Muni Jivanni Balpothi Part 01

Author(s): Chandrashekharvijay
Publisher: Kamal Prakashan Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/022884/1

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buddhijIvanI bALapothI bhAga pahelA 10000 I 0000000 Q:00:00 136 munizrI candrazekharavijAjI kamala prakAzana TrasTa

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() khAsa karIne nUtana-dIkSite mATe lekhakazrIe () () taiyAra kareluM pustaka... 136 munijIvananI che. bALapothI che bhAga pahelo munizrI candrazekharavijayajI che

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lekhakanA be mAla... ne nigranthA sAcA sAdhupaNAmAM rahetA A jagatanI moTAmAM meATI koI bhautika tAkAta paNa jinazAsananuM ke jainasaMghanuM ahita karavAne samatha nathI. je kALamAM jainatva aLahaLatuM haze te kALamAM tenA jhaLahaLATanA lAbha anya sahune Achevatto paNa prApta thaze. Ama sakaLa jIvarAzinA; ke rASTra, prajA ane saMskRtinA hitamAM mULa tA nigranthAnu sAcu zramaNapaNuM che. Avu zramaNupaNuM mArAmAM pragaTe e mATe meM A pustikAnuM lekhana karyu che. bezaka, anya aneka puNyAtmAo A lekhananA lAbha uThAvIne svajIvanane atyanta vadhu zAstranItinuM anAve tevA bhAva tA mArA hitakaraNanI sAtheAsAtha sakaLAelA che ja. gurukRpAthI ane vaDIleA pAsethI prApta thaelI jIvaMta hitazikSAnA smaraNathI lakhelA A pustakamAMthI thADAka paNa zramaNa-zramaNIe -- khAsa karIne nUtana--dIkSitA -- lAbha uThAvaze ke mAro A prayatna pUrepUrA saphaLa thaze. - kAMya paNa jinAjJAviruddha lakhAyu hAya tA micchAmi dukkaDaM....te a Mge sahu koI mAru dhyAna dore tevI vinaMtI sAthe viramu' chuM. --munizrI candrazekharavajaya

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- , - je , che 87 102 AlAcanA 115 * anukramaNI - agralekha 1. cAle, vikAsanI rakSA karIe 2. jAeM saddhAeM nikkheto ANAe sthiya caraNuM 4. mananI eka nabaLI kaDI 5. zAsana-bhakti aSTa pravacana-mAtA " dIkSA ane pAtratA 8. svAdhyAya 1. prakRtiSa 127 11. abhyAsa ane abhyAsakALa brahmacarya ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevuM 1. bI vinAnI kahevAtI drAkSa ane 2. pANIno kALa aMge pAuiThAvaNi aMge 4. zrIsaMgha sAthenA saMbaMdha aMge savAre pirasI bhaNAvavAnA kAma aMge comAsuM besatAM pahelAnI jayaNA aMge 7. kAmaLImAM kapaDe nAkhavA aMge : 8. phaLa vahoratI vakhate 140, 154 : - T

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9. kApa aMge 10. sAbudANu aMge 11. nadI UtaravA aMge 12. Arogya aMge 13. tIrthabhUmimAM bhakti aMge 14. vijAtIya aMge 15. paisAnA vyavahAra aMge 16. paraspara aMge 17. mananA ucAra aMge 18. mukhAdi prakSAlana aMge 19. pAtarAdinA pratilekhana aMge ra0, tapa aMge ArAdhanA-ullAsa aMge 22. prAyazcitta aMge 23. Dilazuddhi aMge 24. gocarI aMge 25. "Adeza"nI bhASAmAM balavA aMge 26. hastalekhana aMge 27. vijAtIya-paricaya 28. vihAra aMge 29. cAturmAsa-praveza aMge 30. kAmaLI oDhavA aMge . 31. ujhaInI virAdhanA ane .. 32. mAguM paraThavavA aMge 21. 104 105 107 118 118 129

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131 132 33. dharmakAryo karavA aMge 129 34. jarUrI vastunA upayoga aMge 130 35. aucityasevana aMge 36. pustaka-parigraha aMge 131 37. sUtrArtha aMge 38. abhakSyAdinI preraNuM aMge 132 39 haMmeza kAryotsarga aMge 142 40. yeca jIvane preraNA aMge. 143 41. nAnI dekhAtI vAte aMge 144 42. gocarI aMge 145 43. vihAra aMge 158 44. ziSyanI zithilatA aMge 159 45. pakSavAda ane sagAvAda aMge 46. keTalIka bhASA aMge 160 47. prAyazcitta aMge 161 praznottarI 1. pAMca mahAvratanA pAyAnA guNe 2. vRddha, gRhastha, sAdhu-sAdhvI mATe AzramanI jarUra ! 8 3. bhAratabharamAM dharmapracAranI jarUra ! sAdhvIgaNa pratye upekSAvRtti! 23 5. pAlItANAmAM sAdhvIone vizeSa sagavaDa 34 vipazyanA dhyAna zA mATe ? 7. sAdhvIjI-dIkSA pratibaMdha ? 35

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49 33 78 9 8. azubha karmabaMdhamAMthI bacavAnA upAya 9. sAdhunA jIvananI saphaLatAmAM maTI zaMkA? 62 10. dIkSA letAM pahelAM kalyANakabhUminI sparzanA jarUrI?76 11. dIkSA levAmAM mAtApitAne aMtarAya 12. dikSAnA jIvanamAM ja5-dhyAnanI jarUra 13. munijIvana bAda AnaMdellAsane savAla ! 14. dhyAnamAM ekAgratA na Ave te zuM ? 15. dIkSA bAda kyAMka uchaMkhalatA kema? 16. zArIrika Arogya mATe Avazyaka sUcana 17. saMvatsarI parva aMge 18. munijIvanamAM dIrghajIvI navarAza ane kaMTALe 107 19, sAdhvIjI vyAkhyAna kare che ? 109 20. sAdhu-sAdhvI mATe saMghanI javAbadArI zuM ? 109 21. zaheramAM ke gAmaDAmAM? munijIvanamAM Arogya mATenA niyamo 122 23. saMghano kaleza miTAva ke nahIM? 133 24. dIkSA pahelAne tAlIma-samaya 134 25. pAtarAM-kapaDAMnI upAdhi 26. mahatvanI ArAdhanA 27. Ayurvedika auSadha mATe nirapavAda Agraha jarUrI?146, 28. vadhu TakAmAM sAdhvIjIonuM Arogya ciMtAjanaka?148 29, munijIvanamAM DIgrIo 162 30. munijIvanamAM chApAMonuM vAMcana 163 31. bALadIkSA 164 120 22. f je m m 135 135

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1. zAstravicara ghaniryukti upadezamALA - je che $ $ 111 9. 124 4. vairAgya kalpalatA 5. bairAgya-kalpalatA 6. vairAgya-kelpalatA 7. dazavaikAlika sUtranI pahelI 17 gAthA 8. upadezamALA gustatvanizcaya 10, adhyAtmasAra bairAgya-kalpalatA 12. vairAgya-kalpalatA hArdika anumodana-vibhAga : pariziSTo : eka mahAtmAnI nedha 1. sAdhujIvananI sAramayatA 2. saMyamapAlananI viziSTa maryAdAo 3. saMyamanI sAdhanArUpa pagadaMDIo 4. saMyamInuM vyavasthApatraka 5. jAgaraNa mATenA savAle 137 151 166 172 176 181 189 191

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pATha : 1 cAle, vikAsanI rakSA karIe keve! baDabhAgI ApaNA Atama! anAdi nigeAdamAM sAdhAraNapaNuM', ekendriyapaNuM. ane sthAvarapaNu pAmIne ana`takALa pasAra karI nAkhyA. paNa eka vAra emAMthI nIkaLIne pratyekapaNuM; paMcendriyapaNu... ane trasapaNuM pAmyA. paNa tyAM enI vikAsakUca thaMbhI na gaI ! nahi tA e khaDabhAgI zene ? game tema karIne eka vAra Adeza, A jAti ane A kuLa paNa eNe prApta karI lIdhAM. vikAsanI vaNatha'bhI kUca hajI paNa eNe jArI rAkhI hatI. eTale ja A jIvanamAM teNe mArgAnusAribhAva, samyagdana ane saOvirati dharmInI paNa prApti karI lIdhI. have thADuMka ja kAma bAkI rahyuM che. yathAkhyAta cAritrya, kaivalya ane siddhavabhAva eNe prApta karavAnAM che, keTalI muzkelIthI ATaleA vikAsa hAMsala karyo ? e kAI pUchaze! ja mA. 1

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munijIvananI bALathI paNa have zuM? hAthamAM AvelA vikAsa pachI paNa ghaNI vakhata pIchehaTha thaI che ane pharIthI ekaDe ghUMTavAnA divase AvI lAgyA che. zuM have AvuM kAMI bane te paravaDe tevuM che? pharI nigodamAM? vikalendriyamAM ? anAryakuLamAM? mithyAtvabhAvamAM ? aviratinA jIvanamAM ? nA....A padArthonI kalpanA karatAM paNa dhrujArI vachUTI jAya che. zuM karIe? A bhAratanI bhUmimAMthI A kALamAM mokSa prApta thaI zakatuM nathI eTale lAcAra chIe. nahi te jinazAsana samajAyA pachI e mokSaprAptithI jarA ya ochuM ApaNane khapatuM ja nathI. have kyAMya - mahAvidehamAM ya - janma levAnI kaI taiyArI nathI. khera....bhale kadAca mekSa na thAya; paNa e ya cakkasa che ke have durgati paNa na ja thavI joIe. bhAvino itihAsa varSonI sAdhanAthI lakhAvAne badale kyAreka pApanI keI kALI-jhArI ekAda paLamAM ya lakhAI jatuM hoya che! sAdhanAnA jagatamAM yuge. karatAM kyAreka paLe vadhu moTAM parivartana lAvI zakatI hoya che. AthI te trilekaguru paramAtmAe eka paLane ya pramAda na karavAnI ApaNane zIkha ApI che ne ? pratyeka paLanuM jAgaraNa ! "ghaNI tapazcaryA karI che; have thoDoka samaya mejathI khAI-pI lauM !' e vicAra ApaNA mATe gejhAra che.

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munijIvananI bALathI ghaNe svAdhyAya karyo che ke ghaNI gurusevA karI che, have ArAma karIne AnaMda meLavuM! evI kalpanA paNa ApaNu mATe khataranAka che. AthI ja lehacaNa cAvavA karatAM kaThina, asidhArA upara cAlavA karatAM kaThina muni-trata kahyuM che. paNa tethI zuM? have kAMI hiMmata hArI javAya? mAMDa mAMDa hAthamAM AvI gaeluM saMyama-jIvana zithilatAnI aganajavALAomAM bhaDathuM karI devAya? nA...jarA ya nahi... game tevA vikaTa saMge vacce rahIne paNa ApaNe cittane samatala banAvIe. meharAjanI A ja karAmata che ke te je vicAre tarko ane kutarko utpana karAvIne ApaNuM vikAsane thaMbhAvI de che yAvat niSphaLa karI de che. bhUtakALamAM AvuM ghaNIvAra banyuM, ApaNe ya tenI jALamAM phasAI gayA, paNa nA...have to e bhUla na ja karIe. vikAsa eTale vaNathaMbhya vikAsa. have te yathAkhyAta cAritra, kevalya ane siddhatva pAmIne ja japIe. je jarAka cUkIzuM te TheTha nigada sudhI - kadAca anaMtakALa mATe - pheMkAI jaIzuM. aviratinA e gojhArA dinemAM sabaDI sabaDIne sApha thaI jaIzuM. cauda pUrva ghara mahAtmAe paNa paLanI kaI bhUlamAM nigoda sudhI paTakAI paDayA che e zAstra-vacanane satata najara samakSa rAkhIe.

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munijIvananI bALapothI puNyanA camakArA, bhaktonA mAnapAna ane khAnapAna, vAsanAonuM jAgaraNa, vadhu paDatI sagavaDonI apekSAo ApaNA kaTTA zatruo che; emane barobara oLakhI laIzuM te majAla nathI mahArAjanI ke te. ApaNA vikAsane paLa mATe ya thaMbhAvI zake. ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevuM (1) bI vinAnI kahevAtI drAkSa aMge H ema kahevAya che ke lIlI drAkSa be prakAranI Ave che. bI vALI moTI drAkSa ane bI vinAnI jhINuM lIlI drAkSa.. keTalAka samaya sudhI A mAnyatA cAlu rahevAne kAraNe lIlI jhINuM drAkSano acitta keLAnI jema be ghaDInA niyama vinA chUTathI upayoga thato rahyo. paraMtu have gItArtho pAsethI jANavA maLyuM che ke A hakIkta barAbara nathI. e lIlI jhINuM drAkSamAM paNa jhINuM resA jevuM bIja hoya che mATe tene dUra karyA bAda 48 miniTe te acitta thAya che.

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munijIvananI bALapeAthI (2) pANInA kALa aMge : ziyALAmAM cAra, unALAmAM pAMca ane cemAsAmAM traNa praharanA ukALelA pANIneA kALa hoya che. AmAM unALAmAM pAMca praharaheAvAthI sAMje sUryAsta pachI keTalAka samaya paNa-savAre cha vAge pazu uttArelu. pANI-acitta rahe che eTale sAta, sADA-sAta vAgatA sudhImAM cUnA naMkhAya taiya doSa lAgatA nathI. cAmAsAmAM pANInA be kALa thatA hAvAthI upara jaNAvyA mujaba jaladI doSa lAgavAne saMbhava nathI. paraMtu ziyALAmAM cAra ja praharanA kALa hAvAthI savAre pA-6 ke 6 vAge utAreluM pANI sUryAsta thatAM pUrve ja sacitta banI jAya che. eTale tene acitta avasthAmAM ja rAkhavA mATe sUryAstanI pUrve ja cUnA nAMkhI devAMnu' atyaMta Avazyaka che, (3) pArAviNa aMge : paraThavI devA mATenA kApaDanA nAnA nAnA TukaDAe tA retInA DhagalAmAM ke gADAnA cIlAnI vizeSa dhULamAM chUTA chUTA mizrita karI zakAya che. paraMtu kAgaLanA TukaDAone paraThavavAmAM ghaNI kALajInI jarUra che. tene pANImAM ke cAlatI Treine, gRhastha dvArA havAmAM visarjita na karAya. tene kUvAmAM ja tyAgIe. aNujANuha jasuggahA, vAsIreI(3) melIne visarjana karavuM joIe. te kUvA ATalI tharatAthI yukta hovA joI e H (1) bahu UMDo nahi ane

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munijIvananI bALapothI ati chIchare paNa nahi. (2) taLiyuM dekhAya te. (3) pANI ane vanaspati vagere vinAne. AvA kUvAmAM DhIlI gAMThanI dorI bAMdhIne piTaluM utAravuM ane pachI te derI halAvavI jethI badhA TukaDA. taLIo upara rahI jAya. bAda derI ane piTalAno TukaDe Upara kheMcI le. (4) zrIsaMgha sAthenA saMbaMdha aMge : tame je koI kSetramAM roSakALamAM vicare athavA te cAturmAsa kare te kSetranA saMgha pratye apAra vAtsalyabhAva dAkhavaje. keTalIka vAra evuM bane che ke ApaNuM keI apekSA mujaba koI kArya na thatAM te saMghanA sabhya ke agraNIo tarapha ekadama manaduHkha thaI jAya che. dhIme dhIme e manadukhamAMthI kaSAyanI ugratA thavA lAge che. kyAreka bhaDake paNa thAya che. A badhuM khUba ja anucita gaNAya. kharekhara te evI koI apekSA ja ApaNe ja rAkhavI ghaTe. kadAca kaI pUba anivArya apekSA hoya ane tenI paNa pUrti na thAya to, "DuMka sahI levAnI A suMdara paLa vaNamAgI AvI che te lAva, vadhAvI lauM" ema cittane samajAvI daIne atyaMta prasanna rahevuM joIe. AvA samaye puNyakarmanI alapatAne. vicAra karIzuM te khUba samAdhAna thaI jaze.

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munijIvananI bALapeAthI saMghanA sabhyAnA mAthe ghaNI javAkhadArI hoya che. emane paNa kALanA prabhAve keTalAka kaTu anubhavA thayA hAya che. emAMthI temanA haiye kAI kaTAratA janma pAme te te paNa khUba saMbhavita che. ApaNe temanI A paristhitinA vicAra karazuM teA anAdarabhAva nahi jAge. game tema te ya te sa*sArI che; jyAre ApaNe tyAgI chIe. ApaNe ce Aga, vANImAM kaThAratA, ke AMkhe lAlI teA kadI na hAvAM joI e. praznottarI savAla (1) pAMca mahAvratAnA bhArane saphaLatApUrvaka vahana karavA mATe pAyAnA guNA kayA ? javAba : gurvAnApAlana, keTalAka dravyonA kAyamI tyAgapUrNAMkane tapa ane zAstra-svAdhyAya. (1) jeo gItA che (athavA gItA nizcita che,) ane jeo atyaMta sa`vigna (virakta) che te guru kahevAya. AvA gurunI AjJAonuM eka paNa apavAda

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munijIvananI bALathI vinA pAlana karavuM joIe. Ama karavA mATe pitAnI tamAma IcchA, apekSA mahattvAkAMkSAne khatama karI ja devI paDaze. (2) Asakti utpana kare ke Arogyane hAni kare tevA tamAma bhejya padArthone tyAga karavo joIe. khAsa karIne miSTa, taLeluM, pharasANa, phuTa tathA me ane reja vadhumAM vadhu mIThAIe. AvA kAyamI tyAga uparAMta je kAMI tapazcaryA thaI zake te karavI joIe. tapanA kAraNe tyAgane bhega levAya te sAmAnyataH ucita jaNAtuM nathI. bhasmanuM ke vigaIonuM sevana karIne tapa karavAmAM ghaNuM jokhama paDelAM che. () zAstra-svAdhyAya e mahAvatanI rakSA karatuM abhedya kavaca che. vadhumAM vadhu kalAka sudhI gAthA gekhavI e Agraha rAkhavo joIe. athavA guru je prakArane svAdhyAya batADe te kara joIe. jyAM svAdhyAyanuM jora haze tyAM niMdA, vikathAne te avakAza ja nahi maLe. savAla (2) Aje apaMga, lulA, azakta vagere vRddha gRhastho mATe ane vRddha thaI gaelA sAdhu-sAdhvIo mATe AzramanI jarUra che ema Apane lAgatuM nathI? javAba : ApaNI AkhI AryavyavasthA puSkaLa javAbadArIothI bharapUra che. A khUba ja hetupUrvakanI

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munijIvananI bALapothI vyavasthA che. jenI je javAbadArI temAMthI te chaTakI jAya te barAbara nathI. gRharakSA; bALauchera ane patisevAnI javAbadArImAMthI Aje nArI chaTakI che to tenAM bhayaMkara duSpariNAme Aje AMkha sAme jovA maLe che vidyAthI, sukhArthI banIne javAbadArImAMthI chaTakyo che te teNe "kAMIka meLavavA jatAM "ghaNuM gumAvI dIdhuM che. hospiTalane kSaNika-lAbha levA jatAM mAMdAnI mAvajatanA ghaNA gharelu lAbhe kheAI nAMkhavAmAM AvyA che. prasUtigRhethI lAbha levAmAM ArogyanI aneka kuMcIene Akhe ne A jaDe A dezanI prajAe khAI nAMkhe che. eka pakSane cUMTIne khurazI upara besADayA pachI prajAe badhI javAbadArI tenA mAthe jhIMkI daIne pite (Ane dhe-Ijhama = badhuM teo ja kare e vAda- kahevAya che) mAnavatAviheNa banI che. bhayaMkara udAsInatAne bura oDhIne prajA ane tenA lekAgraNIo gharamAM besI gayA che. A badhuM jANyA pachI paNa vRddhonAM "gharaDAM-ghara jyAM tyAM UbhAM karavAnI vAta karavI e mane khUba vicitra lAge che. zuM te vRddha mAtApitAnI sevA karavAnI temanAM saMtAnanI javAbadArI nathI ? re! emanI sevA karavI e saMtAnane dharma ja nathI? zuM ApaNe saMtAnone A dharmathI mukta karI devAM che? "gharaDAMgharamAM pisA

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munijIvananI bALathI bharI daIne tyAM mA-bApanI sevA thAya" e vicAra paNa na karAya. sevAne paisAnA mAdhyamathI kadI paNa telazo nahi. je mAtApitAe bhAre jahemata uThAvIne saMtAnone moTAM karyA e vaDIlenI sevA je saMtAnane bhAre paDI jatI hoya te AvAM saMtAnone janma paNa A dharatIne mATe kalaMkarUpa che. "gharaDAM-gharane kALa have najadIkamAM ja AvI rahyo che. sarakAra ja tenI vyApaka pejanA karaze paNa enI najara te rASTra ane anAjanI achatanA kAyamI prazna tarapha maMDAyelI che eTale e je kAMI karaze temAM A khyAla to te rAkhaze ja. "sevA e kAMI te "gharaDAgharanI sthApanA pAchaLane zuddha-udeza nahi ja hoya. zuM ApaNe paNa A paristhiti tarapha DhasaDAzuM? jIvanabhara kheDUtane kamANe karAvI ApatA baLada vRddha thAya tyAre tene katalakhAne mokalI devAnI AjanI ghAtakI ane svArthIpa vicAraNA jeTalI ja-samAna A. vicAraNuM che. AthI to eka divasa prajAne eka sUtra maLaze ke, "je nakAmA te jIvavAne nAlAyaka." bhUlA, laMgaDA, gAya. vagere ro; vRddha bALako ane chelle mAtApitAdi vRddho. hAya! kevI bhayaMkara patetI tarapha A dezanI prajA saphatapUrvaka taNAvAI rahI che.

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munijIvananI bALapothI 11. nA jevuM mAtApitAdi vaDIle mATe kahI zakAya tevuM ja vRddha thatAM sAdhu-sAdhvIo mATe kahI zakAya. emanI sevA karavAnI javAbadArI bhAratanA judA judA gAmanA. saMghanI ja che. je teo te javAbadArImAMthI chaTakI javA mAMgatA hoya te te barAbara lAgatuM nathI. vaLI te vRddha tyAgIonA guruoe evI kaI vyavasthA karavI joIe jethI temane suMdara ArAdhanA karAvI zakAya. je. teo paNa te javAbadArImAMthI chaTakavA mAMgatA hoya te bhale tema kare.. paNa teo ATaluM nizcita samajI rAkhe ke temane je AzramamAM khaseDavAmAM Avaze tyAM emane ArAdhanA karavAnuM ke maraNa vakhate samAdhi pAmavAnuM kAma atyaMta. muzkela haze. A vAta huM AzramamAM pharIne; tyAMnI paristhitinuM darzana karIne jaNAvuM chuM. ene kaI kaha5nA mAtra samajaze. nahi . AzramamAM pagAradAra nokare rAkhavAmAM Ave che. A nokaranA haiye kaI evI viziSTa karuNA ke bhakti. hotI nathI. vaLI je haMmezanI vastu bane temAM bhAva jaLavAI rahe te paNa khUba muzkela che. temAMya A AzramanA rahevAsIo te mAMdA, rogiSTa, parAdhIna, svabhAve paNa vicitra vagere prakRtithI dayApta hoya; emane sAcavavA e to kharekhara AsamAnanA tArA, teDavA karatAM ya vadhu kaThina sAdhanA che.

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12 munijIvananI bALapothI hA...viziSTa dharmapariNativALA sukhI ane khUba udAra dharmAtmAe A sthAnomAM jAte sevAbhakti karavA goThavAya te judI vAta. paNa te kadI banavAnuM nathI. A sthitimAM ribAI ribAIne mata - AjanI ghaNuMkharI pAMjarApoLomAM thatAM DhoronA mota jevuM matathavAnuM susaMbhavita che. mATe ja A praznane gaMbhIrapaNe vicAravAnuM khUba jarUrI che. zAstrapATha chatrIsa guNothI yukta hoya, vyavahAra-kuzaLa hoya, tevA AcAryapadadhArIe paNa anya gItArthanI pAse pitAnI pApazuddhi avazya karavI joIe. atyaMta kuzaLa e paNa vaidya pitAne vyAdhi anya vaidyane kahe che ane te vaidya tenI cikitsA kare che tema. A rIte svayaM prAyazcitta-vidhi jANatA hoya te paNa teNe anya gItArthanI pAse prAyazcitta levuM joIe.

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munijIvananI bALapothI guru pAse jaIne, vinayapUrvaka hAtha joDIne saMpUrNa rIte saghaLAe potAnI zuddhi karavI e tIrthakara devano upadeza che. temanA zAsanamAM spaSTa kahyuM che ke pApanA zalya.. vALo AtmA kadI zuddha thato nathI. jyAre sarva zalone. uddhAra karanAra AtmA sarva kalezamukta thaIne zuddha thAya che. ekAeka, ajJAnatAthI, bhayathI, keInA dabANathI, kuTevane kAraNe. saMkaTane lIdhe, rAga-dveSathI mUDha banI jaIne je kAMI paNa akArya sevAI gayuM hoya tene khUba ja saraLatAthI, mAyA-madathI para banIne AlecavuM joIe. tenuM je prAyazcitta mArganA jANakAra guru Ape te. teNe pharI pApane prasaMga thaI jAya tevA bhayathI, jAgrata. rahIne vahana karavuM. jagatamAM evuM bhayaMkara saMkaTa lAvI mUkavAnI. tAkAta dharAvatuM koI zastra nathI; kaI khoTI rIte paNa derAelA evuM koI bhUta nathI. evuM kaI zastra nathI, krodhAbdha banelo sApa paNa. evI bhayAnaka Apatti kheMcI lAve che; - paMDitamaraNanA samayamAM ja - AtmAmAMthI nahi uddhArelAM pApa-zo. hA ! teo AtmAne durlabha-dhi banAve che, ane anaMtasaMsArI banAve che. eghiniyukti zleka naM. 794 thI 804

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'14 munijIvananI bALathI sAra : jarA paNa lajijata thayA vinA suyogya, gaMbhIra, gItArtha ane saMvigna evA mahAtmA pAse pApazuddhi vahelAmAM vahelI take karI levI joIe. AvI zuddhi karanAra AtmAne mahAnizItha graMthamAM mahAtmA " "bhAgyavAna vagere zabdathI sAmAnya che. pApa te ghaNA ya karatA haze; paNa saMpUrNa zuddhi te koka ja laghukamI AtmA karI zake che. anAdikALanI vAsanAo pApa karAvI nAkhe temAM navAI nathI. tenI nirmAyAvabhAve zuddhi karavI te ja navAI che. jemane evA pApazuddhikAraka guru maLyA che te AtmAo atyaMta vadhu dhanyavAdane pAtra che. jemAM temanI pAse bALakanI jema badhuM ja nivedana karI zake che. hArdika anamedana (13) eka munivarane vihAramAM kAmaLIne kALa thatAM pUrve ja vasatimAM praveza karI devAne niyama hato. eka vakhata temaNe ekAzana karIne dhUma tApamAM bAra - vAge vihAra zarU karI dIdhuM. sAMja thatAM kAmaLIne kALa

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15 munijIvananI bALapothI thavAne have dasa ja miniTanI vAra hatI. temaNe bhAre skUti karI ane tenI eka ja miniTa pUrve vasatimAM praveza karI dIdho. pratijJA-pAlana karyAne temanAM meM upara apAra AnaMda UbharAte hate. (1) tAjetaramAM eka AcArya-bhagavate vardhamAna tapanI bIjI vakhata so oLI pUrNa karIne pAraNuM karyuM. (2) eka zramaNe pAsake AjIvana AMbila karavAnI pratijJA laIne vardhamAna-tapanA AMbila zarU karyA. eka paNa oLInuM pAraNuM karyA vinA eka se oLI pUrNa karIne AgaLa vadhI rahyA. temaNe ghaNI kharI oLIo ThAma covihAra, alUNuM ane eka ke be ja dravyathI pUrI karI che. (3) eka bhAIe dharmapatnInI preraNAthI sva dravya jinA layanuM nirmANa karyuM che, jemAM lagabhaga trIsa lAkha rU.ne vyaya thaI cUkI che. hajI kAma cAlu che. pitAnA bhaMDAranI Avaka teo bahAra Ape che paNa pitAnA A jinAlayamAM vAparatA nathI.

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pATha : 2 jAe saddhAe nikkhaMto mathALe mUkayuM che te che Agamavacana. bhAre ullAsathI saMyamanA mArge Daga mAMDatA AtmAne mAtAnI jema zAstro A AzIvarcana uccAre che ke, "he Atmana ! je jhaLahaLatA ullAsa sAthe, je thanaganatI AlkalyANanI zraddhA sAthe te tArA mahAbhiniSkramaNanA dine mokSapatha upara Daga mAMDe che te ullAsa ane te zraddhAne sadA tArI sAthe rAkhaje. enuM pAlana, piSaNa ane saMvardhana. karaje-jAe saddhAe niphakhaMto sAmevANu pAlejA. sAce ja ke hate e ApaNe mahAbhiniSkramaNane dina ! keTalI musIbatemAMthI nIkaLIne, keTalI aganaparIkSAomAMthI pasAra thaIne, keTalA nehIjananA mehanAM AvaraNo teDIne A mahAmUlI - devone ane devendrone. ya alabhya - pravrayA ApaNe meLavI hatI ! nANanI phera beThavAelA jevA jhaLahaLatA hatA; pAMca dIvaDAo; e jhaLahaLatA UchaLato hata; ullAsane sAgara; ApaNuM aMtarapaTamAM. have muni-jIvananA kAMTALA

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munijIvananI bALathI 17 paMthe saphaLatA meLavavI hoya to zAstrajJa mAtAo kahe ke, "tuM te u9lAsanuM jatana kara." e ulalAsa ke e AtmakalyANanI zraddhA tane badhA ja baLa pUrA pADaze. koInAM vyaMgabharyA vAgmA sAme e kavaca banaze; keInI herAnagati sAme tAruM rakSaNa karaze; Arogya tUTI paDatAM tArA cittane e hAma Apaze. ane upakArIjana-gurujanane viraha thatAM tane jIvavAnuM baLa Apaze. zraddhA ke ullAsa ja ApaNA jIvananA trANu ane prANa che. zvAsa ane uchuvAsa che. jerathI vIMjhAte pavana ekAeka paDI jAya tema jemanA jIvanamAMthI ullAsa khatama thaI jAya che temanuM munijIvana niSmANa kalevara banI jAya che. AthI ja, game te bhege-je kAMI evuM paDe te badhuM karI laIne e prathama dinanA "ullAsane sadA TakAvI rAkhavo joIe. jema vadhu pratikULatA tema vadhu ullAsa. jema vadhu pApodaye duHkhanAM Agamana tema te ulAsanA dIpamAM vadhu joradAra uchALA. lIdhuM ja che saMyama, te have pALI ja jANIe. yuddhanA medAnamAMthI pIchehaTha kevI? e te kAyaranuM kAma che. mahepAdhyAyajIe vairAgya kalpalatAmAM preraNA detAM kahyuM che ke, "he saMyamadhara Atmana ! yAda rAkha ke mu-2

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18 munijIvananI bALapothI tArA janmadine-prathama divase-tuM siMhanI jema garjanA karata saMsAranI beDamAMthI bahAra nIkaLyo hato. have manathI kapIne merU jevA banAvI dIdhelAM aNu--duHkhe sAme rAMkaDo ziyALa kAM bane? AmAM tArI zI zebhA che?" siMha maTIne ziyALa thavuM ? nA....zuM karavuM ? basa te mATe janmadinanA ulAsane sadA jIvaMta rAkho. ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevuM (5) savAre pirasI bhaNAvavAnA kAma aMge savAre pAtarA vagerenuM paDilehaNa karatAM pahelAM pirasI bhaNAvavAnI hoya che. je kALamAM jeTalA kalAkane eka prahara thatuM hoya [dhAre ke bAra kalAkano divasa che te eka pahora pUrA traNa kalAkane thAya.] tenA piNa bhAge [traNa kalAkane pahora hoya te tene piNe bhAga savA be kalAka thAya.] pirasI bhaNAvavAnI hoya. dareka tumAM pahoranA kalAka ochA-vattA thatA hovAthI pirasI bhaNAvavAno samaya paNa vadha-ghaTa pAmyA kare. upara mujaba je kALe je cokkasa samaye pirasI bhaNAvavAnI thatI hoya te kALe te cokkasa samaye ja

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14 munijIvananI bALapothI pirasI bhaNAvavI joIe. temAM jeTaluM moDuM thatuM jAya teTaluM tenuM prAyazcitta vadhatuM jAya. keTalAka saMyamadharo A bAbatamAM vizeSa pramAda sevatA jovA maLe che. dhAre ke piNe nave pirasI bhaNAvavAnI hoya te dasa vAge, sADA dasa vAge, ke agiyAra vAge paNa bhaNAvAtI hoya. kaI khAsa kAraNa vinA Ama karI zakAya nahi. hajI kyAreka khAsa kAraNe pAMca-sAta miniTa vahelI pArasI bhaNAvI zakAya paNa meDI bhaNAvavA taraphanuM valaNa te bane tyAM sudhI na ja rAkhavuM joIe. (6) comAsuM besatAM pahelAMnI jayaNA aMge : cAturmAsa besatAM pahelAM-varasAda zarU thatA pUrve ja rekajhIna vagere jAtanA keTalAka kavare upara; [kAgaLa kADhIne upara cUne pheravI devAnuM khUba jarUrI che. dAMDA upara paNa cUne ghasI devo joIe. jo tema na karavAmAM Ave te pANI ke bheja lAgI jatAM te vastuo upara phUga vaLI jAya che. AthI te pustaka vagere upagamAM laI zakAya nahi. te cIjone evA koI chata vagere upara divaso sudhI - kyAreka mahinA sudhI paNa - mUkI devI paDe che. AvI virAdhanA na thavA devA mATe pahelethI jayaNAnuM bhAremAM bhAre cIvaTapUrvakanuM lakSa rAkhavuM joIe.

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munijIvananI bALapothI A ja rIte cAlu upagamAM na levAnA - vahorI. lIdhelA ghaDAonAM meM - ghaDA pUMjI lIdhA bAda - nAnA kaTakAothI bAMdhI devA joIe. AthI tenI aMdara bAvA vagere thatAM saMbhavita virAdhanAo thavA pAme nahi. jayaNA ApaNuM jIvana che, jIvamAtra pratyenI karUNA e ApaNe bhAva. saMyamanA jIvananA pratyeka zvAse zvAse dhabakAra che. "zivamastu sarva jagataH e mAtra belavAnI vastu nathI. jene zivapada pAmavuM che te saMsAratyAgIe. te sakriya rIte jIvamAtranA zivanuM ArAdhana karavAnuM che. (7) kAmanI mAM kapaDe nAkhavA aMge : kALanA samayamAM bahAra javuM paDe tyAre kAmaLI. oDhavAnI vidhi che. paNa A unanI kAmaLInI aMdara sUtarane eTale ja meTe kapaDAM nAMkho ekadama anivArya che. kAmaLo oDhatAM be vAta khyAlamAM rAkhavI joIe. (1) kAmaLI AkhI khelIne zarIrane vadhumAM vadhu tenAthI. DhAMkIne oDhavI. kAmaLInAM be ke cAra paDa karIne tene mAtra mAthA upara nAMkhI devI te ucita nathI. (2) oDhelI kAmaLInI aMdara sutarane kapaDe jeDa. vaLI utAryA bAda tene daseka miniTa sudhI to na ja saMkelavI; paNa sAva khullI mUkI devI. A be ya bAbata kAmaLInA kALamAM bahAra nIkaLatI vakhate amalamAM mUkavAnI che tema ujhaInI virAdhanAnI zakyatA vakhate paNa amalI banAvavAnI che.

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munijIvananI bALapAthI (8) phaLe. vaheAratI vakhate : niSkAraNa te phaLa vaheArAya nahi. nahi te phaLanA pratyeka kALIe utsaga mAge ekekA upavAsanA daMDa jaNAvavAmAM AvyeA che. paNa gItA gurudevanI sa`matipUrNAMka sakAraNa keI phaLa vaheAravu paDe tyAre khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM ke te phaLa krIjhamAM mUkavAmAM Avelu' na hetuM ne ? praznottarI savAla (3) sAdhu-sAdhvIoe zAsratA ane aMgrejI Adi bhASAo vagerenA DAsa abhyAsa karIne tejasvI vakatRtvazakti prApta karIne bhAratabharamAM dharmanA pracAra karavAnI zuM jarUra lAgatI nathI ! javAba : jo pAyAmAM jinAjJApAlana ane pakSajanita zuddhinuM tattva nahi hoya te A badhA abhyAsa sApane dUdha pAvA jevA jherI sAbita thaI raheze. AthI ja saMsAratyAgIe vidvAna thaIne pracAraka banavAnu` nathI paNa saMyamI banIne prabhAvaka thavAnu che.

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munijIvananI bALapothI tyAgI AtmA sau prathama saMyamI have ja joIe. te pachI-tenI sAthe sAthe te vidvAna paNa bane te tene vAMdho nahi. paraMtu kerI vidvattA to gaganamAMthI paDatI bhayAnaka vIjaLI jevI che ke je anekanuM satyAnAza kADhI nAMkhe che. vaLI hAlane pracArano vAyaro ja evo che ke temAM jhaDapAelo AtmA vizuddhinA jIvananI dharatI upara prAyaH TakI zakato nathI. AthI ja Aje te khUba jarUra che; sAcA saMyamadharonI ke jemane prabhAva ja jagatanA jIvanA hitamAM jhaDapabhera pariNamavA lAge. vidvattAne prathama naMbara ApavAnI vRtti dharAvatA dharmapracArakoe sva-parane je kAMI lAbha karyo haze tenA karatAM temaNe nukasAna vadhu karyuM che ema lAge che. emanA aMtaramAM UMDe UMDe paDelI saMyamadhamanI upekSArUpa. avidhi emanA koI pracAranA mizanane saphaLa thavA detI nathI, eTaluM ja nahi paNa e mizanamAM vyApatA saMgharSo vagerethI samagra vAyumaMDaLamAM aneka aniSTa jhapATAbaMdha. UbharAI jatAM jovA maLe che. pracAranA kAryamAM dekhAtA ghaNu plasa" (phAyadA)nI sAthe chupAelA puSkaLa mAInasa (geraphAyadA) je najare lAvavAmAM Ave te pracAranI A dhUna kabaranazIna karI, devAnuM dila dareka dharmapremIne thaI Ave. enA karatAM te prabhAvaka vAyumaMDaLanI sahaja

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munijIvananI bALapothI jamAvaTa - dhImI te ya - sArI, ke jemAM "plasa" bhale thoDA ja (phAyadA) che paNa "mAInasa (geraphAya)-eke ya nathI. savAla (4) sAdhvIgaNa pratye jaina saMgha kAMIka vadhu upekSAvRtti rAkhe che tema Apane lAgatuM nathI ? ' javAba : hA...evuM jarUra kahI zakAya kharuM. je ke e upekSAthI AvI paDatI pratikULatAonuM jIvana e to te sAdhvIjI mATe AtmakalyANamAM atyaMta upakAraka banI rahe tema che. je ke sAdhuo tarapha DhaLatI vizeSa bhakti ke sagavaDe temanAmAMnA keTalAkanuM patana je rIte atyaMta saMbhavita banAvI mUke che te duHkhada bInA sAdhvIgaNane jovAnI rahetI nathI, to paNa jaina saMghane zrAvakagaNa upekSA dAkhavavAne kAraNe che ThapakA-pAtra te nathI ja. bezaka AnAM avaLAM arthaghaTana karIne sAdhvIjIonA saMghane jamAnAvAdanA vAtA vAyarAmAM goThavI devAnI vAta kaI "sudhAraka karI de te saMbhavita che, paraMtu ApaNe tevI vAta karavI nathI. mAtra sAvagaNanA saMyamI jIvananA Arogya, svAdhyAya, vihAra ane zAstrokta paddhatinA vikAsa mATe jana saMghe gaMbhIra banIne jAgrata thavuM joIe eTaluM ja ahIM jaNAvavuM paryApta lAge che. A upekSAmAMthI ja sAdhvIonA cittataMtramAM keTalAka evA vikSobha pidA thAya che ke je temanA saMyama

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24 munijIvananI bALathI jIvanane paNa kaI kALI paLamAM jokhamI banAve che. evA keI AdhyAnamAM te AtmAo AvI jAya te atyaMta saMbhavita che. je jana saMghe pitAnA ja gharanI mA-dIkarIone dIkSA daI jANe che te teNe paLAvI jANavI joIe ja. dIkSA daIne te javAbadArImAMthI chUTakArAno dama kheMcI le te te atyaMta vakheDavAlAyaka vRtti gaNAya. zAstrapATha [upadezamALa] je sAdhu gRhasthane jatiSanA saMbaMdhamAM kuMDalI jeI ApIne phaLAdeza kahe che. nimitta vagere jaNAve che ke dorA-dhAgA karI Ape che, athavA tenI anumodanA ja kare che tene saghaLe karele tapa niSphaLa banI jAya che. A rIte sAdhu je gRhasthane vadhu ne vadhu saMparka kare te tenI A pravRttio vakhatevakhata vadhatI rahe che. chevaTe pite temAMthI chUTavA mAMge to paNa nIkaLI zake nahi tevI bhayaMkara latamAM te AvI jAya che. cakravatIne cha khaMDanA sAmrAjyane tyAga karI de te sahela che, paNa pramAdanA dezamAM phasAelA, tenI

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munijIvananI bALapothI late caDelA saMsAratyAgIne te dene tyAga karavo e vadhu muzkela banI jAya che. je tyAgIe piMDavizuddhi, pratilekhanA vagere uttaraguNone tyAga kare che ke temAM zithila bane che teo bahu TUMkA samayamAM mULagu-mahAvate-ne paNa khoI bese che, athavA temAM zithila banI jAya che. AthI ja ArAdhakabhAvavALA tyAgIoe badhA pramAdane tyAga karIne 22 parISaha vagere sahana karavA rUpe apramattabhAva keLavavuM joIe. zUravIra AtmAe lIdhelA vratane daDhatApUrvaka pALatA hioya che. jyAre keTalAka gRhastha pitAnAM vratamAM daDhatA rAkhatA jovA maLe che tyAre saMsAratyAgIoe te vratacAlanamAM keTalI badhI daDhatA rAkhavI joIe ? ka 115 thI 120ne bhAvAnuvAda hArdika anumAna (4) thoDA ja divase pUrve muMbaImAM eka makAnano pAchale bhAga ekAeka tUTI paDaze. te makAnamAM eka jena bhAI te vakhate sAmAyika karatA hatA. pAravAne be ja

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26 munijIvananI bALapothI miniTanI vAra hatI tyAre saMDAsa javAnI tIvra zaMkA thaI paNa vaheluM sAmAyika nahi pALavAnA daDhasaMkalpathI temaNe be miniTa sAmAyikamAM ja pasAra karI. ane te ja be miniTamAM te makAnano pAchale bhAga - jemAM saMDAsa hatuM te-tUTI paDa. pelA bhAI AbAda UgarI gayA temanI vrata pAlananI niSThAnuM hAdika anumodana. (ke sAkSAta jovA maLe che, dharmane prabhAva !) (5) gheDAka mahinAo pUrve eka ema. kema. thaelA viraunike amadAvAdamAM potAnA lagna samAraMbhamAM abhakSya, apeyane; jamAnAvAdI, tamAma rIte bahiSkAra karavApUrvaka lagnavidhi karI. tene prabhAva bIjA cAra rana grejayueTenA. AvI rahelA lagno upara paDe che. temaNe paNa te tanA . bahiSkArapUrvaka ja lagnavidhi karavAnuM nakakI karyuM che. (paga) mahArASTramAM eka AcArya bhagavaMtane vegathI dhasI AvatI TekasIe aDapheTamAM lIdhA. jedAra dhakko. lAgavAthI pUjyazrI seLa phUTa dUra pheMkAIne pachaDAyA. pagamAM phrekacara thaI gayuM. mAranI asahya vedanAmAM paNa teozrIe svaziSyone kahyuM, "pelA DrAIvarane kazuM ja karatA nahi, e bicAro taddana nirdoSa che. mAruM sahune micchAmi. dukkaDama" dhanya che; e mahAkarUNAne? (6) eka mahAtmAe Adhunika jaina nATakanI joradAra tarapheNa karI hatI. paraMtu temanA kALadharmanA najIkanA ja divasamAM temaNe potAnI e bhUlane nikaTavatI

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27 munijIvanatI bALapothI munio pAse hArdika ekarAra karyo hato. dhanya che temanI saraLatAne ! pApabhIrutAne ! (7) tAjetaramAM kALadharma pAmelA eka mahAtmA ArogyanA kAraNe, nizcita thayelA sthaLe cAturmAsa karavA jaI na zakyA; DeLImAM besIne jaI zakAtuM hatuM paNa temane te maMjUra na hatuM. paNa anya sthaLe cAturmAsa karavAnI avidhi temanA haiyAne sAlatI hatI. tethI ja jANe ke comAsI pratikramaNa pUrve te sthaLane ya te kRpAlue cheDI dIdhuM ke dhanya che, temanI saMyama-kadaratAne.

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pATha : 3 ANAe zciya caraNuM ANAe zciya caraNuM, tarbhAge kina bhaggatu." A che; zAstrakAra paramaSionI siMhagarjanA jevuM vAkayaH -cAritrya te jinAjJAnA pAlanamAM ja che, tene bhAMgyA pachI cAritrya-jIvananuM kayuM aMga bhAMgI paDatuM nathI? pachI zuM jIvatuM bAkI rahI jatuM haze? cAritryajIvanane prANa che AjJApAlana. jyAre paNa te muzkelImAM mukAya tyAre tene prANa (rakSaka) che; AjJA-pakSa. zakya hoya tyAM sudhI te AjJApAlana ja Avazyaka paNa azakya ke duHzakya viSayamAM ya AjJAne kaTTara pakSa te have ja joIe. je sAdhunA A pAlana ane pakSa be ya gayA e sAdhu pAse hajAro AtmAonI dekhAdeDI jovA maLatI hoya te mAnaje ke e sAdhunA cAritrya-prANa cAlyA gayA pachI nIkaLatI tenI smazAnayAtrAmAM joDAvA mATe ja te hajAro lekenI daMDAdeDI thaI rahI che !

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munijIvananI khALapeAthI vartamAnakALamAM cAritryanuM grahaNa khUba sulabhaprAyaH thayuM hoya tema jovA maLe che ane tethI kadAca AnaMda paNa thAya; paraMtu tenI sAthe ja atyaMta AghAta sAthe. eka noMdha levA jevI che ke jema jema grahaNa sulabha thatuM jAya che tema tema pAlana durlabha thatuM jAya che. ane pakSanA te phuracA ja UDI rahyA che. 29 acchAmAM acchA khAnadAna kuLanA gaNAtA keTalAka AtmAo-sAdhu ke sAdhvIjI--nI A dazA jotAM atyaMta becena banI javAya che. AvuM thavAmAM sauthI mukhya kAraNu dIkSA levAnI apAtratA athavA aparipakavatA che. khIjA nakharamAM zokta gurukulavAsane! sarIAma abhAva che. trIjA nakharamAM guruva mAM seAThasa bharelA lAkaherI, jamAnAvAda, nizcaya dRSTinA zUnyAvakAza sAthe vyavahAradharmanA atireka kAraNa che ane chelle sagavaDAnuM tIvra athI paNuM ahIM moTA bhAga bhajavI jAya che. je tyAgIonA vartuLamAM A cAre ya doSA mAjhA mUkIne vyApatA haze te vartuLanA tyAgIonA cAritryajIvananuM - AjJApAlana ane AjJApakSanuM - gaLuM ghAMTAI jAya temAM zI navAI ? paNa samUra ! vAyumaMDaLane kreSita TharAvavAthI nirdoSa. sAbita thaI zakAya tema nathI. tyAgI AtmAe tA.

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munijIvananI bALapothI bIjAonI sAme joyA vinA svAtmakalyANane bhekha levAne che. A te ene pravajyA pUrvene bhImasaMka95 che ke, "bIjAonA denA cepamAM jarAya phasaDAyA vinA huM mAruM AtmakalyANa ArAdhavAmAM ekAkAra banIne rahIza." A ja te tenA jJAnagarbhita virAganuM mukhya lakSaNa che. have e AtmA zI rIte vAyunI asaramAM jhaDapAI jaIne doSano Topalo tenI upara oDhADI daIne nirdoSa chUTI zakaze ? e; tyAgI Atmana ! AvI dalIlabAjI ke AkSepabAjI kara mA ! e te tAruM ApaghAtI valaNa che. tuM ja tAre vadhastaMbha kAM UbhuM kare ! UTha, Ubhe thA... AjathI navesarathI ArAdhanAnA mAge apramatta thA... cAla UTha, tArI pAchaLa anaMta parameSThI bhagavaMtanuM akhUTa baLa sahAya karavA kyAranuM sajaja banIne khaDuM che! ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevuM (9) kApa aMge 1. sAmAnyataH jaladI jaladI kApa kADhave na joIe. chevaTe ochAmAM ochA 15 divase kA5 kaDhAya te khUba jarUrI che

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3 munijIvananI bALathI 2. kApa kADhavAnI zarUAta karatAM pahelAM badhAM kapaDAMnuM daSTipratilekhana karI levuM joIe. 3. te jagA upara kAje levuM joIe. 4. DAla, parAta, tapelI vagere tamAma upagamAM levAnI vastuonuM kALajIpUrvaka pramArjana karavuM joIe. 5. te jagA upara cUno ke rAkha lAvIne rAkhavI joIe; jethI kadAca mAkhI pANI vageremAM ekAeka paDI jAya to tenI AjubAju te vastu pAtharIne tene bacAvI zakAya. 6. kApa e na kADhavo jethI "vibhUSA nI vRttine piSaNa maLe. 7. vaDIlonI vastu kApamAM lIdhI heya te tene prathama levI. 8. derI pahelethI bAMdhavI ane saMdhyA thatAM pahelAM acUka cheDI levI. 9. pavanathI kapaDAM ekadama UDatAM rahe te rIte na sUkavavAM, vo taDake na sUkavavA. [ "jU'nI virAdhanAnI temAM zakyatA che.] 10. dara 48 miniTa pUrve jamIna upara badhe pituM pheravI devuM anyathA te eMThA pANImAM saMmUrNima utpanna thAya. 11. bane te eka ja beThake kApa pUro kADha.

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munijIvananI khALapAthI 12. kApa kADhatAM mauna rahevuM ane kApamAM ja upayAga rAkhavA. 3ra 13. kApanA cAlu pANInA hAthathI khAju upara mUkelu' cAkhkhu pANI na levuM. jo hAtha te pANIne aDI jAya te te pANIne paNa e ghaDI pUrve vAparI nAMkhavu' paDe. 14. vadhu phINu banAvavu' nahi. kadAca melAM pANInI DAlamAM phINu vadhI paDe te te DAla paraThavatA pUrve phINu upara thADAka cUne bhabharAvI devA. 15. pANI lAvavAnA ghaDA khUba dUra rAkhavA jethI tenI upara cAlu kApanA vaparAzamAM AvelA pANIna chAMTA na paDe. 16. pANI khUba ja karakasarathI vAparA, paNa te sAthe sAyuvALAM kapaDAM rahI na jAya tenI kALajI paNa. rAkhA. 17. parAtA pachaDAvI vagere avAja banatAM sudhI na thavA do. 18. tamAma vAsaNA DhAMkelAM ja rAkhA. khullAM raheze teA phINa vageremAM mAkhI paDaze. 19. cUnAnA vadhelA pANIthI kApa kADhavAmAM aruci na dAkhaveA. te ja divasanA garama pANImAM ja kApa kADhavAne niSkAraNu Agraha ucita na gaNAya.

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munijIvananI bALathI 20. jamIna lUchatI vakhate jIva-virAdhanA na thaI jAya, tenI bhAre kALajI rAkhe. 21. najIkanI merI vageremAM pANI vahyuM na jAya te mATe parAtamAMthI pANI uchaLavA na de ane vAraMvAra jamIna lUchavAnI kALajI kare. 22. vaDIlane kapaDAM sUkavavA na Ape; ke kApa aMgenuM kaI paNa kAma na seM. 23. kApa kADhI lIdhA pachI Dela, parata vagere tamAma lUchIne mUke; nahi te tene nItaratAM je tyAM TapakAMrUpe pANI paDaze te be ghaDImAM nahi sukAya te temAM jIvotpattinI zakyatA raheze. 24. parAtene sAbu vagerethI sApha joIne mUkavI, jethI pANI ThAravAnA upagamAM paNa laI zakAya. 25. lUchaNiyuM be ghaDImAM sukAI ja jAya te rIte sUkavavA mUkI devuM. 26. kApa kADhyA bAda tarata tenI noMdha prAyazcittanI DAyarImAM karI levI. vaDIla vagerene kApa kADha hoya te paNa kApa kADhanAre - lAbha lenAre - te rIte te nedha karavI. 27. kApa kADhavAne zAstrIya kALa te sAmAnyataH varSARtu besatAM pUrve-eka ja vAra che; paNa hAla te mu. 3

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34 munijIvananI bALapothI niyama na pALI zakAya te chevaTe zakya ane ucita teTalA vadhu aMtare ane vibhUSAvRtti vinA kApa kADha eTalu te nakkI ja rAkhavuM. praznottarI savAla (5) pAlItANa jevAM sthaLomAM sAdhIone vizeSata: agavaDa paDe che; kakyAreka apamAna paNa veThavuM paDe che, te tyAM temanA mATe vizeSa sagavaDa na karavI joIe ? javAba : samyagdarzananI nimaLatA mATe saMyamayAtrA vahana karatAM karatAM sahaja rIte tIrthayAtrA thaI jatI hoya to avazya karavI joIe. paraMtu saMyamayAtrAnI upekSA karIne tIrthayAtrA karavI te ucita nathI. zatruMjaya jevA tIrthAdhirAjanI sparzanA karavA mATe konuM mana ullasita na thAya ! dasa-paMdara varSe ekAda vAra evA tIrthanI sparzanA thatI rahe che temAM kAMI TuM paNa nathI paraMtu tyAM vadhu samayanuM rokANa karavAthI je doSita gocarI levA vagere svarUpa asaMyama piSa paDate hoya, ke apamAna thavA sudhInI sthiti paNa kayAreka sarjAtI hoya te tyAM vadhu samaya rahevuM e dharAra ucita nathI.

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35 munijIvananI bALathI chatAM je tyAM vadhu samayanuM rokANa karavAmAM Ave ane UbhA thatA praznanA ukela mATe sagavaDe karavAmAM Ave to temAM tyAgI saMghanuM hita nathI. kemake temane temanA ja mATe khUlatAM raseDAMdinI bhikSA vagere levI e khullekhule niSphara asaMyama che. enAthI nirmaLa cittapariNatinuM sarjana thavuM bhAgye ja saraLa che. vaLI, temane jagA na maLatAM, je temanA mATe dharmazALA jevA upAzraya banAvAze te kaleza ane saMkalezane mikaLAM medAna maLI jaze. ekatra sthaLe vadhu paDatI moTI saMkhyA dvArA thate atireka ane ati-sahavAsa ghaNA vicitra praznanene pedA karyA vinA raheze nahi. A badhuM vicAratAM ema lAge che ke TUMkA divasamAM tIrthayAtrA karIne tevAM sthaLethI vihAra karI de e ja ucita che. AthI aneka gAmone paNa te tyAgIone lAbha prApta thaze, savAla (6) ApaNe tyAM vipazyanA jevuM thAna zA mATe nathI ? vipazyanAne ArAdhI zakIe kharA ? javAba : ApaNI pratikamaNa vagere svarUpa ubhaya TaMkanI AvazyakAdi kriyAomAM ja ekAkAratA, upagadazA rUpa dayAna samAeluM che. te te kriyAmAM ane te te sUtromAM upayogabhAva e ja ApaNuM jenI dhyAna che. ene upekSIne bIjuM kaI dhyAna thaI na zake. e sAcavIne

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36 munijIvananI bALathI ApaNe paNa navarAzanA samayamAM paMcaparameSThi bhagavaMtenuM AlaMbana laIne dhyAna karI zakIe. paNa je bauddhonI ja sAdhanA che, jene ApaNuM AgamAdi koIpaNa zAstromAM ullekha ja nathI te vipazyanA vagere prakAranAM dhyAna ApaNe jaine na karI zakIe. enuM kAraNa e paNa che ke A dhyAnamAM paMcaparameSThi bhagavaMtenuM leza paNa AlaMbana levAmAM AvatuM nathI. A dhyAna zUnyanuM dhyAna che. ApaNuM dhyAna haMmezA pUrNanuM ja dhyAna hoya. jyAM parameSThi bhagavaMtenuM AlaMbana nahi te jainI dhyAna nahi. vaLI dhyAna karatAM ya mahatvanuM sthAna dharAvate, ApaNe tyAM kAryotsarga che. te dhyAnamAM te mukhyatve mAtra mane nigraha karavAnuM hoya che jyAre kAtsargamAM mana, vacana ane kAyA - traNe ya upara niyaMtraNa lAvavAnuM hoya che. jyAM sudhI dehAdhyAsa tUTe nahi tyAM sudhI vAstavika dharmane AraMbha thAya nahi. kAryotsarga dehAdhyAsane teDanAro moTAmAM moTo roga che. A ja kAraNe cha AvazyakemAM paNa kAyotsarga Ave che ane cha abhyantara tapamAM paNa kAryotsarganuM sthAna rAkhavAmAM AvyuM che. jyAM sudhI gharamAM ja paDelI sarvottama vastune khyAla nahi Ave tene mahimA nahi samajAya tyAM

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-munijIvananI bALathI sudhI citta bIje kyAMka deDI javAnI bhUla karyA vinA nahi rahe AthI ja ekalA bhegasane khullaMkhullA uttejita karatA phesara rajanIzanA kahevAtA dhyAnanuM ya kyAMka kyAMka jainakuTuMbamAM ya-gheluM lAgyuM che. nirlajapaNe nAcavAthI mAMDIne nagna banI javA sudhInI kriyA thaI zakatI hoya chatAM je te dhyAna" kahevAtuM hoya te kahevuM paDaze ke dharmanA nAmanA AMcaLA nIce pAMkhaDe khelavAnA ati bhayAnaka aMdhakAra yuganAM maMDANa thaI cUkyAM che zAstravicAra, tapa (1) je zarIrane tapa dvArA duHkha ApavAthI mokSa thato hota to sAtamI narakanA atyaMta duHkhI jIvone tarata mekSa thave joIe, ane devAdhithI atyaMta zAtA vagere pAmatAM jinezvaranuM saMsAramAM paribhramaNa thavuM joIe. AthI ja tapa e kAMI zarIrane trAsa ApavA cATe karavAne jinezvaradee kahyo nathI. ta5 te

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38 munijIvananI bALapothI IdrinA unmAne zAMta karavA mATe ja karavAnuM che. enI sAthe e paNa kALajI karavAnI che ke iMdri ke ArAdhanAnA zubha ge kSINa na thaI jAya. Indriyone maharSioe gadheDAnI upamA ApI che, je ene vadhu khAvAnuM apAya te tephAna kare; ochuM khAvAnuM devAya to bhAra vahana na karI zake. A uparathI samajavuM ke jJAnIoe tapane pIDAkAraka ke duHkhadAyaka kahyo nathI. TUMkamAM, zarIranA bairI thaIne zarIra pAtaLuM karavA mATe tapa nathI paraMtu IdrinA unmAdane rekIne tene sampravRttimAM joDI rAkhavA mATe tapa karavAno che. (2) jeo saMyama pAmIne pramAdAdi seve che teo A lekamAM to niMdAya che ja paNa paralekamAM kilibaSikAdi deva thayA bAda paNa pitAnA pUrvabhavane jotAM "hAya ! meM pramAdAdithI saMyamajIvana kevuM barabAda karI nAkhyuM ! evo vicAra karIne khUba pastAya che. je jinavANInA jANakAra che chatAM A lokanA. bhejanAdinA sukhamAM laMpaTa bane che teo te jinavANunA ajANa karatAM ya khUba ja vadhu dayApAtra che.. bicArA ! taLAve AvIne tarasyA pAchA gayA ! upadezamALA, kaleka : 259-260..

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munijIvananI khALapeAthI 39 hArdika anumeAdana (8) eparezana pUru thayA mAda bhAnamAM AvelA AcArya bhagavaMta pAse vinIta ziSye garama pravAhI lAvI mUkayu'. apramatta AcAryazrIe mauna rahIne saMketathI pUchyuM' ke, A pravAhI kacAMthI lAvyeA ? mArA mATe kAI bhaktane tyAM khAsa anAvarAvyuM che ?"" ziSye hA kahI ke tarata ja AcArya bhagava Mte te pravAhI levAnI sApha nA kahI dIdhI! AcArya devanA AvA adbhuta jAgaraNanuM hArdika anumeAdana. (9) hRdayarAgane trIjo humaleA AvI gayA bAda 84 varSanI vayanA e AcArya bhagava ta eka divasa paMcAMga prANapAtanI vidhipUrvaka khamAsaNa daI rahyA hatA. ziSye vinayabhAve kAraNa pUchyuM. ane AvI sthitimAM A zrama na levA mATe AgrahapUrvaka vinaMti karI. paNa AcArya deva na mAnyA. temaNe ziSyane kahyu ke, "eThA mAMe na khelavAnA mArA abhigraha che. Aje sahasA khelAI gayu. eTale 25 khamAsamaNAne me' rAkhelA dAMDa bhAgavu chuM." dhanya che; temanI vratapAlananiSThAne !

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40 munijIvananI bALapothI (10) pitAnA ziSyonA brahmacaryanI sahaja rakSA mATe eka munivare upAzrayanA pAchalA bhAganA khullA dvAramAM UbhA lokhaMDanA saLIA jaDAvI devAnI preraNA karI. tarata amala thaze. kevI, nimitta-nAzanI apUrva takedArI ! (11) e mahAtmAne mIThAI vagere svAdapracUra dravyane te tyAga ja hatuM. paraMtu chatAMya roTalI khAtAM ya rAga thavAno bhaya hate; tethI teo dareka roTalI upara dezI divela copaDIne ja vAparatA. bIjA mahAtmA badhI vastu eka pAtarAmAM bhegI karIne temAM AyaMbilakhAtAnuM karI AtuM nAMkhI detA. trIjA mahAtmA moMmAM eka ja bAjuthI dareka keLIo utAratA arthAt kaI keLIAne mamarAvatA nahi. jANe ke eka bAju avALu thayuM hoya te rIte hAthe karIne vAparatA. rAgane dhULa cATate karatA e mahAtmAne vaMdana ! vaMdana !

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pATha : 4 mananI eka nabaLI kaDI keTalAka mANasanA mananI eka nabaLI kaDI hoya che. emane je dUra hoya te priya lAge che ane je najIka hiya te apriya lAge che. evI mAtAne gharamAM ramato dIkare kaDa jhera lAge che, paNa jyAre te rajAnA divasomAM mAmAne ghera ekAda mAsa mATe cAlyA gaye hoya che tyAre tenI yAda te mAtAne atyaMta satAvatI hoya che. AvA mANasene ziyALAnA divasomAM unALo sAre lAgatuM hoya che ane unALAnA divaso daramyAna ziyALa ja sAre jaNAtuM hoya che. munijIvana pAmavAnI abhilASA sevatA keTalAka mumukSuonAM paNa mana jyAre AvI nabaLI kaDIne bhega -banyAM hoya che tyAre bhAre musIbata UbhI thAya che. emane jyAM sudhI dIkSA prApta thatI nathI tyAM sudhI saMsAra khAre jhera ane dIkSA "amRtano kuMbha jaNAya che. paNa jyAre teo dIkSA le che tyAre pelI nabaLI kaDInA kAraNe dIkSA khArI jhera bane che, ane saMsAra mIThA madha lAgavA mAMDe che ! AvA AtmAo dIkSAnA jIvanamAM

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42 munijIvananI bALathI mAnasika rIte bhayaMkara ribAmaNa anubhavatA hoya che. emane puNyavaMtA saMsArIjanonA mehaka raMgarAga jotAM; ke dIkSA- jIvananA keTalAka kaleza athavA kaSTa anubhavatAM evA paNa vicAre AvI jatA hoya che ke, "meM kayAM dIkSA lIdhI? kevI utAvaLa karI nAMkhI ? vagere..." AvA vikalpanI paLamAM kyAreka evuM tIvra, cAritrya mehanIya karma paNa baMdhAI jatuM hoya che ke jethI asaMkhya be sudhI paNa kadAca cAritrya-jIvananI prApti na thAya! AvI hArAkIrI (ApaghAta) na sarjavA mATe mananI A nabaLI kaDI vahelAmAM vahelI take dura karI devI joIe. e mATe virAgabharapUra - jevA ke jJAnasAra, IndriyaparAjaya zataka, upadezamALA, vairAgya kalpalatA (mAtra pahele stabaka) prazamarati prakaraNa, zAnta sudhArasa-ATalA thaLe-ne artha sahita kaMThastha karI levA joIe. pachI himeza temAMnA 500 zlekane arthaciMtanapUrvaka pATha. karavuM joIe. AnuM camatkArika pariNAma jovA maLaze. AtmAne sadA eka zIkha svayaM ApavI joIe ke, "he Atmana ! tane mAMDa mAMDa jainazAsana ane temAMya sarvaviratinuM sarvocca jIvana maLyuM che. have ene barabAda karI nAMkhe tevA mananA duSTa vikalpane tuM zikAra kAM bane ! je A eka bhava paNa A jIvananI

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munijIvananI bALapothI suMdara sparzanA karI laIza te agaNita duHkhe ane pApothI khIcokhIca bharelA A kALA saMsArathI thoDA ja bhavamAM vistAra pAmI jaIza. mATe makkama thaI jA.. UTha! Atmana ! jAgaraNanI dharatI upara Ubho thaI jA.. sau sArAM vAnAM thaze." ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevuM (10) sAbudANA aMge : have sAbudANA jaina mAtrathI vAparI zakAya nahi.. kemake te TepIoko nAmanA kaMdamULamAMthI taiyAra thAya. che. A kaMdamULano loTa karIne tenA dANA pADavAmAM Ave che; je sAbudANA tarIke bhAratamAM vecAya che. A sAbudANA beMgalora bAju taiyAra thAya che. pUrve e bhakSya. hatA; paraMtu A prakAranI tenI navI banAvaTanA kAraNe kaMdamULanA tyAgIthI A banAvaTa vAparI zakAya nahi. (11) nadI UtaravA aMge : keTalIka vAra nadI UtaravAne prasaMga paDe che tyAre, gRhastha pANImAM pagAM (paththara) gaThavI de che. tenI upara paga mUkIne pUjya pasAra thAya te temane deSa na. lAge tevI mAnyatA hoya che.

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munijIvananI bALathI paNa A mAnyatA barobara nathI. hakIkatamAM to Ama pagAM beThavavAthI khUba ja deSa lAge; kemake sAdhu ke sAdhvIjInA nimite A pagAM goThavAyAM che. have te vIse ya kalAka tyAM ja paDyAM raheze ane tenI sAthe athaDAtAM pANInA jInI kAramI virAdhanA lAMbA samaya sudhI cAlu ja raheze. AnA karatAM te te sAdhu ke sAThavIjI zAstravidhipUrvaka svayaM pANImAM paga mUkIne nadI UtarI jAya te temAM khUba ja ochA deSa lAge che. AvuM ja comAsAnA samayamAM cAlu varasAde na -chUTake sthaDilabhUmi (vADe) vagere javuM paDe tyAre tyAM sudhI pahoMcavA mATe je tADapatrIe sAdhu-sAdavajInA mATe ja bAMdhavAmAM Ave che te paNa anucita che. e karatAM te na chUTake javuM paDe tyAre kAmaLI oDhIne javAmAM ekadama alapa deSa lAge. (12) Arogya aMgeH sAmAnya rIte ema kahI zakAya ke Arogya bagaDaAvAmAM tapa ke tyAga kAraNa hotA nathI paraMtu AhArane atiga ke mithyAga kAraNa hoya che. Arogya pratikULa thayA bAda saMyamanA aDhaLaka pege sadAvA lAge che. apavAda mAge je denuM sevana zarU karavAmAM Ave che te do ghara karI jatA hoya che, chevaTe te piThAI paNa AvI jAya che. te

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4 munijIvananI bALapothI A badhuM na thavA devuM hoya to Arogyane sahaja rIte sAcavavuM joIe. Arogyane sAcavavAnI bhUmikAmAM kupane tyAga. ja hovo joIe. je te paLe ane auSadhonuM sevana na hovuM joIe. saMyamInuM jIvana ja evuM che ke te auSadho, anupAne ane pathyanA gherAvAthI jIvI ja na zakAya. hA...... tyAganI bhUmikA khUba ja anukuLa ane sahaja thaI paDe.. tamAma kupane tyAga karavuM joIe. tethI kadAca eMsI TakA jeTaluM Arogya ApameLe sAruM thaI jaze. bAkI bhasma ke elopathInI davA vagere upara Arogya TakAvavAmAM jIvanabharanI tenI gulAmI ghara karaze taduparAMta keI paNa prakAranI viziSTa ArAdhanA lagabhaga asaMbhavita banI jaze. (13) tIrthabhUmimAM darzana aMge : pAlItANuM vagere tIrthabhUmimAM sAdhu-sAdhvIjIne ja mukhya banAvIne je "bhakti karavAmAM Ave che athavA te temanA ja mATenAM je rasoDAM calAvAya che temAM gocarI, pANI vaherI zakAya nahi. AvI ja rIte je te kSetramAM nirvAha karavAnI pharaja paDatI hoya te te kSetramAM samyagdarzananI zuddhi mATe bahu theDI tIrthayAtrA karIne tyAMthI vihAra karI ja te ucita che. ApaNI

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munijIvananI bALapothI pahelI saMyamayAtrA che; pachI-tene sAcavIne-tIrthayAtrA che. vAraMvAra AvA deze sevavAthI cittanA pariNAma khUba ja kaThora thAya che ane tethI jIvana naThera banI " jAya che. praznottarI savAla (7) vartamAnakALamAM sAdhI dIkSA upara pratibaMdha mUkavAnI jarUra jaNAtI nathI ? bhUtakALamAM ya AvuM karavAnI pharaja paDyAnuM sAMbhaLavA maLe che. javAba : dIkSA e kaI pApapravRtti nathI ke jethI tenI upara pratibaMdha mUkave ghaTe. bhUtakALamAM ya je pratibaMdha mukAye che te megala rAjA daramiyAna keTalIka rAjakIya viSamatAnA kAraNe 32 varSathI nIcenI vayanI bahenanI dIkSA pUrato pratibaMdha mukAya che. Aje paNa je suvihita gItArtha AcArya bhagavaMtone evuM kAMIka karavAnI jarUra jaNAtI hoya te teo zAstranIti mujaba kaI paNa nirNaya jarUra laI zake che. A padudharma tarIke e kArya teo karI zake che. bAkI dIkSA upara ja napharata dharAvatA buddhijIvI,

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munijIvananI bALapothI 47 jamAnAvAdIe nI evI keAI paNa vAtane sAMbhaLI paNa zakAya nahi. vyaktigata rIte mane lAge che ke sAdhvI saghanA judA judA mAvaDIee dIkSA pachInA emanA jIvananI kALajI karavI joIe. jo A sAvI-gaNu jJAna, dhyAna, tapa, svAdhyAyamAM pragati kare ane sahiSNutA, udAratA, parA-rasikatAdi guNAne peAtAnA jIvanamAM khUba sArI rIte vikasAve teA kadAca ema paNa kahI zakAya ke munio karatAM paNa vadhu sArI rIte enAne keLavIne, temanA dvArA hajAro kuTubene dharmAbhimukha banAvI zake. zrIsa`gha pAse je sAdhvIgaNu che te te tenI khUba meATI askayAmata che. tene zAstranIti (jamAnAvAda, ya'travAda, ke pracAranA tUtathI dUra rahIne ) mujaba vikasAvavI `ja joIe. hAla teA sAdhvIgaNanA tamAma mAvaDIe AvI kALajI karatA hAya tevu" kAMI dRSTigeAcara thatuM nathI. AthI ja keTalAMka gaMbhIra kakSAnAM kahI zakAya tevAM duSpariNAmeA jovA maLe che ane ethI ja pratimadha mUkavAnA vicAre vAyuma'DaLamAM prasaravA lAge che. jo rAga hAya 4, te ahunA ke svamAnabhaganA kAraNe te rAgane dAkhI devA ke rAgane rAga tarIke ja inkArI devA e tA kharekhara rAgIne mArI nAMkhavA jevI pravRtti gaNAya.

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48 munijIvananI bALapothI evI keTalIka bAbate che jemAM vyApaka pramANamAM roga phelAyo hovA chatAM davA nahi jaDavAnA kAraNe regano ja InkAra karI devAmAM AvyA che, ane AthI roga vadhu ne vadhu ugra banate game che. tamArA khIsAmAM. rUpIA na hoya tethI UMcI guNavattA dharAvate dukAnane mAla tame na kharIdI zake e banI zake. paNa mAlakharIdavAnA paisA khIsAmAM nathI ethI zuM evuM kadI kahI zakAya kharuM ke, "dukAnamAM mAla ja nathI ?" AnA jevI keTalIya vAte ApaNe karatA hoIe chIe ema zuM nathI lAgatuM ? sAdhvIgaNanA mavaDIo khUba gaMbhIra banIne je rogane IlAja zedhavAno yatna karaze te jarUra te ilAja maLI raheze. paNa je teo AjanA jevI ja upekSA ane sabasalAmatanI sAyarana bajAvyA karaze te ghaNuM vyApaka ahita saMghane mAthe jhIMkAze. mane khyAla che tyAM sudhI A viSayamAM khUba ja gaMbhIrapaNe ciMtana karatAM sAdhvI-gaNanA eka mevaDIe. keTalAMka vadhu kaDaka pagalAM levA mAMDyAM che. dareka mumukSune. teo vadhu sArI rIte taiyAra thavA mATe cAra mAsa pauSadhamAM rahevAnI, nitya ekAzana karavA vagerenI AkarI kaseTIomAM mUke che. ema karatAM pAMca pAMca varSa paNa. pasAra karI devA sudhIno kyAreka teo nirNaya le che.

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murijIvananI bALathI mane lAge che ke A rIte kadAca viziSTa zuddhinuM, viziSTa utsAha ane baLanuM sAgaNamAM prasAraNa kasvASAM bhAre saphaLatA prApta karaze. je vAta sAdhvIgaNa mATe vicAravAnI che te sAdhugaNa mATe paNa vicAraNIya che. e ApaNe bhUlavuM na joIe. pra. (8) guru sAthe ke sahavatIonI sAthe vAraMvAra manadu:kha thayA kare che. AthI citta ArtadhyAnane lega banI jAya che. kyAreka to kalAka sudhI A ArtadhyAna cAlu rahe che. AvA tIvra azubha karmabaMdhamAMthI bacavAne upAya zuM ? javAba : munijIvananamAM AvI sthitinuM nirmANa thavuM e kharekhara khUba ja duHkhada bAbata che. keTaluM UMcuM A jIvana ! ane keTalI nIcI kakSAe cittanuM adhaHpatana ! TAIpheIDanA cha DigrI tAva karatAM ya samagra zarIrane teDatA TI. bI. 100 DIgrI tAva jema vadhu kharAba che tema tyAgIjIvanamAM cAlatA AvA prakAranA ekadhArA maMda maMda paNa saMgharSo atyaMta kharAba che, tene upAya tAkIde kare ja joIe. ApaNe ahIM theDIka vicAra karIe. mukhya vAta ApaNe kadI na bhUlIe ke ApaNuM muni-jIvana pratimu. 4

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munijIvananI khALapAthI AthI ja A tema saphaLatA kULatAnA pAyA upara ja UbhuM che. jIvanamAM jema sahana karavAnI taivaDa vadhe vadhu ne vadhu maLe. jo sahana karavAmAM pAchA paDazu' teA AjIvana na kalpI hAya teTalI aMdhAdhUMdhIthI gherAI jaze. " pratikULatA e ja mAruM jIvana che, ' sahiSNutA e mArA zvAsaprANa che.' AvAM sUtreA banAvIne tenu satata raTaNa karatA rahIe te bahu jarUrI che. khIjA naMbaramAM doSA levAnI kuTevaneA tyAga karIe. DhASA jovA ja hAya tA ApaNA ja ghaNA badhA DhASA zA mATe na jovA ? ane trIjI mahattvanI vAta apekSA' aMgenI che. bIjA pAse ApaNI ghaNI badhI apekSAo che te ApaNe dUra karavI joIe. AthI apekSA pUrI na thatAM jAgI paDatA manaduHkha ghaNA ochA thaI jaze. jee dIkSAparyAyamAM mATA che temaNe cAthI vAta khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI che ke temaNe nAnA pratye vAtsalyabhAva pedA karavA joIe. jarAtarAmAM tiraskArI nAMkhIne temanu jIvana kacaDI nAMkhavAnI ApaNe maneAvRtti ke pravRtti khUba ja karatAbharI kahevAya. dhikkArathI ke mAtra TokavAthI zuM thaze ? aMte te ApaNe sahu, mAtA, pitA, bhAI, bhAMDu, mena, bhAbhI vagere sahune cheDIne AvyA chIe. have

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munijIvananI bALapothI je saMyama pAmyA chIe tene bhAre saphaLatAthI pAra utAravuM hoya te saMyamI sahavatIonI ekabIjAnI lAgaNI, mamatA ke hUMphathI ja te zakya che. AvI hUMpha keNa nathI icchatuM? badhAne sArI evI mamatA ApavAnI pahelI pharaja te vaDIlonI ja che. je teo ja pakSapAtabharyuM valaNa dAkhavaze ke koIne paNa tarachoDI nAMkhaze to te vyakti keTalI tIvra mAnasika vyathA anubhavaze? tene je tenA saMsArI mAtApitAdi yAda Avaze ke "dIkSA lIdhI te bhUla karI te duvicAra manamAM pidA thaze te A badhAMmAM je nimitta banyAM haze te keTalAM tIvra azubhakarmo bAMdhaze ? kevI kAramI durgatimAM teo paTakAze ? mane to lAge che ke vAtAvaraNamAM zAnti ane saMyamanI ArAdhanA pedA karavAnA puruSArthamAM ke puNyAImAM jemane niSphaLatA maLI hoya temaNe kamase kama thoDAMka varSo mATe to navI dIkSA ApavAnuM baMdha karavuM joIe. aMbADI upADavAnI zakti ja na hoya teNe te upADavAne Agraha na rAkhavuM joIe. A AthI navA puNyAtmAonA jIvanane dhoko te nahi lAge. bAkI je pratikULatA, sahiSNutA, nirapekSatA, deSadaSTityAga ane vAtsalyabhAvane gADha sparza karavAmAM Ave te game tevA saMkaTa vacce ya svarga Utare.

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munijIvananI bALathI zAstrapATha [vairAgya-kalpalatA] roy je munivarenuM citta samAdhimAM rasataraboLa thaI jAya emane zarIrAdi saMbaMdhamAM tIvra pIDAdinI kriyAo utpanna thAya te paNa jarA ya arati-vyAkuLatA utpanna. thatI nathI. je cakora pakSI amRtanA pAnanuM ja vyasanI banI gayuM che ane temAM ja tarabaLa rahe che tene nAnakaDo anikayuM meMmAM AvI jAya te zuM te vyAkuLa thaI jaze ? nA nahi ja. he munivara ! jyAre ApaNe jIvanamAM samAdhine. sAce rasAsvAda pAmazuM tyAre te vizuddha samAdhinA. AnaMdamAM ekarasa banI gacele ApaNe Atama karmajanita sukha-duHkhanI rati aratione te aDaze paNa. nahi. e te masta haze AnaMda-mastImAM. jyAre sphaTika enI pitAnI vizuddhitanA svarUpane pUrabahAramAM pragaTAve che tyAre temAM paDelI zyAmatA ke raktatA to bahu ja nagaNya banI jAya che. judA judA vedyakarmonA udayathI prApta thayela TADha, taDake, bhUkha, tarasa vagere kaleze jhaMjhAvAtanI jema trATake te ya te vakhate je prazAnta munivare samAdhinA anubhava

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munijIvananI khALapAthI mAtrathI svastha rahe che teone ame aMtaHkaraNathI stavIe chIe. 13 samAdhimAna munienI leAjanAdi kriyAo paNa rati ke aratine utpanna karI zakatI nathI, kemake jo temAM rati thAya tA aMgAraDhASa utpanna thAya ane jo ati thAya te dhUmardoSa utpanna thAya. AthI A doSAnA kSaya mATe rati-aratimAM te leAjanAdi kriyA nimitta banavAne baddale cittasamAdhi mATe ja hameza te kriyAo mane che. 9 leAkeA game tevA AchatA avarNavAda te munine kare tAya zu ? tethI kAMI te samAdhistha muninuM mana aratigrasta thaI na jAya. jenI AMkhe dibya a jana AMjyuM che te mANusa adhakAramaya raste cAlyeA jatA hAya tyAre ya kaI andhatvane pAmatA nathI. jJAna ane kriyA svarUpa e gheADAnA banelA mekSa mAge dhasamasatA jaI rahelA samAdhirathamAM ati thaelA munirAjane nagaro ane gAmaDAMonA kAMTA bhoMkAtAM thatI atine sabhava ja kayAM che ? e tA jeNe joDA ya na paheryAM hAya tene e ati thAya. A sahAtmA te rathamAM ArUDha thayelA che !

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! munijIvananI khALapAthI hArdika anumAdana (12) eka bhAIe aparicita gAmamAM svadravye AkhA upAzraya khAMdhI ApyA che; jemAM te gAmanA agraNIo sAthe zarata karI che ke sAvaraNo paNa khIjA kAInA paise lAvI zakAze nahi ! badhA ya lAbha pAte leze. 14 (13) eka muninI dezanA sAMbhaLIne jina dharma pAmelA vaiSNava ene peAtAnA lagna-divase rAtrieAjana aMdha rakhAvyu hatu. ane divase paNa AIskrIma, kharar,, vagere alakSya cIjonA upaceAga karAvyeA na hatA. (14) eka vaDIla mRtyu samaye pUrve potAnA kuTubIjAne evuM sUcana karI gayA ke " mArA maDadAne khALavA mATenAM lAkaDAM traNa vAra pUjI lejo, jethI kAI jIva-jaMtu agnimAM baLI na jAya. (15) jevuM hajI vevizALa ja karavAmAM Avyu hatu te bena sAsare jamavA gaI. gAmaDAmAM enu sAsaru hatu. tyAM sagaDImAM cetavavA mATenA chANAmAM teNIe kIDA joyA. tenuM mana dravI UThayu', ' arere * vAsanAnA sukhane pAmavA jatAM AvA te keTalA yu. jIvAne mAre mArI nAMkhavA paDaze !' te ja paLe dIkSA

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munijIvananI bALapothI 55 levAne nirNaya karyo ane eka dI caMdanabALAnA paMthe eNe Daga mAMDI dIdho. (16) pitAnI dIkarIne sAsare vaLAvyA pachI pitAne khabara paDI ke gAmamAM jinAlaya nathI. "jinAlaya vinAnA gAmamAM dIkarInuM jIvana to barabAda thaI jAya !" tarata ja pAMca lAkha rU. jeTalI rakama judI phALavIne te gAmamAM pitAe svadravya zikharabaMdhI ArasanuM jinAlaya baMdhAvavAnuM cAlu karI dIdhuM !

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pATha : 5 zAsana--bhakti ' koMgresa ke janasaMgha vagere pakSeA rASTranA utthAna mATe nirmANu pAmatA heAya che. jo te uddezane akhaMDitapaNe najaramAM rakhAtA hAya tA tA 8 pakSa ' e AvakAradAyaka tattva khanI jAya che. paNa jo te te pakSanA sabhya. peAtAnA pakSa mATenA evA bhakta anI jAya ke temanI najaramAM pakSa ja rahI jAya ane rASTra paNa gauNa banI jAya tA e pakSaparastI rASTra mATe jokhamI anI rahe te navAI nahi. ekAMta pakSaparastInAM sauthI meTAM ane atyaMta akSamya be dUSaNA che : (1) pakSanA mANusa svapakSanA duSTa mANusanA doSone paNu chAvaravA lAge che. (2) parapakSanA rASTrabhakta sabhyane paNa gALA devA taiyAra rahe che. Ama eya rIte rASTrane nukasAna pahoMcADe che; rASTradrohInA bacAva karIne ane rASTrabhaktane gALeA daI ne. jo e mANasa pakSanA AveA aMdhabhakta mANasa na hAta teA tenAmAM A beya dUSaNA na pesata AthI vivekabharI pakSaparastI ja AvakAradAyaka gaNAya. avivekabharI adhapakSabhakti sArI na gaNAya. kamanasIbe pakSa

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-munijIvananI bALathI -bhakti avivekyurI banIne rASTradrohamAM pariNamatI jevA maLe che.. paNa te evI rIte majabUta karavuM joie, jethI rASTra paNa vadhu ne vadhu majabUta thAya. pakSane majabUta karavAnI kaI paNa bhejanA evI na ja hovI joIe ke tethI rASTrane hAni pahoMcI jAya. have A vAtane mULa vAta upara goThavIe. dharmakSetranA viSayamAM paNa pakSo jovA maLe che. A pakSe je zAsanane majabUta karatA rahe te temanuM astitva khUba AvakArya gaNAya. paNa pakSanA jhanUnamAM caDIne je teo dharmazAsanane hAni pahoMcADe te temanI pakSaparastIne kadI AvakArya gaNI zakAya nahi. AvI avivekabharI pakSaparastIne kadI sparzavI na ghaTe. ucita pakSa jarUra sAre che paNa tenuM aMdhatAbharyuM jhanUna -jarA ya sAruM nathI. svapakSanA loko game tevA kaniSTha te ya zreSTha ane vipakSanA loko game tevA zreSTha te ya kaniSTha e vicAra jhanUnane sUcaka che. AvI viSamatAne kaI bhega na bane te pakSa dvArA -zAsanane sugaThita banAvavAnuM kAma teo khUba sArI rIte karI zake. vipakSanA mANasene pUratA pramANenA AdhAre vadhumAM vadhu te moTA kahI zakAya, paNa tethI kAMI temane dhikArI te na ja samaya.

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munijIvananI khALapeAthI dhikkAra avaguNA upara ja hAvA ghaTe; vyakti upara kadApi nahi; enI tA chevaTe yA ja citavavAnI rahe. anUnamAM na pariNamate pakSavAda amRta bane che. enA dvArA rASTra ke dharmazAsananuM jIvana dIrgha ane che; su. ane che. ba ApaNe atyAre evI kaTokaTIbharI sthitimAMthI pasAra thaI rahyA chIe ke A vicArane vageAvIne tenA sAra. AtmasAt karavAnA samaya pAkI gayA che. jo meADA paDIzu te bhAvI - peDhI ApaNane ii mAphI nahi Ape. - ATalu` dhyAnamAM levA jevu (14) vijAtIya aMge H jo hajI tame jJAnathI ane yathI pIDha--pariSa na thayA hai| te tame vijAtIya sAthe kadI paNa paricayamAM na Avaze. sagA bhAI bena sAthe paNa paricayamAM rahevu te munijIvana mATe ucita na gaNAya. have munie te saMsAra tyAgIne svajanAnuM paNa dhUnana karI nAkhyu che.. pachI temanA paNa sagAM hAvAnA nAte--paricaya zA mATe? mAre te tyAM sudhI kahevu che ke emane dhAne.

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59. munijIvananI bALapothI dharama pamADI devAnI hezamAM AvI jaIne paNa aparipakava kALamAM paricaya cAlu rAkhave te ya vAjabI lAgatuM nathI... A bAbatamAM je tyAgIo vadhu makkama rahe che teo bhale. kadAca be-pAMca AtmAone duHkhI karavAmAM nimitta banI jatA haze paNa saravALe teo ghaNuM UcA saMyama-jIvananA. rasAsvAdane pAmavAnuM saubhAgya pAmI jAya che. AvuM ja dIkSA ApavAnA nimitte karAtA paricayamAM samajavuM. e paricaya paNu aparipakva kALamAM bilakula. ucita nathI. jema vijAtIya paricaya tyAjya che tema sajAtIya. sahavAsa paNa eTale ja tyAjya gaNu jarUrI che. AjanAkALanA saMsArIjanenuM mAnasa khUba vicitra banyuM chebIjI bAju muni-jIvanamAM paNa rahI jatI kacAza kayAreka saMyama jIvanane ekAeka bega laI letI hoya che. - je ullAse apanAvyuM che jeharaNa, e ullAsa bAramAsI banAvI de heya te badhAyanA paricayathI dU2. rahIne tapasvAdhyAyanirata banyA vinA keI ArevAre nathI Ama nahi thAya te pANInA mUle saMyamanuM motI. jotajotAmAM vecAI jaze. (15) paisAnA vyavahAra aMge : AvatI kAlanI ciMtA kayAreka ApaNI "Aja ane pAyamAla karI nAMkhatI hoya che. keTalAkane bhAvI.

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munijIvananI bALapothI auSadhAdinI ciMtA thAya che ane te mATe teo bIjAo pAsethI paisA kaDhAvIne kabATa vageremAM mukAvatA hoya che. pachI jarUra paDe tyAre, te rIte tene ' upaga karAvatA hoya che. AvI pravRttio, e tyAgInA jIvana mATe te saLagate aMgAre che ja; parantu samagra sAdhusaMsthA mATe * bhayaMkara kalaMka samAna che. . AvI ciMtA koI na kare. AnaMdakalyANa ApaNe - saMgha sadA jayavaMta che. ' zeSavAnuM TAone jarUra Ave che, paNa sAcA cAritryasaMpanna sAdhu, sAdhvIjIone kadI muzkelI AvI - nathI ane bhaviSyamAM AvavAnI paNa nathI. ApaNe ApaNuM - cAritrya uttamottama keTinuM pALe. sau sArAM vAnAM thaze ja thaze. chekeTalAke kAmaLI Adine paNa citra-vicitra rItethI vinimaya kare che. A ati adhama pravRtti che. maherabAnI karIne ke AvuM karaje- mA! AnAthI ati ghera zAsanahIlanA thaze. (16) paraspara aMge : guru, ziSya ke sahavatIe sahu ane te chadmastha che. kyAreka temanAmAM ya svArthanA ke kaSAyanA bhAve jAgI jAya, paNa AvA vakhate ugra saMgharSamAM UtarI na javuM,

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munijIvananI bALathI je jJAnI ke vaDIla hoya teNe te tevA samaye khUba sahI. levuM ane saMgharSa pedA thavA na ja de. jyAre kyAre paNa AvA saMgharSa thayA che tyAre leke. adharma pAmyA che; yuvAne te e badhuM joIne dharmathI. sAva vimukha thayA che. zAsanahIlanA e sauthI moTuM ane ati ugra kakSAnuM pApa che. tamArA nimitte te na thAya tenI haMmeza. kALajI karaje. hIlanA aTakAvatAM tamAre je kAMI sahevuM paDe. te badhuM ja tame hasate meMe sahI leje. (17) mananA ucATa aMge : ApaNe badhA ane te chavastha chIe. kayAreka cittasamAdhi haNAI jAya tevA mananA ucATa pedA thavAnA. prasaMge moTAM grupamAM te vAraMvAra AvyA ja kare. AvA samaye mauna, sahiSNutA, kSamA ane udAratA-A. cAra guNane je chUTA mUkI devAmAM Ave te badhI ja garamAgarama thaelI havA ThaMDI hima thaI jAya. paNa A. aMge namra banIne pahela karavI e ja ApaNA mATe. muzkela banI jAya che. saMsAratyAgIne je A rIte mAna-kaSAya naDaze te bicArA saMsArIonI te kevI dazA besaze ? pachI ApaNe. ya temane kayA moMe upadeza ApI zakazuM ?

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munijIvananI bALapothI - je vaDA che temaNe te sauthI vadhu sahana karavuM ja paDaze. TIcAyA, kuTAyA vagara vaDA (bAjarInA vaDA) banAyA che paNa kyAM? vaDAmAM vAtsalya akhUTa hoya che athavA ziSyamAM sahiSNutA akhUTa hoya te kadI kaze vadhe Ave nahi. praznottarI savAla (9) : sAdhunAM mukhya lakSaNe kyAM ke jenA vinAnA temanA jIvananI saphaLatAmAM maTI zaMkA paDI jAya ? javAba : zAstrakAra paramaSioe A praznane uttara aneka rIte Ape che. tenuM dahana karIne huM A praznane - javAba e rIte ApI zakuM ke je tapasvI hoya; svAdhyAyI - ane gurubhakta hoya te sAdhu. TUMkamAM, gurubhakta muninuM - jIvana tapa: svAdhyAyapUta hAya. tapa, zAstra svAdhyAya ane gurubhakti A traNa guNene prAdurbhAva karyA vinA vAsanAonI maMdatA paNa saMbhavita nathI. kadAca koI zArIrika Adi kAraNosara tapa vagere na thaI zake te tapanA sthAne joradAra tyAga, hajAre kaMThastha

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sunijIvananI bALapeAthI 6. zleAkeAnA svAdhyAyanA sthAne kalAko sudhI joradAra geAkhavAnA udyama ane gurubhaktinA sthAne guru pratyenuM hArdika-aMtaramAM UbharAI jatuM-atAga bahumAna tA hovAM ja joie. jenAmAM bIjI harALanA ya A traNa guNNA nathI enI sAdhutA cira'jIvI manI rahevAmAM mane te meTI zaMkA che. vaLI bIjI eka vAta jaNAvavAnuM mana thAya che ke zAstrakAra paramaSi A te guNane siddha thaelA jaNAve che, jenI pAchaLa - jenI gerahAjarInA samayamAM paNa - tenI ja pariNati cAlatI hoya; ghaMTa vAgI gayA pachI jema tene raNakAra cAle che tema. A hisAbe tapa te ja che jenA svAda pAraNAmAM ya AvyA kare che; svAdhyAya te che jemAMthI UThI gayA bAda paNa Ucita avasare tenI ja lephsA cAlu rahe che ane gurubhakti paNa te ja che jenA akALamAM ya guru smaraNa satata cAlu rahe che. AvA raNakAra cukta tapa, svAdhyAya, bhakti na hoya te temanI AjhI kiMmata AMkI zakAya nahi. tapa karanArA sAdhu pAraNAmAM pUrA palATAI jAya tA ? svAdhyAya karanArA muni svAdhyAyanA virahakALamAM chApA ke kathAe vAMce yA phAjala vAtA karyAM kare tA ? jene kharA amAM sAdhu thavuM che tene Aje paNa anukULatA che pachI kALa bhale game teTaleA khAma AnyA kahevAto hAya.

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munijIvananI bALAethI zAstrapATha virAgya-kalatA samAdhinI vAta karanArA munio samAdhimAr na. kahevAya. e te jeNe samAdhine siddha karI dIdhI hoya te ja sunie samAdhimAna kahevAya. samAdhisiddha munie te ja che jeo - (1) lAbhamAM ke alAbhamAM (2) sukhamAM ke duHkhamAM (3) jIvanamAM ke maraNamAM samAna adhyavasAyanA svAmI che. che rati ke aratinA bhAve paNa jemanI samAdhisiddha hazAne lagIre AMcako ApI zaktA nathI. ahA ! aho ! te samAdhistha munirAjenuM mane. zaraNa he... jeone pratikULatAnA prasaMgamAM kadI jA nathI uThega ke kadI spazI nathI arati, caMcaLatAnA kAraNe aneka vastumAM. jeo calita-cittavALA kadI thayA nathI. jemanA cittakhaDaka upara jJAtAbhAvane lekha TAMkaNe TaMkAele che. citta te pArA jevuM caMcaLa che; aticaMcaLa, je. ene aratirUpI agnine kaNIo paNa aDI jAya te e. kyAM ya UDI jAya. paNa je arati-agnine kaNanA sparzathI e Ama,

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munajIvananI bALapothI tema-kyAM ya UDIne bhAge nahi-ane te mATe je tene samAdhibhAvathI siddha thayelA auSadhane pAka ApIne mUrzita karI devAmAM Ave te kyAM ya UDIne na jatAMkalayANamaya siddhi prApta thavAmAM pachI te jarAya vAra lAge nahi. kevuM vicitra che A cittarUpI paMkhIDuM ! rati ane arati nAmanI potAnI be pAMkhe vistArIne-UDIne jaganA gaganamAM bhaTakyA ja kare che. je enI A svachaMdatAnuM vAraNa na thAya to enA mAlika AtmAne durgatinA kArAgAramAM lAMbA samaya sudhI dhakelAI javuM paDe. che keI ene pakaDI lenA2 pAMjaruM? ke jethI enI svachaMdatA dUra thAya? hA....e piMjaranuM nAma che samAdhipiMjara. samAdhibhAva prApta thayA pachI cittane rati, arati ane svacchaMdatA kazuM ya jAgatuM nathI. samAdhimAna mahAtmAone zekarUpI zaMkunI vyathAjanita AkuLa-vyAkuLatA kadI thAya ja nahi; kemake teo sadaiva evA bhAvajJAnathI pariNata hoya che ke jenA kAraNe putra, patnI, dhana, mitra, zarIra ane gharathI pitAnI jAtane sadA bhedanA bhAvathI ja nihALatA hoya che. have te putrAmu. 5

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munijIvananI bALapothI dinA maraNAdimAM temane zeka e asaMbhavita ghaTanA ja banI jAya ne? A munirAje te samAdhibhAvanI ghadhamAra varSa karIne zekarUpI agnine sAva ja ThArI nAMkhe che. have emanA cittamAM sattApa saMbhave ja kyAMthI? re! bhalene kadAca kaI ISTavastune nAza thaI jAya; ke bhalene kadAca aniSTa vastune saMga thAya te ya zuM? A mahAtmA te tevA samaye potAnA nityasvabhAvanuM ane niyati nAmanA padArthanuM dhyAna dharavA ja palAMThI mArIne besI jAya che..pachI emane santApa kyAMthI saMbhave ? hAdika anumodana (17) tIrthAdhirAja zrI zatruMjayanI yAtrArthe sahaja rIte gaelA vizALa samudAyane levI paDatI AdhAkamI "bhakti" joIne vaDIla gurue traNa-cAra divasamAM ja yAtrA karIne sahune vihAra karAvI dIdhuM ! (18) A mahAtmA haMmeza saMgaraMgazALAne ThIka ThIka samaya sudhI svAdhyAya karatA. jyAre paNa teone gurvAjJAthI jUhuM mAsu karavuM paDatuM tyAre teo comAsAmAM haMmeza

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munijIvananI bALathI gurunI dizAmAM ceDAMka pagalAM AgaLa vadhIne temane vaMdana karatA. (19) AMkhanI tIvra pIDA dUra thAya te saMyama lauM evI bhAvanAthI bhAvita banelA e mumukSune bIjA ja divasathI pIDA ochI thatAM thatAM nirmULa thaI gaI. e AtmA saMyama patha yAtrI banI gaye! (20) pIThamAM pharatA vAnI bhayaMkara pIDAne gurudeva samAdhithI vedatA hatA. ziSya garama pANInA zekanI kothaLI laI AvyA. bhAre svasthatA sAthe gurudeve kahyuM, mahemAnane mIThAI khavaDAvAya; traNa-cAra dI vekAvAno Agraha karAya, paNuM kAMI DAma gheDA devAya ? tame te "vA" nAmanA mahemAnane zikanI kethaLInA DAma devA AvyA? nA...... mAre e zeka kara nathI. karmanijAnI A te apUrva, vaNamAMgI AvI paDelI sonerI taka che ! (21) emanI dIkSA levAnI kevI tIvra talapa haze ke gurunI pAse javA mATe e mumukSu eka sAthe, eka diI mAM 36 mAIla cAlyuM. mAtra cAra pisAnA caNA khAIne. (22) madharAte gADImAMthI UtarIne upAzrayamAM sAdhu bhagavaM tenI sAthe be yuvAna zrAvake sUI gayA. rAtre ekAeka vidhavA thaelI yuvatInuM kALamIMDha-pANuM pIgaLI jAya tevuM-rUdana sAMbhaLIne teo jAgI gayA ! "enA pati

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namane sAravAra levA kAleja munijIvananI bALapaya jevuM acAnaka ApaNuM mota thaI jAya te ? zata paNa pUrI na vIte te ?" e vicAre ane yuvAna zrAvakee munine veSa tarata ja paherI lIdhe. bAjumAM saMthAre karelA be munionA rajoharaNa laI lIdhA. bAkInI rAta navakAra manTanA dhyAnamAM besIne pUrI karI. savAre rajoharaNanI zeSa cAlatAM ghaTasphoTa thaye. banne yuvAnanI vidhivat rIkSA thaI (23) sinemA jevAnI mAtAnI nA hatI chatAM dIkarAe sinemA je. A jANa thatAM ja mAtAe prAyazcitta. rUpe aThThama karyo. dIkarAe mAphI te mAMgI paNa jIvanabhara mATe sinemAne tyAga karI dIdhuM ! (24) DokaTaranI lAIna levA IcchatA chokarAne madhyama. varganI mAtAe kahyuM, "dIkarA ! keleja sudhI tane lAvavAmAM meM ThIka ThIka majUrI karI che. hajI paNa majurI. cAlu rAkhIza. paNa tuM DekaTara thAya; deDakAM-vAMdarAM cIre ane. paisA kamAya tArI A mAtAthI khamAya tema nathI. beTA ! je bharyo che, temAM kAMI nokarI maLe te. meLava, nahi te ghare rahe. tArI A mAtA maraze tyAM. sudhI majUrI karIne tene khavaDAvaze. tuM jarA ya ciMtA. na karIza." dIkare AvI mahAna mAtAnAM caraNamAM mUkI jaIne. khUba raDe. bIje ja dI mAtAnI AziSe nirdoSa nokarImaLI gaI! para

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pATha : 6 aSTa pravacanamAtA saMsAramAM janma letAM AtmAnA zarIranI jALavaNI mATe janmadAtrI eka ja mAtA pUratI hatI. paNa te AtmA saMyama" nAmanuM saMtAna prApta kare che tyAre tenI jALavaNI mATe ATha ATha mAtAonI jarUra paDe che, jene pravacanamAtA kahevAya che. je ATha bAbatane pravacana-mAtAo kahI te uparathI vicAravuM ke te ATha bAbate saMyamajIvananI rakSA mATe keTalI badhI mahattvanI haze ? jenI pAse zAnuM bIjuM kazuM vizeSa jJAna nathI te mAlatuSa munine paNa jJAnI kahyA che tenuM kAraNa e ja che ke temanI pAse pravacanamAtAonuM jIvaMta jJAna hatuM. teo A pravacana-mAtAonA saMpUrNa pAlaka hatA. A pravacana-mAtAnuM sthUla svarUpa A pramANe che: (1) Isamiti - jeIne H upaga pUrvaka-gamanagamanAdi karavA. (2) bhASAsamiti- niravadya bhASA belavI. (3) eSaNa samiti - gocarI, pANI vagere zAstrokta deze vinAnA lAvavAnI vidhi karavI. (4) AdAna bhaMDamattanikukhe

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munijIvananI bALathI vaNa samiti - paMjI pramAjIne dareka vastu levA-mUkavI. (5) pAriSThapanikA samiti-mAtru vagere paraThavatAM upaga rAkhavo (jethI jIvahiMsAdi na thAya.) (6) managupti (7) vacanagupti (8) kAyagupti. - mana, vacana ane kAyAne azubha gothI niyandrita rAkhavA. ane zubhamAM pravartAvavAM. cAritryadharmanA jaghanyakeTinA pAlanamAM A pAMca samiti ane traNa guptirUpa aSTa pravacanamAtAnuM sthAna atyaMta Avazyaka gaNAya che. jenI pAse ATaluM ya jJAna ke pAlana nathI te jaghanyathI paNa cAritryadhara kahevAtuM nathI. vartamAnakALanI te evI kamanasIbI che ke A. pravacana-mAtAonI bhArobhAra upekSA thaI che. nIce joIne cAlavAne badale ADuMavaLuM UMcuM jotAM cAlavuM vAta karatAM cAlavuM vagere te sAmAnya bAbate thaI paDI che. bolatI vakhate muhapattine upaga lagabhaga naSTaprAyaH thayela che. pUjavA, pramArjavAnuM te bhAgye ja yAda AvatuM haze. TUMkamAM AThe ya mAtAo aNamAnItI thaI paDI hoya tevI sthiti pedA thavA lAgI che. Ama chatAM sahunuM potAnuM zAsana - AhArapANInI prAptithI mAMDIne mahensa ke jina-maMdirAdinAM nimaNe vakhate moTI patrikAo bahAra pADavA vagere rUpa-khUba sArI. rIte cAlI rahyuM che mATe A mAtAonI upekSA saMbaMdhI leza paNa ciMtA lagabhaga koIne thatI nathI.

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1 munijIvananI bALapothI kevI kamAla vAta gaI che ke jenA kAraNe ApaNe jagatamAM yazakIrti pAmI rahyA chIe te saMyama ane tenI mAtAonI ja upekSA karI che! besavAnI ja DALa bhAMgavAnuM kAma ApaNA hAthe thaI rahyuM che. nUtana dIkSitone A aMgenI sAcI kaI tAlIma maLatI nathI. eo paNa ughADA meMe bolatA; pUMjyA vinA pravRtti karatA, paraThavavAnI avidhio karatA thoDA ja divasanA dIkSA paryAyamAM jovA maLe che. ukaraDAmAM gulAba paDe te ya zuM? pachI te e ya ukaraDo ja bane ne ? A khUba ja gaMbhIra bAbata che. ApaNe sahue A mAtAonA pAlana vagere tarapha durlakSa karavAnuM baMdha karavuM joIe. je bAhya pravRttio vadhI javAthI Ama banyuM hoya te thaDA samaya mATe te badhI bAhya pravRttio cheDI devAnuM jarA ya beTuM nathI; parantu A mAtAonI dharAra avagaNanA te atyanta ahitakara banI raheze. A joIne kyAreka evuM tAraNa nIkaLe che ke bhUtakALanA mahAtmAo kadAca AjanA mahAtmA jeTalA vidvAna nahi hoya paraMtu saMyamI te pUrA hatA. Aje? vidvAna ghaNuM haze paNa saMyamapAlanamAM sAva kAyara banI gayA haze.

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munijIvananI bALapethI ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevuM R (18) mukhAdi-prakSAlana aMge : keTalAkane mukha vagere jovAnI IcchA thAya che, kyAreka teno amala paNa thAya che. muni-jIvana mATe A vRtti ane pravRtti atyanta ghAtaka che. AvI sthitivALA AtmAonuM brahmacarya kyAreka AtamAM AvI paDe te mane jarA ya navAI na thAya; kemake A pravRtti ja patana taraphanA pagaraNarUpa che. zAstrakAra paramaSioe te bahAra-sthaDila-bhUmie jaIne AvyA bAda paNa-paga devAnI manAI karI che. mAtra kyAMka paga kharaDAyA hovAnI zaMkA hoya te ja tenuM prakSAlana thaI zake, paNa te ca sAmAnyataH chabachabIo karIne te nahi ja. niSkAraNa aMgaprakSAlana e brahmacaryanuM ghAtaka banI zake che. mATe ja khAnane pratibaMdha mUkavAmAM AvyuM che ne? ethI paNa munio gRhasthanI jema jinezvaradevanI aSTaprakArI pUjA nathI karatA ne? (19) pAtarAdinA pratilekhana aMge: savAre pArasI bhaNAvIne je pAtarA, taraNa, palA, jhoLI, gucchA AdinuM pratilekhana karavAnuM hoya che te sUtra pirasI bhaNAvIne-babara samaye karavAnuM hoya che. ene

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sunijIvananI bALapothI samayathI jeTaluM moDuM thAya tema tenuM prAyazcitta vadhatuM jAya che. mATe pirasI paDilehaNa (sUryodayathI piNuM pahere) samayasara ja karavuM joIe. keIka khAsa kAraNe pAMca-dasa miniTa vaheluM thaI zake kharuM paNa bane tyAM sudhI meMDuM te na ja karavuM. sAmAnya rIte vastronuM pratilekhana UbhaDaka page ane pAtarA, tapaNu, cetane vagerenuM paDilehaNa palAMThI mArIne -besIne- karavAnuM hoya che. A pArasI paDilehaNamAM pAtarAdinuM paDilehaNa palAMThI mArIne karatAM karatAM vacce je pallA, jheLI, rajaaNu vagere vAnuM paDilehaNa Ave te paNa palAMThI mArIne besIne ja karavAnuM vidhAna che. je te vastronuM paDilehaNa UbhaDaka page karavAmAM Ave te vAraMvAra palAMThI cheDIne UbhaDaka page besavuM paDe. Ama karavAthI thoDoka vadhu samaya jAya eTale eTale svAdhyAyane vyAghAta pahoMce. AvA svAdhyAya-vyAghAta na pahoMce te mATe jhoLI pallA vagere vastronuM paNa paDilehaNa palAMThI mArIne ja karavAnuM vidhAna che. - A uparathI samajAze ke munioe kevA svAdhyAyasArA ane svAdhyAyapUrA banavuM joIe! (20) tapa aMge : bane te kAyama phuTa, me, mIThAI, taLeluMnA tyAgapUrvakanA ekAzanathI ochuM paccakhANa na karavuM. te -AdhA pachI mahinAnI traNa tithi AyaMbila ane be

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munijIvananI bALapAthI caturdazInA be upavAsa paNa kheMcIne ya karavA jarUrI che. ATalu thAya te Arogya paNa khUba sAru' rahe. have pachI je kAMI vadhu tapa thAya te karavA. parantu A pAyAnA tapa te ii mUkavA nahi. pachI gItA gurudeva je AjJA kare te tarata ja tatti karavuM, UY (21) ArAdhanAnA ullAsa aMge : kacAreka keTalIka tapa, japa ke svAdhyAyanI ArAdhanAne khUba ullAsa AvI jAya che. AvI sthitimAM nAnAM ke madhyama kAraNAne AgaLa karIne aMtarAya karavA tarapha vaDIleAe na javuM joI e. ullAsanI paLe jhaTa jhaTa AvatI nathI. tapa vagere. karavAthI ArAgya khalAsa thaI jaze evI mAnyatAneA jaladI jaladI bhAga manavuM nahi. je mAMdA paDacA te khAI ne ja mAMDhA paDayA che tapa karavAthI mAMdA paDI javAnI vAta teA kvacita ja sAMbhaLavA maLe tevI che. keTalI vAra saMsArIpaNAnA saMbaMdhanI mehadazAne lIdhe paNa tapa AdimAM aMtarAya karavAmAM Ave che; je khUba ja anucita che. AvI bhUla kadApi karavI nahi. (22) prAyazcitta aMge : sUkSmatama pApAnuM paNa prAyazcitta karavuM joI e emAM ii pIchehaTha karavI nahi. lakSmaNAjI ane rUkamI

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munijIvananI bALapothI vagerenAM dRSTAnto najara samakSa rAkhavAM jethI mAyAdithI rahitapaNe zuddha AlocanA karavAnuM mana thaze. | game teTalI ArAdhanA karavAmAM Ave paNa jo mAnasika paNa virAdhanAnI zuddhi (guru pAse prAyazcitta vaDe) nahi karavAmAM Avaze te virAdhita saMyamIne bhUtapretanI halakI devaniomAM janma maLe che. AvI bhayAnaka sthiti pidA na thavA devI hoya te svAdhyAya, tapa vageremAM pAchA paDo te ya prAyazcitta karavAmAM te kadI pAchA paDaze nahi nAnI paNa virAdhanA te ArAdhanAnA samagra jIvana. upara chAI gaele aMdhArapaTa (bleka AuTa) che. game tema karIne evA gItArtha, gaMbhIra prAyazcitta: dAtA gurune tame zodhI kADhajo. AjanI tArIkhamAM paNa teo A bharatakSetramAM paNa che ja; mAtra tame temane zedhI. kADhe eTaluM ja jarUrI che. kAyAnA ke vANInA pApanA prAyazcitta te rAbetA: mujaba sahu karatAM haze, paNa dhanyathI paNa dhanya che te che ke je mananAM sUkSma pApanuM ya zuddha Acana kare che.

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munijIvananI bALapothI praznottarI savAla (10) dIkSA letAM pahelAM zikharajI Ahi tIrthonI kalyANabhUmionI sparzanA karI levAnuM jarUrI kharuM ? javAba : tIrthabhUmionI sparzanA karavAthI samyaga- darzananI viziSTa nirmaLatA thAya che; vaLI dIkSA lIdhA bAda e tIrthabhUmionI yAtrA saMyamajIvananA nirdoSa nirvAha sAthe karavAnuM lagabhaga muzkela che. kemake vihAranA mArgomAM aneka mAIla sudhI gocarI Adi durlabha bane che. ethI khAsa raseDAM sAthe rAkhavAM paDe je sAmAnyataH ucita na gaNI zakAya. saMyamIne te zAstranItinA saMyama-jIvananuM pAlana e ja tIrthayAtrA. ene te saMyamayAtrA e ja mahAyAtrA. AvAM kAraNasara ema kahI zakAya ke te tIrthabhUmienI sparzanA dIkSA letAM pahelAM thaI jAya te jarUrI che. paraMtu ahIM prasaMgataH eka vAta karI lauM. je A tIrthayAtrAmAM vijAtIya paricayAdi thatAM hoya ane temAM kyAreka brahmavatane bAdha lAge tevI sthiti sudhInA kissA banatA hoya te khAsa karIne dIkSArthI -benee A yAtrA karatAM pUrI kALajIo karavI joIe.

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7" munijIvananI bALapothI te tema na bane te bahetara che ke e tIrthayAtrA gauNa ane; manathI ja ahIM beThAM e paramAtmAone vaMdana, pUjana. karI levAM ghaTe. A keTalI badhI duHkhada bInA che ke tIrthayAtrA jevA. prasaMgamAM paNa keTalAka atyaMta aghaTita prasaMge banI jAya. che! paheluM ziyaLa pachI ja badhuM. savAla (11) : dIkSA levAmAM mAtApitA zAhanA. kANe aMtarAya kare che temane cheDIne dIkSA laI zakAya. kharI? javAba: paMcasUtrAdi granthamAM kahelI vidhipUrvaka chuM le-mAtapitAne cheDIne paNa-dIkSA laI zakAya che, paNa sabUra ! AvI sthitimAM mAtapitAne cheDI devAnA che; paratu. tachoDI devAnA te nathI ja. emanA haiye jAgelI mAhanI Aga ThAravA mATe dIkSAthI saMtAna jJAna ane sayamanuM pANI levA jAya che. e pANI lAvIne emanI Aga ThAravAnI che. A kAraNasara ja emane choDavAM paDe che, ane . cheDavA joIe paNa kharA. paraMtu te vakhate ya dIkSArthInA haiyAmAM temane tarachoDavA svarUpa tiraskArane bhAva te alpAze. paNa na ja have joIe. kyAreka Avo tiraskAra paNa jovA maLe che. kyAreka te vaLI apariNata guruvarga taraphathI paNa A tiraskAra karavAnI preraNuM paNa karavAmAM Ave che, je atyanta anucita che.

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78 munijIvananI bALathI - je tema ja thaI zakatuM hoya te paramAtmA mahAvIradevane garbhAvasthAne mAtapitAnI bhaktine je pATha jagatane zIkhavavAmAM AvyuM che tene ke rakAsa thAya ? savAla (12) : dIkSAnA dainika jIvanamAM japa ane - dhyAnanI jarUra kharI? javAba : hAsto vaLI. zA mATe nahi? jyAre jyAre svAdhyAyAdithI avakAza maLe tyAre japa ke dhyAnamAM besavuM ja joIe. A go te AtmAmAM paDelI anAdikAlIna vAsanAonA sahaja maLane ukheDanArA ane tathAbhavyatvane pakavanArA che. enA vinA te ApaNane kadI cAlI na zake. jyAre kyAreya AvazyakAdi kriyAo, svAdhyAya, gurusevAdithI virAmane samaya maLe ke tarata ja mAtA-arihaMtanA kheALAmAM jaIne sUI javuM jarUrI che. A evuM majAnuM "rIlekasezana che ke ApaNe ekadama svastha banI jaIe. - jIpa ane dhyAna brahmacaryanI dasamI vADa che. ahaMkAranA te nAzaka che; cittazAntinA te uddagAtA che. AnA vinA ApaNu aneka denuM umUlana zakya ja nathI. rAtrinA samayamAM ochAmAM 1 thI 2 kalAkanA japa vagere te sahue karavA joIe ema mane lAge che. mannAdhirAja zrI navakAranI pradhAnatApUrvaka SimaMDela, namiuNu, sarasvatIjI, vardhamAnavidyA vagere je raselAsanI jamAvaTa karatA hoya te mantra vagerenA japa eka mAtra mokSanA hetuthI yogyatA pAmIne karavA ja joIe.

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79 munijIvananI khALapAthI e badhu karyAM bAda rAjaparamAtmAne prAthanA rUpe kahevu joIe ke, " he bhagavan ! ApanA (mArA nahi) prabhAve (mArA bhAve nahi) amArA badhAyanA (mArA ekalAnA nahi) durbhAvA naSTa thA, sadbhAvA pragaTa thAo ane ante svabhAva prApta thAo. ,, sahunA hitacitanathI dhane! AraMbha thAya che. svahitakaraNamAM dharmanA pUrNa vikAsa thAya che e vAta ApaNe kadI bhUlavI na joI e. savAla (13) : gRhasthajIvanamAM dharmakriyA karatI vakha je Ana DhAllAsa AvatA hatA te muni-jIvana svIkAryAM bAda ghaTatA cAlyA che ? zuM kAraNa ! zA upAya ? javAba : A kharekhara kamanasIma mInA gaNAya. vastutaH tA munijIvananA svIkAra bAda e ullAsa vadhI javA joie. keTalAka munie tene anubhava kare paNa che. vicAra karatAM Avu banavA pAchaLa eka kAraNa hAthamAM Ave che. je mumukSuo dIkSA levAnI pUrvabhUmikAmAM mAtra tyAgabhAva ja dharAvatA hAya ane sAMsArika padArthoM pratye tIvra virAga (anAsakti) nahi dharAvatA hAya teo dIkSAsvarUpa saMsAratyAga thatAMnI sAthe byazUnya anI jatA haze. temanA manamAM saMsAra-tyAga e ja dIkSAnuM lakSa haze. A lakSa jevu siddha thaI jAya ke pachI have e dIkSAmAM zuM karavuM? teneA temaNe koI nakaze ke plAni Mga' pahelethI karI rAkhyu nahi heAya. Ama tyAga teA thaI gayA ane

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munajIvananI bALapoSI, virAganI tIvratA te che nahi eTale dIkSita jIvanamAM badhuM zunyavat bhAsavA lAge eTale phalataH dharma kiyAomAMthI AnaMda UDI jAya ke osaravA lAgI jAya. eTale ja pelI kahevata yathArtha che ke, "tyAga na Take vairAgya vinA.' vartamAna samayane pravAha ja e che ke temAM jeTaluM tyAgane mahattva apAya che teTaluM vairAgyane mahattva ApavAmAM AvatuM nathI. jene saMsAra tyAgIne dIkSA levI che e vyakti gharamAM, kuTuMbamAM ke pitAnA vatanamAM khUba mahAna banI jAya che. pachI A vyaktinA jIvanamAM virAganI Aga. bhabhUkI UThelI bhale kadAca jevA na maLe. meM te evI mumukSu vyaktio joI che, je dIkSAnA. AgalA divasa sudhI zArIrika vibhUSA, bhASAnA laTakA, AvAnA caTakA, sinemA, AIsakrIma, kAzmIra vagerenA chelle chelle zekha karI levAnA abharakhAthI teo gaLA sudhI. Asakta heya. zuM AvI virAga-zUnya vyakti dIkSA mATenI lAyakAta dharAve che? nA..... haragija nahi. eka vyaktine "basa dIkSA laI levI che ethI kAMI tenAmAM dIkSAnI pAtratA AvI gaI che ema kadI mAnI zakAya nahi. dIkSA pratyenA tIvra AdaranI sAthe sAtha.

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munijIvananI bALapothI sukhamaya saMsAranA pratyeka bega padArtha pratye tIvra anAdarabhAva have ja joIe. jenA jIvanamAM Ave anAdara nathI ane chatAM "dIkSAnA AdaranI dhUna (!)mAM jeNe dIkSA lIdhI hoya che teonI dazA dIkSA-jIvananA bIjA ja divasathI rtavyamUha dizAzUnya, becena banI jAya che. basapachI e mananI ajaMpAbharI sthitimAMthI nAhakanA kaleza-kaMkAsa guruvarga, svajanavarga vagere pratye pedA thaI jAya che, jene deva, gurunI AjJA vagere prazasta padArtho tarapha mahine be mahine paNa bhAre rAga jAmata nathI ene have pele ja, saMsArane rAga pragaTa thAya che. e rAga sAru khAvAnA, sAruM paheravAnA, sAru jevAnA vagere aneka rUpe dekhA devA lAge che. pachI te svAdhyAya ane dhyAnanuM sthAna gRhastha-mitramaMDaLa banAvIne kalAkanA gappA le che. manTajapanA sthAne kapaDAMnI TApaTIpa goThavAya che. tapanA sthAne khAvA-pIvAne zekha goThavAya che. TUMkamAM, prazastanA nAme aprazasta vRttio potAno khorAka meLavyA karatI rahe che. have AvI - maravAnA vAMke jIvatI - veSane droha detI - vyaktine dharmakriyAmAM AnaMda ke ullAsa na Ave temAM navAI zI ? kharekhara te guru-vage ja pAtratAnI punaH parIkSA

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munijIvananI bALathI karavI joIe. bhAvanA mAtrane dIkSAnI gyatA samajI levAnI bhramaNAmAMthI guruvege bahAra nIkaLI javuM joIe. je guruvarga ja adhIre ke lAlacu banaze te bicArA nirdoSa jIne dIkSita-jIvanamAM pArAvAra hAni te thaze, paNa dIkSA laIne pastAyAne pratyeka paLe nisAse nAMkhatAM rahIne evuM tIvra mehanIya karma te bAMdhaze ke asaMkhya bhave paNa punaH munijIvana hAthamAM nahi Ave. virAga vinAne tyAga je tyAganA dekhAvamAM cAlu ja rahe te eTale bhayAnaka ane eTale bekAbU rAga e tyAganA oThA nIce janme ke jenA asahya dabANanA vikRta rUpe kaleza, kaMkAsa ane kacchamAM pragaTa thAya e grupanuM vAtAvaraNa eTaluM badhuM kaluSita thavA pAme ke te virAga vinAnI eka ja tyAgI dIkSita vyakti tene bhaga nahi bane paNa tene guruvarga ane sahavatI vaga badhA ya kaluSita vAyumaMDaLane bhega banyA vinA nahi rahe. " je A sthiti na sarjavA devI hoya te pAtratAne vicAra ane tenI bhAre seTIne guruvarge gaMbhIrapaNe dhyAnamAM levAM ja paDaze; nahi te phariyAdo cAlu raheze ane ukele kadI nahi jaDe.

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munijIvananI bALathI zAstravicAra vaiirAgya-kalpalatA] e, samAdhimAna munivare! Apane te amArA keTAnakoTi vaMdana. ApanA achatA dene re-cauTe phelAvavAno dhaMdho laI beThelA durjane pratye paNa ApanI AMkhanI ekAda paNa bhrakuTI reSathI UMcI thaI jatI nathI ! ane kamAla! kaI ApanA guNa gAya ya ApanA aMtaranA keI tAramAM kyAM ya galagalIAM thaI jatA nathI. ane daMbhI jIvananAM tephAne te kyAMya zodhyA jaDatA nathI. parapadArthanI mUchamAMthI utpanna thatI vihvaLatAonA viple ApanA svapna ya udbhavatA nathI ! nathI te kadI e samAdhimAna mahAtmAo keInI kAma-vAsanAone udIpita karatA ke nathI te e bIjAonA ThaThThA-mazkarInA aDDAmAM kadI rasa dharAvatA. mithyASTionI jamAtamAM paNa e mahAtmAo hAsyAdi dvArA vAtAvaraNane tuccha rIte vistAravAmAM kadI tatpara banatA nathI. anya dharmomAM paNa saMtoe bUmabarADA, ThaThThA, hasAhasI vagerene samAdhinA apakava bhAve kahelA che. samAdhino paripAka thAya tyAre te sahaja rIte saMsAra

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84 munijIvananI bALapothI svarUpa ciMtananI daSTi tathA samAdhinI atyutthAna dazA (samatAnI sthiti) jIvaMta banavA lAge che. e munivare ! jyAre samAdhibhAva pAmavA dvArA ApaNe ApaNA AtmAmAM ja palAMThI mArIne besI jaIe pachI ApaNuM zarIranA rUpa, raMga, Arogya ke durbaLatA Adine. tapAsyA karavAnI halakI sthitimAM te cakkara kApatA na ja hAIe ne? saMyamanA upakaraNabhUta vastra vagerenI-manamAM galagalI utpanna karatI - TApaTIpAmAMthI te ApaNuM mana saMpUrNa paNe. UbhagI ja gayuM heya ne? hAsta...padugalika bhAva sAthe Atmaratine meLa ja kyAM che? jenA aMtaramAM samAdhinA sukhanA phuvArA UDavA lAgyA. evA gIjanene bAhya-bhegasukhamAM rasa ja na paDe temAM kazI navAI nathI. jenA ghara-AMgaNe ja kalpataru UgyAM che e dhanAthI zA mATe jaMgalamAM lAkaDAM kApavA jAya ane tene bhAre. UMcakI lAvIne jagatanA bajAramAM dhUma tApe vecavA Ubho rahe! pagalika padArtha pratye munione e kaI harSa UbharAI jato nathI, na te emane pratiSThA pAmavAnI keIna lata jAgatI nathI. nathI te e svAdarasanI kiyAonA kadI laMpaTa banatA

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=munijIvananI bALapothI kemake te samAdhistha munivare jANe che ke pratiSThAnI ghelachA ke rasanAnI nAnakaDI paNa Asakti e AtmAmAM zalya banIne evI pesI jAya che ke enAthI AtmA durgatiomAM jaIne duHkhI duHkhI thaI jAya che. hArdika anumodana (25) e hatI; guruziSyanI ajoDa saMyamI joDI. temaNe nAgApurathI zikharajInI yAtrA zarU karI 5Nu sahAcaka mANasa vinA ! TheTha zikharajI jaIne pAchA AvI gayA ! saMpUrNa nirdoSa saMyamajIvananI rakSA sAthe ja. (26) jegamAM peThelA ziSyane gecarImAM thoDoka AhAra vadhI gaye. e paNa thaI gayuM hatuM. vadheluM je parave te divasa paDe e cintAthI ziSyanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayAM ! gacchanA vaDIla AcAye tenAM AMsu joI lIdhAM. bIjA keIne kazuM ya kIdhA vagara te AcArya bhagavaMta te ziSyanI bAjumAM jaIne besI gayA ane samaya joIne tenI vadhelI gecarI tarata ja vAparI gayA ! ziSyanI AMkhe AMsu te hajI paNa cAlatAM hatAM; paNa te harSanAM hatAM.

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86 munijIvananI bALapothI. (27) te AcArya mahArAja dainika chApAMonI sAIDa uparanI kerI paTTIo phADIo phADIne laI letA ane tenI upara pitAnAM dehanene TapakAvatA; lakhatA; ane sAcavI. rAkhatA. (28) e mahAtmA galAIne sAva ja nAnI-hAthamAM. mAMDa pakaDI zakAya tevaDI-pensila thaI jAya te ya tene upaga karIne vadhu kasa kADhatA. (29) mahAtmAe eka dI keka bhaktane DAka ja rUpIAnuM kAma dekhADyuM. bhakate mAM bagADayuM. basa te. divasathI te mahAtmAe sadA mATe bhaktone paisAnuM kAma. kahevAnuM baMdha karI dIdhuM. . (30) e vyAkhyAnakAra mahAtmAne keI zrAvake savAla. pUchaze ke, "ApanuM suMdara vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne ApanI pAse kaI prazaMsA kare to Apane mAna-kaSAya jAge kharo ? je Apa nikhAlasabhAve "hA" kahe te mAre bIjo savAla e che ke, "jenAthI pitAnuM ahita thAya ane bIjAnuM hita thatuM dekhAya tevI pravRtti jaina sAdhuthI thaI zake kharI ?' A sAMbhaLIne te vyAkhyAnakAra mahAtmA UMDA AtmanirIkSaNamAM garakAva thaI gayA. tyArathI temaNe AgADha. kAraNa sivAya vyAkhyAnanI pATano tyAga karI dIdhuM ! (31) e mahAtmAe lagAtAra batrIsa varSa sudhI.. vaSItapa karyo. teo upavAsane pAraNe ekAsaNuM karatA. ane pAraNAmAM nAkethI dUdha vAparI jatA. teo kahetA ke AthI. rasa upara vijaya maLe che ane Arogya prApta thAya che. "

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pATha : 7 kSA ane pAtratA * SoDazaka prakaraNamAM pUjyapAda haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahA rAjAe ' dIkSA' zabdanA niruktArtha karatAM kahyu che ke jenA vaDe jagatane zreyanuM dAna karavAmAM Ave ane jAtane azivathI mukta karavAmAM Ave te dRIkSA kahevAya. AvI dIkSA viziSTa koTinA jJAnIne ja prApta thAya che; madhA AtmAone nahi. TUMkamAM dIkSita te kahevAya ke jenA tamAma cegeAthI svanuM hita thAya ane paranu ahita te na ja thAya. eka kALa evA hatA ke jyAre dIkSAgrahaNa khUba durlabha hatu. Aje dIkSAnuM grahaNa khUma sulabha thaI gayuM che. satAnAdine dIkSA devA pratyenI vaDIleAnI sUga lagabhaga nAmazeSa thaI che. parantu A dIkSAnuM grahaNa khUba sulabha thavAthI ja ema lAge che ke dIkSAnu zAsrota pAlana khUba durlabha thaI cUkayuM che. sulabha dIkSAne kAraNe pAtratA vinAnA AtmAonI paNa dIkSAo kayAreka thavA lAgI che. vaLI dIkSita jIvanamAM bhAgaranI pradhAnatAvALI sagavaDo paNa vipula pramANamAM chtA

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re munijIvananI khALapAthI lAgI che. AthI aneka dIkSita AtmAo ' mADana' jIvana jIvavAnI lAlacamAM taNAyA che; jyAM emanAM jIvana aneka prakAranAM pApAthI gAjhArAM banyAM che. dIkSA lenArAonI pAtratAnI khAmInI ATalI ja vAta karyAM pachI dIkSA tenA mAnI pAtratAnI khAmInA AdhAta ane AzcayabharyAM nirde za ahI' karavAnuM' munAsIba lAge che. dIkSitAnI 'mA' anavAnI kaLA vizALa guruvaga mAM satra hAtI nathI. e mAtra dIkSA daI devAmAM ziSyAnA saMkhyAbaLamAM gurupadanI mahAnatAmAM ja mAnatA vaga che. AvA guruva pAse zAstrabodha paNa hAtA nathI. temAMnA keTalAka sAdhue ke keTalAka sAdhvIe khUba anicchanIya rIteA (dhanAdinI lAlaca vagerenI ) apanAvIne paNa dIkSA devAmAM kazu ja khATuM samajatA nathI. AvA prasaMgeAmAM kayAreka tA ghaNI mATI zAsanahIlanA thatI hAya che. vaLI AvI rIteAthI ApavAmAM AvelI dIkSAe prAyaH saphaLa thatI nathI. samagra grupanu jIvana sukha ane zAnti khAI ese che. dIkSita vyakti ci'tAonA bhAga anIne - vadhArAmAM-- ArAgya paNa khAI bese che. G ekabIjAnA doSadazanamAM ane doSavaNu namAM; judA cAkA jamAvIne bhakta, bhaktANInA ToLAM-guru anelA AtmAnA amUlya jIvananu pANI karI nAMkhavAmAM madadagAra anatAM hAya che.

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-munijIvananI bALapothI jeNe A vAta anubhavI heya; AvI bhUla jeNe pite ja karI dIdhI hoya te sahu have AnuM punarAvartana na kare te ya ghaNI zAsana-hIlanAnuM ane Azrita parAtmAnA moTA ahitanuM nivAraNa thaI jaze ema lAge che. ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevuM (23) sthaSThila-zuddhi aMge : jyAre sthaDila javAnuM thAya tyAre besatAM pahelAM AsapAsa joI levuM ke vasati nirjana che ne? ekadama -vAMkA vaLIne jamIna dhArIne jevI ke ekAda paNa jIva-jaMtu athavA vanaspati ke kIDInAM nagarAM vagere tyAM nathI ne ? tyAra bAda "aNujANaha jasugraho belIne besavuM. besatI vakhate e barAbara goThava. dAMDe ke tarapANI dharatI upara na mUkI zakAya. be ya anukrame kheALAmAM ane hAthamAM ja rAkhavAM joIe. pANIne upaga karavAnA prasaMge pANI maLa upara na paDe tenI kALajI rAkhavI ane te mATe jarAka khasyA pachI pANIne upayoga kare. pANI jarUra pUratuM vApavuM.

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munijIvananI mALapeAthI (zAsrasiddhi jANIne DagalanA upayoga karI zakAya.) UThatI vakhate traNa vakhata sirAmi' pada khela'. keTalIkavAra leAkeAnI AvanajAvananI bAbatamAM edarakArI dAkhavavAmAM Ave che te khUba anucita che; vahelI savAre game tyAM besI jevuM' te paNa atyaMta aAgya che. Avu thatAM kayAreka keTalAka AtmAe adhama pAmyA che; ethI zAsanahIlanA thaI che. jo anukULatA hoya teA upara rAkha pAtharI devI. jene kRminI takalIpha hAya che teNe peAtAnI sAthe malane AcchAdvita karavA mATe nAnakaDA kApaDanA TukaDA laI javA. zakaya hAya tA teNe chAMyaDAmAM ja besavuM, jethI te jIvane pIDA na thAya. athavA svayaM tyAM chAMyaDA karIne be ghaDI UbhA. rahevu. chevaTe kapaDAnA kaTakA te DhAMkI ja devA. kRmi paDatAM hoya te prAyazcittamAM lakhavuM. vADAmAM sthaNDila javuM paDe te te paNa prAyazcittamAM lakhavu. rAtre vADAnI sthaMDila-bhUminI vasati sArI rIte joI zakhavAthI prAyazcitta alpa Ave che. nahi te rAtre. sthaNDila javAnuM prAyazcitta vizeSa Ave che. vADAmAM keArA khamAM ramyA nAkhIne besavuM. UThatAM paNu maLa upara 22aa pAtharavI. (24) gaucarI aze H gaNudhara bhagavAna gautama svAmIjInuM smaraNa karIne

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munijIvananI bALathI carI vaheravA nIkaLavuM. te pachI "dharmalAbha sivAya ke AgADha kAraNa sivAya kazuM bolavuM nahi. sAthe je saMghATaka sAdhu hoya tenI sAthe paNa vAta karatA alavuM nahi. jema. vihAramAM svAdhyAya paNa karavAne nathI hete kintu mAtra. Isamitine upaga rAkhavA hoya che tema gocarImAM - rastAmAM cAlatAM Isamitine, ane gocarI vaheratAM eSaNAsamitinA 42 deSa vagere - aMgene ja upayoga rAkhavAne heya che. gocarI vahoratAMnI sAthe ja - khAsa kAraNa vinA - tyAMthI tarata dharmalAbha ApIne nIkaLI javuM joIe. keTalAka vaharatAM pahelAM "amuka bAdhA kare te ja vaheru" e Agraha rAkhatA hoya che, keTalAka "zuM dharma-. zAna kare che ?" ItyAdi prazasta keTinA gaNAtA prazno pUchatA hoya che. paNa A badhuM cagya na gaNAya. viziSTa keTinA gItArthanI vAta judI che; paraMtu te sivAyanA. tamAma tyAgIoe Ama na karavuM e ja emanA hitamAM che. bAdhA, preraNa, pRcchA vagere badhuM ya upAzrayamAM thaI zake che; necarI naheratAM UbhA rahIne keInA gharamAM te. tema na ja karavuM. (25) "AdezanI bhASAmAM bolavA aMge kadI ziSyane paNa AdezanI bhASA - pANI lAve; kApaDa kADhI nAkhe; gecarI jAo vagere - mAM belI zakAya nahi. te pachI gRhasthanA saMbaMdhanI bhASAmAM Adeza to kema ja

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92 munijIvananI bALapothI karI zakAya? dA. ta., occhava kare; A riTakArDa DabbAmAM nAMkhI deje; ATaluM kAma tamAre karavuM ja paDaze; pelI bArI baMdha kare; A sthApanAnI pATa upara mUkI Ave; ATalA rUpIA A bAbatamAM vAparI kADhe....vagere. zAstrakAra paramaSioe jaNAvyuM che ke, "jeo AvI AdezanI bhASAmAM vyavahAra kare che teone Dagale ne pagale mRSAvAdanuM pApa sevavAnA prasaMge AvyA kare che kemake piote karelA AdezanuM sAmI vyakti pAlana na kare eTale pite jUThe paDI jAya che. vaLI A sthitimAM amala na thatAM krodhAdi jAgavAnI paNa zakyatA hoya che. tyAgIe te niravane upadeza Ape te jagya che. sAmI vyakti tene amala kare te ya madhyasthabhAva ane amala na kare te ya madhyasthabhAva. Adeza karanArAone Adezane amala na thatAM khUba duHkhI thavuM paDe che. te hAthe karIne-peTa ceLIne zULa UbhuM karavA jevI bAbata che. je Adeza karavAmAM na Ave ane zAstranIti mujaba upadeza daIne chUTI javAya te ghaNuM badhI citta-prasannatA jaLavAI rahe tethI ArAdhanA -khUba vadhu thAya.

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munijIvananI bALapethI ha4 che ja prajottarI . savAla (14): parameSThI-dhyAnamAM ekAgratA na AvatI hoya to? javAba : dhyAnamAM ekAgratA lAvavA mATe pahelAM te pratipakSI bhAvanAe bhAvIne saMsAranA rAgAdijanaka padArthothI AtmAne khUba virakta banAvavuM joIe, jethI . dhyAna dazAmAM te rAgAdimaLe vikSepa pedA na kare. tema chatAMya ekagratA na Ave te sthAnane badale dhUna. ke pada athavA stavanene Azraya le joIe. A mATe aneka ati suMdara pado, stavane, sajjA vagere artha sahita gokhavAM joIe. pachI rAga ane tAlapUrvaka te. balavAM joIe. AmAM je ekAgratA Ave te A paNa eka prakAranuM prAthamika dhyAna ja che. athavA pitAne game. tevuM zAstra-svAdhyAyarUpa lekhanakArya karavuM joIe. emAM keI zAstragranthanuM hastalekhana ja karI zakAya; je saMskRtAdine abhyAsa heya te egadaSTi samuccaya" jevA. granthanuM reja thoDuM - suMdara - bhASAMtara paNa karI zakAya. lekhanakAryamAM ekAkAratA jeTalI sahelAIthI Ave che. tevI kadAca bIjA keImAM AvatI nathI. jene je ekAnta mAkSalakSI pravRttimAM ekAkAratA AvI jAya tenA mATe te ja dhyAna. e pachI teNe mAtra

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munijIvananI bALathI paMca-parameSThInA dhyAna svarUpa dhyAnane Agraha rAkha na joIe. bezaka e apekSA te jarUra rAkhavI, jethI tenI paNa siddhi maLatAM jhAjhI vAra nahi lAge. savAla (15) : dIkSA ApyA bAda keI dIkSitamAM "uchuMkhalatA kema jovA maLe che? javAbaH A savAlano uttara aneka rIte ApI zakAya. e vyaktimAM pUrve ja uzRMkhalatA hatI paNa dIkSA denArI guru-vyaktinA ziSyamahanA aMdhApAne lIdhe te dekhAI na hatI; je pAchaLathI spaSTa vartAvA lAgI ema kahI zakAya. - athavA pUve sugya vyaktimAM pAchaLathI uchuMkhalapaNuM AvyuM hoya te tenAM be kAraNe cheH (1) munijIvananA kaThora ane kAMTALA paMthane AsAnIthI pAra karavAmAM gurunA vAtsalyanI khUba jarUra paDatI hoya che. te vAtsalya na maLe ane uparathI satata Toka-Toka karavAmAM Ave che te trAsadAyaka vAtAvaraNamAM uchUkhala thaI javAya te susaMbhavita che. athavA (2) ema bane ke te vyakti svabhAvathI khUba saraLa ane sarasa bhale haze ja; parantu dIkSAnuM kaThera jIvana jIvavA mATe sahana karavAnI jeTalI tevaDa hevI joIe teTalI tenAmAM nahi hoya eTale asahiSNutAne kAraNe paNa tenAmAM uchuMkhalatAne pratibhAva pedA thato hoya. AvA prasaMgamAM sauthI vadhu javAbadArI guru-varganI ja AvI paDe che. teNe khUba ja dhIraja, vAtsalya ane

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munijIvananI bALathI sahanazakti sAthe AvA kesane hAthamAM levuM paDe ane te vyaktine dIkSAnA mArge AnaMdabhera deDatI karI devI joIe. paNa je guru-varga ja asahiSNu heIne hAtha InAMkhaze; 'upekSA karaze ke doSAropaNa karIne chaTakI jaze te sauthI meTA pApano bhAra tenA ja mAthe paDaze e vAta cekTasa che. savAla (12) : zArIrika Arogya mATe ati Avazyaka sUcana zuM hoI zake? javAba zArIrika, mAnasika ane AdhyAtmika traNeya Arogya mATe sauthI mahatvanuM eka sUcana che ke "hita, mita ane alpa AhAra kare." ApaNuM Arogyane je hitakara hoya te ja vAparavuM. ahitakara te na ja vAparavuM. - je hitakara che te paNa mApasara vAparavuM - ghaNuM te na ja vAparavuM. ane avAranavAra upavAsAdi egya rIte karatA rahevA (alpane abhAvaparaka samajIne alpAhAra eTale upavAsa gaNa.). kupacca karavAthI vadhelA AhArane pAriThAvaNidoSathI bacavA mATe dAbIne ya kyAreka vAparavAthI ane avAranavAra ucita rIte upavAsAdi nahi karavAthI tyAgIonA AregyanI pAyamAlI thAya che. ethI ja kAntihIna mukha utsAhahIna jIvana; ane davAbharapUra pAkITa kyAreka jovA maLI jAya che.

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munijIvananI bALapothI savAla (17) : have pachI . mU. pU. jainenuM saMvatvarI parva kayAre juduM Avaze ? javAba : have vi. saM. 2042nI sAlamAM saMvatsarI parvanI ArAdhanA divasarUpe judI Ave che ane tyAra bAda. jANavA mujaba vi. saM. 205nI sAlamAM vaLI pAchI judI. ArAdhanA Ave che. Ama AjathI 2011nI sAla sudhImAM. mAtra 2042nI sAlamAM eka ja divasa mATe samasta kvemU, pU. jaina saMgha, saMvatsarI parvanI judA judA divase ArAdhanA karaze. A praznane anulakSIne jaina saMgha samakSa eka vAta rajU karavAnuM mane ucita lAge che ke jyAre have 2051nI sAla sudhInAM AgAmI aneka varSamAM mAtra eka ja saMvatsarI parvanI ArAdhanA judI karavAnI AvatI hoya te A praznane. kalezanuM ugra svarUpa ApIne samasta saMghamAM atyaMta udveganuM vAtAvaraNa jArI rAkhavAnuM jarUrI gaNAya kharuM? aDhAra varSanA 2034 thI 2051] eka divasa khAtara aDhAre ya varSa sudhI. rAkhavAnI vRttivALAM to A jaina saMghanI bhayAnaka AzAtanA karI rahyA nathI zuM? tevA satata kalezamAM ja pitAnA dALa-reTI kADhatA ke niMdAkuthaLInA kAramA rasanA jAma. gaTagaTAvatA gRhasthanA kabajAmAM samasta jaina saMghe rahevAnuM jarA ya cAgya che ? A prazna atyaMta zAstrIya che; tatva carcAne muddo. che e kabUla; parantu ene bhAre saMgharSanA medAnamAM tANI.

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munijIvananI bALapothI lAvavAmAM AvyuM tethI sauthI moTuM nukasAna e thayuM ke A prazna te zAstrIya ukelanA Tebala uparathI dUra pheMgeLAye. have to enA oThA nIce bahu sArA gaNAtA vargamAM zaithilya bhale vyApaka banyuM na hoya paraMtu e nagaNya gaNuM zakAya eTaluM nAnuM paNa nathI ja; balake je rItithI ane je gatithI e rega ugra banI rahyo che te jotAM te bhAvI vadhu ciMtAjanaka jaNAya che. pakSa te ja sAre che, je zAsanane majabUta kare. je pakSa, pitAne ja majabUta karavAnI gati-vidhimAM zAsanane nabaLuM pADavAnuM kAma ajANatAM paNa karate hoya te pakSa prazasta keTine kema ja kahI zakAya ? je pakSa potAnA zithila-tane paNa chAvaravAnuM kAma karato hoya ane sAmA pakSanAM suvizuddha tanI anumodanA karavAmAM kAyara thatuM hoya te tenA dvArA dharma zAsana kharekhara nabaLuM ja paDI rahevAnuM che. kharekhara te suvizuddha dharmanA ArAdhake e ja ApaNe pakSa; ane tenA ughADe choga meTA vireAdhako e vipakSa; evI rIte bheda pADIne vicAravAnI khUba jarUra jaNAya che. je A bAbatamAM gaMbhIrapaNe kazuM ja vicAravAmAM nahi Ave ane zAsana ane zAstrathI nirapekSa banI jaIne mAtra pakSane ja sarvasva mAnIne, tene puSTa karavA mATe muM. 7

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88 munijIvananI bALathI badhA ja dene gauNa banAvI devAmAM Avaze te mane lAge che ke dharmazAsananA rapa jevA gaNAtA varganuM bhAvI becenI utpanna kare tevuM kadAca haze. ' aMtamAM eTaluM kahIza ke chevaTe kazuM ja na bane te AgAmI aDhAra varSomAM eka ja divasa saMvatsarI parvanI ArAdhanA judI AvavAnI che te te khAtara aDhAra varSe sudhI-lagAtAra-A praznane evuM svarUpa te na ja apAya ke jethI jaina saMgha kAramAM kalezane bhega banI jAya. UlaTuM; eTalI badhI saha zAnti pakaDe; ane suMdara ArAdhanA kare ke sattara varSa pUrAM thatAM pahelAM ja zrIsaMghanI vartamAna suMdara ArAdhanAonA baLathI utpanna thanAru puNya, 2042nI sAlanI saMvatsarI parvanI ArAdhanAne paNa zAstranItithI eka thaIne ArAdhanAnI dhanya paLonuM sarjana kare. zAstravicAra dizavaikAlika sUtranI pahelI 17 gAthA | lAvelI bhikSA vAparatAM pahelAM 17 gAthAthI muni vicAre che ke - munine nItimaya AhAra [anna eTale gocarInA

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munijIvananI bALAthI beMtAlIsa deSa vinAne AhAra AvI bhikSAcaryAne mAdhukarI" kahevAmAM AvI che. bhikSA A rIte ja lAvavI joIe. paNa sabUra! AvI bhikSA lAvyA pachI paNa tene - ArogyA bAda zarIramAM pedA thanArI vIrya sudhInI sAta - dhAtuomAM duSkarmAdinA ge kaI khaLabhaLATa pedA thaI jAya che? nA..nA.. tema thAya che te samagra munijIvananI sAdhanA mananA pApanI eka ja paLamAM kyAreka dhArAzAyI bane. hAya! ATalI moTI honArata ! te pachI karelA meTA zaibhavI saMsAranA tyAganuM zuM ? olI khAnadAnInuM zuM? game tema karIne e jAtIya AkarSaNathI cittane zIvra pAchuM kheMcavuM ja rahyuM. te mATe je kAMI tapa, AtapanAdi kaSTa sahavuM paDe te sahI levuM. re! pele tiryaMca jAtine khAnadAna nAga paNa vameluM pAchuM Agate nathI! hA...A ja vAta karIne mahAsatI sAdhvIjI rAjImatIjIe rahenemijIne patananI khINamAM paTakAtAM ugArI lIdhA hatA ne? temaNe ke saNasaNatA cAbakhA mArate dha Apyo hato ! basa...basa to paNa ANelI bhikSAnA keI paNa kaNamAMthI vikArane kSobha pedA thavA nahi dauM. A mAre daDha saMkalpa che. te pachI ja mArI gocarI vAparavAnI vidhine AraMbha che.

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munijIvananI bALapathI: hArdika anumodana p (32) hAla eka ugra tapasvinI bene nIce mujabanI. tapazcaryAo potAnA jIvanakALamAM pUrI karI che. jemane atyAre aThThAIthI vaSItapa cAlu che ? varSItapa: 1 upavAsathI 20 varSItapa. chaThathI 20 >> adraThamathI 2 ka. cAra u5. thI 2 , pAMca cha AThe cha , 1 - sAta , 1 , vaSItapa_cAlu che. kula 48 varSa. mAsakhamaNa vagere A 48 varSathI cAlatA vaSItapanI aMdara temaNe nIce mujaba tapa karyo che ? 51, 5, 44, 32 upavAsa 1,1 vAra. 6 mAsakhamaNa 25 aDAI

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101 munijIvananI bALapothI paMcaparameSThi tapa arihaMtapadanA 25 upavAsa siddhapadanA 8 AcAryapadanA 36 upAdhyAyapadanA 25 sAdhupadanA 27 prakIrNa tapa (33) samavasaraNa tapa, siddhi tapa, zreNi tapa, siddhAsaNa * tapa, IndriyaparAjaya tapa (34) 1 thI 24 bhagavAnanA-jeTalAmAM bhagavAna teTalA temanA upavAsa = kula 300 upavAsa. (35) vardhamAna tapanI 35 eLI. (36) zAsanapati paramAtmA mahAvIradevanA 229 pArzvanAtha prabhunA gaNadharanA 20 viharamAnanA 24 bhagavAnanA 24 che prabhu mahAvIradevanA gaNadharanA 11 ) (37) rAdhanapura [banAsakAMka-gujarAtanAM e ajoDa para ghora ane ugra tapasvinInuM nAma che, sarasvatIbena. cirakALa jyavaMtAM vatte tapasvinI. tA. ka. tAjetaramAM ja teo aThThAIna pAraNe aThThAInA cAlu varSItapamAM kALadharma pAmyAM che. 20

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pATha : 8 svAdhyAya. * * * ( . . muni eTale AjJApradhAna-tapaHsvAdhyAyanirata. tapa ane svAdhyAya jenA jIvanamAM zvAsa ane uchuvAsa banI gayA hoya e ja muni * dIkSA lenI sAthe ja A be ya ga dinapratidina. vizeSa AnaMdaprada banatA rahevA joIe. ' pitAnI zakti keTelI gAthA gokhavAnI che? tene. eka divasa kyAsa kADhI levuM joIe. je viziSTa keTinI. zakti hoya te ja pAMca ke vadhumAM vadhu dasa gAthA. khavI joIe. rojanI 25-50 gAthA gekhanAra vyakti je pAchaLathI tenI AvRtti na karI zake te ghaNuM gokheluM nirarthaka banI jAya che. je gamyuM hoya. tene ochAmAM ochA dasa varSa sudhI-dara aThavADiye traNa vAranA niyamapUrvaka pATha karavo joIe. AthI ghaNuM gokhavA karatAM ja DuM gekhIne ghaNo pATha karavAnI nIti apanAvavI joIe. che jenAmAM. gokhavAnI zakti ochI hoya teNe paNa divasamAM ochAmAM ochA cAra kalAka zekhavuM te joIe bhale pachI cAra kalAke aDadhI ja gAthA gokhAya. hadayanA

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munijIvananI bALapothI 107 bhAre saddabhAvapUrvaka gekhavAne parizrama karAya te tenAthI jJAnAvaraNIya karmane joradAra kSaye pAya thaI jAya che. evI. vyakti bhaviSyamAM mahAjJAnI athavA mahAna zAsanaprabhAvaka tarIke jovA maLe te jarAya navAI na pAmavI. A divasa svAdhyAyathI bharapUra have joIe. eka karatAM vadhu viSayane abhyAsa rAkhavAthI divasa daramyAna te viSaye badalAyA karavAthI svAdhyAyamAM kaMTALe nahi Ave. svAdhyAya karavA mATe ATalI zaratenuM acUka pAlana karavuM: (1) u5kArI gurudevanA nAmanI mALA gaNavI, (2) gurukRpAthI sarasvatIjIne mantrajapa meLavIne te kare. (3) dIvAla tarapha meM rAkhIne dekhavuM. (4) eka UMcA avAje gokhavuM. (5) dhUNane gekhavuM. (6) ekadhAruM gokhavuM ! vacce UThavuM nahi ke kaI sAthe bolavuM nahi. (7) rAtre (joyA vinA) badhe pATha karI je. (8) je jagAe mAMDalImAM pratikramaNa karyuM hoya te ja jagAe. besIne rAtre 9-10 sudhI te pATha kare ja. (9) badhe pATha iriyAvahi paDikkamIne ja karave jethI tene prAyazcittanA svAdhyAyamAM vALI zakAya. (10) gokheluM bIjA sAMbhaLe te uttama; paNa keInI tevI anukULatA na hoya te ekalA paNa pATha karavAnI Teva pADavI. pahelAM sAdhu-Avazyaka kriyAnA sUtre gokhavAM, daza vaikAlika piMDaniryukti, oghaniryukti arthasahita taiyAra karavA. tyAra bAda cAra prakaraNa, traNa bhASya, cha karmagrantha,

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104 munijIvananI bALathI bRhatsaMgrahaNa, kSetrasamAsa, paMcasaMgraha, kammapayaDI, pravacana saddhAra, lokaprakAza, ane tatvArthasUtra kramazaH gekhavA. tyAra bAda saMskRtanI be buka athavA siddhahema vyAkaraNa karavuM. pachI jaina kAvya-zAntinAtha mahAkAvya, dhanya caritra triSaSTipa tathA hIra saubhAgya karavA. tyAra bAda prAkRtabhASA karavI ane samarAIzcakahA tathA saMvegaraMgazALA vAMcavuM. tyAra bAda tarka saMgraha muktAvali, vagere thaDe prAcIna ane cheDeka navya nyAya karIne yaMga ane adhyAtmanA grantha tathA AgamanA dehanarUpa granthanuM vAMcana ane manana karavuM. jenAthI jIvananuM suMdaratama ghaDatara thAya. sabUra! svAdhyAyanA premI mATe eka moTuM jokhama! ke te svAthI na banI jAya. bAla, vRddha, glAna, tapasvI ane vaDIlenI vaiyAvaccanI ne paNa upekSA na karI jAya. sevA to svAdhyAyamAM jedAra vega denArAM tarave che. ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevuM (26) hastalekhana aMge : vIra-zAsananA bhavyama bhAvInA mULamAM prathama je kaI haze te te zAstra-rakSA

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105 munijIvananI bALapothI ja haze. bhAvInA nircanA suMdara jIvanaghaDataramAM e zAgra ja atyaMta preraka banI rahevAnA che. AthI ja ApaNe zAstra-rakSA karavI joIe. te mATe mudraNa barAbara nathI paraMtu hastalekhana ja barAbara che. pUrve munio haMmezA DuMghaNuM paNa jAte lakhatA haze evuM temanA hAthe lakhelA maLatA grantha uparathI anumAna karI zakAya che. dareka sAdhu ke sAdhvI je reja eka kalAka sudhI suMdara akSare evaniryukti, batrIsI, paMcAlakajI vagere grantha lakhe te? pAMca hajArathI vadhu sAdhu-sAdhvIjImahArAje rejanA vIsa ja bleka lakhe te ya rejanA eka lAkha zloka lakhAI jAya. varSe sADA traNa karoDa kenuM hastalekhana thAya. thoDe paise, ane sAva ochI mahenate aDhaLaka lakhANa taiyAra thAya. A mATe zrIsaMghe suMdara kAgaLa ane prAcIna paddhatinI kALI zAhI sahune maLe tevI vyavasthA karavI joIe. A sarvottama koTinI mutabhakti pitAnI kRtajJatAnI rUe paNa karavI joIe. - (ra7) vijAtIya paricaya aMge munijIvanamAM brahmacarya e sApekSa rIte Teca-kakSAnuM vrata kahI zakAya. A mahAvatane sArI rIte pALavuM hoya te tenI nave ya vADone bata samajIne ja pALavI joIe. ahIM mAtra eka ja -vAtanuM sUcana karavuM che ke vijAtIyane paricaya ane tyAM

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munajIvananI bALapothI. sudhI karave nahi. kayAreka koI prasaMga paDe te sugya vaDIlane e vAta bhaLAvI daIne pite sAva alipta rahevuM AjakAla keTalAke sAMje ane aMdhAruM thAya tyAre paNa vijAtIya- (bhale sagAM heya; tethI zuM thaI gayuM che sAthe vAta karatA hoya che. A khUba ja gaMbhIra beMdha levA jevI bAbata che. je vaDIle AvuM karaze te tenI khUba kharAba paraMparA tenA ziSyagaNamAM phelAze. game te rIte A deSanuM nivAraNa karI devuM joIe. | (28) vihAra aMge keTalIka vAra koI khAsa dhArmika prasaMgane anulakSIne vihAra karAya che tyAre te vihAra tIra chUTe teTalI jhaDapathI thatuM hoya che. AvuM kavacit bane te te saMbhavita che ane kSamya che paNa keTalAka tyAgIo te lagabhaga kAyama evA jhaDapI ja vihAra karatA hoya che. - A nIti barAbara jaNAtI nathI. AthI nAnAgAmane gocarI - pANI vahorAvI devA sivAya jinavANIzravaNadine keI lAbha maLato nathI. pAchaLathI te bhAvukajane A aMge phariyAda paNa karatA hoya che. e | nAnA gAmamAM lArapUra sagavaDa na maLavAne lIdhe temanA tarapha je aruci pedA thaI che tenuM A pariNAma. lAge che. game tema karIne temane paNa lAbha - Deka paNa lAbha maLa joIe. kadAca koI kAraNe zaheramAM cAturmAsa karavA paDatA hoya te paNa zeSakALamAM vadhu samaya te nAnAM gAmane mATe ja phALavA joIe ema lAge che.

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munijIvananI bALapothI jo Ama nahi thAya to Arthika rIte tUTatA grAmajane dhArmika rIte paNa tUTI jaze. . (ra9) cAturmAsa-praveza aMge? keTalAka samudAyamAM AdrA nakSatra pUrve cAturmAsanA kSetramAM praveza karI devAnI je paraMparA jovA maLe che te anubhave khUba samucita lAge che. AdranA varasAda pachI cAlu rahetA vihAramAM sumAravinAnI virAdhanAo thAya che. A virAdhanAo kaI paNa rIte phaktavya jaNutI nathI. AnA karatAM je AdrA pUrve praveza thaI jAya te virAdhanAthI UgarI javAya. cAturmAsa karavAnA kSetramAM paNa jarUrI jyaNuonI kALajI ApI. zakAya ane vadhArAmAM munione svAdhyAya paNa vyavasthita. rIte vahelo cAlu thaI jAya. pranettarI savAla (18) : munijIvanamAM keTalIka vAra to eTalI badhI dIrghajIvI navarAza anubhavavA maLe che ke tenArthI. kaMTALI javAya che. A mATe zuM karavuM ? ' . . javAba : A savAla khUba ja Azcarya piTTA kare che. muni-jIvanamAM navarAza maLatI haze kharI ? ( evI.. zuM

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108 munijIvananI bALathI navarAza jema ghAtaka che tema bahirmukha jIvananI bharacaka pravRttio paNa ghAtaka che.) navarAza ane kyAMthI? je muni-jIvananI dazavidha cakravAla samAcArI vagerenuM khUba sArI rIte pAlana karavAmAM Ave te navarAza na maLe. dareka kriyA vidhipUrvaka thAya te te samaye thAya; dIrdhadaSTipUrvaka thAya te kriyAmAM ja keTale -badho samaya jAya? hA... tene badale temAM ekadama veTha utArI devAmAM Ave te ghaNe samaya phAjala paDI jAya khare, bIjuM, rejane cAra-cha kalAkane te svAdhyAya ja hoya; te sivAya nirdoSa gocarI meLavavA mATe aDadhAthI ekAda kalAka paNa lAgI jate hoya. be TAImanA prati- lekhanamAM doDha kalAka to jAya ja. Ama pratikamaNa, gurusevA, paNa glAnAdinI vaiyAvacca, bahAra thaMDilagamana, navakAra -mannAdine jApa vageremAM ThIka ThIka samaya cAlyA jAya. AmAM avakAza(navarAza)ne te avakAza ja kyAM che ? zAstrakAra paramarSioe pharamAvyuM che ke jyAre paNa navarAza maLe tyAre paMcaparameSThI bhagavaMtenuM smaraNa karavuM. bele have navarAza rahI ja kyAM ? sabUra ! chatAM ya je munijIvanamAM navarAza kaDhAze to eNe game tyAre kaI khataranAka patana mATe taiyAra rahevuM paDaze. mahaSioe kahyuM che ke, "sIDI caDaUtara karatA bhUtanI jema athavA sakhata kAma karatI vahunI jema sAdhue satata kAryarata rahevuM joIe. AthIkaI paNa aniSTanI zakyatA UbhI na thAya.

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munijIvananI bALapeAthI 109 satrA (19) : sAdhvIjI puruSAne pAtAnI sAme. esADIne kADha upara besIne vyAkhyAna kare temAM zuM vAMdhA ? javAbaH A savAlane vigatathI javA>> kAI pUjanIya gItA AcAya bhagavata pAsethI meLavave. pazu eka vAta jarUra kahIza ke A Agraha na rAkhatAM ene. ja sAcI zrAvikA banAvavA taram, zaktivALA ane cAgya. sAdhvIjIee vadhu prayatna karavAnI tAtI jarUra dekhAya che.. jo maheneAnA vaga vyavasthita thaI jaze te pati ane satAne--bannene te ja sanmAge vALI zakaze. ethI AkhuM ghara sAcA zramaNeApAsakonu ghara banI jaze. sAdhvIjIe yuddhanA khAraNe 'maheneAne zrAvikA banAvavAnI 'kAmagIrI zarU karI devI joIe. AjanI enAne teA jayaNA jevA pAyAnA gharelu dhama nA paNa khyAla rahyo nathI e keTalI. madhI duHkhada bInA che ? va savAla (20) : je saghamAM sAdhu ke sAdhvIjItu sthAna thAya te zrI saMgha mATenI temanI javAbadArI sI jAmaH A savAla jee viziSTa puNyazakti ane zuddhitu maLa dharAvatA hoya temanAthI ja thaI zake. zeSa tyAgIoe tA zAstranItithI AtmakalyANanA mAge ja cAlyA javAnu che. sau prathama te sukhamaya saMsAranI asAratA samajAvIne meAkSanA saMvegavALA ane bhavanA nivedavALA sahune manAvavA

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110 munijIvananI bALapeAthI joIe. temAM je suyeAgya heAya temane cAritryanA Adha ApavA joIe. tevI zakti na dharAvatA puNyazAlIone dezaviratidhara banAvavA joI e. A sivAya zrIsaMghanA agraNIone sAta kSetra ane anuka'pAdinI zAstrIya vicAraNAthI bhAvita karavA joIe. temane jinAjJAnA pUrNa bahumAnavoLA manAvavA joI e. darekanA haiye prabhunuM zAsana ThasAvI devu joIe ane * AjanA jamAnAnI vighAtaka pravRttiothI temane vAkepha karI devA joI e. 1. jo sAdhAraNAdi kSetramAM tATo vagere hAya tA te aMge suMdara preraNA karavI joI e, jethI te muzkelI dUra thaI jAya. jo devadravyanAM bhakSaNAdvi thayAM hoya te te pApathI temane preraNA karIne ugArI levA joIe. jJAnabha DArA, sAmikA, pauSadhazALAo vagere aMge paNa jo ucita hoya tenI yathAgya preNA vagere karavA joI e.

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-munijIvananI bALapothI 111 zAstravicAra [upadezamALa] je A dehane tapa ane dharmAnuSThAna vagere sevana karI pIDA ApI hatI te narakamAM paDavAnuM thatuM nahije zarIrane pIDA ApavA mAtrathI mekSa thatuM hoya, te sAtamI narakamAM rahelA nArakInA jIne lagAtAra-satata mahAvedanAthI dehe baLI-jhaLI rahelA hoya che, temane tarata mekSe the joIe ane ATha mahAprAtihAryonI pUjAnA paribhegathI zarIrasukha bhegavavAthI tIrthakarone paNa saMsAramAM bhramaNa karavuM paDe. A kAraNe tIrthakaree tapanI duHkharUpatA jaNAvelI nathI. je mATe kaheluM che ke "tevA prakArane tapa karavo ke jethI karIne mana kaMI paNa azubha ciMtavana na kare, IndriyanI hAni na thAya, tema ja dharmAnuSThAnanA zubha ghaTe nahi. tathA A kAyAne atizaya paritApa na Apa, tema ja madhura ghaNA prakAranA rasa vaDe bahu lAlanapAlana ma karavuM. mana ane indriye unmArge na jAya tema sAcavavI, arthAt AtmAne vaza rahe tema jALavavA. tIrthakara bhagavaMtee paNa tevI ja rIte AcareluM che. A kAraNe jinezvaree A viSayamAM gadheDAnuM dRSTAMta ApeluM che. tene adhika khAvAnuM Ape te ulALI mUke, ochuM Ape te bhAra vahana karI zake nahi. paralokamAM prayANa karanArAoe

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112 munijIvananI bALathI paNa AgaLa kahI gayA tema indriye kAbUmAM rahe ane tenI hAni na thAya, tema vaza rAkhavI. vaLI samyakatva, jJAna, cAstri kSApazamika bhAvamAM kahelA che. zAtA, azAtA-vedanA audayikabhAvamAM kahelA che, te te tapa kema. kahevAya ? mATe jemAM prazamAdi rahelA hoya, te saMvara. karmakSaya hetumAM pradhAna che. tenA nimitte leca, brahmacarya, chaTha, aThamAdika sarva bAhya tapa karavAne kahe che, paraMtu tapane zarIranI pIDA karanAra gaNela nathI. zAstrAdhIna. pariNAmavALA mahAiTavImAM mahAratna chupAvavAmAM uta thaela gAMDAne veSa dhAraNa karanAra puruSanI jema kAyakaleza. vagere bAhya tapacAritra bhavyAtmAone duHkhakAraka hatA. ja nathI. tethI karIne edananA athI puruSe Inzana vagerenI jarUra mAphaka cAritra-pariNAma sAdhavA mATe sarvatra bAhya taya. karavAne kahe che, paNa zarIranA bairI thaI zarIra pAtaLuM karavA mATe nahi, paraMtu mithyAtva, avirati, pramAda, kaSAya, e vaDe chava niraMtara karma bAMdhe che mATe mekSanA athIoe te sarvane rokavA-aTakAvavA joIe. dhana vagerenI che. rAma sAdhavA mATe nAnA kahe

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munijIvananI bALapothI hArdika anumodana (38) nita thaelA cAturmAsanA sthaLe DoLIthI ja pahoMcI zakAya tevuM svAstha hevAthI te mahAtmAe jyAM hatA tyAM ja cAturmAsa karavAne nizcaya karIne DenIne upaga TALIne suMdara Adarza khaDe kaye. | (39) eka AcArya bhagavaMta haMmeza rAtre be vAge UThIne japamAM bese che. satata cAra kalAka sudhI eka ja beThaka; eka ja japa, eka ja sthira Asana. teozrI kahe che ke, "mArA jIvananI kharekharI keI ArAdhanAmAM kamANI hoya te AmAM che. AnAthI mane covIsa kalAkanI mastIvALo ArAdhabhAva prApta thAya che. (40) lagnanI pUrva saMdhyAe patie jAheramAM bhAvI patnI sAthe nRtya [ DAnsa!] karavAnI IcchA patnI pAse vyakta karI. suzrAvikAnI e kanyAe tema karavAnI ghasIne nA te pADI dIdhI paNa lagna karyA vinA ja ghare pAchI pharI gaI. (41) navakAra mannanI kevI apAra niSThA ke e mahAtmAne hRdayarogane kAtIla humalo Ave; 48 kalAkanI ja jIvAdorInI DokaTaree eMdhANa ApI dIdhI te ya.... auSadha na ja lIdhuM ane sahune kahyuM ke "mA navakAra ja mu. 8

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14 munijIvananI bALapeAthI mAru rakSaNa karaze. " kharekhara tema ja thayuM. te mahAtmA tyAra pachI divasanA 10 thI 15 mAIla huMmeza cAlIne tIrthAdhirAja zrIzatruMjayanI yAtrA paNa karI AvyA. (42) te AcAya -bhagavatazrIjI AjIvana ekAsaNu teA karatA ja hatA, paNu navAInI vAta teA e hatI ke te ekAsaNuM mAtra sAta miniTamAM pUruM thatuM hatuM. ane temAM levAtA sAdA cAra dravyamAM ya rAga na jAgI paDe te mATe temaNe eka kaLA zeAdhI kADhI hatI ke mAMmAM eka ja mAjuthI--e bAju mamarAvyA vinA dareka kALIAne te pasAra karatA hatA ! (43) eka khAkhI mahAtmA sAmAnyataH kadI kAine kavaraTapAla lakhatA nathI. na chUTake TapAla lakhavI paDe te dareka TapAla dITha paMcAMga praNipAtapUrvaka dasa khamAsamaNAM devAne temaNe daDa rAkhyA che. (44) uparAkta mahAtmAne bIjo niyama e che ke rAtre sADA cAra kalAkathI eka paNa miniTanI vadhu UMgha thAya te te divase ekAsaNAmAM zAkanA saMpUrNa tyAga karavA ! A mahAtmA jo kayAreka divase nidrA le che te eka upavAsanA daMDa bhAgave che!

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pATha : 9 AlocanA munijIvananI sarvotkRSTa sAdhanA je kaI hoya te te jIvanamAM lAgI jatA sthUla, sUphama ke sUkSmatama doSonI sugya guru pAse AlecanA karavI; prAyazcitta levuM ane tene pAra utAravuM te che. tapa vagere kaI paNa dharmanuM ArAdhana hajI suzakya che; kema ke temAM svadeSadarzana karavAnuM ke guru pAse pragaTa karavAnuM nathI. AthI ja te badhA ya tapa vagere karatAM paNa mahAna svadoSadarzanarUpa AlecanA che. svadaSadarzana karavuM ane tenuM guru pAse Alecana karavuM e be ya ekekathI vadhu caDIAtI, vadhu kaThina ArAdhanAo che. vastutaH A ja sarvotkRSTa sAdhanA che ke jene mAsakhamaNanA AjIvana tapasvIo paNa jhaTa pazI zaktA nathI. vaLI A ja sAva pAyAnI ArAdhanA che kemake A ArAdhanA vinAnI tamAma tyAga, tapa, vrata, japa ane saMyamanI ArAdhanAo niSphaLaprAyaH banI jAya che.

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116 munijIvananI bALathI keTalAka mahAna vaktAo; moTA zAsanaprabhAvaka, ajoDa lekhake, ugra tapasvIo, khAkhI saMyamIo paNa sugya sadgurunI pAse pitAnA sUkSmatama donuM Alocana karavA mATe kyAreka atyaMta kAyara heya che. je ApaNe munijIvanane saphaLa banAvavuM ja hoya. te zuddha ane saMpUrNa AlecanA ane prAyazcittane ApaNA jIvanamAM gauravabharyuM sthAna ApavuM paDaze. jIvanamAM vratAdinI ArAdhanAo kadAca ochI thAya. te hajI cAlI zake paNa pApazalyanuM saMpUrNapaNe Alecana karavA dvArA unmelana na thAya to te kadApi cAlI zake tevI bAbata nathI. je ApaNu samakSa nAnakaDA paNa pApanA pariNAma. rUpe trATakanArAM durgatinAM duHkhe atyAre ja AvI jAya te mane lAge che ke ApaNe pApanuM Alecana karyA vinA eka paLa paNa rahI na zakIe. thayuM pApa ke tarata ja tenuM prAyazcitta. bAre ya prakAranA tApamAM utkRSTa "prAyazcitta nAmane. tapa kahevAmAM AvyuM che. ApaNe tene sAva gauNa kema. aNu zakIe? ApaNe ahaMkAra-mAnakaSAya-ja ApaNane AlocanA karatAM aTakAve che.

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117 munijIvananI bALapethI sAcA guru na maLatA hovAnA kAraNe ame prAya"zcitta karatA nathI." evuM keTalAka tyAgIo pAsethI jANavA -maLe che paNa A vAta sAcI nathI. prayatna karavAmAM Ave -te evA gItArtha ane gaMbhIra prAyazcittadAtA jarUra maLI jaze. chatAM ya je gallAtallA karIne zatyenuM Alecana nahi karavAmAM Ave te mane lAge che ke te AtmA je dayApAtra jIva A jagatamAM bIje kaI nahi hoya. je nirlajaja banIne bhUla thaI ja che; te nirlajja banIne ekarAra karavuM ja joIe; te vakhate vaLI zarama zenI ? ahe! jene evA vAtsalyabharapUra prAyazcittadAtA jaDyA che tenA je puNyavAna AtmA AkhA jagatamAM bIje keI nathI. yAda rAkhe; ApaNe palaka jhapATAbaMdha najadIka dhasI AvI che; game te paLe ApaNe UpaDI javAnuM che. te game te paLe UpaDI javA mATe taiyAra thaIne -ja besIe. badhAM ja pAponuM saddaguru pAse Avecana prAyazcitta karI laIe tyAre ja paraka javA mATe taiyAra banIne beThA kahevAIe !

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118 munijIvananI bALapothI ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevuM SSC (30) kAmaLI oDhavA aMge : unALAmAM sUryodaya pachI ane sUryAsta pUrve be ghaDI ziyALAmAM cAra ghaDI ane cemAsAmAM cha ghaDI sudhI khullA AkAza nIce javuM hoya te UnanI kAmaLI oDhIne ja javuM joIe. te kAmaLI paNa AvA zarIrane DhAMke te rIte ja oDhavI joIe; paNa mAtra AsaniyuM mAthA upara nAMkhI zakAya nahi. vaLI A UnanI kAmagInI aMdara sUtarane kapaDAM-kAmaLIthI be ya bAju ekeka veMta jeTale meTo-lagADe jaI e. nizItha cUrNamAM kahyuM che ke te samaye je tamaskAya paDe che tenA jIvonI rakSA mATe A kAmaLI oDhavAnI hoya che. UnanI sAthe aMdaranA bhAgamAM sUtarane kapaDo hoya. te ja te rakSA saMpUrNapaNe thaI zake che. A ja rIte lAITa vagerenI ujhaI paDatI hoya te kAmaLI oDhavI joIe. hA... zarIra upara ujhaI paDavA sAthe candrane prakAza paNa je paDato hoya te tenAthI te ujhaI acitta thaI jAya che kharI; tethI te vakhate ujhaIne jIvonI rakSA mATe kAmaLInI jarUra na rahe. (31) ujhaInI virAdhanA aMge: pleba vagerenAM je kiraNo sIdhAM- dUdhIA jevA kAcathI nahi AMtarAelAM--

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munijIvananI bALapothI 119 sacitta gaNAya che. A kiraNe agnine bhaDakA vagerenI jema sacitta tejaskAya che. AjakAla A mAnyatAmAM matabheda paDavA lAgyA che. IlekiTraka ke beTarInA agnine riphAInDa karela - acitta - nijIva gaNavAnI vAte keTalAka kare che. A aMgenI carcAmAM UtaravA karatAM mane eka vAta karavI yogya lAge che ke eka vAra mAnI paNa laIe ke te ujhaI nirjIva che paNa te ya je tethI ja tene upaga cAlu karavAmAM Avaze te munijIvanamAM IlekiTrakasiTIne upaga puSkaLa pramANamAM vadhI jaze. Aje IlekiTrakathI eTalI badhI vastuo cAle che ke tenAthI gherAele sAdhu kadAca tenA jIvanamAMthI ja UkhaDI paDe; "sAdhutA' nAmanuM tatva ja temAMthI kadAca khatama thaI jAya; athavA e "meDana kakSAne sAdhu dekhAya. pachI rAte ya lAITa dvArA ghaNuM kAma thAya. ema thatAM matrajapa vagere sAva gauNa banI jAya. jIvahiMsA karatAM ya jIvanarakSA vadhu mahattvanI che. AjanAM bhautika sAdhanono vadhu paDatA upaga jIvanarakSAthI kyAM ya dUra ApaNane haDaselI mUke tema che. eTale ilekiTrakalAITa nirjIva che ke sajIva! tenI carcA karavA karatAM upayukta kAraNe teno tyAga kare te ja hitAvaha lAge che. (32) mAtra paraThavavA aMge : mAtru vagere paraThavatI vakhate ekadama nIce-vAMkA vaLI javuM joIe. e pachI mAtru paraThavatAM eka ja ThekANe sUkI retImAM Dhagale na thavA

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120 munijIvananI khALapeArthI detAM chUTI dhAra phelAvavI joI e. tyAM kIDI vagerenAM nagarAM aMge kALajI karavI joIe. paravatI vakhate, 'aNujANuha jasuggahA' ane paraThavyA mAda * vAsirAmi' traNa vAra elavuM joI e. : jo rAtre mAtru vagere paraThavavAnI zakayatA hAya te sAMjanA samaya sudhImAM te jagA, kIDI vagerenAM nagarAM vinAnI che ke nahi....vagere cakAsaNIthI joI levI joI e. sthaNDilanI vasati paNa huMmeza sAMje joI rAkhavI joI e. vasati joI hoya teA rAtre sthaNDila javuM paDe tyAre prAyazcitta ochu Ave; anyathA vadhu Ave. vihAranA divaseAmAM jo sAMja paDI jatAM vasatimAM praveza thatA hAya te vasatimAM pravezatAM pahelAM ja-- prakAzamAM ja--sthaNDila, mAtrAnA visarjananI jagAe joI levI joI e. praznaneAttarI savAla (21) : kAM cAturmAsa karavAmAM Ave tA munijIvananI ArAdhanA sudara thAya ? zaherAmAM ke gAMmaDAomAM ! javAba : AneA javAba te khUba ja saraLa che. je

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munijIvananI bALathI 121 ArAdhanA gAmaDAmAM ke nAnAM nagaromAM thaI zake te moTAM -nagaramAM na ja thaI zake. nagaramAM virAdhanAone keI sumAra nathI. temAM ya AtmAnAM dayAnAM kemaLa pariNAmene ekadama kaThora banAvI nAMkhanArI virAdhanA vADAomAM sthaDila-gamananI che. kyAreka vicAra karatAM ema lAge che ke A pApanI sAme parArtha. karaNanAM kadAca lAkhe puNya bhegAM karAtAM hoya te ya te pu sAva vAmaNuM-hINa lAge eTaluM moTuM A pApa haze. bIjA naMbaramAM bhaktonI sagavaDenuM ghaNuM moTuM pApa moTA nagaramAM thAya che. A ghaNuM pApone janma ApatuM pApa che. kyAreka keTalAka deze sevIne paNa moTAM nagaramAM rokANa karavAnA vicAre Ave che ane amalamAM paNa mukAya che, paraMtu UMDANathI vicAratAM ema ja lAge che ke AmAM lAbha karatAM nukasAna vadhu haze. vaLI jAtanuM khAIne karAtuM paranuM kalyANa e vAstavika ane ciraMjIvI kalyANa ja nathI. chatAM ya keTalAka munio ke AcAryone moTAM nagaramAM paNa cAturmAsAdi karavAnI pharaja paDatI hoya te saMbhavita che. paNa tevA mahAtmAe khUba jAgrata rahe te tene va geralAbha na thAya te ya zakaya che. paraMtu te sivAyanA mahAtmAo ane sAdhvIjI mahArAjAnuM zuM? vaLI tevA viziSTa keTinA prabhAvaka mahAtmAe

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122 munijIvananI bALapAthI nirlipta rahI jAya paNa temanI pAse dIkSita thayelA ( khAsa karIne nUtana dIkSita thaelA ) munionA jIvananuM zuM ? temane te uparyukta doSo ane tenA pratyenI upekSA bharakhI ja javAnI ne? A sthitimAM ziSyAnA hita khAtara para vaDIleAe keTalIka khAkhatAnA saravALA-bAdabAkI pharI mAMDavA paDe te ya navAI nahi. khAkI, je kharekhara AtmakalyANa karavA mAMge che; parakalyANanI viziSTa puNyAI vagere jemanI pAse nathI teoe te nagaraparAyaNu maTIne grAmaparAyaNu ja banavu joI e. ArAdhanA jIvanamAM nirdoSa gAcarA-pANIthI mAMDIne tamAma saraLatAthI karI zakAtI hAya te tenA karatAM vadhu icchavA jevu sAcA tyAgIne khIjuM zuM hAI zake? AvA ArAdhakA thoDA paNa haze te ya temanA prabhAve ja parakalyANuM paNa sahaja rIte thaze. jenI kadAca bIjAone khabara paNa nahi paDe, paNa aphasosa ! ApaNAmAM keTalAkone parakalyANanA jANe ke naze. caDayA heAya tevI sthiti pedA thaI cUkI che! Ama karavAmAM ApaNe svakalyANuthI paNa ghaNA dUra thayA chIe. parantu e AMtaranirIkSaNa keTalA karaze ? savAla (22) munijIvanamAM Arogya sAcavavA mATe ekadama jarUrI niyama-pAlana karyuM hoI zake?

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munijIvananI bALapothI 123 javAba : kupano tyAga : hInAga, atiga ane mithyAgane tyAga. tyAgIo pratye vartamAna jana saMghane eTale badhe bhAre Adara che ke tethI te varganI ekAda paNa vyaktine apaSaNanI ke bhUkhamaro veThavAnI pharaja paDe te muddala saMbhavita nathI. bharapUra piSaNa maLavAnA kALamAM je munio ArogyanA ane AhAranA niyamonuM bahu kaDakapaNe pAlana karavA jeTalA gaMbhIra na bane te "vadhu-piSaNanAM aneka dardo pedA thavAnI pUrI zakyatA che. AthI ja ArogyanA niyama munioe sArI rIte jANI levA joIe. je zAstranIti mujabanuM haMmezA ekAsaNuM karavAmAM Ave te tenA jevuM Arogyaprada bIjuM kaI nathI, paNa tema na thaI zake te navakArazImAM ya zuM vAparavuM ? keTaluM vAparavuM? ane kevI rIte vAparavuM? e traNa bAbate te samajI ja levI joIe. vadhu paDatI AhAranI aniyamitatA tathA keTalAka prakA2nAM nivArI zakAya tevAM ArtadhyAne lIdhe ja Arogya. bagaDatuM hoya che. e sivAya trIjuM kAraNa vAyarasa janita, tujanita ke vAtAvaraNujanita rogo che; je kadAca ApaNuM. hAtha bahAranI bAbata hoya.

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124 munijIvananI bALapothI zAstravicAra [gurutattvanizcaya] mahepAdhyAya zrImad yazavijyajI mahArAjA kRta guru-tatvavinizcaya nAmanA granthamAM gurukulavAsane bhArethI bhAre mahattva ApavAmAM AvyuM che. saMvigna ane gItArtha evA gurunI pAse ja rahevuM te gurukulavAsa kahevAya. sUkSma daSTithI-temanI AjJAthI dUra rahenAre paNa gurukulavAsI kahevAya ane temanI AjJAnI upekSA karanAra sAthe rahIne paNa gurukulavAsI na kahevAya. Ama gurvAjJA pratye apAra bahumAna te ja vastutaH - bhale gurukulavAsa kahevAya paraMtu tenI sAthosAtha prAraMbhika muni-jIvanamAM gurunI pAse ja-sAthe ja rahevuM e atyanta - jarUrI che. bhale kadAca ane konI sAthe rahevAmAM manaduHkhAdi thavAnA prasaMge upasthita thatA hoya; bhale kadAca judA rahevAmAM nirdoSa gocarI, pANI ane mana:zAnti vagere maLatA hoya te ya gurunI pAse rahevuM te ja brahmacaryAdinI dRSTie tathA ArAdhanAnA vegonI tAlIma meLavavAnI draSTie atyanta ucita che. A vAta gurutatva vinizcayamAM khUba bhAra mUkIne jaNAvavAmAM AvI che. nirdoSa gocarI ane cittazAMti pAmavA karatAM paNa cittanI svachaMdatA manasvitA, uchuMkhalatAne dUra karavAnI -vadhu jarUra che, guruthI vegaLA thavAmAM AvA keTalAka doSone

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munijIvananI bALapothI 125 ThIka ThIka poSaNa maLe che ane te kAraNasara ja guruthI vegaLA rahevAnI durmati sUjhatI hoya che. hAya! durgatinAM duHkhanI kAramI pIDAmAMthI mukta thavA mATe dIkSita thaele AtmA ke phasaDAI paDyo !. A lekanA ja guru-parAdhInatAdi duHkhothI trAsI UMDyo arera! bicArAe viSAnuSThAna (!) sevIne ApaghAta karyo !. hArdika anumodana (45) eka AcArya bhagavaMta bhajana-mAMDalImAM pitAnA ziSyane zAstranA kUTa prazno pUchatA. emanI evI icchA hatI ke AvA praznonA javAba zodhavAmAM ja ziSyAnuM mana ekAkAra thaI jAya te temane AhAra karatAM rAgAdi deze jAge nahi. ziSyanA hita mATenI kevI mahAkaruNA! mahAvatsalatA! (46) ghaNA ziSyonA gurune vadhumAM vadhu be ja moTA Asana pAtharavAne abhigraha hato. kintu bhakitanA AvezamAM ziSya kyAreka traNa Asana paNa pAtharI detA, paraMtu A gurudeva keTalIka vAra A vastu pakaDI pADatA. teo jAte. kyAreka Asana gaNatA ane be thI vadhu jeTalA Asana heya. te svayaM bahAra kADhI nAkhatA !

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munijIvananI khALapethI (47) mahArASTranA eka jaina beDiMgamAM gRhapatie dharmAMnA evA suMdara saMskAra bALakAmAM nAMkhyA che ke A ALakA patithinA divase savAre rAI pratikramaNa karatA hAya tyAranuM dRzya atyanta AhlAdaka hoya che. pratyeka sUtra khUba ja zuddha uccArathI khelAtu hAya che. sakalatI sUtranI vaMdanAonuM dRzya teA AbehUma hoya che. khAsA doDha kalAka tA A rAI pratikramaNamAM lAge ja che! 126 (48) pratanA RNu-zINu kAI pAnAne thALImAM mukAvIne jJAnapUjana karavA detA munirAjane koI zrAvikAe kahyuM, 'ra gurudeva ! zuM AvA jINu pAnA upara jJAnapUjana ! eTale zu A pUjana mAtra paisAnI Avaka mATe ja karAya che? ahIM jJAnanu kAI ja bahumAna nahi ? " dhanya che; e zrAvikAne, jeNe eka munirAjanI AMkheA khAlI nAMkhI ! "" (49) eka tapasvI munirAja dIkSA vakhate lIdhelA sathA 25 varSa bAda paNa vApare che. have teA phATI jaI ne aDadhA saMthAro ja rahyo che. paNa te ya tenI upara dUMTIaM vALIne sUI rahe che! aparigrahitAnI kevI parAkASThA ! (50) blaDaprezaranA ane hRdayaroganA kAtIla humalAo AvI gayA tA ya eka mahAtmAe eka paNa auSadha lIdhu na hatuM. chellAM trIsa varSoMthI tee kAI auSadha letA nathI. game tevA rAgA sAme temaNe eka ja rAmabANa davA taiyAra rAkhI che, mantrAdhirAja zrInavakAra. namaskAramantranI apAra zraddhAvALA te mahAtmAne vaMdmana !

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pATha : 10 prakRtidAya cAritrya jIvananI peAtAnI eka saMskRti che. cAritryadharmAMnA pAlana dvArA AtmAnu je saMskaraNa thAya che te ja saMskRti che. paNa A ' saMskRti' pAmavI e khUba ja kaThina sAdhanA che, A khUba ja kaparAM caDANa che. meTA rUstame paNa ahI... hAMphI gayA che. enuM kAraNa anAdikAlIna vikR tanuM jora che. AtmAmAM UDI jaDa nAMkhIne paDelA vikArA AtmAnu saMskaraNa thavA devAmAM bhAre mATI rUkAvaTa UbhI karatA hAya che. A vikRtie ja prakRti banIne rahe che. e vikRtio ja svabhAva anI jAya che. AvA AtmAe game teTalA khAnadAna gharanA hAya, game teTalA tyAgI, tapasvI ke kadAca khAkhI hAya, jJAnI, lekhaka ke vaktA hAya, paNa jo temanI koI vikRti AtmAmAM jAma thaIne prakRti khanI jAya te e evA khataranAka DhoSa mane che ke jhaTa kemeya nIkaLatA nathI.

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munijIvananI bALapeA munijIvana pAmyA pachI paNa jo tucchatA, nidrakatA, mAyAvitA, krAdha ke khAvAnI lAlasA, adekhAI ke ummUkhalatA jovA maLe teA haiyAmAMthI UMDI vedyanAnI cIsa nIkaLI jAya, mana melI UThe, " are ! pANImAMthI Aga ! have kacAM javuM ??" 128 prakRtidoSavALI ekAda paNa vyakti AkhA grupamAM trAsa macAvatI hoya che. enA ekAda paNa vicitra svabhAva AkhA grupane satata pIDAmAM ane vedanAmAM ajapA ane becenImAM--adhdhara dile--rAkhatA hoya che. 6 prANa > AvA doSane vahelI take daphanAvavA joI e. ane prakRti sAthe ja jAya e jainadarzananI mAnyatA nathI. e mAnyatA daDhaprahArI vagerenA jIvanaprasa MgeAe sAva khATI TharAvI che. jo tame prakRtidoSanA bhAga banyA hA teA khIjAonA sukha ane zAnti khAtara paNa tamArA e doSa tame satvara krUra karajo. tamArA doSa bIjA badhAne mAnasika rIte keTalA trasta rAkhe che enI tamane kalpanA paNa nahi hAya ! sahune trAsa ApavAnA tamArA kayA adhikAra ? e prazna vAravAra. jAtane pUchajo. samagra munijIvanane ane anekanA saMyamIjIvananAM suMdara seANalAMone bhAMgIne mukaDA khelAvI devAnI tAkAta eka vyaktinA prakRtiSamAM hoya che. teNe A vAtane vicAravI ja rahI. ujAgarA karIne samajAvavA chatAM pa

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munijIvananI bALapothI 129 je AvI prakRtidoSavALI vyakti na ja sudhare te bAkInA sahavatIoe pitAnAmAM sahanazakti vadhAravI ja rahI. te vyaktinA prakRtidoSa sAme jevA, belavA ane saMbhALavAnuM sadaMtara baMdha karIne potAnI ArAdhanAmAM jeTalA vadhu lAgI paDAya tema lAgI paDavuM. AvI siddhi sahanazakti vadhAryA vinA prApta thaI zake tema nathI. kharI vAta te e che ke prakRtidoSavALI vyaktine ziSya banAvatAM ja bahu vicAra kare joIe, sArI rIte kaseTa karyA vinA lAlacamAM AvI jaIne jyAre utAvaLe dIkSA karavAmAM Ave che tyAre ja prAyaH AvuM bane che, jenI jIvanabhara sajA maLe che. jemane AvA anubhava thayA hoya teNe bhAvamAM khUba vadhu sAvaceta banI javuM ane bIjAone paNa pitAnuM anubhavajJAna ApIne duHkhI thatA aTakAvavA. cka' ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevuM bA (33) dharmakAryo karavA aMge : adharma (sAvadya) kAryo saMbaMdhamAM te Adeza paNa na karAya; ane upadeza paNa na

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130 munijIvananI bALapothI devAya. parantu dharmakAryo hoya te temAM ya Adeza te na ja karAya. vaLI je upadeza ApavAnuM hoya te paNa vadhu paDate bhAra daIne paisA mATe vadhu paDatA dabANa karIne, rUpiyA nahi lakhAve te vahorIza nahi'; "bAdhA nahi le te ghare AvIza nahi." vagere vagere aghaTita dabANe lAvIne kadI na thAya. je dharmakAryo sahaja rIte thaI jAya, sAmAnya preraNAthI ja UbhAM thaI jAya te ja zreSTha, jene uparyukta rIte apanAvavI paDatI hoya teNe samajI levuM joIe ke A viSayamAM tenuM puNya pahoMcatuM nathI. jenuM puNya ja na pahoMcatuM hoya teNe AvA kAryomAM agresara banavAne badale potAnI tapa, japAdinI ArAdhanAmAM ja otapreta rahevuM joIe. te tapa, japa pAchaLa paNa ujamaNuM, ThAThanuM pAraNuM ke zAntisnAtrAdinI leza paNa apekSA na levI joIe. keTalIka vAra parANe AvA prasaMgo UbhA karavAthI loko dharmane badale adharma ja vadhu pAmatA hoya che. (34) jarUrI vastunA upayoga aMge camA vagere je atyanta anivArya rUpe jarUrI vastuo hoya temAM zekhanuM tatva na pasI jAya tenI khUba kALajI rAkhavI. jarUravALI vastu sagavaDatAbharI apekSita hoya te te hajI cAlI zake; paratu te vastu ekadama adyatana, meMghI, AkarSaka, vagere hevI joIe evI apekSA te AtmAnuM khUba ja ahita kara

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munijIvananI khALapAthI 131 nArI banI rahe. AvI vastuonA upayAga karatAM sAdhu ke sAdhvIne joI ne AjanA yuvakavaga pITha pAchaLa sArI evI TIkA ja karatA hAya che. khIjAe adhama pAmI jAya tevu' ApaNAthI kema karAya ? 1 (35) aucityasevana aMge : keTalIka vakhata anya grupanA munibhagavaMtA vihArAdi karatAM AvI jAya che. AvA vakhate temanA ucita vinayAdi karavAmAM leza paNa upekSA na -tADavI. svAdhyAya paNu gauNa karIne temanI sevAmAM breDAI javuM joI e. temanA jhoLI pAtarA utAravA, dArI AMdhavI, kapaDAM sUkavavAM, pANI vagere Apavu ke parAtA vagere geAThavavI vagere pravRttiomAM sahue lAgI paDavu joI e. jo tema na karavAmAM Ave te AvelA munienI AzAtanAnA doSa lAge. hA.... kAma pUruM thayu ke tarata svAdhyAyAdimAM besI javuM; pachI 'gappAM' mAravAne svAdhyAya teA na ja karavA. (36) pustaka-parigrahu aMge : jarAtarAmAM pustako kharidAvIne ma'gAvavA ane tenA bhaDAra karavA; te ya gRhasthanAM gharamAM...te ucita lAgatu nathI. jyAre je pustakanI jarUra paDe tyAre te pustaka jJAnabhaMDAramAMthI maMgAvI levuM ane kAma pUruM thAya ke tyAM mAkalI devu. pustakonI paNu apari ..

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132 munijIvananI bALathI grahitA hevI joIe. bezaka, ati mahattvanAM keTalAMka pustake heya te tene AmAM apavAdarUpa gaNavAM paDe kharAM. (37) sUtrArtha aMge? chevaTe bIjuM kAMI nahi te. pAMca pratikramaNanAM sUtronA artha te dhArI ja levA joIe. sAmAnya gaNAtAM cAlu vaparAzanAM sUtronA paNuM je artha na AvaDe te munijIvanane mATe te lAMchanarUpa kahevAya. vaLI sUtrArthane baMdha thavAthI AvazyakAdi kriyAomAM ullAsa paNa. vadhe che. bIjAone te arthe samajAvavAthI AtmAnI suMdara pariNatinuM nirmANa thAya che. jinazAsana taraphane pakSapAta vadhu dRDha thAya che. game tyAre samaya meLavIne paNa AvazyakatA sUtrArthanI dhAraNuM te karI ja levI joIe. (38) abhakSyAdinI preraNa aMge : vidaLa, vAsI, anaMtakAya ane abhakSya-athANuM vagere-nI samajaNa bAbatamAM jana gRhasthanuM lagabhaga devALuM nIkaLI gayuM hoya tema lAge. che. A sthitimAM sAdhu, sAdhvIjIoe svayaM sAre abhyAsa karI laIne sahune A badhI vAta karIne talasparzI samajaNa ApavI joIe. re! have te keTalAka tyAgIo paNa keTalIka abhakSya evI mIThAIe ke vastuone bhakSya mAnIne tenuM sevana karatA jovA maLyA che! keTalIka vAra zreSThIna. jevAM biskiTo, madhane avanaprAze, pANInA pravAhInI davAo, enjhAImevALI goLIo vAparatA joIne te haiyethI UMDI cIsa nIkaLI jAya che ! svayaM ajANa; bIjAne zuM jANakArI ApI zakaze?

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sunijIvananI bALapothI 13) A jANakArI mATe abhakSya anaMtakAya vicAra, AhArazuddhi prakAza, ghera ghera ghera hiMsA, vagere pustakane mananapUrvaka joI levAM joIe. prattarI savAla (23) : kaI saMghamAM kaleza thayo hoya te te miTAve ke nahi? javAba : saMghane kaleza mATe tenA jevuM te 'uttama bIjuM zuM hoI zake ? paraMtu A viSayamAM eka - puruSArtha cAlatuM nathI; viziSTa koTinI puNyAI paNa najarUrI bane che. je tevI puNyAI na hoya ane utsAhanA AvegamAM saMghanA praznonI patAvaTa karavAne yatna karAya te keTalIka vAra prazno vadhu guMcavAI jAya che; taDAM moTI phADa banI jAya che. AvI sthiti pedA thavA devI tenA karatAM to jaise the"nI sthitimAM rahevuM te jagya gaNAya. Azaya zuddha hoya; puruSArtha paNa sAre heya, niSpakSadaSTi paNa maLI hoya te ya na cAle. te badhuM chatAM je tevuM puNya nahi hoya te mAmale vadhu bagaDaze. te vakhate, mAre Azaya te zuddha ha; chatAM paristhiti ugra banI

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134 munijIvananI khALapAthI gaI. huM zuM karuM ? " ema kahevu' te bilakula cegya nahi. gaNAya. ethI keAI bacAva nahi maLe. mATe ' seja pramANe sADa tANavI' e kahevata sadA. khyAlamAM rAkhavI joIe. savAla (24) : mumukSune dIkSA ApatAM pahelAM keTalA. samaya tAlIma ApavI joIe ? javAba : cAkkasa samaya--niya khadhA mATe ekasarakhA na hAya. chatAM sAmAnyataH ema kahI zakAya ke e. traNa varSanI tA tAlIma ApavI ja joI e. vamAnamAM. dIkSA lIdhA pachInI je keTalIka duHkhada bInAe jovA-- sAMbhaLavA maLe che tethI ema kahevAnuM dila thAya che ke dIkSA ApavAmAM vadhu paDatI utAvaLa karavAnA samaya have saMpUrNa - paNe cAlI gayA che. have teA sArI evI kaseATI karyA vinA. dvIkSA na ApavI e ja ceAgya lAge che. zAstrakAra paramiSa e praznaparIkSA, kathAparIkSA ane paricayaparIkSA jaNAvI che tenA avakSya amala karavA joIe. ema lAge che. dvIkSA devAnA atirekavALA umAMgamAM kayAreka paNa jo ekAda ayeAgya vyaktine dIkSA apAI jAya te guru ane azritavaga ne jIvanabharanA trAsa thaI javAnI zakayatA pedA thaI jAya che. evI vyakti mAthAnuM bhayaMkara bane che. te anekAne uththakhala banAve che. evA eka saMsAra dIkSita-

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13. munijIvananI bALapothI jIvanamAM khaDo thAya che, jene tyAga ke nabhAva - be ya - muzkela banI jAya che. savAla (25) pAtarAM-kapaDAMnI upadha keTalI rAkhavI joIe ? javAba : mAtra jarUra pUratI. apekSAe ema kahI zakAya ke vadhumAM vadhu eka varSa sudhI kazuM mAMgavuM na paDe teTalI. . pUrve te zAanItithI vadhArAmAM mAtra traNa navAM vastro ja rAkhavAmAM AvatAM. je vIMTalAnI jema rahetAM. mRtyu bAda te zabane paherAvavAmAM upayegI thatAM. paNa hAlanA kALamAM upadhi mAtra cAturmAsanA AraMbha vakhate vahorAvavAnI paraMparA cAle che eTale eka varSa sudhI jarUra na paDe teTalI upAdhi rAkhavAnuM egya lAge che. sAdhusaMsthA pratye te zrIsaMgha eTale badhe bhaktivaMta che ke "ole nahi maLe te evI ciMtA karIne paTArAo bharavAnI leza paNa jarUra nathI. A paTArAone parigraha te durgatinuM sIdhuM dvAra banI jAya che. e mUcha je sAdhu-saMrathA dUra nahi kare te emanA dvArA gRhasthone apAtA upadezamAM keTalI tAkAta haze? keTalo prANa haze? savAla (26) : ArAdhanAmAM sauthI mahattvanI ArAdhanA kaI ?

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136 munijIvananI bALapaNI javAba : sApekSabhAvanI ArAdhanA e sauthI mahatvanI ArAdhanA kahI zakAya. ArAdhanA keI paNa hoya ? nAnI ke meTI; ugra madhyama ke maMda tene bahu savAla nathIparaMtu je ArAdhanA nAo jIvanamAM thaI na zakatI hoya tenA pratye "sApekSabhAva" e sauthI moTI ane mahatvanI ArAdhanA che. kAraNavazAt UbhA rahIne Avazyaka kriyA na paNa thaI zake chatAM ya "Avazyaka kiyA UbhA ja karavI joIe" e sApekSabhAva je jIvaMta rahI jAya ane vacce vacce jarAka vAra mATe UbhA paNa thavAya te A ghaNI moTI ArAdhanA thaI kahevAya. ekAzana na karI zakanAra bhale navakArazI kare paNa ekAzana pratyenA sApekSabhAvane sUcita karate tyAga navakArazImAM khAkhare vAparavuM paDe te lukhe vApara; dUdhamAM sAkara na naMkhAvavI; cA ThaMDI ja vAparavI...vagere je AvI jAya te kadAca ekAzana karatAM ya A sApekSabhAvanI navakArazI caDI jAya. Aje te karavuM te badhuM karavuM; nahi te kazuM ja na karavuM...." evI je vicAraNA ugra tapasvI, ke vidvAnamAM pravarte che te te gya jaNAtuM nathI.

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munijIvananI bALapothI 17 zAstravicAra [adhyAtmasAra) jJAnaga vairAgyavALA mahAtmAnAM lakSaNe : (1) sUphamadaSTi (2) mAdhyazca (3) sarvatra hitacintA () kriyAmAM bhAre Adara. (5) bhavyajIne dhama samukha banAvavAnI pravRtti (6) pArakI vArtAmAM mUMgA, AMdhaLA ane baherA mANasa jevI potAnI ceSTA hoya (7) svaguNanA abhyAsamAM utsAha, nirdhanane paise kamAvavAmAM hoya che te (8) kAmanA unmAdanuM vamana (9) abhimAnanuM mardana (10) asUyAnA takhtane cheda (11) samatAsAgaramAM gaLAbUDa lInatA (12) cidAnaMdamaya svabhAvamAM nizcalatA. traNa prakAranA virAgamAM vastutaH jJAnagarbha virAga ja Adeya che. bAkInA be prakAranA-duHkhagarbha ane mehagarbha-virAga paNa kyAreka upayegI banI jAya kharA. eka AtmA duHkhathI ke mehathI saMsAravirakta thAya ane pachI tene je jJAnagarbhavirAga thaI jAya te te duHkhagarbha ke mohagarbhavirAga dUra thaI jAya. Ama duHkhAdigati virAgathI paNa dIkSA lIdhI te te AtmAne jJAnagarbhavairAgya prApta thavAne avasara sAMpaDayo. eTale A rIte dukhA

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138 munijIvananI bALapethI digarbhavirAga paNa kyAreka keTalAkane ArAdhanAmArge caDavAmAM upagI banI jAya khare. paNa e mATe pitAnA adhyAtmabhAva rUpI rAjAnI. kRpA to Avazyaka che ja. hArdika anumodana (51) dasa varSane e bALa che sinemA kadI jete nathI, paNa tenI sAthe koI mA-Apa pitAnAM saMtAnone laIne sinemA jevA jaya che te rastA vacce AMtarIne A bALa temane kahe che ke, "tame ja tamAzaM bALakone sinemA dekhADIne pApa karAvaze? nApAchAM phare; ghare. jAo...sinemA te na ja jovAya. mArA gurudeve sApha nA pADI che !" (52) esa. esa. sI.nI parIkSAmAM ApaghAta karavA - dariye paDavA jatA-yuvAnane enA mitre khUba sarasa vAta karatAM teNe ApaghAta karavAnuM mAMDI vALyuM. mitre tene kahyuM ke ApaghAta karIza te na janma levAne; kadAca manuSyane vAva maLe te ya garbhakALa ane seLa varSane jIvanakALa pasAra thAya pachI ja esa. esa. sI. pAsa thavAya, jayAre , Aje tuM ApaghAva na kare te AvatA varSe-eka ja varSanA gALAmAM esa. esa. sI. pAsa thaI javAya.

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munijIvananI bALapothI 139 yuvAnanA magajamAM vAta besI gaI. ApaghAta karavAne. mAMDI vALe. (53) lakhavAmAM khUba sArI paDe evI sTIlanI jarUravALA e mahAtmAne bhAre mUlyanI pena ja rAkhavI paDe. paNa te ya te pena mohaka na banI jAya te mATe tenI upara kAgaLo cUMTADe che ane te kAgaLa upara sahInA lapeDA karI nAMkhe che. AthI te penanI mehakatA khatama thaI jAya che. (54) eparezananA samayamAM DokaTare keI abhaya davA ApI de tevI saMbhAvanAne najaramAM rAkhIne te puNyavAna dharmAtmAe ghena lIdhA vinA ja oparezana karAvyuM. vADhakApanI asahya vedanA sahI chatAM tenuM duHkha na hatuM bake "abhaya" na levAyuM tene AnaMda e paLamAM ya. mukha upara ramatA hatA. (55) sArA piDanA kAgaLa upara lakhANanuM kAma karavAne badale e mahAtmA AvelI TapAlenAM kavarane khulA karI nAMkhIne tene ja bahudhA lakhANamAM upaga. kare che ! (56) e mahAtmA pANI paNa nirdoSa maLe te ja vApare che. eka vAra te mATe temaNe vIsa mAIlane vihAra karyo hato. paNa tyAMya nirdoSa paNa na maLatAM; pUrI prasannatA sAthe cevihAra upavAsanuM paccakhANa karI lIdhuM

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pATha : 11 abhyAsa ane abhyAsakALI samagra munijIvanane kALa te abhyAsakALa che. sAdhu sadaiva zAAbhyAsa-nirata heya; tene vaLI vaya-maryAdAnuM niyaMtraNa zenuM ? pAMsaTha varSanI jaipha vaye paNa sAdhu bhagavaMta kAMI ne kAMI gekhatA havA ghaTe bhaNatA havA ghaTe. paNa temAM ya munijIvananAM pahelAM dasa varSa te atyaMta mUlyavAna che, abhyAsa karavA mATe te. tapa, tyAgAdinI sAthe zarUnAM dasa varSa te dareka munie-sAdhu ke sAThavIe svAdhyAyanA rasamAM ekAkAra banI javuM joIe. Avazyaka kriyAo, gurvAdinI sevA ane yathAzakti tApUrvaka eNe pustakanA kIDA ja banI javuM joIe ema kahuM te te kheDuM nahi gaNAya. zAstra-svAdhyAya sivAya kazuM ja nahi, emAM ya khAsa karIne kaMThastha karavA mATenI pravRttine prAdhAnya ApavuM joIe. cAra prakaraNAdi aneka prakaraNagraMtha tathA kammayaDI

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= munijIvananI bALapothI 14 vagere mahAgraMtho, lekaprakAza ane pravacana sAroddhAra teNe sAthe kaMThastha karI levA joIe. siddhahema, abhidhAna-ciMtAmaNi ane dhAtupAThaekI beThake hajAre zlokanA mukhapATha rUpe cAlo joIe. dazavaikAlikanA cUlikA sahita dasa adhyayana, ghaniryukti ane uttarAdhyayana sUtra kaMThastha karavA, joIe. ane te pachI prazamarati, jJAnasAra, Indriya parAjaya, vItarAga stotra, zAntasudhArasa, adhyAtmasAra: harIbhadrI aSTaka, vairAgya kalpalatA vagere kaMThastha karavA. joIe. e pachI upAdhyAyajI mahArAja tathA haribhadrasUrijI mahArAjanA keTalAka graMthe tathA amRtavelanI sajajhAya, saDasaTha belanI sajajhAya, AnaMdaghanajI, devacaMdrajI ane. upAdhyAyajI mahArAjanI vIzIo, savAse, deDhaze. ane sADA traNa gAthAnAM stavane vagere kaMThastha. karavAM joIe. - dasathI paMdara varSe A badhe svAdhyAya rauyAra thAya.. pachI juo jIvana jIvavAnI majA, pachI anubhave pAMDitya ke vidvattA, pachI pAme svayaMbhU pazama ane zAsanaprabhAvakatA. je tyAgIo - khAsa karIne nAnI vayanA tyAgIo - nijIvananAM pahelAM dasa varSa svAdhyAyamAM lIna thaI

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1423 munijIvananI bALapethI jAya che te ja janazAsananu javAhara bane che. jeo A kALamAM mahimukha banIne chApAM, ceApAnIAdi vAMce che; akALamAM vyAkhyAna karavAnuM cAlu karI de che te khUba nabaLA nIkaLe che; AjIvana paramukha rahe che, Idhara uparanuM udhAriyu' jJAna bhegu karIne emanuM peAtAnuM zAsana jarUra calAvI kADhe che paNa prabhunA zAsana mATe teo lagabhaga nakAmA banI jAya che. jo munijIvana enA sAcA svarUpamAM suMdara rIte mANavu hAya te| mahAmUlyavAna prathamanAM dasa varSanI pratyeka paLa svAdhyAyamAM lagAvI dejo. ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevu' (39) huM meza kAcAtsaga aMge : jinazAsananA ApaNI upara keTale badhA upakAra che ? A zAsana ApaNune na maLyuM hata te| A dIkSA, pavitratA, jIva mAtra pratyenI nakkara karuNA vagerene ApaNe zI rIte pAmI zakata ? AvA zAsananI upara paNa kayAreka duSTa tattvA Apatti utAre tevuM bhUtakALamAM banyuM che ane vata mAnamAM

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munijIvananI bALathI 141 paNa banI rahyuM che. tenA nivAraNa mATe sAgaravaragaMbhIra sudhInA legasane jema bane tema vadhu saMkhyAmAM [ 12 thI 108 sudhI ] kAtsarga [UbhA UbhA ja] karavo joIe. legassanA kAsargamAM vidana-vidAraNanI pracaMDa zakti che. AjathI akhaMDitapaNe kAtsaga zarU karavo joIe. (40) yogya jIvone preraNA aMge , jeo munijIvanamAM paripakava thayA che, jJAnathI ane vayathI, temaNe zrIsaMghamAM ArAdhanAo kema varSa thAya? tenI kALajI karavI joIe. paNa sabUra ! khUba ja sahaja rIte A kAma thavuM joIe. mAMgIne, parANe AvuM kAma kadI na karavuM. kyAreka pAtra vyaktione ke vargane navakArazI, rAtri bhejanatyAgAdi ArAdhanAonI sahaja rIte preraNuM karavI. keTalAka jIvo AvI kaI preraNAne pAmIne tarata jIvananI dizA badalatA hoya che. hA....pratijJA ApavAmAM jarA ya utAvaLa na karavI, paraMtu preraNA jarUra karavI, e ArAdhanAonA lAbha dekhADavA. virAdhanAeAnAM kahu pariNAme samajAvavAM. pachI jyAre te sAcA bhAvathI pratijJA mAMge tyAre ApavI. yAda rAkhaje ke prabhuzAsana AvI ArAdhanA

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144. munijIvananI bALAthI [nizcaya sApekSa jIvaMta vyavahAramArga upara avicchinnapaNe AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. jeTalA AtmAo AvI ArAdhanA-- emAM joDAya teTale jaya jayakAra. sabUra ! saMkhyAvRddhimAM paDaze nahi. tenI jhAjhI ciMtA karaze ya nahi. ApaNe thoDA paNa ghaNA chIe, guNavattAnuM dhoraNa UMcuM hoya te. (41) nAnI dekhAtI vAte aMge : bArI ke bAraNAne pUMcha-pramAIne khela-baMdha karavA, barobara jamIna joIne mAgu vagere paraThavavuM, upaga rAkhIne bolavuM vagere bAbate Ama te bahu nAnI dekhAya che. paNa e ja ghaNI moTI bAbata che. keTalAka moTA vyAkhyAtAo paNa A nAnI (!) vAtane pALI zakatA na hoya te te keTalI meTI sAbita thaI jAya che ! hajAranI medanI sAme vyAkhyAna karavuM sahelA che, paNa muhapattine upaga temAM rAkhavuM e emane ya. mahAbhArata jevuM kaThaNa banyuM hoya che ! AvI nAnI dekhAtI bAbate pratye jeo upekSA dAkhave che teo temanA AMtarika jIvanane sAro vikAsa kadI pAmI zakatA nathI. pachI temane bAhya vikAsa game teTale jaNAto hoya to ya te sUkSma dRSTie lakaraMjanAdi mATene banI jAya che. AvI nAnI dekhAtI vArtAne ja aSTa-pravacana.

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munijIvananI mALAthI 15 mAtAe kahI che te vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhIne enI gaMbhIratAne pUrepUrI samajavI joie. anyathA dIkSAnAM prAraMbhanA varSomAM ja evI kuTevA paDaze ke jemAM A nAnI vAtA sApha thaI jIvanamAMthI kAyama mATe sApha thai javAze. (42) gAcarI aMge - - ahI... geAcarI lAvavA aMge eka sUcana karavu' che. keTalAka geAcarI chUTathI - jhoLInA bhAra upara - aDasaTTe gAcarI lAvavAnI prakRti dharAvatA hoya che. A rIta khUba ja kharAma che. munionA AreAgyane nukasAna karatAM tattvAmAM 'gocarI vadhI jatAM vadhu paDatuM vAparavAnI paDatI krUraja' e sauthI pradhAna che. vadhelI gAcarI paraThavavAnA doSa vadhu hAya che; eTale daSabhIru AtmAe anicchAe paNa dAkhIne vApare che, AthI amuka samaya khAda AMtaraDAM nabaLAM paDe che. AmadoSa, aNu, pAMDuroga (enImIA) dekhA devA lAge che. dareke eka nIti nakkI karavI joIe ke pratyeka vastu pAkI gaNatarIthI ja lAvavI. khUTI paDe teA uNAdarIneA suMdara lAbha maLe, ane kadAca phrI levA mATe javuM paDe te ya vAMdhe nahi, paNa paNa vAraMvAra 'vadhI paDavu' e te bhAre trAsarUpa khAkhata che. emAM ya jo mahAtsava cAlatA hAya, bhaktA ghaNA hAya, ekAzananu mu. 10

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14 munijIvananI bALapothI paccakkhANu lagabhaga kAI karatu na hAya tA tA mAra vAgyA. pratyeka TaMke 'vadhArA', pratyeka TaMke trAsa ! bhUkha vinA vaparAtA maganA dANA paNa jhera khAkhara che e kAI na bhUle. praznottarI savAla (27) : game te sthitimAM elApathI ke Ayurvedika auSadha na ja levu' evA nirapavAda Agraha rAkhI zakAya kharA ? javAba : tevA Agraha jarUra rAkhI zakAya; paNa nirapavAda Agraha tA na ja rAkhI zakAya; ApaNu* satya jeTaluM vadhe teTaluM sAruM ja che; tema ja hovu joie. vartamAnamAM eka mahAtmA che; jemane hArTaeTeka ane blaDaprezaranA ati bhayAnaka humalAe AvI gayA tAya temaNe eka paNa auSadha lIdhuM na hatuM ane chatAM ca teo te dardamAMthI mukta thayA hatA. paraMtu AvuM sattva saunu' na hoya. eTale tevI vyaktine te tevA samaye kAramI asamAdhi thAya athavA te ghasAtuM tenuM

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munijIvananI khALapeAthI 147 zarIra aneka prakAranI viziSTa ArAdhanAethI sadA mATe vAMcita thatu' jAya. auSadhAdine paNa karmAMnA upazamAmAM nimitta to kahyA ja che. jema pAraNAmAM sUMTha, rAkhaDI ke dUdha levAthI amuka prakAranI smruti tarata ja jovA maLe che ane tethI paNa amuka prakAranI cittasamAdhi prApta thAya che tema auSadhanuM paNa che ja. zAsanapati paramAtmA mahAvIradeve paNa si'hu nAmanA aNugAranA atyAgrahathI auSadha lIdhuM hatuM. pUjyapAda hIrasUrijI mahArAjAne paNa zrAvikAenA khUma Agrahane laIne auSadha levu paDayu. hatu. Ama keTalIka vAra zrIsaMgha AdinA vAtsalya vagerene kAraNe paNa auSadha levAnA prasa'ga AvI paDe khareA. eTale auSadha na levAya tevA Agraha jarUra rAkhavA; paNa te nirapavAda na DAvA joIe. vaLI auSadha levuM ja na paDe tevI sthiti jeNe siddha karavI hAya teNe munijIvananA - temAM ya khAsa karIne AhAra sabaMdhanA tamAma niyamanu vyavasthita rIte pAlana teA karavuM ja joI e. - vadhu paDatI e niyamAnI upekSA karanArA mAMdA paDe ane pachI auSadha nahi levAnA nirapavAda Agraha seve e keTalu* ucita gaNAya te samajavu' joIe,

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148 munijIvananI khabapethI keTalIka vAra Avo Agraha rAkhanArA AdhAkamI levAne paNa je taiyAra thatA hoya paraMtu sudarzana ghanavaTInI goLI - nirdoSa auSadha - hoya to ya te levAne lAcAra hoya te te te "khALe DUcA ane bAraNuM khullAM je nyAya thayo kahevAya. AvA samaye khUba ja jIvaMta. vivekabuddhi vAparIne gItArtha gurudevanI AjJAne ekadama "tahatti karIne ja saMyama-yAtrA AgaLa dhapAvavI joIe. savAla (28) : kAMIka vadhu TakA sAdhvIjIonuM Arogya ciMtAjanaka banyuM che ? ema nathI lAgatuM javAba : hA...mane tema lAge che kharuM. enAM. be kAraNe jaNAya cheH (1) AhAradinA niyamanI pUrI samajaNane abhAva. (2) mAnasika ciMtAo-evAM keTalAMka sAcA ke khoTAM ArtadhyAna-keI yathAo. jaina saMgha temanA AhAra saMbaMdhamAM upekSA kare. che tevuM bilakula nathI; paraMtu sAdhvIjIonI moTI saMkhyAne A bAbatanuM vizeSa jJAna nahi hoya tema mane lAge che. pachI teo jhaTajhaTa DokaTarane phariyAda kare che. DekaTare paNa jhaTapaTa bhAre davAo (bhakSya ke abhakSya ) lakhI ApatA hoya che, ane sAdhvIjIe paNa gAme gAme badalAtA jatA DekaTaronI badalatI jatI davAo vAparyA ja karatA hoya che. kanyAreka te AhAra karatAM ya

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14 munijIvananI bALathI auSadha ja ArogyanI aMdhAdhUMdhI pedA karavAmAM vadhu bhAga bhajavI jatuM haze. A sivAya strI jAtimAM svabhAvagata je keTalAka doSe che tenA lIdhe teo parasparanI athaDAmaNa vageremAM -jaladI UtarI paDatAM hoya che. eAchuM AvI javuM, adhIrA thavuM, apekSA rAkhyA karavI, asahiSNu banavuM, bIjAnA doSa jevAnI Adata hevI, raDavuM, vadhu paDatI ciMtA karavI, mAthe vadhu bhAra laI le ...vagere mAnasika kAraNe paNa emanA ArogyanI kathaLatI sthitimAM kANubhUta -banI jatA hoya che. kene kayuM kAraNa lAgu thayuM che ? -e te e vyakti ke enA vaDIla ja sAcuM kahI zake. hArdika anumodana (57) eka mahAtmA vizALa samudAyanA vaDIla hatA. roja rAtre ekAda sAdhune pitAnI pAse aMgata besADatA ane mAtAnuM vAtsalya ApIne enA jIvanamAM praveza karatA. enA denuM zuddhIkaraNa karAvI letA. mahAnizItha sUtranA zadvAranI jyAre e vAta karatA tyAre bhalabhalA sAdhune ca zuddhi karavAnI bhAvanA tIvra thaI jatI !

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150 munijIvananI bALapothI (58) e AcArya bhagavaMtane pitAnA praziSyanI kensaranI bhayaMkara mAMdagImAM paga dabAvatA meM joyA che, je vakhate te praziSya ardhabebhAna avasthAmAM hatA. meM te pUjyazrIne kahyuM, "paga Apa na dabAve. e lAbha mane levA de." teo makkama svare bolyA, "Apa muA vinA. svarge na javAya !" (59) kerInI AjIvana pratijJA laI cUkelA muni khUba mAMdA paDyA. DokaTare kerI vAparavAnI salAha ApI. je kAraNavazAt gurudeva rajA Ape te temane chUTa hatI eTale DokaTare gurudeva upara dabANa karyuM. gurudeve emane eTaluM ja pUchayuM ke, "tuM AvA kAraNe kerI laIza ?" nirdoSa maLe te ja levAnI che. huM tane rajA ApuM chuM." basa....ATaluM sAMbhaLatAM ja te kerInA tyAgI. munivaranI AMkhethI daDadaDa daDa AMsu vahI javA lAgyAM. vAtsalyamUrti gurudeve te joIne tarata pitAnI vAta pAchI kheMcI lIdhI ! (60) e tIrthanI rakSA mATe te AcArya bhagavaMte pitAnA tamAma ziSya sAthe killAnI phera UbhA rahIne. AkhI rAta cekIpahere bharyo hato. mAtra pitAnA paTTaziSyane tyAMthI ravAnA karI dIdhA hatA. temaNe temane AgrahapUrvaka ravAnA karatAM kahyuM hatuM ke, "huM kadAca bhale khapI jaIza, paNa tAre te mArI pAchaLa zAsana calAvavAnuM che. mATe tuM ahIMthI cAlyo jA."

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munijIvananI bALapothI 151 | (61) sAdhvIjIne upAzraya sAdhunA upAzrayanI lagelaga hate. vayevRddha AcArya bhagavaMte tyAM praveza karatAM paristhiti ja joI lIdhI. upara caDatAM pahelAM agraNIone belAvIne daravAje tALuM marAvyuM. te pachI ja teo pitAnA ziSya parivAra sAthe puruSanA upAzrayanA meDA upara gayA. zAstravicAra [vairAgya-kalpalatA ] e munivare ! ApanA saghaLA ya bhaye samAdhibhAvanA muddegarathI cUra cUra thaI gayA. have Apa smazAnamAM ke keAI bheMkAra bhUtIA gharamAM pratimA svIkArIne rahe tyAM gAtre tharatharAvI nAMkhe tevAM bhayaMkara rUpane juo te ya ApanA keI ruvAMDAmAM ya phaphaDATa zeno hoya ? je munirAja eka ja vicAra kare che ke "ghera upasargo ane pariSahe mArI upara tUTI paDe te ya bahu bahu te mArA zarIranA kakaDA karI nAMkhaze; paNa mArI samAdhinA kakaDA karavAnI temanAmAM ya tAkAta nathI." AvA sva ane paranA svabhAvanA viveka

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15ra munijIvananI bALathI pAmI gayelA mahAtmA bhayanA saMsakArothI mukta hoya temAM zI navAI? - samAdhimAn munirAja kaI paNa kAraNe cittamAM khaLabhaLATa anubhavatA nathI. pachI te kAraNe duSTamAM duSTa hoya ke bhayabhIta karI devA mATenAM hoya. upasargonA bhArane sahana karatA e munie te dharatI jevA che. moTA moTA parvate ane virATa vaDalAone upADatI dharatI kyAreya paNa e bhArekhama bhArathI DagI che kharI ? samAdhibhAvane siddha karavAmAM agresara banelA sunivara bahu dUranAM, ghaNuM lAMbAM ane khUba UMcAM evAM sAdhanAnAM sthAna upara caDavAmAM ya kadI aMtaramAM khinna thatA nathI. . - e te samAdhithI akaLAI gayelA gadheDA jevA zaktihIna mANasenuM kAma che. evAonuM te AvAM ucca sthAnee caDavA jatAM patana ja thAya. bicArA samAdhibhAvanA rasAsvAdane kadI nahi pAmelA munivara ! adhyAtmanI kaThora keDIe padArpaNa karatAM pahelAM ja tharathara dhrUje te temAM zI navAI! AvA napuMsaka jevA lake apavAdAdi gupta zAstramArgo zodhI kADhIne tenI upara ja - zithilAcArane AnaMda mANIne - jIvana pUruM karI nAMkhatA hoya che. nabaLo mATI! e vaLI eNe zI rIte caDI zake? paNa je kadAca koI ene cuddha laDavAnI pharaja pADe to

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munijIvananI mALAthI 153 pahelethI ja yuddhabhUmi uparanI nAsI jaIne lapAI javAnA sthAnarUpa patA, kAtarA, jagalA vagere zeAdhI rAkhe kharA. asamAdhimAna munie kutarka, caiAtiSa, kathA, vaidaka, nATaka vagere zAstrone acUka bhaNatA hoya che. na kare nArAyaNa - munijIvananA unnata sthAnethI, kAI kAraNe bhraSTa thaI javAya teA mA bhaNatarathI zaTalA nIkaLI jAya te mATestA. kadAca - ucca khAnadAna kuLanA samAdhimAna AtmAo dIkSA lIdhA pachI kI pazu saMsAra tarapha pAchA vaLavAnuM IcchatA nathI. zUravIrAmAM agraNI yoddhAo, meAtathI DarI jaIne -raNabhUmi uparathI kadI ghara tarapha pAchuM vALIne jotA haze kharA ? mahAbhiniSkamaNunA punita paMthe padmANa karatI vakhate eka mahAtmA haiyAnI je zraddhAnI jalatI - jhaLahaLatI Aga sAthe sasAra tyAge te che ja zraddhAnI Agane jo tevI ne tevI ja jalatI--jhaLahaLatI rAkhe tA sihunI mAphka gajanA karIne AMtarazatruone ghumAvatA vicAratA e samAdhimAna munirAjanA mAM upara koI paNa nAnIsATI pratiSphaLatA, viSAdanI TIzI paNa utpanna karI zake kharI ?

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pATha : 12 brahmacarya "e vrata jagamAM dI mere pyAre e vrata pUjAnI DhALomAMnI A paMkti paNa kAnamAM kevuM guMjana karatI ramatI rahe che ? muni-jIvananuM Taca kakSAnuM vrata te brahmacarya mahAvrata. [sarvathA maithuna viramaNa mahAvrata.] A vratanuM jatana prANanA sATe karavAnuM che. sthULathI ja nahi, sUkSamathI paNa..... kAyAthI ja nahi, manathI paNa.... jAheramAM ja nahi, khAnagImAM paNa..... prakAzamAM ja nahi, aMdhakAramAM paNa pratikULatAmAM ja nahi, bharapUra anukULatAmAM paNa tapa karIne ja nahi, khAIne paNa sauthI kaThina sAdhanA ! niSphaLa javAnI sauthI vadhu zakyatA ! paNa je anAdikAlIna vAsanAonuM ati ugra AkramaNa anubhavAtuM na hoya te te vyaktine brahmacaryanuM pAlana vadhu muzkela nathI.

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munijIvananI bALapothI 155 tenI nave ya vADane vrata samajIne ja pALo, ane. devanI apAra bhakti kare, gurunI apAra sevA kare. yAda rAkho ke devagurunuM, aharniza nAma-smaraNa e brahmacaryanI dasamI vADa che. brahmacaryanA pAlanamAM sauthI vadhu upayegI tapa che. khAsa karIne upavAsa ane rasatyAga. upavAsa naimittika hoya, paNa rasatyAga te kAyamI. he joIe. kAyamanA rasatyAga sAthe vAraMvAra upavAsa karanArAne ane paramAtmabhaktimAM ramamANa thanArAne brahmacaryanuM pAlana bIjA mATe jeTaluM muzkela che eTaluM ja A puNyAtmA mATe saraLa che. vartamAnakALamAM vADonuM aNizuddha pAlana, devabhakti ane gurukRpA [dasamI vADa] A badhA tarapha kAMIka gauNabhAvanuM darzana thavA lAgyuM che. AthI ja saMsAra-- tyAgIne paNa kyAreka kyAMka vAsanAnI pIDAnI vAta jANavA maLe che. bAkI, je munijIvanane enA svarUpathI dazavidha cakravAla sAmAcArIthI mAMDIne tenA tamAma gAthI- bahumAnapUrvaka sparzavAmAM Ave to A vrata pAlana atyaMta saraLa ane sahaja banI jAya tema che. paNa tene badale upadhAna, molsa, saMgho,

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-156 munijIvananI bALapethI yAtrAe vagere prasaMgAnA nimittanA raseADAnA AhAra levAze; vijAtIya ke sajAtIya sAthe vadhu chUTa levAze te A vratapAlana koI paNa saMcAgamAM sa*bhavita nahi rUmane. muninA lekhamAM ja A vratanA pratyeka samaye bhukkA AlAtA raheze. jIva khAnadAna kuLamAMthI Avele haze te kadAca bhekha te nahi utAre paNa mananA te e lAkha lAkha pApAnA kartA ane bhAktA manI ja jaze. mananA pApanAM te kAMI AchAM duHkha che! tandulIe matsya mananA pApe ja jotajotAmAM sAtamI nAraka bhegA thaI jAya che ne ? jo na ja pALI zakAya tema hAya; A vrata....eTale ke jo na ja pALI zakAya tema hoya A vratanI vADI.... eTale ke jo na ja karI zakAya tema hAya tapa ke viziSTa tyAga....tA teNe dIkSA na ja levI sArI. A kAMI khAIpIne, paDA rahevA mATe ja jainI dIkSA thADI che ? evI rIte dIkSA lenArA mATe tA ema ja kahevuM paDe ke te sasAranA kAmanA ejane vahevA mATe kAyara haze mATe; e edI, sukhazIla AtmAe dIkSA laI lIdhI ! nA....I e rIte A lekhane kalakti karo mA !

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157 munijIvananI bALapothI jeNe dIkSA lIdhI hoya te have pALI jANe. AvuM sarvottama kakSAnuM jIvana pharI pharIne maLanAra nathI. bhaluM thayuM ke ApaNane A jIvana maLI gayuM. have te. nita navA umaMge chalAMga mArIe; upara uparanA saMyamanA. kaMDakasthAnee....vAraMvAra jhalaka anubhavIe; apramatabhAvanA guNasthAnanI. paNa te badhAnA mULamAM pUrNa brahmacaryanuM pAlanabhUla thAya ke tarata sadguru pAse prAyazcitakaraNa dvArA pUrepUruM zodhana te atyaMta Avazyaka che. A pAlana ane zodhana vinA te nahi cAle; nahi ja cAle, saraLa che e pAlana; saraLa che e zodhana... bhavabhIru mATe ! mekSAbhilASI mATe ! sAcA khAnadAna mATe !

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158 munijIvananI bALathI ATaluM dhyAnamAM levA jevuM (43) vihAra aMge vihAramAM gRhastha sAthe na rakhAya te sAruM. keTalAka evA pradezomAM zIlAdinA kAraNavazAta sAdhavajI mahA- rAjene pitAnI sAthe mANasa rAkhavo ja paDe te ya te aMge puSkaLa kALajI te levI ja rahI. te mANasa strI hoya te ja te vyAjabI gaNAya. puruSa hoya te sAvIgaNane mATe ati sAvadhAnI jarUrI gaNAya. sAdhu mahArAja hoya to temaNe upadhi upADavA mATe mANasa na rAkhavo te ucita lAge che. upadhi jAte upADIne kAyAne kasavI joIe ema lAge che. enuM kAraNa e che ke upadhi mATe gRhastha je sAthe rahe te te je kAMI AraMbha, samAraMbha ke virAdhanA kare te badhAyamAM ApaNI bhAgIdArI nAMdhAtI rahe. te je sacitta 1 ghAsa vagere upara cAle toya tene doSa ApaNane lAge. AthI ja vaLAvavA AvanArA gRhasthane paNa ApaNe - vAraMvAra cetavaNI ApavI paDe che ke teo ghAsa vagere - upara na cAle. ApaNuM samagra jIvana ArAdhanAmaya pasAra thavuM joIe. theDIka paNa virAdhanA ApaNAthI thAya ke keInI

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159 munijIvananI bALapothI virAdhanAmAM nimitta banI javAya che te vakhate ApaNAM sADA traNa kroDa ruvAMDAMmAM ekIsAthe sADA traNa koDa sayA bheMkAya, tevI kAramI vedanAne ApaNane anubhava thavuM joIe. mANasa sAthe rAkhavAmAM bIjI paNa ghaNI bAbatamAM chUTachATe ane sukhazIlatAe AvI jAya che. kyAreka te dhanAdinA parigrahanuM pApa paNa lamaNe cUMTe che. kyAreka AhArAdi saMbaMdhamAM ya deSo sevAya che. zakya hoya to A vAta khUba gaMbhIrapaNe vicAravAnI bhalAmaNa che. (4) ziSyonI zithilatA aMge : kayAreka ziSya-vartuLamAM keIka ziSya vadhu zithila athavA te vadhu udaMDa banI jate jovA maLe che. AvA samaye tenA deSane gauNa gaNune ke tenI sevA-bhaktithI dabAIne tene sAcavI rAkhavAmAM Ave te A ziSya mAthAbhAre te bane ja; pitAnA gurune pitAne tAbedAra te banAve ja; paraMtu bIjA ziSyone paNa tenAM pApane cepa lAgIne rahe. bIjAe paNa guru tarapha asadubhAva dAkhavatA thaI jAya. AvuM te na ja thavA devuM joIe. A mATe pahelethI ja kaDaka hAthe kAma levuM joIe. chevaTe te ziSyane dUra karI devA sudhInuM pagaluM paNa bharavuM joIe.

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munijIvananI khALapAyIta saDelA bhAga ApaNA hAtha hoya te ya tenuM mamatva nathI ja karAtu ne ? tene kApI ja nAMkhavA paDe che; nahi te| saDA anya ageAmAM phelAI javAnA pA laya UbhA thAya che. 16. (4) pakSavAda ane sagAvAda aMge ApaNA mATe sarvoparI prabhuzAsana che; ene ja majabUta karavu. joIe. enI majabUtImAM je koinA sahakAra maLe te badhA mANasA, pakSA, sagAo majabUta thAya temAM kazA vAMdhA nahi. paNa zAsananuM nAma laine peAtAnuM ja zAsana; potAnA ja pakSa jo keAI majabUta karatu hAya tA te jarAya ucita nathI. AvA pakSeAnI. ke sagAonI tarapheNa kadI thaI zake nahi. jo ke A kAma khUba muzkela che; paNa te karyAM vinA cAlI zake tema paNa nathI. (nu) keplIka bhASA aMge : jema ApaNA vanamAM ane vRttimAM hiMDasA na. joIe, tema vANImAM paNa hiMsA ke hiM...sAnA pratIka rUpa zabdonA prayAga na thavA devA. dA. ta., sAbu kApI nAMkhA; kapaDu' UbhuM' cIrI nAMkhA...vagere....AvA prayAgAnA sthAne A rIte khelavu joIe. "mAre sAbunA nAnA nAnA TukaDA karavA che; tame karI zakaze| ?" mA. vajranA UbhA e bhAga pADavA che. tame pADI Apaze ??? 66

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munijIvananI bALathI 161 bhASAkIya hiMsA paNa ApaNA pariNAmanI hiMsA karavAmAM kyAreka phALo noMdhAve che. AthI ja dhodhamAra varasatA varasAdamAM dhaiDila bhUmie jatAM, jagA ja na maLe ane bIjo koI upAya na hoya te te vakhate lIlA -sacitta-ghAsa upara paNa spaMDila besI zakAya. paraMtu te vakhate "huM lIlA ghAsa upara chuM ema na vicAratAM, huM dharmAstikAya upara chuM" ema vicAravAnuM jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che. hiMsaka vagere pariNAme ApaNA cAritryadharmane kyAreka mULamAMthI nAza kare che, mATe pariNAma te kyAre paNa niSphara thavA devAM na joIe. enuM kUNApaNuM, temAM ja ApaNuM cAritryadharmanI saphaLatA. (47) prAyazcitta aMge ? paphakhIne eka upavAsa mAsIne eka chaTha ane saMvatsarIne eka aThama-tapa te avazya karavAnuM che. taduparAMta dara mAsI aMge dasa upavAsanuM prAyazcitta vahavAnuM hoya che. A sivAya dara paMdara divase eka vAra sadgurudeva pAse badhI sthULa, sUma bhUlanuM Alecana karIne tenuM prAyazcitta karI levuM joIe. paMdara divasanI anukULatA na hoya te je rIte anukULatA hoya te rItejaladI-saghaLuM prAyazcitta te karavuM ja joIe. mu. 11

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munijIvananI khALapeAthI yAda rAkhe ke kIDI marI gaI; vijAtIyane sa'ghaTTo thaI gayeA....vagere sthULa vAtAnA ja prAyazcitta laIne sUkSma pApeAne tamArA manamAM ja chupAvI na rAkhatA.... ethI tA. mAyAnuM pApa sevAze ane dASA joradAra anI jaze. 162 praznottarI savAla (29) : munijIvanamAM kAzI vagerenI AcA vagere DIgrIo levI jarUrI kharI ! javAba H mane teA aMgata rIte te jarUrI ja nathI jaNAtuM, makke muni-jIvanathI pratikULa jaNAya che. DIgrIe ane vizeSaNAnA peAtAnA ja hAthe upayeAga, peAte ja patrikAo vageremAM mUkavAnI preraNA karavI.... vagere khAkhatA mAnavakaSAyane sArI rIte poSatI haze ema mane te lAge che. paNa pUjya munirAja ke pUjya sAdhvIjI mahArAjathI vadhu vizeSa zuM hAI zake ? "muni" vizeSaNu te gaNadhara bhagavaMta sudharmAMsvAmIjItaraphathI temanI pATa para parAthI-maLeluM gauravava'tu vizeSaNa che. AnA karatAM vadhu gauravavaMtu koI paNa bIjuM vizeSaNa haze kharuM ?

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munijIvananI bALapothI 163 | muninuM adhyayana paNa DIgrI mATe na hoya, paraMtu rAgAdi deSanI hAni mATe heya. DIgrI levAmAM adhyayana karatAM sarvatra DIgrI-prAptinI ja vezyA banI jAya che. jenAthI rAgAdi denI vRddhi thavAne pUrNa saMbhava che. savAla (30) : jagatanA pravAhanI jANakArI mATe dainike, sAptAhike, mAsike vAMcavAnuM muni-jIvanamAM Avazyaka kharuM ? javAba : nA. badhA mATe Avazyaka nahi, anivArya paNa nahi, bilakula jarUrI nahi, ane IcchanIya paNa nahi. viziSTa keTinA vyAkhyAnakAra ke jeo zAsanaprabhAvake che temanI vAta bAjue mUke. teo to gADa- mAstara jevA che, jeo bIjAne cAlatI gADIe caDatAM reke che, chatAM pote nirbhayapaNe cAlatI gADIe caDI zake che. paNa temanI cAle bIjAe na cAlavuM joIe. chApAomAM jANavA jevuM vAMcavA jatAM "na jANavA -jevuM" ghaNuM ghaNuM AvatuM hoya che. aparipakava ane apariNata sAdhue tene zikAra banI jAya te temanA saghaLa tapa, tyAganA puNya saLagIne sApha thaI jAya. vaLI temAM yuddhAdinA je samAcAro AvatA hoya che, pakSanA je ahevAle AvatA rahe che te badhAmAM chApuM vAMcanArI vyakti kadAca koInA ya tarapha jhUkI jaIne

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164 munijIvananI khALapeAthI anumAdana ke tiraskArAdinuM mAnasika pApa avazya karI ese che. vaLI chApu' e zAstra-svAdhyAyanu mAta melAvanArI vastu che. ene rasa chUpA ane tIvra hAya che. ApaNA AtmahitanI dRSTie te e koi paNa hitakAraka nathI. A vastune cepa paNa ahu kharAba hAya. che. sahavatI munie paNa ughADaMga ke chAnAM chAnAM vAMcatA thaI jAya che. emAM ya citralekhA, phleza vagere je sAptAhikA pragaTa thAya che te te| atyanta azlIla kakSAnA lekhA. paNa Ape che. AvA lekhA muninA brahmacaya nA sa`pUrNapaNe nAza karatA hAya che. jo banI zake te jIvanabhara AvAM dainika vAMcajo. mA ! pratijJA ja karI lejo. tame ugarI jazeA, bIjAene paNa ugArI leze. savAla (31) : bALadIkSA vartamAna daSTie kevI ? chUTathI karavA jevI ! jAma : bALadIkSitA jevA zAsanaprabhAvaka thai zake tevA prabhAvaka meTI vayanA dIkSite jaladI na thaI zake e dRSTie khALadIkSA jevI uttama khIjI kAI dvIkSA na kahevAya. paNa gheADAne taiyAra karavAmAM gheADA karatAM enA 'jaoNkI'nI javAbadArI vizeSa hAya che. jo 'jAkI' ja

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munijIvananI bALapothI 165 nabaLe nIkaLaze to te gheDe resano mahAna ghaDe kadI nahi banI zake. AjanA kALamAM "jekI tarIke je gurudeva gaNAya teo je kharekhara bALadIkSitene taiyAra karavAnI kSamatA dharAvatA hoya te temaNe bALadIkSA ApavAmAM jarA ya pIchehaTha karavI na joIe. paNa AvA guruonI saMkhyA mArI daSTie khUba ja nAnI che. AMgaLInA veDhe gaNI zakAya eTalI ja che, nAnI vayanAM bALakone saMsArIonI jema ahIM paNa lADa laDAvavAM, gocarImAM sAnukULa vaparAvatA rahevuM; akALe vyAkhyAnAdi karAvIne lekaraMjana karAvavuM, stavana vagere kAlI bhASAmAM bolAvavAM, saMsArI bALaka sAthe ramavA devA, deDavA devA, ramate lAvI ApavI, vadhu paDatI kathAo vAMcavA devI..vagere je cAlatuM rahe te te khUba ja anicchanIya lAge che. AvA bALadIkSita thoDIka thoDIka moTI uMmara thatAM ja patana pAmI javAnI pUrNa zakayatA che. saMsArI pitA munie pitAnA saMsArI bALa-putra manakane dIkSA ApI paNa tenA kALadharma sudhI sahavata munione khabara paNa na paDavA dIdhI ke te bALa-sAdhu temane saMsArI putra che ! kAraNa ke temane bhaya hato ke tevI jANakArIthI sahu tene lADakoDamAM rAkhaze; tethI te tenA AtmAnuM meTuM ahita thaI jaze!

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munijIvananI bALapothI AvA munie kharekhara bALadIkSA karavAnI saMpUrNa lAyakAta dharAve che. bALadIkSA dvArA zAsananI hIlanA karAvavAmAM kayAreka nimitta banI jAya tema lAge che. pitAnI zakti joIne ja sAdhu ke sArvae bhAra upADe. nahi te gadheDA upara aMbADI jevI dazA thatAM bIjAnuM kalyANa te dUra rahyuM, paraMtu nAhakanA saMkalezamAM phasAI jaIne jAtanI ja durgati nakkI karI devAnuM pApa thaI jaze. kALa khUba ja viSama AvI cUke che. bALadIkSA ane yuvatI dIkSA karatAM pahelAM te so so rAtanA ujAgarA karIne vicAra karavAnI guruvarganA mAthe pharaja AvI. paDI che. te pharaja adA na kare te judI vAta, paNa tethI te samagra sAdhu-saMghane jagatanA bajAramAM niMdAnuM nizAna. banavAnuM thaze. zAstravicAra [vairAgya kalpalatA ] SSES svajanavagane parityAga karI cUkelA, kaI paNa jAtanI sahAya ke zaraNanI apekSA vinA-ekalavIra banIne

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167 munijIvananI bALapothI ghara upasargonI jhaDI vacce paNa AMtaradaSTine kadI nahi mIMcanArA, samAdhinA yaMtrathI zekarUpI kAMTAne sadA mATe bahAra kheMcI kADhanArA he munirAja ! Apane dhyAnabhaMgathI paNa adhIratA na Ave temAM kazI navAI nathI. - zuddha anusUtranaya mAtra vartamAna kSaNanuM ja astitva mAne che. A nathI vartamAnamAM ja vicaraNa karIne samAdhinI ritharatA prApta karI che te tapavAo anya karmanA badalA ApavAmAM ja magna evA sva-parane zeka karatA nathI. bhUta, bhAvIne bhUMsIne cagI mAtra vartamAnamAM ja jJAtA draSTAbhAve vicare che. svaparane maLatAM karmaphaLamAM te taTastha rahe che. bhedavijJAna siddha thayA bAda svaparanekarelA karmanA badalArUpe-maLatI zAtA ke azAtAne karmanI [ triguNanI ] ramata mAnIne siddha bhagavaMtanI jema cagI vadhu taTarakapaNe jue che, paNa rIse bharAIne zoka karatA nathI. vItI gayelI vAtane zaka nathI, AvanArI vAtane atyArathI vicAra nathI, vartamAna pratyeka kSaNa cittazuddhimAMthI pasAra thaI rahI che. AvI samAdhine je munivara vistArI rahyA che temane krodhano te saMbhava ja kayAMthI hoya ? zuM munirAjene pite bhUtakALamAM anubhavele koI addabhuta saMsAra sahasA yAda AvI jAya che ? jJAta rahe che. tApamAna siddha thaI zake

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168 munijIvananI bALathI - te e saMsAra tyAgyAne lagIre aphasosa emane te nathI. tenuM kAraNa jANe che ? e kAraNa che atyaMta rukSa-bhejananuM vrata. rukSabhejIne saMsAra yAda Ave te ya tenAthI samAdhinA manane lagIre AMcako pahoMcatuM nathI. ahe ! samAdhinA maMtrathI zokanAM bhUtaDAMone jemaNe kabaje karI lIdhAM che evA a-zeka munie ! Apane praNAma. e, ugravihArakArI munivare ! e sarvadeSamukta kaThera bhikSAzuddhinA ArAdhako ! o asahA ghera tapanA svAmIo ! Apane kadApi cittamAM vihvaLatA utpanna thatI nathI ? uttaraH nA....kadApi nahi. kemake A badhuM ya cittamAM eka evI samAdhinI mastInI jamAvaTa karavA mATe ja hAthe karIne svIkAryuM che, pachI vihvaLatA zenI? ane sAce ja A ugra sAdhanAnA phaLarUpe keI ane khI cittamastInI jhalaka anubhavavA maLe che. samAdhinA rasamAM mahAlatA mahAtmAonI te zI vAta karavI ? bhayaMkara AphatamAM te dhIra puruSo mukAI jAya tyAre teo karuNA... bicArApaNanI dazAne kadI anubhavatA nathI. bhayaMkara agninI bhaThThImAM pheMkAI jAya te ya satya

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munijIvananI bALapeAthI 169 suvarNanAM svarUpamA lagIre pheraphAra thayelA keAIe kadI sAMbhaLyeA che kharA ? atyanta vizuddha samAdhibhAvathI rasatarabeALa thaelA dhIra munivaronI kAyAnA rUMvADe rUMvADe taNakhA jhare tA ca temanI AMkheA AMsuthI lagIre bhIMjAtI nathI. pralayakALanA agninA gaganapI bhaDakAothI kayAreka suvaNu meru lapeTAI jAya te ya te zu. AgaLI jAya kharA ? hArdika anumAdana (12) e hatA; pUrA pApabhIru mahArAja, jaladI jaladI TapAla lakhavAnI teA vAta je zenI hAya ? paNa kayAreka na chUTake TapAla lakhavI paDe te eka peAsTakArDa lakhe tA kharA; paNa lakhyA khAda ATha divasa sudhI temanI pAse ja te kADa paDI rahe. kAI zrAvaka vaDhana karavA Ave teA acakAtAM acakAtAM pUche ke, "puNyazAlI ! tame pAsTanA DakhkhA che e krizAmAM javAnA che! kharA ?

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170 munijIvananI bALathI pelA bhakta bhAIne javAbamAM zaMkA paDe eTale. mahArAja kArDa nAMkhavA na Ape. temanuM mana belI UThe, "mArA nimitte e kArDa nAMkhavA mATe e dizAmAM. jAya te mane keTale deSa lAgI jAya ?" paNa chevaTe kaI e cagya mANasa maLe ane tyAre te kArDa Ape. paNa te ya te rIte temanuM mana vAraMvAra eka vicAra te karyA ja kare ke, "e DabbAmAM jyAre kArDa paDayuM haze tyAre tyAM aMdara keI jIvajaMtu haze te ?" meM te tyAM pUryuM ja nathI ! are re re ! kevI virAdhanA thaI gaI !' dhanya che AvA mahAtmAone ! jeo sAcA arthamAM jinazAsananA prabhAvaka che ! (63) e khAkhI mahAtmAne khabara paNa na hatI ke dUdhapAka kone kahevAya? kaI vAra dUdhapAka vAparavAne prasaMga AvyuM tyAre te vAparatAM temaNe pitAnA ziSyane kahyuM, "bhAI ! yaha kahI te bahuta mIThI lagatI hai !" (64) guru devanI bUma paDatAM ja ziSya deDI AvatA. kyAreka rAtre gurudeva bUma pADIne ziSyane bolAvatA. ziSya "jI" kahetAMka temanI pAse pahoMcI jatA. paNa vRddha guru deva arthataMdrAmAM tarata UMghI jatA. eka vAra ziSya hAtha joDIne tyAM ja rahI gayA. rAtanA be vAgI gayA tyAre mAtru karavA mATe jAgelA gurudeve ziSyane UbhelA joIne pUchyuM, "kema Ubhe che? kyArathI

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munijIvananI bALapothI 171 Ubhe che?" ziSya kahyuM, "Ape belA mATe AvIne UbhuM chuM. rAtre nava vAgyAthI UbhuM chuM." (65) ArogyanA kAraNavazAta e mahAtmAne vaidarAje khAsa banAvIne taiyAra karAveluM (AdhAkama) maganuM pANI roja eka vAra vAparavAnI pharaja pADI. mahAtmAjI maganuM pANI letA, paNa tenA pratyeka ghUMTaDe nisAse nAMkhatA ane belatA, "A AdhAkamInuM pApa mane zA mATe karAvo che? mAruM zuM thaze ?" A mahAtmA nirdoSa. roTalI, paTelanA gharanI jADI-laDuM hoya te ya premathI (nirdoSa che tenA AnaMdathI) vAparatA; ane maganA pANImAM bhArobhAra nisAsA nAMkhatA !

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eka mahAtmAnI noMdha pariziSTa-1 sAdhujIvananI sAramayatA mumukSu AtmAne vyaktigata kalyANanI sAdhanA pradhAna "hAya che, tenI sAcavaNI-khIlavaNIne sApekSa rahIne sava kA karavAnAM hoya che, mATe mumukSu AtmA anaMta puNyarAzinA atipraka nA pariNAme meLavela prabhuzAsananA leAkeAttara sayamanI ArAdhanAnAM anukULa sAdhaneAnI saphalatA yathAceAgya zI rIte meLavI zakAya te aMge zrI AcArAMga Adi zAstromAM nAnA prakAranuM varNana che, te badhAnA AdhAre upayAgI abhyAsakrama ahIM jaNAvAya che. 1. prathama te sAdhu-sAdhvIe dIkSAne paramA samajI mAhya jIvanamAMthI AMtarika jIvana jIvavA mATenI pUrNa taiyArIvALA jIvana jIvavA mATenI peAtAnI javAbadArI dhyAnamAM rAkhIne, parama hitakAraka jJAnI bhagavaMtAnA vacAne pUrNa vaphAdAra rahevu ghaTe, te vacaneA paNa peAtAnI buddhinI tucchatAnA kAraNe saMpUrNa -yathA na

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munijIvananI bALAthI 173r samajAya tevA prasaMge paNa sAkSAta upakArI pitAnA gurubhagavaMta prati pUrNa vinayabhAve namratA dAkhavI potAnA Atmika vikAsa mATe pUrNa jAgRta rahevuM ghaTe. 2. dIkSA lIdhA pachI rojanI upAgI kriyAonI zuddhi ane jayaNApUrvaka pAlana thAya, te mATe vidhinuM saMpUrNa jJAna meLavI yazAzakya prayatna karI vidhipUrvaka pAlana mATe niraMtara dhyAna rAkhavuM. 3. Avazyaka sUtrenA artho, sAmAcArInI nirmalatA, Avazyaka kriyAnI samayAdivyavasthApUrvaka niyata vyavasthA ane AcArapradhAna sAdhujIvana jIvavA AdinI tatparatA mATe zaktisaMpanna AtmAe prayatnazIla rahevuM joIe. 4. dIkSA lIdhA pachI pahelI take nIce jaNAvyA mujaba prAthamika abhyAsa karavo jarUrI che. jenAthI AtmA saMyama-vivekanI mahattA samajI vyaktigata Atmika lyANanI sAdhanAne sAdhavA udyata thaI zake. 1. Avazyaka kriyAnAM sUtro (artha sAthe) zakya hoya te saMhitA, padasaMdhi, saMpadA ane uccArazuddhinI egya keLavaNI meLavavI jarUrI che. 2. zrIdazavaikAlika sUtra (artha sAthe) saMskRta na jANanAre paNa gurumukhe AkhA graMthane. artha dhArI, temAMthI dadhyAna rAkhavA lAyaka neMdha karI

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174 munijIvananI bALathI re ja te saMbaMdhI rogya upaganI jAgRti rAkhavA prayatna sevavo. AkhA dazavakAlika sUtrane vega na bane tema hoya te paNa pahelAM pAMca adhyayane, AThamuM, dazamuM ane, : chellI be cUlikAo khAsa gurugamathI artha sahita dhAravI temaja dazavaikAlika sUtranAM daza adhyayananI sajajhAe gurugamathI dhAravI ane bane te gekhavI. 3. zrIoghaniyukti granthanI vAcanA gurumukhe levI ane temAMthI vihAra, gocarI, paDilehaNa, svAdhyAya, spaMDilabhUmi, roga-cikitsA, pAtralepa Adi saMbaMdhI gya jyaNA AdinI neMdha karavI. ka vairAgyavAhI grAnuM vAMcana-mananAdi jemake zrI adhyAtmakalpadrumane bIje, pAMcame, AThame, navame, agiyArama, terame, ane paMdarame adhikAra, zrI prazamarati, zrIjJAnasAra, zrIupadezamAlA, zrIzAMtasudhArAsagraMtha, zrI ratnAkara pacIzI, zrIhRdayapradIpa chatrIsI, zrI kumArapAla bhUpAla racita sAdhAraNajina stavana vagere che. 5. dravyAnuyegane prAthamika abhyAsa cAre anugamAM pradhAna caraNakaraNanuganI mahattAsaphalatA dravyAnuyeganI sApekSa vicAraNA para avalaMbe - che, mATe prAthamika kakSAmAM vartatA bAlajIne mATe

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175 munijIvananI bALapothI caraNakaraNAnuga amuka kriyAonA zubha AsevananA bale Atmika saMskAronA ghaDataranI bhUmikA taiyAra kare che. paNa sAdhujIvanamAM te te bhUmikA upara yogya saMskAranuM majabUta maMDANa karavAnuM hoya che, tethI dravyAnuyoganI sApekSapradhAnatA (potAnA mATe) jarUrI che. mATe cAra prakaraNa, traNa bhASya, cAra, karmagraMtha, (zakti-lopazama AdinI anukULatA hoya to cha karmagraMtha, nahi te cArathI sAmAnya khyAla AvI rahe che) zrI tatvArtha sUtra, zrI -nayakaNikA, zrI pramANunayatattvAkAlaMkAra ane zrI dravyaguNaparyAyane rAsa samaktinA 67 belanI sajajhAya gadaSTinI sajhAya vagere tAtvika vicAranA prAthamika graMthanuM adhyayana jarUrI che. AmAMnA keTalAka saMskRta bhASA ane zAstrIya jJAnanI prauDhatA mAge tevA che, chatAM saMskArarUpe yatkiMcit aMze paNu gurugamathI buddhinuM parikarmANa karavA upayogI hevAthI tevA graMtho paNa AmAM jaNAvyA che. 6. upara mujabanuM pAyAnuM tAvika-zikSaNa maLyA bAda zaktisaMpanna AtmAe svakalyANanI sAdhanAne anukUla sarva sAdhanane saMpUrNa vyavasthita upaga jayaNApradhAna jIvana jIvavArUpe karyA bAda vadhelI zaktine parakalyANamAM upayoga karI karmanijerAnA mArge jaladI AgaLa vadhI zakAya, te mATe saMskRta bhASAne abhyAsa karavA prayatnazIla thavuM ucita che, nahi te dIkSA lIdhI ane dIkSAnA vAstavika bhAvArthane jIvanamAM utAravArUpe

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176 munijIvananI bALapothI svakalyANane anukUla adhyavasAyazuddhinAM sAdhane tAtvika zikSaNa dvArA meLavyA na hoya ane parakalyANanI bhAvanAmAM saMskRta bhASA AdinA abhyAsathI paDI javAya, to jIvanamAM paDelA anAdikAlanA saMskAre mAna-abhimAna, janaraMjana, bahirbhAvanI vRtti Adi svarUpe AtmAne saMyamanA mUla dhyeyathI khaseDI mUke tema paNa banavA saMbhava che. Ama chatAM upara jaNAvela bAbatemAM yogya. gItArthajJAnI guru aucityAnaucityane vicAra karI gya rIte pravatI zake che, paNa sAmAnyataH vecchAthI pravartI nArA AtmAo zubha bhAvanA hovA chatAM keTalIka vAra viparIta avasthAmAM mukAI jAya che. mATe upara jaNAvyA mujaba sAdhupaNAnA sArarUpe. svakalyANanI sAthe anya AtmAonA hitane sAdhavArUpane lAbha meLavavA prAthamika ghaDatara mATe upayegavaMta thavAnI. jarUra che. pariziSTa-2 saMyamapAlananI viziSTa maryAdAo 1. vigaI vAparavI te sAdhu mATe pA5 che, kAraNe guru mahArAjanI anujJA meLavIne pramANasara vAparavA upaga rAkha.

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munAjIvananI bALamethI, 2. divase UMghavuM te sAdhu mATe dUSaNa che, 3. doDavu ke jaladI cAlavu tathA raste cAlatAM. hasavuM ke vArtA karavI sAdhu mATe ucita nathI. 177, 4. bhUla thaI jAya tA sarala bhAve guru mahArAja AgaLa nikhAlasa ikarAra karavA joie, 5. kapaDAMnA kApa bahu melA thayA pahelAM na ja kADhavA. 6. vAra vAra vAparavuM ke vAsanA pASavA khAtara vAparavu' ucita nathI. 7. sArI vastu ApaNI pAse AvI hAya tA khIjA sAdhunI bhakti karavI joIe. 8. guru mahArAja Ave tyAre satthaeNa va'dArmi' kahetAM ja UbhA thavu joIe. 9. peAtAnI buddhinA upayAga zuruAjJA thayA pachI kadI paNa na karavA. "bahuvela sakhrisAu" AdezanA mane samajavAnI jarUra che. 10. kAI paNa cIja maMgAvavI hAya ke kaMI paNa kAma karavuM hoya te guru mahArAjane pUchavuM' joI e. 11. ane Ta kanu pratikramaNa maryAdApUrvaka zuddha uccAra sAthe ekAgratApUrvaka karavu joI e 12. muhupattInA upayeAga kharAkhara jALavave. 3. 12

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178 munijIvananI bALapothI 13. zrAvake-gRhasthane "Ava jAo" "A kare-te kare" ema AdezAtmaka vacana kahevAya nahi. 14. rastAmAM cAlatAM ADuM avaLuM jevuM nahi, vAta karavI nahi, bhaNavuM, gekhavuM ke AvRtti punarAvartanAdi paNa na karavuM. 15. Isamitine upaga barAbara jALave. 10. keInI paNa niMdA sAMbhaLavI ke bolavI nahi. 17. strIne jANI-joIne AMkhathI dhArI jevI nahi. [e ja rIte sAdhvI mATe puruSanuM samajavuM.] 18. vAparatAM pahelAM pAtarAmAM ane paDilehaNa vakhate vastrAdimAM barAbara daSTi paDilehaNa karavuM joIe. 19 bIjA sAdhunA pAtarA tarapha najara na karavI keene zuM ApyuM ke "eNe zuM vAparyuM' Adi. 20. sAdhue zarIrane anupayogI cIjo vAparavAnI Teva cheDavI joIe. 21. ochuM, sAduM ane vRtti saMkSepapUrvaka vAparavAthI sArI bhAvanAmAM Ave che. ra2. kaI paNa sAdhu kAma batAve to harSa pUrvaka te karavA taiyAra thavuM joIe. 23. saMyamanAM upakaraNe sivAyanI cIjone upaga sAdhu mATe aniSTa che. 24. "sArI vastu bIjAone bhale maLe! mAre game vastuthI cAlaze" AvI bhAvanA haiyAmAM niraMtara rAkhavI.

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munijIvananI bALathI 179 25. vAparatAM pahelAM guru mahArAjane pUchavuM joIe ke "A gocarI.............pANI vAparuM ? - 27. bimArI Adi AgADha kAraNa vinA navakArazInuM pacca0 sAdhu mATe ucita nathI. 27. savAramAM UThatAM ja zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karavuM joIe, ane gurumahArAjanA caraNamAM mastaka jhukAvI AtmasamarpaNane bhAva keLavavo joIe. 28. savAramAM daza vAgyA sudhI kaMI paNa navuM Agamika, prAkaraNika ke saiddhAtika gokhavuM joIe. 29. stavana sajajhAya Adi savAranA daza vAgyA pahelAM na gekhAya. 30. kriyAomAM locA ke avidhi karavAthI virA. dhanAnuM bhayaMkara pApa baMdhAya che. 31. savAre rAIprati sUryodayathI be ghaDI pahelAMnI maryAdAe karavuM--paNa cAra vAgye UThI te javuM ane cAra legassano kAu-karI tyavaMdana ane bharaphesaranI sajhAya sudhI karI maMdasvare svAdhyAya athavA vividha kAussagna karavA. 32. savAre cAra vAgyA pachI saMthArAmAM paDI rahevuM sAdhune zebhe nahi. 33. saMyamanAM upakaraNe, bhaNavAnAM pustako Adi sAcavIne vyavasthita rAkhavAM joIe. 34. sArAM kapaDAM ke sAruM vAparavAnuM maLe te vicAra paNa na AvavA de. saMyamapogI zuddha yathA

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sApha mATe A hAra era vagara kAraNe 180 munijIvananI bAjuthI samaye jevA maLe tevA vastrA-AhArathI calAvI levAnI vRtti keLavavI. 35. vAparavuM e saMyamI mATe veThapa che. zarIrane nabhAvavA mATe na chUTake karavAnI te kyiA che, mATe temAM e ghaDIthI uparAMta samaya na thavA devuM joIe. . AyaMbilane tapa sAdhu mATe amRtarUpa che. vigaIvALo AhAra jherarUpa che. A vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhI vagara kAraNe miSTa padArtho ke vigaIone vadhu paDatuM. paribhaga sAdhue na kare joIe. 37. saMyamanAM saghaLAM upakaraNo ane pustake vagerenuM savAra-sAMja jayaNApUrvaka paDilehaNa karavuM joIe. sAdhune kaI paNa cIja paDilehaNa karyA vinAnI vaparAya. ja nahi.' 38. sAdhunI koIpaNa cIja rastAmAM rakhaDatI ke jyAM tyAM paDI na rahevI joIe. tema karavAthI saMyamanA upakaraNanI avahelanA-ArAdhavA temaja ayatanA adhikaraNane deSa lAge che. 39 rastAmAM sAmethI keI paNa sAdhu maLe te. vinayapUrvaka hAtha joDI mukha AgaLa muhapatti rAkhI "maFNa vaMdAmi' kahevuM. 40. saMyamanI nAvamAM beThA pachI tenA karNadhArakhalAsIsamA gurumahArAjanI AjJA anusAra vartana rakhAya te bhavasamudrathI pAra pamAya, anyathA saMbhava nathI. 41. sAruM sAruM vAparavAthI, sArI cIjone upayoga

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-munikavananI bAjathI 181 karavAthI mAruM puNya khUTe che ane navuM pApa baMdhAya che. ema vicAravuM. 42. pAMca tithie zaityaparipATI jarUra karavI. 43. parva tithi ane viziSTa divasee cAlu divasa karatAM kaMIka vadhu taya kare. 44. sAdhue duniyAnI saghaLI paMcAta mUkI daI ApaNA jIvananI zuddhine khyAla barAbara keLava.. 45. brahmacarya saMyamane hAtha che, te vinA saMyama muDadA jevuM che mATe brahmacaryanI nava vADonuM pAlana rAbara karavA mATe upayegavaMta rahevuM. 42. sAdhue bolavAmAM kadI paNa "jakArano prayoga na karo . pariziSTa-3 sa ca ma nI sAdha nA 4 5 5 da DI o che. 1. guru AjJA e saMyamasAdhanAne mukhya prANa che, -te vinA kadI paNa AtmakalyANanA pathe prayANa zakaya ja nathI. 2. gurumahArAjane upakAra reja smaraNa kare joIe-ke mane bhavasamudramAM paDate kevo bacAze? ane

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182 munijIvananI bALathI bacAvavA hajI paNa niSkAraNa karuNA varasAvI rahyA che. 4. gurumahArAja kAMI paNa kahe-AjJA kare, bhUla thatAM te saMbaMdhI Thapake Ape ke kadAca kaThora svare tarjanAdi paNa kare, A badhuM mArA AtmAnA ekAMta hitaarthe che. mArA bhAvagane haThAvavA tenI tIvratA AdinI apekSAe mRdumadhya-tIvra-ke kaDavA auSadhenA vividha pragonI prakriyA pU. gurudeva apanAvI rahyA che ! ! ! A jAtanI zubha ciMtanA vivekabaLa TakAvavI. jarUrI che. 5 pUjya ane upakArI gurudeva ke vaDIlanI sAme kadI paNa jema tema asabhyana belAya. A mATe pUratuM dhyAna rAkhavuM- 6 zarIrane jeTaluM IcchApUrvaka kaSTa ApIe teTalI pAponI vadhu nirjarA thAya che. 7 pAMca mahAvratanuM pAlana pitAnA vahAlA prANonI. jema karavuM joIe. 8 koI paNa sAdhunA doSa ApaNAthI jevAya nahi bIjAnA doSa jevAthI pitAne AtmA deSavALo bane che. kALuM jevAthI mana kALuM bane che, ujaLuM jevAthI mana ujaLuM bane che. 9 bIjAnA guNe ja ApaNe jevA joIe. 10 koInI paNa adekhAI-IrSA sAdhuthI na karAya. 11 bIjAnI caDhatI jeIne rAjI thavuM joIe. 12 "darekanuM bhaluM thAo?' AvI bhAvanA niraMtara , rAkhavI joIe.

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munijIvananI bALapothI 183 13 potAnA upakArI gurumahArAjanA doSo ke bhUle taraphe kadI paNa najara na javA devI. 14 zarIranI ja saMbhALa karanAra saMsArI kahevAya. AtmAnI ja saMbhALa mATe sAvadha rahe tenuM nAma sAdhu 15 zuM khAIza? kayAre khAIza? zuM maLaze? amuka cIja nahi maLe to ? Adi Adi kSudra vicAraNA karavI ucita nathI. 16 game tevo kaDavo bela (zabda) sahana kare te sAdhu 17 "huM" ane "hAru" bhUle te sAdhu, 18 "sArI vastuo bIjAone bhale maLe ! hAre game tevI vastuthI cAlaze" AvI bhAvanA vAraMvAra keLavavI. 19 hasavuM te sAdhu mATe pApa che. 20 keInI paNa mazkarI sAdhuthI karAya ja nahi. 21 game tevI paNa koInI kharAba vAta sAMbhaLavI nahi, kadAca saMbhaLAI jAya te peTamAM ja rAkhavI. 22 koInI paNa niMdA karavI nahi temaja sAMbhaLavI paNa nahi. 23 svabhAva zAMta rAkhave. 24 "saMsAra duHkhanI khANa che ane saMyama sukhanI khANa che" A vAta barAbara yAda rAkhavI. - 25 kaI paNa vAtane kadAgraha na rAkha. 26 haMmezAM sAmA mANasanA daSTibiMdune samajavA prayatna kare. ra7 kaI paNa vAtamAM "jakArane prayoga na kare

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184 munijIvananI bALapANI - 28 gurumahArAja vAtamAM hoya ke kAmamAM hoya tyAre kaMI pUchavuM nahi. - ra9 gurumahArAjanI anukULatAo sAcavavI e ja saMcamazuddhi mATe jarUrI guruvinayanI prAthamika bhUmikA che. - 30 ApaNA hitanI vAta kaDavI hoya to paNa hasate mukhe sAMbhaLavI. 31 ochI cIjothI calAvatAM zIkhavuM joIe. jarUriyAta ghaTADavI e sAdhutAnI saphaLatA che. 3ra maraNa jyAre tenuM kaMI dharaNu nathI, mATe zubha vicArane amalI banAvavAmAM pramAdI na rahevuM. 33 ApaNI prazaMsA-vakhANa sAMbhaLI kulAI na javuM. temaja niMdA sAMbhaLI dha na kare. 34 "AtmAmAM anaMta zakti che' e vicArIne tene barAbara daDha rIte keLavI sayama, jJAna, dhyAna ane tapanI pravRttimAM vItsAhapUrvaka AgaLa vadhavA prayatnazIla rahevuM. 35 saMcamAnakUla keI paNa pravRttimAM kAyara kadI na banavuM, kadAca paristhitivaza AcArathI kAyaratA Ave che paNa vicArothI kAyara kadI na banavuM. 36 AMkha, kAna, jIbha vagere idri DAku che, te AtmAnuM badhuM puNyadhana lUMTI le che, mATe Indriye kahe tema na karavuM-paNa jJAnIo jema kahe tema karavuM. 27 madhura khAvAnI sArI cIje ke jovAlAyaka suMdara padArtho kharekhara jhera che, tenAthI AtmAne anaMta janmamaraNa karavA paDe che mATe Indriyanigraha sATe sAvaceta rahevuM.

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munijIvananI bALapothI 38 paraspRhA e mahAduHkha che, tRNune vintha e sukhanI cAvI che, mATe jema bane tema munie ni hatA khUba keLavavI joIe. 39 vinaya vagaranA moTA tapanI ke bhaNavAnI kaMI kiMmata nathI. 40 sAdhu je saMyamanI pAlanA ArAdhaka bhAvathI kare te mekSanI ke devalokanI prApti kare che-paNa virAdhaka bhAvathI saMyama dUSita kare te naraka-tiryaMca Adi durgati avazya meLave che. 41 gurune avinaya karanAra kadI kalyANanI sAdhanA karI na zake. 42 zarIrane sukamAla na banAvavuM. saMyamantapa ane svAdhyAdi pravRttiomAM yathAyegya rIte pravatI zarIrane kasa kADhavA lakSya rAkhe te sAdhu. 43 dIkSA lIdhA pachI mA-bApane ke sagAM-vahAlAMne meha na rakhAya, temanI sAthe guru AjJA vinA dharmanI paNa vAta na thAya. 44 sApa kAMcaLI utAre tema saMsArathI aLagA OcA pachI saMyamIe tapelA leDhAnA goLA jevA te gRhastha sAthe nirapekSa rIte ke svachaMda rIte saMbhAva, striya ke patra-vyavahArAdi sarvathA na karavuM joIe. sAcA saMyamI mATe gRhasthe sAthe paricaya

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munijIvananI bALapothI 46 pApane bApa lobha che, ane pApanI mAtA mAyA che. 47 nakAmI vAta karavI nahi tema ja sAMbhaLavI paNa nahi. 48 jJAna-darzana-cAritranA prajana vagaranI kaI paNa pravRtti saMyamIe karavI na joIe. - 49 vicAramAM udAratA, svArtha rahitapaNuM ane parArthavRtti keLavavAthI saMyamanI AsevanA AtmAne ujajavalatarabanAvavAmAM vadhu cakkasa rIte phalavatI thAya che. 50 "huM jIva mAtrane abhayadAna ApavAnI vizada padavIvALA saMyamane adhikArI chuM" A jAtanI javAbadArI satata jAgRta rAkhavI joIe. jethI halakA vicAro ke zuddha svArthamUlaka pravRttio svataH kSINa thaI jAya. 51 sAdhune ciMtA hoya te eka ja ke "bhavabhramaNathI zI rIte bacAya?" ane te mATe jarUrI saMya manI pAlanA gurucaraNe pUrNapaNe samarpita thaI javAnI tamannA sAdhunA mAnasamAM ahoniza jAgatI hoya che. paranI dInatA sAdhunuM moTAmAM moTuM dUSaNa che. para moTA berisTare ke vakIla ginI-senAmaherenA hisAbe miniTanI kiMmata, vAta karanAra asIla sAthe AMA hoya che, te tenA karatAM paNa saMyamI jIvananI ekeka kSaNa amUlya che tethI niSpAjana vAte ke anupacegI pravRttiomAM jarA paNa samaya vyartha na gumAve joIe. 53 je sAdhu indriyanA vikArone poSavAmAM kapaDAM-

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munijIvananI khALapeAthI 187 zarIranI TApaTIpa ke mAnapAnamAM phulAI jAya che tenu jIvana adheAgAmI ja mane che. 54 sAdhue khAsa kAma vinA AsanethI UThavuM na. joI e. niSprayAjana jyAM tyAM pharavAnI Teva sAdhune chAjatI nathI. 55 sAdhue caMcalatA chAMDI dareka kriyAmAM sthiratA. keLavavI. 56 bhaNatI vakhate ke lakhatI vakhate TaTAra besavu joI e jethI zarIramAM rAga na thAya. 57 savAramAM cAra vAgyA pachI sUvuM na joI e, kema ke te veLAe mana dhama dhyAnamAM jaldI vaLI zake che. 58 svAdhyAya ke khAsa jarUrI kAma sivAya mauna rahevA prayatna karavA. 59 sAdhunI bhASA mIThI-madhura, nyAyeArcita, niravadya. ane prabhunI AjJAnusArI hovI joI e. 60 gurumahArAjanA ThapakA miSTAnna karatAM paNa vadhAre. mIThA lAgavA joI e. 61 sAru. brahmacarya pALanAra prAyaH rAgI khanatA nathI.. 62 brahmacaya --bhaMgathI khAkInAM cAra mahAvratAnA pazu. laga thaI jAya che. 63 sAdhune zarIra karatAM AtmAnI ci'tA vadhAre. hAya. A lAka karatAM paraleAkanI ciMtA vadhu hAya che. 64 sAdhu-sAdhu vacce khaTapaTo karAve ke nArada-vidyA. karI peAtAne hAziyAra mAne te sAdhu na kahevAya.

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188 munijIvananI bALapaNa 65 dareka dharma kriyAo karatAM bhagavAnane yAda karavA joIe ke-ahe niSkAraNa karuNAlu paramAtmAe bhadapitA kevI sarasa kriyAo nidezI che ? 66 savAramAM ja UThatAM ja vicAraNA karavI ghaTe ke-"huM sAdhu chuM ! mAre pAMca mahAvate pALavAnAM che! mAruM kartavya huM zuM nathI karate ! meM keTalI saMyamanI sAdhanAmAM pragati karI ? tapamAM zakti gepavuM chuM ke kema ?" Adi. 67 gurumahArAjanI IcchAne anukULa rahevuM te saMcamInuM pradhAna kartavya che. 68 gurumahArAjanI keIpaNu AjJAne Atmahitakara mAnI hRdayanA ullAsathI amalI banAvavA prayatna kare. - 69 potAnI marajI mujaba cAlanAra sAdhu kadI paNa saMyamanI maryAdAo jALavI zakatA nathI. * 70 "mane Ama lAge che mATe huM te Ama ja karIza" e kadAgraha na rAkhatAM pU. gurudevane je cegya lAge te rIte ja kAma karavAno Agraha rAkho. 71 strI sAthe vAtacIta, bahu ke vAraMvAra vigaIne -vaparAza, zarIranI zebhA-TApaTIpa, A traNe sAdhu mATe tAlapuTa jhera samAna bhayaMkara che, 72 saMsArane duHkhathI ane pApathI bharele jANI - tyAga karyo. have te saMsAranI kulAmaNImAM pharIthI na phulAI javAya te mATe sAvadha rahevuM ghaTe. - 73 sAdhune je sukha saMyamanA anubhavathI maLe che, te devendra ke cakvatane paNa nathI maLatuM.

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munijIvananI bALapothI 14974 saMyamamAM duHkha ochuM, sukha vadhAre-saMsAramAM. sukha ochuM, duHkha vadhAre-A eka nakkara hakIkta che ! bhale ! bAhyadaSTithI ApaNane viparIta lAgatuM hoya ke saMyamamAM duHkha vadhAre che ane saMsAramAM sukha vadhAre che." kharekhara A bramAtmaka anubhava che. pariziSTa-4 saMcamInuM vyavasthA-patraka 1 savAre keTalA vAge UThayA ? 2 keTale jApa karyo ? 3 keTalA zloka vAMcyA ? 4 keTalA leka kaMThastha karyA ? pa keTale vakhava jJAnagoSThI karI? 6 keTale vakhata mauna rahA ? 7 kezale vakhata vikAsa bhAva UpajyA ? 8 bIjAnuM kAma paramArthavRttithI karyuM ke nahi? 9 keTalI vAra asatya bhASaNa? 10 keTalI vAra mAyA-prayAga ? 11 keTalI vAra bdha thaye ? 12 keTalI vAra ciDANuM ? 13 keTalo samaya phegaTa gumAvyo ? 14 zAstronuM vAMcana-zravaNuM karyuM?

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190 munijIvananI khALapethI 15 Aje khAsa rIte kyA guNunI keLavaNI karI ? TALavAnA prayatna karyAM? 16 Aje kayA doSane 17 Aje kayI kuTevane tajavA sakyitA ? 18 Aje kuTevane vavAnA prayatnamAM saphaLa ke niSphaLa ? 19 Aje kayI indriya sauthI pramaLa ? 20 Aje guruvinayamAM kayAM enrarakArI ? 21 kriyAnI zuddhimAM kayAM bedarakArI ? 22 pratimAM melyA ? 23 vAMdaNA khamA0nI maryAdA sAcavI ? 24 dravya keTalA vAparyAM ? 25 nidrA-pramAda thayA ? 26 vithA karI ? 27 paccakhANa zuM? 28 svAdhyAya keTalA ? 29 muhapattinA upayoga rahyo ? 30 cAlavAmAM IrSyAsamiti jaLavAI ? 31 gaucarInA 42 dveSamAMthI kyA deSa lAgyA ? 32 mAMDalInA pAMca doSamAMthI kayA doSa ? 33 pujavA-pramA vAnA kharAkhara upayoga rahyo ? 34 gRhastha adhama pAme tevuM vartana karyu ? 35 avinaya-uddhatAI nA prasaMga ? . A rIte vyaktigata guNadoSAnA prazna UbhA karI tenA upara sUkSma ci'tana karavAthI saMyamamAge smruti nu maLa vadhe che.

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munijIvananI bALapeAthI pariziSTa-pa jAgaraNa mATenA savAle 1 rAtanA keTalA kalAka nidrA lIdhI ? 2 savAre keTalA vAge UThacA ? 3 keTale! jApa karyAM ? 4 keTalA zlokanuM vAMcana karyu ? 5 keTalA zlAka kaMThastha karyAM ? 6 keTalo vakhata satsaMga karyA ? 7 keTalo vakhata sadupadeza sAMbhaLyo ? 8 keTalo vakhata mauna rahyA? 9 keTalo vakhata mAMDalInA kAryamAM gALye ? 10 paccakhkhANu zu karyu ? 11 keTalI vAra asatya elAyuM ? 12 keTalI vAra gusse thavAyu ? 13 keTalo vakhata AtmaciMtana karyu ? 14 keTalo vakhata dhyAna karyu ? . 15 keTalI vakhata nava vADanuM ullaMghana karyuM ? 16 kaI indri ne AdhIna thavAyuM? 17 keTalI vAra kriyAmAM pramAda karyAM? 18 kyo guNa meLavavAno prayatna karyAM ? 19 kayo dugu Nu cheADavA prayAsa karyAM ? 20 keTalI vAra eka Asane beThA ? 191

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192 munajIvananI khALapA 21 keTalI vAra khIjAnuM kAma karyu ? 22 keTalI vAra jJAnanI bhakti karI ? 23 keTalo TAIma vAtAmAM gayo ? 24 keTalI vAra devavaMdyana kayuM`` ? 25 gocarI lAvavAmAM keTalA doSa lAgyA ? 26 gocarI vAparavAmAM keTalA kroSa lAgyA ? 27 gocarI ApavA levAmAM keTalI mAyA karI ? 28 keTalA dravyano saMkSepa karyAM ? 29 AhAra-pANInI keTalI uNAdarI karI ? 30 keTalI vigaI tyAga karI ? 31 jarUra vagaranI keTalI vigaI vAparI ? 32 dravyAdi abhigraho kayA lIdhA ? 33 jarUrI vigaI vAparatAM keTalo rAga kAM ? 34 vigaI vAparatAM vaDIlonI AjJA lIdhI ke nahi ? 35 pAtrAmAM AvyA pachI bhakti karI ke nahi ? AvI jAtanI sadvicAraNAthI sAdhujIvana ucca keAMTinu ane che. [ pariziSTa 1 thI 5 pU. pAda pa'. pravara zrI abhayasAgarajI gaNivarakRta maMgaLa svAdhyAya"mAMthI uddhRta ] '

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pUjanIya sAdhu-sAdhvIjIonA jIvanaghaDatara mATe atyaMta upayogI prakAzano. lekhaka : munizrI caMdrazekharavijayajI prApti sthAna : kamala prakAzana TrasTa pi0 8,2 3, bIje mALe, ratana poLanA nAke, gAMdhIroDa, amadAvAda-3 phezana : 385723 1 sAdhanAnI pagada DIe 2 zaraNAgati ( 3 adhyAtmasAra 4 gurumAtA pa virATa jAge che tyA re 6 mahApaMthanA ajavALAM 7 vaMdanA 8 AtmA 8 jainadarzanamAM kama vAda * 10 mahAmAri # 11 aSTAdrinA pravacana # 12 ka95sUtra pravacana 13 svarakSAthI sarva rakSA 14 mAtama jAge * 15 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI * 16 apUrva svAdhyAya 17 agamavANI (18 bhava AlocanA 18 jinazAsana rakSA 20 jainadharmanA marmo 4 21 virAga velaDI 22 pratikramaNa sUtra vivecanA bhAga-1 23 pratikramaNa sUtra vivecanA bhAga-2 24 munijIvananI bALapothI bhAga-1 25 munijIvananI bALa pethI bhAga-2 che A nizAnIvALA pustako hAla aprApya che. 777777 37 AvaraNa : naTavara smRti prinTasa', rAyapura, amadAvAda. phona 3 6 14 3 4