Anubhav ka Utpal

Author(s): Mahapragna Acharya
Publisher: Jain Vishva Bharati
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/003138/1

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anubhava kA utpala AcArya mahAprajJa For Private & Personal User ily

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kalpanA kI UrmiyA~ abhinaya karatI haiM, mana ananta bhaviSya ko apane bAhupAza meM jakar3a letA hai| 'bandhana aura mukti eka krama hai| bhaviSya kI pakar3a se mukti pAne vAlI pahalI kalI hai 'kala' aura dUsarI hai 'prsoN'| isa kusuma kI kaliyA~ ananta haiN| jo khilatI haiM, vaha 'Aja' bana jAtI haiN| saccAI vahI hai jo Aja hai| Aja 'kala' banatA hai, kArya kRta bana jAtA hai, anubhUtiyA~ bacI rahatI jo cale vaha vAhana nahIM hotaa| vAhana vaha hotA hai, jo dUsaroM ko claaye|, anubhUti ke vAhana para jo car3ha calate haiM, unakA patha prazasta hai| Aja kI dhAra patalI hotI hai, use vahI pA sakatA hai jo sUkSma bana jaaye| kala kI lambAI-cauDAI amApya hai| anubhUtiyoM se bodha pATha le, vartamAna ko parakhakara cale aura kalpanAoM ko sunahalA rUpa diye cale vaha vidvAn hai, vaha pArakhI hai, aura vaha hai honhaar| 'anubhava kA utpala' mere kucheka gadya-gItoM va laghu-nibandhoM kA saMkalana hai| saMkalana ke lie ye nahIM likhe gaye para jo likhA jAtA hai usakA saMkalana ho jAtA hai| manuSya cirakAla se saMgraha kA premI hai| vaha bikhare ko baTora letA hai aura phUloM ko mAlA banA detA hai| -AcArya mahAprajJa

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- anubhava kA utpala - - Roman - -

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prastuti kalpanA kI UmiyA~ abhinava karatI haiM, mana ananta bhaviSya ko apane bAhupAza meM jakar3a letA hai| bandhana aura mukti eka krama hai| bhaviSya kI pakar3a se mukti pAne vAlI pahalI kalI hai 'kala' aura dUsarI hai 'parasoM ' / isa kusuma kI kaliyAM ananta haiN| jo khilatI haiM, vaha 'Aja' bana jAtI haiN| sacAI vahI hai jo Aja hai| Aja 'kala' banatA hai, kArya kRta bana jAtA hai, anubhUtiyA~ bacI rahatI haiN| jo cale vaha vAhana nahIM hotaa| vAhana vaha hotA hai, jo dUsaroM ko calAye / anubhUti ke vAhana para jo car3ha calate haiM, unakA patha prazasta hai| Aja kI dhAra patalI hotI hai, use vahI pA sakatA hai jo sUkSma bana jaaye| kala kI lambAI cauDAI amApya hai| anubhUtiyoM se bodha pATha le, vartamAna ko parakhakara cale aura kalpanAoM ko sunahalA rUpa diye cale vaha vidvAn hai, vaha pArakhI hai aura vaha hai honahAra / anubhava kA utpala' mere kucheka gadya-gItoM va laghu nibandhoM kA saMkalana hai| saMkalana ke lie ye nahIM likhe gaye para jo likhA jAtA hai usakA saMkalana ho jAtA hai| manuSya cirakAla se saMgraha kA premI hai| vaha bikhare ko baDhora letA hai aura phUloM ko mAlA banA detA hai| "

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- - - mAlAkAra ko aMguliyoM meM kalA hai aura dhAga meM phUloM ko gaeNtha, vaha kalAkAra bana jAtA hai| kalA taru meM nahIM hotii| usake pAsa kore phUla hote haiN| kalAkAra hotA hai maalo| taru saMgraha karanA nahIM jAnatA use svArthI loga bhalA kalAkAra kaise mAneM ? mAlAkAra saMgraha karane meM paTu hotA hai aura vaha sahaja hI kalAkAra bana jAtA hai| ____ munizrI dulaharAjajI ne ina zabda-puSpoM ko cunA aura yaha eka puSpahAra bana gyaa| isake saundarya kI mImAMsA pahanane vAle kreNge| maiM saMgraha se dUra rahA hUM taba bhalA AlocanA meM kyoM pha~sa~gA ? merI vaha kRti akRti hotI hai jisameM parama zraddheya AcArya tulasI ke varadAna kI smRti na ho| gurudeva ne mujhe vaha diyA, jise pAkara atRpti bhI hotI hai aura parama tRpti bhii| - AcArya mahAprajJa

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1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 anubhava cintana manana mahAna mukti-prema priya zatru uSA aura saMdhyA anukramaNikA anubhUti nirvAcana kA prazna bar3e aura choTe jhapaTa sahaja kyA hai lau se lau pUrNatA kI anubhUti meM maiM aura vaha abhivyakti kA moha saMgharSa samaya ke caraNa atIta jaba jhAMkatA hai sAMcA Upara bhI dekho bhAgya - nirNaya Avega akhaNDa vyaktitva 25 sabakucha 26 27 28 guptavAda lacIlApana sraSTA kauna ? or m 10 g w9v 1 2 3 4 5 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 o x x w 2 ~ 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28

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31 32 34 pArakhI 37 29 kasauTI 30 sundara yA sukhI bAlakrIr3A sadAcAra 33 kama adhika ulajhana 35 anubhUti kA tAratamya cIra 38 laghu-gurU 39 saccAI kI samajha 40 eka hI lau 41 laghutA kA prasAda 42 zraddhA aura tarka 43 _ parde ke usa ora 44 dizA kI khoja 45 jIvana ke naitika mUlya 46 niyantraNa 47 Atmalocana 48 kSamA 49 siddhAnta aura anubhUti 50 AtmA aura vyavahAra 51 UMcAI kI AtmA 52 bhUla aura yathArtha 53 zraddhA 54 sAdhya ke lie 55 niyantraNa aura zodhana 56 adhyAtma 57 samadarzana 58 Atmadarzana 59 maryAdA 60 yahAM aura vahAM

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61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 75 76 77 78 79 80 81 82 83 84 eka sAtha nahIM pracAra bhoga aura tyAga yaha kaisA svAda isa prakAra ---- bahu-niSThA zAMti aura AkAMkSA ahiMsA, aparigraha aura adhyAtma zAMti kaise mile prema ho, vikAra nahIM priya kauna brahmacarya kI phalazruti prema kisase ? prema kaise prema ke pratIka bhaviSya darzana brahmacarya aura ahiMsA AtmA aura paramAtmA zeSa kyA hai ? icchA aura sukha maiMne kyA kiyA ? sundara banUM nyAya kI bhIkha cAha aura rAha 85 parakha 86 unmukhatA kidhara 87 smRti aura vismRti 88 jIvana ke pIche 89 jyotirmaya 90 mRtyu mahotsava 91 mUlyAMkana 92 kAmya aura akAmya 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 599 9 9 3 3 5 5 5 2 75 76 77 78 79 80 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89 90 91 92

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99 100 101 102 103 104 105 93 gaharI DubakI 94 camatkAra ko namaskAra 95 kalA anAvRta 97 namRtA 98 dvaita98 99 advaita 100 paNDita aura sAdhaka 101 kRtaghtA 102 tarka kI sImA 103 zraddhA kI bhASA 104 do vAda 105 zraddheya 106 virodha kA pariNAma 107 gAlI kA pratikAra 108 bhalA vahI 109 naye purAne kI samasyA 110 AlocanA 111 AlocanA aura prazaMsA 112 eka mantra 113 bhUkha aura bhoga 114 gaThabandhana nahIM 115 sAdhanA kA mArga 116 arthavAda 117 upekSA aura apekSA 118 roTI aura puruSArtha 119 sama aura viSama 120 samajha se pare 121 anuzAsana kI samajha 122 utAra-car3hAva 123 satyam zivam sundaram 124 abhivyakti 106 107 108 109 110 111 112 113 114 115 116 117 118 119 120 121 122 123 124

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125 126 127 128 129 130 131 132 133 125 mAno yA mata mAno 126 upAsanA kA marma 127 Atma-vizvAsa 128 Atma satya 129 jhukAva 130 nivRtti aura pravRtti 531 samasyA aura samAdhAna 132 samaya kI kamI 133 vyakti aura vilAsa 134 prema134 135 zrRMkhalA 136 mandira ke devatA 137 sva-darzana 138 jyoti 139 satya darzana 140 zAMti aura saMtulana 141 prakAza aura svAsthya 142 saMtoSa 143 maryAdA kA bodha 144 mukti 145 ajJAta 146 samatA kA kSitija 147 kasauTI kI kasauTI 148 pahacAna kA prazna 149 prastutikaraNa 150 pratikAra 151 nyAya kI mAMga 152 visarjana 153 bhAgyaracanA 154 viSa : amRta 155 zakti-strota 156 pariNAma 135 136 137 138 139 140 141 142 143 144 145 146 147 148 149 150 151 152 153 154 155 156

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157 158 159 160 161 162 163 164 165 166 167 168 169 170 157 anuzAsana 158 Atma-vizvAsa 159 pratipakSa 160 tarka aura prema 161 ubhayataH pAza 162 apanA apanA astitva 163 satya kA AvaraNa 164 Azcarya 165 dAna : AdAna 166 dharma aura zAstra 167 tyAga 168 zraddhA kA camatkAra 169 biMdu : biMdu 170 mana kI mukti 171 netA 172 saMtulana 173 bar3I : choTI 174 AratI 175 ghaTanA aura sIkha 176 moha 177 akelApana 178 phalita 179 pratikAra kA adhikAra 180 viparyaya 181 nidAna 182 mukhara : mauna 183 pagaDaMDI : rAjapatha 184 dhArmika 185 patha : apatha 171 172 173 174 175 176 177 178 179 180 181 182 183 184 185 xx

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anubhava kA utpala nAra -

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-- anubhava kA utpala) anubhava kA utpala anubhava anubhava kyA hai? yoga aura viyoga kI kahAnI hI to hai| ravi kI razmi kA sparza kara abja haMsa uThatA hai| ravi asta hotA hai, vaha kumhalA jAtA hai| khilanA aura sikur3anA anubhava hI to hai| anubhava kA artha hai- deza, kAla, kSetra aura paristhiti kI dUrI kI samApti aura apane meM bAhara kI sNkraanti| kAMca jitanA svaccha hotA hai, pratibimba utanA hI svaccha hotA hai| mana saMvedanA se jitanA bharA hotA hai, anubhUti utanI hI tIvra hotI hai|

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- anubhava kA utpala cintana cintana kyA hai? jIvana kI gaharAI kA prtibimb| duzcintA kyA hai? jIvana-sampadA kI antyesstti| isa praznottara kI bhASA ne mana kI gAMTha khola dii| phira maiMne dekhA, yaha cintana sahaja hI sphurita hotA hai, isake pIche prakRta anubhUti hotI hai| duzcintA ke mUla meM vikRta manobhAva hotA hai| vikRta se prakRta kI ora hone vAlI sphuraNA hI cintana hai| -

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anubhava kA utpala) manana anubhUti meM vivecana nahIM hotA, cintana meM gati nahIM hotii| anubhUti kA paripAka viveka meM hotA hai aura viveka kA paripAka hotA hai manana meN| manana kyA hai? jJAna aura AcaraNa kI rekhAoM kA samIkaraNa hI to manana hai| kA

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anubhava kA utpala, mahAn mana lobha se bharA thA taba mujhe ve loga bar3e lagate the, jinake pAsa bahuta thaa| mana jaba khAlI huA to lagA ki mahAn ve haiM, jinake pAsa apanA kucha bhI nahIM hai| jo vyakti kevala vyakti hI rahakara mahAn hotA hai vahI mahAn hai| jo vyakti zakti ke sahAre mahAn kahalAtA hai vaha mahAn hotA bhI hogA yA nahIM, yaha nizcita nahIM kahA jA sktaa|

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- anubhava kA utpala ) anubhava kA utpala) mukti -prema jeTha kA mahInA thaa| dhUpa laharI vikarAla bana rahI thii| panihArI ne jala kA tapA ghar3A kATha kI paTTI para lA rkhaa| nIce garama pavana se tapta dhUli thii| bandhana asahya hotA hai| balidAna kA bhAva utkRSTa huaa| jala kA eka bindu nIce giraa| maiMne dekhA- dhUli ne use sokha liyaa| dUsarA girA para vaha bhI baca nahIM skaa| nIce girate aura sokhe jAte hue saba binduoM kA mukti-prema maiMne nahIM dekhA aura miTTI kI sama-rasa nRzaMsatA ko bhI maiMne nahIM dekhaa| para maiMne dekhA ki aba ghar3A khAlI hai| ___

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anubhava kA utpala priya- zatru bhauktika bandhana se dUra honA cAhatA hUM, phira kyA varadAna mAMgUM / abhilASA ke usa pAra jAnA cAhatA hUM, phira kyA prArthanA karUM? para, yaha bandhana hai| Akhira deva-darzana kI maryAdA ko kaise toDUM ? deva! tuma varadAna denA cAho to yahI do ki mujhase kisI ko unmArga para jAne kA protsAhana na mile| deva ! tuma prArthanA svIkAra karo to yahI karo ki maiM kisI kA priya zatru na bnuuN| apriya zatru se koI hAni nahIM hotii| priya zatru astitva miTA DAlate haiN| jo priyatA ke bahAne apane priyAbhAsa ko apriya pariNAma kI ora le jAye, vaha priya zatru hotA hai| deva! maiM tumhArI upAsanA kA pratiphala cAhUM to yahI cAhUM ki maiM kisI kA priya zatru na banUM aura kabhI na bnuuN| deva! mujhe zakti do, bala do, prANa do| 6

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anubhava kA utpala uSA aura saMdhyA nayA Aloka lie uSA jAtI hai, hama prakAza se bhara jAte haiN| sandhyA AtI hai aura hamArI jIvana kI eka gAMTha ko kholakara calI jAtI hai| eka dina AtA hai, jIvana kI gAMTha zeSa nahIM rahatI /

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- ( anubhava kA utpala, anubhUti marate samaya jo anubhUti hotI hai vaha pahale ho jAe to koI kisI ko mAra hI nahIM sktaa| vaha mujhe dekha rahA hai- isa kalpanA meM merI durbalatA AkAra pA rahI hai| usakI durbalatA usI meM hai ki vaha mujhe sandeha kI dRSTi se dekhatA hai| -

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-- anubhava kA utpala) ( anubhava kA utpala) nirvAcana kA prazna maiM do patniyoM kA pati nahIM huuN| phira bhI merI sthiti isalie vicitra hai ki maiM do netAoM ke AkarSaNa meM huuN| indriyAM mujhe usa ora le jAnA cAhatI haiM, jahAM Adi meM thor3A sukha hai aura anta meM duHkha hI duHkh| viveka mujhe usa ora le jAnA cAhatA hai, jahAM Adi meM thor3A duHkha hai aura anta meM sukha hI sukh| -

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anubhava kA utpala bar3e aura choTe koI bhI vyakti mAnasika jhukAva se baca sakatA hai- yaha sambhava nahIM hai / choToM kI cIkhaba- pukAra apane hoThoM taka hI hotI hai, vaha bar3oM ke dila nahIM pighAla sakatI / jIvana kA sabase bar3A maMtra hai zakti / zaktidhara hI sammAna kA jIvana jI sakatA hai| bar3oM ke sAmane dIna gAthAeM gAnA taba taka bekAra hai jaba taka choToM kI zakti Age na bar3ha jaae| isalie rone kI bAta bhUla jaao| dIna banane kA nAma na lo| mana kI vyathA bar3oM ke sAmane mata rkho| vahAM tumhArA koI bhalA na hogaa| unake pAsa sunane ko kAna hote haiM, vicArane ko mastiSka kintu sahAnubhUti ke lie hRdaya nahIM hotA / vyathA vyathA ko pakar3a sakatI hai| choTe phira bhI tumheM sahAnubhUti de sakate haiM kintu ve kucha kara nahIM sakate / karuNA rulA sakatI hai para sabako nahIM / uttama bAta yaha hai ki karuNA kI vRtti bane hI nahIM / hInatA Ae aura mu~ha para jhalaka par3e, yaha madhyama bhAva hai| vaha muMha se nikala par3e, isase adhika adhama bhAva aura kyA hogA ? 90

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NI -( anubhava kA utpala ) jhapaTa sambhavata: vaha kabUtara thaa| vaha AyA hogA rAta ke bAda maMgala prabhAta kA svapna lie| kintu usane pAyA kucha aur| AlA khAlI thaa| kevala aMDe the| unakA poSaNa karane vAlI nahIM thii| vaha kamare ke cAroM ora ghuumaa| para use pA nahIM skaa| ____ maiM zavAsana karane ko so rahA thaa| vaha merI ora dekhane lgaa| maiMne usakI karuNa AMkhoM meM mUka vedanA kI gAthA ko par3hA aura par3hA usakI antara AtmA ko| mujhe smaraNa ho AyA usa bhagavad pANI kA- 'jahAM saMyoga hai, vahAM viyoga hogaa| jo saMyoga meM sukhI hai, vaha viyoga meM duHkhI hogaa| sukhI vaha hai jo saMyoga-viyoga kI anubhUti se Upara uTha jaae|' viyogI kabUtara kA dila ro rahA thaa| aba aNDe bhI usake lie bhAra the| pAlana mAM hI kara sakatI hai| pitA meM utanA prema nahIM hotA, jitanA ki pAlana meM honA caahie| kabUtara bhAra ke dAyitva se jhuka sA rahA thaa| kintu yaha bhAra usa billI ko nahIM lagA, jisane kabUtara kI svapna sRSTi ko eka hI jhapaTa meM uThA liyA thaa| - 11 -

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- anubhava kA utpala anubhava kA utpala - sahaja kyA hai? jo mana ko bhAtA hai, vahI sukha hai, yA kucha aura? jo sahaja lagatA hai, vahI sukha hai yA kucha aur| indriyoM kI sahaja gati viSaya kI ora hai| mana bhI nirantara padArthoM kI ora daur3atA hai| ArAma karane meM sukha hai, kAma karane meM nhiiN| asatya bolane meM jo rasa hai, vaha saca bolane meM nhii| ahiMsA kI sAdhanA karanI par3atI hai, hiMsA sahaja hai| IMTa kA javAba patthara se dene meM jo pauruSa kI kalpanA hai, vaha saha lene meM nahIM hai| indriya aura mana vAsanA se sahasA bhara jAte haiM aura usase mukti prayatna karate-karate bhI nahIM miltii| aparigraha kI bAta sunate-sunate kAna bahare ho gae para hRdaya ne use kabhI nahIM pkdd'aa| parigraha ke lie hajAra kaSTa jhelane kI taiyArI rahatI hai| - - 12)

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-( anubhava kA utpala lau se lau maiM jo kucha karUM vaha lokaiSaNA se mukta hokara karUM, aisI preraNA milatI hai| zraddhA jAgatI hai, samaya-samaya para dRr3ha nizcaya bhI karatA huuN| kintu kAryakAla meM jo mAnasika sthiti banatI hai usake bAre meM kucha nahIM bntaa| isakI gaharAI meM kyA chipA huA hai- yaha DhU~r3ha nikAlanA asambhava jaisA ho rahA hai| phira bhI mere nirantara cintana ke bAda mujhe jo kucha sUjhA, vaha yahI hai- hamArA jIvana parAvalambI hai| hama apane ApameM U~ce- nIce, choTe-bar3e kucha bhI nahIM haiN| jo maiM likha rahA hUM, vaha mAnasika jagat kI bAta hai, bAharI jagat meM hamAre lie cAheM jaisI kalpanAeM kI jAtI hoN| ___ bAharI jagat kA mAnasika jagat para asara hue binA nahIM rhtaa| merA svayaM ko bar3A samajhane kA mAnadaNDa vahI hai, jisase duniyAM dUsaroM ko bar3A samajhatI hai| maiM duniyAM ke pIche calanA nahIM cAhatA hUM, kintu mujhe bar3A banane kI bhUkha hai| isalie mujhe anicchA se bhI usake pIche calanA hotA hai| koI bhI AdamI pada ke lie ummIdavAra na bane, pratiSThA kI bhUkha na rakhe- yaha ThIka hai, nIti kI pukAra hai| kintu jaba sattA ke prAMgaNa meM sattAdhIza ke sAthiyoM aura sage-sambandhiyoM kA lAlana-pAlana dekhatA hai, taba darzaka ke mu~ha meM sattA kI lAra Tapaka par3atI hai aura usake sAthI-saMgI bhI use sattA kI ora jhukane ke lie bAdhya kie binA nahIM rhte| mujhe vizvAsa hai ki maiM isa prasaMga meM bhUla nahIM rahA huuN|

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hai | anubhava kA utpala pUrNatA kI anubhUti meM Antarika riktatA se bAharI bhAra kA cApa bar3hatA AtmAnuzAsana kI riktatA hotI hai, bAharI niyantraNa bar3hatA hai| sahaja Ananda kI riktatA hotI hai, manoraMjana ke sAdhanoM kA vikAsa hotA hai| prAkRtika saundarya kI riktatA hotI hai, kRtrima sAdhanoM kA pracura mAtrA meM prayoga hone lagatA hai| dRSTi zakti kI kamI hotI hai, upanetra cakSu ke paripArzva ko AvRta kara letA hai| vaha jise priya, sundara aura svAdu kahA jAtA hai, riktatA kI anubhUti meM hai| pUrNatA kI anubhUti meM vaha aura svAdu nahIM hai| priya, sundara 14

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-- ( anubhava kA utpala - anubhava kA utpala maiM aura vaha maiM cAhatA hUM ki jo maiM dekhatA hUM, vaha dUsare bhI dekheM aura jo maiM nahIM dekha sakatA, vaha bhI dekheN| maiM apanI acchAiyoM ko acchI taraha dekha letA huuN| apanI durbalatAoM ko bhI painI dRSTi se dekhatA huuN| phira bhI bahuta sambhava hai- mujhameM jo vizeSatAeM vikAsa pA sakatI haiM, unheM meM na jAnatA hoU| jo kamajoriyAM tarka kI oTa meM chipI par3I haiM, unheM na samajhatA houu| __ maiM khulI pustaka kI bhAMti spaSTa rahanA cAhatA huuN| jisa dina apanI acchAiyoM kI abhivyakti kA sAhasa aura burAiyoM ko na chipAne kA manobhAva mujhameM prakaTa ho jAegA, usa dina jo maiM dekhUgA, vahI dUsare dekheNge| phira mere aura dUsaroM ke darzana meM koI bheda nahIM hogaa| 15 -

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anubhava kA utpala abhivyakti kA moha maiM chor3a kara bhI kyA nahIM chor3a rahA hUM? maiM letA rahatA hUM to kyA nahIM le rahA hUM? yahI prazna AMkhoM ke sAmane ghUmatA hai| aba maiMne chor3anA bhI sIkha liyA, isalie chor3ane kI bAta satAne lagI hai| maiM chor3anA cAhatA hUM use bhI, jise maiM sabase adhika pyAra karatA huuN| kintu mujhe abhivyakti kA moha nahIM chor3a rahA hai| cAhe vaha kaisA hI ho- suDaula yA kuDaula, gorA yA kAlA, lambA yA ThiMganAmaiM vyakta usI se huA huuN| maiM use chor3a dUM to merA kyA hogA? yaha AzaMkA chA jAtI hai| use nahIM chor3atA hUM to bahuta kucha nahIM chor3a pAtA huuN| Akhira burI balA abhivyakti kA moha hai| use chor3akara hI maiM soca sakatA hUM ki maiM kyA nahIM chor3a rahA

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anubhava kA utpala saMgharSa ___ saMgharSa sAmudAyika jIvana kA pariNAma hai| jahAM dvandva haiM, vahAM saMgharSa hai| akele meM saMgharSa hotA hI nhiiN| akelA svecchA se khAe, pIe, rahe, koI prazna nahIM krtaa| vahAM saMgharSa kaise ho? saMgharSa vahAM hotA hai:* jahAM eka dUsare ke svArtha Apasa meM TakarAte haiN| - jahAM vicAroM kA sudUra-vibheda hotA hai| jahAM sva kA hI poSaNa hotA hai| jahAM sAmAnya janatA kI upekSA hotI hai| jahAM adhikAra ayogya vyakti ke hAtha meM hote haiN| jahAM pakSapAta hotA hai| jahAM kArya paddhati avyavasthita aura vizrRMkhalita hotI hai| * saMkSepa meM saMgharSa vahAM hotA hai, jahAM asAdhutA hai| 17

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anubhava kA utpala - samaya ke caraNa smRti ke lie tumhAre pAsa vizAla atIta hai, kalpanA ke lie asIma bhaviSya, para karane ke lie vartamAna hai, jo bahuta hI sImita aura bahuta hI svlp| atIta ko tuma kyA dekhoge? vaha tumhArI ora dekha rahA hai aura dekha rahA hai tumhArI kRtiyoM ko| tuma vartamAna ko dekho, jisase vaha phira tumhArI ora AMkha uThAkara na dekha ske| - -(18)

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( anubhava kA utpala) atIta jaba jhAMkatA hai mujhe caraNa-caraNa para calane meM kaThinAI kA anubhava ho rahA thaa| yadi vartamAna para atIta kA prabhAva na hotA, yadi pravRtti apanA pariNAma na chor3a jAtI, yadi maiM dasa mIla na calA hotA to mujhe kaThinAI kA anubhava nahIM hotaa| merI kaThinAI mujhe sikhA rahI thI ki atIta vartamAna ko prabhAvita karatA hai aura manuSya kI pratyeka pravRtti apanA pariNAma chor3a jAtI hai| ___ - 19 /

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Ji anubhava kA utpala sAMcA prazaMsA kI bhaTTI meM galAkara tuma vyakti ko cAho jaise DhAla sakate ho, para yAda rakho - abhimAna para coTa kI to vaha akar3a jaayegaa| phira vaha TUTa sakatA hai kintu Dhala nahIM sakatA / 20

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anubhava kA utpala Upara bhI dekho maiM jitanA nIce dekhatA hUM, apane-Apa meM utanA hI vizAla lagatA huuN| jaba thor3A Upara dekhatA hUM to merI vizAlatA isa asIma gagana meM vilIna ho jAtI hai| - - - 21 -

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Xun anubhava kA utpala bhAgya - nirNaya o jyotiSi ! mere bhAgya kA nirNaya tuma mujhe hI karane do| tuma mere bhaviSya ko zabdoM ke kaThaghare meM jakar3ane kA yatna mata kro| tuma atIta ke vyAkhyAtA ho sakate ho para bhaviSya kI vyAkhyA kA adhikAra mere hI hAthoM meM rahane do| tuma vizvAsa rakho ki vartamAna para adhikAra rakhane vAlA hI bhaviSya kI vyAkhyA kara sakatA hai| 22

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( anubhava kA utpala Avega apanI sampati meM dhairya hotA hai, para-sampatti meM aaveg| pAnI kA pUra AtA hai, taTavartI vRkSoM ko dharAzAyI karatA calA jAtA hai| parvata ke pAnI kA usameM kyA bigar3A? zobhA nadI kI ghaTI, taTa nadI kA ttuuttaa|

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Jia anubhava kA utpala akhaNDa vyaktitva vahAM sArI bhASAeM mUka bana jAtI haiM, jahAM hRdaya kA vizvAsa bolatA hai| jahAM hRdaya mUka hotA hai vahAM bhASA manuSya kA sAtha nahIM detii| jahAM bhASA hRdaya ko Thagane kA yatna karatI hai vahAM vyaktitva vibhakta ho jAtA hai| akhaNDa vyaktitva vahAM hotA hai jahAM bhASA aura hRdaya meM dvaidha nahIM hotA / 24

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(( anubhava kA utpala) saba kucha dUsaroM para adhika bharosA vahI karatA hai jise apanI zakti para bharosA nahIM hotaa| manuSya jAgakara bhI sotA hai, isakA matalaba hai ki use apane Apa para bharosA nahIM hai| manuSya sokara bhI jAgatA hai, isakA artha hai ki use apane-Apa para bharosA hai| jise apane para bharosA hai, vaha saba kucha hai| - Personal use only w jalnelibrary o

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anubhava kA utpala guptavAda prema pradarzana kI vastu nahIM hai| sarasoM ke pIta meM saundarya kA darzana ho sakatA hai, unameM saurabha kI anubhUti ho sakatI hai, para sneha kI kalpanA nahIM ho sktii| vaha taba prakaTa hotA hai, jaba usake prANa lie jAte haiN| - nAra 26 -

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-- anubhava kA utpala - anubhava kA utpala - - lacIlApana Agraha meM mujhe rasa hai, para AgrahI kahalAUM, yaha mujhe acchA nahIM lagatA, isalie maiM Agraha para anAgraha kA jhola car3hA detA huuN| rUr3hi se maiM mukta nahIM hUM, para rUr3hivAdI kahalAUM, yaha mujhe acchA nahIM lagatA, isalie maiM rUr3hi para parivartana kA jhola car3hA detA huuN|

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anubhava kA utpala sraSTA kauna ? kolAhala hotA hai, hama jaga jAte haiN| zAnti hotI haiM, hama so jAte haiN| yaha hamArI Aropa kI bhASA hai| saca to yaha hai hama jagate haiM tabhI kolAhala hotA hai aura hama sote haiM tabhI zAnti / kolAhala aura zAnti hamArI hI paridhiyAM haiN| 28

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( anubhava kA utpala ) kasauTI eka vyakti acchA hai isalie use acchA mAnUM, yaha merA svArtha hai| jisa ghaTanAoM kI smRtimAtra se siharana paidA hotI hai, A~kheM gIlI ho jAtI haiM, unameM yA to unmAda chipA hotA hai yA aashiirvaad| -

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sundara yA sukhI ? maiM sundara lagatA hUM auroM ko aura duHkhI banatA hUM apane Apa meN| bAharI upakaraNoM se saundarya bar3hatA hai aura sukhI banatA hUM unheM chodd'kr| sukhI ? anubhava kA utpala maiM dUsaroM ke lie sundara banUM yA apane lie 30

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(anubhava kA utpala bAlakrIr3A deva! maiM tumheM DhUMr3hane ko bAhara gayA, taba tuma nahIM diikhe| maiM thakakara apane ghara meM calA aayaa| maiMne vismaya ke sAtha dekhA ki tuma vahAM baiThe ho| maiM sthUla huA, tuma sUkSma ho gye| maiM sUkSma huA, tuma sthUla ho gye| deva! tuma mere sAtha bAla- krIr3A kara rahe ho| isa prakAra tumhArA bar3appana kaise surakSita rahegA?

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Jia anubhava kA uttpala sadAcAra sadAcAra usI ke pIche calatA hai, jo deza, kAla aura paristhiti ke sAmane nahIM jhukatA / deza kAla aura paristhiti se prabhAvita aura parAbhUta hone vAlA kabhI sadAcAra kI prANa-pratiSThA nahIM kara sktaa| 32

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Jia anubhava kA utpala kama adhika antara kI zuddhi kA mahatva apane lie adhika hotA hai, dUsaroM ke lie kama / vyavahAra kI zuddhi kA mahatva apane lie kama hotA hai, dUsaroM ke lie adhika / 33

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- ( anubhava kA utpala) - - ulajhana tuma dUsaroM ko apanI dRSTi se dekhate ho aura apane ko dUsaroM kI dRSTi se| ... tuma dUsaroM ko apanI gaja se nApate ho aura apane ko dUsaroM kI gaja se| yahI to vaha ulajhana hai jisase sArI ulajhaneM janma pAtI haiN| 34.. .

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- anubhava kA utpala) - pArakhI apane rUpa meM saba vastueM zuddha hotI haiN| azuddha vaha hotI hai, jisakA apanA sva kucha dUsarA ho aura dIkhe vaha dUsare rUpa meN| yaha antara aura bAhara kA bheda janatA ko bhulAve meM DAlatA hai| isIlie manuSya ko pArakhI banane kI AvazyakatA huii| nAra _34

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anubhava kA utpala nAra anubhUti kA tAratamya jahAM sAdhya kI pUrti ke lie kaSTa sahA jAtA hai, vahAM Ananda kI anubhUti hotI hai| kaSTa kI anubhUti vahAM hotI hai, jahAM vaha sAdhya kI pUrti ke lie nahIM sahA jaataa| | -

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-(anubhava kA utpala) cIra kalpanA kA cIra patalA hai, usameM se tuma dekha sakate ho para use or3hakara cala nahIM skte| puruSArtha kA cIra itanA saghana hai ki usameM se tuma dekha nahIM sakate, para use or3hakara cala sakate ho| 37 - Jain Education international For Private

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( anubhava kA utpala ) laghu-guru gurutva ne antaH karaNa ko chuA ki manuSya laghu bana gayA aura laghutva ne antaHkaraNa kA sparza kiyA ki vaha guru bana gyaa|

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( anubhava kA utpala sacAI kI samajha jo sAmane hai vaha sacAI kahAM hai ? sacAI vaha hai jo sAmane nahIM hai| __ jo taruNa hai, vaha sacAI ko nagna rUpa meM kaise rakha sakatA hai? aura jo taruNa hai, usake sAmane sacAI nagna rUpa meM kaise upasthita hogI? eka zizu hI sacAI kA nirAvaraNa kara sakatA hai aura eka zizu hI usakA nagna rUpa dekha sakatA hai| bhaya se adhika taruNa kauna hogA, jisake sAmane sacAI apanA dhUMghaTa kabhI nahIM kholatI? abhaya se bar3hakara zizu kauna hogA, jisake sAmane sacAI kabhI apanA rUpa nahIM chipaatii| -39

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Jia anubhava kA utpala eka hI lau manuSya zatru vaha nahIM hai, jo hamAre hI jaisA hai| manuSya jaisA hai ! manuSya manuSya kA zatru nahIM ho sakatA / dIpa Aloka detA hai, bhale phira vaha pUraba kA ho yA pazcima kaa| Aloka Aloka kA zatru nahIM hai| 40

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utthtaa| anubhava kA utpala laghutA kA prasAda yaha saca hai laghu bane binA koI bhI U~cA nahIM jala svatantratA se ghUmatA-phiratA nIce calA AyA / vaha pAtra meM par3A aura tapA ki laghu ho gayA / vASpa bana ananta meM lIna ho gyaa| tape binA kauna laghu ho sakatA hai ? aura binA kauna ananta ko chU sakatA hai ? 41 laghu bane

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- anubhava kA utpala) anubhava kA utpala zraddhA aura tarka tarka apane Apa meM zUnya hai| zraddhA kA utkarSa hI tarka hai| jisa vastu meM zraddhA rama jAtI hai, usakA samarthana sUtra hI tarka hai| Aja kasauTI hai, sonA nhiiN| tarka hai, anubhUti nhiiN| anubhUtihIna tarka kA utanA hI mUlya hai, jitanA sone ke binA kasauTI kaa| - 42

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(anubhava kA utpala) parde ke usa ora / maiM DhUMDha rahA thA bhagavAn ko| bhagavAn DhUMDha rahe the mujhe| akasmAt hama donoM mila ge| na to ve jhuke aura na maiM bhI jhukaa| ve mujhase bar3e nahIM the, maiM unase choTA nahIM thaa| pardA mujhe unase vibhakta kie hue thaa| vaha haTA aura maiM bhagavAn ho gyaa| -

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- anubhava kA utpala ) anubhava kA utpala - - dizA kI khoja jahAM banane aura bigar3ane kA sarvopari mAdhyama kisI dUsare vyakti kI icchA hI hotI hai, vahAM banate bahuta kama haiM, bigar3ate adhika haiN| / 44 mony w janelbrany do

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__ -- anubhava kA anyata anubhava kA utpala jIvana ke naitika-mUlya akiMcana hUM, isIlie maiM mahAn huuN| kAmanAeM sImita haiM, isIlie maiM sukhI huuN| indriyoM para niyaMtraNa rakhatA hUM, isIlie maiM svatantra huuN| kathanI aura karanI meM bheda nahIM jAnatA, isIlie maiM jJAnI huuN| ___ bAharI vastueM mujhe khIMca nahIM sakatI, isIlie maiM sarasa huuN| apanI kamajoriyoM ko dekhatA hUM, isIlie maiM pavitra huuN| sabako Atma-tulya mAnatA hUM, isIlie maiM abhaya

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Qi anubhava kA utpala niyantraNa Aya aura vyaya artha ke sahaja rUpa haiN| Aya ke anupAta se vyaya karane meM adhika khatarA nahIM / vyaya ke anupAta se Aya bar3hAne kI bAta meM gaMbhIra khatarA hai| Aya ke sAdhanoM ko doSapUrNa kie binA vyaya bar3hAne kI bAta saMbhava nahIM hotii| anaitikatA se vahI baca sakatA hai, jo Aya ke srotoM para niyantraNa karane ke sAtha-sAtha vyaya para bhI niyantraNa rkhe| adhika khAnA, adhika mAtrA meM khAnA, adhika vastueM khAnA AvazyakatA kI pUrti nahIM, bhoga-vRtti kA ugra bhAva hai| 46

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anabhava kA utpala Atmalocana Atmalocana vaha hai, jo paralocana kI vRtti ko nirmUla kara de| Atma-nirIkSaNa vaha hai, jo paradoSa-darzana kI dRSTi ko miTA de| dUsaroM kI AlocanA vahI kara sakatA hai, jisameM AtmavismRti kA bhAva prabala hotA hai| dUsaroM ko vahI dekha sakatA hai, jise Atma-darzana kI acchAiyoM kA jJAna nahIM hotaa| ananta dIpamAlAeM bhI vaha Aloka nahIM de sakatI, jo Aloka Atmalocana aura Atma-nirIkSaNa se milatA -

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anubhava kA utpala) kSamA - kSamA kA artha hai- shnaa| sahanA par3e, vaha sAmarthyahInatA hai| sahane ko apanA dharma mAnakara, virodhI bhAva ko sahanA kSamA hai| kSamA zaktizAlI kA astra hai| apanI zakti ke unmAda para niyantraNa rakhanA kSamA hai| paristhitiyoM kI pratikUlatA meM uttejita na honA kSamA hai| dUsaroM ko kSamA denA nahIM jAnatA, vaha tuccha hai| dUsaroM se kSamA lenA nahIM jAnatA, vaha uddaNDa hai| zAnti use milatI hai, jisake hRdaya meM kSamA kA sAgara lhraae| dUsaroM kI kamajoriyoM, aparAdhoM aura bhUloM ko bhulA sake, vahI Ananda kA srota bana sakatA hai| apane aparAdhoM ke lie kSamA mAMgane meM jo na sakucAe, vaha mahAna hai| zAntidUta vahI hai, jo apanI bhUloM se utpanna vedanA ko bhulA dene kA namra anurodha kre| (48

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Qi anubhava kA utpala siddhAnta aura anubhUti Aja AlocakoM kI bharamAra hai| maulika sraSTA kama haiM aura bahuta km| kAraNa saiddhAntikatA adhika hai, anubhUti kama / siddhAntavAditA se AlocanA pratiphalita hotI hai aura anubhUti se maulikatA / siddhAnta se maulikatA nahIM AtI, maulikatA ke AdhAra para siddhAnta sthira hote haiN| 49

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- anubhava kA utpala) - AtmA aura vyavahAra / AtmA ke sAtha vyavahAra kI Takkara hotI hai taba manuSya jitanA kartavyamUr3ha banatA hai, utanA aura kahIM nahIM bntaa| AtmA kI bAta mAnane para vyavahAra TUTatA hai aura vyavahAra sAdhane meM AtmA ko gaMvAnA par3atA hai| aisI sthiti meM pUrNa viveka se kAma lenA caahie| vyavahAra ko kaTu na banAte hue AtmA kI rakSA hI sarvazreSTha hai| AtmA ke sAtha khilavAr3a karane vAlA vyavahAra ko bhI bhalI bhAMti nahIM nibhA sktaa| - -(50)

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Jia anubhava kA utpala UMcAI kI AtmA saphalatA ke sAtha-sAtha bar3hane vAlI laghutA dAyitva ko aura gaMbhIra banA DAlatI hai| sAdhanA se milI UMcAI paramparA se pAI huI UMcAI ko aura bhI UMcAI pradAna karatI hai| sauMpI huI UMcAI nApI jA sakatI hai| vaha U~cAI kA zarIra hai| sAdhanA kI UMcAI, UMcAI kI AtmA hai| vaha amApya hotI hai| 51

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- anubhava kA utpala bhUla aura yathArtha bhUla kyA hai? sAdhya ke pratikUla jo hai, vaha bhUla hai| sAdhya kA nirNaya kie binA, bhUla yA yathArtha kA nirNaya nahIM hotaa| sAdhya ke nizcita hone para jo sAdhya ke anukUla hotA hai, use hama yathArtha aura sAdhya ke pratikUla hotA hai, use bhUla kahate haiN| -(52)

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anubhava kA utpala zraddhA zraddhA kA itihAsa AMsuoM kI syAhI se likhA gayA hai| jahAM bhakta kA hRdaya bhakti ke udreka se pighala jAtA hai, vahAM vaha bhagavAn ko bhI pighAla detA hai| jahAM tarkoM kI karkazatA hotI hai, vahAM ApasI sambandha sarasa ho nahIM paate| ekAtmakatA kA udaya vizvAsa kI bhUmikA meM hI hotA hai aura vahAM sArA dvaidha vilIna ho jAtA hai| AsAnI se yA kaThinAI se milane vAle saba svAdoM kA anubhava karane para bhI jisane zraddhA kA svAda nahIM cakhA, usakA janma bekAra hai / zraddhe ! terA prANakoza atyanta sukumAra hone para bhI tU unhIM vyaktiyoM se anurAga karatI hai jo bhayaMkara kaSToM ke tUphAna meM aDola rahate hoM- yaha bar3A Azcarya hai / 53

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anubhava kA utpala sAdhya ke lie sAdhya kI prApti ke lie apanA samarpaNa hI anuzAsana hai| sAdhyahIna ke lie koI anuzAsana nahIM hotaa| Apa jise anuzAsita karanA cAheM, usake lie pahale sAdhya nizcita kiijie| - manuSya sAdhya ke lie jItA hai aura usI ke lie maratA hai| -

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- anubhava kA utpala, niyantraNa aura zodhana samAja kA niyantraNa ho sakatA hai, zodhana nhiiN| zodhana vyakti-vyakti kA hotA hai| sattA se sAmUhika parivartana ho sakatA hai, kintu vaha kevala bAharI AkAra kA hotA hai| upadeza yA samajhAne se vaiyaktika parivartana hotA hai, kintu vaha hRdaya kA hotA hai| sattA kA Adeza hotA hai| use koI cAhe yA na cAhe, TAla nahIM sktaa| dharma kA upadeza hotA hai, use na cAhe, vaha TAla sakatA hai| eka meM vivazatA hai, dUsare meM hRdaya kI svtntrtaa| svatantratA ke lie upadeza caahie| nA

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-- anubhava kA utpana) anubhava kA utpala adhyAtma AkAMkSA kA abhAva adhyAtma hai| vikAra kA abhAva adhyAtma hai| cAritrika-karmaNyatA adhyAtma hai| akarmaNyatA alasatA nahIM kintu nivRtti hai adhyaatm| adhyAtma kA carama yA parama rUpa hai- akarmaNyatA yAni dUsare padArtha ke sahayoga kA asviikaar| sarvathA Atma-nirbharatA, yaha mukta-sthiti hai| jIvana kAla meM karmaNyatA meM akarmaNyatA kA jo aMza hai, vaha adhyAtma hai athavA karmaNyatA meM asat karmaNyatA kA jo abhAva hai, vaha adhyAtma hai| adhyAtmavAda se AkAMkSA kI tRpti nahIM, usakA abhAva ho sakatA hai| .

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-- anubhava kA utpala ) anubhava kA utpala samadarzana asaMyama meM bAhya niyantraNa rahatA hai, isIlie asaMyamI dUsaroM ke sAmane anyAya karane meM jhijhakatA hai| saMyama meM apanA niyantraNa hotA hai, isIlie saMyamI ekAnta meM bhI anyAya nahIM krtaa| nAra _ For e (57) rsonal Use Only www.jainelibrary

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- anubhava kA utpala ) Atma-darzana para-niyantraNa kI apekSA Atma-niyantraNa adhika uttama hai| dUsaroM ko anAvazyaka kahane meM apanI mAnasika viDambanA hotI hai| Atma-doSa-darzana kI vRtti sabase adhika jaTila hai| apanI bhUla sudhAra ke lie sabase sarala aura acchA mArga Atma-doSa-darzana hai| (58)

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(( anubhava kA utpala) maryAdA - zraddhA ke yuga meM pratyeka maryAdA kI surakSA apane Apa meM thii| yuga kAphI badala cukaa| tarka ke yuga meM ve sahaja kAryakara nahIM rhiiN| jisa sthiti ko jaba badalanA cAhie, vaha ThIka samaya meM badala jAye to pariNAma acchA AtA hai| use Age sarakAne kA yatna hotA hai to vaha badalatI avazya hai, kintu pratikriyA ke saath| kAryakara maryAdA vahI hai, jise pAlane vAloM kI zraddhA prApta ho|

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-- anubhava kA utpala) anubhava kA utpala AL yahAM aura vahAM dharma paraloka sudhArane ke lie hai- yaha saca hai, kintu adhuuraa| dharma se vartamAna jIvana bhI sudharanA cAhie! vaha zAnta aura pavitra honA caahie| apavitra AtmA meM dharma kahAM se ThaharegA? usakA Alaya pavitra jIvana hI hai| jise dharma-ArAdhanA ke dvArA yahAM zAnti nahIM milI, use Age kaise milegI? jisane dharma ko ArAdhA, usane donoM loka ArAdha lie| vartamAna jIvana meM aMdherA hI aMdherA dekhane vAle kevala bhAvI jIvana ke lie dharma karate haiM, ve bhUle hue haiN| nAra -(60)

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-- anuSya kA ala) - anubhava kA utpala) eka sAtha nahIM vilAsI jIvana meM dhana camakatA hai| sAdagIpUrNa jIvana meM vrata camakate haiN| dhana aura vrata donoM eka sAtha nahIM camaka skte| nyAya sAdhanoM dvArA jIvana-nirvAha yogya dhana mila jAtA hai kintu ADambara aura vilAsa yogya dhana nahIM miltaa| vilAsa ke lie dhana kA atireka aura usake lie anyAyapUrNa tarIkoM kA avalambana hotA hai, vrata TUTa jAte haiN| -(61 Canal Use only w garnituran oro

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- anubhava kA utpala ) - - pracAra vikAsa kA vAstavika krama yahI hai- jo soe hue haiM, unheM jagAo, jo jAge hue haiM, unheM pragati kI ora le jaao| pracAra apane Apa meM na guNa hai aura na doSa! zuddha sAdhya kI upalabdhi ke lie zuddha sAdhanoM dvArA sAdhanA ke krama ko prakAza meM lAnA pracAra hai aura vaha burA to kisI prakAra nahIM hai| - 62

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bhoga aura tyAga bhoga samAja kI saMghAtaka yA saMghaTaka - zakti hai aura tyAga vighAtaka yA vighaTaka zakti / anubhava kA utpala bhoga samAja kI apekSA hai aura tyAga usakI 'ati' kA niyantraNa / bhoga AtmA kA vikAra hai aura tyAga AtmA kA svarUpa ! 63

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Qi anubhava kA utpala yaha kaisA svAda ? mere yA mere priya vyakti ke bAre meM koI zikAyata kare, vaha mujhe priya nahIM lgtaa| dUsaroM kI zikAyata meM mujhe svayaM ruci hai, patA nahIM, yaha kaisA svAda hai ? pratyeka pravRtti bahuta hI cintanapUrvaka honI cAhie / tAtkAlika pravRtti meM Aveza hotA hai, isalie usakA pariNAma prAyaH iSTa nahIM hotA / 64 VAPRICUM SULAWIEN

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Ji anubhava kA utpala isa prakAra DorI ko isa prakAra khIMco ki gAMTha na pdd'e| apane ko isa prakAra calAo ki lar3AI na ho| bAloM ko isa prakAra saMvAroM ki ulajhana na bne| vicAroM ko isa prakAra DhAlo ki bhir3anta na ho| tAtparya kI bhASA meM AkSepa aura AkramaNa kI nIti mata barato / usase gAMTha ghulatI hai, yuddha chir3ate haiM, bAla ulajhate haiM aura cinagAriyAM uchalatI haiN| 65

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Quan anubhava kA utpala bahu-niSThA maiMne socA- yaha bahuniSThA phira kyA balA hai ? uttara kI apekSA thI para de kauna ? bhagavAn ne kaha " diyA- " aNegacitte khalu ayaM - purise" / aba eka-niSThA kI bAta kaise kI jAe ? eka-niSTha Akhira hai kauna? rAnI ne rAjA ko dhokhA diyA, mahAvata ne rAnI ko aura vezyA ne mahAvata ko / kAmanA kA kSetra hI aisA hai| pahale lagAva hotA hai, phira sandeha aura nirAzA / nirAzA se pare jo hai, vaha brahmacarya hai| jahAM AzA hI nahIM, vahAM nirAzA kaisI ? yahI hai eka nisstthaa| yahAM pahuMca kara hI maiMne samajhA, uttara pAyA, bahu-niSThA kyA hai ? 66

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Qi anubhava kA utpala zAMti aura AkAMkSA bhautaka jIvana kA stara U~cA hogA, AvazyakatAeM bar3heMgI, zAnti kama hogii| adhyAtmika jIvana unnata hogA, AvazyakatAeM kama hoMgI, zAnti bar3heMgI / AvazyakatA hai vahAM zrama hogA, azAnti nahIM / AvazyakatA kI pUrti sambhava hai, AkAMkSA kI pUrti asambhava / padArtha ke abhAva meM azAnti aura bhAva meM zAnti aisI vyApti nahIM bntii| mAnasika niyantraNa se mAnasika sAmya hotA hai aura vahI zAnti hai / mAnasika aniyantraNa se mAnasika vaiSamya bar3hatA hai, vahI azAnti hai| jahAM AkAMkSA hai, vahAM azAnti hai aura jahAM AkAMkSA nahIM hai, vahAM zAnti hai| 67

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- anubhava kA utpala ) - anubhava kA utpala ahiMsA, aparigraha aura adhyAtma zoSaNa kA mUla jIvana kI AvazyakatAeM nahIM, mAnasika atRpti hai| ahiMsA kA AdhAra kAyaratA nahIM, abhaya, samatA aura saMyama hai| aparigrahI vaha nahIM hai, jo daridra hai| aparigrahI vaha hai, jo tyAgI hai| adhyAtmavAda se AvazyakatA kI pUrti nahIM, usakI pUrti ke sAdhanoM kA vikAra miTa sakatA hai| __ adhyAtma se padArtha kI prApti nahIM hotI, prApta padArtha para hone vAlA mamakAra yA bandhana chUTa sakatA hai|

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anubhava kA utpala zAnti kaise mile? zAnti kaise mile? yaha eka prazna hai, jo sabase bar3A aura pahalA prazna hai| eka chora samRddhi kA hai, dUsarA garIbI kaa| donoM ora dhvani hotI hai- zAnti kaise mile? garIboM ke pAsa dhana nahIM hai, unheM dhana ke bhItarI rUpa kA paricaya nahIM hai| ve usake bAharI rUpa para jhUmate haiN| unake lie abhI sarvopari AkarSaNa dhana hai| ve kahate haiM- zAnti kaise mile? isakA artha hai ki dhana kaise mile? __ dhanI loga dhana kA bhItarI rUpa dekha cuke haiN| ve jAnate haiM, dhana aura saba kucha detA hai, acchI roTI, acchA kapar3A, acchA makAna para vizvAsa ko nigala jAtA hai aura caTa kara jAtA hai prema ko| dhanI ko apane beTe kA bhI vizvAsa nahIM hotA aura prema nahIM hotA apanI patnI se bhii| vizvAsa aura prema kI garIbI meM unakI antarAtmA pukAra uThatI hai- zAnti kaise mile? isakA artha hai ki vizvAsa aura prema kaise mile? garIba dhana ke lie tar3apa rahe haiM aura dhanI tar3apa rahe haiM vizvAsa aura prema ke lie| zAnti milI usako jo na garIba thA aura na amIra, kintu jisake pAsa thA- vizvAsa aura prem|

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- anubhava kA utpala prema ho, vikAra nahIM prema bhale ho, vikAra nahIM caahie| prema kA artha hai- AtmA ke prati AtmA kA aakrssnn| vaha dehagAmI hote hI vikAra bana jAtA hai| jo vikAra se Apasa meM baMdhate haiM, ve eka dUsare kA aniSTa karate haiN| vikArI ko viyoga satAtA hai| usase pala-pala zarIra, mana aura AtmA kI zakti kSINa hotI hai| zakti ko kSINa banAkara koI bhI sammAnapUrNa jIvana nahIM jI sktaa| prema kA mArga isase bhinna hai| usameM kSetra aura kAla kA alagAva nahIM hotaa| vaha vyApaka hai| prema karane vAlA Atmaupamya kI dRSTi se sabako saba jagaha dekhatA hai| vikAra viSa kA ghar3A hai| usa para amRta kA Dhakkana lagA hai| vikAra kA Arambha madhu-bhAva se hotA hai aura usakA anta kaTu-bhAva meN| .. prema amRta se DhakA amRta kA ghar3A hai| usake Arambha aura anta donoM madhura haiN| dUsaroM ke saundarya (caitanya-vikAsa) para jhUma uTho para kisI kI camar3I yA banAvaTa meM Ananda mata lo| daihika saundarya eka dina miTa jaayegaa| vikArI dila phaTa jaayeNge| phira eka dUsare ke doSa kA rahasya khulegaa| _ AtmA kA saundarya amiTa hai| usakA prema jAgane para phira nahIM sotaa| jise saba priya hai, vaha kisI ko vikAra kI ora nahIM le jaataa| priya vaha nahIM jo dUsaroM ko vikAra kI ora khiiNce| priya vahI hai jo dUsaroM ke viveka ko jagAye, Ananda kI sIkha de| -(70)

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( anubhava kA utpala ) priya kauna? brahmacarya mujhe priya hai| isalie mujhe vahI vyakti priya hogA jise brahmacarya priya ho| priyatA ruci kI samatA se phalatI hai| apriyatA kisI se bhI nahIM honI caahie| kintu apriyatA kA abhAva aura priyatA Adi se anta taka eka hI nahIM hai| apriyatA ke abhAva se Age kI eka vizeSa manodazA sAtvika anurAgAtmaka hai- priyatA hai| priya vaha nahIM jo ApAta-bhadra mArga meM le jaae| ho sakatA hai vaha mohavaza priya lage, kintu burI Adata jo DAle, vaha pariNAma virasatA ke kSaNoM meM priya banA rahe, yaha sambhava nahIM lgtaa| Akhira zraddhA vahAM panapatI hai jo asat se sat kI ora le jaae| pahale kSaNa meM heya kA mArga bhale apriya lage kintu priyatA kA sthira-pada vahI hai| vAsanA kA AkarSaNa manuSya meM riktatA paidA karatA hai aura vaha vAsanA se kabhI bharatI nhiiN| vaha riktatA manuSya ko baicena banA detI hai| vahI baicenI use vAsanA-hIna mArga kI ora jAne ko prerita karatI hai| zraddhA aura vAsanA ke mArga bhinna haiMyaha spaSTa ho jAtA hai| (71)

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- anubhava kA utpala ) brahmacarya kI phalazruti kAma vAsanA eka tIvra manovikAra hai| krodha, bhaya aura zoka kA jaise burA asara hotA hai, vaise hI vAsanA-vega se zarIra roga- grasta aura vikAramaya bana jAtA hai| yaha vikAra pahale mana meM utpanna hotA hai| isIlie vaha "manoja" yA "saMkalpa-yoni" kahalAtA hai| sAdhaka ne kahA kAma! jAnAmi te rUpaM, saMkalpAt kila jaayse| na tvAM saMkalpayiSyAmi, ato me na bhaviSyasi // kAma! maiM jAna gayA, tU saMkalpa se paidA hotA hai| maiM terA saMkalpa hI nahIM karUMgA, phira tU mere mana meM kaise paidA hogA? kintu yaha saca hai- sAre sthUlibhadra aura sudarzana nahIM hote| sAdhAraNa loga bhoga kA saMkalpa karate haiN| usakA aniSTa pariNAma bhogate haiN| kAma-vAsanA kA aniSTa-pariNAma pradhAnatayA vAta-vaha-maNDala aura antaHsrAvaka piNDoM para hotA hai| kAma vAsanA tIvra hotI hai to usakA pariNAma bahuta bhayaMkara hotA hai| kAmI loga bAhara se sthUla lagate haiM, unakI antara kI zaktiyAM kSINa ho jAtI haiN| brahmacArI kI vizeSatA hai-Atma-bala, pratibhA aura dRr3ha sNklp|

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anubhava kA utpala prema kisase? vAgdevate! maiM vidyA pradhAna hUM- yaha loka-pakSa hai| merA nijI pakSa yaha nahIM hai| merI mAnyatAnusAra maiM caritra pradhAna huuN| maiM caritra ko jIvana kA sarvopari sarvasva mAnatA rahA huuN| vidyA mujhe kama priya nahIM hai kintu use maiM caritra se abhinna hI mAnatA huuN| eka zabda meM caritra kA artha hai- brhmcry| bhagavAn ne AcAra ko brahmacarya kahA hai| jisane brahmacarya ko kho diyA, vaha AcAra ko nahIM nibhA sktaa| isa mAne meM vaha sahI hai| mere lie brahmacarya kA prazna mahatvapUrNa hai| merA bhalA isI meM hai ki maiM kisI se prema na karUM yA unhIM se karUM jo svayaM brahmaniSTha hoM aura mujhe apane sAdhya kI ora Age le jaaeN| (73)

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nahIM hai| anubhava kA utpala prema kaise ? vAgdevate ! tU mujhe bahuta priya hai kintu yaha kalevara mujhe priya priya hai terI AtmA / kalevara ko chUne vAle bahuta haiN| unase terI zobhA Aja taka nahIM bar3hI hai| maiM terI AtmA kA iSTa banUM, yaha merI sAdha hai| yaha jIvana amRta kA ghar3A hai| sArI zaktiyAM isameM svayaM saMcita haiN| abrahmacarya kA cheda unheM kSaraNazIla banA detA hai| phira manuSya korA DhAMcA raha jAtA hai / pratibhA kI sUkSmatA, AtmA kA bala, saiddhAntika sthiratA aura Atma-vizvAsa- ye sAre cale jAte haiN| vAgdevate ! nahIM / terI mahimA isI meM hai ki tU mujhe apane priya sAdhya kI ora le jaae| merI garimA isI meM hai ki maiM terI vizada - khyAti kA hetu bnuuN| maiM tujhe apane meM niSTha huA dekhanA cAhatA huuN| maiM jAnatA hUM niSThA meM vinimaya nahIM hotA / dUsare ko svaniSTha banAne vAla tanniSTha na bane, vaha vaMcanA hai - ise maiM asvIkAra nahIM karatA / maiM cAhatA hUM- terI aura merI niSThA samadezIya ho / maiM tujhe pAUM to brahma ke sAtha-sAtha pAUM, nahIM to 74

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-- anubhava kA utpala) anubhava kA utpala L prema ke pratIka mere sAdhya haiM ve sthUlabhadra , jo kozA ke kamanIya hAva-bhAva aura zRMgAra se lava bhara bhI vicalita nahIM hue| mere sAdhya haiM ve sthUlabhadra, jinhoMne kozA kI bAMkI citavana kI avahelanA kara ddaalii| "acchi picchiyAI kosA na jeNa gnniyaaii|" mere sAdhya haiM ve vijaya, jinakI kAma-vijaya Aja bhI hameM vijaya ke lie abhiyAna kI preraNA de sakatI hai| mere sAdhya haiM ve vijaya, jinakA bheda-cintana abheda ko dekha hI nahIM paayaa| vaha apavAda hI rhaa| mere sAdhya haiM ve sudarzana, jinake caitanya dIpa ko pralaya-pavana na bujhA sakA aura jinheM mauta na DarA skii| mere sAdhya haiM ve sudarzana, jo kAjala kI koTharI meM baiThakara bhI kAlikha se bace aura jina para kajarArI AMkheM kAlikha nahIM pota skiiN| -75)

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anubhava kA utpala bhaviSya-darzana bhaviSya ko ujjvala banAnA cAhe, use brahmacArI rahanA hI hogaa| brahmacarya taba AtA hai jaba saMyama ho| saMyama kA AdhAra dayA hai| dayA lajjA se TikatI hai| abrahmacarya ApAta-priya bhale lage, pariNAma-priya nahIM hai| vizuddha prema vahI hai, jahAM daihika vikAra na ho| sthAyI prema vahI hotA hai, jo vizuddha ho| hamArA bhalA isI meM hai ki hama indriya aura mana ko jiiteN| balAt brahmacarya kI bhAvanA paidA nahIM kI jA sktii| indriya para kvacit niyantraNa kiyA jA sakatA hai| mana ko nahIM bAMdhA jA sktaa| brahmacarya hRdaya badalane para hI A sakatA hai| maiM apanA hRdaya kaise badalUM? yaha merA apanA prazna hai| dUsare kA hRdaya kaise badalUM? yaha samasyA hai| kamI merI apanI hai| merA saMyama itanA paripakka nahIM, samasyA yahI hai| merA saMyama sudRDha ho to dUsare para usakA asara hue binA nahIM raha sktaa| jo dUsaroM ko saMyata banAnA cAhe, use svayaM adhika saMyata bananA caahie| (76)

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( anubhava kA utpala) -"IL brahmacarya aura ahiMsA maiM ahiMsaka hUM, ahiMsA merA sAdhana hai, abheda merA sAdhya hai| maiM satya-niSTha hUM, satya merA sAdhana hai, pavitratA merA sAdhya hai| maiM brahmacArI hUM, brahmacarya merA sAdhana hai, brahma-ramaNa merA sAdhya hai| ahiMsA satya se vyApta hai, satya ahiMsA se| brahmacarya donoM se vyApta hai| brahmacarya meM merI zraddhA dRr3ha hotI hai to ahiMsA aura satya kA vikAsa hotA hai| brahmacarya meM zithilatA AtI hai to satya TUTatA hai aura ahiMsA bhii| brahmacarya ko ThIka rakhe binA maiM na satya-niSTha bana sakatA hUM aura na ahiMsaka bhii| hiMsA aura asatya donoM kI jar3a vAsanA hai| brahmacarya kA artha hai- vAsanA kA ucched| kArya vyakta hotA hai, vAsanA chipI rahatI hai| kArya-nirodha saMyama se hotA hai, vAsanA dhulatI hai ahiMsA se| ahiMsA yAnI smtaa| samatA yAnI aatm-drshn| jo apane meM, dUsare meM, saba meM AtmA ko dekhatA hai, AtmA meM paramAtmA ko dekhatA hai, vaha brahmacArI bana jAtA hai| brahmacarya se. ahiMsA AtI hai aura ahiMsA se brhmcry| donoM eka hI sAdhya ke do pArzva haiN| inameM paurvAparya nahIM hai| - - - - 77

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anubhava kA utpala CIRCH AtmA aura paramAtmA "yaH paramAtmA sa evAhaM"- jo paramAtmA hai, vaha maiM hUM aura jo maiM hUM, vahI paramAtmA hai| hamArA vizvAsa haiAtmA hI paramAtmA hai| AtmA aura paramAtmA ke bIca bhaya, ghRNA, Asakti aura vikAra- ye dIvAreM haiN| isakA nirmANa AvaraNa kI IMToM se hotA hai| hara manuSya hI nahIM, hara jIvita vastu AtmA hai| usa para zarIra kA AvaraNa hai| jo AvaraNa ko hI dekhatA hai, vaha bhaya, ghRNA, Asakti aura vikAra se bhara jAtA hai| hama abhaya bananA cAheM, svastha aura nirvikAra bananA cAheM to Atma-darzana kA abhyAsa bddh'aaeN| jisase hameM ghRNA hai, Dara hai, Asakti hai aura vikAra hai, usameM AtmA virAjamAna hai| usa AtmA meM hamArA iSTa deva paramAtmA virAjamAna hai| paramAtmA kA bhakta kyA paramAtmA se DaregA? kyA vaha paramAtmA se ghRNA karegA? kyA vaha use Asakti aura vikAra kA hetu banAegA? 78

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Jia anubhava kA utpala zeSa kyA hai ? vaha kyA hai, jo abhI bAkI hai ? yaha socUM yA yaha socUM ki vaha kyA nahIM hai jo abhI bAkI hai| jo karanA cAhie, vaha lagabhaga sArA kA sArA bAkI hai| jo nahIM karanA cAhie, vaha kitanA bAkI hai yA nahIM hai, yaha kauna jAne ? sAdhanA meM AyA, kucha karane lgaa| usameM mana ramA, kucha Age bddh'aa| saphalatA ke kSaNoM meM dekhatA hUM karanA abhI bahuta bAkI hai| azeSa durbalatA miTa jAe, taba kucha bhI karanA zeSa nahIM rhegaa| jaba taka durbalatA zeSa hai, taba taka kRtya bhI zeSa rhegaa| 79

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____(anubhava kA utpala) anubhava kA utpala - icchA aura sukha jisakI sArI kAmanAeM miTa cukIM, vaha kitanA sukhI hogA? yaha anubhava kI vANI hai| tarka se isakA koI lagAva nhiiN| jo apane ko akiMcana mAnatA hai vaha tIna loka kA adhipati hai| jo saba para mamatva rakhatA hai vahI sabase bar3A daridra hai| tarka kI bhASA meM jo adhika sampanna hai, vaha adhika sukhI hai| kintu vastu satya aisA nahIM hai| __bahuta sAre loga sAdhana sampanna hote hue bhI tilamilA kara jIte haiN| bahuta sAre sAdhanahIna hote hue bhI Ananda kA jIvana jIte haiN| jo pUrA sukhI hotA hai usameM icchA nahIM hotii| jisameM icchA hotI hai, vaha pUrA sukha nahIM hotaa| icchA sukha kI kamI kA cihna hai|

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- anubhava kA apanA anubhava kA utpala D OORDAR maiMne kyA kiyA? AMkha khulI hotI hai, taba apane ko dhanya mAnatA huuN| jise dekhanA cAhie, use nahIM bhI dekhtaa| kintu jo nahIM dekhanA cAhie, use bar3e pyAra se dekhatA huuN| AMkha mUMdane para vartamAna bhUta se pUcha baiThatA hai- maiMne kyA kiyA? jIbha calatI hai, taba anirvacanIya sukha kI anubhUti hotI hai| kisalie khAnA cAhie? yaha siddhAnta usakI tahoM meM chipa jAtA hai| svAdapUrNa vastu khAnA mAnoM jIvana kA sAdhya ho, vaise khA jAtA hUM| AmAzaya para kitanA bojha DAlA, yaha bhI khyAla nahIM rhtaa| pAnI pIne ke samaya, phUlI huI AMteM mujhe cauMkA detI hai- yaha maiMne kyA kiyA? ___ mana meM hilora uThatI hai| kalpanA kI pITha para savAra ho ananta kI ora ur3a jAtA huuN| Ananda kI dhAra baha calatI hai| isa chora se usa chora pala meM ghUma AtA huuN| samajhane lagatA hUM- maiM saphala ho gyaa| mana zAnta hotA hai aura yathArtha kI nukIlI dhAra mujhe kharoMcane laga jAtI hai| moha kA chilakA haTate hI dila ro uThatA hai- hAya! yaha maiMne kyA kiyA?

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_ -- anubhava kA utpala) anubhava kA utpala sundara banUM vaha kyA hai, jo maiM nahIM kara sktaa| saba kucha kara sakatA huuN| para karatA utanA hI hUM jitanA ki prakAza milatA hai| vaha kyA hai, jo maiM kara sakatA hUM para nahIM kara rahA huuN| ___ maiM bhalI bhAMti jAnatA hUM ki yaha acchA hai, yaha buraa| hita aura ahita kA viveka mujhe milA hai| mere AcArya ne do akSara kA bodha dene kA mujha para anugraha bhI kiyA hai, para zeSa hai abhI sundara bnnaa| ___ maiM sundara nahIM hUM, isakA mujhe gaurava hai| vaha isalie hai ki mere lie bahuta jAla nahIM bichAe jaate| zarIra kA saundarya asatya hai| merA saMkalpa hai- satya banUM, ziva bnuuN| aisA nahIM banatA hUM, taba taka saba kucha nahIM de sktaa| maiM sundara banakara hI kucha de sakatA huuN| kiyA na kiyA saba samAna hai- jaba taka maiM sundara na bnuuN| zeSa yahI hai- maiM sundara bnuuN| - 82

Page #99
( anubhava kA utpala nyAya kI bhIkha nyAya aura anyAya ke gIta gAnA chodd'o| apanI durbalatA ke atirikta aura anyAya hai bhI kyA? _ nyAya hai zakti, nyAya hai sattA aura nyAya hai adhikaar| jinake pAsa zakti, sattA aura adhikAra nahIM haiM, ve nyAya kI bhIkha mAMgate hI rheNge|

Page #100
anubhava kA utpala cAha aura rAha manuSya meM pariNAma ke prati jo abhilASA hotI hai, vaha kAraNa ke prati nahIM hotii| vaha svarga cAhatA hai, svarga kI sAdhanA nahIM cAhatA / 84

Page #101
( anubhava kA utpala parakha parIkSA ke lie zarIra bala apekSita nahIM hai| vaha buddhi bala se hotI hai| zarIra-bala jahAM kAma nahIM detA vahAM buddhi-bala saphala ho jAtA hai|

Page #102
unmukhatA kidhara vimukhatA se dUrI bar3hatI hai aura unmukhatA se sAmIpya hotA hai| kalakattA se hama cale aura ghusar3I Aye / kalakattA cAra mIla dUra thA aura dillI ATha sau ikyAsI mIla | kintu hama dillI ke unmukha the aura kalakattA kI ora pITha kiye hue cala rahe the| hamane dekhA, eka dina dillI cAra mIla dUra hai aura kalakattA ATha sau ikyAsI mIla / Qi anubhava kA utpala 86

Page #103
- anubhava kA utpala) smRti aura vismRti kucha bAteM aisI hotI haiM, jinheM sadA yAda rakhanA caahie| kucha bAteM aisI hotI haiM, jinheM tatkAla bhulA denA caahie| yAda rakhane kI bAteM ve hI nahIM hotI, jo priya haiN| aura bhulA dene kI bhI ve hI nahIM hotIM, jo apriya haiN| ve priya aura apriya donoM prakAra kI bAteM yAda rakhane kI hotI haiM, jo jIvana para apanA asara chor3a jaayeN| ve priya aura apriya bAteM bhulA dene kI hotI haiM, jinakA jIvana para koI prabhAvotpAdaka pariNAma nahIM hotaa| -87) -87

Page #104
-- anubhava kA utpala ) ( anubhava kA utpala - jIvana ke pIche jIvana aura kyA hai? deha aura prANoM kI cetanA ke sAtha jo samanviti hai, vahI to hai| jo jIyA jAtA hai, vahI jIvana nahIM hai| jisase jiyA jAtA hai, vaha bhI jIvana hai| khAye binA koI nahIM jItA, yaha jitanA saca hai, utanA hI nhiiN| usase kahIM adhika saca yaha hai ki khAne meM saMyama rakhe binA koI nahIM jiitaa| saMyama jIvana hI nahIM kintu jIvana kA bhI jIvana - AD nA - 8

Page #105
Quan anubhava kA utpala jyotirmaya jyotihIna jIvana bhI zreya nahIM hai aura jyotihIna mRtyu bhI zreya nahIM hai| jyotirmaya jIvana bhI zreya hai aura jyotirmaya mRtyu bhI zreya hai| vIra patnI vidulA ne apane putra se kahA - " bichaune para par3e-par3e sar3ane kI apekSA yadi tU eka kSaNa bhI apane parAkrama kI jyoti prakaTa karake mara jAyegA to acchA hogA / " 89

Page #106
anubhava kA utpala mRtyu mahotsava saphalatA jIvana meM hotI hai para mRtyu sabase bar3I saphalatA hai| jisakI mRtyu utkarSa meM na ho, Ananda kI anubhUti meM na ho, usake jIvana kI saphalatA viphalatA meM pariNata ho jAtI hai| 90

Page #107
-- anubhava kA utpala ) ( anubhava kA utpala) mUlyAMkana jo kucha acchA kArya hotA hai usakA apane-Apa meM mUlya hotA hai kintu janatA ke dvArA usakA mUlyAMkana tabhI hotA hai jaba vaha usa taka pahuMca paaye| T

Page #108
- - / anubhava kA utpala. kAmya aura akAmya ruci kI apekSA saca yaha hai ki jIvana kAmya hai, mRtyu akaamy| AcaraNa kI apekSA saca yaha hai jise jIvana kAmya hai, use mRtyu bhI kAmya hai aura jise mRtyu akAmya hai, use jIvana bhI akAmya hai| 92

Page #109
-- anubhava kA apana) -anubhava kA utpala gaharI DubakI jitanA prayatna par3hane kA hotA hai, utanA usake Azaya ko samajhane kA nahIM hotaa| jitanA prayatna likhane kA hotA hai, utanA tathyoM ke yathArtha saMkalana kA nahIM hotaa| ___ apane prati anyAya ho, isakA jitanA prayatna hotA hai, utanA dUsaroM ke prati nyAya karane kA nahIM hotaa| gaharI DubakI lagAne vAlA gotAkhora jo pA sakatA hai, vaha samudra kI jhAMkI pAne vAlA nahIM pA sktaa| me any w jamaiores

Page #110
anubhava kA utpala) camatkAra ko namaskAra duniyA camatkAra ko namaskAra karatI hai| vyakti nahIM pUjA jAtA, zakti pUjI jAtI hai| pUrNimA ke cA~da kI pUjA nahIM hotI, dUja kA cA~da pUjA jAtA hai| |

Page #111
anubhava kA utpala kalA kalA Akhira vastu kyA hai? AkarSaka zakti kA jo aMza hai, vahI to kalA hai| prakRti meM kalA hai, caitanya meM bhI | AcAra meM kalA hai, vicAroM meM bhI / sat ke kaNa-kaNa meM kalA kI abhivyakti hai| sabase bar3I kalA hai dUsaroM ke hRdaya kA sparza krnaa| usa kalA kA mUlya kaise AMkA jAye jo dUsaroM ke hRdaya taka pahuMca hI nahIM sakatI / 95

Page #112
- anubhava kA utpala anAvRta mana kI zuddhi aura dila kI bhalAI na mile to sApha-sutharA zarIra aura mRdu muskAna kevala dhokhA hai| phaTe-cithar3e aura rUkhA vyavahAra mahattA ko Dhaka nahIM skte| -96

Page #113
- anubhava kA utpala namratA dUsaroM ke guNoM ke prati jo anurAga aura apanI vRttiyoM meM jo mRdutA hotI hai, vahI namratA hai| burAI yA anyAya ke sAmane jhukanA namratA nahIM, kAyaratA hai| -97

Page #114
- anubhava kA utpanna / - anubhava kA utpala dvaita jahAM dvaita hai vahAM paraspara sApekSatA Avazyaka hai|ek ko samajhane ke lie dUsaroM ko samajhanA hI hogaa| jahAM eka hI hotA hai, vahAM samajhane kI sthiti nahIM bntii| eka aneka-sApekSa hotA hai aura aneka ek-saapekss| -98

Page #115
-- anubhava kA utpala anubhava kA utpala ) - advaita abheda ekatA nahIM, samatA hai| samatA kA hI dUsarA rUpa hai- ektaa| isakA phalita hotA hai ki dvaita meM samatA kI bhAvanA hI advaita kI paribhASA hai|

Page #116
- anubhava kA utpala paNDita aura sAdhaka pazu aura paNDita meM jitanA bheda hai, utanA hI bheda paNDita aura sAdhaka meM hai| pazu ahiMsA kI bhASA nahIM jAnatA jabaki paNDita jAnatA hai| sAdhaka vaha hai, jo usakI bhASA jAnane taka hI na rahe, usakI sAdhanA kre| Arya! tU brahmacArI honA cAhatA hai to tU saba kucha usI ke lie kr| AsvAda ke lie mata sUMgha, AsvAda ke lie mata dekha, AsvAda ke lie mata cakha, AsvAda ke lie mata suna aura AsvAda ke lie mata cintana kr| -(900)

Page #117
:...:- ( anubhava kA utpala kRtajJatA kRtajJatA ke do zabdoM kA mUlya vaha nahIM AMka sakatA, jo kevala lenA hI jaane| jisake pAsa kRtajJatA ke do zabda bhI dene ko na ho, usase daridra kauna hogA? eka puSpa apane upAdAnoM se utanA bhinna ho hI nahIM pAtA ki vaha unake prati kRtajJatA jJApita kre| :

Page #118
anubhava kA utpala ) tarka kI sImA pratyakSa yA sIdhI bAta ke lie tarka Avazyaka nahIM hotaa| tarka kA kSetra hai-aspsstttaa| spaSTatA kA tAtparya hai prtykss| pratyakSa kA artha hai tarka kA avissy| tarka kI apekSA prema aura vizvAsa adhika saphala hote haiN| jahAM tarka hotA hai vahAM jAne-anajAne dila sandeha se bhara jAtA hai| jahAM prema hotA hai vahAM sahaja vizvAsa bar3hatA hai| zraddhA ke Aloka meM jo satya upalabdha hotA hai, vaha buddhi yA tarkavAda ke Aloka meM nahIM hotaa| -(102)

Page #119
anubhava kA utpala zraddhA kI bhASA zraddhA jJAna kI paripakva dazA kA nAma hai| jJAna ke abhAva meM jo zraddhA hotI hai vaha yathArtha meM zraddhA nahIM hotI, kintu eka saMskAragata rUr3hi hotI hai| vyakti meM sabase bar3A bala zraddhA kA hai| zraddhA TUTatI hai, taba paira thama jAte haiM, vANI ruka jAtI hai aura zarIra jar3a ho jAtA hai| zraddhA banatI hai taba ye saba gatizIla bana jAte haiN| samasyA ke samAdhAna kA sabase bar3A sUtra hai zraddhA / kisI bhI vivAda kA anta tarka se nahIM hotA, kintu zraddhA se hotA hai| zraddhA jIvana kI sabase bar3I saphalatA hai| 103

Page #120
-- anubhava kA utpala) anubhava kA utpala do vAda kahIM zraddhA hotI hai, buddhi nahIM hotii| kahIM buddhi hotI hai, zraddhA nahIM hotii| kahate haiM, zraddhA andhI hotI hai, buddhi lNgdd'ii| zraddhAlu calatA hai aura buddhimAn dekhatA hai| ye donoM adhUre haiN| pUrNatA inake samanvaya se AtI hai| pratibhA kA sambandha mastiSka se hai aura vairAgya kA hRdaya se| vizvAsa hRdaya se jur3atA hai tabhI usakA sambandha mastiSka se hotA hai| -(104

Page #121
-- anubhava kA utpala anubhava kA utpala - LL zraddheya samAna zreNI ke logoM para sahaja zraddhA nahIM hotii| usake lie Avazyaka hai ki eka pahale kA ho, dUsarA bAda kaa| eka Upara ho, dUsarA usase nIce, aura zraddhA karane vAle ko zraddheya kI udAratA, samavRtti aura vizeSa yogyatA meM vizvAsa ho| -105)

Page #122
-- anubhava kA utpala) anubhava kA utpala virodha kA pariNAma virodha se apriya vAtAvaraNa hI nahIM banatA, usase priya paristhiti kA nirmANa bhI hotA hai| virodha ke samaya jo saMgaThana hotA hai, vaha sAdhAraNa sthiti meM nahIM hotaa| apriya paristhiti ko eka bAra sahanA hI kaThina hotA hai| jo eka bAra use saha letA hai usake lie vaha apriya nahIM hotii| virodha mAnasika santulana kI kasauTI hai| virodhI vAtAvaraNa ko dekha jo ghabarA jAtA hai vaha parAjita ho jAtA hai aura jo usase ghabarAtA nahIM, vaha use parAjita kara detA hai| -

Page #123
Jia anubhava kA utpala gAlI kA pratikAra gAlI vahI detA hai jo durbala hotA hai, jo mAnasika santulana nahIM rakha pAtA aura jisakA snAyu saMsthAna vikRta hotA hai| gAlI se gAlI kA pratikAra karane meM vahI samartha ho sakatA hai, jo durbala bane, mAnasika santulana ko khoye aura snAyu saMsthAna ko vikRta banAye / 107

Page #124
na anubhava kA utpala bhalA vahI burAI karane vAlA avazya hI burA hotA hai para bahuta acchA to vaha bhI nahIM hotA jo burAI ke bhAra se daba jAye / burAI ko pairoM se rauMdakara calane valA hI apane mana ko majabUtI se pakar3a sakatA hai| 108

Page #125
-( anubhava kA utpala - :.:.: :.:. naye purAne kI samasyA ___ loga do prakAra kI ruci vAle hote haiN| kucha loga purAne meM hI ruci rakhate haiM, parivartana nahIM caahte| kucha loga naye ko hI cAhate haiM, parivartana cAhate haiN| yaha naye aura purAne kA prazna unhIM ke sAmane hotA hai, jo cintanazIla nahIM hote| parivartana ke sAtha AlocanA AtI hai, use asaphalatA nahIM mAnA jA sktaa| -

Page #126
( anubhava kA utpala) AlocanA AlocanA jahAM locana hai vahAM nimeSa bhI hai| Alocya ke lie vaha locana hai kyoMki usake dvArA AtmAlokana-viveka cakSu ke unmeSa kA avasara milatA hai| Alocaka ke lie AlocanA nimeSa hai, kyoMki usakI dRSTi AlocanA meM hI gar3a jAtI hai, phira vaha pAripArzvika satya ko bhI nahIM nihAra sktaa| (110 se Only www.jainelibrary,

Page #127
anubhava kA utpala ) AlocanA aura prazaMsA AlocanA doSa kI honI cAhie aura prazaMsA guNa kii| kisI vyakti kI AlocanA karane vAlA apane lie khatarA utpanna karatA hai, Alocya ke lie vaha na bhI ho| prazaMsA karane vAlA prazasya vyakti ke lie khatarA utpanna karatA hai, apane lie vaha na bhI ho| . kucha logoM kA siddhAnta se lagAva nahIM hotA, unheM AlocanA priya hotI hai| ve hara kisI viSaya ko usakI sAmagrI banA lete haiN| kucha loga bekAra haiN| bekArI meM manuSya AlocanA ke sivAya aura kyA kare ? virodha kA mUla saMsthAoM meM nahIM khojA jA sktaa| vaha vyaktiyoM meM milatA hai| -(111

Page #128
-- anubhava kA utpala ( anubhava kA utpala eka mantra saMsAra meM saba eka rUpa nahIM hote| kucha lene kA hotA hai, kucha chor3ane kaa| jAnane kA saba hotA hai| jo chor3ane kA ho usI ko chor3A jAye, zeSa ko nhiiN| jIvana kI saphalatA kA yaha eka mantra hai| jahAM lakSya eka hotA hai vahAM prema aura ekatA honI cAhie, kadama eka sAtha Age bar3hane cAhie kintu aisA hotA nhiiN| sAmane koI kArya nahIM hotA taba taka ekatA kA virodha yA paricaya nahIM miltaa| al Use only w e saineitbrany a

Page #129
- anubhava kA utpatta : anubhava kA utpala bhUkha aura bhoga bhUkha na AtmA ko lagatI hai aura na zarIra ko| bhoga kI icchA na AtmA meM hotI hai aura na zarIra meN| AtmA aura zarIra kA yoga hI jIvana hai| jIvana meM bhUkha bhI hai aura bhoga bhii| (113)

Page #130
-( anubhava kA utpala ) gaThabandhana nahIM avasthA gaNita kA savAla hai| saMskAra kA udbodha antara kI vRttiyoM kA savAla hai| ina donoM meM koI gaThabandhana nhiiN| - se Only

Page #131
Jia anubhava kA utpala sAdhanA kA mArga nigraha aura anugraha ye donoM eka hI vastu ke do pArzva haiN| kisI para anugraha karane vAlA kisI kA nigraha bhI kara sakatA hai aura kisI kA nigraha karane vAlA kisI para anugraha bhI kara sakatA hai| sAdhanA kA mArga nigraha aura anugraha se pare hai| 115

Page #132
-- anubhava kA utpala anubhava kA utpala arthavAda jisa dina yaha samajha meM A jAyegA ki saMgraha kI vRtti ne mAnavatA kI jar3a khokhalI kara dI, usa dina sirpha artha rahegA, usakA vAda nhiiN| aparigraha phailegA usakA anuvAda nhiiN| yaha sahI ki saba aparigrahI nahIM bana sakate para aparigraha ke pathika bana sakate haiN| parigraha pITha ke pIche rahe, mu~ha ke sAmane nhiiN| loga usako na dekheM, vaha unako dekhe|

Page #133
- anubhava kA utpala ( anubhava kA utpala upekSA aura apekSA upekSA se apekSA ThIka calatI hai| apekSA se apekSA pUrI nahIM hotii| apekSA sukha kI honI caahie| vaha parigraha meM nahIM, apane-Apa meM hai| 117 coval Use Only w jaimellibrary.org

Page #134
- anubhava kA utpala za anubhava kA utpala ) roTI aura puruSArtha AcaraNa ke lie roTI ko ThukarAne meM puruSArtha hai| roTI ke lie AcAra ko ThukarAne meM puruSArtha nahIM, usakA abhAva hai| 118 -(118) a use only w jainelibrary.org

Page #135
anubhava kA utpala sama aura viSama jaba AvazyakatA pUrI nahIM hotI, taba manuSya krUra banatA hai| jaba AvazyakatA pUrti ke sAdhana adhika hote haiM, taba manuSya vilAsI banatA hai| yaha viSama sthiti hai| sama sthiti yaha hai ki zrama karane vAlA AvazyakatA pUrI kiye binA na rahe aura zrama na karane vAlA adhika na paaye| -(119

Page #136
Qi anubhava kA utpala samajha se pare avasara ko samajhakara baratanA eka bAta hai aura avasaravAditA dUsarI bAta / avasara ko jAnanA burA nahIM, use jAnakara baratanA burA nhiiN| burA hai usakA vAda / vAda jJAna aura samajha se pare hotA hai| 120

Page #137
-- anubhava kA utpata) ( anubhava kA utpala anuzAsana kI samajha anuzAsana AtmA ke gurutva kI kasauTI hai| usase lAghava nahIM aataa| laghutA lAne ko anuzAsana Aye, vaha balAtkAra hai| -(121)

Page #138
-- anubhava kA utpala) anabhava kA utpala utAra-car3hAva utAra-car3hAva kisane nahIM dekhe| antara hai anubhUti car3hAva kI anubhUti garvapUrNa hotI hai| utAra kI anubhUti meM vApasI kA bhAva hotA hai| car3hAva meM phira bhI santulana rahatA hai, utAra meM use rakhanA kaThina hotA hai| 122

Page #139
( anubhava kA utpala - satyam zivam sundaram jo ramaNIya hotA hai vaha ziva bhI hotA hai| jo ziva na ho, kalyANakArI na ho, vaha pala bhara ramaNIya bhale lage para vAstava meM ramaNIya nahIM hotaa| jahAM satya bhI ho, kalyANa bhI ho aura ramaNIya bhI ho, vahAM Ananda hogA hI, bhale phira kaSTa ho yA aaraam| (123)

Page #140
anubhava kA utpala abhivyakti viphalatA se zUnya saphalatA hai bhI kahAM ? vidyut kI pUrNa abhivyakti meM balba saphala nahIM hotA para prakAza kI vyaMjanA meM jo kSamatA use prApta hai, vaha usakI viphalatA nahIM hai / yadi kavi nahIM hotA to vidyut zakti hI rahatI, prakAza-rUpa meM abhivyakti nahIM kara pAtI / zakti kA svayaM meM mUlya hai| vyavahAra jagat meM mUlya abhivyakti kA hI hai| 124

Page #141
- anubhava kA utpala - mAno yA mata mAno maiM dhArmika hUM- yaha tuma mAno yA mata mAno kintu yaha to mAno ki maiM adhArmika huuN| maiM Astika hUM- yaha tuma mAno yA na mAno kintu yaha to mAno ki maiM nAstika huuN| maiM prakAza hUM- yaha tuma mAno yA na mAno kintu yaha to mAno ki maiM andhakAra hUM tuma nahIM jAnate- prakAza vahI hotA hai, jo aMdhere meM se nikalatA hai| dharma vahI hotA hai, jo adharma meM se nikalatA hai| AsthA vahI hotI hai, jo anAsthA meM upajatI a use only w jainelibrary.org

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( anubhava kA utpala ) / upAsanA kA marma sampradAya choTA hotA hai aura satya bdd'aa| bar3e kI upAsanA karane vAlA choTe ko svayaM pA jAtA hai| choTe kI upAsanA karane vAlA bar3e se dUra raha jAtA hai| satya kA ThekA tumhAre pAsa bhI nahIM hai aura mere pAsa bhI nahIM hai| tuma jo kahate ho, vahI satya hai aura vaha satya nahIM hai, jo maiM kahatA huuN| isakA tumhAre pAsa kyA pramANa hai ?

Page #143
--(anubhava kA utpala - anubhava kA utpala) Atma-vizvAsa jise apane-Apa para bharosA nahIM, usake lie yaha duniyA bhayaMkara hogI aura bharA hogA usake lie isa duniyA meM jahara kA smndr| para mere lie to yaha duniyA bahuta hI madhura hai, bahuta hI sukhada aura bahuta hI pyaarii| vaha isIlie hai ki merA pyArA prabhu paristhiti kI khir3akI se kabhI nahIM jhaaNktaa| nal

Page #144
- anubhava kA utpala Atma satya - rassI kA eka hI sirA hotA to gAMTha nahIM hotii| manuSya akelA hI hotA to dvandva nahIM hotaa| sira para eka hI bAla hotA to jaTilatA nahIM hotii| eka hI mastiSka hotA to saMgharSa nahIM hote| ye alagAva, lar3AiyAM, ulajhaneM aura cinagAriyAM bahutA ke pariNAma haiN| yaha vizvAkAza bahutA aura ekatA ke cA~da sUraja se rukA huA hai| yaha hamArA sUrya bahutA kI anabhivyakti se ekatA kI spaSTa vyaMjanA hai| amAvasa kI rAta ekatA kI anabhivyakti se bahutA kI spaSTa vyaMjanA - hai| samaya 128 Armwara

Page #145
- anubhava kA utpala - anubhava kA utpala jhukAva apane sampradAya ke vicAra jo buddhigamya haiM, ve merI dRSTi se satya haiM aura jo buddhi se pare haiM, ve mere lie ciMtanIya haiN| dUsare sampradAyoM ke vicAroM ke prati merA yahI dRSTikoNa honA caahie| yaha Agraha nahIM, satya kI zodha kA bhAva hai| iyattA nahIM, ananta kI ora jhukAva hai| -(129)

Page #146
paDegA / anubhava kA utpala nivRtti aura pravRtti tuma nivRtti kI ora calo, pravRtti kA srota phUTa tuma niSkriya bano, sakriyatA prabala ho utthegii| arUpa bano, tuma vizva ko rUpa de sakoge ! gaharAI meM DUbo tuma stUpa khar3e kara sakoge / " manthara gati se calo, tuma vega de skoge| AMkheM mUMda kara dekho, phira mArga dUra nahIM hogA / 130

Page #147
NI -- anubhava kA utpala) anubhava kA utpala samasyA aura samAdhAna moha se tarka utpanna hotA hai! tarka se satyAbhAsa kI upalabdhi hotI hai| usase ulajhane bar3hatI haiN| jo nirmoha hotA hai, usameM zraddhA utpanna hotI hai| zraddhA se satya kI upalabdhi hotI hai| satya kI upalabdhi se mana ko samAdhAna milatA hai|

Page #148
-( anubhava kA utpala) - samaya kI kamI samaya unheM nahIM milatA, jo kucha bhI nahIM krte| jo vyakti kucha karate haiM, unake lie samaya kI koI kamI nhiiN| (132)

Page #149
- anubhava kA utpala vyakti aura virATa jo apane bAre meM socatA hai, vaha samUce vizva ke bAre meM socatA hai| apanA vizva utanA hI virATa hai, jitanA yaha vizva hai| apanI samasyA utanI hI jaTila hai, jitanI vizva kI hai| (133 -

Page #150
- anubhava kA utpala - prema dveSa ke prati dveSa- isakA artha hai tuma dveSa ko puSTa karanA cAhate ho| use miTAne kA mArga hai dveSa ke prati prem| ___

Page #151
- anubhava kA utpala zrRMkhalA samUce saMsAra ko kaSTa die binA eka vyakti ko kaSTa nahIM diyA jA sktaa| AtmA kA ahita kiye binA dUsaroM kA ahita nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| tara -(135)

Page #152
( anubhava kA utpala maMdira ke devatA tuma bhAgya ko kosane meM jitanA samaya lagAte ho utanA yadi bhAgya ke nirmANa meM lagAo to tuma maMdira ke devatA ho jAoge aura bhAgya tumhArA pujaarii| khir3akiyAM kholo| sUrya kI razmiyAM tumhAre lie prakAza kA upahAra lie khar3I hai| tumhAre bhAgya kI lipi meM aMdhakAra kA lekha nahIM hai| khir3akiyoM ko baMda kara tumane hI use pAlA posA hai|

Page #153
N anubhava kA utpala anubhava kA utpala - sva-darzana maiM aba taka nahIM samajha pAyA ki zabda-zAstriyoM ne darpaNa ko Adarza kaise mAnA? kyA pratibimboM ko lene vAlA koI Adarza ho sakatA hai? kA~ca use do, jo apanA pratibimba dekhanA caahe| mujhe vizvAsa do, maiM apane Apa ko dekhanA cAhatA huuN| 17 Use only w

Page #154
- anubhava kA utpala - jyoti virodha jyoti se pUrva hone vAlA dhuAM hai| vaha kSaNa-bhara ke lie bhale hI logoM kI A~khoM ko dhUmila banA de, para anta meM jyoti jagamagA uThatI hai| ve vyakti dhueM se kabhI nirAza nahIM hote, jinheM jyoti kI AzA hai| -(138)

Page #155
Qi anubhava kA utpala satya darzana tumhe dekhane kA artha hai apane Apa ko dekhanA / kA~ca ko koI isalie nahIM dekhatA ki vaha kA~ca ko dekhe / use dekhane kA artha hai apane Apa ko dekhanA / prakAza bhI AvaraNa hai aura timira bhI AvaraNa hai| tumhArI A~khe dhuMdhalI hai| isalie sUraja ke AvaraNa meM tAre chipe hue haiN| 139

Page #156
Jia anubhava kA utpala zAMti aura saMtulana hama Apase zAMti kI AzA nahIM kara sakate, mAnasika santulana kI AzA kara sakate haiN| vaha hogA to zAMti apane Apa ho jaaegii| zAMti mAnasika santulana kA pariNAma hai, usakA svatantra mUlya nahIM hai / 140

Page #157
( anubhava kA utpala prakAza aura svAsthya jo dhana kA saMgraha karate haiM, usakA tyAga nahIM karate, ve prakAza kI upekSA kara dhue~ ko apane bhItara saMcita kara rahe haiN| jo sattA kA saMgraha karate haiM, usakA tyAga nahIM karate, ve svAsthya kI upekSA kara dUSita vAyu ko apane bhItara saMcita kara rahe haiN| jIvana kA sUtra hai- grahaNa karo, kAma meM lo aura tyAga do| jo isa sUtra se paricita haiM, unake jIvana meM prakAza hai, sukha aura svAsthya hai| jo kevala lenA jAnate haiM, denA nahIM jAnate, bhoga karanA jAnate haiM, kintu tyAga karanA nahIM jAnate, unheM na prakAza prApta hai aura na svaasthy| bhoga se zaurya kA dIpa bujhatA hai aura tyAga se vaha prajvalita hotA hai| bhoga se jIvana kA phUla murajhA jAtA hai aura tyAga se khilatA hai|

Page #158
anubhava kA utpala santoSa tAre Upara haiM ve nIce AnA cAhate haiM aura per3a jo nIce haiM ve Upara jAnA cAhate haiM santoSa Upara bhI nahIM hai nIce bhI nahIM hai| al Use Only www.jainelibrary .org

Page #159
N ( anubhava kA utpala maryAdA kA bodha maryAdA kA bodha vahI de sakatA hai, jo apanI maryAdA ko samajhatA hai| maiM vizAla jalarAzi ke taTa se saTakara khar3A thA, para mere mana meM koI kampana nahIM thaa| yadi vaha nadI kA taTa hotA to maiM kAMpa uThatA, kyoMki usakI maryAdA vizvasanIya nahIM hai| bhaya kA artha hai- maryAdA kA atikramaNa (143

Page #160
- anubhava kA utpala) mukti vaha dina mere jIvana meM apUrva hogA, jisa dina maiM ahaMkAra se mukta ho pAUMgA vaha dina mere jIvana meM apUrva hogA, jisa dina maiM mamakAra ke nAgapAza se apane ko mukta kara paauuNgaa| | (144)

Page #161
anubhava kA utpala) ajJAta - maiM jo bhI hUM, vaha svayaM ke lie bhI jJAta nahIM huuN| dUsaroM ke lie jJAta nahIM hUM, isameM mujhe Azcarya nahIM hai| mana ke citrapaTa kA phItA itanI jaldI ghUmatA hai ki jo dRzya hotA hai vaha kSaNa bhara ke lie hotA hai| nAra al Use Only www.jainelibrary .org

Page #162
BBBBE - anubhava kA utpala) samatA kA kSitija / vaha dina mere jIvana meM apUrva hogA jisa dina kisI bhI vyakti para merI adhInatA nahIM hogI, dabAva nahIM hogA aura usakI durbalatA yA vivazatA kA merI kSamatA ke dvArA zoSaNa nahIM hogaa| svataMtratA jitanI mujhe priya hai, utanI hI dUsaroM ko priya hai| dUsaroM kI svataMtratA ko sImita kara kyA maiM apanI svataMtratA ko asIma rakha sakatA -(146)

Page #163
anubhava kA utpala kasauTI kI kasauTI maiM dUsaroM ko cAra AnA usake zabdoM se pahacAnatA huuN| dasa AnA apanI kalpanA se pahacAnatA huuN| eka AnA jana mAnyatA ke AdhAra para pahacAnatA hUM aura muzkila se eka AnA vaha jaise hai, vaise pahacAnatA hUM aura kabhI kabhI vaha bhI nhiiN| phira maiM dUsaroM ke prati nyAya karane kI kalpanA karUM, kyA yaha merA matibhrama nahIM hai? - -

Page #164
anubhava kA utpala pahacAna kA prazna maiM tumhArA sahI aMkana nahIM kara pAtA, isase kevala tumheM vyAvahArika hAni aura kaThinAiyAM jhelanI par3atI hai / kintu tumhArA Atma-vizvAsa hIna hotA hai, usase to tumhArI sArI AsthAeM hila jAtI haiN| tumhe isase kaSTa hotA hai ki maiM tumhAre sahI rUpa ko nahIM pahacAnatA / isa viSaya meM maiM yadi ajJAna kA doSI hUM to tuma Atma-vizvAsa kI hInatA ke doSI ho / 148

Page #165
anubhava kA utpala prastutIkaraNa tumhArA prazna hai ki tuma jisa rUpa meM nahIM ho, usa rUpa meM maiM tumhe prastuta kara rahA huuN| kyA yaha anyAya nahIM hai? nyAya aura anyAya kI carcA yathArtha ke stara para kabhI nahIM hotii| vaha mAnyatA ke stara para hotI hai| tumhAre yathArtha rUpa ko jAnane ke lie mere pAsa sAdhana hI kyA haiM ? maiM tumhAre usI rUpa ko jAnatA hUM jo merI kalpanA dvArA gRhIta hai aura maiM tumhAre usI rUpa ko prastuta karatA hUM jo merI mAnyatA meM pratibimbita hai| mere mitra! tuma mujhase isase adhika AzA kyoM rakhate ho? (149

Page #166
-- anubhava kA utpAta ) anubhava kA utpala - pratikAra maiM usa vyakti ko mahAn mAnatA hUM jo ghRNA kA pratikAra prema se karatA hai| hameM jinake sAtha rahanA hai aura jinakA bhAgya paraspara jur3A huA hai unake sAtha samasyA kA samAdhAna prema se DhUMDhanA caahie| ghRNA aura tiraskAra ke dvArA kiyA jAne vAlA samAdhAna hRdaya ko jor3atA nahIM, kintu tor3atA hai| (150

Page #167
anubhava kA utpala nyAya kI mAMga maiM mAnatA hUM ki usa vyakti ne mere sAtha nyAya nahIM kiyA / kintu yaha mAnanA kyA sacamuca sahI hai ? yadi merA antaHkaraNa nirmala nahIM hai, usameM ghRNA, vaimanasya, IrSyA, dveSa Adi kI agni prajvalita hai aura usakI dhUmakalikAeM itastataH vikIrNa hai to mujhe mere jaise hI dUsare vyakti se nyAya kI mAMga karane kA adhikAra hai ? 151

Page #168
anubhava kA utpala visarjana maiM hUM itanA- sA basa "maiM hUM", zeSa saba maiM nahIM huuN| usa para merA ahaM nahIM ho sktaa| vaha saba usI kA hai, jisane use nirmita kiyA hai| -(152)

Page #169
anubhava kA utpala bhAgya racanA hara AdamI viSa yA amRta khAne meM jitanA svataMtra hai, utanA unake pariNAma bhugatane meM svataMtra nahIM hai| tumhArA vartamAna samartha aura pavitra hogA to atIta aura bhaviSya kabhI andhakAramaya nahIM hogA / jhAMko usa tuma bhAgya kI ora mata jhAMko, tuma puruSArtha kI ora, jo tumhAre bhAgya kI racanA karatA hai| 153

Page #170
viSa : amRta jisameM viSa nahIM hotA use koI nahIM satAtA / satAyA vahI jAtA hai, jo jahara ugalatA hai| isa satya ko samajha lene para jahara amRta bana jAtA hai| amRta ko jahara banAne vAle virale hI hote haiN| jahara ko amRta vahI banA sakatA hai, jisameM jahara na ho| anubhava kA utpala 154

Page #171
anubhava kA utpala.. zakti-srota tuma vikAsa cAhate ho to nizcita mAno ki dUsare ke vinAza kA vicAra mana meM bharakara tuma vikAsa nahIM kara skte| vikAsa hI vikAsa kA vicAra mana meM bhro| vaha svayaM khiMcA khiMcA aaegaa| tuma zAnti cAhate ho to nizcita mAno ki jalana kA vicAra mana meM prajvalita kara tuma zAnti nahIM pA skte| zAnti hI zAnti ke vicAra se mana ko bharo, vaha svayaM tumhArA varaNa kregii| mana ko jalAo, usake Aloka meM apane Apa ko ddhuuNddho| tuma svayaM dekha pAoge ki tuma ananta zakti ke srota ho|

Page #172
anubhava kA utpala pariNAma yaha manuSya kI mAnasika durbalatA hai ki vaha dUsaroM kI pragati ko avaruddha karane ke lie galata tatvoM ko protsAhita karatA hai para vaha isa satya ko bhulA detA hai ki burAI ko protsAhana dene kA pariNAma kabhI usake lie bhI khataranAka ho sakatA hai| burAI kI sIkha dene vAlA svayaM usake pariNAmoM se baca nahIM sktaa|

Page #173
-- anubhava kA utpala anubhava kA utpala ) AL anuzAsana anuzAsana eka kalA hai| usakA zilpI yaha jAnatA hai ki kaba kahA jAe aura kaba sahA jaae| sarvatra kahA hI jAe to dhAgA TUTa jAtA hai aura sarvatra sahA hI jAe to vaha hAtha se chUTa jAtA hai| hara AdamI cAhatA hai merA anuzAsana cale para yaha nahIM cAhatA ki maiM anuzAsana meM cluuN| use anuzAsana karane kA koI adhikAra nahIM hai, jo anuzAsana meM nahIM raha cukA hai| anuzAsana jIvana kI sarvocca upalabdhi hai| usameM rahanA kaThina hai to usameM dUsaroM ko rakhanA kaThinatara hai| -

Page #174
N -(anubhava kA utpala) Atma-vizvAsa manuSya jAgakara sotA hai, isakA yaha matalaba hai ki use apanI zakti para bharosA nahIM hai| manuSya sokara bhI jAgatA hai, isakA yaha matalaba hai ki use apane Apa para bharosA hai|

Page #175
anubhava kA utpala pratipakSa prema ko puSTa karo, krodha naSTa ho jaaegaa| mRdutA ko puSTa karo, abhimAna kSINa ho jaaegaa| RjutA ko puSTa karo, kapaTa naSTa ho jAegA / santoSa ko puSTa karo, lobha naSTa ho jAegA / ( 159

Page #176
anubhava kA utpala tarka aura prema tumhArA mana tarka se bharA hai, isakA artha maiM samajhatA hUM vaha prema se khAlI hai| maiMne dekhA- apriyatA meM tarka vaise ubharate haiM, jaise pitta-prakopa meM zarIra meM cktte| priyatA meM ve vaise hI vilIna ho jAte haiM, jaise prakAza meM aNdhkaar| -160)

Page #177
anubhava kA utpala ubhayataH pAza AkAza ke sAmane prastuta hotA hUM taba apane ko eka paramANu jaisA pAtA huuN| sAgara ke sAmane prastuta hotA hUM taba apane ko eka bindu jaisA pAtA huuN| maiM cetana hUM, AkAza acetana hai| maiM vicArazIla hUM, sAgara vicArazUnya hai, phira bhI AkAza aura sAgara kI tulanA meM maiM choTA huuN| kyA yaha caitanya ko cunautI nahIM hai? kyA caitanya asIma aura apAra nahIM hai ? yadi hai to vaha sAr3he tIna hAtha kI sImA meM sImita kyoM? yadi vaha asIma aura apAra nahIM hai to AkAza aura sAgara ko apanI bAMha meM bharane kA prayatna kyoM ? 161

Page #178
na anubhava kA utpala apanA-apanA astitva maiM abhI yaha nirNaya nahIM kara pAyA hUM ki duniyA mere lie hai yA maiM duniyA ke lie hUM? jisa dina yaha nirNaya kara lUMgA usa dina yA to duniyA mere sira para hogI yA maiM duniyA ke sira para houuNgaa| maiM anna khAtA hUM aura jala pItA hUM, para maiM anna aura jala ke lie nahIM huuN| kyA anna aura jala mere lie haiM ? maiM sUraja se Aloka pAtA hUM, lie nahIM huuN| kyA sUraja mere lie hai ? 162 para maiM sUraja ke

Page #179
anubhava kA utpala satya kA AvaraNa jisane apanI dhAraNA kI khir3akI se satya ko dekhA hai, vaha satya se dUra bhAgA hai| jisane tathyoM kI khir3akI se satya ko dekhA hai, dekhane kA prayatna kiyA hai, vaha satya ke nikaTa pahuMcA hai| yadi isa saMsAra meM apanepana kA Agraha nahIM hotA to satya kA muMha AvaraNoM se DhakA nahIM hotaa|

Page #180
-( anubhava kA utpala) Azcarya yaha per3a vAlI duniyAM hai| tuma dhUpa se kyoM ghabarAte ho? jahAM dhUpa hai vahAM chAMha avazya hogii| duniyAM meM aneka Azcarya mAne jAte haiM para sabase bar3A Azcarya hai- asaphalatA ke dvArA pauruSa kI praajy| (164)

Page #181
- anubhava kA utpala) dAna : AdAna jo de hI de, vaha khAlI ho jAtA hai| jo le hI le, vaha ajIrNa ho jAtA hai| nirApada mArga yaha hai ki apanA deM aura dUsaroM kA leN|

Page #182
Jia anubhava kA utpala dharma aura zAstra cintanazIla vyakti yaha mAnane ko taiyAra nahIM hotA ki satya jo hai, vaha saba zAstra kI bhASA meM baMdha jAtA hai| phira bhI jo sampradAya aura paramparA ko sAtha lie calatA hai aura zAstroM meM vizvAsa karatA hai, use phUla ke sAtha kAMTe kI cubhana bhI sahanI hotI hai| jaba-jaba zAstrIya vAkyoM kI duhAI bar3hatI hai aura AtmAnubhUti ghaTatI hai, taba-taba zAstra tejasvI aura dharma nisteja ho jAtA hai| jaba-jaba AtmAnubhUti bar3hatI hai aura zAstrIya vAkyoM kI duhAI ghaTatI hai, taba-taba dharma tejasvI aura zAstra nisteja ho jAtA hai| 166

Page #183
-:.:.: ::::: ::::: : :: -(anubhava kA utpala - tyAga viSaya duniyA ke aMcala meM hai aura vAsanA hamAre mana ke kone meM hai| viSaya ko tyAga kara hama vAsanA kI jar3a ko ukhAr3ane ke lie Age bar3heM, vaha tyAga hai| viSaya ko tyAgakara yadi hama vAsanA ko uddIpta kara DAleM to vaha tyAga nahIM, tyAga kA AbhAsa hai| + 9 a use only w jainelibrary.org

Page #184
anubhava kA utpala zraddhA kA camatkAra zraddhAlu zraddhA karanA jAnatA hai, para vaha kaise Tike, yaha nahIM jaantaa| yaha zraddheya ko jAnanA hotA hai ki vaha kaise Tike ? yaha zraddhA kA hI camatkAra hai ki eka Adeza detA hai aura lAkhoM use mAnate haiN| AsthA apane hRdaya kA puNya devatA hai / usameM devoM kI zakti arjita hai| jo usakI ArAdhanA kara pAtA hai vaha saba kucha kara pAtA hai| zraddhAlu ke lie zraddhA sudhA hotI hai aura zraddheya ke lie viSa / zraddheya vahI hotA hai, jo viSa ko pacA ske| 168

Page #185
(( anubhava kA utpala biMdu : biMdu dUsaroM ko vahI DarAtA hai, jo svayaM DaratA hai| prasannatA antaHkaraNa kI sahaja svacchatA hai| mukta vahI hai jo apane dhAgoM se baMdhA huA hai| bhitti taiyAra ho to citra apane Apa bana jAtA hai| andhakAra ko miTAne kA eka hI upAya hai aura vaha hai jlnaa| svArtha siddhi kA rahasya hai, svArtha kA visrjn| al use only w ise

Page #186
- anubhava kA utpala) - mana kI mukti bandhana bandhana ko janma detA hai aura mukti-mukti ko| bandhana se mukti pAne kI anivArya zarta hai mana kI mukti| jisakA mana sarala hotA hai, vaha dUsaroM se ThagA nahIM jaataa| ThagA vahI jAtA hai, jisake apane mana meM garala hotA hai| -170 170)

Page #187
vAlA / anubhava kA utpala netA netA kA artha hotA hai dUsaroM ko lekara calane jo vyakti netA hokara bhI dUsaroM ke mana ko nahIM par3ha sakatA, vaha dUsaroM ko sAtha lie nahIM cala sakatA / dUsaroM ke mana ko vahI par3ha sakatA hai, jisake mana kI svacchatA meM dUsaroM ke mana apanA pratibimba DAla sakeM / isa saMsAra meM sabase bar3I kalA hai dUsaroM ke hRdaya ko sparza krnaa| 171

Page #188
( anubhava kA utpala ) santulana kAma ke bAda ArAma aura ArAma ke bAda kAma jo karatA hai, vaha usa vyakti kI apekSA adhika kAma kara sakatA hai, jo nirantara kAma hI kAma karatA hai| (172

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(anubhava kA utpala bar3I : choTI uddezyahIna pravRtti bar3I hokara bhI akiMcitkara ho jAtI hai aura uddezya pradhAna pravRtti choTI hokara bhI bahuta bar3I ho jAtI hai| ___saphalatA kA mArga yahI hai ki kArya ke anurUpa prayatna ho| alpa anuSThAna ke lie alpa prayatna aura mahAn anuSThAna ke lie prayatna bhI mahAn ho| -(173)

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anubhava kA utpala AratI prANa-pratiSThA kI kamI isa duniyA meM nahIM hai| kamI hai citra banAne vAloM kI / citra banatA hai to prANa apane Apa bhara jAtA hai| apane paramAtmA ko jagAo, aizvarya tumhArI AratI utArane kI pratIkSA meM khar3A rhegaa| 174

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-- anubhava kA utpala ) ( anubhava kA utpala ghaTanA aura sIkha vyakti ke jIvana meM hara ghaTanA sIkha dene ke lie AtI hai| cintanazIla manuSya sIkha ko pakar3a letA hai aura ghaTanA ko bhulA detA hai| cintana-zUnya manuSya ghaTanA ko pakar3a letA hai aura usake dvArA milane vAlI sIkha ko bhulA detA hai| nA -(175) -

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Jia anubhava kA utpala moha burAI ko burAI na mAnane vAlA use na chor3e, yaha ajJAna hai para burAI ko buAI mAnane vAlA use na chor3e, kucha aura hai| vaha 176

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anubhava kA utpala. akelApana sahAnubhUti ke abhAva meM kaThinAI kI anubhUti prakhara ho jAtI hai aura sahAnubhUmi milane para vaha kama na bhI ho para usakI anubhUti avazya hI kama ho jAtI hai| 4:177.

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anubhava kA utpala ___ -- anubhava kA utpala ) - phalita prAmANikatA kA artha hai apane prati saccA rhnaa| jo dUsaroM kA burA karane meM apanA burA dekhatA hai, vaha burAI se baca sakatA hai| jo apane prati saccA nahIM hotA, vaha kisI ke prati saccA nahIM hotaa| -- -(178)

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- anubhava kA utpala ( anubhava kA utpala - pratikAra kA adhikAra anyAya asat hai| use svIkAra mata karo, kintu anyAya kI bhAMti ghRNA bhI asat hai, use bhI svIkAra mata kro| jisa vyakti ke mana meM dUsaroM ke prati ghRNA hai, use anyAya kA pratikAra karane kA koI adhikAra nahI hai| (179

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Qi anubhava kA utpala viparyaya isa duniyA meM samyak kama hai, viparyaya adhika / roga kahIM hai aura cikitsA kahIM / bhUkha kahIM hai aura bhojana kahIM / cAha kahIM hai aura rAha kahIM / 180

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anubhava kA utpala ) E nidAna bhojana kI bhUmikA se jIbha kI tuSTi ko nikAla diyA jAe to anna kA utanA abhAva nahIM rahegA, jitanA Aja hai| - (181

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- anubhava kA utpala ( anubhava kA utpala - - mukhara : mauna AdamI jina sIr3hiyoM se car3hatA hai, unhIM se utaratA hai aura jinase utaratA hai, unhIM se car3hatA hai| yahAM kartRtva mukhara hai, mAdhyama maun| jo sardI se jamatA hai, vaha tApa se pighala jAtA ___ jo sardI para vijaya pA letA hai, use garmI nahIM pighAla sktii| (182

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Qi anubhava kA utpala pagaDaMDI : rAjapatha maiMne jAna-bUjhakara pagaDaMDiyoM kA patha cunA hai| rAjapatha itane saMkIrNa ho gae haiM ki aba unameM calane ko avakAza nahIM hai| 183

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-- anubhava kA utpala ( anubhava kA utpala) - dhArmika jo Atma-kendrita hokara bAhara phailatA hai, vaha dhArmika hai| jo Atma-kendrita hue binA bAhara phailatA hai, vaha kaisA dhArmika? 184 se only w jalin

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anubhava kA utpala patha : apatha pairoM ke nIce dharatI hai, isalie patha kA nirmANa karatA huuN| sira para AkAza hai, isalie apatha kA AhvAna karatA huuN| merA patha se apatha bAdhita nahIM hai| -185

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AcArya mahAprajJa kI mahatpUrNa racanAeM bhikSu vicAra darzana jIva ajIva * jaina paraMparA kA itihAsa * anekAMta hai tIsarA netra (hindI, gujarAtI) mana kA kAyAkalpa * saMbodhi (hindI, gujarAtI, aMgrejI) maiM kucha honA cAhatA hUM jIvana vijJAna (zikSA kA nayA AyAma) (hindI, aMgrejI, baMgalA) jIvana vijJAna : svastha samAja racanA kA saMkalpa kaise soceM? zramaNa mahAvIra (hindI, aMgrejI) avacetana mana se saMparka * jIvana kI pothI * soyA mana jaga jAye ahiMsA ke achUte pahalU amUrta ciMtana (hindI, gujarAtI) * astitva aura ahiMsA * terApaMtha zAsana anuzAsana abhyudaya citta aura mana (hindI, gujarAtI) * jaina dharma : arhat aura arhatAeM * jaina darzana aura saMskRti saMskRti ke do pravAha | samayasAra (nizcaya aura vyavahAra kI yAtrA) bheda meM chipA abheda apanA darpaNa : apanA bimba AcArya bhikSu : jIvana-darzana appANaM saraNaM gacchAmi dharma cakra kA pravartana maMjila ke par3Ava mahAvIra kA punarjanma lokataMtra : nayA vyakti nayA samAja taba hotA hai dhyAna kA janma * azruvINA * cintana kA parimala ate & Recon * anubhava kA utpala Jan Education Entemallora

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