Paschattap

Author(s): Gunratnasuri
Publisher: Jingun Aradhak Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/004221/1

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kahIM murajhA na jAe. (sacitra bhava AlocanA kA vivecana) lekhaka pa.pU. yuvakajAgRtipreraka dIkSAdAnezvarI AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya guNaratnasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. prakAzaka jinaguNa ArAdhaka TrasTa 151, gulAla vADI, kIkA sTrITa, muMbaI - 400 004. phona : 23474791/23867581 mobAIla : 9820451073 Jain Education Intemational For Personal & Private Use mUlya 60/2rary.org

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LEARN FROM PAST, LIVE IN PRESENT AND PLAN THE FUTURE. bhUtakAla kI bhUloM se sIkho... vartamAna meM jIo aura bhaviSya kI plAniMga (yojanA) isa prakAra banAo ki jisase una bhUloM na ho paae| bhUla iMsAna se hI hotI hai, paraMtu vaha apanI bhUloM kA ikarAra kara sadguru ke pAsa prAyazcita le letA hai, to vaha iMsAna pUjanIya va paramAtmA bana jAtA hai| isa pustaka kI vizeSatA dhanya hai jinshaasn| jisameM pApIoM ke pApa ko dhonevAle prAyazcita kA uttama vidhAna hai| kyA gaMgA mailI to mailI hI rahegI? nhiiN| nahI... prakriyA karoge, to vaha zuddha, svaccha aura nirmala bana jaayegii| prAyazcita meM vaha apUrvaM zakti hai, ki usake bala para AtmA saMpUrNa nirmala bana sakatI hai| pApa ko nahIM chupAnA ho to... jAIye, jaldI gurudevazrI ke pAsa aura prAyazcita lekara zubda bana jaaiiye| uttama jIvana kI nIMva ko nirmala banAne ke lie hRdaya meM pApa kA bhaya utpanna karanA cAhie, pahale pApa kA bhaya utpanna hogA, tabhI pApa ke prati dhikkAra khar3A hogA, yadi dhikkAra khar3A hogA, to prAyazcita ke dvArA zuddha banane kI icchA utpanna hogii| TO TELL A LIE IS BAD, BUT TO TELL A LIE AND HIDE IT IS WORST. jhUTha bolanA, vaha burI bAta hai, lekina jhUTha bolakara chupAnA, vaha bahuta burI bAta hai| Jain Education Interational For Personal & Private Use Only www.jainelibrarysnet

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nAma Aamimihitimes : pa. pU. dvizatAdhika dIkSAdAnezvarI AcAryadeva zrI guNaratnasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. ': saM. 1989, poSa suda 4, san 1932, pAdaralI (raaj.)| dIkSA : saM. 2010, mAgha suda 4, san 1954, muMbaI gurunAma pa. pU. siddhAMta mahodadhi A. premasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. ke paTTAlaMkAra pa. pU. vardhamAna tponidhi| bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma. sA. ke suziSya mevAr3a dezoddhAraka pa. pU. jitendrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. gaNi padavI : saM. 2041, mRgazIrSa suda 11, san 1985, ahamadAbAda paMnyAsa padavI : saM. 2044, phAlguna suda 2, san 1988, jAlora (rAja.) AcArya padavI : saM. 2044, jyeSTha suda 10, san 1988, pAdaralI (raaj.)| bhASA : gujarAtI, hindI, marAThI, aMgrejI, rAjasthAnI, saMskRta, prAkRta sAhitya racanA : kSapaka zreNI, upazamanA-karaNa, Adi 60 hajAra zloka pramANa saMskRta-prAkRta graMtha aura gujarAtI, hindI tathA aMgrejI meM calo siddhagiri cale, kahIM murajhA na jAe (sacitra), jaina rAmAyaNa Adi jJAnAbhyAsa nyAya, vyAkaraNa, kAvya, karma-sAhitya, Agama Adi aneka shaastr| lekhaka kA paricaya... vizeSatAe~ 1) 21 sAla kI yuvAvaya meM sagAI chor3akara dIkSA lii| 7) zaMkhezvara mahAtIrtha meM aitihAsika 4700 atttthm| 2) jirAvalA tIrtha meM 3200 ArAdhakoM kI sAmUhika caitrI olI kA rikordd| 8) sarata sAmahika dIkSA meM 51000. pAlitANA meM 52000 aura 3) 2700 yAtrikoM kA mAlagA~va (rAja.) se pAlitANA, 6000 yAtrikoM kA ahamadAbAda meM 5500 yuvAnoM kI samUha saamaayik| rANakapura kA aura 4000 yAtrikoM kA pAlitaNA se giranAra kA 9)kSapakazreNI graMtha ke sarjanahAra, jisa graMtha kI jarmana prophesara klAUja bana aitihAsika chaHrI pAlaka sNgh| ne prazaMsA kI hai| 4) 28 yuvaka-yuvatioM kI surata meM, 38 yuvaka-yuvatioM kI pAlitANA meM 10) 51 AdhyAtmika jJAna ziviroM ke saphala prvcnkaar| sAmUhika dIkSAe~ aura sAtha meM kula 244 dIkSA daaneshvrii| 11) 81 ziSya-praziSyoM ke tAraNahAra aura 201 sAdhvIoM ke gnnnaayk| bherutAraka tIrtha ke preraNAdAtA, jisakI pratiSThA meM 700 sAdhu-sAdhvI 12) nAkoDA TrasTa dvArA saMcAlita niHzulka vizvaprakAza patrAcAra pAThyakrama bhagavaMto kI upasthiti aura caitrI olI meM 274 bhAI-bahanoM ne yAvajjIva ke dvArA 1 lAkha vidyArthIoM ke jIvana meM jJAna kA prakAza phailaayaa| cothe vrata ko svIkAra kiyaa| 13) siddhavaDa paTAMgaNa (Adapura, gheTIpAga) meM zrI siddhagirirAja kI 6) jirAvalA tIrtha ke bhavya jIrNoddhAra meM sAmUhika mArgadarzaka, zrI varamANa- aitihAsika navANu-yAtrA meM 2200 thAtrikoM kA rikaardd| tIrthajIrNoddhAra ke maargdrshk| 14) 41 charI pAlaka saMgha ke nishraadaataa| For Persona l Dad only wwwwww jainelibrary.org

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Voyoyoyoyoyoy "bhava AlocanA" kI pustaka maiMne par3ha lI hai| par3hane vAle ko preraNA jagA sakatI hai| zrIsaMgha ko aisA sAhitya denA atyAvazyaka hai| - pa.pU. sva. gacchAdhipatizrI AcAryadeva zrI bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pa. pU. AcAryadevazrI ke abhiprAya jJAnI bhagavaMtone prAyazcita kA bahuta mahattva batAyA hai| yaha pustaka "kahIM murajhA na jAe" vartamAna yuga meM bar3ha rahe pApoM ke sAmane reDa signala dikhAne kA kAma kara sakatI hai| - pa.pU. A. hemaprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. AcAryazrI zAstra ke jJAtA, sAvadhAnI vAle va parizramI hai| isaliye yaha pustaka vyavasthita suMdara aura zAstrIya hai, isameM koI prazna nahIM hai| Apa aise kAryoM ke dvArA zAsana sevA aura bhaviSya kI ArAdhanA kI uttama bhUmikA kA sarjana kara rahe haiN| vaha anumodanIya hai| -pU. suvizAla gacchAdhipatizrI AcAryadevazrI jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pa.pU.A. guNaratnasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. kI pustakeM Aja kI zikSita pIr3hI ke liye lAbhadAyI hai| -- pU.A. prabhAkarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. "kahIM murajhA na jAe"..... vaibhavI duniyA meM gumarAha jIvoM ko AdhyAtmika vAMcana ciMtana supathadarzaka banatA hai| ApazrI ke cintana, lekhana atyanta prazaMsanIya hai| varSoM ke parizIlana, ciMtana, manana dvArA taiyAra huI yaha pustaka duniyA kI abhinava ajAyabI ko Takkara de kara AdhyAtmika vikAsa meM pragati kara de, aise adbhuta sarjanAtmaka sUcana sahaja milate haiN| aise sAhitya kA sarjana, pracAra-prasAra atyAvazyaka hai| __- AcAryadevazrI vidyAnaMdasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.

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prakAzaka kI kalama se.. mAnava AvazyakatA hone para vastu kA prakaTIkaraNa karane kA prayatna / isaliye isa pustaka kA vizeSa mahattva hai| karatA hai| "NECESSITY IS THE MOTHER OF INVENTION'' pAlI ke kahAniyoM ko acchI taraha samajhane ke liye citra jyAdA upayukta hote cAturmAsa meM eka dina bhava AlocanA ke viSaya para pa.pU. AcAryadevazrI haiN| yAnI 100 zabdoM se, aka citra kahAnI ko samajhAne ke liye jyAdA guNaratnasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. kara pravacana haa| usameM rukmiNI sAdhvIjI samartha hai| ONE PICTURE IS WORTH THAN THOUSAND WORDS. isaliye 7 vagairaha ke udAharaNa sunakara kaI yuvaka-yuvatiyoM evaM bujurgoM kI isa bAra nayA saMskaraNa sacitra va saMzodhita kara prakAzita kara rahe haiN| bhAvanA huI ki hama bhava AlocanA lekara apanA jIvana pavitra isaliye yaha pustaka jyAdA upayogI bnegii| aisA hameM Atma vizvAsa hai| banAyeM, kintu hindI meM Aja taka isa kisma kI koI kitAba chapI nahIM thI, jisako par3hakara svayaM kiye hue yaha pustaka puruSa va mahilA sabhI ke lie upayogI hai, isalie yaha pApoM kA smaraNa kara ske| isaliye vahA~ sarvaprathama yaha pustaka jaba mahilAyeM par3heM, taba apanI rIti se apane pApoM kA ciMtana kara pustaka chapavAI gaI, usake bAda hindI saMskaraNa aura 8 AlocanA likheN| gujarAtI saMskaraNa chape haiN| Aja yaha 8vAM hindI saMskaraNa Apake hAtha isa pustaka ko jaise-jaise par3heMge, vaise-vaise hRdaya meM pazcAtApa meM A rahA hai| isase Apa isakI upayogitA svayaM samajha sakate haiN| hogaa| usase karma kI behada nirjarA hogii| yaha pustaka par3hate-par3hate kitane Aja cAroM ora pApoM ke vicAra va pravRtti behada cala rahI hai| aise hI saiMkar3oM yuvaka-yuvatiyoM ne bar3e-bar3e A~sU bahA kara prAyazcita liyA hai| samaya meM usake Upara breka lagAnI ati jarUrI hai| isaliye Apa Apa bhI isa pustaka ko eka bAra par3hakara rakha na deM, parantu tIna-cAra bAra isa pustaka ko par3heMge, to AtmA meM antaHparivartana aayegaa| to jarUra par3heM va dUsaroM ko par3hane kI preraNA deN| camo internet For Personal inee Use Only lI. jinaguNa ArAdhaka TrasTa, muMbaI-bhivaMDI,

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zrI pAlItANA vinItAnagarI ke pavitra prAMgaNa meM pUjyapAda 323 dIkSAdAnezvarI A.zrI guNaratnasU. ma.sA. Adi 340 sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta kI zubhanizrA meM Ayojita AdhyAtmika cAturmAsa-upadhAna tapa kI pAvana smRti meM prAyazcita pustaka kA punita prakAzana saMghacI mohanalAlajI muyA meM saMghacI pAnIdevI muthA kI saMghavI haMsarAja muyA * saMghavI kamalAdevI muyA hai bhI saMdhatI ramezakumAra mudhA + saMghavI bhAgyavaMtIdevI mudhA hai saMghavI surezakumAra muyA saMghavI madhudevI muthA. Ayojaka : saMghavI pAnIdevI mohanalAlajI muthA sonavADIyA parivAra, cennaI mAMDavalA. Jain Education Intemational

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viSaya.......... --- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - viSayAnakA ma........... 006 77VVV ...84 00 paSTha viSaya........................14 - - - - - - -- 1) eka bhavya AtmA kI AtmavyathA......................" 15) harizcandra ko makAna meM kyoM rahanA par3A?....73 2) bhaviSya kI manovyathA 16) AlocanA na lene meM dumabI bane zrIpAla nAjA.75 3) gurudevazrI kA AzvAsana ..........................10 17) corI kI majA aura devakI mAtA .............76 4) AlocanA kA mahattva 18)TaMTaNa kumAna aura aMjanAya. 5) AlocanA kA prAyazcita kise diyA jAye?........14 19) draupadI ko pAMca pati mile. 6) AlocanA saba ko karanI cAhie.................. 20) IrSyA kI AlocanA na lI 7) Aja bhI prAyazcita vidhi hai........................ 21) aMjanA muMlI duHmavI kyoM huI?............... 8) AlocanA dene vAle guru kauna hote haiM?............. 22) nANI kuMtalA ..... ............... 9) AlocanA ke binA munajhAye hue phula........... 23) bhagavAna mahAvInasvAmI ke jIva ne 1) rukmiNI kA dRSTAMta... prAyazcita na liyA to... 2) oka kRSaka ne jUM mAnI.........................26 24) harikekIbala utpanna hue caMDAla kula meM......84 3) sajjA mAdhvI ne macitta pAnI pIyA...........27 24) kalAvatI kI kalAIyAM cheda dI gaI.............86 1) mIci kA dRSTAMta .... 26) aMDe liye hAtha meM .............................87 5) AIkumAra kA dRSTAMta................... 27) devAnaMdA ke garbha kA apaharaNa kyoM huA?.....88 6) metAnaja muni kA dRSTAMta.... 28) jJAna kI virAdhanA kI AlocanA nahIM lI ....88 7) citraka aura bhabhUti kA dRSTAMta ................38 29) devadravya kI AlocanA na lI ..................89 8) ilAcIputra kA dRSTAMta .........................41 90) AlocanA meM bane camakate mitAne 9) kamalazrI kA dRSTAMta .......................... 1) kAmalakSmI kA dRSTAMta... 10)rUpamena aura sunaMdA kA dRSTAMta ............. 2) puSpacUlA kA dRSTAMta .......... 99) krodha kI AlocanA 3) namo namo prabaMdhaka mahAmuni.. nalene se huA nukasAna.... 1) amaNika kumAra kA dRSTAMta. 12) lakSmaNA mAdhvIjI kA dRSTAMta ..........53 ____11) prAyazcita kI tAkata .... 13) eka thI rAjakumArI... ...54 12) praznottara.... 3) nirdoSa bhItAjI para kalaMka kyoM AyA?......69 13) AlocanA kaise limakhanI cAhiye? natoreseron..100 .. ............... mAnAta leder ...........14 Ranislai ooljapers) .............

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1... kahIM murakSA na jAe eka bhavya AtmA kI AtmakathA! gurudeva ! Apake pAsa AyA hU~, mahAna pApI hU~, adhama hU~ / mere jIvana meM maiMne kauna-kauna se pApa nahIM kiye haiM? yaha eka prazna haiN| Aja ApakI hRdayavedhaka vANI se ve pApa mujhe khUna ke kaNa-kaNa meM va zarIra ke roma-roma meM kA~ToM kI taraha cubha rahe haiN| guru bhagavaMta! ina duSkRtyoM kA bojhA Dhoe hue, bhavobhava meM bhaTakate rahanA, aneka prakAra kI vedanAe~ sahana karanA, vApasa nayA pApa karanA aura bAra bAra bhaTakanA ! nirviNNa ho rahI hai cetanA isa zrRMkhalA se ! gurudeva ! kA~pa uThI hai antarcetanA, vyAkula ho gayA hai mana, aba taka pApa kI gaMdI galiyoM meM bhaTakane se| oha! ananta kAla se isa AtmA ne aura kiyA bhI kyA hai, pApoM ke saMcaya ke sivAya ? unake gAr3ha saMskAroM ne mujhe isa prakAra bAMdha rakhA hai ki chUTane kI bAta to dUra, parantu isa janma meM bhI mujhe pazutulya banA diyA hai| dhanya haiM ve puruSa ! jinakA jIvana bAlyakAla se hI niSkalaMka rahA hai| lekina aphasosa! pApa ke gADha saMskAroM ne to mujhe bAlyakAla se hI pApa karane meM pravINa banA diyA hai / 4-5 varSa kI umra meM hI rasanA ke adhIna hokara ghara meM pIparameMTa - cokaleTa kI corI ne kalaMkita jIvana kA zrIgaNeza kiyaa| khAne kI lAlasA bar3hane para dUsaroM ke gharoM meM.... are! maMdira yA koI dharmasthAna meM jAkara paise kI corI kara gupta rIti se naI naI svAdiSTa vastue~ khAne lgaa| are ! kaI bAra to pakar3A bhI gyaa| lekina vahA~ bhI chuTakAre meM asatya sahAyaka banane ke kAraNa mAyAmRSAvAda mujhe atipriya ho gyaa| phira to pUchanA hI kyA? aneka prakAra kI kapaTajAla bichAne meM, maiM nipuNa ho gyaa| eka bAra kautukavRtti ke kAraNa gupta rIti se, ghara ke bar3I umravAle vyaktiyoM ke paraspara aMga-sparza ko dekhakara mana usakI ora AkarSita huA ! choTe-choTe nirdoSa bAlaka-bAlikAoM ke sAtha khelakUda meM sparza ke pApa kA sthAna mujhe For Personal & Private Use Only mila gyaa| phira to kerama kheleM yA / kho-kho kheleM, vAsanApoSaNa kA kArya hI mukhya bana gyaa| koI na koI nimitta prApta kara vijAtIya ke aMgopAMga ke sparza kI dhuna laga gaI / / bAharI dikhAvA to hAsa-upahAsa / kA rahatA, paraMtu aMtara meM to vAsanA kI agni prajvalita rhtii| kyA kahUM gurudeva! kahane kI himmata nahIM hai| kintu vyAkula ho gayA hU~ pApoM kI isa hAramAlA se ! ApakI vANI se yaha bodha huA hai| ki yadi gaMdI gaTara meM se kUr3AkarakaTa nahIM nikAlA jAegA, to ArAdhanA kA itra bhI gaMdagI meM badala jaaegaa| kensara kI gAMTha kA oNparezana karavA diyA jAe, to loga baca jAte haiM aura jo choTAsA kA~TA na nikAlA jAe, to dhIre-dhIre pUre zarIra meM mavAda ho jainelibrary.org

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kahIM mulajhA na jAe...2 jAne se maranA par3atA hai| ataH kahane ke sivAya mana zAMta nahIM hogaa| lajjA to chor3anI hI NDegI, anyathA pApoM se jyAdA bhArI bnuuNgaa| lajjA rakhU bhI kyoM? re jIva! pApa karane meM tujhe lajjA nahIM AI, to aba AlocanA lene meM lajjA kyoM rakhanI? 8-9 varSa kI umra meM eka kavyakti se samparka ho gyaa| vaha paDo muphta meM sinemA meM le gyaa| guNata sinemA ke ina dRzyoM se mere meM striyoM kI ora nirlajjatApUrvaka dekhane kI Adata par3ane lgii| phira to rAste meM calate-calate bhI striyoM ko dekhane kI Adata par3a gayI aura usameM pakar3e jAne kA bhaya bhI bar3hane lgaa| isa prakAra mana ke pApoM kA guNAkAra hone lgaa| jarA sI naz2ara strI para par3a jAe, to usa pikcara meM usa ekTarane aisA kiyA thA, vaisA kiyA thaa| kara diyaa| jamInakaMda mizrita samose, kacaur3I, maiM bhI aisA karU~, vaisA karU~ ! isa prakAra ke pApa vepharsa Adi khAne kI Adata bhI kusaMga se bar3hane vicAra ghara karane lge| bagIce meM ghUmane-phirane lgii| 14-15 varSa kI umra meM sahazikSaNa aura jAU~, to bhI vahA~ para yugaloM para dRSTi par3e binA khelakUda meM sparzajanya pApoM ko to mAno apanA nahIM rahatI, kyA hogA taMduliyA matsya jaisI merI jAla phailAne ke lie bar3A maidAna mila gyaa| AtmA kA! hosTala aura tIrtha kI dharmazAlAoM ko bhI usa kuvyakti ne mere bholepana kA lAbha maiMne pApasthAna banA diye| kyA kahU~ gurudeva! ghara uThAkara mujhase hasta maithuna jaisA kukarma bhI ke gurujanoM ko to isakI gaMdha bhI na aaii| unheM krvaayaa| mujhe bhI usameM kRtrima AnaMda aayaa| kyA patA ki jebakharca ke lie die hue paisoM kA ekAMta meM yaha pApa bArabAra karane lgaa| basa ! merA kitanA durupayoga ho rahA hai ? 1-2 ghaMTe skUla meM patana zuru ho gyaa| zarIra kSINa hone lgaa| eTenDa kara dUsare tIna ghaMTe kisa TaoNkiz2a meM yA kRtrima zakti lAne ke lie bhinna-bhinna gArDana meM gayA! isakI kalpanA bhI unheM kisa vijJApanoM ke pIche apane samaya va paise kA durvyaya prakAra ho sakatI thI? skUla jIvana meM hI karane lgaa| usameM bhI kucha uttejaka davAe~ to| paMcendriya jIva kA ghAta prAraMbha ho gyaa| vijJAna girate para prahAra jaisI bana gaI! paraMtu kise kI prayogazAlA meM eka dina zikSaka ne meMr3haka kA kahU~? aba to Age bar3hakara mere hAtha vijAtIya ke Disekzana (vichedIkaraNa) karake btaayaa| mujhe to saMyoga se malina hone lge| maiMne kitanoM ke hAtha cakkara Ane lage ! yaha kyA? jInde jIva ko cIra bigAr3e, kitanoM ke mu~ha / ina pApoM ke poSaNa ke kara mAra DAlanA ! kaisA nRzaMsa kArya ! mere mitra ne lie paraspara jUThI kI huI bhela pUr3I, pAMUbhAjI mujhe jhUThI tasallI dii| dosta ! itane se kyA khAnA, jUThe soDA lemana pInA vagairaha bhI prArambha ghabarAtA hai? hameM to Age calakara bAyolojI kA

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3... kahIM murasA na jAe sTuDeMTa bananA hai| isa prakAra kI preraNA se hiMsA ke prati merI ghRNA kama hone lgii| maiMne bhI eka kAtila dina, meMr3haka ko ulTA kara cAroM pairoM meM kIleM lagA dii| arara ! gurudeva, kahA nahIM jAtA ! usa meMDhaka ko kitanI ghora pIr3A huI hogI ! isa bAta kA vicAra taka maiMne nahIM kiyaa| mere svArthAndha hRdaya meM dayA kI eka kiraNa bhI na prkttii| kaThora hRdayI maiMne nirdayI hokara meMr3haka kA hRdaya cIra ddaalaa| arara ! yaha kyA ho gayA? cIrane meM eka bhAga jarA-sA Ar3A cIra gyaa| maiMne dUsare meMr3haka ko ciiraa| phira to paise dekara meMr3haka le AtA aura cIratA rhtaa| oha ! mere jIvana meM kitane hI paMcendriya jIvoM kI hatyA ho gaI ! kaise chUTUMgA isa pAparAzi se ? sunA hai ki eka jUM mArane vAle ko sAta bAra phAMsI para laTakanA par3A, to mujhe kitanI bAra phA~sI kI sajA bhoganI par3egI? mAno merI buddhi hI bhraSTa ho gaI thii| unmatta ke samAna kAryAkArya ko nahIM samajhate hue maiMne kaI pApa kara DAle / gurudeva! trAhimAm, traahimaam| aba to Apa hI AdhAra haiN| mere skUla jIvana meM 16 varSa kI umra meM eka aura kalaMkita ghaTanA bana gyii| vaha ghaTanA yAda Ate hI mujhe cakkara A jAte haiN| maiM ler3Iz2a TIcara ke vahA~ Tyuzana ke liye jAtA thaa| eka dina unakI vAsanA bhar3akI aura unhoMne mujhe bA~ho meM le liyaa| car3hatI javAnI me maiM bhI kaMTrola na kara pAyA, bhayAnaka pApa meM pha~sa gyaa| sAmane se anukUlatAeM milatI ho, taba koI virala sattvazAlI AtmA hI baca sakatI hai ! maiMne merA jIvana kAjala se bhI jyAdA kAlA banA diyaa| arara! vidyAguru ke sAtha durAcAra ! arara...... deha sambandha ! Jain Education Intemational For Personal & Private Use Only. kyA hogA isa pApI AtmA kA ? karuNAnidhi! phira maiMne kaoNleja lAipha meM praveza kiyaa| isa samaya merI hiMsA vRtti dina- dUgunI rAtacaugunI pragati karane lagI paraMtu aMtima parIkSA meM pratizata kama Ane se baoNyolojI meM eDamizana na milane se maiMne kaoNmarsa kI lAIna pkdd'ii| yahAM to moharAjA kA aTTahAsa aura bhI vikarAla ho utthaa| gharavAle samajhate the ki par3hane jAtA hai, parantu ekAdha pIriyaDa eTenDa kara garlaphrenDa ke sAtha pikcara dekhane pahu~ca jaataa| moha ne eka naI pApavRtti khar3I kara dI ki garlaphrenDa ho, to hI buddhizAlI kahalAu~gA / gurujanoM kI tarapha se paise kI chUTa kA khUba durupayoga karane lgaa| isa prakAra kI kupravRttiyoM se aneka vijAtIya vyaktiyoM ko pha~sAne kA prayatna karane lgaa| sisTara kahakara liphTa dene ke bahAne vijAtIya vyakti ko skUTara para ghumA lAtA aura apanI ora AkarSaNa bar3hAne ke dUsare bhI prayatna karatA rhtaa| kampyuTara kA zikSaNa prApta karake INTERNET CHAT skIma kA (www.jainullibrary org

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durupayoga kara aparicita lar3akIoM ko pha~sAne ke dhaMdhe kiye| are ! bahina kahakara sambodhita karatA aura vAsanA kA zikAra banA kara hI rhtaa| guru bhagavaMta, paise aura parivAra kI Az2AdI ne to mere kaumArya ko bhI kalaMkita kara diyaa| kampyuTara meM nayI-nayI dezavideza kI phAileM kholakara unameM aMgapradarzana ko dekhakara kAmavAsanA ko bar3hAne ke bharapUra prayatna kiye| kyA kahU~? mana bhara gayA hai| jIbha hI nahIM calatI hai, mere jAlima pApa kaise chUTeMge? merI kyA gati hogI? mAmA, cAcA, kisI kA bhI ghara maiMne nahIM chor3A hai| kisI kI bhI lar3akI ko dekhate hI usako vAsanA kA zikAra banAne kA hI prayatna karatA / saba ko kalaMkita kara diyA hai| isase jyAdA kauna-sA kukarma ho sakatA hai? nAtha ! isa pApI AtmA ko dharatI jagaha de, to aMdara samA jAU~ ! zarma ke kAraNa mu~ha bhI U~cA nahIM uThatA hai| maiM mu~ha dikhAne ke lAyaka bhI nahIM huuN| AtmahatyA eka mahApApa hai, yaha samajhatA huuN| ataH AlocanA se pApahatyA karanI hai| sunie gurubhagavaMta ! merI pApa kathA, vayaska philmoM ko dekhakara to vAsanA ne maryAdA hI tor3a Jain Education Internat kahIM surakSA na jAe... 4 dI / par3osa meM rahane vAlI mAsUma bAlAoM para avasara dekhakara krUra pravRtti zurU kara dii| unakI cIkhoM ko dabAkara maiMne pApa kI poTalI bA~dha lii| unake jIvana para kAlA dhabbA lagA diyaa| izka jAta-kujAta nahIM dekhatA, isa ukti ko maiM caritArtha karane lgaa| aMgasparza aura svaaMgapradarzana meM to koI zarama na rhii| ina duSkRtyoM ne to maryAdA hI chor3a dii| eka bAra zikAra hAtha meM Ane ke bAda, phira vaha kahIM calA na jAe~; tadartha paise bahAnA-unheM khuza karanA ityAdi karane ke lie corI karane meM bhI kucha bAkI na rkhaa| vAsanApUrti ke lie kucha bar3I coriyA~ bhI aba zurU ho gaI, kyoMki saMbaMdhita vyaktiyoM ko khuza karane ke lie corI eka pharz2a bana gyaa| phira to maiM loTarI, maTakA vagairaha jue kI pravRtti meM kUda pdd'aa| kyA kahU~, mere jIvana kI AtmavyathA? kAlI syAhI se zyAma bana gaI hai mere jIvana kI korI kitAba / vayaska hone para kAnUnI salAha lekara ghara se bhAga kara korTa meM zAdI karane kA plAna bhI banA liyaa| paraMtu 22-23 varSa kI umra meM merI sagAI ho gii| yaha kevala bAhya vyavahAra mAtra thaa| aMdara to maiM pApoM se sampUrNa rIti se sar3e hue TamATara kI taraha niHsattva bana gayA thaa| maiMne kitane hI vyaktiyoM kA zIla sadAcAra khaMDita kara diyA thA! sagAI hone para mAno aba to premapatra likhane kA mujhe adhikAra mila gyaa| are kyA kahU~ gurudeva ? premapatroM kI bibhatsa yAtrA zurU ho gii| mere pariNAma (vicAra) kaluSita hone lge| are ! aneka bAra sAtha meM ghUmane ke bahAne jAkara vivAha se pUrva hI pati-patnI ke kRtrima aura kSaNajIvI sukha kA anubhava karane kA mahAn pApa bhI kara liyaa| sAmane ke vyakti kI mere prati anukUlatA hone se Personal & Private Use Only

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5... kahIM surakSA na jAe mere pApa pAnI meM DAle hue telabindu ke samAna vistarita hone lge| kisake sAtha kaba milanA ? kaba kisake sAtha rahanA ? ityAdi yojanAoM se merA dimAga ciMtAtura rahane lgaa| kyA karU~ gurudeva ! kyA hogA merA ? aba nirlajja, kaThora, maryAdAhIna lopharoM kI saMgati mujhe khUba acchI lagane lgii| unakI kusaMgati ke prabhAva se mujhe vilAsI sAhitya par3hane kA zauka laga gyaa| phAivasTAra hoTala to mAno pApoM kA ghara hI bana gyaa| vijAtIya vyaktiyoM ko vahAM bulAkara paise ke bala para zIla khaMDana karane kA mAno maiMne adhikAra jamA liyA ho| TaoNkija meM bAlakanI kA TikaTa lekara, aMdhakAra kA lAbha uThAkara vijAtIya vyakti ke aMga sparza karake viveka se bhraSTa banatA gyaa| are! eka bAra to pakar3A bhI gayA! apamAna bhI huaa| seMDaloM kI mAra bhI khaaii| bhaya se rAtri meM nidrA bhI vairiNI bana gii| khuza kismata se kucha chuTakArA huA, to thor3e dinoM ke pazcAt vahI cAla punaH zuru ho gaI aura vidyutvega se pApa vApasa zuru ho ge| vivAha kI taiyAriyA~ hone lgii| paraMtu maiM bhayabhIta banA rahatA / zAyada koI phoTo Adi ke pramANa dekara vighna DAla degA to ? antataH pApAnubandhI puNya ne pAra utAra diyaa| parantu aba bhI "para dhana patthara samAna, para strI mAta samAna" yaha dRSTi nahIM aaii| rAste meM calate-calate bhI dRSTi jahA~-tahA~ bhaTakane lagI va jisa kisI ko bhI vAsanA kA zikAra banAne lgaa| are! maiMne yaha kyA kiyA? 'maraNaM bindupAtena' arthAt vIrya ke eka bindu ke patana se maraNa samajhanA, yaha AdhyAtmika sUjha bUjha hI mAno calI gyii| oha guruvarya ! eka mahIne ke bhojana se eka kilo khUna banatA hai aura usameM se kevala 10 grAma vIrya banatA hai| aisA zArIrika vijJAna bhI bhUla gyaa| are gurudeva ! eka bAra abrahma ke sevana se nau lAkha jIvoM kI hatyA hotI hai| jIvahatyA kA aisA ghora katlakhAnA baMda karanA cAhie, aise dhArmika vicAra bhI nahIM aae| arara ! paraloka kA vicAra bhI nahIM kiyA ki isa prakAra kI hiMsA se merA kyA hogA ? are gurudeva / vAsanAe~ AkAza ke samAna anaMta haiM, unheM jJAna se upazamAne kA koI prayatna nahIM kiyA, usakI pUrti na hone se vikAra rUpI samudra meM jvAra Ane lagA aura eka kAlA dina aisA AyA ki eka kumitra kI saMgati milane para patnI TrAnsaphara karane kA nizcaya kiyA / vAsanA ke phaulAdI paMje meM pha~sakara maiMne zIla sadAcAra ko tAka para rakha diyA aura TrAnsaphara kA nirNaya kara liyaa| sadbhAgya se sadAcAriNI patnI ne yaha bAta nahIM sviikaarii| use bhramita karane ke lie maiMne rAmAyaNa ke prabhava, sumitra aura vanamAlA Adi ke dRSTAMta samajhAe ki pati deva ke samAna hotA hai, usakI bAteM mAnanI caahiye| anta meM usane himmata kara zIla kI rakSA ke lie pulisa caukI para jAkara zikAyata kii| ataH mujhe pulisa sTezana jAnA pdd'aa| vahA~ se jaise-taise chUTa gyaa| usake bAda merI akkala kucha ThikAne aaii| Aja patnI mujhe kalyANamitra lagatI hai| Jain Education Intemational For Personal & Private Use Only

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kahIM munasAna jAe...6 parantu usa samaya use zatru mAna kara maiMne usakI piTAI bhI kI thii| ina nirAdhAra bana gayA huuN| kyA karUM? itanA hI nhiiN| kulIna ghara meM rahakara bhayakara pApa vicAroM aura kAryoM se merI AtmA ne kaise dAruNa karma bA~dhe devara-bhAbhI ke pavitra saMbaMdha ko bhI dUSita banA diyaa| are ! zarIra ke ho? mujhe lagatA hai ki aise pApoM kI sajA kadAcit mere isa jIvana meM sukha ke liye ucca kula ke Upara kAlA dhabbA lagA diyaa| oho ! maiMne hI ho jAegI, kyoMki tIvra bhAva se kie hue pApa usI bhava meM phala dete yaha kyA kiyA ? AhArAdi vAsanA meM Age bar3hakara zArIrika vibhUSA hai| gurudeva, ye pApa udaya meM Ae, usake pUrva Apa kRpAlu prAyazcita aura svAdiSTa bhojana ke pApoM se maiM aisA daba gayA hU~ ki bhavAMtara meM merI dekara mujhe zuddha banA diijie| dhajjiyA~ ur3a jaaegii| ye pApa mujhe yAda Ate haiM aura maiM apanI AtmA ko dhikkAratA kyA kahU~ gurudeva! pApoM ko dhone ke lie upAzraya meM bhI na gyaa| huuN| are nirlajja jIva ! tUne yaha kyA kara DAlA? are gurudeva! yaha are! upAzraya meM jAnevAloM ko bhI bhagata kahakara unakI khillI udd'aaii| pRthvI yadi jagaha de, to aMdara samA jAU~! maiM mu~ha batAne lAyaka bhI paryuSaNa jaise mahAparva meM bhI saMvatsarI ke dina bAhara se upavAsa kA nahIM huuN| kyA karU~ gurudeva! ina vAsanAoM ko maiMne jJAnagarbhita vairAgya se dikhAvA kara guptarIti se hoTala meM khAne para TUTa pdd'aa| pratikramaNa meM samApta nahIM kii| ina vAsanAoM kI pUrti ke lie maiM har3atAla, lUTa- maz2Aka aura Udhama ke sivAya kucha bhI nahIM kiyaa| upavAsa meM TAima pATa vagairaha meM Age bar3hane lgaa| pAsa karane ke bahAne rAta ko ghUmane niklaa| vikAra se jalatI A~khoM loga mere jIvana para thuukeNge| zatazaH dhikkAra aura nafarata kI dvArA kitane pApoM kA baMdha kiyA hogA? sinemA ke gItoM se mana ko naz2ara se dekheNge| arara! merA kyA hogA? gaharAI se aisA koI vicAra vAsita karake usakI dhuna meM pApa kI kitanI lapeToM se AtmA ko lapeTa mane nahIM kiyaa| Aja mujhe apane daSkatyoM para phaTa-phaTa kara ronA diyA hogA? AtA hai| naukarI meM aphasara kA pada mila gyaa| isalie bosa banakara durAcAra kI durgaMdha ko DhaMkanevAle mekaapa ke sugaMdhita sAdhanoM kA apane hAtha ke nIce kAma karane vAlI mahilAoM ko bhI gairarAste para upayoga karake zarIra ko suMdara dikhAne kA prayatna kiyaa| parantu hAya ! car3hA dii| pralobhana se merI AjJA meM rahe, aura vAsanA ke zikAra banI saba niSphala gye| mere zarIra meM rogoM ne apanA kabjA jamA liyaa| maiM rahe, vaisI niHsattva banA dii| merA yauvana phUla kumhalA gyaa| aba to maiM davAoM kA zikAra bana gyaa| For Personal & Private Use Only

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7...kahIM sunasA na jAe usake bAda vyApAra zuru kiyA, to vyApAra meM bhI pApAnubaMdhI puNya ne sAtha diyA aura chappara phAr3a kara patnI kA yauvana TikAne ke paisA dukAna meM barasane lgaa| aba pApa karane meM mAM-bApa argalA ke samAna bhAsita hone lge| ataH una para pralobhana se aura nirAbAdha maujatiraskAra, nafarata va apamAna kI varSA zurU kara dii| aho! upakAriyoM ke prati kRtajJa bhAvanA ke badale maje se ghUmane-phirane ke zauka ke kRtaghna bana gyaa| piTAI kara unakoM dhakkA dekara ghara meM se bAhara nikAla diyaa| rahane ke lie unheM choTI- kAraNa garbhapAta karavAkara paMcendriya sI jhopar3I de dii| unheM alaga kara maiM mauja-maje se rahane lgaa| aba to moha ne aura bhI jora pkdd'aa| eka jIvo kI hatyA krvaaii| vAtsalyamaya tarapha javAnI aura dUsarI ora paise kI sattA arthAt kucha bhI kamI na rhii| naukara aura dUsarI garIbI kI mAtA banAne ke badale merI lAlasAoM zikAra banI huI mahilAyeM merI vAsanA kI hatAzana meM bhasmasAt bana gyii| are ! maiM to pAgala hI bana ne patnI ko komala, nirdoSa, asahAya, gayA! mAno yahI svarga hai ! mujhe kyA mAlUma thA ki isa mauja-maje kI vajaha se asaMkhya varSa kI azaraNa aise mere hI khUna ke aMza se bane hue kitanI bhayaMkara sajA hogI? vAsanA ke atirikta Teksa bacAne ke lie aphasaroM ke sAtha ghUmane bAlakoM kI nRzaMsa rAkSasI hatyArI banA dii| phirane jAte samaya zarAba aura zere paMjAba hoTalo meM mAMsAhArI bhojana kA bhI svAda liyaa| are! sva-bAlakoM ko mArane kI nRzaMsatA to zAyada pazuoM meM bhI nahIM hotI hai| merI vAsanA kyA kaha~ gurudeva? merI kAlI aatmkthaa| aMDe kA AmaleTa, cIkana kA svAda bhI merI kI vAirasa bImArI Asa-pAsa ke vyaktiyoM ko isa jIbha ne cakha liyaa| arara! maiMne yaha kyA kiyA? paMcendriya kI hatyA! are! merA kyA apanI capeTa meM lene lgii| yaha saba yAda Ane para hogA? naraka sivAya mujhe anya gati nahIM milegii| aisI merI karatUte haiN| mere jIvana meM aneka cIkha nikalatI hai ki he gurudeva! merA kyA hogA? pApoM ne apanA DerA DAla diyaa| mujhe isakA bhAna bhI na rhaa| "babUla ke vRkSa bonevAle ko kA~Te hI mileMge, Ama kabhI nahIM"-isa siddhAnta ko to maiM bilkula bhUla hI gyaa| eka bAra nasIba ne sAtha diyA aura kaoNleja meM mAnasika Adhi, zArIrika vyAdhi aura bAhya upAdhiyoM ne mujhe cAroM ora se ghera liyaa| praoNphesara kI naukarI mila gyii| usameM eka vidyArthinI mAno merA nUra hI kho gyaa| teja naSTa ho gyaa| mAno maiM pRthvI para kacala diyA gyaa| mere pAsa Tyuzana ke liye AtI thii| merI patnI ko dosarvanAza kI bhayaMkara khAI ke kinAre para khar3A ho gayA / aba bhI isa bAta kA smaraNa cAra dina ke liye bAhara jAnA huaa| Tyuzana ke bahAne se karate hue A~khoM meM aMdherA chA jAtA hai| ekAnta kA maidAna mila gyaa| vAsanA kA zikAra banakara merI AtmA vidyAguru ke sthAna para zaitAna bana gii| guruone ade ode oped by PROMPEddieo ziSya ke pavitra saMbaMdha ko maiMne kalaMkita kara diyaa| Jain Education Intemational

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ANDA kahIM munasAna jAe....8 vyApAra karatA huA maiM anIti meM merI AtmA pIsI jAyegI? usakA vicAra bhI ke liye diyA, bhItara to varSoM taka vaira kI itanA Age bar3hA ki pharjI bila aura na aayaa| niraMtara dhana, dhana aura dhana kA gA~Tha banAye rakhI aura jAna se mAra DAlane ke DAnIkeTa hisAba likhanA, to mere lie bAyeM raTana calatA thaa| kitane hI sajjanoM kA manasUbe bhI bahuta kiye| par3osiyoM ko hAtha kA khela bana gyaa| mAla batAnA dUsarA vizvAsaghAta bhI dhana ke lie kiyaa| dhana gAliyA~ dene meM pIche mur3akara dekhA bhI nhiiN| aura denA dUsarA, isameM maiM apanI caturAI prApti ke lie na dekhA dina, na dekhI raat| kyA hogA gurudeva? eka apazabda se caMdrA ko mAnane lgaa| dasa ke badale gyAraha noTa to naraka meM le jAne vAlA rAtri-bhojana / kalAI kaTavAnI par3I aura sarga ko zUlI para aneka bAra tijorI meM DAla die the| merI " kA pApa bhI isa dhana kI lAlasA ne car3hanA par3A, to merI kyA gati hogI? a dha-lolupatA to mammaNa zeTha ke sAtha spardhA gurudeva! ahaMkAra kA to maiM putalA thaa| mere ka ne lgii| are gurudeva! apekSA se to krvaayaa| kyA karU~ gurudeva? karma se mailA sAmane dUsaroM kA nAma le liyA gayA ho aura usakI dhana-lAlasA merI apekSA tuccha kahI banA huA hRdaya caudhAra A~suoM ke sivAya merA nAma bhUla gae ho, to mere dimAga kA pArA jA sakatI hai| dAna dharma ke sAtha to mAno dhule aisA nahIM lgtaa| gurudeva! Apa kahate haiM U~ce car3he binA nahIM rahatA thaa| pArA car3hane muDo vaira hI thaa| dhikkAra ho mere isa viSayaSaya- ro nhiiN| roU~ nahIM to kyA karU~? vo A~sU ke bAda vaha cAhe dharmakArya kyoM na ho? use saM sAnubaMdhI raudra dhyAna ko ! merI AMtarika rUkakara phira A jAte haiN| guru bhagavaMta, Apa tor3e binA nahIM rhtaa| oha guruvara! aba to mAtAe~ to itanI tIvra thI ki dhanaprApti meM prAyazcita rUpI sAbuna mere hRdaya para lagAie, hada ho gaI mere kAle karmoM kI! mAyA karake kAI Ar3A AyA, to guMDoM ke dvArA usakA tAki merA hRdaya svaccha nirmala bana jaae| dUsaroM ko Thagane meM buddhi kA cAturya samajhatA saphAyA karAne kI nIca bhAvanA bhI mujha meM choTI-choTI bAtoM meM bhI krodha se thaa| mAyAjAla karane para bhI maiM pakar3A nahIM jora pakar3a rahI thii| prajvalita hokara dUsaroM ko to kyA patnI gayA? usakA mujhe gaurava thaa| vAstava meM maiMne ina kukarmoM kA dArUNa vipAka mujhe hI aura baccoM ko bhI mArane meM kucha kamI nahIM apanI AtmA ko hI ThagI hai| gurudeva! aba bhoganA pdd'egaa| yaha vicAra mujhe svapna meM bhI rkhii| Aja taka kabhI bhAva se to micchAmi kyA karU~, jisase merA pApa dhula jAe? basa, nahIM aayaa| kyA karU~ gurudeva! merI AtmA dukkaDaM diyA hI nahIM aura agara denA bhI mujhe to yahI lagatA hai ki sabhI kukarmoM kA hA pheka dI jAegI? are kisa krUra rIti se par3A ho, to vaha bhI bAhara se acchA dikhAne Apase prAyazcita lekara zuddha bana jAU~ / ay.org

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9... kahIM murajhA na jAe bhaviSya manovyathA gurudeva! mujhe jaba apane jIvana kI kAlI kitAba yAda AtI hai, taba roMgaTe khar3e ho jAte haiN| are jIva! terA kyA hogA? kaNa jitane sukha ke lie maNa jitane pApa kiye haiM, unase Tana jitanA duHkha AegA, unheM tU kisa taraha sahana karegA? gurudeva, jarA-sI garmI par3atI hai, to Akula-vyAkula hokara paMkhe yA eyarakaMDizana kI havA khAne ke liye daur3atA hU~, to phira naraka kI bhayaMkara bhaTThiyoM kI asahya garmI ko kaise bardAzta karU~gA? jahA~ lohA kSaNabhara meM pighala kara pAnI jaisA pravAhI bana jAtA hai, paramAdhAmI bhaTThI ke Upara mujhe bhuTTe kI taraha sekeMge, taba garmI kaise sahana kara sakU~gA? tar3apa-tar3apa kara Akula-vyAkula bane mana ko AzvAsana denevAle vacanoM ke badale paramAdhAmI ke kar3ave vacana sahana karane par3eMge, "le, aba kara mj'aa|" jaba pUjya gurudeva ne kahA thA ki mAMsAhAra chor3a de| jIvoM ko pIr3A mata de| taba kahatA thA, "kisane dekhA hai paraloka? machalI vagairaha prANiyoM ko tala kara va aMDe vagairaha ko kele ke samAna ubAla kara khAtA thA, taba kyA tujhe bhAna nahIM thA? le, aba kara mj'aa|" aisA kahakara paramAdhAmI bhISaNa jvAlAoM se karAla jaisI bhaTThI para car3hAI huI kar3hAIyoM meM tala deMge, mu~ha meM jasta kA garamA-garama rasa DAleMge aura taba trAhimAm-trAhimAm (mujhe bacAo) kI pukAra koI nahIM sunegA, taba merA kyA hogA? itanA hI nahIM, gurudeva ! Upara se paramAdhAmI sunAe~geM- "dUsaroM kI niMdA karane meM AnaMda AtA thA na! le, aba kara majA / " terI jIbha khIMca letA huuN| soDA lemana, bIyara, vhiskI Adi abhakSya pAna ke sevana meM AnaMda AtA thA na? aba tRSA lagI hai na, to le ye garamAgarama jasta kA rasa / parastriyoM ke cuMbana aura AliMgana tujhe mIThe lagate the na, to le ina garamAgarama lohe kI putaliyoM ke sAtha kara cuMbana aura AliMgana / jIvoM ko cIra kara abhakSya bhojana karatA thA na le, tere Tukar3e Tukar3e kara detA huuN|" aisA kahakara Ama kI phA~ka kI taraha zarIra ke Tukar3e Tukar3e kara deNge| vaha mujhase kisa prakAra sahana hogA ? oha guruvarya ! aura kaheMge ki, thor3I-sI durgaMdha AtI thI, to nAka baMda kara DI. DI. TI. chir3akA ke lie taiyAra ho jAtA thA, aba bhayaMkara durgaMdhamaya vAtAvaraNa aura vaitaraNI nadI meM tujhe asaMkhyAta varSa taka majabUrI se rahanA pdd'egaa| "jarA-sI bhI kurUpatA dekhanI acchI nahIM lagatI thI, usake prati tiraskAra aura apamAna barasAtA thaa| aba naraka meM asaMkhyAta varSoM taka kurUpa jIvoM ko dekhate rahanA pdd'egaa| khuda doSa jarA bhI sunane acche nahIM lagate the aura dUsaroM ke doSa jAnane meM AnaMda AtA thA, to aba tU sunate raha apane doSa aura aparAdhoM ko tU aparAdhoM ko nahIM sunegA aura bhAga jAne kA prayatna karegA, to paTaka-paTaka kara cUra-cUra kara duuNgaa|" paramAdhAmiyoM ke aise kaThora vacana kaise sahana karU~gA? yahA~ to sabjI va dAla meM namaka-mirca jarA-sI bhI kama ho jAe, to raudra rUpa dhAraNa kara letA hU~, to phira naraka meM bibhatsa aura durgaMdhamaya nIrasa AhAra kaise grahaNa karU~gA? gurudeva ! merI AtmA pApa se kaMpita ho uThI hai| oha! kalyANamitra pUjya gurudeva ! gumarAha bane hue mujhe koI sanmArga btaaie| zIghra btaaie| kyA karU~ maiM?

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are puNyazAlI mAnava! tU vAstava meM kahIM munasA na jAe...10 dhanyavAda kA pAtra hai| pApa ho jAnA, koI Azcarya nahIM hai| mohanIya karma ke udaya se zabda hI nahIM mila rahe haiN| are! merA kisane kauna-se pApa nahIM kiye? kyA moha ne zabdakoSa bhI vAmana ho gayA hai! aba kA AzvAsana tIrthaMkara kI AtmA ko bhI chor3A hai? kyA dila meM eka bhI pAparUpI kA~TA mata rakhanA, anyathA jaise azvapAlaka ke unhoMne apane pUrva jIvana meM bhayaMkara pApa nahIM kiye? kyA una pApoM se unheM sAtavI naraka taka nahIM jAnA par3A? paraMtu jIvana kI kAlI-zyAma kitAba ghor3e ke paira meM kA~TA laga gayA thA aura ko dhokara tujhe ujjavala banane kA manoratha huA haiN| ataH tU dhanyavAda kA pAtra hai| tU to kAlI kitAba kA azvapAlakane kA~TA nahIM nikAlA, eka-eka pannA kholakara kAlimA ko dho rahA hai| ataH tU vizeSa rUpa se dhanyavAda kA pAtra hai| bAlaka jaisI jisase paira meM mavAda bhara gaI aura aMta saralatA se eka eka pApa niSkapaTa bhAva se pragaTa kara de| are! AtmA para se jhir3aka de ina pApoM ko| meM saMpUrNa paira kaTavAnA par3A, usI prakAra tU bhI aMdara pApa rakhakara ghor3e he bhAgyavaMta! tere dvArA saralatApUrvaka ho rahI AlocanA se tere prati mere hRdaya meM vAtsalya kA sAgara kI taraha duHkhI mata honaa| tU aMdara rala rahA hai, kyoMki zAstroM meM kahA hai ki AlocanA lenevAlA hI vAstava meM ArAdhaka hai| hRdaya rupI gaMdI kisI bhI prakAra kI zarma mata rkhnaa| gara meM ArAdhanA kA itra DAlane se kyA sugaMdha A sakatI hai? nhiiN| pApa, zalya va doSa to murde ke samAna mujha para dRDha vizvAsa rkhnaa| jo tUne hai| murde para kitane hI phUla car3hAye jAyeM, thor3I dera ke lie sugaMdha AtI rahegI, paraMtu andara to badabU bar3hatI AlocanA kahI hai, vaha kisI ke bhI hai| rhegii| pApa zalya va doSoM kI AlocanA na lene se thor3I dera ke lie AnaMda A sakatA hai, paraMtu bhAvoM kAna taka nahIM jaayegii| maiM marU~gA, to kI abhivRddhi to murde kI taraha doSoM ko AtmA meM se bAhara pheMkane se hI hogii| tUne Aja mere sAmane hRdaya mere sAtha hI aayegii| use maiM hRdaya rUpI prakholakara AlocanA kahI, jisase terA hRdaya sApha ho gayA hai, aba terA jIvana ArAdhanA kI sugaMdha se mahaka kabristAna meM gAr3a cukA huuN| jyAdA tthegaa| ataH tU Aja dhanyavAda kA pAtra hai, parantu yAda rakhanA, bhUlanA mata / eka bhI pApa ko kahane meM galatI kyA kahU~? AlocanA kA prAyazcita ta karanA, zarama mata rkhnaa| hRdaya meM eka bhI zalya mata rkhnaa| tUM vAstava meM bhArahIna ho jaayegaa| terA dene kA adhikAra usIko hai, jo sara halkA ho jaayegaa| terA hRdaya svaccha ho jaayegaa| sira para se sArA bojha utara jaayegaa| aparizrAvI hotA haiM arthAt AlocanA he devAnupriya! terI AlocanA sunakara maiM to terI pITha thapathapAtA huA dhanyavAda de rahA huuN| vastutaH sunanevAlA aura prAyazcita denevAlA ne adbhuta parAkrama kiyA hai| khUba himmata rakhakara pApazalyoM ko jar3amUla se ukhAr3a pheMke haiN| adabhuta aisA vyakti hotA hai, jisake hRdaya se sAdhanA kI hai, abhyaMtara tapa kA AsvAda liyA hai| kina zabdoM meM tere puruSArtha kI prazaMsA karU~ ? mujhe aise vaha bAta kabhI bAhara na nikle| '

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11... kahIM murajhA na jAe prAyazcita denevAlA guru patthara ke ghar3e jaisA hotA haiN| jisameM se eka bUMda bhI bAhara na nikala paaye| ataH tU koI kAlpanika bhaya yA lajjA mata rkhnaa| zAstroM meM aise-aise dRSTAMta Ate haiM ki mAtA aura putra, pati-patnI jaise pApa karane vAle jIva AlocanA se zuddha ho gaye, pati-patnI banakara pApa se bhArI bane hue bhAI-bahina AlocanA ke dvArA zuddha ho gye| are! usI bhava meM kevalajJAna prApta kara mokSa meM pahu~ca ge| are puNyazAlI AtmA ! tU merI eka bAta suna le| mahAnizItha sUtra meM kahA hai ki AlocanA lene ke bhAva kA bhI eka aisA mahAprabhAva haiM ki AlocanA sunAte-sunAte kitane hI mahApuruSoM ne kevalajJAna prApta kara liyaa| amuka AtmAoM ne to AlocanA zuddhi kA itanA prAyazcita AyA haiM, itanA sunate hI kevalajJAna prApta kara liyaa| Aye hue prAyazcita ko vahana karate-karate kitane hI AtmAoM ne kevalajJAna prApta kara liyaa| jyAdA to kyA kahU~? AlocanA saralatApUrvaka kaha dene kI tIvra utkaNThA se uThakara bhavodadhitAraka gurudevazrI ke pAsa jAte-jAte bIca meM hI kitane hI bhavyAtmAoM ne kevalajJAna prApta kara liyaa| dhanya ho una mahApuruSoM ko! dhanya ho unakI zuddha banane kI utkaMThA ko! tU bhI aisA hI mahApuruSa bhaviSya meM bnegaa| are mahAtman! tU bhI aneka jIvoM kA tAraNahAra banegA, kyoMki tUne apanI Atma-bhUmikA zuddha banA lI haiN| aba yaha mukhya rUpa se dhyAna rakhanA ki sadguru kA yoga milane ke pazcAta zuddha AlocanA na kahI, to rUkmiNI Adi ke samAna aneka bhAvI jIvana bigar3a jaaeNge| tU aisA mata mAnanA ki "gurudevazrI mujhe halkA maaneNge| ara! bAhara se itanA dharmI dikhane vAlA mAnava aMdara se kitanA zyAma!" kyoMki zAstroM ke jAnakAra * gurudevazrI ne to zAstra aura anubhava ke bala para tujha se bhI aneka gune pApAtmAoM kA jIvana jAnA haiN| ve isa tathya ko samajhe hue haiM ki pApa karane vAlA kharAba hone para bhI pApa kI AlocanA lene vAlA mahAna ArAdhaka haiN| pApabhIru AtmA hI AlocanA lene ke lie taiyAra hotI haiN| pApabhIrutA yaha to AtmA kA guNa haiN| aise guNavAle ke prati dhikkAra A jAe, to pramodabhAva calA jAe For Personal & Private Use Only

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evaM apekSA se sAdhutA ko kahIM murajhA na jAe...12 gurudevazrI kahalAnevAlI AtmA mithyAtva meM pahu~ca / ataH aise vicAra bhI gurudevazrI svayaM ke dila meM kabhI Ane nahIM dete| isalie tU niHsaMkoca hokara AlocanA kaha denA, jisase zuddha hokara zIghra mokSa kA bhoktA ho jaaegaa| AlocanA kahanI eka sukRta haiN| sukRta karanevAle ko gurudevazrI kabhI phaTakArate nahIM, phaTakAre to sukRta kI anumodanA khatma hokara gurudeva ko bhI aneka bhava karane par3ate haiN| rUkmiNI Adi ke udAharaNa jAnakara are mahAmAnava! tU dila meM tilatuSamAtra bhI pApa mata rkhnaa| tU mahAna ArAdhaka bnegaa| isameM koI saMdeha nahIM hai| are ArAdhaka AtmA! pAparUpI aparAdha jaisA kiyA ho, vaisA hI kaha denaa| jarA-sA bhI saMkoca mata rkhnaa| kaI bAra jAna bujhakara pApa kiyA ho, to kaI bAra anajAna meM bhI kiyA ho, kisI samaya kisI kI preraNA se bhI kiyA ho, to kisI samaya jabaradastI se bhI kiyA ho, kaI dharmasthAnoM meM bhI kiyA ho, kaI bAra hoTalAdi meM kiyA ho, kaI bAra dina meM kiyA ho, kaI bAra rAta meM, kaI bAra rAgabhAva se kiyA ho, ataH use karane meM Ananda bhI AyA ho, kaI bAra anicchA se yA dveSa se bhI karanA par3A ho, yaha saba sarala bhAva se kaha denA / kahane kI himmata na ho athavA yAda na rahe, to likha denaa| likhane ke pazcAt 3-4 bAra par3ha lenaa| bAra-bAra yAda karake vistArapUrvaka likhane meM jarA bhI bhaya rakhanA mt| zAstroM meM kahA hai ki... sahasA aNNANeNa va bhIeNa va pillieNa vA / vaseNAyaMkeNa va mUDheNa va rAgadosehiM / / 1 / / jaM paMca kayamakajjaM ujjuyaM bhnnii| taM taha AloejjA mAyAmayavippamukko // 2 // yakAyaka, ajJAna, bhaya, dabAva, vyasana, saMkaTa, mUr3hatA va rAgadveSa se jo bhI akArya kiyA ho, vaha saralatA se mAyArahita aura haMkArarahita kaha denA cAhie / are jIva! tU gunAha karane se DarA nahIM, to aba AlocanA ke samaya kyoM DaratA hai ? pApa karate samaya zarma nahIM rakhI, to phira prAyazcita ke samaya kyoM zarma rakhatA hai? are Atman / AlocanA aura prAyazcita to AtmA ke bhavobhava sudhAra dete haiN| are kevalajJAna ka pahu~cA dete haiN| mahAna samAdhi kI ora le jAte haiN| For Personal & Private Use Only

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13... kahIM murakSA na jAe # AlocanA kA mahattva jaMbudIve je huMti pavvayA, te ceva huMti hemassa ! dijjati sattakhitte na chuTTae divasapacchitaM // 1 // jaMbudIve jA hujja vAluA, tAu huti rayaNAi / dijjati satta khite, na chuTTae divasapacchittaM // 2 // jaMbUdvIpa meM jo meru vagairaha parvata haiM, ve saba sone ke bana jAye athavA to jaMbUdvIpa meM jo bAlU hai, vaha saba ratnamaya bana jaayeN| vaha sonA aura ratna yadi sAta kSetra meM dAna deveM, to bhI pApI jIva itanA zuddha nahIM banatA, jitanA bhAvapUrvaka AlocanA karake prAyazcita vahanakara zuddha banatA hai| AloyaNapariNao sammaM saMpaTTio gurusagAse / jai aMtarAvi kAlaM karei ArAhao tahavi // 1 // jyAdA to kyA kahUM? are bhavya AtmAoM ! jisane zuddha AlocanA kahane ke liye prasthAna kiyA hai aura prAyazcita lene se pahale vaha vyakti bIca meM mRtyu ko prApta ho, to bhI vaha ArAdhaka banatA hai| azuddha AlocanA karane vAlA virAdhaka banatA hai / isaliye AlocanA zuddha karanI cAhiye / # azuddha AlocanA kise kahate hai? lajjA gAraveNa bahussuyabhayeNa vAvi duccariyaM / je na kahaMti gurUNaM, na hu te ArAhagA huMti // 1 // arthAt aisA akRtya kahane meM zarama AtI hai| maiM itanA dharmI hU~, athavA maiM bar3A hU~, pApa kahane se merI laghutA hogii| isa prakAra gaurava se yA pAMDitya kA nAza na ho jAe, isa bhaya se jo jIva zuddha AlocanA nahIM karate, ve vAstava meM ArAdhaka nahIM banate haiM / # azuddha AlocanA lenevAle ke 10 doSa : AkaMpaIttA aNumANaIttA, jaM diTThe bAyaraM vA sumaM vA channa saddaqalayaM, vahujaNa avatta tassevI // 1 // arthAta 1) AkaMpya yAne guru kI vaiyAvacca karake apane liye guru ke mana meM hamadardI khar3I karake kahe ki, Apa kRpA karake mujhe AlocanA kA prAyazcita thor3A denA / 2) usI taraha guru kI vaiyAvacca karane se ye gurumahArAja mujhe thor3A daMDa deMge, aisA anumAna karake AlocanA kahe / 3) dUsaro ne jo doSa dekheM, usI kI AlocanA kahe, paraMtu jo doSa kisIne bhI na dekheM, usakI AlocanA na khe| 4) bar3e doSoM kI AlocanA kahe, paraMtu choTe doSoM kI upekSA karake AlocanA na kahe / 5) pUche binA ghAsAdi liyA ho, aisI choTI-choTI AlocanA kahe, paraMtu bar3I-bar3I AlocanA na khe| guru jAneMge ki jo aisI choTI AlocanAe~ bhI kahatA ho, vaha bar3I AlocanA kisaliye chupAye ? isaliye use aisI bar3I AlocanA AI hI nahIM hogI, aisA mAnakara guru use zuddha mAne aura khuda kA gaurava TikA rhe| usI taraha khuda kA gaurava TikAne ke liye paricita guru ke pAsa AlocanA na kahakara, aparicita guru ke pAsa AlocanA khe| isa taraha AlocanA kahane vAlA zuddha hone kA jhUThA saMtoSa mAnatA hai| 6) channa arthAt guru ko barAbara samajha meM hI na Aye, isa prakAra avyakta

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- AlocanA kA prAyazcitta kise diyA jAe? kahIM bhunabhA na jAe...14 AvAja se AlocanA ___ zAstra meM kahA hai ki - karavAte haiM, parantu jAna-bUjhakara pApa chipAnevAle ko yAda khe| 7) jahA~ zora naha sujjhai sasallo jaha bhaNiyaM sAsaNe dhuyryaannN| nahIM kraate| zAstra meM kahA hai ki - bahuta ho, vahA~ guru uddhariyasavvasallo sujjhai jIvo dhuykilese||1|| kahehi savvaM jo vutto jANamANe guhii| ko ThIka taraha se karmaraja jinhoMne dUra kara dI hai, aise paramAtmA ke na tassa diti pAyacchittaM biMti annattha sohy||1|| sanAI na de, aise : zAsana meM kahA gayA hai ki zalya (chipAe hue pApa) sahita na saMbharai jo dose sabbhAvA na ya maayaao| sthAna meM AlocanA : koI bhI jIva zuddha nahIM hotA hai| kleza rahita banakara paccakkhI sAhae te u mAiNo u na saahi||2|| khe| 8) AlocanA : sabhI zalyo ko dUra karake hI bhAsa sabhI zalyoM ko dUra karake hI jIva zuddha banatA hai| ataH koI ogha-sAmAnya DhaMga se aise kaha de ki maiMne kA prAyazcita lekara zuddha hone ke lie AlocanA avazya kahanI caahie| aneka pApa kie haiM, sabhI kA prAyazcita de dIjie aura rahata logoM ko khuda ke jIvana meM jisa kisI bhAva se jAna jAnate hue bhI apane doSoM ko chupAye, to usa vyakti ko sanAyeM, jisase zaTa : bUjhakara yA anajAne meM pApa kie hoM. usI bhAva se bhI prAyazcita nahIM diyA jAtA, dUsare guru ke pAsa zuddhi sayamI AmA : kapaTarahita hokara bAlaka kI taraha gurudevazrI se una pApoM karanA aisA kaha dete haiN| parantu eka-eka pApa yAda karake kaha de aura jo pApa vAstava meM yAda na Aye, usakA ogha meM khuda kA gaurava bddhe| kA kahadA usa hA prAcArapata diyA jAtA ha A 9 joDala : AtmA zuddha hotI hai| parantu mAyA ke kAraNa amaka pApoM se prAyazcita mAMge, to prAyazcita diyA jAtA hai| Aja taka anaMta AtmAoM ne AlocanA kahane se mokSa prApta ho, aise agItArtha ko ko hRdaya rUpI guphA meM chupAkara rakhe, use kevalajJAnI AlocanA kahe / " : jAnate hae bhI prAyazcita nahIM dete tathA chadamastha garU bhI kiyA hai| zAstra meM kahA hai ki do tIna bAra suneM aura yadi unheM yaha jJAta ho jAe ki niTThiyapApapaMkA sammaM AloiuM gurusgaase| 1 mujhe dhikkAreMge : jIva mAyA ke kAraNa svayaM ke pApoM ko chipA rahA hai, to pattA aNaMtajIvA sAsayasukhaM aNAbAhaM // 1 // phaTakAreMge, aise bhaya se use garudeva prAyazcita nahIM dete | : use gurudeva prAyazcita nahIM dete aura kaha dete haiM ki dUsare arthAt pAparUpI kIcar3a kA jinhoMne nAza kiyA : ke pAsa prAyazcita lenA, parantu jisa vyakti ko hai, aise anaMta AtmAoM ne guru ke pAsa sundara rIti se rana vAle guru ke jJAnAvaraNakarma Adi doSoM ke kAraNa pApa yAda nahIM Ate AlocanA lekara bAdhA se rahita aise anaMta zAzvata sukha a..AlocanA khe| : ho, to gurudevazrI bhinna-bhinna prakAra se usako yAda ko prApta kiyA hai|

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___15...kahIM sunasAna jAe HAlocanA saba ko karanI cAhie jaha sukusalo vi vijjo annassa kahei attaNo vaahi| zastra, viSa yA abhimAna se krodhita vetAla jo hAni nahIM evaM jANagassa vi salluddharaNaM prsgaase||1|| karatA, vaha hAni sarva duHkhoM kA mUla anAlocita bhAvazalya jisa prakAra kuzala vaidya bhI svayaM kI vyAdhi dUsaroM se karatA hai| AlocanA karane vAloM ko yadyapi gurumahArAja mahAna kahatA hai, usI prakAra prAyazcita ko jAnane vAle gItArtha vyakti mAnate haiM aura usakI pITha bhI thapathapAte haiM, phira bhI AcArya ko bhI dUsare ke pAsa AlocanA karanI cAhie arthAt usake hita ke lie yadi gurudeva koI zikSA-vacana kahe, to bhI upAdhyAya-paMnyAsa-gaNi sAdhu-zrAvaka Adi saba ko guru ke Upara krodha nahIM karanA caahie| AlocanA avazya karanI caahie| AlocanA kahane ke sivAya AlocanA ke pazcAt pazcAttApa nahIM karanA cAhie; ki AtmA zuddha nahIM hotI hai| "arara! yaha maiMne kyA kiyA ? apane jIvana kI sArI kamajoriyA~ spaSTa kara dI / arara ! kyA hogA?'' isa prakAra ke AlocanA na lene se hAni :- jo anartha jahara se nhiiN| vicAra Ane nahIM dene cAhie, balki AnaMda vyakta karanA hotA, zastra yA tIra se nahIM hotA, usase aneka gunI hAni / caahie| zAstra meM kahA hai kimAyAzalya se arthAt aMdara chipAe hue pApoM se ho jAtI hai| aNaNutApI amAyI caraNajuAloyagA bhnniyaa| pApa gupta rakhane se rUkmiNI ke eka lAkha (100000) bhava arthAt pIche se pazcAttApa nahIM karane vAlA Alocaka ho gye| viSa se eka bAra mRtyu prApta hotI hai, parantu pApoM ko amAyAvI aura cAritrayukta kahA gayA hai| pragaTa nahIM karane se hajAroM bAra mRtyu ke adhIna honA par3atA hai| jisa taraha sukRta karane ke bAda pazcAtApa nahIM kiyA zAstra meM kahA haiM ki jAtA, usI taraha AlocanA kahanI, yaha bhI eka sukRta hai| navi taM satthaM va visaM dappayutto va kuNaI vetaalo| isaliye AlocanA kahane ke bAda usa sukRta kI anumodanA jaM kuNaI bhAvasallaM aNuddhariyaM savvaduhamUlaM // 1 // karanI caahie| pazcAtApa nhiiN| svayaM ko AyA huA prAyazcita

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kahIM bhuvA janAe..16 E dasaroM ko batAye nhiiN| AlocanA karane ke bAda tathA prAyazcita lene uttamArtha-anazana ke samaya yadi bhAvazalya ko dUra nahIM karatA ke pazcAt aisA prayatna honA cAhie, jisase ve pApa punaH na hoM hai, to anazana karane vAlA durlabha bodhi aura anaMta saMsArI banatA hai| yoMki punaH punaH ve pApa karane se anavasthA khar3I ho jAtI hai| khile hue phUla ke samAna uttama manuSya janma meM deva, guru aura kadAcit mohavaza punaH ho jAe~, to phira se kie hue pApoM kI punaH dharma kI sAmagrI milane para bhI yadi vaha vyakti aba AlocanA na le, AlocanA lenI caahie| zAstra meM kahA hai ki to usakA yaha manuSya jIvana rupI phala marajhA jAyegA aura jIva ko tassa ya pAyacchittaM jaM maggaviU guru uvisNti| durgatiyoM meM bhavabhramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| isaliye AlocanA kA taM taha AyariyavvaM aNavattha psNgbhenn||1|| prAyazcita rUpI pAnI chiTakate rahanA caahie| ataH isa pustaka kA arthAta mokSamArga ke jAnakAra gurudevazrI jo prAyazcita dete haiM, nAma rakhA hai, "kahIM marajhA na jaae|" are jIva ! tU bhava AlocanA ___ usako anavasthA ke bhaya se usI prakAra vahana karanA caahie| le lenA, anyathA yaha manaSya jIvana kA phala kahIM marajhA jaayegaa| prAyazcita vahana na karane se punaH anAyAsa dUsarI bAra pApa ho jAte khilA haA phala mastaka Adi zubha sthAna para car3hatA hai| yadi hai evaM yaha dekhakara dUsare vyakti bhI AlocanA-prAyazcita nahIM mastaka Adi para na caDhA, to murajhAne para dhUla meM pheMka diyA jAtA hai| kareMge, ve nirbhaya hokara pApa karate raheMge, jisase anavasthA hogii| re jIva ! tU bhI murajhAe hue phUla kI taraha durgatirUpI dhUla meM pheMka AlocanA nahIM lene vAlA vyakti kadAcita anazana bhI kara diyA jaaegaa| ataH he jIva ! tujhe reDa signala diyA gayA hai le, to bhI zuddha nahIM hotA, paranta durlabha bodhi aura anaMta saMsArI ki, "kahIM murajhA na jAe!" eka bAra bhava AlocanA lene ke bAda hara banatA haiN| pUrvAcAryoM ne kahA hai ki varSa vArSika AlocanA lenI caahie| aisA zrAvaka ke vArSika 11 jaM kuNaI bhAvasallaM, aNuddhariyaM uttmddhkaalmmi| kartavya meM kahA huA hai| jo hara varSa guru kA yoga na mile, to jaba dain Education inle'dullahabohiyattaM aNaMtasaMsAriyattaM c||1|| For Personal s yoga mile, taba AlocanA kara lenI caahie|

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17...kahIM sunamA na jAe Aja bhI prAyacita vidhi hai| prAyazcita AlocanA dene vAle gurudevazrI kaise hote hai? yadi koI AtmA kahatI hai ki Aja isa kAla meM prAyazcitta nahIM hai, prAyazcitta dene vAle nahIM hai, isa prakAra bolane vAlI AtmA dIrghasaMsArI banatI hai, kyoMki nauveM pUrva kI tRtIya vastu meM se uddhRta AcAra kalpa, vyavahAra sUtra Adi prAyazcitta ke graMtha evaM vaise gaMbhIra guruvara Aja bhI vidyamAna haiN| gurudeva se zuddha AlocanA lene para apanI AtmA halkI ho jAtI hai, jaise mAthe se bhAra utArane ke pazcAt bhAravAhaka svamastaka atyaMta halkA mahasUsa karatA hai| vaMdittu sUtra meM kahA hai kikayapAvo vi maNusso Aloiya niMdiya gurusgaase| hoI airegalahuo ohariya bharuvva bhaarvho||1|| jisa jIva ne pApa kiyA hai, vaha yadi guru ke pAsa usakI AlocanA aura niMdA karatA hai, to vaha atyaMta laghu-halkA bana jAtA hai| mAno bhAravAhaka ne mAthe para se bhAra utAra kara rakha diyA ho| pApa karanA duSkara nahIM hai kyoMki, anAdikAla se mohanIya karma Adi ke paravaza banI huI AtmA pApa kara letI hai| tIrthaMkara kI AtmAoM ne bhI pApa kiyA thA, parantu AlocanA ke dvArA ve bhI zuddha bane, tabhI unakA AtmotthAna huaa| AlocanA lenI, yahI duSkara hai| jJAnI bhagavaMtoM ne kahA hai ki - taM na dukkaraM jaM paDisevijjaI , taM dukkara jaM sammaM aaloijjitti| pApa karanA duSkara nahIM hai, parantu bhalI prakAra se AlocanA lenA duSkara hai| AyAravamAhArava vavahAro'pavIla pakuvve y| aparissAvI nijja avAyadaMsI guru bhnniyo||shaa jJAnAcArAdi pA~ca prakAra ke AcAra ko suMdara rIti se pAlane vAle ho, Alocaka (AlocanA karane vAlA) ke aparAdhoM ke avadhAraNa meM samartha ho| Agama se lekara jita vyavahAra taka ke pA~ca vyavahAroM ke jAnakAra hoN| apavrIDaka-lajjA ke Jan Education International For Personal & Private Use Only

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kahIM sunasA na jAe....18 kAraNa koI vyakti svapApoM ko chipAtA ho| usakI lajjA dUra karake ThIka prakAra se AlocanA karavAne vAle hoN| prakurvaka-Alocaka kI zuddhi karane ke lie samartha hoN| aparizrAvI = Alocaka dvArA kahe hue doSa dUsaroM ko batAne vAle na hoM / niryApaka = arthAt vRddhatva Adi ke kAraNa prAyazcita vahana karane meM asamartha ho, to use yogya prAyazcita dekara prAyazcita nahIM karane vAloM ko paraloka kA bhaya mArmika DhaMga se samajhane vAle aura gItArtha hoN| aise prAyazcita dene vAle guru batAe gae haiN| . agItArtha guru zAstra ke jAnakAra nahIM hone se kama yA adhika prAyazcita dekara khuda bhI saMsAra meM girate hai aura dUsaroM ko bhI girAte hai| ataH AlocanA ke lie utkRSTa se 700 yojana (5600 miles) aura kAla se 12 varSa taka acche gItArtha guru kI khoja karanI caahie| vivakSita kSetra aura kAla ke andara gItArtha guru na mileM aura pazcAttApa ke tIvra bhAva rUpa bhAva-AlocanA ho bajAya, to vaha jIva dravya-AlocanA kie binA bhI kevalajJAna prApta kara letA hai| jaise ki jhA~jhariyA RSi kI hatyA karAne vAlA raajaa| sadguru kI khoja meM kadAcit mRtyu bhI ho jAya, to bhI AlocanA kI apekSA vAlA hone se ArAdhaka banatA hai| paraMtu sadguru milane para bhI AlocanA kI upekSA kare, to vaha ArAdhaka kaise banegA ? ataH AlocanA avazya lenI caahie| STRO21 FOrgeropa g aly sAre

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19...kahIM munA na jAe prAyazcita dene vAle guru kauna hote haiM ? AlocanA kA prAyazcita dene vAle guru pAMca vyavahAroM ke jAnakAra hote haiN| 1) Agama vyavahArI :- arthAt kevalajJAnI, manaHparyavajJAnI, avadhijJAnI, 14, 10, 9 pUrvI ho, unake pAsa prAyazcita lenA caahie| 2) zruta vyavahArI :- Agama vyavahArI kA yoga nahIM mile, to shrutvyvhaarii| yAni kI Adhe se lekara 9 pUrvI, gyAraha aMga, nizItha Adi ke jAnakAra ke pAsa prAyazcita lenA caahie| 3) AjJA vyavahArI :- zruta vyavahArI kA yoga nahIM mile, to do gItArtha AcArya mila sake, aisA saMbhava na ho, taba sAMketika bhASA meM agItArtha sAdhu ko samajhAkara gItArtha AcAryazrI ke pAsa bhejeM aura ve gItArtha AcAryazrI sAMketika bhASA meM use javAba deN| usake pAsa prAyazcita lenA caahie| 4) dhAraNA vyavahArI :- AjJA vyavahArI nahIM mile, to gItArtha gurU ne jo prAyazcita diyA hoM, vaha yAda rakhakara jo prAyazcita deM, unake pAsa prAyazcita lenA caahie| 5) jita vyavahArI :dhAraNA vyavahArI nahIM mile, to jo gurU siddhAnta meM batAye huye prAyazcita se, dravya-kSetra-kAla-bhAva ko jAnakara kama yA adhika prAyazcita dete| hoN| vartamAna kAla meM jita vyavahArI svagaccha ke AcAryazrI ke pAsa sAdhu yA zrAvaka prAyazcita leM, yadi svagaccha ke AcAryazrI nahIM mile, to svagaccha ke upAdhyAyazrI, pravartaka, sthavira yA gaNAvacchedaka ke pAsa prAyazcita lenA caahie| yadi Upara kahe mutAbika nahIM mile, to sAMbhogika arthAt jisake sAtha svagaccha kI sAmAcArI milatI ho, una AcAryAdi pAMca ke pAsa prAyazcita lenA caahie| yadi vaise AcAryAdi bhI nahIM mile, to viSama samAcArI vAle AcAryAdi pAMca ke pAsa prAyazcita lenA caahie| uparyukta kathana ke anusAra 700 yojana evaM 12 varSa taka gItArtha gurU nahIM mile, to phira gItArtha pAsatthA ke pAsa prAyazcita le / prAyazcita / lene ke lie pAsatthA ko bhI vaMdana karane cAhie, kyoMki dharma kA mUla vinaya hai| yadi pAsatthAdi svayaM ko guNarahita mAneM aura vaMdana nahIM karavAye, to Asana para baiThane kI vinaMti karake praNAma karake phira AlocanA le| yadi gItArtha pAsattha Adi kA saMyoga nahIM mile, to gItArtha sArUpika ke pAsa AlocanA kA prAyazcita le| sArUpika arthAt jo sapheda vastra dhAraNa kare, sira para muMDana karavAye, dhotI kA kaccha na bAMdhe, oghA na rakhe, patnI nahIM rakhe, brahmacarya kA pAlana kare, bhikSA (gocarI) se jIvana nirvAha kre| yadi sArUpika kA yoga nahIM mile, to siddhaputra pazcAtkRta ke pAsa AlocanA kA prAyazcita leN| siddhaputra yAni ki sira para coTI rakhe aura patnI sahita hoN| cAritra aura sAdhu ke veSa kA tyAga karake gRhastha hamsion Internation.banA ho, vaha pazcAtkRta kahalAtA hai / usako veza pahanAkara Itvarika sAmAyika uccarAkara vidhipUrvaka prAyazcita lenA caahie|

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kahIM sunA na jAe....20 uparyukta kahe hue jo pAsattha Adi nahIM mile, to rAjagRhI nagarI meM guNazIla caitya (maMdira) Adi meM jina devatAoM ne tIrthakara, gaNadhara vgairh| mahAparUSoM ko AlocanA dete hue dekhe haiM, unako aTThama Adi tapa se prasanna karake unake pAsa AlocanA le / kadAca aise devoM kA cyavana ho gyaa| hoM to dUsare deva ko svayaM kI AlocanA kahakara mahAvideha kSetra meM se arihaMta bhagavAna Adi ke pAsa se prAyazcita mNgvaaye|| - yadi vaha bhI saMbhava na hoM, to pratimAjI ke sAmane AlocanA kahakara prAyazcita lekara zuddha bane / yadi usakI bhI zakyatA nahIM ho, to pUrva aura uttaradizA meM arihaMta evaM siddha bhagavAna kI sAkSI meM AlocanA lekara prAyazcita ko svIkAra kareM, parantu pApa ke prAyazcita liye binA nahIM | rahe kyoMki zalya sahita mRtyu prApta karane vAle virAdhaka banate haiN| anaMta saMsAra paribhramaNa karate haiN| yahAM viziSTa rUpa se dhyAna rakhane yogya hai ki AlocanA kA prAyazcita svagacchIya AcAryazrI Adi ke pAsa meM hI lenA caahie| yadi unakA saMyoga hI nahIM mile, to hI anta meM pUrva yA | uttaradizA meM mu~ha rakhakara arihaMta kI sAkSI meM AlocanA kahanI caahie| parantu svagacchIya AcAryazrI Adi kA saMyoga milatA ho, to pUrva yA uttara / dizA meM mu~ha rakhakara arihaMta kI sAkSI meM AlocanA kahe, to vaha ArAdhaka nahIM bntaa| zuddha AlocanA lene se 8 guNa prakaTa hote haiM :- laghuA lhAI jaNaNaM apparaparAnivatti, ajjv| sohI dukkarakaraNaM ANA nisallattaM sohigunnaa||1|| _ arthAt 1) jaise mAthe se bhAra utArane ke pazcAt bhAravAhaka halkApana mahasUsa karatA hai, usI prakAra zuddha AlocanA karane ke pazcAt hRdaya Ara mastaka meM halkApana mahasUsa hotA hai, kyoMki doSoM kA bojha dila dimAga para nahIM rhaa| 2) lhAI jaNaNaM arthAt AnaMda utpanna hotA hai| jisa taraha koI paise kharca kara sukRta kareM, to use usa sukRta ke AnaMda kI anubhUti hotI hai| usI taraha mana ko taiyAra kara AlocanA zuddhi karane rUpa jo sukRta kareM, taba use usa sukRta ke AnaMda kI anubhUti hotI hai| 3) AlocanA kahane se khuda ke doSoM kI nivRti hotI haiM aura use dekhakara dUsare bhI AlocanA zuddhi karate haiN| jisase sva-para doSo kI nivRtti hotI hai| 4) saralatA guNa prakaTa hotA hai| 5) doSarUpI maila dUra ho jAne se AtmA zuddha banatI haiN| 6) pUrvabhavoM kA abhyAsa hone se doSoM aura pApoM kA sevana ho jAtA haiM, vaha duSkara nahIM haiM, paraMtu jo usakI AlocanA gurudeva se kahe, vaha duSkarakAraka kahalAtA haiM, kyoMki mokSa ke anurupa prabala vIrya ke ullAsa vizeSa ke dvArA hI vaisI AlocanA kahI jAtI hai| jinezvara bhagavAna kI AjJA kI ArAdhanA hotI hai, kyoMki tIrthaMkara paramAtmAne hI gItArtha guru ke pAsa AlocanA lene ke liye kahA hai| ka) doSarUpI zalya se mukta banate haiN| Lax Education Intem For Personal & Private Use Only

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21...kahIM sunA na jAe AlocanA ke binA murajhAe phUla... sakmiNI ke eka lAkha bhava... kSitipratiSThita nagara ke rAjA kI putrI le sakate, na pati kA milana bhI hotA hai| isalie rAjyAbhiSeka kisakA kiyA jAye ? | rUkmiNI ne yauvana vaya meM kadama rakhA hI thA ataH jalakara marane kA vicAra chor3a de aura kucha maMtriyoM kI ora se yaha sUcanA thI ki / ki rAjA ne usakA vivAha yogya rAjakumAra ke apanA jIvana dharma anuSThAna meM lagA de| rUkmiNI yadyapi putrI hai, tathApi pavitra aatmaa| sAtha kara diyA, paranta vivAha hote hI usakA usakI pUrNa vyavasthA rAjya kI ora se ho hai| ataH use hI rAjagaddI para biThAnA ucita / pati yamazaraNa ho gyaa| bAlavidhavA ho jAne jaayegii| dharma anuSThAna meM vyasta rahane se tU hai| sabhI ne svIkRti pradAna kii| rAjagaddI para / se vaha bhayabhIta ho gii| nirAdhAra hone kA saralatA se brahmacarya pAla skegii| terA citta baiThane ke bAda bhI rUkmiNI zaddha brahamacarya kA use jitanA duHkha nahIM thA, usase bhI aneka dharma anuSThAnoM se ota-prota ho jaayegaa| pAlana karatI thii| isase usakI kIrti cAroM gunA duHkha use AjIvana brahamacarya pAlane kI rUkmiNI ne pitAzrI ke vacanoM ko dizAoM meM vyApta ho gii| asamarthatA meM lgaa| vaha agni meM kUdane kI mAnya kara apane vicAroM ko badala diyaa| dina / rUkmiNI ke brahmacarya guNa kI khyAti taiyArI karane lgii| taba usake pitA ne use pratidina vaha adhikAdhika dharmasAdhanA karane se AkarSita hokara eka brahamacarya premI samajhAyA ki agni meM jala marane se lgii| usameM brahmacarya ke guNoM kA bhI vikAsa buddhimAna yuvaka, jisakA nAma zIlasannAha AtmahatyA kA pApa lagatA hai| AtmahatyA se hone lgaa| isa guNa ke pratApa se usakI thA, vaha maMtrIpada ke lie aayaa| usakA yaha mahAna durgati bhI hotI hai| hatyA karane vAle yazogAthA gA~va-gA~va meM pahu~ca gii| isI bIca vicAra thA ki bharaNa-poSaNa bhI hogA aura eka jIvana meM prAyazcita le sakate haiM, lekina usake pitA kI mRtyu ho gii| usa samaya kucha guNavAn AtmA kI sevA bhI hogii| sadbhAgya AtmahatyA karane se paraloka meM na prAyazcita maMtriyoM ne vicAra kiyA ki rAjA niSputra hai, se use maMtrIpada bhI mila gyaa| wow.janelibrary.org

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LNNNNNNNNNNa NOLOGE rUkmiNI kI dRSTi rAjasabhA meM zIlasannAha maMtrI ke Upara sthira ho gii| eka dina rAjasabhA meM zIlasannAha maMtrI baiThA thaa| rAja-siMhAsana para baiThI haI rukmiNI cAroM ora dRSTi ghUmA rahI thii| itane meM yauvana aura lAvaNya jisake aMga-aMga meM vikasita ho gayA thA, usa zIlasannAha maMtrI para dRSTi girI, girate hI dRSTi vahIM sthira ho gii| "aho ! isa mAnava kA itanA rUpa hai? are ! yauvana chalaka rahA hai| aise mana meM kuvicAroM kA cakra prAraMbha ho gayA aura dRSTi meM vikAra A gyaa| For Personal & Private Use Only

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2.se.se.se.se-00-02-2 220252502500-52-52-532 sha.03502030252525025225025022393022302030252502238230253020302802-592 zIlasannAha maMtrI kI upasthiti meM vicArasAra rAjA ko kavala lete hI senAdhipati ne daur3ate hue Akara roka diyaa| For Personal & Private Use Only

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zrIlasannAha ko vastusthiti samajhate dera na lgii| vaha vicAra karane lagA-are ! maiM to cAroM dizAoM meM khyAtanAma eka brahmacAriNI kI sevA karane AyA thaa| oha ! pAnI meM se Aga uThI hai| kahA~ jAU~ ? dhikkAra ho isa kAmavAsanA ko ! kyA isa kAmagni meM maiM bhI bhasmIbhUta ho jAUMgA? nahIM, nahIM...... mujhe kahIM para cale jAnA caahie| yahA~ rahanA ucita nahIM hai| kyA patA kaba usakI kAmAgni mere Atmadeha ko jalA kara bhasma kara degI? merI AtmA ko apane paMje meM le, isase pahale hI maiM kisI dUsare rAjya meM calA jAU~! kahIM sunasAna jAe... 24 isa prakAra vicAra kara vaha rAjya chor3akara calA gyaa| vaha zIlasannAha maMtrI vicArasAra nAmaka dUsare rAjA ke pAsa gayA aura vahA~ usane maMtrIpada kI yAcanA kii| aneka parIkSA karane ke bAda vicArasAra rAjA ne kahA ki, "ApakI buddhi kI parIkSA ke bAda hameM vizvAsa hai ki Apa maMtrIpada ke sthAna ko suzobhita kara skoge| paraMtu vizeSa vizvAsa ke lie itanA hI pUchanA hai ki kyA Apane isase pahale kisI rAjA kI sevA kI hai? to usakA nAma btaaie| " usane javAba diyA- "mApha kIjiegA! maiM usakA nAma nahIM batAU~gA, kyoMki usakA nAma lene se hAtha meM liyA huA grAsa bhI chor3anA par3atA hai|" rAjA ne kahA - "Apa yaha kyA kaha rahe haiM? kyA kisa nAma lene mAtra se grAsa chor3anA par3atA hai? Apa gapa to nahIM hA~ka rahe haiN| lo! abhI bhojana maMgavAtA huuN|" isa prakAra kaha kara rAjA ne bhojana kA thAla mNgvaayaa| hAtha meM eka grAsa (kavala) lekara zIlasannAha se kahA ki aba usa rAjA kA nAma bolie| taba usane kahA, "ruukminnii|" itanA uccAraNa karate hI eka saMdezavAhaka ne Akara rAjA se kahA - "calie, jaldI clie| zatruoM ne rAjya para AkramaNa kara diyA hai| vikaTa paristhiti khar3I ho gaI hai| apanI senA pIchehaTa kara rahI hai| hAra-jIta kA savAla hai| Apa zIghra pdhaariye|" rAjA ne turaMta hAtha meM liyA huA kavala thAlI meM DAla diyA aura yuddha ke lie prayANa kiyaa| zIlasannAha bhI sAtha meM gyaa| yuddha kI sImA para rAjA ko roka kara zIlasannAha ne yuddhabhUmi meM praveza kiyA ki turaMta hI ... use mArane ke lie zatru sainika sAmane Ane lge| yuddhabhUmi meM praveza karate hI una sainikoM ko zIlasannAha ke brahmacarya ke prati anurAga ke kAraNa zAsana- devI ne staMbhita kara die aura AkAzavANI kI ki, "brahmacarya meM Asakta zIlasannAha ko namaskAra ho|" isa prakAra ghoSaNA karake devatAoM ne usa para puSpavRSTi kii|

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zIlasannAha yaha sunakara UhApoha karane lgaa| itane / meM to vicAra karate-karate use avadhijJAna utpanna huaa| brahmacarya kA prema bhI AtmA ko itane ucca sthAna para phuNcaa| sakatA hai, to jIvanabhara brahmacarya ke sAtha saMyama pAlU~, to kaisA adbhuta utthAna hogA? ityAdi vairAgyabhAva meM Akara usane vahIM para dIkSA le lii| zIlasannAha muni vihAra karate-karate eka bAra kSitipratiSThita nagara meM aaye| vahA~ rUkmiNI vaMdana karane AyI aura udyAna meM dezanA sunii| dezanA sunane se usake roma-roma vairAgya se jhanajhanAne lge| dila rUpI bAvar3I meM vairAgyabhAva kA pAnI uchalane lgaa| usane samagra saMsAra kA parityAga kara cAritra grahaNa kiyaa| Oube MOTION bahuta varSoM ke bAda zIlasannAha AcArya hue, usake pazcAt eka bAra zIlasannAha AcArya ke pAsa rukmirNI sAdhvI vihAra karake AyI aura kahane lagI ki, "mujhe anazana karanA hai|" jaba AcAryazrI ne kahA ki anazana karane se pahale AlocanA karake AtmA ko halkA banAnA caahie| jisase sadgati aura mokSa kI prApti ho| usane AlocanA kahanI zurU kii| aneka prakAra kI hiMsA, asatya, corI Adi kI AlocanA kaha dii| paraMtu

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unake samakSa ikarAra karU~gI, to usane kalpanA kI ki unakI dRSTi meM halakI-nIca kahIM sunanA na jAe...26 ginI jaauuNgii| paraMtu aba mere mahattva kA rakSaNa kisa taraha karUM? mohanIya karma ke udaya se svayaM kA mahattva aura ahattva banAe rakhane ke lie usane bAta ko mor3a diyA aura kahA ki maiMne maMtrI ke sattva kI parIkSA ke lie dRSTi DAlI thii| isa prakAra pApa ko chipAyA rAjadarabAra meM ghaTita A~kha ke aura zuddha AlocanA na lii| jisase usake eka lAkha (100000) bhava hue| pApa kI AlocanA nahIM khii| AcAryazrI ne aneka aba vicAra kIjiye ki aneka prakAra ke pApoM kI AlocanA karane para hama yadi prakAra se vaha pApa yAda karAne eka bhI pApa kI AlocanA chipA deMge, to rUkmiNI kI taraha hamArI AlocanA zuddha nahIM | aura AlocanA karavAne kA ho paayegii| hA~, pApa yAda karane para bhI yAda na Ae, to anta meM yaha kahanA ki "maiMne prayatna kiyaa| parantu usane isase bhI adhika pApa kiye haiN| oha guruvaryazrI ! kucha to yAda hI nahIM Ate haiM, ataH dUsare nae kie hae hiMsAdi kaI pApa anajAna meM raha gayA ho, to usakA bhI prAyazcita karane ko taiyAra haiN| unakA pApA ko yAda kara AlocanA micchAmi dukkaDam / " grahaNa kii| anta meM AcArya chaumattho mUDhamaNo kittiyamittaM saMbharai jiivo| jaM ca na saMbharAmi micchAmi dukkaDaM tss||1|| bhAvaMta ne sAdhvIjI ko kahA / he tAraka gurudeva! maiM ajJAna aura mUDhamana vAlA huuN| mujhe kitanA yAda raha sakatA ki rAjadarabAra meM kisI hai? jo yAda nahIM ho, usakA micchAmi dukkaDam / vyakti para vikAramaya dRSTi 2 eka kRSakane jUM mArI... rAla kara pApa kiyA ho, to usakI bhI AlocanA karanI pApa kI bhayaMkaratA kisI kArya para AdhArita nahIM hotI, parantu jIva ke AMtarika caahie| rUkmiNI sAdhvI pariNAmoM para AdhArita hotI hai| tIvra pariNAma vAle yuvaka ne babUla ke kAMTe se jUM mAra samajha gaI ki AcAryazrI to ddaalii| usake bAda usane usakI AlocanA nahIM lI, to usa kRSaka ko sAta bAra zUlI bharA pApa jAnate haiN| aba yadi (phA~sI) para caDhanA pddaa| For Personals Private Use Only in Education Intervenal www.jaineitray.org

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P 9/1/1/1 guru rajnA sAdhvIjI aura dUsarI sAdhvIyA~ sacita pAnI pItI hai. mAtra eka hI sAdhvIjI acita pAnI pItI hai| 3 toon med a sacita pAnI pIya rajjA sAdhvIjI ko kor3ha roga ho gayA thaa| eka sAdhvIjI ne usase pUchA ki yaha roga Apako kaise huA? taba usane kahA ki acitta (ubAlA huA) pAnI pIne se garmI ke kAraNa yaha roga huA hai| isa prakAra tIvra bhAva se asatya bola diyA aura svayaM kI vAstavikatA chipAyI, kyoMki vastutaH azAtA-vedanIya karma ke udaya se tathA ati gariSTha bhojana se pAcana kriyA bigar3a jAne ke kAraNa ajIrNa se yaha roga utpanna huA thaa| gurudeva dvArA isa prakAra acitta pAnI kA va milane para dUsarI sAdhviyoM ne bhI acitta pAnI pInA chor3a diyaa| For Personal & Private Use Only www.jamelibrary.org

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kahIM sunatA na jAe...28 unameM se eka sAdhvIjI ne apane mana ko dRr3ha rkhaa| unhoMne vicAra kiyA ki arihaMta bhagavAna kA saMyama mArga aisA hai ki usakA pAlana karane se roga AtA hI nhiiN| roga to asamAdhi kA kAraNa hai| roga Ae yA bar3he, to usase to asamAdhi hotI hai| | usa asamAdhi ko protsAhana mile, aisA bhagavAna batAyeMge hI | kyoM? usa sAdhvIjI ke khUna kI bUMda-bUMda meM bhagavAna ke zAsana kI zraddhA uchala rahI thii| vaha dUsarI sAdhviyoM ko aneka rIti se samajhAtI thI, parantu kor3ha roga ke bhaya ke kAraNa dUsarI sAdhviyA~ samajhatI nahIM thii| isalie usa choTI sAdhvIjI ko khUba pazcAtApa huaa| are prabho! maiMne anAdeya nAmakarma vagairaha kaise azubha karma bAMdhe haiM? jisase saccI bAta samajhAne para bhI ye sAdhviyA~ samajhatI nahIM haiN| isa prakAra pazcAtApa aura Atma-niMdA, kAussagga Adi karate karate use kevalajJAna ho gyaa| kevalajJAnI kI mahimA karane ke lie devadeviyA~ aaii| dUsarI sAdhviyoM ko vicAra AyA ki arara! hamane bar3I bhUla kI hai| unhoMne kevalajJAnI ke pAsa AlocanA kara prAyazcita lekara Atmazuddhi kara lii| parantu rajjA sAdhvI AlocanA lie binA / mara kara anaMta bhava bhramaNa karane vAlI bnii| sacita pAnI na pInevAlI sAdhvIjI ko kevalajJAna huA aura deva-devI mahimA karane ke lie AyeM low famelibrary.crg in Education For Personal & Private Use on

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'kapila marIci kA ziSya banakara namaskAra kara rahA hai|| - tridaMDika marIci kulamada se nAca rahA hai| Jain Education Intemalional For Personal & Private Use Only

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kahIM munasAna jAe...30 marIci, ahaMkAra aura utsUtra... RSabhadeva bhagavAna ke pAsa bharata cakravartI ke putra marIci ne dIkSA grahaNa kii| bAda meM duHkha sahana karane meM kamajora banane se usane tridaMDika veza dhAraNa kiyaa| isa prakAra vaha cAritra kA tyAga karake dezavirati kA pAlana karane lgaa| alpa jala se snAna karanA, vilepana karanA, khar3AU~ pahananA, chatra rakhanA vagairaha kriyA karane lgaa| eka bAra bharata mahArAjA ne samavasaraNa meM bhagavAna RSabhadeva se pUchA-he prabhu ! Aja koI aisA jIva hai jo bhaviSya meM tIrthaMkara banegA? taba bhagavAna ne kahA ki "he bharata ! terA putra marIci isa bharata kSetra meM prathama vAsudeva, mahAvideha meM cakravartI aura bharata kSetra meM aMtima tIrthaMkara bnegaa|" yaha sunakara bharata cakravartI marIci ko vaMdana karane gye| vaMdana karake bharata ne kahA ki, he tridaMDa dhAraNa karane vAle sAdhu! maiMne tumheM vaMdana nahIM kiyA hai| parantu tuma bharata kSetra meM tIrthaMkara, mahAvideha meM cakravartI aura bharata kSetra meM prathama vAsudeva bnoge| ataH maiMne tumheM bhaviSya ke tIrthaMkara samajhakara vaMdana kiyA hai| vaMdana karake bharata cakravartI to cale gye| paraMtu marIci ke mana meM ahaMkAra utpanna ho gayA! merA kula kitanA uttama hai? prathama tIrthaMkara RSabhadeva mere kula meM hue, prathama cakravartI bhI mere kula meM mere pitAzrI bharata hue aura prathama vAsudeva bhI maiM bnuuNgaa| isa prakAra mana meM kala kA mada lAkara marIci nAcane lagA, isase nIcagotra karma kA baMdha kiyaa| usakI AlocanA nahIM kii| ataH isa nIca gotra karma kA bhAra lagabhaga ka ko kor3Akor3I sAgaropama arthAt bhagavAna mahAvIra ke aMtima bhava taka claa| eka bAra jaba marIci ke upadeza se rAjakumAra kapila dIkSA lene ko taiyAra huaa| taba marIci ne kahA ki "jAo, muniyoM ke pAsa jAkara dIkSA lo|" usa samaya kapila ne pUchA ki, "kyA muniyoM ke pAsa hI dharma hai aura Apake pAsa nahI hai?" taba marIci ne vicAra kiyA ki yaha mere yogya hI ziSya milA hai aura bImArI Adi meM ziSya kI jarUrata bhI rahatI hai| ataH usane asatya vacana bola diyA-are kapila! dharma vahAM bhI hai tridaMDIpane meM dharma nahIM thaa| isa asatya utsUtra vacana kI AlocanA nahIM kI, ataH tIrthakara kI AtmA hote hue bhI eka koDAkor3I sAgaropama jitanA unakA saMsAra bar3ha gyaa| jaina darzana ne kisI ke bhI pApa kA pakSapAta nahIM kiyaa| saba kI jIvana-kitAba khulI rakhI hai| isaliye hameM zuddha AlocanA kahakara pApa mukta honA caahiye|

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SCHOOL 5) ArdrakumAra kA dRSTAM GESTI OTOKOVO abhayakumAra ne mitratA ke kAraNa ArdrakumAra ko tIrthaMkara bhagavAna kI pratimA bhejI thii| usa pratimA ke citana dvArA jAtismaraNa jJAna huA aura usameM sAdhujIvana meM kI huI bhUla kA dRzya dikhAI diyaa|

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kahIM sunasA na jAe...32 ArdrakumAra pUrva bhava meM somAditya nAmaka brAhmaNa thaa| usakI patnI kA nAma baMdhumatI thaa| eka bAra vairAgya bhAva meM Akara usane apanI patnI ke sAtha AcAryadeva zrI susthitasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ke pAsa dIkSA grahaNa kii| usake pazcAt svayaM kI (bhUtapUrva patnI) sAdhvI ko dekhakara pUrva kI kAma-kIr3A kA smaraNa ho gyaa| aho ! vAstava meM kAma vAsanA kitanI balavAna hai? sAdhupanA svIkAra karane ke pazcAt bhI vaha vAsanA bhar3akane lgii| jaise-jaise dina vyatIta hone lage, vaise-vaise sneha bar3hane lgaa| baMdhumatI sAdhvIjI ko yaha patA calA ki munirAjazrI mere nimitta se roja pApa bAMdhate haiN| ataH anazana kara jIvana kA aMta kara luuN| jisase mere limitta se unako pApa to nahIM bNdhegaa| isa prakAra bhAva dayA kA ciMtana karake gurudeva kI anumati lekara anazana karake zubha bhAva meM kAla kara vaha sAdhvAjI devaloka meM gii| mahAna AtmAyeM dUsaroM ko pApa se bacAne hetu svayaM bhArI se bhArI kaSToM ko jhelatI rahatI haiN| jaise ki baladeva muni ne panihArI ke aviveka ko dekhakara jIvanabhara jaMgala meM hI rahane kA nirNaya kara liyaa| jaba somAditya muni ko yaha mAlUma huA ki usake kAraNa sAdhvIjI ne anazana kara deha tyAga kiyA hai, taba somAditya muni ko khUba AghAta phuNcaa| oha! sAdhvIjI kI kitanI himmata aura kaisI adbhuta vIratA se unakA AtmabalidAna! maiM kaisA nIca? jisane bhAva se vrata kA bhaMga kara diyA aura jo eka sAdhvI ke kAla dharma (mRtyu) kA hetu bnaa| mere jaise pApI ko jIne kA kyA adhikAra hai? aba pApoM ko nAza karane ke lie maiM bhI anazana svIkAra kara luuN| isa / prakAra vicAra kara anazana karake munizrI marakara devaloka meM gye| parantu mAhanAya kama rakara anazana karake munizrI marakara devaloka meM gye| parantu mohanIya karma ke udaya se AlocanA-prAyazcita liye binA mara ge| ataH devaloka kA AyuSya pUrNa kara anArya deza meM janma liyA, jahAM dharma kA akSara bhI sunane ko na mile| zreNika rAjA aura ArdrakumAra ke pitAzrI donoM acche mitra the| isa kAraNa ve eka-dUsare ko kImatI upahAra bhejate the| yaha dekhakara abhayakumAra ke sAtha mitratA bAMdhane ke liye ArdrakumAra ne use bheMTa bhejii| use bhavya bheMTa samajhakara abhayakumAra ne bhI mitratA bAMdhane ke liye ra dIzvara bhagavAna kI pratimA maMjUSA meM use bhijavAI aura saMdeza meM kahalAyA ki isa maMjuSA ko ekAMta meM kholanA / ratnamayI pratimA ke darzana karane pUrvabhava meM virAdhita sAdhu jIvana kA smaraNa hone se use vairAgya aayaa| Jain Education Interational For Personal & Private Use Only

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33...kahIM sunA na jAe. ArdrakumAra ne dIkSA lene kA saMkalpa kiyaa| mAtA-pitA ke pAsa Aryadeza meM jAne kI AjJA maaNgii| mohavaza mAtA-pitA ne sakhtI se inkAra kara diyA aura vaha bhAga na jAye, isaliye rAjA ne pA~casau sipAhiyoM ko usa para naz2ara rakhane ke liye AjJA kii| ArdrakumAra ko yaha paristhiti kaida-sI lagane lgii| usane dhIre-dhIre vartana-vANI ke mAdhurya ke dvArA 500 sipAhiyoM kA vizvAsa jIta liyaa| eka dina maukA dekhakara vaha ghoDe para savAra hokara anArya deza se ravAnA ho gyaa| usake bAda samudra mArga se jahAja meM baiThakara Aryadeza meM Akara usane dIkSA lI aura usI samaya devavANI huI ki, are ! ArdrakumAra abhI tere bhogAvalI karma bAkI hai, paraMtu bhAvollAsa meM Akara usane devavANI ko sunI anasunI kara dii| __saMyama lekara muni eka gA~va se dUsare gA~va vihAra karane lge| eka bAra muni Ardra vasaMtapura nagara meM padhAre aura udyAna meM kAussagga dhyAna meM rhe| vahA~ bAlikAyeM khelane ke liye aayii| khela-khela meM bAlikAyeM udyAna meM staMbha ko pakar3a kara kahatI ki ye merA pati hai| zrImatI nAma kI bAlikA ne (jo pUrvabhava kI patnI devaloka se cyuta hokara dhanazrI zeTha ke yahA~ putrI rupa meM janmI thI) anajAne staMbha kI taraha sthira rahe hue muni ko chUkara kahA ki yaha merA pati hai| phira patA calA ki yaha to muni hai| paraMtu pUrvabhava ke saMskAroM ke kAraNa usane ghoSaNA kI, ki maiM vivAha karUMgI, to isa mani ke sAtha hI karUMgI, anyathA kuMvArI rhuuNgii| devoM ne 12.5 lAkha.. Use only dIkSA ke lie ArdrakumAra anArya deza meM bhAgakara sthalamArga aura jalamArga ke dvArA Arya deza meM aae|

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kahIM munasA na jAe...34 sonAmoharoM kI vRSTi kii| putrI zrImatI aura dhana lekara usake pitA dhanazrI apane gA~va gye| muni ne anyatra vihAra kiyaa| aba vaha kanyA kramazaH bar3I huI, taba usake pitA yogya vara kI khoja karane lge| paraMtu usane apanA dRr3ha nizcaya batAyA ki muni ko chor3akara vaha kisI ke sAtha zAdI nahIM karegI, taba gA~va meM Ane vAle muniyoM ko gocarI vahorAne ke liye use pitA ne khaa| 12 varSa bAda vahI muni vahA~ pdhaare| pAdacihna se usane muni ko pahacAna liyaa| zrImatI ne unake pA~va pakar3a liye| zreSThI aura rAjA ne unake Upara bahuta dabAva ddaalaa| jisase muni ne bhI devavANI ko yAda kara usake sAtha vivAha ke liye svIkRti pradAna kii| vivAha ho gyaa| paraMtu unakA dila udAsa rahA karatA thaa| unheM saMyama kI tIvra tamannA thii| unako putra huaa| 12 varSa ke bAda eka dina prabala puruSArtha kara dRr3hatA se dIkSA lene kA saMkalpa zrImatI ko khaa| vaha udAsa hokara ruI kAtane lgii| lar3akA khela kara ghara AyA aura pUchA ki, "mA~ tU ruI kyoM kAta rahI hai?" mAtA zrImatI ne kahA, tere pitAzrI dIkSA lenevAle hai| bAlaka ne sUta ke dhAgoM se pitAzrI ke donoM pA~vo ko bAraha bAra lapeTa diyA aura totalI bhASA meM kahA ki, aba dIkSA lene kaise jAoge? maiMne to Apako bAMdha diyA hai| Ardramuni kA hRdaya bAlavacana se pighala gyaa| usane A~TI ginI, to bAraha thii| isaliye dUsare 12 varSa gRhavAsa meM rheN| isa prakAra 24 varSa gRhavAsa sevana karane ke pazcAt putra umara lAyaka ho jAne se punaH cAritra grahaNa kara Ardra muni bne| dUsarI tarapha 500 sipAhI jo ArdrakumAra ko DhUMDhane nikale the| ve rAjA ke Dara se vApasa anArya deza meM nahIM gye| paraMtu vahIM rahakara corI karane lge| eka dina Ardramuni ko ve vihAra meM mile / unako upadeza dekara dIkSA dii| usake bAda 500 muni ke sAtha magadhadeza meM Ardramuni padhAre aura vahA~ utkRSTa sAdhanA kara Ardramuni mokSa meM gye| yadyapi ArdrakumAra ne pUrvabhava meM kAyika pApa nahIM kiyA thaa| sirpha mAnasika pApa hI kiyA thA, tathApi AlocanA nahIM lene se pApoM ke guNAkAra ho gaye, jisase anArya deza meM janma aura dIkSA lene ke bAda 24 varSa taka gRhavAsa meM rahanA pddaa| yUM to isa bhava meM AtmA kI zuddhi ho jAne se ArdrakumAra mokSa meM gaye, paraMtu bIca meM kitanI takalIpheM pdd'ii| ataH hameM zuddha bhAva se AlocanA karanI caahie| rsonal & Private Use Only

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35...kahIM sunA na jAe karanI pdd'egii| taba donoM ne kahA ki hameM bajAnA 6 metAraja muni, nIcagotra aura durlamibodhitA... nahIM AtA aura muni ko kahA ki Apako mallayuddha karanA pdd'egaa| donoM muni ke sAtha mallayuddha karane lge| ujjayinI nagarI meM municandra nAma kA rAjA rAjya mallayaddha karate-karate donoM kumAroM ke saMdhisthAnoM se karatA thaa| usakA putra aura purohita putra sauvastika donoM haDDiyA~ utAra kara sAgaracandra muni vahA~ se cale gye| atyaMta ucchRkhala ho gye| koI bhI sAdhu mahArAja vahAM Ate, svasthAna para jAkara kAussagga meM khar3e raha gye| idhara donoM taba ve unheM rAjamahala meM le jAkara parezAna krte| haMTara mAra kumAra vedanA se cIkhane lge| rAjA ne sipAhiyoM ke dvArA sAdhu kara nRtya krvaate| zrIsaMgha ne rAjA ke pAsa jAkara zikAyata bhagavaMta kI khoja krvaaii| gAMva ke bAhara muni dhyAna meM khar3e haiM, kI, kiMtu rAjA ne usa para dhyAna nahIM diyaa| taba muniyoM ne aisA sipAhiyoM ne khaa| taba rAjA vahA~ gyaa| jAkara dekhA, to yaha bAta sAgaracandra muni se khii| yaha sunakara sAgaracandra khuda ke sAMsArika bhAI khar3e the| rAjA ne kahA ki "are gurudeva! muni ko vicAra AyA ki yadi ujjayinI nagarI meM munirAjoM yaha kyA kiyA?" muni ne rAjA se kahA-"are rAjan! kyA apane kA vihAra baMda ho gayA, to loga dharma se vimukha hokara durgati kula meM muni ko mArane kA anyAya ho sakatA hai? itane dinoM taka meM pdd'eNge| ataH isakA koI upAya karanA caahie| isa prakAra tumane saMgha kI bAta svIkAra nahIM kI aura aba putra ko ThIka karane ke vicAra karake ve ujjayinI Aye / gocarI ke liye rAjadarabAra lie Aja yahAM vinatI karane Ae ho| rAjan! tUne aise mahAmuniyoM meM gye| rAjaputra aura purohitaputra ne nRtya karane ke lie khUba kA apamAna va viDaMbanA calA lI, tumane yaha bar3I bhArI bhUla kI hai|" jabaradastI kI aura kahA ki bahutoM ko cAbuka mArakara hama rAjA ne kahA ki "gurudeva! ye kumAra bAlaka haiN| ataH inakA nRtya karavA cuke haiN| isa prakAra donoM yuvako ne dharma kI aparAdha kSamA kIjie! punaH aisA na hogaa|" muni ne kahA kiupekSA kI hai| aisA jAnakara unako sudhArane ke liye "cAritradhArI AtmAoM ko satA kara inhoMne bhayaMkara karma bAMdhe haiN| sAgaracaMdra muni ne unako kahA ki nAcane ke liye bajAne vAle ataH yadi ye donoM cAritra grahaNa kareM, to donoM kI haDDiyA~ cAhiye aura bajAne vAle bhUla kareMge, to merA dimAga car3ha yathAsthAna caDhA daMgA, anyathA ve donoM apane kie hae pApoM kA jaayegaa| usa samaya jo saz2A karUMgA, vaha unheM svIkAra... phala bhugatate rhe|" www.je

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kahIM murakSA na jAe... 36 rAjA muni ko namaskAra karake putra ke pAsa AyA aura kahane lagA ki, he kumAroM ! ve muni tumhAre sAMsArika cAcAjI haiN| tumane sAdhuoM ko khUba parezAna kiyA hai / ataH tumheM daMr3a diyA hai| yadi dIkSA loge, to haDDiyA~ car3hA deMge, anyathA tuma apane Apa hI tar3apa-tar3apakara mara jAoge, lekina muni bhagavaMta haDDiyA~ nahIM cddhaayeNge| yaha sunakara kumAroM ne rAjA kI bAta binA icchA se maMjUra karate hue kahA ki, " hama dIkSA le leMge / " muni ne haDDiyA~ yathAsthAna para car3hA dI aura donoM ne cAritra grahaNa kiyaa| cAritra kI zuddha ArAdhanA karane lge| bhUtapUrva purohitaputra muni ne brAhmaNa kula kA hone ke kAraNa mala aura malina vastroM se ghRNA kii| isa prakAra kI jugupsA karane se mithyAtva guNasthAnaka para Akara nIca gotra ko bAMdha diyaa| usI taraha eka bAra usI muni ko vicAra AyA ki "gurumahArAja ne jabaradastI se dIkSA dI hai, vaha ThIka nahIM kiyaa|" isa prakAra upakArI guru kA doSa dekhaa| isa vicAra se usakA durlabhabodhi karma kA baMdha ho gyaa| usake bAda usa muni ne donoM doSoM kI AlocanA nahIM lii| pApa vaisA kA vaisA hI AtmA meM raha gyaa| donoM cAritra pAla kara devaloka meM ge| purohita putra ne malina vastra kI ghRNA karane se nIca gotra bAMdhA thaa| ataH devA pUrNa hone para eka caMDAla patnI kI kukSi meM usakA cyavana huaa| idhara eka seTha ke ghara para seThAnI ke mare hue bAlaka janma pAte the / ataH usakA mana khinna rahatA thaa| caMDAlinI ne usakI khinnatA kA kAraNa pUchA, taba usane kahA ki 'mere mare hue saMtAna janma pAte haiN| Aja taka eka bhI putro vAtsalya nahIM de sakI huuN|" caMDAlinI ne kahA ki "mere putra jinda janma lete haiN|" ataH seThAnI ne kahA ki maiM tujhe sonAmohareM duuNgii| putra janma ke avasara para hama paraspara saMtAna parivartana kara leNge| isa prakAra nirNaya kara donoM ne janma ke samaya putra adala-badala kara diyA / aura usakA nAma metAraja rkhaa| eka bAra kI ghRNA ne metArya ke jI ko caMDAla ke ghara meM janma diyaa| T 1) sAgaracaMdra muni rAjaputra aura purohitaputra ke saMdhisthAno se haDDiyA~ utAra kara cale ge| 2) rAjA gA~va ke bAhara muni ke pAsa gayA bonal &srivate Use Only 191 www.janbrary.org

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37...kahIM sunanA na jAe MATH bAja pakSI ko jau cugate hue muni ne dekha liyA yadi pUrvabhava meM donoM doSoM kI AlocanA le lI hotI, to jIva zuddha ho jAtA aura caMDAla metAraja muni upasarga ko sahana karate hue kevalajJAna prApta kara mokSa meM gye| ke ghara meM utpanna hone kI paristhiti khar3I nahIM hotii| aba AnaMda se metArya seTha ke ghara bar3A hone patniyoM ke pAsa. usane 12 varSa kI muddata lgaa| usake jIva ne devaloka meM mitradeva ko mNgvaayii| phira vaha karma halkA ho jAne se pratijJA karavAyI thI ki tuM mujhe DaMDe mArakara bhI pratibodha pAkara cAritra lekara metAraja muni dIkSA dilvaanaa| dhIre-dhIre metAraja yuvA haa| mAsakSamaNa ke pAraNe ke dina sonI ke ghara usakI sagAI 8 zreSThikanyAoM ke sAtha hii| jaba gocarI gye| zAdI kI taiyAriyAM cala rahI thI, taba deva ne dharmalAbha sunakara sonI apanA sabhI avadhijJAna se saba jAnA aura vaha metAraja mitra kAma chor3akara khar3A ho gyaa| vaha zreNika ko samajhAne aayaa| paraMtu durlabhabodhi ho jAne se rAjA ke liye suvarNa ke 108 jau banA rahA sonI ko zaMkA huI ki muni hI lekara gaye vaha nahIM smjhaa| phira zAdI ke varaghor3e meM deva ne thaa| muni ko gocarI vahorAne ke liye hoNge| isaliye vaha muni ke pAsa aaraa| caMDAla kA rupa dhAraNa karake vivAha meM vighna rasoIghara meM le gyaa| bAda meM bAja pakSI ne bArabAra pUchane para bhI jIvadayA ke vicAra se ddaalaa| usake bAda metAraja kI Ajiz2I se 8 vahA~ Akara sAre jau cuga liye| muni ne jo mani ne usakA javAba na diyaa| muni mauna rhe| zreSThikanyA aura 9vIM rAjakanyA zreNika rAjA kI ko cugate hue pakSI ko dekha liyaa| pakSI agara satya kaha dete, to bAja pakSI ko cIrakara putrI ke sAtha vivAha krvaayaa| paraMtu durlabhabodhi ur3akara U~cAI para baiTha gyaa| muni gocarI sonI jau nikAla letaa| ataH sonI ne krodha meM karma ke udaya se vaha pratibodhita na huaa| 12 varSa lekara bAhara nikle| Akara Ardra camar3e ko sira para bA~dha kara muni ke bAda phira se deva use pratibodha karane AyA, to sonI ne khuda ke kAma para Akara ko dhUpa meM baiThA diyaa| dhUpa ke kAraNa camar3A usa samaya bhI usI karma ke udaya ke kAraNa apanI dekhA, to suvarNa ke jau dikhAI nahIM diye| sUkhane se sira kI naseM khiMcane lgii| muni kI

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kahIM munasAna jAe...38 7 citraka aura saMbhUti caMDAla bane... A~khe bAhara nikala gyii| khUna nikalane lgaa| haDDiyA~ TUTane lgii| muni ne krodha nahIM kiyA, samatA rakhakara kevalajJAna prApta kiyaa| muni mokSa meM gye| usa samaya lakar3e kA gaTThara girane se AvAja hone para ghabarA kara bAja pakSI ne viSTA kii| usameM sonI ko jau dekhe| yaha dekhakara sonI ghabarA gayA ki yaha muni to nirdoSa hai aura rAjA ke bhUtapUrva dAmAda hai| isa nirdoSa muni kA maiMne khUna kara diyaa| aba rAjA mujhe kara saz2A kareMge, isaliye usane bhagavAna mahAvAra svAmI ke pAsa jAkara dIkSA lI aura vaha AlocanA lekara sadgati meM gyaa| __aba yaha vicAranA cAhiye ki yadi pUrvabhava meM metAraja ne guru ke doSa dekhane kI AlocanA le lI hotI, to durlabhabodhi na banate au aisI viMDabanAe~ na hotii| aisA jAnakara hameM guru ke doSa dekhane kI AlocanA turaMta le lenI caahiye| muni kA hatyArA sonI muni bana AlocanA lekara sadgati meM gyaa| ataH hama 3.locanA lenA na bhuuleN| jaMgala se eka muni guz2ara rahe the| rAstA bhUla jAne ke kAraNa dopahara ke samaya behoza hokara jamIna para gira pdd'e| gAya carAne ke lie Aye huye cAra gvAloM ne isa dRzya ko dUra se dekhaa| ve naz2adIka aaye| muni behoza the| hoTha sUkha gae the| ceharA kumhalA gayA thaa| tRSA kA anumAna kara unhoMne gAya ko duhakara mu~ha meM dUdha ddaalaa| isase muni hoza meM aaye| kucha samaya ke bAda munizrI ne cAroM ko samajhAne kA prayAsa karate hue kahA ki saMsArarUpI jaMgala meM unakI AtmA bhaTaka rahI haiN| usa duHkha se pAra utarane ke liye ekamAtra sAdhana hai cAritra dhrm| isa prakAra kA bodha diyaa| cAroM ne pratibodha pAkara cAritra grahaNa kiyaa| unameM se do AtmAeM to usI bhava meM kevalajJAna prApta kara mokSa meM calI gii| zeSa do janoM ko eka vicAra AyA ki snAna kiye binA zuddhi kisa prakAra se ho sakatI hai? kyA itane maile kapar3e rakhane? isa prakAra ghRNA karane se nIca gotra karma bAMdha diyaa| usakI AlocanA liye binA hI kAla kara gye| bAda meM krama se pUrva bhava meM bAMdhe hue nIca gotra ke udaya se caMDAlakula meM citraka va saMbhUti ke rUpa meM utpanna hue| Jain EducalionThterhaal For Personal & Private Use Only

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39...kahIM bhunakSA na jAe yuvA-avasthA meM surIlA aura madhura kaMTha hone se loga unake saMgIta meM mazagUla bana jAte the| gIta-saMgIta ke rasika mahilAoM ke jhuMDa ke jhuMDa una donoM kA saMgIta sunane ke liye Ate the| anartha kA kAraNa jAnakara rAjA ne unako deza-nikAla kiyaa| donoM pahAr3a para se kUdakara AtmahatyA karane kA vicAra kara rahe the| itane meM to muni ne unako mAnava jIvana kI mahAnatA samajhAI, jisase donoM bhAIyoM ne dIkSA lii| gA~va-gA~va vihAra karane lge| do muniyoM meM se saMbhUti muni ko baMdana karate karate cakravartI sanatakumAra kI paTTarAnI ke sukomala keza chU jAne para saMbhUti muni ne niyANA Jain Education Interational For Personal & Private Use Only

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kahIM sunA na jAe...40 eka bAra donoM muni hastinApura aaye| vahA~ mAsakSamaNa ke pAraNe meM donoM muni gocarI gaye the| taba pUrvaavasthA ke vaira kA smaraNa hone se cakravartI sanatakumAra ke maMtrI namuci ne khuda ke gaurava kI rakSA ke liye sipAhiyoM ke dvArA donoM muniyoM ko gA~va ke bAhara nikalavA diye| saMbhUti muni krodha meM Akara usake Upara tejolezyA choDane ko taiyAra hue| mukha meM se dhuA~ nikalane lgaa| loga ghabarA gye| sanatakumAra cakravartI ne muni ke pAsa Akara mAphI mAMgI aura maMtrI ke pAsa bhI mAphI mNgvaayii| citraka muni ke bahuta samajhAne para saMbhUti muni ne saba ko kSamA to kiyA, lekina donoM muni ne vicAra kiyA ki isa deha ke kAraNa kaSAyAdi karane par3ate haiM, isaliye hama donoM anazana kara leN| donoM muni jaMgala meM anazana karane lge| aba loga donoM muni kI khUba prazaMsA karane lge| yaha sunakara sanatkumAra kI patnI strIratna sunaMdA 1 lAkha 92 hajAra parivAra ke sAtha donoM muni ko vaMdana karane aayii| vaMdana karate-karate sunaMdA ke keza saMbhUti muni ke pA~va ko chU gye| usa keza ke sparza se saMbhUti muni ko atyaMta rAga utpanna huA aura niyANA kiyA ki saMyama kA phala strIratna, parabhava meM mujhe mile| citraka munine unako bahuta smjhaayaa| lekina unhoMne AlocanA na lI, balki kahA ki, maiMne dRr3ha mana se niyANA kiyA hai, vaha phirane vAlA nahIM / isaliye Apa aba mujhe kucha mata khnaa| yaha sunakara citraka muni zAMta rhe| phira donoM muni kAla karake devaloka meM gye| usake bAda citraka kA jIva purimatAla nagara meM zreSThiputra banA aura saMbhUti muni kA jIva kAMpilyapura meM brahmadatta cakravartI banA aura marakara sAtavIM naraka meM gyaa| yadi usane AlocanA le lI hotI, to sAtavIM naraka ke yogya karma baMdha na hotaa| ataH hameM avazya AlocanA lenI caahiye| For Personal & Private Use Only www.jainelturary.org

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41...kahIM munA na jAe kI putrI ke rUpa meM utpanna haa| ilAcIkumAra 8 pUrvamata meM ilAcIkumArane ko pUrvabhava meM patnI sAdhvI ke Upara sneha thaa| AlocanA na lI... va usakI AlocanA nahIM lI thii| ataH ilAcIputra uttamakula meM utpanna hone para bhI vasaMtapura nagara meM agnizarmA nAmaka loka lajjA chor3akara naTanI ke nAca ko brAhmaNa yuvaka rahatA thaa| usane apanI patnI dekhakara usake sAtha gyaa| ke sAtha cAritra liyaa| parantu paraspara moha ilAcIkumAra ne eka dina naTarAja ko nahIM ttuuttaa| kahA ki, "aba maiM naTa 1) agnizarmA muni AlocanA lie vinA marakara devaloka meM ge| usakI bhUtapUrva 2) sAdhvIjI brAhamaNakula ke abhimAna va pAMca Adi dhone kI AlocanA lie vinA marakara devaloka meM gae / ho gayA hai, to mere sAtha patnI sAdhvI ne ekabAra naTanI kA vivAha kara brAhmaNakula kA abhimAna kiyaa| usakI diijiye|" naTarAja ne kahA ki, "tuma rAjA AlocanA lie binA hI vaha mara kara devaloka ke pAsa se inAma prApta karo, to tumhAre sAtha gii| munizrI bhI kAla karake deva-loka gye| usakA vivAha kruuNgaa|" usake bAda eka dina vahAM se mRtyu pAkara agnizarmA kA jIva benAtaTa ke baMdaragAha para kalA dekhane ke liye ilAvardhana nagara meM dhanyadatta seTha ke putra rAjA ko AmaMtraNa diyA gyaa| naTanI Dhola ilAcIkumAra ke rUpa meM utpanna huaa| pUrva bhava bajAne lgii| ilAcIputra ne rassI para nAcanA kI usakI patnI kA jIva kulamada kI zuru kiyaa| logoM ne naTa kI karAmAta dekhakara ilAcIputra naTanI ko rassI para nAcate hue dekhakara AlocanA na lene ke kAraNa nIca kula meM naTa tAliyA~ bjaaii| harSa se kilakAriyA~ kArane usa para mohita ho gyaa|

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kahIM munasAna jAe....42 lage paratu rAjA kI dRSTi naTanI -para par3I aura vaha naTanI para mohila ho gyaa| jisase rAjA ne use inAma na diyaa| phira se dUsakI bAra, tIsarI bAra khela batAne ke liye khaa| cauthI bAra rassI para car3hA, paraMtu rAjA namI para mohita ho jAne se ilAcIkumAra kI mauta cAhatA thaa| isa kAraNa inAma na diyaa| rassI para car3he hue usane eka mahala meM dekhA, to eka padhinI strI muni ko miThAI vahIrane ke liye binati kara rahI thI aura jitendriya muni A~kha kI palaka bhI UMcI kiye binA nA-nA kaha rahe the| yaha dekhakara ilAcIkumAra ko wain Extiscattern International apanI kAmavAsanA ke Upara phaTakAra aura muni ke Upara ahobhAva jgaa| ahobhAva bar3hate-bar3hate zukladhyAna para car3he hue ilAcIkumAra ne rassI para hI kevalajJAna prApta kiyaa| devoM ne sAdhuveSa arpaNa kara vaMdana kiyaa| ilAcIputra kevalI ne dezanA dii| usameM unhoMne kahA ki khuda maiMne pUrva ke tIsare bhava meM AlocanA na lI aura naTanI ke jIva ne bhI AlocanA na lI, jisase yaha sArI viDaMbanAe huii| yaha sunakara naTanI ko bhI jAtismaraNa jJAna huA, sAtha hI tIvra pazcAtApa haA aura usane bhI kevalajJAna prApta kiyaa| rassI para nAcate hue ilAcIkumArane mahala meM muni ko dekhA aura ahobhAva bar3hane se ilAcIkumAra ko kevalajJAna ho gyaa| Fiwww.jamelibrary.org

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43... kahIM sunasAna jAe 9 kamalazrI kuttI, baMdarI banI... zivabhUti aura vasubhUti do bhAI the| zivabhUti kI strI kamalazrI apane devara vasubhUti ke prati rAga vAlI banI aura usane mohavaza anucita yAcanA kii| bhAbhI ke aise anucita vacanoM ko sunakara vasubhUti vicAra karane lagA ki"oha ! dhikkAra ho kAmavAsanA ko, jo aisI anucita yAcanA karavAtI hai| mujhe to kisI bhI hAlata meM kAmAdhIna nahIM honA hai|" isa prakAra vairAgya utpanna hone para usane dIkSA grahaNa kara lii| yaha bAta kamalazrI taka pahu~cI / rAga ke udaya se ArtadhyAna meM rahatI huI vaha mAnasika aura vAcika pApa kI AlocanA lie binA hI zunI ( kuttI ) ke rUpa meM utpanna huii| 1) kamalazrI ko apane devara vasubhUti ke Upara rAga ho gyaa| usakI AlocanA na lene se kramaza: 2) kuttI 3) baMdarI 4) haMsinI 5) aMta meM vyaMtara devI banI / For Personal & Private Use Only

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kahIM sunasA na jAe...44 eka bAra vasubhUti muni gocarI ke liye bacakara anyatra cale ge| baMdarI ArtadhyAna meM paraMtu munizrI ke tapa ke prabhAva se vaha mAra na jA rahe the| kuttI kI dRSTi muni para pdd'ii| marakara tAlAba meM haMsinI bnii| skii| jisase dUsare aneka anukUla upasarga pUrvabhava ke rAga ke kAraNa vaha muni kI chAyA saMyogavazAt muni usa tAlAba ke karane lagI, parantu muni apane vrata meM dRr3ha rahe ke samAna unake sAtha-sAtha calane lgii| kinAre zIta pariSaha sahana karane ke lie aura unhoMne zubhadhyAna ke pratApa se hamezA pani ke sAtha kuttI ko dekhakara jhaaN| kAussagga kara rahe the| unheM dekhakara haMsinI kevalajJAna prApta kiyaa| saba logoM ke samakSa bhI muni jAte, loga unako zunIpati (kuttI avyakta rIti se madhara zabda va viraha vedanA kevalI ne devI ke pUrvabhavoM ke saMbaMdha kA varNana pati) mani kahane lge| logoM ke aise vacana 67 lA lAgA kasa vacana kI AvAz2a karane lagI aura pAsa meM Akara kiyaa| jisase devI ne samyaktva prApta sunakara puni lajjita hone lge| eka dina kiyaa| munizrI pRthvI pITha ko pAvana karate muni kisI bhI tarIke se kuttI kI dRSTi se sthira rhe| haMsinI kI dRSTi se bacakara muni huye krama se mokSa sidhaaye| bacakara anyatra cale ge| muni ko na dekhane anyatra vihAra kara ge| munizrI ko na dekhane aba isa taraha socanA cAhie ki eka para tI ArtadhyAna se marakara jaMgala meM para haMsinI vyaMtara nikAya meM devI ke rUpa meM hI ghara meM kevala kharAba dRSTi rakhane se aura bandarA bnii| utpanna huii| usakI AlocanA na lene se kitanA bhayaMkara pUrvavat bandarI muni ko dekhakara muni ma vibhaMga jJAna se svayaM ke sAtha munizrI pariNAma huA ki tIna-tIna bhava tiryaMcagati ke sAtha-sAtha ghUmane lgii| loga muni ko kA saMbaMdha jAna kara vaha devI vicAra karane meM janma lenA pdd'aa| isaliye agara hama apane banrIpati kahane lge| jaba loga aisA kahate, lagI ki mere devara ne merA kahanA nahIM maanaa| jIvana meM hue pApoM kI zuddhi nahIM kareMge, to taH bandarI khuza hotI aura viSaya kI ceSTA ataH merI yaha durdazA huI hai| aba vaha krodha se apanI kyA dazA hogI? ataH AlocanA lene krtii| eka bAra muni baMdarI kI naz2ara se AgababUlI hokara muni ko mArane aayii| meM pramAda nahIM karanA caahie| For Personal & Privata. Unes Chiny

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ART CATE ANAVAJVN 1) rAjakumAra rupasena aura rAjakumArI sunaMdA ne eka dUsare kI vikAramaya dRSTi se dekhaa| rAjakumAra rupasena makAna kI dIvAra girane se usIka nIce dabakara mara :

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kahIM munasAna jAe...46 10 rupasena ke 7 mata bigar3e... pRthvIbhUSaNa nagara meM kanakadhvaja rAjA kI putrI kA nAma sunaMdA thaa| rAjakumArI ne yauvana ke A~gana meM padArpaNa kiyaa| usakA rUpa lAvaNya aura sauMdarya gaz2aba thaa| eka dina rAjabhavana ke sAmane pAnavAle kI dukAna para baMgadeza ke rAjA vAsudatta kA cauthA khUbasUrata putra rUpasena pAna khAne aayaa| vaha idhara-udhara dekha rahA thaa| itane meM sunaMdA kI dRSTi rUpasena para pdd'ii| dRSTi par3ate hI usake roma-roma meM kAma kI jvAlA dhadhaka utthii| dAsI ke dvArA sunaMdA ne rUpasena ko apane abhimukha kiyaa| A~khoM-A~khoM se bAta ho gii| sunaMdA ne dAsI ke dvArA rUpasena ko kahalAyA ki, "Apa kaumudI mahotsava ke prasaMga para rAja-mahala ke pIche ke bhAga meM pdhaarnaa|" kaumudI mahotsava ke dina mAyA-kapaTa karake sunaMdA ne sira-darda kA bahAnA banAyA aura rAjadarabAra meM svayaM kI dAsI ke sAtha raha gii| rAjA-rAnI parivAra sahita gA~va ke bAhara mahotsava dekhane cale ge| kaisI bhayaMkara hai vAsanA? jisake kAraNa sunaMdA asatya bolI va usane mAyA kii| isI prakAra rUpasena bhI mAyA aura asatya se bahAnA banA kara ghara meM hI raha gyaa| zeSa parivAra mahotsava meM calA gyaa| rUpasena svagRha para tAlA lagAkara sunaMdA se milane ke manoratha se ghara se nikala pdd'aa| A~kha ke doSa se preraNA pAkara kAyika doSa sevana kI icchA se vaha mana meM sunaMdA ke rUpa, lAvaNya aura usake saMgama ke vicAroM ko lekara harSita hotA haA rAste se gujara rahA thaa| itane meM eka jIrNa makAna kI dIvAra usa para gira pdd'ii| vaha usI ke nIce daba kara mara gyaa| kaisI bhayaMkara vicAra zreNI meM marA? milA kucha bhI nhiiN| parantu vaha jIva rAga dazA ko bar3hAkara pApa bAMdha kara mRtyu ko prApta huaa| H For Personal 8. Private Use Only

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47...kahIM sunA na jAe idhara rAtri ke samaya nagara meM zUnyatA jAna kara mahAbala nAmaka juArI, corI karane ke lie nikala pdd'aa| ghUmate-ghUmate usane rAjabhavana ke pRSTha bhAga meM laTakatI huI rassI kI banI sIr3hI dekhii| rAja bhavana meM praveza kA yaha sundara sAdhana hai| yaha mAna kara vaha car3hane lgaa| sunaMdA kI dAsI rassI kI AvAz2a se vicAra karane lagI ki jisa rUpasena ko saMketa kiyA thA, vahI AyA hogaa| itane meM rAnI ne svayaM kI dAsiyoM ko rAjakumArI kA svAsthya pUchane ke lie bhejaa| ve bhavana kI tarapha A rahI thii| sunaMdA kI dAsI ne dIpaka bujhA diyaa| antevAsI dAsI ne svAsthya pacchA ke lie AyI haI dAsiyoM se kaha diyA ki rAjakumArI ko aba nIMda A gaI hai, isa prakAra jhUTha bolakara rAnI kI dAsiyoM ko vApasa bhez2a diyaa| rassI kI sIr3hI se Upara car3hakara mahAbala rAjamahala meM praveza karane lagA, taba dAsI ne aMdhakAra meM hI usakA satkAra kiyA aura svAgata karate hue maMda svara se kahA ki padhAriye rUpasena ! AvAz2a mata kiijiye| padhAriye ! padhAriye ! jaArI vicAra karane lagA ki yahAM na bolane meM nau guNa haiN| ataH hUM-hUM karatA huA sunaMdA ke pAsa pahuMca gayA aura aMdhere meM hI kukarma karake calA gyaa| vidhi kI vicitratA se 1) sunaMdA ne garbhapAta krvaayaa| dIvAra se daba kara marA huA rUpasena kA jIva sunaMdA kI kukSi meM hI utpanna huaa| kucha samaya bItane para sunaMdA ke zarIra para garbhavatI ke lakSaNa dAsiyoM ko naz2ara | Ane lge| dAsiyoM ne sunaMdA ko kSAra Adi garbha galAne kI davAiyA~ pilAI, 2) sunaMdA ke pati rAjAne sarpa ko mAra diyaa| phalasvarUpa rUpasena kA jIva bhayaMkara vedanA prApta kara kukSi se cyuta ho gyaa| vahAM se marakara vaha sarpiNI kI kukSi meM utpanna huA aura kAla krama se sarpa bnaa| idhara sunaMdA kA vivAha kSitipratiSThita nagara ke rAjA ke sAtha ho gyaa| eka dina rAjA-rAnI bagIce meM ghUmane-phirane ke lie ge| vahA~ acAnaka (rUpasena kA jIva) sarpa A phuNcaa| sunaMdA ko dekhate hI snehavaza sarpa kI dRSTi usa para sthira ho gii| sarpa ko isa prakAra sthira dRSTi vAlA dekhakara sunaMdA bhayabhIta ho gii| usake pati ne sarpa ko zastra se mAra ddaalaa| sarpa ArtadhyAna meM mara gyaa| For Personal & Private Use Only htion Jain Education intomational

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kahIM munasAna jAe...48 rAjAne kaue ko maaraa| rAjAne haMsa ko maaraa| rAjAne hariNa kA zikAra kiyaa| vahA~ se marakara rUpasena kA jIva kaue ke rUpa meM utpanna huaa| eka dina bagIce meM rAjA-rAnI ke sAtha saMgIta kA AnaMda le rahA thaa| itane meM kauA sunaMdA ko dekhakara rAgavazAt jora-jora se harSa pUrvaka kA~va-kA~va karane lgaa| aneka bAra ur3Ane para bhI vaha punaH punaH Akara vahIM baiTha jAtA thA rAjA ne krodha meM Akara use zastra se maravA diyaa| kauA marakara haMsa ke rUpa meM utpanna huaa| eka kauve se usa haMsa kI mitratA ho gii| eka dina rAjA aura usakI rAnI sunaMdA eka vRkSa ke nii| baiThe the| haMsa kI dRSTi sunaMdA para par3ate hI use dekhane meM haMsa magna ho gyaa| kauA to rAjA ke Upara viSTA karake ur3a gyaa| rAjA ne Upara haMsa ko dekhate hI bANa mArakara use khatma kara diyaa| rUpasena ke bhava meM AtmA ne A~kha ke pApa se moha ke saMskAra DAle the| ve pIche ke bha aura aMta meM kumRtyu se maranA pdd'aa| ___ vaha haMsa marakara chaThe bhava meM hariNI kI kukSi meM hariNa ke rUpa meM utpanna huaa| eka bAra rAjA apanI patnI ke sAtha jaMgala meM zikAra karane gayA sh| ghor3e para savAra hokara rAjA aura rAnI hariNa ke pIche daudd'e| hariNa tIvra gati se daur3a rahA thaa| itane meM usakI dRSTi sunaMdA ke cehare para pdd'ii| dRSTi par3ate hI hariNa sthira ho gyaa| usakI mAMsala kAyA para rAjA ne bANa pheMkA aura hariNa kA jIva mara kara hathinI kI kukSi meM pahuMca liyaa|

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49...kahIM sunasAna jAe rAjA ke rasoIye ne hariNa kA mAMsa pkaayaa| rAjA aura rAnI AnaMda se prazaMsA karate hue mAMsa khA rahe the| itane meM do muni vahA~ se guj're| eka jJAnI munizrI ne dUsare munirAjazrI se kahA ki karma kI kaisI vicitratA hai? jisa sunaMdA ke nimitta se becArA rUpasena kevala A~kha aura mana kI kalpanA se rAjA aura rAnI hariNa kA pakAyA huA mAMsa khA karma bAMdhakara 7-7 bhava se bhayaMkara vedanA kA zikAra huaa| yaha dekhakara donoM munioMne sira hilaayaa| vahI sunaMdA usakA mAMsa khA rahI hai| isa prakAra maMda svara se kahakara sira hilaayaa| yaha dekhakara rAjA-rAnI ne munizrI se sira hilAne kA kAraNa puuchaa| taba muni ne sunaMdA ko abhayadAna dene ke vacana para spaSTa karate hue kahA ki jisa rUpasena ke Upara sunaMdA ko sneha thA, usI jIva kA mAMsa sunaMdA khA rahI hai| ataH hamane Azcarya se sira hilaayaa| isa prakAra muni ke pAsa se hakIkata suna kara sunaMdA ko khUba AghAta lgaa| oha gurudeva! mere prati A~kha aura mana ke pApa karane vAle kI 7-7 bhava taka aisI durdazA huI hai, to merA kyA hogA? maiM to usase bhI Age bar3hakara kAyika pApa-paMka se malina banI huI huuN| munizrI ne kahA ki kiye hae aparAdhoM kI AlocanA karake cAritra lene se AtmA zuddha ho jAtI hai evaM mokSa prApta kara sakatI hai| ityAdi tAttvika upadeza sunakara sunaMdA ne dIkSA grahaNa kara lii| AlocanA kA prAyazcita lekara saMyama kA pAlana karate hue sunaMdA ne avadhijJAna prApta kiyaa| eirary org

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kahIM munasA na jAe...50 sunaMdA sAdhvI eka bAra avadhijJAna se rupasena ke jIva ko hAthI banA haA jAnakara hAthI ko pratibodha dene ke lie jaMgala meM jA rahI thii| taba gAMva ke logoM ne unheM rokane kI koziza kI, parantu sAdhvIjI kisI kI bhI sune binA eka jIva ko pratibodha karane ke lie jaMgala meM gii| madonmatta hAthI kI dRSTi sunaMdA para par3ate hI vaha citravat sthira ho gyaa| taba sAdhvIjI ne kahA - "bujjha-bujjha rUvaseNa, are rUpasena ! bodha prApta kara, bodha prApta kr|" mere prati sneha rakhane kI vajaha se tU itane duHkhoM kA zikAra hone para bhI mere prati sneha ko kyoM nahIM chor3atA ? isa prakAra ke vacana sunane se hAthI ko jAtismaraNa jJAna huaa| usane pUrva ke 7 bhavoM kI duHkhamaya zrRMkhalA dekhii| vaha khUba pazcAttApa karane lgaa| arara ! maiMne yaha kyA kara diyA ? ajJAna dazAvaza moha ke adhIna hokara ArtadhyAna meM marakara durgati meM gyaa| aba mujhe durgati nahIM dekhanI hai| isa prakAra vicAra karate hue hAthI mana meM jAgRta huaa| sAdhvIjI ne rAjA ko kahA ki aba yaha hAthI tumhArA sAdharmika hai| isakA dhyAna rkhnaa| hAthI bele-tele vagairaha tapa karake devaloka meM gyaa| isa kathA se hama samajha sakate haiM ki mana aura dRSTi kA pApa kitanA bhayaMkara hotA hai? usakI AlocanA na lI, to rUpasena ke 7-7 bhava bigar3a ge| AlocanA kA kaisA adbhuta prabhAva hai ki sAdhvIjI sunaMdA gurumahArAja ke pAsa pApoM kI zuddhi karake sAdhvI banakara zalyarahita zuddha saMyama pAlana kara kevalajJAna prApta kara mokSa meM gii| ataH isa bAta ko AtmasAt kara AlocanA lekara zuddha bananA caahiye| PACKET sunaMdA sAdhvIjI hAthI ko pratibodha de rahI hai| Use Only an d ion Intermallkuals el

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51...kahIM sunasAna jAe dUsare bhava meM aruNadeva ko zUlI para car3hanA par3A aura devaNI ko kalAiyA~ kaTavAnI pdd'ii| 11 caMdrA aura sargane krodha kI AlocanA na lI... vardhamAna nagara meM sughaDa nAma kA kulaputra thaa| usakI candrA nAma kI patnI thii| usase sarga nAma kA putra thaa| ghara meM daridratA hone se donoM jane maz2adUrI kara jIvana calAte the| yuvAvasthA meM hI sughar3a kI mRtyu ho gii| eka dina candrA kisI ke ghara kAma karane bAhara gaI huI thii| vahA~ kAmakAja jyAdA hone se Ane meM derI ho gii| itane meM usakA putra jaMgala se lakar3I kA gaTThara lekara aayaa| cAroM ora dekhane para bhI bhojana dikhAI nahIM diyaa| jisase vaha atyAkula ho gyaa| itane meM kAma pUrNa karake bhUkha aura pyAsa se vyAkula candrA A rahI thii| taba krodha se dhadhakate hue sarga ne kahA ki-"kyA tU kahIM zUlI para car3hane gaI thI? itanI dera kahA~ lagI?" itane kaThora aura tiraskAra pUrNa zabdoM ko sunakara caMdrA krodha se lAla-pIlI hokara bolI - "kyA terI kalAI kaTa gaI thI ki jisake kAraNa tujhe sIke para se bhojana lene meM jora par3atA thA?" isa prakAra ke krodha maya vacanoM ko bolakara AlocanA nahIM lii| zAstra meM kahA haiM ki - "te puNa mUDhataNaje katthavi nAloiya kahavi" mUr3hatA ke kAraNa unhoMne AlocanA nahIM lii| kAla karake anukrama se sarga kA jIva tAmralipta nagara meM arUNadeva nAma kA zreSThIputra banA aura candrA kA jIva pATalIputra meM jasAditya ke yahAM putrI ke rUpa meM janma pAyA / usakA nAma devaNI rakhA gyaa| yauvana vaya meM yogAnuyoga arUNadeva aura devaNI kI paraspara zAdI ho gayI / kaisI vicitra sthiti hai karma kI? eka bAra mAtA aura putra kA saMbaMdha thA, aba vaha miTakara pati-patnI kA saMbaMdha ho gyaa| eka dina aruNadeva mitra ke sAtha samudrapatha se jahAja meM ravAnA huaa| parantu azubha karma ke yoga se jahAja TUTa gyaa| sadbhAgya se donoM ke eka lakar3I kA takhtA mila gyaa| usake sahAre tairate-tairate ve donoM kinAre para A gye| vahAM se Age cala kara pATalIputra nagara ke pAsa phuNce| Jain Education Interational, For Personal & Private Use Only

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kahIM sunasA na jAe...52 ke Aveza meM patra ne sagI mA~ ko, "kyA tU zUlI para car3hane gaI thI?" aura mA~ caMdrAne putra ko, "kyA terI kalAIyA~ kaTa gaI thI?" aisA khaa| mitra ne kahA- aruNadeva! terA sasurAla isa gA~va meM hai| hama hairAna-parezAna ho cuke haiN| calo hama tumhAre zvasura ke ghara cleN| aruNadeva ne kahA-isa daridrAvasthA meM maiM vahAM kaise jAUM? mitra ne kahA-ki tU yahA~ baitth| maiM vahA~ jAkara A jAtA huuN| mitra gA~va meM gyaa| aruNadeva eka devamandira meM nidrAdhIna ho gyaa| samudra meM tairane ke kAraNa thakAvaTa se zIghra hI kharrATe bharane lgaa| itane meM devaNI alaMkRta hokara upavana meM aayii| vahAM kisI cora ne talavAra se usakI kalAI kATa kara kaMkaNa le lie aura vaha bhAga gyaa| devaNI ne zoragula mcaayaa| sipAhI cora ke pIche laga gye| chipane yA bhAgane kI jagaha na hone ke kAraNa cora deva-maMdira meM ghusa gayA aura aruNadeva ke pAsa raktaraMjita talavAra aura kaMkaNa rakhakara bhAga gyaa| pIchA karane vAle sipAhI aruNadeva ke pAsa Ae aura corI kA mAla usake pAsa dekhakara, use pakar3A aura mArA / bAda meM sipAhI use rAjA ke pAsa le ge| isa prakAra dina dahAr3e kalAI kATane vAlA jAnakara rAjA ne aruNadeva ko zUlI para car3hAne kA Adeza de diyaa| jallAdoM ne use zUlI para car3hA diyaa| ___ idhara mitra bhojana Adi lekara aayaa| pUcha-tAcha karane para mAlUma huA ki aruNadeva ko to zUlI para car3hA diyA gayA hai| jasAditya ko isa bAta kA patA calane para vaha bhI vahA~ para AyA aura apane dAmAda ko isa prakAra zUlI para car3hAyA gayA hai| yaha sarva vRttAMta jAnakara use lagA ki yaha bahuta bar3A aniSTa huA hai| yaha vicArakara vaha rAjA ke pAsa gayA aura kahA ki ''he rAjana! ye to mere jamAIrAja haiN| ve takhte ke sahAre se samudra se bacakara Aye hue haiN| ataH merI putrI kI kalAI kisI ora Thaga ne kATI hogii|" jasAditya dvArA isa prakAra sunakara rAjA ne lI para se aruNadeva ko utaravA diyaa| aneka upacAroM se use svastha kiyaa| anta meM aruNadeva aura devaNI donoM anazana karake devaloka meM gye| isa prakAra krodhI vacanoM kI AlocanA na lene ke kAraNa anantara bhava meM caMdrA ke jIva ko kalAI kaTavAnI par3I aura aruNadeva ko zUlI para car3hanA pdd'aa| ataH krodhAdi kaSAyoM kI bhI AlocanA lenI caahiye| Jain Education Internation For Personal & Private Use Only

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53... kahIM murakSA na jAe 12 lakSmaNA sAdhvIjI ne AAYVA *spaSTa AlocanA nahIM lii| Aja se 80vIM cauvizI ke pahale antima tIrthaMkara ke zAsana meM lakSmaNA nAma kI eka rAjakumArI thii| vivAha ke samaya zAdI ke maMDapa meM hI vaha vidhavA ho gii| zrAvaka dharma kA pAlana karatI huI zubha dina ko usane dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| bAda meM aneka ko pratibodha dekara aneka ziSyAoM kI guruNI bnii| eka dina cir3A-cir3I kI saMbhoga kriyA ko dekhakara lakSmaNA sAdhvI vicAra karane lagI ki arihaMta bhagavAna ne saMbhoga kI anumati kyoM nahIM dI ? athavA bhagavAna avedI the, ataH veda vAle jIvoM kI vedanA unheM kyA mAlUma ? aisA vicAra kSaNamAtra ke liye use aayaa| phira use pazcAttApa huA ki maiMne yaha galata vicAra kiyA hai, kyoMki arihaMta bhagavAna to sarvajJa hote haiN| ataH sarvajIvoM kI vedanA jAna sakate haiN| For Personal & Private Use Only 620X600 YY STO

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kahIM munajhA na jAe...54 isa bhayaMkara vicAra kI mujhe AlocanA lenI caahiye| aisA vicAra karake usane AlocanA lene ke liye prayANa kiyA, parantu prayANa karate hI paira meM kAMTA cubha gyaa| usa vakta sAdhvIjI ke mana meM yaha vicAra aMkurita huA ki "yaha apazakuna huA hai| ataH AlocanA lene para maiM adhama ginI jaauuNgii| gurudeva mujhe kaisI sattvahIna gineMgeM? aura zalyayukta rahanA bhI ucita nahIM hai-ityAdi" vicAra karake usane dUsare ke nAma se AlocanA lene kA nirNaya kiyaa| usane gurudeva ke pAsa jAkara pUchA - "he gurudeva ! kisI ko isa prakAra kA vicAra AyA ho, to kyA prAyazcita AtA hai?" maiMne aisA vicAra kiyA hai, yaha bAta chipA dii| usake pazcAt 10 varSa taka chaTTha-aTThama-cAra upavAsa, pAMca upavAsa aura pAraNe meM nivI kii| 2 varSa taka bhune hue dhAnya kA AhAra kiyaa| 16 varSa taka mAsakSamaNa kiye| 20 varSa taka AyaMbila kiye| 2 varSa taka bhune hae nirlepa cINe khaaye| isa prakAra 50 varSa taka ghora tapa kiyA, phira bhI pApa kI zuddhi nahIM huii| jisase ArtadhyAna meM marakara, usane asaMkhya bhava kiye| anAgata cauvizI ke prathama tIrthaMkara ke zAsana meM vaha mokSa meM jaayegii| isa prakAra mAyA kapaTa kara zuddha AlocanA nahIM lii| to usakA bhava-bhramaNa bar3ha gyaa| agara usane mAnasika AlocanA zuddha le lI hotI, to na use itanA tapa karanA par3atA aura na durgati bhI hotii| pApa ko chipAne se usakA tapa bhI saphala nahIM huaa| ataH mAnasika AlocanA lekara zuddha bananA caahie| Aja kucha jIva vAcika aura kAyika AlocanA le lete haiN| jaise ki apazabda boleM, jIva mare ityAdi, parantu mana se kaSAya-vAsanAdi ke jaise-taise vicAra kiye, aisI mAnasika AlocanA bahuta kama jIva lete haiN| mAnasika AlocanA ke sivAya sampUrNa zuddhi nahIM hotI hai| ataH mAnasika, vAcika aura kAyika tInoM prakAra se AlocanA lenI caahie| kadAcit mAnasika AlocanA bhUla se raha gaI ho, yA jAnakara rakha lI ho, to vApasa AlocanA lenI caahiye| For Personal & Private Use Only www.jaimelibrary.org

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55...kahIM munA na jAe 13 eka thI rAjakumArI... RSidattA AM rAjakumArI dharmAtmA banI... gaMgApura nAma kA nagara thaa| usameM gaMgAdatta nAma kA rAjA rAjya karatA thaa| usakI patnI gaMgA rAnI se gaMgasenA nAma kI putrI huii| rAjakumArI gaMgasenA sAdhvIjI mahArAja se pratibodha prApta kara dhArmika bana gii| jaina dharma kA sAra samajhakara usane yauvanAvasthA meM brahmacarya svIkAra kara liyaa| vaha AyaMbila Adi tapazcaryA meM jIvana bitAne lgii| kalaMka dene kA prAyazcita nahIM liyA... saMgA nAma kI eka garIba zrAvikA thii| usane sAdhvIjI se pratibodha pAkara dIkSA lii| dIkSita banane ke bAda vaha bahuta tapazcaryA karane lgii| jJAna-dhyAna-tapa meM lIna banI huI sAdhvIjI ne sAdhanA ke dvAra aisI siddhi prApta kI, jisase usakI prasiddhi cAroM ora phaila gyii| jisase loga usakI prazaMsA karane lge| yaha dekhakara rAjakumArI gaMgesanA ko IrSyA ke kAraNa yaha prasiddhi sahana na hii| usako lagA ki yaha merI pratispardhinI hai aura loga kI prazaMsA-pAtra banI hai| loga pahale merI prazaMsA karate the aura aba usakI kara rahe haiM! nahIM... yaha nahIM clegaa| ataH maiM isako logoM kI dRSTi meM kisI taraha bhI nIce girA duuN| isa prakAra IrSyA meM Akara usane sAdhvIjI saMgAzrIjI para kalaMka lagAyA ki yaha to rAkSasI hai| dina meM tapazcaryA karatI hai aura rAtri meM murde khAtI hai| isa prakAra bAraMbAra logoM ko kahane lgii| kahA jAtA hai ki, eka jhUThI bAta jaba sau bAra kahane meM Aye, taba loga use saca mAna lete haiN| rAjakumArI hone ke kAraNa samAja para usakA prabhAva thA aura dharmAtmA kA colA pahane huI thii| isalie logoM kA vizvAsa pAnA sahaja thaa| ataH loga usakI bAta ko satya mAnane lge| "saMgA sAdhvI rAkSasI hai..!!" . hAthI ke dAMta khAne ke dUsare aura dikhAne ke dUsare.... bAhara se tapasvI aura aMdara se aisI hInavRtti... chi ! dhikkAra hai.... mu~ha meM rAma, bagala meM churii| samatA kI saritA samAna sAdhvIjI saMgA..... cupacApa usane yaha kalaMka sahana SHOWNationainmenational Paypistians

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kara liyA aura vicAra kiyA ki yaha mere khuda ke karma kA doSa hai| isa prakAra vicAra kara usane rAjakumArI para dveSa nahIM kiyaa| rAjakumArI ne isa prakAra IrSyA se kalaMka dene ke pazcAt prAyazcita nahIM liyA aura mRtyu pAkara usane aneka bhavoM meM bhramaNa kiyaa| usake bAda isI gaMgApura nagara meM vaha punaH rAjakumArI bnii| vairAgya pAkara usane dIkSA lii| AyuSya pUrNa hone para dUsare devaloka meM devI bnii| vahAM para apanA AyuSya pUrNa karake vaha mRtikApadA nagarI ke rAjA hariSeNa rAjA kI patnI priyamatI kI kukSi meM avatarita huii| rAjA rAnI ne tApasadharma svIkAra kiyA.... eka bAra saMsAra se virakta hokara hariSeNa rAjA ne apanI patnI se kahA ki maiM rAjya kA kArobAra chor3akara tapovana meM jAUMgA aura vahAM para Atma-sAdhanA kruuNgaa| tuma yahIM para rahanA / pativratA rAnI priyamatI ne kahA ki jo ApakA mArga, vahI merA maarg| maiM bhI Apake sAtha tapovana meM calakara sAdhanA kruuNgii| rAjA ko yaha mAlUma nahIM thA ki yaha garbhavatI hai| ataH rAjA ne anumati de dii| donoM vizvabhUti tApasa ke pAsa gaye aura tApasa dharma kA svIkAra kiyaa| donoM tApasa- tApasI bana gye| jaMgala meM phalAhAra ityAdi karake nirvAha karane lage / parantu kucha dina vyatIta hone ke bAda priyamatI ke zarIra para garbha ke lakSaNa dikhAI dene lge| yaha sthiti dekhakara kulapati ne vicAra kiyA ki yaha kyA huA? apanI beijjatI hogii| yaha jAnakara kulapati rAjA hariSeNa aura priyamatI ko chor3akara anyatra cale gaye / RdRttA adRzya banane lagI.... krama se samaya vyatIta hone ke bAda priyamatI tApasI ne putrI ko janma diyaa| janma dete hI vaha maraNa ke zaraNa ho gii| pitA hariSeNa ne RSi kI kRpA se yaha putrI huI hai| yaha soca kara isakA nAma RSidattA rkhaa| vaha kramazaH bar3I hone lgii| usane yauvana ke prAMgaNa meM kadama rkhaa| usakA rUpa aura lAvaNya dekhakara pitA hariSeNa ko ciMtA hone lgii| isaliye jaMgala meM usake zIla kI rakSA ke lie pitA ne use adRzya vidyA pradAna kI, jisase vaha kabhIkabhI adRzya ho jAtI thii| Jain Education fremational or Personal & Private Use Orly kahIM sunA na jAe... 56

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57... kahIM munasA na jAe zAdI ke liye kanakaratha kA prayANa... eka bAra rathamardana nagara ke rAjA hemaratha ke rUpa, lAvaNya, kalA aura guNasaMpanna putra kanakaratha ko kAberIpurI ke rAjA suMdarapANI ne apanI putrI rUkmiNI ke sAtha zAdI karane ke lie nimaMtraNa diyA / nimaMtraNa kA svIkAra kara hemaratha rAjA ne apane putra kanakaratha ko sainya sahita kAberIpurI kI ora prayANa karavAyA / prayANa karake rAjakumAra usI jaMgala meM pahu~cA, jahA~ RSidattA rahatI thii| usako bahuta pyAsa lgii| pAnI kI khoja karane ke lie sipAhI idhara-udhara ghUmane lge| bahuta dera ke bAda pAnI lekara sipAhI aae| taba rAjakumAra ne apanI pyAsa bujhAI aura unase pUchA, ki "itanI dera kyoM huI?' hAtha jor3akara sipAhiyoM ne jabAba diyA ki he svAmin ! Apako Azcarya hogA, paraMtu yaha bAta saca hai ki pAnI kI zodha meM hama jaMgala meM bhaTaka rahe the| taba yahA~ se 4 koza (13 kilomITara) jAne para hamane eka sarovara dekhaa| usake kinAre eka devamaMdira thaa| jisake pAsa vaTa kA per3a thaa| vahA~ para eka tApasa dikhAI diyaa| jisake pAsa kabhI-kabhI rUpa-yauvana se suzobhita lar3akI dikhAI detI va punaH kSaNabhara meM vaha adRzya ho jAtI / are ! vaha lar3akI bArabAra dRzya-adRzya ho rahI thii| yaha hamArI A~kho kA bhrama to nahIM? mRgajala ke samAna hamArI kalpanA to nahIM? isa Azcarya ko dekhane ke lie hama vahAM khar3e rahe / ataH vApasa Ane meM vilamba huA hai| RSidattA kI zAdI... dUsare dina kumAra ko utkaMThA huI ki kisI bhI taraha mujhe isakA rahasya prApta karanA hai| 'isaliye kumAra ne usa kSetra kI ora prayANa kiyA / vahA~ para rAjakumAra ne bhI dekhA, ki kSaNabhara meM eka lar3akI dikhAI detI aura punaH adRzya ho jaatii| rAjakumAra devamaMdira meM gyaa| vahA~ para usane eka vRddha tApasa ko dekhaa| rAjakumAra ne usakA abhivAdana kiyaa| tApasa ne rAjakumAra se usakA paricaya puuchaa| tApasa ko apanA paricaya dekara usane vahA~ rahane kI anumati maaNgii| tApasa ne saharSa anumati pradAna kii| phra

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kahIM murajhA na jAe...58 eka dina rAjakumAra ne tApasa se kSaNabhara meM adRzya hone vAlI lar3akI ke bAre meM puuchaa| taba tApasa ne yaha socA ki yaha merI putrI ko cAhatA hai, isalie tApasa ne usakA sArA pUrva vRtAMta vistAra se batAyA, jise sunakara rAjakumAra ke roma-roma meM khuzI kI lahara chA gii| tApasa ne bhI yogya jAnakara apanI putrI RSidattA kI zAdI kanakaratha rAjakumAra ke sAtha kara dii| zAdI ke bAda kanakaratha kA mana zAMta ho gyaa| isaliye usane dUsarI zAdI karane kA vicAra chor3a diyaa| vahA~ se vApasa lauTakara vaha apane nagara kI ora calA aura dhUmadhAma se nagara praveza kiyaa| jaba rUkmiNI ko patA calA ki kanakaratha bIca meM se hI anya ke sAtha zAdI karake vApisa calA gayA hai, taba vaha ciMtA se Akula vyAkula ho gaI aura nAgina kI taraha badalA lene ke liye taiyAra ho gayI, kisI bhI taraha maiM kanakaratha ko RSidattA se vimukha kara dUMgI, jisase kanakaratha rAjakumAra mere sAtha zAdI karane ke liye taiyAra ho jAyeMge, kaisA hai vAsanA kA tUphAna? jisase dUsare iMsAna ko nukasAna pahuMcAkara bhI khuda ke manasUbe ko pUrA karanA / yaha kaisI mailI murAda hai? mAnava kA ahaMbhAva... eka dina sulasA nAma kI eka tApasa rUkmiNI ke pAsa aaii| usane usase ciMtA kA kAraNa puuchaa| taba rUkmiNI ne apane dila kI sArI gUDha bAta kaha sunAI, jise sunakara sulasA ahaMbhAva meM AI aura usane kahA ki ciMtA mata kara / maiM pratijJA karatI haiM ki maiM terA kArya avazya kara duuNgii| ___ sulasA rathamardana pahu~ca gii| RSidattA ko dekhate hI vaha hatotsAha ho gii| arara ! aisI guNavatI patnI pAkara dUsarI kI cAha kauna karegA? amRta pAkara viSa pAne kI cAhanA koI karatA hai kyA ? rAjakumAra ne sahI nirNaya liyA hai, parantu maiMne to rUkmiNI ke pAsa pratijJA kI hai ki maiM terA yaha kAma avazya kruuNgii| yaha pratijJA niSphala kaise ho sakatI hai? maiM kisI taraha se isa RSidattA ko barbAda kruuNgii| mAnava kA ahaMtva kaisA bhayaMkara hai? jisake phalasvarUpa vaha dUsare kA vinAza socatA hai| 15 EEEEEEE

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59...kahIM bhunanA na jAe tApasI melI vidyA ke bala se rAjamAnya puruSa ko mArakara rAta ko RNadattA ke hAtha, mu~ha, bistara Adi ko mAMsa aura khUna se raMga detii| (OIONSIONORONOROCONVONG mAMsabhakSaNa kA Aropa... vaha tApasI mailI vidyA ke bala se rAjamAnya puruSa ko mArakara (nirdoSa) RSidattA ke hAtha aura mu~ha ko mA~sa aura khUna se raMga detii| dhIre-dhIre yaha bAta prakaTa hone lgii| logoM meM carcA hone lagI, ki "RSidattA rAkSasI hai| vaha rAtrI meM logoM kI hatyA kara mA~sa khAtI hai|" ____ rAjakumAra ne RSidattA se pUchA, ki "tU yaha kyA karatI hai?" usane namratA pUrvaka pratyuttara diyA ki maiM kucha bhI nahIM jAnatI huuN| pUrvabhava ke karmodaya ke kAraNa mujha para kisI ne yaha kalaMka lagAyA gayA hai| paraMtu maiM kucha nahIM jaantii| yaha sunakara kumAra kI zaMkA dUra ho gyii| IAYA IY Jain Educa tion for Personal & Private Use Only

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kahIM munasAna jAe...60 Apako vizvAsa nahIM hotA ho, to isameM maiM kisI ko doSa nahIM detii| mere hI karmoM kA doSa hai|" yaha kahate kahate usakI A~khoM meM se gaMgA-jamunA bahane lgii| sulasA ne apanA prayatna cAlU rakhA dUsare dina mAMsa kA Tukar3A usane bichAne meM rakha diyaa| tIsare dina khUna se raMgI huI chUrI bhI bistara meM rakha dii| vidyA ke prabhAva se sulasA kA gamanAgamana kumAra ko mAlUma nahIM huaa| A to kumAra kI zraddhA DagamagAne lgii| isaliye usane RSidattA se punaH pUchA ki yadi tujhe mAnava ko mAMsabhakSaNa kI cchA ho, to maiM tujhe gupta rIti se khilA duuNgaa| tU asaliyata batA de| khuda ke karmoM kA hI doSa jAnakara RSidattA ro paDI, svAminAtha ! janma se ahiMsA ko hI maiMne prANa mAnA hai| svapna meM bhI maiM yaha icchA nahIM kara sktii| punaH RSidattA ne vinaya pUrvaka pratyuttara diyA, ki "kyA Aja dina taka maiMne koI bAta Apase chipAI hai ? phira bhI kanakaratha kiMkartavyavimUDha ho gyaa|.. na kahA jAye, na sahA jaaye| usakI aisI karuNadazA ho gayI ki aise kAtila dRzya dekhane kI usameM himmata nahIM thI aura suzIla patnI ke viyoga ko bhI sahana karane meM vaha asamartha thaa| ataH kisI ke dvArA pUchane para vaha TAlamaTola karatA huA kahatA ki maiM to isa viSaya meM kucha bhI nahIM jaantaa| hemaratha rAjA kA kopa aura phaisalA... eka dina hemaratha rAjA ne Akroza meM Akara mantriyoM se kahA ki isa prakAra rojAnA mAnavahatyA ho rahI hai aura Apa loga kucha bhI nahIM kara rahe ho| kyA Apa logoM kI buddhi kA divAlA nikala cukA hai ? rAjA kA prajA ke prati prema hone se, ahiMsA ke avihaDa rAga se aura roSa se bhare hue vacana sunakara maMtrI thara-thara kAMpate hue upAya socane lge| maMtriyoM ne kAphI mehanata kI, lekina saba jagaha niSphalatA milii| anta meM thaka kara ve sulasA tApasI ke pAsa gaye aura usase mAnava-hatyA kA kAraNa puuchaa| kapaTa vidyA meM pAraMgata usane bahAnA banAte hae javAba diyA ki prazna jaTila hai| rAtri meM devatA ko pUchakara maiM javAba duuNgii| isa prakAra bahAnA banAne kA yaha prayojana thA ki devatA ke nAma se logoM ko pUrNatayA vizvAsa ho jaaegaa| Jain Education Interational For Personal & Private Use Only

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61... kahIM munA na jAe sulasA tApasI rAtri meM RSidattA kA mu~ha khUna se raMgakara usa para avasvApinI nidrA DAlakara rAjA va maMtriyoM ke dimAga meM isa bAta ko biThAne ke liye unake pAsa gii| vizeSa vizvAsa jamAne ke lie kapaTapaTu usane rAjA se kahA ki Apa yadi abhayadAna deM, to maiM sArI hakIkata btaauuN| rAjA ke svIkAra karane para usane rAjA se kahA ki Apa svayaM RSidattA ke pAsa jAkara dekhiye| rAjA vahA~ gayA aura usane vahI sthiti dekhii| dekhate hI rAjA ke dimAga kA pArA car3ha gyaa| arara ! yaha to RSidattA kA hI sArA SaDyaMtra hai| churI se mAra kara yahI roja khUna pItI hai, Aja to maiMne apanI ina A~kho se dekhA hai| basa, aba mujhe rAjakumAra se kucha bhI nahIM pUchanA hai| ataH usane turanta use mArane ke lie caMDAloM ko sauMpa diyA aura kahA ki isa pApa ke bhAra se pRthvI ko halkA banA do| ve use zmasAna meM le gye| vahA~ unhoMne nirAdhAra RSidattA ko bahuta dhamakAyA / abalA ke A~kho meM se baira baira jitane A~sU Tapakane lge| mahAsatI para caMDAloM ko dayA AI... satI ke sadbhAgya se eka caMDAla ne kahA ki aisI nirdoSa aura dayAlu satI aisA kArya kara hI nahIM sakatI, parantu aba kyA kareM? caMDAloM ko bhI rahama A gaI aura unhoMne kahA ki tuma dUra deza meM calI jaao| jisase rAjA hameM doSI na ThaharA sake ki tumhAre sAtha hamArI milIbhagata thI, isaliye hamane tumheM jIvita chor3a diyA / karma ke phala kA vicAra karatI huI vaha apane pitA ke Azrama kI ora cala pdd'ii| caMDAloM ne kisI anya kA mastaka kATakara rAjA ko batA diyaa| anya granthoM meM yaha ullekha milatA hai ki caMDAloM ne use itanA mArA ki vaha behoza ho gii| ataH caMDAla use mRtavat mAna kara cale gye| jaba use cetanA AI, taba vaha karma kA vicAra karatI huI apane pitA ke Azrama kI ora cala pdd'ii| jaba vahA~ pahu~cI, to pitA kI mRtyu ho cukI thii| usake pAsa camatkArI jar3IbUTTI thI / ataH zIla kI surakSA ke lie jaTikA (jar3IbUTTI) ke prabhAva se usane puruSa veSa dhAraNa kara liyA aura tApasa kumAra banakara rahane lgii| kanakaratha kI rUkmiNI ke sAtha zAdI... dUsarI ora kanakaratha rAjakumAra RSidattA ke viyoga se jala bina mIna kI taraha tar3apane lagA / usake viyoga se vaha saMtapta rahane lgaa| isI samaya meM kAberI se sundarapANI rAjA kA dUta rUkmiNI ke sAtha zAdI karane hetu nimantraNa lekara aayaa| hemaratha rAjA ne apane putra kanakaratha ko samajhAyA ki RSidattA to yama zaraNa ho gaI hai| ataH nimaMtraNa svIkAra karanA ucita hai| pitA ke anurodha se kanakaratha ne svIkRti pradAna kara dI aura usane kAberI kI ora prayANa kiyaa| rAste meM vahI Azrama AyA, jahA~ RSidattA tApasa ke rUpa meM rahatI thii| vahA~ rAjakumAra kA dAhinA netra sphurAyana

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kahIM sunA na jAe....62 hone lgaa| usane socA Aja jarura koI lAbha hogaa| itane meM usa vahA~ tApasa kumAra ko dekhaa| dekhate hI usa para rAjakumAra eka dina ghUmatI-phiratI sulasA tApasI bhI usI Azrama meM A phuNcii| tApasakumAra ne anumAna lagAyA ki mujhe ghara se nikAlane vAlI yahI tApasI atya-ta mohita ho gyaa| honI caahie| tApasa ne usase kahA ki guru ke upadeza se kiye hue tapa ke usane namaskAra kara tApasa kumAra se pUchA ki "Apa yahA~ dvArA mujhe abhI taka vidyA prApta nahIM huI hai| taba tApasI ko lobha jagA ki kaisa ?" taba tApasa kumAra ne apanA svarUpa chipAte hue kahA ki yaha guru meM niSThA rakhane vAlA tapasvI hai| isalie maiM isake sAtha acchA saMbaMdha yahA para hariSeNa nAma kA tApasa rahatA thaa| usakI eka lar3akI rakhUgI, to jaise isako vidyA milegI, to inase mujhe bhI vidyA mila jaayegii| thii| usakA nAma RSidattA thaa| usakI zAdI kisI rAjakumAra isalie tApasI ne tApasa kumAra se kahA ki mere pAsa avasvApinI vagairaha ke sAtha karake tApasa mara gyaa| ghUmatA-ghUmatA maiM yahA~ AyA aura vidyA hai aura maiMne RSidattA para isakA prayoga karake saphalatA prApta kI hai| sunasAna pradeza dekhakara maiM yahIM para rahane lgaa| tApasa kumAra ne usase sArA vRtAnta jAnakara eka vAkya meM pratyuttara de diyA rAjakumAra use dekhakara evaM usake vinayapUrNa vacana sunakara ki mujhe aisI pApa vidyA kI jarurata nahIM hai| paraMtu mana meM tApasakumAra samajha atyadhika prasanna huA, mAno use RSidattA hI mila gaI ho| gayA ki mujhe Apatti meM DAlane vAlI yaha duSTa sulasA hI hai| lekina avasara Ane para dekhA jaayegaa| isa prakAra vicAra kara vaha svastha ho gyaa| usane tApasa kumAra se AgrahapUrvaka kahA ki Apako dekhakara mujhe atyaMta prasannatA kA anubhava ho rahA hai| isaliye tApasa kumAra va rAjakumAra kI mitratA... eka bAra bahuta dera hone para sApa mere sAtha rahiye / tApasa kumAra ne kahA ki "gRhasthoM ke sAtha bhI tApasa kumAra vApasa nahIM lauTA, taba rAjakumAra svayaM usake pAsa gayA pasa kA kyA lenA-denA ?" jaba rAjakumAra ne vizeSa Agraha aura Agraha pUrvaka apane zAmiyAne meM use le aayaa| rAta bhara donoM sAthakiyA, taba tApasa kumAra ne sAtha rahane ke lie hAM bhrii| sAtha sokara paraspara bAtacIta karane lge| tApasa kumAra ne rAjakumAra ko udvigna jAnakara pUchA ki aisI kaisI RSidattA thI ki abhI taka ApakA mana saMtapta rahatA hai va Apako caina kyoM nahIM par3atA? taba rAjakumAra ne gadgad svara se usake rUpa, lAvaNya aura guNoM kA kucha varNana kiyA aura kahA ki "he mitra ! eka jIbha se kabhI usakA varNana pUrA nahIM ho sktaa|" www.janeite Foucation International

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63...kahIM nunamA na jAe kyA kahUM usakI vinaya zIlatA? kyA batAU~, usakA rUpa va saundarya, ityAdi bAteM karate rAtri pUrNa ho, gii| subaha hote hI kAberI se maMtrIjI aaye| unhoMne prayANa ke lie nivedana kiyaa| taba rAjakamAra ne kahA ki merA mitra tApasakumAra yadi vahA~ sAtha calegA, to maiM AU~gA, anyathA nhiiN| tApasa kumAra ko bahata manAyA gyaa| aMta meM rAjakumAra ne usase kahA ki Apa eka bAra to mere sAtha calo, zAdI hone ke bAda maiM Apako yahAM para pahu~cAne aauuNgaa| itanA kahane-sunane ke bAda tApasakumAra calane ke lie taiyAra huaa| sabhI ne vahA~ se prayANa kiyaa| kAberI pahuMcane ke bAda rAjakumAra kanakaratha ke sAtha rAjakumArI rUkmiNI kI dhAmadhUma se zArda, ho gii| bahuta dinoM taka kanakaratha sasurAla meM hI rhaa| rAjakumArI RSidattA kI yAda meM vaha udvigna rahatA thA aura udAsInatA meM apanA samaya vyatIta karatA thaa| Akhira bhaMr3A phUTA... eka dina rAjakumAra udAsIna mudrA meM baiThe hue the, taba rUkmiNI ne rAjakumAra se pUchA ki "Apa udAsa kyoM rahate ho? aisI kaisI RSidattA thI ki mere jaisI sundara patnI milane para bhI Apa usako bhUlate nahIM haiM?" taba rAjakumAra ne kA ki "tU to rUpa lAvaNya meM usake sAmane kucha bhI nahIM hai| are ! himAlaya parvata ke sAmane tU rAI samAna hai| kahA~ usakA rUpa, kahA~ usakA lAvaNya aura kahA~ usakI guNoM kI mAlA...! usake marane ke bAda mere pitAjI ne Agraha kiyaa| isalie maiM zAdI karane AyA ha~, anyathA tere se zAdI karane AtA hI nhiiN|" yaha sunate hI rUkmiNI kI AtmA meM ahaMbhAva jAga uThA aura vaha jora se bola utthii| yaha to sArI marI karAmAta thI, jisase Apake pitAjI ne Apako yahAM padhArane ke lie khaa| anyathA Apake pitAjI bhI nahIM khte| yaha kahakara usane apanI caturAI batAne ke lie kisa prakAra sulasA tApasI dvArA yaha kAma karavAyA~ ? yaha sArI ghaTanA sunA dii| SaDyaMtra kA bhaMDA phUTa gayA, "pApa chupAye na chupe... chupe to moTe bhAga, dAbI dubI nA rahe ruI lapeTI Aga..." Nan Education Intematon For Personal & Private Use Cory

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kahIM zunajhA na jAe...64 yaha sunakara rAjakumAra atyanta khinna ho gyaa| are ! eka mahAsatI ke Upara aisA bhayaMkara kalaMka isa pApiNI ne apane svArtha ke liye lgaayaa| rAjakumAra ke mana meM rUkmiNI ke prati atyaMta tiraskAra bhAva jAgA aura khuda ko kosane lagA ki mere Azrita vyakti ko maiM bacA na sakA aura merI majabUrI ke pApa se eka mahAsatI paraloka meM pahu~ca gyii| rAjakumAra agnisnAna karane ko taiyAra huA... idhara tApasakumAra ke rUpa meM rahI haI RSidattA AnaMda vibhora ho gaI, kyoMki Aja vAstava meM usalA kalaMka utara gyaa| ghara-ghara yahI bAta thii| suMdarapANI rAjA ne sulasA tApasI kA tiraskAra kara use apane rAjya se nikAla diyaa| paraMtu phaulAdI puruSa ke vicAra bhI phaulAdI the| aneka rIti se ETERNA FACI isaliye vaha mana hI mana khuza ho rahI thii| rAjakumAra kanakaratha krodha se tamatamA utthaa| eka niSa satI ke Upara kalaMka lagAne vAlI rUkmiNI ke prati use tiraskAra bhAva jgaa| itanA hI nahIM, use svayaM para bhI tiraskAra bhAva jgaa| arara ! maiM sarvathA nikammA niklaa| eka nirdoSa satI patnI kI rakSA bhI nahIM kara paayaa| ataH mujhe jIne kA koI adhikAra nahIM hai, Azrita kI surakSA karane meM saphala mAnava ke lie agni hI zaraNa hai aura satI ko pIr3A pahuMcAne vAle kA yahI prAyazcita hai| isa prakAra vicAra kara usane citA jlaaii| rAjakumAra usameM kUdakara agni snAna karane kI taiyArI karane lgaa| taba dUsare logoM ko bhI asaliyata mAlUma huii| rAjakumAra kA nirNaya pavana kI taraha sAre nagara meM phaila gayA, sAtha hI RSidattA kI sugaMdha aura rUkmiNI kI durgaMdha bhI.... janamukha meM basa yahI tIna bAteM cala rahI thI ki, dhanya hai mahAsatI RSidattA ko... dhikkAra ho rUkmiNI ko... aura kisI bhI saMyoga meM rAjakumAra ko bacA liyA jaaye| samajhAne para jaba rAjakumAra ne jala marane kI jidda na chor3I, taba sundarapANI tApasakumAra ke pAsa gayA aura rAjakumAra ko bacAne ke lie usase prArthanA kii| Jain Education Intemational For Personal & Private Use Only

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tApasakumAra parde meM gayA aura parde meM se RSidattA pragaTa huI, taba usakA rUpa dekhakara loga Azcaryacakita ho gye| Jain Education Inte n For Person

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kahIM gunA na jAe....66 vAstava meM tApasakumAra bhI dharmasaMkaTa meM pha~sA huA thaa| buddhi se kAma lene meM na Aye, to gar3abar3a hae binA nahIM rhegii| rAjA kI prArthanA ko svIkAra kara vaha rAjakumAra ke pAsa gayA aura usako samajhAne lgaa| are ! mitra ! yaha kyA kara rahA hai? AtmahatyA kitanI bhayaMkara hai| tere| mAtA-pitA bhI duniyA meM mu~ha kaise dikhAyeMge ? are mitra ! paraloka meM terA kyA hogA ? are mitra ! ta jiMdA rahegA, to zAyada RSidattA bhii| vApasa mila jAegI, parantu jala marane para to kabhI nahIM mila skegii| per3a para rAtri meM baiThe hue pakSI prAtaH hote hI alaga-alaga dizA meM ur3a jAne ke bAda vApasa milate haiM kyA ? nahIM, to yahA~ para bhI aisA smjhiye|| ucita bAteM hone para bhI manuSya apane matalaba kI bAta pakar3a letA hai| yadi jiMdA rahegA, to saMbhava hai ki RSidattA mila bhI jaaegii| itanA sunate hI rAjakumAra bola uThA ! are mitra ! yadi tU RSidattA ko le Aye, to maiM jiMdA raha sakatA haiN| isake lie tU jo mAMgegA, vaha tujhe varadAna duuNgaa| are mitra ! saca bola, kyA tUne RSidattA ko kahIM dekhI hai? "z2arura dekhI hai| vidhAtA ke pAsa" tApasakumAra ne gaMbhIratA se javAba diyaa| rAjakumAra ne kahA ki, "tU vahA~ jAkara use le aa| tApasakumAra ne javAba diyA ki, agara maiM vahA~ jAU~gA, to mujhe vahA~ hI rahanA paDegA aura RSidattA yahA~ A jaayegii| koI bAta nahIM ta Aye, to ThIka, nahIM to RSidattA ko jarura bhejnaa| rAjakumAra kI yaha bAta sunakara tApasakumAra ne kahA ki varadAna to Apa aba apane hI pAsa rakhiye aura pardA karavA diijie| maiM dhyAna ke bala se use Apake pAsa bheja dUMgA, parantu maiM vApasa nahIM lauttuuNgaa| kanakaratha ne kahA khaira, koI bAta nahIM, Apa use to bheja diijiye|| manuSya apane svArtha-sAdhanA meM kitanA pravINa hotA hai? yaha isase siddha ho jAtA hai ki jo mitra ke binA eka pala bhI nahIM raha sktaa| thA, vahI rAjakumAra RSidattA ke liye mitra ko chor3ane ke liye taiyAra ho gyaa| RSidattA kA prakaTa honA... tApasakumAra parde meM gayA aura jaTikA nikAlakara RSidattA ke rUpa meM parde se bAhara aayaa| saba ke sAmane RSidattA prakaTa hii| taba upasthita loga dAMto tale uMgalI dabAne lage aura kahane lage ki rUkmiNI ko chor3akara RSidattA ke sneha meN| rAjakumAra Asakta rahatA thaa| yaha ucita hI thA ki amRta ko pAkara viSa kauna pIegA? aba rAjakumAra ko rUkmiNI ke prati aura bhI ghRNA utpanna ho gii| jisase usakI tarapha dekhanA bhI baMda kara diyaa| yaha dekhakara kadradAna RSidattA kA mana vyagra ho utthaa|| For Personal & Private Use Only Ain Education Intomational

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67...kahIM sunasA na jAe RSidattA kI hRdaya kI vizAlatA... eka dina rAjakumAra ko prasanna dekha kara RSidattA ne bhUtapUrva sArI hakIkata sunAkara kahA ki maiM hI tApasakumAra banI thii| jisase kanakaratha ko mitra ke viyoga kI vyathA bhI miTa gii| lekina RSidattA ne varadAna kI bAta yAda dilAkara kahA ki, "aba varadAna diijiye|" taba kumAra ne kahA ki tU jo mAMge, vaha dene ke lie maiM taiyAra haiN| paropakAriNI RSidattA ne kumAra se kahA ki jaisA bartAva Apa mere prati rakhate ho, vaisA hI bartAva Aja se rUkmiNI ke prati rkhie| yahI mujhe varadAna ke rupa meM caahiye| strI-hRdaya kI itanI udAratA dekhakara vaha Azcaryamugdha ho gyaa| manomana usakI vizAlatA ke prati jhuka pdd'aa| yaha kaisI nArI ? jisane aisA bhayaMkara aparAdha kiyA, usake Upara bhI prema aura dayA kI bhaavnaa| kumAra kI A~khoM se harSa ke A~sU chalakane lge| "aho ! abhAva to dUra rahA, parantu samagra aparAdhoM ko mApha kara yaha inAma ! gaz2aba-gaz2aba kara diyA RSidattA tUne !" rAjakumAra bola utthaa| rAjakumAra ne usakI bAta kA svIkAra kiyaa| usake bAda rAjakumAra rUkmiNI para bhI samAna rUpa se sneha karane lgaa| kucha dina pazcAt usane donoM patniyoM ke sAtha rathamardana nagara kI ora prayANa kiyaa| vahA~ para pahu~ca kara hemaratha rAjA ke caraNoM meM namaskAra kiyaa| hemaratha rAjA kA pazcAtApa va dIkSA... sArA vRttAMta sunakara rAjA ko bahuta pazcAttApa huaa| arara ! eka nirdoSa satI ko maiMne kitane bhayaka kaSToM kA zikAra banA diyaa| dhikkAra ho mere ahaMbhAva aura ajJAnatA ko ! usane RSidattA se kSamA yAcanA kii| rAjA ke mana para itanI coTa lagI ki usakA hRdaya pAnI-pAnI ho gyaa| samasta saMsAra ke prati unako vairAgya utpanna ho gyaa| yaha saMsAra hI bhayaMkara hai, kyoMki saMsArI mAnava nirdo JainEducation.internationi

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kahIM sunasA na jAe...68 | jIvoM para bhI julma karatA hai| itane meM vahA~ cAra jJAna vAle AcAryadeva zrI yazodharasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. padhAre vairAgya vAsita hRdaya vAle hemaratha rAjA ne kanakaratha ko rAjya dekara unake pAsa dIkSA lii| kanakaratha va RSidattA kI dIkSA... aba kanakaratha rAjA bnaa| samaya bItane para RSidattA ne siMha ko svapna meM dekhane ke bAda siMha ke samAna putra ko janma diyaa| usakA nAma siMharatha rkhaa| eka dina prAkRtika dRzya ko dekhane meM lIna rAjA-rAnI vAtAyana ke dvArA bAhara AkAza meM gaura se dekha rahe the... saMdhyA kAla meM sUrya ke prabhA maMDala se prakAzita bAdaloM kA samaha vividha raMgoM se sasajja hokara aneka rUpa-raMga meM nAca rahA thaa| rAnI ! idhara to dekhiye... ina bAdaloM ke vividha raMga kitane suMdara ga rahe haiN|.... aura thor3I hI dera meM saMdhyA ke bAdala titara-bitara hokara naSTa ho gye| taba rAjA kI ciMtanadhArA Age calane lagI, are... merA jIvana bhI isI taraha eka dina naSTa ho jAyegA ? vicAroM ke pracaMDa jhaMjhAvAta se mahArAjA kA hRdaya hila utthaa| manuSya jIvana kA kyA bharosA? yaha bhI kanakaratha ne rAjya kA bhAra putra ko vAyu jaisA asthira hai| ArAdhanA se vaMcita sauMpA va rAjA-rAnI donoM ne dIkSA ko hokara maiM kahA~ janma pAU~gA ? aise vairAgya svIkAra kiyaa| vizuddha saMyama kii| ke phavvAre rAjA ke hRdaya-bAga meM uchalane ___sAdhanA karake kevalajJAna pAkara donoM lge| itane meM udyAna meM ve hI AcAryadeva mokSa meM gye| zrI yazodharasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. hemaratha muni ke sociye ina vicitra karmoM kI sAtha vahA~ pdhaare| gati ! eka choTI-sI cinagArI bhI pravacana sunane ke bAda RSidattA ne dAvAnala kA rUpa le sakatI hai| isI unase pUchA ki "maiMne pUrvabhava meM kyA pApa prakAra AlocanA na lene para eka kiyA thA, jisase begunAha mujhako itanA kaSTa choTe-se kaTu kalaMkavacana se kitanA isa jIvana meM bhoganA pdd'aa|" AcAryadevazrI ne kaSTa bhugatanA pdd'aa| RSidattA yadi rAjakumArI gaMgasenA ke bhava meM saMgA usake pUrva bhava batAte hue kahA ki "tUne pUrvabhava sAdhvIjI ko rAkSasI kahane ke meM IrSyA ke paravaza hokara saMgA sAdhvIjI ke pApa kI AlocanA le letI, to Upara kalaMka diyA thA aura usakI AlocanA na use itane kaSToM kA zikAra nahIM lI / isase tujhe itanA kaSTa bhugatanA par3A hai| bananA par3atA aura zIghra Atmayadi tU AlocanA prAyazcitta le letI, to tujhe yaha kalyANa ho jaataa| ataH hameM kaSTa bhugatane kI naubata nahIM aatii|" AlocanA lekara apanI AtmA yaha sunakara use jAtismaraNa jJAna haa| ko zuddha banAnI cAhiye | ary.ora.

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69... kahIM munA na jAe 14 nirdoSa sItAjI para kalaMka kyoM AyA ? mahAn pavitra AtmA satI sItAjI para jana-sAmAnya ne asadAropa (jhUThA) lgaayaa| jisase sItAjI ko aneka kaSTa bhugatane pdd'e| kyoMki jainadarzana CAUSE AND EFFECT thiyarI ko mAnatA hai| kAraNa ke binA kArya utpanna hotA hI nhii| isakA saMbaMdha pUrva bhava se hai| kyoMki unakI AtmA pUrva bhava meM AlocanA (prAyazcitta) na le skii| isaliye mahAsatI ke Upara bhI kAlA kalaMka lagA / zrIbhUti purohita kI patnI sarasvatI ne putrI ko janma diyaa| usakA nAma vegavatI rakhA gyaa| kramazaH vaha yauvanAvasthA ko prApta huI, phira bhI usakI dharmakAryoM meM acchI laganI thii| eka dina usane kAyotsarga Jain Education Intera meM khar3e sudarzana munizrI ko dekhA, muni bhagavaMta tyAgI aura tapasvI the| jinheM aneka loga vaMdana karate the| vegavatI ne ha~sI meM Aropa lagAte hue logoM se kahA ki inako Apa kyoM vaMdana karate ho? inameM kyA par3A hai? maiMne to strI ke sAtha krIr3A karate hue inheM dekhA hai aura inhoMne usa strI ko dUsarI jagaha bheja diyA hai| yaha sunakara zIghra hI lokamAnasa badala gayA / aisI bAta !! vizvasta sUtra jaisI apane gA~va kI lar3akI vegavatI ke muMha se..... sabako vizvAsa ho gyaa| mahAna pavitra AtmA hote hue bhI kumArikA vegavatI ne sirpha upahAsa meM Aropa lagAyA thA, paraMtu loga kalaMka kI ghoSaNA sunate hI munizrI ke prati durbhAva vAle bana gaye / yaha dekhakara sudarzana munizrI ne vegavatI ke Upara dveSa nahIM kiyA, paraMtu apane karmoM kA vicAra kara abhigraha kiyA ki jaba taka yaha kalaMka nahIM utaregA, taba taka maiM kAyotsarga nahIM paaruuNgaa| kAyotsarga ke prabhAva se deva ne vegavatI ke mukha ko zyAma va vikRta banA diyA, koyale jaisA kAlA aura Ter3hA-mer3hA.... usake pitAzrI yaha dekhakara Azcaryacakita ho gaye... merI suMdara lar3akI ko yaha kauna-sA roga ho gayA.... " putra / ! yaha kyA kiyA ? koI davAI to nahIM lgaaii| kucha ulTA-sulTA to nahIM kiyA !" zrIbhUtine Azcarya se puchA /

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vegavatI ne namratA se javAba diyA, pitAzrI ! aura to maine kucha nahIM kiyA, paraMtu kautuka vRtti se maz2Aka meM logoM ko kahA ki "sudarzana muni ko maiMne strI ke sAtha dekhA hai|" yaha sunate hI zrIbhUti krodhAyamAna hue ki, "ararara... yaha tUne kyA kiyA ? jA, abhI jA aura usa mahAna muni se mAphI mA~gakara aa...|" pitAjI ke roSa se vegavatI bhayabhIta ho gaI aura prakaTa rUpa se vaha thara-thara kA~pane lgii| usane sabhI logoM ke sAmane mani se kSamA-yAcanA kI aura kahA ki maiMne upahAsa meM asat doSAropaNa karake Apake Upara kalaMka lagAyA hai| Apa nirdoSa haiN| yaha sunakara loga vApasa munizrI kA satkAra karane lge| prakaTa rUpa se mAphI mA~gane ke pazcAta usane AlocanA na lI|molorary org kyAna mukhavAlI begavatI ne sabhI logoM kI upa sthati meM sudarzana muni se mAphI maaNgii| Jain Education interational

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3.71...kahIM sunA na jAe bAda meM usane dIkSA lii| cAritra jIvana kI suMdara ArAdhanA kara mRtyu pAkara pAMcave devaloka meM gii| vahA~ se marakara janaka rAjA aura videhA kI putrI sItA bnii| rAmacandrajI kI patnI banane ke bAda vanavAsa ke daramiyAna jaMgala meM rAvaNa ne usakA apaharaNa kiyaa| bhayaMkara yuddha huaa| rAvaNa kI karUNa mauta huii| rAma kI vijaya huii| phira rAma, lakSmaNa aura sItA ko ayodhyA meM logoM ne bar3I khuzI se praveza krvaayaa| mahAn satI sItAjI para loga jhUThA doSAropaNa karane lage ki sItAjI itane dina rAvaNa ke ghara akelI rahI, ataH vaha kaise satI raha sakatI hai ? rAmacandrajI ne koI parIkSA kiye binA hI sItAjI ko kaise vApasa ghara meM rakha liyA? inhoMne sUryavaMza para kAlA dhabbA lagAyA hai| isa prakAra eka nirdoSa pavitra AtmA sItAjI para jhUThA kalaMka AyA, kyoMki vegavatI ke bhava meM unhoMne AlocanA nahIM lI thii| rAmacandrajI svayaM jAnate the ki sItAjI mahAn satI hai, usameM tanika bhI doSa nahIM hai| phira bhI unhoMne lokApavAda ke kAraNa kRtAntavadana sArathI ko bulAyA aura tIrthayAtrA ke nimitta se garbhavatI sItAjI ko jaMgala meM chor3ane ke lie khaa| kRtAntavadana jaba siMhaninAda nAmaka bhayAnaka jaMgala meM pahu~cA aura vahA~ vaha ratha se nIce utarA / taba usakA mukha mlAna ho gyaa| A~khoM se zrAvaNabhAdrapada barasane lagA, taba sItAjI ne usase pUchA ki "Apa zokAkula kyoM hai ?" taba usane kahA ki "isa pApI peTa ke kAraNa mujhe yaha durvacana kahanA par3a rahA hai ki Apa ratha se utara jAIye, kyoMki yaha rAmacaMdrajI kI AjJA hai ki Apako isa jaMgala meM nirAdhAra choDakara mujhe vApasa lauTanA hai|" rAvaNa ke yahA~ rahane ke kAraNa logoM meM ApakI niMdA hone lagI hai| isalie satI hote hue bhI Apako rAmacaMdrajI ne loka-niMdA se bacane hetu jaMgala meM chor3ane ke lie mujhe bhejA hai| sItAjI yaha sunate hI mUrcchita hokara gira par3I; A~kheM baMda ho gaI, zarIra bhI nizceSTa-sA ho gayA, sArathi jora se rone lgaa| are ! mere vacana se eka satI kI hatyA ? kRtAntavadana asahAya hokara khar3A rhaa| itane meM jaMgala kI zItahavA ne saMjIvanI kA kAma kiyA / usase nizceSTa sItAjI hoza meM A gii| pazcAt sItAjI ne sArathi ke sAtha rAmacaMdrajI ko saMdeza bhejA ki jisa taraha logoM ke kahane se Apane merA tyAga kiyA hai, usase ApakA kucha bhI nukasAna nahIM hogA kyoMki maiM maMdabhAgyavAlI huuN| paraMtu usI prakAra logoM ke kahane se dharma kA tyAga mata krnaa| nahIM to bhavobhava bigar3a jaayeNge| yaha sunakara sArathi kI A~kho meM A~sU A gye| usakA ha ya gadgad ho gayA... mahAsatI ke satya para dhanya-dhanya pukAra utthaa| For Personal & Private Use Only RabriyanUMARODE

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kahIM sunA na jAe...72 PATOLEDESI AD sItAjI ko chor3akara sArathi calA gyaa| usa bhISaNa jaMgala meM vaz2ajaMgha rAjA apane maMtrI subuddhi Adi ke sAtha hAthiyoM kI zodha ke liye Aye hue the| dUra se akelI, abalA strI ko dekhakara sahAyatA ke liye rAjA apane sipAhiyoM ke sAtha vahA~ A phuNce| sItAjI unheM lUTerA samajhakara gahane unakI tarapha pheMkane lgii| taba vajajaMgha rAjA ne unheM AzvAsana dete hue kahA ki, "Apa ciMtA mata kiijiye| hama ApakI sahAyatA ke liye Aye haiN| Apake bhAI ke samAna haiN|" taba sItAjI ne saba hakIkata kahI, usake bAda vajajaMgha rAjA vahA~ se sItAjI ko sammAna pUrvaka surakSA ke lie puMDarIka nagarI meM le gyaa| vahA~ para usane lava-kuza do putroM ko janma diyaa| jaba ve bar3e hue, taba unhoMne rAma-lakSmaNa ke sAtha yuddha kiyaa| yuddha meM rAma-lakSmaNa Akula-vyAkula ho gye| itane meM nAradajI vahA~ Aye | unhoMne pitA-putra kA paricaya karavAyA aura yuddha ko roka diyA gyaa| unakA sukhadAyI milana haa| lava aura kuza ko mAna-sanmAna ke sAtha ayodhyA meM praveza krvaayaa| bAda meM rAmacaMdrajI kI AjJA ko mAna dekara sItAjI ne agni-divya kiyaa| rAmacandrajI ne sammAnapUrvaka ayodhyA meM praveza karane ke lie sItAjI se khaa| sItAjI ne usI pala Atma-kalyANa karane hetu svayaM loca kara saMyama svIkAra kiyA; ityAdi bAteM hama jAnate haiN| pUrvabhava meM upahAsa meM muni para kalaMka kA AropaNa diyA thA, usakA prAyazcita na lene se eka mahAsatI ke Upara kalaMka AyA aura usake kAraNa kitane kaSTa sahane pdd'e| ataH hameM jarUra AlocanA lenI caahie| sItAjI ratha meM se murchita hokara gira pdd'ii| For Personal & Private Use Only

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15 harizcandra ko zmazAna meM kyoM rahanA par3A ? * * * OMADI CAIKOKOMXXXXOMORROICOOOOOOOOOX JainEEOName MAA pUrvabhava meM harizcaMdra rAjA ne nirvASa muniyoM ko haMTara maravAye the|

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kahIM sunA na jAe...74 pUrva bhava meM bhI harizcandra aura tArA rAjA-rAnI the| eka dina do munivaroM ko dekhakara rAnI kAmavaza ho gii| usane donoM muniyoM ko dAsI dvArA bulavA kara hAva-bhAva dikhAne zurU kiye| meru kI taraha ar3iga muniyoM ke sAmane usakI sabhI murAdeM niSphala gyii| usakI prArthanA ko ThukarAte hue munivara ne use bahuta samajhAne kI koziza karate hue kahA ki, "viSTA se bharI huI AkarSaka astara vAlI thailI para mohita honA ajJAnatA hai| usI taraha malamUtra se bhare pAnavIya zarIra para mohita honA ajJAnatA hai, ityAdi aneka tarIkoM se donoM muniyoM ke dvArA samajhAne para bhI vaha Tasa se masa na huii| kyoMki jise moha kA nazA car3hA huA ho, moha ke ulTe cazme lage hue ho, to saccI bAta usake gale kaise utare ?... nirAza hokara rAnI ne cher3I huI nAgina kI taraha badalA lene ke liye hAhAkAra macA diyaa| mere zIla ke Upara ina durAcArI sAdhuoM ne AkramaNa kiyA hai| bacAo ! bacAo ! sipAhiyoMne muniyoM ko pakar3akara rAjA ke sAmane unheM khar3e kiye| rAjA kI A~khoM meM se agni kI jvAlA barasane lgii| are... re.. aisI nIcavRttivAle ye sAdhu haiN| jAo... kor3e (hanTara) mAra-mAra kara inako adhamarA banA do..... aura kArAgAra meM DAla do ! inako roja ke 100-100 kor3e maarnaa| eka mahIne ke bAda rAjA ko vastu sthiti mAlUma par3ane para unheM jela se mukta kara diyaa| rAjA va rAnI ne kSamA mA~gI / kiMtu AlocanA-prAyazcita nahIM liyaa| ataH harizcandra rAjA ke bhava meM unheM caMDAla ke ghara para 12 sAla taka smazAna meM kAma karane ke lie rahanA par3A tathA tArA rAnI para rAkSasI hone kA kalaMka AyA va putra rohita kA viyoga huaa| ye sAre kaSTa unheM pUrvabhava meM kie hue pApoM kI AlocanA-prAyazcita na lene se aae| yaha jAnakara hameM bhI AlocanA-prAyazcita lenA caahie| For Personal & Private Use Only

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75...kahIM bhunA ja jAe 16 AlocanA na lene se duHkhI bane zrIpAla rAjA zrIpAlajI pUrvabhava meM zrIkAnta nAma ke rAjA the| eka dina nagara se malina vastra vAle munizrI ko dekhakara tiraskAra bhare zabdoM meM phaTakArate hue unhoMne muni se kahA ki tuma kor3hI ho| dUsarI bAra zrIkAnta rAjA ne nadI ke kinAre kAyotsarga dhyAna meM khar3e hae muni ke prati tiraskAra karate hae unako pAnI meM DubakI lgvaaii| muni ne to upasarga jAnakara samabhAva se sahana kara kiyA, paraMtu zrIkAMta ko karma kA baMdha ho gyaa| zrIkAMta rAjA ne ina donoM pApoM kI AlocanA na lI, isaliye dUsare bhava meM zrIpAlajI ko kor3ha roga huaa| usa karma ko bhugatane ke bAda pAnI meM DubAne kA karma udaya hone para dhavala seTha ne unheM samudra meM girAyA, parantu vahA~ para navapada ke dhyAna ke pratApa se magaramaccha kI pITha para girane ke kAraNa baca gye| prAyazcita na lene ke phala bahuta duHkhadAyI hote haiN| ataH choTe-se pApa kI AlocanA bhAvapUrvaka lenI caahie| Jain Education Intemational For Personal & Private Use Only

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kahIM munasA na jAe...76 ICT vasudeva kI patnI devakI ke jIva ne pUrva bhava meM sautana ke sAta ratna curAye the| magara jaba sautana bahuta Akula-vyAkula huI, taba dayA se Ardra hoka usane eka ratna kisI taraha vApasa de diyaa| isa porI kI AlocanA devakI ke jIva ne nahIM lii| usake bAda vahI jIva Age jAkara devkii| bnaa| bhaddila grAma meM nAgila seTha rahate the| unakI dharma tnI kA nAma sulasA thaa| 'usase mare hue bacca hI janmeMge,' aisI bhaviSyavANI eka naimittika ne kI thii| isalie usane hagnaiigameSI deva kI sAdhanA kii| deva ne use spaSTa kahA ki terA hai puSa nahIM hai ki tujhase jIvita saMtAna janma pAye, isalie maiM apanI zakti se dUsare ke saMtAna tjhe arpaNa kruuNgaa| tU unheM bar3A harake khuda ko putravatI samajhanA / 'nAmA nahIM to kAnA mAmA' isa kahAvata ke anusAra sulasA ne deva kI bAta ko svIkAra kara liyaa| kI corI kI thii| meM sautana ke 7ralI devakI ke vivAha prasaMga para aImattA muni ne kaMsa kI patnI coga kI jIvayazA ko kahA ki "devakI kI sAtavI saMtati kaMsa kA ghAta kregii| isaliye mRtyu se bhayabhIta bane hue kaMsa ne devakI ke prathama sAta saMtAnoM ko vasudeva se prApta karane kI svIkRti prApta kara unheM mArane kA saMkalpa kiyA, parantu janma pAnevAloM kA puNya prabala hone se kramazaH jaba devakI ke putra janma pAte gaye, taba harinaigameSI unheM sulasA ke pAsa rakha detA aura sulasA ke pAsa se marI huI saMtAneM devakI ke pAsa rakha detaa| ____ kaMsa una murdo para churI calA detA aura khuza hotaa| isa prakAra chaH saMtAnoM kA viyoga devakI ko haa| bAda meM una cha: saMtAnoMne neminAtha bhagavAna ke vacana se pratibodha pAkara dIkSA lii| devakI se jaba sAtavIM saMtAna kRSNajI janma pAe, taba vasudeva ne unheM yazodA ko sauMpA aura usakI lar3akI devakI ke pAsa rkhii| kaMsa ne usakI nAka kATa lii| isa prakAra cha: ratna kI corI kA prAyazcita na lene se devakI ko cha: putroM kA viyoga huaa| eka ratna vApasa diyA thA, isaliye kRSNa kA thor3e samaya ke liye viyoga huA, paraMtu bAda meM svayaM unheM kucha samaya bar3A kara skii| isase hameM sIkhanA cAhiye ki IrSyA athavA lobha se / kisI bhI prakAra kI corI apane jIvana meM ho gayI ho, to avazya prAyazcita kI nirmala gaMgA meM snAna karake zuddha aura bhArarahita ho jAnA caahiye| For Personal & Private Use Only *jIva ne pUrvabhava meM devakI ke jIva "pasa de diyA thaa| usameM se eka

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77...kahIM munasAna jAe 18 ThaMDaNa kumAra aura aMtarAya DhaMDhaNa kumAra kA jIva pUrvabhava meM kisAnoM kA nirIkSaka thA, parantu jaba kisAnoM ko bhojana karane kI chuTTI kA samaya hotA, taba . vaha kisAnoM se kahatA ki "eka-eka cakkara mere kheta meM kATa do, jisase mujhe kheta jotanA na pdd'e|" isa prakAra muphta meM kAma karavA kara usane bhojana meM aMtarAya kiyA aura isakI AlocanA nahIM lI, to dUsare bhava meM nemanAtha bhagavAna ke pAsa dIkSA lekara jaba ve DhaMDhaNa muni bane, taba unhoMne abhigraha kiyA ki yadi merI svayaM kI labdhi se AhAra milegA, to hI pAraNA maiM karU~gA, anyathA nhiiN| yahA~ dUsaroM ko bhojana meM kiye hue aMtarAya ke kAraNa bAMdhA huA aMtarAya karma udaya meM aayaa| zAstrakAra ne kahA hai ki, "baMdha samaye citta cetIye re, udaye zo saMtApa" are jIva ! karmoM ko bAMdhate samaya vicAranA cAhiye, udaya Ane para rone se kyA phAyadA... ha~sate hue bAMdhe karma rone se bhI nahIM chUTate.... chaH chaH mahine taka ghUme, paraMtu unako svayaM kI labdhi se gocarI nahIM milii| eka dina neminAthajI ne DhaMDhaNa muni ko sarvazreSTha kahA, yaha sunakara Aye hue kRSNajIne unakA rAste meM vaMdana kiyA, yaha dekhakara eka puNyazAlI ne DhaMDhaNa muni ko gocarI vhoraayii| nemanAtha bhagavAna ne DhaMDhaNa muni se kahA... are DhaMDhaNa ! ye to kRSNa mahArAjA Apako vaMdana kara rahe the, isaliye bhAvita hokara usane Apako gocarI vahorAyI hai... isa prakAra zrIkRSNa ke prabhAva (labdhi) se Apako gocarI vahorAI gayI hai, ataH ApakI labdhi se yaha AhAra nahIM milA hai.. svayaM kA abhigraha pUrA nahIM huA hai, yaha jAnakara ve gocarI paraThavane gye| paraThavate paraThavate zukla dhyAna meM car3hakara unhoMne kevalajJAna ko prApta kiyaa| AhAra ke antarAya kI AlocanA na lI, usase kitanA sahana karanA par3A... isaliye he bhavijano ! AlocanA acUka lenI caahiye| For Personal & Private Use Only Jain Education Interational

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Jain Education Intemational haMDhaNakumAra kA jIva nirIkSaka kisAnoM ko kahatA hai, ki mere kheta meM eka-eka cakkara lagAkara phira bhojana karanA | inelibrary org

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79...kahIM sunasA na jAe 19 daupadI ko pAMca pati mile... MERO Eatinians

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kahIM munajAna jAe...80 sakumAlikA nAma kI sAdhvIjI jaMgala meM vaizAkha mahine ke dinoM meM AtApanA letI thI, yAnI kar3I dhUpa sahana karatI thii| itane meM vahA~ pA~ca vyakti eka vezyA ko lekara Aye aura ve usake bhinna-bhinna aMgoM kA sparza karate karate usake sAtha krIr3A karane lge| ... are ! kAmAndha loga lAja-zarama ko bhI chor3a dete haiM... isa dRzya para sAdhvIjI kI naz2ara girI aura vaha bhAna bhala gyii| aura usa samaya sukumAlikA ne niyANA kiyA yAnI isa dharma ke badale meM agale bhava meM pAMca pati kI prApti kA dRr3ha saMkalpa kiyaa| usakI AlocanA nahIM lii| sukumAlikA mara kara jaba drupada rAjA kI putrI draupadI banI, taba usane rAdhAvedha ko sAdhane vAle arjuna ke gale meM varamAlA DAlI, parantu divya prabhAva se pA~coM pAMDavoM ke gale meM vaha mAlA dikhAI dii| drupadarAjA cakita ho gye| arere ! yaha kyA? itane meM AkAzavANI haI ki jo haA hai, vaha barAbara hai, phira vahA~ cAraNa muni Aye aura samasyA kA hala nikAlA ki jisa dina jisakI bArI hogI, usake alAvA dUsare ko mana se bhI vaha nahIM icchegI, jo atyaMta kaThina kahalAtA hai| ___ sukumAlikA ne AlocanA nahIM lI, isaliye yaha AzcaryakArI ghaTanA banI arthAt vaha pA~coM pAMDavoM kI patnI banI, nahIM to vicAroM kI AlocanA ke prAyazcita meM koI mAsakSamaNa nahIM karane par3ate, paraMtu jIva ahaMbhAva se AlocanA lene kA TAla dete haiN| jisase bhavAMtara meM usake jIvana meM bhayaMkara anahoniyA~ banatI hai| duHkha kI rAmAyaNa aura mahAbhArata meM jIvana dhUladhAnI ho jAtA hai| karuNa cIkheM aura vedanA se bhare hue A~suoM ke alAvA kucha nahIM rhtaa| isaliye jJAnI bhagavaMta kahate haiM ki, are ! bhAI cetiye.... bAjI abhI bhI apane hAtha meM hai| prAyazcita se jIvana kI kAlI kitAba ko dho diijiye| mAlikA, ama niSedha hote hue bhI gAMva ke bAhara / HainEditation international Far Farmional SPint davonly www.inriclipranyod

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881...kahIM sunA na jAe 20 IrSyA kI AlocanA na lI... IrSyA eka aisI Aga hai, jo sAmane vAle vyakti ko kucha nahIM kara sakatI, paraMtu vyakti svayaM hI usa Aga meM jala-jalakara khAkha ho jAtA hai| choTe-bar3e, garIba-amIra sabhI sAdhuoM kI saccI bhakti aura vaiyAvacca karane vAle pUrva meM cakravartI ke putra bAhu-subAhu muni ke vaiyAvacca guNa kI eka dina gurudevazrI ne anumodanA kii| taba pITha va mahApITha ke dimAga meM unake prati IrSyA khar3I hii| ye donoM vaiyAvacca meM pAnI lAnA, gocarI lAnA, pA~va dabAnA ityAdi.... zArIrika zrama (majadUroM kA kAma) karate haiM aura gurudevazrI inakI prazaMsA karate haiN| hama zAstroM meM kitanA bauddhika zrama karate haiM? usakA mahattva koI ginatI meM hI nahIM / isa prakAra donoM muniyoM ke dimAga meM IrSyAbhAva khar3A huaa| paraMtu yaha nahIM socA ki, are bhAI! samaya-samaya para saba kI kImata hotI hai, lekina yaha bAta samajhe kauna? unakA mana to IrSyA kI Aga meM jala rahA thaa| subAhu muni munioM ke pA~va dabA rahe haiN| 2) 500 sAdhuoM kI sevA (vizrAmaNA) karane vAle vaivAvaca karane vAle vAha muni gurudevazrI ko gaucarI batA rahe haiN| 00 sAdhuoM kI gocarI Adi dvArA isa prakAra usa IrSyA kI AlocanA na lI, to agale bhava meM brAhmI va sundarI ke svarUpa meM unheM strI bananA pdd'aa| aura bAhu-subAhu, bharata-bAhubalI bane / isaliye AlocanA zuddhi saba ko karanI caahiye| For Personal & Private Use Only New jainelibraries

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90000 9000 00000 1000 21 aMjanAsundarI duHkhI kyoM huI ? eka rAjA kI do patniyA~ thii| lakSmIvatI aura kanakodarI / lakSmIvatI rAnI ne arihaMta paramAtmA kI ratnajar3ita mUrti banavAkara apane gRhacaitya meM usakI sthApanA kii| vaha usakI pUjA - bhakti meM sadA tallIna rahane lgii| usakI bhakti kI sarvatra prazaMsA hone lgii| "dhanya hai rAnI lakSmIvatI ko, dukha meM sumirana saba kare, sukha meM kare na koy|" yaha rAnI to sukha meM bhI prabhu sumirana karatI haiM, dhanya hai !!' bacce, bUDhe, naujavAna sabhI ke mu~ha para eka hI bAta - dhanya hai rAnI lakSmIvatI, dhanya hai isakI prabhu bhakti / loka meM kahA jAtA hai ki jisako jvara car3ha jAtA hai, use acche se acchA bhojana bhI kaDavA lagatA hai| rasagullA khilAo, to bhI vaha vyakti thU..... thU karegA / IrSyAlu vyakti kI yahI dazA hotI hai| rAnI kanakodarI ke aMga-aMga meM IrSyA kA bukhAra vyApta ho gyaa| apanI sautana kI prazaMsA usase sahana nahIM ho pAtI thii| 'loga merI prazaMsA kyoM nahIM karate?' yaha bAta vaha nirantara socatI rahatI thii| 'tU bhI dharma kara, tU bhI paramAtmA kI pUjA-sevA kr| are ! usase bhI bar3hakara loga terI prazaMsA kreNge|' 'maiM karU~ yA nahIM karU~, magara lakSmIvatI kI prazaMsA to honI hI nahIM caahiye|' isa prakAra ke vicAroM kI AMdhI kanakodarI ke dila aura dimAga meM tANDava nRtya macAne lgii| dekhiye ! IrSyA kI Aga, IrSyA kI dhuna kaisI-kaisI bhayaMkara vipadAeM khar3I kara detI haiM? kanakodarI ne nirNaya liyA "mUlaM nAsti kutaH zAkhA'' jaba bA~sa hI nahIM rahegA, to bAMsurI bajegI kaise? loga isakI prazaMsA karate haiM Akhira kyoM? mUrti haiM isaliye na ! mUrti hai, isaliya vaha pUjA karatI hai, jisase loga prazaMsA karate haiM aura mujhe jalanA par3atA haiN| yadi mUla hI kATa diyA jAye, to basa, calo chuTTI! aura vaha sakriya ho utthii| IrSyA se andhI banI huI kanakodarI eka bhayaMkara kRtya karane ke liye tatpara ho gyii| atyaMta gupta rIti se vaha gaI gRhamaMdira meM aura parama kRpAlu paramAtmA kI mUrti ko uThAkara DAla dI... ahA...hA ! kUr3e karakaTa meM... azuci sthAna meM... are ! aisI gaMdagI meM jahA~ se bhayaMkara badabU hI badabU A rahI thii| magara usa ajJAnAndha, IrSyAndha strI ko isa bAta kA duHkha to dUra, lekina apAra harSa thA, apanI nAka kaTavA kara jaise dUsaroM ke liye apazukana karane kA anahada Ananda ho / oha!...' haMsatA te bA~dhyA karma, rotAM te navi chUTe re| jaisA karma karegA baMde, vaisA hI phala paayegaa| kAza ! kanakodarI yaha jAna pAtI !! Use Only CH kanakodarI ne bhagavAna kI pratimA ko azuci sthAna meM DAla diyaa| kahIM surakSA na jAe... 82 68986 008866 1000000 00000

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83...kahIM sulajhA na jAe 22 rAnI kuntalA pUre rAjya meM hAhAkAra maca gyaa| tahalakA / kuntalA rAnI ne apanI sautoM ko jinabhakti vagairaha sikhAI thii| magara ve kuntalA se Age bar3ha maca gayA....corI....corI !! rAnI | gii| kuntalA ke mana meM IrSyA utpanna huI ki maiMne hI saba ko dharma batAyA thA aura ye sabhI rAniyA~ mujhase bhI lakSmIvatI kI A~kheM ro....ro kara sUja / dharma meM Age nikala gayI ! agara ve Age bar3ha bhI gayI, to tere ghara kA kyA jAtA haiM? ve karatI to dharma kI gyii| hAya ! mere paramAtmA ko kauna uThA / kriyA hI haiM na nahIM... ve kareM usake liye manA nahIM, paraMtu ve mere pIche honI caahiye| apanI paMkti ko bar3I le gayA? sAdhvI jayazrI ko isa bAta kA / karane ke badale. dasaroM kI paMkti ko miTA denA, aisI IrSyAvRtti kI AlocanA na lene ke kAraNa kuntalA ko rAja mila gyaa| unhoMne kanakodarI ko / / dUsare bhava meM kuttI kA janma milaa| isa janma meM aura karanA bhI kyA ? sirpha bhoMkate hI rahanA... samajhA-bujhA kara paramAtmA kI punaH / sthApanA to karavA dii| lekina kisI kI ye paMktiyA~ kitanI suMdara haiM, kutte kI IrSyAvRtti ke Upara... pUrNa caMdrabiMba AkAza meM se kanakodarI ne isa katya kI vidhivata / cAMdanI barasAtA huA ugA aura pUrI nagarI dhavala bana gyii| paraMtu usake isa prakAza se nagarI ke sAre kura AlocanA nahIM lii| isaliye use isa | jAga uThe aura bhoMkane lge| lekina kuttA kitanA bhI bhoMke aura kitanI bAra bhI bhoMke amIchIMTA barasAta kRtya kA bhayaMkara pariNAma bhugatanA par3A / huI cAMdanI kyoM prakAza denA baMda kare ? usako prakAza detA huA caMdrabimba jaise-jaise dekhe, vaise-vaise kutta aMjanA suMdarI ke bhava meM / aMjanA suMdarI / ko jyAdA se jyAdA cAnaka car3hatI / arthAt kutte sAre bhoMkane hI lage... bhoM!... bhoM!... yaha to calA ! ko pati-viyoga meM bAIsa varSa taka / lekina usake bhoMkane se tAre TUTa kara girane vAle nhiiN| tAroM kA kAma tArA karatA hai aura kutte kA kAma ro...ro...kara vyatIta karane pdd'e| pUrva bhava / kuttA kre| tArA kabhI bhI fariyAda nahIM karatA, are ! tujhe bhoMkanA ho, to bhoMka nA... hameM dekha-dekhakara meM vasantatilakA ne usake isa apakRtya / kyoM bhoMkatA hai| tAre to TimaTimAne hI vAle haiM aura kutte to bhoMkate hI rheNge| yaha IrSyAvRtti usake khUna meM kA anumodana kiyA thA, ataH use bhI / hI hotI hai| aMjanA ke sAtha duHkha sahane pdd'e| yadi / hama kiye gaye pApoM kI AlocanA nahIM / dUsare IrSyA kare, to kyA apane ko bhI IrSyA hI karanI ? nahIM kabhI bhI nahIM, apane ko to cAMdanI karate haiM aura prAyazcita lekara zaddha nahIM / kI taraha prasanna rahanA caahiye| dUsare ke pAsa tIna baMgale haiM, cAra mArUtI haiM aura apane ko to eka ke bhI banate haiM, to usakA ati bhayaMkara / phA~phe par3a rahe haiM, to kyA IrSyA karanI? nahIM, kadApi nhiiN| dUsare roja badAma kA sirA khAte ho aura Ane pariNAma bhugatanA par3atA hai, jaise aMjanA / ko peTa kI bhUkha miTAne ke liye roTI bhI muzkila se milatI ho| taba kyA oroM kI IrSyA karanI cAhie? sandarI kI jindagI ke ve viyoga bhare varSa / nahIM... dhyAna rakhanA, agara aisI choTI-sI bhI IrSyA ho gayI ho, to guru bhagavaMta ke pAsa AlocanA nA A~sU kI kahAnI bana kara raha gye| mata bhuulnaa| nahIM to kuntalA se bhI burA hAla apanA hogA aura phira kutte banakara karanA bhI kyA ? nahIM sAmAyika yA nahIM pauSadha, sirpha bhoMkate hI rahanA... bhoM...! bhoM...! bhoM...!

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kahIM munasA na jAe...84 23 bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI ke jIva ne, prAyazcita na liyA to... tripRSTha vAsudeva ke bhava meM eka rAnI kA tiraskAra kiyA aura zayyApAlaka naukara ke kAna meM garamAgarama jastA ddlvaayaa| usakI AlocanA nahIM lI... jisase rAnI ke jIva ne tIrthaMkara ke bhava meM kaTaputanA ke rupa meM bhayaMkara zIta upasarga kiyA aura zayyApAlaka ke jIva ne kisAna bana kara prabhu ke kAna meM khIle tthoke| 24 harikezIbala utpanna hue caMDAlakula meM... tripRSTha vAsudeva zayyApAlaka ke kAna meM garmAgarma jastA DalavAtA haiN| somadeva purohita ne dIkSA lene ke bAda kula kA abhimAna kiyA thA, paraMtu usane kula ke ahaMkAra kI AlocanA na lI, jisase nIca gotra karma kA bandha huaa| usa karma ke udaya se caMDAlakula meM janma lenA pdd'aa| lekina pUrva bhava meM somadeva ke jIva ne dIkSA lene ke bAda vizeSa ArAdhanA karake bahuta sAre karmoM kI nirjarA kI thI, isaliye thor3e karma zeSa rahane ke kAraNa harikezIbala ke bhava meM carama zarIrI ke rUpa meM janma prApta kiyA thaa| pUrvabhava meM ArAdhanA ke saMskAro ke kAraNa harikezIbala ke bhava meM dIkSA lekara zukladhyAna para car3akara kevalajJAnI bana kara mokSa meM gaye, paraMtu AlocanA na lI, isaliye eka bAra to karma rAjA ne unheM caMDAla ke bhava meM pheMka diyaa| wow.jainelibrary.org

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r ate. Ma 70 vA RAMOD Room DID tBUA ANTutica .ooo auth 1) kalAvatI rAnI ne pUrvabhava meM tote ke donoM paMkha kATe the| 2) jisase usako apanI donoM kalAiyA~ kaTavAnI pdd'ii| Rapor Personal & Private Use Only www. libra

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kahIM sunasA na jAe...86 25 kalAvatI kI kalAIyoM kA chedana kiyA gayA... kalAvatI rAnI pUrvabhavameM tote ke donoM paMkha ko kATakara khuza haI thI, usakI AlocanA nahIM lii| usake bAda krama se tote kA jIva rAjA banA, usakI rAnI kalAvatI bnii| eka dina acAnaka rAnI ke hAtha meM kaMkaNa (hAtha ke AbhUSaNa) pahane hue dekhakara dAsIne pUchA ki, "ye kahA~ se Aye?" rAnI ne javAba diyA, "jo hamezA mere manameM rahatA hai aura jisake mana meM sadA maiM rahatI hai, rAta-dina jise maiM bhUlA nahIM pAtI, jisako dekhane se mere harSa kA koI pAra nahIM hotA, usane ye bheje haiN|" aise vacana gupta rIti se sunakara rAjA zaMkA meM par3a gayA ki kyA rAnI durAcAriNI hai? jisase mere alAvA kisI dUsare meM usakA mana hai, jisane ye gahane bhijavAyeM haiN| rAjA krodha se AgababUlA ho gayA aura sipAhiyoM ko kahA ki garbhavatI rAnI ko jaMgala meM le jAo aura kaMkaNa sahita kalAIyoM ko kATakara le aao| sipAhI rAnI ko jaMgala meM le gye| ve kalAIyAM kATakara le aaye| rAnI ne putra ko janma diyA ki turaMta hI mahAsatI ke zIla ke prabhAva se deva ne dono hAthoM ko ThIka kara diyA aura mahala banA kara jaMgala meM maMgala kara diyaa| rAjA ne kaMkaNa para jaba rAnI ke bhAI jaya-vijaya ke nAma dekhe, taba rAjA ko bahuta afasosa huA aura kisI bhI taraha khoja karavA kara rAnI ko mAna-sanmAna pUrvaka le aaye| kevalajJAnI bhagavAna ko pUchane para pUrvabhava meM tote ke paMkha kATane kA yaha phala milA hai| yaha jAnakara putra ko rAjya arpaNa kara rAjA-rAnI donoM ne saMyama grahaNa kiyaa| phira 21veM bhava meM karmo kA kSaya kara rAnI kalAvatI kI AtmA mokSa meM gii| pUrvabhava meM AlocanA na lI, to kalAIyAM kaTavAnI pddii| isaliye AlocanA lene meM kisI bhI prakAra kA saMkoca nahIM rakhanA caahiye| on International . For Personal & Private

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87... kahIM surakSA na jAe 26 aMDe liye hAtha meM.... rAnI ne kautuka se moranI ke aMDo ko hAtha meM liyaa| 16 ghaDI arthAt 6 ghaMTe 24 miniTa ke bAda bAriza se dhule huye aMDo ko moranI ne posaa| For Personal & Private Use Only rUkmiNI kA jIva eka bhava meM rAjA kI rAnI thii| rAjA-rAnI bagIce meM ghUmane gye| vahA~ moranI ne aMDe rakhe the| rAnI ne kautuka se moranI ke aMDe hAtha meM liye aura ... usake hAtha kuMkumavAle hone se aMDe kuMkumavarNa vAle ho gye| jisase moranI ne aMDo ko nahIM posA / 16 ghar3I yAnI 6 ghaMTe 24 miniTa ke bAda bAriza huii| taba aMr3e dhula jAne se moranI ne unako posA! rAnI ne usakI AlocanA nahIM lii| isa kAraNa se rUkmiNI ke bhava meM 16 varSa taka saMtAna kA viyoga huA / neminAtha bhagavAna ko pUchane se prabhu ne rUkmiNI kA samAdhAna kiyaa| usake bAda dIkSA lekara rUkmiNI mokSa meM gyii| aMDe ko hAtha lagAne se 16 ghar3I kA viyoga hone para 16 varSa ke viyoga kA karma baMdha ho gyaa| to phira aMDe aura AmaleTa khAne vAle ko kaisA karmabaMdha hogA? aura usakI AlocanA nahIM lenevAle kI haDDI -pasalI eka ho jAyegI / isaliye AlocanA lenI cAhiye /

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kahIM munasA na jAe...88 27 devAnaMdA ke garbha kA apaharaNa kyoM huA? jJAna kI virAdhanA kI AlocanA nahIM lii| pUrvabhava meM devAnaMdA kA jIva jeThAnI aura trizalA kA jIva derAnI thaa| derAnI kI ratnapeTI meM se bahuta ratna jeThAnI ne curA liye| jhagar3A hone para jaise-taise kucha ratna vApasa diye| derAnI ne gusse meM Akara aisA kahA ki, "tumhArI saMtAna mujhe mile|" jeThAnI ne AlocanA nahIM lii| isa kAraNa se bhavAMtara meM devAnaMdA ke garbha meM rahe hue bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI kA saMkramaNa trizalA kI kukSi meM huaa| isa prakAra kathA pracalita haiN| isaliye corI kI AlocanA lene meM lAparavAhI nahIM karanI caahiye| AcArya zrI vasudevasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ne pUrvabhava meM gusse meM Akara 500 ziSyoM ko vAcanA denA baMda kiyaa| 12 dina mauna raha kara AlocanA liye binA hI unakI mRtyu ho gyii| dUsare bhava meM varadatta ke rUpa meM utpanna hue| zarIra meM kuSTa roga phaila gyaa| par3hane para eka akSara bhI unheM nahIM cddh'taa| thaa| phira vijayasenasUrIzvarajI mahArAja ke pAsa hakIkata kA patA calane se jJAnapaMcamI kI ArAdhanA kI aura tIsare bhava meM mokSa meM gye| jJAnavirAdhanA kI AlocanA na lene se| kuSTa roga huA aura jJAna nahIM car3hatA thaa| Jain Education Intomational For Personal & Private Use Only

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89...kahIM sunamA na jAe 29 devadravyamakSaNa kI AlocanA nahIM lI... sAketapura nagara ke sAgara seTha maMdira ba~dhavAne kA hisAba-kitAba saMbhAlate the| kamAI karane kI lAlaca se dukAna meM se maz2adUroM ko paise ke badale meM khuda kI dukAna meM se mAla-masAlA dete the| isa prakAra 1000 kAMkaNI arthAt 12.50 rupiye kI kamAI kii| usakI AlocanA na lii| jisase aMDagolika matsya, bIca meM tiryaMca ke bhava karake sAtoM naraka meM do-do bAra gamana, 1000-1000 bhava-sUara, bakarA, hariNa, kharagoza, jaMgalI mRga, lomar3I, billI, cUhA, chipakalI aura sarpa ke tathA 1 lAkha vikalendriya ke bhava usake he| usake bAda daridra manuSya banakara jaba jJAnI guru ko pUchA, taba guru ne usakA kAraNa btlaayaa| sAgara seTha ke jIva ne AlocanA lekara 1000 gunA 12500 rupaye devadravya meM kharca kiye aura tIrthaMkara nAmakarma bA~dhakara tIsare bhava meM ve mokSa meM gye| devadravya ke bhakSaNa kI AlocanA na lI, to tIrthaMkara kI AtmA kI bhI aisI durdazA huii| isaliye satpuruSoM ko AlocanA lene ke liye avazya prayatna karanA caahiye| FarParmanarsenteumonly.

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kahIM munakSA na jAe....90 AlocanA lene se bane camakate sitAre kAmalakSmI svayaM ke bAlaka ko rakhakara pAnI bharane gaI thii| 1 mAtA putra kevalajAnI bane... 4955 lakSmItilaka nagara meM eka daridra vedasAra nAmaka brAhmaNa thaa| usakI patnI kA nAma kAmalakSmI thaa| vedasAra brAhmaNa ke vedavicakSaNa nAma kA putra thaa| pratipakSI rAjA ne lakSmItilaka nagara para AkramaNa kara diyaa| kAmalakSmI pAnI bharane ke lie nagara ke bAhara gaI thii| AkramaNa ke kAraNa nagara ke daravAje banda kara diye| ataH kAmalakSmI bAhara hI raha gii| eka sipAhI use uThAkara rAjA ke pAsa le gyaa| rAjA ne use saundarya kI mUrti jAnakara apanI rAnI banA lii| kAlAntara meM jaba vedavicakSaNa bar3A ho gyaa| taba use ghara sauMpa kara vedasAra brAhmaNa apanI patnI kI khoja ke liye nikala pdd'aa| Hain Education international For Personer & Private Use Only sipAhI kAmalakSmI ko pakar3akara rAjA ke pAsa le gyaa| o

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91... kahIM murajhA na jAe dUsarI ora svapati para anurAga rakhane vAlI kAmalakSmI rAjA kI anumati se pratidina dAna dene lagI, tAki usakA brAhmaNa pati use kisI bhI taraha se yAcakasamUha meM mila jaaye| eka bAra ghUmatA- ghUmatA vedasAra brAhmaNa vahA~ dAna lene aayaa| kAmalakSmI ne use pahacAna liyaa| pAsa meM bulAkara usako svayaM kA paricaya diyA aura usake sAtha bhAga jAne ke liye eka yojanA banAI aura kahA ki sAtaveM dina maiM caMDIdevI ke mandira meM rAta ko aauuNgii| Apa bhI vahA~ A jaanaa| vahA~ se hama donoM iSTa sthAna para cale jaayeNge| rAnI ne rAjA ke gale para talavAra se prahAra kiyaa| isake bAda rAnI ne peTadarda kA bahAnA bnaayaa| aneka vaidya Aye, parantu koI pharka nahIM pdd'aa| taba kAmalakSmI ne rAjA se kahA- maiMne eka bAra ApakI bImArI ke samaya mannata (mAnatA) kI thI ki "he caMDIdevI! yadi yaha vedanA miTa For Personal & Private Use Only gaI, to maiM aura rAjA donoM kAlI caudasa ke dina tere pUjana ke lie AyeMge / " usI samaya ApakI vedanA zAMta ho gaI thii| parantu bAda meM maiM pUjana hetu jAnA bhUla gaI / ataH he rAjan ! Ane vAlI kAlI caudasa ko pUjA karane hetu calane ka nirNaya kara lIjiye / ise sunane ke bAda rAjA dvArA nirNaya karane para vedanA zAMta ho gii| isa prakAra kA dikhAvA kAmalakSmI na kiyaa| caudasa ke dina ghor3e para baiThakara rAjA-rAnI pUjA kA sAmAna lekara caMDIdevI ke mandira kI ora ravAnA hue| caMDIdevI ke mandira para pahu~ca kara ghor3e se utara kara rAjA va rAnI caMDI devI ke mandira kI ora calane lge| rAjA mandira ke bAhara talavAra rakhakara mandira ke daravAje para mAthA jhukAkara jyo hI praveza kara rahA thA, itane meM pIche se rAnI ne talavAra uThAkara rAjA ke gale para prahAra kara diyaa| rAjA kA mastaka dhar3a se

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alaga ho gyaa| kAmalakSmI ne andara dIpaka ke prakAza meM jAkara dekhA, to vedasAra brAhmaNa ko sarpa ne Dasa liyA thaa| usakA zarIra nIlA ho gayA thaa| usake prANa paMkherU ur3a gaye the| rAnI ne vicAra kiyA ki 'aba kyA karU~, yadi rAjabhavana me lauTUMgI, to rAjahatyA kA Aropa zAyada mujha para A jaayegaa|" ataH rAnI ghor3e para baiThakara jaMgala meM bhAga gii| bhAgate-bhAgate eka nagara meM mAlI ki ghara ghor3e ko khar3A kara svayaM eka mandira meM gii| vahA~ bAje ja rahe the| alaMkAra aura zrRMgAra se sajjita eka nArI ko dekhakara eka strI ne usase pUchA- tuma kauna kAmalakSmI bezyA ke vahA~ usakA putra vedavikSaNa aayaa| ho ? kahA~ se AyI ho? kisa kI atithi ho ? usane asatya kA jAla bichA kara kahA ki maiM apane pati ke sAtha sasurAla jA rahI thii| bIca meM cora mile aura unhoMne mere pati ko mAra ddaalaa| maiM kisI prakAra se baca kara yahA~ AI hU~ / yahA~ merA Jain Education kahIM murajhA na jAe... 92 koI nahIM haiM ! maiM nirAdhAra huuN| ye bAteM sunakara usa strI ne mAyAvI vacanoM se kAmalakSmI ko AkarSita kiyA aura apane ghara le gii| vaha strI eka vezyA thii| usane kAmalakSmI ko bhI gIta nRtya Adi kalAyeM sikhAkara vezyA banA dii| eka dina vedavicakSaNa ne vicAra kiyA ki merI mAtA kI talAza meM pitAjI gaye the| mAtAjI to AI nahIM, parantu pitAjI bhI nahIM aaye| kyA kahIM ve bhI kho gaye ? kyA huA ? maiM unakI talAza karane jAU~ / yaha vicAra karake yuvaka vedavicakSaNa ghara se nikalA / ghUmate-ghUmate vaha usI vezyA ke yahA~ AyA aura vahA~ pha~sa gyaa| kucha samaya bItane ke pazcAt dhana samApta ho jAne para vaha vezyA kA ghara chor3akara jAne lagA, taba usane vezyA ko svayaM kA paricaya diyaa| use sunakara kAmalakSmI ko mana meM khUba darda huaa| For Personal & Private Use Only

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93...kahIM munamA na jAe sAtha daihika saMbaMdha kara liyaa| duHkha rUpa nahIM lgtaa| jaise usakI saz2A yahI hai ki, maiM bar3A RNa ho jAya, to choTA jAjvalyamAna citA meM jalakara bhasma RNa, RNa rUpa meM nahIM ho jaauuN|" yaha bAta pradhAna vezyA staataa|" usane bagIce meM doDane ke kAraNa eka cI kA pAnI kA maTakA phUTa gayA, vaha gatI hai| ko mAlUma huii| usane kAmalakSmI ko aura dUsarI kAmalakSmI kA dahI kA maTakA phuTa gayA, to bhI vaha haMsatI hai, baiThakara svajIvanI sunaaii| vaha pUchane vAlA purohita aura koI svastha huii| taba gvAle ne use apanI nahIM, usakA hI putra vedavicakSaNa patnI banA lii| thaa| sArA vRttAMta sunakara usako eka bAra vaha maTakA bhara kara mArmika coTa lgii| arara ! yaha dahI becane gii| usake sAtha eka maiMne kyA kiyA ? mAtA ke sAtha dUsarI strI pAnI kA maTakA bharakara saMbhoga ! dhikkAra ho merI viSaya govAlane DUbatI huI kAmalakSmI ko pakar3akara bAhara nikaalaa| calI A rahI thI, unake pIche hAthI vAsanA ko| mAM beTe donoM khUba samajhAyA, parantu vaha na maanii| daur3atA haA A rahA thaa| donoM karUNA ke bhaMDAra tulya pUya usane nadI ke bIca meM citA jalAI striyAM ghabarAhaTa se daur3ane lgii| gurudeva se AlocanA-prAyazcitta komalakSmI nadI ke bIca citA jalAkara aura usameM kUda pdd'ii| saMyoga se usI itane meM unake maTake phUTa gye| pAnI lekara cAritra svIkAra kara usameM kUdane jA rahI thI ki utane meM samaya bhArI barasAta A gaI aura kA maTakA jisakA phaTA thA. vaha rone kevalajJAna prApta kara mokSa meM joradAra bAriza huI va nadI meM bAr3ha A gii| citA bujha gii| nadI meM bAr3ha Ane se lagI aura dahI kA maTakA jisakA gye| jisa prakAra hRdaya meM vaha yuvaka to calA nadI ke pravAha meM kAmalakSmI baha gii| phUTA thA, vaha ha~sane lgii| eka | kisI bhI prakAra kA zalya yA gyaa| usake bAda kAmalakSmI eka gvAle kI naz2ara nadI ke pravAha meM purohita Akara usake ha~sane kA zarama rakhe binA zuddha bhAva se ke mana meM vicAra AyA ki bahatI huI usa para par3I aura usane kAraNa pUchane lagA, taba usane kahA- AlocanA lekara mAtA-putra "arara ! yaha maiMne bhayaMkara bhUla usako khIMca kara bAhara nikaalii| "maiM kisa-kisa duHkha ko roU~, zuddha bne| usI prakAra apane kI haiM, arara ! maiMne putra ke aneka upacAra karane para kAmalakSmI bahata duHkha A jAne se thoDA daHkha, ko bhI lajjA rakhe binA yuddha AlocanA lenI caahie|ary cary For Personal S ale Only

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kahIM murajhA na jAe...94 saMtA ke atyaMta rAga se puSpaketu rAjA ne prajA kI sabhA bulAkara, usa, kapaTa se putrI kA vivAha putra ke sAtha karane kI anumati prApta kii| 2 AlocanA-prAyazcitta lekA zuddha banI huI puSpacUlA... or JOQ000 DOUGOOl puSpabhadra nagara meM puSpaketu nAma kA rAjA thaa| usakI puSpavatI nAma kI rAnI thii| usane puSpacUla aura puSpacUlA nAma ke yugala ko janma diyaa| puSpacUla aura puSpacUlA paraspara atyanta prema se bar3e hue| donoM eka dUsare se alaga nahIM raha sakate the| aba rAjA vicAra karane lagA ki yadi putrI puSpacUlA kA vivAha anyatra karU~gA, to donoM kA viyoga ho jaaegaa| ataH usane prajAjanoM kI sabhA bulaaii| sabhA meM puSpaketu rAjAne prazna kiyA ki agara merI dharatI para ratna utpanna ho jAye, to use kahA~ jor3anA, yaha adhikAra kisakA hai? prajA ne uttara diyA ki, utpanna hue ratna ko jor3ane kA adhikAra Apako hI hai| rAjA ne ghoSaNA kI-ki maiM isa putraratna va putrIratna ko zAdI dvArA jor3atA huuN| isa prakAra kapaTa se prajAjanoM kI sammati lekara unakA paraspara vivAha kara diyaa| isa prakAra ke anyAya se puSpavatI ke hRdaya ko gaharI coTa lgii| vairAgya Ane se usane dIkSA le lii| mara kara deva bnii| puSpaketu rAjA bhI kAlAMtara meM paraloka meM calA gayA / .vate use only

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95...kahIM sunasAna jAe bhAI-bahana pati-patnI bana kara kAla vyatIta karane lge| itane meM to usa deva (mAtuzrI ke jIva) ne apane avadhijJAna se dekhA aura mana meM vicAra kiyA ki ye donoM pUrvabhava meM mere putra-putrI the aura aba isa prakAra ke anaitika vaiSayika pApa se ve naraka meM jaayeNge| ataH unako sanmArga para lAne ke lie usa deva ne puSpacUlA ko rAtri meM naraka kA svapna dikhaayaa| usase bhayabhIta banI huI puSpacUlA ne subaha jAkara rAjA se bAta khii| rAjA ne naraka kA svarUpa jAnane ke lie anya darzanoM ke yogiyoM ko bulaayaa| unhoMne kahA-"he rAjan ! zoka, viyoga, roga Adi kI paravazatA puSpacUlA ko deva ne svapna meM naraka kA dRzya dikhaayaa| hI naraka kA duHkha hai|" puSpacUlA ne kahA- "maiMne jo naraka kA svapna dekhA hai, vaha aise duHkhoM se sarvathA bhinna hai, vaise duHkhoM kA to aMzamAtra bhI yahA~ nahIM dikhatA hai|' taba jainAcArya arNikAputra ko bulA kara puuchaa| unhoMne yathAvasthita jaise duHkha rAnI ne svapna meM OPEOOOOOnanananana-CG dekhe the, vaise hI sAtoM naraka ke bhayaMkara duHkhoM kA varNana kiyaa| Personal f y

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usake bAda deva ne devaloka ke sukha kA svapna dikhaayaa| puSpacUlA ne dUsare darzanakAroM ko bulAkara unheM devaloka kA svarUpa puuchaa| vaha satya jAna na pAyI / punaH arNikAputra AcArya ko bulAkara pUchA, to unhoMne devaloka kA svarUpa vaisA hI batAyA, jaisA ki puSpacUlA ne svapna meM dekhA thaa| isase vairAgya pAkara cAritra lekara AlocanA- prAyazcita Adi se niraticAra cAritra kA pAlana kara vaiyAvacca se usI bhava meM kevala jJAna prApta kara mokSa meM gii| yahA~ vizeSa vicArane jaisA haiM ki kAraNavaza bhAI-bahana pati-patnI bana gaye, parantu AlocanA prAyazcita karake cAritra grahaNa kara puSpacUlA mokSa taka pahu~ca gii| ataH hame bhI svayaM ko zuddha banAne ke lie prAyazcita lenA caahie| hamane aise ghora pApa to kiye hI nahIM haiM, ataH Darane kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| kadAcit bhayaMkara pApa kara bhI diye ho, to bhI Darane kI kyA AvazyakatA ? prAyazcita lene se unakI AtmA zuddha ho gaI, to kyA hamArI AtmA zuddha nahIM hogI ? are jIva ! pApa karate hue nahIM DarA, to pApoM kI zuddhi karane se kyoM DaratA hai ? puSpacUlA ko deva ne svapna meM devaloka kA dRzya dikhaayaa| kahIM murajhA na jAe.... 96 Coooooooooooot

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97. kahIM murajhA jAe 3 namo namo khaMdhaka mahAmuni jitazatru rAjA aura dhAriNI ke putra khaMdhaka kumAra pUrvabhava meM cIbhar3I kI chAla nikAlakara khuza huA thA ki "kitanI suMdara chAla utArI hai?" isa prakAra chAla utArane kA karmabaMdha ho gyaa| usake pazcAt usakI AlocanA nahIM lii| krama se rAjakumAra khaMdhaka bne| phira dharmaghoSa muni kI dezanA sunakara rAjya-vaibhava choDakara saMyama liyA rAjakumAra meM se khaMdhaka muni bane / cAritra lene ke pazcAt bele-tele vagere kaThora tapazcaryA kara kAyA ko kRza diyaa| eka dina vihAra karate-karate khaMdhaka muni sAMsArika bahanabahanoI ke gA~va meM aaye| rAjamahala ke jharokhe meM baiThI huI bahana kI naz2ara rAste para calate muni ke Upara par3ate hI vicAra karane lagI, ''kahA~ gRhasthAvAsa meM mere bhAI kI gulAba-sI Jain Education Intemational kAyA aura kahA~ Aja tapa ke kAraNa jhurriyA~ par3I huI kAle koyale jaisI kAyA / are ! calate-calate haDDiyA~ khaDakhar3AtI haiN| isa prakAra atIta kI sRSTi meM vicAra karatI huI bhAvAveza meM Akara vaha jora-jora se rone lgii| muni para dRSTi aura rudana dekhakara pAsa meM bai hue rAjA ne socA ki, "yaha saMnyAsI isakA pahale kA koI yAra puruSa hogA, aba usase dehasukha nahIM milegA, isaliye rAnI ro rahI hogI / tapa se kRza hue zarIra ke kAraNa apanA sAlA hote hue bhI rAjA muni ko pahacAna na pAyA aura jallAdoM ko kaha diyA ki, jAo... usa muni kI jIte jI camar3I utAra kara le aao| jallAdo ne muni ko kahA ki "hamAre rAjA kI AjJA hai ki Apake zarIra kI camar3I utAranI hai| una para krodha na karake muni Atma-svarupa kA vicAra karane lage ki deha aura karma se AtmA bhinna hai| camar3I to zarIra kI utAreMge, isase mere karmo kI nirjarA hogI, karmanirjarA karane kA aisA apUrva avasara phira kaba AyegA ? isa prakAra mana meM socakara jallAdoM ko kahA ki, "are bhAI ! tapazcaryA karane se merA zarIra khuradarA ho gayA hai| isaliye tujhe takalIfa na ho, isa prakAra maiM khar3A rhuuN|" muni kA kaisA uttama ciMtana ? apanI takalIfa kA vicAra na karake jallAdoM kI takalIfa kA vicAra karane lge| aba Apa hI sociye ki, "jisakI camar3I utara rahI ho, use takalIfa jyAdA hotI hai yA jo camar3I utAra rahA ho, use jyAdA hotI hai? samatAbhAva meM otaprota muni ne rAjA ke jallAdoM para jarA bhI dveSa nahIM kiyaa| cAra kA zaraNa svIkAra kara, kAyA ko vosirA kara muni zukladhyAna para muni car3ha gye| car3a-car3a camar3I utaratI gayI aura muni zukladhyAna meM Age bar3hate-bar3hate kevalajJAna prApta kara mokSa meM cale gye| pAsa meM rahI huI muhapatti khUna se lAla For Personal & Private Use Only

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kahIM munajhA na Ae....98 prAyazcita se araNikakumAra kI Atmazuddhi... ho gyii| mA~sa kA Tukar3A samajhakara cIla use lekara AkAza meM ur3ane lgii| saMyogavaza vaha muhapatti rAjamahala meM rAnI ke Age hai girii| muhapatti ko dekhakara rAnI ne naukaroM ke pAsa jA~ca karavAI, taba patA calA ki rAjA ne hI hukuma karake tapasvI muni kI hatyA karavAI hai| bhAI muni kI karuNa mRtyu jAnakara rAnI kA hRdaya tharathara kA~pane lgaa| A~khoM meM se baira-baira jitane A~sU girane lge| rAjA ko bhI hakIkata kA patA calane para donoM tI-phAr3a rudana karane lge| saMsAra meM aghaTita aura anucita yaha kAma huA hai| aba yadi saMsAra nahIM choDeMge, to aise kAma hote raheMge, isa prakAra saMsAra ke svarUpa kA vicAra kara donoM ne dIkSA lekara AlocanA lii| eka sajjhAya meM bhI kahA hai ki, 'AloI pAtakane savi chaMDI kaThaNa karmane pIle' AlocanA prAyazcita tapa vagere karake kevalajJAnI banakara donoM mokSa meM gye| ____yahA~ para yaha ciMtana karanA cAhiye ki pUrvabhavameM cIbhar3I kI chAla utArane kA prAyazcita na liyA, to zarIra kI camar3I utaravAnI par3I aura isa bhava meM muni kI hatyA karavAyI, to bhI prAyazcita le liyA, to rAjA-rAnI mokSa meM gye| isa ciMtana meM otaprota hokara AlocanA lene meM pramAda nahIM karanA caahiye| araNika muni aura unakI mAtA ne cAritra liyA thaa| saMyama kA vizuddha pAlana karate karate munizrI eka dina grISma Rtu meM dopahara ko gocarI lene ke liye gaye the| vahA~ dhUpa meM unake pA~va jala rahe the| sira bhI dhUpa ke kAraNa garama ho cukA thaa| jaise phUla murajhA jAtA hai, aisI hAlata muni kI ho gayI thii| taba munizrI eka makAna ke nIce khar3e rhe| kAmavAsanA se Akula banI huI eka nArI ne apanI dAsI ke dvArA muni ko bulvaayaa| gocarI vahorAne ke bahAne se dAsI muni ko le gyii| nArI ke kAmaNa bhare vacana se muni kA patana ho gyaa| muni vahA~ ke raMgarAga meM pha~sa gye| munizrI kI sAMsArika mAtuzrI galI-galI meM pAgala vyakti kI taraha use DhUMDhane lgii| mAtA kI yaha hAlata dekhakara munizrI ko bahuta AghAta lgaa| vaha mahala meM se utarakara mA~ ke caraNoM meM gira pdd'aa| sAMsArika mAtuzrI sAdhvIjI ne use samajhAkara guru ke pAsa bhejA, vahA~ munizrI ne AlocanA lii| aMta meM dhagadhagatI zilA para saMthArA kara muni ne anazana svIkArA aura ve kevalajJAna prApta kara mokSa meM gye| mahAvrata kA khaMDana karane para AlocanA-prAyazcita lekara araNika muni ne Atmazuddhi kii| yaha jAnakara hameM bhI Atma zuddhi kA amogha kAraNa rupa AlocanA avazya karanI caahiye| Jain Education intemational For sersonal & Private Use Only

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99...kahIM sunA na jAe AMdhra jaise pradezo meM jIte jI jalakara maranA paDatA prAyazcita kI tAkata... hai| mahiSa banakara bharuca ke U~ce DhalAnoM para pAnI uThAkara car3hanA par3atA hai| oha ! taba yAda AyegA kensara kI gA~Tha ho, phira bhI abhimAna Adi ko dUra kara kAlI syAhI ki prAyazcita le liyA hotA to...! oNparezana-SURGERY karane meM Aye, to jaisI jIvana kI kAlI kitAba ko guru ke marIz2a acchA ho jAtA hai| paraMtu jo eka caraNo meM sauMpa do| eka bhI pApa mana meM na raha praznottara choTA-sA bhI kA~TA pA~va meM raha jAye, to jAye... tana kA pApa... mana kA pApa... vacana prazna :- AlocanA karane se kyA phala hotA hai ? iMsAna ko mAra DAlatA haiN| isI prakAra kA pApa..., sabhI prAyazcita ke pratApa se uttara :- rAgadveSa ke kAraNa saMkliSTa mana se karma bar3e-bar3e pApa jIvana meM ho gaye ho, to bhI jalakara khAka ho jAyeMge| ATOM BOMB se bhI prAyazcita-AlocanA ke pratApa se jIva jyAdA tAkata hai isa prAyazcita meM !! kA baMdha hotA hai| paraMtu AlocanA karate samaya ahaMkAra, mAyA Adi rAgadveSa kamajora ho jAne se dhavala haMsa ke paMkha kI taraha nirmala bana yadi pApa karate hI rahe aura vizaddhivAle citta se karmoM kA kSaya hotA hai aura sakatA hai| paraMtu jo eka choTA-sA bhI AlocanA-prAyazcita se zuddha na hue hoM, to saralabhAva prApta hone se karmoM kA saMpUrNa kSaya hone pApa mana meM chupA diyA, to satyAnAza.... A jAIye vansa mora.... ONCE MORE para mokSa bhI ho jAtA hai| uttarAdhyayanasUtra meM bhavobhava bigar3a jAte haiN| isaliye jAo narakagati meM.... jahA~ paramAdhAmI nAraka jIva kahA hai ki, "AloyaNAoNaM bhaMte ! jIve kiM gItArtha gurubhagavaMto ke caraNo meM... zarama, ko bhayaMkara duHkha dete haiM.... zarIra ke Tukar3e- jaNayaI mAyANiyA ? miccha darisaNasallANaM Tukar3e karatA huA asipatra vana, garamAgarama mokkhamaggavigdhANaM aNaMtasaMsArabaMdhaNANaM uddharaNaM jastA.... haDDI-mA~sa-khUna se bharI huI kareI ujjubhAvaM ca jaNayaI ujjubhAvapaDivA oNaM vaitaraNI nadI Adi kI vedanA, jo chakke chur3A viyaNaM jIve amAI itthiveyaM napusaMgaveyaM ca 7. de, aisI paristhiti... pala pala mRtyu ko vaccaI puvvabaddhaM ca NaM nijjaraI" cAhe... to bhI mRtyu jahA~ kosoM dUra rahatI hai| arthAt AlocanA karate samaya mokSamArga meM athavA to jAIye pazuyoni meM suara bana kara vighnabhUta anaMta saMsAra ke baMdhana mithyAtvA Jan Education intomational

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vizalyoM kA nAza hone se saralabhAva utpanna hotA hai| jisase strIveda aura naMpusakaveda kA baMdha nahIM hotA aura agara pUrva meM bA~dhe hue ho, to unakA nAza ho jAtA hai| itanA hI nahIM, sabhI karmoM kA nAza ho jAtA hai aura mokSa kI prApti hotI hai| isIliye kahA hai ki, uddhariya savvasallA, titthagarANAo sutthiyA jIvA, bhavasayakammAI khavio pAvAI yA sivaM ThANaM hi arthAt jinezvara bhagavAna kI AjJA meM suMdara rIti se rahe hue jIva sabhI zalyoM kI AlocanA karake seMkaDo bhavoM ke pApakarmoM kA kSaya kara zivasthAna yAnI ki mokSadhAma meM pahu~cate haiN| kavi kalApI ne bhI kahA hai ki, "hA pastAvo vipula jharaNuM svargathI utare che, pApI temAM DUbakI laIne puNyazAlI bane che / / " AlocanA kaise likhanI cAhiye ? jIvana meM kauna se pApa ho sakate haiM? unheM samajhAne ke lie aura AlocanA lene ke lie kucha pApa sthAna - jJAnAcAra Adi ke aparAdhoM kA byorA bhava-AlocanA mArgadarzikA nAma kI pustaka meM diyA gayA hai| vaha pustaka isa pustaka ke sAtha niHzulka dI jAtI hai| usameM se jisa pApasthAna kA sevana kiyA ho, usa pApa sthAna kA kramAMka eka noTa buka yA kAgaja para likha liijiye| jJAta, ajJAta yA balAtkAra Adi rIti se pApa huA ho, usI prakAra dharmasthAna yA anyatra hoTala Adi meM huA ho, jaise bhAva se yAnI darda se yA AnandapUrvaka huA ho, usI prakAra eka-eka kramAMka ke Age kAgaja meM vivaraNa likha liijiye| likhane ke bAda punaH par3ha liijiye| bAda meM kramAMka ke sthAna para saMpUrNa vigata vyavasthita rIti se likha liijiye| phira usa pustaka ke aMta meM rahe hue eka peja nikAlakara pU. gurudevazrI ko de diijiye| phira jo prAyazcita gurudevazrI de| use pUrNa karane kA prayatna kIjie / For Personal & Private Use Only kahIM murasAna jAe... 100 usa pustaka meM jitane pApasthAnaka likhe hue haiM, unase anya pApasthAna kA jIvana meM sevana kiyA ho, to unheM gItArtha guru bhagavaMta ke pAsa samajhane kA yatna karanA caahiye| isa pustaka meM likhe gaye pApasthAnakoM ke sivAya pApa sthAnaka nahIM hote, aisA na mAneM, isa pustaka ke pApa sthAnaka to kevala digdarzana mAtra haiM, aisA samajhanA caahie| usa pustaka se atirikta pApoM kI bhI AlocanA lenI cAhiye / apane jIvane jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapa aura vIrya kI pravRttiyoM meM jo aparAdha kiye ho, unheM yAda karAne ke liye aba jJAnAcArAdi ke aparAdhoM (aticAroM) kI sUcI usa pustaka meM dI gaI hai| use Apa par3heMge, to mAlUma hogA ki maiMne kauna-kauna se aparAdha kiye haiM / aparAdhoM kA byaurA likhakara gurUdeva ke pAsa prAyazcita leMge, tabhI apanI AtmA zuddha hogii| bhUla se bhagavAna kI AjJA ke viruddha likhane meM AyA ho, to micchAmi dukkaDaM / www.janelibrary.org

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L ifhointmurti fecuted PELach Ai cukI nitAPER ATRNind cAlo ApaNe sAcA jaina banIye eka hatI rAjakumArI guja., aMgrejI = 100/ bhaktAmara stotra sacitra hindI, guja. = 30/ cAlo ApaNe sAcA jaina banIye guja. calo anAnapUrvI gIne hindI, guja. = 40/ paryuSaNa mahAparva ke pravAaura sAMvatsarika kSamAkana hindI, guja. = 10/-1 paryuSaNa mahAparva ke 8 vyAravAna sahita sAMvatsarika kSamApanA he bhejane kI adbhuta bheNtt| prAsaMgika malTI kalara meM phoTo yukta, hanumAnajI kI mAtuzrI aMjanAsudarI ke caritra kI karuNa hRdayasparzI kahAnI hai| zatrujaya tIrthAdhipati zrI AdinAtha bhagavAna ke 44 tIrthoM ke darzana vAlA sacina bhaktAmara stotra isameM hai| zrAvaka ke dainika 6 kartavya Adi viSayoM kA vistAra se varNana isa pustaka meM kiyA gayA hai| suMdara raMgIna alaga alaga 24 tIrthakara bhagavAna ke 24 citroM sahita anAnupUrvI kI AkarSaka pustk| pUjyazrI kadArA prastuta uttama sAhitya Jain Education Interational For Personal & Private Use Only

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naNE rakhavaNarADhA AgarAga mAravaTA 31SPE khavaga-seDhI prAkRta, saMskRta anazana ko siddhavaTa ho hindI, guja., aMgrejI = 30/ baMdhanakaraNa saMskRta = 100/ upazamanAkaraNa prAkRta, saMskRta = 100/ citramaya tatvajJAna albamA hinda, guja, = 50/ 6 varSa ke alpa paryAya meM pUjyazrI dvArA likhita 20,000 zloka pramA, prAkRta-saMskRta bhASA meM kSazreNi kA vizleSaNa karatA alokika mahAgraMtha hai| bIna punivarsiTI ke prophesara klAUjha vana ne bhI isakI khuba prazaMsA kI hai| raMgIna prAsaMgika phoTo sahita 6 gAu kI bhAvayAtrA aura sADe ATha karor3a muniyoM ke sAtha mokSa prApta karanevAle zAMba va pradyumna kA vistRta caritra hai| isa graMtha para pUjyazrI ne 15,000 zloka pramANa saMskRta TIkA likhI hai| isameM satpadAdi dvAra se ATha karmoM ke bandha kI mArmika jAnakArI hai| 15,000 loka pramANa prAkRta saMskRta bhASA meM upazama zreNi ke viSaya kA adbhuta graMtha hai| upazama samyaktva prApti, kSayopazama aura kSApika samyaktva, anaMtAnubaMdhi kapAya kA kSaya, dezavirati aura upazama kA tAtvika varNana hai| pravezakoM ko saMkSepa meM 14 rAjaloka, ar3I dvIpa, nau tatva Adi 17 viSayoM para malTI kalaramaya 18 citroM sahita tatvajJAna kI ekA jhaaNkii| pUjyazrI prastuta uttama sAhitya For Personal Private Use Only

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Tensana Tu pIsa To terania Tenzana Tu pIsa guja., hindI 10/ vizva bhara ke TenyAnoM se bhare hue mAnava ke mana ke liye zAMti ke vividha prayogoM ko batAne vAlI yaha pustaka hai| TREY calo siddhagiri cale hindI, guja., aMgrejI 200/ zatruMjaya mahAtIrtha ke pratyeka sthAna kI saMpUrNa jAnakArI aura unake aitihAsika varNana ke sAtha saMpUrNa bhAvayAtrA kA hUbahU vivecana karatI huI yaha pustaka avazya par3hanI caahie| raMgIna citroM ke sAtha chapI huI yaha AkarSaka sarva prathama pustaka zatruMjaya mahAtIrtha kI yAtrA karane va karavAne meM sabhI ko vizeSa upayogI bnegii| Est vArsa yadi tyA re karma terI gati nyArI guja., hindI = 20/ AtmA pratyeka samaya meM kisa prakAra, kauna-kauna se karma bAMdhatI hai ? aura una karmoM kA kyA-kyA phala hotA hai ? isa prakAra ke vizeSa tatvajJAna vAlI yaha pustaka gujarAtI meM hai| For Personal & Private Use Only da Ple zrI zatruMjaya Adi 4 mahAtIrtha dizA darzaka yantra hindI, guja., aMgrejI 70/ isa vizva ke kisI bhI kone meM raha kara Apako zatruMjaya, zaMkhezvara, sammetazikhara apavA nAkor3A tIrtha ko bhAva se vaMdana karane hoM, to apane sthAna se una-una tIthoM kI dizA batAnevAlA yaha pantra Aja hI basA liijie| pUjya zrI dvArA prastuta uttama sAhitya jaina rAmAyaNa jaina rAmAyaNa hindI, aMgrejI, guja. 400/ rAjya ke haka ko tilAMjali deka rAma kA pitAzrI ke prati samarpa bhAva, suzIla patnI kA tyAga ka vAle rAma ke prati sItAjI ka samaparNa bhAva, vRddha ko dekhaka dazaratha kI, cAcA kI mRtyu dekhakara lavakuza kI aura sUryA ko dekhakara hanumAnajI kI dI vagairaha kauTumbika saMskArI a AdhyAtmika saMskAro ke lie ja pahiye sacitra jaina rAmAyaNa | .

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LAHARI vinItA nagarI eka pAvana parivartana upadhAna Atma jAgRti kA suavasara Sure nirIkSaNa * nijamAva pAna * svara avalokana FFor Personal & Phare

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Learn from past, five in present and plan the future. bhUtakAla kI bhUloM se sIkho... vartamAna meM jIo aura bhaviSya kI plAniMga (yojanAe~) isa prakAra banAo ki jisase una bhUloM kI punarAvRtti na ho paae| bhUla iMsAna se hI hotI hai, paraMtu vaha apanI bhUloM kA ikarAra kara sadguru ke pAsa prAyazcita le letA hai, to vaha iMsAna pUjanIya va paramAtmA bana jAtA hai| zAstra meM kahA hai ki, "jaM paDisevijjai, taM na dukkr| ja AlAijjai, taM dukkara // 1 // " pApa kA sevana karanA, vaha muzkila nahIM, paraMtu usakI AlocanA lenI, vaha jyAdA muzkila kAma hai| isa pustaka kI vizeSatA dhanya hai jinshaasn| jisameM pApIoM ke pApa ko dhonevAle prAyazcita kA uttama vidhAna hai| kyA gaMgA mailI to mailI hI rahegI? nhiiN| nahIM... prakriyA karoge, to vaha zuddha, svaccha aura nirmala bana jaayegii| prAyazcita meM yaha apUrva zakti hai, ki usake bala para AtmA saMpUrNa nirmala bana sakatI hai| MULTY GRAPHICS B0221 23873222423484222 Jain Education Intematonai For Bes t e Use Only www.janelibra