Bina Nayan ki Bat

Author(s): Chandraprabhsagar
Publisher: Jityasha Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/003965/1

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mahopAdhyAya zrI candraprabha sAgara binA nayana kI bAta (zrImad rAjacandra vANI) Jai Education International For Personal & Private Use Only www.jainellibrary.org

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binA nayana kI bAta mahopAdhyAya zrI candraprabha sAgara For Personal & Private Use Only

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prakAzaka zrI jitayazA phAuMDezana 6 sI, eplAneDa ro IsTa kalakattA 700066 saujanya zrImatI lalitA devI DUMgaracaMda huMDiyA, mokalasara/indaura saMpAdana vijayalakSmI pravacana kAla : 16 se 24 julAI, 1663; indaura prakAzana-varSa : 1664 mUlya : 10 rupaye mudraka : rAdhikA grAphiksa, indaura For Personal & Private Use Only

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praveza se pUrva yugAntara parivartana ke bAvajUda zAstra aura zAstrakAra hamezA se rahe haiN| zAstroM aura zAstrakAroM kI vyAkhyA bhI vividha prakAra se kI jA rahI hai| unameM se jyAdAtara vyAkhyAe~ to svAdhyAya kI paramparA ke nirvAha mAtra se adhika upayogI siddha nahIM ho paatiiN| Aja kA manuSya vaijJAnika manISA se saMpanna hai| vaha na to kore siddhAntoM se saMtuSTa hotA hai, na hI paramparA se baMdha jAne mAtra se apanI svasti-mukti mAna letA hai| vaha hara siddhAnta aura paramparA ko bauddhika, vyAvahArika aura vaijJAnika kasauTI para kasa-parakha lenA cAhatA hai| sau TaMca siddha / pramANita hone para hI use hRdayaMgama kara pAtA hai| dharma kA vahI svarUpa use prabhAvita karatA hai jo sahaja ho, vyAvahArika ho aura manuSya ko bhItara-bAhara donoM dRSTi se sukhada, unnata aura jyotirmaya bnaae| dhArmika siddhAnta apanI jagaha satya hai| hamAre zAstra jJAna ke akhUTa khajAne haiM, lekina unakI upAdeyatA tabhI hai jaba unakA yugAnurUpa aura sarvAnukUla prastutIkaraNa ho| mahopAdhyAya zrI candraprabha sAgara jI yuga kI vaha mahAmanISA haiM, jo dharma, siddhAnta aura darzana ko jIvana-mUlyoM kI dRSTi se dekhate haiN| prayogadharmI, pratyakSa pariNAma upalabdha karane meM vizvAsa rakhate haiN| unakI vyAkhyAoM se saMbhava hai, pAramparika paMDitoM ke ahaM ko AghAta pahu~ce, para guNadharmI logoM ke lie zIghra bodhagamya aura caitanyamaya haiN| prajJAmUrti zrI candraprabha kI dRSTi meM zrImad rAjacandra bIsavIM sadI kI mahAna adhyAtma-vibhUti haiN| unake pada atIta ke adhyAtma ko vartamAna ke dharAtala para punarujjIvita karate haiN| unakI bAta meM kAphI dama hai, saccAI hai| zrI candraprabha jaisI manISA dvArA rAjacandra ke padoM para itanA vistRta prakAza DAlanA, sacamuca isase rAjacandra kI mahattA bar3hI hai, logoM kI unake prati dRSTi virAT huI hai| ___ caitanya-prabhu zrI candraprabha meM bhagavattA aura vaijJAnika buddhi kA aisA anUThA samAveza hai ki Agama, yogasUtra yA anya kisI Adarza sUtra-grantha kI vyAkhyA (iii) For Personal & Private Use Only

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unake lie sahaja karma hai| unakA sAhitya jJAna-pipAsuoM kI tRpti kA utsa bana cukA hai| ___'binA nayana kI bAta' zrImad rAjacandra kI antaracetanA kA anAvaraNa/ udghATana hai| yaha pustaka eka navaciMtana, sphUrta cetanA, jAgrata dRSTi aura tIvra AdhyAtmika rujhAna vikasita karane meM sakSama hai| dharma aba bur3hApe meM samaya vyatIta karane kA sAdhana mAtra na rahakara, navakSitija kA sparza karegA, aisA merA vizvAsa hai| - vijayalakSmI (iv) For Personal & Private Use Only

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bajI ghaMTiyAM mana-mandira kI mere priya Atman! hajAroM varSa purAnI bAta hai| kahate haiM, paramAtmA kA mandira gahare samudra meM DUba gayA thA aura na jAne kitane varSoM taka vaha mandira samudra meM hI DUbA rhaa| maiM ArAma se soyA huA thA, tabhI mujhe paramAtmA ke mandiroM ke zikharoM para lagI huI ghaMTiyoM kI AvAja sunAI dii| maiM cauMkA, patA nahIM cala rahA thA ki ghaMTiyoM kI AvAja kisa dizA kI ora se A rahI hai| phira so gayA, lekina phira vahI AvAja Ane lgii| usa AvAja meM eka jAdU thA, eka miThAsa thI, eka AkarSaNa thaa| maiM usa AvAja kI ora cala pdd'aa| calatA gayA, calatA gyaa| AvAja itanI lubhAvanI thI ki eka bhI kadama rUka na pAyA aura bar3hate-bar3hate dekhA - samundara ke kinAre pahuMca cukA huuN| AvAja usI dizA se A rahI thii| vahAM saMgIta thaa| vahAM ke mandiroM para lagI huI ghaMTiyoM kA saMgIta thaa| jaba maiM samudra ke kinAre pahuMcA to maiMne dekhA ki vahAM pahale se hI hajAroM loga aura bhI khar3e haiN| ve bhI cAhate haiM ki jisa dizA kI ora se yaha AvAja A rahI hai, ye madhurima svara A rahe haiM, usakI ora hama bhI caleM, lekina ve loga Dara rahe the| samudra kI yAtrA khataroM se bharI hai, kahIM DUba gaye to ? ye hajAroM loga, hajAroM sAloM se vahAM khar3e the, kyoM ? usa AvAja meM aisA koI jAdU thaa| ____ maiMne jhaTa se kinAre para khar3I naukA kA laMgara kholaa| usameM chalAMga mArI aura naukA havA aura pAnI se bAteM karane lgii| naukA bar3hatI calI gii| havA apane Apa usa dizA kI ora le jA rahI thii| patavAreM nirantara calatI calI jA rahI thiiN| bahuta dUra calA gyaa| bahuta gaharAI taka calA gyaa| jaise-jaise gayA, jo AvAja A rahI thI, vaha AnA baMda ho gyii| maiM ghabarA gayA, bhayabhIta huaa| bajI ghaMTiyAM mana-mandira kI / 1 For Personal & Private Use Only

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jisa saMgIta kI talAza meM, jisa AvAja ke AkarSaNa meM, maiM itanI dUra calA AyA thA, vahAM to bilkula ghuppa aMdhakAra chA gayA hai| na koI AvAja hai, na koI TApU hai, na aba koI saMgIta hai, lekina itanA dUra calA gayA thA ki vApasa Ane kA koI rAstA na bcaa| sAta samundara ke bIca AdamI calA jAye, phira kaise patA cala pAe ki vaha kahAM se AyA thA aura use kahAM jAnA hai| jIvana ke dvAra para bhaTakAva zuru huA / bhaTakatA calA gayA kintu vApasa lauTane kA nAma na liyaa| nizcaya kiyA ki vApasa jAeMge to usa saMgIta ko AtmasAta karake hI jaaeNge| khAlI hAtha nahIM lautteNge| ___ acAnaka eka dina eka TApU mila gyaa| usa TApU para apane kadama rkhe| usa TApU para rahanA hI jIvana meM zAnti aura samAdhi kA kAraNa bana gyaa| usa TApU para rahate-rahate acAnaka eka dina dekhA ki ghaMTiyoM kI AvAja dhIre-dhIre, dhIre-dhIre phira Ane lgii| saMgIta kI ora AkarSita huaa| kucha dinoM ke bAda dekhA ki paramAtmA kA mandira bhI dhIre-dhIre Upara uThatA calA A rahA hai aura eka dina aisA AyA jaba paramAtmA kA mandira pUrA kA pUrA sAkSAta ho gayA / taba eka alakha Ananda jgaa| taba jIvana meM anubhava ke dvAra para paramAtmA ke sAtha sAkSAtkAra huaa| vyaktigata cetana meM paramAtma-cetana kA anubhava huaa| paramAtmA ke mandiroM kI ghanTiyAM mujhe Aja bhI sunAI detI haiN| kyA Apa logoM taka bhI una ghaMTiyoM kI AvAja pahuMca rahI hai? maiM sApha-sApha suna rahA hUM ki vaha paramAtmA ke maMdiroM kI ghaMTiyoM kI AvAja aba bhI A rahI hai, aba bhI Ananda de rahI hai, prerita/jhaMkRta kara rahI hai| aba bhI sadAbahAra Rtu kI taraha jIvana meM eka alakha Ananda kI lau jagA rahI hai| jarA apane kAnoM para se apane bAloM ko haTAiye, parde aura dIvAreM haTAiye, tAki ina AvaraNoM ko haTAne ke bAda paramAtmA ke mandiroM kA saMgIta Apa logoM taka pahuMca ske| __ ye paramAtmA kA mandira kisI aura samundara meM nahIM hai, yaha to svayaM ke hI bhItara chipe hue sAgara meM DUbA huA hai| manuSya ke bhItara eka jo mahAsAgara phailA huA hai, usI mahAsAgara ke bhItara vo paramAtmA kA mandira DUbA huA hai| saMgIta A rahA hai, ghaMTiyAM baja rahI haiM, sunane vAle suna rahe haiM, lekina samudra ke kinAre jAkara saba ThiThaka gaye haiN| kahIM DUba gaye to? kahIM bhaTaka gaye to? jinake jIvana meM paramAtmA kI eka alakha pyAsa hai, svayaM ke Atma-sAkSAtkAra kI eka alakha jijJAsA hai, svayaM meM chipe hue paramAtmA ko pAne kI eka alakha pipAsA hai, vahI vyakti isa mahAmArga kA anuyAyI ho sakatA hai| vahI vyakti vinA nayana kI vAta : zrI candraprabha / 2 For Personal & Private Use Only

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isa patha kA pathika ho sakatA hai| aisA hI eka insAna huA, jisane una ghaMTiyoM kI AvAja ko sunA aura cala pdd'aa| bAkI loga kinAre para khar3e rhe| eka AtmA, eka insAna, usane laMgara kholA aura cala pdd'aa| usI sAdhaka ke bAre meM Aja maiM carcA karanA cAhatA huuN| vaha sAdhaka aura koI nahIM, eka santa, eka mahanta, eka arihanta - vaha hai raajcndr| zrImad rAjacandra, gAMdhI ke guru / jo loga zrImad kI pUjA kara rahe the, ve zrImad nahIM bana pAye / ve zrImad ke zAstroM ko par3hate rahe, lekina zrImad nahIM ho paaye| para jo vyakti cala par3A, rAste ke khataroM kA sAmanA karane ke lie, jIvana ke mUlyoM se saMgharSa karane ke lie, vahI vyakti apane bhItara chipI sambhAvanAoM meM tIrthaMkaratva ko AtmasAta kara sakatA hai| jaba taka isa manuSya kI deha meM chipe hue zUdratva ke bhItara, brAhmaNatva ke bhItara, manuSyatva nahIM jagegA, taba taka sirpha eka vyavasAya kara sakate ho| dharma kA bhI eka vyavasAya kara sakate ho, lekina dharma ko AtmasAta nahIM kara skte| usa paramadharma kA sAkSAtkAra karane ke lie to apane kSatriyatva ko jagAnA par3atA hai, bhItara ke usa oja ko jAgRta karanA par3atA hai| kyoMki binA saMkalpa ke, binA saMgharSa ke yaha yAtrA pUrI nahIM ho sktii| caloge, magara kahIM nahIM phuNcoge| agara yahAM se sAgara taka kI yAtrA bhI kI to bhI kahIM nahIM pahuMca paaoge| jaba taka samundara ke bhItara apanA pAMva na rakhA, taba taka sAgara meM rahane vAle motI nahIM mila paaeNge| __ jina khojA tina pAiyAM, gahare pAnI paiTha / maiM baurI DhUMDhana gaI, rahI kinAre baiTha / / maiM gaI to DhUMDhane thI, khojane ko gaI, kucha pAne ko gii| para Dara gaI, DUbane ke khatare se ghabarA gaI, so kinAre para hI baiTha gii| kabIra kahate haiM-- jina khojA tina pAiyAM, gahare pAnI paitth| maiM borI DUbana DarI, rahI kinAre baitth| jo kinAre raha gayA, vaha kinAre para hI raha gyaa| kinAre para kabhI satya nahIM miltaa| kinAre para sIpa ke Tukar3e mila sakate haiN| sIpa meM rahane vAle motI nahIM mila skte| isake lie to gahare pAnI meM utaranA hogaa| gahare meM uthala-puthala karanI hogii| gaharA koharAma macAnA hogaa| jIvana meM gaharApana lAnA hogaa| jina logoM ne juA khelA hai, ve jAnate haiM ki yA to bAjI isa pAra bajI ghaMTiyAM mana-mandira kI / 3 For Personal & Private Use Only

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rahatI hai, yA usa pAra / agara adhyAtma ko AtmasAta karanA cAhate ho to yA to isa pAra raho, yA phira usa pAra nikala jAo / adhara meM laTakA huA adhyAtma koI mAyane nahIM rkhtaa| adhara meM laTakatI huI paiMDulama, sArthakatA nahIM rakhatI / yA to isa pAra, yA phira usa pAra / jIvana ko eka mArga para le clo| yA to pUrI taraha se sevana karo yA phira pUrI taraha se tyAga ddaalo| ye bIca kA mArga kabhI apanAne kI koziza mata karanA / AdhA bhogeMge, AdhA tyAgeMge, vaha vrata kabhI vrata nahIM hogaa| vo virati kabhI virati nahIM ho paaegii| yA to pUrI taraha se usase chUTa calo, yA phira pUrI taraha se usakA sevana karo nA.... kauna manA karatA hai aapko| duniyA meM koI Apako paraheja rakhane ke lie nahIM kahegA / agara pAnA cAhate ho, agara saca meM kucha honA cAhate ho, rAjacandra kA jIvana svayaM meM ghaTita karanA cAhate ho, apane Apako AtmasAta karanA cAhate ho, to maiM cAhUMgA ki Apa loga apane Apako mujhe sauMpa deN| agara pUrI taraha sauMpa nahIM sakate, to kama se kama mere hRdaya taka apane Apako pahuMcane deN| agara mere hRdaya meM nahIM A sakate, koI dikkata nahIM, apane hRdaya taka to mujhe le jA sakate ho / agara Apane, apane mana meM apanI AtmA meM mujhe bhI praveza de diyA to bhI kAphI hai / maiM bhItara eka koharAma mcaauuNgaa| maiM bhItara kI laMkA meM Aga lagAUMgA aura maiM cAhatA hUM ki yaha caitanya svarUpa kI Aga sAre jahAna meM phaila jaae| jisake bhItara bhI rAvaNa hai, usa rAvaNa ko jalA DAle aura bhItara kA soyA rAma jaga jaaye| kacarA jala jAye, sonA kuMdana ho jaaye| AdamI ke bhItara jo dogalApana hai, jo bhaTakAva hai, maiM use khatma kara denA cAhatA huuN| maiM Apa logoM ko Aga denA cAhatA hUM, kevala cirAga nahIM tAki Aga Apake bhItara ke kaSAya ko, rAga-dveSa ke tantuoM ko jalAkara rAkha kara ske| pUrI taraha se nAza na kara sake, to kama-se-kama maiM rAjacandra kI jo niSpattiyAM Apa logoM ko denA cAhatA hUM, una ke dvArA kama-se-kama itanA to siddha kara do ki mere bhItara bhI eka hanumAna soyA hai, jo cAhe to tahata - nahasa macA sakatA hai| laMkA ko jalA sakatA hai / rAjacandra koI mAmUlI AdamI nahIM hai, asAdhAraNa ! phira bhI sAdhAraNa / sAdhAraNa isalie kyoMki vaha Apase paidA hue haiN| rAmacandra kI taraha, kRSNa kI taraha bhagavAna kA avatAra hokara nahIM Ae haiM / tIrthaMkara kI taraha janmajAta avadhijJAna lekara paidA nahIM hue haiM / vaha to sAdhaka haiM, jo apanI bhujA ke bala se, apane Atmabala se kucha prApta kareMge to kreNge| kisI tIrthaMkara gotra ko prApta karake kisI aura kI meharabAnI se avadhi jJAna bhI milatA hai, vo bhI udhAra khAtA hai| yaha to nakadAnakada mAla hai / bilkula tAjI - tAjI miThAI hai / bAsI mAla binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 4 For Personal & Private Use Only

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yahAM na milegaa| ye jo unake pada haiM, ye bAsI ho sakate haiM, para DhUMDhanA par3egA hameM ki ina padoM meM kahIM kucha tAjagI hai, kahIM koI sadA bahAra kI sambhAvanA hai ? DhUMDhanA par3egA, talAza karanA pdd'egaa| ina padoM meM se kahIM koI saMgIta AtA huA dikhAI degaa| rAjacandra ke pada koI siddhAnta nahIM haiM / ye jIvana ke anubhavoM kI niSpattiyAM haiN| siddhAnta agara hote to unheM zraddhA se sunA jAtA / kalpasUtra meM koI siddhAnta hai, veda meM koI siddhAnta hai, upaniSadoM meM siddhAnta hai, gItA meM siddhAnta hai, lekina rAjacandra meM koI siddhAnta nahIM hai / ye to unake anubhava ke dvAra para kucha dIpaka jale haiM aura vo anubhava unhoMne Apa logoM ko parose haiN| zrImad rAjacandra kI antarAtmA taka hama pahuMceM, unake amRta padoM meM praveza kareM, usase pahale maiM sirpha yaha kaha denA cAhUMgA ki rAjacandra pavitra nadI hai| nadiyA~ to duniyA meM bahuterI haiM lekina rAjacandra gaMgA jaisI nadI hai| Apako yahAM kucha kamiyA~ bhI dikhAI deNgii| nadI meM Apako kucha kacarA bahatA huA bhI dikhAI degA, ghara-gRhasthI kI bAteM bhI sunAI deMgI, lekina kitanA bhI ho, gaMgA kA pAnI to phira bhI nirmala hI rahegA / isalie rAjacandra to gaMgA meM DubakI lagAne jaisA hai / 'ana bUr3ai - bUr3e tirai' DUbakara hI, pAnI meM utarakara hI sIkha pAoge tairanA / pAnI se bacakara tairanA nahIM sIkhA jA sakatA / tairanA AtA hai ki nahIM, isakI cintA nahIM / eka DubakI lagAo, pavitratA pAne ke lie| jo gaMgotrI se nipajI huI gaMgA hai, usameM to zarIra ko DubonA hotA hai, para rAjacandra kI gaMgA meM antarAtmA ko DubonA par3atA hai| rAjacandra koI kavi nahIM hai, anubhavI hai| isalie 'aMdAje bayAM ' kucha 'aura' hai / inake bayAnoM meM bAta hI kucha nirAlI hai, jo aura kahIM nahIM milegI / ye isa kaliyuga ke vaha tIrthaMkara haiM, jise jamAne ne tIrthaMkara ke rUpa meM svIkAra nahIM kiyaa| yaha ve sarvajJa haiM, jinakA anubhava ke dvAroM se gujarane vAloM meM apanA eka nAma hai / sarvajJa aise, jisane jAnA apane bAre meM sarvasva / apane astitva ko pUrA jAna lenA hI svayaM kI sarvajJatA hai / rAjacandra dhruva tArA haiM / tAre to bahutere haiM, para ye dhruvatArA haiN| ye himAlaya haiN| duniyA meM parvata to bahuta haiM, lekina hara parvata himAlaya nahIM ho sktaa| rAjacandra to himAlaya parvata haiM, eka anerA parvata - himAcchAdita amala dhavala / aura duniyA meM - hajAroM khijra paidA kara cukI hai, nasla AdamI kI, bI ghaMTiyAM mana-mandira kI / For Personal & Private Use Only

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ye saba taslIma, lekina AdamI aba taka bhaTakatA hai| na jAne mAnavajAti ne aba taka kitane sAre tIrthaMkara, avatAra aura paigambara paidA kiye haiM, para yaha mAnava jAti kA durbhAgya hai ki vaha aba taka bhaTaka rahI hai / aura yaha taba taka bhaTakatI rahegI, jaba taka insAna ke bhItara tatva ko prApta karane kI koI abhIpsA, koI saMkalpa nahIM jgegaa| jaba taka saMkalpa nahIM hogA, ruci nahIM hogii| taba taka yAtrA hogI hI nahIM / vaha prArthanA mRta hai, jisameM paramAtmA ko pAne kI paripUrNa pyAsa nahIM hai / pyAsa hI paramAtmA kI yAtrA hai / anyathA sambhava hI nahIM hai yaha yAtrA, kyoMki bIca meM na jAne kitanI sArI bAdhAeM AtI haiM, bhaMvara Ate haiM, tUphAna khar3e ho jAte haiM, lubhAe jAte haiM aura AdamI phisala jAtA hai / tibbatiyana kahAvata hai| sau ravAnA hote haiM, to dasa pahuMcate haiN| magara yaha mArga aisA hai ki hajAra ravAnA hote haiM, taba kahIM muzkila se dasa pahuMcate haiN| lekina yaha bhI jabAnI jamA kharca huaa| hakIkata to yaha ki lAkhoM ravAnA hote haiM taba kahIM rAjacandra jaise koI eka-Adha vyakti pahuMca pAte haiN| bAkI ke to bIca ke pralobhanoM meM hI aTaka kara raha jAte haiM / mArga para A bhI gaye to kyA huA ? santa, AcArya bhI bana gae to kyA huA ? pralobhana to taba bhI Ate haiN| koI kahatA hai, mahArAja! maiM Apako AcArya kI padavI dUMgA aura santa mahArAja pada kI lolupatA, pada ke ahaMkAra meM ulTA nIce gira jAte haiM / saMgha vAle pralobhana dete haiM ki pratiSThA karavAnI hai, koI mandira banAnA hai, bhavana banAnA hai, kisI ko puraskAra denA hai / ye kitane-kitane sAre pralobhana Ate haiM aura yoM AdamI Age nahIM bar3ha pAtA / pralobhanoM meM ulajha kara vaha yahIM kA yahIM par3A raha jAtA hai / hara pralobhana apane Apa meM makar3ajAla meM phaMsAtA hai| duniyA meM kaI taraha kI eSaNAeM hotI haiN| pahalI hai - vitaiSaNA- dhana kI khoj| dUsarI hotI hai straiSaNA - patnI kI cAha / tIsarI hotI hai - putraiSaNA - putra kI cAha aura cauthI hotI hai - lokaiSaNA prasiddhi kI cAha / dhana ko chor3anA sarala hai, patnI ko chor3anA sarala hai, putra ko, saMsAra ko chor3anA sarala hai, lekina saMnyasta jIvana meM jAne ke bAda lokaiSaNA, prasiddhi, prazaMsA kI icchA ko chor3anA kAphI kaThina hai / lekina AdamI jisa nAma kI prazaMsA cAhatA hai, vaha nahIM jAnatA ki nAma kitanA jhUThA aura kitanA Aropita hai| vaha samajhatA hai ki merA nAma bar3ha rahA hai| yaha phaila rahA hai / para jarA soco ki agara ApakA nAma milApacanda hai, aura Apa socate haiM ki milApacanda ke nAma se lAkhoM kA dAna karUM, to binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 6 - For Personal & Private Use Only

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zilAlekha khode jaaeNge| para una zilAlekhoM ko par3hatA kauna hai ? ApakA beTA taka nahIM par3hegA, duniyAM kahAM par3hane jAegI ? phira milApacanda nAma ke hI na jAne kitane sAre AdamI yahAM bhare hue par3e haiN| yaha eka mithyA Asakti hai / kisI aura ke dvArA Aropita nAma ke prati Asakti rakhanA, jar3a ke bhAva meM cetanA ko becanA hai| lokeSaNA manaHdvAra se chUTanI bahuta kaThina hai / yaza ke pralobhana girAne haiN| jo AdamI pralobhana se chUTa jAtA hai vahI kahIM pahuMcatA hai / aura to aura, aba to pravacanoM meM bhI pralobhana kA mArga khulane lagA hai / pravacana meM agara paMchI kama Ate hoM, to sIdhe pralobhana kA dAmana thAmA jAtA hai aura laDDU kI prabhAvanA sikke kI prabhAvanA zuru ho jAtI hai| jaba mujhase bhI yaha kahA gayA, to maiMne kahA, dharma ke dvAra para kyoM lobha - pralobhana kI bAteM calAte ho| jinheM jarUrata hogI, ve aaeNge| jinheM jarUrata nahIM unheM bulAnA bhI kyoM ? jinheM AvazyakatA hogI, ve khuda aaeNge| agara laDDU khAne haiM, kahIM aura cale jAo / hAM ! agara lohAra kA hathaur3A khAnA hai, to Aie, tAki bhItara kI jaMga utArI jA sake / sunAra kI hathaur3I sau bAra khA lI to kyA huA ? aba to lohAra kI hathaur3I khAnI hai / bhale hI maiM sunAra lagUM, lekina hAtha meM hamezA lohAra kA thaur3A hai| 1 para zrImad rAjacandra ke padoM meM hama praveza kareM, isake pahale maiM cAhUMgA ki unake bAre meM hama kucha bAteM samajha leN| pahalI bAta to yaha hai ki rAjacandra koI dArzanika nahIM haiN| unakI apanI koI philaoNsAphI nahIM hai| rAjacandra to dRSTApuruSa haiN| dArzanika aura dRSTA meM pharka hai| dArzanika to hara koI ho sakatA hai, para dRSTA hara AdamI nahIM ho sakatA / dRSTA, dRSTi se niSpanna hotA hai / dArzanika vaha hotA hai jo socatA jyAdA hai / dRSTA vaha hotA hai, jo dekhatA jyAdA hai| socane aura dekhane meM pharka hai / soca-soca kara tuma vicAraka bana jAoge, dekha-dekha kara viitraag| ajJAta ke bAre meM socA to bahuta jA sakatA hai, lekina ajJAta ko dekhA nahIM jA sktaa| eka aMdhA AdamI bhI prakAza ke bAre meM soca to bahuta sakatA hai, lekina vaha prakAza ko dekha nahIM sktaa| jIvana meM 'sAdhuvAdatA, dhanyabhAgyatA, dArzanika hone se nahIM AtI / vaha to dRSTA hone se upalabdha hotI hai| eka aMdhA AdamI prakAza ke bAre meM apanA bhASaNa detA phire, isase bar3A vyaMgya aura kyA hogA? yaha to svayaM para hI vyaMgya hai| dArzanika honA koI bahuta bar3I bAta nahIM hai| isa samaya duniyA meM hajAroM dArzanika haiM aura dharma bhI saikar3oM, tIna sau sar3asaTha / lekina koI dharma aisA nahIM hai, jo eka dUsare ko parAsta kara bajI ghaMTiyAM mana-mandira kI / 7 For Personal & Private Use Only

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ske| aisA koI bhI darzana nahIM hai, jo apane Apako pUrI taraha akATya kaha ske| jisakA tarka vajanadAra usakA palar3A bhArI / isalie yaha to dRSTA honA hai, AMkhoM se dekhane kI bAta hai / maiM jaba jaba bhI bolatA hUM, yaha nahIM kahatA ki tuma merI bAta para vizvAsa karanA, zraddhA krnaa| maiM hamezA yaha cAhUMgA ki merI bAta ko hamezA dekhane kA prayAsa krnaa| mAnane kI bAta maiM nahIM kahUMgA, jAnane kI bAta kahUMgA / dRSTA hamezA jAnatA hai, dArzanika hamezA mAnatA hai / dArzanika ne jo likhA hai, vaha usase alaga rAste para cala sakatA hai lekina dRSTA ne jo jAnA hai, vaha usase alaga nahIM cala sakatA / dArzanika viparItakAla meM apane siddhAnta se vicalita ho sakatA hai / dRSTA hara hAla meM usI bAta ko duharAegA, jise usane dekhA hai, jAnA hai / isalie maiM agara kucha bolatA hUM, to yaha mata sociegA ki maiM koI vicAraka hUM, koI dArzanika huuN| maiM dekhane meM vizvAsa rakhatA hUM, jAnane meM vizvAsa rakhatA hUM / sAkSitva hI maiM hUM, yahI merI antarAtmA hai / dUsarI bAta zrImad ke bAre meM, yaha bhI dhyAna meM lIjie ki rAjacandra koI pAramparika nahIM hai / vaha AdhyAtmika vyakti hai, maulika haiM / unake pada apane Apa se niSpanna hue haiN| isalie ve adhyAtma - puruSa haiN| agara ve pAramparika hote to ApakI taraha subaha-zAma ar3atAlIsa minaTa sAmAyika lekara baiTha jaate| agara ve pAramparika hote, to nahIM samajhe jAne vAle prAkRta sUtroM ke pratikramaNa ke pATha doharAte rhte| agara ve pAramparika hote, to rojAnA mandiroM aura sthAnakoM meM jAkara, deva guru aura dharma kI vandanA - virUdAvalI, gAte rhte| ve pAramparika nahIM, ve AdhyAtmika haiM / isalie ve vidhivAdI nahIM, ve jIvanta puruSa haiM / jIvantatA meM vizvAsa karane rakhane vAle anuzAstA haiN| yahAM tatva para vizvAsa nahIM hai| yahAM apane Apa para vizvAsa hai / isalie rAjacandra rUr3hivAdI dhArmika nahIM, balki AdhyAtmika haiM, adhyAtma ke dhanI haiM / dharma vyavahAroM ke sAtha jur3A rahatA hai, para adhyAtma apane Apa se jur3A rahatA hai| dhArmika vaha hai, jo yaha jAnatA hai ki samayasAra meM kyA likhA hai, yA ki subaha-zAma pratikramaNa karanA cAhie lekina AdhyAtmika AdamI vaha hai, jise svayaM kA bodha hai, apanA jJAna hai, astitva kI pahacAna hai / svayaM kI saccAI kA patA hai / zrImad rAjacandra ke bAre meM tIsarI bAta jo bahuta mahatvapUrNa hai, ki rAjacandra koI paMDita nahIM haiM, ve anubhavI haiN| agara paMDitAI dekhane jAoge to binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 8 For Personal & Private Use Only

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vaha unameM nahIM milegI / isalie rAjacandra koI zaMkarAcArya nahIM haiM / ve koI AcArya hemacandra nahIM haiM / rAjacandra sirpha rAjacandra hai| yahAM paMDitAI nahIM milegI / rAjacandra kavi nahIM hai| unake anuyAyI jo unheM kavi kahate haiM, unake sAtha nyAya nahIM kara rahe haiM / kavitA to eka dasa sAla kA choTA baccA bhI ghar3a sakatA hai| rAjacandra kavi nahIM, anubhavI haiN| agara unake padoM ko sunate samaya yaha lage ki kahIM koI zabda TUTa rahA hai, zabda - saMyojanA ThIka nahIM hai, hrasva-dIrgha kA tAlamela nahIM hai, chanda - doSa hai, to cintA mata kIjiegA kyoMki vaha kavi kI AtmA nahIM hai / yaha to sirpha eka AtmA hai, aura AtmA meM jo saMgIta umar3A hai, vaha de rahe haiN| anubhava saMgIta hai, isalie usameM majA hai, usameM jAdU hai, Ananda hai, AkarSaNa hai / vaha paramAtmA kA mandira jo bhItara ke samundara meM DUbA huA hai, usakI ghaMTiyA~ nirantara baja rahI hai aura Apa logoM ko apanI ora bulAnA cAhatI hai| unhIM ghaMTiyoM kI AvAja meM se eka AvAja batA rahA huuN| eka svara jhaMkRta kara rahA huuN| isa svara ko apane bhItara taka jAne dIjie - bahu puNya kerA, puMja thI zubha, deha mAnava no maLyo to bhI are bhava-cakra no, AMToM nahIM eke TaLyo / sukha prApta karatA, sukha TaLe che, leza e lakSe laho, kSaNa-kSaNa bhayaMkara bhAva maraNe, kAM aho rAcI raho / eka gahana niSpatti hai yaha / maiMne jAna bUjhakara Aja yaha pada liyA hai| isase zuruAta honI cAhie / isalie bhI liyA hai ki yaha pada mujhase kucha jur3A huA hai| maiM pada hI lUMgA, jo merI mAnyatAoM ke sAtha phabatA hai / jo mujhe sahI nahIM jaMcatA, vaha phira cAhe kisI kA bhI kyoM na ho, maiM usa para carcA karanA nahIM caahtaa| isalie maiM vahIM kahU~gA, jo maiM vAstava meM kahanA cAhatA hU~ / rAjacandra ko apanA mAdhyama banA rahA hUM aura usameM se Apako vahIM de rahA hUM jo maiM denA cAhatA hUM / yaha pada jur3A huA hai hama se, mAnavavAda se / maiM cAhe jo hoUM, para mere hara hone meM maiM pahale insAna hUM, usake bAda aura kucha / mere lie pahale insAna hone kA mUlya hai usake bAda kucha aura hone kA / rAjacandra kahate haiM ki tumane itane sAre mahAna puNya kiye aura una puNyoM ko karane ke bAda yaha mAnava kAyA milI, para itanA to soco ki kyA phira bhI tumhArA bhramaNa TalA ? sirpha yahI socane kI bAta hai / manuSya parama hai, manuSya carama hai / manuSya AkhirI mApadaMDa hai| duniyA meM jitane bhI siddhAnta bane haiM, mAnava mAtra ke lie bane haiM / dharma manuSya ke lie hotA bI ghaMTiyAM mana-mandira kI / 6 For Personal & Private Use Only

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hai, manuSya dharma ke lie nahIM / isalie manu meM aura rAjacandra meM pharka hai / manu vaha vyakti haiM, aise bhagavAna haiM, jo manusmRti ke lie, yA manu ne jo siddhAnta batAe haiM, unake lie ve manuSya ko kurbAna kara sakate haiN| lekina hama manuSya ko una siddhAntoM ke lie kurbAna nahIM kara sakate / manuSya ke lie una siddhAntoM kA hama upayoga karavA sakate haiN| manuSya kA nirmANa siddhAntoM ke lie nahIM huA hai, siddhAntoM kA nirmANa manuSya ke lie huA hai| manuSya aura siddhAnta agara eka sahacara ho jAyeM, vahIM jIvana meM sAdhanA saphalIbhUta ho jAtI hai, siddhi aura saphalatA hAsila ho jAtI hai / duniyA meM jitane bhI siddhAnta bane haiM, samUha ke lie bane haiM, saMgha samAja ke lie bane haiM, lekina maiM jisa siddhAnta kI carcA kara rahA hUM, usakA sambandha eka - eka vyakti se hai / niyama aura siddhAnta to sArvajanika hote haiN| sabake lie samAna hote haiM / koI bhI siddhAnta aisA nahIM hai jisakA artha pratyeka vyakti para eka jaisA lAgU ho| Akhira koI bhI insAna eka jaisA nahIM hai| cehare alaga-alaga haiN| sabake pahanAve alaga-alaga haiN| sabake dRSTikoNa alaga-alaga haiM, to phira siddhAnta eka jaise kyoM? isalie maiM eka-eka vyakti se jur3a rahA hUM / mahAvIra ke lie gautama eka hoNge| lekina mere lie Apa saba gautama haiM / buddha ke lie Ananda eka hoMge, lekina mere lie to Apa sabhI Ananda haiM aura maiM eka-eka gautama se, eka - eka Ananda se bAta kara rahA hUM / rAjacandra ke lie laghurAja svAmI eka hoNge| lekina mere lie Apa sabhI laghurAja svAmI haiM aura maiM eka-eka vyakti ke jIvana meM rUpAntaraNa, eka krAntikArI rUpAntaraNa lAne kI bAta kara rahA hUM / bahupuNya kerA puMjI zubha deha mAnava no malyo, to bhI are-bhava cakra no, AMTo nahIM eke TaLyo / manuSya kA zarIra mila gayA, yaha puNya kI bAta hai / saubhAgya kI bAta hai / para kyA yahI saubhAgya kI bAta hai zarIra mila gayA manuSya kA? manuSya kA zarIra to eka vezyA ko bhI milA hai| eka cora ko bhI milA hai, eka DAkU ko bhI / hiTalara ko bhI milA hai aura gAMdhI ko bhI / kyA manuSya zarIra kI yaha mahimA hai? kyA hiTalara kA zarIra prApta ho jAnA bar3e puNya kI bAta hai ? yaha koI bar3A puNya nahIM hai| puNya to taba hotA hai, jaba bhItara kA soyA huA manuSya jaga jaae| taba samajhanA ki 'bahu puNya kerA puMjathI zubha deha mAnava nA malyo / ' tumheM tumhArI kAyA nasIba se milii| bhItara ke manuSyatva kA janmanA hI bhItara ke paramAtmA kA sAmIpya prApta karanA hai / paramAtmA hamArI AtmA kA sapanA binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 10 For Personal & Private Use Only

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hai| bhItara ke manuSya ke jagane para hI samajheM ki bhItara ke sAgara meM DUbA huA paramAtmA kA mandira ubhraa| ___ bhItara ke manuSya ko, bhItara ke masIhA ko jagAne ke lie hI to ghaMTA bajAte haiN| kyA Apa mandira meM jAkara ghaMTiyAM isalie bajAte haiM ki bhagavAna kahIM soyA huA ho, jo use sunakara jaga jAe? (haMsI) vAstava meM ye ghaMTanAda paramAtmA ko jagAne ke lie nahIM kiyA jAtA, balki apane-Apako jagAne ke lie kiyA jAtA hai| jora se ghaMTA isalie bajAyA jAtA hai tAki hamAre aMdara ke sAre snAyutaMtu kSaNabhara ke lie jaga jaaeN| maMdira meM paramAtmA nahIM hai, maMdira meM tuma khuda ho / tuma maMdira meM ho to paramAtmA maMdira meM hai| yadi maMdira meM jAkara bhI tuma saMsAra ke bAre meM socate ho, to maMdira meM bhI paramAtmA nahIM, saMsAra hI hai| maMdira meM bhI bAjAra hI hai, aura yadi bAjAra meM jAkara, kisI zahara ke caurAhe para bhI paramAtmA ko yAda karate haiM to vaha zahara kA caurAhA nahIM, paramAtmA kA maMdira hai| pahacAneM hama apane bhItara ke bhagavAna ko / bhItara kA bhagavAna kaise jAneM, pahacAneM isI ke lie sAre sAdhana aura sAdhanA hai| behatara hogA isake lie hama jagAeM pahale bhItara meM soye manuSya ko| idhara hamAre bhItara kA manuSya jaga jAe, soyA huA iMsAna jaga jaae| yadi sAdhanA kI zuruAta karanI hai to maiM pahalA sUtra denA cAhatA hUM rAjacandra kI ora se tAki bhItara kA vaha soyA huA insAna jaga jaae| tabhI to kSatriyatva jagegA, hamArA pauruSa prakaTa hogA vaha manuSya jgegaa| abhI to jaba taka bhItara kA manuSya hI marA-marA sA par3A hai, taba taka cetanA meM koI taraMga nahIM ho sktii| cetanA tuma meM rahegI, tuma cetanA meM nahIM rhoge| aphalAtUna ne manuSya kI pahalI paribhASA dI hai ki manuSya binA paMkhoM kA, do pAMvoM se calane vAlA jAnavara hai| aphalAtana ne kisI hisAba se ThIka kahA hogaa| kiMtu DAyojanIja aphalAtUna ke pAsa gayA, eka murgA lekr| usane aphalAtUna se kahA ki yadi iMsAna binA paMkhoM kA dopAyA jAnavara hai, to lo maiMne isa murge ke paMkha kATa diye| aba siddha karo ki kyA yaha murgA iMsAna ho gayA? nahIM! vaha iMsAna nahIM huaa| jAnavara to jAnavara hI rahegA, para abhI to iMsAna bhI jAnavara hI banA huA hai| jisa dina manuSya ke bhItara kA manuSya paidA ho jAegA, usa dina usake bhItara kA bhagavAna bhI calA aaegaa| para jaba taka bhItara se jAnavara bane hue ho taba taka binA paMkhoM ke do pAyA jAnavara hI khlaaoge| taba prANa to hoMge para pazu-se prANa / bajI ghaMTiyAM mana-mandira kI / 11 For Personal & Private Use Only

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agara apanI aMtarAtmA kA nirIkSaNa karo, agara apane citta kI vRttiyoM kI vipazyanA karo, to jAnoge ki tumhAre bhItara soyA huA iMsAna jaga gayA hai yA abhI bhI bhItara koI jAnavara yA zaitAna baiThA huA hai| Aja bhI hamAre bhItara krodha hai, vAsanA hai, ahaMkAra hai| lobha aura prapaMca, chala aura IrSyA kI bhAvanA hai| kyA karoge jyAdA zAstroM kI totA-raTana se yadi bhItara kA iMsAna nahIM jagA pAte ho| jaise tuma kala the, vaise hI yadi Aja bhI karate cale jAoge, to ye zAstra kaise kalyANa kreNge| zAstroM meM jo saca hai, vaha zAbdika hai| agara jIvana meM zAstra utara jAve to zAstra sArthaka hai, anyathA paMDitoM ke vAda-vivAda kA sAdhana, tarkajAla kI vyvsthaa| ye zAstra kahIM hamAre lie zastra na bana jAeM, lar3AI ke mAdhyama na bana jaaeN| isa duniyA meM jitane ahita hue haiM, dhArmika aura zAstrIya kaTTaratA ke kAraNa / saMsAra meM aba taka karIba sAr3he pAMca hajAra yuddha hue haiM, unameM se cAra hajAra yuddha to kevala dharma aura zAstroM ke nAma para hue haiN| ye zAstra kahIM hamAre lie saMgharSa ke, yuddha ke eka-dUsare ko kATane, pachAr3ane aura kaTTaratA ke mAdhyama to nahIM bana rahe haiM? jIvana kA pahalA mUlya, jIvana kI pahalI sAdhanA yahI hai ki apane bhItara ke iMsAna ko jagA lo| anyathA kabhI to hamArA mana baMdara kI taraha DolegA, to kabhI kIr3e kI taraha kIcar3a meM dhaMsatA calA jaaegaa| mAyA, lobha aura parigraha ke kAraNa hamArA mana krodha ke sAtha bahatA huA 'caMDakauzika' bana jAegA, sarparAja / ___ maiMne sunA hai eka vyakti bar3A udAsa thA, rone lgaa| usake mitra ne pUchA, bhAI! kyA bAta hai? rote kyoM ho to vaha bolA , kyA batAUM pichale mahIne merA cAcA mara gyaa| dosta ne kahA, cAcA mara gayA to kyA huA? jAte-jAte tumhAre liye bahuta sArI jAyadAda bhI to chor3akara gayA hai / usane kahA, do mahIne pahale mere dAdA bhI mara gye| dosta bolA, yaha bhI acchA huaa| dAdAjI ke bahuta sAre kheta-khalihAna the| saba tumheM mila gye| itanA mAla mila gayA phira bhI tuma rote ho| bolA, rotA isalie hUM kyoMki isa mahIne abhI taka koI nahIM marA / (ThahAkA) kahIM yahI durdazA to hamArI nahIM hai| sAmAna ikaTThA ho rahA hai, dhana-daulata baTorate cale jA rahe haiM aura baTorane vAlA nirantara khaMDahara ho rahA hai| jIvana ke galAghoMTa saMgharSa meM jIvana ke mUlya cukate cale jA rahe haiN| mukhauTA kaisA hai? gorA hai yA kAlA hai? baMdara jaisA hai, kIr3e-makor3e jaisA hai, hAthI, gadhe jaisA hai, yA khaccara, ghor3e jaisA hai? kaisA hai hamAre bhItara kA ceharA binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 12 For Personal & Private Use Only

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use dekhane kA prayAsa karanA hai| bhItara ke mAnasa ko sApha karanA hai| svayaM kI prekSA-anuprekSA karo, vipazyanA karo aura dekho ki hamArA vAstavika svarUpa kaisA hai? agara Antarika dhulAI se vaha svaccha, sApha ho sakatA hai, nirmala ho sakatA hai, to hama usako nirmala aura pavitra banAne kA prayAsa kreN| yadi aisA hotA hai to Age kI yAtrA bahuta sukhada aura sulabha ho jaaegii| sAgara meM maMdira ubharate dikhAI deNge| bhItara ke bhagavAna kI svataH pahacAna hogii| zuddha citta ke sAtha apane vartamAna ke prati sajaga rahanA hI dharma kA vAstavika abhyAsa hai, samAdhi hai| (ghaMTA bajane kI AvAja) maMdira meM ghaMTiyA baja rahI haiN| ghaMTiyAM bajatI rahe aura soyA manuSya jagatA rahe, isI meM ghaMTanAda kI sArthakatA hai| mana-maMdira meM bajatI ghaMTiyAM tumheM bhItara bulA rahI haiN| Aja hamane kucha praveza kiyA hai, kala aura praveza kareM, taba taka ke lie mauna hone kI anumati diijiye| dhnyvaad| bajI ghaMTiyAM mana-mandira kI / 13 For Personal & Private Use Only

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mRta nahIM, mRtyuMjaya hoM mere priya Atman! damizka kI eka dantakathA hai / eka cAlIsa sAla kA AdamI rAjadhAnI ke caurAhe para khar3A, nauTaMkI dekha rahA thaa| hajAroM kI bhIr3a thii| nATakakA Ananda hI kucha anerA thA / nATaka dekhate-dekhate hI, usa AdamI ke kaMdhe para kisI ke hAtha kA sparza huA / usane apane agala-bagala meM dekhA / kahIM koI aisA dikhAI nahIM diyA, jisane use hAtha kA sparza kiyA ho| vaha phira nATaka dekhane lgaa| kisI ne phira hAtha kA sparza kiyaa| vaha cillaayaa| pUchA, kauna hai ? dhIre se AvAja aaii| 'maiM tumhArI mauta hU~ / ' merI mauta! vaha cauNkaa| mauta kA nAma sunakara AdamI kA cauMkanA svAbhAvika hai| mauta ne kahA, abhI to maiM sirpha tumheM cetAne ke lie AI huuN| kala zAma ko maiM tumheM lene aauuNgii| usake liye to nATaka havA ho gayA / vaha ghabar3AyA huA bhAgA aura sIdhA apane samrATa ke pAsa gayA / samrATa ko sArI bAta batAkara kahA ki kala merI mauta mujhe lene Ane vAlI hai| samrATa, maiMne jIvana bhara ApakI sevA kI hai / isalie Aja maiM Apase AkharI cIja mAMgatA huuN| Apa mujhe apanA svayaM kA ghor3A de deM, tAki maiM isa rAjadhAnI ko chor3akara eka dina aura eka rAta meM hI saikar3oM mIla dUra jA skuuN| mauta se baca skuuN| samrATa ne ghor3A de diyaa| vaha nirantara ghor3A daur3AtA rhaa| sArI rAta, sArA dina daur3AyA aura jaba daur3ate-daur3ate sAMjha ho gaI agale dina kI, to vaha rukaa| usa samaya usake dila meM eka prasannatA thI, eka khuzI thI, eka Atma-sAMtvanA thI ki mauta jahA~ kala use milI thI, vaha sthAna yahA~ se pacAsoM mIla pIche hai / maiM bahuta dUra calA AyA huuN| aba mauta yahAM nahIM A sakatI / vaha ghor3e se nIce binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 14 For Personal & Private Use Only

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utraa| usane ghor3e kI pITha thapathapAI aura kahA, ustAda! Aja tUne mujhe mauta se bacAyA hai| maiM terA zukragujAra huuN| usane ghor3e ko thapathapAyA hI thA ki kisI ne usake kaMdhe para hAtha rkhaa| vaha cauMkA, kyoMki vo hAtha kala jaisA hI thaa| usane pUchA, kauna? javAba milA - 'maiM ..... tumhArI mauta / ' lekina tuma yahA~ kaise A gaI? maiM to tumheM pacAsoM mIla dUra chor3akara AyA thaa| mauta ne kahA, jisa ghor3e para tuma savAra hokara Ae ho, usI ghor3e para maiM bhI AI huuN| dhanyavAda hai samrATa ko, jisane tumheM damizka kA sabase mahAna ghor3A diyaa| dhanyavAda hai isa ghor3e ko jisane tumheM TheTha vahAM pahuMcA diyA jahAM tumhArI mRtyu honI thii| maiM kala se isa cintA meM thI ki tumhArI mauta to isa jagaha tAlAba ke kinAre per3a ke nIce likhI huI hai, para maiM tumheM yahAM taka kaise lekara A paauuNgii| lekina kRtajJa hU~, damizka ke isa drutagAmI ghor3e kI, jisane tumheM yahAM taka pahu~cA diyaa| mRtyu jIvana kA AkhirI par3Ava hai aura mRtyu se bacA bhI nahIM jA sktaa| jIvana ke dvAra para mRtyu kI dastaka to anivAryataH hotI hai| koI kitanA bhI prayAsa kare, lekina mRtyu se bacA nahIM jA sktaa| mRtyu to jIvana kA samApana hai| jIvana ke upanyAsa kA upasaMhAra hai| AdamI cAhe kitanA bhI mRtyu se baca-bacakara bhAgatA ho, para mauta se Aja taka koI baca pAyA hai? na rAma rahe, na bhIma rahe, na arjuna mahAbalI, eka vaha bace jo karma ko mAre cale gye| yadi koI tIrthaMkara hue taba bhI gae, koI buddha puruSa hue taba bhI gae, maryAdA puruSottama hue, taba bhI gye| isa dharatI para jo bhI AtA hai, use jAnA hI par3atA hai| manuSya kI mUr3hatA yahI hai ki vaha socatA hai ki koI aura jAtA hogA, koI aura maratA hogA, maiM thor3e hI mruuNgaa| maiM to aisA hI rahU~gA, kala jaisA hii| jisa dina jIvana meM pahalI bAra isa bAta kA ahasAsa hotA hai ki mujhe bhI usI tarIke se jAnA hai, jisa tarIke se hiTalara yA gAMdhI ko jAnA par3A, gozAlaka aura gautama ko jAnA par3A, rAma aura rAvaNa ko jAnA par3A, kaMsa aura kRSNa ko jAnA pdd'aa| yaha bAta alaga hai ki kaMsa kI taraha maroge yA kRSNa kI taraha, rAma kI taraha maroge yA rAvaNa kI taraha, hiTalara kI taraha maroge yA gAMdhI kI taraha, lekina mauta se bacA nahIM jA skegaa| maranA to nizcita taura para hai| vyakti apane jIvana meM AtmA yA paramAtmA ko dekha pAtA hai yA nahIM, lekina apanI jiMdagI meM kaI logoM ko marate hue jarUra dekhatA hai| isalie mRtyu jIvana kA parama satya hai| janma pahalA satya hai, to mRtyu AkhirI / jo AdamI kisI aura kI mRtyu dekhakara bhI nahIM jAgatA, usakA to bhagavAna hI mAlika hai| mRta nahIM mRtyuMjaya hoM | 15 For Personal & Private Use Only

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svayaM buddha A jAeM to bhI use nahIM jagA paaeNge| jo jIvana kI antima lIlA dekhakara, jIvana ke vinAza ko par3hakara bhI nahIM jAgatA, to koI tarIkA nahIM hai use jagAne kaa| kisI aura kI mRtyu vAstava meM hameM hamArI mRtyu kI agrima sUcanA hai| jisa dAdA se Apa kala taka bolate the, jisa se Apa pyAra karate the, yA jo Apako pyAra karatA thA, usI ko mRtyu ke dvAra se gujara jAne ke bAda lakar3I kI citA para apane hAtha se sajAte ho aura apane hAtha se hI use jalAne ke lie Aga lagAte ho| kala kI bAta hai : maiM savikalpaka dhyAna se gujara rahA thaa| maiMne dekhA ki mere sAmane citA hai, aura usa citA meM aura koI nahIM, vaha mA~ hai, jisane mujhe paidA kiyaa| maiM Aga dene ke lie jaise hI Age bar3hA, merA hAtha sthira ho gayA, maiM Aga na lagA skaa| mere hAtha se mazAla chUTa gyii| citA svataH jala utthii| aura usI ke sAtha jala gayA merA tAdAtmya jo zarIra aura mere bIca thaa| kAyA raha gayI, para kAyA ke prati rahane vAlI mAyA kI antyeSTi ho gii| taya hai ki mauta to avazyaMbhAvI hai, hara kisI ko maranA hai aura jaba avazyambhAvI hai to mA~ ko bhI maranA hai, bApa ko bhI maranA hai, guru ko bhI maranA hai| jaba masIhA aura bhagavAna bhI cale jAte haiM, to mA~-bApa aura gurU to haiM hI kyA? hama dAdA ke zava ko apane hAtha se jalAte haiM, phira bhI hamAre bhItara mRtyu kI kahIM koI TIsa yA ahasAsa nahIM hai, kahIM koI mRtyu kI padacApa sunAI nahIM detii| Akhira AdamI ke sAmane jIvana kI paribhASA kyA hai? AdamI ko jIne kI kalA kaise sikhAI jAye? jo marate ko dekhakara bhI jIne kI kalA nahIM sIkha sakatA, usake lie duniyA kA kauna sA zAstra hai? apane hAthoM se zava ko jalAkara, apane hAthoM se antyeSTi saMskAra karake bhI jaise kala the, vaise hI Aja bhI bane hue ho aura jaise Aja ho, vaise hI kala bhI rahane vAle ho| mAnasikatA kahIM badala nahIM rhii| dAdAjI jaba jIvita the taba bhI garama cAya pIte the, aba jaba dAdAjI mara gaye taba bhI garama cAya pIte ho aura kala antyeSTi ho jAegI taba bhI garama cAya piyoge| kucha chor3ate bhI ho? garama cAya pInA nahIM chodd'te| khAnA khAnA nahIM chodd'te| zmazAna meM gappe ThoMkanA nahIM chodd'te| to chor3ate kyA ho? mandira jAnA chor3ate ho| dAdA jI mara gaye, bAraha dina sUtaka lagegA, mandira jAnA chor3a diyaa| sAmAyika karanA chor3a diyaa| chor3A kyA? dharma chor3A, gurU chor3A, arihaMta chodd'aa| mRtyu ke bAda jo dugunA karanA cAhie, use to nahIM karate aura jinake binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 16 For Personal & Private Use Only

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prati Asakti TUTanI cAhie, jinako chor3anA cAhie, ve raMcamAtra bhI nahIM chUTa pAte / ye sUtakoM kI vyavasthA patA nahIM kisa sUtrakAra ne likhI hai ? koI mara gayA, bAraha dina taka maMdira jAnA chor3a do| jisa dina dAdA mara jAe, jisa dina mA~ mara jAe, jisa dina patnI mara jAe yA koI aura mara jAe to agara rojAnA eka ghaMTA maMdira jAte ho to usa dina cAra ghaMTe ke lie maMdira jaanaa| jisa dina Apa bahuta zoka se grasta haiM, usa dina paramAtmA Apake lie zaraNabhUta hoNge| usa dina Apa paramAtmA ko sahI rUpa meM yAda kara paaeNge| zoka aura kaSTa meM tuma paramAtmA ko jyAdA smaraNa karate ho| isalie agara kisI AdamI ko dIkSA bhI lenI hai, saMnyAsa bhI lenA hai, to maiM kahUMgA ki vaha pahale tIna mahIne taka zmazAna meM rahe aura vahA~ jalatI huI citAoM ko apanI AMkhoM se dekhe / dekhe ki ima zarIra kA antima hAla kyA hogA? dRzya jIvana kA aMtima pariNAma, aMtima samApana kitanA nikRSTa hotA hai / kAyA kisa tarIke se dekhate-hI-dekhate rAkha ho jAtI hai| apanI AMkhoM se jAkara dekheM | jisa zarIra para Aja hama itarAte haiM, jima zarIra ko dhone, poMchane, sajAne meM hama dina rAta lagAte haiM, eka choTA-sA chIMTA bhI laga jAe to use dhote haiN| mahilAeM to parsa meM pepara sopa rakhatI haiN| na-na karate dina meM dasa-bIsa bAra to pepara sopa se muMha dho hI letI haiN| jisa zarIra ko ragar3ane ke lie, tuma itanA karate ho eka bAra zmazAna meM jAkara usakA hAla to dekho / eka prathA par3I huI hai ki zmazAna taka kevala puruSa jAte haiM / nahIM, mahilAoM ko bhI jAnA cAhie, tAki ve apanI AMkhoM se dekha sakeM ki jIvana kA samApana kaise hotA hai / zRMgAra kaise maTiyAmeTa hotA hai / jiMdagI ko cAhe jaise gujAra lo, lekina mauta ke samakSa hara koI nestanAbUda aura parAsta ho jAtA hai / maiMne kisI ko marate nahIM dekhA / mana meM jo auroM ko dekhane kI bhAvanA thI, vahI zithila ho gii| eka prakAra se mRtyu ho gii| mere dekhe, jo Aja jIvita haiM, vaha mRtyu se gujarane ke bAda bhI jIvita rahegA aura jo mRtyu ke bAda mRta hogA, vaha Aja bhI marA huA hai / yaha to kevala zarIra aura AtmA kA saMyoga bhara hai / nadI - nAva kA saMyoga ! yaha jitanI bhI vicitra lIlA hai, jIvana kA jo kucha bhI rAsa hai, vaha sArA kevala eka saMyoga kA rAsa hai| jisa dina yaha cetanA, yaha UrjA, sAMsa ke spandana, yaha dina kI dhar3akana zAnta hogI, usa dina saba samApta ho jaaegaa| phira sirpha itanA hogA, 'rAma nAma satya hai ' / isalie Aja zrImad rAjacandra jo sandeza denA cAhate haiM, use bar3e dhyAna se lIjiyegA / yaha mahA sandeza yahI kahatA hai ki Ama AdamI kI to bAta hI kyA hai, agara koI cakravartI mRta nahIM mRtyuMjaya hoM / 17 For Personal & Private Use Only

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samrATa bhI hogA, cAhe vaha kitanA bhI baliSTha hogA, phira bhI mauta ke Age, kAla ke sAmane to hara AdamI jhuka jAtA hai| patA hI nahIM calatA ki koI AdamI kala thA bhI yA nahIM / rAjacandra kA pada hai - chaH khaNDa nA adhirAja je, caMDe karIne nIpajyA, brahmAMDa mA balavAna thai ne, bhUpa bhAre UpajyA / e catura cakrI cAlIyA, hotA na hotA hoI ne, jana jANie, mana mANie, nava kAla mUke koI ne / 'jana jANie, mana mANie, navakAla mUke koI ne' chaH khaNDa kA jo pRthvIpati hogA, usa samrATa kA bhI patA nahIM cala pAtA ki vaha thA bhI ki nahIM thaa| isa pRthvI para Aja taka na jAne kitane pRthvIpati samrATa hue, kyA kisI kA patA hai ? itihAsa kI tArIkhoM meM jo do-cAra logoM ke nAma mila jAte haiM, basa unakI bAta alaga hai| na jAne isa dharatI para kitane ananta loga hue haiM aura kitane ananta logoM kA saphAyA huA hai, kisI ko kucha bhI patA nahIM hai / eka bAta taya hai ki jaba itane bar3e-bar3e cakravartI samrATa nareza nahIM rahe to tuma to ho hI kisa bAga kI mUlI / tuma bhI nahIM rahoge / 1 jIvana kA ratha janma aura mRtyu ke do pahiyoM ke sahAre calatA hai / janma ke sAtha jIvana kA prArambha hotA hai aura mRtyu ke sAtha jIvana kA samApana / lekina jaise hI vyakti kA janma hotA hai, mRtyu kI yAtrA prArambha ho jAtI hai / manuSya kA janma jIvana ke dvAra para nahIM hotA, manuSya kA janma anityatA kI goda meM hotA hai / manuSya jitane jyAdA apane janma-divasa manAtA hai, hakIkata yaha hai ki usakI mRtyu utanI hI jyAdA karIba hotI calI jAtI hai isalie vyakti kA janma dina vAstava meM usakA karIba AtA mRtyu dina hai / yadi vyakti apanA sAThavAM janma dina manAtA hai, to isakA artha hai ki vaha sATha varSa mauta ke karIba A cukA hai / aba to dhIre-dhIre sAla jyoM-jyoM gujara rahe haiM, tyoM-tyoM jIvana nahIM bar3ha rahA hai, balki mRtyu bar3ha rahI hai / yadi koI kahatA hai ki maiM apane beTe se bar3A hU~, to samajheM ki mRtyu kI dRSTi se vaha AdamI bar3A hai lekina jIvana kI dRSTi se usakA beTA bar3A hai| beTA abhI aura jyAdA jiegA / - janma aura mRtyu ina do ke sahAre jIvana kA nirmANa hotA hai| jIvana to bilkula aisA hai, jaise vINA ke tAra / jaba taka tAroM se saMgIta paidA ho rahA hai - ho rahA hai, aMguliyA cala rahI haiM, saMgIta jhaMkRta ho rahA hai lekina saMgIta bajate-bajate binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 18 For Personal & Private Use Only

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patA nahIM kisa kSaNa ye tAra TUTa jAeM, bharosA nahIM hai| isI taraha ye sAMsoM kA saMgIta cala rahA hai lekina bhItara aura bAhara AtI-jAtI ye sAMseM kisa kSaNa hamezA ke lie zAnta ho jAeM, patA nahIM, lekina abhI yaha vINA jhaMkRta hai| abhI Apa loga jI rahe haiN| jI isalie rahe haiM kyoMki mare nahIM hai| aura mare nahIM haiM, isalie jInA hai| jaba taka mare nahIM haiM, taba taka jInA hai aura jaba taka jIte haiM, taba taka mare nahIM haiN| jaba taka jIte haiM, bar3I saccAI aura sarasatA ke sAtha jInA hai tAki jIvana meM janma-maraNa kA cakra miTa jaae| agara janma Tala gayA, to bhI ThIka aura mRtyu Tala gaI, to bhI tthiik| agara janma Tala gayA to mRtyu ke bAda janma na hogA aura mRtyu Tala gaI to vaha Apake hAtha para amaratA kI meMhadI racajAegI, amaratA kI meMhadI kesariyA raMga lagA jaaegii| to janma yA mRtyu meM se koI bhI eka nIce gira jaae| jIvana kI gAr3I hamezA do pahiyoM ke sahAre calatI hai| do meM se koI bhI eka pahiyA gira gayA to dUsarA pahiyA apane-Apa arthahIna bematalaba ho jaaegaa| isako bilkula aise samajhie ki jaise Apa dAeM aura bAeM paira ke sahAre calate haiM, vaise hI jIvana bhI janma aura mRtyu, ina do pAMvoM ke sahAre-sahAre calatA hai| jaise AsamAna meM paMchI do DainoM ke sahAre ur3atA hai| kitanA bhI kyoM na UMcA ur3atA ho, do meM eka paMkha bhI TUTa jAe, to paMchI dhar3Ama se nIce A giregA aura jo eka bAra nIce gira par3A, to phira loga kyA kareMge, roeMge unake pIche? nahIM! jaba taka vyakti jIvita hai, koI usake kAma nahIM AtA, marane ke bAda saba kAma Ate haiN| koI bhUkhA maratA ho aura dUsare se kahe ki mujhe thor3A sahayoga de do, to vaha kahegA ki kamA kara nahIM khA sakatA? para agara vaha bhUkhA mara jAe, to hara koI usakI lakar3iyoM kA bandobasta avazya kara degaa| jIvita thA, to koI vyavasthA nahIM kI, mara gayA to vyavasthA karane kI socate ho| marane ke bAda agara nadI meM bahA do yA jamIna meM daphanA do, koI pharka nahIM pdd'egaa| jIte jI kisI ke kAma AnA hI iMsAniyata ke mandira ke nirmANa kA tarIkA hai| agara tuma kisI vyakti kI mRtyu para rote bhI ho, to koI mRta vyakti ke lie thor3e hI rote ho| saba apane svArtha ke lie rote haiN| usake lie ronA hotA to pahale hI nahIM ro lete, jaba vaha jIvita thaa| marane ke bAda to apane svArtha ke lie rote ho| sambhava hai, usake kAraNa zAyada tumhArI kucha kamAI thI, tumhArI pratiSThA thI, samAja meM tumhArA rutabA thaa| usake kAraNa tumheM koI sahArA, koI AlaMbana hogA, isalie marane ke bAda use yAda karate ho| svArtha ke kAraNa mRta nahIM mRtyuMjaya hoM / 16 For Personal & Private Use Only

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rote ho| svArtha ko rote ho| eka vyakti bahuta jora se rone lgaa| AsapAsa ke loga ikaTThe hue, pUchA - kyoM rote ho| vaha bolA - merI patnI mara gii| logoM ne kahA - to rotA kyoM hai? roja to kahatA thA usase mara jA, mara jaa| mara gaI to acchA huA, zukra mAna khudA kA jisane tumhArI suna lI, use Upara uThA liyaa| vaha vyakti bolA, maiM usake lie thor3e hI rotA huuN| maiM to aura hI kAraNa se ro rahA huuN| daraasala, jaba mA~ marI to mohalle kI striyoM ne kahA, cintA mata kr| agara terI mA~ mara gaI hai, to koI bAta nhiiN| hama jo itanI sArI aurate haiM, terI mA~ banane ko taiyAra haiN| phira jaba merI bahana marI, taba bhI mohalle kI auratoM ne kahA koI bAta nhiiN| hama haiM terI bahana banane ke lie| lekina Aja jaba merI patnI mara gaI hai, to koI nahIM AyA yaha kahane ko ki cintA mata kareM, hama taiyAra haiM terI patnI banane ko....... / __aisA hI hotA hai| pahalI patnI ke marate hI dUsarI kI taiyAriyAM zurU ho jAtI haiN| koI jugAr3a, koI goTI phiTa karane kI taiyArI meM AdamI laga jAtA hai| isa mAmale meM eka sATha varSa kA buDDhA bhI bUr3hA nahIM hotA hai| eka mahilA agara vidhavA ho jAe to kaheMge ki tIsa sAla meM bUr3hI ho gaI hai| kintu AdamI sATha sAla kA vidhura hokara bhI svayaM ko bUr3hA nahIM maantaa| koziza karatA hai ki dUsarI, tIsarI, cauthI A jaae| saba apane svArtha ke lie rote haiN| isalie zrImad rAjacandra kahate haiM : cAhe koI kitanA bhI balavAna ho, kitanA bhI sazakta ho, hara AdamI isa dharatI para Akara samApta hotA hI hai| - jana jAnie, mana mAnie, nava kAla mUke koI ne yaha mRtyu, yaha kAla kisI ko chor3atA nahIM hai| hara kisI ko apane jhapeTe meM le letA hai| sUraja udaya hotA hai, to udaya ke sAtha hI pazcima kI ora apanI yAtrA prArambha kara detA hai| phUla khilatA hai to khilane ke sAtha hI, murajhAne kI yAtrA zurU kara detA hai| jahAM-jahAM saMyoga haiM, vahAM-vahAM viyoga kI rekhAeM anivAryataH hoNgii| jahAM sukha hai, vahAM dukha bhI hai| jahAM svarga hai, vahAM naraka bhI hai| jagata meM ye anivArya sambhAvanAeM haiN| yahAM koI bhI nitya nahIM hai| koI bhI sanAtana nahIM hai| hara kisI ko jAnA hai| tuma pratidina bUr3he hote jA rahe ho| jIvana kA ghar3A rojAnA bUMda-bUMda kara risatA calA jA rahA hai| koI AdamI javAna nahIM hotA, hara AdamI bUr3hA hotA hai aura bur3hApA apane Apa meM jelakhAne ke barAbara hai| binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 20 For Personal & Private Use Only

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jaise-jaise, jIvana ke pyAja kA chilakA eka-eka kara utaregA, vaise-vaise umariyA to ghaTegI hii| umra to nirantara ghaTa rahI hai lekina tRSNA ? vaha nirantara bar3ha rahI hai| tRSNA nahIM ghaTatI, vAsanA nahIM ghaTatI, krodha nahIM ghaTatA, ahaMkAra nahIM ghaTatA, kevala umariyA ghaTa rahI hai| jIvana ke maMgala kalaza se pAnI nirantara risa rahA hai / patA nahIM calatA, para risa rahA hai| bIsa sAla pahale Apa javAna the| usase bhI bIsa sAla pahale bacce the / usase do sAla pahale mA~ ke peTa meM the / usase pahale koI adRzya AtmA rahe, koI choTe se aNu rahe, bIja rhe| ye umariyA jyoM-jyoM bar3ha rahI hai, vyakti kI jiMdagI, tyoM-tyoM ghaTa rahI hai| nazvara saMsAra meM anazvaratA kahA~! na rahatA bhauMroM kA AhvAna, nahIM rahatA phUloM kA rAja / kokilA hotI antardhAna, calA jAtA pyArA RturAja / asambhava hai cira sammelana na bhUlo kSaNabhaMgura jIvana / mahAdevI kI bahuta pyArI kavitA hai yaha / bhauMroM kA AhvAna nahIM rahatA, phUloM kA sAmrAjya nahIM rahatA / kokilA bhI lupta ho jAtI hai / basanta bhI calA jAtA hai / isalie yaha gumAna na kareM ki mujhe hamezA rahanA hai, hamezA jInA hai / eka bAta hamezA yAda rakhanI hai ki mujhe bhI eka dina jAnA hai / merI bhI eka dina DolI uThanI hai / cAra janoM ke kaMdhoM para zmazAna kI yAtrA karanI hai| Akhira, mATI meM samAnA hai| kaba janme, kaba mare, isakA koI mahatva nahIM hai / kisa tArIkha ko janme, kisa tArIkha ko mareMge isakA koI mUlya nahIM hai| maMgalavAra kI bajAe, guruvAra ko mara jAeM, janma jAeM yA somavAra kI bajAya zanivAra ko mara jAeM isase kyA pharka par3a jaaegaa| pharka to isa bAta se par3atA hai ki hamane apanI jiMdagI kA upayoga kyA kiyA? mUlya sirpha isa bAta kA hai ki tuma jIvana kitanA jIte ho| jIvana ko utsava banAkara jiyeM, yahI mahattvapUrNa hai / hama yahAM para Ae, praveza kiyaa| praveza kiyA hai, to nizcita taura para hameM prasthAna bhI karanA hogaa| jisa dina praveza kiyA, usI dina se prasthAna kI taiyAriyAM bhI prArambha ho gaI hoMgI / hama kaba Ae aura kaba jAeMge, isakA itihAsa likhane kA koI matalaba nahIM hai / mahatva isa bAta kA hai ki hamAre Ane ke bAda, marane se pahale, hamane jIvana kA kitanA upayoga kiyA, jIvana kitanA sArthakatA For Personal & Private Use Only mRta nahIM mRtyuMjaya hoM / 21

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se jiyaa| soye-soye jiye yA jAge-jAge? phUla khilA yA kalI kAMToM se hI ghirI raha gayI? jIvana kA artha jIvana ke upayoga meM hI hai| jIvana kA artha janma aura mRtyu meM nhiiN| jIvana kA artha jIvana ko sahI DhaMga se jIne meM hai| janma aura mRtyu mahatvapUrNa nahIM hai, mahatvapUrNa jIvana meM jo samaya milA hai, usakA upayoga karane meM hai| samaya to sabake lie eka jaisA AtA hai, lekina jaisI jisakI pAtratA, vyakti vaisA hI usakA upayoga karatA hai| bAdala se girI pAnI kI bUMda agara miTTI meM gira jAe to usI samaya dhUmila ho jAegI, sAgara meM gire to pAnI meM samA jAegI, tapta lohe para gire to bhApa banakara ur3a jAegI, kele ke per3a ke garbha meM gire to kapUra bana jAegI, sarpa ke muMha meM par3akara jahara aura sIpa ke muMha jAkara motI bana jaaegii| pAnI kI bUMda vahI eka hai, samaya vahI eka hai| para eka ke lie vaha jahara bar3hAtI hai aura dUsare ke lie motii| jidaMgI saba ke sAtha hai, pharka sirpha usake upayoga karane kA hai| mahAvIra bhI mareMge aura gozAlaka bhI, gAMdhI bhI mareMge aura hiTalara bhI, para gozAlaka aura hiTalara se duniyA lajjita hogI, vahIM mahAvIra aura gAMdhI para nAja kregii| nizcita taura para mareMge Apa bhI, maiM bhI, lekina mRtyu honI cAhie kapUra kI taraha, jo khuda jalakara bhI yaha ahasAsa karA de ki yahA~ koI kapUra jalA thaa| aisI khuzabU chor3akara jaaeN| eka gulAba kA phUla paudhe para rahegA, taba bhI khuzabU degA, bhagavAna ke caraNoM meM car3hAyA jAegA taba bhI mahakegA, kisI ke pairoM tale kucalA jAe to bhI apanI saurabha bikhera jAegA aura yadi kumhalA bhI jAe to bhI sUkhakara miThAiyoM ko suvAsita kregaa| kImata paMkhuriyoM kI nahIM, phala meM rahane vAlI khuzabU kI hai| plAsTika ke phUla guladAna meM sajAe jAte haiN| asalI phUloM ko hAra banAkara gale meM pahanA jAtA hai| Ajakala ke dostoM ye kAgaja ke phUla haiM saba, dekhane meM khuzanumA para sUMghane meM dhUla haiN| jisa phUla meM khuzabU hai, vaha phUla gale kA hAra hai| jisa phUla meM khuzabU nahIM vaha phUla hI bekAra hai| sugaMdha-hIna phUla kI kImata do kaur3I bhI nahIM hotii| Apake jIvanapuSpoM ko suvAsita karane ke lie hI nivedana kara rahA hU~ tAki Apa loga apane apratima jIvana kA, amUlya samaya kA upayoga kara skeN| eka bAta taya hai ki agara samaya bIta gayA, jIvana kA yaha apUrva avasara bIta gayA, to bItA huA samaya kabhI bhI lauTakara vApasa nahIM aaegaa| agara koI devatA Apake vyavahAra vinA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 22 For Personal & Private Use Only

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se rUTha jAe to vaha ApakI khuzAmada, pAna-prasAda, siMdUra, bheMTa se prasanna ho jAeMge, lekina bItA huA samaya kabhI bhI vApasa lauTakara nahIM A sktaa| eka bhikhArI ne dinabhara khUba bhIkha mAMgI, magara subaha se zAma taka eka phUTI kaur3I, eka anna kA dAnA na milaa| zAma ke vakta jaba vaha apane ghara lauTane lagA to usake eka sahadharmI bandhu ne, bhikhArI kA sadharmI bhikhArI hI hogA, kahAtumheM Aja bhIkha meM kucha nahIM milA, mujhe milA hai| mujhe tIna muTThI cAvala mile haiM, eka muTThI tuma le jaao| merA koI sadharmI bandhu bhUkhA mare, aisA nahIM ho sktaa| maiM thor3A kama khA lUMgA lekina tuma bhUkhe to nahIM sooge| usane eka muTThI cAvala apane sadharmI bandhu ko de diyaa| vaha bhikhArI eka muTThI cAvala lekara calane lagA to dekhA, sAmane se deza kA rASTrapati calA A rahA hai| usane socA, vAha! kyA sukUna mile haiN| Aja to maiM rASTrapati ke pairoM para gira kara itanI bhIkha mAMga lU~gA ki mere jIvana bhara kA dAridrya dUra ho jaae| tabhI usane dekhA ki rASTrapati ne svayaM hI usake pAsa apanI kAra rukavA lI aura bAhara Akara bhikhArI ke caraNoM meM leTa gayA, kahane lagA - bhAI mujhe kucha de do| bhikhArI ko bar3A gussA aayaa| mana meM AyA ki pAMvoM meM jUte nahIM haiM, varanA tere sira para jarUra de detaa| maiM to socatA thA ki Aja janama-janama ke bhikhArI kA dAridrya dUra ho jAegA, para yaha rASTrapati to merA dAridrya aura bar3hA rahA hai| rASTrapati ne kahA - dekho, tuma mujhe nA mata krnaa| Aja jaise hI maiM apane sadana se bAhara nikalA, to eka jyotiSI ne kahA - Aja isa rAste para jo pahalA AdamI tumheM mila jAe, usa AdamI se tuma kucha mAMga lenA, yadi usane tumheM kucha de diyA, to tumhArA kAma ho jaaegaa| isalie mujhe nA mata kaho, kucha de do| kucha bhI do, magara de do| bhikhArI ne bar3I muzkila se kAMpatA huA hAtha jholI meM ddaalaa| kevala karor3apati ke hAtha hI nahIM kAMpate dete hue, bhikhAriyoM ke hAtha bhI kAMpate haiM / karor3apati kauna sA apanA sArA mAla de dete haiN| karor3oM meM se hajAra dete haiM, so jaise karor3apati karor3oM meM hajAra detA hai, vaise hI bhikhArI ne jholI ke cAvaloM meM se eka cAvala nikAla kara rASTrapati ko de diyaa| rASTrapati ne cAvala lekara bhikhArI ko dhanyavAda diyA aura calA gyaa| para bhikhArI lagA rASTrapati ko gAlI bakane / aura kucha karane meM to paisA lagatA hai| gAlI bakane meM kucha nahIM lgtaa| vaha bhikhArI rASTrapati ko gAlI dete-dete ghara phuNcaa| patnI ne pUchA, Aja kyA bAta hai? itanI gAliyAM kise de rahe ho? bhikhArI bolA, kyA batAUM? yahAM ke rASTrapati ko kosa rahA huuN| vaha bhI bhikhamaMgA hai| kahatA hai kucha mRta nahIM mRtyuMjaya hoM / 23 For Personal & Private Use Only

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de do - to maiMne cAvala kA eka dAnA de diyaa| patnI bolI - calo de diyA, ThIka kiyaa| itanI gAliyAM kyoM dete ho? cAvala kA eka dAnA hI to diyA hai| kyA pharka pdd'egaa| jo bacA hai, vahI mujhe de do| maiM use cuna-bIna kara pakA letI hU~, donoM thor3A-thor3A khA leNge| Azcarya, usane jaise hI cAvala thAlI meM DAle, vaha bhauMcakkI raha gii| usane dekhA ki una cAvala ke dAnoM meM eka dAnA sone kA thaa| usane pati ko bulAyA aura kahA - gajaba ho gyaa| cAvala kA eka dAnA sone kA ho gyaa| are jAie - jaaie| sAre ke sAre cAvala rASTrapati ko de aaie| kahIM sAre hI cAvala sone ke ho jAeM! bhikhArI ne kahA, aba aisA nahIM ho sktaa| jaba avasara thA, taba kaMjUsI kara gayA aura aba sAre-kesAre cAvala bhI de dU~ to kyA ! jo samaya bIta gayA, so bIta gyaa| . agara Apa duniyAdArI ke lie caubIsa ghanTe lagAte hoM, to kama-se-kama eka ghanTA to apane-Apa ke lie kharca kro| eka bAta taya hai ki samaya bIta jAne ke bAda pachatAne ke atirikta aura kucha hAtha nahIM lgegaa| lekina prAyazcita ke AMsU mujhe Apa logoM se nahIM dulakavAne hai| isalie rAjacandra kA pada hRdaya taka utarane diijie| jana jAnie, mana mAnie, nava kAla mUke koI ne| yaha kAla kisI ko chor3atA nahIM hai| kevala usI ke bacata khAte meM samaya rahatA hai, jo apane samaya kA upayoga kara letA hai| zeSa sabhI kA samaya barbAda hotA hai| samaya kA hama upayoga kreN| samaya ko sArthaka aura sakArAtmaka rUpa deN| jIvana mRtyu kI Dyor3hI para apanA dama tor3e, usase pUrva phUla khilA honA caahiye| phUla kA khilanA hI phUla ke jIne kA uddezya hai| phUla kA na khilanA, usakA kalI hI bane raha jAnA, usakI apUrNatA hai, saMsAra meM punarvApasI kA kAraNa hai| punarjanma usake sAtha ghaTita hotA rahegA, taba taka jaba taka vaha pUrNa nahIM ho jAtI, kalI phUla nahIM bana jaatii| kalI kI mRtyu, mRtyu hai| phUla kI mRtyu mahAmRtyu hai, jIvana kA amRta mahotsava hai| hameM mRta nahIM, amRta honA hai, mRtyuMjayI honA hai| amara vaha hai jo mRtyuMjaya hai| zeSa to, sikandara bhI kyoM na ho jAo, marate vakta hAtha pasAre ho, khAlI ho, rIte ho| jo bAhara se mara gayA, mRtyu ke vakta vaha khAlI calA jAtA hai| jo bhItara se mara gayA, apanI Atma-sampadA ko upalabdha kara gayA, vaha bharA calA jAtA hai| mRtyu kA paharA usa para prabhAvI nahIM hotaa| mRtyu use amaratA ke binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 24 For Personal & Private Use Only

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sAmrAjya meM praveza karane kI bAijjata ijAjata de detI hai, agavAnI ke sAtha Adara karate hue / namaskAra / mRta nahIM mRtyuMjaya hoM / 25 For Personal & Private Use Only

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eka bAra prabhu hAtha thAma lo mere priya Atman ! maiMne sunA hai mahAkavi sUra apane ikatAre para prabhu ke bhajana gAte hue jaMgala ke rAste se gujara rahe the| ikatAre para nirantara bhajana kI eka hI kar3I gunagunAI jA rahI thii| prabhu more avaguNa cita na dhro| bhakta sUradAsa apanI dhuna meM gAe cale jA rahe the| barasAta kA mausama thaa| AMkhoM se aMdhe the| so rAste se cUka gaye aura gaDDhe meM gira pdd'e| ve jAnate the, isa ghanaghora jaMgala meM koI vyakti unheM bAhara nikalAne nahIM aayegaa| so ve usa kIcar3a se bhare gaDDhe meM baiThe-baiThe hI vahI dhuna ikatAre ke sAtha gunagunAne lage prabhu more avaguNa cita na dhro| ikatArA bajatA rhaa| hRdaya meM bhakti kI urmiyAM svataH khilane lgiiN| itane meM gaDDhe ke bAhara se kisI ne AvAja dI, sUradAsa! tuma mere hAtha pakar3o aura bAhara A jaao| sUra ne pUchA, tuma kauna ho? vaha bolA, caravAhA / maiM apanI gAyoM ko lekara isa rAha se gujara rahA thA, tabhI maiMne tumheM isa gaDDhe meM gire hae dekhaa| socA tumheM bacA luuN| so maiM ruka gyaa| merI gAyeM Age bar3ha cukI haiN| tuma jaldI merA hAtha pakar3o aura bAhara nikala aao| sUradAsa ne caravAhe kA hAtha pakar3A aura bAhara nikala aaye| caravAhe ne hAtha chur3Akara jAnA cAhA, lekina sUradAsa ne hAtha nahIM chodd'aa| caravAhe ne pUchA, tuma merA hAtha kyoM nahIM chor3ate? sUradAsa ne kahA, eka bAra jo hAtha pakar3A hai, vaha aba chUTane vAlA nahIM hai| caravAhe ne kahA ki tumheM koI galataphahamI ho gaI hai| maiM to eka sAmAnya sA caravAhA huuN| sUradAsa ne kahA, bhale hI tuma caravAhe ho| para mere lie to kAnhA, binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 26 For Personal & Private Use Only

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kanhaiyA ho| sUradAsa ne hAtha chur3AnA na cAhA, hAtha chor3anA na cAhA, para caravAhe ne eka jhaTakA diyA aura daur3a pdd'aa| sUradAsa ne khaa| hAtha chur3Akara jAta ho, nibala jAnake mohe / hRdaya se jaba jAoge, sabala maiM jAnU tohe / ai kanhaiyA! tuma merA hAtha chur3Akara jAte ho to jAo, lekina balarAma to maiM tumheM taba samajhUgA, jaba tuma mere hRdaya se nikala jaaoge| yaha taya hai ki hAtha chur3Akara jAyA jA sakatA hai lekina jisa vyakti ne apane hRdaya meM kisI ko basA liyA hai, usako hRdaya se nahIM nikAlA jA sktaa| yaha to bAhara kI AMkha micaulI hai| yaha to bhagavAna kI rAsalIlA hai / vastutaH kisI ke hRdaya se nahIM jAyA jA sktaa| prema kI isase behatarIna abhivyaMjanA aura koI nahIM ho sktii| vaha prema dhanya hai, jo svayaM paramAtmA bana jAtA hai, eka prArthanA bana jAtA hai| prema svayaM paramAtmA kA prasAda ho jAtA hai| prema meM jahAM mA~ beTe kA vAtsalya hai, pati-patnI kA rAga hai, bhAI-bahana kA pyAra hai, vahIM hRdaya meM rahane vAle hRdayezvara kI pukAra bhI hai| prema meM rAdhA kI pIr3A hai to rAjula kI viraha vyathA aura mIrA kI thirakana bhI hai aura vahIM hIra-rAMjhA, lailA-majanUM aura zIrI-pharahAda kI viraha-vedanA bhI hai| lekina prema alaMghanIya hai| use kabhI bhI lAMghA nahIM jA sktaa| phira cAhe vaha kevaTa kI aradAsa ho yA sUra kA hRdaya ho, cAhe mIrA kI karatAla ho para prema ko lAMghA nahIM jA sktaa| kisI kA kisI se sambandha viccheda ho sakatA hai, vyakti eka deza se dUsare deza meM jAkara basa sakatA hai, lekina prema se apane Apa ko alaga nahIM kara sktaa| jisa dina kisI insAna ne svayaM ko prema se alaga rakhane kA prayAsa kiyA, usa dina vaha insAna nahIM, pattharoM aura caTTAnoM se sajA pahAr3a ho jaaegaa| saMta hRdaya navanIta samAnA, kahA kavitta pe kahA na AnA / nija paritApa drave navanItA para dukha drave so saMta puniitaa| tulasI kahate haiM yadi koI kavi santa ke hRdaya kI komalatA kI tulanA makkhana se karatA hai, to isakA matalaba hai ki use kavitA karanA hI nahIM aayaa| kyoMki makkhana to apane nIce kI Aga se hI pighalatA hai lekina santa kA hRdaya to parAI pIr3A se hI dravita ho uThatA hai| jaba jaba bhI isa dharatI para kisI premI ke mana meM koI pIr3A jAgI, koI krIr3A iThalAyI, viraha kI vedanA niSpanna huI, taba-taba paramAtmA cAhe jitanI dUra rahatA ho, use AnA par3atA hai| kabhI vo eka bAra prabhu hAtha thAma lo | 27 For Personal & Private Use Only

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sUradAsa ke pAsa caravAhA banakara AtA hai, to kabhI candanabAlA ke pAsa mahAvIra banakara, kabhI ahilyA ke pAsa rAma banakara to kabhI dropadI ke pAsa kRSNa banakara, lekina vaha AtA avazya hai bhale hI hameM vaha paramAtmA na lagakara mAkhanacora lge| are! vaha mAkhanacora nahIM, vaha to cita-cora hai| jisane dila hI curA liyA, vaha mAkhana curAye to kauna-sI bar3I bAta hai| yaha corI bhI usa paramAtmA kI eka lIlA jo loga paramAtmA ke prati pUrI taraha samarpita haiM, ve jAnate haiM ki paramAtmA kisa-kisa rUpa meM, kisa-kisa ke dvAra para pahu~catA hai| usake bAre meM kucha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| Apa socate haiM ki dvAra para Akara mAMgane vAlA bhikhArI hai, para nahIM, vaha to tumhArA paramAtmA, tumhArA mahAvIra hai, jo candanabAlA ke dvAra para AyA hai, kevala ur3ada ke bAkule svIkAra karane ke lie| ...... yadi koI bhikhArI dvAra para A jAe to usakA tiraskAra mata krnaa| paramAtmA tumhAre dvAra para AegA kabhI bhikhArI banakara, kabhI par3osI banakara, kabhI gAya banakara aura kabhI kuttA banakara / paramAtmA to bAra-bAra tumhAre dvAra para dastaka detA hai, apanI padacApa karatA hai| agara tumhAre bhItara vo antardRSTi hai, paramAtmA kI tallInatA aura rasamayatA hai, to tuma usa paramAtmA ko pahacAna jAoge anyathA paramAtmA tumhAre dvAra para Akara bhI khAlI hAtha lauTa jaaegaa| to jarA soco ki jitanA prema ApakA dhana ke prati hai, kyA utanA kabhI paramAtmA ke prati ho pAyA? jitanI Asakti patnI ke prati hai, kyA kabhI paramAtmA ke prati ho pAI? jitanI hAyataubA Apa dhana aura dukAna ke lie macAte ho kyA utanI kabhI prabhu ke lie, paramAtmA ke lie bhI macAI? ____sArI duniyA svArthI hai| yahAM AdamI paramAtmA ke mandira meM bhI jAtA hai, to svArtha ke lie hI prArthanA karatA hai| isa duniyA meM aise bahuta kama loga hoMge, jo mandira meM jAkara paramAtmA se paramAtmA ko hI mAMgane ke lie prArthanA karate hoN| loga paramAtmA ke pAsa jAkara bhI bar3I bhikhamaMgI prArthanAeM karate haiN| koI dhana-daulata mAMgatA hai, koI dukAna kI yAcanA karatA hai, koI makAna-jAyadAda cAhatA hai, lekina koI bhI vyakti yaha nahIM mAMgatA ki he prabhu! mujhe apanI prabhutA de do| bhagavAna! tuma mujhe apanI bhagavattA de do| eka aparigrahI mahAvIra se dukAna-makAna-santAna kI prArthanA karanA kitanA asamaMjasatA pUrNa hai| bhagavAna se usakI bhagavattA cAho, dIpa se aMdhakAra nahIM, prakAza caaho| jaba taka aisA nahIM hotA, paramAtmA se paramAtmA ko hI mAMgane kI abhIpsA binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 28 For Personal & Private Use Only

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nahIM jagatI, taba taka jaise paramAtmA bhinna-bhinna rUpoM meM Akara bhI tumhAre dvAra se khAlI hAtha lauTa gayA thA, vaise hI tuma bhI paramAtmA ke dvAra se khAlI hAtha lauTa Aoge / vAstava meM, vaha vyakti dhanya hai, jo prabhu se usakI prabhutA kI prArthanA karatA hai| vaha dhruva hai, jo vizvavibhu se usakI dhruvatA mAMgatA hai| zAzvatatA vahIM AtI hai, zaMkaratva vahIM ubharatA hai, jaba vyakti paramAtmA se paramAtmA ko hI mAMgatA hai| bhagavAna se hone vAlA prema vAstava meM usakI bhagavattA se honA cAhie / isalie jitanA prema patnI ke prati hai, utanA hI prema paramAtmA ke prati bhI honA cAhie, balki usase bhI jyaadaa| jyAdA na kara sako, na sahI, para utanA to karo, jitanA patnI se prema karate ho / patnI eka dina ko mAyake calI jAtI hai, to sonA aura jInA harAma ho jAtA hai lekina paramAtmA ke lie kyA kabhI nIMda harAma huI ? jaise Apa patnI ke viraha meM AdhI rAta ko jAgakara uTha baiThate haiM, kyA kabhI apane prabhu ke viraha meM bhI jAge ho ? usakI pratIkSA meM rAta-rAta bhara khir3akI meM baiThe ho ? usakI intajArI kA cirAga jalAyA hai? paramAtmA ko pAne ke lie gaharI abhIpsA caahie| kevala icchA nahIM / aravinda ne jise abhIpsA kahA hai, aisI pyAsa cAhie, jisake lie tuma apane Apa ko kurbAna kara sako / miTA sako / pyAse ko sirpha pAnI caahie| eka cullU pAnI ke lie pyAsA AdamI apanA saba kucha nyauchAvara kara sakatA hai / ThIka isI taraha paramAtmA ke lie abhIpsA jagatI hai, pyAsa jagatI hai, to paramAtmA hamAre pAsa hotA hai| pAnI kImatI hai, para usakI kImata ke sAre mApadaNDa hamArI pyAsa para Tike haiM / mahAkavi tulasIdAsa ke jIvana kI eka carcita ghaTanA hai / eka bAra ve apanI premikA ke ghara gaye aura yaha socakara ki premikA ne Upara car3hane ke lie rassI laTakAI hogI, sarpa ko pakar3akara Upara car3ha gaye / para vaha rassI nahIM vaha to ajagara thaa| taba premikA ne ulAhanA dete hue kahA ki jitanI prIti tumhArI mere prati hai, utanI zrI rAma ke prati hotI to tuma kucha aura hote / aura taba tulasI ke jIvana meM krAnti ghaTita huI / premI saba kucha sahana kara sakatA hai, para patnI kA upAlambha nhiiN| vaha jhanajhanA utthe| badala gayA saba - mana, dRSTikoNa, jIvana / rAjula ne rathanemi se kahA thA ki rathanemi ! jo tuma mujhe dekhakara vicalita, kAmAtura, prema pipAsu hue ho agara tuma utane hI premapipAsu bhagavAna zrI neminAtha ke prati ho jAte to rathanemi tuma sArthaka ho jaate| zAyada neminAtha se pahale nirvANa ko upalabdha ho jAte / eka bAra prabhu hAtha thAma lo / 26 For Personal & Private Use Only

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agara tumhAre hRdaya meM paramAtmA ke prati itanI gaharI prIti hai to paramAtmA tumhArA hAtha pakar3ane ke lie taiyAra hai bazarte tuma bhI apanA hAtha paramAtmA kI ora bddh'aao| paramAtmA kI ora hAtha bar3hAo, to pUrI taiyAra ke saath| hAtha bhI bar3hA do, aura phira pachatAo, to koI matalaba nahIM hai| kyoMki paramAtmA kA hAtha koI hAtha nahIM hai vaha to pArasa hai| pArasa ke pAsa jAne ke lie lohe ko miTane ke lie taiyAra rahanA pdd'egaa| lohA pArasa ke pAsa jAe aura lohA hI raha jAe, to phira kyA gaye pArasa ke pAsa / Aja rAjacandra kA jo pada maiMne liyA hai, vaha bhI isI hAtha pakar3ane kI ora saMketa karatA hai| rAjacandra hama logoM ke hRdaya ke tAroM ko cher3anA cAhate haiN| usa ikatAre ko cher3anA cAhate haiM tAki bhItara soyA huA kAnha-kanhaiyA eka caravAhA banakara, hama nIce gire hue logoM ko gaDDhe meM se nikAla le| tuma gaDDhe meM gire hue ho| bhagavAna caravAhA banakara khar3A hai, madada ko| aba to jarUrata sirpha use pukArane kI hai| apane hRdaya kI vINA ke tAroM ko jhaMkRta karane kI jarUrata hai| usI jhaMkAra ko paidA karane ke lie do tIna preraNA-sUtra haiM - he prabhu, he prabhu zRM kahU~, dInAnAtha dayAla / hU~ to doSa anantano, bhAjana chU karuNAla / kevala karuNA-mUrti cho, dIna bandhu dInAnAtha / pApI parama anAtha , graho prabhu jI haath| prabhu-prabhu laya lAgI nahIM paDyo na sadguru pAya / dIThA nahIM nija doSa to, tarie kauNa upAya / rAjacandra kahate haiM ki maiM to ananta doSoM kA svAmI huuN| mere bhItara avaguNa bhare par3e haiN| maiM to pApI hUM, anAtha hU~, para Apa to nAtha ho / prabhu eka bAra basa merA hAtha pkdd'lo| eka bAra prabhu hAtha thAma lo, eka bAra prabhu hAtha / cahu~ ora mere ghora aMdherA, bhUla na jAUM dvAra terA eka bAra prabhu hAtha pakar3a lo mana kA dIpa jalAU~ maiN| kyA tuma bhI rAjacandra kI taraha hAtha thamAne ke lie taiyAra ho? yadi eka bAra bhI tumane apanA hAtha paramAtmA kI ora bar3hA diyA aura paramAtmA ne eka bAra bhI tumhArA hAtha thAma liyA, to tuma vaha na rahoge jo tuma Aja ho| tumhAre jIvana meM eka krAnti ghaTita ho jAegI, tumhArA kAyAkalpa ho jaaegaa| lohe kI binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 30 For Personal & Private Use Only

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khadAna bhI sone kA rAjakoSa ho jaaegaa| jaba taka paramAtmA hAtha na thAme taba taka hI aMdherA hai| jisa dina usane apanA pArasa-sparza de diyA, to lohA-lohA na rahegA, sonA ho jAegA, aura isa taraha jaba tuma badala jAoge to patnI, patnI na lagegI balki mA~ lgegii| putra putra na lagegA balki pitA lgegaa| ghara, ghara na lagegA paramAtmA kA mandira lgegaa| mA~ to mA~ lagegI hI patnI bhI taba kastUrabA ho jaaegii| kyA tuma svIkAra kara loge yaha parivartana? pahale yaha mAnasikatA banAo ki paramAtmA ko pAne kI rAha meM agara kucha jIvana parivartana huA, to use apanA ahobhAgya smjhoge| bAda meM paramAtmA ko upAlaMbha mata denA ki tUne mujhe vaha na rahane diyA, jo maiM thaa| agara paramAtmA kA hAtha thAmanA hai, to tumheM aisA honA pdd'egaa| ahaM ko sarva meM, bUMda ko samudra meM miTanA hogaa| paramAtmA ke mandira meM jAne para yadi AMkhoM meM eka ahobhAva na jage, agara hRdaya kA sAgara umar3a-umar3a kara na Aye to paramAtmA ke mandira meM jAnA, jAnA na hogaa| jaba dhyAna meM baiTho to jaba taka AMkhoM se AMsU umar3akara nahIM Aye, to nahIM mAnanA ki Aja merA dhyAna sArthaka huaa| agara paramAtmA ko yAda kiyA, aura usa yAda kI khumArI agara AMkha meM na chAI to kyA yAda kiyA? eka nazA honA cAhie paramAtmA kI yAda kaa| paramAtmA kA nAma hamArI AMkhoM meM, hamArI jihvA meM, hamAre hRdaya meM utara jAnA caahie| paramAtmA kA prema, paramAtmA kA prasAda, paramAtmA kA ahobhAva hamAre antara meM isa hada taka utara jAnA cAhie ki hama usake Ananda meM, usake rasa meM jI skeN| - aisA nahIM hai ki mandira meM paramAtmA ko yAda karane se paramAtmA milegA, yA prArthanA karane se paramAtmA se tumhArA sAkSAtkAra ho jAegA, yA arcanA karane se paramAtmA tumhAre sAmane prakaTa ho jaaegaa| lekina yaha nizcita hai ki jitanI dera tuma prArthanA meM tallIna ho, utanI dera tuma paramAtmA meM jI rahe ho| tumhArI arcanA aura tumhArI prArthanA se haTakara nahIM hai paramAtmA / aisA nahIM hai ki dhyAna karane se zAnti milegI, varana dhyAna karanA hI apane Apa meM zAnti meM jInA hai| dAna karane se svarga nahIM milegA balki dAna karanA apane Apa meM svarga hai| dAna hI svarga hai| dhyAna hI Ananda hai, zAnti hI sAmAyika hai, pApa-mukti hI pratikramaNa hai, prArthanA hI paramAtmA hai| prArthanA rukate hI paramAtmA tumase dUra ho jaaegaa| jaba taka prArthanA kA ikatArA bajatA rahegA, paramAtmA apanA kAna lagAye sunatA rhegaa| jaise hI hRdaya kA ikatArA bajanA baMda huA, paramAtmA hAtha chur3A kara bhAga jaaegaa| eka bAra prabhu hAtha thAma lo / 31 For Personal & Private Use Only

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isalie jitanI dera paramAtmA meM jInA cAhate ho, utanI dera apanI prArthanA meM jIne kA prayAsa kro| prArthanA tumhAre urakaMTha kI pyAsa hai| saca pUcho to usa pyAsa meM hI paramAtmA kA vAsa hai| eka bar3I pyArI ghaTanA hai, jo hai to gurunAnaka se sambandhita, para vaha mujhe bahuta priya, jIvana meM pUrI taraha AtmasAta hai| kahate haiM, guru nAnaka rAta ke vakta prArthanA meM baiThe hue the| rAta ke do baja rahe the| nAnaka kI mA~ jAgI, to nAnaka ko bistara para na paayaa| samajha gaI ki isa samaya nAnaka kahA~ hogaa| ghara se bAhara AI dekhA, nAnaka khule AsamAna ke nIce apane ghuTanoM ke bala baiThA prArthanA kara rahA hai| usake donoM hAtha AsamAna kI tarapha uThe hue haiM aura usakI pukArabharI AMkheM nirantara antarikSa kI ora uThatI calI jA rahI haiN| AMkhoM se AMsuoM kI dhAra baha rahI hai, eka ahobhAva ke saath| mA~ pAsa AI aura beTe ko jhkjhoraa| kahA, beTA! tuma yU~ kaba taka rote rhoge| nAnaka ne kahA, mAM usa per3a para baiThe hue papIhe kI AvAja suna / usakI piu-piu kI raTa suna / vaha rAta bhara se isI taraha pukAra rahA hai| to jaba eka papIhA rAtabhara apane piU ko pukAra sakatA hai, to nAnaka apane paramAtmA ko kyoM nahIM pukAra sktaa| papIhe kA pIU to AsapAsa hI hogA, phira bhI vaha itanA pukAratA hai, para merA paramAtmA to jAne kitane janma-janmAntaroM se mujhase bichur3A huA hai| use to mujhe jAne kitanI rAtoM taka pukAranA pdd'egaa| ho sakatA hai, isa janma nahIM usase bhI Age na jAne kitane janmoM taka pukArate rahanA par3a sakatA hai| mAM! mere ye AMsU, AMsU nahIM, merI khumArI hai, paramAtmA- prema kA nazA hai| jitanI dera maiM ina AMsuoM meM DUbA rahatA hU~, utanI hI dera maiM Ananda meM jItA yaha eka tallInatA thI, rasamayatA thii| veda kahate haiM - raso vai sH| paramAtmA rasa rUpa hai| isalie jitanA samaya jIte ho, jitanI laya lInatA meM jIte ho, utanA hI paramAtmA meM jIte ho| isIlie to rAjacandra kahate haiM - 'prabhu-prabhu laya lAgI nhiiN|' kitanA sundara pada hai yaha, kitanI sundara saMracanA hai yh| prabhu-prabhu laya lAgI nahIM, paDyo na sadguru pAya / dIThA nahIM nija doSa to, tarie kauna upAya? na to mere bhItara prabhu kI laya lagI hai, na hI maiM sadguru kI zaraNa gayA binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 32 For Personal & Private Use Only

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hUM, na hI apane doSoM ko dekha pA rahA hU~ to kauna-sA rAstA hai, jo saMsAra-sAgara ke pAra jA pAU~? koI rAstA nahIM hai| agara lau laga cukI hai, tallInatA A cakI hai, to phira to kucha bhI karate rho| yadi eka bAra naukA ke laMgara khola kara sAgara meM utAra diyA gayA hai to naukA apane Apa bar3hatI calI jaaegii| lekina laMgara hI na khule to koI rAstA nahIM hai| maharavA e jajba-e-khuda etabAdI maharavA / vo hilA tUphAM kA dila, hone lagI kaztI rvaaN| eka bAra kaztI ravAnA ho gayI to tUphAna kA jo dila dhar3akA hai, vo apane Apa naukA ko isa pAra se usa pAra pahu~cA degaa| yaha to juAriyoM kA khela khelanA hai| yAne isa pAra yA usa paar| yA to pAra laga jAoge yA bIca meM uThane vAle bhaMvara meM DUba jaaoge| DUbanA to hai hI, maranA to hai hI, cAhe bhaMvara meM DUba kara maro, cAhe kinAre para khar3e-khar3e mro| maranA to sunizcita hai| para khar3e-khar3e marane se behatara hai, kucha karate-karate mro| kama se kama yaha to tasallI rahegI ki maiMne puruSArtha to kiyaa| maMjila para nahIM pahu~ce, koI bAta nhiiN| kisI ne pUchA, zAdI karane vAlA bhI pachatAtA hai aura na karane vAlA bhI pachatAtA hai| to donoM meM kauna-sA pachatAvA sahI hai| maiMne kahA jaba donoM meM hI pachatAnA hai, to kama se kama zAdI karake hI pachatAo nA, kama se kama zAdI kI mRgatRSNA to nahIM rhegii| jo DUbane se, pAnI meM utarane se Dara gayA, vaha kabhI sAgara pAra nahIM jA sktaa| usake antara ke sAgara meM paramAtmA kA mandira sAkAra nahIM ho sktaa| prabhu kI laya agara laga jAtI hai, to sote, uThate, baiThate, khAte-pIte, bAjAra meM dhaMdhA karate, hara jagaha prabhu kA smaraNa calatA rahatA hai| subaha eka sajjana kaha rahe the ki jaba ghara se phaikTrI jAtA aura vApasa AtA hU~, kAra meM akelA rahatA hU~, to usa ekAkIpana meM nirantara paramAtmA kA smaraNa karatA calA jAtA huuN| saca hai eka bAra laya laga jAtI hai, to kAra meM calate hue bhI paramAtmA kA smaraNa banA rahatA hai| lekina agara laya nahIM lagI, to paramAtmA ke mandira meM bhI cale jAo, to bhI prArthanA nahIM hogii| vahAM bhI dhana-daulata, jamIna-jAyadAda, pati-patnI, makAna-dukAna, ghara-parivAra kI hI prArthanA hogii| isI bhAva meM Anandaghana ne eka pada kahA hai - aise prabhu caraNe cita lAUM re, guNa gAU~ re manA udara bharaNa ke kAraNe re gauA vana mAM jAya / eka bAra prabhu hAtha thAma lo / 33 For Personal & Private Use Only

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cAro care, cahu~ dizi phire vAko manavo bacharuA re mAMha / aise prabhu caraNe citta lAUM re, guNa gAUM re manA / jaise gAya jaMgala meM jAtI hai, ghAsa caratI hai, idhara-udhara DolatI hai lekina saba kucha karane ke bAvajUda, usakA mana to bachar3e meM hI lagA rahatA hai| Anandaghana kahate haiM, ThIka usI taraha maiM bhI bAhara ke sAre kAmakAja karatA hU~, lekina merA mana to ThIka vaise hI paramAtmA meM lagA huA hai, jaise jaMgala meM DolatI gAya kA dhyAna apane bachar3e meM rahatA hai| cAra-pAMca saheliyAM re hilamila pANI bharavA jAya / tAlI diye, khar3a-khar3a haMse re, vA ko manar3o gagaruvA re mAha / gAMva meM mahilAeM jaba eka sAtha pAnI bharane jAtI haiM, to unake sira para cAra-cAra ghar3e rahate haiN| ve jaba lauTatI haiM, bhare hue ghar3e lekara, to haMsatI bhI haiM, bolatI bhI haiM, tAliyAM bhI bajAtI haiM, lekina unakA dhyAna pAnI ke ghar3oM para hI rahatA hai| aise hI to kendrita rahanA par3atA hai paramAtmA ke prati / jaba jhADU lagAte hue bhI hRdaya rAma-rAma karatA rahe, prabhu-prabhu karatA rahe, to vaha ghara meM jhADU lagAnA bhI mandira meM jhADU lagAne jaisA hai| Anandaghana kahate haiM naTavo nAce cauka meM re loka kare lakha zora / bAMsa grahI varte car3he re, vA ko citta na cale, kahU~ Thaura / rassI para nRtya karate nartaka kA dhyAna kevala rassI para kendrita rahatA hai, . cAhe loga kitanI hI vAha-vAhI kareM, kitanA hI zora kreN| itanI vAha-vAhI ke bIca bhI dhyAna to nRtya meM, rassI meN| aise hI dhyAna jIvanta rakhanA par3atA hai antara meM virAjamAna paramAtmA ke lie| Anandaghana phira kahate haiM - juArI mana juo base re kAmI re mana kAma Anandaghana hama vinave re, tame lelo prabhu ro nAma / jaise juArI ke mana meM juA, zarAbI ke mana meM zarAba, kAmI ke mana meM kAma hI hara samaya chAyA rahatA hai, isI taraha jaba koI vyakti svayaM ko paramAtmA ke supurda kara detA hai, jaba svayaM ko itanA tallIna, layalIna kara detA hai, to phira paramAtmA hamase dUra kaise rahegA? paramAtmA kI to satata smRti rahanI cAhiye, surati binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 34 For Personal & Private Use Only

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rahanI caahie| duniyA cAhe kucha bhI kahe, khoTA yA kharA, bhalA yA burA lekina - tU to rAma sumara jaga lar3avA de| hAthI calata hai apanI gati se, kutara bhUsata vA ko bhUsavA de| tU to rAma sumara jaga lar3avA de| kabIra kahate haiM, tU to rAma kA smaraNa karatA calA jaa| AlocanA karane vAloM ko karane de| hAthI to apanI cAla se calatA hai| kuttoM ke bhauMkane kI vaha paravAha nahIM karatA, anyathA cala hI nahIM paataa| isalie tuma to apane rAste para bar3hate cale jAo, tuma to apanA kArya karate cale jaao| agara duniyA kI sunoge, to usakI kaise suna pAoge, jo vaha antara meM jhaMkRta ho rahA hai| duniyA to kahegI, vaha to tumheM surati se ddigaaegii| usakA to kAma patha se DigAnA hai hI, tuma na Digo, yahI tumhArI aDigatA rahanI caahie| jo lar3ate haiM unheM lar3ane do| tuma mata kUda par3anA dUsaroM kI lar3AI meM, anyathA kucha bhI hAsila nahIM hogaa| eka bAra do AdamI lar3a pdd'e| eka ne kahA ki agara merA eka cUMsA bhI tere par3a gayA, to pUrI battIsI bAhara A jaaegii| dUsare ne kahA, acchA! merI battIsI bAhara A jAegI? are! agara tujhe merA eka hI ghUsA par3a gayA to cauMsaTha dAMta bAhara A jaaeNge| pAsa khar3e eka AdamI ne kahA, bhaiyA! battIsa dAMta bAhara Ane kI bAta to samajha meM AtI hai, lekina cauMsaTha dAMta vAlI bAta samajha meM nahIM aatii| dUsare ne kahA, mujhe pahale hI patA thA ki tU bIca meM jarUra bolegaa| battIsa isake, aura battIsa tere| yaha duniyA to aise hI lar3atI rhegii| duniyA kA rivAja, prapaMca to aisA hI clegaa| lekina tuma apane ko usameM mata uljhaao| 'tU to rAma sumara jaga lar3avA de'| khAnA, pInA, uThanA, baiThanA saba paramAtmA ke nAma para honA caahie| paramAtmA kI parikramA honI caahie| vaha vyakti dhanya hai, jo bAjAra meM jAte hue bhI kahatA hai ki paramAtmA ke mandira kI parikramA karane jA rahA huuN| kabIra kahate haiM - khAU, piU so sevA, ulUM, bailUM so, prikrmaa| maiM jo khAtA-pItA hU~, vaha maiM nahIM khaataa| yaha jo mere andara tU baiThA hai, use khilA-pilA rahA huuN| mere bhItara jo bhagavAna virAjamAna hai, unheM khilAtA huuN| yaha zarIra nazvara hote hue bhI paramAtmA ke rahane kA ghara hai, mandira hai| isalie yaha mandira khaNDahara nahIM honA eka bAra prabhu hAtha thAma lo / 35 For Personal & Private Use Only

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caahie| hama isakI dekhabhAla kreN| isakI rakhavAlI kreN| isameM hamArA paramapitA paramAtmA virAjamAna hai| mere dvArA kiyA gayA bhojana usa paramapitA paramAtmA ko car3hAyA gayA arghya hai| isalie yaha saMkalpa rakho ki maiM koI galata cIja nahIM khaauuNgaa| kyoMki maiM apane bhagavAna ko galata cIja kA arghya nahIM car3hA sktaa| jaba maiM mandira jAtA hU~ to paramAtmA ke nAma para per3e, nAriyala car3hAtA hU~, phira usa bhItara ke paramAtmA ko tambAkU kaise khilA dU~? use bAjArU bhojana kaise karA dUM? aisA nahIM hai ki muni kI maryAdA kA pAlana karane ke lie hama sigareTa nahIM piite| agara yaha muni kI maryAdA hai, to kyA jainiyoM kI maryAdA nahIM hai? lekina maiM sigareTa isalie nahIM pItA re kyoMki sigareTa pIne se bhItara ke bhagavAna kA galA jalegA, dhueM se usakA dama ghuttegaa| jaba hama mandira meM jAkara kisI aisI vaisI cIja kA arghya car3hAnA nahIM cAhate, to phira apane isa bhItara ke bhagavAna ko galata cIja kyoM car3hA rahe ho / yadi ise galata cIja car3hAoge to phira acchI cIja kahAM bheMTa karoMge? maMdira meM to pujArI hai| kama se kama apane pujArI to tuma khuda bana jaao| kabIra jAti ke julAhA the| na to unhoMne kabhI azoka vRkSa ke nIce baiThakara sAdhanA kI, na mahAvIra kI taraha nagna rahe, na buddha kI taraha cIra dhAraNa kiyA aura na muniyoM kI taraha sapheda bAnA phnaa| julAhA the, kapar3e bunate-bunate apane Apako buna gye| yahI to jIvana kI balihArI hai| vyavasAya bhI jisake lie paramAtmA kI sevA bana cukA hai, vaha paramAtmA ke sadA karIba hai| mujhe Dara hai ki kapar3e kA dhaMdhA karate-karate kahIM Apa apane Apako hI na beca ddaaleN| isameM bar3A khatarA hai| . . eka vyakti jAnavaroM kI bhASA jAnatA thaa| eka pazupAlaka usake pAsa jAnavaroM kI bhASA sIkhane gyaa| zikSaka ne kahA, tU jAnavaroM kI bhASA mata sIkha / hajama nahIM kara paaegaa| lekina vaha vyakti na mAnA aura haTha karane lagA, to usa vyakti ne use jAnavaroM kI bhASA sikhA dii| pazupAlaka bahuta khuza huA kyoMki aba vaha jAnavaroM kI Apasa kI bAtacIta suna-samajha sakatA thaa| eka dina usane sunA, usakA eka murgA, dUsare se kaha rahA thA ki apane mAlika kA ghor3A kala marane vAlA hai| mAlika yaha sunakara bahuta khuza huaa| usane zAma ko vaha ghor3A beca diyaa| dUsare dina jaba patA lagA ki vaha ghor3A mara gayA hai, to usakI khuzI kA ThikAnA na rahA / Akhira vaha nukasAna se jo baca gayA thaa| punaH eka dina usane unhIM murgoM kI bAtacIta meM sunA ki usakA tIsare binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 36 For Personal & Private Use Only

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nambara kA gadhA agale dina marane vAlA hai / mAlika ne usa gadhe ko bhI beca diyA aura nukasAna se baca gayA / phira eka dina unhIM murgoM kI bAtacIta meM usane khaccara kI mRtyu ke bAre meM sunA aura use bhI beca diyA / isa taraha usane hajAroM rupaye bhI kamA lie aura jAnavaroM kI mRtyu se hone vAle ghATe se bhI baca gyaa| para agale hI dina una murgoM kI bAtacIta sunakara usa pazupAlaka ke hoza ur3a gye| eka murgA dUsare se kaha rahA thA ki bar3e aphasosa kI bAta hai / apanA mAlika do dina bAda marane vAlA hai| pazupAlaka yaha saMvAda sunakara bahuta ghabarA gayA aura daur3A-daur3A apane sadguru ke pAsa pahuMcA aura sArA kissA unheM sunAkara pUchA ki aba maiM kyA karUM? sadguru ne kahA, tuma bilkula vahI karo, jo tumane apane ghor3e, gadhe aura khaccara ke sAtha kiyA hai| jaise tumane unheM becA hai, ThIka isI taraha tuma apane Apako beca ddaalo| mujhe Apase bhI yahI khatarA hai ki kahIM Apa isI taraha apane Apako bhI na beca ddaaleN| kabIra kahate haiM : ____ jhInI-jhInI bInI re cadariyA he rAma! maiMne tumhAre lie jhInI-jhInI cadariyA bunI hai, para usameM tuma cadariyA mata dekho| yaha cadariyA nahIM, merI arcanA hai, merI prArthanA hai| kabIra jaba usa cadariyA ko becane bAjAra jAte, to usake grAhaka nahIM DhUMDhate, balki grAhaka-grAhaka meM rAma ko ddhuuNddhte| paramAtmA ko talAzA krte| jisake bhItara unheM rAma dikhAI de jAte, use kahate - bhaiyA! yaha cadariyA le jaao| yaha cadariyA maiMne bahuta pyAra se bunI hai| bar3e prema aura bhakti bhAva se bunI hai| yaha tumhAre eka janma nahIM, janma-janma taka kAma AegI, kyoMki isameM maiMne apane Apako UMDelA hai| apanA zrama, apanA ahobhAva ulIcA hai| isalie yaha cadariyA nahIM, yaha to khuda kabIra hai, bhakta kI AtmA hai, premI kA prema hai| yaha merI arcanA hai| jisa dina kisI vyakti ne vyavasAya karate-karate usa vyavasAya ko hI prArthanA banA liyA, to vaha vyavasAya hI prArthanA ho jaaegaa| vaha rasamayatA hI paramAtmA kA prasAda ho jaaegaa| kImata usI rasa aura prema kI hotI hai, jo prema paramAtmA ko pukAratA hai| tumhAre pAsa hai tumhArI prArthanA, tumhArA paramAtmA, tumhArI saMpadA / jitanI dera tuma prArthanA karate ho, utanI hI dera tuma paramAtmA meM jIte ho| jitanI dera ke lie prArthanA se haTe, utanI dera ke lie paramAtmA se bhI tumhArA sambandha viccheda ho gyaa| rAjacandra kahate haiM -- prabhu-prabhu laya lAgI nahIM, eka bAra prabhu hAtha thAma lo / 37 For Personal & Private Use Only

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paDyo na sadguru paay| dIThA nahIM nija doSa to, tarie koNa upaay| tirane kA upAya prabhu kI laya kA laganA hai| aba tiranA hai ki DUbanA hai yA kinAre para hI khar3e rahanA hai, yA apanI naukA ke laMgara kholakara Age bar3hanA hai, yaha to Apa para hI nirbhara hai| pAtA vahI hai jo pAnI meM chalAMga lagAtA hai| kinAre para khar3e-khar3e marane se to tirate-tirate, tirane ke prayAsa meM maranA jyAdA sukhada hai| gadhe aura kutte jaisI sau sAla kI jiMdagI se to siMha aura hAthI jaisI do dina kI jiMdagI hI kAphI hai| soyA siMhatva jagAeM, soyA svAbhimAna jagAeM, soyI pyAsa jagAeM, upalabdhi tumhAre sAmane hogii| tuma hI tumhAre upalabdhi bnoge| jo upalabdha ho rahe haiM, siddha-sArthaka ho rahe haiM, unheM merA ahobhAva / nmskaar| binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 38 For Personal & Private Use Only

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nayana binA pAve nahIM mere priya Atman! Aja kA pada hai - binA nayana pAve nahIM, binA nayana kI bAta / jo seve zrI sadguru, so pAve sAkSAta / / rAjacandra ke isa pada meM praveza kareM usase pUrva kucha pahalU samajha leN| kisI yuvaka ko parvata para car3hAI karanI thii| yuvaka bhora hone se pUrva andhere-andhere hI pahAr3a kI ora ravAnA ho gyaa| talahaTI taka pahuMcA, to pAyA ki talahaTI meM to prakAza hai, jisa rAste se vaha AyA, usa para bhI cimaniyAM jala rahI thIM, lekina jisa parvata para use car3hanA thA, usa para ghuppa aMdherA thaa| yuvaka kA mana yaha socakara thor3A vicalita huA ki Akhira aise ghaTATopa aMdhakAra meM parvata kI yAtrA kaise ho paaegii| rAstA kaise suujhegaa| itane meM hI usake pAsa eka vRddha vyakti hAtha meM kaMdIla lie phuNcaa| usane yuvaka se kahA - tuma nirAza kyoM ho? isa kaMdIla ko thAmo aura isakI rozanI ke sahAre pahAr3a para car3ha jaao| yuvaka ne lAlaTena kI rozanI dekhI aura kahA - isake sahAre itane bar3e pahAr3a kI car3hAI kaise pUrI ho pAyegI? isa kaMdIla kA prakAza to kevala dasa-bAraha mITara taka hI jAtA hai, jabaki mujhe to bIsa kilomITara lambI yAtrA karanI hai| vRddha ne kahA, tuma Age bar3ho to sahI, kaMdIla kA prakAza bhI tumhAre sAtha-sAtha Age bar3hatA jaayegaa| tuma rukoge, to yaha bhI ruka jaayegaa| tuma jitanA Age bar3hoge, utanA hI yaha prakAza tumhArA sAtha nibhaayegaa|| guru kA dAyitva bhI itanA hI hotA hai| guru se sambandha hone kA artha bhI sirpha yahI hai ki guru tumhAre bhItara eka hauMsalA, eka himmata jagAe tAki tuma nayana binA pAveM nahIM / 36 For Personal & Private Use Only

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talahaTI meM hI baiThe na raha jAo balki usase Age kI yAtrA prArambha kara sko| ___ saMsAra meM 'guru-ziSya' sambandha ke alAvA jitane bhI sambandha haiM, saba sAMyogika aura paudgalika hai| lekina guru-ziSya meM na kevala sAMsArikatA aura paudgalikatA kA koI sambandha hotA, balki AdhyAtmikatA kA bhI koI sambandha nahIM hotaa| yadi koI santAna kI kAmanA-pUrti ke lie guru se varadAna pAne kI icchA lekara, guru ke pAsa jA rahA hai, to vaha sAMsArika sambandha jor3ane jA rahA hai| yadi mana kI zAnti pAne ke lie guru kI zaraNa meM jA rahA hai to vaha AdhyAtmika sambandha banAne jA rahA hai| lekina sambandha to sambandha hI hai, cAhe sAMsArika ho yA AdhyAtmika / guru-ziSya ke sambandha ko maiM sambandha nahIM kahanA cAhatA, saMsarga kahanA nahIM caahtaa| kAraNa isa sambandha meM adhyAtma to hogA, lekina adhyAtma ke nAma para bhI icchA-vistAra hI paripakva hogaa| icchA cAhe saMsAra kI ho, cAhe adhyAtma kI, icchA donoM hI hai| khUTe badala jaaeNge| saMsAra se jur3I huI icchA adhyAtma se jur3a jAyegI, lekina icchA to hogI hI, sambandha to rahegA hii| phira cAhe sambandha pitA-putra kA ho yA guru-ziSya kaa| isalie maiM guru-ziSya sambandha ke bIca eka virodhAbhAsa khar3A karanA cAhatA huuN| duniyA meM aura to sabhI sambandhoM ko jor3ane kI bAta karate haiM, eka mAtra guru hI aisA hotA hai, jo hara sambandha ko tor3ane kI preraNA detA hai| asalI guru sadguru vaha hotA hai jo ziSya kA sambandha na kevala saMsAra se tor3atA hai balki guru se aura apane Apa se bhI tor3a DAlatA hai| isalie jahA~-jahA~ para bhI sambandhoM kI jaMjIreM baMdhI haiM, vahA~-vahA~ se unheM kholanI pdd'eNgii| yadi naukA taTa se, jaMjIroM se baMdhI huI hai, to jaMjIroM ko khole binA naukA kabhI bhI Age nahIM bar3ha paayegii| maiMne sunA hai kucha zarAbI, zarAba ke naze meM samudra ke taTa para pahu~ce aura taTa para khar3I naukA para savAra ho gye| samudra vihAra karane ke lie patavAreM khola lI aura calAne lge| rAtabhara khUba patavAreM claaii| subaha huI aura nazA kucha kama huA to unameM se kisI ne kahA - hamane rAtabhara patavAreM claaii| ThaMDI-ThaMDI havA meM hama itanI dUra cale Aye haiM, kinAre bhI laga gaye haiN| jarA patA to kareM ki rAtabhara meM hama kitane kilomITara kI yAtrA kara cuke haiN| una zarAbiyoM meM se eka vyakti naukA se nIce utarA aura haMsane lgaa| bolA, bar3A majA aayaa| hama jahA~ se ravAnA hue the, vahIM pahu~ca gaye haiN| sabhI ne utara kara dekhA, ve rAta ko jahA~ se ravAnA hue the, vahIM khar3e haiN| kyoMki naukA kI jaMjIreM to kholI hI nahIM binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 40 For Personal & Private Use Only

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gaI thii| binA laMgara uThAe, patavAreM kitanI bhI calAo, pahu~canA kahIM nahIM hogA / jIvana ke sAgara meM bhI yahI hotA hai| jaba taka jaMjIreM na khuleMgI, patavAreM to bahuta caleMgI magara pahu~coge kahIM nahIM / kabhI kisI choTe bacce ko dekhanA / vaha apane ghara meM sTaiNDa para khar3I huI sAyakala para baiTha jAtA hai aura khUba paiDala calAtA hai, lekina pahu~catA kahIM nahIM hai| kAraNa sAyakala to sTaiNDa para khar3I hai| guru kA kAma sirpha yaha hotA hai ki vaha tumheM batA de ki tumhArI sAyakala sTaiNDa para khar3I hai| guru kA kAma kabhI jaMjIroM ko kholanA nahIM hotaa| guru tumheM patavAreM de sakatA hai, yaha batA sakatA hai ki tumhArI jaMjIreM ye- ye haiM, lekina jaMjIreM to tumheM hI kholanI pdd'eNgii| maiM jAnatA hU~ ki maiM Apake hAthoM meM patavAreM pakar3A dU~ to Apa unheM khUba calA leNge| patavAreM calAne kA Apako bahuta abhyAsa hai, lekina Apa apanI jaMjIreM kholane kA prayAsa nahIM kreNge| Apa saMsAra kA majA bhI lenA cAhate haiN| aura samAdhi kA Ananda bhI lUTanA cAhate haiM / hama bAra-bAra nahAte haiM, lekina utanI hI bAra apane zarIra para kAdA - kIcar3a bhI uchAla lete haiM / isalie kabhI bhI nirmalatA nahIM A pAtI hai / hAthI kA vaha snAna vyartha hai, agara vaha sarovara se bAhara nikalate hI apanI pITha para mATI DAlatA hai| sadguru kA saMyoga to kaI bAra milA, guru ne batAyA bhI ki tumhAre pAnI meM kIcar3a jamA hai / tuma usameM phiTakarI ghumAte ho, kacarA nIce jama jAtA hai, pAnI sApha ho jAtA hai lekina guru ke jAte hI havA kA jhoMkA lagatA hai / usa halacala se nIce jamA kIcar3a Upara A jAtA hai / pAnI jaisA thA, vaisA hI ho jAtA hai| natIjA yaha hotA hai, jitanI bAra kIcar3a nIce jamatA hai, utanI hI bAra vaha phira Upara A jAtA hai| kyoMki kIcar3a thA to vahIM, pAtra se bAhara to nahIM huA thaa| pAnI ke nirmalIkaraNa ke lie pAnI bAhara nikaalo| bhItara jamA kacarA alaga kara DAlo / mala aura jala, donoM sAtha-sAtha hoM, to jala nirmala nahIM ho sakatA / jala nirmala ho sakatA hai, isIlie to mala kI ora, jala kI ora izArA kara rahA huuN| jala nirmala kareM, jIvana ke laMgara kholeN| naukA to do cAra jaMjIroM se baMdhI hotI hai, para manuSya to na jAne kitanI jaMjIroM se baMdhA huA hai / hAthoM meM hiMsA kI hathakar3iyAM aura pAMvoM meM moha kI ber3iyAM par3I huI haiN| dhana kI jaMjIra, pada kI jaMjIra, pratiSThA kI jaMjIra, parivAra, saMsAra na jAne kitanI - kitanI jaMjIroM se baMdhA huA hai manuSya / dostoM se hI nahIM, duzmanoM se bhI baMdhA huA hai| AdamI ko jitanI yAda dostoM kI nahIM AtI, usase kahIM jyAdA duzmanoM kI yAda satAtI nayana binA pAveM nahIM / 41 For Personal & Private Use Only

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hai| yaha eka gaharA manovijJAna hai| rAta ko nIMda meM bhI vyakti duzmana ko khatma karane ke upAya socatA rahatA hai| dostoM kI khuzI hotI hai, duzmanoM kA gama; para dostoM ne itane kaSTa pahuMcAye haiM ki dila se duzmanoM kI zikAyata karane kI icchI hI calI gyii| dostoM ke isa kadara sadameM uThAe jAne para, dila se duzmanoM kI zikAyata kA gilA jAtA rhaa| duzmanoM kI zikAyata kyA kI jAe, yahAM to hara koI apanoM kA hI satAyA huA hai| beTA bApa se, bApa beTe se satAyA huA hai| sAsa bahu se, bahu sAsa se satAyI huI hai| ghara vAloM ne hI itanI ber3iyAM bAMdha rakhI haiM ki auroM kI ber3iyAM to ber3iyAM laga hI nahIM rahI haiN| duzmana ne merA ahita kiyA hai, yaha kahane vAle kama mileMge, jyAdAtara loga to apanoM kI hI zikAyata karate mileNge| duzmanI kI jaMjIreM to eka bAra khula bhI jAe, magara dostI kI jaMjIreM khulanA kaThina hai| duzmana ko chor3anA sarala lekina dosta ko chor3anA muzkila hai| yadi tumase tumhAre parivAra, pada, pratiSThA, dhana ko chor3ane ke lie kahA jAe to tuma kahoge kaise chor3a dUM? Akhira vaha merA putra hai, use kaise chor3a dUM? dhana maiMne apane puruSArtha se kamAyA hai, use kaise chor3a dU~? aura agara maiMne ye saba chor3a diyA to merI pratiSThA kA kyA hogA? mere makAna, dhana-daulata, jamIna-jAyadAda kA kyA hogA? tuma chor3o yA mata chor3o, para yaha saba to Akhira eka dina chUTanA hI hai| mauta AegI aura saba chur3A le jaaegii| tumheM majabUrana chor3anA pdd'egaa| para majabUrI se chor3anA bhI koI chor3anA hai? jaba taka vyakti apane hAthoM se nahIM chor3atA, jaMjIreM svayaM nahIM kholatA, taba taka patavAreM to khUba caleMgI, lekina kahIM pahuMcanA na ho pAyegA, kinAre nahIM laga paaoge| pahu~cane ke lie pahale jaMjIreM kholanI jarUrI hai, phira patavAreM na bhI calAI to bhI koI cintA nhiiN| sambhava hai phira to tumhArI prakRti, niyati havA ke jhoMkoM ke sAtha apane Apa tumhArI naukA ko Age bar3hAtI le jaae| mere izAre laMgara kholane ke lie hai| yaha laMgara kA khulanA hI-AMkha ke bhItara AMkha kA ughar3anA hai| abhyantara kI AMkha se hI jIvana ko jAnA-pahacAnA jA sakatA hai| Aja kA jo pada hai, vaha binA nayana kI bAteM kara rahA hai| AMkha ke bhItara kI bAtoM ko bhItara kI AMkha ke binA pAyA nahIM jA sktaa| sadguru ke prati samarpaNa kara diyA hai jisane svayaM ko, sAhasa ke sAtha pA jAtA hai vaha pratyakSa una bAtoM ko, tathyoM ko| rAjacandra kahate haiM -- binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 42 For Personal & Private Use Only

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binA nayana pAve nahIM, binA nayana kI bAta / jo seve zrI sadguru, so pAve sAkSAta / / rAjacandra kahate haiM ki jo vyakti sadguru kI sevA karegA, usake pAsa cAhe kucha na ho, vaha sAkSAta upalabdha kregaa| usakI upalabdhi pratyakSa hogii| lekina tumhAre pAsa na to apane netra haiM, na svayaM kI prajJA hai, na ziva-netra hai, na samyak dRSTi hai, na antardRSTi aura na hI sadguru kI sevA, to upalabdhi kahAM se hogI? sadguru antara-jAgarUkatA pradAna karatA hai aura usake lie cAhiye satata samarpaNa, satata sAhasa, pUrNa svIkAra / guru kA kAma ziSya kI himmata bar3hAnA hai| guru tumheM paramajJAna nahIM de skegaa| guru tumheM jIvana kA satya nahIM de skegaa| guru na to tumheM AtmA de sakatA hai, na prmaatmaa| yaha denA guru ke hAtha meM hai bhI nhiiN| guru to sirpha hamArI khoI huI kSamatA se hamArI pahacAna karavA sakatA hai, hamArI abhIpsA jagA sakatA hai| ___eka choTA baccA jo calanA nahIM jAnatA, mAM use calanA sikhAtI hai| vaha giratA hai, par3atA hai, ghuTanoM meM coTa bhI lagatI hai, vaha ghabarAtA bhI hai, para mAM use bAra-bAra uThane aura calane ko prerita karatI hai, himmata baMdhAtI hai, hauMsalA bar3hAtI hai| yoM use calanA sikhA detI hai| aisA mAM isaliye kara pAtI hai ki bacce meM pahale se hI calane kI kSamatA hai| mAM to apanI aMgulI thamAkara basa use usakI kSamatA kA bodha karavA detI hai| calane kI kSamatA bacce meM hI hotI hai| mAM meM calAne kI kSamatA nahIM hotii| anyathA mAM kisI paMgu bacce ko calAkara dikhAe? nhiiN| sambhAvanA to svayaM manuSya meM hI hai| guru kA dAyitva una sambhAvanAoM se manuSya kA paricaya karAnA bhara hai| guru kisI vikalAMga ko nahIM calA sakatA, lekina jinameM calane kI kSamatA hai, unakA usa kSamatA se paricaya karavA sakatA hai| Age bar3hane ke lie hauMsalA aphajAI kara sakatA hai| eka bAra apanI kSamatA kA vizvAsa jAga jAe, phira to apane Apa caloge, apane Apa Age bddh'oge| do-cAra bAra giroge bhI, pAMva bhI lar3akhar3A sakate haiM, phisala bhI sakate ho, coTa bhI lagegI, guru pucakArI degaa| sAMtvanA degA, DhAr3hasa degA, ghabarAo mata coTa to aise hI lagatI rahatI hai| guru ke yahI zabda tumheM protsAhita karate haiN| tuma girakara bhI phira-phira calanA cAhate ho aura yoM tumhArA calanA pakkA ho jAtA hai, dRr3hatA A jAtI hai| yadi koI vyakti tairanA sIkhanA cAhatA hai to pahale-pahale to vaha pAnI meM paira rakhane meM bhI ghabarAtA hai ki kahIM DUba gayA to? jaba prazikSaka kahatA hai nayana binA pAveM nahIM / 43 For Personal & Private Use Only

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ki Darate kyoM ho? agara DUbane lagoge, to maiM tumhAre sAtha huuN| maiM tumheM DUbane nahIM dUMgA / to ziSya kI thor3I himmata bar3hatI hai / koI bacAne vAlA sAtha hai, yaha vizvAsa use Age bar3hane ke lie prerita karatA hai aura vaha dhIre se eka paira pAnI meM DAlatA hai lekina tatkSaNa hI cauMkatA hai, sihara uThatA hai aura pAMva khIMca letA hai / guru phira himmata detA hai Daro mt| maiM tumhAre sAtha hU~, dUsarA paira bhI pAnI meM DAlo / to ziSya punaH utsAhita hotA hai aura Darate-Darate eka sIr3hI utaratA hai, phira dUsarI, phira tIsarI aura kramazaH yaha hote-hote eka dina vaha gale-gale pAnI meM khar3e hone meM saphala ho jAtA hai / ziSya meM itanI himmata jAga jAne para guru apanA hAtha usake nIce rakha detA hai peTa chAtI para, aura ziSya se kahatA hai- aba tairo / hAtha-pAMva calAo / ziSya jaba hAtha-pAMva calAne kI ceSTA karane lagatA hai, to guru dhIre se apane hAtha haTA letA hai| ziSya ko vizvAsa hotA hai, guru kA hAtha to nIce hai, lekina vastutaH vaha svayaM taira rahA hotA hai kyoMki ApakI tairane kI kSamatA jagAkara guru ne to hAtha kaba kA hI haTA liyA hai| agara guru hAtha nahIM haTAtA hai, to isakA matalaba hai guru sadguru nahIM hai| vahAM khAmI hai / guru ne agara hamezA hAtha nIce lagAye rakhA, to ziSya kabhI bhI tairanA nahIM sIkha pAegA, kabhI bhI gaharI DubakI nahIM lagA paayegaa| guru tairanA sIkhane meM madada kara sakatA hai lekina tairA nahIM sktaa| guru tumheM satya nahIM de sakatA lekina satya ko prApta karane ke lie jisa sAhasa kI jarUrata hai, vaha sAhasa tumheM de sakatA hai| ziSya jaba tairanA sIkha jAtA hai, to svayaM hI gaharI DubakI lagAne lagatA hai / guru ne to sirpha tairanA sikhAyA DubakI lagAnA nahIM, lekina jaise-jaise ziSya tairanA sIkha jAtA hai, vaha gaharI se gaharI DubakI lagAne lagatA hai / gaharAI meM Ananda meM DubakI lagatI hai / jaba taka gahare meM na utaro, tairane kA majA hI nahIM aataa| guru ne tumheM mArga bhara batAyA hai DubakI lenA bhara sikhAyA hai| aba Ananda tuma le rahe ho, guru nahIM / kSamatA hamAre pAsa hai, guru ne usakA udghATana bhara kiyA hai| mUrti kA anAvaraNa kiyA hai / yaha kSamatA kI pahacAna hI binA nayana kI bAta hai, jo carmacakSuoM se jAnI nahIM jA sakatI / sAhasa se jagAyI jA sakatI hai / abhyantara kI AMkha ko kholA jA sakatA hai / yaha maiM vizvAsa ke sAtha isalie kahatA hU~, kyoki jaba merI AMkheM khula sakatI haiM, to ApakI kyoM nahIM ? jIsasa kahate haiM logoM ke pAsa AMkha hai, para ve dekhate nahIM, kAna hai, para ve sunate nhiiN| aMdhe hI aMdhe nahIM, AMkha vAle bhI aMdhe haiM / bahare hI bahare nahIM, kAna vAle binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 44 For Personal & Private Use Only

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bhI bahare haiN| agara AMkha banda ho, to tuma kitanA bhI prakAza dikhA do usake lie prakAza majAka hogaa| prakAza bhI usake lie aMdhakAra hogaa| kAna agara banda hai, to bAdala kitane bhI garajate raheM, para usakI hara garjana vyartha hai| A~kha kholanA grAhakatA ko upalabdha karanA hai| satya tabhI hamArA hotA hai, jaba use grahaNa karane kI grAhakatA hama meM A jaaye| nayana to Apake pAsa hai| guru Apake antarcakSuoM ko sahalAtA hai aura kahatA hai, netra khola lo| guru eka tAlamela baiThAtA hai| guru to ziSya kA blUprinTa taiyAra karatA hai| hamAre antara aura bAhya meM eka tAlamela, eka samAyojana, eka layabaddhatA baiThAtA hai| jaise vINA ke tAroM meM sura pahale se hI maujUda hote haiN| hamArI aMguliyAM bhI hamAre pAsa maujUda haiN| guru yaha batA detA hai vINA ke tAra para kisa jagaha aMgulI rakhane se SaDja nikalegA aura kahAM chUne se Rssbh| prasiddha dArzanika sukarAta ne guru kI tulanA eka miDavAipha se kI hai dAI se kI hai| dAI kA kAma hotA hai bacce ko paidA kraanaa| dAI apane peTa se baccA paidA nahIM karatI, balki kisI aura ke peTa se baccA paidA hone meM madada karatI hai| guru bhI isI taraha ziSya kI madada karatA hai usake chipe hue jJAna ko pragaTa karane meM, satya kA cirAga jagAne meN| maiM Apako vahI himmata, vahI hauMsalA denA cAhatA hU~, sahArA denA cAhatA hU~ tAki Apa loga bhI apane bhItara ke usa paramatatva ko, binA nayana kI bAtoM ko 'binA nayana' ke pahacAna sko| bhItara ke tathyoM ko bhItara kI AMkhoM se nihAra sko| maiM Apako satya nahIM de sakatA, satya to svayaM Apake pAsa hai| maiM to satya ko pahacAnane kI himmata de sakatA huuN| maiM madada kara sakatA hU~ mitrvt| mere lie Apa sabhI Atma-mitra haiN| jo auroM ko ziSya banAte haiM, ve cUka rahe haiN| ve socate haiM unheM ziSya mile| ve nahIM jAnate ki jise tuma ziSya kaha rahe ho, vaha pahale se hI guru banA huA hai| eka caudharI eka sAdhu ke pAsa pahu~cA aura sAdhu kI sevA karane lgaa| sAdhu vRddha the| socA, isa caudharI ko celA banAnA ThIka rhegaa| usane caudharI se pUchA, caudharI! terI sevA se hama prasanna haiN| bola, celA banegA? caudharI ne pUchA - ye celA kyA balA hai? guru ne kahA - celA vaha hotA hai jo guru ke AdezoM kA pAlana karatA hai aura guru vaha hotA hai jo Adeza detA hai| caudharI bolA - to bAbA! apane bhI guru hI baneMge .... / to celA banAoge kisako? yahA~ to saba pahale hI guru bane hue haiN| nayana binA pAveM nahIM | 45 For Personal & Private Use Only

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sadguru vaha hai jo dUsaroM ko pahale to ziSya banAtA hai aura phira kahatA hai 'appa dIvo bhv'| apane diye Apa khuda bano / duniyA meM do taraha ke mata haiM / eka mata kahatA hai, paramAtmA kI rAha para guru jarUrI hai, kyoMki 'guru binA jJAna nahIM / ' lekina dUsarI paramparA kahatI hai ki 'guru saMga jJAna nahIM / ' pahalI paramparA preraNA detI hai ki binA guru ke jJAna nahIM hai| vaha apanI jagaha ThIka hai, lekina jaba yaha bAta koI guru hI maMca para baiThakara kahatA hai, to parokSa rUpa se vaha yaha bhI cAhatA hai ki tuma mujhe apanA guru banA lo, kyoMki maiM guru hU~ aura guru ke binA tumheM jJAna nahIM milegA / maiM ina guruoM se pUchatA hUM kyA karoge kisI ke guru banakara / dUsaroM ke tuma jitane jyAdA guru banoge, tumhArA ahaMkAra utanA hI bar3hatA jAegA aura antataH guru aura ziSya ke ahaMkAra, jaba Amane-sAmane khar3e hoMge to saMgharSa avazyambhAvI hai / jinhoMne guru-ziSyoM ke bIca gAlI-galoca hote sunA hai, DaMDe calate dekhe haiM, ve yaha jAnate haiN| jo vyakti anajAna hai, abodha hai, agara use kaha diyA jAe ki guru ko koI jarUrata nahIM hai, to yaha bhI eka bhUla hai / use guru kI jarUrata hai kyoMki vaha baccA hai aura bacce ko aMgulI kA sahArA milanA Avazyaka hai / isake lie ziSya ko apanA ahaMkAra guru ke samakSa samarpita karanA hotA hai / yaha sira jhukAyA ki na jhukAyA, isase pharka nahIM par3egA agara sira jhukAne ke bAda bhI ahaMkAra vaisA kA vaisA hI rahA / ziSya ne guru ke caraNoM meM pacAsoM bAra sira navAyA, lekina jarA sI viparIta bAta guru ne kaha dI to ziSya sIdhA guru kA mahAguru bana gayA / yaha jhukanA koI jhukanA nahIM hai / guru to ApakI unnati ke lie, ApakI himmata bar3hAne ke lie, ApakI parIkSA lene ke lie na jAne kyA-kyA karavA sakatA hai| yaha to guru para hI nirbhara karatA hai| ziSya kI ora se to cAhiye pUrNa samarpaNa / lekina guru kI bhUmikA kI bhI eka sImA hai / guru ko hamezA isa bAta kA dhyAna rakhanA Avazyaka hai ki vaha ziSya ko basa aMgulI pakar3Aye, vo bhI haule se| kahIM aisA na ho ki ziSya ko aMgulI pakar3Ate pakar3Ate svayaM usakI aMgulI pakar3a le aura chor3e hI nahIM / guru kA kAma to pole- pole hAthoM se ziSya ko aMgulI pakar3AnA hotA hai, kasakara pakar3anA nahIM hotA / varanA ziSya binA guru ke cala hI na pAyegA / do sAla kA baccA binA mAM ke cala nahIM pAtA, yaha bAta to samajha me AtI hai para agara ATha sAla kA baccA bhI mAM kI aMgulI kA sahArA lekara hI binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 46 For Personal & Private Use Only

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calatA hai to isakA artha hai mAM ne usase sahI vakta para apanI aMgulI nahIM chur3AI / use svayaM binA kisI sahAre ke calane kI preraNA na dI / pariNAma svarUpa bacce ko aMgulI pakar3a kara calane kI Adata bana gaI hai, jo aba chUTa nahIM sktii| aisA baccA kabhI bhI Atma-nirbhara nahIM ho sktaa| isalie guru ko apanI, sahArA dene kI sImA kA bodha rakhanA caahie| bar3e halke se apanI aMgulI pakar3AnI cAhie aura jaise hI ziSya calanA sIkha jAe, usakI zikSA pUrNa ho jAe, guru ko binA dera kiye apanI aMgulI chur3A lenI cAhie / jyotirmaya dIpa 'bujhe dIpa ko' taba taka hI saMsarga de jaba taka usakI bAtI lau na pakar3a le| dIpa jalAnA hI to mukhya muddA hai| guru dIpa hai / dIpa kA kAma dIyoM kI bAtI ko jagAnA hai, prajvalita kare aura Age bar3ha cle| guru kA kAma ziSya ko sirpha yaha izArA karanA hotA hai ki dekho yaha rahI aMgulI aura vaha rahA cAMda aura jaba ziSya ne cAMda dekha liyA to kisa aMgulI ne cAMda dikhAyA, yaha bAta gauNa ho jAtI hai / aba yadi ziSya cAMda ko nahIM dekha pAtA sirpha guru kI aMgulI hI dekhatA raha jAtA hai, to yaha usakA doSa hai / kyoMki aMgulI kabhI cAMda nahIM ho sakatI / pAnI meM cAMda kI parachAI dekhane se kAma nahIM calane vAlA | cAMda dekhane ke lie najara ko Upara uThAnA pdd'egaa| netra kholane hoNge| lekina jyAdAtara loga aMgulI pakar3akara baiTha jAte haiM, sIr3hI ko hI maMjila mAnakara cAdara tAnakara so jAte haiN| guru ke hI svarUpa meM khokara raha jAte haiM / aura phira zurU ho jAte haiM, tere guru aura mere guru ke jhagar3e / prArambha ho jAtA hai durAgraha, kaTTaratA, mata-matAntara / ziSya ko apanI dRSTi hamezA lakSya para rakhanI caahie| use cAMda dekhane se matalaba hai, yA aMgulI pakar3ane se| agara aMgulI pakar3e rahe to jindagI bhara bacce hI bane raha jAoge / kabhI apane pairoM para khar3e na ho skoge| vaizAkhI cAhiye hara hAlata meM / aba tumheM satya dekhane se matalaba hai yA guru ko dekhane se ? guruM ne izArA karake cAMda dikhAyA aura jaba cAMda dekha liyA to phira usa aMgulI kA jyAdA mahatva nahIM hai jisane dikhaayaa| yaha tumhArA bhrama hai ki guru kI zaraNa meM jAne se tumheM samakita mila jAegA, bodhisatya prApta ho jaaegaa| guru ke pAsa samakita kI koI TakasAla nahIM khulI hai ki tuma pahuMce aura guru tumheM samakita de deNge| samakita kA dIpa to tumheM svayaM meM hI prajvalita karanA pdd'egaa| guru kA kAma to tumheM kaMdIla thamAnA aura yaha preraNA denA hai ki Age bar3ho / prakAza tumhAre sAtha-sAtha Age bar3hatA jaaegaa| nayana binA pAveM nahIM / 47 For Personal & Private Use Only

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aura jaba prakAza ko upalabdha ho jAo, jaba naukA sAgara pAra kara jAtI hai, to chalAMga lagA denA taTa para car3hane ke lie| agara gautama ne chalAMga na lagAI to vItarAgatA aura bhagavattA se, karIba hokara bhI dUra rhoge| isalie guru kA mahatva to hai, nizcita hI hai lekina utanA hI mahatva hai jitanA eka dizAdarzaka kA hotA hai, aMgulI dikhAne vAle kA hotA hai| kisI miDavAipha kA hotA hai| isase Age kI yAtrA to hameM svayaM hI karanI pdd'egii| rAjacandra kA pada hai -- binA nayana pAve nahIM, binA nayana kI bAta / jo seve zrI sadguru, so pAve saakssaat|| ve bAteM jo binA nayana kI haiM, jinheM sAkSAta dekhA nahIM jA sakatA, una bAtoM ko dekhane ke lie hI sadguru kA mahatva hai| sadguru vaha hai jo tumhAre citta ko AMdolita kara de, prabhAvita kara de aura parivartita kara DAle / guru kA upadeza sunakara Apake hRdaya meM tIsa-tIsa dina ke upavAsa kA udaya ho yA na ho, lekina Apake jIvana meM, Apake mana ke bhAvoM kI pariNatiyoM meM eka nirmalatA aura saralatA AnI caahie| samyaktva - binA nayana kI bAta hai, jo hamAre bhAvoM kI saralatA meM hI sambhAvita hai| hamAre mana ke pariNAma jitane nirmala-bhadra-sarala-Rju hote cale jAyeMge, hamAre bhItara prakAza kI sambhAvanAeM utanI hI bar3hatI jaaeNgii| mujhe sunakara ho sakatA hai Apa ar3atAlIsa minaTa taka lagAtAra eka hI Asana para baiThane meM saphala na hoM, lekina jaba-jaba bhI Apake mana meM krodha umar3egA, cetanA tatkAla jhakajhoregI ki are maiM krodha kaise karUM? maiM Apa logoM ko ar3atAlIsa minaTa kI sAmAyika nahIM denA cAhatA, balki caubIsa ghaMTe kI samatA denA cAhatA huuN| maiM Apako eka pASANa kI pUjA nahIM denA cAhatA, balki aisI pUjA aura prArthanA denA cAhatA hUM ki Apa caubIsoM ghaMTe paramAtmA meM jI sko| isake lie jarUrI hai ki eka bAra dRSTi khula jAe, antardRSTi jAga jaae| jaisI dRSTi vaisI sRSTi jaisI vyakti kI nigAha hotI hai, vaisA hI dRzya vyakti ko najara AtA hai| kAle cazme vAle ko dIvAra kAlI dikhegI aura sapheda cazme vAloM ko sapheda / jaba taka cazme pahane hue ho, satya ko nahIM dekha paaoge| maiM cAhatA hU~ ki cazme utara jAeM aura bhItara kI dRSTi tIvratara ho jAe, tAki Apa khuda pahacAna sakeM, dekha sakeM ki Apake bhItara sambhAvanAeM haiN| ___ maiM zAstroM para vizvAsa rakhatA hU~, dharma para bhI vizvAsa karatA hU~, lekina usI zAstra aura dharma para vizvAsa karatA hUM jise apane jIvana meM kriyAnvita kiyA jA sake, jisake satya ko hama svayaM jAna sakeM / vaha zAstra hamAre lie bhArabhUta binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 48 For Personal & Private Use Only

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hogA, jo hamArI saMbhAvanAoM ke darzana hameM na karA ske| behatara hogA ki apane bhItara ke zAstroM ko samajhane ke lie Apa ina bAhara ke zAstroM ko darAjoM kI zobhA banA ddaalo| jaba taka AMkhoM ke Age hama kitAboM kI kadAgrahatA ke cazme lagAte raheMge taba taka bAta carcAoM ke dAyare taka sImita rahegI, lekina zrImad rAjacandra to binA nayanoM kI bAta, nayanoM ke binA hI dekha pAne kI bAta karate hai darzana pAhur3a meM eka bar3I gaharI gAthA hai| AcArya kundakunda kahate haiM daMsaNa bhaTThA bhaTThA saNa bhaTThassa Natthi NivvANaM / sijhaMti cariya bhaTThA saNa bhaTThANa sijhaMti / jo darzana se bhraSTa hai vahI bhraSTa hai| jo apane bhItara antara-svabhAva se, apanI sahajatA se patita, vicalita, bhraSTa ho cukA hai, vahI bhraSTa hai| kundakunda jaisI itanI bar3I krAntikArI bAta kahane vAlA anya koI AcArya pUrI jaina paramparA meM aura koI nahIM huA hogaa| kunda-kunda kahate haiM sijjhanti cariya bhaTThA-jo cAritrya se bhraSTa hai, vaha zAyada mukti prApta bhI kara legA, lekina jo AdamI darzana se bhraSTa hai, usake nirvANa kI kalpanA bhI nahIM kI jA sktii| bAta apanI dRSTi kI hai, dRSTikoNa kI hai, dRSTi meM hue milAvaTa ko dUra karane kI hai| mAna lIjie do AdamI kArAgRha meM kaida hai aura vaha kArAgRha kisI tAlAba ke kinAre para sthita hai| eka kaidI kahatA hai kahAM kArAgRha banAyA hai| isa tAlAba meM kIcar3a hai, macchara hai, kitane kIr3e-pataMge ur3ate-rahate haiM, kitanI durgandha AtI hai| vahIM dUsarA kaidI AsamAna kI ora najara uThAkara kahatA hai vAha kyA najArA hai? kyA AsamAna kI nIlimA hai? kaisI cAMdanI barasa rahI hai? vaha vyakti cAMda meM nahA uThatA hai| lekina donoM kI najaroM meM pharka hai| eka kI najara tAlAba ke kIcar3a para hai| aura dUsare kI AsamAna meM ugane vAle cAMda para hai| pahalA kiraNa se achatA raha jAtA hai, dUsarA cAMda meM nahA letA hai| jaisI jisakI dRSTi hotI hai, vaisI hI usakI sRSTi hotI hai / dRSTi para hI to saba kucha kendrita hai| antaradRSTi kA vimocana hI jIvana meM adhyAtma kA udghATana hai| dRSTi ko upalabdha honA jIvana kI dRSTi se mahAn upalabdhi hai| koI vyakti janmajAta gUMgA ho, baharA ho, calegA, lekina aMdhA ho to saMsAra se usakA saMbaMdha hI TUTa jaaegaa| bahare hue to likhakara kAma calA loge| gUMge hue to izAroM se bAta kara loge, lekina aMdhe hue to pratyakSa darzana nahIM hogA, sunI-sunAI bAtoM para hI vizvAsa karanA pdd'egaa| yAnI satya kA darzana nahIM kara paaoge| nayana binA pAveM nahIM / 46 For Personal & Private Use Only

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satya ko suna to loge, lekina AMkhoM dekhI so saccI saba, kAnoM sunI so jhuutthii| dRSTi jIvana kI mahAnatama upalabdhi hai aura aMtardRSTi khulajAne se adhika upalabdhi pUrNa jIvana kA koI aura aMjAma nahIM ho sktaa| darzana hamezA hoza se paidA hotA hai, bhItara kI jAgarUkatA se janamatA hai| bhItara kI apramattatA se darzana AtmasAta hotA hai| samyaka darzana ko prApta karane kA ekamAtra tarIkA yahI hai ki tuma kitane hoza se, kitanI jAgarUkatA se, kitane yatna se, kitanI svAbhAvikatA se jIte ho| hamArA hoza, hamArA apramAda, hamArI apramattatA jitanI tIvra hogI, jitanI kharatara aura prakhara hogI, utanI hI jyAdA hamArI samyakdarzana kI sambhAvanA mukhara hotI calI jaaegii| samyakdarzana to anubhava kA mArga hai, kahane yA sikhAve kA nhiiN| aura jo vyakti anubhava se gujaratA hai vaha svayaM meM pUrNa hotA hai, kisI bacce ko kaho ki Aga meM hAtha mata DAlanA, hAtha jala jAegA, to baccA nahIM mAnegA, lekina vaha eka bAra Aga ke pAsa calA jAe aura usakI aMgulI jarA-sI bhI jala jAe to use Aga kI jalana kA bodha ho jaaegaa| vaha Aga ke prati hamezA ke lie sAvaceta ho jaaegaa| hajAra bAra dI gaI sIkha ke mukAbale eka bAra kA anubhava jyAdA sArthaka, jyAdA kAragara hotA hai| eka bAra bijalI ke jhaTake kA anubhava ho jAe to bijalI ke tAra ko chUnA to dUra, vyakti usake plaga ko hAtha lagAne se bhI DaratA hai| kyoMki karaMTa kA anubhava hai| kahAvata hai ki dUdha kA jalA chAcha bhI phUMka-phUMka kara pItA hai| vaha anubhava se gujarA hotA hai| jisane eka bAra anubhava se gujara kara jAna liyA ki vAsanA kA kyA duSpariNAma hotA hai, vaha vAsanA se mukta ho jaaegaa| jisane eka bAra jAgarUkatA pUrvaka krodha ko jAna liyA, krodha ke duSpariNAma ko samajha liyA,use phira krodha kA hetu milane para bhI krodha nahIM aaegaa| lekina jaba taka hoza pUrvaka krodha se gujareMge nahIM taba taka krodha mata karo - aisA kisI ke kaha dene mAtra se krodha ThaMDA nahIM ho jaaegaa| kitAboM ko par3hane se yA kisI ke kore pravacanoM ko sunane se kyA abhI taka kisI kA krodha khatma huA hai? janma se aba taka par3hate A rahe ho ki krodha pApa kA bApa hai, krodha dimAga kA dhuMA hai, krodha zaitAna kA ghara hai, phira bhI krodha kara rahe ho| sigareTa ke Dibbe para roja par3hate ho, saikar3oM bAra par3hA hogA ki sigareTa svAsthya ke lie hAnikara hai, para sigareTa nahIM chUTI / jaba khAMsI uThegI, dama ghuTegA, jI jalegA, taba anubhava hogA, oha! sigareTa pInA svAsthya ke lie binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 50 For Personal & Private Use Only

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kitanA hAnikara hai| kisI philma thiyeTara meM kitanI bhI acchI philma cala rahI ho aura acAnaka koI vyakti Aga-Aga kA zora macA de, to Aga kahA~ lagI hai, yaha dekhane ke lie koI haoNla meM rukegA nahIM, balki jAna bacAkara bhAgane kA hI prayAsa kregaa| vahAM saba Aga ke anubhavoM se gujare hue loga hote haiN| ve Aga kI tapiza ko jAnate haiN| anubhavI haiM, isalie bhAga jAte haiN| eka vyakti havAI jahAja meM baitthaa| TikaTa le liyaa| havAI jahAja jaise hI ur3ane lagA, vaha vyakti kaipTana ke pAsa pahuMcA aura usase pUchA ki kaipTana! havAI jahAja meM peTrola to bharavA liyA hai naa| kaipTana thor3A hairAna huA ki aisA yAtrI to Aja taka nahIM car3hA, jisane peTrola kI cintA kI ho| para havAI jahAja meM yAtriyoM se sadvyavahAra kI paramparA hai, ataH usane javAba diyA - hA~ jI, peTrola vagairaha saba bharavA liyA hai| Apa ArAma se yAtrA kiijie| vaha vyakti apanI jagaha para jAkara baiTha gyaa| lekina eka minaTa bAda punaH kaipTana ke pAsa pahu~cA aura pUchA - kaipTana, iMjana vagairaha to ceka kiyA hai nA? kahIM plena bIca meM kharAba to nahIM hogA? kaipTana ne usa yAtrI ko ghUrakara dekhA aura kahA bhAI, kaipTana Apa haiM yA maiM huuN| yaha to mujhe socanA hai ki peTrola bharavA liyA hai yA nahIM, iMjana ThIka hai yA nhiiN| Apa jAkara zAnti se apanI jagaha baitthie| usa yAtrI ne kahA, Apa abhI to isa taraha bolate haiM jaba bIca rAste meM havAI jahAja kA peTrola khatma ho jAe, yA iMjana kharAba ho jAe to yaha mata kahanA ki nIce utaro aura dhakkA lgaao| vaha AdamI roDaveja kI basa meM baiThane kA AdI rahA hai| ise hI kahate haiM dUdha kA jalA chAcha bhI phUMka-phUMka kara pItA hai| ____jise eka bAra samyak darzana upalabdha ho jAe, usakA hara agalA kadama sAvaceta hotA hai, satarka hotA hai aura guru kA kAma basa itanA hotA hai ki manuSya kI dRSTi kI jo kSamatA hai, use jAgrata kara de, sahI rAste para lagA de tAki satya ko Apa khuda dekha sakeM, pahacAna skeN| sadguru hAtha pakar3a kara abhyantara ke rAjamArga para le jAnA cAhate haiM, jisase ki praveza aura yAtrA sugama ho sake / yahA~ para zAstroM ke jAnakAra to bahuta haiM, kitAboM ko kaMThastha karane vAle bahuta hai lekina dRSTi sampanna loga virale hI haiN| unheM mere praNAma haiM, jinheM antardRSTi prApta hai| khulI ho jinakI abhyantara kI AMkha, AMkha ke bhItara kI AMkha / nayana binA pAveM nahIM / 51 For Personal & Private Use Only

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mana kI caitanya - yAtrA mere priya Atman! eka saudAgara vyApAra ke lie hindustAna AyA / use yahAM eka pariMdA bahuta pasaMda aayaa| usane vaha pariMdA kharIda liyA / usa pariMde ke lie usane eka khUbasUrata sunaharA piMjarA bhI bnvaayaa| vApasI meM vaha usa pariMde ko apane deza le gyaa| vahAM usane usakI dekhabhAla, khAna-pAna, khelakUda kI behatarIna vyavasthA kI / agalI bAra jaba saudAgara apanA mAla becane phira hindustAna Ane lagA to usane pariMde se pUchA ki hindustAna se tumhAre lie kucha sAmAna lAnA hai ? pariMde niHsAMsa chor3ate hue kahA, mAlika! lAnA to kucha nahIM hai lekina merI eka prArthanA hai ki Apako hindustAna ke jaMgala meM yadi koI merA koI jAti bhAI mila jAe to use yahAM mere piMjare meM kaida hone kA samAcAra de denA / saudAgAra hindustAna AyA / vaha jaMgala se gujara rahA thA, tabhI usane eka per3a kI TahanI para apane pariMde ke sajAtIya ko baiThe dekhA / vaha rukaa| use usake bandhu ke paradeza meM kaida hone kI bAta btaaii| usa pariMde ne jaise hI yaha samAcAra sunA, vaha TahanI se dhar3Ama se nIce A girA aura mara gayA / saudAgAra ko isase bar3A dukha huaa| vaha usakI mRtyu kA nimitta banA thA / para vaha kara bhI kyA sakatA thaa| vaha apane vyavasAya kA kAma nipaTAkara svadeza lauTa gayA / vahA~ usake pariMde ne usase apane sandeza kA javAba pUchA, to saudAgara thor3A sakucAyA, usase javAba dete na bnaa| lekina pariMde ke bahuta Agraha karane para usane Apa bItI sunaaii| use batAyA ki tumhAre kaida kA samAcAra sunate hI tumhArA svajAtIya bandhu mara gayA / itanA sunate hI vaha piMjare kA pariMdA piMjare meM hI binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 52 For Personal & Private Use Only

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ekadama lur3haka kara gira gyaa| saudAgara ko bar3A dhakkA lgaa| usane socA ki yaha apane bandhu kI mRtyu kA sadamA baradAzta nahIM kara pAyA, so yaha bhI mara gayA hai| use usa pariMde kI mRtyu se bahuta dukha huaa| dukhI mana se usane piMjare kA daravAjA kholakara usa paride ko bAhara nikAlA aura eka sthAna para usakI deha ko rkhaa| lekina jaise hI saudAgara mur3A, vaha pariMdA ekadama AkAza meM ur3a gyaa| hindustAna meM usake sajAtIya bandhu ke mRtyu ke abhinaya ne use usakI mukti kA upAya batA diyA thaa| maiM bhI Apa logoM ko mukti kA aisA hI sandeza denA cAhatA huuN| saMsAra kI dRSTi se huI mRtyu hI jIvana ke lie mukti kA mahAsandeza sAbita hotA hai| jisa vyakti ne yaha jAna liyA, yaha ahasAsa kara liyA ki maiM piMjare meM baMda hU~, aura isa piMjare se mukta honA cAhatA hUM, vaha mukti kA sandeza pAne ke lie sadguru kI talAza karegA hI aura sadguru izAre-hI-izAre meM use usakI mukti kA mArga samajhA detA hai| ye parijana, mAlika, gulAma, riztedAra, ye saba piMjare kI salAkheM hai| ye tumheM taba-taka apanAye rakheMge, jakar3a rakheMge, jaba taka ki tuma jIvita ho| lekina yadi tuma eka bAra mRtyu kA abhinaya bhI kara jAo to ye hI riztedAra, ye hI parijana apane hI hAthoM se tumheM ghara ke piMjare se bAhara kara deNge| tumheM supurde khAka kara deNge| tuma vAstava meM to jaba maroge, taba maroge lekina yadi ho sake to usase pahale eka bAra mRtyu se gujara jaao| eka bAra yaha dekha lo aura dikhA do ki mRtyu se gujarane ke bAda kauna kitanA tumhArA hotA hai| kauna apanA aura kauna parAyA hotA hai| jAna lo ki mRtyu ke bAda logoM kA tumhAre sAtha kyA ravaiyA hone vAlA hai| ___ maiM cAhatA hUM ki usa piMjare ke paride kI taraha Apa loga bhI apanI mukti ke bAre meM kucha soceM, vicAreM, mukti kI krAnti ghaTita honI caahiye| saMsAra meM kaivalya kI anubhUti sAkAra honI caahiye| yahAM se mukti kA sandeza lete jaaeN| lekina isase pahale yaha ahasAsa honA jarUrI hai| hama piMjare meM kaida haiN| yaha piMjarA apanA hI banAyA huA hai| yaha sunaharA piMjarA, ho sakatA hai karor3oM kA ho| yaha piMjarA pAMca sAta maMjilA makAna kA ho sakatA hai, samAja kI saMkIrNatAoM kA ho sakatA hai| ghara kI mAyA kA ho sakatA hai| isakA svarUpa kucha bhI ho sakatA hai| piMjarA to Akhira piMjarA hI hai| cAhe vaha sone kA ho, yA lohe kA mana kI caitanya-yAtrA / 53 For Personal & Private Use Only

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ho| phAMsI kA phaMdA cAhe rezama kA ho yA sUta kA, phAMsI to donoM se hI lgegii| piMjarA cAhe sone kA ho, yA lohe kA, kaida to donoM kI hI khlaayegii| rAjA udAyana ke bAre meM prasiddha hai ki vaha saMvatsarI kA pratikramaNa aura prAyazcita karake usa kakSa meM gayA jahA~ usane rAjA candrapradyota ko kaida kara rakhA thaa| vahAM vaha rAjA candrapradyota se kSamAyAcanA karane lgaa| rAjA candrapradyota yaha dekha muskuraayaa| usane mauke kA phAyadA utthaayaa| usane kahA ki tumhIM ne mujhe yahAM kaida kara rakhA hai aura tumhIM mujhase mAphI mAMgate ho| tumhIM ne mere hAthoM meM hathakar3iyAM, pAMvoM meM ber3iyAM DAla rakhI haiN| aura tumhIM mujhase mApha karane ko kahate ho| yaha kaisI kSamA yAcanA hai| rAjA udAyana ne kahA - are! maiMne to tumheM sone kI jaMjIroM meM kaida kiyA hai| aisA sammAna to Aja taka kisI kaidI ko nahIM milaa| phira bhI tuma aprasanna ho| candrapradyota ne kahA, rAjan! bandhana cAhe sone ke ho yA lohe ke, bAMdhate to donoM hI hai| yaha nirNaya Apako karanA hai ki ApakA piMjarA kaisA hai, lohe kA hai yA sone kA, sukhada hai yA dukhada? eka bAta taya hai ki piMjarA cAhe khuziyoM se bharA ho yA gama aura zikavoM se, lekina hai to piMjarA hii| tuma cAhe sukha ke baMdI ho, cAhe dukha ke, ho to bandI hii| kyA tumheM apanI kaida meM hone kA ahasAsa hai? kyA tumheM lagatA hai ki tuma bandhana meM ho? tuma dukha se ghire ho| ulajhanoM se trasta ho| eka bAra agara Apako apanI kaida kA ahasAsa ho jAe, yaha vizvAsa ho jAe ki maiM piMjare meM hU~, maiM bandhana meM hUM, maiM jaMjIroM se jakar3A huA hUM, to tatkSaNa Apake bhItara mukti kI ruci, eka dRSTi, eka samyaka bhAvanA jagegI ki maiM isa piMjare se mukta hone kA mArga khojuuN| ye sAre rAste Apake kAma AeMge bazarte pahale Apako yaha anumAna ho jAe ki maiM bandhana meM huuN| jaba taka isa bandhana kA ahasAsa Apako nahIM hogA ye mArga Apake kisI kAma ke nahIM haiN| jaba taka bandhana kA ahasAsa nahIM hai, taba taka koI bhI mArga mokSa kA mArga nahIM ho sktaa| sAre mArga svarga yA naraka ke hoMge, mukti ke nhiiN| kArAgRha kA bodha hue binA kevala lohe ke piMjare ko, sone ke piMjare meM badalane kA yatna hogA, piMjare se mukta hone kA bhAva nahIM hogaa| piMjarA bhale hI sone kA ho, magara svatantra AkAza ke, mukta gagana ke paMchI to tuma taba bhI nahIM khlaaoge| agara pAnA hai AkAza bhara Ananda, svatantratA kI bulandiyAM to piMjare ke daravAje kholane hoNge| dvAra kI caTakanI girAne kI tarakIba nikAlanI hogii| vaha sandeza AtmasAt kareM, jisase girA sakeM vinA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 54 For Personal & Private Use Only

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hama bhItara-bAhara ke bandhana / zrImada rAjacandra dvArA batAe gaye kisI bhI mArga ko samajhane se pUrva, Apa logoM ko yaha bodha honA jarUrI hai ki Apako upAya kI AvazyakatA hai, mArga kI jarUrata hai| Apa bandhana meM haiM, Apa piMjare meM haiM, Apa jakar3e hue haiM, Apa kaidI haiN| yadi Apako apane bandhanoM kA bodha ho gayA ho, to maiM Apa logoM ko vaha sandeza denA cAhatA hUM, jisase Apa apane bandhanoM ko nIce girA skeN| maiM Apako usa mArga kA svAmI aura samrATa banAnA cAhatA hU~, jisakA anusaraNa kara Apa apanI jaMjIroM ko tor3a skeN| ye kauna se bandhana haiM, inheM samajhanA jarUrI hai| ye bandhana agara bAhara ke bandhana hote to hara vyakti inheM samajha letA, lekina ye to bhItara ke bandhana haiM, jinheM jAnane ke lie Apako kisI caitanya-mitra kI jarUrata hai| merI antardRSTi eka-eka vyakti para kendrita hai, jo dekha rahI hai ki manuSya kisa kadara bhItara se jakar3A huA hai| vaha bAhara se to mukti ke zAstra par3ha rahA hai, mokSa kA svAdhyAya kara rahA hai lekina bhItara bandhanoM kI jar3a itanI gaharI hai, ber3iyAM itanI majabUta haiM ki mukti-mArga ke koI zAstra kAragara aura kAmayAba nahIM ho pA rahe haiN| ___kAyAkalpa bAhara kA nahIM, kAyAkalpa bhItara kA karane kI jarUrata hai| bAhara meM kitanA bhI par3ha rahe ho, lekina bhItara meM mukti kI mahatvAkAMkSA nahIM hai| bAhara meM to mokSa ke bhASaNa haiM, lekina bhItara meM vAsanA kI gaharI taraMga hai| manuSya ke bhItara jitanI gaharI vAsanA hai, jaba utanI hI gaharI mokSa kI mahatvAkAMkSA hogI, tabhI vyakti ke jIvana meM mukti kA koI bodha, mukti kA koI vicAra, mukti kI krAMti sambhAvita ho skegii| svAdhyAya karate hue bhI manuSya ke antaraMga meM jAne kaba vAsanA kI taraMga khar3I ho jAtI hai| isI taraha krodha aura bhoga karate hue kabhI kSaNabhara ke lie bhI mokSa kI bhAvanA panape to samajhie ki Apake mana meM mukti kI koI abhIpsA, mukti kI kahIM koI kAmanA hai, nahIM to saba Upara kI lIpApotI hai| bAhara meM nirmANa hote cale jA rahe haiM, bAhara meM mandira banate cale jA rahe haiM lekina andara ke mandira kA kyA ho rahA hai? bAhara ke bhavana ko sajA rahe ho, lekina hRdaya kI sajAvaTa kA, andara ke zRMgAra kA kahIM koI dhyAna nahIM hai| bAhara kA makAna to bana rahA hai, magara bhItara kA makAna khaMDahara ho rahA hai| agara bAhara koI makAna bane yA na bane lekina bhItara kA mandira to nahIM hI giranA caahie| tarasa to isI bAta para AtI hai ki bhItara ke mandira dhvasta ho rahe haiM, magara usakI kisI ko khabara hI nahIM hai| bAhara yadi isI taraha AlIzAna bhavanoM mana kI caitanya-yAtrA / 55 For Personal & Private Use Only

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kA nirmANa hotA gayA aura andara ke mandira isI taraha khaMDahara hote cale gaye to jIvana meM eka durAva rhegaa| bAhara ke mandira kyA artha rakheMge agara bhItara ke mandira khaMDahara hote cale jaayeN| mandiroM kI AbAdI bar3hAne kI bajAya surakSita logoM ke hAthoM meM mandiroM kA rahanA jyAdA jarUrI hai| bAhya nirmANa se pahale jarUrI hai antara nirmANa kii| ina mandiroM ke nirmANa ke lie to tuma candA maaNgoge| gAMva-gAMva jAkara ciTThA-TIpa karoge, taba apane gAMva kA mandira banAoge lekina apane jIvana ke mandira kA kyA hogaa| mandira to honA hI caahie| hara ghara meM eka choTA-sA mandira honA cAhie para vaha apanI kamAI kA honA caahie| apane mana kA mandira honA caahie| maiM cAhatA hU~ jaise ghara-ghara meM dIpa jalate haiM vaise hI jIvana-jIvana meM mandira kA nirmANa hotA calA jaae| ghara-ghara dIpa jaleM, jIvana-jIvana mandira bneN| koI bhI makAna yadi sau sAla se jyAdA rahA ho to vaha purAnA kahalAtA hai| use gira jAnA caahie| dharma bhI hajAra sAla meM purAnA ho jAtA hai| hajAra sAla meM dharma, dharma nahIM rahatA, sampradAya kA rUpa dhAraNa kara letA hai| manuSya kA kalyANa dharma se sambhAvita hai, sampradAya aura sAmpradAyika kaTTaratA se nhiiN| sAmpradAyika dharma ko samApta ho jAnA cAhiye, tAki hara insAna apane naye dharma ko janma de sake, svabhAvamUlaka dharma panapa sake, jamAne ke hisAba se dharma kA rUpAntaraNa ho ske| vaha dharma mUlyavAna nahIM hai, jo araboM-kharaboM varSoM se calA A rahA hai balki vaha dharma mUlyavAna hai, jo manuSya ko sahI arthoM meM manuSya bnaae| jyoM-jyoM dharma purAne hote jAeMge, ve gaccha, sampradAya, gaNa aura samudAyoM meM baMTate cale jaaeNge| jarA socie ki eka zarIra se koI vyakti hAtha kATa le, . koI paira aura koI galA kATa le to eka-eka aMga bhI murdA hoMge aura mUla zarIra bhI bejAna hogaa| kyoMki unameM se AtmA kisI ke bhI pAsa nahIM hogii| saba ke pAsa mare hue aMga raha jAeMge, murdo ke Tukar3e raha jaaeNge| to Apa ko murde cAhie yA jIvanta sAdhanA, manuSya kI AtmA caahie| agara AtmA cAhie to jarA apane bhItara talAzo ki bhItara makAna banA huA hai, yA mandira banA huA hai| bhItara koI zahara AbAda hai yA zmazAna kI vIrAnI basI hai| bhItara meM kauna kyA hai? isakI talAza karanI hai| svayaM kI jyotirmayatA pragaTa karanI hai| ___auraMgajeba ne hindustAna meM bhale hI kitane hI maMdiroM ko tahasa nahasa kara diyA ho lekina jaba taka manuSya ke bhItara kA mandira salAmata hai, taba taka bAhara ke hajAra-hajAra maMdira bana jAeMge, TUTa-TUTa kara banate jAeMge lekina bhItara kA binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 56 For Personal & Private Use Only

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mandira agara TUTa gayA to phira ..... / rAjacandra kA Aja kA pada isI bAta ke lie hai tAki AdamI apane bhItara ke bandhanoM ko pahacAna sake aura unase mukta ho ske| dina-rAta bhItarahI-bhItara, bhAvoM-hI-bhAvoM meM jIvana ko eka sArthaka dizA pradAna kara skeN| . jJAna dhyAna vairAgyamaya, uttama jahA~ vicAra, jo bhAve zubha bhAvanA, te utare bhava paar| ise hama smjheN| manuSya Antarika cetanA kA eka bAhara kI ora bahatA huA pravAha hai| isa pravAha ke tIna svarUpa ho sakate haiN| pahalA to yaha ki manuSya ke mana kI UrjA bAhara kI ora bahakara apanA samasta vistAra pA letI hai| manuSya kI Antarika cetanA ke pravAha kA dUsarA pariNAma yaha ho sakatA hai ki mana kI UrjA kA pravAha bAhara kI ora na ho, balki mana kI UrjA mana meM hI ulajha kara raha jaaye| aise meM andara eka uthala-puthala macI rahatI hai| jo mana aisA hotA hai, usI ke jIvana meM ghuTana aura tanAva hotA hai| jaba hamArA mana, apane hI vikAroM meM, apane hI vikalpoM meM jAkara ulajha jAtA hai, taba vyakti ke mastiSka meM eka ghuTana, eka tanAva, eka trAsadI, eka bhItara kA pralaya paidA hotA hai| mana kI jo tIsarI pariNati hotI hai, usameM mana na bAhara bahatA hai aura na mastiSka meM jAkara ulajhatA hai| taba mana cetanA kI eka yAtrA karatA rahatA hai| jaba hamArA mana bhItara kI ora mur3atA hai aura hamArI UrjA jaba hamArI cetanA meM praveza karane lagatI hai, to jIvana meM eka pUrNatA kI kiraNa ubharane lagatI hai| pahalI sthiti meM mana apanI UrjA ko bAhara phailAtA hai| aise meM manuSya apane sAre sukha, apanI hara mahatvAkAMkSA kI ApUrti, saba kucha bAhara DhUMDhane lagatA hai| bAhara pAne kI icchA rakhatA hai aura socatA hai ki bAhara saba kucha mila jaaegaa| ___mana cetanA kI yAtrA to bahuta muzkila se karatA hai| mana yA to jyAdAtara bAhara bahegA yA phira apanI hI ulajhanoM meM apane hI vicAroM meM ghaTatA calA jaaegaa| jaba mana bAhara kI ora bahatA hai taba pariNAma yaha nikalatA hai ki manuSya apane dukhar3e dUsaroM ko de detA hai aura dUsaroM ke dukhar3e svayaM le letA hai| isalie jaba koI vyakti tanAva meM hotA hai to socatA hai ki kucha dera ke lie ghara se bAhara nikalUM, to mana halkA ho jaaegaa| vaha kisI aura ke ghara jAtA hai aura apane mana kA zikavA/zikAyata, jo bhI trAsadI andara bharI huI hai, vaha kaha denA cAhatA hai| lekina hotA yaha hai ki jisako vaha apanI vyathA sunAnA cAhatA __mana kI caitanya-yAtrA | 57 For Personal & Private Use Only

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hai, vaha pahale hI apanI hI trAsadiyoM se ghirA huA hai aura vaha to svayaM Apase apanI rAmakahAnI kahakara halkA ho jAnA cAhatA hai| Apa apanA dukha kisI aura ko sunAte ho, koI aura apanA dukha Apako sunAtA hai| dukha kama kisI kA nahIM hotA, basa idhara se udhara sthAnAntarita hokara raha jAtA hai| vyakti svayaM kabhI apane Apako nahIM dekhatA, hamezA dUsaroM ko dekhatA hai| dUsare meM guNa hai yA nhiiN| vaha vyakti burA hai yA usameM ye avaguNa hai| vaha dUsaroM ko dekhegA aura niMdA zuru kara degaa| IrSyA se jlegaa| dUsaroM kI niMdA karane meM bar3A rasa AtA hai lekina jaba koI vyakti dUsaroM kI niMdA karane meM rasa pAtA hai, to isa rasa kA nAma hI hiMsA hai, isa rasa kA nAma hI mithyAtva hai| hiMsAnandI aura mithyAtvI hai vh| manuSya Aine ke sAmane jAtA hai, dekhatA hai ki maiM kaisA hU~ lekina 'vAstava meM maiM kaisA hUM' yaha bhAva hI nahIM pnptaa| kisI bar3e zahara meM eka anokhI dukAna khulI - vadhuoM kI dukAna, manapasanda vadhuoM kI dukAna / Aie aura manapasanda vadhu binA dAma le jaaie| aba aisI dukAna para bhIr3a honA to svAbhAvika hai| eka icchuka mainejara ke pAsa pahuMcA aura usane apane lie vadhu prApta karane kI icchA jAhira kii| mainejara ne usase pUchA - Apako gorI vadhU cAhie yA kaalii| binA kisI hicaka ke usa vyakti ne gorI patnI kI icchA jtaaii| svayaM cAhe kitane bhI kAle hoM para jaba binA dAma manapasanda patnI mila rahI ho to kAlI vadhU ko kauna caahe| mainejara ne kahA - gorI patnI cAhie to usa kamare meM jaao| vaha vyakti jaba kamare meM pahuMcA to use vahAM do daravAje dikhe aura donoM para takhtI laTakI huI thii| eka para likhA thA - paise vAlI gorI lar3akI, dUsare para - phaTehAla gorI ldd'kii| svAbhAvika rUpa se usa vyakti ne paise vAlI gorI lar3akI kA daravAjA kholakara bar3I umaMga se kamare meM praveza kiyaa| vahAM use phira do daravAje mile| eka para likhA thA - saMgIta jAnane vAlI, dUsare para likhA thA - sAdhAraNa gharelU mahilA / usa guNa grAhaka ne saMgIta jAnane vAlI ko pasanda kiyA aura agale kamare meM praveza kiyA, to apane ko phira dorAhe para khar3A paayaa| eka daravAje para likhA thA - khAnA pakAne vAlI, dUsare para likhA thA - khAnA na pakAne vaalii| usane khAnA pakAne vAlI kA daravAjA kholA to punaH do daravAje usake sAmane the| pahale para likhA thA - sarakArI naukarI karane vAlI, dasare para likhA thA - hAusa vaaiph| usa vyakti ne socA - calo kamAne kI cintA se bhI mukti mila jaaegii| so usane naukarI karane vAlI mahilA kA daravAjA kholakara bar3I AturatA se praveza kiyaa| aba use do binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 58 For Personal & Private Use Only

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daravAjoM kA sAmanA nahIM karanA pdd'aa| balki aba kamare kI eka dIvAra para paradA par3A thA aura takhtI para likhA thA - paradA httaaie| sarvaguNa sampanna patnI ke dIdAra kI AkAMkSA se pulakita hokara usane dhar3akate hRdaya se paradA haTAyA, to sAmane eka Adamakada AinA lagA thA, jisa para likhA thA - kRpayA! apanA ceharA isa Aine meM dekho tAki Apako patA cala jAe ki Apa kisa yogya haiN| ____ hama sabakI dazA aisI hI hai| hama svayaM kaise haiM, kyA haiM ise jAMce binA sadA dUsaroM ke guNa-doSa dekhA karate haiN| apane avaguNa to hama kabhI dekhate nahIM, dUsaroM se sarvaguNa sampannatA kI apekSA rakhate haiM, para kabhI to apane Apako par3atAlane kA prayAsa karo, kabhI to svayaM ko jAMcane kI, parakhane kI koziza kro| mana jo nirantara bAhara bahatA jA rahA hai, bAhara vistAra pA rahA hai, kabhI to use sameTane kA prayatna karo, anyathA mana kI dUsarI pariNati ghuTana hI hogii| taba mana meM eka cintA janma legii| manuSya kI ciMtA agara saMskArita ho jAe to cintana bana jAtI hai aura vikRta ho jAe to ciMtA hamArA cintana jo cetanA kI yAtrA ke lie honA cAhie, nahIM huaa| natIjatana vaha ciMtA meM badala gayA aura hama dina-rAta ghuTate cale jA rahe haiN| usa tanAva se, ciMtA se, trAsadI se mukta hone ke lie hI Aja kA pada hai -- jJAna dhyAna vairAgyamaya, uttama jahAM vicAra / jo bhAve zubha bhAvanA, te utare bhava paar|. jahA~ manuSya ke bhItara sadavicAra haiM, jahAM jJAna kI saMbhAvanA hai, dhyAna kI maulikatA hai, vairAgya kI pariNati hai, vahAM koI baMdhana, baMdhana nahIM rhtaa| vahAM vaicArikatA meM eka caitanyatA hotI hai| kartRtva meM sahajatA hotI hai| jo vyakti zubha bhAvoM se pUrNa hotA hai, vahIM to pAra utaratA hai| 'Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM, jIva lahe kevala jJAna re|' svayaM kI Atma-dazA meM ramaNa karate hue vyakti bhava-sAgara pAra kara jAtA hai| AtmajJAna aura kaivalya-jJAna upalabdha kara letA hai| do pahalU haiM - eka to hai vicAra dUsarA hai bhaav| ye donoM eka nahIM haiN| inameM kucha pharka hai| vicAra hamezA mana meM uThate haiM aura bhAva hamezA hRdaya meM panapate haiN| bhAva kA sambandha mana se nahIM hotA, vicAra kA saMbaMdha hRdaya se nahIM hotaa| isalie jo vyakti bhAvoM meM jItA hai, sadbhAvoM se pUrNa rahatA hai, vaha hRdaya meM jItA hai vaha hArdika hai aura jo vicAroM meM jItA hai, vaha apane mana meM jItA hai| mukti kA mArga kabhI mana se nahIM milatA, vaha hamezA hRdaya se milatA hai| manuSya kI AtmA kabhI bhI mana meM nahIM rahatI, usakA sArA saMbaMdha hRdaya se hotA hai| mana kI caitanya-yAtrA / 56 For Personal & Private Use Only -

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paramAtmA hamAre mana meM nahIM rahatA, vaha hamAre hRdaya meM virAjamAna hai| ___ isalie maiM thor3I ulTI yAtrA zurU kruuNgaa| maiM cAhU~gA ki ApakA mana hRdaya meM pariNata ho jAe, hRdaya meM visarjita ho jaae| Apake vicAra, vicAra na raheM balki bhAva bana jaaeN| kyoMki jaba taka vicAra raheMge, manuSya tarkoM se, vikalpoM se, lezyAoM se ghirA rahegA, mithyAtva aura saMzaya kI sthiti se ghirA rhegaa| isalie mana kA visarjana Avazyaka hai| taba mana, mana nahIM rahegA, varan vaha bhI antarAtmA kA eka spandana, eka dhar3akana ho jaaegaa| yaha jIvana kA eka dhanya bhAga hogaa| kRta puNya hogaa| vaha dina saubhAgya kA dina hogA jisa dina hamArA mana zAnta hokara hamArA hRdaya jaga jaaegaa| isa hRdaya meM hI hamArA mokSa hai| ___ svarga-naraka mana meM rahate haiM, mokSa hRdaya meM rahatA hai| jaba taka mana meM jioge, nirantara svarga-naraka kA bhava-bhramaNa karate rhoge| marane ke bAda jo bhavabhramaNa hogA vaha to alaga bAta hai para isa samaya bhI bhava-bhramaNa cAlU hai| hamArA mana jo rAta-dina umar3atA-ghumar3atA rahatA hai, idhara-udhara jhakha mAratA rahatA hai yahI to bhava bhramaNa hai| kabhI mana yahAM, to kabhI mana vhaaN| kabhI mana prema meM jAtA hai, to kabhI krodha meN| kabhI hameM vaha svarga meM le jAtA hai to kabhI naraka meN| mana bar3I tarakIbeM nikAlatA hai| svarga kI, naraka kI, mokSa kI - hajAroM trkiibeN| jagaha-jagaha mandira-masjidoM meM upAzraya, gurudvAroM meM nakze TAMga rakhe haiN| ve nakze, jo hajAroM sAla pahale khoja lie gae the| jaba dharatI kA nakzA bhI nahIM banA thA, tabhI hamane svarga aura naraka ke nakze banA lie the| yahAM taka ki mokSa kA nakzA bhI banA liyA thA, jahAM ki binA nirvANa jAyA hI nahIM jA sktaa| ina taka pahuMcane ke rAste khoja lie gaye, sIr3hiyAM banA dI gaI, praveza-dvAra banA diye gye| dharatI ke insAna banA nahIM pAye aura svarga-naraka kA citrAMkana kara liyaa| svarga aura naraka kahIM bAhara nahIM hai| svarga-naraka, jannata-jahannuma, aura bAhara dikhAI dene vAle ye saba citra mana kI tarakIbeM haiN| ye mana ke dvArA khoje gaye bahAne haiM, bacAva ke rAste haiN| nijAta kI sambhAvanA tumhAre bhItara hai| tumhAre andara isa samaya bhI svarga ho sakatA hai yA naraka ho sakatA hai| jo vyakti krodha karatA hai, vyasanoM meM lipta hai, ahaMkAra se grasta hai, chala, prapaMca aura IrSyA se ghirA huA hai, vaha isa samaya bhI naraka meM hai, bhItara ke naraka meN| agara sudhAra lo, agara badala DAlo apane Apako, to yahI naraka svarga ho sakatA hai| jina-jina para krodha karate ho, una-una se prema karo, jinheM dhokhA dete ho, unheM gale galAo, jinase vaimanasya hai, unase kSamAyAcanA karo to yaha bhItara kA naraka apane Apa hI binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 60 For Personal & Private Use Only

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svarga meM badalatA calA jaaegaa| jina dina mana se saMkalpa-vikalpa donoM hI nestanAbUda ho jAeMge usa dina jIvana meM pahalI bAra mokSa kI kiraNa utregii| marane ke bAda hameM nirvANa mile yA na mile, hama jahannuma meM jAeM yA jannata meM, lekina jIte jI apane meM mokSa kA anubhava karo, jIte jI apane bhItara jIvana-mukti kA rasasvAdana kro| jIte jI hI nijAta IjAda ho jAnI cAhiye, mukti kA bodha ho jAnA caahie| yaha mata soco ki paMcamakAla meM kyA hogaa| agara tuma kara sakate ho to isa samaya bhI saba kucha hotA hai| agara anubhava ke rAste se gujaranA cAho to bahuta kucha sambhAvanAeM haiN| abhI to bUMda samudra meM samA rahI hai, bAda meM samudra hI bUMda meM samA jaaegaa| agara hamArI bhAva-dazA gaharI hai aura hama usameM aura gahare utarate jA rahe haiM to hama gRhastha hoM yA muni isase kyA pharka par3atA hai| sAmAnyatayA hama loga muni use kahate haiM, jisane aurata ko chor3a diyA hai, baccoM ko chor3a diyA hai, dhana-daulata aura saMsAra ko chor3a diyA hai aura gRhastha use kahate haiM, jisake patnI hai, pati hai, bacce haiM, dhana-daulata hai, saMsAra hai| yaha to Upara kI bAteM haiN| aise tyAga karane se AdamI bhItara se badala nahIM jaataa| kalpanA karo, hiTalara na to kabhI rAta ko khAtA thA, na kabhI jhUTha bolatA thA, na usane kabhI sigareTa pI, na kabhI tambAkU khaaii| Upara se to vaha pakkA jainI thaa| yadi ina usUloM se AdamI ko nApoge to hiTalara tuma jaisA, zAyada tumase bhI pakkA jainI thA lekina kyA Apa use jainI kahane ke lie taiyAra hoMge? Apa rAta ko khAte haiM, sigareTa pIte haiM, tambAkU nahIM chor3a pAte, zAyada zarAba bhI pIte hoNge| hiTalara ko inameM se eka bhI lata nahIM thii| vaha ina saba mAmaloM meM Apase jyAdA zarIpha thA, lekina phira bhI Apa use jainI mAnane ko taiyAra nahIM hoNge| vaha bhItara se itanA girA huA thA, usameM itanI krUratA aura hiMsA bharI huI thI ki jisakA eka aMza bhI Apa meM nahIM hai| isalie Apa hiTalara se zreSTha haiM, isalie Apa hiTalara kI apekSA jyAdA pakke jaina haiN| muni vaha hai jisakA mana to TikA huA hai lekina pAMva dina-rAta calate haiN| gRhastha vaha hai, jisake pAMva to Tike hue haiM lekina mana dina-rAta calatA hai| muni vaha hai jisakA mana TikA huA hai lekina gRhastha ke pAMva Tika gaye haiM eka parivAra meM, eka sthAna meM, sambandhoM ke eka sImita dAyare meM, eka upAzraya meM, eka mandira meN| lekina jisakA mana Tika gayA hai, cAhe pAMva cala rahe haiM, hAtha cala rahe mana kI caitanya-yAtrA / 61 For Personal & Private Use Only

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haiM, jubAna cala rahI hai, lekina mana kendrita hai| jisakA mana zAnta huA, vaha saMta hai| 'saMta' zabda kA artha hai - zAnta / santa kA artha hotA hai, jisake bhava kA aMta ho cukA hai| saMta vaha hai, jo zAMta ho cukA hai| zAMta mana hI muni hai aura azAnta mana hI sNsaarii| ____ 'muni', mahAvIra ne apane ziSyoM ko bahuta acchA zabda diyA hai yaha / jisake mana ne maunavrata le liyA hai, vaha muni hai| jaba-jaba bhI vyakti kA mana maunavrata le letA hai, taba-taba usa ke bhItara munitva kA Ayojana hotA hai, bhItara meM munitva sAkAra hone lagatA hai| isalie vaha vyakti muni hai, ina kapar3oM meM rahakara bhI muni hai, jisakA mana zAMta ho gayA hai, kendrita ho gayA hai, ekAgra hai, jisakA mana hRdaya meM visarjita ho cukA hai| gRhastha vaha hai jo bhale hI saMnyAsa ke veza-pariveza meM rahatA ho, lekina jisakA mana dina-rAta umar3atA-ghumar3atA rahatA hai| maiM eka mandira banAUM, eka upAzraya banAUM, maiM pratiSThA karUM, zilAnyAsa karUM aise saMkalpa-vikalpa jisake abhI bhI cala rahe haiM, vaha gRhastha hai| rAste badala gaye haiM, khUTe badala gaye haiM, baMdhA huA to aba bhI hai, baMdhana to usake aba bhI haiN| bhagavAna buddha ke jIvana kA eka prasaMga hai, mujhe sarvAdhika priy| bhagavAna buddha kisI rAste se gujara rahe hote haiM, Age bhayAnaka jaMgala par3ane vAlA thaa| logoM ne unheM kahA, bhante! Apa isa mArga se mata jaaiye| ye mArga choTA jarUra hai, lekina isa rAste para eka bhayaMkara rakta-pipAsu aMgulImAla rahatA hai| vaha manuSyoM kI aMguliyAM kATakara unakI mAlA banAtA hai aura use apanI ArAdhya devI ko arghya ke rUpa meM car3hAtA hai| usane zapatha le rakhI hai ki vaha eka hajAra manuSyoM kI aMguliyAM devI ko cddh'aaegaa| vaha nau sau ninyAnave manuSyoM kI aMguliyAM to car3hA cukA hai| aba use kevala eka aura manuSya kI AvazyakatA hai| isalie bhante! aba Apa isa mArga se na jaaeN| buddha ne kahA - yadi kisI manuSya ko merI jarUrata hai to mujhe jAnA hI caahie| use aba kevala eka AdamI kI jarUrata hai aura maiM cAhatA hU~ ki vo antima AdamI maiM hI bnuuN| usane bahuta krUratA kara lI, bahuta hiMsA kara lii| aba yA to maiM mara jAUMgA yA usake andara kA 'hiMsaka' mara jaaegaa| logoM ne prabhu ko bahuta samajhAyA, para prabhu na maane| ve usI mArga se gye| jaMgala meM pahu~cane para aMgulImAla ne buddha ko llkaaraa| usane socA kisakI mauta AI hai, jo isa jaMgala meM bar3hA calA A rahA hai| calo acchA huaa| binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 62 For Personal & Private Use Only

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kaI dinoM se maiM eka AdamI kI pratIkSA kara rahA thA tAki devI kA arghya ske| Aja merI pratIkSA pUrI ho jAegI / usane dekhA, jo AdamI karIba AtA calA jA rahA hai, vaha to koI sAdhu hai, bhikSu hai / mana meM eka bAra icchA huI ki bhikSu ko na mArA jAe lekina usakI pratijJA kA kyA hogA? usane buddha ko lalakArA, ai sAdhu! tuma jahAM ho vahIM ruka jAo / buddha ne sunakara anasunA kara diyA aura Age bar3hate rahe / aMgulImAla ko gussA A gyaa| socA, are! eka bhikSu ne merI avamAnanA kara dii| usane phira kahA - bhikSu ruka jAo, varanA tumheM maiM khatma kara dUMgA / buddha ne kahA- vatsa! maiM to rukA huA huuN| agara ho sake to tuma ruka jaao| yaha kahate hue bhI buddha calate rahe / aMgulImAla ko Azcarya huA / yaha bhikSu hokara jhUTha bolatA hai| khuda cala rahA hai aura kahatA hai maiM rukA hU~ aura maiM jo rukA huA hUM, to mujhe kahatA hai ruka jaao| vaha daur3akara buddha ke pAsa AyA aura apanA phaulAda uThAkara cillAyA- tumane jhUTha kyoM kahA bhikSu ! tuma bhikSu hokara jhUTha kyoM bole ? maiM aba tumheM jIne nahIM dUMgA / vaha prahAra karane ko uddhata huaa| tabhI buddha bole- vatsa! maiM to ruka gyaa| jisakA mana ruka gayA, vaha ruka gayA lekina tuma nirantara hiMsA aura krUratA meM bahate cale jA rahe ho| tumhArA mana inameM nirantara calatA calA jA rahA hai / isalie agara ho sake to tuma apane Apako roka lo| kaba taka isa hiMsA aura krUratA ke mArga ko tuma apanAe rahoge / ho upadeza sunakara aMgulImAla aura krodhita huA aura vAra karane ke lie phaulAda Upara uThAyA, lekina na jAne kyA huA jo vaha vAra buddha para na par3akara svayaM aMgulImAla ke hI sira A par3A aura vaha bhagavAna buddha ke caraNoM meM gira pdd'aa| do minaTa pahale jo bhayaMkara DAkU thA, do minaTa meM vahI bhagavAna buddha kA antevAsI ho gayA, sAdhu - bhikSu ho gayA / pUrA buddha usa aMgulImAla ko sAtha lekara apane vihAra meM pahu~ce, jahAM aura bhI bahuta se 'sAdhu, ziSya bhikSu the / buddha apane Asana para baiThe / aMgulImAla unake pAsa baiTha gyaa| sAre nagara meM yaha ghaTanA bijalI kI bhAMti phaila gayI / rAjA ajAtazatru taka bhI yaha khabara pahuMcI ki hiMsaka, rakta pipAsu aMgulImAla bhagavAna buddha se parAsta ho gayA hai, usane hiMsA chor3a dI hai, vaha una kA ziSya bana gayA hai| ajAtazatru buddha ke pAsa pahu~cA aura unase pUchA - bhante! kyA Apa usa mArga se gujare ? 'hAM! maiM usa mArga se gujarA / ' For Personal & Private Use Only mana kI caitanya - yAtrA / 63

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'kyA Apako vahAM aMgulImAla milA?' 'hAM! milaa|' 'kyA usane ApakA kucha nahIM kiyA?' 'nahIM! usane mujhe to kucha nahIM kiyA, para vaha svayaM bahuta kucha ho gayA 'kyA matalaba?' buddha ne kahA - yaha dekho| yaha mere bagala meM jo bhikSu baiThA hai, vaha koI aura nahIM, aMgulImAla hai| ajAtazatru stabdha raha gyaa| kala taka kA hatyArA Aja bhikSu bana gayA hai| usake Azcarya kA ThikAnA na rahA / dopahara bAraha baje aMgulImAla ne bhagavAna buddha se pUchA - bhante! AhAra ke lie jAne kI anumati diijie| buddha ne kahA - vatsa! Aja tuma prathama bAra AhAra ke lie jA rahe ho, lekina Aja kA dina tumhAre AhAra kA dina nahIM, balki tumhAre jIvana kI kasauTI kA dina hai| isalie Aja jaba jAo to apane bhAvoM aura pariNAmoM meM itanI pavitratA aura ramaNIyatA rakhanA ki Aja kA AhAra tumhAre lie mokSa kA vihAra bana jaae| - aMgulImAla ne kahA - prabhu! aisA hI hogaa| aMgulImAla ravAnA huA aura bIca bAjAra meM phuNcaa| usane aba taka na jAne kitane logoM kI hatyAeM kI thiiN| jisa-jisa ne sunA ki aMgulImAla bhikSu ke rUpa meM AyA hai to pahale to vaha thor3A sahame, lekina phira use nihatthA apane bIca pAkara unakI pratihiMsA jAga utthii| unhoMne kahA - ye pAkhaMDI hai| ise mAro, pattharoM se pITo, talavAra calAo, mAra DAlo ise| logoM ne use pITA, gAliyAM diiN| patthara pheNke| vaha sahatA rahA, sahatA rhaa| cupacApa / vaha lahUluhAna ho cukA thaa| aura jyAdA sahana na huA to vaha bIca caurAhe para gira pdd'aa| vaha behoza sA par3A thaa| acAnaka usane apane mAthe para kisI ke hAtha kA komala sparza mahasUsa kiyaa| usane AMkheM kholI to bhagavAna buddha ko apane pAsa paayaa| vaha muskurAyA aura usane bhagavAna ko praNAma kiyaa| buddha ne usase pUchA, bolo vatsa! isa samaya tumhAre mana meM kyA ho rahA binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 64 For Personal & Private Use Only

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aMgulImAla ne kahA - bhante! Apa mujhase pUchate haiM? isa samaya mere mana meM eka ahobhAva jaga rahA hai| mere mana meM yaha bhAva paidA ho rahA hai ki ye sAre loga dhanya haiN| maiMne jIvana bhara pApa bttore| ye loga kucha kSaNoM meM hI mere sAre pApa dho DAlane meM merI madada kara rahe haiN| prabhu! mere mana meM ina logoM ke prati bar3A ahobhAva, bar3A kRtajJatA kA bhAva jaga rahA hai| ye loga dhanya haiM prabhu! inake prati kSamA hai, maitrI hai, pramuditatA hai| buddha ne kahA - aMgulImAla! tumhArI mRtyu, mRtyu nahIM apitu nirvANa kA mahotsava hai| tuma mara nahIM rahe ho, tuma arihanta ho gaye ho| aise manuSyoM ke samakSa bhagavAna buddha svayaM khar3e hokara kahate haiM - arihantoM ko namaskAra ho| una sAre arihantoM ko, jo bhale hI jIvana bhara DAkU rahe hoM, kala taka ve cAhe kucha bhI rahe hoM, lekina jo marate vakta apane bhAvoM meM eka arihanta-bhAva bharakara mara rahe haiM, unakI mRtyu dhanya hai| dhyAna meM mRtyu ho, mRtyu samAdhi bane, dhanyabhAga! praNAma hai aise saba aMgulImAloM ko, aise sabhI kRtapuNyoM ko, jinake antaraMga meM arihanta hone ke bhAva jaga rahe haiN| kI caitanya-yAtrA / 65 For Personal & Private Use Only

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kareM, krodha para krodha mere priya Atman! bhagavAna ke jIvana kI eka bar3I mahatvapUrNa ghaTanA hai| bhagavAna una dinoM kauzAmbI nagarI meM virAjamAna the| jahAM koI mahApuruSa avatAra letA hai, vihAra karatA hai, vahAM jitane usake samarthaka hote haiM, usase kahIM jyAdA Alocaka hote haiM, nindaka hote haiN| Ama AdamI kI to bAta hI kyA kareM, loga bhagavAnoM ko bhI nahIM chodd'te| kauzAmbI nagarI meM bhagavAna kI bahuta AlocanA hone lagI, to ziSya bar3e ghbraaye| loga bhagavAna ke samakSa hI unake bAre meM anargala pralApa karate, to ziSyoM kA vicalita honA svAbhAvika hI hai| bhagavAna AhAra ke lie nikalate to loga unheM sAdhu na kahakara pAkhaMDI khte| bhagavAna ke ziSyoM ko yaha sunakara bar3I glAni hotI, bar3I vedanA hotii| itane ziSyoM ke hote hue bhI bhagavAna ko aziSTa bAteM sunanI par3e, yaha ziSyoM ko sahana nahIM hotA thaa| ziSyoM ne bhagavAna se kahA - prabha! loga akAraNa hI Apako itanI gAliyAM dete haiM, Apa inakA prativAda kyoM nahIM karate? bhagavAna ne muskurAkara kahA- agara maine aisA kiyA, to aMdherA mujhase nArAja ho jaaegaa| isalie pratikAra yA prativAda karane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| vivaza ho ziSya khAmoza ho gae, lekina AlocanA jaba sImAeM tor3ane lagIM to eka dina bhagavAna ke priya ziSya Ananda ne sAhasa kara kahA - bhante! aba aura sahana nahIM hotaa| acchA ho agara hama yahAM se kisI aura sthAna ko cleN| bhagavAna ne kahA - kyoM? yahAM ke loga bahuta AlocanA karate haiM, bahuta gAliyAM dete haiM, isalie tuma ghabarA kara kisI aura gAMva meM jAnA cAhate ho| mAnalo, tuma kisI aura gAMva meM gaye vahAM bhI logoM ne aisI hI gAliyAM dI to? binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 66 For Personal & Private Use Only

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Ananda ne kahA - bhante! to maiM Apase nivedana karUMgA ki kahIM aura cala pdd'eN| vatsa! agara vahAM bhI yahI hAlata huI to? to hama phira sthAna badala leNge| bhagavAna ne kahA - vatsa! aise kahAM-kahAM bhAgate phiroge? kitane sthAna badaloge? gAliyAM to tumheM hara jagaha aise hI mileNgii| cehare badala-badala kara ye hI loga, aise hI gAMva tumheM hara par3Ava para mileNge| jahAM-jahAM manuSya kA nivAsa hai, gAliyAM to tumheM vahAM-vahAM avazya mileNgii| Akhira tuma kitane gAMva badaloge? gAliyoM se ghabarAkara sthAna badalane kI ceSTA mata kro| viSa pI jAne vAlA hI, jahara pacA jAne vAlA hI ziva-zaMkara hotA hai anyathA amRta pIkara bhI devoM kA kula rotA hai| acchA to yaha hogA ki tuma kisI gAlI ko pakar3o mata, svIkAra mata kro| jaise hI tuma kisI gAlI ko pakar3oge, vaha gAlI tumhArI ho jaaegii| jaba koI gAlI detA hai, lekina tuma use lete nahIM, taba taka koI parezAnI nhiiN| jaise hI tumane gAlI ko svIkAra kara liyA, tumhAre andara usakI pratikriyA paidA hogii| yahAM to hara insAna ne janmajAta gAliyAM sIkha rakhI haiN| tuma kisa-kisa se bacoge? kisa-kisa kA muMha banda karoge? manuSya ko thor3A-sA krodha AyA, thor3A sA bemana huA hai aura vaha gAliyAM denA zurU kara detA hai| tuma sthAna badala-badala kara unase baca nahIM paaoge| pratikAra kA basa eka hI upAya hai ki gAlI ko svIkAra hI mata kro| jaise hI tumane kisI kI gAlI ko kAnoM meM praveza diyA aura bhItara utArA, tatkAla tumhAre bhItara pratikriyA svarUpa usake prati eka gAlI janma legI, aura phira pratikriyA kI pratikriyA se gAliyoM kA eka antahIna silasilA cala pdd'egaa| gAlI se gAlI lar3ane lgegii| jaba Aga se Aga bhir3atI hai, to kyA hotA hai? jaba kriyA kI pratikriyA aura pratikriyA kI pratikriyA hogI to usase pratihiMsA kA kitanA bhISaNa visphoTa hogA, yaha socane jaisI bAta hai| koI bhI kriyA taba taka khataranAka nahIM hotI, jaba taka usakI pratikriyA na ho| koI bhI kriyA tabhI bandhanakAraka hotI hai, jaba usakI pratikriyA abhivyakta ho / jaise hI pratikriyA vyakta hotI hai, tatkAla karma kA eka sphuliMga, uttejanA kI dhar3akana paidA hogI, jo hamArI AtmA ko cAroM ora se jakar3a legii| jago paharue, naciketA kI agni jalI lAsAnI / kareM krodha para krodha / 67 For Personal & Private Use Only

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pratikriyA ke dasyu DAla deM, kahIM na usameM pAnI / / kriyA, kriyA taka sImita rahanI caahie| kriyA ke prati hone vAlI pratikriyA hI vaira - vaimanasya ko, dveSa-droha ko bar3hAvA detI hai / kriyA pratikriyA tabhI banegI, jaba use hama svIkAra kareMge, mahatva deMge / agara gAlI kA javAba gAlI se diyA jAtA rahA, to gAliyoM kI eka zRMkhalA banatI calI jaaegii| lar3AI se lar3AI bar3hatI calI jaaegii| AkramaNa para prati- AkramaNa hotA calA jAyegA / isa taraha prArambha meM eka gAlI jo mAtra eka kaTu zabda thI, vaha eka se aneka meM parivartita hotI calI jaaegii| dete gAlI eka haiM, ulTe gAlI aneka jo tU gAlI de nahIM, rahe eka kI eka / gAlI se gAlI bar3hatI hai| Aga se Aga bhar3akatI hai, gAlI kA gaNita kucha vicitra hai, Ama gaNita se| aMka gaNita meM eka aura eka do hote haiM lekina gAliyoM ke hisAba meM eka aura eka gyAraha hote haiM, do aura do bAIsa, tIna aura tIna taiMtIsa hote hai aura yaha zRMkhalA aMtataH eka + eka aneka meM pariNata hotI jAtI hai / gAliyAM denA bhale logoM kI pahacAna nahIM hai / vyakti kaisA hai, isakI jAnakArI usake muMha se nikalane vAle vacanoM se ho jAtI hai / jo vyakti andara se jaisA hotA hai, vaise hI vacana usake muMha se nikalate haiN| bhalA vyakti dUsare ko bhI bhalA hI samajhatA hai, bhalA hI kahatA hai / vaha sabase Adara pUrvaka milatA hai aura isIlie Adara pAtA bhI hai / lekina eka burA vyakti jaisA hai, vaisA hI dUsaroM ko bhI samajhatA hai| usake zabda koSa meM dUsare ke lie apazabda hI bhare par3e haiM aura badale meM vaha apane lie bhI apazabda aura apamAna hI pAtA hai / = pratikAra yA prativAda kisI kriyA kA sAmanA karane kA sahI tarIkA nahIM hai / cAhe gAlI ho yA prazaMsA, rUpa ho yA kurUpatA, use svIkAra na karanA hI, usakA sAmanA karane kA sabase acchA tarIkA hai| yadi Apa svIkAra karate haiM to Apake mana meM pratikriyA hogI, jisakI abhivyakti bhI avazya hI hogI aura yaha abhivyakti hI sAre jhagar3oM kI jar3a hai| yadi Apa kisI kriyA ko svIkAra hI na kareM, to usakI koI pratikriyA Apake mana meM nahIM hogii| yadi kisI vyakti ApakI prazaMsA kI aura Apake mana ne use svIkAra nahIM kiyA, to usa prazaMsA se Apake mana kA ahaMkAra puSTa aura phalIbhUta nahIM hogA / binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 68 For Personal & Private Use Only

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svIkAra se hI pratikriyA kI taraMga paidA hotI hai| tAlAba meM pheMkI gaI kaMkarI ko jaise hI tAlAba kA jala grahaNa karatA hai, pratikriyA svarUpa usa jala meM lahara-para-lahara, taraMga-para-taraMga utpanna hotI hai aura pUrA tAlAba halacala se bhara jAtA hai / gAlI ko svIkAra karo to krodha kI lahareM uTheMgI, sauMdarya ko svIkAra karo to vAsanA jagegI, prazaMsA ko svIkAra karo to ahaMkAra jagegA aura niMdA ko svIkAra karo to napharata jagegI / svIkAra karate hI antaraMga meM taraMga paidA hogii| mana ke bhItara kI isa taraMga kA nAma hI 'karma' kA bandhana aura vRtti kA nirmANa hai| jaise hI pratikriyA kI lahara uThI, manuSya ke prArabdha meM karma kI eka aura rekhA kA nirmANa ho jAtA hai / hAtha kI rekhAeM to janmajAta hotI haiM yA do-cAra sAla meM badalatI haiM lekina karma-bandhana kI rekhAoM kA nirmANa aura dhvaMsa to pala - pratipala hotA jA rahA hai / svIkAra aura asvIkAra meM hI sArI jhaMjhaTa hai, isalie svIkAra bhI mata karo, asvIkAra bhI mata kro| jo jaisA kara rahA hai, vaisA use karane do| jisake dvArA jaisA honA hai, vaisA ho rahA hai / tuma to isa hone na hone, svIkAra - asvIkAra ke bIca meM se vaise hI nikala jAo jaise do kinAroM ke bIca meM se nadI kA pAnI nikala jAtA hai| nadI kA pAnI na kinAroM ko svIkAra karatA hai, na hI asvIkAra, vaha to basa baha rahA hai| bahatA calA jA rahA hai / na isa kinAre se, na usa kinAre se, vaha kisI se bhI prabhAvita nahIM hotA, sirpha bahatA hai / sahaja rUpa meM bahanA hI usakA vyaktitva hai / pravAha hI usakA jIvana hai / ThIka isI taraha manuSya ko bhI nikala jAnA hotA hai, krodhita aura praphullita vAtAvaraNa ke bIca se, aprabhAvita rhkr| jaise jaMgala se relagAr3I gujara jAtI hai, ThIka isI taraha AdamI ko duniyAdArI ke daMgala se gujara jAnA hotA hai / Apa do saMta - eka vRddha aura eka yuvaka, eka nadI ke kinAre pahu~ce / nadIM meM pAnI thaa| pAra jAnA thA, taTa para koI naukA nahIM thI / nadI kinAre eka yuvA mahilA bhI baiThI thI, use bhI nadI pAra jAnA thA / usane vRddha saMta se kahA nadI ko pAra kreNge| mujhe bhI dUsare kinAre jAnA hai / mujhe tairanA nahIM AtA hai / yadi Apa merA hAtha pakar3akara le caleM, to maiM bhI Apake sahAre - sahAre nadI pAra karake apane ghara pahu~ca jaauuNgii| vRddha santa ne kahA - hama mahilAoM ko nahIM chUte / nArI kA sparza sAdhu ke lie varjita hai / ataH maiM tujhe nadIM pAra nahIM karA sakatA / yaha kahakara vRddha santa Age bar3ha gayA aura nadI pAra karane lgaa| dUsare - For Personal & Private Use Only kareM krodha para krodha / 66

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kinAre para pahuMca kara usane dekhA ki usakA ziSya, vaha yuvA santa bhI dUsare kinAre pahuMca rahA hai lekina lar3akI kA hAtha pakar3akara / donoM kinAre para phuNce| lar3akI dhanyavAda dekara apane ghara calI gyii| donoM santa phira apanI rAha calane lage / kAphI Age pahuMcane para vRddha ne apanA mauna tor3akara yuvA sAdhu se kahA- tumheM patA nahIM hai, sAdhu ko mahilA kA sparza nahIM karanA cAhie ? yuvA sAdhu ne kahA- patA to hai / bUr3hA santa bolA, to phira tumane usa lar3akI ko hAtha pakar3akara nadI kaise pAra karAI ? yuvA sAdhu ne javAba diyA- maiMne mahilA ko kahAM chuA? maiM eka pathika thA, vaha bhI eka pathika thii| vaha nadI pAra karanA cAhatI thii| maiMne, eka pathika ne pathika ko, nadI pAra karane meM madada kii| vaha mahilA thI yA puruSa, isase mujhe koI sarokAra nahIM aura maiM to use nadI pAra karAkara vahIM chor3a AyA hUM, Apa to abhI bhI use sAtha lekara cala rahe haiM / Apane use mahilA ke rUpa meM svIkAra kiyA, isalie abhI taka vicAra se ghire haiN| maiMne use mahilA ke rUpa meM na svIkAra kiyA, na asvIkAra / Apa bhI use mahilA ke rUpa meM svIkAra kiye binA nadI pAra karavA dete to sambhavataH Apake mana meM itanI uthala-puthala na hotI, jitanI abhI ho rahI hai / bhagavAna zukadeva ke jIvana kA bhI aisA hI prasaMga hai / zukadeva aura unake pitA, donoM hI paramajJAnI mAne jAte the| donoM apane gAMva se bAhara jaMgala kI ora jA rahe the| pitA Age the, zukadeva unase kucha piiche| rAste ke tAlAba meM bahuta sArI mahilAeM nirvastra snAna kara rahI thiiN| zukadeva ke pitA ko tAlAba ke kinAre se gujarate dekha jhaTa se sabhI mahilAoM ne, svayaM ko vastroM se DhAMka liyA / zukadeva ke pitA najareM nIcI kiye tAlAba ko pAra kara gaye, to mahilAeM phira nahAne lagIM / zukadeva ke pitA kucha Age jAkara, yaha socakara ThiThaka gaye ki pIche javAna putra A rahA hai| aisA na ho yaha dRzya dekhakara vaha vicalita ho jAe / zukadeva bhI usI mArga se Aye para unheM AtA dekha mahilAoM ne na to svayaM ko Dhakane kA prayAsa kiyA, na hI zukadeva ko tAlAba pAra karate hue najareM nIcI karanI pdd'iiN| ve apanI mastI meM calate rahe aura tAlAba pAra kara gaye / " zukadeva ke pitA mahilAoM kI isa nirlajjatA se kSubdha ho uThe aura mahilAoM ko sabaka sikhAne kI dRSTi se punaH tAlAba ke pAsa Akara bole - kyA tuma loga itanI nirlajja ho ? maiM to bUr3hA ho gayA hU~, tumhAre pitA samAna huuN| mujhase tuma eka bAragI paradA na karatIM, to bhI koI bAta na thI / lekina mere javAna putra binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 70 For Personal & Private Use Only

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ke sAmane tuma loga nirvastra kyoM nahAtI rahIM? mahilAoM ne kahA - yaha prazna to Apake yuvA putra ke mana meM uThanA cAhie thaa| hama jAnatI thI ki Apake mana meM yaha prazna avazya uThegA, isalie hamane Apake sAmane zarIra ko DhaMka liyA para zukadeva to zukadeva hI hai| ve cAhe Apake beTe hoM, para bhagavAna kahalAne ke adhikArI ve hI haiN| acchA ho, isa prazna kA javAba Apa unhIM se puuche| zukadeva ke pitA ne tAlAba ke pAsa se gujarate vakta AMkheM nIcI kI. lekina zukadeva ne nahIM kii| kyoMki zukadeva ke mana meM svIkAra kA bhAva nahIM thaa| jo honA hai vaha to ho hI rahA hai| kisa-kisa ko svIkAra karoge aura kisa-kisa ko asviikaar| cIja vahI eka hotI hai, eka nigAha se dekho, to gussA AtA hai| dUsarI nigAha se dekho, to haMsI AtI hai| kitanA acchA ho, hama na krodha kareM aura na hNseN| isalie bIca rAste se gujara jAo, kinAroM se aprabhAvita rhkr| anukUla-pratikUla ke vAtAvaraNa se gujara jAo santulita hokara, taTasthatA se| samatvabuddhi lAo, sthitaprajJa bno| (jarA soceM, koI pAgala AdamI agara sar3aka para khar3A hokara gAliyAM baka rahA ho, to kyA Apa use DAMTate haiM, thappar3a lagAte haiM, gAlI dene se rokate haiM? nahIM nA! use Apa isalie nahIM DAMTate kyoMki Apane jAna liyA hai ki yaha to pAgala hai| isa taraha sar3aka para gAlI bakane vAlA to pAgala hotA hI hai, lekina vastutaH jaba bhI koI AdamI gAlI bakatA hai, vaha utane samaya ke lie pAgala hotA hai| pAgala dikhAI dene vAlA to prakaTataH pAgala hai, pUrNa vikSipta hai aura gAlI bakane vAle avyakta pAgala hai, arddha vikSipta hai| eka arddha vikSipta, pUrNa vikSipta se jyAdA khataranAka hotA hai| pAgala AdamI ko to pAgala mAna leNge| gAlI bakane vAle arddha vikSipta ko to pAgala kaha bhI nahIM skte| yadi Apako ApakA pAgalapana batAyA bhI jAe to Apa use svIkAra nahIM kreNge| krodha karane vAlA kabhI svIkAra nahIM karatA ki usane krodha kiyA aura krodha karanA koI galata kAma hai| kucha loga Adatana krodha karate haiN| mAsTara jaba taka baccoM ko DAMTa-DapaTa na le, pITa na le use santuSTi nahIM hotI kyoMki krodha usake vyavahAra meM raca basa gayA hai| jo vyakti Adatana krodha karate haiM, aziSTa bhASA kA prayoga karate haiM, unheM yadi apanI isa Adata ko parituSTa karane kA avasara na mile to yaha aziSTatA unakI sAmAnya bAtacIta kA aMga bana jAtI hai| gAnI unakA takiyA kalAma ho kareM krodha para krodha | 71 For Personal & Private Use Only

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jAtI hai| krodha yA gAlI eka taraha kA vamana hai, mAnasika vamana / logoM ke bhItara jo jahara bharA hai, krodha ke rUpa meM, gAlI ke rUpa meM, ve usa jahara kA vamana karate haiN| aba yaha Apa para hai ki usa vamana ko Apa grahaNa kareM yA na kreN| koI bhI samajhadAra AdamI vamana ko svIkAra nahIM krtaa| vAnta padArtha kA sevana karanA manuSya-karma nahIM, zvAna-karma hai| (yadi koI AdamI Apako do kar3ave zabda kaha bhI detA hai, to use eka saMyoga mAnakara clo| aisA honA thA, ho gyaa| usake dvArA gAlI dI jAnI thI, dI gaI) rAste calate koI kuttA hama para bhauMkatA hai to hama palaTa kara bhauMkane nahIM lgte| agara hama palaTa kara usa para cillAyeM yA hamane use mArane ke lie hAtha uThAyA to vaha aura jyAdA bhaukegA aura tuma para ulTA jhpttegaa| hama apanI jagaha para khar3e ho jAeM, usake bhauMkane kA koI pratyuttara na deM to vaha apane Apa hI cupa, zAnta ho jaaegaa| lohA, lohA hai| lohA bhale hI garama ho jAye, para hathaur3e ko to garama honA hI nahIM caahiye| agara hathaur3A hI garama ho gayA to apanA hI hatthA jalA baitthegaa| eka phakIra eka rAste se gujara rahA thaa| acAnaka eka vyakti pIche se daur3atA huA AyA aura phakIra kI kamara para usane laTha mAra diyaa| sAdhu ne pIche mur3akara dekhA, to pahacAna lie jAne ke Dara se vaha lakar3I vahIM chor3akara bhAgane lgaa| phakIra ne use AvAja dI - bhAI! apanI lAThI to lete jaao| ___ phakIra ke ziSya ne pUchA - gurujI! usane Apako lAThI se mArA, Apako gussA nahIM AyA? phakIra ne kahA - nhiiN| yaha to eka saMyoga hai| phakIra ne use eka ghaTanA sunaaii| bolA - kala maiM isI rAste se gujara rahA thA, to eka per3a kI DAlI TUTakara mere kandhe para A girii| mujhe kandhe para coTa lagI, darda bhI huA para DAlI kA TUTakara mujha para giranA eka saMyoga thaa| isalie usa para gussA nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| jaba per3a kI TahanI para gussA nahIM, taba insAna ke hAtha kI lakar3I para gussA kyoM? yadi per3a se lakar3I ke TUTakara girane ko eka saMyoga mAna sakate hai, to manuSya dvArA pahuMcAI jAne vAlI coTa ko saMyoga nahIM mAna sakate? __manuSya kI mUr3hatA yahI hai ki vaha apane sAtha ghaTane vAle vyavahAroM ko saMyoga, bhavitavya ke rUpa meM nahIM letaa| kutte ke bhauMkane ko vaha sahana kara legA, DAlI ke TUTane ko jhela jAegA lekina kisI apane-parAe ne do kar3ave bola, bola binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 72 For Personal & Private Use Only

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diye to vaha baradAzta nahIM kara paayegaa| isa nA-baradAztagI ke kAraNa hI saMsAra meM itane vivAda haiM, itane jhagar3e aura azAnti hai| jJAnI ko ajJAnI ke AcaraNa para kabhI krodha nahIM aataa| hamArI sabase bar3I puNyavAnI yahI hai, hama eka dUsare kI bhAvanAoM kA sammAna karate haiN| apamAna karane ke lie to duzmana bahuta haiM, para yadi bhAI hI bhAI kA apamAna karegA to sammAna kauna kisakA karegA? eka hI parivAra meM eka hI mAM-bApa kI santAne bhI lambe samaya taka eka sAtha nahIM raha pAtIM, isakA mukhya kAraNa eka dUsare kI upekSA, tiraskAra, asammAna, eka dUsare kI bhAvanAoM kA anAdara hI hai| alagAva hamezA eka dUsare kI bhAvanAoM ko na samajhane ke kAraNa hI AtA hai| bujurgoM kA sammAna karanA choToM kA dharma hai, to choToM kI bhAvanAoM kA dhyAna rakhanA bar3oM kA kartavya hai| bahU kA pharja hai vaha sAsa ko mAM samajhe, para sAsa ko bhI use apanI beTI, apanI sahelI mAnanA caahie| pitA agara beTe ko hamezA beTA hI na mAnakara, apanA dosta banA le to vaha beTe se jyAdA pragAr3hatA paaegaa| kyA Apane kabhI socA ki koI vyakti apane mitra se, apane dosta se alaga kyoM nahIM hotA? mAM-bApa se, bhAI se kyoM alaga ho jAtA hai? kyoMki vahAM bhAvanAoM kA sammAna nahIM hai| aMkuza jarUra lagAo magara aisA bhI nahIM ki hAthI ke mastaka para ghAva par3a jAe, nAsUra-bhagaMdara ho jaae| hameM apanI baradAzta karane kI kSamatA ko vikasita karanA hogaa| sahiSNutA ko apanI asmitA banAnA hogaa| krodha ko, gAlI ko, aziSTatA ko mAtra eka saMyoga mAnakara dekhanA hogaa| aisA karane se sAmane vAle kA krodha pAnI-pAnI ho jaaegaa| tuma pAnI bano, sAmane vAlA pAnI-pAnI ho jaaegaa| rAjacandra kA Aja kA pada isI kSamatA ko vikasita karane kI preraNA detA hai| tAki loga svayaM ke krodha se lar3anA, svayaM ke krodha para krodha karanA sIkha skeN| krodha karanA, aziSTa vyavahAra karanA, anargala bhASA kA prayoga karanA asabhyatA kI nizAnI hai| eka choTA baccA bhI ise samajhatA hai| kala hI eka ATha sAla kA baccA mere pAsa AyA aura yaha zikAyata karane lagA ki merI dAdI ko bolane kA DhaMga nahIM hai| vaha bAta-bAta meM gAlI kA prayoga karatI hai| baccA bhI jAnatA hai ki gAlI bakanA, asabhyatA kI pahacAna hai| bacce bhI apane bar3oM ke aise vyavahAra se svayaM ko lajjita mahasUsa karate haiM, magara bar3oM ko hI isakI samajha nhiiN| tumheM apane hI pAgalapana kI samajha nahIM hai| rAjacandra kA Aja kA pada isI asabhyatA, krodha yA pAgalapana se lar3ane kA, saMgharSa karane kA pada hai| kareM krodha para krodha | 73 For Personal & Private Use Only

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yaha arihanta hone kI bAta kahatA hai, krodha para krodha karane kii| ve kahate haiM krodha pratye to varte krodha svabhAvatA, mAna pratye to dInapaNA nuM maanjo| mAyA pratye mAyA sAkSI bhAva nI, lobha pratye nAhIM lobha samAna jo| krodhaM kisa para karanA hai? apane Apa para? yaha to hamezA kro| dUsaroM para krodha karanA to pAgalapana hai, svayaM kI samajha kA divAliyApana hai| - agara tumheM krodha karanA hI hai, to apane krodha para hI krodha kro| tuma socate ho ki dUsaroM para krodha karake tuma use nukasAna pahuMcA sakate ho, para yaha soca vaijJAnika nahIM hai| isa saMbaMdha meM abhI taka kA sArA vaijJAnika anveSaNa yahI kahatA hai ki krodha karake manuSya dUsare ke sAtha-sAtha svayaM ko bhI hAni pahuMcAtA hai| saca to yaha hai ki svayaM ko hI adhika hAni pahu~cAtA hai| prasanna rahane meM, muskurAne meM, haMsane meM hamArI UrjA bar3hatI hai| krodha karane meM kharca hotI hai| hama yadi krodha karate vakta thor3A-sA svayaM kA vizleSaNa karate rahane kA bodha kAyama rakha sakeM to isa bAta kI sacAI ko acchI taraha jAna sakate haiN| ekadina bhojana karake caubIsa ghanTe meM hama jitanI UrjA ekatrita karate haiM, eka bAra krodha karane meM utanI UrjA naSTa ho jAtI hai| Apa dekhiyegA, jo vyakti jyAdA krodha karate haiM, ve rAtabhara yA to so nahIM pAte yA rAtabhara sokara bhI praphullita nahIM dikhAI pdd'te| unakI thakAna nahIM mitttii| unakI UrjA krodha karane meM hI naSTa ho jAtI hai| krodha UrjA kA apavyaya kara detA hai, lekina jo loga krodha nahIM karate unakI UrjA sRjanAtmaka ho jAtI hai| apanI mAnavIya UrjA ko sRjanAtmaka, racanAtmaka rUpa denA hI usakA sArthaka upayoga hai| krodha karane vAlA vyakti svayaM kA bhI khUna jalAtA hai aura dUsare kA bhii| dUsare kA khUna jalAnA, usakI AtmA ko kaSTa denA, zoSaNa kA kArya hai| isalie sabase acchA to yahI hai ki krodha ko mAtra eka saMyoga mAno aura bhUla jaao| phira bhI yadi kabhI krodha A bhI jAe to apane krodha para hI krodha karane kA prayAsa kro| pUcho apane Apa se ki tujhe itanA krodha kyoM AtA hai? __yaha apane Apa se saMgharSa karane kA yuddha karane kA, mArga hai| isa para vIra yoddhA banakara Age bddh'o| arihanta-bhAva se kadama bddh'aao| jina vaha hai, jisane svayaM ko jItA hai aura jaina ve haiM jo ina jIte huoM ke pIche-pIche cale / yuddha meM senApati hajAroM logoM ko jItatA hai lekina isa jIta binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 74 For Personal & Private Use Only

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kA kyA phAyadA agara khuda se hAre hI raha gye| dUsaroM para pAyI jAne vAlI hara jIta meM ahaMkAra kI vijaya hotI hai aura ahaMkAra kI hara vijaya antataH hAra meM hI badala jAtI hai| asalI vijaya to vaha hai, jaba AdamI svayaM ko jItatA hai / egappA ajie sattu, kasAyA indiyANI ya / te jiNittu jahAnAyaM, viharAmI ahaM muNi / eka mAtra maiM hI to apanA duzmana hU~, jise mujhe jItanA hai| yaha maiM hI hUM jo apane Apa se avijita hUM, parAsta huuN| maiM apanI AtmA se hAra gayA hUM, apanI indriyoM se, apane kaSAyoM se maiM hAra gayA huuN| mujhe inakA svAmI honA cAhie thA, para maiM inakA gulAma ho gayA huuN| krodha merA duzmana hai, ahaMkAra merA duzmana hai, mujhe inako parAsta karanA thA para maiM ulTe inase parAsta ho gayA huuN| krodha, lobha ye saba mere duzmana haiM aura maiM duzmana ke ghara meM jAkara basa gayA hU~ / koI prazaMsA karatA hai, ahaMkAra ko sahArA milatA hai, majA AtA hai / ye jo majA hai yahI apane ko harAne kA hathiyAra hai / prazaMsA ho yA krodha, alipta rahakara hI unheM jItA jA sakatA hai / mAnalo kisI ne phona para koI nambara DAyala kiyA aura risIvara uThAkara gAliyAM bakanI zurU kara diiN| kAphI dera taka gAliyAM dene ke bAda jaba vaha rukA to sAmane vAle ne pUchA- mahAzaya ! Apako kauna sA nambara cAhie? javAba milA, 351367 ! udhara se AvAja AyI - rAMga nambara / aura risIvara rakha diyA gayA / phona karane vAle kI dazA aise meM dayanIya hotI hai lekina phona sunane vAle para usakI gAliyoM kA koI asara nahIM hotaa| phona karane vAle kA krodha aise meM dugunA ho jAtA hai / jhallA uThatA hai vaha to / dAMta kiTakiTAtA uThatA hai| yaha to apane hI pAMva para kulhAr3I mArane jaisA hai / apanI hI nAka para baiThI makkhI ko mArane ke prayAsa meM svayaM ko coTa pahuMcAnA hai / agara svayaM ko coTa pahuMcAnA cAhate ho to bezaka krodha karo anyathA krodha kA visarjana kro| hameM apane bhAvoM kI abhivyakti ko jarA pariSkRta karane kI jarUrata hai / hamAre pAsa dimAga hai, buddhi hai, viveka hai, AvazyakatA hai usake upayoga kI, krodha ke rUpAntaraNa kI / krodha agara saMskArita ho jAye, to zraddhA meM ghaTita ho sakatA hai| zraddhA meM AdamI dUsare ke pAMvoM meM apanA sira navAtA hai / krodha meM dUsare ke sira para apane pAMva / krodha kI mRtyu ho jAnI cAhiye / jIbha para miThAsa honI caahiye| AMkhoM meM muskAna honI cAhie / yadi tuma kisI se miThAsa bharI bhASA kareM krodha para krodha / 75 For Personal & Private Use Only

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kA upayoga karate ho, loga tumheM cAheMge, ijjata deNge| isake viparIta aziSTa bhASA kA prayoga karate ho, to koI pAsa biThAnA bhI pasanda nahIM karegA, loga napharata kreNge| bolane kA, abhivyakti kA, bhASA kA vyavahAra karane kA adhikAra sabhI ko hai, lekina vyavahAra kI maryAdA ke atikramaNa kA adhikAra kisI ko bhI nahIM hai| koI tuma para krodha karatA hai, karane do, para tuma use svIkAra mata karo, sahana kara jAo to vaha AdamI zAnta ho jAegA, usakI gAliyAM usI para pratidhvanita hokara lauTa jaaeNgii| jaise Apa kisI vyakti ko bhojana ke lie Amantrita kareM aura vaha ApakA nimantraNa asvIkAra kara de to ApakA bhojana Apake ghara hI meM raha jAtA hai| isI taraha yadi koI Apa para krodha karatA hai, gAliyAM bakatA hai aura Apa unheM svIkAra nahIM karate, to vaha krodha, ve gAliyAM usI vyakti ke pAsa raha jAtI haiN| - koI kucha bhI kahe Apako apane Apa para niyantraNa, apane Apa para anuzAsana aura sabhI ke prati mAnavIya bhAva rakhanA caahie| krodha kI pratikriyA krodha se kareMge to krodha kI hI vRddhi hogii| yadi krodha kA sAmanA prema se kareMge to krodha parAsta ho jaaegaa| krodha ko na koI parijana acchA mAnatA hai, na dosta svIkAra karatA hai| samAja bhI prema kA, sadvyavahAra kA pujArI hai| hama apane para krodha kareM to usa para samAja ko lezamAtra bhI aitarAja nahIM hai para jahAM hamArA krodha samAja para hAvI hogA, samAja use binA nyAya ke kabhI svIkAra na kregaa| . Apa pratibhAvAn haiM, prabuddha haiN| hameM apanI pratibhA kA upayoga krodha meM nahIM, krodha ke chichalepana meM nahIM, madhuratA aura vinamratA meM karanA caahiye| krodha apane bhItara ke krodha para honA cAhiya / akrodha hI mArga hai arihanta kaa| bhItara kA viSa rUpAntarita honA caahiye| saMskArita viSa kA nAma hI zakti kA amRta honA hai| merA nimantraNa amRta kA hai, amRta ke lie hai| caleM hama krodha se akrodha kI ora, pratihiMsA se prema kI ora, aMdhakAra se prakAza kI ora, viSa se amRta kI or| rAjacandra tumhAre lie sahAyaka ho sakate haiN| arhatatA kI upalabdhi, jinatva kI sAdhanA hI rAjacandra kA rAja hai| jIvana meM sahajatA lAeM, svAbhAvikatA lAeM - paramArtha kA yahI vyAvahArika rUpa hai| 'sahajAtma svarUpa parama guru' / rAjacandra ko namaskAra hai| Apako, ApakI samasta arhat sambhAvanAoM ko| amRta prem| binA nayana kI bAta : zrI candraprabha / 76 For Personal & Private Use Only

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zrI jitayazAzrI phAuMDezana kA upalabdha sAhitya (mAtra lAgata mUlya para) phAuMDezana kA sAhitya sadAcAra evaM sadvicAra kA pravartana karatA hai| isa paripatra meM jor3A gayA sAhitya alaukika hai, jIvanta hai| isa jIvanta sAhitya ko Apa svayaM saMgrahIta kara sakate haiM, mitroM ko upahAra ke rUpa meM de sakate haiN| ina anamola pustakoM ke pracAra-prasAra ke lie Apa sasneha AmaMtrita haiN| dhyAna/adhyAtma/cintana appa dIvo bhava: mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara zrI candraprabha ke anamola vacanoM kA saMkalana; jIvana, jagat aura adhyAtma ke vibhinna AyAmoM ko ujAgara karatA cintana-koSa; Atma-krAnti kA amRtaM-sUtra / pRSTha 112, mUlya 15/caleM, mana ke pAra : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara vizva-stara para prazaMsita grantha, jisameM darazAye gaye haiM manuSya ke antara-jagat ke paridRzya; sakriya evaM tanAva-rahita jIvana prazasta karane vAlA eka manovaijJAnika yugIna grantha / pRSTha 300, mUlya 30/vyaktitva-vikAsa : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara hamArA vyaktitva hI hamArI pahacAna hai, tathya ko ujAgara karane vAlI pustaka, jo bacapana se pacapana kI hara umra vAloM ke lie upayogI / eka bAla-manovaijJAnika prkaashn| pRSTha 112, mUlya 10/saMsAra aura samAdhi: mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara saMsAra para itanA khUbasUrata prastutikaraNa pahalI bAra / saMsAra kI kSaNabhaMguratA meM zAzvatatA kI pahala / yaha kitAba batAtI hai ki saMsAra meM rahanA burA nahIM hai| apane dila meM saMsAra ko basA lenA vaisA hI ahitakara hai, jaise kamala para kIcar3a kA cddh'naa| pRSTha 168, mUlya 15/saMbhAvanAoM se sAkSAtkAra : mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara astitva kI anaMta saMbhAvanAoM se sIdhA sNvaad| pRSTha 92, mUlya 10/jyoti jale bina bAtI : mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara dhyAna-sAdhakoM ke lie sabase mahattvapUrNa pustaka, jisameM hai dhyAna-yoga kI hara bArIkI kA manovaijJAnika digdrshn| kA mnaavshaankaadgdshn| pRSTha 108, mUlya 10/AMgana meM AkAza: mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabhasAgara tIsa pravacanoM kA anUThA AdhyAtmika saMkalana, jo Ama AdamI ko bhI prabuddha karatA hai aura jor3atA hai use astitva kI satyatA se| pRSTha 200, mUlya 20/ For Personal & Private Use Only

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(2) jIvana-yAtrA: mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara suprasiddha pravacanakAra zrI candraprabha ke mAnaka pravacanoM kA anokhA saMkalana / jIvana ke hara kSitija meM kadama-kadama para rAha dikhAne vAlA yAtrA-stambha / maulika jagata meM jIne vAloM ke lie vizeSa upyogii| pRSTha 386, mUlya 50/navajIvana : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabhasAgara vyaktitva ko jyotirmaya banAne vAlI prvcnaavlii| pravacanoM meM hai viSayagata gAmbhIrya aura janamAnasa kI upayukta naapjokh| pRSTha 76, mUlya 5/amIrasadhArA: mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara jinatva ke sampUrNa virATa vaibhava ko bhASA kI tAjagI evaM vizleSaNa kI gaharAI ke sAtha prastuta karane vAle pravacanoM kA sNkln| pRSTha 80, mUlya 5/prema ke vaza meM hai bhagavAna : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabhasAgara eka pyArI pustaka, jise par3he binA manuSya kA prema adhUrA hai / pRSTha 48, mUlya 3/jita dekhU tita tUM: mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara Izvara-praNidhAna para anupameya pustikaa| astitva ke pratyeka aNu meM paramAtma-zakti ko upajAne kA zlAghanIya prytn| pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/caleM, bandhana ke pAra : mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara bandhana-mukti ke lie krAntikArI sndesh| pravacanoM meM hai bandhana kI pahacAna aura mukti kA nidAna / Ama nAgarika ke lie vizeSa upayogI prakAzana / . pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/vahI kahatA hU~: mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabhasAgara adhyAtma ke upadeSTA lalitaprabha jI ke dainika samAcAra-patroM meM prakAzita starIya pravacanAMzoM kA saMkalana, lokopayogI prkaashn| pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/samAdhi kI chAMha: mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara dhyAna kI UMcAiyoM ko AtmasAt karane ke lie eka tanAva-mukta svastha mArgadarzana / jIvana-kalpa ke lie eka behatarIna pustk| pRSTha 84, mUlya 5/ AMkha do, rozanI eka : mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara binA Asana lagAe siddhi dilAne vAlI eka upayogI pustaka / "pRSTha 24, mUlya 2/maiM to tere pAsa meM:mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara gaMbhIra evaM dArzanika vicAroM kA bolatA dstaavej| dhyAna-sAdhanA ke jagat meM mArgadarzaka eka mIla kA patthara / pRSTha 64, mUlya 5/virATa saca kI khoja meM : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabhasAgara satya kI ananta saMbhAvanAoM ko darzAne vAlA eka jyotirmaya ciMtana / pRSTha 64, malya6/ For Personal & Private Use Only

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. (3) amRta-saMdeza: mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara sadguru zrI candraprabha ke amRta-saMdezoM kA saar-sNkln| pRSTha 56, mUlya 3/pyAle meM tUphAna: mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara insAniyata evaM samAja meM AI kamiyoM kI ora izArA, Ama AdamI se lekara sampUrNa vizva ke dila meM bhar3akate tUphAna kA bebAka Akalana; sabhI lekha starIya aura anivAryata: ptthniiy| pRSTha 90, mUlya 10/mayurvaNa-pravacana : mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara paryuSaNa-mahAparva ke pravacanoM ko ghara-ghara pahuMcAne ke lie eka pyArA prakAzana; bhASA sarala, prastuti manovaijJAnika / par3heM kalpasUtra ko apanI bhASA meN| - pRSTha 120, mUlya 10/dhyAna: prayoga aura pariNAma: mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara dhyAna ke vibhinna pahaluoM para jIvanta vivecana / bhagavAna mahAvIra kI nijI sAdhanA-paddhati kA spssttiikrnn| pRSTha 112, mUlya 10/lAITa-TU-lAiTa: mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara dhyAna meM abhirucizIla logoM ke lie 'maail-sttoNn'| vizva ke dUra-darAja taka phailI dhyaan-pustikaa| pRSTha 92, mUlya 10/da prijaviMga oNpha lAipha: mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara mAnava-cetanA ke vikAsa ke hara saMbhava pahalU para prakAza / pRSTha 100, mUlya 10/meDiTezana eNDa enalAiTameMTa: candraprabha mana evaM mastiSka ke saMtulana se lekara dhyAna aura samAdhi ke vibhinna pahaluoM para manana aura vizleSaNa; videzoM meM bhI atyadhika prsaarit/sviikRt| pRSTha 108, mUlya 15/Agama/zodha/koza AyAra-suttaM : mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara eka Adarza dharma-grantha kA mUla evaM hindI anuvAda ke sAtha abhinava prakAzana jo sadvicAra ke sUtroM meM sadAcAra kA pravartana karatA hai| zuddha mUlAnugAmI anuvAda chAtroM ke lie vizeSa upayogI / grantha kA phailAva sImita, kintu prastutikaraNa sarvocca / vijJAna evaM cintana ke kSetra meM eka khoja / pRSTha 260, mUlya 30/sUyagaDa-suttaM : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabhasAgara prasiddha dhArmika-dArzanika Agama-grantha sUtrakRtAMga kA mUla evaM sazakta anuvAda / sAtha hI pratyeka adhyayana kA cintanaparaka praastaavik| pRSTha 176, mUlya 20/ For Personal & Private Use Only

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(4) samavAya-suttaM : mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara vizvavidyAlaya-pAThyakrama ke stara para taiyAra kiyA gayA jaina-Agama samavAyAMga kA sIdhA-sapATa mUlAnugAmI anuvaad| pRSTha 318, mUlya 30/uttarAdhyayana ke sUkta vacana : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabhasAgara Agama-grantha uttarAdhyayana kI sArvabhauma evaM sArvakAlika sUktiyoM kA cyn| anuvAda kI bhASA AkarSaka evaM praaNjl| pRSTha 52, mUlya 4/candraprabhaH jIvana aura sAhitya : DaoN. nAgendra mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgarajI kI sAhityika sevAoM kA vistRta lekhaa-jokhaa| eka samIkSAtmaka adhyyn| pRSTha 160, mUlya 15/upAdhyAya devacandraH jIvana, sAhitya aura vicAra : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara mahAn tattvavid upAdhyAya zrI mad devacandra ke vyaktitva evaM kRtitva ke vibhinna pahaluoM para prazasta prakAza DAlane vAlA eka zodhapUrNa prabandha / . - pRSTha 320, mUlya 50/vizva-saMskRta-sUkti-kozaHmahopAdhyAya lalitaprabhasAgara saMskRta kI virATa sampadA ke sUkta-ratnoM kI vizva-cayanikA, jo sUkti-koza bhI hai aura sandarbha-koza bhii| hindI anuvAda kI zAlInatA koza kI atirikta vizeSatA / tIna khaMDoM meM grantha kA aakln| pRSTha 1000, mUlya 300/jaina pAribhASika zabda-koza: mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara jaina-paramparA meM pracalita durUha evaM pAribhASika zabdoM para TippaNI evaM paricarcA karane vAlA eka uccastarIya kosh| pRSTha 152, mUlya 10/hindI sakti-sandarbha koza: mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara hindI ke suvistRta sAhitya se sUktiyoM kA sasandarbha saMkalana; bhAratIya santoM evaM manISiyoM ke cintana evaM vaktavyoM kA sAragarbhita sampAdana; Ama pAThakoM ke alAvA lekhakoM ke lie khAsa kAragara; eka AvazyakatA kI vaijJAnika ApUrti / do bhAgoM meN| pRSTha 700, mUlya 100/paMca saMdeza: mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabhasAgara pustaka meM hai ahiMsA, satya, asteya, brahmacarya aura aparigraha para kAlajayI sUktiyoM kA anUThA smpaadn| pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/ santa-vANI mahAjIvana kI khoja: mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara AcArya kundakunda, yogIrAja AnaMdaghana evaM zrImad rAjacandra jaise amRta-puruSoM ke cune hue adhyAtma-padoM para bebAka khulAsA / ghara-ghara paThanIya pravacana-saMgraha / hara mumakSa evaM sAdhaka ke lie upyogii| pRSTha 148, mUlya 10/ For Personal & Private Use Only

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(5) brajho nAma hamArA: mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabhasAgara yogIrAja AnaMdaghana ke padoM para kiyA gayA manovaijJAnika vivecana, jo pAThaka ko maulika vyaktitva se paricaya karavAtA hai| pRSTha 68, mUlya 5/maiM kauna hUM: mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara adhyAtma-puruSa rAjacandra ke anubhava-gItoM kI gaharAiyoM ko ujAgara karane vAle pravacanoM kA sNkln| pRSTha 68, mUlya 3/deha meM dehAtIta: mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara prasiddha adhyAtmavettA AcArya kundakunda kI Ter3hI gAthAoM para sIdhA sNvaad| viziSTa prvcn| pRSTha 72, mUlya 5/bhagavattA phailI saba ora : mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara AcArya kundakunda ke aSTapAhur3a grantha se lI gaI ATha gAthAoM para bar3I mArmika udbhAvanA / ise tanmayatApUrvaka par3hane se jIvana-krAnti aura caitanya-ArohaNa bahuta kucha smbhv| pRSTha 100, mUlya 10/sahaja mile avinAzI : mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara pataMjali ke pramukha yoga-sUtroM ke AdhAra para paramAtmA se sahaja saakssaatkaar| , pRSTha 92, mUlya 10/aMtara ke paTa khola: mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara pataMjali ke dasa sUtroM para punarprakAza; yoga kI eka anUThI pustk| pRSTha 112, mUlya 10/haMsA to motI cugai: mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara bhagavAna mahAvIra ke kucha adhyAtma-sUtroM para sAmayika pravacana / pRSTha 88, mUlya 10/ kathA-kahAnI silasilA: mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara kahAnI-jagata kI aneka AjAda vAradAteM, pazopeza meM par3e iMsAna ke vikalpa ko talAzatI dAstAna / bAlamana, yuvApIr3hI, praur3ha bujurgoM ke antarmana ko samAna rUpa se chUne vAlI kahAniyoM kA sNkln| pRSTha 110, mUlya 10/saMsAra meM samAdhiH mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabhasAgara samAdhi ke phUla saMsAra meM kaise khila sakate haiM, sacce ghaTanAkramoM ke dvArA usI kA sahaja vinyAsa / hara kauma ke lie zAnti aura samAdhi kA sNdesh| _ pRSTha 120, mUlya 10/lokapriya kahAniyA~ : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara jaina saMskRti ko ujAgara karane vAlI suprasiddha kathA-kahAniyoM kA saar-sNkssep| sahaja bhASA meM jainatva kI dhdd'kn| pRSTha 48, mUlya 3/ For Personal & Private Use Only

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(6) paMcAmRta: mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara cetanA-jagata meM iMkalAba kI krAnti kA nArA dene vAlI gujarAtI bhASA meM nibaddha pustaka / Agama-patroM kI naye DhaMga se kathA- zailI meM puna: pratiSThA / pRSTha 96, mUlya 7/ saMta harikezabala: mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara aspRzyatA nivAraNa ke lie bolatI eka raMgIna kahAnI / baccoM ke lie sau phIsadI upayogI / pRSTha 24, mUlya 4/ dAdA datta guru : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabhasAgara pahale dAdA gurudeva AcArya jinadattasUri kI sarvaprathama prakAzita citra - kathA; jJAnavardhaka, rocaka bhI / pRSTha 24, mUlya 4/ satya, saundarya aura hama : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabhasAgara sundara, sarasa prasaMga, jinameM saccAI bhI hai aura yuga kI pahacAna bhI / ghaTa-ghaTa dIpa jale : mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara rASTrIya patrikAoM meM prakAzita candraprabha jI kI una kahAniyoM kA saMkalana, jinameM jIvana-dIpa kI AtmA hara zabda meM phaila rahI hai| pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/ pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/ kucha kaliyoM, kucha phUla: mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabhasAgara saMsAra ke vibhinna konoM meM hue sadguruoM kI una ghaTanAoM kA lekhana, jinameM chipe haiM jIvanakrAnti aura vizva zAnti ke sandeza / pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/ kAvyaM - kavitA bimba- pratibimba: mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara jIvana kI udher3abuna ko prastuta karane vAlI eka sazakta praur3ha kAvya-kRti / satya ke saMgAna kA abhinava prayatna / pRSTha 84, mUlya 7/ chAyAtapa: mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara adRzya priyatama kI kalpanA kI raMgIna bArIkiyoM kA manojJa citraNa | rahasyamayI chAyAvAdI kavitAoM kA eka aura abhinava prastutikaraNa / pRSTha108, mUlya 10/jina - zAsana : mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara. eka anUThI kAvyakRti, jisameM hai sampUrNa jaina zAsana kA mArga-darzana / kAvya- zailI meM jainatva ko samagratA se prastuta karane vAlA eka mAtra sampUrNa prayAsa / pRSTha 80, mUlya 3/ adhara meM laTakA adhyAtma : mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara dila kI gaharAiyoM ko chU jAne vAlI eka viziSTa kAvyakRti / par3hie, mastiSka ke parimArjana evaM jIvana ke samyak saMskAra ke lie / pRSTha 152, mUlya 7/ For Personal & Private Use Only

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gIta-bhajana-stotra prArthanA: mahopAdhyAya candraprabhasAgara caubIsa tIrthakaroM kI bhakti-vandanA ; naI tayoM meM rasa-bhAvoM kI abhivyakti / pratyeka tIrthakara ke nAma svataMtra prArthanA aura bhjn| pRSTha 52, mUlya 5/dAdA guru-bhajanAvalI : mahopAdhyAya vinayasAgara 'dAdA-gurudeva' ke nAma se vizva-vikhyAta AcArya jinadattasUri, jinakuzalasUri Adi cAra dAdA guruoM kI stuti/prArthanA se saMbaMdhita maMtra-taMtra bikhare stotroM/bhajanoM kA sarvAMgINa virATa-apUrva sNkln| pRSTha 600, mUlya 50/mahAn jaina stotra : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabhasAgara atyanta prabhAvazAlI evaM camatkArI jaina stotroM kA vizAla sNgrh| pRSTha 120, mUlya 10/zraddhAMjali: mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabhasAgara bhajanoM aura gItoM kA sampUrNa saMgraha / prabhAta-vandanA evaM bhajana-saMdhyA meM nitya upyogii| pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/bhaktAmara : AcArya mAnatuMgasari suprasiddha bhaktAmara stotra kA zuddha-parimArjita prakAzana; mUlapATha ke sAtha hai hindI anuvAda gadya-padya donoM meN| pRSTha 48, mUlya 3/jaina bhajana: mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara lokapriya toM para nirmita bhAvapUrNa gIta-bhajana / choTI, kintu pyArI pustk'| pRSTha 48, mUlya 2/rajisTrI cArja eka pustaka para 8/-, saMpUrNa seMTa DAka-vyaya se mukta dhanarAzi zrI jitayazAzrI phAuMDezana (SRIJIT-YASHA SHREE FOUNDATION) kalakattA ke nAma para baiMka-DrAphTa yA maniArDara dvArA bhejeN|aaj hI likheM aura apanA oNrDara bhejeN| samparka sUtraH zrI jitayazAzrI phAuMDezana 9sI, eslAneDa ro IsTa (rUma naM. 28) kalakattA-700069 dUrabhASa : 208725/500414 For Personal & Private Use Only

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zrI jitayazAzrI phAuMDezana dvArA sAhitya-vistAra kI abhinava yojanA + apane ghara meM apanA pustakAlaya + zrI jitayazAzrI phAuMDezana, lAbha-nirapekSa evaM vizva-zreya ke lie samarpita saMsthAna hai| sAhitya-vistAra evaM kalA-prastuti ke kSetra meM isake apane kIrtimAna haiN| sadAcAra evaM sad-vicAra kI gaMgA-yamunA ko ghara-ghara le jAne ke lie yaha saMsthAna nirantara prayatnazIla hai| jaina-dharma ke una siddhAntoM evaM AdarzoM ko hara ghara pahu~cAnA hamArA uddezya hai, jinakI jarUrata hara samaya, hara vyakti aura hara samAja ko rahI hai| phAuMDezana ke vividha viSayoM se jur3e hue sAhitya ko bhArata ke pramukha patroM evaM vidvAnoM ne na kevala sarAhA hai, apitu usakI sevAoM ko anivArya bhI mAnA hai| phAuMDezana dvArA prasArita sAhitya yuga-yuga kI sampadA hai aura Adhunika cintana-jagat kI behatarIna prastuti hai| Ama AdamI se lekara vidyArthiyoM aura prabuddha logoM kI jJAna-kSetra kI hara jijJAsA ko samAdhAna dene meM yaha sAhitya lAjavAba apanA pustakAlaya apane ghara meM banAne ke lie phAuMDezana ne eka abhinava yojanA banAI hai| isake antargata Apako sirpha eka bAra hI phAuMDezana ko eka hajAra rupaye kA anudAna denA hogA, jisake badale meM phAuMDezana apane yahA~ se prakAzita hone vAle pratyeka sAhitya ko Apake pAsa Apake ghara paha~cAegA aura vaha bhI AjIvana / isa yojanA ke tahata eka aura vizeSa suvidhA Apako dI jA rahI hai ki isa yojanA ke sadasya banate hI Apako rajisTarDa DAka se phAuMDezana kA aba taka prakAzita sampUrNa sAhitya ni:zulka prApta hogaa| lIjie ! Apa hamArI isa sAhitya-yojanA ke AjIvana sadasya banakara apane ghara meM apanA pustakAlaya banAiye aura vyAvahArika jIvana kI bAtoM se lekara dhyAna, sAdhanA, samAdhi, cintana, pravacana, kahAnI, Agama, itihAsa evaM darzanakSetra kI anamola pustakeM apane ghara meM bsaaiye| zrI jitayazAzrI phAuMDezana, 9-sI, esplAneDa ro (IsTa, kalakattA-700069 For Personal & Private Use Only

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'ko'haM' mahAvIra kA yaha jo prazna hai, zAyada yaha unakI paraMparA ke kisI bhI jaina ne apane Apase nahIM kiyA hogaa| isalie pichale paccIsa sau sAla meM isa paraMparA meM dUsarA koI mahAvIra paidA nahIM huaa| yadi kisI ne yaha prazna kiyA, to nizcita taura para vaha adhyAtma-puruSa banA, adhyAtma kA amRta usane upalabdha kiyaa| AnaMdaghana jaise yogasiddha sAdhaka to bahutere hue, kintu mahAvIra kI isa dhyAna-paddhati se gujarane vAlA eka iMsAna huA, bhAI zrI rAjacandra/nahIM tyAgI isa vyakti ne dhotI-kamIja, nhiiN| pahanA santa kA veza, lekina eka bAta taya hai ki isa prazna ko unhoMne baitaraha-bakhUbI jiyaa| mAtra taitIsa varSa kI umra meM yaha mahAtmA cala basA, lekina jAne se pahale jIvana, jagata kA javAba le gyaa| - zrI candraprabha, 'zivo'hama se For Personal & Private Use Only