Book Title: Bhav aur Anubhav
Author(s): Nathmalmuni
Publisher: Bharatiya Gyanpith
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/003075/1

JAIN EDUCATION INTERNATIONAL FOR PRIVATE AND PERSONAL USE ONLY
Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Jain Education international bhAva aura anubhAva muni nathamala bhAratIya jJAnapITha prakAzana For Private & Perso library.org Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zraddhAke A~kha nahIM hotI, kevala pA~va rahate haiM : vaha cupa sira jhukAye calA karatI hai| buddhike pA~va nahIM rahate, kevala A~kha hoto hai : vaha dekhatI hai aura dikhA sakatI hai| para jIvana pUrA vikasita ho aura apaneko pramANita bhI kara sake, isake lie na kevala calate jAnA paryApta hogA na dekhate-dikhAte rhnaa| vyavahAra-jagatmeM A~kha aura pA~va donoMkA rahanA Avazyaka hai| zraddhA hamArI AdhArabhUmi ho aura buddhi usake ora-chorako a~joratI aalok-shikhaa| yahIM sUktiyoM aura nItivacanoMkA vizeSa upayoga aura mahattva hotA hai / inameM zraddhA aura buddhi donoMkA aisA samanvita svara vAcA pAtA hai jo anubhUtiyoMkI AgameM tapA huA bhI hotA hai| isI kAraNa sIdhe aura sarala jIvanayAtrIke lie sUktiyoM aura nItivacanoMke saMkalana sabase samIcIna pAtheya rahate haiM / prastuta saMkalana to apanI sarasatA, saumyatA aura vyApaka dRSTiko lekara aura bho mUlyavAn ho jAtA hai, vizeSakara isalie ki isakA janma usa anubhUtise huA hai jo jJAna aura tapa ina do kUloMke bIcase pravAhita hai| yahA~ abhivyaktikI ruciratA vyaktitvakI zucitAkA hI sarasa rUpAntara hai / mUlya rupaye For Private & Personal use only Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAva aura anubhAva muni nathamala * bhAratIya jJAnapITha prakAzana Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnapITha lokodaya granthamAlA : granzrAMka-152 sampAdaka evaM niyAmaka : lakSmIcandra jaina Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gatiko anubhUtiko kalpanAko -- muni nathamala Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dvitIya saMskaraNa bhAva aura anubhAvake prati janatAkA jo lagAva rahA, use maiM vAk aura manaskI samApatti mAnatA huuN| jahA~ vAk aura manas eka dizAgAmI hote haiM, vahIM hRdayakA spandana dhamaniyoMmeM nava-rakta pravAhita karatA hai / salila kamalako utpanna karatA hai para usake parimalakA prasAra vaha nahIM krtaa| vaha pavanakA kAma hai| bhAratIya jJAnapIThane vahI kAma kiyA hai / isalie 'bhAva aura anubhAva'kA dUsarA parivaddhita saMskaraNa sadyaH apekSita ho rahA hai| - muni nathamala dillI 2021 Azvina zuklA 7 Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ do zabda kalpanAkI UmiyA~ abhinaya karatI haiM, mana ananta bhaviSyako apane bAhupAzameM jakar3a letA hai| bandhana aura mukti eka krama hai / bhaviSyakI pakar3ase mukti pAnevAlI pahalI kalI hai 'kala' aura dUsarI hai 'prsoN'| isa kusumakI kaliyA~ ananta haiM / jo khilatI haiM, vaha 'Aja' bana jAtI haiM / sacAI vahI hai jo Aja hai| Aja 'kala' banatA hai, kArya kRta bana jAtA hai, anubhUtiyA~ baca rahatI haiN| jo cale vaha vAhana nahIM hotaa| vAhana vaha hotA hai, jo dUsaroMko calAye / anubhUtike vAhanapara jo car3ha calate haiM, unakA patha prazasta hai / AjakI dhAra patalI hotI hai, use vahI pA sakatA hai jo sUkSma bana jAye / kalakI lambAI-caur3AI amApya hai| anubhUtiyoMse bodha pATha le, vartamAnako parakhakara cale aura kalpanAoMko sunahalA rUpa diye cale vaha vidvAn hai, vaha pArakhI hai aura vaha hai honahAra / 'anubhava cintana manana' ke bAda yaha dUsarI pustaka hai / gadya kAvyakI yaha dhArA Age cale, yaha maiM svayaM cAhatA thA aura aisA sujhAyA gayA, phalataH isakA nirmANa ho gyaa| AcAryazrI tulasI mere lie prakAza-stambha hI nahIM, mahAn preraNA-srota haiN| unake AzIrvAda aura patha-darzana sadA mere sAtha rahe haiM / itastataH bikhare hue kucha gadyoMkA cayana kara muni dulaharAjajIne ise parivRddha karane kA yatna kiyA hai|| bhAva zAzvata hai, satya amiTa hai| merI bhASA use apanemeM pratibimbita kara sakI to usakI svayaMmeM kRtArthatA hogii| bAla-niketana, rAjasamanda -muni nathamala 2017 jyeSTha kRSNA 14 / Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMketikA midAna 30 m m m samayake caraNa atIta jaba jhA~katA hai 14 / yaha mukti gatikA krama bhAgya-nirNaya vistArakA marma TIsa, Avega yantra aura caitanya pragatikA mantra, caraNa-cihna pahale tolo akhaNDa vyaktitva paheliyA~ saba kucha sA~cA udaya aura asta mauna pragati aura vyApakatA nIce bhI dekho 22 / guptavAda Upara bhI dekho, dUsareko bhI aparAdha dekho 23 pUrNakI bhASA yaha kaisA sAmya, yaha kaisA jJAna 24 | lacIlApana taTakA bandhana, gaharAI meM 25 saphalatAkA sUtra prazna-cihna 26 / bAlakrIr3A m m m m ml 4 Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 42 19 70 parachAiyA~ netRtva Ter3hI-sIdhI rekhAe~, vinoda 43 | svatantra astitva, camatkArako jar3akI bAta namaskAra 68 abhivyakti, anubhUtikA camaka tAratamya kalA jhukAva, cubhana anAvRta, namratA sacAIkI samajha dvaita, advaita cIra, laghu-guru paNDita aura sAdhaka ulajhana, kama-adhika vyaktivAda nyAyakI bhIkha, cAha aura rAha 50 para aura parama nayA aura purAnA, akampa 51 kRtajJatA pArakhI, parakha amApya kidhara, jAgaraNa viveka chidra, mArga khula jAye to 54 | tarkakI sImA smRti aura vismRti zraddhAkI bhASA jIvanake pIche do vAda jyotirmaya zraddhA, zraddhaya mRtyu-mahotsava, mUlyAMkana virodha aneka aura eka 59 virodhakA pariNAma 60 samajhakI bhUla kAmya aura akAmya, sahI samajha 61 gAlIkA pratikAra zreSThatama malA vahI gaharI DubakI naye-purAnekI samasyA qhatarA AlocanA anAgRha AlocanA aura prazaMsA netA 66 / Alocaka 0 0 0 priya 87 10 bhAva aura anubhAva Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 110 112 6 114 115 eka mantra zrama aura sonA bhUkha aura bhoga, gaThabandhana nahIM 94 sAdhanAkA mArga ___95 arthavAda upekSA aura apekSA, anusandhAna 97 akarmaNyatA nahIM aMkanakA mAdhyama roTI aura puruSArtha, roTIkA darzana 100 roTI aura mAnavatA 101 sama aura viSama 102 samajhase pare 103 santoMkA sAmrAjya, bheda-rekhA 194 yaha kaisA Azcarya ? 105 anuzAsanakI samajha, ____ ekAntavAsa 106 tulasIke prati ArAdhyake prati 108 119 pahala anekAnta-darzana tuccha aura mahAn mahAn kauna ? yuvaka vaha thA utAra-car3hAva gati kaise ? mamatAkA deza satyam zivam sundaram abhivyakti carama-darzana A~khoM dekhA saca mAno yA mata mAno upAsanAkA marma smRti aura vismRti Atma-vizvAsa pratibimba vyakti aura virATa Atma-satya jhukAva 120 121 123 124 125 128 niSkarSa bhAva aura anubhAva Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAva aura anubhAva [ sUktiyA~ ] Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samayake caraNa smRtike lie tumhAre pAsa vizAla ata ta hai, kalpanAke lie asIma bhaviSya, para karaneke lie kevala vartamAna hai, jo bahuta hI sImita aura bahata hI svlp| atItako tuma kyA dekhoge ? vaha tumhArI ora dekha rahA hai aura dekha rahA hai tumhArI kRtiyoMko / tuma vartamAnako dekho| jisase vaha phira tumhArI ora A~kha uThAkara na dekha ske| bhAva aura anubhAva Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ atIta jaba jhA~katA hai mujhe caraNa-caraNapara calane meM kaThinAIkA anubhava ho rahA thaa| yadi vartamAnapara atItakA prabhAva na hotA, yadi pravRtti apanA pariNAma chor3a jAtI, yadi maiM dasa mIla na calA hotA to mujhe kaThinAIkA anubhava nahIM hotaa| merI kaThinAI mujhe sikhA rahI thI ki atIta vartamAnako prabhAvita karatA hai aura manuSyako pratyeka pravRtti apanA pariNAma chor3a jAtI hai| bhAba aura anumAna Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gatikA krama maiMne Age bar3he hue paira se pUchA, tuma bar3e ho ? usane uttara diyA, nahIM / phira Age kyoM? usake garvako sahalAte hue maiMne kahA / usane uttara diyA, gatikA yahI krama hai | maiMne pIche rahe pairase pUchA, tuma choTe ho ? usane uttara diyA, nahIM / maiMne phira pIche kyoM ? usake garvapara halakI-sI coTa karate hue usane uttara diyA, gatikA yahI krama hai / maiMne dUsare hI kSaNa dekhA, AgevAlA paira pIche hai aura pIchevAlA Age / maiM mauna nahIM raha sakA / maiM kaha uThA, yaha kyoM ? donoMne eka svara se uttara diyA, gatikA yahI krama haiM / maiM vismaya-bharI A~khoMse dekhatA rahA cale jA rahe the / ve apane lakSya kI ora bar3hate - bhAva aura anubhAva kahA / 15 Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vistArakA marma vistAra vahI pA sakatA hai, jo pairoMkA mUlya A~ka sake / baragada jo vistAra pAtA hai, usakA marma yahI to hai / dUsare vRkSoMke paira zAkhAoMko janma dete haiM, baragadakI zAkhAe~ pairoMko janma detI haiM - vistArakA marma yahI to hai / 16 baragada isa satyako pA cukA hai ki zAkhAoMke AdhArapara paira nahIM Tikate, kintu pairake AdhArapara zAkhAe~ TikatI haiM / bhAva aura anubhAva Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yantra aura caitanya yantra bhI calatA hai, manuSya bhI calatA hai| para donoMkI gatimeM utanA hI antara hai jitanA yantra aura manuSyameM / yantra nizcita gatise calatA hai, usameM deza, kAla aura paristhitikA viveka nahIM hotA, kyoMki vaha manuSya nahIM hai / manuSya apanI gatimeM parivartana bhI lAtA hai, usameM deza, kAla aura paristhitikA viveka hotA hai, kyoMki vaha yantra nahIM hai| bhAva aura anubhAva Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pahale tolo satya acchA hai para use pAnekA utanA hI yatna karo, jitanA sahana kara sko| tumane dekhA hogA - prakAzameM manuSya dekha pAtA hai kintu prakhara prakAzake sAmane A~kheM cauMdhiyA jAtI haiM / use sahane kI kSamatA hara A~kha meM nahIM hotI / 18 bhAva aura anubhAva Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paheliyA~ jo dilAyA jAtA hai vaha avizvAsa hai| vizvAsa dilAnekI vastu nahIM, vaha svayaM prApta hotA hai| yaha kaisA acaraja ? jo cAhie usakA bhAna hI nahIM aura usake lie tar3apa rahe ho, jo nahIM caahie| tuma AnevAloMko nahIM pahacAnate, kyoMki ve vahA~se Aye haiM jahA~ tuma nahIM the| tuma pahacAnate ho jAnevAloMko, kyoMki ve vahA~se gaye haiM. jahA~ tuma raha rahe ho| bhAva aura anubhAva 19 Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sA~cA prazaMsAkI bhaTTImeM galAkara tuma vyavitako cAho jaise DhAla sakate ho, para yAda rakho - abhimAnapara coTa kI to vaha akar3a jAyegA / phira vaha TUTa sakatA hai kintu Dhala nahIM sktaa| bhAva aura anubhAva ___ Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mauna samudra : jaladhara ! jala tUne mujhase liyA hai| Azraya kahIM hai nahIM, tU zUnya vihArI hai| AkRtise tU zyAma hai, phira bhI garaja rahA hai ? jaladhara : tere khAre jalako mIThA banAkara maiM logoMko santuSTa karatA hU~ aura vahI jala tujhe lauTA detA huuN| phira mere garjanase tujhe Apatti kyoM ho ! jaladhara : samudra ! putra terA kalaMkI hai, putrI hai capala / tU samUcA kSAramaya hai phira tU kisa bUtepara garaja rahA hai ? samudra : jaladhara ! tU bhI to merA hI tanuja hai - Ananda denevAlA, paropakAraparAyaNa, khAreko mIThA karanevAlA ! tere-sarIkhe beTepara mujhe garva hai, phira mujhe garajanekA adhikAra kyoM na ho ? aba jaladharake pAsa kahaneko kucha bhI zeSa nahIM thaa| bhAva aura anubhAva 25 Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 22 nIce bhI dekho yaha kitanA Azcarya hai ki kelese tuma aneka bAra phala pAnekI AzA karate ho ? kevala bar3e-bar3e pattoMko dekha mata bhuulo| isa tane ko bhI dekho - kitanA komala aura kitanA dubalA-patalA ! phala meM rasa hotA hai isIlie vaha mahattvapUrNa nahIM hotA kintu vaha mahattvapUrNa isalie hotA hai ki usameM bIja hotA hai / rasakA mUla bIja hai, bIjakA mUla rasa nahIM hai / bhAva aura anubhAva Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Upara bhI dekho maiM jitanA nIce dekhatA hU~, apane-ApameM utanA hI vizAla lagatA huuN| jaba thor3A Upara dekhatA hU~ to merI vizAlatA isa asIma gaganameM vilIna ho jAtI hai| dUsareko bhI dekho jise dekhanA cAhie vahA~ dRSTi nahIM jaatii| jise nahIM dekhanA cAhie vahA~ dekhanekA prayatna hotA hai| yaha kaisA viparyaya ! kAcameM manuSya apane Apako hI dekhatA hai / kaba kisane tanika bhI usakI svacchatAko dekhA? bhAva aura anubhAva Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yaha kaisA sAmya ? parIkSA-zakti nahIM hotI, tabataka saba samAna hote haiN| saba samAna hoM, kisIke prati rAga-dveSa na ho, yaha acchAI hai / para jJAnakI kamIke kAraNa saba samAna hoM, yaha acchAI nahIM hai / yaha kaisA jJAna ? ajJAna duHkhakA mUla hai, isameM koI sandeha nahIM / para jJAna duHkhakA mUla kyoM bana rahA hai - yaha prazna-cihna Aja adhika spaSTa hai / bhAva aura anubhAva ___ ww Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ taTakA bandhana tuma bhale cAho, jJAna bddh'e| yaha mata cAho, jJAnakI bAr3ha Aye / tuma yahI cAho, jJAnakI dhArA samyak-darzana aura samyak-caritrake taToMke bIca bahatI rhe| yaha mata cAho, jJAnako dhAra ina donoM taToMko tor3akara bhe| gaharAImeM Upara kyA dekha rahe ho ? yaha zaivAla, yaha gandagI aura ye jIvajantu ! gaharAI meM paiTho, DubakiyAM lo, phira batalAnA sAgara kaisA hai ? bhAva aura anubhAva Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prazna-cihna mAnavameM vidyA aura buddhi kA bala bar3ha rahA hai, para hRdayako sukumAratA, bhrAtRbhAva, sauhArda aura apanatva ghaTa rahA hai| ise hama vikAsa kaheM yA hrAsa ? gatizIlatA vastukA eka pakSa hai| dUsarA pakSa hai sthitishiiltaa| Aja vastukA pahalA pakSa prabala hai, dUsarA nirbala / AvazyakatA hai gati aura sthitikA santulana rhe| ananta AkAzameM kevala gatise vastu kahA~ jAkara TikegI ! bhAva aura anubhAva Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nidAna bar3A sahRdaya hai : hAthameM sattA nahIM hogI! bar3A dayAlu hai : pAsameM paisA nahIM hogA ! bar3A satyavAdI hai : vAkpaTu nahIM hogA! bar3A gambhIra hai : koI mitra nahIM hogA ! bar3A zAnta hai : nAsamajha hogA! bhAva aura anubhAva Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yaha mukti bhagavAn bhaktike bhUkhe hote haiM, bhakta muktikA / bhakta bhagavAnko bA~dhe yA bhagavAn bhaktako chodd'e| kauna kyA kare ? mukti bandhanameM-se nikalatI hai| jo bA~dhanA jAnatA hai vaha saba kucha jAnatA hai / kamalane madhukarako bA~dhA, cA~dane ckorko| madhukarako vahA~ mRtyu svIkAra hai, cakorako agni-pAna / oha ! yaha mukti... bhAva aura anubhAva ___ Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAgya-nirNaya o jyotiSI ! mere bhAgyakA nirNaya tuma mujhe hI karane do| tuma mere bhaviSyako zabdoMke kaThagharemeM jakar3anekA yatna mata kro| tuma atItake vyAkhyAtA ho sakate ho para bhaviSyakI vyAkhyAkA adhikAra mere hI hAthoMmeM rahane do / tuma vizvAsa rakho ki vartamAnapara adhikAra rakhanevAlA ho bhaviSyako vyAkhyA kara sakatA hai / bhAva aura anubhAva Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ TIsa "maiM nahIM hotA to prakAzako kauna pUchatA? maiMne jise jIvana diyA vaha merI pIThapara prahAra kare, kaisI kRtaghnatA ?' timirake ina zabdoMmeM eka gaharI TIsa hai, Aha hai, pukAra hai aura hai eka... Avega apanI sampattimeM dhairya hotA hai, para-sampattimeM Avega / pAnIkA pUra AtA hai, taTavartI vRkSoMko dharAzAyI karatA calA jAtA hai| parvatake pAnIkA usameM kyA bigar3A ? zobhA nadIkI ghaTI, taTa nadIkA TUTA / bhAva aura anubhAva Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pragatikA mantra sahagamana kaise hogA ? tuma zIghra calate ho, vaha calatA hai dhIme / sahagamana hogA : tuma kucha dhIme calo, aura vaha kucha tez2a cle| yaha gatirodha nahIM hai| yaha hai hajAroMkI pragatikA mUla-mantra / caraNa-cihna tU calegA to tere caraNa dhUlameM aMkita hoMge, parantu aise cala ki loga tere pada-cihnoMke pIche calane ke lie lAlAyita hoN| bhAva aura anubhAva Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ akhaNDa vyaktitva vahA~ sAro bhASAe~ mUka bana jAtI haiM, jahA~ hRdayakA vizvAsa bolatA hai / jahA~ hRdaya mUka hotA hai vahA~ bhASA manuSyakA sAtha nahIM detI / jahA~ bhASA hRdayako ThaganekA yatna karatI hai vahA~ vyaktitva vibhakta ho jAtA hai / akhaNDa vyaktitva vahA~ hotA hai jahA~ bhASA aura hRdaya meM dvaidha nahIM hotA / 32 bhAva aura anubhAva Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saba kucha dUsaroMpara adhika bharosA vahI karatA hai jise apanI zaktipara bharosA nahIM hotA / manuSya jAgakara bhI sotA hai isakA matalaba hai ki use apane-Apapara bharosA nahIM hai| manuSya sokara bhI jAgatA hai, isakA artha hai ki use apane-Apapara bharosA hai / jise apanepara bharosA hai, vaha saba kucha hai / bhAva aura anubhAva 3 Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ udaya aura asta unapara madhukara ma~DarA / use yaha acchA nahIM eka vyakti ne dekhA : kamala khile hue haiM, rahe haiM, sUrya kI razmiyA~ unheM chU rahI haiM lagA / vaha sUryake pAsa jA pahu~cA / "sUrya ! tU kitanA bholA hai / kamala terI ora netroMko lAla kiye nihAra rahA hai aura tU usapara apanA sArA pyAra u~Dela rahA hai" - sUryake dila meM eka cubhana paidA karate hue usane kahA / aba vah kamalake pAsa thA / " tU sUrya se pyAra karatA hai, para nahIM jAnatA bhole kamala ! vaha terI jar3a ko kATa rahA hai jala aura paMkakA zoSaNa kara rahA hai / " usakI isa vANIne kamalako marmAhata kara DAlA 1 aba vaha madhukara ke pAsa pahu~cA / "yaha kamala sUryake lie khilA huA hai, tere lie nahIM / mUrkha madhukara ! terI guMjArapUrNa ArAnAkA kyA artha hai ?" dina asta honeko thA, tInoMke mana phaTa gaye / ve bichur3a gaye / durjanakA dila nAca uThA / -- samayane unheM sammati dI / ve phira A mile / usane phira unheM vilaga karanekA yatna kiyA para udayakI velA thI, isa samaya usa durjanakI bAta kauna mAne ? 34 bhAva aura anubhAva Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pragati aura vyApakatA tuma isI dRSTise kyoM dekhate ho ki kolhUkA baila ghereko tor3a Age nahIM bar3hatA, pragati nahIM karatA / isa dRSTise kyoM nahIM dekhate ki vaha lakSyakI dUrIko kama kara rahA hai, pragati kara rahA hai / yaha gherA pragati meM bAdhaka nahIM hai, usameM bAdhaka hai lakSyakA abhAva / tuma isa dRSTise kyoM dekhate ho ki nadI taToMse ba~dhakara bahatI hai, vyApaka nahIM hai / isa dRSTise kyoM nahIM dekhate ki vaha nayA jIvana liye baha rahI hai, svacchatAko vyApaka banA rahI hai / ye taTa vyApakatAke bAdhaka nahIM haiM, usake bAdhaka haiM - prAcInatAkA vyAmoha aura gandagI / bhAva aura anubhAva 35 Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ guptavAda prema pradarzanakI vastu nahIM hai / sarasoMke pIta puSpoMmeM saundaryakA darzana ho sakatA hai, unake saurabhakI anubhUti ho sakatI hai, para snehako kalpanA nahIM ho sktii| vaha taba prakaTa hotA hai, jaba usake prANa liye jAte haiM / bhAva aura anubhAva Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aparAdha yaha sIdhA-sarala tAr3akA vRkSa hai / yaha dubalA-patalA khajUrakA per3a hai| ye nIrA lenevAle ha~siyA aura ha~DiyA liye unake pIche par3a rahe haiM / isa sardI ke samayameM inake ghAva cU rahe haiN| inakA aura koI aparAdha nahIM hai, aparAdha yahI hai ki inameM miThAsa hai / bhAva aura anubhAva Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUrNakI bhASA apane-ApameM saba pUrNa haiM / apUrNatA taba AtI hai, jaba eka-dUsaremeM lagAva hotA hai / vaktAke binA zrotA aura zrotAke binA vaktA apUrNa hai / dRzya ke binA darzaka aura darzakake binA dRzya apUrNa hai| apaneApameM koI apUrNa nahIM hai aura dUsarese lagAva rakhakara koI pUrNa nahIM hai| 38 bhAva aura anubhAva ___ Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lacIlApana Agraha meM mujhe rasa hai, para AgrahI kahalAU~, yaha mujhe acchA nahIM lagatA, isalie maiM Agrahapara anAgrahakA jhola car3hA detA hU~ / rUr3hi se maiM mukta nahIM hU~, para rUr3hivAdI kahalAU~, yaha mujhe acchA nahIM lagatA, isalie maiM rUr3hipara parivartanakA jhola car3hA detA hU~ / bhAva aura anubhAva 39 Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saphalatAkA sUtra jisakA saMkalpa phalavAn hotA hai use bala milatA hai, kintu phala usIko milatA hai jisakA saMkalpa balavAn ho / tuma kAryakA prArambha karate hI saphalatA cAhate ho, yaha kaisA moha ? tumane dekhA hogA, vRkSa kitane varSoMke bAda saphala banatA hai / 40 bhAva aura anubhAva Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bAlakor3A deva ! maiM tumheM DhUr3haneko bAhara gayA, taba tuma nahIM dIkhe / maiM thakakara apane gharameM calA aayaa| maiMne vismayake sAtha dekhA ki tuma vahA~ baiThe ho| maiM sthUla huA, tuma sUkSma ho gye| maiM sUkSma huA, tuma sthUla ho gye| deva ! tuma mere sAtha bAla-krIr3A kara rahe ho| isa prakAra tumhArA bar3appana kaise surakSita rahegA ? bhAva aura anubhAva Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ parachAiyA~ acche kAryakA artha hI hai : svlptaa| vaha acchA kArya hI kyA, jo vighnoMse khAlI ho aura bahuta ho jAye / Adi aura antameM bIja hI hote haiN| vistAra kevala madhyameM hotA hai| madhyako pakar3o : ekatA-hI-ekatA dIkhegI / anekatA isalie hAtha lagatI hai ki tuma kevala choroMko pakar3ate ho / 42 bhAva aura anubhAva Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ter3hI-sIdhI rekhAe~ rAjanItika cAloMkA svarUpa hI aisA hai ki usase prArambhameM samasyA sulajhatI-sI lagatI hai, kintu antameM ulajha jAtI hai| aura spaSTatAkA rUpa yaha hai ki prArambhameM usase samasyA ulajhatIsI lagatI hai kintu antameM sulajha jAtI hai| vinoda vinoda jIvanakI vaha urvarA hai jahA~ AnandoMkI buAI hotI hai, para dhyAna rahe kahIM halakepanakI khAda na gira jAye, usameM viSAdakA bIja na uga Aye / bhAva aura anubhAva 43 Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jar3akoM bAta vikAsa svatantra paristhiti meM hI ho Aloka meM maine dekhA : zAkhAe~ bar3hatI 44 sakatA hai, isa siddhAnta ke calI jA rahI haiM / vikAsa tabhI ho sakatA hai jaba mUla sudRr3ha ho, isa siddhAnta ke Aloka meM maiMne dekhA : zAkhAe~ bar3hatI calI jA rahI haiM / TikeMge ve hI, jinakI jar3eM sudRr3ha haiM / patra, pariNAma haiM, nidAna nahIM / ye usako zobhA nahIM / puSpa aura phala vRkSake bar3hAnevAle haiM, AdhAra bhAva aura anubhAva Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ abhivyakti vaha zakti kisa kAmakI jisakI abhivyakti na ho| sUrya aura tape hue pathikake boca vahI boja zAntipUrNa madhyasthatA kara sakatA hai jisakI abhivyakti ho gayI ho, jo vRkSa bana gayA ho| anubhUtikA tAratamya jahA~ sAdhyakI pUttike lie kaSTa sahA jAtA hai, vahA~ Anandako anubhUti hotI hai ! kaSTako anubhUti vahA~ hoto hai, jahA~ vaha sAdhyako pUttike lie nahIM sahA jaataa| bhAvaM aura anubhAva 45 Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhukAva tuma kisI ke prati jhukate ho aura kisIse dUra hote ho usase mujhe kyA ? merI Apatti vahIM hai ki jahA~ tuma hajAroMke bhAgya kI kuMjI apane hAthameM thAme kisIke prati jhukate ho aura kisIse dUra hote ho / cubhana phUlane kA~TekA nukIlApana nahIM liyA para usakI cubhana le lo| parimalakI cubhana kA~TekI cubhanase kama kaSTa nahIM detI ! 46 bhAva aura anubhAva Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sacAIko samajha jo sAmane hai vaha sacAI kahA~ hai, sacAI vaha hai jo sAmane nahIM hai| jo taruNa haiM, vaha sacAIko nagna rUpameM kaise rakha sakatA hai ? aura jo taruNa hai usake sAmane sacAI nagna rUpameM kaise upasthita hogI ? eka zizu ho sacAIkA nirAvaraNa kara sakatA hai aura eka zizu hI usakA nagna rUpa dekha sakatA hai / bhayase adhika taruNa kauna hogA jisake sAmane sacAI apanA cUMghaTa kabhI nahIM kholtii| abhayase bar3hakara zizu kauna hogA jisake sAmane sacAI kabhI apanA rUpa nahIM chipaatii| mAva ora anubhAva 47 Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cIra kalpanAkA cIra itanA patalA hai ki usameM se tuma dekha sakate ho para use or3hakara cala nahIM skte| puruSArthakA cIra itanA saghana hai ki usameM se tuma dekha nahIM sakate, para use or3hakara cala sakate ho| laghu-guru gurutvane antaHkaraNako chuA ki manuSya laghu bana gayA aura laghutvane antaHkaraNakA sparza kiyA ki vaha guru bana gayA / bhAva aura anubhAva ___ Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ulajhana tuma dUsaroMko apanI dRSTi se dekhate ho aura apaneko dUsaroMkI dRSTise / tuma dUsaroMko apanI gaz2ase nApate ho aura apaneko dUsaroMkI gaz2ase / yahI to vaha ulajhana hai jisase sArI ulajhaneM janma pAtI haiM / kama-adhika antarkI zuddhikA mahattva apane lie adhika hotA hai, dUsaroMke lie kama / vyavahArako zuddhikA mahattva apane lie kama hotA hai, dUsaroMke lie adhik| bhAva aura anubhAva 42 Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nyAyakI bhIkha nyAya aura anyAyake gIta gAnA chodd'o| apanI durbalatAke atirikta aura anyAya hai bhI kyA ? nyAya hai zakti, nyAya hai sattA aura nyAya hai adhikAra / jinake pAsa zakti, sattA aura adhikAra nahIM hai, ve nyAyakI bhIkha mA~gate hI rheNge| cAha aura rAha manuSyameM pariNAmake prati jo abhilASA hotI hai, vaha kAraNake prati nahIM hotii| vaha svarga cAhatA hai, svargakI sAdhanA nahIM caahtaa| bhAva aura anubhAva ___ Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nayA aura purAnA duniyAmeM nayA tattva koI hai bhI nhiiN| jo hai, vaha purAnA hai, bahuta purAnA hai| nayekA artha hai, purAneko prakAzameM lAnA / jo Aloka banakara purAneko prakAzita karatA hai vahI nava-nirmAtA hai / saMsArake jitane bhI nava-nirmAtA hue haiM unhoMne yahI kiyA hai - Aloka banakara prAcInako navIna banAyA hai| akampa sadAcAra usIke pIche calatA hai, jo deza, kAla aura paristhitike sAmane nahIM jhuktaa| bhAva aura anubhAH Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pArakhI apane rUpameM saba vastue~ zuddha hotI haiM / azuddha vaha hotI hai, jisakA apanA rUpa kucha dUsarA ho aura dIkhe vaha dUsare rUpameM / yaha antar aura bAharakA bheda janatAko bhulAvemeM DAlatA hai| isIlie manuSyako pArakhI bananekI AvazyakatA huii| parakha parIkSAke lie zarIra-bala apekSita nahIM hai| vaha buddhi-balase hotI hai| zarIra-bala jahA~ kAma nahIM detA vahA~ buddhi-bala saphala ho jAtA hai| bhAva aura anubhAva ___ Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kidhara vimukhatAse dUrI bar3hatI hai aura unmukhatA sAmIpya lAtI hai / kalakattAse hama cale aura ghasar3I aaye| kalakattA cAra mIla dUra thA aura dillI ATha sau ikyAsI miil| kintu hama dillIke unmakha the aura kalakattAko ora pITha kiye hue cala rahe the| hamane dekhA, eka dina dillI cAra mola dUra hai aura kalakattA ATha sau ikyAsI mIla / jAgaraNa soneke lie jAganevAle bahuta hote haiM para jAgRtike lie jAganebAle virale hI hote haiN| bhAva aura anubhAva Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hiranI chalA~geM bhara rahI thI / saMgItakI dhvani kAnoMmeM A TakarAyI / chidra caraNa ruka gaye / choTe-se chedane gatirodha paidA kara diyA | cheda Akhira cheda hI hotA hai, bhale phira vaha choTA ho yA bar3A / 54 mArga khula jAye to ? nImakA kIr3A nImameM hI Ananda mAnatA hai / bhI kaise ? yadi use AmakA per3a aura usakI to kyA vaha vApasa nImameM AnA cAhegA ? na mAne to jiye mahaka mila jAye bhAva aura anubhAva Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ smRti aura vismRti kucha bAteM aisI hotI haiM, jinheM sadA yAda rakhanA caahie| kucha bAteM aisI hotI haiM, jinheM tatkAla bhulA denA cAhie / yAda rakhanekI bAteM ve hI nahIM hotIM, jo priya haiM / aura bhulA dene kI bhI ve hI nahIM hotIM, jo apriya haiN| ve priya aura apriya donoM prakArakI bAteM yAda rakhanekI hotI haiM, jo jIvanapara apanA asara chor3a jAyeM aura ve priya aura apriya bAteM bhulA denekI hotI haiM, jinakA jIvanapara koI prabhAvotpAdaka pariNAma nahIM hotaa| bhAva aura anubhAva Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jIvanake pIche jIvana aura kyA hai ? deha aura prANoMko cetanAke sAtha jo samanviti hai vahI to hai| jo jiyA jAtA hai, vahI jIvana nahIM hai| jisase jiyA jAtA hai vaha bhI jIvana hai| khAye binA koI nahIM jItA, yaha jitanA saca hai, utanA hI nhiiN| usase kahIM adhika saca yaha hai ki khAne meM saMyama rakhe binA koI nahIM jiitaa| saMyama jIvana hI nahIM kintu jIvanakA bhI jIvana hai| bhAva aura anubhAva Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jyotirmaya jyotihIna jIvana bhI zreya nahIM hai aura jyotihIna mRtyu bhI zreya nahIM hai| jyotirmaya jIvana bhI zreya hai aura jyotirmaya mRtyu bhI zreya hai| vIra patnI vidulAne apane putrase kahA, "bichaunepara par3e-par3e sar3anekI apekSA yadi tu eka kSaNa bhI apane parAkramakI jyoti prakaTa karake mara jAyegA to acchA hogaa|" bhAva aura anubhAva 57 Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyu- mahotsava saphalatA jIvanameM hotI hai para mRtyu sabase bar3I saphalatA hai / jisakI mRtyu utkarSa meM na ho, AnandakI anubhUtimeM na ho usake madhya jIvanakI saphalatA viphalatA meM pariNata ho jAtI hai / mUlyAMkana jo kucha acchA kArya hotA hai usakA apane-ApameM mUlya hotA hai kintu janatA ke dvArA usakA mUlyAMkana tabhI hotA hai jaba vaha usa taka pahu~ca pAye / 58 bhAva aura anubhAva Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aneka aura eka tuma zAkhAoMkI anekatA dekha cintita mata hoo| tuma dekho unakA mUla eka hai| anekatAkA artha virodha hI nahIM hotA, vikAsa bhI hotA hai| tuma dUdha aura pAnIkI ekatA dekha harSita mata hoo| inakA mUla eka nahIM hai / ekatAkA artha saMvardhana hI nahIM hotA, zaktikA alpIkaraNa bhI hotA hai / dIna vyaktiyoMko dekhakara dIna honevAle kitane haiM, parantu ve virale haiM, jo donoMkA uddhAra kreN| bhAva aura anubhAva Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ priya jo manako bhAtA hai vahI priya hai / priya kyA hai aura kyA nahIM ? ise paribhASA meM nahIM bA~dhA jA sakatA / pratyeka vyaktikI apanI-apanI ruci aura apanA-apanA manobhAva hotA hai / pratyeka vyakti deza, kAla aura paristhiti ke anusAra kisIke prati jhukatA hai to kisIse dUra hotA hai / eka hI vastuke sAtha priyatAkA zAzvata bandhana nahIM hotA / 60 C bhAva aura anubhAva Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAmya aura akAmya rucikI apekSA saca yaha hai : jIvana kAmya hai, mRtyu akAmya / AcaraNakI apekSA saca yaha hai : jise jIvana kAmya hai, use mRtyu bhI kAmya hai aura jise mRtyu akAmya hai, use jIvana bhI akAmya hai| sahI samajha mAyAvIkI cAloMko samajhanA z2arUra caahie| cAlAkIko samajhanA hiMsA nahIM hai, hiMsA hai cAlAkI krnaa| bhAva aura anubhAva Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zreSThatama tona vaidya the| pahale vaidyakA prayatna aisA hotA, jisase kisIke roga ho hI nahIM, dUsarA vaidya roga hote hI auSadhi de rogIko svastha banA detA / tIsarA vaidya rogako bar3hane detA aura jaba vaha asAdhya-sA ho jAtA taba aisI pur3iyA detA ki rogI svastha ho jAtA / loga use bahuta bar3A vaidya mAnane lage / sAre nagara meM usakA prabhAva phaila gayA ! eka dina usake prazaMsaka usakA yaza gA rahe the, taba tIsare vaidyane kahA, "zreSThatama vaidya merA bar3A bhAI hai, jo roga hone hI nahIM detA / merA dUsarA bhAI zreSThatara hai, jo roga hote hI rogIko svastha kara detA hai| unakA kArya Apake sAmane nahIM AtA isalie Apa loga usakA mUlya nahIM A~ka skte| merA kArya Apake sAmane AtA hai, isalie usakA mUlya A~kA jAtA hai / 62 bhAva aura anubhAva Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gaharI DuvakI jitanA prayatna par3hanekA hotA hai, utanA usake Azayako samajhanekA nahIM hotaa| jitanA prayatna likhanekA hotA hai, utanA tathyoMke yathArtha saMkalanakA nahIM hotaa| apane prati anyAya na ho, isakA jitanA prayatna hotA hai, utanA dUsaroMke prati nyAya karanekA nahIM hotA / gaharI DubakI lagAnevAlA gotAkhora jo pA sakatA hai, vaha samudrakI jhA~kI pAnevAlA nahIM pA sktaa| bhAva aura anubhAva Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ khatarA jaladhara nayA-nayA AyA aura pavanake sahAre U~ce AkAzameM caDha gyaa| use bAharI jagatkA kaba anubhava thA ? dUsaroMke sahAre U~cA car3hanA, bhaya se khAlI nahIM hotA, ise vaha nahIM jAnatA thaa| pavanane apanA hAtha khIMcA aura jaladhara dharatIpara A giraa| 64 bhAva aura anubhAva ___ Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anAgraha - eka rassIko pakar3a do AdamI khIMcate haiM eka idhara aura eka udhara / pariNAma kyA hotA hai ? rassI TUTatI hai, donoM AdamI gira jAte haiM / khicAva karanevAle arthAt giranevAle | jo khicAtrako miTAtA hai vaha giranese ubAra letA hai bhAva aura anubhAva 65 Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ netA netAkA artha hai dUsaroMko le clnevaalaa| jo vyakti netA hokara bhI dUsaroMke manako nahIM par3ha sakatA, vaha dUsaroMko sAtha liye nahIM cala sktaa| dUsaroMko sAtha lekara calaneke lie jo calatA hai vaha dUsaroMke manako nahIM par3ha sktaa| dUsaroMke manako vaha par3ha sakatA hai, jisake manakI svacchatAmeM dUsaroMkA mana apanA pratibimba DAla sake / jisakA mana itanA svaccha hotA hai usakI gatike sAtha asaMkhya caraNa cala par3ate haiN| mAva aura anubhAva ___ Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ netRtva pratyeka manuSya cintana nahIM kara sakatA ki mujhe kahA~ jAnA hai| socanevAle kucha dUrakI socate haiN| para netA socatA hai, mujhe samAjako usa kendra-bindupara le jAnA hai, jahA~ sabakA lAbha hai| saba netA nahIM hote aura saba anuyAyI bhI nahIM hote| saba gAyeM hI hoM to unheM kauna le jAye ? agara saba vAle hI hoM to kisako le jAyeM ? bhAva aura anubhAva Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svatantra astitva hama hamArI vizAlatAmeM hI dUsaroMkI vizAlatAko lIna na kareM kintu apanI dRSTiko svaccha rakhakara hI usameM dUsaroMkI vizAlatAko pratibimbita hone deM / camatkArako namaskAra duniyA camatkAra ko namaskAra karatI hai / vyakti nahIM pUjA jAtA zakti pUjI jAtI hai / pUrNimAke cA~dakI pUjA nahIM hotI, dUjakA cA~da pUjA jAtA hai / 68 bhAva aura anubhAva Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ camaka jahA~ siddhAntakI gurutA kAryakI gaharAI meM lIna ho jAtI hai vahA~ kArya aura siddhAnta eka dUsare meM camaka lA dete haiM / sAmagrI cauMdhiyA detI hai para prathama darzana meM Adise anta taka vyaktikA teja hI camakatA hai| upakaraNa kisIke anto nahIM chU sktaa| bhAva aura anubhAva Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kalA kalA Akhira vastu kyA hai ? AkarSaka zaktikA jo aMza hai, vaho to kalA hai| prakRtimeM kalA hai, caitanyameM bhii| AcArameM kalA hai, vicAroMmeM bhii| satke kaNa-kaNameM kalAkI abhivyakti hai| sabase bar3I kalA hai dUsaroMke hRdayakA sparza karanA / usa kalAkA mUlya kaise A~kA jAye jo dUsaroMke hRdaya taka pahu~ca hI nahIM sktii| bhAva aura anubhAva Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anAvRta manakI zuddhi aura dilakI bhalAI na mile to sAfa-sutharA zarIra aura madu masakAna kevala dhokhA hai| phaTe-cithar3e aura rUkhA vyavahAra mahattAko DhA~ka nahIM skte| namratA dUsaroMke guNoMke prati jo anurAga aura apanI vRttiyoMmeM jo mRdutA hotI hai vahI namratA hai| burAI yA anyAyake sAmane jhukanA namratA nahIM, kAyaratA hai| bhAdha aura anubhAva Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dvaita jahA~ dvaita hai vahA~ paraspara sApekSatA Avazyaka hai| ekako samajhaneke lie dUsareko samajhanA hI hogaa| jahA~ eka hI hotA hai, vahA~ samajhanekI sthiti hI nahIM bntii| eka aneka-sApekSa hotA hai| aura aneka eka-sApekSa / advaita abheda ekatA nahIM samatA hai| samatAkA ho dUsarA rUpa hai - ekatA / isakA phalita hotA hai ki dvaitameM samatAkI bhAvanA hI advaitako paribhASA hai| bhAva aura anubhAva ___ Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paNDita aura sAdhaka pazu aura paNDitameM jitanA bheda hai, utanA hI bheda paNDita aura sAdhakameM hai| pazu ahiMsAkI bhASA nahIM jAnatA jaba ki paNDita jAnatA hai| sAdhaka vaha hai, jo usakI bhASA jAnane taka hI na rahe, usako sAdhanA kre| Arya ! tU brahmacArI honA cAhatA hai to tU saba kucha usIke lie kara / AsvAdake lie mata sUMgha, AsvAdake lie mata dekha, AsvAdake lie mata cakha, AsvAdake lie mata sUna, aura AsvAdake lie mata cintana kr| bhAva aura anubhAva Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vyaktivAda apane abhiprAyoMko hI solaha AnA sahI mAna unheM dUsaroMpara lAdanekI pravRtti bar3ha rahI hai, vaha sAmAjika bhalAIke nAmapara vyaktivAdI manovRttikA vistAra hai / vyakti-svAtantryakI bAta sUjhI hai, para yaha jAla hai| isameM phaMsanA sahaja hai, nikalanA kaThina / 74 bhAva aura anubhAva Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svArtha : svameM lIna rahanekI vRtti / dUsaroMse isakA sambandha nahIM jur3atA ataH isakA vizeSa mUlya nahIM A~kA jAtA / parArtha : dUsaroMke lie apane 'sva' kA visarjana / para aura parama isakA svarUpa hai 'sva' ko dUsaroMmeM lIna kara denA / isase dUsaroMko lAbha pahu~catA hai / ataH isakA vizeSa mUlya A~kA jAtA hai / paramArtha: svako paramameM lIna kara denA / paramake lie saba kuchakA tyAga | Atma-sAdhaka ke lie isakA mUlya ina tInoMmeM : pahalA dUsarA tIsarA bhAva aura anubhAva vyaktivAda hai / samAjavAda hai / mokSavAda hai / yaha AtmalInatA hai / sarvotkRSTa hai | 75 Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kRtajJatA kRtajJatAke do zabdoMkA mUlya vaha nahIM A~ka sakatA, jo kevala lenA hI jAne / jisake pAsa kRtajJatAke do zabda bhI dene ko na hoM, usase daridra kauna hogA? / eka puSpa apane upAdAnoMse utanA bhinna ho hI nahIM pAtA ki vaha unake prati kRtajJatA jJApita kre| bhAva aura anubhAva ___ Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ amApya usa puruSake bAre meM likhanA kaThina hotA hai, jo apane antarjagatmeM khilakara saMsArake sAmane Aye, jise apanI zrIvRddhimeM bahirjagatkA pratyakSa sahayoga na mile / mahApuruSake jIvana meM vikalpa nahIM hotaa| usameM kuzala kala kArakI tUlikA aura kavikI manovihArI lekhanI carama nahIM banatI, taba dUsarA kyoM kucha soce ? bhAva aura anubhAva Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ viveka vivekakA artha hai pRthakkaraNa / bhalAI aura burAI do haiN| viveka inheM bA~Ta detA hai| koI AdamI Aja bhalA hai para vaha pUrvasaMcita burAIkA phala bhogatA hai| prazna ho sakatA hai - yaha kyoM ? isakA uttara yahI hai ki vizvakI vyavasthAmeM viveka hai| koI AdamI Aja burA hai para vaha pUrvasaMcita bhalAIkA phala bhogatA hai taba sandeha hotA hai| usake samAdhAna ke lie yaha paryApta hai ki vizvako vyavasthAmeM viveka hai| bhAva aura anubhAva ___ Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tarkakI sImA pratyakSa yA sIdhI bAtake lie tarka Avazyaka nahIM hotaa| tarkakA kSetra hai, aspaSTatA / spaSTatA mAne hai pratyakSa / pratyakSakA artha hai tarkakA aviSaya / tarkakI apekSA prema aura vizvAsa adhika saphala hote haiM / jahA~ taka hotA hai vahA~ jAne-anajAne dila sandehase bhara jAtA hai / jahA~ prema hotA hai vahA~ sahaja vizvAsa bar3hatA hai / zraddhAke AlokameM jo satya upalabdha hotA hai, vaha buddhi yA tarkavAdake Aloka meM nahIM hotaa| bhAva aura anubhAva 78 Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zraddhAko bhASA zraddhA jJAnako paripakva dazAkA nAma hai| jJAnake abhAvameM jo zraddhA hotI hai vaha yathArthameM zraddhA nahIM hotI, kintu eka saMskAragata rUr3hi hotI hai| vyaktimeM sabase bar3A bala zraddhAkA hai| zraddhA TUTatI hai, taba paira thama jAte haiM, vANI ruka jAtI hai aura zarIra jar3a ho jAtA hai| zraddhA banatI hai taba ye saba gatizIla bana jAte haiM / bhAva aura anubhAva ___ ww Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ do vAda kahIM zraddhA hotI hai, buddhi nahIM hotii| kahIM buddhi hotI hai, zraddhA nahIM hotii| kahate haiM, zraddhA andhI hotI hai, buddhi lNgdd'ii| zraddhAlu calatA hai aura buddhimAn dekhatA hai| ye donoM adhUre haiM / pUrNatA inake samanvayase AtI hai| pratibhAkA sambandha mastiSkase hai aura vairAgyakA hRdayase / vizvAsa hRdayase jur3atA hai tabhI usakA sambandha mastiSkase hotA hai| bhAva aura anubhAva Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sb| samasyAke samAdhAnakA sabase bar3A sUtra hai shrddhaa| kisI bhI vivAdakA anta takase nahIM hotA, kintu zraddhAse hotA hai| zraddhA jIvanako sabase bar3I saphalatA hai| zraddheya samAna zreNIke logoMpara sahaja zraddhA nahIM hotii| usake lie Avazyaka hai ki eka pahalekA ho, dUsarA bAdakA / eka Upara ho dUsarA usase nIce, aura zraddhA karanevAleko zraddheyako udAratA, samavRtti aura vizeSa yogyatAmeM vizvAsa ho| 2 bhAva aura anubhAva ___ Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ virodha virodha jyotise pUrva honevAlA dhuA~ hai / vaha kSaNa-bharake lie bhale ho logoMkI A~khoMko dhamila banA de para antameM jyoti jagamagA uThatI hai / ve vyakti dhue~ se kabhI nirAza nahIM hote jinheM jyotikI AzA hotI hai| bhAva aura anubhAva ___ Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ virodhakA pariNAma virodhase apriya vAtAvaraNa hI nahIM banatA, usase priya paristhitikA nirmANa bhI hotA hai / virodhake samaya jo saMgaThana hotA hai, vaha sAdhAraNa sthitimeM nahIM hotA / apriya paristhitiko eka bAra sahanA hI kaThina hotA hai / jo eka bAra use saha letA hai usake lie vaha apriya nahIM hotI / virodha mAnasika santulanakI kasauTI hai / virodhI vAtAvaraNako dekha jo ghabarA jAtA hai vaha parAjita ho jAtA hai aura jo usase ghabarAtA nahIM vaha use parAjita kara detA hai / 84 bhAva aura anubhAva Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samajhakI bhUla yaha manuSyakI mAnasika durbalatA hai ki vaha dUsaroMkI pragatiko avaruddha karaneke lie g2alata tattvoMko protsAhita karatA hai para vaha isa satyako bhulA detA hai ki burAIko protsAhana denekA pariNAma kabhI usake lie bhI khataranAka ho sakatA hai / bhAva aura anubhAva 85 Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAlIkA pratikAra gAlI vahI detA hai jo durbala hotA hai, jo mAnasika santulana nahIM rakha pAtA aura jisakA snAyu-saMsthAna vikRta hotA hai / gAlIse gAlIkA pratikAra karane meM vahI samartha ho sakatA hai, jo durbala bane, mAnasika santulanako khoye aura snAyu-saMsthAnako vikRta bnaaye| 86 bhAva aura anubhAva Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhalA vahI barAI karanevAlA avazya hI barA hotA hai para bahata acchA to vaha bhI nahIM hotA jo burAIke bhArase daba jAye / burAIko pairoMse rauMdakara calanevAlA hI apane manako maz2abUtIse pakar3a sakatA hai| bhAva aura anubhAva Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ naye - purAnekI samasyA loga do prakArakI rucivAle hote haiM / kucha loga purAnemeM hI ruci rakhate haiM, parivartana nahIM cAhate / kucha loga nayeko hI cAhate haiM, parivartana cAhate haiM / yaha naye aura purAnekA prazna unhIM ke sAmane hotA hai, jo cintaka nahIM hote / 88 parivartana ke sAtha AlocanA AtI hai, use asaphalatA nahIM mAnA jA sakatA / bhAva aura anubhAva Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AlocanA AlocanA jahA~ locana hai vahA~ nimeSa bhI hai| Alocyake lie vaha locana hai kyoMki usake dvArA AtmAlokana-viveka-cakSake unmeSakA avasara milatA hai / Alocakake lie AlocanA nimeSa hai, kyoMki usakI dRSTi AlocanAmeM hI gar3a jAtI hai, phira vaha pAripAzvika satyako bhI nahIM nihAra sktaa| bhAva aura anubhAva 8 Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AlocanA aura prazaMsA AlocanA doSakI honI cAhie aura prazaMsA gunnkii| kisI vyaktikI AlocanA karanevAlA apane lie khatarA utpanna karatA hai, Alocya ke lie vaha na bhI ho / prazaMsA karanevAlA prazasya vyakti ke lie khatarA utpanna karatA hai, apane lie vaha na bhI ho / 60 bhAva aura anubhAva Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Alocaka kucha logoMkA siddhAntase lagAva nahIM hotA, unheM AlocanA priya hotI hai / ve hara kisI viSayako usakI sAmagrI banA lete haiM / kucha loga bekAra haiN| bekArobhe manuSya AlocanAke sivAya aura kare kyA ? virodhakA mUla saMsthAoMmeM nahIM khojA jA sktaa| vaha vyaktiyoMmeM milatA hai| bhAva aura anubhAva Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka mantra saMsArameM saba eka rUpa nahIM hote| kucha lenekA hotA hai, kucha chodd'nekaa| jAnanekA saba hotA hai| jo chor3anekA ho usoko chor3A jAye, zeSako nahIM / jIvanako saphalatAkA yaha eka mantra hai| jahA~ lakSya eka hotA hai vahA~ prema aura ekatA honI cAhie, qadama eka sAtha Age bar3hane cAhie kintu aisA hotA nhiiN| sAmane koI kArya hotA nahIM tabataka ekatA yA virodhakA paricaya nahIM miltaa| bhAva aura anumAva Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrama aura sonA sonese jo cAheM vaha milatA hai, isalie usakA mUlya hai, dhUlakA nhiiN| isIlie sonekA saMgraha hotA hai dhUlakA nhiiN| mUlyakA Aropa yadi zramameM ho, sonese kucha na mile to Aja sonekI vahI gati ho jAye jo dhUlakI hai / bhAva aura anubhAva Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhUkha aura bhoga bhUkha na AtmAko lagatI hai aura na shriirko| bhogakI icchA na AtmAmeM hotI hai aura na zarIrameM / AtmA aura zarIrakA yoga hI jIvana hai / jIvana meM bhUkha bho hai aura bhoga bhI hai| gaThavandhana nahIM avasthA gaNitakA savAla hai| saMskArakA . udbodhana antarako vattiyoMkA savAla hai / ina donoMmeM koI gaThabandhana nahIM / bhAva aura anubhAva ___ Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhanAkA mArga nigraha aura anugraha ye donoM eka ho vastu ke do pArzva haiN| kisIpara anugraha karanevAlA kisIkA nigraha bhI kara sakatA hai aura kisI kA nigraha karanevAlA kisIpara anugraha bhI kara sakatA hai| sAdhanAkA mArga nigraha aura anugrahase pare hai| bhAva aura anubhAva Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ arthavAda jisa dina yaha samajhameM A jAyegA ki saMgrahakI vRttine mAnavatAkI jar3a khokhalI kara dI, usa dina sirpha artha rahegA, usakA vAda nhiiN| aparigraha phailegA usakA anuvAda nahIM / yaha sahI hai ki saba aparigrahI nahIM bana sakate para aparigrahake pathika bana sakate haiN| parigraha pIThake pIche rahe mu~hake sAmane nhiiN| loga usako na dekheM, vaha unako dekhe / 16 bhAva aura anubhAva Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ upekSA aura apekSA upekSAse apekSA ThIka calatI hai| apekSAse apekSA pUrI nahIM hotii| apekSA sukhakI honI caahie| vaha parigrahameM nahIM apane-ApameM hai| anusandhAna anveSaNakA yuga hai| dRSTi par3e vahIM anusandhAna-zAlAe~ aura anusandhAtA haiN| anusandhAna aura sabhI vastuoMkA huA, dokA nahIM - mAnavatAkA aura mAnavako apanI paridhikA / bhAva aura anubhAva Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ akarmaNyatA nahIM jainadharmane sikhAyA asat mata karo, sat kro| satkI mAtrA bar3hegI, taba nahIM karanekI dazA aayegii| nahIM karanekA artha akamaNyatA nahIM, kintu karmaNyatAkA patha-prazasta karanA hai| asatakA niSedha nahIM AtA, taba satkA rUpa nahIM khilatA / kuzalameM akuzalakA nirodha hotA hai, taba hI kuzalakA kauzala TikatA hai| mAva aura anubhAva ___ Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMkanakA mAdhyama Aja manuSyake aMkanakA sAdhana usakA acchA yA burA AcaraNa nahIM rahA hai| vaha dhArmika yA rAjanaitika sampradAyake lebalase A~kA jAtA hai| AsthA aura sujhAva apanA-apanA alaga hotA hai / para dUrIse sandeha bar3hatA hai aura samparkase prema / bAta sAdhAraNa hai para hai zreSTha / bhAva aura anubhAva Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ roTI aura puruSArtha AcArake lie roTIko ThukarAnemeM puruSArtha hai; roTIke lie AcArako ThukarAne meM puruSArtha nahIM, usakA abhAva hai| roTIkA darzana AtmA aura paramAtmAke gahare cintanameM DubakI lagAnevAlA bhAratIya Aja roTI-darzanakI ora TakaTakI bA~dhe baiThA hai| pahale vaha roTIkI cintAse mukta hokara hI vahA~taka phuNcaa| Aja vaha vahA~ nahIM pahu~cakara roTokI cintAse mukta nahIM hai / bhAva aura anubhAva ___ Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ roTI aura mAnavatA roTI mAnavake lie z2arUrI hai kintu vaha usakA mUlya nahIM hai| mAnavatA roTI-jaisI z2arUrI nahIM lagatI para vaha mAnavakA sahI mUlya hai| roTIke binA manuSya maratA hai aura vivekake binA maanvtaa| bhAva aura anubhAva Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sama aura viSama jaba AvazyakatA pUrI nahIM hotI, taba manuSya krUra banatA hai / jaba AvazyakatApUrti ke sAdhana adhika hote haiM, taba manuSya vilAsI banatA hai / yaha viSama sthiti hai / sama sthiti yaha hai ki zrama karanevAlA AvazyakatA pUrI kiye binA na rahe aura zrama na karanevAlA adhika na pAye / 102 bhAva aura anubhAva Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samajhase pare avasarako samajhakara baratanA eka bAta hai aura avasaravAditA dUsarI bAta / avasarako jAnanA burA nahIM, use jAnakara baratanA burA nahIM, burA hai usakA vAda / 'vAda'jJAna aura samajhase pare hotA hai| mAva aura anubhAva 103 Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ santokA sAmrAjya vicAra santoMkA sAmrAjya hai| santa-vicAra sirfa mAthekI upaja nahIM, vaha dvijanmA hotA hai| mastiSkase hRdayameM utaratA hai, vahA~ pakanepara phira bAhara AtA hai / bheda-rekhA sAmAjika jIvana suvidhA detA hai, darzana nhiiN| isameM vartamAnako sarala banAye rakhanekA prayatna hotA hai, bhUta aura bhaviSyakA vizleSaNa nhiiN| mAva aura anubhAva Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yaha kaisA Azcarya? patrakAra-sammelanameM apanI caMcalatApara prakAza DAlate hue lakSmIne kahA, "maiM tabataka eka jagaha nahIM raha sakatI, jabataka mujhe sahRdaya sthAna na mila jaaye|" eka patrakArane cuTakI lete hue kahA, "mAtar ! tumhAre pAsa Ate hI hRdaya kUca kara jAtA hai phira yaha anveSaNa kaisA ?" bhAva aura anubhAva Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anuzAsanakI samajha anuzAsana AtmAke gurutvakI kasauTI hai| usase lAghava nahIM AtA / laghutA lAneko anuzAsana Aye, vaha balAtkAra hai / ekAntavAsa sUrya ! tuma ekAntavAsa cAhate ho ? para kyA tumhArA prakAza tumheM akelA rahane degA? 106 bhAva aura anubhAva Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tulasIke prati vinItAtman ! kyA kahU~ ? tumhArI kRtiyoMne pUrvavartI AcAryoMkI smRti bhulA-sI dI hai yaha kyA vinaya ? ghar3e cAra-pAMca sera pAnI samAtA hai, agasta RSi tIna cullUmeM sArA samadra pI gye| yaha kaisA beTA? bhAva aura anubhAva 107 Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ArAdhyake prati bhagavan ! maiM jyoM-jyoM tumhAre pAsa pahu~canekI ceSTA karatA hU~ tyoMtyoM tuma Age saraka jAte ho| yaha kaisI A~kha-micaunI ? bhagavan ! tumhArI dRSTimeM amRta rahatA hai| usase amaratva milatA hai-kaise mAnU~ ? bhakta apane-Apako kho detA hai phira amaratva kaisA? prabho ! tuma antaryAmI ho-yaha kaise mAnUM ? maiM tumhAre antarme paiThanekI ceSTA karatA hU~-tuma aisA kaba karate ho ? prabho! mujhe vaha auSadha do jise pI merA utsAha bAlaka-sA capala, yuvaka-sA balavAn aura vRddha-sA anubhavI bane / bhAva aura ana ___ Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ niSkarSa Aga sabako jalAtI hai / sonA usameM jala-jalakara camaka uThatA hai, isIlie to vaha suvarNa hai / muktAoMne apanA hRdaya sauMpA, kalAkArane unheM eka sUtrameM bA~dhA, isIlie to ve alaMkAra hai / prakAza andhakArako apanA guNa nahIM de sakA, isIlie to vaha Aloka hai| bhAva aura anubhAvaH Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pahala vidhAna dUsaroMke lie hotA hai, apane lie nahIM, vahA~ vaha jIkara bhI nirjIva bana jAtA hai| mahAn jo hotA hai vaha sabase pahale vidhAnako apanepara hI lAgU karatA hai / Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anekAnta-darzana isa duniyAmeM phAr3anevAloMkI kamI nahIM hai parantu tuma mata soco ki phAr3anevAlA burA hI hotA hai| chAchane dUdhako phAr3A, isameM burAI kauna-sI hai ? dUdha dahI bana gyaa| isa duniyAmeM AghAta karanevAloMkI kamI nahIM hai para tuma mata soco ki AghAta karanevAlA burA hI hotA hai / mathAnIne dahIpara AghAta kiye, isameM burAI kauna-sI hai ? navanIta nikala AyA, sneha sAkAra ho utthaa| bhAva aura anubhAva 111 Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tuccha aura mahAn jo nisargase mahAna hai usameM kusaMga kyA parivartana lAyegA? jo nisargase tuccha hai vaha satsaMgameM rahakara bhI kyA kara pAyegA ? use kusaMgase bacAo jo saMsargase mahAn hai| use satsaMgameM rakho jo saMsargase tuccha hai / bhAva aura anubhA Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAna kauna ? jalakaNoMne milakara sindhuko rUpa diyA, vaha mahAn bana gayA / jvAra AyA, bU~doMko asahAya chor3a calA gayA / prazna hotA hai : mahAn kauna - sindhu yA bindu ? bhAva aura anubhAva 113 Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yuvaka vaha thA jahA~ ullAsa aThakheliyA~ kare vahA~ bur3hApA kaise Aye ? vaha yuvA bhI bUr3hA hotA hai, jisameM ullAsa nahIM hotA - paiDo bhalo na kosako - calanA eka kosakA bhI acchA nahIM hai, yaha jisane kahA vaha yuvaka nahIM thaa| yuvaka vaha thA, jisane kahA- caraiveti, caraiveti -calate calo, calate clo| bhAva aura anubha Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ utAra-car3hAva kisane nahIM dekhe | anubhUti meM antara hai | car3hAvako anubhUti garvapUrNa hotI hai / utArakI anubhUti meM vApasIkA bhAva hotA hai / car3hAva meM phira bho santulana rahatA hai / utAra meM use rakhanA kaThina hotA hai / bhAva aura anubhAva utAra-car3hAva 115 Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gati kaise ? uttara meM dekha : ve cikanI caTTAneM khar3I haiN| phisala na jaanaa| phisalanevAlA vijetAke pada-cihnoMpara nahIM cala sktaa| dakSiNameM dekha : vaha nirjharakA kalarava ho rahA hai| baha na jaanaa| pravAhameM bahanevAlA vijetAke pada-cihnoMpara nahIM cala sktaa| parvameM dekha : vaha vanasthalIkA jhurmutt| phaisa na jaanaa| phaMsanevAlA vijetAke pada-cihnoMpara nahIM cala sktaa| pazcimameM dekha : ye mAlatIke phUla biche haiM / mIThI parimalako pA chitara na jaanaa| chitaranevAlA vijetAke pada-cihnoMpara nahIM cala sktaa| bhAva aura anubhAva Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mamatAkA deza merA deza vaha hai, jahA~ strI aura puruSa nahIM haiM / __ merA deza vaha hai, jahA~ dharma aura sampradAya nahIM hai| merA deza vaha hai, jahA~ gArhasthya aura saMnyAsa nahIM hai| merA deza vaha hai, jahA~ zikSaka aura ziSya nahIM hai / o samatAke zAstA ! mujhe merI mamatAke dezameM le cala / bhAva aura anubhAva Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satyam zivam sundaram jo ramaNIya hotA hai vaha ziva bhI hotA hai| jo ziva na ho, kalyANakArI na ho, vaha pala-bhara ramaNIya bhale lage para vAstavameM ramaNIya nahIM hotaa| jahA~ satya bhI ho, kalyANa bhI ho aura ramaNIyatA bhI ho, vahA~ Ananda hogA hI, bhale phira kaSTa ho yA ArAma / bhAva aura anubhAva Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ abhivyakti viphalatAse zUnya saphalatA hai bhI kahA~ ? vidyutkI pUrNa abhivyaktimeM balba saphala nahIM hotA para prakAzakI vyaMjanAmeM jo kSamatA use prApta hai, vaha usakI viphalatA nahIM hai| yadi balba nahIM hotA to vidyut-zakti hI rahatI, prakAza-rUpameM abhivyakti nahIM paatii| zaktikA svayaMmeM mUlya hai| vyavahAra-jagatmeM mUlya abhivyaktikA bhAva aura anubhAva 111 Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ carama darzana ghor3A khar3A rahA, ArohI ur3a claa| nAva par3I rahI, nAvika usa pAra calA gyaa| piMjar3A par3A rahA, paMchI ur3a claa| phala lagA rahA, saurabha cala basA / bAtI dharI rahI, jyoti-puMja jyoti-puMjase jA milaa| bhAva aura anubhAva ___ Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A~kho dekhA saca bahuta bAra loga garvako bhASAmeM kahate haiM - yaha A~khoM dekhA saca hai / para prazna yaha hai ki kyA satya A~khoMse dekhA jA sakatA hai| gAr3I daur3atI hai - dIkhatA hai pAsameM khar3e per3a daur3e jA rahe haiN| para jo daur3ate haiM, ve per3a nahIM hote / bhAva aura anubhAva 121 Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAno yA mata mAno maiM dhArmika hU~ - yaha tuma mAno yA mata mAno kintu yaha to mAno ki maiM adhArmika huuN| maiM Astika hU~ - yaha tuma mAno yA na mAno kintu yaha to mAno ki maiM nAstika huuN| maiM prakAza hU~-- yaha tuma mAno yA na mAno kintu yaha to mAno ki maiM andhakAra huuN| tuma nahIM jAnate prakAza vahI hotA hai ki jo a~dheremeM-se nikalatA hai| dharma vahI hotA hai jo adharmameM se nikalatA hai| AsthA vahI hotI hai, jo anAsthAmeM-se upajatI hai / mAva aura anubhAva Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ upAsanAkA marma sampradAya choTA hotA hai aura satya bdd'aa| bar3ekI upAsanA karanevAlA choTeko svayaM pA jAtA hai / choTekI upAsanA karanevAlA bar3ese dUra raha jAtA hai| satyakA ThekA tumhAre pAsa bhI nahIM hai aura mere pAsa bhI nahIM hai| tuma jo kahate ho vahI satya hai aura vaha satya nahIM hai, jo maiM kahatA huuN| isakA tumhAre pAsa kyA pramANa hai ? bhAva aura anubhAva 123 Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 124 smRti aura vismRti bahuta bAra hama zabdAtmAko bhulAkara bhI arthAtmAko nahIM bhulAte aura bahuta bAra hama arthAtmAko bhulAkara bhI zabdAtmAkI raTa lagAyA karate haiM / donoMko apUrNa kahA jA sakatA hai para doSapUrNa nahIM | bhAva aura anubhAva Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Atma-vizvAsa jise apane-Apapara bharosA nahIM, usake lie yaha duniyA bhayaMkara hogo aura bharA hogA usake lie isa duniyAmeM jaharakA samandara / para mere lie to yaha duniyA bahuta hI madhura hai, bahuta ho sukhada aura bahuta hI pyaarii| vaha isalie ki merA pyArA prabhu paristhitikI khir3akIse kabhI nahIM jhaaNktaa| bhAva aura anubhAva 125 Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pratibimba sAmanevAlA mere sAtha acchA vyavahAra karatA hai, isalie maiM usake sAtha acchA vyavahAra na karU~ kintu usake sAtha maiM acchA vyavahAra isalie karU~ ki vaha merA dharma hai| sAmanevAlA mere sAtha burA vyavahAra karatA hai phira bhI maiM usake sAtha acchA vyavahAra karU~ aura isalie karU~ ki vaha merA dharma hai| acchA vyavahAra karanevAleke sAtha maiM acchA vyavahAra karU~ aura burA vyavahAra karanevAleke sAtha burA vyavahAra karU~ to isakA artha hai ki acchAImeM merI koI AsthA nahIM hai aura burAIse merA koI vAstavika virodha nahIM hai| merA koI siddhAnta bhI nahIM, jise maiM surakSita rakhU aura merI apanI koI AkRti bhI nahIM, jise maiM dekhU / kyA maiM paristhitike darpaNameM vaisA pratibimba DAlU~ jo merA apanA nahIM hai| bhAva aura anubhAva Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vyakti aura virATa jo apane bAremeM socatA hai, vaha samUce vizvake bAre meM socatA hai| apanA vizva utanA hI virATa hai, jitanA yaha vizva hai| apanI samasyAe~ utanI hI jaTila haiM, jitanI vizvakI haiN| bhAva aura anubhAva 127 Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Atma-satya rassIkA eka hI sirA hotA to gA~Tha nahIM hotI / manuSya akelA hI hotA to dvandva nahIM hotA / sirapara eka hI bAla hotA to jaTilatA nahIM hotI / eka hI mastiSka hotA to saMgharSa nahIM hote / ye alagAva, lar3AiyA~, ulajhaneM aura cinagAriyA~ bahutA ke pariNAma haiM / yaha vizvAkAza bahutA aura ekatAke cA~da-sUrajase rukA huA hai / yaha hamArA sUrya bahutAkI anabhivyakti meM ekatAkI spaSTa vyaMjanA hai / amAvasakI rAta ekatAkI anabhivyaktimeM bahatAko spaSTa vyaMjanA hai / pUrNimAko rAta vyakti aura samaSTikA sundara samanvaya hai / vyakti aura samaSTikA saMgama miTanevAlA nahIM hai / vyakti bhI satya hai, samaSTi bhI satya hai / satyako miTAyA nahIM jA sakatA / 128 bhAva aura anubhAva Page #131 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jhukAva apane sampradAyake vicAra jo buddhigamya haiM, ve merI dRSTise satya haiM aura jo buddhise pare haiM, ve mere lie cintanIya haiN| dUsare sampradAyake vicAroMke prati bhI merA yahI dRSTikoNa honA cAhie / yaha Agraha nahIM, satyakI zodhakA bhAva hai| iyattA nahIM, anantakI ora jhukAva hai| bhAva aura anubhAva Page #132 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #133 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ muni nathamala janma : vi0 saM0 1977 ASADha kRSNA 13, Tamakaura, rAjasthAna dIkSA : vi0 saM0 1987 mAgha zuklA 10, saradAra zahara, raajsthaan| AcArya zrI tulasIke satata sAnnidhya meM rahakara saMskRta, prAkRta aura hindIkA adhyayana / saMskRtake pratibhAsampanna Azu kavi / mukulam, azruvINA, sambodhi Adi aneka saMskRta granthoM evaM vibhinna viSayoMke lagabhaga pacAsa hindI granthoMke rcyitaa| hindI granthoMmeM ullekhanIya haiM : jaina darzanake maulika tattva, ahiMsA tattva darzana, anubhava cintana manana, phUla aura aMgAre aadi| AcArya zrIkI dekha-rekhameM cala rahe Agama zodha kAryake bhI Apa hI pradhAna nirdezaka aura sampAdaka haiN| abhI-abhI Apane dazavakAlika, uttarAdhyayana, sthAnAMga, samavAyAMga Adi sUtroMkA vivecana aura sampAdana kiyA hai| lainelibrary.org Page #134 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (CS NOROnA pANa.TOS bAOINO piyAsayA bhAratIya jJAnapITha bhAratIya jJAnapITha uddezya sAnako vilupta, anupalabdha aura aprakAzita sAmagrIkA anusandhAna aura prakAzana tathA loka-hitakArI paali-paathaa nsthaa saMsthApaka sAha zAntiprasAda jaina adhyakSA zrImatI ramA jaina Jain Educadores donarfa ofiar, personal y eu, Tu W.manelibrary.org