Malyo Bodh Sukhkaj Aatmsiddhi Shastra

Author(s): Rakeshbhai Zaveri
Publisher: Shrimad Rajchandra Ashram
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005832/1

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. bodha sukhasAja zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra viSe cAra bhaktaratnonA pratibhAva upara vivecana pUjya gurudevazrI rAkezabhAI

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zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra racanAbhami zrImad rAjacaMdrajIkRta suprasiddha graMtha zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranI zrI naDiyAda kSetre jyAM racanA thaI hatI, e pavitra sthaLe eka suMdara smArakanuM nirmANa karavAmAM AvyuM che. 2canA bhUminA punaruddhAramAM pavitra spaMdanonI jALavaNI arthe mULa daravAjA, dIvAlo paranA DaTTA vagere prayukta karyA che. zrImad rAjacaMdrajI ane pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAInI pratikRtionI sthApanA dvArA zAstranI racanAkALanA prasaMgane jIvaMta karavAmAM Avyo che. khaMDanI aMdara Ubho karelo saMdhyAkALano mAhola evo bhAsa karAve che, jANe zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranuM avataraNa hamaNAM ja thaI rahyuM che. zrImadjInA mULa hastAkSara rUpe zrI Atmasiddhi zAstrane TaMkotkIrNa karatI takatIonI hAramALA atrenI suMdaratA ane bhavyatAmAM vRddhi kare che. in !!! ' ' ' ke ru/n T A T mAM . RB A f )

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra viSe cAra bhaktaratnonA pratibhAva upara vivecana pUjya gurudevazrI rAkezabhAI zrImad rAjacaMdra mizana dharamapura

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zrI mahAvIrasvAmI bhagavAna

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zrImad rAjacaMdrajI

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anukramaNikA zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra - paricaya prakaraNa 1 pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI prakaraNa 2 pUjya zrI lallujI muni prakaraNa 3 pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI prakaraNa 4 zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI mizanano saMkSipta paricaya 1 19 43 91 151 191 227

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prastAvanA parama puruSa prabhu sadguru, paramajJAna sukhadhAma; jeNe ApyuM bhAna nija, tene sadA praNAma. virala prajJAtizaya, pratibhAzIla sarjanazakti ane utkRSTa AtmadazAnA phaLasvarUpe sarjAyeluM paramakRpALudeva zrImad rAjacaMdrajInuM samasta sAhitya AtmArthA jIvone svonnatinA patha upara atizaya avalaMbanabhUta che ane temAM paNa mUrdhanyasthAne birAje che temanI amara kRti - zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra. sakaLa mokSamArganuM mAtra 142 gAthAomAM nidarzana karAvanAra A zAstra SaDdarzanano sAra che, dravyAnuyogano niSkarSa che, " samasta tattvajJAnano nicoDa che. vi.saM. 1952mAM naDiyAda kSetre A zAstranI racanA pachI, zrImadbhue enA abhyAsa arthe mAtra cAra jIvone ja adhikArI jANyA hatA zrI saubhAgyabhAI, zrI lallujI muni, zrI aMbAlAlabhAI tathA zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI. temaNe saue zrImadbhunI AjJA anusAra A zAstranuM adhyayana karyuM hatuM. A zAstrano temanA upara khUba prabhAva paDyo hato, je temaNe judI judI rIte vyakta karyo hato. A cAra supAtra mahAbhAgyavaMta bhavyAtmAo para paDela zrI Atmasiddhi zAstrano prabhAva tathA temaNe vyakta karela pratibhAva A zAstranuM mAhAtmaya samajavA khUba

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mahattvapUrNa che. tethI jemanA potAnA para zrI Atmasiddhi zAstrano agAdha prabhAva che, jemanA A zAstra paranA vistRta vivecanAtmaka zodhaprabaMdha arthe muMbaI yunivarsiTI taraphathI pIeca.DI.nI upAdhi enAyata thaI che, e pUjya gurudevazrI rAkezabhAI dvArA te cAra bhavyAtmAonA uparokta prabhAva-pratibhAva para vizada, vizleSaNAtmaka, marmasparzI pravacano apAyAM che. A pravacanonA ame anubhavela divya prabhAvano lAbha sarva sAdhakone maLe e udAtta bhAvanApUrvaka prastuta saMkalana 'maLyo bodha sukhasAja' taiyAra karavAmAM AvyuM che. prastuta pustakanAM aMgrejI tathA hiMdI bhASAMtara paNa A sAthe prakAzita thaI rahyAM che. 'maLyo bodha sukhasAja' dvArA pUjyazrI gurudeve darzAvyuM che ke zrI Atmasiddhi zAstramAM evI camatkRti che ke pAtra jIva enA avalaMbane AtmavikAsanAM ucca sopAna sara karI zake che. vaLI, e dvArA teozrIe sAMprata kALanA jijJAsu-mumukSu jIvone paNa AdhyAtmika unnati arthenI suMdara saraLa cAvIo darzAvI che. carama tIrthaMkara paramAtmA zrI mahAvIra bhagavAnanA bodhabaLe, niSkAraNa karuNAsAgara zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA AziSabaLe tathA zrImadjInA parama bhakta evA pUjyazrI gurudevanA samartha preraNAbaLe ame, zrImad rAjacaMdra mizana dharamapuranA mumukSuo amArA AtmalakSa tarapha AgaLa dhapI rahyA chIe. jJAnanA A parama nidhAnane sarvajanahitAya khUlluM mUkatAM ame prasannatA anubhavIe chIe. prastuta saMkalana pragaTa

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karavAnA satkAryamAM bhaktisabhara yogadAna arpanAra sarva mumukSuone hArdika dhanyavAda pAThavIe chIe. mumukSuonI adhyAtmapipAsA bujhAvavAmAM A pustaka sahAyabhUta bane; enuM bhAvapUrvaka adhyayana tathA tajjanya bodha saune Atmazuddhi evam AtmasiddhinA puruSArthamAM preraNArUpa thAya e ja abhyarthanA. 'satpuruSonuM yogabaLa jagatanuM kalyANa karo.' Aso vada 1, vi.saM. 2067 tA.13-10-2011 vinIta TrasTIgaNa, zrImad rAjacaMdra mizana dharamapura

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zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra

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zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra je svarUpa samajyA vinA, pAmyo du:kha anaMta; samajAvyuM te pada namuM, zrI sadguru bhagavaMta. 1 vartamAna A kALamAM, mokSamArga bahu lopa; vicAravA AtmArthAne, bhASyo atra agokha. 2 koI kriyAjaDa thaI rahyA, zuSkajJAnamAM koI; mAne mAraga mokSano, karuNA Upaje joI. 3 bAhya kriyAmAM rAcatA, aMtarbheda na kAMI; jJAnamArga niSedhatA, teha kriyAjaDa AMI. 4 baMdha mokSa che kalpanA, bhAkhe vANI mAMhI; varte mohAvezamAM, zuSkajJAnI te AMhI. 5 vairAgyAdi saphLa to, jo saha AtamajJAna; tema ja AtamajJAnanI, prAptitaNAM nidAna. 6 tyAga virAga na cittamAM, thAya na tene jJAna; aTake tyAga virAgamAM, to bhUle nijabhAna. 7 jyAM jyAM je je yogya che, tahAM samajavuM teha; tyAM tyAM te te Acare, AtmArthA jana eha. 8 seve sadgurucaraNane, tyAgI daI nijapakSa; pAme te paramArthane, nijapadano le lakSa. 9 3

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja AtmajJAna samadarzitA, vicare udayaprayoga; apUrva vANI paramazruta, sadguru lakSaNa yogya. 10 pratyakSa sadguru sama nahi, parokSa jina upakAra; evo lakSa thayA vinA, Uge na AtmavicAra. 11 sadgurunA upadeza vaNa, samajAya na jinarUpa; samajyA vaNa upakAra zo? samajyuM jinasvarUpa. 12 AtmAdi astitvanAM, jeha nirUpaka zAstra; pratyakSa sadguru yoga nahi, tyAM AdhAra supAtra. 13 athavA sadgurue kahyAM, je avagAhana kAja; te te nityavicAravAM, karI matAMtara tyAja. 14 roke jIva svacchaMda to, pAme avazya mokSa; pAmyA ema anaMta che, bhAkhyuM jina nirdoSa. 15 pratyakSa sadguru yogathI, svacchaMda te rokAya; anya upAya karyA thakI, prAye bamaNo thAya. . 16 svacchaMda, mata Agraha tajI, varte sadgurulakSa; samakita tene bhAkhiyuM, kAraNa gaNI pratyakSa. 17 mAnAdika zatru mahA, nija chaMde na marAya; jAtAM sadguru zaraNamAM, alpa prayAse jAya. 18 je sadguru upadezathI, pAmyo kevaLajJAna; guru rahyA chadmastha paNa, vinaya kare bhagavAna. 19 evo mArga vinaya taNo, bhAkhyo zrI vItarAga; mULa hetu e mArgano, samaje koI subhAgya. 20

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asadguru e vinayano, lAbha lahe jo kAMI; mahAmohanIya karmathI, bUDe bhavajaLa mAMhI. 21 zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra hoya mumukSu jIva te, samaje eha vicAra; hoya matArthI jIva te, avaLo le nirdhAra. 22 hoya matArthI tene, thAya na AtamalakSa; teha matArthI lakSaNo, ahIM kahyAM nirpakSa. 23 matArthI-lakSaNa bAhyatyAga paNa jJAna nahi, te mAne guru satya; athavA nijakuLadharmanA, te gurumAM ja mamatva. 24 je jinadeha pramANa ne, samavasaraNAdi siddhi; varNana samaje jinanuM, rokI rahe nija buddhi. 25 pratyakSa sadguruyogamAM, varte dRSTi vimukha; asadgurune dRDha kare, nija mAnArthe mukhya. 26 devAdi gati bhaMgamAM, je samaje zrutajJAna; mAne nija mata veSano, Agraha muktinidAna. 27 lahyuM svarUpa na vRttinuM, grahyuM vrata abhimAna; grahe nahIM paramArthane, levA laukika mAna. 28 athavA nizcaya naya grahe, mAtra zabdanI mAMya; lope sarvyavahArane, sAdhanarahita thAya. 29 jJAnadazA pAme nahIM, pAme teno saMga je, sAdhanadazA na kAMI; te bUDe bhava mAMhI. 30 5

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja e paNa jIva matArthamAM, nijamAnAdi kAja; pAme nahi paramArthane, a-adhikArImAM ja. 31 nahi kaSAya upazAMtatA, nahi aMtara vairAgya; saraLapaNuM na madhyasthatA, e matArtha durbhAgya. 32 lakSaNa kahyAM matArthInAM, matArtha jAvA kAja; . have kahuM AtmArthInAM, Atma-artha sukhasAja. 33 AtmArthI-lakSaNa AtmajJAna tyAM munipaNuM, te sAcA guru hoya; bAkI kuLaguru kalpanA, AtmArthI nahi joya. 34 pratyakSa sadguru prAptino, gaNe parama upakAra; traNe yoga ekatvathI, varte AjJAdhAra. 35 eka hoya traNa kALamAM, paramArathano paMtha; prere te paramArthane, te vyavahAra samaMta. 36 ema vicArI aMtare, zodhe sadguru yoga; kAma eka AtmArthanuM, bIjo nahi manaroga. 37 kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra mokSa abhilASa; bhave kheda, prANIdayA, tyAM AtmArtha nivAsa. 38 dazA na evI jyAM sudhI, jIva lahe nahi joga; mokSamArga pAme nahIM, maTe na aMtara roga. 39 Ave jyAM evI dazA, sadgurubodha suhAya; te bodha suvicAraNA, tyAM pragaTe sukhadAya. 40

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zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra jyAM pragaTe suvicAraNA, tyAM pragaTe nija jJAna; je jJAne kSaya moha thaI, pAme pada nirvANa. 41 Upaje te suvicAraNA, mokSamArga samajAya; guruziSyasaMvAdI, bhAkhuM SaTpada AMhI. 42 SapadanAmakathana 'AtmA che', 'te nitya che', 'che kartA nijakarma'; 'che bhoktA', vaLI 'mokSa che', 'mokSa upAya sudharma'. 43 SasthAna saMkSepamAM, SaTkarzana paNa teha; samajAvA paramArthane, kahyAM jJAnIe eha. 44 (1) zaMkA - ziSya uvAca nathI dRSTimAM Avato, nathI jaNAtuM rUpa; bIjo paNa anubhava nahIM, tethI na jIvasvarUpa. 45 athavA deha ja AtamA, athavA indriya prANa; mithyA judo mAnavo, nahIM juduM eMdhANa. 46 vaLI jo AtmA hoya to, jaNAya te nahi kema? jaNAya jo te hoya to, ghaTa paTa Adi jema. 47 mATe che nahi AtamA, mithyA mokSa upAya; e aMtara zaMkA taNo, samajAvo sadupAya. 48 (1) samAdhAna - sadguru uvAca bhAsyo dehAdhyAsathI, AtmA deha samAna; paNa te banne bhinna che, pragaTa lakSaNe bhAna. 49

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja bhAsyo dehAdhyAsathI, AtmA deha samAna; paNa te banne bhinna che, jema asi ne mAna. 50 je draSTA che dRSTino, je jANe che rUpa; abAdhya anubhava je rahe, te che jIvasvarUpa. 51 che indriya pratyekane, nija nija viSayanuM jJAna; pAMca indranA viSayanuM, paNa AtmAne bhAna. para deha na jANe tehane, jANe na IndrI prANa; AtmAnI sattA vaDe, teha pravarte jANa. pa3 sarva avasthAne viSe, nyAro sadA jaNAya; pragaTarUpa caitanyamaya, e eMdhANa sadAya. 54 ghaTa, paTa Adi jANa tuM, tethI tene mAna; jANanAra te mAna nahi, kahIe kevuM, jJAna? papa parama buddhi kuza dehamAM, sthULa deha mati alpa; deha hoya jo AtamA, ghaTe na Ama vikalpa. pa6 jaDa cetanano bhinna che, kevaLa pragaTa svabhAva; ekapaNuM pAme nahIM, traNe kALa dvabhAva. 57 AtmAnI zaMkA kare, AtmA pote Apa; zaMkAno karanAra te, acaraja eha amApa. 58 (2) zaMkA - ziSya uvAca AtmAnA astitvanA, Ape kahyA prakAra; saMbhava teno thAya che, aMtara karyo vicAra. 59

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zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra bIjI zaMkA thAya tyAM, AtmA nahi avinAza; dehayogathI Upaje, dehaviyoge nAza. 60 athavA vastu kSaNika che, kSaNe kSaNe palaTAya; e anubhavathI paNa nahIM, AtmA nitya jaNAya. 61 (2) samAdhAna - sara uvAca deha mAtra saMyoga che, vaLI jaDa rUpI dezya; cetananAM utpatti laya, konA anubhava vazya? dUra jenA anubhava vazya e, utpana layanuM jJAna; te tethI, judA vinA, thAya na keme bhAna. 63 je saMyogo dekhiye, te te anubhava dazya; Upaje nahi saMyogathI, AtmA nitya pratyakSa. 64 jaDathI cetana Upaje, cetanathI jaDa thAya; evo anubhava koIne, kyAre kadI na thAya. 65 koI saMyogothI nahi, jenI utpatti thAya; nAza na teno koImAM, tethI nitya sadAya. 66 krodhAdi taratamyatA, sarpAdikanI mAMya; pUrvajanma saMskAra te, jIva nityatA tyAMya. 67 AtmA dravya nitya che, paryAye palaTAya; bALAdi vaya traNyanuM, jJAna ekane thAya. 68 athavA jJAna kSaNikanuM, je jANI vadanAra; ' vadanAro te kSaNika nahi, kara anubhava nirdhAra. 69

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja kyAre koI vastuno, kevaLa hoya na nAza; cetana pAme nAza to, kemAM bhaLe tapAsa. 70 (3) zaMkA - ziSya uvAca kartA jIva na karmano, karma ja kartA karma; athavA sahaja svabhAva kAM, karma jIvano dharma. 71 AtmA sadA asaMga ne, kare. prakRti baMdha; athavA Izvara preraNA, tethI jIva abaMdha. 72 mATe mokSa upAyano, koI na hetu jaNAya; karmataNuM kartApaNuM, kAM nahi, kAM nahi jAya. 73 (3) samAdhAna - sadguru uvAca hoya ne cetana preraNA, koNa rahe to karma? jaDasvabhAva nahi preraNA, juo vicArI dharma. 74 jo cetana karatuM nathI, nathI thatAM to karma; tethI sahaja svabhAva nahi, tema ja nahi jIvadharma. 75 kevaLa hota asaMga jo, bhAsata tane na kema? ' asaMga che paramArthathI, paNa nijabhAne tema. 76 kartA Izvara koI nahi, Izvara zuddha svabhAva; athavA preraka te gaNe, Izvara doSaprabhAva. 77 cetana jo nija bhAnamAM, kartA Apa svabhAva; varte nahi nija bhAnamAM, kartA karma-prabhAva. 78 10

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zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra (4) zaMkA - ziSya uvAca jIva karma kartA kaho, paNa bhoktA nahi soya; zuM samaje jaDa karma ke, phaLa pariNAmI hoya? 79 phaLadAtA Izvara gaye, bhoktApaNuM sadhAya; ema kahyuM IzvarataNuM, IzvarapaNuM ja jAya. 80 Izvara siddha thayA vinA, jagata niyama nahi hoya; pachI zubhAzubha karmanAM, bhogya sthAna nahi koya. 81 (4) samAdhAna - sadguru uvAca bhAvakarma, nija kalpanA, mATe cetanarUpa; jIvavIryanI phuraNA, prahaNa kare jaDadhUpa. 82 jhera sudhA samaje nahIM, jIva khAya phaLa thAya; ema zubhAzubha karmanuM, bhoktApaNuM jaNAya. 83 eka rAMka ne eka nRpa, e Adi je bheda; kAraNa vinA na kArya te, te ja zubhAzubha vedya. 84 phaLadAtA IzvarataNI, emAM nathI jarUra; karma svabhAve pariName, thAya bhogathI dUra. 85 te te bhogya vizeSanAM, sthAnaka dravya svabhAva; gahana vAta che ziSya A, kahI saMkSepe sAva. 86 . (5) zaMkA - ziSya uvAca kartA bhoktA jIva ho, paNa teno nahi mokSa; vityo kALa anaMta paNa, vartamAna che doSa. 87 11

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja zubha kare phLa bhogave, devAdi gati mAMya; azubha kare narakAdi phLa, karma rahita na kyAMya. 88 (5) samAdhAna - sadguru uvAca jema zubhAzubha karmapada, jANyAM saphLa pramANa; tema nivRtti saphaLatA, mATe mokSa sujANa. 89 vItyo kALa anaMta te, karma zubhAzubha bhAva; teha zubhAzubha chedatAM, Upaje mokSa svabhAva. 90 dehAdika saMyogano, AtyaMtika viyoga; siddha mokSa zAzvata pade, nija anaMta sukhabhoga. 91 (6) zaMkA - ziSya uvAca hoya kadApi mokSapada, nahi avirodha 'upAya; karmo kALa anaMtanAM, zAthI chedyAM jAya? 92 athavA mata darzana ghaNAM, kahe upAya aneka; temAM mata sAco kayo, bane na eha viveka. 93 kaI jAtimAM mokSa che, kayA veSamAM mokSa; eno nizcaya nA bane, ghaNA bheda e doSa. 94 tethI ema jaNAya che, maLe na mokSa upAya; jIvAdi jANyA taNo, zo upakAra ja thAya? 95 pAMce uttarathI thayuM, samAdhAna sarvAMga; samajuM mokSa upAya to, udaya udaya sadbhAgya. 4 96 12

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zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra - (6) samAdhAna - sadguru uvAca pAMce uttaranI thaI, AtmA viSe pratIta; thAze mokSopAyanI, sahaja pratIta e rIta. 97 karmabhAva ajJAna che, mokSabhAva nijavAsa; aMdhakAra ajJAna sama, nAze jJAnaprakAza. 98 je je kAraNa baMdhanAM, teha baMdhano paMtha; te kAraNa chedaka dazA, mokSapaMtha bhavaaMta. 99 rAga, dveSa, ajJAna e, mukhya karmanI graMtha; thAya nivRtti jehathI, te ja mokSano patha. 10 AtmA sat caitanyamaya, sarvAbhAsa rahita; jethI kevaLa pAmiye, mokSapaMtha te rIta. 101 karma anaMta prakAranAM, temAM mukhya ATha; temAM mukhya mohanIya, haNAya te kahuM pATha. 102 karma mohanIya bheda haiM, darzana cAritra nAma; haNe bodha vItarAgatA, acUka upAya Ama. 103 karmabaMdha krodhAdithI, haNe kSamAdika te; pratyakSa anubhava sarvane, emAM zo saMdeha? 104 choDI mata darzana taNo, Agraha tema vikalpa kahyo mArga A sAdhaze, janma tehanA alpa. 105 parSadanAM pahmazna te, pUchayAM karI vicAra; te padanI sarvAgatA, mokSamArga nirdhAra. 106 13

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja jAti, veSano bheda nahi, kahyo mArga jo hoya; sAdhe te mukti lahe, emAM bheda na koya.. 107 kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra mokSaabhilASa; bhave kheda aMtara dayA, te kahIe jijJAsa. 108 te jijJAsu jIvane, thAya sadgurubodha; to pAme samatine, varte mata darzana Agraha tajI, varte sadgurulakSa; lahe zuddha samakita te, jemAM bheda na pakSa. 110 aMtarazodha. 109 varte nijasvabhAvano, anubhava lakSa prIta; vRtti vahe nijabhAvamAM, paramArthe samakita. 111 vardhamAna samakita thaI, TALe mithyAbhAsa; udaya thAya cAritrano, vItarAgapada vAsa. 112 kevaLa nijasvabhAvanuM, akhaMDa varte jJAna; kahIe kevaLajJAna te, deha chatAM nirvANa. 113 koTi varSanuM svapna paNa, jAgrata thatAM zamAya; tema vibhAva anAdino, jJAna thatAM dUra thAya. 114 chUTe dehAdhyAsa to, nahi kartA tuM karma; nahi bhoktA tuM tehano, e ja dharmano marma. 115 e ja dharmathI mokSa che, tuM cho mokSa svarUpa; anaMta darzana jJAna tuM, avyAbAdha svarUpa. 116 zuddha buddha caitanyaghana, svayaMjyoti sukhadhAma; bIjuM kahIe keTaluM? kara vicAra to pAma. 117 14

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zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra nizcaya sarve jJAnIno, AvI atra samAya; dharI maunatA ema kahI, sahajasamAdhi mAMya. 118 ziSyabodhabIjaprAptikathana sadgurunA upadezathI, AvyuM apUrva bhAna; - nijapada nijamAMhI lahyuM, dUra thayuM ajJAna. 119 bhAsuM nijasvarUpa che, zuddha cetanArUpa; ajara, amara, avinAzI ne, dehAtIta svarUpa. 120 kartA bhoktA karmano, vibhAva varte jyAMya; vRtti vahI. nijabhAvamAM, thayo akartA tyAMya. 121 athavA nijapariNAma che, zuddha cetanArUpa; kartA bhoktA tehano, nirvikalpa svarUpa. 122 mokSa kahyo nijazuddhatA, te pAme te paMtha; samajAvyo saMkSepamAM, sakaLa mArga nirmatha. 123 aho! aho! zrI sadguru, karuNAsiMdhu apAra; A pAmara para prabhu karyo, aho! aho! upakAra. 124 zuM prabhucaraNa kane dharuM, AtmAthI sau hIna; te to prabhue Apiyo, vatuM caraNAdhIna. 125 A dehAdi AjathI, varte prabhu AdhIna; dAsa, dAsa huM dAsa chuM, teha prabhuno dIna. 126 paTuM sthAnaka samajAvIne, bhinna batAvyo Apa; mAna thakI taravAravatuM, e upakAra amApa. 127 15

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja upasaMhAra darzana SaTe samAya che, A SaTu sthAnaka mAMhI; vicAratAM vistArathI, saMzaya rahe na kAMI. 128 AtmabhrAMti sama roga nahi, sadguru vaidya sujANa; guruAjJA sama pathya nahi, auSadha vicAra dhyAna. 129 jo iccho paramArtha to, karo satya puruSArtha; bhavasthiti Adi nAma laI, chedo nahi AtmArtha. 130 nizcayavANI sAMbhaLI, sAdhana tajavAM noya; nizcaya rAkhI lakSamAM, sAdhana karava soya. 131 naya nizcaya ekAMtathI, AmAM nathI kahela; ekAMte vyavahAra nahi, banne sAthe rahela. 132 gacchamatanI je kalpanA, te nahi sadyavahAra; bhAna nahIM nijarUpanuM, te nizcaya nahi sAra. 133 AgaLa jJAnI thaI gayA, vartamAnamAM hoya; thAze kALa bhaviSyamAM, mArgabheda nahi koya. 134 sarva jIva che siddha sama, je samaje te thAya; sazuruAjJA jinadazA, nimitta kAraNa mAMya. 135 upAdAnanuM nAma laI, e je taje nimitta; pAme nahi siddhatvane, rahe bhrAMtimAM sthita. 136 mukhathI jJAna kathe ane, aMtar chUTyo na moha; te pAmara prANI kare, mAtra jJAnIno droha 137 16

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dayA, zAMti, samatA, kSamA, satya, tyAga, vairAgya; hoya mumukSu ghaTa viSe, eha sadAya sujAgya. 138 mohabhAva kSaya hoya jyAM, athavA hoya prazAMta; te kahIe jJAnIdazA, bAkI kahIe bhrAMta. 139 zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra sakaLa jagata te eThavat, athavA svapna samAna; N te kahIe jJAnIdazA, bAkI vAcAjJAna. 140 sthAnaka pAMca vicArIne, chaDhe varte jeha; pAme sthAnaka pAMcamuM, emAM nahi saMdeha. 141 deha chatAM jenI dazA, varte dehAtIta; te jJAnInA caraNamAM, ho vaMdana agaNita. 142 *** 17

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zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra - paricaya bhUmikA anAdi kALathI jIva A jagatamAM caturgatiparibhramaNa karI rahyo che, je daramyAna janma-maraNanA mahAduHkhadAyI patha upara te anaMta niSphaLa pherA pharato rahyo che; paraMtu jyAre e niSphaLatAthI trAsI te jAgRta thAya che, tyAre ekAda janmAro te evo jIvI jAya che ke teno janma sArthaka thaI jAya che, tenuM paribhramaNa sAMta thAya che ane tyAre tenuM jIvana anyane mATe paNa dIvAdAMDIrUpa bane che. svaparakalyANazilpanA AvA anerA ghaDavaiyAomAM - parama maMgaLakArI virala divyAtmAomAM samartha jJAnAvatAra ane adhyAtmayugasaSTA zrImad rAjacaMdrajInuM sthAna viziSTa garimAyukta ane ciraMtana che. zrImadranuM jIvana adhyAtmanI akhaMDa sAdhanArUpa hatuM. temanuM vyaktitva apUrva AtmaparAkramanA darpaNarUpa hatuM. temanI vilakSaNa atyaMtara dazAno nicoDa temanAM preraka lakhANomAM mUrtasvarUpa pAmyo che. temanAM pratyeka vAkya, pratyeka zabda - adhyAtmanA raMgathI raMgAyelAM jovA maLe che. temanAM vacanAmRtono vipula vAraso aneka jIvone AtmajAgRti tathA AtmakalyANa sAdhavAmAM atyaMta upakAraka banyo che, banI rahyo che ane banaze.

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja zrImaddanuM samasta sAhitya AtmArthI jIvone sva-anveSaNa ane svanirIkSaNa mATe atizaya lAbhadAyaka che; ane temAM paNa temanA sAhityanI sauthI mahattvanI kRti, ogaNatrIsa varSanI uMmare temaNe lakhela "zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra', parama kalyANakArI che. zrImaddI ucca AtmadazA ane prabaLa sarjanazaktino purAvo ApatI tathA zAstrIya viSaya upara suvyavasthita rIte lakhAyelI A uttamottama kRti temanA samagra sAhityamAM anokhI bhAta pADe che. graMthasarjananuM nimitta zrImadbhA hRdayapratibiMbarUpa uttamottama patronA udbhava mATenI prabaLa nimitta evA saurASTranA sAyalA gAmanA nivAsI zrI saubhAgyabhAI zrImanI A kirtikaLazarUpa ciraMjIva kRtinA preraka nimitta hatA. zrImade temanA hRdayajJa paramArtha premI zrI saubhAgyabhAInI vinaMtI svIkArIne sarva mumukSuonAM kalyANa arthe A graMthanI racanA karI hatI. zAstrakAre zAstraracanA koI anya pAtranI vinaMtInA phaLarUpe karI hoya evA aneka prasaMga bhUtakALamAM banyA che. udAharaNa tarIke - gomyuTarAjA(cAmuMDarAya)nA praznathI siddhAMtacakravartIzrI nemicaMdrajIe "gosmatasAra' tathA labdhisAra'nuM nirmANa karyuM hatuM. kumArapALa rAjAnI vijJaptithI kalikAlasarvajJa AcAryazrI hemacaMdrasUrijIe "vItarAgastava' ane yogazAstra'nI racanA karI hatI. upAdhyAyazrI yazovijayajI 22

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zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra - paricaya mahArAja tathA gaNizrI devacaMdrajI mahArAjanA paNa aneka graMtho A prakAranI vinaMtInA pariNAme racAyA hatA. zrImade paNa soLa varSanI uMmare, bALakathI mAMDIne vRddha sudhInA sau jijJAsu jIvo saraLatAthI samaje evo graMtha lakhavAnI zrI popaTabhAI daphatarInI vinaMtI svIkArIne "mokSamALA' lakhI hatI. tevI ja rIte "zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra'nI racanA zrI saubhAgyabhAInI vinaMtIthI karavAmAM AvI hatI. have A anupama kRtinA sarjananA itihAsa tarapha vaLIe. vi.saM. 1951mAM suratamAM zrI lallujI muni 10-12 mAsathI tAvanI bImArIthI grasta hatA. temane koI davAthI phAyado na thayo ane maMdavADa vadhI gayo. te arasAmAM suratanA eka lallubhAI jhaverI 10-12 mAsanI mAMdagI bhogavIne marI gayA. zrI lallujI munine ciMtA thavA lAgI ke temano deha paNa chUTI jaze. tethI temaNe zrImadda uparAuparI patro lakhIne vinaMtI karI ke temano deha bace tema lAgatuM nathI ane samakita vinA deha chUTI jaze to temano manuSyabhava vyartha jaze. temaNe zrImane samakita ApavAnI vinaMtI karI. zrImade anaMta kRpA karI te patronA uttaramAM AtmAnAM cha padane samyakapaNe prarUpato ane samyajJAnanA hetubhUta cha padano patra' (patrAMka-493) vi.saM. 1951nA vaizAkha mAsamAM lakhyo. zrImad surata padhAryA tyAre temaNe te patranuM vizeSa vivecana karI zrI lallujI munine teno paramArtha samajAvyo ane te patra mukhapATha karI, tene vAraMvAra vicAravAnI bhalAmaNa karI.

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja vi.saM. 1951mAM A patra zrImA paramArthasakhA zrI saubhAgyabhAIne mokalavAmAM Avyo hato ane te mukhapATha karI, vAraMvAra vicAravA AjJA thaI hatI. vayovRddha 'zrI saubhAgyabhAIne A gadyapatra mukhapATha karatAM muzkelI paDI ane anya mumukSubhAIone paNa A patra mukhapATha karatAM muzkelI paDaze ema temane lAgyuM. vi.saM. 1952mAM temane zrImaddno samAgama khaMbhAtamAM thayo tyAre potAnI muzkelI rajU karatAM temaNe kahyuM ke cha padano patra gadyamAM hovAthI mukhapATha karavo duSkara che, smaraNamAM raheto nathI. AtmapratIti karAvatA, gadyamAM lakhAyelA A cha padanA patra jevo koI padyagraMtha lakhAya to sarva mumukSuo upara ghaNo upakAra thAya ane mukhapATha karavAmAM saraLa paDe. Ama, zrI saubhAgyabhAInI vinaMtInA phaLarUpe zrImadnI aMtaraMga parama vizuddhimAMthI uparokta cha padane kAvyabaddha karatuM 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra'rUpa amUlya graMtharatna pragaTa thayuM. graMtharacanAno prasaMga vi.saM. 1952nA zrAvaNa mAsamAM zrImadde nivRtti arthe kAviThA, rALaja Adi kSetre sthiti karI hatI ane pachI gujarAtanAM jaMgalomAM AtmadhyAnanimagnapaNe vicarI, ANaMda thaIne Aso mAsamAM teo naDiyAda padhAryA hatA. mahAmumukSu zrI aMbAlAlabhAI temanI sevAmAM rahetA hatA. zaradapUrNimAnA bIjA divase, arthAt Aso vada 1 nA divase zrImad bahAra pharIne mukAme padhAryA tyAre sAMja paDI 24

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zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra - paricaya gaI hatI. zrImade zrI aMbAlAlabhAI pAse phAnasa maMgAvyuM ane teo lakhavA beThA. zrI aMbAlAlabhAI vinayabhakti sahita vinamra bhAve potAnA hAthamAM phAnasa dharIne dIvInI jema UbhA rahyA. zrImadnI kalama ekadhArAe cAlI ane temaNe eka ja beThake, mAtra doDha-be kalAkamAM SaDdarzananA sArarUpa, sUtraratnAvali samAna 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra'nI 142 gAthA ekI kalame lakhI. AgamasiMdhunA navanIta jevo A apUrva graMtha zrImad jevA koI alaukika puruSa ja ATalA alpa samayamAM racI zake. A ghaTanA temanI kavitvapratibhAnI ane lekhanasiddhinI paNa uttama pratIti karAve che. mAtra, doDha-be kalAkamAM ja sarjana pAmela 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra' zrImadnuM nAma sarva kALane mATe amara karavAne paryApta che. zrImad jevA AtmasiddhapuruSanA hRdayamAMthI askhalita pravAhe nIkaLelI jagatapAvanI zrutagaMgA avana upara avatarI. anAdinA ajJAnarUpI aMdhakArane dUra karI, AtmapratItirUpa adhyAtmaprakAzathI sahaja AnaMda pragaTAvavA samartha evA 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra'nA avatAranAM zrI aMbAlAlabhAI parama bhaktithI darzana karI rahyA hatA ane te saMpUrNa lakhAI rahyuM tyAM sudhI teo phAnasa laIne UbhA rahyA hatA. A rIte zrImadnI A adbhuta kRtinA prathama sAkSI thavAnuM rUpama saubhAgya zrI aMbAlAlabhAIne prApta thayuM hatuM. Ama, zrImade carotara jillAnA naDiyAda gAmanA nAnA kuMbhanAtha mahAdevanA maMdiranA eka oraDAmAM vi.saM. 25

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja 1952nA Aso vada 1, guruvAra, tA. 22-10-1896nA zubha maMgala divase AtmAnubhavapUrvaka skurAyamAna thayela gahana tattvone "zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra' rUpe sAdI, saraLa, bhAvavAhI vANImAM gUMthyAM. svAti nakSatramAM chIpamAM paDeluM meghabiMdu jema suMdara motImAM pariName che, tema zrI saubhAgyabhAI jevA supAtra jIva dvArA koI bhAgyazALI kSaNe thayelI. vinaMtInA paripAkarUpe zrImadbhA aMtaramAM 14 pUrvanA sArarUpa "zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra'rUpI amUlya motI utpanna thayuM. A badala jagata zrI saubhAgyabhAInuM RNI che. zrImade paNa "zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra'mAM traNa sthaLe temano ullekha karI temane amara karyA che - "mULa hetu e mArgano, samaje koI subhAgya(gAthA-20) ane "udaya udaya sadbhAgya' (gAthA-96), A be gAthAmAM garbhitapaNe ullekha karyo che. ane "zrI subhAgya ne zrI acaLa, Adi mumukSu kAja; tathA bhavyatita kAraNe, kahyo bodha sukhasAja.' e 127mI gAthA pachInI rada karelI gAthAmAM 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstrI zrI saubhAgyabhAI Adi mATe racyuM hatuM te pragaTapaNe jaNAvyuM che. graMthazIrSakanI yathArthatA zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra' nAmathI prakhyAti pAmelI zrImaddI A paramArthagaMbhIra padyaracanA adbhuta tattvakaLAthI gUMthAyelI che. seMkaDo paMDito sAthe maLIne game teTaluM mathe topaNa potAnI racelI tarkapradhAna kRtio dvArA je tattvaniSkarSa na

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zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra - paricaya ANI zake, tenA karatAM paNa UMco tattvaniSkarSa mAtra 142 gAthAnA A zAstramAM sacoTapaNe temaja saraLa bhASAmAM prakAzita thavA pAmyo che. 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra'nI viziSTatA e che ke te mAtra tArkika upapatti nathI, paNa tenI racanA AtmAnubhavapUrvaka thaI che. pote anubhavelA adhyAtmane zrImade zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra'mAM vaheto mUkyo hoya ema spaSTa nihALI zakAya che. potapotAnAM pakSanI ane maMttavyanI siddhi arthe aneka 'siddhi' graMtho seMkaDo varSothI jaina ane jainetara saMpradAyomAM lakhAtA rahyA che. 'brahmasiddhi', 'advaitasiddhi'' Adi vedAMtaviSayaka graMtho suvidita che. 'sarvArthasiddhi', 'anekAMtasiddhi', 'siddhivinizcaya', 'sarvajJasiddhi' vagere graMtho jainaparaMparAmAM lakhAyelA che. e ja pramANe zrImadde paNa 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra'mAM AtmAnAM astitvAdi cha padanA nirUpaNa dvArA tarka ane yuktinA baLe AtmatattvanI siddhi karI, tenI prAptino divya mArga adbhuta zailIthI anubhavasiddha karI prakAzyo che. je koI sAco mumukSu A kRtinuM yathArtha bhAvana karI tathArUpa pariNamana karaze, te avazya Atmasiddhi AtmaprApti karaze. Ama, jenI gAthAe gAthAe AtmasiddhisaMpanna puruSe AtmAnI prakRSTa siddhi karI che evA A zAstranA adbhuta guNone pratibiMbita karatuM enuM nAma 'Atmasiddhi' kharekhara sArthaka ja che! 27 - 'zrI Atmasiddhi'ne zAstra tarIke kema saMbodhavAmAM Ave che te have joIe. 'zAstra' zabda saMskRtamAM be rIte vyutpanna

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja thAya che zAsana kare te zAstra: vyaktine (1) zAsanAt zAstram kAM to koI pravRttimAM joDAvAnI preraNA kare athavA to koI kriyAthI aTakavAnuM kahe, arthAt vidhi-niSedha darzAve te zAstra. - (2) zaMsanAt zAstram agocara tattvanuM kathana kare - zaMsana (kathana) kare te zAstra. koI te zAstra. 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra' jIvane AtmahitamAM joDAvAnI pre2NA kare che tathA temAM nyAyayukta dalIlo dvArA AtmAnAM astitvAdine siddha karI ApyAM che. Ama, banne arthamAM zrImaddnI A kRtine zAstra kahevuM yogya che. A zAstra zrI mahAvIra prabhupraNIta pavitra mokSamArganuM bhAna karAvanAra, dizA dekhADanAra parama zAstra che. vAMcanArane anubhava thAya che ke te koI paNa vyAvahArika dharmane vaLagI rahetuM nathI. AtmakalyANanA mArge cAlavAnI jenI jijJAsA che tevA mumukSuo mATe 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra' parama hitakArI, adhyAtmavikAsamAM mArgadarzaka, preraka ane udbodhaka che. graMthaviSaya zrImaddnI svAnubhUtiyukta sahaja AtmadazAnA suMdara paripAkarUpe 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra'nuM prAgaTya thayuM. atyaMta 28

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zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra - paricaya paramArthagaMbhIra, parama bhAvadazA preraka A divya sarjanamAM zrImade cha padano mULa viSaya samajAvIne, AtmAnI siddhino mArga sarva mumukSu jIvo mATe anAvarita karyo che. "AtmA che', 'te nitya che', 'te karmano kartA che', "te karmano bhoktA che', "mokSa che' ane "mokSano upAya che' - A che padanI jJAnI puruSanA abhiprAya anusAra aviruddha zraddhA thAya to jIva samyagdarzana pAmI, sarva duHkhathI mukta thAya evA uttama aMtara-AzayathI A mahAna zAstranI racanA thavA pAmI che. jaina dharmanA siddhAMtarUpa A cha padanuM tattvajJAna jaina zAstromAM vAraMvAra carcAyuM ja che. anaMta tIrthakaro je tattvano bodha karI gayA che, te ja tane zrImade A zAstramAM saraLatAthI samajAvyuM che ane e rIte tIrthakaronA mArganI prabhAvanA karI che. 142 gAthAnA "zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra'mAM cha padanA mULa viSayane samajAvatAM pahelAM zrImade pIThikArUpe prathama 42 gAthAomAM aneka prayojanabhUta bAbato spaSTa karI che. maMgaLAcaraNathI zarU karI svacchaMdatyAgapUrvaka vinayamArganI anivAryatA samajAvI, "Atmasiddhi'rUpa kalpavRkSanuM bIja vAvatAM pahelAM matArthIpaNAnuM nikaMdana kADhavA zrImade AtmalakSavihoNA matAthI jIvanAM lakSaNo suvyavasthitapaNe prakAzyAM che. kriyAjaDa ane zuSkajJAnI ema banne prakAranA matArthI jIvonAM samuccaya lakSaNo varNavI, te jIvone matArthIpaNuM tyajavAno ane AtmArthIpaNuM bhajavAno upadeza karI, temaNe AtmArthI jIvanAM lakSaNonuM mArmika kathana karyuM che. suvicAraNA 29

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja Upaje ane mokSamArga samajAya te arthe guruziSyasaMvAdathI A zAstranA hRdayarUpa SaTpada prakAzavAno nirdeza temaNe 42mI gAthAmAM karyo che. gAthA 43 thI 118mAM AtmAnA zuddha svarUpanI oLakhANa thavA mATe zrImade AtmAnAM cha padanuM anubhavasiddha vANImAM varNana karyuM che. A cha pada aMgenI yathArtha samajaNathI viparIta dRSTi TaLI, savaLI daSTi thAya che. gAthA 4344mAM zrImade cha padano nAmanirdeza karI, te cha pada ja cha darzana che ema jaNAvyuM che. gAthA 45thI te cha padamAMnA pratyeka pada aMgenI potAnI zaMkAo yogyatAvAna ziSya zrIgurusanmukha saraLatAthI ane vinayapUrvaka pradarzita kare che ane zrIguru potAnI divya madhura vANIthI te sarvanuM dhIrajapUrvaka samAdhAna ApI, tattvarahasya pragaTa karI, ziSyanA hRdayanI graMthio ukelI tene niHzaMka kare che. zrImade ananya bhAvapUrNa guruziSyasaMvAda dvArA AtmAnAM cha padanI talasparzI mImAMsA karI, te cha padanI apUrva zraddhA karAvI che. cha darzanonA matabhedanI bhAMjagaDamAM paDyA vinAM, AtmArthI jIvanuM lakSa sva tarapha dorAya ane tene zuddhAtmatattvano yathArtha bodha thAya te arthe darzanono nAmollekha karyA vinA, badarzana aMtargata AtmA saMbaMdhI vicAraNAnI samyak rajUAta karI che. gAthA 119 thI 142mAM ziSyane thayela bodhabIjanI prAptinuM varNana ane graMthano upasaMhAra che. SapadanuM bhavya udbodhana karatA sadgurunA upadezAmRtanA yathArtha anusaraNathI 30

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zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra - paricaya suziSyane bodhabIjanI prApti thAya che ane parama AtmollAsathI te potAnA hRdayamAM pragaTelo parSadano bodha saMkSepamAM vyakta kare che. kRtajJapaNe te potAno ahobhAva darzAve che ane sadgurunI AjJAmAM vartavAno daDha saMkalpa karI sadgurucaraNe sarvArpaNa kare che. aMtamAM zrImade A "zrI Atmasiddhi zAstrIrUpa maMdiranA kaLazarUpa sarva mumukSuone mArgadarzaka thaI paDe evo 15 gAthAno atyaMta mananIya upasaMhAra racyo che. temAM mumukSu jIvonA hitArthe bhUlonAM saMbhavita sthAnako spaSTatAthI darzAvI zrImade parama upakAra karyo che. aMtima gAthAmAM temaNe dehadhArI kiMtu videhI dazAvAna evA jJAnIpuruSanAM caraNakamaLamAM vaMdana karI, aMtya maMgala karI, AtmotthAnamAM parama avalaMbanabhUta evA A zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra'nI pUrNAhuti karI che. Ama, mokSamArganA praNetA zrImade mAtra 142 gAthAomAM sarva zAstrono sAra samAvyo che. AvA paramocca "zrI Atmasiddhi zAstrano ekAgratApUrvaka abhyAsa karatAM jIva pAvana thAya che, pAtra thAya che ane parama vizuddhine pAme che. tethI A zAstra sau koI kalyANavAMchu mumukSu jIve nitya avagAhana karI aMtaramAM susthita karavA yogya che. graMthazailI. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra' e zrImanA AtmAnA anubhavamAMthI prApta thayela AtmanidhimAMthI phurelI, asaMkhya 31

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja bhavyone preraNA ApI sanmArge vALanArI, sahelAIthI kaMThastha karI zakAya evI ane sUtrAtmaka chatAM saraLa ane subodha zailIe lakhAyelI temanI sarvottama kRti che. sAhityanA Adi kALathI sadgraMthanA sarjako, vividha bhUmikAnA bhavya jIvo kaI rIte saraLatAthI bodha pAmI zake. ane ISTanI pUrti sAdhI zake te lakSamAM rAkhI, vividha prakAranAM bhASAprayoga, rajUAta paddhati tathA kathanazailI apanAvatA AvyA che. uttama ane amUlya saMskRtionA nidhAnamAM "zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra' potAnI viziSTa prakAranI nirUpaNazailIthI eka anokhI bhAta pADe che. tenI racanA praznottararUpe thayelI che. A zailInA aneka lAbha che. graMthakartAne vAcaka samakSa je tattvarahasya pragaTa karavuM hoya te teo praznottarazailI dvArA saraLatAthI pragaTa karI zake che, potAnI ISTa paddhati anusAra tene jevo AkAra Apavo hoya te sugamatAthI ApI zake che. prAraMbhika kakSAnA vAcakone saLaMga graMthanA abhyAsa daramyAna svayaM vicAraphuraNAno avakAza ocho rahe che, jyAre praznottarazailI vAcakanA cittamAM jijJAsA jagADe che. eka praznanI rajUAta thatAM te aMgenI vicAraNA ochAvattA aMze avazya jAge che. A svayaMspharita suvicAraNA sAdhakane ekAgra thavAmAM uttama nimitta bane che. vaLI, A zailImAM graMthakartA potAnA maMtavyane to rajU kare ja che, paraMtu sAthe te maMtavyathI viruddha prakAranI je dalIlo UThavAno saMbhava hoya te dalIlono paNa pote ja prativAdI vatI ullekha karI, te dalIlonuM tArkika 32

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zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra - paricaya nirasana ApI zake che. Ama, viSayanI rajUAtamAM praznottarazailInuM AgavuM sthAna hovAthI bhUtakALamAM paNa aneka graMthakartAoe saMvAdazailIno Azraya lIdho che. dvAdazAMgImAM mUrdhanya pada dharAvatA paMcama aMga 'zrI bhagavatI sUtra'nI racanA praznottararUpe ja thaI che, jemAM zrI indrabhUti gautame zrI mahAvIra svAmI bhagavAnane pUchelA 36,000 praznonuM saMkalana che. "jJAtAdharmakathA', anuttaropapAdikadazA', 'vipAkasUtra', 'niryAvalikA' Adi keTalAka Agamo evA che ke jenI prarUpaNA zrI sudharmAsvAmIe zrI jaMbUsvAmInA praznonA AdhAre, bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra pAsethI te viSenuM jJAna meLavIne karI che. AcAryazrI jinabhadrajIkRta 'vizeSAvazyakabhASya', gaNizrI devacaMdrajI mahArAjakRta 'vicAraratnasAra' Adi aneka graMthomAM A ja zailIno AdhAra levAmAM Avyo che. praznottarazailIno suMdara upayoga jainetara graMthomAM paNa avAranavAra thato rahyo che, bauddha tripiTaka'mAM aneka sthaLe vividha saMvAdonI racanA karavAmAM AvI che. "zrImad bhagavad gItA'mAM zrI vyAsa munie arjunanA mukhe prazna mUkI, zrIkRSNanA mukhethI uttara apAvyA che. vividha upaniSado uparAMta zrI zaMkarAcArya, kavi akho, dAsI jIvaNadAsa, kavi - dayArAma vagerenAM aneka graMtho temaja kAvyomAM paNa A prakAranI saMvAdAtmaka zailI prayukta thaI che. 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra'mAM zrImade paNa padanI talasparzI 33

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja mImAMsA guruziSyasaMvAdanI viziSTa lAkSaNika zailIthI prakAzI che. sAdhakagaNa samakSa AtmAnAM cha padanuM svarUpa pratipAdana karavA zrImade ziSyamukhe kramazaH eka pachI eka pada viSenI zaMkA rajU karAvI, tatpazcAt zrIgurunA mukhe te te zaMkAonuM samAdhAna darzAvyuM che. pratyeka praznottara sAdhanApatha upara pragati karAvavAmAM sahAyaka bane tevA che. jemane te prakAranI zaMkA hoya che, temane tenuM samAdhAna thAya che ane AtmavikAsanI dizA tathA preraNA prApta thAya che. vaLI, keTalAka jIvone tathArUpa ciMtana-mananano prAdurbhAva na thayo hoya ane tethI tasprakAranA prazno udbhavatA ja na hoya, teo mATe paNa zrImade prayojela A guru-ziSya vacceno saMvAda adhyAtmamAM praveza karavAne eka uttama sopAna bane tema che. zrImade cha padanI carcA zraddhApradhAna nahIM paNa tarkapradhAna banAvI che. samagra carcA AgamamUlaka hovA chatAM enI siddhi tarkathI karavAmAM AvI che. jema bhagavAna mahAvIre tarkapuraHsara dalIlo ApIne gaNadharonI zaMkAonuM nivAraNa karyuM hatuM, tema jijJAsunA manamAM rahelI paryAdaviSayaka zaMkAonuM samAdhAna prathama tarkanA baLe karI, buddhinA stare tene surAhya banAvyA pachI ja te padone svIkAravAnI preraNA zrImade karI che. tarkazaktinA dorane buddhinA tala sudhI pahoMcADI zrImade A zAstranI prarUpaNA visaMgatimukta ane nyAyayukta banAvI che. zrImade vitarAga zAsananAM mULabhUta tattvonAM gaMbhIra rahasyone u4

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zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra - paricaya zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra'mAM vaNI laI vastusvarUpanuM yathArtha darzana karAvyuM che. zrImade te tattvo Agama, yukti ane svAnubhavathI siddha karyA che ane te pramANita karavAnI temanI zailI marmavedhaka che, bhAvayukta che, AkarSaka ane prabhAvazALI che. bhASAnuM sAmAnya jJAna dharAvanAra paNa saraLatAthI abhyAsa karI zake tevI sugama gujarAtI bhASAno ane saraLa dohA chaMdano zrImade A graMthamAM suMdara upayoga karyo che. AbAlagopAla sarvane svayogyatA pramANe parama upakArI thaI zake evI camatkRti tathA AtmAne sparzatA sarva muddAonuM kramabaddha, tarkasaMgata nirUpaNa "zrI Atmasiddhi zAstrIne jaina temaja jainetara AtmaviSayaka graMthomAM atyaMta mahattvano ane ucca koTino darajjo apAve che. mata, darzana, saMpradAya, vADA, jAti AdinA AgrahathI upara UThIne sarvagrAhI zailIthI lakhAyelo A uttamottama graMtha AdhyAtmika sAhityamAM amara sthAna levA sarjAyelo che. DaoN. bhagavAnadAsa mahetA lakhe che ke - gurucaraNane "upa" - samIpe "niSad' - besI tattvanuM zravaNa karatA ziSyane prApta thatI upaniSadonuM smaraNa karAve evI, A guruziSyasaMvAdathI Atmasiddhi prakAzatI Atmasiddhi kharekhara! AtmAnI anupama upaniSad - "AbhopaniSad' che; sarva darzanane sanmAnya evI AtmAnI ananya gItA che. parama brahmavidyAnA pArane pAmelA parabrahmaniSTha zrImad 35

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja jevA ArSadraSTA mahAkavi - brahmAe sarjelI A Atmasiddhi brahmavidyAno arka (essence) che; brahmavidyAnA zabdabrahmano chello zabda evI A Atmasiddhi mumukSuone AtmAnI amRtAnubhUtino amRtakuMbha che.' graMthano adhikArI varga 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra' dravyAnuyogano graMtha hovAthI vizeSa adhikArIpaNuM mAMge che. jema yogyatA vinA pravINa vaidya hIrAnI bhasma jevI amUlya vastu game tene ApatA nathI, tema zrImadre mAtra cAra jIvone ja adhikArI jANI, 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra'nI zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe nakala karelI cAra prata phakta te cAra jIvonA ja upayoga mATe ApI hatI. eka zrI saubhAgyabhAIne sAyalA, eka zrI' lallujI munine khaMbhAta, eka zrImaddnA bhAgIdAra zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverIne raMguna ane eka. zrI aMbAlAlabhAIne - ema cAra jIvone tenI nakala vAMcana-manana arthe ApavAmAM AvI hatI ane sAthe sAthe tattvajJAnanI gUDha vAto anadhikArI vyakti pAse na jAya e hetuthI zrImadre temane 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra' viSe jAheramAM nirdeza na karavAno Adeza karyo hato. anadhikArI jIvane te upakAraka nahIM nIvaDe ema jANI temaNe 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra' bIjA koInA hAthamAM na jAya ke kaze paNa prasiddha na thAya te mATe spaSTa bhalAmaNa karI hatI. zrImaddnA anya paricita mumukSuone paNa A graMthanA adhyayananI paravAnagI maLI na hatI. zrImanA jIvanakALa 36

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zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra paricaya daramyAna A graMtha prakAzita thayo na hato ane tethI khUba ochA lokone te viSenI jANa hatI. zrI lallujI muni sAthenA zrI devakaraNajI muni bahu prajJAvALA gaNAtA hatA. jo zrI devakaraNajI munine 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra' vAMcavAnI vizeSa AkAMkSA hoya to temaNe A zAstra kaI rIte avagAhavuM, tenuM mArgadarzana ApatAM zrImad 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra' sAthe mokalelA vi.saM. 1952nA Aso vada 10 nA patramAM zrI lallujI munine lakhe che -- 'ekAMtamAM avagAhavAne arthe 'AtmasiddhizAstra' A joDe mokalyuM che. te hAla zrI lallujIe avagAhavA yogya che. 'AtmasiddhizAstra'zrI devakaraNajIe AgaLa para avagAhavuM vadhAre hitakrArI jANI hAla zrI lallujIne mAtra avagAhavAnuM lakhyuM che; topaNa jo zrI devakaraNajInI vizeSa AkAMkSA hAla rahe to pratyakSa satpuruSa jevo mArA pratye koIe paramopakAra karyo nathI evo akhaMDa nizcaya AtmAmAM lAvI, ane A dehanA bhaviSya jIvanamAM paNa te akhaMDa nizcaya choDuM to meM AtmArtha ja tyAgyo ane kharA upakArInA upakArane oLavavAno doSa karyo ema ja jANIza, ane AtmAne satpuruSano nitya AjJAMkita rahevAmAM ja kalyANa che evo, bhinnabhAvarahita, lokasaMbaMdhI bIjA prakAranI sarva kalpanA choDIne, nizcaya vartAvIne, zrI 37

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja lallujI muninA sahacArIpaNAmAM e graMtha avagAhavAmAM hAla paNa aDacaNa nathI. ghaNI zaMkAonuM samAdhAna thavA yogya che." zrI DuMgarazIbhAIne "zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra' moDhe karavAnI icchA thaI hovAthI tenI nakala karavA aMge zrI saubhAgyabhAI dvArA zrImad puchAvatAM zrImade mukhapATha karavA to anumati ApI hatI, paNa bIjI prata utAravAnI rajA ApI na hatI. vi.saM. 1953nA jeTha mAsamAM zrI saubhAgyabhAIno dehavilaya thayA pachI temanA putro - zrI traMbakalAle ane zrI maNilAle, khedanA samaye 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra' potAne AzrayarUpa lAgavAthI te graMtha vicAravA mATe zrImadbhI rajA mAMgI hatI. paraMtu temane zrImad taraphathI "zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra' vAMcavAnI AjJA maLI na hatI. zrI aMbAlAlabhAI paNa "zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra' aMge khUba sAvaceta rahetA. zrImade keTalAka mumukSuone "zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra' ApyuM che tenI jANa thavAthI anya mumukSuo paNa zrIma "zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra' ApavA mATe vinaMtI karatA. zrImI AjJA maLe to ja zrI aMbAlAlabhAI bIjA mumukSuone 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranI nakala tathA amuka gAthAo upara zrImanA lakhelA patro mokalI ApatA ane te sivAya bIjA koInI pAse na jAya enI pUrNa takedArI rAkhatA. AnA uparathI "zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranA adhiMkArI varga

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zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra - paricaya saMbaMdhI zrImaddI cokasAIno khyAla Ave che. ATalI badhI cokasAI rAkhavAnuM ekamAtra kAraNa e ja hatuM ke koI ayogya jIvanA hAthamAM jAya ane asahvAsanAnA kAraNe jo te jJAnI puruSanI niMdA kare ke AzAtanA kare to tene khUba nukasAna thAya. zrImad gRhasthaveSamAM hatA ane AtmajJAnanI gUDha vAto potAnI aMtaraMga dazAnA baLe jaNAvatA hatA, paraMtu te samajavA-svIkAravA jevI pAtratA sarva jIvomAM na hatI. koI apAtra jIvanA hAthamAM A graMtha jAya to te kutarka kare ke "pote to tyAga-vairAgya grahaNa karatA nathI ane bIjAne teno upadeza Ape che. AvA kutarkonA kAraNe thatA AzAtanA Adi doSonA nukasAnathI bacAvavA zrImade 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranA adhikArI varga bAbata ATalI cokasAI rAkhI hatI. Ama, anadhikArI jIvanA hAthamAM A zAstra na jAya te saMbaMdhI zrImanI sAvacetI pAchaLa temanI niSkAraNa karuNAnuM ja darzana thAya che. samApana anAdi kALanI bhramaNAnuM kAraNa mithyAtva che. tenA kAraNe dehamAM AtmabuddhirUpa vibhama Ubho thAya che ane potAnA zuddhacaitanyasvarUpanuM vismaraNa thAya che. je svarUpa samajyA * vinA jIva anaMta kALathI saMsArabhramaNanuM duHkha bhogavyA kare che, te svarUpa samajAya evI AtmazreNI prApta karavAno mArga darzAvatuM A "zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra' A kALanI anokhI upalabdhi che. 39

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja zrImada bhagavAna mahAvIranA alaukika AdhyAtmika mArgano divya prakAza jhIlI "zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra'nA mAdhyamathI tene vizvamAM phelAvavAnuM atyaMta prazaMsanIya kArya karyuM che. pakSapAta ke khaMDana-maMDananI zailI grahaNa karyA vinA mAtra satya vastune sugamapaNe grahaNa karAya te rUpe suMdara padyamAM sarva zAstrono sAra zrImade 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra'nI 142 gAthAomAM bharI dIdho che. zrI laghurAjasvAmI lakhe che - zrI AtmasiddhimAM AtmA gAyo che. temAM koI dharmanI niMdA nathI. sarva dharma mAnanArane vicAravA yogya che. ApaNe paNa AtmA oLakhavo hoya to teno vAraMvAra vicAra karavA yogya che. cauda pUrvano sAra temAM che. ApaNane ApaNI yogyatA pramANe vicAravAthI ghaNo lAbha thAya tevuM che. emAM je gahana marma bharyo che te to jJAnIgamya che, koI puruSanA samAgama sAMbhaLIne mAnya karavA yogya che. paNa jeTalo artha ApaNane samajAya teTalo samajavA puruSArtha kartavya che. .... bIjI vAtomAM khoTI na thatAM ghera, bahAra, kAma upara ke navarAzamAM jyAM hoIe tyAM AtmasiddhinI koI koI gAthA bolatA rahevAnI Teva rAkhI hoya to teno vicAra karavAno prasaMga Ave ane vizeSa samajAtuM jAya tathA AtmAnuM mAhAbhya pragaTa thAya." je kalyANakAmI jIvo 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranuM adhyayana, parizIlana, ciMtana, manana, bhAvana karaze teo avazya sanmArga pAmI kalyANa sAdhI zakaze. tenuM UMDuM avagAhana 40

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karavAthI AtmajAgRti thayA vinA raheze nahIM. 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra' dvArA zrImadde Apela divya saMdeza, nirmaLa upadeza niraMtara vicAravA yogya che. kalpavRkSasama 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra'nI ekaniSThAe upAsanA karavAmAM Ave to icchita phaLanI prApti - AtmAnI siddhi avazya thAya ema che. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra - paricaya zrImad jevA paramArtha girirAja himAlayamAMthI patitajanapAvanI, adhamoddhAriNI, zivasukhakAriNI 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra'rUpa pavitra bhAgIrathI zItaLa, zAMta amRtarasa relAvatI pravahI rahI che ane anekAneka satsAdhakonAM saMsAratApa, pApa ane azuddhine TALI; temane niSpApa, nirmaLa, zAMta ane zItaLa karI; sanAtana sukhanidhAnarUpa mokSanI prAptinA mArgamAM pragati karAvavA parama upakArabhUta banI rahI che. zrImanA A parama upakArane zata zata vaMdana. . * *** 41

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pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranI racanAnA preraka nimitta evA pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI upara A anupama kRtino zuM prabhAva paDyo hato tathA temano A AtmahitakArI zAstra saMbaMdhI zuM pratibhAva hato e joI-samajI, zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranI vizeSa vicAraNAthI pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAIne zuM lAbha thayo tenI tathA ApaNe paNa temanuM anusaraNa karI kaI rIte lAbhAnvita thaI zakIe tenI vicAraNA AjanA pavitra dine karIzuM. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra jijJAsu AtmAo mATe AtmahitapoSaka, satpaMthaMdarzaka, jJAnabhaktivardhaka, preraNAdAyaka graMtha che; jemAM paramakRpALudeve zrI jinezvaradevanI sakalajagatikAriNI, mohAriNI, bhavAbdhitAriNI, mokSacAriNI dezanAnA rahasyanuM udghATana karyuM che. paramakRpALudeve AtmAno anubhava karI, A uttama kRtimAM anya jIvone svAnubhUtino rAha batAvatAM mArmika vAto AlekhI che, je AtmAnA zuddha svarUpanA pragaTIkaraNamAM kAraNabhUta banI zake ema che. A aMdhakAravyApta gahana saMsAra-araNyamAM bhaTakatA jIvonuM bhavabhramaNanuM duHkha joI jemane karuNA UpajI che evA paramakRpALudeve ajJAnI jIvonuM paribhramaNa aTakAvavA, 45

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja temane caturgatimAMthI choDAvavA zrI Atmasiddhi zAstramAM pavitra, AtmahitakArI vANI prakAzI che. mokSaprAptino mahAna hetu sAdhI zakAya evI bodhaprada zailIthI A graMtha lakhAyo che. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranI racanA karIne prabhue AtmazAMtinuM auSadha pivaDAvyuM che. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstrano mahimA zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra eTale samyagdarzana, samyajJAna ane samakyAritrarUpa mokSamArganuM pratipAdana karato abhUtapUrva zikSAgraMtha. AtmAnuM sAcuM svarUpa zuM che enuM pratItijanaka nirUpaNa tathA paDradarzananuM vihaMgAvalokana temAM sAMpaDe che. siddhAMtanI samajUtI Apato graMtha hovA chatAM temAM saiddhAMtika graMtho jevI kaThinatA nathI. vaLI, temAM saMvAdazailI prayukta thaI hovAnA kAraNe te sujhAhya, subodhaka ane surucipoSaka banyo che. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstramAM sudaDha nyAya, UMDuM tattvarahasya ane virala arthagAMbhIrya saraLa bhASAmAM saMmilita thayAM che ane pariNAme tenI ekeka gAthA evA vismayakAraka sAmarthyathI paripUrNa banI che ke suvicAravAna jIvane AtmajJAna pragaTAvavAmAM te parama nimitta banI zake che. paramakRpALudevanI A adbhuta adhyAtma udghoSaNA vartamAna kALanA jIvonI AtmopayogadhArAne bhautika vilAsamAM nimagna thatI aTakAve che, dIrghakALanI gADha ajJAnanidrAne nivAre che ane jIvanamAM apUrva AtmajAgRti lAvI paramArtha prabhAta pragaTAve che. 46

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pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI zrI Atmasiddhi zAstrano prabhAva zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra jevo ucca koTino AtmoddhAraka graMtha ucca koTinA adhikArI varganI apekSA rAkhe e svAbhAvika che. paramakRpALudeve zrI saubhAgyabhAI, zrI lallujI muni, zrI aMbAlAlabhAI ane zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverIne zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranA yogya adhikArI gaNI, tenI nakala temane vAMcana-manana arthe ApI hatI. temaNe paramakRpALudevanI AjJA anusAra A zAstranuM adhyayana karyuM hatuM. A zAstrano temanA upara khUba prabhAva paDyo hato ane enAthI temane khUba lAbha paNa thayo hato. paramakRpALudeve pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAIne zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra vizeSapaNe vicAravAnI AjJA ApI hatI. tenA abhyAsathI temanI dazA bahu ucca thaI hatI. tenAM darzanasvAdhyAyathI temano AtmA eTalo AnaMdita thaI gayo hato ke paramakRpALudeva uparanA patromAM tenI mukta kaMThe stuti karatAM teo thAkatA na hatA. temaNe vi.saM. 1953nA kArataka suda 7 nA patramAM prabhune lakhyuM hatuM - Atmasiddhi graMtha cauda pUrvano sAra hoya tevo jaNAya che. huM tathA gosaLiyA nitya vAMcIe chIe. ghaNo AnaMda Ave che. pharI bIjA graMthanI mAMgaNI karIe evuM rahyuM nathI.' zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranI potAnA upara kevI prabaLa asara thaI hatI te varNavatAM vi.saM. 1953nA poSa suda 3 nA 47

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja patramAM temaNe prabhune lakhyuM hatuM - 'gozaLIyA tathA huM hAlamAM Atmasiddhi graMtha vAMcIe chIe. ghaNo AnaMda Ave che. gozaLIe mukhapATha karI dIdho che. mAre paNa dohA 101 mukhapAThe thayA che. bAkInA thoDe thoDe karuM chuM, roja rAta ne divasa temAM ja upayoga rahe che. A graMtha vAMcyA pachI bIjuM vAMcavA mana thatuM nathI. paNa AnI TIkA artha je Ape karela te TIkA artha maherabAnI karI jyAM hoya tyAMthI mokalavA kRpA karazo.' vaLI, vi.saM. 1953nA poSa vada 10 nA patramAM teo paramakRpALudevane zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra viSe lakhe che 'duhA 134 mukhapAThe karyA che, ane vicAratAM ghaNo AnaMda Ave che. vaLI pAMca mahinA thayAM tAva Ave che. te jo Atmasiddhi graMtha Ape mokalAvyo na hota to Aja sudhI deha rahevo muzkela hato. graMtha vAMcI AnaMda Ave che. tethI jIvuM chuM, paNa have Apa kRpA karI TIkA artha mokalavA lakho, te jo have taratamAM Ave to AnaMda levAya, nahIMtara pachI AMkhe sUjhe nahi tyAM vAMcI zakAya nahi. ane jyAre potAthI vaMcAya nahi tyAre bIjAnA vAMcavAthI tevo AnaMda Ave nahi. mATe kRpA karI mokalazo. ghaNuM zuM lakhuM. Atmasiddhi graMtha vAMcavAthI kAMI prazna pUchavuM rahetuM nathI. sarva khulAso eTalAmAM thAya che. koI pUche ke tame kayA dharmamAM ane tamAro mArga kayo? tene 48

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pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI javAba devo ema dhAruM chuM ke amAro mArga Atmasiddhi mAraga che." paramakRpALudeve zrI saubhAgyabhAIne zrI Atmasiddhi zAstramAM upadezelA traNa prakAranA samakita samajAvato patra paNa lakhyo che. vaLI, vi.saM. 1953nI jeTha suda 8 nA divase zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranA saMkSipta arthanuM pustaka tathA keTalAka upadezapatronI prata paNa temane mokalI hatI. ahorAtra potAnA upayogane zrI Atmasiddhi zAstramAM ramADanAra, tenA bodhane ghUMTaDe ghUMTaDe pI janAra ane tenA akSare akSarane pacAvI lenAra pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAIe apUrva AtmaparAkramathI "AtmasiddhinA mArge Daga bharyA, jethI bhavAMta pUrve AtmA ane dehane bephATa pragaTa judA sAkSAt anubhavI teo sAcA arthamAM "subhAgya' banyA. * duHkhA amAro mArga Atmasiddhi mAraga che." Atmasiddhino mArga eTale jinano mArga, mULa mArga, sAco mArga, sanAtana mArga. e mArga yathArthapaNe samajAya to pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAInI jema e mArga upara Daga bharI zakAya, subhAgya' banI zakAya. jinano - nijano mArga prakAzatI veLA paramakRpALudeve zarUAta jIva jyAM che tyAMthI karI che. pote jyAM hoIe tyAMthI jo mArgadarzana zarU na thAya to emAM rasa na paDe, samaja paNa na paDe e svAbhAvika vAta che. 48

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja je svarUpa 7 jIvamAtra du:khathI paricita che ane tethI ja paramakRpALudeve AtmasiddhinI yAtrA 'duHkha'thI zarU karAvI samajyA vinA, pAmyo du:kha anaMta.....' (zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra, gAthA-1) duHkha dUra karavAnA prayatna dareka manuSya du:kha dUra karavAno prayatna kare che. te je kaMI kare che te duHkhathI mukta thavA mATe kare che. manuSya jene duHkha mAne che, jene pIDA mAne che, jene kaSTa mAne che tene dUra karavAno te prayatna kare che. dareka manuSya potAnA kaSTane, potAnI pIDAne, potAnA duHkhane dUra karavAno prayatna kare che. dareka manuSya A ja karI rahyo che cAhe te dhana zodhato hoya, yaza zodhato hoya, pada' zodhato hoya ke pratiSThA zodhato hoya.....te potAnA duHkhane dUra karavAno upAya ja AdarI rahyo che. - jJAnIo kahe che ke je duHkha dUra karavAno prayatna kare che - e jANyA vinA ke duHkha zuM che ane duHkhanuM yathArtha kAraNa zuM che, te mUDha che ane te tenA prayatnomAM kyAreya saphaLa thaI zakaze nahIM arthAt duHkha dUra karI zakaze nahIM. te eka duHkha dUra ka2ze to tene bIjuM duHkha gherI vaLaze, kAraNa ke mULa kAraNa mojUda rahyuM che. pIDAnuM kAraNa badalAze, duHkha rUpAMtarita thaze eTaluM ja; bAkI eka duHkhane dUra karaze to bIjuM AvI paDaze, kAraNa ke mULa kAraNa haju vilIna thayuM nathI. 50

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pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI mULa kAraNa chedo jo manuSya tenA duHkhanuM mULa kAraNa che , tene dUra kare to pachI tene eka eka duHkha dUra karavAnI jarUra rahetI nathI. A vAta barAbara samajavAnI jarUra che ke duHkha zuM che ane tenuM mULa kAraNa zuM che. e jANavAnI jarUra che ke duHkha ane pIDA zuM che ane kema che. ghaNAM duHkha che. eka duHkhane dUra kare tyAM bIjuM duHkha gherI le che ane bIjuM duHkha dUra kare tyAM trIjuM gherI le che. je eka eka duHkhane dUra karavAmAM lAgelo che te saMsArI che ane je samasta duHkhane dUra karavAmAM lAgelo che arthAt duHkhanA mULa kAraNane ja chedavA je tatpara thayo che te sAdhaka che. je eka eka bImArIne dUra karavAmAM lAgelo che te saMsArI che ane je bImArImAtrane, bImArInA kAraNane ja chedavAmAM tatpara che te sAdhaka che, saMnyAsI che. duHkha paDe tyAre e khoja karavAnI jarUra che ke duHkha kharekhara zuM che ane kema che? koI ghaTanA bane che to ApaNe duHkhI kema thaIe chIe? duHkha kharekhara che ke duHkhano bhama che? zuM du:kha kharekhara ghaTe che ke pachI AjubAju kAMIka bane che ane ApaNe ema samajI laIe chIe ke ApaNane duHkha ghaTI rahyuM che? vAstavamAM duHkhanI ghaTanA-prakriyA zuM che? jyAre sikaMdara vijayayAtrA para nIkaLyo hato tyAre enA gurue ene bheTarUpe bhAratathI eka sAdhu lAvavAnuM kahyuM hatuM. sikaMdara bhArata jItIne yunAna pAcho pharato hato tyAre ene A vAta yAda AvI. enA senApatie kahyuM ke 51

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja 'bhAratanA sAdhune laI javA muzkela che.' sikaMdare garvathI kahyuM ke 'sikaMdaramAM evI tAkAta che ke e cAhe to AkhA parvatane bAMdhIne yunAna laI jAya, icche to Akho deza bAMdhIne laI jAya! eka sAdhune nahIM laI jaI zake to enI talavAra zuM kAmanI?' senApatie kahyuM ke jenI sAme talavAra paNa nakAmI Thare, nIce paDI jAya e ja to che sAdhu!' sikaMdarane Azcarya thayuM, chatAM eNe sAdhunI zodha zarU karAvI. thoDA vakhatamAM khabara maLI ke eka sAdhu nadInA kinAre rahetA hatA. sikaMdare sainikIne e saMdezA sAthe sAdhu pAse mokalyA ke sikaMdaranI AjJA che ke emannI sAthe yunAna cAlo. sanmAna maLaze, pratiSThA maLaze. sAdhue koI pratibhAva na Apyo. sikaMdara apamAnita thayo. e to dhasI gayo khullI talavAra sAthe. sAdhune talavAranA baLa para laI javA eNe ichyuM. paNa sAdhu to nizcaLa rahI bolyA, jene tame talavAranA baLa para laI javA iccho cho te to ghaNA kALa pahelAM ame choDI dIdhuM che. ghaNA samayathI teno ane amAro saMbaMdha tUTI gayo che. calAvo talavAra. jene tame samApta karavA iccho cho tene A dehane to ame kyAranoya potAthI chUTo karI dIdho che. have to tame ane ame banne ene naSTa thatAM dekhIzuM. huM paNa draSTA ane tame paNa draSTA! banne A dazyane joIzuM. jene tame naSTa karazo te huM nathI. huM to e chuM, je ene naSTa thatAM joze. je kApI zakAya che, naSTa karI zakAya che te to mArAthI bhinna . che. huM to enAthI sAva bhinna chuM. enI pAchaLa dUra, khUba dUra Ubho chuM. eno mAtra jANanAra chuM.' 52 -

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pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI du:khanuM kAraNa tAdAbhyA jenA upara ghA thAya che tenI pAchaLa ApaNuM hovuM che. jene pIDA thAya che, kaSTa paDe che tenAthI ApaNuM astitva ghaNuM dUra-juduM-pAchaLa che. je zarIranI mukhyatA karIne badhAM duHkha - kaSTa dUra karavAmAM ApaNe lAgelA chIe te to ApaNAthI bhinna che. A zarIra sAthenuM tAdAbhya e ja ApaNAM samasta duHkhanuM mULa kAraNa che. huM zarIra chuM' evI mAnyatA e ja badhAM duHkhanuM mULa kAraNa che to badhA AnaMdanuM mULa kAraNa che "huM zarIra nathI' evuM jANI levuM! jyAM sudhI huM zarIra chuM e samajaNa che, mithyA bodha che tyAM sudhI saMsAramAM chIe ane huM zarIra nathI paNa tenAthI bhinna chuM' e jANI letAM mokSamArgamAM praveza thAya che. dharma eTale e bodha ke huM zarIra nathI'. adharma eTale e bodha : ke "huM zarIra chuM'. jo jIvane evo bodha hoya ke "huM zarIra chuM to te sAdhu hoya topaNa saMsArI che, bhakti karato hoya topaNa adhama che. huM zarIra chuM' evA mithyA bodhanI sAthe je kaMI paNa karavAmAM Ave enI gaNatarI jJAnI bhagavaMto saMsAramArgamAM kare che. huM zarIra nathI' evI jAgRtipUrvaka kaMI paNa karavuM e che mokSamArga. anyanA vastrano sparza thaI jAya ane vAtAdibhaMganI je arerATI thAya che evI arerATI dehabhAvano sparza thatAM UThe che kharI? kyAM sudhI dharmano saMbaMdha mAtra AvI uparanI, bahAranI ghaTanA sAthe joDI rAkhIzuM? sAdhaka to te 53

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja kahevAya ke je zarIrane paNa dazya ja gaNe, potAno eka bhAga nahIM! zarIra vastra che , dharma eTale zarIra sAthe tAdAtma thayela cetanAnuM mukta thavuM, chUTA thaI javuM. paraMtu dharmane samajyA vinA lAkho loko zarIra, vastrAdi sAthe evI pragADhatAthI baMdhAI gayA che ke tenAthI teo mukta thaI zakatA nathI. jJAnIo kahe che ke dharma eTale tamArI aMtaHcetanAmAM e bodha daDha thaI javo ke kAyA e to kapaDAMnI peThe mAtra eka khoLa che ke jene tame oDhI che, paherI che. bhale sAthe che paNa alaga che, sAthe hovA chatAM bhinna che ane A bhinnatAno bodha tamArAmAM evo dRDha thaI javo joIe ke tenA duHkhe duHkhI ke sukhe sukhI rahevAnI anAdinI Teva naSTa thaI jAya. zarIrarUpa vastrane je pahere che te zarIrathI bhinna che. je janma samaye A zarIramAM praviSTa thAya che te A zarIrathI alaga che, je mRtyu samaye A zarIrane choDe che te A zarIrathI alaga che ane je jIvanabhara A zarIramAM rahe che te paNa A zarIrathI alaga ja che! je divase A bodha thaI jAya te divasathI yathArtha dharmanI ArAdhanA zarU thaI kahevAya.

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pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI zarIra ghara che 61 jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che ke tamane evo bodha thaI gayo che ke 'huM zarIra chuM'. je gharamAM raho cho te gharamAM ahaMbuddhi (mamabuddhi nahIM paNa huMbuddhi) thaI gaI che. 'huM ghara chuM' ema mAnavAthI tamArA duHkhano koI pAra raheto nathI. chAparuM raMgAya to huM raMgAyo, chAparuM tUTe to huM tUTyo, makAnanI dIvAla upara lagADela plAsTara UkhaDavA lAge to huM jIrNa thaI rahyo chuM, makAnane Aga lAge to huM baLI rahyo chuM paNa na to tame raMgAI rahyA cho, na tUTI rahyA cho, na jIrNa thaI rahyA cho, na baLI rahyA cho. tame to mAtra e makAnamAM thoDo samaya rahevAvALA cho. je kaMI banI rahyuM che te makAna sAthe banI rahyuM che, tamane kaMI ja thaI rahyuM nathI. A saMsAramAM aneka ghaTanAo ghaTe che paNa e badhI makAna sAthe ghaTI rahI che, makAnanI aMdara rahenArA sAthe ghaTI rahI nathI. Ama, duHkhanuM kAraNa e nathI ke saMsAramAM ghaTanAo ghaTI rahI che paNa duHkhanuM kAraNa che evI bhrAMti ke e ghaTanAo potAnI sAthe ghaTI rahI che. jagatanI koI zakti tamArA AtmAne sparzI zakatI nathI, tamane kaMI ja karI zakatI nathI. hA, tamArAmAM zakti che AtmAne durgatimAM laI javAnI! tamAruM anaMtuM ahita ane anaMtuM hita karavAnI zakti mAtra tamArAmAM ja che. je paNa thAya che te bahAra thAya che, gharanI bahAra thAya che paraMtu 'huM zarIra chuM' evI bhrAMtinA kAraNe badhI pIDA gharavALAne thAya che. zarIra 55

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja sAthenuM A tAdAbhya - aikyabuddhi e ja duHkhanuM kAraNa che. jJAnI puruSo kahe che ke dharmanI mULa zikSA eka vAtamAM samAI jAya che ane te e ke vyakti ema jANI le ke pote zarIra nathI. pratighaDI, duHkhamAM-sukhamAM, pIDAmAM-apIDAmAM niraMtara e bodhathI prabhAvita rahevuM ke tame zarIra nathI. UThatA-besatAM, sUtAM-jAgatAM, bhojana karatAM-upavAsa karatAM e bodhathI prabhAvita rahevuM ke tame zarIra nathI. Atmasiddhino mArga A che. * rUpIno ja svIkAra saMsArI jIvanI takalIpha e che ke tenuM jJAna indriyonA mAdhyamathI pravartI rahyuM hovAnA kAraNe te mAtra rUpI padArthono ja svIkAra kare che. je paNa tene indriyo dvArA anubhavamAM Ave che, eno ja te svIkAra kare che. je ApaNane dekhAya che te rUpa che, AkAra che. je ApaNane nathI dekhAtuM tenuM paNa astitva che. tame mane juo cho tyAre tame hAtha juo cho, paga juo cho, cAmaDI juo cho, AMkha-kAna juo cho. tame indriyonI pakaDamAM Ave te juo cho, paraMtu huM jANuM chuM ke huM tame juo cho ke cho tenA karatAM kaMIka vizeSa chuM, kaMIka vadhAre chuM. enI pratIti mane che. huM jANanAra chuM, vicAranAra chuM, krodhAdi bhAva mArAmAM che je tamArI indriyonI pakaDamAM AvatA nathI. pada

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pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI tethI anumAna thaI zake che ke huM indriyothI je je pakaDuM chuM enA karatAM kaMIka vizeSa sAmevALAmAM che ane te IndriyonI pakaDanI bahAra che. vaLI eka divasa evo Ave che ke jene ApaNe kAla sudhI jIvita rUpamAM jotA hatA tene Aje mRta rUpe joIe chIe. badhuM ja gaI kAla jevuM che, chatAM kaMI paNa evuM rahyuM nathI! jyAM sudhI dekhAvAno saMbaMdha che, tyAM sudhI to te badhuM ja hamaNAM che je gaI kAla sudhI hatuM. je indriyanI pakaDamAM AvatuM hatuM te badhuM ja to hAla mojUda che paraMtu je indriyanI pakaDamAM AvatuM na hatuM te cAlI gayuM che, nIkaLI gayuM che, chUTI gayuM che, haTI gayuM che ane je chUTI gayuM che te chUTatAM dekhAyuM nathI. zarIra naSTa thAya che, mRta thAya che paNa zarIrane choDIne jaI rahyuM hoya evuM koI dekhAtuM nathI. tethI ja vaijJAniko sadA ema kahe che ke evuM kaMI ja bhItaramAM bhinna tattva nathI. AtmA koI bhinna padArtha nathI paraMtu zarIrano ja eka guNadharma che, zarIranAM ja aMgono eka bhAga che. jema ke, ghaDiyALa cAlatI baMdha thaI jAya toM koI ema kahetuM nathI ke teno AtmA nIkaLI gayo. te eka yaMtra che ane temAM kharAbI thatAM te aTakI jAya che. nathI daSTimAM Avato, nathI jaNAtuM rUpa; bIjA paNa anubhava nahIM, tethI na jIvasvarUpa." (zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra, gAthA-45) to A adazya tattvane kaI rIte pramANita karI zakAya? kaI rIte teno svIkAra thAya? kaI rIte tenA pratye zraddhA pa7

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja jAge? tarkathI to e siddha thavuM muzkela che, paNa anubhavathI e avazya siddha thaI zake che. eka aMdha vyaktine prakAza viSe game teTaluM tarkabaddha rIte samajAvavAmAM Ave topaNa tarkathI tene prakAzanI siddhi thaI zakaze nahIM. aMdha vyaktine prakAzano bharoso karAvavo to dUranI vAta che, aMdhArAno paNa bharoso karAvI zakAto nathI. sAmAnyapaNe ema lAge. ke aMdhane aMdhAruM ja dekhAyA karatuM haze. paNa A vAta yathArtha nathI. aMdhane aMdhAruM paNa dekhAtuM nathI, kAraNa ke, aMdhArAne jovA mATe paNa AMkha joIe. prakAza ane aMdhakAra ane AMkhanA anubhava che. ApaNe aMdhane ema paNa nahIM kahI zakIe ke prakAza aMdhArAthI viparIta che, kAraNa ke tene aMdhArAno paNa anubhava nathI. tenA jagatamAM prakAza ane aMdhakAra, bemAMthI koInuM astitva nathI. tenI bhItara prakAza ane aMdhArA saMbaMdhI koI sUcanA kyAre paNa grahaNa thaI nathI. game tevo tarka paNa tene bharoso karAvavAmAM asamartha che. eka ja upAya che : AMkhano upacAra. svayaM anubhava karatAM tene prakAzanI siddhi thaze. indriya-anubhava ke ciMtanathI paNa siddhi nahIM dhAro ke AkAzamAM indradhanuSa racAyeluM che. ApaNe ene joIe chIe. ApaNe kahIe chIe ke IndradhanuSa che. have ApaNI AMkha baMdha karavAmAM Ave che. ApaNe kahIe chIe ke IndradhanuSa nathI. dekhAtuM nathI mATe ApaNe eno asvIkAra karIe chIe, paNa vAstavamAM to te che, mAtra ApaNI 58

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pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI dRSTimAM AvatuM nathI. e ja pramANe, koI padArtha koI paNa kAraNe (jema ke ADa, vyAghAtAdinA kAraNe) dekhAya nahIM ema banI zake paNa tethI kaMI tenuM astitva maTI jatuM nathI; tema arUpI hovAthI AtmAno asvIkAra thAya che paNa arUpI hovAno matalaba ema nathI thato ke tenuM astitva nathI. ApaNI pAse pAMca indriya che. pAMca indriya dvArA je je padArthonuM jJAna thAya che tenA ja astitvano ApaNe svIkAra karIe chIe. dhAro ke koI jIvanI pAse mAtra cAra indriya che, arthAt tenI pAse kAna nathI. to tene jagatanuM je jJAna thAya che emAM zabdano svIkAra nathI. dhvaninuM astitva te svIkArato nathI. koI jIvanI pAse traNa indriya che to traNa indriya dvArA te jagatane jANe che. tenI pAse AMkha paNa nathI tethI tenA jagatamAM prakAza nathI. te rUpano svIkAra karato nathI. Ama, jenI pAse traNa indriya che tenuM jagata traNa indriyo dvArA jaNAtA padArthomAM ja samApta thaI jAya che. jenI pAse cAra indriya che tenuM jagata cAra indriyo dvArA jaNAtA padArthomAM ja samApta thaI jAya che. jenI pAse pAMca indriya che tenuM jagata pAMca indriyo dvArA jaNAtA padArthomAM ja samApta thaI jAya che. paNa teno artha ema nathI thato ke tene jeTalA padArtho jaNAya che teTalA ja padArthonuM astitva che. dhAro ke koInI pAse chaThThI indriya che to te potAnI chaThThI indriyanI vizeSa zakti dvArA evA padArthonA astitvano paNa svIkAra karaze ke je pAMca indriya dvArA pakaDamAM na AvatA hoya. tethI indriya dvArA pakaDamAM 59

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja AvatA padArthonuM ja astitva che e vAta ayogya che. vaLI, mana indriyonuM anugAmI che. AMkha, kAna vagere je samAcAra mokale tene bhegA karI mana tenuM ciMtana kare che arthAt mana tenuM ja ciMtana karI zake che ke je indriyonI pakaDamAM AvI zake. indriyo jeTaluM jANI zake che tenuM ja. ciMtana, tenI ja kalpanA mana karI zake che. Atmatattva atIndriya hovAthI tene potAne koI indriya nathI ane nathI te koI indriyanI pakaDamAM AvatuM. mana paNa tenuM ciMtana karI zakatuM nathI, kAraNa ke Atmatattva dRndriyonI pakaDamAM AvatuM nathI. indriyo tene kadApi jANI zakatI nathI. tene AMkha dekhI zakatI nathI, kAna sAMbhaLI zakatA nathI. te indriyothI Aghe rahI jAya che ane je indriyothI dUra-pAra che tenuM ciMtana paNa saMbhavatuM nathI. , AtmA aciMtya che, atIndriya che. paNa te svAnubhavagamya che. bIjA badhA padArthonuM jJAna to indriyo dvArA ApaNane thAya che paNa huM chuM' evuM svayaMnuM jJAna ApaNane kaI indriya dvArA thAya che? prakAzanuM jJAna AMkhathI thAya che, dhvaninuM jJAna kAnathI thAya che paNa chuM' evo je bodha ApaNane che te kaI rIte thAya che? niSedha dvArA svIkAra 'chuM' evo bodha Astikane paNa thAya che ane nAstikane 60

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pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI paNa thAya che, adhyAtmavAdIne paNa thAya che ane bhautikavAdIne paNa thAya che. ane koI jo ema kahe ke 'nA, huM nathI' to niSedha karavA mATe paNa teNe svayaMno svIkAra to karavo ja rahyo! 'huM'no, potAno niSedha thaI zakato nathI, kAraNa ke niSedha karavAmAM paNa svIkAranI majabUrI rahelI che. mullA nasarUddIna kaoNphI hAusamAM mitro sAthe gAmagapATAM hAMkatAM beThA hatA. maitrI ane udAratAnI tAnamAM teo mitrone ghare AvavAnuM nimaMtraNa ApI beThA. tyAMthI ja badhA sAthe maLI mullAjInI sAthe temanA ghare javA nIkaLyA. jema jema ghara najIka AvatuM gayuM tema tema mullAjIne begamano mijAja yAda AvavA lAgyo. ghara sudhI pahoMcatA to teo ThaMDA thaI gayA. tethI mitrone bahAra UbhA rAkhI begamane manAvavA teo ekalA aMdara gayA. mitronI sarabharA mATe begamane rAjI karavA temaNe khUba prayatna karyA paNa niSphaLa ja rahyA. begama na mAnI .te na ja mAnI. aMte hArIne temaNe begamane kahyuM ke tuM ja bahAra nIkaLI mitrone ema kahIne vidAya karI de ke mullA gharamAM nathI. have khaTapaTa begama ane mitro vacce zarU thaI. mitro kahe ke mullA amArI najara sAme ja gharanI aMdara gayA che, atyAra sudhI temano avAja saMbhaLAto hato. teo kyAMya bahAra gayA nathI. gharamAM ja che. mitroe eTalI jIda karI ke mullAjI aMdara beThA beThA paNa uttejita thaI gayA. temaNe bArImAMthI bUma pADI kahyuM, 'tame 61

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja ATaluM cokkasapaNe kaI rIte kahI zako ke huM gharamAM ja chuM? evuM zuM na banI zake ke huM pAchalA daravAjethI bahAra nIkaLI gayo houM?!' 'huM gharamAM nathI' ema kahevA mATe paNa mANase gharamAM to rahevuM paDe ne! potAnI upasthitino niSedha karavAmAM paNa mullAjIe potAnuM hovApaNuM siddha karI dIdhuM. tema, AtmAnI zaMkA karavAmAM, AtmAno niSedha karavA jatAM AtmAnuM astitva siddha thaI jAya che. AtmAnI zaMkA kare, AtmA pote Apa; zaMkAno karanAra te, acaraja eha amApa.' (zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra, gAthA-58) * 'huM chuM'no bodha 'huM chuM'no bodha sarva jIvane hoya che. eno svIkAra paNa hoya che. prazna thAya ke kaI rIte ApaNe jANyuM ke 'huM chuM'? kayo upAya, kaI vidhi, kayuM upakaraNa, kaI Indriya, kayA mAdhyama vaDe ApaNane khabara paDI ke 'huM chuM'? indriyo dvArA to A khabara paDI nathI. A anubhava indriyo dvArA upalabdha thayo nathI. potAnA hovApaNAno bodha koI indriyothI prApta thayo nathI. eka eka indriyone chUTI karavAmAM Ave, kAma karatI baMdha karavAmAM Ave topaNa A bodha askhalita rahe che. 'abAdhya anubhava je rahe, te che jIvasvarUpa.' * (zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra, gAthA-51) 62

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pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI AMkha baMdha karavAmAM Ave to zakya che ke jagata nAnuM - sImita thaI jAya, kadAca daridra paNa thaI jAya ane ema chatAM 'no bodha to evo ne evo ja rahe che. e ja pramANe, bIjI indriyo naSTa thaI jAya ke tenI kSamatA ochI thaI jAya athavA to hAtha-paga kapAI jAya to paNa potAnA hovApaNAnA bodhamAM pharaka paDato nathI. jagata nAnuM thaI jAya che paNa e bodhamAM pharaka paDato nathI. A 'huM'no bodha, svayaMno bodha, Atmabodha koI indriya dvArA thato na hovAthI e atIndriya che. A rIte potAne potAno bodha thato hovAthI Atmatatva jJAnasvarUpa che. te indriyo dvArA jagatanuM jJAna kare che, indriyo tenuM upakaraNa che paNa indriyo tenI anivAryatA nathI. te indriyo vinA paNa jJAna karI zake che. vAstavamAM indriyo jJAna karatI ja nathI, A jJAnadhAraka padArtha ja indriyorUpI bArI dvArA jJAna kare che. rUpathI para hovA chatAM caitanyasvarUpI AtmA potAnI jJAnazaktithI badhAM rUpone jANe che. je draSTA che daSTino, je jANe che rUpa'. (zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra, gAthA-51). dezya nahIM, draSTA. badhAne dekhavAvALo AtmA svayaM potAne dekhI zakato nathI, kAraNa ke te badhAM dazyono draSTA che. svayaMne jovAno koI upAya nathI. svayaMno anubhava thAya che, svayaMnI pratIti thAya che paNa svayaMnuM darzana nathI thatuM, thaI zake ja nahIM, kAraNa ke darzana tenuM thaI zake ke je alaga hoya, parAyuM

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja hoya. to svayaMne kaI rIte joI zakAya? jovA mATe to dUra thavuM paDe, alaga thavuM paDe, bhinna thavuM paDe, vacamAM jagyA hovI joIe. huM mAro ja draSTA banuM to mAre mane be bhAgamAM toDavo paDe - eka je jue che te ane eka je jovAya che te. A saMbhava nathI. huM be bhAgamAM tUTI zakuM nahIM. huM to sadA draSTA ja rahIza. draSTA kadI dazya thaI zake nahIM. huM dazya kaI rIte banI zakuM? huM to darzanajJAnamaya chuM, jovA-jANavAvALo chuM, niraMtara dareka sthitimAM jANavAvALo rahuM chuM. bhItara je cetanA chupAyelI che te anivAryapaNe draSTA che, te kyAreya paNa dRzya thatI nathI; tethI tenA dvArA badhAne joI zakAya che paNa kyAreya AtmAne joI zakAto nathI. eka ja upAya H pIgaLavuM AtmA sadA draSTA che. tene joI zakAto nathI. A sAMbhaLatAM prazna UThe ke to pachI AtmajJAna eTale zuM? Atmadarzana eTale zuM? jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che ke je rIte parapadArthanuM jovuM-jANavuM thAya che tevI rIte potAnuM darzanajJAna saMbhavatuM nathI. je rIte parapadArtha jaNAya che e rIte potAne jANavuM zakya nathI. hA, paNa tame emAM vilIna thaI zako cho. enuM svasaMvedana zakya che. eno svAnubhava zakya che. emAM tame vilIna thaI zako cho, khovAI jaI zako cho, visarjita thaI zako cho ane e ja ene jANavuM che. enAthI bhinna rahIne ene jANavuM hoya to vacce jagyA 64

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pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI joIze, aMtara joIze. buMda sAgarane kaI rIte jANI zake? buMda sAgaramAM paDI jAya, paDIne eka thaI jAya ane ekarUpa thaIne te jema sAgarane jANe; basa, tevI rIte potAne jANI zakAya che vinA indriya, vinA mana! zuddha svarUpa ane tamArI vaccenuM aMtara dUra karavuM hoya to kaI rIte karazo? pokAravAthI, bUmo pADavAthI, ciMtana karavAthI tenI pAse nahIM jaI zako. bolAvavAthI kAma nahIM thAya, vilIna thavAthI kAma thaze. jema jema tame pIgaLavA lAgazo; tema tema tame nikaTa sarakavA lAgazo, eka thavA lAgazo. je divase tame pUrNapaNe vilIna thaI jazo te divase svayaMne jANI lezo, eka thaI jazo. jema baraphanI koI zilA pANImAM vahI jatI hoya. e . pokAra kare, ghAMTA pADe ke mAre sAgarane maLavuM che paNa jo e pIgaLe nahIM to? e sAgaramAM ja che tethI bUmo pADavAthI kaMI thaze nahIM. sAgarane bolAvavAno koI artha nathI. sAgara tyAM ja che. e sAgaramAM ja tarI rahI che. ane chatAM e sAgarane maLavA icche che to kyAM zodhe sAgarane? keTaluM zodhe che paNa koI bhALa maLatI nathI! AvI ja dazA tamArI che. baraphanI zilAe eka ja upAya ka2vAno che. e jo pIgaLI jAya to ahIM ja, pote jyAM che tyAM ja ene paramAtmA, sAgara upalabdha thaI jAya. jarUra che mAtra pIgaLavAnI. A rIte karmakRta vyaktitvane vilIna karI, ahaMkArane ogALI, upayogane zAMta karatAM AtmaprApti thAya che. 65

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja duHkhanuM kAraNa "huM zarIra nathI, huM caitanyasvarUpI AtmA chuM' e bodhanuM daDha thavuM e ja dharmanI sAcI ArAdhanA che. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstramAM bhinna bhinna nyAya dvArA AtmAnA astitvanI siddhi karI tenuM svarUpa samajAvyuM che ane tene prApta karavAno divya mArga darzAvyo che. huM zarIra ane manathI para evo saccidAnaMdasvarUpa AtmA chuM' evo nirNaya prathama thavo joIe. potAnuM svarUpa na samajavAnA kAraNe ja jIva anaMta duHkha pAmyo che. mAtrA - tIvratAnI dRSTie paNa anaMta ane kALanI dIrghatAnI apekSAe paNa anaMta! jIvanA A anaMta duHkhanuM kAraNa koI anya vastu, vyakti, paristhiti ke ghaTanA nathI paNa potAnA kendrathI vyuta thaI javuM e che. pote AnaMdanuM dhAma che paNa potAnA kendrathI chUTA thaI javAthI ane zarIra sAthe aikya thaI javAthI te duHkhano anubhava kare che. duHkhanuM vAstavika kAraNa potAnA kendra upara na hovuM e che. game teTalI vastuonI prApti thAya ane chatAM paNa duHkha TaLatuM na jaNAya to tenuM kAraNa ja e che ke vastuno abhAva e duHkhanuM kAraNa nathI. Aja sudhI manuSyanA itihAsamAM evuM banyuM nathI ke koIe ema kahyuM hoya ke mArI pAse sarva vastuo che ane huM sukhI chuM. game teTalI prApti thAya, manuSyane kaleza, tRSNA, icchA to rahe ja che. badhuM maLavA chatAM paNa te duHkhI che - evo ja duHkhI ke jevI vastuonA

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pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI abhAva vakhate hato. duHkhamAM pharaka nathI paDato. icchita saMyogonI prApti thavA chatAM paNa du:kha TaLatuM nathI e ema siddha kare che ke du:khano saMbaMdha vastuo sAthe nathI, duHkhano saMbaMdha to potAnA kendra sAthe che. ApaNe ApaNA kendra upara nathI te ja pIDA che. kendra tarapha javuM e ja sAdhanA che. kendramAM sthira thaI javuM e ja siddhi che. duHkhanuM kAraNa paisAnI taMgI nathI paNa svarUpanuM ajJAna che - svayaM sAthe ekAtmya sadhAyuM nathI, potAnI oLakha thaI nathI e che. ApaNe ApaNAthI ja aparicita chIe. keTalA badhAne oLakhIe chIe paNa potAne nahIM! dharma eTale AtmA sAthe paricita thavAno eka mArga, svarUpa sAthe aikya karavAnI vidhi, kendra upara pahoMcavAno upAya. kendrastha thAo ApaNA gharamAM traNa khaMDa che. temAMthI be ja khaMDa khullA che. ApaNe AkhI jiMdagI be ja khaMDano upayoga karIe chIe. trIjAnI ApaNane khabara nathI, darakAra nathI, ciMtA nathI. ApaNane teno paricaya ja nathI. saMto kahe che ke tamArA gharamAM, tamArI bhItara ja prakAza che, AnaMda che, sarva saMpatti paDI che. tame prayAsa to karo e zodhavAno. tame sukhanI khoja potAmAM karavAne badale bahAra ja karatA raho cho. jJAnI bhagavaMtono bodha sAMbhaLIne tame tamArA gharamAM kvacit DokiyuM paNa karo cho, tamane paricita che evA 67

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja be khaMDamAM - zarIranA ane mananA khaMDamAM zodho paNa cho paraMtu tamane kaMI maLatuM nathI - sivAya ke ghora aMdhakAra, naryuM duHkha. to have je trIjo khaMDa che temAM talAza karo - AtmAnA khaMDamAM! baMdha, aparicita rahela A trIjA khaMDanI ja jJAnI bhagavaMto vAta kare che. vAstavamAM e ja to tamAruM sAcuM ghara che, kendra che. dharma eTale A khaMDamAM pravezavAnI, kendrastha thavAnI vidhi. sukha svarUpamAM sthita thavAthI maLe anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta sukha ane anaMta vIrya potAnI bhItara rahelAM che. mAtra AvaraNa dUra karavAnI jarUra che. jeo bhItara jaI potAnA saccidAnaMda svarUpano anubhava kare che, temanA jIvanamAM evuM to rUpAMtaraNa ghaTe che ke anya jIvone paNa temanuM nirIkSaNa karatAM evo aNasAra AvavA lAge che ke aMtaramAM sukha che. svarUpasthita puruSomAMthI evI sugaMdha pragaTe che, evuM saMgIta phelAya che, evo prakAza relAya che.....parama zAMti, parama vizrAma, parama tRptinI evI jhalaka maLe che ke jethI bhItara sukhanuM dhAma che evI zraddhA jAge che. saMsAranA padArtho pratyenuM temanuM icchArahitapaNuM e ja temanI sukhasvarUpamAM sthiratA ane paritRptinI nizAnI che. koI nAnA bALakanI sAme tene bhAvatA hoya evA miSTAnAdi padArtha mUkavAmAM Ave ane chatAM jo te hAtha

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pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI laMbAve nahIM, khAvA mATe dhase ke hase nahIM to enuM kAraNa zuM hoI zake? e ja ke tenuM peTa bhareluM che, te khAIne AvyuM che, te tRpta che! e ja rIte, saMtonI parapadArtha pratyenI udAsInatA joIne bhAse che ke teo aMdara jaIne AvyA che. bIjAne cittAkarSaka ane mohaka lAgatA padArthonI vacce ke azAMtinAM nimittonI madhyamAM paNa temane koI pharaka paDato nathI, A tathyanuM nirIkSaNa karatAM evo bharoso bese che ke temaNe aMtaranA sukhano anubhava karyo che. bhItara zodho. jIve anaMta kALathI Aja paryata bahAra ja phAMphAM mAryA che. svasvarUpanuM jJAna hovAnA kAraNe upayoga Indriyo dvArA parapadArthamAM ja bhamyA kare che, bhaTakato rahe che. pariNAme jIva sukhanI khoja bAhyamAM ja karyA kare che. eTalo paNa te vicAra karato nathI ke sukha bahAra maLaze ke nahIM. jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che ke tuM sukhI nathI ane jo tAre sukhanI zodha karavI che to prathama nakkI kara ke sukhanI zodha kyAM karavAnI che. be vikalpa che - pahelAM potAnA gharamAM (bhItaramAM) zodhavuM, na maLe to bahAra zodhavuM; athavA to prathama bahAra zodhavuM ane na maLe to bhItara AvavuM. jagatamAM anaMtA padArtha che. eka eka padArthano upabhoga karI nirNaya karavA jatAM anaMta jIvananI jarUra paDaze. anaMta bhavanAM anaMta duHkhonuM jokhama levuM yogya che kharuM? zuM emAM buddhimattA nathI ke virATa duniyAmAM zodhavA jaIe enI 69

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja pahelAM ApaNA nAnakaDA gharamAM zodha karI levI joIe? koI gRhiNIno cAvIno jhUDo khovAI gayo hoya to. eNe bIjA badhAnAM gharomAM zodhI chelle potAnA gharamAM zodhavuM joIe ke pahelAM potAnA gharamAM zodhI, pachI na maLe to bIjAnAM gharomAM zodhavuM joIe? jeNe jeNe potAnA gharamAM zodha karI che tene kyAreya niSphaLatA maLI nathI, tene kyAreya bahAra javAnI jarUra paDI nathI ane jeNe paNa bahAra zodha karI che tene kyAreya saphaLatA maLI nathI. aMte bhItara javuM ja paDe che. aMte hArIne bhItara javAno vAro ja AvavAno hoya to zarUAta enAthI ja kema na karavI? ApaNI sAme saphLa vyaktio ane niSphaLa vyaktio - bannenAM dRSTAMto mojUda che, to pachI kema ApaNe niSphaLa vyaktionA ja raste cAlavA icchIe chIe? A eka moTI viTaMbanA che. duHkha kema gamatuM nathI? kyAreka paNa evo prazna thayo che kharo ke A jIvane duHkha kema gamatuM nathI? ene sukhanI icchA kema che? kema ene duHkhathI mukta thavuM che? sarva jIva duHkhane icchatA nathI, paNa kema? AzcaryanI vAta to e che ke jIvamAtrane duHkha gamatuM nathI, AkhI jiMdagI duHkha dUra karavA mATe e prayatna kare che ane chatAM Avo prazna ene UThyo ja nathI ke kema mane duHkha gamatuM nathI? jJAnIo teno javAba Ape che ke duHkha tane nathI gamatuM, 70

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pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI kAraNa ke te vijAtIya che, tArA svarUpathI viparIta che. tAruM svarUpa sukharUpa che mATe tane duHkha nathI gamatuM. duHkha na gamavAnuM kAraNa e che ke bhItara tAruM svarUpa AnaMda che. jo tAruM svarUpa du:kha hota to tane duHkhano virodha na thAta. jyAre paNa du:kha Ave, tuM tene premathI grahaNa karI leto hota, kAraNa ke te tArA svarUpane adhika samRddha karatuM hota. paraMtu koI du:khane grahaNa karatuM nathI. ethI siddha thAya che ke du:kha svarUpane samRddha nathI karatuM, duHkha svarUpathI viparIta che. jo du:kha svarUpathI viparIta che to svarUpa sukharUpa che. sukha ApaNe icchIe chIe, kAraNa ke ApaNuM svarUpa sukharUpa che. svarUpathI je bhinna hoya, vijAtIya hoya tenI icchA nahIM thAya, tenAthI mukta thavA jIva prayatna kare ja. ApaNe mRtyune nathI icchatA, kAraNa ke ApaNuM svarUpa amRta che; bhayane nathI icchatA, kAraNa ke svarUpa abhaya che; dInatAne nathI icchatA, kAraNa ke svarUpa prabhutAmaya che; vikArane nathI icchatA, kAraNa ke svarUpa avikArI che. je je cIjane ApaNe nathI icchatA te badhI ApaNA svarUpa tarapha ja izAro kare che arthAt te ema sUcana kare che ke ApaNuM svarUpa tenAthI bhinna che. AtmasiddhinI yAtrA jenA aMtaramAM A maMthana jAgyuM che, jenuM aMtara A AMdolanathI grasita thayuM che te AnaMdanI zodhanA mArga para 71

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja nIkaLI paDyo che arthAt te AtmasiddhinA mArga para nIkaLI paDyo che. AnaMdadhAma evuM je potAnuM nijasvarUpa, ene prApta karavAnI tIvra abhIpsA te khojI jIvamAM jAgI che. Ama, AtmasiddhinI yAtrA du:kha saMbaMdhI vicAraNAthI zarU thAya che. emAM AgaLa vadhatAM svarUpano nizcaya thAya che, svarUpanI siddhi thAya che, svarUpamAM ramaNatA thaI 'nija anaMta sukha bhoga'nI prApti thAya che, deha chatAM dehAtIta dazAmAM vartanA thAya che. paramakRpALudeve AtmasiddhinI A yAtrAno prAraMbha duHkhanI vicAraNAthI karyo che. adhyAtmayAtrAnI zarUAta ApaNAM duHkha, ApaNI vedanA, ApaNI pIDA, ApaNI samasyAnI vicAraNAthI thavI joIe. mane duHkha kema gamatuM nathI? duHkha kema utpanna thAya che? kaI rIte tenAthI mukta thaI zakAya? evA potAnA jIvana saMbaMdhI prazno jAgavA e dharmanI sAcI jijJAsA che. sAcA prazno e ja che ke jeno saMbaMdha potAnA jIvana sAthe hoya, nahIM ke graMtho sAthe. pustakomAMthI utpanna thatA prazno jIvanarUpAMtaraNamAM eTalA madadarUpa nathI ke jeTalA jIvanamAMthI utpanna thatA prazno! pustakomAMthI UThatA praznothI mAhitI vadhe che, jyAre jIvanamAMthI UThatA prazno rUpAMtaraNa tarapha gati karAve che. sAcA sAdhakanI nizAnI sAco sAdhaka e che ke jenA prazna pustakamAMthI nahIM paNa 72

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pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI jIvanamAMthI UThe. A pahelI vAta. ane bIjI vAta, sAco sAdhaka e che ke je jIvanamAMthI UThatA AvA prazno mATe koInA uttarathI saMtuSTa thaI jato nathI. te svayaM uttara prApta karavAnA prayatna kare che. eka to tenA prazna jiMdagImAMthI UThe che ane bIjuM, te uttara pustakomAMthI zodhato nathI, koIno taiyAra uttara leto nathI paNa jAte prayoga karI, sAdhanA karI anubhavAtmaka uttara prApta kare che. jo koI vyakti pANInI paraba kyAM che ema pUche ane uttara maLatAM saMtoSa pAmI jAya ane paraba tarapha gati na kare to tene sAcI tarasa lAgI ja nathI; paNa je pANInI paraba kyAM che tenuM mArgadarzana laI, svayaM te tarapha gati karI, pANI pIne tarasa chipAve che te sAco pipAsu che, sAdhaka che. je jJAnInA uttaronA AdhAre prayogAtmaka abhyAsa kare che te sAco sAdhaka che. tene sAdhanAnI ruci hoya che. prabhue sAdhanAnI keDInuM mArgadarzana ApatAM zrI Atmasiddhi zAstramAM kahyuM che ke - rAga, dveSa, ajJAna e, mukhya karmanI graMtha; thAya nivRtti jehathI, te ja mokSano paMtha. AtmA sat caitanyamaya, sarvAbhAsa rahita; jethI kevaLa pAmiye, mokSapaMtha te rIta.' (zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra, gAthA-100,101) AtmasmaraNapUrvaka vItarAgasvabhAve rahevuM e ja Atma 73

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja siddhino mArga che. AtmabodhanuM smaraNa jJAnIpuruSonI samagra zikSA e che ke 'huM zarIra nathI paNa tenAthI bhinna, tene jANanAra-jonAra evo zuddhacaitanyasvarUpI AtmA chuM'. koI paNa kArya karatAM A bodhanuM vismaraNa thavuM joIe nahIM, e ja A pavitra zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranI zikSA che. covIse kalAka e smaraNa rahevuM joIe ke huM zarIra nathI. rastA upara cAlIe to e bodha rAkhIe ke zarIra cAle che, huM nahIM. bhojana karIe to e bodha rAkhIe ke bhojana zarIra kare che, huM nahIM. koI ghA paDe, tAva Ave to e bodha rAkhIe ke ghA zarIrane paDyo che, mane nahIM; tAva zarIrane Avyo che, mane nahIM. A bodhanuM rahevuM, satata rahevuM e ja tapa che, e ja sAdhanA che, e ja dharma che. 'amAro dharma Atmasiddhi.' bodha anusAra jIvanacaryA Atmabodha anusAra jIvanacaryA hovI joIe. koI mAre to ema jANavuM ke zarI2ne mAravAmAM AvyuM che, mane nahIM. ane jyAre mane nathI mAryo to mAre uttara kema Apavo? koI koIne mAre emAM huM vacamAM kema paDuM? A to anya sthaLe thatI ghaTanA che. emAM mane zuM? AvI bhinnatAM bhAsavI 74

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pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI joIe. duHkha paDe to jANavuM ke duHkha jenA upara AvyuM che * te mAtra mAruM ghara che, huM nathI. sukha paDe to jANavuM ke mArA ghara upara AvyuM che, mArA upara nahIM. e rIte sukha-duHkhamAM haMmeza anudvigna rahevuM. samatAnA A bhAvanuM kAraNa che sAcI samajaNa mAnyatA ke huM deha nathI. samatvano bhAva tyAre ja ghaTI zakaze ke jyAre AtmabodhanuM smaraNa haze. sAcI samajaNathI rAga-dveSa ghaTe che, samatvano vikAsa thAya che. Atmabodha rahevo, AtmAnuM smaraNa rahevuM e jJAna che ane samadarzitA - sAkSitvamAM rahevuM e cAritra che. bodha anusAra jIvanacaryAthI, jJAna-darzana-cAritranI ekatAthI mokSamArga upar Daga bharAya che, Atmasiddhi thAya che. - smaraNathI anubhavAtmaka bodha evo sAdhaka kaiM je savArathI sAMja sudhI ane sAMjathI savAra sudhI A jANyA kare che, jene A bodha chUTato nathI, jene A smRti vilIna thatI nathI ke je kaMI banI rahyuM che te mArI aMtaHcetanA upara ghaTita thatuM nathI tene krame krame, emAM gati karatAM karatAM, eka divasa evo anubhavAtmaka bodha thAya che ke te pote alaga che ane zarIra alaga che. tene AtmabodhanI jAgRti niraMtara rahe che. koI upAdhiprasaMga ke kAryAdi mATe tene ema thatuM nathI ke A patI jAya pachI AtmasmaraNa karIza. prasaMga vakhate ja bodhanI smRti te jAgRta rAkhe che ane tadanusAra yathAyogyapaNe varte paNa che. vyavahArane jema che tema jANavA chatAM te paramArthadRSTine 75

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja cUkI jato nathI, tajI deto nathI ane pariNAme tenuM AtmasmaraNa kramazaH pragADha thatuM jaI aMte svayaMnI anubhUti tarapha dorI jAya che. svayaMno A anubhavAtmaka bodha anya sarva bodhathI adhika, vizeSa spaSTa hoya che. A bodhanI khumArI paramakRpALudevanA cha padanA patramAM zabda zabda nItaratI spaSTa jaNAya che - "tethI kevaLa potAnuM bhinnapaNuM ja che, ema spaSTa-pratyakSa-atyaMta pratyakSa-aparokSa tene anubhava thAya che." (patrAMka-493) eka zabdathI saMtuSTa na thatAM, bhAvanI abhivyakti adhUrI rahetI jaNAtAM teozrI eka pachI eka zabda prayukta karatAM jAya che, bhAvanI vadhu ne vadhu spaSTatA karatAM jAya che. pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI paNa prabhu pratyenA chellA patramAM jaNAve che - "deha ne AtmA judA che. deha jaDa che. AtmA caitanya che. te cetanano bhAga pratyakSa judo samajavAmAM Avato nahoto. paNa dina ATha thayAM ApanI kRpAthI anubhava gocarathI bephATa pragaTa judo dekhAya che." AkAza ane jamInathI vadhu aMtara deha ane AtmAnI bhinnatAno anubhavAtmaka bodha thatAM AkAza ane jamIna vacce jeTaluM aMtara che tenA karatAM anaMtagaNuM aMtara deha ane AtmA vacce bhAse che. AkAza ane jamInano kadAca kyAMka meLApa karAvI zakAya, temane parasparamAM bheLavI zakAya paNa AtmA ane zarIrane kadApi bhegA karI zakAya nahIM evuM aMtara e be vacce bhAse!

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pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI deha ane AtmA ekabIjAnI keTalA nikaTa rahe che ane te paNa niraMtarapaNe! ane chatAM koI vikAramAM, koI pApamAM evI tAkAta nathI ke e be vaccenuM aMtara miTAvI zake. A aMtara sadA, trikALa evuM ne evuM ja rahe che. puNyAtmA hoya ke pApAtmA, dharmAtmA hoya ke adharmAtmA, aMtara ATaluM ne ATaluM ja rahe che. jJAnInA AtmA ane zarIra vacce je aMtara hoya te ja ajJAnInA AtmA ane zarIra vacce hoya che. bhagavAna mahAvIrane kaivalyanI prApti thatAM je aMtara hatuM te ja aMtara hamaNAM paNa ApaNAM zarIra ane AtmA vacce che. pharaka aMtaramAM nathI mAtra tenA bodhamAM che. jJAnIne bhinnatAno bodha che, ajJAnIne nathI. bheda bodhano che. bodha hovAnA kAraNe eka paramAnaMdamAM jhUle che ane bodha na hovAnA kAraNe eka anaMta duHkhamAM ribAya che. AtmabodhanI mukhyatA badhAM duHkhanuM mULa kAraNa A ajJAna che ke 'huM zarIra chuM' ane ApaNe A bhramane toDavAne badale pALIe chIe, poSIe chIe. durjana paNa poSe che ane sajjana paNa poSe che, gRhastha paNa poSe che ane sAdhu paNa poSe che. eka zarIranA sukhe sukhI thavA prayatna kare che, eka zarIranA du:khe sukhI thavA prayatna kare che. jo AtmabodhanI mukhyatA na rahI to dharmapravRtti dvArA paNa zarIrabhAva ja poSAto rahe che ane janma-janmAMtarothI poSAto A bhAva janmajanmAMtaronuM kAraNa banI jAya che. 77

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja ApaNI sAme be dizAo che - bhamavisarjana ane bhramapoSaNa. jemaNe AtmasiddhinA mArge AvavuM che temaNe bhamavisarjana para dhyAna ApavuM Avazyaka che. temaNe e dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe ke teo je paNa kare che, je paNa bole che, je paNa vicAre che e zarIrabhAvanA bhamanI vRddhimAM sahayogI to banI rahyuM nathI ne? temanI kriyA, temanI vANI ke temanA vicAra dvArA e ajJAna gADha to nathI thaI rahyuM ne ke huM zarIra chuM? temanA mATe dharma e ja ke koI paNa pravRtti, vANI, vicAra thakI dehabhAva majabUta thavA na pAme ane adharma te ja ke je vaDe dehabhAva majabUta thaI jAya. dharma eTale jAgRti, adharma eTale vismaraNa. sAdhaka mATe dharma-adharmanI paribhASA AvI hoya che. vivekanuM pragaTavuM kevI rIte smaraNa rAkhIzuM? kevI rIte A tapa karIzuM? kaI rIte ApaNe bhUlIzuM e vAta ke huM zarIra chuM ane kaI rIte jANIzuM ke huM AtmA chuM'? upAya che satata smaraNa - anusaMdhAna. ene ja jJAnI bhagavaMto viveka kahe che. vivekapUrvaka UThavuM, vivekapUrvaka besavuM, vivekapUrvaka cAlavuM, vivekapUrvaka bhojana karavuM - je paNa karIe, badhuM AtmAnusaMdhAnapUrvaka karIe. A ja viveka'no vAstavika, sArabhUta artha che. vivekapUrvaka vartavuM eTale cAlatI vakhate huM nathI cAlI 78

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pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI rahyo, zarIra cAle che. huM jANanAra chuM. vAsanA cAle che, * huM jANuM chuM. huM sAkSImAtra chuM. mana cAle che, huM draSTA chuM. zarIra-mananI dareka kriyAno huM mAtra jANanAra chuM. huM sthira, dhruva tattva chuM. badhAM ja parivartanonI vacamAM, badhI ja gationI vacamAM je sthira biMdu che te huM chuM - A bodha satata rahevo joIe. cAlatI vakhate huM nathI cAlato, bhojana karatI vakhate huM bhojana nathI karato, duHkha paDe to duHkha mane nathI sparzatuM, sukha AvyuM to te paNa mane nathI sparzatuM, mRtyu Ave to paNa mArAmAM kaMI ja nathI ghaTatuM. pratyeka kriyAmAM Avo viveka pragaTavo joIe. nAnI nAnI kriyAmAM paNa jAgRti gUMthAI javI joIe. jAgRti e ja bhagavAna mahAvIranI, zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranI mukhya zikSA che. * saMgraha nahIM, aMtardaSTi A rIte karavAthI eka pachI eka pagathiyuM caDAtuM jAya che. paraMtu ApaNe viveka nathI pragaTAvavo, jAgRti nathI vadhAravI. ApaNe to mAtra koInAM anubhUti-zabda-vicAra zIkhI levAM che. ane AnAthI vadhe che mAtra pAMDitya, pavitratA nahIM. ahaMkAra mATe maLe chebIjI eka khUTI. "huM bhAva vadhu daDha thAya che. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranI ArAdhanA karIe to mAtra zabda mukhapATha na karIe paNa AtmAnI siddhi - prasiddhi karIe. - 79

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja mAtra zabdano saMgraha ke tenA mukhapATha para aTakI na rahIe paNa viveka pragaTAvI mokSamArga para ArUDha thaIe. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranA zabdomAM aTakI na rahIe paNa emAM bharelI AtmasAdhanAnI zaktine grahaNa karI Atmadarzana tarapha AgaLa vadhIe. paramakRpALudeve zuM kahyuM ene zodhavuM e ApaNuM prathama pagathiyuM che. paNa tyAM aTakI na rahIe. temaNe A vAta kayA starathI karI ane e sthAna upara kaI rIte pahoMcAya e ati mahatvanI zodha cUkIe nahIM. mAtra vicAra zIkhIne besI na jaIe paNa aMtardaSTi pragaTAvavAno puruSArtha karIe. mAtra vicAramAM, siddhAMtamAM, zabdomAM rasa hoya tyAM sudhI mUMjhavaNa TaLaze nahIM. aMdhatva che. jo dRSTi prApta nahIM thAya to vAraMvAra mUMjhavaNa utpanna thayA karaze ane enA samAdhAna mATe vAre ghaDIe mahenata karyA karavI paDaze. daSTi nahIM hoya to daravAjo kyAM che te pUchatAM rahevuM paDaze. judA judA sthaLe vAraMvAra A ja prazna pUchavo paDaze. paNa jo dRSTi ja prApta thaI jAya to vAraMvAra pUchavuM paDe nahIM. tethI dRSTi ja prApta thavI joIe. aMtardaSTi eTale bhItara eka bodha, eka vivekanuM jAgavuM. asparzayoga viveka hoya tyAM vastuonI mahattA rahetI nathI. vastu hoya

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pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI ke na hoya emAM koI pharaka paDato nathI. jene e aMtardaSTi prApta thAya che ke 'huM zarIra nathI', tene zarIra saMbaMdhI vastuonI prApti-aprAptimAM koI rasa raheto nathI. te aparigrahI banato jAya che. vastu aprApta haze to prAptinI icchA nahIM thAya. prApta vastumAM paNa te asparzane upalabdha thaze: vastuo vacce haze paNa vastuo tene sparzaze nahIM. eka saMta hatA. ni:spRhatAthI jaMgalamAM rahetA hatA. eka rAjA temane joI-maLI khUba AnaMda pAmyo. tethI teNe saMtane potAnA rAjyamAM padhAravAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM. saMte tenuM AmaMtraNa svIkAryuM. rAjAe temanA svAgatanI bhavya taiyArIo karI. niyata samaye saMta rAjyamAM padhAryA. rAjA temane khUba mAnapUrvaka potAnA mahelamAM laI Avyo. rAjAe je paNa dharyuM, saMte ene grahaNa karyuM. je suvidhA ApI te svIkArI. je bhAva vyakta karyo te pUro thavA dIdho. temaNe pote to koI vastu mAMgI nahIM paNa kazAno asvIkAra paNa na karyo. A joI rAjAne saMdeha utpanna thayo ke teo koI vastune tuccha kahI niSedhatA nathI tethI teo saMta lAgatA nathI, teo aparigraMhI ane vItarAgI hoya ema jaNAtuM nathI. bIjA divase rAjAe temane kahyuM ke mane eka mUMjhavaNa che. kRpA karI javAba Apo ke mArAmAM ane tamArAmAM zuM pharaka che? rAjAne evA saMta joItA hatA ke je badhAM svAgatasanmAnano, suvidhApUrNa cIjono niSedha kare, tyAga kare. evA saMtanAM caraNomAM te jhUkI jAta. paraMtu enuM kAraNa e 81

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja hatuM ke mANasanI je vAsanA hoya tene je choDe - tyAge, e tenA mATe mahAna Adarayogya banI jAya che. jyAre paNa ApaNe koIno Adara karIe chIe tyAre e Adara sAmevALAnI mahAnatA nahIM paNa ApaNI khAmIonuM, vAsanAonuM hovApaNuM sUcave che. jo koI dhana choDIne nIkaLI paDe ane ApaNane tenuM bahumAna jAge to teno artha e thayo ke ApaNAmAM dhanalolupatA khUba rahelI che. saMte rAjAne kahyuM, 'cAlo mAMrI sAthe' ane rAjAne laIne teo mahelanI bahAra nIkaLyA. mahelanI bahAra jaI aTakavAne badale teo to cAlatA ja rahyA. gAmanI bahAra nadI pAse paNa saMta aTakyA nahIM, tyAre rAjAe kahyuM ke have to javAba Apo. saMte kahyuM, A ja. javAba che. kaMI ja mAruM nathI e bhAvanA sahita cAlo, ApaNe banne ahIMthI nIkaLI jaIe.' rAjA coMkIne bolI UThyo, 'huM kaI rIte nIkaLI zakuM? mAruM rAjya, mAro mahela, mArI patnI, mAro parivAra che.' saMte kahyuM, 'A ja pharaka che ApaNI vacce. ame mana phAve tyAre, mana phAve tyAMthI nIkaLI zakIe chIe, tame nahIM. ame nIkaLIe tyAre amAruM kazuM ja pAchaLa rahetuM nathI, tamAruM badhuM ja pAchaLa rahI jAya che. tamane moha bAMdhe che, ame mukta rahIe chIe. ame vastuonI vacce rahIe chIe, tame vastuone tamArI vacce, tamArI bhItaramAM rAkho cho. huM tyAM hato chatAM huM mArAmAM ja hato, koI cIjano mArAmAM praveza zakya na hato.' A che asparzayoga. A che jIvanasAdhanA. vastu hoya ke na 82

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pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI hoya e mahattvanuM nathI. kaI vastu che, keTalI vastu che te mahattvanuM nathI paNa vastu sparze che ke nahIM e mahattvanuM che. vastuno saMbaMdha nahIM, vastuno sparza mahattvano che. jo vastu ApaNane sparze che, te dvArA ApaNI bhItara rAgAtmaka ke teSAtmaka bhAva utpana thAya che to ApaNe parigrahI chIe. ane jo vastu ApaNane sparze nahIM, rAgAdinuM nimitta bane nahIM to ApaNe aparigrahI chIe. vastuno saMbaMdha e parigraha nathI, vastunI mUrchA te parigraha che. aparigraha mATe, vastu na sparze e mATe Atmabodha hovo jarUrI che. e sAdhI levAno che. jAgRti AvatAM, viveka pragaTatAM AtmAnI siddhi thAya che, saMsArano laya thAya che. saMsAra jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che ke saMsAra bahAra nathI. saMsAra to eka mAnasika ghaTanA che. "Upaje moha vikalpathI, samasta A saMsAra'. (AMka-954) saMsAra svapnono che, vastuono nahIM. vastuo tamane nathI bAMdhatI, paNa vastuo viSe ghaDAyelAM svapno tamane bAMdhe che. vastuo nathI bAMdhatI, paNa vastuo pratyenI kAmanA - Asakti tamane bAMdhe che. saMsAra mAnasika che. sAdhanA gharatyAganI nahIM, aMtaranA parivartananI karavAnI che. ghara choDo paNa jo aMtara nA badalyuM to jyAM jazo tyAM ghara banAvI dezo. ghara choDavAnI ATalI utAvaLa kema che? enuM kAraNa e che ke tame duHkhI 83

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja cho, duHkhanA kAraNarUpe kuTuMbIjanone juo cho ane tethI bhAgavAnAM pariNAma thAya che. paNa A mAnyatA mithyA che. AvI mAnyatAthI saMnyasta thazo to evA saMnyAsanA phaLarUpe kAMI tamAro saMsAra vilaya pAmaze nahIM. citta jyAM sudhI sakriya raheze, tyAM sudhI saMsAra vilaya nahIM pAme. cittano laya citta eka evo citrakAra che ke je bhinna bhinna citro niraMtara cItaryA kare che. enAM ja banAvelAM citrothI e AkarSaNa-vikarSaNa, rAga-dveSa, tRSNA-bhaya pAme che. tethI citta jyAM sudhI sakriya che, tyAM sudhI saMsAra che. citta niSkriya thaI jAya to mokSa che. cittanI sakriyatA zithila karatA javuM e dharmanI ArAdhanA che. zithila karatA rahevuM e sAdhanA che ane ema karatAM karatAM zUnya thaI javuM e siddhi che. 'huM deha nathI'enI satata jAgRti te che sAdhanA. ane asparzayoga, e che siddhi. tame philma jovA jAo cho. paDadA upara citro Ave che, dazyo Ave che. tame draSTA cho, prekSaka cho. paraMtu niraMtara dazyonA cAlavAthI tame koNa cho, e tame bhUlI jAo cho ane tame prekSakamAMthI pAtra banI jAo cho. tame tanmaya thaIne raDavA lAgo cho, hasavA lAgo cho. jo tame jAgRta thAo, tame koNa cho enuM smaraNa tamane rahe to tame pAtra na banatAM prekSaka raho cho, 84

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pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI dazyamAM aTakI jatA nathI, tAdAbhya thavAne badale taTastha raho cho ane tethI dazyonuM mithyApaNuM samajI zako cho, cAlatAM dazyo vacce paNa tame paDadAnI satyatA ane dazyonI mithyatA, asatyatA jANI zako cho. ane eka samaya evo Ave che ke jyAre dazyo baMdha thaI jAya che, mAtra paDado rahe che; saMkalpa-vikalpa, pratikriyAdi aTakI jAya che, cetanA nirviSayI banI jAya che ane nirvikalpa bhAvamAM sthira thaI AtmAnI siddhi - prasiddhi thAya che. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstrano hetu pavitra zrI Atmasiddhi zAstrano izAro A Atmasiddhi karavA pratye che. A zAstranA adhyayana dvArA enA racayitA ke enA zabdo para aTakI na rahetAM, AtmAnI siddhi karavA pratyeno eno izAro pakaDI, tema karavAmAM prayatnazIla banIzuM to A zAstranI racanA pAchaLano paramakRpALudevano hetu pUrNa thaze. nijasvarUpamAM ramaNatA dvArA mokSaprAptinA vikalpo paNa nivRtta thaI jAya ane kRtakRtya evA AtmasvarUpamAM abheda thaI javAya evI utkRSTa AtmadazAne pAmIne paramakRpALudeve A zAstranI racanA karI che. tethI teozrIne sarva anubhavono sAra svAbhAvikapaNe emAM samAviSTa thavA pAmyo che. paramAtmasvarUpamAM abhedatA prApta karI A zAstranuM sarjana karyuM hovAthI A zAstra paramakRpALudevanA 85

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja divya AtmAnuM tAdaza pratibiMba pADe che. A kRtinA akSare akSare temanA anubhavanI chApa che, ane tethI. AtmAmAM pratiSThita thavAnI ja e preraNA Ape che. jIvone mohanidrAmAMthI jAgrata karI AtmAnI siddhi pratye puruSArthI banAvavA e ja A zAstrano hetu che. paNa A mahAna hetune, A pavitra preraNAne ApaNe cUkI gayA. Atmasiddhi karavAmAM prayatnazIla banavAthI ja enuM sAcuM bahumAna karyuM kahevAya. 'tene badale A zAstrane bhIMta upara sonAmaDhayA akSare kotarAvavAmAM, enA maMdiro banAvavAmAM, ene mukhapATha karI popaTanI jema bolI javAmAM ApaNe enI bhakti mAnI lIdhI. savAla e nathI ke enI pUjA karavI ke na karavI. savAla to e cakAsavAno che ke je hetuthI enI racanA thaI che te hetu pratye jAgRti pragaTI che ke nahIM. aMdhakArathI prakAza tarapha, asatyathI satya tarapha, mRtyuthI amaratva tarapha, calathI acala tarapha, adhuvathI dhruva tarapha gati thAya temAM ja enI sAcI bhakti rahI che. aMgulinirdeza paramakRpALudevane je je anubhUti thaI, te sarva zabdamAM AvI zake e zakya nathI. niHzabda avasthAmAM je prApta thAya che, tene kahevAmAM zabda asamartha nIvaDe che. cittano 86

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pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI laya thavAthI je prApta thAya che, tene citta dvArA kahevuM zakya nathI. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra to tenI taraphano mAtra izAro che. A kALamAM AtmA taraphano moTAmAM moTo ane spaSTamAM spaSTa izAro jo koI hoya to te che zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra. e satya taraphano aMgulinirdeza che. ApaNe A samajI zakyA nathI. ApaNe e AMgaLInI pUjA-vaMdanA-pATha to karyAM paNa e tarapha na joyuM ke je tarapha A AMgaLI UThI. A zAstra e to eka izAro che e AtmasattA tarapha ke je sarvanI bhItara birAjamAna che. jApAnamAM eka maMdira che. emAM buddhanI koI pratimA nathI. e maMdiramAM kevaLa eka AMgaLI buddhanI eka AMgaLI - pratIkarUpe sthApavAmAM AvI che ane upara eka caMdra banAvavAmAM Avyo che. loko tyAM jaIne herata pAme che, DisTarba thaI jAya che. tyAM buddhanuM vacana kotaravAmAM AvyuM che - meM izAro karyo che caMdra tarapha. paNa huM jANuM chuM ke loko caMdra tarapha jovAne badale AMgaLInI pUjA karavA lAgI jaze, aTakI jaze.' sAcI bhakti - 87 - ApaNe zuM AvuM nathI karI rahyA? zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra pratyenI ApaNI bhakti tyAre sAcI kahevAya ke jyAre ApaNAmAM AtmAne siddha karavAnI abhIpsA UThe, saMkalpa baMdhAya; zrama, sAhasa, puruSArtha jAge ane nahIM ke mAtra

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja enAM pATha-AratI-vaMdanamAM aTakI jaIe. izAro je tarapha che tyAM ApaNe chIe, ApaNuM zuddha svarUpa che. AjanA pavitra divase e saMkalpa karIe ke A zAstra je dizAmAM izAro kare che, tyAM dRSTi karIzuM. ema thaze to ja jIvana sArthaka thaI zakaze.. tenA vinA koI sArthakatA nathI, koI AnaMda nathI, koI zAMti nathI, koI jIvana nathI. tene prApta karatAM AkhuM jIvana amRta banI jAya che, saccidAnaMdamAM pariNata thaI jAya che. dhyAna rAkhIe, paramakRpALudeve A kRtinA mAdhyama dvArA AtmasmaraNa, AtmAnusaMdhAna karAvyuM che te niSphaLa na jAya. enI pUjA-stavanA-vaMdanA to ja sArthaka che, jo enA mAdhyamathI ApaNe paNa temanI jema AtmAnI siddhi prApta karIe. paramakRpALudevane ApaNI pAse mAtra A zAstranI pUjA apekSita nathI, paNa A zAstra dvArA ApaNe Atmasiddhine varIe ane temanA jevI ucca dazAne prApta karIe, e temane abhipreta che. A zAstrano upayoga mAtra pUjA karavA mATe nahIM paNa svayaM pUjya thavA mATe karIe, mAtra vaMdanA karavA mATe nahIM paNa svayaM vaMdanIya thavA mATe karIe, mAtra stavana karavA mATe. nahIM paNa svayaM stavya thavA mATe karIe. e ja A parama pavitra zAstra pratyenI ApaNI sAcI bhakti che. 88

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pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI A zAstra dvArA ApaNI aMdara rahelI saMbhAvanA pratye ApaNe jAgRta thaIe - suSupta cetana jAgRta thAya; mAtra paramakRpALudevanI pUjA karavAmAM aTakI na jaIe paNa je kAraNathI teo pUjya banyA che, te ApaNI aMdara paNa pragaTa thAya e mATe prayatnazIla banIe. A prayatnamAM A zAstra khUba upakArI nIvaDe ema che. tethI enuM nitya prati avagAhana karI AtmAmAM sthira thaIe, temAM niraMtara nivAsa karavAnuM parama saubhAgya prApta karIe. "zrI saubhAgya'nA kAraNe Atmasiddhi' maLI. have "Atmasiddhi'nA baLe Atmasiddhi karI parama subhAgya banIe. * * * 89

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni Aje Aso vada ekama - zrI Atmasiddhi zAstrano racanAdina che. AjanA divase ApaNe judI judI rIte zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranuM bahumAna ane ArAdhana karIe chIe. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranI vizeSatAo samajAya, aMtaramAM eno mahimA daDha thAya ane enA bodha anusAra ApaNAM zraddhAna ane AcaraNa ghaDAya tyAre A vaMdanA ane ArAdhanA sArthaka gaNAya. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstramAM paramakRpALudeve AgamanA samasta siddhAMtono nicoDa samAvyo che. paramakRpALudeve zrI saubhAgyabhAIne, zrI lallujI muni, zrI aMbAlAlabhAI ane zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverIne A ucca koTinA AtmoddhAraka graMthanA yogya adhikArI gaNI temane A zAstranI prata vAMcana-manana arthe ApI hatI. temaNe paramakRpALudevanI AjJA anusAra A zAstranuM adhyayana karyuM hatuM. A zAstrano temanA upara khUba prabhAva paDyo hato ane e thakI temane khUba lAbha paNa thayo hato. gata varSe A dine ApaNe paramakRpALudevanA hRdayajJa paramArthasakhA pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI upara A zAstrano zuM prabhAva paDyo hato ane temano A zAstra saMbaMdhI zuM 93

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja pratibhAva hato e viSe vicAraNA karI hatI. Aje ApaNe, paramakRpALudevanA bIjA parama ziSya pUjya zrI laghurAja svAmI upa2 zrI Atmasiddhi zAstrano zuM prabhAva paDyo hato ane temano A graMtha paratve zuM pratibhAva hato enI vicAraNA karI e mArge AgaLa vadhavA kaTibaddha thaIzuM. paramakRpALudeve pUjya zrI lallujI munine ekAMtamAM avagAhana arthe zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra mokalyuM hatuM. potA upara paDelI zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranI chApa darzAvatAM teo vi.saM. 1953mAM prabhune lakhe che 'he prabhu, AtmasiddhizAstranA bodhabIjaprAptikathana vigere vAMcatAM mAruM hRdaya bharAI Ave che. he nAtha, apUrva vacana darzAvI, bodhabIjanI amRtavANInuM pAna karAvI alabhya alabhya lAbha A dAsIne pamADyo che. he nAtha, parama zAMti laIne A dAsa saMtoSa pAmyo che.' vaLI, teozrI prabhu uparanA anya eka patramAM lakhe che ke 'he prabhu! A raMka dAsa upara kRpA karI apUrva prema rasanuM pAna Atmasiddhi zAstra prakAzI. amUlya vacanAmRtothI A duSTa dAsIe tRptine tRpta karI che. atyaMta AnaMda thayo che.' pUjya munizrI vanamAM ekalA jaIne zrI Atmasiddhi zAstrano svAdhyAya gAtAM gAtAM karatA. teo tenI UMDI vicAraNA karatA. teo A graMthano mahimA darzAvatAM jaNAve che 94

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni te vAMcatAM ane koI koI gAthA bolatAM mArA AtmAmAM AnaMdanA UbharA AvatA. eka eka padamAM apUrva mAhAbhya che ema mane lAgyA karatuM. "AtmasiddhinuM manana, svAdhyAya niraMtara rahyA karI AtmollAsa thato. koInI sAthe vAta ke bIjI kriyA karatAM "AtmasiddhinI smRti rahetI. paramakRpALudevanI zAMta mukhamudrA kiMvA "AtmasiddhinI AnaMda ApanArI gAthAnuM smaraNa sahaja rahyA karatuM. anya kazuM gamatuM nahIM. bIjI vAto para tuccha bhAva rahyA karato. mAhAlya mAtra sadaguru ane tenA bhAvanuM AtmAmAM bhAsyamAna thatuM hatuM.' teozrI A zAstra camatkArI che, labdhiothI bhareluM che, maMtra samAna che ema kahI mumukSuone zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranuM avagAhana karavA kahetA ane temAM bAMdhelA mArganI parama premapUrvaka upAsanA karavA haMmezAM bhalAmaNa karatA. prastuta prabhAva ane pratibhAvamAMthI Aje mukhyatve traNa muddA vicAravA che - pUjya zrI lallujI muni dvArA zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranI apUrva vacana' tarIke stuti, A zAstra thakI temane thayelo alabhya lAbha ane enA avagAhana saMbaMdhI temanI bhalAmaNa. satya sanAtana che. satya sanAtana che, zAzvata che, sadA che. satya che ke je sadA 95.

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja hoya, je na to kyAreya jUnuM thAya che ke na kyAreya navuM thaI zake che. Aje je navuM hoya, te AvatI kAle jUnuM thaI jaze. je Aje jUnuM dekhAya che, te gaI kAle navuM hatuM. hakIkatamAM, satyanA saMbaMdhamAM "navuM" ane "jUnuM e zabdaprayoga ekadama vyartha che. navuM te hoya che je janme che, jUnuM thAya che, lupta thAya che. satya na janme che, na jUnuM . thAya che, na naSTa thAya che. taraMga navo hoI zake che. taraMga jUno paNa hoI zake che. paraMtu sAgara na navo che, na jUno. vAdaLAM navAM thaI zake che, jUnAM paNa thAya che paraMtu AkAza na navuM che, na jUnuM. e ja rIte, satya paNa navuM ke jUnuM kAMI ja nathI. tethI koI jo ema kahe ke satya prAcIna che. athavA kahe ke satya apUrva (navuM) che to A dAvo mUrkhatApUrNa che. satyanI anubhUti apUrva hoya be prakAranA dAvA duniyAmAM thAya che. eka varga ema kahe che ke satya prAcIna che, hajAro varSa jUnuM che. bIjo varga ema kahe che ke satya bilakula navuM che. pahelo varga kahe che ke satya amArA zAstramAM che. bIjo varga kahe che ke satya navuM che - apUrva che, kAraNa ke AvuM pahelAM lakhAyeluM nathI. vAstavamAM satya mATe navuM ke jUnuM, pUrvAnupUrva ke apUrva - evo vyavahAra thaI zake nahIM. to pachI ahIM 'apUrva kahevA pAchaLa zuM Azaya che?

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni satya sanAtana che, sadA che, niraMtara che. ema chatAM tenI "sAthenuM ApaNuM anusaMdhAna niraMtara nathI. dhAro ke koI gAma evuM hoya ke jyAM loko mAtra jamIna tarapha ja jotA hoya, koIne AkAzanI khabara na hoya; tyAM eka divasa jo koI mANasa potAnI dRSTi upara kare ane AkAzane joIne kahe ke "mane koI apUrva vastunI prApti thaI che' to te khoTo nathI. have jo koI tene kahe ke AmAM apUrva zuM? AkAza to pahelethI ja hatuM, bApa-dAdAone enI khabara hatI, pustakomAM paNa lakheluM che to tenI vAta paNa sAcI che! to ahIM sAcuM zuM? AkAza apUrva nathI paNa AkAzanI anubhUti jarUra apUrva che. jyAre pUjya zrI lallujI muni kahe che ke zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra apUrva che to teo A kathana satyanA saMbaMdhamAM nahIM paNa tenI anubhUti ane abhivyaktinA saMbaMdhamAM karI rahyA che. satya (tattva) to sadA sanAtana ja che paraMtu jyAre tenuM anusaMdhAna thAya che, jyAre tenI anubhUti thAya che tyAre te anusaMdhAna anubhUti avazya apUrva ja hoya che. upalabdhinI ghaTanA apUrva savAla e nathI ke AkAzanA saMbaMdhamAM agAu kAMI kahevAyuM che ke nahIM. savAla e paNa nathI ke AkAzanA saMbaMdhamAM je kahevAyuM che te jUnuM che ke navuM. savAla e che ke ApaNo tenI sAthe saMbaMdha thayo che ke nahIM. bhagavAna mahAvIre je kahyuM hatuM enAthI paramakRpALudeve je kahyuM e bhinna nathI. 97

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja paramakRpALudeve tattvataH kazuM evuM kahyuM nathI ke je sAva navuM hoya, kAraNa ke satya sanAtana che, niraMtara che. paraMtu ApaNo tenI sAthe saMbaMdha thayo nathI. tethI teo pokArI pokArIne ApaNI daSTi e tarapha karavA - UMcI uThAvavA preraNA kare che. daSTi upara UThatAM ja AkAza dekhAya che, e satyanAM darzana thAya che ke je pahelAM ajANyuM hatuM. tethI ullAsamAM kahevAya che ke apUrva ghaTanA! satya navuM ke jUnuM nathI paNa jyAre koI vyaktine satyanI upalabdhi thAya tyAre te navI hoya che, apUrva hoya che. ane A arthamAM satyane navuM ke apUrva paNa kahI zakAya. bhale pUrve karoDo lokone satyanI prApti thaI hoya paNa jyAre e satyanI anubhUti jIvane potAne thAya tyAre ja enI mahattA che. e satya tyAre potAne mATe to taddana navuM hoya che tethI e apUrva lAge e svAbhAvika che. koI vyakti jyAre prathama vAra prema kare che tyAre tenA mATe e prema apUrva cIja che - bhale ne tenI pahelAM karoDo lokoe prema karyo hoya! koI paNa premI e mAnavA taiyAra nahIM thaze ke tenI aMdara je premanI ghaTanA ghaTI che te vAsI che, jUnI che. tene mATe to e taddana navI ja vastu che ne! eka vyaktinI premanI ghaTanA anya koIne kAma lAgatI nathI. potAne potAnI anubhUti ja kAma lAge che. satyanI abhivyakti zrI Atmasiddhi zAstramAM nirUpAyeluM tattva sadAM che, zAzvata 98

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni che, sanAtana che. te kAMI prathama vakhata batAvavAmAM nathI AvyuM paNa tenI je abhivyakti che te maulika che, navI che, apUrva che. ane teno je prabhAva pUjya zrI lallujI muni upara paDyo, te eka navI ja ghaTanA hatI. tethI 'apUrva' zabdanuM uccAraNa thayuM. satya zAzvata che paNa tenI anubhUti ane tenI abhivyakti navI hoya che. paramakRpALudeve satyanI je abhivyakti karI che te adbhuta che, navI che. AvI abhivyakti pUrve na paNa thaI hoya. abhivyakti navI paNa hoya che ane te kALAnukrame jUnI paNa bane che. satya na navuM hoya che, na jUnuM bane che. sanAtana satyanI jyAre upalabdhi thAya che tyAre e taddana tAjI hoya che. tethI je vyaktine satyanI upalabdhi thAya che, te to e ghaTanAne apUrva ja kaheze. atre eTaluM dhyAna rAkhavuM ke tyAM upalabdhi ke anubhUti ja navIna che, satya navIna nathI. satyanI anubhUti thayA pachI jyAre te abhivyakta thAya che tyAre te abhivyakti maulika, navIna, apUrva banI zake che. satyanI je prakAre abhivyakti te vyaktie karI hoya e ja rIte koIe pUrve karI paNa hoya ane chatAM banne abhivyaktimAM bhinnatA to rahe ja che. tethI ema banI zake ke e abhivyaktinI vizeSatAnA kAraNe koIne jabaradasta prabhAvano anubhava thAya, je tene pUrve kyAreya paNa thayo na hoya. ane te ullAsamAM bole ke "A to apUrva ghaTanA che!' to te ekadama ja svAbhAvika ane samajI zakAya evI vAta che. 22

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja abhivyaktimAM vividhatA Ama, satya sanAtana che, te navuM na hoI zake paraMtu jyAre paNa te upalabdha thAya che, pratyeka vyaktine te navuM ja upalabdha thAya che. satya sadeva che paraMtu jyAre paNa koI vyakti satya sAthe saMbaMdhita thAya che tyAre satya tenA mATe navuM thaI jAya che, apUrva banI jAya che. ane pratyeka vyaktinI anubhUti jyAre abhivyakta thAya che tyAre te taddana navI hoya che, maulika hoya che. AnuM kAraNa e che ke tenA jevI ja vyakti saMsAramAM bIjI thaI nathI. vaLI, tenAmAM je vizeSatA che ke vizeSatAonI meLavaNI che te haMmeza ajoDa hoya che. ravIndranAtha TAgora khUba kavitAo lakhatA hatA. temanI pADozamAM eka vRddha puruSa raheto hato. ravIndranAthanA pitAno mitra hovAnA nAte te vRddha vAraMvAra temanA ghare Avato. jyAre paNa te ravIndranAthane maLato eka ja vAta pUchato ke tuM A badhI Izvara saMbaMdhI kavitAo lakhe che, te tane kyAreya Izvarano anubhava thayo che kharo? ravIndranAthane A gamatuM nahIM. teo e vRddhathI akaLAtA kAraNa ke Izvarano anubhava thayo che evuM kahI na zakAya ane nathI thayo ema kahe to kavitAnuM mUlya ochuM thaI jAya. tethI e vRddhane teo TALatA, enAthI dUra bhAgatA rahetA. eka vAra vahelI savAre ravIndranAtha samudrakinAre beThA hatA. sUryodaya mANyA bAda teo ghare javA mATe UThyA tyAM temaNe 100

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni joyuM ke sUryanuM pratibiMba samudranA jaLamAM to paDatuM ja hatuM paNa evuM ja pratibiMba temanI bAjunA eka khAbociyAmAM paNa paDatuM hatuM. khAbociyAmAM pANI thoDuM ja hatuM, gaMduM hatuM, gaMdhAtuM hatuM ane chatAM sUryanuM pratibiMba emAM paNa paDI rahyuM hatuM! sUrya e ja, enuM pratibiMba paNa samAna ane chatAM banne jagyAe sUryanI abhivyakti bhinna bhinna hatI. bhinna bhinna abhivyaktimAM paNa pratibiMba e ja che, e rahasya pakaDAtAM temanA aMtaramAM evo to ullAsa UchaLyo ke je paNa sAme maLatuM, ane teo bheTI paDatA. pahelAM to pelA vRddha pADozIne jaIne bheTI paDyA. temanA bolyA vinA ja e vRddha samajI gayo! jenAthI te dUra bhAgato hato, tene tuM bheTe che e ja batAve che ke aMtaramAM kaMIka rUpAMtaraNa thayuM che. have tane pratibiMba dekhAya che, abhivyakti nathI dekhAtI! ravIndranAthanI A dhArA traNa divasa sudhI cAlI. e khumArImAM teo badhAne bheTatA rahyA. koI mANasa na maLe e to gAya-bheMsa-ghoDAne paNa AliMgana ApatA, jhADa-pAnane paNa vahAla karatA. eka nAnakaDI ghaTanA banI ane jIvana AkhuM palaTAI gayuM. satya eka, abhivyakti aneka jema sUrya eka, tenuM pratibiMba e ja ane chatAM judA judA 101

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja pAtramAM paDavAnA kAraNe tenI abhivyakti aneka bane che; tema satya e ja, tenI anubhUti e ja . paNa satyane jANavAvALA bhinna bhinna hovAthI tenI abhivyakti bhinna bhina, navI navI, judI judI bane che. te satya eka hovA chatAM tene jANavAvALA aneka hoya che tethI satyanI abhivyakti aneka rIte thaI che. satyanI abhivyakti koIe vaijJAnika rIte karI to koIe bhAvanAtmaka rIte karI. koIe dhyAnastha thaIne karI to koIe nAcIne karI. koIe maunarUpathI karI to koIe zabdarUpathI karI. koIe saMkSiptamAM karI to koIe vistArathI karI. koIe gadyamAM karI to koIe padyamAM karI. nirNaya karo, tulanA nahIM A bhinnatAothI jIva mUMjhAI jAya che. prathama to jIvane satya rucatuM ja nathI. te satyathI dUra bhAgato phare che. jyAre te satya tarapha vaLe che, tenAmAM satyanI ruci jAge che tyAre te satyanI vidhavidha abhivyaktiomAM gUMcavAI jAya che. te mUMjhAya che ke A tamAma abhivyaktiomAMthI kaI abhivyakti sAcI? vikAsapatha para AgaLa jatAM kadAca tene samajAI paNa jAya ke A badhI abhivyakti satyanI ja che ane tethI te saghaLI sAcI ja che to tene e gAMDapaNa sUjhe che ke AmAMthI sarvazreSTha kaI? bhinna bhinna rIte abhivyakta thatAM aneka rUpomAMthI kayuM satya zreSTha che, kayA jJAnI puruSa 102

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni zreSTha che eno te nirNaya karavA jAya che. badhA saMtono te tulanAtmaka abhyAsa kare che ane A ja tenI bhUla che. saMto kahe che ke zreSThatAno nirNaya karavo e khoTuM nathI paNa tamArI nirNayanI rIta khoTI che. pasaMdagI jarUra karo paNa tulanA na karo. tamArI nirNaya mATe e bhUmikA hovI joIe ke je tamArA mATe kAraNarUpa nIvaDe, te zreSTha! jemanA thakI tamArAmAM krAMti-zAMti thAya, te tamArA mATe zreSTha! badhA jJAnIone tapAsI zreSThatAno nirNaya karavA jazo to cUkI jazo, kAraNa ke temane sarvane eka e ja satyanI anubhUti thaI che ke je sanAtana che, zAzvata che. anubhUtinI daSTie temanAmAM bheda nathI. bheda mAtra abhivyaktimAM che. tethI je abhivyaktithI tamArI bhAvadazA badalAya, te tamArA mATe zreSTha! mArA mATe zreSTha! abhivyaktio to bhinna bhinna rahevAnI ja. koI saMkalpane mahattva Apaze to koI samarpaNane. koI zaraNabhAvanAne mahattva Apaze to koI azaraNane. koI jJAnamArganuM nirUpaNa karaze to koI bhaktimArganuM. banne sAcA che paNa banne ekasAthe tamArA mATe kAryakArI - upayogI nathI. tamAre koI . ekanI - je zreSTha hoya tenI - pasaMdagI karavI ja paDaze. paNa zreSThanI pasaMdagI karavAmAM dhyAna rAkhIe - mArA mATe je zreSTha hoya te ane nahIM ke temanAmAM je zreSTha hoya te. 103

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja sApekSatA potAnI tarapha rAkhIe - huM badhAnI pasaMdagI ekasAthe nathI karI zakato, enuM kAraNa e che ke mAruM hRdaya nAnuM che, mArI dRSTi virATa nathI, mArA gharamAM jagyA nathI ke jethI badhA mahemAnonuM svAgata karI zakAya. ghara nAnuM che e mArI majabUrI che. prAraMbhika avasthAmAM pasaMdagI ekanI saMto kahe che ke je divase tame jAgazo e divase tamane bhinnatA bhAsaze ja nahIM. satya tarapha dRSTi jatAM bhinnatA kyAreya bhAsatI nathI, abhivyakti tarapha dRSTi jAya che tyAre ja bhinnatA bhAse che. satya pratye jAgRta thatAM badhI ja bhinnatA vilIna thaI jAya che, paraMtu jyAM sudhI jAgyA nathI tyAM sudhI bhinnatA bhAsavAnI ja. jyAM sudhI A bhinnatA bhAse che tyAM sudhI jJAnInI AjJA che ke koI ekane pasaMda karI tenA pramANe varto. "mAtra eka puruSane zodhIne tenAM caraNakamaLamAM sarvabhAva arpaNa karI daI valya jA. .... eka sapuruSane rAjI karavAmAM, tenI sarva icchAne prazaMsavAmAM, te ja satya mAnavAmAM AkhI jiMdagI gaI to utkRSTamAM utkRSTa paMdara bhave avazya mokSe jaIza.' (patrAMka-76) pasaMdagIno AdhAra zuM? mAtra e dhyAna rAkhavuM ke pasaMdagI zenA AdhAre karavAmAM 1/4

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni AvI rahI che janmanA AdhAre, kuLadharmanA AdhAre, mAbApanA AdhAre, patnInA AdhAre, mitranA AdhAre ke potAnA anubhavanA AdhAre? Isu yahUdI gharamAM janmyA hatA paNa temane yahUdIonI rIta phAvI na hatI. mohammada mUrtipUjaka gharamAM janmyA hatA paNa temane mUrtipUjA ruci na hatI. mahAvIra kSatriyakuLamAM janmyA hatA ke jyAM yuddhanI bhASA bolAya, yuddhanuM zikSaNa apAya, hiMsA karavAmAM vIratA manAya ane chatAM temane kuLamAM cAlatI AvatI rIta yogya lAgI .na hatI. AmAMthI koIe janmanI, mA-bApanI, kuLanI paddhatinuM AMdhaLuM anukaraNa na karyuM. temaNe prayogo karyA ane je paddhatithI potAne lAbha thayo te paddhatine apanAvI. bIjAnA kahevAthI nahIM paNa prayoga dvArA, nija anubhavathI potAno patha nakkI karyo. - prayogathI pasaMdagI Ama, prayogo dvArA vRttionI tapAsa karIne je paddhati potAne anukULa paDe, lAbhadAyI bhAse te paddhatine apanAvavI joIe. zarIramAM jyAre jAtajAtanA rogono humalo thAya che tyAre mitro . ane paricito taraphathI paNa jAtajAtanI salAhano humalo AvI paDe che. bhinna bhinna loko bhinna bhinna ane te paNa paraspara viruddha salAha ApatA jAya che. daradI jo badhAnuM mAnavA jAya to te jIvI ja na zake! khAdya padArtho 105

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja eka pachI eka chUTatA jAya ane aMte jIvanano ja tyAga thaI jAya! A hAlatamAM vicakSaNa DaoNkTaranI salAha e hoya che ke tamAruM zarIra tamane zuM kahe che, e barAbara sAMbhaLo ane e pramANe jIvana DhALo. zarIrane zuM khAvAthI lAbha thAya che, zuM khAvAthI nukasAna thAya che, kaI rIte jIvavAthI anukULatA rahe che vagere vagere prayoga karIne jANavuM ane e pramANe anusaravuM. zarIrane je vyavasthA anukULa paDe te apanAvavI. te ja pramANe je upAyathI, je sAdhanApaddhatithI, je mArgathI citta pavitra ane prasanna thAya, zubha ane zAMta thAya tene apanAvavAM ghaTe. mAtra aupacArika dharmakriyAthI kArya nahIM thAya. dharmano saMbaMdha rUpAMtaraNa sAthe eka pAdarI hato. eka vAra te kaze jaI rahyo hato ane acAnaka tophAna AvyuM. mUzaLadhAra varSA zarU thaI gaI. doDIne te eka vRkSa nIce Ubho rahI gayo. tyAM teNe joyuM ke te vRkSanI nIce eka vRddha besIne prArthanA karI rahyo hato. e vRddhanI prArthanA joIne te pAdarI stabdha thaI gayo. te pote paNa dararoja bhagavAnane prArthanA karato hato, IsAI dharmaguru hovAnA nAte anyane paNa karAvato hato paNa e. badhuM kevaLa kriyAkAMDa hatuM, narI aupacArikatA hatI, koro nityakrama hato; jyAre e vRddhanI AMkhomAM eka prakAranI 106

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni mastI hatI, sphUrti hatI. caherA para zAMti ane AnaMdano bhAva jhaLakato hato. tenI mudrA ane vartanAmAM hatI prAptinI abhivyakti, pavitratAnI anubhUti. pAdarIe e vRddhane kahyuM, 'lAge che ke tame Izvarane khUba cAho cho. tethI ja ATalA bhAvathI ATalI lAMbI prArthanA karI rahyA hatA.' vRddhe kahyuM, 'huM prArthanA e mATe karuM chuM ke huM jANI gayo chuM ke huM Izvarane cAhuM chuM enA karatAM Izvara mane anekagaNuM vadhu cAhe che. e vAtanA aneka paracA maLyA che mane! tethI dhanyavAda darzAvavA prArthanA karuM chuM.' sAcA bhaktanI bhaktimAM cAhavuM banne bAju hoya che. tenI prArthanA eka saMvAda hoya che. e banne taraphathI bolAya. saMdezo mokalAya ane saMdezo jhilAya. prema karAya ane prema anubhavAya. tenI prArthanA eka mAMga, eka bhIkha nahIM paNa parama tRptinI eka ghoSaNA che, dhanyavAda ane ahobhAvanI abhivyaktinuM pratIka che. jIve je mArga apanAvyo hoya enAthI tene potAnAmAM pharaka dekhAvo joIe. mAtra kuLadharma hovAthI ja jo teNe koI dharmamatane pakaDyo hoya ane e pramANe dharmakriyA paNa te karato hoya paNa e thakI jo tenuM aMtara na bhedAyuM hoya to teNe vicAravuM joIe. dharma kaMI vArasAmAM na maLe. dharma koI vaMzAnugata adhikAra ke saMpatti nathI. vaMzaparaMparAmAM 107

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja roga maLI zake, dharma nahIM. dharmano saMbaMdha rUpAMtaraNa sAthe che; lohI sAthe nahIM, kuLa sAthe nahIM, janma sAthe nahIM. sAdhanAmAM niSThA. paNa loko evA ALasu che, kAyara che ke pasaMdagI jAte nathI karatA. koNa jhaMjhaTamAM paDe? koNa zodhe, tapAse, nakkI kare? e badhuM jokhama koNa le? eTalI phurasada kone che?!: tethI je cAlatuM hoya te karyA kare paNa dhArmika na bane. dhArmika banavA mATe to viveka jAgRta hovo joIe, vRttio upara dRSTi hovI joIe. jene dharmamAM ruci hoya te tapAsa karIne nakkI kare, sikko uchALIne nakkI na kare! sikko catto paDe to jJAnamArga ane UlaTo paDe to bhaktimArga ema nakkI na kare paNa jAte tapAse, zodhe. zodhanA phaLarUpe je pasaMda thAya temAM niSThA hoya, AnaMda hoya, saMtoSa hoya. jema koI yAtrALu lAMbo pravAsa kheDI koI tIrthakSetre pahoMce, pachI tyAM je pUjA te kare che emAM tene kAMIka judo ja AnaMda maLe che; tema je pasaMdagI yAtrApUrvaka thaI hoya e sAdhanAmAM niSThA kAMIka anerI ja hoya che. e sAdhanA hRdayasparzI bane che, emAM vikalpo satAvatA nathI, kAraNa ke vikalpo karIne ja tyAM sudhI pahoMcAyuM hoya che. e sAdhanAno mahimA ane AnaMda anero hoya che. . satya eka hoya che, tenI abhivyakti aneka hoya che. aneka 108

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni abhivyaktiomAM paNa satya e ja che evI pratIti * prAraMbhika avasthAmAM duSkara che. ajJAna avasthAmAM jIvane aneka abhivyaktiomAM satya paNa aneka dekhAya che ane tethI tenI sAdhanA UpaDatI nathI. jJAnI puruSo kahe che ke jyAM sudhI satya eka na bhAse arthAt aneka bhAse tyAM sudhI koI ekanI pasaMdagI karavI jarUrI bane che, paraMtu A pasaMdagI kuLadharmAdi anusAra nahIM paNa AMtarika rUpAMtaraNanA AdhAre karavI ghaTe. sarva abhivyaktio ke saMto ke sAdhanApaddhatiomAMthI jyAre jIva "mArA mATe zuM zreSTha?' e nakkI kare che, enuM ekaniSTha ArAdhana - anusaraNa kare che tyAre tenA jIvanamAM, tenA aMtaramAM je rUpAMtaraNa ghaTe che, lAbhanI paraMparA sarjAya che enAthI prabhAvita thaI. te ene pUrNapaNe samarpita thaI jAya che. te kahe che ke A ananya che, apUrva che, adbhuta che. paNa te satyanI vAta nathI karI rahyo, te to potAnA jIvananI vAta karI rahyo che. mArA jIvanamAM A apUrva che, mArA mATe e sarvazreSTha che, mArA mATe e ananya che - dUsarA na koI...! bhaktane apUrva kema bhAse che? suziSya jyAre potAnA gurune zreSTha kahe che tyAre teno bhAva evo nathI hoto ke bIjA badhA "khoTA' ke 'choTA' che. te to eTaluM ja kahevA mAMge che ke mArA jIvanamAM A 109

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja vyaktino ke A paddhatino sahuthI vadhAre prabhAva paDyo che. huM aMdhakAramAM Ubho hato. A dIpaka mArA jIvanamAM Avyo ane ajavALuM thayuM. mAruM hRdaya prakAzathI bharAI gayuM. prakAza paNa thayo ane hRdaya paNa paritRpta thayuM, tethI have anyanI koI AvazyakatA nathI. A ekathI huM tRpta chuM - pachI bhale te kRSNa hoya ke kRpALu! "mere to giradhara gopAla, dUsarA na koI." mArA hRdayamAM A dIvo evo sthApita thayo che, mArA jIvanamAM A dIpaka evo jaDyo che - ananya, ajoDa, apUrva, advitIya.....ke have mane bIjAnI koI jarUra nathI. eno artha bIjA khoTA che, UtaratA che ema nahIM paNa mane AvazyakatA nathI. bhaktanuM A kathana premanI najarathI jovA yogya che. majanU lailA pAchaLa dIvAno hato. lailAnA premamAM paDI te aneka musIbato sahana karI rahyo hato. rAjAne A sAMbhaLI majanUnI dayA AvI, tethI rAjAe majanUne mahelamAM bolAvyo. tenI sAme 15 suMdarIone UbhI karI daI rAjAe tene kahyuM ke A zreSThamAM zreSTha suMdarIo che. emAMthI ekane pasaMda karIne laI jA ane sukhI thA. majabUe te badhI suMdarIone eka pachI eka joI ane aMte nA pADIne bolyo ke AmAMnI eka paNa lelA jevI nathI. rAjAe kahyuM, 'tuM pAgala thaI gayo che. nareza chuM, suMdara strIothI paricita chuM. lailA kevI badasUrata che te huM jANuM chuM. A to tArI dazA joIne dayA AvI tethI suMdara 110

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni strIomAMthI pasaMda karavAnuM tane kahyuM!' majanU bolyo, * 'tame lailAne joI paNa majanUnI najarathI nahIM! majanUnI najarathI jovAthI te advitIya strI siddha thAya che!!' 'apUrva' kaI rIte? bhaktanI AMkha to majanUnI AMkha che. ziSyanI AMkha to majanUnI AMkha che. te ekanA premamAM paDe che to anya pratye dRSTi paNa jatI nathI. matAgraha che eTale nahIM paNa AvazyakatA nathI tethI nathI jatI. prema ane zraddhAthI te pUrNa che. te jyAre apUrva, ananya, advitIya kahe che tyAre e zabdo te jJAnI viSe nathI vAparato paNa potAnA hRdayanA saMbaMdhamAM kahe che. saMta viSe nathI kaheto, potAnA prema viSe kahe che. satpuruSa viSe nathI kaheto, potAnI zraddhA viSe kahe che. arthAt te anyanA saMbaMdhamAM nathI kaheto, potAnA saMbaMdhamAM kahe che. je abhivyakti tene prItikara ane prabhAvakArI lAgI, je tenA hRdayane sparzI, jeNe tenA hRdayanA tArane cheDyA, je thakI tenAmAM rUpAMtaraNa ghaTyuM ene te zreSTha mAne che. pasaMdagI anivArya jJAnIpuruSo kahe che ke jyAM sudhI aMdhakAra che, tyAM sudhI bheda che. jyAM prakAza che, tyAM bheda nathI - tyAM abhivyaktiomAM 111

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja rahelI bhinnatA bhAsatI nathI, eka satyanAM ja darzana thAya che. paNa jyAM sudhI ajAgRta che, jyAM sudhI bhinnatA bhAse che tyAM sudhI pasaMdagI karavI paDe, kAraNa ke badhA jAgRta puruSone prema karI zako evI tamArI zakti nathI. duniyAmAM badhA prema karavA lAyaka che paNa tame keTalAne prema karazo? keTalAne premapatra lakhazo? ema karavA jatAM to hRdayanA TukaDe TukaDA thaI jaze! e ja rIte, saghaLA saMtone ArAdhavA jatAM zraddhAnAM paNa bhAga paDI jaze. khaMDita zraddhAthI tame satya sudhI nahIM pahoMcI zako. 'nizcaya rAkhI lakSamAM, sAdhana karavAM soya.' (zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra, gAthA-131) tethI, satya eka ane sanAtana che, badhI abhivyakti enAM judAM judAM rUpo che ema lakSamAM rAkhI maMda avasthAmAM koI eka sadgurune zodhI eka sAdhanApaddhati apanAvavI ane niSThAthI kArya karye javuM. gAMdhIjI AkhI jiMdagI A bhajana karAvatA - 'Izvara allAha tero nAma' arthAt Izvara ane allAha banne eka ja satyanAM be rUpa che tethI bheda na rAkhavo. jyAre temanuM goLIbAramAM mRtyu thayuM tyAre temanA mukhethI 'he rAma!' e zabdo sarI paDyA ane nahIM ke 'he allAha!' Ama kema? AnuM kAraNa e che ke bhale samajaNamAM - pratItimAM ema hoya ke tamAma abhivyakti eka ja satyanI che chatAM AcaraNamAM vyavahAramAM koI ekanI pasaMdagI anivArya bane che. satyanI aneka abhivyaktiomAMthI koI eka niyata abhivyaktinI pasaMdagI karavI ja paDe che. A pasaMdagInI pAchaLa jo 112

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni samajaNa yathArtha na hoya to sAMpradAyikatAne poSaNa maLe che ane jo samajaNa yathArtha hoya to e ja pasaMdagI thakI muktinAM dvAra khUlI jAya che. dhyAna rAkhavuM - prema pahoMcADe che, premI nahIM; zraddhA pahoMcADe che, zraddheya nahIM. pUrNatA premapAtrathI nahIM, premathI pamAya che. jyAre premamAM pUrNatA Ave che tyAre jIva pUrNatA pAme che. mahattva che prema, zraddhA, samarpaNanuM. niSThAnuM UMDANa vadhAravuM. bhale koI ekanI pasaMdagI karI paNa jo e dvArA prema zuddha thayo to e zuddha prema ja pUrNatA prApta karAvI deze. dRSTirAga ke bhakti? loko kahe che ke ekano prema e dRSTirAga che, vyaktipUjA che. sat to sarvatra che pachI ekamAM ja joI tene zA mATe sImita karI devuM? jJAnIpuruSI kahe che ke tuM aMdhArAmAM che, tane prakAzanuM bhAna nathI to prakAzanI bhASA hamaNAM na bola. ajAgRta rahI jAgRtanA zabdo na vApara. aMdhArAmAM hovA chatAM prakAzanI bhASA bolavAthI zuM lAbha? bhinnatA dekhAya tyAM abhedatAnI bhASA bolavAno zuM matalaba? jAgaraNa sadhAze tyAre eka bhAsaze. paraMtu atyAre ekamAM vRttionuM sthApana karavuM anivArya che. jo jIvane bhaktinI A rItanI yathArtha samajaNa hoya ke mArA jIvanamAM temanA jevo koIe upakAra karyo nathI tethI 113

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja mArA mATe teo sarvazreSTha che ane eka lakSathI temanI AjJAnuM ArAdhana karavAmAM ja mAruM zreya che to to dRSTirAga nahIM paNa parama bhakti pragaTaze. paraMtu ene badale jo ema mAnavAmAM Ave ke mArA guru A duniyAmAM sarvazreSTha che, temanA jevuM jJAna bIjA koInuM nathI, temanA zaraNe AvyA vinA mukti nathI vagere vagere to avazya abhivyaktinA mohamAM satyanuM vismaraNa thaI jAya che ane jIva tyAM cUkI jAya che. tenAmAM sAMpradAyikatA, dRSTirAga, matAha vagere dUSaNo pesI jAya che. . premane virATa banAvo A badhAM dUSaNo pesatAM dharmanA nAma para adharma pesI jAya che. mAmUlI bhedane mukhya banAvatAM abhedanuM vismaraNa thaI jAya che. prema virATa banavAne badale zudra banI jAya che. pUrNatA sudhI pahoMcavAne mATe premanuM virATa banavuM anivArya che. gharanA eka rUmamAM rahevuM paDe e eka vAta che - barAbara che ane mAtra rUmane ja prema karavo, AkhA gharane prema na karavo e bIjI vAta che - bhUla che. virATanA aMzane ja cAhavuM ane virATane na cAhavuM e bhUla che. nirAkAranI pakaDa muzkela hoya to tenI sthApanA AkAramAM karI tene bhajavuM e kAMI khoTuM nathI. suvidhA mATe gharamAM dIvAla caNIne rUma banAvavo e khoTuM nathI. sarakhI vRttivALA sAdhako eka samUha banAvI ArAdhanA kare (saMpradAya) 114

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni e khoTuM nathI paNa AkAramAM nirAkArane bhUle, AkArano ja Agraha kare, rUmane ja prema kare ane gharanA bIjA bhAga pratye zatrutA darzAve, mAruM sAcuM, mAruM ja sAcuM, ame karIe te ja sAcuM - AvI sAMpradAyikatA Ave tyAM dharma nathI. gaccha-matano Agraha e savyavahAra nathI. AkArane bhajatAM nirAkAra bhulAya nahIM, rUmamAM rahevA chatAM ghara mATeno prema vIsarAya nahIM, saMpradAyamAM hovA chatAM sAMpradAyikatA pakaDAyA nahIM tyAM dharma che. gAMdhIjInI prasaMzA karatAM mulkarAja AnaMde kahyuM hatuM ke gAMdhIjI ekasamaye rASTravAdI ane AMtararASTrIyatAvAdI hatA. bhedathI abheda tarapha jema lAla, lIlo, bhUro ItyAdi badhA raMgo bhinna bhinna bhAse che paNa hakIkatamAM te badhA eka IndradhanuSanA ja bheda che; tema sarva jJAnIpuruSono eka ja varga che - satya. badhA jJAnIonuM ane temanI kRtionuM satyanI apekSAe mUlyAMkana thAya to teo badhA eka ja che. jo temanuM abhivyaktinI daSTie mUlyAMkana thAya to teo bhinna bhinna che. sAdhakanuM e kartavya che ke prathama koI eka abhivyaktinI pasaMdagI karI, tenA premamAM pUrepUrA paDavuM, ane pachI e premane vistAravo - phelAvavo ke jethI abhivyaktithI satya , taraphanI, bhedathI abheda taraphanI yAtrA thAya. sAdhakanA jIvanamAM jyAre jAgaraNa Ave che tyAre mAtra satya 115

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja rahe che. niSThA bhale haju eka AkAra pratye hoya paNa dRSTimAM nirAkAra che. bhale haju te eka nAma-rUpanI upAsanA karato hoya paNa have tene badhAM nAma-rUpa ekasamAna lAge che. bhale teNe eka sAdhanApaddhati apanAvI hoya paNa tene badhI ja sAdhanApaddhati ekasamAna lAge che. sAgaranuM pANI muThThImAM laI sAgaramAMthI bahAra kADhI pIo topaNa khAruM bhAse che. ane sAgaramAM DUbakI mArI tene pIo topaNa te khAruM lAge che. bahAra hoya ke aMdara, banne ThekANe sAgaranuM pANI khAruM lAge; tema bhaktimArganI koI paddhati hoya ke jJAnamArganI, temAM tenI dRSTi mokSamArganI ArAdhanA pratye hoya, enA bAhya svarUpa pratye nahIM. tethI tene mUMjhavaNa, Agraha, virodha vagere thatAM nathI. sAco sAdhaka na atItathI baMdhAya che, na, atItano virodha kare che. te atItathI samRddha thaI navAno svIkAra karI potAnuM kArya siddha kare che. ajJAnI, AgrahI jIva atItonmukha hoya che. atItathI baMdhAyelo hovAthI te navInano svIkAra karI zakato nathI. sAco sAdhaka atItathI samRddha thaI arthAt atItanA khabhA upara Ubho thaI dRSTinI sUkSmatA vadhArI, navI navI vyaktimAM te ja satyane joI, tenAthI prabhAvita thaI potAne punarjIvita kare che. navIna abhivyaktinI AvazyakatA prazna thAya ke prAcIna kALamAM ATalA badhA mahApuruSo thaI 116

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni gayA che, temaNe mahAna racanAo karI che, graMtho racyA che, "to pachI navA navA graMthanI zI jarUra che? haju navI navI kRtionI racanA zuM kAma thAya che? e thakI zuM koI navIna satya pragaTa thAya che? satya to sanAtana che, sadA che to navIna racanAonuM prayojana zuM? satyane navI navI abhivyaktinI AvazyakatA rahe che. A tathya ane enI pAchaLanuM kAraNa samajavA jevuM che. jJAnIpuruSo dvArA satya zabdomAM enI maryAdA sAthe bharavAmAM Ave che. te vakhate to e zabda satyanI jyota mATe mazAlanuM kAma kare che; paraMtu jema jema samaya vItato jAya che, tema tema khoTA hAthamAM jatAM tathA deza-kALa-bhASA badalAtAM te zabdo arthahIna banI jAya che athavA teno mahimA khoI bese che. ' abhivyakti kaI rIte arthahIna bane che? jyAre jJAnI puruSano bhAva zabdarUpe pragaTa thAya che tyAre te zabda sAdhakanA kAnamAM paNa paDe che ane tathAkathita sAdhakanA kAnamAM paNa paDe che. e zabda jyAre AtmArthI jIva sAMbhaLe che tyAre te e zabdane samaje che, e pramANe prayoga kare che, jIve che ane prApti kare che. AthI viparIta, jyAre matAthI jIva e zabdane sAMbhaLe che to te eno saMgraha kare che, vizleSaNa kare che, smRtimAM rAkhe che ane potAno prabhAva pADavA anyane kahe che. AtmArthIne svabhAvamAM rasa hoya che, 117

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja tene prabhAvanI koI ciMtA nathI hotI, te potAnI mastImAM rahe che; jyAre matArthIne mAnanI kAmanA hoya che, tene tenA prabhAvanI ciMtA hoya che. te A zabdono durupayoga kare che arthAt tene vecIne mAna upArjana kare che, ahaMkAra kare che. matArthI vidvAna bane che paNa jJAnI thato nathI. matArthitAnA . kAraNe te tenI icchA pramANe jJAnInA zabdanI vyAkhyA kare che ane teno Agraha kare che. sattnuM jANapaNuM na hovAnA kAraNe ane matanuM pradhAnapaNuM hovAnA kAraNe tenI vyAkhyA tattvathI viruddha thatI jAya che ane dhIme dhIme e `zabda arthahIna banato jAya che. jema ke, pratikramaNa. A mahimAvaMta zabdano artha hato pAchA pharavuM, bahirmukha cetanAnuM aMtarmukhI thavuM. A zabda asadguruonA hAthamAM javAthI teno artha badalAto gayo. dhIme dhIme teno artha thato gayo amuka pATha, amuka stotra, amuka thoI, amuka upakaraNa, amuka divasa vagere ane e saghaLAno Agraha thato gayo. mULa vAta cukAI gaI. have e zabda satyane pragaTa karanAro na rahyo ane tethI satyane navIna abhivyaktinI AvazyakatA paDI. A kArya vidyamAna pratyakSa satpuruSa kare che. pratyakSa satpuruSa dvArA jyAre satya navIna abhivyakti pAme che tyAre ajJAnI matAgrahI eno svIkAra karI zakato nathI. tethI te vidyamAna jJAnIpuruSane krAMtikArI, virodhI, utsUtraprarUpaNA karanAra, pUrve thayelA jJAnIono virodha karanAra ityAdi mAne che paNa vAstavamAM ema nathI. vidyamAna jJAnIpuruSano virodha zabda sAme ke zabdanA bhAva sAme nathI paNa e zabdanI thatI 118

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni vyAkhyA sAme che, tenI mithyA samajaNa sAme che. mULa mArgano virodha nathI, hoI paNa na zake. virodha mAtra sAdhanAnA e bAhya kalevarano che ke je jaDatA lAvatuM hoya. deza-kALa sAthe abhivyakti badalAyA deza-kALa badalAtAM sAdhanAnA bAhya svarUpamAM pheraphAra thavo ja joIe to ja sAdhanA cetanavaMtI rahe, gatimAna rahe. jUnI yuktimAM satya hovA chatAM paNa navIna samasyA mATe e yukti anukULa na paNa rahe. ane ema bane to teno Agraha choDI tenA bAhya svarUpamAM pheraphAra thavo ja joIe. eka vRddha maraNapathArIe paDyo hato. tene pAMca putro hatA ane teo haMmeza paraspara jhaghaDatA rahetA. vRddhane ciMtA hatI ke potAnI pAchaLa A loko kaI rIte sAthe rahI dhaMdho calAvaze. tethI teNe putrone bodha ApavA eka yukti karI. kuTuMbamAM badhAne bhegAM karI teNe putrone pAMca lAkaDI lAvavA kahyuM. pachI te lAkaDIone bAMdhI daI e bhArAne toDavA putrone kahyuM. badhAe eka pachI eka prayatna karyo paNa koIthI bhAro tUTyo nahIM. pachI dorI choDI nAMkhI dareka putrane eka eka lAkaDI ApI te toDavA kahyuM. A vakhate badhA potapotAnI lAkaDI tarata ja toDI zakyA. A prayogathI te vRddha putrone moghama bodha Apyo ke jo 119

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja pAMce bhAIo sAthe rahezo to zaktizALI rahezo, koI toDI nahIM zake. ane jo chUTA paDazo to zaktizALI nahIM raho, tUTI jazo. dIkarAo paNa A vAta samajI gayA. temaNe manomana prazaMsA karI ke pitAe sArI yukti vAparI! AgaLa jatAM moTA bhAIne tyAM traNa dIkarA thayA. e vRddha thayo ane putro paraspara laDavA mAMDyA. pitAnI yukti kevI kAryakArI nIvaDI hatI, e yAda AvatAM teNe e yuktino upayoga karavAnuM nakkI karyuM. prathama to kuTuMbamAM badhAMne bhegAM karatAM dama nIkaLI gayo. pachI putrone lAkaDI lAvavAnuM kahyuM e temane na gamyuM. have zaheramAM pahelAMnI jema lAkaDI maLatI na hatI. jema, tema bajAramAMthI traNa lAkaDI maLI ane teya moTI ne jADI!, pitAe putrone lAkaDI bAMdhavAnuM kahyuM e paNa khUba kaMTALA sAthe bAMdhI. pachI toDavAnuM kahetAM koIthI bAMdhelI lAkaDIo tUTI nahIM. pitA prasanna thayo ke yukti kAryakArI nIvaDI rahI che. yuktino aMtima tabakko Avyo. rassI choDI darekane eka eka lAkaDI ApI toDavAnuM kahyuM. moTA dIkarAe lAkaDI pagethI dabAvI toDavA koziza karI ane lAkaDI to na tUTI paNa paganuM hADakuM taDAka daIne tUTI gayuM! satya e ja hatuM. kahevuM paNa e ja hatuM. ane chatAM 3040 varSa pahelAMnI yukti cAlI nahIM. sAcI hovA chatAM e yukti kAma na lAgI. samaya vItavA sAthe vyavahAramAM, 120

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni rIti-nItimAM palaTo anivArya thaI paDe che. jJAnIpuruSa dvArA satyano punarjanma Ama, deza-kALa-bhASA, zArIrika zakti, mAnasika zakti ityAdi badalAtAM sAdhanAnA bAhya svarUpamAM pheraphAra anivArya bane che. jema zarIranI sarahado vadhe to jUnAM kapaDAM TAiTa paDe. kapaDuM bhale e ja hoya paNa have navI rIte sivaDAvavuM joIe. tema deza-kALa badalAtAM satyanI abhivyakti jUnI thatI jAya che. tene navIna abhivyaktinI AvazyakatA rahe che. jema zarIra jIrNa thatAM AtmA teno tyAga kare che ane navIna zarIra grahaNa kare che, navo janma le che; tema eka abhivyakti. jIrNa thatAM satya teno tyAga karI navIna abhivyaktinI apekSA rAkhe che. A kArya mATe jJAnIpuruSo garbha bane che. temanA dvArA satyano punarjanma thAya che. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstramAM thayela satyanI nUtana abhivyakti Ama, satya sanAtana che ane tenI abhivyakti navIna hoya che. kALakrame A navIna abhivyakti jUnI thatI jAya che. tethI koI navIna prabhAvaka abhivyaktinI apekSA thoDA thoDA samaye rahyA ja kare che. paramakRpALudevaracita zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra e sanAtana satyane pragaTa karanArI eka navIna, maulika, apUrva racanA che. A zAstramAM aneka 121

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja vizeSatAo che, je tene anokhuM, ajoDa, prabhAvaka zAstra siddha kare che. te vizeSatAo atre saMkSepamAM vicArIe. (1) lokapracalita gujarAtI bhASAmAM nirUpaNa prAcIna ke arvAcIna, koI paNa yugamAM lokamAnya ke lokapracalita bhASAmAM lakhAyelI kRti ja lokakalyANakArI thAya che. bolacAlanI bhASAmAM jIvanA manobhAva vizeSa pramANamAM joDAI zake che ane bhAvanuM vadana tathA UMDANa vadhAre AvI zake che. AtmasvarUpaviSayaka vizleSaNa jaina darzanamAM jinAgamo tathA uttaravartI graMthomAM thayeluM che; paraMtu mULa graMtho saMskRta ane prAkRta bhASAmAM hovAthI tathA tenI TIkA paNa saMskRta bhASAmAM hovAthI sAmAnya janatA teno lAbha laI zakatI nathI. paramakRpALudeve e gahana viSayane saraLa gujarAtI lokabhASAmAM gUMthI, tene kAvyabaddha karyo ke jethI alpa kSayopazamavALo jIva paNa dhRtasAgaramAM pravezavA samartha bane. gujarAtI bhASAmAM tattvapradhAna kRtionI racanA traNaso varSathI thatI AvI che. upAdhyAyazrI yazovijayajI mahArAja Adi aneka mahAna tattvajJAnIoe potAnI ghaNI racanAo gujarAtI bhASAmAM karI che. paramakRpALudeva paNa A graMthanI racanA gujarAtI bhASAmAM karIne e paraMparAne anusaryA che. je bhASAthI vAcako ane zrotAo upara tatkALa asara thAya ane temane sahajamAM samajAvI zakAya te ja bhASAmAM (pachI 122

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni bhale te bhASA saMskRta hoya, prAkRta hoya ke gujarAtI hoya) jJAna pIrasAvuM joIe. jyAM gujarAtI bhASA vaparAzamAM hoya tyAM saMskRta-prAkRta bhASA tijorImAM rAkhela dhana jevI che. jema tijorImAM rAkhelAM nANAM dhirAya to vyAja maLe; tema gujarAtI bhASA dvArA te graMthonA gUDha bhAvone samajAvavAmAM Ave to ja te saMskRta-prAkRta bhASAnA graMtho upayogI tathA lokapriya bane. paramakRpALudevanI sUkSmAtisUkSma dharmAnubhUtine taMtotaMta zabdobaddha karavAmAM gujarAtI bhASA kAryakSama nIvaDI che. paramakRpALudeva saraLa ane subodhaka zailIthI adhyAtmanA gUDha bhAvo sAMgopAMgapaNe gujarAtI bhASAmAM pragaTa karI zakyA che, tethI A kRtinuM mahattva koI saMskRta-prAkRta sarjana karatAM jarA paNa ochuM AMkI zakAya nahIM. (2) gahana viSayanuM saraLa nirUpaNa jagatanuM mahAna kAvya to te ja gaNI zakAya ke jeNe manuSyano jIvanapatha ujALyo hoya. uttamottama kavitA AnaMdanI anubhUti sAthe jIvananuM darzana paNa karAve che. kavi hovA uparAMta je gaMbhIra tattvaciMtaka nathI, te puruSa kadI paNa mahAkavi banI zakato nathI. mahAkavimAM prajJAnI UMcAI ane hRdayanI . UMDAI hovAthI kaThinamAM kaThina viSayane saraLamAM saraLa rIte rajU karavAnI viziSTa zakti hoya che. ciMtanane kavitAmAM rajU karatI racanAomAM zrI Atmasiddhi 123

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja zAstra eka uttama namUnArUpa che. kavitAmAM dArzanika mAnyatAo rajU karI, UMDuM adhyAtma gUMthavAnuM kArya atyaMta atyaMta muzkela ane aTapaTuM che. AtmatattvanI gahana vicAraNAne padyarUpe gUMthI, tene geyarUpa ApI, janahRdaya sudhI pahoMcADI paramakRpALudeve potAnI ucca kavitvapratibhAno paricaya Apyo che. zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunA mukhya guNomAM je guNa gaNanA pAme che, te che temanI bhASAnuM sarvasAhitya, arthAt pratyeka prANI samajI zake evI bhASAmAM bolavAnI temanI viziSTatA. bhASAmAM cAturya ke camatkRti hoya to te bhASAnI zobhAmAM vadhAro kare che, paNa samajavAnI saraLatA ane sarvadezIyatAno jyAM nAza thato hoya tyAM mULa muddo UDI jatAM te kRti janasAmAnyane upayogI thatI nathI. paramakRpALudeve e vAta kadI visArI nathI e zrI Atmasiddhi zAstrano abhyAsa karavAthI spaSTa jaNAI Ave che. paramakRpALudeva kavi uparAMta jJAnI paNa hatA, tethI kAvyaracanA karavA pAchaLano temano uddeza mahAkavinuM biruda pAmavAno, mahApaMDita ke mahAviddhAna kahevaDAvavAno athavA aihika prasaMzA prApta karavAno na hato. trividha tApathI duHkhI jIvone satya mArganuM darzana karAvI temAM pravRtta karAvavA e ja temanI lekhaNIno mukhya lakSa hato. temanAmAM paMDitonI bhASA vAparavAnI zakti hatI, paraMtu temane to sAmAnya janasamUhane prabodhavo hato. tethI potAno upadeza sarvabhogya thAya evI saraLa bhASAmAM ApavA mATe temaNe 124

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni kAvyanA bAhya svarUpa pratye alakSa rAkhI, kAvyaviSayane ja mahattva ApyuM. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstramAM tattvanuM nirUpaNa hovA chatAM temAM saiddhAMtika graMtho jevI kaThinAI nathI. temAM nayavyavasthA, nyAyayukta dalIlo, dArzanika mAnyatAo ItyAdi gahana viSayo hovA chatAM saraLa zabdo, sugama zailI ane dainika anubhavothI samarthita darzato hovAnA kAraNe A graMtha sarvopayogI banyo che. vaLI, tenuM kAvyasvarUpa paNa jaTila nahIM hovAthI A sugeya racanA saraLa, sAhya, AsvAdya ane lokapriya banavA pAmI che. (3) saMkSipta chatAM sacoTa nirUpaNa kAvyasarjanamAM viSayanA vizadIkaraNanI prakriyA jeTalI mitA- . kSarI, eTalI te kRti rUDI gaNAya. ucca prakArano kavi te che ke je potAnA bhAvono. zakya hoya teTalo saMkSepa kare ane chatAM vAMcatAM viSaya adhUro rahyo che evuM na lAge. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra lAghavayukta ane mArmika che. A kAvyamAM mitAkSarI paMktimAM arthano khajAno bharIne paramakRpALudeve potAnI lAghavazaktino pUrNapaNe paricaya Apyo che. viSaya nirUpaNamAM anivArya hoya te ja zabdano ane teTalA zabdono ja teo prayoga kare che. zabdasamRddhi ane zabdasaMyama jevA virodhAbhAsI guNono subhaga AviSkAra zrI Atmasiddhi zAstramAM jovA maLe che. paramakRpALudeve 1 25

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja atyaMta saMkSepamAM, chatAM sacoTa ane rocaka rIte A graMthamAM AtmatattvanI mImAMsA karI che, je temanA gahana zAstraabhyAsanI, unnata AtmadazAnI ane uttama kavitvazaktinI pratIti karAve che. zrI Atmasiddhi zAMstramAM paramakRpALudeve AtmArthI jIva jyAM mUMjhAI jAya evA ghaNA ghaNA praznonA sacoTa javAba ApyA che, je darekane niruttara ja nahIM paNa niHzaMka banAvI de evA sacoTa che. A kRtinI khUbI e che ke zabdono saMkSepa chatAM paramakRpALudeva te viSayanA bhAvone pUrNapaNe AvarI le che. keTalI ochI paMktiomAM temaNe 'adhyAtmamArgano sAra ApI dIdho che! sAdhakane uttama mArga batAvatA A graMthanuM arthagaurava ati asarakAraka che. bhASApravAha hRdaya upara saMcoTa asara kare che. eka vAra vAMcyA pachI na bhulAya evo A graMtha arthathI bharapUra ane sacoTa che. tenI paMktio evI hRdayasparzI che ke vAraMvAra vAMcavAnI icchA thAya. vAraMvAra raTaNa karavA chatAM kaMTALo na AvatAM aMtarmukha banAve evuM daivata temAM raheluM che. AvI racanA koI sAdhAraNa lekhakathI nIpajI zake nahIM. svAnubhava vinA AvuM kAvya sarjI zakAya nahIM ema sau koIne A kAvya vAMcatAM avazya pratIta thAya che. (4) rocaka ane ramaNIya nirUpaNa tattvajJAnano viSaya sAmAnya rIte zuSka ane nIrasa hovA 126

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni chatAM te rasika ane hRdayaMgama thaI paDe e mATe paramakRpALudeve te viSayane ahIM prAsAdika zailImAM rajU karyo che. mULa viSaya jeTalo zuSka che, tenI rajUAta eTalI ja rasapUrNa che. paramakRpALudevanAM lakhANamAM ghaNuM baLa che. bhASA sAdI paNa ojaMsavALI che ane vicAra darzAvavAnI temanI paddhati prasAdapUrNa che. sAmAnya jJAna dharAvatI vyakti potapotAnI kakSA ane kSayopazama anusAra temAMthI artha samajI zake tevI saraLatA temanI racanAmAM rahelI che. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranI bhASAspaSTatA, tenuM bhASAsauSThava ane tenI bhASAsaphaLatA vicAravA yogya che. te vAMcatAM paramakRpALudevano bhASA uparano adbhuta kAbU jarUra jaNAI Ave che. koI paNa sAhityasarjaka potAnA sAhityalekhanamAM bhASA to sAmAnyapaNe pracalita hoya te ja vApare che, paNa temAM vaparAtA zabdonI pasaMdagI ane prayogamAM te sarjakanuM vizeSapaNuM rahyuM che. paramakRpALudevanI zabdonI pasaMdagI ane tenI yathAyogya sthAne goThavaNI sarvathA ucita, mArmika ane arthaprakAzaka che. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstramAM zuSka lAgatA viSayanI paramakRpALudevanA asAdhAraNa bhASAprabhutvanA pariNAme manohara, lAlityapUrNa ane rasaprada rajUAta thaI hovAthI saunAM aMtaramAM te mATe ruci jAgRta thAya che. sAmAnya vAMcanAra tenA adhikAra anusAra paricaya-prIti vadhAre che, asAdhAraNa 127

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja ane nirmaLa buddhivaibhavavALAne emAM vizeSa rasa paDe che, to bhAvasamRddha AtmArthIjanane tenI pratyeka tattvapreraka paMktimAM rasanA sAgara UchaLatA anubhavAya che. paramakRpALudeva AkhI kRti daramyAna bhASAsauSThava, maulikatA tathA miSTatAno ekasarakhI rIte avicchinnapaNe AsvAda karAvI zakyA che. eka akSara paNa nyUnAdhika lakhyA vagara, sAhitya apekSAe ati uttama kAvya nIpajAvI zakyA che. jaina kaviomAM mahAsamartha kavi tarIke jenI gaNanA thAya ane sarva kALanA samartha kavionI haroLamAM besI zake evA paramakRpALudeva eka mahApratApI kavi hatA. gujarAtI sAhityamAM eka ajoDa saMta kavi, jJAnI kavi tarIke temanuM nAma cirasmaraNIya che ane raheze. gujarAtI bhASAnA siddhahasta sarjanakAra evA paramakRpALudeve potAnA sAhitya dvArA AgamasiddhAMtanA tattvajJAnanuM amRta sAmAnyajana sudhI pahoMcADyuM che. paramakRpALudevanA saMpUrNa sAhityamAM zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra kalagI samAna che. temAM bhASAnI akRtrimatA ane sarjakanI vidvattA otaprota jhaLakyA kare che. paramakRpALudevanI vANI evI to rasavatI ane madhura che ke tene viSe kahevAnuM mana thAya ke potAnI madhuratA jANe madhe tene vecI dIdhI, drAkSe AnaMdathI bheTa ApI, dUdhe tene pAtra mAnIne ApI, zeraDIe zaraNAgata thaI arpaNa karI ane coranA DarathI amRte sAcavavA ApI; eTalA mATe ja to paramakRpALudevanI vANIne adbhuta mAdhuryanI cirasamRddhi prApta thaI che. 128

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni sarvAMgasuMdara adhyAtmagraMtha vidvAnonA mata anusAra zrI jayadeve 'gItagoviMda' sivAya bIjuM kazuM paNa na lakhyuM hota topaNa 'gItagoviMda' temane manuSyamAMthI deva siddha karavA paryApta che; kavi kAlidAsa 'zAkuMtala' lakhIne ja aTakI gayA hota topaNa temanI lekhaNInI suMdaratA jagatane Aje jevI pratIta che tevI ja pratIta karAvI zakyA hota. paramakRpALudevanA saMbaMdhamAM paNa ema kahI zakAya ke temaNe mAtra 'zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra'nI ja racanA karI hota topaNa te temanI ucca kavitvapratibhA ane unnata AtmadazAno paricaya ApavA mATe paryApta che. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstramAM gAthAe gAthAe temano divya AtmA prakAzI UThe che. temanI vIryavaMtI cetanAmAMthI udbhavelA eka ja vacanAmRtane jo sUkSmatAthI avalokavAmAM Ave to te A dazyaprapaMcathI upara virAjatA evA nijatattvanI jhAMkhI karAvI zake tema che. Ama, zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra e paramakRpALudevanI ananya lAkSaNika zailIthI AlekhAyelo eka sarvAMgasuMdara adhyAtmagraMtha che. A graMtha sAhityadRSTie to ucca kakSAno che ja, tenA karatAM paNa vizeSa te adhyAtmadRSTie ati zreSTha che. temAM pUrvAcAryoe ciMtaveluM tattvajJAna saMkrame che. temAM nirUpAyela tattva pUrvAcAryonA graMtho upara svataMtra bhAve karAyela UMDA ciMtanamAMthI sphureluM che. viSayanI dRSTie A graMtha maulika nathI, paNa tenuM nirUpaNa maulika che. ema kahevuM jarA paNa atizayoktibharyuM nathI ke zruta ane anubhavano suyoga 129

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja sAdhI paramakRpALudeve A kALanA sAdhako mATe mokSanAM dvAra khullA karI nAMkhyAM che. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra "apUrva kaI rIte? pUjya zrI lallujI munie aneka zAstrono, aneka saMskRtiono abhyAsa karyo hato. e sarvathI temanA jIvanamAM, temanI dharmayAtrAmAM lAbha thayo ja hato, aMtaramAM bhAvanI zuddhi-vRddhi thaI ja hatI paNa zrI Atmasiddhi zAstrano abhyAsa karatAM, tenuM maMthana karatAM temane je lAbha thayo te adbhuta hato, bhAvadazAmAM je palaTo Avyo te apUrva hato. A zAstra temanAmAM apUrva bhAva jagADI zakyuM tethI temaNe ene apUrva' tarIke ulbodhyuM. apUrva kRti eTale je thakI mArAmAM apUrva bhAvadazA jAgI te ane nahIM ke jemAM satya prathama vAra abhivyakta thayuM che te. satyanI ke zAstrakartAnI anubhUtinI dRSTie nahIM paNa zAstramAM thayela satyanI abhivyaktinI dRSTie, abhivyaktie potAnA upara pADelA prabhAvanI dRSTie A zAstrane munizrIe 'apUrva' kahyuM. Aja sudhI anaMtA jJAnI bhagavaMto thaI gayA che, aneka jJAnI puruSoe bhavatAraka upadeza Apyo che ane chatAM jJAnInI vANIne apUrva kahevAmAM Ave che te A ja kAraNathI. apUrva bhAva pragaTAve evA sAmarthyathI yukta hovAnA kAraNe jJAnInI vANI apUrva vANI kahevAya che. te 13)

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni vANInA guNa gAtAM pAra Ave ema nathI. apUrva vANI. "jJAnInI vANI pUrvApara avirodha, AtmArtha upadezaka, apUrva arthanuM nirUpaNa karanAra hoya che; ane anubhavasahitapaNuM hovAthI AtmAne satata jAgRta karanAra hoya che." (patrAMka-679). zrI Atmasiddhi zAstramAM avatarita thayela paramakRpALudevanI vANI mumukSu jIvane mokSamArgamAM joDe che, Urdhvagamana karAve che. temano vacanAtizaya jIvanuM bahirmukhapaNuM choDAve che, tenAmAM ruci ane aMtarmukha valaNa pragaTAve che. te vacananA sevanathI jIvanI dizA ane dazA palaTAI jAya che. temanI bhASA upazAMta rasathI ane gaMbhIra prayojanathI paripUrNa anubhavAya che. viSayanI rajUAtane temaNe rocaka jarUra banAvI che paNa kRtine lokaraMjaka banAvavA mATe temaNe kaze paNa bAMdhachoDa karI nathI, UMDANa ke gAMbhIryano bhaMga thavA dIdho nathI. paramakRpALudeve kalpanA vaDe nahIM paNa anubhavanA baLa vaDe kathana karyuM che. parama pavitra ane nirmaLa hRdayasaritAmAMthI sahajatAe pravAhI vacanadhArA temanA vIryavaMtA AtmapradezonA sparzathI raMgAyelI hovAthI temAM aciMtya zaktino 131

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja saMcAra thayo che. paramakRpALudevanA divya AtmAne - zuddha thayelA anaMta guNone sparzIne vahelI A divya vANI sAdhakane AtmA tarapha ja pravAhita kare che, AtmAmAM ja pratiSThita kare che. alabhya lAbha jIvanamAM zrI Atmasiddhi zAstramAM nirUpAyela satyane jijJAsApUrvaka, lakSapUrvaka temaja ullAsapUrvaka ArAdhatAM mumukSunA jIvanamAM AmUla parivartana Ave che. tenI pArthiva vRtti palaTAya che. anAdi kALathI pravAharUpe cAlI AvatI tenI mithyA dRSTi TaLI jaI samadaSTino udaya thAya che. pariNAme te zAMti, AnaMda, zuddhatAne pAme che. mAharUpe cA, pArthiva vari thI jaI sa Ama, zrI Atmasiddhi zAstramAM avatarita thayelI satyanI nUtana abhivyakti AtmArthI jIvone AtmAnubhavanI apUrva dazAmAM praveza karAvavAmAM nimittarUpa hovAthI, potAne paNa evA alabhya lAbhanI anubhUti thaI hovAthI munizrIe tene "apUrva' kahyuM. pUjya zrI lallujI munine zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra thakI apUrva lAbha thayo hato. tethI temano ullAsa khUba raheto. bhakti niraMtara rahetI. vanamAM jatAM teo gAthAe gAthAe namaskAra karatA, UMDI vicAraNA karatA, dhyAnastha thatA. e mastI temane akhaMDa rahetI. 132

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mastI eka, rUpa be , pUjya zrI lallujI muni bhaktanI mastI akhaMDa rahe che paNa tenAM rUpa be hoya che. eka che tenI bAhya abhivyakti ane bIjI che kevaLa aMtaradhArA. kAM te mastI saMgIta banIne bahAra pragaTa thAya, kAM teno svAda bhItara bhItara rahe. jema mIrAM pagamAM ghUMgharUM bAMdhIne nAcI hatI; tema munizrI vaMdanA, stuti vagere karatA. paNa mastInI je dhArA bahAra pragaTa thAya che, te satata nathI rahI zakatI. mIAM nAcatI paNa covIsa kalAka A saMbhava nathI. munizrI vaMdanA letA, gAtA paNa A covIsa kalAka saMbhava nathI. AnuM kAraNa e che ke e dhArAne pragaTa thavA mATe zarIrAdi je upakaraNonI sahAya levI paDe che te thAkI jAya che. zarIranI zakti sImita che. te avazya thAkaze. mIrAM hoya topaNa thAkaze. nRtya covIsa kalAka cAlI zake nahIM. kyAreka hoya, kyAreka na hoya. Ama, bhaktanI mastInI abhivyakti Ave che ane jAya che. paNa tethI ema na samajavuM ke mastI Ave che ane jAya che. mastI satata hoya che, premasamAdhi satata rahe che. pharaka eTalo che ke te kyAreka pragaTa thAya che ane kyAreka pragaTa thatI nathI. tenA pragaTavAmAM vacce vacce aMtarALa paDe che. koI covIsa kalAka gAI ke nAcI zakatuM nathI. paNa rasadhAra to satata rahe che, bhItaranI dhArA to akhaMDa rahe che. abhivyakti zAzvata nathI, mastI zAzvata che. 133

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja aMtaradhArA. jyAre e mastI bahAra pragaTa thAya che tyAre sau koI te ullAsa, te bhakti, te umaMgane joI zake che, jANI zake che; paNa jyAre te mastI abhivyakta nathI thatI, mAtra aMtaradhArArUpe rahe che tyAre te samajavI muzkela paDe che. sUkSma dRSTi ane nikaTa samAgamathI ja te oLakhI zakAya che. pUjya zrI lallujI muni kahe che, "koInI sAthe vAta ke bIjI kriyA karatAM "Atmasiddhi'nI smRti rahetI. paramakRpALudevanI zAMta mukhamudrA kiMvA AtmasiddhinI AnaMda ApanArI gAthAnuM smaraNa sahaja rahyA karatuM. anya kazuM gamatuM nahIM. bIjI vAto para tuccha bhAva rahyA karato. mAhAbhya mAtra sadguru ane tenA bhAvanuM AtmAmAM bhAsyamAna thatuM hatuM.' satata e smRtimAM rahe che tethI anya pratye tuccha bhAva rahe che. bhaktimAM je bAdhaka kAraNo che enA pratye tuccha bhAva rahe che, upekSA-virakti rahe che. A virakti e spaSTapaNe bhaktinI nizAnI che, pramANa che. jyAM mAtra aMtaradhArA hoya che, jyAM sAgaramAM koI lahera nathI UThatI tyAM e mastI oLakhavI-samajavI muzkela thaI paDe che; paNa sUkSma daSTi kare, kAna mAMDIne sAMbhaLe to avazya saMbhaLAya. dhyAnastha munivaronI pAsethI koI pasAra thAya to tene paNa e sugaMdha Ave, e mastI saMbhaLAya, e bhakti anubhavAya. bahirdaSTi jIvane evuM lAge che ke kyAreka samAdhi hoya che 134

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni ane kyAreka nathI hotI, kyAreka mastI hoya che to kyAreka nathI hotI paNa vAstavamAM ema nathI. bhaktanI mastI to akhaMDa rahe che. eka vAra Ave che pachI jatI nathI. bhale koI vAra te abhivyakta na thAya paNa te che e temanI viraktithI avazya samajAya. pUjya zrI lallujI munine zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranI gAthAo ane paramakRpALudevanI zAMta mukhamudrA satata smRtimAM rahe che. e puruSanI aMtaraMga dazA ane emanA upakAra niraMtara smaraNamAM rahe che, kyAreya vistRta thatAM nathI. vistRta thAya che to jAta ane jagatanuM bhAna! 'game te kriyA, japa, tapa ke zAstravAMcana karIne paNa eka ja kArya siddha karavAnuM che; te e ke jagatanI vismRti karavI ane sadnA caraNamAM rahevuM.' (patrAMka-299) paramakRpALudevanA sAnnidhyamAM veThelI zAMti munizrIne niraMtara smaraNamAM rahe che. kyAreka te nRtyarUpe - AnaMdanA UbharArUpe abhivyakta thAya che to kyAreka jagatanI tamAma vAto para tuccha bhAvarUpe - maunarUpe. paramakRpALudevanA upakAronuM vedana niraMtara anubhavAya che ane tethI hRdaya bhagavattAthI bharAI jAya che. AkAzanuM bhAna satpuruSano satsamAgama karavAthI jIvamAM rUpAMtaraNa zarU thAya 135

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja che. tene to bhAna paNa na hatuM ke te baMdhanamAM che, jaMjIromAM che, pAMjarAmAM purAyelo che. satparuSanI mukta dazA jotAM tene prathama vAra A tathya samajAya che. koI pakSI pAMjarAmAM hoya, tene suvidhA ane surakSA prApta thAya che paNa svataMtratA nahIM. tene samayasara AhAra maLe che. te duzmanothI bacI zake che. paNa tene svataMtratA nathI, pAMjarAnuM baMdhana che. bhale pAMjaruM sonAnuM hoya ane mAlika dayALu hoya paNa te pakSI anya mukta pakSInI jema AkAzamAM UDI zakatuM nathI. suvidhA ane surakSA prApta karavAmAM tene muktino bhoga Apavo paDe che arthAt tene gulAma thavuM paDe che. jIvanI dazA AvI ja che. atyAra sudhI tene enuM bhAna na hatuM paNa puruSanA samAgamathI tene A vAta samajAya che. koI bIjAe nahIM, teNe jAte ja potAne gulAma banAvyo che e vAta paNa tene samajAya che. mukti zuM che e vAtano ehasAsa paNa satparuSane jotAM thAya che. sapuruSanA samAgamathI prathama vAra AkAza pratye dRSTi jAya che, mukta thavAnI abhilASA jAge che. jema jema jIva puruSano samAgama kare che tema tema tene samajAya che ke satparuSa AkAzamAM temanI pAMkho dvArA UThe che ane evI ja pAMkho tenI pAse paNa che. anAdi kALathI Aja paryata tene pAMkhonuM bhAna na hatuM tethI te baMdhanamAM hato. jo ke tenI pAMkhono upayoga kare to te paNa AkAzamAM UDI zake. sapuruSanI dazAmAM, mudrAmAM, temanI pratyeka ceSTAmAM tene 136

Page #149
pUjya zrI lallujI muni pAMkha phaphaDAvAnuM saMbhaLAya che - dekhAya che, temanI mukti ane temano AnaMda anubhavAya che, temanI mahAnatAnuM bhAna thAya che. baraphanI jema teno ahaM pIgaLavA lAge che. lakSmI, parivAra, adhikAra vyartha bhAse che. svarUpanI tamannA jAge che. upakAranuM vedana jyAre kArAgRhathI mukta thayelo mANasa kArAgRhamAM pAcho AvIne potAnI muktinAM darzana karAve che tyAre anya baMdhanagrasta potAnI mukti mATe prayoga karavAnuM zarU kare che. baMdha pAMkhovALo, gulAma cittavALo pakSIrUpa jIva mukta pakSIrUpa satpuruSanA sahAre pAMkha phaphaDAvavAnuM zarU kare che. dhIme dhIme UDavAnuM zarU thAya che. AnaMda ane AzcaryathI tenuM hRdaya bharAI jAya che. alabhya lAbhano anubhava thAya che. icchAo virAma pAme che. AnaMda ane ullAsathI jIvana bharAI jAya che. UMDI kRtajJatA ane ahobhAvanI lAgaNI jAge che. upakAronuM vedana thAya che. AtmavizvAsa jAge che. tene samajAya che ke gurukRpAnuM baLa anokhuM che - mUMgA vAcA pAme che, paMgu giri caDhI jAya che ane aMdha dekhatA thAya che! AjJA-ArAdhanathI svarUpadaSTi tene samajAya che ke svarUpanI samajaNanA abhAve te du:khI 137

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja thato hato. potAnuM svarUpa zuddha buddha caitanyaghana svayaMjyoti sukhadhAma che evI samajaNa jAgatAM ane e svarUpamAM sthiratA thatAM duHkhathI mukta thavAya che ane paramAnaMdanI utpatti thAya che. sadguruno vizvAsa karavAthI tene potAnA AtmA upara vizvAsa Ave che. A patha para tene puruSanI AjJAnuM mAhAtma paNa daDha thAya che ke AjJA-ArAdhanathI ja paramArthanI prApti thAya che. tene anubhavathI samajAya che ke jyAM sudhI te AjJAmAM rahe che, tyAM sudhI te sathI eTalo dUra nIkaLI jato nathI ke jyAMthI pAcho AvI na zake ane tethI te AjJAmAM ekatAna thAya che. AjJAnuM ArAdhana karatAM te dhIme dhIme svarUpanI nikaTa Ave che. jema jema te svarUpanI nikaTa Avato jAya che, tema tema tenuM jIvana prakAzamaya sugaMdhathI bharAtuM jAya che. jema dIpakanI nikaTa jatAM prakAzanI prApti thAya che, phUlanI nikaTa jatAM sugaMdhanI prApti thAya che; tema saMtanI - svarUpanI nikaTa jatAM bodharUpI prakAza prApta thAya che, guNonI sugaMdha anubhavAya che. AnuM ja nAma che satsaMga! Avo satsaMga karanArane spaSTa bhAse che ke svarUpa pratye daSTi karavAthI kalyANa ja che. tArA ane caMdra upara dRSTi rAkhIne beTho hato tethI na jJAna prApta thayuM, na AnaMda. bAjumAM rahelAM dIpaka ane phUla pratye dRSTi jatAM tene je joIe che e prApta thaI zake che. sadgurunI AjJAmAM rahI svarUpa pratye 138

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni daSTi karatAM te paramAnaMdanI anubhUti kare che. A kAraNe te kSaNabhara paNa sadgurunI smRti cUkato nathI. avagAhana paramakRpALudevanA satsamAgamathI ane zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranI gAthAomAM citta joDatAM pUjya zrI lallujI munine AvI anubhUti thaI. temanI dazA badalAI ane aMtaramAM apUrva bhAva pragaTyA. AthI teo temanA samAgamamAM AvatAM jIvone paramakRpALudevanuM zaraNa svIkAravAnuM kahetA tathA zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranuM avagAhana karI temAM prabodhelA mArganI upAsanA karavAnuM sUcavatA. avagAhana karavuM eTale UMDA UtaravuM, zravaNa-manananididhyAsananA krame AgaLa vadhavuM. jIva mAtra zravaNavAMcanamAM aTakI jAya che. manana nathI karato. zravaNa e mAtra zArIrika kriyA che. jo jIva AgaLa na vadhe to te potAnAmAM rUpAMtaraNa anubhavI na zake. jIva mAtra zarIranI kriyAmAM aTakI jAya che. Ama thAya che tyAM mULa dhyeya cukAI jAya che. eka saMta temanA eka bhaktanA ghare traNa divasa mATe gayA hatA. kuTuMbamAM pati-patnI ane - be chokarAo hatA. gRhiNI gharane khUba svaccha rAkhatI hatI paNa e svacchatA ja jANe tenuM dhyeya hatuM. pati ke chokarAone gharanI koI cIja aDavA-khaseDavA na de - rakhe gaMdI 139

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja thaI jAya to! sophA para besavA na de, kAraNa ke pAtharaNA para eka karacalI paNa paDavI na joIe! parivArajano tenAthI DarelA ja rahetA. kAMI paNa karavuM hoya to chupAIne, coranI jema karavuM paDatuM. teo jANe potAnA ghare nahIM paNa bIjAnA ghare rahetA hoya evuM lAgatuM. gharanI saphAI to jaLavAyelI rahI paNa jiMdagI naraka banIM gaI hatI. gRhiNIe saMtane pUchyuM, Apane ghara kevuM lAgyuM? enI svacchatA gamI?' saMte kahyuM, 'svaccha to ghaNuM che paNa A ghara jevuM nathI lAgatuM, myujhiyama jevuM lAge che!' saMte tene samajAvyuM ke tenA svacchatAnA AgrahathI mULa vAta gharanI lAgaNI cukAI gaI che. sArI rIte jIvavA mATe svacchatA jarUrI che paNa svacchatA mATe ja jIvavuM e kevI vAta? gharamAM raho to thoDI gaMdakI to thAya! ene sApha karI levI, paNa gaMdakI na ja thavI joIe evA AgrahathI jIvana bagaDI jAya naraka banI jAya ema to thavuM na joIe. tema zravaNa-vAMcana bhAvanI sudhAraNA mATe che. zarIrathI thatI koI paNa sAdhanAnuM lakSya bhAvazuddhi che. paNa jIva zravaNavAMcana to karI le che, zArIrika kriyA to karI le che paNa mULa dhyeyane ja bhUlI jAya che ane tethI aTakI jAya che, bhaTakI jAya che. manana koI dharmane zArIrika kriyA sudhI sImita banAve che arthAt 140

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni te zravaNamAM ja aTakI jAya che to koI tenAthI thoDo augaLa vadhI mAnasika kriyA sudhI pahoMce che arthAt te ciMtana-manana sudhI pahoMce che paNa pachI tyAM ja aTakI jAya che. zabdanuM arthaghaTana, teno arthavistAra e badhuM sAruM che paNa tyAM ja aTakI rahevAya to dhyeyanI prApti nahIM thAya. 'jaLa' zabdathI jema tRSA chipAtI nathI, tema 'mokSa' zabdathI muktino anubhava thato nathI. nididhyAsana pote kaMIka sAMbhaLe eTale jIva ema samajavA lAge che ke jenuM zravaNa thayuM, e mane jaNAI gayuM che. paNa sAMbhaLavuM e jANavuM nathI. e ja rIte, vicAravuM e paNa jANavuM nathI. vicAravuM ane jANavuM e banne judI vAta che. anubhavavuM eTale jANavuM. vicAra eTale te saMbaMdhI vicAravuM, paNa vicAramAM anubhava nathI. anubhava thayo to ja jJAna thayuM, samajaNa thaI ema gaNAze to ja prayogAtmaka abhyAsano puruSArtha UpaDaze. vAstavamAM vicAra ja nirvicAra avasthAmAM bAdhArUpa che. phUlano vicAra ja phUlanI sugaMdha mANavAmAM bAdhArUpa bane che. jema ke, pakSI gAtuM hoya ane koI e gIta mANavAne badale tenA gIta saMbaMdhI vicAra karato hoya. phayo sUra che, kaMTha kevo che vage2e vicAra karavAthI to e vicAranI jALa ja e gItane mANavA nathI detI! suMdara kavitA hoya paNa tene mANavAne badale koI mAtra e vicAramAM aTakI rahe ke A kavitAmAM chaMdanA niyamo paLAyA 141

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja che ke nahIM, mAtrA barAbara che ke nahIM! vyAkaraNa, zabda, racanA, zailI ityAdi kavitAnAM aMgo saMbaMdhI vicAra kavitAne mANavAmAM bAdhArUpa bane che. tema AtmA saMbaMdhI zabdajALa ane vicArajALathI paNa mukta thavuM Avazyaka che. nididhyAsana dvArA upayogane nirvikalpa karavAno puruSArtha Avazyaka che. dhyAna-abhyAsa dvArA vicArathI mukta thavAthI ane bhAvane zuddha karavAthI upayoga sUkSma thAya che, zAMta thAya che jethI svarUpanI prApti thAya che. Ama, zravaNa-manana-nididhyAsana dvArA UMDA UtaravAthI svarUpanI prApti thAya che. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranuM zravaNavAMcana, temAM nirUpAyela tattvanuM ciMtana-manana ane temAM batAvela mArganI upAsanA - nididhyAsana karavAthI AtmAnI siddhi - prasiddhi thAya che. prayoga karavo, vizvAsa nahIM zrI Atmasiddhi zAstrano jo yathArtha lAbha pAmavo hoya to temAM darzAvela tattvano prayoga karavo. suvicAra ane prayogAtmaka abhyAsathI je prApta thAya te mAnavuM. vicAra ane prayoga vinAno vizvAsa kAryakArI nIvaDato nathI. e vizvAsa aMtarathI pragaTelo nathI hoto, mAtra bahAranA pracArathI prabhAvita thavAthI utpanna thayelo che. paNa A rIte pragaTelo vizvAsa vRttionA zuddhikaraNamAM madadarUpa banato nathI. jema koI sAbunI jAherakhabara TI.vI., reDiyo, chApAM 142

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni dvArA vAraMvAra jotAM-sAMbhaLatAM manamAM te aMkita thaI jAya che ane tethI bajAramAM kharIdI karavA jatAM e ja sAbunI dukAnadAra pAse mAMgaNI thAya che. te vakhate to 'e sAbu sAro che' evI dhAraNA hoya che, paNa e dhAraNA zenA AdhAre thaI? kharIdanAre to kyAreya prayoga karyo nathI, to e pahelAM A vizvAsa kaI rIte? mAtra pracAra-prastAra ane vijJApanano prabhAva paNa prayoga nahIM! prayoga vinAno vizvAsa akAryakArI zrI Atmasidhdhi zAstranA UMDA abhyAsathI, tenA ciMtanamananathI jIvanamAM krAMti ghaTe che, tenA prayogAtmaka abhyAsathI jIvanamAM zAMti Ave che. AvI aMtarazodha pachI utpanna thayelI zraddhA ja kAryakArI nIvaDe che. e zraddhA mAtra eka anumAna nathI paNa aMtaramAM khIlelo guNa che. AvI koI paNa vaicArika ke AMtarika prakriyA vinA je vizvAsa pragaTe che tenAthI jIvano vikAsa thato nathI. Avo vizvAsa udayaprasaMge sAtha Apato nathI. vicAra ke prayoga karyA vinA mAnI levAthI vikAsa rUMdhAI jAya che, UMDA UtaravAnuM thatuM nathI. jema koIne dhaMdhAmAM nukasAna jAya to tarata tene karmanA siddhAMto yAda Ave che ane te potAne manAve che ke mArAM azubha karmanA udayathI Ama banyuM. A vAta sAcI hovA chatAM vartamAna bhUla pratye tenI najara jatI nathI ane tethI khAmIo dUra karavA pAchaLa koI mahenata thatI nathI. karmanI ADamAM te dayApAtra banI jAya che paNa pote sevelA 143

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maLyo bodha sukhasAjA doSanI samaja keLavato nathI ane tethI doSamuktinA prayatna paNa thatA nathI. jIvane UMDA UtaravuM gamatuM ja nathI. badhAM paDakhethI vicArIne satya prApta karavAnI mahenata karavI nathI, ALasa varte che, satyane svIkAravAnuM sAhasa nathI. tethI te rUpAMtarita thato nathI. prayogathI paNa matanI puSTi! prayoga karyA vinA mAnI levAthI nukasAna e thAya che ke e dizAmAM koI puruSArtha thato nathI. jJAnI puruSo prayoga karIne mAnavAnuM kahe che, ene badale AgAhI jIva mAnIne prayoga kare che ane tethI tene satyanI prApti to thatI nathI, UlaTuM tenA matanI ja puSTi thAya che! eka mANasa 13nA AMkaDAne apazukaniyALa mAnato hato. bALapaNathI te evuM sAMbhaLato Avyo hato tethI tene e mAnyatA dRDha thaI paDI hatI. A mAnyatAne siddha karavA mATe teNe saMzodhana zarU karyuM. haoNspiTala, polIsacokI, relvesTezana, smazAna, pAgalakhAnuM vagere sthaLoe jaI teNe pramANa bhegAM karyA ke 13mI tArIkhe akasmAta, aparAdha, khUna, AtmahatyA, gAMDapaNa vagerenA keTalA kissA noMdhAyA che. A kissAo ane tAraNo bhegAM karI teNe eka pustaka lakhyuM ke tenI vAta kaI rIte sAcI che. paNa A rIte 144

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni satyanI prApti na thAya, kAraNa ke teNe 12mI ane 14mI tArIkhanI tapAsa karI ja na hatI. A tArIkhe noMdhAyelA kissAonI tapAsa jo teNe karI hota to tene e divasomAM paNa eTalI ja durghaTanAo maLI Avata. avagAhanathI anubhava jo vicAra ke prayoga karyA vinA * jIva mAnI le to te avaijJAnika ane pUrvagrahayukta banI jAya, sattne badale matanI puSTi karI Ave, aMdhavizvAsa, matAgrahAdi utpanna thAya ane tethI AtmavikAsa rokAI jAya. jIvane AmAMthI bacAvavA mATe zrI Atmasiddhi zAstramAM Thera Thera prayoga karavAnuM kahyuM che, jema ke, 'kara vicAra to pAma', 'kara anubhava nirdhAra', 'kemAM bhaLe tapAsa' ityAdi. prathama pUrvagraha, matAgraMhAdithI rahita thaI prayoga karavo ghaTe ane tenA AdhAre zraddhAnuM nirmANa thAya to te kAryakArI nIvaDe. pUjya zrI lallajI munine ekAMtamAM zrI Atmasiddhi zAstrane avagAhavAnI AjJA thaI hatI. te AjJAnuM ArAdhana karatAM suvicAradazA pragaTI, aMtarazodhamAM vartanA thaI ane alabhya lAbhanI prApti thaI. tethI teo anubhavabaLe kahetA ke zrI Atmasiddhi zAstramAM prabodhela mArganuM ArAdhana karatAM avazya mokSanI prApti thaze. teo vAraMvAra A pramANe premapUrvaka upAsanA karavAnuM kahetA. 145

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja keTalAka ema mAne che ke anyane kahevAthI-samajAvavAthI zuM lAbha? jAte ja samajIne samAI javuM! eka abhyAsI bhAIe eka vAra kahyuM, 'varSo sudhI dharmanI carcA karato rahyo paNa have lAge che ke emAM samaya vyartha gumAvyo, khAlI bhAra ja vadhAryo, karavA jevuM karyuM nahIM. basa! have bhagavattAne ja icchuM chuM." anyane samajAvavAthI thatA lAbha jJAnI puruSo Ano uttara ApatAM kahe che ke nA, dharmacarcA karavI e khoTuM nathI. e to svAdhyAyanuM eka aMga che. tame pote vAMco, vicAro ane mAno paNa jyAre carcA daramyAna anyane e siddha karavAnuM Ave tyAre tamArI daSTi vaijJAnika bane che, tamAro tarka zuddha thAya che. anyanA virodha sAme, anyanA tarka sAme, anyanI vicAradhArA sAme yathArtha rIte potAnI rajUAta karavI paDe che. tenA tarka toDyAmAM khUba sAvadhAna rahevuM paDe che. A kAryathI khUba UMDANa vadhe che. tamArI potAnI zraddhA majabUta bane che. tamArAmAM nikhAra Ave che. mAtra lAgaNIzIlatAthI kAma nahIM cAle. mAtra RNAnubaMdhanuM kAraNa nahIM cAle. anyanI sAthe vicAronI Apa-le, carcA karatAM pote kevo che, potAnI aMdara keTaluM UMDANa che e samajAya che. carcA to eka darpaNanuM kAma kare che. emAM potAno ja cahero dekhAya che. bIjAne javAba ApatAM potAnI ja parIkSA thaI jAya che. anyane samajAvavA jatAM pote keTalo samaju che e samajAI jAya che. 146

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pUjya zrI lallujI muni dharmacarcA karo, nirarthaka nathI. Ama, dharmacarcA karavI to bilakula khoTuM nathI, puSTinuM kAraNa che. dharmacarcA dvArA tamane thayela daDha nirNaya ane nizcaya tamArAM bahirmukhatAnAM dvAra dhIme dhIme baMdha karAve che ane tamane aMtarmukhatAnI yAtrAmAM AgaLa vadhAre che. svarUpasthiratA - nirvikalpa upayoganI sthiti na hoya tyAre dharmacarcA avazya madadarUpa bane che. e tamArA aMtarmukha thavAnA nizcayane majabUta kare che.' saddaguru thakI tamArA hRdayamAM eka guMjArava UThyo che. e guMjAravane tame tyAre ja samajI zakazo ke jyAre koI anyanA hRdayamAM eka guMjArava Ubho karavAmAM tame saphaLa thazo. saddagurue tamArI hRdayavINAnA tAra cheDyA che. eno tamane bharoso tyAre ja Avaze ke jyAre tame dharmacarcA dvArA koI anyanI vINAnA tAra cheDI dezo. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranuM ekAMtamAM avagAhana karI tattvavicAraNA ane tattvacarcAmAM jeTalo samaya gALazo e sAruM ja che, zubha ja che. A kriyAne mATe samaya bagADyo' ema na kahevuM, InI ghoSaNA karIne kahe Isu temanA ziSyone kahetA ke makAnonI upara caDhIne satyanI ghoSaNA karo, pokAro, kAraNa ke loko baherA che. satyanI vAta hajArone kahezo to koI eka sAMbhaLaze, hajAro sAMbhaLaze temAMthI ekAda samajaze, hajAro samajaze emAMthI eka cAlaze ane jo tame koI eka vyaktine paNa satyanI dizAmAM gatimAna karI zakyA to siddha thaI jaze ke, 147

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja tame sAcA mArgo cho ja. aTakI na rahevuM Ama, dharmacarcAne vyartha na kahevI paNa dharmacarcAne aMtima maMjila paNa mAnI na levI. A to sIDInuM eka pagathiyuM che. enAthI paNa AgaLa javAnuM che. ene maMjila mAnI na levuM. jo tame tyAM ghaNo samaya vizrAma karavA besI gayA to : tamane e maMjila bhAsavA lAgaze. dhyeya cUkI jazo. mArgathI bhaTakI jazo. buddhino upayoga karavAno che paNa buddhithI pAra paNa thavAnuM che. enA vinA satyanI prApti nahIM thAya. tethI AnAthI paNa AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. karavAnuM che paNa aTakavAnuM nathI, AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. jema bImArI hoya to auSadhi levI paDe paNa bImArI jAya to auSadhi choDavI paNa paDe; pelI pAra javA mATe nAvanI jarUra che paNa nAvane choDyA vinA sAme kinAre pahoMcAtuM nathI; tema Atmastha thavA mATe prAraMbhamAM AtmAno vicAra, AtmAnI carcA jarUrI paNa che paraMtu jema AgaLa vadhAya tema zabda bojArUpa lAge che, vicAra sthULa lAge che, zUnyanI nikaTa pahoMcatAM A bhAra paNa utAravo paDe che. jema parvatanuM zikhara nikaTa AvatAM badho bojo utAravo paDe che. je sAmAna yAtrAnI zarUAtamAM madadarUpa hato te AgaLa jatAM bAdhaka bane che. utAravuM anivArya bane, e ja AgaLa vadhyAnI nizAnI che. 148

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caraiveti tethI dharmacarcA karavI paNa temAM aTakavuM nahIM, AgaLa ne AgaLa vadhyA karavuM. aMtaryAtrAmAM AgaLa ne AgaLa vadhyA ja karavuM. caraiveti, caraiveti - cAlatA rahevuM, cAlatA rahevuM. jo UbhA rahyA to saubhAgya paNa UbhuM raheze, besI gayA to saubhAgya paNa besI jaze, cAlatA rahyA to saubhAgya paNa cAlatuM raheze. tethI maMjila prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI AgaLa vadhatA rahevuM.. ane jo AgaLa vadhatA rahezo to eka divasa evo avazya Avaze ke jyAre bhagavattA pragaTaze. hRdaya. amRtathI bharAI jaze. paramAtmA pragaTaze. vasaMta Avaze. AtmAnI siddhi thaze. saune tvarAthI AtmAnI siddhi thAya e maMgaLa bhAvanA sAthe viramuM chuM. *** pUjya zrI lallujI muni 149

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pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI je tamArI amAsane pUnama kare te che sadguru. je tamArA aMdhArAne prakAzathI bharI de te che sadguru. je tamane tamArI oLakhANa Ape te che sadguru. gurukRpAthI jIva potAno paricaya pAme che ane tenuM jIvana sukha ane zAMtithI bharAI jAya che. Aje eka evA pavitra jIvanI vAta karavI che ke jene sadgurunI prApti thaI ane jenuM jIvana temanI kRpAthI divya banI gayuM, bhavya banI gayuM, dhanya banI gayuM. zrutasAgaranA nicoDarUpa zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranuM avataraNa najaronajara nihALanAra pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka A zAstranuM vAMcana-manana karyuM hatuM. potAnA upara paDelo eno prabhAva varNavatAM teo vi.saM. 1953nA mahA suda 13nA patramAM paramakRpALudevane lakhe che - "zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra vAMcatAM mArI alpamatithI vizeSa vistArapUrvaka samajI zakAtuM nathI. paNa mArI sAdhAraNa matithI te uttamottama zAstra, vicAratAM mArA mana, vacana, kAyAnA yoga saheje paNa AtmavicAramAM pravartatA hatA. jenuM anuprekSaNa keTaloka vakhata rahevAthI - rahyA karavAthI sAmAnyapaNe paNa bAhya pravartavAmAM mArI sthiti, mArI cittavRtti saheje paNa aTakI jaI AtmavicAramAM rahyA karatI hatI. jethI mArI kalpanA pramANe sahaja svabhAve vartavAmAM mArA ja karavAthI karatA ja saheja paNa 153

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja zAMti rahyA karatI hatI. parizramathI mArA trikaraNa joga koIpaNa apUrva padArthanA viSe parama preme sthira nahIM rahI zakelA te yogo, te paramotkRSTa zAstra vicAravAthI sahaja svabhAve paNa AtmavicAramAM, sadguru caraNamAM premayukta sthirabhAve rahyA karatA hatA. jethI mArI alpajJa daSTithI ane mArA sAmAnya anubhavathI mArI kalpanA pramANe ema lAge che ke jo tevI rIte teja zAstranuM vizeSa anuprekSaNa dIrghakALa sudhI rahyA kare to AtmavicAra, AtmaciMtavana sadAya jAgRtapaNe rahyA kare ane mana, vacana, kAyAnA yoga paNa AtmavicAramAM ja varyA kare.' , zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranA niraMtara ane ahobhAvapUrvaka thatAM avagAhanathI pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAInI AtmadazAmAM ghaNI vRddhi thaI hatI. A zAstranA bodhane anusarI, zrI sadgurucaraNanI apUrva ane ananya sevAthI temaNe nija padano lakSa laI paramArthaprApti karI hatI. bIjane phUTavA do AvuM bIja tame paNa laIne AvyA cho. AvI saMbhAvanA tamArI bhItara paNa che. e bIjane yogya bhUmi nahIM maLI hoya, yogya mALI nahIM maLyo hoya, yogya RtumAM vAvyuM nahIM hoya, sUryano prakAza nahIM maLyo hoya tethI e bIjA bIjarUpa ja rahI gayuM. e bIja jo phUTe, aMkurita thAya to tamArI bhItara paNa pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAInI jema anaMta 154

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pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI ujAsa thAya, tame paNa e nijAnaMdanI mastI prApta karI zako. e arthe pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAI para paDelo zrI Atmasiddhi zAstrano prabhAva ane temano pratibhAva - e upara Aje thoDI vicAraNA karIzuM. bahiSpravartanathI duHkha gurukRpAthI jyAre cittavRtti aMtarmukha thAya che tyAre ja jIvane ` AnaMdano anubhava thAya che. bahAra bhaTakatuM citta kyAreya maganamAM nathI hotuM. jyAM jAya tyAM te duHkha ja pAme che. jIvarna kyAreka dhane du:khI karyo, kyAreka pade du:khI karyo, kyAreka saMbaMdhIoe duHkhI karyo; pArakAe duHkhI karyo potAnAe duHkhI karyo; ANe-teNe; ahIM-tyAM..ema badhe te duHkha ja pAmyo. aMtaramAM aneka ghA laIne te pharato rahe che. jyAM sudhI tame e mAnyatA sAthe jIvo cho ke sukha mane anya dvArA maLaze', tyAM sudhI tamane duHkha ja maLaze. sukha tamAro svabhAva che, tethI bhItara jaI sthira thavAthI te prApta thAya che. sukha jo bIjA dvArA maLatuM hota to atyAra sudhI e kema nathI maLyuM? aneka vAra tame tamAruM bhikSApAtra bIjA tarapha dharyuM che ane bhIkha mAMgI che. keTalIya vAra puNyano udaya thayo paNa che ane chatAM tame sukhI thayA nathI. kema? tamane kadI e vAtano khyAla Avyo ja nathI ke tame jenI pAse bhIkha mAMgo cho te paNa bhIkha mAMge che 155 -

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja bIjA pAse ane tamArI pAse paNa! tame patnI pAse sukhanI bhIkha mAMgo cho ane patnI tamArI pAse sukhanI bhIkha mAMge che, paNa A tame joI nathI zakatA, kAraNa ke tamAruM aMdhapaNuM khUba gahana che. jo patnI pAse sukha hota to te tamArI pAse kema mAMgate? tame te ja vastu mAMgo cho ke je tamArI pAse nathI hotI. je tamArI pAse hoya che, e kaMI tame mAMgatA nathI paNa Apo cho! je hotI nathI te ja. mAMgatA pharo cho. sukha tamAro svabhAva che ? duniyAmAM badhA sukha mAMgatA dekhAya che paNa koIne e maLatuM nathI, kAraNa ke mAMgavuM e ja bhUla che. mAMgavAmAM tame bahAranA bahAra vaho cho, raho cho. tame bhUlI jAo cho ke tame je mAMgI rahyA cho e to tamAro potAno svabhAva ja che. basa! anusaMdhAna nathI. ane tethI tame mUcchita thatA jAo cho. jene e nirNaya thAya ke have mAMgavAnuM baMdha ane bhItara javAno abhyAsa cAlu, kAraNa ke sukha bhItara che, tene ja dhArmika kahI zakAya. bhItaranI yAtrA karavAnuM je nakkI kare che te ja dhArmika che, te ja sAdhaka che. jo sukha tamArA svabhAvamAM na hota to sukha mATe tame. bahAra bhaTakI paNa zakya nahIM. jo sukha jevI koI anubhUtithI tame sAva aparicita hota, sukha sAthe tamAro 156

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pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI koI ja saMbaMdha na hota, e viSe tame ajJAta hota to to bahAra ke aMdara, kazeya tenI zodha karavAno prazna ja kyAM raheta? paraMtu UMDANamAM koIka saMbaMdha che. dUra dUra kyAMka dIpaka baLe che teno TamaTamATa che. sukha viSenI bhrAMtithI bahiravRtti. kyAreka tame saMgIta sAMbhaLatAM sukhano anubhava karo cho ane tethI mAnI lo cho ke saMgItathI sukha che. paraMtu A sAcuM nathI. kharuM jotAM to saMgIta sAMbhaLatAM, temAM DUbI jatAM saMkalpa-vikalpanI maMdatA thAya che ke koI vAra kaMIka aMtarmukhatA sadhAya che ane tenuM sukha tame anubhavo cho. saMgIta to mAtra eka bahAnuM che. saMgItanA kAraNe tame bhUlI zakyA, A saMsAra, A deha, ahaMkAra, ciMtAo. jagatanA A vismaraNathI tamane upazamasukhanI jhalaka maLI, sat tarapha sanmukhatAnAM dvAra khUlyAM ane tethI tamane zAMti ane navInatA, navInatA chatAM anuttejanAno anubhava thayo. vAstavamAM saMsAranA vismaraNa sAthe svayaMnuM smaraNa sadhAya tyAre ja zAMtinI, sukhanI jhalaka maLe che. saMgItathI sukha nathI maLatuM paNa bhItara javAthI sukha maLe che. saMgIta to mAtra eka bahAnuM che. paraMtu tamArI AMkha bahAra che, tamAruM ciMtana bahu ja sthaLa che. pariNAme e bhAna nathI paDatuM ke A sukhanuM kiraNa bhItarathI pragaTyuM che ane tethI ema mAnI levAya che ke e bahArathI AvyuM che. 157

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja khoTo nirNaya kUtaro hADakuM laI ryA kare che, enA para dAMta mArI ene cAvavAnI koziza karato rahe che. hADakuM to sUkuM che. emAM kazuM ja nathI, koI rasa nathI. ane chatAM kUtarAne emAM sukha lAge che. jo tame hADakuM laI lezo to te ciDAI jaze, karaDavA doDaze. hADakAmAM rasa nathI to pachI kema e kUtarAne rasapUrNa lAge che? vastusthiti ema che ke hADakuM kaDaka hovAthI ene cAvavAnA prayatnamAM kUtarAnuM moM cholAya che. mukhamAM paDelA ghAmAMthI lohI vahe che. A lohIno svAda tene game che. ane tethI vAraMvAra te hADakuM cAvavAnI mathAmaNa karato rahe che. te mAne che ke A svAda hADakAmAMthI AvI rahyo che - svAbhAvika che, kAraNa ke mukhamAM hADakuM che. ane rasa AvI rahyo che; hADakuM nahotuM, tyAre 2sa paNa nahoto! vAta tarkapUrNa che. ghaTanA paNa sAcI che. mAtra niSkarSa khoTo che. ane tethI, bhale moDhuM cholAya paNa hADakuM choDavA te taiyAra nathI. jIvanuM paNa AvuM ja che ne! lohI rasapUrNa che, paNa kyAMthI nIkaLe che - potAnAmAMthI ke hADakAmAMthI? e nirNaya nathI. bahArano padArtha to mAtra bahAnuM banI jAya che, pachI te Disko hoya ke himAlaya hoya, strI hoya ke tAjamahAla hoya. himAcchAdita parvato joIne kSaNArdha mATe saMsAravismaraNa thAya che, e sukharUpa che. sukhanuM kAraNa himAlayanI upasthitithI manano vyApAra kSaNabhara mATe maMda ke baMdha paDe e 158

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pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI che. ema nathI samajAtuM ane tethI himAlayane sukharUpa mAnI levAya che. sukha aMtapravartanathI aMtararasanA A vaheNane mana roke che. manano artha che bIjAmAM utsukatA. jo koI paNa kAraNavazAt mana maMda paDe, baMdha paDe, bIjA pratyenI utsukatA kSINa thAya to tame potAnA srota tarapha vahevA lAgo ane rasanI dhArA vahI nIkaLe. srota tarapha javuM, potAnI tarapha vaLavuM e dharma che. adharma che sukha mATe bIjA tarapha javuM; dharma che sukha mATe potA tarapha javuM. saMsAramAM kyAreya koIne paNa sukha maLyuM nathI ane bhItara janA2mAMthI koIne paNa sukha maLyuM na hoya evuM kadApi banyuM nathI. jyAre paNa A jagatamAM koIne paNa sukha maLyuM che to te nirapavAdarUpathI temane ja maLyuM che ke jeo bhItara gayA che. bhale badhAnI bhItara javAnI rIta judI judI rahI hoya koI nAcIne to koI dhyAnamAM besIne, koI bhaktithI to koI jJAnathI. koI TrenathI to koI vimAnathI paNa rasto e ja, maMjila e ja. baLadagADAthI ke kArathI paNa dizA to e ja - svayaM tarapha, saMsArathI potAnI tarapha, parathI sva tarapha. . jyAM svanuM vismaraNa che tyAM duHkha che ane jyAM svanuM smaraNa che. tyAM sukha che. bahAra zodhavAthI kaMI nahIM maLe ane bhItara javAthI kaMI bAkI nahIM rahe. 159

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja aMtarmukha thAo saMto kahe che ke tame kAcabA jevA banI jAo. kAcabAnI eka khUbI che. te potAnI badhI indriyone bhItara saMkocI le che. indriyo eTale bahAra javAno dvAra. indriyo dvArA upayoga bahAra jAya che. AMkha khUlI to upayoga bahAranuM joze, kAna bahAranuM sAMbhaLaze, hAtha bahAranA padArthone sparzaze. indriyo dvArA upayoga bahAra ja jAya che. hAtha bhItara nahIM jAya. AMkha bhItara nahIM jue., je AMkha bhItara jue che, te A AMkho nahIM. te AnAthI bhinna che - trIjuM netra! bahAra jovAvALAM netro che ane aMdara jovAvALuM netra eka! A paNa pratIkAtmaka che. bahAra dvandra che, vaita che; bhItara advaita che, eka che. bhItara jovA mATe be AMkho nahIM joIe. be AMkho haze to daita utpana thaze, saMsAra utpanna thaze. bahAra jovA mATe be paNa bhItara jovA mATe netra eka. bhItara javAnuM dvAra eka che, bahAra javAnAM dvAra be che. bahAra javA mATe indriyo ghaNI che - AMkha, kAna, nAka vagere jJAnendriyo; hAtha, paga ityAdi karmendriya. bhItara javA mATe A badhI indriyomAM pravartato upayoga bhego thaI eka bane che, tyAra pachI te bhItara praveza pAme che. arthAt upayoga eka hato, je aneka dvArathI bahAra jato hato. aneka dvArathI vaheto upayoga jyAre pAcho kheMcavAmAM Ave. che, tyAre ja te bhItara jaI zake che. badhI indriyo ekamAM lIna thaI jAya che.

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pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI bhItaranI dizA saMto bhalAmaNa kare che ke te sAdhaka! tuM kAcabAnI jema tArI indriyone bhItara saMkocI le arthAt indriyo dvArA pravartatA upayogane have bhItaramAM joDa, ghara tarapha pAcho vALa. indriya dvArA upayoga bahAra bhaTake che. tene bhItara vALa. jema vastu pUrvamAM hoya to pazcimamAM javAthI tenI prApti thaI zake nahIM; tema vastu bhItara hoya to bahAra javAthI te maLI zake nahIM. tethI upayogane bhItara vALa to amUlya vastunI prApti thaze. loko kahe che dizAo dasa che. vAstavamAM dizAo agiyAra che ane sAcI dizA A agiyAramI che. paraMtu mAtra bahAra javAnuM thatuM hovAthI - e ja abhyAsa, e ja Teva paDyAM hovAthI - bhItara javAnI dizAnuM vismaraNa thaI gayuM che. daze dizAomAM bhaTakavAnuM baMdha karI jyAre jIva A agiyAramI dizAmAM cAlavA lAge che tyAre tene satsukhanI prApti thAya che. pRthvI Take che puruSo thakI A saMbaMdhamAM kAcabAnuM dRSTAMta ekadama yogya che. bIjA koI pazunI AvI kSamatA nathI - saMkocAIne potAne surakSita karavAnI. hiMdu purANomAM lakhyuM che ke pRthvI kAcabA - upara TakI che. upalaka dRSTie juo to hasavuM Ave paNa 161

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja sUkSma dRSTie juo to vAta khUba gahana lAge. pRthvI kAcabA upara TakI che arthAt A pRthvI evA thoDA jIvonA AdhAre TakI che ke jeo kAcabA jevA che, nahIM to e kyAranI naSTa thaI gaI hota. jJAnI puruSonA kAraNe, jJAnI puruSo mATe, jJAnIpuruSo thakI A badhuM TakyuM che. temanI upasthitinA kAraNe pRthvI Take che. paramakRpALudeve lakhyuM che - sapuruSa anyAya kare nahIM. puruSa anyAya karaze to A jagatamAM varasAda konA mATe varasaze? sUrya konA mATe prakAzaze? vAyu konA mATe vAze?' (upadezanoMdha-35). jo jJAnI puruSo A jagatamAM nahIM hoya to chaThTho Aro pravartaze. prakRti vikRti banaze. dharma hInatAne pAmaze. AtmahitanI hAni thaze. tamArI bhItara je thoDI paNa camaka che, prakAza che, jAgRti che, ruci che te mAtra jJAnIno pratApa che. anyathA manuSya jAnavara banI jAta. hinduonI A mAnyatA mAtra pratIkAtmaka che. pRthvIne kAcabA sAthe kaMI levA-devA nathI. keTalAka mUDha kahe che ke pRthvI kAcabA upara ja che to keTalAka mUDha kahe che ke A vAta ja arthahIna che, vAhiyAta che. hakIkatamAM te pratIkAtmaka che. kAcabA jevA jJAnI puruSonA AdhAre A jagata che, jagatanuM kalyANa che. tamArA jIvanamAM phUla khIlavAnI saMbhAvanA che te AvA jJAnI puruSonA kAraNe ja ke jeo upayogane atIndriya banAvI zakyA che - kAcabAnI jema! 162

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pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI rUpano rasa vilIna karo. kAcabAnI jema upayogane aMtarmukha karo. upayogane atIndriya banAvo. Ano artha ema nathI ke tame AMkho phoDI nAkho, nAka baMdha karI do, kAnamAM AMgaLI nAkhI do, hAtha baMdha karI do. Ano artha e che ke AMkha have jue topaNa temAM rasa na rahe. AMkha khullI haze to te bahAranA padArtha to joze. jovuM e AMkhano svabhAva che. jJAnInI AMkha paNa khullI haze to teo dIvAla ane daravAjAne jANaze, roTalI ane thALI vacceno pharaka joze. paraMtu have AMkha joze paNa rasa nahIM rahe. rUpano rasa cAlyo jAya to AMkha bhItara vaLelI che. ema kahevAya. rUpano rasa e AMkha che. e na hoya to upayoga aMtarmukha che ema jANavuM. AMkho che. tenI eka upayogitA che. UThavA, besavA, cAlavA vagere kAryo mATe tenI jarUra paNa che. eTalA pUratuM teno upayoga bhale thAya. paraMtu A AMkho pAchaLa eka vAsanA che - jovAnI vAsanA. jovAnI, rU5 mANavAnI A vAsanAthI mukta thavAnuM che. zuM che rUpamAM? zuM maLI jAya che rUpane jovAthI? svapna hoya ke strInuM mukha hoya - zuM pharaka paDe che? rUpa to mAtra citra che tamArI AMkharUpI kemerA bahAranA e rUpano phoTo le che 163

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja ane mastakarUpI paDadA upara te rajU kare che. jema tame calacitra jovA jAo cho tyAre paDadA upara tenuM prasAraNa thAya che; tema bahAranA rUpanuM citra bhItaranA paDadA upara rajU thAya che ane tame magna thaI jAo cho. jema sinemAnA paDadA upara kaMI ja nathI chatAM kevA sukhI-duHkhI thAo cho! kevuM pAgalapaNuM, kevI utsukatA, kevI AturatA, kevI uttejanA!! AkhuM jIvana A ja karyuM che. sinemAgRhanAM calacitro e ApaNI aMdara niraMtara banatI ghaTanAono ja phelAve che, vistAra che. calacitra jovuM game che, kAraNa ke mananI rIta sAthe eno meLa bese che. ' ' AMkhone bhItara vALavAno artha che - AMkha mAtra jovAnuM yaMtra banI rahe, rUpane jovAnI vAsanA na rahe, kAraNa ke rUpa to mAtra citro che. jo tamAruM pAgalapaNuM visarjita thAya to dhIme dhIme tame anubhavazo ke je UrjA indriyo dvArA bahAra jatI hatI, bhaTakatI hatI te have aMtaramAM sthita thavA lAgI che. bhItara sthiratA nathI, kAraNa ke UrjA indriyo dvArA bahAra bhAgI jAya che. Indriyo chidra che tamArI gAgaramAM. A chidro dvArA tamArI zakti bahAra cAlI jAya che. jo Ama ja cAlatuM rahyuM to tame khAlIne khAlI ja rahezo. paraMtu jo tamArI UrjA chidro dvArA bahAra bhaTake nahIM, veDaphAya nahIM to te bhItara jAya, sthira thAya. dhyAna chidra dvArA bhaTakatuM hatuM te have bhItaramAM joDAya. 164

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vAsanA ane upAsanA samajo tame dhyAna karavA beThA cho. koI tyAMthI pasAra thayuM ane tamAruM dhyAna khaMDita thayuM, koI gIta gavAI rahyuM che ane dhyAna khaMDita thayuM, koI zerabajAranI vAta karI rahyuM che ane dhyAna khaMDita thayuM. dhvani jevo bhItara gayo ke tamAruM dhyAna khaMDita thayuM - A batAve che ke bhItara vAsanA paDI ja hatI ane te A dhvanithI sajaga thaI gaI. pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI UrjA tamArI pAse eka ja che. tene kAM to vAsanAmAM joDo, kAM upAsanAmAM (dhyAnamAM) joDo. UrjA jo vAsanAmAM joDAze to dhyAna khaMDita thaze ane jo dhyAnamAM joDAze to vAsanA khaMDita thaze. UrjA tamArI pAse eka ja che, be nathI. nakkI karo ke tene kyAM lagAvavI che. sAMsArika vyakti te che ke je tenI UrjA vAsanAmAM joDe che. dhArmika vyakti te che ke je tenI UrjA dhyAnamAM joDe che. teNe vAsanAthI viparIta yAtrA zarU karI dIdhI. gaMgA gaMgotrI tarapha pAchI pharavA lAgI. potAnA srota tarapha, udgama tarapha javA lAgI. A che sAdhanA - dizAnI pasaMdagI. dhyAnano artha che vAsanAmAM gayelI UrjA ghara tarapha pAchI pharI rahI che. jema kAcabo potAne saMkocIne zAMta-sthira bese che; tema upayogane aMtaramAM saMkocIne besavuM. upayogane jyAre indriyo dvArA bahAra javAnI utsukatA rahetI nathI paNa bhItara sthira rahevAmAM ja rasa paDe che, - 165

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja tyAre te kAcabAnI jema surakSita rahe che. sAdhakavRtti eTale kAcabAnI jema potAne - upayogane saMkocIne rahevuM. indriyo satya jANavA asamartha jIve sauprathama pAMca indriyo dvArA upayoga bahAra bhAge che teno nirodha karavo joIe. upayogarUpI pakSI, pAMca indriyorUpI bArI dvArA bahAra viSayorUpI vRkSo tarapha bhAgI jAya che. eka eka indriya dvArA upayoga judI judI dizAmAM bhaTake che ane tethI dhyAna khaMDita thAya che. vaLI, tame ema mAno cho ke indriyo tamane jaNAve che evuM ja bahAranuM jagata che, je tame indriyo dvArA jANo cho te satya ja che. paraMtu evuM nathI. indriyo pAse satyane jANavAno koI rasto nathI. satyane jANavAno upAya to tamArI bhItara rahela sAkSI pAse che. enA sivAya koInI pAse satya jANavAno upAya nathI. jo tame indriyonI vAta sAMbhaLI ane kAcabo na banI zakyA to indriyo tamane bhaTakAvatI ja raheze. (1) rAtanA aMdhArAmAM rastA para paDelI dorI sarparUpe dekhAya che. tame bhayathI bhAgo cho. tame kaho cho ke mArI sagI AMkhe meM sarpane joyo. paraMtu phAnasa lAvIne juo cho. to khabara paDe che ke dorI hatI. Ama, jarAka aMdhAruM hoya to AMkha bhUla karI bese che. 166

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pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI (2) tamArA ghare koIe khUMTI upara kaphanI TAMgI hoya. e joIne aMdhArAmAM tamane ema lAge che ke koI UbhuM che paNa prakAzamAM jaNAya che ke tyAM koI manuSya nathI. jANavA mATe AMkhane prakAza joIze. bhItara paNa prakAza joIe, bahAra paNa prakAza joIe. (3) bagIcAmAM koI suthAra jAya to tene phUla nathI dekhAtA, tene mAtra lAkaDuM dekhAya che. te vicAraze ke kayA vRkSane kApIne bajAramAM vecuM. koI mALI Ave to tene lAkaDuM nahIM dekhAya, mAtra phUla dekhAze. kavine phUla paNa nahIM dekhAya, mAtra saurya dekhAze. to vaLI citrakArane mAtra raMgo ja dekhAze! indriyo abhyAsa anusAra jANe che tamane evuM lAge che ke jyAre tame bagIcAmAM jAo cho to bagIcAmAM je hoya te tamane jaNAya che, dekhAya che; tamArA mitrane je dekhAya che te ja tamane dekhAya che paNa evuM nathI. jo tamArA mitranI AMkho bIjI vAta mATe abhyasta haze to tene tevuM dekhAze. tamane bIjuM kAMI dekhAze. indriyo tamane je batAve che. te mAtra tamArI Adata che. tame je jovAnI Adata pADI che e ja tamane dekhAya che. indriyone je Adata paDI hoya te jue che, te pramANe jovAnI, sAMbhaLavAnI, sUMghavAnI ityAdi kriyA kare che. 167

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja jevo abhyAsa tevuM jaNAya. prathama vAra kaoNphI ke dArU kyAM svAdiSTa lAge che? abhyAsathI tenuM vyasana paDI jAya che. mullAjInI patnI temane haMmeza dArU choDavA samajAvatI. jAta jAtanA prayatna pachI jyAre kemeya karIne mullAjInI Adata sudharI nahIM, tyAre patnIe aMtima upAya ajamAvyo. dArUnA aDDA para pahoMcIne mullAjInI sAme besI gaI ane bolI ke Aje to huM paNa pIza. mullAjIne A gamyuM nahIM paraMtu nA paNa kaI rIte paDAya? patnIe glAsa hAthamAM laI moDhe mAMDyo paNa pahelo ghUMTaDo pItAMnI sAthe ja bahAra kADhI nAMkhyo. dArU tene khUba kaDavo lAgyo. te bolI, AvI gaMdI cIja tame pIo cho!' mullAjIe kahyuM, 'to tuM zuM ema samajatI hatI ke amane A gamatuM haze? amane AmAM majA AvatI haze??' . abhyAsanuM pariNAma abhyAsa karavo paDe che. abhyAsa karavAthI kaDavuM paNa mIThuM lAgavA mAMDe che. abhyAsathI mata badalAya che. eka vAra mullAjIe mane kahyuM ke Aje TrenamAM mArI sAmenI sITa upara reDiyo para kAryakramanI jAherAta karanAra AvIne beThI hatI. meM pUchyuM ke tamane kevI rIte khabara paDI? ajANI strIne evuM kaI rIte puchAya? mullAjIe kahyuM ke nA, meM to mAtra samaya ja pUchyo hato ane te bolI 168

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pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI UThI, "nau bajakara paMdraha minaTa hue haiM. haMmezAM godareja tAlA lagAIe aura cainakI nIMda soIe! abhyAsanuM pariNAma che. tame sUkSmatAthI tamAruM jIvana tapAso to khabara paDaze ke tame je juo cho, sAMbhaLo cho te sarva eka prakArano abhyAsa che. satya sAthe tene koI saMbaMdha nathI. jevuM tame cAho cho, je tame cAho cho te ja tamane dekhAya che, saMbhaLAya che. zuM tamane e anubhava nathI ke jyAre tame bALaka hatA tyAre duniyA, loko, vastuo, prasaMgo tamane kevA lAgatA hatA; juvAna thayA tyAre kevA ane vRddha thayA tyAre kevA? e ja strI kyAreka tamane vAtsalya to kyAreka vAsanA to kyAreka vyartha bhAse che. jevuM che tevuM nahIM paNa jevuM tamane jovuM che tevuM tamane dekhAya che. jevI vAsanA tevuM darzana, Indriyono zuM bharoso? jevI vAsanA hoya che, tevuM darzana thaI jAya che. tame bALaka hatA tyAre strImAM koI rasa nahoto, dhanamAM paNa rasa nahoto. rasa hato to mAtra - ramakaDAmAM. basa! e ja tamArI duniyA ane e ja tamArI maMjila, juvAna thayA ke ramakaDAMmAM kAMI rasa na rahyo ane pada, dhana, strI AdimAM mUlya dekhAvA lAgyuM, temAM utsukatA vadhI. ghaDapaNamAM A badhuM paNa chUTI jAya che. 169

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja saMsAra ja mUlyahIna lAgavA mAMDe che. badhA padArthonuM mUlya A rIte badalAtuM rahe che. tethI ja to bApa-dIkarAne phAvatuM nathI hotuM. mUlyo badalAya che. vastu ke vyakti ke prasaMga e ja hovA chatAM mUlya badalAya che, tethI sArthaka ane vyarthanI vyAkhyA paNa badalAya che. bannenI jIvana jIvavAnI rIta judI! ekabIjAnI vAta bilakula magajamAM bese nahIM ane tethI kleza ane azAMti vadhe che. mullAjI gharamAM pravezyA ane rasoDAmAMthI baLavAnI vAsa AvI. jorathI ghAMTo pADI UThyA, "zuM baLI rahyuM che?' rasoDAmAMthI patnIno gussAbharyo javAba Avyo, "mAruM mAthuM!' mullAjIe kahyuM, 'to to vAMdho nathI! zAka ke bIjuM kaMI baLatuM nathI ne, e joI leje!!' patnInA mAthA karatAM zAkanuM mUlya vadhu!!! dararoja ApaNA anubhava badalAtA rahe che. jyAre anubhava badalAya che tyAre ApaNI AMkho ApaNane kaMIka bIjI ja khabara ApavA lAge che! juvAnImAM koInuM zarIra jotA hatA to sauMdaryanI khabara maLatI hatI. vRddhAvasthAmAM koInuM zarIra juo cho to mRtyunI khabara maLe che! khoTA abhyAsathI mukta thAo. roja roja tame nirIkSaNa karazo to tamane samajAtuM jaze ke 170

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pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI A pUrvagrahathI, A khoTA abhyAsathI mukta thaI zakAya che. kAcabAnI jema indriyone saMkocavI - teno artha e che ke jUnA abhyAsane baMdha karI devo. jUnA abhyAsathI jozo to khoTuM dekhAze. je abhyAsa karyo che te ja dekhAze. dRSTi zuddha nahIM thAya. raMgIna cazmAnA kAraNe badhuM raMgIna ja dekhAze. indriyamAMthI haTAvo potAnA upayogane. 24 kalAka A nahIM karI zako to AkhA divasamAM jeTaluM bane teTaluM karo. upayoga jo indriyo dvArA bahAra na bhaTake to tame anubhavazo ke bhItara eka pragADha cetanA pedA thaze. bahu rasa Avaze ane bodha jAgaze. roja jJAyakano abhyAsa karo mAtra beThA raho. AjubAju je bane che, zarIranA stara para bane che, mananA paDadA upara je bane che - mAtra tene jANo. svAgatabhAvathI svIkAro. sAkSIbhAve raho. AtmabhAna ane vItarAgasvabhAva. jJAyakanI smRti ane samatvano puruSArtha. mAtra jANo. kaMI karavAno vikalpa nahIM. thoDo samaya paNa Avo abhyAsa raheze to juduM ja lAgavA mAMDaze. pachI to upayoga indriya dvArA bahAra jaze topaNa rasa nahIM rahe. A abhyAsa karatA mana bhaTakI gayuM to tene pAchuM na lAvavuM. je bane che tene mAtra jANavuM. mana bhaTakyuM te jANavuM. mana pAchuM AvyuM te jANavuM. zuM thAya che e 171

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja mahattvanuM nathI rahetuM. je bane che tene mAtra jANavAnuM karavAnuM kAMI nahIM arthAt mAtra zAyakabhAva! kartRtvabhotRtvanAM pariNAma paNa utpanna na thavAM joIe. janmojanma bhaTakavAnI ke pazcAtApa karavAnI Adata paDI gaI hatI. have mAtra jANavuM. jUno abhyAsa AdatarUpa banI gayo hato ane have navo abhyAsa kAMI na karavAno! tethI thoDo samaya lAgaze, thoDI pratIkSA karavI paDaze. dRDha rahIne jotAM raho - kartRtva ke bhoktRtva nahIM, mAtra jJAyakabhAva. jJAyakabhAve je banI rahyuM che tene jANavAnuM. badalavAnuM nahIM. A abhyAsa roja roja karatA rahevAthI jUnI Adata chUTaze ane divyatAvALuM banI jaze A jIvana! vAsanA sahita ane vAsanArahita darzana vastunuM darzana vAsanA sahita ane vAsanArahita ema banne prakAre thAya che. vastunuM darzana jyAre vAsanA sahita thAya che, tyAre padArtha upara mana eTalA badhA raMga nAMkhI de che ke te padArtha jema che tema grahaNa karI zakAto nathI ane padArtha anyathA bhAse che. A che mithyA darzana. padArtha ane tamArA jJAna vacce mithyA mAnyatAnuM na AvavuM te che samyagdarzana. tame jyAre koI strIne juo cho tyAre vacce jo kAmavAsanA Ave to strI judI lAge suMdara, AkarSaka, mohaka, bhogya. ane jyAre vAsanA nIkaLI jAya to hADa, mAMsa, che 172 -

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pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI maLa, mUtra! vAsanAthI juo to suvarNakAyA. vAsanArahita juo to azucimaya kAyA. buddha eka vAra eka vRkSa taLe beThA hatA. evAmAM dArUnA nazAmAM cakacUra thayelA pAMca yuvaka tyAM AvI caDyA. e yuvako eka strIne potAnI sAthe lAvyA hatA paNa emanA nazAno lAbha laI te strI bhAgI chUTI hatI. tene zodhatAM zodhatAM e yuvako buddha pAse AvI pahoMcyA hatA. emaNe buddhane pUchyuM, "he bhikSu! zuM tame ahIMthI koI suMdara strIne pasAra thatI joI?' buddha javAba Apyo, 'ahIMthI koI pasAra to thayuM hatuM paNa e vyakti puruSa hatI ke strI enI mane khabara nathI. koNa jaI rahyuM che, evuM jANavAnI utsukatA mArAmAM rahI nathI. huM to mArAmAM ja vyasta hato, masta hato. tethI huM e jANato nathI ke pasAra thanAra vyakti strI hatI ke puruSa. paraMtu kadAca meM joyuM hota ke te vyakti strI hatI topaNa e to tamane kadApi kahI na ja zakata ke te strI suMdara hatI ke nahIM, kAraNa ke suMdara ane asuMdara e badho manano khela che ane huM to kyAranoya A manane pAra karI cUkyo chuM. tethI have huM mAtra tathya ja joI zikuM ke hAMDa-mAMsanuM A zarIra strInuM che ke puruSanuM ane nahIM ke e sAruM che ke narasuM, surUpa che ke kurUpa.' Ama, strI ane tamArI vacce jo kAma hoya to te suMdara bhAse che ane kAma kharI paDe to mAtra mATI dekhAya che. kAmane kAraNe deha para aTakI javAya che. ane dehano khyAla paNa khoTo hoya che. kAma maMda thavAthI dehano sAco khyAla 173

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja Ave che. smazAnanI rAkhano Dhagalo dekhAya che. kAma nIkaLI javAthI daSTi strInA azarIrItattva upara paDe che arthAt AtmadaSTi thAya che, hADa-mAMsamAM chupAyela caitanyatattva upara dRSTi jAya che; paNa jo vAsanA sahita daSTi hoya to zarIra para ja aTakI javAya che. eka vAra samajAya to chUTI jAya. Ama, jIvane jyAre padArthanuM darzana mithyA mAnyatApUrvaka, avaLI dhAraNAo sahita thAya che tyAre emAM tene svAda Ave che, arthAt sukha bhAse che; paraMtu koI paNa kAraNasara jo tenI A dhAraNAomAM phera paDe che to teno rasa emAMthI nIkaLI jAya che. adhyAtmadaSTinA kAraNe nahIM, paNa mAtra eka prasaMganA kAraNe dhAraNAomAM phera paDatAM rasa kevo nIkaLI jAya che tenuM eka dRSTAMta joIe. vikTara phrenDelane hiTalara dvArA pakaDIne jelamAM pUravAmAM AvyA hatA. jelavAsanAM potAnAM saMsmaraNomAM teo lakhe che ke jelamAM khAvAnuM khUba ja ochuM ApavAmAM AvatuM ane te paNa divasamAM eka ja vAra. bhojana mATe roja jyAre pAuMnA thoDA TukaDA mUkavAmAM AvatA tyAre kedIo tenA para tUTI paDatA, rItasaranI lUMTa calAvatA. pachI potAne je thoDA TukaDA maLyA hoya e tarata khAI letA nahIM paNa emAMthI thoDuM thoDuM khAIne Akho divasa calAvatA. vikTara paNa AmAM sAmela hatA. te paNa pAuM bacAvI rAkhatA ane 174.

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pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI TukaDe TukaDe khavAtA e pAuMmAM temane khUba rasa Avato. paraMtu eka divasa temanA eka sAthIdArane UlaTI thaI ane te vamanamAM pAuMnA thoDA ardha cavAyelA TukaDA paNa nIkaLIne paDyA hatA. vikTare joyuM ke haju to tenI UlaTI pUrI thaI nahotI ane bhUkhamarAnA bhayathI te potAnA ja vamanamAMthI e TUkaDA vINIne khAI gayo! vikTara lakhe che ke e dazya joyA pachI mane pAuM para evI sUga caDI gaI hatI ke jIvanamAM kyAreya temAM rasa lAgyo nahIM. eka nAnakaDA prasaMge bhojanamAMthI rasa kaDhAvI nAkhyo. Ama, parapadArthamAMthI maLato svAda kAlpanika che. kalpanA jIve pote nAMkhI che. A kalpanAne AdhAre padArthanuM sAcuM svarUpa pakaDAze nahIM. padArthanuM sAcuM darzana to sAkSitvanI kSaNomAM thAya che. paNa te pahelAM jJAnInA bodhano vicAra karavAthI padArthanuM svarUpa samajAtuM jAya che. padArthanuM svarUpa yathArthapaNe samajavA mATe prathama to potAnA mananuM svarUpa samajAvuM joIe. manane samajAvavuM to muzkela che ja paNa manane samajavuM paNa bahu agharuM che, kAraNa ke tene khoTI Adata paDI gaI che. padArtha upara raMga nAMkhIne tene jovAno khoTo abhyAsa paDI gayo che. A abhyAsa toDavo paDaze. A Teva badalavI paDaze. te mATe khUba zraddhA, niSThA ane sAhasa joIze. zarU zarUmAM to azakyavat lAgaze, kAraNa ke mana khoTuM kare che evuM lAgatuM ja nathI. paNa niraMtara mananI cAlanuM nirIkSaNa karatA rahevAthI mananI karAmata samajAtI jAya che ane tethI pachI mananI jALamAM phasAvAnuM banatuM nathI. 175

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja Adata badalavAnuM sAhasa A kAryamAM sadguru khUba sahAyaka bane che. saddaguru jIvane jAgRta kare che. paNa jene jAgRta thavAno bhaya hoya tene saddaguruno paNa bhaya lAgaze. jAgRtithI je nArAja thAya che, te sadguruthI paNa nArAja thaze! ApaNe kAgaLanI nAvamAM besIne sAgara pAra karavA nIkaLyA chIe. koI AvIne acAnaka ApaNane kahe ke tamArI nAva to kAgaLanI che, game tyAre DUbI jaze, pahoMcAze, nahIM - to AvuM kahenAra ApaNane duzmana lAge, kAraNa ke ApaNA "surakSitapaNA'ne te "asurakSitapaNAmAM badalI nAMkhe che. AMpaNane bhayabhIta karanAra pratye ApaNe nArAjagI dekhADIe chIe. ApaNane duHkhI ane ciMtita banAvanAra pratye virodha jAge che. paNa jene sAgara pAra pahoMcavuM che, kharekhara surakSita thavuM che, bhamamAM nathI rahevuM te to A TakorathI khUba rAjI thaze ke DUbavAno ja hato paNa satya bodha thatAM have bacI jaIza, sukha, zAMti ane salAmatI mATe sAcA prayatna thaze. bacAvanAra pratye tene virodha ke nArAjagI nathI thatAM, paraMtu ahobhAva ane kRtajJatAnI bhAvanA jAge che. pharIthI zarUAta karI Ama, jyAre pacAsa-pacAsa varSa dhananI pAchaLa kADhayA hoya, lakSmI-pratiSThA vagere prApta paNa thayA hoya ane emAM koI sadguru jo ema kahe ke AmAMnuM kaMI mRtyunI pAra AvavAnuM 176

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pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI dhana nathI. tame atyaMta asurakSita cho. atyAra sudhInuM jIvana veDaphI nAMkhyuM. 'sukha prApta karatAM sukha TaLe che' pAchaLa jIvana gALI potAne aMtarathI dIna ane daridra ja banAvyo che. pharIthI, ekaDe ekathI zarUAta kara. to tyAre zuM thAya? A to evuM thayuM ke koI mahAkaSTe pacAsa mAIla cAlIne AvyuM hoya ane koI kahe ke tame khoTA raste Avyo cho. tamane jyAM javuM che, je prApta karavuM che te ahIM nahIM maLe. ane e vyaktine jevo dhakko lAge tevo dhakko jyAre koI sadguru pAse jAya che tyAre lAge che. * - tethI ja to jIvane sadguru pAse javAno bhaya lAge che. eka ja kSaNamAM tamane tamArI asurakSitatA ane daridratAnuM bhAna karAve te che sadguru. tamArI diradratAne samRddhapaNAnuM rUpa Ape te che asadguru. jIva sadguru pAse AvatAM Dare che ane 'asadgurune dRDha kare' che. asadguru pAse javAthI tene mAtra AzvAsana ja nahIM, puSTi paNa maLe che. tyAM jAgavuM paDatuM nathI. paDakhuM badalIne sUI javAnuM ja cAlu rakhAya che. tethI mumukSutAnA abhAvamAM asadguru pratye dRSTi jAya che. paNa jenAmAM mumukSutA che te to satpuruSanAM vacananA ghA mATe potAnI chAtIne taiyAra kare che. tene koI paNa hisAbe chUTavuM ja che. jJAnIno upakAra jIva jo jaDa kriyAo ane zuSka zAstrAbhyAsa karato hoya, 177

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja mAtra zArIrika ane bauddhika parizrama karato hoya paNa jo mAnyatA ane pariNAmamAM rUpAMtaraNa na lAvato hoya to jJAnI tene kahe che ke tAruM atyAra sudhInuM badhuM karavuM ane jANavuM vyartha che, bhAMta che, tAre pharIthI ekaDe ekathI zarU karavuM paDaze to A sAMbhaLatAM pAtra jIva gabharAto nathI, bhAgI chUTato nathI, sUI jato nathI. te jAgI jAya che. huM kaMI ja jANato nathI, meM kaMI ja karyuM nathI' ema nakkI karI sadgurunI AjJAe je thoDA divaso paNa kADhaze, tene kaMIka judo ja anubhava thaze. . ' Ama, jyAre jyAre jIva jJAnI pAse jAya che, temanA jJAnanA prakAzamAM tene potAnuM ajJAna ane pramAda spaSTa dekhAya che, kyAM cUkyo ane zuM karavuM joIe te spaSTa samajAya che. sarva duHkha ane klezanuM kAraNa potAnA ja mananA khela che ema jANatAM ja te tenI jUnI Adata toDavA taiyAra thAya che ane khUba zraddhA, niSThApUrvaka kArya kare che. A Adata badalavAnuM sAhasa te ja che saMnyAsa. zUravIra koNa? mananI cAla badalavA mATe je taiyAra thayo che te ja sAco sAdhaka che. e ja sAhasI che. e ja zUravIra che. zuM artha che zUravIrano? kone tame kAyara kahezo? kAyara te che ke je mRtyuthI DarIne bhAge. zUravIra te che ke je maMjilane prApta karavA mATe jIvanane dAva para lagAve. mRtyune paNa bheTavuM 178

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pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI paDe to nirbhayatAthI bheTe. zUravIra te che ke je mRtyu mATe paNa taiyAra che. maMjila prApta karavA mATe chevaTa sudhInI taiyArI che arthAt mRtyu mATe paNa te taiyAra che. mare to sarva jIva che paNa saMnyasta te che ke je mRtyunI pahelAM mare che. te bhautika jIvana mATe mRta che, te navA jIvananI zarUAta kare che. te bhItaramAM zodhe che ane bahArano phelAvo ATope che. te parigrahano ane pravRttino saMkelo kare che ane bhItaranI yAtrAmAM vegathI gati kare che. aMtaryAtrA zUravIra ja aMtaryAtrAno nirNaya karI zake che. bahAranI tarapha to sarva jIva jAya che. bhItaranI tarapha to koI zUravIra ja jAya che. bahAranI tarapha to pazu paNa jAya che, pakSI paNa jAya che, kIDA paNa jAya che. emAM koI moTI vAta nathI, gaurava nathI, parAkrama nathI. bhItaranI tarapha javuM emAM zUravIratA che. dUra caMdra para pahoMcavuM e saheluM che, kAraNa ke e bahAranI yAtrA che. bhItara javuM kaThina che, kAraNa ke anAdithI anabhyasta che ane bahirmukhatAno khoTo abhyAsa ADo Ave che. bhItara AvavAmAM janamojanamanI AdatanI jALa toDavI paDaze. janamo-janamathI jemAM rasa lAgyo che, ene vyartha mAnavA mATe ghaNI hiMmatanI jarUra paDaze. atyAra sudhI huM vyartha jIvyo chuM' evI pratIti jenI saghana thAya che, tenAM pagalAM satya tarapha maMDAya che. A che saMnyAsa. 179

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja saMnyAsa kaI vaye? loko mane prazna kare ke tame yuvAnone AtmArpita dIkSA arthAt saMnyAsanI pUrvataiyArI, sarvasaMgaparityAgano nirNaya Apo cho paNa evuM nathI lAgatuM ke A dIkSA vRddhAvasthAmAM ApavI joIe? huM temane kahuM ke saMnyAsa jo sAco hoya to pachI tene vRddhAvasthA sudhI zuM kAma TALavo joIe? zuM azakta thavAnI rAha jovI che? kaMI karavAnI zakti na hoya, mRtyunI ghaDIo gaNAtI hoya, bIjAnI madada levI paDe evI sthiti hoya tyAre saMnyAsa levo che? vaLI, vRddha paNa potAne kyAM vRddha mAne che? ane AvuM jo bane to to saMnyAsa TaLato ja jaze. vaLI, vRddhAvasthAmAM zarIra ja thAkeluM hoya che, mana kyAM thAkeluM hoya che? zarIra vRddha bane che paNa vAsanA to juvAna ja hoya che. zarIra azakta bane che, mana nahIM. mana to hajI bahArano svAda levA mATe utsuka ja rahe che. saMnyAsano zarIranI vaya sAthe saMbaMdha nathI, aMtaranA jAgaraNa sAthe saMbaMdha che. je koI paNa vayamAM jIva jAgRta thayo, saMsAra tarapha pITha karavA taiyAra thayo, aMtara tarapha mukha karavA kaTibaddha thayo e samaya, e vaya saMnyAsa mATe yogya che pachI bhale te bALaka hoya, yuvAna hoya ke vRddha hoya. je sAcuM che te sadA sAcuM che. hamaNAM khoTuM ane vRddhAvasthAmAM sAcuM ema kevI rIte bane? je sAhasika jIva svapnamAMthI jAgyo, satya tarapha vaLyo te jIva paramane pAme che. koI. AvuM sAhasa bALa avasthAmAM to koI yuvA avasthAmAM to koI vRddha avasthAmAM dekhADe che. ane koI to vaLI AkhA 180

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pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI jIvanamAM paNa AvuM sAhasa pragaTAvI zakatA nathI. mRtyu ane amRta jeNe sAcI dizAmAM javAno nirNaya karyo che te sAdhaka che ane jeNe e dizAmAM pagalAM mAMDyAM che te saMnyAsI che. saMnyAsI te ke je mRtathI amRta taraphanI yAtrA karI rahyo che. ahIM tame saMsAra tarapha AMkha baMdha karI eTale svayaM tarapha AMkha kholI. AMkha eka ja tarapha khUlI zake che. kAM to bahAra, kAM to aMdara. bahAra khUle to bahiryAtrA thAya ane sva tarapha pITha thAya che. to amRtanI prApti thatI nathI. ane jenI dRSTi bhItara tarapha gaI che tenI saMsAra tarapha pITha thAya che. tenI cetanA aMtarmukhI bane che. te amRtanI nikaTa jato jAya che ane paramanI prApti kare che. mRtyunA bodhathI jIvananI kSaNabhaMguratA, saMyogonI anityatA, paranI azaraNatAno bodha thatAM samyajJAnanI prApti thAya che ane amRta tarapha pagalAM maMDAya te che samyakcAritra. anityanA bodhathI nitya tarapha paga maMDAya che. dostovaskI potAnAM saMsmaraNomAM lakhe che ke jhAra (raziyAnA rAjA) dvArA temane tathA anya dasa krAMtikArIone mRtyudaMDa pharamAvavAmAM Avyo hato. temanI sajAno amala eka mahinA pachI thavAno hato. dostovaskI jelanA anubhavo ane bhAvonuM vivaraNa lakhatA rahyA hatA. eka eka divasa pasAra thato jato hato 30.....15..... 7.. 1..... temane mota hAjarAhajUra 181

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja dekhAI rahyuM hatuM. jagata sAthenA, potAnA parivAra sAthenA paNa tamAma AMtarika joDANathI teo aLagA thaI cUkyA hatA. ema karatAM AkharI dina paNa AvI pahoMcyo. temane badhAne savAre cha vAge baMdUkathI ThAra mAravAmAM AvanAra hatA. agiyAra jaNAne potapotAnI kabara pAse UbhA rAkhavAmAM AvyA, jethI goLI vAgatAM ja aMdara DhaLI paDe. dostovaskIno krama bIjo hato. ghaDiyALamAM cha vAgyA ane goLI chUTI. prathama krAMtikArI kabaramAM jaI paDyo. dostovaskI kahe che ke teo mRtyu mATe pUrA taiyAra hatA, jagata AkhuM jANe sAva juduM ja bhAsatuM hatuM. dostovaskI para goLI chUTavAnI ja hatI ane eka ghoDesvAra mAratA ghoDe tyAM AvI pahoMcyo. te jhArano saMdeza lAvyo hato - temano mRtyudaMDa AjIvana kArAvAsamAM palaTAI gayo hato. bAkI rahelA dasane jIvatadAna maLyuM. temane pAchA jelamAM laI javAmAM AvyA. thoDA samaya bAda jhArane mAravAmAM Avyo, krAMtikArIone jelamukta karavAmAM AvyA. dostovaskI have AjhAda hatA paNa teo jagata sAthe mohanA tAMtaNe joDAI na zakyA. bhItaramAM saMsAranI Asakti have rahI na hatI. temaNe jagatanI vAstavikatA nihALI hatI. mRtyune samIpathI joyuM hatuM, saMyogonI kSaNabhaMguratA anubhavI hatI ane tethI teo zeSa jIvana alipta rahIne, anAsaktapaNe, jaLakamaLavat jIvyA. pheraphArano rasa nahIM jemane jIvananI anityatA, azaraNatA Adino bodha thAya che 182

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pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI teo pachI temAM ekatva karI zakatA nathI. amRtanI khojamAM teMo nIkaLI paDe che. bhItaranI yAtrAmAM nIkaLanArane bahAranA jagatamAM rasa raheto nathI. bahAra zuM thAya che emAM pheraphAra karavAno rasa raheto nathI. mullAjIe eka vAra patnIne pUchyuM ke ApaNe marI jaIe te kaI rIte khabara paDe? patnIe kahyuM ke e to vakhata Avye khabara paDI jAya. topaNa mullAjIe lakSaNa jANavA Agraha karyo tethI patnIe kahyuM ke mRtyu thatAM hAtha-paga ThaMDA paDI jAya, gAtra zithila thaI jAya. eka vAra ziyALAmAM mullAjI jaMgalamAM lAkaDAM kApavA gayA. kaDakaDatI ThaMDI hatI. acAnaka potAnA hAthane ThaMDA joIne mullAjIne patnInA zabdo yAda AvI gayA. temane lAgyuM ke pote marI gayA che ane teo to jamIna para DhaLI paDyA! nIce paDyA paDyA paNa AsapAsanuM badhuM teo jANI zakatA hatA paNa potAne mRta jANIne kaMI paNa karavAthI teo dUra rahyA. temano gadheDo acAnaka bhUMkavA lAgyo. bIjo koI vakhata hota to temaNe DaNuM mAryuM hota paNa te TANe to mullAjI manamAM bolyA, 'huM have marI gayo chuM. bhalene gadheDo kaMI paNa kare, mAre zuM ciMtA?!' ane teo kaMI ja karyA vinA badhuM jANatA rahyA. svarUpajAgRtino prayoga sAdhaka te che je potAnuM svarUpa samaje che. akartA 183

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja jJAnasvabhAvI hovAthI jANavA chatAM tene kAMI karavAnAM pariNAma thatAM nathI. kartRtva-bhoknatvanA vikalpa Ave ke. turata te jJAyakanI smRti dvArA jJAyakabhAvamAM sthita thaI jAya. mRtyu pahelAM ja mRtyuno prayoga karo. arthAt sAta divasa pachI mRtyu che evI rIte sAta divasa jIvavuM athavA huM atyAre marI gayo chuM ane bahAra badhuM thAya che te mAtra jANuM chuM. kaMI karavAnuM nahIM. mAtra jANavAnuM. AvA prayogo dvArA potAnA zuddha jJAyakasvarUpanI jAgRti rAkhavI. vAraMvAra A abhyAsa karavAthI temAM dakSatA Ave che. sAdhaka AtmAnI nikaTa sarakato jAya che. ane koI dhanya paLe svarUpastha thAya che. svarUpajAgRti vinA AtmAmAM sthita thavAno bIjo koI upAya nathI. . kRtyathI nahIM, svarUpajAgRtithI kAryasiddhi AtmajJAnanI prApti zarIranI jaDa kriyAthI ke korA zAstrIbhyAsathI thatI nathI. vimala jJAnanI prApti to kAcabAnI jema upayogane indriyomAMthI kheMcI aMtaramAM joDavAthI thAya che. jJAna kaMI karoDa vakhata jApa karavAthI ke pAMDityathI prApta thatuM nathI paNa upayogane svayaMmAM rAkhavAthI prApta thAya che. svarUpajAgRtithI AtmaprApti thAya che. mAtra AcaraNa badalavAthI AtmajJAna thatuM nathI. svarUpaprApti koI karmathI thatI nathI. mana-vacana-kAyAnA 184

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pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI yoga azubhamAMthI zubhamAM palaTAya eTalAmAtrathI kArya siddha thatuM nathI. upayoga yogamAMthI haTI aMtaramAM vaLe tenAthI kArya thAya che. AtmabhAvamAM rahevAya, cittavRtti bhItara vaLe tenAthI kArya thAya che. A koI kRtya nathI, jAgRti che. AtmabodhamAM lInatA thavAthI Atmasiddhi thAya che. zubhAcaraNa to AtmavismaraNapUrvaka thAya che. tethI AtmasmaraNanI mukhyatA rahe e ja puruSArtha kAryakArI che. ajJAnI hisAba kare che - ATalI tapasyA, ATalA jApa, ATalA sAmAyika, ATaluM dAna. jAtane prazna pUchavo ghaTe ke to hajI svarUpa prApti kema thaI nathI? svarUpa prAptine kRtya sAthe saMbaMdha nathI, samarpaNa sAthe saMbaMdha che arthAt akartAbhAva sAthe saMbaMdha che, sAkSIbhAva sAthe saMbaMdha che. jyAM svIkArabhAvanuM valaNa rahe tyAM para pratye sAkSIbhAva, jJAyakabhAva, akartAbhAva pragaTe ane A bhAva svarUpanI nikaTa laI jAya. koI dhanya paLe cittavRtti caitanyasattAmAM - saMpUrNapaNe vilIna thaI jAya. svarUpanikaTatA gurukRpAthI pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI lakhe che ke A kArya mAtra gurukRpAthI thAya che. AtmabhAvamAM lInatA e gurunA prasAdathI thAya che, gurunI kRpAthI thAya che kAraNa ke samarpaNanI kSaNamAM sarva kartAbhAva naSTa pAme che. mana-vacanakAyAnA yoga dvArA je kaMI karavAmAM Ave che te thakI 185

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja kartAbhAva pAcho AvI jAya che, pAchalA daravAjAthI praveza karI le che. akartA banyA vinA svarUpamAM aikya pamAtuM nathI ane gurukRpA vinA akartAbhAva pragaTato nathI. A vinA mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoga zubha pravRttimAM rAkhavA chatAM kartutvabhAvamAM maMdatA AvatI nathI. UlaTuM ahaMkAranI vRddhi thAya che kAraNa ke zubha pravRtti to mUcchitapaNe paNa thaI zake, jyAre svarUpAnusaMdhAna to mAtra jAgRti hoya tyAre ja thaI zake. jyAre jyAre ziSyane svarUpanI prApti thAya che, tyAre tyAre akartAbhAva hoya che. tethI ziSya kahe che ke A je thayuM che te gurunA prasAdathI ja thayuM che. gurunI kRpA to sarva para thAya che paNa je samarpita bhAve rahe che arthAt akartAbhAvamAM sarI paDe che tene svarUpanikaTatA anubhavAya che. bhaktano samarpaNabhAva tenAmAM ahaMkAra nirmita thavA deto nathI. tenI bhakti "'ne visarjita karI de che, naSTa karI de che. akartAbhAva gurubhaktithI jyAM jIva gurubhakti vinA bhedajJAnanA abhyAsamAM AgaLa vadhe che tyAM e bhAva UThavAnI saMbhAvanA rahe che ke A meM karyuM. bIjuM koI to che nahIM tethI mArAthI thayuM evI akkaDatA AvI jAya che. paNa jenA hRdayamAM gurubhakti che te A kAryanuM AkhuM zreya zrIgurunAM caraNomAM samarpita karato rahe che ane huM' nirmita thavA deto nathI. ahaM jAgatAM ja 186

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pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI gurunI yAda Ave che ane ahaM jhUkavA lAge che, vilIna thaI jAya che. pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI upara zrI Atmasiddhi zAstrano evo prabhAva paDyo ke vAraMvAra AtmabhAvamAM ramaNatA thavA lAgI. paramakRpALudevanI kRpAthI badhuM banI rahyuM che ema mAnatA hovAthI teo ahaMkArarahitapaNe, akartAbhAve AtmavicAra ane AtmadhyAnamAM UMDA UtaratA gayA. parama vizrAma jema jema AtmavicAra ane AtmadhyAnamAM cittavRtti sthira thatI jAya che, tema tema badhI doDa maTatI jAya che, bAhya pravartana ghaTatuM jAya che. parama zAMti - parama vizrAmanI prApti thatI jAya che. viSaya pariNAmanI maMdatAnA kAraNe bAhya pravRtti to ghaTatI ja jAya che paNa dharmanA nAme thatI doDAdoDa paNa maTatI jAya che. have yogathI upayoga chUTo paDI aMtaramAM sthira thato jAya che. sAkSIbhAve rahevAnuM thAya che tethI saMkalpa-vikalpanI atyaMta atyaMta maMdatA thatI jAya che. paramAM koI paNa pheraphAra karavAnI vRtti rahetI na hovAthI yogapravRtti paNa kramazaH ghaTatI jAya che. koI mANase TI.vI. cAlu kare, emAM be ja cenala AvatI hoya - eka tAmila ane bIjI telugu ane jo tene A bane bhASA AvaDatI na hoya to tene cenala badalavAnuM mana 187

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja thAya? tema bahAramAM kaMI paNa thAya paraMtu tenAthI mane lAbha ke nukasAna nathI ema je mAnato hoya te bahAramAM pheraphAra kare? tene evI vRtti ja na jAge ane tethI tevI pravRtti paNa na thAya. bAhyamAM mAtra udayAdhIna pravRtti thAya che ane vRtti svarUpamAM laMgara nAkhI sthira thatI jAya che. yoga karmAdhIna ane upayoga svarUpAdhIna!! svarUpa-avalaMbanano pratApa upayoga svarUpane avalaMbIne pravartato hoya tyAM duHkhanuM kAraNa ja nirmULa thatuM jAya che. bhikhArIpaNuM maTatuM jAya che. samrATapaNAno ahesAsa thato jAya che. daridratA ane dInapaNuM rahetuM nathI. parAdhInapaNuM rahetuM nathI. svAdhIna zAzvata sukhanI pratIti thatI jAya che. gulAmI ghaTatI jAya che ane svataMtra svabhAvanI pratIti vadhatI jAya che. hajI megha nathI dekhAyA paNa varSAno anubhava thaI rahyo che. AnaMdano varasAda anubhavAya che, meghanAM darzana thayAM nathI paNa che tenI pratIti dRDha thatI jAya che. dAminI nathI dekhAtI paNa prakAzano anubhava thaI rahyo che. aMtarmukhatA tamAro svabhAva che sarva saMtono e ja upadeza che ke potAnI bhItara jAo ane nija anaMta AnaMdanI prApti karo. dehathI bhinna sva 188

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pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI paraprakAzaka parama jyoti svarUpa evo A AtmA, temAM nimagna thAo. he Aryajano! aMtarmukha thaI, sthira thaI, te AtmAmAM ja raho to anaMta apAra AnaMda anubhavazo." (patrAMka-832) A sAdhatAM takalIpha paDaze, bAdhAo naDaze, janmajanmAMtarano avaLo abhyAsa ADe Avaze paNa A badhuM pAra karI zakAya che. je svabhAvagata hoya tenuM atikramaNa thaI na zake paNa uparokta sarva vighno svabhAvagata nathI, svabhAvabAhya che ane tethI tenuM atikramaNa thaI zake che. je svabhAvane anukULa hoya tene prApta karavuM kaThina lAge topaNa te asaMbhava nathI. ane je svabhAvanI pratikULa hoya tene toDavuM kaThina lAge to paNa te asaMbhava nathI. jo tame iccho to avazya tame prApta karI zako, pahoMcI zako kAraNa ke jyAM tamAre pahoMcavuM che te dUra nathI paNa bilakula pAse che, bhItara che, tame ja cho; tamAro svabhAva che. bhUkaMpamAM akaMpa jeNe bahAranA jagata tarapha pITha pheravI che, je bahAranA jagata prati sUI gayo che te bhItaranA jagata mATe jAgI gayo che. je bahAranA jagatathI dUra sarake che te aMtaranA jagatamAM pratiSThita thAya che ane je aMtaranA jagatamAM praveza kare che tenI jyoti sthira thaI jAya che. have temAM koI 189

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja kaMpana nahIM UThe - nizcala! havAnI lahera have tene kaMpita nahIM karI zake, kAraNa ke bhItara koI havA pahoMcatI nathI. jeno upayoga bhItara pahoMcI gayo che tene have bhUkaMpa paNa kiMpita karI zakato nathI. je ghare pahoMcI jAya che tene tophAnano bhaya raheto nathI. tenI cetanA nizcala ane nirbhaya rahe che, kAraNa ke na to kAmanA che, na bhaya!! pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranuM evuM to gholana karyuM ke temanA bhAvamAM rUpAMtaraNa AvyuM ane pariNati caitanya tarapha doDavA lAgI, zAMta thaI sthira thavA lAgI. potAnI meLe karavA jatAM thatuM nathI paNa sadgurunI kRpAthI saheje ane samagatAthI aMtarmukha thavAya che, pUruM astitva temAM DUbe che. AjanA maMgaLa divase paramakRpALudevane prArthanA karIe ke jema pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAIne aMtarmukha thavAmAM zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra nimitta banyuM tema amane paNa A nimitta phaLo ane Atmasiddhi tvarAthI thAo. * * * 190

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- zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI zrI Atmasiddhi zAstramAM paramakRpALudeve AgamanA samasta siddhAMtono nicoDa samAvyo che. temaNe potAnuM jJAna valovI zrI Atmasiddhi zAstrarUpI mAkhaNa kADhyuM che. tethI zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra jevo ucca koTino AtmoddhAraka graMtha ucca koTinA adhikArI varganI apekSA rAkhe e svAbhAvika che. adhikArIpaNuM eTale yogyatA. AtmAnubhava mATe mAtra zAstranI bauddhika mAhitI kAma nathI AvatI. "sapuruSanI AjJAmAM ja mAruM kalyANa che, mAre sapuruSanI AjJAmAM ja vartavuM che' evo daDha nizcaya ane tadanurUpa vartana hoya tene jJAna samyakapariNAmI thAya che. jene puruSa pratye zraddhA hoya, : indriyanigraha thayo hoya, aMtaramAM vairAgya-upazama hoya, AtmAno lakSa hoya te jIva ja bodha grahaNa karI zake che ane te ja adhyAtmamaMthano adhikArI che. je jIvane sanduruSano mahimA samajAyo nathI, temanA yathArtha vaktApaNA upara vizvAsa nathI, buddhinuM viparyAsapaNuM TALyuM nathI, ahaMbhAva chUTyo nathI, tIvra jijJAsA jAgI nathI, AtmArthIpaNArUpa sAcI bhUmikA prApta thaI nathI, saMsAranI mahattA ane mIThAza aMtarathI chUTyAM nathI, janamanaraMjanarUpa dharmanI ADe potAnA AtmadharmanI garaja jAgI nathI tevA mohanidrAmAM sUtelA jIvane upadeza pariNamato nathI. te vastusvarUpane yathArthapaNe 193

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja jANI zakato nathI. kyAreka to AvA anadhikArI jIvane mahAnirjarAnuM hetubhUta jJAna anarthakAraka paNa thaI paDe che. zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranI eka nakala zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverIne mokalavAmAM AvI hatI. temano paricaya A pramANe che - paramakRpALudevanA avadhAnaprayogano asAdhAraNa uttama vijaya thayo hato. paramakRpALudevanI kIrtino DaMko sarvatra gAjI rahyo hato. avadhAna prayoganA prekSaka draSTAomAM vaDodarAvALA zrI mANekalAlabhAI ghelAbhAI jhaverI paNa hatA. teo paramakRpALudevanA A adbhuta prayogothI mugdha thaI AkarSAyA ane paramakRpALudevanA samAgamamAM AvyA. temanA pitAzrI ghelAbhAI jhaverI jhaverAtanI parIkSAmAM niSNAta hatA; temanI pAsethI te parIkSA zIkhIne zrI mANekalAlabhAI vaDodarAthI muMbaI AvI jhaverAtanA vyavasAyamAM pravaryA hatA. temanI pAsethI jhaverAtanI parIkSA zIkhavAnuM svalpa nimitta pAmI kuzAgrabuddhi paramakRpALudeva svalpa samayamAM temAM nipuNa thaI gayA hatA. paramakRpALudeva vi.saM. 194panA paryuSaNa pahelAM muMbaI AvyA hatA. paryuSaNa vavANiyAmAM vyatIta karI paryuSaNa pachI teo revAzaMkarabhAInI sAthe bhAgamAM jhaverAtanA dhaMdhAmAM joDAyA ane revAzaMkara jagajIvananI kaMpanInI peDhIno - kamizana ejansIno prAraMbha thayo vi.saM. 1946ne phAgaNa 194

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- zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI vada 11nA dine. A vyavasAyamAM mULa preraka hatA zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI ane teo chevaTa sudhI paramakRpALudeva sAthe bhAgIdArImAM TakI rahyA hatA. paramakRpALudeva aMge teo A rIte bhAvapUrNa ullekha kare che - amArI bhAgIdArInAM keTalAMka varSa to sAhasika vyApAranA kheDANamAM gayelA; ane te samaye teonI vyApAra ane vyavahArakuzaLatA evI uttama hatI ke ame vilAyatanA keTalAka vyApArIo sAthe kAma pADatA hatA; teo amArI kAma levAnI paddhatithI dezIonI kAbeliyata mATe prazaMsA karatA hatA. amArA A vyApAranI kUMcIrUpa kharuM kahIe to zrImad rAjacaMdra hatA.' zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverIne smaraNazaktino garva maTADavA tathA jJAnIno nizcaya thavA arthe zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra ApavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. A zAstranA bhaktibhAvapUrvakanA abhyAsathI hurelA bhAva zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranA vizeSArtharUpe lakhI teo thoDAM thoDAM pAnAM zrI aMbAlAlabhAI upara mokalatA hatA. A lakhANo bAbata zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe paramakRpALudevane jaNAvyuM hatuM ane te lakhANo paramakRpALudevane mokalyAM paNa hatAM. jo ke te lakhANo prasiddha thayAM nathI, paraMtu te aMgenA ullekho zrI mANekalAlabhAInA zrI aMbAlAlabhAI uparanA vi.saM. 19paranA Aso vada 11nA patramAM tathA zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe paramakRpALudeva upara lakhelA vi.saM. 1953nA kArataka suda 11nA, kArataka vada panA, mAgazara suda ranA 195

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja patromAM maLe che. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra maLatAM zrI mANekalAlabhAIne kevo AnaMda thayo hato e darzAvatAM teo vi.saM. 15ranA Aso vada 11nA zrI aMbAlAlabhAI uparanA patramAM lakhe che - "paramadurlabha satsaMga prApta aneka guNAlaMkRta bhAIzrI aMbAlAlabhAI, naDiyAda. vizeSa vinaMtI ke, Apano kRpApatra tathA Atmasiddhi graMtha sudhAturane jema bhojana maLe tevo vAMcatA AnaMda prApta thayo che. eka vakhata te graMtha vAMcI gayo chuM. saraLa bhASAmAM atyaMta gaMbhIratAdarzaka ane jenI TIkA ke anuvAda kharekharA jJAnI eTale ke anubhavI tathA zAstrajJAnIthI thAya tevo A graMtha che. mane anubhava nathI, tema zAstrajJAna paNa nathI, ane A gaMbhIra AzayanA graMthano zabdArtha lakhavo ati kaThaNa che. paNa siMhanA prasAdathI jema bakaro hAthInA mastaka upara besI zakyo hato tema vidyamAna saddagurunI sahAyathI AtmasiddhinA anuvAda tarIke dara meLe daza daza patra (pAnAM) Apane ghaNuM karI bIDIza. mane bhASA jJAna nathI mATe te saMbaMdhI mArA vicAromAM pheraphAra hoya to jaNAvazo." paramakRpALudeve pasaMda karela zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranA adhikArI zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverIe A zAstra mATe Apela mUlyavAna abhiprAyathI tathA temanA upara paDela prabhAvanA varNanathI temanI yogyatAno tathA paramakRpALudevanI parakhazaktino khyAla Ave che. vaLI, e paNa siddha thAya che 196

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zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI ke pAtra jIva A graMthanA avalaMbane AtmavikAsa sAdhI ucca dazA pAmI zake tevI A zAstramAM camatkRti che. kSudhAtura pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAI uparanA patramAM zrI mANekalAlabhAIe je vacana lakhyAM che - 'kSudhAturane jema bhojana maLe tevo vAMcatA AnaMda prApta thayo che', teno Aje vicAra karIe. kSudhAturane zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra bhojanarUpa lAge che. kSudhAtura eTale mumukSu. mumukSutA vinA A graMthano mahimA nahIM bhAse. mokSanI icchA vinA A graMtha priya nahIM lAge. muktinI icchA vinA mArga zarU na thAya ane e icchA rahe tyAM sudhI mArga pUro na thAya. A virodhAbhAsa samajavA jevo che. mokSanI prApti mATe tenI icchAthI pAra javAnuM che paNa mokSanI sAdhanA mokSanI icchAthI zarU thAya che. jIvamAM mokSanI icchA paNa rahI nathI. mAtra thoDI dharmanI bAhya pravRtti karIne te saMtoSa mAnI le che. te mokSanI apekSA to rAkhe che paNa haju tene aMtaramAM mokSanI sAcI icchA ja jAgI nathI. kRtrima icchA sAmAnyapaNe bhUkha lAge eTale bhojana karavuM ghaTe. paNa 197

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja Adhunika saMsAranI kRtrima jIvanazailImAM bhUkha lAgavAnI jarUra ja nathI rahI! bhojanano samaya nizcita hoya che, ane te samaye bhojana karavAmAM Ave che. tame kadI e nathI pUchatA ke zarIrane bhUkha lAgI che ke nahIM? nizcita samaya para tame bhojana karI lo cho. tame kaho cho ke jyAre eka vAge che to mane bhUkha lAge che, paNa e bhUkha jUThI paNa hoI zake che. khAvAno samaya thayo ema jANatAM paNa bhUkha lAgI zake che. koI divasa A prayoga karI jojo. gharamAM koIne kahI rAkhajo ke kyAreka ghaDiyALano samaya badalI nAMkhe. eka kalAka AgaLa karI nAMkhe to zuM thaze? bAra vAgyA che ane ghaDiyALa ekano samaya dekhADe che. tamane tarata bhUkha lAgaze! athavA ghaDiyALane eka kalAka pAchaLa mUkI do. barAbara be vAgyA che ane ghaDiyALa ekano samaya dekhADe che. tyAre tamane bhUkha moDI lAgaze! tamane ghaDiyALa joIne bhUkha lAge che. A kRtrima bhUkha che, jUThI bhUkha che. jema A kRtrima bhUkhanI mAMga paNa jUThI hoya che arthAt mAtra mananI mAMga hoya che, zarIranI nahIM; tema mumukSutA vinAnI dharmapravRtti e mAtra mananI mAMga che, AtmAnI nahIM. mananI mAMgaNI jUThI hoya che. jema kRtrima bhUkha e aMdarathI utpana thayelI bhUkha nathI, bahArathI (ghaDiyALa joIne) uttejita thayelI bhUkha che; tema dharmanI - mokSanI kahevAtI icchA e aMtaranI mumukSutAmAMthI utpanna thayelI abhIpsA nathI, paNa bahAranA satsaMgAdi prasaMgothI jAgelo Ubharo che: 198

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zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI banne joIe che ! prazna thAya ke jIvane kharekhara mokSa joIe che ke nahIM? UMDA UtarIne vicArazo to khyAlamAM Avaze ke jIvanI sthiti evI che ke tene aMdhAruM ane prakAza banne cIja joIe che. tene AtmajJAnano prakAza to joIe che, paraMtu saMsAranuM aMdhAruM paNa tene atyaMta priya lAge che. eka tarapha te kahe che ke 'have mane A saMsAra nahIM joIe, mane AtmAnuM ja sukha priya che' ane bIjI tarapha sukha mATe te saMsAra tarapha ja jue che, doDe che. daraasala jIva aMdhArAthI chuTakAro icchato ja nathI ane dIpaka pragaTavAnI rAha jue che. jema eka cora corI karavA gayo hoya ane te koI dIvAla ke daravAjA sAthe athaDAya ane vicAravA lAge ke dIpaka hota to ThIka thAta, AvuM bhaTakAvAnuM-vAgavAnuM na thAta. paraMtu dIpaka hoya ane prakAza thaI jAya to te corI paNa nahIM karI zake. Ama, tene banne joIe che. prakAza hoya to suvidhA rahe ane aMdhAruM hoya to corI thaI zake. tene potAno svArtha sAdhavo che, paNa corIthI pAra thavuM nathI. Ama, eka tarapha aMdhAruM hoya to ja svArthanI pUrti thAya che to bIjI tarapha aMdhArAnI je takalIpho che te dUra karavA mATe dIpakanI icchA jAge che. tame e samajatA ja nathI ke jyAM sudhI tame aMdhArAnA svArtha toDazo nahIM, tyAM sudhI tame dIpaka pragaTAvI zakazo nahIM. sauprathama e juo ke mULamAM tamane aMdhakAra ja joIe che, kAraNa ke aMdhakAramAMthI ja 199

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja kaMIka prApta karavAnI AzA tame sevI che. tamane Dara che ke prakAza thatAM tamAruM sapanAnuM jagata ragadoLAI jaze. tamane saMsArano ja prema che, paNa tame evuM mAno-manAvo cho ke tamane mokSanI cAha che. tame vAto muktinI karo cho, paNa sukhI thavA mATe svamAM pheraphAra karavAne badale saMsAramAM pheraphAra karavA jAo cho! aMdhakArathI thAkyo nathI eka rAjanetAe saMta pAse jaIne vinaMtI karI ke mane zAMti prApta thAya evo koI upAya batAvo. saMte kahyuM, 'tamArI azAMtinuM mULa tamArI mahattvAkAMkSA che, tamArI sattAlAlasA che. tethI jo kharekhara zAMti joItI hoya to sattAno lobha choDo. mahattvAkAMkSAnI sAthe tame jyAM paNa jazo, pIDita ane duHkhI ja rahezo, asaMtuSTa ane azAMta ja rahezo." paraMtu e netA potAnI mahattvAkAMkSA choDavA taiyAra na thayo. tene e sAcI salAhano khapa na hato. teNe A buniyAdI satyano svIkAra karyo nahIM ke zAMti mATe kaMI ja karavuM paDatuM nathI, mAtra jyAMthI azAMti Ave che tyAMthI hAtha pAcho kheMcI levo paDe che. tenI zAMtinI mAMga vAstavamAM azAMtine calAvavA mATe ja hatI! tene mAtra upara uparanI thoDI zAMti joItI hatI ke jethI te potAnAM azAMtinAM kAryo vadhAre sArI rIte karI zake!! e ja rIte, jIva mokSanI vAta eTalA mATe kare che ke jethI 200

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zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI saMsAramAM zAMtithI jivAya. mokSAbhilASA eTale jANe saMsAranI samasyAono ukela! aMdhakArano Avo prema hoya tyAM sudhI tame dIpaka kaI rIte pragaTAvI zako? are! koI bIjuM tamArA mATe pragaTAvI paNa Ape to tene paNa tame bujhAvI dezo. jo tamane aMdhAruM game che ane jo tame aMdhArAmAM ja rahevA iccho cho to pachI koI tamArA aMdhArA prati game teTalI dayA khAya topaNa tenAthI koI pharaka nahIM paDe. aneka jJAnI puruSo thaI gayA. khUba karuNA karI. svayaM sUrya AvIne tamAruM dvAra khakhaDAvyuM, paraMtu tame tamArA aMdhArAmAM chupAIne beThA cho. tame vicAro cho ke prakAza paNa thaI jAya to sAruM, paNa tamane khabara che ke prakAza thatAM ja aMdhArA. pratyenI sarva AkAMkSA naSTa thaI jaze, aMdhArAmAMthI prApta karavAnI tame je AzA bAMdhI che te sarva naSTa thaI jaze. aMdhakArapremI ke prakAzapremI? jyAM sudhI tamane aMdhakAramAMthI kiMcitmAtra prApta karavAnI vRtti che, tyAM sudhI tame dIpakane prakAzita thavA nahIM dezo. tame prakAzathI DaratA rahezo. prakAza AvI jAya to pITha karI lezo. prakAzathI bacavA mATe aneka tarka zodhI lezo. tame kahezo ke A prakAza to amArI sarva vyavasthAne hacamacAvI de che. tame bUma mArazo ke A prakAza amane asurakSita kare che, ame aMdhArAmAM ja ThIka hatA! 201

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja tame eTalA apramANika cho ke tame jema cho tema kahevA ke svIkAravA mAMgatA nathI. jo tame sApha kahI do ke 'amane aMdhArAmAM ja jIvavuM che. saMsAranA padArtho ane prasaMgomAMthI ja amane sukha joIe che' topaNa ThIka. paraMtu tamArAmAM Avo svIkAra karavAnI taiyArI paNa nathI. jyAre koI prakAzanI vAta karatuM hoya che tyAre tame paNa e vAta karavA lAgI jAo cho ane batAvo cho ke emAM tamane keTalI ruci che, paNa mULamAM to tame aMdhArAmAM ja jIvavA iccho cho. jo tame ema svIkArI lo ke A badhuM huM boluM chuM - karuM chuM, paNa mane emAM bilakula rasa nathI'; to emAMthI kaMIka rasto paNa nIkaLe. paraMtu tame eTalA kAya2 cho ke potAno saMsArano moha svIkArI paNa nathI zakatA. aMdhArAnA premI hovA chatAM bahAramAM tame evuM dekhADavA mAMgo cho ke tame prakAzanA premI cho. tame dhArmika dekhAvAno moha paNa choDI zakatA nathI, kAraNa ke dhArmikatAnI sAthe eka pratiSThA joDAyelI che; eka sanmAna joDAyeluM che. prabhunuM nAma roja 5000 vAra lakhanArane tame dhArmika gaNo cho, paNa roja 5000 vAra kokA-kolA lakhanArane tame manocikitsaka pAse laI jazo. kriyA to banne sarakhI ja kare che to pachI A bheda zA mATe? kAraNa ke tame ema mAno cho ke prabhunA nAmano jApa lakhanAra vyaktine prabhu mATe atyaMta prema che, tenAmAM aneka sadguNo che; jyAre 'kokA-kolA'no jApa lakhanAra vyaktimAM AvuM kAMI saMbhavatuM nathI. 202

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zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI dharmapravRttithI daMbha dhArmikatA sAthe saMkaLAyela A bahumAnanI lAgaNInA kAraNe tame dhArmika hovAno DoLa karavA lAgo cho. bhakti-satsaMga karavAmAtrathI jyAM dhArmikatAnI ghoSaNA thavA mAMDe che, tyAM aMtaramAM koI mahAna guNa pragaTyo che ke nahIM enI sabhAnatA rakhAtI nathI. ethI viparIta, potAnA doSo chupAvavA mATe dhArmikatA svIkAravAmAM Ave che. prakAzanI AkAMkSA dekhADI tame tamAro aMdhArAno moha DhAMkavA mAMgo cho. tame prakAza mATe pokAro cho ke jethI aMdhArAno prema chupAI jAya. duniyAne dekhADavA mAMgo cho ke mokSanI tIvra icchA che, paNa aMtaramAM to evo koI bhAva nathI. hajI saMsAramAM ja pheraphAra karIne sukha-zAMti joIe che. eka sarovaranI pALa para besI be mitro mAchalAM pakaDI rahyA hatA. thoDI vAramAM sarovarano nirIkSaka tyAM AvI pahoMcyo. tene joIne bemAMthI eka mitra Ubho thaI bhAgavA lAgyo. nirIkSaka tarata tenI pAchaLa doDyo. doDheka mAIla doDyA pachI te pakaDAyo. nirIkSake kahyuM ke paravAnA vagara mAchalI pakaDavA mATe tane sajA thaze. te mANase to cupacApa potAnA gajavAmAMthI macchI pakaDavAno paravAno kADhI batAvI dIdhuM. nirIkSake pUchyuM, "tArI pAse paravAno hato to ATale dUra sudhI bhAgavAnI zI jarUra hatI?' teNe kahyuM, "mArI pAse to paravAno hato, paNa mArA sAthIdAra pAse na hato!' ' eka mitra dUra sudhI bhAgyo ke jethI bIjo bacI zake, bhAgI 203

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja zake, chupAI zake. AvuM ja manovizvamAM thAya che. jIva mokSanI vAto eTalI badhI kare ke jethI teno saMsArano moha chUpo rahI zake! potAnI saghaLI kuvRttio para DhAMka pichoDo karavA te bAhyamAM dhArmika hovAno daMbha Acare che. anyane chetaravA mATe AnAthI vadhu sAro rasto bIjo kayo hoI zake? A bAbatamAM jIva te khissAkAtaru jevuM vartana kare che ke je bIjAnuM khissuM kAtarI, pAkITa taphaDAvI pote ja 'cora cora'nI bUma mAravA lAge che ke jethI koInuM dhyAna tenA para na jAya. sAcI muMmukSutA pragaTyA vinA 'dhArmika' banavAno A 'lAbha' che! tamArA para koI avizvAsa ka2ze nahIM. tamArA badhA daMbha sAcA ja mAnI levAmAM Avaze. jo sudharavuM hoya to sauprathama potAnI AkAMkSA pakaDo. tenAM mULa tapAso. doSone chupAvo nahIM. doSono svIkAra karavA mAMDo. doSano svIkAra e mokSa taraphanuM prathama pagathiyuM che. AzA choDo aneka loko mArI pAse Ave che ane kahe che ke amane dhyAnasAdhanA zIkhavo, amane AtmazAMti joIe che. paraMtu dhyAna karavA mATenI anivArya zarato ke jemAM dhyAna ghaTita thaI zake che, jemAM dhyAna zarU thaI zake che temAMnI eka paNa zaratane pALavAmAM pUrI karavAmAM teo utsAhI nathI hotA. potAne dAva para lagADyA vinA je vyakti mAMga mAMga kare che te bhikhArI che. potAnA kAryanI siddhi mATe 204

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zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI haju te saMsAra tarapha mITa mAMDe che. haju tene saMsAramAM pUrepUro bharoso che. saMsAramAM koIka eka sthaLe tene nirAzA sAMpaDe to te hiMmata hArato nathI. potAnA bharosA mATe te tarata bIjo AdhAra gotI kADhe che. vaLI bIjAmAM niSphaLa jAya to trIjAne zodhatAM te acakAto nathI. te A satyano svIkAra karato nathI ke aMdhArAmAM bhikhArIveDA ka2vAthI kaMI ja maLaze nahIM. te prakAza tarapha pharato nathI ane aMdhArAnI AzA choDato nathI. mullA nasarUddInane eka vAra tenI patnIe kahyuM ke tame gAma AkhAnA chokarAone tAlIma Apo cho, paNa ApaNA ja dIkarAne tAlIma kema nathI ApatA? mullAe samajAvyuM, paNa patnI mAnI nahIM; tethI mullAe dIkarAnI tAlIma zarU karI. sIDI mUkI dIkarAne chAparA para caDAvyo. pachI sIDI khaseDI nIce kUdako mAravAnuM kahyuM. dIkarAnI hiMmata cAlI nahIM. mullAe hAtha phelAvI kahyuM, 'huM chuM ne! gabharAIza mA.' jema tema hiMmata bhegI karI pitAnA bharose dIkarAe kUdako mAryo. chellI kSaNe mullA khasI gayA. dIkarAne khUba vAgyuM. mA-dIkaro mullA sAthe jhaghaDI paDyAM ke A te kevI tAlIma? zuM paga bhAMgavA mATe tamArI tAlIma levAnI hatI? mullAe kahyuM, 'nA, paga bhAMgavo e pATha na hato. A to mAmUlI vAgyuM che, tarata rUjhAI jaze. paNa Aje tuM eka agatyano pATha zIkhyo che ke A saMsAramAM sagA bApano 205

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja paNa vizvAsa karavo joIe nahIM.' bhikhArI ane grAhaka saMsAramAM kazuM sArthaka mAMgavAthI nathI maLatuM. bharoso mAtra potAno rAkho. je bhikhArI che te sAco rAhaka nathI. sAco rAhaka to kiMmata cUkavavA taiyAra hoya. teNe vastunuM mUlya jANyuM che. paNa kiMmata cUkavavAnI icchA vinA je mAMge che te bhikhArI che. mokSanuM mUlya jANyA vagara, kaMI paNa dAva para lagAvavAnI taiyArI vinA te mAMgato rahe che ke mane dhyAna zIkhavo, mane satsaMga Apo, mane upAya batAvo; ane jyAM kaMIka dAva para lagAvavAnI vAta Ave che tyAM te aTakI jAya che. tene mAtra mAMgavuM ja che. mAMgavAmAM zuM vAMdho che? maLI jAya to ThIka che, nahIMtara jema chuM tema zuM khoTuM che? vaLI tame jANo cho ke bhIkhamAM koIne AtmA ApI zakAya evI vyavasthA ja nathI ane tethI ja mAMgo cho, mAtra sArA dekhAvA mATe ja mAMgo cho. paraMtu jo e saMbhavita hota, jo AtmA kharekhara koI ApI zake ema hota to tame mAMgate paNa nahIM! tame bhAgI ja jate, kAraNa ke tamane mokSe javAmAM hamaNAM ghaNI agavaDatA lAge che, hajI saMsAranAM ghaNAM kAma karavAnA bAkI lAge che! mullA nasarUdIna ghaNAM varSothI duniyAno nakazo levAnuM 206

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zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI vicArI rahyA hatA. varSo vItI gayAM paNa teo nakazo ...kharIdI zakyA nahIM, kAraNa ke teo badhA dezonI badhI sarahada aMtima AkAra dhAraNa kare tenI rAha joI rahyA hatA. jyAre paNa teo nakazo levAnuM nakkI karatA, koI ne koI dezanuM kAM vibhAjana thatuM kAM koI pradezonI adalAbadalI thatI. koI ne koI sarahada badalAtI rahetI. temane thAya ke eka vAra badhuM barAbara nakkI thaI jAya eTale kharIdI lauM, paNa evo moko Avato ja nahIM. temanA mitre kahyuM ke 'tane ATalI jarUra che. to eka vAra tuM nakazo kharIdI to le. pachI koI sarahada badalAya to tuM temAM pheraphAra karI leje, paNa eka. vAra kAma cAlu to kara.' kiMmata cUkavavA taiyAra thAo jIva AvuM ja kare che. te kahe che ke saMsAramAM khUba samasyAo che. eka vAra badhI paristhiti barAbara thaI jAya to mokSanuM kArya zarU karuM. lakSmI, adhikAra, parivAra, pada, pratiSThA vagerenI doDamAM lAgelo hovAthI te tyAM ja aTakI rahe che. mokSanuM sAdhana to zuM, mokSanI icchA karavAne paNa te samartha nathI raheto. jJAnI bhagavaMta kahe che ke prathama to tuM jAtane chetaravAnuM baMdha kara. tane icchA ja nathI mokSanI. jo tane mokSanI icchA hoya to tuM badhAM kAma paDatAM mUkIne prathama tene ja ArAdhato hoya. tAre mUlya ApavuM nathI ane mAtra mAMga mAMga karavuM che. bhikhArI banavuM che, gharAka banavuM nathI. gharAka banI kiMmata cUkave to kArya thAya. 207

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja tame potAnI AkAMkSAo aMdhArA sAthe joDI rAkhI che. tene haTAvI dyo. dIpaka jAte ja pragaTI jaze. dIpaka to pragaTavA tatpara che, paNa aMdhArA pratyenA tamArA mohanA kAraNe dIpaka pragaTato nathI. aneka janmo vItI jAya che. jevA AvyA hatA tevA ja vidAya laI lo cho. mumukSutA jAge che tyAre jyoti jAge che aMtaramAM. paraMtu A jyotirmayanA pragaTavAthI eka jokhama che ane te e ke aMdhArAmAM je je maLatuM hatuM te te sarva gumAvavuM paDe che. jo te khovA tame taiyAra ho to avazya jyoti pragaTe che. kiMmata cUkavavA rAjI thaI jAo. A dIpaka maphatamAM nahIM pragaTe! AMtarika abhiprAyo badalIne, AMtarika valaNo badalIne kiMmata cUkavavI paDaze. mAtra bAhya tyAga ke bAhya kriyAo karavAthI ke vastraparivartana karI levAthI jyoti nahIM pragaTe. te mATe samagra jIvanamAM parivartana ANavuM paDaze. satya eka, abhivyakti aneka satya eka che paraMtu enI abhivyakti aneka prakAre thAya che. satya eka che, zAstra aneka che. jemaNe paNa jANyuM temaNe te eka ja satyane jANyuM che paraMtu jyAre tene abhivyakta karyuM tyAre te judI judI rIte abhivyakta thayuM. AnuM kAraNa e che ke satyane jyAre jANyuM te samaye to mana zUnya thaI gayuM hatuM paraMtu jyAre kahyuM tyAre mana sakriya hatuM. jyAre jANyuM tyAre koI taraMga hoto nathI mana zAMta hoya 208 -

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zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI che, zUnya hoya che, hotuM ja nathI! paraMtu jyAre te kahevAyuM tyA2e taraMgo hoya che, mana sakriya hoya che. ane A taraMgonA kAraNe vaktavya bhinna bhinna banI jAya che. dareka jJAnInA manamAM alaga alaga prakAranA taraMgo UThe che. ApaNA sauno AtmA to eka che paraMtu mana eka nathI. jema AtmA sarakhA che paNa deha sarakhA nathI badhAnA deha judA judA che, dehamAM bheda che; tema manamAM paNa bheda che. A tana-mananA kAraNe ja to sau judA che. badhAnuM astitva ekasarakhuM che paNa vyaktitva juduM juduM che. e vyaktitvamAM jyAre satya praveza kare che tyAre te A vyaktitvano DhAMco le che, enAM rUpa-raMga le che. jema pANIne je vAsaNamAM nAMkhIe tevo AkAra te laI le che tema! mATalAmAM, glAsamAM, thALImAM pANI lo ane te pramANe prasare che pANI. 209 - satya evuM ja che - atyaMta tarala. koI AkAra, rUpa ke varNa nahIM. je pAtramAM, te rUpamAM! vAsaNanI bahAra ekasarakhuM hoya che ane vAsaNamAM paDatAM ja juduM banI jAya che satya. AkAzamAMthI varasatuM jaLa nadImAM paDe to nadI bane, vahe; sarovaramAM paDe to sarovara bane, aTakI jAya; sAgaramAM paDe to sAgara banI jAya ane kIcaDamAM paDe to kIcaDa banI jAya. satya eka che paNa pAtra anusAra bheda paDe che. abhivyakti vyakti para nirbhara che. satya vyakti para nirbhara nathI. paraMtu satya jyAre vAsaNamAM pratibiMbita thAya che tyAre tenuM rUpa juduM juduM hoya che.

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja nadI eka, ghATa aneka nadI to eka che paraMtu ghATa aneka hoya che. je je gAmo " pAsethI nadI vahe che, tyAM tyAM ghATa bane che. gaMgotrIthI zarU thayelI gaMgA, gaMgAsAgaramAM bhaLe te pahelAM hajAro mAIlonI, yAtrA kare che ane temAM keTalAya ghATanuM nirmANa thAya che. A pratIka samajavA jevuM che. ghATa mATe "tIrtha' zabda paNa vaparAya che. hiMduonA lagabhaga badhA tIrtho ghATa para che. jaino paNa potAnA ArAdhyadevane tIrthakara kahe che. tIrthakara eTale tIrthanA karanAra, ghATanA banAvanAra. jyAM nadI che paNa ghATa nathI tyAM nadImAM UtaravuM kaThina che. ghATa UtarI nAvamAM besI nadI sugamatAthI pAra karAya. paNa jyAM ghATa na hoya tyAM A kaThina paDe che. tethI jeoe ghATa banAvyA - nadI pAra karavA mATe, teo tIrthakara kahevAyA - tIrthane banAvanArA. jyAre paNa koI vyakti A jagatamAM satyane upalabdha thAya che, te ghATa banAve che. te icche ke na iccha, ghATa banI ja jAya che. kAraNa ke je rIte te vyakti nadImAM UtarI, tenI pAchaLa pAchaLa aneka loko UtaravA lAge che. dhIme dhIme pagathiyAM bane che, raMgarogAna thAya che ane ghATa nirmita thAya che. A ghATa nirmita thAya che te kharAba paNa nathI. kharAba to tyAre thAya ke jyAre ghATane nadI samajavAmAM Ave! kyAM 210

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zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI ghATa ane kyAM nadI? eka paththaranuM baneluM, eka pANInuM! eka aTakeluM - sthagita to bIjuM vahetuM - gatizIlA nadI para ghATa bane che paraMtu ghATa e nadI nathI ane nadI e ghATa nathI. ATaluM smaraNa rahe to ghATa upayogI nIvaDe che. je ghATathI saraLa paDe tenAthI Utaro. ghATano moha karyA vinA ghATa dvArA nadImAM Utaro ane pAra thAo. ghATa sAthe zatrutA nathI karavAnI paraMtu teno moha paNa nadImAM UtaravAmAM bAdhaka bane che. tethI teno samyak upayoga karo - nadImAM UtaravA mATe teno prayoga karo. ghATano samyaka upayoga ghATane choDavo paDaze prayojana siddha karavA. paraMtu eno artha e nathI ke ghATa kharAba che. ghATa choDavo paDe che eTale ghATa kharAba haze ema nathI. ghATamAM koI kharAbI nathI. tamArI pakaDamAM kharAbI che. * keTalAka loko nadI pAra karavA nAvamAM beThA. nAva bIjA kinAre pahoMcI. paNa have teo nAva choDavA taiyAra nathI. nAve ghaNI kRpA karI che, kema choDAya? mahAna upakAra che, kema choDAya? bahu upAya karyA tyAre nAvamAMthI nIkaLI kinAre AvyA, paraMtu have nAvane mAthA upara UMcakI bajAramAM gayA. badhA Azcarya pAmyA. pUchyuM to kahe ke A nAvano amArA para ghaNo upakAra che. anugraha darzAvavA ame ene mAthe ja rAkhIe chIe! hRdayamAM teno bodha rAkhavo e eka vAta che 211

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja ane mAthe rAkhyA karavuM e bIjI vAta che. ghATano artha che je ApaNane nadI sAthe joDe te. ghATa ApaNane nadI sudhI pahoMcavAmAM saraLatA karI Ape che, suvidhA Ape che. paththaranA pagathiyAMvALo ghATa ApaNane nadI sudhI pahoMcADI de che! tema, A satzAstro ghATa samAna che. satzAstra AtmA sudhI pahoMcavAmAM suvidhA karI Ape che, sAdhanAnI nAvamAM besI pAra thavAmAM madadarUpa bane che. tenA dvArA nAvamAM besavAnuM che. e ja teno upakAra che. teno anugrahabhAva to raheze ja. ghATa vinA nadI sudhI kaI rIte pahoMcate? tethI anugrahabhAva to raheze ja. paNa teno artha e nathI ke ghATa para ja beThA rahevuM. nadI sudhI javAya to ghATa sAka, nahIM to ghATa bAdha! vAstavamAM ghATa bAdhaka nathI paNa ghATa pratyenI ApaNI samaja, ApaNI pakaDa bAdhaka che. lakSya bhulAya, sAdhya bhulAya, sAdhanane jaM sAdhya mAnI levAya to te bAdhaka banI jAya che. jo pagathiyA para ja besI raho to aTakI javAya ane te dvArA jo nadI sudhI pahoMco to tarI javAya. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra eka saraLa ghATa - zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra eka evo ghATa che ke jenA dvArA nadIno meLApa saraLatAthI thaI zake, atyaMta gaMbhIra kArya atyaMta saraLa rIte thaI zake. je je sAdhaka A ghATa upara 212

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zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI gayA - nadImAM UtaravA mATe, teoe tenI prazaMsA karI, bhakti karI kAraNa ke teno anahada upakAra vedAyo. A vacano amRtarUpa che. mAtra sAMbhaLavA mATe nahIM paNa vicAravA mATe, mAtra vicAravA mATe nahIM paNa te pramANe jIvavA mATe! A zAstra mokSamArganuM darzana che, sarva zAstrono sAra che. kaMI bacAvyuM nahIM, chupAvyuM nahIM, kahevAmAM bAkI rAkhyuM nahIM. muThThI pUrI kholI dIdhI. "bhAkhyo atra agopya" - badhuM pragaTa karI dIdhuM. saubhAgyazALI che teo ke jemaNe e rahasyo potAnI jhoLImAM bharI dIdhAM. sadguru to sadA Ape ja che paNa levAvALA ja le che. badhA letA nathI, cUkI paNa jAya che. je cUke che te A duniyAno sauthI moTo durbhAgI kahevAya. gurune cUkyo te paramAtmAne cUkyo. bIjo koI setu nathI AtmA - paramAtmA sudhI pahoMcavA. ajJAna, Asakti, ahaMkAra ke AgrahanA kAraNe je cUkyo te bhaTakyo. ahaMne bacAvavAmAM pote maryo. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranA zabdo hRdaya para coTa kare che. te tIra jevA che - jo hRdayanAM dvAra khullAM hoya to coTa kare tevA che. bhAva kAyama rahI jAya aMtastalamAM. bIjanI jema - pesI jaze, aMkurita thaze, phalita thaze.....vasaMta lAvaze, utsava lAvaze jIvanamAM. hajAra hajAra phUla (guNa) Ugaze jIvanamAM. emAM prajJAnA sUra che, adhyAtmano sAra che ane chatAM saraLa, hRdayane sparze evuM sAmarthya che. 213

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja mRmayamAM cinmaya eka kaLA che je paththaramAM chupAyelI mUrtine pragaTa kare che. eka kaLA che je zabdamAM paDelA chaMdane mukta kare che. eka kaLA che je vINAmAM sUtelA saMgItane jagADe che. ane eka kaLA che je manuSyamAM sUtelA bahmane uThADe che. manuSyanI mATImAM amRta chupAyeluM che. manuSyanA kIcaDamAM kamaLa chupAyeluM che. A kaLAne jeNe jANI teNe dharmane jANo. hiMdu-musalamAna-jainarUpe janamavAthI koI dhArmika nathI banatuM. maMdira-masjida-derAsaramAM pUjA-prArthanA karavAthI koI dhArmika nathI banI jatuM. jyAM sudhI potAnA mRmaya dehamAM cinmayano AviSkAra na thAya, tyAM sudhI koI dhArmika nathI. jyAM sudhI svayaMno deha maMdira na bane e devatAnuM, jyAM sudhI potAnI bhItara zodhAya nahIM e khajAno ane sAmAjya.....tyAM sudhI koI dhArmika nathI hotuM.. kaLA ane kalAkAra dharma e sauthI moTI kaLA che, kAraNa ke A jagatamAM sauthI moTI khoja bahmanI khoja che. je bahmanI zodha karI le che te ja jIve che. bIjA badhA mAtra bhamamAM che - jIvavAnA bhramamAM. doDAdoDa che paNa jIvana kyAM che? jIvana to thoDA lokone ja maLe che. jIvanano rasa e thoDA lokomAM ja vahe che ke je zodhI le che ane je bhItara chupAyela che, je jANI 214

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zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI le che ke pote koNa che. paramakRpALudeva e thoDA kalAkAromAMthI eka che ke jemaNe brahmane jANyo. vaLI AtmAne jANavuM e eka vAta che ane tene jaNAvavuM e bIjI. badhA jANavAvALA jaNAvI nathI zakatA. karoDomAM ekAda jANe che ane seMkaDo jANavAvALAomAMthI koI ekAda jaNAvI zake che. paramakRpALudeva e thoDA jJAnIomAMnA eka che ke jemaNe niHzabdane zabdamAM utAryuM;. aparibhASyanI paribhASA karI, agocarane gocara banAvyuM, arUpane rUpa ApyuM. paramakRpALudeva evA thoDA sadguruomAMthI. eka che. temanA eka eka zabdamAM aMgArA chupAyelA che. tenI eka cinagArI tamArA jIvanamAM paDI jAya to tamAruM jIvana bhabhakI UThe paramAtmAthI! tamArI bhItara virATano AvirbhAva thaI jAya! paDyuM to che virATa, paNa jagADavAvALI koI cinagArI joIe. adbhuta vANI cakamaka paththaramAM Aga chupAyelI che. tethI be paththara TakarAya tyAM Aga pragaTa thAya che. paramakRpALudevanI vANI sAthe jo tamArI mumukSutA TakarAya to jyotino janma thAya che. jenI jyoti pragaTelI che te ja bIjAnA jIvanamAM jyoti pragaTAvI zake che. pragaTelA dIpaka pAse jo apragaTelo dIpaka Ave to te prajvalita banI jAya. apragaTelA dIpakamAM sAmarthya che pragaTavAnuM paraMtu koI lapaTa joIe. pragaTelA 215

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja dIpakathI maLI jAya che e lapaTa. pragaTelA dIpakanuM kaMI ochuM thatuM nathI ane apragaTelA dIpakane badhuM maLI jAya, che, sarvasva maLI jAya che!! adhyAtmamAM sAdhAraNa arthazAstrano niyama kAma nathI lAgato, sAdhAraNa arthazAstra kahe che ke je tamArI pAse che, e jo bIjAne Apo to ochuM thaI jAya. tethI je tamArI pAse che te bacAvo. adhyAtmazAstra kahe che ke je tamArI pAse che tene jeTaluM vaheMco teTaluM vadhe. dAna e vRddhino ja upAya che. ApavuM ane vaheMcavuM e ja vistAra che. rokavuM e mRtyu che. tethI jenA jIvanamAM jyoti pragaTe che te bIjAne Ape che, vaheMce che. aneka jyoti pragaTI temanI vidyamAnatAmAM. paraMtu A puruSanI karuNA to juo - evuM sarjana karI gayA ke sadIo sudhI emAMthI kaMI keTalAya dIpaka pragaTatAM raheze!!! zrI Atmasiddhi zAstrathI aneka dIpaka pragaTyA che ane pragaTaze. cUkI na jatA A apUrva vacanone mAtra sAMbhaLavAnA nathI. jema tame bIjI vAto sAMbhaLo cho tema jo Ane sAMbhaLazo to kaMI nahIM pAmo. jANe sAMbhaLyuM ja nathI ema thaze. A graMtha vicAravA mATe che - "vicAravA AtmArthIne'. e mAtra kAna ke AMkhathI grahaNa nahIM karatAM jo hRdaya joDIne sAMbhaLazovAMcazo to ja lAbha thaze. jo A rIte adhyayana karazo to 216

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A zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI avazya jIvanamAM jAgaraNa sadhAze. jo mumukSu banIne Ano upayoga karazo to tame jyotirmaya banI jazo jyotinI zikhA banI jazo. paraMtu A tamArA upara nirbhara che. jo tamAre jyotirmaya banavuM hoya to tamAro sahayoga joIze, tamArI mumukSutA joIze, tamArI zraddhA joIze, tamArA sAthanI jarUra paDaze. nahIM to aneka mahApuruSo AvyA ane gayA paraMtu tame tevA ne tevA ja rahyA. aMdhAruM evuM ne evuM ja rahyuM. tamAruM jIvana amAsanI rAta jevuM hatuM ane evuM ja rahyuM. savAra thaI ja nahIM. keTalAya avasara AvyA paNa A jIva cIkaNA ghaDAnI jema, varSA thavA chatAM bhIMjAyo ja nahIM. cAre bAju .rozanI hoya chatAM jIva Alokita - prajvalita thato nathI, jevo che tevo ja rahI jAya che. aneka mahApuruSo ane aneka mahAgraMthono yoga thavA chatAM te evo ne evo ja rahI jAya che. satsaMga-satzAstrathI lAbha jJAnI mArga batAve che paNa cAlavuM to paDe che jIve ja. jJAnI. bhojananI vAta kare che paNa tenAthI kaMI peTa nathI bharAI jatuM. jaLanI carcA karavAthI pyAsa to bujhAtI nathI. jaLanI carcA mAtra tamane jaLanI zodha karavAmAM prerita karI zake, e zodhamAM pragADhatA lAvI zake. tamArI bhUkhane 217

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja eTalI pracaMDa karI de ke tame badhuM choDIne mAtra bhojananI ja zodha karo. A ja satsaMganuM prayojana che. ' sadguruno satsaMga ane satsAstrano abhyAsa karavAthI e lAbha thAya che ke paramAtmAnI zodhanI apUrva AkAMkSAno. janma thAya che - evI pragADha abhilASA ke badhI vAsanA emAM visarjita thaI jAya; mAtra A eka ja abhIpsA, abhilASA, icchA rahI jAya; badhI ja UrjA A eka icchArUpa ja banI jAya. aMtarmana yAtrA paramAtmAnI zodhamAM ja sarva zakti ane samaya lAgI jAya. paramAtmA' zabdamAM AgaLa para' che paNa te paranA visarjana mATe che. paramAtmAnI zodha e paranI zodha nathI, svanI zodha che - AtmAnI zodha che. A khoja AMtarika che. daSTi bhItara vaLe che. A yAtrA aMtarmukhI che. AMkha kholIne bahu zodhyuM. have AMkha baMdha karIne zodha zarU thAya che. bahu sAMbhaLyuM bahAranuM saMgIta. have bhItaranuM sAMbhaLavAmAM pUro puruSArtha AraMbhAya e ja A graMthanI phaLazruti che. sAhasa aMtaryAtrAnuM sAhasa joIze. bhItaramAM UtaravAnuM sAhasa 218

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zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI joIze. ajJAtamAM UtaravAnuM sAhasa joIze. dharma to sAhasathI utpanna thAya che. sAhasa jyAre sAcI dizAmAM gati kare che to dharma utpanna thAya che ane sAhasa jyAre khoTI dizAmAM gati kare che to adharma utpanna thAya che. sAhasa jyAre ahaMkArathI rahita banIne yAtrA kare che to paramAtmA sudhI pahoMcADI de che ane sAhasa jyAre ahaMkAranI sAthe yAtrA kare che to naraka sudhI pahoMcADI de che. kharAba kAryo mATe paNa sAhasa avazya joIe che ane AnA kAraNe ghaNI vAra apUrva ghaTanA paNa ghaTe che, Azcaryajanaka ghaTanA paNa ghaTe che. pApI ane aparAdhI kSaNamAM dhArmika thaI jAya che, kAraNa ke temanI pAse eka cIja to taiyAra che - sAhasI aMgulimAla hatyAro kSaNamAM saMnyAsI banI jAya che. vAra lAgatI nathI, kAraNa ke eka vAta to taiyAra che - sAhasa! - rUpAMtaraNa aMgulimAle eka hajAra lokonI hatyA karavAno nirNaya karyo hato ane 999 lokone teNe mArI nAMkhyA hatA. jenI hatyA karato enI TacalI AMgaLI te potAnA gaLAmAM rihelI mALAmAM gUMthato, tethI tenuM nAma aMgulimAla paDyuM hatuM. badhA tenAthI bhayabhIta hatA. Akho pradeza tenA nAmathI kAMpato hato. te raheto e pahADa tarapha koI jatuM na hatuM. e pradezano rAjA biMbisAra paNa tenAthI bhayabhIta 219

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja hato. svayaM aMgulimAlanI mA paNa tene maLavA jatI na hatI, kAraNa ke teNe nirdhArita karela saMkhyAmAM have eka ja . hatyA bAkI hatI. tethI tenI mAne paNa Dara hato ke A tI evo krUra che ke potAno nirNaya pUro karavA potAnI mAne paNa mArI nAMkhatA nahIM acakAya. Avo mANasa kSaNamAM rUpAMtarita thaI gayo. sAhasa to hatuM paNa sAhasa ahaMkAra sAthe joDAyeluM hatuM. buddha enI dizA badalI. buddhe tenA ahaMkArane toDyo. A je ghaTanA ghaTI - buddha dvArA badalavAnI, te samajavA jevI che. buddhe mAtra eTaluM kArya karyuM ke tenA ahaMkArane toDyo paNa tenA sAhasane rahevA dIdhuM. ane A sAhase dizA badalAtAM aMgulimAlane bhikSu banAvI dIdho. ' buddha jyAre pahADa pAse gayA to lokoe temane aTakAvyA ke A pahADa upara nahIM jAo. aMgulimAla khUba krUra che, pApI che. te saMtono paNa vinaya rAkhato nathI. teNe aneka saMto, munio, bhikSuonI paNa hatyA karI che. mATe te tamane paNa nahIM choDe. buddhe kahyuM, "jo te ATalI krUratA dharAve che to tene mArI sarvAdhika jarUra che. A sAMbhaLyA pachI to huM avazya tenI pAse jaIza. tene mArI jarUra che. tenAmAM sAhasa che eTale te jarUra kaMIka karI zakaze. vaLI, mane e samaja nathI paDatI ke mAre tenAthI DaravuM joIe ke teNe mArAthI DaravuM joIe? te hatyAro che to huM paNa hatyAro ja chuM ne! te lokonA zarIranI hatyA kare che to huM 220

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zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI lokonA ahaMkAranI hatyA karuM chuM!!' buddha e pahADa tarapha jAya che. aMgulimAla eka paththara upara beTho hoya che ane potAnI kuhADInI dhAra ghasato hoya che. buddhane potAnI tarapha AvatAM joIne aMgulimAlano ahaMkAra ogaLavA lAge che. teNe AvI khumArIthI potAnI tarapha koIne AvatAM joyA ja na hatA. tethI te buddhane bhAgI javAnI salAha Ape che. paNa buddha to zAMta gatie tenA tarapha AgaLa vadhe che. aMgulimAla have bhayabhIta thAya che. tejapuMjane potAnI nikaTa AvatA bhALI, zAMtinA dhAmane potAnI pAse AvatA dekhI, karuNAnI mUrtine potAnI pAse AvatI joI te bhayabhIta thAya che. te jorathI bUma pADe che ane buddhane bhAgI javAnuM kahe che - buddhane bacAvavA mATe nahIM paNa khudane bacAvavA mATe! tenA ahaMkArane Thokara lAgI hatI terthI te vAraMvAra buddhane aTakavAnuM kahe che. buddhe zAMta gatithI tenI tarapha javAnuM cAlu rAkhyuM. te bolyo ke zuM tame baherA cho ke aTakavAnuM kahuM chuM topaNa aTakatA nathI? buddhe kahyuM ke huM kyAM cAlI rahyo chuM ke aTakavAnI vAta Ave! aMgulimAlane hasavuM AvyuM ke A vyaktithI gabharAvAnI jarUra nathI, kAraNa ke A to pAgala lAge che! cAle che chatAM paNa cAlato nathI ema mAne che-kahe che. buddha tene samajAve che ke jyArathI bodhinI prApti thaI che tyArathI bhItara badhuM zAMta thaI gayuM che. bhItara koI gati nathI, koI kaMpana nathI, koI halanacalana nathI. bhItaranI jyoti 221

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja bilakula sthira thaI gaI che. bhItara badhuM sthira thaI gayuM che. A deha cAle che paNa huM nahIM; jyAre tAro deha sthira che. paNa mana bhaTakI rahyuM che. tuM jarA tArA mana tarapha jo. aMgulimAlane A vAta jacI paNa te buddhathI gabharAyo hato. aMte akaLAIne aMgulimAla kahe che ke mane lAge che ke mAre tamArI hatyAnuM pApa karavuM ja paDaze. buddhe kahyuM ke tAre je karavuM hoya te kara. paNa mane mArI nAMkhe enI pahelAM zuM tuM mArI eka icchA pUrI karIza? aMgulimAla harSathI kahe che ke jarUra. buddha kahe che ke sAme je vRkSa che tenAM thoDAM pAMdaDAM mane toDIne Apa. aMgulimAla AkhI zAkhA toDIne buddhane Ape che. buddhe kahyuM ke mArI aDadhI icchA pUrI thaI gaI. have bAkInI aDadhI paNa pUrI kara. Ane pAchI tyAM joDI de. pachI bhale mane mArI nAMkha. ' aMgulimAle kahyuM ke Apa hozamAM to cho ne? tUTelI DALa pAchI koNa joDI zake? buddhe kahyuM ke toDavuM to bALako paNa karI zake. A kaMI moTI sAhasanI vAta nathI. joDavAnI vAta e sAhasanI vAta che, toDavAnI nahIM. ATalI vyaktionI garadana teM toDI, to zuM tuM ene joDI zake che? jo kaMI karavuM hoya to joDavAnI kaLA zIkha! buddhe kahyuM ke have tuM mane mArI zake che. paraMtu have mAravuM muzkela thaI gayuM. kuhADI hAthamAMthI nIce paDI gaI. ahaMkAra to khaMDita thaI gayo hato, have ajJAna paNa khaMDita thayuM. tene bhAna thayuM ke tenI zakti sarjanAtmaka banI zake che. buddhanAM 222

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zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI caraNomAM paDyo. sarva samarpaNa karyuM. buddhe kahyuM, "UTha, bhikSu!' aMgulimAla rUpAMtarita thaI gayo. bhayathI ke bhItarathI? aMgulimAlamAM rUpAMtaraNa thayuM kaI rIte? sAhasa to hatuM. A jagatamAM je mahA aparAdhI che tenI bhItara mahAna saMta banavAnI paNa saMbhAvanA che. kharI kaThinAI to tenI che ke jenAmAM kazuM sAhasa ja nathI, koI paNa prakAranuM sAhasa nathI. tathAkathita sajjano pApa karatA nathI tenuM kAraNa che sarakArano bhaya, samAjano bhaya, bhagavAnano bhaya, narakano bhaya! temanI sajjanatAno AdhAra bhaya che. ane jo teo bhayanA kAraNe sajjana rahetA hoya to temanI sajjanatA bahu UMDI nathI - upalaka che, chAla jevI che. emAM hArda nathI, AtmA nathI. AvA lokomAM sahelAIthI krAMti thaI zakatI nathI, kAraNa ke temanA jIvanamAM krAMti karanAruM maulika tattva ja nathI. temanA jIvanamAM ahaMkAra to khUba che paNa sAhasa bilakula nathI. krAMti saraLa bane sAhasathI A vAtane samajIe. jenI pAse sAhasa che ane ahaMkAra che teno ahaMkAra toDI zakAya che - tenA jIvanamAM sahelAIthI kriAMti lAvI zakAya che ane tenA sAhasane bhItara vALI 2 23

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja zakAya che. paraMtu jenA jIvanamAM ahaMkAra khUba che paNa sAhasa nathI tene badalavo kaThina che, kAraNa ke sAhasa nahIM hovAthI tenA ahaMkArane toDavAno koI upAya nathI, vyavasthA nathI. tenAmAM sAhasano agni nathI ke je vaDe ahaMkArane bALI zakAya. tethI sAhasa nirNAyaka che. tame kharAba mANasa ho paNa sAhasI ho to saMbhAvanA che. bhalo mANasa hoya ane sAhasI hoya topaNa saMbhAvanA che. paNa jyAM sAhasa ja nathI tyAM kArya khUba kaThina che. asatya mATe ke satya mATe te dAva para kaMI lagAvI zakato nathI. dAva para lagAvavA mATe paNa sAhasa joIe, pachI bhale e jugAra hoya ke saMnyAsa! jenI pAse sAhasa ja nathI te dAva para lagAvI zakato nathI. pariNAma nahIM, kRtya agatyanuM sAhasika te che ke jenA manamAM pariNAmanuM koI mUlya nathI. tene kRtyanuM mUlya che, phaLanuM nahIM. phalAzA vinA te kRtya kare che. phaLanI AkAMkSA ke bhaya tene hotAM nathI. sAhasI vyakti to kRtya kare che. je kRtya sAme AvyuM tene samagratAthI kare che - pariNAmanI ciMtA karyA vinA! pariNAmanI phikara mahApApI manuSya paNa karato nathI ane saMta paNa karatA nathI, kAraNa ke bane sAhasI che. pharaka mAtra 224

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zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI dizAno che. saMta so TacanuM sonuM che. pApImAM paNa saMbhAvanA che. ema samajo ke eka vINA che. jo vagADatAM AvaDe to emAMthI parama saMgIta pedA thAya che ane jo vagADatAM na AvaDe to tAra cheDavAthI emAMthI besUrA sUra nIkaLe che. sAhasa savaLI dizAmAM hoya to saMgIta pedA thAya ane avaLI dizAmAM hoya to besUrA sUra; paNa je tAra ja cheDe nahIM, tenAmAMthI to kaMI ja nIkaLatuM nathI. sAhasano sadupayoga-durupayoga sAhasamAM adharma paNa chupAyelo che, dharma paNa chupAyelo che. tamArA upara nirbhara che ke sAhasano tame kaI rIte upayoga karo cho. sikaMdara paNa sAhasika hato ane DAyojInIsa paNa. DAyojInIsanuM sAhasa potAne jANavA ane jItavAmAM pravRtta thayuM, jyAre sikaMdaranuM sAhasa bIjAne jANavA ane jItavAmAM pravRtta thayuM. tethI bannenAM pariNAma judAM AvyAM. DAyojInIsa ane sikaMdara - baMnee dhyeyaprApti mATe gharano tyAga karyo hato, strIsukha vagereno tyAga karyo hato. A rIte banenI tapasyAmAM samAnatA hatI paraMtu bannenI dizA judI hovAne kAraNe pariNAma judAM AvyAM. DAyojInIse gRhatyAga karyo hato. vastrano paNa tyAga karyo hato. nagna avasthAmAM rahetA hatA. pANI pIvA mATe eka kamaMDaLa sivAya koI vastu potAnI pAse rAkhI na hatI. eka divasa kUtarAne nadImAMthI pANI pItAM joIne temane 225

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maLyo bodha sukhasAja thAya che ke jo kUtarAne kamaMDaLanI jarUra nathI, to mane paNa zI jarUra? ema vicArI kamaMDaLano paNa tyAga kare che. eka divasa DAyojInIsa ane kUtaro nadInA taTa para ADA paDyA hoya che ane sikaMdara AvIne temane vinaMtI kare che ke mAre tamane kAMI bheTa ApavI che. teo kahe che ke mane kazAno khapa nathI, chatAM sikaMdara Agraha kare che to teo kahe che ke jo tAre mane kaMIka ApavuM ja hoya to eka kAma kara. huM sUryasnAna karI rahyo hato. tuM sAme Ubho che to sUryano prakAza Avato aTake che. jo tAre mane kaMI ApavuM ja hoya to jarA bAju para khasa ane sUryaprakAza AvavA de! DAyojInIsanI AvI khumArI joIne sikaMdara prabhAvita thAya che ane kahe che ke mAre paNa tamArI jevI khumArI joIe che. A sAMbhaLI DAyojInIsaM kUtarAne kahe che ke jarA bAju para khasa, AnA mATe jagyA kara. ane sikaMdarane potAnI bAjumAM bolAvI le che. sikaMdara kahe che ke mAre thoDAM kAma patAvavAnAM hajI bAkI che. e patAvIne pachI tamArI sAthe ja rahevuM che. DAyojInIsa kahe che ke hajI sudhI koInAM bahAranAM kAma pUrAM thayAM ja nathI. je bhItaranuM kAma kare che tenuM ja kArya pUruM thAya che. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranA adhyayanathI sahu jIvo aMtaryAtrAmAM padArpaNa kare ane paramakRpALudevanA yogabaLathI emAM saphaLa thAya e ja maMgaLa bhAvanA. *** 226

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zrImad rAjacaMdra mizana dharamapura saMkSipta paricaya zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama

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zrImad rAjacaMdrajI zrI mahAvIra bhagavAnapraNIta vItarAga dharmanA prabaLa prabhAvaka zrImad rAjacaMdrajI potAnI asAdhAraNa pratibhA, ucca AdhyAtmika dazA, adbhuta sAhityasarjana AdinA kAraNe ucca Adarane pAmyA che. zrImadbhuno janma vi.saM. 1924nI kArtika pUrNimA arthAt tA. 9.11.1867nA zubha dine vavANiyA(gujarAta, bhArata)mAM thayo hato. 23 varSanI vaye teozrIne zuddha samyagdarzananI prApti thaI. svarUpanI mastImAM DUbelA rahI teo jaMgalo ane pahADomAM mahinAo paryaMta nivRtti sevatA. vizva samasta pratye vahetI A parama jJAnInI karuNA, tattvajJAnanA sAhityanI eka atyuttama kRtirUpa zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranA rUpamAM chalakAI UThI che. 33 varSanI vaye, vi.saM. 1957nI caitra vada pAMcama(tA. 9.4.1901)nA roja temaNe rAjakoTamadhye pUrNa jAgRtipUrvaka pArthiva dehano tyAga karyo. 33 varSanA alpa AyuSyamAM A apramatta yogIzvara pote to AtmakalyANa sAdhI gayA, anya anekane paNa AtmakalyANano rAjamArga cIMdhatA gayA. temano bodha 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' zIrSakathI eka mahAmUlA graMtharUpe prasiddha thayela che, je Aje paNa satsAdhakonI pipAsA bujhAve che. mahAtmA gAMdhIjI kahe che A puruSe dhArmika bAbatamAM mAruM hRdaya jItI lIdhuM ane haju sudhI koI paNa mANase mArA hRdaya upara tevo prabhAva pADayo nathI.' (maoNDarna rivyU, jUna 1930) -- 229

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pUjya gurudevazrI rAkezabhAI zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA parama bhakta tathA zrImad rAjacaMdra mizana dharamapuranA saMsthApaka pUjya gurudevazrI rAkezabhAIne premAdarapUrvaka "gurudeva', 'sAheba' athavA "bApA' tarIke saMbodhavAmAM Ave che. adhyAtmamUrti pUjyazrI gurudeve vizvabharamAM anekAneka vyaktionI jiMdagI ujAgara karI che. tA. 26mI sapTembara, 1966nA maMgaLa dine muMbaImAM janmelA : A mahAtmAmAM atyaMta bALavayathI ja divya lakSaNo dRSTigocara thatAM hatAM. ATha varSanI vayathI teo gahana dhyAna, dIrdhakALanuM mauna Adi dharmArAdhanAmAM masta rahetA, jene paripAkarUpe teozrIe AtmasAdhanAnAM ucca sopAna sara karyA che. potAnI asAdhAraNa tejasvitAnA baLe gahana zAstrono abhyAsa temaNe alpa samayamAM saMpanna karyo che. zrImadjInA sarvazreSTha sAhityasarjana "zrI Atmasiddhi zAstrI upara temanA dvArA racAyela vistRta vivecanAtmaka zodhaprabaMdha mATe temane pIeca.DI.nI padavI enAyata thaI che. pUjyazrI gurudevanI asIma karuNA I.sa. 2001mAM zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, dharamapuranA bhavya rUpe abhivyakti pAmI, ke jyAM hajAro mumukSuo ekatrita thaI pUjyazrI gurudevanA bodhanuM amRtapAna karI potAnI bhAvadazAne unnata kare che. teozrInI sarvamaMgalanI udAtta bhAvanAthI prAraMbhAyela zrImad rAjacaMdra lava enDa kera' yajJathI saMkhyAbaMdha abhAvarasta loko lAbhAnvita thayA che. 230

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zrImad rAjacaMdra mizana dharamapura zrImad rAjacaMdra mizana dharamapura e sAdhakonA AtmavikAsanI vRddhi tathA samAjotthAna arthe kAryarata vizvavyApI yajJa che. mizana sTeTamenTa : 8 satya svarUpa ALakho ane anyanI niSkAma sevA karo. sAdhanApravRttio zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama e mizananuM AMtararASTrIya mukhya mathaka che. pratikSaNa pavitratAnAM prabaLa spaMdano relAvato A Azrama dharamapuranA pAdare mohanagaDha TekarI upara 223 ekaranA vizALa ane unnata pradezamAM phelAyelo che. AzramanuM pradhAna prayojana che sAdhakone temanA AtmasAkSAtkAranA dhyeya tarapha AgaLa vadhavAmAM sahAyabhUta thavuM. A prayojananI pUrti mATe AzramamAM vividha AdhyAtmika pravRttio jema ke zibiro, mahotsava, varkazaoNpa ane dhyAna riTrITa AdaravAmAM Ave che. pUjyazrI gurudevanAM muMbaImAM yojAyela pAkSika pravacano ane paryuSaNa pravacanamALAthI AdhyAtmika khoja para nIkaLelA prAraMbhika ane abhyAsu banne prakAranA hajAro jijJAsuone potAnI yAtrA vegIlI banAvavAnI preraNA maLe che. temanA asIma anugraha tathA alaukika mArgadarzanathI mizanano vyApa vizvabharamAM jhaDapathI phelAI rahyo che. Aje vizvabharamAM 231

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vyApelAM 62 kendro thakI mizana hajAro lokonAM jIvananuM suMdara ghaDatara karI emanA AmUla rUpAMtaraNamAM pradhAna phALo arpI rahyuM che. yuvApravRttio pUjyazrI gurudevanuM prabhAvaka vyaktitva ane jIvaMta AdhyAtmikatA taruNone vipula saMkhyAmAM uccatara dhyeya sahitanA sArthaka jIvana pratye AkarSe che. mizananI AdhyAtmika pravRttiomAM yuvAvarganI vadhatI jatI sahabhAgitAne kAraNe pUjyazrI gurudevane yogya rIte ja yuvAvarganA rAhabara' tarIke saMbodhavAmAM Ave che. A yuvApravRttio mukhyatve traNa vibhAgamAM vaheMcI zakAya che - sAdhanA, sevA ane saMskRti. pUjyazrI gurudevanI preraNAthI muMbaI, bhAratanAM bIjA zahero temaja videzamAM yu.esa.e., keneDA, yu.ke. vagere sthaLoe yuvAjUthonI sthApanA thaI che. bALapravRttio zrImad rAjacaMdra DivAInaTaca e bALako mATe bhItarI jAgaraNanI eka rasamaya yAtrA che. saMtonA bodhanA anusaraNa thakI AMtarika vikAsa sAdhI vadhu samRddha jIvana jIvavA bALakone baLa ane preraNA arpato abhikrama eTale zrImad rAjacaMdra DivAInaTaca. bALakanA vikAsanA vibhinna 232

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tabakkAone lakSamAM laIne eno abhyAsakrama traNa staramAM ghaDavAmAM Avyo che. mejikaTaca - mUlya-AdhArita zikSaNa 4 thI 8 varSanA bALako mATe, arhaTaca - jaina paraMparA AdhArita zikSaNa 9 thI 12 varSanA kizoro mATe, spiricyualaTaca svavikAsa abhyAsakrama temaja zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA jIvana tathA kavananA avalaMbane AdhyAtmika zikSaNa 13 thI 16 varSanA kumAro mATe. - sevApravRttio 'zrImad rAjacaMdra lava eNnDa kera' e jIvamAtrane zAtA ane sevA pahoMcADavAnuM abhiyAna che. A abhikramamAM manuSyajAti, prANIjagata ane paryAvaraNa saMbaMdhI dasa prakAranI sevAono samAveza karavAmAM Avyo che. vaLI, dareka sevA aMtargata pAMca pAMca mukhya yojanAo ghaDavAmAM AvI che ke jethI sau koI sudhI A sevAno lAbha vistarI zake. pUjyazrI gurudevanI samartha nizrAmAM A sevAyajJa thakI vizvakalyANanI dizAmAM suMdara pragati sadhAI rahI che. 1. ArogyasevA 2. zaikSaNika sevA 3. bALasevA 4.` mahilAsevA 5. AdivAsI sevA 6. samAjasevA 7. mAnavIya sevA 8. saMkaTa-sahAya-sevA 9. prANIsevA 10. paryAvaraNa-surakSA 233

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prakArana // zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvana ane kavana (gujarAtI) - zrImad rAjacaMdrajInAM jIvana ane kRti upara pustaka // zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra vivecana (gujarAtI) - zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra para vistRta vivecana // zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra saMkSipta artha (gujarAtI) - zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra para saMkSipta vivecana # pravacana pustikA (gujarAtI, hindI, aMgrejI) 2001 thI 2011 AraMbha karIe AjathI aMtaryAtrA (gujarAtI, hiMdI, marAThI, baMgALI, tAmila, aMgrejI, speniza, phreMca, jarmana, mADarIna) -AtmanirIkSaNa thakI jIvanamAM rUpAMtaraNanI preraNA ApatA pravacanono saMgraha - mokSamUlaM gurukRpA (gujarAtI) - guru pratyenA samarpaNa uparanAM pasaMda karelAM pravacanono saMgraha // zubha deha mAnavano maLyo (gujarAtI, aMgrejI) -manuSya jIvanane sArthaka karavA preraNA ApatA pravacanono saMgraha Dian Jia - AzAbhakti (gujarAtI) - prAtaHkALa ane sAMyakALano bhaktikrama Atmanivedana - aMtaramaMthana (gujarAtI) - prArthanAsaMgraha // zaraNAgati (hiMdI) - prArthanAsaMgraha * jinapUjA ( aMgrejI) - jinapUjAnI vidhi, saraLa artha sahita # jinastavanA (gujarAtI) - jinezvara bhagavAnanAM stavanono saMgraha rAja bhajanA (gujarAtI) - zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA bhajanono saMgraha // sadguru ekojha (gujarAtI-hiMdI-aMgrejI) - mizananuM mAsika sAmayika Is Fise with SRA Sadguru 284 de Arkats - yogasAra tvajJAAkANI vAKcto 6 lA anubhavaprakAza zaraNAgati FY_TI cetanadhA Havergam gomont stefon samAvitaMtra

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pUjya gurudevazrI rAkezabhAI bhagavAna mahAvIra praNIta paMthanA prarUpaka, zrImad rAjacaMdra mizana dharamapuranA praNetA pUjya gurudevazrI rAkezabhAI Adhunika yuganA AdhyAtmika ArSadraSTA che. jAgRti preraka pravacano tathA vividha dhyAna zibiro dvArA teozrIno akAraNa sneha vizvabharanA hajAro ! khojI jIvone AtmasAmarthya bakSI rahyo che. teozrInI divya karuNA svamaMgala ane sarvamaMgalanA mAdhyamathI aneka abhAvagrasta jIvo pratye vahI rahI che.

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'Atmasiddhi graMtha cauda pUrvano sAra hoya tevo jaNAya che.....ghaNo AnaMda Ave che. pharI bIjA. graMthanI mAgaNI karIe evuM rahyuM nathI.' - pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI 'te vAMcatA.....mArA AtmAmAM AnaMdanA UbharA AvatA. eka eka padamAM apUrva mAhAtmaya che ema mane lAgyA karatuM.' - pUjya zrI lallujI muni 'mArA trikaraNa joga.....te paramotkRSTa zAstra vicAravAthI sahaja svabhAve paNa AtmavicAramAM, sadgurucaraNamAM premayukta sthirabhAve rahyA karatA hatA.' - pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI 'Atmasiddhi graMtha kSudhAturane jema bhojana maLe tevo vAMcatA AnaMda prApta thayo che.' - zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI - zrImad rAjacaMdrajInI sarvotkRSTa kRti zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranI prathama prata prApta karanAra parama pAtra evA cAra mahAna bhavyAtmAo upara Atmasiddhino mArga darzAvatI e amRtakRtino zuM prabhAva paDyo, e aMge temano pratibhAva zuM hato tenA AdhAre AtmakaLAnAM nigUDha rahasyo khullA karatAM pUjya gurudevazrI rAkezabhAInAM cAra AtmaprabhAvaka pravacanonuM A saMkalana vAMco, vicAro, AtmasAt karo ane cokkasa Atmasiddhi e tamArI anubhUti banI jaze. MES-GU. ka 200 mIma, cArjara zrImad rAjacaMdra mizana dharamapura AA30086