIz2oM meM mujhe kisI ke doSa nahIM dikhate, lekina brahmacarya ke bAre meM mujhe koI kucha ulTA kahe to merA dimAga ghUma jAtA hai, turaMta hI usake doSa dikhane lagate haiN|

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'viSaya' ke sAmane vijJAna se jAgRti (khaM-2-15) 333 dAdAzrI : aisA kyoM? ki AtmA para prIti nahIM hai, brahmacarya para prIti hai| lekina brahmacarya to pudgala hai| AtmA khuda to brahmacArI hI hai, niraMtara brahmacArI hai! yaha to hama bAhara kA upAya karate haiM aura vaha bhI kudaratI tarIke se agara DiscArja ke rUpa meM AyA ho, tabhI ho paaegaa| isalie brahmacarya koI mukhya cIz2a nahIM hai| use mukhya mAneMge to AtmA kA mukhyatva calA jaaegaa| mukhya vastu to AtmA hai, bAkI kucha bhI mukhya hai hI nhiiN| bAkI ke ye saba to saMyoga haiM aura phira saMyoga viyogI svabhAva ke haiN| AtmA aura saMyoga do hI haiM, aura kucha hai hI nahIM jagat meN| ataH mukhyatva eka mAtra AtmA meM A gayA, bAkI saba ko saMyoga kaha diyaa| saMyoga ko acchA-burA karane jAoge to buddhi istemAla kI aura buddhi istemAla kI to AtmA dUra calA jaaegaa| apanA sAinsa kitanA acchA hai! brahmacarya vyavahAra ke adhIna hai| nizcaya to brahmacArI hI hai na! AtmA to brahmacArI hI hai na!

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[16] phisalanevAloM ko uThAkara daur3Ate haiM sira-mAthe para rakhanA jJAnI ko, aMta taka paMdraha sAla ke lie jela meM DAla diyA ho to kyA karoge? 'dAdA kI jela meM hI hU~', khnaa| kucha to zUravIratA rakho na! zUravIratA! eka hI jnm| mokSa meM jAnA hai yaha to| anya sabhI jagaha yahI jhaMjhaTa cala rahI hai n| 'isameM kyA sukha hai?' aura agara eka bAr3a tuma pAra kara loge mere kahe anusAra, to phira mukta ho jaaoge| eka hI bAr3a ko pAra karane kI z2arUrata hai| tujhe dAdA hAz2ira rahate haiM yA nahIM rahate? tujhe dAdA hAz2ira rahate haiM to phira kyA duHkha hai? are, isameM aise to kauna se sukha haiM ki itanI pakar3a meM A gayA hai! dAdA to aise hai ki hara taraha se rakSA kareM, mUlataH isakA yaha Ar3AI (ahaMkAra kA Ter3hApana) kA svabhAva hai na, vaha nahIM chUTatA na! sapane meM A jAe~, taba se kalyANa ho gyaa| sapane meM aise hI koI cIz2a AtI hai kyA?! isalie isa duniyA kA jo honA ho vaha ho, lekina ina dAdA ko nahIM chor3anA hai aura dAdA kI isa eka AjJA kA pAlana kara lenA to vaza ho jAegA sbkuch| aura varnA agara tujhe zAdI karanI ho to batA na, harja nahIM hai| kara deMge phira raastaa| AjJA meM nahIM raha sake to kyA kisI ko jela meM thoDe hI DAlate haiM? varnA aise yadi jela meM DAlanA par3e to hameM kitanoM ko jela meM DAlanA par3e? sabhI ko DAla denA pdd'egaa|

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phisalanevAloM ko uThAkara daur3Ate haiM (khaM - 2-16) tumheM to aisA taya karanA hai ki 'phisala nahIM jAnA hai' aura yadi phisala gae to phira mujhe mApha kara denA hai| ApakA kabhI agara aMdara bigar3ane lage to turaMta mujhe batAnA / tAki phira usakA kucha hala nikale! thor3e hI kahIM ekadama se sudharanevAlA hai? bigar3ane kI saMbhAvanA hai! ye nae makAna banAte haiM, to unameM DiphekTa nikalatA hai yA nahIM? mere jaise ko kucha kAma karanA rahA nahIM, to galatI nikalegI hI nahIM na? jo loga kAma karate haiM, unhIM se galatI hotI hai| kharAba se kharAba kAma ho gayA ho to 'dAdAjI' ko batA denaa| to mana samajhegA ki, 'yaha to bholA hai, yaha sabakucha batA detA hai| isalie aba hameM phira se aisA nahIM karanA hai| isake sAtha apanI nahIM bnegii|' isalie phira mana bacAva kA rAstA nahIM ddhuuNddhegaa| maiM to pahale jo bhI hotA thA vaha 'opana' kara detA thA / to mana ko kaisA lagegA aMdara ? ulajhatA rahegA, aura taya karegA ki phira se hameM aisA nahIM karanA hai| 335 praznakartA : 'yaha to apanI hI AbarU khatma kara rahA hai' aisA kahakara phira mana cupa ho jAegA / dAdAzrI : hA~, mana samajha jAegA ki 'yaha to apanI AbarU khatma kara rahA hai|' bAhara ke loga to aisA samajhate haiM ki khuda kI AbarU jA rahI hai| jabaki hama to jAnate haiM ki yaha to mana kI AbarU jA rahI hai ! jo karatA hai, usakI AbarU jAtI hai| 'apanI' AbarU kyoM jAegI ? aisA kahane se mana zAMta ho jAegA yA nahIM? hamezA hamArI dI gaI AjJA meM rahanA hI acchA hai| jisane khuda ke levala para liyA, vaha svacchaMda para le jAtA hai| isa svacchaMda ne hI logoM ko girA diyA hai na! isIlie hama ye AjJA dete haiM na?! svacchaMda sabase bar3A roga kahalAtA hai ki, 4 'aba mujhe kucha bhI bAdhaka nahIM hai|' vahI viSa hai| jAno gunAha ke phala ko pahale praznakartA : 'yaha kArya galata hai, yaha karane jaisA nahIM hai|'

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336 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) / to use rokane ke puruSArtha karanA cAhie ? yaha hameM patA hai, phira bhI vaha ho jAtA lie kyA prayatna karanA cAhie ? kauna sA dAdAzrI : aisA hai na / jaba taka jisa gunAha kA phala nahIM jAnate, taba taka vaha gunAha hotA rahatA hai| kue~ meM koI kyoM nahIM giratA ? ye vakIla kama gunAha karate haiN| aisA kyoM ? isa gunAha kA yaha phala milegA, aisA ve jAnate haiM / isalie gunAha kA phala jAnanA caahie| pahale jA~ca kara lenI cAhie ki gunAha kA kyA phala milegA? ' yaha galata kara rahA hU~, isakA kyA phala milegA ?' yaha jA~ca kara lenI cAhie / isa duniyA kA aisA niyama hai ki jo gunAha ke phala ko pUrI taraha se jAnate haiM, ve gunAha kareMge hI nahIM ! koI gunAha kara rahA hai matalaba vaha gunAha ke phala ko pUrI taraha se jAnatA hI nahIM ! hama narka kA phala jAnate haiM, isIlie to hama kabhI bhI narka kA phala Ae, aisI bAta ho to, yaha zarIra TUTa jAe phira bhI nahIM krte| tUne narka kA svarUpa sunA to tujhe kaisA laga rahA hai aba ? isalie yaha jAna lenA ki karma kA phala kyA ? kyoMki agara gunAha ho rahA hai to abhI taka yaha samajhA hI nahIM ki 'isakA phala kyA hai ?' isalie prakRti kauna sI bAta meM galata kara rahI hai, yaha kisI se pUchanA cAhie / jJAnIpuruSa hoM to unheM pUchanA cAhie ki, 'aba mujhe yahA~ para kyA karanA cAhie?' aura usake bAvajUda prakRti se vaha ho jAe to mAphI mA~ganI cAhie ! jo prakRti hameM pachatAvA karavAe, usa prakRti kA vizvAsa hI kaise kara sakate haiM? praznakartA : pragati ko rUMdhanevAle aMtarAyoM meM se kaise nikaleM ? dAdAzrI : vaha saba nikala jAegA, kRpA se sabakucha nikala jaaegaa| kRpA yAnI dAdAjI ko rAz2I rakhanA vh| dAdA apane lie jo mAthApaccI kara rahe haiM, usakA phala acchA AegA, acche pratizata Ae to dAdA rAz2I! dAdA ko aura kyA cAhie ? dAdA kahIM per3A

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phisalanevAloM ko uThAkara daur3Ate haiM (khaM - 2-16) khAne nahIM Ae hai| phira bhI per3A prasAda ke taura para rakhanA / vaha bhI vyavahAra hai na?! 337 vyApAra meM kho gae ki khoe khudA yaha to apane Apa jhUTha-mUTha kA samAdhAna lekara dina nikAla rahA hai! aura usakA rijalTa bhI Ae binA nahIM rahatA n| bhale hI kitanA bhI kahe, 'maiM par3ha rahA hU~, maiM par3ha rahA huuN|' lekina chaH mahIne ke bAda usakA riz2alTa to AegA hI na ? taba pola patA cala jAegI na! tujhe samajha meM A rahA hai yaha saba ? kaoNleja meM jAne ke bAda pAsa to honA par3egA na ? jo vyApAra zurU kiyA hai, vaha pUrI taraha se to karanA cAhie na ? 'zAdI karanI hai' to aisA taya karake rakhanA aura 'brahmacarya pAlana karanA hai' to vaha taya karake rkhnaa| brahmacarya pAlana karanA ho to phira pUrA-pUrA nizcaya to honA cAhie na ? ye to vyApAra meM dukAna kA karane jAte haiM aura vApasa phuTabaoNla bhI khelane jAte haiM, bola- beTa bhI khelane jAte haiM, to usase kahIM bhalA hotA hogA ? bhalA karanA hai, to rAstA to nikAlanA par3egA na ? yA aisA calegA ? polampola calegI ? ! praznakartA : nahIM clegii| dAdAzrI : bAkI logoM kI TolI jA rahI hai, usa taraha TolI meM rahate haiM, isa hisAba se acchA hai ! usameM phira hameM kahA~ lakSya rakhanA par3egA ki, 'kauna Age jA rahA hai ? vaha kyoM Age jA rahA hai? maiM kyoM itanA pIche raha gayA ?' bAkI mokSamArga meM to niraMtara jAgRta rahanA par3atA hai ki 'merI kyA galatI raha jAtI hai?' aisA patA to lagAnA hI par3egA na! bAkI saMsAra kI icchA to karane jaisI hai hI nhiiN| saMsAra to sahaja svabhAva se calatA rahe aisA hai| aba itane samaya se mehanata kI hai, usameM merA bhI itanA sArA TAima gayA hai / terA bhI kitanA TAima gayA hai| isalie mujhe kucha saMtoSa ho, aisA kucha kr| yahA~ ye sAre lar3ake haiM, una sabhI ko pUrA dina kitanA acchA baratatA hai ! yahA~ to jo cipaka gayA aura lipaTa gayA,

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) usI kA calatA rahegA / jaba taka vaha cipakA huA ukhar3e nahIM taba taka terA acchA calatA rhegaa| aba vApasa kaba ukhar3a jAegA ? 338 praznakartA : aba nahIM ukhdduuNgaa| I dAdAzrI : taba ThIka hai ! aise cipake rahoge tabhI cala paaegaa| kyoMki yahA~ jo cipakA rahA, kRpA usa para kAma kie binA rahegI nahIM, yaha mArga aisA karuNAmaya hai / kaisA mArga hai ? khuda kA bigAr3akara bhI karuNAmaya mArga hai| khuda kI kamAI bhale hI kama ho jAe, lekina use saMbhAlakara, usakI kamAI zurU karavAkara dukAna phira se zurU karavA dete haiN| isa saMsAra meM bhI koI dosta ho, jAnapahacAnavAlA ho, to usakA nahIM cala rahA ho to bhI kucha bhI karake zurU karavA dete haiM / vyavahAra meM bhI rAste para lA dete haiN| aisA karavA dete haiM na? abhI to tU par3ha rahA hai, kaoNleja pUrA nahIM huA hai| isalie abhI pUrA hisAba nikAlegA to calegA agara abhI kara liyA to usa samaya kAma aaegaa| bAda meM koleja khatma ho jAne ke bAda to oNphisa lekara baiThegA aura oNphisa meM eka minaTa kI bhI phurasata nahIM milegii| hama samajhate haiM ki abhI to bahuta TAima hai aura bAda meM yaha pUrA kara leMge! lekina isa kAla meM sabhI vyApAra aise haiM ki eka minaTa kI bhI phurasata nahIM milatI aura pUre dina magaz2amArI, bhale hI paise kamAegA lekina yahA~ kA koI kAma nahIM ho paaegaa| abhI kiyA hogA to usa samaya vahA~ baiThebaiThe saba dhyAna meM rahegA, to thor3A kucha ho paaegaa| ye to sAre aise kAmakAja haiM ki dAdA bhI vApasa nahIM mila pAe~ ! abhI yaha saba tumhAre lakSya meM nahIM hai na ? isameM se kisI cIz2a kA dhyAna bhI nahIM rahatA na ? yaha to kudarata calAe, usI taraha cala rahA hai| khuda kI jAgRti kA eka aMza bhI nahIM hai| apane yahA~ kaI aphasara darzana karake gae haiN| kahate bhI haiM ki yahI karane jaisA hai| lekina kareM kaise ? vyApAra to eka prakAra kI jela hai| usa

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phisalanevAloM ko uThAkara daur3Ate haiM (khaM-2-16) 339 jela meM baiThakara paisA kmaanaa| to aba tujhe kyA karanA cAhie? vyApAra zurU hone ke bAda tujhe eka minaTa kA bhI TAima nahIM milegaa| praznakartA : pahale kAma nikAla lenA caahie| dAdAzrI : hA~, pahale kAma nikAla lenA cAhie, isalie yaha yAda rkhnaa| isalie tujhe yaha sAra nikAlakara diyA hai| bAda meM hama bAra-bAra kahane nahIM aaeNge| hama to pUrI taraha se samajhA dete haiM tAki tumhArA ahita na ho| yaha to Aja milA aura icchA bhI hai, aisA hama jAnate haiM, lekina moha kA mArA vaha nizcaya ho hI nahIM pAtA na? nizcaya TikatA nahIM hai| hamane eka-eka aise nizcaya dekhe haiM ki parasenTa Tu parasenTa krektt| jaba dekho taba krektt| ataH jitanA ho sake utanA kara lenA cAhie! tujhe patA hai na, yaha oNphisa kA kAma aisA hai ? praznakartA : kAma ke bAre meM aisA kucha bahuta bar3A nahIM socA hai| dAdAzrI : lekina vaha to ho hI jAegA aura bar3e oNphisoM meM bar3A kAmakAja nahIM kareM to kharcA bhI nahIM niklegaa| naukarI karegA to ThIka hai, to bhI tujhe kucha khAlI samaya milegaa| kaI to aise puNyazAlI hote haiM ki vyApAra se saMbaMdhita koI bodarezana hI nhiiN| are! pUre dina vyApAra apane Apa hI calatA rahatA hai, use puNya kahate haiN| aba terA sabakucha ThIka ho jAegA na? praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : bahuta sIr3hiyA~ lur3haka jAe to phira kauna pakar3akara rakhegA? pahale to eka sIr3hI giratA hai, phira do ho jAte haiM, cAra ho jAte haiM, bAraha ho jAte haiM, aise bar3hate jAte haiM! aba yaha gAr3I kahA~ rukegI? phira use kauna khar3A rakhegA aura kauna pakar3egA? itanI U~cAI para thA, U~cI dazA meM thA taba sIdhA nahIM rahA, to aba girane ke bAda kyA rahegA? phisalA vaha phisalA! aMdara bharapUra

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340 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) sukha par3A hai| yAda karate hI mile aMdara aisA nirA sukha hI hai! jahA~ caina khIMcoge vahA~ gAr3I khar3I rahegI, khuda kI itanI zaktiyA~ haiM! lekina jahA~ DhIlA par3a jAe vahA~ kyA ho sakatA hai? tujhe dAdA kA nididhyAsana rahatA hai kyA? praznakartA : ina do dinoM se to raha rahA hai| dAdAzrI : jise dAdA kA nididhyAsana rahatA hai, usake to sabhI tAle khula jAte haiN| dAdA ke sAtha abhedatA, vahI nididhyAsana hai! bahuta puNya hotA hai, taba aisA udaya AtA hai aura 'jJAnI' ke nididhyAsana kA sAkSAt phala milatA hai| vaha nididhyAsana, khuda kI zakti ko bhI vaisI hI banA detA hai, usI rUpa banA detA hai| kyoMki 'jJAnI' kA svarUpa aciMtya ciMtAmaNI hai, isalie usI rUpa banA detA hai| 'jJAnI' kA nididhyAsana nirAlaMba banAtA hai| phira 'Aja satsaMga nahIM huA, Aja darzana nahIM huaa|' use aisA kucha bhI nahIM rhtaa| jJAna svayaM nirAlaMba hai, vaisA svayaM nirAlaMba ho jAnA par3egA, 'jJAnI' ke nididhyAsana se| eka dhyeya, eka hI bhAva hamane AMgana meM per3a lagAyA ho, hara roz2a khAda-pAnI DAleM aura aba kansTrakzanavAle kA oNrDara mile ki isa per3a ko kATa do aura vahA~ nIMva khodanA zurU kara do, to? are, to phira yaha per3a lagAyA hI kyoM thA? yadi per3a lagAnA ho to kATanA mata, to unase kaha de ki kansTrakzanavAle ko makAna kI jagaha badalanI caahie| jisakI hamane khudane paravariza kI ho aura use phira hama kATa deM to kyA huA kahalAegA? khuda ke bacce kI hiMsA karane ke barAbara hai| lekina loga kucha samajhate nahIM aura kaheMge, 'kATa do na!' maiMne kabhI bhI yaha galatI nahIM kii| hameM to turaMta vicAra A jAtA hai ki yadi lagAyA hai to kATanA mata aura kATanA ho to lagAnA mt| jisane jagat kalyANa kA nimitta banane kA bIr3A uThAyA hai,

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phisalanevAloM ko uThAkara daur3Ate haiM (khaM - 2-16) use duniyA meM kauna roka sakatA hai ? koI bhI zakti nahIM hai ki jo use roka ske| pUre brahmAMDa ke sabhI deva loga usa para phUla barasA rahe hai| ataH eka dhyeya taya karo na ! jaba se yaha taya karoge, tabhI se isa zarIra ke z2arUratoM kI ciMtA nahIM karanI pdd'egii| jaba taka saMsArI bhAva hai, taba taka z2arUratoM kI ciMtA karanI par3atI hai| dekho na, 'dAdA' kA kaisA aizvarya hai ! yaha eka hI prakAra kI icchA rahegI to phira usakA hala A gyaa| aura devasattA Apake sAtha hai| ye deva to sattAdhArI haiM, ve niraMtara helpa kareM aisI unakI sattA hai| eka hI dhyeyavAle aise pA~ca logoM kI hI z2arUrata hai ! anya koI dhyeya nahIM, DAMvADola nahIM / ar3acana meM bhI eka hI dhyeya aura nIMda meM bhI eka hI dhyeya ! jisa rAha para cale, batAI vahI rAha 'dAdA' jisa rAste se gae hai, vahI rAstA Apako batAyA hai / usI rAste para 'dAdA' Apase Age haiN| rAstA milegA yA nahIM milegA ? praznakartA : milegA / dAdAzrI : zata pratizata ? pakkA ? praznakartA : hA~, zata pratizata pakkA ! dAdAzrI : 'dAdA' to sabhI roga nikAlane Ae haiN| kyoMki 'dAdA' saMpUrNa nirogI puruSa haiN| unakI madada se jo roga nikAlane hoM, ve nikala jaaeNge| unameM koI bhI roga nahIM hai, saMsAra kA eka bhI roga unameM nahIM hai| isalie tumheM jo jo roga nikAlane hoM, ve nikala jAe~ge / 341 isalie hama tumheM kahate haiM ki phira apane Apa tuma pola mAroge to tumheM mAra pdd'egii| hama tumheM cetAvanI de dete haiN| abhI roga nikala sakegA, bAda meM nahIM nikala sakegA / yadi mujha meM z2arA sI bhI pola hotI to tumhArA roga nahIM nikala sakatA / himmata A rahI hai thor3I?

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342 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : hA~, pUrI taraha se himmata A rahI hai| dAdAzrI : 'dAdA' kI AjJA kA pAlana tuma se ThIka se nahIM ho pAtA? apanA dharma AjJA pAlana karane kA hai| phira jo mAla nikale, usase hameM kyA lenAdenA? kaoNleja ke AkhirI sAla meM par3ha rahA ho aura kisI mauja-zauka meM par3a gayA aura fela ho gayA to usake bAda pUre sAla udAsa rahe to kyA phAyadA hogA? agale sAla kyA hogA? pahale naMbara se pAsa hogA? aisA Diprezana A jAe to sAta sAla taka bhI pAsa nahIM ho skegaa| isalie yaha bhUla jAnA ki maiM fela ho gayA aura naye sire se aura naI taraha se dobArA taiyArI krnaa| jo karma ho cuke hai, unheM chor3o na! ekalautA beTA mara jAe to kyA hamezA roegA? bhale iMsAna, do dina ronA ho to ro aura phira bAz2Ara meM kulphI khaa| yAnI ki agara phela ho gae to naye sire se par3hanA zurU kara denA, purAnA saba bhUla jaanaa| matalaba naye sire se AjJA meM raho ThIka se! hameM kahanA hai, 'caMdreza, yaha to bahuta galata kiyaa|' itanA hameM kaha denA hai, bs| bAda meM phira se hameM AjJA meM hI rahanA hai| usake bAda hama kyoM cUkeM ? aura 'caMdreza' to apanA par3osI hai na? pharsTa nebara, phAila naMbara vana hai na? aura divAlA bhI caMdreza kA nikalA na? 'terA' divAlA to nahIM nikalA na? yA donoM ne sAtha meM divAlA nikAlA hai? caMdreza divAliyA ho jAe, to usase tumheM kyA lenA denA? lekina hama yaha jo kaha rahe haiM, vaha tumhAre vApasa palaTane ke lie| phira usakA durupayoga nahIM honA cAhie ki dAdAjI aisA kaha rahe the ki divAlA nikale to harja nahIM hai| yaha to, yahA~ se bacAne jAe~ to vahA~ phisala par3atA hai, to isakA kaba aMta AegA? tuma kaha denA ki 'caMdreza divAliyA ho gayA hai, aba phira se divAliyA mata honA!' tuma logoM se kahA hai na, phAila naMbara vana, pharsTa nebara hai| to AjJA meM rahanA vahI apanA dharma

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phisalanevAloM ko uThAkara daur3Ate haiM (khaM-2-16) 343 'dAdA' bolate hI dAdA hAz2ira praznakartA : ApakI maujUdagI meM yaha saba bilkula sApha ho jAe, sabhI ko aise AzIrvAda diijiegaa| dAdAzrI : hama to aise AzIrvAda dete haiN| lekina yaha to sApha karoge taba na! praznakartA : sApha kara deNge| dAdAzrI : tumheM to apanA kAma nikAla lenA hai| isI kI pUrNAhuti ke lie zarIra ghisa denA hai| yadi ye karma khapA die hote aura usake bAda yaha jJAna milA hotA to eka ghaMTe meM hI usakA kAma pUrNa ho jAtA lekina ye karma to khapAe nahIM haiM aura rAha calate ko jJAna de diyA hai isalie aMdara jaba karma ke udaya badalate haiM, taba buddhi ke prakAza ko palaTa dete haiM, usa samaya ulajha jAtA hai| aba ulajha jAe, taba 'dAdA' 'dAdA' karate rahanA aura kahanA, 'yaha lazkara ulajhAne AyA hai|' kyoMki abhI bhI aise ulajhAnevAle aMdara baiThe hai, isalie sAvadhAna rhnaa| aura usa samaya 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA z2abaradasta AsarA rkhnaa| muzkileM to na jAne kaba A jAe~, vaha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| lekina usa samaya 'dAdA' se sahAyatA maaNgnaa| z2ajIra khIMcoge to 'dAdA' hAz2ira ho jaaeNge| aba to eka kSaNa bhI ga~vAne jaisA nahIM hai| aisA avasara bAra-bAra nahIM AegA, isalie kAma nikAla lenA caahie| isalie yadi yahA~ para jAgRti rakhI to sabhI karma bhasmIbhUta ho jAe~ge aura eka avatArI hokara mokSa meM cale jaaoge| mokSa to sarala hai, sahaja hai, sugama hai| dhyeyI kA hAtha thAmeM, dAdA hamezA __ maiM ApakI helpa karatA hU~, bAkI DisIz2ana Apako lenA hai| Apa sabhI ko, phAdara-madara aura baccoM ko samAdhAna sahita DisIz2ana

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) lenA hai| Apa aisA DisIz2ana lete ho ki Apa sabhI ko samAdhAna rhe| usake bAda hama helpa karate haiN| Apa jisa lAina meM ho, usa lAina meM helpa karate haiM / eka se zAdI kI hogI, phira bhI hameM harja nahIM aura zAdI nahIM karoge phira bhI harja nahIM hai| lekina Apa sabhI kA DisIz2ana samAdhAnapUrvaka honA caahie| nahIM to phira hamAre lie sabhI kI zikAyata AegI, aura hamAre lie jisa iMsAna kI zikAyata AegI, to usa iMsAna ko hamAre lie abhAva ho jAegA to usakA bigar3egA / isalie maiM ina saba cIz2oM meM nahIM pdd'taa| sAmanevAle kA bigar3egA to usakI z2immedArI merI hai| lekina agara mujha para z2arA bhI abhAva Ae to usakA kyA hogA ? isalie hama kucha niyamasahita hI rahate haiM / hama niyama se bAhara nahIM jaate| niyama se bAhara hama nahIM clte| usake jo laoN haiM, vahI laoN hai, usI meM rahanA par3atA hai / 344 mana-vacana-kAyA, bhAvakarma- dravyakarma-nokarma, sabakucha dAdA ko arpaNa karake, 'maiM anaMta zaktivAlA hU~, maiM anaMta brahmacarya zaktivAlA hU~' aisA saba bola sakate ho| kyoMki isa viSaya meM se pAra nikalanA, yaha umra gujAranA, yaha saba bahuta muzkila hai| dAdA to, agara tumheM isa tarapha jAnA ho to usameM madada kareMge aura zAdI karanI ho to zAdI meM madada kreNge| dAdA ko isameM kucha lenA denA nahIM hai| tuma apanA taya karo! tuma meM kyA mAla bharA huA hai? maiM kahA~ gaharAI meM utarU~ aura mere pAsa itanA TAima bhI nahIM hai| isalie terI dukAna kA mAla tujhe pahacAnanA hai| yAnI ki sabhI ko apane Apa samajha lenA hai| maiM kyA kahatA hU~ ki zAdI karane para bhI tumhArA mokSa calA nahIM jaaegaa| zAdI nahIM karanI ho to yaha nizcaya maz2abUta karo aura isameM sTroMga rho| do meM se eka ora kI ekz2ekTanesa para A jAnA caahie| varnA bAkI saba meM to TakarAva hogaa| jo bhI vicAra Ae~, una sabhI vicAroM ko dekhnaa| acchebure vicAra to Ate hI haiM ! jo bhare haiM, vahI Ate haiM, aura jitane

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phisalanevAloM ko uThAkara daur3Ate haiM (khaM - 2-16) Ate haiM utane cale jAte haiM, sApha karake jAte haiN| isalie agara kharAba vicAra Ae~ to ghabarAnA mt| pahale to brahmacarya nahIM thA, jJAna nahIM thA taba hara eka bure vicAra ke sAtha tanmayAkAra hokara usI taraha karatA thA na ? aba tanmayAkAra nahIM hote aura basa itanA hI hai ki bure vicAra Ate haiN| lekina unheM dekhanA aura jAnanA hai| kharAba aura acchA - galata bhagavAna ke vahA~ nahIM hai| vaha saba DiscArja hotA rahatA hai| vaha sArA mana kA svabhAva hai| tuma sabhI ko to roz2a ikaTThe hokara ekAdha ghaMTA brahmacarya saMbaMdhita satsaMga rakhanA caahie| hameM to mokSa se kAma hai na ? aura tumheM hama aisI z2abaradastI bhI nahIM karate ki zAdI karanI hai| hamArA kisI taraha kA Agraha nahIM hotA / kyoMki tumhArA pichale janma kA brahmacarya kA bhAva bharA hogA to 'zAdI karo' hama aisA dabAva bhI nahIM DAla sakate na ! isalie hama to aisA kucha nahIM kaha sakate ki 'aisA hI kro'| ApakI maz2abUtI caahie| hama bAra-bAra Apako vidhi kara deMge aura hamArA vacanabala kAma karegA, helpa karegA! isalie isa tarapha jAnA ho to isa tarapha, vaha tumhIM ko taya karanA hai| praznakartA : vaha taya to kara hI liyA hai| 345 dAdAzrI : hA~, taya kiyA hai aura vrata bhI liyA hai| lekina vrata meM bhaMga huA ho to pazcAtApa lenA pdd'egaa| apane yahA~ ekaeka ghaMTA pratikramaNa karate haiM / mana meM z2arA bhI badalAva huA ho, mu~ha para nahIM lekina vicAra se, aura dUsarA kucha bhI nahIM kiyA ho lekina vartana meM z2arA sA bhI 'Taca' ho gayA ho, aura yoM 'Taca' hone se AnaMda huA ho, yoM hAtha lagAne se vaisA ho jAe, to Apako eka ghaMTA usakA pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| yAnI aisA saba karoge to Age jamegA aura yadi isameM se pAra utara gae aura 35-37 sAla ke ho gae to tumhArA kAma ho jaaegaa| matalaba akAla ke ye dasa-paMdraha sAla nikAlane haiM! aura apanA yaha jJAna hai, isIlie yaha saba kaha rahA hU~ na ! varnA brahmacarya pAlana ke

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) lie kisI ko nahIM khtaa| isa kaliyuga meM brahmacarya to karane jaisI cIz2a hI nahIM hai / isa kaliyuga meM sarvatra jahA~-tahA~ vicAra hI maile haiM aura tumhArI to TolI hI alaga hai, isalie cala sakatA hai| tuma sabhI to eka vicAra ke aura tuma sabhI sAtha meM raho to tuma sabhI ko aisA hI lagegA ki apanI duniyA basa itanI hI hai, dUsarI apanI duniyA nahIM hai, zAdIvAlI duniyA apanI nahIM hai| agara do-tIna zarAbI hoM to ve sAtha baiThakara pIte haiM aura phira aisA samajhate haiM ki hama to tIna hI hai, aba koI hai hI nahIM! jaise-jaise unheM car3hatI jAtI hai, vaise-vaise phira kyA bolatA hai? maiM, tU aura tU ! hama tIna hI loga, basa / isa duniyA ke mAlika hama saba hI haiM / jJAnI miTAe anaMtakAla ke roga tuma pavitra ( pyora, sApha) ho to koI nAma denevAlA nahIM hai ! pUrI duniyA virodha kare, phira bhI maiM akelA (tumhAre sAtha) huuN| mujhe patA hai ki tuma sApha ho, to maiM kisI se bhI nipaTa lU~gA, aisA huuN| mujhe zata pratizata bharosA honA caahie| tuma to duniyA se nahIM nipaTa sakoge, isalie mujhe tumhArA rakSaNa karanA par3atA hai| isalie mana meM ghabarAnA mata, z2arA bhI mata ghabarAnA / hama sApha haiM, to duniyA meM koI nAma denevAlA nahIM hai ! isa dAdA kI bAta duniyA meM koI bhI kare to dAdA duniyA se nipaTa leNge| kyoMki bilkula sApha iMsAna haiM, jinakA mana z2arA bhI nahIM bigar3A hai| tumheM sApha rahanA hai| tuma sApha ho to tumhAre lie ye dAdA duniyA se nipaTa leNge| lekina agara bhItara se tuma maile ho, to maiM kaise nipaTUMgA ? varnA phira zAdI kara lo / do meM se eka DisIz2ana apane Apa le lo| maiM isameM helpa karU~gA aura zAdI karoge to usameM bhI tumheM helpa kruuNgaa| helpa karanA vaha merA farz2a hai| bAda meM yadi tumhArA nizcaya nahIM DigegA to maiM tumheM vANI kA vacanabala dU~gA / isa satsaMga meM rahoge to tuma yaha kara sakoge, isakI zata pratizata gAranTI ! 346

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phisalanevAloM ko uThAkara daur3Ate haiM (khaM-2-16) 347 dAdA haiM, taba taka sabhI roga nikala jAe~ge! kyoMki dAdA meM koI roga nahIM hai! isalie jise jo roga nikAlane hoM, ve nikala jaaeNge| mujhameM pola hotI to tuma sabakA kAma nahIM ho pAtA! viSaya doSa honA, vaha sabase bar3A jokhima hai! sabhI aNuvrata, sabhI mahAvrata TUTa jAte haiM!! karor3oM janmoM ke bAda bhI viSaya chUTe aisA nahIM hai| yaha to sirpha jJAnIpuruSa ke pAsa unakI AjJA meM rahane se chUTa sakatA hai| aura hameM yadi viSaya ke z2arA se bhI vicAra A rahe hote to bhI ApakA viSaya nahIM chuutttaa| lekina jJAnIpuruSa ko kabhI viSaya kA vicAra taka nahIM aataa| isalie jaisA brahmacarya pAlana karanA ho vaisA kara skoge| saccA bhAva hai na! saccA nimitta aura saccA bhAva, ye do yadi mila jAe~ to isa duniyA meM use koI nahIM tor3a sktaa| __ z2abaradasta kRpA pAtra ho sakate ho, aisA hai|| tuma tumhAre ghara raho aura dAdA unake ghara raheM, phira bhI tuma para kRpA raha sakatI hai, lekina tAra jor3ane Ane cAhie! eka tAra meM bhI z2arA sI galatI hogI, to paMkhe ko dabAte rahoge phira bhI paMkhA nahIM ghuumegaa| isalie phyUz2a badala lo! tAra meM to jyAdA kucha nahIM bigar3anevAlA, zAyada kabhI sar3a jAe, lekina phyUz2a badalanA par3atA hai| yaha to kAma nikAla lene jaisA avasara AyA hai| isa pataMga kI Dora tumhAre hAtha meM sauMpa dI! aba pataMga ulaTa jAe to aise Dora khiiNcnaa| yaha to jaba taka pataMga kI Dora hAtha meM nahIM thI, taba taka agara pataMga ulaTa bhI jAe to hama kyA kara sakate the? aba to pataMga kI Dora hAtha meM A gaI hai to phira dikkata nahIM hai|

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[ 17 ] aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka binA nirAI kie hue kheta brahmacarya ko to pUrI duniyA ne 'eksepTa' kiyA hai| brahmacarya ke binA to kabhI bhI AtmA prApta ho hI nahIM sktaa| jo iMsAna brahmacarya ke viruddha hotA hai, use AtmA kabhI bhI prApta nahIM ho sktaa| viSaya ke sAmane to niraMtara jAgRta rahanA par3atA hai| eka kSaNa bhara kI bhI ajAgRti nahIM clegii| praznakartA : brahmacarya aura mokSa kA saMbaMdha - sAjhedArI kitanI ? dAdAzrI : bahuta lenA-denA hai| brahmacarya ke binA to AtmA kA anubhava patA hI nahIM cala sakatA na! 'AtmA meM sukha hai yA viSaya meM sukha hai' yaha patA hI nahIM calegA na ? ! praznakartA : to phira jo abrahmacArI mokSa meM gae haiM, vaha kaise ? jo jo mokSa meM gae, ve sabhI brahmacArI nahIM the I dAdAzrI : aisA koI niyama nahIM hai| brahmacarya khuda ko rahanA caahie| aura 'vaha z2arUrI hai,' isameM aise paoNz2iTiva rahanA caahie| brahmacarya ke lie kabhI negeTiva rahe aura AtmA prApta ho, yaha bAta hI galata hai| use viSaya bilkula bhI pasaMda nahIM ho, phira bhI karanA par3atA ho to AtmA prApta ho skegaa| bAkI jo viSaya ke taraphadAra hote haiM, unheM AtmA prApta ho hI nahIM sakatA / viSaya ke sAmane to niraMtara jAgRta rahanA par3atA hai aura AtmA prApta hue binA jAgRti A hI nahIM sktii| jaina sAdhuoM ko jAgRti rakhanI

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM-2-17) 349 nahIM par3atI phira bhI brahmacarya rahatA hai kyoMki sirpha ve hI gehU~ sApha karake lAe the| vaise gehU~ kheta meM bone ke bAda unake lie kheta meM nirAI ke lie kucha bacatA hI nahIM hai na! jabaki ina sabhI lar3akoM ne to sabhI taraha ke anAja ikaTThe karake DAla die the| isalie inheM aba sirpha gehU~ rahane denA hai aura bAkI saba kI nirAI kara denI hai| to aba nirAI karate-karate dama nikala rahA hai| aura inheM to roz2a nirAI karanI par3atI hai, varnA phira gehU~ ke sAtha bAkI sabhI uga AtA hai| kodo ugatA hai, eraMDa ugatA hai, sabakucha hotA hai| inhoMne AtmA prApta kiyA hai isalie jAgRti khar3I ho gii| isalie aba niraMtara jAgRta raha sakate haiN| praznakartA : hamAre jaise jaldI nirAI nahIM kara skte| kyoMki hama ghAsa lekara Ae hai| dAdAzrI : tumheM nirAI karane kI z2arUrata hI nahIM hai| tumheM kahIM bombe senTrala nahIM jAnA hai| tumheM to mAunTa AbU ghUmane jAnA hai na? jise bombe senTrala jAnA hai, usakI bAta alaga hai| jise mAunTa AbU ghUmane jAnA ho use kisI bhI cIz2a kI nirAI karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| praznakartA : kucha paudhe to aise hote haiM ki unake lie sakhta parizrama karanA par3atA hai| taba kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : usase acchA to nirAI rahane denA aura aMdara jo ugA vahI shii| bahuta nirAI karanI ho to kahA~ mAthA paccI kareMge? nirAI karane kI bhI hada honI caahie| praznakartA : phira bhI nirAI karanI ho to kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : jota denA, ukhAr3a denaa| bAda meM phira dhAna ke paudhe lagA denaa| ye jo tyAgI brahmacarya pAlana karate haiM, ve pahale sApha karake

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350 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) lAe haiN| isalie unheM nirAI nahIM karanI pdd'tii| nIMda meM bhI brahmacarya calatA rahatA hai| nUra jhalakatA hai brahmacarya kA sacamuca meM brahmacarya to vaha hai ki mu~ha para z2abaradasta nUra ho| brahmacArI puruSa to kaisA hotA hai? ina lar3akoM meM kahA~ teja dikhatA hai? kyoMki ye sabhI 'oNvaraDrAphTavAle' haiN| isalie jitanI baiMkoM ne udhAra diyA, utanA sabhI kucha lekara Ae hai| to abhI jo brahmacarya pAlana kara rahe haiM, balki vaha sArA to baiMkoM meM bharabharakara thaka gae hai| abhI taka baiMkoM meM 'pAra vailyU' nahIM AI hai| 'pAra vailyU' hone ke bAda cehare para lAiTa aaegii| usa lAiTa ko Ate-Ate to bahuta TAima lgegaa| phira bhI inheM caubIso ghaMTe jAgRti rahatI hai| kyoMki AtmA prApta huA hai, isalie AtmA kI jAgRtivAle haiN| aura isa brahmacarya ke lie bhI jAgRti caahie| zAyada AtmA kI jAgRti nahIM ho aura z2arA sA jhoMkA A jAe to calegA, lekina brahmacarya ke lie to z2arA sA bhI jhoMkA khAe to calegA hI nahIM na! cAroM tarapha se sA~pa ghusa gae, jinhoMne aisA dekhA to unheM nIMda nahIM aatii| jinhoMne nahIM dekhA, ve so jAte haiN| sA~pa dekha lene ke bAda kaise so sakate haiM? / ye lar3ake dIkSA lene kI bhAvanAvAle haiN| aMdara khuda kA mokSa to ho hI gayA hai| isalie use DhU~Dhane kI to icchA hotI hI nahIM na! khuda kA mokSa huA ho to jagat kalyANa karane kI bhAvanA hotI hai, nahIM to agara khuda kA hI kalyANa nahIM huA ho, vahA~ jagat kalyANa karane kI bhAvanA kaise hogI? ye brahmacArI kyA kahate haiM ki, 'hamArA to kalyANa ho gayA, aba hameM jagat kA kalyANa karanA hai, to hameM kyA karanA cAhie?' taba maiMne unase kahA, 'aba zAdI kara lo|' taba ve kahate haiM ki 'nahIM, hameM zAdI to karanI hI nahIM hai| zAdI karane se jagat kA kalyANa karane meM dikkata AegI, aisA hai|' taba maiMne unase

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM-2-17) 351 kahA ki, 'to tuma brahmacarya pAlana karo to tuma jagat kA kalyANa kara skoge|' donoM meM se ucca kauna sA? praznakartA : itane-itane se lar3ake brahmacarya meM kyA samajha sakate haiM? brahmacarya to eka umra ke bAda hI A sakatA hai na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, ye loga to brahmacarya ke bAre meM sahI taura para samajha gae hai! aisA hai na, ki yaha to hameM aisA lagatA hai, lekina teraha sAla ke bAda vaha brahmacarya ke bAre meM samajhane lagatA hai| kyoMki jaba teraha sAla kA hotA hai, tabhI se imozanala hue binA raha hI nahIM sktaa| phira vaha mozana meM nahIM raha sktaa| praznakartA : aba, do taraha ke brahmacarya hai| eka apariNita brahmacarya dazA aura dUsarA zAdI karane ke bAda pAlana kare, vh| inameM se ucca kauna sA? dAdAzrI : zAdI karake pAlana karanA ucca kahalAtA hai| lekina zAdI karake pAlana karanA muzkila hai| apane yahA~ kaI zAdI karake brahmacarya pAlana karate haiM, lekina ve cAlIsa kI umra se z2yAdAvAle haiN| praznakartA : to phira zAdI kie binA jo brahmacarya pAlana karate haiM, vaha 'anaTesTeDa' kahalAegA na? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| vaha 'anaTesTeDa' nahIM hai| use khuda ko hI zAdI karane meM ruci nahIM hotii| usakA koI kyA kara sakatA hai? jise zAdI karane meM ruci hI nahIM ho, usake sAtha hama z2abaradastI kaise kara sakate haiM? z2abaradastI karanI cAhie? maiM to sabhI se kyA kahatA hU~ ki Apa do zAdiyA~ karo, Apako mokSa meM dikkata nahIM aaegii| mere dvArA jo jJAna diyA gayA hai, vaha jJAna hI Apako mokSa meM le jAegA, aisA hai, lekina sirpha hamArI AjJA kA pAlana krnaa|

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) zAdI karanA to jokhima hI hai na! lekina aMtima janma meM AkhirI dasa-paMdraha sAla taka alaga rahanA par3atA hai, jabaki ye loga pahale se hI raha rahe haiM, isameM kyA galata kara rahe haiM ? pahale se alaga nahIM raha sakate, unake lie yaha rAstA hai ki zAdI kro| aura kyA ho sakatA hai ? aura aisA niyama hai hI nahIM ki zAdI karanevAle kA mokSa nahIM ho sakatA aura apariNIta kA hI mokSa hogaa| balki cAritravAle kA mokSa hotA hai| zAdI karanevAle ko bhI aMta meM dasa-paMdraha sAla chor3anA pdd'egaa| sabhI se mukta honA par3egA / mahAvIra svAmI bhI AkhirI bayAlIsa sAla taka mukta rahe the na ! isa saMsAra meM strI ke saMga to anaginata parezAniyA~ hai| jor3I banI ki parezAniyA~ bar3hatI haiN| donoM ke mana kaise eka ho sakeMge ? kitanI bAra mana eka raheMge ? calo, kar3hI donoM ko eka sI pasaMda AI, lekina phira sabz2I meM kyA ? vahA~ para mana eka ho nahIM pAtA aura dina badalatA nahIM / jahA~ matabheda ho, vahA~ sukha nahIM hotA / 352 jinake viSaya chUTa gae, unake maz2e haiM ! usa AnaMda ko bhI vaise hI lUTanA hotA hai na! vaha bhI ( are!) apAra AnaMda !! vaha AnaMda to, duniyA ne cakhA hI nahIM ho, vaisA AnaMda utpanna ho jAtA hai| paiMtIsa sAla kA pIriyaDa nikAla dene ke bAda apAra AnaMda utpanna hotA hai / jo vicAraka ho, use to viSaya acchA hI nahIM lagegA na ? ina brahmacAriyoM kA udaya AyA hai, vahI dhanyabhAgya hai na ? sahI tarIke se pAra karanA par3atA hai| pahale khuda para zraddhA honI caahie| bAkI viSaya kI z2arUrata to, jo sukhI ho use hotI hI nahIM hai| bahuta mAnasika mehanatavAle ko viSaya kI z2arUrata hai| jo bahuta mehanata karate hoM, unheM khUba jalana utpanna hotI hai| vaha sahana nahIM hotI, isalie viSaya meM par3ate haiM I maiM ina sabhI lar3akoM ko samajhAtA hU~ ki zAdI ke bAda pha~sAva hogaa| phira Ajakala ke lar3ake aise haiM ki bIvI ke sAmane

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM-2-17) 353 unakA z2arA bhI 'prabhAva' nahIM pdd'taa| jisakA prabhAva par3atA ho, vaha to agara khuda kucha bhI nahIM bole phira bhI bIvI ko ghabarAhaTa ho jAtI hai| jabaki yahA~ to bIvI kA prabhAva par3atA hai| lekina jisake mana meM aise bhAva hoM ki mujhe zAdI ke binA hI calegA aisA hai, jisakA aisA sTroMga mAinDa ho taba vaha brahmacarya pAlana kara sakatA hai| isameM satahI taura para kiyA gayA nahIM clegaa| isa saMsAra meM to duHkha hai, isalie mujhe zAdI nahIM karanI hai, bhaya ke mAre aisA bole to vaha nahIM clegaa| cAritrabala se kAMpatI haiM striyA~ abhI to ye zAdI ke lie kyoM manA karate haiM? bhageDU vRtti, bhAga chUTo, varnA pha~sa jAe~ge! praznakartA : aisA hI honA cAhie na! viSaya se saMbaMdhita aura isa saMsAra se saMbaMdhita, strI se saMbaMdhita to bhageDU vRtti hI honI z2arUrI hai na? dAdAzrI : yAnI kala yadi strI hAtha se hAtha milAe to kyA ro par3anA cAhie? praznakartA : lekina kaise bhI bacakara bhAga nikalane kA rAstA DhU~Dhakara nikala jAnA hai, rAstA DhU~Dhakara bhAga to jAnA cAhie na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina hAtha pakar3A to kyA ho gayA? balki use DaranA cAhie hmse| matalaba hAtha pakar3ane meM use ghabarAhaTa ho, use Dara lge| yaha to ise Dara lagatA hai| 'aba kyA hogA, aba kyA hogA?' are kyA hogA? praznakartA : 'mujhe kucha nahIM hogaa|' aise niDara to nahIM ho sakate na, strI hAtha pakar3e to? dAdAzrI : usameM to cAritrabala caahie| yoM aise nahIM calegA ki koI hAtha pakar3e to Dara jaae| usameM to cAritrabala caahie|

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354 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dekhate hI becArI ko ghabarAhaTa ho jaae| vaha strI samajhe ki apane se koI savAyA milaa| praznakartA : to unameM cAritrabala nahIM hotA? ina bhageDU vRttivAloM meM? dAdAzrI : kaisA cAritrabala? cAritra balavAle hote hoMge? kyA ve aise hote hoMge? praznakartA : eka tarapha to Apa kahate haiM ki hAtha pakar3e, taba ronA nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : kaise raha sakatA hai? inheM to aMdara Dara lagatA hai, yoM ghabarAhaTa ho jAtI hai| praznakartA : eka tarapha cAritrabala nahIM AyA aura dUsarI tarapha unakI yaha bhageDU vRtti hai, to kyA vaha ThIka hai? dAdAzrI : kauna manA kara rahA hai? lekina yadi bhagor3a vRtti ke binA ho na, taba kharA khlaaegaa| praznakartA : to ina bhageDU vRttivAle ko khuda ko kaise patA calegA ki cAritrabala A gayA? dAdAzrI : hAtha pakar3e tb| Apa akele hoM aura hAtha pakar3e taba ghabarAhaTa nahIM ho to samajhanA ki cAritrabala A gyaa| yaha to ghabarAhaTa, ghabarAhaTa, ghabarAhaTa... nahIM DAlanA cAhie dabAva brahmacarya ke lie... ye sabhI lar3ake brahmacArI rahanevAle haiN| maiMne inase kahA ki zAdI kara lo| taba lar3ake kahate haiM ki, 'nahIM, hameM brahmacArI rahanA hai|' aba, zAdI ke lie hama una para dabAva bhI nahIM DAla sakate kyoMki unhoMne pahale bhAvanA kI huI hai| dabAva DAlanA, vaha bhI gunAha hai aura agara koI zAdI kara rahA ho aura use zAdI ke lie manA kareM to vaha bhI gunAha hai|

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM-2-17) 355 praznakartA : Apako aisA lage ki ise zAdI karane kI z2arUrata hai, to kyA Apa use vaisA kaheMge? dAdAzrI : khuzI se| maiM to use kahU~gA ki tU do zAdiyA~ kr| praznakartA : nahIM, aise nhiiN| Apako jJAnadRSTi se dikhatA hai? Apa aisA dekha sakate haiM ki ise zAdI karane kI z2arUrata hai? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| jJAnadRSTi se maiM kucha nahIM dekhtaa| maiM isameM samaya nahIM bigAr3atA aura jJAnadRSTi isa taraha istemAla karane jaisI hai bhI nhiiN| isakA matalaba kyA huA ki bhaviSya dekhane kI Adata par3a gaI aura jise bhaviSya dekhane kI Adata par3a jAe, vaha to sAdhu bAbA kahalAtA hai| phira yahA~ bhI loga pUchane Ae~ge ki mere beTe ke ghara beTA hogA yA nahIM? ataH hama isa jhaMjhaTa meM nahIM pdd'te| mujhe to loga pUchane Ate haiM to maiM kaha detA hU~ ki bhaviSya ke bAre meM to maiM jAnatA hI nhiiN| kala merA kyA hogA? yaha bhI maiM nahIM jAnatA! rAjA-rAnI kA talAka, zAdI se pahale eka bhAI AyA thA, kaha rahA thA, 'maiM zAdI nahIM kruuNgaa|' phira do-tIna sAla brahmacarya pAlana kiyaa| phira eka dina laDakI ko lekara aayaa| taba kahane lagA, 'dAdAjI, Apa aisI vidhi kara dIjie ki hama donoM kI zAdI ho jaae|' 'are, brahmacarya lenA thaa| yaha kyA kara rahA hai tU?' taba una logoM ne kyA kahA? praznakartA : dAdAjI ke kahate hI usI kSaNa kahA, 'Apa kaho to Aja se alg|' dAdAzrI : 'aba Apa phira se hama donoM kI brahmacarya kI vidhi kara dIjie' kahate haiN| are, zAdI kA joza car3hA thA, vaha

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356 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) utara kaise gayA? kitane hI dinoM kA joza car3hA hogA! hama cAya pIne kA socakara gae hoM to bhI cAya kA vicAra ekadama baMda nahIM ho jAtA jabaki vaha to kahane lagA, 'hameM brahmacarya kI vidhi kara diijie|' donoM khare nikle| maiMne kahA, 'aba zAdI nahIM karanI hai? are, karo na! mujhe harja nahIM hai| mujhe kyA harja ho sakatA hai?' tuma to pahale manA kara rahe the isalie tumheM sAvadhAna kiyA ki, 'bhAI, manA kara rahA thA, aba phira se vyApAra kyoM lagA rahA hai?' lekina phira bhI hama etarAz2a nahIM utthaate| kisI kI beTI kA bhAgya khilA ho becArI kA, usane pIpala pUje hoN| aisA par3hA-likhA pati kahA~ se milegA? kitane hI pIpala pUje hoMge! praznakartA : yahA~ para to chUTane kA pUrA vijJAna sIkhanA hai aura bAda meM phira se usa pha~sAva meM to jAe~ge hI nahIM na! yahA~ para to brahmacarya kA pUrA paricaya prApta karake, viSaya se hamezA ke lie mukti mile, aisI ArAdhanA karanI haiN| dAdAzrI : loga yaha saba samajha gae haiN| bahata pakke ho gae haiM, haM! maiM to sikke ko jA~cakara dekha letA hU~, kacce haiM yA nahIM? nahIM nikalate kcce| yaha bhI kaccA nahIM pdd'taa| 'kaccA hai', aisA patA cale to turaMta yahA~ kisI jaina kI beTI ho to zAdI karavA deNge| praznakartA : yahA~ to viSaya kA to hai hI, usa ora to jAne jaisA hai hI nhiiN| lekina mokSamArga meM bAdhaka anya koI doSa hue hoM, galatI se bhI una doSoM meM slipa na ho jAe~, aisA saba maz2abUta kara lenA hai| dAdAzrI : vahA~ para to doSa caleMge hI nahIM na! aMdhera rAja thor3e hI hai? Apa jaise bar3I umravAloM kI sepha sAiDa ho gaI kyoMki Apako parezAna karanevAlA koI rahA nahIM na! inheM to abhI kitane hI jokhima aaeNge|

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM-2-17) 357 praznakartA : vaha to patA nahIM hai, lekina isameM rahanA hai| isa jJAna meM, AjJA meM, isa sAinsa meM hI rahane jaisA hai| dAdAzrI : to raha paaoge| praznakartA : ve kaise-kaise jokhima Ate haiM? dAdAzrI : unakA dasa mIla kA rAstA bAkI rhaa| Apake sAta sau mIla bAkI hai| kitane Thaga mileMge, kitane pha~sAnevAle mileMge! praznakartA : to usameM sephasAiDa kA rAstA kaise nikAleM? kyA usameM jokhima sAmane Ate haiM? dAdAzrI : vaha to agara isa satsaMga meM par3A rahegA to calegA, kusaMga meM nahIM jAe to clegaa| praznakartA : eka hI upAya hai| dAdAzrI : yahI bAteM milatI raheM, jahA~ jAo vhaaN| kusaMga kI bAta hI nahIM Ae to turaMta chuTakArA ho jaaegaa| praznakartA : yahI sabase bar3A upAya hai| satsaMga kA hI anusaMdhAna, pUrI taraha se! __dAdAzrI : satsaMga ke saMsarga meM rahanA par3egA! jhuMDa meM hoM taba, vahA~ para chUTanA ho phira bhI nahIM chUTa paaeNge| vrata kI vidhi se, TUTate haiM aMtarAya isa lar3ake ko brahmacarya ke bhAva haiN| yaha bhAva to galata nahIM hai na? aise bhAvavAle ko hameM kyA karanA cAhie? hameM unheM AdhAra denA cAhie yA AdhAra le lenA cAhie? praznakartA : AdhAra denA caahie| dAdAzrI : koI aise bhAva kara rahA ho, phira bhale hI

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358 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) kucha bhI kare, phira bhI hama use AdhAra dene ke lie taiyAra haiM kyoMki hamArI icchA hI aisI hai| aba Apa aise bhAva karoge to Apako sabhI saMyoga bhI vaise hI mileNge| hama to bArabAra ina lar3akoM kA TesTa lete rahate haiN| unheM lAlaca dete haiM ki 'kara le na zAdI aba, chor3a na, zAdI karane meM to bahuta maz2A hai|' unakA TesTa letA hU~ ki unakA kaccA hai yA pakkA hai! yaha brahmacarya vrata kisI ko nahIM de skte| yaha to hama ekAdha sAla ke lie yA do sAla ke lie hI dete haiN| hamezA ke lie dene ke lie to mujhe kitanI sArI parIkSA lenI par3atI hai! hamArA vacanabala brahmacarya pAlana karavAe aisA hai, sabhI aMtarAya tor3a detA hai, terI icchA honI caahie| terI icchA pratijJA meM pariNamita honI caahie| hA~, bAda meM yadi tujhe koI aMtarAya AegA to vaha hamArA vacanabala tor3a degaa| koI eka bar3A pAnI kA nAlA ho aura koI use pAra nahIM kara saka rahA ho to usake pIche jAkara maiM use kahatA hU~ ki, 'kUda jA' to phira vaha kUda jAtA hai| yoM khuda kUda sake, aisI zakti nahIM ho phira bhI kUda jAtA hai kyoMki isa zabda se use zakti prApta hotI hai| usI taraha abhI ina lar3akoM ko brahmacarya lenA hai, una saba meM hama zakti DAlate haiM, usase zaktipAta hotA hai lekina yaha zaktipAta alaga prakAra kA hai| jagat meM jo zaktipAta hote haiM, ve saba bhautika haiN| vAstava meM zaktipAta jaisI koI cIz2a hai hI nhiiN| yaha to sAmanevAle ko aisA lagatA hai ki mujhe zakti prApta ho gii| yaha saba niyama se hI hai| koI kisI ko detA nahIM aura kucha nahIM detaa| yaha to khuda kI hI zakti anAvRta hotI hai| jJAnI ke bolane se zakti anAvRta ho jAtI hai isalie khuda ke mana meM aisA lagatA hai ki mere aMdara kucha ddaalaa| ye sabhI nirbala hI the na! ye abhI kitane AnaMda meM hai, mAno dAdAne zakti bhara dI!

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM-2-17) 359 sAdhanA, 'saMyamI' ke saMga praznakartA : ina sabhI saMyamI logoM ko sAtha rahanA ho, taba to vaha aura kahIM jAegA hI nhiiN| dAdAzrI : hA~, aisA bhI ho jAegA lekina taba taka saMbhAlane kI z2arUrata hai| abhI saMbhAla kaccI hai, isIlie vaisA nahIM ho rahA hai na? binA saMbhAla ke to vahA~ para saba galata khlaaegaa| mAra khAe binA vahA~ jAegA to gar3abar3a ho jaaegii| khUba mAra khAI ho, acchI taraha se gar3ha cukA ho, usake bAda vahA~ jAe to dikkata nahIM aaegii| ina lar3akoM ko hama jo yaha brahmacarya saMbaMdhita jJAna dete haiM tAki abhI se unakI lAipha bigar3a na jAe aura yadi bigar3I huI ho to use kaise sudhAre aura sudharI huI phira se nahIM bigar3e aura usakI kaise rakSA kare, utanA hama unheM sikhAte haiN| hama to sabhI se kahate haiM ki zAdI kara lo| bAkI zAdI karanA yA nahIM karanA, vaha unake hAtha kI bAta nahIM hai yA mere hAtha kI bAta nahIM hai yA Apake hAtha kI bAta nahIM hai| inhoMne to brahmacarya ko pakar3a liyA hai, to kyA unake hAtha meM yaha sattA hai? kala subaha yadi phira se mana badala jAe to zAdI kara le, bhale hI kucha bhI kara le, phira bhI 'vyavasthita' ke Age koI kucha nahIM kara sakA hai| phira bhI abhI jo icchA ho rahI hai na, usameM kisI ko dekhAdekhI se icchA hotI hai aura kisI ko saccI icchA bhI ho sakatI hai lekina 'vyavasthita' jo karatA hai, usake lie phira koI upAya hI nahIM hai na? isalie hama kisI kI z2immedArI nahIM lete| hama kisI kI z2immedArI lete hI nhiiN| hama to unheM mArga dikhAte haiN| jisa rAste para calanA ho, vaha mArga dete haiN| bAkI, hama vacanabala dete haiM lekina agara aMdara usI kA ThikAnA nahIM ho to usake lie hama kyA kara sakate haiM? isa vANI ke to hama mAlika nahIM hai, isa rikaoNrDa meM jo mAla thA

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) utanI hI vANI nikalatI hai| usameM hameM kucha lenAdenA nahIM hai aura isameM hameM kucha par3I bhI nahIM hai| 360 hama to aisA bhI nahIM kaha sakate ki, 'bhAI, tU zAdI mata krnaa|' aisA dabAva nahIM DAla skte| hama itanA kahate haiM ki 'tU zAdI kara le|' kyoMki vaha kyA mAla bharakara lAyA hai, use vaha khuda jAnatA hai / use aMdara isa ora kA AkarSaNa rahA karatA hai kyoMki 'kamiMga ivenTsa kAsTa deyara zaiDoz2a biphora / ' isalie khuda ko patA cala jAtA hai ki 'usake zaiDoz2a kyA hai ?' isalie hama koI dabAva nahIM DAlate / aba isameM parezAnI kahA~ AtI hai ki isameM agara nakaleM hone lageM to| usameM unase kahatA hU~ ki 'nakala karoge to mAra khAoge, isameM nakala mata krnaa|' isalie maiM inheM sAvadhAna karatA rahatA hU~ ki, 'bhAI, yadi isameM nakala karoge to hama chUe~ge nahIM, hama eksepTa bhI nahIM kareMge, asalI ko eksepTa kreNge|' nakalI hogA to phira z2immedArI uskii| hameM to asalI lage tabhI kucha z2immedArI lete haiN| lekina hameM z2arUrata hI kahA~ hai ? hama to mokSa kA mArga dikhAne Ae haiN| hamane use AtmajJAna diyA aura kahA, 'AjJA pAlana krnaa|' hamArI z2immedArI kA vahA~ para enDa A jAtA hai| praznakartA : vaha nakala kara rahA hai yA asala hai, vaha kaise parakha sakate haiM? vaha khuda nahIM parakha sakatA, tabhI to Apase kahate haiM ki hamArI parakha kara dIjie / dAdAzrI : maiM kahA~ usameM hAtha DAlU~? hama hAtha nahIM DAla skte| hameM to anya kaI taraha ke upayoga rakhane par3ate haiN| hamAre to itane sAre anya upayoga hote haiM ki agara aisI bAtoM meM maiM upayoga rakhane jAU~ to isakA aMta hI nahIM AegA na! hama to, usakA ahita nahIM ho, aMta taka usake pIche hamArI vaisI helpa rahatI hI hai| hamArA to cAroM ora se rakSaNa rahatA hI hai|

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM-2-17) 361 usane agara aMdara aisA mAla bharA huA ho to maiM usase aise bhI nahIM kaha sakatA ki tU zAdI kr| usase donoM kA bigdd'egaa| donoM kA nahIM, ghara ke sabhI logoM kA bigdd'egaa| hameM to eTa-e-TAima sabhI taraha ke vicAra Ate haiM na! varnA mere lie ina sabakA kaba aMta AegA? mujhe to Apako mokSa meM le jAne kA rAstA dikhAnA hai| hama to dUsarI ora se helpa karane ke lie bhI taiyAra hai| jaba asala meM vaisA ho jAegA, taba mujhe patA cala jaaegaa| do-pA~ca sAla bAda usakA bhI patA cala jAegA na? abhI to 'oNna TrAyala' rakhA huA hai| hA~, asalI ho jAegA taba mujhe patA cala jaaegaa| mujhe to, koI z2arA bhI aMdara kaccA par3a jAe to patA cala jAtA hai aura jagat kyA chor3a degA? khuda kI prakRti kyA chor3a degI? isalie hama oNna TrAyala dekhate haiN| akrama meM aise Azrama kI z2arUrata bAkI jise brahmacarya vrata lenA hI hai to use abrahmacArI ke sAtha nahIM rahanA caahie| vaha 'Taca' nahIM rahanA caahie| unheM unake jaise brahmacArI ke hI Taca meM rahanA caahie| isalie unakI yaha bAta to sahI hI hai na, ki saba sAtha meM milakara rahe? praznakartA : lekina abrahmacAriyoM ke sAtha hI rahakara jaba brahmacarya vrata pAlana kare, tabhI kharA hai na? vahI usakA TesTa hai na? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| hama vaisA nahIM kaha sakate aura vaisA niyama bhI nahIM hai| prakRti kA niyama manA karatA hai| itanA TesTeDa iMsAna, vaha to phira bhagavAna hI kahalAegA na? praznakartA : inakA to pUrA samUha ikaTThA ho jaaegaa| dAdAzrI : yoM hI kucha hotA hai? isake pIche 'vyavasthita' hai| 'vyavasthita' kA niyama to hai na? yaha 'vyavasthita' kaisA hai ki jo roz2a yahA~ brahmacarya kA kArya kara rahA ho aura tIna dinoM

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) meM 'vyavasthita' aisA bhI A jAe ki zAdI kara le| ataH yaha 'vyavasthita' chor3atA nahIM hai| mere pAsa cAroM ora kA hisAba hai| isalie aisA koI Dara mata rakhanA / 'vyavasthita' para chor3a do na ! 'vyavasthita' se bAhara kucha bhI nahIM honevAlA, itanA to tumheM bharosA hai na? 'vyavasthita' para thor3A bahuta to bharosA huA hai na ? praznakartA: pUrI taraha se / dAdAzrI : apane mArga meM Azrama jaisI kisI cIz2a kI z2arUrata hI nahIM hai| lekina kyoMki ye brahmacArI bane haiM, isalie inheM z2arUrata hai| bAkI apane jJAna meM to bhavana kI bhI z2arUrata nahIM aura kisI kI bhI z2arUrata nahIM hai / jahA~ ho, vahIM para satsaMga kara leM aura na ho to bAhara bagIce meM per3a ke nIce satsaMga kara leN| lekina ye to brahmacarya pAlana karanevAle bane, isalie yaha prazna huA ki, 'brahmacarya pAlana karanA', ghara meM rahakara koI usakA pAlana nahIM kara sktaa| vaha to brahmacAriyoM kA guTa alaga hI honA cAhie / praznakartA : unheM vAtAvaraNa kI z2arUrata hai ? 362 dAdAzrI : hA~, vAtAvaraNa kI hI z2arUrata hai| vAtAvaraNa se hI brahmacarya pAlana kiyA jA sakatA hai aura abrahmacarya kA mukhya kAraNa bhI vAtAvaraNa hI hai| bAkI AtmA vaisA nahIM hai, yaha to saba vAtAvaraNa kA asara hai| isalie brahmacarya sAikolaoNjikala iphekTa hai aura abrahmacarya bhI sAikolaoNjikala iphekTa hai lekina abrahmacarya kA sAikolaoNjikala iphekTa bahuta kAla se gAr3ha ho gayA hai, isalie use patA nahIM calatA ki yaha sAikolaoNjikala iphekTa hai| brahmacarya ke binA nahIM jA sakate mokSa meM kabhI Aja se cAlIsa sAla pahale, mujhe eka avivAhita iMsAna mile the, unheM koI aurata nahIM milI thii| pahale aisA z2amAnA thA ki avivAhita bhI milate the| to maiMne unase pUchA ki, 'viSaya meM sukha hai kyA?' taba kahane lage ki, 'usake jaisA sukha kahIM

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM-2-17) 363 hai hI nahIM' are terI aurata nahIM hai, phira kyoM tU isameM sukha mAnakara baiThA hai? kabhI agara khAnA milA ho to usameM usakA abhiprAya rahA karatA hai, usake bajAya agara vaha abhiprAya badala jAe to harja nahIM hai| usa abhiprAya kA rahanA, vaha bhayaMkara gunAha hai| yaha viSaya to sabase kharAba cIz2a hai, aisA niraMtara abhiprAya rahegA to ApakA Aja kA gunAha thor3A-bahuta caudaha Ane jitanA mApha ho jaaegaa| lekina jise aisA abhiprAya baratatA hai, ki viSaya meM koI harja nahIM hai to vaha becArA to mArA hI gayA! kyoM mArA jAegA ki abhI bhI use abhiprAya hai ki isameM koI harja nahIM ye brahmacArI lar3ake mujhase kaha jAte haiM ki abhI bhI hameM to aMdara aise kharAba vicAra Ate haiM aura aisA saba hotA haiN| taba maiMne kahA ki isake lie pratikramaNa karanA, lekina isake lie bahuta parezAna mata honA kyoMki bhagavAna to kyA kahate haiM ki abhiprAya abrahmacarya kA hai yA brahmacarya kA? brahmacarya pAlana karanA acchA hai yA nahIM? taba jo loga aisA kahate haiM ki 'brahmacarya to hamase nahIM ho sakegA,' to unheM eka ora biThA dete haiM aura jo kahate haiM ki 'hameM abrahmacarya bilkula bhI nahIM clegaa|' unheM dUsarI ora biThA dete haiN| isa taraha do hI vibhAga karate haiN| tumheM brahmacarya kA abhiprAya rahatA hai isalie tuma brahmacarya vibhAga meM baiTha ge| aba tumheM sabhI saMsArI vicAra Ae~ taba bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM ki 'tumheM kyA pasaMda hai?' taba kahate haiM ki 'brhmcry|' isalie aba tuma brahmacarya vibhAga meM baiThe ho lekina bAda meM brahmacarya kA abhiprAya badala nahIM jAnA caahie| yAnI brahmacarya ke viruddha hone ke vicAra Ae~, vahA~ taka mata phuNcnaa| yAnI ki una vicAroM para kaMTrola rkhnaa| ata: mukhyataH to tumhArA abhiprAya nahIM badalanA caahie| maiM kyA kahanA cAhatA hU~, vaha tumhArI samajha meM AyA na?

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364 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : haaN| ugatA aura DhalatA, ye do bheda par3a jAne ke bAda koI dikkata nhiiN| usake bAda vicAroM kA saMgharSa nahIM hogaa| dAdAzrI : aba aisA koI sikhAtA hI nahIM hai na! maiM yaha mahatvapUrNa bAta batA rahA huuN| isameM saMgharSaNa nahIM hogA aura kAma ho jaaegaa| mana bigar3e taba praznakartA : ApakA 'jJAna' lene ke bAda brahmacarya leM to acchA hai na? dAdAzrI : ye sabhI lar3ake yahA~ baiThe rahate haiM, ye 'svarUpa jJAna' meM bhI haiM aura brahmacarya meM bhI haiN| hara taraha se unheM sukha rahatA hai| 'jJAna' ke sAtha brahmacarya ho, usakI to bAta hI alaga hai na! ataH brahmacarya kaisA honA cAhie? mana-vacana-kAyA se honA caahie| mana meM viSaya se saMbaMdhita vicAra taka nahIM AnA cAhie aura z2arA sA bhI vicAra Ae to turaMta hI pratikramaNa kara lete haiN| ye sabhI lar3ake mana-vacana-kAyA se saMpUrNa brahmacarya pAlana karate haiN| vicAra to Ate hI haiM iMsAna ko| jo vicAra Ate haiM, ve DiscArja ho rahe haiN| ata: khuda kI icchA ke viruddha Ate haiM, lekina vicAra se jo dAg2a lage unheM, hamane jo sAbuna diyA hai usase dho dete haiN| praznakartA : bAra-bAra dAg2a dhoe~ge to kapar3A phaTa jAegA na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, hamArA sAbuna hI aisA hotA hai ki kapaDA phaTa nahIM jaataa| doSa hote hI 'zUTa oNna sAiTa' ho jAtA hai! praznakartA : kaI loga brahmacarya vrata kI AjJA lete haiM, lekina mana bigar3atA rahe to usakA koI artha hI nahIM na? dAdAzrI : mana bigar3A ki sabakucha bigdd'aa| phira bhI ye

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM - 2 - 17) I sabhI bahuta acchA kara rahe haiM / AjJA kA jitanA pAlana kiyA, utanA to mana bigar3anA ruka gayA ! yaha jJAna aisA hai ki isase sUkSma brahmacarya kA pAlana kiyA jA sakatA hai kyoMki mana sukha khojatA hai na? yaha jJAna sukhavAlA hai, isalie ye saba lar3ake maz2e karate haiM na? inheM kyA hotA hai ki javAnI hai aura bhojana khAte haiM, usa bhojana kA asara hotA hai yA nahIM ? jisane zAdI kI ho aura use 'iphekTa' ho to usameM harja nahIM hai| lekina jisane zAdI nahIM kI hai usakA kyA hogA ? isalie ye loga Darate-Darate khAte haiN| kyA kahate haiM ki hameM 'DiscArja ' ho jAtA hai| are, bhale hI 'DiscArja ' ho jAe / yaha to aMdara asara ho jAtA hai ki DiscArja ho gayA lekina tUne nahIM kiyA na ? khuda ko nahIM karanA caahie| isalie maiMne kahA vaha buddhipUrvaka nahIM hai isalie harja nahIM hai| buddhipUrvaka ho to harja hai| praznakartA : buddhipUrvaka yAnI kaisA ? dAdAzrI : buddhipUrvaka kA matalaba khuda icchApUrvaka kare, vaisA / jabaki yaha to rAta meM sapane meM ho jAtA hai / ' usake lie tuma gunahagAra ho hI nahIM,' aisA unheM kaha diyA varnA parezAna hote raheMge, binA vjh| terI icchA nahIM hai na ? vaisA nahIM karanA caahie| aba agara vaha ho jAtA hai, to usameM harja nahIM / terA buddhipUrvaka nahIM hai na? taba kahate haiM 'nhiiN'| aura sapanA, vaha to duniyA hI alaga hai| vaha bAta alaga hI duniyA kI hai| 365 sapane ke bhoga kA pUrvApara saMbaMdha ? praznakartA : nIMda meM jo aTapaTe bhoga bhAsita hote haiM, unameM kucha satyatA hai ? dAdAzrI : hai na! pichale janma meM bhogA thA, usake saMskAra dikhAI dete haiM abhii| pichale janma meM, anaMta janma meM jo bhoga bhoge hoM na, ve sabhI saMskAra Aja sapane meM dikhAI dete haiN|

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366 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : lekina yaha to pUrvApara saMbaMdha ke binA dikhatA hai na? dAdAzrI : pUrvApara saMbaMdha hai hii| praznakartA : nahIM, nahIM, dina bhara meM yA phira jiMdagIbhara meM kucha nahIM kiyA ho to vaha pUrvApara saMbaMdha ke binA isa sapane meM ho sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, Aja ke saMbaMdha ke binA ho sakatA hai| lekina usa saMskAra kA udaya AyA ki turaMta dikhAI detA hai| koI sAdhu ho phira bhI unheM sapane meM ranivAsa AtA hai| are, tyAga kiyA, bIvI ko chor3A, phira bhI rAnI ke sapane Ate haiM ?! kyoMki jo pahale ke saMskAra haiM, vahI Ate haiN| praznakartA : kyA aisA nahIM hai ki isa janma kI atRpta vAsanA se ve sapane Ate haiM? dAdAzrI : nahIM, nhiiN| agara isa janma kI atRpta vAsanA ho na to vaha jahA~-tahA~ mu~ha mAratA rhegaa| jo bhUkhA iMsAna hotA hai na, vaha jahA~ kahIM bhI halavAI kI dukAna dikhAI de, to vahIM tAkatA rahatA hai| matalaba agara halavAI kI dukAna kI ora tAkatA rahe to loga samajha jAte haiM ki yaha bhUkhA hai| iMsAna ina sArI auratoM ko dekhe yA gAyoM-bhaiMsoM ko dekhe aura vahA~ para bhI tAkatA rahe to kyA hama nahIM samajha jAe~ge ki ise kucha atRpta vAsanAe~ haiM? praznakartA : lekina usakI vRttiyoM ko hama kaise baMda kara sakate haiM? dAdAzrI : usameM to hamase kucha nahIM ho skegaa| vaha to jaba khuda sIdhA hogA tabhI ho skegaa| praznakartA : to usakI vRttiyA~ nikAlane kA rAstA kyA hai? satsaMga?

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM-2-17) / 367 dAdAzrI : satsaMga ke alAvA to aura koI upAya nahIM hai| kusaMga se hI ye sArI vRttiyA~ aisI ho jAtI hai, aura dUsarA, viSayoM meM yadi kabhI tarachor3a (tiraskAra sahita dutkAranA) milI ho na, taba to use pUre dina viSaya ke hI vicAra Ate rahate haiN| isalie hamane kahA hai na, ki eka se zAdI karanA tAki vRttiyA~ zAMta ho jaaeN| bAkI tarachor3a khAyA huA iMsAna to sabhI ora tAkatA rahatA hai| vaha manuSya kI strI ko to dekhatA hI hai lekina tiryaMca kI strI ko bhI dekhatA hai, aura nirIkSaNa bhI karatA hai| praznakartA : upavAsa karane se to usakI vRttiyA~ hamezA saMyama meM raheMgI, isa bAta meM koI saccAI hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, rahatI hai lekina vaha to usake saMyama para AdhArita hai, usake saMskAra para AdhArita hai| praznakartA : saMskAra to gar3hanA par3egA na, kyoMki agara pichale janma kA kucha bhI lekara nahIM AyA ho to? dAdAzrI : nahIM agara vaha saMyama lekara AyA hogA na. to jaba vaha upavAsa kare, taba Apa use jalebI vagairaha dikhAo, phira bhI usakA citta unameM nahIM jAegA, aise bhI loga hai| praznakartA : lekina aise pUrva ke udaya to mahAna puruSa hI lekara Ate haiM, lekina sAmAnya logoM ke lie kucha nahIM ho sakatA? dAdAzrI : sAmAnya logoM kI to bisAta hI nahIM na! sAmAnya logoM kI kyA bisAta? | praznakartA : to satsaMga se usameM kucha jAgRti AegI? dAdAzrI : hA~, satsaMga meM Ae, roz2a par3A rahe isa satsaMga meM, taba usakA pUrA hogaa| usakA upAya hI satsaMga, satsaMga aura satsaMga hai|

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368 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAvANI nikalI brahmacAriyoM ke lie bAkI viSaya to bhayaMkara duHkha aura yAtanAe~ hI hai sirpha ! phira, jo citta hai, vaha pUre dina bhaTaka, bhaTaka, bhaTaka karatA rahatA hai| kamaz2ora par3a jAtA hai, DhIlA par3a jAtA hai| terA aise DhIlA par3a jAtA hai kyA ? praznakartA : kabhI kabhAra aisA ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : kabhI kabhAra hotA hai na ? lekina pUre dina, hamezA ke lie to nahIM na? to kAma ho gyaa| jisane niyama hI liyA hai ki mujhe brahmacarya vrata kA pAlana karanA hI hai, to usameM agara lIkeja hone para bhI bhagavAna use leTa go karate haiN| kudarata kA nyAya leTa go karatA hai aura agara sabhI brahmacArI eka sAtha raheM to brahmacarya Tika sakatA hai| varnA agara yahA~ zahara meM akelA rahe to usakA brahmacarya TikegA hI nahIM n| praznakartA : lekina kharA to vahI kahalAegA na ? I dAdAzrI : vaha kharA to kahalAegA lekina itanA TesTeDa to isa kAla meM koI hai nahIM na! vaisA TesTiMga to jJAnIpuruSa ke alAvA anya koI nahIM de sakatA / jJAnIpuruSa ko to 'opana Tu skAya' hI hotA hai| rAta meM kabhI bhI unake vahA~ jAo, phira bhI opana Tu skAya hote haiM / hameM to brahmacarya pAlana karanA par3e aisA bhI nahIM hotA / hameM to viSaya yAda hI nahIM AtA / isa zarIra meM vaha paramANu hI nahIM haiM na / tabhI to brahmacarya saMbaMdhita aisI vANI nikalatI hai na! viSaya ke sAmane to koI bolA hI nahIM hai| loga viSayI haiM, isalie logoM ne viSaya para upadeza hI nahIM diyA, aura apane yahA~ to brahmacarya para itanA kahA hai ki pUrI kitAba bana sake, aura TheTha taka kI bAta kahI haiM kyoMki hama meM to ve paramANu hI khatma ho cuke haiM, hama deha se bAhara rahate haiN| bAhara yAnI niraMtara par3osI kI taraha rahate

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM-2-17) 369 haiM! varnA aisA Azcarya mila hI nahIM sakatA na kabhI bhI! brahmacarya kA eka aura abrahmacarya ke aneka duHkha praznakartA : lekina yaha brahmacarya, vaha kucha khAne ke khela nahIM haiN| dAdAzrI : brahmacarya kucha khAne ke khela nahIM haiM, to abrahmacarya bhI khAne ke khela nahIM haiN| abrahmacarya kI jo pIr3A hai na, brahmacarya meM usake bajAya bahuta kama pIr3A hai| brahmacarya meM eka hI prakAra kI pIr3A hai ki viSaya kI ora dhyAna hI nahIM denA hai| praznakartA : lekina isa pIr3A se sukha to bahuta utpanna hotA hai| yadi itanA saMbhAla liyA ki usa ora dhyAna hI na de, to pIr3A ke bajAya aMdara sukha utpanna hogaa| dAdAzrI : usameM to svabhAvika rUpa se sukha hI utpanna hogA lekina usa para dhyAna nahIM dene ke lie viSaya kA vicAra Ane se pahale hI ukhAr3a de aura pratikramaNa karake pUrA ekjekTanesa meM rahanA par3atA hai| kheta meM bIja par3ane hI nahIM deMge to ugegA hI kaise? terA aMdara ThIka rahatA hai yA bigar3a gayA hai? pUrA hI bigar3a gayA hai? thor3A-thor3A? to aba kucha sudhAra kara le! viSaya ke ye duHkha to tujhase sahana nahIM hoNge| yaha to moTI khAlavAle loga haiM ki jo sahana kara sakate haiM, ve yaatnaaeN| bAkI tU to patalI khAlavAlA hai, to kaise ve yAtanAe~ sahana kara sakegA? / praznakartA : lekina yadi bIja Dala jAe aura per3a bana jAe to kyA karegA? phira phala khAnA hI par3egA na? / dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina yaha to una se kaha rahA hU~ jo sAvadhAna ho cuke hai| praznakartA : lekina jo loga saMsAra meM haiM, use bIja par3a gayA aura per3a bana gayA to?

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370 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : usakA to koI upAya hI nahIM hai na! praznakartA : phira phala khAnA hI par3egA na ? dAdAzrI : phala khAe lekina pachatAve ke sAtha khAe, to usa phala meM se vApasa bIja nahIM DaleMge aura khuzI se khAe ki, 'hA~, Aja to bahuta maz2A AyA' to vApasa bIja ddlegaa| bAkI isameM to AdI ho jAtA hai| z2arA bhI DhIlA chor3A ki vahA~ AdI ho jAtA hai isalie DhIlA mata chor3anA / maz2abUta rhnaa| mara jAU~ phira bhI yaha nahIM caahie| itanA maz2abUta rahanA caahie| dRSTi se hI bigar3atA hai, brahmacarya ye lar3ake hamArI bAta kA durupayoga kareMge, isalie hama jJAna kI ekz2ekTa bAta nahIM btaate| hamane to jJAna meM sabakucha dekhA huA hai, lekina ekz2ekTa kaha nahIM sakate kyoMki yaha akrama vijJAna hai aura karma khapAe binA kA hai| karma nahIM khapAe haiM isalie eka ora z2abaradasta z2ora hai, usakI vajaha se phira mana mur3a jAtA hai| isa bAta kA durupayoga karane jAegA to mArA jaaegaa| yaha sArI chUTa to isalie de rakhI hai tAki Apa Daro nhiiN| khAnA ArAma se| isa-isa taraha kA brahmacarya pAlana kare to bhI bahuta ho gyaa| praznakartA : isase to bahuta bar3A 'breka' A jAtA hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, bar3A 'breka' A jAtA hai| hama cAritra ke bAre meM bahuta sakhtI rakhate haiM / phira agara 'vyavasthita' meM zAdI hogI, to use koI bApa bhI nahIM chor3anevAlA / vaha maiM samajhatA hU~ na ?! lekina agara abhI cAritra meM rahegA to unakI lAipha sudhara jAegI aura zAyada zAdI kara lI to bhI bAda meM dUsaroM para A~kheM nahIM gar3AegA na ? ! mokSa jAne meM kucha bAdhaka ho to vaha sirpha strI viSaya

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM - 2 - 17) hI hai aura vaha bhI sirpha dekhanemAtra se hI bahuta bAdhaka hai / vyavahAra meM itanA hI bhaya hai, itanA hI bhaya signala hai / anya kahIM para bhaya signala nahIM hai| isalie lar3akoM ko kaha rakhA hai na, ki strI kI tarapha dekhanA bhI mata aura dekha lo to usakA upAya diyA hai| sAbuna lagAkara dho denA / isa kAla meM sabase bar3A poiz2ana ho to vaha viSaya hI hai| isa kAla ke manuSya aise nahIM haiM ki jinheM z2ahara nahIM car3he / ye to kamaz2ora haiM becAre / jaisA manacAhe vaise kahIM bhI ghUmoge to z2ahara car3hegA yA nahIM ? ! yaha to AjJA meM rahate haiM isalie z2ahara nahIM car3hatA lekina agara AjJA meM nahIM rahe to ? eka hI bAra AjJA TUTI ki poiz2ana phaila jAegA, tez2I se ! inakI bisAta hI nahIM na! 371 kisI kI bahana para dRSTi bigAr3I hai ? mujhe saba se z2yAdA cir3ha isa bAta kI rahatI hai ki kisI para bhI dRSTi kaise bigAr3a sakatA hai tU ? terI bahana para koI kharAba dRSTi DAle to tujhe kaisA lagegA? usI taraha agara tU kisI kI bahana para dRSTi bigAr3egA to ? lekina ina logoM ko aisA vicAra nahIM AtA hogA na ? praznakartA : aisA vicAra AtA ho to aisA koI karegA hI nahIM na? dAdAzrI : hA~, koI karegA hI nhiiN| lekina itanI mUrcchA hai na! ina lar3akoM meM to isa jJAna ke bAda bahuta badalAva A gayA to mujhe AnaMda hogA na ! nahIM to maiM inheM bulAU~ bhI nahIM kyoMki mujhe to cir3ha AtI hai| apane yahA~ to caudahaveM sAla meM to zAdI karavA denI cAhie / caudaha sAla kI beTI aura aThAraha sAla kA beTA, isa taraha zAdI karavA denI cAhie / lekina yaha to naI hI taraha kA ho gayA / yaha bhI kudarata ne kiyA hai| iMsAna thor3e hI kucha karatA hai ? pahale to sAta sAla meM hI zAdI karavA

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dete the| usase phira una logoM kI dRSTi aura kahIM bhI nahIM jAtI thI aura vaha lAipha kitanI acchI ! bacce bhI kitane acche hote the ! eka jaise bacce ! 372 praznakartA : yaha eka bar3A paoNinTa hai| jinakI dRSTi nahIM bigar3atI, unake bacce eka jaise hote haiN| dAdAzrI : aura usI se paraMparAgata saMskAra Ate the| yaha to mArkeTa maTiriyala jaisA ho gayA hai| bAz2ArU mAla nahIM hotA ? vaisA!! aisA to ho hI kaise sakatA hai? yadi strI eka pativrata pAlana kare aura pati eka patnIvrata pAlana kare to donoM darzana karane yogya kahalAe~ge / isalie apane yahA~ to beTe-beTiyoM kI jaldI zAdI karavA denI cAhie, agara mela khAe to| mela nahIM khAe to bhI taiyArI jaldI zAdI karavAne kI rkhnaa| yaha mAla rakhane jaisA nahIM hai to phira slipa hone se bacegA, varnA yaha to bigar3atA hI jA rahA hai| hameM to bacapana se hI yaha pasaMda nahIM hai ki logoM ne isameM sukha kaise mAna liyA hai? mujhe aisA lagatA hai ki yaha kaisA hai ? ina logoM ko to khelane ke lie jApanIz2a khilaune caahie| khelane ke lie ye jIvita khilaune cAhie, lekina jIvita khilaune ko mAroge to phira kATa legA na ?! yaha saba to, kapar3e se DhakA huA hai isalie moha hotA hai| hameM to bacapana se hI thrI viz2ana kI praikTisa ho gaI thI isalie hameM to bahuta vairAgya AtA rahatA thA / bahuta hI ghina AtI thI / aisI cIz2oM meM hI ina logoM ko ArAdhanA rahatI hai| yaha to kisa taraha kA kahalAegA ? pratikramaNa hI eka upAya praznakartA : aisA kahA gayA hai ki jJAna ke bAda kudRSTi jokhima hai| aba kudRSTi vaha cArja bhAva hai yA DiscArja pariNAma hai?

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM-2-17) 373 dAdAzrI : vaha DiscArja pariNAma hai, lekina sAtha meM usa pariNAma ko dhone ke lie kahA hai? vaha pariNAma to Ae~ge, kudRSTi to hogI, lekina sAtha meM hamane dhone ke lie kahA hai| praznakartA : lekina dhonA kaise hai? pratikramaNa karake dhonA hai na? dAdAzrI : kahA hI hai, aura usa taraha se saba kara hI rahe haiN| ina sabhI lar3akoM ko sahaja rUpa se niraMtara tapa hotA hI rhegaa| ye sabhI brahmacarya vratavAle haiN| ina sabhI ko niraMtara jJAnadarzana-cAritra aura tapa rahatA hai, inake kapar3e aise dikhate haiM lekina aMdara to jJAna-darzana-cAritra aura tapa rahatA hai| yuvA logoM ko viSaya ke bAre meM mere pAsa samajhanA pdd'egaa| usakA vivaraNa samajhanA par3egA to phira usa para AsAnI se abhAva hone lagegA, nahIM to abhAva hogA hI nahIM na! usakA vivaraNa honA cAhie, jJAnIpuruSa vivaraNa kara dete haiN| jJAnIpuruSa vaha vivaraNa sabhI ko pablika meM nahIM batAte, do-pA~ca logoM ko rUbarU kaha sakate haiM ki yaha hakIkata kyA hai| viSaya buddhipUrvaka kA hotA taba to bahuta vairAgya A jaataa| yaha to 'phUlizanesa' hai| praznakartA : vahA~ para jo rAga hotA hai? vaha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : vaha rAga kisa vajaha se hotA hai? hakIkata meM ise samajhA nahIM islie| rAga to logoM ko tAza para hotA hai, zarAba para hotA hai, lekina hakIkata jAnate hI vaha chUTa jAtA hai| isalie hakIkata jAnanI par3egI ki yaha ahitakArI hai, yaha cIz2a acchI nahIM hai, vAstava meM isameM sukha hai hI nahIM, yaha to bhAsyamAna sukha hai, to chUTa jaaegaa| tujhe kabhI dAda huA hai? usa dAda ko khujalAne meM aura isameM bilkula bhI aMtara nahIM hai| Apa aisA kaho ki mujhase miThAI nahIM chuutttii| taba maiM kahU~gA ki, koI harja nahIM, khAnA kyoMki vaha jo khAtA hai, vaha to hakIkata

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374 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) hai| bilkula hI khokhalI hakIkata nahIM hai, lekina rileTiva meM to hakIkata hai| jIbha ko svAda AtA hai, vaha to rileTiva meM hakIkata hai| jabaki viSaya to kisI meM hai hI nhiiN| kaisA moha, ki zauka se zAdI karate haiM yaha strI-puruSa kA jo viSaya hai na, usameM dAve kie jAte haiM kyoMki isa viSaya meM donoM kI mAlikI eka hai aura mata donoM ke alaga haiN| isalie yadi svataMtra honA ho to isa gunahagArI meM nahIM AnA cAhie aura jisake lie yaha gunahagArI anivArya hai, use usakA nikAla karanA pdd'egaa| praznakartA : gunahagArI meM nahIM AnA par3e usake lie kyA zAdI nahIM karanI cAhie? dAdAzrI : zAdI nahIM karanI cAhie yA karanI cAhie, vaha apanI sattA kI bAta nahIM hai| tujhe nizcayabhAva rakhanA cAhie ki aisA nahIM ho to uttm| jisa taraha gAr3I meM se giranA cAhie, kyA kisI kI aisI icchA hotI hai? apanI icchA kaisI hotI hai ki gira na par3eM to acchaa| phira bhI agara gira jAe~ to kyA hogA? usI taraha zAdI ke lie gira na par3eM to acchaa| apane bhAva aise rahane caahie| praznakartA : yAnI zAdI karanA gAr3I meM se girane ke barAbara dAdAzrI : usI taraha kA hai na, lekina vaha majabUrana hI honA caahie| praznakartA : phira use nATaka rUpa meM lenA par3egA? dAdAzrI : aura kyA? phira cArA hI nahIM rahegA na! praznakartA : zAdI karane meM itanA jokhima hai, vaha sukha dAda

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM - 2 - 17) jaisA hai to phira ye jo saba loga zAdI karate haiM, unhoMne kyA majabUrana zAdI kI hai ? zAdI kyoM karate haiM ? 375 dAdAzrI : loga to khuzI se, zauka se zAdI karate haiN| isameM duHkha hai, aisA nahIM jAnate / ve to aisA hI samajhate haiM ki aMtataH isameM sukha hai| loga aisA samajhate haiM ki thor3A bahuta nukasAna hai lekina kula milAkara phAyadevAlI cIz2a hai| jabaki hakIkata meM bilkula nukasAna hI hai| vaha jaba 'inkamaTaiksa' oNphisa meM jAtA hai taba patA calatA hai ki yaha sArA nukasAna hI thaa| aura usameM bhI apane hAtha meM sattA nahIM hai na ? isa janma meM apane hAtha meM nahIM hai na? isa janma meM to aba naye sire se hameM 'Disiz2ana' A jAtA hai, isalie sApha ho jAtA hai| isalie zrImad rAjacaMdra ne kahA hai ki, 'dekhata bhUlI Tale to sarva duHkhoM kA kSaya hogaa|' ve khuda hI batAte haiM ki hamAre jJAna meM to bartatA hI hai ki isameM par3ane jaisA nahIM hai| phira bhI dekhate haiM aura bhUla ho jAtI hai| dekhate haiM aura bhUla ho jAtI hai jabaki apanA jJAna to aisA hai ki dekhatA hai phira bhI bhUla nahIM hotI kyoMki jaba dekhe taba use 'zuddhAtmA' dikhanA cAhie aura 'zuddhAtmA' dikhe to phira rAga nahIM hogA / 'javAnI' sa~bhala jAe to isa jagat meM aura kisI bhI taraha kA jokhima nahIM hai, sirpha itanA hI jokhima hai| kucha logoM ko aisA hotA hai ki jo dAg2a lagA ho vaha pratikramaNa karane se dhula jAtA hai aura kucha logoM ko pratikramaNa karane para bhI dAg2a nahIM jAte lekina aise docAra hI hote haiN| usake lie unheM mere pAsa samajhane ke lie AnA pdd'egaa| taba maiM saba samajhA dU~gA ki hakIkata meM aisA hai / isa 'vaoNra' (yuddha) se Apa baca jaao| yaha 'vaoNra' bahuta bar3I hai| yaha javAnI kI 'vaoNra' to bahuta bhArI hai, pAkistAna se bhI bhArI /

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376 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA: kurukSetra se bhI bar3A ? dAdAzrI : hA~, usake lie akele meM pUchanA caahie| dopA~ca loga hoM to harja nahIM, lekina pUchane se saba hala milegA / praznakartA : Apase pUchA thA ki jJAna kA apaca kA matalaba kyA hai? taba Apane kahA thA ki yaha bAta to yuvA lar3akoM ke lie hai| unheM jJAna kA apaca ho jAtA hai, to vaha kyA hai ? dAdAzrI : javAna logoM ko jJAnajAgRti para AvaraNa Ate dera nahIM lgtii| vaha jo AvaraNa AtA hai, vahI jJAna kA ajIrNa hai| jabaki bar3oM ko aise AvaraNa nahIM aate| unheM javAnI ke joza se AvaraNa A jAtA hai, vaha svAbhAvika kahalAtA hai| hama unheM aisA nahIM kaha sakate ki tuma aise kyoM kara rahe ho ? kyoMki hama jAnate haiM ki nau baje pAnI AtA hai, to phira usa samaya pAnI Ae binA rahegA hI nahIM na! phira bAraha baje pAnI AegA ? nhiiN| nahIM aataa| vaisA hI joza javAnI meM hotA hai| vaha joza AyA ki turaMta hI aMdara ghora aMdherA kara detA hai| usa taraha kA ghora aMdhakAra Apa bar3I umravAloM ko nahIM hotaa| Apako jAgRti rahatI hai I yaha to upayoga nahIM hai isalie galatiyA~ ho jAtI haiM / upayoga rakheM to galatI nahIM hogii| jaise ki paise kamAte samaya nukasAna nahIM ho aura hara eka cIz2a meM phAyadA honA hI cAhie, isalie hara eka cIz2a kA bhAva - tAva dekhakara becate haiM, varnA agara gar3abar3a kara deM to phira dukAna meM nukasAna hI hogA / usI taraha hara eka meM zuddha upayoga rakhakara kAma lenA par3egA / vahA~ vyApAra meM vaisI jAgRti rahatI hai aura yahA~ kyoM nahIM rahI ? yaha bar3A vyApAra hai aura phira yaha to khuda kA vyApAra hai| jabaki vaha to parAyA, caMdreza kA vyApAra hai| usase 'hameM' lenA bhI nahIM hai aura denA bhI nahIM / yaha to khuda kA vyApAra, usameM kabhI bhI upayoga ke

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM-2-17) 377 binA nahIM honA caahie| kabhI zAyada AdhA-paunA ghaMTA cUka gae, kahIM kisI kI bAta para ulajha gae, to pratikramaNa kara lenaa| pratikramaNa karoge to phira se jAgRti A jAegI, lekina ulajhate rahoge to aMta hI nahIM AegA na? kabhI kisI janma meM hI jJAnIpuruSa milate haiM aura vahA~ agara hama kacce par3a jAe~, to apanI hI galatI hai na? praznakartA : jJAna kA apaca nahIM ho, aura usameM se sepha sAiDa kI tarapha nikala jAe~, vaha kaise? dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, ki usameM to usa taraha se AjJA pAlana karanA par3egA, puruSArtha karanA pdd'egaa| hamane eka hI bAra kahA thA ki viSaya kA yaha jokhima kitanA hai, utanA sunakara to sabhI lar3akoM ne puruSArtha zurU kara diyaa| yaha 'akrama vijJAna' to bahuta U~cI kvaoNliTI kA hai| Aja tumheM aisA laga rahA ho ki, kaise ho pAegA? lekina yaha vijJAna eka ghaMTe meM to kyA se kyA kara detA hai! jJAnI para Apako jaisA bhAva AegA, utanI hI jJAna ke pariNAma kI mAtrA bar3hatI jaaegii| isalie ina lar3akoM se maiMne kahA hai ki 'tumhArI bAta eksepTa karate haiM, lekina tumheM lAlabattI rakhanI hai|' kyoMki una meM abhI taka javAnI kI zurUAta nahIM huI hai| abhI unheM mujha para jitanA lakSya rahatA hai, utanA lakSya javAnI meM rahegA aura javAnI guz2ara jAegI, taba unheM koI dikkata nahIM AegI lekina yadi lakSya badala gayA to dikkata AegI, samajha lenaa| phira to girA bhI degaa| isalie unheM ye lAlabattiyA~ dikhAte haiN| kRpApAtra ho gae ho to viSaya ko jIta jAe~ge, phira bhI lAlabattI dikhAnI par3atI hai| lAlabattI nahIM dikhAe~ge to ye loga gADI ko yoM hI chor3a deNge| ina karmoM ne to tIrthaMkaroM ko bhI nacAyA hai, to phira inakI to bisAta hI kyA? ina lar3akoM se maiM kahatA hU~ ki tuma isa jAgRti meM rahate

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378 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) ho, lekina abhI tumhArA rija paoNinTa AnA bAkI hai| abhI to tumhArI javAnI bhI nahIM khilI hai isalie bahuta kaThinAIyA~ aaegii| phira bhI maiMne aisA rAstA dikhAyA hai ki ArapAra nikala jAe~ aura yadi usa rAste para jAe~ to ArapAra nikala bhI jaaeN| aisA viz2ana to kisI ke pAsa bhI nahIM hai kyoMki isa tarapha kA, isa zarIra ke bAre meM socA hI nahIM hotA na? aisA mAnate haiM ki 'yaha maiM hI hU~' isIlie to kisI ko khuda ke doSa nahIM dikhte| jahA~ sthUla doSa hI nahIM dikhate, vahA~ para, viSaya ke sAmane to kitanI sUkSma jAgRti kI z2arUrata hai?! vaha kaise AegI? yAnI kisIne isakA kelkyulezana kiyA hI nahIM na! yaha apanA satsaMga, ye bAteM, aisI cIz2a hai jo kabhI bhI sunane meM nahIM aae| yaha satsaMga to buddhi se pare vAlA kahalAtA hai| buddhi kA satsaMga to hara kahIM hotA hai| AnaMda kI anubhUti vahA~ ___'akrama vijJAna' meM maiMne kucha parivartana nahIM kiyA hai| lekina loga 'akrama vijJAna' ko samajha nahIM sake haiN| anAdi se loga kramika ke hI abhyasta haiN| varnA pUrNatA taka kA kAma ho jAe, aisA yaha vijJAna hai| akrama vijJAna ko kaba samajhA jA sakatA hai? ki jo viSaya ke vairAgyavAlA ho aura use 'akrama vijJAna' mila jAe, phira to usakA kalyANa hI ho gayA na?! jise viSaya acche hI nahIM lagate, vaha to ucca sthiti kahalAtI hai| jainoM meM bhI jo ucca sthiti taka pahu~ce hue hote haiM, vahI vairAgya lete haiN| unheM to bacapana se hI kucha acchA nahIM lgtaa| unheM to viSaya kI bAta sunate hI kaMpakaMpI A jAtI hai| Develapa parivAra kI jo bIsa-bIsa sAla kI lar3akiyA~ aura bIsa-bIsa sAla ke lar3ake hote haiM, una se viSaya kI bAta kI jAe to unheM to kaMpakaMpI A jAtI hai| yaha brahmacarya vrata lene ke bAda unakA vaha AnaMda jAtA hI nahIM hai| apAra AnaMda meM rahate haiM kyoMki mUla viSaya

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM-2-17) 379 ki jisake AdhAra para duniyA khar3I hai, jisakI vajaha se dhyAna phraikcara ho jAtA hai, unake lie vaha AdhAra rahatA hI nhiiN| eka hI bAra agara abrahmacarya kA bhAva utpanna ho to vaha tIna-tIna dinoM taka dhyAna nahIM hone detaa| phira AtmA kA mUlya samajha meM AegA kyA? aura ina brahmacarya vratavAloM ko to, yaha jJAna hai isalie AtmA kA AnaMda to pAyA, lekina vaha AnaMda isa vrata kI vajaha se TikA huA hai| phira vaha AnaMda jAtA hI nhiiN| ye loga bArahabAraha mahInoM kA vrata lekara phira yaha anubhava kara jAte haiN| phira vApasa Akara mujha se kyA kahate haiM ki 'dAdA, hama jo AnaMda bhoga rahe hai, vaha g2az2aba kA AnaMda hai| eka kSaNa bhI kucha nahIM hotaa|' kahanA par3egA! brahmacarya kI itanI pahu~ca hai, aisA to mujhe bhI patA nahIM thaa| praznakartA : Apake pAsa bhI vahI thA na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina mujhe yaha patA nahIM thA ki isakI pahu~ca itanI adhika hai| maiM nahIM jAnatA thA ki isa lar3ake ko itanA AnaMda bartatA hai aura vaha bhI brahmacarya kI vajaha se! kyoMki jJAna to sabhI ko diyA hai aura AtmA kA AnaMda bhI utpanna huA hai, lekina aba kauna isa AnaMda ko sparza nahIM hone detA? viSayabhAva, paashvtaa| praznakartA : ye jo bAharavAle loga brahmacarya pAlana karate haiM, unheM aisA AnaMda nahIM hotA na? dAdAzrI : unheM AtmA kA AnaMda nahIM hotaa| unheM to paudgalika AnaMda utpanna hotA hai aura vahA~ to paudgalika AnaMda ko hI AtmA kA AnaMda mAnA jAtA hai| phira bhI usase unheM AnaMda rahatA hai| bhItara jo kleza kA vAtAvaraNa utpanna kare, vaisA saba nahIM hotA kyoMki unake hAtha meM pudgalasAra A gayA na! brahmacarya matalaba pudgalasAra aura adhyAtmasAra matalaba shuddhaatmaa| aura jise

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) ye donoM mila jAe~, usakA to kalyANa hI ho gayA na! lekina jisake pAsa sirpha pudgalasAra ho to use bhI thor3A-bahuta AnaMda to AegA na? isa brahmacarya ke bala ke sAmane, use anya vRttiyA~ parezAna nahIM karatI / praznakartA : una brahmacAriyoM ko kaSAya parezAna nahIM karate ? dAdAzrI : nahIM krte| brahmacArI kabhI bhI cir3hate hI nahIM / jo saMsArI brahmacArI hote haiM, ve bhI kabhI nahIM cir3hate / unakA ceharA dekhane se bhI AnaMda hotA hai / brahmacarya kA to teja AtA hai| teja nahIM Ae to brahmacarya kaisA ? ataH yadi saMsAra meM bhI brahmacarya mAnanA ho to kisakA mAnanA ki jinake cehare para teja ho / brahmacArI puruSa to tejavAna hote haiN| 380 brahmacarya AtmA ke svabhAvika guNoM ko prakaTa hone detA hai, AtmA kA anubhava hone detA hai, sabhI guNoM kA anubhava hone detA hai| jabaki abrahmacarya ke bhAva kI vajaha se AtmA ke sabhI guNoM kA anubhava hone ke bAvajUda bhI aisA lagatA hai anubhava nahIM huA hai| sthiratA nahIM rahatI / 'isa' eka cIz2a meM anukUlatA A gaI to sabhI meM anukUlatA A jAtI hai| sabakucha anukUla ho jAtA hai| vyavahAra gar3hatA hai brahmacAriyoM ko ina brahmacAriyoM kI sabhI pIr3A hI miTa gaI na, phira bhI unheM vyavahAra sIkhane meM bahuta TAima lagegA / vyavahArikatA AnI cAhie na? AtmA jAnA lekina vaha vyavahAra sameta honA caahie| sirpha khuda kA kalyANa ho gayA, usase kyA pharka par3A ? ye loga to kahate haiM ki 'hameM to jagat kalyANa meM dAdA kA pUrA-pUrA sAtha denA hai|' isalie ye brahmacarya pAlana kara rahe haiN| yaha to maiMne kabhI socA bhI nahIM thA, aisA nayA hI aMkura phUTA hai| maiM to aisA samajhatA thA ki isa kAla meM brahmacarya raha hI

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM-2-17) 381 nahIM sktaa| pichale janma meM bhAvanA kI ho, use to raha hI sakatA hai, aura apane sAdhu-AcAryoM ko rahatA hI hai na! lekina anya sAmAnya logoM kI to bisAta hI nahIM na! jahA~ niraMtara jalana meM jalate rahate haiM, vahA~ para koI brahmacarya kI bAteM karane jAegA kyA? aura karegA to koI sunegA bhI nahIM! lekina aise kAla meM apane yahA~ yaha nayA hI nikalA hai| brahmacarya kA aisA rAstA nikalegA, aisA to maiMne svapna meM bhI nahIM socA thaa| isa jagat kA kalyANa honevAlA ho, tabhI aisA milatA hai na? varnA aisA saba kahA~ se milegA? hamane to kabhI kalpanA bhI nahIM kI thI ki hameM aisA cAhie yA hameM aisA karanA hai| abhI to, lar3ake sAmane se brahmacarya ke lie A rahe haiN| Urdhva reta ho na, to kAma ho jaaegaa| usake bAda jo vANI nikalatI hai, usake bAda jo saMyama sukha AtA hai, usakI to bAta hI alaga hai| isalie maiM aisA karanA cAhatA hU~ ina brahmacAriyoM ke lie| unheM samajhA-samajhAkara mor3ane kI koziza karake aura jJAna ke anusAra brahmacarya kI ora mur3a jAe~, aisA kara detA hU~, aura mur3a sakate haiN| praznakartA : mur3a sakate haiM, yaha zabda to yogya nahIM laga rahA hai kyoMki mur3a sakate haiM, dabA bhI sakate haiM, uchala bhI sakate haiM, lekina jJAna se Apa una para kRpA kareM to bahuta acchA ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, kRpA hii| vaha to ye zabda mu~ha se bolane par3ate haiN| bAkI kRpA se hotA hai| praznakartA : kRpA ke binA vaha sAdhya nahIM hai, daadaa| dAdAzrI : aura taiyAra ho jAe~ge to isa deza kA kucha kalyANa kara skeNge| taiyAra ho jAe~ge sbhii| brahmacarya ke lie dAdA ne yaha kitanI suMdara bAr3a banA dI

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382 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) hai aura usa bAr3a para kitane taTastha rahe haiM, nirIkSaka jaisA kAma karate haiM! bolo aba, aisA kahIM ho sakatA hai? isa kaliyuga meM aisA ho rahA hai to isake pIche koI naye hI prakAra kA sarjana hai, aisA taya hI hai na? yaha to merI kalpanA meM bhI nahIM thA ki isa kAla meM aise brahmacArI taiyAra hoMge? ina dAdA meM itanA adhika tyAga bartatA hai ki sabhI prakAra ke jIva yahA~ khiMcakara aaeNge| ina dAdA kA eka-eka aMga tyAgavAlA hai, eka-eka aMga pavitra hai, isalie phira usake hisAba se sabhI khiMcakara A jaaeNge| yaha AkarSaNa kisakA hai? eka jaisoM kaa| praznakartA : kaise? dAdAzrI : guNa milate haiM na, isalie! kyoMki lohacuMbaka, pItala ko nahIM khIMcatA! yaha to dimAg2a kAma na kare, itanA suMdara brahmacarya pAlana kara rahe haiM ye log| dAdA kA yaha vacanabala itanA suMdara hai ki jo itanA suMdara kAma kara rahA hai| hAlAMki inheM bahuta mArgadarzana denA par3atA hai| abhI to thor3A dhamakAnA bhI par3atA hai| vastu inheM ekz2ekTanesa meM A jAtI hai, lekina abhI to vyavahAra meM kucha samajhate hI nahIM na! isalie aba inheM hama vyavahAra sikhAte rahate haiN| vyavahAra nahIM hogA to koI bApa bhI nahIM sunegaa| vyavahAra meM pAsa nahIM hoMge to, vaha vyavahAra inheM ulajhA degaa| kisI kA kalyANa karanA hogA, phira bhI nahIM ho paaegaa| khuda kA to kalyANa ho jAegA, lekina anya kisI kA kalyANa nahIM kara skeNge| isameM to, agara vyavahAra hogA, tabhI dUsaroM kA kalyANa kara skegaa| inakI kyA bhAvanA hai ki aba hameM jagat kalyANa karanA hai isake lie unheM mukhyataH vyavahAra kI AvazyakatA pdd'egii| vyavahAra to kaisA honA cAhie ki jaba jJAnIpuruSa dahAr3eM, to mahAtmA meM jo bhI roga ho na, vaha dahAr3a ke sAtha hI nikala jaae| aisI kahAvata hai na, ki siMha dahAr3e taba siyAra aura anya

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM-2-17) 383 hiMsaka pazuoM ne jo mAMsAhAra kiyA ho, to una saba kI ulTI ho jAtI hai! usI taraha jJAnIpuruSa kA eka zabda sunate hI ulTI ho jAe, vaise vyavahAra kI AvazyakatA hai| yoM sira para hAtha rakheM na, yA hAtha lagAe~ to bhI kyA se kyA kara deM, vaha kahalAtA hai vyavahAra! vyavahAra yAnI kyA ki koI unake hAtha-paira Adi chU le, to bhI kAma ho jAe, aura vaha to jJAnI kI siddhi kahalAtI yaha to apanA jJAna hai isalie cala rahA hai, varnA gAr3I cale hI nahIM na! ruka hI jAe gaadd'ii| yaha jJAna ekadama jAgRti detA hai aura pApoM ko bhasmIbhUta kara detA hai| nizcaya ke sAtha meM vacanabala kA pAvara praznakartA : ina sabhI yuvakoM ko dAdA ne jo brahmacarya kI zakti pradAna kI hai to bhaviSya meM unheM jaba pichale janma ke saMskAroM kI vajaha se kAma-vikAra jAgeMge, taba ve loga una saMyogoM meM kaise aDiga raha sakeMge? unheM kyA karanA hogA? yaha saba samajhAie, sabhI ko lAbha hogaa| dAdAzrI : apanA yaha 'jJAna' aisA hai ki sarva vikAroM kA nAza ho jAtA hai| hama jaba vrata kI vidhi karate haiM, taba hamArA vacanabala kAma karatA hai| usakA nizcaya nahIM DiganA caahie| praznakartA : inakA jo nizcayabala hai, vaha 'vyavasthita' ke hAtha meM hai yA unake khuda ke hAtha meM hai? dAdAzrI : 'vyavasthita' nahIM dekhanA hai| 'vyavasthita' usI ko kahate haiM ki tumhArA nizcayabala aura hamArA vacanabala, ye donoM ikaTThe hue ki apane Apa 'vyavasthita' cenja ho jAtA hai| sirpha jJAnI kA vacanabala hI aisA hai jo 'vyavasthita' ko cenja kara sakatA hai| saMsAra meM jAne ke lie vaha Ar3I dIvAra jaisA hai, eka bAra Ar3I dIvAra banA dI ki phira saMsAra meM jA hI nahIM skegaa|

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384 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : Apane kahA na ki terA nizcaya aura hamArA vcnbl| ina donoM meM terA nizcaya nahIM TUTegA, to hamArA vacanabala kAma karatA rahegA lekina yadi una logoM kA nizcaya TUTa gayA to? dAdAzrI : aisA kucha TUTatA hI nhiiN| aisA hotA hI nahIM aura yahA~ se nIce gira gae to mara hI jAe~ge na? usameM aisA socate haiM ki aise gira jAU~gA to kyA hogA? praznakartA : yadi kisI kA nizcayabala TUTa gayA, to vaha 'vyavasthita' kahalAegA? use kyA kaheMge? dAdAzrI : usakA khuda kA puruSArtha maMda hai, aisA khlaaegaa| praznakartA : isameM 'vyavasthita' nahIM AtA? dAdAzrI : ajJAnI iMsAna ke lie 'vyavasthita' hai, aisA kahalAegA aura jJAnI to khuda puruSa banA hai, aba vaha puruSArtha sahita hai! praznakartA : khuda kA nizcaya yAnI hama yadi aisA kaheM ki hama hI sabakucha kara sakeM aise haiM, to phira vaha ahaMkAra nahIM kahalAegA? to phira yaha puruSArtha kahalAegA yA ahaMkAra sahita kahalAegA? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| praznakartA : to vaha kyA kahalAegA? dAdAzrI : kucha nahIM khlaaegaa| nizcaya yAnI nizcaya!! aura vaha bhI hameM khuda ko kahA~ karanA hai, vaha AtmA ko nahIM karanA hai| yaha prajJA kahatI hai ki 'caMdreza, tuma nizcaya sTroMga rkho|' aisA hai na, ki jaba se ina logoM ne yaha vrata liyA hai, taba se unakI dRSTi usa ora jAtI hI nahIM hai| varnA kisI-kisI umra meM to sau-sau bAra dRSTi bigar3atI rahatI hai|

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM - 2 - 17) praznakartA : yaha pichalA jo nukasAna haiM, use nizcaya se khatma kara sakate haiM? 385 dAdAzrI : hA~, sArA nukasAna khatma kara sakate haiN| nizcaya bahuta kAma karatA hai / jaba bhArI udaya Ae, taba vaha sabakucha hilA detA hai| aba bhArI udaya kA artha kyA hai ? ki hama sTroMga rUma meM baiThe hoM aura bAhara koI cillA rahA ho| phira bhale hI pA~ca lAkha loga cillA rahe hoM ki 'hama mAra DAleMge' aisA bAhara se hI cillA rahe hoM to hamArA kyA bigAr3a sakate haiM ? ve bhale hI cillAte rhe| usI taraha yadi isameM bhI sthiratA rahI to kucha nahIM hogA, lekina sthiratA DagamagAI ki phira se vaha cipaka jaaegaa| ataH bhale hI kaise bhI karma A par3eM, lekina usa samaya sthiratApUrvaka 'yaha merA nahIM hai, maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' aisA karake sTroMga rahanA pdd'egaa| bAda meM vApasa AegA bhI sahI aura thor3I dera ulajhAegA lekina agara apanI sthiratA rahe to kucha nahIM hogA / hameM ina lar3akoM kI do- pA~ca bAra vidhi karanI par3atI hai, taba unakA moha kA vAtAvaraNa lagabhaga calA jAtA hai| varnA agara nire moha ke vAtAvaraNa meM jaba vaha 'rija paoNinTa' para AegA, taba use ekadama se ur3A degA isalie lagabhaga paiMtIsa sAla taka to usakA rakSaNa karanA par3atA hai| yaha to lar3ako ke saMskAra acche haiM aura isa jJAna ke pratApa se itanA zuddhikaraNa ho gayA hai, isIlie yaha brahmacarya vrata dete haiM kyoMki jitanI pavitratA rakhI jA sake utanA to usakA sIdhA cale !! praznakartA : 'rija paoNinTa' para yadi unakA khatma ho jAe to phira jJAna kA bIja rahatA hai yA phira bIja bhI khatma ho jAtA hai ? dAdAzrI : jJAna kA bIja bhI khatma ho jAtA hai lekina vyartha

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386 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) nahIM jAtA, dUsare janma meM phira helpa karatA hai, matalaba helpa to karatA hI hai| isa janma meM hI yadi tIna-cAra bAra phira se jJAna le aura paiMtIsa sAla kI umra meM phira se jJAna le to vApasa rAha para A to jaaegaa| hamAre nAma se aura vacanabala se do-tIna sAla taka rahA to utanA to sApha rahegA aura jaba zAdI karanI hogI taba dekha leMge, lekina usase pahale to nahIM bigdd'egaa| Aja kA z2amAnA vicitra hai isalie hama ina sabhI lar3akoM ko brahmacarya vrata de dete haiM, aura usa dabAva se aura hamAre vacanabala se utanA to sApha rhegaa| bAda meM zAdI kare to bhI usakA sApha rahegA na? nahIM to yaha z2amAnA to itanA vicitra hai ki iMsAna ulajha jaae| kitane daMpattiyoM ne to sAtha meM brahmacarya vrata liyA hai aura jJAna bhI liyA hai, to unakA AnaMda kucha aura hI hai na? ! hama brahmacarya vrata dete haiM, lekina sTebiliTi Ane ke bAda dete haiN| usake bAda agara tumhAre karma ke udaya dUsarI tarapha ke A jAe~ phira bhI hamArA vacanabala kAma karatA hai, lekina tumhArI satarkatA meM kamI nahIM AnI cAhie / praznakartA : yadi usake karma ke udaya meM bhoga ho, to phira vaha usameM par3egA yA nahIM? bIca meM hI karma kA udaya A jAe to kyA kare ? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| jJAniyoM kA vacanabala kise kahate haiM ki jo bhayaMkara karmoM ko bhI tor3a de| khuda kA nizcaya yadi nahIM Dige to bhayaMkara karmoM ko tor3a de| vaha vacanasiddhi kahalAtI haiM, jJAniyoM kI lekina ve vrata nahIM dete kisI ko / yaha koI laDDU khAne kA khela nahIM hai| hama to sabhI taraha se usakA cAroM tarapha se TesTa karake bAda meM hI dete haiN| brahmacarya vrata yoM hI nahIM de skte| vaha diyA jA sake aisA nahIM hai, vaha dene jaisI cIz2a nahIM hai| lekina ye jo lar3ake brahmacarya pAlana karate haiM, ve mana-vacana

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM-2-17) 387 kAyA se pAlana karate haiN| bAhara ke logoM dvArA mana se to pAlana kiyA hI nahIM jA sktaa| vANI se aura deha se sabhI pAlana kara sakate haiN| apanA yaha jJAna hai na, usakI vajaha se mana se bhI pAlana kara sakate haiN| mana-vacana-kAyA se yadi brahmacarya pAlana kare to usake jaisI mahAna anya koI zakti utpanna nahIM ho sktii| usa zakti se phira hamArI AjJA kA pAlana kiyA jA sakatA hai| varnA brahmacarya kI vaha zakti nahIM ho to AjJA kA pAlana kaise karegA? brahmacarya kI zakti kI to bAta hI alaga hai na?! ye brahmacArI taiyAra ho rahe haiM aura ye brahmacAriNiyA~ bhI taiyAra ho rahI haiN| unake cehare para nUra AegA, phira lipasTika aura pAuDara lagAne kI bhI z2arUrata nahIM rhegii| heya! siMha kA baccA baiThA ho, aisA lgegaa| taba samajha jAe~ge yA nahIM ki kucha hai! vItarAga vijJAna kaisA hai ki yadi pacA to zeranI kA dUdha pacAne ke barAbara hai, taba vaha siMha ke bacce jaisA lagegA, varnA bakarI jaisA dikhegA! yaha to vItarAga vijJAna hai, isalie yoM hI siMha jaisA dikhatA hai| mujhe to abhI bhI ye loga kahIM siMha jaise nahIM dikhate, lekina ina logoM kA puruSArtha z2abaradasta hai na! aura vAstavika puruSArtha hai, isalie vaha A hI jaaegaa| sabakucha prApta ho sakatA hai aura vaha bhI phira jJAna sahita prApta hogA! ye yuvA strI, yuvA puruSa brahmacarya vrata lete haiM, to unheM kaisA sukha bartatA hogA ki isameM se chUTane kA bhAva hotA hai? ina sabhI lar3akoM ko kaisA sukha bartatA hogA? aise pA~ca hI lar3ake taiyAra ho jAe~ to, ve pUre hindustAna meM sabhI jagaha bhramaNA kareMge, hara eka bar3e zahera meM bhramaNa kareM to bahuta kAma ho jaaegaa| kahIM para bhI bhAva brahmacarya nahIM hotaa| bAhara ke loga jisa brahmacarya kA pAlana karate haiM, vaha bhI vacana kA aura kAyA kA, mana kA nhiiN| AtmajJAna ke binA mana kA brahmacarya nahIM raha sktaa| ata: yaha to apanA sAinTiphika vijJAna hai, dara asala vijJAna hai| yaha

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388 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) to Azcarya hai! aise brahmacarya kA yadi koI pAlana kare na to unake darzana se hI kalyANa ho jAegA kyoMki jJAnI haiM aura sAtha hI brahmacArI bhI haiM, donoM cIjeM eka sAtha haiN| unheM kitanA AnaMda bartatA hai!! AnaMda z2arA sA bhI kama nahIM hotaa| praznakartA : ye loga zAdI karane ke lie manA karate haiM, to vaha aMtarAya karma nahIM kahalAegA? dAdAzrI : hama yahA~ se bhAdaraNa jAe~ to kyA isase ina anya gA~voM ke sAtha hamane aMtarAya DAle? use jahA~ anukUla ho, vahIM vaha jaaegaa| aMtarAya karma to kise kahate haiM ki Apa kisI ko kucha de rahe hoM, aura maiM kahU~ ki nahIM, use dene jaisA nahIM hai, taba maiMne Apako rokA to mujhe vaha cIz2a nahIM milegii| mujhe usa cIz2a kA aMtarAya pdd'aa| isameM karmabaMdhana ke niyama praznakartA : yadi brahmacarya kA hI pAlana karanA ho to use karma kaha sakate haiM? dAdAzrI : hA~, use karma hI kahate haiM! usase karma to baMdhate haiM! jaba taka ajJAna hai, taba taka karma kahalAtA hai! vaha phira brahmacarya ho yA abrahmacarya ho| brahmacarya se puNya milatA hai aura abrahmacarya se pApa milatA hai! praznakartA : koI brahmacarya kI anumodanA kara rahA ho, brahmacAriyoM ko puSTi de, sabakucha unhIM ke lie| sabhI taraha se unheM rAstA kara de, to usakA phala kyA? dAdAzrI : phala kA hameM kyA karanA hai? hameM eka avatArI hokara mokSa meM jAnA hai, aba phaloM ko kahA~ rakheMge? usa phala meM to sau striyA~ mileMgI, aise phala kA hama kyA kareMge? hameM phala nahIM caahie| phala khAnA hI nahIM hai na aba!

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM - 2 - 17) isalie mujhe to unhoMne pahale se pUcha liyA thA, 'yaha saba jo kara rahA hU~, to mujhe puNya baMdhana hogA ?' maiMne kahA, 'nahIM hogaa|' abhI yaha saba DiscArja ke rUpa meM hai aura bIja to sabhI sika jAte haiN| 389 praznakartA : lekina yadi ve bIja DaleM to usakA phala acchA AegA na ? dAdAzrI : vaha acchA ho phira bhI hameM usakI z2arUrata nahIM hai na! vaha kyoM cAhie ! usakI z2arUrata hI nahIM hai na aura vaha saba viSayoM ko hI khar3A karanevAlA hotA haiN| praznakartA : vaha kaise ? dAdAzrI : sabhI taraha se, viSaya hI khar3A karanevAlA hai| hameM to koI bhI puNya nahIM caahie| hameM to jo dAdA kI AjJA se huA vahI ThIka aura yaha to DiscArja ke rUpa meM AyA hai| jitanA AtA hai na, to utanA rupaye, Ane aura pAI sahita pUrA hisAba hai| bAda meM to ApakI icchA hogI phira bhI nahIM hogA / praznakartA : nahIM, lekina pichale janma meM aisA kucha bhAva kiyA hogA, tabhI ho sakatA hai na? yA isI janma ke bhAva se hotA hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, vaha sArA to pichale janma kA hisAba hai / pariNAma hai aura anya kucha Apako karanA hogA phira bhI nahIM ho pAegA ! vaha bhI Azcarya hai na! tyAgI bhAvanA karate haiM / mana meM aisA hotA hai ki pUrI jiMdagI tyAga meM hI bIta gaI, isameM to mahAdu:kha hai, isase to saMsArI rahe hote to acchA rahatA / sevA cAkarI karanevAle to milte| bUr3hApe meM duHkha Ae taba aisI bhAvanA karate haiM, isalie vApasa saMsArI banatA hai aura saMsArI banA taba phira brahmacarya jaisA kucha rahatA hI nahIM /

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390 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) brahmacarya, cArja yA DiscArja ? praznakartA : ye jo sabhI brahmacArI hoMge, ve 'DiscArja' meM hI mAne jAe~ge na? dAdAzrI : hA~, DiscArja meM hI ! lekina isa DiscArja ke sAtha unakA bhAva hai, bhItara vaha cArja hai / hai DiscArja, lekina usake bhItara kA jo bhAva hai, vaha cArja hai aura bhAva hogA tabhI maz2abUtI rahegI na! varnA DiscArja hamezA hI DhIlA par3a jAtA hai / aura yaha jo usakA bhAva hai ki mujhe brahmacarya pAlana karanA hI hai, usase maz2abUtI rahatI hai| isa akramamArga meM kartAbhAva kitanA hai, kitane aMza taka hai ki hamane jo AjJA dI hai na, usa AjJA kA pAlana karanA, utanA hI krtaabhaav| kisI na kisI cIz2a kA pAlana karanA hI par3atA hai, vahIM para usakA kartAbhAva hai| ataH usake isa nizcaya meM ki 'brahmacarya kA pAlana karanA hI hai,' to isameM 'pAlana karanA, ' vaha kartAbhAva hai| bAkI brahmacarya, vaha to DiscArja cIz2a hai / praznakartA : lekina brahmacarya pAlana karanA, vaha kyA kartAbhAva hai ? dAdAzrI : hA~, pAlana karanA, vaha kartAbhAva hai, aura isa kartAbhAva ke phala svarUpa unheM agale janma meM samyaka puNya milegA / yAnI kyA ki z2arA sI bhI muzkila ke binA sabhI cIjeM sAmane se A mileMgI aura aisA karate-karate mokSa meM jAe~ge / tIrthaMkaroM ke darzana hoMge aura tIrthaMkaroM ke pAsa par3e rahane kA avasara bhI milegA / matalaba usake sabhI saMyoga bahuta suMdara hoNge| yaha hamArI sAinTiphika khoja hai, bahuta suMdara khoja hai! lekina anAdi kI burI Adata jAtI nahIM, isalie hameM yaha rakhanA par3atA hai ki 'brahmacarya pAlana kro|' bAkI, agara zAdI karanI ho to jJAnIpuruSa kI AjJA lekara

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM-2-17) 391 zAdI krnaa| AzIrvAda lie aura 'jJAnIpuruSa' kaheM ki aba tU gRhastha jIvana bitAnA, phira 'jJAnIpuruSa' se pUchane ko rahA hI kahA~ ? phira jJAnIpuruSa ko bhI etarAz2a nahIM rhegaa| kisI ko aMdara aisA ho rahA ho ki mujhe isa taraha se taya karanA hai, to maiM kaha detA hU~ ki 'zAdI karanA, lekina merI AjJA lekara zAdI krnaa|' bAda meM terI z2immedArI nahIM kyoMki zAdI karake strI lAe, use to hama kucha bhI karake jJAna meM lA sakate haiM, lekina agara harahAe pazu jaisA ho jAe, to phira vaha yUz2alesa cIz2a hai| vahIM para saba pAkhaMDa haiN| pUre jagat kA kapaTa vahIM para hai| jabaki agara zAdI karake lAegA to usameM pAkhaMDa nahIM hai, usameM kapaTa nahIM hai| jagat ke loga usakI niMdA nahIM kreNge| praznakartA : brahmacarya ke lie kudarata kI helpa aura pichale saMskAra kucha kAma karate haiM ? dAdAzrI : hA~, karate haiN| vaha to bahuta saMskAra lekara AyA hotA hai, Asa-pAsa ke ghara ke loga acche saMskArI hote haiN| pUrva ke saMskAra hoM, tabhI ghara ke loga acche milate haiN| usakA mana bhItara se itanA maz2abUta hotA hai aura cAroM aura se sabhI saMyoga mila jAte haiN| yaha kahIM yoM hI koI gappa thor3e hI hai? eka iMsAna karor3a rupaye kamAkara lAe to vaha bhI gappa nahIM hotI, to yaha bhI koI gappa hai?! viSaya TUTe, virodhI banane para praznakartA : ravivAra ke upavAsa ko aura brahmacAriyoM meM kyA kanekzana hai? unheM ravivAra kA upavAsa kyoM karanA hai? dAdAzrI : vaha to kahane se karate haiN| dAdA ko sAtoM hI vAroM se kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai, rAga-dveSa nahIM hai| vaha to hamAre mu~ha se jo nikala jAe vahI vAra acchA aura kabhI kisI mez2abAna ke mana meM aisA ho ki 'mere yahA~ acchA-acchA khAnA

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) banAyA hai aura aise saMta puruSa, binA bhojana lie jAe~, bhojana nahIM le rahe haiM,' taba mujhe ina logoM se kahanA par3atA hai ki Aja khA lenaa| hama eka TAima khAne kI AjJA dete haiM, tAki una gharavAloM ko du:kha nahIM ho| hA~, agara dUsarI bAra khAoge to vaha nahIM clegaa| tumheM isa zarIra ko bahuta kaSTa nahIM denA hai, naoNrmeliTI meM rakhanA hai| usase deha tejavAna banatA hai, prabhAvazAlI banatA hai| praznakartA : zarIra z2arA puSTa bane aisA rakhanA cAhie kyA? dAdAzrI : nahIM, puSTa nahIM lekina tejavAna honA cAhie, jo sTenDarDa vaz2ana hai, utanA hI rakhanA caahie| ravivAra kA upavAsa kyoM karate haiM? viSaya kA virodhI banA hai| viSaya merI tarapha Ae hI nahIM, isalie viSaya kA virodhI banA, tabhI se nirviSayI huaa| isa taraha maiM inheM viSaya kA virodhI hI banAtA hU~ kyoMki inase yoM hI viSaya chUTa jAe, aisA nahIM hai, ye to sAre pake hue phUTa (kakar3I jaisA phala) jaise haiM, yaha to dUSamakAla ke kulabulAte phUTa hai| inase kucha tyAgA nahIM jA sakatA, isalie to dUsare rAste nikAlane par3ate haiM na? aba tujhe, aisA lagatA hai na ki tU khuda 'viSaya kA virodhI hai?' praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : viSaya ke virodhI bana jAe~, to kyA rahegA apane pAsa? praznakartA : brahmacarya rhegaa| dAdAzrI : saMyama dhAraNa karanA, vaha to bahuta bar3I cIz2a hai| yaha to 'jJAnI' kI AjJA se saMyama dhAraNa hogaa| nahIM to yaha mArga vyavahAra saMyama kA nahIM hai, yaha to jJAna mArga hai| yaha to

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM-2-17) hama AjJA dekara saMyama rakhavAte haiN| saMyama AjJA se AtA hai| AjJA meM rahane se saMyama AtA hai| praznakartA : ina saba kA AtmA kA AnaMda aura ullAsa itanA bar3hA dIjie ki anya kahIM sukha khojane jAnA hI na pdd'e| dAdAzrI : vaha to bahuta bar3hA diyA hai, lekina aba bhI ina logoM ko aMdara abhiprAya rahatA hai ki isa viSaya meM ThIka hai, yaha acchA hai| una sabhI abhiprAyoM ko maiM tor3a rahA huuN| eka akSara jitanA bhI abhiprAya nahIM rakhanA caahie| praznakartA : sabhI ko aisA abhiprAya thor3e hI hotA hai? dAdAzrI : aise to koI hI hotA hai| vaha bhI sIdhe nahIM milte| mana to bigar3e hue hote haiM unake bhI, zarIra bigar3A huA nahIM hotA, phira bhI sIdhe to nahIM kahalAe~ge na?! praznakartA : hamAre pUre mana-vacana-kAyA-citta-buddhi-ahaMkAra, sabhI meM AtmA kA ullAsa kyoM vyApta nahIM ho jAtA pUrA kA pUrA? dAdAzrI : haaN| vyApta ho jAtA hai, lekina bhoga kahA~ pAtA hai? abhI to vaha pichalA ghATA hai| pichalA jo pUraNa kiyA hai, vaha galana ho rahA hai, usameM ekAkAra ho jAtA hai| jitanI jalebI tumheM khAnI ho, utanI khAnA, bAkI jalebiyA~ agara tuma pheMka do, to jalebI kyA tuma para dAvA kareMgI? praznakartA : lekina viSaya kaise dAvA karatA hai? dAdAzrI : vaha to Apako aisA lagatA hai ki sAmanevAlA dAvA nahIM kara rahA hai| sAmanevAlA dAvA nahIM kare to usameM bhI koI parezAnI nahIM hai, lekina isameM to paramANu dAvA karate haiM aura ina paramANuoM kA to itanA iphekTa hotA hai ki ohoho, Azcaryajanaka iphekTa hotA hai!

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394 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : lekina usa paramANuoM kA to Apa kahate haiM na, ki purAnA lekara Ae haiM, isalie usI anusAra to asara hotA hogA na? dAdAzrI : merA kyA kahanA hai ki asara ho rahA ho to usase bhI Apa alaga raho, usake duzmana bana jAo tAki usase mitratA na rahe, varnA ve pilA-pilAkara Apako vApasa girA deMge! jaba hamane viSaya kI bAta kI, taba inhoMne sabase pahale yahI kahA ki viSaya kA sevana galata hai, aisA hameM Aja jJAna huaa| logoM ko to 'yaha galata hai' aisA bhI jJAna nahIM hai| are, bhAna hI nahIM hai na! jAnavara meM aura inameM pharka kitanA hai? kucha pratizata kA hI, jyAdA pharka nahIM hai| matalaba 'yaha galata hai' aisA jAnanA to par3egA na?! praznakartA : viSayoM kA sevana galata hai, aisA to z2yAdAtara hindustAna ke sabhI loga jAnate haiN| dAdAzrI : nahIM, sabhI ko patA nahIM hai| abhI to Apako bhI patA nahIM hai na! 'kyA galata hai?' usakA patA nahIM cltaa| Apa apanI samajha ke anusAra use galata mAnate ho ki 'ohoho, miyA~-bIvI rAjI to kyA karegA kAz2I' Apa aisA samajhate ho| are, miyA~-bIvI lAkha rAjI hoM, phira bhI usameM kyA jokhima hai, vaha Apa nahIM smjhoge| aura zAdIzudA aura harahAyA meM kyA pharka hai? vaha Apa nahIM smjhoge| zAdIzudA yA harahAyA saba jokhimadArI hI hai| isameM jokhimadArI kA bhAna hai kisI ko? jokhimadArI kA bhAna to sirpha maiM hI akelA jAnatA huuN| agara iMsAna harahAyA zabda nahIM samajhe to vaha phira kahA~ jAegA? narkagati kA adhikArI bnegaa| zAdI karanI hI ho to karo na, dasa ke sAtha zAdI kro| usake lie kauna manA karatA hai! lekina hara kahIM dRSTi bigAr3ate haiM, vaha jokhima hai aura vaha to harahAe pazu jaisI avasthA kahalAtI hai| agara deha harahAyA nahIM hotA to mana harahAyA hotA hai| ata: abhI

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM - 2 - 17) taka jo galatiyA~ huI hai, unakA pratikramaNa kara-karake sApha kara denA hai aura use mApha karavAne kA hathiyAra mere pAsa hai / usake bAda naye sire se sApha rhegaa| AlocanA, AptapuruSa se hI praznakartA : Apake pAsa aise loga Ate haiM ki jo unake khuda ke pichale hue doSoM kI Apa se AlocanA karate haiM to Apa unheM chur3avA dete haiM ? 395 dAdAzrI : mujha se AlocanA kare to mere sAtha abheda huA khlaaegaa| hameM to chur3avAnA hI pdd'egaa| AlocanA karane kA anya koI sthAna hI nahIM hai, yadi strI ko batAne jAe to strI car3ha baiThe, mitra ko batAne jAe to mitra car3ha baiThe, khuda apane Apa se kahane jAe to khuda hI car3ha baiThatA hai ulTA isalie kisI ko nahIM batAtA aura halkA nahIM ho pAtA isalie hamane AlocanA kA sisTama (paddhati) rakhA hai| praznakartA : isa janma meM hamane jo doSa kie haiM, jJAnIpuruSa ke samakSa unake lie mAphI mA~ga sakate haiM ? dAdAzrI : haaN| ve doSa phira kamaz2ora par3a jaaeNge| jaba jJAnIpuruSa se AlocanA kare, taba vaha khuda kahe to uttama / hameM rUbarU khe| sabhI kI maujUdagI meM hamase kahe, vaha oNrkesTrA klAsa phira Apa kaho ki nahIM, maiM akele hoU~gA, taba dAdA se kahU~gA, vaha pharsTa klaas| aura phira Apa kaho ki dAdA ko mu~ha se nahIM batAU~gA, kAgaz2a meM dU~gA, to sekanDa klAsa / aura Apa kaho kAgaz2a meM bhI nahIM, maiM mana meM hI ghara para kara lU~gA, vaha tharDa klaas| jise jisa klAsa meM baiThanA ho, use chUTa hai lekina sabhI ko mere sAtha ekatA A jAtI hai kyoMki hArTa 'pyora' hI hai na! mujhe to abheda hI lagate haiM sabhI aura ve khuda kA jo ephiDeviTa (zapatha patra, halaphanAmA ) likhate haiM, usameM eka bhI doSa likhanA

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396 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) bAkI nahIM rkhte| paMdraha sAla kI umra se lekara cAlIsa sAla kI umra taka ke sabhI doSa likhakara de dete haiM, ye lar3ake, lar3akiyA~ vagairaha sabhI jAhira kara dete haiN| jise doSa nikAlane hoM, use hamAre pAsa AlocanA karanI caahie| jisase bahuta bar3A doSa huA ho aura vaha doSa nikAlanA ho aura mere pAsa AlocanA kare to AlocanA karate hI usakA mana mere pAsa baMdha jAtA hai| phira hama bhagavAna kI kRpA utArate haiM aura use sApha kara dete haiN| hamAre pAsa AlocanA likhakara lAte haiN| jitane-jitane doSa vaha khuda jAnatA ho, ve sabhI doSa usameM likha letA hai| vaha bhI eka jana nahIM, haz2AroM loga! aba una doSoM kA hama kyA karate haiM? usakA kAgaz2a paDhakara, usa para vidhi karake vApasa usake hAtha meM de dete haiN| use kitanA vizvAsa! varlDa meM kahIM nahIM hue hoM, aise doSa likhate haiM! doSa par3hakara hI Apako aisA lage ki arere, ye to kaise doSa?! / aise haz2AroM logoM ne khuda ke doSa likhakara die hai, striyoM ne bhI sabhI doSa khulakara batAe haiM, saMpUrNa doss| sAta pati kie hoM to, sAtoM ke nAma ke sAtha likhA hotA hai, bolo aba hameM kyA karanA cAhie yahA~? bAta z2arA bhI kisI ko patA cale to vaha AtmahatyA kara le, to hamArI bahuta jokhimadArI AtI hai| sahI AlocanA kI nahIM hai logoM ne| vahI mokSa meM jAne se rokatA haiN| gunAha huA to harja nahIM hai| sahI AlocanA ho to koI dikkata nahIM aaegii| AlocanA to g2az2aba ke puruSa ke sAmane karanI caahie| khuda ke doSoM kI kahIM para AlocanA kI hai jiMdagI meM? kisake sAmane AlocanA kare? aura AlocanA kie binA cArA nhiiN| jaba taka AlocanA nahIM karoge to use mApha kauna karavAegA?

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aMtima janma meM bhI brahmacarya to Avazyaka (khaM - 2 - 17) aba to udhAra cukA do jise jo kucha bhI cAhie to use hamAre vacanabala se prApta ho sakatA hai| abhI taka hue tamAma doSa maiM dhulavA detA huuN| aba udhAra cukA dete hoM to acchA hai yA nahIM ? phira naye sire se udhAra nahIM car3hAnA, lekina aba taka kA udhAra cukA diyA to phira jhaMjhaTa khatma ho gayA na ? nahIM to eka bAra udhAra liyA ki phira vaha aura bhI z2yAdA karje meM utaratA jAtA hai| kyA kahatA hai ki 'hogA, itane kaMgAla hue to itanA aura sahI ! ' phira aMtata: kyA AtA hai ? dukAna nIlAma ho jAtI hai| 397 vAstava meM to yaha vijJAna aisA hai ki Apa aisA karo yA vaisA karo' aisA kucha nahIM bola sakate, lekina yaha to kAla hI aisA hai ! isalie hameM yaha kahanA par3atA hai| ina jIvoM ke ThikAne nahIM haiM na? yaha jJAna lekara balki ulTe rAste cala sakatA hai isalie hameM kahanA par3atA hai aura hamArA vacanabala hai to phira harja nhiiN| hamAre vacana se kare to use kartApada kI jokhimadArI nahIM rahegI na! hama kaheM ki 'Apa aisA kro|' to ApakI jokhimadArI nahIM, aura merI jokhimadArI isameM rahatI nahIM ! " vaha pAe paramAtma pada praznakartA : jaba kasauTI ho, taba jo saMyama kA pAlana kare, use saMyama kahate haiM / jaba viSaya ke vAtAvaraNa meM Ae aura usameM se nikala gayA to kaha sakate haiM ki ise saMyama hai| dAdAzrI : lekina viSaya tarapha ke vicAra kabhI bhI nahIM Ate hoM to usakI to bAta hI alaga hai na! kyoMki pichale janma meM bhAvanA kI ho to vicAra nahIM aate| hameM bAIsa - bAIsa sAla se viSaya kA vicAra hI nahIM AyA, jJAna hone se pahale ke do sAloM meM to viSaya kA vicAra taka nahIM AyA thA / hamase viSayavikArI saMbaMdha nahIM hue the / vikArI saMbaMdha meM hameM mithyAbhimAna

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398 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) thA ki hamase yaha nahIM ho skegaa| hamAre kula ke abhimAna kI vajaha se isakI rakSA ho gii| brahmacarya, vaha to sabase U~cI cIz2a hai| usake jaisI bar3I cIz2a koI hai hI nahIM na! aba anupama pada chor3akara upamAvAlA pada kauna le? jJAna hai to pUre jagat kI jUThana kauna chUegA? jagat ko jo priya haiM aise viSaya, jJAnIpuruSa ko jUThana lagate haiN| isa jagat kA nyAya kaisA hai ki jise lakSmI se saMbaMdhita vicAra nahIM Ate, viSaya se saMbaMdhita vicAra nahIM Ate, jo deha se niraMtara alaga hI rahatA ho, use jagat bhagavAna kahe bagaira rahegA nahIM!

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[18] dAdA dete puSTi, AptaputriyoM ko moha Dhaka detA hai jAgRti ko jagat jAnatA hI nahIM na ki yaha rezamI cAdara se lapeTA huA hai sArA ? khuda ko jo pasaMda nahIM hai, vahI kacarA isa rezamI cAdara meM lapeTA huA hai / aisA tumheM lagatA hai yA nahIM lagatA ? itanA samajhe to nirA vairAgya hI A jAe na? itanA bhAna nahIM rahatA, isIlie to yaha jagat aisA cala rahA hai na ? aisI jAgRti kisI ko hogI ina bahanoM meM se ? koI iMsAna suMdara dikha rahA ho, use chIlA jAe to kyA nikalegA ? praznakartA : khUna-mAMsa vagairaha saba niklegaa| dAdAzrI : mAMsa-pIpa aisA saba hI na ? aura rUpa kahA~ gayA phira ? aisA saba socA nahIM hai, isIlie yaha moha hai na? ! praznakartA : hA~, aisA hI lagatA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, dekho na kaisA pha~sAva! soco to pha~sAva jaisA nahIM lagatA, bahana ? ! buddhi se bAta sahI lagatI hai na, ki bhItara yaha sArI gaMdagI hai? hara eka meM gaMdagI hogI yA kucha sApha bhI hoge, moma jaise ? praznakartA : hara eka meM gaMdagI hai| dAdAzrI : ina dAdAjI meM bhI gaMdagI hai| dAdAjI yAnI 'dAdA bhagavAna' ve alaga haiM aura ye 'e. ema. paTela' alaga haiN| paTela meM

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400 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) gaMdagI hI hai, 'dAdA bhagavAna' meM gaMdagI nahIM hai| isa zarIra meM aisI saba gaMdagI hai, aisI jAgRti rahe taba phira koI kitane bhI suMdara dikhe, phira bhI moha utpanna hogA kyA? praznakartA : nahIM hogaa| dAdAzrI : vaha jAgRti nahIM hai, usI vajaha se yaha moha utpanna hotA hai aura usa moha meM se phira nire duHkha hI khar3e hote haiN| varnA du:kha to hotA hogA? aura koI kahegA ki taba zAdI kyoM karate ho? taba maiM kahatA hU~ ki zAdI to karanI par3atI hai, avazya karanI par3atI hai| apanI icchA nahIM ho phira bhI maMDapa meM biThA deM to kyA hogA? biThAte hai yA nahIM biThAte? praznakartA : biThAte haiN| dAdAzrI : sabhI milakara biThA dete haiM na? 'sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala aiviDansa' biThA dete haiM, usameM cArA hI nahIM hai| vaha to saba bhugatanA hI par3atA hai| bAkI, yadi zAdI nahIM karanI ho to kauna laphar3A khar3A kara sakatA hai? zAdI karanI ho to kudaratI cArA hI nhiiN| varnA binA vajaha rAz2I-khuzI se koI laphar3A khar3A hI nahIM karegA na? koI karegA? isa bAta para se sabhI bahanoM ko samajha meM AtA hai na? koI lar3akA acche kapar3e-vapar3e pahanakara, nekaTAI-vekaTAI pahanakara bAhara jA rahA ho aura use kATe to kyA nikalegA? tU bevajaha kyoM nekaTAI pahanatA hai? mohavAle logoM ko bhAna nahIM hai isalie suMdaratA dekhakara ulajha jAte haiM becAre! jabaki mujhe to sabakucha khulA ArapAra dikhatA hai| ye sabhI loga kapar3e utArakara ghUmeM to tujhe kharAba nahIM lagegA? / praznakartA : bahuta kharAba lgegaa| dAdAzrI : yAnI ki ina kapar3oM kI vajaha se acche dikhate

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dAdA dete puSTi, AptaputriyoM ko (khaM-2-18) 401 haiN| kyA binA kapar3e ke acche dikhate haiM? binA kapar3e to ye gAya, bhaiMsa, bakarI, kutte, sabhI acche dikhate haiM, lekina manuSya acche nahIM dikhte| aba aisA jJAna koI detA hI nahIM na? aisI savistAra samajha hI koI nahIM detA n| phira moha hI utpanna hogA na! dAdAjI to kahate the ki yaha saba to aisI gaMdagI hai, phira moha kaise utpanna ho? koI strI yA puruSa bhale hI, kaise bhI bAla banAkara ghUma rahe hoM, to hameM kyA usameM? cIreM taba bhItara se kyA nikalegA usameM se? jaise yaha laukI chIlate haiM, vaise hI jaba use chIleMge taba kyA hogA? bhItara kA kacarA dikhegA na? kisI ko yahA~ pIpa par3a gayA ho aura vaha tujhe kahe ki 'lo, yaha dho do|' to vaha tujhe acchA lagegA? use to chUnA bhI acchA nahIM lagegA na? aura koI mitra ho aura use pIpa nahIM par3A ho to tujhe hAtha lagAnA acchA lagegA na? lekina aMdara to aisA kacarA mAla hI bharA hai| use to hAtha bhI nahIM lagA skte| moha karane jaisA jagat hai hI kahA~? lekina aisA socA hI nahIM na! kisI ne batAyA hI nahIM! mA~-bApa bhI zarma ke mAre nahIM btaate| khuda pha~se haiM, ve saba ko pha~sAte rahate haiN| ye dAdAjI nahIM pha~se isalie sabhI ko khulA kaha dete haiM ki 'dekhanA, isa rAste para phNsoge| ye rAste acche nahIM hai| yaha to bhayaMkara mArga hai|' dAdAjI aise lAla jhaMDI dikhAte haiM ki 'bhAI, yaha pula giranevAlA hai' phira gAr3I ko Age nahIM jAne doge na? abhI kama umra hai ApakI, usameM eka hI bAra pha~sa gae, phira bacanA bahuta hI muzkila hai isalie zurU se hI sAvadhAna rahakara clnaa| bAhara to jagat dekhane jaisA hai hI nhiiN| jagat phrenDazipa karane jaisA hai hI nhiiN| tujhe aisA lagA? praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : jagat zAdI karane jaisA bhI nahIM hai, lekina zAdI kie binA cArA hI nhiiN| vaha apane hAtha meM hai hI nahIM na! hameM

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402 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) zAdI nahIM karanI ho phira bhI mAra-pITakara, rulA-dhulAkara maMDapa meM biThA dete haiN| vaha to anivArya hai, daMDa hai eka taraha kaa| use bhugate binA to cArA hI nahIM hai, vaha 'vyavasthita' hai| isa bahana ko bhI agara mana meM bhAvanA ho ki ye sabhI vrata le rahe haiM to maiM bhI le lU~, to maiM manA karU~gA use| cha: -bAraha mahInoM meM jaba kabhI saMyoga baiThe taba zAdI kara lenaa| hama AzIrvAda deMge aura phira tujhe lAbha ho aisA rAstA kara duuNgaa| aura lAbha acchA hogaa| yaha jo ulajhana huI hai, vaha ulajhana koI nahIM chudd'vaaegaa| maiM to lar3akiyoM ko manA kara detA huuN| jJAna meM rahatI hoM, phira bhI manA kara detA huuN| praznakartA : hA~, isameM dekhA-dekhI karane jaisA nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : puruSa ko to nibhA sakate haiM kyoMki puruSa ko to anya koI bhaya nahIM hai aura ise to anya bhaya nahIM ho phira bhI koI cher3akhAnI kara sakatA hai| zAdI karane kA AdhAra nizcaya para praznakartA : hama agara zAdI nahIM karane kA nizcaya kareM, to phira 'vyavasthita' vaisA hI AegA na? dAdAzrI : zAdI nahIM karane kA z2abaradasta nizcaya ho to zAdI nahIM hogI lekina nizcaya aisA nahIM honA cAhie ki phira dUsare dina bhUla jaae| nizcaya kise kaheMge ki niraMtara yAda rhe| nizcaya bhUla jAe to phira zAdI hogI, vaha bAta nizcita hai| nizcaya nahIM bhUlegI, to zAdI nahIM hogI, usakI maiM gAranTI likha detA huuN| kyoMki jisa gA~va hameM jAnA hai, vaha to bhUlanA nahIM cAhie na? hameM bombe senTrala jAnA ho to phira agara use bhUla jAe~ge to calegA? vaha to yAda rahanA cAhie na? usI taraha zAdI nahIM

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dAdA dete puSTi, AptaputriyoM ko (khaM-2-18) 403 karanI hai aisA jo nizcaya kiyA hai, usa nizcaya ko bhUle nahIM, to phira usakI zAdI nahIM hogii| ve sabhI zAdI karavAnA cAheM, lar3akA DhU~Dha lAe~, phira bhI kudarata mela nahIM baiThane degii| bAkI yaha saMsAra to nirA du:kha kA samudra hI hai, usakA aMta nahIM A sktaa| doSa, A~khoM kA yA ajJAnatA kA? aba yaha sArA jJAna hAz2ira rahegA na? vaha to hameM hAz2ira rahanA hI cAhie ki ise chIleMge to kyA dikhegA? ina A~khoM kA svabhAva hai AkRSTa honaa| koI suMdara mUrti dekhe na, to A~khoM ko AkarSaNa hotA hai| yaha AkarSaNa kaise huA? taba kahate haiM ki pUrva janma kA hisAba hai, hameM AkarSaNa nahIM karanA ho phira bhI hotA rahatA hai| AkarSaNa, vaha DiscArja ho rahI cIz2a hai isalie jahA~ AkarSaNa ho, vahA~ hameM jJAna hAz2ira rakhanA hai ki 'dAdAjI ne kahA hai ki camaDI chIleM to kyA nikalegA?' tAki vairAgya A jAe aura phira mana TUTa jAe, varnA AkarSaNa ke sAtha mana eDajasTa huA to khatma kara degaa| laphar3e hI cipaka jaaeNge| laphar3e cipakeM to phira chUTate nahIM haiM, sAta-sAta janmoM taka nahIM chUTate, aisA baira bA~dhate haiM, lekina hameM to mokSa meM jAnA hai| mokSa meM jAnevAle ko aise laphar3evAlA vyApAra sahana hI nahIM hogaa| jo mAla hameM nahIM cAhie, sabhI halavAI kI dukAneM ho, lekina hameM kucha nahIM lenA ho, to kyA hama unheM dekhate rahate haiM? praznakartA : nhiiN| dAdAzrI : usI taraha strI ko puruSoM kI ora nahIM dekhanA cAhie aura puruSoM ko striyoM kI ora nahIM dekhanA cAhie kyoMki ve apane kAma kA nahIM haiN| dAdAjI kahate the ki 'yahI kacarA hai,' to phira usameM dekhane ko kyA rahA? eka bAra eka bar3e saMta chata para baiThe-baiThe kitAba par3ha rahe

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) the| sAmanevAle kisI ghara kI khir3akI meM eka strI khar3I hoMgI, unhoMne use dekhA ki unakI A~kheM AkRSTa huI aura ve to vicArazIla iMsAna, isalie mana meM lagA ki 'aisA kyoM ho rahA hai ? aisA nahIM honA cAhie / ' phira vApasa par3hane lage, lekina phira se A~kheM AkRSTa huI taba unheM lagA ki 'yaha to bahuta galata hai|' isalie turaMta vahA~ se uThakara rasoI meM gae aura rasoI meM jAkara pisI huI lAla mirca A~khoM meM DAla dii| yaha kyA unhoMne acchA kiyA? vaha kyA A~khoM kA doSa hai ? kisakA doSa hai ? praznakartA : mana kA doSa hai| 404 dAdAzrI : nahIM, ajJAnatA kA doSa hai| ajJAna hai, isIlie na! aba A~khoM meM mirca DAlanA, aisA unake kisI bhI ziSya ne nahIM siikhaa| ziSya jAnate the ki guru mahArAja imozanala ho gae hoMge aura mirca DAlI hogI, hameM nahIM DAlanI hai bhAI ! A~khoM meM mirca DAlane se kyA phAyadA hogA ? isake bajAya merI bAta yAda rahe to moha utpanna hI nahIM hogA na ? aura vAstava meM vaisA hI hai| yaha kyA koI gappa hai ? praznakartA : A~kheM AkRSTa hoM, lekina vikArI bhAva nahIM hoM to ? dAdAzrI : to harja nahIM / vikArI bhAva apane meM nahIM hoM lekina agara sAmanevAle meM hoM taba kyA hogA ? isalie AkarSaNa meM nahIM pha~sanA hai| jahA~ A~kheM AkRSTa hoM, vahA~ se dUra rahanA / anya kahIM, jahA~ A~kheM sIdhI raheM, vahA~ saba vyavahAra karanA / jahA~ A~kheM AkRSTa hoM, vahA~ para jokhima hai, lAla jhaMDI hai| apane meM vikArI bhAva na hoM, lekina sAmanevAle kA kyA ? sabhI jagaha AkarSaNa nahIM hotA na ? praznakartA : nahIM / dAdAzrI : isalie AkarSaNa ke niyama haiM ki kucha jagahoM

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dAdA dete puSTi, AptaputriyoM ko (khaM-2-18) para hI AkarSaNa hotA hai, hara kahIM nahIM hotaa| aba yaha AkarSaNa kisa taraha hotA hai, vaha Apako batA duuN| 405 isa janma meM AkarSaNa nahIM ho, phira bhI kisI puruSa ko dekhA, taba Apake mana meM aisA ho jAe ki, 'ohoho, yaha puruSa kitanA suMdara hai, khUbasUrata hai|' aisA Apako huA ki tabhI agale janma kI gA~Tha par3a gii| usase agale janma meM AkarSaNa hogA / kaisA rUpa ? ise chIleM to kyA nikalegA ? rUpa kise kahate haiM ki chIlane para bhI kharAba nahIM nikle| isa rUpa ko to dekhane jaisA nahIM hai| hIre kA rUpa ThIka hai| use agara chIleM to kucha bhI nahIM hogA, usameM gaMdagI nahIM hai na?! rUpa ThIka hai| ina manuSyoM ke guNa hote haiM, lekina ve kaise guNa hote haiM ? saMsArI guNa / saMsArI guNoM kI prazaMsA karane jAe~, taba AkarSaNa hotA hai| dhArmika guNoM, jJAna ke guNoM kI prazaMsA kare, vaha bAta alaga hai| bAkI jagat prazaMsA karane jaisA nahIM hai, sirpha eka zuddhAtmA hI samajhane jaisA hai| sone kA, cA~dI kA nizcaya use kahate haiM ki bhUle nahIM / hamane zuddhAtmA kA nizcaya kiyA haiM, use bhUlate nahIM na ? thor3I dera bhUla jAte haiM, lekina lakSya meM hI rahatA hai phira use nizcaya kahate haiN| kisI ke sAtha hama phrenDazipa bhI na kareM, bahuta ghAla mela nahIM rkheN| eka bAra yaha laphar3A cipakane ke bAda to phira alaga nahIM ho paataa| 'jenuM nididhyAsana kare, tevo AtmA thAya je je avasthe sthita thae, vyavasthita citarAya' nididhyAsana yAnI ki 'yaha strI suMdara hai yA yaha puruSa suMdara hai|' aisA soce, to utanI dera vaha nididhyAsana ho gayA / socA ki turaMta hI nididhyAsana ho jAtA hai / phira khuda vaisA hI bana jAtA hai| ataH agara hama dekheMge tabhI jhaMjhaTa hogA na ? usase acchA to A~kheM nIce kara denI caahie| A~kheM gar3AnI hI nahIM caahie|

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) pUrA jagat pha~sAva hai| pha~sane ke bAda to cArA hI nahIM hai| kitane hI janma khatma ho jAe~, lekina phira bhI usakA 'enDa' hI nahIM hai ! zAdI kie binA to calegA nahIM aura zAdI karanA to samajhe ki milegA, lekina ye dUsare laphar3e to khar3e na kreN| laphar3e meM bahuta du:kha hai| zAdI karane meM itanA duHkha nahIM hai| zAdI to eka taraha kA vyApAra zurU kiyA khlaaegaa| kucha striyA~ nahIM kahatIM ki vyApAra zurU kiyA ? vaha vyApAra phira pUrA ho jAtA hai| yAnI eka jagaha to zAdI karanI hI hotI hai, hisAba likhA huA hI hotA hai, lekina dUsare laphar3oM kA aMta nahIM AtA / 406 yaha jo dAdAjI ne bAta batAI, vaha tuma bhUla jAogI kyA ? ghara jAkara bhUla nahIM jAogI na ? praznakartA : aMdara Tepa karane kA nizcaya kiyA hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, ThIka hai / hama to vahA~ taka kA saba dikhA dete haiM ki tumheM bhItara Thokara nahIM lge| phira agara tuma jAnabUjhakara hamAre zabdoM ko lAMgho to Thokara lagegI, phira to yaha jJAna bhI calA jaaegaa| yaha jJAna TheTha mokSa meM le jAe, aisA hai| isa saMsAra meM kahIM sukha to hotA hogA ? sukha to yaha jo AtmA kI bAta karate haiM, usameM AtA hai na ? usameM sukha hai| vaha zAdI kie binA to cArA hI nahIM hai na ? aisA tuma samajhatI ho yA nahIM? tumhAre mA~-bApa aura sabhI milakara zAdI karavA hI dete haiN| tumhArI icchA nahIM ho phira bhI zAdI karavA dete haiM / tumhArI icchA kyoM nahIM hotI ? kyoMki Apane eka sempala dekhA ho, sempala isase z2yAdA suMdara dikhatA ho isalie vaha acchA lagatA aura yaha acchA nahIM lagatA / are, vaha bhI sempala hai aura yaha bhI sempala hai| donoM ko chIleMge to aMdara se kyA nikalegA ? lekina usakA to usa sempala meM hI jIva rahatA hai ki 'vaha kitanA suMdara thA aura mere phAdara yaha lAe, vaha kitanA badasUrata ! '

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dAdA dete puSTi, AptaputriyoM ko (khaM-2-18) praznakartA: zarIra kI bAta jAne deN| yadi iMsAna kA mana acchI taraha se gar3hA huA ho to kyA usase pharka nahIM par3egA ? 407 dAdAzrI : vaise gar3he hue mana to kucha hI logoM ke hote haiN| sabhI logoM ke mana gar3he hue nahIM hote na ? ye jo sAre loga ghUmate haiM, unake mana koI gar3he hue nahIM haiM, ve to dagAkhora mn| isalie hama yaha gar3hAI karate haiN| usake bAda ve nahIM pha~sate varnA agara gar3hAI nahIM kI gaI ho to phira pha~sa jaaeNge| yaha jagat to zikArI hai, zikAra DhU~Dhate haiN| pUrA jagat zikAra karane ko nikalA hai| lakSmI ke, viSaya vagairaha ke jahA~-tahA~ zikAra hI DhU~Dhate rahate haiN| ina lar3akiyoM kI umra choTI hai aura agara yaha jJAna nahIM mile to kitanA jokhima hai ! eka bAra pha~sane ke bAda isameM se nikalanA mahAmuzkila hai| phira to laphar3A cipaka jAtA hai| aba yaha pha~sAva hai, laphar3A hai aisA samajha gaI na lapharuM jo jAnI kayuM, to chUTuM paDatuM jAya' Apako isakA kyA matalaba samajha meM AyA? " eka lar3akA kaoNleja meM par3ha rahA thaa| vaha pArasI leDI ke sAtha ghUmane lgaa| vaha jaina thA isalie usake pitAjI ne kyA kahA, 'yaha laphar3A tU kahA~ se lAyA hai ?' taba lar3akA kahatA hai ki, 'merI phrenDa ko Apa laphar3A kahate ho ? Apa kaise iMsAna ho ?' lar3ake ne aisA kahA, usakA kAraNa ? jaba taka use yaha samajha nahIM AtA ki 'yaha laphar3A hai', 'yaha phrenDa hI hai' aisA samajhatA hai taba taka laphar3A milatA rhegaa| lekina eka dina jaba usane dekhA ki vaha pArasI leDI kisI aura ke sAtha ghUma rahI thI, taba usake mana meM zaMkA huI ki 'yaha to laphar3A hai|' mere pitAjI kaha rahe the, vaha bAta sahI hai / jaba se usane jAnA ki 'yaha laphar3A hai', taba se vaha apane Apa chUTa gyaa| yaha jJAna kaisA hogA? ki use laphar3A samajhe taba se alaga hotA jAtA hai| kaoNleja meM aise loga hote haiM na jo laphar3A mola lete haiM ?

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408 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : aisA tujhe patA calatA hai na ki yahA~ usakA laphar3A hai? sabakucha patA calatA hai isalie hameM isa tarapha itanA sIkha jAnA cAhie ki apanI sepha sAiDa kisa meM haiM? dAdA ne jo yaha batAyA, vahI sepha saaidd| ye sabhI laukiyA~ kATo to aMdara se nirA kacarA niklegaa| ina jAnavaroM meM buddhi limiTeDa hai aura mana bhI limiTeDa hai isalie jAnavaroM ko hameM sikhAne nahIM jAnA par3atA ki Apa aise laphar3e mata krnaa| kyoMki jAnavaroM meM to Asakti hotI hI nhiiN| Asakti to buddhivAle meM hotI hai| sabhI jAnavara kudaratI jIvana jIte haiM, normala jIvana jIte haiM jabaki ye manuSya to buddhivAle isalie Asakti khar3I karate haiM ki kitanI acchI dikha rahI hai! are, ghanacakkara, use chIla to shii| chIlane para aMdara se kyA nikalegA? isa satsaMga meM hI rahane jaisA hai| anya kahIM mitratA karane jaisI nahIM hai| satyuga meM mitratA thI, TheTha taka kI, jiMdagI bhara mitratA nibhAte the| abhI to dagA dete haiN| vairAgya lAne ke lie loga kitAbeM likhate rhe| assI pratizata kitAbeM vairAgya lAne ke lie likhI gaI haiM, phira bhI kisI meM vairAgya nahIM dikhaa| vairAgya to, agara jJAnIpuruSa eka ghaMTA boleM na to janmojanma taka vairAgya yAda raha jAtA hai| isa jJAna se vairAgya rahatA hai yA nahIM rahatA? praznakartA : hA~, rahatA hai| Aja ke satsaMga se bahuta hI pharka par3a gyaa| dAdAzrI : yaha satsaMga nahIM ho, taba taka manuSya ulajhatA rahatA hai| aisI paz2ala khar3A ho taba kyA karanA cAhie, vaha patA nahIM hotaa| yaha to jaba paz2ala khar3A hotA hai, taba dAdAjI ke zabda yAda Ate haiN|

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dAdA dete puSTi, AptaputriyoM ko (khaM-2-18) 409 kaoNleja meM to kaI roga utpanna ho jAte haiN| kaoNleja meM nire roga hI khar3e hote haiN| sabakucha jokhima hai| hameM apane Apa hI par3hanA-karanA hai, lekina apanI sepha sAiDa rkhnaa| hameM sepha sAiDa rakhakara kAma lenA hai, varnA hara kahIM phisalane ke sAdhana haiN| eka bAra phisalane ke bAda phira ThikAnA nahIM par3egA, samudra meM gaharA utara jAe to phira kaba pAra AegA? sabhI striyA~ to kamala jaisI haiM aura phira agara unheM du:kha ho to vaha duHkha dAdAjI ke nAma para huA kahalAegA to kyA dAdAjI Apako sAvadhAna na kareM? aura dAdAjI para itanA bharosA huA phira bhI duHkha AyA?! isalie dAdAjI to sAvadhAna karate haiN| dAdAjI borDa lagAte haiM ki 'biveyr|' aise borDa lagAte haiM na, 'biveyara oNpha thIphsa', 'coro pAsUna sAvadha rahA?' usI taraha ye 'bIveyara' kA borDa lagAte haiN| hamane sabhI AptaputroM se kahA hai ki Apako zAdI karanI ho to hama Apako lar3akI dikhAe~ge, pharsTa klAsa ldd'kii| phira bhI manA karate haiN| varnA lar3akoM ke mA~-bApa mujhe kaheMge nahIM ki 'ApakI vajaha se ye lar3ake ku~Are rahate haiN|' maiM kahatA hU~, 'ThIka hai|' lekina unakI upasthiti meM maiM kahatA hU~ ki, 'zAdI kara lo| hama aisA nahIM kahate ki 'aisA hI karo' aisA kisI ko nahIM khte| zAdI karanA yA nahIM karanA, tere karma ke udaya ke adhIna hai| hama bhI zAdI karake vidhura hue hI haiM na! jo zAdI karegA vaha vidhura hogaa| mujhe zAdI karate vakta vicAra AyA thA ki 'zAdI kara rahe haiM lekina vidhura honA par3egA eka din|' zAdI karate vakta, maMDapa meM hI vicAra AyA thaa| paMdraha sAla kI umra meN| vaha maiMne pustaka meM jAhira kiyA to loga ha~sate haiM! agara zAdI kareMge to vidhura honA hI par3egA na! una donoM meM se eka ko to vidhura honA par3egA na! tujhe patA nahIM thA ki jo zAdI kare use vaidhavya bhugatanA par3egA? zAdI karegA, use vaidhavya milegA?

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) praznakartA : usa ghar3I, zAdI karate vakta to aisA hI lagatA hai ki janma-janma kA sAtha ho| 410 dAdAzrI : haaN| lekina mana ke vairAgI ho jAne ke bAda aisA patA calatA hai na! hisAba nikAlatA hai na ! eka dina hisAba nikAlanA AegA yA nahIM! praznakartA : AegA / dAdAzrI : isa jagat kA hisAba nikaalnaa| hisAba nikAlanA A jAe to nirA ghATA hI nikAleMge na ! lekina loga nikAlate nahIM haiM na kabhI bhI / hisAba nikAlanA nahIM AtA, ve to phAyadA hI dekhate haiM ismeN| 'behada phAyadA hai', kheNge| praznakartA : ApakI maujUdagI meM eDajasTamenTa kara lenA hai| dAdAzrI : haaN| ye Aptaputra to jJAna kI vajaha se brahmacarya rakha sake, varnA brahmacarya pAlana karanA vaha to mahAmuzkila cIz2a hai| jJAna aura jJAnI kI AjJA, kyA nahIM kara sakate ? isalie mana meM ulTA vicAra taka nahIM AtA / mere pAsa sabhI lar3ake Ate haiM na hindustAna meM / 'are, bhAI, zAdI kara lo na' kahA / 'itanI sArI lar3akiyA~, logoM kI lar3akiyA~ kahA~ jAe~gI?' 'nahIM, hamane to sArA sukha dekhA, hamAre mA~ - bApa kA, lar3ate haiM ve to| hama dekhate haiM na sukha, isalie hamane jAna liyA hai ki bhAI, isameM sukha nahIM hai| hamane ina mA~ - bApa kA anubhava dekhA, isalie aba hameM zAdI nahIM karanI hai / ' kahate haiM / mere pAsa sau-- eka lar3ake haiN| hA~, brahmacarya pAlana karate haiM, z2abaradasta / kar3A brahmacarya pAlana karate haiN| strI para dRSTi taka nahIM DAlate, dRSTi gaI to turaMta prtikrmnn| I I brahmacarya vrata pAlana karanevAlI lar3akiyA~ bhI haiM, aisI maz2abUta kucha pAlana nahIM kara sakatIM, kucha hI loga / striyoM meM moha z2yAdA

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dAdA dete puSTi, AptaputriyoM ko (khaM-2-18) hotA hai, lar3akiyoM ko, isalie pAlana nahIM kara sktiiN| jise moha kama ho use phira agara hama davAI de deM to ve oNlarAiTa ho jAtI haiN| isa vivAha - saMbaMdha ke svarUpa ko to dekho sabhI loga kaheM, taba eka bAra tumheM ThIka lage to zAdI kara lenaa| yaha kahIM haz2Ara-do haz2Ara sAla kA vivAha nahIM hai / yaha to paccIsa sAla yA pacAsa sAla kA qarAra hai| laMbe qarAra nahIM haiM na? laMbe qarAra hoM to zAdI nahIM karanI caahie| ye to choTe qarAra, zorTa qarAra haiN| ye kyA laMbe qarAra hai ? aura usameM bhI alaga hone kI sarakAra ne chUTa dI hai na ? chUTa nahIM dI ? praznakartA hA~, dI hai| 411 dAdAzrI : yAnI zAdI kara lenA acchA hai| kaisA bhI nahIM ! Apako pasaMda Ae usake saath| zAdI hamezA sukha degI, aisA nakkI nahIM hotaa| zAdI duHkha bhI detI hai| abhI jaba taka saMsAra kA moha hai, taba taka duHkha bhugatanA par3egA na ? varnA jise brahmacarya pAlana karanA ho use koI duHkha hI nahIM hai, jhaMjhaTa hI nahIM hai na! lekina yadi nirbalatA khar3I ho rahI ho, to usake bajAya zAdI kara lenA acchA hai, varnA aisA karate-karate cAlIsa sAla ho jAe~ge aura bAda meM eka bhI lar3akA nahIM milegaa| abhI tumheM tIsa-battIsa sAla hue haiM, to battIsa - paiMtIsa sAla kA lar3akA mila jaaegaa| praznakartA : lekina agara mujhe brahmacarya hI pAlana karanA ho to kyA karanA cAhie ? dAdAzrI : to phira mana meM viSaya kA vicAra Ae, usa samaya usa vicAra ko, hama jo sAbuna dete haiM usase dho denA aura kisI kI A~khoM ke sAtha A~kheM mata milAnA aura yadi dRSTi mila jAe to use dho denA / hama sabhI taraha kA sAbuna dete haiM tAki

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412 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) brahmacarya pAlana kiyA jA ske| vicAra to utpanna hote haiN| 'aTraikzana' utpanna hotA hai, vaha kudaratI hai, lekina aTraikzana hone ke bAda sAbuna se dho deM to vApasa aTraikzana nahIM hogaa| AkarSaNa kucha ke prati hI kyoM? praznakartA : mana meM taya kiyA ho ki kisI bhI lar3ake ke lie kharAba vicAra nahIM karane haiM aura mujhe kharAba vicAra nahIM Ate lekina usakA ceharA dikhatA rahatA hai, pratikramaNa karatI hU~ phira bhI vApasa vaha to dikhatA hI rahatA hai to kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : dikhatA rahe to usase kyA? hameM dekhate rahanA hai, pratikramaNa karake ukhAr3a denA hai basa! praznakartA : usakI ora AkarSaNa hotA hai, vaha acchA nahIM lagatA isalie usakA pratikramaNa karatI hai, lekina phira bhI vaha aura bhI jyAdA dikhatA rahatA hai| dAdAzrI : vaha dikhe taba pratikramaNa hogA aura pratikramaNa karane se phira dhIre-dhIre kama hotA jaaegaa| gA~Tha bar3I ho to ekadama se kama nahIM hogaa| praznakartA : mujhe usakA ceharA dikhe aura usake bAre meM ulTe vicAra Ae~ to kyA vaha kharAba nahIM kahalAegA? dAdAzrI : tuma sTroMga (dRr3ha) ho taba phira agara ulTe vicAra Ae~, to unheM dekho ki isake lie abhI bhI bure vicAra A rahe haiN| tuma sTroMga ho to koI nAma nahIM legaa| yaha to bharA huA mAla hai, vaha AtA hai, varnA agara nahIM bharA ho to dUsare kisI laDake ke bAre meM nahIM aaeNge| itane sAre lar3ake haiM, kyA sabhI ke lie Ate haiM? jo mAla bharA hai, vahI A rahA hai| tuma pahacAnatI ho yA nahIM, isa bhare hue mAla ko? kucha ko dekhA ho aura una para dRSTi par3a gaI ho tabhI aaeNge|

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dAdA dete puSTi, AptaputriyoM ko (khaM-2-18) hama to sabhI se kahate haiM ki zAdI kara lo| phira tuma agara zAdI nahIM karatIM to vaha tumhArI marjI / zAdI nahIM karake phira cAritra bigar3e usase to zAdI kara lenA acchaa| lokaniMdya ho to, vaha saba vyartha hai| usase to merija kara lenA acchA, varnA phira harahAe pazu jaisA khlaaegaa| 413 praznakartA : lokaniMdya honA, vaha to bAhara kI bAta huI, lekina khuda kA bigar3atA hai na ? dAdAzrI : yAnI khuda kA to bigar3atA hI hai, lekina phira lokaniMdya ho jAe, vahA~ taka kA bigAr3atA hai| vaha phira thor3Abahuta nahIM bigAr3atA / phisalA ki phira dera hI nahIM lagatI na ? yadi brahmacarya sa~bhAle to bhagavAna banane kI tarakIba hai usameM! jJAnI to sArI kalAe~ batAte haiM, sabhI rAste batAte haiM, lekina use khuda ko sTroMga rahanA cAhie / praznakartA : khuda sTroMga rahe, lekina phira kyA Age jAkara dikkata nahIM AegI ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, kucha nahIM hogA / jJAnIpuruSa kI kRpA sAtha meM rahegI na! khuda sTroMga rahA to jJAnIpuruSa kI kRpA rahA karegI, vacanabala rahA karegA, usase sabhI kAma hote rheNge| khuda kamaz2ora par3e to sabakucha bigar3a jAegA / ' kyA hogA, aba kyA hogA' aisA huA to bigdd'aa| 'kucha bhI nahIM hogA' kahA ki sabakucha calA jaaegaa| zaMkA huI ki phisalA / hamArI vidhi to Apako bAhara se nukasAna nahIM hone degI lekina jise khuda ko hI bigAr3anA ho to usakA kyA ho sakatA hai ? ataH agara nizcaya kara lo to sahI rAha para calegA sArA / praznakartA : nizcaya to ThIka se kiyA hai lekina kamI kahA~ raha jAtI hai ki AjJA hai, jJAna hai lekina puruSArtha meM kamI raha jAtI hai|

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414 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) dAdAzrI : vaha saba to kara deMge hm| ve sAre kanekzana hama karavA deNge| terI icchA ho to hama sAre kanekzana karavA deNge| ina lar3akoM ko sabhI kanekzana karavA die, to z2arA bhI vicAra nahIM aataa| vaisA karake dete haiM hama lekina agara terA taya ho jAe, usake bAda mujhase khnaa| dekho na, vaha lar3akI kaha rahI thI, zAdI kI na Akhira meM! praznakartA : mujhe AptaputrI bananA hai, lekina ye sAre jo mere bhAva pahale ho cuke haiM, zAdI karane ke, naukarI karane ke| ve sabhI mujhe pUre karane par3ege yA dhula jAe~ge? dAdAzrI : jo ho cuke haiM, usameM harja nhiiN| jo ho cukA hai, usakA rAstA hama nikAla deNge| lekina aba nahIM hone cAhie aura jaoNba karane meM bhI harja nahIM hai lekina AptaputrI ke lie sirpha brahmacarya hI z2arUrI hai| tuma ne agara zAdI nahIM kI to koI tuma se pUchegA ki tumhAre kitane bacce haiM? praznakartA : nhiiN| dAdAzrI : kyoM? kyoMki zAdI nahIM kI islie| mUla meM pati hI nahIM hai to bIja kahA~ se DAleMge? aura bIja nahIM DAle to paudhA ugegA hI kaise? pati, pati jaisA ho, ki vaha kahIM para bhI jAe phira bhI eka kSaNa bhI tumheM nahIM bhUle, aisA ho to kAma kA, lekina aisA kisI kAla meM ho nahIM sakatA to phira aise bekAra pati kA kyA karanA hai? kharA pati mile taba(usake lie) koI ekAMta zaiyAsana chodd'e| kyoMki agara usakI cittavRttiyA~ Apake sAtha raheM, to dUsare ke sAtha bAcatIca karate hue bhI ApakI cittavRttiyA~ jahA~ pati ho, vahIM jaaeNgii| to ho gayA na eka kA eka! ekAMta! abhI aisA nahIM milatA na? to bAkI kA sArA mAla to sar3A huA kahalAtA

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dAdA dete puSTi, AptaputriyoM ko (khaM-2-18) 415 hai| aisI sar3I huI sabjI khAne se to nahIM khAnA acchaa| yaha sar3A huA khAne jAe~ge to ulaTiyA~ hoNgii| yaha prema rahita saMsAra hai, sirpha Asakti hI hai| pahale to premavAlI Asakti thii| prema yAnI lagana lagI rahatI thii| aba to lagana hI nahIM lagatI na? TikaTa ko bhale hI kitanA bhI goMda lagAyA jAe phira bhI TikaTa cipakatI hI nhiiN| kAgaz2a hI aisA hai, phira iMsAna taMga A hI jAegA na! ___yAnI isa kAla meM loga prema bhUkhe nahIM haiM, viSaya bhUkhe haiN| jo prema bhUkhe hoM, unheM to agara viSaya nahIM mile phira bhI clegaa| aise prema bhUkhe mileM to unake darzana kreNge| ye to viSaya bhUkhe haiN| viSaya bhUkhe yAnI kyA ki sNddaas| yaha saMDAsa, vaha viSaya bhUkha hai| vahA~ jAne ko nahIM milatA to kyU nahIM lagatI? Apane dekhI hai kahIM kyU? kahA~ dekhI hai? praznakartA : hamArI cAlI meM to lAina meM hI khar3A rahanA par3atA hai| dAdAzrI : cAlI meM bhI kyU lagatI haiM! hamane ahamadAbAda meM pahale kyU dekhI thii| mujhe eka bAra kyU meM khar3A rahanA huaa| maiMne kahA, 'mujhe isa vakta saMDAsa nahIM jaanaa|' usase behatara hama yoM hI baiThe rheNge| hameM isa taraha kyU meM saMDAsa nahIM jaanaa| jahA~ saMDAsa kI itanI kImata bar3ha gaI! kImata to laoNja kI bar3ha gaI hai, lekina yahA~ saMDAsa kI bhI kImata bar3ha gaI! mujhe kyU meM khar3e rahanA par3A! vaha vyakti kahane lage ki, 'abhI thor3I dera, pA~ca minaTa khar3A rahanA pdd'egaa|' maiMne kahA, 'nahIM, eka minaTa bhI nahIM, calo vApasa AtA huuN| kabja hogA to cUraNa le leMge lekina yaha nahIM clegaa| yaha kaise calegA? vahA~ khar3e rahakara kisakA iMtaz2Ara kara rahe ho?! isakI bhI kImata?' mujhe to zarma aaii| maiM to agara bhojana ke lie bhI kyU ho to khar3A nahIM rhtaa| usake bajAya terI roTI tere ghara rahane de| thor3e cane khA leNge|

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) hA~, mokSa de rahA ho to calo na, hama dina-rAta kyU meM khar3e rheNge| 416 yAnI Aja ke viSaya saMDAsa jaise ho gae haiN| jaise saMDAsa ke lie khar3A rahatA hai na! vaise hI ina viSayoM ke lie lAina meM khar3A rahatA hai| saMDAsa lagI ki bhaagaa| ise prema kaheMge hI kaise ? prema to vaha hai ki viSaya nahIM mile phira bhI cir3ha na mce| yaha to jaMgalIpana hai| isake bajAya to sAdhu banakara mokSa meM cale jAne kA vicAra karanA acchaa| hama apane gA~va hI acche ! apane gA~va svataMtra to raha sakate haiN| aisA to kahIM acchA lagatA hogA ? ahamadAbAda ke seThoM ko maiMne dekhA hai| oNphisa meM loga hAtha jor3ate haiM aura ghara para vaha kyU meM khar3A rahatA hai| isameM to svamAna jaisA kucha rahA nahIM na? ise to sAmAnya janatA kahA jaaegaa| hameM to kudaratI rUpa se kyU milI hI nhiiN| kyA kyU hameM zobhA detI hai? ! jahA~ aMdara triloka ke nAtha haiM, vahA~ ? yadi kabhI laganavAlA prema ho to saMsAra hai, varnA phira viSaya to saMDAsa hai| vaha phira kudaratI hAjata meM gyaa| use hAjatamaMda kahate haiM na? jaise sItAjI aura rAmacaMdrajI vivAhita hI the na ? sItAjI ko le gae phira bhI rAma kA citta sirpha sItA meM hI thA aura sItA kA citta sirpha rAma meM hI thA / viSaya to caudaha sAla taka dekhA taka nahIM thA, phira bhI citta unhIM meM thA / use vivAha kahate haiN| bAkI, ye to hAjatavAle kahalAte haiN| kudaratI hAjata! zAdI kI, matalaba samajhanA ki eka zaucAlaya A gayA apane pAsa ! yaha jo zAdI hai, vaha to pUrA saMDAsa hai / strI ne eka hI bAra parapuruSa ke sAtha doSa kiyA ho to use pA~ca sau - haz2Ara janmoM taka strI bananA par3atA hai| viSaya meM phisale to narka kI vedanA

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dAdA dete puSTi, AptaputriyoM ko (khaM-2-18) 417 bhugatanI par3egI isalie A~kheM gar3AnA hI nhiiN| anya doSa calA sakate haiM, lekina yaha atyaMta du:khadAI hai| narka meM par3ane jaisA du:kha lagatA hai| are, isakI bajAya narka meM par3anA acchaa| apane Apa zAdI sAmane se Ae to usa samaya zAdI krnaa| jagat ke loga niMdya mAne, usase to bhayaMkara du:kha par3ate haiM vaisA honA hI nahIM cAhie isalie turaMta pratikramaNa kara lenA caahie| lekina yadi zakti ho to saMyama lo aura zakti nahIM ho to zAdI kara lenaa| zAdI karane se doSa nahIM lgtaa| bAkI viSaya jaisI mAra jagat meM anya koI hai hI nhiiN| viSaya kA vicAra AyA ki tabhI se vedanA utpanna haI, jalana hotI rahatI hai| viSaya ko jIta liyA matalaba sabakucha jIta liyaa| agara pati hogA tabhI jhaMjhaTa rahegA na? lekina yadi brahmacarya vrata le liyA ho to viSaya se saMbaMdhita jhaMjhaTa hI nahIM rahegA na! aura aisA jJAna ho to vaha kAma hI nikAla de! lekina strI ko strI-jAti kA z2abaradasta avarodha hai, isalie zreNI bahuta Upara car3hatI hai lekina strI-jAti hai, isalie ruka jAtI hai na! strI-jAti kitanI bAdhaka hai! strI-jAti ko bAdhakatA utpanna hotI hai, ki kaba usakA levala khisaka jAe, vaha kaha nahIM skte| jabaki puruSa ko to khuda 'ekjekTanesa' meM A cukA ho to phira vaha khisakegA nahIM, usakI gAranTI! tujhe acchA rahatA hai na? praznakartA : yoM to acchA hai, lekina dAdA strI-prakRti hai na! Age nahIM bar3hane degI, aisA hotA hai| dAdAzrI : lekina vaha to yadi bahuta pratikramaNa kare aura sTroMga rahe to kucha nahIM hogaa| sTroMga rahanA caahie| eka bAra phisalane ke bAda mAra khA khAkara mara jaaegii| eka hI bAra phisalI to khatma ho gyaa| yAnI viSaya vaha bhogane kI cIz2a nahIM hai, aisA mAna le to calegA! bhogane kI kaI cIjeM haiM baahr| yaha to nirI

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418 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) jUThana, gaMdagI saarii| A~khoM ko acchA nahIM lagatA, kAna ko acchA nahIM lagatA, jIbha ko acchA nahIM lgtaa| vaha par3hatI ho? praznakartA : par3ha nahIM pAtI khaas| dAdAzrI : use par3hane se to pUrI prakRti alaga ho jAtI hai, varnA phira zAdI kara lenA acchaa| tujhe to calegA na? praznakartA : prakRti TenzanavAlI hai na, isalie jJAna kA pariNAma jaisA AnA cAhie vaisA nahIM aataa| dAdAzrI : jJAna kA pariNAma to agara satsaMga ho na, tabhI AtA hai| vaha to satsaMga nahIM hai, islie| vaha to apane yahA~ para jaba bana jAegA sabhI ke sAtha rahane se vicAra bhI nahIM AegA, balki AnaMda hogaa| vaha makAna jaba banegA vahA~ para brahmacArINiyA~ raheMgI, nahIM to phira zAdI karavAne ko kaha denaa| acche satsaMga meM Ae to vaha TenzanavAlI prakRti hamezA nahIM rahegI, vaha to sabakucha badala jaaegaa| vaha to kusaMga meM jAe tabhI bAdhaka rahatA hai sb| usameM bhI agara yaha viSaya pasaMda hI nahIM ho to chuTakArA hogaa| phira bhI kisI para dRSTi AkRSTa ho to pratikramaNa se khatma ho jaaegaa| lekina agara aMdara se viSaya pasaMda ho to zAdI kara lenA acchaa| praznakartA : khuda ke hita kA nahIM soctii| dAdAzrI : hita to hai hI nahIM na, bhAna hI nahIM hai| miThAsa meM jo iMsAna pha~sa jAe, usakA to hita kA ThikAnA hI nahIM rahatA na! praznakartA : usa samaya khuda ne jo nizcaya kiyA hai, vaha kahA~ calA jAtA hai?

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dAdA dete puSTi, AptaputriyoM ko (khaM - 2- 18) dAdAzrI : jaisA khuda ho jAe, nizcaya bhI vaisA hI ho jAtA hai| khuda kamaz2ora ho jAe, to ho gayA anishcy| 419 praznakartA : lekina isa tarapha kA nizcaya karane meM itanI dera lagatI hai jabaki zAdI kA nizcaya turaMta hI ho jAtA hai| aisA kyoM ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, yahA~ para dera lagatI hI nhiiN| yahA~ para, vaha binA derIvAlA hI hai| praznakartA yahA~ para bhI binA derI kA hI ? dAdAzrI : hA~, jaisA vaha turaMta, vaisA hI yaha bhI turaMta / yahA~ para agara dera lagAkara kiyA ho to usakA nizcaya badalegA hI nahIM na! kabhI bhI nahIM badalegA, mAra DAle phira bhI nahIM bdlegaa| praznakartA : hama sabhI ko agara ThIka se samajhakara yaha nizcaya sTroMga karanA ho, to samajha to hama pUrI-pUrI lAe hI nahIM haiM na! to phira vaha sTroMganesa kaise AegI ? dAdAzrI : terA dhyeya hogA to sabakucha aaegaa| praznakartA : yAnI jise sTroMga karanA hai, usakA hogA hI? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| dhyeya taya kiyA hogA na to sTroMga rahegA to phira ho jaaegaa| yaha dhyeya nahIM hai, usakA dhyeya nahIM hai kucha bhii| praznakartA : Apane dAdA eka bAra kahA thA ki nizcaya maz2abUta karanA ho to nizcaya ke viruddha kA eka bhI vicAra nahIM AnA caahie| dAdAzrI : haaN| aura agara usa dhyeya ko nukasAna pahu~canevAlA kucha bhI Ae to use haTA denA cAhie /

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420 samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) aisI 'samajha' kauna degA? ___ ina bahana kA to nizcaya hai ki 'eka hI janma meM mokSa meM jAnA hai| aba yahA~ nahIM calegA, isalie eka avatArI hI bananA hai|' to phira unheM sabhI sAdhana mila gae, brahmacarya kI AjJA bhI mila gaI! praznakartA : hama bhI kyA eka avatArI baneMge? dAdAzrI : tujhe thor3I dera lgegii| abhI to thor3A hamAre kahe anusAra calane de| eka avatArI to AjJA meM Ane ke bAda, isa jJAna meM Ane ke bAda kAma hogaa| yoM to AjJA ke binA bhI mokSa do-cAra janmoM meM honevAlA hai, lekina agara AjJA meM A jAe to eka avatArI ho jAe! isa jJAna meM Ane ke bAda hamArI AjJA meM AnA pdd'egaa| abhI taka Apa sabhI ko brahmacarya kI AjJA dI nahIM hai na? vaha hama jaldI se dete bhI nahIM haiM kyoMki sabhI ko pAlana karanA nahIM AtA, anukUla nahIM rhtaa| usake lie to mana bahuta maz2abUta honA caahie| Aja satsaMga meM jo sAr3I pahanI hai, to kitanA acchA dikha rahA hai| kala zAdI meM jAnA thA taba sAr3I pahanI thI, yadi koI dekhatA to kahatA ki 'z2abaradasta dikha rahI ho|' isa taraha jisase logoM ko Azcarya ho, vaisA nahIM pahananA caahie| sAdA pahananA, usakI kImata hai| vaha to mohI kahalAtA hai| jo sAdA aura salIkevAlA kahalAe, vaisA pahananA caahie| maiM bhI naye kapar3e pahanatA hU~ na? lekina ve salIkevAle hote haiN| bhar3akIle kapaDe pahane hoM to loga samajheMge ki yaha mUrchita hai| tuma aise kapar3e pahanogI to loga samajheMge ki yaha satsaMga meM gaI hI nahIM hogI, isalie simpala sAr3I acchii| sAr3I ke AdhAra para deha hai yA deha ke AdhAra para sAr3I hai? simpala sAr3I hI prabhAvazAlI hotI hai| lar3ake bhI bhar3akIle kapar3e pahanate haiM na? tumheM mokSa meM jAnA

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dAdA dete puSTi, AptaputriyoM ko (khaM-2-18) 421 hai yA aise lAla-pIlI sAr3iyA~ pahananI haiM aura phira se saMsAra meM rahanA hai? ye lAla, pIlI, nIlI sAr3iyA~ nahIM honI cAhie, ve saba to mohavAlI cIjeM haiN| kabhI na kabhI to moha chor3anA hI par3egA na?! kyA sirpha sAr3I ko hI chor3anA hai? kabhI na kabhI deha ko bhI chor3anA hI par3egA na? arthAt isameM saccA sukha hai hI nhiiN| yaha to saba kalpita sukha hai| viSayoM meM bhI kalpita sukha hai aura anya cIz2oM meM bhI kalpita sukha hai| saccA sukha AtmA meM hai| sanAtana sukha! vaha kabhI bhI nahIM jaataa| hamArA sukha kabhI bhI jAtA hI nahIM hai na! yadi tumheM brahmacarya pAlana karanA ho to itanA sAvadhAna rahanA hai ki parapuruSa kA vicAra taka nahIM AnA cAhie aura vicAra Ate hI dho denA caahie| praznakartA : Apane kahA thA mizracetana se sAvadhAna rhnaa| dAdAzrI : basa, isa mizracetana se jo sAvadhAna rahA, usakA kalyANa ho gayA! eka zuddhacetana hai aura eka mizracetana hai| mizracetana meM yadi pha~sa gae to agara AtmA prApta kiyA ho, phira bhI use bhaTakA degaa| ata: isameM agara vikArI saMbaMdha ho gae to bhaTakanA par3egA kyoMki hameM mokSa meM jAnA hai aura vaha vyakti agara jAnavara meM jAnevAlA ho to hameM bhI vahA~ khIMca le jaaegaa| saMbaMdha huA to vahA~ jAnA pdd'egaa| isalie itanA hI dekhanA hai ki vikArI saMbaMdha khar3A hI nahIM ho| mana se bhI bigar3A huA nahIM ho, taba vaha cAritra kahalAtA hai| usake bAda ye saba taiyAra ho jaaeNge| bigar3e hue mana hoMge to phira vaha phraikcara ho jAegA, varnA eka-eka lar3akI meM kitanI zakti hai! vaha kyA kucha aisI-vaisI zakti hai? yaha to, agara hindustAna kI bahaneM hoM aura sAtha meM vItarAga kA vijJAna ho to phira bAkI kyA rahA? mA~-bApa khuda kI beTI se cAritra saMbaMdhita bAtacIta kaise kara

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) sakate haiM ? to vaha kauna bAtacIta kara sakatA hai ? sirpha eka 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI bAtacIta kara sakate haiM kyoMki jJAnI kisI liMga meM nahIM hote| ve puruSa liMga meM nahIM hote, strI liMga meM nahIM hote, na hI napusaMka liMga meM hote haiN| ve to AuTa oNpha liMga hote haiN| bahuta vicitra z2amAnA AyA hai, phisalatA kAla hai, lar3akiyoM ko koI jJAna hai nahIM, Age kA mArgadarzana nahIM hai| ina lar3akiyoM ko kitanI parezAniyA~ hai ! isalie yaha mArgadarzana de rahA huuN| 422 isalie yaha jJAna nikalA / merI bahuta samaya se icchA thI ki aisA jJAna nikale, lekina usakA TAima AnA cAhie na ? yaha jJAna itanoM ko to milaa| sabhI ko z2arUrata to hai hI na! isa jJAna kI to sabhI ko z2arUrata hai ! brahmacarya vrata pAlana karanA kahIM choTe baccoM kA khela nahIM hai ! viSaya kA vicAra hI nahIM AnA cAhie aura A jAe to use turaMta pratikramaNa karake dho denA / vicAra to Ae~ge hii| isa kaliyuga meM to nire aise vicAra Ate hI haiM ! lekina unheM dho denaa| praznakartA : viSaya meM hamane AnaMda kA AropaNa kiyA hai, isalie vaha AtA hai, lekina hameM brahma ke AnaMda kI anubhUti ho jAe to vaha AnaMda oNTomaiTika chUTa jAegA ? dAdAzrI : hA~, kyoMki jalebI khAne ke bAda cAya pIoge, to apane Apa hI nyAya ho jAegA na! usI prakAra AtmA kA AnaMda cakhane ke bAda viSaya apane Apa hI phIke par3a jAte haiM / ina lar3akiyoM ko phIkA hI par3a gayA hai na! tabhI to rAha para A gayA na! ina lar3akiyoM ko brahma kA AnaMda utpanna huA aura Aropita AnaMda phraikcara ho gayA ! isIlie khuda ke doSoM para ronA AyA na? aura lar3akiyA~ to yahA~ Akara mujhase kahatI haiM ki 'bahuta hI zakti bar3ha gaI, z2abaradasta zakti bar3ha gaI ! ' khuda kA

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dAdA dete puSTi, AptaputriyoM ko (khaM-2-18) 423 sukha khuda ke pAsa hai, loga aisA samajhe hI nahIM haiM na? aura sukha ko DhU~Dhane bAhara jAte haiN| praznakartA : lekina sukha ko kisI na kisI kA AdhAra hai hI, mana kA, vacana kA..... dAdAzrI : parAvalaMbI sukha ko sukha kaheMge hI kaise? praznakartA : sirpha bahanoM kI zivira krvaaie| dAdAzrI : taba to bahuta prabhAva pdd'egaa| ve jaba saccA brahmacarya pAlana kareMgI, to vaha lAiTa alaga hI taraha kI hogii| yaha to janma liyA aura mara gae yahIM para, jAnavara kI taraha, vaha kisa kAma kA? bahanoM suna rahI ho na, merI bAta kar3avI lage phira bhI aMdara utaarnaa| bhale hI kar3avI lage, lekina aMta meM mIThI niklegii| mIThI nikalegI yA nahIM? praznakartA : niklegii| dAdAzrI : abhI to kar3avI lgegii| maiMne kahA hai sirpha yahI eka sepha sAiDa hai, bAkI saba pha~sAva hai| kalyANa karanA hai yA kalyANa svarUpa bananA hai? praznakartA : ye dIkSA lenevAlI jo bahane haiM, unheM dharma kA aisA kucha rahasya samajhAie ki jisase unakA kalyANa ho aura samAja ko aura logoM ko bhI phAyadA ho| dAdAzrI : kalyANa karane meM eka hI cIz2a hai ki jo khuda kA kalyANa kara le, vaha binA bole dUsaroM kA kalyANa kara sakatA hai! ata: karanA kitanA hai? 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa khuda kA kalyANa kara lenA hai| phira khuda kalyANa svarUpa huA ki binA bole logoM kA kalyANa ho jAegA aura jo loga bolate rahate haiM, usase kucha nahIM hotaa| sirpha bhASaNa karane se, bolate rahane se kucha nahIM hotaa|

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samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pU) bolane se to buddhi imozanala ho jAtI hai| yoM hI unakA cAritra dekhane se, usa mUrti ko dekhane se hI sabhI bhAvoM kA zamana ho jAtA hai yAnI ki unheM to kevala khuda hI usa rUpa ho jAne jaisA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa rahakara usa rUpa honA hai| aisI pA~ca hI lar3akiyA~ taiyAra ho jAe~ to kitane hI logoM kA ve kalyANa kara sakeMgI! bilkula nirmala bana jAnA cAhie aura 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa nirmala ho sakate haiM aura nirmala honevAle haiM / 424

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__ mUla gujarAtI zabdoM ke samAnArthI zabda hUMpha : avalaMbana, salAmatI nirjarA : Atma pradeza meM se karmoM kA alaga honA galana : DiscArja honA, khAlI honA pudgala : jo pUraNa aura galana hotA hai galagaliyA : vRttiyoM ko gudagudI honA, mana meM mIThA laganA nikAla : nipaTArA aTakaNa : jo baMdhanarUpa ho jAe, Age nahIM bar3hane de arIsA : darpaNa pUraNa : cArja honA, bharanA uNodarI : jitanI bhUkha lage usase AdhA bhojana khAnA taraMgeM : zekhacillI jaisI kalpanAe~ upAdhi : bAhara se AnevAlA du:kha nikAla : nipaTArA aNahakka : binA haqa kA, avaidha bhogavaTA : sukha yA duHkha kA asara UparI : baoNsa, variSTha mAlika tarachor3a : tiraskAra sahita dutkAranA rAjIpA : gurujanoM kI kRpA aura prasannatA covihAra : sUryAsta se pahale bhojana karanA Azrava : karma meM udaya kI zurUAta, udaya karma meM tanmayAkAra honA

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AyaMbila : jainoM meM kiyA jAnevAlA vrata, jaba bhojana meM eka hI prakAra kA dhAna khAyA jAtA hai Ar3AI : ahaMkAra kA Ter3hApana : karmoM kA kSaya karanevAlA kSapaka

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(dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA prakAzita pustakeM 23. dAna 1. jJAnI puruSa kI pahacAna 2. sarva duHkhoM se mukti 24. mAnava dharma 25. sevA-paropakAra 3. karma kA siddhAMta 4. Atmabodha 5. maiM kauna hU~ ? 6. vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 28. pati - patnI kA divya 7. bhugate usI kI bhUla 8. eDajasTa evarIvheyara 9. TakarAva TAlie 10. huA so nyAya 11. ciMtA 12. krodha 13. pratikramaNa 14. dAdA bhagavAna kauna ? 15. paisoM kA vyavahAra 16. aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 17. jagata kartA kauna ? 18. trimaMtra 19. bhAvanA se sudhare janmojanma 20. mAtA-pitA aura baccoM kA vyavahAra 21. prema 22. samajha se prApta brahmacarya 26. mRtyu samaya, pahale aura pazcAta 27. nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa vyavahAra 29. kleza rahita jIvana 30. guru-ziSya 31. ahiMsA 32. satya-asatya ke rahasya 33. camatkAra 34. pApa-puNya 35. vANI, vyavahAra meM... 36. karma kA vijJAna 37. AptavANI - 1 38. AptavANI - 2 39. AptavANI - 3 40. AptavANI - 4 41. AptavANI - 5 42. AptavANI - 6 43. AptavANI - 8 44. samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pUrvArdhauttarArdha) dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA gujarAtI bhASA meM bhI 55 pustakeM prakAzita huI hai| vebasAiTa www.dadabhagwan.org para se bhI Apa ye sabhI pustakeM prApta kara sakate haiN| dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA hara mahIne hindI, gujarAtI tathA aMgrejI bhASA meM "dAdAvANI" maigez2Ina prakAzita hotA hai /

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