Atam Pamyo Ajwalu

Author(s): Padmasagarsuri
Publisher: Arunoday Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008702/1

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svaH zrImatI kaMcanabAI kizanalAlajI zrImAla . jhuMjhana 0000 di.10-9-1987ko anantakI yAtrA para calI haI... pUjanIya rmA ko sAdara zradhdAMjali.. putra: putravadhuH pravINa kumAra jaina bhAratI jana pradIpakumAra jaina monikA jaina pramodakumAra jaina anitA jaina __pozrI: aditI, arcanA (8 jana inTaranezanala, zrImAla bradarsa, jaina DAyamanDa) eksaporTa prA.limITeDa. 101, prasAda cembarsa, operA hAusa, bambaI-400004. phonaH 811 0640, 811 87 46. For Private And Personal Use Only

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3. ja kaka, #janya : zrI kalyANa pAzvanAtha jaina : sUpa. saMdha copATI tathA zrI sahastraphaNA pArzvanAtha jaina daherAsara TrasTa, bAbulanAtha, jJAnakhAtA taraphathI A pustaka prakAzanamAM amane suMdara Artharka sahayoga sAMpaDyo che te badala amAM temano aMtaHkaraNa pUrvaka AbhAra mAnIe chIe.... lI. zrI aruNodaya sphAunDezananuM TrasTagANa. ---- - - -- ---- -' For Private And Personal Use Only

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Atama pAmyAM ajavALuM (gaNadharavAda) pravacanakAra: sva. gacchAdhipati, saMyamaikalakSI, pUjayapAda AcAryadevazrI zrImad kailAsasAgara sUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA ziSyaratna paramAtmabhakta, pUjayavAda AcAryadevazrI zrImad kalyANasAgasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA ziSyaratna pU. AcAryadevazrI padmasAgara sUrIzvarajI mahArAja. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir preraka: pU. jyotirvida, vidvAn munirAjazrI aruNodeya sAgarajI mahArAjanA ziSyaratna sAhityapremI, sevAbhAvI, pU. munirAjazrI devendrasAgarajI mahArAja, prakAzaka: zrI aruNodaya phAunDezana. 'sadA Ananda' vijayavihAra kolonI navaraMgapurA amadAvAda-380009 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra sampAdaka: zrI dhanaMjaya je. jaina. gUrjara--anuvAdaka: zrI azoka zAha viSaya: dharma-zAstra pravacano. saMskaraNa: prathama AvRtti (prathama AvRtti gujarAtI) samaya: 1987, saMvatsarI parva. saM. 2044. nakala: be hajAra. kiMmata: rUA.20. www.kobatirth.org sarasvatI pUstaka bhaMDAra ratanapoLa, hAthIkhAnA amadAvAda- 380 001 zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra kobA, jIllA gAMdhI nagara, gujarAta phona naM. 21342 21343 zrI sImaMdhara svAmi jina maMdira peDhI hAive roDa, mahesANA384002 : prApti sthAna : Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir zrI kalyANa parzvanAtha jaina maMdira 35, sI phesa, caupATI, muMbaI- 400 007 sumatilAla hAlAbhAi haraDe 40/5 "upendra" bIlDIMga arorA sInemA pAse, mATuMgA, muMbai- 400 019 phona naM. 474795 megharAja pUstaka bhaMDAra goDIjI cAla, bIje mALe, prAyadhunI muMbai- 400 003 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* 1 samarpaNa jIva,karma, mahAbhUta bandha-mola, svarga-naraka , puNya-pApa, paralaki, nivaoNA ... viSayo aMgenI potAnI hAdika jijJAsAne - zAMta karIne jeo AtmakalyANAnA vare mA AgaLa vadhavA jhaMkhe che.... e mumukSu mAnavAnA 32-kamaLamAM !!! - - padmasAgara For Private And Personal Use Only

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be zabda jaina darzananuM mULabhUta tattvajJAna, 'zrI kalpasUtra'nA 'gaNadharavAda' uparanA pravacanamAM che. paramAtmA mahAvIradeve pUrNa manovaijJAnika daSTi vaDe anya darzanonI vicAradhArAone anekAMta (syAdvAda)nA mAdhyama dvArA je rIte samajAvI che, te apUrva che. paramAtmAnA maMgaLa pravacanane sAmAnya loko sahajatAthI samajI zake, jaina tattvono saraLatA-pUrvaka paricaya karI zake, AvI suMdara bhAvanA sAthe vidvAn munirAjazrI devendrasAgarajIe A pustakane suMdara rIte pragaTa karavAnuM Ayojana karyuM che. A pustakamAM jo kayAMya paNa jinAjJA-virudhdha mati-kalpanA dvArA kAMi kahevAi gayuM hoya to e badala huM 'micchA mi dukkaDama' dauM chuM. bhavadIya: padma sAgara. mATI jevA bano. keTalAka loko mATI jevA hoya che. teo koinA paNa upadeza agara zikhAmaNane potAnI aMdara utArIne satkarmanA navA navA aMkurone pedA karIne jIvanane lIluchama banAvI mUke che. For Private And Personal Use Only keTalAka loko patthara jevA hRdayavALA hoya che. emane game eTalo upadeza saMbhaLAvavAmAM Ave, paraMtu teo pattharanI jema haMmezAM sUkA ane verAna ja banyA rahe che. mitro! tame tamArA hRdayane patthara samAna nahi, paraMtu mATI samAna banAvo.

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eka daSTipAta koika cintake sAcuM ja kahayuM che: yasyAgre na galati saMzayaH samUlo, naivAsau kvacidapi paNDitoktimeti // artha jemanI samakSa pahoMcyA pachI ApaNo saMzaya saMdatara nirmULa na thai jAya tene 'paMDita' kahI zakAya nahi. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir potAnA seMkaDo ziSyonI asaMkhya zaMkAonuM samAdhAna karanArA indrabhUti vagere paMDita ja nahi, paraMtu mahApaMDato hatA. Ama chatAM emanA hRdayamAM paNa vedavAkyo sambandhamAM eka eka zaMkA varSothI chUpAyelI hatI. kyA paMDitanA hRdayamAM kai zaMkA hatI enuM saMkSipta vivaraNa nIce mujaba che. (1) indrabhUti: jIva che ke nahi? (2) agnibhUti: karma che ke nahi? (3) vAyubhUti: jIva ane karma bhinna (judA) che ke abhinna (eka)? (4) vyakta: paMca mahAbhUta che ke nahi? (5) sudharmA: manuSya mRtyu pachI pAcho manuSya tarIke ja janme che ke pazu tarIke paNa? (6) maMDita: jIvano bandha ane mokSa hoya che ke nahi? (7) mauryaputra: deva hoya che ke nahi? (8) ata: nAraka (naraka nivAsI jIva) hoya che ke nahi? (9) acalabhAtA: puNya ane pApa che ke nahi? (10) metArya: paraloka hoya che ke nahi? (11) prabhAsa: nirvANa (mokSa)nuM astitva che ke nahi? A agiyAra mahApaMDitonI uparyukta agiyAra zaMkAonuM nirAkaraNa sarvaza prabhu mahAvIrasvAmIe kevI rIte karyuM? enuM vistRta vivaraNa 'saMzaya saba dUra bhave' nAmanA A nAnakaDA pustakano pradhAna viSaya che. A agiyAra mahApaMDito ane paramAtmA mahAvIradeva vacce je saMvAda thayo hato enuM ja nAma che: 'gaNadharavAda'. A gaNadharavAdanA phaLasvarUpe prabhune eka ja divasamAM kula cummALIzaso agiyAra ziSyaratnonI prApti thai. enI gaNanA nIcenI gAthAmAM darzAvelI che. paJcahaM paJcasayA, aTTa sAiM hunti dunti gaNA / For Private And Personal Use Only

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. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dunnaM juyala buhANaM, tisao tisao havai gccho|| priAraMbhika pAMca paMDitonA pAMcaso-pAMcaso ziSyo hatA. pachInA benA sADA traNaso-sADA traNaso, ane aMtima cAra (be yugala)nA traNaso-traNaso.] A rIte 50045= 2500, 350xra= 700, 30084= 1200 - kula saMkhyA 4400, uparAMta indrabhUti vagere agiyAra mahApaMDito maLIne kula 4411 ziSyo thayA. pU. guru-mahArAjanuM A pravacana pratyakSa sAMbhaLanArA, ane jeo A pravacanano rUbarU lAbha nathI laI zakayA, te tamAma puNyavAnone samAnarUpe lAbhakAraka bane ane A ciMtana-manana AcaraNanuM aMga bane e ja zubhakAMkSA! gurukRpAkAMkSI: -muni devendrasAgara. tAraka paNa! mAraka paNa! sattA, zakti ane saMpatti tAraka paNa che ane mAraka paNa! jema divAsaLI dvArA agni pakAvIne khAvAnuM paNa banAvI zakAya ane Aga lagADIne vinAza paNa sarjI zakAya. e ja rIte sattA, zakti ane saMpattino sadupayoga karIne samAja, deza ane dharmanuM gaurava vadhArI paNa zakAya. ane eno durupayoga karIne pratiSThA upara pANI paNa pheravI zakAya che. ACT ja For Private And Personal Use Only

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ST) zubha sadezaH parama pUjaya AcAryazrI padhasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI pravacanadhArAno lAbha levAnuM sadbhAgya huM kadI cUkato nathI. emanI vANInI vizeSatA e che ke vyApaka jana samudAyane e sparze che. ane emanAmAM jaina darzana viSenI jijJAsA jagADe che. emanuM prabhAvaka vyaktitva, pravAhI bhASA-zailI, sacoTa draSTAMto ane eka anupama vAtAvaraNa sarjavAnI zaktino mane pratyakSa paricaya che. AvA samartha AcArya bhagavAna pAsethI ApaNe jeTaluM pAmIe teTaluM ochuM 'gaNadharavAda' e jaina siddhAntono arka che. ane jaina darzananI vizeSatAono paricApaka che. AvA gahana gaNadharavAda viSe A pustake sAce ja mUlyavAna gaNAya. jaina darzananA siddhAnto ahI evI rIte AlekhAyA che ke ene sAmAnya jANakArI dharAvato mAnavI paNa samajI zake. jaina darzananI vizeSatAnI sAthe vyApakatA, gahanatAnI sAthe hRdayasparzitA A graMthamAM suMdara rIte pragaTa thaI che. A granthanuM prakAzana karAvavAno viziSTa yaza pU. AcAryazrInA vidvAnuM praziSya munizrI devendrasAgarajIne maLe che. AzA rAkhIe ke pa.pU. AcAryazrI pAsethI teonA vizALa jJAnanA nIcoDarUpa AvA pustako maLatA rahe.. jene kAraNe jana samAjane sAcI dizA sAMpaDe. - zreNika kastUrabhAI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir zubha sadeza: parama pUjaya AcArya zrI padmasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI pAvanakArI vANInI vizeSatA e che ke atyanta saraLa ane sAhajika bhASAmAM mArmika draSTAMto sahita jaina darzanano marma pragaTa karI Ape che. AthI ja emanI pAvanakArI vANInA zravaNa mATe vizALa janamedanI ati Atura hoya che. gaNadharavAda' jevA gahana viSaya upara emanA pravacanono A saMcaya ApIne emaNe jijJAsuo upara anahada upakAra karyo che. A pravacanonI yogya saMkalanA sAthe e taiyAra thAya che, ane te AkarSaka rUpa-raMgamAM AcAryazrInA suvinIta praziSya munirAjazrI devendrasAgarajInA manohara mArgadarzana heThaLa prakAzita thAya che. tethI vizeSa Ananda thAya che. pa.pU. A.dezI padmasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA AvA pravacanono saMgraha vadhune vadhu ApaNane maLato rahe ane e dvArA ApaNI dharma-jijJAsAnI pyAsa vadhune vadhu chIpAtI rahe, evI bhAvanA vyakta karuM chuM. araviMda saMdhavI. (vitta mastrI: gujarAta rAjaya) ITS For Private And Personal Use Only

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, prakAzakIya prAtaHsmaraNIya, bAla brahmacArI, suvicAraka, sametazikhara-tIrthodhAraka, kuzaLa vaktA, zAstramarmajJa, sadgurudeva jainAcArya zrImad pAsAgarasurIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanA mukhAravindamAMthI nIkaLelA bAra sumadhura, sundara, rocaka, jJAnavardhaka, tattvabodhaka ane Atmabodhaka pravacanonuM saMkalana, jyotirvid vidvAna munirAjazrI aruNodayasAgarajI ma.sA.nA ziSyaratna sAhityapremI vidvAna munirAja zrI devendrasAgarajI ma.sA.nI preraNAthI "zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra" kobAnA prAMgaNamAM navanirmita gaganacuMbI jinAlayanI prANa pratiSThAnA suavasara para A pustakanI hindI AvRtti ame saharSa prakAzita karI hatI. "saMzaya saba dUra bhaye" (gaNadharavAda) nAmanA A hindI prakAzanamAM sarvajJa zrI prabhu mahAvIradevanI sAthe indrabhUti vagere mahApaMDitonI je mahattvanI carcA thaI hatI, enuM ja vistArapUrvakanuM vivecana che. prabhunA vicArothI prabhAvita thaIne pota-potAnI zaMkAonuM samAdhAna pAmIne e saghaLA mahApaDitoe prabhunuM ziSyapaNuM svIkArI lIdhuM hatuM. ane prabhue te sahune "gaNadhara5da" vaDe vibhUSita karyA hatA. "saMzaya saba dUra bhaye" e pustakano gujarAtI anuvAda taiyAra karIne tene" " e nAma ApIne A pustaka ApanA karakamalomAM mUkatAM ame atIya harSa anubhavIe chIe. " nAmanA A pustakano gujarAtI anuvAda taiyAra karavAnuM kArya surata-nivAsI zrI azoka zAha e suMdara rIte pAra pADayuM ane A pustakanuM sampAdana-karavAnuM kArya zrI dhanabhAI je. jaina e sarasa rIte nibhAvyuM tathA khUba ja TUMkA samayamAM AnuM sundara mudraNakArya hemAMga prInTarsavALA maheza-esa-haraDee puruM karyuM che. A sahunI ame kharA aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka AbhAra vyakta karIe chIe. AzA ja nahi, paraMtu vidhvAsa che ke sAhityapremI pU. munirAjazrI devendrasAgarajI ma.sA.nI preraNAthI pUrva-prakAzita pratibodha: "mokSa mAgama vIsa kadama, 'jIvanadraSTi, 'mitti me savabhUesa, saMya saba dUra bhaye (gaNadharavAda hIdI) vagere pustakonI jema A pustaka paNa jana samAjamAM sArI rIte AvakAra pAmaze. TrasTIgaNa. (aruNodaya phAunDezana) For Private And Personal Use Only

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sampAdakanI vAta. paramAtmA zrI mahAvIradeve indrabhUti, agnibhUti vagere agiyAra gaNadharonI "AtmA che? puNya che? pApa che?" vagere zaMkAonuM sundara, sacoTa ane sutarkabaddha je samAdhAna ApyuM hatuM, te tattvacarcA jaina zAstromAM 'gaNadharavAdanA nAme sukhyAta che. 'zrI kalpasUtra' nAmanA jaina darzananA ziramora A grantharatnamAM tenuM chaTThA pravacanamAM suvistArapUrvaka nirUpaNa che. paramAtmAe indrabhUti vagere brAhmaNonI zaMkAonuM samAdhAna karatAM kAya ema na kahayuM ke: "indrabhUti! tArA veda ja khoTA che. AvA khoTA vedavAkyonA AdhAre nakAmI tattvacarcA karavAno zo artha che?" nA... prabhue AvAM kaDavA veNa uccAryA ja nathI. prabhue to ulaTAnuM ema kahayuM: "indrabhUti! tArA veda to sApekSa rIte vicAratAM sAcA ja che. hA... paraspara virodhI jaNAtA veda vAkyonuM arthaghaTana karavAmAM tuM bhUle che. jo... enuM sAcuM arthaghaTana to A rIte thAya... ane A rIte vicAratAM tArI zaMkA nirmULa thai jAya che." -- - vAtsalyanA vArithI bhIMjAvI nAMkhatI meghasamI amRtavANI varSAvIne prabhu mahAvIradeve indrabhUti vagere agiyAre brAhmaNone evI rIte vaza karI lIdhA ke, gaNadharavAdanI A tattvacarcAne aMte e tamAma bAhmaNo - prabhunA kaTTara virodhI hovA chatAM nijaziSya-saMpadAnI sAthe prabhunA caraNomAM jhUkI paDayA. te sahue prabhune "paramAtmA sarvajJa" tarIke svIkArI lIdhA. temanuM ziSyapada aMgIkAra karyuM. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ane... prabhue paNa temanI UMcI yogyatAne joi 'gaNadhara' jevA mahAna pada upara pratiSThita karyA. - For Private And Personal Use Only jANI laine temane gaNadharavAdanI mahattA ane adbhutatAne siddha karavA mATe AnAthI vadhu sacoTa pramANa bIjuM zuM hoi zake? pU. AcAryazrInA A pravacanomAM mArI dRSTie vizeSatA e che ke temaNe Adhunika dRSTAMto ane prasaMgo ApIne gahana padArthane rasALa rIte raju karyo che. jenAthI vAcaka pravacanonuM vAMcana karatA kaMTALato nathI. madhura-zailImAM vahetA A pravacanomAM te paNa vaheto jAya che ane koi uttama Atmabodha pAmI javAnI pUrNa zakyatAne vare che. madhurabhASI munivarazrI devendrasAgarajI mahArAje A pustakanuM saMkalana-saMpAdana karavAnI taka ApI ane e rIte mane zAstrIya-padArthanA satsaMgano eka vadhu sarasa suavasara Apyo che, te badala huM temano atyaMta RNI chuM. dhanaMjaya je. jaina

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. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir , kAMIka avanavuM A pustakamAM je agiyAra gaNadharono ullekha che, emanA vacce je samAnatAo hatI.. te nIce mujaba che. (1) tamAma vedanA vizeSajJa hatA. mahApaMDita hatA. (2) badhA somila brAhmaNa dvArA Ayojita yajJamAM padhAryA hatA. (3) badhAnI zaMkAo paraspara viruddha veda-vAkyo upara AdhArita hatI. (4) saunA hRdayamAM kevaLa eka eka zaMkA ja hatI. sInI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna prabhue veda-vAkyono vAstavika artha samajAvIne karyuM (6) zaMkAnuM samAdhAna thatAM ja saue potAnA ahaMkAno tyAga karIne prabhune AtmasamarpaNa karI dIdhuM saune prabhu pAsethI tripadInuM jJAna maLyuM. (8) tripadInuM jJAna meLavyA pachI badhAe dvAdazAMgInI racanA karI. 9) zabdo bhinna bhinna hovA chatAM badhAnI dvAdazAMgIono bhAva sarakho hato. badhAno Azaya eka hato tAtparya eka samAna hatuM. (10) badhAne prabhue gaNadhara pada upara pratiSThita karyA (11) potAnA ziSya-samudAya sahita badhAe pravajayA (dIkSA) aMgIkAra karI. (12) saMyama ane tapasyAnI sAdhanA dvArA kevaLajJAnI banIne badhA mokSa pAmyA. ATalI samAnatA hovA chatAM e badhAmAM nIce mujabanI asamAnatAo paNa hatI: (1) badhAnI zaMkAo judI judI hatI. (2) badhAnI ziSya-saMkhyA judI judI hatI. (3) samavasaraNamAM badhA judA judA samaye pahoMcyA. (4) badhAnA nAma-gotra ane avasthA judAM judAM hatA. ane teoe alaga alaga dvAdazAMgI (bAra aMga sUtro)nI racanA karI. (5) badhAne judA judA samaye kevaLajJAna ane mokSanI prApti thaI. "kalpasUtra" nAmanA mahAna dhArmika granthanA racayitA hatA - svanAma dhanya zrutakevaLI zrI - bhadrabAhu svAmIjI. gaNadharavAda e ja mahAgranthano eka aMza (vibhAga) che. , For Private And Personal Use Only

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apApApurInA "mahAsena' nAmanA upavanamAM prabhu mahAvIradeva mATe devoe samavasaraNanI racanA karI hatI. tyAM ja IndrabhUti vagere diggaja vidvAno ane prabhu vacce je saMvAda thayo enuM ja vistRta vivaraNa che. A gaNadharavAda. AcArya zrI padmasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAje A prasaMga upara je pravacano karyA hatA, enuM A saMkalana che. jaina sAdhuo ane jainAcAryonI bhASA khUba ja saMvata hoya che. eTale pramAdavaza jo kyAMya paNa asaMyata zabdaprayoga thaI gayo hoya to ene mArI truTi samajajo: pravacanakAranI nahi. - paramArthAcArya hindI AvRttimAMthI) zaMkAno aMta zanino prAraMbha saMtoSI manavALAne mATe sadA saghaLI dizAo sukhamayI che. jema.. caMpala paheranArAne mATe kAMkarA ane kAMTA vagerenA du:kha jhIlavA nathI paDatA. vAtAvaraNa jo tame taDakAmAM beThA ho to enI garamIthI zI rIte bacI zakazo. jo tame agninI pAse beThA hazo to enA tApathI zI rIte bacavAnA cho? eja rIte jo krodha ane vaimanasyanA vAtAvaraNamAM ja tame jIvatA hazo to enA tApa ane becenIthI zI rIte bacI zakavAnA hatA? pANInA kinArA para ane vRkSanA chAMyaDAmAM beThelo mANasa jema zItaLatA ane zAMtino anubhava kare che, tema mA ane virakita (vairAgya)nA vAtAvaralamAM ucharato AdamI sadA zAMti ane prasannatAno ja anubhava kare che. ApaNe mAtra zArIrika zakti ja meLavavI nathI. zaktinI sAthe sAthe tenuM jJAna paNa joIe che ke zakti te ja sArI che. je saguNa, zakti, pavitratA, badhAnI upara upakAra karavAnI preraNA tathA prANI mAtra pratyenA premathI yukta hoya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI zaMkhezvara - pArzvanAthAya namaH // paramAtmA mahAvIradevanA IndrabhUti vagere agiyAra mukhya ziSyo hatA. jeo gaNadhara tarIke suprasiddha thayA hatA. prabhunA ziSyo banyA e pahelAM pratyekanA manamAM vedavAkyo viSe eka-eka zaMkA hatI. prathama mulAkAta daramyAna paramAtmAe A pratyeka bAhmaNa-vidvAnonI zaMkAnuM sundara samAdhAna karyuM. je gaNadharavAda' nA nAme prasiddha che. prAcInakALamAM apApA nAmanI eka mahAnagarI hatI. je hAla 'pAvApurI tarIke oLakhAya che. emAM somila nAmano brAhmaNa raheto hato. eka vAra eNe eka vizALa yajJanuM Ayojana karyuM. A yajJane saphaLatApUrvaka pUrNa karavA mATe eNe uttama brAhmaNa paDitone bolAvyA hatA. jeo kula agiyAra hatA. pratyeka paMDitano potAno chAtrasaMdha ( ziSya-samudAyo hato. badhA paMDitonA maLIne kula cummALIsaso ziSyo hatA. yajJanuSThAnamAM e badhA paNa AvyA hatA. yajJa maMDapamAM joradAra avarajavara hatI. yajJazALAmAM padhArelA A vedapAThI mahApaMDitonA nAma kramaza: A pramANe hatA. (1) indrabhUti (2) agnibhUti (3) vAyubhUti (4) vyakta (5) sudhama (6) maDita (7) mauryaputra (8) kamita (9) acalabhrAtA (10) metArya ane (11) prabhAsa. vedanA vAkyo aMge darekanA manamAM eka-eka zaMkA hatI, chatAM e badhA pota-potAne 'sarvajJa samajatA hatA. ahaMkArane AdhIna teo bIjAonI samakSa kadApi potAnI zaMkA pragaTa karatA DaratA hatA. rakhe ne koI emanI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karI nAMkhe to tenAthI potAnI laghutA" ane samAdhAna karanArane gurutAno sikako lAgI jAya!!! jo teo koIne prazna pUche to loko temane alpajJa samaje ane temanI sarvajJatAnA abhimAnane Thesa pahoMce. are! teo paraspara eka-bIjAne paNa potAnI zaMkA jaNAvata to aMdaroandara eka-bIjA dvArA ja pota-potAnA zaMkAonuM samAdhAna thaI jAta. kAraNa ke saunI zaMkAo alaga alaga hatI. - For Private And Personal Use Only

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paraMtu saunI upara abhimAnano ochAyo evo paDelo hato ke sahu pota-potAnA praznone manamAM ja dabAvIne beThA hatA. pAvApurImAM jayAre A mahAyajJanuM Ayojana thayuM hatuM tyAre e ja kSetramAM sarvajJa paramAtamA mahAvIra prabhunuM Agamana thayuM. devoe samavasaraNanI racanA karI hatI. prabhu mahAvIrane vandanA karavA... temanI amRtavANIne sAMbhaLavA... dUra dUrathI AvI rahelA vaimAnika devone joine mukhya mahApaMDita indrabhUtine evo bhrama thayo ke A temanA yajJAnuSThAnano ja apUrva mahimA che. emanA yajJamAM yajJa-bhAga grahaNa karavA mATe ja pratyakSa deva-gaNanuM zubha-Agamana thai rahayuM che. parantu A bhrama kSaNika ja rahayo. jayAre Agantuka devo emanA yajJa-sthAnane vaDhAvIne AgaLa nIkaLI gayA tyAre indrabhUtino bhrama bhAMgIne bhukko thai gayo. indrabhUti vicAramAM paDI gayA: kema Ama thayuM? teo bhUla to nathI karI rahayA ne? yajJasthaLa to ahIM che... tenI zuM devone khabara nathI? keTale dUra dUrathI loko A yajJamAM sAmela thavA ahIM AvyA che. ame agiyAra vidvAno... amArA cummALIzaso ziSyo uparAMta zaMkara, zivakara, zubhaMkara, sImaMkara, kSemaMkara, mahezvara, somezvara, dhanezvara, dinezvara, gaNezvara, gaMgAdhara, gayAdhara, vidyAdhara, mahIdhara, zrIdhara, vidyApati, gaNapati, prajApati, umApati, zrIpati, harizarmA, devazarmA, somazarmA, viSNuzarmA, zivazarmA, nIlakao, vaikuMTha, zrIkao, kAlakaNTha, raktakaNTha, jagannAtha, somanAtha, vizvanAtha, lokanAtha, dInAnAtha, zyAmadAsa, hiradAsa, devIdAsa, kRSNadAsa, rAmadAsa, zivarAma, devarAma, radhurAma, harirAma, govindarAma, vagere hajAro brAhmaNo ahIM upasthita che. yajJamaMDapamAM keTalI bhIDa che! A badhu zuM e devone dekhAtuM nathI? zuM emanA divya jJAnanuM devALuM nIkaLI gayuM che? sAdhAraNa mANaso to alpajJa hovAthI AvI bhUla kare... paraMtu A to avadhijJAnI devo che. teo AvI bhUla kai rIte kare, te ja samajAtuM nathI.' eTalAmAM AgaLa vadhatA devomAMthI eka deve bIjA devane kahayuM: "jarA jaladI karo. carama tIrthaMkara mahAvIradevanuM samavasaraNa che. emanA vandana karavAmAM rakhe ne ApaNe pAchaLa rahI na jaie!! teo sarvajJa prabhu che. emanuM pUrepuruM pravacana amAre sAMbhaLavuM che. evuM nA bane ke emanI dezanAno ekAda zabda ra For Private And Personal Use Only

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* * * paNa ApaNe cUkI jaIe!" A sAMbhaLIne indrabhUti vicAramAM paDayA "aho! mArAthI moTo sarvajJa bIjo che koNa hoI zake? huM ja sauthI mahAna sarvajJa tarIke oLakhAu chuM. A lokoe te sarvajJane ja vandana karavuM hoya to teo mane vandana karI zake che. temaNe sarvajJanuM paNa ja pravacana sAMbhaLavuM hoya to teo mAruM pravacana sAMbhaLI zake che. to pachI A badhA ahIM AvavAnA badale bIje kayAM jaI rahayA che?" kavinA zabdomAM indrabhUtinA udgAra A mujaba hatA: aho surAH kathaM prAntayA, tIrthAzca iva vAyasAH / kamalAkaravad bhekA makSikAzcandanaM yathA // karamA iva savRkSAn kSIrAnnaM zUkarA yathA / arkasyA lokavad ghUkA styavatvA yAgaM prayAnti yat // "aho! A devatAo koI bhramanA kAraNe yajJane choDIne e rIte jaI rahayA che. jevI rIte kAgaDAo tIrthone, deDakAo sarovarone, mAkhIo candanane, UMTa sArA vRkSone, sUbyuro (bhaMDo) khIranA bhojanane, ane ghuvaDo sUryanA prakAzane choDI de che. "athavA to jevA emanA jJAnI che evA ja A devo haze! ahavA jArisao ciya, __ so nANI tArisA surA baiMti / aNu sariso saMjogo, gAmanaDANa ca mukkhANaM // (A jJAnI sAthe devono saMyoga evo che, jevo gAmanA naTonI sAthe mUrkhAono hoya che) kArelAnI velane koIke kahayuM ke: tuM lImaDA upara caDhIza nahi. ethI tArI kaDavAza vadhI jaze." paraMtu eNe kahevuM mAnyuM nahi. chevaTe e mANasane kahevuM paDayuM. "he vela! AmAM tAro koI doSa nathI. badhA potAnA jevA ja ; vasa guNovALAonI saMgatimAM prasanna rahe che." For Private And Personal Use Only

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"kAgaDAo bhale lIMboDIo pAchaLa laTTu bane... paraMtu kerI to kerI ja rahevAnI... enuM mahattva thoDuM ja ghaTavAnuM che? "huM to paMDitono paNa mahADita chuM... meM moTA moTA paMDito sAthe zAstrArtha karyo che. ane sarvatra vijaya prApta karyo che. saMsAramAM evo kayo paMDita che je mArI sAthe zAstrArtha karavA zaktimAna hoya? "lATA dUragatAH pravAdinivaDAH maunaM zritAH mAlavAH, mUkatvaM mAgadhAgatA gatamadA, gaDarjanti no gUrjarAH / kAzmIrAH praNatAH patmAyanaparA, jAtA stitmaGgodbhavAH, vizve cApi sa nAsti yo hi kurute, vAdaM mayA sAmpratam // Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir "lATa dezanA vAdIo hAranA bhayathI DarIne dUra cAlyA gayA. mAlavadezanA vAdIoe mauna dhAraNa karI lIdhuM magadha-dezanA vAdIoe bolavAnuM ja choDI dIdhuM ghamaMDa choDIne gujarAtanA paMDitoe garajavAnuM baMdha karI dIdhuM. kAzmIra dezanA paMDito to mArA pagamAM paDI gayA. telaMga dezanA paMDito to mAruM nAma sAMbhaLIne ja bhAgI gayA. vadhAre zuM kahuM? Aje duniyAmAM evo koi paMDita nathI, je zAstrArthamAM mane mahAta karI zake. "A sthitimAM A bIjo sarvajJa kayAMthI TapakI paDayo? mane to A koi jAdUgara lAge che; jeNe devatAone paNa bhramamAM nAMkhIne potAnI tarapha AkarSita karI lIdhA che!" indrabhUtinA manamAM A prakAranI vicAraNA cAlI rahI hatI eTalAmAM prabhu mahAvIrane vandana karIne pAchA pharatA eka devane indrabhUtie pUchayuM: "kema bhAi! joi AvyA tamArA e kahevAtA sarvajJane? kevuM rUpa che emanuM? kevo cahero che emano? kevI buddhi che emanI? navAinI vAta che ke deva thaine paNa tame enI indrajALane bhedI zakayA nahi? enI zabdajALamAM phasAine tame ya ene 'sarvajJa' mAnI beThA? kaMika to kaho emanA viSe!!" tyAre e deve kahayuM: 4 For Private And Personal Use Only

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''ri sittazI gAnArA Ig, ___ tasyAH samAptiryadi nAyuSaH syAt / pAre parAmU gaNitaM yadi syAt, gaNeyannazeSaguNo'pi sa syAt // "jo traNe lokanA tamAma prANIo gaNavA maMDI paDe ane gaNatAM gaNatAM koInuM mRtyu thAya ja nahi tathA jo parArdhanI uparanI saMkhyA (gaNita) hoya to paNa prabhu mahAvIradevanA samasta guNonI gaNatarI thaI zake nahi." A sAMbhaLIne to bicArA IndrabhUtinI hAlata? vadhAre kharAba thaI gaI. jANe koIe khullA ghA upara mIThuM chAMTI dIdhuM. ahaMkAra ane IrSAnA kAraNe pahelethI emanuM mana ghAyala hatuM. uparathI devanA mukhethI potAnA badale bIjAnI prazaMsA sAMbhaLatAM mana vadhAre azAtta banI gayuM. AkuLa-vyAkuLa banI gayuM. indrabhUtine have cokkasa ema lAgavA mAMDayuM ke, "A koI mahApUrta lAge che. mAyAnuM mandira che.. joradAra jAdUgara che. A koI sAmAnya mANasa nathI lAgato. nahi to ATalI moTI saMkhyAmAM lokone ane devone kevI rIte bhramamAM nAMkhI zake? kevI rIte ATalA badhAne mohita karI zake? "AvA sarvajJanI hAjarIne huM have vadhu vAra sahana karI zakuM tema nathI. zuM eka AkAzamAM kadI paNa be sUrya rahI zake kharA? jaMgalanI eka guphAmAM zuM be siMha rahI zake kharA? eka myAnamAM zuM be talavAra rahI zake? kadApiM nahi. huM hamaNAM ja jAu chuM ane ene vAdamAM parAjita karI nAkhuM chuM. "jo ke eNe mane vAda karavA mATe AmatraNa nathI ApyuM paNa tethI zuM thayuM? andhakArano nAza karavA mATe sUrya koInA AmatraNanI rAha joto nathI. "agnine sparza karanArA hAthane aMgArA kadI mApha nathI karatA... AkramaNa karanAra zatrune kSatriya kadI kSamA nathI karato. kezavALI pakaDIne kheMcanArA koIne paNa siMha kadI sahana nathI karato... e ja rIte huM paNa bIjA koInI sarvajJatAne sahana karuM tema nathI. "moTA-moTA digvijayI paMDitone parAjita karanArA mArA jevA mahApaDitanI sAme A mahAvIranI zI visAta? moTA-moTA vRkSone ukheDI nAkhanArA vAvaMToLanI sAme eka taNakhalAnI zI kimmata? je nadInA pUranA pravAhamAM moTA-moTA hAthIo taNAI gayA, A nAnakaDI kIDInI zI visAta? "varSo pahelAM huM digvijaya karI cUkyo chuM. e pachI to koI paMDita mArI che Cii dara For Private And Personal Use Only

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. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir japa) * sAme vAda karavA Avyo nathI. mArI sAme hamaNAM to vAdIono dukALa ja vartI rahayo che. bahu varSothI mArI jIbhane khujalI thayA karatI hatI. koI vAdI maLe to A mArI khujalI zAMta karavAnI takane huM Icchato ja hato. emAM ghaNA vakhate A taka muzkelIthI maLI che. have eno pUrepUro lAbha laI lau... A rIte IndrabhUtine vAda karavA mATe tatpara banelA joIne emanA nAnA bhAI agnibhUtie jaNAvyuM: "vaDila banyu! kIDIne pakaDavA mATe moTA kaTaka (sainya) nI zI jarUra? eka taNakhalAne kApavA mATe kuhADInI zI jarUra? kamaLane ukhADavA mATe hAthInI zI jarUra? e ja rIte AvA kahevAtA sarvajJane parAjita karavA mATe ApanA jevAe tasdI levAnI zI jarUra? Apa mane AjJA Apo. huM hamaNAM ja jaIne ene jItIne AvuM chuM." A sAMbhaLIne indrabhUtie agnibhUtine kahyuM: "bhAI! tArI vAta bilakula sAcI che. are! kharuM pUcho to ene jItavA mATe tAre ya javAnI jarUra nathI. ene to, mArA je pAMcaso ziSyo che, emAMthI sauthI nAno ziSya paNa parAjita karI zake ema che... paraMtu mArAthI have rahevAtuM nathI. kAMTo bhale nAno hoya to paNa khUce to kharo ja ne? eTalA mATe huM ja javA mAguM chuM. Ama to meM badhA vAdIo sAme vijaya meLavI lIdho che. paraMtu jevI rIte hAthInA moMmAMthI ekAda annakaNa paDI jAya, maga rAMdhatI vakhate koI koraDuM maga caDhavAnuM rahI jAya, samudrapAna karatI vakhate agamya RSi sAme koI jalabindu rahI jAya, caNA bhuMjatI vakhate ekAda caNo bhaThThImAMthI uchaLIne rahI jAya, phaLa cholatAM cholatAM chAlano eka nAnakaDo bhAga rahI jAya, athavA to ghANImAM pIlatI vakhate talano ekAda dANo paDI rahe e ja rIte A eka vAdI mAre jItavAno bAkI rahI gayo lAge che. "A ekane jityA vagara huM "sarvavijetA banI zake nahi. jevI rIte pativratA strI eka kSaNa mATe paNa potAnA zIlavatathI bhraSTa banI jAya to pachI te strI zIlavatI nathI kahevAtI, jIvanabhara a-satI ja kahevAya che, e ja rIte A eka vAdIne jItyA vagara mane vAstavika yaza maLI zake nahi, ene huM parAjita nahi karuM to mArI zubha kIrti kalaMkita banI jaze. "jevI rIte nIcenI ekAda ITe khasI javAthI AkhI dIvAla ghasI paDe che, nAnakaDuM chidra (kANuM) paDatAM AkhI naukA DUbI jAya che. tevI ja rIte eka vAdI aparAjita rahe to mAro samasta suyaza dhULamAM maLI jaze. eTale ene parAjita karavA mATe mAre ja javuM paDaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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3. kara :*) sarvajJa mahAvIra prabhune zAstra-carcAmAM parAjita karavA mATe jAte ja javuM joIe. e vAta potAnA nAnA bhAI agnibhUti samakSa pratipAdita karyA pachI indrabhUti prasthAnanI taiyArImAM lAgI gayA. kapALa upara tripuMDa-tilaka karyuM. navuM dhotIyuM ane navo rezamI khesa dhAraNa karyA. mAthA para lAMbI-coDI pAghaDI sajAvI. suvarNanA tAramAMthI banAveluM yajJopavita emanA vakSasthaLanI zobhA vadhArI rahyuM hatuM. carcA-samaye potAnI vAtanI puSTi mATe ApI zakAya, evA zAstrIya udAharaNonI eka khAsa hastalikhita pothI paNa emaNe sAthe laI lIdhI. navI pAghaDI pagamAM paherI ane indrabhUti cAlI nIkaLyA. emanI pAchaLa pAMcaso ziSyo paNa potAnA gurunA nAmano jaya-jayakAra karatA cAlavA lAgyA. ziSyo IndrabhUtinI prazaMsAvali paNa bolatA jatA hatA. emanI pAchaLa pAMcaso ziSyo paNa potAnA gurunA nAmano jaya-jayakAra karatA cAlavA lAgyA. ziSyo indrabhUtinI prazaMsAvali paNa bolatA jatA hatA. "he sarasvatI kaMThAbharaNa! vANInA rUpamAM svayaM sarasvatI ja jANe tamArA kaMThane zobhAvI rahI che. he vAdi vijayalakSmI zaraNa! (vAdIo sAthe carcAmAM prApta karela vijayazrIe ja jANe ApanuM zaraNa grahaNa karI lIdhuM che.) "he jJAtasarvapurANa! (saghaLA purANonA tame jANakAra cho.). "he vAdi-kadalI kRpANa! (vAdIo rUpI kadalIo (keLa) ne kApavA mATe Apa kRpANa (talavAra) samAna che.) he paNDita zreNI-ziromaNi! (paDitonA mastaka upara Apa dhAraNa karavA yogya che.) "he mumatAnyakAra-nabhomaNi! (kamata rUpI aMdhakArano nAza karavA mATe Apa sUrya samAna cho.) he jitavAdi-vRnda! (vAdIonA samudAyane Ape jItI lIdhA che.) "he vAdigaDa-govinda! (garuDa samAna che vAdIo, ane temanI upara savArI karanArA Apa kRSNa samAna cho.) he vAdi-ghaTamagara! (ghaDA samAna vAdIone phoDI nAMkhavA mATe Apa mudgara samAna che.) "he vAdi-dhUkabhAskarA (ghuvaDa samAna vAdIone mATe Apa sUrya-samAna cho.) For Private And Personal Use Only

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he vAdi-samudra-agastrI (samudra samAna vAdIone mATe Apa agatya RSi samAna cho.) he vAdi-vRkSahasti! (vRkSa samAna vAdIone ukheDI nAMkhavA mATe tame hasti (hAthI) samAna cho.) "he vAdi kanda kundAlI (kanda samAna vAdIone khodI nAMkhavA mATe tame kodALI samAna cho.) he vAdi-gaja siha! (hAthIo jevA vAdIone parAjita karavA tame siMha samAna cho.) "he sarasvatIlabdha prasAdI (sarasvatI ApanA upara suprasanna che.) "Apano jaya ho! vijaya ho) Apano suyaza digadigaMtamAM phelAto rahe. jayAM sarvajJa prabhu mahAvIra svAmI virAjamAna hatA e samavasaraNanI dizAmAM jatAM jatAM indrabhUti manamAM vicAre che: "Aje potAnI sarvajJatAnA mithyA abhimAnamAM phasAIne ANe mane nakAmo krodhita karyo. kAraNa ke enAthI mane koI sukha maLavAnuM nathI. "potAnI sarvajJatAne jAhera karIne mArI sarvajJatAne paDakAra phekavAno A eno prayAsa evo bhayaMkara ane hAsyAspada che, jevo koI deDako kALotarA nAgane lAta mAre! udara bilADInA dAMta gaNavA bese! hAthI sUMDha vaDe pahADa ukhADavA jAya! sasaluM siMhanI kezavALI kheMcavA jAya! maNi meLavavA mATe koI bALaka zeSanAganI pheNa tarapha hAtha laMbAve! koI nadImAM AvelI rela (pUra)mAM sAme kinAre javA mATe taNakhalA upara savArI kare! mahAvIre jANavuM joIe ke.... khadyoto dhotate tAvad, yAvannodeti candramA / udite tu sahasrAMzI, na khadyoto na candramA // "juganuM (Agiyo) tyAM sudhI ja camake che, jayAM sudhI candrano udaya thayo hoto nathI. parantu jevo sUryano udaya thAya che ke na to Agiyo camaka che ke na to candramAM! "huM sUrya samAna tejasvI chuM. AgiyA jevA bIjA vAdIo mArI sAme potAnI camake batAvI zakatA nathI. "mArA jJAnanI koI sImA nathI. evuM kayuM zAstra che jenuM meM adhyayana karyuM nA hoya? che For Private And Personal Use Only

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lakSaNe mama dakSatvaM, sAhitye saMhitA matiH / tarkeDa karkazatA nityaM, kU zAstre nAsti me zramaH? "lakSaNa-zAstramAM huM nipuNa chuM. sAhityazAstramAM mArI buddhi aalita che. tarkazAstranuM adhyayana to meM eTaluM UMDANathI karyuM che. ke te mane bilakula kaThora (karkaza) lAgatuM nathI. vyAkaraNa, koza, chanda, rasa, alaMkAra, jayotiSa, vaidhaka, darzana, dharma, artha, kAma, mokSa vagere samasta zAstronuM anuzIlana-parizIlana ane cittana-manana meM karyuM che. kayA zAstrane AdhAre te jAdUgara mArI sAthe carcA karaze? hamaNAM ja jaIne jou chuM ke e kevo jJAnI che? saunI sAme enI sarvajJatAno ghamaMDa dhULamAM na meLavI dau to mAruM nAma indrabhUti nahi!!! kavine mATe kayo rasa apoSya che? cakravartIne mATe kayo deza ajeya che? vajUne mATe kaI vastu abhedya che? mahAyogIone mATe kaI siddhi asAdhya che? sudhApIDito mATe kaI vastu abhakSya che? duSTo mATe kayo zabda avAcya che? kalpavRkSa, kAmadhenu ane cintAmaNI mATe kaI vastu adeya che? eja rIte mArA jevA sarva zAstravizArada mahApaMDita mATe A jagatamAM kayo paMDita ajeya che? koI ja nahi! siMhanI garjanA sAMbhaLIne jema jaMgalanA tamAma prANIo kampI UThe che, tema mArI garjanA sAMbhaLIne e bicAro vyAkuLa banI jato hoya to bhale bane? emAM huM zuM karuM? eNe paDakAra pheMkyo che eTale mAre carcA karavA mATe javuM paDe che. nahItara koIne nIco pADavAnuM mane jarA ya gamatuM nathI. AvA vicAromAM DUbelA indrabhUti jevA samavasaraNanA dvAra pAse pahoMcIne sIDInA pahelA pagathiye paga mUke che tyAM ja azoka rvenI nIce, traNa chatrathI suzobhita suvarNa siMhAsana upara virAjamAna prabhu mahAvIradevanuM niSkalaMka candra jevuM saumya, zAMta, prakAzamAna ane tejasvI mukhAravindra jotAM ja eno tamAma garva ogaLI jAya che. e vicAramAM paDe che ke A mahApuruSa koNa che? zuM A bahamA che? nA... kAraNa ke e to jagatanA nirmANamAM pravRtta che. jayAre A to nivRtta che. ': paN For Private And Personal Use Only

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. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir its :x:51 brahmA vRddha che. jayAre A to yuvAna che. bahmAnuM vAhana haMsa che. jayAre Amane to koI vAhana nathI. brahmAnI sAthe sAvitrI che. jayAre AnI sAthe koI ja strI nathI. brahmAnuM Asana kamaLa che. jayAre A to suvarNanA sihAsana upara virAjamAna che. to zuM A viSNu che? nA.. nA... kAraNa ke viSNu to kALA che. jayAre A to gorA che. viSNunI sAthe lakSmI che. jayAre A to ekalA che. viSNune cAra hAtha che. jayAre Amane to be ja hAtha che. viSNunA cAra hAthamAM kramaza" zaMkha, cakra, gadA ane padma che. jayAre AnA to banne hAtha khAlI che. hAthamAM koI ja prakAranuM hathiyAra nathI. viSNu zeSanAganI pathArI para sUe che. jayAre A siMhAsana upara beThA che. viSNu nuM vAhana garuDa che. jayAre A to pAdavihArI che. to zuM A mahezvara che? nA... kAraNa ke emane to traNa AMkha che. jayAre Amane to be ja AMkha che. zaMkaranI sAthe pArvatI che. jayAre A to ekalA ja che. zaMkaranuM vAhana nadI che. jayAre A to padayAtrI che. to zuM A pratyakSa kAmadeva che? nA. kAraNa ke e to azarIrI che. jayAre A to zarIravALA dekhAya che. to zuM A Indra che? nA... kAraNa ke ene to hajAra AMkho che. jayAre Ane to be ja AMkha che. IndranA hAthamAM vaja nAmanuM praca7 zastra che... jayAre A to ni:zastra che. IndranI pAse airAvaNa hAthI che. jayAre Ato page cAlanArA che. to zuM A koI vidyAdhara cho? nA... kAraNa ke e to vimAnamAM besIne AkAzamAM vihAra kare che. jayAre A to bhUmi upara ughADA page pharanAro che. to zuM A kubera che? nA... kAraNa ke e to khajAnAno mAlika che. jayAre A to dhananA tyAgI che. e bhogI che. jayAre A yogo che. mahAyogI che. virakata che. to zuM A siMhAsana upara beThelo rAjA naLa che? nA.... kAraNa ke enA zarIra upara to bahumUlya alaMkAro che. jayAre AmanuM zarIra to alaMkArothI rahita che. chatAM khUba ja sundara che. A rIte tamAma vyaktionA vikalponuM nirasana thatuM gayuM. chevaTe prabhu mahAvIradevane ApI zakAya evI yogya upamA zodhavA mATe enuM dhyAna sUSTi za tarapha jAya che. 10 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- kSAro vArinidhiH kalaGkakaluSa - candro ravi stApakRt; DabhrapaTalA Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir parjanyazcapalAzrayo' SdRzyaH suvarNAcalaH / zUnya vyoma rasA dvijihvavighRtA svardhAma dhenuH pazuH kASThaM kalpatarurdaSat suramaNi - statkena sAmyaM satAm // jo ke A che to ati, gaMbhIra, paraMtu enI tulanA samudra sAthe thai zake nema nI. kemake samudra to khAro che. e ja rIte candramAM kalaMka che; jayAre A to niSkalaMka che. sUrya potAnI garamInA kAraNe prANIone saMtapta kare che; jayAre A to saMtApane zAnta kare che. medhamaMDaLamAM to caMcaLa vIjaLI chupAyelI che. jayAre A to caMcaLa (lakSmIvALA) nathI. sumeru parvata meghamaMDalanA kAraNe addazya che. jayAre A to ddazya dekhI zakAya tevA - che. AkAza to zUnya che. jayAre A to zUnya nathI. pRthvI dviSvi (zeSanAga) para sthita che; jayAre A to siMhAsana upara beThelA che. kAmadhenu to pazu che. jayAre A to mAnava che. kalpavRkSa kASTha rUpa che. (kaThora che. jaDa che.) jayAre A to tevA nathI. (komaLa che. cetana che.) ane indramaNi paththara che. (nirjIva che) jayAre A to sajIva che. to have A sajjanane upamA zI ApavI? pachI cAre bAju najara pheravatA prabhunI dhIra-gaMbhIra vANIno prabhAva sRSTimAM indrabhUtine A rIte dekhAyo: "sALI siMhAvuM, spRzati sutadhiyA nandinI vyAghrapotam, mArjArI haMsabAlaM, praNaya-paravazAt kokikAntA bhujaGgam / vairANyA janmajAtA nyapi galitamadA jantavo'nye tyajanti, zrutvA sAmyaikarUDha, prazamita kaluSaM yoginaM kSINamoham // " 11 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- - - - - - kevaLa samabhAvamAM ramaNa karanArA tathA jenA kaSAya zAMta thaI gayA cho, evA moharahita yogInI vANI sAMbhaLIne hariNI siMhanA baccAne, gAya vAghanA baccAne ane bilADI haMsanA baccAne putranI jema vhAla kare che. tathA moralI premapUrvaka (snehathI majabUra thaIne) Apane sparza kare che. A ja rIte bIjA prANIo paNa garvarahita thaIne potAnA janmajAta vairabhAvano tyAga karI de che. sAcuM ja kahyuM che ne ke maia-mjAya to vara : | [ahiMsAnI pratiSThA thatAM e ahiMsaka puruSanI najadika rahelA prANIo (paNa) vairabhAvano tyAga karI de che.] ahiMsaka vyakti je bhUmi upara vicare che, tyAnuM samagra vAtAvaraNa badalAI jAya che. pavitra banI jAya che. Adya zaMkarAcArya potAnA maThanI sthApanA mATe zuMgerInI bhUmi pasaMda karI, tyAM ja emaNe pahelA maThanI sthApanA karI. kema tyAM ja? bIje kema nahIM? enI pAchaLa paNa eka kAraNa che. potAnA prathama maThanI sthApanA mATe teo yogya bhUminI zodhamAM hatA. pharatA pharatA teo dakSiNa bhAratamAM gayA. tyAM temaNe eka adbhuta dazya joyuM. temaNe joyuM to bhayaMkara taDakAmAM herAna-parezAna thatA eka ghAyala deDakA upara eka nAga pheNa phelAvIne chAMyaDo ApI rahayo hato. A dazya joIne teo Azcaryacakti thaI gayA. kAraNa ke sApa ane deDakA vacce to bhakSya ane bhakSaka tarIkeno sambandha hato. paraMtu ahI to deDakAno bhakSaka sApa eno rakSaka banIne beTho hato. e jaMgalamAM rahetA tapasvIone emaNe pUchayuM "je dazya meM mArI AMkhe joyuM che, te koI bhrama to nathI ne? e dazya sAcuM ja che ne?" tyAre munioe kahayuM: "nA. A koI bhrama nathI. paNa pUrNa satya che. hakIkata che. AvA dazyo ahIM vAraMvAra jovA maLe che. kAraNa ke varSo pahelAM ahI zRMgerI nAmanA ahiMsaka tapasvI rahetA hatA. emanA hRdayamAM prANI mAtra pratye akhUTa vAtsalya hatuM. emanA vAtsalyathI ja A bhUmino kaNa-kaNa pavitra thayelo che. prabhAvita banelo che. A ja kAraNe A bhUmi upara vicaratA prANIonI vicAradhArA badalAI jAya che. emanAmAM rahelI Ajanma vaivRtti naSTa thaI jAya che. 12 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Adya zaMkarAcArya AThamI zatAbdImAM thaI gayA. eTale A vAta bAraso varSa pahelAnI che. to kalpanA karo ke paccIsaso varSa pahelA jayAM prabhu mahAvIradeva vicaraNa karatA hatA, te bhUmi keTalI pavitra haze! jayAM jayAM prabhu mahAvIra svAmI vicaratA hatA, tyAM tyAM cAre bAju bAra jojana sudhI eka ahiMsaka vartuLa jAmI jatuM. A vartuLamAM "eTrekazana opha lava' emanuM AkarSaNa) chavAI jatuM. prema-kSetranA e paridhamAM praveza pAmatA dareka prANInA mastiSka-taraMgomAM pheraphAra thaI jato. Ajanma vairI evA pazuo ane pakSIo - tamAma potAnAmAM rahelI vaira-bhAvanAne bhUlIne paraspara prema karavA lAgatA. emanuM AcaraNa pavitra banI jatuM. ahiMsaka banI garamImAM saDaka upara rakhaDatuM bALaka jayAre gharamAM AvI jAya tyAre te zAMti pAme che. e ja rIte bahAra viSaya-kaSAyamAM bhaTakatI manovRtti jo AtmAmAM ramaNa karavA mAMDe to ene zAMtino anubhava thAya che. zrI indrabhUti gautamane paNa samavasaraNamAM prabhu mahAvIradevanA darzana karatAM evI ja zAMtino anubhava thayo. lakSyane khAtara dIpakanI AsapAsa cakkara mAratA eka nAnA paMtagiyAne joIne eka premAtura vyaktie kahayuM: "juo.. paMtagiyAnI premanapapAsA! potAnA premIne khAtara prANa nyocchAvara karavA mATe te kevo taDapI rahayo che?" eka udAsIna vairAgIe kahayuM: "A to narI mUDhatA che!! rUpamAM muMjhAyelA mAnavanI jema A paMtagiyuM paNa dIpakanA lAla-pILA caLakATamAM mugdha banIne prANathI hAtha dhovA tatpara thayo che!!" bannenI vAta sAMbhaLIne eka vIra sAdhaka bolyA: "prema ane mohanI bhASA to tamArI che. paMtagiyAne enAthI zI levA-devA? e to potAnA lakSyamAM samAI javA mATe utAvaLo thaI rahayo che. enI samakSa prANonuM nahi - lakSyanuM ja mUlya che. hajI 13 For Private And Personal Use Only

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3 zrI indrabhUti samavasaraNamAM pahoMcatA ja AvI divya Ananda-anubhUtine karavA lAgyA. ane manamAM ne manamAM samajI paNa gayA ke A to sarvaguNathI maMDita tIrthaMkaradeva ja che; jeno ullekha RgvedamAM A rIte karavAmAM Avyo che: "zrIRRSamAddivardhamAnAntA vinAH caturvititIrthaMvALAM zaranuM prapadye // vagere. A ja rIte vedomAM zrI zAMtinAtha ane arihaMta ariSTaneminA mantro paNa jovA maLe che. 'isTa enDa vesTa' nAmanA potAnA vizvavikhyAta granthamAM bhAratanA bhUtapUrva rASTrapati sva. DaoN. rAdhAkRSNane lakhyuM che ke, "jaina darzana eTaluM prAcIna che; jeTaluM vedAnta darzana jaina dharma paNa vaidaka dharma jeTalo ja prAcIna che." sarvajJa prabhu mahAvIranA darzana karIne indrabhUti manamAM ne manamAM vicAravA lAgyA ke: 'ahIM huM kayAM AvI caDhayo? vAdamAM Amane harAvavA e to mArA mATe sAva asaMbhava bAbata che. "have huM zuM karuM? jo pAcho pharIza to loko kaheze ke hAranA DarathI bhAgI chUTayo! ziSyo upara paNa enI kharAba asara paDaze. ane vAda karavA mATe AgaLa vadhIza to parAjaya bhogavavo paDaze. ane ethI A jIvanamAM aneka vAdIone jItIne je suyaza meM prApta karyo che. e dhULamAM maLI jaze. 'have huM mArA mahattvanI rakSA zI rIte karIza? A ja eka moTo prazna che! kathaM mayA mahattvaM me, rakSaNIyaM purArjitam / prAsAdaM kIlikAto bhaktuM ko nAma vAMchati ? sUtrArthI puruSo hAra, kastroTapitumIhate? kaH kAmakalazasyAMzaM sphoTayet ThikkarI kRte? bhasmane candanaM ko vA Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir daheda duSprApyamapyatha? lohArthI ko mahAmaudhau nauma kartumicchati ? 14 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pUrve upArjelA mArA suyazanuM kIrtinuM huM rakSaNa zI rIte karIza? eka khIlo meLavavA mATe Akho mahela koI toDI nAkhe kharuM? 'doro prApta karavA mATe hAra koI toDI nAkhe kharuM? eka ThIkaruM meLavavA koI kAmakumbhane toDI nAMkhe kharuM? khUba muzkelIthI meLavAya tevA candanane, rAkha prApta karavA koI saLagAvI nAMkhe kharuM? lokhaMDano TukaDo meLavavA mATe koI madhadariye nAvane toDI nAkhe kharuM? koI AvuM mUrkhatA bhareluM kArya karatuM nathI, paraMtu tIrthakara mahAvIrane jItavA mATenA prayAsamAM meM ahIM AvIne evI ja mUrkhatA karI che, jenI uparanA udAharaNomAM varNavavAmAM AvI che. paraMtu AgaLa vadhavAnA badale jo huM ahIM ja Ubho rahIza to mAro ziSya-samudAya samajaze ke parAjayanA bhayane kAraNe huM AgaLa vadhato nathI. eTale mAre to koI paNa saMjogomAM AgaLa ja vadhavuM paDaze. ane... kadAca huM emane carcAmAM harAvI zakyo to sarvatrane jItavA badala mArI kIrtine cAra cAMda lAgI jaze. A devo paNa mAro satkAra karavA maMDI paDaze. mane vandana karaze. pharIthI huM sanmAnanA sarvocca zikhara upara pahoMcI jaIza!! kharekhara "vizvavijetA banI jaIza! A rIte sundara yaza meLavavAnA pralobhane indrabhUtinA manamAM AzAno saMcAra thayo. caraNomAM gati (vega) AvI. phaLasvarUpa IndrabhUti AgaLa vadhavA lAgyA. A bAju IndrabhUtine najadIka AvatAM joIne prabhue tenA nAma ane gotrapUrvaka uccAraNa karatAM madhura svare kahayuM: "he indrabhUti gautama! padhAro. kuzaLa to cho ne?" gautama e IndrabhUtinuM gautra hatuM. prabhu mahAvIradeva sAthenI temanI A prathama ja mulAkAta hatI. tethI te vicAramAM paDI gayo: "are! pUrvanA paricaya vagara A mahAvIra mAruM nAma gotrasahita kevI rIte jANI gayA haze?" paNa A Azcarya kSaNabhara ja rahayuM. kAraNa ke turata ja pAcho emane vicAra Avyo ke: "mAruM nAma to AkhI duniyAmAM prasiddha che. sUryane A jagatamAM koNa ne oLakhe? ane je rIte madhura svare gotrasahita mAruM nAma bolI mAruM svAgata karyuM che. te to phakta mane prabhAvita karavA mATe ja che. A vAta huM samaju nahi eTalo abodha thoDo ja chuM. AvI sAdhAraNa vAta uparathI koNa paNa koIne sarvajJa zI rIte mAnI le? 15 For Private And Personal Use Only

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ahaMkAranuM bhUta indrabhUtinA mAthe pharIthI savAra thaI gayuM! ahaMkAra vyaktine AMdhaLo banAvI de che. potAnA lakSyathI dUra ghasaDI jAya che. e jJAnanA prakAzathI jIvane vacata banAvI de che. jJAnanA abhAvamAM kevo saMgharSa thAya che, te joIe. Akhe kahayuM "huM jovAnuM kAma karuM chuM. eTale huM moTI chuM mArA vagara loko AMdhaLA" kahevAya che." kAne kahayuM: "huM sAMbhaLavAnuM kAma karuM chuM. eTale huM mahAna chuM. mArA vinA loko "baherA' kahevAya che." nAke bahayuM "TUMghavAnuM kAma karuM chuM. ane caherAnI zobhA paNa vadhAruM chuM. eTale huM mahAna chuM. mArA vagarano mANasa "nAkakaTTo kahevAya che." jIbhe kahayuM: "badhI Indriyo eka ja jAtanuM kAma kare che. paNa huM to be prakAranA kAma karuM chuM. svAda levAnuM ane bolavAnuM. eTale huM mahAna! mArA vagaranA loko gUMgA' kahevAya che." hAthe kahayuM "saplAya ane signecara A be kAma ame paNa karIe chIe. eTale ame mahAna chIe. amArA vagara loko "lUlA' kahevAya che." page kahayuM: "zarIra rUpI ATalI moTI bilDIMgane ame ja saMbhALIe chIe. ame haDatAla upara utarI jaIe to badhuM kAma aTakI jAya. amAre lIdhe ja A bilDIMga eka sthAnethI bIjA sthAne Ava-jA karI zake che. amArAmAMthI eka paNa tUTI jAya to loko laMgaDA' kahevAya che. peTe kahayuM "huM bhojana pacAvIne eno sAra grahaNa karuM chuM ane sAra vagaranA aMzo bahAra kADhI nAkhuM chuM. pratyeka aMgane zakti pahoMcADuM chuM. eTale ja huM sauthI mahAna chuM." jo huM haDatALa upara utarI jAu to AkhuM zarIra kamajora banI jAya ane "bImAra' kahevAya." Ama zeTha AtmArAmanI peDhI upara menejIMga DAyarekaTara banavA mATe bhAre saMdharSa cAlI rahayo hato. ahaMkAranA udayanA kAraNe sahu pota-potAnI moTAI hAMkI rahayA hatA. zeThajI (AtmA) e samaye suSupta dazAmAM hatA. cetanya (AtmA)nI suputa dazAmAM ja ahaMkAra AvI rIte tAMDava-nRtya karavA mAMDe che. nahi to enI tAkAta nathI ke potAnuM mAthuM UMcakI zake! 16 For Private And Personal Use Only

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vivekanI gerahAjarImAM ja manovikAranuM jora vadhe che. AtmA karmathI kalUSita thAya che. vicAra dUSita thAya che. zeTha (AtmAe) bahu samajAvyuM paNa koI mAnavA taiyAra thayuM nahi. chevaTe AtmArAmabhAi eka sAdhu pAse gayA; potAnI samasyAne laine) Aje to ApaNe eka 'phemIlI DaoNkTara' rAkhIe chIe. kAraNa ke enA vagara ApaNuM kAma ja cAlatuM nathI. asatya bolavuM haze to vakIlanA sahArAnI jarUra paDaze. asatya eTaluM nabaLuM hoya che ke potAnA paga upara te UbhuM paNa rahI zakatuM nathI. ene cAlavA mATe vakIlanA paganI jarUra paDe che!! svAdanA lobhamAM phasAine loko peTane kacarApeTI banAvI de che. hoTelamAM khAvAno casako hoya to pachI hospiTalamAM TrAnsaphara thavuM paNa paDe. pachI phemIlI DaoNkTara vagara tamane zI rIte cAle? AhAra sAttvika na hoya to phemIlI DaoNkTaranI jarUra paDe che. vyavahAra sAttvika na hoya to phemIlI vakIlanI jarUra paDe che. e ja rIte huM tamane eka salAha ApavA mAguM chuMke jo AcaraNa sAttvika na hoya to tame tamArA eka 'phemIlI sAdhu'nI pasaMdagI paNa karI lejo. je sukha-du:khamAM sAcA mitranI jema tamArA sahAyaka bane. mArgadarzaka bane. kalyANakAryanA preraka bane. zeTha AtmArAme sAdhu nI salAhathI eka noTIsa taiyAra karIne zarIrane mokalI ApI. emAM lakhyuM hatuM: 'covIsa kalAkamAM tamArI vacce ekatA nahi thAya to... samasta aMgA vaccenA matabhedo dUra nahi thAya to... huM A makAna (zarIra) choDIne koi bIjA makAnamAM cAlyo jaiza. TrAnsapharDa thai jaiza.' jevI noTIsa maLI ke AMkha, kAna, nAka, jIbha, hAtha paga ane peTa badhAe eka imarajansI miTIMga bolAvI. vakatAoe kahayuM: "zeTha AtmArAma cAlyA jaze to gajaba thai jaze. badhA tAgaDadhinnA baMdha thaI jaze. lakkaDamAM (lAkaDAne jalAvI nAMkhatA) ApaNI badhI akkaDa (ahaMkAritA) bhakka (rAkha) thaine UDI jaze. A eka kavie kahayuM che: - "Dachanna bho ja bho, va tA hai khor nabhiyoM meM / yAda rakhanA isa tanakI; uDegI khAka galiyoM meM // " For Private And Personal Use Only eTale saMpIne- samajIne rahevAmAM ja majhA che. pachI sarvasammati pUrvaka nirNaya levAyo ane noTisano jvAba A pramANe ApavAmAM Avyo 17 RX FR

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. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir { . . . TcheAjathI ame kayAre ya paraspara ahaMkAranA kAraNe saMgharSa (jhaghaDo) nahi dA karIe. eka-bIjAnA pUraka banIne ApanA dvArA soMpAyelA dareka kAryane saMpIne-maLIne karatA rahIzuM. tamane koI prakAranuM kaSTa paDavA daIzuM nahi ane sadA saMgaThita rahIzuM." noTisano javAba maLyA bAda zeTha AtmArAma khUba saMtoSa pAmyA. tame jarA tamArA zarIra tarapha juo to kharAA prAkRtika racanA upara dhyAna Apo.. pratyeka aMga keTaluM saMtulita cho! keTaluM vinIta che! paropakAraparAyaNa cho! cAlatI vakhate pagamAM kAMTo bhokAI jAya tyAre hAtha potAnI pAMce AMgaLIo dvArA sahasA kAMTo bahAra kheMcI kADhavA pravRtta thaI jAya che. e samaye te paganA AmatraNanI rAha joto nathI. vagara bolAvyuM zA mATe jAu? evo ghamaMDa e vakhate enA manamAM nathI hoto. paropakAranA prasaMge AmatraNanI pratIkSA ke apekSA kevI? hAtha kAMTo kADhavA pahoMce che tyAre AMkha paNa potAnI TocathI kAMTo vAgyo che e sthAna barAbara batAve che. mane paNa potAnI caMcaLatAne choDIne e sthAna para kendrita thaI jAya che. e vicAravA mAMDe che ke huM kevI rIte zarIranA dardInivAraNano upAya zodhI kADhe? ane mArI sArthakatAne pragaTa karuM? kevI ekAgratA che! kevI ekatA che. kevI maMgala bhAvanA che!! ahaMkAranA hAthI parathI nIce utaryA vagara AvI paropakAra-vRtti pragaTa thatI nathI. jayAM abhimAna hoya tyAM arihaMtanI bhaktino lAbha maLI zakato nathI. kahayuM che ke: laghutA se prabhutA mile; prabhutA se prabhu duur| cAlatI vakhate DAbo paga AgaLa vadhIne pachI aTakI jAya che. bIjA pagane kahe che: "bhAI! jamaNA! tane choDIne huM AgaLa vadhavA nathI mAMgato; tuM AgaLa cAla.' pachI jamaNo paga paNa e ja rIte AgaLa vadhIne aTakI jAya che. ane DAbA pagane prArthanA kare che: "bhAI! tamAre ja AgaLa vadhavuM joIe... pahelA tame cAlo. pachI huM AvIza." joyo. banne paga vacceno prema kyAre ya koI saMgharSa ke jhaghaDo thAya che, be . vacce? banne paraspara pUraka banIne zarIrane lakSya sudhI pahoMcADI de che. 18 C i For Private And Personal Use Only

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4: karI che , Ly, caraNanI (paganI) A pUrakatA. premaLatA praNAma karavA yogya chI apanAvavA jevI che!! ahaMkArane dUra rAkhavAmAM Ave to ja A saguNa utpanna thAya. paraMtu indrabhUti mATe kAMIka judI ja ghaTanA banI gaI. emanA mATe jhera paNa amRta banI gayuM. "poIjhana' paNa "meDisina' banI gayuM. zAstrakAroe kahayuM che. mahaMtokari sopAya | ahaMkAra paNa IndrabhUtine mATe pratibodhanuM kAraNa banI gayuM. kemake ahaMkAranA kAraNe teo arihanta prabhu zrI mahAvIra pAse gayA. ane temanA paricayane pAmavAnuM nimitta ahaMkAra banI gayo!! sAdhAraNa niyama e che ke samarpaNa vagara... ahaMkArano tyAga karyA vagara... namatAne apanAvyA vagara koI prApti thatI nathI.' naLamAMthI jaLa (pANI) meLavavA mATe ghaDo kayAM mUkavo joIe? naLanA mAthA upara mUkavAmAM Ave to ghaDo bharAya kharo? kUvAmAMthI pANI kADhavA mATe bAladI (Dola) rassI vaDe bAMdhIne kUvAmAM utAravI paDe. pachI Dolane halAvavI paDe... jevI Dola (bAladI) namavA mAMDe ke tarata ja pANI andara bharAvA mAMDe che. jo Dola name nahi, to emAM jaLa bharAya nahi. badho zrama nirarthaka jAya. TreIna pleTaphorma para tyAre ja praveze che, jayAre signala mUke che. name che. rAtanA svIca ona' karavAthI - nIce pADavAthI ja vIjaLIno prakAza rUmamAM phelAya che. svIca "opha' rahe, UMcI rahe, ", tu ziraH" (ghamaMDathI mAthuM UMcuM rahe.) to rUmamAM aMdhakAra ja chavAyelo rahe. mana paNa AvI ja eka prakAranI "svIca" che. enA akSaro ulaTAvI dezo to 'nama' banI jaze. manamAM "namano praveza thatAM ja tama' (aMdhakAra) bhAgI jAya che. namaskAranA Agamana sAthe ja AtmAne jJAnano prakAza maLI jAya che. A prakAzamAM AtmAne attaranA sukhano/zAsvata Anandano anubhava thAya che. jayAM sudhI zrI IndrabhUti namavA taiyAra thayA nahi, tyAM sudhI jJAnathI vaMcita rahayA. jevA namra banyA, tevA ja namanane yogya banI gayA. vandanIya banI gayA. emanuM ajJAna jJAnamAM parivartana pAmI gayuM. vikRti ja AtmAnI saMskRti banI gaI. A hatuM. vinayanuM phaLa. 19 For Private And Personal Use Only

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, , , ; 4 zrI indrabhUti samavasaraNamAM pahoMcI gayA hatA. emanA manamAM eka zaMkA hatI. e viSe emaNe Aja sudhI koIne kAMI kahayuM nahotuM. e jijJAsA vAstavika hatI.vicAranI bhUmikAe utpanna thaI hatI. zAstrono svAdhyAya karatA karatA pedA thaI hatI. gaMbhIra praznano uttara paNa gaMbhIra prabhAva pADe che. A ja kAraNe prabhu mahAvIranA uttarathI indrabhUti ATalA badhA prabhAvita thaI gayA ane te ja kSaNe emanA ziSya banI gayA. keTalAka loko adhUrA prazna laIne Ave che, to vaLI keTalAka bIjA pAsethI udhAra lIdhelA prazno laIne Ave che. AvA lokone ucita samAdhAna maLatuM nathI. keTalIkavAra to prazna pUchanAra pote ja jANato nathI hoto ke pote zuM pUchI rahayo che? praznamAM AgaLa-pAchaLano koI meLa ja hoto nathI. ucita samAdhAna e ja praznanuM thaI zake jene vicAra ane ciMtananI nakakara pAzrvabhUmikA prApta thaI hoya. prazna nirAdhAra nahi, paNa sAdhAra hovo joIe. prAsa asalI hoya to ja te bujhAvI zakAya. jijJAsA ane pyAsa udhAra maLatI nathI. pANI pIvaDAvanArA to bahu maLaze paNa pyAsa kayAMthI lAvazo? e ja rIte upadezako ane paMDito to ghaNA maLI jaze... paraMtu sAcI jijJAsA kayAMthI lAvazo? e to tamArI aMdarathI ja nIkaLavI joIe. uttara praznanI prakRti anusAra ja apAya che. jevo prazna evo uttarI eka divasa prophesara maphatalAle philosophI bhaNAvatI vakhate eka prazna vidyArthIone pUchayo: "jo huM dilhI javA mATe havAI - jahAjamAM besIne nIkaLuM ane mAruM jahAja kalAkanA traNaso kilomITaranI jhaDape uDatuM hoya to kaho ke mArI umara keTalI haze?" prazna sAMbhaLIne badhA vicAramAM paDI gayA. kAraNa ke prazna ja vicAryA vagara pUchAyelo hato. gaNitanuM koI sUtra evuM na hatuM. koI phormyulA evI na hatI ke je A uTapaTAMga savAlane ukelavAmAM madadarUpa banI zake! badhA eka-bIjA sAmuM jovA mAMDayA. Avo vicitra koyaDo to koIe Aja sudhI sAMbhaLyo na hato. chevaTe eka vidyArthI himmata karIne Ubho thayo: sara! tame khoTuM na lagADo to huM tamArA praznano javAba ApuM." ra0 For Private And Personal Use Only

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"are! emAM khoTuM zuM lagADavAnuM? ulaTuM praznano javAba sAMbhaLIne mane Ananda thaze. tuM nizciMta thaine javAba Apa." prophesara sAhebe kahayuM ane javAba sAMbhaLavA mATe utsuka-najare enI sAme jovA lAgyA. vidyArthIe kahayuM: "sara! ApanI uMmara te vakhate cummALIza varSanI hovI joie." prasanna-svare pro. maphatalAla bolyA: "taddana kharuM mArI ummara cummAlIza varSanI ja che. paraMtu. kai phormyulAnA AdhAre teM A javAba zodhI kADhayo? kAraNa ke keTalAya mahinAthI A koyaDo mane satAvato hato. e ukelavA mane koi phormyulA maLatI na hatI. ane te to eka ja miniTamAM eno sAco javAba zodhI Apyo!!!" vidyArthIe kahayuM: "phormyulA viSe nA pUcho! javAbathI ja saMtoSa mAno to sAruM! phormyulA sAMbhaLIne tame gusse thai jazo." "huM kahuM chuM ke huM tArI phormyulA sAbhaLIne jarA ye gusse nahi thAuM. tuM tAre jarAya gabharAyA vagara kahI de!" prophesara bolyA. vidyArthIe kahayuM: "to sAMbhaLo... mAro bhAi Akho divasa AvA ja savAlo pUchayA karato hoya che. ame ghaNA DaoNkTarone batAvyuM. sAyakolojisTane paNa batAvyuM. vaidyone batAvyuM. badhAnI tapAsano eka ja sAra nIkaLyo ke te hApha-meDa (ardha-pAgala) che. ane enI ummara bAvIza varSanI che. eTale tamArI cummALIza varSanI hovI joie. kemake bAvIzanA Dabala cummALIza thAya che. (be "hApha" ne meLavavAthI eka "phula" bane che. eTale ke tame "phula-meDa" cho.) kahevAno Azaya e che ke prazna jo khoTo hoya to uttara paNa khoTo ja maLaze. prabhu mahAvIradevanI sAme UbhelA indrabhUti vicAra kare che ke gotrasahita mAruM nAma to jagamazahUra che. eTale ApaNe paNa jANI lIdhuM. emAM koi moTI vAta nathI. phakta ATalI ja vAta emanI sarvajJatA sAbita karavA mATe pUratI nathI. hA... jo teo mArA manamAM chupAyelI pelI zaMkA viSe jANI le to huM ema mAnuM ke mArI sAme sAkSAt sarvajJa virAjamAna che. eTalAmAM ja prabhu madhura re bolyA: "mane khabara che ke tamane eka zaMkA varSothI parezAna karI rahI che... e zaMkA e che ke jIva arthAt AtmAnuM astitva che ke nahi? A zaMkAno AdhAra paraspara virodhI evA vedavAkyo che. "eka jagyAe vedamAM kahayuM che ke: 21 For Private And Personal Use Only

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vijJAnaghana evaitebhyo /tebhyaH samutthAya tAnyevAnu vinazyati, na prety-sNjnyaa'sti|| "tame Ano artha A rIte karo cho:"vijJAnaghana (gamana-Agamana vagere ceSTAvALo, caitanyanA piMDarUpa AtmA) ja A pRthvI, jala, agni, vAyu ane AkAza nAmanA pAMca) mahAbhUtomAMthI utpanna thAya che ane naSTa thatA naSTa thaI jAya che. maryA pachI saMjJA (jIva) rahetI nathI. "A arthanA AdhAre tame samajo cho ke jIvanuM svataMtra astitva nathI. jaLamAM parapoTA samAna athavA madyAMgomAM (zarAba banAvavA mATe saDAvIne bhegA karelA padArthomAM) madazakti eTale ke nazAnI jema pAMca mahAbhUtomAMthI jIva utpanna thAya che ane emAM ja vilIna thaI jAya che. mRtyu pachI enuM astitva rahetuM nathI. bIjA koI sthAne vedamAM kahayuM che ke - "sa vai ayamAtmA jJAnamayo manomayo vAGmayazcakSurmaya AkAzamayo vAyumaya - stejomaya ApomayaH pRthvImayaH krodhamayo' krodhamayo harSamaya zzokamayo dhrmmyo'dhrmmyH|| ahI AtmAno vistRta paricaya ApIne enA astitvanI paNa ghoSaNA karavAmAM AvI che. A rIte paraspara virodhI evA vedavAkayonA kAraNe tamArA manamAM zaMkA utpanna thaI gaI che ke jIvanuM (AtmA) astitva kharekhara che ke nahi? mArI vAta sAcI che ne?" A sAMbhaLIne indrabhUti cakti thaI gayo... prabhue jANe emanI du:khanI raga ja dabAvI... manano saMdeha saunI sAme khullo paDI javAthI emanI alpajJatA pragaTa thaI gaI. AthI emano garva oLagavA lAgyo. tema chatAM indrabhUti potAnA manane samajAvavA mAMDayA: 'kadAca vedonA adhyayana daramyAna emanA manamAM paNa A ja rIte sandaha utpanna thayo hoya, je mArA manamAM pragaTa thayo che. eTale phakta saMdeha pragaTa karavA mAtrathI Amane sarvajJa mAnI levA e naryuM bhoLapaNa che. jo teo mArA saMdehanuM nivAraNa karI Ape. mArI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karI Ape. mArA praznano sAco uttara Ape.. mane saMzaya-mukta kare.. to huM jarUrathI emane "sarvajJa' mAnI re lau.. 22 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra koike kahayuM paNa che ne... www.kobatirth.org yasyAgre na gatnati saMzayaH samUlo naivAsI kvacidapi paNDito ktimeti // [jenI sAme ApaNo saMzaya mULasahita nAza na pAme, ene sAcA arthamAM 'paNDita' kahI zakAya nahi.] Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir indrabhUtie moM kholyuM: "jI hA! mArA manamAM tame kahayuM evI ja zaMkA jIvanA astitva viSe che. enuM nivAraNa tame kai rIte karazo? che koi eno tamArI pAse javAba? hoya to Apo. nahi to huM tamane 'sarvajJa' mAnI zakuM nahi." sAco artha A mujaba che: "viAnayana ti beDartha:? prabhue kahayuM: " sarvajJatAnuM astitva koinA mAnavA na mAnavA upara nirbhara nathI. jarUra mAnavAnI nahi, paNa jANavAnI che. vedavAkya to sAcuM ja che. paNa tame eno je artha samajo cho e barAbara nathI. - vijJAnaghano jJAnadarzanopayogAtmakaM vijJAnam, tanmayatvAdAtmApi vijJAnaghanaH, pratipradezaM anantajJAnaM paryAyAtmakatvAt, sa ca vijJAnaghanaH upayogAtmakaH AtmA kathaMcid bhUtebhyastadvivikArebhyo vA ghaTAdibhyaH samuttiSThate utpadyate ityarthaH / For Private And Personal Use Only ghaTAdijJAnapariNato hi jIvo ghaTAdibhya eva hetubhUtebhyo bhavati, ghaTAdijJAnapariNAmasya ghaTAdivastusApekSAtvAt / evaM caitebhyaH prameyebhyo bhUtebhyo ghaTAdivastubhyastattadupayogatayA jIvaH samutthAya samutpadya tAnyevAnuvinazyati ko'rthaH ? tasmin ghaTAdI vastuni naSTe vyavahite vA jIvo'pi tadupayogarUpatayA nazyati, anyopayogarUpatapA utpadyate, sAmAnyarUpatayA vA avatiSThate / tatazca na pretya saMjJAsti ko'rthaH na prAktanI ghaTAdyupayogarUpA saMjJA avartiSThate vartamAnopayogena tasyAH nAzitvAd tA' artha: vijJAnaghanano artha zo che? jJAna-darzana ane upayoga svarUpa je vijJAna che e ja vijJAnadhana che. ane enAthI yukta hovAthI AtmA paNa vijJAnathana che. pratyeka pradezamAM paryAyAtmaka hovAthI jJAna anaMta che. e vijJAnaghana arthAt upayogatmaka AtmA game te rIte bhUto (pRthvI, jala vagere) vaDe athavA ghaTapaTAdi vikAro (vastuo) thI utpanna thAya che. 23

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32 ghaTAdi jJAna pariNAma ghaTAdi vastu sApekSa hovAnA kAraNe ghaTAdi hatuonA lIdhe jIva ghaTAdi jJAnamAM pariNAma pAme che. A rIte bhUto (vaTAdi vastuo) dvArA utpanna thaIne jIva ghaTAdi vastuono nAza thavAthI athavA vyavahita thavAthI (chupAI javAthI athavA sAmethI haTI javAthI) tadupayoga rUpe naSTa thaI jAya che. anya upayogarUpe utpanna thAya che. ane sAmAnyarUpe sthira rahe che. e pachI 'ra tyAMastino zo artha che? vartamAna upayoga naSTa thaI javAnA kAraNe pahelA jevI ghaTAdi upayogarUpa saMjJA rahetI nathI. A rIte prabhunA vacanothI indrabhUtino saMzaya nimULa thaI javAthI teo potAnA pAMcaso ziSyo sAthe prabhunA ziSya banI gayA. temaNe zramaNa-dharma svIkArI lIdho. prAraMbhamAM indrabhUti je rIte dharmazAstronA zabdomAM aTavAI gayo tevI ja rIte moTA bhAganA loko aTavAI jAya che. ane mULarUpa hetu cUkI jAya che. zeTha maphatalAla eka vAra eka meLAmAM gayA. rAtano samaya hato. dhyAna rahayuM nahi ane cAlatA cAlatA eka kUvAmAM paDI gayA. kUvo bahu moTo na hato. paNa emAMthI bahAra nIkaLavA mATe sIDI paNa nahotI. eTale maphatalAla gabharAI gayA. ane cIso pADavA mAMDayA: bacAvo! bacAvo! mane bahAra kADho." eka saMnyAsIe A bUmAbUma sAMbhaLIne kahayuM "bhAI! bhagavAne tane je sajA ApI che, e premathI bhogavI le. kaSTa sahana karavAthI karmano kSaya thaze. saMsAranI senTrala jelamAMthI chUTI jaze. eTale bahAra AvavAnI koziza na kara." Ama kahIne saMnyAsI tyAMthI cAlyA gayA eTale eka netAjI AvI pahoMcyA. avAja sAMbhaLIne bolyAH "zeThajI! kUvA para pALI na hovAthI eTale tame aMdara paDI gayA. A prazna tamArA ekalAno nathI. bhAratanA hajAro gAmaDAomAM AvA khataranAka kUvAo che. jenA upara pALa nathI. AgrAnI saMsadanI beThakamAM huM A aMge eka bIla raju karIza ke bhAratanA badhA kUvAo para pALa banAvI devAmAM Ave. jethI bhaviSyamAM AvI koI durghaTanA bane nahi. tame ciMtA karo nahi." zeThajI bolyA: "are! bhAI! bIla jayAre pAsa thavAnuM haze tyAre thaze. paNa le? hamaNAM to mane madada karo. nahi to huM marI jaiza." netAjI kahe: "to to vadhAre sAruM tamArI zahIdIthI to mArA bIlamAM navo A 24 For Private And Personal Use Only

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prANa phUMkAze. ane e tarata pAsa thaI jaze." eTaluM karIne netAjIe cAlavA mAMDayuM. thoDI vAra rahIne tyAM eka dharmazraddhALu bhakta AvI pahoMcyo. kUvAmAMthI bacAvo.. bacAvo'nI bUma sAMbhaLIne eNe khabhA parathI rassI utArIne kUvAmAM nAMkhI ane zeThane kahayuM: "tame rassIne barAbara jorathI pakaDI lo. huM tamane kheMcIne bahAra kADhuM chuM. amArA dharmazAstramAM lakhyuM che ke kUvAmAM paDelA mANasane bahAra kADhavAthI ghaNuM puNya maLe che. svarganI prApti thAya che. varSothI huM khabhe A doraDAno bhAra UMcakIne rakhaDato rahayo chuM. hajAro kUvAo pAsethI pasAra thayo hoIza paNa koI kUvAmAM mANasa paDelo dekhAyo nahi. Aje pahelA tame ja maLyA. huM dhanya banI gayo mAruM jIvana saphaLa thaI gayuM. mArI mahenata phaLI." "dhanyavAda!" kahIne zeThajIe doraDuM pakaDI lIdhuM.zraddhALue zeThane kheMcIne bahAra kADhayA. zeTha rAhatano zvAsa laI rahayA hatA. tyAM ja pelA zraddhALue emane pharIthI dhakko mArIne kUvAmAM nAMkhI dIdhA. zeThajIe pUchayuM "are bhAI! mane kUvAmAM nAMkhavo ja hato, to pachI bahAra kADhayo zA mATe? zraddhALuM bolyo: "bIjI vAra bahAra kADhavA mATe... A rIte tamane huM aneka vAra kUvAmAM nAkhIne bahAra kADhIza. jethI svargamAM mArI "sITa pAkI thaI jAya. sunizcita banI jAya." zeThajI bolyAH paraMtu huM to ghAyala thaI jaIza. athaDAI-kUTAIne marI jaIza." tamArA ghAyala thavAnI ke maravAnI ahI paravA kare ja che koNa? mAre to puNya kamAvavuM che. svargamAM javuM che... mAMDa mAMDa AvI taka maLI che. ene huM zA mATe hAthamAMthI javA dau" A che zabdonI ulajhana.... tame jANo cho? veda, gItA, kurAna, bAIbala, piTaka vagere koI paNa dharmagrantha ApaNane pavitra kema banAvI zakatA nathI? zabdonI ulajhana ja AnuM eka mAtra kAraNa che. zabdomAM chupAyelA prANatattvane ApaNe sparzI zaktA nathI. zrI IndrabhUtine paNa vedanA zabdono paricaya hato paraMtu enA tattvArthano bodha na hato. AthI ja parasparanA virodhI vAkyonI ulajhanamAM paDI gayA. prabhuno samparka thayo na hota to teo jIvanabhara A ulajhanamAM ja paDyA , rahetA 25 For Private And Personal Use Only

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. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir pa zrI indrabhUtinI ulajhananuM kAraNa zuM hatuM "anekAntadaSTino abhAva. ekAnta" saMgharSanuM kAraNa bane che. ane "anekAnta saMgharSane dUra kare che. anekAntavAdI ekamAM anekane jue che ane anekamAM ekane) vizva eka che eTale emane mATe ApaNe eka vacanano prayoga karIe chIe. kintu vizvamAM deza aneka che. dezamAM pradezo aneka che. pradezamAM sabhAga aneka che. saMbhAgamAM jillA aneka che. jillAmAM tAlukA aneka che. tAlukAmAM gAma aneka che. gAmamAM ghara enaka che. gharamAM rUma aneka che. rUmamAM rahenArA loko aneka che. ane rahenArA e dareka lokonA vicAro aneka che. prabhue AcArAMga sUtramAM kahayuM che: '"ne ja gAI te taba Apa, je savvaM jANai se egaM jANai // jei ekane (AtmAne) jANe che, te sahune jANe che. ane je sahune jANe che te ekane jANe che.] ghaNA loko ema samaje che ke "svAduvAda' (anekAntavAda) e saMzayavAda che. paraMtu emanI e samajaNa amapUrNa che. kAraNa ke saMzayamAM bane koTiono (pakSano) anizcaya hoya che. jemake: "A rajata (cAMdI) che ke chIpa?" A prakAranA saMzayamAM na to cAMdI (rajata) hovA aMge nizcaya che ke na to chIpa aMge! AnAthI ulaTuM svAvAdamAM to bane koTiono (pakSono) nizcaya hoya che. jo lAsa dUdhathI pUro bharelo na hoya to, tyAre tene joIne eka mANasa kahe che: "ralAsa aDadho khAlI che." jayAre bIjo mANasa kahe che: "nA, glAsa aDadho bharelo che." to A bemAMthI tame konI vAtane khoTI gaNazo? banne vAta paraspara viruddha lAgatI hovA chatAM te banne sAcI che. banne koTio (pakSo) jayAM nizcita hoya tyAM saMzaya zI rIte kahI zakAya? anekAMtavAdI bahu vivekI hoya che. enA uttarathI koI aprasanna thatuM nathI. eka rAjAe svapnamAM joyuM ke enI batrIsI paDI gaI che. savAre uThatAnI sAthe ja rAjAe svakhaphaLa kahenArA vidvAnone bolAvyA. eke kahayuM: "tamArA badhA kuTumbIo tamArI najara sAme ja mRtyu pAmaze." A sAMbhaLIne rAjA khUba udAsa thaI gayo. ra6 For Private And Personal Use Only

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te ja kSaNe bIjo vidvAna bolI uThayoH "tamArA tamAma kuTumbIjanomAMthI tamAruM AyuSya sauthI vadhu che." A sAMbhaLIne rAjA khuza thaI gayo. pahelA vidvAne je vAta karI hatI te ja vAta bIjA vidvAne paNa kahI. banneno kahevAno phalitArtha eka sarakho hato. paraMtu bannenI kahevAnI rIta judI judI hatI. zAstrArthamAM kayAreka dhUrtanI sAme dhUrtatA (ThaganI sAme ThagAI) vAparavI paDe che. eka gAmamAM eka daMDabhAratI nAmanA paMDita rahetA hatA. AMdhaLAmAM kANo hoya te rAjA gaNAya che te ja rIte e sAdhAraNa bhaNelo hato. paNa gAmanA abhaNa-mUrkhaomAM te mahApaDita kahevAto hato. keTalAya zAstrArthamAM A daMDabhAratI jItI cUkayo hato. AgaMtukane jItavA mATe te eka prazna pUchato: khavA-naiyA maiyA" ane kaheto ke AnI vyAkhyA karo. ane jo vyAkhyA karI zako tema na ho to tamArA pothI-pattAM soMpIne cAlatA thaI jAo. hakIkata e hatI ke koI zAstromAM Ano artha hato ja nahi. AthI ghaNA Agajuko hArIne cAlyA gayA hatA. A daMDa bhAratInI kIrti eka vidvAnanA kAne pahoMcI. e vidvAna daMDabhAratI sAthe zAstrArtha karavA Avyo. grAmajanonI hAjarImAM zAstrArtha zarU thayo. grAmajano zAstrartha sAMbhaLIne hAra-jItano nirNaya karavAnA hatA. banne vacce zarata e ja thaI ke je hAre eNe jItanArAne potAno tamAma sAmAna soMpI devo. daMDabhAratIe AgaMtukane pUchayuM "ApanuM nAma?" "labhArata" pelAe javAba Apyo. daMDabhAratIe kahayuM: "pahelAM Apa Apano prazna pUcho. eno huM javAba ApIza. ane pachI mAro prazna huM pUchIza." labhAratIe kahayuM "vaida cAra hoya che, e vAtanuM tame khaMDana karo." daMDabhAratIe javAba Apyo: "koI gharamAM mAtra puruSa ja nathI hoto. strIo paNa hoya che. ane bALako paNa hoya che. e ja rIte cAra vedonI sAthe enI cAra patnIo ane cAra bALako paNa haze. eTale veda kula bAra thaI gayA; cAra nahi. "thaI gayuM tamArI vAtanuM khaMDana! have mAro savAla: 'vatrA vaiyA vai' che A padanI vyAkhyA karo." 27 -.. For Private And Personal Use Only

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tarata ja laTTabhAratI bolyo: "A pada saMdarbharahita che. pahelAM... kho? khudeMyA... borve buraiyA... sIMgai saoNraiyA... ugai ugaiyA... kArTa kaTaiyA... pIse pIraiyA... bele bilaiyA... se siraiyA Adi prakriyAnI pachI chelle "khavA khaiyA aiyA" ema Ave." Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir grAmajanoe nirNaya ApI dIdho: "lakabhAratI jItI gayA che." AthI zarata mujaba daMDabhAratIne potAnA gharano tamAma sAmAna ApIne gAma choDIne bhAgavuM paDayuM. svAmI vivekAnandane amerikAmAM koie pUchyuM: "tame joDA amerikana kema paheryA che? tame to bhAratIya saMskRtine uttama samajo cho... to tame joDA zA mATe bhAratIya nathI paheryA?" emaNe javAba Apyo." mastiSka AkhA zarIranuM mAlika hoya che. e mAthAmAM hoya che... eTale meM mAthe bhAratIya sApho paheryo che. paraMtu paga zarIranA sevaka che. joDA paganuM rakSaNa kare che. eTale te sevakanA paNa sevaka che. sevaka to koi paNa dezano hoi zake che. eTale ja meM pagamAM amerikana joDA paheryA che." praznakartA cUpa thai gayo. e ja amerikAmAM eka pAdarIe Tebala upara ghaNA badhA dharmagrantho eka upara eka goThavI dIdhA. eNe jANI joine sauthI nIce 'bhagavadgItA' mUkI. ane sauthI upara bAibala. pachI svAmIjIne e Tebala pAse lai gayA. tyAMnI goThavaNa joine svAmIjI bolI uThayA: "guDa phAunDezana... pAyo majabUta che. gItAne tyAMthI haTAvatA nahi... nahi to tamAruM badhuM sAhitya bhoMyabheguM thai jaze... bAibala paNa...' pAdarIe zaramAvuM paDayuM. amerikAmAM eka vakIle eka vakhata svAmIjIne pUchayuM: "AtmAnuM astitva hoya to mane batAvo." svAmIjIe eka soya maMgAvI ane vakIlanA hAthamAM jarA bhoMkI. vakIla cIsa pADI uThayA: "are! are! A zuM karo cho? mane vedanA thAya che." "kayAM che vedanA? mane pratyakSa batAvo." svAmIjIe kahayuM. "vedanA to anubhavanI cIja che. ene pratyakSa kai rIte batAvI zakAya?" vakIle kahayuM. 28 For Private And Personal Use Only

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"vedanAnI jema AtmA paNa anubhavanI cIja che. ene pratyakSa batAvI zakAya nahi." svAmIjIe kahayuM. -- pANI jAmIne barapha thai jAya to emAM pratibimba joi zakAtuM nathI. phAnasanI cImanI ghUmADAne lIdhe kALI paDI jAya to prakAza bahAra AvI zakato nathI. e ja rIte jayAM sudhI mana viSaya-kaSAyathI malina rahe che tyAM sudhI AtmAnA prakAzano Anandano anubhava karI zakato nathI. mana nirmaLa bane che. ArAdhanA ane sAdhanA dvArA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir e vakIlanI jema indrabhUtine paNa AtmAnuM jJAna nahotuM. prabhunI kRpAthI emane e tattvajJAna prApta thayuM. Treinane juo... e keTalI lAMbI-pahoLI ane zaktizALI hoya che!! paNa jo DrAivara asAvadha hoya ane AgaLa pUla tUTelo hoya to Trena potAne bacAvI zake che? nA... bhayaMkara durghaTanA sarjAi jaze. AnAthI ulaTuM: nAnakaDI kIDI AvanArA khatarAthI potAnuM rakSaNa karI zake che. e tUTelA pUla parathI nIce khAbakatI nathI. kIDImAM je e enA caitanyanI zakti che. bIjuM udAharaNa kUtarAnuM lai zakAya. jo tame tamArA hAthe ene roTalI Apazo to e nirbhaya banIne khAze... premathI pUMchaDI halAvaze. ane saMtoSa pragaTa karatI aneka ceSTAo karaze. paraMtu tame ene Akho divasa bhUkhyo rAkho. pachI rasoDAmAM roTalIno Dabbo khullo rAkhIne dUra cAlyA jAva ane pachI juo... chupAine kUtarAnI gatividhinuM nirIkSaNa karo to tame jozo ke bhUkha sahananahi karI zakavAthI kUtaro Ama-tema joto be paga vacce pUMchaDI dabAvI chAno mAno Avaze ane momAM roTalI UMcakIne tatkALa tyAMthI bhAgI chUTaze. tyAM UbhA UbhA khAvAnI hiMmata te nahi kare. bhasI bhasIne bIjA para AkramaNa pharanArA bahAdUra kUtarAmAM A kamajorI kayAMthI AvI? pazuyonimAM hovA chatAM e eTaluM to samaje ja che ke huM khoTuM kAma karI rahayo chuM. jo mArI corI pakaDAi jaze to barAbara mAra paDaze. kUtarAnI A samaja enAmAM rahelA AtmAnA astitvanI sAbitI che. jayAre pAMdaDA hAle che tyAre khabara paDe che ke pavana vAya che. pavana pratyakSa dekhAto nathI. paNa enuM astitva koNa nakArI zake? kArya uparathI kAraNanuM anumAna thAya che. 29 For Private And Personal Use Only

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eka skUlamAM vijJAnanuM pradarzana yojAyuM hatuM. e jovA traNaso vastuonA AviSkAraka eDisana paNa veza badalIne pahoMcI gayA. tyAM emaNe vidyArthIone pUchayuM "vijaLI zuM che?" vidyArthIo eno javAba ApI zakatA nathI. emaNe prophesarane pUchayuM. prophesare prinsIpAlane pUchayuM. paNa koI eno javAba ApI zakayuM nahi. aMte pinsIpAla tyAM AvyA. ane AgaMtuka darzakane kahayuM "juo.. vijaLInI zaktithI ghaNA kAryo thAya che. paMkhA cAle che. lAITo saLage che. hiTara garama thAya che. aneka mazIno sakriya thAya che. A rIte kArya uparathI kAraNanuM kasaranuM anumAna thaI zake che. paNa vijaLIne ame pratyakSa koI nathI. "eka lAkha chayAsI hajAra mAIlanI jhaDape e vAyaramAM doDe che. paNa pratyakSa dekhAtI nathI. tame tamAruM saranAmuM lakhAvI do. kAraNa ke IlekTrIkasITI zuM che te ame jANatA nathI. enA zodhaka che mi. eDisana. ame emane pUchIne tamane phona upara jaNAvI daIzuM." chevaTe AgaMtuke kahayuM "huM ja eDisana chuM. paraMtu huM pote paNa nathI jANato ke vijaLI zuM che? je javAba tame Apyo e ja huM ApI zakuM ke kArya uparathI kAraNanuM anumAna karI levuM joIe." A ja javAba AtmAnA astitvane samajavA mATe paNa kAma lAge tevo che. zarIranI samasta ceSTAonuM kAraNa e ja che. enI hAjarImAM ja AMkha jue che. kAna sAMbhaLe che. nAka sUdhe che. jIbha cAkhe che. peTa pacAve che. ane hAtha-paga cAle che. AtmA cAlyo jAya to zarIra nicceSTa banI jAya che. pachI AMkha, kAna, nAka vagere koI aMga kAma karI zakatuM nathI. A uparathI siddha thAya che ke, zarIramAM je zakti che - cetanA che e ja AtmA che. tabalA gAyakanI bhUla pakaDI pADe che. gAtI vakhate tame koI bhUla karazo to tabalA tarata ja tamArI bhUla batADI deze. tabalA saMgItano cokIdAra che. e ja rIte tarka paNa satyano cokIdAra che. baDe miyAM khAvA-pIvAnA zokhIna hatA. eka divasa eka kilogrAma dUdha lAvIne bIbIne ApatAM kahayuM: "jaladIthI khIra banAvI de.. meM eka dostane AmatraNa ApIne bolAvela che. khIra sarasa banAvaje. huM dostanI sAthe bAra vAgyA sudhImAM AvI jaIza." miyAM cAlyA gayA. bIbIe khIra banAvI. kevI banI che e jovA eNe thoDI (3) For Private And Personal Use Only

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khIra cAkhI khIra eTalI badhI svAdiSTa banI hatI ke enAthI rahevAyuM nahi... A eTale e ekalI ja badhI khIra jhApaTI gaI. bAra vAge miyAM dosta sAthe AvIne jamavA beThA... paNa thALImAM khIra joI nahi eTale bolI uThayA: "kema khIra banAvI nathI?" kevI rIte banAvuM? A tamArI pyArI bilADI badhuM dUdha pI gaI.." bIbI miyAMe pALelI bilADI batAvatAM bolI. A sAMbhaLatAM ja miyAM UThIne bahAra cAlyA ane eka vANiyAne tyAMthI trAjavA-kATalA laI AvyA. trAjavAnA eka pallAmAM bilADIne besADI ane enuM vajana karyuM. to barAbara eka kilogrAma thayuM. eTale miyAMe bIbIne dhamakAvIne pUchayuM: "A eka kilogrAma dUdha hatuM to pachI bilADI kayAM che? ane A bilADI hoya to pachI dUdha kyAM che?" Ama takanA AdhAre AMkaDI khulI gaI. bIbIe bhUla kabUla karIne mAphI mAMgI. kahevAno Azaya e che ke siddhAntanI rakSA mATe, emAM koI khoTI vAta pravezI na jAya enI cokIdArI mATe samyaka tarkano upayoga karavAmAM Ave che. zAstronA paraspara virodhI vacanono samanvaya paNa enA upayoga vaDe ja thaI zake che. "vijJAnadhana." vagere veda-padothI jayAM eka bAju ema kahayuM ke, pANInA parapoTAnI jema paMca mahAbhUtomAMthI utpanna thayeluM zarIra mRtyu pAmatAM pharI emAM ja vilIna thaI jAya che. eTale AtmA nAmano koI alaga padArtha raheto nathI. to vaLI bIjI RcAomAM AtmAnA astitva viSe kahevAyuM che. jemake, "sa te mAtmA jJAnamaHA nahaa gg affTAnaH, navamAtmA kahInena ramya / sIna na japyatpatA hatyAHvagere. e rIte aneka RcAomAM Avato AtmAno ullekha evuM siddha kare che: vijJAna parvata mU:" vagere padono koI alaga artha hovo joIe. e alaga artha prabhue indrabhUtine samajAvyo. ane teo "pratyutyanamati' hovAthI tatkALa te artha samajI paNa gayA. cANakya sAcuM ja kahayuM che: jale tailaM khale guhayaM pAtre dAnaM manAgapi / 31 For Private And Personal Use Only

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- 2 - + prAjhe zAstraM svayaM yAti ziard g-zariratiH | jaLamAM telanuM eka buMda nAkhatA ja e je rIte sapATI upara phelAI jAya che; duSTa mANasane nAnakaDI khAnagI vAta kahetAM e lokomAM jema tarata ja phelAI jAya che, ane supAtrane ApeluM thoDuM paNa dAna jema puNyaprAptinuM kAraNa bane che, te ja rIte buddhimAnane zAstranuM sAcuM jJAna ApavAmAM Ave to te potAnI vastuzakti (mahattA) nA kAraNe ene bahu vistArapUrvaka samajI le che. zrI indrabhUti zuM samajyA? te have ApaNe chaThA prakaraNamAM joIzuM. tRNAnI viDaLanA eka vRddha puruSa mRtya-zamyA para taraphaDato hato. DaoNkaTaroe javAba ApI dIdho. parivAranA loko cAre bAju ciMtAtura-heye beThA hatA. vRddha. ekavAra AMkha kholI ane... ciMtAtura banIne pUchayuM "mArI patnI kayAM che?" patnIe dharapata ApatAM kahayuM huM ApanA caraNomAM ja beThI chuM. gabharAo nahIM." vaDhe bIjo prazna pUchayo: "moTo dIkaro kayAM che?" hAM. pitAjI! huM ahIM ja chuM" moTo putra bolyo. "vacalo dIkaro?" huM paNa ApanI pAse ja chuM ciMtA na karo. have bhagavAnanuM nAma-smaraNa karo." vacalo putra bolyo. "ane nAno putra?" huM ahI ja chuM pitAjI!" "nAlAyako!".. badhA ahIM ja jAmI paDyA cho to... dukAne koNa gayuM che?" vRddha krodhabharyA svare kahayuM. mAnavanI lAlasA ane tRSNAnI A kevI viDaMbanA che!" mRtyunI zayyA para rahelA hovA chatAM mAnavInuM mana dukAnamAM ja coTeluM che 3ra For Private And Personal Use Only

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TRY = = zrI indrabhUtine AtmAnA viSayamAM sandaha hato. parantu A saha ja AtmAnA asvine pramANita karI de che. kAraNa ke je vastuno sandaha hoya te vastunuM astitva kayAMka ne kayAMka jarUra hoya che. rAtre dUrathI koI AvatuM hoya to ApaNane sadeha thAya che ke: 'AvanAra mANasa haze ke pazu?" camakatI koI vastune joIne evo sandaha thAya che ke A cAMdI haze ke chIpa?" athavA AchA aMdhakAramAM rastAmAM paDelI lAMbI vastune joIne e sandaha thAya che ke: "A doraDuM haze ke sApa?" A badhA sahomAM manuSya, pazu, cAMdI, chIpa, doraDuM ane sApa A badhAnuM astitva kayAMka ne kayAMka jarUra che. jo AtmAnA astitvano abhAva hota to IndrabhUtine enA viSe sandaha hota ja nahi. jema saMdeha jJAnano prakAra che, e ja rIte smRti, icchA, tarka, jijJAsA, bodha, vagere paNa jJAnanA prakAra che. jJAna eka guhA che. guNa "guNI' vagara rahI zakato nathI. guNa hoya to "guNI avazya hovo joIe... ane e guNI eTale ja AtmA. maDadAmAM harSazoka, sukha-du:kha vagereno anubhava thato nathI. A anubhava jene thAya che e ja AtmA che. lAzanuM zarIra paNa jIvita prANI jevuM ja hoya che. paNa e koI kArya karI zakatuM nathI. AtmAno abhAva ja ene niSkriya banAvI de che. huM hato. huM chuM ane huM hoIza." A prakAranI taikAlika (traNa kALa sambandhI) pratIti saune thAya che. e paNa AtmAnA astitvane prAmANita kare che. ghaDo nathI' A vAkya ja ghaDAnA astitvanuM pramANa prastuta kare che. kAraNa ke ghaDo bhale gharamAM nathI paNa kuMbhArane tyAM to che ja. e ja rIte "AtmA nathI" e vAkya ja AtmAnA astitvanuM pramANa prastuta kare che. kAraNa ke jaDa padArthamAM ke maDadAmAM bhale AtmA nathI. jIvatA prANIonA zarIramAM to e che ja. jevI rIte mukhamAMthI nIkaLelo zabda saMbhaLAya che. paNa dekhAto nathI. e ja rIte AtmA arUpI (amUta) hovAthI dekhAto nathI. paraMtu eno anubhava to thato rahe che. amAsanA pragADha aMdhakAramAM, jayAM ApaNuM zarIra paNa ApaNe joI zakatA che nathI, tyAM paNa huM chuM." evo anubhava to thAya ja che. A ja AtmAnI haka 33 For Private And Personal Use Only

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bahu moTI sAbitI che. aMdhArAmAM 'amuka vastu che ke nahi?" evo saMdeha evo saMdeha kayAre ya utpanna thato jarUra i zake che paNa 'huM chuM ke nahi? nathI. savAre uThanAnI sAthe ja ApaNe evo anubhava karIe chIe ke rAtanA pragADha UMgha AvI.... athavA to citranaivacitra svapnAM AvyAM. A UMdhano anubhava ke svapnAM jonAra AtmA ja hoya che. 'huM sukhI chuM. huM du:khI chuM. A zarIra mAruM che.' Avo anubhava AtmAne ja thAya che. jaDa padArthone nahi. jevI rIte Aga vagara dhUmADAnuM astitva nathI hotuM, te ja rIte bhogI vagara bhogyanuM astitva nathI hotuM. zarIra bhogya che... eTale ja tenA bhogI tarIke AtmA hovAnuM siddha thAya che. zarIra zuM che? paga rUpI be thAMbhalA upara Ubhelo eka mahela che. jene AMkha, nAka, kAna Adi jharukhAo che. peTa e rasoDuM che. mUtrAlaya che. saMDAsa paNa che. A mahelanI dekharekha karanAra, A mahelamAM nivAsa karanAra, A mahelano mAlika koNa che? AtmA. AtmA zarIrano mAlika che. mana menejara che. kaDavI davA bhAvatI nathI. paNa bimArI vakhate pIvI paDe che. koNa pIvaDAve che? te vakhate mIThAi khAvAnI icchA thAya che chatAM kaDavI kivanAIna khAvAnI preraNA koNa Ape che? AtmA. indriyo vacce matabheda thai jAya... jhaghaDo thai jAya... tyAre nyAya koNa kare che? AMkha jene khAMDa kahe ane jIbha jo mIThuM gaNe to AkharI nirNaya koNa kare che? AtmA. dhana, tijorI, zarIra vagere pote potAnI jAta para mamatA rAkhI zakatA nathI. jema ke mAruM dhana. mArI tijorI, mAruM zarIra vagere. 'mAruM zarIra' evI mamatA je rAkhe che te ja AtmA che. svAdiSTa rasoi pIraselI thALI tamArI sAme che. tame saLavaLatI jIbhe khAvAnI zarUAta karo cho, tyAM ja Teliphona Avyo ke bhAva gagaDI javAthI vepAramAM moTI khoTa gai che. A sUcanA sAMbhaLatAM ja tame 'udAsa' thai jAo cho. thALI choDIne UbhA thai jAo cho. ane mAthe hAtha daine ArAma-khurazI para besI jAo cho. vicAro... zoka magna koNa thayuM? du:kha kone thayuM? AtmAne... zarIra to ArAmamAM ja hatuM. 34 For Private And Personal Use Only

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AkhA hAthane saDo lAgI na jAya e mATe, DaoNkTara AMgaLI kApI nAkhe che. darda dUra thai jAya che. paNa jIvanabhara 'hAya... mArI AMgaLI cAlI gai...' Avo vicAra koNa kare che? eka AMgaLInA abhAvano anubhava kone thAya che? AtmAne. eka mAtA be bALakane eka sAthe janma Ape che. eka sarakhA premathI bannene pALe che. dUdha pIvaDAve che. khavaDAve che. eka ja skUlamAM bhaNavA paNa mUke che. tema chatAM bannenA svabhAvamAM phera hoya che. kema? kAraNa ke banne chokarAonA zarIramAM AtmA judo judo vase che. sat (vidyamAna) padArthano pratipakSa paNa sat hoya che. 'ajIva' (jaDa padArtha) sat hoya to eno pratipakSa (virodhI padArtha) 'jIva' paNa sat hovo joie. vyApAra mATe ArAmano, bimAra putra mATe vyApArano ane patnI mATe putrano paNa tyAga karavAmAM Ave che. paraMtu gharamAM jayAre Aga lAgI hoya tyAre e ja patnIne choDIne mANasa potAno jIva bacAvavA tatkSaNa bahAra bhAgI chUTe che. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir A uparathI sAbita thAya che ke prANI mAtrane sauthI vhAlo potAno AtmA ja che. ene sukha, zAMti, lAbha, sanmAna game che. ane duHkha, azAnti, hAni, apamAna gamatA nathI. zAstrakAra AtmAnuM lakSaNa batAvatA kahe che: yaH kartA karma bhedAnAm, bhoktA karma-phalasya ca / saMsartA parinirvAtA, sahayAtmA nAnyalakSaNaH // je ATha karmono kartA che. karmanA phaLano bhoktA che. je saMsAramAM bhaTake che. ane nirvANa pAme che. e AtmA ja che. enuM bIjuM koi lakSaNa nathI. zrI indrabhUti vistArathI A badhuM samajI gayA. kAraNa ke buddhimAna hatA. jo AMdhaLAne kahevAmAM Ave ke lAiTa bahu sundara che, to te zuM samajaze? pUchaze... jijJAsA pragaTa karaze. parantu enI jijJAsAnuM puruM samAdhAna thai zakaze nahi. lAiTanI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne eka AMdhaLAe pUchayuM: "lAiTa kevI hoya che.?" "vhAiTa" "vhAiTa kevI?" For Private And Personal Use Only

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"dUdha jevI." "dUdha kevuM hoya che?" bagalAnI pAMkha jevuM" bagalo kevo hoya che?" javAba ApanAra mANase potAno hAtha vAMko karIne AMdhaLAne potAnA hAthano sparza karAvatA kahayuM "jenI garadana AvI vAMkI hoya tene bagalo kahe che." AMdhaLo khuza thato bolyoH "have huM samajI gayo ke lAITa AvI vAMkI hoya che." pelo mANasa samajI gayo ke Ane A rIte samajAvavuM bekAra che. te ene DaoNkTara pAse laI jAya che. DaoNkTara enI AMkhonuM oparezana karI nAMkhe che. oparezana saphaLa thAya che. jevo enI AMkho parano pATo dUra thAya che, e dikhato thaI jAya che, pachI ene prakAza viSe samajAvavAnI jarUra kharI? prakAzano yathArtha paricaya pAmyA pachI, prakAza viSeno prazna ja zAnta thaI jAya che. enI jijJAsA sadAne mATe zAna banI jAya che. A ja rIte AtmA viSe zabdo dvArA kyAre ya samajAvI zakAya nahi. "zabdajAlaM mahAraNya jidbA raNa / zabdonI bhIDa ghora jaMgalanI jema zrotAonA cittane bhramajALamAM phasAvI de che. AtmA nA jijJAsu mATe zabdajALa bahu khataranAka che. koI pUche ke ghIno svAda kevo hoya che? to koI zabdothI samajAvI zake? javAba e ja hoI zake ke tame cAkhI juo eTale eno svAda jANI jazo. pachI e viSe koIne pUchavuM nahi paDe. AtmAno anubhava paNa sAdhanAnA mAdhyamathI sAdhake jAte ja karavo jo ke zabdo dvArA AtmAno yathArtha paricaya ApI zakAto nathI. chatAM jayAM zabdonA lIdhe saMzaya Ubho thayo che tyAM ene zabdonA mAdhyamathI dUra karI zakAya. prabhu mahAvIradeve A ja karyuM. zrI indrabhUtine vedanA padone lIdhe AtmA viSe sauMya utpanna thayo hato. prabhue vedano tiraskAra karyo nahi. jo ApaNI draSTi samyak hoya to koI dharmazAstrano anAdara karavAnI jarUra nathI. anekAntanA 36 * 15 For Private And Personal Use Only

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siddhAnta dvArA paraspara virodhI evI bAbatono paNa samanvaya sAdhI zakAya che. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir sarvajJa hovA chatAM prabhue ema na kahayuM ke: 'huM sarvajJa chuM. eTale mArI vAta mAnI lo.' sarvajJa hovAnuM talamAtra abhimAna paNa temanAmAM nahotuM. vedone emaNe khoTA na kahayA. paNa vedanA padono ja vAstavika artha samajAvyo. teoe kahayuM: "he gautama indrabhUti! jevI rIte sAmAnya manuSya paramANune jANato nathI. paNa jJAnI jANe che. e ja rIte AtmAne paNa e jANe che.. te bIjAne samajAvavA mATe anumAna pramANano prayoga kare che. "asti AtmA zudhdapada vAcyatvAt ghaTavat // " zuddha (asaMyukta) pada 'ghaTa' che. to te 'ghaTa' padathI vAcya che. 'ghaTa' artha (vastu) paNa che. e ja rIte zudgha (asaMyukta) pada 'AtmA' che. to te AtmapadathI vAcya che. arthAt AtmapadathI jANI zakAya tevo artha 'AtmA che. "vijJAnaghana evaibhyo bhUtebhyaH samutthAya tAnyevAnuvinazyati " A vedavAkyano Azaya A che ke jIvane ghaTa-paTa vagere vastuo jovAthI je jJAna utpanna thAya che; te jJAna ghaTa-paTAdi vastuo dUra thatAMnI sAthe ja cAlyuM jAya che. 'na pretya saMjJAti' je pahelAnI jJAna saMjJA hatI,te have nathI rahI. ghaTanuM jJAna ghaTa pUratuM ja rahe che. paTanA jJAnamA ghaTa-jJAnano koi upayoga nathI. ghaTane joyA bAda paTa (vastra) sAme Avyo to ghaTanuM jJAna vilIna thai gayuM. paTanA jJAne enuM sthAna lai lIdhuM. A ja rIte paTa (vastra) pachI muguTa sAme AvI jAya to paTanuM jJAna vilIna thai jAya che. ane enA sthAne muguTanuM jJAna pragaTa thai jAya che. AtmA sthira che. parantu vastu sApekSa jJAna asthira che. (sthira nathI.) parivartanazIla che. jJAna e AtmAno paryAya che. je satata parivartana pAmyA ja kare che. - jo "vijJAnayana..." A RcAno artha evo karavAmAM Ave ke mRtyu pachI AtmA paMca mahAbhUtomAM vilIna thai jAya che... to 'sAyugarI sASurmati' (sArA kArya karanAro paralokamAM sAdhu-sajjana thAya che.) ane 'pApArI pApI mati' (pApa-kharAba kAma karanAro paralokamAM pApI pApI (duSTa) thAya che) A vaidika RcAonI saMgati kevI rIte besaze? jo marI jatAM zarIranI sAthe sAthe AtmA paNa naSTa thai jato hoya, to paralokamAM "sAdhu" magara "pApI" tarIke janma koNa leze? A ja rIte yajurvedanI paNa eka RcA che... "trayaM o letti sa nIvaH " 37 For Private And Personal Use Only

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(damana, dayA ane dAna A traNa 'dakArone' je jANe che te jIva che.) A traNa 'dakAra'ne zarIra jANI zakatuM nathI. jIva ja tene jANI zake che. AnI puSTi (samarthana) mATe eka anumAna pramANa A paNa ApI zakAya... "vidyamAnamostumivuM zarIra movAvuM, govanAvivat / " zarIra odana (bhAta) vagerenI jema bhogya che. AthI eno bhoktA paNa che ja. ane e ja AtmA che. zarIramAM raheto hovA chatAM zarIrathI AtmA judo kevI rIte che, te mATe kahayuM che: " kSIre vRtaM tile telam, kASThe'gniH saurabhaM sume / Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir candrakAnte sudhA yadvat, tathAtmADataH pRthak // ' dUdhamAM jevI rIte ghI che, talamAM tela che. lAkaDAmAM Aga che. phUlamAM sugaMdha che. ane candrakAnta maNimAM amRta rahe che. e ja rIte zarIramAM vyApta AtmA enAthI pRthar (judo) hovA chatAM paNa zarIramAM rahe che. prabhue karelA spaSTIkaraNathI zrI indrabhUtinA hRdayamAM varSothI chupAyelI AtmA viSenI zaMkA dUra thai gaI. eTale tarata ja emaNe AtmasamarpaNa karI dIdhuM. ane potAnA pAMcaso ziSyo sAthe tatkALa pravrajayA (dIkSA) lai lIdhI. e sahue dIkSA ApIne prabhue tripadIno bodha Apyo. "utpAta-vyaya-dhrauvyayukta hi sat / " jenI utpatti thAya che. amuka kALa je sthira rahe che. ane jeno nAza thAya che. te sat (vidyamAna-astitvavALo) padArtha che. uparyukta tripadInA AdhAre zrI indrabhUtie "hRzAMnta' nI racanA karI. prabhunA sarva prathama ziSya zrI indrabhUti gautamasvAmIjIne koTiza: vandanA! dharma dharma kAMi saMpradAyamAM, saMgharSamAM ke vAdivavAdamAM nathI paraMtu koi paNa icchA, evA abhAvamAM dharma samAyo che. 38 For Private And Personal Use Only

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taM ca pravrajitaM zrutvA. dadhyau tadbAndhavo'paraH / api jAtu dravedadri - hiMsAnI ane ji .. : zataH cine vAyu, sambhavenna tu bAndhavaH / hArayediti papraccha, lokA na zrAdadhat bhRzam // zrI indrabhUtinA bIjA bhAI hatA agnibhUti. eNe jayAre sAMbhUyuM ke moTA bhAI indrabhUti mahAzramaNa zrI mahAvIranA ziSya banI gayA che. pravRti banI gayA che. tyAre emane A vAta para vizvAsa na beTho. eNe mAnyuM ke koIka virodhIoe mane azAMta banAvavA mATe A aphavA phelAvI haze.. kAraNa ke mArA moTA bhAI to vizva-vikhyAta vidvAna che. pahADa bhale Ubho Ubho ja pIgaLI jAya.. himAnI (baraphano DuMgara) bhale saLagIne khAkha thai jAya... Aga bhale zIta (ThaMDI) banI jAya... ane havA bhale sthira thaI jAya... paraMtu mArA bhAI zAstrArthamAM parAjita thaI jAya e - kadApi saMbhavita nathI. AthI bhAInA parAjayanI vAta para vizvAsa na karatA agnibhUti AvanArA lokone vAraMvAra pUche che. e eTalA mATe ke koIka to mane sAcI khabara Apaze ke moTAbhAI hArIne nahi, paraMtu jItIne AvI rahayA che. paraMtu badhAnI pAsethI jayAre eka sarakho ja javAba maLyo. tyAre agni bhUtie mAnavu paDayuM ke be-cAra loko jUThuM bole. paNa badhA ja mANaso kAMI jUTha na ja bole! tatazca nizcaye jAte, cintayAmAsa cetasi / gatvA jitvA ca taM dhUrta, vAjayAmi taravara / jayAre potAnA moTAbhAInA parAjayanA samAcAra sAcA hovAnuM nizcita thaI ja gayuM tyAre agnibhUtie vicAryuM 'e koI jAdUgara hovo joIe. je saune A bhramamAM nAkhIne potAnI jALamAM phasAvIne saMmohita karI le che. paraMtu huM 39 For Private And Personal Use Only

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enA cakkaramAM phasAvAno nathI. hamaNAM ja jaine huM enI sAna ThekANe lAvuM chuM. ane zAstrArthamAM parAjita karIne e dhUrtanA paMjAmAMthI mArA moTAbhAine choDAvI lAuM chuM. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir potAnA iSTadevanuM smaraNa karIne e paNa samavasaraNa tarapha cAlI nIkaLyA. emanA pAMcaso ziSyo paNa potAnA gurunI sAthe ja cAlI nIkaLyA. jevA teo samavasaraNanA parighamAM pravezyA tevA ja temanA manovikAro gAyaba thai gayA. sAdhanA AtmA A rIte ja prakAzita thAya che. paraMtu ApaNane Avo anubhava kadI thayo nathI. kAraNa ke anubhava tene ja thAya che ke je prayoga kare che. ilekTrIka globamAM eka nAnakaDo vAyara (tAra) hoya che. A nAnakaDo tAra garama thavAthI sthira prakAza Ape che. e tAranI dhAtu zodhavA mATe vaijJAnika eDisane tetrIsa hajAra prayogo karavA paDayA hatA. tyAre chevaTe ane saphaLatA maLI. jayAre eka bhautika vastune, eka be IMcanA vAyarane, siddha karavA mATe tetrIza hajAra prayogonI jarUra paDe che, to pachI AtmAne siddha karavA mATe keTalA prayogonI jarUra paDe? sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, japa, tapa, dhyAna, kAyotsarga, svAdhyAya A badhA ja prayogo che; Atmazuddhine pAmavA mATenA! mahirSa araviMda ghoSa cALIza varSa sudhI eka koTaDImAM ekalA besI rahayA. jayAre jagat sAthe saMbaMdha toDI nAkhyo tyAre temane AtmAnveSaNamAM saphaLatA prApta thai. ApaNe to jagata paNa joie che, ane AtmA paNa. zeTha maphatalAla eka vAra aJadAvAdathI muMbai gayA. comAsAno samaya hato. jemane tyAM utaryA hatA e Ne sUcanA ApI ke A muMbai che! ahIM dareka vastunI Dabala kiMmata ja batAvAya che. eTale kAMi paNa kharIdavuM hoya to sAvadhAna rahejo. dA.ta. dukAnadAra jo koi vastunA so rUpiyA kahe to pacAsa rUpiyAmAM kharIdavAnI taiyArI batAvavI. zeTha maphatalAle A vAtanI manamAM gATha bAMdhI lIdhI. eka bapore bajAramAM pharavA nIkaLyA. tyAM ja acAnaka vAdaLAM chavAi gayAM ane jharamara jharamara varasAda zarU thai gayo. chatrI hatI nahi. eTale levAnI icchA thai. pahoMcyA eka chatrIvALAnI dukAne. ane eka chatrI pasaMda karI. enI kiMmata pUchI dukAnadAre ATha rUpiyA kahayA. eTale zeThe kahayuM: "cAra rUpiyAmAM ApavI che?" 40 For Private And Personal Use Only

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dukAnadAra zrAvaka hato. eNe vicAryuM ke A koi bahAragAmano sAdharmika baMdhu lAge che. paryuSaNa karavA ahIM Avyo haze. cAlo ene thoDI madada karIe. ema vicArI dukAnadAre kahayuM: "bhale! cAra rUpiyA ApI do." A sAMbhaLIne zeTha maphatalAle kahayuM: "be rUpiyAmAM ApavI che?" dukAnadAre vicAryuM: 'cAlo. Aje dAnanuM puNya kamAi lauM. be rUpiyA levA karatA na levA sArA.' AthI teNe kahayuM: "juo, tamArI pAse paisAnI taMgI hoya to saMkoca na rAkhazo. huM tamAro sAdharmika bhAI chuM. tamAre chatrInI jarUra hoya to maphata ja lai jAo. mane dAnanuM puNya maLaze." zeTha maphatalAla coMkIne bolyA: "jo maphatamAM ja ApatA ho to eka nahi paNa be chatrI laiza." A ja dazA ApaNI che. be chatrInI jema ApaNane paNa banne hAthamAM lADu joie che.ApaNane jAta (AtmA) paNa joie che. ane jagata paNa! paisA paNa joie che ane paramAtmA paNa!! ane te paNa taddana maphatamAM! A sAva asaMbhava che. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir parizrama vagara upalabdhi saMbhavita nathI. sArA ane khoTA kAryothI puNya ane pApa baMdhAya che. ane enA udayathI ja anukULatA ane pratikULatAo Ave che. sukha ane du:khanI anubhUti thAya che. zubha ane azubha grahono ApaNA jIvana sAthe koi sambandha nathI. karmaNo hi pradhAnatvaM, kiM kurvanti zubhA grahAH / vaziSThadatta lagno'pi rAmaH pravrajito vane // [karmanI ja mukhyatA che. zubha graho zuM karI zake? vasiSTha RSie rAmanA rAjayAbhiSeka mATe zubhamuhUrta kADhayuM chatAM rAmane vanamAM javuM paDayuM.] karmano daMDa zrIrAmane paNa vanavAsI banIne bhogavavo paDayo. to pachI bIjA prANIonI to vAta zI karavI? Adya zaMkarAcArye paNa karmanuM pratipAdana karatAM lakhyuM che: svayaM karma karotyAtmA, svayaM tatphalamaznute / svayaM bhramati saMsAre, svayaM tasmAd vimucyate // 41 For Private And Personal Use Only

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AtmA saMsAramAM svayaM (jAte) ja karmane bAMdhe che. ane jAte ja tenA phaLane paNa bhogave che. jAte ja saMsAramAM bhaTake che ane jAte ja muktine pAme che.] gharamAM juo.... eka ja mAtA-pitAnA cAra bALako hovA chatAM darekanA svabhAva judA judA hoya che. AkRti judI judI hoya che. emanA vicAra ane AcAra judA judA hoya che. emanI buddhimattA paNa judI judI hoya che. AnuM kAraNa zuM? AnuM kAraNa che kamI manuSya vicAre che zuM ane bane che zuM? banne vacce meLa besato nathI. dareka mAnava ema Icche che ke huM sarvatra svatatra, sArvabhauma samrATu banI jAu. paNa AkhI jidaMgI e paratatratAmAM ja vItAve che. mANasa tandurastI cAhe che ane bane che evuM ke e kayAre bimAra paDI jAya che eno ene khyAla ja raheto nathI. pUrI jiMdagI bimArIne bhogavatAM bhogavatAM pasAra thaI jAya che. A badhA pAchaLa koIka kAraNa to hovuM ja joIe ne? karma e ja kAraNa che. A kArya paramAtmAnuM nathI. e no sarvazansarvadarzI che. AthI teo kevaLa jANe che ane jue che. saMsAramAM rahelA prANIone sukha-duHkhanA cakkaramAM sapaDAvavAnI khaTapaTamAM e paDatA nathI. A kArya kare che mAtra kamI kahayuM che ke. ''le navA vasa, raha rAkha kamaMta !" cauda rAjalokamAM badhA jIvo karmathI vazIbhUta thaIne bramaNa karyA kare che. gosvAmI saMta tulasIdAse paNa potAnA vikhyAta grantha 'rAmacarita mAnasamAM kahayuM che: karmapradhAna vizva kari rAkhA, jo jasa karahi so tasa phala cAkhA. saMpUrNa vizva karmapradhAna che. je jevuM karma kare che, evuM phaLa bhogave che. jagatanI tamAma vyavasthAno AdhAra che kamI tamAro janma paNa tamArA hAthamAM nathI. zuM tame muhUrta joIne A duniyAmAM AvyA hatA? nA. zuM paralokamAM jatI vakhate paNa tame muhUrta joIne jazo; ke bhAI! Aje muhUrta sAruM nathI eTale kAle marIza? loko tamane pUchayA vagara ja tamane ramazAnamAM lai jaze ane saLagAvI deze 42 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra agara daphanAvI deze! www.kobatirth.org jaba terI DolI nikAlI jAyagI / Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vina muhUrata ko uThA lI jAyagI // muhUrta joyA vagara ja AvyA hatA ane muhUrta joyA vagara ja javuM paDaze. ApaNe koinA ghare mahemAna banIne rahevAmAM ja majhA che... jo mAlika banavAnI koziSa karIe to bahu muzkelIo UbhI thaI jAya. zeTha maphatalAla AtmahatyA karavA mAgatA hatA. kAraNa ke mAthe devuM bahu thai gayuM hatuM. e ja samaye emanA zaheramAM eka nATaka-maMDaLI AvI. e nATaka emaNe paNa joyuM. emAM aMtima dRzya bahu karuNa hatuM. emAM nAyakane AtmahatyA karato darzAvAyo hato. maphatalAle vicAryuM ke jo nAyakanI bhUmikA mane maLI jAya to dRzyamAM yathArthatA (hakIkatapaNuM) AvI jAya. ane abhinayanA badalAmAM je dhana maLaze tenAthI piravArane mAthethI devuM utarI jaze. Ama paNa mAre maravuM ja che eTale nATakanuM e dRzya ekadama sAcakaluM lAgaze ane parivArane paNa Arthika sahAyatA maLI jaze. Ama vicArIne maphatalAla nATakanA DAyarekTarane maLyA. ane temanI samakSa potAnI bhAvanA vyakta karI: "tame mane phakta dasa hajAra rUpiyA Apo... nAyaka banIne huM kharekhara Atma-hatyA karI nAMkhIza, AthI tamAruM aMtima dRzya paNa ekadama jIvaMta banI jaze. mArA maraNa pachI paisA mArA parivArane pahoMcADI dejo. huM mArI icchAthI marI rahayo chuM. evo kAgaLa lakhIne mArA khissAmAM mUkI daiza. eTale polisa tamane vadhu parezAna nahi kare." DAyarekTare kahayuM: "bhAi! tamAro prastAva to bahu sAro che. paNa AjanI pablikano svabhAva bahu vicitra hoya che. rakhene tamArA adbhuta dukhAnta zya joine darzako prasanna banI jAya ane mane Adeza Ape ke "vansa mora!" to vicAro... huM tamArA jevo bIjo mANasa kayAMthI lAvuM? mATe mane mApha karo... mane tamArA mRtyunI jarUra nathI..." kahevAno Azaya e che ke tame svecchAthI maravA iccho to paNa marI zakatA nathI. bajAramAM jhera paNa asalI maLatuM nathI. janma ane mRtyu A banne kAryo karma anusAra enA nizcita samaye ja maLe che. prabhu mahAvIre paNa sarvajJatA prApta karavA mATe sADA bAra varSa sudhI dhora pariSo (kaSTo) sahana karavA paDayA hatA. kema? karmanA kAraNe. 43 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI rAmane cauda varSano vanavAsa bhogavavo paDyo. pAMDava jevA pAMca dasa De mahAparAkramI patinI hAjarImAM draupadIne bharasabhAmAM cIraharaNanuM apamAna sahana karavuM paDyuM hatuM. pAMDavone paNa bAra varSa vanamAM ane eka varSa ajJAtavAsamAM vItAvavuM paDyuM hatuM. zrIkRSNa jevA yogIzrvarane paNa aMtima samaye pANI na maLyuM. eTale tIvra tarasano anubhava karatA karatA dehatyAga karavo paDayo. zrIkRSNanA dekhatAM ja pUrI dvArikA baLIne khAkha thaI gaI A badhAnuM kAraNa hatuM. mAtra karma. AkhI duniyAne dhrujAvanAra hiTalare paNa chevaTe AtmahatyA karI... ane tene sTIla-bokSa'mAM maravuM paDayuM. kahevAya che ke hiTalarane barlinamAM zaradI thaI jatI to carcilane laMDanamAM chIMka AvI jatI. Avo AtaMka hato hiTalarano! AkhI duniyA enA nAma mAtrathI kaMpI UThatI... paNa ene kUtarAnA mote maravuM paDayuM. puNyano udaya asta thatA saunI A ja dazA thAya che. dhana-daulata paNa pUrve karelA puNyanA udayane kAraNe ja prApta thAya che. puNya ane pApa. banne "kAmaNa vargaNAnA paramANu che. e bhale pudgala che. paNa evuM vicArazo nahi ke arUpI (amUta) Atmatatvane mUrta bhautika pudgala zI rIte prabhAvita karI zake? bimArI pachI AvelI kamajorIne TALavA mATe DaoNkTaranI salAhathI levAyelA TonikanI asara thAya che ke nahi? bAtamI sevanathI mastiSka tarotAjuM bane che ke nahi? zarAba, bhAMga, athavA dArunA sevanathI nazo caDhe che ke nahi? tala-bhara poTeziyama sAInAITa tamArA caitanyane mUcchita karI nAMkhe che ke nahi? hA.. jarUra... e mRtyu paNa karI nAkhe che. eka jaDa-paramANu jo ATalI asara tamArA upara karI zakato hoya to pachI kAmaNa vargaNA' nA sUkSmatama paramANu tamArA dila-dimAga para, tamArA manomastiSka upara, tamArI vicArazakti upara, tamArA vyavahAra para, tamArA jIvana para, tamArA AtmA upara, keTalI asara karatA haze? tenI kalpanA karI juo. 44 For Private And Personal Use Only

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karmanA viSayamAM ATalI laMbANapUrvaka carcA eTalA mATe karI ke zrI indrabhUtinA nAnA bhAi agnibhUtinA manamAM 'karma' viSe zaMkA hatI. jevI rIte prabhue indrabhUtinA mananI zaMkAnuM nivAraNa karyuM te ja rIte agnibhUtinA mananI zaMkAnuM paNa prabhu mahAvIradeve suMdara rIte karI ApyuM. prabhunA samavasaraNamAM pahoMcatA ja agnibhUtinuM mana zAnA.... nirvikAra... nirdera thai gayuM. paNa sAthe sAthe emanI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna paNa prabhu kai rIte karyuM, e aMge ApaNe have pachInA prakaraNamA joizuM. * samajUtI *hAra ane jIta e manuSyanA ahaMkAranuM pratIka che. paraMtu samajUtI ke sandhi enI buddhimattAnuM cihana che. * Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir hAra ane jItano prazna pazuo vacce paNa Ubho thaI jAya che. paraMtu samajUtI jevI kalpanA paNa tyAM nathI hotI. be baLada, sAMDha, gheTA, kUtarA ane maraghA, paraspara laDatA laDatA lohI-luhANa thaI jAya che. marI jAya che. athavA to medAna choDIne bhAgI jAya che. parantu samajUtI ke zAMtithI vAtano nikAla lAvavAnuM emanA dimAgamAM nathI AvatuM. samajUtI e manuSyanI buddhinI nIpaja che. je manuSya yuddha ke jhaghaDA samaye samajUtInI bhASA nathI samajato, e mAnava ane pazumAM zo phera? netRtvanA be guNa eka jina jema pacAsa-sAiTha DabbAone potAnI sAthe laI jaI zake che. te ja rIte eka dRTha saMkalpavALI vyakti potAnI sAthe hajAro lokone laine AgaLa vadhI zake che. samAjano netA enjina jevo che. je potAnI zakti upara bharosA rAkhe che ane saunuM dhyAna rAkhe che. kayAMka paNa garabaDa thaI hoya to ene sudhAryA vagara AgaLa vadhato nathI. enjinanI jema netAmAM potAnuM sAhasa ane potAnA anugAmIo pratye vAtsalya, A be guNo ati jarUrI che. 45 For Private And Personal Use Only

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S.10 5 . ' ' pa so'pyevamAgataH zIghram, prbhunnaa''bhaassitstthaa| sandehaM tasya cittasya, vyaktIkRtyAvad vibhuH // e agnibhUti paNa e ja rIte (IndrabhUtinI jema) tyAM (samavasaraNamAM) jhaDapathI AvI pahoMcyA. prabhue e ja rIte je rIte zrI indrabhUtine saMbodhita karyA hatA, emane paNa bolAvyA ane emanA cittamAM rahelI zaMkA (karma che ke nahi) ne pragaTa karatAM kahayuM. " zautama namU! 7, sandaha stava karmaNaH? kathaM vA vedatattvArthI vibhAvali zu ? he agnibhUti gautama karmanA viSayamAM tamane kevo sarje che? vedanA tattvone tame spaSTapaNe kema samajI zakatA nathI?" vedanA je vAkyanA AdhAre tamArAmAM zaMkAe janma lIdho che, te A che. "puruSa ane sarva bhUta mAtra /" "je kAMI thaI gayuM che ane je thavAnuM che e badhuM puruSa (AtmA) ja che." A veda-vAkyamAM ga(ja) A avyaya padano artha tame e karo cho ke pazu, pakSI, manuSya, parvata vagere je koI vastuo dekhAya che e badhI "AtmA' ja che. karma, Izvara vagereno paNa A vAkyamAM koI ullekha thayo nathI eTale "a" (jakAra) padathI eno paNa niSedha thaI jAya che. parantu vedanI anya RcAo - puSyaH puSyana mati, paY: pena maNi - mAM karma (puNya-pApa) viSenuM vidhAna jovA maLe che. A hAlatamAM kharuM bIjI vAta A paNa tamane vicAravA jevI lAge che ke jevI rIte AkAzane talavAra vaDe kApI zakAtuM nathI, temaja tenA upara candanano lepa paNa karI zakAto nathI. kAraNa ke AkAza amUrta che. jayAre talavAra ane candana mUrta che. mUrtano amUrta sAthe saMyoga thaI zakato nathI. e ja rIte amUrta AtmA sAthe mUrta evA karmano saMyoga kaI rIte thaI zake? 4 . . . . . For Private And Personal Use Only

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- 7, ST A badhA kAraNe tane karmanA astitva viSe zaMkA che. A huM kharuM kahuM che ne agnibhUti kahe: "hA! prabhutame taddana sAcuM kaho cho. varSothI mArA manamAM karma viSe A zaMkA chupAyelI hatI. ene meM Aja sudhI koInI samakSa pragaTa karI na hatI. ApanI sAme paNa te viSe huM kAMI bolyo nathI. chatAM paNa tame mArA mananI vAta jANI gayA... Apa kharekhara 'sarvajJa' cho. tethI kRpA karIne mArI zaMkAnuM Apa samAdhAna karo..." prabhu mahAvIra bolyA: "he agnibhUti gautama! 'puruSa ne sarva 9 mUrti vaja mAtra" A vAkyamAM karmano koI ullekha nathI. tema niSedha paNa nathI. vAstavamAM A veda-vAkya (puruSa) jIvanI nityatA (haMmezA rahenArANA)nuM pratipAdana kare che. jIva je "" (vartamAna) che, e ja "dUta" (bhUtakALamAM paNa maujUda hatuM, ane e ja ''mAvya" (bhaviSyamAM paNa mojUdo raheze. e (AtmA) sadA raheze. zloka che: jale viSNuH sthale viSNuH, viSNu parvata-mahad / sarva-bhUtana viSNu , __ tasmAd viSNumayaM jagat // jaLa, sthaLa ane parvatanA zikhara upara viSNu che. sarva prANIomAM e vyApta che. AkhuM jagata viSNamaya che. A zlokamAM viSNunI prazaMsA che. emanA mahimAnuM varNana che. paraMtu viSNu sivAyanI anya vastuono niSedha nathI. nahi to arthAta jo AkhuM jagata viSNamaya ja hoya to "jalamAM viSNu che." Avo vAkya - prayoga paNa thaI na zake. enA badale " viSNumAM viSNu che." ema kahevuM paDe! kavi ane bhakta jayAre koInI prazaMsA kare che tyAre "atizayokti alaMkArathI bacI zakatA nathI. have bIjI vAta che. amUrtanA mUrti sAthenA saMyoganI. to e to A jagatamAM pratyakSapaNe ghaNIvAra jovA maLe che. amUrta AkAza sAthe mUrta vAdaLAno saMyoga thAya che ke nahi? mUrti madirA amUrta jIvane unmatta banAve che ke nahi? eTale kevaLa saMyoganI vAta to dUra rahI... paraMtu amUrtane mUrta prabhAvita paNa kare che. zarIra paNa mUrta che. je svastha hoya to AtmAne prasanna karI mUke che ane bimAra hoya For Private And Personal Use Only

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to AtmAne udAsa karI nAMkhe che. jevI rIte huM tamArI arUpI zaMkAne jANI gayo e ja rIte sarva jIvonA karmone paNa huM jANuM chuM. sukha-du:khanI anubhUti to tane paNa thAya che ne? e ja pratyakSa karma-phaLa che. jo ke AtmAnuM svarUpa nirmaLa che. chatAM rAga, dveSa, viSaya, kaSAya, pramAda vagere doSonA nimittathI vividha karmonuM upArjana karIne jIva enuM zubha ke azubha phaLa bhogavavA saMsAranI coryAsI lAkha yonimAM bhaTakato rahe che. pratyeka kAryanuM koIne koI kAraNa jarUra hoya che, je viSe tamArA zAstramAM lakhyuM che: "nAra"AM bhave , nA'nyakAraNa-kAraNam / anyathA na vyavasthA svAt, AryazarAyoH vavA /" kAraNa vagara koI kArya thatuM nathI (jemake mATI vagara ghaDo banato nathI.) bIjA kAraNathI paNa kArya thatuM nathI. (pANIne valovavAthI ghI maLatuM nathI.) kArya ane kAraNanI A vyavasthA ulaTI paNa thaI zakatI nathI. athatuM pahelA kArya thaI jAya ane pachI enuM kAraNa Ave, evuM kadI banatuM nathI. (ghImAMthI mAkhaNa, mAkhaNamAMthI dahIM, dahImAMthI dUdha ane dUdhamAMthI chAsa banI zakatuM nathI.) saMsAramAM koI rAjA che, to koI raka! koI svAmI che, to koI dAsa! koI svastha (nIrogI) hoya che, to koI bimAra! koI bALaka hoya che, to koI vRddhI koI puruSa che, to koI strI! koI sarvAga sundara hoya che, to koI apaMga lUlA-laMgaDA-AMdhaLA-kANo-kUbaDo...nakaTo... bahero) koI sukhI hoya che, to koI du:khI! koI mAlika che; to koI nokara! koI mahelamAM rahe che, to to koI ghAsanI jhUMpaDImAM! A tamAma je viSamatA jovAmAM Ave che, e eka kArya che, to tenuM koIne koI kAraNa to avazya hovuM ja joIe. je A bhinnatA athavA viSamatAnuM kAraNa che, enuM ja nAma che. karma AthI ja karmanuM astitva che. prabhunI sAra garbhita vANI sAMbhaLIne agnibhUtinA manano saMzaya dUra thaI gayo. zubha karma (puNya) nA udayathI kayA prakAranI anukULatAo pedA thAya che, e aMge eka laukika draSTAMta jaNAvuM chuM. 48 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-- para zeTha maphatalAlanA pitAno svargavAsa thaI gayo. teo bahu nAmAMkita vaidya hatA. rogIonI sevA karIne teo ghaNuM dhana kamAyA hatA. paraMtu emanA putramAM evI yogyatA na hatI. prekaTIza barAbara cAlI nahi. pitAjIe upArjeluM dhana paNa, aMjalimAM rahelA jaLanI jema, dhIra dhIre pUruM thaI gayuM. paristhiti evI AvI paDI ke khAvAnA paNa sAMsA thaI gayA. jo koI vaidya koInA ghare jatA to sArA mahollAnA mANaso bhegA thaI jatA ane manamAMne manamAM kahetA ke yamarAjanA A moTA bhAIne koNe bolAvyo? vaidyarAja! namastubhyaM, yamajyeSTha-sahodara! yamastu harate prANAn, vaidyaH prANAn dhanAni ca // hi vaidyarAja! he yamarAjanA moTA bhAI! tamane namaskAra thAo. kema ke yamarAja jayAre Ave che tyAre te to mAtra prANa harI jAya che, jayAre tame to prANa ane dhana bane laI jAo cho.] kahe che: peTa ko narama, pAMva ko garama, tira. rahI kaMs | phira yadi DaoNkTara Aye to, mAro hasato ThaMDA ! Aje to paristhiti eTalI hade badalAI gaI che ke divasamAM dasa vAra paNa koInA gharamAM DaoNkaTara AvI jAya ke koI marI paNa jAya to paNa mahollAnA ke paDosanA mANasone bhegA thavAnI phurasada ja nathI hotI. mauta ATaluM sastu thaI gayuM che!! astu. A ja zaheramAM gaMgA nAmanI eka DosI rahetI hatI. enA peTamAM ghaNA divasothI darda thaI rahayuM hatuM. eNe vicAryuM. vaidyarAjanA dIkarA maphatalAle kAMIka to potAnA bApa pAsethI jJAna meLavyuM ja haze!! to lAvane, eka vAra ene ja jaIne maLI lI. DosI vaidyarAjanI pAse AvI. peTanA dardanI phariyAda karI. maphatalAlane jANa hatI ke pitAjI koI paNa rogIne maLa-zuddhi mATe triphaLA cUrNanI paDIkIo sauthI pahelA ApatA. peTano maLa sApha thaI jatAM bIjI davAonI asara jhaDapathI thatI. 49 For Private And Personal Use Only

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DosIne to peTanI ja takalIpha hatI. AthI maphatalAlabhAie triphaLAnA cUrNanI traNa paDIkIo banAvIne khApI dIdhI. ane kahayuM ke; "garama pANInI sAthe eka eka paDIkI savAre uThatAM ja namaNAM phoThe roja lai levI. pachI pAMca kalAka sudhI kAMi paNa khAvuM nahi. Ama karazo to peTanuM darda jarUra maTI jaze." DosIe barAbara te ja pramANe karyuM. ane peTanuM darda kharekhara gAyaba thai gayuM. maphatalAlano puNyodaya jAgI gayo hato. emane have vagara paisAnI pracAraka maLI gai. A DosI jayAM jatI tyAM A ja vAtano pracAra karatI ke mArA peTanuM darda mAtra traNa ja paDIkInA prabhAve kevI ajaba rIte chumantara thai gayuM...! maphatalAlabhAi bahu kuzaLa vaidya che... vagere." eka vAra eka kumbhAranuM gadheDuM khovAi gayuM. e paNa maphatalAlanI pAse jai pahoMcyo. ane bolyo: "jo ApanI pAse evI koi davA hoya to te Apo ke jenAthI mAro khovAyelo gadheDo pAcho maLI jAya." maphatalAle ene paNa traNa paDIkI ApI dIdhI. ane kahayuM ke, "garama pANInI sAthe lai lejo." pahelI ja paDIkI letA ene saMDAsa javAnI zaMkA thai. e to loTo laine vastIthI dUra gAmanApAdare gayo. jayAM te zauca mATe beTho,tyAM ja thoDe dUra beThelo eno gadheDo ene maLI gayo.khuza thaine e ene ghare lai Avyo. gadheDo kAMi vilAyata nahoto gayo!!! pelI bAju gaMgA ane A bAju kuMbhAra - have be pracAraka maLI gayA. be-cAra divasamAM to AkhuM zahera jANI gayuM ke vaidya maphatalAlanI davA bahu asarakAraka che. vAta phelAtI phelAtI rAjamahela sudhI pahoMcI. tyAM eka rANI joDe rAjA prema karato na hato. rANIe dAsI dvArA vaidyarAjane rAjamahelamAM bolAvyA. ane emanI samakSa potAnI samasyA rajU karI. vaidha maphatalAla to kevaLa eka ja ilAja jANatA hatA. rANIne paNa eNe triphalA cUrNanI traNa paDIkI ApI dIdhI. ane kahI dIdhuM ke, "AnA prabhAvathI rAjA Apane vaza thai jaze. ApanI sAthe pahelAnI jema prema rAkhatA thai jaze." vaigha cAlyA gayA. rANIe paDIkIo levA mAMDI. khUba jhADA thavAthI rANI kamajora paDI gai ane teNI khATalAvaza banI. mantrIoe rAjAne salAha ApI ke ApanI rANI mRtyu. zayyA para paDI che; AthI Ape ene maLavA javuM joie. motanA bichAne paDelA duzmanane paNa loko mApha karI de che. 50 For Private And Personal Use Only

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. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 1. tyAre A to ApanI dharmapatnI che. ApanA javAthI ene AzvAsana maLaze ane zAntithI te potAnA prANa choDI zakaze. Apa maLavA nahi jAo ane jo te marI gaI to loko to ema ja kaheze ke Apa tene prema nahotA karatA, e du:khanA kAraNe ja tenuM mota thayuM che. A rIte ApanI bhayaMkare badanAmI thaze. AnAthI ulaTuM jo Apa enA aMta-samaye ene maLavA jazo to lokomAM ApanI Ijjata vadhaze." rAjAne mastrIonI vAta jacI gaI. te rANIne maLavA gayo. rANIe A vAtane pelI paDIkIono prabhAva mAnyo. ane dhIre dhIre te svastha thavA lAgI. be varSathI te rAjAnA darzana mATe talasatI hatI. Aje rAjAne sanmukha AvelA joIne prema ane harSanA atirekamAM enI AMkho AMsu vahAvavA lAgI. rAjAnuM hRdaya paNa dravita thaI gayuM. emanI AMkho paNa bhInI thaI gaI. eNe potAnA durvyavahAranI rANI samakSa mAphI mAMgI. banne vaccenI kaDavAza khatama thaI gaI. ane tenA badale prema jAgRta thayo. rANInA AgrahathI maphatalAlane "rAjavaidya"nuM viruda ApavAmAM AvyuM. rAjanA bhaMDAramAMthI ene sAruM evuM vetana ApavAnuM zarU karAyuM. keTalAka divaso pachI eka duzmana rAjAe pAMca hajAra sainikonI vizALa senA dvArA enA rAjayane ghero ghAlyo. guptacaro dvArA te duzmana rAjAe pahelethI ja bAtamI meLavI lIdhI hatI ke A rAjAnI pAse mAtra traNa hajAranuM sainya che. ethI ja te rAjA potAnI sAthe pAMca hajAra sainikone lAvyo hato. dumana rAjAe A nagaranA rAjAne sardezo mokalAvyo ke, "kAla bapora sudhImAM tamAre mArI hakUmatano svIkAra karI levo nahi to yuddha karIne tamAruM rAjaya AMcakI levAmAM Avaze." rAjAe A sanDezo sAMbhaLatAM ja potAnA matrIo vagerenI imarjansI miTIMga' (tAkIdanI traNA) bolAvIne vicAra-vimarza karyo ke "duzmana rAjAne zo uttara mokalavo?" tyAM koIke sUcana karyuM ke, "vaidyarAjanI paNa A viSayamAM salAha levAmAM Ave to temAM khoTuM zuM?" rAjAe saMmatti ApI. vaidyarAja maphatalAlane bolAvIne pUchavAmAM AvyuM ke: "pAMca hajAra sainikone sAthe laIne zatru rAjAe nagarane ghero ghAlyo che. ApaNI pAse kula sainiko mAtra traNa hajAra che. A avasare zatrune harAvIne ApaNI AbarU bacAvavAno ApanI pAse koI rasto hoya to batAvo." vaidyarAjane to Aja dina sudhI triphaLA cUrNanI paDIkIonA baLa upara ja 51 A For Private And Personal Use Only

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saphaLatA maLatI rahI hatI. AthI ahIM paNa te ja paDIkIono upayoga karavAnI salAha ApatA emaNe kahayuM: "jo Aje ApaNI senAnA pratyeka sainikane rAtanA samaye be-be kalAkanA AMtare garama pANI sAthe eka eka paDIkI traNa vAra ApavAmAM Ave to mArA khyAla pramANe A saMkaTa TaLI jaze." Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir barAbara te ja pramANe karavAmAM AvyuM. rAtre be vAge, cAra vAge ane cha vAge eka eka paDIkI dareka sainike garama pANI sAthe lai lIdhI. pariNAma e AvyuM ke badhA sainikone jhADA chUTayA. loTA lai-laine dareka sainika traNa-traNa vAra zauca mATe nagaranI baha javA lAgyA. A bAju zatru rAjAnA senApatie potAnA keTalAka sainikone gaNatarI karavA mATe goThavI dIdhA hatA. jayAre saMkhyA nava hajAranI thai gai tyAre potAnA rAjAne sUcanA mokalavAmAM AvI ke: "ApaNA guptacaro dvArA traNa hajAra sainiko ja hovAnI je sUcanA ApaNane pahelA maLI hatI te khoTI hatI. kemake nava hajAra sainikonI gaNatarI to ame karI cUkayA chIe. AnAthI vadhAre paNa sainiko hovAnI zakyatA che. AthI jo ApaNe yuddha karazuM to ApaNI hAra nizcita ja che." A sAMbhaLIne zatru rAjA yuddha karyA vagara ja bhAgI gayo. nagara upara AveluM saMkaTa TaLI gayuM. vaidharAjanuM bhAre sanmAna karavAmAM AvyuM. zubha karmono udaya thatAM ja cAre bAju A rIte anukULatAo ja prApta thatI jAya che. seMTatI dukAne jaine tame bhale seMTa kharIdo nahi, chatAM enI sugandha to tamane maLe ja che. e ja rIte sAdhu-saMtonA sAnnidhya-mAtrathI tamane mananI zAMti cokkasa maLe che. ane jayA sAdhu-saMtonA paNa ArAdhya deva sarvajJa prabhu mahAvIra virAjamAna hoya tyAM pahoMcavAthI to kevI parama zAMti prApta thAya? enuM varNana to anubhavI paNa na karI zake. kemake zabdonA mAdhyamathI te AnandanI abhivyakti thai zakatI nathI. para For Private And Personal Use Only

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zubhakarmonA udayathI anukULatAo ja prApta thAya che ema nahi, paraMtu bilakula ulaTI bAbatane paNa te sulaTAvI de che. UMdhuM paNa sIdhuM thai jAya che eka udAharaNa joie. koi anubhavI dvArA A sAMbhaLyuM ke Apano puNyodaya prAraMbha thai gayo che. eTale eka mANase sIdhA rAjAnI pAse jaine emanA gAle eka tamAco ThokI dIdho. rAjAno muguTa tatkALa jamIna upara paDI gayo. aMgarakSake sipAione hukama karyo ke, "hAthakaDI paherAvIne A duSTane kaida karI lo. kemake ANe mahArAjAne apamAnita karIne je aparAdha karyo che, e akSamya che. daMDa karavA yogya che." Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir paraMtu e ja vakhate rAjAe kahayu: "A mANasane eka lAkha rUpiyAnuM inAma ApIne ene sanmAnapUrvaka vidAya Apo. kemake A mANase tamAco mArIne mAro jAna bacAvyo che. sAMjanA samaye mAlIe phulono guladasto bheTa Apyo hato. emAM sApanuM eka baccu pesI gayuM hatuM. meM e guladasto mArA muguTa upara (mAthA upara) rAkhI dIdho hato. "tamAco lAgatAM jevo mAro muguTa nIca paDayo ke tarata ja meM pelA sApanuM baccuM bahAra nIkaLatuM joyuM. jo A mANase tamAco mArIne muguTa pADI nAMkhyo na hota to sApanA baccAnA DaMkhathI mArA prANa nIkaLI jAta. AthI ja A daMDano nahi, paNa inAmano adhikArI che." eka lAkha rUpiyAnuM inAma meLavIne e mANasa prasannatA pUrvaka potAnA ghare pAcho pharyo. sUryano udaya jayAre thAya che, tyAre loko ene namaskAra kare che. paraMtu jayAre asta thAya che, tyAre koi enI tarapha jhAMkhatuM paNa nathI. ane na to koi e jANavAno prayatna kare che ke enA zu hAla-havAla che? kahayuM che ke.... tribhirvarSaistribhirmAsai e ja rIte jayAre zubha karmono udaya thAya che; puNyano 'ranIMga pIrIyaDa' cAlu hoya che; tyAre badhA loko namaskAra kare che. sanmAna Ape che. parantu jayAre azubha karmono udaya thAya che; puNyarAzi pUrI thai jAya che; tyAre koi pUchatuM paNa nathI. mitra paNa sAmethI Avato haze to te paNa moM chupAvIne galImAMthI nikaLI jaze, evA DarathI ke, "maLatAnI sAthe ja e enI muzIbatonAM dodaNAM raDIne kAi ne kAMi mAgaze.' 53 For Private And Personal Use Only

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stribhiH pkssstribhirdinH| atyugrapuNya pApAnA - miheva labhyate phalam // traNa varSamAM traNa mahinAmAM traNa pakhavADiyAmAM, athavA traNa divasamAM atyanta ugra evA puNya ane pApanuM phaLa ahIM ja maLe che. keTalAka varSo pahelAM jayAre huM rAjasthAnamAM hato, e samayanI A ghaTanA che. madrAsathI eka zrAvaka peTI-bistaro laIne potAnA mA-bApane maLavA mATe rAjasthAna Avyo. je gAmamAM e raheto hato, e sTezanathI. traNa kilomITara dUra hatuM. je sTezane ene utaravuM hatuM, te paNa ghaNuM nAnuM hatuM. jayAre Trena e sTezane pahoMcI, e samaye rAtanA bAra vAgyA hatA. amAsanI aMdhArI rAte traNa kilomITara pagapALA cAlIne potAnI janmabhUmi vALA gAmamAM pahoMcavuM e ghaNuM khatarAbharyuM hatuM. eNe sTezana mAstarane potAnI takalIpha samajAvatAM kahayuM "sara! mArI pAse jokhama che. mArI peTI peTI kalArka rUmamAM rAkhI devAmAM Ave to huM mAro bistaro kholIne veTIgarUmamAM ArAmathI sUI zakuM." sTezanamAstare kahayuM: "jotA nathI? A nAnuM sTezana che. kalArkarUma to moTA sTezano para hoya che. ahIM to veITIMga rUmathI kAma calAvavuM paDaze. mAro khyAla che, Apa A rUmamAM naciMtapaNe sUI zako cho. kemake savAra sudhImAM bIjI koI Trena AvavAnI nathI. AthI bIjo koI musAphara tamane DisTarba' karavAno nathI. tame peTI tamArA takiyAnI pAse rAkhIne ArAmathI sUI jAo." zrAvaka rUmamAM ekalo hato. bistaro kholIne te enA para sUI gayo. peTI potAnI pAse ja rAkhI hatI. A bAju "mArI pAse jokhama che." A vAkya sTezanamAstaranA dilamAM saLavaLATa jagAvI dIdho. eNe vicAryuM peTImAM vIsa-paccIsa hajAranI thokaDIo to haze ja. athavA to sonAnA jhaverAta haze. jo A peTI koI paNa rIte mArA kabajAmAM AvI jAya to mAre A nokarI karavAnI jarUra ja na rahe. jevI rIte A zeTha madrAsathI dhana kamAIne potAnA gAma jaI rahayA che, e ja rIte huM paNa mArA gAma jaIne mArA mAtA-pitAnI sAthe rahI zakIza. ghaDapaNamAM emanI sevA paNa karI zakIza. prasannatAthI parivAranI sAthe mAruM 54 S For Private And Personal Use Only

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bAkInuM jIvana ArAmathI vItAvI zakIza. saMtAnonA lagna vagerene patAvI zakIza. paraMtu peTI upara kabjo zI rIte maLe? hA... eka ja moTuM pApa karavuM paDe... A peTInA mAlikane parama dhAma pahoMcADI devo paDe... basa pachI to majhA ja majhA Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir manamAM beimAnI dhUsI. pApa pravezyuM. magaja sakriya banyuM. hatyAno upAya paNa sUjhI gayo. nizcaya karyo ke A pApamAM koi garIbane sAthI banAvIne enA dvArA AnI hatyA karAvavI. sTezananI pAse ja keTalAka hirajanonA ghara hatA. tatkALa sTezanamAstara eka rijananA ghare gayA. tyAM ekAMtamAM besIne ene saghaLI yojanA samajAvI: "eka kAma huM tane soMpI rahayo chuM. sTezana para veTiMgarumamAM eka muragho sUto che. ene halAla karavAno che. rAtanA be vAge ahIMthI eka mAlagADI pasAra thaze. eka vAge ja e lAzane ApaNe pATA upara lai jaine rAkhI daizuM. AthI kesa durghaTanAno banI jaze. peTI huM meLavI laiza. emAM zeThanI saghaLI kamANI rAkhelI che. kholyA pachI je kAMi maLaze, temAMthI pAMcaso bhAga huM tane inAma tarIke ApI daiza. jo temAMthI pAMca hajAra rUpiyA nIkaLaze to eka hajAra tane ApIza. jaladI nirNaya kara. nahi to huM bIjA koi mANasa dvArA A kAma karAvI laiza. kAma karavuM hoya to uThAva chUrI ane cAla mArI sAthe." lobhaH pApasya kAraNam // [lobha e pApanuM kAraNa che.] harijana pelA zeThanI hatyA karavA taiyAra thai gayo. eNe kahayuM: "ThIka che. mane ApanI zarata maMjUra che. samajI lo ke tamAruM kAma thai gayuM. huM chUrInI dhAra teja karIne hamaNAM ja aDadho kalAkamAM AvI pahoMcuM chuM Apa pahoMco sTezana para." aDadhA kalAka pachI hirajana potAnI charI dhAradAra karIne veTiMga rUmamAM pahoMcyo. ane tyAM sUtelA mANasanuM peTa nirdayatAthI cIrI nAMkhyuM. pachI lAzane uThAvIne pATA upara pheMkI dIdhI. sTezana mAstarane namaskAra karIne te potAnI jhUMpaDImAM cAlyo gayo. ane kaheto gayo ke have AgaLanA kAmanI javAbadArI tamArA para che. kAle mane mAruM inAma maLI javuM joie. sTezana mAstare peTI uThAvIne potAnA rumamAM rAkhI dIdhI. aDadho kalAkamAM ja bistaro tyAMthI haTAvIne kamarAne dhoine sApha karAvI nAMkhyo. jenAthI 55 KE For Private And Personal Use Only

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lohInA koI DAgha dekhAya nahi. pachI potAnA rUmamAM jaIne sUI gayo. barAbara be vAge mAlagADI AvI. jinanI lAITamAM DrAIvare joyuM ke pATA upara koI mANasa paDelo che. tethI tenA manamAM zaMkA jAgI ke koie koI mANasanuM khUna karI nAkhIne lAzane pATA upara nAkhI dIdhI haze evuM to nahi hoya ne? jo ema banyuM haze to nakAmo jUTho kesa mArA nAme maMDAI jaze! eNe gADIne beka mAravAnuM zarU karI dIdhuM beka lagAtAra mAravAnA kAraNe dhIre dhIre gADIe lAza pAse AvatAM to rokAI gaI. nIce utarIne DrAIvare joyuM to spaSTa thaI gayuM ke mAmalo to khUnano ja che. tarata ja eNe sTezanamAstarane jagADayo. ane kahyuM: Apa AvIne juo. koIe hatyA karIne lAzane TrenanA pATA upara nAkhI dIdhI che. polisane bolAvo. paMcanAmuM karAvo. ane lAzane bAju para haTAvI lo. e pachI ja huM mAlagADI AgaLa vadhArIza." sTezanamAstare kahayuM: "mane sakhata UMgha Ave che. tame lAzane eka bAju haTAvIne gADI AgaLa vadhAro. ame tamArI viruddha koI pagaluM nahi laIe." gArDa paNa AvI gayo. eNe kahayuM "juo. ame kAnUna viruddha koI kAma nahi karIe. tame AvIne ekavAra mAmalo joI lyo ane samajI lo." sTezana-mAstaranI AnAkAnI ane bahAnAbAjI cAlI na zakI. ane ene UThIne tyAM javuM ja paDayuM jayAM lAza paDelI hatI. prakAzamAM jayAre lAzano cahero sTezanamAstare joyo to te chAtI-mAthA kUTato jora jorathI raDavA lAgyo: "hAya! hAya! A to mAro ja dIkaro che. dhananI lAlacamAM AvI jaIne meM ja enI hatyA karAvI nAMkhI. mArA jevo pApI bIjo koNa haze? mAruM pApa mane ja DUbADI gayuM! dhikkAra che mArI jAtane!" A rIte vilApa karavAthI sArI pola pakaDAI gaI. pApa pragaTa thaI gayuM. ane potAnA beTAnI hatyA karAvavAnA gunA heThaLa ene tathA pelA harijananebannene jelamAM javuM paDayuM. paraMtu A rIte adalA-badalI zI rIte thaI gaI? eno vicAra karIe. jayAre pelA harijane chUrInI dhAra teja karavA mATe aDadhA kalAkano samaya mAMgyo hato, tyAre ja eka paDosI harijanane dayA AvI gaI. eNe cupacApa badhI vAta sAMbhaLI lIdhI hatI. kahe che ne ke, "mAranAra karatAM bacAvanAranA hAtha vadhAre lAMbA hoya che. mAranAranA be hAtha hoya che to bacAvanAranA hajAra hAtha hoya che." pa6 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrAvakanA puNyano udaya hato. eNe (puNyodaye) ja paDosI harijanane prerita karyo. te tatkALa UThIne veTiMgarumamAM pahoMcyo. zeThane uThADIne ene izArAthI bahAra bolAvyo ane pUchyuM: "zeThajI! tame tamArA prANa bacAvavA cAho cho ke tamAruM dhana?" zeThe kahayuM: "huM to prANa ja bacAvavA cAhuM ne! dhana to hAthano mela che. jIvato rahIza to ghaNuM ya kamAi laiza. paraMtu... tame A badhuM kema pUchI rahayA cho? vAta zuM che? jarA sApha sApha jaNAvo." pelA sajjana hirajane kahayuM: "zeThajI! A sTezanamAstara atyaMta dagAkhora che. eNe mArA paDosI hirajananI sAthe maLIne tamArI hatyA karavAnuM SaDyantra racyuM che. pelo hirajana chUrInI dhAra teja banAvIne dasa-paMdara miniTamAM ja ahIM AvavAno che. jo Apa Apano prANa bacAvavA cAhatA ho to peTI-bistaro ahIM ja choDIne cupacApa mArI sAthe mArA ghare cAlo. ane rAta tyAM ja vItAvajo. "savAre huM gAmanA lokone bhegA karIne sTezanamAstara pAsethI ApanI peTI Apane pAchI apAvI daiza. parantu A samaye ahIM rahevAmAM khataro che. Apa cAlo. SaDyantranI gaMdha AvI jatAM mArA antarAtmAe ja mane a. U pAse AvavAnI preraNA ApI ane huM cAlyo Avyo. samajI lo ke tamAruM bhAgya sAruM che. ane tamAruM AyuSya lAMbu che." zrAvaka e sajjananI sAthe dabAte pagale enI jhUMpaDImAM cAlyA AvyA. phATelI-tUTelI jevI paNa pathArI enA gharamAM hatI, te pAtharI ApIne enA upara zeThane sUvaDAvI dIdhA. ' A bAju sTezanamAstarano putra gAmamAM bhajavanArA eka nATakane jovA mATe pitAjInI anumati laine, nATaka jovA gayo hato. te nATaka joine pAcho potAnI sAyakala para rAtre pAcho pharyo. eNe vicAryuM: * ghare jaine mAne jagADavI, enA karatAM veTiMgarumamAM ja sUi jaine rAta pasAra karI dauM! veTiMgarUmano daravAjo paNa khullo hato. Torca (beTarI) dvArA joyuM to bistaro paNa lagAvelo ja hato. teNe vicAryuM: 'pitAjI paNa kevA dayALu che!! emaNe pahelethI ja mArA mATe ahIM bistaro lagAvIne taiyAra rAkhyo che. jethI nATaka joine pAchA pharatAM mane moDuM thai jAya to ahIM ja ArAma karI zakuM.' eNe sAyakala veTiMgarumamAM rAkhI ane bistarA upara sUi gayo. thAkalo to 57 For Private And Personal Use Only

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hato ja. AthI paDatAMnI sAthe ja sakhata UMgha AvI gaI. ane tyAra bAda je ghaTanA banI e to ApaNe pahelAM joi gayA chIe. zrAvakanI peTI sTezanamAstaranA rumamAMthI maLI gai. te ene ApI devAmAM AvI. peTI laine te rAjI-khuzIthI potAnA ghare pahoMcyo. sTezanana choDatAM pahelAM eNe pelA sajjana harijanane ucita inAma paNa ApyuM; jeNe khare avasare AvIne potAno jAna bacavyo... potAne navuM jIvana ApyuM...! kahevAno Azaya e che ke ApaNe jevuM karma karIe chIe, tevA ja zubha ke azubha phaLane pAmIe chIe. - Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 'yA nIkha tathA bham |" jevuM bIja ApaNe vAvIe... tevuM ja phaLa ApaNe pAmIe chIe. bAvaLanA bI vAvIe to AMbAnuM phaLa prApta thatuM nathI. kharAba karmanuM sAruM phaLa ane sArA karmanuM kharAba phaLa kadApi nA maLe. pratyeka prANI kAM to sukhano anubhava kare che; kAM to duHkhano! sukha zubha (puNya) karmanA udayathI maLe che. ane du:kha azubha (pApa) karmanA udayathI maLe che. AthI ja jo sukha ane duHkhanuM astitva che to karmanuM astitva paNa che ja. bIjI vAta e che ke jo koi nAma (saMjJA) hoya to te nAmavALo padArtha paNa avazya hovAno. "ka" evo zabda che. te asaMyukta (saMyoga vagaranuM) zuddha pada che. nAma che. to karma-pada vAcya artha ("karma" nAmanuM koI tattva) paNa avazya che; ema mAnavuM joie. jevo zrI agnibhUtino saMzaya nirmULa thayo, ke tarata ja temaNe paNa prabhunA caraNomAM AtmasamarpaNa karI dIdhuM. dIkSA lIdhI. ane prabhunA ziSya banI gayA. agnibhUtinA pAMcaso vidyArthIoe paNa temanI sAthe ja pravrajayA (dIkSA) lIdhI. prabhue agnibhUtine paNa "tripadI"nuM jJAna ApyuM. e jJAna pAmIne emaNe paNa kAMdazAMgInI racanA karI. amer 58 For Private And Personal Use Only

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: - pota-potAnA ziSyonI sAthe indrabhUti ane agnibhUti nAmanA potAnA banne moTA bhAIo dIkSita thaI gayAnA samAcAra sAMbhaLIne vAyubhUti paNa potAnA pAMcaso vidyArthIone laIne samavasaraNa tarapha cAlI nIkaLyA. paraMtu indrabhUti ane agnibhUtinA manamAM je kSobha hato; te emanA aMtaramAM na hato. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa emane to manamAM ne manamAM prasannatAno anubhava thaI rahayo hato. teo vicAratA hatA ke: "cAlo, sAruM thayuM. sarvajJa prabhunA darzana ane sAnnidhyano je sundara avasara AvI maLyo che, enAthI to mArA hRdayamAM varSothI chupAyelI zaMkAnuM paNa avazya samAdhAna thaI jaze. ane huM paNa mArA vaDIla badhuonI jema prabhu mahAvIradevano ziSya banIne jIvanane dhanya banAvIza." najadika AvelA vAyubhUtine prabhue kahayuM "he! vAyubhUti gautama! vedanI je cAnA vAstavika arthane ne samajI zakavAnA kAraNe tArA hRdayamAM zaMkA utpanna thaI gaI che, te A pramANe che. vijJAnaghana evaM tebhyo bhUtebhyaH samutthAya, tAnyevAnu vinazyati, na pretyasaMjJAsti / tuM A vAkyathI Ama samajI beTho che ke, pAMca mahAbhUtomAMthI utpanna thayelo jIva pAcho emAM ja vilIna thaI jAya che. zarIra paNa evuM ja che. AthI ja je zarIra che, e ja jIva che. ane je jIva che e ja zarIra che. jIva ane zarIramAM koI bheda nathI, paraMtu te banne abhinna (eka ja) che. " tyAtti" arthAtuM maryA pachI jIva ke zarIra koInuM astitva rahetuM nathI. bIjI bAju vedamAM A vAkya paNa Ave che: satyena labhyastapasA hayeSa brahmacaryeNa nityaM jyotirmayo hi zudhdo yaM pazyanti dhIrAH saMyamAtmAnaH // arthAt "dhIrajavALA saMyamI puruSo A AtmAne, je nitya prakAzamaya che ane zuddha che, tene satya, tapasyA ane brahmacarya dvArA prApta karI zake che. ane jue che." A RcA dvArA spaSTa jaNAya che ke AtmAnuM zarIra karatAM juduM astitva "A paristhitimAM vAstavikatA (hakIkata) zI che? zarIrathI jIvane judo mAnavo ke eka ja? Avo sanDeha tArA manamAM chupAyelo che. barAbara che ne?" ja For Private And Personal Use Only

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T vAyubhUtie kahayuM "dhanya che prabhu! koInA kahayA vagara ja Ape mArA hRdayamAM chupAyelI zaMkAne jANI lIdhI. A zaMkAne dUra karavAnI Apa kRpA karo. huM ApanA zaraNe Avelo chuM. mane pUro vizvAsa che ke Apa mane nirAza nahIM ja karo." mahAvIradeve kahayuM ? vAyubhUttiA vedanI e RcAmAM (vinayana.) je kahayuM che te, jIva athavA zarIranA vilIna thaI javAnI vAta aMge nathI kahayuM, paraMtu AtmAnA paryAya tarIke je vastu sApekSa jJAna thAya che, tenA ja utpatti ane vinAza aMge kahevAyuM che. "je vastu sAme Ave che, tenuM ApaNane jJAna thAya che. pachI bIjI vastu sAme AvatAM ja te bIjI vastunuM jJAna utpanna thAya che ane pahelI vastunuM jJAna e vastunI sAthe ja vilIna (dUra) thaI jAya che. AtmA kayAre ya vilIna thato nathI. kAraNa ke bIjI vastunuM jJAna ApaNane enAthI ja (AtmA dvArA ja) thAya che.). "mRtyu thatAM A zarIra pAMca mahAbhUtomAM maLI jAya che; jIva nahIM. e jIva to A bhavamAM karelA zubha ane azubha karmonuM phaLa bhogavavAne mATe navo deha dhAraNa kare che. AthI ja " no navo ane sAra" jIva judI che. ane zarIra paNa juduM che. bannenuM juduM juduM astitva che. zarIrarUpI mahelamAM jIva nivAsa kare che. jema mahelamAM rahenAro rAjA e svayaM kAMI mahela nathI. rAjA ane mahela judA judA che. e ja rIte zarIramAM rahenAro AtmA pote ja kAMI zarIra nathI. te to zarIrathI judo che. "maDadAmAM lAzamAM) zarIra to jemanuM tema ja hayAta che. 2 ju jIva nathI. AnAthI paNa bannenuM judApaNuM siddha thAya che. "zuddha (asaMyukta = saMyoga vagaranA) nAma vALI vastu paNa avazya hoya che. "jIva' ane 'zarIra' A banne alaga-alaga nAma che. AthI ja A zabdonA vAcyArtha (jIva ane zarIra) nuM paNa alaga-alaga astitva avazya "jIvatI avasthAmAM je zarIra ceSTAvALuM che, ane saDatuM nathI. e ja maDaduM banI jatAM nizcaSTa banIne saDavA lAge che. zarIrane ceSTavALuM rAkhanAra ane saDavAthI bacavanAra AtmA che. dUdhamAM ghInI jema zarIramAM jIva che jema dUdhamAM ghI anumAna dvArA jANI zakAya che. e ja rIte ceSTAvALA zarIramAM jIva anumAna dvArA samajI levuM 60 ja For Private And Personal Use Only

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joIe." zaMkAnuM samAdhAna thatAM ja vAyubhUtie paNa pAMcaso vidyArthIonI sAthe prabhune Atma-samarpaNa karI dIdhuM ane dIkSA lIdhI. prabhue "tripadI" nuM jJAna ApIne tene potAnA trIjA gaNadharapade pratiSThita karyA. "tripadI" (upa vA vigameI vA ane dhuveI vA) nA AdhAra upara vAyubhUtie paNa dvAdazAMgInI racanA karI. IndrabhUti, agnibhUti ane vAyubhUti A traNe sahodara (eka ja mAtAnA saMtAna) bhAI hatA. diggaja paDita hovA chatAM paNa pota-potAnI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna thaI jatAM e traNee prabhu mahAvIranuM ziSyapaNuM svIkArI lIdhuM che. A vAta cothA paMDita vyaktane jayAre sAMbhaLavA maLI ke tarata ja prasannatApUrvaka eNe paNa potAnA pAMcaso vidyArthIonI sAthe samavasaraNa tarapha prayANa karyuM. prabhue kahayuM: "vyakta! je veda-vAkyanA AdhAra para paMca mahAbhUtanA astitvanA viSayamAM tane saMdeha thayo che, te vAkya A pramANe che: svapnopamaM vai sakalaM ityeSa brahamAvidhirajjasA vizeyaH // [cokkasapaNe A badhuM ja svapna sarakhuM che, A bahama (paramAtmA) ne prApta karavAnI vidhi zIgha samajavA jevI che.] "A vAkyathI tuM ema samajI beTho che ke pRthvI vagere pAMca mahAbhUta svapnanI jema asat che. avidyamAna che. galata che. kemake jema svapta paNa dekhAya che chatAM sAcuM hotuM nathI. e ja rIte pAMca mahAbhUta paNa dekhAtA bhale hoya paraMtu emanuM astitva nathI. "sAthe ja vedamAM vaLI "cchI , rela(pRthvI devarUpa che. jala devarUpa che.) vagere vAkyo dvArA pRthvI vagere pAMce ya mahAbhUtonI sattA (astitva)nuM pramANa paNa maLe che. "A sthitimAM sAcuM zuM? pAMca mahAbhUtonuM astitva che ke nathI? AvI zaMkA tArA hRdayamAM varSothI chupAyelI rahelI che. barAbara che ne?" vyakta bolI UThayA: "hA... hA.. prabho! A ja zaMkA kharekhara mArA manamAM chupAyelI che, je mane parezAna karI rahI che. enuM nirAkaraNa karIne Apa mArA upara upakAra karo." tyAre prabhue kahayuM "vyaktI "vano maM te saja" vagere je vedavAkya che, emAM jagatanA kaMcana, kAminI (strI), zarIra vagere padArthonI 61 Co For Private And Personal Use Only

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anityatAno ja saMketa karavAmAM Avyo che; tete padArthonA abhAvano nahi, jagatanA saghaLA saMbaMdho kSaNika che. saMsAranA samasta sukho vinAzI che. asthira che. A prakAranI jANakArI vairAgyane majabUta banAve che. ane AthI ja ene brahmavidhi - paramAtmAne meLavavAnuM athavA jAte ja paramAtma-svarUpa banavAnuM sAdhana kahevAmAM AveluM che. "vaLI svapna svayaM sat (bhAvarupa) che. AthI ja sakaLa padArthone asat (avidyamAna = abhAvarUpa) mAnI zakAya nahi. "jo sakaLa (saghaLA) padArtho asat (khoTA) hoya; abhAvarUpa hoya; to pachI cAra vedone paNa asat (avidyamAna) mAnavA paDaze. ane je vedavAkyanA AdhA2e tane zaMkA jAgI che tene paNa asat mAnavI paDaze. e rIte jo mAnIe to, tArI zaMkA paNa ApoApa nirasta banI jAya che. nakAmI siddha thaI jAya che. "AthI ja te veda-vAkya abhAvanuM sUcaka nathI. paraMtu anityatAno bodha ApanAruM che. je pRthvI vagere pAMce mahAbhUta badhAyane pratyakSa dekhAya che; ane svapnanI jema asat (abhAvarupa) mAnavA e naryuM ajJAna che." A sAMbhaLIne mahApaMDita vyakte paNa potAnA pAMcaso vidyArthIonI sAthe Atma-samarpaNa karI dIdhuM. ane prabhue sahune dIkSA ApI. vyaktane paNa prabhue "tripadI"nuM jJAna ApIne cothA gaNadhara tarIke prasthApita karyA. vyaktajIe paNa pahelA traNa gaNadharonI mAphaka dvAdazAMgI"nI racanA karI. dhanya banI gayuM; emanuM jIvana! vai pAMcamA mahApaNDita sudharmAjI paNa potAnA pAMcaso vidyArthIonI sAthe potAnI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna prApta karavA mATe samavasaraNamAM jai pahoMcyA. emane jotAM ja prabhue kahayuM: "he sudharmA! je vedavAkyanA AdhAra para tane zaMkA thai, te A prakAre che: "puruSo maiM puruSatvamazrute pazu: pazutvam / / '' A vAkyathI tuM ema samaje che ke puruSa marIne para-janmamAM puruSa ja thAya che. ane pazu marIne navA janmamAM pazu ja thAya che. jema ghauM vAvavAthI ghauM ja pedA thAya che. ane caNA vAvavAthI caNA, AMbo vAvavAthI AMbo maLe che ane lIMbu vAvavAthI lIMbu. paraMtu vedamAM bIjI eka jagyAe kahayuM che: 'zUrAno vai khAte ca, te puruSo te / / '' (je puruSane bALI naMkhAya che, te ziyALa bane che.) AnAthI siddha thAya che ke puruSa pazu paNa bane che. dara For Private And Personal Use Only

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"A sthitimAM hakIkata zuM che? banne vAto paraspara virIdhI che. AthI banne sAcI to na ja hoya. kai cAne sAcI mAnavI ane kai RRcAne jUThI mAnavI? A ja che ne tArI zaMkA?" tyAre sudharmAjIa kahayuM: "hA! prabhu! Apa satya pharamAvI rahayA cho. mArA hRdayamAM A ja zaMkA che. mane samaja nathI paDatI ke puruSa marIne ziyALa banI zake che to Ama kema kahevAmAM AvyuM che ke "puruSa marIne puruSa ja thAya che ane pazu marIne pazu ja thAya che." banne vAkyone saMgata zI rIte karavA? jo pahelI cAno artha samajavAmAM mane koi bhrama thayo hoya to Apa vAstavika artha samajAvIne mAro saMzaya dUra karavAnI kRpA karo." tyAre prabhu mahAvIre kahayuM: "he sudharmA! puruSo maiM puruSatvamanute pazuH pazutvam / / '' A vedavAkyano Azaya A che ke mANasa paNa jo saraLatA, mRdutA vagere guNothI yukta jIvana jIve to pharI manuSya bane che. ane pazu paNa jo pramAda, krUratA vagere durguNothI mukta na bane to marIne pharIthI pazu thAya che. Ano (A vAkyano) Azaya Avo nathI ke mANasa marIne mANasa ja thAya ane pazu marIne pazu ja thAya. jo Ama na hoya to, "mANasa marIne ziyALa bane che." AvuM vedavAkya ghaTI zake ja nahi. "bIjI vAta A che ke AMbo vAvavAthI AMbAnuM jhADa thAya ane lIMbu vAvavAthI lIMbunuM. AvI je dalIla tArA magajamAM sthira thai gai che, te paNa barobara nathI. kemake mANasanI viSThAmAM kIDA pedA thAya che. ane gAyanA chANamAM vIMchI janme che. "AthI ja ema mAnavuM joie ke je jevo vyavahAra kare che te ja pramANe te navA janmamAM pazu agara mANasa bane che. je mANasa banavA icchato hoya eNe mANasane yogya guNone apanAvavA joie. nahi to tene mRtyu pAmIne pazu banavuM paDaze. A ja preraNA te RcA dvArA ApavAmAM AvelI che." A sAMbhaLIne potAnI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna thai jatAM sudharmAjIe paNa prabhunA caraNomAM jIvananuM samarpaNa karIne cAritra aMgIkAra karyuM. temanI sAthe ja temanA pAMcaso vidyArthIoe paNa dIkSA lai lIdhI. prabhu dvArA devAyelI "tripadI"nA AdhAra para temaNe paNa "dvAdazAMgI"nI racanA karI. prabhue temane pAMcamA gaNadhara banAvyA. chaTThA mahApaNDita maNDitajI paNa potAnA sADA traNaso vidyArthIonA 63 For Private And Personal Use Only

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samudAyanI sAthe prabhunA samavasaraNamAM pahoMcI gayA. prabhue temane kahayuM: "he maNDita! je vedavAkyanA AdhAre bandha ane mokSanA viSayamAM tane zaMkA jAgI che, te A prakAre che: "saha viSNuLo vimurtta vaghnata, saMtati, mute, movati vAtA' [te A viguNa evo vibhu nathI baMdhAto, na to saMsAramAM janma-maraNa kare che, na to mukta thAya che ke na to bIjAne mukta kare che.] "A vAkyanA kAraNe tuM ema samaje che ke, jIvane bandha ane mokSa hotA nathI. barAbara che ne?" maNDite kahayuM: "jI hA! A ja che mArI zaMkA. kRpA karIne Ama tenuM samAdhAna karI mArA upara kRpA karo." prabhue kahayuM: "A veda-vAkyamAM rahelA "viguNa" ane "vibhu" A be zabdonA artha upara tAruM dhyAna nathI gayuM. "viguNa"no artha che: (1) triguNAtIta. arthAt satva, rajas ane tamas A traNa guNothI para athavA (2) viziSTa guNothI sampanna athavA (3) vigata (naSTa) thai gayA che chadmastha avasthAnA guNo jemanA... Ane "viguNa" kahevAya. arthAt siddhapada pAmelA siddhonA viSayamAM ahIM vAta cAlI rahI che. kAraNa ke siddho (viguNa) ja mAtra AvA "vibhu" che. vibhu eTale vyApaka. arthAt kahevaLajJAna dvArA jeo vizvavyApaka che. AvA viguNa ane vibhu (siddho) ja karmathI rahita hovAthI na to karmathI baMdhAya che. na to janma-maraNanA cakkaramAM paDe che. teo mukta paNa thatA nathI. kAraNa ke je bahna (baMdhAyelo) hoya te ja mukta thAya che. siddho to pahelethI ja mukta thai cUkyA che. je mukta ja che. tene vaLI (pharIvAra) mukta thavAnI zI jarUra? ane teo bIjAone mukta karatA paNa nathI. (teo arihaMta avasthAmAM paNa kevaLa muktino mArga batalAve che. e mArga para cAlanAra jIva svayaM ja mukta banI jAya che.) jayAM sudhI saMsArI zarIradhArI jIvono savAla che, tyAM sudhI to zubha-azubha karmonA anusAre saMsAramAM janma-maraNa pAme che. karmothI baMdhAya che. ane aMte mokSa paNa pAme che. AthI ja karmono bandha ane mokSa - bannenuM astitva che ja. jo A banne na hoya to mokSanA prarupaka saghaLA dharmazAstro, saghaLo dharmopadeza, ane saghaLA 64 For Private And Personal Use Only

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dhArmika kAryo nakAmA sAbita thaI jAya. puNya-pApanA phaLa svarUpa pratyakSa anubhavamAM AvatA sukha ane du:kha paNa asatya Thare. bIja ane aMkuranI jema jIva ane karmano sambandha anAdi kALathI che. jIva karma dvArA zarIrane meLave che ane zarIra dvArA pharI karmane bAMdhe che. ane karoLiyAnI jema potAnI meLe ja jALo banAvIne jAte ja tenAmAM phasAI jAya che. baMdhAya che. tathA sudeva-suguru ane sudharmanI bhakti-sevA dvArA AtmAnI zuddhine pAmIne svayaM ja mokSane paNa pAme che." prabhunI vANI dvArA potAno saMzaya nirmaLa thaI jatAM maNDitajIe paNa potAnA ziSya-samudAyanI sAthe prabhunuM zaraNa svIkArI lIdhuM. dIkSA lIdhI. ane prabhue ApelI "tripadI" nA AdhAra upara "dvAdazAMgI"nI racanA karIne jIvanane saphaLa banAvyuM. zAMti kyAM che? eka samATe eka yuvakanI vIratA joIne ene manavAMchita varadAna mAMgavA A kahayuM. yuvakaeN kahayuM: "mAre dhana joituM nathI. kAraNa ke mArA pitA dhana to ghaNuM mUkI gayA che. pratiSThA paNa mAre joItI nathI; kAraNa ke mArI vIratAne kAraNe e to svayaM mane maLI rahI che. mAre sattA paNa joitI nathI. kAraNa ke e to mArA zAsakanA hAthamAM surakSita che. mAre to mAtra "zAnti' joIe che." yuvakanI mAMgaNI sAMbhaLIne samrATa to hataprabha thaI gayo ane bolyo: OK bhAI! e to mArI pAse paNa nathI." chatAM eNe potAnuM vacana pUrNa karavA mATe potAnA kuLadevatAne yAda karyA. pachI samrATa ane pelA yuvakane laIne kuLadevatA eka yogI pAse pahoMcyA ane enI samakSa pelA yuvakanI mAMgaNI rajU karI. yogIe smita veratAM kahayuM "o bhoLA prANI! zAMti vaLI kayAMka bahArathI maLavAnI che? jayAMthI azAMti pedA thAya che, tyAMthI ja zAMti maLaze. zAMtinI khoja mATe bahAra nahi, tArI andara ja najara kara. tArA hRdayamAM ja sAttinuM mULa che. e ApI zakAtI nathI. jAte ja meLavavI paDe che. are! meLavavI paNa nahi, mAtra anAvRtta ja karavI paDe che." yuvaka, samrA ane kuLadevatAne e yogInA caraNomAM praNAma karyA. ane zAntinuM bodhasUtra pAmIne sahu pota-potAnA sthAne pAchA pharyA. phaN For Private And Personal Use Only

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11 have sAtamA mahApaMDita mauryaputrano vAro Avyo. emanI pahelAM cha paMDitoe jayAre pota-potAnA saMzayone dUra karIne dIkSA lIdhI, tyAre teo bhalA, pAchaLa kema rahI zake!! potAnA sADA traNaso vidyArthIonA samudAyane sAthe laine teo paNa prasannatApUrvaka samavasaNamAM jai pahoMcyA. prabhue kahayuM: "he maurya putra! vedamAM eka vAkya che: "ne khAnAti mopamAn cIrvALAnuM phandrayama dhruve vaLAvIna'' [indra, yama, kubera, varuNa, vagere mAyopama devone koNa jANe che? A vAkyanA kAraNe tuM ema samaje che ke devonuM koi astitva nathI. mAyA (indrajALa athavA jAdU) nI jema teo dekhAya che kharA; paraMtu hakIkatamAM teo nathI. "sAthe ja vedamAM bIjI jagyAe ema kahayuM che ke: sa Sa paLamAnoDatA svarNo, ati. te A yajJa sAdhanavALo yajamAna zoghra lokamAM jAya che.] kemake svargalokamAM devono nivAsa che. AthI devonuM astitva mAlUma paDe che. yudho "AthI ja tArA manamAM zaMkA che ke devonuM astitva mAnavuM ke nahi? barAbara ne?" mauryaputra kahe: "hA. prabho! Apa kharekhara sarvajJa cho. varSothI mArA manamAM devonA astitva aMge zaMkA ghumarAya che. e manamAM ne manamAM mane khaTakyA kare che. A zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karIne Apa mane anugRhIta karo." prabhu mahAvIra kahe che: "he mauryaputra! devonA astitvanA viSayamAM tArI zaMkA nirarthaka che. kemake A samavasaraNamAM tuM devone pratyakSa joi ja rahayo che. pratyakSane mATe bIjA koi pramANanI jarUriyAta rahetI ja nathI. "vedanA e vAkyamAM devone mATe je "mAyopaman'' vizeSaNa mUkyuM che, eno Azaya e che ke devonuM sukha paNa zAzvata nathI. ''kSIne mukhya martyano vizanti' jayAre emanuM puNya samApta thAya che, tyAre devalokanA tyAga karIne teo mAnavalokamAM praveza pAme che. ahIM (martyalokamAM) utpanna thAya che. "jema mAyA (jAdU) nA dazya anitya che, tema devalokanA sukha paNa anitya che. devalokanuM ja dhanya (ochAmAM ochuM) AyuSya dasa hajAra varSanuM che, ane utkRSTa (vadhumAM vadhu) AyuSya tetrIza sAgaropama che. 66 For Private And Personal Use Only

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"AyuSya pUruM thatAM devaloka anivAryapaNe chUTI ja jAya che. paraMtu A vAtane "ne nAnAti?' koNa jANe che? koNa AnA upara dhyAna Ape che moTA bhAganA loko to devalokane pAmavA mATe ja jIvana-bhara zAstravihita puNyakArya karatA rahe che. zAzvata sukhane ApanAra mokSane mATe ghaNA ochA loko dharma karatA hoya che. jeo devalokanI anityatAne oLakhe che, teo ja mokSa mATe dharmanI ArAdhanA kare che. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir "devalokanI prApti kayA kayA kAryothI thAya che? enuM vistAra-pUrvakanuM vidhAna vedomAM maLe che. tethI te paNa devalokanA astitvanuM ja eka pramANa che. saMsAramAM sarvathA sukhI koi nathI. sukha paNa che. ane du:kha paNa che. sukha puNyanuM phaLa che. ane dU:kha pApanuM. ekalA pAponuM phaLa bhogavavA mATe naraka che. eja rIte ekalA puNyonuM phaLa bhogavavA mATe paNa koi sthAna hAvu joie. e ja svarga che. mauryaputra kahe che: "prabho! devo to svecchavihArI hoya che. to paNa ahIM (mAnavalokamAM) prAyaH AvatA ja nathI. enuM kAraNa zuM?" tyAre prabhu mahAvIradeva javAba Ape che: "he mauryaputra! ahIM vAraMvAra na AvavA mATe devone aneka kAraNo che. mukhya kAraNo A che: (1) ahIM (mAnavalokamA) AvavA mATe khAsa prayojana vAraMvAra hotuM nathI. (2) svargalokanI tulanAmAM (sarakhAmaNImAM) martyaloka emane gamato nathI. A loka to temane du:kho ane durgandhathI bharelo lAge che. mauryaputra pUche che: "prabho! te kayA kAraNo che ke je kAraNoe deva ahIM Ave che. prabhu kahe che: "vatsa! devone AvavA mATenA keTalAka kAraNo A pramANe che: (1) tIrthaMkaradevonA janma, dIkSA, kevaLajJAna, nirvANa vagere mahotsavane ujavavA mATe. (2) samavasaraNanI racanA mATe. (3) kevaLajJAnIone pUchIne potAno saMzaya miTAvavA sAruM (4) mamatAnA kAraNe pUrvabhavanA sagA-vahAlAne maLavA mATe. (5) koine ApelA vacanane pUruM karavA mATe. (6) viziSTa tapa, anuSThAna, mantra vagerene AdhIna hovAthI bhaktone maLavA mATe. (7) krIDA ane kautakane mATe. 67 For Private And Personal Use Only

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(8) sAtvika strI-puruSonI dhArmikatAnI parIkSA mATe. AvA ja prayojanonA lIdhe devo kayAreka kayAre ahIM Ave che. nahIMtara nahi." prabhunuM vacana sAMbhaLIne mauryaputra saMzaya rahita banyA. Aje paNa lAkho mANasone devonA viSayamAM saMzaya che. te saMzaya tyAre maTI jAya che; jayAre koi camatkAra dekhADanAra maLI jAya che. sAdhanAthI ja siddhi maLe che. mArA eka mitra che. emaNe seMkaDo vyaktionI sAme eka prayoga karI dekhADayo. paccIza-trIsa phuTa dUra eka moTuM vAsaNa rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. vAsaNa bilakula khAlI hatuM. koie potAnA gharethI lAvIne rAkheluM hatuM. pachI te bolyA: "jene je vastunI jarUra hoya, te mAMgI le.' dasa mANasoe alaga-alaga dasa vastuo mAMgI. mitranA kahevAthI eka kapaDA dvArA e vAsaNa DhAMkI devAmAM AvyuM hatuM. eka sekanDa pachI kahevAmAM AvyuM ke: 'kapaDuM haTAvIne jeNe jeNe je je vastu mAMgI che, tene tene te te vastu ApI do.' e moTA vAsaNamAM te dase vastuo hAjara hatI; jenI pahelAM mAMgaNI karavAmAM AvI hatI. tyAMnA eDizanala kalekTara paNa e prayoga joi rahayA hatA. teo bolyA: 66 A koi Trika (cAlAkI) paNa hoi zake che. jo tame mArI icchita vastu maMgAvI Apo to huM mAnuM ke deva tamArA vazamAM che.)) mitre kahayuM: "kaho. Apa kai cIja maMgAvavA cAho cho?" kalekaTare kahayuM: "mArI amuka cIja gharanA. sephamAM rAkhelI che ane tenI cAvI mArI pAse che. zuM Apa tene ahIM maMgAvIne batADI zakazo?" mitre mAMDa aDadhI miniTa dhyAna lagAvyuM haze ane potAnI muTThi kholIne batalAvatAM kahayuM: "A ja cIjane, tamArI?" emaNe tarata kAna pakaDayA ane teo nAstika maTIne Astika banI gayA. A to mArI AMkho sAmenI ghaTanA che. mitre mane sArI bAbata sarasa rIte samajAvI. bahu ja saraLa prakriyA che; jemAM bahu thoDI sAdhanAnI jarUrata paDe che... mAtra ame amArI sAdhujIvananI maryAdAnA kAraNe te badhuM karI zakatA nathI. eka udAharaNa rASTrapati-bhavananuM che. A sana 1954nI ghaTanA che. je 68 For Private And Personal Use Only

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"dharmayuga" ane "TAImsa opha inDiyA"mAM prakAzita thaI cUkI che. DaoN. rAjendraprasAda e samaye rASTrapati hatA. ane paMDita javAharalAla naherU pradhAnamaMtrI hatA. banne e vakhate rASTrapati-bhavanamAM upasthita hatA. eka vyaktie DaoN. rAjendraprasAdane kahayuM "Apa uparanA mALe jaIne eka kAgaLa upara kAMI paNa lakhI Avo. huM Apane batAvI daIza ke Ape zuM lakhyuM che?" barAbara e ja rIte karavAmAM AvyuM. sIlabaMdha kavaramAM pote lakhelo kAgaLa upara ja rAkhIne rASTrapatijI nIce AvI gayA. A vyaktie eka kAgaLa uThAvIne te pUruM meTara barAbara e ja pramANe lakhIne emanA hAthamAM ApI dIdhuM. jANe enI kArbana kopI ja hoya paMDita naherue pUchyuM: bhalA. batAvo to kharA. A meTara tame hUbahU kevI rIte lakhI ApyuM" te vyaktie kahayuM: "jema ApanuM eka sAyansa (vijJAna) che, tema amAruM paNa sAyansa che. amAruM vijJAna Apa nahi samajI zako." paM. naherUjIe kahayuM: "zuM tame mArA mananA vicAro pakaDI zako cho?" te mANase kahayuM: "bilakula. juo. huM ApanA mananA vicArone eka kAgaLa upara lakhIne ApI dau chuM. Apa vAMcI lejo." e samaye naherujInuM mana bahu caMcaLa hatuM. AvA caMcaLa manane pakaDavAmAM e mANasane thoDI muzkelI jarUra paDI. paraMtu koI paNa rIte naherunA mananA vicArone teNe kAgaLa upara lakhIne ApI dIdhA. kAgaLa vAMcIne naherujI atyaMta cakti thaI gayA. emaNe potAnA mananI ekAeka thayelI caMcaLatAnI vAtano paNa svIkAra karyo. AvI ghaNI vyaktio mArA paricayamAM che, jemane AvI alaga alaga siddhio prApta thayelI che. rASTrapati-bhavananI ja bIjI eka ghaTanA che. e samaye lAla bahAdUra zAstrI pradhAnamaMtrI hatA. ane rASTrapati padane zobhAvatA hatA DaoN. rAdhAkRSNan. eka pAMca varSanA bAhmaNa bALake tyAM sahunI samakSa udAtta, anudAtta svaronI sAthe vedanI aneka RcAone moMDhe saMbhaLAvI dIdhI hatI. ene saghaLA veda kaMThastha hatA. moTA-moTA paMDitoe e bALakanA mukhethI RcAonuM uccAraNa kupha sAMbhaLIne Azcarya ane prasannatA vyakta karI hatI ane kahayuM hatuM ke vika 'ATalI sarasa rIte to vedanA pAThone ame paNa bolI zakatA nathI. hajI For Private And Personal Use Only

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te nAnA bALakane lakhatA to AvaDatuM ja na hatuM. paraMtu bolavAmAM paNa te azuddhi karato hato. paraMtu vedonA pATha te bahu ja zuddha bolato hato. pUrva bhavanA saMskArono A prabhAva hato. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir A prasaMga dvArA AtmAnI nityatA ane enA punarjanmanI siddhi thAya che. eka ghaTanA mahArASTranI sAMbhaLo. kolhApuranI pAse icalakarajI nAmanA gAmamAM eka zrAvaka rahetA hatA: zrI rupacaMdajI. teo sAMgalI-beMkanA DAyarekTara hatA. bhaNelA-gaNelA ane buddhimAna mANasa hatA. emaNe eka navuM makAna banAvaDAvyuM hatuM; rahevA mATe ja. jayAre bahAra pharavA mATe makAnanI bahAra saghaLA loko nIkaLI jatA tyAre emanA bhavanamAM (makAnamAM) acAnaka Aga lAgI jatI. A rIte hajAro rUpiyAnI kiMmatano sAmAna baLI gayo hato. nipANInA nivAsI DI.sI. zAhe mane kahayuM: "mahArAja! zrI rupacaMdajInA navA baMgalAmAM koi bhUta-pretanuM cakkara che. eno Apa koi upAya karo. jethI nirbhaya ane nizcaMta banIne teo zAMtithI tyAM rahI zake." mArA jIvanamAM pahelA Avo koi prasaMga Avyo na hato. to paNa huM tyAM gayo. moTo AlizAna baMgalo hato. zrAvaka rupacaMdae baLelI cIjo batAvI. emaNe kahayuM: "A upadravathI amArA piravArane koi takalIpha nathI. paraMtu jevA ame rUma baMdha karIne bahAra jaie chIe ke acAnaka ja cIjavastuomAM Aga lAgI jAya che. pharnicara baLI gayuM. TI.vI. saLagI gayuM. pAsaporTa guma thai gayo. ghaNuM nukasAna thayuM che. ame jo ahIM rahevAnuM choDI daie to ATalA sundara baMgalAne koi eka rUpiyAmAM paNa kharIdavA taiyAra nahi thAya. AthI amAre ja ahIM rahevuM paDe che." meM kahayuM: "ApanI bhUmi azuddha haze athavA ahIM koinI lAza daTAyelI haze. tame tapAsa calAvo ane A vAtanI mAhitI meLavo.'' myunisipAlaTInA junA rekorDo jotA e vAtano patto lAgI gayo... kharekhara e jagyAe koinI kabara daTAyelI hatI. mAruM anumAna sAcuM nIkaLyuM. meM temane kahayuM: "zAMtisnAtra bhaNAvaDAvo ane eka cabUtaro banAvaDAvIne enA para cirAga jalAvo. cirAgathI pIra-phakIro bahu khuza thatA hoya che. enAthI enA AtmAne saMtoSa thai jaze." barAbara e ja upAya ajamAvAyo. upadrava baMdha thai gayo. zAntisnAtrathI 30 For Private And Personal Use Only

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teno (mRtakano) AtmA zAnta thai gayo. cirAgathI te saMtuSTa banI gayo. AvA to ghaNA prasaMgo che. keTalA tamane saMbhaLAvuM? jo koi evo paricita mANasa maLavA AvI caDhaze, to huM tamane te 'prekaTIkala' dekhADIza. potAnI AMkho dvArA camatkAra joyA bAda tamane sahune devonA astitva upara vizvAsa jAmI jaze. devonA astitvanA viSayamAM saMzaya dUra thatAM ja zrI mauryaputre paNa potAnA sADA traNaso vidyArthIonI sAthe prabhunA caraNomAM temanuM ziSyapaNuM svIkArI lIdhuM. ane prabhu dvArA apAyelI "tripadI"nA AdhAra upara emaNe paNa "dvAdazAMgI"nI racanA karI. prabhunA sAtamA gaNadhara-pade zrI mauryaputrajI prasthApita thayA. AThamA paMDita apitajI paNa samavasaraNamAM pahoMcyA. prabhue temane kahayuM: "he apita! "ma haiM kai tva naje nAgara-santi" [maryA pachI narakamAM nAraka nathI.] ane "nAro vai Na gAvate H zurAntamannAtiyA'' [je zudranuM anAja khAya che, te nAraka bane che.] AvA be paraspara virodhI veda-vAkyonA kAraNe tArA manamAM A saMzaya utpanna thayo che ke vAstavamAM nAraka (narakamAM rahenAro jIva) hoya che ke nathI hoto? barAbara che ne?" apitajI bolyA: "hA... prabho! Apa to mArA hRdayamAM rahelI mAtra zaMkA ja nahi paraMtu te zaMkAnuM kAraNa paNa jANo cho. Apa kharekhara sarvajJa cho. mArI zaMkAnuM nirAkaraNa karIne Apa mane upakRta karo." - prabhue kahayuM: "A veda-vAkyano Azaya e che ke, narakamAM nArakonA jIvana paNa zAzvata nathI. karmanA phaLane bhogavI lIdhA bAda emane naraka choDavI paDe che. "Ano Azaya A paNa che ke nAraka (narakano jIva) mRtyu pAmIne nAraka banato nathI. je rIte atyaMta puNya karIne tenuM phaLa bhogavavAnuM sthAna devaloka che, te ja rIte atyanta pApo karI-karIne tenuM phaLa bhogavavAnuM sthAna naraka che. "vaLI indriya- pratyakSanI apekSAe atIndriya pratyakSa vadhAre prAmANika hoya che. makAnano jharokho kazuM nathI joto; makAnano mAlika ja jue che. jene atIndriya-pratyakSa thayuM che, teo ja narakanuM varNana kare che. "bIjI vAta A che ke haMsa siMha vagerenuM pratyakSa badhAne kAMi AsAnIthI 71 For Private And Personal Use Only

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P3Y, " (saraLatAthI) thatuM nathI. to paNa tene koI apratyakSa (parokSa) nathI mAnatuM. kemake "koIka to e badhAnuM pratyakSa karI cUkayuM che. tame paNa duniyAnA saghaLA deza, samudra, nagaro, gAma vagere tamAmane joyelA nathI. to paNa bIjAoe je vastunuM pratyakSa kareluM hoya che, tene tame paNa pratyakSa ja mAno cho. "A ja vAta nArakanA viSayamAM paNa svIkAravI joIe. nAraka mane pratyakSa dekhAI rahayA che. tethI teno tamAre paNa svIkAra karavo joIe." A badhuM sAMbhaLatAM ja akaeNpitajIno saMzaya paNa maTI gayo. potAnA traNaso vidyArthIonI sAthe temaNe prabhunuM zaraNa svIkArI lIdhuM prabhue te tamAmane pravajayA (dIkSA) ApI. tyAra bAda arthApatajIne "tripadInuM jJAna ApyuM. enA AdhAre emaNe paNa dvAdazAMgInI racanA karI. prabhue emane AThamA gaNadhara-pade sthApita karyA akapitAjInuM jIvana dhanya banI gayuM emane ApaNA koTiza; vandanI vizvAsaghAta "dago koIno sago nathI." A kahevata prAya: satya che. je vyakti bIjAne dago Ape che, te jAte ja dagAmAM phasAIne potAnuM ahita karI bese che. eka vyaktie "sarpadaMzanA Ijekzana kADhayA. soLa rUpiyA kiMmata rAkhI. to paNa te sArA cAlyA.. lokone tenAthI phAyado thayo.. bIjA eka mANase enA ja mAkanI nakala karIne nakalI Ijekazana kADhayA. ane te ATha rUpiyAmAM vecavA lAgyo. have pahelA naMbaranA mANasano dhaMdho baMdha paDI gayo. eka divasa nakalI Ijekazana banAvanArAnA dIkarAne ja sarpe daMza dIdho. have pelA asalI Ijekazana to kayAMya maLatA ja na hatA. AthI nakalI Ijekazana lagAvavuM paDayuM. paraMtu teno dIkaro bacyo nahi. tyAre pelo bApa mAthuM paTakIne rovA lAgyo: "hAya! hAya" mAruM pApa mane ja bharakhI gayuM jhas 7ra For Private And Personal Use Only

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atha puNye sandigdhaM, uce vibhuryathArtha, 12 dvijamacatma bhrAtaraM vibudhamukhpam / Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vedArthaM kiM na bhAvayasi ? [acalabhrAtA nAmanA brahmaNa mahApaMDitane jemane puNyanA viSayamAM sandeha hato - prabhu mahAvIre kahayuM: "tame vedavAkyano artha sArI rIte (vAstavika Azaya) kema samajatA nathI? navamA mahApaMDita 'acalAtA' paNa potAnA traNaso vidyArthIonA samudAyana sAthe laine potAno saMzaya dUra karavA mATe prabhuzrI mahAvIra svAmIjInA samavasaraNamAM jaI pahoMcyA. kevaLajJAnanA prabhAve teo sahunA mananI zaMkAne AdhAra-pUrvaka sArI rIte jANI letA hatA. acalabhrAtAnA mananI zaMkAne jANIne teozrI bolyA: "he saumya! vedomAM eka jagyAe lakhyuM che: puruSa veva sarva pad mUrta vacce mALanuM "arthAt" je kAMi thayuM che ane je kAMi thavAnuM che... te badhuM je puruSa (AtmA) ja che." AnAthI spaSTa thAya che ke puNya nAmanI koI cIja (tattva) nathI. "paraMtu vedamAM bIje kayAMka lakhyuM che: ''pukhta pujyena varmaLA." [pavitra kAryathI puNya utpanna thAya che. AnA dvArA puNyanI vAta kahevAmAM AvI che. AnAthI tArA manamAM zaMkA jAgI che ke puNya tattva vAstavamAM che yA to nathI? barAbara che ne?" ke acalabhAtA: "he prabhu! tame to antaryAmI cho. varSothI mArA aMtastalamAM chupAyelI mArI zaMkAne Ape kharekharI oLakhI lIdhI. huM samajuM chuM ke vyakti jema jema pApa tattvathI mukta thato jAya che tema tema te sukha pAmato jAya che. ane jayAre saghaLA pApothI te mukta banI jAya che, tyAre te anaMta sukha athavA mokSane pAme che. Ama jayAre mAtra pApatattvane ja mAnavAthI ja kAma cAlI jAya che, tyAre nakAmuM puNya tattva mAnavAnI ane A rIte eka navuM tattva svIkAravAthI zo lAbha?" prabhue kahayuM: "he vatsa! te veda-vAkyamAM puruSa (AtmA)nI prazaMsA karavAmAM AvI che. ene traikAlika (traNe kALamAM rahenAra) nitya amara mAnavAmAM Avela che. paraMtu temAM niSedha koino, ya karavAmAM Avela nathI. 73 For Private And Personal Use Only

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"jo te vedavAkyamAM puNyatattvano ullekha nathI, to niSedha paNa nathI ja. emAM evuM kyAM lakhyuM che ke puNyatattva nathI? jo puNyatattvanuM astitva ja na hota ke to AgaLa vadhatAM "mukhya puSyena varmaLA' AvuM vedavAkya zA mATe lakhyuM? jema apavitra kAma karavAthI pApa thAya che, tema pavitra kAma karavAthI puNya paNa thAya che. "AtmA nitya che. te anitya zarIra dvArA saMsAramAM bhaTakato sacita puNya ane pApanA AdhAre sukha ane du:kha bhogave che. jayAre jayAre vyakti puNya karma kare che, tyAre tyAre enI paDo AtmA upara jAmI jAya che. ane jayAre jayAre mANasa pApakarma kare che, tyAre tyAre enI paNa paDo AtmA upara kramaza: jAmatI jAya che. navA janmamAM zarIra to navuM maLe che. paraMtu puNya ane pApanI paDo thI yukta AtmA to teja rahe che. e bhavamAM jayAre puNyanI paDo khule che (puNyano udaya thAya che.) tyAre AtmAne anukuLa paristhitionI sAthe sAthe sukha prApta thAya che. ane jayAre pApanI paDo khule che tyAre AtmAne pratikULa paristhitionI sAthe sAthe du:kha prApta thAya che. jema pApanuM phaLa bhogavavuM anivArya che. anivArya che. eka lokhaMDanI beDI che to banne ja che. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir tema puNyanuM phaLa bhogavavuM paNa bIjI sonAnI. paraMtu baMdhana to "jema potAnA khullA zarIra para telanI mAliza karIne koi vyakti saDaka para besI jAya to telanA pramANe puNya ane pApanI raja coMTayA kare che. je rAga-dveSathI mukta banI jAya che, enA AtmA para karmanI raja coMTatI nathI. "pApano saMpUrNa kSaya thavA chatAM paNa AtmA upara puNyanI raja coMTelI hoya to ene bhogavavA mATe AtmAne devalokamAM janma levo paDe che. AthI A tAro bhrama che ke kevaLa pApa tattva ja mAnavAthI kAma cAlI jAya che." A rIte prabhunA vacano dvArA sandeha dUra thai jatAM acalabhAtAe paNa potAnA vidyArthI-samUhanI sAthe prabhunA caraNomAM jAtane arpaNa karI dIdhI ane cAritra lIdhuM. acalabhAtAne prabhue "tripadI" ApI. enA AdhAre temaNe "dvAdazAMgI"nI racanA karI. prabhue temane navamA gaNadhara tarIke pratiSThita karyA. atha parabhava sandigdhaM, metArya nAma paNDitapravaram / 74 For Private And Personal Use Only

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uce vibhuryathArtha, vedArtha kiM na bhAvayasi? pichI... jemane paralokanA astitvanA viSayamAM sandaha hato, e paMDita pravara metAryane prabhue kahayuM: "vedono vAstavika artha tame kema samajI zakatA nathI? vAstavika artha samajavAthI ja tamArA manano sadeha dUra thaI zakaze. nahi to nahi.] dasamA mahApaDita metArya paNa potAnA traNaso vidyArthIonA samudAyanI sAthe prabhunA samavasaraNamAM pahoMcI gayA. tyAre prabhue temane kahayuM: "he metAyI tane paraloka che ke nahi? tevI zaMkA che ne? A zaMkA tArA manamAM je vedanA, padonA kAraNe utpanna thaI che. te A pramANe che: "vijJAnaghana evaitebhyo bhUtebhyaH samutthAya tAnyevA'nuvizyati, na tyadiDali. " [vijJAnaghana (AtmA) pRthvI vagere pAMca mahAbhUtomAMthI utpanna thaIne temAM ja vilIna thaI jAya che. maryA pachI koI saMza (astitva) hotuM ja nathI.] paraMtu A veda-vAkyano vAstavika (sAco) artha A che ke jJAnanA paryAyo zeyanA parivartananI sAthe sAthe parivartita thayA kare che. A vedanA vAkyamAM paralokano niSedha nathI. eka anumAna pramANe che: "gati parovara, cAcAnuvcheH " paralokanuM astitva che. kemake Ihaloka (A vartamAna bhava nI anyathA upatattio saMbhava nathI. arthAt A vartamAna bhava tenA vagara ghaTI zakato nathI. A loka che te paraloka paNa hovo joIe. jema tame cho to tamArA pUrvaja (pitA, pitAmaha vagere) paNa hovA ja joIe. bALaka janma pAmatAM ja stanapAnane mATe pravRtta thAya che. stanapAnanuM zikSaNa ene koNe ApyuM? amuka umara thatA vAsanAnI pravRtti e paNa pUrvabhavanA saMskAronuM pariNAma che. "pUrva-bhava na mAnatA jIvonI sthitimAM je viSamatA che, enuM kAraNa koI paNa rIte ghaTI zakatuM nathI. pUrvabhavamAM bAMdhelA zubha ane azubha karmo ja te viSamatAnuM kAraNa che. AthI ja pUrvabhava che. ane jo pUrvabhava che to parabhava 75 For Private And Personal Use Only

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che paNa che, jemAM A bhavamAM bAMdhelA karmonA zubha ane azubha pariNAma bhogavAya che. A rIte bhUtakALanA anaMtAbhavo ane pratyeka bhavanI pachIno bhava (uttarabhava) paralokarUpe siddha thAya che." prabhunA A vacano sAMbhaLIne paMDitarAja metAryanA manano saMzaya maTI gayo. potAnA traNaso vidyArthIonI sAthe temaNe paNa prabhune zirasAvattha karIne temanuM ziSyapada svIkArI lIdhuM. prabhue "tripadI"no bodha Apyo. tyAra bAda temaNe paNa "dvAdazAMgI"nI racanA karI. prabhue potAnA saMghamAM temane dasamA gaNadhara tarIke sthApita karyA. tyAra bAda mahApaDita prabhAsajIe vicAryuM ke, "jayAre dasa-dasa vidvAnoe sarvajJa prabhu mahAvIranI pAse pahoMcIne pota-potAnI zaMkAonuM samAdhAna prApta karyuM to pachI huM ekalo zA mATe pAchaLa rahI jAu? zA mATe huM paNa nirvANa (mokSa) saMbaMdhI mArI zaMkAnuM temanA dvArA nivAraNa na karI lauM? ane huM paNa temanI jema kalyANapaMthano pathika banI jAuM?" A vicArane amalamAM mUkavA mATe teo potAno traNaso vidyArthIonA samudAyanI sAthe dhUmadhAmathI samavasaraNa tarapha cAlI nIkaLyA. prabhue "prabhAsane jotAnI sAthe ja kahayuM: "he prabhAsa" "nAma nA nikSetra" (athavA A je agnihotra che, ene hamezAM karatA rahevuM joIe.) agnihotra (yajJa)nuM phaLa svarga che. AthI ja zAstranI AjJA anusAra AjIvana agnihotra ja karavAthI svargathI vadhAre koI phaLa maLe tema nathI. svargane ja antima prAptavya (pAmavA yogya vastu) mAnI levAnuM rahe che. to pachI nirvANa kone maLe? ane zI rIte maLe? "agnihotrathI nivaNa (mokSa) to maLatuM nathI. ane agnihotra jIvanabhara karatA rahevAno zAstrano Adeza che. AthI agnihotra karanAranuM jIvana to haMmezA nirvANa vagaranuM (mokSa vagaranuM) ja rahe. "AnAthI ema lAge che ke nirvANanuM astitva ja nathI. paraMtu bIjI bAju vedamAM ja ema lakhe che ke, "te ramaft velivacce gharamAM " (be brahma che, ema jANavuM joIe. eka para ane bIjo apara.) A veda-vAkyathI nivaNinuM astitva paNa pratIta thAya che. A paristhitimAM sAcuM zuM? nivaNa che ke nathI? A zaMkA varSothI tArA manamAM chupAyelI che. A vAta barobara che ne?" prabhAse kahayuM: "hA... prabhu! A ja zaMkA che, je mArA manamAM uthala-pAthala For Private And Personal Use Only

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( macAvI rahI che. kRpA karIne Apa mane tenuM samAdhAna ApIne anugRhIta che karo." prabhu bolyA: 'gAmI tA nahotranuM " A veda-vAkyamAM "vA" avyaya ''ja" (paNa) arthamAM mUkavAmAM Avelo che. AthI A vAkyano artha A rIte thAya ke - je agnihotra che, teNe AjIvana paNa karatA rahevuM joIe. tAtparya e thayuM ke je svargano arthI che, teNe AjIvana paNa agnihotra karatA rahevuM joIe ane je nirvANa (mokSa)no abhilASuka che, teNe nirvANane meLavI ApanArA anuSThAno AjIvana karatAM rahevuM joIe. "vedanA te vAkyamAM jema nirvANano ullekha nathI. tema niSedha paNa nathI ja. "puNyanuM phaLa svarga che. to pApanuM phaLa naraka che. ane puNya ane pApanA mizraNanuM phaLa maryaloka (mAnavaloka) che. to puNya ane pApanA sarvathA abhAvanuM phaLa paNa koka to hovuM ja joIe. ane te ja che nivaNa (mokSa.)! prabhAse kahayuM: "he prabho! saMsAra anAdi che. to te ananta paNa hovo joIe. jenI Adi (zarUAta)nathI, teno atta (nAza) zI rIte thAya? ane jo saMsAra (janma-jarA-maraNanA cakra)no koI aMta (nAza) na thAya to nirvANa zI rIte thAya?" prabhue kahayuM: "he saumya dravya ane paryAyamAM bhinnatA judApaNuM) che. anAdi dravya (jIva)no aMta hoto nathI. paraMtu paryAyano anna (nAza) hoya che. kemake te parivartanazIla che. saMyogano paNa viyoga thAya che. pratyeka bhavamAM zarIrano jIvanathI viyoga tane samajAya che. teja rIte anAdi evA karmano paNa viyoga thAya che. "pratyeka mANasano vaMza anAdi che. kemake pitA vagara putra na thAya. paraMtu pratyeka putrane vaLI putra thaze ja evo koI niyama nathI. putra na thatAM athavA to thaIne (janmIne) marI jatAM koIkano vaMza (anAdi hovA chatAM paNa) aTakI jAya che. eno aMta paNa thaI jAya che.) barAbara e ja rIte jIvananI sAthe karmano saMyoga anAdikALathI che, to paNa saMyama ane tapazcaryA dvArA-nirjaro dvArA e saMyogano paNa nAza jarUra thAya che. jIvanI karmasaMyoga vagaranI zuddha avasthAne ja nirvANa kahevAya che. jIvanI e avasthAmAM saMsArano (janma-dharA-maraNanA cakrano aMta thaI jAya che. jIva paramajJAnI banI jAya che." to ' For Private And Personal Use Only

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prabhAse kahayuM: "he prabho! jJAnendriyonA abhAvamAM muktAtmAne paramajJAna thAya che, A vAta zI rIte mAnI zakAya?" Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir prabhue javAba Apyo: "jJAna e AtmAno guNa che, indriyono nahi. jema paramANu kayAre ya sUpa vagarano hoto nathI. e ja rIte AtmA kayAre ya jJAna vagarano na hoya. karmonA AvaraNathI jJAnamAM avarodha Ubho thAya che. A AvaraNa dUra thatAM AtmAnI avyAbAdha (bAdhA vagaranI) jJAnAvasthA pragaTa thaI jAya che. "A ja kAraNa che ke muktAtmAne parama jJAna thAya che. maDadArUpI zarIra na to sAMbhaLI zake che ke na to joi zake che. na sUdhI zake che na cAkhI zake che. ke na to sparzI zake che. jayAre pAMce jJAnendriyo tenAmAM nathI to anubhava koNa karI zake( muktAvasthAmAM jIvane sarvottama jJAna ane darzana hoya che; jene kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana kahevAmAM Ave che. "kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzananI prApti jene thAya che, te AtmA parama Anandano anubhava kare che. sarvottama sukhamAM ramaNa kare che." prabhAse kahayuM: "prabhu) sukha e to puNyanuM phaLa che. muktAtmAnuM puNya to nAza pAmI gayuM che; to ene sukha zI rIte maLI zake(" prabhue kahayuM: "he saumya) puNyanuM phaLa sukhAbhAsa cho; sukha nahi. jene loko sukha kahe che, te to vyAdhipratIkAra mAtra che. (arthAt du:khanA pratIkAra rUpa ja che.) AthI ja kSaNika che. khujalIne khaNavAthI je sukhano AbhAsa thAya che; tevuMja saMsAranA sadhaLA sukha mATe samajavuM joie. khajavALavAthI khAja vadhe che, AthI ja jenA dvArA du:kha vadhe, tene sukha na kahevAya. "nirvANa avasthAmAM sukhano AbhAsa ApanAruM puNya hotuM nathI. paraMtu sAhajika, svAbhAvika, paripUrNa ane sthAyI sukha hoya che. AthI ja mAnavuM joie ke nirvANamAM parama sukhanI anubhUti thAya che." prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLIne prabhAsajIno saMzaya dUra thai gayo. mokSanA viSayamAM eka zaMkA tamane paNa thai zake che kALa anAdi anaMta che. AthI anaMta anaMta kALa pasAra thai gayo. emAM anaMtA jIvo mokSamAM cAlyA gayA. A paristhitimAM mokSa bharAi javo joie. ane saMsAra khAlI thai javo joie. paraMtu saMsAra to jemano tema salAmata che. A saMsAra jIvothI khAlI kema thato nathI? 78 For Private And Personal Use Only

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AnuM rahasya jevuM meM gurudevo dvArA sAMbhaLyuM che ke te tamArI samakSa rajU karuM jayAre jayAre zrIjinezvara bhagavAnane pUchavAmAM Ave ke keTalAjIvomokSamAM gayA? tyAre tyAre badhA ja tIrthakaro eka ja uttara Ape che: "nigodano anattamo bhAga ja hajI sudhI mokSamAM gayo che." pitta nirotta aNantabhAgo ya siddhigao] Apa jANo cho ke pahADanI Toca varasAdanA pANIthI ghasAI ghasAIne retI banI jAya che. banelI A lAkho Tana retI nadIomAM AvatA pUramAM vahI vahIne hajAro varSothI samudramAM jaIne bhegI thatI rahe che. paraMtu Ape zuM kadI paNa evuM baneluM joyuM ke amuka parvatanuM zikhara ghasAI ghasAIne gAyaba thaI gayuM athavA ATha-dasa phUTa ochuM thaI gayuM? zuM Ape kadI paNa evuM baneluM joyuM che ke samudra retIthI bharAI gayo? e rIte enAmAM have vadhAre retIne bharAvavA mATe jarAye khAlI jagyA rahI nathI? barAbara e ja rIte parvatanI jema saMsAra jIvothI khAlI thato nathI; ane samudranI jema mukta jIvothI mokSa bharAI jato nathI. eka dIvAno prakAza AkhA rUmamAM phelAIne rahe che. jo emAM kramasara so dIvA umeratA jaIe to paNa enA prakAzomAM paraspara saMgharSa thato nathI. eka prakAzamAM bIjA-bIjA prakAzanuM milana thatuM ja rahe che. barAbara A ja rIte molamAM pahoMcanArA mukta AtmAo potAnI pahelA pahoMcelA muktAtmAonI ananta jayotimAM vilIna thatA rahe che. sthAna meLavavA mATe e badhAmAM paraspara koI saMgharSa ke bhIDa thatI nathI. nivaNi (mokSa) saMbaMdhI potAnI zaMkAnuM nivAraNa thatAM ja prabhAsajIe paNa prabhu mahAvIranA caraNe AtmasamarpaNa karI dIdhuM ane potAnA traNaso vidyArthIonI sAthe dIkSA lIdhI. prabhu dvArA prApta "tripadI"nuM jJAna meLavIne temaNe paNa 'dvAdazAMgI"nI racanA karI. prabhue agiyAramAM gaNadhara tarIke temane pratiSThita karyA. A gaNadharavAdanA phaLa rUpe carama (chellAM) tIrthaMkara prabhuzrI mahAvIradevane eka ja divasamAM kula 4411 (cAra hajAra cAra so agiyAra) ziSyaratnonI saMpadA prApta thaI. prabhunA caraNomAM ApaNI koTiza: vandanA! - : samApta : - 79 dha For Private And Personal Use Only

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satya satI ane satya A banneno svabhAva eka jevo ja hoya che. banne jIvananI ujjavaLatAne pasaMda kare che. jema khullI chatavALA makAnamAM ja sUryano prakAza paDe che ane havAno praveza paNa thAya che. e ja rIte AgrahathI mukta khullA hRdayamAM ja satyanuM darzana thaI zake che. satya... dUdha jevuM ujjavaLa, AkAza jevuM vizALa, jaLa jevuM zItaLa, ane Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir amRta jevuM madhura hoya che. hIro jema pRthvIno peTALamAMthI maLe che. motI jema sAgaranI gaharAimAMthI maLe che. e ja rIte satya hRdayanA UMDA ciMtana dvArA ja prApta thAya che. bhaya bhAgI jAya che. ajJAnI manuSya jJAnInI saMgati (sobata)mAM javAthI Dare che. bhogIo vairAgIonI sobata karatAM moM macakoDe che. emanA manamAM aneka jAtanA saMzaya ane bhaya chavAyelA rahe che ke: "na jANe tyAM zuM thaze? saMsAra ja chUTI jaze ke khAvA-pIvAnuM paNa te choDAvI deze?" paraMtu... eka vAra je e sobatane mANe che... saMga kare che jJAnIno ke vairAgIno; ane emanA varadAna-svarUpa AzIrvAda pAmI jAya che, eno bhaya mAilo dUra bhAgI jAya che ane e Ananda-vibhora banI jAya che. 80 For Private And Personal Use Only

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: : paramazraddheya, zAsana-prabhAvaka, AcAryapravara zrImad padmasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanuM - zrI aruNodaya - phAunDezana dvArA prakAzita - paThanIya preraNAdAyI sAhitya : (1) ciMtananI keDI bIjI AvRtti (gujarAtI) (2) preraNA bIjI AvRtti (gujarAtI) (3) pravacana-parAga bIjI AvRtti (gujarAtI) (4) pratibodha bIjI AvRtti (hindI) (5) mokSa mArga meM vIsa kadama bIjI AvRtti (6) mittI e savvabhUsu bIjI AvRtti (hindI) (7) he navakAra mahAnuM! prathama AvRtti (hindI) A sneihAMjalinI navI AvRtti] (8) jIvana-vRSTi prathama AvRtti (hindI) 9) avekanIMga (pratibodhanI aMgrejI AvRtti) (aMgrejI) (10) golDana sTepsa Tu sAlavezana (pravacana-parAganI aMgrejI AvRtti). (aMgrejI) (11) saMzaya saba dUra bhaye. prathama AvRtti (hindI) pU mu. zrI devandrasAgarajI nI preraNAthI karmayoga hIndI chapAya che thaT For Private And Personal Use Only

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isa pustaka ke vimocana kartA zeTha zrI sevaMtilAla mAnacanda dIpacanda zAha liboMdA nivAsI (gujarAta) caupATI, muMbaI - 7 hemAMga prinTarsa, parela, 14 - 400 012. Izana : 412 04 67 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra "deva zammA" ne pratibodha pamADavA padhArela prabhunA paTTadhara (gaNadhara) gautama vIra nirvANa sAMbhaLIne viraha vilApa karavA lolb saujanya zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra kobA For Private And Personal Use Only

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nibhAnu bhayo bhayo bhora ghaTajJAna zrIarUNAvayaphAunDakAna SEE ARDOBA FOUNDATIO For Private And Personal Use Only