Sattvashil Tattvamay Prasango

Author(s): Sunandaben Vohra
Publisher: Swadhyay Satsang Parivar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/023250/1

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@@@@@l=GUQUg lekhikA : sunaMdAbahena vohorA

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sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo lekhikAH sunaMdAbahena vohorA preraka : rAtrI satsaMga parivAra tathA anya vargano parivAra zubhAzISa : bhaktiyogAcArya zrI yazovijyasUrijI sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo lekhikA : sunaMdAbahena vohorA prakAzaka : svAdhyAya satsaMga parivAra AnaMda sumaMgala parivAra amadAvAda. prathama AvRtti : 750 nakala 23, navembara, 2018 prApti sthAna : sunaMdAbahena vohorA 5, mahAvIra sosAyaTI, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-380 007. phona : (079) 2658 9365 samaya : sAMje pa-00 thI 6-00 kalAke mudraNa : sneharazmi ena. kaTArIA mobAIla : 99254 60435 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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rAtrI satsaMgavarganA parivAranI hArdika bhAvanAnuM kiraNa sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo rAtrInA satsaMga svAdhyAya parivAramAM bhAI-baheno dasa varSathI satsaMga kare che. temAM zAMta sudhArasa, prazamarati, jJAnasAra, AThadRSTinI sajajhAya AtmautthAnano pAyo, dhyAna ane kAyotsarga, adhyAtma upaniSada jevA zAstronA svAdhyAya sau bhAvathI karIe chIe. A zAstronA tattva rahasyane saraLatAthI samajavA nAnA dRSTAMto, kathAnakono AdhAra levAmAM Avato jethI zravaNa saraLa ane rasaprada lAgatuM. ekavAra manAlI ane jyoti kahe AvA rUpako, prasaMgo bahu preraNA Ape che. tame tene lakhIne Apo to tenuM pustaka taiyAra karIe. agAu lekhake sIttera jevA pustako lakhyA che. keTalAkanuM punaHmudraNa paNa thayuM che. Ama nimitta maLatA lakhavAno lobha thaI gayo ane lekhana zarU thayuM. 90 jeTalA prasaMgo lakhyA ane parAgabhAI zAha kahe 97 e pahoMcI jAva ane saheje tema thayuM che. mitro 97no meLa jANe che. khAsa karIne saune eka vinaMti che ke prasaMgo mATe te samaye koI pustakono AdhAra lIdho nathI. kAraNake te te pustako meLavavA temAMthI tAravaNI ka2vI te vayovRddhatAne kAraNe mArI zakti na hatI. tethI savizeSa AcArya zrI yazovijyasUrinA graMthomAM AvatA prasaMgo, vyAkhyAnomAM zravaNa thayelA, bhUtakALamAM vAMcelAnuM smaraNamAM saMgrahAyeluM te lakhatI gaI ane smaraNamAM chUpAyeluM pragaTa thaI lekhanamAM utaryuM che. temAM nAma sthaLa kALanA saMdarbhamAM kSati thaI hoya to sau kSamA karajo ane sudhArIne vAMcavA vinaMti. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 3

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A lekhanane vyavasthita pustakAkAre karavAmAM zrI parAgabhAI zAhano sahakAra maLyo che. Arthika sahayoga rAtrInA svAdhyAyanA parivAre karyo che. keTalAka utArAnuM kArya sulakSaNAbahene karyuM che. ane kumudabahena pAlakhIvALA jeo zikSaNakSetre anubhavI che temaNe prathama pUruM lekhana vAMcI, prupha rIDIMga paNa pUruM karavAmAM sahAyaka rahyA che. temaNe mAro ghaNo zrama bacAvyo che te saune zubhecchA pAThavuM chuM, AbhAra mAnuM chuM.. keTalAka prasaMgo hAla ApaNA paricayamAM che. temane mATe kaMI vadhatu ochuM lakhAyuM hoya to kSamA kare. savizeSa pU. bhaktiyogAcArya zrI yazovijyasUrijIe je atyaMta preraNAtmaka zubhAziSa AvI che te badala ApaNe sau temanA RNI chIe. jIvanamAM temanA AlekhelA bhAvone dhAraNa karIe to jIvana sArthaka thAya tevA ataMranA AziSane ApaNe pAtra thaIe te abhyarthanA. presa meTara ane pustaka taiyAra karavAmAM sneharazmibhAI kaTArIAno sahakAra maLyo che. sarvathA sau sukhI thAo. 4 - sunaMdAbahena vohorA caraNeSu che AdhyAtmika prerakadAtA pU. zrI AcArya yazovijyasUrijI - sunaMdAbahena vohorA sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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naM. vArtAnuM nAma 1. dhanya te dharA 2. koI koInuM nathI 3. sarva duHkha dUra thaze 4. 5. satI suMdarInuM satva 6. jJAnamUrti zrImad rAjacaMdra 7. zama-upazama samaktino ratha anukramaNikA pAnA naM. 7 10 11 avAja UThe che ? 18. Atmaghana 19. saMta mahimA 20. jIva maitrI 21. samarpaNa kayAM 22. prabhubhaktinI mastI 23. puNya svayaM jAge che 24. paheluM AcaraNa pachI prasAraNa sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo uttama ArAdhaka zrI gokuLabhAI 8. satya ghaTanA 26 27 28 9. samagaNe tRNamaNi pASANa 2 10. guru AjJAthI nizciMtatA 11. saMta jIvananI sahajatA 12. vahetI maitrI bhAvanA 13. saumAM paramAtmA vase che ! 14. gRhasthonuM AkiMcanya 15. jogInuM pavitra AbhAmaMDaLa 34 29 31 33 16. jIvaMta zraddhA 36 17. aMtaramAM zAno 16 18 20 21 23 39 40 41 42 43 44 46 48 naM. 25. vArtAnuM nAma mANasathI mahAna to Izvara che. 26. A camatkAra nathI jIvanano marma che. 27. jAbAla satyakAma 28. vasumati caMdanabALA thaI vaMdanabALA banI 29. udAsInatA 30. svarUpAnubhUti 31. akSudratA - gAMbhIrya 32. pUrva saMskAra e cetanAnuM sAtatya che. 33. sAthe nA Ave 34. astitvano bhrama ! pAnA naM. 35. paramAtmAnI paramatA 36. vidyA vinayathI vikase 37. mULa guNanuM mahAtmya 38. mAtRpremano puraskAra 39. tapa ArAdhana pUruM thayuM pachI ? 40, jina pratimA zuM zIkhave che ? 41. guNa jenuM jIvana che. 42. sAdhanAnuM sAtatya 43. bhAkharInA citrathI 48 49 51 53 57 58 59 " ja thru ja " " d 69 o o o 77 peTa na bharAya 44. saMtattvanuM sAmarthya 45. sadgurunI adbhuta AbhA 80 78 5

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naM. vArtAnuM nAma 46. ahaM TaLe arham pragaTe 47. nAmarUpa jUjavA 48. sadAya prasanna munivarA 49. bahu ratnA vasuMdharA 50. saMsAra asAra che. anukramaNikA pAnA naM. 81 82 13 86 89 51. gurukRpA anokhuM rahasya che. 91 95 52. dharmanuM mahAtmya 53. karmanI vicitratAnuM eka rUpaka 54. sattvazIla nArIo 55. saMpattinuM sukha keTaluM ? 56. je thAya te sArA mATe ! 96 97 100 101 102 104 105 106 107 108 110 113 115 116 63. zubha saMkalpanuM baLa 64. dhyAna eka anokhuM rahasya che 111 65. e A kALanA sAdhaka hatA 66. sukha kAM samANuM 67. ekatva bhAvanAthI bodha 68. muni baLadeva 69. saMnyAsI pAse zastro na hoya 121 70. prabhubhakti jenuM jIvana che 123 71. mRtyune mulatavI rakhAtuM nathI 125 72. adhyAtmanuM mUlya 119 126 6 57. krU sUru banyo 58. mukta thavAno saMketa 59. sAdhaka jIvananI caryA 60. saMta zraddhA jIvaMta che 61. tapa e dehadamana nathI 62. saMtonI niHspRhatA naM. vArtAnuM nAma 73. saMtanI karuNA 74. anokhI maitrI 75. guru AjJA pArataMtrya nathI 76. sarvAtmamAM samadRSTi 77. sImA rahita mAtRtva 78. nisvArtha dIrghadRSTi 79. svarga-naraka kayAM che ? pAnA naM. 128 130 134 136 137 139 140 142 80. rAma kayA vase che ? 81. pazuomAM premanuM anokhuM darzana 82. yogInI nirbhayatA 83. mAnava jIvanano vaibhava 84. AtmAnA cha sthAnake 85. mULA zeThANI ! 86. jina pratimAnA darzanano prabhAva 153 87. dharmanI sAcI samaja 155 88. audArya guNa 156 159 89. mada zuM che jANo cho ? 90. karamano koyaDo alabelo 162 91. vartamAna kALamAM zramaNIjIonuM pradAna 92. bahu ratnA vasuMdharA 93. sarva jaga thayuM khAruM 94. sanmitra 144 146 147 149 151 163 165 168 jyotibALA bahena 172 173 95. saMsAra asAra che. 96. anokhI pratibhA - gurumA 97. gurukRpA anokhuM rahasya che. 177 176 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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1. dhanya te dharA adhyAtmayogI A. zrI kalApUrNasUrino prabhAva rAjasthAnanI bhUmie ghaNA saMtapuruSonuM pradAna karyuM che. tevI eka phalodI nagarImAM pitA pAbudAna ane mAtA khamAbAInA kUkhe puNyazALI putraratnano janma thayo te akSayarAja. prAthamika zikSaNa sAthe dhArmika zikSaNa meLavyuM hatuM. yuvAnavaye dhaMdhArthe rAjanAMda gAmamAM AvI vasyA. gAmamAM ciMtAmaNI pArzvanAthanuM maMdira ane bAjumAM upAzraya hato. akSayarAja savAre dasa vAgyA sudhI sAmAyika darzanapUjana karatA pachI dukAnanA pagathiyAM caDhatA. bhakti raMga ghero thato gayo. temAM eka daherAsaramAM ekAMtamAM prabhu sAme beThA hatA bhaktimAM lIna thayA ane aMtaramAMthI avAja UThayo bhakti kyAM sudhI karIza tAre to muktino mArga pakaDavAno che. A aMtaranA avAje ajavALuM karyuM. ane upAzraye jaI AjIvana brahmacaryanuM vrata laI dIkSAnA mathoratha karI ghare pahoMcyA. haiyAmAM umaMga bharyo hato. patnIne vAta karI, patnI A vAta sAMbhaLI mUMjhAyA. temaNe pitAne kAgaLa lakhyo ke tamArA jamAI dIkSA levAnA bhAva kare che, bALakonuM zuM karavuM ? pitAno javAba Avyo ke, huM saMyama levAno bhAva karIne sobata zodhato hato, sAruM thayuM mane gharano ja sAtha maLI gayo. tamArI badhI ja vyavasthA karazuM, phikaranA karazo. akSayarAje AcAryazrIne vAta karI. AcaryazrI kahe jemAM tamAruM bhaluM temAM bALakonuM bhaluM. temanuM dhArmika zikSaNa zarU karo. e kALe bALakone dharmakSetre vALavA saraLa hatuM sasarAjIne kahevarAvyuM ke ApaNe saMyama daDhapaNe pALI zakIe tevA gurunI zodha karo. phalodInA te samayanA eka bhAI saMyamamUrti A. zrI vijayakanakasUri pAse dIkSita thayA hatA. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo no

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vaDIla mizrilAlajIe pU. zrI kanakasUrijI kaccha vAgaDanA udhdhAraka tarIke jANItA hatA, temanI pAse dIkSita thavAnuM nakkI karyuM. Ama vaDIla, akSayarAja, patnI, be bALako pachI jANe lAIna lAgI. sALo bhatrIjo sAtanI maMDaLI jAmI. phalodI nagarI dhanya thaI gaI. eka sAthe sAta sAdhako saMyamamArge jaI rahyA hatA. atibhavya Ayojana sAthe sAta divasa utsavaraMge sAta sAdhako saMyama mArge vaLyA. dhanya te dharA. khUba ja bhavya rIte prasaMga ujavAyo. saMyamane mArge prayANa pachI pramAda kevo? akSayarAja have kalApUrNa sAdhu thayA. zAstrAbhyAsa karI, vinayayukta kalApUrNa gurujanonI vaiyAvacca paNa karatA. temanI yogyatAne kAraNe thoDAja vakhatamAM temane anukrame panyAsapadavI pachI AcAryapadavI ApavAmAM AvI. teoe kacchavAgaDane potAnI sAdhanA bhUmi tarIke svIkArI hatI. trIsa varSa sudhI te ja pradezamAM vicaryA. kacchanI prajAmAM jainadharmano bodha prasAra karI prajAne yogya mArge vALI. kacchanI prajA Aje paNa temane divyapuruSa tarIke jANe che. teo potAnI pAchaLa jAhera thatI camatkAranI vAta ne gauNa karI detA, tevI jAherAto thavA na detA. lagabhaga trIseka varSa pahelA kacchamAM samAcAra maLyA ke AcArya rajanIza kacchamAM potAnuM bhavya sthAna karavA mAMge che te samaye A. rajanIzanA kuMDalInI jAgRti karavA vigerenA samAcAra deza vyApI thayA hatA tenA keTalAka dUSaNo jANI, AcAryazrIe saMghanA AgevAnone ekaThA karI samajAvyA ke A. rajanIzano kacchamAM pagapesAro thaze to kacchanI prajA temanAthI bharamAI jaze, dUSaNo pedA thaze, game tema karI A. rajanIzane kacchamAM AvatA roko. gAma AgevAno te vakhatanA maMtrIone maLyA ane A. rajanIzanA pravezano pratibaMdha jAhera thayo. Ama teo bhAvinA saMketane samajI letA hatA. trIsa varSe kacchanI bahAra nIkaLyA ane amadAvAda saMmelanamAM AvyA tyAra pachI madrAsa-cennAI, beMgalora, haidarAbAda vigere zaheromAM sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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teoe vihAra karyo dareka sthAne temanI bhavyatA nikharatI hajAronI saMkhyAmAM temanA darzanArthe bhAviko padhAratA chatAM sAhebanI nispRhatA, sahajatA, saMyamanI daDhatA nikharatI, zuddha AcaraNanI agrimatA rahetI. amadAvAdamAM saMmelana samaye roje eka kalAka zrI devacaMdranA stavananuM tattva samajAvatA. te divasomAM pUjyanI nizrAne kAraNe mArI jIvana pratyenI dRSTimAM anokhuM parivartana AvyuM anya sthAnoe javAnI vRtti saMkelAI gaI. te pachI to teo jayAM hoya tyAM te sthAnomAM temanA sAnidhyano lAbha maLato. cheka haidarAbAda sudhI pahoMcI jatI. pUjayazrI paNa khUba vyasta chatAM roje eka be kalAka zAstrabodha ApatA. temanA ziSya zrI kalpatarU kahetA ke Avo tattvabodhano sAhebano vAraso levAmAM bahenomAM tame ekalAja cho. ekavAra pAlItANAmAM birAjamAna hatA tyAre paMdara vIsa divasa sAnnidhya rahyuM. temAM sadbhAgye ekavAra teo ane pU.A. bhagavaMta yazovijyasUrijI pATa para beThA kaMI saMgoSThI karatA hatA. vaMdana karIne tyAM beThI, teonI joDI devatAI jevI zobhI rahI hatI mane koI saMketathI pU. zrI yazovijayajInA darzana thayA. jenI kRpA Aja sudhI cAlu che. jANe bhaviSyamAM mArI sopaNI emane karavAnI hoya? 200ranA mahAsuda-4ne zukravAra savAra ugI zuM? ne AthamI zuM? pU. zrI nuM pratikramaNanA kAusagna vakhate svAstha kathaLyuM. ziSya gaNa sAvadhAna hato. jhAlora pAsenuM kesavaNA gAme pUjayazrIno 7 vAge dehavilaya thayo, teoe divyasRSTimAM prayANa karyuM. vaijJAnika yuganA jhaDapI sAdhano dvArA gAme gAma khabara pahoMcyA. zaMkhezvara tarapha pAlakhInuM prayANa thayuM. bhakto je sAdhana maLyuM temAM jhaDapathI zaMkhezvara pahoMcyA. mahAsuda chaThThane divase zaMkhezvara Agama maMdira pAse sUrajanA AthamavA sAthe, pUjayazrIno nazvara deha paNa vilIna thayo. hajAro mANasoe sAhebajInA aMtima darzana karyA. sau bolatA rahyA ke amara raho, amara raho, amara raho. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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ra. koI koInuM nathI ke * eka saMta pAse eka satsaMgI Avato. te kaheto ke gurujI : mAre saMnyAsa levo che. manane roja kahuM chuM, pUchuM chuM paNa mana hajI taiyAra thatuM nathI. bhAI, je mane tane vagara kharca kare caudarAjalokamAM anaMta vAra pheravyo, aneka prakAranA duHkha bhogavyA. kyAMka sukha bhogavyuM haze tenA bhramamAM tane saMsAra tyAgavAnI preraNA kevI rIte maLe ? ekavAra anaMtazakita svarUpa evA Atmadevane pUcha. jenI pAse duHkha vagaranuM sukha che, te tane sAco javAba Apaze. saMtanI hAjarI hatI. teNe zAMta citte AtmAne pUchayuM. saMtano samAgama, saMtanI dRSTi, javAba zuM maLe? saMsAra chUTI gayo. koI parvatithi hoya savAre manane pUcho upavAsa karavo che? mana kaheze Aja to nahi thAya ane bhAI roje ja kAla para avalaMbe te vrata roja kALa ja batAvaze. mATe pUchavuM to Atamadevane pUchavuM to te satno mArga batAvaze. sAdhaka kahe gharamAM saune mArA mATe ghaNo prema che te rajA nathI ApatA. saMte kahyuM kAle savArathI tuM bimAra thaIne paDayo raheje. teNe tema karyuM. - saMta tene ghera pahoMcyA ane kuTuMbIone kahyuM bimArI bhayaMkara che, paNa mArA maMtrathI sAruM thaI jaze. tene mATe koIe potAnA prANa ApavA joIe. sau ekabIjAnA sAme jovA lAgyA. DosA kahe huM jauM pachI DosIne koNa sAcave ? DosI kahe DosAne koNa sAcave? patnI kahe bALakane koNa sAcave? Akhare DosAe saMtane kahyuM mahArAja tamAre AvI kaMI upAdhi nathI tame ja maMtra bhaNo, tamArA mRtyubAda moTI samAdhi caNAvazuM. roje pUjA karazuM. saMta maMtra bhaNI vidAya thayA, sAdhaka paNa Ubho thaIne temanI 10 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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sAthe vidAya thayo. tene bodha prApta thayo. "jAgare mAnava jAga, koI koInuM nathI re." bIjo eka yuvAna saMta sevI hato. ghare pitAjInI rajA levA gayo ke mAre saMnyAsa levo che. pitAjIe to tenA lagnanI taiyArI karI hatI. ane tarataja badho svAMga sajAvI taiyAra karI dIdho. ajaba kahe saMtanA AziSa levA jauM ? ajaba saMta pAse Avyo. saMtaH are ajaba A zuM karyuM ? A veza ? saMsAranA baMdhana sajIne Avyo. ajabe saMta sAme najara meLavI. saMte kRpA dRSTi karI. ajabe lagna sajAvaTa utArI dIdhI ane saMnyAsI banI gayo. pitAjI levA AvyA. are ajaba A zuM karyuM ? ajabe gajaba kIyA. saMsAra chUTI gayo saMnyAsa pragaTa thayo. A che saMta samAgama! saMtonI pavitratAnI saravANI ! * 3. sarva du:kha dUra thaze (sulasAsatI) jainadarzanane pAmelo jIva javalleja sulasA nAmathI aparicita haze. jo tenA zravaNe A nAma caDhayuM na hoya to teTalo kamabhAgI. sulasA eTale prabhubhaktinuM pUrNa svarUpa, jenA rome rome vIranA smaraNanuM sAtatya hatuM. guMjana hatuM. vIra jAdugara hatA ? nA temanA Atmapradeze pradeze jIva jAgaraNanA kalyANano guMjArava vaheto raheto. temAM sulasA jevA bhAgyazALI jIvo tenA sparzanA bhAgyazALI banatA. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 11

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sulatAne daivI sahAyathI batrIsa putro eka sAthe janmelA tenuM eka rahasya teNe gupta rAkheluM. batrIsa putrIno janma samaya ekaja hato tema mRtyunuM nirmANa paNa eka samaye hatuM. A chUpuM rahasya phakata tulasAe ja hRdayamAM dATI rAkhyuM hatuM. batrIsaputro abhayakumAranA priyapAtro, tethI temanuM zikSaNa zreSThI putro chatAM kSatriyapaddhatithI apAyuM. ane bharayuvAna vaye teo zreNikarAjAnA daihika rakSaNa karyA sahAyaka banyA. ceTaka rAjAnI be putrIo celaNA ane suyeSThA. baMne prabhunI bhakata hatI. yuvAna vaye zreNika rAjAnuM citra joI sujyeSThA mohita thaI. paNa ceTaka rAjAnuM kuLa zreNika rAjA karatAM UMcuM manAtuM. tethI pitAe rajA na ApI. paNa catura abhayamaMtrIe suyeSThAnI saMmatithI tenuM haraNa karavA mATe rAjagRhIthI saLaMga bhUgarbhamArga karyo. suyeSThAne thayuM ke celaNA mArI priya bahena tenAthI vAta kema chUpAvavI? teNe celaNAne vAta karI celaNA kahe huM tArA vagara kema rahuM ! rAjAne to aneka rANIo hoya ApaNe baMne sAthe ja jaIe. pUrva Ayojana pramANe suraMga mArga taiyAra thayo. sthaLa nakkI thayuM. samayocita baMne baheno suraMga dvAra pAse AvI. ane kamabhAgye sujyeSThAne potAnA dAgInAno Dabbo yAda Avyo te jaldI levA doDI. zreNikanA khajAnAmAM dAgInAnI khoTa na hatI paNa bhAvinI akaLa kaLA AvI hoya che. suyeSThA Dabbo levA gaI. celaNA AvI gaI hatI. abhayamaMtrInA Adeza pramANe batrIsa sulasA putronA rakSaNa nIce zreNikano celaNA sAtheno ratha calaNA kaMI paNa kahe te pahelA upaDI gayo. celaNAe hakIkata jaNAvI paNa samayocita kArya karavAnuM hatuM eTale sujayeSThA nahi to celaNAne laIne ratha to jhaDapathI mArge caDhI gayo. sujyeSThAe ceTakarAjAne khabara ApyA, rAjAe senApatine ravAnA 12. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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karyo, ke zreNikane jIvato pakaDI lAvo, senApati suraMga pAse pahoMcyA tyAre batrIsa ratha rakSA mATe zreNikanA ratha pAchaLa doDatA hatA. senApatie chellA rathanA sArathIne bANathI vIMdhI nAkhyo ane A zuM? batrIse rathanA rakSako mRtyune bheTayA. abhayamaMtrI rAjagRhanA dvAre rAjAnuM svAgata karavA, batrIsa rathanI rAha joI ubhA che. eka sainike kAramA samAcAra ApyA. abhayamaMtrI AzcaryathI zokamAM DUbI gayA. batrIsa rakSakanA eka sAthe mRtyu? tIra to ekane vAgyuM hatuM? A gupta rahasya koI jANatuM nahatuM. celaNA mahAvIra bhakta hatI eTale abhaya maMtrIne AzA hatI. rAjA jainadharma pAme to rAjya paNa e mArgone svIkAre. paNa acAnaka A zuM banI gayuM? 1 abhayamaMtrI bhAre vimAsaNamAM mUkAI gayA. zreNikarAjA celaNA sAthe aMtaHpuramAM pahoMcyA. tyAM A duHkhada samAcAra maLyA. harSa zokamAM pheravAI gayo. sulatAne khabara kema ApavA ? chevaTe abhaya maMtrI sulasA pAse jAya che. tulasA koI gUDha bhayanI gherAyelI putro kSema kuzaLa Ave tenI rAha jue che. tyAM to abhayamaMtrI AvyA tulasA pAse beThA atyaMta duHkha sAthe hakIkata kahI. pairyavAna maradanI hiMmata na Take tevA A samAcAra sAMbhaLI tulasA atyaMta zokAtura thaI gaI. nAgasArathI bolI UThayA, eka paNa bacyo nathI ? ane bhAna gumAvI beThA. eka pachI eka zaba vAhInIo AvI gaI, zreSThi bhavanamAM aMtima kriyA kaThaNa kALaje karavAnI che. sulatA-sArathI zabavAhInImAM putro hamaNAM bolaze? tema kalpI sulatA-sArathI avAka beThA che. paNa koNa bole? eka paNa jIvaMta nathI. abhayamaMtrI satatu samajAve che. AzvAsana Ape che, sulasA pAse viranI bhaktinuM baLa che chatAM kAramo ghA azrabiMduomAM relAya che. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 13

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sArathI to bhAna gumAvI beThA che. Akhare vidhi pate che. sulasA paNa ghaNI vyathita che. A ghA jIravavo duSkara hato. batrIsa kanyAnA rUdana jovAtA nathI. sulasA paNa aMtarathI nirAza thaI gaI che. abhayamaMtrI bhagavAna vIranuM smaraNa karAve che. yadyapi maMtrI ja atizokAtura che. ardhI rAta thaI che. abhayamaMtrI saune ArAma karavA kahe che, batrIsa kanyAonA zaNagAra UtarI gayA che, dAsIo darekane zayanagRha pAse dorI jAya che, e ja zayanagRha che paNa teno prANa kayAM che ? batrIse koDabharI kanyAo zayanagRhanA dvAra pAse pahoMcI saunA mukhethI bhayaMkara AkraMda UThe che. temanA AMsuothI jANe AkAza gherAI gayuM hoya tema vAdaLIyuM banI gayuM che. AkraMda sAMbhaLI vaDIlo doDI AvyA saune moTA khaMDamAM laI jaI sAthe zayana karAvyuM. pUrI havelI zokanA vAdaLathI gherAyelI hatI. tyAM sukhanI chAyA kayAM maLe ? savAra thaI, paraMtu A saune mATe to aMdhAruM ja hatuM. sulasA batrIsa putravadhUo laIne beThA che, kahe che dIkarIo bhagavAna mahAvIra padhArI rahyA che, have ApaNA sarva duHkhano nAza thaze. bhagavAnanI upasthitimAM sukha ja sukha ja maLaze thoDI dhIraja rAkho. zAMta thAo. bhagavAna mahAvIra rAjagRhI padhAryA. sulasAnA zokArdra hRdayanA tAra jhaNIjhaNI UThayA, mArA vIra padhAryA che. batrIse putravadhUone taiyAra karI. sArathI hajI bhAnamAM AvyA na hatA. sulasA ane batrIsa putravadhUo vIranA darzane jaI rahyA che. sulasAnA rome roma vIra guMjana cAle che. pachI zokane rahevAnI jagA kayAM rahe ? sulasA prabhu pAse pahoMcI. haiyuM bharAI AvyuM tyAM vIranA mukhe amRta jharyuM. 'sulasA' bananAra che te pharanAra nathI. bhAgyano svIkAra karo. sulasA ane putravadhUoe amRta vANI sAMbhaLI, ane batrIsa putravadhUo prabhune namIne AjJA mAMgI prabhu amAruM zarala svIkAra karo. prabhue temane saMyama pradAna karyuM ane vAtsalyamayI caMdanabALA sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 14

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sAdhvIjIne soMpI. sulasAnA hRdayanI vINA guMjI, mArI putravadhUonuM duHkha dUra thayuM. hRdayano bhAra haLavo karI. sulasA sArathIne saMbhALavA nivAse pahoMcI paNa jIvana aMdhakAramaya lAgatuM hatuM. saMsAramAM janma maraNano krama niyata che. paraMtu keTalAka saMyogomAM thatA maraNanuM mAraNa zuM ? sulasAnI zraddhA kahe che vIra prabhu padhAravAnA che, ApaNA sarva duHkho dUra thaze. putravadhUonA zokano bhAra UtarI gayo, vIranA caraNe putravadhUo sukhI che tevI acala zraddhAe sulasA svastha thaI. bIje divase rAjA zreNika ane maMtrI abhayakumAra padhAryA che. sulasAnA cittamAM hajI duHkhanI gherI asara che. rAjA to jANe gunegAra hoya tema uMce jotA nathI. chevaTe sulasA kahe che celaNA rANIpade padhAryA che temanuM svAgata thavuM joIe. prajA temanA darzana kare te ucita che. rAjA ane maMtrI paNa zokAtura che. temanuM hRdaya jANe guno thayo hoya tevA bhAvathI zokArdra che. tethI maMtrI kahe che. sulasAbahena atyAre svAgatano prasaMga nathI. sulasA punaH svasthatAthI samajAve che. chevaTe celaNAnuM prajA dvArA sanmAna thAya che. samaya pasAra thAya che. ceTaka rAjAne khabara maLyA batrIsa rakSako mRtyu pAmyA che, zreNika rAjagRhI pahoMcyA che. teo zAMta thayA sujyeSThAnA samajAvAthI tene cAritra dharmanI rajA ApI. sau rAjagRhI pahoMcyA. temano bhAvabharyo bhavya satkAra thayo. sujyeSThAe paNa vIrano bodha pAmI batrIsanI sAthe parama sukha pAmavA cAritra aMgikAra karyuM. A prasaMgamAM sulasAnA zabdo guMje che. "bhagavAna vIra padhAre che. ApaNA sarva duHkha dUra thaze." A tenI apUrva zraddhA hatI. tethI to tenuM nAma prabhunA mukhe pragaTa thayuM. 'dharmalAbha''. punaHjanma punaHmaraNanI yAtanAno aMta bhagavAne dUra karyo. prabhunI kRpAnuM mUlya tamArI aMtaranI zraddhA para avalaMbe che. sulasAnA rome rome vIranI zraddhAnuM guMjana hatuM. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 15

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atyaMta dArUNa ghaTanAne kAraNe ati kheda khina thayelI sulatAnA aMtara pradezamAM zraddhAnuM baLa preraka hatuM. sArathInI saMbhALa mATe pote gRhatyAga karI zakatI nathI. paNa temAM zvAse zvAse vIranuM raTaNa. te ja tenuM AzvAsana che. sArathInA mRtyu pachI sulasAe havelIone saMta ArAdhanabhavana banAvI dIdhuM. ane temanI sevAmAM lAgI gaI, vayavRddhatAne kAraNe pravajyA grahaNa na karI zakayA Akhare gautamasvAmI pAse sarva pAponI AlocanA karI saMlekhanA karI sadgati pAmI. 4. zama-upazama samaktino ratha . (daSTAMta zrI kumArapALa rAjAnuM che.) jainadarzana anvaye samyagdarzana-samakti prApti pachI karelA dharma anuSThAno zuddhadharma-nirjarArUpa dharma manAya che. upazama jo ke mohanIyakarmono thAya che. jIvanamAM jJAnAvaraNa, darzanAvaraNa, aMtarAya to kSayopazamavALA, acalarUpe pragaTa ja che. mohanIyanA upazama ke kSayopazama vinA temanI zakti saMsArAbhimukha rahe che. rAga dveSanI tIvra mAtrAnI graMthine bhedI jIva jayAre samyakatva pAme che tyAre tenI aMtara-bAhyadazA ja palaTAI jAya che. ane jIvanamAM mahAna camatkRti sarjAya che. AThe karmamAM mohanIya badhA karmono sarasenApati che. te haNAya pachI lazkara name che. A mohanIyakarmanuM mukhya kArya saMsAramAM sukha che tevo bhAsa karI jIvanA jJAnane rokI rAkhe che. koI viralA jIvo te sukhAbhAsane bhedI zake che. koI saguru yoge-bodhe jIva te graMthine bhedavA samartha thAya che, tyAre sadharmane pAme che. je dharma mukti sudhI pahoMcaDavA samartha che. zrI hemacaMdrAcAryanI chatrachAyAne varelA kumArapALarAjA sIttera varSanI vaye rAjyagAdIe AvyA ane gurunA upadezathI dharma pAmI sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 16

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Ahata-sAcA-zuddha zrAvakanuM biruda pAmyA. zrI hemacaMdrAcAryanA saMparka ane satsaMgathI bodha pAmI aDhAra dezomAM ahiMsaka pravartana karAvanAra e prathama rAjA hatA. temanI yazogAthA cotarapha prasarI hatI. A yazogAthAnI IrSAnI AgamAM temano bhatrIjo ajayapALa baLI rahyo hato. te daramyAna AcAryazrIno eka ziSya tene maLI gayo. ajayapALa vicArato kumArapALa ane tenA gurune A mArgathI dUra kare to potAne rAjaya maLe. ziSyane mukhyatA maLe. baMnee maLIne gurujIne ane rAjAne jhera ApavAno peMtaro goThavyo. dareka rAjyanA khajAnAmAM viSahara maNi hoya che. te paNa ajayapALe corAvI lIdho. ekavAra barAbara samaya joIne rAjA ane gurujI baMnene AhAramAM jhera ApI dIdhuM. gurujIne jaldI upAya na maLyo, ane temane khyAla AvatA samAdhimaraNa svIkArI lIdhuM. rAjA kumArapALane khyAla AvI gayo, viSa ApavAmAM AvyuM che. temaNe khajAnAmAMthI viSayavAra maNi maMgAvyo. paNa te to agAuthI ja corAI gayo hato. rAjAne khabara ApyA. rAjA kahe kaMI nahi jevA bhAvibhAva. e hato samabhAva-koIne doSa nahi paNa potAnA udayakarmano svIkAra karI lIdho. tyAM to ekAeka dhanavantarI AvI gayA ane viSapahAra maNi vaDe rAjAnA jherane dUra karyuM. rAjA zAtA pAmyA. ekavAra zubha prasaMge darabAra bharAyo che. prasaMgamAM rAjAne jhera ApanAra ane maNi coranAra bane hAjara che. maMtrIe rAjAnA kAnamAM kahyuM ke atyAre A baMnene jela bhegA karI phAMsIe caDhAvI devAnI taka che. rAjAe kahyuM temanA kAmanI sajA ApanArI karma sattA che. te kAma ApaNe zA mATe karavuM ? ApaNe samabhAvathI temane sabuddhi maLe tevI bhAvanA karo. A zama-upazamano bhAva hato. samaktinuM pradAna hatuM. karma khapAvI devAnI Atma zakti hatI. A pragaTa samyakatvanuM darzana hatuM. koI jagAe ema kathana che ke rAjA kumArapALane jheranI asara hatI chatAM samAdhi maraNa pAmyA hatA. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 17

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5. satI suMdarInuM satva che Adima pRthivInAtha-mAdima niSparigraha Adima tIrthanAthaMca badaSabhasvAmina tuma suMdarInA satItvano bodha pAmavA ApaNe cothA ArAnA prAraMbha kALamAM javuM paDaze. cotho Aro yugalikakALanI samApti thatA zarU thayo, tyAre prathama rAjA, prathama sAdhu, prathama tIrthakara zrI RSabhadeva thayA. - yugalikakALanI samApti thavAthI, RSabha devane sunaMdA ane sumaMgalAthI 48 putranA joDakA ane bharata-suMdarI tathA bAhubali ane brAhmInA joDakA janmyA hatA. te kALe prathama cakravartI bharatarAjA thayA. dareka cakravartIne cauda ratnonI prApti thAya che. temanI strI paNa strI ratna gaNAya che. RSabhadeva rAjAe so putrone rAjyanI vahecaNI karI saMsArano tyAga karyo, anukrame kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM. te ja samaye bharatarAjAne cakravartI padanA udayarUpe Ayudha utpanna thayuM, bharatarAjA mahA vivekI hatA, temaNe prathama prabhunA kevaLajJAnane mahatva ApI, vaMdana karavA cAlyA. Ayudha zALAmAM AyudhanI pUjAvidhi karI, sthApanA karI ane bhAvanA karI ke cakravartI thauM pachI suMdarIne strIratna tarIke pada ApIza. bhagavAne kevaLajJAnanI prApti pachI caturvidha saMghanI sthApanA karI tyAre brAhmI ane suMdarIe mahAvrata levA bharata rAjA hovAthI temanI rajA mAMgavI jarUrI hatI. bharatarAjAe brAhmIne rajA ApI. paNa suMdarIne strIratna tarIke sthAna ApavAnA manoratha hovAthI rajA ApI nahi. suMdarI temane khUba priya hatI. 18 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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bharatarAjAe sAITha hajAra varSa cha khaMDanI pRthvI jItavAmAM gALyA, kayAMka yudhdhathI, kayAMka sulehathI pote jItyA, ayodhyA pAchA pharyA. cakravartI tarIke prajAe svAgata karyuM. pachI mukhyamaMtrIe parivArano paricaya Apyo. temAM prathama suMdarIne joIne bharatarAjA hataprabha thaI gayA. teo jayAre pRthvI jItavA nIkaLyA tyAre suMdarI kharekhara nAma pramANe te ati suMdara hatI, ane hamaNAM vRddha DozI jevI nisteja joIne prathama to gusse thayA, ane maMtrIne kahe tame suMdarInI saMbhALa rAkhI nathI, zuM rAjanA rasoDe bhojana sAmagrI khUTI hatI ? dAsadAsIoe ATalA varSa zuM kArya karyuM. suMdarInI AvI dazA kema thaI ? maMtrIe kahayuM, mahArAja, rAja rasoDe bhojananI khoTa na hatI, temanI sevAmAM dAsa dAsIo hAjara hatA, paNa Ape prayANa karyuM tyArathI saMsAra tyAganA manorathathI suMdarIe AyaMbila tapa eka ja vastuthI sATha hajAra varSathI karyo che, tene kAraNe teo kuzakAya thayA che. bharatarAjAe vAta jANI kahyuM aho meM mohathI suMdarIne saMsAratyAganI rajA na ApI e mAro guno che. ane tarata ja suMdarInI mAphI mAMgI, rajA ApI ane khUba moTo mahotsava karI, suMdarIne zaNagArI prabhunA samovasaraNamAM laI gayA. ati ullAsabhera suMdarIe prabhu pAse mahAvrata grahaNa karyuM. ane muktino mArga sAdhya karyo. sArAMzaH cakravartInuM strI ratna sAMsArika sukhanI Toca hoya che, paraMtu pariNAma narakagamana hoya che. suMdarIne strIratnanA sukhamAM kaMI rasa na hato, tethI temaNe suMdara upAya yojI bharatarAjAnI maMjurI meLavI saMyama mArge prayANa karI jIvana sArthaka karyuM. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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6. jJAnamUrti zrImad rAjacaMdra para zrImad rAjacaMdrano janma saurASTranA vavANIyA gAme thayo hato. jJAna pipAsAne varelA teone sAta varSe kAkAnA mRtadehanA agni saMskArathI uhApoha thatA jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM hatuM. soLa varSanI vaye mokSamALA jevA tAttvika ane sAtvika graMthanI preraka racanA karI hatI, tyAra pachI janmAMtarIya jJAnabaLe zatAvadhAna to temane sahaja hatA. teonI kavitva zakti abhUta hatI. AtmasiddhizAstra jemAM cha darzana ane cha sthAnakanI mArmika racanA che te eka kalAkamAM karI hatI. te uparAMta tAttvika padonI, kAvyanI racanAo karI hatI. mumukSuone sAttvika, vyavahArika ane tAtvika bodha patro lagabhaga eka hajAra jevA lakhyA che. je graMthAkAre pragaTa thayA che. teo kavi paNa hatA. suMdara ane mArmika bodhadAyaka racanAo karelI che. temane patnI ane bALako hatA. kuTuMbanI Arthika javAbadArI temane nibhAvavAnI hatI tethI teo muMbaI vyApAra arthe rahetA hatA. koI grAhaka Ave mAla le to koI rAjIpAno vikalpa nahi ane na le to kaMI nArAjI nahi. temAM jayAre jayAre samaya maLe tyAre vyApArano koI vikalpa na karatA. mumukSuone patro lakhI sAttvika-tAttvika mArgadarzana ApatA. mahAtmA gAMdhIjInA adhyAtmakSetre mArgadarzaka hatA. temane dharmAtara karatA aTakAvavAmAM temano ghaNo phALo hato. tethI ApaNane mahAtmA gAMdhI maLyA. agara phAdhara gAMdhI kadAca maLyA hota. muMbaI vyApAra arthe rahevA chatAM temAMthI nivRtta thaI ekAMtavAsanuM sevana karatA. IDara jevA pahADa para jJAna dhyAnanI ArAdhanA karatA. e pahADa para dIpaDA, vAgha jevA jAnavaro temanI pAsethI pasAra thatA, jANe maitrInI arasaparasa bhAvanAno anubhava karatA. sarvAtmamAM samadaSTi te emano jIvanano marma hato. saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM mukta thavAnI tAlAvelI kevI hatI? temanI ja vANImAM. he nAtha ! sAtamI tamatamA prabhA nArakInI vedanA maLI hota to sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 20

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vakhate sammata karata paNa jagatanI mohinI saMmata thatI nathI." kayAre chUTIe tenA jApa karIe chIe. tenA anusaMdhAnamAM bhAvanA karI pada racanA karI che : apUrva avasara evo kyAre Avaze? kyAre thaIzuM bAhyAMtara nigraMtha jA. sarva saMbaMdhanuM baMdhana tIrNa chedIne vicaraza kava mahatu puruSane paMthaje. vacanAmRtano kaMIka paricaya. "anaMtakALathI je jJAna bhavaheturUpa thatuM hatuM te jJAnane eka samayamAtramAM jAtyAMtara karI jeNe bhavanivRttirUpa karyuM te kalyANamUrti samyagudarzanane namaskAra." "zrI sadagurue kahyo che tevA nigraMthamArgano sadAya Azraya raho." huM dehAdi svarUpa nathI ane deha strI putrAdi koI paNa mArA nathI. zuddha caitanya svarUpa avinAzI evo huM AtmA chuM. ema AtmabhAvanA karatA rAgadveSano kSaya thAya. sarva karatA vItarAganA vacanane saMpUrNa pratItinuM sthAna kahevuM ghaTe. kemake jyAM rAgAdi doSano saMpUrNa kSaya hoya tyAM saMpUrNa jJAna svabhAva pragaTavA yogya niyama ghaTe che. teo jaina samAjanA amuka kSetre sagurunA sthAne che. temanA sthAno vistaratA jAya che. duHkhadavAta e che ke AvA jJAnIjanonI bhagavAnane jarUra paDI ke zuM? phakata cotrIsa varSanI vaye temano deha vilaya thayo hato. dhanya te jIvanadhArA. A che. uttama ArAdhaka zrI gokuLabhAI zrI gokuLabhAI bALa brahmacArI ane sattvazALI, tattvanipUNa ArAdhaka che. teo mULa mAMDalagAmanA vatanI. janmanuM nAma hiMmatalAla hatuM. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 2 1

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huM kahetI ke teo gAyo ane pazuonA rakSaNamAM sakriya che eTale koI phoIbAe temanuM nAma gokuLabhAI kahyuM haze. rAjacaMdra samudAyamAM ane digaMbara AmnAyamAM teo vizeSa paricita che. zrImadrAjacaMdra hRdayamAM ane vacanAmRta temanA kaMThane varelA che. zrI samayasAra pravacanasAra, niyamasAra jevA uttama graMthonA teo abhyAsI ane svAdhyAyakAra che. tattvaciMtana te temanA jIvananuM aMga che. chellA cAlIsa varSathI AvA uttama ane kaThina graMtho tathA vacanAmRtanA svAdhyAya zreNino pravAha avirata cAlu che. cAlIseka varSa pahelAM meM sAmAjika sevA kSetra choDayuM pachI maunanI ArAdhanA mATe zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama IDaramAM rahevAnuM thayuM tyAre mane temano nikaTano prathama paricaya thayo. temanI tattvaciMtana ane svAdhyAyanI paddhati mane ruci gaI. zuddhAtmAnI upAsanAne agrimatA ApatA. tyAra pachI teo jIvanano ghaNo samaya IDaranI guphAomAM ekAMtamAM rahI ArAdhanA karatA. pAchaLanA varSomAM IDara gaDhanA pahADa para digaMbara maMdira ane nivAsasthAna che tyAM rahe che. ane khullI guphAmAM dhyAna, adhyayana kare che. A guphA khullI hoya che. teo kahetA koIvAra mitro Ave eTale dIpaDA, vAgha, sApa ane najara karIne cAlyA jAya. teo ekAMta tathA mauna sevI gaMbhIra ArAdhaka che. temanA jJAna khajAnAno mane ghaNo lAbha maLyo che. zrI samayasArajI ane bIjA graMtho mane bahu saraLazailIthI samajAvyA hatAM. temano mArA para ghaNo upakAra che tethI atre temane kema bhUlI javAya? gokuLabhAI aMtarmukha sAdhaka che. jarUra sivAya bolavuM nahi. mithyAtvathI dUra thavA ane samyakatvano sahAro e emanuM dhyeya che. te mATe teo kahe che huM vitarAga deva, vitarAgI guru ane vitarAga dharmanuM sevana karI vitarAgabhAva pragaTa karuM Aja bhAvanA che. vAraMvAra savikalpa avasthAmAM huM AtmA chuM e prakAranI bhAvanA dvArA aMtarmukha banI nirvikalpa thavAno abhyAsa karavo. svabhAvanA Azraye paramapada prApta thaI zake che. vyavahAra nizcayano yathArtha nirNaya karI bhedamAMthI abhedane sAdhavo sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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e ja sAdhanA kartavya che. mATe prathama binajarUrI lokasaMga ghaTADavo. upayoganI jAgRti to krame krame upayoganI asaMgatAthI sAdhI zakAze. upayoganI sanmukhatA vagara saMsAra vRddhi pAme che. AvI temanI zIkha hoya che. 8. satya ghaTanA A camatkAra nathI prabhubhakti ane arpaNatA che. rAjA akabaranA samayamAM nAnA rajavADAmAM mAnasiMha rAjA rAja kare. rANI ratnAvatI tenuM priyapAtra hatI. temane eka rAjakumAra hato. rAjA udAradilanA hatA. prajAnA sukhamAM sukha mAnatA. Ama temano saMsAra sukharUpa vaheto hato. rAjA mAnasiMha putra sAthe akabaranI sevAmAM dilhI gayA hatA. ziyALAnI rAtrI hatI. rANI potAnA bhavya chatra palaMgamAM nidrA laI rahI hatI. maLaske lagabhaga cAra vAge acAnaka tenI nIMda uDI gaI. dhImA svare kaMI guMjana saMbhaLAtuM hatuM. bharanidrAmAMthI jAgelI rANIne avAjano zorabakora sahana na thayo. te zayyAmAM paDI paDI khUba ja akaLAI gaI Akhare uThIne gussAnA AvezamAM avAjanI dizAmAM AgaLa vadhI. rANIvAsanI najIkamAM dAsIvAsa hato. eka bhakta dAsI mahelamAM kAme jatA pahelA prabhubhakti karatI. kaMThamAM madhuratA, prabhu pratye bhakti, bharyuM haiyuM. hRdayanI AdratA pachI vAtAvaraNa ja pavitra thaI gayuM hatuM. jema jema rANI avAjanI najIka jatI gaI tema tema tenA haiyAne zAMti maLatI gaI. cheka dAsInA gRha pAse pahoMcI, dAsIto prabhubhaktimAM magna hatI. rANInA kUNAM paDelA hRdayamAM tenA bhaktirasanA komaLabhAvathI prasannatA pAMgarI ane dAsInI pAse besI gaI. dAsI to prabhubhaktimAM bhIMjAI gaI hatI. samaya thatAM dAsI UThI. teNe joyuM ke bAjumAM koI strI beThI che. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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dIvo jarA AgaLa karI joyuM to rANIbA, bhakta dAsI gabharAI to nahi paNa Azcarya cakti thaI. A zuM? AvI pAchalI rAtre rANIbA? rANI svayaM UbhA thayA. tene bheTI paDayA. AMkhamAM azruno pravAha cAlyo. bolyA, kayAreya AvI zAMti anubhavI nathI. A rAjanA sukha phIkkA lAgavA mAMDayA che. pachI to rojano krama thayo. have to savAra ja nahi moDI savAra, bapora, sAMja, rAta, bhaktirasa relAvA lAgyo, anya jano joDAvA lAgyA bhakti to rANInuM jIvana thaI gayuM. mahelanA prAMgaNamAM maMdiranI sthApanA thaI. bhakti maMDaLI jAmatI gaI. dilhI akabara rAjAnA darabAramAM mAnasiMha pharaja para che tyAM tene khabara paDI. are rANI gAmajano sAthe ToLe maLI bhakti kare che. rANIpadanuM gaurava zuM? sAthe putra hato tene sUcanA ApI AvA dhatIMga baMdha karavA vidAya karyo. rANI thaIne gAmajano sAthe kalAko besIne bhakti kare ? e badhA nATaka baMdha karAvI deje. paNa A rAjaputra e bhaktimaMDaLamAM bhaLI gayo. mAnasiMhane khabara maLyA, te rAjayamAM pAchA pharyA ane kaDaka rIte sUcanA ApI ke A badhA dhatIMga baMdha karo, rAjarANIne A zobhe nahi. paNa rANI to bhagavAnane badhuM soMpIne beThA hatA. rAjAe ghaNA prakAranA dabANa karyA paNa rANIto bhakti parAyaNa rahyA. rANIne dUra karo to ja A dhatIMga baMdha thaze. tenA mATe upAya rAjAne koI khavAse salAha ApI ke rAjayanA prANI saMgrahAlayamAM vikarALa siMha che. tene rAjamahelanA prAgaNamAM choDI devo. rAjA khUba uzkerATamAM hato. tethI kaMI vicAra karyA vagara te vAta mAnI gayo ane sUcanA ApI. khavAsanI yojanA mujaba bIje divase sAMje eka vikarALa siMhane lAvIne rAjamahelanA prAMgaNamAM choDavAmAM Avyo, siMhanI trADa sAMbhaLI, keTalAka bhAgyA, keTalAka bhakto bhaktimAM masta hatA. rANIe ThAkorajIne thALa dharAvavAnI sarva sAmagrI taiyAra karI hatI. siMhanI trADa sAMbhaLI rANInA moM para koI akaLa camaka AvI 24 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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e ja thALa laI te siMhanI trADanI dizAmAM sAme gayA, mAthe prabhu rakSaka che bhaya zAno ? prabhu ja A veze AvyA che. rANI AgaLa vadhe che. siMha sAmethI Ave che. padhAro prabhu A veze bhale padhAryA, rANI to manamAM bhAvanA karatA prabhugIta gAtA AgaLa vadhatA hatA. rANInuM bhAva pUrNa prabhugIta guMjArava sAMbhaLI dhasamasato siMha dhImo paDayo, rANInI sAva najIka Avyo, je hAjara hatA temanI to AMkha baMdha thaI gaI ke zu thaze ? paNa A zuM ? siMha paga vALIne rANInA paga pAse namana karIne besI gayo. rANIe tenA kapALamAM tilaka karyuM ane thALa tenA mukha pAse dharI dIdho. prabhu A veze padhAryA cho svAgata che. sarvAtmamAM samadRSTi-prabhudRSTi dhanya che. A bhAvanAne ! siMha A svAgatano svIkAra karI dhIme pagale cAlyo gayo, janatAne lAgyuM ke A svapna to nathI ne ? rANI to e ja mastImAM aMtaramAM AratI karavAmAM masta banI gayA. rAjA to gabharATane kAraNe medAnamAM gayA ja na hatA. paNa khavAse badhI hakIkata jaNAvI. rAjAnA bhAvamAM camakAro thayo. rANInI bhaktinI pavitratA samajyA ane doDayA. rANInA pagamAM paDayA. rANIe jaNAvyuM ke sarvano kartA bhagavAnanI kRpA prasAda che. temane namo. namaskAra sAthe mAnasiMhanuM badhuM ja mAna gaLI gayuM ane te paNa rANI sAthe bhakta banyo. sArAMza : AvI kathAo vAMcavA sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave tyAre kathAne mANavI. hRdayane bhIMjavavuM, kathA gujarAta samAcAranA hevAla nathI. paramAtmAnI zaktino srota che. tenAM mAnava bhIMjAya nahi to potAno janma gumAvI rahyo che. A kevaLa kathAo nathI satya ghaTanA che jIvananA sukAyelA srotane vahetA karavAnI kSamatA dharAve che, kathAnuM rahasya zraddhAmAM prajaLavuM joIe. e kALamAM bhagavAne prahalAdanI eka kathA pramANe nRsiMhanuM rUpa sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 25

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lIdhuM hatuM. uparanI kathA akabaranA vakhatamAM sAkSAta banelI che. jo vAMcanAra temAM zraddhAnA strotane joDe to tenA jIvanamAM sukha zAMti maLe, mUMjhavaNano mArga maLe, jIvanavikAsanI zraddhA dRDha thAya. rAjAne thayuM tema bane kharuM. chevaTe mAnavane joIe che zuM? sukha ane zAMti. te jayAMthI maLe tyAM zodhAya aMdhArAmAM paDelI cIjane zodhavA bahAra prakAzamAM javAnuM nathI. cIja khovAI tyAM prakAza karavAnI jarUra che. jIvananA sukha, AnaMda, nirdoSatA mATe vaijJAnika sAdhano vadhAravAthI nahi maLe. paraMtu sAttvika ane tAttvika jIvananA sahAre maLaze. je mAnavanA jIvanamAM apragaTa rahela che. tene zraddhA jevA tattvothI vikasAvo ane temAMthI pAMgaratu jIvana e ja camatkAra che aMtamAM aMtaramAM rahelA sukhane guNo dvArA prakAza ApI zodho. svayaM pragaTa thaze. guNonuM sAkSAt thavuM te camatkAra che. . 9. samagaNe tRNamaNi pASANa re yogIonA jIvana eTale mana, vacana, kAyAno saMyama ane cetanAnI pavitratA. "mana, vaca, kAca nirmaLa rAkhe, dhana dhana jananI tenI re." dunvayI doDa pramANe khAtA pItA kevaLa sukha sagavaDanA sahAre jIvatA mAnavIne A nahIM samajAya, koI saguru bodha aMtaramAM maMthana kare to samajAya. A yogIjanoe viSaya kaSAya jevI tuccha vastune tilAMjali ApI aMtaranI samRddhinI khoja karI. jaMgalanI vATe ekAMta gALI, zarIrAdinA sukhone apradhAna karI Atmatvane prApta karyuM che. A duniyAnI sarva siddhino temAM samAveza thaI jato. AvA eka yogI eka nAnI sarakhI jhUMpaDImAM rahe. ekavAra eka rAjAnI savArI tyAMthI nIkaLI. rAjAe yogIne joyA, darzana mATe sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 26

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ghoDA parathI utaryA. ane yogIne namaskAra karyA. jatAM jatAM teNe eka khUba kiMmatI maNi yogInA caraNamAM dharyo, yogI spardho ja nahi. kahyuM ke A bIna jarUrI che. AthI rAjAe e maNi jhUMpaDInA uparanA bhAgamAM saMtADIne mUkI dIdho. yogIne enI sAthe kaMI nisbata na hatI. enA aMtaranA AnaMdamAM maNio camakatA ja hatA. AvA maNinI jarUra kayAM hatI? "mAna apamAna samagaNe, samagaNe tRNa maNi pASAgare." thoDA samaya pachI rAjAnI savArI pAchI pharI, rAjA ne ema ke pelA maNimAM ahIM kevo suMdara Azrama thayo haze, paNa A zuM? jhUMpaDI ane yogI e ja avasthAmAM hatA. rAjAe namana karIne saheja maNi viSe pUchyuM ! yogI kahe tame jyAM mUkyo che tyAM juo. maNi dhULa khAto tyAMja paDyo hato. yogI AvA nispRha hoya che. yogIo jagatamAM pavitratAno prakAza pUre che, ane yogya jIvo satyane jhIle che. che. 10. guru AjJAthI nizcitatA che jaina darzana ke anya darzana ho gurujanonI samIpa vinayI thaIne rahe to te sAdhakane saheje AtmadarzananI yukti prApta thAya che. gurujano Atmahita vatsala hoya che. gurue ziSyone AjJA karI ke kAle savAre tamAre be sAdhuoe bAjunA gAmamAM sAdhu mahAtmAnI sevA mATe javAnuM che. te rIte baMne sAdhuo savAre taiyAra thaI AjJA meLavavA AvyA. te pahelA gurujIe bIjA be ziSyone vidAya karyA hatA. eTale A sAdhuone kahyuM ke tamAre javAnuM nathI. A baMne sAdhune kaMIja vikalpa thato nathI. kema pheraphAra karyo, ame be kalAkathI taiyArI karI hatI. A baMne ziSyo guruAdhIna hatA. saheje potAnI ArAdhanAmAM lAgI gayA. mana zAMta che. gurudeva paNa potAnA dhyAna ArAdhanAmAM sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 2 7

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sthira rahyA che. eke pakSe vikalpa nathI. A gurujanonuM ziSyone vinaya vaDe caitanyane jAgRta karavAnI kSamatAnuM zikSaNa hatuM. je ziSyone A rahasya samajAyuM hoya che tenuM AtmabaLa pavitratAne pAmI te sAdhu anukrame mukta thAya che. kAraNake gurucetanAnI pavitratAnuM AcaraNa ziSyanAvinaya vaDe thayelA guNAtmakabhAvomAM thAya che. gurujI je karaze te mArA hitamAM ja hoya, ziSya haLavo phUla jevo, paNa jo ahaM ATalI hade ogaLI jAya to! anAdi kALanuM seveluM abhimAna ema nivartana pAmatuM nathI. te mATe ziSya tana mana dhanathI arpaNa thavuM paDe e arpaNatAnI bhUmikAmAM bIjAropaNa karI sAdhaka siddha thAya che. ( 11. saMta jIvananI sahajatA. saMta, yogI, sAdhunA jIvana dehanA bharose nathI paNa Atmika baLa para avalaMbe che. kemake temaNe bhautika sAdhanomAM sukha joyuM nathI. aMtaramAM nIrava zAMti ane samatAnuM vedanA bharapUra che. deha nibhAva saheje thato hoya ane AtmikabaLa avirata gati karatuM hoya che. jaMgalanI e jhUMpaDImAM yogI rahetA, sAthe be ziSyo hatA, yogInI prAtaH kriyA prabhu bhaktithI zarU thatI. ekavAra te snAna karIne AvyA ane eka tUTelA ghaDAnA nIcenA taLiyAmAM pANI hatuM temAM joI tilaka karyuM. te samaye temano eka bhakta rAjA AvI caDhayo. A zuM? huM rAjA mArA guru? AvA ThIkarAmAM mukha joI tilaka kare? tarata ja eka sainikane doDAvyo ane mahelathI sonAnuM darpaNa maMgAvIne saMtane arpaNa karavA hAtha dharyo. saMte e ja zAMtamudrAthI javAba Apyo, mAre ThIkarAnA darpaNathI cAle che eTale AnI jarUra nathI. vaLI prabhu bhakti karuM ke AvA sAdhanane sAcavavAnI upAdhi karavI. mATe A darpaNa pAchuM ravAnA karo sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 28

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ane tame prabhu bhakti karavA beso. zatru mitra sama gaNe, samagaNe kanaka maNi pASANare. he rAjA! sAdhu saMnyAsI niSparigrahI hoya te temanuM satva che. vaLI vagara jarUranI cIjo laIne pachI tenI vRddhi thAya che te vRddhi vastuonuM AkarSaNa kare che ane sAdhu jaMjALamAM paDe che. bhaktonA bhAvane nAme potAnI vRttinuM poSaNa karavAthI mUlyavAna jIvana gumAve che. mATe sAdhu saMto AkiMcanya rahe che. te mukta thAya che. zuddha thAya che. 12. vahetI maitrI bhAvanA che. garavA jUnAgaDhanA najIkanuM e nAnuM sarakhuM gAma tyAM AbhAdAdA vase guNiyala patnI ane saMtAnamAM eka namaNI vahAlabharI putrI nAma jhamakhu. kauTumbika ane sAmAjika prathA pramANe kanyA bAra cauda varSanI thAya para ghera vaLAvavI jarUrI gaNAtuM. AbhAdAdA dIkarI mATe yogya pAtranI zodhamAM hatA. najIkanA gAmanA varajIbhAInA putra jamanAdAsa temanA dhyAnamAM Avyo ane badhuM goThavAI gayuM. samayocita AbhAdAdAne tyAM jAnanI padharAmaNI thaI. badhI vidhio patI gaI. AbhAdAdAnA hRdayanA TukaDA jevI kanyAne vaLAvatA dila raDI UThayuM paNa ucita kAryane vilaMba kema paravaDe? jhamakhu mAnI soDamAM bharAIne beThI hatI. paNa teno jhamakhane choDyA vagara chUTako kyAM hato ? mAtA pitAe kaThaNa kALaju karI jhamakhune vaLAvI, sAsarInuM sukha duHkha tenA nasIba para ja avalaMbatuM. jhamakhu sAsare AvI tyAre ke Aje hajI ghaNI jagAe vahune copagA prANInI jema rAkhavAmAM AvatI. jhamakhu svabhAvathI namra ane kuzaLa hatI. thoDA vakhatamAM badhuM sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 29

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kAma karatI thaI gaI chatAM zabda bANoto vAgatA ja rahetA. jamanAdAsa svabhAvano ugra hato, kAraNa vagara uzkerAto ane prAraMbhamAM gholadhapATa karI deto, jhamakhu tene sahI letI. paNa ekavAra evuM banyuM ke anya jIvonI sAthe avaLI sobate caDhI nazo karIne Avelo. sAMje roTalA thavAne thoDI vAra hatI ane teno pitto gayo, lAkaDI laIne jhamakhu para tUTI paDyo. rojanuM thoDuM to jhamakhu sahI letI paNa AjanA asahya mAre tene hacamacAvI mUkI te to rasoDAmAMthI uThI gharanI bahAra nIkaLI gaI ane doTa mUkI piyaranA gAme je najIka hatuM tyAM pahoMcI. jamanAdAse joyuM te to vadhu uzkerAyo ane DAMga laIne pAchaLa doDayo. gAma najIka hatuM, jhamakhu to pahoMcI gaI. piyaranA gharamAM ghUsI gaI. jamanAdAsa ubho rahI gayo. manamAM ukaLelo hato. AbhAdAdA vakhata samajI gayA paNa gaMbhIra mananA mAnavI. temaNe jamAIne AvakAra Apyo. DhALiyo DhALI besADayA ane jamAIne jamADavAnI vyavasthAnI sUcanA ApI. AbhAdAdAnI garimA ja evI hatI ke jamanAdAsa ThaMDo thaI gayo. gharamAM jAya kevI rIte? sAMjanuM vALu karI beThA rAta paDe AbhAdAdA rojanI jema khetare javA nIkaLyA. tyAM ja sUI jatA. jamanAdAsa jamIne ADo paDayo hato, te paNa sasarA sAthe khetare javA taiyAra thayo. baMne khetare pahoMcyA. dAdAe baMne DhALiyA DhALyA. jarA ADe paDakhe thayA ardhI rAta thaI. vAta have zarU thAya che. AmAdAdA gIranI taLeTImAM rahetA, rAtre vAgha siMha AvatA temanI sAthe temaNe maitrI karelI, rojanI caryA mujaba AbhAdAdAe bUma mArI maMgaLadAsa ane eka siMha dhIme pagale AvI dAdAnA paga AgaLa besI gayo. thoDIvAra thaI bUma pADI rAmadAsa ane vAgha AvIne dAdAnA khATalA pAse besI gayo. dAdAe rojanI kathA zarU karI, dIkarAo 30 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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A janama pazu banI gALyo. have bIjA jIvo ne mAravAnuM choDo, A nadI kinAre thatA phaLa phaLAdi khAva ane manakho sudhAro. maMgaLadAsa ane rAmadAsa nIcuM joIne sAMbhaLatA. vacamAM jarAka dhImethI Adata mujaba garjanA arthAt hoMkAro ApatA. avAjathI jamanAdAsa jAgI gayo ajavALI rAta hatI. paNa A zuM ? vAgha ane siMha ? ane dAdA temanI sAthe nizciMta mane vAto kare ? prAraMbhamAM gabharAyo pachI godaDAmAM lapAIne sUI gayo dhImI vAto sAMbhaLato. paraMtu Ama vAgha siMhano paNa dAdAnA mitronI jema sahavAsa joI vicAravA lAgyo, AvA dAdAnI dIkarIne pUjavAne badale mAravA nIkaLyo che ? savAra paDI bodha pAmI ati namra banI cAlI nIkaLyo. thoDA divasa pachI jhamakhu ne laI gayo ane premabhAve jIvavA lAgyo. AbhAdAdAnI siMha vAgha sAthenI maitrIe tenA jIvanamAM palaTo lIdho. AbhAdAdAnI paNa jIvamAtra pratye kevI bhAvanA ? ke siMha vAgha jevA hiMsaka prANIo paNa mitro banI rahetA. maMgaLadAsa ane rAmadAsane vAcake oLakhyAne ? 13. saumAM paramAtmA vase che ! sarva jIva karUM zAsanarasI A vIra-vItarAganI vANI che. sarvajIva samAna che. siddhatA sauno samAna guNa che. pragaTa thayo te pUjAya. apragaTa thayelA jIvo sAthe jaina zAsananI garimA sau pratye samabhAvanI che. saMta pU. vinobAjI gRhasthaveze hatA. paraMtu guNe saMta samAna hatA bALapaNathI ja temanA lakSaNa pragaTayA hatA. ekavAra AMgaNe papaiyuM pAkyuM hatuM. traNe bhAIo khuzIthI mA pAse doDayA. mA papaiyuM pAkayuM che. mA kahe jALavIne laI Avo. mA sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 31

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papaiyuM samAravA beThA. traNe bhAIo mAnI bAjumAM goThavAI gayA. papaiyuM taiyAra thayuM. mA kahe, beTA bAjumAMthI tamArA mitrone bolAvo. badhA vaheMcIne khAva. ATaluM nAnuM papaiyuM keTalAka divasathI bhAIo pAke tyAre khAvAnI rAha jotA hatA. papaiyuM pAkIne taiyAra thayuM. bAjunA mitrone khavarAvIne khAva. vaheMcIne khAva. mitro AvyA, saue papaiyuM khAdhuM, (prema-maitrI khAdhA) Aje sudharelA yuge zuM zIkhavyuM? keTabarI, cokaleTa moMghI che. ekalAM ja khAvI paDe ! vinobAjIne jIvanamAM AvA ghaNA prasaMgothI uttama saMskAra maLyA hatA. te saMskAre temane saMta samuM jIvana ApyuM. saMta vinobAno saMskAra saumAM bhagavAna che e bhAvanAvALo hato. samayocita temaNe bhUmidAna-bhUdAnanuM kArya upADyuM, kAma kaparuM hatuM. jamInadAro ekaro jamInanI mAlikI dharAvatA, aDhaLaka dhana bheguM karatAM. te ja gAmomAM kheDUto jamIna vihoNA hatA. temaNe jamIna vaheMcavAnI hatI. AthI jamInadAro nArAja thayA. vinobAjIne patAvI devAnuM kAvatru goThavAyuM. - bhUdAnanA kAryamAM kazA ADaMbara rakSaNa ke suvidhAonI apekSA vagara vinobAjI sevAbhAvI TukaDI sAthe pagapALA pharatA. aMgata koI jarUriyAta na hatI. dehanI nibhAvaNI mATe vastrAdinI upayogitA rAkhatA. ekavAra khetaromAM paDAva nAMkhyo che. taMbuo bAMdhyA che. eka taMbumAM vinobAjI sUtA che, saMyamInI nIMda kevI hoya ? ajavALI rAta che, jamInadAranI goThavaNa mujaba eka mANasa khUllA camakatA charA sAthe taMbuno daravAjo (kapaDuM) uMco karI aMdara ghUsyo. vinobAjIe joyuM hAthamAM khUllA cakamatA charA sAthe mANasa aMdara pravezyo che. vinobAjI beThA thayA. khUba prasanna citte bolyA : "padhAro, prabhu, A veze padhAryA!" pelA mANasanA hAthamAMthI charo jamIna para 32 sattvazIla-tattamaya prasaMgo

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paDayo ane mAro vinobAjIne namI paDyo, A bhAvanA che. sau mAM bhagavAna vase che. AtmA ja paramAtmA che. AvA daSTAMta dharmanI AvI vAtone sAkAra kare che ujaLI kare che. 14. gRhasthonuM akiMcana vastuno abhAva e garIbAI gaNAya che. paraMtu zakti hovA chatAM AvazyakatAthI vadhu na rAkhavuM. tyAgapUrvakanA sukhavALuM, parimita vastuvALuM gRhasthanuM jIvana akiMcanya guNa dharAve che. evAM keTalAka paricita mahAmAnavonA guNa pramodano ullekha karuM chuM. ApaNA ja samayamAM thayelA prajJAcakSu paMDita zrI sukhalAlajI prakAMDa vidvAna, saccAIne varelA. jo dhanavAna thavuM hota to tema banI zakta paNa AkiMcanyane varelA, traNa joDa kapaDAM, 1 joDa jUtA, sAdI lAkaDAnI lAkaDI, be nepakIna, eka TuvAla. A temanI jIvana sAmagrI. sAva sAdo AhAra. mosaMbIno rasa letAM. jo ke mosaMbI moMghI thatAM lIMbu pANI letA. mosaMbInA karaMDiyA mokalavA jevA zrImaMto temanI paDakhe hatA. paNa temano niyama hato koInI pAsethI kaMI levuM nahi. je kaMI vyavasthA che temAM calAvavuM. vRttimAM koI lAlaca nahi. chatAM vAtsalyathI bharapUra hatA. temanI vidvattA temanA sAhitya dvArA sau jANe che. paraMtu temanA jIvananuM AkiMcanatva jANanArA ochA che. mane temano paricaya 1951mAM thayo hato, te temanA avasAna sudhI rahyo. pakSI AkAzamAM UDe, pAchaLa koI cinhana hoya tema paMDitajInI pAchaLa temanA sAhityasivAya koI vyavasthA karavAnI rAkhI na hatI. te sAhityanA lekhaka hatA mAlika nahatA. AvA ja akiMcanatva dharAvanArA paMDita zrI becaradAsajI pU. paMDitajInI haroLanA. traNa joDa kapaDAM ane jarUriyAtanI vastuthI AgaLa nahi janArA jo ke teo kuTuMbavALA hatA. chatAM akiMcanyane varelA hatAM. viveka sahavidvatA te temanI zrImaMtAI hatI. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 33

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AvA mahAnubhAvo ghaNA hatAM ane che. paNa atre prasaMgopAta smaraNa thayuM zrI dalasukhabhAI mAlavaNIyA, zrI ratilAla dIpacaMda desAI. e sau saMpattivAna thaI zakyA hota paraMtu zrImaMtAInI kAmanA tyAM pAchI paDI gaI ane teo uttama jIvana jIvI gayA. te temanI zrImaMtAI hatI. zrI ramaNikabhAI ane tArAbahena modI, lagnajIvana chatAM A jIvana brahmacArI. A kiMcanatva to kharuM ja. ramaNikabhAI mahAtmA gAMdhI bApu sAthe satyAgrahamAM joDAyelA, jelamAM gayelA. samayAdhIna temane sarakAra taraphathI pacAsa hajAra jevI rakama svAtaMtrya senAnI tarIke maLI hatI. | mAro temanI sAthe paricaya nikaTano hato, temano maLI javA mATe phona Avyo. temanI pAse gaI. pelA pacAsa hajArano ceka apaMga mAnava maMDaLanA nAme lakhI Apyo. traNa joDa kapaDAvALA bIjuM zuM kare? meM mArI kSamatA pramANe kahyuM ke moMghavArI vadhatI jAya che, tame koInI pAsethI kaMI letA nathI to A rakama rahevA do, tamArI hayAti pachI ApI daIzuM. teo kahe dhana meLavavA mATe satyAgrahamAM nahoto gayo. vaLI amAruM jIvana je kaMI sagavaDa che temAM nabhe che. khabara che kaI rIte ? dUdha moghuM thayuM to ukALo zarU karyo. paNa pelI rakama to ApI ja dIdhI. tenI koI jAherAto nahi karIne puNyane puNya ja rahevA dIdhuM. mahAtmA gAMdhInA yugamAM ke te pahelA ane A bhAratanI dharatI para AvA ghaNA mANeka camakyA che. ahIM to amuka paricita mahAmAnavonuM smaraNa thayuM tethI prastuta karyuM che. che15. jogInuM pavitra AbhAmaMDaLa yogI jIvananI pavitratA eTale nItaratuM nirmaLajaLa. viSayanA vikAro to jhera sama jANI tyajI dIdhA che. kaSAyanI kAMTAnI vADo jenI kapAI gaI che, AhArAdi saMjJAo parivartita thaI che. AhArathI 34 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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zarIra Take to Take paNa tenI IcchA nathI. bhaya to temanAthI ghaNo dUra che. nidrArUpI pramAda to ujAgaradazAmAM parivartita thayo che. parigraha to temane sparzato nathI. pUrvanuM ArAdhakapaNuM ane A janmamAM garbhamAMthI A lakSaNo avatarita thayA. traNa varSe koI sadgurune hAtha caDhI gayA. jogI svarUpe sahaja AbhAmaMDaLa racAtuM gayuM. sAta dhAtu jANe prabhunI prArthanAnuM sAdhana banI. raMga lAgyo raMga lAgyo sAte ghAta. zrI jInarAja prabhubhaktithI raMgAyelI sAta ghAta paNa pavitratA pAmI jethI temanuM AbhAmaMDaLa pavitratA pAmyuM. temanI e oNrAmAM AvatA jIvo saheje bodha pAmatA. eka jaTAdhArI jogI hatA. traNa varSe gRhatyAga pachI jaTA to vadhatI gaI cha dasakAmAM jaTA sApanI jema goLa viMTaLAIne moTI thaI gaI. paNa jUone mATe ghara thaI. roje jAgI jUo vINe paNa A to jogInI jaTAnI jU vINIne keTalIka sApha kare ? acAnaka ekavAra A mArge eka vALaMda nIkavyo. jogInA pavitra AbhAmaMDaLe tene Akaryo te jogI pAse gayo. jogI be hAthe jUone kADhe, vALaMda temanI pAse gayo. jogI mahArAja tamArI jaTAnI jU vINavAthI jaze nahi. to zuM karuM ? vALaMda kahe paMdara miniTa mAthuM namAvI mArI sAme besI jAo, jogIno chUTako na hato. jogI to besI gayA. pelA bhAI vALaMda hatA. sAthe sAmagrI hatI. temaNe hathiyAra calAvyuM. paMdara miniTamAM mAthuM to caLakatA vAsaNa jevuM banI gayuM. eka jU paNa rahevA na pAmI jogI prasanna thayA. vALaMda temanI sAme beTho. jogI samajI gayA ke tenI kaMIka apekSA che. jogIne yAda AvyuM ke hIrAno sodAgara kImatI maNi mUkI gayo hato, te pelA vRkSa nIce mATImAM DhAMkI dIdho hato. temaNe vALaMdane IzAro karyo ke te jagAmAM khoda vALaMde, tema karyuM. mATI dUra karI, jhagamagato hIro hAthe caDhayo, sApha karyo, ghaNA sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 35

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tejavALo maNi kImatI che, te vALaMdane samajAyuM, to pachI jogIe mATImAM kema dharabAvI dIdho haze? zuM temanI pAse AnAthI paNa vadhu kImatI vastu haze? te maNine pAcho mATImAM DhAMkI jogInI pAse beTho. thoDIvAramAM eka ghaTanA thaI jogInI pavitratAnA sparzamAM vALaMda, potAnuM daihika astitva bhUlI gayo. teno AMtarika maNi camakavA lAgyo. teNe vicAryuM ke kImatI maNine mATImAM DhAMkyo che to temanI pAse bIjI kImatI vastu hovI joIe te jogI pAse pAcho Avyo. tenI jJAnazakti pragaTa thaI saMsAranI vAsanAo chUTI gaI teNe potAno sAmAna jamInamAM dATI dIdho ane jogI pAse dIkSita thayo. saMsAra chUTI gayo dehabhAvanuM ahaM dUra thayuM. pavitra AtmAonuM AbhAmaMDaLa adbhuta rIte pavitra hoya che. tenA sAnidhyamAM janArane te sparze che. ane jo jhIlAya che to teno saMsAra chUTI jAya che. buddhimAna lokone prazna thAya che, AvA jogI besI rahe che tene badale kAma karatA hoya to? are bhAI! A ja to temanuM kAma che. daihika rome rome nirvikArI banavuM. temAM chUpAyelI Atmazakti pragaTa karavI. je svayaM kAryakArI che. tenA saMparkamAM AvanAra jIvanI adazya zakti pragaTa thAya che. A zaktio jagatanA keTalAye duSTa tattvone dUra kare che. e chUpuM rahasya paNa koI pArakhuM mAnavane ja samajAya che. AvA jogI jayAM tyAM maLatA nathI, pUrI jijJAsAthI zodhavA paDe che. . 10. jIvaMta zraddhA che buddhipradhAna yuganuM mahattva svIkArIne jIvatA mAnavIne zraddhAvAna jevuM sukha kayAMthI maLe? kAraNa buddhi niraMtara palaTAtI hoya che. zraddhA sthAyI baLa che tenuM nidAna-pradAna sukha che. gupta rahasya che. mogala sAmrAjayanA samayanI A ghaTanA che. amIrakhAna paDozanA eka dezamAM vajIra hatA. saMtasevI jIvana eTale sattva ane sahune sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 36

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varelA hatA. rAjyanA khaTapaTI mANasone eka nItimattA kema paravaDe? eTale teo vajIranA doSane zodhatA rahyA. vajIrapade besatA temaNe rAjAne kahyuM jo kadAca mAre A pada choDavAnuM Avaze to huM mArI cIjavastu laI jaIza. tamAruM tamane suprata karIza. thoDo vakhata to ThIka cAlyuM. paNa khaTapaTI mANasone A sAttvika mAnava kema paravaDe ! vajIra prAmANikatAthI prazaMsA pAmatA hatA. A pelA khaTapaTI mAnavone kema game? ekAda evo prasaMga Ubho karyo, rAjA kAnanA kAcA ane magajanA jhanUnI. rAjA amIrakhAnathI nArAja rahevA lAgyA. amIrakhAna samajI gayA ane zarata mujaba potAno sAmAna laI vidAya thaI potAnA rAjya tarapha javA nIkaLyA. ATha UMTa para sAmAna bharelo hato. rAjayanI najIka AvI gayA. rAjayanI hadamAM praveza karyo ane cittamAM camatkRti thaI. patnIne kahe, gurujInA pagarakhA dekhAya che. patnI patino hRdaya vaibhava jANatI hatI. gurubhakti jANatA hatA. thoDAka AgaLa gayA pachI to pagarakhA spaSTa dekhAvA lAgyA. banyuM hatuM evuM ke guru pAse eka garIba brAhmaNa gayo hato. dIkarInA lagna hatA. kaMI sAdhana na hatuM. te gurudarzane gayo. ane takalIpha kahI. ahIM guru paNa AkiMcanyA hatA. phakata pagarakhA hatA. te ApI dIdhA. brAhmaNanI zraddhA kevI? tene vikalpa thato nathI ke pagarakhAthI lagna thaze? te to mAthe mUkIne gurune praNAma karI harSabhera cAlato thayo. te brAhmaNane mAthe pagarakhA sahita amIrakhAne joyo. are jo gurunA pagarakhA laI pelo mANasa AvI rahyo che. brAhmaNa najIka Avyo ke amIrakhAna UMTa parathI nIce utarI tenI pAse gayA. bhAI ! gurunA pagarakhA laI kyAM cAlyo ? brAhmaNe vigata jaNAvI. amIrakhAne kahyuM A pagarakhA mane ApI ane ATha UMTa laI jA temAM lagnanI badhI ja sAmagrI che. jANe AThe karmane dUra sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 37

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karavAnA hoya tema AThe saMpattithI bhAravALA UMTa brAhmaNane suprata karI pote haLavA banyA ane gurunA pagarakhA meLavI dhanya thayA. A zraddhAbaLa kevuM nizcita baLavALuM che? ghare pahoMcI zuM karIzuM? jIvana kema nabhaze? bALakone kema ucherIzuM? guru zraddhA baLavAna che. phikara phAphAM mAre ne? brAhmaNane vidAya karyo, brAhmaNanI zraddhA phaLI pagarakhAM letA zaMkA nA AvI ke pagarakhAMne zuM karIza? pagarakhAthI lagna thaze? amIrakhAnane zaMkA nA AvI ke badhuM ApI dIdhuM ! have zuM karIzuM? gurudeva mAthe beThA che ne? phikara phAkAM mAre ne? amIrakhAna to haLavo phUla thaI. sIdhA gurujI pAse pahoMce che, pagarakhAM dharI de che ! gurujI kahe are ! pagarakhAM kayAMthI lAvyo! brAhmaNa ne ApyA hatA! gurujI ! ATha UMTano saghaLo dhanamAla Adi brAhmaNane lagna mATe Apyo che, ane pagarakhAM lAvyo chuM. paradeza choDI ane ApanI sevAmAM rahevuM che. guru tAre hajI gRhasthadazAno udaya che. tuM pote satno saMgI che. saMsArano yoga pUro thaye chUTo thaI jaIza. amIrakhAna tyAMthI vidAya thaI potAne nivAse pahoMcyo tyAM tarata ja rAjano sainika pharamAna laIne Avyo ke tamAre kAle rAjadarabAramAM hAjara thavAnuM che ane maMtrIpadanI javAbadArI levAnI che. puNya, pApathI na jAge. puNya satuthI, zraddhAthI jAge. amIrakhAne sarvasva ApI dIdhuM hatuM. jarAya kSobha na hato. e to gurunI kRpA hatI. mAruM zuM hatuM? pagarakhAM dekhAtAM hatA. kayAre dekhAya? hRdayamAM guruzraddhA prabaLa hoya. kAmanAo chUTe kayAre? gurucetanA nuM baLa rahe toya muktinI yAtrA karato hoya. prArabdha pUruM thaye sApa kAMcaLI tyaje tema saMsAra chUTI jAya. A hatuM gurucetanAnuM rahasya. bhaktanI samarpaNatA 38 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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10. aMtaramAM zAno avAja UThe che ? mohanIya karma kaI balA che je bhala bhalA tapasvIone sAdhakone paNa mUMjhave che? e jIvo to mAnatA hoya che ke dharmathI sukha che, sArthakatA che. paNa muktinA mArge javA je AtmabaLa joIe te to A mohanIyane tAbe muMjhAI jAya che. ane jIvane saMsArano pravAha tANI le che. paNa je mohanIya karmane AdhIna thatA nathI paramAtmAnI kRpA para Take che tenI Aphata dUra thAya che athavA Aphata lAgatI nathI. ekavAra amArA sahAdhyAyIone pUchayuM ke tame badhA lagabhaga sAta dasakA sudhI pahoMcyA cho. dharma ane karmanA kSetre ghaNuM pharyA. svataMtra cho ke parAdhIna te to tame tamArI pAse dhanAdithI jANo cho. AtmabaLathI svataMtra cho? eka vAta vicAro tame roje niyama karelA dharmadhyAna mahaddaaMze kriyA thaI jAya eTale mAno cho ke dharma thayo. aMdaranI mohanI mAtrA kSINa thaI che ? dhAro ke koI paricita vyakti koI pravAsanuM Ayojana kare, jyAM dharmanA sthAna ke ArAdhananA kSetro nathI. kudaratI sauMdarya jovAnuM che. pharavAnuM che. khAvApIvAnA jalasA che. bIjIbAju koI sAdhake Ayojana karyuM che jayAM pavitra sthAna che. dharma dhyAnAdi karavAnA che. zistabaddha rahevAnuM che. AhArAdino saMyama karavAno che. tamArI jAtane pUcho kayAM nAma noMdhAvazo? tame kaho cho ame rapa/30 varSathI A dharmadhyAna karIe chIe. aMdaranI vRttio to evIne evI rahI che. kapaDAMnI phATa moTI che. thIgaDuM mAravAnuM kapaDuM nAnuM che. kAma thaze? tenI khabara che ane A mahAnazaktine eka nagaNya evA prakAramAM mUkI do cho?kevI rIte A mAnava janmanI durlabhatA sAcavazo? zAstrAbhyAsa, saMtono paricaya, vrata, tapa badhuM ja moha mAyAne havAle karyuM. keTaluM Atma dhana lUMTAI gayuM? sAta dasakA pUrA thayA sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 39

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pachI hajI bhAnamAM AvyA nathI. be page doDo cho, pachI lAkaDI sAthe traNa cAra page doDazo. majhA Avaze ne? eka kSaNamAM mukta thAya tevuM AtmabaLa kevaLa kSaNika manoraMjanamAM gumAvazo ! mUlyavAna hIro IndriyonI kSudratAne koTe bAMdhazo? muMjhAva cho zA mATe ? manane keLavo, zraddhA daDha karo. have A kSudratA na joIe. huM to eka caitanya svarUpa mahAna sattA chuM. tene koDInI kakSAmAM kayAM mUkuM chuM? narI kSudratA? dharmanA sthAno risorTa rUpa dhAraNa karavA mAMDayA che te mAnava manano paDagho che. evuM meluM mana laI, prabhu darzana bhAvathI karyA. ema kaho cho jAtane kyAM sudhI chetarazo? jaDatA tamane lUMTavA beThI che tame lUMTAva cho. ekavAra e dizA baMdha karo pachI juo tamArI pAse kevuM mUlyavAna tattva che, je sukhathI bhareluM che. punaH meLavatA dIrghakALa jaze. to paNa hAtha vage nahi thAya. mATe te mUlyavAna tattvone koI saMtonA samAgame sAcavI lo. je ekAda sAmAyika ke thoDA tapa jevA sAdhanathI prApta nahi thAya. jo Atma prAptinI IcchA hoya to AtmAnA avAjane sAMbhaLo. 18. Atmadhana rAMkA strI bhagata, bAMkA purUSa bhagata pUrvanA ArAdhaka jIvo. eka nAnA khoraDAmAM rahe. niraMtara prabhubhajana eja temanuM jIvana jaMgalamAMthI lAkaDIo lAvavI temAMthI gujarAna nabhAvavuM. temAM koI kheda nahi. kAraNa temanI pAse AtmAdhana ane prabhubhajananI saMpatti hatI. eka ja laganI prabhudarzananI bIjI IcchA ja ubhave nahi evI sakhata pALa bAMdhI hatI. e AtmabaLa hatuM. prabhuparAyaNatA hatI. tyAM IcchAnuM mRtyu hatuM. A eka camatkRti hatI ne? AvI camatkRti joI koI deva Azcarya pAmyo, A daMpatine jaMgalamAM lAkaDIo levA javAno rojano eka ja mArga hato. deve sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 40

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mArgamAM sonuM pAtharI dIdhuM. A daMpati jaMgalamAM lAkaDIo levA gayA paNa cAre bAju (mATI) sonuM pAthareluM hatuM. teo pAchA pharyA. mATIno bhAra mUrkhA UMcake ke DAhyo ? sonuM, mATI pRthvI kAya che ne. AvA jIvone devo pUje, prabhuto hAtha pakaDIne potAmAM ja samAvI de, pavitratA pavitratAmAM bhaLI jAya. tamArI sAdhanAne cakAsI jojo. deva to bhUlo paDe ja nahi kadAca sonAne ja mATI jevI dekhADI de to Azcarya na pAmazo. zA mATe evA rAMka bano cho ? aneka prakAranI mAnavajanma jevI saMpatti pAmIne paNa bhikhArI ja rahevuM che ? vicArajo, khUba vicArajo ane Atamadevane pragaTa thavA A janma che tema mAnI paramAtmAne pUjI paramAtma svarUpe pragaTajo. pArthiva padArthono moha tyajI dejo. mRtyu pachI zaba parathI badhuMja utArI le che. je nA Ave saMgAthe tenI mamatA zA mATe ? 19. saMta mahimA jJAnadeva vayamAM nAnA hatA jJAnamAM moTA hatA. joke saMyogavazAt paMDitajanothI prAraMbhamAM bahiSkRta hatA. paraMtu jJAnanI pratibhA anerI hatI. jethI paMDito paNa sanmAna ApatA thayA. temanI pAse eka ziSya raheto, jJAnadevane sAdI sIdhI bhikSA maLatI temAM baMnenuM kArya nipaTatuM. deva pAse ghaNA bhakato AvatA. jJAnadeva pAse maMtra grahaNa karatA. ziSyane thayuM badhAne maMtra Apo cho mane maMtra kema nathI ApatA? jJAnadeva kahe tane hajI maMtranI pAtratA nathI chatAM ziSyanA ghaNA AgrahathI maMtra Apyo. ekavAra nagaramAM rAmadAsa svAmI zivAjInA sadguru padhAryA, ghaNA ziSyono parivAra sAthe hato. temano prabhAva ghaNo hato. bhaktanA rasoDe moTo jamaNavAra hato. A badhuM pelA ziSyanA sAMbhaLavAmAM AvyuM, sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 41

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tene thayuM ahIM to kayAreya mAlapUDA maLyA nathI. vaLI e svAmIjI paNa ghaNA prabhAvazALI che eTale emanA saMghamAM joDAI jAuM? Ama vicArI teNe jJAnadevanI pAse tyAM javAnI rajA mAMgI. jJAnadeva kahe bhale tuM jA paNa pelo maMtra pAcho Apa to jA. tyAM tane svAmIjI maMtra Apaze. ziSya kahe maMtra kevI rIte pAcho ApuM? jJAnadeva kahe moMmA pANI bharI A patthara para kogaLo kara, ziSya te pramANe karyuM. maMtra patthara para kotarAI gayo, paNa ziSyanuM zuM gaju A zakti pArakhavAnuM? kogaLo karI teto bhAgyo, svAmI rAmadAsa pAse gayo. svAmIjIe pUchayuM kayAMthI Avyo? jJAnadeva pAsethI svAmIjI to ubhA thaI gayA. are ! jJAnadeva to mahAna saMta che, temane choDI ahIM kayAM Avyo? saMto ja saMtone oLakhI zake. temanI pAse jJAna cakSu hoya che. 20. jIva maitrI zAstrakAroe AtmAne paramAtma svarUpe jovA jANavA ane anubhavavA uttama bhAvonuM rasAyaNa ApyuM che. te rasAyaNa pathya vagara kAryakArI thatuM nathI. te che jIvananI pavitratA. te guNo dvArA sahaja pragaTa thAya che. koI pUrvano ArAdhaka jIva guNonI A saMpattinI vizeSa vRddhi kare che. aparigrahI jevA guNo to temane svAbhAvika hoya che. saMta tukArAma janmathI AkiMcanyane varelA hatA bhaktinI saMpattine varelA hatA. sau jIvo pratye prema-maitrI e temano vaibhava hato. ekavAra teo mArge jatA hatA. eka jagAe pakSIo caNatA hatA te temano pagarava sAMbhaLI bhayathI UDI gayA. tukArAma to tyAM UbhA rahI gayA. are ! mArA pagaravathI A pakSIo bhaya pAmyA? teoe prasaMgane nAno na gaNyo. teo tyAMja ubhA rahyA. traNa divasa thayA pote sattvazIla-tatvamaya prasaMgo 42

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AhArapANIno tyAga karyo che. manamAM pakSIo pratye maitrIbhAvanA karI rahyA che. traNa divasa pachI pakSIo AvavA lAgyA temanI pavitra bhAvanAthI nizcita thaI caNavA lAgyA. temanA khabhe, mAthe besavA lAgyA. tukArAmanA haiyAmAM paNa maitrIbhAvanuM jharaNuM vahetuM thayuM. prasanna thayA. traNa divasa sahaja AhAra pANIno tyAga karyo A bhAvanA AkAra karI. AthI jIvaprema sahaja pragaTa thayo. mAnavanI pAse AvI to keTalIye zaktio che. tene samayocita pragaTa thavA de to jIva te guNonA pUrNa vikAsa vaDe pUrNatA pAme che. ApaNe A zaktio vikasAvavAnI che. A 21. samarpaNa kayAM ? prabhubhaktino pUjApo to kevo? cAMdI-sonAnI thALI, vATakI, moMdhu sukhaDa, kesara, anya badhI ja sAmagrI pUrI ucca sAdhanonI. sAdhaka zrImaMta che, sAmagrImAM te pragaTe che. tenA bhAva sArA che. paNa sAdhake sAmagrI dvArA sArA bhAva karIne puNyanI AzAmAM aTakavAnuM nathI. tamArI kasoTI koIvAra thaI che? tamArI sAmagrI tamArI pAse paDI che. tame bhAvapUjA karI rahyA cho. svAmI tume kaMI kAmaNa kIdhuM, cittaDuM amAruM corI lIdhuM." sAhebajI pUchatAM cittaDuM laIne jAva cho ? ke pelI sAmagrI jovAmAM rokAyeluM che. tame to gAva cho, bhAvanA karo cho svAmI tume kaMI kAmaNa kIdhuM. ane koIe thALI UpADI, UpADI teno vAMdho nathI jo te daherAsaranI hoya to, paNa Ato sonAnI hatI, mArI hatI. e bhAI ! thALI mArI che, bhagavAna mArA che ne? cittaDuM to tame ApyuM che. pachI bIju citta kyAMthI AvyuM ? thALImAM gayuM? lAlajI kAnapariyAe sarasa bhAvanA karI che. "tame kaho to rAja tamAruM, tame kaho to pATa; tamane sauthI dIdhI amArI jAta, ame aghATa, sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 43

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tame kaho to mUMgAmaMtara, tame kaho to vadIe, aNagamatuM jo lAge tamane, kAma na karavuM kadIe, tame rIjho to mana mojamAM, nahi to rahe ucATa, tame kaho to rAja tamAruM, tame kaho to pATa, sAva kaho to koro kAgaLa, kazuM nava vaMcAya, tame AvI akSara pADo, to kSaNamAM jhaLahaLa thAya, tame AvIne pagalAM pADo, zaNagArI che vATa, tamane soMpI dIdhI amArI jAta, ame aghATa.' prabhu ! ghATa ghaDo ane tamArI kAMkhamAM lo, kyAM sudhI AbhramaNa? .. 22. prabhubhaktinI mastI 'muktithI adhika tuja bhakti muja mana vasI.'' narasiMhabhakta pUrvano prabhu prema laIne ja janmyA hatA. tyAM bhaktine keLavavAnI zuM hoya ? vaya vadhatI gaI bhakti rasa jAmato gayo. jagatanA sonA cAMdI meLavavAnA abharakhA na hatAM. satata eka ja raTaNa hatuM. hari tArA vinA mArA nayana bhInA koNa lUche ? bhakti kevI! koI paNa prasaMga hoya bhakta kevaLa prasaMgamAM otaHprota na hoya, paraMtu harirasa pItA hoya. bhagavAna evI pavitratAthI prasanna thAya. vyakti badho ja rasa saMsArane Ape pachI tenI pAse bace zuM ? pachI hira kevI rIte prasanna thAya ? arthAt jIvane zAMti kayAMthI maLe ? jo jIvanA bhAva zuddha haze to kudarata paNa anukULa thaze, jene bhaktanI bhASAmAM kahevAya 'bhagavAna prasanna thayA.' narasiMha mahetAnI dIkarI vIrabAInuM sImaMta hatuM. te prasaMge mahetAne mAmeru laIne javAnuM hatuM. vIrabAInA sAsariyA jANatA hatA ke tenA pitA garIba che. mAmeruM kayAMthI karaze. vIrabAIne maheNAM sAMbhaLavA paDe che. 44 mahetAne khabara maLyA, ane kahevarAvyuM ke mAmeruM laIne AvIe chIe. mahetA to sAjana laIne upaDayA. sAjanamAM koNa hoya ? maMjIrA vagADavAvALA ane bhajana gAvAvALA bhakto, sAdhu bAvA. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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mahetA maMDaLa laIne pahoMcyA gAmane pAdare. vevAIne khabara paDI, teone mahetA mATe mAna hatuM. temaNe gAmane pAdare ja utArAnI vyavasthA goThavI lIdhI. jethI gAmaloko A maMDaLI joIne hAMsI na kare. savAre saune mAMDave laI gayA. A badhuM joIne vevANa to akaLAI gayA. saune mATe snAnAdinI vyavasthA goThavI. khIjAyelA vevANe mahetAnI nahAvAnI mUMDI dhakhadhakhatA pANIthI bharIne mUkI hatI. ThaMDA pANInI vyavasthA na karI. mahetA snAna karavA AvyA te to bhakti rasamAM DUbelA hatA. mArI nADa tamAre hAtha hari saMbhALajo re." bhagavAna huM to tAro dAsa, huM zuM karI zakuM? tArA bhajana gAu ne harakhAuM. mahetA nahAvAnI jagAe pahoMcyA ane varasAda tUTI paDayo, nahAvAnuM pANI samadhAraNa thayuM. A bAju vevAI vevANane doDAdoDa thaI paDI. varasAdane kAraNe sAdhana sAmagrIne upADavI paDI. vaLI vevANa to samajatA hatA. A garIba mANasa mosALAmAM zuM lAvyo haze? tyAM to mosALAne yogya mUlyavAna sAdhana sAmagrInA chAba AvavA mAMDayA. eTalA pramANamAM AvavA mAMDayA ke kayAM mUkavA tenI mUMjhavaNa thaI. ane pUchavA lAgyA ke hajI keTaluM che? mahetAne kayAM khabara che ? koNa mokale che keTaluM mokale che ! Ama prasaMga ukalI gayo. A prasaMgano sAra e che nispRha bhakti ane AkiMcanyane varelA mahetAnA hRdayanI keTalI pavitratA, nispRhatA! manamAM koI vimAsaNa nahiM, kartApaNuM jene chUTI gayuM hoya. yazakIrtinI lAlasA nathI tenA kAryo puNyayoge pUrA thAya che. prasaMga pahelAM moha nahi, pachI mada nahi AvA guNayukta nispRha bhaktone zuM azakaya che? Akhare mukti paNa zakaya bane che. narasiMha mahetA AvyA tevA vidAya thayA, zuM letA gayA! vaiSNavajana to tene kahIe je pIDa parAI jANe re paraduHkhe upakAra kare to e mana abhimAna na ANe re sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 45

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sakaLa lokamAM saune vaMde niMdA na kare kenI re vAca kAcha mana nizcaLa rAkhe dhana dhana jananI tenI re samadaSTine tRSNA tyAgI parastrI jene mAta re jihvA thakI asatya na bole paradhana nava jhAle hAtha re moha mAyA vyApe nahi jene dRDha vairAgya jenA manamAM re rAma nAma zuM tALI re lAgI sakaLa tIratha tenA tanamAM re vaNalobhI ne kapaTa rahita che kAma krodha nivAryA re bhaNe narasaiyo tenuM darzana karatA kuLa ekotera tAryA re vaiSNavajana to tene kahIe... ra3. puNya svayaM jAge che (bhImo kuMDalIyo) satkAryonA nimitte, dharma kriyAone nimitte, bAhya bhakti jevA kAryonA nimitte zubhabhAva thavAthI puNya thAya che. mAnavajIvananuM kArya puNyathI pUruM nathI thatuM. tyAga, vairAgya, pavitratA, nispRhatA jevA guNothI vikAsa pAme che, muktinI pAtratA keLavAya che. AvA guNo satpuruSanA yoge ane bodhe keLavAya che. nahi to tevA kAryonimitte mAna, kIrti jevA bhAvo zuddhatA sudhI to na pahoMce paNa zubhabhAvane paNa TakAvatA nathI. A eka gUDha rahasya che. sAmAnya mAnavanI samaja bahAranuM che. koI ucca sAdhaka ja A rahasyane pAme che. hRdayanI evI zuddha bhAvanA jIvanane unnata banAve che. puNyayogane kheMcI lAve che. prasaMga jANIto che rahasya samajavuM che. pethaDazA zrAvakanA samayano prasaMga che. pethaDazA zatruMjayatIrthano saMgha laIne pahoMcyA che. mALAno caDhAvo bolAya che. lAkhonI rakamanA caDhAvA cAle che. e prasaMge gAmano eka TaMka bhImo ke jenI rojanI AmadanI sAta dema hatI. je vaDe te ekavAra bhojana khAI gujarAna calAvato 46 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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hato. pati-patnI khoraDAmAM rahetA hatA. te ghara tarapha jato hato. taLeTI pAse Avyo ane A mAhola joyo, tenA paga e dizAmAM vaLyA. taLeTI pahoMcyo. loka samUhane cheDe beTho hato, keDe damaka para hAtha pheravato choDato vaLI bAMdhato ane bhAvanA karato, A damaka ApI dauM ! paNa A lAkhonI rakamamAM mArI rakama koNa svIkAraze ? pethaDazA gAdI para beThA sabhA tarapha najara pherave che temanI najara bhImA para jAya che. temanI vicakSaNa najara bhImAnA mukhanA bhAva kaLI jAya che. teo bhImAne potAnI pAse bolAve che. bhAI tArI kaMI IcchA che. hA, mArI pAse sAta damaka AjanI kamANI che te ApavI che. pethaDazAe mahetAne ja bolAvyA. A bhImAjInuM nAma paheluM lakho. sAta dema? sau bolI uThayA sAtademavALo pahelo! lAkhovALA pachI? pethaDazA kahe tame lAkhovALA, kaMI rAkhIne lakhAvo cho ke badhuM ja ApI do cho? A bhImAnI kamANI sAtadama che te tenuM jIvana gujarAnanuM sAdhana che. te sarvasva ApI de che. mATe tenuM nAma paheluM che ! sau cUpa thayA. bhImo khAlI hAthe ghare pahoMcyo. khUba prasanna hato. sAmagrI vagara paNa bhImAne khUba khuza joI patnInA bhAva paNa badalAI gayA. roja kakaLATa karatI ke sAta damathI zuM thAya? roja kuzakA ja khAvAnA? paNa Aje to te khuza hatI. bhImAe badhI vAta kahI, tevAmAM pAchaLa bAMdhelI gAya kUdAkUda karavA mAMDI. bhImo tene bAMdhavA gayo tyAM to carU nIkaLyo. teNe strIne batAvyo. eka zubha bhAvanA kAryanuM pariNAma to juo? carU laIne te bahAra AvyA. strIe kahyuM A peDhI para ApI Avo. ApaNuM nathI ane bhImAe carUnuM dhana caDhAvAmAM ApI dIdhuM. ane tyAMnA svAmIvAtsalyamAM jamyA. bhImAnuM jIvana sudharI gayuM. bhavobhava sudharI gayA. bhagavAnano mArga tene mATe khUlI gayo. kAraNa ekaja. nispRhabhAve sarvasvanuM arpaNa !!! sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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ra4. paheluM AcaraNa pachI prasAraNa mahAtmA gAMdhI lokasevaka hatA. saMnyAsI ke sAdhu nahatA. paraMtu temanuM AkiMcanya prazaMsanIya hatuM. dezanI garIbI joIne dravI UTheluM temanuM hRdaya sAkAra banyuM. teo potaDI paNa aDadhIpaheratA, jADA jUtA paheratA, sAmAnya cazmA (DAbalA) paheratA, sAmAnya ghaDiyALa rAkhatA. kathaMcita dhAro ke temane kiMmatI suMdara dhotI maLI hota, suMdara cazmA, sIsamanI lAkaDI, mulAyama jUtA maLyA hota to ATalA sAdhano chevaTe nispRha bhAve svIkAravAno vAMdho zuM hato? kahI zakayA hota ke mArI to IcchA nathI paNa juone A sevako A badhuM nATaka kare che. judI judI sabhA mATe judA judA vastra paridhAna karavAmAM koI bAdhA na hatI. paraMtu mahAtmA to laMDananI moLamejI pariSadamAM paNa temanA A ja paheravezamAM pahoMcyo. huM garIba dezano pratinidhi chuM. tamAre praveza Apavo hoya to Apo. mAro paheraveza A raheze. laMDanathI berisTaranI DIgrI meLavanAra, AphrikAmAM dhaMdhAnI saphaLatA meLavanAra, loka jAgRtinuM abhiyAna ApanAra to moTAIvALo hoya ke nahI ! paNa ahIM to AkiMcanya, aparigrahane varelA mahAtmA hatA. eja mahAnatA hatI pachI saMkoca zAne? emanA A prabhutve keTalAyanA sUTabUTa utAryA. sAcA svarAjanA kAryomAM joDI dIdhA. bALapaNamAM aMdhArAthI DaratA A mAnavamAM A zakti kevI rIte pragaTI! AtmavizvAsa, tyAga, vairAgya, karUNA jevA guNomAMthI. - ra5. mANasathI mahAna to Izvara che , dezamAM tophAna phATI nIkaLyA. bApue temAM potAnI bhUla joI. rAtre maMthana karyuM. prAyazcita mATe AtmAne pUchayuM. (manane nahi) aMdarathI sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 48

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javAba maLyo. ekavIsa upavAsa. savAre vallabhabhAIne vAta karI. vallabhabhAI kahe DokaTara rajA Ape pachI vicAra karazuM? bApu kahe : DokaTara moTA ke bhagavAna? mane bhagavAne javAba Apyo che. bApunA upavAsa zarU thayA. Akho deza ciMtAmAM hato. mahAdevabhAI bApunI sevAmAM khaDepage hAjara hatA. nabaLAI vadhatI hatI. eka divasa eka garIba mANasa tenA bALakane laIne Avyo. mahAdevabhAIe pUchayuM zuM kAma che? mANasa kahe A bALakane bApunA paga dhoIne pANI pIvarAvuM to sAjo thAya. ATalI maherabAnI karo. mane paga dhoI pANI levA do. mahAdevabhAI ame mAne? bApune kAne kaMI aNasAra Avyo. mahAdeva, zuM che? mahAdevabhAIe vAta karI bApue pitA putrane aMdara bolAvyA. bhAI mANasa karatA Izvara mahAna che. temane prArthanA kara paNa paga dhovAnI prathA ane camatkAramAM bApu Ave kharA! sAmAnya mAnavane AvI mahAna taka jatI karavI kaThaNa che, chApAmAM samAcAra Ave, manane mIThuM lAge, pachI deza bhUlAI jAya, camatkAra vadhI jAya paNa bApu to pavitratAno puMja hatA. jAgRta jIvana hatuM te uMghamAM paNa AvI kSullaka mahAnatA Icche nahi. AthI to te mahAtmA thayA. mohanadAsa to maTI gayA hatA? che26. A camatkAra nathI jIvanano marma che Atmazaktine pragaTa thavA AtmAnI ja pavitra zakti kAryakArI che, tene mATe bAhya padArthomAMthI sukhabuddhi choDavI paDe che. aMtaraMga bhAvanAnI pavitratA pragaTAvavI paDe che. A aMtaraMga zakti eTale niSkaSAya jIvana, AhArAdi saMjJAonA saMyamathI dehAdhyAsanuM chUTI javuM. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 49

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chUTe dehAdhyAsa to, nahi katAM tuM karma, nahi bhoktA tuM tehano, e ja dharmano marma' - zrImad rAjacaMdra Atmasiddhi anAdino A dehAdhyAsa gAvA lakhavAthI chUTato nathI. koI sadgurunA yoge ke pUrva ArAdhananA baLe chUTe che. mohanadAsa-mahAtmA bApue jayAre nirNaya karyo ke dezanI AjhAdInI laDatamAM jIvana arpaNa karavuM che, tyAre temaNe prathama to rAjakoTanA gharabAra mAlamilakata sameTI lIdhA ane amadAvAda AvyA. patnI, traNa bALako ane pote puNyayoge kocarabamAM zrI harivadanabhAIe makAna ApyuM. te Aje paNa kocaraba Azrama tarIke mahAtmA gAMdhInA smAraka tarIke astitva dharAve che. bApune koI zrImaMtAInI jarUra nathI. sAdagI, sAdhunI jema sAdagIthI jIvanano prAraMbha karyo. pachI sAbaramatI Azramano prAraMbha thayo. ekavAra AzramamAM tamAma sAmagrI pUrI thaI gaI. sAMje zuM khAvuM te paNa prazna hato. bApu jANatA hatA. bhagavAna bhUkhyA nahi suvADe. sau potAnA niyata kAryamAM lAgelA hatA. acAnaka AzramanI najIka eka zrImaMta kAramAM jatA hatA. temane bhAvanA thaI ke pote kaMI karI zakatA nathI. Aje avasara maLyo che, eTale pAkITamAM jeTalI rakama hatI te laI AzramamAM AvyA. bApu reMTiyo kAMtatA hatA, tyAM cUpacApa rakamanI thappI mUkIne AvyA hatA tema cAlI gayA rakama rUA. 13,000 hatI. bApue paNa jANe kaMI banyuM nathI tema vyavasthApakane bolAvIne rakama soMpI dIdhI. tene mATe koI carcA nahi. camatkAranuM rUpa nahi agara to bIje divase chApAmAM camatkAre Ave ke bApu pAse devI zaktirUpe AvI rakama AvI hatI. evI prasiddhinuM mUlya zuM? bApu paramAtmAnA parama bhakta hatA rAma to temanA mukhamAM guMjyA karatuM hatuM. teoe vyakti vizeSarUpe koI paramAtmAne mUrtino AkAra Apyo na hato. AvA to keTalAya banAvo banatA! bApu tene sahaja ghaTanArUpe svIkArI letA. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo pa0

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satya, ahiMsA, brahmacarya, aparigraha temanA IzvarIyarUpo hatA. tenA prasaMgone teo pacAvatA paNa camatkAranuM rUpa ApatAM nahi. mohanadAsathI mAhAtmAnuM rUpAMtaraNa AvA guNothI thayuM hatuM. e mAhAtmAnA Aje kayAMka pUtaLA mUkI ApaNe saMtoSa mAnIe chIe ane mahAtmAnA Atmika baLane, vizvAsane temanI sAthe vidAya karyA che? aMgrejo pAsethI svarAja lIdhuM ane temane premathI vidAya ApI. maitrIbhAvanAthI aMgrejone temanA deza vidAya karyA. ApaNe hajI e aMgrejonA jIvananuM anukaraNa bhUlyA nathI. vAstavika mahAmUluM svarAja kayAre apanAvazuM ? ra0. jAbAla satyakAma moTAbhAganA manuSyo saMyoganA dhakke jIve che. jIvananA gUDha rahasyo sudhI pahoMcato nathI. tene tevA sAmarthyavAna gurutattvano yoga nathI. tene mATe hRdayamAM jhaMkhanA nathI. dunyavI zikSaNamAM kevaLa sukha saMpatti meLavavAmAM, yazakIrti meLavavAmAM gatAnugati jIvana pUrNa virAma pAme che. jIvanano marma mULa zakti kevI rIte pragaTe ? tenuM A daSTAMta zraddhA pUrvaka apanAvajo. e jaMgalamAM ekAkI strI jIvana gujAratI hatI. tene potAne khabara na hatI ke teNe je putrane janma Apyo che te konuM bIja che? te strInuM nAma jAbAla hatuM. bALaka daseka varSano thayo ane jAbAlanuM avasAna thayuM. te samayanI jAtIyatAnI prathA ghaNI cUsta hatI. jenA mAtA-pitAnI jAti khabara nathI tene koNa rAkhe ? koI AzramamAM sthAna na maLyuM. te jAbAla tarIke oLakhAvA lAgyo. jAbAlane koI jaMgalanA bhIle bANavidyA zIkhavI. jAbala bhUkha lAge tyAre zikAra karI, taLAve pANI pI le. dharatIne khoLe nidrA le. AvuM jIvana jIvato hato. yuvAnIe praveza karyo paNa nitya krama to e ja rahyo. eka divasa jaMgalamAM pharatA te eka Azrama najIka Avyo. tyAre sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 51

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gurudeva ziSyone saMskRta zlokamAM zikSaNa ApatA hatA. A pavitra zlokano guMjArava tenA zravaNe paDayo. kayAreya AvuM sAMbhaLyuM na hatuM. teto jANe amRta pIto hoya tema bahAra ubho rahyo. teNe aMdara najara nAkhI pitAMbara paheralA ziSyo hatA. gurunI vRkSa nIce beThaka hatI. sau saMskRta zlokano abhyAsa karatA hatA. koInI pAse bANa na hatuM. eTale prathama teNe bANane bahAra choDI dIdhuM. a carma vastra pahereluM hatuM te AzramanI aMdara AvI eka khUNe besI gayo. gurujInI vANI tene sparzI gaI. tyAMthI tenI bhAgyarekhA badalAvA lAgI. gurujIe tene najarathI AvakArI lIdho. jAbAla to mUMjhAto hato. gurujIe enuM bhAvI pArakhI lIdhuM. ane eka ziSyane sUcanA ApI ke AnI saMbhALa rAkhajo, bhAvi ratna che. jAbAla tAkAtavALo yuvAna hato. tene yogya kAma maLI gayuM. jaMgalamAMthI lAkaDA kApavA, taLAvethI pANI lAvavuM anya nAnA moTA kAma kare. AzramanA parivAramAM priya thaI gayo. badhuM kAma paravArIne jAbAla ziSyo bhaNatA hoya tyAM zAMtithI cheka chelle bese, gurudeva pratye ahobhAvathI joyA kare. A ahobhAvathI tenA ajJAnanA paDaLo vikharAtA gayA. gurudevanA dhyAnamAM teno bhAva aMkAto hato. bhale e zloka bolato na hato. paNa tenI cetanAmAM gurudevanA camatkArika zloka aMkAtA hatA. daseka varSano gALo pasAra thayo. jAbAlanI jiMdagI ja badalAI gaI. eka divasa gurunI nizrAmAM sau beThA che. gurudeve, jAbAlane bolAvyo ke A TopalAmAM taLAvethI pANI bharI Ava. jAbAla to guru AjJAne TopalA sAthe mAthe caDhAvI nAcato kUdato taLAve pahoMcyo. guruAjJAnI zraddhAmAM tene koI zaMkA thatI nathI ke TopalAmAM pANI bharAya ? tame eTaluM to DahApaNa karo ne ? ke TopalAne badale mATaluM laI jAva. guruthI thoDuM vadhu jANatA hova ke nahi ? kadAca gurunI bhUla hoI zake ne ? jAbAla to roje guru mudA joIne, ahobhAvanA layamAM hato tyAM ahaM bhAvanI laya Take kevI rIte ? ane zaMkA paNa kema upaje ? te to taLAve pahoMcyo. adhavacce jaIne Topalo taLAvamAM DubADI sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 52

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UMcakyo, paNa TopalAe potAne yogya kArya karyuM. pANI nIkaLI gayuM. bhalene ! paNa guru AjJA che eTale pANI bharAvuM joIe. pUrA traNa kalAka, tame kahezo bicArAnI mahenata nakAmI jAya che. nA, A mahenatamAM AjJAnA ahobhAvanI laya che, eTale tenuM jJAnAvaraNa khapatuM jAya che, jJAna vRddhi pAmatuM jAya che. jJAna AtmAmAM apragaTa hatuM te gurukRpAthI pragaTa thayuM. e kRpAmAM jAbAlanI zraddhAnuM pradAna hatuM. traNa kalAke guru ziSyo sAthe taLAve AvyA. jAbAla doDayo, gurujInA paga pakaDIne raDayo, ApanI AjJAne pAtra nathI. gurue mAthe hAtha mUkayo, uTha jAbAla tArI zraddhA kasoTIe caDhI ane pragaTa thaI che. sau AzramamAM AvyA. gurujIe tene vRkSanI nIce beThaka para besADayo, tADapatrI ane kalamakitto ApyA. ane mAthe hAtha mUkI Adeza Apyo ke A tADapatrI para lakha ane saunA Azcarya vacce teNe upaniSadanI vAto lakhI. gurudeve tenI nAmakaraNa vidhi karI. tenuM nAma satyakAma jAhera karyuM. zikArI satyakAma banyo, Atmazreya sAdhI gayo, kAmanI prAmANikatA ! gurudeva pratyeno ahobhAva ! temanA zabdomAM zraddhA : "TopalAmAM pANI bharAze", buddhimAna eTaluM kare Topalo laI na jAya. ghaDo laI jaI, tarata pANI laI Ave, bhAI ! A traNa kalAka nirarthaka gayA nathI. jAbAlanuM jJAnAvaraNa khapI gayuM ane upaniSada lakhyA. chevaTe Atmazreya pAmI gayo. guru paranI zraddhA jJAnarUpe pariName che. A 28. vasumati caMdanabALA thaI vaMdanabALA banI : E satIomAM zreSThatA pAmelI caMdanabALAnuM satItva zuM hatuM? ApaNAthI te thaI zake tevuM saraLa. paNa kayAre bane ? prabhu pratyenI acaLa zraddhA dvArA bhAgyanA doSano svIkAra ane doSane paNa mULamAMthI sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 53

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guNarUpe jovo, A badhuM caMdanA mATe sahaja hatuM. temAM kevaLa vIranA nAmanuM sAtatya hatuM. vIra prabhu ! Ape paNa eka nArInA Atmapreraka satyane pragaTa karavA lagabhaga cha mAsa pahelA abhinava abhigraha lIdho. rAjAone eka abhizApa hoya che ke potAnuM rAjya pUratuM hovA chatAM temane rAjyanA vistArano lobha satAvato hoya che. zatAnika rAjAne paNa Avo ja lobha thayo teNe dadhivAhana rAjAne harAvyo zahera lUMTayuM. maMtrInI salAhathI rANI ane rAjakuMvarI baMnee jaMgalanI vATa pakaDI, koI sainike temane pakaDI pADayAM ane rANI pAse kAmanI mAMgaNI karI. rANI tarataja jIbha kacarIne maraNa pAmI. dasa varSanI rAjakuMvarI gabharAI ane mahA AkraMda karavA lAgI. sainikane lAgyuM ke A paNa mRtyu pAmaze ? Ama vicArI tene ghoDA para besADI rAjyanA gulAma bajAramAM laI gayo. tene gulAma tarIke vecavA ubhI rAkhI. vasumati pitAne tyAM zikSaNamAM navakAra zIkhI hatI. te UbhI UbhI navakAra gaNatI hatI. (A camatkAra nathI satya hakIkata che.) tyAMthI eka dhanAvaha zeTha nIkaLyA. temanI najara A kanyA para paDI temaNe vicAryuM ke A koI rAjaratana lAge che tenI najIka gayA to kanyAnA mukhamAMthI navakAra sAMbhaLI sainikane pUratA dAma ApI kanyAne ghare lAvyA. ane mULA patnIne soMpI ke tAre putrI joIe che ne ? A tArI putrI. paNa bhAgya baLavAna che. mULAe ene putrI gaNavAne badale dAsI banAvI. zeThe tenuM nAma caMdanA rAkhyuM. caMdanA zikSaNa pAmelI hatI. kSatriyANI hatI. zArIrika baLavALI hatI. dAsIpaNe nipUNatAthI kAma karatI. zeThanA bhAva caMdanA pratye khUba vAtsalyapUrNa hatA. zeThANI tene dAsI gaNatA. caMdanAe nasIbane sahajabhAve svIkArI lIdhuM hatuM. navakAra maMtranI zraddhAthI paristhiti Azvastha hatI. kayAreya temanA mULamAMthI udgAra nIkaLyA nathI ke huM rAjakuMvarI hatI. have to pote paNa bhUlI sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 54

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gaI ane caMdanAdAsI tarIke AnaMdathI jIvavA lAgI. zeThano sadbhAva tenA tarapha vAtsalyapUrNa hato. mULA strI sahaja prakRtithI zaMkAnI najare jotI temAM jANe eka divasa bomba visphoTa thAya tema mULAne kAraNa maLI gayuM. eka divasa zeTha moDA AvyA. anya koI sevaka hAjara na hovAthI caMdanAe zeThanA paga dhoyA te samaye teno nAgaphaNA jevo coTalo chUTI gayo tenA vALa pANIne aDavA lAgyA zeThe tene lAkaDI vaDe UMce karyA. mULAe A dRzya joyuM tenI zaMkA pAkI thaI. bIje divase zeTha bahAra gAma gayA hatA. zeThANIne A moko maLI gayo. acAnaka caMdanAne coTalAthI kheMcI, bhoMyarAmAM utArI, caMdanA kaMI samaje te pahelA dAsInI madadathI mULAe coTalAno Tako mUMDo karI nAkhyo hAthe page sAMkaLo bAMdhI dIdhI ane mULA piyara cAlI gaI. traNa divase zeTha AvyA. zeThANI kayAM? caMdanA kayAM? kema ghara sUmasAma che? ghaNI pUchaparacha pachI jUnI dAsIe hiMmata karI vigata jaNAvI. zeTha tarata ja bhoMyarAmAM gayA. traNa divasanI bhUkhI, sAMkaLe bAMdhelI. TakA mUMDAvALI caMdanAne joIne zeTha hataprata thaI gayA. A zuM banyuM che? jUnI dAsI pAsethI vigata jANI dAsInI madadathI caMdanAne bahAra kADhI. bAraNAnA ubarAmAM besADI, gharamAM phakata bAphelA bAkuLA Dhoro mATenA vadhelA paDayA hatA. te sUpaDAmAM ApIne zeTha luhArane bolAvavA doDayA. caMdanAnA hRdayamAM vaselA vIrane ekaso pacIsa divasanA upavAsa che. prabhu roja gocarI mATe nIkaLe che. bhakto roja mevA mIThAI dhare che. prabhu nIcuM joI pAchA vaLe che. AkhI nagarInA loka ciMtAmAM che paNa prabhuno abhigraha koI jANatuM nathI. prabhu to mauna dharI beThA che. ekaso pacIsa divasa thayA che. Aje paNa prabhu nIkaLyA che. prabhuno abhigraha hato ke (1) asala rAjakuMvarI hoya, paNa sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo papa

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dAsInA veSamAM hoya (2) mAthe cUMDo hoya (3) hAthe page beDI hoya (4) umarAmAM ubhI hoya (5) hAthamAM sUpaDAmAM aDadanA bAkuLA hoya (6) AMkhamAM azrubiMdu hoya. caMdanabALAne bAraNe prabhu AvyA che bAraNe ubhelI caMdanAnuM haiyu harakhI UThayuM, nayano azrubhInA thayA. badhI rIte abhigraha pUro thato hato. ekaso pacIsa divase pAraNuM? zAnAthI? aDadanA bAkaLAthI. paNa prabhuno puNyodaya evo hato ke prabhune bAkuLA paNa amIrasa jevA lAgatA hatA. prabhue hastakamaLamAM bhIkSA laI pAraNuM karyuM. devo mAnavo sau khuza thayA. paMcadivya pragaTa thayA. caMdanAnuM asalarUpa pragaTa thayuM. zeTha AvyA. A camatkAra joI rahyA. prabhune namI rahyA. prabhu vidAya thayA. A kathAno vaLa ahIM Ave che. paMcadivya thayA te dhananuM mAlika koNa? caMdanAne pUchayuM. tarataja vinA vilaMbe caMdanAe javAba Apyo mULA zeThANI. loko : zuM, mULA zeThANI? hA, temanA nimitte A prasaMga banyo, prabhuno abhigraha pUro thayo temAM teo nimitta che. mATe A badhI divya vastuo temane suprata karo. mULA zeThANI caMdanAne namI paDyA. potAnI bhUlanI mAphI mAMgI. samAcAra maLatA rAjArANI AvI pahoMcyA ane prasanna thayA. pachI to khabara paDI ke caMdanA rANInA bahenanI putrI che. tene rAja mahelamAM laI gayA paNa caMdanA to vratadhArI thaIne dIkSAnI rAha joI rahI che. aMtaramAM vIra bhagavAnanI AziSano AnaMda che. bhagavAna vIra kevaLajJAna pAmyA. caturvidha saMghanI sthApanA thaI. temAM sAdhvIgaNamAM prathama sthAna caMdanAnuM hatuM. vAtsalyamayI caMdanAjInA sAnnidhyamAM seMkaDo sAdhvIoe jIvana sArthaka karyuM. AtmA svayaM pavitra zaktino pUMja che. sAmAnya mAnavImAM te IMdriyAdi viSayomAM simIta ke vikRta thato hoya che. koI virala jIvomAM sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 56

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SAla che, te pragaTa thAya che. tenA prAgaTaya mATe tapanI, pavitratAnI AvazyakatA hoya che. tana, mana, dhana jyAre prabhune samarpita thAya che. tyAre prabhunI pavitratAnI asara thAya che, paristhiti palaTAI jAya che. azubha zubhamAM pariName che. prabhunI parama pavitra cetanA sAthe sAdhakanI bhAvazuddhinA tAra joDAvA joIe. pachI kArya sahaja niSpanna thAya che. satI caMdanabALAne bAraNe prabhu AvI ubhA che pAraNe, enuM jIvatara dhanya dhanya thAya. enA duHkhanA dahADA vItyA re eNe darazana devanA dIThAre, enuM jIvatara dhanya dhanya thAya. caMdanabALA makti pAmyA. - 29. udAsInatA che. saMtavANInI saravANI relAtI hatI. saMta jIvananI uccatAnA rahasyo samajAvatA ke AtmA ane deha guNadharmothI judA che. daihika nimittathI thatA sukha duHkhane AtmA jANe che paNa te sukha-duHkha, mAnaapamAna jevA nimittothI mukta che, paraMtu dehabhAva A jJAnane TakavA detuM nathI, mATe jIve jANavuM jarUrI che ke AtmA ane deha svabhAvathI bhinna che. AtmA cetanAguNa, jJAnaguNavALo che, deha sparza rasa gaMdha Adi lakSaNavALo che. dehanA lakSaNane AtmA jJAnamaya hovAthI jANe che. paraMtu dehabhAvano saMskAra ajJAnavaDe ema samaje che dehanA sukhadu:khAdi AtmAnA che, Ama deha ane AtmA ekarUpe ajJAnavaza jaNAya che. gurudeva ziSyone kahyuM thoDA divasa pahelA eka zaba jaMgalamAM dATayuM che. tyAM jaI te jagA kholI phUla caDhAvI Avo, ziSyo te pramANe karyuM. bIje divase gurudeva kahyuM che, Aje tyAM jaI te zaba upara sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 57

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patharA mArI Avo, ziSya tema karyuM. gurudeva pUchayuM ke zaba kAle zuM bolyuM hatuM? ziSya : kaMI nahi, te zaba hatuM. Aje zuM bolyuM? kaMI nahi te zaba che. gurudeva tema koI A zarIrane uddezIne mAna Ape ke apamAna kare AtmAne zuM lAge? mAna apamAnanA zabdo kAnane sparzIne tenA paramANuM vIkharAI gayA. have tene yAda karIne AtmAne zuM maLe? e zabdanA zabane ucakIne zA mATe pharavuM? AtmA jJAnasvarUpa che. tene jANyuM paNa tene te sparphe nahi e udAsInatA che mAna-apamAna karma udayanI avasthA che. 30. svarUpAnubhUti che pote ja potAne jANato nathI e ja acaraja amApa, prabhune kyAM zodhe che? bhAI, cAtaka jevI pyAsa joIe. bharyA sarovara umaTayA, nadIyAMnIra na mAya, to paNa cAhe meghaku jima cAtaka jagamAya." bhaktane prabhu darzananI jhaMkhanA AvI hoya che. game tevA bhautika sukhanA sAdhano hoya to paNa sAdhaka dharmane, AtmAne, paramAtmAnA darzanane jhaMkhe che. jema meLAmAMthI vikhUTuM paDeluM bALaka mAne jhaMkhe che. have tene pIparamITa ke cokaleTa koImAM rasa nathI, "mArI mA." cAtaka paMkhIne gaLA pAse kANuM hoya che tethI cAMca vaDe pANI pIe to pANI bahAra nIkaLI jAya. eTale cAtakane nadI sarovara ke jharaNAnuM pANI pIvAnA kAmamAM na Ave. AthI cAtaka meghanI pratikSA kare che, taDape che kayAre megha varase ane tarasa chIpe. jayAre megha navalakha dhAre varase tyAre cAtaka UMdhuM thaI jAya ane varasAdanA binduone potAnA zarIramAM pahoMcADe. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 58

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bhakta cAtaka jevo hoya. kyAre prabhudarzana maLe? saguru pAsethI prabhudarzanano mahimA maLyo. bhaktane tRSA jAgI have prabhudarzana vagara kema rahevAya? prabhudarzanano raMga lAgyo. "raMga lAgyo sAte ghAta prabhu zuM raMga lAgyo." zarIranA rome rome prabhudarzananI jhaMkhanA. e AnaMdAnubhUtinuM, svanI anubhUtinuM ugamasthAna che. nirmaLa svarUpAnaMda, svAnubhUtinI nIpaja che, sAdhake A lakSya rAkhIne sAdhanA karavI. | sarva zAstrono bodha e ja che cidAnaMda rasa pAmI jIve e dazAe pahocavuM. saguru prabhumilana sudhI pahoMcADavA sakSama che. tamAre kevaLa sadgurune samarpita thavAnuM che. ahaMkAra ane mohAdine tyajI mAtra samarpaNa. pariNAma svarUpAnubhUti. 31. akSudratA - gAMbhIrya zAstrokAroe sAdhakanA-zrAvakanA-sajjatAnA 21 guNo darzAvyA che. pahelo guNa akSudra, teno artha gAMbhIrya. vicAronI-vartananI halakAI tochaDAI ke ahaMkAranI asara vANImAM na utare, paNa sajjananI vANImAM hita, mita ane priya jevI mIThAza ane gAMbhIrya hoya. AvA sAdhakonA tapa, japa, vrata aneka anuSThAno A guNamAM samAI jAya che. akSudratA-uccatA. te jeNe dhAraNa karI che te dhIra ane gaMbhIra hoya. kaSAyanI maMdatA hoya. viSayonI uttejanA na hoya. pUrvanA saMskAranuM sAtatya hovAthI kSudra saMjJAbaLa na hoya. sAdhake A tharmomiTara laIne potAnA saMskArone, vicArone, vartanane tapAsavA. bhojana vakhate khIcaDImAM rAI jeTalI kAMkarI paNa gaLe utArI detA nathI. tevo jAgRta mANasa kaSAya-doSothI bharelo kevI rIte hoya ? pelI kAMkarI jema kADhI nAMkhe tema jIvanamAMthI doSone kADhI zake? eka jaMgalamAMthI eka rAjA zikAra karIne jato hato. pANIdAra ghoDA para beTho hato. pAchaLa zikAra kareluM haraNanuM baccuM lohI TapakatuM sattvazIla-tattamaya prasaMgo pa9

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bAMdhyuM hatuM. rAjA mArga bhUlyo hato. dUrathI teNe eka chokarAne Avato joyo. rAjAe ghoDo Ubho rAkhyo. ane pelA chokarAne mArga pUchayo. chokaro jaMgalamAM raheto hato paNa jaMgalamAM vicaratA sAdhusaMtonA samAgamavALo hovAthI vivekI hato. teNe kahyuM: nirdoSa jIvone haNanAro narake jAya. vivekI mANasa jIvonI rakSA kare. anyane sukha Ape te svarge jAya. A be mArga che. tamAre je mArge javuM hoya te mArge jAva. chokaro ATaluM kahIne AgaLa vadhyo. rAjA samajadAra hato. thoDI paLo vicAramAM paDyo. ghoDA upara bAMdhelA lohIyALa baccAne joyuM ane samajI gayo ke A mArga narakano che. jIvadayA, jIvamaitrI e svargano, sukhano mArga che. zikAranI vRtti chUTI gaI ane jIva rakSaka banI gayo. akSudratA chUTI gaI. A 32. pUrva saMskAra e cetanAnuM sAtatya che bALaka peTamAM hoya ke janma dhAraNa kare, AhAra grahaNa koI zIkhave nahi. saMjJAbaLe tene AhAra grahaNa karatAM AvaDe. pazu, pakSI jIva mAtrane A janmAMtarIya saMskAro che. jo jIvane paugalika bhAve A saMskAro sAthe AvatA hoya to AtmAnA guNo, zuddhabhAvo, dayA, kSamA, satya, tyAga vairAgyanA guNono saMskAra sAthe kema na Ave? gautama buddha viSe eka rUpaka vAMcavAmAM AveluM. temano eka bhava jaMgalamAM haraNano hato, sAthe eTaluM puNyabaLa hatuM ke e jaMgalanA haraNanI vastIno netA hato. haraNa rUpALuM hoya temAMya A to khUba suMdara hatuM. A jaMgalanA kSetrano rAjA zikAre Avato. nirdoSa haraNAno zikAra karI rAjI thato. temanI sAthe jaMgalano eka bhIla Avato te pazuonA hAvabhAva parathI pazuonI bhASA samajato. ekavAra zikAre Avyo tyAre haraNa netA nIDaratAthI temanI sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 6o

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pAse Avyo. teNe bhIlanI sAme joyuM bhIla tenI bhASA samajI gayo. bhIle rAjAne kahyuM ke A haraNAno netA che. te kahe che ame nirdoSa chIe, mAnavane IjA pahoMcADatA nathI. rAjA zA mATe amArA jevA nirdoSa jIvone mAre che ? bhIle kahyuM, rAjA A vistArano mAlika che. haraNAnA mAMsano zokhIna che. mRgano zikAra karI te khuza thAya che. netA kahe jo rAjA zikArano ane haraNAnA mAMsano zokhIna hoya to ekAda haraNAne mAre paNa ATalA badhA nirdoSane zuM kAma mAre che ? Ama vAtacIta pachI nakkI thayuM ke rAjA e roja eka ja haraNane mAravuM ane netAe te pramANe vArA baMdhI karI. have roje eka ja haraNAno zikAra thato. netA haraNa khUba suMdara hatuM. rAjAe bhIlane sUcanA ApI ke A netAno zikAra na karavo. thoDA divasa A krama cAlyo. eka divasa eka garbhiNI haraNI netA pAse AvI. tenuM kahevuM hatuM ke tamAro niyama eka jIvane mAravAno che. ame be chIe. netA paNa vicAravA lAgyo, ke be jIvane na mokalAya, vAro badale to eka divasa vahelA maravA koNa jAya ? chevaTe netA rAjA pAse Avyo. netA eTalo suMdara hato, tenI mukhAkRtinI chaTA paNa ramya hatI eTale rAjAe prathamathI ja eno zikAra karavAnI nA pADI hatI. netAne joIne rAjAe bhIlane dhamakAvyo ke Ane to jIvatadAna ApyuM che. bhIle badhI vigata jaNAvI. tyAre rAjA vicAra karavA lAgyo. netA pazu paNa potAnI prajAnuM rakSaNa karavA pote maravA taiyAra thAya che. huM prajAno rakSaka chuM ke prajAno bhakSaka chuM ! mAre zA mATe A nirdoSa haraNAno bhoga levo ane rAjAe zikAra choDI dIdho. A rUpakano sAra e che ke mAnavajIvanamAM susaMskAranuM sevana karyuM hoya, kadAca koI duSTa pariNAmathI koI karmasaMyoge pazuyonimAM janma thAya to paNa pelA guNanuM jo sevana karyuM hoya to te guNo sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 61

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janmAMtarIya thaIne sAthe Ave. te yonimAM paNa te saMskArane jIvaMta rAkhI AgaLanA janmone sudhArato jAya. mATe he jIvo ! guNamaya jIvana jIvo ane guNAnurAgI thAva. mATe saMto sAdhakone eka ja maMtra vAraMvAra raTavAnuM kahe che. eka ja zAstra kaMThe karavAnuM kahe che, koI susaMskAranuM vrata levarAve che. AvA ghaNA susaMskAronuM sevana vAraMvAra karavAthI te janmAMtarIya thaI bIjA janmamAM te saMskAra sahaja rIte pariName che. cetanatattvanuM AvuM gahana rahasya che. 33. sAthe nA Ave je nA Ave saMgAthe tenI mamatA zA mATe? jiMdagI pUrI kharcAne ghaNuM meLavyuM. eka ghaDInI nirAMta vagara jiMdagI pUrI thavA AvI. keTalAyane vidAya thatAM joyAM, koI kazuM ja laI jaI na zakyuM. AvuM pratyakSa jovA chatAM mAnava keTalA prapaMca karIne dhanADhaya thavA prayatna kare che. mAyA prapaMcanA bAMdhelA karmonuM poTaluM laI jAya che. je bIjA bhavamAM duHkhanuM kAraNa bane che. saMto AvI vAto pokArIne kahe che paNa mohathI badhira thayelo mAnava A sAMbhaLI ke samajI zakato nathI. amarAvatI nagarInA pUnamacaMda zeThe pUrI jiMdagI kharcIne aDhaLaka saMpatti bhegI karI hatI ane acAnaka eka divasa e sarve saMpatti choDIne zeTha avasAna pAmyA. maraNottara vidhi patI gaI. zeThanA munIma junA ane prAmANika hatA. temaNe zeThanA putra sumedane zeThanI sarva saMpattino khyAla Apyo. sumere badhI saMpattino aMdAja kADhayo. pitAjI abajonI saMpatti mUkIne pote khAlI hAthe gayA. tenI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. | munImane Azcarya thayuM ke, abajonI saMpattino mAlika bananAra raDe che? sumeLe munImane kahyuM pitAjI A aDhaLaka saMpattimAMthI kaMI laI sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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nA gayA, mAre saMpatti sAthe laI javI che. munIma kahe bhAI eka koDI paNa sAthe laI jaI zakAtI nathI. sumeda khUba vicArazIla hato. teNe tarataja upAya zodhI kADhayo. saghaLI saMpattine aneka prakAre dAnamAM ApI dIdhI. pote paNa saMyama mArge vaLI gayo. saghaLI saMpatti bhogane badale dAnamAM vAparI puNya beMkamAM jamA karAvI. dehane paNa saMyama mArge vALyo. Ama sumere tana, mana, dhanano sadupayoga karI uttarottara cetanAne zuddha mArge vALI mukta thayo. 34. astitvano bhrama! puNyayogathI pUrve anaMtavAra manuSyajanma lIdho paNa kaMI saphaLapaNuM thatuM jaNAyuM nahi. Ama to jIve gurujanono saMparka karyo, zAstrabodhanuM zravaNa karyuM ane svayaM pravacano Apato thayo. paraMtu kayAreya astittvane jAyuM nahi. potAnA zabdAtmaka bodha vaDe anyane prabhAvita karIne khuza thAya. bhAI tAro ja upayoga hajI zuddha astittvane Avyo nathI. bIjAne khuza karIne zuM maLaze? tArI ciMtanAtmaka zakti paNa manohara haze. tAruM jJAna pariNata arthAt anubhUtiyukta hovuM joIe. jema dhanavAna sarva saMpatti mUkIne jAya che. kevaLa karmano saMpUTa sAthe hoya che. tema astittvanA anubhava vihoNuM jIvana paNa khAlI hAthe vidAya thAya che. tAruM ThekANuM paDayuM nathI tyAM bIjAne ThekANe karavA kyAM nIkaLyo? chaganabhAI kuMbhameLAmAM pahoMcyA. temane ema ke pote ATalA sevAkAryo karyA che eTale koI paricita maLI jaze, sAMja sudhI kaMI ThekANuM paDayuM nahi. nadIne kinAre bistaro mUkI beThA che. thoDIvAra pachI gAmanA paricita ramaNalAla nIkaLyA. ramaNabhAI najIka AvyA. temanuM kaMI ThekANuM paDyuM na hatuM. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 63

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chaganalAla kahe mArI pAse AvI jAva. are ! tameja bistaro khoLAmAM laIne beThA cho, tyAM ramaNabhAIne kyAM besADazo ? Ama potAnuM ThekANuM paDayuM nathI tyAM bIjAnuM ThekANuM karavA nIkaLyA. tema jIva hajI potAnA astitvanI urjA pAmyo nathI paNa zAstra bodhane AdhAre anyane pamADavAnI vAto karI bhrama pedA kare. temAM jo becAra bhakto maLI jAya pachI astitvanI vAta bAju para rahI jAya. anya pralobhanomAM aTavAI jAya mATe jayAM sudhI tAruM ThekANuM na paDe tyAM sudhI 'sadguru zaraNaM mama'. pahelA tuM svayaM pAtratA keLava, aMtaramAM praveza pAma, svAnubhUti sudhI pahoMca. jo ke pachI tAre kaMI bolavAnuM raheze nahi. 35. paramAtmAnI paramatA paramAtmAnI paramatAne bhakta ja jANe ane mANe. pAmara jANe kyAMthI A paramatA ? 'manaDuM mohyuM re manamohanajI'' koI AgaLa nahi kahevAya ! vaidhaktA vedhaka lahe bIjA beThA vA khAyA. A prabhu pratyenI prIti che. e zabdamAM kevI rIte Ave ? e samaje paNa koNa ? koI prabhu premIne sadgurune yoge te samajAya. jyAM tAre tArA nAma guNane gauNa karavuM paDe. eka guru pAse eka sAdhaka Avyo. paricita hato chatAM pUchyuM tuM koNa ? pelo kahe huM jotAna. guru kahe : are dasa varSe hajI tuM eno eja che ? tArI pAchaLa tAruM astitva che te teM samajyuM, jANyuM? ane tyAre tene satyano sAkSAtkAra thayo. 64 "" nAma sagAI vigera samAje ApelA pratIko che te bhUtone kayAM sudhI vaLagADI rAkhazo ? tenI pele pAra juo. tamAruM mULa rUpa zuM che te samajAze. vedhakatA vedhaka lahe, bIjA beThA vA khAya." prabhu prIta jeNe sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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anubhavI che te ja samajI zake anya to hajI tarkamAM che ke prabhu jevuM kaMI haze ke nahi ? khoTo bhrama che ? bhAI, prabhuprItine mANI che teo ja A samajI zake, mANI zake, tArI vicAra zakti ke ciMtana zaktinuM A kAma nathI. zraddhA ane prItinI parAkASThA che. te ja mANI zake. vANIno viSaya nathI vAto kare Izvara, prabhu, paramAtmA, guru jevuM kaMI che nahi. e bhrama che. ene palle AvuM anupama tattva kayAM paDavAnuM che ? vA khAIne peTa bharaze ? prabhu sudhI pahoMcADanAra sadguru che, pahelA temane zodha to tArI badhI mUMjhavaNa TaLI jaze. guru tattva vizva vyApaka che tArI bhAvanA haze to maLI jaze. 36. vidyA vinayathI vikase eka jaMgalamAM zastravidyA zikSaNano eka Azrama hato. tyAM aneka rAjakumAro ane anya vidyArthIo AvatA. eka rAjakumAra khUba nipuNa hato. ghaNI zastra vidyA zIkhyo hato. tene naMbara eka thavuM hatuM. badhA vidyArthIomAM naMbara eka hato. paNa guru karatAM pachInuM sthAna hatuM. rAjakumAra hato, zastravidyAmaM sauthI prathama hato, sAthe ahaMkAra puSTa thayo. ene thayuM ke guru haze tyAM sudhI naMbara 1 nahI Ave. AvA ahaMkAramAM kubuddhi sUjhI, prathama thavA mATe gurune ja khatama karavAnuM teNe vicArI lIdhuM. eka divasa savAre guru nadIe snAna karavA gayA tyAM eka vRkSa pAchaLa chUpAI gayo. gurune AvatAM joyA, tIra choDayuM. tIra gurunI chAtI lagolaga AvyuM. gurue tIra sAme AMgaLI karI. tIra pAchuM vaLyuM jo rAjakumAra barAbara khasI gayo na hota to vIMdhAI jAta. guru to eja saumyatAyukta hatA. Ama chatAM gurune pUchyuM : 'tame mane A vidyA kema zIkhavI nahi ?' guru kahe tArI pAtratA teM ja pUravAra karI, chatAM tAre AgaLanI sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 65

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vidyA zIkhavI hoya to jo sAme TekarI para eka gurujI che tyAM jA. rAjakumAra bANanuM bhAthuM ane dhanuSya laIne tyAM pahoMcyo. pote zuM zIkhyo che te jaNAvyuM. gurue tenI vAtacIta, hAva-bhAva parathI tenI pAtratA jANI lIdhI ke vidyA zIkhyo che vinaya nathI zIkhyo. guru tene eka TekarI pAse laI gayA ane kahyuM ke A TekarInI Toce eka paga goThavavAno bIjo jarA nIce rAkhIne sAmenA vRkSa paranA phaLane tIra mArI pAchuM lAvavAnuM. ziSya to TekarInI Toca joIne ja gabharAI gayo. eka paga TekarI para eka paga nIce tIrane choDatA zarIrane TaTAra rAkhavuM paDe. nIce paDuM to so varSa pUrA thaI jAya. gurudevane page lAgyo. tamArI kRpA vagara A zakaya nathI. bhAI, kRpA mATe teM zuM karyuM ? gurune miTAvI devAnI manovRttimAM tArI vidyAnI nipuNatA paNa have Takaze nahi. vidyA vinaya vaDe vikase che. ahaMkArathI te naSTa thAya che. A vidyA zIkhavA mATe cittanI ekAgratA ane nirbhayatAnI sAthe mukhya vinaya ati jarUrI che. tArA ahaMkAre AvI yogyatAne naSTa karI che aphasosa karyA vagara pAcho jA. gurunI kSamA mAga. vinamra thaIne punaH zikSaNa zarU kara, to tArI yogyatA pramANe vidyA maLaze. rAjakumAra nIce guru pAse Avyo. kaMIpaNa levA jevI yogyatA rahI nathI. pahelo naMbara maLavAne badale have te chello naMbara maLyo hato. bANa vidyA hoya, zAstra bodha hoya ke koI paNa kaLA hoya vinaya vinA saMbhava ja nathI. temAM paNa saMyama mArge nIkaLelA sAdhake to ziza utArIne javuM paDe che. gurukRpA ziza arpaNa karatAM vizeSa zaktiyukta che. gurunI vinamrabhAve sevA vagara te kevaLa gokhavAthI bANono Dhagalo karavAthI maLatI nathI. gurujano pAse temanI ja pavitratAthI keTalI zakti vikAsa pAme che ke game tevA tIra sAme phakata AMgaLI ja pUratI thAya che ? bANa sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 66

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svayaM choDanArane vAge che. ekavAra vinaya cUkelo game tevo vIra hoya paNa teNe lAyakAta gumAvI dIdhI. hatuM te gayuM, navuM vizeSa maLavAnuM nathI. ahaMkAranuM pariNAma patananuM kAraNa bane che. vinayae guNano adhikArI che. guru pratye vinaya vaDe ziSya muktinuM zikSaNa pAme che. "vinaya vaDo saMsAramAM guNa mAMhe adhikArI." "mAne guNa jAye gaLI jo jo prANI vicArI, re jIva ! mAna na kIjIye.'' 37. mULa guNanuM mahAtmya bhAI, tuM mAnava, tAro mULa guNa kayo ? dehaviSTa vikasita maLI. buddhinuM taMtra maLyuM. jIvana jIvyo paNa marma pakaDayo nahIM. phUla cImaLAI jAya, paga nIce cagadAI jAya chatAM naSTa thatAM sudhI tenI suvAsa choDatuM nathI. re mAnava ! tane khabara che tArI pAse kaI saMpatti che ? jene bhegI karatA janmo gayA. A janamamAM tenA tarapha khyAla na karyo. je saMpatti sagavaDa guNAdi mATe che tenI pAchaLa prANa kharcI nAkhyA. sAcI saMpatti H Aryadeza, AryakuLa, mAnava janma. sadeva sadguru, sat dayArUpa dharma, zAsrabodhano yoga. A sAta tAttvika saMpattinI tane khabara che ? jANavAno avakAza meLavyo ? dunyavI saMpatti sAthe na Ave tenI barAbara khabara che. beMka belensa, sonuM, rUpuM, ghara, dukAna, hIrA, mANeka te kazuM koIne laI jatAM joyA ? Aje je tArI pAse tAttvika saMpatti che te kayAM mUkI che ? te mUkavAnI jagA eka puruM tAruM sAbUta kALaju che, nirmaLa hRdaya che, ne sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 67

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tAttvika rIte Atmazuddhi che. je viSayonA vikArathI, kaSAyanI kuTilatAthI chavAyeluM che, eTale tane tAttvika saMpattinI oLakha nathI. tAttvika saMpatti eTale AtmapavitratA. je hajI sudhI jANI nathI. tenI prApti pahelA tane te prApta karavAnA sAdhano maLyA che te tuM jANe che ? Aryadeza : jayAM jIvananuM sattva sacavAI rahyuM che. AryakuLa : jayAM bALakane janmatAM ja guNa saMpannatA maLe che. mAnavajanma : jenAmAM jIvananA mUlyonI vikasavAnI pUrI zakayatA che. sadeva : vairAgya samatA maitrI Adi bhAvothI jagatanA hita mATe jenuM jIvana che. sadguru-jenAthI jIvanuM tAttvika ghaDatara thAya, sukhano sAco mArga maLe, saddharma : dharma eTale sarva jIva pratye samabhAva, premabhAva. sAstra H jenA dvArA jIvane sAcA jIvanano bodha prApta thAya. A saMpatti sAthe Ave, janmAMtarIya saMskAra banI mukti sudhI pahoMcADe. tene sAcava ane yogya rIte upayoga kara. 38. mAtRpremano puraskAra pArasa dasa varSano hato. traNa varSano thatA pitAnuM avasAna thayuM. vidhavA mA majUrI karIne baMnenuM jIvana nibhAvatI. pArasa sahaja ja saMskArI hato. mAne kAmamAM sahAya karato, zALAe bhaNavA jato. pUratI sAmagrI na hovA chatAM pUratI mahenata karato. hamaNAM ekAda varasathI pArasa zALAe aniyamita jato, gharalesana paNa pUratuM karato na hato. eTale koIvAra zikSaka Thapako ApatA ane camatkAra paNa batAvatA. pArasa A badhuM sahI leto paNa koI phariyAda karato nahi. mAtA eka varasathI bImAra hatI. tenI cAkarI karavI, jamADavI te javAbadArIthI karato. thoDI majUrI karIne pArasa mAnI cAkarI barAbara karato. mA A badhuM joIne duHkhI thatI. paNa te lAcAra hatI. divase 68 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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divase mA vadhu nabaLI thatI gaI. UThatI paNa nahi. pArasa be traNa divasathI zALAe moDo jato ghara lesana to thatuM nahi, Aje zikSake tenI ThIka piTAI karI, paNa teNe kazo bacAva na Apyo. mAnI bImArI vadhI gaI ane aMte te mRtyu pAmI. dUranA koI sagAe badhI vidhi patAvI. pArasa have roje niyamita zALAe jato ghera lesana karato. zikSaka samajayA ke mArano camatkAra che. temaNe pArasane kahyuM have niyamita thayo ne? pArase atyAra sudhI gupta rAkhelI hakIkata jaNAvI. mArI mA bImAra hatI tethI huM niyamita AvI zakato na hato. have mArI mA gujarI gaI che. eTale niyamita AvIza ane AMkhamAMthI azruno pravAha vaheto thayo. A sAMbhaLI ane joIne varganA bALako ane zikSako raDI paDayA. AnA mAtRprema mATe zikSaka pAse zabdo na hatA. zikSakanI anya vidyArthIonI sahAyathI te bhaviSyano moTo lekhaka thayo. jANe mAtRpremano puraskAra ! 39. tapa ArAdhana pUruM thayuM pachI ? Aje ziSyanuM vardhamAna AyaMbila tapa pUrNa thayuM hatuM. so AyaMbila pachI upavAsanA paccakhANathI te pUrNa thAya che. ziSya gurudeva pAse paccakhANa levA Avyo, gurudeve ekAsaNAnuM paccakhANa ApyuM. ziSya vacce bolI UThayo nahi ke gurudeva Aja upavAsanuM paccakhANa che. gurudeve kahyuM tapa pUrNa thayuM che tene prabhu caraNe dharI devuM e utsava che. jenA kAraNe meM tapa karyuM, mAruM tapa ujavyuM. jevA ahaMm mamatvanA bhAvo visarjana thAya ane sAcA arthamAM nirjarA thAya. ziSya paNa vinayavAna hato tene koI vikalpa thayo nahi ane sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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koIne kaMI jaNAvA dIdhuM nahI, AvuM ziSyatva gurucetanAne jhIlI zake. tethI tenI Atmazakti ane zuddhi vikAsa pAme, paraMparAe muktinuM kAraNa bane che. dharmakSetramAM bhUmikA pramANe utsavo jarUrI che. paNa tenI pAchaLa sukhecchA rahI, ke mAnapaNuM rahyuM to te sAmAnya puNya sudhI pahoMcADe paNa Atmazakti vikasita na thAya. mana zuddhi na thAya. bhagavAna mahAvIrano bodhelo dharma muktinA mArgano che. vacamAM avalaMbana, anuSThAna ane nimitta bhale ho paNa bhAva zuddhinA stare pahoMce tevA gurucetanAthI prerita hovA joIe. gurucetanA AjJAne AdhIna ke pAtratAne yogya maLe che. gurucetanA e pavitra zakti che. te koI camatkAra ke nirarthaka vastu nathI. paNa vAtsalya jevA ane pavitratAnI pravartaka samAna yathArtha cittazakti che. 40. jina pratimA zuM zIkhave che ? jainadharmI lagabhaga jinapUjA karato hoya che paNa jina thavAnuM, vItarAga thavAnuM svapna jhaLakatuM nathI. jina kevA che, temanI pratimA zuM pradAna kare che ? munizrI kAMtivijayajI prabhune nirakhI rahyA che. bhAvavibhora thaI gayA che. vairAgyanA bhAvamAM raMgAI gayA che. te gAya che. trigaDe ratananA siMhAsane besI, ciMhu dizI cAmara DhaLAvere, arihaMtapada prabhutA bhogI, to paNa jogI kahAvere. prabhunI yoga mudrA gajabanI che. siMhAsana para beThA che. Indro cAmara DhALe che AvA bhogI chatAM Apa yogI kahAvo cho, prabhu zI gUDhatA Ape dhAraNa karI che ! vaLI e saMpannatA jovA chatAM bhakto to sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 70

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temAM vItarAgatA jue che. AvI A gahanatA koI bhaktayogI ja samajI zake ne ? bhogI chatAM yogI-vaibhava chatAM vItarAgI ? ApanuM jIvana mUrtimAM sAkAra thayuM hovAthI bhakta temAMthI bhAvane jhIlI potAnA svarUpanA mahimAne oLakhe che. jina pratimA A zIkhave che. dITho suvidhi jiNaMda samAdhi rase bharyo ho lAla, bhAsyo AtmasvarUpa, anAdino visaryAM ho lAla, sakala vibhAva upAdhi thakI mana osaryAM ho lAla, sattA sAdhana bhaNI e saMcaryAM ho lAla. ApanI mukhamudrA joIne prabhu gajaba thayo. samAdhithI bharapUra mukhamudrA joIne mane visarAI gayeluM mAruM svarUpa sAMbharI AvyuM ke aho ! huM paNa Avo ja chuM. tamArI samAdhi rasathI bharapUra mudrAe gajabano jAdu karyo. svarUpanuM smaraNa thatAM mAro purANo vibhAva janita saMskAra agni para ghI ogaLe tema ogaLavA mAMDayo ane je vismRta thayelo te svabhAva pragaTa thavA mAMDayo. bhAvabhInA tamArA darzananuM A prabhutva che. darzanathI darzana pragaTe, dIvAthI dIvo pragaTe tema prabhu Azcaryajanita ghaTanA ghaTI che. pachI to prabhu mArA romaroma tArA sparzathI pulakti thayA che. AvI bhakti sAdhakanI kayAre jIvaMta bane ? pUrvanuM baLavAna ArAdhanapaNuM, pArthiva jagatanA sAdhanomAM sukha nathI tevI dRDha bhAvanA, sukha aMtaranI pavitratAmAM raheluM che. jaDa ane caitanya svabhAvathI judA che. Avo anubhavano prakAza thayo hoya. 'evo anubhavano prakAza ullasita thayo, jaDathI udAsI jenI AtmavRtti thAya che, kAyAnI visArI mAyA svarUpe samAyA evA, nigraMthano paMtha bhava aMtano upAya che.'' sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo - zrImad rAjacaMdra 71

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jAgo, bhavyAtmAo jAgo ! jagatanI mohinI tyajo, ekavAra aMtaramAM DUbakI mAro, ratnAkarane oLakho. pavitratAnA puMjane pUjo pachI zuM maLe che ? te kahevAnuM kema banaze ? mahIM paDayA te mahA sukha mANe. yogIjanonI A dazA Azcarya upajAve che. 41. guNa jenuM jIvana che (zrI zrIpALa mahArAja) vizvano moTobhAga karmaphaLanA siddhAMtane jANato nathI. chatAM karmanA phaLa AvyA vagara rahetA nathI. koI tene bhAgya kahe, DesTInI kahe, vidhAtA kahe, IzvarecchA kahe A badho zabdabheda che. "jhera sudhA samaje nahi jIva khAya phaLa thAya, tema zubhAzubha karmanuM bhoktApaNuM jaNAya.'' - * zrImad rAjacaMdra vartamAna jIva azubhabhAvanuM sevana kare chatAM pUrvasaMcita puNyathI sukha bhogave, paNa vartamAnamAM karelA karmanA phaLa to bhAvimAM bhogavavAnA che. mAnava pAse vikasita cetanA che, jo ke svabhAvathI cetanA svayaM zuddha che eTale sukharUpa che, paraMtu ajJAnamaya azubhabhAvanAo, paudgalikabhAvo, AraMbhayukta pravRttinA bhAvo udayamAM Ave che. navuM baMdhana pedA kare che. ajJAnavaza jIva A rahasya jANato nathI ane karmabaMdhana kare che. 72 jIva to marato nathI dehAMtara kare che tyAre bhautika koI vastu laI jato nathI. paraMtu A ka2elA zubhAzubhabhAvo rUpa karmanuM poTaluM avazya laI jAya che. ane te pramANe punaH bhavAMtare tevA yoga maLI rahe che ke jenA kAraNe sukha ke duHkha bhogave che. A rahasya nahi jANanAra anyane doSa Ape che. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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mAnavajIvana urdhvagAmI thavA mATe, cetanAne tenA svarUpe vikasavA mATe che. paNa te tene viSaya kaSAyAdinA kAdavamAM malina karI le che. pAMca varSanA zrIpALe zuM doSa karyo hato. rAjakumAra tarIke janmyo ane pAMca varSe jaMgalanI vATe caDhavuM paDayuM temAM koDhiyA sAthe koDhiyo thayo, paraMtu pUrve karelA doSonuM prAyazcita kareluM eTale nirogI jIvana pAmyo. sAthe sAthe saMyamanA saMskAra paNa udayamAM AvyA eTale jIvana pavitratA pAmyo. kathA pracalita che. dhavala zeTha dariyAmAM pheMke che, dariyAmAM paDatAM bhaya nathI. kAraNe navapadanI zraddhAnuM baLa che. sAthe puNya che, moTuM mAchaluM jhIlI le che. dariyA kinAre pahoMcADe che. tyAM puNyayoga jAgyo che. rAjA naimittikanA kahevAthI hAthI mokale che. . rAjA saharSa kanyAdAna kare che sukha zodhatuM Ave che. zrIpALa navapadano ArAdhaka che, dariyAmAM paDayAnuM duHkha nathI, rAjyanA sukhamAM garakAva nathI. zraddhAbaLe guNa saMpatti vadhatI jAya che. eka divasa dhavala darabAramAM najarANuM laI Ave che. zrIpALa oLakhe che paNa pelI guNa saMpatti dhavala pratye dveSa pedA thavA detI nathI. tene upakArI gaNI AvakAre che. A mAnavajIvananI mahattA che. mAnava jIvanamAM guNa vikAsanI parAkASThA che. je mukti sudhI pahoMcADe che. te mATe jIve svanI sattAnI mahattA svIkArI aMtarane ajavALavuM paDe che. mAnavajIvananuM astittva ja guNa saMpannatA mATe che. tene mATe jIve dharma jevI saMpatti dhAraNa karavI paDe, pote guNa svarUpa pavitra che tema zraddhAbaLe guNa vikAsa karavo joIe. tenuM saMvardhana karavuM joIe. pachI e guNamaya jIvana svayaM kAryakArI thAya che. zrIpALane yAda karavuM paDayuM nathI ke have mAre maitrIbhAva rAkhavo. dhavalano doSa bhUlI javo, paNa navapadanI ArAdhanAthI, samyagdaSTinA AvirbhAvathI guNo sahaja ja pragaTatA rahyA hatA. bAhyavaibhavae puNyano yoga hato. AMtara vaibhavae svayaM pavitratAno puMja hato. tene dhAraNa karanArA svayaM mukta thAya, siddha thAya che. buddha thAya che. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 73

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samyakatvanI zakti (mayaNAnI jIvanayAtrA) kamaLa kAdavanA AdhAre Uge, pANImAM taratuM rahe, sUryano prakAza jhIlI pUrNapaNe potAnA sauMdaryane pragaTa kare, jIvone AnaMda ane eka mahAna bodha Ape, jo koI alagArI e bodhane jhIle to. mAnava paudgalikamaya azuci padArthone grahaNa karI janma le che. saMskArarUpI jaLathI vikAsa pAme che. paNa jo puNyavaMto hoya to koI sapuruSano saMyoga maLe che. tyAre tenA paugalika azuci dehamAM rahelu caitanyanuM sauMdarya vikAsa pAme che. punaH evA yoga maLe che. mayaNA suMdarInuM zikSaNa sadgurunA yoge thayuM hatuM. jemAM jIvananI vAstavikatAnI zraddhA hatI. te zraddhA baLe te pitAne kahI zakI ke sarva jIvo potAnA karelA karma pramANe sukha duHkha pAme che. koI koIne sukha ke duHkha ApI zakatuM nathI. pitAe roSamAM koDhiyA sAthe lagna karAvyA paNa Azcarya e hatuM ke saMskAra pAmelI mayaNA jayAre koDhiyA sAthe ubhI rahI tyAre. mayaNA mukha na pAlaTe kevaLIne joyuM te hoya re.' | pitA pratye roSa nahi, koDhiyA pati pratye dveSa nahi. saMskAra saMyogano svIkAra karAvyo. temAM samaktinA guNanI zakti hatI. mayaNAnA A zraddhAbaLe tenuM DhaMkAyeluM puNya jAgRta thayuM. ane eka pachI eka saMyogo sukharUpa maLatA thayA. A samaktinA guNanuM zraddhAbaLa kevuM! ke mayaNAnuM citta jarA paNa kSubdha na thatAM zraddhAbaLane preratuM rahyuM. ane eka pachI eka upAya sAme AvI maLyA. zubhano udaya paNa zubhathI ja vikase che ne azubha zubhamAM palaTAya che. zrIpALa AyaMbila tapanA zraddhAyukta ArAdhana vaDe dehathI nirogI thayo. bhAvathI guNavAna banyo. zrIpALanA paradeza gamananI saphaLatA A navapadanI bhAvanA hatI. mayaNA suMdarInuM jIvana paNa e ArAdhanAthI ujjavaLa hatuM. guNano paripAka vRddhi pAmato hato. 74 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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zrIpALa paradeza gamanathI pAchA pharyA tyAre ATha rANIone paraNIne AvyA hatA. jayAre ATha rANI sAthe zrIpALa AvyA mAtAne praNAma karyA. ATha rANI mayaNAne name che tyAre mayaNAnA mukha para pUrNa vAtsalya pragaTe che. sau sukha vaheMcIne jIvIzuM. saunuM puNya saune maLe che. temAM dveSa reDavAnI zuM jarUra? mAnavane jIvana maLe che. te dharatI para paga mAMDe che. tyAre je kaMIka lAvyo che te pUrvanA saMskAra che. paNa A mAnavajIvana te saMskAranA baLane vikasAvavA maLyuM che te pAMce IndriyonA bhoga pUratuM sImita nathI. mayaNA zrIpALe pUrvanA guNo para kevI bhAta pADI ? dhavalane joIne raja mAtra paNa abhAva nahi paratuM mAnabharyo svIkAra ! mayaNAne zrIpALane ATharANIo sAthe joIne vikalpa Avato nathI ke AmAM mAruM sthAna kayAM? "Avo dIkarIo sukha vaheMcIne mANazuM." guNanI garimA AvI che. premanI saccAI AvI che. kharce na khUTe vAMko cora na lUMTe, dina dina baDhata savAyo." rAma ratana dhana pAyo. 42. sAdhanAnuM sAtatya buddhimAna ke tarkavAna mAnavane pUrvanI sAdhanAnI paraMparA samajAtI nathI. eTale vartamAna jIvanamAM paNa te evA guNAtmaka vaibhavane mANI zakato nathI. bhagavAna mahAvIranA samayamAM dhannAjI nAme vaibhavazALI zreSThi thaI gayA. ATha patnIonA svAmI hatA. te kALe bahu patnItvae samAjane svIkArya hatuM. dhannAjIne ATha patnIo snAna samaye vilepana karI rahI hatI. tyAM acAnaka temanA vAMsA para garama AMsunA TIpAM paDayA. temaNe sattvazIla-tatvamaya prasaMgo 75

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UMce joyuM to patnI subhadrAnI AMkhanA AMsunA te TIpA hatA. temaNe tarata ja pUchyuM : A gharamAM patnIne evuM duHkha na hoya ke tene raDavuM paDe. tame kema raDo cho ? subhadrA kahe mAro bhAI zAlibhadra ati dhanADhaya, sukomaLa che teNe bhagavAna mahAvIre kahelo bodha mAtA dvArA sAMbhaLyo, pote bhagavAna mahAvIrano bodha sAMbhaLavA gayA na hatA. mAtAnA mukhethI bodha zravaNa karI ati udAsIna banI gayA. vaLI te divase sauthI nAnI patnI padmAne zarIre javara hato. zAlibhadra padmAnI pAse beThA hatA. teno hAtha hAthamAM lIdho paNa A zuM ? tarata ja choDI dIdho, kAraNa ke padmAne javara hato. hAtha garama hato, evA garama hAthano sparza zAlibhadra mATe prathama prasaMga hato, zarIramAM Avo roga mane paNa thAya ? Ama vicArIne dehanI AvI vilakSaNatA joI udAsInatA AvI gaI hatI. temAM mAtAjIe bhagavAnanI vANI kahI ane zAlibhadrane pUrvanI karelI uttama bhAvanAono saMskAra udita thayo. aMtara prakAza pragaTa thayo ane mAtAne kahyuM ke huM A saMsAra tyajI bhagavAnane zaraNe jAuM chuM. mAtA A sAMbhaLIne mUrchita thaI gayA. batrIsanuM ekama jhAMjharanA jhaNakAra sAthe doDI AvyuM mAtAnI sevA karI, mAtA svastha thayA. temaNe putrane samajAvyo Ama ekAake tArA javAthI ame sau duHkhI thaIzuM. zAlibhadrano aMtara pradeza jAgato ja hato. temaNe mAtAnI vAta svIkArI nirNaya karyo roja eka patnIno tyAga karaze. batrIsa divasa pachI cAlI nIkaLaze. A vAtano marma vicAro ke zAlibhadre batrIsa divasa pUrA karyA nathI kevA AtmabaLathI rahyA haze. divasa Uge vairAgya vRddhi pAmato hato. A vAtanI temanI bahena subhadrAne khabara paDI. te yAda AvatA tenI AMkhamAMthI azru sarI paDayA. dhannAjI paNa pUrvanI ArAdhanAnI 76 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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paraMparAvALA uttama jIva hatA. te kahe tAro bhAI kALane bharose rahyo che. batrIsa divasanI kone khabara che ? subhadrA kahe tyAgane jANavo sahelo che tyAga karavo muzkela che. paNa A zuM ? dhannAjI kahe cAlo tyAre tyAgane zIghratAthI svIkArI lauM ane Azcarya ? dhannAjI to e ja veSe, bAjoTha parathI uThI, zAlibhadranI havelIe pahoMcyA. are, zAlibhadra, kALanA bharose tyAgane na choDAya. cAlo, vilaMba zo ? ane zAlibhadra paNa jANe rAha jotA hoya tema sAtamA mALanI havelIethI kayAreya utaryA nathI te zIghratAthI utarI paDayA. sALo banevI sAthe hAtha milAvI prabhunA darabAramAM pahoMcI munionI haroLamAM goThavAI gayA. AnI pAchaLa cAlaka baLa pUrvanA saMcita saMskAro hatA. ApaNAmAM na hoya to A janamamAM bhegA karo. hajI samaya che veDapho nahi. pUrve saMsAra sevelo che teno saMskAra chUTato nathI to AvI kathAnA mAdhyamathI baLa meLavo ane ArAdhaka bano, te sAMkaLa gUMthAya tevuM baLa vAparo ane dhannAjI bano. 43. bhAkharInA citrathI peTa na bharAya eka mahAjJAnI saMta, ghaNA ziSyono samudAya paNa saMtanuM saMtattva gajaba. saMta pAse eka medhAvI ziSya abhyAsa karato. khUba bhaNyo, ghaNA zAstrono niSNAta thayo, paNa aMdara ahaMnuM zalya hatuM te anubhUti sudhI pahoMcavAmAM aMtarAya hatuM. saMtanI samajamAM A vAta hatI. tethI temaNe ziSyane bIjA AzramamAM bIjA saMta pAse mokalyo. ziSyane jJAna nipuNatAmAM rasa hato eTale gayo. saMtanI nizrAmAM beTho ane paricaya Apyo pote ghaNA zAstrono sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 77

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abhyAsa karyo che. te badhuM ja traNa kalAka sudhI jaNAvato rahyo. gurue badhuM zravaNa karyA pachI eka vAkya bolyA "bhAkharInA citrathI peTa na bharAya." tuM A badhuM bolI gayo te tArA aMtarapaTane spazya che? jJAna to pUrepUruM ahaMmAM pariNamyuM che tyAM AtmajJAnano sukhada sparza kema thAya? ziSya samajadAra hato paNa ahaMmano paDado aMtarAya hato te A saMtanA pavitra AbhAmaMDaLathI vikharAI gayo. ahaMnA paDaLa ukhaDatA gayA. jJAna ahamarUpe pariNamyuM hatuM. te have jayAMthI pragaTyuM hatuM. tyAM ja samAtuM thayuM. mULatattva pragaTa thayuM. pavitratAnA puMja samA, jene jagatanA koI padArthanI spRhA nathI. dehavalayanI cAre bAju pavitra AbhAmaMDaLa racAyeluM che. jagatanA padArthonI spRhAnI malinatAno sparza nathI. tevA saMta pAse sAdhakanI sajjatA e che ke Atmaupajyane pAtra thavA mATe tyAM khAlI thaIne besavAnuM che. anAdinA saMskAra-ahaMpaNAnuM visarjana karo ane evA mahAtmAonI pratibhAne pAtra bano. nirmaLa Atmatva pragaTa thaze. 44. saMtattvanuM sAmarthya saMtonI cetanA zaktinuM prAgaTya adbhuta hoya che. eka saMta pAse ziSya vidyAgrahaNa mATe Avyo. saMta tenA mukha parathI tenI aMtara avasthA jANI gayA. Adeza Apyo. jo beTA, AzramathI thoDe dUra eka nadI che tenA para pula che. tAre tyAM sAdhanA karavA ekAMtamAM besavAnuM che. tane jayAre nadI sthira lAge ane pula kSINa thato lAge tyAre Avaje. ziSya jJAna pipAsu hato. AjJA pramANe nadI pAse yogya vyavasthA karI rahevA lAgyo. kAma kaMI na hatuM. nadI ane pulane joyA karavAnuM 78 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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cha mAsa vItyA paNa gurujIe kahyuM hatuM tema nadI sthira na jaNAI, pulane kharato na joyo paNa eka divasa tene jJAna lAdhyuM ke A vizvamAM kazuM sthAyI nathI. nadInuM nIra pravAhita che tenuM kAraNa dharatI sthira che. pulanA paramANuM niraMtara kSINa thatA jAya che. te jaNAtA nathI kAraNa ke dRSTi eTalI sUkSma nathI. ane tene vairAgyanI khUTatI kaDI maLI gaI. sAdhako jJAna, dhyAna jevI aneka prakAranI sAdhanA kare che paNa tene aMte jagatanA paudgalika padArthonA sukhanI AkAMkSA chUTatI nathI. moTI ArAdhanA karyA pachI te pUrI thAya tyAre saMsAranA padArthonI sukhabuddhimAM koI pharaka na thAya. jIva to evone evo ja sukhabuddhi vALo rahe to te ArAdhanAnuM Atmika utthAna keTaluM ? kAraNa ke te te anuSThAnonA mULamAM AtmAne AgaLa karavAne badale ghoDo pAchaLa ane gADI AgaLanI jema tenI ArAdhanA saMsAranA pravAha tarapha hatI. pachI ArAdhanAnuM poTaluM khole zuM nIkaLe ? e ja saMsAra vRttino pravAha. mATe vicAravuM ke mAre ArAdhanA konI karavI che ? ahaMmanI ke arhamanI ? sukhanuM saranAmuM sau prathama jIvane sAcA sukhanI khabara nathI prANI mAtra sukha to Icche che, duHkhathI dUra rahevA mAMge che. chatAM Icche che tevuM sukha maLatuM nathI. kAraNa te jayAM che tyAM te zodhato nathI. koI cIja gharamAM paDI gaI hoya, gharamAM aMdhAruM che tethI teNe bahAra ajavALAmAM jaIne zodhavA mAMDI. jayAM cIja nathI tyAM maLe kevI rIte ? koI sAdhu mahAtmA tyAMthI jatA hatA. temaNe te vyaktine kahyuM zuM zodho cho ? vastu kyAM paDI gaI hatI. ? vastu gharamAM paDI gaI che paNa gharamAM aMdhAruM che eTale bahAra ajavALAmAM zodhuM chuM. mahAtmAe kahyuM bhAI vastu jayAM hoya tyAM zodhAya tyAM ajavALuM sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 79

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karIne zodha to maLaze. A jIva ajJAnavaza daihika padArthomAM sukha zodhe che. jayAM sukha nathI. jJAnanA prakAzamAM jue to aMtaranuM sukha aMtaranI samazreNimAM, samatArasamAM paDayuM che. ajJAnavaza te sukhane paulika bhautika vastuomAM zodhe che. e jaDa padArtho sAdhana che sagavaDa Ape. jIva ajJAnavaza tyAM sukhanI kalpanA kare che. vaLI te padArtho niraMtara parivartana pAmanArA che te tane sthAyI sukha kayAMthI Ape? koI saMta ke satpuruSane zodha. jemanI pAse sAcA sukhanI cAvI che. te tane cAvI Apaze. tenA vaDe ajJAnanA tALA khUlI jaze pachI tuM aMtaranA sukhano anubhava karIza. sukhanuM saranAmuM tArA potAnA anaMta guNa svarUpa AtmAmAM ja che. bAhya sukhano bhrama chUTe to jyAM che tyAM jJAnaprakAzamAM anubhava thaze. "he jIva tuM bhrama mA, aMtaranuM sukha aMtaranI samazreNimAM che." te bahAra zodhavAthI nahi maLe. 45. sadgurunI adbhuta AbhAra AtmA anubhavAtmaka tattva-svarUpa-vastu che. te AtmAnA ja zuddhabhAvamAM anubhavAya che. zuddha eTale zubha ke azubha bhAva nahIM. AtmA AtmAnA zuddha jJAnamAM jaNAya. tenI AMzika pratIti te samyagudarzana, jayAMthI zuddha dharmano prAraMbha thAya che. anubhUtinI vAta ke vAdavivAda nahoya. sAkara khAya tene gaLapaNano anubhava thAya. sUtro tenuM varNana karI na zake. anubhava tenI pAse che. pachI varNananI zI jarUra? chatAM mUMgo che eTale kahI zakato nathI. ekavAra traNa cAra aMdha manuSyo prakAzanI carcA karatA hatA. prathama kahe ke prakAza pILo hoya, bIjo kahe prakAza lAla hoya, trIjo kahe prakAza sapheda hoya. A temaNe koI saMdarbhamAM sAMbhaLelI vAta hatI. anubhavato sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo CO

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hato nahi, anyonyanI vAta sAcI kevI rIte mAne? tema AtmAnubhUti thaI nathI sAMbhaLyuM che eTale dareka judI judI vyAkhyAo Ape. AtmAnubhUti vALo mauna rahe, teNe te mANI che. AvI anubhUti sagurunA yoge thAya. zrIpALa rAsamAM zrI yazovijayajI lakhe che ke "mAre to guru caraNa pasAyere, anubhava dila mAMhi peThore; addhivRddhi pragaTI ghaTa mAhe, Atamarati beTho re' suha guru jogo, saguno yoga thayo eTale temanI pavitra orAnuM upaniSada thavuM. tenI yogyatA viveka che, zraddhA che. sadguru suSupta cetanane jAgRta kare che. pramAda jevI avasthAmAMthI jAgRta kare che. A koI tarka nathI satya hakIkata che. bhagavAna mahAvIre gautama Adi guNadharone mastake, brahmaraMdhramAM vAsakSepa pradAna karyuM. ane gaNadharomAM cArajJAna ane anaMta tattvajJAna pragaTa thayuM. guru cetanAnI AvI abhutatA che. 46. ahaM TaLe ahaMma pragaTe che. Atmazakti adbhuta che. behada che. vIralA te mahA parizrame pAme che eTale sAmAnya mAnava te pAmI zakato nathI te bhramamAM paDe che. paNa jo tene sadaguruyoga thAya to paDaLa khUlI jAya. eka sAdhakane koI pUrvanA saMskArathI saMsAra para vairAgya Avyo. ane saMsAranI saMpatti, strI, putra parivAra tyajI nIkaLI gayo. agAu saMtanA paricayamAM hato tyAM pahoMcI gayo. gurudeva ! pUro saMsAra tyajIne, saMpatti Adine lAta mArIne Avyo chuM. Apa mane saMnyAsa Apo. guru anubhavI hatA temaNe tenA sAme joyuM ane kahyuM beTA ! te saMsArane lAta mArI che paNa te pUrI lAgI nathI vicArI jo pharI lAta mArIne Avaje. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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sAdhakathI have pAchA javAya tevuM na hatuM. te Azramane cheDe ekAMtamAM beTho, gurunA zabdamarmane vAgoLavA lAgyo. 'beTA' lAta vAgI nathI. barAbara lagAvIne Ava. khUba vicAryA pachI gurunA bolane samajayo ke 'oha'. mAruM saMsAramAM hatuM zuM ? ane meM choDayuM zuM ? kevaLa choDavAno ahaMkAra karyo. badhu chUTI gayuM te sadgurunI kRpA hatI A ahaM na chUTayo. sabhAna thayo. hRdaya AnaMdathI bharAI gayuM. sadguru pAse atyaMta bharelA bhAvathI pahoMcyo. sadgurue tenA mukha sAmuM joyuM. mukha upara ahaM visarjananI AbhA jhaLakatI hatI. sadgurue tarata ja tene dIkSA ApI dIdhI. te sAdhaka ahaM choDIne arham banyo. guru cetanAnA pravAhane ahathI khAlI thayelI cetanA jhIlI zake te jIva ahamane pAme. 40. nAmarUpa jUjavA mAnava janma dhAraNa kare eTale samAja ene nAma ane sagAInA pratIko Ape che. samaya jatA te nAma ane sagAI tenA Atmamaya banI jAya che. tema anya sagAI rUpa nAmane pote mAne che. paNa pote cetana svarUpa eka adbhuta zakti che tevuM koIka ja jIvane samajAya che. pUrvanA saMskAra hoya te pramANe vartamAnane jIvI le che. Ama nAmAdino saMskAra bhUlavo ke jethI saMsAra bhUlAya. tene mATe sarvasaMga parityAga thAya tyAre gurujano nAma parivartana kare che. jethI tenuM lakSya AtmasvarUpa pratye jhUke. eka sAdhaka sadguru pAse dIkSita thayo. tenuM nAma ramyaghoSa rAkhyuM. be cAra divasa pasAra thayA te ramyaghoSa nAmathI potAne jANavA lAgyo. eka divasa guru pAse divasanA kramano Adeza levA Avyo gurudeve keTalAka sUtra vigere ApIne eka sUcana karyuM ke tAre Aje sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 82

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tArA nAmanuM vismaraNa karavAnuM che. tuM koI nAmadhArI nathI. zuddha caitanya svarUpa chuM. sAdhaka sAdhanAmAM pravRtta thayo. thoDA kalAka thayA ane gurudeva bUma pADI 'ramyaghoSa' sAmethI pratyuttara maLyo. 'jI gurudeva' ane gurudevanI samakSa Ubho rahyo. gurudeve tenA mukha sAmu joyuM ane te samajI gayo ke huM ramyaghoSa karyAM chuM ? Ama A jIva saMsAramAM nAma ane rUpanI pAchaLa pUro janma gumAve che. "nAma rUpa jUjvA aMte hemanuM hema hove.'' 48. sadAya prasanna munivarA jhIMjhuvADA gAmamAM temano janma thayo temanuM nAma cunIlAla. pUrvanA puNyodaye evA kuMTuMbamAM janma thayo ke pitAnA gurupade pU. bApajInI nizrAmAM saMyamajIvana maLyuM. zAstrAbhyAsa mANyo. AgamanA saMzodhananuM kAma varSo sudhI avirata paNe karyuM. jevA medhAvI tevAja nikhAlasa chatAM saMyamamAM draDhatA nikharatI. tapazcaryAthI jIvananI pavitratA pragaTatI rahI. kAyA tAMbAvarNI dIpI UThatI. jevA zAstrajJa evAja bhakta. zaMkhezvara dAdAnA darzane jatA bahAranA pagathiyethI vaMdanavidhi zarU thatI. temanI bhakti jonArane paNa bhaktinuM mahAtmya AvatuM. pAchaLanA lagabhaga traNa ke cAra dAyakA, vayovRddha mAtAnI sevA ane Agama saMzodhananA mATe zaMkhezvara ane AjubAju gAmo temanuM sImita kSetra hatuM. bhaktono pravAha avirata chatAM ekAMtavAsI rahyA. cAra pAMca ziSyo ane saMzodhananA kAryamAM sahAyaka tevA cAra pAMca sAdhvIjIo sAthe rahetA. te sau temanA lekhananA sahAyaka hatA. pU. zrIne lekhana karatA jovA te paNa eka lahAvo lAgato. beThaka TekA vagaranI TaTTAra, jamaNo paga ubho te emanuM lekhana Deska hatuM. DAbo paga uMdho vALelo hoya ane hAtha lekhana kAryamAM. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 83

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trIsa dAyakA pachI eka cAturmAsa punaH amadAvAda karyuM. lekhananI keTalIye sAmagrI laIne AvyA hatA. paNa amadAvAdanA bhaktone hAthamAM AvyA te kema choDI de ? A bhIDamAM kaMI lekhana kArya na thayuM. tyAM pU. A bhagavaMta bhadraMkarajIe kahyuM ke tamane AcArya padavI pradAna karavAnI che. temaNe AcAryazrIne vinaMti karI ke mane A upAdhimAM ja jotaro, mane AgamanI sevA karavA do. eTale Akhare Agama sthavira jevuM padArpaNa thayuM. pachI to bhAgyA, zaMkhezvara bhaNI. kayAreka zatruMjayadAdAne bheTavA jatAM. nikhAlasatA to evI ke amadAvAda hatA tyAre koI zrAvaka kahI jAya ke, pUjya ekAda kalAkamAM tamAre tyAM padhAre che, ane bAjunA paricita zrAvakonA ghare pahoMcI jatAM, na sAmaiyuM, na benDavAjA, na sabhA basa zrAvakone, sAdhakone maLyAno AnaMda. lagabhaga sAta dAyakA jevI uMmare 600 jevA ki.mi. dUra raNa vistAranA jesalamera prubhanA darzana mATe tyAMnA jJAnabhaMDAra jovA vihAra karyo, mAIlo sudhI jayAM vRkSonI chAyA na maLe, utAro paNa vyavasthita na maLe, sApa vIMchInA upadrava hoya. gocarI paNa vyavasthita hoya nahi. A jANavA chatAM nIkaLI paDayA. joke pAchaLathI zrAvako-saMghe ThIka vyavasthA karI. jesalamera prAraMbhamAM to jJAnabhaMDAra jovAnI rajA na maLI. pachI muMbaInA TrasTIoe yogya vyavasthA karI. traNa cAra varSa tyAM rahyA. tyAra pachI pahoMcyA dUra sudUra pAdavihAra karIne haradvAra-RSikeza. Agama lekhana kArya avirata cAlu hatuM. temanI bhAvanA badrImAM jaina daherAsaranI sthApanA karavAnI hatI. upara dharmazALA jevI vyavasthA hatI. pAdavihAra karIne tyAM pahoMcyA. ApaNe moTaramAM jaIe to paNa kaThaNa lAgatA A pravAsa temaNe ane sAthIoe pagapALA karyo. kevI musIbate pahoMcyA tenuM alaga pustaka lekhana thayuM che. badrImAM gocarInI pUratI vyavasthA kayAMthI hoya ? paNa tyAM prabhunI padharAmaNI karavAno umaMga hato. temanAmAM keTalAka to khAkharA caNAthI AyaMbila karatA. 84 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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badrI laI javAnA pratimAjI jayapuramAM taiyAra thayA. tenI zAstrIya vidhi karI, bhAratamAM ghaNA sthaLe parikammA thaI, umaMgathI saue pUjayA. A vigata jANI badrInA paMDAo ane TrasTIo camakayA ke jainamaMdiranuM mahAbhya vadhI jaze. eTale teoe pratikAra karyo, pU. nuM svapna adhUruM rahyuM. pratimAjInuM haradvAramAM ja sthApana thayuM. pU. punaH gujarAta bAju padhAryA. coryAsI varSanI vaye zatruMjaya zikhare dAdAne pagapALA caDhIne bheTayA, mAtuzrInuM avasAna tyAMja thayuM hatuM. tyAra pachI teo rAjasthAna bAju vihAra karatA hatA. nAkoDAthI nIkaLyA ane rastA para eka kAre Takkara mArI jamIna para pachaDAvA sAthe karoDanI nasa tUTI ke je kaMI thayuM te coryAsInI vaye jANe coryAzInuM cakkara pUruM thavAnuM hoya tema temaNe ciravidAya lIdhI. zaMkhezvara samAdhi thaI. na roga na duHkha, jevo nirogI deha hato tevo ja dharatIne dharI dIdho. dhanya te munivarA. A hatA Agamadhara sthavira zrI jaMbuvijayajI mahArAjajI. kevI nikhAlasatA? nirmaLatA? haradvAra bAjunA vihAra samaye teo banArasa pahoMcyA. tyAM sAranAthamAM baudhdha yunivarsiTI che. tyAM temaNe nayacakra nAmanA kaThina graMthanuM saMpAdana kareluM. te nimitte baudhdha vidvAnono paricaya thayo hato. banArasa pahoMcI teo baudhdha yunivarsiTImAM pahoMcyA. tyAre tyAM vAIsa cAnselara prophesara sAmaTana hatA. munizrI tyAM pahoMcyA tyAre padavIdAnano moTo utsava hato, prophesara khUba vyasta hatA. teoe ophisamAM pUchyuM javAba maLyo ke prophesara Aje khUba kAmamAM che. maLI zakaze nahi. pachI teo bahAra bAMkaDA para beThA. te samaye sAmaTana tyAM AvyA, temaNe kahyuM huM Aje maLI nahi zakuM. 'bhale munizrI paNa ubhA thaI javA lAgyA. jatAM jatAM sAmaTane pUchayuM ApanuM nAma? "muni jaMbUvijyajI' oha ! dvAdasAra nayacakranA saMpAdaka sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 85

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muni jaMbUvijyajI tame pote ja ? padhAro padhAro. muni to e ja nikhAlasatAthI UbhA hatA. prophesara to khUba prasanna thayA, AvA mahAna graMthanA saMpAdanano meLApa kayAMthI ! temaNe kahyuM jayArathI e graMtha vAMcyo tyArathI ApanA darzananI bhAvanA hatI. Aje Apa jAte ja AvyA. jANe sonAno sUraja Ugyo. prophesare potAnA sahAyakane sUcanA ApI badhA ja kAryakramo rada karo. ane vArANasInA badhA ja vidvAna paMDitone samAcAra Apo. ke muni jaMbUvijyajI ane padhAryA che. sau satsaMga mATe padhAro. thoDIvAramAM darzanazAstronA moTA vidvAno paMDito AvI pahoMcyA. darzanazAstronI gahana carcAo thaI. jayAM jayAM gUMca lAgI tyAM munizrIe saraLatAthI ukela batAvyA. syAdvAdanI sAcI samaja maLavAthI sau khuza thayA. muni paNa khUba prasanna thayA. prathamanI vAta to visAre paDI. kevI nikhAlasatA? bhAratanA prakAMDa muni chatAM koI ADaMbara nahi. nirmaLa rohaNa guNamaNi bhUdharA munijana mAnasa haMsa dhanyanagarI dhanya veLA ghaDI mAtApitA kulavaMza. - 49. bahu ratnA vasuMdharA , vijApuramAM janmyA, bhaNatara muMbaI. ghaDatara pUjya zrI bhuvanabhAnusUrijInI nizrAmAM, ghaDapaNa dhoLakAgAmanI bhUmi. sagapaNamaitrI, "Atmavat sarvabhUteSu" samagra vizva. yuvAnone anumodanIya. A eka jIvana gAthA che. guNAtmaka Atma zaktino AvirbhAva che. varSo pahelAnI vAta che. yauvanakALamAM teo upasthita hatA. pUjyapAda AcArya zrI premasUrIzvarajInI nizrAmAM acalagaDha AdhyAtmika zikSaNanI zibiramAM acAnaka rAtre 12-30 vAge, jhaDapI vAvAjhoDuM phUMkAyuM. varasAda varasavA lAgyo. yuvAnane aMtaH preraNA thaI A Aphata 86 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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AtmazaktinA baLa vagara kevI rIte zame ? ane e yuvAne bhISma saMkalpa karyo ke A tophAna 15/20 miniTamAM zAMta thaI jAya to mAre A jIvana brahmacarya pALavuM ane ghIno tyAga karavo. AtmabaLanI bhAvanA sAkAra thaI. vIsa miniTamAM vAvAjhoDuM salAma bharIne zAMta thaI gayuM. A svayaM lIdhelI pratijJAo prAtaHkALe temaNe pUjyane jaNAvI temanI pAse rajIsTarDa karAvI lIdhI. pUjya prasanna thayA paNa Azcarya pAmyA. AvI bhISma pratijJAnA sahAre tamAruM AtmabaLa gajabanuM vikAsa pAmyuM. bAMgalAdeza ane pAkistAnanA yuddhamAM nIDaratAthI mitro sAthe pahoMcI gayA. varasatI bombanI AgamAM sevAparAyaNa rahyA. yuddha virAma pachI sevA kArya karanArane sanmAna maLe te svAbhAvika che paNa te na levuM temanA mATe svAbhAvika che ane hatuM. sevA kArya ane AtmasAdhanA suMdara rIte thaI zake te mATe tame muMbaI zaherane choDI dhoLakA gAme sthAyI thayA. zrI kalikuMDa pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI chAyAmAM tamAruM kArya AgaLa vadhyuM. pachI to jinamaMdironuM nirmANa, jirNodhdhAra, upAzraya racanA e tamAro jIvanamaMtra thaI gayo. A uparAMta saMyamIonI vaiyAvacca, vihAradhAmonI avirata sevAo thatI rahI. chatAM tame gukha rahyA. pazudhana bacAvavuM e to tamAruM pradAna kevI rIte varNavavuM? Azcarya e che ke AvA kAryo mATe phaMDaphALAnI jAherAta karavI na paDe, paNa e pravAhane rokavo paDe, kArya niSpanna thayuM. hisAba cUkate, TrasTI tarIke paNa AkiMcanya rahyA. chatAM vastupALanA pagale pagale lakSmI pAMgaratI tema tamArI nispRha sevAne lakSmIjIe vadhAvI hatI. tamAruM kArya bolatuM rahetuM. tamArI nispRhakArya parAyaNanA ja lakSmI devIe vadhAvI hatI. morabIno macchu Dema tUTayo, morabI DULyuM. mAnavonI AphatanI sImA nathI ane tame tamArA sainya sAthe pahoMcI gayA. gAMThane kharce khIcaDI khAI levAnI ane avirata premamaya sevA dharI devAnI. hasate sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 87

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mukhe kazI pachI phariyAda to hoya ja kayAMthI? Aphato Ave doDI jAya pachI ArAma? nA bhAI, keTalAye jinamaMdiro, pratimAjI bharAvavI, pustaka prakAzananuM kArya, jiNoddhAra, vaiyAvacca, vihAradhAmo, duSkALamAM pIDitonI sevA. sAthe aMgata sAdhanAnuM baLa maLatuM. cchano bhUkaMpa, banAsakAMThA pUranuM tAMDava nRtya jyAM tamAruM hRdaya hAlI UThe. tamArA paga doDe be hAtha to sevAmAM tatpara. amane lAge che tamArA dehamAM koI devano vAsa che? DAbe jamaNe mitrono sAtha to maLe ja. devo paNa khuza thatAM haze, vaMdana karatA haze. saunA hRdayamAM tamAruM sthAna kevuM? tamArA pU. mAtuzrInA avasAna samaye gAmajano bhedabhAva vagara umaTI paDayA. jenI kukSIe AvuM anupama ratana pragaTyuM che te mAtAnI pAlakhI benDavAjA sAthe saue navAjI. dhanya te mAtA pitA kuLavaMza. ATalA kAryabhArane vahana karavA chatAM bojo kema nathI ? ke vicAra sudhdhA nathI. nANAMno hisAba kArya sAthe pUro thAya. pachI vikalpane sthAna kyAM rahe? mukti paNa keTale dUra rahe ? ratnasuMdarajInA "kaliyuganI kamAla"mAMthI vAMcIne atre udhRta karyuM che. pragaTa karavAno bhaya hato paNa A pustakanA sahAre sAhasa karyuM che. eza ArAmI yuvAnone preraNAdAyaka che. hajI to ghaNuMya bAkI rahI jatuM haze. mAre nikaTanA paricayanuM puNya nathI. eTale dUrathI jeTaluM jANyuM te bhAvanArUpe prastuta karyuM che. pU. zrI AcArya bhagavaMta ratnasuMdarajI likhita kaliyuganI kamAlapustakanA AdhAre che. aMte vayovRddha hovAthI zubhAziSa ApuM chuM. dIrdhAyu bano, nirapekSa sevAkArya karatA raho. AtmaupAsanAne sevatA raho. hajI sudhI lekhanamAM nAma nathI ApyuM. A kathana kone mATe che aMte nAmakaraNa karuM chuM A che. kumArabhAI vI. zAha sevAbhAvI sAthe uttama upAsaka, vaMdana ho. kSamA yAcanA sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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sahita zubha bhAvanA. tamArA A sarvakAryamAM gurudevanA AziSa to kAyamI sAthe gurujIno hoya, dehavilaya thayo, tamArA aMtaranI vedanA koNa jANe? koIne prazna thAya ke A badhAmAM tame tamArI sAdhanA kayAre karo ? are sAdhanA to temanI sAthIdAra che. tenuM baLa to pragaTa joI rahyA chIe. kathaMcita tame saMyama mArge gayA hota to AtmAnuzAsana to karyuM hota paNa A tamAruM zrAvakajIvana kaMI ochuM Utare tema nathI. AvI bahumukhI pratibhAno prabhAva virala jovA maLe, sUryane pUche, te aMdhAruM joyuM che ? sanmAnane pUche teM A virala vibhUtine joI che. te koI muguTadhArI nathI. taddana sAdA kapaDAM, gharabAramAM sAdAI, emanI upasthiti ja zobhAyamAna che. tyAM bAhya ADaMbara jhAMkho paDe che. aMte eka vAra banAsakAMThA sevAkArya pachI vaDApradhAna narendra modI sAhebe tamArA darzana mATe bolAvyA jyAre teo tamArA caraNa sparza karI rahyA tyAre tame ati namrabhAve namI rahyA. chatAM vAtano koI peparamAM ullekha nathI. kevI nispRhatA ? AvA prasaMgonI mitromAM carcA paNa nahi. A tamArI tapazcaryA ja che. nirAMtanA samayamAM aMgata sAdhanA, zrAvakadharma anvaye custa pAlana, bhaktimAM bhIMjAyelA, gurujanonI AjJApAlanamAM tatpara chatAM tyAMya vivekapUrNa satyane vaLagI rahenArA. nivAse hoya tyAre sAmAyikanuM sATuM vALI lo, ATha dasa to thaI jAya. dhanya te dharA. 50. saMsAra asAra che lagabhaga trIseka varSo pahelA e yuvAne zrI caMdrabhAnujInuM pravacana sAMbhaLyuM. A saMsArarUpI pANIne game teTaluM matho mAkhaNa na nIkaLe. saMyamane dhAraNa karo kadAca prAraMbhamAM kaSTa lAge to paNa aMte paramasukha che. thoDA pravacano sAMbhaLyA. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 89

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e yuvAnamAM pUrvanA ArAdhananuM baLa haze muMbaImAM ghare zrImaMtAI to vipula hatI. paNa pravacananA bhaNakArA vAgatA hatA. A sau kSaNa bhaMgura che. jhAMjhavAnA nIra jevuM che. te yuvAne eka di'nivAse jaI mAne kahyuM mAre saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. mA dharmanA saMskAravALA hatA. virodha na karyo paNa kasoTI karatA rahyA. yuvAna dareka kasoTImAMthI pAra utarato kAraNa ke saMsAranI suvidhAno moha nazo utarI gayo hato.. koI mitrano paricaya thatA zrI goyaMkAjInA kendra IgatapurI vipazyanAnI sAdhanA mATe gayA. lagabhaga cha varSa sAdhanA karI kaMIka saphaLatA meLavI. IDara zrImad rAjacaMdra AzramamAM ekAMtamAM rahI Atma sanmukhatAnI daDhatA mATe prayatnazIla rahyA. te daramyAna Atma sAdhaka zrI haribhAIno meLApa thayo temanA samAgame zrImad rAjacaMdranA vacanAmRtano niSThApUrvaka abhyAsa karyo. vipazyanAnI sAdhanA to cAlu ja hatI. temAM vacanAmRtathI vizeSa jAgRti AvI. pachI muMbaI javAnuM nahivata banatuM. IDarano nivAsa sthAyI banyo. zrI haribhAInuM avasAna thayuM. temanI bimArImAM tana manathI sevA karI. pachI IDara uparanI nirjana TekarI paranI guphAmAM ekAMtavAsa zarU karyo. prabhubhaktiparAyaNa, guru AjJAdhAraka, vacanAmRtanA sahAre, vipazyanAnI sAthe guphAvAsI maunI banyA. vaLI jana saMparka nahivatu banyo. kyAreka saMyogavazAta muMbaI amadAvAda AvatA. AzramanA rasoDethI uparanI guphAmAM maryAdita vastunu TIphIna maMgAvI ekavAra AhAra karI letA. ekAMta sevana chatAM AzramanA karmacArIone teo potikA lAgatA. ekavAra temanA mAtuzrI AzramamAM AvyA. temaNe joyuM ke guphAnI dharatI uMcI nIcI che. guphAno daravAjo nathI. vanya pazuo AjubAju phare che. bhAInI nA chatAM thoDuM ThIka karAvI jALI nAMkhI. paNa teo kahetA te badhA mitra banI gayA che ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI. mAthe 90 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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bhagavAna che, pachI ciMtA zI? game te Rtu ho e guphA garama thAya ke ThaMDI thAya varSA thAya ke vAdaLA thAya. te to potAnI mastImAM sAdhanA karatA rahe che. temanuM tana, mana e rIte ghaDAI gayuM che. "vipazyanAno mULa hetu ja A dehanI anityatAne anubhavI. dehano neha tyajI Atma sparzanA karavAno che. kahetA ke anityatA daDha thAya che. anubhavAya che. chUTe dehAdhyAsa to nahi katAM tuM karma, nahi bhoktA tuM tehano, e dharmano marma. IDaramAM rahetA jayotibA sAthe temano saMparka ghero hato. temanI sAthe mane temano lAbha maLato. vaLI koIvAra nivAse AvatA paNa kharA. ekavAra huM bimArImAM hatI tyAre mane maLavA AvyA meM kahyuM huM deha nathI. zuddha AtmA chuM. boluM chuM paNa TakAtuM nathI. dardamAM mana ekAkAra thAya che. teo pUche upayoga dardamAM jAya tyAre game che? nA game nahi. to pachI jayAM na game tyAM upayoga nahi laI javAno. bhAI ! dehabhAva evo chUTayo nathI. tame vAraMvAra deha anitya che tevI niraMtara bhAvanA bhAvo, UMDe sudhI tyAM pahoMco, pachI juo koNa jaNAya che? je jaNAze te tamAruM svarUpa che. vadhu nathI lakhatI A temanI IcchA virUddha rajA vagara lakhyuM che kSamA kare. bhAvanA karuM chuM. yogezabhAI adhika zatAyu bhava: pa1. gurukRpA anokhuM rahasya che eka Azcaryajanaka dhaTanA banI, lekhaka eka mitrane maLavA gayA hatA. tyAM beThaka pAse jUnA pustakano jaththo paDyo hato. temAM jotAM eka pustaka hAtha AvyuM tenA AgaLanA pAnA na hatA. lagabhaga cothA sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 91

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pAnA para joyuM to navatattvanuM vivecana hatuM. pachInA pAnA para adbhuta Alekhana hatuM. khUba gamyuM. A ghaTanA 1983nI che. AgaLanA pAnA na hovAthI kyAM maLe kema maLe te mitrone pUchavA mAMDayuM. ane zubha saMketa maLyo ke kacchathI maLe. pU. A. zrI kalApUrNajInuM lakheluM che. 1984mAM kacchanI yAtrAe javAnuM thayuM paNa uparanI vAta visarAI gayelI. paraMtu navatattvanA pustaka para karelA zubha bhAve avasara Apyo. ame mAMDavI darzana karavA gayA hatA tyAM eka bhAI kahe Aje AcArya bhagavAna padhAryA che, ane mane skUraNA thaI. e ja navatattvanA bodhavALA, cAlo vaMdana karavA jaIe. ziyALAnA sAMjanA sAta vAgelA eTale rAtanI zarUAta. pelA bhAI kahe have AcAryanA darzana nahi thAya. bahenone rAtre javAnI manAI che. ame be baheno hatA. bhAva karIne upAzraye gayA. bahAra UbhA rahI pUchAvyuM ke amadAvAdathI be baheno AvyA che. navatattvanA pustaka mATe pUchavuM che. mArgadarzana meLavavuM che. zubhodaye pU. sAhebajI eka ziSyane sAthe laI bahAra AvyA. ame vaMdana karyA. sAhebajI ziSya sAthe osarImAM beThA. sAhebajI, ApanuM likhita navatattva jovA maLyuM te khUba rucyuM, adbhuta lAgyuM. paNa mane vadhu jANakArI nathI chatAM evo bhAva thayo che ke nAIrobI-AphrikA satsaMga mATe javAnuM che. to A pustako 300 jevA maLe to tyAM laI jau ane tyAMnA baheno ne svAdhyAya karAvuM? to Apa AjJA ane mArgadarzana Apazo? kAraNa ke mane navatattvanuM vizeSa jJAna nathI. sAhebanI tarata ja bolyA ke 1. jIvaH eTale cetana tattva, jIve che te jIva che. cAre gatimAM che. 2. ajIva acetana eTale jIva nathI tevA jaDa padArtho, deha khATalA pATalA vigere. 3. puSya jIvanA nimittAdhIna zubhabhAva te puNya, tenA udaye sukha maLe. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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4. pApa : jIvanA azubhabhAvathI pApa baMdhAya tethI duHkha paDe. 5. Asrava mithyAtvAdithI karmo Ave, puNya, pApa baMne Asrava che. 6. saMvara : bhAvanAo, guNa ciMtana jevA nimittothI AvatA karmo rokAya te saMvara, rAgAdi rokAya te bhAva saMvara che. 7. nirjarAH jUnA karmo je baMdhAyA che te tapAdithI nirjarA pAme. 8. baMdhaH jIva svabhAve mukta che, vibhAvathI karmabaMdha thAya che. 9. mokSa : jIva svayaM mokSa svarUpa che. zuddha bhAvathI karmono kSaya thavAthI jIva mukti pAme te mokSa. lagabhaga paMdara vIsa miniTamAM ATaluM samajAvIne kahe A pramANe saraLa rIte samajAvajo. mane eka pAThamAM keTaluM AvaDe? paNa samaya na hato. bIje divase ame vahelA nIkaLavAnA hatA. vaLI najIkanA divasomAM nAIrobI javAnuM hatuM. paraMtu sAhebanI zubhAziSa, kRpA kaho, labdhi kaho, meM e pustaka traNekavAra vAMcyuM ane badhA pATha AvaDI gayA. pachI to 300 pustako laIne nAIrobI gayA. varganI jema navatattvanA pATha karAvavA mAMDayA. sAhebajInuM pustaka saraLa bhASAmAM hatuM. temaNe svamukhe pATha karAvyo tenI labdhi kaho ke (tyAre enI gama na hatI paNa pATha AvaDI gayA hatA tethI Aje tevuM samajAya che) amane saune yogyatA pramANe phaLazrutito thaI ja. te laMDana, amerikA, nAIrobI pracAra pAmI. pachI to hAlyuM. pU. A. bhadrakarajInI pAse javAnuM thatuM te kahe tame navatattva hajI paNa saraLa zailImAM lakholakhyuM, teozrIe joyuM chapAvavAnI AjJA ApI. hajAra hajAra nakalonI dasa AvRti thaI pachI to laMDana amerikAmAM 20/rapa varSa navatattvanI ramajhaTa cAlI ghaNA satsaMgIoe lAbha lIdho. amerikAmAM maLelI satsaMganI bheTa te parimalane kema bhulAya? 1990mAM saMyogAdhIna amerikAnA losa enjalisa zaheramAM cAramAsa mATe javAnuM thayuM. zrI maNIbhAI mehatAno paricaya thayo. temaNe senTaramAM mArA pravacanonI vyavasthA karI. mArA nivAsathI pravacana sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 93

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mATenuM sthaLa pAMtrIsa mAIla dUra hatuM. prathama divase zrI maNIbhAI laI gayA. tyAM rAtrI nivAsa vINAmahendra khaMdhArane tyAM goThavAyo, temane tyAM satsaMga premI parimala zaniravi rajA gALavA AvatA te tyAM hosTelamAM rahIne abhyAsa karatA hatA. ane grInakArDa paNa maLavAnuM hatuM. rAtrI nivAsanA divase parimalano paricaya thayo ane zanivAre laI javAnI somavAre savAre mArA sthaLe mane mUkI devAnI javAbadArI lIdhI. Ama zani thI soma savAra sudhI satata paricaya rahyo. dareka zani ane somavAre gADImAM pAMtrIsa mAIla zuM karavuM? mane thayuM ke navatattvanA pATha vAMcu ane parimala sAMbhaLe. pacIsa varSano yuvAna abhyAsathI paricita, tattvapremI eTale ene zravaNa karelA pATha kaMThastha thavA lAgyA. dhIme dhIme te tattvanI asara gherI thavA lAgI, pustakanA pATha lagabhaga pUrA thayA. teNe pUchayuM ke hajI AvA tattvanA graMtho to keTalA haze? teno abhyAsa bhArata bhUmimAM sAro thAya. thoDA divasa gayA eNe eka camatkAra sajaryo. mane kahe meM grIna kArDa levAnuM mAMDI vALyuM che. ane huM bhArata AvI tyAM sthira thaI A tattvano vadhu abhyAsa karIza. mAtApitAne manAvI laIza. teNe amerikA rahevAnI ane tyAM nA svavikAsanI badhI vAta tyajI bhAratanI vATa pakaDI. bhArata AvI digaMbara mahAmuni vidyAsAgarajInA paricayathI prabhAvita thaI A jIvana brahacaryanuM vrata lIdhuM. muMbaInuM kAmakAja gharabAra sameTI amadAvAda sthAyI thayA jethI IDara jevA tIrthamAM ArAdhanA karI zakAya. Aje teo vRddha mAtApitAnI sevA sAthe daDhatAthI potAnI sAdhanA kare che. navatattvanA abhyAsathI temanAmAM rahelA janmAMtarIya saMskAra jAgyA ane prabhunA paMthe vaLI Atma kalyANa karyuM. pU. zrI e navatattvamAM AvA bIja mUkyA che. je vaTavRkSanI jema vikase che. 94 sattvazIla-tatvamaya prasaMgo

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52. dharmanuM mahAtmya dharma zabdano ghaNA prakAra ane hetu mATe upayoga thAya che. atre tAttvika, Atmazuddhi preraka dharma prastuta che. dharma eTale zuddha svabhAva. pavitra tattva. bALaka zALAe bhaNavA na jAya to mUrakha rahe tema yogyatA pramANe dharma na kare to jIvana sArthaka na thAya. durlabha evo mAnavajanma punaH thavo durlabha che. dharma sAdhu saMtonA samAgame ke zAstro dvArA pAmI zakAya che. A dharma mAtra kriyAkAMDamAM samAto nathI. bAhya utsavomAM ja samAto nathI te amuka aMze jarUrI hoya to paNa temAMya dharmano sAco marma to samajavo joIe ke je dvArA jIvananA saMskAro janmAMtarIya bane. jaMbUkumAra, sthUlibhadra, mRgAputra, jevA mahApuruSo pUrvanA vipula saMskAra laIne janmyA hatA. te janmAMtarIya saMskArone kAraNe A janmamAM pote sAMsArika aDhaLaka saMpatti ane sukhano sheje tyAga karyo. paramAM sukha nathI e sattva temanAmAM sthAyI hatuM. Ajano bhautika-vaijJAnika yuga sAdhanonI sagavaDa Ape che. sukha nathI ApatA. sukha AtmAno guNa che je AtmAnI ja samazreNImAM samAya che. te vijJAnamAM kayAreya AvirbhAva pAmavAno nathI. dharma e jIvanano marma che. dharma je AtmAno sahaja guNa che te jIvanA rAgAdi bhAva aham, mamatva jevA doSo, mAyA, chaLakapaTathI rahita pavitra svabhAva che. jenAthI duHkha vagaranuM sukha prApta thAya che kemake AtmAnuM sukha AtmAnIja samazreNImAM samAyeluM che. vaijJAnikayuge TIvI, e.sI., aneka gRhakAryanA sAdhano ApyA. teNe mAnavane svataMtra karyo ke parataMtra ? eka be kalAka unALAmAM IlekaTrIka sITI baMdha rahe to svAdhIna ke parAdhIna, sukha ke duHkha ? sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 95

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Azcarya che ke chatAM jIva temAM kAyamI sukha jue che. e sagavaDo che sukha nathI. moTA bhAganA jIvone to khabara ja nathI ke A sAdhanonA upayogamAM pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyu jevA sUkSma jIvonI keTalI hiMsA che? te jIvo che te vaijJAnika yuge bhUlAvI dIdhuM hoya to paNa karma bhUla thAya khAtuM nathI. te jIvANuonuM saMgaThana thAya che. duHkhanI Aha temAM bhaLe che ane moTA dharatI kaMpo, vAyarasa aneka prakAranA pracaMDa tophAno vaDe e jIvo temanI svAbhAvika saMjJA vaDe jIvanA zarIramAM rogarUpe pedA thAya che. karmano hisAba cUkavAya che. tenAthI koI chUTavAnuM nathI.. jhera sudhA samaje nahi jIva khAya phaLa thAya tema zubhAzubha karmanuM bhoktApaNuM jaNAya. - zrImad rAjacaMdra vizva vAtsalyarUpa dharma e jina praNita AjJArUpa che. sukhethI jIvavuM hoya to anyane sukhothI jIvavA do. AvI vizvavyApaka AjJAnA virAdhaka duHkha pAme che. duHkha bajAramAMthI nathI AvatuM. tevA prakAranA paramANu te rUpe pariNamI jIvanA saMbaMdhamAM Ave che. ane anukULa ke pratikULarUpe pariName che. jenadarzana tene kArmaNavargaNA kahe che. jenA zubha-azubha be prakAra che. zubha sukhanuM kAraNa che. azubha duHkhanuM kAraNa che. 3 pa3. karmanI vicitratAnuM eka rUpako amerikAmAM eka zrImaMtane tyAM utaravAnuM thayuM hatuM. gharanI sajAvaTanI cAre bAju zrImaMtAI chalakAtI hatI. thoDIvAra pachI eka rUpALo hRSTapuSTa bALaka doDato Avyo. paNa A zuM? tenI pAchaLa eka vhIlaceramAM bALakane besADIne AyA lAvI. te bALaka AMkhe barAbara joI zakato na hato. kAne zravaNazakti na hatI. page pAMgaLo hato. potAnI jAte sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 96

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khAI zakato na hato. tene A duHkhanI khabara na hatI. ApaNe e joIne duHkhI thaIe. eka jamAnA be saMtAno, kevo taphAvata? zrImaMtAI aDhaLaka hatI. eka bALaka tahna taMdurasta, dekhAvaDo zALAe bhaNavA jAya. pApa puNyano cakarAvo Avo che, dharma duHkha nathI Apato, karelA karmano A cukAdo che, dharma AvA saMyogomAMthI UgAre che. mArga batAve che. dharmIne AkarA karama udayamAM Ave to paNa haLavA banI jAya. e dharma zuM che? e dharma eTale AtmAno zuddha svabhAva. paMnyAsajI lakhe che sukha be prakAranA che. 1. abhyadaya eTale sAMsArika paNa nirdoSa sukha, sagavaDa saMpatti Adi. jemAM viveka hovAthI pApanuM kAraNa na bane. 2. niHzreyasa-AdhyAtmika, AtmAnI guNasaMpattinuM sukha je sukhanI paraMparAe pahoMcI muktinA sukhane pragaTa kare. pAparahita, bhoga buddhi rahita abhyadaya sukha tenI maryAdA pUrNa thatA sAdhaka sApa kAMcaLI tyaje tema tyajI de che. niHzreyasa sukhano vacceno virAma che. tenA sarva kSemakuzaLamAM anyanuM kSemakuzaLa sacavAya bhAmAzA, pethaDazA, jagaDuzA, jharaNAzA, vastupAla A sarve mahAmanA svapara zreya sAdhI gayA. te niHzreyasa sukhanA adhiSThAtA hatA. A pa4. sattvazIla nArIo che ujama phaInI anokhI bheTa : anupamA devInuM yogadAna. dareka kALe strIjagatanuM sattva pragaTatuM rahe che. tenA ToLAM na hoya bajAramAM hIrAnI dukAna ochI hoya paNa temAM rahelI vastu kiMmatI hoya. ApaNA ja kALanI so baso jevA varSanI vAta che. zaheranA sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 97

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ratanapoLamAM ujama phoInI AyaMbila zALA cAle che. te ujama phoI, bhAvanagaranA dIkarI, pitAnI zrImaMtAI, bhAIono prema ujamabAInuM bhAgya ujaLuM hatuM. ujamabAI uMmara lAyaka thayA. pitAjIe lagna lIdhA. e kALa pramANe gADA bharIne kariyAvara nakkI thato. paNa ujamabAIne saMskArathI temAM kaMI rasa nahoto. bhAIone lAgyuM ke ujamane kaMI vadhu joItuM haze. eTale pUchayuM ke hajI kaMI joIe che? kema kaMI umaMga nathI thato ? ujama kahe bhAI ! A badhuM zuM karavAnuM? tame jo mArI bhAvanA pramANe karavAnA hoya to A badhuM dAdAnA darabAramAM pahoMcADo ane temAMthI ujamabAInI TUMka thaI. je Aje paNa navaTUMkamAM zobhI rahI che. e advitIya dRSTAMta che kAraNa ke A baso traNaso varSamAM Avo dAkhalo sAMbhaLyo nathI. saunI doDa bhautikatA tarapha che. jyAre A saMskAra anokhA che. hajI AgaLa jANavA jevuM che. ujamabAInA lagna thayA. bIje varSe bhAI sAthe zatruMjayatIrthe navvANuM jAtrA karavA gayA. thoDI jAtrA thaI hatI tyAM amadAvAda pati gujarI gayA. rivAja pramANe amadAvAda pAchuM AvavuM paDe. nahIM to TIkAne pAtra thAya. eTale bhAIe sAmAna peka karavA mAMDayo. ujama kahe bhAI ! bhagavAna rakSaka che tene mUkIne amadAvAda jaIne zuM karIzuM? saMsArano rakSaka gayo have sAcA rakSakane choDIne mAre amadAvAda javuM nathI. ane navvANuM jAtrA pUrI karI. amadAvAda AvyA, prabhu pAsethI baLa meLavyuM hatuM. paristhitino svIkAra karyo. ratanapoLamAM jarUrI gharanI sagavaDa rAkhI bAkInA mAla milkata satkAryamAM ApI ucca jIvana jIvI dhanya thaI gayA. ane ujama phaInI TUMka dvArA amara thaI gayA. strI jagatane sAhasa bharyA satya jIvananI anokhI bheTa ApatA gayA. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 98

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kayAM AjanI AdhunikatAmAM sukha-vikAsa mAnatI ApaNI dIkarIo, maryAdA oLaMgato strI samAja ane kayAM hamaNAM hamaNAM thayelA anupamAdevI jevA satvazALI strI ratna ! vastupALa tejapALanuM nAma ItihAsanA pAne caDheluM che. ApaNe tejapALanA patnI anupamAdevInuM jIvana rahasya jANI, mANavuM che. tejapALanA lagna anupamAdevI sAthe thayA hatA. devInuM kuTuMba zrImaMta ane mAnavaMtu hatuM. te kALe e yogyatA manAtI, anupamAdevI dekhAve zyAma hatA. tejapALa rUpALA hatA. lagna thayA. tejapALane anupamA devInA dehanI zyAmaLatA dekhAI paNa dilamAM ujjavaLatA jovAnA cakSu joIe ne? prathama rAtrIthI temano aNagamo pragaTa thayo. be pAMca varSo aNabole nIkaLI gayA. anupamAdevIe dhIrajathI prabhu para vizvAsa rAkhI, duHkhanI koI ceSTA vagara, jhera to pIdhA jANI jANI, paNa te to amRta thaI pragaTa thayA. guNiyala devI kuTuMbamAM saune priya. temAM tejapALa kevI rIte bAkI rahe? samaya pasAra thato gayo. baMne bhAIo paga mUke tyAM dhana temanA caraNamAM AvI maLe. zuM karavuM ? ATalA dhanane? devIe kahyuM jamInamAMthI nIkaLyuM che tene upara caDhAvo temAMthI delavADAnA daherAsara nirmANa thayA. baMne bhAIo to maMtrI hatA. tethI kArabhAra saMbhALavo paDe. devIe A maMdironuM nirmANa kArya hastagata karyuM. salATo, kArIgaronI mAtA banIne, bhagavAnanA bhakta banIne, vastupALa tejapALanA vaibhavano yogya upayoga karIne eka amarakRti banAvI. kahevAya che vastupALa tejapALe kareluM nirmANa paNa tenI pAchaLa anupamAdevInuM pradAna mahAna hatuM temanA nAma ItihAsanA pAne caDhe ke nA caDhe prabhunA hRdayamAM sthAna pAmI gayA che. dhanya ho ! sattvazIla-tattamaya prasaMgo 99

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A papa. saMpattinuM sukha keTaluM? bALaka janme paheluM vastra pahere tyAre tene khIsuM na hoya, mRtyu pAmelI vyaktine je vastro paherAvavAmAM Ave che tene khIsuM na hoya. paNa jIvananA vaccenA gALAmAM khIsAM keTalAM? kapaDAMne khIsA, kabATane khAnA, beMkamAM khAtAne khAnA. ATalA khIsA bharAtA jiMdagI pUrI thaI ane khIsA vagara vidAya thayo. "teM bAMdhelI A mahelAtonuM tyAre zuM thAze? bAhya sukha saMpattinA mohamAM moTA mAMdhAtAo paNa jIvanano marma pAmI zakatA nathI. zAstrakAroe batAvelI saMpatti khabara che? Aryadeza, AryakuLa, mAnavajanma, vitarAgadeva, sataguru, dayArUpa dharmanI zraddhA, zAstrayoga, ATalI saMpatti maLI che. tuM tene keTalo vaphAdAra che? tene mANavAno samaya che? chatAM te to yoga vaparAtA jAya che tuM khAlI thAya che, ke kaMI laI javA jevuM meLave che? sukha kayAM samANuM? ochI jiMdagIne jhAjhI upAdhi. eka bahumALI makAna baMdhAtuM hatuM. majUronA chokarAM tyAM ramatA hatA. pAMceka bALako pAchaLanuM khamIsa pakaDI chUka chUka gADI ramatA, AnaMda karatAM, melA ghelA kapaDAM, sUkA roTalA khAtA. konTrAkaTara joto, eka bALaka roje pAchaLa gArDa bane, konTrAkaTare pUchyuM : tuM kema roja gArDa bane che? enjina nathI banato? chokarAe kahyuM mArI pAse khamIsa nathI. pAchaLanA pakaDe kevI rIte? eTale huM roje gArDa banuM chuM. ane chUka chUka gADImAM joDAI gayo. signala ApyuM. gADI upaDI chUka chUka chUka. bALako khuzamAM hatA. kaMI saMpatti hatI. nirdoSa jIvana hatuM. kaho tamArI pAse AvuM ye sukha che? sukha kayAM samANuM che? jayAM che tyAM zodho. aMdhArAmAM paDelI cIja ajavALAmAM jaIne na zodhAya. aMdhAruM hoya tyAM ajavALuM karavuM paDe to cIja maLe, sukha AtmAmAM che te jJAnathI maLe. bahAra zodhavAthI nahi maLe. 100 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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A pada. je thAya te sArA mATe ! prArabdhane svIkAro ke na svIkAro, jIve karelA karmo pramANe phaLa maLe che. pApa karanAro dhanavAna hoI zake paNa sukhazAMti na hoya. vartamAnamAM pUrvanA puNyayoge bAhya sAmagrI hoya paNa aMtaradAha baLato hoya. eTale je thAya che te karmAdhIna che mATe tene ThIka ja mAnavuM ane sadbhAvanA sevavI. eka nagara hatuM. rAjA prajAne priya hato. maMtrI paNa sattvazALI hatA. maMtrIne eka Adata hatI kaMI paNa bane to tarata ja kahe "je thAya te sArA mATe ekavAra talavArane jotAM jotAM rAjAnI AMgaLI kapAI gaI. maMtrI bolyA : je thAya te sArA mATe. rAjA AMgaLInA ghAnA dukhAvAthI akaLAI gayo ane saMtrIne kahyuM ke A maMtrIne jela bhegA karI do. maMtrI hasate mukhe jela bhegA thayA. je thAya te sArA mATe bolatA gayA. thoDA divasa pachI rAjA zikAre gayA hatA. te bhUlA paDyA. bhIla pallImAM pahoMcI gayA. bhIloe emane pakaDyA. rAjAne thAMbhale bAMdhI dIdho. vaLI te divase temano tahevAra hato. devIne bali caDhAvavAno hato. bali mATe rAjAne zaNagAravAno hato. rAjA ghaNA parAkramI hatA paNa ahIM to temanuM kaMI cAle tema na hatuM. bhIla khUba jorAvara hato. jotAM chaLI javAya tevo kadAvara hato. mANaso rAjAne zaNagAratA hatA. parAkramI rAjA atyAre to garIba gAya jevI hAlatamAM hatA. zaNagAra karatA AMgaLIo sajAvavA gayA tyAre khabara paDI ke eka AMgaLI kapAI gaI che. khoDo mANasa devIne dharAvAya nahI tethI rAjAne choDI mUkayo. rAjAne yAda AvyuM ke maMtrI kahetA hatA je thAya te sArA mATe ane cora pallImAMthI chUTayA ke ghoDe caDhI sIdhA jelamAM pahoMcI maMtrIne namI paDyA. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 101

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he maMtrI ! AMgaLI kapAI tyAre tame kahyuM ke je thAya te sArA mATe, ane tamane jelamAM pUryA, paNa tamArI vAta sAcI hatI. khoDI AMgaLIne lIdhe huM Aje bali thatAM bacI gayo. paNa tamane jelamAM pUryA tyAre tame bolyA hatA ke je thAya te sArA mATe teno marma zo? maMtrI kahe rAjAjI jo huM jelamAM na hota to tamArI sAthe hota ane huM pUro sAjo samo. mane bali caDhAvata ne? paNa jelamAM hato tethI bacI gayo. pUrve bAMdhelA karmo udayamAM Ave tyAre te bhogavyA vagara IMdra caMdra nAgendra bhAvi tIrthakara paNa chUTayA nathI. mATe, pUrva karma bhogavatA zoka karavo nahi. baMdha samaye cetavAnuM che. mATe saunA hitamAM rAjI thavuM. duHkha na game to koIne duHkha ApavuM nahi. tuM sukhI cho saune sukha ApavA rAjI raheje. zubha kare phaLa bhogave devAdi gati mAMya azubha kare nakadi phaLa karma rahita na kayAMya - zrImad rAjacaMdra jIva karmane jANe ke na jANe, mANe ke na mANe paNa karma bhUla thApa khAtuM nathI. karmasattA vyavasthita che. duHkhano samatAthI svIkAra, sukhano satkAryathI saddhapayoga. duHkhane vaheMcAya nahi samatAthI svIkAra karavo. sarvathA sau sukhI thAo samatA sau samAcaro sarvatra divyatA vyApo, sarvatra zAMti vistaro. 50. kUru sUru banyo eka nAnuM sarakhuM gAma. tyAM eka kuzaLa ane paropakArI vaidyarAja vase. yogya cikitsA kare, paisAno lobha nahi. dharmavRttivALA hatA. sukhethI gujarAna nabhatuM hatuM. gAmajano temano khUba Adara rAkhatA. te gAmamAM eka kuranAmano halakI manovRttivALo mANasa raheto sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 102

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hato. eka AMkhe kANo paNa pUro laMpaTa, dArUno vyasanI, zikAramAM zUro. evAmAM tenI bIjI AMkhe paNa aMdhApo Avyo. te vaidyarAjanA ghare pahoMcyo, cAra divasa dhakkA khAdhA paNa vaidyarAja maLe ja nahi. ekavAra yoga thaI gayo. vaidyarAja khUba kAma karIne thAkyA hatA. tethI kaMTALIne bolyA AMkhamAM AkaDAnuM dUdha nAMkhaje. | kuru ghare pahoMcyo, enA AMgaNAnI pAchaLa AMkaDAno choDa hato. tenA dIkarAnI pAse pAMdaDA maMgAvI dUdha be traNa vAra nAkhyuM ane jANe camatkAra thayo hoya tema kudekhato thaI gayo. e to phaLaphaLAdi laI vaidyarAjane tyAM pahoMcyo. tyAM khUba bhIDa hatI. rAha joIne beTho. sAMje vAro Avyo. vaidyarAjanA caraNamAM paDyo, zuM thayuM? vaidyarAja huM to AkaDAnA dUdhanA TIpAMthI dekhato thaI gayo. Ape batAvelA upAyathI huM dekhato thayo. vaidyarAja vicAra kare che ke meM to tene dUra karavA A IlAja kahyo hato. AMkaDAnA dUdhathI AMkha bagaDe, sudhare nahi, AvA zikArI ane durAcArIne upAya karavAno kaMI artha na hoya paNa meM to kaMTALIne upAya kahyo hato ane tenI AMkha sArI thaI gaI. Azcarya? - vaidyarAja to Ayurvedano graMtha laIne beThA ane temAM joyuM ke je AMkaDAnA choDane dUdhathI ropavAmAM Ave tenA pAMdaDAnA dUdhathI AMkhane teja maLe. vaidyarAje graMtha baMdha karyo. kunne kahe cAla tAre ghare AvuM chuM. mAre e AMkaDAno choDa jovo che. | kuruto khuza thaI gayo. jemanA kAraNe pote dekhato thayo hato te tene mATe bhagavAna hatA. teo tenA ghare padhAraze? enA jevuM rUDuM zuM vaidyarAja kurune ghare pahoMcyA. AMkaDAnA mULane khodAyuM to jANAyuM ke tenA mULa mAM dUdhanuM siMcana bApadAdAoe karyuM hatuM. kurune AMkhanuM teja maLyuM tenuM rahasya maLI gayuM. dUdhanA pAtramAM choDa vAvyo hato. vaidyarAja prasanna thayA. kurue vaidyarAjane bheTa ApavA mAMDI, teo to niHspRha hatA. temane kaMI joItuM na hatuM temaNe kahyuM jo tAre mane bheTa ApavI hoya to, havethI vyasana, zikAra choDI bhakti satsaMgamAM sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 103

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lAgI jA. tAro dIkaro gharabAra calAvaze. vaidyarAje to tenAthI kaMTALIne A upAya batAvyo hato. paNa tenuM bhAgya joradAra hatuM. to upAya phaLadAyI thayo. tenA karatA savizeSa kuru sajjanatA pAmyo. kuru pUre pUro parivartana pAmyo. bhakti ane satsaMga tenA jIvananA aMgo banI gayA. AgaLa karelA pApanA pazcAtApa mATe tapa titikSA paNa karato. ApaNe jANIe chIe ke cora lUMTArAo koI saMtonI saMge khUnI maTI muni thAya che ane jIvana sArthaka kare che. tema kUru paNa durjanatA choDI sUru banyo. sAttvika ke tAttvika jIvana jIvanArA saMtomAM, tevA uttama jIvonI vANImAM tenuM sattva pragaTatuM hoya che. - 58. mukta thavAno saMketa che mAnava janme che, jIve che. mRtyu thatA vidAya le che. A krama niyata che. paNa mAnava kevuM jIvyo? anyane zuM preraNA Apato gayo te agatyanuM che. eka gAya janmI, moTI thaI, baccuM thayuM. tene vAtsalya karyuM, dUdha pAyuM mAlikane kAma ApyuM. AyuSya pUruM thatA vidAya thaI. manuSya vidAya thayo. gAya vidAya thaI pharaka zuM paDayo? mAnava dhana saMpatti, kuTuMbanI paraMparA mUkato gayo. gAye paNa e ja karyuM. tenA baccA dvArA saMtati ApatI gaI. mATe he, mAnava! tuM vicAra ke tAruM ane gAyanuM kartavya sarakhuM nathI. are ! tuM gAyathI e utarI gayo? svArtha ane sukha bhoga karI vidAya thayo ? Ama to mAnave jagatane Adhunika zodha vaDe ghaNuM ApyuM. te zodhoe mAnavane sagavaDa ApI paNa svAdhInatA ane jIvananI garimA jhUMTavI lIdhI. temAMthI kevI rIte chUTavuM? eka pakSI premI popaTane laI Avyo hato. suMdara majAnA piMjarAmAM rAkhyo hato. khorAka pUrato Apato. hAla karato paNa pakSI piMjaramAM 104 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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sukhI hato ke duHkhI? ekavAra te sajjana punaH te deza bAju gayo. eNe tyAM beThelA pakSIone kahyuM ke tamAro mitra piMjarAmAM badhu hovA chatAM duHkhI rahe che. A sAMbhaLatA eka vRddha popaTa, dhaDAma laIne vRkSa parathI nIce paDyo. sajjana bicAro kahIne vidAya thayo. dezamAM jaIne pakSInI bhASAmAM temaNe A vAta kahI. A sAMbhaLI pakSI paNa pAMjarAmAM nizcata thaIne paDI gayuM. sajjana samajayo ke te AghAtathI maraNa pAmyuM che. tethI piMjarAmAMthI kADhIne bahAra mUkyuM, pakSI UDI gayuM. te vRddha pakSInI ceSTAthI marma samajI gayuM hatuM ke chUTavuM hoya to Ama karaje. ApaNA sAdhu saMtonA jIvananI ceSTA AvI che. sAdhune mAnava samaje to chUTI jAya. mATe sAdhu saMtonA saMparkamAM rahevuM. samaya joIne saMsAramAMthI tvarita paDatuM mUkavuM. chUTI javuM. - 59. sAdhaka jIvananI carcA karI tamAre jIvanamAM sAdhanAno krama goThavavo che? dharmano krama e jIvananI ghareDa nathI paNa janmAMtarIya saMskAra che, pUrvanA saMskAranuM anusaMdhAna che. muMbaImAM rahetA manasukhalAla, gAmaDe prAthamika zikSaNa lIdheluM. muMbaI AvIne nAnA sarakhA gharamAM goThavAI gayo. kApaDano dhaMdho kare saMtoSathI rahe. muMbaI pU. AcArya dharmasUrijInA paricayamAM AvyA. cAra ravivAra pratikramaNa, besaNA, evA sAmAnya niyamothI jIvana zarU karyuM. vyavasAya cAlu hato. samayanuM vaheNa vahayuM jAya che. eka putra che te bhaNIne kAme lAgI gayo. manasukhabhAIe nivRtti levA mAMDI ane AcAryazrInA saMparkathI jIvanakrama goThavI dIdho. savAre 4-30 vAge UThavuM. pratikramaNa, dhyAna karI, savAranA devadarzana karavA. (navakArazI karI) pUjApo laI eka sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 105

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kalAka pUjA karavI. pachI upAzraye jaIne navuM bhaNavuM. sAmAyika sAthe, ghare AvI bhojanathI paravArI pAchA upAzraye ke ghera zAstra vAMcana karavuM, cauvihAra karI. rAtre kuTuMba sAthe dharma carcA karavI. pratikramaNa karavA javuM. rAtre sAdhu mahAtmAnI vaiyAvacca karavI. pUrI mastIthI jIvana jIvavuM. gRhastha chatAM tyAgI. pachI to lagabhaga upAzraye rahetA. jIvanamAM saccAI saraLatA, maitrI prema jIvadayA, upakAraka buddhi. gRhamAM chatAM nivRtta jIvana chatAM saune Adara. kayAMya pramAda nahi. AhArAdinA niyamane kAraNe sIttera varSe paNa yuvAnanI jema sAdhanA kare che. ghaNA kahe che Akho divasa zuM dharma karavo. lo A dRSTAMta ane vicArajo. jIvananI sAcI kamANI kevI rIte karavI ! 60. saMta zraddhA jIvaMta che * eka yuvAnane vAMcavAno khUba zokha, anukrame dharmanA pustako vAMcato thayo. pUrvanA paNa koI saMskAra haze, dharmanA pustaka vAMcatA tene saMsAranuM virupa, dharmanuM svarUpa samajAvA lAgyuM. dharmanA AcAranI ruci thaI. emAM zrI paryuSaNa AvyA. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe nAnuM moTuM tapa kare. tenA yuvAna mitro tenI mazkarI kare. hoTela vigerenuM pralobhana Ape paNa deDha raheto. pachI to teNe zrAvaka dharmI mitrono sahavAsa vadhAryo. have mitrone badale sAdhu saMtono paricaya vadhAryo pachI to zrAvakane ucita anuSThAno karato thayo. tenI aMtaraMga avasthA tyAga tarapha DhaLatI gaI. yuvAna hato. mAtApitAe lagna mATe Agraha karyo. teNe dhIrajathI mAtA-pitAne samajAvyA tenI e zraddhA daDha hatI. saMsAra e kaSAyanuM, pApanuM ghara che temAM koI AtmAnuM bhaluM thayuM nathI. vaLI pUrvanA saMskAro haze tethI dIkSAnA bhAva thayA. mAtA-pitAne samajAvI dIkSA grahaNa karI. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 106

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pUrvanA puNyayoge ja kaho zAstravAcana karIne A yuvAne keTalo vikAsa karyo. dIkSA-saMyama prabhunI AjJA pramANe samiti guptine samajIne pALe. dehabhAva to ati gauNa karyo hato. deha ane AtmAnI bhinnatAnuM bhAna thayuM. bhedajJAna pAmyo. anukULatA pratikULatAno tene bheda na hato. tenI AtmabhAvanA daDha hatI. te jaDa caitanyanA bhedane samajI gayo hato. jIvana sArthaka karyuM. evo anubhavano prakAza ullasita thayo. jaDathI udAsI tenI AtmavRtti thAya che, kAyAnI visArI mAyA svarUpe samAyA evA, nigraMthano paMtha bhava aMtano upAya che." -zrImad rAjacaMdra che. 61. tapa e dehadamana nathI , vaijJAnika yugathI prabhAvita mAnavI tapanuM mahAbhya nahi samaje ke nahi svIkArI zake. dehano neha karmabaMdhano pAyo che. karmabaMdha cAragati paribhramaNanA duHkhanuM kAraNa che. hA, paNa vaijJAnika draSTi vALAne cAragati ane punaHjanma maraNanI vAta nahi samajAya. bhale e samajAya ke nA samajAya paNa jema lImaDo kayAreya gaLyo thavAno nathI. sAkara kaDavI thavAnI nathI. dhAroke e thAya paNa A sarvajJanA kathana to sAcA ja rahevAnA che. dehanA neha ne kAraNe anya mAyA kapaTa thatA rahevAnA che. dehano moha choDavA tapanI viziSTatA batAvI. A kALanA sAdhako saheje kare che. pUnAnA rahevAsI e bahena guru AjJAvaMta hatA tethI temanI kRpA paNa hatI. kRpA prasAde temaNe tapasyA karI te nIce mujaba che. 4 mAsI, aDhI mAsI, doDha mAsI, mAsa kSamaNa-2, 16 zreNitapa, siddhi tapa, kaMThA bharaNa tapa, cattArI aThadasadoya, varSItapa 1, chaThThathI 1, aThThamathI 1, vAsa sthAnakanI oLI upavAsathI, chaThThathI, aThThamathI sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 107

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eka eka, AyaMbila tapathI 101 oLI, saLaMga AyaMbila 825500 aThThAI 150, chaThTha 200. upadhAna, navvANuM, navakAranA nava lAkha jApa, A ja varSomAM banelI A hakIkata che. tapa vagarano divasa temanA jIvanamAM hato nahi. A hakIkata tadna satya che. ahIM eka dRSTAMta, ApyuM che. AvA tapa ArAdhako bIjA paNa che. dhanya che temanA jIvanane. tapa e karma nirjarAnuM kAraNa che. tapa karmane tapAve che. "IcchA nirodha tapa, tapasA nirjarAca." -tattvArtha sUtra - 62. saMtonI niHspRhatA. vizvamAM koI paNa khUNe vasatA satya parAyaNa yogInA jIvanamAM niHspRhatA, sahajatA, paramasaMtoSa jevA guNo mAnavane sAco rAha batAve che. kathaMcita evuM bane ke AjanA yuvAno dhana saMpattinI lAlacamAM bharamAI jIvananI barabAdI kare che. kumArge jaI anya bhoLAjanone ke svArthI aNasamaju jIvone asat mArge dorI svapara ahita kare che. sAcA sAdhake pote paNa lobha lAlacamAM na phasAtA vivekapUrvaka sAcA saMtanA paricayamAM rahevuM. koIpaNa prakAranI lAlacathI bharamAI svapara ahita na karavuM. dorA dhAgA ke camatkAromAM aTavAI na javuM. eka saMta nagarathI dUra jhUMpaDImAM rahetA, bIjI koDa vastro, AhAranA be pAtro, pANIno jUno ghaDo, rAtre sUvAno dhAbaLo ocho Ato ghaNuM thayuM. ekavAra bhUlo paDelo rAjA jhUMpaDI pAse Avyo. ati varSAne kAraNe AgaLa javAya tevuM nahotuM. rAjAne tyAM rokAvuM paDayuM. aMte potAno dhAbaLo pAtharI Apyo, pANI pAyuM. pachI kahe tame nirAMte sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 108

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sUI jAva kaMI jarUra paDe to kahejo. rAjA cAre tarapha jovA lAgyo. jarUra paDe to saMta zuM Apaze? jhUMpaDImAM kaMI sAdhana to che nahi. saMtanA jIvananI pavitratA evI hatI ke rAjA dhAbaLA para sUtAM ke nidrAvaza thaI gayA. AvI nidrA kayAre ya maLI na hatI. cheka savAre UThayA tyAre mukha para parama zAMti hatI. AvI zAMti mahelanA kiMmatI khATalAmAM kayAMthI maLe ? eTale rAtre rAjAne AvazyakatA ja UbhI na thaI. tene saMtanI vAta samajAI. rAjAe savAre jatI vakhate eka kiMmatI hIro Apyo. saMta kahe mAre AnI jarUra nathI. chatAM rAjAe Agraha karI jhUMpaDInI vaLIomAM mUkyo. rAjAne emake thoDA vakhata pachI leze. varSo gayA saMtane jarUra paDI nahi kAraNake temanI pAse AkiMcanatvanuM baLa hatuM. Atma saMtoSanuM aizvarya hatuM. thoDA varSo pachI rAjA tyAMthI nIkaLyA. tene emake jhUMpaDIne badale koI bhavya Azrama haze. kAraNa ke pelA hIrAmAMthI te thaI zake tema hatuM paNa ahIM to te ja jhUMpaDI hatI. rAjAe pUchyuM, bApajI pelo hIro kayAM ? saMta kahe, rAjA e to tame ja joI lo. rAjAe joyuM hIro tyAM ja vaLImAM paDayo hato. saMtane tenA smaraNe satAvyA ja na hatA. AkiMcanya temanuM baLa hatuM. prabhucaraNe dhareluM jIvana hatuM. jIvana hIrAmaya hatuM. temane bAhya hIrAnI zI jarUra ! kayAreka AvA saMtonA paricayamAM rahevuM, to jIvananA sAcA tattvane pAmI zakAya. vikalponI jALa Ama bhedAya. paristhitino sahajatAthI svIkAra. saMtonuM jIvana dehAdhIna nathI. cetanA para nirbhara che. je cetanAnI zakti apAra che. samAgame zraddhAthI samajAya che. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 109

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63. zubha saMkalpanuM baLa eka gurudeva moTA ziSyavRMda sAthe vihAra karI rahyA hatA. sAMja DhaLavA AvI hatI. tyAre je gAma AvavAnuM te nAnuM hatuM. koI sagavaDatA maLavAnI zakayatA na hatI. gurudeva eka vRkSa nIce beThA, ziSyavRMda paNa sAme beThuM. gurudeva kahe, ahIM je gAmamAM javAnuM che. tyAM koI sagavaDa nahi hoya. pratikULatAmAM paNa prasanna rahevuM te ApaNuM saMyama jIvana che. saue kaMI ja sagavaDa vagaranA gAmamAM prasannatAthI rAta vitAvI. zubha saMkalpanuM baLa hatuM. sAmAnya mAnava lagabhaga azubha vicAromAM aTavAto hoya che. tenI asara acetana mana para paDe che. ane temAMthI aneka vikArI bhAvo UThe che. tyAre sAdhake jAgRta rahI prabhuguNa jevA smaraNanA AdhArathI zubhadhArA vahevaDAvavAnI dRDhatA rAkhavI. kayAre bane? eka prayoga karo. UghatA pahelA 20/rapa miniTa prabhusmaraNa ke maMtra smaraNa karo, temAM ekAgra thAva te maMtranA bhAva ajAgRta mana sudhI pahoce ane temAM paDelA kusaMskArone ogALI nAMkhe. A sAdhanA saghana bane to te janmAMtarIya saMskAra bane. e saMskAro kevaLa jAgRta mana sudhI nahi paNa ajAgRta manamAM sthAyI thavA joIe. sAdhu to prabhunA zuddha dravya guNa paryAyanuM dhyAna kare. jIvanano mahatvano e samaya hoya che tene kalAko sAthe saMbaMdha nathI. jIvaMta saMbaMdha che. ahaMta pada dayA to thako dravya guNa pacaya vaDe, bheda cheda karI AtmA ahaMta sarIkho thAya. AtmAkAra vRtti ane tuM kayAM judA cho ? "bIjo prayoga karo, ekAgracitte svAdhyAya karo. cetanAno saMpUrNa pravAha svAdhyAyamaya thaI rahyo che. jo vikalpo cAlu rahyA to vibhAva ghUsI jaze. je Atmapradeza para malanI jema AvaraNa karaze. mATe svAdhyAya ekAgra citte karo. te sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 1 10

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sAdhanA che. je sAdhya pratye sthira thaze. vibhAva to dUra rahI jaze." tame koIkavAra nadImAMthI pasAra thatA hoya ane pANIno vega Ave to pagane TheravavA koziSa karavI paDe. tema svAdhyAya Adi karatA vikalponI tANa Ave tyAre upayoga sthira karavA prayatna karavo paDe to svanuM adhyayana thaze, svAdhyAya karo ane tame korA rahI jAva ? svAdhyAya sva pratye jhUkavAnuM anuSThAna che. uttama sAdhaka mATe ekAMta jarUrI che, loka saMparka vikalponuM kAraNa bane che. je yogIoe cetanAnuM amRta pIdhuM temaNe ekAMtanuM sevana karyuM hoya che. paramAtmA sAthe prItinuM evuM joDANa hoya che ke temane loka saMparkanI jarUra rahetI nathI. dhanapAla kavie hRdayaMgama vastu jaNAvI che. bhagavAna ! tArI sevAthI mokSa maLaze teno AnaMda che, paNa tArI sevA chUTI jaze eTale eTalo badho AnaMda nathI. tArI sevA, tAruM sAnidhya chUTI jAya teTalo AnaMda ocho thAya teno mane Dara che. gautamasvAmI jevAe paNa kevaLajJAnane gauNa karI prabhunI samIpatAno AnaMda mANyo. A 64. dhyAna eka anokhuM rahasya che sahajadhyAna, zuddha dhyAna te AdhyAtmika kSetre mUlyavAna tattva che. jemAM jIvananuM rahasya pragaTa thAya che. je sAdhaka dhyAnanA rahasyane jANato nathI te durgAnano bhoga banI janmo sudhI yAtanA bhogave che. dhyAnanuM AvuM anokhuM mUlya mAnavadehe ja prApta thAya che. dhyAna e karavAnI vastu nathI. dhyAna karavuM che ema bolavAnI paddhati che. dhyAna AtmAmAM hovAnI dhArA che. AtmabhAvanI suvAsa che. te prayatnathI nathI maLatI temAM sahajatA che. tame koI tapa karyuM che. amuka vastuno tyAga karyo che. temAM ahaMkAra joDAya ke meM amuka padArthono tyAga karyo che, to te tyAganI sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 11 1

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sahajatA nahI rahetI, teno bhAva AtmAne sparze paNa nahi. tyAgamAM sahajatA joIe te tapa nirjarAnuM kAraNa bane. dhyAna vagarano jIva che ja kayAM ? saMskAra vaza ArTa-raudradhyAna cAlu che. azubha dhArA cAlu che. tene prathama palaTIne zubhadhArAmAM AvavuM che. ane zubhadhArAno sahajatAthI tyAga karI zuddhatAmAM praveza karavo che. zuddhatAmAM pravezI dhyAnathI karmakSaya karI jIva mukta thAya che. tame manathI azAMta cho ane bAraNuM baMdha karavA uThayA. jorathI bAraNA pachADIne baMdha karyA, rojanI AvI ghaNI bAbato AvezathI thatI hoya tyAM samyak AcAra kayAMthI Ave ? evA sAdhakoe dhyAna karavuM hoya tyAre khUba prayatnathI prayAsa karavo paDe. sahajatA te samaye thatI nathI. chatAM sadgurunA sAnnidhyathI AjJAMkitapaNe varte tene mATe dhyAna Adi sahaja bane che. dharmadhyAna zukaladhyAna zAstrokta vidhithI karIe to tenuM pariNAma Ave. dhyAnanA aneka prakAra che. dhyAna mATenI yogya vidhi sadgurunuM sAnnidhya tathA eka niSTha prayAsa prAraMbhamAM jarUrI che. sAdhakanI bhUmikA pramANe samayanuM dhAraNa rahe che. cittanuM AtmaguNamAM ekAgra thavuM te dhyAna che. prAraMbhamAM ekAgratA mATe abhyAsa karavo paDe. eka vyaktine taratA zIkhavuM hatuM. te taraNahojanA sthaLe gayo. zikSake sUcanA ApI vyakti samajI ke Ato saheluM che. sIdhI DUbakI mArI DUbavA lAgyo, zikSake bahAra kADhayo. te vyaktie tyAM manamAM nirNaya karyo ke taratA AvaDe pachI ja taraNa hojamAM paDavuM, tema vyakti vicAre ke hajI samaya che. dhyAnanI yogyatA Avaze pachI dhyAna karazuM to te kayAreya banaze nahi. dhyAna e jIvananI aMtaraMga avasthA che teno prAraMbha karatAM pahelAM jANI levuM joIe, tenI yogyatA keLavavI joIe, kAraNake dhyAna e vAstavika rIte AtmA sAthe joDAyelI avasthA che. tene mATe cittanI ekAgratA-samatulA jarUrI che. sAmAnya rIte jIva sAthe zubhAzubha dhyAnanI ArTaraudradhyAnanI prakriyA cAlatI ja hoya che te dhArA badalavI, janmothI saMskArita thayelI, 112 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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jAmelI dhArA vicAra mAtrathI badalAtI nathI. mahA parizrama karavo paDe che. mananI prasannatA jarUrI che jemAM nirdoSatA che. samagra jIvananI prakriyA badalavI paDe che. varSo gALavA paDe che. ATalI kSamatA na hoya to sAdhaka sAmAnya anuSThAnothI saMtoSa mAne che. temAM thoDI zubha bhAvanAone dharma mAnI nirjarArUpa dhyAnanI prakriyA choDI de che, ane pelI vyaktinI jema kahe che. dhyAna thaI jaze, eTale dhyAnamAM rahevAno prayatna karazuM. vAstavamAM dhyAna gurugame karavAnuM che. bhaktiyogAcArya zrI yazovijyajI dhyAna aMtarayAtrAmAM jaNAve atyaMta nirmala dhyAnayoga dvAdazAMgInA sArarUpa che. sarve mUlaguNouttaraguNo sarva sAdhu tathA zrAvakono bAhya kriyAkalApa dhyAnayoga mATe kahevAyo che. upamitiddhA pra. 8 mukti mATe dhyAnayoga che. tenA mATe mananI prasannatA jarUrI che. ahiMsA AdithI vizuddha evA anuSThAna vaDe te mananI prasannatA siddha karI zakAya che. ja. 65. e A kALanA sAdhaka hatA . bhUtakALanA sAdhakonI viziSTa sAdhanA sAMbhaLIe tyAre koIvAra te kAlpanika lAge !! to have A kALanA sAdhakanI vAta karIe. pU. zrI panyAsajI pAse zrI hiMmatabhAI beDAvALAe sAdhanA karelI ane lIdhI paNa hatI. cha mAsa sudhI sIveluM kapaDuM paheryA vagara AyaMbila karIne navakAramaMtranI sAdhanA ane kAryotsarganI sAdhanA karelI. nivAse te sAdhanA karatA zarIramAM asukha jaNAya to kAyotsarga karatA. kharekhara jANe deha-kAyAnA bhAvathI mukta thatAM. pavitra tIrtha pAlItANAmAM hiMmatabhAI sAdhanAthe rahelA. emane sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 1 13

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vardhamAna AyaMbila tapanI 90mI oLI hatI. tenI pUrNatA thavAmAM hatI ane AgaLanI oLIno pAyo nAMkhavAno hato. te nimitte temaNe keTalAka sAdharmikane potAnA nivAse jamavA bolAvyA. saue prabhudarzana, bhakti karI, upAzraye jaI guruvaMdanA karI bodha sAMbhaLyo. pachI nivAse saune bhojana mATe besADayA. mitroe pUchyuM, tame ? hiMmatabhAI kahe mAre Aje 91mI oLIno pAyo nAMkhavAno che, te mATe tamArA saunA AzIrvAda levA A krama goThavyo che. A sAMbhaLI saunA netro sajaLa thaI gayA. ekavAra temane ekAsaNA eka dravyathI cAlatA hatA. koI sAdharmikane tyAM jamavAnuM hatuM. utAvaLe bahena ziro banAvatA sAkaranA pANIne badale sAduM pANI nAMkhI ziro banAvyo. hiMmatabhAI eka ja dravyathI ekAsaNuM karatA. bahene premathI garama garama ziro to pIrasyo hiMmatabhAI premathI jamyA. vidAya thayA pachI gharanA jamavA beThA paNa A zuM ? ziro hato ke khIcuM hatuM ? zIrAmAM khAMDa nAkhI na hatI. paNa hiMmatabhAI to jANe kaMI banyu ja nathI. peTane bhADu ApI dIdhuM. Avo saMyama dhAraNa karanAramAM bhedajJAna varte che. hIro ane patthara jUdA dekhAya tema A sAdhakane AtmA ane dehanI bhinnatAnuM bhedajJAna AtmasAta hatuM. te sahajAtmaka thayuM hatuM koIvAra rAtre asukha lAge to ubhA thaIne kAyotsarga dhyAnamAM rahetA. dehanI avakaLA tenA samaye zamI jatI teo tenA sAkSI hatA. pUrvanA janmAMtarIya sAdhanAnA saMskAra ane vartamAnamAM sadguruno yoga maLyo, te vinIta thaI jhIlyo. saMsAra sukhanI spRhA nahI. jene Atma sukha maLyuM tene paudgalika sukha kevI rIte sparze ? panyAsa pU. bhadraMkarajInuM tapobaLa, jJAnabaLa, maitrIbhAvanI utkRSTatA, AvA uttama jIvone pradAna hatuM. AvA anya sAdhako pU. zrInA bodhanI nipaja che. maitrIbhAvanA e temane mATe navakAramaMtranI sAdhanAnuM aMga hatuM. 114 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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panyAsajInA graMtho Aje paNa temanI jIvaMta pratibhAnA darzanabodha mATe upalabdha che puNyazALI jIvone te sahaje maLI rahe che. teo kahetA jinAjJArUpa dharmasattA baLavAna che. bIje zodhavAnI jarUra nathI. 66. sukha kayAM samAyuM eka aMka mAnava nAnA sarakhA oraDAmAM khATalAmAM sUto hato. divase kayAMyathI khAvAnuM meLavI leto eTale gharamAM hAMllA kustI kare tevI dazA hatI. tene tyAM eka rAtre cora Avyo, avAjathI te jAgI gayo, te khATalAmAM sUtA sUtA ja bolyo, he bhAI ! A oraDAmAM divase mane kaMI ja maLatuM nathI tane rAtre zuM maLaze ? jJAnIo kahe che he jIva ! tane prakAzamaya mAnava jIvana maLyuM che. e prakAzamAM sukha zodhavAne badale tuM bahAramAM sukha kayAM zodhe che ? zuM tAre mATe jIvana rAtrI jevuM che ? "Atmadhana jenI pAse che tene bAhya padArthonI bharamAra gamatI nathI. AnaMdanuM jharaNuM to potAnI bhItarathI svayaM jharI rahyuM che. padArtho zuM karaze ? padArtho e jharaNAnA praveza dvAra pAse mATInA kaNa jevA banI jaze. je jharaNAnA pravezane roke che. A kaNone jhaDapathI haTAvI levA joIe.'' samAdhizataka A. yazovijyajI karmonI jALamAM phasAI rahevAthI saMsAranA bhramaNano aMta Avato nathI. samyag sAdhana vaDe karmono kSaya thAya che. mATe sAMsArika vRttiono vega ghaTADo, parigrahanI maryAdA karo, sAMsArika paricayano saMkSepa karo. AraMbha samAraMbha alpa karatA jAva. asat prasaMgothI dUra raho. to pachI jIvanamAM AMnada-sukha kema maLe ? bhAI, sukha ane AnaMda bahArathI maLe che te bhramaNA che. UMTa bAvaLanA DALakhA khAya kAMTA vAge momAM lohI jhare tenI mIThAzane te bAvaLanI mIThAza mAne che. sukha guNa AtmAmAM che. jIvanuM baLa purUSArtha tyAM sudhI pahoMcatuM sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 115

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nathI. eTale bhautika sAmagrI puNyabaLe maLelI che. tene bhogavavAmAM sukha mAne che. sUryamaNi gokhamAM paDayo che. tenuM kArya prakAza ApavAnuM che. chatAM aMdhAruM kema ? oraDAmAM prakAza kema nathI. bhAI ! e maNi para jADA kapaDAnuM AvaraNa che. sUryamaNi to kapaDAnI nIce jhaLahaLato che, paNa AvaraNa kAraNe prakAzita nathI. kapaDuM kADhI nAMkho, oraDo jhagamaga thaI jaze. prazna thAya che AtmAmAM sukha che te kema anubhavamAM AvatuM nathI. IndriyonA mAdhyamathI puNyothI maLatI anukULatA te sukha nathI. jo temAM sukha hoya to zabanI sAme suMdara dRzya dharo sukha kema maLatuM nathI. eTale sukhaguNa AtmAno che te AtmajJAna vaDe anubhavamAM Ave, AtmAne ADe mohanuM jADuM (anaMtAnubaMdhInuM) AvaraNa che, tethI jIva padArtho ane IndriyonA meLamAM anukULatAne sukha mAne che. pratikULatAmAM duHkha mAne che. ochI ochI jiMdagIne jhAjhIre upAdhi, meLavavI kayAM jaI sukhanI samAdhi ? zodhuM chuM rAtadina sukha kayAM samANuM ? maLatuM managamatuM toye mana nA dharANuM ? tRSNAnA tAre tAre jIvana vIMTAyuM tyAre vadhI gaI upAdhi, meLavavI kayAM jaI sukhanI samAdhi''? koI saMtonA samAgame AtmAmAM zodha jarUra prApta thaze. 60. ekatva bhAvanAthI bodha satI madanarekhA tathA namirAjarSino saMsAra tyAga. sudarzana nAmanA nagaramAM maNiratha nAmano rAjA hato teno nAno bhAI yugabAhu hato. tene madanarekhA nAme ati suMdara patnI hatI. maNiratha rAjA kAmanevaza madanarekhA pratye AkarSAyo eTale teNe aneka peravI sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 116

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karI, madanarekhAno dAsIo dvArA saMparka karavAnA ghaNA prayatno karyA. paNa madanarekhA zIlavAna hatI. tethI te phAvyo nahi. ekavAra yugabAhu rAjyanA udyAnamAM ArAma karavA gayo, A vAtanI maNirathane khabara paDI. teNe udyAnamAM AvIne mANasone samajAvyA ke tene yugabAhunuM kAma che. ane upavanamAM pravezyo, yugabAhune bUma mArI, moTAbhAIne ekAeka AvelA jANIne yugabAhu kadalI gRhamAMthI bahAra Avyo ane namaskAra karavA nIce namyo eTale maNirathe tene talavArano karyo, madanarekhAe bUmAbUma karI. sau subhaTo bhegA thaIne maNirathane pakaDayo tene mAravA taiyAra thayA, paNa yugabAhue temane vAryA. mAnava maratA sudhI susaMskAra choDato nathI. zubhabhAvane choDato nathI. madanarekhA e te vakhate namaskAra maMtra saMbhaLAvyo. yugabAhu mRtyu pAmIne devalokamAM jamyo. maNiratha tyAMthI bhAgyo tene tenuM kukarma naDayuM. tene sarpa Dazyo ne te mRtyu pAmI narakavAsI thayo. madanarekhAne A khabara nathI tethI te tyAMthI jaMgala tarapha bhAgI ane kadalI gRhamAM rahevA lAgI. te kALe jaMgalamAM hAlanI jema paNa kudaratI risorTa hatA. madanarekhAe tyAM eka bALakane janma Apyo, tenA AMgaLIe yugabAhunA nAmanI vIMTI potAnA AMgaLIethI kADhI paherAvI kapaDAMmAM vIMTALI bALakane vRkSa nIce suvADI najIkanA sarovaramAM snAna karavA gaI. tyAM sarovaramAM rahelA jaLa hastIe gusse thaI AkAzamAM uchALI, te vakhate naMdIzvara dviIpanI yAtrAe jatAM eka vidyAre tene upADI lIdhI. vaLI navI Aphata AvI vidyAdhara madanarekhAnuM rUpa joI mohita thayo. madanarekhAe vidyAdharane putra janmanI vAta karI tene levA vinaMti karI. vidyAdhare kahyuM tuM mane svAmI tarIke svIkAra vaLI teNe vidyA vaDe jANyuM ke padmaratha rAjAe tenA putrane laI jaI potAnI patnI-puSpAmALAne soMpyo che. eTale phikara nA karIza. ane mArI patnI thA. madanarekhA kahe pahelA mane naMdIzvara dvIpanA darzana karAvo. tyAM sthira thayelA muninA darzana karAvo eTale maNiprabhavidyAdhare te pramANe karyuM. teo naMdIzvara dvIpa pahoMcyAM darzana karyA. pachI muni pAse pahoMcyA. maNicUDa munizvare jANyuM putranI dAnata kharAba che temaNe upadeza sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 1 17

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Apyo, maNiprabha bUjhayo. teNe manadarekhAne pUchayuM tArI zuM IcchA che. teNe kahyuM prathama mane padmaratha rAjA pAse pahocADo. tyAM putrane joIne pachI huM vrata laIza. mokSa mArganI ArAdhanA karuM. vidhAdhare tene pagharatharAjAnA rAjyamAM pahoMcADI madanarekhAe putra joI lIdho pachI saMyama grahaNa karyo. padharathe bALakanuM nAma nami pADayuM hatuM A bAju yugabAhunA putra caMdrayazAno sAmaMtoe rAjyAbhiSeka karIne rAjya soMpyuM hatuM. baMne sukhethI rAjya karatA hatA. ekavAra namirAjAno hAthI staMbha toDI bhAgyo ane caMdrayazAnA rAjyamAM pahoMcyo. namirAjAe te hAthI ne pAcho ApavA caMdrayazAne kahevaDAvyuM paNa caMdrayazAe soMpyo nahi. AthI baMne yuddha karavA taiyAra thayA. te baMnene khabara nathI ke baMne bhAIo che. madanarekhA sAdhvI thaI hatI tenuM nAma suvratA hatuM, tene AyuddhanI khabara paDI. teNe baMne bhAIone samajAvI yuddha baMdha rakhAvyuM. Akhare caMdrayazA saMyama mArge vaLyA. have mithilA nagarImAM nami rAjarSi sukhethI rAjya kare che. sukhapUrvaka kALa avirata gatie vahyo jAya che. ekavAra temanA zarIre atizaya dAhajavara thayo. hakImonA upAya kAragata na thayA. maMtrIo sevako ciMtita thaI gayA che. sevako rANIo caMdana ghasI rahyA che. rAjAnA zarIre caMdanano lepa thaI rahyo che. rANIonA caMdana ghasavAthI hAthe paherelA kaMkaNono avAja Ave che. rAjA dAhajavaranI pIDAne kAraNe kaMkaNono avAja khamI zakayA nahi. temaNe kahyuM A avAja baMdha karo. maMtrIe kahyuM e avAja rANIonA kaMkaNano che. je avAja sukhamAM madhura lAgato hato te ja avAja Aje rAjAne duHkhadAyaka lAgyo. dareka rANIoe saubhAgyanuM eka kaMkaNa rAkhI bIjA utArI nAkhyA, kaMkaNano avAja baMdha thayo. vaLI rAjAne thayuM zuM caMdana ghasavAnuM baMdha karyuM che? maMtrI-rAjAjI ! rANIoe have saubhAgyanuM eka ja kaMkaNa rAkhyuM che. caMdana ghasavAnuM cAlu che. rAjA vicAre che eka ja kaMkaNa? ekamAM ja sukha che, huM to keTalA sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 1 18

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sAthe sagapaNa rAkhI sukha mAnato hato. ekamAM ja sukha che. mATe have huM saMyamanA mArge prayANa karIza. temanI ekatva bhAvanA eTalI tIvra thaI, vairAgyanI mAtrA dRDha thatI gaI. rAjAe nirNaya karyo ke teo prAtaHkAle saMyama mArge prayANa karaze. ane dAhajavara paNa zamI gayo. vairAgya bhAvanA eTalI tIvra hatI ke IdranuM Asana kaMpI uThayuM. IMdra rUpa vikrvIne namirAjarSi pAse AvyA ane samajAvavA lAgyA ke rANIo yuvAna che. rAjakumAro bALavayanA che. sainyane vyavasthita karo pachI saMyama grahaNa karajo. nami rAjAnI vairAgya-ekatvabhAvanA ati tIvra hatI tethI potAnA manorathamAM daDha rahyA. prAtaHkALe eka rAjakumArano rAjayAbhiSeka karI, pote saMyamane mArge cAlI nIkaLyA. A kathA evA kALa ane sthaLanI che ke vidyAdharonuM Agamana thatuM. IMdra paNa AvatA. eka , A sarve mArAthI judA che. ema ekatvabhAvanA bhAvatA namirAjAno saMsArabhAva dUra thayo saMyama mArge prayANa karI muktine varyA. rANI sarva maLI sucaMdana ghasIne carcavAmAM hatI. bhUjhayo tyAM kakaLATa kaMkaNa taNo zrotI namI bhUSatI saMvAde paNa IMdrathI deTa rahyo vairAgya sAruM karyuM evA e mithilezanuM caritra age saMpUrNa thayuM. A 68. muni baLadeva karaNa karAvaNa anumodana sarakhA phaLa nipajAvyo. satkArya, dharmabhAvanA, tapAdi karavuM, karAvavuM ane tene anumodana ApavuM te mananI uttama bhAvanAne kAraNe sarakhuM phaLa Ape che. zrI kRSNanA samayanuM jainadarzana anvaye A dRSTAMta che. vaipAyana sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 119

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RSinA apamAnathI dvArakA nagarIne bhasma thavAno zrApa lAgyo hato. upAya tarIke sadAcAra ane AyaMbila tapa darzAvyuM hatuM. paraMtu samaya jatA te visarAI gayuM. ane yAdavakuLanA vaMzajo vyasana Adi svacchaMde caDhayA. zrApa pramANe dvArakA nagarI baLI gaI. zrI kRSNa ane baLadeva bacI gayA hatA. nagarImAMthI nIkaLI jaMgalanI vATa pakaDavI paDI. zrI kRSNa jaMgalamAM pANInI apekSAe jhADa nIce sUtA hatA. jarAkumAranA bANathI mRtyu pAmyA. AthI baLadeva vairAgya pAmI dIkSita thayA. gAmamAM gocarI mATe gayA tyAre tenA rUpane joI nara ane nArIo ubhA rahI jatA. AthI baLadeve gAmamAM javAnuM mAMDI vALyuM. jaMgalamAM kAyotsarga dhyAne rahetA, tyAM ekavAra eka haraNa AvyuM. dIkSita evA baLadevane joIne tene jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM. ane pote sAdhupaNuM pALeluM teno AcAra samajamAM Avyo. AthI te jaMgalamAM pharatuM ane jaMgalamAM kayAMka sArthavAhonI avara javara thatI te joI Avato. ekavAra eka sArthavAhano paDAva hato bhojananI sAmagrI joI baLadeva pAse AvyuM. ane temanA paga vacce jamIna khodavA lAgyuM. baLadeve AMkha kholI, haraNanI ceSTA joI samajI gayA te mane gocarI mATe laI javA mAMge che. baLadeva tenI pAchaLa javA nIkaLyA. teo sArthavAhanA rasoDe pahoMcyA. sArthavAha munine joIne ati prasanna thayo. baLadeve bhikSA mATe nirdoSa pAtra dharyuM. sArthavAha nirdoSa AhAra vahorAvavA lAgyo. te vakhate tenI bhAvanA utkRSTa hatI. haraNa A joI harSamAM zubhabhAvayukta hato. baLadeva saMyamanA bhAvamAM hatA. te vakhate acAnaka vRkSa tUTI paDayuM. traNe tenI nIce dabAyAM ane mRtyune bheTayA. te samaye te kALe traNenA uttamabhAvo samAna koTinA hovAthI traNe cothA devalokamAM janma pAmyA. AvA uttama prasaMgomAM karanAra, karAvanAra ane tenI anumodanA karanAra sarakhA phaLa pAme che. satkAryo karavA, karanArane sahAya karavI ane tevuM kArya karavAnI bhAvanAthI 120 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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anumodana karavuM. prathama satkarma tapAdi karavA prayatna karavo. A siddhAMto tAtvika che, kalpanA nathI. vaLI je karatA hoya tenI khAmI na kADhatA, tenI anumodanA karI ane pote tevuM karavA prayatna karavo. je koI sAdhanA karatA hoya tene sahAyabhUta thavuM. AgaLanI bhUmikAe javA ATaluM karo. duSkRtya gaha-AgaLa karelA pApono prazcAtApa sukRtya anumodanA, sArA kAryo karavAnA bhAva. AvI sthitimAM TakavA, arihaMtAdi cAra zaraNa temanI bhakti, zraddhA vaDe AjJApAlana. Ama mAnava bhavane sArthaka karo. A da9. saMnyAsI pAse zastro na hoya saMnyAsIno artha che jeNe saMsArano saMsAranA kAraNono tyAga karyo che. jJAnasvarUpa AtmAne jANyo che. je parano kartA ke bhoktA nathI. are ! bAhya kriyA kalApIno kartA nathI. to pachI zarIrAdino kartA kyAMthI hoya? e sarve nimitta naimittika saMbaMdho che. UMTa kAMTAvALu bAvaLa cAve tyAre lohI tenA mukhanuM che. e samaje che bAvaLanI mIThAza che. tema ajJAnI sukha AtmAno guNa che te jANato nathI eTale bAhya padArthonI anukULatAne sukha mAnI vaLagI rahe che. jJAna, dhyAna, tapa, vidvattA A sarve AtmAnI bAhya avasthAo che. jIva tene potanA mAnI eno bhAra laIne phare che. e sarve sahaja avasthAne boja zA mATe banAvavo ? janakarAjA aMtaHpuranA sabhAkhaMDamAM beThA che. daravAne khabara ApyA ke koI saMnyAsI maLavA AvyA che. janakarAjA kahe temane kaho ke badhA zastro mUkIne Ave, daravAne sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 1 2 1

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saMnyAsIne kahyuM ke tame badhA zastro ahIM mUkI ne jAva. saMnyAsI hasIne kahe ke huM to saMnyAsI chuM. mArI pAse zastro kayAM che? daravAne joyuM ke saMnyAsI pAse koI zastro nathI. eTale aMdara javA dIdhA. rAjAe saMnyAsIne AdarapUrvaka beThaka ApI saMnyAsI vidvAna hatA. tattva carcAthI rAjA prasanna thayA, paNa saMnyAsIno prazna hato. daravAnanI sAthe kahevAyuM ke zastro mUkIne jAva. rAjA! saMnyAsI pAse zastra kayAMthI hoya huM koI bANAvaLI na hato." rAjA kahe! saMnyAsIjI tame mAno cho ke tame jJAnI, dhyAna, tapasvI, saMnyAsI, aneka ziSyonA guru cho. A badhI padavIno ahaMkAra e zastrathI paNa bhUMDo che. zastra ekavAra mAre. A zastro to tamArI sAthe satata rahenArA. keTalo mAra mAratA haze ? saMnyAsI paNa jAgRta thaI gayA ke meM be kalAka A videhI rAjA pAse mAruM abhimAna ThAlave rAkhyuM chatAM mane kaMI ja jJAna na lAdhyuM ane rAjAe A be vAkyamAM brahmajJAna pUruM samajAvI dIdhuM. saMnyAsI rAjAne namana karIne UThayA. rAjA ati namrabhAve namana karI daravAjA sudhI vaLAvI AvyA. he jIva! tuM vicAra, tArI pAse paNa AvA zastro che. te paNa dhAradAra haze, ane te teno tArA mana sAthe upayoga karIza. tuM keTalo ghAyala thaIza? tArAmAM tenA upAya karavAnI paNa zakti nahi rahe mATe cUpacApa koI satpuruSanA caraNe besI jA. jevo chuM tevo nagna svarUpe beseje. pelA ghA para satsaMganuM auSadha kAryakArI thaze. zAstro jene kaSAyo kahe che. tuM tene zatru na mAne to vAMdho nahi paNa mitro na mAnato, jJAnIo tAruM hita kahe che. mArA jJAna gumAnanI gAMsaDI utarAvo zirethI Aja, mArA pustaka pothAnI poTalI utarAvo zirethI Aja. 1 2 2. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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70. prabhubhakti jenuM jIvana che sarva dharmono sAra sarva jIvone samAnabhAve jovA. tevo vyavahAra karavo, A thaI zAstrIya vAta, te AcAramAM Ave tyAre te bodharUpa ke AcaraNarUpa bane. vyavahAra janita saMbaMdhamAM aucitya rahe. jemake mAtAno Adara thAya patnIne prema thAya. bALakone vAtsalya maLe. mitromAM samAnatA, gurujanomAM Adara, vinaya, paramAtmAnI bhakti. A bheda judAI mATe nathI paNa jayAM jayAM je je yogya che tevo vyavahAra che. mahAtmA gAMdhI bApu jelamAM hatA. aMgrejo mATe teo gunegAra jevA hatA. tethI jayAre jelamAM hatA tyAre temanI sevAmAM temano anAdara kare tevA mANaso mUkavAmAM AvatA. paNa te sau hatA bhAratIya eTale teone bApu mATe sanmAna rahetuM. AthI aMgreja u5rIe bApunI pAse eka Aphrikana mUkyo, thoDo vakhata teNe bApu sAthe tochaDuM vartana karyuM. ekavAra tene vIMchI karaDayo, bApue potAnA jIvano vicAra karyA vagara tenuM jhera cUsI lIdhuM. bApunI bhAvanA zuddha hatI temane kaMI AMca na AvI ane pelo Aphrikana pIDAmukta thavAthI bApuno banI gayo. Ama bApunI sevAmAM duzmanane mUke to paNa te mAnava mitra banI jato. A hatI bApunI maitrIbhAvanI samAnatA. maitrI Adi bhAvanAnuM suMdara vyAkhyAna ApanAra kathaMcita zabdamAM ke vyAkhyAmAM aTavAya paNa te bhAvanA sAkAra ke vyApaka kayAre bane ? te A dRSTAMtathI samajAya che. hRdayamAM vaselA rAma-prabhu pragaTa kayAre thAya ? bhAvanA bhInI hoya to, hRdaya koruM rahe to bhAvanA bhInI kevI rIte rahe ? rAmano rAjayAbhiSeka thayo, darekanI yogyatA pramANe saune puraskAra maLyA. kevaLa hanumAna bAkI rahyA. sItAjI kahe hanumAna bAkI kema ? rAjA rAma kahe hanumAnane ApavA yogya mArI pAse koI vastu nathI. eTale sItAjI e potAnA kaMThamAMthI kiMmatI motIno hAra hanumAnane Apyo. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 123

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hanumAne te hAranAM motIne hAthavaDe toDayuM. eka be traNa motI toDatA rahyA sItA kahe, are hanumAna A zuM karo cho, AvA kiMmatI motIne toDo cho? hanumAna kahe huM joto hato ke A motImAM rAma che? rAma vagarano hAra kevI rIte paheruM? sabhAnA sau ane sItAjI samajI gayA ke rAmano javAba yathArtha hato. jene rAma maLI gayA tene have zuM Ape? "mana dhariyA mana gharamAM thobhA dekhata nitya rahezo sthira thobhA mana kuMThita akuMThita bhakta, yogI bhAkhe anubhava yukta. -u. cazovijyajI rAma-prabhu kayAM vase ? malina manamAM na vase, pavitra manamAM vase. bhakti dvArA mana pavitra thAya. sarva maitrIthI mana pavitra thAya. saumAM rAma juo, mana pavitra thAya. tyAre manamAM rAma vase. mIrAM kahe prabhu hRdayamAM vasyA pachI saMsAra sUkAI gayo have dariyAnA tophAnamAM (mohanA) taravAno-DUbavAno Dara zAno? saMsAranA sukhanI rajamAtra IcchA ja nathI. jenI pAse prabhu bhakti ja jIvana che. te prabhu bhaktithI vibhakta kema hoya? gRhastha-padavI dhArI mAnavAmAM paNa prabhu vasyA che tyAM te temanA kAryamAM pragaTa thAya che. zrI rAdhAkRSNana moTA vakIla, temane rAjadvArI kedIno kesa calAvavAno hato. te divase eka dhanavAna Avyo. te kahe tamane huM lAkho rUpiyA ApuM tame mAro kesa hAtha para lo tamane rAjadvArI kesamAM zuM maLavAnuM che? vakIle kahyuM huM tyAM dhana meLavavA jato nathI. mAre tamAruM dhana joItuM nathI. huM satyane jIvADavA jauM chuM. ane tarata ja nIkaLI gayA A gharatI konAthI TakI che? AvA mAnavonA sattvathI TakI che. pU. bApunA jIvanamAM premarUpe rAma vasyA, hanumAnanA hRdayamAM bhaktirUpe vasyA. mIrAnA hRdayamAM bhaktithI vasyA. vakIlanA hRdayamAM sAtvikabhAvathI vasyA. Ama rAma yAne hRdayanI pavitratA pragaTavAnA vividha rahasyo che. jIvanamAM eka rahasya jarUra dhAraNa karavuM. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 1 2 4

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ka 01. mRtyune mulatavI rakhAtuM nathI ke mRtyune mulatavI rakhAtuM nathI. ekavAra teno svIkAra karI jIvanane parama sAthe joDa. to mRtyunuM mRtyu thaze. eka rAjAne rAtre svapnamAM eka chAyA dekhAI rAjAe pUchyuM koNa che? chAyA kahe huM mRtyunI dUtI chuM sAta divasa pachI tane levA AvavAnI chuM mATe sthaLa jovA AvI chuM. A sAMbhaLI rAjA prathama to mUMjhAyo. chatAM kSatriya hato, sAta divasanI vAra chene? teNe potAnA jevA pAMca pUtaLA banAvyA. sAtame divase pAMca pUtaLA goThavI dIdhA. ekamAM pote bharAI gayo. pelI dUtI AvI. prathama to samAna pAMca pUtaLA joI te vicAramAM paDI ke AmAM rAjA koNa badhA ja pUtaLA jIvaMta rAjA jevA lAgatA hatA. tene eka jhabakAro thayo. pUtaLA joI bolI, pUtaLA badhA samAna che paNa eka pUtaLAmAM jarA khAmI che. rAjAe A sAMbhaLyuM, have te mRtyune bhUlI gayo. ahaMkAra bolyo, pUtaLAmAM khAmI? kayA pUtaLAmAM che? hoya ja nahi. ane huMkAranA avAjathI dUtIe jANI lIdhuM ke kayA pUtaLAmAM rAjA chUpAyo che, ene pakaDI lIdho yamadvAre pahoMcADI dIdho. kSaNa kSaNa karatA to tAruM Ayu vahI jAya, rAtane divasa tane ema kahI jAya. zAstrakAro, jJAnIo kahe che, bhAI tAre mRtyu sAthe mitratA hoya, te kayAre ya Avaze nahi, Avaze to tene bhagADavAnI tAkAta mArAmAM che. to nirAMte sUI jaje. " bhAI AvA bhramamAM nA raheto. tIrthakaro nirvANa pAmyA. temanA dehanI dhAtuo pavitra hatI, te zarIro durgadhI thavAnA na hatA. chatAM rAkhyA nathI, to tAruM A zarIra jIvatA ke maratA durgadhavALu malina che. te rakhAvAnuM nathI. tene jIvADavA keTalo zrama kare che. e zarIramAM Atmatattva pavitra che. sukhanuM bhAjana che. tenA vaDe tuM saMcAlana kare che, sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 1 25

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chatAM tene to oLakhato nathI. koI saMtanA yoge satne jANa temAM sukhI thaIza. jUThI jhAkaLanI pichoDI mana mArA zIdane jANIne oDhI soDare tANIne manavA suvA jAzo tyAM to, zvAsanI sAthe jAze UDI.'' eka rAjAne UMghamAM eka chAyA dekhAI, teNe kahyuM ke huM mRtyunI chAyA chuM. covIsa kalAka pachI tane laI javAnI chuM. prathama to rAjA gabharAyo. paNa kSatriya hato tethI beTho thayo. ghoDAramAMthI tejIlo ghoDo lIdho savAra thaIne jaMgala tarapha gayo. khUba gherA jaMgalamAM pahoMcyo. sUryanuM kiraNa jayAM dekhAtuM na hatuM. tyAM pelI chAyA kevI rIte Avaze ? te ghoDA parathI utaryo, hAza karIne beTho. tyAM barAbara covIsa kalAka pUrA thayA. pelI chAyAe upADI lIdho. bhAI tane covIsa kalAka maLyA hatA mRtyune nivArI zakAtuM nathI paraMtu, sudhArI zakAya che. jJAnI kahe che tuM marato nathI. deha sAthe saMbaMdha tenA samaye pUro thAya che. tane to khabara paNa maLyA. e sAta divasa ke covIsa kalAka pachI mRtyu ThelI zakAtuM nathI, paNa sudhArI zakAya che. jenA kAraNe amara evA AtmAnuM amaratva sAdhIle to AtmAne to mRtyu che ja nahi, dehano saMbaMdha chUTe che, tAre deha joIze to bIjo maLaze. tyAre paNa mRtyu to Avaze mATe amara banAvavAnI mUrkhAI choDa ane je amara che tene pragaTa kara. 72. adhyAtmanuM mUlya adhyAtmanA tattvo vistaratA rahe che tene vijJAnanI yaMtra-vidyA rokI zakatI nathI. AdhyAtmika jIvana eTale aMtara jagatanI khoja, pavitratA. AvA AdhyAtmika-tattvanI-jIvananI zraddhA thavI durlabha che. kAraNake ApaNI sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 126

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AjubAju moTo jana samUha anekavidha pragati karato hoya, vaijJAnika kSetro vikasatA hoya tene vikAsa mAnatA hoya, teone AdhyAtmika vikAsa ke tenA kSetro phurasadavALAnuM kAma che tema lAge che. kAraNa ke tenI pavitratA sUkSma ane anubhavAtmaka che. te mATe saMyamajIvananI AvazyakatA che. te ja sAmAnya mAnavIne sUjhatI nathI. chatAM mUMgo sAkaranuM varNana na karI zake teTalA mAtrathI sAkaranuM gaLapaNa nagaNya thatuM nathI. potAnA caitanyanI sthitimAM pavitratAne pragaTa karanArA, AdhyAtmika Adarzane jIvananuM dhyeya gaNanArA Aje che. teo yogI kahevAya che. satyaniSTha yogIo potAmAM saMgIna rUpAMtaraNa kare che. teo bhautika siddhione gauNa kare che tenuM Atmika tAttvika rUpAMtaraNa kare che ane tenA bIja potAnI AjubAjunA yogya ziSyone pradAna kare che. vivekAnaMdamAM AdhyAtmika zakti hatI tenAmAM guru rAmakRSNa paramahaMse potAmAM pragaTa thayelI zaktinAM bIjanuM avataraNa karyuM hatuM. eka jainAcArya pAse eka zrAvaka potAnA mUMgA bALakane laIne Avyo hato. AcAryazrIe tenA mAthA para hAtha mUkyo ane navakAra ucarAvyo bALaka bolato thayo hato A camatkAra nathI. AMtarika pavitratAno phelAva che. zraddhAnuM sattva che. evA yogIonuM jIvana kevaLa bAhya ghaTanAothI mApavuM te ApaNI nabaLAI che. aMtaramAM DUbakI mArI temAM sthira thaI, uccatama satyane pAmavuM te teonuM jIvana kArya che. evA AMtarika pavitra satya vaDe teo potAnuM jIvana niyata kare che. teno saheja phelAvo thAya che. ane pAtra jIvomAM te zakti mUke che. jo ke AvI sthitio nAjuka che. temAMthI vahema, khoTI mAnyatAo phelAya che. chatAM paNa satya to pragaTa thatuM ja rahe che. satyano vistAra karanArAne ja samajyA nahi teoe Isu jevAne krUsa para caDhAvI mRtyune ghATa utAryA. jarathusTane jhera ApI mRtyune sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 127

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zaraNa karyA. mahAtmA gAMdhIne ApaNA ja yugamAM goLIthI vIMdhI nAkhyA. Isu ke pU. gAMdhIjI mRtyu pAmyA che? nA, deha visarjana thayo, teo satyamaya jIvana jIvI gayA te to vistAra pAmyuM hatuM. hajAro mAnavo temanA Adarzane anusaryA, jema koI vRkSa uparathI tenA bIja jamIna upara paDe ane phelAya che. tema eka uttama yogInuM temanA jIvanamAM jIvAyeluM satya phelAya che, jarUra phelAya che. yugothI A satu, AdhyAtmikatAnI saravANIo vahetI rahI che. e koI kalpanA nathI e jIvaMta tattva che. je tene samajayA, jIvyA te mukta thayA. prabhu! evuM varadAna Apo, satya jIvana pAmIe ! 03. saMtanI karuNA . aMgulimAla mATe kahevAtuM ke te mAnavane joto ke tarata tenA AMgaLA kApI teno hAra banAvI paherIne rAjI thato. ekavAra zrI gautamabuddha e TekarI para jatA hatA. taLeTInA loko e kahyuM ke he bhikSuka! upara eka hatyAro vase che. te tamArA AMgaLA kApaze. tame tyAM jazo nahi. buddha to jJAnI hatA, nirbhaya hatA, mRtyune mArIne jIvatA hatA. teo TekarI para gayA. aMgulimAle joyA. prathama to bhikSunA vezathI te prabhAvita thayo. dUrathI bolyo te bhikSuka ! pAcho jA, upara Avaze to tAruM mRtyu thaze. buddha A sAMbhaLyuM. teo nizcita ane nirbhayapaNe upara pahoMcyA. aMgulimAla punaH bolyo : bhikSuka, pAcho vaLa. buddhe kahyuM bhAI tuM pAcho vaLa. kyAM pAcho vaLuM? mAre 100 AMgaLI thavAmAM eka khUTe che te pUrI karavI che paNa tane bhikSuka mAnI javA dau chuM. 1 28 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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buddha kahe tuM Ama karavAthI duHkhI thaIza. jIvo sAthe joDa kara toDa zuM kAma kare che? tuM eka kAma kara A sAmenA jhADanI DALI toDI lAva. aMgulimAla hajI AvezamAM hato. tAkAta hatI hathiyAra hatuM. ahaMkAra hato, jhADa pAse jaI DALI nahi moTuM DALakhuM toDI lAvyo. buddhanA paga AgaLa nAMkhyuM. - buddha khUba karuNA-premathI bolyA have A DALakhAne jhADa sAthe joDI de. te hajI AvezamAM hato. mUrakha, tUTeluM DALakhuM joDI zakAya? buddhe kahyuM ke to pachI mAnava sAthenI prIti tUTe pachI joDI zakAze ? tuM toDa nahi paNa joDa kara. Ato savANI, saMtanI vANI, karuNAsabhara vANI jemAM kevaLa hitanI suvAsa hatI. nirbhayatAno raNakAra hato. tenI asara nIpajyA vagara na rahe. aMgulimAlathI hathiyAra chUTI gayuM. gaLAmAMno bibhatsa hAra pheMkI dIdho. budhdhanA caraNamAM namI paDayo. prabhu, mane mApha karo, mAro svIkAra karo. saMtonuM sata, pavitratA, karuNA vaheto strota che. pattharane pIgALe tevuM temAM sattva che. mAnavato pIgaLeja. aMgulimAla bhikSuka banyo. tame kahezo Aje AvA saMta kayAM che ? tame zodhyA che ! tamane jarUrata lAgI che? be cAra pustaka vAMcI huM badhuM jANuM tevo bhrama che. bhAI! sanI jijJAsA thavI durlabha che. tenA poSaNa mATe saMtanI zodha durlabha che. saMta maLyA pachI te yogane dhAraNa karI jIvana arpaNa karavuM ati durlabha che. jIvane ahaMkAra roke che. A to huM jANuM chuM. ema bhramamAM saMtanI samIpe jato nathI. eka navI navI paraNelI kanyA sAsare AvI. gharamAM vaDIla nahi. bAjumAM eka mAjI rahe tene pUche. paNa mAjI kaMI kahe tyAre ardha sAMbhaLI kahe A to huM jANuM chuM. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 1 29

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ekavAra dUdhapAka banAvavAno hato. mAjIne pUchayuM. ardhI vAta sAMbhaLIne kahe oha Ato huM jANuM chuM. mAjI kahe sAMbhaLa pachI nIce utArI eka vADakImAM thoDA dUdhapAkamAM eka camacI mIThuM nAMkhI cAkhIne bIjAmAM te pramANe nAMkhaje, oha Ato huM jANuM chuM. zuM banyuM te samajayA. mAjI samajadAra hatA. eka vADakI ja dUdhapAka bagaDayo. agara, zuM thAya ? Ama saMta pAse jAva tyAre gautama banajo. huM to kaMI jANato nathI prabhu kahe te sat, bAkI badhuM mithyA. Avo viveka tamArAmAM rahelA satune pragaTa karaze. 4. anokhI maitrI (metAraja muninI kathA sahita) bhagavAna mahAvIranI vihArabhUmi hatI rAjagRhI nagarI. rAjA zreNikanuM rAjya. abhayamaMtrInI nipuNatA, dharmaparAyaNa bhUmi. A nagaramAM dhanADhaya zreSThinI zerI, tyAM dhanarAja ati zrImaMta zreSThi vase, devazrI patnI. e rAjagRhImAM metavAsa-harijana vAsa. tyAM maMtrarAja mAtaMga. koI himAlayanA yogI pAse ardazya thavAnI vidyA zIkhelo, tene virUpA patnI. rUpa ochuM paNa kaMTha madhura hato. baMnenI joDI heta bharelI hatI. mAtaMga rAjamahelanA udyAnano rakhevALa, virUpA zreSThinI zerInI saphAI kAmadAra. baMne prabhu mahAvIranA bhakta. savAra paDe baMne kAme nIkaLI paDe. virUpA zerImAM praveze ane guMjana zarU thAya. mane vahAlu lAge vIranuM nAma, vIranuM nAma mahAvIranuM nAma. mahAvIra kahe che hiMsA nA karIe. mahAvIra kahe che jUThThuM na bolIe. 130 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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sau teno TahUko sAMbhaLI rAjI thatA. bhale ne meta hatI paNa haiye bhakti vasI hatI. dhanarAja zreSThinI havelI lagabhaga chelle Ave tyAM virUpA visAmo le. tyAM jharUkhAmAM devazrI beThA hoya. temanI khabara pUche, ema karatA baMnene maitrI baMdhANI. devazrIne eka duHkha, bALaka janma letuM ane cha sAta divase mRtyu pAmatuM. A divasomAM devazrIne sImaMta hatuM. paNa divasa bharAtA tema duHkhI thatI. eka divasa virUpAe joyuM devazrI khUba udAsa che. virUpAe pUchayuM bA keTalA mAsa thayA. sAta paNa mAre to bALaka kayAM jIve che ? cAra to ciravidAya thayA. A vakhate chellI taka che. kuTuMbIjanono Agraha che ke ATalI apAra saMpattino mAlika koNa? mATe zeThe bIjI patnI karavI. bAne A duHkha korI khAtuM. virUpAnA udara sAme joIne devazrIe pUchayuM tAre keTalA thayA. tamArI jema ja mAsa thayA. ene eka vicAra Avyo. zeThANI sukhI thatA hoya to mAruM bALaka temanI sAthe adalA badalI karI levAya ane tene zeThANInI najIka jaIne vAta kahI. zeThANIne paNa A vAta ruci. divaso pasAra thayA. kudaratanI karAmata? eka samaye zeThANIne bALakI janmI, virUpAne putra janmyo. jUnI vizvAsu dAsIne agAuthI taiyAra karelI. te bALakI laIne metavAsamAM gaI mAtaMga te rAtre bahAra gayelo hato. virUpAe putrane janma Apyo. dAsI catura hatI. teNe bALakI soMpI, ane putra laIne zeThANInI godamAM mUkI dIdho, ane jAhera karyuM ke zeThANIne putra janmyo che. zeThe khuzAlIthI mIThAI vahecI. dasa divase nAmakaraNa vidhi hatI. zeThANIne virUpAnI udAratA sparzI hatI. temane thayuM ke virUpAe putranuM mukha paNa joyuM nathI ane ApI dIdho che. tenI pAse nAma paDAvavuM. tethI putrane hAthamAM to laI zake. virUpAne kahevaDAvyuM moTo utsava maMDAyo, prathama to saune ThIka na lAgyuM ke meta pAse nAma paDAvavAnuM? paNa khoTano dIkaro tethI sau saMmata thayA. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 1 31

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| virUpA AvI tenA hAthamAM bALaka mUkayuM. teNe bALaka para dRSTi karI barAbara mAtaMga jevo lAgyo, vahAla ubharAyuM, thAna dUdhathI bharAI gayA. virUpAnuM dila dhaDakavA lAgyuM. khUba tvarAthI "metArya" nAma bolI uThIne bhAgI. saune lAgyuM ke A kevuM nAma ? paNa khoTano dIkaro. eTale koIe vAMdho na lIdho. A bAju bALakI jamyAnA samAcArathI mAtaMge mana vALyuM ke bhale bALaka to thayuM. paNa cha divase bALakI mRtyu pAmI. mAtaMga khUba duHkhI thayo. virUpA kahe alA hajI juvAna chIe. bIjuM bALaka thaze mAtaMga badhI bInAthI ajANa hato. teNe mana vALyuM. metArya to rAta divasa vadhato jAya che. devazrI upakAravaza roje virUpAnA AvavAnA samaye bALakane teDI chajAmAM ubhA rahetA. dUrathI virUpA lAla bolI AnaMda letI. maitrIbhAvane kAraNe kaMI saMtApa karatI nahI. dhanarAja zeThane abhayamaMtrI sAthe sAro meLa. eTale temaNe metAryanA zikSaNanI vyavasthA rAjakumAro sAthe karI. udyAnamAM rAjakumAro ramavA bhegA thatA. rakhevALI mAtaMganI hatI. ajANe paNa metAryane joIne mAtaMgane khUba prema thato. mAre Avo ja putra thaze, paNa kamanasIbI ke virUpAne pachI bALakano yoga na thayo. metArya pukhtavayano thayo. dhanADhaya ane parAkramI hato. sAta kanyAo sAthe lagna levAyA. AkhI rAjagRhI zaNagArathI zobhI UThI. zeThANIe virUpA mAtaMga badhuM barAbara joI zake tevI vyavasthA karAvI hatI. virUpA mAtaMga lagna jovA javA taiyAra thatA hatA. mAtaMgane aphasosa thayo kahe ke virUpA ! ApaNe putra hota to lagnanI ujavaNI karatane ? A sAMbhaLI virUpAne thayuM ke teNe mAtaMgathI A vAta chUpAvI guno karyo che. tethI tene besADayo pote pAse beThI ane vahAlathI kahevA lAgI ke mAtaMga ! duHkhI na thA A tAro ja dIkaro che. ane adalA badalInI vAta karI. mAtaMga A sAMbhaLI khUba hataprabha thaI thayo chevaTe taiyAra thaI varaghoDe caDhelA metAryane jovA gayA. metAryane 1 32 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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joI mAtaMga uttejita thaI gayo. te to ratha pAse pahoMcI gayo ane bolavA lAgyo Ato mAro putra che. joke sainikoe tene dUra karyo. (pachI kathA lAMbI che ApaNe metArya munine jANavAnA che.) A banAvathI prasaMgamAM saMkaTa ubhu thayuM. A sAMbhaLI virUpAne mUcha AvI gaI. AghAtathI te gujarI gaI. zeThANI paNa mUchavaza thayA. Akhare te paNa gujarI gayA. e samaye lagna mulatavI rahyA abhayamaMtrInI vicakSaNatAthI thoDA divasamAM prasaMga thaI gayo. mULavAta e hatI metArya kono putra? chevaTe metArye virUpA pAsethI sAMbhaLelI hakIkata abhayamaMtrI pAse pragaTa karI ke pote mAtaMga-virUpAno putra che. mitratAnA kAraNe virUpA e devazrInI sAthe koIpaNa apekSA vagara saMtAnonI adalA badalI karI hatI. kALanA pravAhanI balihArI che. metArye jAhera karyuM ke have te metAraja tarIke oLakhAze. zreNika rAjAnI eka kanyA sAthe ATha patnIo sahita paghanilaya devI mahela je zreNikarAjAe potAnI kanyAne bheTa Apelo temAM metAraja devI sukha bhogavI rahyA che. abhayamaMtrI ane metArajanI mitratA paNa gADha hatI jyAre prabhu mahAvIra padhAratA tyAre bodha pAmI baMne carcA karatA ke saMyama levA jevo che. paNa abhayamaMtrIne zreNikarAjA rajA ApatA na hatA. pitRprema, pharaja, abhayamaMtrIne rokatI hatI. paraMtu rAjagRhamAM punaH prabhu padhAryA ane abhayamaMtrIne moko maLI gayo. teo devacaMdramuni thayA. pachI metArajane yAda ApavA saMdezo mokalyo paNa ATha suMdarIo sAtheno sukhabharyo sahavAsa chUTayo nahi. mehala to daivI racanA jevo hato te sukhAkArI kema chUTe ! vaLI thoDo samaya gayA pachI devacaMdramuni punaH padhAryA. daravAne metArajane khabara ApyA. tyAre teo jaLakuMDamAM ATha strIothI viMTaLAyelA hatA. paNa mitra jAte ja AvyA hatA. vastra viMTALI patnIone kahyuM hamaNAM AvuM chuM. ane mahelanI nIce AvyA. devacaMdrane joyA pachI kaMI pAchA vaLe ! te to cAlyA mitranI sAthe upavanamAM dIkSita thaI gayA. maitrInuM jharaNuM vahyuM. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 1 33

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patnIoe jANyuM badhI ja mUcchita thaI gaI. tyAM zreNika rAjAe AvIne AzvAsana ApyuM. punaH saMsArano krama cAlyo. joke AThe patnIoe paNa deza vrata dhAraNa karyuM. metAraja to sAdhanAnI saravANI para tapa tapavA lAgyA. mAsakSamaNanA pAraNe sonIne tyAMthI gocarI meLavI, paNa javalA gUma thavAthI sonIne muni para vahema Avyo. javalA pakSI caNI gayuM hatuM paNa muni to dayAsAgara hatA bolyA nahi. sonI khUba AvezamAM AvI gayo. metArajane mAthe cAmaDAnI vAghera bhInI karIne bAMdhI. bapora thatAM te sUkAvA mAMDI, muninI khoparI tUTI, muni to samatAnI zreNie ArUDha hatA. guNa zreNie ArUDha thaI kevaLajJAna pAmI mukti pAmyA. virUpAnI ane devazrInI maitrI anokhI hatI. baMne sAthe mRtyu pAmyA. samAdhi sAthe racAI. abhayakumAra ane metArAjanI maitrI anokhI rahI, saMyamamArge sAthe prayANa karyuM. 75. guru AjJA pArataMtrya nathI saMtonA pavitra jIvana dvArA cetanA paranA vikArI bhAvo nAza thAya che, tyAre saMtonI zaktimAM sahajatA pragaTa thAya che. tene sthaLa kALanuM baMdhana hotuM nathI. eka vakhata eka ziSyanuM zikSaNa yogakSemavALuM hatuM. te eka gAmamAM maMdiranA prAMgaNamAM sthira thayA. nispRha bhAvathI kathA kare. ekavAra bhikSA le ane ekAMta gALe. roje ekavAra bhikSA levA jAya. ekavAra koI bahenane tyAMthI kaDhI maLI. svAdiSTa hatI. jIbhane gamI gaI pachI rojano krama thayo. kaDhI lAvavI svAda mANavo. hA, paNa tenI pAchaLa guruAjJAnI maryAdA hatI. eka ja gherathI vAraMvAra bhikSA na levI. eka divasa bhikSA laI AvyA. svAdathI kaDhIno ghUMTaDo bharyo ane eka aMtara avAja saMbhaLAyo ke saMsAra tarI janAro vATakI 134 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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kaDhImAM DUbI jaze ? are avAja kono ? Ato guru cetanAno prabhAva ! nadInA pravAha para cAlavA jevI labdhio prApta karanAra vATakI kaDhImAM DUbI jaze ? avAja guMjayA kare. ziSya sabhAna thaI gayo. kaDhInuM vamana karyuM ane badhu sameTI gupacupa gurujI pAse javA nIkaLI gayo. gAmamAM koIne jANa na karI ke jethI koI rukAvaTa thAya. gurujI pAse pahoMcyo, caraNomAM DhaLI paDayo. guru AjJAne AdhIna sAdhakane gurucetanA Ama bacAvI le che. mahA manISI haribhadrAcAryane, bauddha bhikSune haNavAnI ghora hiMsAmAMthI gurue bacAvI lIdhA hatA. guruAjJA e parataMtratA nathI. jIvanane svAdhIna banAvavAnuM gupta rahasya che. te ucita samaye pragaTe che. bhAva bharyo eka sAdhaka gurujI pAse Avyo sAthe gurujIne upayogI thAya tevI sAmagrI be hAthamAM ucakI Avyo. gurudeve dUrathI joyo ane bUma mArI choDI de, ziSya eka hAthanI sAmagrI choDI dIdhI. gurudeva punaH bolyA choDI de, ziSya bIjA hAthanI sAmagrI choDI dIdhI. gurudeva trIjIvAra bolyA choDI de, ziSye be hAthamAM rahelI cIja choDI dIdhI hatI. have tenI pAse kaMI rahyu na hatu to zuM choDu ? ziSya guru pAse AvI Ubho, have zuM choDayuM ? gurudeva kahe manamAM cAlatI bhAMjagaDa choDa. huM suMdara vastuo lAvyo hato. gurudeve thoDI vastuo lIdhI hota to mane lAbha maLene ? AvI apekSAo choDavAnI hatI. gurudeva pAse laI javAnA che tana, mana, dhana, zuddhi sahita. teone AvI paudgalika vastumAM rasa nathI. sAdhaka jo tana mana dhana arpaNa kare to tenA saMskAramAM rahelA mAnAdi zatruo vidAya thAya. gurujanonI A AMtarika bhAvanAo vinayavAna ziSya samajI zake ane bodha jhIlI zake. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 135

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"aho aho zrI sadguru karuNA siMdhu apAra, A pAmara para prabhu karyo aho, aho ! upakAra. zuM prabhu caraNa kane dharuM AtmAthI sau hIna te to gurue ApIyuM vatuM caraNAdhIna." -zrImad rAjacaMdra 06. savabhamAM samadaSTi sarvAtmamAM samadaSTi. lokadRSTi to kahe che, pAMca AMgaLIyo sarakhI nathI tyAM A saMtavANIne kayAM dhAraNa karIe? vaLI A jagata vyavahAra evo che ke jIvane ekaniSTha rahevuM kaThaNa che. bhAI, rotA kayAM sudhI jIvazo? Atmazakti asIma che. tenA bharose jIve te ja samadaSTi rahI zake. vinobAjI A kALanA ja mAnavI hatA. sAmAnya saMpanna kuTuMbamAM janmelA. mAtA prabhuparAyaNa hatA. bALakane haMmezA tevA ja saMskAra ApatA. samayocita vinyo-vinobAjI tarIke pragaTa thayA. mahAtmA gAMdhI bApunI svarAjanI caLavaLamAM joDAyA. eka nAno Azrama sthApyo. ane yuvAna yuvatIone sAtvika, tAtvika zikSaNa ApatA. bhUmidAnanuM kArya hAtha dharyuM. jamInadAro nArAja thatA. vinobAjI gAme gAma ghUmatA. jamIna vihoNAne jamIna apAvatA. koI jamInadAre temanI hatyAnuM kAvatru goThavyuM. potAnI jamIno ApavI paDatI tethI nArAja hatA. ekavAra koI gAmanA khetaromAM paDAva hato. taMbumAM rahevAnuM hatuM. eka jamInadAre A lAga joI eka hatyAro mokalyo. te moTA charA sAthe taMbumAM dAkhala thayo. ajavALI rAta hatI. hAthamAM camakato charo hato. vinobAjIe joyuM ke koI hAthamAM charo laIne Avyo che, e ja svasthatAthI bolyA sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 1 36

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"oha, prabhu tame A veze padhAya !" hatyArAmAM paNa jene prabhunA darzana thAya temanI jIvana zraddhA keTalI nirmaLa haze! hatyArAnA hAthamAMthI charo paDI gayo te vinobAjIne namI paDayo. bhakato, saMto bole che "AtmA so paramAtmA" jIvamAtra ziva che, paNa jene potAmAM zivanA darzana thAya tene saumAM zivanA darzana thAya. hajI potAnA AtmAne mAyAnA baMdhanamAM rAkhyo che. tyAM AtmA paramAtmarUpe kevI rIte samajAya? saumAM paramAtmA kayAMthI jaNAya? AtmAnI pavitratA pAmavA pote svayaM pavitra thavuM. e pavitratA eTale ahiMsAdi vrato, sarvajIvamAM samadaSTi. 07. sImA rahita mAtRtva jherI padArtha paulika che tenI asara cakSugocara ke daihika ceSTAthI jaNAya che. amRta atindriya padArtha che jJAnathI anubhavAya che. amuka prakAranA rogamAM, cepamAM jherI tattva zarIramAM vyApeluM hoya che. spardhAdithI anyane asara kare che. sat puruSomAM, saMta, yogImAM jIvananI pavitratAmAMthI amRta (arUpI pravAha) pragaTe che. pAtra jIvo te jhIlI zake che. A saMtapuruSo mahAsaMyamI, IMdriya vijetA, rAgAdi dUSaNothI virakta hovAthI temanAmAM alaukika labdhio pragaTe che. pAtra jIvone teno lAbha maLatA temanA jIvanamAM paNa sat pragaTe che. " zrI buddha, zrI mahAvIra jevA bhagavAna dvArA e amRta eTaluM vyApaka banyuM. pUrvAcAryoe e jhIlyuM ane pAtra jIvoe te pIdhuM ane jIvana dhanya banAvyuM. IMglaMDanI rANI vikaTorIyAne elIsanAmanI putrI hatI. teno dasa varSano dIkaro bhayaMkara dardamAM sapaDAyo. tenA hRdayamAM rasI thaI sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 137

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che. te bhayaMkara cepI hatI. koI IlAja kAryakArI na thayo. rasI vadhatI gaI. tenI najIka javAmAM jokhama hatuM. DokaTaro, nasa badhA dUra rahetA. auSadha vigere jhaTapaTa ApIne sau dUra khasI jatA. samaya thatAM elisa AvI. dUrathI tene joIne bALaka bolI UThyo. mA, mA mArI pAse Ava. A badhA mArI pAse nathI AvatA. tuM paNa nahi Ave ? elisa cepanI gaMbhIratAthI vAkepha hatI. bALaka punaH bolI UThayo. mA, zuM tuM paNa nahi Ave? ane elisanuM mAtRtva pokArI UThayuM. teNe doDIne bALakane UMcakI lIdho. narsoe dUra rahIne bUmAbUma karI mUkI. elisa tame A zuM karyuM? tamane khabara che A bhayaMkara cepI roga che? elise kahyuM huM mA chuM. elisa bALakane khoLAmAM laIne khUba vahAla karyuM. bALaka khUba prasanna thayo. elisanuM mAtRtva saMtoSAyuM. paNa pariNAma AvavAnuM hatuM te AvyuM. bALaka mAnA premanI rAha joto hato? thoDI ja miniTomAM mRtyu pAmyo. elisanA zarIramAM cepa vyApI gayo. te paNa mRtyu pAmI. A dRSTAMtathI e samajavuM che ke jhera vyApaka bane che tema amRta paNa vyApe che. paudgalika prakAre jaNAtA jherane ApaNe svIkArIe chIe. amRta atindriya che. AtmAnuM mULa svarUpa che. jeo daihikabhAvathI mukta thayA. sAsarika bhogothI mukta thayA. verajherane tilAMjali ApI. koI dUSaNa jayAre na rahyuM tyAre te saMtomAM amRta pragaTe che. te amRta temanA dvArA vizvavyApI bane che. je tenA cAhako che. zraddhAvALA che teo te amRta pAmIne svayaM mukti pAmyA che. AvA amRtane pAmavA zraddhA joIe. zaMkAzIlane Ano lAbha maLato nathI. je te amRta pAmyA te samAI gayA. paraMtu temanA spaMdano vizvavyApI banIne vistAra pAmyA. tene zraddhAvAno jhIlI zake che ane te amRta pAna karI amara bane che. ApaNe e amRta jhIlavAno prayatna karIe. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 1 38

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" rAma sabhAmAM ame ramavAne gyAtA, pasalI bharIne rasa pIdho re.'' (amRta) 08. nisvArtha dIrghadRSTi kayAMka vAMceluM atre uSkRta karyuM che, te vyaktinuM kSetra kaI sAttvika ke tAttvika na hatuM. philma jagata emanuM kSetra. te eleka ginesa sinemA jagatamAM vikhyAta hatA. tenI pAchaLa yuvA peDhI to gAMDI hatI. tenA pAtravALI e sinemA rajU karanAra to aDhaLaka dhana kamAyo. elekanI A khyAti sAMbhaLI dArUno moTo vepArI temanI pAse Avyo. ane potAnI darakhAsta mUkI ke tame mArI kaMpanInA dArUnI jAherAta mATe eka pojha Apo tamane karoDa rUpiyA ApuM. tamAre phakata eka dArUnI pyAlI hoThe aDADIne pachI ane lijjatavALo pojha ApavAno che. tamAre phakata pAMca miniTa ApavAnI che. ane temAM parizrama nathI. chatAM karoDo rUpiyA maLavAnA che. eNlaeNka ginese namratApUrvaka paNa makkamapaNe kahyuM ke huM sinemA jagatamAM kAma karuM chuM paNa dArU pIto nathI. nazo nAzane notare che. evo nazAyukta cahero batAvI lAkho yuvaka yuvatIonA jIvana barabAda karavAnuM badanAma kAma mane khapatuM nathI. dhana to mUkIne javAno chuM. paNa lAkho yuvaka yuvatIonA jIvananI barabAdInuM kalaMka mAre mAthe coMTADavuM nathI. tame pharI mArI pAse AvavAno prayatna karatA nahIM. Ama to sinemA jagatano mAnava, dhana saMpattino lAlacu hoya chatAM A mAnava to bhAvi peDhIno hita ciMtaka. Aje sinemA jagatamAM keTalAye abhinetA AvuM ghora pApa dhananA lobhe karatA hoya che. temanA mATe vicAravA jevuM A kathana che. paraMtu dhananA lobhe parahita ciMtaka to jANe koI jUnA yuganI nagaNya praNAlI che tema mAnI teo ghora duSkRtya karI rahyA che. kudarata sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 139

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samaya Ave nyAya toLaze tyAre zuM thaze? dhananA madamAM Avo vicAra kadAca Izvara temane pahoMcADI zakaze? he jIvamAna che tane A mAnavadeha kAkatAlIya nyAye maLyo hoya, kAgaDo DALa para bese ane DALa tUTe, kAgaDAne thAya ke mArAthI tUTI. tArI AkRti pazunI jema ADI nathI, ubhI che chatAM zA mATe Adata vaza ADI cAle cAle che? InDiyAdhIna? krodhAdi kaSAyane AdhIna? kuTevone AdhIna? tuM satsaMgamAM janAro tane vadhu kahevAnuM na hoya. satsaMga tane AtmAnA vaibhava tarapha laI jaze. saMtonI evI zakti che ke tene eka paLamAM AtmalokamAM laI jAya. tArI taiyArI che ne? saMtoe kahelA satumAM zraddhA mUka. tArA badhA ja doSo dUra thatA jhaLahaLA karatuM Atmateja tane prApta thaze. bhale vIjaLInA camakArA jeTalo samaya hoya paNa tane satyano prakAza maLaze. sanuM citta ciMtana re karavuM sat vAyaka nizcaya uccaravuM. samudranuM e biMdu tArI jidvAne sparze, khArAzano anubhava thAya, tyAre tane vizvanA tamAma samudranA jaLano svabhAva anubhavamAM Avaze. tema eka paLa, ghaDI ke AdhI ghaDI saMtanA samAgamathI, dehabhAvanuM tAdAbhya chUTI jaze ane AtmAnuM sat eka kSaNa mATe tuM anubhaze. AtmAnubhUtinI e camatkRti che. badhI paLojaNa mUkIne e mANI le. bera bera nahi Ave avasara bera bera nahi Ave. 09. svarga-naraka kayAM che ? vasaMtapuranA rAjA dharma priya hatA. temane eka putra hato. rAjA karatA rAjaputrono ruAba vadhu hoya che. rAjAne prajAnA hitanuM lakSa hoya. yuvAna rAjakumArane huM rAjakumAra chuM tevo aham hoya che. rAjA rAjakuMvarane yogya zikSaNa mATe gurukuLamAM mUkavA gayA, sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 14)

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guru kahe tamArA rAjaputrane huM rAkhI zakIza nahi, mArI zikSaNa paddhati kaDaka che. huM be lAkaDI rAkhuM chuM. prAraMbhamAM bhUla thAya to lAkaDAnI lAkaDIthI zikSA karuM chuM. paNa vidyArthI zikSaNamAM nipuNa thAya pachI loDhAnI lAkaDIthI sajA karuM chuM. arthAt mAruM zikSaNa jAgRtinuM che. paLepaLa kiMmatI che. bhUla ke pramAda jevA dUSaNo calAvato nathI. tame rAjA cho. rAjakumArane zikSA karuM ane mArA para nArAja thaI kaMI pagalAM lo, te amArI paddhatine mAnya nathI. rAjA kahe gurudeva huM A zikSaNa paddhatithI saMtuSTa chuM. mArA rAjakumArane evI vinimaya paddhatithI taiyAra karo, temAM saMmata chuM. zikSaNamAM taiyAra thayA pachI pramAda ke aham na poSAya tethI gurudeva A paddhati akhatyAra karatAM. ziSyo paNa evA taiyAra thatA ke lokhaMDanI talavArano mAra khAvAno vAro na Avato, rAjakumAra e rIte taiyAra thaI gayo, tenuM zikSaNa joI rAjA prasanna thayA. gurudeva! kaMI sevA-lAbha Apo, gurudeva nispRha hatA. temane kiMI jarUriyAta na hatI. vaLI rahasyavAdI hatA. rAjAnI sahAya levAmAM kayAre paNa temanI paddhatinA sahabhAgI banavuM paDe. tethI rAjayanI sahAya letA nahi. AvA gurujanonI parIkSA levAvALA paNa hoya che. ekavAra rAjAno eka sainika Avyo. teNe kahyuM huM rAjAno sainika chuM. teNe pUchyuM svarga zuM ne naraka zuM? te mAre samajavuM che. kAraNa ke mane kayAMya svarga ke naraka dekhAtuM nathI. guru kahe, tuM sainika lAgato nathI kuMbhAra chuM tAruM kAma gadheDA sAcavavAnuM che. tane zuM samajaNa paDaze? talavAra calAvatA AvaDe che ? A sAMbhaLI sainika myAnamAMthI talavAra kADhI ubho thayo. tame zuM bolo che? kaMI samajo cho? gurudeva tarata ja bolyA, bhAI, A gussoe naraka. sainika A sAMbhaLI zAMta paDayo. eNe gurudevanI mAphI mAMgI, sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 141

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hAtha joDIne zAMtithI besI gayo. gurudeva kahe bhAI A svarga. zAMti maLIne? gusso, Avega, azAMti e badhA narakanA dvAra che. samatA, kSamA, zAMti ane prema e svarganA dvAra che. baMgalo suMdara hato. paNa koI kAraNasara te bhUtiyo manAvA lAgyo, suMdara hovA chatAM koI rahevA na jatuM, tema A deha bhUtiyA baMgalo che, temAM yogI mohathI kevI rIte rahe? koI vyakti bImAra paDe to ghare na rahe hospiTalamAM rahe tema jene bhavaroga dekhAya te saMsAramAM kevI rIte rahe? saMsArano tyAga karI sAdhanA kSetre rahe. "prabhu A vinaMti have to svIkAro, nathI gamatuM bhavamAM have to ugAro !" 80. rAma kayA vase che ? saMta kabIra nAti pAti bheda vagara satsaMga karatAM. bALapaNamAM saMyogavazAt mAe janma ApIne nadI kinAre vastra rahita tyajI dIdhA hatA. yogAnuyoga tyAMthI eka muslIma daMpatI pasAra thatA hatA. temane kAne bALakanA raDavAno avAja Avyo. joyuM to taratanuM janmeluM bALaka. raDatuM mUkIne kevI rIte javAya? temaNe A bALakane apanAvI lIdhuM. pote niHsaMtAna hatAM, rAjI thayA. cha mahinA pachI nAma vidhi mATe mullAjI pAse laI gayA. mullAjI kahe A tamAruM bALaka nathI ane konuM che te khabara nathI tethI jAta jANyA vagara nAmakaraNa vidhi nahi thAya. A daMpatie pote tenuM nAma kabIra rAkhyuM. kabIra bALapaNathI saMta premI hato. paraMtu tenI nAta jAtanI bhALa na hovAthI tenA guru thavA koI taiyAra na hatuM. paraMtu AMtarika bhAvanAne baLe tene eka gurue zikSaNa ApyuM. 14 2 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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paNa kabIra svayaM pUrvanA saMskAra laIne AvelA, ane saMtattva emanA lohImAM hatuM. bALapaNamAM pAlaka pitA vaNakarane tyAM vaNakarI zIkhelA, tethI temaNe vaNakarI zarU karI. paNa manamAM satata rAmanuM raTaNa rahyA kare, sarvatra prabhu che. sarvamAM prabhu che. temane evA darzana thatA ane e rIte jarUra paDe anyane samajAvatA, prabhubhajanamAM tallIna rahe. vaNakarIthI jIvana nabhe, temane vadhu AvazyakatA ja na hatI. teo pAse satsaMgIo AvatA paNa ghaNA temane muslima mAnI virodha karatA. ekavAra keTalAka virodhI AvIne temane apazabdo saMbhaLAvI gayA. kabIra to vaNATakAma karatA hatA. kaMI javAba ke pratikAra na thavAthI teo pAchA vaLyA. kabIra mAnatA rAma badhAmAM che. zA mATe pratikAra karavo. ApaNuM mana zuddha hoya, prabhumaya hoya to tenI asara kevI paDe ? pelA virodhIo tyAMthI nIkaLyA. paNa kabIranA bhAvanI asara paDyA vagara na rahI. teo mAphI mAMgavA pAchA AvyA kabIranA jIvananI zuddhatAthI temanI orA pavitra hatI. tenI asara thaI hatI. teoe mAphI mAMgI. kabIra kahe tamArA zabdo rAmarAma thaIne mArA kAnamAM gayA che. eTale tame kaho cho tenI mane khabara nathI enA nAma sivAya mArI pAse kaMI nathI. moTA pUjApA laI janAranA hRdayamAM, kAnamAM rAma AvI rIte vase to rAma thavuM muzkela nathI. ekavAra kabIra bajAramAMthI nIkaLyA. tyAM ghaMTI cAlatI hatI. "calatI cAkI dekha ke dIyA kabIrA roya dopATana ke bIca meM bAkI bacA na koya?" be paDanI cAkImAM paDatA badhA ja dANA pIlAI jAya che. Ama jIvo rAga dveSamAM pIlAtA ja rahe che. pachI temanI najara khIlaDAmAM gaI tyAM thoDA dANA bacyA hatA. arthAtu je rAga, dveSa, moha, mAyA, jagatanA prapaMcathI dUra rahyA che te bacyA che. bAkI hA, hA, A jagata sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 143

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rAgadveSanA paDamAM pIsAI rahyuM che. "khalaka saba rainakA svapnA samaja, mana koI nahi apanA kaThaNa hai lobhakI dhArA, bahata saba mana saMsAra, kuTuMba parivAra sutadArA, usI dina ho gAya nyArA, nikala jaba prANa jAyegA, koI nahiM kAma AvegA ! sadA mata jANo yaha dehA, lagAvo rAmase nehA, kaTegI jamakI taba phAMsI kahe kabIra avinAzI.' .. 81. pazuomAM premanuM anokhuM darzana he mAnava ! premanI bhAvanA pakSIothI UMcI rAkhaje nIce na Avato. eka jaMgalamAM eka moTuM vRkSa hatuM. te eTaluM purANuM hatuM ke pAMca cha peDhInA pakSIo tenA Azare rAtri sukhethI gALatA. vRddha pakSIo visAmo letA. vRkSanA pAMdaDe pAMdaDe pakSIonA visAmAnI AbhA racAI hatI. vRkSanA pAna ane pakSIonI jAta ekameka thaI gayA hatA. bhale vAcA na hatI paNa sAMketika bhAvanAnuM baLa vahetuM hatuM. ekavAra jaMgalamAM dava lAgyo. vRkSe sAMketika bhAva vyakta karyo he pakSIo ! tame UDI jAva. A dava tamane bharakhI jaze. pakSIoe paNa sAMketika saMjJAmAM javAba Apyo ke amArI pAMca peDhInA tame rakSaka cho, tamane choDIne ame nahi jaIe. vRkSe kahyuM mArAthI to khasAya tema nathI. nahIM to tamane laIne sthaLAMtara karI dauM. paNa tame sau UDI jAva. pakSIo kahe, ame tamArI sAthe bhasmIbhUta thaIzuM paNa tamane nahi choDIe. A lakhanAra bhAvuka koI lekhake bhAvanAnI khUba uttamatA kudarata sAthe vyakta karI che. dAvAnaLane A sAMketika bhAvanA pahoMcI hoya tema dAvAnaLa svayaM aTakI gayo, A vRkSa sudhI Avyo ja nahi. 144 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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vRkSa ekendriya jAtinuM, pakSIo paMcendriya paNa tiryaMca yonivALA, temanI bhAvanAthI dAvAnaLa aTakAvI zakayA. to mAnava maitrIbhAvanA, prema, vAtsalya, subuddhi jevA tattvothI vizvamAM keTalI suvAsa ane sat bhAvanAo vaDe sukha pahoMcADI zake ? bomba jevA vinAzaka tattvonuM sarjana kema kare? ke teno upayoga karI saMhAra kema kare? vicAraNIya che. tenuM eka lekhake eka rUpaka sAruM ApyuM che. eka jaMgalamAM siMhane kiMI takalIpha thaI. te nirAza thaI bhUkhyo tarasyo beTho hato. tyAMthI eka musAphara jato hato. tene dayA AvI, siMha pAse Avyo, siMhanA pagamAM moTI zULa peThI hatI. te teNe kADhI, siMha svastha thayo. paNa traNa divasano bhUkhyo hato, sAme mANasa hAjara hato, teNe prakRtivaza mAnava para tarApa mAravA prayAsa karyo. mAnave tene kahyuM bhAI siMha, upakArano badalo Avo hoya ! siMhe kahyuM huM traNa divasano bhUkhyo chuM pravAsI e kahyuM ubho rahe, A gAya Ave che tenI pAse nyAya karAvIe. teNe gAyane pUchayuM ke meM A siMhane rAhata ApI che. have te mane khAvA taiyAra thayo che. tuM nyAya kara. gAye kahyuM jo bhAI nyAyanI vAta karuM te pahelA sAMbhaLa, A huM gAya, kheDUtane dUdha ApatI, have gharaDI thaI eTale mane katalakhAne mokalavA taiyAra thayo che, te mAnavane zuM nyAya Apavo? gAya vidAya thaI. tyAM eka jhADa hatuM. jhADane nyAya pUchayo. jhADa kahe jo bhAI, A mANaso jarUra pUratA lAkaDA laI jAya te to samajayA, pachI vadhu kApIne dhana kamAvAno dhaMdho kare che. tene saMtoSa nathI tevA mANasane zuM nyAya Apavo ? Ama jaMgalamAM pUchatA ja rahyA, darekano abhiprAya eka ja Avato, vaijJAnika zodhoe AvI sRSTi para zuM gujAryuM che. jeno javAba kudarata Ape che. kyAMka ativarSA, dharatIkaMpa sAgaranI maryAdA paNa chUTI jAya che, Ama mAnavanA behada svArtha sAme kudarata paNa kope che. mATe he mAnava ! saunA sukhamAM rAjI thA jevuM tane sukha vahAluM che. tevuM jIva mAtrane vahAluM che. tema karavAthI puNyayoge tane badhe maLI sukha raheze. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 145

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- 82. yogInI nirbhayatA sikaMdara mahA parAkramI hato. tenI pAse rAjya to moTuM hatuM paNa rAjya vistAranI lAlasA enAthI moTI hatI. eTale te yuddha nIkaLyo. ghaNI bahAdurIthI traNa pRthvI jItyo. aDhaLaka dhana, jhaverAta meLavyuM, te laIne potAne deza javA nIkaLyo. potAnI jItanA parAkramane vAgoLato ahaMkAramAM te jaMgalamAMthI pasAra thato hato.. mArgamAM turkastAnanA rAjA tenA satkAra mATe bheTa sogAda laIne sAme Avyo. te sikaMdarane potAnA rAjyamAM laI gayo. bhojana samaye aneka rasavatI sAmagrIo pIrasavAmAM AvI, paNa sikaMdaranI sonAnI thALImAM jhaverAta pIrasavAmAM AvyuM. bAjumAM ja turkastAnanA rAjAnI beThaka hatI. sikaMdare tenI sAme joyuM. A zuM? AhAranI thALImAM jhaverAta? teNe rAjA sAme joyuM. turkastAnanA rAjAe nIDaratAthI chatAM vinayapUrvaka kahyuM ke Apa traNa pRthvI jItIne zuM laIne jaI rahyA cho? keTalo moTo saMhAra karI chevaTe sAthe to jhaverAta ja laIne jAva cho ne? tethI ApanI thALImAM AhAranI jagAe jhaverAta mUkyuM che. mApha karajo, je pRthvIne jItyA teto ahIM ja raheze. jhaverAta paNa sAthe nahi Ave to meLavyuM zuM? je nA Ave saMgAthe tenI mamatA zA mATe?" sikaMdara ghaNo vicakSaNa hato. te vAtano marma pAmI gayo ane zAMta rahyo, pachI jamavAnI yogya vidhi thaI. samayocita vidAya thayo. vikarALa daLa ane aDhaLaka saMpatti sAthe garva sahita jaMgalamAMthI pasAra thaI rahyo hato. tyAM jaMgalamAM eka vRkSa nIce teNe eka dhyAnamagna yogIne joyA. yogInI dhyAna mudrA joI sikaMdara prabhAvita thayo. tene manamAM thayuM ke dhanAdi jhaverAta to ghaNuM meLavyuM. tema A yogIne paNa sAthe laI jauM. te ghoDA parathI utaryo ane bolyo te yogI! AMkha kholo ane mArI sAthe mArA deza cAlo. meM dhana jhaverAta to ghaNuM meLavyuM che. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 146

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tamArA jevA yogIne paNa sAthe laI jAuM? yogI mahAtmAe AMkha kholI, e dRSTimAM jJAnanI tejasvitA hatI. temaNe premathI javAba Apyo. A amArI pavitra bhUmi che. tArI bhautikatAyukta bhUmimAM AvavAnuM zuM prayojana che? sikaMdara kahe, he yogI ! jo tame mArA Adezano svIkAra nahi karo to A talavAra vaDe mAthuM, dhaDathI juduM thaI jaze. A sAMbhaLIne yogI to khUba hasyA ane bolyA. he rAjA ! ame saMsAra choDayo tyAre zarIra parathI dhaDane (vAsanAne) utArIne ja nIkaLyA chIe. tAre A dhaDa utAravuM hoya to utAra amane kaMI harSa zoka nathI. deha para dhaDa rahe ke nA rahe. ame prApta karavA jevuM amRta prApta karI lIdhuM che. yogInI A nirbhayatA joI sikaMdara namI paDyo. teNe vicAryuM ke A yogI beThaka jeTalI jagAnI to ThIka paNa zarIranI paNa mAlikI dharAvatA nathI. zarIra parathI dhaDa juduM thAya eTale mRtyu. teno paNa jene Dara nathI e yogI mArA karatAM ghaNA parAkramI che. talavAra myAna karI namana karIne vidAya thayo. bhAratanA yogIo pAse AtmabaLa hatuM. ane zarIrAdi padArtho para temanA baLanuM aizcarya hotuM nathI. deha paDe, rahe ke jAya teonuM jIvana AtmabaLa dharAvatuM hoya che. jene koI chedI bhedI zakatuM nathI. sarva avasthAmAM e satu rUpe ja hoya che. "aba hama amara bhaye na mareMge." 83. mAnava jIvanano vaibhava . tamArA saMsAranA vaibhava karatAM AnI jAta bhAta judI che. prazamarati graMthakAra jaNAve che ke ghaNA puNyabaLathI manuSya janma, karmabhUmi, Aryadeza nIrogitA-AyuSya baLa, saMpati, sat devaguru, sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 147

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zAstra zravaNa ane zraddhA prApta thavA chatAM samyagdarzana prApta thavuM durlabha che. 1. manuSya janma : coryAzI lAkhayonimAM mane manuSyajanma maLyo, naraka tiryaMca gati ati dukhadAyI ane parAdhIna che, devagatimAM sukha paNa aMte tyajavAnA che. mAnavajanma AtmakalyANa arthe puruSArtha karavAnI pUrepUrI taka che. buddhizakti jJAnarUpe pariName tyAre mAnavajIvana kalyANa mArge vaLe che. samyag darzanane yogya bane che. 2. karmabhUmi : eTale jayAMthI karmakSaya karavAno yoga maLe tevI dharma sAdhana prAptanI bhUmi. akarmabhUmi-yugalikabhUmi ke jyAM vItarAga deva guru dharmano yoga na maLe to samyagdarzananI prApti to kayAMthI thAya ? 3. Aryadeza : jyAM devaguru dharmano yoga maLe. kalyANa mitro maLe, bhakSyAbhakSyano viveka maLe. keTalAka anArya deza evA che jayAM prANI janya AhAra sivAya kaMI maLe nahi. koI puNyanI paLe manuSyAyuno baMdha thayo, mAnavajanma maLyo paNa jo pazu jevo jIvanayoga thayo to janma gumAvyo. 4. AryakuLa : AryakuLamAM janmelA bALakane bALapaNathI susaMskAra vinaya, bhakSyAbhakSyanI samaja maLe. mAtA-pitA gurujano dharma jIvananuM siMcana kare. nIrogitA H : zubha yoge badhI sAmagrI maLI paNa azAtAvedanIya karmathI gherAI gayo. dehanI ALapaMpALa chUTe nahi tyAM Atma kalyANa kayAM kare ? zarIrae eka sAdhana che. je sAdhanAmAM TakAve che. mATe nIrogItAnI jarUra che. 6. AyuSya : A badhuM chatAM AyuSya alpa hoya to sAdhanAno samaya kayAM maLe ? 5. 148 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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7. zraddhAH A badhuM puNyayoge maLyuM paNa jo vItarAga deva, guru, zAstra zravaNano yoga na maLyo to janma na phaLyo. he jIva, mAna ke koI mahA puNyodaye A badhuM maLyuM. A vAMcIne AMgaLIne veDhe kAraNone goThavIne vicAraje. puNyayoge tArI gaNatarI saphaLatA sUcavatI hoya to paNa e vIjanA jhabakArAnI jema pAchI vilIna na thAya te mATe pUrNatA pAmatA sudhI pramAda na kara. pU. gautamasvAmI jAgRta, medhAvI, chatAM prabhu temanA hita mATe vAraMvAra kahetA "samaya goyamamA pamAye." koI mANasa vAhana calAvIne jaI rahyo che. gaMtavya sthAna pAMca sAta ki.mi. bAkI che ane eka sakhata jhokuM AvI gayuM. gADI khADAmAM paDI. cAlakanA so varasa kSaNamAtramAM pUrA thayA. tema jayAM sudhI jIva pUrNatA na pAme tyAM sudhI teNe caitanyanI zaktine prakAzita rAkhavAnI che. saMyama sudhInA sopAna sara karavAnA che. tane deva guruno sAtha che zAne mUMjhAya che? pU. yazovijyasUrI kahe che "prabhu! tame A tamAro veza ApI mane tArI dIdho. kayAM huM eka abUdha bALaka ! mane UMcakyo, bhakti ApI, mokSamArganI sIDI ApI tamAro upakAra zuM mAnuM !" basa tArI bhakti karI karIne mArA manaDAne vALuM. che84. AtmAnA cha sthAnaka pU. u. yazovijyajIe samaktinI saDasaTha bolanI sajajhAyamAM A cha padanuM nirUpaNa karyuM che, je samyakatvanA ziramora jevuM che. tattvonI zraddhA jema samyagudarzananuM kAraNa che. tema A cha padano bodha samyakatvane TakAvanAro che. sAdhanarUpa che. cha pada (1) AtmA che. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 149

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(2) AtmA nitya che. (3) AtmA kartA che. (4) AtmA bhoktA che. (5) AtmA mokSa svarUpa che. (6) mokSanA upAya che. AtmA cheH jagatanA tamAma padArthonuM pariNamana darekanA pradezamAM thAya che. AtmA ane pudgalanu pariNamana paraspara nimittathI thAya che. AtmA caitanya guNathI prasiddha che. jagatamAM jema ghaTapaTAdi padArtho che tema AtmA eka padArtha che. te sva-para prakAzaka che. anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta cAritra ane anaMta zaktivALo pUrNa che. koI saMyogothI te utpanna thato nathI tethI teno nAza paNa nathI. pula sAthe saMyogaviyoga thAya che. AtmA nitya cheH AtmA nitya che. te koI saMyogothI utpanna thato nathI. tethI nAza paNa pAmato nathI. tenA guNo sahabhAvI hovAthI kayAreya nAza pAmatA nathI. avasthAo badalAya che. devamaTIne mAnava thAya to paNa AtmAnitya rahe che. jemake sAkarane dUdhamAM bheLavo to gaLapaNa nAza pAmatuM nathI. te teno mULa guNa che. tema bALAdi avasthAo badalAvA chatAM AtmA nAza pAmato nathI. AtmA trikALa vartI che. tethI teno nAza nathI. 3. AtmA kartA che padArtha mAtra kriyA saMpanna che. AtmAno upayoga svarUpane joya nathI banAvato tyAre zeya padArthomAM tapa thaI, rAgAdi bhAva kare che tyAre AtmA karmano kartA bane che. AtmA ane karmano saMyoga svAbhAvika nathI sAMyogika che. sAkara ane gaLapaNa jevo nathI paNa dUdhapANI jevo che. je karmathI chUTo paDe AtmAno anaMta guNo Adino saMbaMdha svabhAvika che. te AvaraNa hovAthI pragaTa thatA nathI. AtmA vibhAvadazA vaDe karmano kartA che. svarUpathI sukha ane AnaMdano kartA che. 4. AtmA bhoktA cheH ajJAnavaza AtmA ane pudgalano saMyoga thayo che. te karma che. te jIve ja rAgAdi bhAvothI karmo karyA che mATe karmano bhokatA che. AtmAmAM vedaka guNa hovAthI vibhAvathI karmano bhoktA che. svarUpathI svAnaMdano bhoktA che. mATe mokSanuM 150 satvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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prayojana che. 5. mokSa cheH karmanA saMyoge vyavahArathI AtmAne kartApaNuM che mATe bhoktApaNuM paNa che. tema karmanuM TaLavApaNuM che. karmanA aparicayathI upazama karavAthI kaSAyanI maMdatA thAya che. aMte kSaya thAya che. padArthonA mULa guNono nAza na thAya AvaraNa dUra thatA te guNo pragaTa thAya che jema telanA abhAve dIvo teja choDI de che. tema AtmAmAM karmorUpI telanA abhAve karmone kAraNe thayelI azuddhatA dUra thaI AtmAnI zuddha avasthA pragaTa thAya che. 6. mokSano upAya che : mokSa che to tene prApta karavAnA upAyo che. karmabaMdha thayA kare to AtmA kayAre paNa mukta na thAya. jema karmabaMdhanA kAraNo che tema mokSa kAraNo che. bhakti, zAstrazravaNa tapAdi bAhya sAdhano che. mithyAtvanuM pratipakSI samyagadarzana ajJAnanuM pratipakSI samyagrajJAna asa pravRttinuM pratipakSI samyagacAritrA A traNeno avinAbhAvI saMbaMdha che. te traNe abheda pariNAmazuddhasvarUpane prakAze che te nijasvarUpane pAme che. mATe mithyAtvAdino parihAra karI zuddhaupayoga sAdhya karavo te mokSano upAya che. A che sthAnakane zrImad rAjacaMdra vacanAmRtamAM cha padanA patra tarIke prarUpaNA karI che. 85. mULA zeThANI ! A caMdanAnI Azcaryajanaka guNa grahaNatA. mathALuM joI navAI na pAmazo. caMdanAe prasaMgamAM zuM sAruM joyuM hatuM te jANavuM che. rAjagRhI nagarImAM bhagavAna mahAvIre abhigraha lIdho che. bhagavAna sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 151

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bhikSA mATe nIkaLe che. maunadhArI che. abhigraha gupta che. 125 divasa pUrA thayA che. rAjA, prajA, zreSThio sau roje jAtabhAtanI vastuo taiyAra kare che, prabhu jarA najara kare che, pAchA phare che, sau ciMtita che. eka divasa teo caMdanabALAne bAraNe AvI ubhA pAraNe, abhigraha zuM hato ? bhIkSA ApanAra mULa rAjakumArI hoya, traNa divasanI upavAsI hoya, mAthe mUMDo hoya, pagamAM beDI hoya, umarA vacce ubhI hoya. vartamAnamAM dAsIpaNe hoya. AMkhamAM AMsu hoya hAthamAM sUpaDAmAM aDadanA bAkuLA hoya. prabhune joIne caMdanabALA pulakti thaI AMkhamAM harSanA AMsu AvyA. prabhune bAphelA aDadanA bAkuLAthI pAraNuM thayuM. ghare ghare mevA miThAI hatA paNa abhigraha pramANe yoga na hato. prabhune pAraNuM thatAM paMca divya pragaTa thayA. jemAM hIrA, ratana, AbhUSaNo, vigere aneka cIjo hoya. prabhunI vidAya pachI paMca divyanI sAmagrI levA rAja sainiko AvyA. hAjara rahelA koI deve aTakAvyA. A paMca divyanI mAlikI caMdanAnI che. AthI caMdanAne kahevAmAM AvyuM ke A sAmagrI svIkAro. caMdanAe kahyuM e sAmagrI mULA zeThANIne Apo. A prasaMganA mULamAM mULA zeThANI che. jo temaNe mane A TakomUMDo karAvI sAMkaLe bAMdhI na hota to huM navakAra maMtranuM raTaNa satata A rIte kyAMthI karata! ane maMtranA pratApe prabhu A AMgaNe padhAryA. prabhuno abhigraha pUro thavAmAM mULAzeThANI nimitta che. mATe A sarva sAmagrI temane suprata karo. prabhunA abhigraha pramANe temaNe jANe taiyArI karI na hoya? A sAMbhaLI mULA zeThANI lajavAI gayA. caMdanAne page paDayA. paNa caMdanAmAM AvuM dveSanI sAme prema ane maitrI baLa kayAMthI AvyuM? A prasaMgathI mULA paNa bodha pAmyA. mayaNA suMdarInI jema caMdanA pAse samaktinuM baLa hatuM. samatA sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 152

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nAmano guNa hato. aparAdhI pratye paNa prema-maitrI rAkhavA. AvA aneka guNothI bharapUra samakti mokSanuM dvAra che. jJAnIo kahe che. "he sujJo tame pariNabhramaNanA duHkhathI chUTavA mAMgatA hova to prathama mithyAtvane tyajI jJAnI gurujanonA bodha vaDe samakti pAmo. te mATe saMsArane gauNa karI satsaMganuM sevana karo. je AtmAnI zuddhatA pragaTa kare che. AtmA dravya zuddha, vartamAna avasthA guNamAM TakavAthI zuddha paNe varte che. daSTi dravya tarapha guNa AcaraNamAM jethI paryAya zuddhi Take." dravya guNa zuddha paryAyadhyAne zina dIye saparANo re. ka 86. jina pratimAnA darzanano prabhAva che. anArya pradezamAM Adrapura nagarano rAjA Andra ane AryAvartanA rAjagRhI nagarInA rAjA zreNikane maitrI hatI. ekavAra keTalAka vyApArIo Adradeza bhaNI jatA hatA. zreNika rAjAe rAjA Adrane kImatI bheTo mokalI. maitrI bharyA saMbaMdhane gADha karavA AdrarAjAe paNa rAjA zreNikane kImatI bheTo mokalI. tenI sAthe AdrakumAre paNa abhayakumAra mATe kImatI bheTa mokalI. abhayakumAra te bheTa joI prasanna thayA. temaNe vicAryuM ke anAryadezamAM vasatA AdrakumAre jina pratimAnA darzana karyA nahi hoya ! AthI temaNe suMdara peTImAM zrI rUSabhadevanI alaukika pratimA AdrakumArane mokalI ane jaNAvyuM ke A peTI pavitra jagAe ekAMtamAM kholavI. AkumAre te pramANe peTI kholI, bhagavAnanI tejasvI pratimAnA darzana thatAM kumArane jAti smaraNa jJAna thayuM. pUrve trIjA bhave magadhanA vasaMtapura gAme te sAmAyika nAme gRhastha hato tene baMdhumatI nAmanI patnI hatI. karmAdhIna te anArya dezamAM janmyo. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 1 53

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kumAre pUrvabhava jANIne magadhadeza javAnI rajA mAMgI. paNa pitAe rajA ApI nahi. tethI te moko joIne upaDatA vahANamAM magadha deza bAju javA upaDI gayA. ane jAte ja sAdhuno veza paherI vasaMtapura gAmanA eka yakSamaMdiramAM dhyAnastha ubhA rahyA. baMdhumatI vasaMtapuranA zreSThIne tyAM janmI hatI. tenuM nAma zrImatI hatuM. te e ja vakhate potAnI sakhIo sAthe yakSamaMdiramAM AMdhaLApATAnI ramata ramavA AvI. maMdiranA thAMbhalAne pakaDIne vara gaNavAnI e ramatamAM zrImatI munine thAMbhalo gaNI pakaDI lIdhA. pachI khabara paDI ke A to jIvaMta puruSa che. teNe sakhIone kahyuM ke te to have A puruSane manathI varI cUkI che. muni A banAvathI tyAMthI jhaDapathI anyatra cAlI gayA. bAra varSa bAda pAchA A nagaramAM AvyA. zrImatIe joyA ane kahyuM ke huM tamane te divase varI cUkI chuM. jo have tame mane tyajI dezo to agnisnAna karIza. AdrakumAranuM bhogAvaLI karma bAkI hatuM. teo pIgaLI gayA. ane zrImatI sAthe lagna karyA. sukhethI saMsAramAM rahevA lAgyA temane eka putra thayo paraMtu saMskAravaza bAra varSe pAchA saMyamanA bhAva thayA. ekavAra zrImatI puNI kAMtatI hatI. putre pUchayuM mA, tuM zA mATe pUNI kAMte che. teNe kahyuM tArA pitA saMsAra tyAga karaze tyAre nirvAha mATe jarUra paDaze. A sAMbhaLI bALake sUtaranA tAra laI pitAne pharatA viMTALyA. mAne kahe pitAne bAMdhI dIdhA che have kevI rIte jaze ! pitA A joIne putranA snehamAM baMdhAI gayA. sUtaranA tAranA AMTA bAra gaNI bAra varSa punaH gharamAM rahyA. AdrakumAranA bAra varSa pUrA thayA. kumAra muni thaI prabhu mahAvIra pAse javA cAlI nIkaLyA. mArgamAM jIvone bodha pamADatA. pAMcasone laIne prabhu mahAvIra pAse sau dIkSita thayA. utkRSTa sAdhanA karI anukrame mukta thaze. eka pratimAnA darzana mAtrathI AdrakakumAra muktine pAmyA. jina pratimA jina sArIkhI ! 154 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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80. dharmanI sAcI samaja adhyAtma eTale ke dharmakSetre paNa caDhatI paDatI thayA kare che. vi.saM. 1900 lagabhaga saMvegI (AcAravALA) sAdhuonI saMkhyA ochI hatI. yationA hAthamAM dharmakSetranI lagAma hatI. teo AcAra vicAramAM zithila hatA. ekala vihArI, AhArAdimAM doSavALA hatA eTale zrAvakopaNa AcAra vicAramAM zithila hatA. paMjAbamAM ludhiyANAmAM daluyA gAma che. buTAsiMhanuM janmasthaLa, teo sthAnakavAsI sAdhu pAse dIkSita thayA. buTARSi nAme oLakhAvA lAgyA. vidyApAraMgata hatA. zAstrono abhyAsa karyo ane temane jinapratimA mUrtimAM zraddhA thaI. temaNe muhapattinuM baMdha choDI dIdhuM. ekavAra zrI aosiMhaRSi sAthe temano zAstrArtha goThavAyo. zAstronA ullekho batAvyA ane jItyA. te pachI temane amadAvAdathI nIkaLelA saMghanA zrAvako maLyA. temaNe kahyuM tame amadAvAda padhAro. tyAM tamane saMvegI sAdhuo maLaze. amadAvAda AvI pU. maNivijya dAdA pAse saMvegI dIkSA grahaNa karI. buddhi vijya nAmakaraNa thayuM paNa teo buTerAyajI tarIke ja oLakhAyA. teo zithilAcArI sAdhuone samajAvatA. zrAvakomAM bhakSyAbhakSyano viveka na hato. ekavAra mUlacaMdajInA pAtramAM rIMgaNAnuM zAka vahorAvI dIdhuM. mUlacaMdajI kahe ame sAdhuone A rIMgaNA na khape, zrAvako kahe badhA sAdhu vahore che. A banAva pachI mUlacaMdajI vRddhicaMdajI buTerAyajIe te mATe zrAvako sAthe carcA karI ane saMvegI sAdhuonI saMkhyAmAM vadhAro karyo. gocarInI zuddhi thaI tyAre virodhIoe AkSepa karyo ke tame svAdiSTa gocarI maLe tyAM jAo cho. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 155

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buTerAyajIe paMjAba bAju vihAra karyo. tyAM gocarInI zuddhi mATe dhyAna rAkhavuM paDatuM. ekavAra koI TIkA karanArane sAthe laI gocarI nIkaLyA. koI jagAe sacita daivya sAthe vastu hoya. kAcA pANIthI hAtha dhoIne gocarI dhare, kayAMya nirdoSa gocarI na maLI, te divase upavAsa thayo. bIje divase paNa evuM ja banyuM. upavAsa thayo. TIkAkAra zAMta thayo. pachI buTerAyajInA upadezathI zrAvakomAM jAgRti AvI. saMvegI sAdhuonI saMkhyA vadhI. yatino zithilAcAra ghaTato gayo. loko sAcI samajamAM AvyA. Ama buTerAyajIno hamaNAM koI ullekha khAsa saMbhaLAto nathI. paNa temaNe AcAra vicAranI zuddhi mATe saMvegI sAdhuone vRddhi karI mahAna kArya karyuM hatuM. 88. audArya guNa te kALe te samaye hariSeNa nAme rAjA ane prItimati rANI sukhethI saMsAra sukha bhogavatA hatA. ekavAra vizvabhUti AcArya nagaranA udyAnamAM padhAryA hatA. rAjA rANI saparivAra upadeza sAMbhaLavA gayA. upadeza zravaNa karI hariSeNa rAjAne vairAgya thayo temaNe saMyama levAno nirdhAra karyo. prItimatine patino viyoga duHsaha lAgyo teNe paNa pati sAthe saMyama dhAraNa karyo. te kALe te samaye jaMgalamAM Azrama vyavasthA hatI. saMyama dhAraNa karI teo AzramamAM rahevA lAgyA. saMyama dhAraNa karyo tyAre rANI garbhavatI hatI. sAdhvIne garbhavatI joI AzramanA sau sAdhujanoe temano tyAga karyo, anyatra cAlyA gayA. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 156

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sAdhvIe navamAse putrIne janma Apyo. tyAra pachI te gujarI gaI. bALakIne ucheravAnI javAbadArI RSine zire AvI. AzramamAM bApa dIkarI be ja hatA. kanyAnuM nAma RSidattA rAkhyuM. ekavAra medAratha rAjAno putra kanakaratha kAverInA rAjA kRtavarmanI kanyA sAthe lagna karavA sAjana sAthe jaI rahyo hato. vacamAM AvatA AzramamAM teNe RSi ane temanI suMdara kanyAne joyA. kanyAne joIne kanakarathe RSine kahyuM ke A kanyA sAthe huM lagna karavA mAMguM chuM. sAthe AvelA amAtyoe samajAvyA paNa kanakaratha to AgaLa javA mAMgato na hato. teNe tyAM ja RSidattA sAthe lagna karyA. RSie potAnuM kArya samApta thayuM jANI jAte samAdhi laI deha tyajI dIdho. RSidarA AzramamAM ucharelI tene kazA vyavahAranI khabara nathI teNe ghaNuM kalpAMta karyuM. chevaTe kanakarathe tene zAMta karI. kanakaratha RSidattA sAthe pAcho pharyo. sAsunI premALa chAyAmAM bhoLI RSikanyA rAjamahelamAM sukhamAM divasa pasAra karatI hatI. tyAM acAnaka AMdhI caDhI AvI. kanakaratha sAthe rukmiNinA lagna nakkI thayelA. te to vipharI teNe eka yoginI dvArA yojanA karI. te yoginI nagaramAM AvI. te melI vidyA vaDe roje eka bALakane mAratI ane tenuM mAMsa RSidattAnA ozIke mukha AgaLa mUkatI. roje bALakanI hatyA thatI. tenuM kAraNa A yoginIe sabhAmAM kahyuM. hemaratha rAjA ati gusse thaI RSidattAne jallAdone soMpI de ke A hatyA karanArIne jaMgalamAM jaI tene jIvatI saLagAvI do. jallAdoe agni saLagAvyo paNa RSidattAne puNya pratApe ati varSA thavAthI RSidattA bacI gaI. nirAdhAra thayelI te jaMgalamAMthI mArga zodhI pitAnA Azrame pahoMcI. tyAM jaIne pitAe ApelI be maMtrelI guTikA maMdiramAM rAkhelI hatI. eka rUpa parivartananI ane bIjI chUpAI javAnI. prathama teNe rUparivartana karI purUSa veSa dhAraNa karyo. prabhu bhaktimAM mana lagADI nizcita thaI. samaya pasAra thato jAya che. kanakaratha ghaNo duHkhI che. vaLI pitAnA sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 157

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kahevAthI punaH rukmiNInI sAthe lagna karavA nIkaLyo, mArgamAM Azrama AvatA khUba duHkhI thayo. AgaLa vadhI na zakyo. tarUNa RSine joIne Azcarya pAmyo. tarUNaRSi sAthe tene khUba gamI gayuM. ane tene potAnI sAthe AvavA vinaMti karI. tene sAthe laI kanakaratha kAverI pahoMcI rukmiNI sAthe lagna karyA. rAtre rukimaNIe hoMzamAM AvI kanakarathane jaNAvyuM ke teNe ja yogInI sAdhI hatI. te nagarajanonI hatyA karI tenI vidyA vaDe chUpAIne RSidattAnA mukha para mAMsa copaDatI hatI. A sAMbhaLIne kanakaratha tarata ja citA saLagAvI baLI maravA taiyAra thayo. ane rukimaNIne kADhI mUkI. tarUNa RSie tene vAryo ane samajAvyo ke RSidattA jIvaMta che. tamane thoDA vakhatamAM maLaze te mATe tamAre mane mukta karavo paDaze. baMnenuM sAthe maLavAnuM zakaya nathI. tarUNaRSi dUra jaI RSidattArUpe hAjara thayo. kanakaratha khUba prasanna thayo. teNe rukmiNIne to agAu mahelamAMthI kADhI mUkI hatI. RSidattAe saghaLI hakIkata jaNAvI ane eka mAMgaNI karI ke teo rukmiNIne svIkAre. prathama to kanakaratha nA mAnyo paNa RSidattAe kahyuM Ato pUrva karmanA phaLa che. temAM koIno doSa nathI. A audArya guNa hato. aMte kanakaratha mAnI gayo. rukmiNI to RSidattAmAM caraNamAM paDI. atyaMta rUdana karI pazcAtApa karavA lAgI. aMte sukhada milana thayuM. | RSidattAe jaNAvyuM ke tarUNaRSi pote ja hatI. anukrame kanakaratha baMne rANIo sAthe potAnA rAjyamAM pahoMcyo. rAjyamAM A dharma vijaya muni padhAryA hatA. RSidattAe vairAgya pAmI saMyama dhAraNa karyo. mukti paMthe prayANa karyuM. kathAnuM tAtparya udAra mana, audAryaguNane pragaTa kare che. RSidattAne rukmiNIe duHkha ApavA chatAM teNe udAra thaIne kanakarathane manAvIne potAnI sAthe sthAna ApyuM. 158 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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89. mada zuM che jANo cho ? mada jharato hAthI kAbumAM na rahe, vyAkuLa thaI jhUrato rahe che. manuSya ajAgRta dazAmAM keTalA madathI pIDAya che ? zAstrakAroe tenA ATha prakAra kahyA che. mAnave vicAravAnuM che ke mada-ahaMkAra, abhimAna karavAthI zuM maLe che ? kadAca A janmamAM tane kaMI maLyuM hoya to te cAra divasanI cAMdanI jevuM che. prANa nIkaLaze tyAre karma poTalI te je svayaM bAMdhI che te ja tArI mAlikInI che. te nirAMte laI jaje. chatAM tAre tyajavA jevuM zuM che te zAstrakAra jaNAve che. mada jevA doSone jANaje choDavA prayatna karaje. AThamada : darekanuM virUpa. jAtimada : anaMta karmonI parAdhInatAmAM tAre zAno mada-ahaM karavo che ? tArA hAthamAM che zuM ? sarI jatI retI jevuM tAruM jIvana che. pachI zAne mada kare che ? tane jAti ke mA bApa pasaMda karIne janma maLavAno nathI. janmyo sAvaja nagna pachI madanA keTalA vAdhA paheryA. jayAM janmyo tyAM jAti lAgu paDI. gayo ke tAruM nAma nanAmI thayuM. jAti garva bhasmI bhUta thayo. samrATo bAdazAho cakravartI badhuM ja tyajayuM. tyAre mukta thayA. tArI pAse zuM che ? zreSTha mAnava ke sAdhaka banavAmAM tuM sauthI zreSTha padavI, pUrNatA pAmIza. te che siddha avasthA. 2. kuLamada : uttama kuLamAM kadAca janmyo to dharma mArgevaLI jA. bAkI kuLa, buddhi, saMpatti, kIrtinA mada tyajavA joIe. kuLanI saMpatti Adino mada tyajI Atma ArAdhana karI te vaDIlo mUkI gayelI IjjatanI, dAnAdinI vRddhikara. uttamakuLa maLyuM teno sadupayoga karIjA. 3. rUpamada : tuM tArA koI vaDIlanA 10, 20, 30, 60, 80, 90 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 159 1.

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4. varSanA tabakkAvAra phoTA jarA dhArIne jo je pachI tArI paNa teja tabakkAnI kalpanA karaje, kayAM gayuM ? AMkhanuM teja ? kayAM gaI mukhanI prabhA ? kayAM gaI doDavAnI zakti ? eka vRddha vaDIla vAMkA vaLIne cAlatA hatA eka yuvAne pUchyuM, kAkA, zuM zodho cho ? bhAI yuvAnI zodhuM chuM, yuvAna AgaLa vadhyo, kAM vadhaze ? kAkAnI jagA lezene ? rUpa zodhaze ke yuvAnI ? yuvAnI divAnI banAvI javAnI pAchI nathI AvavAnI. tvacA vagaranuM zarIra joyuM che ! tAruM gajuM zuM ! te RSabhadevAdinA zarIra saDana paDanavALA na hatA chatAM rAkhI zakAtA nathI. A cAra divasanI cAMdanI jevuM zarIra kevI rIte sAcavIza ? eka sadupayoga che te AtmakalyANa. baLamada : sikaMdare pRthvI jItyA pachI kahyuM. abajonI milakata ApatA e sikaMdara nA bacyo, tAruM baLa keTaluM ? dazamastakanA baLavALA rAvaNanuM mRtyu AgaLa nA cAlyuM enA pramANamAM tArI pAse zuM che ? bhAI, aMdhArAmAM doraDI joIne tuM gabharAvAvALo. kayA baLa para jhajhUme che ? tArI pAse eka baLa che AtmAnuM. te amara che. maratuM nathI. amara banAve che. 5. lAbhamada : jIvanamAM sukharUpa jIvI zakAya tevA dhanAdinI prAptimAM vighna karanAra aMtarAyakarma che. tamane koI vastunI jarUra hoya che. te zrImaMta pAse vastu che paNa tamane tene ApavAnI IcchA na thAya. jo lAbhAMtarAya karmano udaya na hoya to dAtA prasannatAthI Ape. Ama Icchita vastunI prApti thAya ke na thAya to madathI kheda nahi karatA samatA rAkhavI. 160 6. buddhimada : anya karatA tame kaMI vadhu jANo cho tevo mada thAya tyAre tamAre zrutajJAnIone, mahAjJAnIone yAda karavA. to tamAro mada zAMta thaze. jJAnIne jJAnanI samaja hovAthI jJAnano mada na thAya paNa kevaLa zAstra ke vidvAnane jJAnanI samaja na hovAthI mada thAya. tyAre vicAravuM ke jJAnIo kevA dhIra gaMbhIra sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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7. che ? temanI AgaLa mArI buddhi, jJAna keTaluM ? vaLI buddhi tArI sAthe kayAM AvavAnI che. lokapriyatA mada : anyanI kRpArUpa priyatAthI abhimAna thAya che. guNathI meLavelI lokapriyatA puNya janita che. lokapriyatAnI bhIkha ? dhanathI meLavelI lokapriyatA dhana cAlI jatAM koI sAmu paNa nahi jue. jana priyattva to dharmAtmAno guNa che. dhana saMpatti hoya ke na hoya guNavAna saune priya hoya che. temane dInatA pIDatI nathI. yazanAma karma puNya temane vareluM che. mATe bhAI loka raMjananI bhIkha na mAMga. satkAryo vaDe jana priyatva tane guNa rUpe svayaM yaza Apaze. 8. jJAnamada : sthUlibhadra jevA saMyamI zrutajJAna to pAmyA paNa siMha thavAnuM mAna pedA thayuM. AgaLanuM zruta jJAna aMtarAya pAmyuM. bahuzruta AcAryAdi sAthe ane bhAvapUrvaka meLaveluM zrutajJAna vAstavamAM dareka madane haNanAruM che. teno mada kema thAya ? tenAthI mASatuSa munine kevuM prabaLa jJAnAMtarAya karma coMTI gayuM. tArI pAse keTaluM jJAna ? samyag jJAnathI rAgAdi dUra thAya che. te sivAya saMsAra vRddhinuM kAraNa bane che. kAraNake madathI jJAna TakatuM nathI. koI paNa prakAranA mada, abhimAnanA udayamAM AtmA pApakarmathI baMdhAya che. kuLa ke jAtino mada karyo nIca gotra maLyuM. jayAM tucchakAra bharyuM jIvana jIvyo. rUpano mada narakanA bIbhatsarUpa Apaze. baLa mada tane A jIvanamAM AMgaLI UMcI na karI zake tevI azAtAothI gherI leze. lAbhamada lobharUpe pariNamI mamANa jevI dazA karaze. tArA bhAgyamAM haze te maLavAnuM che. buddhi ane jJAna mada to bhayaMkara che. maMdabuddhipaNuM udayamAM AvatA pazuvat jIvana jIvavuM paDaze. lokamAM priya thavAnI bhIkha na mAMga paNa priya thavAnA guNa keLavI le. he jIva eka paNa mada-ahaM karavA jevo nathI. mAnavabhava eLe jaze. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 161

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90. karamano koyaDo alabelo jema sarvatra parama tattvano vAsa che. tema karma sattAno paNa sarvatra vAsa che pragaTa ke apragaTa karelA karmanuM pariNAma sthaLa kALanI maryAdA vagara pokAre che. mahAbhAratanuM yuddha sattara divase mahAsaMhAra karI pUruM thayuM. kauravo hAryA, ekaso pUrA bhAIomAMthI koI na rahyuM. pAMDavonI jIta manAvAI. yuddhiSThira mahArAjA thayA. rAjyAbhiSeka thayo. sUmasAma evI rAjasabhA. are svAgata mATe zaNagAra sajelI nArIo kayAM hatI ? koIe putra gumAvyo, koIe pati gumAvyo hato. zoka hato ke AnaMda ? surAjyanuM eka kartavya rahyuM. uttarAdhikArI hajI abhimanyunI patnInA udaramAM hato tethI te bacyo hato. yuddhavirAmanI sthiti samApta thatAM zrI kRSNa dvArakA padhAryA, jItelA chatAM hArelA, thAkelA pharaja bajAvIne AvyA hatA. hiMDoLA khATa para beThA hatA. paTarANI rukimaNI temanI sevAmAM hAjara thayA. ane pUchayuM : he mAdhava ! yuddhamAM bhISma pitAmaha jevA brahma niSTha, jJAnI, gurudroNa jevA jJAnI. puNyavaMtA AtmAone kapaTathI mAravAmAM tame kema agresara thayA ? emanI mahAnatAno mahimA tamane na Avyo ? ane tame ja pApanA sAthI banyA ! prathama to zrI kRSNa zAMta rahyA. paNa jyAre rukimaNIe punaH pUchyuM tyAre javAba Apyo ke he mahArANI ! e baMne mahAmAnavo hatA, guNavAna hatA, paNa temanAthI eka kArya evuM banI gayuM ke temanA ke guNa dvArA thayelA puNyo dhovAI gayA. jJAna he devI ! jayAre nirAdhAra evI draupadInI lAja bharasabhAmAM lUMTAtI hatI tyAre kaMI paNa karavAne zaktimAna chatAM temaNe kauravone rokavA prayatna na karyo. na sabhAno tyAga karyo temanI A nirbaLatAnA pApe temanI badhI ja zreSThatA nA guNane dhoI nAMkhyA. tenuM pApa temane bhogavavuM paDayuM. 162 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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rukimaNIe punaH prazna pUchayo. zreSTha evA dAnavIra karmavIra, parAkramI karNae Indrane rakSitabaLa jevA kuMDaLa ane kavaca dAnamAM ApyA hatA. AvA mahAna dAtAne paNa kayA pApe kapaTathI mAryA. vaLI temAM tame sAtha Apyo ! he mahArANI ! abhimanyu ekalo naravIra sAta koThA jItavA nIkaLyo tyAre tenI sAme sAta zUravIro laDavA prerAyA. chevaTe abhimanyu nIce paDayo. mRtyunI najIka hato. najIkamAM UbhelA karNa ke jenI pAse pANIno kuMbha hato. tenI pAse pANI mAMgyuM. dAnezvarI karNa pAse pANInI AzA hatI. paraMtu duryodhananI mitratA khAtara e A mAnavapaNuM-kSatriyapaNuM bhUlyo. bALa yoddho pANI pANI karato tarasyo maraNa pAmyo. A eka ja pApa tenA ghaNA guNonuM bhakSaNa karI pApanuM siMcana karatuM gayuM. vaLI eja pANInA jharAnI labdhi vALo e ja pANInA kAdavamAM paiDuM phasAyuM ane kALano koLiyo banyo. azubha bhAve bAMdhelA karmo udayamAM Ave tyAre sthaLa kALanI maryAdA choDIne Ave che. te karma Indra caMdra nAgendra ke bhagavAna bhogavyA vagara chUTayA nathI. hisAba cUkate karyA vagara koI mukta thatuM nathI. A karmasatAnI sarvatra ANa che. vAstavamAM dharma sattA paNa baLavAna che paNa te jIvo pAse tattva ane satvanuM ojasa mAMge che. karmano to koyaDo alabelo, tene jANavo nathI sahelo. . 91. vartamAna kALamAM zramaNIjIonuM pradAna che. kALanA vaheNamAM parivartana thatuM ja rahe che, te kALe zramaNIjIo paMDito pAse abhyAsa karatAM paNa e abhyAsanI saravANIo temanA vartula sudhI maryAdita rahetI. te kALe mane vidUSI zrI sulocanAzrIno paricaya thayo hato. temanI saraLatA, viddhatA mane sparzI gayelA jo ke te vakhatanI mArI bhUmikA ane rUcinI maMdatA hovAthI thoDA bodha sivAya kaMI sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 163

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lAbha lIdhelo nahi paNa alpa maLelo lAbha mArA smaraNamAM aMkti thayo hato tenI smRti thaI. temane syAdvAda maMjarI (kathaMcita) jevA graMthonuM nirmANa kareluM paNa mArI jANa pramANe temanA tevA uttama ne AvakAra vega maLyo na hato. meM lagabhaga vIseka varSa pahelA jaina saiddhAMtika zabda koSa lakhelo, tene sArI rIte saMzodhana karI Ape te mATe AcArya bhagavaMtone maLI paNa koIne evo avakAza na hato te mATe pUratI taiyArI na hatI. paNa koI AcAryazrIe mane pU. zrI sulocanAzrIjInuM nAma sUcavyuM. huM mArA lakhANano thokaDo laIne pAlItANA temanI pAse pahoMcI. ghaNA vyasta hatA. paNa saullAsa mane pUrato samaya Apyo, ane zabdakoSanuM saMzodhana saheje svIkAryuM. mArA Azcarya vacce ghaNA vyasta hovA chatAM paMdara divase saMzodhana karIe ApyuM. Aje teonI upasthiti nathI paNa A prasaMga yAda Ave che tyAre mana temanA pratye jhUke che. temaNe vidvatAne namratAne ane prematattva sAthe jIvanamAM guMthI lIdhA hatA. sAMbhaLeluM ke temanA samaye temaNe ghaNI muzkelIthI pravajyA grahaNa karI hatI. keTalA divaso to chUpA rahyA. kSudhA, tRSA veThayA paNa saMsAra bhaNI pITha karI te ujavaLa rIte nIbhAvI. samAje temanI zaktino lAbha pUrato lIdho nathI tevuM lAge che. kALanA pravAha sAthe badhuM badalAtuM rahe che. Aje to samAjamAM zramaNIonI vidvatA ane zaktine ghaNo avakAza maLe che. zrI ramyareNu zramaNajIe to samAjane karmagraMtha jevA kaThina graMtho bheTa dharyA che. mahAyazA jevA vidvAna zramaNInuM paNa ghaNuM pradAna che. tattvajJAnane sahajapaNe samajAvatA pU. zrI naMdiyazAjI ane anya zramaNIono samAjane ghaNo lAbha maLe che. pU. zrI prazmitAzrIjInuM to A kSetre ghaNuM pradAna che. temanI nizrAmAM ghaNI zramaNIo jIvanane dhanya banAvI rahyA che. kALe paDakhu badalyuM che ne ? eTale zramaNIjIoe saMyama ane jJAnakSetre vikAse phALa bharI che. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 164

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kaccha vAgaDa jevA pradezamAM paNa A kSetra vikasatuM jAya che. have chAnuM chapanuM levAno kALa gayo. paNa vAjate gAjate A prakriyA vikasatI jAya che. jo ke mAro A kSetre paricaya ghaNe alpa che. eTale vadhu lakhI zakI nathI. paNa evA yoga maLe tyAre AnaMda thAya che te sau pratye zIra jhUke che ke dhanya che. temanA saMyamane ane pradAnane. zikSita, dhanavAna, vidvAne A kSetre moTuM pradAna che. zrI bahena mahArAje to A kALe Azcarya ApyuM. svayaM aneka kAryo AcAryazrInI hArohAra karyA ane pravartinI padavIne pAtra thayA. temanI zakti ane sevAne dhanya che, namana che. saMsArI rIte sukhI paNa vAstavamAM duHkha samajayA temaNe jhUkAvyuM kaho koNa sukhI? aMtamAM samagra zramaNIonA saMsAra tyAganA mArgane atI namrabhAve vaMdana karuM chuM. A kSetre mAro paricaya ghaNo alpa che. ( 92. bahu ratnA vasuMdharA re vIjApuramAM janmyA. bhaNatara muMbaI, ghaDatara pU. zrI bhuvanabhAnusurijInI nizrAmAM, vaDapaNa dhoLakAgAmanI bhUmi. sagapaNamaitrI, Atmavat sarva bhUteSu samagra vizva. yuvAnone anumodanIya A eka jIvana gAthA che. guNAtmaka Atma zaktino AvarbhAva che. varSo pahelAnI vAta che. yauvanakALamAM teo upasthita hatA. pUjayapAda AcArya zrI premasUrIzvarajInI nizrAmAM acalagaDha AdhyAtmika zikSaNanI zibiramAM acAnaka rAtre 12-30 vAge. jhaDapI vAvAjhoDuM phUMkAyuM. varasAda varasavA lAgyo, lAITo baMdha thaI gaI maMDapa besI javA lAgyA. eka yuvAnane aMtaH preraNA thaI A Aphata AtmazaktinA baLa vagara kevI rIte zame? ane e yuvAne bhISma saMkalpa karyo ke A tophAna 15/20 miniTamAM zAMta thaI jAya to mAre A jIvana brahmacarya sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 165

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pALavuM ane ghIno tyAga karavo. AtmabaLanI bhAvanA sAkAra thaI. vIsa miniTamAM vAvAjhoDuM salAma bharIne zAMta thaI gayuM. A svayaM lIdhelI pratijJAo prAtaHkALe temaNe pUjyane jaNAvI temanI pAse rajIsTarDa karAvI (lIdhI.) pUjyo prasanna thayA paNa Azcarya pAmyA. AvI bhISma pratijJAnA sahAre tamAruM AtmabaLa gajabanuM vikAsa pAmyuM. bAMgalAdeza ane pAkistAnanA yuddhamAM nIDaratAthI mitro sAthe pahoMcI gayA. varasatI bombanI AgamAM sevAparAyaNa rahyA. yuddhavirAma pachI sevAkArya karanArane sanmAna maLe te svAbhAvika che paNa te na levuM tamAre mATe svAbhAvika che ane hatuM. sevAkArya ane Atma sAdhanA suMdara rIte thaI zake zake te mATe tame muMbaI zaherane choDI dhoLakA gAme sthAyI thayA. zrI kalikuMDa pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI chAyAmAM tamAruM kArya AgaLa vadhyuM pachI to jina maMdironuM nirmANa, jirNodhdhAra upAzraya racanA e tamAro jIvana maMtra thaI gayo. A uparAMta saMyamIonI vaiyAvacca, vihAradhAmonI avirata sevAo thatI rahI. chatAM tame gupta rahyA. pazudhana bacAvavuM e to tamAruM pradAna kevI rIte varNavavuM ? Azcarya e che ke AvA kAryo mATe phaMDaphALAnI jAherAta karavI na paDe. paNa e pravAhane rokavo paDe. kArya niSpanna thayuM. hisAba cUkate, TrasTI tarIke paNa Arkicanya rahyA. chatAM vastupALanA pagale pagale lakSmI pAMgaratI tema tamArI nispRha sevAne lakSmIjIe vadhAvI hatI. tamAruM kArya bolatuM rahetuM. tamArI nispRhakArya parAyaNatA ja lakSmIdevIe vadhAvI hatI. morabIno macchu Dema tUTayo, morabI DUbyu. mAnavonI AphatanI sImA nathI ane tame tamArA sainya sAthe pahoMcI gayA. gAMThane kharce khIcaDI khAI levAnI ane avirata premamaya sevA dharI devAnI hasate mukhe kazI pachI phariyAda to hoya ja kayAMthI ? Aphato AvI doDI jAva pachI ArAma ? nA bhAI, keTalAye jinamaMdiro, pratimAjI bharAvavI, pustaka prakAzananuM kArya, jiNoddhAra, sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 166

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vaiyAvacca, vihAradhAmo, duSkALamAM pIDitonI sevA sAthe aMgata sAdhanAnuM baLa bhaLatuM. cchano bhUkaMpa, banAsakAMThAnuM pUranuM tAMDava nRtya ane tamAruM hRdaya hAlI uThe. tamArA paga doDe, be hAtha to sevAmAM tatpara amane lAge ke tamArA dehamAM koI devano vAsa che? DAbe jamaNe mitrono sAtha to maLe ja. devo paNa khUza thatA haze. vaMdana karatA haze. tamArA A sarvakAryamAM gurudevanA AzISa to kAyamI sAthe. pU. gurujIno dehavilaya thayo. tamArA aMtaranI vedanA koNa jANe? koIne prazna thAya ke A badhAmAM tame tamArI sAdhanA kayAre karo ? are sAdhanA to temanI sAthIdAra che. tenuM baLa to pragaTa joI rahyA chIe. kathaMcita tame saMyama mArge gayA hota to AtmAnuM zAsana to karyuM hota paNa A tamAruM zrAvakajIvana kaMI ochuM utare tema nathI. AvI bahumukhI pratibhAno prabhAva virala jovA maLe, sUryane pUche te aMdhAruM joyuM che? sanmAnane pUche te A virala vibhUtine joI che. te koI mugaTadhArI nathI. tadna sAdA kapaDA, gharabAramAM sAdAI, emanI upasthiti ja zobhAyamAna che. tyAM bAhya ADaMbara jhAMkho paDe che. aMte ekavAta banAsakAMThA sevA kArya pachI vaDApradhAna narendra modI sAhebe tamArA darzana mATe bolAvyA tyAre teo tamArA caraNa sparza karI rahyA tyAre tame ati namrabhAve namI rahyA. chatAM vAtano koI peparamAM ullekha nathI. kevI nispRhatA? AvA prasaMgonI mitromAM carcA paNa nahi. A tamArI tapazcaryA ja che. nirAMtanA samayamAM aMgata sAdhanA, zrAvakadharma anvaye cUsta pAlana bhaktimAM bhIMjAyelA gurujanonI AjJApAlanamAM tatpara chatAM tyAMya vivekapUrNa satya ne vaLagI rahenArA. nivAse hoya tyAre sAmAyikanuM sAru vALI lo, ATha dasa to thaI jAya. saunA hRdayamAM tamAruM sthAna kevuM? tamArA pU. mAtuzrInA avasAna samaye gAmajano bhedabhAva vagara umaTI paDayA. jenI kukSIe AvuM anupama ratana pragaTayuM che te mAtAnI pAlakhI benDavAjA sAthe saue sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 1 67

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navAjI. dhanya te mAtA pitA kulavaMza. ATalA kAryabhArane vahana karavA chatAM bojo kema nathI. meM karyuM te vicAra sudhdhA nathI. nANAMno hisAba kArya sAthe pUro thAya. pachI vikalpane sthAna kayAM rahe? mukti paNa keTale dUra rahe? ratnasuMdarajInA kaliyuganI kamAlamAMthI vAMcIne atre udhRta karyuM che. pragaTa karavAno bhaya hato paNa A pustakanA sahAre sAhasa karyuM che. eza ArAmI yuvAnone preraNA dAyaka che. hajI to ghaNuM ya bAkI rahI jatuM haze. mAre nikaTanA paricayanuM puNya nathI. eTale dUrathI jeTaluM jANyuM te bhAvanArUpe prastuta karyuM che. pU. zrI AcArya bhagavaMta ratnasuMdarajI likhita kaliyuganI kamAlapustakanA AdhAre che. aMte vayovRddha hovAthI subhAzISa ApuM chuM. dIrdhAyu bano, nirapekSa sevAkArya karatA raho. Atma upAsanAne sevatA raho. hajI sudhI lekhanamAM nAma nathI ApyuM. A kathana kone mATe che aMte nAmakaraNa karuM chuM A che. kumArabhAI vi. zAha sevAbhAvI sAthe uttama upAsaka ne vaMdana ho. kSamAyAcanA sahita zubhabhAvanA. 93. sarva jaga thayuM khAruM che | (bhaktimayI mIrAM) "mukhaDuM meM joyuM tAruM sarva jaga thayuM khArUM" mIrAMno janma meDatA najIka kuDakI gAme thayo hato. mIrAMnA mAtAno svargavAsa thayo tyAre mIrAMnI uMmara cAra varSanI hatI. kuTuMbamAM mIrAMnI saMbhALa le tevuM koI na hovAthI dAdA dudAjIe mIrAMne meDatA bolAvI lIdhA. dudAjInuM kuTuMba vaiSNava bhaktithI raMgAyeluM hatuM. mIrAMnA sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 168

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zikSaNa mATe eka paMDitanI niyukti karI hatI. mIrAMe paMDitajI pAse dhArmika tathA bhaktigraMthono abhyAsa karyo hato. mIrAMne eka sAdhubAbA pAsethI zrIkRSNanI mUrti maLI hatI. mIrAM zrI kRSNanI pUjA, bhakti nRtya karatI. vaLI ekavAra eka jAnanA varaghoDAnA vAjAM sAMbhaLI, gADAmAM beThelA vara-vadhUne joI mIrAMne lagna karavAnI IcchA thaI. mIrAM dAdAne kahe, "mAre paraNavuM che" mIrAM dAdAnI lADalI dIkarI. mIrAMnA bole dAdA baMdhAI jAya. gRhamaMdiramAM zrI kRSNanI mUrti. dAdAne thayuM, hajI lagnavayanI vAra che. paNa tenI IcchA pUrti to karavI. eTale be-cAra sakhIonI hAjarImAM dAdAe mIrAMne zrIkRSNanI mUrti ApI kahyuM, "tArA lagna A mUrti sAthe thayA. bALa mIrAM mUrtine haiye lagADI nAcavA lAgI. vAstavamAM samaya jatAM mIrAM lagnane yogya vayanI thaI. pitAe mevADanA rUpALA rANA sAthe tenA lagna karyA. mIrAMe vidAya veLAe pAlakhImAM zrIkRSNane sAthe lIdhA. mIrAMne joI vaDIlo prasanna thayA. sAmAnya vidhi patI gaI. mIrAMe suMdara oraDAmAM zrIkRSNanI sajAvelI mUrtine padharAvI. mIrAM manomana vicAre che. dAdAe zrIkRSNanI mUrti sAthe paraNAvI, pitAe mevADanA rANA sAthe paraNAvI. punaH mIrAM bhakti karavA lAgI. mukhaDAnI mAyA lAgI re, mohana pyArA, mukhaDuM meM joyuM tAruM, sarva jaga thayuM khAruM mana mAruM rahyuM nyAruM re...... saMsArInuM sukha evuM, jhAMjhavAnA nIra jevuM tene tuccha karI pharIe re..... mIrAMbAI balihArI, AzA mune eka tArI have huM to baDa bhAgI re.... rAjavaMzamAM praNAli hatI. nava varavadhU prathama kuLadevInA darzana vidhi kare pachI bIjo vyavahAra zarU thAya. te samaye rAja parivAranA maMdiramAM mIrAne devInA darzana karavA mATe naNaMda udA kahevA AvI paNa mIrAM adhUrI pUjAe UThI nahIM, sAsunI AjJAnI avagaNana! sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 169

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Akho rAjavaMza khaLa bhaLI UThayo, rANA bhoja paNa rUThyo. mIrAMe kAraNa ApI temane manAvI lIdhA, mIrAM rANAnI sevA pativratA strInI jema karatI. jema jema bhakti gItanuM zravaNa thatuM tema tema rANo mIrAMnI pavitratA nihALI vicAravA lAgyo. A pavitra mIrAM bhoga mATe na hoya. samaya pasAra thato gayo. rANAne mIrAMnuM AkarSaNa bhoga bAju khecatuM, pavitratA tyAga bAju kheMcatI. rANo khUba mUMjhAto. tyAM vaLI paDozI rAjAnI yuddhanI nobata vAgI. aMtaramAM yudhdha, bahAra yuddha. rANo yuddhanA medAnamAM pahoMcyo. tyAM duzmana rAjAne hAthe marAyo. mIrAMne du:kha to thayuM. paNa te to prabhune zaraNe hatI. kAyA kAraNa bhekha lIdho, rANAjI, giradhara vinA ghaDIye na goThe rANA, hari rasa dhoLI dhoLI pIdhA. mohane mohana karyAM kAramA atize rANA, kaMtha paherIne neDA kIdhA bAI mIrAM ke prabhu giradhara nAgara jaMgalamAM jaIne DerA kIdhAM. samayanuM vaheNa vahyuM jAya che. bhaktino raMga ghero thato jAya che. kuTuMbIone e pasaMda nathI. sAsunI AjJAnI avagaNanAthI sau nArAja hatA. rANAnA mRtyu pachI temano bhAI vikramasiMha gAdIe AvyA. paNa peluM rAjavaMzanA rivAjanuM apamAna bhUlAyuM nathI. mevADanI rANI mIrAM bhaktonI bhIDamAM rahe te sAsu, diyara, naNaMda koIne pasaMda na hatuM. teono mIrAM pratyeno aNagamo vRddhi pAmyo. A pIDAne kAyamI dUra karavA ekavAra jherano pyAlo mokalyo. mIrAMne dAsIe cetavI paNa mIrAM to pyAlo gaTagaTAvI gaI. Akhare rANAe mIrAMne bhUtiyA mahelamAM rAkhI. bhUtiyA mahela ane rAjamahelamAM mIrAMne koI aMtara nahotuM. bhakti nirAMte thatI chatAM kasoTI ghaNI thaI. ekavAra mIrAM giradhArI sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 170

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sAthe vArtAlApa karatI hatI. rANA samajyAM koI parapuruSa sAthe vArtAlApa cAle che. rANA to khullI talavAre nIkaLyo. bhUtiyA mahelamAM gayo. mIrAMne ghA karavA gayo paNa A zuM? tyAM koI puruSato hato nahIM! giradhArI ja hasatA UbhA hatAM. ghA karyA vagara rANo hatAza thaI pAcho pharyo. chevaTe teNe mIrAMne kahyuM ke tame A dhatiMga choDI do. athavA mevADa choDI vRMdAvana jatAM raho to A phajetI aTake. mAre hari bhajyAnI veLA re, bhera vinA kone kahIe, bheduDA hoya to bheda pichANe, saMto agama-nigamanI khabara laIe, UMDAre nIra joIne mAMhe na dhasIye, kAMThe beThA beThA nAhIye re, mAyAnuM rUpa joI mana na DagAvIe saMto, prabhu thakI prIta lagAvIe re, bAI mIrAM ke prabhu giradhara nAgara, caraNa kamaLa citta lAIe re." mIrAM to umaLakAbhera vRMdAvana upaDI. sAdhusaMtonI maMDaLI, gAme gAma jatAM, loko mIrAMnA darzana mATe umaTI paDatA. vRMdAvana eTale giradhArInuM dhAma. mIrAM sukhethI bhakti karavA lAgI. A bAju mevADanI paDatI thavA lAgI. udAne samajAI gayuM ke bhAbhInI bhaktinI jAhojalAlI hatI. te bhAI sAthe gaIteNe bhAIne samajAvyo, mIrAMbhAbhIne pAchA teDAvo. A bAju meDatAmAM bhAI jayamalane khabara paDI. te to jAte ja vRMdAvana pahoMcI gayA. mIrAMne premabharyo kAgaLa Apyo. tame mevADa pAchA Avo. sau tamArA darzana mATe taDape che. rANAe ane prajAe khAsa vinaMti karI che. mIrAM prabhune samarpita hatI. teNe kAgaLa giradhArInA caraNamAM mUkyo. bAraNA baMdha thayA. ghaNIvAra thavAthI pUjArIe bAraNA kholyAM paNa A zuM? mIrAM kyAM ? cArebAju joyuM. kaMI nizAnI nA maLI. chevaTe mIrAMnI sADIno sapheda TukaDo giradhArIne gaLe joyo. sau namI rahyA. AvI samarpita bhaktimayI bIjI mIrAM thavI durlabha che. badhuM ja giradhArInI IcchA. jhera maLyuM, karaMDIyAmAM sApa mUkayA. mIrAM to giradhArImaya hatI, tyAM jhera zuM kare amRta thAya. sApa phUla thaI pragaTa thayA. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 1 71

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jherane paNa amRta karavAnI pharaja prabhune paDI, dhanya dhanya e ghaDI. je ghaDI mATe mIrAMbAIne musIbata naDI. sajjano mIrAMnI bhakti samajavA, mANavA to mIrAM ja thavuM paDe. sarva jaga khArU lAge ! rAjamahela rUDA na lAge ? bhaktimAM mIrAMnI pavitra zakti ja darzita thAya che. mIrAM AnaMdadhanajInA samakAlIna hatA. baMnemAM bhaktinI mahAnatA hatI. . 94. sanmitra jyotibALA bahena saMsAranA sau prANIo sanmitra muja vahAlAha hajo. saguNamAM AnaMda mAna mitra ke verI hajo. duHkhIyA prati karUNA ane duzmana pratimadhyasthatA zubha bhAvanA prabhu cAra A pAmo hRdayamAM sthiratA. - zrI amitagati sAmAyika saMsAra eTale sukha duHkhano saravALo kadI bAdabAkI. evA aTapaTA jIvanamAM sanmitra agatyanuM aMga che. sukhamAM sanmArga batAve. duHkhamAM yogya dilAso Ape sahAya kare. sAmAnya mitratA ane sanmitramAM kaMIka aMtara paDe che. sanmitra AtmakalyANa vALuM che ane anyane paNa eja rAha batAve. evA sanmitra hatA jyotibahena. mAruM ane bahenanuM janmasthaLa eka ja nAgajIbhUdaranI poLa. paraMtu vayanA aMtarane kAraNe tyAre mitratA thaI na hatI. jyotibahena sAdAIne varelA, zrImaMta kuTuMbanI putrI paNa khAdIdhArI eTale anya rIte paNa jIvananI jarUriyAta ochI, udAra dIla, upakAraka vRtti, jIvadayA e emanA jIvananuM aMga hatuM. teonA lagna zrImad rAjacaMdranA bhakta kuTuMbamAM thayA hatA. pote daherAvAsI saMskAranA hatA. paraMtu zrImad rAjacaMdranA vacanAmRtathI ane sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 1 72

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anya zrutajJAnanI ArAdhanAmAM daDha thayA hatA. pAchaLanA varSo teo IDara ane tyArapachI ArAdhanA bhavana kobAmAM sthira thayA. baMne jagAe temanI saMta sevA, sahadhyAyIomAM maitrI, AhAranA saMyamI evuM ArAdhaka jIvana hatuM. maunanI ArAdhanA mATe IDara rahetI tyAM mane temano Atmiya paricaya thayo. mane A mArgamAM sanmitra maLyAno AnaMda hato, jo ke teo 82 varSanI vaye cira vidAya thayA. tyAre mane moTI khoTa to paDI ja. ame maLatA tyAre kalAko sudhI satsaMganI helI thatI. mArA jIvanamAM e amUlya taka hatI. temanA mukhe vacanAmRtanA patro, zrI samayasArajI jevA graMthonA zrutajJAnano sacoTa bodha maLato. poLamAM rahetA tyAre ke AzramamAM prANIdayA temanA jIvananuM aMga hatuM. taratanA janmelA kUtarInA baccAne khoLAmAM laI ToTI vaDe dUdha pIvarAvI ucheravA ghAyala thayelA pazuonI pATApIMDI karavI. temane sahaja hatuM. e prANIo paNa DAhyA thaI temanA premane jhIlI letA. ghaNA vacanAmRta to temane haiye hatA kaMThasya hatA. AzramanA mahilA vibhAganA vaDIla ane vakIla (samAdhAnanI rUe) hatA. Aje acAnaka temanuM Atmiya smaraNa thaI AvyuM ane kalamamAM kaMDAgaI gayuM. kAraNa ke amAre mATe sanmitranuM smaraNae mUDI che. preraNAno strota che. saune AvA sanmitro maLo tevI zubhecchA sAthe. * 95. saMsAra asAra che. te lagabhaga trIseka varSo pahelA e yuvAne zrI caMdrabhAnujInuM pravacana sAMbhaLyuM. A saMsArarUpI pANIne game teTaluM matho mAkhaNa na nIkaLe. saMyamane dhAraNa karo kadAca prAraMbhamAM kaSTa lAge to paNa aMte paramasukha che. thoDA pravacano sAMbhaLyA. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 1 73

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e yuvAnamAM pUrvanA ArAdhananuM baLa haze. muMbaImAM ghare zrImaMtAI to vipula hatI. paNa pravacananA bhaNakArA vAgatA hatA. A sau kSaNa bhaMgura che. jhAMjhavAnI nIra jevuM che. te yuvAne eka di nivAse jaI mAne kahyuM mAre saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. mA dharmanA saMskAravALA hatA. virodha na karyo paNa kasoTi karatA rahyA. yuvAna dareka kasoTimAMthI pAra utarato kAraNa ke saMsAranI suvidhAno moha nazo utarI gayo hato. koI mitrano paricaya thatA zrI goyaMkAjInA kendra IgatapurI vipazyanAnI sAdhanA mATe gayA. lagabhaga cha varSa sAdhanA karI kaMIka saphaLatA meLavI. IDara zrImad rAjacaMdra AzramamAM ekAMtamAM rahI AtmasanmukhatAnI dRDhatA mATe prayatnazIla rahyo. tyAre tyAM temano paricaya thayo. te daramyAna Atma sAdhaka zrI harIbhAIno meLApa thayo temanA samAgame zrImad rAjacaMdranA vacanAmRtano niSThApUrvaka abhyAsa karyo. vipazyanAnI sAdhanA to cAlu ja hatI. temAM vacanAmRtathI vizeSa jAgRti AvI. pachI muMbaI javAnuM nahivata banatuM. IDarano nivAsa sthAyI banyo. zrI haribhAInuM avasAna thayuM. temanI bimArImAM tana manathI sevA karI. pachI IDara uparanI nirjana TekarI paranI guphAmAM ekAMtavAsa zarU karyo. prabhu bhakti parAyaNa, guru AjJA dhAraka, vacanAmRtanA sahAre, vipazyanAnI sAthe guphAvAsI maunI banyA. vaLI jana saMparka nahivatu banyo. kayAreka saMyogavazAt muMbaI amadAvAda AvatA. AzramanA rasoDethI ekavAra uparanI guphAmAM maryAdita vastunu TIphIna maMgAvI ekavAra AhAra karI letA. ekAMta sevana chatAM AzramanA karmacArIone teo potikA lAgatA. 174 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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ekavAra temanA mAtuzrI AzramamAM AvyA. temaNe joyuM ke guphAnI dharatI uMcI nIcI che. guphAno daravAjo nathI. vanya pazuo AjubAju phare che. bhAInI nA chatAM thoDuM ThIka karAvI jALI nAMkhI. paNa teo kahetA te badhA mitra banI gayA che. ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI. mAthe bhagavAna che pachI ciMtA zI? game te Rtu ho e guphA garama thAya ke ThaMDI thAva varSA thAva ke vAdaLA thAva. te to potAnI mastImAM sAdhanA karatA rahe che. temanuM tana, mana e rIte ghaDAI gayuM che. vipazyanAno mULa hetu ja A dehanI anityatAne anubhavI dehano neha tyajI Atma sparzanA karavAnI che. kahetA ke anityatA daDha thAya che anubhavAya che." chUTe dehAdhyAsato nahi kata tuM karma, nahi bhoktA tuM tehano, e dharmanuM marma. - zrImad rAjacaMdra IDaramAM rahetA jyotibA sAthe temano saMparka ghero hato. temanI sAthe mane temano lAbha maLato. vaLI koIvAra nivAse AvatA paNa kharA. ekavAra huM bimArImAM hatI tyAre mane maLavA AvyA. meM kahyuM huM deha nathI. zuddha AtmA chuM. boluM chuM paNa TakAtuM nathI dardamAM mana ekAkAra thAya che. upayogamAM dardamAM jAya tyAre game che? nA game nahi. to pachI jyAM na game tyAM upayoga nahI laI javAno. bhAI ! dehabhAva evo chUTayo nathI. tame vAraMvAra deha anitya che tevI niMratara bhAvanA bhAvo, uDe sudhI tyAM pahoMco, pachI jUo koNa jaNAya che. je jaNAze te tamAruM svarUpa che. vadhu nathI lakhatI A temanI IcchA virUddha rajA vagara lakhyuM che. kSamA kare. yogezabhAI adhika zatAyu bhavaH sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 1 75

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che6. anokhI pratibhA - gurumA ) (pU. zrI caMdrazekharajI) A pustaka lakhatA vAMcelA, sAMbhaLelA smaraNamAM rahelA, prasaMgapaTone AkAra ApatI hatI. tyAre pU.paM. zrI guruvarNa caMdrazekharajInuM eka vyAkhyAna smaraNamAM AvyuM. tyAre khabara na hatI ke "gurumA" nAmano eka phUTa corasa graMtha pUrA pAMca kilo jevo prasiddha thayo che. jemAM pUjyazrInI jIvanagAthA abhUta rIte jaNAvI che. te graMtha nirAMte Tebala ke nAnuM Deska laIne vaMcAya tevuM che. te vAMcatI gaI, badhAM ja prasaMgo viziSTa camatkArika, sAhasabharyA, hRdayadrAvaka hRdayamAM vaNAyelA kareMge yA marege, temAM kayA lakhavA ane kayA mUkavA ? tethI ahobhAva karavAnI bhAvanA sevuM chuM. temAMthI cUMTIne lakhavAnuM mAruM gaju zuM? jaina zAsananI garimAthI jarA paNa utaratuM kArya thAya ja kema? tenI sAme temano siMhanAda gAje, zikSaNakSetre ajUgatuM thAya ke AmaraNAMta upavAsa zarU thaI jAya. katalakhAnA baMdha karAvavA jevA ati kaThina pUrepUrA purUSArtha mAMge tevA, are koI temane ja miTAvI de tevI dahezatavALA kAryonI sAme AMdalanonuM pariNAma Ave pachI temano jIva jhape, agara to anazananuM ahiMsaka tattva-sAdhana laI besI jAya. kAryakrama saphaLa thaye ja chUTako. AvA to keTalAka prasaMgo AlekhavA? mATe bhAvanA karuM bhalAmaNa karuM, "guru mA"ne vAMco, vaMcAvo, mANo, evI urjApurUSanI A gAthA che. eka parAkramI mahArAjAnI gauravagAthA, jhAMkhI paDe. pAraNAthI putranA lakSaNa pragaTa thayA che. eTaluM lakhuM chuM mArI kalama bahu nAnI paDaze. tame sau vAMcavA prerAya te mATe atre ullekha karuM chuM. vividha prasaMgo vividha parAkrame kArya pAra pADe ja chUTako agara Atma vilopananI taiyArI. koI kAryakramanuM vyavasthita phaMDa thAya. pachI 176 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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jANe pote kaMI ja karyuM nathI. pATa parathI ubhA thAya. evI nispRhatA phaMDanI helI thAya. sAdhu sAdhvIjanone bhaNAvavA, vidyArthIo sAthe saMgoSThi karavI. caumAsI vyAkhAnomAM hajAronI saMkhyAmAM zrotAone udbodhana karavuM. yuvAnone samArge vALavA. tapovana jevI saMskAra siMcana mATe saMsthAo ubhI karavI. surata jevA zaheranA plegamAM jarAya zaMkA vagara seMkaDo sAdhako sAthe kAryarata rahevuM. dezanA vaDApradhAnAdi aneka mobhAdAra netAonI sAthe sahajatAbharyo chatAM makkama nirNaya hoya ja. aMgata jIvanamAM AhArAdino saMyama. pramArjana cUke nahi. ziSyone te mATe chUTa levA na de. saMyamajIvananI virAdhanA na thAya te mATe sadA jAgRta. aho ! aho ! badhuM ja ajaba bALapaNa dhArmika lakSaNayukta yuvAnImAM saMyamamArge javA thanaganATa. guruvaryanI sevA prANarUpe, zAstrAbhyAsamAM pAraMgata, tapovana jevA saMkulanuM nirmANa. jIvadayA emano bIjo prANa. puchavAnuM mana thAya tame sAheba bahurUpI cho ? pustako kayA2e lakho cho ! kahe are ! have nivRtta thaI ekAMtamAM javuM che. ane ekavAra vaMdana karavA gaI tyAre vaya sAITha upara haze, kaMIka bimArI hatI. sAheba thoDuMka janakalyANa mATe paNa jenI pAse kAma lo cho tenuM dhyAna rAkhavuM paDe. (zarIranuM) "have to nivRtta thaI aMtara-AtmArAdhana karavuM che. sAheba ! tame aMtaramAM raho cho tethI Atmazakti kAma kare che. AvuM to ghaNuM che tame ja vAMcajo jarUra vAMcajo. 90. gurukRpA anokhuM rahasya che eka Azcaryajanaka ghaTanA banI. lekhaka eka mitrane maLavA gayA hatA. tyAM beThaka pAse jUnA pustakano jaththo paDayo hato. temAM jotAM eka pustaka hAtha AvyuM tenA AgaLanA pAnA na hatA. lagabhaga cothA sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 177

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pAnA para joyuM to navatattvanuM vivecana hatuM. pachInA pAnA para adbhUta Alekhana hatuM khUba gamyuM. A ghaTanA 1983nI che. AgaLanA pAnA na hovAthI kayAM maLe kema maLe te mitrone pUchavA mAMDayuM. ane zubha saMketa maLyo ke kacchathI maLe. pU. A. zrI kalApUrNajInuM lakheluM che. 1984mAM kacchanI yAtrAe javAnuM thayuM paNa uparanI vAta visarAI gayelI. paraMtu navatattvanA pustaka para karelA zubhabhAve avasara Apyo. ame mAMDavI darzana karavA gayA hatA. tyAM eka bhAI kahe Aje AcArya bhagavAna padhAryA che. ane mane sphUraNA thaI. e ja navatattvanA bodhavALA, cAlo vaMdana karavA jaIe. ziyALAnA sAMjanA sAta vAgelA eTale rAtanI zarUAta pelA bhAI kahe have AcAryanA darzana nahi thAya. bahenone rAtre javAnI manAI che. ame be baheno hatA. bhAva karIne upAzraye gayA. bahAra ubhA rahI pUchAvyuM ke amadAvAdathI be baheno AvyA che. navatattvanA pustaka mATe pUchavuM che. mArgadarzana meLavavuM che. zubhodaye pU. sAhebajI eka ziSyane sAthe laI bahAra AvyA. ame vaMdana karyA. sAhebajI ziSya sAthe osarImAM beThA. sAhebajI, Apanu~ likhIta navatattva jovA maLyuM te khUba rucyuM. adbhUta lAgyuM. paNa mane vadhu jANakArI nathI. chatAM evo bhAva thayo che ke nAIrobI-AphrikA satsaMga mATe javAnuM che. to A pustako 300 jevA maLe to tyAM laI jau ane tyAMnA bahenone svAdhyAya karAvuM ! to Apa AjJA ane mArgadarzana Apazo ! kAraNa ke mane navatattvanuM vizeSa jJAna nathI. sAhebajI tarata ja bolyA ke, (1) jIva : jIva eTale cetana tattva, jIve che te jIva che. cAre gatimAM che. (2) ajIva - acetana eTale jIva nathI tevA jaDa padArtho, deha khATalA pATalA vigere. (3) puNya H : jIvanA nimittAdhIna zubhabhAva te puNya, tenA udaye sukha maLe. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 178

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(4) pApaH jIvanA azubhabhAvathI pApa baMdhAya tethI duHkha paDe. (5) AsavaH mithyAtvAdithI karmo Ave, puNya, pApa baMne Asrava che. (6) saMvaraH bhAvanAo, guNa ciMtana jevA nimittothI AvatA karmo rokAya te saMvara, rAgAdi rokAya te bhAva saMvara che. (7) nirjarAH jUnA karmo je baMdhAyA che te tapAdithI nirjarA pAme. (8) baMdha H jIva svabhAve mukta che. vibhAvathI karmabaMdha thAya che. (9) mokSa : jIva svayaM mokSa svarUpa che. zuddha bhAvathI karmono kSaya thavAthI jIva mukti pAme te mokSa. lagabhaga paMdara vIsa miniTamAM ATaluM samajAvIne kahe A pramANe saraLa rIte samajAvajo. mane eka pAThamAM keTaluM AvaDe? paNa samaya na hato. bIje divase ame vahelA nIkaLavAnA hatA. vaLI najIkanA divasomAM nAIrobI javAnuM hatuM. paraMtu sAhebanI zubhAziSa, kRpA, kaho, labdhi kaho. e pustaka traNekavAra vAMcyuM ane badhA pATha AvaDI gayA. pachI to 300 pustako laIne nAIrobI gayA. varganI jema navatattvanA pATha karAvavA mAMDayA. sAhebajInuM pustaka saraLa bhASAmAM hatuM. temaNe svamukhe pATha karAvyo tenI labdhi kaho. (tyAre enI gama na hatI paNa pATha AvaDI gayA hatA tethI Aje tevuM samajAya che.) amane saune yogyatA pramANe phaLazrutito thaI ja. te laMDana, amerikA, nAIrobI pracAra pAmI. pachI to hAlyuM. pU. A. bhaMdrakarajInI pAse javAnuM thatuM te kahe tame navatattva hajI paNa saraLazailImAM lakho. lakhyuM, teozrIe joyuM chapAvavAnI AjJA ApI. hajAra hajAra nakalonI dasa AvRti thaI pachI to laMDana emarikAmAM 20/rapa varSa navatattvanI ramajhaTa cAlI ghaNA satsaMgIoe lAbha lIdho. amerikAmAM maLelI satsaMganI bheTa te parimalane kema bhUlAya? 1990mAM saMyogAdhIne amerIkAnA losaenjalisa zaheramAM cAramAsa mATe javAnuM thayuM. zrI maNIbhAI mehatAno paricaya thayo. temaNe senTaramAM mArA pravacanonI vyavasthA karI. mArA nivAsathI pravacana mATenuM sthaLa pAMtrIsa mAIla dUra hatuM. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 179

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satsaMga premI parimalane kema bhUlAya? prathama divase zrI maNIbhAI laI gayA paNa rAtrI nivAsa viNAmahendra khaMdhAra ne tyAM goThavAyo, temane tyAM satsaMga premI yuvAna parimala zani-ravi rajA gALavA AvatA te tyAM hosTelamAM rahIne abhyAsa karatA hatA ane grIna kArDa paNa maLavAnuM hatuM. rAtrI nivAsanA divase parimalano paricaya thayo ane zanivAre laI javAnI somavAra savAre mArA sthaLe mane mUkI devAnI javAbadArI lIdhI. Ama zanithI soma savAra sudhI satata paricaya rahyo. dareka zani ane somavAre gADImAM pAMtrIsa mAIla zuM karavuM? mane thayuM ke navatattvanA pATha vAgyuM ane parimala sAMbhaLe, pacIsa varSano puvAna abhyAsathI paricita, tattvapremI eTale ene zravaNa karelA pATha kaMThastha thavA lAgyA. dhIme dhIme te tattvanI asara gherI thavA lAgI pustakanA pATha lagabhaga pUrA thayA. teNe pUchayuM ke hajI A tattvAnA graMtho to keTalA haze? teno abhyAsa bhArata bhUmimAM sAro thAya. thoDA divasa gayA eNe eka camatkAra sajaryo, mane kahe meM grIna kArDa levAnuM mAMDI vALyuM che. ane huM bhArata AvI tyAM sthira thaI A tattvano vadhu abhyAsa karIza. mAtA-pitAne manAvI laIza. teNe amerIkA rahevAnI ane tyAMnA sva vikAsanI badhI vAta tyajI bhAratanI vATa pakaDI. bhArata AvI digaMbara mahAmunI pU. vidyAsAgaranA paricayathI prabhAvita thaI AjIvana brahmacaryanuM vrata lIdhuM. muMbaInuM kAmakAja gharabAra sameTI amadAvAda sthAyI thayA jethI IDara jevA tIrthamAM ArAdhanA karI zakAya. Aje teo vRddha mAtApitAnI sevA sAthe daDhatAthI potAnI sAdhanA kare che. navatattvanA abhyAsathI temanAmAM rahelA janmAMtarIya saMskAra jAgyA ane prabhunA paMthe vaLI Atma kalyANa karyuM. pU. zrI e navatatvamAM AvA bIjo mUkyA che. je vaTavRkSanI jema vikese che. ane jIvo dhanya banI jAya che. parimala pUrA raMgAI gayA. hAla avirata temanI sAdhanA cAle che. 1 8O sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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pariziSTa AjJAnI ArAdhanA ane virAdhanAnuM phaLa (pU. paMnyAsajInA zrutanA AdhAre) AjJAnI ArAdhanAmAM maMgaLa che. virAdhanAmAM amaMgaLa che. AjJAnI ArAdhanAmAM zrutajJAna ane cAritrano samAveza thAya che. atre paMnyAsajIe AjJAnuM svarUpa abhUtapaNe batAvyuM che. (1) namo arihaMtANaM : arihaMta paramAtmAnI AjJA vizvamaitrInI che. je tIrthakara thayA te saue vizvanA tamAma jIvonuM sukha IcchayuM. te mATe sAdhanAyukta zakti meLavI jethI tIrthaMkaranA bhavamAM jIvonA kalyANanI saghaLI sAmagrI temanA caraNomAM AvI vasI. samavasaraNanI saghaLI racanA ane prabhunuM jIvana, temano zvAsa paNa vizvamaitrI mATe hato. ApaNe ApaNA jIvanamAM A maitrIbhAvane sthApita karIe, te dharmadhyAnano prathama AjJAvicaya che. maitrIbhAvanuM pavitra jharaNuM, muja haiyAmAM vahyA karo, zubha thAo A sakala vizvanuM evI bhAvanA nitya raho. namo sidhdhANaM : siddha paramAtmAnI AjJA samadarzitvanI che. arthAt sarva jIvo siddha samAna che, je jIva ArAdhe samaje te thAya. A pada ema jaNAve che ke mULa svarUpa siddha samAna che. A sarva vividha bhedo karmanA nimitte paDelA che. siddhANaMpada sarva jIvanuM samadarzittva siddha kare che. jyAM uMca nIcanA bheda TaLI jAya che. sarva jIva che siddha sama je samaje te thAya." (3) namo AyariyANaM H AcArya bhagavAnanI AjJA pAMca AcAra vaDe sau jIvanuM kalyANa IcchavuM. e AcAronuM pAlana karavuM te AjJA che. guru AjJAmAM rahI nizcitatAthI sAdhanA karavI te pArataMtratAthI nizcitatA che. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 181

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(4) upAdhyAyanI AjJA, zruta ArAdhananI che, tAttvikatAmAM te upAsaka che, nipUNa che, te zrutajJAnanuM baLa zreNi ArUDha thatAM jIvane sahaja bane che. je sAmarthyayoga sudhI pahoMcADe che. zruta adhyayata dharmarUpa che. (5) namo loe sarva sAhUNaM vizvanA sarva sAdhujano zirasAvadya che, temanuM jIvana-tenI carcA sAdhakane ghaNuM zIkhave che. sAdhu kema hare, kema phare, kema sUe, kema cAle, kema AhAra le, te sarvemAM upayogitA samaje che, te Asakta kayAMya thato nathI. te sAdhu sAdhakane sahAyaka che. panyAsajI jaNAve che : zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnI AjJA vizvamaitrInI che. zrI siddha paramAtmAnI AjJA samadarzitvanI che. zrI AcArya bhagavAnanI AjJA sadAcArapAlananI che. zrI upAdhyAyanI AjJA zrutAdhyayanI che. zrI sAdhu bhagavaMtanI AjJA sAdhanAmAM sahAya karavAnI che. A pAMce AjJA maMgaLarUpa che. bAkI badhuM amaMgaLa che. ArAdhelI AjJA zIvapada Ape che. virAdhelI AjJA bhavaparaMparA Ape che. dhyAna ane kAryotsagano prasAda ake kALe je rAjamArga hato, kALabaLe te keDI banI gaI. keDI banI to banI paNa tenA upara dhULa vaLI gaI, vaparAza ghaTayo. ekaladokala vaTemArga e keDIne TUMDhatA TUMDhatA cAle che to cAle che. eka sAdI vAta karIe to vibhAvo ane vikathAo AtmadaSTie niHsAra che. mATe temAM manuSyabhavanI AyuSyamaryAdAne ane vizeSa zaktine na kharacavA, paNa jyAM chIe tyAMthI upara UThavA mATe sahAyaka rUpe khapamAM levA. - pU. pradyumnasUrijI avacetana cittanA aMdhAriyA khUNAmAM avadhAna-hozaaveyaranesa'no zeraDo tAkavAno ane tenA prakAzamAM deha-mana-vacanathI 182 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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"sva'ne judA pADavAno prayoga avirata-kSaNapratikSaNa karyA karavAnI prakriyA e ja che kAyotsarga. kAryotsarga bauddhika prakriyA nathI ane sAmAnyarUpe ArAdhaka vartuLo mAnatA hoya che tema, mAtra karmakSaya karavAnI vidhi nathI. kAyotsarga ciMtanakriyAne sAro opa ApavAnI paddhati nathI, avacetana cittanA taLiye jamA thayela "kAMpane ulecavAnI vidhi che; rAga-dveSa-IcchAtRSNA-bhrama-bhaya-ajJAna jevA maLone adhyasAyomAMthI gALI-nitArI devAnI cetanAnA UMDA stare cAlatI prakriyA che. - pU. u. bhAnuvijyajI deha ane matinI jaDatA dUra thAya, titikSA vadhe, anuprekSA baLavAna bane, ekAgratA ane dhyAnamAM pragati-A kAyotsarganAM phaLa che. dehanI jaDatA dUra thatAM skUrti anubhavAya. zithilikaraNa sahaja bane. matinI jaDatA maTatAM bAhya samasyAonAM nirAkaraNa saraLa bane. grahaNa-zakti, samajazakti vadhe. namaskAra maMtra ke logassa sUtranA smaraNamAtrathI karmakSaya thaI jAya evI yAMtrikatA zAstrone abhipreta na hoya. karmakSayanuM pariNAma pragaTe che upayoganI prakhara zuddhithI. kAyotsargamAM zuddhopayoga che, saMvara che. guti che, bhAvanA che, nirjarA che, sAmAyika che, jJAnayoga che, dhyAnayoga che, saMlInatA che, kAyakaleza che, pratikramaNa che, bhedajJAna che. cittazuddhi ane AtmAnu bhUtimAM upakAraka evA sAdhanA binduone pIsI-ghUMTI-vATIne AtmasAta karavAnI bahulakSI ane "eke hajArA' jevI prakriyA eTale kAussagna. sarvathA akriya avasthA sudhI pahoMcavA mATenI kriyA eTale kAussagna. prazna e che ke prabhu vire ApelI e (kAyotsarga)prakriyAnuM vaijJAnika svarUpa ApaNe jIvita rAkhI zakyA chIe kharA? bhavya bhUtakALanA nAme gaurava bhale laIe paNa anubhUtino zUnyAvakAza ethI pUrAze nahi. Akhare eka prazna hRdayane koraze ? zA mATe "para" padArtho ke para" vyaktiomAM dazyomAM draSTA aTavAyA kare che ? "para" uparano sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 183

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ATalo lagAva kema? tame jozo ke, badhuM ja "para" sAmAnya manuSyane AkarSatuM nathI. ene e "para" joDe ja saMbaMdha che, je enA "huM'ne kayAMka sparze che. saMpatti karoDonI bIjAnI hoya, e sAthe sAmAnya janane saMbaMdha nathI, ene potAnI saMpatti joDe ja saMbaMdha che. to, paramAM rasa che enuM kAraNa che ahaMcetanA. mArI prazaMsA karanAra sAmAnya vyaktio paNa mane viziSTa lAgaze; mArA "huM'ne emaNe puSTa karyuM ne ! "che? samAje vyaktine oLakha mATe nAma ApyuM. mANase e nAmanI AsapAsa bahu moTuM jALuM phelAvI dIdhuM. ane ene huM joDe sambaddha karyuM. huM eTale A!" huM sAdhanA karuM chuM, karI zakuM chuM evo ahaMkAra Ave to parama cetanA kaI rIte kAma karaze? bhakta gaurAMga : bhagavAna ! kayAreka taNakhaluM vALanArane vaza nathI rahetuM. havAmAM uDI jayA che. mAre to mAtra tAre AdhIna thaIne rahevuM che. eTale huM taNakhalA karatAMya hIna chuM. bAhyatapa atyaMtara tapane puSTa karaze. abhyattara tapanI pAchaLanI tripadImAM traNa tattvo Ave che : svAdhyAya, dhyAna, kAyotsarga. potAno vAstavika paricaya Ape te svAdhyAya-AnandadhanatAnI dizAmAM Daga mAMDavA te dhyAna ane bahirbhAvane saMpUrNataya dUra karI potAnI bhItara utarI javuM te kAyotsarga. AtmajJAnane anubhUtinI dharA para jaI je saMvedavuM te samyagu darzana. yomAM aTavAyela upayoga jJAtA bhaNI phaMTAya te jJAtA bhAva. upayogI jJayo-padArtho ke vyaktio jaNAya tyAreya lepa na hoya. na harSa, na pIDA. mAtra jANavAnuM agaNita janmonA pravAhane kAraNe AvelI nabaLAI e che ke sAdhaka padArtho ke vyaktione be bhAgamAM vaheMcI de cheH anukULa, pratikULa, anukULa maLe tyAre ratibhAva, pratikULa padArtha 184 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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vagere maLe tyAre aratibhAva. sAdhakanI sAvadhAnI ahIM jarUrI che. para padArtho ke vyaktitvo tarapha eNe javuM nathI. ane upayogI padArtho vaparAya tyAre ratiaritano bhAva na UThe tevuM karavuM che. bahu majhAno savAla e thaI zake ke phUla bIje divase karamAya to navAI ke tAjuM ne tAjuM rahe to navAI ? mATIno ghaDo be-pAMca varSa Take to navAI ke phUTI jAya to navAI ? zarIra pudgala che, ane pudgalano dharma ja naSTa thavuM te che. to zarIra mAMduM paDe toya zI navAI ane mRtyunI kSaNonI najIka hoya toya zuM ? tame mAtra juo to nirlepatA, jovAnI kSaNomAM rita, ati AvI to lepadazA. svAnubhUtinI pagathAre nizcayadRSTi ane vyavahAra dRSTinuM adbhUta samatulana che zrI sImandhara jina stavanAmAM. saraLa gujarAtImAM lAkhayelI enI kaDIo vAMcatAM, anuprekSatAM prAraMbhika sAdhakanI dRSTi sAme chavAyela nizcaya vyavahAranI aspaSTatAnuM dhummasa phaMTAtuM jAya che ane bhAgavata patha A ja che evo nizcaya tenA manamAM Uge che. stavanAnI A kaDI bahu prasiddhi che : nizcayadRSTi hRdaye dharIjI, pALe je vyavahAra; puNyavaMta te pAmazejI, bhavasamudrano pAra..... nizcayadRSTi eTale maMjila vyavahAra dRSTi eTale mArga. maMjila ane mArga kevA to anyonya sApekSa che ! maMjila vinA mArga kevo ? ane mArga ja na hoya ke mArge calAya ja nahi to maMjila zI rIte maLe ? ApaNA yuganA sAdhanA manISI pUjyapAda paMnyAsajI bhagavaMta zrI bhadraMkaravijyajI mahArAja sAhebe kahyuM hatuM ke atItatI yAtrAmAM sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 185

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A AtmAe prabhunA be moTA aparAdho karyA che : jaDa pratye rAga ane cetana pratye dveSa. nA hama manasA, nA hama zabadA, nA hama tanakI dharanI; nA hama bhekha, bhekhadhara nAMhi, nA hama karatA karanI; nA hama harasana, nA hama pharasana, - rasa na gaMdha kaccha nAMhi... Anandadhana cetanamaya mUrata... utkRSTa evI je jJAnadazA che te cAritra che. ane AvI nirvikalpa jJAnadazAmAM upayogamAM vartanAra sAdhakane karmonuM Agamana saMbhavatuM nathI. anuprekSA e rIte cUMTAze ke vikalpone pAra zI rIte javuM? vicAro AvyA ja kare che tyAre emanAmAM bhaLavAne badale emane jovAnA. athavA jApanuM koI nAnuM pada laI upayogane tyAM mUkI vicAromAMthI manane haTAvavuM. - panyAsa pravara zrI bhadraMkaravijyajI ma.sa.nA kathanano sAra Atmatattva para nizcayardaSTie sAdhaka vibhAvana kare che tyAre te saMvede che ke huM eka, akhaMDa, jJAyaka, cit, caitanyamUrti chuM. A bodhe che ahaMkArathI rahita zuddha "huM' no bodha. jyAM sudhI sAdhaka AvA zuddha huM'no bodha nathI karato, tyAM sudhI te nizcayathI mithyAdRSTi che. pAramArthika paristhiti na samajavAthI huM dAna Adi kriyAno kartA chuM' evAM viparIta vacano bolI bolIne AtmA pharI pharI (vAraMvAra) karmano baMdha karyA kare che. kartAbhAvane badale jJAtA bhAva, jJAyakabhAvane grahaNa karanAra AtmA pAramArthika sukhane pAme che. AcArAMga sUtramAM A vAta kahevAI che. akasmasya vavahAro na thiI, kapUNA avAhI jAI che (1/3/ra/110) rAga ane dveSano pariNAma zenA vaDe thAya che? karmanA udayane kAraNe thAya che. ane ethI, audayika hovAthI, te vibhAvarUpa che. svabhAvarUpa nathI. 186 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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dhyAna : AMtara yAtrA huM saMgoSThimAM zrotAone eka prazna pUchato houM chuMkoI lAkaDI mAre to pITha vagere upara sojo AvI jAya. paNa koI kaDavA zabdo kahe to zuM thAya? zuM kAnamAM sojo Ave? tamAro eka anubhava che. vahelI savAranA bhaktino kAryakrama hoya, pAMcathI ATha sudhI emAM vahIne tame bhInA banela ho..Ayojaka taraphathI nAstAnuM nimaMtraNa hoya, tame nAsto karavA beThA. cA ThaMDI hatI. ane nAstAmAM kaMI ThekANuM nahotuM. tame aprasanna banI jAva cho. kema? kema Ama thayuM? traNa kalAkanI bhInAza eka cAnA kape khatama karI nAkhI. zuM thayuM? A dhyAnane prAraMbhamAM ApaNe dhyAnAbhyAsa kahIzuM. abhyAsa thato jaze, AgaLa vadhatuM jaze, tyAre e dhyAnAbhyAsa ja dhyAnamAM badalAze. bhagavAna kahe che : tArI pAse zarIra che ane ene AhAramAM ane vastrAdinAM pugalo joIze; mArI AjJA pramANe tuM e pudgalono upayoga karI zake, paNa e padArthomAM gamA-aNagamArUpe, tAro upayoga na rahevo joIe. krodhano udaya Ave. vikAra cittamAM UThayo. tame emAM bhaLI jatA...have krodhamAM bhaLavAnuM nathI. krodhane jovAno che. e kyAre bane? krodha dazya che, tame daSTA cho; A dRSTibindu sthira thayela hoya to A vAta banI zake. potAnI bhItara UThatA vikArone sAdhaka jue...manamAM mAtra jovAno upayoga cAlyA kare...A jovuM te daSTAbhAva..darzanarUpI guNanI ahIM prApti thaI. A che rUpastha dhyAna. mAruM svarUpa karmothI ne rAga-dveSathI alipta che. huM akhaMDAkAra upayoganI dhArAmAM vahetuM astitva chuM... A rIte AtmAbhAvamAM satata jAgRti sAdhake rAkhavI che. sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo 1 87

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juga juga jhaMkhu chuM tamane.. phUla cImaLAI jaze, murajhAI jaze, ko'kanA paga taLe e roMdAI paNa jaze, puSpa A badhuM sahana karI leze; e nahi sahI zake sugaMdha vinAnA potAnA astitvane. Ape ja eno javAba Apelo ke svAdhyAyano artha svanuM anubhAvana, svanuM sparzana che. ne e saMdarbhamAM covIsa kalAkano svAdhyAya zakaya che. kriyA karatAM, bhAva vibhora banI logassa." jevAM sUtrane uccAratAM jinaguNane sparzIne nijaguNa sparzavAnuM bane. prabhunA nirmala svarUpanI ke prabhunA guNonI anubhUti te ja samyagujJAna...ane e ja anubhUti UMDANathI sparze te sammacAritra... tyAga, vairAgya ane saMyama mane ApIne prabhue mArI bhItara niHspRha bhAva jagAvyo. e niHspRhatAne kAraNe sarvasaMgano tyAga thaI gayo. prabhu! tame mane kevuM majhAnuM sUtra ApyuM! sarvano asaMga barobara parama saMga...ane e paramasaMganI paLo AnaMda ja AnaMda. prabhu ! paramasaMganI e paLo mArA nirmaLa caitanyanI najIka saratI paLo thaI gaI. 188 sattvazIla-tattvamaya prasaMgo

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A mahAvIranuM zAsana che A mahAvIranuM zAsana che, jyAM saunA sarIkhA Asana che A mahAvIranuM zAsana che... vitarAganuM maMdira moTuM, mUrti mAnavatAnI; satyanA jyAM dIpa prakAza, AratI che ahiMsAnI; jyAM samatAnuM saMkIrtana che... A mahAvIranuM zAsana che... UMcanIcanA bheda nahIM jyAM, nahIM kULanA abhimAna; brAhmaNa, kSatriya, vaizya, kSudranA eka sarIkhA sthAna; A abhedanuM jyAM darzana che... A mahAvIranuM zAsana che... mahAvIre duniyAne dIdhI anekAMtanI dRSTi; enA zabda zabda zAtA pAse sArI sRSTi; jyAM sarvodayanuM zikSaNa che... A mahAvIranuM zAsana che... asatyo mAMhethI, prabhu parama satye tuM laI jA; UMDA aMdhArethI, prabhu parama teje tuM laI jA; mahAmRtyumAMthI, amRta samIpe nAtha laI jA; tuM, hINo huM chuM to, tuja darazanA dAna daI jA.